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diff --git a/42499-0.txt b/42499-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5c310c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/42499-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5301 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42499 *** + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=tT4VAAAAQAAJ + (Oxford University) + + + + + + + MIRACLE GOLD. + + + + + + + New Novels at the Libraries. + + * * * * * + + MARVEL. By the Author of "Molly Bawn." 3 vols. + FOR FREEDOM. By TIGHE HOPKINS. 2 vols. + MOLLY'S STORY; a Family History. 3 vols. + AN ADVENTURESS. 2 vols. + LADY STELLA AND HER LOVER. 3 vols. + ONE MAID'S MISCHIEF. By G. M. FENN. 3 vols. + UNCLE BOB'S NIECE. By LESLIE KEITH. 3 vols. + A VOICE IN THE WILDERNESS. By C. FOTHERGILL. 3 vols. + + * * * * * + + WARD & DOWNEY, PUBLISHERS, LONDON. + + + + + + + MIRACLE GOLD. + + + A Novel. + + + + + + BY + + RICHARD DOWLING, + + AUTHOR OF + + "The Mystery of Killard," "The Weird Sisters," + "Tempest Driven," "Under St. Paul's," &c. + + + + + _IN THREE VOLUMES_. + + + VOL. III. + + + + + + LONDON: + + WARD AND DOWNEY, + + 12, YORK STREET, COVENT GARDEN, W.C. + + 1888. + + [_All rights reserved_.] + + + + + + + PRINTED BY + KELLY AND CO., GATE STREET, LINCOLN'S INN FIELDS, + AND KINGSTON-ON-THAMES. + + + + + + + CONTENTS. + + + CHAP. + + XXVII.--New Relatives. + + XXVIII.--Leigh at his Bench. + + XXIX.--Strong Smelling Salts. + + XXX.--Dora Ashton Alone. + + XXXI.--Winding up the Clock. + + XXXII.--The Morning After. + + XXXIII.--Leigh confides in Timmons. + + XXXIV.--The Wrong Man. + + XXXV.--The Ruins. + + XXXVI.--Open Confession. + + XXXVII.--Free. + + XXXVIII.--Doctor Shaw's Verdict. + + XXXIX.--Patient and Nurse. + + XL.--The Two Patients. + + XLI.--Fugitives. + + XLII.--The End. + + + + + + MIRACLE GOLD. + + + + + + + MIRACLE GOLD. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + NEW RELATIVES. + + +When John Hanbury turned his face homeward to Chester Square from +Grimsby Street that evening, the long summer day was at last ended, +and it was dusk. + +He had, before setting out for the country that morning, written a +note to his mother explaining whither he was going, and left it with +the document she had given him the night before. He wound up his note +by telling her he was still, even after the night, so confused and +hurried in his thoughts that he would make no comment on the discovery +except that it was one of the most extraordinary that had ever +befallen man. He was going into the country to find what confirmation +he could, if any, of the marvellous tale. + +On getting back to London he had had a strange meeting with his +mother. Both were profoundly moved, and each, out of mercy to the +other, affected to be perfectly calm, and fell to discussing the new +aspect of affairs as though the news into which they had just come was +no more interesting than the ordinary surprises that awaken interest +once a week in the quietest family. Beyond an embrace of more warmth +and endurance than usual, there was no sign that anything very unusual +had occurred since their last meeting. Then Mrs. Hanbury sat down, and +her son, as was his custom when excited, walked up and down the room +as he told his Derbyshire experience. + +"In a few hours," he went on, after some introductory sentences, "I +found out all that is to be found out about the Graces near their +former place, Gracedieu. It exactly corresponds with all my father +says. The story of Kate Grace's disappearance and marriage to a +foreign nobleman (by the tradition he is French), is still told in the +place, and the shop in which her father formerly carried on his +business in wool can still be pointed out, unaltered after a hundred +and thirty years. There is Gracedieu itself, a small house in a +garden, such as a man who had made money in trade in a country town +would retire to. There is also the tradition that Grace, the wool +dealer, did not make his money in trade, but came into it through his +rich son-in-law, whose name is not even guessed at, the people there +being content as a rule to describe him as a foreigner, while those +who pride themselves on their accuracy, call him a Frenchman, and the +entirely scrupulous say he was a French count." + +"And do these Graces still live at Gracedieu, John?" + +"No, mother. They left it years ago--generations ago. And now I want +to tell you a thing almost as incredible as the subject of my father's +letter. No longer since than yesterday I met, in London, the +representative of these Graces, the only surviving descendant." + +"That is truly astonishing," said Mrs. Hanbury. "Yesterday was a day +of wonders." + +"A day of miracles," said the young man thoughtfully. + +For the first time in his life he had a secret from his mother, and he +was at this moment in doubt as to whether he should impart to her, or +not, all the circumstances of his going to Grimsby Street yesterday. +He had no inclination to speak now of the quarrel or disagreement with +Dora. That incident no longer occupied a front and illumined position +in his mind. It was in a dim background, a quiet twilight. + +"How did you come across them? What are they like?" + +"I came across them quite by accident. It is much too long a tale to +tell now. Indeed, it would take hours to tell fully, and I want not to +lose any time at present." + +"As you please, John. This is a day when wonders come so quick that we +lose all sense of their importance. Tell me just what you like. I am +only concerned about one thing." + +"And what is that, mother?" He asked in a troubled voice. He was +afraid she was about to make some reference to Dora. + +"That you do not allow yourself to become too excited or carried +away," she said, with pleading solicitude. + +He kissed her, and said cheerfully: "Trust me, mother, I am not going +to lose my head or knock myself up. Well, when I met Mrs. and Miss +Grace yesterday----" + +"Oh, the representatives are women?" + +"Yes, mother, and gentlewomen too; though I should think far from well +off----" + +"If," said Mrs. Hanbury promptly, "narrow circumstances are all the +drawback they labour under that could be soon put right." + +"God bless you, my good mother," cried the son with affectionate +pride. "Well, when I saw them yesterday in their place in Grimsby +Street I had, of course, no notion whatever that they were in any way +related to us. I took no particular notice of them beyond observing +that they were ladies. The strangest thing about them is that the +younger is--is----" He hesitated, not knowing how much of yesterday's +events must come out. + +"What?" said the mother with a smile. + +"Is, as I said, a perfect lady." + +"Yes; but why do you hesitate?" + +"Well, mother, I don't know how to put it," he laughed lightly, and +coloured impatiently at his own blundering stupidity. + +"I will help you. That the younger is fifty, wears corkscrew curls, +and teaches the piano in that awful Grimsby Street. Never mind, John, +I am not afraid of an old maid, even if you are." + +"Good heavens! I don't mean that, mother! I'll put it in this way. It +is not to say that there is a strong likeness, but, if you saw Miss +Grace, you would be prepared to swear it was Miss Ashton." + +"What? So like Dora Ashton! Then, indeed, she must be not only +ladylike but a beauty as well." + +"The two would be, I think, quite indistinguishable to the eye, +anyway. The voices are not the same." + +"Now, indeed, you do interest me. And was it because of this +extraordinary resemblance you sought the young lady's acquaintance?" + +"Well, as I said, it is too long a story, much too long a story to +tell now. I did not seek the lady's acquaintance. A man who knew us +both, and whom I met yesterday by accident, was so struck by the +similarity between Miss Ashton and Miss Grace that he insisted upon my +going with him to the house of this Mrs. Grace." + +"Oh, I understand. You were at Mrs. Ashton's Thursday, met some man +there, and he carried you off. Upon my word you seem to be in a whirl +of romances," she said gaily. + +"That was not exactly the way the thing arose. The man who introduced +me was at Ashton's, but we shall have the whole story out another +day." + +"Then what do you think of doing now? You seem in a great hurry." + +"I'm not, mother, in a great hurry anywhere in particular. + +"You, of course, are wishing to run away to Curzon street?" + +"No. They are not at home this evening. Mrs. Ashton said they were to +dine at Byngfield's. I am in a hurry, but in a hurry nowhere. I am +simply in a blaze of excitement, as you may imagine." He paused, and +wiped his forehead with his handkerchief. The worst was over. There +had been a reference to Dora and no explanation, a thing he wished to +avoid at any expense just now. There had been a statement that he had +met the Graces, and no mention of Leigh. His mind had been in a wild +whirl. He had in the first burst of his interview with his mother +magnified to himself the unpleasant episodes of yesterday, as far as +Leigh was concerned at all events. Now he was more at rest. He had got +breathing space, and he could between this and the next reference +decide upon the course he should pursue in that most uncomfortable +affair. There would be ample excuse for almost any irregularity on his +part with regard to her in the amazing news which had come upon him. +His mind was calmer and more unclouded now. + +"Well, perhaps if you talk to me a while you may grow cooler. Tell me +anything you like or nothing. You will wear yourself out, John, if you +don't take care. To judge from your father's letter to you he attached +on practical importance to the secret it contained, to the only object +he had in communicating it was to keep you still. It has had so far an +effect the very opposite of what he desired." + +"I know I am very excitable. I will try to be more calm. Let me see. +What can we talk about? Of course I can neither think nor speak about +anything which does not bear on the disclosure." + +"Tell me then what you heard of the Graces in Derbyshire, and why you +think them not well off. That may have a practical use, and will take +your mind off your own place in the affair." + +"Oh! yes. Well, you see Castleton isn't a very big place, and Mr. +Coutch is the most important professional man in it, so I found my way +to him, and he told me he had been making inquiries for a widow and +her granddaughter who lived in London, and I asked where they lived +and so on, and found out that Mrs. Grace who was making the inquiries +was the very Mrs. Grace I had met yesterday. I told Coutch that I was +the person he was looking for, that I represented the other branch of +the Grace family, and that I was most anxious to befriend my relatives +by giving them what information they might desire. I did not say +anything to him about the Polish affair, or the man whom Kate Grace +had married, beyond informing Coutch that he had not been a French +nobleman, and that I was a descendant of that marriage. + +"Then he told me he feared from what his London correspondent had +written him that the Graces were in distress, or anyway were far from +well off, as Mrs. Grace had lately lost a large sum of money, and Miss +Grace every penny she had in the world. His correspondent said he +thought the only object of the inquiry was to find out if by any +chance there might be ever so remote a chance of tracing the other +branch of the family with a view to finding out if by will or failure +of that line some property might remain to those who bore the name of +Grace, and were direct in the line of the wool-dealer of the +eighteenth century. I then told him that I was not either exactly poor +or rich, and that I would be most happy to do anything in my power for +my distant relatives. He said that there was not even a trace of +property in his neighbourhood to which either of the branches had the +shadow of a claim, as Gracedieu had generations ago passed away from +the family by sale, and they had never owned anything else there." + +"I am delighted you told this man we would be happy to be of any use +we could to this poor old lady, and her granddaughter. Of course, +John, in this case you must not do anything in which I am not a +sharer. All I have will be yours legally one day, and in the mean time +is yours with my whole heart and soul. Apart altogether from my desire +to aid in this matter because these people are your people, it would, +of course, be my duty to do so, because they are your dead father's +people. You own you are restless. Why not go to them and tell them +all? Say they have friends and well-wishers in us, and that I will +call upon them to-morrow." + +So mother and son parted, and he went to Grimsby Street. He had left +Chester Square in a comparatively quiet state of mind, but as he drove +in the hansom his imagination took fire once more, and when he found +himself in Mrs. Grace's sitting-room he was highly excited. + +When he returned to Chester Square he sought his mother's room. He +found her sitting alone in the twilight. In a hasty way he described +the interview between himself, Mrs. and Miss Grace, and said he had +conveyed his mother's promise of a visit the next day. + +Then he said: "Do you know, I think we had better keep all this to +ourselves?" + +"I am glad, my son, you are of that opinion. Up to this I have spoken +to no one, not even to your aunt Preston or Sir Edward, who were here +to-day. I don't remember ever having heard that the Hanburys were +related to people called Grace, and I suppose if I did not hear it, no +one among our friends did. I hope you cautioned Mrs. and Miss Grace. +But, remember, John, this is not wholly our secret. It is theirs quite +as much, if not more, than ours. All we can do for the present is to +keep our own tongues quiet." + +"I am sure you will like Mrs. and Miss Grace. They are very quiet +people and took my news very well. Good news or news of this kind +tries people a great deal more than calamitous news. They seem to be +simple and well-bred." + +"Well, when people are simple and well-bred, and good-natured, and not +selfish----" + +"I think they are all that," he interjected. + +"There is no merit in getting on with them. The only thing to consider +John, is, will they get on with me? Am I to be got on with by them?" + +"Why, my mother would get on with the most disagreeable women ever +known." + +"Yes, but then these two may not be the most disagreeable. At all +events I'll do my best. Do you intend staying in or are you going to +the club or to Curzon Street?" + +"The Curzon Street people are dining out at Byngfields' as I told you +earlier in the day. I am too restless to stay in the house and the +club seems too trivial for an evening like this. I think I'll go out +and walk to that most delightful of all places." + +"Where is that?" + +"Nowhere in particular. I am too tired and excited to decide upon +anything to-night. I'll just go for a stroll and think about nothing +at all. I'll say good night, as I may not be back early." + +And so mother and son parted. + +He left the house. It was almost dark. He wandered on in an easterly +direction, not caring or heeding where he went. He tried to keep his +mind from hurrying by walking at a leisurely rate, and he tried to +persuade himself he was thinking of nothing by employing his eyes +actively on all things that came his way as he strolled along. But +this device was only an attempt and scarcely a sincere attempt. + +"A king," he would think, insensibly holding his head high, "one of my +people, my great grandfather's grandfather, has been king of an old +monarchy and millions of men. It is a long time ago, no doubt, but +what does all blood pride itself upon if not former splendours? A +king! And the king of no miserable Balkan state or Christian fragment +of the Turkish empire, but a king of an ancient and powerful state +which stood powerful and stubborn in the heart of fierce, military, +warlike Europe and held its own! Poniatowski was no doubt an elected +king, but so were the others, and he was a Lithuanian nobleman before +he became King. The kingdom over which he ruled exists no longer +except in history, and even if the infamous partitions had never taken +place and Stanislaus had owned his English marriage and taken his +English family with him, I should have no more claim to the throne +than to that of the Queen. But I am the lineal descendant of a king +who reigned for a generation, and neither the malignity of to-day nor +the lies of history can destroy that fact. + +"Still the whole thing is, of course, only moonshine now, and if I +went to Lithuania, to Wolczyn itself, they would laugh at my +pretensions. The family estates and honours had been vapourized before +that last of the Poniatowskis fell under Napoleon. So my father +asserts, and he took some trouble to enquire. Therefore, no doubt it +would be best to keep the whole thing secret. But can we?" + +He put the thought away from him as having no immediate urgency. It +would be best for him to think of nothing at all, but to watch the gas +lamps and the people and the cabs and carriages hurrying through the +free air of England. + +But Dora? What of Dora? Dora had said good night to him and then good +bye. He had behaved badly, shamefully, no doubt. There was no excuse +for him or for any man allowing himself to be carried away by temper +in speaking to a lady, above all in speaking to a lady whom he thought +and intended to make his wife. Could Dora ever forgive him? It was +more than doubtful. If she did, what assurance had he for the future? +How would Dora take this discovery about the husband of Kate Grace in +the eighteenth century? She would think little or nothing about it. +She had no respect for hereditary honours or for old blood. She judged +all men by their deeds and by their deeds alone. Hence she had +tolerated him, doubtless, when she believed him to be no more than the +son of a City merchant possessing some abilities. She had tolerated +him! It was intolerable to be tolerated! And by the woman he intended +asking to be his wife. + +He had asked her to be his wife and she had hung back because he had +not yet done anything important, had not yet even taken up a +well-defined position in politics. + +If he told her to-night that he was descended from Stanislaus II. King +of Poland she would not be impressed ever so little. He did not attach +much importance to his old Lithuanian blood or the transient gleam of +kingship which had shone upon his race. But there was, in spite of +Dora, something in these things after all, or all the world was wrong. + +Dora was really too matter-of-fact. No doubt the rank is but the +guinea stamp and the man is the gold for all that. But in our complex +civilization the stamp is very convenient; it saves the trouble of +assaying and weighing every piece of yellow metal we are offered as +gold, and Burns himself, in his letters at least, shows anything but +this fierce democratic spirit. Why Burns' letters erred the other way, +and were full of sickening tuft-hunting and sycophancy. + +What a marvellous likeness there was between the appearance of those +two young girls. Now, if anyone had said there was a remote cousinship +between the girls all who saw would say cousinship! Sisterhood! No +twins could be more alike. And yet the resemblance was only +accidental. + +He would like to see them together and compare them. + +Like to see them together? Should he? + +Well, no. + +Dora was generous, there was no question of that; and she was not +disposed to be in the least jealous. But she could scarcely help +wondering how he felt towards another girl who was physically her +counterpart and seemed to think more of blood and race. + +It might occur to Dora to look at the likeness between herself and his +cousin Edith in this way: To me John Hanbury is merely a young man of +promising ability, who may if he likes forward causes in which I take +a great interest. I sometimes cross him and thwart him, but then he is +my lover, and, though I despise rank, I am his social superior in +England now anyway. How would it be with him if this young girl whose +appearance is so like mine cares' for him, apart from his abilities +and possible usefulness in causes interesting to me, and sets great +store by noble race and royal blood? + +That would be an inquiry upon which Dora might not care to enter. Or +it might be she would not care? Might it be she was glad to say +good-bye? + +"Perhaps Dora has begun to think she made a mistake in listening to me +at all. After yesterday and my cowardly weakness and vacillation +during the afternoon, and my unpardonable outburst after dinner, she +may not care to send me away from her because she pities me! Good God! +am I going to marry a woman who pities me? + +"I will put Dora away from my thoughts for the present. + +"The Graces must come to live with us, that's certain. + +"Fancy that odious dwarf and Dora pitying me! I cannot bear the +thought! I could not breathe five minutes in an atmosphere of pity. +There are good points in my character, but I must take care of them or +they might deteriorate into baseness. I must take care of myself, +beware of myself. I am not perfect, I am not very vile. I should like +to be a god. Let me try." + +He had told his mother he was going Nowhere in particular. It was +quite plain his reflections were bringing him no nearer to Curzon +Street. