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diff --git a/42972-0.txt b/42972-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8c317cb --- /dev/null +++ b/42972-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14060 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42972 *** + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + Google Books: http://books.google.com/books?id=vBgOAAAAYAAJ + (Harvard University) + + + + + + + A FEW PRESS OPINIONS + + ON + + "AARON THE JEW." + + BY + + B. L. FARJEON. + + * * * * + + Globe. + +"Aaron is a most engaging figure; nothing loftier, purer, sweeter, can +be imagined than the beautiful tie which unites him to his gentle, +true-hearted Rachel." + + + Speaker. + +"In many respects a really powerful story, strong and sympathetic. The +book is infinitely superior in tone and motive to much of the current +fiction." + + + Guardian. + +"A very tender and touching sketch, showing what a beautiful and noble +life is possible to a Jew who would really live in the true spirit of +his simple faith and the best traditions of his people. Charming +pictures of Jewish household life.... Exceedingly pleasant to read." + + + Daily Telegraph. + +"Written with earnestness, sincerity, and lively sympathy with all that +is good, generous, and tender." + + + The Scotsman. + +"Powerful studies of lofty human character. It is full of genuine +life, of real men and women, and of sustained interest.... A +delightful story. 'Aaron the Jew' is a strong and original piece of +work, and will well repay perusal." + + + Lady's Pictorial. + +"This book has been received with such a chorus of praise that nothing +is left to say. It is the best novel that Mr. Farjeon has produced +since 'Grif.'" + + + Glasgow Herald. + +"'Aaron the Jew' is a benevolent and beautiful character. The story is +an interesting one." + + + Western Morning News. + +"Mr. Farjeon has never written a more natural and touching story than +this of 'Aaron the Jew.' All his characters are of an attractive and +noble-minded type." + + + Westminster Gazette. + +"Very simply and touchingly written; rises to the level of real +pathos." + + + Jewish Chronicle. + +"The book is interesting, and is a worthy addition to the Jewish +stories which are so much in fashion just now." + + + Jewish World. + +"'Aaron the Jew' is a contribution to light fiction, all the more +welcome because its very slightness may cause it to be read by people +who still know nothing of Jews and Judaism, and so tend to remove +senseless prejudices." + + + Record. + +"A powerfully written work." + + + World. + +"Mr. Farjeon's new novel, 'Aaron the Jew,' is his best work since +'Grif' made him known to the reading world as a writer of fiction +gifted with exceptional power and originality. The story is finely +conceived and worked out with great care and lucidity." + + + Liverpool Daily Post. + +"The book is, indeed, in every way an excellent production of Mr. +Farjeon's pen, and will no doubt attain the popularity it +unquestionably deserves." + + + + + + + _AARON THE JEW_ + + + A Novel + + + + _By_ + + _B. L. FARJEON_ + + AUTHOR OF + "_Great Porter Square_," "_Grif_," "_Blade o' Grass_," + "_The Last Tenant_," _etc._, _etc_. + + + + + +London, 1895 + HUTCHINSON & CO + 34, _PATERNOSTER ROW_ + + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + + + _CHEAP AND POPULAR EDITION_. + + * * * * * * + + THE LAST TENANT + BY + B. L. FARJEON. + + _In crown 8vo, cloth gilt, gilt top, 2s. 6d.;_ + _picture boards, 2s_. + + * * * * * * + +"A well written novel of absorbing interest." + + _Scotsman_. + + +"The story enchains the reader's attention from the first page to the +last."--_Yorkshire Post_. + +"Must be pronounced a successful piece of detective narration. Those +who like a good detective story will find what they want in 'The Last +Tenant.'" + + _Manchester Guardian_. + + * * * * * * + + London: HUTCHINSON & CO., Paternoster Row. + + + + + + + CONTENTS. + + + BOOK THE FIRST. + + _MOTHER AND CHILD_. + + * * * * + + CHAP. + + I. THE POOR DOCTOR. + + II. DR. SPENLOVE'S VISITOR. + + III. DR. SPENLOVE UNDERTAKES A DELICATE MISSION. + + IV. FLIGHT. + + V. DEATH BETTER THAN LIFE. + + VI. THE FRIEND IN NEED. + + VII. DR. SPENLOVE ADVISES. + + VIII. WHAT WAS PUT IN THE IRON BOX. + + IX. MR. MOSS PLAYS HIS PART. + + + + BOOK THE SECOND. + + _RACHEL_. + + * * * * + + X. THE VISION IN THE CHURCHYARD. + + XI. MR. WHIMPOLE INTRODUCES HIMSELF. + + XII. THE COURSE OF THE SEASONS. + + XIII. AARON COHEN PREACHES A SERMON ON LARGE NOSES. + + XIV. A PROCLAMATION OF WAR. + + XV. THE BATTLE IS FOUGHT AND WON. + + XVI. JOY AND SORROW. + + XVII. DIVINE CONSOLATION. + + + + BOOK THE THIRD. + + _THE TEMPTATION AND THE FALL_. + + * * * * + + XVIII. UNTO THEM A CHILD IS BORN. + + XIX. BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. + + XX. A MOMENTOUS NIGHT. + + XXI. OVER A BRIGHT CLOUD A BLACK SHADOW FALLS. + + XXII. THE LIVING AND THE DEAD. + + XXIII. PLUCKED FROM THE JAWS OF DEATH. + + XXIV. THE CURTAIN FALLS AWHILE. + + + + BOOK THE FOURTH. + + _HONOUR AND PROGRESS_. + + * * * * + + XXV. AFTER MANY YEARS. + + XXVI. THE FOUNDATION OF AARON'S FORTUNE. + + XXVII. THE FEAST OF PASSOVER. + + XXVIII. RACHEL'S LIFE IN THE NEW LAND. + + + XXIX. THE FAREWELL. + + + XXX. AT THE GRAVE OF HIS CHILD. + + + + BOOK THE FIFTH. + + _THE GATHERING OF THE CLOUD_. + + * * * * + + XXXI. AARON IS ASKED FOR A SUBSCRIPTION, AND RELATES THE + STORY OF A CONVERT. + + XXXII. AARON COHEN ADDRESSES A JEWISH AUDIENCE. + + XXXIII. WHAT SHALL BE DONE TO THE MAN WHOM THE KING DELIGHTETH + TO HONOUR? + + XXXIV. THE HONOURABLE PERCY STORNDALE. + + XXXV. THE SPIRIT OF THE DEAD PAST. + + XXXVI. BEFORE ALL, DUTY. + + + + BOOK THE SIXTH. + + _RETRIBUTION_. + + * * * * + + XXXVII. ESTHER MOSS RECEIVES A LETTER. + + XXXVIII. RUTH'S SECRET. + + XXXIX. THE HONOURABLE PERCY STORNDALE MAKES AN APPEAL TO + AARON COHEN. + + XL. A DUTY PERFORMED. + + XLI. THERE IS A PROVIDENCE THAT SHAPES OUR ENDS. + + XLII. A MOTHER'S JOY. + + XLIII. A PANIC IN THE CITY. + + XLIV. THE CONFESSION. + + XLV. A POISONED ARROW. + + XLVI. RETRIBUTION. + + + + + + + AARON THE JEW. + + * * * + + BOOK THE FIRST. + + _MOTHER AND CHILD_. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + THE POOR DOCTOR. + + +On a bright, snowy night in December, 1871, Dr. Spenlove, having been +employed all the afternoon and evening in paying farewell visits to +his patients, walked briskly towards his home through the narrowest +and most squalid thoroughfares in Portsmouth. The animation of his +movements may be set down to the severity of the weather, and not to +any inward cheerfulness of spirits, for as he passed familiar +landmarks, he looked at them with a certain regret, which men devoid +of sentiment would have pronounced an indication of a weak nature. In +this opinion, however, they would have been wrong, for Dr. Spenlove's +intended departure early the following morning from a field which had +strong claims upon his sympathies was dictated by a law of inexorable +necessity. He was a practitioner of considerable skill, and he had +conscientiously striven to achieve a reputation in some measure +commensurate with his abilities. From a worldly point of view his +efforts had been attended with mortifying failure; he had not only +been unsuccessful in earning a bare livelihood, but he had completely +exhausted the limited resources with which he had started upon his +career; he had, moreover, endured severe privation, and an opening +presenting itself in the wider field of London, he had accepted it +with gladness and reluctance. With gladness, because he was an +ambitious man, and had desires apart from his profession; with +reluctance, because it pained him to bid farewell to patients in whom +he took a genuine interest, and whom he would have liked to continue +to befriend. He had, indeed, assisted many of them to the full extent +of his power, and in some instances had gone beyond this limit, +depriving himself of the necessaries of life to supply them with +medicines and nourishing food, and robbing his nights of rest to +minister to their woes. He bore about him distinguishing marks of the +beautiful self-sacrifice. On this last night of his residence among +them, his purse was empty, and inclement as was the weather, he wore, +on his road home, but one thin coat, which was but a feeble protection +from the freezing air, which pierced to his skin, though every button +was put to its proper use. A hacking cough, which caused him to pause +occasionally, denoted that he was running a dangerous risk in being so +insufficiently clad; but he seemed to make light of it, and smiled +when the paroxysm was over. In no profession can be found displayed a +more noble humanity and philanthropy than in that which Dr. Spenlove +practised, and, needy as he was, and narrow as had been his means from +the start, his young career already afforded a striking example of +sweet and unselfish attributes. In the Divine placing of human hosts, +the poor doctor and the poor priest shall be found marching in the van +side by side. + +During the whole of the day snow had been falling, and during the +whole of the day Dr. Spenlove had had but one meal. He did not +complain; he had been accustomed to live from hand to mouth, and well +knew what it was to go to bed hungry; and there was before him the +prospect of brighter times. + +But cheering as was this prospect, his walk home through the falling +snow was saddened by the scenes he had witnessed in the course of the +day; and one especially dwelt in his mind. + +"Poor creature!" he mused. "What will become of her and her baby? O +pitiless world! Does it not contain a single human being who will hold +out a helping hand?" + +Before one of the poorest houses in one of the poorest streets he +paused, and, admitting himself with a private latchkey, unlocked a +door on the ground floor, and entered a room which faced the street. +There was a wire blind to the window, on which was inscribed,-- + + + CONSULTATIONS FROM 9 TILL 11 A.M. + + +This room, with a communicating bedroom at the back, comprised his +professional and private residence. + +Dr. Spenlove groped in the dark for the matches, and, lighting a +candle, applied a match to a fire laid with scrupulous economy in the +matter of coals. As he was thus employed, his landlady knocked at the +door and entered. + +"Is it you, Mrs. Radcliffe?" he asked, not turning his head. + +"Yes, sir. Let me do that, please." + +The paper he had lit in the grate was smouldering away without +kindling the wood; the landlady knelt down, and with a skilful touch +the flame leapt up. Dr. Spenlove, unbuttoning his thin coat, spread +out his hands to the warmth. + +"Any callers, Mrs. Radcliffe?" + +"A gentleman, sir, who seemed very anxious to see you. He did not +leave his name or card, but said he would call again this evening." + +"Did he mention the hour?" + +"Nine, sir." + +Dr. Spenlove put his hand to his waistcoat pocket, and quickly +withdrew it, with a smile of humour and self-pity. The landlady +noticed the action, and dolefully shook her head. + +"Very anxious to see me, you say, Mrs. Radcliffe." + +"Very anxious indeed, sir. Dear, dear, you're wet through!" + +"It is a bitter night," he said, coughing. + +"You may well say that, sir. Bad weather for you to be out, with that +nasty cough of yours." + +"There are many people worse off than I am, without either fire or +food." + +"We all have our trials, sir. It's a hard world." + +"Indeed, indeed!" he said, thinking of the female patient whom he had +last visited. + +"Where's your overcoat, sir? I'll take it down to the kitchen; it'll +dry sooner there." She looked around in vain for it. + +"Never mind my overcoat, Mrs. Radcliffe." + +"But you had it on when you went out, sir?" + +"Did I? Don't trouble about it. It will dry quickly enough where it +is." + +He was now busily employed making a parcel of books and instruments, +which he had taken from different parts of the room, and which were +the only articles of value belonging to himself it contained. The +landlady stood for a moment or two watching his movements, and then +she hurried down to her kitchen, and presently returned with a cup of +hot tea. As she passed through the passage, with the cup in one hand +and a candle in the other, she glanced at the empty umbrella stand. + +"His umbrella, too, as well as his overcoat," she muttered. "The man's +heart's too big for his body!" + +She re-entered the room. + +"I've brought you a cup of tea, sir, if you don't mind taking it." + +"Not at all, Mrs. Radcliffe. It is very kind of you." + +He drank the tea, which warmed him through and through. + +"We're all sorry at your leaving us, sir," said the landlady. "There's +plenty that'll miss you." + +"I am sorry, too," he replied; "but when needs must, you know. I can +do no good to myself or others by remaining. If the gentleman calls +again, ask him to wait, if his business is of importance. You had +better tell him I am leaving Portsmouth to-morrow morning." + +With his parcel under his arm he left the house, and trudging through +the snow again, halted at a pawnbroker's shop, lingering awhile before +he entered, as sensitive men do before putting the finishing touch to +a humiliating act. Then, shrugging his shoulders, and muttering, "I +ought to be used to it by this time," he plunged into the shop, where +he obtained upon his few last treasures as much as would pay his +third-class fare to London and the two weeks' rent he owed his +landlady. Thus safe-guarded for a few hours at least, he left the +shop, but instead of immediately retracing his steps to his lodgings +he lingered once more irresolutely, with the air of a man who was at +war with himself upon a momentous question. The sixteen shillings due +to his landlady was in his pocket, and undoubtedly it was but simple +honesty that it should be handed over to her without hesitation. But +the hapless female patient who had occupied his thoughts during the +last hour was at this moment in the throes of a desperate human +crisis, and dark as was the present to her suffering soul, the terrors +which the future held in store for her were still more agonising. She +had a young baby at her breast; she had no food in her cupboard, not a +loaf of bread, not a cup of milk; she had not a friend in the world to +whom she could appeal for help. She, too, was in debt to her landlord, +a hard man who was waiting for another sun to rise to thrust her and +her infant into the white and pitiless streets. It would have been +done to-day but for the intervention of Dr. Spenlove, who had pawned +his overcoat and umbrella to buy of the poor creature's landlord a +respite of twenty-four hours. The sixteen shillings due to Mrs. +Radcliffe would buy her another respite for a longer term, but when +this was expired there was still the hopeless future to face. Dr. +Spenlove thrust aside this latter consideration, and thought only of +the ineffable relief it was in his power to bring to a heart racked +with anguish and despair. He lost sight of the fact that the wretched +woman would still be without food, and that she was too weak to work +for it. Even when she was strong, and able to ply her needle +throughout the whole of the day and the greater part of the night, her +earnings had never exceeded six shillings a week; she had confessed as +much to the good doctor, but for whose timely aid the workhouse would +have been her only refuge. As he stood debating with himself the +sentiment of pity was strong within him, but he could not banish the +voice of justice which whispered that the money was not his to dispose +of. All the people with whom he was acquainted were poor, and his +landlady was as poor as the rest; he knew that she often depended upon +the payment of his rent to pay her own. It might be that just now she +could afford to wait awhile for what was due to her; if so, he would +dispose of the sixteen shillings as his benevolent instincts impelled +him to do; he must, however, ascertain how the land lay before he +acted. It may appear strange to many fortunate persons that issues so +grave and vital should hang upon a sum of money which to them would +not be worth a thought; but it would be a good lesson for them to +learn that opportunities are not scarce for bringing Heaven's +brightest sunshine to overcharged hearts by the judicious bestowal of +a few small coins out of the wealth which yields them all the material +comforts of life. + +Having made up his mind upon the important matter, Dr. Spenlove turned +homewards, and as he walked he recalled the incidents in connection +with the unhappy woman in which he had played a part. She was a +stranger in the neighbourhood, and had lived her lonely life in a +garret for five months. No person with whom she came in contact knew +anything of her or of her antecedents, and it was by chance that he +became acquainted with her. Attending to his poor patients in the +street in which she resided, he passed her one afternoon, and was +attracted as much by her modest and ladylike appearance as by the +evidence of extreme weakness, which could hardly escape the +observation of a man so kindly-hearted as himself. He perceived at +once that she was of a superior class to those among whom she moved, +and he was impressed by a peculiar expression on her face when his +eyes rested on her. It was the expression of a hunted woman, of one +who was in hiding and dreaded being recognised. He made inquiries +about her, but no one could give him any information concerning her, +and in the press of onerous cares and duties she passed out of his +mind. Some weeks later he met her again, and his first impressions +were renewed and strengthened; and pity stirred his heart as he +observed from her garments that she was on the downward path of +poverty. It was clear that she was frightened by his observance of +her, for she hurried quickly on; but physical weakness frustrated her +desire to avoid him; she staggered and would have fallen had he not +ran forward and caught her. Weak as she was she struggled to release +herself; he kept firm hold of her, however, animated by compassion and +fortified by honest intention. + +"You have nothing to fear from me," he said. "Allow me to assist you. +I am Dr. Spenlove." + +It was the first time he had addressed her, but his name was familiar +to her as that of a gentleman to whom the whole neighbourhood was +under a debt of gratitude for numberless acts of goodness. She glanced +timidly at his face, and a vague hope stirred her heart; she knew that +the time was approaching when she would need such a friend. But the +hope did not live long; it was crushed by a sudden fear. + +"Do you know me, sir?" + +"No," replied Dr. Spenlove, in a cheerful tone. "You are a stranger to +me, as I have no doubt I am to you." + +"You are not quite a stranger, sir," she said, timidly. "I have heard +of your kindness to many suffering people." + +"Tush, tush!" he exclaimed. "A man deserves no credit for doing his +duty. You feel stronger now, do you not? If you have no doctor you +must allow me to come and see you. Do not hesitate; you need such +advice as I can give you; and," he added gently, "I will send in my +account when you are rich. Not till then, upon my honour; and +meanwhile I promise to ask no questions." + +"I am deeply grateful to you, sir." + +And, indeed, when they parted the world was a little brighter to the +poor soul. + +From that day he attended her regularly, and she was strengthened and +comforted by his considerate conduct towards her. She was known as +Mrs. Turner; but it was strange, if she were wife or widow, that she +should wear no wedding-ring. As their intimacy ripened his first +impression that she was a lady was confirmed, and although he was +naturally curious about her history, he kept his promise by not asking +her any questions which he instinctively felt it would be painful to +her to answer. Even when he discovered that she was about to become a +mother he made no inquiries concerning the father of her unborn child. +On the day he bade her farewell, her baby, a girl, was two weeks old, +and a dark and terrible future lay before the hapless woman. His heart +bled for her, but he was powerless to help her further. Weak and +despairing, she sat in her chair with her child at her wasted breast; +her dark and deep-sunken eyes seemed to be contemplating this future +in hopeless terror. + +"I am grieved to leave you so," he said, gazing sadly at her; "but it +is out of my power to do what I would wish. Unhappily, I am almost as +poor as yourself. You will try to get strong, will you not?" + +"I don't know," she murmured. + +"Remember," he said, taking her hand, "you have a duty to perform. +What will you do when you are strong?" + +"I don't know." + +"Nay, nay," he gently urged, "you must not speak so despondently. +Believe me, I do not wish to force your confidence, but I have +gathered from chance words you have let drop that you lived in London. +I am going there to-morrow. Can I call upon any person who would be +likely to assist you?" + +"There is no one." + +"But surely you must have some friends or relations----" + +"I have none. When you leave me I shall be without a friend in the +world." + +"God help you!" he sighed. + +"Will He?" + +The question was asked in the voice of one who had abandoned hope, who +had lost faith in human goodness and eternal justice, and who was +tasting the bitterness of death. + +Dr. Spenlove remained with her an hour, striving to cheer her, to +instil hope into her heart, but his words had no effect upon her; and, +indeed, he felt at times that the platitudes to which he was giving +utterance were little better than mockery. Was not this woman face to +face with the practical issues of life and death in their most awful +aspect, and was it not a stern fact that there was but one practical +remedy for them? She asked for bread, and he was offering her a stone. +It was then he went from her room and learned the full truth from her +landlord, who was only waiting till he was gone to turn her into the +streets. We know by what means he bought a day's respite for her. +Finally he left her, and bore away with him the darkest picture of +human misery of which he had ever had experience. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + DR. SPENLOVE'S VISITOR. + + +His landlady, Mrs. Radcliffe, met him on the doorstep, and informed +him that the gentleman who had called to see him in the afternoon had +called again, and was in his room. + +"A word, Mrs. Radcliffe," he said, hurriedly. "I am going to ask a +great favour of you. I owe you two weeks' rent." + +"Yes, sir." + +His heart sank within him; he divined immediately from her tone that +she was in need of the money. + +"Would it inconvenience you to wait a little while for it?" + +"I must, sir, if you haven't got it," she replied, "but I am +dreadfully hard pressed, and I reckoned on it. I'm behindhand myself, +sir, and my landlord's been threatening me----" + +"Say no more, Mrs. Radcliffe. Justice must be first served. I have the +money; take it--for Heaven's sake take it quickly! I must not rob the +poor to help the poor." + +He muttered the last words to himself as he thrust the sixteen +shillings into her hand. + +"I am so sorry, sir," said the distressed woman. + +He interrupted her with, "There, there, I am ashamed that I asked you. +I am sure no one has a kinder heart than you, and I am greatly obliged +to you for all the attention you have shown me while I have been in +your house. The gentleman is in my room, you say?" + +It was a proof of Mrs. Radcliffe's kindness of heart that there was a +bright fire blazing in the room, made with her own coals, and that the +lamp had been replenished with her own oil. Dr. Spenlove was grateful +to her, and he inwardly acknowledged that he could not have otherwise +disposed of the few shillings which he had no right to call his own. +His visitor rose as he entered, a well-dressed man some forty years of +age, sturdily built, with touches of grey already in his hair and +beard, and with signs in his face and on his forehead indicative of a +strong will. + +"Dr. Spenlove?" he asked, as they stood facing each other. + +"That is my name." + +"Mine is Gordon. I have come to see you on a matter of great +importance." + +Dr. Spenlove motioned to the chair from which his visitor had risen, +and he resumed his seat; but although he had said that he had come +upon a matter of great importance, he seemed to be either in no hurry +to open it, or to be uncertain in which way to do so, for he sat for +some moments in silence, smoothing his bearded chin and studying Dr. +Spenlove's face with a stern and studious intentness. + +"Can you spare me half an hour of your time?" he said at length. + +"Longer, if you wish," said Dr. Spenlove. + +"It may be longer, if you offer no opposition to the service I wish +you to render me; and perhaps it is as well to say that I am willing +and can afford to pay for the service." + +Dr. Spenlove bent his head. + +"It is seldom," continued Mr. Gordon, "that I make mistakes, and the +reason is not far to seek. I make inquiries, I clear the ground, I +resolve upon a course of action, and I pursue it to its end without +deviation. I will be quite frank with you, Dr. Spenlove; I am a hard, +inflexible man. Thrown upon the world when I was a lad, I pushed my +way to fortune. I am self-made; I can speak fair English. I have +received little education, none at all in a classical way; but I +possess common sense, and I make it apply to my affairs. That is +better than education if a man is resolved to get along in life--as I +was resolved to do. When I was a young man I said, 'I will grow rich, +or I will know the reason why.' I have grown rich. I do not say it as +a boast--it is only fools who boast--but I am worth to-day a solid +twenty thousand pounds a year. I make this statement merely as a proof +that I am in a position to carry out a plan in which I desire your +assistance and co-operation." + +"My dear sir," said Dr. Spenlove, who could not but perceive that his +visitor was very much in earnest, "the qualities you mention are +admirable in their way, but I fear you have come to the wrong man. I +am a doctor, and if you do not need my professional advice----" + +"Stop a moment," interrupted Mr. Gordon, "I have come to the right +man, and I do not need professional advice. I am as sound as a bell, +and I have never had occasion to pay a doctor's fee. I know what I am +about in the mission which brings me here. I have made inquiries +concerning you, and have heard something of your career and its +results; I have heard of your kindnesses and of the esteem in which +you are held. You have influence with your patients; any counsel you +might give them, apart from your prescriptions, would be received with +respect and attention; and I believe I am not wrong when I say that +you are to some extent a man of the world." + +"To some slight extent only," corrected Dr. Spenlove, with a faint +smile. + +"Sufficient," proceeded Mr. Gordon, "for my purpose. You are not blind +to the perils which lie before weak and helpless women--before, we +will say, a woman who has no friends, who is living where she is not +known, who is in a position of grave danger, who is entirely without +means, who is young and good-looking, and who, at the best, is unable +by the work of her hands to support herself." + +Dr. Spenlove looked sharply at his visitor. "You have such a woman in +your mind, Mr. Gordon." + +"I have such a woman in my mind, Dr. Spenlove." + +"A patient of mine?" + +"A patient of yours." + +There was but one who answered to this description, and whose future +was so dark and hopeless. For the first time during the interview he +began to be interested in his visitor. He motioned him to proceed. + +"We are speaking in confidence, Dr. Spenlove?" + +"In perfect confidence, Mr. Gordon." + +"Whether my errand here is successful or not, I ask that nothing that +passes between us shall ever be divulged to a third person." + +"I promise it." + +"I will mention the name of the woman to whom I have referred, or, it +will be more correct to say, the name by which she is known to you. +Mrs. Turner." + +"You mean her no harm, sir?" + +"None. I am prepared to befriend her, to save her, if my conditions +are accepted." + +Dr. Spenlove drew a deep breath of relief. He would go to his new +field of labours with a light heart if this unhappy woman were saved. + +"You have come at a critical moment," he said, "and you have +accurately described the position in which she is placed. But how can +my mediation, or the mediation of any man, be necessary in such a +case? She will hail you as her saviour and the saviour of her babe. +Hasten to her immediately, dear sir; or perhaps you do not know where +she lives, and wish me to take you to her? I am ready. Do not let us +lose a moment, for every moment deepens her misery." + +He did not observe the frown which passed into Mr. Gordon's face at +his mention of the child; he was so eager that his hat was already on +his head and his hand on the handle of the door. + +Mr. Gordon did not rise from his chair. + +"You are in too great a hurry, Dr. Spenlove. Be seated, and listen to +what I have to say. You ask how your mediation can avail. I answer, in +the event of her refusal to accept the conditions upon which I am +ready to marry her." + +"To marry her!" exclaimed Dr. Spenlove. + +"To marry her," repeated Mr. Gordon. "She is not a married woman, and +her real name need not be divulged. When you hear the story I am about +to relate, when you hear the conditions, the only conditions, upon +which I will consent to lift her from the degraded depths into which +she has fallen, you will understand why I desire your assistance. You +will be able to make clear to her the effect of her consent or refusal +upon her destiny and the destiny of her child; you will be able to use +arguments which are in my mind, but to which I shall not give +utterance. And remember, through all, that her child is a child of +shame, and that I hold out to her the only prospect of that child +being brought up in a reputable way and of herself being raised to a +position of respectability." + +He paused a moment or two before he opened fresh matter. + +"I was a poor lad, Dr. Spenlove, without parents, without a home; and +when I was fourteen years of age I was working as an errand-boy in +London, and keeping myself upon a wage of four shillings a week. I +lost this situation through the bankruptcy of my employer, and I was +not successful in obtaining another. One day, I saw on the walls a +bill of a vessel going to Australia, and I applied at the agent's +office with a vague idea that I might obtain a passage by working +aboard ship in some capacity or other. I was a strong boy--starvation +agrees with some lads--and a willing boy, and it happened that one of +my stamp was wanted in the cook's galley. I was engaged at a shilling +a month, and I landed in Melbourne with four shillings in my pocket. + +"How I lived till I became a man is neither here nor there; but when +gold was discovered I lived well, for I got enough to buy a share in a +cattle station, which now belongs entirely to me. In 1860, being then +on the high road to fortune, I made the acquaintance of a man whom I +will call Mr. Charles, and of his only child, a girl of fourteen, whom +I will call Mary. I was taken with Mr. Charles, and I was taken in by +him as well, for he disappeared from the colony a couple of years +afterwards, in my debt to the tune of a thousand pounds. He had the +grace to write to me from London, saying he would pay me some day; and +there the matter rested for seven years more, which brings me to two +years ago. + +"At that time I had occasion to visit England on business; and in +London I hunted up my debtor, and we renewed our acquaintance. Mary +was then a young woman of twenty-one; and had it not been for her, it +is more than likely I might have made things unpleasant for her +father, who was leading the disreputable life of a gambler on +racecourses, and in clubs of a low character. + +"Dr. Spenlove, you must have gathered from the insight I have given +you into my character that I am not a man of sentiment, and you will +probably consider it all the more strange that I should have +entertained feelings towards Mary which caused me to consider whether +she would not make me a creditable wife. Of these feelings I prefer +not to speak in a warmer strain, but shall leave you to place your own +construction upon them. While I was debating with myself as to the +course I should pursue, the matter was decided for me by the death of +Mr. Charles. He died in disgrace and poverty, and Mary was left +friendless and homeless. + +"I stepped in to her rescue, and I made a proposal of marriage to her. +At the same time, I told her that I thought it advisable, for her sake +and mine, that a little time should elapse before this proposal was +carried into effect. I suggested that our marriage should take place +in two years; meanwhile, I would return to Australia, to build a +suitable house and to prepare a home for her, and she would remain in +England to fit herself for her new sphere of duties. She accepted me, +and I arranged with a lady of refinement to receive her. To this lady +both she and I were utter strangers, and it was settled between Mary +and myself that she should enter her temporary home under an assumed +name. It was my proposal that this pardonable deceit should be +practised; no person was wronged by it, and it would assist towards +Mary's complete severance from old associations. Our future was in our +own hands, and concerned nobody but ourselves. + +"I returned to Australia, and made my preparations. We corresponded +once a month, and some few months ago I informed her of the date of my +intended arrival in England. To that letter I received no reply; and +when I landed and called at the lady's house, I learned that she had +fled. I set to work to discover the truth, and I have discovered it; I +set to work to track her, and I have succeeded. Her story is a common +story of betrayal and desertion, and I am not inclined to trouble you +with it. She has not the remotest hope of assistance from the man who +betrayed her; she has not the remotest hope of assistance from a +person in the world with the exception of myself. + +"Dr. Spenlove, notwithstanding what has occurred I am here in +Portsmouth this night with the intention of carrying out the +engagement into which I entered with her; I am here, prepared to marry +her, on express conditions. The adoption of assumed names, the +obscurity she has courted, the absolute silence which is certain to be +observed by her, by me, by you, by the man who betrayed her, render me +safe. It is known that I have come to England to be married, and she +will be accepted as I present her when I return with her as my wife. I +will have no discussion as to my motives for taking what the world +would consider an unwise step; but you will understand that my +feelings for the woman who has played me false must be of a deep and +sincere nature, or I should not dream of taking it. + +"It now only remains for me to state the conditions under which I am +prepared to save her from even a more shameful degradation than that +into which she has already fallen. I speak plainly. You know as well +as I the fate that is in store for her if my offer is rejected." + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + DR. SPENLOVE UNDERTAKES A DELICATE MISSION. + + +Mr. Gordon had spoken throughout in a cold, passionless tone, and with +no accent of emotion in his voice. If anything could have been +destructive of the idea that he loved the woman he wished to marry, it +was his measured delivery of the story he had related; and yet there +could be no question that there was some nobility in the nature of the +sacrifice he was prepared to make for her sake. The contrast between +the man and the woman struck Dr. Spenlove very forcibly. The man was +hard and cold, the woman was sensitive and sympathetic. Had their +circumstances been equal, and had Dr. Spenlove been an interested +adviser, he would have had no hesitation in saying to her: "Do not +marry this man: there is no point of union between you; you can never +kindle in his heart the fire which burns within your own; wedded to +him, a dull routine of years will be your portion." But he felt that +he dared not encourage himself to pursue this line of argument. +Although the most pregnant part of Mr. Gordon's errand had yet to be +disclosed, it seemed to him that he would very likely presently be the +arbiter of her destiny. "You will be able," Mr. Gordon had said, "to +make clear to her the effect of her consent or refusal upon her +destiny and the destiny of her child." Whatever the conditions, it +would be his duty to urge her to accept the offer that would be made +to her; otherwise, he might be condemning her to a course of life he +shuddered to contemplate. The responsibility would be too solemn for +mere sentimental consideration. These were the thoughts that flashed +through his mind in the momentary pause before Mr. Gordon spoke again. + +"I believe," his visitor then said, "that I am in possession of the +facts relating to Mrs. Turner"--he reverted to the name by which she +was generally known--"but you will corroborate them perhaps. She is in +want." + +"She is in the lowest depths of poverty." + +"Unless she pays the arrears of rent she will be turned into the +streets to-morrow." + +"That is the landlord's determination." + +"She would have been turned out to-day but for your intervention." + +"You are well informed, I see," observed Dr. Spenlove, rather nettled. + +"I have conversed with the landlord and with others concerning her. +She lives among the poor, who have troubles enough of their own to +grapple with, and are unable, even if they were inclined, to render +her the assistance of which she stands in need. She seems to have kept +herself aloof from them, for which I commend her. Now, Dr. Spenlove, I +will have no spectre of shame and degradation to haunt her life and +mine. Her past must be buried, and the grave must never be opened. To +that I am resolved, and no power on earth can turn me from it." + +"But her child?" faltered Dr. Spenlove. + +"She will have no child. She must part with her, and the parting must +be final and irrevocable. The steps I shall take to this end shall be +so effectual that if by chance in the future they should happen to +meet there shall be no possibility of recognition. I propose to have +the child placed with a family who will adopt her as a child of their +own--there will be little difficulty in finding such a family--to the +head of which a sum of one hundred pounds will be paid yearly for +maintenance. I name no limit as to time; so long as the child lives, +so long will the payment be made through my lawyers. Should the child +die before she reaches the age of twenty-one, the sum of five hundred +pounds will be paid to the people who undertake the charge. They will +know nothing of me or of the mother; our names will not be divulged to +them, and they will not be able to trace us. Should they evince a +disposition to be troublesome in this respect, the child will be taken +from them by my lawyers, and another home provided for her. A hundred +pounds a year is a liberal sum, and there will not be the least +difficulty in carrying out the proposed arrangement. In proof that I +desire the child to have every chance of leading a happy life, I will +engage to give her a marriage portion of five hundred pounds. Judge +for yourself whether a woman in Mrs. Turner's circumstances would be +acting wisely in rejecting my proposition." + +"You have spoken in a most generous spirit," said Dr. Spenlove slowly, +"so far as money goes; but you seem not to have taken into +consideration a mother's feelings." + +"I have not taken them into consideration: they are not part of my +plan. I have looked at the matter only from two points of view--its +worldly aspect, and my desire to carry out my personal wishes. I +decline to regard it or to argue upon it from the point of view of a +mother's feelings. I ask you to judge of it as a man of the world." + +"Of which," said Dr. Spenlove, "as I have hinted to you, I am a poor +example. Do you expect me to provide for the babe such a home as that +you have described?" + +"Not at all. It is my business to carry out my plan if she accepts the +conditions." + +"What, then, do you wish me to do?" + +"To lay my proposition before her as nearly as possible in my words, +to impress upon her that it is her duty to agree to it, for her own +sake and for the sake of the child." + +"Why not do so yourself?" + +"I have not seen her; I will not see her while she holds in her arms +her burden of shame. She shall come to me free and unencumbered, or +she shall not come at all. I could not speak to her as I have spoken +to you; I should not be able to command myself. She would plead to me, +and I should answer her in bitterness and anger. Such a scene would +set me so strongly against her that I should immediately relinquish my +purpose. You can reason with her; you can show her the path in which +her duty clearly lies. I do not deny that she is called upon to make a +sacrifice; but it is a sacrifice which will lead to good, it is a +sacrifice which every right-minded man would urge her to make. +Indifferent man of the world as you proclaim yourself to be, you +cannot be blind to the almost sure fate in store for her in the +circumstances in which she is placed. Your experiences must have made +you acquainted with the stories of women who have fallen as she has +fallen, and you will know how many of them were raised from the +depths, and how many of them fell into deeper shame. Dr. Spenlove, I +have entirely finished what I came here to say." + +"Before I undertake to do what you require of me," said Dr. Spenlove, +who by this time understood the man he had to deal with, "I must ask +you a question or two." + +"If they relate to the present business," responded Mr. Gordon, "I +will answer them." + +"Failing me, will you employ some other person to act as your envoy to +Mrs. Turner?" + +"I shall employ no other, for the reason that there is no other whose +counsel would be likely to influence her. And for another reason--I +have disclosed to you what I will disclose to no other person." + +"Would you leave her as she is?" + +"I would leave her as she is. Early in the morning I should take my +departure, and she would have to face the future unaided by me." + +"If she will not listen to me, if she will not make the sacrifice, you +will surely give her out of your abundance some little assistance to +help her along?" + +"Out of my abundance," replied Mr. Gordon, sternly, "I will give her +nothing--not the smallest coin. Make your mind easy upon one point, +Dr. Spenlove. So far as a practical man like myself is likely to go, I +will do what I can to make her happy if she affords me the +opportunity. She will live in a respectable atmosphere, she will be +surrounded by respectable people, she will have all the comforts that +money can purchase, and I shall never utter to her a word of reproach. +Her past will be as dead to me as if it had never been." + +Dr. Spenlove rose. "It is your desire that I shall go to her +to-night?" + +"It is. The matter must be settled without delay." + +"If she asks for time to reflect----" + +"I must have an answer to-night, yea or nay." + +There was no more to be said. The man who had been wronged and +deceived, and who had made an offer so strange, and generous, and +cruel, was fixed and implacable. + +"I may be absent some time," said Dr. Spenlove. "Where shall I see you +upon my return?" + +"Here, if you will allow me to stay." + +"You are welcome. My landlady will make you a bed on the sofa." + +"Thank you; I need no bed. I can employ myself while you are away." + +Dr. Spenlove stepped to the door, and turned on the threshold. + +"One other question, Mr. Gordon. If I succeed, when will you require +her to give up her child?" + +"To-morrow evening. I will have a carriage ready at the door. On the +following day Mrs. Turner and I will leave Portsmouth, and there is no +probability, after that, that you and I will ever meet again." + +Dr. Spenlove nodded, and left the house. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + FLIGHT. + + +The snow was falling more heavily, and a strong wind blew the flakes +into his face as he made his way to Mrs. Turner's garret. He walked as +quickly as he could, but his progress was impeded by the force of the +wind and by its driving the snow into his eyes. Despite these +obstacles he preserved his mental balance, and was observant of all +that was passing around him; and it was a proof of his kindly and +unselfish nature that, in the light of the vital errand upon which he +was engaged, he was oblivious of the sense of physical discomfort. +Conflicting questions agitated his mind. No longer under the influence +of the cold, cruel logic which distinguished Mr. Gordon's utterances, +he once more asked himself whether he would be acting rightly in +urging Mrs. Turner to renounce her maternal duties and obligations, +and to part for ever with the child of her blood. The human and the +Divine law were in conflict. On one side degradation and direst +poverty from which there seemed no prospect of escape, and driving the +mother perhaps to a course of life condemned alike by God and man; on +the other side a life of material comfort and respectability for +herself and her child. A fortuitous accident--a chance for which he +had prayed earlier in the night--had made him at once the arbiter and +the judge; his hand was on the wheel to steer these two helpless +beings through the voyage upon which they were embarked, and upon him +rested the responsibility of their future. There was no case here of +ploughing through unknown waters over hidden rocks; he saw the ocean +of life before him, he saw the rocks beneath. Amid those rocks lay the +forms of lost abandoned women who in their mortal career would surely +have been saved had an offer of rescue come, such as had come to the +woman who chiefly occupied his thoughts. They would have been spared +the suffering of despairing days, the horrors of a despairing death; +they would have been lifted from the gulf of shame and ignominy. New +hopes, new joys would have arisen to comfort them. The sacrifice they +would have been called upon to make would have been hallowed by the +consciousness that they had performed their duty. It was not alone the +happiness of the mortal life that had to be considered; if the +ministrations of God's ministers on earth were not a mockery and a +snare, it was the immortal life that was equally at stake. The soul's +reward sprang from the body's suffering. + +And still the pitiless snow fell, and the wind howled around him; and +through the white whirlwind he beheld the light of heaven and the +stars shining upon him. + +How should he act? He imagined himself steering the vessel through an +ocean of sad waters. On the right lay a haven of rest, on the left lay +a dark and desolate shore. Here, salvation; there, destruction. Which +way should he turn the wheel? His pity for her had drawn from him +during their last interview the exclamation, "God help you!" and she +had asked hopelessly, "Will He?" He had turned from her then; he had +no answer to make. There is, he said to himself now, no Divine +mediation in human affairs; the Divine hand is not stretched forth to +give food to the hungry. In so grave an issue as the starvation of a +human being, dependence upon Divine aid will not avail. Admitting +this, he felt it to be almost a heresy, but at the same time he knew +that it was true. + +There were but few people in the white streets, and of those few a +large proportion tinged his musings with a deeper melancholy. These +were ragged shivering children, and women recklessly or despondently +gashing the white carpet, so pure and innocent and fair in its +sentimental, so hard and bitter and cruel in its material aspect. By a +devious process of reasoning he drew a parallel between it and the +problem he was engaged in solving. It was poetic, and it freezed the +marrow; it had a soul and a body, one a sweet and smiling spirit, the +other a harsh and frowning reality. The heart of a poet without boots +would have sunk within him as he trod the snow-clad streets. + +Dr. Spenlove's meditations were arrested by a sudden tumult. A number +of people approached him, gesticulating and talking eagerly and +excitedly, the cause of their excitement being a couple of policemen +who bore between them the wet limp body of a motionless woman. He was +drawn magnetically towards the crowd, and was immediately recognised. + +"Here's Dr. Spenlove," they cried; "he knows her." + +Yes, he knew her the moment his eyes fell upon her, the people having +made way for him. The body borne by the policeman was that of a young +girl scarcely out of her teens, an unfortunate who had walked the +streets for two or three years past. + +"You had better come with us, doctor," said one of the policemen, to +both of whom he was known. "We have just picked her out of the water." + +A middle-aged woman pushed herself close to Dr. Spenlove. + +"She said she'd do it a month ago," said this woman, "if luck didn't +turn." + +Good God! If luck didn't turn! What direction in the unfortunate +girl's career was the lucky turn to take to prevent her from courting +death? + +"You will come with us, sir?" said the policeman. + +"Yes," answered Dr. Spenlove, mechanically. + +The police station was but a hundred yards away, and thither they +walked, Dr. Spenlove making a hasty examination of the body as they +proceeded. + +"Too late, I'm afraid, sir," said the policeman. + +"I fear so," said Dr. Spenlove, gravely. + +It proved to be the case. The girl was dead. + +The signing of papers and other formalities detained Dr. Spenlove at +the police station for nearly an hour, and he departed with a heavy +weight at his heart. He had been acquainted with the girl whose life's +troubles were over since the commencement of his career in Portsmouth. +She was then a child of fourteen, living with her parents, who were +respectable working people. Growing into dangerous beauty, she had +fallen as others had fallen, and had fled from her home, to find +herself after a time deserted by her betrayer. Meanwhile the home in +which she had been reared was broken up; the mother died, the father +left the town. Thrown upon her own resources, she drifted into the +ranks of the "unfortunates," and became a familiar figure in low +haunts, one of civilisation's painted, bedizened night-birds of the +streets. Dr. Spenlove had befriended her, counselled her, warned her, +urged her to reform, and her refrain was, "What can I do? I must +live." It was not an uncommon case; the good doctor came in contact +with many such, and could have prophesied with unerring accuracy the +fate in store for them. The handwriting is ever on the wall, and no +special gift is needed to decipher it. Drifting, drifting, drifting, +for ever drifting and sinking lower and lower till the end comes. It +had come soon to this young girl--mercifully, thought Dr. Spenlove, as +he plodded slowly on, for surely the snapping of life's chord in the +springtime of her life was better than the sure descent into a +premature haggard and sinful old age. Recalling these reminiscences, +his doubts with respect to his duty in the mission he had undertaken +were solved. There was but one safe course for Mrs. Turner to follow. + +He hastened his steps. His interview with Mr. Gordon and the tragic +incident in which he had been engaged had occupied a considerable +time, and it was now close upon midnight. It was late for an ordinary +visit, but he was a medical man, and the doors of his patients were +open to him at all hours. In the poor neighbourhood in which Mrs. +Turner resided, many of the street doors were left unlocked night and +day for the convenience of the lodgers, and her house being one of +these, Dr. Spenlove had no difficulty in obtaining admission. He shook +the snow from his clothes, and, ascending the stairs, knocked at Mrs. +Turner's door; no answer coming he knocked again and again, and at +length he turned the handle and entered. + +The room was quite dark; there was no fire in the grate, no candle +alight. He listened for the sound of breathing, but none reached his +ears. + +"Mrs. Turner!" he cried. + +Receiving no response he struck a match, and looked around. The room +was empty. Greatly alarmed he went to the landing, and knocked at an +adjoining door. A woman's voice called,-- + +"Who's there?" + +"It is I, Dr. Spenlove." + +"Wait a moment, sir." + +He heard shuffling steps, and presently the tenant appeared, only +partially dressed, with a lighted candle in her hand. + +"I didn't send for you, doctor," she said. + +"No. I want to ask you about Mrs. Turner. She is not in her room." + +"I thought it was strange I didn't hear the baby crying, but I don't +know where she is." + +"Did you not hear her go out?" + +"No, sir; I came home at ten soaked through and through, and I was +glad to get to bed. It ain't a night a woman would care to keep out in +unless she couldn't help herself." + +"Indeed it is not. Did you see anything of her before you went to +bed?" + +"I didn't see her, I heard her. I was just going off when she knocked +at my door, and asked if I could give her a little milk for the baby; +but I hadn't any to give. Besides, she ain't got a feeding-bottle that +I know of. She's been trying to borrow one, but nobody in the house +could oblige her. She's having a hard time of it, doctor." + +"She is, poor soul!" said Dr. Spenlove, with a sigh. + +"It's the way with all of us, sir; no one ought to know that better +than you do. There ain't a lodger in the house that's earning more +than twelve shillings a week; not much to keep a family on, is it, +sir? And we've got a landlord with a heart of stone. If it hadn't been +for her baby, and that it might have got him in hot water, he'd have +turned her out weeks ago. He's bound to do it to-morrow if her rent +ain't paid. He told me so this morning when he screwed the last penny +out of me." + +"Do you know whether she succeeded in obtaining milk for the child?" + +"It's hardly likely, I should say. Charity begins at home, doctor." + +"It is natural and just that it should; but it is terrible, terrible! +Where can Mrs. Turner have gone to?" + +"Heaven knows. One thing I do know, doctor, she's got no friends; she +wouldn't make any, kept herself to herself, gave herself airs, some +said, though I don't go as far as that. I dare say she has her +reasons, only when a woman sets herself up like that it turns people +against her. Are you sure she ain't in her room?" + +"The room is empty." + +"It's enough to be the death of a baby to take it out such a night as +this. Listen to the wind." + +A furious gust shook the house, and made every window rattle. To Dr. +Spenlove's agitated senses it seemed to be alive with ominous voices, +proclaiming death and destruction to every weak and helpless creature +that dared to brave it. He passed his hand across his forehead in +distress. + +"I must find her. I suppose you cannot tell me of any place she may +have gone to for assistance?" + +"I can't, sir. There's a bare chance that as she had no coals and no +money to buy 'em with, some one in the house has taken her in for the +night. I'll inquire, if you like." + +"I shall be obliged to you if you will," said Dr. Spenlove, catching +eagerly at the suggestion; "and I pray that you may be right." + +"You won't mind waiting in the passage, sir, till I've dressed myself. +I sha'n't be a minute." + +She was very soon ready and she went about the house making inquiries; +and, returning, said that none of the lodgers could give her any +information concerning Mrs. Turner. + +"I am sorry to have disturbed you," said Dr. Spenlove; and, wishing +her good-night, he once more faced the storm. The fear by which he was +oppressed was that the offer of succour had come too late, and that +Mrs. Turner had been driven by despair to the execution of some +desperate design to put an end to her misery. Instinctively, and with +a sinking heart, he took the direction of the sea, hurrying eagerly +after every person he saw ahead of him, in the hope that it might be +the woman of whom he was in search. The snow was many inches thick on +the roads, and was falling fast; the wind tore through the now almost +deserted streets, moaning, sobbing, shrieking, with an appalling human +suggestion in its tones created by Dr. Spenlove's fears. Now and then +he met a policeman, and stopped to exchange a few words with him, the +intention of which was to ascertain if the man had seen any person +answering to the description of Mrs. Turner. He did not mention her by +name, for he had an idea--supposing his search to be happily +successful--that Mr. Gordon would withdraw his offer if any publicity +were attracted to the woman he was ready to marry. The policemen could +not assist him; they had seen no woman with a baby in her arms +tramping the streets on this wild night. + +"Anything special, sir?" they asked. + +"No," he replied, "nothing special;" and so went on his way. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + DEATH BETTER THAN LIFE. + + +When Dr. Spenlove left Mrs. Turner she sat for some time in a state of +dull lethargy. No tear came into her eyes, no sigh escaped from her +bosom. During the past few months she had exhausted the entire range +of remorseful and despairing emotion. The only comfort she had +received through all those dreary months sprang from the helpful +sympathy of Dr. Spenlove; apart from, that she had never been buoyed +up by a ray of light, had never been cheered by the hope of a brighter +day. Her one prevailing thought was that she would be better dead than +alive. She did not court death; she waited for it, and silently prayed +that it would come soon. It was not from the strength of inward moral +support that she had the courage to live on; it was simply that she +had schooled herself into the belief that before or when her child was +born death would release her from the horrors of life. Young as she +was she so fostered this hope that it became a conviction, and she +looked forward to the end with dull resignation. "If I live till my +baby is born," she thought, "I pray that it may die with me." + +Here was the case of a woman without the moral support which springs +from faith in any kind of religion. In some few mortals such faith is +intuitive, but in most instances it requires guidance and wise +direction in childhood. Often it degenerates into bigotry and +intolerance, and assumes the hateful narrow form of condemning to +perdition all who do not subscribe to its own particular creed. Pagans +are as worthy of esteem as the bigots who arrogate to themselves the +monopoly of heavenly rewards. + +Mrs. Turner was neither pagan nor bigot; she was a nullity. Her +religious convictions had not yet taken shape, and though, if she had +been asked "Are you a Christian?" she would have replied, "Oh yes, I +am a Christian," she would have been unable to demonstrate in what way +she was a Christian, or what she understood by the term. In this +respect many thousands of human beings resemble her. + +Faith is strength, mightier than the sword, mightier than the pen, +mightier than all the world's store of gold and precious stones; and +when this strength is displayed in the sweetness of resignation, and +in submission to the Divine will which chastens human life with +sorrow, its influence upon the passions is sustaining, and purifying, +and sublime. If Mrs. Turner had been blessed with faith which +displayed itself in this direction, she would have been the happier +for it, and hard as were her trials, she would to the last have looked +forward with hope instead of despair. + +The story related by Mr. Gordon to Dr. Spenlove was true in every +particular. There was no distortion or exaggeration; he had done for +Mrs. Turner and her father all that he said he had done. He had not +mentioned the word "love" in connection with the woman he had asked to +be his wife. She, on her part, had no such love for him as that which +should bind a man and a woman in a life-long tie; she held him in +respect and esteem--that was all. But she had accepted him, and had +contemplated the future with satisfaction until, until---- + +Until a man crossed her path who wooed her in different fashion, and +who lavished upon her flatteries and endearments which made her false +to the promise she had given. For this man she had deserted the home +which Mr. Gordon had provided for her, and had deserted it in such a +fashion that she could never return to it, could never again be +received in it, and this without a word of explanation to the man she +had deceived. She was in her turn deceived, and she awoke from her +dream to find herself a lost and abandoned woman. In horror she fled +from him, and cast her lot among strangers, knowing full well that she +would meet with unbearable contumely among those to whom she was +known. Hot words had passed between her and her betrayer, and in her +anger she had written letters to him which in the eyes of the law +would have released him from any obligation it might otherwise have +imposed upon him. He was well pleased with this, and he smiled as he +put those letters in a place of safety--to be brought forward only in +case she annoyed him. She did nothing of the kind; her scorn for him +was so profound that she was content to release him unconditionally. +So she passed out of his life as he passed out of hers. Neither of +these beings, the betrayed or the betrayer, reckoned with the future; +neither of them gave a thought to the probability that the skeins of +Fate, which to-day separated them as surely as if they had lived at +opposite poles of the earth, might at some future time bring them +together again, and that the pages of the book which they believed was +closed for ever might be reopened for weal or woe. + +The child's moans aroused the mother from her lethargy. She had no +milk to give the babe; nature's founts were dry, and she went from +door to door in the house in which she lived to beg for food. She +returned as she went, empty-handed, and the child continued to moan. + +Dr. Spenlove, her only friend, had bidden her farewell. She had not a +penny in her pocket; there was not a crust of bread in the cupboard, +not an ounce of coal, not a stick of wood to kindle a fire. She was +thinly clad, and she did not possess a single article upon which she +could have obtained the smallest advance. She had taken the room +furnished, but even if what it contained had been her property a +broker would have given but a few shillings for everything in it. + +The little hand instinctively wandered to the mother's wasted breast, +and plucked at it imploringly, ravenously. The woman looked around in +the last throes of an anguish too deep for expression, except in the +appalling words to which she gave despairing utterance. + +"Come," she cried, "we will end it!" + +Out into the cold streets she crept, unobserved. She shivered, and a +pitiful smile crossed her lips. + +"Hush, hush!" she murmured to her babe. "It will soon be over. Better +dead--better dead--for you and for me!" + +She crept towards the sea, and hugged the wall when she heard +approaching footsteps. She need not have feared; the night was too +inclement for any but selfish consideration. The soft snow fell, and +enwrapped her and her child in its pitiless shroud. She paused by a +lamp-post, and cast an upward look at the heavens, in which she could +see the glimmering of the stars. Then she went on, and fretfully +pressed her babe close to her breast, to stifle the feeble sobs. + +"Be still, be still!" she murmured. "There is no hope in life for +either of us. Better dead--better dead!" + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + THE FRIEND IN NEED. + + +Desperately resolved as she was to carry her fatal design into +execution she had not reckoned with nature. Weakened by the life of +privation she had led for so many months, and also by the birth of her +child, her physical forces had reached the limit of human endurance. +She faltered and staggered, the ground slipped from beneath her weary +feet. Vain was the struggle, her vital power was spent. From her +overcharged heart a voiceless and terrible prayer went up to heaven. +"Give me strength, O God, give me but a little strength! I have not +far to go!" She fought the air with her disengaged hand, and tossed +her head this way and that; but her ruthless prayer was not answered, +and though she struggled fiercely she managed to crawl only a few more +steps. She had yet hundreds of yards to go to reach the sea when some +chord within her seemed to snap; her farther progress was instantly +arrested, and she found herself incapable of moving backward or +forward. Swaying to and fro, the earth, the sky the whirling snow, and +the dim light of the stars swam in her sight and faded from before +her. In that supreme moment she saw a spiritual vision of her +dishonoured life. Deprived early of a mother's counsel and +companionship, she had passed her days with a spendthrift father, +whose love for her was so tainted with selfishness that it was not +only valueless, but mischievous. When she grew to woman's estate she +was worse than alone; she had no guide, no teacher, to point out the +rocks and shoals of maidenhood, to inculcate in her the principles of +virtue which would act as a safeguard against the specious wiles of +men whose eyes were charmed by her beauty, and whose only aim was to +lure her to ruin. Then her father died, and a friend came forward who +offered her a home and an honourable position in the world. Friendless +and penniless, she accepted him, and gave him her promise, and +accepted his money. Love had not touched her heart; she thought it had +when a wilier man wooed her in another and more alluring fashion, and +by this man she had been beguiled and betrayed. Then she knew what she +had lost, but it was too late; her good name was gone, and she fled to +a strange part of the country and lived among strangers, a +heartbroken, despairing woman. All the salient features in her career +flashed before her. She saw the man who had trusted her, she saw the +man in whom she put her trust, she saw herself, an abandoned creature, +with a child of shame in her arms. These ghostly figures stood clearly +limned in that one last moment of swiftly fading light, as in the +moment of sunrise on a frosty morning every distant object stands +sharply outlined against the sky; then darkness fell upon her, and +with an inarticulate, despairing cry, she sank to the ground in a +deathlike swoon. The wind sobbed and shrieked and wailed around her +and her child; the falling snow, with treacherous tenderness, fell +softly upon them; herself insensible, she had no power to shake it +off; her babe was conscious, but its feeble movements were of small +avail against the white pall which was descending upon it and its +outcast mother. Thicker and thicker it grew, and in the wild outcry of +this bitter night Fate seemed to have pronounced its inexorable +sentence of death against these unfortunate beings. + +Ignorant of the fact that chance or a spiritual messenger was guiding +him aright, Dr. Spenlove plodded through the streets. He had no clue, +and received none from the half-dozen persons or so he encountered as +he walked towards the sea. He was scarcely fit for the task he had +undertaken, but so intent was he upon his merciful mission that he +bestowed no thought upon himself. The nipping air aggravating the +cough from which he was suffering, he kept his mouth closed as a +protection, and peered anxiously before him for some signs of the +woman he was pursuing. A man walked briskly and cheerily towards him, +puffing at a large and fragrant cigar, and stamping his feet sturdily +into the snow. This man wore a demonstratively furred overcoat; his +hands were gloved in fur; his boots were thick and substantial; and in +the independent assertion that he was at peace with the world, and on +exceedingly good terms with himself, he hummed the words, in Italian, +of the Jewel Song in "Faust" every time he removed the cigar from his +lips. Although it was but a humming reminiscence of the famous and +beautiful number, his faint rendering of it was absolutely faultless, +and proved him to be a man of refined musicianly taste, quite out of +keeping with his demonstratively furred overcoat. Music, however, was +not his profession; the instincts of his race and a youthful ambition +had welded the divine art into his soul, and the instincts of his race +had made him--a pawnbroker. Singular conjunction of qualities--the +music of the celestial spheres and fourpence in the pound a month! A +vulgar occupation, that of a pawnbroker, which high-toned gentlemen +and mortals of aristocratic birth regard with scorn and contempt. But +the last vulgar and debasing music-hall ditty which was carolled with +delight by the majority of these gilded beings of a higher social +grade never found lodgment in the soul of Mr. Moss, which, despite +that he devoted his business hours to the lending of insignificant +sums of money upon any small articles which were submitted to his +judgment across the dark counter of his pawnbroking establishment, was +attuned to a far loftier height than theirs in the divine realms of +song. Puff, puff, puff at his cigar, the curling wreaths from which +were whirled into threads of fantastic confusion by the gusts of wind, +or hung in faint grey curls of beauty during a lull. The starry gleam +was transferred from the lips to the fur-covered hand:-- + + + "E' strano poter il viso suo veder; + Ah! mi posso guardar mi pospo rimirar. + Di, sei tu? Margherita! + Di, sei tu? Dimmi su; + Dimmi su, di su, di su, di su presto!" + + +From hand to lips the starry gleam, and the soul of Mr. Moss followed +the air as he puffed his weed.... + + + "E la figlia d'un re!... + Proseguiam l'adornamento. + Vo provare ancor se mi stan + Lo smaniglia ed il monil!" + + +The pawnbroker broke into ecstasy. From lips to hand again the starry +light, and his voice grew rapturous:-- + + + "Ciel! E come una man + Che sul baaccio mi posa! + Ah! Io rido in poter + Me stessa qui veder!" + + +The last trill brought him close to Dr. Spenlove. + +"Friend, friend!" cried the doctor. "A word with you, for charity's +sake!" + +Mr. Moss did not disregard the appeal. Slipping off his right glove, +and thereby displaying two fingers decorated with massive rings +studded with diamonds, he fished a couple of coppers from a capacious +pocket, and thrust them into Dr. Spenlove's outstretched palm. He +thought it was a homeless beggar who had besought charity. Dr. +Spenlove caught his hand, and said,-- + +"No, no, it is not for that. Will you kindly tell me---- + +"Why," interrupted Mr. Moss, "it is Dr. Spenlove!" + +"Mr. Moss," said Dr. Spenlove, with a sigh of relief, "I am glad it +is you, I am glad it is you." + +"Not gladder than I am," responded Mr. Moss, jovially. "Even in +weather like this I shouldn't care to be anybody else but myself." + +This feeble attempt at humour was lost upon Dr. Spenlove. + +"You have come from the direction I am taking, and you may have seen a +person I am looking for--a woman with a baby in her arms, a poor +woman, Mr. Moss, whom I am most anxious to find." + +"I've come from the Hard, but I took no account of the people I +passed. A man has enough to do to look after himself, with the snow +making icicles in his hair, and the wind trying to bite his nose off +his face. The first law of nature, you know, doctor, is----" + +"Humanity," interrupted Dr. Spenlove. + +"No, no, doctor," corrected Mr. Moss; "number one's the first +law--number one, number one." + +"You did not meet the woman, then?" + +"Not to notice her. You've a bad cough, doctor; you'll have to take +some of your own medicine." He laughed. "Standing here is enough to +freeze one." + +"I am sorry I troubled you," said Dr. Spenlove, hurt by the tone in +which Mr. Moss spoke. "Good-night." + +He was moving away, when Mr. Moss detained him. + +"But look here, doctor, you're not fit to be tramping the streets in +this storm; you ought to be snuggled up between the blankets. Come +home with me, and Mrs. Moss shall make you a hot grog." + +Dr. Spenlove shook his head, and passed on. Mr. Moss gazed at the +retreating figure, his thoughts commingling. + +"A charitable man, the good doctor, a large-hearted gentleman.... + + + 'Tardi si fa ahdio! + Ah! ti scongiuro invan.' + + +And poor as a church mouse. What woman is he running after? Mrs. Moss +would give her a piece of her mind for taking out a baby on such a +night. + + + 'Notte d'amor, tutta splendor, + Begli astra d'oro. + O celeste voluttà ! + Udir si, t'amo, t'adoro!' + + +Too bad to let him go alone, such a good fellow as he is; but Mrs. +Moss will be waiting up for me.... She won't mind when I tell +her.... I've a good mind to--yes, I will." + +And after the doctor went Mr. Moss, and caught up to him. + +"Doctor, can I be of any assistance to you?" + +"I shall be glad of your help," said Dr. Spenlove, eagerly. "I'm +rather worn out; I have had a hard day." + +"It's a trying life, the' life of a doctor," said Mr. Moss, +sympathetically, as they walked slowly on, side by side. "We were +talking of it at home only a month ago, when we were discussing what +we should put Michael to, our eldest boy, doctor." + +"You have a large family," observed Dr. Spenlove. + +"Not too large," said Mr. Moss, cheerfully. "Only eleven. My mother +had twenty-five, and I've a sister with eighteen. Our youngest--what a +rogue he is, doctor!--is eight months; our eldest, Michael, is +seventeen next birthday. School days over, he buckles to for work. We +had a family council to decide what he should be. We discussed all the +professions, and reduced them to two--doctor, stockbroker. Michael had +a leaning to be a doctor--that's why we kept it in for discussion--but +we succeeded in arguing him out of it. Your time's not your own, you +see. Called up at all hours of the night, and in all weathers; go +to a dinner-party, and dragged away before it's half over, obliged to +leave the best behind you; can't enjoy a game of cards or billiards. +You've got a little bet on, perhaps; or you're playing for points and +have got a winning hand, when it's 'Doctor, you must come at once; +so-and-so's dying.' What's the consequence? You make a miscue, or you +revoke, and you lose your money. If you're married, you're worse off +than if you're single; you haven't any comfort of your life. 'No, no, +Michael,' says I, 'no doctoring. Stockbroking--that's what you'll go +for.' And that's what he _is_ going for. Most of our people, doctor, +are lucky in their children. They don't forget to honour their father +and their mother, that their days may be long in the land, and so on. +There's big fish on the Stock Exchange, and they're worth trying for. +What's the use of sprats? It takes a hundred to fill a dish. Catch one +salmon, and your dish is filled. A grand fish, doctor, a grand fish! +What to do with your sons? Why, put them where they can make money; +don't make scavengers or coal-heavers of them. _We_ know what we're +about. There's no brain in the world to compare with ours, and that's +no boast, let me tell you. Take your strikes, now. A strike of +bricklayers for a rise of twopence a day in their wages. How many of +our race among the strikers? Not one. Did you ever see a Jewish +bricklayer carrying a hod up a hundred-foot ladder, and risking his +neck for bread, cheese, and beer? No, and you never will. We did our +share of that kind of work in old Egypt; we made all the bricks we +wanted to, and now we're taking a rest. A strike of bootmakers. How +many of our race among the cobblers? One in a thousand, and he's an +addlepate. We deal in boots wholesale; but we don't make them +ourselves. Not likely. We send consignments of them to the colonies, +and open a dozen shops in every large city, with fine plate-glass +windows. We build houses with _our_ money and _your_ bricks and +mortar. When we're after birds we don't care for sparrows: we aim at +eagles, and we bring them down; we bring them down." He beat his +gloved hands together, and chuckled. "What's your opinion, doctor?" + +"You are right, quite right," said Dr. Spenlove, upon whose ears his +companion's words had fallen like the buzzing of insects. + +"Should say I was," said Mr. Moss. "I ought to have gone on the Stock +Exchange myself; but when I was a young man I fancied I had a voice; +so I went in for music, studied Italian and all the famous operas till +I knew them by heart almost, and found out in the end that my voice +wasn't good enough. It was a great disappointment, because I had +dreamt of making a fortune as a tenor. Signor Mossini--that was to be +my name. My money being all spent, I had to take what was offered to +me, a situation with a pawnbroker. That is how I became one, and I've +no reason to regret it. Eh? Why are you running away?" + +For Dr. Spenlove suddenly left his companion, and hurried forward. + +During the time that Mr. Moss was unbosoming himself they had not met +a soul, and Dr. Spenlove had seen nothing to sustain his hope of +finding Mrs. Turner. But now his observant eyes detected a movement in +the snow-laden road which thrilled him with apprehension, and caused +him to hasten to the spot. It was as if some living creature were +striving feebly to release itself from the fatal white shroud. Mr. +Moss hurried after him, and they reached the spot at the same moment. +In a fever of anxiety Dr. Spenlove knelt and pushed the snow aside, +and then there came into view a baby's hand and arm. + +"Good God!" he murmured, and gently lifted the babe from the cold bed. + +"Is it alive? is it alive?" cried Mr. Moss, all his nerves tingling +with excitement. "Give it to me--quick! there's some one else there." + +He saw portions of female clothing in the snow which Dr. Spenlove was +pushing frantically away. He snatched up the babe, and, opening his +fur coat, clasped the little one to his breast, and enveloped it in +its warm folds. Meanwhile Dr. Spenlove was working at fever-heat. To +release Mrs. Turner from her perilous position, to raise her to her +feet, to put his mouth to her mouth, his ear to her heart, to assure +himself there was a faint pulsation in her body--all this was the work +of a few moments. + +"Does she breathe, doctor?" asked Mr. Moss. + +"She does," replied Dr. Spenlove; and added, in deep distress, "but +she may die in my arms." + +"Not if we can save her. Here, help me off with this thick coat. Easy, +easy; I have only one arm free. Now let us get her into it. That's +capitally done. Put the baby inside as well; it will hold them both +comfortably. Button it over them. There, that will keep them nice and +warm. Do you know her? Does she live far from here? Is she the woman +you are looking for?" + +"Yes, and her lodging is a mile away. How can we get her home?" + +"We'll manage it. Ah, we're in luck. Here's a cab coming towards us. +Hold on to them while I speak to the driver." + +He was off and back again with the cab--with the driver of which he +had made a rapid bargain--in a wonderfully short space of time. The +mother and her babe were lifted tenderly in, the address was given to +the driver, the two kind-hearted men took their seats, the windows +were pulled up, and the cab crawled slowly on towards Mrs. Turner's +lodging. Dr. Spenlove's skilful hands were busy over the woman, +restoring animation to her frozen limbs, and Mr. Moss was doing the +same to the child. + +"How are you getting along, doctor? I am progressing famously, +famously. The child is warming up, and is beginning to breathe quite +nicely." + +He was handling the babe as tenderly as if it were a child of his own. + +"She will recover, I trust," said Dr. Spenlove; "but we were only just +in time. It is fortunate that I met you, Mr. Moss; you have been the +means of saving two helpless, unfortunate beings." + +"Nonsense, nonsense," answered Mr. Moss. "I have only done what any +man would do. It is you who have saved them, doctor, not I. I am proud +to know you, and I shall be glad to hear of your getting along in the +world. You haven't done very well up to now, I fear. Go for the big +fish and the big birds, doctor." + +"If that were the universal law of life," asked Dr. Spenlove, in a +tone of exquisite compassion, with a motion of his hands towards Mrs. +Turner and her child, "what would become of these?" + +"Ah, yes, yes," responded Mr. Moss, gravely; "but I mean in a general +way, you know. To be sure, there are millions more little fish and +birds than there are big ones, but it's a selfish world, doctor." + +"You are not an exemplification of it," said Dr. Spenlove, his eyes +brightening. "The milk of human kindness will never be frozen, even on +such bitter nights as this, while men like you are in it." + +"You make me ashamed of myself," cried Mr. Moss, violently, but +instantly sobered down. "And now, as I see we are close to the poor +woman's house, perhaps you will tell me what more I can do." + +Dr. Spenlove took from his pocket the money with which he had intended +to pay his fare to London, and held it out to Mr. Moss. "Pay the +cabman for me, and assist me to carry the woman up to her room." + +Mr. Moss thrust the money back. "I will pay him myself; it is my cab, +not yours. I don't allow any one to get the better of me if I can help +it." + +When the cab stopped he jumped out and settled with the driver, and +then he and Dr. Spenlove carried Mrs. Turner and her babe to the top +of the house. The room was dark and cold, and Mr. Moss shivered. He +struck a match, and held it while Dr. Spenlove laid the mother and +child upon their wretched bed. + +"Kindly stop here a moment," said the doctor. + +He went into the passage, and called to the lodger on the same floor +of whom he had made inquiries earlier in the night. She soon appeared, +and after they had exchanged a few words, accompanied him, but +partially dressed, to Mrs. Turner's room. She brought a lighted candle +with her, and upon Mr. Moss taking it from her, devoted herself, with +Dr. Spenlove, to her fellow-lodger and the babe. + +"Dear, dear, dear!" she said, piteously. "Poor soul, poor soul!" + +Mr. Moss was not idle. All the finer qualities of his nature were +stirred to action by the adventures of the night. He knelt before the +grate; it was empty; not a cinder had been left; some grey ashes on +the hearth--that was all. He looked into the broken coal scuttle; it +had been scraped bare. Rising to his feet he stepped to the cupboard; +a cracked cup and saucer were there, a chipped plate or two, a +mouthless jug, but not a vestige of food. Without a word he left the +room, and sped downstairs. + +He was absent fifteen or twenty minutes, and when he returned it was +in the company of a man who carried a hundredweight of coals upon his +shoulders. Mr. Moss himself was loaded: under his armpits two bundles +of wood and a loaf of bread; in one hand tea and butter; in his other +hand a can of milk. + +"God bless you, sir!" said the woman, who was assisting Dr. Spenlove. + +Mr. Moss knelt again before the grate, and made a fire. Kettle in hand +he searched for water. + +"You will find some in my room, sir," said the woman. + +Mrs. Turner and her babe were now in bed, the child still craving for +food, the mother still unconscious, but breathing heavily. The fire +lit, and the kettle on, Mr. Moss put on his fur overcoat, whispered a +good-night to Dr. Spenlove, received a grateful pressure of the hand +in reply, slipped out of the house, and took his way home, humming-- + + + "O del ciel angeli immortal, + Deh mi guidate con voi lassù! + Dio giusto, a te m'abbandono, + Buon Dio, m'accorda il tuo perdono!" + + +He looked at his hands, which were black from contact with the coals. + +"What will Mrs. Moss say?" he murmured. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + DR. SPENLOVE ADVISES. + + +An hour after Mr. Moss's departure Mrs. Turner opened her eyes. It was +a moment for which Dr. Spenlove had anxiously waited. He had satisfied +himself that both of his patients were in a fair way of recovery, and +thus far his heart was relieved. The woman who had assisted him had +also taken her departure after having given the babe some warm milk. +Her hunger appeased, the little one was sleeping calmly and peacefully +by her mother's side. + +The room was now warm and cheerful. A bright fire was blazing, the +kettle was simmering, and a pot of hot tea was standing on the hearth. + +Mrs. Turner gazed around in bewilderment. The one candle in the room +but dimly lighted it up, and the flickering flames of the fire threw +fantastic shadows on walls and ceiling; but so bright was the blaze +that there was nothing distressful in these shadowy phantasmagoria. At +a little distance from the bed stood Dr. Spenlove, his pale face +turned to the waking woman. She looked at him long and steadily, and +did not answer him when he smiled encouragingly at her and spoke a few +gentle words. She passed her hand over the form of her sleeping child, +and then across her forehead, in the effort to recall what had passed. +But her mind was confused; bewildering images of the stages of her +desperate resolve presented themselves--blinding snow, shrieking wind, +the sea which she had not reached, the phantoms she had conjured up +when her senses were deserting her in the white streets. + +"Am I alive?" she muttered. + +"Happily, dear Mrs. Turner," said Dr. Spenlove. "You are in your own +room, and you will soon be well." + +"Who brought me here?" + +"I, and a good friend I was fortunate enough to meet when I was +seeking you." + +"Why did you seek me?" + +"To save you." + +"To save me! You knew, then----" + +She paused. + +"I knew nothing except that you were in trouble." + +"Where did you find me?" + +"In the snow, you and your child. A few minutes longer, and it would +have been too late. But an angel directed my steps." + +"No angel directed you: a devil led you on. Why did you not leave me +to die? It was what I went out for. I confess it!" she cried, +recklessly. "It was my purpose not to live; it was my purpose not to +allow my child to live! I was justified. Is not a quick death better +than a slow, lingering torture which must end in death? Why did you +save me? Why did you not leave me to die?" + +"It would have been a crime." + +"It would have been a mercy. You have brought me back to misery. I do +not thank you, doctor." + +"You may live to thank me. Drink this tea; it will do you good." + +She shook her head rebelliously. + +"What is the use? You have done me an ill turn. Had it not been for +you I should have been at peace. There would have been no more hunger, +no more privation. There would have been an end to my shame and +degradation." + +"You would have taken it with you to the Judgment Seat," said Dr. +Spenlove, with solemn tenderness. "There would have been worse than +hunger and privation. What answer could you have made to the Eternal +when you presented yourself before the Throne with the crime of murder +on your soul?" + +"Murder!" she gasped. + +"Murder," he gently repeated. "If you went out to-night with an +intention so appalling, it was not only your own life you would have +taken, it was the life of the innocent babe now slumbering by your +side. Can you have forgotten that?" + +"No," she answered, in a tone of faint defiance, "I have not forgotten +it, I do not forget it. God would have forgiven me." + +"He would not have forgiven you." + +"He would. What has she to live for? What have I to live for--a lost +and abandoned woman, a mother whose association would bring +degradation upon her child? How should I meet her reproaches when +she grew to be a woman herself? I am not ungrateful for what you +have done for me"--she glanced at the fire and the tea he held in his +hand--"but it cannot continue. To-morrow will come. There is always a +to-morrow to strike terror to the hearts of such as I. Do you know +what I have suffered? Do you see the future that lies before us? What +hope is there in this world for me and my child?" + +"There is hope. You brought her into the world." + +"God help me, I did!" she moaned. + +"By what right, having given her life, would you rob her of the +happiness which may be in store for her?" + +"Happiness!" she exclaimed, bitterly. "You speak to me of happiness!" + +"I do, in truth and sincerity, if you are willing to make a sacrifice, +if you are willing to perform a duty." + +"What would I not be willing to do," she cried, despairingly; "what +would I not cheerfully do, to make her life innocent and happy--not +like mine--oh, not like mine! But you are mocking me with empty +words." + +"Indeed I am not," said Dr. Spenlove, earnestly. "Since I left you +some hours ago, not expecting to see you again, something has occurred +of which I came to speak to you. I found your room deserted, and +feared--what we will not mention again. I searched, and discovered you +in time to save you; and with all my heart I thank God for it! Now, +drink this tea. I have much to say to you, and you need strength to +consider it. If you can eat a little bread and butter--ah, you can! +Let me fill your cup again. That is right. Now I recognise the lady it +was my pleasure to be able to assist, not to the extent I would have +wished, because of my own circumstances." + +His reference to her as a lady, no less than the respectful +consideration of his manner towards her, brought a flush to her cheeks +as she ate. And, indeed, she ate ravenously. Defiant and rebellious as +may be our moods, nature's demands are imperative, and no mortal is +strong enough to resist them. + +When she had finished he sat by her side, and was silent awhile, +debating with himself how he should approach the task which Mr. Gordon +had imposed upon him. + +She saved him the trouble of commencing. "Are you acquainted with the +story of my life?" she asked. + +"It has been imparted to me," he replied, "by one to whom I was a +stranger till within the last few hours." + +"Do I know him?" + +"You know him well." + +For a moment she thought of the man who had brought her to this gulf +of shame, but she dismissed the thought. It was impossible. He was too +heartless and base to send a messenger to her on an errand of +friendship, and Dr. Spenlove would have undertaken no errand of an +opposite nature. + +"Will you tell me his name?" + +"Mr. Gordon." + +She trembled, and her face grew white. She had wronged this man; the +law might say that she had robbed him. Oh! why had her fatal design +been frustrated? why was not this torturing existence ended? + +"You need be under no apprehension," continued Dr. Spenlove; "he comes +as a friend." + +She tossed her head in scorn of herself as one unworthy of friendship. + +"He has but lately arrived in England from the Colonies, and he came +with the hope of taking you back with him as his wife. It is from him +I learned the sad particulars of your life. Believe me when I say that +he is desirous to befriend you." + +"In what way? Does he offer me money? I have cost him enough already. +My father tricked him, and I have shamefully deceived him. To receive +more from him would fill me with shame; but for the sake of my child I +will submit to any sacrifice, to any humiliation--I will do anything, +anything! It would well become me to show pride when charity is +offered to me!" + +"Do not forget those words--'for the sake of your child you will +submit to any sacrifice.' It is your duty, for her sake, to accept any +honourable proposition, and Mr. Gordon offers nothing that is not +honourable." (He sighed as he said this, for he thought of the +sacredness of a mother's love for her first-born.) "He will not give +you money apart from himself. United to him, all he has is yours. He +wishes to marry you." + +She stared at him in amazement. + +"Are you mad!" she cried, "or do you think that I am?" + +"I am speaking the sober truth. Mr. Gordon has followed you here +because he wishes to marry you." + +"Knowing me for what I am!" she said, still incredulous. "Knowing that +I am in the lowest depths of degradation; knowing this"--she touched +her child with a gentle hand--"he wishes to marry me!" + +"He knows all. There is not an incident in your career with which he +does not seem to be acquainted, and in the errand with which he has +charged me he is sincerely in earnest." + +"Dr. Spenlove," she said, slowly, "what is your opinion of a man who +comes forward to pluck from shame and poverty a woman who has behaved +as I have to Mr. Gordon?" + +"His actions speak for him," replied Dr. Spenlove. + +"He must have a noble nature," she said. "I never regarded him in that +light. I took him to be a hard, conscientious, fair-dealing man, who +thought I would make him a good wife, but I never believed that he +loved me. I did him the injustice of supposing him incapable of love. +Ah, how I misjudged this man! I am not worthy of him, I am not worthy +of him!" + +"Set your mind not upon the past, but upon the future. Think of +yourself and of your child in the years to come, and remember the fear +and horror by which you have been oppressed in your contemplation of +them. I have something further to disclose to you. Mr. Gordon imposes +a condition from which he will not swerve, and to which I beg you to +listen with calmness. When you have heard all, do not answer hastily. +Reflect upon the consequences which hang on your decision, and bear in +mind that you have to make that decision before I leave you. I am to +bear your answer to him to-night; he is waiting in my rooms to receive +it." + +Then, softening down all that was harsh in the proposal and magnifying +all its better points, Dr. Spenlove related to her what had passed +between Mr. Gordon and himself. She listened in silence, and he could +not judge from her demeanour whether he was to succeed or to fail. +Frequently she turned her face from his tenderly-searching gaze, as +though more effectually to conceal her thoughts from him. When he +finished speaking she showed that she had taken to heart his counsel +not to decide hastily, for she did not speak for several minutes. Then +she said plaintively,-- + +"There is no appeal, doctor?" + +"None," he answered, in a decisive tone. + +"He sought you out and made you his messenger, because of his +impression that you had influence with me, and would advise me for my +good?" + +"As I have told you, in his own words, as nearly as I have been able +to recall them." + +"He was right. There is no man in the world I honour more than I +honour you. I would accept what you say against my own convictions, +against my own feelings. Advise me, doctor. My mind is distracted; I +cannot be guided by it. You know what I am, you know what I have been, +you foresee the future that lies before me. Advise me." + +The moment he had dreaded had arrived. The issue was with him. He felt +that this woman's fate was in his hands. + +"My advice is," he said, in a low tone, "that you accept Mr. Gordon's +offer." + +"And cast aside a mother's duty?" + +"What did you cast aside," he asked, sadly, "when you went with your +child on such a night as this towards the sea?" + +She shuddered. She would not look at her child; with stern resolution +she kept her eyes from wandering to the spot upon which the infant +lay; she even moved away from the little body so that she should not +come in contact with it. + +A long silence ensued, which Dr. Spenlove dared not break. + +"I cannot blame him," she then said, her voice, now and again, broken +by a sob, "for making conditions. It is his respectability that is at +stake, and he is noble and generous for taking such a risk upon +himself. There is a law for the man and a law for the woman. Oh, I +know what I am saying, doctor; the lesson has been driven into my +soul, and I have learnt it with tears of blood. One of these laws is +white, the other black, and justice says it is right. It is our +misfortune that we bear the children, and that their little fingers +clutch our heart-strings. It would be mockery for me to say that I +love my child with a love equal to that I should have felt if she had +come into the world without the mark of shame with which I have +branded her. With my love for her is mingled a loathing of myself, a +terror of the living evidence of my fall. But I love her, doctor, I +love her--and never yet so much as now when I am asked to part with +her! What I did a while ago was done in a frenzy of despair. I had no +food, you see, and she was crying for it; and the horror and the +anguish of that hour may overpower me again if I am left as I am. I +will accept Mr. Gordon's offer, and I will be as good a wife to him as +it is in my power to be; but I, also, have a condition to make. Mr. +Gordon is much older than I, and it may be that I shall outlive him. +The condition I make is--and whatever the consequences I am determined +to abide by it--that in the event of my husband's death, and of there +being no children of our union, I shall be free to seek the child I am +called upon to desert. In everything else I will perform my part of +the contract faithfully. Take my decision to Mr. Gordon, and if it is +possible for you to return here to-night with his answer, I implore +you to do so. I cannot close my eyes, I cannot rest, until I hear the +worst. God alone knows on which side lies the right, on which the +wrong!" + +"I will return with his answer," said Dr. Spenlove, "to-night." + +"There is still something more," she said, in an imploring tone, "and +it must be a secret sacredly kept between you and me. It may happen +that you will become acquainted with the name of the guardian of my +child. I have a small memorial which I desire he shall retain until +she is of age, say until she is twenty-one, or until, in the event of +my husband's death, I am free to seek her in years to come. If you do +not discover who the guardian is, I ask you to keep this memorial for +me until I reclaim it; which may be, never! Will you do this for me?" + +"I will." + +"Thank you for all your goodness to me. But I have nothing to put the +memorial in. Could you add to your many kindnesses by giving me a +small box which I can lock and secure? Dear Dr. Spenlove, it is a +mother who will presently be torn from her child who implores you!" + +He bethought him of a small iron box he had at home, which contained +some private papers of his own. He could spare this box without +inconvenience to himself, and he promised to bring it to her; and so, +with sincere words of consolation, he left her. + +In the course of an hour he returned. Mr. Gordon had consented to the +condition she imposed. + +"Should I be thankful or not?" she asked, wistfully. + +"You should be thankful," he replied. "Your child, rest assured, will +have a comfortable and happy home. Here is the box and the key. It is +a patent lock; no other key can open it. I will show you how to use +it. Yes, that is the way." He paused a moment, his hand in his pocket. +"You will be ready to meet Mr. Gordon at two to-morrow?" + +"And my child?" she asked, with tears in her voice. "When will she be +taken from me?" + +"At twelve." His hand was still fumbling in his pocket, and he +suddenly shook his head, as if indignant with himself. "You may want +to purchase one or two little things in the morning. Here are a few +shillings. Pray accept them." + +He laid on the table the money with which he had intended to pay his +fare to London. + +"Heaven reward you," said the grateful woman, "and make your life +bright and prosperous." + +Her tears bedewed his hand as she kissed it humbly, and Dr. Spenlove +walked wearily home, once more penniless, but not entirely unhappy. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + WHAT WAS PUT IN THE IRON BOX. + + +The mother's vigil with her child on this last night was fraught with +conflicting emotions of agony and rebellion. Upon Dr. Spenlove's +departure she rose and dressed herself completely, all her thoughts +and feelings being so engrossed by the impending separation that she +took no heed of her damp clothes. She entertained no doubt that the +renunciation was imperative and in the interest of her babe; nor did +she doubt that the man who had dictated it was acting in simple +justice to himself and in a spirit of mercy towards her; but she was +in no mood to regard with gratitude one who in the most dread crisis +in her life had saved her from destruction. The cause of this +injustice lay in the fact that until this moment the true maternal +instinct had not been awakened within her breast. As she had +faithfully expressed it to Dr. Spenlove, the birth of her babe had +filled her with terror and with a loathing of herself. Had there been +no consequences of her error apparent to the world she would have +struggled on and might have been able to preserve her good name; her +dishonour would not have been made clear to censorious eyes; but the +living evidence of her shame was by her side, and, left to her own +resources, she had conceived the idea that death was her only refuge. +Her acceptance of the better course that had been opened for her +loosened the floodgates of tenderness for the child who was soon to be +torn from her arms. Love and remorse shone in her eyes as she knelt by +the bedside and fondled the little hands and kissed the innocent lips. + +"Will you not wake, darling," she murmured, "and let me see your dear +eyes? Wake, darling, wake! Do you not know what is going to happen? +They are going to take you from me. Perhaps we shall never meet again; +and if we do, you have not even a name by which I can call you. But +perhaps that will not matter. Surely you will know your mother, surely +I shall know my child, and we shall fly to each other's arms. I want +to tell you all this--I want you to hear it. Wake, sweet, wake!" + +The child slept on. Presently she murmured, "It is hard, it is hard! +How can God permit such cruelty?" + +Half an hour passed in this way, and then she became more composed. +Her mind, which had been unbalanced by her misfortunes, recovered its +equilibrium, and she could reason with comparative calmness upon the +future. In sorrow and pain she mentally mapped out the years to come. +She saw her future, as she believed, a joyless life, a life of cold +duty. She would not entertain the possibility of a brighter side, the +possibility of her becoming reconciled to her fate, of her growing to +love her husband, of her having other children who would be as dear to +her as this one was. In the state of her feelings it seemed to her +monstrous to entertain such ideas, a wrong perpetrated upon the babe +she was deserting. In dogged rebellion she hugged misery to her +breast, and dwelt upon it as part of the punishment she had brought +upon herself. There was no hope of happiness for her in the future, +there was no ray of light to illumine her path. For ever would she be +thinking of the child for whom now, for the first time since its +birth, she felt a mother's love, and who was henceforth to find a home +among strangers. + +In this hopeless fashion did she muse for some time, and then a star +appeared in her dark sky. She might, as she had suggested to Dr. +Spenlove, survive her husband; it was more than possible, it was +probable, and, though there was in the contemplation a touch of +treason towards the man who had come to her rescue, she derived +satisfaction from it. In the event of his death she must adopt some +steps to prove that the child was hers, and that she, and she alone, +had the sole right to her. No stranger should keep her darling from +her, should rob her of her reward for the sufferings she had +undergone. It was for this reason that she had asked Dr. Spenlove for +the iron box. + +It was a compact, well-made box, and very heavy for its size. Any +person receiving it as a precious deposit, under the conditions she +imposed, might, when it was in his possession, reasonably believe that +it contained mementoes of price, valuable jewels, perhaps, which she +wished her child to wear when she grew to womanhood. She had no such +treasure. Unlocking the box she took from her pocket a packet of +letters, which she read with a bitterness which displayed itself +strongly in her face, which made her quiver with passionate +indignation. + +"The villain!" she muttered. "If he stood before me now, I would +strike him dead at my feet." + +There was no lingering accent of tenderness in her voice. The love she +had for him but yesterday was dead, and for the father of her child +she had now only feelings of hatred and scorn. Clearly she was a woman +of strong passions, a woman who could love and hate with ardour. + +The letters were four in number, and had been written, at intervals of +two or three weeks, by the man who had betrayed and deserted her. The +language was such as would have deceived any girl who had given him +her heart. The false fervour, the protestations of undying love, the +passionate appeals to put full trust in his honour, were sufficient to +stamp the writer as a heartless villain, and, if he aped +respectability, to ruin him in the eyes of the world. Cunning he must +have been to a certain extent, but it was evident that, in thus +incriminating himself and supplying proofs of his perfidy, he had +forgotten his usual caution. Perhaps he had been for a short time +under a delusion that in his pursuit of the girl he was acting +honourably and sincerely, or perhaps (which is more likely), finding +that she held back, he was so eager to win her that he addressed her +in the only way by which he could compass his desire. The last of the +four letters contained a solemn promise of marriage if she would leave +her home, and place herself under his protection. It even went so far +as to state that he had the license ready, and that it was only her +presence that was needed to ratify their union. There was a reference +in this letter to the engagement between her and Mr. Gordon, and the +writer declared that it would bring misery upon her. "Release yourself +from this man," he continued, "at once and for ever. It would be a +living death. Rely upon my love. All my life shall be devoted to the +task of making you happy, and you shall never have occasion for one +moment's regret that you have consented to be guided by me." She read +these words with a smile of bitter contempt on her lips, and a burning +desire in her heart for revenge. + +"If there is justice in heaven," she muttered, "a day will come!" + +Then she brought forward a photograph of the betrayer, which, with the +letters, she deposited in the box. This done, she locked the box, and +tying the key to a bit of string, hung it round her neck, and allowed +it to fall, hidden, in her bosom. + +Seating herself by the bedside, she gazed upon the babe from whom she +was soon to be torn. Her eyes were filled with tears, and her sad +thoughts, shaped in words, ran somewhat in this fashion: + +"In a few hours she will be taken from me; in a few short hours we +shall be separated, and then, and then--ah, how can I know it and +live!--an ocean of waters will divide us. She will not miss me; she +does not know me. She will receive another woman's endearments; she +will never bestow a thought upon me, her wretched mother, and I--I +shall be for ever thinking of her! She is all my own now; presently I +shall have no claim upon her. Would it not be better to end it as I +had intended--to end it now, this moment!" She rose to her feet, and +stood with her lips tightly pressed and her hands convulsively +clenched; and then she cried in horror, "No, no! I dare not--I dare +not! It would be murder, and he said that God would not forgive me. +Oh, my darling, my darling, it is merciful that you are a baby, and do +not know what is passing in my mind! If you do not love me now, you +may in the future, when I shall be free, and then you shall feel how +different is a mother's love from the love of a strange woman. But how +shall I recognise you if you are a woman before we meet again--how +shall I prove to you, to the world, that you are truly mine? Your eyes +will be black, as mine are, and your hair, I hope, will be as dark, +but there are thousands like that. I am grateful that you resemble me, +and not your base father, whom I pray God to strike and punish. Oh, +that it were ever in my power to repay him for his treachery, to say +to him, 'As you dragged me down, so do I drag you down! As you ruined +my life, so do I ruin yours!' But I cannot hope for that. The woman +weeps, the man laughs. Never mind, child, never mind. If in future +years we are reunited, it will be happiness enough. Dark hair, black +eyes, small hands and feet. Oh, darling, darling!" She covered the +little hands and feet with kisses. "And yes, yes"--with feverish +eagerness she gazed at the child's neck--"these two tiny moles, like +those on my neck. I shall know you, I shall know you, I shall be able +to prove that you are my daughter!" + +With a lighter heart she resumed her seat, and set to work mending the +infant's scanty clothing, which she fondled and kissed as though it +had sense and feeling. A church clock in the distance tolled five. She +had been listening for the hour, hoping it was earlier. + +"Five o'clock!" she muttered. "I thought it was not later than three. +I am being robbed. Oh, if time would only stand still! Five o'clock! +In seven hours she will be taken from me. Seven hours--seven short +hours! I will not close my eyes." + +But after awhile her lids drooped, and she was not conscious of it. +The abnormal fatigues of the day and night, the relaxing of the +overstrung nerves, the warmth of the room, produced their effect; her +head sank upon the bed, and she fell into a dreamful sleep. + +It was merciful that her dreaming fancies were not drawn from the +past. The psychological cause of her slumbers being beguiled by bright +visions may be found in the circumstance that, despite the conflicting +passions by which she had been agitated, the worldly ease which was +secured to her and her child by Mr. Gordon's offer had removed a heavy +weight from her heart. In her visions she saw her baby grow into a +happy girlhood; she had glimpses of holiday times, when they were +together in the fields or by the seaside, or walking in the glow of +lovely sunsets, gathering flowers in the hush of the woods, or winding +their way through the golden corn. In these fair dreams her baby +passed from girlhood to womanhood, and happy smiles wreathed the lips +of the woe-worn woman as she lay in her poor garments on the humble +bed by the side of her child. + +"Do you love me, darling?" asked the sleeping mother. + +"Dearly, dearly," answered the dream-child. "With my whole heart, +mother." + +"Call me mother again. It is like the music of the angels." + +"Mother, mother!" + +"You will love me always, darling?" + +"Always, mother; for ever and ever and ever." + +"Say that you will never love me less, that you will never forget me." + +"I will never love you less; I will never forget you." + +"Darling child, how beautiful you are! There is not in the world a +lovelier woman. It is for me to protect and guard you. I can do so: I +have had experience. Come, let us rest." + +They sat upon a mossy bank, and the mother folded her arms around her +child, who lay slumbering on her breast. + +There had been a few blissful days in this woman's life, during which +she had believed in man's faithfulness and God's goodness, but the +dreaming hours she was now enjoying were fraught with a heavenly +gladness. Nature and dreams are the fairies of the poor and the +afflicted. + +She awoke as the church clock chimed eight. Again had she to face the +stern realities of life. The sad moment of separation was fast +approaching. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + MR. MOSS PLAYS HIS PART. + + +At five o'clock on the afternoon of that day Dr. Spenlove returned to +his apartments. Having given away the money with which he had intended +to pay his fare to London, he had bethought him of a gentleman living +in Southsea of whom he thought he could borrow a sovereign or two for +a few weeks. He had walked the distance, and had met with +disappointment; the gentleman was absent on business, and might be +absent several days. + +"Upon my word," said the good doctor, as he drearily retraced his +steps, "it is almost as bad as being shipwrecked; worse, because there +are no railways on desert islands. What on earth am I to do? Get to +London I must, by hook or by crook, and there is absolutely nothing I +can turn into money." + +Then he bethought himself of Mr. Moss, and in his extremity determined +to make an appeal in that quarter. Had it not been for what had +occurred last night, he would not have dreamed of going to this +gentleman, of whose goodness of heart he had had no previous +experience, and upon whose kindness he had not the slightest claim. +Arriving at Mr. Moss's establishment, another disappointment attended +him. Mr. Moss was not at home, and they could not say when he would +return. So Dr. Spenlove, greatly depressed, walked slowly on, his mind +distressed with troubles and perplexities. + +He had seen nothing more of Mr. Gordon, who had left him in the early +morning with a simple acknowledgment in words of the service he had +rendered; nor had he seen anything further of Mrs. Turner. On his road +home he called at her lodgings, and heard from her fellow-lodger that +she had left the house. + +"We don't know where she's gone to, sir," the woman said; "but the +rent has been paid up, and a sovereign was slipped under my door. If +it wasn't that she was so hard up I should have thought it came from +her." + +"I have no doubt it did," Dr. Spenlove answered. "She has friends who +are well-to-do, and I know that one of these friends, discovering her +position, was anxious to assist her." + +"I am glad to hear it," said the woman; "and it was more than kind of +her to remember me. I always had an idea that she was above us." + +As he was entering his room his landlady ran up from the kitchen. + +"Oh, doctor, there's a parcel and two letters for you in your room, +and Mr. Moss has been here to see you. He said he would come again." + +"Very well, Mrs. Radcliffe," said Dr. Spenlove; and, cheered by the +news of the promised visit, he passed into his apartment. On the table +were the letters and the parcel. The latter, carefully wrapped in +thick brown paper, was the iron box he had given to Mrs. Turner. One +of the letters was in her handwriting, and it informed him that her +child had been taken away and that she was on the point of leaving +Portsmouth. + +"I am not permitted," the letter ran, "to inform you where I am going, +and I am under the obligation of not writing to you personally after I +leave this place. This letter is sent without the knowledge of the +gentleman for whom you acted, and I do not consider myself bound to +tell him that I have written it. What I have promised to do I will do +faithfully, but nothing further. You, who of all men in the world +perhaps know me best, will understand what I am suffering as I pen +these lines. I send with my letter the box you were kind enough to +give me last night. It contains the memorial of which I spoke to you. +Dear Dr. Spenlove, I rely upon you to carry out my wishes with respect +to it. If you are acquainted with the guardian of my child, convey it +to him, and beg him to retain it until my darling is of age, or until +I am free to seek her. It is not in your nature to refuse the petition +of a heartbroken mother; it is not in your nature to violate a +promise. For all the kindnesses you have shown me receive my grateful +and humble thanks. That you will be happy and successful, and that God +will prosper you in all your undertakings, will be my constant prayer. +Farewell." + +Laying this letter aside he opened the second, which was in a +handwriting strange to him:-- + + +"Dear Sir,-- + +"All my arrangements are made, and the business upon which we spoke +together is satisfactorily concluded. You will find enclosed a +practical expression of my thanks. I do not give you my address for +two reasons. First, I desire no acknowledgment of the enclosure; +second, I desire that there shall be no correspondence between us upon +any subject. Feeling perfectly satisfied that the confidence I reposed +in you will be respected, + + "I am, + + "Your obedient servant, + + "G. Gordon." + +The enclosure consisted of five Bank of England notes for £20 each. + +Dr. Spenlove was very much astonished and very much relieved. At this +juncture the money was a fortune to him; there was a likelihood of its +proving the turning-point in his career; and, although it had not been +earned in the exercise of his profession, he had no scruple in +accepting it. The generosity of the donor was, moreover, in some sense +an assurance that he was sincere in all the professions he had made. + +"Mr. Moss, sir," said Mrs. Radcliffe, opening the door, and that +gentleman entered the room. + +As usual, he was humming an operatic air; but he ceased as he closed +the door, which, after a momentary pause, he reopened, to convince +himself that the landlady was not listening in the passage. + +"Can't be too careful, doctor," he observed, with a wink, "when you +have something you want to keep to yourself. You have been running +after me, and I have been running after you. Did you wish to see me +particularly?" + +"To tell you the truth," replied Dr. Spenlove, "I had a special reason +for calling upon you; but," he added, with a smile, "as it no longer +exists, I need not trouble you." + +"No trouble, no trouble at all. I am at your service, doctor. Anything +I could have done, or can do now, to oblige, you may safely reckon +upon. Within limits, you know, within limits." + +"Of course; but the necessity is obviated. I intended to ask you to +lend me a small sum of money without security, Mr. Moss." + +"I guessed as much. You should have had it, doctor, and no inquiries +made, though it isn't the way I usually conduct my business; but there +are men you can trust and are inclined to trust, and there are men you +wouldn't trust without binding them down hard and fast. Now, if you +still need the money, don't be afraid to ask." + +"I should not be afraid, but I am in funds. I am not the less indebted +to you, Mr. Moss." + +"All right; I am glad you don't want a loan. Now for another +affair--_my_ affair, I suppose I must call it till I have shifted it +to other shoulders, which will soon be done." + +He paused a moment. + +"Dr. Spenlove, that was a strange adventure last night." + +"It was; a strange and sad adventure. You behaved very kindly, and I +should like to repay what you expended on behalf of the poor lady." + +"No, no, doctor; let it rest where it is. I don't acknowledge your +right to repay what you don't owe, and perhaps I am none the worse off +for what I did. Throw your bread on the waters, you know. My present +visit has reference to the lady--as you call her one, I will do the +same--we picked out of the snow last night. Did you ever notice that +things go in runs?" + +"I don't quite follow you." + +"A run of rainy weather, a run of fine weather, a run of good fortune, +a run of ill fortune." + +"Yes, I have observed it." + +"You meet a person to-day you have never seen or heard of before. The +odds are that you will meet that person to-morrow, and probably the +next day as well. You begin to have bad cards, you go on having bad +cards; you begin to make money, you go on making money." + +"You infer that there are seasons of circumstances, as of weather. No +doubt you are right." + +"I know I am right. Making the acquaintance of your friend, Mrs. +Turner, last night, in a very extraordinary manner, I am not at all +surprised that I have business in hand in which she is concerned. You +look astonished; but it is true. You gave her a good character, +doctor." + +"Which she deserves. It happens in life to the best of us that we find +ourselves unexpectedly in trouble. Misfortune is a visitor that does +not knock at the door; it enters unannounced." + +"We have unlocked the door ourselves, perhaps," suggested Mr. Moss, +sagely. + +"Quite likely, but we have done so in a moment of trustfulness, +deceived by specious professions. The weak and confiding become the +victims." + +"It is the way of the world, doctor. Hawks and pigeons, you know." + +"There are some who are neither," said Dr. Spenlove, who was not +disposed to hurry his visitor. + +His mind was easy as to his departure from Portsmouth, and he divined +from the course the conversation was taking that Mr. Moss had news of +a special nature to communicate. He deemed it wisest to allow him to +break it in his own way. + +"They are the best off," responded Mr. Moss; "brains well balanced--an +even scale, doctor--then you can steer straight and to your own +advantage. Women are the weakest, as you say; too much heart, too much +sentiment. All very well in its proper place, but it weighs one side +of the scale down. Mrs. Moss isn't much better than other women in +that respect. She has her whims and crotchets, and doesn't always take +the business view." + +"Implying that you do, Mr. Moss?" + +"Of course I do; should be ashamed of myself if I didn't. What do I +live for? Business. What do I live by? Business. What do I enjoy most? +Business, and plenty of it!" + +He rubbed his hands together joyously. + +"I should have no objection to paint on my shop door, 'Mr. Moss, +Business Man.' People would know it would be no use trying to get the +best of me. They don't get it as it is." + +"You are unjust to yourself. Was it business last night that made you +pay the cabman, and sent you out to buy coals and food for an +unfortunate creature you had never seen before?" + +"That was a little luxury," said Mr. Moss, with a sly chuckle, "which +we business men indulge in occasionally to sharpen up our faculties. +It is an investment, and it pays; it puts us on good terms with +ourselves. If you think I have a bit of sentiment in me you are +mistaken." + +"I paint your portrait for myself," protested Dr. Spenlove, "and I +shall not allow you to disfigure it. Granted that you keep as a rule +to the main road--Business Road, we will call it, if you like----" + +"Very good, doctor, very good." + +"You walk along, driving bargains, and making money honestly----" + +"Thank you, doctor," interposed Mr. Moss, rather gravely. "There are +people who don't do us so much justice." + +"When unexpectedly," continued Dr. Spenlove, with tender gaiety, "you +chance upon a little narrow path to the right or the left of you, and, +your eye lighting on it, you observe a stretch of woodland, a touch of +bright colour, a picture of human suffering, that appeals to your +poetical instinct, to your musical tastes, or to your humanity. Down +you plunge towards it, to the confusion, for the time being, of +Business Road and its business attractions." + +"Sir," said Mr. Moss, bending his head with a dignity which did not +sit ill on him, "if all men were of your mind the narrow prejudices of +creed would stand a bad chance of making themselves felt. But we are +wandering from the main road of the purpose which brought me here. I +have not said a word to Mrs. Moss of the adventure of last night; I +don't quite know why, because a better creature doesn't breathe; but I +gathered from you in some way that you would prefer we should keep it +to ourselves. Mrs. Moss never complains of my being out late; she +rather encourages me, and that will give you an idea of the good wife +she is. 'Enjoyed yourself, Moss?' she asked when I got home. 'Very +much,' I answered, and that was all. Now, doctor, a business man +wouldn't be worth his salt if he wasn't a thinking man as well. After +I was dressed this morning I thought a good deal of the lady and her +child, and I came to the conclusion that you took more than an +ordinary interest in them." + +"You were right," said Dr. Spenlove. + +"Following your lead, which is a good thing to do if you've confidence +in your partner, I found myself taking more than an ordinary interest +in them; but as it wasn't a game of whist we were playing, I had no +clue to the cards you held. You will see presently what I am leading +up to. While I was thinking and going over some stock which I am +compelled by law to put up to auction, I received a message that a +gentleman wished to see me on very particular private business. It was +then about half-past nine, and the gentleman remained with me about an +hour. When he went away he made an appointment with me to meet him at +a certain place at twelve o'clock. I met him there; he had a carriage +waiting. I got in, and where do you think he drove me?" + +"I would rather you answered the question yourself," said Dr. +Spenlove, his interest in the conversation receiving an exciting +stimulus. + +"The carriage, doctor, stopped at the house to which we conveyed your +lady friend and her child last night. I opened my eyes, I can tell +you. Now, not to beat about the bush, I will make you acquainted with +the precise nature of the business the gentleman had with me." + +"Pardon me a moment," said Dr. Spenlove. "Was Mr. Gordon the +gentleman?" + +"You have named him," said Mr. Moss, and perceiving that Dr. Spenlove +was about to speak again, he contented himself with answering the +question. But the doctor did not proceed; his first intention had been +to inquire whether the business was confidential, and if so to decline +to listen to the disclosure which his visitor desired to make. A +little consideration, however, inclined him to the opinion that this +might be carrying delicacy too far. He was in the confidence of both +Mr. Gordon and Mrs. Turner, and it might be prejudicial to the mother +and her child if he closed his ears to the issue of the strange +adventure. He waved his hand, thereby inviting Mr. Moss to continue. + +"Just so, doctor," said Mr. Moss, in the tone of a man who had +disposed of an objection. "It is a singular business, but I have been +mixed up with all kinds of queer transactions in my time, and I always +give a man the length of his rope. What induced Mr. Gordon to apply to +me is his concern, not mine. Perhaps he had heard a good report of me, +and I am much obliged to those who gave it; perhaps he thought I was a +tradesman who would take anything in pledge, from a flat iron to a +flesh and blood baby. Any way, if I choose to regard his visit as a +compliment, it is because I am not thin-skinned. Mr. Gordon informed +me that he wished to find a home and to provide for a young baby whose +mother could not look after it, being imperatively called away to a +distant part of the world. Had it not been that the terms he proposed +were extraordinarily liberal, and that he gave me the names of an +eminent firm of lawyers in London who had undertaken the financial +part of the business, and had it not been, also, that as he spoke to +me I thought of a friend whom it might be in my power to serve, I +should have shut him up at once by saying that I was not a baby +farmer, and by requesting him to take his leave. Interrupting myself, +and as it was you who first mentioned the name of Mr. Gordon, I think +I am entitled to ask if you are acquainted with him?" + +"You are entitled to ask the question. I am acquainted with him." + +"Since when, doctor?" + +"Since last night only." + +"Before we met?" + +"Yes, before we met." + +"May I inquire if you were then acting for Mr. Gordon?" + +"To some extent. Had it not been for him I should not have gone in +search of Mrs. Turner." + +"In which case," said Mr. Moss, in a grave tone, "she and her child +would have been found dead in the snow. That is coming to first +causes, doctor. I have not been setting a trap for you in putting +these questions; I have been testing Mr. Gordon's veracity. When I +asked him whether I was the only person in Portsmouth whom he had +consulted, he frankly answered I was not. Upon this I insisted upon +his telling me who this other person was. After some hesitation he +said, 'Dr. Spenlove.' Any scruples I may have had were instantly +dispelled, for I knew that it was impossible you could be mixed up in +a business which had not a good end." + +"I thank you." + +"Hearing your name I thought at once of the lady and her child whom we +were instrumental in saving. Am I right in my impression that you are +in possession of the conditions and terms Mr. Gordon imposes?" + +"I am." + +"Then I need not go into them. I take it, Dr. Spenlove, that you do +not consider the business disreputable." + +"It is not disreputable. Mr. Gordon is a peculiar man, and his story +in connection with the lady in question is a singular one. He is not +the father of the child, and the action he has taken is not prompted +by a desire to rid himself of a responsibility. On the contrary, out +of regard for the lady he has voluntarily incurred a very heavy +responsibility, which I have little doubt--none, indeed--that he will +honourably discharge." + +"I will continue. Having heard what Mr. Gordon had to say--thinking +all the time of the friend who might be induced to adopt the child, +and that I might be able to serve him--I put the gentleman to the +test. Admitting that his terms were liberal, I said that a sum of +money ought to be paid down at once, in proof of his good faith. 'How +much?' he asked. 'Fifty pounds,' I answered. He instantly produced the +sum, in bank-notes. Then it occurred to me that it would make things +still safer if I had an assurance from the eminent firm of London +lawyers that the business was honourable and met with their approval; +and if I also had a notification from them that they were prepared to +pay the money regularly. 'Send them a telegram,' suggested Mr. Gordon, +'and make it full and complete. I will write a shorter one, which you +can send at the same time. Let the answers be addressed here, and open +them both yourself when they arrive, which should be before twelve +o'clock.' The telegrams written, I took them to the office; and before +twelve came the replies, which were perfectly satisfactory. Everything +appeared to be so straightforward that I undertook the business. A +singular feature in it is that Mr. Gordon does not wish to know with +whom the child is placed. 'My lawyers will make inquiries,' he said, +'and they will be content if the people are respectable.' Dr. +Spenlove, I thought it right that you should be informed of what I +have done; you have expressed your approval, and I am satisfied. Don't +you run away with the idea that I have acted philanthropically. +Nothing of the kind, sir; I have been paid for my trouble. And now, if +you would like to ask any questions, fire away." + +"Were no conditions of secrecy imposed upon you?" + +"Yes; but I said that I was bound to confide in one person. He may +have thought I meant Mrs. Moss, but it was you I had in my mind. I +promised that it should go no further, and I do not intend that it +shall. Mrs. Moss will be none the worse for not being let into the +secret." + +"Where is the child now?" + +"In the temporary care of a respectable woman, who is providing +suitable clothing for it, Mr. Gordon having given me money for the +purpose." + +"He has not spared his purse. When do you propose taking the child to +her new home?" + +"To-night." + +"They are good people?" + +"The best in the world. I would trust my own children with them. She +cannot help being happy with them." + +"Do they live in Portsmouth?" + +"No; in Gosport. I think this is as much as I have the right to +disclose." + +"I agree with you. Mr. Moss, you can render me an obligation, and you +can do a kindness to the poor child's mother. She has implored me to +endeavour to place this small iron box in the care of the guardians of +her child, to be retained by them for twenty-one years, or until the +mother claims it, which she will be free to do in the event of her +husband dying during her lifetime. I do not know what it contains, and +I understand that it is to be given up to no other person than the +child or her mother. Will you do this for me or for her?" + +"For both of you, doctor," replied Mr. Moss, lifting the box from the +table. "It shall be given into their care, as the mother desires. And +now I must be off; I have a busy night before me. Do you go to London +to-morrow?" + +"A train leaves in a couple of hours; I shall travel by that." + +"Well, good-night, and good luck to you. If you want to write to me, +you know my address." + +They parted with cordiality, and each took his separate way, Dr. +Spenlove to the City of Unrest, and Mr. Moss to the peaceful town of +Gosport, humming as he went, among other snatches from his favourite +opera,-- + + + "Dio dell' or del mondo signor, + Sei possente risplendente, + Sei possente resplendente, + Culto hai tu maggior guaggiù. + Non v'ha un uom che non t'incensi + Stan prostati innanzi a te; + Ed i popolied i re; + I bei scudi tu dispensi, + Del la terra il Dio sei tu." + + + + + + BOOK THE SECOND. + + _RACHEL_. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + THE VISION IN THE CHURCHYARD. + + +Some twelve months before the occurrence of the events recorded in the +preceding chapters, a Jew, bearing the name of Aaron Cohen, had come +to reside in the ancient town of Gosport. He was accompanied by his +wife, Rachel. They had no family, and their home was a home of love. + +They were comparatively young, Aaron being twenty-eight and Rachel +twenty-three, and they had been married five years. Hitherto they had +lived in London, and the cause of their taking up their residence in +Gosport was that Aaron had conceived the idea that he could establish +himself there in a good way of business. One child had blessed their +union, whom they called Benjamin. There was great rejoicing at his +birth, and it would have been difficult to calculate how many +macaroons and almond and butter cakes, and cups of chocolate and +glasses of anise-seed, were sacrificed upon the altar of hospitality +in the happy father's house for several days after the birth of his +firstborn. "Aaron Cohen does it in style," said the neighbours; and as +both he and Rachel were held in genuine respect by all who knew them, +the encomium was not mere empty praise. Seldom even in the locality in +which the Cohens then resided--the East End of London, where charity +and hospitality are proverbial--had such feasting been seen at the +celebration of a circumcision. "If he lived in Bayswater," said the +company, "he couldn't have treated us better." And when the father +lifted up his voice and said, "Blessed art Thou, the Eternal, our God, +King of the universe, who hath sanctified us with His commandments, +and commanded us to introduce our sons into the covenant of our father +Abraham," there was more than usual sincerity in the response, "Even +as this child has now entered this covenant, so may he be initiated +into the covenant of the law, of marriage, and of good works." Perhaps +among those assembled there were some who could not have translated +into English the Hebrews' prayers they read so glibly; but this +reproach did not apply to Aaron, who was an erudite as well as an +orthodox Jew, and understood every word he uttered. On this memorable +day the feasting, commenced in the morning, was continued during the +whole day. "I wish you joy, Cohen, I wish you joy;" this was the +formula, a hundred and a hundred times repeated to the proud father, +who really believed that a prince had been born among Israel; while +the pale-faced mother, pressing her infant tenderly to her breast, and +who in her maidenhood had never looked so beautiful as now, received +in her bedroom the congratulations of her intimate female friends. The +poorest people in the neighbourhood were welcomed; and if the seed of +good wishes could have blossomed into flower, a rose-strewn path of +life lay before the child. "He shall be the son of my right hand," +said Aaron Cohen; and Rachel, as she kissed her child's mouth and +tasted its sweet breath, believed that Heaven had descended upon +earth, and that no mother had ever been blessed as she was blessed. +This precious treasure was the crowning of their love, and they laid +schemes for baby's youth and manhood before the child was out of long +clothes--schemes destined not to be realised. For sixteen months +Benjamin filled the hearts of his parents with ineffable joy, and then +the Angel of Death entered their house and bore the young soul away. +How they mourned for the dear one who was nevermore on earth to +rejoice them with his beautiful ways need not here be related; all +parents who have lost their firstborn will realise the bitterness of +their grief. But not for long was this grief bitter. In the wise and +reverent interpretation of Aaron Cohen, their loss became a source of +consolation to them. "Let us not rebel," he said to his wife, "against +the inevitable and Divine will. Give praise unto the Lord, who has +ordained that we shall have a child in heaven waiting to receive us." +Fraught with tenderness and wisdom were his words, and his counsel +instilled comfort into Rachel's heart. Benjamin was waiting for them, +and would meet them at the gates. Beautiful was the thought, radiant +the hope it raised, never, never to fade, nay, to grow brighter even +to her dying hour. Their little child, dead and in his grave, brought +them nearer to God. Heaven and earth were linked by the spirit of +their beloved, who had gone before them: thus was sorrow sweetened and +happiness chastened by faith. Sitting on their low stools during the +days of mourning, they spoke, when they were alone, of the peace and +joy of the eternal life, and thereby were drawn spiritually closer to +each other. The lesson they learned in the darkened room was more +precious than jewels and gold; it is a lesson which comes to all, high +and low alike, and rich indeed are they who learn it aright. For some +time thereafter, when the mother opened the drawer in which her most +precious possessions were kept, and kissed the little shoes her child +had worn, she would murmur amid her tears,-- + +"My darling is waiting for me, my darling is waiting for me!" + +God send to all sorrowing mothers a comfort so sweet! + +Aaron Cohen had selected a curious spot in Gosport for his habitation. +The windows of the house he had taken overlooked the quaint, peaceful +churchyard of the market town. So small and pretty was this +resting-place for the dead, that one might almost have imagined it to +be a burial ground for children's broken toys. The headless wooden +soldiers, the battered dolls, the maimed contents of cheap Noah's +arks, the thousand and one treasures of childhood might have been +interred there, glad to be at rest after the ruthless mutilations they +had undergone. For really, in the dawning white light of a frosty +morning, when every object for miles around sharply outlined itself in +the clear air and seemed to have lost its rotund proportions, it was +hard to realise that, in this tiny churchyard, men and women, whose +breasts once throbbed with the passions and sorrows of life, were +crumbling to that dust to which we must all return. No, no; it could +be nothing but the last home of plain and painted shepherds, and +bald-headed pets, and lambs devoid of fleece, and mayhap--a higher +flight which we all hope to take when the time comes for us to claim +our birthright of the grave--of a dead bullfinch or canary, carried +thither on its back, with its legs sticking heavenwards, and buried +with grown-up solemnity, and very often with all the genuineness of +grief for a mortal bereavement. Have you not attended such a funeral, +and has not your overcharged heart caused you to sob in your dreams as +you lay in your cot close to mamma's bed? + +But these fantastic fancies will not serve. It was a real human +churchyard, and Rachel Cohen knew it to be so as she stood looking out +upon it from the window of her bedroom on the first floor. It was from +no feeling of unhappiness that her sight became dimmed as she gazed +upon the tombstones. Shadows of children rose before her, the +pattering of whose little feet was once the sweetest music that ever +fell on parents' ears, the touch of whose little hands carried with it +an influence as powerful as a heart-stirring prayer; children with +golden curls, children with laughing eyes, children with wistful +faces; but there was one, ah! there was one that shone as a star amid +the shadows, and that rose up, up, till it was lost in the solemn +clouds, sending therefrom a Divine message down to the mother's heart, +"Mamma, mamma, I am waiting for thee!" + +Quiet as was everything around her, Rachel heard the words; in the +midst of the darkness a heavenly light was shining on her. + +She wiped the tears from her eyes, and stole down to the room in which +her husband was sitting. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + MR. WHIMPOLE INTRODUCES HIMSELF. + + +It was the front room of the house, on the ground floor, which Aaron +Cohen had converted into a shop. The small parlour windows had been +replaced by larger ones, a counter had been put up, behind which were +shelves fitted into the walls. These shelves at present were bare, but +Aaron Cohen hoped to see them filled. Under the counter were other +shelves, as empty as those on the walls. + +When Rachel entered her husband was engaged counting out his money, +like the king in his counting house. There was a studious expression +on his face, which was instantly replaced by one of deep tenderness as +he looked up and saw traces of tears in her eyes. He gathered his +money together, banknotes, silver, gold, and coppers, and motioned her +into the room at the rear of the shop. This was their living-room; but +a large iron safe in a corner denoted that it was not to be devoted +entirely to domestic affairs. In another corner was the symbol of his +business, which was to be affixed to the front of the premises, over +the shop door, the familiar device of three golden balls. + +Letting his money fall upon the table, he drew his wife to his side, +and passed his arm around her. + +"The house," he said, "is almost in order." + +"Yes, Aaron; there is very little left to do." + +"I am also ready for business. I have the license, and to-morrow those +glittering balls will be put up and the name painted over the shop +window. They are rather large for so small a shop, but they will +attract all the more attention." He gazed at her anxiously. "Do you +think you will be contented and happy here?" + +"Contented and happy anywhere with you," she replied, in a tone of the +deepest affection. + +"In this town especially, Rachel?" + +"Yes, in this town especially. It is so peaceful." + +"But," he said, touching her eyes with his fingers "these?" + +"Not because I am unhappy," she said; and her voice was low and sweet. +"I was looking out upon the churchyard from our bedroom window." + +"Ah!" he said, and he kissed her eyes. + +He divined the cause of her tears, and there was much tenderness in +his utterance of the monosyllable and in the kisses he gave her. Man +and wife for five years, they were still the fondest of lovers. + +"My dear," said Aaron presently, "the spirit of prophecy is upon me. +We shall lead a comfortable life in this town; we shall prosper in +this house. It was a piece of real good fortune my hitting upon it. +When I heard by chance that the man who lived here owned the lease and +wished to dispose of it, I hesitated before parting with so large a +sum as a hundred pounds for the purchase. It was nearly half my +capital, but I liked the look of the place, and a little bird +whispered that we should be lucky in it, so I made the venture. I am +certain we shall not regret it. Here shall be laid the foundation +stones of a fortune which shall enable us to set up our carriage. I +know what you would say, my life, that we can be happy without a +carriage. Yes, yes; but a carriage is not a bad thing to have. People +will say, 'See what a clever man that Aaron Cohen is. He commenced +with nothing, and he rides in his own carriage already. How grand he +looks!' I should like to hear people say that. There is a knock at the +street door." + +"Who can it be?" asked Rachel. "We know no one in Gosport, and it is +night." + +"Which is no excuse for our not opening the door," said Aaron Cohen, +sweeping the money off the table into a small chamois leather bag, +which he tied carefully at the neck, and put into his pocket. "True, +we believe we are not known here, but there may, nevertheless, be an +old acquaintance in Gosport who has heard of our arrival, and comes to +welcome us; or Judah Belasco may have told a friend of his we are +here; or it may be an enterprising baker or grocer who wishes to +secure our custom. No," he added, as the knock was repeated, "that is +not the knock of a tradesman. It is a knock of self-importance, and +you may depend upon it that it proceeds from Somebody with a large S. +Let us see who it is that announces himself so grandly." + +Aaron went to the street door, and Rachel followed him into the +passage, carrying a candle. The night was dark, and Rachel stood a +little in the rear, so that Aaron could not distinguish the features +of his visitor. He was a big man, and that was all that was apparent +to the Cohens. + +"Mr. Cohen?" queried the visitor + +"Yes," said Aaron. + +"Mr. Aaron Cohen?" + +"That is my name" + +"Can I speak with you?" + +"Certainly." + +And Aaron waited to hear what the stranger had to say. + +"I am not accustomed to be kept waiting on the doorstep. I should +prefer to speak to you in the house." + +Rachel, who was naturally timid, moved closer to her husband, who took +the candle from her hand, and held it up in order to see the face of +the stranger. + +"Step inside," he said. + +The stranger followed Aaron and Rachel into the little parlour, and +without taking off his hat, looked at Aaron, then at Rachel, and then +into every corner of the room; the last object upon which his eyes +rested was the device of the three golden balls, and a frown gathered +on his features as he gazed. Aaron noted these movements and signs +with attention and amusement. + +"Do you detect any blemish in them?" he asked. + +"I do not understand you," said the stranger. + +"In those balls. There was an expression of disapproval on your face +as you gazed at them." + +"I disapprove of them altogether," said the stranger. + +"I am sorry, but we cannot please everybody. I am not responsible for +the insignia; you will find the origin in the armorial bearings of the +Medici. That is a beautiful hat you have on your head." The stranger +stared at him. "Really," continued Aaron, blandly, "a beautiful hat; +it must have cost a guinea. A hat is a fine protection against the hot +rays of the sun; a protection, also, against the wind and the rain. +But in this room, as you may observe, we have neither wind, nor rain, +nor sun; and you may also observe that there is a lady present." The +stranger, reddening slightly, removed his hat, and placed it on the +table. "My wife," then said Aaron. + +The stranger inclined his head, with the air of a man acknowledging an +introduction to one of a lower station. The manner of this +acknowledgment was not lost upon Aaron. + +"My wife," he repeated courteously, "Mrs. Cohen." + +"I see," said the stranger, glancing again at Rachel with +condescension. "With your permission I will take a seat." + +It was distinctly at variance with the hospitable instincts of Aaron +Cohen that he did not immediately respond to this request. + +"You have the advantage of us," he said. "I have had the pleasure of +introducing my wife to you. Afford me the pleasure of introducing you +to my wife." + +With an ungracious air the stranger handed Aaron a visiting card, upon +which was inscribed the name of Mr. Edward Whimpole, and in a corner +the word "Churchwarden." Mr. Whimpole's movements were slow, and +intended to be dignified, but Aaron exhibited no impatience. + +"My dear, Mr. Edward Whimpole, churchwarden." + +Rachel bowed gracefully, and Aaron, with an easy motion of his hand, +invited Mr. Whimpole to a chair, in which he seated himself. Then +Aaron placed a chair for his wife, and took one himself, and prepared +to listen to what Mr. Whimpole had to say. + +Mr. Whimpole was a large-framed man with a great deal of flesh on his +face; his eyes were light, and he had no eyebrows worth speaking of. +The best feature in his face was his mouth, and the most insignificant +his nose, which was really not a fair nose for a man of his bulk. It +was an added injury inflicted upon him by nature that it was very thin +at the end, as though it had been planed on both sides. But then, as +Aaron had occasion to remark, we don't make our own noses. A distinct +contrast presented itself in the two noses which, if the figure of +speech may be allowed, now faced each other. + +Mr. Whimpole had not disclosed the purpose of his visit, but he had +already made it clear that he was not graciously disposed towards the +Jew. Aaron was quite aware of this, but the only effect it had upon +him was to render him exceedingly affable. Perhaps he scented a +bargain, and was aware that mental irritation would interfere with the +calm exercise of his judgment in a matter of buying and selling. + +"May I inquire," he said, pointing to the word "churchwarden" on the +card, "whether this is your business or profession?" + +"I am a corn-chandler," said Mr. Whimpole. + +"Churchwarden, my dear," said Aaron, addressing his wife in a pleasant +tone, "_and_ corn-chandler." + +For the life of him Mr. Whimpole could not have explained to the +satisfaction of persons not directly interested, why he was angry at +the reception he was meeting. That Aaron Cohen was not the kind of man +he had expected to meet would not have been accepted as a sufficient +reason. + +"I am not mistaken," said Mr. Whimpole, with a flush of resentment, +"in believing you to be a Jew?" + +"You are not mistaken," replied Aaron, with exceeding urbanity. "I am +a Jew. If I were not proud of the fact, it would be folly to attempt +to disguise it, for at least one feature in my face would betray me." + +"It would," said Mr. Whimpole, dealing a blow which had the effect of +causing Aaron to lean back in his chair, and laugh gently to himself +for fully thirty seconds. + +"When you have quite finished," said Mr. Whimpole, coldly, "we will +proceed." + +"Excuse me," said Aaron, drawing a deep breath of enjoyment. "I beg +you will not consider me wanting in politeness, but I have the +instincts of my race, and I never waste the smallest trifle, not even +a joke." A little tuft of hair which ran down the centre of Mr. +Whimpole's head--the right and left banks of which were devoid of +verdure--quivered in sympathy with the proprietor's astonishment. That +a man should make a joke out of that which was generally considered to +be a reproach and a humiliation was, indeed, matter for amazement; +nay, in this instance for indignation, for in Aaron Cohen's laughter +he, Mr. Whimpole himself, was made to occupy a ridiculous place. "We +are loth," continued Aaron, "to waste even the thinnest joke. We are +at once, my dear sir, both thrifty and liberal." + +"We!" exclaimed Mr. Whimpole, in hot repudiation. + +"We Jews I mean. No person in the world could possibly mistake you for +one of the chosen." + +"I should hope not. The idea is too absurd." + +"Make your mind easy, sir; you would not pass muster in a synagogue +without exciting remark. Yes, we are both thrifty and liberal, wasting +nothing, and in the free spending of our money seeing that we get good +value for it. That is not a reproach, nor is it a reproach that we +thoroughly enjoy an agreeable thing when we get it for nothing. There +are so many things in life to vex us that the opportunity of a good +laugh should never be neglected. Proceed, my dear sir, proceed; you +were saying that you believed you were not mistaken in taking me for a +Jew." + +"Is it your intention," asked Mr. Whimpole, coming now straight to the +point, "to reside in Gosport?" + +"If I am permitted," replied Aaron, meekly. "We have not always been +allowed to select our place of residence. I am thankful that we live +in an enlightened age and in a free country." + +"I hear, Mr. Cohen, that you have purchased the lease of this house." + +"It is true, sir. The purchase money has been paid, and the lease is +mine." + +"It has twenty-seven years to run." + +"Twenty-seven years and three months. Who can tell where we shall be, +and how we shall be situated, at the end of that time?" + +Mr. Whimpole waved the contemplation aside. + +"You gave a hundred pounds for the lease." + +"The precise sum; your information is correct." + +"I had some intention, Mr. Cohen, of buying it myself." + +"Indeed! Why did you not do so?" + +"There were reasons. Not pecuniary, I beg to say. I delayed too long, +and you stepped in before me." + +"A case of the early bird catching the worm," Aaron observed, with a +smile. + +"If it gratifies you to put it that way. I have, therefore, no option +but to purchase the lease of you." + +"Mr. Whimpole," said Aaron, after a slight pause, "I am agreeable to +sell you the lease." + +"I thought as much." And Mr. Whimpole disposed himself comfortably in +his chair. + +Rachel's eyes dilated in surprise. Their settlement in Gosport had not +been made in haste, and all arrangements for commencing the business +were made. She could not understand her husband's willingness to give +up the house. + +"I do not expect you to take what you gave for it," said Mr. Whimpole. +"I am prepared to give you a profit; and," he added, jocosely, "you +will not be backward in accepting it." + +"Not at all backward. You speak like a man of sense." + +"How much do you ask for your bargain? How much, Mr. Cohen? Don't open +your mouth too wide." + +"If you will permit me," said Aaron, and he proceeded to pencil down a +calculation. "It is not an undesirable house, Mr. Whimpole." + +"No, no; I don't say it is." + +"It is compact and convenient." + +"Fairly so, fairly so." + +"I will accept," said Aaron, having finished his calculation, "five +hundred pounds." + +"You cannot be in earnest!" gasped Mr. Whimpole, his breath fairly +taken away. + +"I am quite in earnest. Are you aware what it is you would buy of me?" + +"Of course I am aware; the lease of this house." + +"Not that alone. You would buy my hopes for the next twenty-seven +years; for I declare to you there is not to my knowledge in all +England a spot in which I so desire to pass my days as in this +peaceful town; and there is not in all Gosport a house in which I +believe I shall be so happy as in this. You see, you propose to +purchase of me something more than a parchment lease." + +"But the--the things you mention are of no value to me." + +"I do not say they are. I am speaking from my point of view, as men +generally do. It is a failing we all have, Mr. Whimpole. There is no +reason why we should bandy words. I am not anxious to sell the lease. +Wait till it is in the market." + +"A most unhealthy situation," observed Mr. Whimpole. + +"It concerns ourselves, and we are contented." + +"I cannot imagine a more unpleasant, not to say obnoxious, view." + +"The view of the churchyard? The spot has already acquired an +inestimable value in my eyes. God rest the souls of those who lie in +it! The contemplation of the peaceful ground will serve to remind me +of the vanity of life, and will be a constant warning to me to be fair +and straightforward in my dealings. The warning may be needed, for in +the business I intend to carry on, there are--I do not deny it--many +dangerous temptations." + +"Tush, tush!" exclaimed Mr. Whimpole, petulantly. "Straightforward +dealings, indeed! The vanity of life, indeed!" + +Aaron Cohen smiled. + +Only once before in his life had Mr. Whimpole felt so thoroughly +uncomfortable as at the present moment, and that was when he was a +little boy and fell into a bed of nettles from which he was unable to +extricate himself until he was covered with stings. It was just the +same now; he was smarting all over from contact with Aaron Cohen, who +was like a porcupine with sharp-pointed quills. But he would not +tamely submit to such treatment; he would show Aaron that he could +sting in return; he knew well enough where to plant his poisoned +arrow. + +It is due to Mr. Whimpole to state that he was not aware that the +manner in which he was conducting himself during this interview was +not commendable. Being a narrow-minded man, he could not take a wide +and generous view of abstract matters, which, by a perversion of +reasoning, he generally regarded from a purely personal standpoint. +Such men as he, in their jealous regard for their own feelings, are +apt to overlook the feelings of others, and, indeed, to behave +occasionally as if they did not possess any. This was Mr. Whimpole's +predicament, and, having met a ready-witted man, he was made to suffer +for his misconduct. He sent forth his sting in this wise: + +"You speak, Mr. Cohen, of being fair and straightforward in your +dealings; but, for the matter of that, we all know what we may expect +from a----" + +And having got thus far in his ungenerously-prompted speech, he felt +himself unable, in the presence of Rachel, and with her reproachful +eyes raised to his face, to conclude the sentence. Aaron Cohen +finished it for him. + +"For the matter of that," he said, gently, "you all know what you may +expect from a Jew. That is what you were going to say. And with this +thought in your mind you came to trade with me. Well, sir, it may be +that we both have something to learn." + +"Mr. Cohen," said Mr. Whimpole, slightly abashed, "I am sorry if I +have said anything to hurt your feelings." + +"The offence, sir, is atoned for by the expression of your sorrow." + +This was taking high ground, and Mr. Whimpole's choler was ready to +rise again; but he mastered it, and said, in a conciliatory tone,-- + +"I will disguise nothing from you; I was born in this house." + +"The circumstance will make it all the more valuable to us. My +dear,"--impressing it upon Rachel with pleasant emphasis--"Mr. +Whimpole was born in this house. A fortunate omen. Good luck will come +to us, as it has come to him. It is a low-rented house, and those who +have been born in it must have been poor men's children. When they +rise in the world as Mr. Whimpole has done, it is better than a +horseshoe over the door. In which room were you born, Mr. Whimpole?" + +"In the room on the back of the first floor," replied Mr. Whimpole, +making a wild guess. + +"Our bedroom. There should be a record on the walls; there should, +indeed, be a record, such as is placed outside those houses in London +which have been inhabited by famous people. Failing that, it is in the +power of every man, assuredly every rich man, to make for himself a +record that shall be unperishable--far better, my dear sir, than the +mere fixing of a plate on a cold stone wall." + +Mr. Whimpole gazed at Aaron Cohen to discover if there was any trace +of mockery in his face; but Aaron was perfectly grave and serious. + +"A man's humility," said Mr. Whimpole, raising his eyes to the +ceiling, "his sense of humbleness, would prevent him from making this +record for himself. It has to be left to others to do it when they +have found him out." + +"Aha! my dear sir," said Aaron, softly, "when they have found him out. +True, true; but how few of us are! How few of us receive our just +reward! How few of us when we are in our graves receive or deserve the +tribute, 'Here lies a perfect man!' But the record I speak of will +never be lost by a rich man's humility, by his humbleness; for it can +be written unostentatiously in the hearts of the poor by the aid of +silver and gold." + +"I understand you, Mr. Cohen,"--inwardly confounding Aaron's flow of +ideas--"by means of charity." + +"Yes, sir, by means of charity, whereby the name of a man becomes +sweet in the mouth. A good name is better than precious oil, and the +day of one's death better than the day of his birth. There is an old +legend that a man's actions in life are marked in the air above him, +in the places in which they are performed. There, in invisible space, +are inscribed the records of his good and bad deeds, of his virtues, +of his crimes; and when he dies his soul visits those places, and +views the immortal writing, which is visible to all the angels in +heaven and which covers him with shame or glory. Gosport doubtless has +many such records of your charity." + +"I do my best," said Mr. Whimpole, very much confused and mystified; +"I hope I do my best. I said I would disguise nothing from you; I will +therefore be quite frank, with no intention of wounding you. I am +strictly a religious man, Mr. Cohen, and it hurts me that one whose +religious belief is opposed to my own should inhabit the house in +which I was born. I will give you a hundred and twenty pounds for the +lease; that will leave you a profit of twenty pounds. Come, now!" + +"I will not accept less for it, sir, than the sum I named." + +"Is that your last word?" + +"It is my last word." + +Mr. Whimpole rose with a face of scarlet, and clapped his hat on his +head. "You are a--a----" + +"A Jew. Leave it at that. Can you call me anything worse?" asked +Aaron, with no show of anger. + +"No, I cannot. You are a Jew." + +"I regret," said Aaron, calmly, "that I cannot retort by calling you a +Christian. May our next meeting be more agreeable! Good-evening, Mr. +Whimpole." + +"You do not know the gentleman you have insulted," said Mr. Whimpole, +as he walked towards the door; "you do not know my position in this +town. I am in the expectation of being made a justice of the peace. +You will live to repent this." + +"I think not," said Aaron, taking the candle to show his visitor out. +"I trust you may." + +"You may find your residence in Gosport, where I am universally +respected, not as agreeable as you would wish it to be." + +"We shall see, we shall see," said Aaron, still smiling. "I may also +make myself respected here." + +"There is a prejudice against your race----" + +"Am I not aware of it? Is not every Jew aware of it? Is it not thrown +in our teeth by the bigoted and narrow-minded upon every possible +occasion? We will live it down, sir. We have already done much; we +will yet do more. Your use of the word 'prejudice' is appropriate; +for, as I understand its meaning, it represents a judgment formed +without proper knowledge. Yes, sir, it is not to be disputed that +there exists a prejudice against our race." + +"Which, without putting any false meaning upon it, will make this +ancient and respectable town"--here Mr. Whimpole found himself at a +loss, and he was compelled to wind up with the vulgar figure of +speech--"too hot to hold you." + +"This ancient town," said Aaron, with a deeper seriousness in his +voice, "is known to modern men as Gosport." + +"A clever discovery," sneered Mr. Whimpole. "Are you going to put +another of your false constructions on it?" + +"No, sir. I am about to tell you a plain and beautiful truth. When in +olden times a name was given to this place, it was not Gosport: it was +God's Port; and what Gods port is there throughout the civilised world +in which Jew and Christian alike have not an equal right to live, +despite prejudice, despite bigotry, and despite the unreasonable anger +of large corn-chandlers and respected churchwardens? I wish you, sir, +good-night." + +And having by this time reached the street door, Aaron Cohen opened it +for Mr. Whimpole, and bowed him politely out. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + THE COURSE OF THE SEASONS. + + +Upon Aaron's return to the little parlour he saw that Rachel was +greatly disturbed. + +"My life!" he said, and he folded her in his arms and tenderly +embraced her. "Don't allow such a little thing as this to distress +you; it will all come right in the end." + +"But how you kept your temper," she said; "that is what surprised me." + +"It gave me the advantage of him, Rachel. I was really amused." + +He pinched her cheeks to bring the colour back to them. + +"Some men must be managed one way, some another. And now for +our game of bezique. Mr. Whimpole's visit"--he laughed at the +recollection--"will make me enjoy it all the more." + +There was no resisting his light-heartedness, and he won a smile from +her, despite her anxiety. + +Rachel was not clever enough to discover that it was only by the +cunning of her husband that she won the rub of bezique. He was a keen +judge of human nature, and he knew that this small victory would help +to soothe her. + +The next day was Friday, and the three golden balls were put up, and +the name of Aaron Cohen painted over the shop door. A great many +people came to look, and departed to circulate the news. + +At one o'clock the painting was done, and then Aaron said to his wife, +"I shall be out till the evening. Have you found any one to attend to +the lights and the fire?" + +They were not rich enough to keep a regular servant, and neither of +them ever touched fire on the Sabbath. + +"I have heard of a woman," said Rachel; "she is coming this afternoon +to see me." + +"Good," said Aaron, and, kissing Rachel, went away with a light heart. + +In the afternoon the woman, Mrs. Hawkins, called, and Rachel explained +the nature of the services she required. Mrs. Hawkins was to come to +the house every Friday night to put coals on the fire and extinguish +the lights, and four times on Saturday to perform the same duties. +Rachel proposed eightpence a week, but Mrs. Hawkins stuck out for +tenpence, and this being acceded to, she departed, leaving a strong +flavour of gin behind her. + +When Aaron returned, the two Sabbath candles were alight upon the +snow-white tablecloth, and on the table a supper was spread--fried +fish, white bread, and fresh butter, and in the fender a steaming +coffeepot. Rachel was an excellent cook, and had always been famous +for her fried and stewed fish, which her husband declared were dishes +fit for kings; and, indeed, no one in the land could have desired +tastier or more succulent cooking. + +Aaron washed and said his prayers, and then they sat down to their +meal in a state of perfect contentment. The head of the modest +household broke two small pieces of bread from the loaf, and dipping +them in salt, besought the customary blessing on the bread they were +about to eat; then praised the fish, praised the butter, praised the +coffee, praised his wife, and after a full meal praised the Lord, in a +Song of Degrees, for blessings received: "When the Eternal restored +the captivity of Zion, we were as those who dream. Our mouths were +then filled with laughter, and our tongues with song." + +He had-a rich baritone voice, and Rachel listened in pious delight to +his intoning of the prayer. The supper things were cleared away, the +white tablecloth being allowed to remain because of the lighted +candles on it, which it would have been breaking the Sabbath to lift, +and then there came a knock at the street door. + +"That is the woman I engaged," said Rachel, hurrying into the passage. + +There entered, not Mrs. Hawkins, but a very small girl, carrying a +very large baby. The baby might have been eighteen months old, and the +girl ten years; and of the twain the baby was the plumper. + +Without "With your leave" or "By your leave," the small girl pushed +past Rachel before the astonished woman could stop her, and presented +herself before the no less astonished Aaron Cohen. Her sharp eyes took +in the lighted candles, the cheerful fire, and the master of the house +in one comprehensive flash. With some persons what is known as making +up one's mind is a slow and complicated process, with the small girl +it was electrical. She deposited the large baby in Aaron's lap, +admonishing the infant "to keep quiet, or she'd ketch it," blew out +the candles in two swift puffs, and, kneeling before the grate, +proceeded to rake out the coals. So rapid were her movements that the +fender was half filled with cinders and blazing coals before Rachel +had time to reach the room. + +"In Heaven's name," cried Aaron, "what is the meaning of this?" + +"It's all right, sir," said the small girl, in the dark; "I've come +for aunty." + +"Put down the poker instantly!" exclaimed Aaron. "Your aunty, whoever +she may be, is not here." + +"Tell me somethink I don't know," requested the small girl. "This is +Mr. Cohen's, the Jew, ain't it?" + +"It is," replied Aaron, with despairing gestures, for the baby was +dabbing his face with hands sticky with remnants of sugarstuff. + +"Well, wot are yer 'ollering for? I'm only doing wot aunty told me." + +"And who _is_ your aunty?" + +"Mrs. 