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + LEIGH AT HIS BENCH. + + +Tom Stamer was afraid of only two people, namely, John Timmons and the +policeman. Of both he had experience. In his fear of Timmons were +mingled love and admiration. No such diluting sentiments qualified his +feelings towards the guardians of law and order. He had "done time," +and he did not want to do it again. He was a complete stranger to +anything like moral cowardice. He had never even heard of that +weakness by that name. He was a burglar and a thief without any code +at all, except that he would take anything he wished to take, and he +would die for John Timmons. He did not look on dying as a very serious +thing. He regarded imprisonment as a monstrous calamity, out of all +proportion to any other. He would not go out of his way to kill a +policeman, but if one stood in his way he would kill him with as +little compunction and as much satisfaction as a terrier kills a rat. +If up to the present his hands were clean of blood, it was because +shedding it had never seemed to him at once expedient and safe. If he +were made absolute king he would like to gather all the police of the +kingdom into a yard with high walls and shoot them from a safe +balcony. + +Although his formulated code was limited to the two articles mentioned +above, certain things he had not done wore the air of virtue. He never +quarrelled with any man, he never ill-treated his wife, he never +cheated anyone. When drunk he was invariably amiable and good-natured, +and gave liberally to others. He was a completely loyal friend, and an +enemy all the more merciless and horrible because he was without +passion. + +He had little or no mind, but he was on that account the more terribly +steadfast. Once he had resolved upon a thing nothing could divert +him from trying to accomplish it. His was one of those imperfect, +half-made intellects that are the despair of philanthropists. You +could do nothing whatever with him; he could rob and murder you. If he +had all those policemen in that high-walled court he would not have +inflicted any torture upon them. He would have shot them with his own +hand merely to make sure the race was extirpated. His fidelity was +that of an unreasoning beast. He knew many men of his own calling, and +by all of them he was looked upon as being the most mild and true, and +dangerous and deadly burglar in London. He was morally lower than the +lowest of the uncorrupted brutes. + +Stamer had made up his mind that Oscar Leigh was in league with the +police, and that this postponement of buying the gold from Timmons was +merely part of some subtle plan to entrap Timmons and himself. + +This conviction was his way of deciding upon taking Oscar Leigh's +life. He did not even formulate the dwarfs death to himself. He had +simply decided that Leigh meant to entrap Timmons in the interest of +Scotland Yard. Timmons and himself were one. + +Wait a week indeed, and be caught in a trap! Not he! Business was +business, and no time was to be lost. + +When he left Tunbridge Street that morning, he made straight for +Chelsea. This was a class of business which did not oblige him to keep +his head particularly clear. He would lay aside his ordinary avocation +until this affair was finished. The weather was warm, so he turned +into a public-house in the Vauxhall Bridge Road and sat down at a +table to think the matter over while cooling and refreshing himself +with a pint of beer. + +One thing puzzled him. How was it that the dwarf pretended to be with +Timmons half-a-mile away, at the time he himself, and half-a-dozen +other men who knew Leigh's appearance thoroughly, saw him as plain as +the sun at noonday winding up his clock at the second floor window of +the house opposite the Hanover? There could, of course, not be the +least doubt that Timmons had been deceived, imposed upon in some way. +But how was it done? Timmons knew the dwarf well, knew his figure, +which could not easily be mistaken, and knew his voice also. They had +met several times before Timmons even broached the gold difficulty to +him. Leigh had told Timmons that he was something of a magician. That +he could do things no other man could do. That he had hidden knowledge +of metals, and so on, and could do things no other man living could do +with metals, and that he had books of fortune-telling and magic and +the stars, and so on. + +Stamer's education had been neglected. He had read little, and knew +nothing of magic and these things, but he had heard it was only +foolishness. Timmons was an honourable man and wouldn't lie. He had +said the plan of getting rid of the gold was to be that Leigh was to +pretend to make it and sell it openly or with very little secrecy. +That was a good notion if Leigh could persuade people he made it. +Unfortunately gold could not be run into sovereigns. It had to be +stamped cold and that could only be managed by machinery. + +Well, anyway, if this man, this Leigh, knew a lot of hidden things he +might know a lot about chloroform and laudanum and other drugs he +heard much about but that did not come in his way of business. Leigh +might know of or have invented something more sudden and powerful than +chloroform and have asked Timmons to smell a bottle, or have waved a +handkerchief in Timmons's face, and Timmons might have there and then +gone off into a sleep and dreamed all he believed about the walk at +midnight and the church clock. + +That looked a perfectly reasonable and complete explanation. In fact +it was the explanation and no other was needed. This was simplicity +itself. + +But what was the object of this hocussing of Timmons, and, having +hocussed the man, why didn't he rob him of the gold he had with him, +or call the police? That was a question of nicer difficulty and would +require more beer and a pipe. So far he was getting on famously, doing +a splendid morning's work. + +He made himself comfortable with his tobacco and beer and resumed +where he had left off. + +The reason why the dwarf didn't either take the gold or hand over +Timmons to the police was because he hadn't all he wanted. When he got +Timmons asleep he left him somewhere and went back to wind his clock +just to show he wasn't up to anything. What was it Timmons hadn't? +Why, papers, of course. Timmons hadn't any papers about Stamer or any +of them, and the only thing Leigh would have against Timmons, if he +gave him up then, would be the gold, out of which by itself they could +make nothing! That was the whole secret! Leigh knew the time when +Timmons would come to his senses to a minute, and had him out in the +street half a mile from the house before he knew where he was. + +If confirmation of this theory were required had not Timmons told him +that Leigh carried a silver bottle always with him, and that he was +ever sniffing up the contents of the bottle? Might not he carry +another bottle the contents of which, when breathed even once, were +more powerful, ten times more powerful, than chloroform? + +This explanation admitted of no doubt or even question. But if a +clincher were needed, was it not afforded by what he had heard the +landlord and frequenters of the Hanover say last night about this +man's clock? They said that when the clock was wound up by night the +winding up _always_ took place in the half hour between midnight and +half-past twelve, and furthermore that on no occasion but one, and +that one when Leigh was out of town, that one and singular occasion +being the night before his visit to the Hanover, had a soul but the +dwarf been seen in the clock room or admitted to it. + +This affair must be looked after at once. It admitted of no delay. He +would go to the Hanover and early enough to try some of their rum hot, +of which he had heard such praises last night. + +This was the substance of Stamer's thinking, though not the words of +his thought. + +On his way to Chetwynd Street he thought: + +"He wants to get evidence against Timmons, and he wants to get +evidence against _me_ for the police. If he doesn't get it from +Timmons pockets next Thursday, he'll get it some other way soon, and +then Timmons and I will be locked up. That must be prevented. He is +too clever for an honest, straightforward man like Timmons. It isn't +right to have a man like that prying into things and disturbing +things. It isn't right, and it isn't fair, and it must be stopped, and +it shall be stopped soon, or my name isn't Tom Stamer. I may make +pretty free in this get-up. It belonged to a broken-down bailiff, and +I think I look as like a broken-down bailiff as need be. When Timmons +didn't guess who I was, I don't think anyone else will know, even if I +met a dozen of the detectives." + +He was in no hurry. He judged it to be still early for the Hanover. He +wanted to go there when people were in the private bar, some time +about the dinner hour would be the best part of the day for his +purpose, and it was now getting near that time. + +When he reached Welbeck Place he entered the private bar of the +Hanover, and perching himself by the counter opposite the door, on one +of the high stools, asked for some rum hot. There was no one in this +compartment. The potman served him. As a rule Williams himself +attended to the private compartment, but he was at present seated on a +chair in the middle of the bar, reading a newspaper. He looked up on +the entrance of Stamer, and seeing only a low-sized man, in very seedy +black, and wearing blue spectacles, he called out to Tom to serve the +gentleman. + +Mr. Stamer paid for his steaming rum, tasted it, placed the glass +conveniently at his right elbow, lit his pipe, and stretched himself +to show he was quite at his ease, about to enjoy himself, and in no +hurry. Then he took off his blue spectacles, and while he wiped the +glasses very carefully, looked around and about him, and across the +street at the gable of Forbes's bakery, with his naked eyes. + +He saw with satisfaction that Oscar Leigh was sitting at the top +window opposite, working away with a file on something held in a +little vice fixed on his clockmaker's bench. + +Oscar Leigh, at his bench in the top room of Forbes's bakery, +overlooking Welbeck Place, was filing vigorously a bar of brass held +in a little vice attached to the bench. He was unconscious that anyone +was watching him. He was unconscious that the file was in his hand, +and that the part of the bar on which he was working gradually grew +flatter and flatter beneath the fretting rancour of the file. He was +at work from habit, and thinking from habit, but his inattention to +the result of his mechanical labour was unusual, and the thoughts +which occupied him were far away from the necessities of his craft. + +When he put the rod in the vice, and touched its dull yellow skin into +glittering ribs and points sparkling like gold, he had had a purpose +in his mind for that rod. Now he had shaved it down flat, and the rod +and the purpose for which it had been intended were forgotten. The +brazen dust lay like a new-fallen Dan√§e shower upon the bench before +him, upon his grimy hands, upon his apron. He was watching the +delicate sparkling yellow rain as it fell from the teeth of inexorable +steel. + +Oscar Leigh was thinking of gold--Miracle Gold. + +Stamer had resumed his blue spectacles. He was furtively watching out +of the corners of his eyes behind the blue glasses the man at the +window above. He too was thinking of a metal, but not of the regal, +the imperial yellow monarch of the Plutonian realms, but of a livid, +dull, deadly, poisonous metal--lead, murderous lead. + +The gold-coloured dust fell from the dwarf's file like a thin, +down-driven spirt of auriferous vapour. + +"Miracle Gold," he thought, "Miracle Gold. All gold is Miracle Gold +when one tests it by that only great reagent, the world. The world, +the world. In my Miracle Gold there would be found an alloy of copper +and silver. Yes, a sad and poisonous alloy. Copper is blood-red, and +silver is virgin white, and gold is yellow, a colour between the two, +and infinitely more precious than they, the most precious of all +metals is gold. + +"The men who sought for the elixir of life sought also for the +philosopher's stone. They placed indefinite prolongation of life and +transmutation of the baser metals into gold side by side in +importance. And all the time they were burying in their own graves +their own little capital of life; they were missing all the gold of +existence! + +"They ceaselessly sought for endless life and found nothing but the +end of the little life which had been given them! They ceaselessly +sought to make gold while gold was being made all round them in +prodigal profusion! They seared up their eyes with the flames of +furnaces and the fumes of brass, to make another thing the colour of +flame, the colour of brass! Was there no gold made by the sunlight or +the motion of men's hearts? + +"I cannot make this Miracle Gold. I can pretend to make it and put the +fruit of violence and rapine abroad as fruit of the garden of the +Hesperides. The world will applaud the man who has climbed the wall +and robbed the garden of the Hesperides, providing that wall is not in +London, or England, or the British Empire. + +"I am not thinking of making this gold for profit; but for fame; for +fame or infamy? + +"I am in no want of money, as the poor are in want of money, and I do +not value money as the rich value it. From my Miracle Gold I want the +fame of the miracle not the profit of the gold. But why should I +labour and run risk for the philosopher's stone, when I am not greedy +of pelf? For the distinction. For the glory. + +"Mine is a starved life and I must make the food nature denies me. + +"But is this food to be found in the crucible? or on the filter? + +"I am out of gear with life, but that is no reason why I should invent +a dangerous movement merely to set me going in harmony with something +that is still more out of gear with life. + +"The elixir of life is not what is poured into life, but what is +poured out of it. We are not rich by what we get, but by what we give. +Tithonus lived until he prayed for death. + +"And Midas starved. He would have given all the gold in the world for +a little bread and wine or for the touch of a hand that did not harden +on his shoulder. + +"Here is a golden shower from this brass bar. + +"Miracle Gold! Miracle Gold does not need making at my hands. It is +made by the hands of others for all who will stretch forth their hands +and take it. It is ready made in the palm of every hand that touches +yours in friendship. It is the light of every kindly eye. + +"It is on the lips of love for lovers. + +"One touch of God's alchemy could make it even in the breast of a +hunchback if it might seem sweet to one of God's angels to find it +there!" + +He dropped the file, swept the golden snow from the bench, rose and +shook from his clothes the shower of golden sparks of brass. Then he +worked his intricate way deftly through the body of the clock and +locking the door of the clock-room behind him, descended the stairs +and crossed Welbeck Place to the Hanover public house. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + STRONG SMELLING SALTS. + + +Stamer had by this time been provided with a second glass of the +Hanover's famous rum hot. Mr. Williams the proprietor was still +immersed in his newspaper, although Stamer's implied appreciation of +the hot rum, in the order of a second glass, had almost melted the +host into the benignity of conversation with the shabby-looking +stranger. On the appearance of the dwarf, Williams rose briskly from +his chair and greeted the new-comer cordially. Stamer did not stir +beyond drawing back a little on his stool. Out of his blue spectacles +he fixed a steady and cat-like gaze upon Leigh. + +"How warm the weather keeps," said Leigh, climbing to the top of a +stool, with his back to the door of the compartment and directly +opposite Stamer. "Even at the expense of getting more dust than I can +manage well with, I think I must leave my window open," pointing +upwards to the clock-room. "The place is suffocating. Hah! +Suffocating." + +"Why don't you get a fine muslin blind and then you could leave the +window open, particularly if you wet the blind." + +"There's something in that, Mr. Williams; there's a great deal in what +you say, Mr. Williams. But, you see, the water would dry off very soon +in this broiling weather, and then the dust would come through. But if +I soaked the blind in oil, a non-drying oil, it would catch all the +dust and insects. Dust is as bad for my clock as steel filings from a +stone are for the lungs of a Sheffield grinder. Hah! Yes, I must get +some gauze and steep it in oil. Would you lend me the potman for a few +minutes? He would know what I want and I am rather tired for +shopping." + +"Certainly, with pleasure, Mr. Leigh. Here, Binns, just put on your +coat and run on an errand for Mr. Leigh, will you." + +The potman who was serving the only customer in the public bar +appeared, got his instructions and money from the clock-maker and +skipped off with smiling alacrity. The little man was open-handed in +such matters. + +"Yes; the place is bad enough in the daytime," went on Leigh as he was +handed a glass of shandy-gaff, "but at night when the gas is lighted +it becomes choking simply." + +"It's a good job you haven't to stay there long at night. No more than +half-an-hour with the gas on." + +"Yes, about half-an-hour does for winding up. But then I sometimes +come there when you are all in bed. I often get up in the middle of +the night persuaded something has gone wrong. I begin to wonder if +that clock will get the better of me and start doing something on its +own account." + +"It's twice too much to have on your mind all by yourself. Why don't +you take in a partner?" asked Williams sympathetically, "or," he +added, "give it up altogether if you find it too much for you?" If +Leigh gave up his miserable clock, Leigh and Williams might do +something together. The two great forces of their minds might be +directed to one common object and joined in one common fame. + +"Partner! Hah!" cried Leigh sharply, "and have all my secrets blown +upon in twenty-four hours." Then he added significantly. "The only man +whom I would allow into that room for a minute should be deaf and dumb +and a fool." + +"And not able to read or write," added Williams with answering +significance. + +"And not able to read or write," said the dwarf, nodding his head to +Williams. + +The publican stood a foot back from the counter and expanded his chest +with pride at the thought of being trusted by the great little man +with the secret of the strange winder of two nights ago. Then he +added, by way of impressing on Leigh his complete trustworthiness +respecting the evening which was not to be spoken of, "By-the-way Mr. +Leigh, we saw you wind up last night, sure enough." + +"Oh yes, I saw you. I nodded to you." + +"Yes, at ten minutes past twelve by my clock, a quarter past twelve by +my watch; for I looked, Mr. Leigh. You nodded. I told the gentlemen +here how wonderfully particular you were about time, and how your +clock would go right to a fraction of a second. If I am not mistaken +this gentleman was here. Weren't you here, sir?" Williams said, +addressing Stamer for the first time, but without moving from where he +stood. + +"I happened to be here at the time, and I saw the gentleman at the +window above," said Stamer in a meek voice. + +Then a remarkable thing happened. + +The partition between the private bar and the public bar was about six +feet high. Just over the dwarf's head a pair of long thin hands +appeared on the top of the partition, and closed on it with the +fingers pointing downward. Then very slowly and quite silently a +round, shabby, brown hat stole upwards over the partition, followed by +a dirty yellow-brown forehead, and last of all a pair of gleaming blue +eyes that for a moment looked into the private bar, and then silently +the eyes, the forehead, and the hat, sank below the rail, and finally +the hands were withdrawn from the top of the partition. From the +moment of the appearance of the hands on the rail until they left it +did not occupy ten seconds. + +No one in the private bar saw the apparition. + +"Well," said Leigh, who showed no disposition to include Stamer in the +conversation, "I can have a breath of air to-night when I am winding +up. I am free till then. I think I'll go and look after that mummy. +Oh! here's Binns with the muslin. Thank you, Binns, this will do +capitally." + +He took the little silver flask out of his pocket, and poured a few +drops from it into his hand and sniffed it up, and then made a noisy +expiration. + +"Very refreshing. Very refreshing, indeed. I know I needn't ask you, +Williams. I know you never touch it. You have no idea of how +refreshing it is." + +The smell of eau-de-cologne filled the air. + +Stamer watched the small silver flask with eyes that blazed balefully +behind the safe screen of his blue glasses. + +"Would you oblige me," he said in a timid voice, holding out his hand +as he spoke. + +Leigh was in the act of returning the tiny flask to his waistcoat +pocket. He arrested it a moment, and then let it fall in out of sight, +saying sharply: "You wouldn't like it, sir. Very few people do like +it. You must be used to it." + +Stamer's suspicions were now fully roused. This was the very drug +Leigh had used with Timmons. It produced little or no effect on the +dwarf, for as he explained, he was accustomed to it, but on a man who +had never inhaled it before the effect would be instant, and long and +complete insensibility. "I should like very much to try. I can stand +very strong smelling salts." + +"Oh! indeed. Can you? Then you would like to try some strong smelling +salts?" said Leigh with a sneer as he scornfully surveyed the shabby +man who had got off his stool and was standing within a few feet of +him. "Well, I have no more in the flask. That was the last drop, but I +have some in this." Out of his other waistcoat pocket he took a small +glass bottle with a ground cap and ground stopper. He twisted off the +cap and loosened the stopper. "This is very strong, remember." + +"All right." If he became insensible here and at this time it would do +no harm. There was plenty of help at hand, and nothing at stake, not +as with Timmons last night in that house over the way. + +"Snuff up heartily," said the dwarf, holding out the bottle towards +the other with the stopper removed. + +Stamer leaned on one of the high stools with both his hands, and put +his nose over the bottle. With a yell he threw his arms wildly into +the air and fell back on the floor as if he were shot. + +Williams sprang up on the counter and cried: "What's this! He isn't +dead?" in terror. + +The potman flew over the counter into the public bar, and rushed into +the private compartment. + +The solitary customer in the public bar drew himself up once more and +stared at the prostrate man with round blue eyes. + +Leigh laughed harshly as he replaced the stopper and screwed on the +cap. + +"Dead! Not he! He's all right! He said he could stand strong salts. I +gave him the strongest ammonia. That's all." + +The potman had lifted Stamer from the ground, propped him against the +wall and flung half a bottle of water over his head. + +Stamer recovered himself instantly. His spectacles were in pieces on +the floor. He did not, considering his false beard and whiskers, care +for any more of the potman's kindnesses. He stooped, picked up his hat +and walked quickly out of the Hanover. + +"I like to see a man like that," said Leigh, calmly blowing a dense +cloud of cigar-smoke from his mouth and nodding his head in the +direction Stamer had taken. + +"You nearly killed the man," said Williams, dropping down from the +counter inside the bar and staring at Leigh with frightened eyes that +looked larger than usual owing to the increased pallor of his face. + +"Pooh! Nonsense! That stuff wouldn't kill anyone unless he had a weak +heart or smashed his head in his fall. I got it merely to try the +effect of it combined with a powerful galvanic battery, on the nasal +muscles of my mummy. Now, if that man were dead we'd get him all right +again in a jiffy with one sniff of it. I was saying I like a man like +him. You see, he was impudent and intruded himself on me when he had +no right to do anything of the kind, and he insisted on smelling my +strong salts. Well, he had his wish, and he came to grief, and he +picked himself up, or rather Binns picked him up, and he never said +anything but went away. He knew he was in the wrong, and he knew he +got worsted, and he simply walked away. That is the spirit which makes +Englishmen so great all the world over. When they are beaten they +shake hands and say no more about the affair. That's true British +pluck." Leigh blew another dense cloud of smoke in front of him and +looked complacently at Williams. + +"Well," said the publican in a tone of doubt, "he didn't exactly shake +hands, you know. He does look a bit down in the world, seems to me an +undertaker's man out of work, but I rather wonder he didn't kick up a +row. Many another man would." + +"A man of any other nationality would, but not a Britisher. If, +however, you fancy the poor chap is out of work and he comes back and +grumbles about the thing, give him half-a-sovereign from me." + +"Mr. Leigh, I must say that is very handsome of you, sir," said +Williams, thawing thoroughly. He was a kind-hearted man, and did think +the victim of the trick ought to get some sort of compensation. + +Meanwhile, Stamer had reached the open air and was seemingly in no +great hurry to go back to the Hanover to claim the provision Leigh had +made for his injury. He did not seem in a hurry to go anywhere, and a +person who knew of what had taken place in the private bar, and seeing +him move slowly up Welbeck Place with his left shoulder to the wall +and his eyes on the window of the workshop, would think he was either +behaving very like a kicked cur and slinking away with the desire of +attracting as little attention as possible, or that he was meditating +the mean revenge of breaking the dwarf's window. + +But Stamer was not sneaking away. He was simply taking observations in +a comprehensive and leisurely manner. Above all, he was not dreaming +of breaking the clockmaker's window. On the contrary he was hugging +himself with delight at the notion that he would not have to break +Leigh's window. No, there would not be the least necessity for that. +As the window was now no doubt it would be necessary to smash one pane +at least. But with that muslin blind well-soaked in oil stretched +across the open, caused by the raising of the lower sash there would +be no need whatever of injuring the dwarf's glass. + +He passed very slowly down Welbeck Place towards the mews under the +window which lighted the private bar, and through which he had watched +the winding up of the clock last night. His eyes, now wanting the blue +spectacles, explored and examined every feature of Forbes's with as +close a scrutiny as though he were inspecting it to ascertain its +stability. + +When he had deliberately taken in all that eyes could see in the gable +of Forbes's bakery, he turned his attention to his left, and looked +with care unmingled with anxiety at the gable or rather second side of +the Hanover. Then he passed slowly on. It might almost be fancied from +his tedious steps that he had hurt his back or his legs in his fall, +but he did not limp or wriggle or drag his legs. + +Beyond the Hanover, that is on this side between the end of the public +house and the Welbeck Mews, were two poor two-storey houses, let in +tenements to men who found employment about the mews. These houses +Stamer observed closely also, and then passed under the archway into +the mews. Here he looked back on the gables of the tenement houses. +They were, he saw, double-roofed, with a gutter in the middle, and +from the gutter to the mews descended a water-pipe into the ground. + +When there was nothing more to be noted in the outside of the gables, +Stamer pulled his hat over his eyes and struck out briskly across the +mews, which he quitted by the southern outlet. + +As he finished his inspection and left the mews he thought: + +"So that was the stuff he gave Timmons, was it? I suppose it had more +effect on him or he got more of it. It didn't take my senses away for +more than a flash of lightning, but more of it might knock me silly +for a while. Besides, Timmons is not as strong a man as I. It is a +wonder it did not kill him. I felt as if the roof of my skull was +blown off. I felt inclined to draw and let him have an ounce. But +then, although he may be playing into the hands of the police, he +isn't a policeman. He couldn't have done the drill, although his boots +are as big as the regulation boots. Then, even if I did draw on him I +couldn't have got away. There were too many people about. + +"So he'll wind up his clock to-night between twelve and half-past, +will he? It will take him the longest half-hour he ever spent in all +his life! There's plenty of time to get the tools ready, and for a +little practice too." + +Stamer had no personal resentment against Leigh because of the trick +put upon him. A convict never has the sense of the sacred +inviolateness of his person that belongs to men of even the most +depraved character who have never "done time." He had arrived at his +deadly intent not from feelings of revenge but from motives of +prudence. Leigh possessed dangerous information, and Leigh was guilty +of treason and was trying to compass betrayal; therefore he must be +put away, and put away at once. + +Meanwhile the man who drew himself up by his hands, and looked over +the partition between the public and private bar, had left the +Hanover. He was a very tall man with grizzled, mutton-chop whiskers +and an exceedingly long, rusty neck. He wore a round-topped brown hat, +and tweed clothes, a washed-out blue neckerchief, the knot of which +hung low on his chest. He had no linen collar, and as he walked +carried his hands thrust deep into his trousers' pockets. + +He too, had come to Chetwynd Street, to the Hanover, to gather any +facts he might meet about this strange clockmaker and his strange +ways. He had gone into the public bar for he did not wish to encounter +face to face the man about whom he was inquisitive. He had sent a boy +for Stamer's wife and left her in charge of his marine store in +Tunbridge Street, saying he was unexpectedly obliged to go to the +Surrey Dock. He told her of the visit Stamer had paid him that +morning, and said he thought her husband was getting a bit crazy. Then +he left her, having given her instructions about the place and +promising to be back in a couple of hours. + +Timmons was more than three hours gone, and when he re-entered +Tunbridge Street Mrs. Stamer came in great excitement to meet him, +saying she had no notion he would be so long and that if Tom came back +during her absence he would be furious, as she had left no word where +she was to be found. To this Timmons replied shortly that he didn't +suppose Stamer would have come back, and parted from her almost +rudely, which showed he was in a mind far from ordinary, for he was +always jocular and polite after his fashion to the woman. + +When he was alone in his own place he began walking up and down in a +state of great perturbation. + +"I don't know what to make of it--I don't know what to make of it," he +thought. "Stamer is no fool, and I know he would not lie to me. He +says he saw Leigh wind up the clock at the time Leigh was standing +with me under the church tower. The landlord of that public-house says +he saw him, and Leigh himself says he nodded to the landlord at a +quarter past twelve! I'm not mad, and I wasn't drunk. What can it +mean? I can make nothing of it. + +"There may be something in what Stamer says after all. This miserable, +hump-backed creature may be only laying a trap for us. If I thought I +was to be caught after my years of care and caution by a mannikin like +that, I'd slit his wizand for him. I did not like his way last night, +and the more I think of it the less I like it. I think I had better be +off this job. I don't like it, but I don't care to fail, particularly +after telling Stamer all about it. + +"What business had that fool Stamer to walk straight into the lion's +mouth? What did he want in Chetwynd Street? No doubt he went there on +the same errand as I, to try to find out something more about last +night. Well, a nice thing he did find out. What infernal stuff did the +dwarf give Stamer to smell? It was a mercy it did not kill the man. If +it had killed Stamer, and there had been an inquest, it would have +made a nice mess. No one could tell what might have come out about +Stamer, about the whole lot, about myself! + +"It is plain no one ought to have further dealings with that little +man. Anyone who could give stuff like that to a man to smell in broad +daylight, and in the presence of witnesses, would not stick at a +trifle in the dark and when no one was by. Yes, I must cut the dwarf. +Fortunately, there is nothing in Leigh's possession he can use against +me. I took good care of that. + +"How will Stamer take the affair? Will he cherish anger? Will he want +revenge? + +"Well, if he will let him." + +These were not the words in which Timmons thought, but they represent +the substance of his cogitations. + +Meanwhile, Oscar Leigh had left Chetwynd Street, and gone back to the +clock-room to fix the new blind Binns, the potman, had bought for him. +He had not intended returning that day, but he had nothing special to +do, and the blind was a new idea and new ideas interested him. + +He let himself in by the private door, and went straight to the +clock-room. He had a bottle of sweet oil, and the roll of muslin. He +oiled the muslin, and having stretched and nailed it in position, +raised the lower sash of the window about two feet from the sill. The +muslin was double, and the two sheets were kept half an inch apart by +two rods, so that any dust getting through the outer fold might be +caught by the inner one. Having settled this screen to his +satisfaction, he left the room and descended once more. + +"My clock," he thought, "will be enough for fame. I will not meddle +with this Miracle Gold. I am committed to nothing, and anything +Timmons may say will be only slander, even if he did dare to speak." + +He reached the street, and wandered on aimlessly. + +"My clock when it is finished will be the most perfect piece of +mechanism ever designed and executed by one man. It will be classed +among the wonders of the world, and be spoken of with admiration as +long as civilization lasts. + +"But I must take care it does not get the upper hand of me. Already +the multiplicity of the movements confuse my head at times when I am +not near it. I must be careful of my head, or my great work will +suffer. Sometimes I see those figure of time all modelled and +fashioned and in their proper dispositions executing their assigned +evolutions. At times I am in doubt about them. They grow faint, and +cobwebby, and misty, as though they were huddled together in some dim +room, to which one ray of light was suddenly admitted. I must be +careful of my head. + +"Long ago, and also until not very long ago, when I added a new effect +or movement it fell into its proper place and troubled me no more. +Now, when I am away from my clock, when I cannot see and touch it, I +often forget a movement, or give it a wrong direction, draw from it a +false result. + +"I am too much a man of one idea. I have imagination enough for a score +of hands and ten stout bodies, and I have only a pair of hands and +THIS!" + +He paused and looked down at his protuberant chest and twisted trunk, +and shrunken, bent legs, and enormous feet. + +"I am a bad specimen of the work of Nature's journeyman, to put it as +some one does, and I am abominably made--all except the head!" + +He threw up his head and glanced around with scornful challenge in his +eye. + +"Hey!" cried a man's voice in alarm. + +He looked up. + +The chest of a horse was within a hand's breadth of his shoulder. The +horse's head was flung aloft. The horse snorting and quivering, and +bearing back upon his haunches. + +Leigh sprang aside and looked around. He was in the middle of +Piccadilly at Hyde Park Corner. He had almost been ridden over by a +group of equestrians. + +The gentleman whose horse had nearly touched him, took off his hat and +apologised. + +"You stopped suddenly right under the horse's head," said the +gentleman. "I am extremely sorry." + +Leigh raised his stick to strike the head of the horse. + +The rider pulled his horse sharply away and muttered something under +his breath. + +"Oh, Sir Julius," cried a voice in terror, "it's Mr. Leigh!" + +The dwarf's stick fell from his hand. "God's mercy in Heaven!" he +cried in a whisper, as he took off his hat slowly, "Miss Ashton!" + +Then, bareheaded and without his stick, he went up to the side of her +horse, and said in a hoarse whisper, "I will have nothing to do with +that Miracle Gold!" + +A groom who had dismounted handed him his stick, and putting on his +hat, he hastened away through the crowd which had begun to gather, +leaving Dora in a state of mingled alarm and pity. + +"Is he mad?" said Sir Julius Whinfield as the dwarf disappeared and +the equestrians moved on. + +"I'm sure I don't know. I think not. For a moment he terrified me, and +now he breaks my heart!" + +"Breaks your heart?" + +"Oh, he ought not to be human! There surely can be no woe like his!