'Orkins. Pretend not to know 'er--do! Oh yes, jest you try it +on. Aunty's up to yer, she is. She sed yer'd try to do 'er out of 'er +money, and want 'er to take fippence instid of tenpence." + +"Did she? You have come here by her orders, I suppose?" + +"Yes, I 'ave; to poke out the fire and blow out the candles, and I've +done it." + +"You have," said Aaron, ruefully. "And now, little girl, you will do +as _I_ tell you. Put down that poker. Get up. Feel on the mantelshelf +for a box of matches. I beg your pardon, you are too short to reach. +Here is the box. Take out a match. Strike it. Light the candles. Thank +you. Last, but not least, relieve me of this baby with the sticky +hands." + +The small girl snatched the baby from his arms and stood before him in +an attitude of defiance. For the first time he had a clear view of +her. + +"Heaven save us!" he cried, falling back in his chair. + +Her appearance was a sufficient explanation of his astonishment. To +say that she was ragged, and dirty, and forlorn, and as utterly unlike +a little girl living in civilised society as any little girl could +possibly be, would be but a poor description of her. Her face +suggested that she had been lying with her head in a coal scuttle; she +wore no hat or bonnet; her hair was matted; her frock reached just +below her knees, and might have been picked out of a dust-heap; she +had no stockings; on her feet were two odd boots, several sizes too +large for her and quite worn out, one tied to her ankle with a piece +of grey list, the other similarly secured with a piece of knotted +twine. Her eyes glittered with preternatural sharpness; her cheek +bones stuck out; her elbows were pointed and red; she was all +bone--literally all bone; there was not an ounce of flesh upon her, +not any part of her body that could be pinched with a sense of +satisfaction. But the baby! What a contrast! Her head was round and +chubby, and was covered with a mass of light curls; her hands were +full of dimples; her face was puffed out with superabundant flesh; the +calves of her legs were a picture. In respect of clothes she was no +better off than Mrs. Hawkins's niece. + +"Wot are yer staring at?" demanded the girl. "At you, my child," +replied Aaron, with compassion in his voice. + +"Let's know when yer done," retorted the girl, "and I'll tell yer 'wot +I charge for it." + +"And at baby," added Aaron. + +"That'll be hextra. Don't say I didn't warn yer." + +There were conflicting elements in the situation; its humour was +undeniable, but it had its pathetic side. Aaron Cohen was swayed now +by one emotion, now by another. + +"So you are Mrs. Hawkins's niece," he said, with a twinkle in his +eyes. + +"Yes, I am. Wot 'ave yer got to say agin it?" + +"Nothing. Is baby also Mrs. Hawkins's niece, or nephew?" + +"If you've no objections," said the girl, with excessive politeness, +"she's Mrs. Pond's little gal, and I nusses 'er." + +"I have no objection. What is your name?" + +"Wot it may be, my lordship," replied the girl, her politeness +becoming Arctic, "is one thing--wot it is, is another." + +"You are a clever little girl," said Aaron, smiling and rubbing his +hands, "a sharp, clever little girl." + +"Thank yer for nothink," said the girl. She had reached the North +Pole; it was necessary to thaw her. + +"Upon the mantelshelf," said Aaron, "just behind that beautiful blue +vase, are two penny pieces. Step on a chair--not that cane one, you'll +go through it; the wooden one--and see if you can find them." + +"I see 'em," said the girl, looking down upon Aaron in more senses +than one. + +"They are yours. Put them in your pocket." + +The girl clutched the pennies, jumped from the chair--whereat the baby +crowed, supposing it to be a game provided for her amusement--and +having no pocket, held the money tight in her hand. Visions of +sweetstuff rose before her. The pennies getting warm, the ice in the +North Pole began to melt. But there was a doubt in the girl's mind; +the adventure was almost too good to be true. + +"Yer don't get 'em back," she said; "stow larks, yer know." + +"I don't want them back. And now, perhaps, you will tell me your +name." + +"Prissy. That's the short 'un." + +"The long one is----" + +"Priscilla." + +"A grand name. You ought to have a silk gown, and satin shoes, and a +gold comb." Prissy opened her eyes very wide. The ice was melting +quickly, and the buds were coming on the trees. "And baby's name?" + +"Wictoria Rejiner. That's grander, ain't it?" + +"Much grander. Victoria Regina--a little queen!" Prissy gave baby a +kiss, with pride and love in her glittering eyes. "What makes your +face so black, Prissy?" + +"Coals. Aunty deals in 'em, and ginger-beer, and bundles of wood, and +cabbages, and taters, and oranges, and lemons. And she takes in +washing." + +"You look, Prissy, as if you had very little to eat." + +So genial was Aaron Cohen's voice that spring was coming on fast. + +"I don't 'ave much," said Prissy, with a longing sigh. "I could eat +all day and night if I 'ad the chance." + +"My dear," said Aaron to his wife, "there is some coffee left in the +pot. Do you like coffee, Prissy?" + +"Do I like corfey? Don't I like corfey! Oh no--not me! Jest you try +me!" + +"I will. Give me Victoria Regina. Poke the fire. That's right; you are +the quickest, sharpest little girl in my acquaintance. Pour some water +from the kettle into the coffee-pot. Set it on the fire. Rachel, my +dear, take Prissy and baby into the kitchen and let them wash +themselves, and afterwards they shall have some supper." + +The buds were breaking into blossom; it really was a lovely spring. + +In a few minutes Rachel and the children re-entered the room from +the kitchen, baby with a clean face, and Prissy with a painfully red +and shining skin. Following her husband's instructions, Rachel cut +half-a-dozen slices of bread, upon which she spread the butter with a +liberal hand. Prissy, hugging Victoria Regina, watched the proceedings +in silence. By this time the coffee was bubbling in the pot. + +"Take it off the fire, Prissy," said Aaron Cohen; and in another +minute the little girl, with baby in her lap, was sitting at the table +with a cup of smoking hot coffee, well sugared and milked, which she +was so eager to drink that she scalded her throat. The bread and +butter was perhaps the sweetest that Prissy had ever eaten, and the +coffee was nectar. The baby ate more than Prissy; indeed, she ate so +much and so quickly that she occasionally choked and had to be +violently shaken and patted on the back, but she became tired out at +last, and before Prissy had finished her bounteous meal she was fast +asleep in her nurse's arms. + +Aaron Cohen leaned back in his chair, and gazed with benevolent eyes +upon the picture before him; and as he gazed the sweetest of smiles +came to his lips, and did not leave them. Rachel, stealing to the back +of his chair, put her arms round his neck, and nestled her face to +his. + +It was a most beautiful summer, and all the trees were in flower. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + AARON COHEN PREACHES A SERMON ON LARGE NOSES. + + +The fire was burning brightly, and the old cat which they had brought +with them to Gosport was stretched at full length upon the hearthrug. +The children were gone, and Prissy had received instructions to come +again at ten o'clock to extinguish the candles. It may be said of +Prissy, in respect of her first visit to the house, that she came in +like a lion and went out like a lamb. + +It was a habit on Sabbath eve for Aaron to read to his wife something +from the general literature of the times, or from the newspapers, and +to accompany his reading with shrewd or sympathetic remarks, to which +Rachel always listened in delight. Occasionally he read from a book of +Hebrew prayers, and commented upon them, throwing a light upon poem +and allegory which made their meaning clear to Rachel's understanding. +Invariably, also, he blessed her as Jewish fathers who have not +wandered from the paths of orthodoxy bless their children on the +Sabbath. Now, as she stood before him, he placed his hand on her head, +and said,-- + +"God make thee like Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel, and Leah. May the Eternal +bless and preserve thee! May the Eternal cause His face to shine upon +thee, and be gracious unto thee! May the Eternal lift up His +countenance towards thee, and grant thee peace!" + +It was something more than a blessing; it was a prayer of heartfelt +love. Rachel raised her face to his, and they tenderly kissed each +other. Then he took his seat on one side of the fire, and she on the +other. A prayer-book and one of Charles Dickens's stories were on the +table, but he did not open them; he had matter for thought, and he was +in the mood for conversation. He was in a light humour, which +exhibited itself in a quiet laugh, which presently deepened in volume. + +"I am thinking of the little girl," he explained to Rachel. "It +was amazing the way she puffed out the candles and poked out the +fire--quick as lightning. It was the most comical thing! And her black +face--and Victoria Regina's sticky fingers! Ha, ha, ha!" + +His merriment was contagious, and it drew forth Rachel's; the room was +filled with pleasant sound. + +"I saw Mr. Whimpole to-day," said Aaron, "and I made him a bow, which +he did not return. My Jewish nose offends him. How unfortunate! Yes, +my life, no one can dispute that the Jew has a big nose. It proclaims +itself; it is a mark and a sign. He himself often despises it; he +himself often looks at it in the glass with aversion. 'Why, why, +have I been compelled to endure this affliction?' he murmurs, +and he reflects with envy upon the elegant nose of the Christian. +Short-sighted mortal, not to understand that he owes everything to his +big nose! A great writer--a learned man, who passed the whole of his +life in the study of these matters--proclaims the nose to be the +foundation, or abutment, of the brain. What follows? That the larger +is the nose of a man, the better off for it is the man. Listen, my +dear." He took a book from a little nest of bookshelves, and turned +over the pages. "'Whoever,' says this learned writer, 'is acquainted +with the Gothic arch will perfectly understand what I mean by this +abutment; for upon this the whole power of the arch of the forehead +rests, and without it the mouth and cheeks would be oppressed by +miserable ruins.' He lays down exact laws, which govern the beautiful +(and therefore the large) nose. Its length should equal the length of +the forehead, the back should be broad, its outline remarkably +definite, the sides well defined, and, near the eye, it must be at +least half an inch in breadth. Such a nose, this great authority +declares, is of more worth than a kingdom. It imparts solidity and +unity to the whole countenance; it is the mountain--bear in mind, my +dear, the mountain--that shelters the fair vales beneath. How proud, +then, should I be of my nose, which in some respects answers to this +description! Not in all, no, not in all. I am not so vain as to +believe that my nose is worth more than a kingdom; but when I am told +that a large nose is a sign of sensibility, and of good nature and +good humour, I cannot help a glow of conceited satisfaction stealing +over me. How many great men have you known with small noses? There +are, of course, exceptions, but I speak of the general rule. Our +co-religionist, Benjamin Disraeli--look at his nose; look at the noses +of all our great Jewish musicians and composers--it is because they +are of a proper size that they have become famous. Some time since in +London I had the opportunity of looking over a wonderful Bible--six +enormous volumes published by Mr. Thomas Macklin nearly a century +ago--embellished with grand pictures by the most eminent English +artists; and there I saw the figures of Abraham and Isaac and Jacob, +and other ancestors of ours. There is not a small nose on one of the +faces of these great patriarchs and prophets. The great painters who +drew them had learned from their studies how to delineate the biblical +heroes. Moses the law-giver--what an administrator, what a grand +general was that hero, my dear! How thoroughly he understood men and +human nature! Aaron, the high priest; King Solomon, the man of wisdom; +Isaiah, the prophet and poet--they all had tremendous noses. A big +nose is a grand decoration, and I would sooner possess it than a bit +of red ribbon in my button-hole, or a star on my breast. Indeed, my +life, I have it--the nose of my forefathers!" Aaron made this +declaration in a tone of comic despair. "And, having it, I will not +part with it except with life." + +There was so much playful humour in the dissertation that Rachel +laughed outright. Her laugh was the sweetest in the world, and it fell +like music on Aaron's heart. He smiled, and there was a gleam in his +eyes, and presently he spoke again. + +"I am not aware whether you have ever observed the attraction a big +nose has for children. Take the most popular drama of all ages, 'Punch +and Judy.' Where is the artist who would venture to present Punch +with any but an enormous nose? Are the children frightened at it? No, +they revel in it. Do they sympathise with Judy when she is slain? Not +at all; every whack Punch gives her is greeted with shrieks of +laughter--because of his enormous nose. Introduce two strangers to a +baby, one with a very small nose, the other with a very big nose. Let +them both hold out their arms. Instinctively the baby flies to the man +with the large nose. It is nature's silent voice that instructs the +child. He or she--the sex is not material--instinctively knows which +is the better nose of the two, which is the most promising nose, the +most suggestive of kisses, and jumps in the air, and cakes, and songs, +and all that is dear to a child's heart. The test is infallible. +Nothing will convince me that you did not marry me because of my big +nose." + +"Indeed, dear," said Rachel, still laughing, "I hardly think I would +have married you without it." + +"Then the fact is established. I am about to make a confession to +you, Rachel; I am going to tell you the true reason for my choosing +this place to reside in, where I am separated by a long distance from +the friends of my youth and manhood, and where you, too, my dear +child"--in his moments of tenderness he occasionally addressed her +thus--"will, I fear, be for a time without friends to whom you can +unbosom yourself." + +"I have you, my dear husband," said Rachel, in a tone of deep +affection, drawing closer to him, and slipping her little hand into +his great hand. A fine, large, nervous hand was Aaron Cohen's; a +palmister would have seen great possibilities in it. Rachel's hand, +despite her domestic work, was the hand of a lady; she took a proper +pride in preserving its delicacy and beauty. "I have you, my dear +husband," she said. + +"Yes, my' life, but you used to kiss at least a dozen female friends a +day." + +"I kissed Prissy and the baby to-night." + +"When their faces were washed, I hope. Listen to my confession. +Pride and hard-heartedness drove me from the neighbourhood in which we +were married. A thousand pounds did my dear father--God rest his +soul!--bequeath to me. It dwindled and dwindled--my own fault; I could +not say No. One came to me with a melancholy tale which led to a +little loan; another came, and another, and another. I did not make +you acquainted with the extent of my transgressions. My dear, I +encouraged the needy ones; I even went out of my way to lend, thinking +myself a fine fellow, and flapping my wings in praise of my stupidity. +Not half I lent came back to me. Then business began to fall off, and +I saw that I was in the wrong groove. I had grown into bad ways; and +had I remained much longer in the old neighbourhood I should have been +left without a penny. I thought of our future, of the injustice I was +inflicting upon you. 'I will go,' said I, 'where I am not known, while +I still have a little to earn a living with, among strangers who, when +they borrow, will give me value in return, and where I shall not have +to say to poor friends, "Come to me no more; I am poorer than +yourselves." I have been foolish and weak; I will be wise and strong. +I will grow rich and hard-hearted.' Yes, my dear, that is what I +intend, and my heart will not be oppressed by the sight of suffering +it is out of my power to relieve. Rachel, I am not so clever as I +pretend to be; to speak the truth, I am afraid I am rather given to +crowing; and when it is not alone my own welfare, but the welfare of +one so dear to me as you are, that is concerned, I tremble, I begin to +doubt whether I have done right. Give me your opinion of the step I +have taken." + +She gazed at him with serious, loving, trustful eyes. "It is a wise +step, Aaron, I am sure it is. Whatever you do is right, and I am +satisfied." + +Ten o'clock struck, and a knock at the door announced the faithful +Prissy, come to put the fire out. She entered with the baby in her +arms, sound asleep. She was flushed and excited, and she held her hand +over the right side of her face. + +"Victoria ought to be a-bed," said Rachel, taking a peep at baby. + +"She can't go," retorted Prissy, "afore 'er mother's ready to take +'er." + +"Where is her mother?" asked Aaron. + +"At the Jolly Sailor Boy, enjying of 'erself." + +"Ah! And where is your aunt?" + +"At the Jolly Sailor Boy, too, 'aving a 'arf-quartern. There's been a +reg'lar row there about Mrs. Macrory's flannin peddicut." + +"What happened to it?" + +"It went wrong. Yes, it did. Yer needn't larf. Call me a story, do! I +would if I was you!" + +"No, no, Prissy," said Aaron, in a soothing tone. "How did the flannel +petticoat go wrong?" + +"Nobody knowed at fust. Aunty does Mrs. Macrory's washing, and a lot +more besides, and the things gits mixed sometimes. Aunty can't 'elp +that--'ow can she? So Mrs. Macrory's things was took 'ome without the +peddicut. Mrs. Macrory she meets aunty at the Jolly Sailor Boy, and +she begins to kick up about it. 'Where's my flannin peddicut?' she +ses. ''Ow should I know?' ses aunty. Then wot d'yer think? Mrs. +Macrory sees somethink sticking out of aunty's dress be'ind, and she +pulls at it. 'Why,' she ses, 'you've got it on!' That's wot the row +was about. Aunty didn't know 'ow it come on 'er--she's ready to take +'er oath on that. Ain't it rum?" + +"Very rum. Put out the fire, Prissy. It is time for all good people to +get to bed." + +In the performance of this duty Prissy was compelled to remove her +hand from her face, and when she rose from the floor it was seen that +her right eye was sadly discoloured, and that she was in pain. + +"Oh, Prissy, poor child!" exclaimed Rachel; "you have been hurt!" + +"Yes, mum," said Prissy. "Mrs. Macrory's gal--she's twice as big as +me; you should see 'er legs!--she ses, 'You're in that job,' she ses, +meaning the peddicut; and she lets fly and gives me a one-er on +account." + +Rachel ran upstairs, and brought down a bottle of gillard water, with +which she bathed the bruise, and tied one of her clean white +handkerchiefs over it. Prissy stood quite still, her lips quivering; +it may have been the gillard water that filled the girl's unbandaged +eye with tears. + +"That will make you feel easier," said Rachel. "Blow out the candles +now, and be here at half-past eight in the morning." + +"I'll be sure to be," said Prissy, with a shake in her voice. + +In the dark Aaron Cohen heard the sound of a kiss. + +"Good-night, sir," said the girl. + +"Good-night, Prissy," said Aaron. + +The chain of the street door was put up, and the shutters securely +fastened, and then Aaron and Rachel, hand in hand, went up the dark +stairs to their room. + +"My dear," said Aaron, drowsily, a few minutes after he and his wife +were in bed, "are you asleep?" + +"No, Aaron," murmured Rachel, who was on the border-land of dreams. + +"I've been thinking,"--he dozed off for a moment or two--"I've been +thinking----" + +"Yes, my dear?" + +--"That I wouldn't give Prissy's aunt any flannel petticoats to wash." + +Almost before the words had passed his lips sleep claimed him for its +own. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + A PROCLAMATION OF WAR. + + +On Monday morning Aaron commenced business. In the shop window was a +display of miscellaneous articles ticketed at low prices, and Aaron +took his place behind his counter, ready to dispose of them, ready to +argue and bargain, and to advance money on any other articles on which +a temporary loan was required. He did not expect a rush of customers, +being aware that pawnbroking was a tree of very small beginnings, a +seed which needed time before it put forth flourishing branches. The +security was sure, the profits accumulative. He was confident of the +result. Human necessity, even human frailty, was on his side; all he +had to do was to be fair in his dealings. + +In the course of the day he had a good many callers; some to make +inquiries, some to offer various articles for pledge. Of these latter +the majority were children, with whom he declined to negotiate. "Who +sent you?" "Mother." "Go home and tell her she must come herself." He +would only do business with grown-up people. Setting before himself a +straight and honest rule of life, he was not the man to wander from it +for the sake of a little profit. Of the other description of callers a +fair proportion entered the shop out of idle curiosity. He had +pleasant words for all, and gave change for sixpences and shillings +with as much courtesy as if each transaction was a gain to him; as, +indeed, it was, for no man or woman who entered with an unfavourable +opinion of him (influenced by certain rumours to his discredit which +had been circulated by Mr. Whimpole) departed without having their +minds disturbed by his urbanity and genial manners. "I don't see any +harm in him," was the general verdict from personal evidence; "he's as +nice a spoken man as I ever set eyes on." Many of his visitors went +away laughing at the humorous remarks he had made, which they passed +on from one to another. On the evening of this first day he expressed +his satisfaction at the business he had done. + +"Our venture will turn out well," he said to Rachel. "The flag of +fortune is waving over us." + +It was eight o'clock, and, although he scarcely expected further +custom, he kept the gas burning in the shop window. + +"Light is an attraction," he observed. "It is better than an +advertisement in the papers." + +The evening was fine. He and Rachel were sitting in the parlour, +with the intermediate door open. Aaron was smoking a handsome +silver-mounted pipe and making up his accounts, while his wife was +busy with her needle. Satan could never have put anything in the shape +of mischief in the way of these two pairs of industrious hands, for +they were never idle, except during the Sabbath and the fasts and +holydays, and then it was not idleness, but rest, Divinely ordained. +The silver-mounted pipe was one of Aaron's most precious possessions, +it being his beloved wife's gift to him on his last birthday. He would +not have sold it for ten times its weight in gold. Rachel often held a +light to it after it was filled, and Aaron, with an affectionate +smile, would kiss her white hand in acknowledgment of the service. +There are trifling memorials which are almost human in their +influence, and in the tender thoughts they inspire. At peace with the +world and with themselves, Aaron and his wife conversed happily as +they worked; but malignant influences were at work, of which they were +soon to feel the shock. + +Aaron had put his account books in the safe, and was turning the key, +when the sound of loud voices outside his shop reached their ears. The +voices were those of children, male and female, who were exercising +their lungs in bass, treble, and falsetto. Only one word did they +utter. + +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" + +Rachel started up in alarm, her hand at her heart. Her face was white, +her limbs were trembling. + +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" + +Aaron put the key of the safe in his pocket, and laid down his pipe. +His countenance was not troubled, but his brows were puckered. + +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" + +"It is wicked! it is wicked!" cried Rachel, wringing her hands. "Oh, +how can they be so cruel!" + +Aaron's countenance instantly cleared. He had to think, to act, for +her as well as for himself. With fond endearments he endeavoured to +soothe her; but her agitation was profound, and while these cries of +implied opprobrium continued she could not school herself to calmness. +Not for herself did she fear; it was against her dear, her honoured +husband that this wicked demonstration was made, and she dreaded that +he would be subjected to violence. Stories of past oppressions, +accounts she had read in the newspapers of Jew-baiting in other +countries, flashed into her mind. To her perturbed senses the voices +seemed to proceed from men and women; to Aaron's clearer senses they +were the voices of children, and he divined the source of the insult. +Rachel sobbed upon his breast, and clasped him close to protect him. + +"Rachel, my love, my life!" he said, in a tone of tender firmness. "Be +calm, I entreat you. There is nothing to fear. Have you lost +confidence in your husband? Would you increase my troubles, and make +the task before me more difficult than it is? On my word as a man, on +my faith as a Jew, I will make friends of these foolish children, in +whose outcries there is no deep-seated venom--I declare it, none. They +do not know what they are doing. From my heart I pity them, the young +rascals, and I will wage a peaceful war with them--yes, my life, a +peaceful war--which will confound them and fill them with wonder. I +will make them respect me; I will enrich them with a memory which, +when they are men and women, will make them think of the past with +shame. I will make all my enemies respect me. If you will help me by +your silence and patience, I will turn their bitterness into +thistledown, which I can blow away with a breath. Take heart, my +beloved, dear life of my life! Trust to me, and in the course of a few +days you shall see a wonder. There, let me kiss your tears away. That +is my own Rachel, whose little finger is more precious to me than all +the world beside. Good, good, my own dear wife! Do you think it is a +tragedy that is being enacted by those youngsters? No, no; it is a +comedy. You shall see, you shall see!" + +She was comforted by his words; she drew strength from his strength; +she looked at him in wonder, as he began to laugh even while he was +caressing her, and her wonder increased when she saw that his eyes +fairly shone with humour. + +"Have no fear, my heart," he said; "have not the slightest fear. I am +going to meet them--not with javelin and spear, but with something +still more powerful, and with good temper for my shield." + +"Aaron," she whispered, "are you sure there is no danger?" + +"If I were not sure," he answered, merrily, "I would remain snug in +this room. I am not a man of war; I am a man of peace, and with +peaceful weapons will I scatter the enemy. For your dear sake I would +not expose myself to peril, for do I not know that if I were hurt your +pain would be greater than mine? It is my joy to know it. You will +remain quietly here?" + +"I will, my dear husband. But you will not go into the street?" + +"I shall go no farther than the street door. I shall not need to go +farther." + +He stopped to fill his pipe, and to light it; and then, with loving +kisses and a smile on his lips, he left her. + +When he made his appearance at the shop door there was a sudden hush, +and a sudden scuttling away of the twenty or thirty children who had +congregated to revile him. He remained stationary at the door, smoking +his pipe, and gazing benignantly at them. + +Their fears of chastisement dispelled by his peaceful attitude, they +stopped, looked over their shoulders, and slowly and warily came back, +keeping, however, at a safe distance from him. They found their voices +again; again the reviling cries went forth. + +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" + +"Good children! good children!" said Aaron, in a clear, mellifluous +voice. Then he put his pipe to his mouth again, and continued to +smoke, smiling and nodding his head as if in approval. + +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" + +"Good little boys and girls," said Aaron. "Bravo! bravo! You deserve a +reward. Every labourer is worthy of his hire." + +He drew from his pocket three or four pennies, which, with smiling +nods of his head, he threw among them. + +Instantly came into play other passions--greed, avarice, the +determination not to be defrauded of their due. Falling upon the +money, they scrambled and fought for it. Aaron threw among them two or +three more pennies, and their ardour increased. They scratched, they +kicked, they tumbled over each other; blows were given and returned. +Those who had secured pennies scampered away with them, and, with loud +and vengeful cries, the penniless scampered after them. In a very +little while they had all disappeared. To the victors the spoils, it +is said; but in this instance it really appeared as if victory had +ranged itself on Aaron's side. + +Shaking with internal laughter, he remained on his steps awhile, +puffing at his pipe; then he put up the shutters, locked the street +door, put out the shop lights, and rejoined his wife. + +"My dear," he said, and his voice was so gay that her heart beat with +joy, "that is the end of the first act. They will not come back +to-night." + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + THE BATTLE IS FOUGHT AND WON. + + +"The personal affections by which we are governed," said Aaron Cohen, +seating himself comfortably in his chair, "are, like all orders of +beings to which they come, of various degrees and qualities, and the +smaller become merged and lost in the larger, as the serpents of +Pharaoh's magicians were swallowed up by Aaron's rod. Wisdom is better +than an inheritance, and anger resteth in the bosom of fools. +Moreover, as is observed by Rabbi Chanina, 'Wise men promote peace in +the world.' Such, my dear Rachel, is my aim, and so long as the means +within my reach are harmless, so long will I follow the learned +rabbi's precept. If the human heart were not full of envy and deceit, +what I have done should bring joy to our persecutors; but I will not +pledge myself that it has done so in this instance. On the contrary, +on the contrary. They have something else to think of than calling me +what I am proud to be called--a Jew. How they scratched and fought and +ran!" Aaron paused here to laugh. "The opprobrious cries ceased +suddenly, did they not, Rachel?" + +"They did, and I was very much surprised." + +"You will be more surprised when you hear that I rewarded with modern +shekels the labours of the young rascals who would make our lives a +torment to us." + +"You gave them money!" exclaimed Rachel, in amazement. "Is it possible +you rewarded them for their bad work?" + +"I threw among them seven penny pieces. Yes, yes, I rewarded them. Why +not?" + +"But why?" + +"Ah, why, why? Had I thrown among them seven cannon balls they would +scarcely have been more effective. The truth of this will be made +manifest to our benefit before many days are gone, or Cohen is not my +name. Wife of my soul, I went forth, not with a lion's, but with a +fox's skin. Have I not studied the law? Are not the Cohanim priests, +and are not priests supposed to be men of intelligence and resource? +We read in Proverbs, 'Counsel is mine, and sound wisdom; I have +understanding, I have strength.' Rabbi Meyer says that the study of +the law endows a man with sovereignty, dominion, and ratiocination. He +is slow to anger, ready to forgive an injury, has a good heart, +receives chastisement with resignation, loves virtue, correction, and +admonition. This, perhaps, is going a little too far, and is endowing +a human being with qualities too transcendent; but it is true to a +certain extent, and I have profited by the learned rabbi's words. Ill +fitted should I be to engage in the battle of life if I were not able +to cope with the young rascals who made the night hideous outside our +door, and who, if I am not mistaken; will repeat their performance +to-morrow evening at the same hour." + +"They will come again!" cried Rachel, clasping her hands in despair. + +"They will come again, and again, and yet again, and then--well, then +we shall see what we shall see." + +"You gave them money to-night," said Rachel, sadly, "and they will +return for more." + +"And they will return for more," said Aaron, with complacency. "At +the present moment I should judge that they are engaged in a fierce +contest. When that look comes into your face, my dear, it is an +indication that I have said something you do not exactly understand. +I threw to them seven apples of discord, which the nimblest and the +strongest seized and fled with. But each soldier conceived he +had a right to at least one of the apples, and those who were left +empty-handed laboured under a sense of wrong. They had been robbed by +their comrades. After them they rushed to obtain their portion of the +spoils of war. Then ensued a grand scrimmage in which noses have been +injured and eyes discoloured. Even as we converse the battle is +continued. I am not there, but I see the scene clearly with my mind's +eye." He took a sovereign from his pocket, and regarded it +contemplatively. "Ah, thou root of much evil and of much good, what +have you not to answer for? What blessings is it not in your power to +bestow, what evil passions do you not bring into play? Rachel, my +love, take heart of courage, and when you hear those boys shouting +outside tomorrow night do not be alarmed. Trust in me; everything will +come right in the end." + +The scene which Aaron had drawn from his imagination was as near as +possible to the truth. There had been a battle royal between the boys +and girls for possession of the pennies; noses were put out of joint, +black eyes were given, words of injurious import exchanged, and much +bad blood engendered. The sevenpence for which they fought would have +gone but a little way to pay for the repairs to the clothes which were +torn and rent during the fray. The end of it was that the robbers, +after being kicked and cuffed ignominiously, were not allowed to join +in a compact made by the penniless, to the effect that they would +assemble outside Aaron Cohen's shop to-morrow night and repeat the +tactics which had been so well rewarded, and that all moneys received +should be equally divided between the warriors engaged. One Ted Kite +was appointed commander, to organise the expedition and to see fair +play. + +Accordingly, on Tuesday night a score or so of boys and girls +presented themselves in front of the shop, and commenced shouting, +"Jew! Jew! Jew!" the fugleman being Ted Kite, who proved himself well +fitted for the task. + +"There he is, there he is!" said the youngsters eagerly, as Aaron made +his appearance on the doorstep; and, inspired by their captain, they +continued to fire. + +"Good children, good children," said Aaron, with good-humoured smiles, +and continuing to smoke his silver-mounted pipe. "Very well done, very +well done indeed!" + +"Ain't he going to throw us nothink?" they asked each other anxiously, +their greedy eyes watching Aaron's movements. They were kept rather +long in suspense, but at length Aaron's hand sought his pocket, and +half a dozen pennies rattled on the stones. Despite their compact down +they pounced, and fought and scratched for them as on the previous +night, the fortunate ones scudding away as on the first occasion, +followed by their angry comrades. They were caught, and compelled to +disgorge; the pennies were changed into farthings, and each soldier +received one for his pay; the two or three that were left were spent +in sweetstuff. + +"What a game!" the children exclaimed, and appointed to meet on the +following night to continue the pastime. + +On this third night they were kept waiting still longer. Aaron Cohen +did not make his appearance so quickly, and several minutes elapsed +before the pennies were thrown to them. On the first night he had +disbursed seven, on the second night six, on this third only four. +There was the usual fighting for them, and the usual scampering away; +but when the sum-total was placed in the hands of Ted Kite a great +deal of dissatisfaction was expressed. Only fourpence! They doubted +the correctness of the sum; they were sure that more had been thrown; +one girl said she counted eight, and others supported her statement. +Who had stolen the missing pennies? They quarrelled and fought again; +they regarded each other with suspicion; doubts were thrown upon the +honesty of the captain. Off went his coat instantly; off went the +coats of other boys; the girls, having no coats to throw off, tucked +up their sleeves; and presently six or seven couples were hitting, +scratching, and kicking each other. Much personal damage was done, and +more bad blood engendered. The warfare was not by any means of a +heroic nature. + +Nevertheless they assembled on the fourth night, and were kept waiting +still longer before they were paid. Aaron did not show his liberality, +however, until he had had a conference with the captain. His keen eyes +had singled out Ted Kite, and he beckoned to him. Ted hesitated; he +was only a small boy; Aaron Cohen was a big man, and in a personal +contest could have disposed of him comfortably. + +"Yah, yer coward!" cried the rank and file to their captain. "What are +yer frightened at? What did we make yer captain for?" + +Thus taunted, Ted Kite ventured to approach the smiling foe. + +"Come a little nearer," said Aaron; "I am not going to hurt you. I +wish you to do me a favour." + +Ted, with a sidelong look over his shoulders at his army, as if +appealing to it to rush to his rescue in case he was seized, shuffled +forward. Aaron Cohen held out his hand; Ted Kite timidly responded, +and was surprised at the friendly grip he received. + +"You are the leader," said Aaron, in his most genial voice. + +"Yes, Mr. Cohen," replied Ted, growing bold, "I'm the captain." + +"Clever lad, clever captain! Here's a penny for you. Don't let them +see you take it. It is for you alone. They will do as you tell them, +of course." + +"I'll let 'em know it if they don't." + +"It's right you should. I think it is very kind of you to come here as +you do, but I want you to oblige me and not come to-morrow night It is +Friday, and the shop will be closed; so you would be wasting your +time. That would be foolish, would it not?" + +"Yes, it would," said Ted, somewhat bewildered. "Shall we come on +Saturday night?" + +"Certainly, if you think proper. Then you will not be here to-morrow?" + +"We won't, as you'd rather not, Mr. Cohen." + +"Thank you, I am really obliged to you. Now go and join your army." + +Ted Kite turned away, walked a step or two, and returned. + +"But I say, Mr. Cohen----" + +"Well, my lad?" + +"Do you like it?" + +"Do I like it?" echoed Aaron, With a sly chuckle. "Should I speak to +you as I am doing if I didn't? I think it is very nice of you; very +nice, very nice indeed!" + +"Oh!" said Ted, in a crest-fallen tone. As Aaron took pleasure in the +persecution, it was not half such good fun as it had been. "He says he +likes it," he said to his comrades, when he was among them. + +"How much did he give yer?" they inquired, feeling as he did in +respect of the fun of their proceedings. + +"He didn't give me nothink." + +"We sor him hold out his hand to yer," they protested. + +"You sor us shake hands, that's what yer saw. Let's get on with the +game; we don't want to be kept waiting here all night." + +They went on with the game, calling "Jew! Jew! Jew!" half-heartedly. +Putting the pecuniary reward out of the question, it was a game that +was becoming rather monotonous. They had to call for quite a quarter +of an hour before Aaron paid them; and this time he paid them with two +pennies only. The children fell on the ground, and scraped the stones +for more, but found none; and they retired grumbling, discontented, +and suspicious of each other's honesty. + +On Friday night, the Sabbath eve, Aaron and Rachel had peace; and on +Saturday night the children made their appearance again and gave forth +their chorus. Aaron came to the door, and stood there, smoking his +pipe, and smiling at them; but he did not throw any pennies to them. +They did not know what to make of it. Their voices grew weaker and +weaker, they wandered about discontentedly, they declared it was not +fair on Mr. Cohen's part. "We'll try him agin on Monday night," they +said. + +They tried him again on Monday night, and he stood on his steps, +commending them, but he gave them no more pennies. There was no heart +whatever now in their invectives. They were not philosophers, and did, +not know that the course Aaron had pursued had taken the sting out of +their tails. "He likes it," they said to one another, as they strolled +off moodily, "and he wants us to come here and scream our throats dry +without being paid for it. Well, we ain't going to do it. We won't +call him Jew any more, if he wants us ever so much. It ain't likely, +now, is it? What does he mean by treating us so shabby?" These young +rapscallions thought the world was out of joint. + +On this Monday night an incident occurred which never came to Aaron's +ears. Prissy, hearing of the annoyance to which the Cohens were +subjected, made her appearance as the boys were wandering +disconsolately away, and without wasting time in asking questions, +darted like a tiger-cat upon the biggest of them, and fixed her +fingers in his hair. She had left Victoria Regina asleep on the coals +in her aunt's shop, and had, so to speak, girded up her loins for the +contest, by pinning up her ragged skirts and tucking up her sleeves to +the shoulder. "What's that for?" cried the boy, struggling to get +free. Prissy vouchsafed no explanation; the only words she uttered +were addressed to the other boys. "Fair play. One at a time. I'm only +a gal." Chivalry was not dead. They stood round the combatants, and +witnessed the fight without interfering. It was a desperate encounter. +Many an ugly blow did Prissy receive; but she depended upon her +talons, and pulled such quantities of hair out of the big boy's head, +and scratched his face so dreadfully, that he was at length driven to +tears and entreaties to her to leave off. "Do yer want any more?" +screamed Prissy, whose breath was almost gone. The big boy's answer +was to run away, whimpering, and the other boys hooted him as he fled. +"Would any other boy like to come on?" demanded the panting Prissy. +Not one accepted the challenge, and Prissy, glaring at them as they +followed their vanquished comrade, went back to Victoria Regina, and +shed copious tears of indignant satisfaction over the sleeping babe. + +In this way it was that Aaron Cohen fought the battle and gained a +bloodless victory. He laughed in his sleeve as he thought of it, and +laughed aloud in his cosy little parlour when he related the whole +affair to Rachel. + +"One shilling and eightpence has it cost me, my love," he said, "and I +do not grudge the money. Show 'me the battle that has been won for +less." + +Rachel was greatly relieved; but her dominant feeling was admiration +for her husband's wisdom. + +"I do not believe any other man in the world would have thought of +it," she said; and though Aaron shook his head in modest deprecation, +he was justified in inwardly congratulating himself upon his astute +tactics. + +The story got about, and the townspeople were much amused by it. "Mr. +Cohen's a clever fellow," they said. He grew to be respected by them, +and as the weeks passed by and it was seen that he was not only a +fair-dealing but a kindly-hearted man, the innuendoes which Mr. +Whimpole continued to circulate about him produced a very small +effect. Mr. Whimpole was not pleased; where is the man who would have +been in his position? Talking one night with Rachel over the animosity +the corn-chandler bore towards the Jews, Aaron said,-- + +"I have no doubt, my dear, that he is quite conscientious, and that he +considers his prejudices to be the outcome of a just conviction. +Doubtless his parents had the same conviction, and he imbibed it from +them. There are thousands of people who agree with him, and there are +worse persecutions than that to which we have been subjected. Look at +that infamously-governed country, Russia, which, in the maps, ought to +be stamped blood-red, with a heavy mourning border around it! The +wretches who inflict incredible sufferings upon countless innocent +beings call themselves Christians. They are not Christians, they are +fiends, and a judgment will fall upon them. Spain, once the greatest +of nations, fell into decay when the Jews deserted it. So will it be +with other nations that oppress the Jew. Let Germany look to it. It is +easy to arouse the evil passions of human beings, but a brand of fire +shall fall upon the heads of those who are employed in work so vile." + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + JOY AND SORROW. + + +Perhaps, however, to Rachel may chiefly be ascribed the general esteem +in which the Cohens were held by the townsfolk. Charitable, kind, and +gentle by nature, she was instinctively drawn to all poor people who +had fallen into misfortune. Here there was no question of Jew and +Christian. A human being was in trouble; that was sufficient for this +dear woman, whose heart bled at the sight of suffering. Upon her +sympathetic ears no tale of distress could fall without bearing fruit. +Now it was a basin of nourishing soup, now a mould of jelly, now part +of a chicken, cooked by herself, and paid for out of her housekeeping +money. She won friends everywhere, and her sweet face was like a ray +of sunshine in the homes of the poor. It was not at all uncommon to +hear that her timely assistance had been the means of restoring to +health those who had been stricken down. She walked through life as an +angel of mercy might have done, and spiritual flowers grew about her +feet. + +Of all the friends who sounded her praises none were more enthusiastic +than little Prissy, who came now regularly to the house to do domestic +work. + +Anxious to increase his trade, Aaron had stocked his shop with such +articles of wear and adornment which were most in request. He had not +the means to pay ready money for the stock, but through a friend in +Portsmouth, Mr. Moss, with whom the readers of this story have already +become acquainted, he obtained credit from wholesale dealers who would +have been chary to trust him without a sufficient recommendation. +Apart from the pleasures which his modest success in business afforded +him, there was a happiness in store for him to which he looked forward +with a sense of profound gratitude. Rachel was about to become a +mother. To this fond couple, who lived only for each other, there +could be no greater joy than this. They had lost their firstborn, and +God was sending another child to bless their days. They never closed +their eyes at night, they never rose in the morning, without offering +a prayer of thanks to the Most High for His goodness to them. They saw +no cloud gathering to darken their happiness. + +It was an ordinary event, for which Aaron could hardly have been +prepared. + +They had been eleven months in Gosport when one morning Aaron, rising +first and going down to his shop, found that burglars had been at +work. They had effected an entrance at the back of the house, and had +carried away the most valuable articles in the window. The loss, Aaron +calculated, would not be less than a hundred pounds. + +It was, to him, a serious loss; he had commenced with a very small +capital, and his earnings during the year had left only a small margin +over his household and trade expenses. His business was growing, it is +true, but for the first six months he had barely paid his way; it was +to the future he looked to firmly establish himself, and now in one +night all his profits were swept away. More than this; if he were +called upon to pay his debts he would have but a few pounds left. +Rachel, whose health the last week or two had been delicate, her +confinement being so near, was in bed by his directions; he had +forbidden her to rise till ten o'clock. It was a matter to be thankful +for; he could keep the shock of the loss from her; in her condition +bad news might have a serious effect upon her. + +He set everything in order, spoke no word of what had occurred to his +wife, re-arranged the shop window, and took down the shutters. In the +course of the day he told Rachel that he intended to close a couple of +hours earlier than usual; he had to go to Portsmouth upon business in +the evening, and should be absent probably till near midnight. + +"You will not mind being alone, my love?" he said. + +"Oh no," she answered, with a tender smile; "I have plenty to occupy +me." + +She had been for some time busy with her needle preparing for her +unborn child. + +"But you must go to bed at ten," said Aaron. "I shall lock the shop, +and take the key of the back door with me, so that I can let myself +in." + +She promised to do as he bade her, and in the evening he left her to +transact his business. He had no fear that she would be intruded upon; +it was not likely that the house would be broken into two nights in +succession; besides, with the exception of some pledges of small value +which he kept in the safe, where they were secure from burglars, there +was little now to tempt thieves to repeat their knavish doings. So +with fond kisses he bade her goodnight. + +They stood facing each other, looking into each other's eyes. Rachel's +eyes were of a tender grey, with a light so sweet in them that he +never looked into them unmoved. He kissed them now with a strange +yearning at his heart. + +"I hope baby's eyes will be like yours, dear love," he said; "the soul +of sweetness and goodness shines in them." + +She smiled happily, and pressed him fondly to her. Ah, if he had +known! + +His first business was with the police. He went to the station, and +telling the inspector of his loss, said that he wished it to be kept +private, because of his fear that it might reach his wife's ears. The +inspector replied that it would be advisable under any circumstances. +Leaving in the officer's hands a list of the articles that had been +stolen, he proceeded to Portsmouth to consult his friend Mr. Moss. +That good-hearted gentleman was deeply concerned at the news. + +"It is a serious thing, Cohen," he said. + +"A very serious thing," replied Aaron, gravely; "but I shall overcome +it, Only I require time. I promised to pay some bills to-morrow, and +as I shall need a little stock to replace what I have lost, it will +cramp me to do so now." + +He mentioned the names of the tradesmen to whom he had given the +promise, and asked Mr. Moss to call upon them in the morning and +explain the matter to them. + +"They will not lose their money," he said; "it will not take me very +long to make everything right." + +"I will see them," said Mr. Moss, "and I am sure they will give you +time. Aaron Cohen's name is a sufficient guarantee." + +"I hope it will always be," replied Aaron. "It is very unfortunate +just now, because I have extra expenses coming on me. The nurse, the +doctor----" + +"I know, I know. How is Mrs. Cohen?" + +"Fairly well, I am glad to say. She knows nothing of what has +occurred." + +"Of course not. How could you tell her while she is like that? When +Mrs. Moss is in the same way I am always singing and laughing and +saying cheerful things to her. Between you and me, we expect an +addition ourselves in about four months." + +"Indeed! That will make----" + +"Twelve," said Mr. Moss, rubbing his hands briskly together. "Increase +and multiply. It's our bounden duty; eh, Cohen?" + +"Yes," said Aaron, rather absently. "And now I must go; it will be +late before I reach home, and for all Rachel's promises I expect she +will keep awake for me. Good-night, and thank you." + +"Nothing to thank me for. Good-night, and good luck." + +When Aaron returned to Gosport it was midnight. Winter was coming on, +and it was cold and dark. Buttoning his coat close up to his neck, he +hastened his steps. + +He was not despondent. Misfortune had fallen upon him, but he had +confidence in himself; and, despite the practical common sense which +showed itself in all his actions, there was in his nature an +underlying current of spiritual belief in Divine assistance towards +the successful accomplishment of just and worthy endeavour. That it is +man's duty to do right, to work, to pray, to be considerate to his +neighbours, to make his home cheerful, to be as charitable as his +means will allow--this was his creed; and it was strengthened by his +conviction that God made Himself manifest even upon earth in matters +of right and wrong. He did not relegate the expiation of transgression +to the future; he did not believe that a man could wipe out the sins +of the past year by fasting, and praying, and beating his breast on +the Day of Atonement. Wrong-doing was not to be set aside and +forgotten until a convenient hour for repentance arrived. That was the +conduct of a man who tried to cheat his conscience, who deluded +himself with the hope that the Eternal sometimes slept. Daily, hourly, +a man must keep watch over himself and his actions. This had been his +rule of life; and it contributed to his happiness, and to the +happiness of those around him. + +He was within a quarter of a mile of his residence when he was +conscious of an unseen disturbance in the air; and presently he saw a +distant glare in the sky, and the faint echoes of loud voices stole +upon his senses. Agitated as he had been by what had transpired during +this long unfortunate day, he could not at first be certain whether +these signs were real or imaginary; but he soon discovered that they +did not spring from his imagination. The glare in the sky became +plainly visible, the loud voices reached his cars. There was a fire in +the town, and he was proceeding towards it. Instantly his thoughts, +his fears, centred upon Rachel. He ran forward quickly, and found +himself struggling through an excited crowd. Flames shot upwards; the +air was filled with floating sparks of fire. Great God! It was his own +house that was being destroyed by the devouring element. He did not +heed that; the destruction of his worldly goods did not affect him. + +"My wife!" he screamed. "Where is my wife?" + +By main force they held him back, for he was rushing into the flames. + +"Let me go!" he screamed. "Where is my wife?" + +"It is all right, Mr. Cohen," a number of voices replied. "She is +saved!" + +"Thank God, oh, thank God!" he cried. "Take me to her. Where is she?" + +He cared not for the ruin that had overtaken him; like cool water to a +parched throat had come the joyful news. + +"Take me to her. In the name of Heaven, tell me where she is!" + +She was in a house, at a safe distance from the fire, and thither he +was led. Rachel was lying on a couch in her nightdress; sympathising +people were about her. + +"Rachel, Rachel!" he cried, and fell upon his knees by her side. + +She did not answer him; she was insensible. + +"Do not agitate yourself," said a voice. It was that of a physician +who had been attending to her. "Be thankful that she lives." + +"O Lord, I thank Thee!" murmured the stricken man. "My Rachel lives!" + +What mattered all the rest? What mattered worldly ruin and +destruction? The beloved of his heart was spared to him. + +"You are a sensible man, Mr. Cohen," said the physician, "and you must +be calm for her sake. In her condition there will be danger if she +witnesses your agitation when she recovers." + +"I will be calm, sir," said Aaron, humbly. "She is all I have in the +world." + +He made no inquiries as to the cause of the fire; he did not stir from +Rachel's side, but sat with his eyes fixed upon her pallid face. The +physician remained with them an hour, and then took his departure, +saying he would return early in the morning, and leaving instructions +to Aaron what to do. + +At sunrise Rachel awoke. Passing one hand over her eyes, she held out +the other in a groping, uncertain way. Aaron took it in his, and held +it fondly; the pallor left her cheeks. + +"It is you, my dear?" she murmured. + +"Yes, it is I, my life!" he said, in a low and gentle tone. + +"You are well--you are safe?" + +"I am well; I am safe," he replied. "And you, Rachel, how do you +feel?" + +"I have a slight headache. It will soon pass away. Oh, my dear +husband, how thankful I am! When did you return?" + +"Not till you were taken from the house. Do not talk now. Rest, rest, +my beloved!" + +The endearing words brought a glad smile to her lips. + +"I will sleep presently, Aaron. Is the doctor here?" + +"No, but he will come soon. Shall I go for him?" + +"I can wait, dear; when he comes I should like to speak to him alone." + +"You are hurt!" he said, alarmed. "Tell me!" + +"I am not hurt, dear; it is only that my head aches a little. He will +give me something to relieve me. Have no fear for me, Aaron; I am in +no danger; indeed, indeed, I am not!" + +"God be praised!" + +She drew his head to her breast, and they lay in silence awhile, +fondly embracing. + +"Let me tell you, dear, and then I will go to sleep again. I went to +bed at ten, as you bade me, and though I had it in my mind to keep +awake for you I could not do so. I do not know how long I slept, but I +awoke in confusion, and there was a strong glare in my eyes. I hardly +remember what followed. I heard voices calling to me--Prissy's voice +was the loudest, I think--and then I felt that strong arms were around +me, and I was being carried from the house. That is all, my dear, till +I heard your voice, here. Where am I?" + +He informed her; and then, holding him close to her, she fell asleep +again. As the clock struck nine the physician entered the room, and +Aaron told him what had passed. + +"I can spare half an hour," said the physician. "Go and see after your +affairs. I will not leave her till you return." + +Kissing Rachel tenderly, and smoothing the hair from her forehead, +Aaron left the house, and went to his own. Before he departed he +learned from the kind neighbours, who had given Rachel shelter, that +they were not in a position to keep her and Aaron with them, and he +said that he would make arrangements to remove her in the course of +the day, if the doctor thought it would be safe to do so. His own +house, he found, was completely destroyed, but he heard of another at +no great distance, which was to be let furnished for a few weeks; and +this he took at once, and installed Prissy therein, to light fires and +get the rooms warm. The arrangement completed, he hastened back to +Rachel, between whom and the physician a long consultation had taken +place during his absence. At the conclusion of their conversation she +had asked him one question,-- + +"Shall I be so all my life, doctor?" + +"I fear so," was his reply. + +"My poor husband!" she murmured. "My poor, dear husband! Say nothing +to him, doctor, I implore you. Let him hear the truth from my lips." + +He consented, not sorry to be spared a painful duty. "She is +surprisingly well," he said to Aaron, "and in a few days will be able +to get about a little, though you must not expect her to be quite +strong till her child is born." + +The news was so much better than Aaron expected, that he drew a deep +breath of exquisite relief. + +"Can she be removed to-day with safety?" he asked. + +"I think so. She will be happier with you alone. Give me your new +address; I will call and see her there this evening." + +At noon she was taken in a cab to her new abode and Aaron carried her +in, and laid her on the sofa before a bright fire. In the evening the +physician called according to his promise. "She is progressing +famously," he said to Aaron. "Get her to bed early, and it may be +advisable that she should keep there a few days. But I shall speak +more definitely about this later on. Mr. Cohen, you have my best +wishes. You are blessed with a noble wife." Tears shone in Aaron's +eyes. "Let me impress upon you," continued the doctor, "to be strong +as she is strong; but at present, with the birth of her child so near, +it is scarcely physical power that sustains her. She is supported by a +spiritual strength drawn from her love for you and her unborn babe." + +With these words the physician left them together. Prissy was gone, +and Aaron and Rachel were alone. + +They exchanged but few words. Rachel still occupied the couch before +the fire, and as she seemed to be dozing Aaron would not disturb her. +Thus an hour passed by, and then Rachel said,-- + +"The doctor advises me to go to bed early. Will you help me up, dear?" + +She stood on her feet before him, and as his eyes rested on her face a +strange fear entered his heart. + +"Come, my life!" he said. + +"A moment, dear husband," she said. "I have something to tell you, +something that will grieve you. I do not know how it happened, nor +does the good doctor know. He has heard of only one such case before. +I am not in pain; I do not suffer. It is much to be grateful for, and +I am humbly, humbly grateful. It might have been so much worse!" + +"Rachel, my beloved!" said Aaron, placing his hands on her shoulders. + +"Keep your arms about me, my honoured husband. Let me feel your dear +hands, your dear face. Kiss me, Aaron. May I tell you now?" + +"Tell me now, my beloved." + +"Look into my eyes, dear. I cannot look into yours. Dear husband, I am +blind!" + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + DIVINE CONSOLATION. + + +The shock of this revelation was so overwhelming that for a few +moments Aaron was unable to speak. In the words of the prophet, "His +tongue clave to the roof of his mouth." His soul was plunged in +darkness, and a feeling of passionate rebellion racked his heart. That +upon his sweet and innocent wife should have fallen an infliction so +awful seemed to blot all brightness out of the world. Nay, more--it +seemed to be so opposed to the principle of justice as to render it a +mockery and a snare. The sentiment which animated him was one of +horror and indignation, and he yielded to it unresistingly. What had +Rachel done to deserve the cruel blow? Her life had been a life of +purity and innocence; her religious obligations had been zealously +fulfilled; in her home her duties had been faithfully and cheerfully +performed; to the poor she had been a ministering angel; she had +walked truly in the ways of God. Not with a crown of sorrow, but with +a crown of glory should she have been crowned And was it not natural +that he should rebel against it? He was her champion, her protector, +her defender; she had no one else. Should he stand tamely by and show +no sense of the injustice which had been inflicted upon her? + +Very, very rarely had Aaron been dominated by so stubborn a mood; +very, very rarely had he allowed it to take possession of him; and +never in a single instance on his own account. Mere worldly +misfortune, however disastrous in its effect, he had invariably met +with philosophic calm and fortitude. Many reverses had attended him, +and he had borne them bravely, as a man should, as it was a man's duty +to do. With a courage which may be said to be heroic had he accepted +each successive stroke, and had immediately applied himself to the +task of repairing the breach. No fainthearted soldier he, sitting down +and weeping by the roadside when he received a wound. To be up and +doing, that was his creed. These were but ordinary checks, which a man +must be prepared to encounter in his course through life; weak indeed +would he prove himself to be who did not at once set to work manfully +and energetically to make the best, instead of the worst, of each +rebuff. Aaron's keen gift of humour and his talent for justifiable +device were of immense assistance to him in these encounters, and in +his conversations with Rachel he was in the habit of throwing so droll +a light upon the difficulties with which he was contending, that he +lifted from her heart and from his own a weight which otherwise would +have remained there and impeded his efforts. He treated every personal +ailment which visited him, and every little accident he met with, in +the same fashion, laughing away Rachel's distress, and bearing his +pain without the least symptom of querulousness. "You seem almost to +like pain, my dear," she had said. "There is pleasure in pain," he had +answered; "think of the relief." Thus did he make the pack upon his +shoulders easy to carry, and thus did he contribute to Rachel's +enjoyment of life. + +Over and above these lesser features in his character reigned the +great factors truth and justice. Temptations he had had, as all men +have, but he was, happily, so constituted that he had not to fight +them down; they were destroyed in their suggestion. It was with him an +impossibility to advance his own interests by deceit and subterfuge, +to make money by cheating his neighbour. He took no credit to himself +that he was never guilty of a meanness; it was simply that it was not +in his nature to fall so low, and that he walked instinctively in the +right path. He had a soul of pity for misfortune, and had frequently +conversed with Rachel upon the doctrine of responsibility, arguing +that children born of vicious parents should not be made accountable +for their evil acts to the fullest extent. "It is an inheritance," he +argued, "and it is not they who are wholly guilty. My parents gave me +an inheritance of cheerfulness and good temper, and I am more grateful +for it than I should be if they had left me a large bag of gold." Upon +questions of right and wrong his good sense and his rectitude led him +unerringly to the just side, and when he had a stake in a decision he +was called upon to make in such or such an issue he never for a moment +hesitated. To have benefited himself at the expense of justice would +have been in his eyes a sin which was not to be forgiven. A sin of +unconscious omission could be expiated, but a sin of deliberate +commission would have weighed for ever on his soul. Could such a man +as this, a devout and conscientious Jew, faithful every day of his +life in the observances of his religion, with a firm belief in the +mercy and goodness of the Eternal God, and with the principles of +truth and justice shining ever before him, be guilty of such a sin? It +will be presently seen. + +So far himself, considered as an entity. Had he been alone in life, +with no other life so welded into his own as to be inseparable from +it, it is scarcely possible that he could have been guilty of a +conscious wrong, for his soul would have risen in revolt against the +suggestion. Had he been alone, misfortunes might have fallen upon him +unceasingly, poverty might have been his lot through all his days, +disease might have racked his bones--he would have borne all with +tranquillity and resignation, and would have lifted up his voice in +praise of the Most High to his last hour. Of such stuff are martyrs +made; from such elements springs the lofty ideal into which, once in a +generation, is breathed the breath of life, the self-sacrificing hero +who sheds his blood and dies with a glad light on his face in the +battle of right against might, in the battle of weak innocence against +the ruthless hand of power. But Aaron was not alone; Rachel was by his +side, leaning upon his heart, looking to him for joy, for peace, for +happiness. And when he suffered, it was through her he suffered; and +when he was oppressed with sorrow, it was through her he sorrowed. So +keen was his sympathy with her, so intense was his love for her, that +if only her finger ached he was in pain. We are but human after all, +and no man can go beyond a man's strength. Legends are handed down to +us of Divine inspiration falling upon a man who, thus spiritually +directed and inspired, becomes a leader, a hero, a prophet; but in +that man's heartstrings are not entwined the tender fingers of wife +and children. He communes with nature, he hears voices in the forest, +the rustling leaves whisper to him, the solemn trees, rearing their +stately forms to the dark skies, bear a message to his soul, he sees +visions in the dead of night; but he hears not the voice of his +beloved, he beholds not the angelic face of his sleeping child in its +crib. As blades of grass, which we can rub into nothingness between +our fingers, force their upward way to air and sunshine through +adamantine stones, as rocks are worn away by the trickling of drops of +water, so may a man's sublimest qualities, so may a man's heart and +soul, be pierced and reft by human love. + +It was this absorbing sentiment that agitated Aaron when Rachel +revealed to him that she was blind, it was this that struck him dumb. + +Meekly and patiently she stood before him--he had fallen back a +step--and waited for him to speak. He did not utter a word. + +Presently her sweet voice stole upon his senses. + +"Aaron, my beloved, why are you silent? why do you not speak to me?" + +He lifted his head and groaned. + +"Ah, do not groan, dear husband," she continued. "It is for me you +suffer; but I am not suffering--did I not tell you so? It is, indeed, +the truth. Look into my face; you will see no pain there. All is well +with us; all will be well with us; the future is glad and bright. And +remember, dear, I need you more than ever now. Next to God, you are my +rock, my salvation. He has cast this affliction upon me out of His +goodness and wisdom. Humbly, gratefully, I thank Him. Let us lift up +our voices in His praise." + +And from her lips flowed, in the ancient tongue, the sublime prayer: + +"Hear, O Israel, the Eternal, our God, the Eternal is One. And thou +shalt love the Eternal thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy +soul, and with all thy might. And these words which I command thee +this day shall be in thine heart. And thou shalt teach them diligently +unto thy children, and shall speak of them when thou sittest in thine +house, and when thou walkest by the way, when thou liest down, and +when thou risest up." + +An angel's voice could not have been more melodious and sweet, and the +beauty of the prayer acquired truly a Divine strength through Rachel's +intoning of the pious words. But it was not only her voice that +resounded in the room. The moment she commenced to pray rebellion +against Fate's decree melted out of Aaron's heart, and pity took its +place. He was restored to his better self. Holding her hand, he joined +her in the prayer, but not in so loud a voice as usual; she was the +teacher now, and he the pupil; he followed her, as it were, and was +led by her; and when the prayer was ended her head sank upon his +breast, and her arms entwined themselves around his neck. + +"You are resigned, my dear?" she whispered. + +"I bow my head," he answered. "The Lord's will be done." + +"I could not keep it from you any longer. I was blind when I opened my +eyes in the house of the good people who gave me shelter; I was blind +when you sat by my side there; but I feared to tell you; I wished to +speak to the doctor first. It was so strange, so sudden, that I hoped +it would not last. I awoke with the cry of fire in my ears, and, as I +leapt from bed, the bright glare of the flames seemed to strike sight +out of my eyes. I fainted, and remember nothing more, only that when I +opened my eyes again I could not see. It was merciful that there was +no pain. Oh, my dear husband, I am so sorry for you; so sorry, so +sorry!" + +"Rachel, dear Rachel, dear life of my life, it is not for me you +should grieve--it is for yourself." + +"No, dear love, I do not grieve for myself. Should I not rather +rejoice? Because I know, I know,"--she put his hand to her lips and +kissed it, then held it to her heart--"that you will bear with me, +that I shall not be a trouble to you." + +"A trouble to me, Rachel! You are dearer to me than ever, more +precious to me than ever. Oh, my dear! I never loved you as I love you +now!" + +"How sweet, how sweet!" she murmured. "How beautiful is life! No woman +was ever blessed as I am blessed! And soon, dear love, we shall have +with us another evidence of the Lord's great mercy. Our child, our +darling, will be here! Ah, what happiness!" + +She hid her face upon his breast. + +Was there already in her heart the shadow of an abiding sorrow +springing from the knowledge that she would never see the face of her +unborn child, that she would never be able to look into the beautiful +eyes which in a short time would open upon the world? Aaron had hoped +that baby's eyes would be like hers, but she would never know from +personal evidence whether they were or not. If such a sorrow was +making itself felt she kept it to herself and guarded it jealously, +lest Aaron should participate in it. Her face was radiant as they +continued to converse, and by her loving words she succeeded in +thoroughly banishing from Aaron's soul the rebellious promptings by +which he had first been agitated. + +Thus did Rachel, to whom the light of the universe was henceforth as +night, become the divine consoler in the home. + +"I am tired, dear. Will you lead me to our room?" + +He took her in his arms and carried her up, as he would have carried a +child; and this new office of love, and indeed everything he did for +her, drew them spiritually closer to each other. + +When she was in bed she asked him to tell her about the fire, and if +he would be a great loser by it. He softened the loss, said that he +was well insured, that they had a good friend in Mr. Moss, and that it +would not be long before he was On his feet again. Content and +happiness were expressed on her face as she listened. + +"It will be a comfort to you to know," he said, "that no one will lose +anything by me; every demand will be met, every penny will be paid. In +my mansion"--his study of the law and his devotion to his faith led +him occasionally into a biblical phrase--"are three stars. First, the +Eternal God; next, you, my beloved; next, our good name." + +"That is safe in your keeping, dear," she said. + +"And will ever be, so far as human endeavour can aid me. You will be +glad to hear, too, that the townspeople sympathise with us in our +trouble." + +"I am very glad: it was proved by the kindness that was shown to me +when I was taken out of the fire. Who that lives to know you does not +learn to honour you?" + +She held his hand in a tender clasp, and kissed it repeatedly. + +"I will tell you something. I am beginning already to acquire a new +sense. When you look at me I feel it. You are looking at me now. When +your eyes are not on my face I know it. I shall learn a good deal very +soon, very soon! I do not intend to be a burden to you." + +This was said with tender gaiety. + +"You can never be that." He touched her eyes. "Henceforth I am your +eyes. It is a poor return; for you, Rachel, are my very life." + +"Dear husband! Dear love! Kiss me. I want to fall asleep with those +words in my ears. You will not stop up long?" + +"I will go down and put out the lights and see that all is safe. Then +I will come up at once. Sleep, my life, sleep!" + +He passed his fingers caressingly across her forehead, and she fell +asleep with a smile on her lips. + +He stole softly from the room, and went down and made the house safe; +then he returned to the bedroom. + +The smile had left Rachel's lips; her face was paler, and there was a +worn look on it. A terrible fear entered his heart. + +"O God! if she should die! O God! if I should lose her!" + +He took his silk taleth from its bag, and wrapping it around him, put +on his hat, and stood and prayed, with his face to the east:-- + +"How precious is Thy mercy, O God! The children of men take refuge +under the shadow of Thy wing. They are satisfied with the richness of +Thy house, and Thou causest them to drink of the stream of Thy +delight. For with Thee is the fountain of life; by Thy light only do +we see light. O continue Thy mercy unto them who know Thee, and Thy +righteousness to the upright of heart!" + +One line in the prayer he repeated again and again-- + +"For with Thee is the fountain of life; by Thy light only do we see +light." + +And so he prayed till midnight, and the one supplication into which +all else was merged was sent forth with touching pathos from his very +heart of hearts-- + +"O Lord of the universe, Giver of all good, humbly I beseech Thee to +spare my beloved! Take her not from me! Let her live, let her live, to +bless my days! Let not darkness overwhelm me. It is Thy hand that +directs the fountain of life." + +His prayers ended, he sat by the bedside watching his wife's face, and +listening to her breathing. + +And Rachel slept on, and dreamt of the child whose face she was never +to see on earth. + + + + + + BOOK THE THIRD. + + _THE TEMPTATION AND THE FALL_. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + UNTO THEM A CHILD IS BORN. + + +Three weeks of great anxiety followed. Despite the courage with which +Rachel had borne the sudden visitation of blindness, her physical +strength did not hold out, and, by the doctor's orders, she kept her +bed. + +During these weeks Aaron had enough to do to put his affairs in order, +and he had the additional trouble that matters turned out worse than +he had anticipated. For security's sake, and to set the borrowers at +ease, he transferred all the pledges that had been saved to another +pawnbroker; those which were destroyed he considered himself bound in +honour and common honesty to make good. He made no demur to the claims +that were brought against him, but settled them promptly, and settled, +also, all his trade debts. What with all this harassing business and +his domestic sorrows, he was occupied day and night; but he was +careful that Rachel should not suspect how bad things were with him. + +The doctor came daily, and Rachel's time was very near. At every visit +Aaron watched his face for hopeful news of Rachel's condition; but the +doctor volunteered no information, and only gave instructions to do +this or that. This reticence was torture to Aaron, and one day he +begged the doctor to conceal nothing from him. + +"There is nothing to conceal," said the doctor. "Her state is +critical; but what else could be expected? Consider what she has +passed through." + +"I think of nothing else, of nothing else!" said Aaron, his fingers +working convulsively, for a question was trembling on his lips which +he felt he must ask, but to which he could scarcely give utterance. + +At length he found courage. + +"Doctor, will she live?" + +The doctor bit his lip as he gazed upon Aaron's misery. + +"Whatever lies in my power shall be done, but human skill and science +have their limitations. We are all in God's hands." + +And with these words, and a look of compassion, he departed. + +Aaron stood motionless awhile. We are all in God's hands! How often +has that been said, and how terrible is its import! Human science and +skill have done all it is in their power to do, the rest is with God. +Aaron reasoned the true meaning away. + +"Yes, we are all in God's hands," he murmured; "old and young, rich +and poor, the strong and the feeble alike. It is so with one and all. +I thank God he did not tell me to prepare for the worst!" + +He drew comfort, not from what was said, but from what was not said. +He continued to commune with himself. + +"How can she be otherwise than weak? And doctors sometimes think it +their duty not to look on the brightest side. My Rachel will be spared +to me. God will not take her away." + +He went up to her. A nurse he had engaged was in the room; she could +come for only a week, her services at the end of that time being +required elsewhere. + +She put her fingers to her lips as he entered. + +"Is she asleep?" he asked, in a whisper. + +She nodded in reply; but when he approached the bed, Rachel held out +her hand to him. + +"Nurse thought you were asleep, dear," he said, bending down to her. + +"I may have been," she answered. "I fall off into a doze a dozen times +an hour, it seems, but I always know when you are near me." + +She put her hand to her head. + +"Are you in pain, my life?" + +"Oh no. I am rather weak, but I shall get strong soon. Whenever I doze +I see our dear one, the blessing God is sending us. Aaron, dear love, +do not be anxious for me. I shall hold our darling in my arms." + +The nurse gave him a warning look not to encourage her to talk, and, +understanding the silent monition, he kissed Rachel tenderly, and went +down to muse and pray. + +The settlement of all his debts had left him almost a beggar. He owed +not a shilling, except to the doctor, who had said nothing about his +account; the week's money for the nurse was carefully put away: he +could not have afforded to engage her for a longer term, for all the +money he had left in the world amounted to barely two pounds. What was +he to do when that was spent? Commence business again upon borrowed +capital? That seemed to be the only course open to him. But who would +lend it to him? It was no small sum that would be required, and all +his friends, with the exception of Mr. Moss, were poor. Mr. Moss was +comparatively a new friend, and he could not expect him to render such +substantial assistance without security. And what security could he +offer but his own bare word? There were money-lenders; the newspapers +teemed with their advertisements. It would be folly to apply to any +one of them for so large a loan as fifty pounds, which sum, he +calculated, was the least he could begin business again with; he would +be sure to be met with a refusal. But what was he to do? + +He thrust these worldly contemplations aside, and indeed it was +impossible for him to dwell upon them with a heavier sorrow at his +door, and with a dread crisis so very near. He trusted in God--yes; +but he knew that a man must work for his livelihood. Well, he would +work; he was willing and ready for any honest occupation; but he must +wait--for what? He became confused. The pressing worldly necessity, +with its exacting and imperative demands, and the overwhelming human +sorrow were contending for supremacy. He stepped into the passage, and +softly ascending the stairs, listened at Rachel's door. As he stood +there the nurse came out. + +"Go for the doctor," she whispered. + +He flew. There was no conflict now in his mind between the two +extremities; his worldly trouble was forgotten; he thought only of his +beloved wife and their unborn child. The doctor was not in, but was +expected in a quarter of an hour, and would be sure to come round at +once. Leaving an urgent entreaty not to delay a moment, Aaron hastened +back to his house, and on the road found himself intercepted by +Prissy, who had grown taller but no stouter since the night upon which +she introduced herself to him. By reason of her increased height she +looked thinner and scraggier than ever; as usual, Victoria Regina, who +had grown plumper and rounder, was in the girl's arms. + +"Mr. Cohen, Mr. Cohen!" cried Prissy. + +"I can't stop now," he replied, passing her quickly. + +But Prissy's long legs were as active as his, and though Victoria +Regina was a heavy weight to carry, she kept pace with him. + +"D'yer know wot some people's saying about yer, Mr. Cohen?" + +"Never mind, never mind, my good girl; I have no time to listen." + +"They're saying, everybody is," persisted Prissy, "that yer as good as +ruined, and that yer 'aven't got a shilling left to pay yer way with." + +"What does it matter what some people say, Prissy? There are good and +bad, just and unjust. Never listen to tittle-tattle." + +"'Ow's it to be 'elped, Mr. Cohen, when it's dinged in yer ears? Mr. +Whimpole, he ses he sor wot was coming all along, and when I ups and +gives 'im a bit o' my mind he slaps my face he does, and pushes me +into the gutter. I don't mind that, but no one's going to speak agin +yer when I'm by. It ain't likely after all yer've done for me." + +"You are a good girl, but take no notice of what Mr. Whimpole says. +There are many here who still have a good word for me." + +"Plenty, sir, and that's wot makes Mr. Whimpole mad; he can't make +everybody think as he wants 'em to. There's plenty as speaks up for +yer. You look ill, Mr. Cohen. I 'ope missis is no wus, I do." + +"She is still weak and ill, Prissy; but she will get well soon--eh, +Prissy?--she will get well soon?" + +He cast a swift anxious look upon her; even from the lips of this poor +girl he sought the comfort of a consoling word. + +"Yes, sir, she's sure to. Don't you worry yerself, Mr. Cohen. Gawd +won't let nothink wrong 'appen to 'er. He knows what He's up to, Gawd +does. Wot did Mrs. Cohen say 'erself to me more nor once? 