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + DORA ASHTON ALONE. + + +Dora Ashton was greatly shocked and distressed by the peril of Oscar +Leigh and his subsequent behaviour. + +"I am sure, Miss Ashton, I hope you will not imagine for a moment +either that I was riding carelessly or that I recognised Mr. Leigh +until you spoke. I saw him plainly enough as he was crossing the road. +He was not minding in the least where he was going. He would have got +across us in good time if he had only kept on; but he pulled up +suddenly right under my horse's nose. I am sure I was more frightened +than he. By Jove! how he glared at me. I think he would have killed me +there and then if he could. He was going to strike my horse with that +dreadful bludgeon of his. I am sure I was much more frightened than he +was," said Sir Julius, in a penitential tone of voice, as the two rode +on side by side. + +The other members of the party, including Mr. Ashton, had fallen +behind and were also discussing the incident among themselves. + +"You were quite blameless," said the girl, who was still pale and +trembling. "I don't suppose the poor man was much afraid. Of what +should he be afraid?" + +"Well," said the baronet, stroking the arching neck of his bay, "he +was within an ace of being ridden over, you know." + +"And suppose he had been knocked down and ridden over, what has he to +fear, poor man?" she said. Her eyes were fixed, and she was speaking +as if unconscious she uttered her words. The group had turned out of +the noise of Piccadilly and were riding close together. + +"He might have been hurt, I mean seriously hurt. Particularly he?" + +"Hurt! How could he be hurt? You might be hurt, or I might be hurt, +but how could he be hurt. Particularly he! You fancy because he is +maimed and misshapen he is more likely to be hurt than a sound man?" + +"Assuredly." + +"I cannot see that. When people say a man was hurt, they do not mean +merely or mostly that he endured pain. They mean that he was injured +or disabled in some way. How can you injure or disable him? He is as +much injured and disabled as a man can be and live." + +"That is very true; but he might have been killed. Miss Ashton, you do +not mean to say you think it would be better he had been killed?" +cried Sir Julius in a tone of one shocked and surprised. + +"I do not know. Surely death and Heaven must be conditions of greater +ease and happiness for him than for ordinary mortals." + +"I am entirely of your opinion there. But from what I saw and heard +of this man yesterday and to-day, I am disposed to think he has +self-esteem enough to sustain him in any difficulty and carry him +through any embarrassment." + +"How are we to know how much of this self-esteem is assumed?" + +"It does not matter whether it is assumed or not, so long as it is +sustaining." + +"What! Does it not matter at what expense it is hired for use? You +amaze me, Sir Julius. You are generally sympathetic and sound, I think +you have not been taking your lessons regularly under Lady Forcar. She +would be quicker sighted in a matter of this kind." The girl shook off +her air of abstraction and smiled at the young man. + +"No, Miss Ashton, I am not neglecting the lectures of Lady Forcar, but +of late they have not been much concerned with man. I deeply deplore +it, but she has taken to pigs. Anyway she would talk of nothing but +pigs yesterday, at your mother's. And even the improvement of my mind +does not come within her consideration under the head of pigs, +although I begged of her to be gracious and let it." + +"That is very sad indeed. You must feel sorely slighted. And what has +she to say about pigs?" + +"Oh, I really couldn't think of half the distractingly flattering +things she has to say about them. She made me miserably jealous, I +assure you. She says she is going to write an article for one of the +heavy, of the very heaviest, magazines, and she is going to call her +article 'Dead Pigs and the Pigs that eat them,' and such harmless +people as you and I are to be considered among the latter class in the +title. Isn't that fearful. She says from this forth, her mission is +pigs." + +"I shall certainly read this wonderful article when it appears," said +the girl with a laugh. "Can you tell me anything more about this +article?" + +"No; except that it was Mr. Leigh started the subject between her and +me." + +"Mr. Leigh?" said Dora gravely. + +"Yes. When she saw him eat all your bread and butter, she said he was +a man who, in the hands of a clever wife, might act the part of a +Napoleon the Great in social matters." + +The grave look on Dora's face changed to one of sadness. At first, +when Sir Julius mentioned the dwarf's name, she thought some unkind +reference was about to be made to his unhappy physical deformities. +Now her anxiety was relieved on that score only to have her feelings +aroused anew over the spectacle of his spiritual desolation. He marry! +How could he marry? And yet he had told them he had found the model +for his Pallas-Athena. She was not so simple as to think the mere +intellectual being was represented to him by the model for his +Pallas-Athena. Suppose he used the name of Pallas-Athena only out of +shyness for what struck him as mere loveliness in woman, mere good +looks and kindliness of nature? What a heart-breaking thought! What an +awful torture it must be to be hungry for love and beauty in such a +form! + +Sir Julius Whinfield left her at the house in Curzon Street, and she +went up to her own room to change her dress. She had nothing arranged +for between that and dinner. Her father had gone away on foot from the +house, and her mother had taken the carriage before luncheon to pay a +visit to some people in whom Dora was not interested. The girl had all +the afternoon to herself, and she had plenty of thought to occupy it. +She threw herself in a large easy chair by the open window. Her room +was at the back of the house, and looked out on a space of roofs and +walls and tiny gardens. There was nothing in view to distract the eye. +There was much within to exercise the spirit. + +"It would be madness," was the result of deep and long thought, "to go +any further. I like him well enough and admire him greatly, and I +daresay--no, let me be quite candid--I _know_ he likes me. I daresay +we are better disposed towards each other than one tenth of the people +who marry, but that is not enough. + +"We did not fall in love with one another at first sight. It was no +boy and girl attachment. We were attracted towards one another by the +intellectual sides of our characters. I thought I was wiser than other +girls in not allowing my fancy to direct my fate. I thought he and I +together might achieve great things. I am now afraid it is as great, +even a greater, mistake to marry for intellect than to marry for money +or position. + +"I have made up my mind now. Nothing shall change me. My decision is +as much for his good as my own. Last night was not the climax of what +would be. It was only the first of a long line of difficulties or +quarrels that would increase as time went on. + +"We have been enduring one another out of admiration for one another, +not loving one another for our own and love's own sake. + +"It will cost me many a pang, but it must be done. I shall make no +sign. I shall make no announcement. No one has been formally told we +are engaged, and no one has any business to know. If people have +guessed it, let them now guess the engagement has been broken off. I +am not bound to enlighten them." + +Then she rose and found materials for a letter, and wrote: + + +"Dear Mr. Hanbury, + +"I have been thinking a great deal of the talk we had last night after +dinner, and I have come to the conclusion that it was all for the +best. We should never be able to agree. I think the least said now the +better. Our engagement has not been announced to anyone. Nothing need +be said about its being broken off. I hope this arrangement will be +carried out with as little pain to either as possible. I shall not +send you back your letters. I am sure getting back letters is always +painful, and ought to be avoided. I shall burn yours, and I ask you to +do the same with any notes you may have of mine. Neither will I return +the few things that cannot be burned. None of them is, I think, of any +intrinsic value to you beyond the value it had between you and me. I +shall keep them for a week and then destroy them. + +"Believe me, Mr. Hanbury, I take this step with a view to our mutual +good, and in no haste or pique. I shall always think of you, with the +greatest interest and respect. I should like, if you think well of it, +that we may remain friends in appearance as I hope we may always be in +spirit. + +"I ask you for only one favour. Pray do not make any attempt whatever +to treat this decision as anything but final and irrevocable. + + "Yours very sincerely, + + "Dora Ashton." + + +She determined not to post this letter until late that night. +To-morrow she was dining out. She should leave home early and not come +back until she had to go straight to her room to dress. After dinner, +they were going to the theatre, so she should avoid all chance of +meeting him if he disregarded her request and called. + +So far the difficult parts of the affair had been done, and done too +with much less pain than she could have imagined. She had taken the +two great steps without faltering. She had made up her mind to end the +engagement between her and John Hanbury, and she had written to him +saying the engagement was at an end. If ill-matched people who found +themselves engaged to one another only acted with her decision and +promptness what an infinity of misery would be avoided. She was almost +surprised it had required so little effort for her to make up her mind +and to put her decision on paper. She had often heard of the miseries +such a step entailed, and here she was now sitting alone in her own +room after doing the very thing and feeling little the worse of it. +She was but twenty-one, and she had broken with the only man she had +ever seriously thought of as a lover, and it had not caused her +anything like the pang she had suffered last night when he reproached +her so bitterly and told her he could expect nothing but betrayal at +her hands. + +And now that the important part of the affair had been disposed of in +a business-like way, what had she to do? + +Nothing. + +She could do nothing else whatever. It wanted some hours of +dinner-time, and no one ever called upon them of Fridays except--him, +and he would not call to-day. She should have the whole of the +afternoon to herself. That was fortunate, for although she did not +feel greatly depressed or cast down, she was not inclined towards +company of any kind. It had been arranged early yesterday that she +should ride with her father in the Park to-day, and she had not cared +to plead any excuse, for she did not want to attract attention to +herself, and besides, she did not feel very much in need of any excuse +since she knew he would not be there. He knew they were to ride there. +In fact he had promised to meet her there, but after last night he +would not of course go, for he would not like the first meeting after +last night to occur in so public a place and so soon after that scene. + +Yes, everything was in perfectly regular order now and she had the +afternoon to herself without any fear of interruption. So she could +now sit down and rest, and--think. + +Then she remained quite still for a long time in her easy chair, quite +still, with her hand before her face and her eyes closed. The +difficulties had been faced and overcome in a wise and philosophical +way, and nothing remained to be done but to do nothing, and as she sat +and thought this doing of nothing became harder than all that had gone +before. She had told herself she was a person of convictions and +principles when she was resolving on action and acting on resolve. She +had no further need of her convictions and principles. She laid them +aside with the writing materials out of which she had called forth +that letter to Jack--to Mr. Hanbury. She did not realize until this +moment, she had not had time to realize it, that she was a woman, a +young girl who had given her heart to a young man, and that now he and +she had parted to meet no more on the old terms. + +It was easy to shut up the ceremonious gates of the temple and say +worship was at an end in that place for ever. But how fared it in the +penetralia of her heart? How did she face the inner chambers of her +soul where the statue of her hero stood enshrined for worship? It cost +but little effort to say that the god was deposed, but could she all +at once effectually forbid the priestess to worship? + +Ah, this doing of nothing when all had been done, was ten thousand +times harder than action! + +All the faculties of her reason were in favour of her decision, but +what has the reason to do with the glance of an eye, or the touch of a +hand, of the confiding commune of a soul in sympathy with one's own? + +She understood him better than any other woman ever should. It was her +anxiety that he should stand high in his own regard that made her +jealous of his little weaknesses, and they were little, and only +weaknesses after all, and only weaknesses in a giant, not the +weaknesses of a man of common clay. If she had loved more what he was +to her than what she dreamed he might be to himself and all the world, +she would have taken no trouble in these matters that angered him to +fury. + +And why should he not be angered with her for her poor, feeble woman's +interference with his lion nature? Why should he not turn upon her and +revile her for coming across his path? Who was she that she must +irritate him that was all the world to her, and deferred to by all men +who came his way? Why should she thwart or impede him? + +He was not perfect, no doubt, but who had set her the task of +perfecting him? + +Her haughty love. + +Yes, the very intensity of her love had ended in the estrangement of +the lover. She found noble qualities in the man, and she had tried to +make him divine. Not because he was _her_ lover, but because she +_loved him_. She had given him her heart and soul, and now she had +sacrificed her love itself upon the altar of her devotion. + +That was the heroic aspect of the affair, and as in all other sorrows +that take large shape, the heroic aspect elevated above pain and +forbade the canker of tears. + +But this girl saw other aspects too. + +She should miss him--oh, so bitterly! She should miss him the whole of +her life forth from that hour! She should miss him in the immediate +future. She had missed him that day in the Park. She should miss him +tomorrow. He always came on Saturdays. He used to say he always came +to Curzon Street on Saturday afternoon, like any other good young man, +to see his sweetheart when the shop was shut. She should miss him on +Sunday, too, for he always came on Sunday, saying, the better the day +the better the deed. On Mondays he made it a point to stay away, but +contrived to meet her somewhere, in the Park, or at a friend's place, +or in Regent Street, and now he would stay away altogether, not making +a point of it, but because she had told him to make an observance of +always staying away. + +She should miss his voice, his marvellous voice, which could be so +clarion toned and commanding among men, and was so soft and tunable +for her ear. When he spoke to her it always seemed that the +instrumental music designed to accompany his words had fined off into +silence for shame of its inadequacy. How poor and thin and harsh all +voices would sound now. They would merely make idle sounds to the idle +air. Of old, of that old which began its backward way only yesterday, +all voices had seemed the prelude of his. They sounded merely as notes +of preparation and awakening. They were only the overture, full of +hints and promises. + +She should miss his eyes. She should miss the clear vivid leap of +flame into his eyes when he glanced at her with enthusiasm, or joy, or +laughter. She should miss the gleam of that strange light which, once +having caught his eye in moments of enthusiasm, appeared to bathe his +face while he looked and spoke. She should miss the sound of his +footstep, that fleet herald of his impatient love! + +Oh, it was hard--hard--hard to be doomed to miss so much! + +And all this was only what she should miss in the immediate future. + +In the measure of her after life would be nothing but idle air. In her +dreams of the future she had pictured him going forth from her in the +morning radiant and confident, to mingle in some worthy strife, and +coming back in the evening suffused with glory, to draw breaths of +peaceful ease in her society, in her home, her new home, their joint +home. She had thought of the reverse of this picture. She had thought +of him returning weary and unsuccessful, coming home to her for rest +now, and soothing service of love and inspiriting words of hope. + +She had visions of later life and visions of their gradual decay, and +going down the hill of life hand in hand together. She had dreamed +they should never, never, never be parted. + +And now they were parted for ever and ever and ever, and she should +miss him to-day and to-morrow and all the days of the year now half +spent, and of all the after years of her life. + +She should miss him in death. She should not lie by his side in the +grave. She should not be with him in the Life to Come. + +All the glory of the world was only a vapour, a mist. The sunlight was +a purposeless weariness. The smell of the flowers in the window-sill +was thin and foretold decay. What was the use of a house and servants +and food. Lethe was a river of Hell. Why? Why not a river of Paradise? + +She should not be with him even in the grave--even in the grave where +he could have no fear of her betraying him! + +She would now take any share of humbleness in life if she might count +on touching his hand and being for ever near him in the tomb. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + WINDING UP THE CLOCK. + + +It was eleven o'clock that night when Tom Stamer, dressed in the seedy +black clothes and wearing the false beard and whiskers he had on in +the morning, started from the Borough once more for the West. He had +not replaced the spectacles broken in his fall at the Hanover in +Chetwynd Street. He carried a very substantial-looking walking-stick +of great thickness and weight. It was not a loaded stick, but it would +manifestly be a terrible weapon at close quarters, for, instead of +consisting of metal only in one part of one end, it was composed of +metal throughout. The seeming stick was not wood or leaded wood, but +iron It was not solid, but hollow like a gas pipe, and at the end +intended to touch the ground, the mouth of the tube was protected by a +brass ferrule to which a small tampion was affixed. The handle was +massive and crooked, and large enough to give ample hold to the +largest hand of man. About a couple of inches from the crook there was +a joining where the stick could be unscrewed. + +Stamer accounted to the eyes of observers for carrying so massive a +stick by affecting a lameness of the right leg. When he entered a +dense crowd or came upon a point at which the people were hurrying, he +raised the stick up from the ground and laid aside his limp. But where +people were few and close observation of him possible, his lameness +grew very marked, and not only did his stick seem indispensable, but +he put it down on the pavement as gingerly as though the least jar +caused him pain. Sympathetic people who saw him fancied he had but +just come out of hospital, and were inclined to be indignant that he +had not been supplied with more effectual support, such as crutches. + +One old gentleman asked him if he ought not to have a second stick; +Stamer snivelled and said he knew he ought, but declared with a sigh +he had no money to buy another one. The old gentleman gave Stamer a +shilling. Stamer touched his hat, thanked the old gentleman for his +kindness and his gift, and requested Heaven to bless him. The old +gentleman wore a heavy gold chain and, no doubt, a watch. But Stamer +had important business on hand, and there were a great number of +people about, and he did not want to run, for running would make his +arm unsteady, so he asked Heaven to bless the old gentleman and +forebore to rob him. + +But the thought of that missed opportunity rankled in him. The feeling +that he had been obliged to neglect business and accept charity +fretted and vexed him. The thought of the mean squalid shilling made +him sick, and as soon as he came to a quiet place he threw it with a +curse into the middle of the road. He had shillings of his own, and +didn't want charity of any man. If he had stolen the shilling that +would have been a different affair. Then it would have come to him in +a straightforward business-like way, and would, doubtless, be the best +he could have done under the circumstances. But now it seemed the +result of a fraud committed upon him, to which he had been forced to +consent. It was the ransom he had under duress accepted for a gold +watch and chain, and was, therefore, loathsome and detestable in his +sight. Its presence could not be endured. It was abominable. Foh! He +was well rid of it? + +He did not approach Welbeck Place by Chetwynd Street. He did not +intend repeating his visit to Mr. Williams's house. He had got there +all he wanted and a little more. He kept along by the river and then +retraced the way he had come that afternoon after leaving the Hanover. +On his previous visit to-day to this locality he had been silent and +watchful as a cat, and he had a cat's strong sense of locality. He +never forgot a place he was once in; and, piercing northward from the +river through a network of mean streets he had never seen until today, +he hit upon the southward entrance to Welbeck Mews with as much ease +and certainty as though he had lived there for twenty years. + +The mews were lonely after nightfall, and the road through them little +used. When Stamer found himself in the yard, the place was absolutely +deserted. They were a cabman's mews and no one would, in all +likelihood, have business there for a couple of hours. The night was +now as dark as night ever is at that time of the year, and the place +was still. It wanted about twenty minutes of twelve yet. + +When Stamer came to the gable of the house next but one to the +Hanover, and the wall of which formed one half of the northern +boundary of the yard, he paused and listened. He could hear no sound +of life or movement near him beyond the snort or cough of a horse now +and then. + +The ostler who waited on the cabmen lived in the house at the gable of +which he stood, and at this hour he had to be aroused in case of any +man returning because of accident, or a horse knocked up by some long +and unexpected drive. As a rule, the ostler slept undisturbed from +eleven at night till half-past four or five in the morning. + +After a pause of two or three minutes, Stamer stooped, slipped off his +boots, slung them around his neck, and having hitched the crook of his +heavy stick to a belt he wore under his waistcoat, he laid hold of the +waterpipe that descended from the gutter of the double roof to the +yard, and began ascending the gable of the house with surprising +agility and speed. + +In less than two minutes from the time he first seized the waterpipe +he disappeared in the gutter above. He crawled in a few yards from the +edge and then reclined against the sloping slates of the roof to rest. +The ascent had taken only a couple of minutes, but the exertion had +been very great, and he was tired and out of breath. + +Then he unscrewed the ferrule and withdrew the tampion and unscrewed +the handle of his stick, and was busy in the darkness for a while with +the weapon he carried. Overhead the stars looked pale and faint and +wasting in the pall of pale yellow cloud that hangs by night over +London in summer, the glare of millions of lights on the vapour rising +up from the great city. + +He particularly wished to have a steady hand and arm that night, in a +few minutes, so he made up his mind to rest until five minutes to +twelve. Then he should get into position. He should creep down the +gutter until he came to the wall of the Hanover, the gable wall of the +Hanover standing up over the roofs of the houses on which he now was +lying. He should then be almost opposite the window at which he last +night saw the dwarf wind up his clock. He should be a little out of +the direct line, but not much. The width of Welbeck Place was no more +from house to house than fifty feet. The distance from the wall of the +house he should be on then, and the wall of Forbes's bakery could not +be more than sixty feet. The weapon he carried was perfectly +trustworthy at a hundred, a hundred-and-fifty yards, or more. He +had been practising that afternoon and evening at an old hat at forty +yards, and he had never missed it once. Forty yards was just double +the distance he should be from that window if he were on a parapet +instead of being at the coping tile, lying on the inside slope of the +roof. Allow another ten feet for that. This would bring the distance +up to seventy feet at the very outside, and he had never missed once +at a hundred and twenty feet. He had given himself now and then a good +deal of practice with the gun, for he enjoyed peculiar facilities; +because the factory wall by which the lane at the back of his place +ran, prevented anyone seeing what he was doing, and the noise of the +factory drowned the whurr of the gun and the whizz of the bullet. + +There was to be a screen, or curtain, or blind up to-night, but that +was all the better, for it made no difference to the aim or bullet, +and it would prevent anything being noticed for a while, perhaps until +morning no one would know. + +The work would go on at the window until half-past twelve. It would be +as well not to _do it_ until very near half-past; for then there would +be the less time for anyone in the Hanover to spy out anything wrong, +At half-past would come the noise and confusion of closing time. There +would then be plenty of people about, and it would be quite easy to +get away. + +It was a good job there were no windows in the Hanover gable, though +no one was likely to be upstairs in the public-house until after +closing time. The landlord was not a married man. It was a good job +there was no moon. + +It would be a good job when this was done. + +It was a good job he thought of waiting until just half-past twelve, +for then everything would be more favourable below, and his hand and +arm would have more time to steady. + +It was a good job that in this country there were some things stronger +than even smelling-salts! + +At half-past eleven that night the private bar of the Hanover held +about half-a-dozen customers. The weather was too warm for anything +like a full house. Three or four of the men present were old +frequenters, but it lacked the elevating presence of Oscar Leigh, who +always gave the assembly a distinctly intellectual air, and it was not +cheered and consoled by the radiation of wealth from Mr. Jacobs, the +rich greengrocer of Sloane Street. + +The three or four frequenters present were in no way distinguished +beyond their loyalty to the house. They came there regularly night +after night, drank, in grave silence, a regular quantity of beer and +spirits, and went away at closing time with the conviction that they +had been spending their time profitably attending to the improvement +of their minds. They had no views on any subjects ever discussed. +They had, with reference to the Hanover, only one opinion, and it +was that the finishing touches of a liberal education could nowhere +else in London be so freely obtained without derogation and on the +self-respecting principle of every man paying his way and being +theoretically as good as any other. If they could they would put a +stop to summer in these islands, for summer had a thinning and +depreciating effect on the company of the private bar. + +A few minutes later, however, the spirits of those present rose, for +first Mr. Jacobs came in, smiling and bland, and then Mr. Oscar Leigh, +rubbing his forehead and complaining of the heat. + +Mr. Jacobs greeted the landlord and the dwarf affably, as became a man +of substance, and then, knowing no one else by name, greeted the +remainder of the company generally, as became a man of politeness and +consideration. + +"I'll have three-pennyworth of your excellent rum hot," said Mr. +Jacobs to the landlord, in a way which implied that, had not the +opinion of an eminent physician been against it, he would have ordered +ten times the quantity and drunk it with pleasure. Then he sat down on +a seat that ran along the wall, took out of his pocket a cigar-case, +opened it carefully, and, having selected a cigar, examined the weed +as though it was not uncommon to discover protruding through the side +of these particular cigars a diamond of priceless value or a deadly +drug. Then he pierced the end of his cigar with a silver piercer which +he took out of a trouser's pocket, pulled down his waistcoat, and +began to smoke, wearing his hat just a trifle on one side to show that +he was unbent. + +Just as he had settled himself comfortably, the door of the public +department opened, and a tall, thin man, with enormous ears, +wearing long mutton-chop whiskers, a brown round hat, and dark +chocolate-coloured clothes, entered and was served by the potman. + +"I have only a minute or two. I must be off to wind up," said Leigh. +"Ten minutes to twelve by your clock, Mr. Williams, that means a +quarter to right time. I'll have three of rum hot, if you please." + +"That's quite right, Mr. Leigh," said the landlord, proceeding to brew +the punch and referring to his clock. "We always keep our clock a few +minutes fast to avoid bother at closing time. The same as always, Mr. +Jacobs, I see, and I _smell_." + +"I beg your pardon?" said the greengrocer, as though he hadn't the +least notion of what the landlord alluded to. + +"A good cigar, sir. That is an excellent cigar you are smoking." + +It was clear that up to that moment Mr. Jacobs had not given a thought +to the quality of his cigar, for he took it from his lips, looked at +it as though he was now pretty certain this particular one did not +exude either priceless diamonds or deadly drugs, and said with great +modesty and satisfaction, "Yes, it's not bad. I get a case now and +then from my friend Isaacs of Bond Street. They cost me, let me see, +about sixpence a piece." + +There was a faint murmur of approval at this statement. It was most +elevating to know that you were acquainted with a man who smoked +cigars he bought in Bond Street, and that he did not buy them by the +dozen or the box even, but by the case! If a man bought cigars by the +case from a friend in Bond Street at the rate of sixpence each, what +would be the retail price of them across the counter? It was +impossible to say exactly and dangerous to guess, but it was certain +you could not buy one for less than a shilling or eighteen-pence, that +is, if a man like Mr. Jacobs' friend Mr. Isaacs would bemean himself +by selling a single one at any price to a chance comer. + +"Still working at your wonderful clock, Mr. Leigh?" said the +greengrocer from Sloane Street, with the intention of sharing his +conversation fairly between the landlord and the dwarf, the only men +present who were sitting above the salt. + +"Well, sir, literally speaking, I cannot be said to be working at it +now. But I am daily engaged upon it, and before a quarter of an hour I +shall be busy winding it up." + +"Have you to wind it every day?" + +"Yes. St. Paul's clock takes three quarters of an hour's winding every +day with something like a winch handle. My clock takes half an hour +every night. It must be wound between twelve and one, and I have made +it a rule to wind it in the first half hour. My one does not want +nearly so much power as St. Paul's. It is wound by a lever and not a +winch handle. By-and-by, when it is finished and placed in a proper +position in a proper tower, and I can increase the power, once a week +will be sufficient." + +"It is, I have heard, the most wonderful clock in London?" + +"In London! In London! In the worlds sir. It is the most wonderful +clock ever conceived by man." + +"And now suppose you forgot to wind it up, what would happen?" + +"There is no fear of that." + +"It must be a great care on your mind." + +"Immense. I have put up a curtain today, so that I may be able to keep +the window open and get a breath of air this hot weather." + +"Are you not afraid of fire up there and so near a bakehouse?" + +"I never thought of fire. There is little or no danger of fire. Mr. +Forbes is quite solvent." + +"But suppose anything were to happen, it is so high up, it could not +be got down?" + +"Got down! Got down! Why, my dear sir, it is twelve feet by nine, and +parts of it are so delicate that a rude shake would ruin them. Got +down! Why it is shafted to the wall. All my power comes through the +wall, from the chimney. When it is shifted no one will be able to stir +bolt or nut but me. _I_ must do it, sir. No other man living knows +anything about it. No other man could understand it. Fancy anyone but +myself touching it! Why he might do more harm in an hour than I could +put right in a year, ay, in three years. Well, my time is up. Good +night, gentlemen." + +He scrambled off his high stool and was quickly out of the bar. It was +now five minutes to twelve o'clock right time. + +He crossed Welbeck Street and opening the private door of Forbes's in +Chetwynd Street went in, closing the door after him. + +As he came out John Timmons emerged from the public bar of the +Hanover, and turned into Welbeck Place. He went on until he came +opposite the window of the clock-room. Here he stood still, thrust his +hands deep down in his trousers' pockets, and leaning his back against +the wall, prepared to watch with his own eyes the winding of the +clock. + +In less than five minutes the window of the top room, which had been +dark, gradually grew illumined until the light came full through the +transparent oiled muslin curtain. Timmons could see for all practical +purposes as plainly as through glass. + +"There Leigh is, anyway," thought Timmons, "working away at his lever. +Can it be he was doing the same thing at this hour last night? +Nonsense. He was walking away from this place with me at this hour +last night as sure as I am here now. But what did he say himself +to-day? I shouldn't mind Stamer, for he is a fool. But the landlord +and Stamer say the same thing, and Leigh himself said it too this day. +I must be going mad. + +"There, he is turning round now and nodding to the men in the bar. +They said he did the same last night, and, as I live, there's the +clock we were under striking the quarter past again! I must be going +mad. I begin to think last night must have been all a dream with me. I +don't think he's all right. I don't believe in witchcraft, but I do +believe in devilry, and there's something wrong here. I'll watch this +out anyway. I must bring him to book over it. I'll tell him straight +what I know--that is if I know anything and am not going mad----" + +Whurr--whizz! + +"Why what's that over head?" + +Timmons looked up, but saw nothing. + +"It's some young fellows larking." + +He glanced back at the window. + +"What a funny way he's nodding his head now. And there's a hole in the +curtain and there seems to be a noise in the room. There goes the gas +out. I suppose the clock is wound up now. Well, it's more than I can +understand and a great deal more than I like, and I'll have it out of +him. It would be too bad if that fool Stamer were right after all, +and--but the whole thing is nonsense. + +"Strange I didn't hear the clock strike the hour and yet Leigh's light +is out. I suppose his half hour winding was only another piece of his +bragging. + +"Is the light quite out? Looks now as if it wasn't. He must have put +it out by mistake or accident, for surely it hasn't struck half-past +twelve yet. + +"Ah, what's that? He is lighting a match or something. No, my eyes +deceive me. There is no light. Everything here seems to deceive me. +I'll go home. + +"Ah, there's the half-hour at last!" + +And John Timmons walked out of Welbeck Place, and took his way +eastward. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + THE MORNING AFTER. + + +Mr. John Timmons was not a hard-working man in the sense of one +devoted ardently to physical labour. His domain was thought. He was a +merchant, a negotiator, not an artisan. He kept his hands in his +pockets mostly, in order that his brain might not be distracted by +having to look after them. He had a theory that it is wasteful to burn +the candle at both ends. If you employ your brain and your hands it +will very soon be all over with you. Still, he held that the +appearance of indulgence or luxury was most unbecoming in any place of +business, and particularly in a marine store, where transactions were +concerned with so stern and stubborn things as junk and old metal. He +dealt in junk, but out of regard for the feelings of gentlemen who +might have had bitter and long acquaintance with it while adorning +another sphere, Timmons kept the junk away from sight in the cellar, +to which mere callers were never admitted. Timmons had an opinion that +the mere look of junk had a tendency to damp the professional ardour +of men who had ever spent the days of their captivity in converting it +into oakum. + +On the ground floor of Timmons's premises there was no such thing as a +chair. He looked on a chair in a marine store as a token of dangerous +softening of manners. If a man allowed himself a chair in his place of +business why not also a smoking-cap and slippers? + +But Timmons had a high office stool, which was a thing differing +altogether from a chair. It was of Spartan simplicity and +uncomfortableness, and besides, it gave the solvent air of a counting +house to the place. It had also another advantage, it enabled you to +sit down without placing your eyes lower than the level of a man of +your own height standing. + +On Saturday morning about nine o'clock Timmons was reposing on the +high stool at his doorway, if any part of this establishment may be +called a doorway, where one side was all door and there was no other +means of exit. He had bought a morning paper on his way to business, +and he now sat with the advertising sheet of the paper spread out +before him on his knees. Sometimes articles in which he dealt were +offered for sale in that sheet, and once in a way he bought a paper to +have a look at this sheet, and afterwards, if he had time, scan the +news. He made it a point never to look at the reports of the police +courts or criminal trials. Every man has his own feelings, and Timmons +was not an exception. If an inquiry or trial in which he took interest +was going on in London he was certain to know more of it than the +newspapers told. He avoided the accounts of trials that did not +interest him. They had as damping effect on him as the sight of junk +had on some of his customers. + +Beyond the improvement of his mind gathered from reading the +advertisement columns of things for sale, he got no benefit out of the +advertising sheet. None of the articles offered at a sacrifice was at +all in his way. When he had finished the perusal of the marvellous +miscellany he took his eyes off the paper and stared straight at the +brick wall before him. + +He turned his mind back for the twentieth time on the events of +yesterday. + +There was not in the whole list of what had occurred a single incident +that pleased him. He was a clear-headed man, and prided himself on his +brains. He had neither the education nor the insolence to call his +brains intellect. But he was very proud of his brains, and his brains +were completely at a loss. As with all undisciplined minds, his had +not the power of consecutive abstract thought. But it had the power of +reviewing in panoramic completeness events which had come within the +reach of its senses. + +The result of his review was that he did not like the situation at +all. There was a great deal about this scheme he did not understand, +and with such minds not to