'Be a good +gal,' she ses, 'and tell the truth, and be as kind as yer can to +everybody, and Gawd'll look after yer.' And ain't she good, sir, and +does she ever say anythink but the truth, and ain't she as kind as +kind can be to everybody about 'er? Why, it's in everybody's mouth, +'xcept Mr. Whimpole's! Nobody 'xcept 'im's got a word to say agin +'_er_. She's sure to get well, Mr. Cohen, and then yer'll let me see +'er, sir, won't yer?" + +"Yes, Prissy, yes," said Aaron, laying his hand for a moment on +Prissy's tangled hair. He had reached his house, and was unlocking the +door. "She will get well, please God, and you shall see her. Thank +you, thank you, my good girl; and now run away." + +"I'm off, Mr. Cohen," said Prissy; "this is going to bring yer luck, +it is." And slipping a large paper parcel into his hand, she scuttled +away. + +He did not know what it was he held until he reached his room, and +then he examined it. When he removed the paper he saw a horseshoe and +two penny pieces which had been rubbed bright with sand, so that they +shone like gold. Something shone in Aaron's eyes as he gazed at the +humble offering. He smiled wistfully, and muttering, "It is an omen of +good fortune; God bless you, little Prissy!" put the shoe and the +pennies carefully aside. Then he stepped softly up the stairs, and +gently tapped at the bedroom door. + +"How is she, nurse?" + +"Bearing up wonderfully, sir." + +"Thank God! The doctor will be here presently. I will wait for him at +the street door." + +He had not long to wait; in a very short time he saw the welcome form +turning the corner, and the doctor, with a friendly, smiling nod, +passed into the house. + +Aaron paced to and fro in the room below, and waited for the word that +was to bring joy or despair to his soul. He had put his slippers on, +in order that his footsteps should not be heard. In such times of +tribulation his thoughts were invariably directed to the Divine +footstool; as with all devout Jews, prayer was part of his life, and +never, since the day of his birth, had he prayed so earnestly and +fervently as now. Every few moments he paused in the supplications he +was sending forth, and went into the passage and listened. He heard no +sound, not a sob, not a cry; and after remaining in the passage +several minutes, he returned to his room and resumed his prayers. His +heart was with Rachel, and he knew that she was thinking of him. In +the light of the perfect love that existed between them, in the +anxious expectancy of these lagging minutes, what mattered poverty or +riches, what mattered mere worldly misfortune? A stout spirit, a +strong shoulder to the wheel, and all would be well; thus much could a +right-minded man do with a cheerful spirit. But here and now he was +helpless, impotent; here and now was impending a graver issue, which +he was powerless to influence. A life--the life of his beloved--was +hanging in the balance; and all he could do was to wait, and hope, and +pray. + +Hush! What was that? An infant's wail--the cry of a new-born child! +With his heart in his ears he stood in the passage, then sank upon the +stairs, with his face in his hands. His child lived--but Rachel! how +was it with her? "Lord of the universe," he prayed, inwardly, "spare +my beloved! With Thee is the fountain of life; by Thy light only do we +see light. Let Thy light shine upon me and upon her!" + +The bedroom door opened and closed, and the doctor came down. The +passage was dark, for it was now evening, and Aaron could not see the +doctor's face. Taking Aaron's arm, which shook in his grasp like a +leaf in a strong wind, the doctor led him into the sitting-room, and +lit the gas. + +"Doctor!" implored Aaron, with clasped hands. + +"You have a little girl." + +"And Rachel--my wife!" + +"Be comforted. She is in no immediate danger. She is a brave and noble +woman. I will return in a couple of hours. The nurse will tell you +when you can go up and see her." + +Aaron laid his head upon the table and wept. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH. + + +"Aaron!" + +"My beloved!" + +"Is our darling beautiful?" + +"Very beautiful--like you." + +"You spoil me, dear; you think too much of me." + +"It is not possible, Rachel. Without you my life would not be perfect; +without you I should be a broken man." + +"Oh, my dear, my dear!" she said, clasping his hand tight. "It is out +of my power to repay you for all your goodness to me." + +"You repay me every moment of your life. Not for a throne would I +exchange my place by your side; not for a palace would I exchange my +humble home, with you to hallow it." Their lips met, and there was +silence in the room awhile. + +"Dear husband, you are not disappointed that our child is a girl?" + +"I am rejoiced that we have with us a daughter in Israel. What greater +happiness could I desire? When you are strong, when I hear your +footsteps about the house again, all will be well." + +A holy joy dwelt in her face. "My darling, my darling!" she murmured, +as she held the sleeping babe to her breast. "I had a fear, but it is +gone, a fear that our precious one would be deprived of sight. What +happiness entered my heart when the doctor told me that her eyes were +bright and beautiful, and that she could see! I was fearful that my +affliction might be visited upon her. It would have broken my heart. +But I am blessed--I am happy; our child can see the light, the green +fields, the flowers. If only the gracious Lord will not take her, if +only He will spare her to live to an honoured old age!" + +"He will, He will, my beloved! We must not talk any more. Sleep and +grow strong." + +He sat by her bedside in silence, gazing upon her face, which was as +the face of an angel, and then he stole softly downstairs. He had much +to occupy his thoughts; Rachel's danger happily passed, as he hoped, +he could turn his attention to his worldly affairs, which, indeed, +being at a desperate pass, would have forced themselves to the front +under any circumstances. By the doctor's orders he had been compelled +to make certain purchases which had not only emptied his purse, but +had driven him to the necessity of parting with two or three articles +of jewellery which he and Rachel possessed. These proceeds gone he was +an absolute beggar. + +Never in his life had he been placed in so serious a position. +Difficulties had been encountered and confronted with courage and +success, times of embarrassment had been tided over, losses had been +made good, and he had fought his way cheerfully; but now his heart +sank within him at the prospect that was opening out. Rachel needed +not only care and unremitting attention, but delicacies in the shape +of food, to keep up her strength. Nourishing soups, a glass of port +wine, a chicken--these were no trifles to a man in Aaron's position; +and, unable to afford the regular services of a servant, he had to +look after these matters himself, to perform domestic work, to cook, +and to keep the whole house in order. The nurse's attention was +devoted solely to the sick-room, and he could not therefore look to +assistance from her. Prissy made her appearance daily, but Aaron +dismissed her quickly, feeling the injustice of accepting services for +which he could not pay. It was no easy matter to get rid of Prissy, +who was not only willing but anxious to remain, and she feebly +protested against being turned away so unceremoniously. Her protests +would have been more vigorous had she not entertained a certain awe of +Aaron's strength of character, before which she, as it were, was +compelled to prostrate herself. Thus Aaron, from force of circumstance +and from his inherent sense of justice, was thrown entirely upon his +own resources. + +Counting the money in his purse he calculated that it was sufficient +to last for nine or ten days. In four days the nurse would take her +departure, and then he and Rachel and their babe would be left alone +in the house. At the expiration of less than a week after that he must +be prepared to face the most serious difficulties. He had friends in +London, to whom he had already written, and had received replies of +regret that they were unable to assist him. Mr. Moss had been so good +a friend that he hardly dared appeal again to him, and he resolved to +leave it to the last moment. With a troubled heart, and hardly having +the strength to hope against hope, he went about the house and +attended to his duties. The four days passed, the nurse, having taken +her leave of Rachel, came down to Aaron to receive her wages, and bid +him good-bye. He paid her with a sad smile, and thanked her for her +services. The "good-day" exchanged, she lingered a moment. With quick +apprehension he divined why she delayed. + +"You have something to say to me, nurse, about my wife." + +"Yes, Mr. Cohen, I have," she replied; "and I am glad you have +mentioned it, as I did not know how to bring it out." She paused +again. + +"Well, nurse?" + +"I think you ought to know, Mr. Cohen, that your wife is not so well +as you suppose." + +"Nurse!" + +"She keeps it from you, sir, and has begged me not to alarm you, but +it is my duty. I should never forgive myself if I went away without +speaking. No, sir, she is far from well, and is not getting on as she +ought. She grows weaker and weaker--and baby, too, is not thriving. It +is that which keeps Mrs. Cohen back." + +"What can be done, nurse?" asked Aaron, the agony of his feelings +depicted on his countenance. "Tell me--only tell me!" + +"It isn't for me to say, Mr. Cohen. If I were you I would ask the +doctor to speak plainly." + +"I will, I will. Nurse, does she suffer?" + +"She's just the one to suffer, sir, and to say nothing. It would be a +dreadful thing for you, sir, if----" But here the woman stopped +suddenly and bit her lip. She had said more than she intended. +"Good-day, sir, and I hope we may all be wrong." + +He caught her arm. "No, no, nurse. I will beg the doctor to speak +plainly to me; but he will not be here till to-morrow, and I cannot go +to him and leave my wife and child alone in the house. Finish what you +were about to say. 'It would be a dreadful thing if----'" + +"Well, sir, it is best to face the truth. If your poor lady was to +die." + +"Great God! There is danger, then?" + +"I am afraid there is, sir. Don't take on so, sir, don't! I am sorry I +spoke." + +"You have done what is right," Aaron groaned. + +"We must all of us be prepared, sir; trouble comes to all of us." + +"Alas, it is a human heritage! But you do not know what this means to +me--you do not know what it means to me." + +"Perhaps I have made things out worse than they are; I hope so, I am +sure. But you ask the doctor, sir, and don't give way. I shall think +of your lady a good deal when I'm gone." + +With that, and with a sympathetic look at him, the woman departed. + +At length, at length, the truth had been spoken; at length, at length, +he knew the worst. It was as if a sentence of death had been +pronounced. His Rachel, his beloved wife, the tenderest, the truest +that man had ever been blessed with, was to be taken from him. His +child, also, perhaps; but that was a lesser grief, upon which he had +no heart to brood. His one overwhelming anxiety was for Rachel, who, +as it now seemed to him, was lying at death's door in the room above. + +He had some soup ready, and he took a basin up to her. + +"Can you drink this, dear?" + +"I will try." + +He assisted her to rise, and put a pillow at her back. As he fed her +he watched her face, and he saw that it had grown wan and thin. It was +well for both of them that she could not see him; the sight of his +agony would have deepened her sufferings and added to his own. With +wonderful control he spoke to her with some semblance of cheerfulness, +and his voice and words brought a smile to her lips. So through the +day he ministered to her, and every time he left her room his fears +grew stronger. He did not expect the doctor till the following day, +and he was startled and alarmed when he made his appearance at +nightfall. + +"I happened to be passing," he said to Aaron, "and I thought I would +drop in to see how we are getting along." + +When they came down from the sick-room Aaron observed a graver +expression on his face. + +"It is unfortunate that you have no nurse, Mr. Cohen," he said; "your +wife needs constant care and watchfulness." + +"She will have it, doctor. Is she any better, sir? How is she +progressing?" + +"She is still the same, still the same, no better and no worse." + +"It is not in her favour, doctor, that she remains the same?" + +"No, I cannot conscientiously say it is. At this stage a little +additional strength would be of great assistance to her. Nature's +forces require rallying; but we will hope for the best, Mr. Cohen." + +"We will, doctor, but will hope avail?" + +His sad voice struck significantly upon the doctor's ears. "Perhaps +not, but it is a consolation." + +"There are griefs, sir, for which there is no consolation. I cannot +wrest my thoughts from the selfish view. There are sorrows that come +so close home as to take complete possession of us." + +"It is human, Mr. Cohen, it is natural; but we must not shut out +resignation, fortitude, submission." + +"Doctor, I implore you to conceal nothing from me. It will be +merciful." + +"What is it you wish to know?" + +"Tell me exactly how my wife and child are, so that I may be +prepared"--his voice faltered--"for the worst." + +"You do not know, then?" + +"I fear--but I do not know." + +"We doctors have frequently hard duties to perform, Mr. Cohen, duties +which to others appear cruel. I will speak plainly; it will be best. +It is due to your wife's gentle and loving nature that I have not done +so before, and I yielded to her imploring solicitations, deeming it +likely that you would discover the state of the case from your own +powers of observation. Mr. Cohen, I have rarely had so sad and +affecting an experience as I find here. It would be wrong for me to +say that your wife is not in danger; she has been in danger for some +days past, and it is only an inward moral strength that has supported +her through the crisis. Physically she is very weak, spiritually she +is very strong. She has still a vital power which, under certain +conditions, will be of immense assistance to her, which will enable +her--so far as it is in human power to judge--to pull through. You +will gather from my words that her safety, nay, her life, depends not +so much upon herself as upon others; upon you to some extent, but to a +much greater extent upon her babe. It is her deep love for you both +that has sustained her, that still sustains her. Were anything to +happen to either of you I should fear the gravest results. It would +react upon her, and in her delicate state there would be no hope." + +"I am strong and well bodily, doctor; nothing is likely to happen to +me. Her danger, then, lies in our child?" + +"You have clearly expressed it. Her life hangs upon the life of her +child. So fine and delicate are her susceptibilities, so profound is +her love for those who are dear to her, that I, a doctor, who is +supposed to be nothing if he is not scientific, am compelled to +confess that here my learned theories are at fault. I will no longer +disguise from you that her life hangs upon the balance." + +"And our child, doctor, how is it with her?" + +"I can answer you with less certainty. Something of the delicate +susceptibilities of the mother has in the course of nature entered her +child's being. The baby is not strong, but she may grow into strength; +it is as yet a problem to be solved, and a physician's skill is almost +powerless to help to a happy issue. Hope, Mr. Cohen, hope; and in +bidding you hope, and in explaining matters to you, I have not said +all that it is necessary for me to say. There remains something more." + +"One question first, doctor," said Aaron, in a hushed voice; "if our +child lives, there is hope that my wife will live?" + +"A strong hope; I speak with confidence." + +"And if our child dies?" + +"The mother will die. Forgive me for my cruel frankness." + +"It is the best kindness you can show me. You have something more to +tell me." + +"Something almost as cruel, but it must be spoken. Mr. Cohen, your +wife has been severely tried; the shock of the fire, the shock of her +sudden blindness, both coming so close upon her expected confinement, +have left their effects upon her. If things take a favourable turn +with her it will be imperative, in the course of the next three or +four weeks--earlier if possible, and if she can be removed with +safety--that you take her to a milder climate, where she can be nursed +into permanent' strength. We are going to have a severe winter, and I +will not answer for its effects upon her. From three or four weeks +hence till the spring in a warmer atmosphere, where there are no fogs +or east winds, will be of invaluable service to her, will set her up +probably for many years to come. You must recognise this yourself, and +if by any possibility or sacrifice you can manage it, you must do so." + +"Is it vitally necessary, doctor?" + +"You have used the right word--it is vitally necessary. And now, +good-night, Mr. Cohen. I leave my best wishes behind me." + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + A MOMENTOUS NIGHT. + + +Each day, each hour, Aaron became more anxious and troubled. In the +doctor's plain speaking there was no reading between the lines, and no +possible mistaking of his meaning. The stern truth had been revealed, +and there was no arguing it away. Aaron saw clearly what was before +him, but he could not see a way out of his difficulties, nor to doing +what he was warned it was imperative upon him that he should do, in +the happy event of Rachel's coming safely through her present crisis. +There was no apparent change in her; she lay weak and powerless in her +bed, receiving Aaron always with sweet and patient words, and nursing +her child as well as her feeble state would allow her. The condition +of the babe pained and troubled him. He observed no indication of +suffering, no querulousness in the child; it was simply that she lay +supine, as though life were flowing quietly out of her. Every time +Aaron crept up to the bedside and found the babe asleep, he leant +anxiously over her to catch the sound of her breathing; and so faint +and low was her respiration that again and again he was smitten with a +fear that she had passed away. Acutely sensitive and sensible now of +every sign in his wife, it became with him an absolute conviction that +the doctor was not mistaken when he declared that her life and the +life of her babe were inseparable, that if one lived the other would +live, that if one died the other would die. During this torturing time +strange thoughts oppressed him, and oppressed him more powerfully +because he scarcely understood them. The tenor of these thoughts +resolved itself into the one passionate desire to do something--he +knew not what--to keep his wife with him even if she should lose her +babe, and towards the accomplishment of which he felt that a power +outside the sphere of human influence was necessary. Normally he was a +man of sound understanding, not given to mysticism nor to a belief in +the effects of supernatural power upon mundane affairs; but during +these agitating days there was a danger of his healthy mind becoming +unbalanced. Human resource had failed him; he must seek elsewhere for +aid; if he were to be successful in steering his beloved to a haven of +peace and health it must be through outside influences which had not +yet made themselves visible to him. "Show me the way, O gracious Lord, +show me the way!" This was his constant prayer, and although in less +agitated times he would have blamed himself for praying for a seeming +impossibility, he encouraged himself in it now, in the dim and +despairing hope that some miracle would occur to further his agonising +desire. + +Meanwhile his funds had run completely out, and he saw with terror the +wolf approaching the door. He had not the means to pay for the +necessaries of the next twenty-four hours. Then it was that he +resolved to make an urgent appeal to Mr. Moss. He would tell him +everything, he would reveal his hapless position in the plainest +terms, and he would beg for an immediate temporary loan of money, +which he would promise to faithfully repay when the cloud was lifted +from his house. + +It was a cold and bitter evening. The snow had been falling heavily; a +fierce wind was raging. He thought of poor people he had seen in such +inclement weather as this walking along with sad faces, homeless and +hungry; he recalled the picture of a young good-looking woman whom he +had seen years ago in a London park during a heavy snow-storm; she was +thinly clad, want was in her face, she pressed a babe to her bosom. +Shivering with cold she walked slowly onward, and looked around with +despairing eyes for succour. He slipped a shilling into her hand, and +as he hurried away, he heard, with a feeling of remonstrant shame, her +gratitude expressed in the words "God Almighty bless you, sir!" as +though he had performed an act of extraordinary generosity. Between +this wretched woman and his beloved Rachel there seemed to be an +affinity, and his heart was torn with woe. He was the breadwinner; to +him she looked for food, for warmth, for shelter; he was her shield. +Could he not keep desolation and despair from her? could he not keep +death from her? He did not know that the angel was already in his +house. + +The doctor had paid a visit early in the morning, and had spoken even +more gravely of Rachel. + +"Much depends," he said, "upon the next day or two. For some days past +she has been silently suffering, and I have succeeded in piercing the +veil of sorrow which hangs upon her soul. She fears that her child +will not live, and if unhappily her fears are confirmed----" He did +not finish the sentence; there was no need for further words to convey +his meaning. "This harrowing thought," he continued, "keeps her from +rest, prevents her sleeping. There are periods of sickness when sleep +means life. I will send round a sleeping draught, which you will give +her at eight o'clock to-night; it will ensure her oblivion for a good +twelve hours, and if when she wakes all is well with the child, all +will be well with her." + +"Can you tell me, doctor, why this fear has grown stronger within +these last few days?" + +"The babe lies quietly in her arms; she does not hear its voice, and +only by its soft breathing can she convince herself that it lives. +Tender accents from the child she has brought into the world would +fall as a blessing upon her sorrowing heart. At any moment the child +may find its voice; let us hope that it will very soon." + +The sleeping draught was sent to Aaron, and it was now on the table. +The hour was six--in a couple of hours he would give it to her; and +while he waited he sat down to write his letter to Mr. Moss. It was a +long letter, for he had much to say, and he was but half way through +when a postman's knock summoned him to the street door. He hurried +there quickly, so that the knock should not be repeated, and to his +surprise received a telegram. It was from Mr. Moss, and it informed +him that that gentleman was coming to see him upon a very important +matter, and that he was to be sure not to leave home that night. Aaron +wondered what this important matter could be, and there was a joyful +feeling in his heart that the telegram might be the presage of good +fortune. He knew enough of Mr. Moss's kindly nature to be convinced +that he would not be the herald of bad news. "There is a rift in the +clouds," he murmured, as he pondered over the message; "I see the +light, I see the light!" Would Mr. Moss's errand open up a means of +giving Rachel the benefit of soft air and sunshine in a more genial +clime? He prayed that it might, and he had never prayed more +fervently. But the night was inclement, and Mr. Moss might not be able +in consequence to pay the promised visit. Time pressed; the necessity +was imminent, and would brook no delay; therefore he determined to +finish his letter and to post it this night, in the event of Mr. Moss +not making his appearance. + +It wanted a few minutes to eight when his task was completed. He read +the letter over, and addressed an envelope, but did not stamp it; he +had but one stamp, and every penny was of importance. He looked at the +clock; eight o'clock. With gentle steps he went up to Rachel. + +"It is time for the draught, my love," he said. + +"I will take it, dear." + +He poured it into a glass, and she drank it reclining in his arms. + +"If our dear one lives, Aaron," said Rachel, "we will call her Ruth, +after your mother." + +"It shall be so, love," answered Aaron, laying her head upon the +pillow. "God will vouchsafe the mercy to us. She will live, Rachel, +she will live!" Desirous that she should not talk now that she had +taken the sleeping draught, he kissed her tenderly and would have left +her, but she held him by the hand. + +"Has the doctor told you that I am in sorrow, Aaron?" + +"You have the gift of divinity, love. Yes, he has told me, and he said +that to-morrow, perhaps, please God, you will hear our darling's +voice." + +"Did he say so? Heaven bless him! She is sleeping?" + +"Yes, beloved." + +"I pray that the good doctor may be right. I shall dream of it. +To-morrow--perhaps to-morrow! Ah, what happiness! It needs but that, +dear husband, it needs but that! How tired you must be with all that +you are doing for me! Kiss me again. God guard you!" + +And so she fell asleep. + +The small fire in the room required attention, and Aaron arranged each +piece of coal and cinder with scrupulous care; never had there been so +much need for thrift as now. In all his movements there was not the +least sound; so softly did he step that his feet might have been shod +with velvet pile. One of Rachel's arms was lying exposed on the +counterpane; he gently shifted it beneath the warm coverings; then he +quitted the apartment and closed the door upon his wife and child, and +upon the Angel of Death, who was standing by the bedside to receive a +departing soul. + +Aaron did not return to his room below; he stood by the open street +door, looking anxiously up and down for Mr. Moss, and thinking with +sadness that if that gentleman delayed his visit he would be compelled +in the morning to part with his silver-mounted pipe, which was the +only article of any value that was left to him. Of all his personal +belongings he cherished this pipe the most; so often had she filled it +for him that he regarded it almost as part of herself. It was not +between his lips at the present moment; he had no heart to smoke. For +nearly an hour he stood upon the watch, interrupting it only for the +purpose of creeping upstairs to see if Rachel were still sleeping. At +nine o'clock Mr. Moss made his welcome appearance in the street; even +as he turned the corner at a distance of many yards Aaron recognised +him. He was enveloped in his great fur coat, which was pulled up close +to his ears; he was puffing at one of his large cigars, and between +the puffs was humming a celebrated air from the latest operatic +success-- + + + "Toreador attento, + Toreador, Toreador, + Non obliarche un occhio tutt' ardor + Adammirarti è intento, + E che t' aspett' amor, + Toreador t' aspett' aspetta amor." + + +He scorned the English tongue in operas, and though by no means a +well-educated man, never sang but in Italian. The last flourish +brought him close to Aaron. + +"Why, Cohen" he said, in a hearty tone, "what are you standing at the +door for on such a cold night?" + +"I have been expecting you," Aaron answered, "and I did not wish you +to knock. Rachel has taken a sleeping draught, and must not be +disturbed." + +"Yes, yes, I understand," said Mr. Moss, accompanying his friend into +the house. "How is she?" + +"Not well, not at all well, I am grieved to say. Mr. Moss, my heart is +almost broken." He turned aside with a sob. + +"No, no, no!" exclaimed Mr. Moss. "That will never do, Cohen. You +mustn't give way--a strong, clever man like you. Look on the best +side. Things will right themselves; they will, mark my words. I am +here to set them right." + +"To set them right!" exclaimed Aaron, all his pulses throbbing. + +"Yes, to set them right. What is this?--an envelope addressed to me?" + +"I was writing you a letter when your telegram arrived." + +"And then you did not stop to finish it?" + +"I did finish it, Mr. Moss, in case you did not come." + +"May I read it?" + +"Yes; it will explain matters; you will learn from it what it would +pain me to tell you in any other way." + +"Smoke a cigar while I read." + +Aaron took the cigar, and laid it aside, and then Mr. Moss, who had +taken off his thick coat, sat down and perused the letter. + +"I have come in the nick of time, Cohen," he said. "There is a silver +lining to every cloud; I have brought it with me." + +"I felt," said Aaron, his hopes rising, "that you could not be the +bearer of bad news." + +"Not likely, friend Cohen. I am the bearer of good news, of the best +of news. Don't be led away; it isn't a legacy--no, no, it isn't a +legacy, but something almost as good, and I hope you will not throw +away the chance." + +"If it is anything that will relieve me from my terrible +embarrassments it is not likely that I shall throw it away." + +"It will do that for a certainty, and there is money attaching to it +which I have in my pocket, and which I can pay over to you this very +night." + +"How can I thank you? how can I thank you?" + +"Don't try to, and don't be surprised at what you hear. It is a +strange piece of business, and I should have refused to undertake it +if I had not said to myself, 'This will suit my friend Cohen; it will +lift him out of his trouble.' But upon my word, now that I'm here I +don't know how to commence. I never met with anything like it in all +my life, and if you were well off you would be the last man in the +world I should have dreamt of coming to. But you are not well off, +Cohen; you have lost everything; Rachel is ill, and the doctor says +she must be taken out of this cold and dismal climate to a place where +she can see the sun, and where the air is mild and warm. I dare say +you're thinking, 'Moss is speaking in a strange way,' and so I am; but +it's nothing to what I've got to tell you. Cohen, what will happen if +you can't afford to do as the doctor advises you?" + +"Do not ask me," groaned Aaron. "I dare not think of it--I dare not, I +dare not!" + +"I don't say it unkindly, Cohen, but it seems to me to be a matter of +life and death." Aaron clasped his forehead. "Very well, then; and +don't forget that it is in your own hands. Before I commence I must +say a word about myself. I can't do all you ask me in this letter; as +I'm a living man I should be glad to assist you, but I have entered +into a large speculation which has taken all my spare cash, and all I +could afford would be eight or ten pounds. How long would that last +you? In two or three weeks it would be gone, and you would be no +better off than you were before; and as to taking Rachel to the South +of France, that would be quite out of the question." + +"But you held out hope to me," said the trembling Aaron, "you said you +were the bearer of good news!" + +"I said what is true, Cohen, but it is not my money that I have to +deal with. I have brought fifty pounds with me; another man's money, +entrusted to me for a special purpose, and which you can have at once +if you will undertake a certain task and accept a certain +responsibility. It is only out of my friendship for you, it is only +because I know you to be so badly off that you hardly know which way +to turn, it is only because Rachel is ill and requires what you can't +afford to pay for, that it entered my mind to offer you the chance." + +"Fifty pounds would be the saving of me, Mr. Moss," said Aaron, in an +agony of suspense. "It would restore my Rachel to health, it would +bring happiness into my life. Surely Heaven has directed you to come +to my assistance!" + +"You shall judge for yourself. Listen patiently to what I am going to +tell you; it will startle you, but don't decide hastily or rashly. And +bear in mind that what passes between us is not to be disclosed to +another person on earth." + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + OVER A BRIGHT CLOUD A BLACK SHADOW FALLS. + + +Mr. Moss then proceeded to unfold the nature of the mission he had +undertaken for Mr. Gordon, with the particulars of which the reader +has been made acquainted in the earlier chapters of this story. Aaron +listened with attention and astonishment: with attention because of +his anxiety to ascertain whether the proposal was likely to extricate +him from his cruel position, with astonishment because the wildest +stretch of his imagination would not have enabled him to guess the +purport of the singular disclosure. When Mr. Moss ceased speaking the +afflicted man rose and paced the room in distress and disappointment. + +"I told you I should startle you," said Mr. Moss, with a shrewd +observance of his friend's demeanour, and, for the good of that +friend, preparing for a battle. "What do you say to it?" + +"It is impossible--impossible!" muttered Aaron. "I told you also," +continued Mr. Moss, calmly, "not to decide hastily or rashly. In the +way of ordinary business I should not, as I have said, have dreamt of +coming to you, and I should not have undertaken the mission. But the +position in which you are placed is not ordinary, and you are bound to +consider the matter not upon its merits alone, but in relation to your +circumstances. I need not say I shall make nothing out of it myself." + +"Indeed you need not," said Aaron, pressing Mr. Moss's hand. "Pure +friendship has brought you here, I know, I know; but surely you must +see that it is impossible for me to assume the responsibility." + +"I see nothing of the kind. Honestly and truly, Cohen, I look upon it +as a windfall, and if you turn your back upon it you will repent it +all your life. What is it I urge you to do? A crime?" + +"No, no, I do not say that. Heaven forbid!" + +"You are naturally startled and agitated. Cohen, you are a man of +intelligence and discernment. My wife has often said, 'If Mr. Cohen +were a rich man he would be one of the heads of our people.' She is +right; she always is. But there are times when a man cannot exercise +his judgment, when he is so upset that his mind gets off its balance. +It has happened to me, and I have said afterwards, 'Moss, you are a +fool': it happens to all of us. Let me put the matter clearly before +you. Have you ever been in such trouble as you are in now?" + +"Never in my life." + +"Misfortune after misfortune has fallen upon you. All your money is +gone; everything is gone; you can't get through this week without +assistance. You have tried all your friends, and they cannot help you; +you have tried me, and I can only offer you what will meet the +necessities of the next few days. It is known that you are badly off, +and you cannot get credit; if you could it would cut you to the soul, +because you know you would be owing money that there was no +expectation of your being able to pay. You would be ashamed to look +people in the face; you would lose your sense of self-respect, and +every fresh step you take would be a step down instead of up. Poor +Rachel is lying sick almost to death; she has a stronger claim than +ever upon your love, upon your wisdom. The doctor has told you what +she requires, and of the possible consequences if you are unable to +carry out his directions. Cohen, not one of these things must be lost +sight of in the answer you give to what I propose." + +Great beads of perspiration were on Aaron's forehead as he murmured, +"I do not lose sight of them. They are like daggers in my heart." + +"Strangely and unexpectedly," pursued Mr. Moss, "a chance offers +itself that will extricate you out of all your difficulties. You will +not only receive immediately a large sum of money, but you will be in +receipt of a hundred a year, sufficient to keep your family in a +modest way. What are you asked to do in return for this good fortune? +To take care of an innocent child, who has no one to look after her, +who will never be claimed, and about whom you will never be troubled. +You can engage a servant to attend to her, and when you explain +everything to Rachel she will approve of what you have done. Before I +came to you, Cohen, I consulted a gentleman--Dr. Spenlove--who has a +kind heart and correct principles, and he agreed with me that the +transaction was perfectly honourable. I have no doubt of it myself, or +I should not be here. Be persuaded, Cohen; it will be a benevolent, as +well as a wise, act, and all your difficulties will be at an end. What +is it Shakespeare says? 'There is a tide in the affairs of men which, +taken at the flood,----' you know the rest. Why, there are thousands +who would jump at the opportunity. Come, now, for Rachel's sake!" Mr. +Moss was genuinely sincere in his advice, and he spoke with +earnestness and feeling. + +"The child is a girl, Mr. Moss?" + +"A dear little girl, of the same age as your own." + +"Hush! You forget. This little stranger is born of Christian parents." + +"That is no crime, Cohen." + +"Do I say it is? But we are Jews. The stipulation is that she should +be brought up as one of our family; and, indeed, it could scarcely be +otherwise. She would live her life in a Jewish household. It is that I +am thinking of Mr. Moss, I am at war with my conscience." + +"She will be none the worse off for living with you and Rachel. Your +character is well known, and Rachel is the soul of kindness. You would +be committing no sin, Cohen." + +"I am not so sure." + +"Then who is to know? You and Rachel are alone, and when she is able +to be moved you will take her for a time to another place. You need +not return here. Rachel's health restored, you should go to London, or +Liverpool, or Manchester, where your talents would have a larger +field. I always thought it wrong for you to bury yourself in so small +a town as this. There is no scope for you in it; you would never make +your fortune here." + +"If I go from this place I shall not return to it. You ask who is to +know. Mr. Moss, God would know; Rachel and I would know. How can I +reconcile it with my conscience to bring up a child in a faith in +which she is not born? It would weigh heavily upon me." + +"That is because your views are so strict. I do not see why it should +weigh heavily upon you. If it were a boy I should not press it upon +you; but girls are different. There is very little for them to learn. +To pray--there is only one God. To be good and virtuous--there is only +one code of morality. You know that well enough." + +"I do know it, but still I cannot reconcile it with my conscience." + +"In your position," continued Mr. Moss, perceiving that Aaron was +wavering, "I should not hesitate; I should thank God that such a +chance fell in my way. Even as it is, if I did not have eleven +children, and expecting the twelfth, I would take this lamb into my +fold--I would indeed, Cohen. But my hands are full. Cohen, let me +imagine a case. It is a cold and bitter night, and the world is filled +with poor struggling creatures, with little children who are being +brought up the wrong way. Rachel is asleep upstairs. You are here +alone. Suddenly you fancy you hear a cry in the street, the cry of a +babe. You go to the door, and upon the step you see an infant lying, +unsheltered, without a protector. What would you do?" + +"I should bring it into my house." + +"With pity in your heart, Cohen." + +"I hope so. With pity in my heart." + +"Poor as you are, you would share what you have with the deserted +babe; you would nourish it, you would cherish it. You would say to +Rachel, 'I heard a cry outside the house on this bitter night, and +upon the doorstep I discovered this poor babe; I brought it in, and +gave it shelter.' What would Rachel answer?" + +"She is a tender-hearted woman; she would answer that I did what was +right." + +"Look upon it in that light, and I will continue the case. In the +child's clothes you find a fifty-pound note, and a letter unsigned, to +the effect that the little one has no protector, is alone in the +world, and beseeching you to take charge of it and save it from +destitution and degradation. No scruples as to the child being a +Christian would disturb you then; you would act as humanity dictated. +In the case I have imagined you would not be at war with your +conscience; why should you be at war with it now?" + +"Still I must reflect; and I have a question or two to ask. The name +of the mother?" + +"Not to be divulged." + +"The name of the father?" + +"The same answer. Indeed, I do not know it myself." + +"Where is the child?" + +"At the Salutation Hotel, in the charge of a woman I brought with me." + +"My decision must be made to-night?" + +"To-night." + +"Supposing it to be in the affirmative, what position do you occupy in +the matter in the future?" + +"None whatever. The task I undertook executed, I retire, and have +nothing further to do with it. Anything you chose to communicate to me +would be entirely at your discretion. Voluntarily I should never make +reference to it." + +"What has passed between us, you informed me, is not to be disclosed +to any other person?" + +"To no other person whatever." + +"Am I to understand that it has been disclosed to no other?" + +"You are. Only Dr. Spenlove and the gentleman who entrusted me with +the commission have any knowledge of it." + +"How about the woman who is now taking care of the child at the +Salutation Hotel?" + +"She is in entire ignorance of the whole proceeding." + +"Is she not aware that you have come to my house?" + +"She is not. In the event of your deciding to undertake the charge I +myself will bring the child here." + +"Is the mother to be made acquainted with my name?" + +"It is an express stipulation that she is to be kept in ignorance of +it." + +"And to this she consented willingly?" + +"Willingly, for her child's good and her own." + +"Is Dr. Spenlove to be made acquainted with it?" + +"He is not." + +"And the gentleman whose commission you are executing?" + +"Neither is he to know. It is his own wish." + +"The liberal allowance for the rearing of the child, by whom will it +be paid?" + +"By a firm of respectable London lawyers, whose name and address I +will give you, and to whom I shall communicate by telegram to-night. +All the future business will be solely between you and them, without +interference from any living being." + +"Mr. Moss, I thank you; you have performed the office of a friend." + +"It was my desire, Cohen. Then you consent?" + +"No. I must have time for reflection. In an hour from now you shall +have my answer." + +"Don't throw away the chance," said Mr. Moss, very earnestly. +"Remember it is for Rachel's sake." + +"I will remember it; but I must commune with myself. If before one +hour has passed you do not see me at the Salutation Hotel, you will +understand that I refuse." + +"What will you do then, Cohen? How will you manage?" + +"God knows. Perhaps He will direct me." + +Mr. Moss considered a moment, then took ten five-pound banknotes from +his pocket, and laid them on the table. + +"I will leave this money with you," he said. + +"No, no!" cried Aaron. + +"Why not? It will do no harm. You are to be trusted, Cohen. In case +you refuse I will take it back. If you do not come for me, I will come +for you, so I will not wish you good-night. Don't trouble to come to +the door; I can find my way out." + +Aaron was alone, fully conscious that this hour was, perhaps, the most +momentous in his life. The money was before him, and he could not keep +his eyes from it. It meant so much. It seemed to speak to him, to say, +"Life or death to your beloved wife. Reject me, and you know what will +follow." All his efforts to bring himself to a calm reflection of the +position were unavailing. He could not reason, he could not argue with +himself. The question to be answered was not whether it would be right +to take a child born of Christian parents into his house, to bring her +up as one of a Jewish family, but whether his dear wife was to live or +die; and he was the judge, and if he bade his friend take the money +back, he would be the executioner. Of what value then would life be to +him? Devout and full of faith as he was, he still, in this dread +crisis, was of the earth earthy. His heart was torn with love's agony. + +The means of redemption were within his reach: why should he not avail +himself of them? + +Rachel enjoyed life for the pleasure it gave her. Stricken with +blindness as she was, he knew that she would still enjoy it, and that +she would shed comfort and happiness upon all who came in contact with +her. Was it for him to snap the cord, to say, "You shall no longer +enjoy, you shall no longer bestow happiness upon others; you shall no +longer live to lighten the trouble of many suffering mortals, to shed +light and sweetness in many homes"? Was this the way to prove his love +for her? No, he would not shut the door of earthly salvation which had +been so providentially opened to him, he would not pronounce a +sentence of death against the dear woman he had sworn to love and +cherish. + +Aaron was not aware that in the view he was taking he was calling to +his aid only those personal and sympathetic affections which bound him +and Rachel together, and that, out of a common human selfishness, he +was thrusting from the scale the purely moral and religious +obligations which usually played so large a part in his conduct of +life. In this dark hour love was supreme, and held him in its thrall; +in this dark hour he was intensely and completely human; in this dark +hour the soft breathing of a feeble woman was more potent than the +sound of angels' trumpets from the Throne of Grace, the sight of a +white, worn face more powerful than that of a flaming sword of justice +in the skies. + +He had arrived at a decision; he would receive the child of strangers +into his home. + +Before going to the Salutation Hotel to make the announcement to Mr. +Moss he would see that his wife was sleeping, and not likely to awake +during his brief absence from the house. The doctor had assured him +that she would sleep for twelve hours, and he had full confidence in +the assurance; but he must look upon her face once more before he left +her even for a few minutes. + +He stood at her bedside. She was sleeping peacefully and soundly; her +countenance was now calm and untroubled, and Aaron believed that he +saw in it an indication of returning health. Certainly the rest she +was enjoying was doing her good. He stooped and kissed her, and she +did not stir; her sweet breath fanned his cheeks. Then he turned his +eyes upon his child; and as he gazed upon the infant, in its white +dress, a terror for which there is no name stole into his heart. Why +was the babe so still and white? Like a marble statue she lay, bereft +of life and motion. He put his ear to her lips--not a breath escaped +them; he laid his hand upon her heart--not the faintest flutter of a +pulse was there. With feverish haste he lifted the little hand, the +head, the body, and for all the response he received he might have +been handling an image of stone. Gradually the truth forced itself +upon him. The young soul had gone to its Maker. His child was dead! + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + THE LIVING AND THE DEAD. + + +"If our child lives, there is hope that my wife will live?" + +"A strong hope. I speak with confidence." + +"And if our child dies?" + +"The mother will die." + +No voice was speaking in the chamber of death, but Aaron heard again +these words, which had passed between the doctor and himself. If the +child lived, the mother would live; if the child died, the mother +would die. + +A black darkness fell upon his soul. His mind, his soul, every +principle of his being, was engulfed in the one despairing thought +that Rachel was doomed, that, although she was sleeping peacefully +before his eyes, death would be her portion when she awoke to the fact +that her babe had been taken from her. + +"If, when she wakes, all is well with the child, all will be well with +her." + +The spiritual echo of the doctor's words uttered but a few hours ago. +He heard them as clearly as he had heard the others. + +How to avert the threatened doom? How to save his Rachel's life? +Prayer would not avail, or he would have flown to it instinctively. It +was not that he asked himself the question, or that in his agony he +doubted or believed in the efficacy of prayer. It may be, indeed, that +he evaded it, for already a strange and terrible temptation was +invading the fortress of his soul. To save the life of his beloved was +he ready to commit a sin? What was the true interpretation of sin? A +perpetrated act which would benefit one human being to the injury of +another. Then, if an act were perpetrated which would ensure the +happiness and well-doing not of one human creature, but of three, +and would inflict injury upon no living soul, that act was not a +sin--unmistakably not a sin. But if this were really so, wherefore the +necessity for impressing it upon himself? The conviction that he was +acting justly in an hour of woe, that the contemplated act was not +open to doubt in a moral or religious sense, was in itself sufficient. +Wherefore, then, the iteration that it was not a sin? + +He could not think the matter out in the presence of Rachel and of his +dead child. He stole down to his room, and gave himself up to +reflection. He turned down the gas almost to vanishing point, and +stood in the dark, now thinking in silence, now uttering his thoughts +aloud. + +A friend had come to him and begged him to receive into his household +a babe, a girl, of the same age as his own babe lying dead in the room +above. She was deserted, friendless, alone. All natural claims had +been abandoned, and the infant was thrown upon the world, without +parents, without kith or kin. Even while he believed his own child to +be alive he had decided to accept the trust. Why should he hesitate +now that his child was dead? It was almost like a miraculous +interposition, or so he chose to present it to himself. + +"Even as we spoke together," he said aloud, "my child had passed away. +Even as I hesitated the messenger was urging me to accept the trust. +It was as if an angel had presented himself, and said, 'The life of +your beloved hangs upon the life of a babe, and the Eternal has called +her child to Him. Here is another to take her place. The mother will +not know; she is blind, and has never seen the face of her babe, has +scarcely heard its voice. To-morrow she lives or dies--it is the +critical day in her existence--and whether she lives or dies rests +with you, and with you alone. Science is powerless to help her in her +hour of trial; love alone will lift her into life, into joy, into +happiness; and upon you lies the responsibility. It is for you to +pronounce the sentence--life or death for your beloved, life or death +for a good woman who, if you do not harden your heart, will shed peace +and blessings upon all around her. Embrace the gift that God has +offered you. Allow no small scruples to drive you from the duty of +love.' Yes," cried Aaron in a louder tone, "it was as if an angel +spoke. Rachel shall live!" + +If there was sophistry in this reasoning he did not see it; but the +still small voice whispered,-- + +"It is a deception, you are about to practise. You are about to place +in your wife's arms a child that is not of her blood or yours. You are +about to take a Christian babe to your heart, to rear and instruct her +as if she were born in the old and sacred faith that has survived long +centuries of suffering and oppression. Can you justify it?" + +"Love justifies it," he answered. "The good that will spring from it +justifies it. A sweet and ennobling life will be saved. My own life +will be made the better for it, for without my beloved I should be +lost, I should be lost!" + +Again the voice: "It is of yourself you are thinking." + +"And if I am," he answered, "if our lives are so interwoven that one +would be useless and broken without the other, where is the sin?" + +Again the voice: "Ah, the sin! You have pronounced the word. Remember, +it is a sin of commission." + +"I know it," he said, "and I can justify it--and can I not atone for +it in the future? I will atone for it, if the power is given me, by +charity, by good deeds. In atonement, yes, in atonement. If I can +relieve some human misery, if I can lift a weight from suffering +hearts, surely that will be reckoned to my account. I record here a +solemn vow to make this a purpose of my life. And the child!--she will +be reared in a virtuous home, she will have a good woman for a mother. +With such an example before her she cannot fail to grow into a bright +and useful womanhood. That will be a good work done. I pluck her from +the doubtful possibilities which might otherwise attend her; no word +of reproach will ever reach her ears; she will live in ignorance of +the sad circumstances of her birth. Is all this nothing? Will it not +weigh in the balance?" + +Again the voice: "It is much, and the child is fortunate to fall into +the hands of such protectors. But I repeat, in using these arguments +you are not thinking of the child; you think only of yourself." + +"It is not so," he said; "not alone of myself am I thinking. I am the +arbiter of my wife's earthly destiny. Having the opportunity of +rescuing her from death, what would my future life be if I stand idly +by and see her die before my eyes? Do you ask of me that I shall be +her executioner? The heart of the Eternal is filled with love; He +bestows upon us the gift of love as our divinest consolation. He has +bestowed it upon me in its sublimest form. Shall I lightly throw away +the gift, and do a double wrong--to the child that needs a home, to +the woman whose fate is in my hands? Afflict me no longer; I am +resolved, and am doing what I believe to be right in the sight of the +Most High." + +The voice was silent, and spake no more. + +Aaron turned up the gas, took the money which Mr. Moss had left upon +the table, and quietly left the house. As he approached the Salutation +Hotel, which was situated at but a short distance, he saw the light of +Mr. Moss's cigar in the street. That gentleman was walking to and fro, +anxiously awaiting the arrival of his friend. + +"You are here, Cohen," he cried, "and the hour has barely passed. That +is a good omen. How pale you are, and you are out of breath. In order +that absolute secrecy should be preserved I thought it best to wait +outside for you. You have decided?" + +"I have decided," said Aaron, in a husky voice. "I will receive the +child." + +"Good, good, good," said Mr. Moss, his eyes beaming with satisfaction. +"You are acting like a sensible man, and you have lifted yourself out +of your difficulties. I cannot tell you how glad you make me, for I +take a real interest in you, a real interest. Remain here; I will +bring the babe, and we will go together to your house. It is well +wrapped up, and we will walk quickly to protect it from the night air. +I shall not be a minute." + +He darted into the hotel, and soon returned, with the babe in his +arms. Upon Aaron's offering to take the child from him, he said, +gaily, "No, no, Cohen'; I am more used to carrying babies than you. +When you have a dozen of them, like me, I will admit that we are +equal; but not till then, not till then." + +Although his joyous tones jarred upon Aaron he made no remark, and +they proceeded to Aaron's house, Mr. Moss being the loquacious one on +the road. + +"The woman I brought with me does not know, does not suspect, where +the child is going to, so we are safe. She goes back to Portsmouth +to-night; I shall remain till the morning. The baby is fast asleep. +What would the world be without children? Did you ever think of that, +Cohen? It would not be worth living in. A home without children--I +cannot imagine it. When I see a childless woman I pity her from my +heart. They try to make up for it with a cat or a dog, but it's a poor +substitute, a poor substitute. If I had no children I would adopt one +or two--yes, indeed. There is a happy future before this child; if she +but knew, if she could speak, her voice would ring out a song of +praise." + +When they arrived at the house Aaron left Mr. Moss in the room below, +and ran up to ascertain if Rachel had been disturbed. She had not +moved since he last quitted the room, and an expression of profound +peace was settling on her face. His own child lay white and still. A +heavy sigh escaped him as he gazed upon the inanimate tiny form. He +closed the door softly, and rejoined his friend. + +"I will not stay with you, Cohen," said Mr. Moss; "you will have +enough to do. To-morrow you must get a woman to assist in the house. +You have the fifty pounds safe?" Aaron nodded. "I have some more money +to give you, twenty-five pounds, three months' payment in advance of +the allowance to be made to you for the rearing of the child. Here it +is, and here, also, is the address of the London lawyers, who will +remit to you regularly at the commencement of every quarter. You have +only to give them your address, and they will send the money to you. I +shall not leave Gosport till eleven in the morning, and if you have +anything to say to me I shall be at the Salutation till that hour. +Good-night, Cohen; I wish you happiness and good fortune." + +Alone with the babe, who lay on the sofa, which had been drawn up to +the fire, Aaron stood face to face with the solemn responsibility he +had taken upon himself, and with the still more solemn deception to +which he was pledged. For awhile he hardly dared to uncover the face +of the sleeping child, but time was precious, and he nerved himself to +the necessity. He sat on the sofa, and gently removed the wrappings +which had protected the child from the cold night, but had not impeded +its powers of respiration. + +A feeling of awe stole upon him; the child he was gazing on might have +been his own dead child, so strong was the resemblance between them. +There was a little hair upon the pretty head, as there was upon the +head of his dead babe; it was dark, as hers was; there was a singular +resemblance in the features of the children; the limbs, the feet, +the little baby hands, the pouting mouth, might have been cast in the +same mould. The subtle instinct of a mother's love would have enabled +her to know instinctively which of the two was her own babe, but it +would be necessary for that mother to be blessed with sight before she +could arrive at her unerring conclusion. A father could be easily +deceived, and the tender age of the children would have been an +important--perhaps the chief--factor in the unconscious error. +"Surely," Aaron thought, as he contemplated the sleeping babe, "this +is a sign that I am acting rightly." Men less devout than he might +have regarded it as a Divine interposition. But though he strove still +to justify his act, doubt followed every argument he used in his +defence. + +The next hour was occupied in necessary details which had not hitherto +occurred to him. The clothing of the children had to be exchanged. It +was done; the dead was arrayed as the living, the living as the dead. +Mere words are powerless to express Aaron's feelings as he performed +this task, and when he placed the living, breathing babe in the bed in +which Rachel lay, and took his own dead child to an adjoining room, +and laid it in his own bed, scalding tears ran down his cheeks. "God +forgive me, God forgive me!" he murmured, again and again. He knelt by +Rachel's bed, and buried his face in his hands. He had committed +himself to the deception; there was no retreat now. For weal or woe, +the deed was done. + +And there was so much yet to do, so much that he had not thought of! +Each false step he was taking was leading to another as false as that +which had preceded it. But if the end justified the means--if he did +not betray himself--if Rachel, awaking, suspected nothing, and heard +the voice of the babe by her side, without suspecting that it was not +her own, why, then, all would be well. And all through his life, to +his last hour, he would endeavour to make atonement for his sin. He +inwardly acknowledged it now, without attempting to gloss it over. It +_was_ a sin; though good would spring from it, though a blessing might +attend it, the act was sinful. + +His painful musings were arrested by a knock at the street door. With +a guilty start he rose to his feet, and gazed around with fear in his +eyes. What did the knock portend? Was it in some dread way connected +with his doings? The thought was harrowing. But presently he +straightened himself, set his lips firmly, and went downstairs to +attend to the summons. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + PLUCKED FROM THE JAWS OF DEATH. + + +Mr. Moss stood at the street door, bearing in his arms the little iron +casket which Dr. Spenlove, at the intercession of the mother who had +consented to part with her child, had entrusted to him. + +"In my excitement, Cohen," he commenced, before Aaron could speak, +"something slipped my memory when we were talking together. I rapped +softly at first, fearing to disturb Rachel, but no one answering, I +had to use the knocker. I hope I have not disturbed her." + +"She is sleeping peacefully," replied Aaron, "and is taking a turn for +the better, I am thankful to say. To-morrow, I trust, all danger will +be over. Come in." + +He closed the door gently, and they entered the parlour. + +"I have come back about this little box," said Mr. Moss, depositing it +on the table; "it belongs to the task I undertook. The mother of the +babe made it a stipulation that whoever had the care of the child +should receive the box, and hold it in trust for her until she claimed +it." + +"But I understood," said Aaron, in apprehension, "that the mother had +no intention of claiming her child." + +"In a certain sense that is true. Don't look worried; there is no fear +of any trouble in the future; only she made it a condition that the +box should go with the child, and that, when the girl was twenty-one +years of age, it should be given to her, in case the mother did not +make her appearance and claim the property. It stands this way, Cohen. +The mother took into consideration the chance that the gentleman she +is marrying may die before her, in which event she stipulated that she +should be free to seek her daughter. That is reasonable, is it not?" + +"Quite reasonable." + +"And natural?" + +"Quite natural. But I should have been informed of it." + +"It escaped me, it really escaped me, Cohen; and what difference can +it make? It is only a mother's fancy." + +"Yes, only a mother's fancy." + +"I'll lay a thousand to one you never hear anything more about it. Put +the box away, and don't give it another thought." + +Aaron lifted it from the table. "It is heavy, Mr. Moss." + +"Yes, it is heavy." + +"Do you know what it contains?" + +"I haven't the slightest idea." + +"It must be something that the mother sets store on--jewels, perhaps." + +"Nothing more unlikely. The poor woman didn't have a shilling to bless +herself with. I shouldn't trouble about it if I were you." + +"I have gone too far," said Aaron, sighing; "I cannot retreat." + +"It would be madness to dream of such a thing. Remember what depends +upon it. Cohen, in case anything occurs, I think I ought to tell you +what has been passing in my mind." + +"In case anything occurs!" repeated Aaron, in a hollow tone, and with +a startled look. "What can occur?" + +"The poor child," continued Mr. Moss, "has had a hard time of it. We +almost dug her out of the snow last night; the exposure was enough to +kill an infant of tender years, and there's no saying what effect it +may have upon her. If it had been a child of my own I should be +alarmed for the consequences, and I should scarcely expect her to live +through it." Aaron gasped. "The idea distresses you, but we must +always take the human view. Should she not survive no one can be +blamed for it. How is your own dear little girl?" + +"She is well," replied Aaron, mechanically. He passed his hand across +his eyes despairingly. The duplicity he was compelled to practise was +hateful to him, and he despised himself for it. + +"Good-night again," said Mr. Moss. "I have sent my telegram to the +London lawyers. Don't forget that I shall be at the Salutation till +eleven in the morning. I should like to hear how Mrs. Cohen is before +I leave." + +It was not only the incident of the iron safe that Mr. Moss, in the +first instance, had omitted to impart to Aaron. In the agreement +formulated by Mr. Gordon there was an undertaking that in the event of +the child's death, or of her marriage if she grew to womanhood, the +lawyers were to pay the sum of five hundred pounds to the person into +whose home the child was received. Mr. Moss had not mentioned this, +and Aaron was in consequence ignorant of the fact. Had he been aware +of it, is it likely that he would have shrunk from carrying out the +scheme inspired by his agony? It is hard to say. During these pregnant +and eventful hours he was dominated by the one overpowering, +passionate desire to save the life of his beloved; during these hours +all that was highest and noblest in his nature was deadened by human +love. + +There was no rest for him on this night; he did not dare to undress +and seek repose. The moments were too precious; some action had to be +taken, and to be taken soon, and, his mind torn with agony and +remorse, he devoted himself to the consideration of it. In the course +of this mental debate he was plunged at times into the lowest depths +of self-abasement; but the strength of his character and the serious +issues at stake lifted him out of these depths. Ever and anon he crept +into Rachel's room and derived consolation from the calm sleep she was +enjoying. The doctor's prognostications of returning health seemed to +be on the point of realisation; when she awoke in the morning and +clasped her child to her bosom, and heard its sweet voice, all would +be well with her. What need, then, for further justification? + +But his further action must be decided upon and carried out before +Rachel awoke. And it was imperative that she should be kept in +ignorance of what had taken place. On no account must it be revealed +to her that he had taken a strange child into the house, and that it +had died there within a few hours. In her delicate state the news +might be fatal. + +Gradually all that it was necessary for him to do unfolded itself, and +was mentally arranged in consecutive order. He waited till three +o'clock, and then he went from his house to the Salutation Hotel. The +night porter, half asleep, was in attendance, and after some demur he +conducted Aaron to Mr. Moss's sleeping apartment. + +"Who is there?" cried Mr. Moss, aroused by the knocking at his door. + +"It is I," replied Aaron; "I must speak to you at once." + +Mr. Moss jumped from bed. + +"Is it all right, sir?" asked the night porter. + +"Of course it is all right," said Mr. Moss, opening the door, and +admitting his visitor. + +The night porter returned to his duties, and fell into a doze. + +"What brings you here at this time of night?" exclaimed Mr. Moss; and +then, seeing the distress in Aaron's face, "Good God! It is not about +Rachel?" + +"No, it is not about Rachel; it is bad enough, but not so bad as that. +How shall I tell you--how shall I tell you?" + +"Stop a moment," said Mr. Moss. "I ordered half a bottle of port +before I went, and there is a glass or two left. Drink this." + +The wine gave Aaron courage to proceed with his task. + +"I have dreadful news to tell you," he said, putting down the glass. + +"I guess it," interrupted Mr. Moss. "The child!" + +"Yes," answered Aaron, with averted eyes, "the child." + +"Is she very ill?" + +"Mr. Moss, the child is dead." + +"Heavens!" cried Mr. Moss, slipping into his clothes as fast as he +could. "What a calamity! But at the same time, Cohen, what a release! +Tell me all about it. Does Rachel know?" + +"Rachel does not know. She is still sleeping, and she must not know. +It would kill her--it would kill her!' + +"I see the necessity, Cohen; it must be kept from her, and I think I +see how it can be managed. It is a fortunate thing that the woman who +accompanied me here with the poor child has not returned to +Portsmouth, as I bade her. She met with some friends in Gosport who +persuaded her to stop the night, and she was going back with me in the +morning. I promised to call for her, but she will have to remain here +now till the child is buried. She will not mind, because it will be +something in her pocket. A sad ending, Cohen, a sad ending, but I +feared it. Did I not prophesy it? What else was to be expected after +last night's adventure? A child of such a tender age!' The wonder is +it did not die in my arms. But you have not told me how it occurred." + +"It is very simple," said Aaron, in a low tone. "I laid the babe in my +own bed, intending to call in a woman as soon after daylight as +possible to attend it till Rachel was well and able to get about. She +seemed to be asleep, and was in no pain. I determined not to go to +bed, but to keep up all night, to attend to the little one, and to +Rachel and my own child---- Bear with me, Mr. Moss, I am unstrung." + +"No wonder. Take time, Aaron, take time." + +"Now and again I went up to look at the babe, and observed nothing to +alarm me. An hour ago I closed my eyes, and must have slept; I was +tired out. When I awoke I went upstairs, and was startled by a strange +stillness in the child. I lifted her in my arms. Mr. Moss, she was +dead. I came to you at once, to advise me what to do. You must help +me, Mr. Moss; my dear Rachel's life hangs upon it. You know how +sensitive she is; and the doctor has warned me that a sudden shock +might be fatal." + +"I will help you, Cohen, of course I will help you; it is my duty, +because it is I who have brought this trouble upon you. But I did it +with the best intentions. I see a way out of the difficulty. The woman +I employed--how fortunate, how fortunate that she is still here!--is a +god-send to us. She is a kind-hearted creature, and she will be sorry +to hear of the child's death, but at the same time she is poor, and +will be glad to earn a sovereign. A doctor must see the child, to +testify that she died a natural death. She must have passed away in +her sleep." + +"She did. Is it necessary that the doctor should visit my house in +order to see the child?" + +"Not at all. I have everything planned in my mind. Now I am ready to +go out. First to the telegraph office--it is open all night here--to +despatch a telegram to the London lawyers to send a representative +down immediately, who, when he comes, will take the affair out of our +hands, I expect. Afterwards to the house of the woman's friends; she +must accompany us to your house, and we will take the child away +before daylight. Then we will call in a doctor, and nothing need reach +Rachel's ears. Don't take it to heart, Cohen; you have troubles enough +of your own. The news you give me of Rachel is the best of news. Joy +and sorrow, Cohen--how close they are together!" + +In the telegraph office Mr. Moss wrote a long message to Mr. Gordon's +lawyers, impressing upon them the necessity of sending a +representative without delay to take charge of the body, and to attend +to the funeral arrangements. + +"Between ourselves, Cohen," he said, as they walked to the house +of the woman's friends, "the lawyers will be rather glad of the news +than otherwise; and so will Mr. Gordon, when it reaches him. I am not +sure whether I made the matter clear to you, but there is no doubt +whatever that, so far as Mr. Gordon is concerned, the child was an +encumbrance--to say nothing of the expense, which perhaps he would not +have minded, being almost a millionaire. But still, as it has turned +out, he has got rid of a difficulty, and he will not be sorry when he +hears of it." + +"And the mother," said Aaron, "how will she take it?" + +"I will not pretend to say. _We_ know, Cohen, what we think of our own +children, but there are people in the world with different ideas from +ours. The mother of this little one will feel grieved at first, no +doubt, but I dare say she will soon get over it. Then, perhaps her +husband will not tell her. Here we are at the woman's house." + +They halted before a small cottage, inhabited by people in humble +circumstances. Before he aroused the inmates, Mr. Moss said,-- + +"I shall keep your name out of the affair, Cohen; but to a certain +extent the woman must be taken into our confidence. Secrecy will be +imposed upon her, and she will be paid for it. Remain in the +background; I will speak to her alone." + +The woman herself came to the door, and when she was dressed Mr. Moss +had a conversation with her, the result of which was that she and the +two men walked to Aaron's house, where she took charge of the dead +child, and carried it to the cottage. Then she went for a doctor--to +Aaron's relief not the doctor who attended his wife--and as there was +no doubt that the child had died a natural death, a certificate to +that effect was given. At six in the morning Aaron returned to Rachel, +and sitting by her bedside, waited for her awakening. The potion she +had taken was to ensure sleep for twelve hours; in two hours he would +hear her voice; in two hours she would be caressing a babe to which +she had not given birth. + +It seemed to Aaron as though months had passed since Mr. Moss had +presented himself at his house last night, and for a while it almost +seemed as though, in that brief time, it was not himself who had +played the principal part in this strange human drama, but another +being who had acted for him, and who had made him responsible for an +act which was to colour all his future life. But he did not permit +himself to indulge long in this view of what had transpired; he knew +and felt that he, and he alone, was responsible, and that to his dying +day he would be accountable for it. Well, he would bear the burden, +and would, every by means within his power, endeavour to atone for it. +He would keep strict watch over himself; he would never give way to +temptation; he would act justly and honourably; he would check the +hasty word; he would make no enemies; he would be kind and considerate +to all around him. He did not lay the flattering unction to his soul +that in thus sketching his future rule of life he was merely +committing himself to that which he had always followed in the past. +This one act seemed to cast a shadow over all that had gone before; he +had to commence anew. + +A strange and agonising fancy haunted him. The child of his blood, +Rachel's child, was lying dead in the house of a stranger. The +customary observances of his religion could not be held over it; +Christians had charge of the lifeless clay. With his mind's eye he saw +his dead child lying in the distant chamber, alone and unattended, +with no sympathising heart near to shed tears over it, with no mourner +near to offer up a prayer in its behalf. The child opened its eyes and +gazed reproachfully upon its father; then it rose from the couch, and +in its white dress went out of the house and walked through the snow +to its father's dwelling. The little bare feet left traces of blood in +the snow, and at the door of its father's house it paused and stood +there crying, "Mother, mother!" So strong was this fancy that Aaron +went to the street door, and, opening it, gazed up and down the +street. The snow was still falling; no signs of life were visible, and +no movement except the light flakes fluttering down. A mantle of +spotless white was spread over roads and roofs, and there was silence +all around. But in Aaron's eyes there was a vision, and in his heart a +dead voice calling. His babe was there before him, and its voice was +crying, "Mother, mother! Why am I deserted? why am I banished from my +father's house?" When he drew back into the passage he hardly dared +shut the street door upon the piteous figure his conscience had +conjured up. + +At eight o'clock in the morning Rachel stirred; she raised her arm and +put her hand to her eyes, blind to all the world, blind to her +husband's sin, blind to everything but love. Then instinctively she +drew the babe nearer to her. A faint cooing issued from the infant's +lips, and an expression of joy overspread the mother's features. This +joy found its reflex in Aaron's heart, but the torturing anxiety under +which he laboured was not yet dispelled. It was an awful moment. Was +there some subtle instinct in a mother's love which would convey to +Rachel's sense the agonising truth that the child she held in her arms +was not her own? + +There was no indication of it. She fondled the child, she suckled it, +the light of Heaven shone in her face. + +"Aaron!" + +"My beloved!" + +"Do you hear our child, our dear one? Ah, what happiness!" + +"Thank God!" said Aaron, inly. "Oh, God be thanked!" + +"Is it early or late, dear love?" asked Rachel. "It is morning, I +know, for I see the light; I feel it here"--with her hand pressing the +infant's head to her heart. + +"It is eight o'clock, beloved," said Aaron. + +"I have had a long and beautiful sleep. I do not think I have dreamt, +but I have been so happy, so happy! My strength seems to be returning; +I have not felt so well since the night of the fire. Our darling seems +stronger, too; it is because I am so much better. I must think of +that; it is a mother's duty to keep well, for her child's sake--and, +dear husband, for your sake also. I do not love you less because I +love our child so dearly." + +"I am sure of that. Should I be jealous of our child? That would be as +foolish as it would be unwise." + +"You speak more cheerfully, Aaron. Is that because of me?" + +"It is because of you, beloved. We both draw life and happiness from +you. Therefore, get strong soon." + +"I shall; I feel I shall. My mind is clear, there is no weight on my +heart. Before many days have passed I shall be out of bed, learning my +new duties. Aaron, our child will live." + +"She will live to bless and comfort us, beloved." + +She passed her hand over his face. "You are crying, Aaron." + +"They are tears of joy, Rachel, at seeing you so much better. A +terrible fear has weighed me down; it is removed, thanks be to the +Eternal. The world was dark till now; I dared not think of the future; +now all is well." + +"Am I, indeed, so much to you, dear husband?" + +"You are my life. As the sun is to the earth, so are you to me." + +The wife, the husband, and the child lay in each other's embrace. + +"God is good," murmured Rachel. "I did so want to live for you and for +our child! But I feared, I feared; strength seemed to be departing +from me. What will they do, I thought, when I am gone? But God has +laid His hand upon us and blessed us. Praised be His name for ever and +ever!" + +"Amen, amen! I have not yet said my morning prayers. It is time." + +She sank back in bed, and he put on his taleth and phylacteries, and +prayed fervently. He did not confine himself to his usual morning +devotions, but sought his book for propitiatory supplications for +forgiveness for transgressions. "Forgive us, oh, our Father! for we +have sinned; pardon us, oh, our King! for we have transgressed; for +Thou art ever ready to pardon and forgive. Blessed art Thou, the +Eternal, who is gracious and doth abundantly pardon." And while he +supplicated forgiveness, Rachel lay and sang a song of love. + +His prayers ended, Aaron folded his taleth and wound up his +phylacteries, and resumed his seat by Rachel's bed. + +"While you slept last night, dear love," he said, "a piece of good +fortune fell to my share, through our friend Mr. Moss. I shall be able +to take a servant in the house." + +"How glad I am!" she answered. "It distressed me greatly to know that +you had everything to attend to yourself. A woman, or a girl, is so +necessary!" + +"There is altogether a brighter outlook for us, Rachel. Do you think +Prissy would do?" + +"She is very handy, and very willing. If you could manage till I can +get up I could soon teach her." + +"I will go, then, and see if she is able to come. You must not mind +being alone a little while." + +"I shall not be alone, dear," said Rachel, with a bright smile at the +child. + +He prepared breakfast for her before he left, and she partook of it +with a keen appetite. Then he went on his mission, and met Mr. Moss +coming to the house. + +"I have received a telegram," said that gentleman, "in reply to mine. +A gentleman will arrive from London this afternoon to attend to +matters. You look brighter." + +"Rachel is much better," said Aaron. + +"You are in luck all round, Cohen. There are men who always fall on +their feet. I'm one of them; you're another. This time yesterday you +were in despair; now you're in clover. Upon my word, I am as glad as +if it had happened to myself. You know one of our sayings--'Next to +me, my wife; next to my wife, my child; next to my child, my friend.' +My good old father told me it was one of the wise sayings of Rabbi +ben--I forget who he was the son of. A friend of ours who used to come +to our house said to my father that there was no wisdom and no +goodness in the saying, because the Rabbi put himself first, as being +of more consequence than wife, and child, and friend. My father +answered, 'You are wrong; there is wisdom, there is goodness, there is +sense in it. Self is the greatest of earthly kings. Put yourself in +one scale, and pile up all the world in the other, and you will weigh +it down.' He was right. What comes so close home to us as our own +troubles and sorrows?" + +"Nothing," said Aaron, rather sadly; "they outweigh all the rest. We +are human, and being human, fallible. Can you imagine an instance, Mr. +Moss, where love may lead to crime?" + +"I can, and what is more, I would undertake to justify it. Who is this +little girl?" + +The diversion in the conversation was caused by Prissy, who had run to +Aaron, and was plucking at his coat. + +"A good girl who attends to our Sabbath lights." + +"'Ow's missis, please, sir?" inquired Prissy, anxiously. + +"Much better this morning, thank you." + +"And the babby, sir?" + +"Also better and stronger, Prissy." Prissy jumped up and down in +delight. "I was coming to see you. Do you think your aunt would let +you come to us as a regular servant, to live, and eat, and sleep in +the house?" + +This vision of happiness almost took Prissy's breath away; but she +managed to reply, "If yer'd make it worth 'er while, she would, Mr. +Cohen. She's allus telling me I'm taking the bread out of 'er mouth, +and ain't worth my salt. Oh, Mr. Cohen, _will_ yer take me, _will_ +yer? I don't care where I sleep, I don't care wot yer give me to eat, +I'll work for yer day and night, I will! Aunty makes my life a misery, +she does, and I've lost Wictoria Rejiner, sir. She's got another nuss, +and I ain't got nobody to care for now. Aunty sed this morning I was a +reg'lar pest, and she wished she could sell me at so much a pound." + +"You don't weigh a great deal," said Aaron, gazing at Prissy in pity; +and then, with a sad touch of his old humour, "How much a pound do you +think she would take?" + +"Come and arks 'er, Mr. Cohen, come and arks er," cried Prissy, +running before Aaron, and looking back imploringly at him. + +He and Mr. Moss followed the girl into the presence of Prissy's aunt, +and, although he did not buy Prissy by the pound weight, he made a +bargain with the woman, and by the outlay of five shillings secured +the girl's permanent services, it being understood that she was not to +take her niece away without Prissy's consent. As they walked back to +Aaron's house he spoke to Prissy about wages; but the girl, who felt +as if heaven's gates had opened for her to enter, interrupted him by +saying,-- + +"Don't talk about wages, sir, please don't. I don't want no wages. +Give me a frock and a bone, and I'll work the skin off my fingers for +yer, I will!" + +Extravagant as were her professions, never was a poor girl more in +earnest than Prissy. Blithe and happy she set to work, and never did +valiant soldier polish up his arms with keener zest than did Prissy +her pots and pans. The kitchen was her battleground, and she surveyed +it with the air of a conqueror. There was joy in Rachel's heart in the +room above, there was joy in Prissy's heart in the room below. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + THE CURTAIN FALLS AWHILE. + + +Mr. Moss and Aaron spent the greater part of the day together, +awaiting the arrival of Mr. Gordon's legal representative. The doctor +who attended Rachel called only once, and gave a good report of her +condition. + +"The crisis is over," he said to Aaron. "Your wife and child will +live. In a few days Mrs. Cohen will be strong enough to be removed, +and I advise you to take her without delay to the South of France, +where before spring her health will be completely re-established." + +It was not until the doctor had departed that the question presented +itself to Aaron whether he had any right to the fifty pounds he +had received from Mr. Moss. He was clear as to the second sum of +twenty-five pounds--that must be returned. He wished Mr. Moss to take +it back; but that gentleman would have nothing to do with it, and as +to Aaron's right to retain the fifty pounds he entertained no doubt. + +"It is undisputably yours," he said. "It was handed to me by Mr. +Gordon himself for a specific purpose, and I look upon it as a +retaining fee. No lawyer returns such a fee when the case breaks +down--trust them for that. Understand, please, Cohen, that I am no +longer acting in the affair: it rests now between you and the +lawyers." + +Late in the afternoon Mr. Moss went to the railway station to meet the +lawyer, and the two proceeded together to the house where the dead +child lay. Arrangements for the funeral were made, and then Mr. Moss +conducted the lawyer, whose name was Chesterman, to Aaron's house. + +"Mr. Chesterman has something to say to you, Cohen," he said. "I will +leave you together." He took Aaron aside. "It is something of great +importance--a wonderful stroke of fortune. Don't throw it away; it +will be the making of you; and remember Rachel." + +"Mr. Moss," commenced Mr. Chesterman, when he and Aaron were alone, +"has related to me all that has occurred. In a general sense the death +of the child is to be regretted, as would be the death of any person, +old or young; but there are peculiar circumstances in this case which +render this visitation of God a relief to certain parties. It removes +all difficulties from the future, and there is now no likelihood of +our client's plans being hampered or interfered with. You are aware +that he is a gentleman of fortune?" + +"I have been so informed." + +"You may not be aware, however, that he is a gentleman of very decided +views, and that he is not to be turned from any resolution he may have +formed. We lawyers have to deal with clients of different +temperaments, and when a case is submitted to us by a strong-minded +gentleman, we may advise, but, if we find our client determined, we do +not waste time in arguing. I understand from Mr. Moss that you have +some scruples with respect to the money you have received from him." + +"I wish to know whether I may consider the first sum of fifty pounds +mine; I have my doubts about it. As to the second sum of twenty-five +pounds, paid in advance for the rearing of the child, I have no doubts +whatever." + +"We have nothing to do with either of those sums; they did not come +from us, but from our client to Mr. Moss, and from Mr. Moss to you. +Without being consulted professionally, I agree with Mr. Moss that the +fifty pounds is yours. I offer no opinion upon the second sum." + +"If you will give me your client's address, I will communicate with +him." + +"We cannot disclose it to you. It is confided to us professionally, +and our instructions are to keep it secret." + +"You can give him my name and address?" + +"No. His stipulation is that it is not to be made known to him. If at +any time he asks us voluntarily for it, that is another matter, and I +will make a note of it. The special purpose of my visit is to complete +and carry out to the last letter our client's instructions. The +conditions to which he bound himself were very liberal. With a +generous desire for the child's welfare, in the event of her living +and marrying, he placed in our hands the sum of five hundred pounds as +a marriage dowry, to be paid over to her on her wedding-day." + +"A noble-minded gentleman," said Aaron. + +Mr. Chesterman smiled, and continued,-- + +"In the event of the child's death this five hundred pounds was to be +paid over to the party or parties who undertook the charge of her. The +child is dead; the five hundred pounds is to be paid over to you." + +"But, sir," said Aaron, in astonishment, "do you not understand that I +cannot accept this money?" + +"It is not for us to consider any scruples you may have; it is for us +to carry out our instructions. It does not come within our province to +argue with you. I have brought the cheque with me, and all I have to +do is to hand it over to you, and to take your receipt for it. Mr. +Moss hinted to me that you might raise objections; my reply was, +'Nonsense.' The money belongs to you by legal and moral right, and I +decline to listen to objections. If it is any satisfaction to you, I +may tell you that our client can well afford to pay it, and that by +its early payment he is a considerable gainer, for he is no longer +under the obligation to pay a hundred a year for the child's +maintenance. Here is the receipt, legally drawn out; oblige me by +signing it." + +It was in vain for Aaron to protest; the lawyer insisted, and at +length, fearing the consequences of a decided refusal, Aaron put his +name to the paper. + +"Our business being concluded," said Mr. Chesterman, rising, "I have +the pleasure of wishing you good-day. Should in the future any +necessity for the statement arise, I shall not hesitate to declare +that the child was placed in the care of an honourable gentleman, who +would have faithfully performed his duty towards her." + +"God forgive me," said Aaron, when his visitor was gone, "for the sin +I have committed! God help me to atone for it!" + +But he would have been less than human had he not felt grateful that +the means were placed in his hands to restore his beloved wife to +health and strength. Before a week had passed he and Rachel and the +child, accompanied by Prissy, were travelling to a milder clime. + + + + + + BOOK THE FOURTH. + + _HONOUR AND PROGRESS_. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + AFTER MANY YEARS. + + +A man upon whose face all that is noble and steadfast seems to have +set its seal, to give the world assurance that here was one who, had +his lot been so cast, would have ruled over men with justice, truth, +and honour. He is of a goodly height, and his features are large and +clearly defined. A sensitive, resolute mouth; calm, well-proportioned +lips, which close without restraint and are eloquent even when the +tongue is silent; a nose gently arched, with curved indented nostrils; +a massive forehead, almost oval at the top, and with projecting lower +arches, the eyebrows near to the large brown eyes; the chin and cheeks +clothed in a handsome beard, in which grey hairs are making themselves +manifest. Powerful, benignant, and self-possessed as is his +appearance, there is an underlying sadness in his eyes which could be +variously construed--as born of a large experience of human ways and +of the errors into which mortals are liable to fall, or, maybe, of an +ever-abiding remembrance of one moment in his own life when he also +was tempted and fell. But no such thought as the latter ever entered +the minds of those who knew him personally and those who judged him by +the repute he bore, which could only have been earned by a man who +walked unflinchingly and unerringly in the straight path and was just +and merciful to all who came in contact with him. There were instances +when mercy so predominated that persons who had wronged him were +allowed to go free, and when a helping hand was held out to men who +had sinned against him. This is Aaron Cohen, now close upon his +fiftieth year. + +A woman whose tranquil eyes never see the light of day, but in which, +nevertheless, there is no sign of repining or regret. Purity and +sweetness dwell in her face, and as she stands motionless in a +listening attitude, her white hand resting on the table, no more +exquisite representation of peace and universal love and sympathy +could be found in living form or marble statue. She is fair almost to +whiteness, and although her figure is slight and there is no colour in +her cheeks, she is in good health, only that sometimes during the day +she closes her eyes and sleeps in her armchair for a few minutes. In +those intervals of unconsciousness, and when she seeks her couch, she +sees fairer pictures, perhaps, than if the wonders of the visible +world were an open book to her. Her dreams are inspired by a soul of +goodness, and her husband's heart, as he gazes upon her in her +unconscious hours, is always stirred to prayer and thankfulness that +she is by his side to bless his days. Not only in the house is her +influence felt. She is indefatigable in her efforts to seek out +deserving cases of distress and relieve them; and she does not confine +her charity to those of her faith. In this regard Jew and Christian +are alike to her, and not a week passes that she does not plant in +some poor home a seed which grows into a flower to gladden and cheer +the hearts of the unfortunate and suffering. Grateful eyes follow her +movements, and a blessing is shed upon her as she departs. A +ministering angel is she, whose words are balm, whose presence brings +sweet life into dark spaces. So might an invisible herald of the Lord +walk the earth, healing the sick, lifting up the fallen, laying his +hand upon the wounded breast, and whispering to all, "Be comforted. +God has heard your prayers, and has sent me to relieve you." This is +Rachel Cohen, Aaron's wife, in her forty-fourth year. + +A younger woman, in her springtime, with life's fairest pages spread +before her. Darker than Rachel is she, with darker hair and eyes and +complexion, slim, graceful, and beautiful. It is impossible that she +should not have felt the influence of the home in which she has been +reared, and that she should not be the better for it, for it is a home +in which the domestic affections unceasingly display themselves in +their tenderest aspect, in which the purest and most ennobling lessons +of life are inculcated by precept and practice; but a profound student +of human nature, whose keen insight would enable him to plumb the +depths of passion, to detect what lay beneath the surface, to trace +the probable course of the psychological inheritance which all parents +transmit to their children, would have come to the conclusion that in +this fair young creature were instincts and promptings which were +likely one day to give forth a discordant note in this abode of peace +and love, and to break into rebellion. There is no outward indication +of such possible rebellion. To the friends and acquaintances of the +household she is a lovely and gracious Jewish maiden, who shall in +time become a mother in Judah. This is Ruth Cohen, in the eyes of all +the world the daughter of Aaron and Rachel. + +A young man, Ruth's junior by a year, with his father's strength of +character and his mother's sweetness of disposition. He is as yet too +young for the full development of this rare combination of qualities, +the outcome of which is to be made manifest in the future, but he is +not too young to win love and respect. His love for his parents is +ardent, his faith in them indestructible. To him his mother is a +saint, his father a man without blemish. Were he asked, to express his +most earnest wishes, he would have answered, "When I am my father's +age may I be honoured as he is: when I marry may my wife be as my +mother is." This is Joseph Cohen, the one other child of Aaron and +Rachel. + +A tall, ungainly woman of thirty, working like a willing slave from +morning to night, taking pride and pleasure in the home, and +metaphorically prostrating herself before every one who lives beneath +its roof. Esteemed and valued by her master and mistress, for whom she +is ready to sacrifice herself and to undergo any privation; especially +watchful of her mistress, and tender towards her; jealous of the good +name of those whom she serves with devotion. Of Aaron Cohen she stands +somewhat in awe, he is so far above her in wisdom. She does not +trouble herself about religious matters; questions of theology come +not within her domain, her waking hours being entirely filled and +occupied with the performance of her domestic duties. She listens +devoutly to the chanting of Hebrew prayers, not one word of which does +she understand, and is none the worse for them. Her master and +mistress are the representatives of a race for which through them she +entertains the profoundest respect; it is more than likely, if the +choice had been hers and if she had deemed herself worthy of the +distinction, that she would have elected to be born in the Jewish +faith. She carries her allegiance even to the extent of fasting with +the household on the Day of Atonement, and of not allowing bread to +pass her lips during the Passover week. This is Prissy, the ever true, +the ever faithful. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + THE FOUNDATION OF AARON'S FORTUNE. + + +Eventful indeed to Aaron Cohen had been the twenty years since he left +Gosport. In the South of France, where they remained for a much longer +time than he intended, Rachel was restored to health, and Aaron had +the joy of seeing her move happily about the house and garden, and of +hearing her sing to her babe the songs and lullabies which, from a +mother's lips, are so fraught with melodious and tender meaning. It +almost seemed as if she had inward cause for thankfulness that +blindness had fallen upon her, for Aaron had never known her to be so +blithe and light-hearted as during those weeks of returning health. +Prissy was invaluable to them, and proved to be a veritable treasure. +The short time it took her to learn her duties, the swiftness and +neatness with which they were performed, the delight she took in the +babe, who soon replaced Victoria Regina in her affections, and the +care and skill with which she guided her mistress's movements, amazed +Aaron. He had divined from the first that she was a shrewd, clever +girl, and he had the satisfaction of discovering that she was much +cleverer than he would have ventured to give her credit for. She was +tidier in her dress, too, and never presented herself unless she was +clean and neat. She became, in a sense, her mistress's teacher, and +Rachel was so apt a pupil that Aaron's apprehensions that she would +meet with an accident if she moved too freely about were soon +dispelled. + +"Is it not wonderful, love?" she said. "I think I must have eyes at +the tips of my fingers. But it is Prissy I have to thank for it." + +She repaid the girl, be sure. Gradually Prissy's mode of expressing +herself underwent improvement; she did not use so many negatives, she +dropped fewer h's, she learned to distinguish between g's and k's; and +Aaron himself laid the first stone in her education by teaching her +the a b c. One thing Prissy would not learn; she obstinately refused +to have anything to do with the French language. English was good +enough for her, she declared, and to the English tongue she nailed her +colours. + +Fond as she was of babies, she would not countenance French babies, +and said it was a shame to dress them so. "I'm a troo bloo, sir," she +said to Aaron; "please don't force me." And with a hearty laugh he +desisted. + +He himself spoke French fluently, and to this may be ascribed the +first change in his fortunes. Easy in his mind respecting Rachel, easy +respecting money, he found himself at leisure to look about him and +observe. He made friends, and among them a poor French engineer of +great skill. In conversation one day this engineer mentioned that +tenders were invited for the construction of a local bridge. It was +not a very important matter; the lake it was to span was of no great +dimensions, and the bridge required was by no means formidable. + +"There are only two contractors who will tender for it," said the +engineer, "and they play into each other's hands. They will settle +privately the amount of their separate tenders, and the lowest will +obtain the contract. They will divide the profits between them. If I +had a little money to commence with I would tender for the work, and +my tender would be at least ten thousand francs below theirs. Then it +would be I who would construct the bridge, and public money would be +saved." + +"What would be your profit?" asked Aaron. + +"Twenty thousand francs," was the reply; "perhaps more." + +"And the amount of your tender?" + +"Eighty thousand francs. I have the plans and specifications, and +every detail of expense for material and labour in my house. Will you +come and look over them?" + +Aaron examined them, and submitting them to the test of inquiry +as to the cost of labour and material, found them to be correct. A +simple-minded man might have been taken in by a schemer who had +prepared complicated figures for the purpose of trading with another +person's money, and standing the chance of winning if the venture +resulted in a profit, and of losing nothing if it resulted in a loss; +but Aaron was not simple-minded, the poor engineer was not a schemer, +and the figures were honestly set down. + +"It would not need a great amount of money," said the engineer. "If a +certain sum were deposited in the bank, a further sum could be raised +by depositing the contract as security; and, moreover, as the work +proceeds, specified payments will be made by the local authorities." + +"How much would be required to commence operations, and to make +everything safe?" + +"Ten thousand francs." + +Roughly, that was four hundred pounds. The five hundred pounds he had +received from the lawyers was as yet untouched, for they lived very +economically and were in a part of the world where thrift was part of +the people's education. Aaron believed the project to be safe. + +"If I advanced it," he asked, "what proposition do you make?" + +"We would make it a partnership affair," replied the poor engineer, +eagerly. + +Upon that understanding the bridge was tendered for, and the tender +accepted. In four months the work was executed and passed by the +inspectors; the contractors received the balance due to them, and a +division of the profits was made. After paying all his expenses Aaron +was the richer by three hundred pounds. He gave fifty pounds to the +poor, which raised him in the estimation of the people among whom he +was temporarily sojourning. He had not been idle during the four +months occupied by the building of the bridge; under the guidance of +his partner he had superintended the workmen and undertaken the +correspondence and management of the accounts; and new as these duties +were to him he had shown great intelligence and aptitude. + +"We met on a fortunate day," said the engineer. + +At about this time a new engineering project presented itself. It was +on a larger scale than the first, and the two men, emboldened by +success, tendered for it. Again did fortune favour them; everybody, +with the exception of rival contractors, was on their side. In the +carrying out of their first contract there had not been a hitch; they +had paid their workmen better wages, they had behaved honestly and +liberally all round, and they had already achieved a reputation for +liberal dealing with the working man. Moreover, people were talking of +Rachel's kindness and of Aaron's benevolence. Hats were lifted to +them, women and children left flowers at their door; rich was the +harvest they gathered for their charity. + +When it was known that they had obtained another contract, the best +workmen came to them for employment, and they learned what all +employers of labour may learn, that it is wise policy to pay +generously for bone and muscle. The hateful political economy of +Ricardo, which trades upon the necessities of the poor, and would +grind labour down to starvation pittance, could never find lodgment in +the mind of such a man as Aaron Cohen. The new venture was entirely +successful, and being of greater magnitude than the first, the profits +were larger. Aaron was the possessor of two thousand pounds. He gave +two hundred pounds to the poor. He did more than this. The doctor who +had attended Rachel in Gosport had declined to accept a fee, and Aaron +now wrote him a grateful letter, enclosing in it a draft for five +hundred pounds, which he asked the doctor to distribute among the +local charities. This five hundred pounds he regarded as a return of +the sum he had received from the London lawyers. That the receipt of +this money afforded gratification to the doctor was evidenced by his +reply. "Every one here," he said, "has kind words for you and your +estimable wife, and the general feeling is that if you had continued +to reside in Gosport it would have been a source of pleasure to all of +us. When I speak of your good fortune all the townsfolk say, 'We are +glad to hear it.'" Thus did good spring out of evil. + +Aaron felt that his foot was on the ladder. He entered into a regular +partnership with his friend the engineer, and they executed many +public works and never had a failure. The justness of their trading, +their consideration for the toilers who were helping to build up a +fortune for them, the honest wages they paid, earned for them an +exceptional reputation for rectitude and fair dealing. In these +matters and in this direction Aaron was the guiding spirit. He left to +his partner the technical working out of their operations, and took +upon himself the control of wages and finance. Occasionally there were +arguments between him and his partner, the latter hinting perhaps that +there was a cheaper market, and that money could be saved by employing +middlemen who offered to supply labour and material at prices that +were not equitable from the point of view of the toilers and +producers. Aaron would not entertain propositions of this kind. "We +are doing well," he said, "we are making money, we are harvesting. Be +satisfied." His partner gave way. Aaron's character was too strong for +resistance. "Clean and comfortable homes," said Aaron, "a good +education for their children, a modest enjoyment of the world's +pleasures--these are the labourers' due." Hearing of this some large +employers called him quixotic, and said he was ruining trade; but he +pursued the just and even tenor of his way, satisfied that he was a +saviour and not a spoiler. Upon the conclusion of each transaction, +when the accounts were balanced, he devoted a portion of his profits +to benevolent purposes, and he became renowned as a public benefactor. +The thanks that were showered upon him did not please him, but tended +rather to humiliate and humble him; he would not listen to expressions +of gratitude; and it will be presently seen that when he returned to +England he took steps to avoid the publicity which was distasteful to +him. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + THE FEAST OF PASSOVER. + + +A point of friendly contention between Aaron Cohen and the engineer +was the observance of the Sabbath day. From sunset on Friday till +sunset on Saturday Aaron would do no work and attend to no business. +He paid the workmen their wages on Friday, and made up the accounts on +that day. They hailed the new arrangement with satisfaction, but the +engineer was rather fretful over this departure from the usual custom. + +"What is your objection?" asked Aaron. + +"It must confuse affairs," replied the engineer. + +"Are not the accounts faithfully kept," said Aaron, "and does not the +work go on regularly?" + +"Oh, I am not complaining," said the engineer, "only----" + +"Only what?" said Aaron, with a smile. + +The engineer could not explain; he was a skilful engineer, but a weak +controversialist. The only answer he could make was,-- + +"You are living in a Christian land, among Christians." + +"I am none the less a Jew. All over the world we live in Christian +lands, among Christians; we are a nation without a country. You +observe your Sunday Sabbath as a day of rest." + +"Certainly I do." + +"Allow me, also, to observe my Sabbath on the day appointed by my +faith." + +"What difference can it make to you," persisted the engineer, +"Saturday or Sunday?" + +"If that is your view," said Aaron, his eyes twinkling with amusement, +"let us both keep our Sabbath on the Saturday." + +Aaron conducted the argument with such perfect good temper that the +engineer could not help laughing at the rebuff, and the subject was +allowed to drop. Nor was it revived on the subsequent occasions of +the Jewish holydays, which were zealously observed by Aaron and his +wife. They were both orthodox Jews, and nothing could tempt them to +neglect their religious obligations; neither of them had ever tasted +shell-fish or touched fire on the Sabbath. The festival of the New +Year in the autumn, with its penitential Day of Atonement and its +joyful Feast of Tabernacles, the Feast of Lights (Chanukah) in the +winter, the Festivals of Purim and Passover in the spring, the Feast +of Pentecost in the early summer--not one of these days of memorial +was disregarded. The m'zuzah was fastened on the doorposts, and +regularly every morning did Aaron put on his garment of fringes and +phylacteries and say his morning prayers. Thus was he ever in +communion with his Maker. + +He experienced at first great difficulty in conforming to Jewish +precepts. There was no synagogue in the village, and no killer of +meat, according to the formula prescribed by the Mosaic law. For +several days his family lived upon fish and vegetables and eggs; then +he succeeded in arranging with a Jewish butcher in a town some fifty +miles distant for a regular supply of meat and poultry. The only +co-religionist with whom he came into close personal association was a +man of the name of Levi, who had no such scruples as he in regard to +food. This man was married, and had three sons, the eldest of whom was +approaching his thirteenth year, the age at which all Jewish lads +should be confirmed. In conversation with M. Levi Aaron learned that +he had no intention of carrying out the ceremony of confirmation. +Yearning to bring the stray sheep back into the fold, Aaron invited M. +Levi and his family to celebrate the Passover with him, and there upon +the table the Levis saw the white napkins with the special Passover +cakes between the folds, the shankbone of a shoulder of lamb, the +roasted egg, the lettuce, the chevril and parsley, the cup of salt and +water, the savoury balls of almond, apple, and spice, and the raisin +wine--all of which are symbols of the Passover, the most joyous of the +Jewish festivals. In this year the first night of the holydays fell +upon the Sabbath, and the apartment presented a beautiful appearance, +with the lighted candles, the bright glass, and the spotless purity of +the linen. The house had been cleaned from top to bottom, all leaven +had been removed, and every utensil and article that was used for the +cooking and partaking of food was new. M. Levi's eyes glistened as he +entered the apartment and looked around; his wife's also, for she had +been brought up in an orthodox Jewish home. Old memories were revived, +and as they sat down at the table it was to them as if they had +suddenly gone back to the days of their youth. Love and self-reproach +shone in their faces as they gazed upon their children, to whom this +picture of home happiness was a delightful revelation. "Blessed art +Thou, O Lord, our God!" said Aaron, in the ancient tongue, after the +filling of the first glasses of wine. "King of the universe, who +createst the fruit of the vine. Blessed art Thou, O Lord, our God, +King of the universe, who hath chosen us from among all people, and +exalted us above all languages, and sanctified us with His +commandments; and with love hast Thou given us, O Lord, our God, +Sabbaths for rest, and solemn days for joy, festivals and seasons of +gladness, this day of rest, and this day of the feast of unleavened +cakes, the season of our freedom; a holy convocation in love, a +memorial of the departure from Egypt. For Thou hast chosen us and +sanctified us above all people; and Thy holy Sabbaths and festivals +hast Thou caused us to inherit with love and favour, joy and gladness. +Blessed art Thou, O Lord, who sanctifiest the Sabbath, and Israel, and +the seasons." After this prayer the first glass of wine was drank, and +the children smacked their lips. Rachel's blindness did not prevent +her from superintending the kitchen, and under her direction +everything was prepared for the table almost as skilfully and +tastefully as if her own hands had done the work. Her raisin wine was +perfect, and Aaron smacked his lips as well as the children: the +finest vintage of champagne would not have been so palatable to him. +Rachel's face was turned towards him as he raised the glass to his +lips; she was anxious for his approval of the wine, which he had +always praised extravagantly, and when she heard him smack his lips +she was satisfied. Aaron proceeded with the ceremonies and prayers; he +had purchased books of the "Hagadah," the Hebrew on the right-hand, +and a translation in French on the left-hand pages, so that his +guests, young and old, could understand what was being said and done. +In silence they laved their hands, chevril was dipped into salt water +and distributed around, and the middle cake in the napkins broken. +Then Aaron held aloft the dish containing the roasted egg and the +shankbone, and intoned, "This is the bread of affliction which our +ancestors ate in the land of Egypt. Let all that are hungry enter and +eat; let all that are in want come hither and observe the Passover." +The prayers were not uttered in a sing-song drawl; there was a joyous +note in the chanting, which proclaimed that the hearts of the +worshippers were glad. They heard from Aaron's lips what was said by +the wise son, the wicked son, and the simple son; how a handful of the +children of Israel went into Egypt, and how they increased and +multiplied till they became a mighty nation; how they were oppressed +by the Egyptians, and forced to build stone cities for Pharaoh, +Pithom, and Raamses; how they prayed unto the Eternal, and He +remembered His covenant with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and punished +the oppressors with the ten plagues; how, under Divine protection, +Israel went forth from Egypt, and walked through the Red Sea. "The sea +beheld, and fled; Jordan was driven backward. The mountains skipped +like rams, the hills like lambkins. What ailed thee, O sea, that thou +fledst--thou, Jordan, that thou wast driven backward--ye mountains, +that ye skipped like rams--ye hills, like lambkins? Tremble, O earth! +in the presence of the God of Jacob, who turned the rock into a pool +of water, the flinty rock into a fountain of water." The first portion +of the service ended, the books were laid aside, and the table spread +for supper. While the preparations for the meal were being made by +Prissy, who wore a new frock for the holydays and was as clean as a +new pin, an animated conversation went on. Aaron was in the merriest +of moods, and his witty sayings and jokes kept the company in a ripple +of laughter. It is a special feature in the home worship of the Jew +that it promotes good fellowship, breeds good feeling, and draws +closer the domestic ties which so strongly distinguish the race. +Innocent jest is encouraged, it is really as if it were a duty that +every one shall be in a holiday humour. The subjects of conversation +are of a cheerful nature, scandal is avoided, the tenderer feelings +are brought into play. Scrupulous attention is paid to cleanliness, +young and old attire themselves in their best. When we appear before +the Sovereign we make ourselves resplendent; so does the Jew when he +appears before the King of heaven and earth. On such occasions +slovenliness would be a crime. It is not only the outer man that is +attended to; the choicest special Jewish dishes are prepared; there is +no stint, plenty abounds, and friends are gladly welcomed, and invited +to partake; everything is done that can contribute to harmony and +content. Young people bill and coo, and their elders look on with +approving eyes. These are the golden hours of love's young dream. + +"It does my heart good," said Madame Levi, laughing heartily at one of +Aaron's jokes, "to be among our own people again." + +"Come often, come often," said Aaron Cohen. "You and yours will always +be welcome." + +The meal consisted of coffee, Passover cakes, fresh butter, and fried +and stewed fish. Nothing could be more tempting to the eye than the +large dish of stewed fish, with its thick yellow sauce of egg and +lemon, and nothing more tempting to the palate, unless it were the +fried fish, with its skin nicely browned, and cooked in such a way as +to bring out the full sweetness of the flesh. + +"We have the advantage of the Gentile," chuckled Aaron, who always +took fried fish for his first course, and stewed for his second. "We +know how to fry fish. It is strange that in all these thousands of +years he has not discovered the simple secret." + +"I have not tasted such stewed fish for I don't know how many years," +observed Madame Levi, who had just been assisted to a second helping. + +"Mrs. Cohen fries fish beautifully," said Aaron, "but her stewed fish +is a marvel." + +"That is the way my husband always speaks of me," said Rachel, with an +affectionate smile. "He does not believe I have a fault." + +"A woman who cooks fish as she does," said Aaron, oracularly, "cannot +have a fault; she is a perfect woman. She is a glory and an honour to +her sex. Again I assert, her stewed fish is a marvel." + +"He forgets," said Rachel sweetly, to her guests, "that I have to +trust others." + +"My dear," persisted Aaron, "you stand by and direct. A victorious +general does not rush into the battle; he stands aside, and gives his +orders. With my own eyes I saw you squeeze the lemons; with my own +eyes I saw you mix the batter; each slice of fish passed through your +hands before it was put into the pan and saucepan. You know, Madame +Levi, how important it is that the fish should be properly dried +before it goes through the ordeal of fire." + +"You bring it to my mind," said Madame Levi, speaking in a pensive +tone; "my mother could fry and stew fish beautifully." + +"But not like Rachel," rejoined Aaron. "I will give way on every other +point, but not on this. If I were a plaice or a halibut I should be +proud to be treated so; it would be a worthy ending of me, and I +should bless the hand that cut me up. I should feel that I had not +lived in vain. There is a spiritual touch," he continued, waiting +until the laughter had subsided, "in these things. Half a lemon +more or less makes all the difference in stewed fish; an egg more or +less, the consistency of the batter, and the quality of the oil, make +all the difference when you are frying. In England the poor and +middle-class Christians are shocking cooks; the moment they touch it +half the goodness of the food is gone. It is a melancholy fact, and it +is the cause of innumerable domestic grievances. It drives away +cheerfulness, it breeds sulks and bad temper, and yet the women will +not learn--no, they will not learn. When you see a well-ordered +household and a peaceful home, the children happy and contented, the +husband and wife affectionate to each other, you know at once that the +mistress is a good cook. You laugh; but it is really a very serious +matter. It goes straight to the root of things." + +Grace was said after supper, and the reading of the Passover prayers +continued. Aaron had a fine baritone voice, and he did full justice to +the ancient psalmody, which has been transmitted through long ages, +from generation to generation. "Were our mouths filled with sacred +song as the sea is with water, our tongue shouting loudly as its +roaring billows, and our lips extended with praise like the widely +spread firmament, and our eyes sparkling like the sun and the moon, +and our hands extended like the eagle's wings in the skies, and our +feet swift as the hind's, we should yet be deficient to render +sufficient thanks unto Thee, O Lord our God, and the God of our +fathers, or to bless Thy name for even one of the innumerable benefits +which Thou hast conferred upon us and our ancestors." Then followed +"It was at midnight." "When the blaspheming Sennacherib purposed to +assail Thine habitation, Thou didst frustrate him through the dread +carcases of his host in the night. Bel and its image were hurled down +in the darkness of the night. To Daniel, the much beloved man, was +the mysterious vision revealed in the night.... Thou wilt tread the +wine-press for them who anxiously ask, Watchman, what of the night? +Let the Eternal, the Watchman of Israel, cry out and say, The morning +hath come as well as the night." Nearly at the end of the service +there was a merry chant, "Oh, may He who is most mighty soon rebuild +His house; speedily, speedily, soon, in our days." And the prayers +ended with the curious poem, "One only kid, one only kid," supposed to +be a parable illustrating the written and unwritten history of the +Jewish race. + +So conducive of cheerfulness and amiability had been the dedication of +the Passover that smiles were on every lip and good feeling in every +eye; amiability and good nature shone on their countenances. An hour +was devoted to a chat upon general subjects, and after accepting an +invitation to come again upon the following night, the Levis took +their departure. On their way home they spoke freely of the +hospitality and geniality of their host, of the sweet disposition of +Rachel, with whom they had all fallen in love, of the order and +cleanliness of the house, of the salutary effects of an evening so +spent. Never had they been so deeply impressed with the beauty of the +religion into which they had been born, the obligations of which they +had thrust aside and neglected, principally, as M. Levi would have +advanced, on the score of convenience. Had Aaron Cohen argued with M. +Levi upon this neglect it is likely he would have contributed to the +defeat of the object he had in view; but he was far too astute to +argue with a man who, being in the wrong, would have obstinately +defended himself when thus attacked. He knew the value of the lesson +the Levis had received, and he was content to wait for the result. He +would have been greatly gratified had he heard the whispered words +addressed to her husband by Madame Levi. + +"Cannot we do the same? Cannot we live as they do?" + +M. Levi, deep in thought, did not answer the question, but it was +nevertheless treasured in his memory. Treasured also in his memory +were some words that passed between his eldest son and his wife. + +"Mother, I am a Jew?" + +"Yes, my dear." + +"I am glad." + +"Why, my child?" + +"Because M. Cohen is a Jew. I want to be like him." + +M. Levi looked at his son, a handsome lad, whose face was flushed with +the pleasures of the most memorable evening in his young life. To +deprive him of his confirmation would be robbing him of God's +heritage. The father was at heart a Jew, but, like many of his +brethren residing in Christian communities, had found it easier to +neglect his religion than to conform to its precepts. Putting it +another way, he thought it would be to his worldly disadvantage. He +had made his will, and therein was written his desire to be "buried +among his people"--that controlling wish which, in their last moments, +animates so many Jews who through all their days have lived as +Christians. "Let me be buried among my people," they groan; "let me be +buried among my people!" That is their expiation, that is their charm +for salvation, for though all their years have been passed in +attending to their worldly pleasures and temporal interests, they +believe in a future life. These men have been guided by no motives of +sincerity, by no conscientious inquiry as to how far the tenets of an +ancient creed--the principal parts of which were formulated while the +race was in tribulation--are necessary and obligatory in the present +age; they are palterers and cowards, and grossly deceive themselves if +they believe that burial in Jewish ground will atone for their +backsliding. M. Levi was not a coward, and now that his error was +brought home to him he was strongly moved to take up the broken +threads of a faith which, in its purity, offers so much of Divine +consolation. He himself broached the subject to Aaron, and his resolve +was strengthened by the subsequent conversations between them. + +"That man is to be honoured, not despised," said Aaron, "who changes +his opinions through conviction. He may be mistaken, but he is +sincere, and sincerity is the test of faith. You believe in God, you +acknowledge His works, you live in the hope of redemption. In religion +you must be something or nothing. You deny that you are a Christian. +What, then, are you? A Jew. What race can boast of a heritage so +glorious? We have yet to work out our future. Take your place in the +ranks--ranks more illustrious than that which any general has ever led +to victory--be once more a soldier of God." + +These words fired M. Levi. The following Saturday his place of +business was closed; from a box in which it may be said they were +hidden, he took out his garment of fringes, his prayer-books, his +phylacteries, and worshipped as of yore. Two vacancies occurring in +his business, he filled them up with Jews; Aaron also induced a few +Jews to settle there, and in a short time they could reckon upon ten +adults, the established number necessary for public worship. In the +rear of his house Aaron built a large room, which was used as a +synagogue, and there M. Levi's eldest son was confirmed. In the +autumn, when the Feast of Tabernacles was celebrated, the little band +of Jews found a booth erected in Aaron's garden; there was a roof of +vines through which they saw the light of heaven. It was beautified +with flowers, and numbers of persons came to see this pretty +remembrance of a time when the Children of Israel dwelt in tents in +the wilderness. The prayers in the synagogue over, the worshippers +assembled in the booth, and ate and drank with Aaron and his family. +Aaron had provided palms, citrons, myrtle, and willows for his +co-religionists, and in an address he gave in the course of the +service he told them how the citron was a symbol of innocent +childhood, the myrtle a symbol of youth and of the purity that dwells +on the brow of the bride and bridegroom, the firm and stately palm a +symbol of upright manhood, and the drooping willow a symbol of old +age. His discourses had always in them something new and attractive +which had a special bearing upon the ancient faith in which he took so +much pride. + +"We have you to thank for our happiness," said Madame Levi to him. + +"It is a good work done, my love," said Aaron to his wife, rubbing his +hands with satisfaction; "a good work done." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + RACHEL'S LIFE IN THE NEW LAND. + + +Meanwhile Rachel throve. She walked with an elastic spring in her +feet, as though in response to nature's greeting, and joy and +happiness accompanied her everywhere. She was profoundly and devoutly +grateful for her husband's better fortune, and daily rendered up +thanks for it to the Giver of all good. She took pleasure in +everything; blind as she was, she enjoyed nature's gifts to the full. +In winter it was extraordinary to hear her describe the aspect of +woods and fields in their white feathery mantle; with deep-drawn +breath she inhaled the fresh cold air, and a glory rested on her face +as she trod the snow-clad paths. When she visited the poor on those +cold days Prissy accompanied her, carrying a well-filled basket on her +arm. Her sympathy with the sick and suffering was Divine, and in the +bleakest hours, when the sky was overcast and the light was hidden +from shivering mortals, she was the herald of sunshine. A priest met +her on one of these journeys, and gave her good-day. + +"Good-day, father," she said. + +"You know me!" he exclaimed, surprised; for though his priestly +calling was apparent from his attire, Rachel could not see it. + +"I heard your voice a fortnight ago," she replied, "in the cottage I +am going to now, and I never forget a voice. After you were gone the +poor woman told me you were her priest. I heard so much of you that +was beautiful." + +She put forth her hand; he hesitated a moment, then took it and +pressed it. + +"How sad, how sad, my daughter, that you are a Jewess!" + +"I am happily a Jewess, father." + +"Let me come and talk to you." + +"Yes, father, come and talk to me of your poor, to whom you are so +good. You do so much; I, being blind, can do so little. If you will +allow me----" She offered him some gold pieces, and he accepted them. + +"The Holy Mother have you in her keeping," he said; and went his way. + +Dogs and horses were her friends, and were instinctively conscious of +her presence. She scattered food for the birds, and they soon grew to +know her; some would even pick crumbs from her hand. "I do not think," +she said, "they would trust me so if I were not blind. They know I +cannot see, and cannot harm them." Aaron thought differently; not a +creature that drew breath could fail to trust and love this sweet +woman whom God had spared to him. + +Whom God had spared to him! When the thought thus expressed itself, he +raised his eyes to Heaven in supplication. + +She was the first to taste the sweet breath of spring. "Spring is +coming," she said; "the birds are trilling the joyful news. How busy +they are over their nests, the little chatterers, telling one another +the news as they work! In a little while we shall see the flowers." +She invariably spoke of things as if she could see them, as doubtless +she did with spiritual sight, investing them with a beauty which was +not of this world. It was her delight in summer to sit beneath the +branches of a favourite cherry tree, and to follow with her ears the +gambols of her children. For she had two now. A year after they left +Gosport another child was born to them, Joseph, to whom Aaron clave +with intense and passionate love. It was not that he was cold to Ruth, +that he was not unremitting in showing her affection, but in his love +for his son there was a finer quality, of which no one but himself was +conscious. He had prayed for another child, and his prayer was +answered. In the first flush of his happiness he was tempted to regard +this gift of God as a token that his sin was forgiven, but he soon +thrust this reflection aside, refusing to accept his own +interpretation of his sin as an atonement for its committal. It was +presumptuous in man to set lines and boundaries to the judgment of the +Eternal. It was to Rachel that this blessing was vouchsafed, for a +time might come when she would find in it a consolation for a +revelation that would embitter the sweet waters of life. Both the +children were pretty and engaging, and had winning and endearing ways, +which, in the mother's sightless eyes, were magnified a thousandfold. +In the following year a picture by a famous painter was exhibited in +the Paris _salon_; it was entitled "A Jewish Mother," and represented +a woman sitting beneath a cherry tree in flower, with two young +children gambolling on the turf at her feet. In the background were +two men, the curé of the village and a Jew, the latter being the +woman's husband, and looking like a modern Moses. The faces of the +men--one full-fleshed, with massive features and a grand beard, the +other spare and lean, with thin, clear-cut features and a close-shaven +face--formed a fine contrast. But although the points of this contrast +were brought out in masterly fashion, and although the rustic scene +was full of beauty, the supreme attraction of the picture lay in the +woman. In her sightless eyes dwelt the spirit of peace and purity, and +there was an angelic sweetness and resignation in her face as, with +head slightly inclined, she listened to the prattle of her children. +You could almost hear a sigh of happiness issue from her lips. The +woman's face photographed itself upon the minds of all who beheld it, +and it is not too much to say that it carried with it an influence for +good. Years afterwards, when their visit to the _salon_ was forgotten, +it made itself visible to their mind's eye, and always with beneficial +suggestion. So it is also with a pure poem or story; the impression it +leaves is an incentive to kindly act and tolerant judgment; it +softens, it ameliorates, it brings into play the higher attributes of +human nature, and in its practical results a benefit is conferred +equally upon the sufferer by the wayside and the Samaritan who pours +oil upon his wounds. The critics were unanimous in their praises of +the picture. "Who is the woman?" they asked, and no one could answer +the question except the painter, and he held his tongue. + +The secret was this. The famous painter, passing through the village +with the subject of his next great picture in his mind, saw Rachel, +and was spellbound by the purity and grace of her face and figure. +Travelling under an assumed name, in order that he should not be +disturbed by the trumpet blasts of fame--a proof (clear to few men) +that there is pleasure in obscurity--he cast aside the subject of the +great picture he had intended to paint, and determined to take his +inspiration from Rachel. He was assured from what he heard of her that +he was in the presence of a good woman, and he was deeply impressed by +her gentleness and grace. He did not find it difficult to obtain an +introduction to Aaron, who invited him home, where he made himself +welcome--no difficult matter, for Aaron was ever ready to appreciate +intellect. Many an evening did the painter pass with them, sometimes +in company with the curé, and many a friendly argument did they have. +The priest and the artist were surprised at the wide range of subjects +with which Aaron was familiar, and upon which he could converse with +fluent ease. Upon great themes he spoke with so much force and +clearness that even when they differed from him he generally succeeded +in weakening their convictions. It was not his early schooling that +made him so comprehensive and clear-sighted; a man's education depends +chiefly upon himself--teachers and masters play but a subsidiary part, +and all the coaching in the world will not make a weak intellect +strong. Superficial knowledge may be gained; but it is as transient as +a shadow, and in its effect is valueless in the business of life. +Aaron was not a classical scholar; he was something better--a +painstaking student, who extracted from his extensive reading the +essence of a subject, and took no heed of the husk and shell in which +it was embedded. Firm, perhaps to some extent dogmatic, in matters of +religion, he was gifted with a large-hearted toleration which led him +to look with a kindly eye upon men who did not think as he did; but +his final judgment was the judgment of a well-balanced mind. + +The artist did not ask Rachel and Aaron to be his models, but he made +innumerable sketches of them, and remained in the village long enough +to accumulate all the principal points and accessories for his +picture. Then he departed and painted his masterpiece elsewhere. Some +time afterwards he revisited the village with the intention of making +acknowledgment for the inspiration, but Aaron and his family had +departed, and the painter's secret was undivulged. + +As it was with Rachel in winter and spring, so was it in summer and +autumn. The flowers, the butterflies, the fragrant perfume of garden +and hedgerow, all appealed powerfully to her, and all were in kinship +with her. The village children would follow her in the gloaming, +singing their simple songs; brawlers, ashamed, would cease contending +when she came in sight; women would stand at their cottage doors and +gaze reverently upon her as she passed. Not a harsh thought was +harboured against her and hers; her gentle spirit was an incentive to +gentleness; she was a living, tender embodiment of peace on earth and +goodwill to all. The whisper of the corn in the autumn, when the +golden stalks bowed their heads to the passing breeze, conveyed a +Divine message to her soul; and, indeed, she said seriously to Aaron +that she sometimes fancied she heard voices in the air, and that they +brought a sense of ineffable pleasure to her heart. + +In the ordinary course of events the partnership came to an end. The +engineer was invited to Russia to undertake an important work for the +Government, and Aaron would not accompany him. + +"In the first place," he said, "I will not expose my wife and +children to the rigours of such a climate. In the second place, I will +not go because I am a Jew, and because, being one, I should meet with +no justice in that land. In the annals of history no greater infamy +can be found than the persecution to which my brethren are subjected +in that horrible country. In former ages, when the masses lived and +died ignorant and unlettered, like the beasts of the field, one can +understand how it was that the iron hand ruled and crushed common +human rights out of existence; but in these days, when light is +spreading all over the world except in such a den of hideous +corruption and monstrous tyranny as Russia, it is almost incredible +that these cruelties are allowed to be practised." + +"How would you put a stop to them?" asked the engineer. + +"I will suppose a case," Aaron answered. "You are the ruler of an +estate, upon which reside a number of families, who respect the laws +you make for them, who pay you tribute, and who lead reputable lives. +You know that these families are not all of one opinion upon religious +matters. Some pray in churches, some in synagogues, some do not pray +at all. You do not show favour to those with whose views you agree, +and you do not oppress those from whom you differ. You say to them, +'You are all my subjects; so long as you obey my laws, so long as you +conduct yourselves as good citizens, you shall live upon an equality, +and shall have my protection. Thought is free. Worship God according +to the dictates of your conscience, and be happy. For you the +synagogue, for me the church. I am content.' What is the consequence? +Between you and your people exists a bond of allegiance and affection. +They are true and loyal to you, and you really look upon them as +children of one family. In times of national distress, when a cry for +help is heard in any part of your estate, the bishop of your +Established Church, the Pope's cardinal, and the Chief Rabbi of the +Jews meet upon common ground, free one and all to act as priests of +humanity, and eager to alleviate the suffering which has arisen among +them. In your government councils all creeds are represented, and the +voice that is heard in decisions of national importance is truly the +national voice. You have your reward. Order is preserved, property is +safe, and you are respected everywhere. There are other estates in +your neighbourhood which more or less resemble yours, and in which men +of all creeds have equal rights. But there is one from which shrieks +of agony issue daily and nightly, terrible cries of suffering, +imploring appeals for help and mercy. They strike upon your ears; you +cannot help hearing them. The brutal ruler of this estate has for his +subjects a vast number of families, all of whom have been born on his +land, all of whom recognise him as their king, and are ready and +anxious to pay him respect, all of whom have a natural claim upon him +for protection, all of whom work for him and contribute to the +expenses of his household. To those whose religious views agree with +his own he shows favour and gives protection; those who are born in a +different faith he hates and tortures. From them proceed these shrieks +of agony, these cries of suffering, these appeals for help. You see +them torn and bleeding, their faces convulsed with anguish, their +hearts racked with woe; they have no other home, and there is no +escape for them. Every step they take is dogged and watched; whichever +way they turn the lash awaits them, and torture chambers to drive them +to the last stage of despair. And their shrieks and supplications +eternally pierce the air you breathe, while the oppressed ones stretch +forth their hands for mercy to the monster who makes their lives a +hell upon earth. What do they ask? That they should be allowed to live +in peace. But this reasonable and natural request infuriates the +tyrant. He flings them to the ground and grinds his iron heel into +their bleeding flesh; he spits in their faces, and orders his +torturers to draw the cords tighter around them. It is not for a day, +it is not for a week, it is not for a year, it is for ever. They die, +and leave children behind them, who are treated in the same fashion; +and for them, as it was with their fathers, there is no hope. No +attempt is made to hide these infamies, these cruelties, which would +disgrace the lowest order of beasts; they are perpetrated in the light +of day, and the monster who is responsible for them sneers at you, and +says, 'If you were in their place, I would treat you the same.' He +laughs at your remonstrances, and draws the cords still tighter, and +tortures the quivering flesh still more mercilessly, and cries, 'It is +my estate, they are my subjects, and I will do as I please with them. +Let them abjure their God, and I may show them mercy. Their bodies are +mine, they have no souls!' To argue with him is presumption; in his +arrogant estimation of himself the 'divinity that doth hedge a king' +places him above human conditions--this man, who comes of a family +with a social history so degrading that, were it attached to one of +low degree, he would not be admitted into decent society. Talk to him +of humanity, and he derides and defies you. You burn with indignation; +but what action do you take?" + +"It is a strong illustration," said the engineer; "but it is not with +nations as with families." + +"It is," said Aaron, with passionate fervour. "There is no distinction +in the eyes of God. We are all members of one family, and the world is +our heritage. The world is divided into nations, nations into cities, +towns, and villages, and these are subdivided into houses, each having +its separate rulers; and, though physically and geographically wide +apart, all are linked by the one common tie of our common humanity. +The same emotions, the same passions, the same aspirations, run +through all alike. Does it make an innocent babe a malefactor because +he is born in Russia instead of France or England? But it is so +considered, and his life is made a misery to him by monsters who, when +they give bloody work to their armies to do, blasphemously declare +that the Lord of hosts is on their side, and call upon Him to bless +their infamous banners." + +It was seldom that Aaron expressed himself so passionately, and, as +the engineer made no reply, they did not pursue the discussion. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + THE FAREWELL. + + +When it became known that Aaron was about to leave the quiet +resting-place in which the last few years had been passed, and in +which he had enjoyed peace and prosperity, a general feeling of regret +was expressed, and efforts were made to induce him to change his +resolution. Coming among them a stranger, a foreigner, and an alien in +religion, he had won for himself the lasting esteem of all classes of +the community. The village was now an important centre, its trade was +in a flourishing condition, and its population had largely increased; +as a natural consequence, property had risen in value, and the old +residents were growing rich. It was ungrudgingly acknowledged that all +this was due to Aaron Cohen's enterprise and to the integrity of his +character. The well-to-do and the poor alike deplored the impending +loss, and united in their appeals to him to remain; but they were +unsuccessful. There was in Aaron a latent ambition, of which he +himself was scarcely aware, to move in a larger sphere, and to play +his part in life among his own people. His intention had been at first +to remain in the pretty French village only long enough to benefit +Rachel's health, and had it not been for the chance that threw him and +the engineer together, and which opened up enterprises which had led +to such fortunate results, he would have fulfilled this intention and +have selected some populous city in England to pursue his career. One +venture had led to another, and the success which had attended them +was a sufficient inducement to tarry. But now that the partnership was +at an end the incentive was gone, and he was not sorry that he was in +a certain sense compelled to return to his native land. One thing in +his life in the village had weighed heavily upon him. There was no +established synagogue in which he and his family could worship, and, +as we have seen, it was in his own home that he carried out all the +ceremonials of his religion. Much as Aaron had reason to be grateful +for, he yearned to follow the practices of his religion among a larger +body of his co-religionists, to have the honour of taking the sacred +scroll from the ark, to hear the chazan's voice from the pulpit and +the melodious chant of the choir, followed by the deep responses of +the congregation. He had an instinctive leaning to movement and +colour. He loved the peace of his home; it was his ark of rest; but he +loved also the bustle and turmoil of life. He was essentially an +administrator, and fitted by nature for the control and direction of +large bodies of men. Had he been single he would doubtless have +migrated to one of the new colonies which perennially spring up under +British rule, and have taken a prominent part in its growth and +development. It is greatly due to Jewish spirit and enterprise that +these new countries thrive and flourish so rapidly. + +There was another consideration. Aaron wished his son Joseph to grow +up amid his co-religionists, to mix with them, to become familiar with +their ways, so that he might be fixed firmly in the faith of his +forefathers. There was no Jewish school in the village in which the +lad could be educated. He looked forward to the future. Joseph would +become a man, and in this village there were limitations and +restrictions which were not favourable to the formation of strong +character. Here was a young mind to be trained; the more comprehensive +the surroundings the better the chance of worldly advancement. He +discussed these matters with Rachel. + +"Yes," she said, "let us go. But I shall never forget the happy years +we have passed here." + +"Nor I," said Aaron. "Honour and good fortune have attended us. May a +blessing rest upon the village and all the dwellers therein!" + +Then Rachel spoke of her poor and of her regret at leaving them. + +"We will bear them in remembrance," said Aaron, "and before we bid +them, farewell something can be done to place them in permanent +comfort." + +Much was done by Rachel and himself. For some time past he had +bestowed a great part of his benefactions in such a manner that those +whom he befriended were ignorant of the source from which the good +flowed. In order that this should be carried out as he wished he had +to seek an agent; looking around he made his selection, and asked the +curé of the village to be his almoner, explaining that he did not wish +it to be known that the money came from him. The curé, much surprised, +accepted the office; Aaron was grievously disturbing his opinion of +the heretic. After the meeting with Rachel, which has been described +in the previous chapter, he had visited her home with the laudable +desire of converting the family to the true faith, and had found +himself confronted with peculiar difficulties. He strove to draw them +into argument, but in a theological sense they slipped through his +fingers. Aaron's course in this respect was premeditated, Rachel's was +unconsciously pursued. She listened to all he said, and smilingly +acquiesced in his declaration that there was only one road open to +heaven's gates. + +"It is the road of right-doing, father," she said, "the road of +kindness, of doing unto others as you would they should do unto you, +of dispensing out of your store, whether it be abundant or not, what +you can spare to relieve the unfortunate. You are right, father; there +is only one road." + +By her sweetness and charity, by her practical sympathy with the +suffering, she cut the ground from under his feet. He spoke of the +saints, and she said they were good men and women, and were receiving +their reward. In a word, she took the strength and subtlety out of +him, and he yielded with sighs of regret and admiration. With Aaron he +was more trenchant, and quite as unsuccessful. Many of Aaron's +humorous observations made the good priest laugh in spite of himself, +and the pearls of wisdom which fell from the Jew's lips crumbled his +arguments to dust. There was no scoffing or irreverence on Aaron's +part; he simply parried the thrusts with a wisdom and humanity deeper +and truer than those of which his antagonist could boast. + +"My son," said the curé, "would you not make me a Jew if it were in +your power?" + +"No," replied Aaron, "we do not proselytise, and even if we did you +are too good a Christian for me to wish to make you a Jew." + +This was one of the puzzling remarks which caused the curé to ponder, +and which dwelt long in his mind; sometimes he thought that Aaron was +a man of deep subtlety, sometimes that he was a man of great +simplicity, but whether subtle or simple he felt it impossible to +withhold a full measure of respect from one whose eternal lot he +sighed to think was perdition and everlasting torment. That sincerity +was the true test of faith, as Aaron declared, he would not admit; +there could be no sincerity in a faith that was false, there could be +no sincerity if you did not believe as he believed. Nevertheless, he +had an uncomfortable impression that he was being continually worsted +in the peaceful war of words in which they invariably engaged when +they came together. + +As Aaron was not to be turned from his resolution to leave the +country, the villagers took steps to show their respect for him. +Public meetings were held, which were attended by many persons from +surrounding districts, and there was a banquet, of which Aaron did not +partake, the food not being cooked according to the Jewish formula. He +contented himself with fruit and bread, and made a good and sufficient +meal. Speeches were made in his honour, and he was held up as an +example to old and young. His response was in admirable taste. He said +that the years he had spent among them were the happiest in his life, +and that it was with true regret he found himself compelled to leave +the village. He spoke of his first coming among them with a beloved +wife in a delicate state of health, who had grown well and strong in +the beautiful spot. It was not alone the sweet air, he said, which had +brought the blessing of health to her; the bond of sympathy which had +been established between her and her neighbours had been as a +spiritual medicine to her, which had given life a value of which it +would otherwise have been deprived. It was not so much the material +reward of our labours that conferred happiness upon us as the feeling +that we were passing our days among friends who always had a smile and +a pleasant greeting for us. Riches were perishable, kindly +remembrances immortal. The lessons of life were to be learned from the +performance of simple acts of duty; for he regarded it as a duty to so +conduct ourselves as to make our presence welcome, and agreeable to +those with whom we were in daily association. As to the kind things +that had been said of him, he felt that he was scarcely worthy of +them. "There is," he said, "a leaven of human selfishness in all that +we do; and the little I have, with the blessing of God, been enabled +to do has conferred upon me a much greater pleasure than it could +possibly have conferred upon others. To you and to my residence among +you I owe all my good fortune, to you and to my residence among you I +owe my dear wife's restoration to health; and it would be ingratitude +indeed did I not endeavour to make some return for the good you have +showered upon me. I shall never forget you, nor will my wife forget +you; in our native land we shall constantly recall the happy years we +spent in this pleasant village, and we shall constantly pray that +peace and prosperity may never desert you." The earnestness and +feeling with which these sentiments were uttered were unmistakable and +convincing, and when Aaron resumed his seat the eyes of all who had +assembled to do him honour were turned upon him approvingly and +sympathisingly. "Ah," groaned the good curé, "were he not a Jew he +would be a perfect man!" The flowers which graced the banqueting table +were sent by special messenger to Rachel, and the following day she +pressed a few and kept them ever afterwards among her precious relics. +Aaron did not come home till late in the night, and he found Rachel +waiting up for him. He delighted her by describing the incidents and +speeches of the memorable evening. Aaron was a great smoker, and while +they talked he smoked the silver-mounted pipe for which he had so +great an affection. + +There are in the possession of many men dumb memorials of +insignificant value which they would not part with for untold gold, +and this silver-mounted pipe of Aaron's was one of these. Before +Rachel was blind she had been in the habit of filling it for him, and +when she was deprived of sight he sorely missed the affectionate +service. Tears started to his eyes one night when, with a loving +smile, she handed it to him, filled; and now she did it for him +regularly. Rachel had indulged in a piece of extravagance. She had a +special case made for the pipe, adorned with the letters A. and R. +outlined in brilliants, and Aaron handled his treasure almost with the +care and affection he bestowed upon his children. + +"Your health was proposed," said Aaron, "and the health of our little +ones. What was said about you, my life, gave me much more pleasure +than what was said about myself. It abashes one to have to sit and +listen to extravagant praises far beyond one's merits, but it is the +habit of men to run into extravagance." + +"They could say nothing, dear husband, that you do not deserve." + +"You too!" exclaimed Aaron, gaily. "It is well for me that you were +not there, for you might have been called upon to give your +testimony." + +"I should not have had the courage." She fondly pressed his hand. "I +am glad they spoke of me kindly." + +"They spoke of you truly, and my heart leaped up within me at what the +good curé said of you, for it was he who proposed the toast. I +appreciated it more from him than I should have done from any one +else, and he was quite sincere for the moment in all the sentiments he +expressed, whatever he may have thought of himself afterwards for +asking his flock to drink the health of a Jewess. Well, well, it takes +all sorts to make a world." + +"How much we have to be grateful for!" said Rachel, with a happy sigh. + +"Indeed, indeed, for boundless gratitude. Think of what we passed +through in Gosport"--he paused suddenly; the one experience which +weighed upon his conscience brought a dark and troubled shadow into +his face. + +"Why do you pause, dear? Has not my blindness proved a blessing to us? +Do I miss my sight? Nay, I think it has made life sweeter. But for +that we should not have come to this place, but for that we should not +have had the means to do something towards the relief of a few +suffering and deserving people. Nothing but good has sprung from it. +Our Lord God be praised." + +Aaron recovered himself. "There was Mr. Whimpole's visit to us before +I commenced business, there were those stupid boys who distressed you +so with their revilings, which I managed to turn against themselves. +It was this pipe of yours, my life, that gave me the inspiration how +to disarm them. It sharpens my faculties, it brings out my best +points; it is really to me a friend and counsellor. And now I have +smoked enough, and it is time to go to bed. I will join you +presently." + +In solitude the one troubled memory of the past forced itself +painfully upon him. Did he deserve what had been said in his honour +on this night? He valued men's good opinion, and of all the men he +knew he valued most the good opinion of the curé. What would this +single-minded, conscientious priest think of him if he were acquainted +with the sin of which he had been guilty, the sin of bringing up an +alien child in a religion in which she had not been born? He would +look upon him with horror. And it was a bitter punishment that he was +compelled to keep this secret locked in his own breast, that he dared +not reveal it to a single human creature, that he dared not say +openly, "I have sinned, I have sinned. Have mercy upon me!" To his own +beloved wife, dearer to him than life itself, he had behaved +treacherously; even in her he dared not confide. It was not with +Rachel as it was with him; there was no difference in the love she +bore her children; they were both equally precious to her. To fall +upon his knees before her and make confession would be like striking a +dagger into her heart; it almost drove him mad to think of the shock +such a revelation would be to her. No, he must guard his secret and +his sin jealously to the last hour of his life. So far as human +discovery went he believed himself to be safe; the betrayal, if it +ever came, lay with himself. True, he had in his possession testimony +which might damn him were it to fall into other hands, the little iron +safe which Mr. Moss had received from Dr. Spenlove, and at the +mother's request had conveyed to him. In his reflections upon the +matter lately the question had intruded itself, What did this little +box contain? It was impossible for him to say, but he felt +instinctively that there was evidence in it which would bring his sin +home to him. He allowed his thoughts now to dwell upon the mother. +From the day on which he received the five hundred pounds from Mr. +Gordon's lawyers he had heard nothing from them, nothing from Mr. Moss +or from anybody relating to the matter. Between himself and Mr. Moss +there had been a regular though not very frequent correspondence, but +his friend had never written one word concerning it, and Aaron, of +course, had not referred to it. Thus far, therefore, it was buried in +a deep grave. + +But would this grave never be opened? If other hands were not +responsible for the act would it not be his duty to cause the light of +truth to shine upon it? The mother had stipulated that, in the event +of her husband's death, she should be free to seek her child, should +be free to claim the box. Upon this contingency seemed to hang his +fate; but there were arguments in his favour. Mr. Gordon might live, +and the mother could do nothing. Arguing that the man died, it was +more than probable that his wife had borne other children who had a +claim upon her love which she acknowledged. To seek then her child of +shame would be the means of bringing disgrace upon these children of +her marriage. Would she deliberately do this? He answered the question +immediately, No. In the consideration of these phases of the matter he +bore in mind that, although the false news of the child's death must +of necessity have been communicated to Mr. Gordon by his lawyers, it +was likely that it had been kept from the knowledge of the mother. +Aaron had been made to understand that Mr. Gordon was a man of +inflexible resolution, and that he had pledged himself never under any +circumstances to make mention of the child to the woman he had +married. Even setting this aside, even going to the length of arguing +that, hearing of the child's death, Mr. Gordon departed from the +strict letter of his resolution, and said to his wife, "Your child is +dead," was it not likely that she would reply, "I do not believe it; +you tell me so only to deceive me"? In that case, her husband dead and +herself childless, would she not search the world over for her +offspring? + +Setting this all aside, however, the onus still devolved upon him to +open the grave. One of the stipulations attached to his receipt of the +box was that when Ruth was twenty-one years of age it should be handed +over to her. Would he dare to violate this condition? Would he so far +tamper with his conscience as to neglect an obligation which might be +deemed sacred? The question tortured him; he could not answer it. + +He heard Rachel moving in the room above, and with a troubled heart he +went up to her. Thus this night, the events of which were intended to +shed honour and glory upon him, ended in sadness, and thus was it +proved that the burden of a new deceit may be as a feather-weight to +the solemn and heavy consequences which follow in its train. + +Everything was ready for the departure of the Cohens, which was to +take place at the end of the week. Before the day arrived they +received other tokens in proof of the appreciation in which they were +held. A deputation of working men waited on Aaron, and presented him +with an address. The employers of labour themselves--secretly glad, +perhaps, that he was going from among them--paid him a special honour. +Rachel's heart throbbed with gratitude and with pride in her husband. +But her greatest pleasure, in which were mingled touches of deep +sorrow, was derived from the affecting testimony of the poor she had +befriended. Old men and women witnessed their departure, and bidding +farewell to Rachel, prayed God's blessing upon her. Children gave her +flowers, and their childish voices were full of affection. The tears +ran from her eyes; she could hardly tear herself away. At length it +was over; they were gone; but it was long before her sweet face faded +from their memory. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + AT THE GRAVE OF HIS CHILD. + + +The years that followed until Ruth was grown to womanhood and Joseph +was a young man were eventful years for Aaron and his family. He +returned to England the possessor of a few thousands of pounds, and +was received with open arms by the Jewish community. He found to his +surprise that the story of his life in a foreign land was known to his +co-religionists, who are ever eager to acknowledge the success of +their brethren. With Jews, as with Christians, success is a power, an +"open sesame;" they are proud of it as reflecting honour upon the +race, and, as is the human fashion, are willing to overlook a +retrograde step or two in matters of religious observance on the parts +of those who have won their way into the front ranks. It is also +human, perhaps, that they are less tolerant to those who have not been +so successful. Aaron Cohen, as we know, had no need of such +indulgence; by poor and rich, by the heterodox and the orthodox, he +was hailed as a worthy upholder of the old faith which has survived +the persecutions of thousands of years. Before he went to Gosport he +had resided in the East End of London, and he derived pleasure from +his visits to the old familiar ground and from the renewal of +acquaintance with old friends who had not prospered in life's battle. +That he should be asked to assist these was natural, and the practical +aid he tendered brought its reward. In a certain sense he became +suddenly famous. "That's Aaron Cohen," said the East End Jews, +pointing him out as he passed; "he used to live here, and he has made +an enormous fortune"--multiplying his riches, of course, a +hundredfold. But a man may be famous without being popular; Aaron was +both, and he was not allowed to remain in ignorance of the fact. He +was offered an honourable office in his synagogue, and he gladly +accepted it. He was asked to serve on the board of several of the +Jewish charities with which London abounds, and he did not refuse one +of these requests. It was his earnest wish to make himself practically +useful to the community, and also to do something towards the stemming +of the tide of loose religious observance which was steadily rising +among his brethren. Upon this subject he had many conversations with +the clerical leaders of the chosen people, who saw the inroads that +were being made and seemed powerless to provide a remedy. It did not +occur to them that by a bold grasp of the nettle danger they might +pluck from it the flower safety. Aaron Cohen believed in the thirteen +articles of the Creed framed by Maimonides, which are accepted as the +fundamental articles of the Jewish faith. He believed in following--so +far as was practicable in the present age--the precepts which +Moses transmitted to his race, with which all faithful Jews should +be familiar. Some, he knew, were obsolete; such as those affecting +the Nazarites, of whom not one disciple exists to-day among +English-speaking communities: others were impracticable; such, for +instance, as those relating to the burnt sacrifices, the redeeming of +the male firstling of an ass, and the punishment of criminals by +stoning and the sword. But in this code of six hundred and thirteen +precepts are to be found many which breathe the pure essence of the +faith in which he was born, and these he believed it incumbent upon +him to obey. His lectures and addresses to Jewish audiences in the +East End of London were listened to with breathless interest; the +halls were not large enough to accommodate those who thronged to hear +him. He drew from history illustrations of their past grandeur which +fired and thrilled them. Sensible of the impression he made upon them, +Aaron Cohen had reason to be proud of the part he was playing, but +there was more room in his heart for humbleness than pride; the shadow +of a committed sin for ever attended him. + +Apart from these communal matters he had much to do. In business hours +business claimed him, and he answered zealously to the call. To such a +man idleness would have been little less than a living death, and, +taking up his residence in London, he embarked very soon in +enterprises of magnitude. The knowledge he had gained during his +partnership in France was of immense value to him, and in conjunction +with other men of technical resource, he contracted for public works +in various parts of the country. His fortune grew, and he gradually +became wealthy. He moved from one house to another, and each move was +a step up the ladder. A house in Prince's Gate came into the market, +and Aaron purchased it, and furnished it with taste and elegance. +There he entertained liberally but not lavishly, for his judgment led +him always to the happy mean, and his house became the resort of men +and women of intellect and culture. Mr. Moss, who was wedded to +Portsmouth, and continued to flourish there, paid periodical visits to +London, and was always welcome in Aaron's home. He was as musically +inclined as ever; and opportunities were afforded him of hearing the +finest singers and players at Prince's Gate. On occasions, Aaron +readily consented to give an introduction, through concerts held in +his house, to young aspirants in whom Mr. Moss took an interest; and +to other budding talent in the same direction Aaron's rooms were +always open. In relation to their intimacy in Gosport a conversation +took place between Mr. Moss and Aaron some three years after the +latter was settled in London. Aaron had just completed a successful +contract, and business had called Mr. Moss to the metropolis. + +"I heard to-day," said Mr. Moss, "that you had cleared six or seven +thousand pounds by the contract." + +"The balance on the right side," replied Aaron, "is a little over +seven thousand." + +"I congratulate you. The gentleman I spoke with said that if he had +had the contract he would have made a profit of three times as much." + +"It is likely." + +"Then, why didn't you do it, Cohen?" + +Aaron smiled and shook his head. "Let us speak of another subject." + +"But I want to get at the bottom of this. I should like you to know +what the gentleman said about it." + +"Very well. What did he say?" + +"That you are ruining the labour market." + +"Ruin to some men may mean salvation to others. He doubtless gives an +explanation. How am I ruining the labour market?" + +"By high wages and short hours." + +"That is a new view." + +"You do pay high wages, Cohen, according to what everybody says." + +"Oh, it's everybody now, as well as your gentleman friend. Yes, I pay +good wages, and I don't consider them high." + +"And the hours are not as long as they might be." + +"Quite true. They might be twelve, fourteen, sixteen, out of the +twenty-four. We read of such unfair strains upon human labour. My +hours are reasonably long enough. If I am satisfied and my workmen are +satisfied, I give offence to no man." + +"You are wrong, Cohen; you give offence to the capitalist." + +"I regret to hear it." + +"He says you are ruining the capitalist." + +"Oh, I am ruining the capitalist now. But if that is the case, he is +no longer a capitalist." + +"You know what I mean. I don't pretend to understand these things as +you do, because I have not studied political economy." + +"I have, and believe me it is a horse that has been ridden too hard. +Mischief will come of it. Apply your common sense. In what way would +your friend have made twenty-one thousand pounds out of the contract +instead of seven thousand?" + +"By getting his labour cheaper and by making his men work longer +hours." + +"Exactly. And the difference of fourteen thousand pounds would have +gone into his pocket instead of the pockets of his workmen." + +"Yes, of course." + +"Ask yourself if that is fair. The wages I pay my men are sufficient +to enable them to maintain a home decently, to bring up their families +decently, and perhaps, if they are wise and thrifty--only, mind you, +if they are wise and thrifty--to make a small provision for old age, +when they are no longer able to work. Their hours are long enough to +give them just a little leisure, which they can employ partly in +reasonable amusement and partly in intellectual improvement. I have +gone thoroughly into these matters, and I know what I am talking +about. Men who do their work honestly--and I employ and will keep no +others--have a right to fair wages and a little leisure, and I decline +to grind my men down after the fashion of the extreme political +economist. The contract I have just completed was tendered for in an +open market. My tender was the lowest, and was accepted. I make a +considerable sum of money out of it, and each of my men contributes a +mickle towards it. They believe I have treated them fairly, and I am +certain they have treated me fairly. Upon those lines I intend to make +my way. Your sweater is a political economist. I am not a sweater. It +is the course I pursued in France, and by it I laid the foundation of +what may prove to be a great fortune. I am tendering now for other +contracts, and I shall obtain my share, and shall pursue precisely the +same course. Mr. Moss, you and I are Jews. At a great disadvantage +because of the nature of your business, which I myself once intended +to follow, you have made yourself respected in the town in which you +reside. Why? Because you are a fair-dealing man. I, on my part, wish +to make myself respected in whatever part of the world I live. To this +end the conditions are somewhat harder for us than for our Christian +neighbours. They drive as hard bargains as we do, they are equally +guilty of malpractices. When one is found out--a terrible crime, as we +know--it is not said of him, 'What could you expect? He is a +Christian.' It is not so with us. When one of us is proved to be +guilty of sharp dealing, it is said, 'What could you expect? He is a +Jew.' I will not go into the question whether we have justly earned +the reproach; but it certainly lays upon us the obligation of being +more careful than perhaps we might otherwise be, of even giving way a +little, of being a trifle more liberal. It is a duty we owe to +ourselves. Surely there is no race to which it is a greater honour, +and should be the greatest pride to belong, than the Jewish race; and +by my conduct through life I trust I shall do nothing to tarnish that +honour or lower that pride. Moreover, what I can do to weaken a +prejudice shall be done to the last hour of my life. It may or may not +be for that reason that I decline to follow the political economist to +the depths into which he has fallen." + +Mr. Moss's eyes gleamed. Aaron had touched a sympathetic cord; the men +shook hands and smiled cordially at each other. + +"When you were in Gosport," said Mr. Moss, "I ought to have asked you +to go into partnership with me." + +"If you had made the offer," responded Aaron, "I should have accepted +it." + +"Lucky for you that I missed my opportunity. It is a fortunate thing +that you went to France when you did." + +"Very fortunate. It opened up a new career for me; it restored my dear +wife to health; my son was born there." + +"About the poor child I brought to you in Gosport, Cohen. We have +never spoken of it." + +"That is true," said Aaron, outwardly calm; but his heart beat more +quickly. + +"Did the lawyers ever write to you again?" + +"Never." + +"And I have heard nothing. The iron box I gave you--you have it still, +I suppose?" + +"I have it still." + +"I have often wondered what it contains, and whether the mother will +ever call for it." + +"If she does it shall be handed to her in the same condition as you +handed it to me. But she does not know in whose possession it is." + +"No, she does not know, and she can only obtain the information from +Mr. Gordon's lawyers. My lips are sealed." + +Aaron considered a moment. This opening up of the dreaded subject made +him keenly sensible of the sword that was hanging over his head; but +his sense of justice impelled him to say, "It may happen that the +mother will wish to have the box restored to her, and that the lawyers +may refuse to give her the information that it is in my possession. +She may seek elsewhere for a clue, and may be directed to you." + +"Who will direct her? Nothing is more unlikely." + +"It is at least probable," said Aaron. + +"Well," Mr. Moss rejoined, "if she does apply to me, I shall not +enlighten her. It is none of my business." + +"My desire is that you do enlighten her. The box is her property, and +I have no right to retain it." + +"Very well, Cohen, if you wish it; but it is my opinion that you will +never see her again. She has forgotten all about it long ago." + +"You are mistaken. A mother never forgets." + +"And now, Cohen, I have a message for you from Mrs. Moss. She is +burning to see you, and cannot come to London. We are about to have an +addition to our family; that will be the sixteenth. Upon my word, I +don't know when we are going to stop. Is it too much to ask you to pay +us a visit?" + +"Not at all; it will give me great pleasure. When?" + +"It will give Mrs. Moss greater pleasure," said Mr. Moss, rubbing his +hands joyously at this answer. "She will be delighted, and so will all +our friends in Portsmouth. You have no idea how anxious she has been +about it. She was afraid you would refuse because----" + +He paused rather awkwardly. + +"Finish the sentence," urged Aaron, in a kind tone. + +"To tell you the truth," said Mr. Moss, with a frank laugh, "she +thought you might be too grand now to visit us. I told her she was +mistaken. 