understand is to suspect and fear. + +It was perfectly clear that for some purpose or other, Leigh hung back +from entering upon the matter of their agreement, and now it seemed as +though there might be a great deal in what Stamer feared, namely, that +Leigh might have the intention of betraying them all into the hands of +the police. Stamer had told him that in the talk at the Hanover, the +night before, the landlord had informed the company under the seal of +secrecy that Leigh on one occasion entrusted the winding up of the +clock to a deputy who was deaf and dumb, and not able to write. That, +no doubt, was the person they had seen in the clock-room the evening +before, and not the dwarf. Leigh had not taken him into confidence +respecting this clock, or this man who wound it up for him in his +absence, but Leigh had taken him into confidence very little. It was a +good thing that Leigh had not taken the gold from him. Of course, he +was not such a fool as to part with the buttons unless he got gold +coins to the full value of them, but still they might, if once in the +possession of the little man, be used in evidence against him. The +great thing to guard against was giving Leigh any kind of hold at all +upon him. + +He did not know whether to believe or not Leigh's account of the man +in Birmingham. It looked more than doubtful. His talk about +telegraphing and all that was only bunkum. The whole thing looked +shaky and dangerous, and perhaps it would be as well for him to get +out of it. + +At all events he was pretty sure not to hear any more of the matter +for a week or so. He should put it out of his head for the present. + +He took up the newspaper this time with a view to amusement not +business. + +He glanced over it casually for a time, reading a few lines here and +there. He passed by columns of parliamentary reports in which he took +no interest whatever. Then came the law courts which he shunned. +Finally he came upon the place where local London news was given. His +eye caught a large heading, "Fire And Loss Of Life In Chelsea." The +paragraph was, owing to the late hour at which the event took place, +brief, considering its importance. It ran as follows:-- + + +"Last night, between half-past twelve and one o'clock, a disastrous +and fatal fire broke out in the bakery establishment of Mr. Forbes at +the corner of Chetwynd Street and Welbeck Place, Chelsea. It appears +from the information we have been able to gather, that the ground +floor of the establishment is used as a baker's shop and the floor +above as a store house by Mr. Forbes. The top floor, where the +fire originated was occupied by Mr. Oscar Leigh, who has lost his +life in the burning. The top floor is divided into three rooms, a +sitting-room, a bed-room, and a workshop. In the last, looking into +Welbeck Place, the late Mr. Leigh was engaged in the manufacture of a +very wonderful clock, which occupied fully half the room, and which +Mr. Leigh invariably wound up every night between twelve and half-past +twelve. + +"Last night, at a little before twelve, Mr. Leigh left the Hanover +public house, at the opposite corner of Welbeck Place, and went into +the bakery by the private entrance beside the shop door in Chetwynd +Street. In the act of letting himself in with his latchkey he spoke to +a neighbour, who tried to engage him in conversation, but the +unfortunate gentleman excused himself, saying he hadn't a minute to +spare, as the clock required his immediate attention. After this, +deceased was seen by several people working the winding lever of the +clock in the window. At half-past twelve he was observed to make some +unusual motions of his head, so as to give the notion that he was in +pain or distress of some kind. Then the light in the clock-room was +extinguished and, as Mr. Leigh made no call or cry (the window at +which he sat was open), it was supposed all was right. Shortly +afterwards, dense smoke and flames were observed bursting through the +window of the room, and before help could arrive all hope of reaching +the unfortunate gentleman was at an end. + +"The building is an old one. The flames spread rapidly, and before an +hour had elapsed the whole was burnt out and the roof had fallen in. + +"At the rear of the house proper is an off building abutting on +Welbeck Mews. In this slept the shopman and his wife. This bakehouse +also took fire and is burned out, but fortunately the two occupants +were saved by the fire escape which had been on the spot ten minutes +after the first alarm. + +"It is generally supposed that the eccentric movements of Mr. Leigh +were the result of a fit or sudden seizure of some other kind, and +that in his struggles some inflammable substance was brought into +contact with the gas before it was turned out." + +Timmons flung down the paper with a shout, crying "Dead! Dead! Leigh +is dead!" + +At that moment the figure of a man appeared at the threshold of the +store, and Stamer, with a scowl and a stare, stepped in hastily and +looked furtively, fearfully, around. + +"What are you shoutin' about?" cried Stamer, in a tone of dangerous +menace. "What are you shoutin' about?" he said again, as he passed +Timmons and slunk behind the pile of shutters and flattened himself up +against the wall in the shadow of them. + +"Leigh is dead!" cried Timmons in excitement, and taking no notice of +Stamer's strange manner and threatening tone. + +"_I_ know all about _that_, I suppose," said Stamer from his place +of concealment. He was standing between the shutters and the old +fire-grate, and quite invisible to anyone in the street. His voice was +hollow, his eyes bloodshot and starting out of his head. +Notwithstanding the warmth of the morning, his teeth were chattering +in his head. His bloodshot eyes were in constant motion, new exploring +the gloomy depths of the store, now glancing savagely at Timmons, now +looking, in the alarm of a hunted beast, at the opening into the +street. + +Timmons took little or no notice of the other man beyond addressing +him. He was in a state of wild excitement, not exactly of joy, +but triumph. It was a hideous sight to see this lank, grizzled, +repulsive-looking man capering around the store, and exulting in the +news he had just read, of a man on whom he had fawned a day before. +"He's dead! The dwarf is dead, Stamer!" he cried again. In his wild +gyrations his hat had fallen off, disclosing a tall, narrow head, +perfectly bald on the top. + +"Shut up!" whispered Stamer, savagely, "if you don't want to follow +him. I'm in no humour for your noise and antics. Do you want to have +the coppers down on us?--do you, you fool?" He flattened himself still +more against the wall, as though he were striving to imbed himself in +it. + +Timmons paused. Stamer's words and manner were so unusual and +threatening that they attracted his attention at last. "What's the +matter?" he asked, in irritated surprise. "What's the matter?" he +repeated, with lowering look. + +"Why, you've said what's the matter," said Stamer, viciously. "And +you're shouting and capering as if you wanted to tell the whole world +the news. This is no time for laughing and antics, you fool!" + +"Who are you calling a fool?" cried Timmons, catching up an iron bar +and taking a few steps towards the burglar. + +"You, if you want to know. Put that down. Put that bar down, I say. Do +it at once, and if you have any regard for your health, for your life, +don't come a foot nearer, or I'll send you after him! By ----, I +will!" + +Timmons let the bar fall, more in astonishment than fear. "What do you +mean, you crazy thief? Have they just let you out of Bedlam, or are +you on your way there? Anyway, it's lucky the place is handy, you +knock-kneed jail-bird! Why he's shaking as if he saw a ghost!" + +"Let me alone and I'll do you no harm. I don't want to have _two_ on +me." + +"What does the fool mean? I tell you Leigh is dead." + +"Can you tell me who killed him? If you can't, _I_ can." He pointed to +himself. + +"What!" cried Timmons, starting back, and not quite understanding the +other's gesture. + +"Now are you satisfied? I thought you guessed. I wouldn't have told +you if I didn't think you knew or guessed. Curse me, but I am a fool +for opening my mouth! I thought you knew, and that, instead of saying +a good word to me, you were going to down me and give me up." + +Timmons stepped slowly back in horror. "You!" he whispered, bending +his head forward and beginning to tremble in every limb. "You! You did +it! You did this! You, Stamer!" + +Stamer merely nodded, and looked like a hunted wild beast at the +opening. He wore the clothes of last night, but was without the +whiskers or beard. All the time he cowered in the shelter of the +shutters, he kept his right hand behind his back. + +Timmons retreated to the other wall, and leaned his back against it, +and glared at the trembling man opposite. + +"For God's sake don't look at me like that. You are the only one that +knows," whined Stamer, now quite unmanned. "I should not have told you +anything about it, only I thought you knew, when I heard you say he +was dead. You took me unawares. Don't stare at me like that, for God's +sake. Say a word to me. Call me a fool, or anything you like, but +don't stand there staring at me like that. If 'twas you that did it, +you couldn't be more scared. Say a word to me, or I'll blow my brains +out! I haven't been home. I am afraid to go home. I am not used to +this--yet. I thought I had the nerve for anything, and I find I +haven't the nerve of a child. I am afraid to go home. I am afraid to +look at my wife. I thought I shouldn't be afraid of you, and now you +scare me worse than anything. For the love of God, speak to me, and +don't look at me like that. I can't stand it." + +"You infernal scoundrel, to kill the poor foolish dwarf!" whispered +Timmons. His mouth was parched and open. The sweat was rolling down +off his forehead. He was trembling no longer. He was rigid now. He was +basilisked by the awful apparition of a man who had confessed to +murder. + +Stamer looked towards the opening, and then his round, blood-shot eyes +went back to the rigid figure of Timmons. "I don't mind what you say, +if you'll only speak to me, only not too loud. No one can hear us. I +know that, and no one can listen at the door, without our seeing him. +You don't know what I have gone through. I have not been home. I am +afraid to go home. I am afraid of everything. You don't know all. It's +worse than you think. It's enough to drive one mad----" + +"You murderous villain!' + +"It's enough to drive any man mad. I've been wandering about all +night. I am more afraid of my wife than of anyone else. I don't know +why, but I tremble when I think of her, more than of the police, +or--or--or----" + +"The hangman?" + +"Yes. You don't know all. When you do, you'll pity me----" + +"The poor foolish dwarf!" + +"Yes. I was afraid he'd betray us--you----" + +"Oh, villain!" + +"And I got on a roof opposite the window, and when he was working at +the lever, I fired, and his head went so--and then so--and then +so----" + +"Stop it, you murderer!" + +"Yes. And I knew it was done. The neck! Yes, I knew the neck was +broken, and it was all right." + +"Oh! Oh! Oh, that I should live to hear you!" + +"Yes. I thought it was all right, and it was in one way. For he +tumbled down on his side, so----" + +"If you don't stop it, I'll brain you!" + +"Yes. And I got down off the roof and ran. I couldn't help running, +and all the time I was running I heard him running after me. I heard +him running after me, and I saw his head wagging so--so--so, as he +ran. Every step he took, his head wagged, so--and so--and so----" + +"If you don't stop that----" + +"Yes. I will. I'll stop it. But I could not stop _him_ last night. All +the time I ran I couldn't stop him. His head kept wagging and his lame +feet kept running after me, and I couldn't stop the feet or the head. +I don't know how long I ran, or where I ran, but I could run no more, +and I fell up against a wall, and then it overtook me! I saw _it_ as +plainly as I see you--plainer, I saw it----" + +The man paused a moment to wipe his forehead. + +"Do you hear?" he yelled, suddenly flinging his arms up in the air. +"Do you hear? Will you believe me now? The steps again! The lame steps +again. Do you hear them, you fool?" + +"Mad!" + +"Mad, you fool! I told you. Look!" + +The figure of a low-sized, deformed dwarf came into the opening and +crossed the threshold of the store. + +With a groan Stamer fell forward insensible. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + LEIGH CONFIDES IN TIMMONS. + + +Timmons uttered a wild yell, and springing away from the wall fled to +the extreme end of the store, and then faced round panting and livid. + +"Hah!" said the shrill voice of the man on the threshold. "Private +theatricals, I see. I did not know, Mr. Timmons, that you went in for +such entertainments. They are very amusing I have been told; very +diverting. But I did not imagine that business people indulged in them +in their business premises at such an early hour of the day. I am +disposed to think that, though the idea is original, the frequent +practice of such scenes would not tend to increase the confidence of +the public in the disabled anchors, or shower-baths, or invalid +coffee-mills, or chain shot, or rusty fire-grates, it is your +privilege to offer to the consideration of customers. Hah! I may be +wrong, but such is my opinion. Don't you think, Mr. Timmons, that you +ought to ring down the curtain, and that this gentleman, who no doubt +represents the villain of the piece confronted with his intended +victim, had better get up and look after his breakfast?" He pointed to +the prostrate Stamer, who lay motionless upon the sandy floor. + +Timmons did not move or speak. The shock had, for the moment, +completely bereft him of his senses. + +"I have just come back from the country," said the dwarf, "and I +thought I'd call on you at once. I should like to have a few moments' +conversation with you, if your friend and very able supporter would +have the kindness to consider himself alive and fully pardoned by his +intended victim." + +"Hush!" cried Timmons, uttering the first sound. The words of the +hunchback, although uttered in jest, had an awful significance for the +dazed owner of the place. + +"Hah! I see your friend is not fabled to be in heart an assassin, but +the poor and hard-working father of a family, who is just now +indulging in that repose which is to refresh him for tackling anew the +one difficulty of providing board and lodging and raiment for his wife +and little ones. But, Mr. Timmons, in all conscience, don't you think +you ought to put an end to this farce? When I came in I judged by his +falling down and some incoherent utterance of yours that you two were +rehearsing a frightful tragedy. Will you oblige us by getting up, sir? +The play is over for the present, and my excellent friend Timmons here +is willing to make the ghost walk." + +The prostrate man did not move. + +Timmons shuddered. He made a prodigious effort and tried to move +forward, but had to put his hand against the wall to steady himself. + +Leigh approached Stamer and touched him with his stick. Stamer did not +stir. + +"Is there anything the matter with the man? I think there must be, +Timmons. What do you mean by running away to the other end of the +place? Why this man is unconscious. I seem to be fated to meet +fainting men." + +Timmons now summoned all his powers and staggered forward. Leigh bent +over Stamer, but, although he tried, failed to move him. + +Timmons regained his voice and some of his faculties. "He has only +fainted," said he, raising Stamer into a sitting posture. + +Stamer did not speak, but struggled slowly to his feet, and assisted +by Timmons walked to the opening and was helped a few yards down the +street. There the two parted without a word. By the time Timmons got +back he was comparatively composed. He felt heavy and dull, like a man +who has been days and nights without sleep, but he had no longer any +doubt that Oscar Leigh was present in the flesh. + +"Are we alone?" asked Leigh impatiently on Timmons's return. + +"We are." + +"Hah! I am glad we are. If your friend were connected with racing I +should call him a stayer. I came to tell you that I have just got back +from Birmingham. I thought it best to go there and see again the man I +had been in treaty with. I not only saw him but heard a great deal +about him, and I am sorry to say I heard nothing good. He is, it +appears, a very poor man, and he deliberately misled me as to his +position and his ability to pay. I am now quite certain that if I had +opened business with him I should have lost anything I entrusted to +him, or, if not all, a good part. Hah!" + +"Then I am not to meet you _at the same place_, next Thursday night?" +asked Timmons, with emphasis on the tryst. He had not at this moment +any interest in the mere business about which they had been +negotiating. He was curious about other matters. His mind was now +tolerably clear, but flabby and inactive still. + +"No. There is no use in your giving me the alloy until I see my way to +doing something with it, and I feel bound to say that after this +disappointment in Birmingham, I feel greatly discouraged altogether. +Hah! You do not, I think you told me, ever use eau-de-cologne?" + +"I do not." + +"Then you are distinctly wrong, for it is refreshing, most +refreshing." He sniffed up noisily some he had poured into the palm of +one hand and then rubbed together between the two. "Most refreshing." + +"Then, Mr. Leigh, I suppose we are at a standstill?" + +"Precisely." + +"What you mean, I suppose, Mr. Leigh, is that you do not see your way +to going any further?" + +"Well, yes. At present I do not see my way to going any further." + +Timmons felt relieved, but every moment his curiosity was increasing. +There was no longer any need for caution with this goblin, or man, or +devil, or magician. If Leigh had meant to betray him, the course he +was now pursuing was the very last he would adopt. + +"You went to Birmingham yesterday. May I ask you by what train you +went down?" + +"Two-thirty in the afternoon." + +"And you came back this morning?" + +"Yes. Just arrived. I drove straight here, as I told you." + +"And you were away from half-past two yesterday until now. You were +out of London yesterday from two-thirty until early this morning?" + +"Yes; until six this morning. Why are you so curious? You do not, I +hope, suspect me of saying anything that is not strictly true?" said +Leigh, throwing his head back and striking the sandy floor fiercely +with his stick. + +"No. I don't _suspect_ you of saying anything that is not strictly +true." + +The emphasis on the word _suspect_ caught Leigh's attention. He drew +himself up haughtily and said, "What do you mean, sir?" + +"I mean, sir," said Timmons, shaking his minatory finger at him, and +frowning heavily, "not that I suspect you of lying, but that I am sure +you are lying. I was at the Hanover last night, you were there too." + +Leigh started and drew back. He looked down and said nothing. He could +not tell how much this man knew. Timmons went on: + +"I was in the public bar, against the partition that separates it from +the private bar, when you came in. You called for rum hot, and you +went away at close to twelve o'clock to wind up your clock. I went out +then and saw you at the window winding up the clock. I was there when +the light went out just at half past twelve. Now, sir, are you lying +or am I?" + +Leigh burst into a loud, long, harsh roar of laughter that made +Timmons start, it was so weird and unexpected. Then the dwarf cried, +"Why you, sir, you are lying, of course. The man you saw and heard is +my deputy." + +"You lie. I heard about your deputy. He is a deaf and dumb man, who +can't write, and is as tall as I am, a man with fair hair and beard." + +"My dear sir, your language is so offensive I do not know whether you +deserve an explanation or not. Anyway, I'll give you this much of an +explanation. I have two deputies. One of the kind you describe, and +one who could not possibly be known by sight from myself." + +"But I have more than sight, even if the two of you were matched like +two peas. I heard your voice, and all your friends in the bar knew you +and spoke to you, and called you Mr. Leigh. It was you then and there, +as sure as it is you here and now." Timmons thought, "Stamer when he +fired must have missed Leigh, and Leigh must have gone away, after, +for some purpose of his own, setting fire to the place. He is going on +just as if the place had not been burned down last night, why, I am +sure I do not know. I can't make it out, but anyway, Stamer did not +shoot him, and he is pretending he was not there, and that he was in +Birmingham. He's too deep for me, but I am not sure it would not be a +good thing if Stamer did not miss him after all." + +The clockmaker paused awhile in thought. It was not often he was +posed, but evidently he was for a moment at a nonplus. Suddenly he +looked up, and with a smile and a gesture of his hands and shoulders, +indicating that he gave in: + +"Mr. Timmons," he said suavely, "you have a just right to be angry +with me for mismanaging our joint affair, and I own I have not told +you quite the truth. I did _not_ go to Birmingham by the two-thirty +yesterday. I was at the Hanover last night just before twelve, and I +did go into Forbes's bakery as you say. But I swear to you I left +London last night by the twelve-fifteen, and I swear to you I did not +wind up my clock last night. It was this morning between four and five +o'clock I found out in Birmingham that the man was not to be trusted. +You will wonder where I made inquiries at such an hour." + +"I do, indeed," said Timmons scornfully. + +"I told you, and I think you know, that I am not an ordinary man. My +powers, both in my art and among men, are great and exceptional. When +I got to Birmingham this morning, I went to--where do you think?" + +"The devil!" + +"Well, not exactly, but very near it. I went to a police-station. It +so happens that one of the inspectors of the district in which this +man lives is a great friend of mine. He was not on duty, but his name +procured for me, my dear Mr. Timmons, all the information I desired. I +was able to learn all I needed, and catch the first train back to +town. You see now how faithfully I have attended to our little +business. I left the Hanover at five minutes to twelve, and at two +minutes to twelve I was bowling along to Paddington to catch the last +train, the twelve-fifteen." + +"That, sir, is another lie, and one that does you no good. At +twelve-fifteen I saw you as plain as I see you now--for although there +was a thin curtain, the curtain was oiled, and I could see as if there +was no curtain, and the gas was up and shining on you--I say _at +fifteen minutes after twelve I saw you turn around and nod to your +friends in the bar_. It's nothing to me now, as the business is off, +but I stick to what I say, Mr. Leigh." + +"And I stick to what I say." + +"Which of the says?" asked Timmons contemptuously. "You have owned to +a lie already." + +"Lie is hardly a fair word to use. I merely said one hour instead of +another, and that does not affect the substance of my explanation +about Birmingham. I told you two-thirty, for I did not want you to be +troubled with my friend the inspector." + +This reference to a police-station and inspector would have filled +Timmons with alarm early in the interview, but now he was in no fear. +If this man intended to betray him, why had he not done so already? +and why had he not taken the gold for evidence? + +"But if you left Forbes's, how did you get away? Through the +front-door in Chetwynd Street, or through the side-door in Welbeck +Place?" + +"Through neither. Through the door of the bakehouse into the mews." + +Timmons started. This might account for Stamer's story of the ghost. + +"But who wound the clock? I saw you do it, Mr. Leigh--I saw you do it, +sir, and all this Birmingham tale is gammon." + +"Again you are wrong. And now, to show you how far you are wrong, I +will tell you a secret. I have two deputies. One I told that fool +Williams about, and requested him as a great favour not to let a soul +know. By this, of course, I intended that every one who enjoyed the +privilege of Mr. Williams's acquaintance should know. But of my second +deputy I never spoke to a soul until now, until I told you this +moment. The other deputy is a man extremely like me from the waist up. +He is ill-formed as I am, and so like me when we sit that you would +not know the difference across your own store. But our voices are +different, very different, and he is more than a foot taller than I. +You did not see the winder last night standing up. He always takes his +seat before raising the gas." + +A light broke in on Timmons. This would explain all. This would make +Stamer's story consist with his own experience of the night before. +This would account for this man, whom Stamer said he had shot, being +here now, uninjured. This would make the later version of the tale +about Birmingham possible, credible. But--awful but!--it would mean +that the unfortunate, afflicted deputy had been sacrificed! Yes, most +of what this man had said was true. + +"What's the unfortunate deputy's name?" he asked, with a shudder. + +"That I will not tell." + +"But it must come out on the inquest, to-day or to-morrow, or whenever +they find the remains." + +"Remains of what?" asked Leigh, frowning heavily. + +"Of your deputy. They say in the paper it was you that lost your life +in the fire." + +"Fire! Fire! Fire where?" thundered the dwarf, in a voice which shook +the unceiled joists above their heads and made the thinner plates of +metal vibrate. + +"Don't you know? Haven't you seen a paper? Why Forbes's bakery was +burnt out last night, and the papers say you lost your life in the +fire." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + THE WRONG MAN. + + +When Timmons led the almost unconscious Stamer from the threshold, and +left him a few yards from the door, the latter did not go far. He had +scarcely the strength to walk away, and he certainly had not the +desire to go. He had borne two extreme phases of terror within the +last twenty-four hours; he had suffered the breathless terror of +believing he had taken human life, and he had imagined the spirit of +the murdered man was pursuing him. + +He had often, in thought, faced the contingency of having to fire on +some one who found him at his midnight depredations, but he had not, +until he formed the resolve of putting Leigh away, contemplated lying +in wait for an unsuspecting man and shooting him as if he were a bird +of prey. + +Once it had entered his mind to kill Leigh, nothing seemed simpler +than to do it, and nothing easier than to bear the burden of the deed. +He had no hint of conscience, and there were only two articles in his +code--first, that prison was a punishment not to be borne if, at any +expense, it could be avoided; and, second, that no harm was to be +allowed near Timmons. Both articles were concerned, inextricably bound +up, in Leigh's life. He saw in the dwarf the agent, the ally of the +police--the police, absolutely, in a more malignant form than the +stalwart detective who, with handcuffs in his pockets, runs a man +down. This Leigh was a traitor and a policeman together. It seemed as +though it would be impossible for one human being to possess any +characteristic which could add to the hatefulness of him who exhibited +these two. And yet this Leigh was not only a traitor and a policeman +combined, but an enemy of Timmons--a beast who threatened Timmons as +well! Shooting was too merciful a death for such a miscreant. But +then, shooting was easy and sure, so he should be shot. + +The act itself had been very easy. There had been no more difficulty +about it than about hitting the old hat in the shadow of the factory +wall. But when the silent shot was sped and the air-gun disposed of by +being carefully hung down the inside of a chimney and hooked to a +copper-wire tie of the slate chimney-top, and he was safely down the +water pipe and in the mews, the aspect of the whole deed changed, or +rather it became another thing altogether. + +Before pulling the trigger of the air-gun, he was perfectly satisfied +that Leigh deserved, richly deserved death. That was as plain as the +dome of St. Paul's from London Bridge. It had been equally plain to +him that when Leigh was dead, and dead by his hand, he should never +because of any compunction be sorry for his act. No sooner was he at +the bottom of the water-pipe than he found he had no longer any +control over his thoughts, or more correctly that the thoughts in his +mind did not belong to him at all, but were, as it might be, thoughts +hired in the interest of the dead man, hostile, relentless +mercenaries, inside the very walls of the citadel within which he was +besieged, and from which there was no escape except by flinging his +naked bosom on the bayonets of the besiegers. + +It made not the least difference now whether the man merited death a +thousand times or not, that man insisted on haunting him. It did not +now matter in the least how it pleased him to regard the provoker of +that shot, it was how the murdered man regarded him was the real +question. He had always told himself that a murdered man was only a +dead man after all. Now he had to learn that no man ever born of woman +is more awfully alive than a murdered man. He had yet to learn that +the blow of the murderer endows the victim with inextinguishable +vitality. He had yet to learn that all things which live die to the +mind of a murderer except the man who is dead. He had yet to learn +that in the mind of a murderer there is a gradually filling in and +crowding together of the images of the undamned dead that in the end +blind and block up the whole soul in stifling intimacies with the +dead, until the murderer in his despair flings himself at the feet of +the hangman shrieking for mercy, for mercy, for the mercy of violent +and disgraceful death in order to put an end to the fiendish gibes of +the dead who is not dead but living, who will not sink into hell, but +brings hell into the assassin's brain. The desire to kill is easy, and +the means of killing are easy, but the spirit of the murdered man +takes immortal form in the brain of the murderer and cleaves to him +for evermore. + +So that when Stamer descended from the roof and found himself in the +yard of the mews, he was not alone. He had seen little of Leigh, but +now all he had seen came back upon the eye of his memory with +appalling distinctness. He saw each detail of the man's body as though +it were cast in rigid bronze and pressed forcibly, painfully, +unbearably, upon his perception. He could see, he could feel, the long +yellow fingers and the pointed chin hidden in the beard, and the hairs +on the neck growing thinner and thinner as the neck descended into the +collar. He could see the wrinkles about the eyes, and a peculiar +backward motion of the lips before the dwarf spoke. He could see the +forehead wrinkled upward in indulgent scorn, or the eyes flashing with +insolent self-esteem. He could see. He could see the swift, sharp +up-tilt of the chin when a deep respiration became necessary. There +was nothing about the dwarf that he could not see, that he did not +see, that he could avoid seeing, that was not pressed upon him as by a +cold, steel die, that was not pressed and pressed upon him until his +mind ached for the vividness, until he turned within himself +frantically to avoid the features or actions of the dwarf, and found +no space unoccupied, no loop-hole of escape, no resting-place for the +eye, no variety for the mind. He was possessed by a devil, and he had +made that devil into the likeness of Leigh with his own hands out of +the blood of Leigh. + +He had run, he did not know how long, or whither, but all the time he +was running, he had some relief from the devil which possessed him, +for he heard footsteps behind him, the footsteps of the dwarf. But +what signified footsteps behind him, or the ordinary ghost one heard +of, which could not take shape in day-light, or linger after cockcrow, +compared with this internal spirit of the murdered man, this awful +presence, this agonizingly minute portraiture at the back of the +eye-balls where all the inside of the head could see it, when the eyes +were shut, when one was asleep? + +At the time Leigh overtook him, he was sure Leigh was dead. But when +he found himself exhausted against the wall, and saw the dwarf go by, +it was with a feeling of relief. This was the vulgar ghost of which he +had heard so much, but which he had always held in contempt. But he +had never heard of the other ghost before, and his spirit was goaded +with terrors, and frantic with fears. + +Then came that night of wandering, with inexpungeable features of the +dwarf sharp limned upon his smarting sight, and after that long night, +which was a repetition of the first few minutes after the deed, the +visit to Timmons, and the appearance of Leigh in the flesh! + +No wonder Stamer was faint. + +He was in no immediate fear now. He was merely worn out by the awful +night, and prostrated by the final shock. All he wanted was rest, and +to know how it came to be that the dwarf was about that morning, +seemingly uninjured. As Leigh was not dead, or hurt, he had nothing to +fear at present. He would rest somewhere from which he could watch +Timmons, and go back to his friend as soon as the clock-maker +disappeared. He sat down on the tail-board of an upreared cart to +wait. + +At length he saw the hunchback issue hastily from the store, and +hasten, with pale face and hard-drawn breath, in the direction of +London Road. Stamer kept his eyes on the little man until he saw him +hail a cab and drive away. Then he rose, and, with weary steps and a +heart relieved, hastened to the marine store. + +The murdered ghost which had haunted the secret chambers of his spirit +had been exorcised, by the sight of Leigh in the flesh, and he was at +rest. + +He found Timmons pacing up and down the store gloomily. "That's a good +job, any way, Mr. Timmons," said the shorter man when he had got +behind the shutters. This time he did not stand up with his back +against the wall; he sat down on the old fire-grate. He was much +bolder. In fact, he sought cover more from habit than from a sense of +present insecurity. + +"Good job," growled Timmons. "Worse job, you mean, you fool." + +"Worse job? Worse job, Mr. Timmons? Worse, after all you said, to see +Mr. Leigh here, than to know he was lying on the floor under the +window with a broken neck?" cried Stamer, in blank and hopeless +amazement. + +"Broken neck! Broken neck! It's you deserve the broken neck; and as +sure as you're alive, Tom Stamer, you'll get it, get it from Jack +Ketch, before long, and you deserve it." + +"Deserve it for missing Leigh?" cried Stamer, in a tone of dismay. +Nothing could satisfy Timmons this morning. First he was furious +because he had killed Leigh, and now he was savage because the bullet +had missed him! + +"No, you red-handed botch! Worse than even if you killed Leigh, who +hasn't been all straight. But you have killed an innocent man. A man +you never saw or heard of in all your life until last night. A man +that came into Leigh's place, privately, through a third door in the +mews, and wound up his clock for him, in the window, and nodded to the +Hanover bar people, as Leigh used to do, and who was so like Leigh +himself, hump and all, barring that he was taller, that their own +mothers would not know one from the other. Leigh hired him, so that he +might be able to go to Birmingham and places on _our_ business, and +seem to be in London and at his own place, if it became necessary to +prove he had not been in Birmingham, if it became necessary to prove +an alibi. And you, you blundering-headed fool, go and shoot the very +man Leigh had hired to help our business! You're a useful pal, you +are! You're a good working mate, you are! Are you proud of yourself? +Eh? You not only put your head into the halter of your own free will, +and out of the cleverness of your own brains, but you round on a chap +who was a pal after all. You go having snap shots, you do, and you bag +a comrade, a man who did no one any harm, a man who was in the swim! +Oh, you are a nice, useful, tidy working pal, you are! A useful, +careful mate! I wonder you didn't shoot me, and say you did it for the +good of my health, and out of kindness to me. Anyway, I'm heartily +sorry it wasn't yourself you shot, last night. No one would have been +sorry for that, and the country would have saved the ten pounds to +Jack Ketch for hanging you, and the cost of a new rope!" + +"Eh?" cried Stamer, not that he did not hear and understand, but in +order that he might get the story re-told. + +Timmons went over the principal points again. + +The burglar listened quite unmoved. + +"You take it coolly enough, anyhow?" + +"Why not? It was an accident." + +"An accident! An accident!" cried Timmons, drawing up in front of +Stamer and looking at him in perplexity. + +"Well, what could be plainer, Mr. Timmons? Of course, it was an +accident. Why should I hurt a man who never hurt me?" + +"But you did." + +"They have to prove that. They _can't_ prove _I_ rounded on a pal. I +can get a hundred witnesses to character." + +"Nice witnesses they would be." + +"But the coppers _know_ I'm a straight man." + +"They would hardly come to speak for you. It's someone from Portland +would give you a character. But you know you fired the shot." + +"At a screech-owl, my lord, at a screech-owl, my lord, that was flying +across the street. You don't suppose, my lord, I'd go and round on a +pal of Mr. Timmons's and my own?" + +Timmons glared at him. "But the man is dead, and someone shot him." + +"Well, my lord, except Mr. Timmons--and to save him I risked my own +life, and would lay it down, and am ready to lay it down now or any +time it may please your lordship--unless Mr. Timmons goes into the box +and swears my life away, you can prove nothing against me, my lord." + +"After all," said Timmons, looking through half-closed critical eyes +at Stamer, "after all, the man has some brains." + +"And a straight man for a friend in Mr. John Timmons." + +"Yes, Stamer, you have." + +Stamer stood up and approached Timmons. "You'll shake hands on that, +Mr. Timmons?" + +"I will." Timmons gave him his hand. "And now," he added, "I don't +think you know the good news." + +"What?" + +"Why, Forbes's bakery was burned out last night." + +"Hurroo!" cried Stamer, with a yell of sudden relief and joy. "My +lord, you haven't a single bit of evidence against Tom Stamer. My +lord, good-bye. Mr. John Timmons and Tom Stamer against the world!