'Cohen is not the kind of man to forget the past,' I said to +her." + +"No," said Aaron; "I do not forget the past." + +The sad tone in which these words were spoken escaped Mr. Moss. With a +beaming face, he continued,-- + +"'Once a friend,' I said to Mrs. Moss, 'always a friend. It does not +matter to him whether a man is up or down in the world, so long as he +is honest and straightforward.' Why, if business went wrong, and I was +in trouble, I should come straight to you." + +Aaron pressed the hand of this warm-hearted friend. + +"You would do right. I hope you may never need my services in that +way; but if unhappily you should, do not hesitate to come to me." + +"I promise you, Cohen, I promise you. Not that there is any likelihood +of it. To bring up such a family as ours is no light matter, keeps +one's nose to the grindstone, as the saying is; but we're not at all +badly off. I return to Portsmouth on Thursday. Will that time suit you +for the visit?" + +"Yes; I will accompany you." + +And away went Mr. Moss, overjoyed, to write to his wife to make all +needful preparations. Not being acquainted with the secret which had +become the torture of Aaron Cohen's life, he could have had no idea +that the ready acceptance of the invitation sprang from a father's +burning desire to stand by the grave of his child. + +Aaron's visit lasted a week, and he spent one day and night in +Gosport. Nothing was changed in the ancient town. The house he had +occupied had been rebuilt; the streets were the same; the names over +the shops were unaltered. His wish was to pass in and out of the town +without being recognised; but the wish was not gratified. The +Portsmouth newspapers circulated in Gosport, and Aaron Cohen's visit +"to our esteemed neighbour, Mr. Moss," found its way into the local +columns. It may be that Mr. Moss himself was the harbinger of this +piece of news and that he was also responsible for certain creditable +episodes in Aaron's career which were duly recorded in print; but if +the reporters were indebted to him for the particulars he made no +mention of the fact. He was certainly proud of the paragraphs, and +sent copies of the papers to all his friends. The Gosport folk were +therefore prepared for Aaron's visit; old friends came forward to +greet him; and the kind physician who had attended to Rachel during +her illness pressed him to be his guest, but Aaron excused himself. +When he left the doctor his road lay past Mr. Whimpole's shop, at the +door of which the proprietor was standing. Their eyes meeting, Aaron +courteously inclined his head. The corn-chandler, very red in the +face, returned the salute, and, after a momentary hesitation, advanced +towards Aaron with outstretched hand. Aaron stopped, and took the hand +of his old enemy. + +"Mr. Cohen," said Mr. Whimpole, "I hope you do not bear animosity." + +"I do not, sir," replied Aaron. "Life is too full of anxieties for +needless enmity." + +"I am glad to hear you say so, Mr. Cohen. I have often reproached +myself for misjudging you; but the best of men may be mistaken." + +"They may, sir. I trust you have changed your opinion of those whose +religious views differ from your own." + +"We speak as we find," said Mr. Whimpole; "and you have proved +yourself to be a gentleman." + +"It is never too late to admit an error," said Aaron; and, bowing +again, he passed on, leaving Mr. Whimpole with an uncomfortable +impression that he had once more been worsted by the man he despised. + +It was night when Aaron stood by the grave of his child. Light clouds +floated before the moon, and the shifting shadows played upon the +graves of those who lay in peace in that solemn sanctuary. For a long +time he stood in silence, musing upon the sin he had committed, the +full measure of which had not yet come home to him. He held a high +place among men; his name was honoured; he had been spoken of as Aaron +Cohen the upright Jew; he had made himself a leader, and had but to +speak to be obeyed; he had brought back strayed sheep to the fold. The +Chief Rabbi had said to him, "The example of such a man as yourself is +invaluable. Inroads are being made in our ancient faith, and you stand +like a valiant soldier in the breach. You exercise an influence for +incalculable good." And then he had blessed the man who was hugging an +awful secret close, and veiling it from the eyes of men. How would it +be if his sin were laid bare? + +The spirit of his child seemed to rise from the grave. + +"Why am I here?" it asked reproachfully. "Why am I cut off from my +race?" + +He beat his breast; the tears flowed down his beard. + +"Forgive me, Lord of hosts," he sobbed, "for laying my child to rest +in a Christian churchyard! It was to save my beloved! Pardon my +transgression! Have mercy upon me!" + + + + + + BOOK THE FIFTH. + + _THE GATHERING OF THE CLOUD_. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + AARON IS ASKED FOR A SUBSCRIPTION, AND RELATES + THE STORY OF A CONVERT. + + +The highest point in Aaron Cohen's prosperity was reached in 1893. +From the day of his return to England there had been no break in the +onward march of his fortunes; every enterprise he undertook +flourished, and the old saying was applied to him, "Everything he +touches turns to gold." A kind of superstition is associated with such +men; people regard them as under the spell of some beneficent +enchantment. Aaron's reputation, however, was not due solely to the +fact that he was uniformly fortunate in his ventures, but that he was +a just and charitable man. No appeal for assistance in any worthy +movement was made to him in vain; his purse was ever open, and he was +ever ready to respond. Among his co-religionists he was a power for +good, and his advice was sought by high and low. The poorest Jew, in a +time of difficulty, did not hesitate to go to him for counsel, and +only those held back whose conduct would not stand the searching light +he threw upon all matters submitted to him. By the oppressor he was +held in awe, by the oppressed he was worshipped. One of the former, +who had grown rich by usury, came to him for advice. Aaron listened in +silence, and spoke no word of counsel to assist him out of his +difficulty. "Reform your life," he said; "give back to the poor what +you have stolen from them; then come to me again." + +He did not confine his labours and charities to the Jewish community; +his name was to be found among the administrators of all their +benevolent funds, and it was also to be found on the lists of +numberless Christian charities. In so generous a spirit did he meet +the appeals that were made to him, and so devoid of narrowness were +his benefactions, that he grew into the esteem of all classes of +society. Early in the year a public indignation meeting was held at +the Mansion House under the auspices of the Lord Mayor, to protest +against the barbarous treatment of the Jews in Russia. Church and +synagogue joined hands in the common cause of human brotherhood. It +was not a question of theology but of humanity, and Catholic Cardinal, +Protestant Bishop, and Jewish Chief Rabbi stood shoulder to shoulder +in the indignant protest. Aaron was requested to speak on the +occasion, and his words went forth to the world, and were quoted far +and wide. In the course of his speech he said: "We do not ask for +favour, we scarcely dare ask for justice, though it is to be hoped +that this will come by-and-by, when the eyes of the rulers of Russia +are open to the fact that in their oppression of the Jew they are not +only violating the laws of God and man, but are retarding their own +prosperity. We ask merely for toleration, for permission to follow the +faith in which we were born, to worship God according to our ancient +usage. The history of nations furnishes the proof that the Jew, fairly +treated, is a good citizen, that he is obedient to the law, and loyal +to the head of the State and in his support of lawful authority. In +his love of family life, in the orderly regulation of his household, +in the performance of his duty to wife and children, he is surely +entitled to rank with his Christian brother. He is, moreover, +industrious and enterprising, he excites emulation and stimulates the +commercial activity of his neighbour, by which the wealth of the +general community is increased. These are distinct virtues, private +and national, but Russian rulers seem to account them crimes. When a +tale of bodily slavery reaches a civilised country a thrill of horror +runs through the land, and it is not the least of the glorious records +of England that wherever the English-speaking race holds sway the +shackles of the slave are removed, and he hears the blessed words, +'You are free!' But in Russia they are not content to chain the body; +they hold man's soul in bondage. Not only do they say to the Jew, +'Your presence is a contamination; you shall not live in this or that +town or city; you shall not engage in such or such pursuits; you shall +wear badges of disgrace;' but they add, 'You shall not think; you +shall not pray.' Incredible are the instances of cruelty which are +brought before us: of families torn asunder; of the deliberate +wrecking of cherished hopes and worthy aspirations; of steady and +honourable lives brought to ruin; of shameful robbery and pillage, and +even of worse doings which I should blush to name. It is indeed time +that the voice of humanity should be forced upon the ears of the +oppressors who are making life horrible for millions of helpless human +beings; and we, the Jewish residents in this honoured land, render our +grateful homage to this distinguished assembly, and our sincere thanks +for its powerful assistance in the endeavour we are making to rescue +our brethren from misery and despair." + +He was congratulated on all sides for these stirring words, which were +recognised and acknowledged as a fitting tribute to the Jewish +character. Some called it a vindication; he would not have it so. "We +need no vindication now in this happy land," he said. "We have proved +ourselves; the old prejudice is dying away." + +When the speech was read to Rachel her eyes overflowed with tears of +joy. Aaron, coming in shortly afterwards, found her holding the +newspaper to her heart. She took his hand, and raised it to her lips. + +"No, no," he said; "you humble me." + +He folded her in his arms, where she lay, contented and happy. + +As a matter of course he was sometimes beguiled into bestowing money +upon unworthy objects or persons, but it did not affect him. "Where +lives the man who does not make mistakes?" he said. "If there is one +deserving case in ten I am satisfied." In the wide scope of his +charities he had some curious experiences, and one of these, becoming +known, was the theme of much comment, both serious and humorous. +A gentleman called upon him and solicited a contribution to an +old-established society, the name of which he did not mention. He +contented himself with saying that it was known all the world over, +and that its objects were universally approved of. + +"You do not, I suppose," said Aaron, "expect me to give in the dark. +Favour me with the name of the society." + +"You have doubtless heard of it," replied the gentleman. "It is the +Society for the Promotion of Christianity amongst the Jews." + +Aaron smiled as he said, "Yes, I have heard of it. But, my dear sir, I +am myself a Jew." + +"I am aware of it," said the gentleman, "and the reason I make the +appeal is that you have been described to me as a man who has no +narrow prejudices, and who is in no sense dogmatic or bigoted." + +"It is, then, a compliment you are paying me when you ask me to +contribute to a fund which is antagonistic to my race." + +"In your view antagonistic," observed the gentleman. "There are +generally two sides to a question." + +"I see. Meaning that my view is not necessarily the correct view." + +The gentleman nodded courteously. He was not a collector for the +society, nor a paid officer, but a man of means who was also noted for +his benevolence. + +"I have myself occasionally," he remarked, "given a donation to an +object with which I was not in entire sympathy." + +"When you decided to pay me a visit had you any hope of converting +me?" + +"Your conversion would give our society an immense impetus, but I had +no hope of it. But there are men whose views are not so firmly fixed +as your own, and I thought you would not object to assist them in the +praiseworthy task of examining their consciences." + +"Through a lens made of gold. In other words, giving them mercenary +assistance to a spiritual conclusion." + +"It is an original way of putting it," said the gentleman, greatly +interested in the turn the conversation was taking. + +"I cannot but consider the matter seriously," said Aaron, +thoughtfully, "for there can be no doubt of your sincerity. Still, it +occurs to me that if we were both equally sincere in our advocacy of +objects of a similar nature, it would be as well that we should pause +and ask ourselves this question. Instead of endeavouring to convert +Jews or Christians to a faith in which they were not born, would it +not be better to employ ourselves in the effort to make those who call +themselves Christians true Christians, and those who call themselves +Jews true Jews?" + +"There is force in your argument, but it is no answer to my appeal for +a contribution to the objects of my society." + +"You can probably," Aaron then said, "furnish me with particulars of +the working of your society." + +"Anticipating your request I have brought the papers with me." + +Aaron looked through the printed books and papers handed to him, and +made certain calculations. + +"I perceive," he said, "that you take credit to yourselves for making +a stated number of conversions during the past five years, and that +you have spent a stated sum of money during that period. The number of +conversions is very small, the amount of money expended very large. I +have worked out the sum, and according to my figures each convert has +cost you nearly eleven thousand pounds. You find these wavering Jews +very expensive." + +"Very expensive," assented the gentleman, with a half humorous sigh. + +"I cannot say I sympathise with you, but I will make a proposition to +you. You are zealous in the furtherance of an object which you believe +to be worthy, and I am zealous in the furtherance of an object which I +know to be worthy. I will give you a cheque as a donation to your +object if you will give me a cheque for half the amount as a donation +to mine. Do not be afraid; it is not for the promotion of Judaism +among the Christians." + +The gentleman, who was rich and liberal-minded, laughed +good-humouredly as he said, "I consent, on the further understanding +that your cheque is for a reasonable amount." + +"Will this do?" asked Aaron, filling in a cheque for one hundred +pounds. + +The gentleman made a wry face, but, without remark, he wrote a cheque +for fifty pounds, and they exchanged documents. + +"My contribution," said Aaron, "represents the one hundred and tenth +part of a convert--the one hundred and tenth part of one transitory +and, in all probability, worldly and insincere conversion. Your +contribution represents a sick bed for two years in a hospital for +poor children. During those two years you will be engaged in +converting the one hundred and tenth part of an apostate Jew, and my +hospital beds will be occupied by two poor Christian children, who, by +God's mercy, will, I trust, be restored to health. You will pardon me +for saying that I think I have the best of the transaction." + +"You are a singular man," said the gentleman, "and I will not dispute +with you. But I should like a few words with you upon what you say as +to our converts being worldly and insincere. Is that really your +opinion?" + +"It is something more than an opinion. It is a conviction." + +"Based upon some kind of proof, I presume?" + +"Based upon proof and observation. Once a Jew, always a Jew, whether +he follows the Mosaic laws or disregards them. So powerful is the seed +of Judaism that it can never be entirely destroyed in the heart of one +born in the ancient faith. We who are Jews know this to be +incontrovertible; you who are Christians may not be able to understand +it. So much for observation; now for the proof. I observe on your list +of converts the name of Borlinski." + +"You know the name?" the gentleman interrupted, eagerly. + +"It is very familiar to me," replied Aaron. + +"There are two Borlinskis on the list," said the gentleman. "Josef and +Izak." + +"I am acquainted with them both." + +"We are very proud of the Borlinskis," said the gentleman, speaking +with enthusiasm, "as the most important converts on our books. They +are under engagement with us." + +"On a salary?" + +"Yes, an insignificant salary; twenty-five shillings a week each." + +"Employed by you to make other converts." + +"Yes." + +"Have they been successful?" + +"They have been with us for a few months only," said the gentleman. +"These things take time." + +"Truly, they take time--and money. Would you mind relating to me how +the Borlinskis became associated with your society?" + +"Not at all. It was a matter of conscience, purely a matter of +conscience. That is why we are so proud of them. Josef Borlinski came +first. He presented himself at our office; he had doubts; he had had +doubts since childhood. In his country--Poland--no such society as +ours exists, where a man can obtain monition and teaching to confirm +or dispel those doubts. There are in that country converted Jews, but +the conversion is sudden and effected by a kind of terrorism. Josef +Borlinski is a reasonable being, and wished to be convinced through +his reason. We cheerfully took up the task of convincing him of the +error of his ways; we argued with him, we gave him books, he attended +our meetings, we expounded the Gospel to him. At length he was +satisfied, and became a zealous and happy convert to Christianity." + +"How many months or years did it take to convince Josef Borlinski of +his error?" asked Aaron. + +"Nearly two years." + +"During which time you supported him." + +"We could do no less. He was desperately poor, almost starving when he +came to us. Then, he was a foreigner, and the only trade--if it can be +called one--to which he could turn his hand was that of an itinerant +glazier, at which he could not earn more than three or four shillings +a week, sometimes not so much. In any circumstances, it would have +been a dangerous occupation for him to follow; he would have had to be +out the whole of the day exposed to the weather, and the poor fellow +is consumptive." + +"So that you first adopted, and then converted him. How did you get +hold of Izak Borlinski?" + +"He is Josef's cousin, and Josef brought him to us." + +"Zealous Josef! Izak also had doubts, and wished to be convinced +through his reason?" + +"That is so." + +"And you adopted and converted him as well as Josef?" + +"Yes." + +"Clever Josef! Poor, consumptive Josef! It would not surprise me if he +presently introduces another of his countrymen to you who has had +doubts since childhood, and wishes to be convinced--through his reason +and your pocket. Him, also, you can adopt and convert. Ah, what a loss +to the stage is Josef Borlinski! Only that he lacks industry, for in +him are united a fox's cunning and a sloth's love of idleness. The +rogue! He imposed upon me for months, until at length, my suspicions +aroused, I unmasked the rascal." + +"Do you mean to say that we have been imposed upon?" asked the +gentleman, in an excited tone. + +"Judge for yourself. Six years ago Josef Borlinski came to this +country, and lived for some time upon charity. I am on the committees +of several of our benevolent institutions, and at every meeting I +attended, the name of Josef Borlinski cropped up. It was always Josef +Borlinski, Josef Borlinski, destitute and starving. The continual +recurrence of the name irritated me, and I went to see this Josef +Borlinski, destitute and starving. I found him down Whitechapel way +playing draughts with his cousin, Izak. I saw before me a young man +with black eyes, black hair, and a general appearance of belonging to +the lymphatic order of being. I questioned him. How long had he been +in England? Eighteen months. Why had he lived upon charity all that +time? He was unfortunate; he could not obtain work. Was he willing to +work? Oh yes, yes, yes, several times repeated, his little cunning +eyes watching me as we conversed. Was he married? No. Had he a trade? +Unfortunately no, he had no trade. Then, what could he do, what did he +feel himself fitted for? Anything, everything. He is a man of +professions this Josef Borlinski, glib of tongue, quick at response, +supple as a reed, slippery as an eel. I reflected. He spoke English +fairly well; he looked strong and healthy, not a symptom of +consumption visible. How much a week could he, a single man, live +upon? Upon anything, nothing--a few shillings, a few pence. Thus spoke +Josef Borlinski, humbly and smoothly, interlarding his speech with +Hebrew exclamations and pious adjurations. I offered him a situation +at twenty shillings a week, to be increased if he gave satisfaction, +which required no special knowledge of a trade, and in which he would +have to work five days out of the seven. Boundless were his +professions of gratitude. I was his benefactor; he would bless me all +his life. He commenced work on the following Monday, and on the +Tuesday he presented himself to me, with his coat rent, and black +cloth round his hat. He had received a letter from Poland; his father +was dead; a week of mourning was incumbent upon him; could he be +spared to fulfil this religious obligation? Grief was in his +countenance, tears in his eyes, his voice trembled. I sympathised with +him; he could have his week's mourning. But he was destitute; he was +starving; how was he to support himself during this week of enforced +idleness? I gave him something more than a week's wages, and he +departed, blessing me. His week of mourning over, it was reported to +me that he had not returned to work. I sought him out, and found him +playing draughts with his cousin Izak. He made a thousand excuses; he +was ill; he was overwhelmed with sorrow at the loss he had sustained; +he did not understand English customs; he did not think it was lawful +to resume work in the middle of the week; moreover, he was in rags. He +obtained money from me for a new suit of clothes, and a further +extension of leave till the end of the week. On the Monday he duly +presented himself, and in the afternoon fell down in a swoon, and had +to be conveyed home in a cab, where he remained for three weeks, +supported, as usual, by charity. My wife sent him wine and jelly, and +the rascal was in clover. I visited him, and found him playing +draughts with his cousin Izak. 'The game requires no exertion,' he +said languidly; 'it is my only amusement; it diverts my mind from the +sorrow by which I am oppressed.' I thought it extremely curious. The +effects of his swoon having passed away, he commenced work again, and +on the second day I received a letter from him. He had been compelled, +he wrote, to take to his bed; he had spasms; he was doubled up with +pain; he hoped to be better soon; meanwhile, could I send him a few +shillings for medicine and food? He obtained what he asked for, and I +called to see how he was progressing. I found him playing draughts +with his cousin Izak. I was now thoroughly interested in Josef +Borlinski. Such a chapter of accidents--such a plausible speaker and +writer--so regularly unfortunate when he went to work, and so fond of +playing draughts with his cousin Izak. I He was weeks getting rid of +his spasms, but at length he recommenced work. Would you believe it? +On the evening of the first day I found him waiting for me in this +house. His left hand was in bandages, and the linen was besmeared with +blood. In Heaven's name what had happened? He told me a lugubrious +tale of having cut three of his fingers to the bone. The accident +happening in my service made me responsible, and I felt myself bound +to support him, especially as I discovered that he had related his +woes to my wife, who was filled with pity for the rascal. 'You will +look after the poor man,' she said to me; 'I promised him that you +would.' 'I will look after him,' I replied. I did, and at every visit +I paid him I found him playing draughts with his cousin Izak. He was, +however, so long getting well this time, that I sent my own doctor to +him. I also employed an agent to make inquiries into the history of +the Borlinskis. My doctor reported that it was with great difficulty +he had succeeded in obtaining a sight of Josefs wounded fingers. He +had him held fast while he took off the bandages, and then he +discovered that the fingers were without a scar, no wound of any kind +had been received. My agent reported that the Borlinskis were well +known in the village in Poland from which they had emigrated. They had +lived the lives of idle scamps there, and had never been known to do +one day's honest work. They preferred to hang about the drinking +shops, to beg, to pilfer on the sly, to impose on charitable +strangers, to do anything but work. As liars they were pre-eminent. +Josef lost his father fourteen years before he came to England, +therefore his statement that he had just received a letter from Poland +informing him of his father's death was an invention, a trick. His +swoon was a trick; his spasms a trick; his cutting his fingers to the +bone a trick. From the hairs of his head to the soles of his feet he +is a knave and a trickster; through his blood runs the incorrigible +vice of indolence, and rather than work he will resort to any +subterfuge. Only on one day in the whole year does his conscience +disturb him, on the day of the White Fast. To-day a Jew, to-morrow a +Christian, the next day a Mohammedan, the next a Pagan--it matters not +to him so long as he can make money out of it, and eat the bread of +idleness. My dear sir, I wish you joy of your Borlinskis." + +The gentleman rose to take his leave, his belief in the genuineness of +the conversion of the Borlinskis visibly shaken. He put but one +question to Aaron Cohen. + +"Josef Borlinski being what you describe him to be, what becomes of +your assertion, 'Once a Jew, always a Jew'?" + +"I have spoken of the White Fast," replied Aaron, "as the only day +upon which Josef's conscience is awake. He believes, as we all do, in +a future state, in the immortality of the soul. The White Fast is the +great Day of Atonement, when Jews pray to be forgiven the sins they +have committed during the past year. The most ignorant of them believe +that if they pray and fast on the Day of Atonement their +transgressions are atoned for. We have our black sheep, as you have; +but the blackest of them observes this day with superstitious fear, +and Josef Borlinski is not an exception. This year, on the Day of +Atonement, I myself saw Josef in synagogue, enveloped in the white +shroud he brought from Poland, beating his breast, and praying for +forgiveness for his sins. From sunset to sunset food did not pass his +lips; from sunset to sunset he prayed, and grovelled, and trembled. +Come to our synagogue next year, and you shall see him there, if +before that time he is not called to his account. Though he be +converted to twenty different religions, and baptized twenty times +over, Josef Borlinski is a Jew, and will remain a Jew to the last hour +of his life." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + AARON COHEN ADDRESSES A JEWISH AUDIENCE. + + +The world gave Aaron Cohen credit for being exceedingly wealthy, and +fabulous tales of the success of his ventures obtained credence with +the people. Instead of the age of romance being over, there was never +a time in the world's history which afforded so much material for +romance as the present, and in which it was so eagerly sought after +and believed in. Imagination is more powerful than science, and this +is the age of both. Small wonder, therefore, for the current report +that Aaron Cohen was a millionaire; but such was not the case. He had +money and to spare, and his private establishment was conducted on a +liberal scale. Had he retired at this period he might have done so on +an income of some five thousand pounds, which people's imagination +would have multiplied by ten; and he might have justified this flight +as to his means were it not that in addition to the charities to which +he openly subscribed, a considerable portion of the profits of his +enterprises was given anonymously to every public movement for the +good of the people and for the relief of the poor. For several years +past great curiosity had been evinced to learn the name of the +anonymous donor of considerable sums of money sent through the post in +bank-notes in response to every benevolent appeal to the public purse. +A colliery disaster, a flood, an earthquake in a distant country, a +case of national destitution--to one and all came large contributions +from a singularly generous donor, who, in the place of his signature, +accompanied the gift with the simple words, "In Atonement." Several +well-known benefactors were credited with these liberal subscriptions, +but so careful was the giver in the means he adopted to preserve his +anonymity that they were not traced to the right source. They were +strange words to use to such an end. In atonement of what? Of an +undiscovered crime, the committal of which had enriched the man who +would not sign his name? A few ingenious writers argued the matter out +in the lesser journals, and although specifically they were very far +from the truth, they were in a general sense more often nearer to it +than they suspected. + +These charitable donations were Aaron's constant appeal to the Divine +Throne for mercy and forgiveness for the one sin of his life, and thus +did he effectually guard against becoming a millionaire. + +He was, indeed, unceasing in his secret charities to individuals as +well as to public bodies. Many a struggling man never discovered to +whom he was indebted for the timely assistance which lifted him out of +his troubles, and started him on the high road to prosperity; many a +widow had cause to bless this mysterious dispenser of good. If upon +his deathbed a life-long sinner, repenting, may be forgiven his +numberless transgressions, surely a life-long record of noble deeds +may atone for an error prompted by the purest feelings of love. Such a +thought did not enter Aaron's mind; the flattering unction was not for +him. He walked in sorrow and humility, wronging no man, doing good to +many, and faithfully performing his duty to all. At the Judgment Seat +he would know. + +Perhaps of all the institutions in which he took a part, those which +most deeply interested him were the Jewish working men's clubs in the +East End. He was one of their most liberal patrons; their library +shelves were lined with the books he had presented, and he frequently +took the chair at their Sunday evening gatherings. The announcement of +his name was sufficient to crowd the hall; to shake hands with Aaron +Cohen was one of the ambitions of the younger members. When he made +his appearance at these gatherings he felt that he was among friends; +there was a freemasonry among them, as indeed there is among Jews all +the world over. Aaron devoted particular attention to the young +people. He knew that the hope of Judaism lay in the new generation, +and it was his aim to encourage in the minds of the young the pride of +race which engenders self-respect and strengthens racial character. He +regarded old customs as something more than landmarks in his religion; +they were essentials, the keystones of the arch which kept the fabric +together, and he was anxious that they should be preserved. Symbols +are unmeaning to the materialist; to those who have faith they convey +a pregnant message, the origin of which can be traced back to the +first days of creation, when God made man in His own image. They are +the links which unite the past, full of glorious traditions, and the +future, full of Divine hope. Of this past Aaron spoke in words which +stirred the sluggish fires in the hearts of the old, and made them +leap into flame in the hearts of the young. "I have heard," he said, +"of Jews who were ashamed that it should be known that they were Jews; +of Jews who, when Jews were spoken of slightingly in Christian +society, have held their tongues in order that they might perchance +escape from the implied disparagement. I will not stop to inquire +whether this springs from cowardice or sensitiveness, for in either +case it is both wrong and foolish. Lives there any member of an old +historic family who is not proud of the past which has been +transmitted to him as a heritage, who is not conscious that his +lineage sheds a lustre upon the name he bears? Not one. He pores over +the annals of his race, and, pausing at the record of a noble deed +performed, thinks proudly, 'This deed was performed by my ancestor, +and it lives in history.' He takes up a novel or a poem, and reads it +with exultant feelings, as having been inspired by another ancestor +who, mayhap, shed his blood in defence of king and country. Let me +remind you, if you have lost sight of the fact, that there is no +historic family in England or elsewhere the record of whose deeds can +vie in splendour with the record of the Jew. His history is at once a +triumph of brain power and spiritual vitality, and the proudest boast +a Jew can make is that he is a Jew. It is not he who holds the lower +ground; he stands on the heights, a noble among the men who presume to +despise him. Be true to yourselves, and it will not be long before +this is made manifest and universally acknowledged. In personal as +well as in racial history you stand pre-eminent. What greater +schoolman than Maimonides? What greater master of philosophy than +Spinoza? What poets more sublime than Isaiah and Ezekiel? In infamous +Russia Jews who practised their religion in secret have been among its +most eminent ministers of finance, and the glory of Spain departed +when it persecuted our brethren and drove them from the country. The +Disraelis, father and son, were Jews; Benary was a Jew; Neander, the +founder of spiritual Christianity, was a Jew; in Germany the most +celebrated professors of divinity were Jews; Wehl, a Jew, the famous +Arabic scholar, wrote the 'History of Christianity'; the first Jesuits +were Jews; Soult and Messina were Jews; Count Arnim was a Jew; +Auerbach, Pasta, Grisi, Rachel, Sara Bernhardt, Baron Hirsch, the +philanthropist, Meyerbeer, Mendelssohn--all Jews. These are but a few +of the names which occur to me; are you ashamed to be associated with +them? In war, in politics, in philosophy, in finance, in philanthropy, +in exploration and colonisation, in all the arts and professions, you +stand in the front rank. I see in this audience many young men, some +of whom, I believe, are by their talents destined to become famous, +and some to grow rich by their shrewdness and industry. To them I say, +Work and prosper, and work in the right way. Whatever be the channel +they have chosen to the goal they wish to reach, let them work +honestly towards it, and when they stand upon the fairer shore let +them not forget their religion, let them not forget that they owe +their advancement to the intelligent and intellectual forces which +have been transmitted to them by their great ancestors through all the +generations." + +This address was received with enthusiasm, and Aaron's hearers went to +their homes that night stirred to their inmost hearts, and proud of +the faith of their forefathers. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + WHAT SHALL BE DONE TO THE MAN WHOM THE + KING DELIGHTETH TO HONOUR? + + +On a bright morning in the autumn of the year 1893 a number of +influential persons wended their way to Aaron Cohen's house to take +part in a function of a peculiarly interesting nature. They comprised +representatives of literature and the arts, of politics, science, and +commerce, and among them were delegates of the press, who were deputed +to report the proceedings for their respective journals. That the pen +is mightier than the sword was open to dispute at an earlier period of +the world's history, but the contention exists no longer, and though +the day is far distant when the lion shall lie down with the lamb, the +press is now a powerful factor in peace and war, and can effectually +hasten or retard the conflict of nations. It is an open question +whether its invasion of the arena of private life is a desirable +feature in the power it wields; but it is useless to resist its march +in this direction, and earnest as may be a man's desire to hide his +light (or the reverse) under a bushel, he does not live to see it +gratified. The up-to-date journalist, argus-eyed, overruns the earth; +it is to be deplored that his quill is sometimes poison-tipped, but as +a rule he sets about his work with good-humoured zest, and it is not +to be denied that he prepares many a piquant dish for his omnivorous +public. + +When a movement was set afoot to make some sort of semi-private, +semi-public recognition of the remarkable position attained by the +hero of this story, he made an effort to discourage it. The idea of +any kind of publicity was distasteful to him, and he expressed an +opinion to this effect. It was not heeded by the organisers of the +testimonial, and he was thinking of remonstrating in stronger terms, +when the matter was settled for him by a few simple words spoken by +Rachel. + +"Why do you object?" she asked. "You did not seek the honour, and it +will reflect honour upon us." + +"Do you wish it, Rachel?" + +"It will give me pleasure, dear," she replied. + +He did not argue with her, but yielded immediately, and allowed +himself to be carried with the stream. Never in the course of their +happy married life had he failed to comply with her lightest wish; +never had there been the least conflict between them; to each of them +the word of the other was law, and it was love's cheerful duty to +obey. + +The esteem in which he was held was to be demonstrated by two +presentations, one a portrait of himself by a famous English artist, +the other a picture also, the subject being withheld from his +knowledge. This second painting was no other than the picture of +Rachel sitting beneath the cherry tree, which had created so much +interest in the Paris _salon_ more than a dozen years ago. It had +originally been purchased by a collector, who had lately died. After +his death his collection had been brought to the hammer, and this +particular picture was purchased by a London dealer, who exhibited it +in his shop. The first intention was to present a silver memorial with +Aaron's portrait, but a friend of his happened to see the French +picture in London, and was struck by the wonderful resemblance of the +principal figure to Rachel. He made inquiries privately of Aaron +respecting his sojourn in the south of France, and learned that there +was a picturesque cherry tree in the grounds at the back of the house, +in the shadow of which Rachel was in the habit of sitting in sunny +weather, that he had a friend, the curé of the village, and that one +summer a French painter had visited the village and had made a number +of sketches of Rachel and the garden. Following up his inquiries, +Aaron's friend obtained from the London dealer some information of the +history of the picture and of the year in which it was exhibited, and, +putting this and that together, he came to the conclusion that Rachel +had unconsciously sat for the picture. It was an interesting +discovery, and the first idea of a silver presentation was put aside, +and the picture substituted in its place. + +Mr. Moss, of course, came from Portsmouth to attend the function. Our +old friend was frequently in London now, to attend to certain +complicated business matters. Sad to say, of late years fortune had +not smiled upon him; he had met with losses, but that did not prevent +him from humming his operatic airs at every possible opportunity. He +had himself to blame for this reverse of fortune; certainly he had a +tremendously large family, sixteen children to rear and provide for, +and eight of them girls--he used to say jocularly that it was +difficult to find names for them; but he had a comfortable business, +and should have been content. Unhappily, one day he had a bright idea; +he made a plunge in stocks, with disastrous results. Had he consulted +Aaron Cohen, as he afterwards confessed, it would never have happened; +Aaron would have shown him the folly of expecting to grow rich in a +week. The consequence was that he found himself involved, and his +frequent visits to London were necessitated by his personal endeavours +to reduce his losses. It made no difference in Aaron's friendship for +him; it may be said, indeed, to have strengthened it. In a time of +more than ordinary difficulty Aaron came forward voluntarily, and +afforded practical assistance to his old friend. "If you want to know +the kind of metal Aaron Cohen is made of," he said to his wife, "go to +him when you are in misfortune. That is the time to prove a man." +Another strengthening tie was to be forged in the firm friendship of +these men. One at least of Mr. Moss's numerous daughters was always in +London on a visit to Rachel, and it was quite in the natural order of +things that Joseph Cohen should fall in love with Esther Moss, the +prettiest and sweetest of all the girls. Rachel and her husband were +very fond of Esther, and regarded the attachment with favour. Joseph +was too young yet to marry, but with the consent of his parents an +engagement was entered into between the young people, and there was +joy in Mr. Moss's estimable family. + +It was a natural consequence of this family arrangement that Esther +was frequently invited to make her home for a time with the Cohens in +London, and she was in their house on the day of the presentations. +Her lover was absent, and had been out of England for some months +past. Young as he was, he already held a position of responsibility in +an extensive firm, and had been sent to Australia to attend to +business of an important nature. He was expected home at the end of +the week, but was then to remain in England only a few days, his +passage to India being taken, his mission being to establish agencies +in that land for the gentleman by whom he was employed. Years ago the +choice of a classical education had been offered him by his father; +but his inclination was for commerce, and Aaron Cohen did not believe +in forcing a lad into a career which was distasteful to him. Upon his +return from India eight or nine months hence the marriage between him +and Esther was to take place. Needless to say how proud and happy the +young maid was in the contemplation of the approaching union. + +Neither was Ruth Cohen a witness of the honour which was paid to the +man she believed to be her father. She had invited herself to +Portsmouth, to spend a week or two with Mrs. Moss. When she expressed +the wish to go Rachel Cohen had remonstrated with her, and hinted that +she should remain in London to attend the presentations; but Ruth was +restless and rebellious, and said she did not care to be present. +Rachel, inwardly grieved, did not press it upon her. + +"Are you not happy at home?" she asked gently. Ruth did not speak, and +Rachel continued, "You do not take pleasure in the society of our +friends?" + +"I am not very fond of them," Ruth replied. + +Rachel said no more. Ruth's dislike of Jewish society was not new to +her; it had caused her great pain, and she had striven in vain to +combat it. The strength of Rachel's character lay in her moral and +sympathetic affections: with those who recognised the sweetness and +unselfishness of these attributes her power was great; with those who +failed to appreciate them she was powerless. This was the case with +Ruth, in whom, as she grew to womanhood, was gradually developed a +stubbornness which boded ill for peace. Frequently and anxiously did +Rachel ask herself, From whom could a daughter of her blood have +inherited views and ideas so antagonistic and rebellious? + +Aaron could have answered this question, had it been put to him, and +had he dared to answer. Ruth's instincts were in her blood, +transmitted by parents whom he had never known, and of whose +characters he was ignorant. Heredity lay at the root of this domestic +misery. As a rule, vices, virtues, and all classes of the affections +are hereditary, and the religious sentiments are not an exception. +Aaron had studied the subject, and was conscious of the solemn issues +dependent upon it. + +He had obtained possession of Ruth's body, but not of her mind, and +even of the former his guardianship would soon be at an end. Although +he could not fix the exact day of her birth, she would soon be +twenty-one years of age, when the duty would devolve upon him of +delivering to her the iron casket of which he had been made the +custodian, and he was in an agony how he should act. Every day that +passed deepened his agony; he saw shadows gathering over his house +which might wreck the happiness of his beloved wife. Again and again +had he debated the matter without being able to arrive at any +comforting conclusion. Undoubtedly the casket contained the secret of +Ruth's parentage; when that was revealed the sword would fall. + +However, he could not on this day give himself up to these disturbing +reflections; he had consented to accept an honour of which he deemed +himself unworthy, and it was incumbent upon him that he should not +betray himself. There was still a little time left to him to decide +upon his course of action. The man of upright mind was at this period +laying himself open to dangerous casuistical temptations. Even from +such unselfish love as he entertained for the wife who was deserving +of love in its sweetest and purest aspects may spring an upas tree to +poison the air we breathe. + +Among the company was an old friend of ours--Dr. Spenlove, who had +attained an eminent position in London. His career from the time he +left Portsmouth had been a remarkable one. In the larger field of +labour to which he had migrated his talents were soon recognised, and +he began almost at once to mount the ladder of renown. Success in the +medical profession is seldom gained upon an insecure foundation; there +must be some solid justification for it, and once secured it lasts a +lifetime. Dr. Spenlove was no exception to the rule, and was not +spoilt by prosperity. He was still distinguished by that kindliness of +nature which had made his name a household word in the humble +neighbourhood in Portsmouth in which he had struggled and suffered. +The poor never appealed to him in vain, and he was as attentive to +those who could not afford to pay him as to those from whom he drew +heavy fees. Many a time did he step from his carriage to a garret in +which lay a poor sufferer whose fortunes were at the lowest ebb, and +many a trembling hand which held a few poor coins was gently put aside +with tender and cheerful words which were never forgotten by those to +whom they were spoken. + +A man so kindly-hearted was of necessity associated with the +benevolent and public movements of the passing hour. Aaron Cohen, whom +till this day he had not met, had subscribed to some of the charities +in which he was interested, and he gladly availed himself of the +opportunity of becoming acquainted with him. When the company were +assembled in the reception room in Aaron's house, Dr. Spenlove +happened to be standing next to Mr. Moss, whom he had not seen since +he left Portsmouth. Except for the wear and tear of time, which, +however, did not sit heavily upon him, there was little alteration in +Mr. Moss; his worldly anxieties had not dimmed the brightness of his +eyes, nor robbed his countenance of its natural cheerful aspect. There +was a greater alteration in Dr. Spenlove; the thoughtful lines in his +face had deepened, there was an introspection in his eyes. Mr. Moss +seemed to be for ever looking upon the outer world, Dr. Spenlove for +ever looking upon his inner self. As an observer of character Mr. Moss +was Dr. Spenlove's superior; as a student and searcher after truth Dr. +Spenlove towered above Mr. Moss. The man of business never forgot a +face; the man of science often did. The first sign of recognition, +therefore, came from Mr. Moss. + +"Good day, Dr. Spenlove." + +The physician looked up, and said, abstractedly, "Good day." He +frequently acknowledged a salute from persons whose names he could not +at the moment recall. + +"You do not remember me," said Mr. Moss, with a smile. + +"You will pardon me," said Dr. Spenlove, searching his memory; "I have +an unfortunate failing----" + +"Of forgetting faces," said Mr. Moss, with a smile. "It is very stupid +of me." + +"Not at all; one can't help it. Besides, it is so long since we +met--over twenty years." + +"In London?" + +"No; in Portsmouth, the night before you left. We had an adventure +together----" + +"You quicken my memory. How do you do, Mr. Moss?" + +They shook hands. + +"Very well, thank you, and happy to see you again. I have heard a +great deal of you, doctor; you are at the top of the ladder now. It is +strange, after the lapse of years, that we should meet in this house." + +"Why is our meeting in this house strange?" inquired Dr. Spenlove. + +The question recalled Mr. Moss to himself. The one incident which +formed a link between them was that connected with a wretched woman +and her babe whom they had rescued from impending death on a snowy +night long ago in the past. But he had not made Dr. Spenlove +acquainted with the name of the man to whom he had entrusted the +child, and upon this point his lips were sealed. + +"I mean," he said, "that the circumstances of our meeting here and in +Portsmouth are so different." + +"Widely different. Varied as have been my experiences, I have met with +none more thrilling than that in which we were both engaged on that +eventful night. I have not forgotten your kindness, Mr. Moss. I trust +the world has prospered with you." + +"So-so. We all have our ups and downs. Health is the main thing, and +that we enjoy. Doctors have a bad time with us." + +"I am glad to hear it. By the way, Mr. Moss, my part of the adventure +came to an end on the day I left Portsmouth; you had still something +to do. Did you succeed in finding a comfortable home for the child?" + +"Yes." + +"Did you lose sight of her after that?" + +"Very soon. Before she had been in her new home twenty-four hours the +poor thing died." + +"Dear, dear! But I am not surprised. It was hardly to be expected that +the child would live long after the exposure on such a bitter night. +She was almost buried in the snow. It was, most likely, a happy +release. And the mother, Mr. Moss?" + +"I have heard nothing of her whatever." + +The conversation ceased here. The proceedings had commenced, and a +gentleman was speaking. He was a man of discretion, which all orators +are not. He touched lightly and pertinently upon the reputation which +Mr. Aaron Cohen had earned by his unremitting acts of benevolence and +by the worthiness of his career. Such a man deserved the good fortune +which had attended him, and such a man's career could not fail to be +an incentive to worthy endeavour. Rachel, seated by her husband, +turned her sightless eyes upon the audience and listened to the +speaker with gratitude and delight. It was not that she had waited for +this moment to learn that she was wedded to an upright and noble man, +but it was an unspeakable happiness to her to hear from the lips of +others that he was appreciated as he deserved, that he was understood +as she understood him. It was natural, said the speaker, that the +gentleman in whose honour they had that day assembled should be held +in the highest esteem by his co-religionists, but it was a glory that +in a Christian country a Jew should have won from all classes of a +mixed community a name which would be enrolled upon those pages of our +social history which most fitly represent the march of true +civilisation and humanity. They were not there to glorify Money; they +were not there to glorify worldly prosperity; they were there to pay +tribute to one whose example Christians well might follow, to a man +without stain, without reproach. The influence of such a man in +removing--no, not in removing, but obliterating--the prejudices of +caste was lasting and all-powerful. He regarded it as a privilege that +he had been deputed to express the general sentiment with respect to +Mr. Aaron Cohen. This sentiment, he begged to add, was not confined to +Mr. Cohen, but included his wife, whose charities and benevolence were +perhaps even more widely known and recognised than those of the +partner of her joys and sorrows. In the presence of this estimable +couple it was difficult to speak as freely as he would wish, but he +was sure they would understand that in wishing them long life and +happiness he was wishing them much more than he dared to express in +their hearing, and that there was but one feeling entertained towards +them, a feeling not of mere respect and esteem, but of affection and +love. In the name of the subscribers he offered for their acceptance +two paintings, one a portrait of Mr. Cohen by an artist of renown, for +which he had been good enough to sit, the other a painting which +probably they would look upon now for the first time. The latter +picture was an accidental discovery, but Mr. Cohen would tell them +whether they were right in seizing the opportunity to obtain it, and +whether they were right in their belief that his esteemed wife had +unconsciously inspired the artist who had availed himself of a happy +chance to immortalise himself. + +The pictures were then unveiled amid general acclamation, and if ever +Rachel wished for the blessing of sight to be restored to her it was +at that moment; but it was only for a moment. The dependence she +placed upon her husband, the trust she had in him, the pleasure she +derived from his eloquent and sympathetic descriptions of what was +hidden from her, were of such a nature that she sometimes said inly, +"I am thankful I can see only through the eyes of my dear husband." + +The portrait of himself, from his frequent sittings, was familiar to +Aaron Cohen, but the picture of his beloved sitting beneath the cherry +tree was a delightful surprise to him. It was an exquisitely painted +scene, and Rachel's portrait was as faithful as if she had given +months of her time towards its successful accomplishment. + +Aaron's response was happy up to a certain point. Except to pay a +deserved compliment to the artist and to express his gratitude to the +subscribers, he said little about the portrait of himself. The +presentation of the second picture supplied the theme for the +principal part of his speech. He said there was no doubt that it was a +portrait of his dear wife, and he recalled the time they had passed in +the south of France, and described all the circumstances of the +intimacy with the artist which had led to the painting of the picture. +He was grateful for that intimacy because of its result, which he saw +before him, and because of the pleasure it would afford his beloved +wife, who, until to-day, had been as ignorant as himself that such a +painting was in existence. "I went to the south of France," he said, +"in the hope that my wife, who was in a delicate state of health, +would be benefited by a short stay there. My hope was more than +realised; she grew strong there; my son, whose absence from England +deprives him of the pleasure of being present on this interesting +occasion, was born there, and there the foundation of my prosperity +was laid. It might be inferred from this that I believe all the events +of a man's life are ruled by chance, but such is not my belief. There +is an all-seeing Providence who shows us the right path; He speaks +through our reason and our consciences, and except for the accident of +birth, which lays a heavy burden upon many unfortunate beings, and +which should render them not fully responsible for the evil they do, +we ourselves are responsible for the consequences of our actions. We +must accept the responsibility and the consequences." He paused a few +moments before he continued. "When men of fair intelligence err they +err consciously; it is idle for them to say that they erred in +ignorance of the consequences. They must know, if they write with +black ink, that their writing must be black." He paused again. "But it +may be that a man commits a conscious error through his affections, +and if that error inflicts injury upon no living being--if it even +confer a benefit upon one or more--there may be some palliation of his +error. In stating that you set for me a standard too high I am stating +my firm belief. No man is stainless, no man is without reproach; the +doctrine of infallibility applied to human affairs is monstrous and +wicked; it is an arrogation of Divine power. I am, as all men are, +open to error; in my life, as in the lives of all men, there have been +mistakes; but I may still take the credit to myself that if I have +committed a conscious error it has harmed no living soul, and that it +has sprung from those affections which sweeten and bless our lives. A +reference has been made to my being a Jew. I glory that I am one. The +traditions and history of the race to which I am proud to belong have +been of invaluable service to me, and to the circumstance of my being +a Jew I owe the incidents of this day, which will be ever a proud +memory to me and to my family. In the name of my dear wife and my own +I thank you cordially, sincerely and gratefully for the honour you +have paid to us--an honour not beyond my wife's merits, but far beyond +my own." + +Other speeches followed, and when the proceedings were at an end Dr. +Spenlove asked Mr. Moss to introduce him to Mr. Cohen. + +"Cohen," said Mr. Moss, "Dr. Spenlove wishes to be introduced to you. +He practised in Portsmouth twenty years ago." + +Aaron started. He never forgot a name or a face, and he recollected +the mention of Dr. Spenlove's name when Mr. Moss came to him in +Gosport with the child. + +"Without exactly knowing it, perhaps," said Dr. Spenlove, "you have +been most kind in movements in which I have taken an interest. I am +glad of the opportunity of making your acquaintance." + +Nothing more; no reference to the private matter. Aaron breathed more +freely. He responded to Dr. Spenlove's advances, and the gentlemen +parted friends. + +Mr. Moss had been somewhat puzzled by Aaron's speech. It seemed to him +that his friend did not place sufficient value on himself. "People are +always ready to take you at your own price, so don't be too modest," +was a favourite saying of his. Then what did Aaron mean by letting +people suppose that he had done something wrong in his life? He spoke +about it to Aaron. + +"Look back," said Aaron, laying his hand kindly on Mr. Moss's +shoulder, "and tell me if you do not recollect some action which you +would gladly recall." + +"I daresay, I daresay," said Mr. Moss, restlessly, "but what's the use +of confessing it when there's no occasion? It's letting yourself +down." + +Aaron turned to greet another friend, and the subject was dropped; but +it remained, nevertheless, in Mr. Moss's mind. + +His daughter Esther was in the room during the proceedings, and her +fair young face beamed with pride; it was her lover's father who was +thus honoured, and she felt that she had, through Aaron Cohen's son, a +share in that honour. When the gratifying but fatiguing labours of the +day were at an end, and Aaron, Rachel, and Esther were alone, Rachel +said,-- + +"I am sorry, dear Esther, that Joseph was not here to hear what was +said about his father." + +"It would not have made him love and honour him more," said Esther. + +Rachel pressed her hand and kissed her; she had grown to love this +sweet and simple girl, who seemed to have but one thought in life--her +lover. Then the sightless woman asked them to describe the pictures to +her, and she listened in an ecstasy of happiness to their words. + +"Is it not wonderful?" she said to Aaron. "A famous picture, they +said, and I the principal figure. What can the painter have seen in +me?" + +"What all men see, my life," replied Aaron; "but what no one knows as +I know." + +"It has been a happy day," sighed Rachel; she sat between them, each +holding a hand. "You did not hear from our dear Ruth this morning?" + +"No, dear mother." For thus was Esther already permitted to address +Rachel. + +"She will be home in two days, and our dear lad as well. I wish he +were back from India, even before he has started, and so do you, my +dear. But time soon passes. Just now it seems but yesterday that we +were in France." + +The day waned. Rachel and Esther were together; Aaron was in his study +writing, and preparing for an important meeting he had to attend that +night. A servant entered. + +"A gentleman to see you, sir." + +Aaron looked at the card, which bore the name of Mr. Richard +Dillworthy. + +"I am busy," said Aaron. "Does he wish to see me particularly? Ask him +if he can call again." + +"He said his business was pressing, sir." + +"Show him in." + +The servant ushered the visitor into the room, a slightly-built, +middle-aged man, with iron-grey hair and whiskers. Aaron motioned him +to a chair, and he placed a card on the table, bearing the name and +address of a firm of lawyers. + +"I am Mr. Dillworthy, of Dillworthy, Maryx, and Co.," he said. + +"Yes?" + +"I have come to speak to you upon a family matter----" + +"A family matter!" exclaimed Aaron, interrupting him. "Does it concern +me?" + +"It concerns you closely, and the client on whose behalf I am here." + +"What is its nature?" + +"Allow me to disclose it in my own way. I shall take it as a favour if +you will regard this interview as private." + +"Certainly." + +"Briefly, I may say, as an introduction, that it refers to your +daughter, Miss Ruth Cohen." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + THE HONOURABLE PERCY STORNDALE. + + +For the second time on this eventful day Aaron felt as if his sin were +about to be brought home to him, as if the temple which, by long years +of honourable and upright conduct, he had built for himself, were +about to crumble to dust. In that temple was enshrined not only his +good name, but what was far more precious to him, his wife's happiness +and peace of mind. He had not yet nerved himself to the effort to go +to her frankly and say, "Ruth is not our child." Out of Rachel's +innate goodness and sweetness sprang the love she bore for the young +girl. The suggestion of love may come from without, but the spirit of +love is the offspring of one's own heart, and it is made enduring and +ennobling by one's own higher qualities; and in a like manner it is +one's lower passions which debase and degrade it. In whatever fashion +Rachel would receive her husband's confession, he knew full well that +it would inflict upon her the most exquisite suffering; the cherished +ideal of her life would be shattered, and she would sit for ever +afterwards in sackcloth and ashes. This was his torturing belief; it +was not that he dreaded exposure for his own sake; he had no wish to +spare himself, but to spare Rachel inevitable suffering. He knew that +the truth could not be much longer hidden, and yet he was too weak to +take the deciding step. He had sown a harvest of woe, and his constant +fervent prayer was that he might not be compelled to reap it with his +own hands. + +Agitated as he was, he did not betray himself by word or sign, but by +a courteous movement of his hand invited his visitor to proceed. + +"It is a family matter," said Mr. Dillworthy, "of a peculiarly +delicate nature, and my client thought it could best be arranged in a +private personal interview." + +"Being of such a nature," observed Aaron, "would it not have been +better that it should be arranged privately between the parties +interested instead of through an intermediary?" + +"Possibly, possibly; but my client holds strong views, and feels he +could scarcely trust himself." + +"Favour me with the name of your client." + +"Lord Storndale." + +"Lord Storndale? I have not the pleasure of his acquaintance." + +"But you are familiar with his name." + +"Not at all. It is the first time I have heard it." + +"You surprise me. Lord Storndale is a peer." + +"I know very few peers, and have had no occasion to study the +peerage." + +"But, pardon me, Storndale is the name; it may have escaped you." + +"I repeat, the name is strange to me." + +"I do not presume to doubt you, but it introduces a new element into +the matter. Your daughter, then, has never mentioned the Honourable +Percy Storndale to you?" + +"Never, and I am at a loss to understand the association of their +names." + +The lawyer paused. In this unexpected turn of affairs a deviation +suggested itself to his legal mind which would be likely to assist +him. + +"Mr. Cohen, you have the reputation of being an earnest and sincere +Jew." + +"I follow the precepts and the obligations of my faith," said Aaron, +with a searching glance at his visitor. + +"In this back-sliding and time-serving age orthodoxy--especially, I +should say, in the Jewish religion--has a hard time of it. The customs +and duties of an enlightened civilisation must clash severely with the +precepts and obligations you speak of. It is because of the +difficulty--perhaps the impossibility--of following the hard and fast +laws of the Pentateuch that divisions have taken place, as in all +religions, and that you have among you men who call themselves +Reformed Jews." + +"Surely it is not part of your mission to debate this matter with me," +said Aaron, who had no desire to discuss these questions with a +stranger. + +"No, it is not, and I do not pretend to understand it; but in a +general way the subject is interesting to me. If you will permit me, I +should like to ask you one question." Aaron signified assent. "What is +your opinion of mixed marriages?" + +Aaron did not answer immediately; he had a suspicion that there was +something behind, but the subject was one regarding which both he and +Rachel held a strong view, and he felt he would be guilty of an +unworthy evasion if he refused to reply. + +"I do not approve of them," he said. + +"You set me at ease," said the lawyer, "and it will gratify Lord +Storndale to hear that you and he are in agreement upon the question. +As our interview is private I may speak freely. Unhappily, Lord +Storndale is a poor peer. Since he came into the title he has had +great difficulties to contend with, and as his estates lay chiefly in +Ireland these difficulties have been of late years increased. Happily +or unhappily, also, he has a large family, two daughters and six sons. +Of these sons the Honourable Percy Storndale is the youngest. I do not +know who is more to be pitied, a poor peer struggling with mortgages, +decreased rents, and the expenses of a large family, or a younger son +who comes into the world with the expectation that he is to be +provided for, and whose father can allow him at the utmost two hundred +and fifty or three hundred a year. Father and son have both to keep up +appearances, and the son's allowance will scarcely pay his tailor's +and his glover's bills. There are a thousand things he wants, and to +which he believes himself entitled. Flowers, horses, clubs, a stall at +the theatre, and so on and so on, _ad infinitum_. The consequence is +that the young gentleman gets into debt, which grows and grows. +Perhaps he thinks of a means of paying his creditors--he plunges on a +horse, he plays for high stakes at his club. You know the result. Into +the mire, deeper and deeper. A sad picture, Mr. Cohen." + +"Very sad," said Aaron, who had listened patiently, and knew that the +crucial part of the lawyer's mission--that which affected himself and +Ruth--had not yet been reached. + +"Lord Storndale," continued the lawyer, "is a gentleman of exclusive +views, and is perhaps prouder in his poverty than he would be with a +rent-roll of a hundred thousand a year. His son's extravagances and +debts are not hidden from his knowledge--the moneylenders take care of +that. From time to time, and at a great sacrifice, he extricates the +young scapegrace from temporary difficulties, but at length he comes +to a full stop. His own means are exhausted, and willing as he may be +to keep putting his hand in his pocket, it is useless to do so, +because the pocket is empty. But he has some influence in a small way, +and he obtains for his son the offer of a post in the colonies; not +very grand certainly, but affording an opening which may lead to +something better, if the young gentleman will only condescend to look +at life seriously--which, as a rule, such young fellows decline to do +until it is too late. However, a father, whether he be a peer or a +common labourer, can do no more than his duty. He informs his son of +the appointment he has obtained for him, and the scapegrace--I am +speaking quite openly, Mr. Cohen; the Honourable Percy Storndale _is_ +one--declines to accept it. 'Why?' asks the astonished father. 'I +cannot live on it,' replies the son. Then the father points out how he +can live on it by cutting down some of his extravagances, and that he +may find opportunities in the colonies which he can never meet with +here. The son remains obdurate. 'There is another reason for your +refusal,' says the father. 'There is,' the son admits. 'I prefer to +remain in London; it is the only city in the world worth living in.' +'And starving in,' suggests the father. The scapegrace shrugs his +shoulders, and says something will turn up here, and that he will not +submit to banishment because he happens to have been born a few years +too late--a reflection upon his brother, the eldest son, who in course +of time will inherit the family embarrassments and mortgages. The +father remonstrates, argues, entreats, but the young man will not give +way. Meanwhile the appointment is bestowed upon another and a worthier +gentleman, and the chance is lost. I trust I am not wearying you." + +"No. I am attending to all you say, and waiting to hear how my +daughter's name comes to be mixed up with the family history you are +giving me." + +"You will understand everything presently. My object is to make the +matter perfectly clear, and to have no concealment. For this reason I +wish you to be aware of the character of the young gentleman, and +I am describing it carefully at the express wish of his father. At the +same time I lay no positive charge against him; I am not saying he is +a bad man, but an undesirable man. There are thousands of young +fellows who are living just such a careless, irresponsible, reckless +life, who get into debt, who gamble, and who ultimately find +themselves passing through the bankruptcy court. Young men without +balance, Mr. Cohen, and who, in consequence, topple over. They sow +trouble wherever they go, and they are always smiling, self-possessed, +and pleasant-mannered. Women especially are caught by these externals; +but speaking myself as the father of grown-up daughters, I should be +sorry to see one of that class visiting my house as a suitor to one of +my girls." + +Aaron started, but did not speak. + +"Lord Storndale suspected that there was another reason which his son +had not mentioned for his refusal of the colonial appointment, and in +a short time his suspicions were confirmed. It came to his knowledge +that his son was paying attentions to a young lady whom he was in the +habit of meeting at garden parties and tennis, and probably by +arrangement in the parks, and he taxed the young gentleman with it. +His son did not deny it; he said that he loved the lady, that her +father was very wealthy, and that she was in every way presentable. 'I +do not know,' said the young man, 'whether the circumstance of her +father being a commoner will prejudice you against him.' Lord +Storndale replied that he would have preferred his son had chosen from +his own rank, but that marriages between rich commoners and members of +the aristocracy were not unusual in these days, and that he would +sanction the match if the lady's father were a gentleman. To be honest +with you, Mr. Cohen, Lord Storndale has no liking for commoners who +have made fortunes in trade or by speculating; but he did not allow +these scruples to weigh with him, his hope being that the proposed +union would be the means of extricating his son from his difficulties, +and of steadying him. The young man said that the lady's father was a +gentleman widely known for his benevolence and uprightness of +character, and that he was held in universal esteem. Up to this point +the interview had been of an amicable nature, but then arose an +insurmountable difficulty. 'Who is the gentleman?' inquired Lord +Storndale. 'Mr. Aaron Cohen,' replied the young man." + +Observing Aaron's agitation the lawyer suspended his narration, and +said,-- + +"Pardon me; you were about to speak." + +Aaron by a great effort controlled himself. + +"I will wait till you have quite finished, Mr. Dillworthy. Before I +commit myself it will be as well that I should be in possession of all +the facts." + +"Quite so. I have been explicit and circumstantial in order that there +shall be no mistake. When I have finished you will have few, if any, +questions to ask, because you will know everything it is in my power +to tell. Upon hearing your name, his lordship remarked that it was a +Jewish name. 'Yes,' said the young man, 'Mr. Cohen is a Jew.' Lord +Storndale was angry and distressed. I admit that it is an unreasonable +prejudice; but he has an invincible dislike to Jews, and it shocked +him to think that his son contemplated a marriage with a Jewess. I +need dwell no longer upon the interview, which now took a stormy turn, +and it ended by the son abruptly leaving the room. On no account, +whatever, Mr. Cohen, will Lord Storndale or any member of his family +consent to such an alliance; if it is accomplished the young man will +be thrown upon his own resources, and his wife will not be recognised +by his kinsfolk. The trouble has already reached a climax. The young +gentleman is hot-headed--a Storndale failing--and he declines to +listen to remonstrances; the consequence is, that he has been +forbidden his father's home till he comes to reason. But despite his +extravagances and the constant and perplexing involvements issuing +therefrom, his father has an affection for him, and is bent upon +saving his family from----" + +The lawyer pausing here, with an awkward cough, as though he was +choking down a word, Aaron quietly added it. + +"Disgrace?" + +"Well, yes," said Mr. Dillworthy, briskly; "we will not mince matters. +It is not my word, but Lord Storndale's. He would account such an +alliance a disgrace. I will say nothing in his excuse. In all +civilised countries we have living evidences of happy unions between +members of the aristocracy and wealthy daughters of Israel, and also +living evidences of happy mixed marriages between persons neither +aristocratic nor wealthy; and these might be brought forward as +powerful arguments against the view my client entertains. But they +would have no weight with him. We must take into consideration the +pride of race." + +"Yes," said Aaron, still speaking in a quiet tone, "we must take that +into consideration. You have not quite finished, sir?" + +"Not quite. As a last resource, Lord Storndale consulted me, and +entrusted me with a painful task. He requested me to call upon you, +and represent the matter in the plainest terms, which I have +endeavoured to do, omitting or concealing no single incident of the +unhappy affair. I am deputed to ask you to take a course with your +daughter similar to that he has taken with his son--that is, to +absolutely forbid the union. The young gentleman is in a state of +extreme pecuniary embarrassment, and it is possible--I do not state it +as a fact, but merely as a presumption--that he reckons upon your aid +to settle with his creditors. When he finds that this aid will not be +forthcoming, and that he cannot depend upon your making a suitable +settlement upon your daughter, he is not unlikely, for prudential +reasons, to beat a retreat." + +"What is the inference you wish me to draw from this expression of +opinion?" + +"That Mr. Storndale is following your daughter for your money." + +"And that he has no love for her?" + +The lawyer shrugged his shoulders. The interview was taking a turn not +exactly pleasing to him. + +"You are not flattering the young gentleman," Aaron said. + +"I had no intention of doing so. Of course, it is for you to consider +the matter from your own point of view. First, as a father----" + +He paused. + +"Yes, first as a father," repeated Aaron. + +"Next, as a Jew." + +"Yes, next as a Jew," said Aaron, again repeating the lawyer's words. + +He was agitated by conflicting emotions, which no man but he could +have understood--and which, indeed, in the light of the revelation +which had been made, he himself could scarcely grasp, so strongly did +it affect the secret of his life. But that secret still was his, and +he had still to play his part. + +"You are commissioned to take my answer to Lord Storndale?" + +"He is anxiously awaiting it." + +"I may trust you to convey that answer as nearly as possible in my own +words?" + +"It shall be my endeavour." + +"You will tell him, then, that the mission with which he has entrusted +you comes upon me as a surprise. As I have already informed you, I +have never, until this day, heard his name or the name of his son. As +to the character you give the young gentleman, it may or may not be +correct, for you speak of him as an advocate on the other side----" + +"But surely," interrupted the lawyer, "that would not affect the +religious aspect of the question." + +"No, it would not affect it. But whether correct or not, it seems +clear that the young gentleman has not acted as a man of honour, +although he is Lord Storndale's son. A young girl's trustfulness and +innocence should be her safeguard; but here they have been basely +used, according to your own statement, by a man whose external +accomplishments have unhappily attracted her." + +"And from such a man," said the lawyer, rather too eagerly, "it is a +fathers duty to protect his daughter." + +"Undoubtedly," replied Aaron, who could not dispute the lawyer's +reasoning. "That my wife and I should have been kept in ignorance of +Mr. Storndale's attentions is to be deplored; and it appears certain +that he must have bound Miss Cohen by a promise to say nothing to us +about them. You speak of the pride of race as affecting Lord +Storndale. We have also that pride, and if any Jewish parent were so +far forgetful of the obligations of his faith as to admit your +client's son into his family, it is upon him and upon Lord Storndale +that honour would be conferred." + +"It is a fair retort," said the lawyer. "I beg you to believe that the +views I have expressed are not mine, but Lord Storndale's, in whose +interests I am acting. I am, as you say, an advocate--merely a +mouthpiece, as it were--and I am bound to follow out my instructions. +Your disapproval of mixed marriages gives me confidence that my +mission has not failed, and it will be a satisfaction to Lord +Storndale. May I take it that you will pursue the course with your +daughter that he has taken with his son, and that you will forbid the +union?" + +"Have I not made myself sufficiently clear?" asked Aaron, with an +inward rebellion against the evasion he felt himself compelled to +practise. + +"Yes, yes," said the lawyer, hastily, too astute to press for precise +words. "And I may inform Lord Storndale that you distinctly disapprove +of marriages between Jews and Christians?" + +"You may." + +Mr. Dillworthy, believing he had gained his point, wisely dropped the +subject, and expressing his obligations to Aaron, rose to take his +departure. Before he reached the door, however, he turned, and in a +tone of courteous deference, asked if Mr. Cohen could spare him a few +moments more. Aaron assenting, the lawyer resumed his seat, and taking +a pocket-book from his pocket searched in it for a letter. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + THE SPIRIT OF THE DEAD PAST. + + +Aaron observed him anxiously. The disclosure that had already been +made had so agitated him that he was apprehensive of further trouble. + +"Ah! here it is," said the lawyer, opening the letter for which he had +been looking; "I was afraid I had left it behind me. Excuse me a +moment; I wish to refresh my memory." + +He ran his eye over the letter, and nodded as he went through its +points of importance. + +"Does it concern the unhappy affair we have discussed?" inquired +Aaron, unable to restrain his impatience. + +"No," replied the lawyer; "I take it that is settled, and I trust, for +the sake of both the families, that it will not be re-opened." + +"I trust not." + +"This is quite a different matter, and I hardly know how to excuse +myself for troubling you with it. It is a sudden thought, for I came +here with no such intention. You must thank your own reputation for +it, Mr. Cohen; it is well known that you have never neglected an +opportunity to do an act of kindness, and though what I am about to +speak of has come to me in the way of business, the story contains +elements so romantic and peculiar that it has strangely attracted me. +The reference in the letter which induces me to think that you may be +able to help me is that you are a gentleman of influence in your +community, and have a wide acquaintance with your co-religionists. +Perhaps I had better read the words. My correspondent says--'I know +that there are peculiar difficulties in the search I intend to make +upon my return home, but before my arrival you may be able to discover +something which will be of assistance to me. Probably if you consult +some kind-hearted and influential member of the Jewish race you may, +through him, obtain a clue; or, failing this, you might employ a +Jewish agent to make inquiries.' It is a lady who writes to me, and +her letter comes from Australia. May I continue? Thank you. Let me +tell you the story; it will interest you, and I will be as brief as +possible. The letter is too long to read throughout." He handed it to +Aaron. "It occupies, you see, fourteen closely written pages, and it +is somewhat in the nature of a confession. If you wish, I will have a +copy of it made, and will send it on to you to-morrow." + +Aaron, turning over the pages, came to the superscription: + + "I remain, + "Yours truly, + "Mary Gordon." + + +Truly this was a day of startling surprises to him. He recollected the +name as that of the gentleman for whom, twenty years ago, Mr. Moss had +undertaken the commission which had lifted him from beggary by placing +in his hands a large sum of money to which in strict justice he was +not entitled, but which, from fear that the deception he had practised +might otherwise be discovered, he was compelled to accept. He had, as +an atonement, expended in secret charities a hundred times the sum; +but this did not absolve him from the responsibility. The spirit of +the dead past rose before him, and he was overwhelmed with the dread +possibilities it brought with it. + +"I fear," said the lawyer, "that I have been inconsiderate in +introducing the matter at the present moment. I will postpone it to a +future occasion." + +"Pray continue," said Aaron, whose burning desire now was to know the +worst. "I have had an exciting day, but I will pay due attention to +what you wish to impart to me." + +"I appreciate your kindness. If you cannot assist me, you may +recommend me to an agent whom I will employ. I noticed that you +referred in the letter to the name of my correspondent, Mrs. Gordon; +the inquiry is of a delicate nature, and it may be her wish that her +name is not too freely mentioned--at all events, for the present. Her +story is not an uncommon one, but it takes an extraordinary and +unusual turn. She is now, according to her own account, a lady of +considerable means; her husband has lately died, and she has come into +a fortune. Some twenty odd years ago she was a young woman, and had +two lovers, one of whom wooed her with dishonourable intentions, and +by him she was betrayed. This occurred during the absence in Australia +of the gentleman who had proposed to her, and whom she had accepted. +He was a resident in Australia, and it was his intention to make his +home there. While he was on his way to England, with the intention of +making her his wife and returning with her to the colony, she +discovered that she was about to become a mother. In despair she fled +from London, where he expected to find her, and sought to hide her +shame among strangers. The place she selected was Portsmouth, and +there she went through a series of harrowing trials, and was reduced +to extreme poverty. In her letter to me she makes no effort to +disguise the misery into which she was plunged, and she is frank and +outspoken in order that I may properly understand how it was that she +was forced to abandon the child that was born in Portsmouth under most +distressing circumstances. For it appears that when the suitor who +wooed her honourably arrived in London and learned the story of her +betrayal, he was still desirous to make her his wife. He traced her to +Portsmouth, and found her there with her babe, who was then but a few +days old. This would have induced most men to forego their honourable +intentions; but Mr. Gordon, whose name she now bears, was an exception +to the rule, and, through a gentleman who acted as a go-between, he +made a singular proposition to her. It was to the effect that she +should consent to give up her child entirely, and during his lifetime +to make no effort to recover it; he undertook to find a respectable +and comfortable home for the babe, and to make a liberal provision for +it. This is the bare outline of his proposition, and I need not go +further into it. So desperate was her position that she and her child +at the time were literally starving; she had not a friend but Mr. +Gordon, who was stern in his resolve not to befriend her unless she +accepted the conditions he dictated; the gentleman who acted as a +go-between had behaved very kindly to her, but could not assist her +further. In these circumstances she made the sacrifice, and parted +with her child, who from that day to this she has never seen. Mr. +Gordon honourably fulfilled the terms of the agreement; a home was +found for the child, and he married the lady, and took her to +Australia, where she has resided for the last twenty years. It was +part of the agreement that she should not be informed of the name of +the people who adopted the child, and should not, directly or +indirectly, make the least endeavour to obtain any information +concerning it while her husband was alive. If he died before her she +was free to act as she pleased in the matter. This has occurred, and +the widow, who has had no children by her marriage, is bent upon +recovering her child, who, I may mention, is a girl. The task is beset +with difficulties, and may prove hopeless. Shortly stated, Mr. Cohen, +this is the case as it at present stands." + +"Is there a special reason," inquired Aaron, "for your applying to me +for assistance?" + +"Not exactly special; it is in a sense accidental, inspired by my +visit this evening on the other matter we have spoken of. There are +certain particulars in relation to Mrs. Gordon's search for her +daughter which I have omitted. The arrangements for the future +provision of the babe were carried out, I understand, by a firm of +lawyers whose names Mrs. Gordon has been unable to ascertain; but she +is acquainted with the name of the gentleman who in Portsmouth +conveyed Mr. Gordon's proposition to her. This gentleman is Dr. +Spenlove, who, leaving Portsmouth several years ago, has attained an +eminent position in London. You may be acquainted with him." + +"He was at my house to-day." + +"Then you are on terms of intimacy with him." + +"No. We met to-day for the first time." + +"In her letter Mrs. Gordon refers me to Dr. Spenlove, and I have not +yet communicated with him. The letter only reached me this morning, +and I have not had time to see him." + +"You have not explained why you apply to me." + +"The explanation is simple. During her husband's lifetime Mrs. Gordon +faithfully carried out her obligation, and, as it appears to me, no +words passed between them on the subject of the child. In his last +moments, however, he must have relented; unfortunately, he left it too +late to give his wife the information she so eagerly desired; he could +scarcely articulate, and all she could gather from him was that he had +employed an agent to look after the child, and that this agent was of +the Jewish persuasion. The conclusion is that he was a resident of +Portsmouth, but he may not be living; and it has occurred to me that +you, who have friends of your persuasion everywhere, may expedite the +discovery by giving me the name and address of some old inhabitant who +can put us on the track of Mr. Gordon's agent. When the lady arrives +in England she will naturally go to Dr. Spenlove, who will doubtless +assist her in her natural endeavour to obtain intelligence of the fate +of her child. If you can also assist us you will earn a mother's +gratitude." + +"I will consider it," said Aaron, and his voice was troubled; "that is +all I can promise at present." + +"It is all we can expect of you. There is another peculiar feature in +this strange case. Mrs. Gordon, before she left England, entrusted Dr. +Spenlove with a metal casket in which she had deposited some memorials +of interest; this casket was to be given to the man who undertook to +bring up the child, on the understanding that it was to be handed to +the young lady at the age of twenty-one (supposing, of course, that +she lived to that age), or before that time to be returned to the +mother if she came to claim it. The young lady, if she be living, is +not yet twenty-one, and it is the mother's intention to recover this +casket, if it be possible. It is to be hoped it fell into the hands of +an honest man." + +"It is to be hoped so," said Aaron, mechanically. + +Mr. Dillworthy said in a kind tone, "It is not an opportune time to +seek your aid in a cause in which you are not personally interested, +when another subject, the welfare of a dear daughter, engrosses your +attention. Pray forgive me, Mr. Cohen." + +Aaron bent his head, and as the lawyer closed the door behind him, +sank back in his chair with a heavy sigh. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI. + + BEFORE ALL, DUTY. + + +He sat silent for many minutes, his mind in a state of chaos; but +presently his native strength of character came to his aid, and he +resumed the task which the entrance of Mr. Dillworthy had interrupted! +In addition to the important meeting he had to attend that night, his +presence was expected at the board of a Jewish charity, of which he +was the founder. This meeting came first, and his colleagues could not +proceed to business without him; he must not disappoint them. Before +all, duty. The thought shaped itself in whispered words, which he +repeated again and again, and their iteration brought to him a sense +of their true significance. Duty had been a leading principle of his +life, and in the part he had taken in public matters he had never +neglected it, and had never studied his personal convenience. But he +had now to consider the principle in its most comprehensive aspect, +and he felt that its application to his private affairs was imperative +in the conflicting interests in which he was engaged. This being so, +what was his duty here at home in respect of his wife and the girl he +had brought up as their daughter, and how should he perform it? Love +played so vital a part in the consideration of this question that he +could not thrust it aside. It was, indeed, its leading element. For +years past he had lived in a fool's paradise, and time had crept on +and on until suddenly he saw the flowers withering before him. He had +been false to himself, he had worn a mask, and now it was to be torn +aside; but this he could bear. How would Rachel bear it? + +Unconsciously he had risen from his chair, and was pacing to and fro +while he reflected. Pausing, he saw upon the table the papers he had +been studying. The meeting of the Jewish society was of minor +consequence, and required but little thought; the second meeting, +however, was of vast importance, for there a decision was to be +arrived at which would affect thousands of poor families and have a +direct bearing upon the question of capital and labour. There had been +a great strike in the building trade, and thousands of men had +deliberately thrown themselves out of employment, choosing, in their +adherence to a principle, what was almost next door to starvation. The +strike had been brought about by a rival contractor, a Mr. Poynter, an +employer of labour on an extensive scale, and a man as well known as +Aaron himself. To say that these two were rivals does not necessarily +imply that they were enemies, for that is a game that two must play +at, and it was a game in which Aaron played no part. He did not +approve of Mr. Poynter's methods: he went no further than that; and if +he was called upon to express his opinion upon the subject he did so +in a manner which robbed it of any personal application. Mr. Poynter, +on the other hand, was nothing if he was not personal, and he hated +Aaron with a very sincere and conscientious hate. He hated him because +he had lost several profitable contracts, which Aaron had obtained; +and this hatred may be applied in a general sense, because he hated +every successful rival, great or small. He hated him because Aaron was +genuinely respected by large bodies of working men, and had great +influence with them; and this hatred may also be applied in a general +sense, because he hated all employers of labour who were held by their +workmen in higher respect than himself. He hated Aaron because he was +a Jew; and this may certainly be applied in a general sense, because +he had a bitter hatred of all Jews, and would have willingly +subscribed liberally and joined in a crusade to hunt them out of the +country. He did not subscribe to the Society for Promoting +Christianity among the Jews, because to Christianise them would be to +admit them upon terms of equality, and the idea was abhorrent to him. +On no terms could a Jew be made the equal of a Christian. That a Jew +could be a good man, that he could be a just man, that he could do +anything without an eye to profit or self-aggrandisement--these, in +his belief, were monstrous propositions, and no man of sense, +certainly no true Christian, could seriously entertain them. Mr. +Poynter was a Christian, a true Christian, regular in his attendance +at church, and fairly liberal, also, in his charities, though his left +hand always knew what his right hand did. And here he found another +cause for hating Aaron. He heard his name quoted as a man of large +benevolence, and he went so far as to declare that Aaron's charities +were a means to an end. "He looks upon them as an investment," he +said; "they bring him a good return. Did you ever know a Jew part with +money without an eye to the main chance?" When he heard that it was +generally reported that Aaron gave away in secret much more than he +gave away in public, his comment was, "What is easier than to set such +a rumour afloat? Any rich man can do it by an expenditure of ten +pounds a year! If money is bestowed in secret, who is to know of it +but the donor? If it becomes public, who could have spoken of it first +but the donor? No one but a fool would be gulled by so transparent a +trick!" These detractions were generally uttered to men who +sympathised with the speaker, and they were not without effect. By +which it will be seen that Aaron had enemies, as all men have. Mr. +Poynter posed as a moral man, and it is the very essence of these +usurpers of morality that each of them must stand alone, and that upon +the pedestal he sets up there shall be no room for any other braggart. +He was a married man, with sons and daughters, and a wife, who all +looked upon the husband and father as a pattern. Whether his children +followed the pattern or not does not concern this history, which has +to do with the head of the family alone. Whatever a man may be in the +prime of life, the earlier Adam, if it differ from the later, will +very likely assert itself in the blood of his descendants, and this +may have been the case with Mr. Poynter's children, despite the +respect in which they held him. You come into contact with a +sober-faced man whose distinguishing mark is one of intense +respectability; you see him at home in the bosom of his family, whom +he entertains with severely respectable platitudes; you hear his +opinions on matters of current interest, a trial, a scandal in high +life, tittle-tattle of the stage, the Court, the Church, and society +in general. What an intensely respectable gentleman, what severely +respectable views, what strict morality, what an estimable father of a +family! Ah, but draw the curtain of years aside, and we behold another +man--another man, yet still the same, a man about town, philandering, +deceiving, lying, and playing the base part to serve his selfish +pleasures. Where is the morality, where the respectability now--and +which of the two is the true man? + +Was this the case with Mr. Poynter? The course of events may possibly +supply the answer to this question presently. Meanwhile, nothing is +more certain to-day than that he is accepted as he presents himself. +But, if in the past life of such a man as Aaron Cohen may be found an +episode of his own creating upon which he looks with dismay, why might +it not be so with such a man as Mr. Poynter? + +In a country like England, where operations of magnitude are being +continually undertaken, there is room for all who occupy the higher +rungs of the ladder; it is only the lower rungs which are overcrowded, +and which need clearing by means of emigration to lands where there is +room for the toiling, suffering millions. But Mr. Poynter chose to +believe that there was not room for Aaron and himself, and he nursed +and fostered a venomous desire to drag Aaron down. This desire, +indeed, had really become a disease with him, and had grown by what it +fed on. He hunted about for the means, he asked questions. It was +unquestionably true that there were Jews who had grown rich through +dishonesty and usury, and Mr. Poynter did not stop to consider that +this applied equally to Christians. Perhaps it was the knowledge of +his own early life that made him think, "If I could find something in +his past that would bring shame upon him--if I could only rake up +something that would show him in his true light! It would be the +commercial and social ruin of him. He would never be able to hold up +his head again." He would gladly have paid for some such discovery. + +At the present time he had special reasons for hate. One reason was +that the strike in the building trade was affecting him seriously. He +was engaged in large contracts, in the carrying out of which thousands +of men were needed, and it was chiefly against himself that the strike +was ordered by the unions. He was on the brink of great losses, and +Aaron had been called in as a mediator and arbitrator. The strike at +an end, and the masters the victors, he was safe, and more prosperous +than ever; but every day that it was prolonged meant so many hundreds +of pounds out of his pocket. His fate seemed to hang upon the final +advice to the men which Aaron was to give, and his profits would be +large or small according to the nature of that advice. He laid the +credit of the strike at Aaron's door; for in their enterprises he and +Aaron employed different methods. Aaron had pursued in England the +course he had pursued in France. He paid his men liberally, gave them +bonuses, even to a certain extent acknowledged them as co-operators. +In Mr. Poynter's eyes this was a crime, for it struck at the very root +of his prosperity. "He is a rabid socialist," Mr. Poynter said; "men +of his stamp are a danger to society." + +Another reason was that tenders had lately been called for works of +exceptional magnitude, and he had entertained hopes of obtaining the +contract. Again he was worsted by this insidious enemy. Within the +last few hours he had heard that Aaron's tender had been accepted. He +ground his teeth with rage. He could have undertaken the works in +spite of the strike, for he had very nearly completed arrangements for +the introduction of foreign workmen, whom he was determined to employ +if the English workmen held out. There would be a row, of course, and +the lower classes would cast obloquy upon him, for which he would have +to thank his rival and enemy. When he heard that he had lost the +contract he said to a friend, "I would give half I am worth to drag +him down." And he meant what he said. + +The last meeting of the strikers was now being held. It had been +called for seven o'clock, and it was known that the discussion would +occupy several hours. Aaron was not asked to attend this discussion, +which was to be private, even the representatives of the press not +being admitted. Eleven o'clock was the hour at which he was expected, +and it was understood that he would bring with him certain +propositions from the masters, which, with the workmen's views, were +to be discussed, and a decision arrived at. To-morrow morning's papers +would announce whether the strike was to be continued or was at an +end. + +He studied the papers before him--the arguments and statements of +employers of labour, comparisons of wages here and in foreign +countries, the comparative rates of living here and there, and the +conflicting views of the living wage, documents of every description, +among which were pathetic letters from wives of the strikers, +imploring him to put an end to the strike. He had mastered them all, +and was familiar with every detail, but he read them again in order to +divert his attention for this night from his own private affairs. His +mind must be free; he would think of them to-morrow. He had public +duties to attend to. Before all, duty. + +The words haunted him, and he was dismayed to find that all his +efforts to concentrate his attention upon his public duties were vain. +Pictures of the past presented themselves: he saw his home in Gosport; +he saw Rachel lying in bed with her dead babe by her side; he saw +himself engaged in the task of completing the guilty deception, +changing the clothing of the infants, and giving his own child to a +strange woman,--every incident connected with his sin was stamped +indelibly upon his brain, and now rose vividly before him. Very well. +He had half an hour to spare before he left his house for the Jewish +meeting; he would devote the time to a consideration of his private +affairs. + +He gathered his papers, arranged them in order, and put them in his +pocket. He dallied with them at first, but feeling that he was +prolonging the simple task in order to shorten the time for serious +thought, he smiled pitifully at his weakness, and completed it +expeditiously. + +In admitting Ruth into his household, in adopting her as a daughter he +had undertaken a sacred responsibility. He was fully conscious of this +twenty years ago in Gosport, and what he had done had been done +deliberately. It was a question then of the sacrifice of a precious +life. The doctor had stated the case very clearly. The pregnant words +they had exchanged were in his memory now, and might have been spoken +only a few moments since. "Her life," the doctor had said, "hangs upon +the life of her child." "If our child lives," Aaron had asked, "there +is hope that my wife will live?" "A strong hope," the doctor had +answered. "And if our child dies?" asked Aaron. The doctor answered, +"The mother will die." + +He recalled the agony of those hours, the sufferings through which +Rachel had passed with so much sweetness and patience, his poverty and +helplessness, the dark future before him. Then came the ray of light, +Mr. Moss, with the strange commission of the deserted child. He had +not courted it, had not invited it; he had had no hand in it. He had +regarded it as a message from heaven. What followed? The death of his +own babe, the calm and peaceful death, the young soul taken to heaven, +his beloved wife in an untroubled sleep by the side of her dead babe. +It was a visitation of God. Could he be accused of having had a hand +in it? Heaven forbid! On the contrary, who could blame him for +believing that it was a Divine direction of the course he was to take? +And who was wronged? Surely not the mother who had deserted her babe. +Surely not the babe, who had found a happy home. The wrong--and herein +was the sting--was to Rachel, whose life had been saved by the deceit. +So far, then, was he not justified? + +But if, before the committal of a sin, we could see the consequences +of the sin--if he had seen the consequences of his, would he not have +paused, and said, "It rests with God; let it be as He wills; I will be +no party to the deceit"? In that case Rachel's life would have been +sacrificed. There was no human doubt of it. Rachel would have died, +and the blessings she had shed around her, the good she had been +enabled to do, the suffering hearts she had relieved, the light she +had brought into despairing homes, would never have been. Against a +little evil, so much good. Against a slight error, so much that was +sweet and beautiful. + +But in these reflections he had taken into account only Rachel and +himself--only their two lives. How about Ruth herself? + +He had never disguised from himself that there was much in Ruth's +character which was not in accordance with Rachel's views or his own, +which she did not assimilate with either of their natures. Being one +of his family in the eyes of the world, he had brought her up as a +Jewess. She was born a Christian. Was this not a crime of which she +had been made the victim? He had experienced great difficulties in her +education. He wished to correct the defect which exists in ninety-nine +English Jewesses out of a hundred--he wished her to pray in the Hebrew +tongue, and to understand her prayers. To this end he himself had +endeavoured to teach her to read and translate Hebrew. She would not +learn. Even now as a woman she understood but a very few words, and +this scanty knowledge was mechanical. A parrot might have learned as +much. She had an aversion to Jewish society. As a child, when she was +necessarily in leading strings, she was taken by Rachel to the +synagogue on every Sabbath day, but when she began to have intelligent +ideas she rebelled; she would not go, and Rachel walked to the House +of God alone. It was a grief to her that Ruth would not follow in her +footsteps, and she and Aaron had frequently conversed upon the +subject. "It is so with many Jewish women," Aaron said. "It would be +wrong to force her; she will find out her error by-and-by." But Ruth +never did, and Rachel suffered in silence. + +There was another sorrow. Between their son Joseph and Ruth did not +exist that love which brother and sister should bear each other. +Joseph was ready with demonstrative affection, but Ruth did not +respond. Aaron had taken note of this, but he was powerless to remedy +it, and the lad, who was as solicitous as his father to spare the dear +mother pain, made no trouble of it. Ruth respected and admired her +reputed father, and in the feelings she entertained towards him there +was an element of fear, because of his strength of character, but she +did not love him as a child should. He, knowing what he knew, found +excuses for her. "It is in her blood," he said to himself. + +All this was hidden from Rachel, to whom Ruth was tender and kind. Who +could be otherwise to so sweet a woman? But Rachel did not know of +what she was deprived until Esther Moss began to make long visits to +their home. "Esther is like a daughter to me," she said, and only +Aaron was aware of the depth of meaning these simple words conveyed. +In Rachel's association with Esther she had realised what a daughter +might have been to her. + +But now he had to consider the matter, not from his or Rachel's point +of view, but from Ruth's. She was a woman in her springtime, and love +had come to her, and she had held out her arms to it. And the man she +loved was a Christian. + +It was not within his right to take into consideration that the man +she loved was a spendthrift and a scapegrace. The question had often +intruded itself since she was grown to womanhood, whether he would not +be adding sin to sin by encouraging her to marry a Jew. She had +answered the question herself. What right had he to gainsay her? He +might, as a true and sincere friend, say to her, "This man will not +make you happy. He has vices and defects which will bring misery upon +your home. You must not marry him." But he had no right to say to her +"You must not marry this man because he is a Christian." It would be a +detestable argument for one in his position, and in hers, to advance. + +Then Mr. Dillworthy might be wrong in his estimate of the young man's +character. The only objection Lord Storndale had to the union was that +Ruth was a Jewess. But she was not a Jewess, and it was in his power +to go to the young man's father and make the disclosure to him. Lord +Storndale's natural reply would be, "Let it be clearly understood. You +have done this lady a grievous wrong. You are a wealthy man. Repair +the wrong by making a suitable settlement upon her. But it must be +publicly done, and the injustice of which you have been guilty must be +publicly acknowledged." The only answer he could make would be, "It is +just. I will do as you dictate." + +What would be the effect as regarded himself? Among his +co-religionists he was held up as a pillar of the old Jewish faith. +His voice had been raised against apostasy; he had taken a decided +stand against the more liberal ideas of civilised life which prevailed +and were adopted by a large section of his race. Even now he was +pledged to deliver a public address against the backsliding of the +modern Jew, who was disposed to adapt his life to the altered +circumstances of the times. He had written this address, and public +attention had been drawn to the coming event. His arguments were to +himself convincing, and by them he hoped to stem the tide. He had +always been orthodox, and he hoped to prevail against the wave of +heterodoxy which was sweeping over modern Judaism. He had stepped +forward as a champion. In the light of the domestic revelation which +must presently be made, how dare he, himself a transgressor, presume +to teach his brethren their religious duty? His sound judgment of +things which interested or affected him was due to his common sense, +which, he had been heard to say, was a rare quality. + +"You are always right," Mr. Moss once said to him. "How is it?" + +"If I form a correct opinion," he replied, with a smile, "it is +because I exercise my common sense. I do not judge from my own +standpoint." + +He did this now. He put himself in the place of other men. He listened +to his own confession. He passed the verdict upon himself. + +"This man has been living the life of a hypocrite. He has accepted +money for false service. Not perhaps by word of mouth, but most +assuredly by his acts, he has lied. He has violated the canons of his +religion. He has deceived his wife--for money, which he pretends to +despise. He has robbed a young girl of her birthright. And he dares to +preach to us of duty!" + +Who would believe him if he told the true story of his hard trial, if +he described the bitter tribulation of his soul when his beloved wife +was lying at death's door? He had counselled many men in their days of +struggle and temptation to be brave and do their duty. How had he +performed his in _his_ hour of temptation? No one would believe the +only story he could plead in extenuation of his sin. He would be +condemned by all. + +And he was in the zenith of his fame. On this very day, when exposure +seemed to be approaching with, swift and certain steps, he had been +honoured as few men live to be. If he felt pleasure in the position he +had won, it was because it was a source of pride and pleasure to +Rachel. Was he, with his own hand, to destroy the ideal he had +created? Was this the plain duty that lay now before him? + +"The carriage is at the door, sir." + +It was a servant who interrupted his tortured musings; he had given +orders to be informed when his carriage was ready. With slow steps he +left his study. + + + + + + BOOK THE SIXTH. + + _RETRIBUTION_. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII. + + ESTHER MOSS RECEIVES A LETTER. + + +There was an apartment in Aaron Cohen's house which was called the +Cosy Room, where the family were in the habit of sitting when they had +no visitors, and it was here that their real domestic happiness +reigned. Here Aaron used to smoke his old silver-mounted pipe, and +chat with his wife, and indulge in his entertaining pleasantries when +he was in the humour; and here the feeling used to steal over him that +life would hold more joy for him and those dear to him if they dwelt +in a smaller house and his doings were less under the public eye. + +"I am convinced," he would say, "that those who are in the lower +middle class are the best off. They have fewer cares, they have more +time for domestic enjoyment, they can attend without hindrance to +their own affairs. Their neighbours are not jealous of them; they are +not high enough to be envied, nor low enough to be pitied. There is no +happiness in riches. Miserable man that I am! Why do I continue to +wish to accumulate more money?" + +"Because," Rachel would answer affectionately, "it enables you to +contribute to the happiness of others. But I should be as contented if +we were poor." + +On the occasion of Mr. Dillworthy's visit to Aaron a scene of a +different nature was being enacted in the Cosy Room. Rachel was +overpowered with languor, and she fell into a doze. The apartment was +large; but an arrangement of screens, and the disposal of the +furniture, made it look small; domestically speaking, there is no +comfort in any but a small room. Esther, during her present visit, had +noticed with concern that Mrs. Cohen appeared weak, that her +movements, which were always gentle, were more languid than usual, and +that her quiet ways seemed to be the result of physical prostration. +She spoke of it to Rachel, who confessed that she had not felt strong +lately, but cautioned the young girl to say nothing of it to Aaron. + +"He is so easily alarmed about me," she said, "and he has great +anxieties upon him." + +"But you should see the doctor," urged Esther, solicitously. + +"I will wait a day or two," answered Rachel, and again enjoined Esther +not to alarm her husband. + +On the evening of this exciting day she looked so pale and fatigued +that she yielded to Esther's solicitations, and, without Aaron's +knowledge, sent for the physician who was in the habit of attending +her. While waiting for him she fell asleep in her armchair in the Cosy +Room. At her request Esther played softly some of Rachel's favourite +pieces; the piano was behind a screen at one end of the room, and +Esther did not know that she had fallen asleep. While thus employed +Prissy quietly entered the room. The faithful woman looked at her +mistress, and stepped noiselessly to the screen. + +"Miss Esther," she whispered. + +The girl stopped playing immediately, and came from behind the screen. + +"Is it the doctor, Prissy?" she asked. + +"No, miss." + +Prissy pointed to her mistress, and Esther went to the armchair and +adjusted a light shawl which was falling from the sleeping lady's +shoulder. It was a slight action, but it was done with so much +tenderness that Prissy smiled approvingly. She liked Esther much +better than Ruth, who did not hold in her affections the place the +other members of the family did. Humble as was her position in the +household, she had observed things of which she disapproved. Ruth was +from home more frequently than she considered proper, and had often +said to her, "You need not tell my mother that I have gone out unless +she asks you." Prissy had not disobeyed her, and the consequence was +that Ruth was sometimes absent from the house for hours without her +mother or father being aware of it. Prissy's idea was that her young +mistress would bring trouble on the house; but she kept silence +because she would otherwise have got into trouble herself with Ruth, +and would also have distressed her dear lady if she had made mention +of her suspicions, for which she could have offered no reasonable +explanation. Prissy's distress of mind was not lessened because Ruth, +when she enjoined secrecy upon her, gave her money, as if to purchase +her silence. She would have refused these bribes; but Ruth forced them +upon her, and she felt as if she were in a conspiracy to destroy the +peace of the family. + +"I did not know she was asleep," said Esther, coming back to Prissy. + +"I'm sure you didn't, miss. She falls off, you know." + +"Yes, I know," said Esther, with affectionate solicitude. + +"As she used to do a good many years ago--long before you knew her, +miss. She had gone through a severe illness, and was that delicate for +months afterwards that you could almost blow her away. She never +complained, and never did a cross word pass her lips. I'm glad you're +with her, Miss Esther: you're a real comfort to her. I've got a letter +for you, miss." + +"I didn't hear the postman." + +"The postman didn't bring it, miss," said Prissy, giving her the +letter. "A boy. Said immejiet." + +"It must be from---- no." She was thinking of her lover as she looked +at the letter, but she saw it was not his hand. She recognised the +writing: it was Ruth's. "The envelope is not very clean, Prissy." + +"So I told the boy when he brought it to the back door." + +"The back door!" exclaimed Esther, rather bewildered. + +"It's curious, isn't it, miss, that it wasn't sent by post?" + +"Yes, it is. What did the boy say?" + +"It's what I said first, miss. 'You've been and dropped it in the +gutter,' I said; but he only laughed, and said it was give to him this +morning, and that he was to bring it to the servants' entrance and ask +for Prissy." + +"But why didn't he deliver it this morning?" asked Esther, her +bewilderment growing. + +"I don't know, miss. He's been playing in the streets all day, I +expect. Anyway, he said I was to give it to you when nobody was +looking. It's Miss Ruth's writing, miss." + +Esther made no remark upon this, but asked, "Did he say who gave it to +him?" + +"A young lady, he said, miss." + +"That will do, Prissy." + +"Can I do anything for you, miss?" + +"Nothing, thank you." + +Prissy gone, Esther looked at the envelope, and saw written in one +corner, "Read this when you are alone." Troubled and perplexed, she +stood with the letter in her hand; but when the door was opened again +and the doctor was announced, she put it hastily into her pocket, and +went forward to meet him. + +Dr. Roberts had attended Rachel for some years past, and took the +deepest interest in her. + +"Sleeping," he said, stepping to her side. He turned to Esther, and, +questioning her, learned why he had been sent for. "She falls asleep," +he said, with his fingers on Rachel's pulse. "Ah, you are awake," as +Rachel sat upright. "Now, let us see what is the matter. You are not +in pain? No. That's good." + +"There is really nothing the matter with me, doctor," said Rachel. + +"But you feel weak and drowsy at times. We will soon set that right." + +Dr. Roberts was one of those cheerful physicians whose bright ways +always brighten their patients. "Make the best of a case," was a +favourite saying of his, "not the worst." + +He remained with Rachel a quarter of an hour, advised her to get to +bed, gave her instructions as to food, ordered her a tonic, and took +his leave. Esther went with him into the passage. + +"There is no danger, doctor?" + +"Not the slightest, my dear," he answered, in a fatherly manner. "But +I would advise perfect rest. Don't tell her anything exciting. She +must not be worried. Get a humorous story and read it to her. Make her +laugh. Let everything be bright and cheerful about her. But I need not +say that: it always is--eh? If you have any troubles, keep them to +yourself. But what troubles should a young girl like you have?" + +He met Aaron at the street door. + +"Ah, Mr. Cohen, I have been to see your wife--in a friendly way." + +"She is not ill?" asked Aaron, in an anxious tone, stepping back. + +"No; a little weak, that is all. Don't go up to see her; I have just +left her, and she will think there is something the matter, when +there's nothing that cannot be set right in a few days. She wants +tone, that is all, and rest, and perfect freedom from excitement. That +is essential. Such a day as this, flattering and pleasant as it must +have been, is not good for her. Keep her mind at rest, let her hear +nothing that is likely to disturb her, speak of none but cheerful +subjects to her, and she will be herself again in a week. Follow my +advice, and there is not the least cause for alarm." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + RUTH'S SECRET. + + +Dr. Roberts spoke so heartily and confidently that Aaron's anxiety was +relieved, and the counsel that Rachel should be told nothing that was +likely to disturb her was something like a reprieve, as it prevented +him from precipitating matters. A few days were still left for +reflection, and he went forth to his public duties with a lighter +heart. + +Esther, meanwhile, was busy for some time attending to Rachel, who +wished the young girl to remain with her till she was asleep. With +Ruth's letter in her pocket, which had been delivered almost +clandestinely at the house, and which she was enjoined to read when +she was alone, she was compelled to bridle her impatience. She did not +dare to speak of it to Rachel, and the course the conversation took in +the bedroom did not tend to compose her. Rachel spoke only of family +matters, of her husband and children, and presently the conversation +drifted entirely to the subject of Ruth. + +"Young girls," said Rachel, "confide in each other. There is a true +affection between you, is there not, my dear?" + +"Yes," replied Esther, wondering what was coming, and dreading it. + +"It happens sometimes," continued Rachel, with a sigh, "that parents +do not entirely win their children's confidence. Joseph has not a +secret from me. Do you think Ruth is quite happy, my dear?" + +"I think so," said Esther. + +"I am not asking you to break a confidence she may have reposed in +you----" + +Esther could not refrain from interrupting her. + +"But, dear mother, I know nothing." + +As she uttered the words a guilty feeling stole over her. What did the +letter in her pocket contain? + +Rachel drew the girl's face to hers, and caressed her. + +"Now it is you," she said, "who are speaking as if you are in trouble. +I am very inconsiderate; but love has its pains as well as its joys. +You have no trouble, Esther?" + +"None, dear mother. I am perfectly happy." + +"See how mistaken I am; and I hope I am mistaken also about Ruth. I +feared that she had some secret which she was concealing from me. +Blind people are suspicious, and breed trouble for themselves and +others." + +"Not you, dear mother," said Esther, kissing her. "Now you must go to +sleep. This is quite against the doctor's orders." + +Rachel smiled and yielded. She took pleasure in being led by those she +loved. + +In the solitude of her chamber Esther read the letter. + + +"Darling Esther,-- + +"I am in great trouble, and you must help me. You are the only friend +I have in the world----but no, I must not say that; it is not true. +What I mean is, you are the only friend at home I can trust. + +"Father and mother, and you, too, think I am in Portsmouth with your +family. Dear Esther, I am in London; I have been in London all the +week. The happiness of my life is in your hands; remember that. + +"I went down to Portsmouth, but I only stayed two days. I told your +father I had to pay a visit to other friends, and he believed me. And +now I hear he is in London, and of course will come to the house. He +is the only person you may tell; you must beg him not to say a word +about my going from Portsmouth; you must make him promise; you don't +know what depends upon it. Speak to him quietly, and say he must not +betray me; he will do anything for you. + +"Dear, darling Esther, I have a secret that I cannot disclose yet. I +will soon--perhaps to-morrow, perhaps in a week; I cannot fix a time, +because it does not depend upon me. But remember my happiness is in +your hands. + + "Your loving + + "Ruth." + + +The young girl was bewildered and distressed by this communication. +They had all believed that Ruth was on a visit to Esther's family, and +Esther had received letters from her with the Portsmouth postmark on +them. It was true that Ruth had asked her, as a particular favour, not +to reply to the letters, and though Esther considered it a strange +request, she had complied with it. Ruth's stronger will always +prevailed with her. But what did it all mean? If Ruth had been in +London a week, where was she stopping? Esther's character could hardly +as yet be said to be formed: it was sweet, but it lacked decision, and +now that she was called upon to act in a matter of importance she +looked helplessly round, as if for guidance. She was glad when Prissy +knocked at her door and said that her father was downstairs. Part of +the responsibility seemed to be already lifted from her shoulders. + +"Prissy," she said, before she went down, "you haven't spoken to +anybody about the letter?" + +"No, miss." + +"Don't say anything about it, please. Mrs. Cohen is not well, and the +doctor is very particular that she shall not be bothered or worried." + +"I won't say anything, miss." She shook her head gravely as Esther +tripped downstairs, and muttered, "Trouble's coming, or my name ain't +what it is." + +"I am so glad you are here, father," said Esther; "I have something to +tell you." + +"I have something to tell _you_," said Mr. Moss. "Such an odd +impression! Of course I must be mistaken. But first I want to know how +Mrs. Cohen is. I thought she was not looking strong to-day." + +Esther told him of the doctor's visit and the instructions he had +given, and then handed him Ruth's letter, which he read in silence. + +"I don't like the look of it," he said. "I hate mystery, and I cannot +decide immediately whether it ought to be kept from Mr. Cohen." + +"Oh, father," cried Esther, "Ruth will never forgive me if I betray +her." + +"I don't think it is a question of betrayal," said Mr. Moss. "She +tells you to speak to me, and you have done so. I take the blame on +myself, whatever happens. My dear, you are not old enough to +understand such matters, and you must leave this to me. The letter +will be better in my keeping than in yours. Just consider, Esther; +would you have behaved so?" + +"No, father, I could not." + +"There is the answer. The odd impression I spoke of was that I saw +Ruth to-night in a hansom cab. I thought I was mistaken, but now I am +convinced it was she. If I had known what I know now I should have +followed her. As to Ruth never forgiving you, what will Mr. Cohen's +feelings be towards you when he discovers that you have acted in a +treacherous manner towards him and his wife? Ruth is very little older +than yourself, and I am afraid cannot discriminate between right and +wrong; she must not be allowed to drag us into a conspiracy against +the peace of the family." + +Esther was dismayed; she had not looked upon it in this light. + +"Was Ruth alone?" she asked, in a faltering voice. + +"No, she had a gentleman with her. It is a bad business--a bad +business. I intended to return to Portsmouth to-morrow, but now I +shall remain till the matter is cleared up." + +"Shall you speak to Mr. Cohen to-night, father?" + +"No. I shall do nothing till the morning; I must have time to consider +how to act. Mr. Cohen will not be home till past midnight, and he will +be completely tired out with the fatigues of the day. To think that it +should turn out so! Good-night, my dear child. Get to bed, and try to +sleep. Things may turn out better than we expect, after all." + +But despite that hope Mr. Moss, when he left Aaron's house, could find +nothing more cheerful to occupy his mind than the _Miserere_ from "Il +Trovatore," which he hummed dolefully as he trudged through the +streets. There was very little sleep for his daughter on this night, +and very little also for Aaron Cohen. The cloud that was gathering was +too ominous for repose. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIX. + + THE HONOURABLE PERCY STORNDALE MAKES AN APPEAL + TO AARON COHEN. + + +On the following morning Aaron had a great deal of work before him +which could not be neglected. He had returned home late on the +previous night, after an exhausting interview with the strikers, in +which he had won the battle. It is to be doubted whether any other man +in London could have exercised so commanding an influence over men who +were convinced that they had right on their side, and many of whom +were still inclined to hold out for better terms than Aaron was +empowered to offer them; but his arguments prevailed in the end, and +the men gave way. Neither the masters nor the strikers obtained all +they desired; each side had to concede something; though, in the main, +the advantage lay with the men, whose delegates, in generous words, +acknowledged the services which Aaron had rendered to the cause they +were fighting for. The newspapers, in recording that the strike was +over, were no less generous in their acknowledgments. "It will be long +remembered," said the editor of a leading journal, "that a grave +danger has been averted chiefly through the influence and high +character of one of the most esteemed of our Jewish citizens. To Mr. +Aaron Cohen, and to him alone, may be said to be due the credit of +terminating a strike which, had it been much longer continued, would +have had a disastrous effect upon an important industry, and in the +performance of a service which was as disinterested as it was arduous +he has established his claim to be ranked among the public benefactors +of the country. Masters may well take a lesson from this gentleman, +who, in the building up of his own fortunes, has been consistently +mindful of the interests and well-being of his workmen. Herein we see +the value of character and its influence on the masses. Were capital +generally to follow the example of Mr. Cohen in its dealings with +labour there would be less room for discontent. In another column will +be found an account of the proceedings which took place at this +gentleman's house yesterday, upon which occasion a deserved honour was +paid to him. If he deserved, as he certainly did, such a tribute +yesterday, he deserves it tenfold to-day when the thanks of the nation +are due to him for his successful efforts in the builders' strike." At +any other time Aaron would have been proud to read these remarks, but +now he put the newspaper aside with a heavy sigh. The higher the +position the greater the fall. He alone knew that his fair reputation +was in danger, and that the honourable edifice he had built for +himself was tottering to the ground. From these matters, however, his +attention was diverted by a visit from his wife's physician. + +Dr. Roberts had not been quite ingenuous in his report of Rachel's +condition: his ripe experience warned him that a crisis might occur, +and that a few days must elapse before the extent of the danger, if +any existed, could be ascertained. It was this that caused him to call +early at the house to see Rachel, and when he left her he sought Aaron +to confer with him. The moment the doctor entered the room Aaron's +thoughts flew to his beloved, and he started up in alarm. + +"Doctor!" he cried. + +"Now what do you see in my face," said Dr. Roberts, with a smile, "to +cause you to start up so suddenly? Sit down, sit down, and let me tell +you at once that your wife is in no danger--only she requires a little +care and attention. I have come to give you advice, if you will listen +to it." + +"Of course I will listen to it." + +"Of course you will; and you will follow it." + +"To the letter." + +"That is right. My advice is that you send Mrs. Cohen at once to the +seaside. She will be better out of London. I saw on her table a number +of letters--begging letters, I was informed--which Miss Moss had been +reading to her. Just now she is not equal to the strain. She must be +free from the emotions created by these appeals, and from anything of +an agitating nature. Perfect repose and rest--that is what she +requires, with brighter sunshine and a balmier air, and in a week or +two she will be well. I should recommend Bournemouth, and if you wish +I will run down and see her there. Meanwhile, I will give you the name +of a physician who will understand her case as well as I do. Let Miss +Moss go with her; your wife is fond of her, and she is a cheerful +companion, though she seems to be rather depressed this morning. I +have been lecturing the young lady, and she tells me she has had a bad +night. It will do them both good." + +"I cannot accompany her to-day," said Aaron. "I have so many important +matters to attend to. We will go down to-morrow." + +"Send her to-day," urged the physician, "and you can follow on +to-morrow, or later. It is good weather for travelling; in a few hours +it may change. To-day, by all means. We doctors are autocrats, you +know, and will not listen to argument. To-day." + +Had the business he had to attend to been of less importance, Aaron +would have put it aside, and travelled with his wife to the seaside; +but it was business which imperatively demanded his personal +attention, and he had no alternative but to send her with Esther and +the ever faithful Prissy, in whom he had every confidence. He +accompanied them as far as the railway station, and held Rachel's hand +in his as they drove to Waterloo. It was not only that they were still +lovers, but that he felt the need of the moral support which he +derived from the tender hand-clasp. + +"Do not be anxious about me, dear," said Rachel, "and do not come down +till Friday. Then you can stop till Monday morning, and perhaps Joseph +will be home by then, and he can come with you. He will not be able to +keep away from Esther, and he has but a short time to remain in +England. Nothing really ails me except a little weakness which I shall +soon overcome. If Ruth is happy in Portsmouth let her remain there if +she wishes. We are growing old, love, you and I, and we must not tie +our children too closely to our sides. They will fly away as the young +birds do, and make nests of their own. May their homes be as happy as +ours has been--may their lives be as happy as you have made mine!" + +In such-like tender converse the minutes flew by, and as the train +steamed out of the station Rachel's face, with a bright smile upon it, +was turned towards her husband. + +On the road home Aaron telegraphed to Ruth in Portsmouth, addressing +his telegram to Mr. Moss's house; he desired her to return to London +to-day or to-morrow. He felt that he must speak to her with as little +delay as possible respecting the disclosure which Mr. Dillworthy had +made to him; it would be playing the coward's part, indeed, if he did +not immediately ascertain the nature of her feelings for the +Honourable Percy Storndale. Thus far the first step of his duty; what +steps were to follow he had not yet determined upon. + +Arriving at his house, he found Mr. Moss waiting to see him. Esther +had left a letter for her father acquainting him with their departure +for the seaside, and giving him their address in Bournemouth, which +she was enabled to do because Aaron had made arrangements by telegraph +for their reception in a Jewish house there. After a few words of +explanation of the cause of Rachel and Esther leaving so suddenly, +Aaron informed his friend that he had telegraphed to Ruth to come home +at once. Mr. Moss started. + +"You sent the telegram to my house?" he said. + +"Certainly. I am sorry to break her visit, which she must have +enjoyed, but there is a necessity for it. As my oldest friend you +should not be kept in ignorance of this necessity, and we will agree +that it is not to be spoken of outside ourselves without my consent." + +Thereupon he related the part of his interview with Mr. Dillworthy +that affected Ruth and the son of Lord Storndale. + +"There is another matter," he said, "of great importance which was +mentioned during the interview, and which we may speak of presently. +You now know my reason for sending to Ruth to come home. I must learn +the truth from her own lips." + +"Strangely enough," said Mr. Moss, nervously, "I have come to say +something about Ruth myself." + +"Surely not in connection with this matter?" exclaimed Aaron. + +"You must be the judge of that, Cohen. Did you notice whether Esther +was looking well?" + +"She looked tired. Dr. Roberts said she had passed a bad night, and +that the change would do her good." + +"A bad night. No wonder, poor child! I scarcely slept an hour with +what is on my mind. You will be surprised at what I have to tell you. +But first--Esther said nothing about Ruth?" + +"Nothing whatever." + +"You must not blame her; she acted by my directions, and her lips are +sealed." + +"Why should I blame her? She is a dear good child; I have implicit +faith and confidence in her. You alarm me, Mr. Moss. Speak plainly, I +beg of you." + +"Yes, I will do so, but I would have liked to break it gradually. +Cohen, Ruth is not in Portsmouth." + +"Not in Portsmouth! Where, then?" + +"If what she writes and my eyes are to be believed, she is in London, +and has been there all the week, She remained with us two days, and +then left, saying she was going to pay a visit to some other friends. +We naturally thought, though we expected her to make a longer stay, +that you were aware of it, and that the plan of her visit had been +altered with your concurrence. Last night, as I passed through Regent +Street, I saw a lady in a hansom in the company of a gentleman, and I +could have sworn it was Ruth; but the cab was driving at a quick pace, +and I thought I must have been deceived. I came on here to Esther, and +the poor child was in deep distress. She had received a letter from +Ruth, which she gave me to read. I do not offer any excuse for taking +the letter from her; she is but a child, and is quite unfit for a +responsibility which, without her consent, was imposed upon her. Here +is the letter; it explains itself." + +Aaron read it with conflicting feelings. His first thought was that +Ruth had taken her fate into her own hands. He had done his duty +zealously by her in the past, whatever might be his duty in the +present. If, as was his fervent hope, no dishonour to her was involved +in her flight--for it was no less than flight, and desertion of the +home in which she had been reared--if there had been a secret +marriage, new contingencies of the future loomed dimly before him, +contingencies in which the stern task it was his duty to perform was +not so terrible in its import. The past could never be condoned, but +in his consideration of the future one figure towered above all +others, the figure of his wife. If for her the suffering could be made +less--if the fact of Ruth taking her course without his prompting, +even in defiance of the lessons he had endeavoured to inculcate, would +mitigate the severity of the blow, was it not something to be grateful +for? If, he argued mentally, she and the son of Lord Storndale were +married, they had little to hope for from the Storndale family. Their +dependence, then, rested upon him, and he resolved that he would not +fail the rash couple. His hope of an honourable, though secret, +marriage was based upon his knowledge of Ruth's character. She was not +given to exaggerated sentiment, he had never known her to go into +heroics, she possessed certain sterling qualities of strength and +determination. Granted that she was led away by the glamour of wedding +the son of a peer, he was convinced she would not so far forget +herself as to bring shame upon herself and her connections. She was +Christian born, and she had the right to marry a Christian; by her own +unprompted act she had cut the Gordian knot. That the Honourable Percy +Storndale had a double motive in pursuing her was likely enough; love, +Aaron hoped, being one, the fact of her reputed father being a wealthy +man the other. Well, he would fulfil the young man's expectations; +there was nothing in the shape of worldly atonement which he was not +ready and anxious to make. + +In the midst of his musings a servant presented himself with a +telegram and a card. The card bore the name of The Hon. Percy +Storndale, the telegram was from Mrs. Moss in Portsmouth. + +"Wait outside," Aaron said to the servant, who left the room. + +The telegram was to the effect that Ruth was not in Portsmouth, and +that Mrs. Moss, in her absence, had taken the liberty of reading the +message, under the idea that it might contain something which required +an immediate answer. "Is Ruth coming to us again?" Mrs. Moss asked. + +Aaron passed the telegram and the card to Mr. Moss. + +"Keep in the house," he said, "while I have an interview with this +gentleman. Wait in the library, and tell the servant to show Mr. +Storndale into this room." + +In a few moments the young man was ushered in and Aaron motioned him +to a seat. + +It is a human failing to run into extremes. No man is quite so good or +bad as he is represented to be by his admirers or detractors. In his +anxiety to prejudice Aaron against Lord Storndale's son Mr. Dillworthy +had done the young man an injustice. A scapegrace he was, without +doubt, but he had been educated into his vices and extravagances--it +may be said with truth carefully reared into them--and he was +certainly no worse than hundreds of other men who are brought up +with no definite aim in life, and are educated without any sensible +and serious effort being made to impress them with life's +responsibilities. He had, indeed, the advantage of many, for although +he considered it perfectly excusable to get into debt with tradesmen +and to borrow from moneylenders without an expectation of being able +to pay either one or the other, he would not have descended so low as +to pick a pocket or to cheat at cards. More of the pigeon than the +gull, he looked always to his family to get him out of his scrapes; he +believed it to be their duty; and it was upon him, not upon them, that +injustice was inflicted when he was thrown entirely upon his own +resources and he was given to understand that for the future he would +have to settle his own liabilities. + +He was fair-haired and blue-eyed, and passably good-looking; beyond +this there was nothing remarkable in his appearance; but there was +that air of good humour and careless ease about him which generally +wins favour with women who do not look beneath the surface. Just now +he was manifestly ill at ease, for he had never before been engaged +upon a mission so awkward and embarrassing. That he was impressed by +Aaron's dignified manner was evident; he had expected to meet a man of +a different stamp. Each waited for the other to speak, and Aaron was +not the first to break the silence. + +"I have taken the liberty of visiting you upon a rather delicate +matter," said the young gentleman, "and it is more difficult than I +anticipated." + +"Yes?" said Aaron, and said no more. + +The monosyllable was uttered in the form of a question, and did not +lessen the difficulties in the young man's way. + +"Yes," he replied, and was at a loss how to continue; but again Aaron +did not assist him. + +"Upon my honour," he said at length, "I would not undertake to say +whether I would rather be in this room than out of it, or out of it +than in it." He gave a weak laugh here, with a half idea that he had +said something rather clever; but still he met with no encouragement +from Aaron. "It is so difficult, you see," he added. "I do not suppose +you know me." + +"No," said Aaron; "I do not know you." + +"I thought it possible that your daughter, Miss Cohen, you know, might +have mentioned me to you." + +"She has never done so." + +"It was my fault entirely. I said, on no account; and naturally she +gave in." + +"Did she wish to mention you to me?" + +"Oh yes; but I insisted. I don't exactly know why, but I did, and she +gave in. I daresay I was a blockhead, but I hope you will find excuses +for me." + +"At present I can find none. We shall understand each other if you +come to the point." + +"I will try to do so, but it is not easy, I assure you Mr. Cohen, +after the way I have behaved. Upon second thoughts I do not see, upon +my honour I do not see, how you can be expected to find excuses for +me. But it does happen sometimes that a fellow meets another fellow +who helps a lame dog over the stile. I am the lame dog, you know." + +"It may assist you," said Aaron, "if I ask you one question, and if +you frankly answer it. Are you a married man?" + +"Upon my soul, sir," exclaimed the Honourable Percy Storndale, "I +cannot be sufficiently thankful to you. Yes, sir, I am a married man." + +"Long married?" + +"Four days, Mr. Cohen." + +"Can you show me proof of it?" + +"I thank you again, sir. But it wasn't my idea; it was my wife's. +'Take the marriage certificate with you,' she said. She has wonderful +ideas." + +"Let me see the certificate." + +The young man instantly produced it, and Aaron, with a deep-drawn +breath of relief, saw recorded there the marriage of Miss Ruth Cohen +and the Honourable Percy Storndale. + +"You married my--my daughter, I see," said Aaron, "in a registrar's +office." + +"I don't know how to apologise to you, sir," said the young man, as +relieved by Aaron's calm attitude as Aaron was himself at this proof +of an honourable union. "I can't conceive anything meaner; but what +could I do? Ruth--Miss Cohen, you know--being a Jewess, could not well +have been married in a church, and I, being a Christian, could not +well have been married in a synagogue. It was a very delicate point; I +am not acquainted with the law on the subject, but no fellow can deny +that it was a delicate point. Then there was another difficulty. +Bridesmaids, bridesmaids' presents, and general expenses, to say +nothing of the publicity when the parties principally concerned wanted +to get it over quietly and quickly. Ruth said you would never consent; +I said my family would never consent; so what else was there for it? +Pray forgive me if I am expressing myself clumsily." + +"Your family did not encourage the match?" + +"Dead against it; from the first dead against it. Bullied and +threatened me. 'What!' they cried, 'marry a Jewess!' 'As good as any +Christian,' I retorted. But did you ever know a Storndale listen to +reason, Mr. Cohen?" + +"You are a Storndale," said Aaron, quietly. + +"Had me there," chuckled the young man. "'Gad, sir, you had me there. +Well, sir, that is how it stands, and if you show me the door I'll not +say I don't deserve it." + +"I will not show you the door, but it is not correct to say that is +how it stands, as if there were nothing more to explain. Mr. +Storndale, if the lady you have married were a Christian, would your +family have objected?" The young man laughed in a weak awkward way. +"Answer me frankly, this and other questions it is my duty to put." + +"My family would not have objected," said the Honourable Percy +Storndale, "if there had been settlements. You see, sir, we are not +exactly rolling in money, and I am a younger son. No expectations, +sir. A poor gentleman." + +"An imprudent marriage, Mr. Storndale." + +"No denying it, sir; and it has only come home to me the last day or +two. Marriage in such circumstances pulls a fellow up, you see, makes +him reflect, you know. My wife's an angel, and that makes it cut +deeper. A married fellow thinks of things. As a bachelor I never +thought of to-morrow, I give you my word on it. So long as I had a +five-pound note in my pocket I was happy. To-morrow! Hang to-morrow! +That was the way of it. I've only just woke up to the fact that there +is a to-morrow." + +"Was it a love match, Mr. Storndale?" + +"On both sides, sir. Without vanity--and I don't deny I've got my +share of that--I may speak for her as well as for myself." + +"From the first, a love match, Mr. Storndale? Did it never occur to +you that I was a rich man?" + +"You drive me hard, sir, but I'm not going to play fast and loose with +you. 'Be prepared, Percy,' Ruth says to me. 'My father is a wise as +well as a just and kind man, and I don't know whether he will ever +forgive me; but you will make a sad mistake if you don't speak the +honest truth to him.' The truth it shall be, as I am a gentleman. I +did think of Ruth's father being a rich man, and seeing us through it. +But after a little while I got so over head and heels that I thought +only of her. I give you my word, sir, I never had the feelings for any +woman that I have for Ruth, and that, I think, is why I'm rather +scared when I think of to-morrow. If I hadn't been afraid of losing +her I might have come straight to you before we went to the registrar, +but I didn't care to run the risk. What would you do, sir, for a woman +you loved?" + +"Everything--anything." + +"You would stake everything against nothing, with a certainty of +losing, rather than give her up?" + +"I would make any earthly sacrifice for her." + +"Well, sir, you know how I feel. I don't set myself up as a good man; +I've done foolish things, and I dare say shall do more foolish things, +but not half nor quarter as many with a clever woman by my side to +keep me straight. What some of us want, sir, is ballast; I never had +it till now, and even now perhaps it's of no use to me. Until a week +ago I had to think for one; now I have to think for two. But thinking +won't help me through, I'm afraid." + +Never before had the Honourable Percy Storndale expressed himself in +so manly a fashion; it was as though contact with Aaron were bringing +out his best qualities. + +"Was it your intention, Mr. Storndale, to come to me so soon after +your marriage?" + +"I had no settled intention when to come, sir, but I have been forced +to it sooner than I expected." + +"What has forced you to it?" + +"Writs. I give you my word they are flying about, and I am afraid I +shall have to fly too. When needs must, you know, sir." + +"Are you heavily in debt?" + +"To the tune of three thousand, sir." + +"When a question of this kind is asked, the answer is generally below +the mark." + +"True enough, sir, but I am pretty close to it this time. Ruth's an +angel, but she's a sensible woman as well. She made me put everything +down." + +"If I settle the claims against you"--the young man looked up with a +flush on his face--"you will get into debt again." + +"I'll try not to, sir." + +"Honestly, Mr. Storndale?" + +"Honestly, Mr. Cohen. Ruth will keep me straight." + +"Leave me your address. I will come and see you to-night at eight +o'clock. Make out a clear and truthful list of your debts; omit +nothing. Meanwhile----" + +He wrote a cheque, and handed it to the young man, who received it in +astonishment, which deepened when he saw the amount for which it was +drawn. He was in no way prepared for such liberality and such a +reception as he had met with. + +"I don't know how to thank you, sir." + +"Take care of Ruth. Be kind and considerate to her." + +"I will do my best, sir." + +He shook hands gratefully with Aaron, and with a light heart went to +gladden his young wife with the good news. + + + + + CHAPTER XL. + + A DUTY PERFORMED. + + +Before Mr. Moss rejoined him, Aaron had repented of his promise to +call and see the young couple in the evening. This vacillation was a +proof of the effect recent events had had upon his mind; it was really +unbalanced; the prompt decision of all matters, whether great or +small, which presented themselves for consideration, seemed to have +deserted him. He felt that he could not depend upon himself in the +promised interview with Ruth, and that he might precipitate a +discovery, the proper time for which, he believed, had not yet +arrived. That it would have to be made eventually was certain; truth +and justice demanded it, and the claim should be met, but not to-day, +not until other plans with respect to his future were settled. For +there had already grown in his mind a conviction that he was not +worthy of the position he held among his co-religionists, that it was +his duty to retire into obscurity, and not presume to teach what +should be done in important issues where he himself had so signally +failed. He mentally asked why had he not recognised this earlier; and +the answer that trod upon the heels of the question brought a pitiful +smile of self-despisal to his lips. He had been living deliberately in +an atmosphere of deceit, trusting to chance to avoid detection and +exposure. He could lay blame upon no other shoulders than his own; he, +and he alone, was responsible for the consequences of his acts. Well, +he would not shrink from them, he would accept them humbly, and rest +his hopes in the mercy of God. If, when the hour arrived for open +confession--and arrive it must before many weeks were past--he could +still retain the love of his wife, if she would forgive him for the +deception he had practised, he would be content, he might even be +happy again, fallen as he would be from his high estate. Meanwhile +there lay upon him the obligation of lifting Ruth and her husband from +poverty, of placing them in an honourable and independent position, +and this task he would ask his friend Mr. Moss to undertake for him. + +"All is explained," he said, when that gentleman re-entered the room. +"Ruth has done what cannot be undone. She and Mr. Storndale are +married." + +"Married!" exclaimed Mr. Moss. He was startled at the news, but no +less startled at the calm voice in which it was communicated to him. +"What are you going to do about it?" + +"Accept it," replied Aaron; "there is no alternative." + +"It is an outrage. He should be made to suffer for it." + +"He must not be made to suffer for it, nor must Ruth. Apart from the +personal consideration of the matter so far as it affects myself, and +from another consideration which doubtless is in your mind, Mr. +Storndale has acted as honourably as we could expect from one in his +position. There has been concealment and deception, but it is not for +me to cast a stone against him. The young man is in difficulties, and +I have resolved to clear him from them, and to provide for Ruth's +future. They will expect to see me to-night; but I cannot trust +myself. I wish you to undertake the task for me, and to carry the +whole matter through. Mr. Moss, all through my life you have been my +sincere friend, and I value your friendship; you will not fail me +now?" + +"No, Cohen, no; I will do whatever you wish me to do; but it is hardly +what I expected of you." + +"You are surprised that I do not show anger at this marriage, that I +do not express resentment against Mr. Storndale?" + +"I am." + +"Before long," said Aaron, placing his hand on his friend's shoulder, +"you will understand why I am so calm. I can trust you, and when I +confess that there was in my life an hour when temptation assailed me +and I fell before it, I feel that my confidence will be respected +until the time arrives when all the world will know what is hidden in +my breast, what has been hidden for the last twenty years." + +"For the last twenty years! Cohen, that takes us back to the old +Gosport days!" + +"It does. But ask me no questions now, for I am not prepared to answer +them. Great changes are coming in my life, and I must arm myself to +meet them. If only Rachel will forgive!" + +He covered his eyes with his hand, and turned away. + +"Cohen," said Mr. Moss presently, "I see that you are unstrung, that +you are suffering. You are doing yourself an injustice; I am sure of +it, I am sure of it. I do not pretend to understand what it is that +distresses you, but I would like to say that you may depend upon me in +any difficulty. You may turn against yourself, but you are not going +to turn an old friend like me against you." + +Aaron pressed Mr. Moss's hand, and then explained the task he wished +performed. Mr. Moss was to call upon Ruth and her husband, and obtain +from them an honest and faithful account of their position. This done, +he was to pay every shilling the young man owed; after which a +settlement of a thousand pounds a year was to be made upon Ruth as a +marriage portion, the money to be absolutely at her own disposal. + +"It is not a great deal," said Aaron, "for a gentleman, the son of a +peer, to live upon; but his family in a little while, when they learn +the truth about Ruth"--he paused, and Mr. Moss nodded gravely; a +strange suspicion was beginning to haunt him--"may be disposed to +forgive him, and through their influence he may obtain a lucrative +appointment. From the way in which he spoke I am disposed to think +that he may turn over a new leaf, and that an honourable future may +lie before him and Ruth. Give her my love, and say that circumstances +render it impossible for me to see her for a few days, and that when +we meet I shall have something of great importance to disclose to her. +Be patient with me, Mr. Moss. My words point to a mystery which will +soon be public property. What you are about to do for me can scarcely +be finished before the end of the week, but I cannot rest until it is +finished. My own affairs will entirely occupy me, and I must run down +to Bournemouth to see Rachel." + +"I will not waste a moment," said Mr. Moss. "How about the money +necessary for the settlement and the payment of Mr. Storndale's debts? +Have you calculated how much it will cost you? A large sum, Cohen." + +"It will be forthcoming; the means will be placed in your hands +to-morrow. Do not return here tonight. Come and breakfast with me at +nine in the morning." + +Aaron sat up till long past midnight, making calculations, and +arranging his affairs. He was quite resolved to retire from public +life, and altogether from business; and to effect this there was much +to do. He had uncompleted contracts in hand which he would transfer to +employers of whose methods he approved, and he had just obtained +another which a dozen contractors would be eager to take off his +hands. He thought of Mr. Poynter, and shook his head. To such a man he +could not entrust any of his responsibilities. Then he devoted himself +to an examination of his private financial position. + +After providing for Ruth he calculated that he could realise a sum of +about ninety thousand pounds, in addition to which there were his +house and furniture, which would realise another ten thousand. One +third of this would be sufficient to provide for Ruth and her husband, +one third should be divided among the Jewish charities, and one third +should be invested for himself and Rachel. This would produce an +income of between eight and nine hundred pounds, amply sufficient for +the maintenance of a comfortable home either in London or the country. + +"Rachel will be content," he thought; "and the years that are left to +us shall be passed in peace, away from the turmoil and fever of life. +If she will but forgive me--if she will but forgive!" + +All depended upon that. + +He held offices of honour in the synagogue which he would immediately +resign; there and then he wrote his letters of resignation. There had +been a time when he was called upon to support a movement in respect +of these honourable offices. A man who had grown rich by usury and +fraud had succeeded in getting himself nominated for a high position +in the synagogue, and this had aroused the displeasure of the more +respectable members of the community, who had enlisted Aaron on their +side. His all-powerful influence had settled the question, and the +usurer was taught a salutary lesson. From that time a strict watch was +kept upon these dignities, which were conferred upon none whose past +lives would not bear strict scrutiny. Aaron thought of this as he drew +forth the address upon modern Judaism he had undertaken to deliver, +hoping thereby to counteract the loose views of religious obligations +which threatened to sap the foundations of the old faith. He read the +powerful arguments he had written to this end, and sighed as he read. + +"Not for me the task," he murmured. "Not for me. I am not worthy. It +is for me to learn, not to teach." + +He tore the manuscript and burned it; he had forfeited the right to +show his brethren the path of duty. + +At length he came to the end of his labours. Before he retired to rest +he prayed long and fervently, and offered up supplications for +forgiveness. + +At nine o'clock in the morning Mr. Moss presented himself, and +reported what he had done. + +"Everything is in such straight order," he said, "that the whole +business can be finished to-morrow." + +"It will be a great weight off my mind," said Aaron, "when all the +papers are signed. I have letters from Rachel and Esther." He passed +the young girl's letter to Mr. Moss. "She says there is no change in +Rachel, but that she thinks the air and change of scene are doing her +good. If you write to Esther do not hint at any impending trouble, and +do not mention Ruth's name, lest Rachel should suspect that something +was wrong. I ought to tell you, Mr. Moss, that I have resolved to +retire into private life; I shall be much happier, and I am sure +Rachel will be. It is a sudden resolution, and I daresay my friends +will be surprised; but I am fixed, nothing can induce me to change my +mind." + +"And your contracts, Cohen?" asked Mr. Moss, who was sufficiently +familiar with Aaron's character to know that remonstrance at present +would be thrown away. + +"I shall transfer them. My earnest wish is that I shall be forgotten, +and allowed to live in peace. I am growing old; let my place, which I +unworthily hold, be occupied by a better man." + +"That is hardly likely to come to pass," said Mr. Moss, gravely. "You +are not old; you are in the prime of life, with very many years of +usefulness before you. But I will not argue with you; when you have +recovered from your depression, when Rachel is well again, you will +think better of it. We need you; no other man can fill your place, and +you will not be allowed to retire without remonstrance. But we will +wait till Sunday, when you are to deliver your address upon 'Judaism, +its Duties and Obligations.' After it is delivered it will be printed +in pamphlet form, will it not?" + +"No; it will be neither delivered nor printed." + +"Cohen!" exclaimed Mr. Moss, amazed at this statement. + +"It is as I say, Mr. Moss," said Aaron, firmly. + +"But it is expected; it is looked forward to, and the best results are +anticipated from it. You will not go from your word?" + +"I must. The address is destroyed. I must bear whatever is said of me; +I accept it as part of my punishment." + +"Of your punishment! I do not understand you." + +"You will by-and-by. Mr. Moss, the man who presumes to set down laws +of right and wrong should be above reproach. Can a thief preach +honesty? Can a liar lift his voice in praise of truth?" + +"These are strange utterances, Cohen, from your lips." + +"There is a sad foundation for them. To know yourself--that is the +height of human wisdom; and I have learned too late. Pray do not +continue the subject; you stand in the dark, I in the light." + +"Well, well," said Mr. Moss, with a sigh, "we will speak of this +another time. But I do not see what you can have to reproach yourself +with." + +"Let every man search his own heart," replied Aaron, and his voice was +very mournful. "He will find the answer there. And now we will waste +no more time in idle conversation. We must go to the lawyers and the +bank. Have you a list of Mr. Storndale's debts? Ah, thank you." He +looked at the total, and drew a cheque for the amount. "The payment of +these claims will keep you busy during the day. I will give +instructions to the lawyers to prepare the deed of settlement, and +tomorrow it can be signed. You will be a trustee; I will call upon a +gentleman who will be the other. I shall spend to-night at +Bournemouth, and will come back by an early train in the morning." + +"Will you not see Ruth before you leave?" asked Mr. Moss. + +"No, not till everything is finished. How is she?" + +"Well and happy, and overjoyed that you are not angry with her. +Between ourselves, Cohen, it is not what she expected." Under his +breath he added, "Nor what I expected, either." + +"She has all the more reason for contentment," said Aaron. "I wish her +to be happy." + +They had a busy time with lawyers, stockbrokers, bank managers, and +creditors, and Aaron just managed to catch the two-twenty train for +Bournemouth. He passed a quiet evening with Rachel and Esther, and +answered such questions put by his wife concerning Ruth in a manner +which seemed to satisfy her, for she did not press him upon the +subject. With Esther he had a private conversation, and cautioned her +to preserve silence as to the letter she had received. On the +following morning he took train for London, and arriving before noon, +found everything prepared for a final settlement of his plans for +Ruth's worldly future. When the deeds were signed, and the consols +bought and deposited in the Bank of England, Aaron breathed more +freely. He had made some small atonement to Ruth for the deception of +which he had been guilty. + +"We have had no honeymoon trip," said the Honourable Percy Storndale +to him, "and I am thinking of taking Ruth to the Continent tomorrow." + +"Yes," said Aaron, absently. + +"But," added Mr. Storndale, "the trip will have no pleasure for her if +she does not see you before we go." + +"I will come with you now," said Aaron. + +They met and parted without any warm expression of affection. Such a +demonstration from Ruth towards one whom she believed to be her +father, but for whom she had never entertained a strong love, would +have been a new feature in her character, and grateful as she was for +his generosity she was held back by the feeling that she had given him +a poor return for his life-long kindness towards her, and by her fear +that he was quietly angry with her; while Aaron was held back by the +consciousness of his wrong-doing. And so the young couple went forth +to commence their new life, and the secret of Ruth's birth was still +unrevealed. + + + + + CHAPTER XLI. + + THERE IS A PROVIDENCE THAT SHAPES OUR ENDS. + + +Two weeks had passed away. Joseph had come and gone. In the company of +Esther and his parents he had spent three sad and happy days in +Bournemouth, happy because he was in the society of those he loved, +sad because he was so soon to part from them. Rachel's health was +improved, and it touched Aaron deeply to observe how she clung to her +son and Esther, as though she were seeking in them a recompense for +what she was losing in Ruth. He exerted himself to be bright and +cheerful, and flattered himself that he was succeeding; but, indeed, +during these days he was not the only one who was playing a part. +Rachel was also exerting herself to hide the cloud which was hanging +over her spirits because of the prolonged absence of Ruth, as to whom +both she and Aaron seemed now to have entered into a loving conspiracy +of silence. + +With Joseph Aaron was compelled to be more open, and to the young man +and his affianced he imparted the news of Ruth's secret marriage. + +"I have not yet broken it to your dear mother," said Aaron, "in +consequence of the state of her health. But she is growing stronger +every day, and when you are gone I will break it to her gently." He +turned to Esther, and said, "You stand now in Ruth's place, and in you +I also have gained a daughter. Do not let this news distress you. Be +true to each other, be steadfast to the old faith, and all will be +well. And be careful to say nothing to the dear mother. Leave that +task to me." + +The carrying out of his intention to retire into private life, and to +entirely give up the important business transactions in which he had +been engaged for so many years, rendered it necessary that he should +be in London the greater part of these two weeks; and Mr. Moss, who +was endeavouring to get his own affairs in order, was his constant +companion during this time. The private distribution of so large a sum +of money as Aaron had set apart for charity was no easy matter, and +the officers of the institutions which were the richer for his +benevolence used much persuasion to induce him to make his +benefactions public; but on this point he was resolved. The other +important matter which occupied him was the transference of his +existing contracts. His great rival, Mr. Poynter, was especially +anxious to obtain a share of this business, and with that object in +view he called upon Aaron. But the two men could not agree; it was not +a question of terms, but a question as to certain stipulations with +respect to wages and hours of labour which Aaron insisted upon. + +"Surely," protested Mr. Poynter, "you do not arrogate the right to +dictate to other employers what they shall pay their workmen?" + +"Not at all," Aaron replied, "where I am not concerned. But these +contracts are mine; numbers of the workmen have been in my employ for +years, and I must protect them." + +"Protect them!" exclaimed Mr. Poynter, angrily. "Against me!" + +"Against all," said Aaron, firmly, "who would pay workmen less than a +fair living wage, and would put too severe a strain upon bone and +muscle." + +"Bone and muscle!" cried Mr. Poynter. "Bone and fiddlesticks! You are +talking common cant, Mr. Cohen." + +The interview grew stormy, and did not last much longer. When Mr. +Poynter departed it was with a burning anger against Aaron, and with a +burning desire for revenge. From that moment he looked about for the +means of compassing this revenge. "If I could only bring him down!" he +thought, "if I could only bring him down!" + +At the end of the fortnight Aaron was in London, his labours over, and +at this time his own fortune amounted to something over forty-five +thousand pounds, a larger sum than he had anticipated would be left to +him. + +It must be mentioned that Ruth and her husband had just returned to +London, as he was informed by letter, their honeymoon trip having come +suddenly to an end in consequence of Ruth's indisposition It was she +who wrote to him, and she was so earnest in the expression of her wish +that he would come and see her, that he had sent her a telegram saying +that he would call at eight or nine o'clock, by which time he expected +to be free. He would have called earlier, but he had an appointment +with Mr. Moss at six, his intention being to make to his old friend a +full disclosure of his secret respecting Ruth. On the following day +Rachel and Esther were coming back to London, as Rachel did not wish +to remain longer in Bournemouth. + +Aaron was waiting now in his study for Mr. Moss. The cares and sorrows +of the past few months had left their mark upon him. The grey hairs +had multiplied fast, the lines in his face had deepened, and in the +kind eyes and benevolent countenance there was a touch of childlike +pathos, as though the strong man had suddenly grown weak, and was +mutely appealing for mercy. + +Mr. Moss's face was flushed with excitement as he entered the room +with an evening paper in his hand. + +"Have you heard the rumour, Cohen?" he asked, excitedly. + +"What rumour?" inquired Aaron, rising to meet his friend. + +"About your bank, the Colonial Alliance?" + +"No, I have heard nothing. I have not been out of the house since the +morning." + +"It came on me like a thunderclap, but it cannot be true." + +"What cannot be true, Mr. Moss?" Aaron spoke quite calmly. + +"Well, there's nothing definite, but you know there has been something +like a panic in the City." + +"I am aware of it, but it cannot affect me. I have no investments now, +with the solitary exception of my bank shares. All my affairs are +settled, and what is left of my fortune is in the bank until I decide +how to invest it." + +Mr. Moss groaned "I wish you had it safely tied up in consols. Is all +your money there?" + +"Every shilling. The only investments I have not realised are the +shares I hold in the bank." + +"That makes it all the worse. The shareholders are liable to the +depositors?" + +"Certainly--to the extent of the unpaid portion of their shares. +Perhaps beyond that--I am not quite sure." + +The flush had died out of Mr. Moss's face, which was now white with +apprehension. "They're calling it out in the streets; but here's the +paper." + +He pointed to a paragraph, which stated that one of the largest banks +in the City had closed its doors half an hour before its time, and +that the panic had in consequence reached an alarming height. + +"There is no name mentioned, Mr. Moss." + +"No, Cohen, no; but I passed through the City on my way here, and the +name of the bank was on every one's lips. If your bank stops payment +tomorrow how will you stand?" + +"If it stops payment for sufficient cause," said Aaron, in a steady +voice, "I shall be a ruined man." + +"Good heavens! And you can speak of it so calmly!" + +"Why not? To work myself into a frenzy will not help me. There are +worse misfortunes." + +"I cannot imagine them, Cohen. Ruined? Absolutely ruined?" + +"Absolutely ruined," answered Aaron, with a smile. + +"And it is only yesterday that you were----" He could not continue, +and Aaron took up his words. + +"It is only yesterday that I was on the top of the tree. A dangerous +height, Mr. Moss, but I must bear the fall. If, when they climb the +ladder of fortune, men would but be careful to make the lower rungs +secure! But prosperity makes them reckless. Do not look so mournful. +Happiness is as easily found in poverty as in riches." + +"It may be, after all, a false alarm," groaned Mr. Moss. + +"Let us hope so; though there is no smoke without a fire. We will wait +till to-morrow." + +"Will you not come with me to the City now to ascertain whether it is +true or false?" + +"No. It will only trouble me, and it will not affect the result. I +will wait till to-morrow." + +So marked was the contrast between his cheerful and Mr. Moss's +despondent mood that it really seemed as if it were his friend's +fortune that was imperilled instead of his own. He was standing by the +door, and hearing a knock he opened it. + +"I beg your pardon, sir," said the servant, "but this gentleman is +below, and wants to see Mr. Moss." + +Aaron took the card without looking at it, and handed it to Mr. Moss, +who exclaimed,-- + +"Dr. Spenlove! What can he want here?" + +"Show the gentleman up," said Aaron to the servant, after a moment's +consideration. + +"Had I not better see him alone?" asked Mr. Moss. + +"If you have no objection," replied Aaron, "I should prefer that you +receive him here in my presence." + +They both seemed to scent a coming danger, but Aaron appeared to hail +it gladly, while Mr. Moss would rather have avoided it. + +"A thousand apologies," said Dr. Spenlove to Aaron upon his entrance, +"for intruding upon you; but hearing that Mr. Moss had come to your +house I took the liberty of following him. My errand is an urgent +one." + +"I am happy to see you, Dr. Spenlove," Aaron responded; "if your +business with Mr. Moss is not quite private you can speak freely +before me." + +"I think," said Dr. Spenlove, half hesitating, "that it is quite +private." + +"I have a distinct reason," continued Aaron, as though Dr. Spenlove +had not spoken, "for making the suggestion; it is more than likely +that I have a distinct connection with your business, and this must be +my excuse for wishing to be present. If it is of an incident in the +past you wish to speak, when you and Mr. Moss were acquainted in +Portsmouth----" + +"How singular that you should have guessed it!" exclaimed Dr. +Spenlove. "It is such an incident that brings me here." + +"The time was winter," pursued Aaron, "the season an inclement one. I +remember it well. For some days the snow had been falling----" + +"Yes, yes. It was a terrible season for the poor." + +"For one especially, a lady driven into misfortune, and who had no +friend but a stern and honourable gentleman who would only lift her +from the depths into which she had fallen on the condition that she +submitted to a cruel sacrifice. His demand was that she should give +her infant into the care of strangers, and that only in the event of +his death should she be free to seek to know its fate. Is that the +incident, Dr. Spenlove?" + +"It is. I see you know all, and with Mr. Moss's consent I will speak +openly." Mr. Moss looked at Aaron, who nodded, and Dr. Spenlove +continued. "There is no need to recall all the particulars of that +bitter night when you so kindly assisted me in the search for the +unhappy mother and her child." + +"None at all," said Mr. Moss; "they are very vivid in my memory." + +"And in mine. Your kindness has not been forgotten either by me or by +the lady whose life, and whose child's life, were saved by you. He +shakes his head in deprecation, Mr. Cohen, but what I say is true. Had +he not, out of the kindness of his heart, accompanied me, these two +hapless human beings would have perished in the snow. I had a motive +to serve; he had none. On the night we parted in Portsmouth, Mr. +Moss, you were on the point of seeking a home for the poor babe, for +whom"--he turned to Aaron--"a liberal provision was made." + +"I am acquainted with every detail of the strange story," said Aaron. +"I was residing in Gosport at the time." + +Dr. Spenlove gave him a startled look. "It was in Gosport he hoped to +find this home, with a friend of whom he spoke in the highest terms. +The commission entrusted to me by Mr. Gordon--I perceive you are +familiar with the name--ended on that night, and what remained to be +done was in the hands of Mr. Moss and Mr. Gordon's lawyers. The +following morning I came to London, where I have resided ever since. +From that day until two or three weeks ago Mr. Moss and I have not +met. It was here in your house, Mr. Cohen, that, seeing him for the +first time after so long an interval, I made inquiries concerning the +infant entrusted to him. He informed me that she died very shortly, as +I understood, after she entered her new home. I was not surprised to +hear it; the exposure on that bitter night was sufficiently severe to +kill a child much older. In order that my visit to Mr. Moss to-night +may be properly understood I will relate in a few words the subsequent +history of the mother. She married Mr. Gordon, and accompanied him to +Australia, where she has resided for twenty years. She has had no +children by him, and is now a widow, and very wealthy. Unknown to Mr. +Gordon she, in her last interview with me, entrusted to me a small +iron casket--it was one I gave her, and I can identify it--in which +she deposited some articles, of the nature of which I was ignorant. +She entreated me to take steps that this box should be delivered to +the people who received her child into their home, and to obtain from +them a promise that if the child lived till she was twenty-one years +of age it was to be handed over to her, or, in the event of her child +dying or of herself claiming the box at any future time, to be handed +over to her. I informed Mr. Moss of the mother's desire, and he +promised that it should be attended to. I have looked over some old +papers, and I find that, had the child lived, she would be twenty-one +in the course of a couple of months. But the child is dead, and the +mother has appealed to me to obtain the box which she delivered into +my charge." + +"The mother has appealed to you!" exclaimed Aaron. "In person?" + +"In person," replied Dr. Spenlove. "She has returned to England, and +is at this moment awaiting me in my carriage below. It is not the only +appeal she has made to me. She is overwhelmed with grief at the news +of her child's death, and I have the sincerest pity for her. She +desires to know where her child is buried. Mr. Gordon's lawyers, it +appears, were so bound to secrecy by their client that they do not +feel warranted in giving her any information or assistance. She has +communicated with another firm of lawyers in London, who are unable to +assist her. As a last resource she has come to me to entreat my aid, +which, in the circumstances, I cannot refuse to give her. My errand is +now fully explained. Mr. Moss, will you see the poor lady, and give +her the information she has a right to demand?" + +"I will reply for my friend," said Aaron. "Dr. Spenlove, I was the +person to whose care the child was entrusted. The casket is in this +house, and it is for me to satisfy her. Will you step down and ask her +to come up, or shall I send a servant to her?" + +"It will be best for me to go," said Dr. Spenlove. "How strangely +things turn out! It is fortunate that I came here to seek Mr. Moss." + +"I must speak to Mrs. Gordon alone, without witnesses," said Aaron. +"You and Mr. Moss will not mind waiting in the adjoining room for a +few minutes? The poet's words are true: 'There is a Providence that +shapes our ends, rough-hew them as we will.' The mother may have cause +to bless this night." + +He bent his head humbly and solemnly as Dr. Spenlove and Mr. Moss left +the room together. + + + + + CHAPTER XLII. + + A MOTHER'S JOY. + + +For the first time in their lives these two beings, whose fates were +so strangely linked together, faced each other--the mother who +believed her child to be dead, the father who had brought up that +child in ignorance of her birthright. It was a solemn moment, as +trying to the man who had erred as to the woman who had fallen. To him +the truth was as clear as though it were proclaimed with a tongue of +fire, to her it had yet to be revealed. How feeble was the human act +when brought into juxtaposition with destiny's decree! + +Aaron's sin had been ever before him; the handwriting had been ever on +the wall. Scarcely for one day during the last twenty years had the +voice of conscience been stilled, and it had been part of his +punishment that the inherited instincts of the child had worked +inexorably against all his efforts; her silent resistance to the +lessons he would have inculcated had been too powerful for him; and in +the end she had turned resolutely from the path into which, with +inward reproaches, he had endeavoured to lead her, and had obeyed the +promptings of her nature in mapping out her own future. + +Keen as were Aaron's sufferings, he experienced a sense of relief that +the bolt had fallen, and that the hour of retribution had arrived; the +agony of suspense had been almost unbearable, and he accepted with +mournful resignation the decree which ordained that he should pass +judgment upon himself. + +A difficult task lay before him; the revelation he had to make must be +made with tact and delicacy, in consideration for the mother's +feelings. Joy, as well as sorrow, has its fears. + +Forgetful for the moment of his own domestic grief, a sympathetic pity +for the bereaved woman stirred Aaron's heart. Her tribulation was +expressed in her face, which was pale with woe; her eyes were suffused +with tears; her limbs trembled as she sank into the chair which he +placed for her. It was not he alone who was experiencing the tortures +of remorse. + +Mrs. Gordon was in mourning, and Aaron knew it was as much for her +child as for her husband. Except that time had told its tale there was +little change in her, and few persons who had known her in her +springtime would have failed to recognise her in her middle age. Her +union with Mr. Gordon had not been entirely unhappy; he had performed +his duty towards her, as she had done towards him, and though he had a +suspicion that through all the long years she never lost sight of her +secret sorrow, he made no reference to it, and she, on her part, did +not intrude it upon him. Only on his deathbed had he spoken of her +child, and had given her an imperfect clue, which she was now +following up. Bitter was the knowledge she had gained. Her child was +dead. Free, and in possession of great wealth, she was alone, without +a tie in the world. All her bright dreams had faded. She had indulged +the hope that her child still lived, and as she travelled back to +England had raised up mental pictures of her daughter which filled her +with joy. The presumption was that the young girl was living in a poor +home, and was perhaps working for a livelihood. To lift her from +poverty to wealth, to make a lady of her, to load her with gifts, to +educate her for the new and higher station in life in which she was +now to move, to love and caress her, to travel with her through the +pleasure grounds of Europe--these were the dreams in which she had +indulged. Innumerable were the pictures she had raised on her voyage +home of the joy and delight of her daughter, and of the happy days in +store for them. The information she received from Dr. Spenlove had +killed these hopes, and her yearning desire now was to visit the grave +of the babe she had deserted, and to weep over it tears of bitter +repentance. It was not so much to reclaim the iron box containing the +clue to a shameful episode in her youthful life, as to learn where her +babe was buried, that she wished to learn into whose care her child +had been given. There was a time when she nursed a fierce desire for +revenge upon the man who had betrayed her, but this desire had burnt +itself away, and she would be content that the melancholy memories of +the past should be buried in oblivion. No good result would accrue +from rekindling the smouldering ashes of an experience so mournful. +She had lived down the shame; no word of reproach had been uttered +against her; let the dead past bury its dead. + +For a few moments there was silence between her and Aaron, and she was +the first to speak. + +"Dr. Spenlove has told me all," she said. + +"He has told you what he knows," said Aaron, "but you have something +more to hear. Mrs. Gordon, it was I who undertook the charge of your +child. Mr. Moss brought her to me in Gosport, and delivered to me also +the casket which you entrusted to Dr. Spenlove. I return it to you +now, in the same condition as it was handed to me. You will oblige me +by convincing yourself that it has not been tampered with." + +She unlocked the box with a key she carried in her purse, and taking +from it the letters she had deposited therein, glanced over them with +a bitter smile, then replaced them in their hiding-place, and relocked +the casket. + +"There was nothing else in it?" asked Aaron. + +"Nothing else," she replied; "it is as I delivered it to Dr. Spenlove. +Tell me about my child. Did she live long? Was she buried in Gosport? +You will tell me the truth; you will conceal nothing from me?" + +"I will tell you the truth; I will conceal nothing from you; but what +I have to say must be said in my own way. Prepare yourself for a +strange story, but have no fear. You are the first person to whom it +will be revealed. When Mr. Moss left your child with me there were two +babes in my house of the same age, and we were in deep poverty and +distress. My wife--my beloved wife lay at the point of death"--he +covered his eyes with his hands. "Bear with me; these recollections +overcome me." Presently he resumed. "But a short time before her +confinement she had been stricken with blindness. Her own child, whose +face she had never seen, lay quiet and still in her arms. The doctor +who attended her feared the worst, and said that her life depended +upon the life of her babe. If our child died on the morrow the mother +would die; if our child lived, the mother would live. Temptation +assailed me, and to save the life of my beloved wife I yielded to it. +How can I expect you to forgive me for what I did in the agony of my +heart?" + +Again he paused, and tears gushed from his eyes. Mrs. Gordon sank back +in her chair; there was not a vestige of colour in her face. + +"My God! My God!" she murmured. "Have I not suffered enough?" + +The words recalled him to himself. He begged her to have courage, to +be strong; there was no new suffering in store for her, he said; what +he had to relate would bring joy into her life. He gave her wine, and +when she had recovered he proceeded with his story, and gradually and +tenderly revealed to her the truth. As he proceeded her face shone +with incredulous joy, her heart beat tumultuously with the prospect of +this unexpected happiness; and when his story was finished, and he sat +before her with bowed head, there was a long, long silence in the +room. He dared utter no further words; in silent dread he waited for +his condemnation. + +He felt a hand upon his knee, and looking down he saw her kneeling at +his feet. She was transfigured; the spirit of youth shone in her +countenance, and she took his hand, and kissed it again and again, +bedewing it with happy tears. He gazed at her in wonder. He had +expected revilings, and she was all tenderness. + +"Is it true?" she murmured. "Oh! is it true? At such a time as this +you would not deceive me!" + +"Heaven forbid!" he answered. "What I have related is the solemn +truth." + +"And my child lives?" + +"She lives." + +"God in heaven bless you! She lives--my daughter lives!" + +"And you do not blame me--you do not reproach me?" + +"I shall bless you to my dying day! Oh, my heart, my heart! It will +burst with happiness!" + +He entreated her to be composed, and in a little while she was calmer. +Then for the first time he wrested himself from the environment of his +own selfish sorrows; he put himself in her place, and understood the +sacred joy which animated her. She was all eagerness to see her child, +but Aaron bade her restrain her impatience; he had much more to relate +which it was necessary she should hear. + +"But I must see her to-night!" she cried. + +"You shall see her to-night. I will take you to her." + +She was fain to be satisfied with this assurance, but she would not be +content till she saw a portrait of Ruth. He gave her a cabinet +photograph, and she gazed at it longingly, yearningly. + +"She is beautiful, beautiful!" + +"Yes, she is a beautiful girl," said Aaron; and then proceeded with +the story, saying nothing, however, of what he had done for the young +couple. At first she was grieved to hear that Ruth was married, but +she found some consolation in the reflection that she had married into +an honourable family. When Aaron related the particulars of the +lawyer's visit to him, commissioned by Lord Storndale because of his +stern objection to his son marrying a Jewess, she exclaimed,-- + +"But Ruth is not a Jewess!" and was appalled by the thought that her +daughter was not born in wedlock. A child of shame! How would she be +received? It was her turn now to fear, and Aaron, whose native +shrewdness had returned to him, divined her fear; but it was not for +him to moot the subject. + +"My child," she said, with hot blushes on her face, "believes herself +to be your daughter?" + +"She does. It was my intention to undeceive her to-night." + +"You know my story?" + +"It was imparted to me," he replied, with averted head, "when I was +asked to receive your child." + +"Who knows the truth," she asked, trembling and hesitating, "about +me?" + +"I, Mr. Moss, Dr. Spenlove, and your husband's lawyers." + +"No other persons?" + +"No other persons." He took her hand. "Dear lady, from my heart I pity +and sympathise with you. If I can assist you in any way----" + +"You can--you can!" she cried. "For God's sake do not destroy the +happiness that may be mine!" + +"As Heaven is my judge, no word shall pass my lips. Be comforted, be +comforted. The lawyers' lips are sealed, as you have already learned, +and I will answer for Mr. Moss and Dr. Spenlove. Say to her and to her +husband's family what you will--it will be justified. Your secret is +safe." + +She thanked him humbly and gratefully; it was she who was abashed; it +was she who had to implore for mercy; and it was due to his wisdom +that her aching heart was eased. + +"If I can repay you--if I can repay you!" she murmured. + +"You can repay me by saying you forgive me for the sin I committed." + +"Your sin!" she cried, in amazement. "You, who have brought up my +child in virtue and honour! At my door lies the sin, not at yours." + +"You forget," he groaned; "I have sinned against my wife, whom I love +with a love dearer than life itself, and she has yet to receive the +confession I have made to you. It was my love for her that led me into +the error." + +"An error," said Mrs. Gordon, in tender accents, "that has saved a +daughter from regarding her mother with abhorrence. Dear friend, God +sees and judges, and surely He will approve what you have done. A +grateful mother blesses you!" + +"Remain here," said Aaron. "I will speak to my friends and yours, and +then I will conduct you to your daughter." + + + + + CHAPTER XLIII. + + A PANIC IN THE CITY. + + +On the following morning Aaron was up earlier than usual, and in the +daily papers he read the confirmation of the intelligence which Mr. +Moss had imparted to him. The panic on the Stock Exchange had grown to +fever heat, and fortunes were already being won and lost. The bank in +which his money was deposited, and in which he held a large number of +shares, was tottering, and he knew that he was ruined if it could not +weather the storm. + +Mr. Moss found him reading the news over his breakfast-table. +Business, as we know, had not prospered with Mr. Moss of late years; +his investments had turned out badly, and he was in low water himself. +He had placed his dependence upon Aaron to pull him through, and the +rock he had depended upon was crumbling away. + +"You are also in trouble, Mr. Moss," said Aaron, as his friend made +his appearance. + +"I have brought the second edition of the morning papers," replied Mr. +Moss, with a white face. "The Stock Exchange is in a blaze, and the +world is coming to an end." + +"There will be misery in many homes," said Aaron. "It is the innocent +who will chiefly suffer. I pity them sincerely." + +"Everything is going to the dogs," groaned Mr. Moss. + +"Have you breakfasted?" + +"Had breakfast at seven o'clock. Couldn't sleep a wink all night, and +could hardly eat a mouthful!" + +"Why?" + +"Why?" exclaimed Mr. Moss. "What a question to ask when ruin stares a +man in the face!" + +"I hope," said Aaron, gravely, "that you are not deeply involved." + +"I am up to my neck. But what is my position compared with yours? +Cohen, you are a mystery." + +"Because I accept the inevitable? Can you show me how I can improve +matters?" + +"No, I can't," answered Mr. Moss, with a deep groan; "only if I had +capital I could make a fortune." + +"In what way?" + +"By joining the bears. Cohen, you have a grand chance before you. Your +credit is good. There is nothing for it but a plunge. It will set you +right. Luck has been with you all your life; it will be with you now." + +"How if it goes the other way, Mr. Moss?" + +"What if it does? You will be no worse off than a thousand men who are +plunging." + +"The majority of whom, before another sun rises, will find themselves +disgraced. No, Mr. Moss, no. I have never dabbled in stocks and shares +at the risk of my good name, and I never will. There is but one way to +meet misfortune, and that is the straight way. We will go to the City +and ascertain, if we can, exactly how matters stand. Rachel and Esther +do not return from Bournemouth till the afternoon." + +In the City they learned the worst, and Aaron realised that he was +beggared. + +"Can you save nothing from the wreck?" asked Mr. Moss. + +"Nothing," replied Aaron. "It may be that all I possess will not be +sufficient to clear me. I think you had better take Esther back with +you to Portsmouth; you have been absent from your business too long." + +"I must go this evening," said Mr. Moss; "but Esther can stay. She +will be a comfort to Mrs. Cohen." + +"No, take her with you. In this crisis Rachel, I know, would prefer to +be alone with me. Besides," he added, with a sad smile, "I have to +provide another home, and I must be careful of my shillings." + +"Another home, Cohen! What do you mean?" + +"With certain ruin staring me in the face, and with claims coming upon +me which I may not be able to meet, I must begin immediately to +retrench. Our establishment is an expensive one, and I dare not carry +it on a day longer than is necessary. Rachel and I will sleep in the +house to-night for the last time. To-morrow I will pay off the +servants, and we shall move into humbler quarters. So tumble down all +our grand castles. Well, it has happened to better men, who, after +many years of toil, have to begin life all over again. Rachel will not +mind; we have faced poverty before to-day, and will face it again +cheerfully." + +"It drives me wild to hear you speak like that," exclaimed Mr. Moss. +"You are looking only on the black side. If you had the money you have +got rid of the last two or three weeks----" + +"Hush, Mr. Moss, hush!" said Aaron, interrupting him. "It is a +consolation to me to know that the greater part of my legitimately +earned fortune has been so well bestowed. I am glad I did not wait to +make reparation for the great error of my life. Rachel has yet to hear +my confession. If I obtain her forgiveness I can face the future +bravely and cheerfully." + +Under the seal of confidence Aaron had made Mr. Moss and Dr. Spenlove +acquainted with the particulars of the story of the two babes, and of +the deception he had practised in his home in Gosport. Mr. Moss was +not greatly astonished, for the hints lately dropped by his friend had +prepared him for some disclosure of a strange nature. "Besides," he +said inwardly to himself, "Ruth bears no likeness to either Mr. or +Mrs. Cohen. It is a mercy she fell in love with that Storndale fellow; +it would never have done for her to marry a Jew. Cohen would not have +permitted it. But how blind we have all been!" In his weak moments Mr. +Moss was rather inclined to be wise after the event. Both he and Dr. +Spenlove had pledged themselves to secrecy, but when they proceeded to +commend Aaron for the act and to find justification for it he stopped +them. "It is a matter between me and my conscience," he said, and +added mentally, "and between me and my beloved." + +On this disastrous morning, as they walked from the City, Mr. Moss +asked Aaron when he intended to reveal the secret to his wife. + +"As soon as I can summon courage to speak," Aaron answered. "She has +first to hear that we are beggared; it will be as much, perhaps, as +she can bear in one day, but in any case I must not delay too long." + +"If I were in your place," said Mr. Moss, "I should not delay at all. +There are women who become strong through misfortune, and Mrs. Cohen +is one. I wish Mrs. Moss were like her--don't think I am complaining +of her. She is the best wife in the world, but she breaks down under +reverses. If only I could be of some assistance to you, Cohen----" + +"Your friendship counts for much, Mr. Moss," responded Aaron, pressing +his companion's hand, "but every man must fight his own battle. I am +not without hope, hard as is the trial through which I am passing. It +is kind of you to be so solicitous about my affairs when you have such +heavy troubles of your own to contend with. Are things very bad with +you?" + +"Oh, I shall weather the storm, but it will leave me rather crippled. +What matters? _Nil desperandum_. And there is just one ray which may +become a perfect sunbeam." + +"Ah, I am glad to hear that." + +"My eldest boy has started in business as a dentist, and has commenced +well. Once a dentist makes his name the money rolls in. It is a +favourite business with our people." + +"Yes," said Aaron, somewhat absently, "I have observed it." + +"It is a kind of revenge, Cohen." + +"A kind of revenge!" echoed Aaron. "How so?" + +"Well, you know, in old times the Christians used to extract our teeth +to get our money from us, and now it's our turn. We extract theirs at +a guinea a tooth. See?" + +Aaron could not help smiling at the joke, and the friends parted with +mutual expressions of goodwill. + + + + + CHAPTER XLIV. + + THE CONFESSION. + + +On the evening of the same day Aaron and Rachel were alone in their +house in Prince's Gate, which was soon to know them no more. Esther +had taken an affectionate leave of them, and she and her father were +travelling to Portsmouth. Esther was bright and cheerful, but Mr. +Moss's heart was heavy; he was older than Aaron, and confident as he +was in speech he was not inwardly so courageous in the hour of +adversity. Ordinarily, when he and his daughter were travelling +together, his blithe spirits found vent in song; on this occasion, +however, he was moody and silent. Esther looked at him in surprise, +and asked what made him so melancholy. + +"When you reach my age," he replied, "I hope you will not discover +that life is a dream." + +The remark seemed to him rather fine and philosophical, and afforded +him some kind of melancholy satisfaction; but had he been asked to +explain its precise meaning he would have found it difficult to do so. + +"I hope I shall, father," said Esther, as she leant back and thought +of her lover; "a happy dream." + +"I am glad to get back to you and to our dear home," Rachel was saying +to her husband at the same moment. "You must not send me away again. +Indeed, dear Aaron, if you ever have such an intention I shall for +once in my life be rebellious, and shall refuse to go. I am happiest +by your side." + +She spoke tenderly and playfully, and held his hand in hers, as in the +olden days. + +"Nevertheless, my love, your short visit to the seaside has done you +good." + +"Yes, dear, I am almost well; I feel much stronger." + +"There is the justification," said Aaron. "Neither am I happy away +from you, but there are occasions when it is our duty to make +sacrifices. This is the longest separation there has been between us +in the twenty-six years of our married life." + +"How time has flown!" she mused. "Twenty-six years of peace and joy. +It has always been the same, dear husband, whether we were poor or +rich. I cannot recall a day in the past without its flower of dear +remembrance which money could not purchase." + +"You make my task easier, Rachel," said Aaron. "I have something to +disclose to you." + +"And it is not good news, love," she said, in a tone of much +sweetness. + +"It is not good news, Rachel. By what means have you divined that?" + +"I see without eyes. In the early days of my blindness I used to tell +you that I was acquiring new senses. It is true. Some accent in your +voice, the touch of your hand, conveys the message to my mind, and I +wait in patience, as I am waiting now. Aaron, my dear husband, I have +known for some time past that you have a sorrow which one day you +would ask me to share. How have I known it? I cannot tell, but it is +clear to me. You have not had a joy in your life apart from me. It is +my right, is it not, to share your sorrows?" + +"It is your right, Rachel, and you shall share them. I have not been +without my errors; once in the past my footsteps strayed, but in the +straying I inflicted suffering upon no human being." + +"Of that I am sure, my love. It is human to err, but it is not in your +nature to inflict suffering or commit an injustice. I am not pressing +you to confide in me before in your judgment the proper time arrives. +Nothing can shake my faith and trust in you." + +He regarded her in silence awhile. The turn the conversation had taken +favoured the disclosure of his secret respecting Ruth, but he still +feared to speak of that and of his ruin in the same hour. The latter +was the more imperative, because it demanded immediate action, and he +nerved himself to the task. + +"Your loving instinct, Rachel, has not misled you. For many years I +have had a secret which I have concealed from you." + +"Fearing to give me pain, dear husband?" + +"Yes; and fearing that it would disturb the faith you have in me. I +place so high a value upon it that my life would be dark indeed were I +to lose it." + +"That is impossible, dear. Banish the fear from your mind. Were the +hands of all men raised against you I would stand before you as your +shield, and they would not dare to strike. So long as we are together +I am happy and content." + +"Dear life of my life, you inspire me with hope. But it is not of this +secret I must speak first. There is another trouble which has come +upon me quite suddenly, and which demands immediate action. Rachel, +for twenty years Heaven has showered prosperity upon me; not a venture +I have made has failed, and many of my undertakings have succeeded far +beyond my expectations. I have heard it said, 'Everything Aaron Cohen +touches turns to gold.' It really has been so. I accumulated a large +fortune, and--with humbleness I say it--no man, however high or low +his station, was the loser by it. But a breath may destroy what the +labours of a lifetime have created. If such a reverse has come to me, +Rachel, how would you accept it?" + +"Without murmuring, love," she said, drawing him close to her, and +kissing his lips. "I should have but one regret--that I could not work +for you as you have worked for me. But that, also, was God's will, and +I have never repined. Who would presume to question His wisdom? His +name be praised for ever and ever!" + +"Amen. In our old home in Gosport you were happy." + +"I have never been happier, Aaron. I have sometimes felt pride in your +successes, but surely that is pardonable. Many and many a time have I +thought of our early life and struggles with gratitude, because of the +love which sustained us and gave us strength. It is the most precious +gift that life can bestow. All else is nought. It is our soul-life, +and dies not with the body." + +"You do not value money, Rachel?" + +"For the good it may do to others, not for the good it can do to the +possessor; for the suffering it may be made the means of relieving, +for the blessings it may bring into the lives of the afflicted and +unfortunate. Then it becomes God-like, and when so used the angels +smile approval." + +"Dear love, you lighten my burden. When I won you my life was blessed. +Listen, Rachel. This is a dark day for many men who find themselves +fallen from their high estate. Despair sits in many homes at this +hour." + +"But not in ours, Aaron, whatever has happened." + +"Thank God! It is my happy belief that this hour is not dark for us. +It was my intention, Rachel, to retire altogether from business and +public life, and to that end I took advantage of your absence from +London to settle my affairs. My resolution was prompted by the secret, +the burden of which, although I have not yet disclosed it to you, you +have made lighter for me to reveal. Brought to public knowledge, which +I fear its peculiar nature will render inevitable, it will be +immediately said that I am unfitted to retain my position as a leader +and teacher. To tarry until that judgment was pronounced upon me would +be to aggravate the disaster, and I resolved to anticipate the verdict +by resigning the honours which have been conferred upon me. I have +done so, and I have withstood the pressure that has been put upon me +to withdraw my resignation. An examination of my worldly affairs +resulted in my finding myself in possession of nearly a hundred +thousand pounds. I divided this into three portions, one of which I +intended to retain in order that we might pass what years of life +remained to us in comfort; the second portion I devoted to charity, +and it has thus been distributed; the third portion was devoted to +repairing to some extent the error of which I have been guilty." + +He looked at Rachel after he uttered these words, which he had spoken +with averted head. There was no change in her. Sweetness and sympathy +were expressed in her beautiful face, and it seemed as if her soul's +light dwelt thereon. + +"Do you approve, Rachel?" + +"Entirely, love. Let me hold your hand." + +He continued. "The money I intended for our private use was lodged in +a City bank, and in this bank I hold shares for which I am liable to +the depositors. Yesterday Mr. Moss brought me news of a commercial +crisis in which I discerned----" + +"Go on, dear husband. I am prepared for the worst." + +"In which I discerned my ruin. This morning I convinced myself that +the news was true." + +"And we are poor again," said Rachel, in a gentle voice. + +"And we are poor again. Everything is lost. I do not know the extent of +my liabilities upon the shares I hold in the bank, but it is certain +that my property--even down to the smallest possession--will scarcely +be sufficient to meet them. I have nothing more to tell of my worldly +trouble, Rachel." + +"Dear love," said Rachel, sweetly, with her arms around him, "it is a +small trouble, and we will meet it bravely. With all my heart and +strength I will help you to meet it, and it will not make the future +less happy. We cannot remain in this house; the expenses are too +great." + +"You echo my thought, Rachel. I have already discharged the servants, +and have paid what is due to them. They expressed their sorrow, for I +think they have an affection for us, but the separation is +unavoidable. To-morrow they take their departure, and to-morrow, dear +love, we must move into humbler quarters." + +"I am content," said Rachel, "I am happy. We have each other. Do all +the servants go--all?" + +"No; one insists upon remaining. I could not convince her that it +would be for her good to leave us." + +"Prissy!" cried Rachel. + +"Yes, Prissy, the foolish woman. With or without my consent she +insists upon sharing our poverty." + +"Dear, faithful Prissy! Do you remember the first night she came to us +in Gosport? What changes there have been since that time! Let it be as +she wishes, love; I know her constant, devoted nature. She will be a +comfort to both of us." + +"It shall be as you say, Rachel; a faithful heart like hers is a +treasure." + +Rachel paused before she spoke again, and Aaron, gazing upon her, held +his breath, for he divined what was coming. She took his hand, and +held it between her own. + +"Kiss me, love," she said, her voice trembling from emotion. He +pressed his lips to hers in silence. "I have been a great trouble to +you, dear." + +"You have been the blessing of my life, Rachel," he said in a low +tone. + +"Not only your love, dear, but the thought that you believed me worthy +of your confidence, has brought great sweetness into mine. You have +made me truly happy; and yet, dear husband, my heart is aching--not +for myself, not because we are poor again, but for you, for you; for +your heart, also, is charged with sorrow. We commence a new life +to-morrow, and it affects not ourselves alone, but those who are dear +to us. Let this night end your sorrows, and let me share them now, +before I sleep. Aaron, not once have you mentioned the name of Ruth. +Is it the thought of her that oppresses you? It oppresses me, too, and +it is no new grief. For a long time past I have felt as if something +had come between us, weakening the tie which should unite mother and +child. If anything has been hidden from me which I should know, let it +be hidden no longer. I am well, I am strong. Give me all your +confidence. There is nothing I cannot bear for your dear sake." + +He could not resist the appeal. In a voice as tremulous as her own he +related the story of his sin. He recalled all the incidents of their +life in Gosport, of the calamities which had trodden upon each others' +heels, of the desperate state of poverty he was in when the fire +occurred which deprived her of sight, of the birth of their child, of +the doctor's words that Rachel's life depended upon the life of her +babe and upon his taking her away to a warmer clime, of his giving her +the sleeping draught and leaving her, wrapt in slumber, to admit Mr. +Moss who had come from Portsmouth charged with a startling commission, +the acceptance of which would be the saving of Rachel, of his +reluctance to accept the guardianship of a strange child, and of his +requesting time to consider it. Here he faltered; he stood, as it +were, upon the threshold of his sin, and but for Rachel's tender +urging he would have been unable to proceed. + +"Dear love, dear love," she said, "my heart bleeds for you! Ah, how +you must have suffered! Be strong, dear husband, and tell me all. I am +prepared--indeed, indeed I am!" + +In hushed and solemn tones he told her of the death of their +offspring, of the desperate temptation that assailed him, of his +yielding to it, of the transposition of the babes, and of his agony +and joy as he watched her when she awoke and pressed the stranger to +her breast. + +"By my sin you were saved," he said. + +"By your agony was I saved," she murmured, and still retained and +fondled his hand while the tears ran down her face. But love was there +in its divinest aspect, and tenderest pity; and thus fortified, he +continued to the end, and waited for the verdict that was to mar or +make his future. He had not long to wait. Rachel held him close in her +embrace, and mingled her tears with his. + +"Can you forgive me, Rachel?" + +"It is for me to bless, not to forgive," she sobbed. "For me you +strayed, for me you have suffered. Comfort his bruised heart, O +all-merciful God, who sees and judges! And, Aaron, dear and honoured +husband, we have still a son to bless our days!" + + + + + CHAPTER XLV. + + A POISONED ARROW. + + +Had it not been that public attention was directed mainly to events of +greater importance Aaron Cohen's affairs would have furnished a +liberal theme for the busy hunters of sensational and personal +journalism, but to a certain extent he was protected by the fever of +the financial panic in which numbers of unfortunate families were +caught and ruined, and the fortunes of famous historic houses +imperilled. He would have been grateful to slip into obscurity +unnoticed, but this could scarcely be expected. He had occupied too +high a station to be passed over in complete silence, and he had one +bitter enemy, Mr. Poynter, who rejoiced in his downfall and neglected +no opportunity to wing a poisoned arrow against his old rival. This +man was furious with disappointment at having been unable to secure +his rival's contracts, and when the excitement of the panic was over +these arrows became more numerous, and Aaron's name was frequently +mentioned in a slighting manner in those second- and third-class +journals whose columns are too freely open to personal spite and +malice. He saw but few of the paragraphs in which he was attacked, and +those he read did not wound him; they made his friends angry (for he +was not deserted by all), and they urged him to reply to them; but he +shook his head, and said, "I shall not assist my enemies to stir up +muddy waters. To every word I wrote they would reply with twelve. Let +them do their worst." He was, however, greatly concerned lest the +slanders should reach Rachel's knowledge; and here her blindness aided +him. Either he or the faithful Prissy was ever by her side, and if his +traducers hoped to make him suffer through the being whose love was +the most precious jewel in his life, they were doomed to +disappointment. Perhaps Aaron had never been happier than he was +during these dark days of adversity. Now that the weight of a secret +sin was lifted from his heart he had no fears of poverty. He had full +confidence in his being able to obtain some employment which would +keep the wolf from the door; however lowly it might be he was ready to +accept it thankfully. He was not immediately free to enter a +situation, for the whole of his time was occupied in settling his +affairs. He had left his home in Prince's Gate, and was living in +lodgings in Brixton. Everything he had in the world was given up to +the creditors of the bank, and when he quitted the house, neither he +nor Rachel had taken from it a single article of the slightest value. +Small personal gifts which had been given by one to the other, +articles of dress which they might legitimately have retained, +mementos of little value, endeared to them by some affectionate +association, even the old silver-mounted pipe in its jeweled +case--all were left behind. Simply dressed, without a piece of +jewellery about them, they turned their faces towards the new home and +the new life without a murmur, and, hand in hand, walked to their +humble rooms with contented hearts. + +Prissy, who had gone before to get the place ready, received them with +a smiling face. Grandeur was nothing to Prissy, so long as she could +be with those whom she loved to serve. As happy in a cottage as in a +palace, she proved herself to be a true philosopher, accepting +fortune's rubs with equanimity, and making the best of them with a +cheerful willingness it were well for loftier folk to emulate. Bird +never trilled more happily than Prissy as she moved hither and +thither, upstairs and down, setting things to rights, shifting the +furniture and studying each new arrangement with a critical eye, +interrupting herself every minute by running to the window to see +if her master and mistress were coming. The rooms were sweet and +clean, there were flowers about, and blooming flowers in pots on the +window-sill. The fragrance of the flowers greeted Rachel as she +entered, and her bright face was Prissy's reward. + +"Where did the flowers come from, Prissy?" asked Aaron, when Rachel +was out of hearing. + +"From the flower-man, sir," she answered. + +"Surely not a gift?" + +"Yes, sir," said the unblushing Prissy; "wasn't it good of him?" + +"Prissy!" said Aaron, with warning finger uplifted. + +"Well, sir, they cost next to nothing, and they're paid for." + +"But, Prissy----" + +"Please don't, sir," she interrupted, and there were tears in her eyes +and a pleading rebellion in her voice. "I know what you're going to +say, Mr. Cohen, but please don't. You'd like me to keep good, wouldn't +you, sir?" + +"Why, of course, Prissy," said Aaron, astonished at the question. + +"Well, sir, I can't, if you blow me up now you're in misfortune; I +can't keep good if you don't let me have my way in little things. I'll +be very careful, I will, indeed, Mr. Cohen. It's almost the first time +in my life I've bought any flowers at all for any one else, and it +ain't in you, sir, to take away pleasure from anybody--and did you +see, sir, how happy missis looked when she came in?" + +Thus inconsequentially Prissy, mixing her arguments in the strangest +manner. + +"But, my good girl," said Aaron, kindly, "you have no business to +waste your money; you must think of your future." + +"It's what I am thinking of, sir; I don't want to grow wicked, and +flowers are the only things that will prevent me. It's the honest +truth, sir; they make me feel good. Mr. Cohen, if it hadn't been for +you, where should I have been? In the gutter, I daresay. You took me +out of it, sir. I don't forget the first night I come to you with +Victoria Regina in Gosport; if I lived to be as old as Methusalem I +couldn't never forget it. And then when missis got me the gillard +water to bathe my eyes--I should be the ungratefullest woman that ever +drew breath if I could forget those things. Do, please, sir, let me +have my way. You've paid me a lot more wages than I was worth, and all +my money is in the post office savings bank, and it ain't mine at all, +it's yours----" + +"My good Prissy," said Aaron, much affected, for Prissy could not +continue, her voice was so full of tears, "do as you wish, but be very +careful, as you have promised. Perhaps fortune will turn again, and +then----" + +"And then, sir," said Prissy, taking up his words, "you shall give it +all back to me--and I'll take it then, sir, you see if I don't. It +will turn, if there's any fairness anywhere. And now, if you'll +forgive me, sir, I must go and look after the dinner." + +Aaron was very busy for several days after this making a careful +inventory of his possessions in the house in Prince's Gate, which he +sent to the appointed liquidators of the bankrupt bank. Of all the +debtors he was the only one who did not wait for the law's decree to +give up his fortune to the last farthing, and perhaps he was the only +one whose conscience was free of the intention of wrong. + +He had his gleams of sunshine. First, the sweet contentment and +happiness of his beloved wife. The affection she lavished upon him was +of so tender and exalted a nature that it made their humble home a +paradise. She listened for his footstep, she stood at the door to meet +him, she drew him to her side, as a young maiden in the springtime of +life might have done to the lover she adored. Spiritual flowers grew +about her feet, and everything and every one was made purer and better +by contact with her. Then, as ill news travels fast, his son Joseph, +when his ship stopped at a not-distant port to take in cargo, was made +acquainted through the public journals with the condition of affairs; +and, divining that his father was in need of money, he cabled home +advices which assisted Aaron in his extreme need. The young man had +saved some money, and he placed it all at the disposal of his parents, +who derived an exquisite pleasure from this proof of affection. As in +Gosport twenty years before, Rachel did not know the stress to which +her husband was put; he kept from her knowledge everything of a +distressing nature, and in this loving task he was silently assisted +by Prissy, whose thoughtfulness and devotion were not to be excelled. +She watched her mistress's every movement, and anticipated her +lightest wish. The dishes she liked best were always on the table, and +everything she wanted was ready to her hand. Prissy was no less +attentive to her master, brushing his clothes, and polishing his boots +till she could see her face in them. + +"What should we do without you, Prissy?" said Rachel. + +"I hope you'll never want to do without me, ma'am," answered Prissy. + +Another gleam of sunshine came to him in the offer of a situation from +a merchant who had known him in his days of prosperity. He was not +asked to occupy a position of responsibility, and the offer was +conveyed to him in apologetic terms. + +"I cannot displace men who have been long in my employ," the merchant +said, "but a desk is vacant which you can have if you think it worthy +of you." + +Aaron accepted it gladly, and expressed his thanks. + +"Fortune has not deserted us," he said to his wife. "I shall not only +be able to pay our expenses, but I shall even be able to save a +little. The hours are short, the labour is light; and in time I may +rise to something better." + +So, like a young man commencing life, he went every morning to his new +duties, and returned in the evening to a peaceful and happy home. + +During all this time he had heard no word of Ruth or Mrs. Gordon, and +the sin of which he had been guilty had not reached the public ear. +His house and furniture still remained unsold, law's process being +proverbially slow and tedious. At length, passing his house one +evening, he saw bills up, announcing that the mansion and its contents +were to be sold by auction in the course of the following week. He was +not a stoic, and it gave him a pang, but the pain soon passed away. +"What have I to repine at," he thought, "with heavenly love awaiting +me at home?" It was his intention to attend the auction for the +purpose of purchasing two or three small mementos, towards which he +had saved a few pounds. The sale was to take place on Thursday, and on +Wednesday night he was looking through the catalogue, and talking with +Rachel about his intended purchases. + +"There are dumb memorials," he said, "which from long association +become like living friends. Something of our spirit seems to pass into +them, imbuing them with life. I shall not be quite happy till I get +back my silver-mounted pipe; of all my possessions it was my dearest. +Tobacco has lost its flavour since I left it behind me; but I had no +right to bring away anything of value, and I have always looked +forward to possessing it again. Great misfortunes are really easy to +bear in comparison with such-like trifles." + +Aaron seldom indulged now in those touches of humour to which Rachel +in the old days loved to listen. The Aaron of to-day and the Aaron of +yesterday were the same in everything but that; the tender gaiety was +replaced by a tender sadness, and Rachel often thought with regret of +the play of fancy which used to stir her to mirth. + +On this night they expected a visit from Mr. Moss, who was coming to +London on business; and at about nine o'clock he made his appearance. +An hour afterwards Rachel retired to bed, and left the friends +together. Aaron had observed that Mr. Moss looked anxious and uneasy, +but he was careful not to refer to it in the presence of his wife. + +"You have something on your mind," he now said. "No new misfortune, I +hope?" + +"Not to me personally," replied Mr. Moss, with a reluctant air. + +"To none of your family, I trust." + +"No; they are all quite well. My dentist son is getting along +famously; I saw him before I came here, and he told me that he had +pulled out three Christian teeth to-day. Isaac of York is avenged!" + +Dolefully as he spoke, Aaron could not help smiling. "But what is it?" +he asked. + +"I am the harbinger of trouble, it seems," groaned Mr. Moss, "and to +my best friend. I was the first to bring you the news of the panic, +and now----" + +"Yes," said Aaron, gently, "and now? Speak low, or Rachel may overhear +us." + +"You do not see many papers, Cohen?" + +"Not many." + +"I hardly like to tell you," said Mr. Moss, "but you will be sure to +hear of it to-morrow. They never spare a man who is down, For God's +sake, Cohen, don't blame me! I've never opened my lips--I'd have cut +my tongue out first." + +"Let me know the worst," said Aaron. "It relates to me, I see. As for +blaming you, set your mind at ease. You have been too good a friend to +me to do anything to distress me. Come, shake hands. Whatever it is, I +can bear it like a man, I hope. I have passed through the fire, and it +has left me humble and patient." + +In silence Mr. Moss took a newspaper from his pocket, and handed it to +Aaron. It was folded in a particular place, and there Aaron read an +article headed "A Strange Revelation," in which the whole story of his +sin was circumstantially detailed. He was not referred to by name, nor +was Ruth's name or Mrs. Gordon's mentioned; but the name of the place +in which the incident occurred and the year of the occurrence were +accurately set down, and certain allusions to himself could not be +mistaken. He was spoken of as a Jew who, until lately, had occupied an +eminent position in society, who had posed as a friend of the working +man, and had been instrumental in putting an end to the late great +strike in the building trade. + +"Ostensibly this may be said to have been of service to society, but +in our judgment of a man's character the public issue must be set +aside. The question of private motive has to be considered: if it be +worthy it reflects credit upon him; if unworthy, it passes to his +dishonour." + +From this argument was drawn the conclusion that there was not a +public act performed by "the eminent Jew" that was not undertaken +with a view to self-interest and self-aggrandisement. He was a dealer +in fine phrases, which, with a stock of empty professions and mock +moralities which he kept always on hand, had helped to set him on the +pedestal from which he had toppled down. For years he had been +successful in throwing dust into the eyes of the multitude whom he had +cajoled into sounding his praises; but at length the sword had fallen, +and the life of duplicity he had led both publicly and privately was +laid bare to view. His charities were so many advertisements, and were +undoubtedly turned to profit; his religious professions, unceasingly +paraded, served as a cloak for his greed and self-seeking. + +"This man's life of hypocrisy points a moral. He was in affluence, he +is in want; he was a leader, he has become a drudge. He has been +justly served, and we hold him up as a warning and an example to all +pretenders of his class and creed." + +Then followed a promise of further revelations to be furnished by a +competent authority, and probably by the publication of the +delinquent's name, for the benefit of society at large. + +As Aaron read this scandalous article the colour deserted his cheeks, +his hands and mouth trembled, his heart sank within him. What could he +say in his defence? Nothing. The deductions and conclusions were +false, but the story was true. There was but one answer to the +question whether he had perpetrated a domestic fraud, and had brought +up as a Jewess a child whom he had allowed to grow to womanhood in +ignorance of her parentage and rightful faith. This answer would be +fatal, and would give the impress of truth to the entire article. How +could he show himself in public after such an exposure? His intended +appearance at the sale to-morrow must be relinquished: he would be +pointed at with scorn and contempt. Not for him the open paths where +he would meet his fellowman face to face; he must creep through the +byways, close to the wall. It seemed to him as if his life were over. +His head drooped, his arms sank listlessly down, his whole appearance +was that of a man who had received a mortal stroke. + +"It is abominable, abominable!" cried Mr. Moss. "Is there no law to +punish such a slander? Is there no protection for such a man as you?" + +"For such a man as I?" echoed Aaron, sadly. "Ah, my friend, you +forget. There is no grave deep enough for sin and wrong-doing; you may +bury it fathoms deep, but the hour will arrive when the ghost rises +and points at you with accusing hand. The punishment meted out to me +is just." + +"It is not--it is not!" + +"Hush! You will disturb Rachel." + +He stepped softly into the bedroom; Rachel was slumbering, with a +smile on her lips. As he stood by her side, contemplating her sweet +and beautiful face, she awoke. + +"Aaron!" + +"Yes, my life!" + +"Is it late? Has Mr. Moss gone?" + +"He is still here, Rachel. It is quite early." + +She encircled his neck with her arms, and drew him to her. "I have had +such happy dreams, dear love! Some good fortune is going to happen to +us." + +"What would life be without its delusions?" he said, in a sad tone. + +"Do not speak sadly, dear. You have borne up so bravely; you must not +break down now. Come, come--for my sake, love!" + +"For your sake, beloved," he said; and as he spoke the tormenting +demon which had been torturing him lost its power. + +"What made you sad, love?" said Rachel. "Surely not because we are +poor?" + +"No, love; it was not that. But if your dreams should not come true" + +"Why, then," she answered, and her voice was like music in his ears, +"we have faced trouble before, and can face it again. It will make no +difference so long as we are together. Aaron, with you by my side I +would walk barefoot through the world, and bless the gracious Lord +that made me. He is all-merciful and all-powerful, and in Him I put my +trust. To the last, to the last, dear and honoured husband, we will +not lose our trust in Him! Do not be sad again. All will come right--I +feel it will. It is as if a Divine voice is whispering to me." + +When Aaron rejoined his friend the colour had returned to his face, +his step was firmer, his eye brighter. + +"There is an angel in my home," he said. "Let my enemies do their +worst. I am armed against them. Does this article make any change in +our friendship?" + +"It binds me closer to you, Cohen." + +Aaron pressed Mr. Moss's hand. + +"Love and friendship are mine," he said simply. "What more can I +desire?" + + + + + CHAPTER XLVI. + + RETRIBUTION. + + +The following morning Aaron went to the office as usual, and quickly +discovered that the poisoned arrow had found its mark. He was received +with coldness, and the principals of the firm passed his desk without +speaking to him. He observed the older employes whispering together, +and looking at him furtively, avoiding his eye when he returned their +gaze. His mind was soon made up; sending in his name to his employers +he requested an interview with them. Upon entering the private room he +saw upon the table a copy of the paper containing the scandalous +attack; he did not change colour, he thought of Rachel's love, and his +voice was firm and resigned. + +"You have read this article, Mr. Cohen?" said the principal member of +the firm. + +"Yes, sir; I read it last night." + +"And you have come to explain----" + +He interrupted his employer mildly. + +"No, sir; I have not come to explain anything. I am here to tender my +resignation." + +"You save us from a difficulty, Mr. Cohen. It was our intention to +speak to you before the day was over. But still, if the story we have +seen in the paper is not true--if it does not, after all, refer to +you----" + +"The story is true," he said, "and it refers to me." + +"In that case," was the reply, "there is nothing more to be said. We +regret the necessity, but it appears unavoidable. The cashier will pay +you a month's salary in lieu of notice." + +"I can accept only what is due to me," said Aaron; and shortly +afterwards he left the office. + +Not one of his fellow-clerks offered to shake hands with him as he +went away; but the pang he felt was momentary. + +"Patience, patience," he murmured, raising his eyes to heaven. "To Thy +decree, O God, I humbly submit. My punishment is just." + +He did not return home until evening, and then he said nothing to +Rachel of his dismissal. The next day he went out and wandered +aimlessly about the streets, choosing the thoroughfares where he would +be least likely to be recognised. So the days passed, and still he had +not the courage to speak to Rachel. + +"Perhaps in another country," he thought, "I may find rest, and Rachel +and I will be allowed to pass the remainder of our life in peace." + +On Tuesday, in the ensuing week, he went forth, and with bowed head +was walking sadly on, when, with a sudden impulse, he wheeled round in +the direction of his home. The feeling that impelled him to do this +was, that he was behaving treacherously to Rachel in keeping the +secret from her. He would make her acquainted with his disgrace and +dismissal, and never again in his life would he conceal anything from +her knowledge. This resolution gave him the courage he had lacked. + +"It is as if I were losing faith in her," he murmured. "Love has made +me weak where it should have made me strong." + +He hastened his steps, and soon reached his home. As he stood for a +moment at the door of the sitting-room he heard a voice within which +he recognised as that of his old rival, Mr. Poynter, and upon his +entrance he found that gentleman and his wife together. + +Rachel was standing in a dignified attitude, as though in the presence +of an enemy; her face was pale and scornful, and Mr. Poynter was +manifestly ill at ease. Hearing her husband's footsteps she extended +her hand, and taking his, pressed it to her lips. In this position +they must be left for a brief space while an explanation is given of +another incident which was to bear directly upon the scene, and to +bring into it a startling colour. + +Prissy had conducted Mr. Poynter into the presence of her mistress, +and had scarcely done so when she was called down to a lady, who had +inquired for Mr. and Mrs. Cohen. + +"Mr. Cohen is out," said Prissy, "and Mrs. Cohen is engaged." + +"I wish to see them particularly," said the lady, giving Prissy a +card, upon which the name of Mrs. Gordon was engraved. "Are you +Prissy?" + +"Yes, ma'am," Prissy answered in wonder; "but I don't remember ever +having seen you." + +"You have never seen me before," said Mrs. Gordon with a smile, "but I +have heard of you. Can I wait until your mistress's visitor is gone? I +bring good news." + +"You can sit in my room, if you don't mind, ma'am," said Prissy, who +was greatly excited at the promise of good news. + +"Thank you," said Mrs. Gordon; and she followed the servant upstairs +to a room next to that in which Mr. Poynter and Rachel were +conversing, and where, the wall being thin, she could hear every word +that was being spoken in the adjoining apartment. + +"This gentleman," said Rachel to her husband, pointing in the +direction of Mr. Poynter, "has called to see you on business, and has +taken advantage of your absence to offer me a bribe." + +"One moment, Rachel," said Aaron; "let me first hear the nature of Mr. +Poynter's business." + +"I will explain it," said Mr. Poynter. "I have not been fortunate +enough to win Mrs. Cohen's favour, but ladies are not accustomed to +discuss business matters." + +"Did you come here to discuss a business matter with my wife?" +inquired Aaron, calmly. + +"Well, hardly; but as you were absent I thought I might mention the +matter to her." + +"What matter?" + +"The business I came upon," said Mr. Poynter, irritated by Aaron's +composure. "I am ready to hear it, sir." + +"Very well. We will not beat about the bush, but will come straight to +the point. You are down in the world, Mr. Cohen?" + +"Yes, sir; I am, as you say, down in the world." + +"The newspapers," continued Mr. Poynter, "have been saying +uncomplimentary things of you, and I have heard a threat of further +revelations. I considered it my duty--in the interests of truth, Mr. +Cohen--to make your wife acquainted with these public disclosures." + +Rachel pressed her lips again upon Aaron's hand, which she held in a +firm and loving grasp. His face brightened. + +"You have rendered me a service," he said. "Possibly I have you to +thank, also, for the statements which have been made in the papers +concerning me." + +"Possibly," said Mr. Poynter. + +"Nay," said Aaron, "you suggested just now the advisability of not +beating about the bush, and you proclaim that you are here in the +interests of truth. Have I, or have I not, to thank you for this +unfavourable publicity?" + +"I have never shrunk from the truth," replied Mr. Poynter, with a +lofty air, "nor from a duty, however distressing the truth or the duty +might be. Society has to be considered, and we must ignore the feeling +of the individual. I became possessed of certain information, and I +considered it my imperative duty not to withhold it from the public +ear." + +"I thank you. Without further circumlocution I must ask you to come +straight to the business which brings you here." + +"It is very simple, and will put money in your pocket, of which, it +seems to me, you stand in need." + +"I do stand in need of money." + +"Then the matter can be arranged. Some little while since we had a +conversation concerning certain contracts which you were not in a +position to complete." + +"You solicited a transference of those contracts to your firm," said +Aaron, "and I declined to grant your request." + +"You use high-sounding words for one in your position," said Mr. +Poynter, with a frown, "but I will not quarrel with you. You gave the +worst of all bad reasons for your refusal." + +"Whether my reasons were good or bad, you have taken your revenge." + +"God-fearing men do not seek revenge, but justice. To continue. The +firm to which you transferred the most important of these contracts +happens at the present time to need some assistance, and hearing of +it, I offer what it needs. But it appears that you have hampered them, +and that in the deed of transference you expressly stipulate that no +part of the contracts shall be executed by me unless I bind myself to +a scale of wages and hours which you have tabulated." + +"I considered it fair to the men," said Aaron, "and it is as you have +stated." + +"It is my belief," pursued Mr. Poynter, "that the firm will accept my +aid if I adhere to the scale, which I decline to do. I know what is +right, and I will not be dictated to. My business here is to make you +the offer of a sum of money--I will go as far as a hundred pounds--if +you will cancel this stipulation by which my friends are bound. A +hundred pounds is a large sum, Mr. Cohen; it would come in useful to +you just now." + +"It would. It is likely you would increase the sum." + +"Oh, you Jews, you Jews!" exclaimed Mr. Poynter, jocosely, thinking +he had gained his point. "Always on the look-out for the main +chance--always screwing out the last penny. Well, I am not a mean man, +Mr. Cohen. We will say a hundred and twenty." + +Aaron turned to Rachel, and asked, "Is this the bribe you spoke of?" + +"It is not," she replied. "Mr. Poynter will explain it to you in his +own words." + +"I haven't the smallest objection," said Mr. Poynter. "You see, Mr. +Cohen, it is sometimes necessary to put the screw on. Who knows that +better than you? There is a material screw, and a moral screw, in this +particular case. The material screw is money; the moral screw is an +iron safe, of which, as yet, no mention has been made in the +newspapers." + +"Ah!" said Aaron. + +"It is almost a waste of words to speak of it to you, who are so +familiar with the circumstances. This iron safe, it appears, was given +into your charge when you received the infant into your house in +Gosport. You were a pauper at the time, and from that day you +prospered. In a manner of speaking you became suddenly rich. Well, +well, the temptation was too strong for you. You could not resist +opening the safe, and appropriating what it contained--undoubtedly +treasure of some sort in money or jewels. But, Mr. Cohen, there is an +all-seeing Eye." + +"I acknowledge it In the event of my refusing your money, you threaten +to accuse me through the columns of the press of breaking open the +safe and stealing the contents." + +"You have expressed it clearly, Mr. Cohen. The moral screw, you know." + +"And of further blackening my character." + +"It can scarcely be made worse than it is. In the event of your +refusal I shall certainly do my duty." + +"Mr. Poynter," said Aaron, with dignity, "I refuse your offer." + +"It is not enough?" + +"Were you to multiply it a hundred times, it would not be enough." + +Through Aaron's veins ran the sweet approval conveyed in Rachel's +close clasp upon his hand. "You beggar!" exclaimed Mr. Poynter. "You +hypocrite! You defy me?" + +"I do not defy you; I simply tell you to do your worst." + +"It shall be done!" cried Mr. Poynter, furiously. "You are ruined; I +will ruin you still more; I will bring you to your knees; you shall +lie in the gutter and beg for mercy! You paragon of sanctity, all the +world shall know you for what you are!" + +"You can use no harsher words," said Aaron. "Relieve me now of your +presence." + +As he said this the communicating door between the rooms opened, and +Mrs. Gordon appeared on the threshold. + +"Yes, I will go," said Mr. Poynter, but fell back when Mrs. Gordon +advanced. + +"Not yet," she said, and turned to Aaron. "I have a word to say to +this gentleman. Your servant admitted me, and allowed me to wait in +the adjoining apartment till you were disengaged. I have heard all +that has passed between you, and I am thankful for the chance that +enabled me to do so. Mr. Cohen, look upon that man, and mark how +changed he is from braggart to coward. It is not the infamous +falsehoods he has spoken, it is not the cowardly threats to which he +has dared to give utterance in the presence of a lady, that cause him +to shrink, that blanch his face, and bring terror into his eyes. It is +because he sees me stand before him, the woman he betrayed and +deserted long years ago. He believed me dead, driven to death by his +treachery and baseness; he beholds me living, to cover him, if I wish, +with shame and ignominy. Heaven knows I had no desire to seek him, but +Heaven directed me here in a just moment to expose and baffle him. It +is my turn now to threaten, it is my turn to dictate. You unutterable +villain, you shall make some sort of retribution for the infamy of the +past!" + +"Psha!" said Mr. Poynter, with white lips. "Who will believe you? You +have no proofs." + +"I have. God's justice has turned your weapon against yourself. The +safe entrusted to this noble gentleman, and which he delivered to me +intact, untampered with, when I came to claim it, contained no +treasure in money or jewels. When I parted with my child--and yours--I +was too poor to deposit even one silver coin in it, but in its stead I +placed there the letters you wrote to me, in your own hand, signed in +your own name, the name by which you are known. These letters are now +in my possession. How would you stand in the eyes of the world if I +published them, you God-fearing man, with the story attaching to them? +I will do it, as Heaven is my judge, if you do not repair the injury +you have done this gentleman, whom, with all my heart and soul, I +honour and revere. It is him you have to thank that your child has +been reared in honour and virtue. Go! I never wish to look upon your +face again; but as you are a living man I will bring the good name you +falsely bear to the dust if you do not make reparation!" + +As he slunk past her, uttering no word, she held her dress so that it +should not come in contact with him. His power for evil was at an end, +and Aaron had nothing more to fear from his malice. + +Then, after Aaron had introduced her to Rachel, she poured glad +tidings into their ears. She had not sought them earlier, she said, +because she wished first to execute a plan which was in her head +respecting them, and she had also to reconcile Lord Storndale to his +son's marriage with Ruth. Her great wealth had enabled her, after much +labour, to succeed in this endeavour, and Ruth was recognised by her +husband's family. The fortune which Aaron had settled upon Ruth had +not been used in the carrying out of her desire; it was deposited in +the bank, where only Aaron's signature was needed to prove his right +to it. And now she begged them to accompany her; she wished to show +them something, and her carriage was at the door. It conveyed them to +a handsome house in a good neighbourhood, which they supposed to be +Mrs. Gordon's residence. A neatly dressed maid answered the bell, and +to their surprise Mrs. Gordon immediately left them, and saying she +would call on the morrow, drove away before they could reply. The +maid, holding the door open to allow them to enter, handed Aaron a +letter and a packet, both addressed to him. The letter was from Mrs. +Gordon, and upon reading it the mystery was explained. The house had +been purchased by her in the name of Aaron Cohen, and the packet +contained the deeds. "In furnishing the house," Mrs. Gordon wrote, +"Ruth has been the guiding spirit; she knew what was most precious to +you and your dear wife." Aaron's heart throbbed with gratitude as he +and Rachel walked through the rooms, and he saw all the memorials of +their old home which they held most dear. On the walls were the +portrait of himself and the picture of Rachel in the garden in France, +which had been presented to him on the day when all his friends had +assembled to do him honour. Joyful tears ran down Rachel's face as he +described these treasures to her; the love she had lavished on Ruth +met now with its return. In the study Aaron paused, and lifting +something from the table, placed it in Rachel's hands. + +"Your silver-mounted pipe!" she exclaimed. + +"My silver-mounted pipe," he answered. "My life, with this pipe, and +the dear picture of you sitting under the cherry tree, and holding +your dear hand, I can pass my days in perfect happiness and content." + +"O Lord of the Universe," said Rachel, clasping her hands, and raising +her lovely face, "I thank Thee humbly for all Thy goodness to me and +mine!" + + + + + THE END + + + + + * * * * * * +Printed by Hazell, Watson, & Viney, Ld., London and Aylesbury. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Aaron the Jew, by B. L. (Benjamin Leopold) Farjeon + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42972 *** |