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + THE RUINS. + + +The morning following Hanbury's visit to Grimsby Street saw the order +of arrival of the ladies in the sitting-room reversed. Mrs. Grace was +there first. Edith had been too excited when she went to bed after the +young man's disclosures to sleep, and it was not until the small hours +were growing big that the girl could close her eyes. As a consequence, +she was late. + +But when at last she did awake, how different were her feelings from +the day before! She could scarcely believe she was the same being, or +it was the same world. That letter from Mr. Coutch, of Castleton, had +plunged her into a depth of leaden hopelessness she had never known +before. Now all was changed. Then she was the last of a race of +shopkeepers; now she had for cousin a man whose ancestor had been a +king. Whatever fate might do against her in the future, it could never +take away that consoling consciousness. At Miss Graham's in Streatham +the girls used to say she ought to be a queen. Well, a not very remote +relative of hers would have sat on a throne if she had lived and come +into her rights! Prodigious. + +She found her grandmother waiting for her. The old lady was seated in +the window, spectacles on nose, reading the morning paper. All the +papers of that morning had not an account of the disaster at Chelsea, +because of the late hour at which it occurred. Mrs. Grace's paper was +one that did not get the news in time for insertion that morning, so +that the old lady and Edith were spared the pain of believing that a +man who sat in this room yesterday had met with a sudden and horrible +death. + +But Mrs. Grace's eye had caught a paragraph headed "The Last of the +Poles." Without a word or comment she handed the paper to the girl and +said merely, "Read that. It ought to interest you." + +Edith looked at the heading, flushed, and then read the paragraph. It +ran: + + +"The last survivor of one of the great historical families of Europe +was buried at Chone, near Geneva, four days before Christmas. The +venerable Mathilde Poniatowski, the widow of Count Szymanowski, had +just passed her ninetieth year. Her family gave to Poland its last +king, Stanislaus Augustus, under whose reign the death-struggle of the +Polish nation began, and its last hero, Prince Joseph Poniatowski, who +fell as one of Napoleon's generals when bravely attempting to cover +the retreat of the French at the battle of Leipzig. The Tzar +Alexander, with a generosity which did him credit, allowed his corpse +to be buried in the church at Cracow amongst the old Kings and heroes +of Poland. Count Szymanowski, the husband of the deceased lady, took a +prominent part in the rising of the Poles in 1831, since which time +she has lived a quiet and uneventful life in the hospitable republic +of Geneva." + + +"And think," said Mrs. Grace, "that she who is just dead represented +only the younger branch of Mr. Hanbury's family. It is all more like +an Eastern romance than anything which could take place in Europe!" + +Edith could not say much. She felt choking, and merely said it was +wonderful, and that Mr. Hanbury would no doubt know all about the +countess. + +"I don't think so. You know he said he did not know much of the +family. I must cut out this paragraph and keep it for him." + +The notion of cutting a paragraph out of a penny paper and giving it +to the head of the house here referred to, was grotesque. Besides, he +had not said that he should come again. He said his mother would call, +and he expressed a vague hope that they might be better friends. Edith +knew no practical importance was to be attached to this man's +parentage, as far as honours went; but still it could not be that he +would move about as freely now as of yore, or mingle with the people +he had formerly considered his equals. He could no more destroy the +stream of noble and kingly blood in his veins than a costermonger +could carry the arms of a Howard or a Percy. + +Edith broke bread that morning, but made little more than a formal +meal. Mrs. Hanbury would of course call. When? And what would she be +like? The son had been much too condescending and familiar for one in +his position. Would his mother make up in stateliness what he left +aside? She would drive up between three and five with powdered +footmen. The arrival of the carriage, and the footmen, and Mrs. +Hanbury, mother of the well-known Mr. Hanbury, would be an event in +Grimsby Street. Her old resolution of not knowing rich people must be +waived in this case. There was no remedy for it; for he had said his +mother would come. + +Neither grandmother nor grand-daughter was in humour for talk. Edith +was occupied with her own thoughts. They had nothing to do that day, +for Edith had made up her mind to do nothing about a new situation +until Monday. It being now Saturday, there was no time to take any +steps that week. + +They had not sat down to breakfast until half-past nine, and by ten +they had not finished. As the little clock on the mantelpiece struck +the hour the landlady's daughter entered to say a lady was below who +desired to see Mrs. and Miss Grace. + +Both rose. Whom could it be? + +Mrs. Hanbury. + +"I have taken the liberty of coming up without permission," said a +voice at the door, and a tall, stately lady, with white hair and +dressed in black, appeared at the threshold of the door left open by +the attendant. + +Mrs. Grace invited her to enter and be seated. + +"I need not introduce myself further," the visitor said with a smile, +as she sat down, after shaking hands with the two, "than to say I am +the mother of Mr. Hanbury, who had the pleasure of calling upon you +yesterday evening. I am afraid my visit this morning is as +inconveniently early as his last night was late. But the discovery of +the relationship between us is so extraordinary, and so pleasant to +me, that I could not deny myself the happiness of calling at the very +earliest moment I could get away. You have not even finished +breakfast. I fear you will find it hard to forgive me." Her words, and +smile, and manner were so friendly and unassuming, that grandmother +and grand-daughter felt at ease immediately. + +Mrs. Grace said that if the visitor would forgive the disorder of the +table, they should have no reason to feel anything but extremely +grateful to Mrs. Hanbury for coming so soon. + +Mrs. Hanbury bowed and said, "I saw my son on his return from +Derbyshire yesterday and when he came back from you last night. But he +had not come down when I was leaving home just now. I am a very +positive, self-willed old woman, and I have to ask you as a favour to +make allowances for these infirmities. I have made up my mind that the +best thing for us to do is to hold a little family council, and I have +grown so used to my own room I never can feel equal to discussing +family matters anywhere else. I have therefore come to ask you a +favour to begin with. Do humour me, please, and come with me to my +place. John will be down and done breakfast by the time we get there, +and we four can talk over all this wonderful story at our leisure." + +There were objections and demurs to this, but Mrs. Hanbury's +insistent, good-humoured determination prevailed, and the end was that +the three ladies set out together on foot for Chester Square. "And +now," said Mrs. Hanbury, as they walked along, "that I have tasted the +delights of conquest, I mean to turn from a mild and seemingly +reasonable supplicant into a rigid tyrant. Back into that dreadful +Grimsby Street neither of you shall ever go again. It is quite enough +to destroy one's zest for life merely to look down it!" + +The protests and demurs were more vehement than before. + +"We shall not argue the point now. In my capacity of tyrant, I decline +to argue anything. But we shall see--we shall see." + +When they reached Mrs. Hanbury's, they went straight, to her own room. +She left word that she was most particularly engaged, and could see no +one. On enquiring for her son, she heard with surprise that he had +come down shortly after she left and gone out without leaving any +message for her. + +That morning John Hanbury awoke to the most unpleasant thoughts +about Dora. What ought he to do in the matter? Had he not acted +badly to her in not writing the next morning after the scene in the +drawing-room?--the very night? + +Unquestionably it would have been much better if he had written at +once. But then at the time he reached home, he was in no state of mind +to write to any one, and when he read his father's letter, the +contents of it drove all other matters into the background, and made +it seem that they could easily wait. Now he had been to Derbyshire, +and knew all that was to be learned at Castleton, and had seen Mrs. +Grace and Miss Grace and told them of the discovery he had made. His +mother had undertaken to go see them, and for the present there was +nothing to press in front of his thought of Dora. + +He had behaved very badly indeed to her. At the interview he had acted +more like a lunatic brute than a sane gentleman, and afterwards his +conduct had been--yes, cowardly. Curse it! was he always to behave +like a coward in her eyes? She had reproached him with cowardice the +other day, and he fully deserved her reproach. That is, he fully +deserved the reproach of an impartial and passionless judge. But was +the attitude of an impartial and passionless judge exactly the one a +man expected from his sweetheart? Surely the ways of life would be +very dusty and dreary if a man found his severest critics always +closest to his side, if any deficiencies in the public indictment of +his character or conduct were to be supplied by a voice from his own +hearth, by his other self, by his wife? + +John Hanbury had from his first thinking of Dora more than of any +other girl he had met, looked on her as a possible wife. When he went +further and made up his mind to ask her to marry him, he had regarded +her as a future wife more than a present sweetheart. He had felt that +she would be a credit and an ornament to him and that they should get +on well together. He had never for an hour been carried away by his +feelings towards her. He had never lost his head. He told himself he +had lost his heart, because he was more happy in her society than in +the society of any other young woman he had met. + +He was an imaginative man, of good education, strong impulse, and +skilful in the use of words. Yet he had not addressed a single piece +of verse to her. She had not moved him to adopt that unfamiliar form +of expression. He had nothing in his mind about her that he could not +express in prose. This alone was a suspicious circumstance. He knew he +was not a poet, and he felt it would be absurd to try to be a poet, +because he was going to marry a woman he liked very much. + +This was ample evidence she had not touched the inner springs of love +in him. The young man who keeps his reason always about him, and won't +make a fool of himself for the woman he wants to marry, isn't in love +at all. There may be fifty words describing beautifully the excellence +of his intentions towards the young woman, but love is not one of +those words. He had felt all along that they were about to enter into +a delicious partnership; not that he was going to drink the wine of a +heavenly dream. + +This morning he was wrestling and groaning in spirit when the servant +brought the letters to his door. He recognised her writing at once, +and tore the envelope open hastily. + +He read the letter slowly and with decaying spirit. When he had +finished he folded it up deliberately and put it back into the +envelope. His face was pale, his lips were apart, his eyes dull, +expressionless. + +"Be it so," he said at length. "She is right," he added bitterly. "She +is always right. She would always be right, and I when I differed from +her always wrong. That is not the position a husband should occupy in +a wife's esteem." + +Then he sat down in the easy chair he had occupied two nights before, +and fell into a reverie. He did not heed how time went. When he roused +himself he learned that his mother had gone out. He did not want to +meet her now. He did not want to meet anyone. He wished to be alone +with his thoughts. Where can man be more alone than in the streets of +a great city? + +He went out with no definite object except to be free of interruption. +His mind ran on Dora. Now he thought of her with anger, now with +affection, now with sorrow. He had no thought of trying to undo her +resolve. He acquiesced in it. He was glad it came from her and not +from him. + +Now that all was over between them, and they were by-and-by to be good +friends, and no more, he became sentimental. + +He passed in review the pleasant hours they had spent together. He +took a melancholy delight in conjuring up the things they had said, +the places they had gone to, the balls, and theatres, and galleries +and meetings they had been at with one another. He thought of the last +walk they took, the walk which led to the present breach between them. +It was in this neighbourhood somewhere. Ah, he remembered. He would go +and see the place once more. + +Once more! Why it was only two days since they had come this way, she +leaning on his arm. What a wonderful lot of things had been crowded +into those two days! + +This was the street. What was the meaning of the crowd? When she and +he were here last, there had been a crowd too. Was there always a +crowd here? By Jove! there had been a fire. And, by Jove! the house +burned was the one against the end wall of which she and he had stood +to watch the nigger. + +Policemen were keeping people back from the front of Forbes's bakery, +which was completely gutted, standing a mere shell, with its bare, +roofless walls open to the light of Heaven. All the floors had fallen, +and a fireman with a hose was playing on the smoking rubbish within. + +"An unlucky place," thought Hanbury, as he stood to look at the ruins. +"First that unfortunate nigger meets with an accident there, and now +this house is burned quite out. An unlucky corner." + +At that moment there was a cry of dismay from the crowd. Hanbury drew +back. He thought the walls were falling. Presently the cry of dismay +changed to a cheer, and the crowd at the corner of the Hanover swayed +and opened, and through it, from a cab which had just drawn up, walked +hastily towards the smoking pile, Oscar Leigh. + +Where Hanbury stood was the nearest point from which the dwarf could +command a view of the bakery. When he reached Hanbury's side, he +stopped, looked up, dropped his stick, flung his hands aloft and +uttered an awful yell of despair. + +The people drew back from him. + +No trace of even the floor of the clock-room remained in position, +beyond a few charred fragments of joists. Everything was gone, wheels +and pulleys, and levers, and shafts, and chains, and drums, and bands. +Even the very frame itself, with its four strong pillars and thick +cross-bars, left not a trace aloft, and its very position was not +indicated in the heap of steaming rubbish. + +"All gone! All gone! The work of seven years. The result of a +lifetime. Gone! gone! gone!" + +He reeled and would have fallen but that Hanbury caught him and +supported him. + +Williams appeared and between Williams and Hanbury the dwarf was led +into the private bar in which his learning and occult knowledge had +brought him distinction and respect. + +A chair was fetched by Binns the potman and Leigh was set upon it with +his back to the window, so that his eyes might not look upon the grave +of his labour. + +"All gone! All gone! Nothing left! Nothing left! The work of seven +years day and night! Day and night! Day and night! Gone, all gone!" + +"But, Mr. Leigh," said the pale-faced Williams, in a low and very +kindly voice, "it might have been ever so much worse." + +"Worse! How could it be worse? There is nothing saved." + +"Why, thank God, Mr. Leigh, you are saved. It was said in some of the +papers and we all believed you were burned in the fire." + +"And what if I was? I wish I was." + +"You oughtn't say that, Mr. Leigh. It is not right to say that. You +ought to be grateful for being saved." + +"Grateful for being saved! Who? I! Who should be grateful that I am +saved? Not I, for one." + +"Well, your friends are very glad, any way. Didn't you hear how the +people cried out with fear first, for they thought you were a ghost, +and didn't you hear how they cheered then when they saw it was you +yourself, alive and well?" + +"I! Who am I? What am I? My clock, sir, was all I had in this whole +world. It was the savings bank of my heart, of my soul, and now the +bank is broken and I am beggared." + +"But, Mr. Leigh, you are not beggared indeed. You have plenty of money +still," said Williams in the soft tone one uses to a reasonable child. + +"Money, sir, what is money to me? I am not a pauper, but what good is +mere money to me? Can I dance at balls, or ride fine horses or shoot? +What good is money to me more than to get me food and drink for my +body? and what a body! Who will feed my soul? What will feed my soul? +How am I who am but a joke of nature to live with no spiritual food? +My clock was my life, and my soul, and my fame, my immortal part and +now--! Gone! gone! gone!" + +"But how did you escape, Mr. Leigh? We saw you winding up after you +left this, and you nodded to us as usual, when the easy part of the +winding came, half-way through." + +"I did. Curse my mandarin neck. If I had minded nothing but my clock +it would be safe now, or I should be dead with it." + +"But how did you escape, Mr. Leigh?" + +"The devil takes care of his own, Mr. Hanbury," he said, speaking for +the first time to the young man. "Whatever way you are going I should +like to go, if you would have no objection? I have no way of my own +now except the way common to us all." + +"I shall be very glad to have your company," said Hanbury, who was +sincerely moved at the loss and grief of the little clockmaker. + +"Shall we walk or would you prefer to drive?" + +"Let us drive, please. I have lost my stick. Ay, I have lost my +crutch, my stick, my prop. You are very kind to let me go with you." + +"Indeed I am very glad to be of any use I can." + +And leaning on the arm of John Hanbury, Oscar Leigh limped out of the +private bar of the Hanover. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI. + + OPEN CONFESSION. + + +When the two men gained the open air no cab was in sight. + +"If you will rest awhile here," said Hanbury, "I'll fetch a cab. I +cannot see one up or down the street." + +"No," said Leigh, a shudder passing through his frame. "Let us walk, +if you do not mind. I could not bear to stay near this place any +longer. Is it not strange that you should have wanted a cab in this +spot forty-eight hours ago, and I should want it here now?" + +"It is strange," said Hanbury, "but the world is very small, and our +absolute wants in it are very closely circumscribed." The manner of +Leigh had changed in a marked manner since they emerged from the door +of the Hanover. His steps had become slow and more dragged, his +breathing more laboured, and he had lost all swagger and bounce, and +self-assertiveness. + +"I know I am going very slowly. But I cannot get along quicker. I have +had a great shock, and a slow step is becoming at a funeral." + +"Pray, do not apologise. I assure you I have absolutely nothing to +do." + +"Nor I, nor shall I ever have anything to do in this world again. Sir, +this slow pace befits a funeral. This is my funeral." + +"Oh, you mustn't say so. I am sure your clock must have been a +terrible loss, but not irreparable." + +"Do you mean that the clock is reparable?" + +"No. I am well aware the clock is past repair, but the loss may be +repaired." + +"No, sir. It may not. I do not want ever to see this street or that +corner again. I have lived there seven years. I have toiled and +planned there night and day for seven years, and now I am going +away shorn of the growth of all my labours. Men of my make are never +long-lived. When they meet a great shock and a great loss such as this +they die. There is a hansom, but don't call that. Call a four-wheeler. +It is more like a hearse, and this is a funeral. Let us dress the +rehearsal of the play, the real play, as well as we can. I am rather +glad I am done with life----" + +"Why, you are quite a young man yet, Mr. Leigh." + +"I am rather glad I am done with life, I was saying, for I was +beginning to tire of it. A man formed as I am has a weary up-hill +fight. He must either play the part of the subtle beast, or go under, +and a man who cannot ever stand up and fight for himself does not like +to go under. It is not fair to ask a man who has never been able to +put up his hands if he has had enough." + +"But you will begin another great clock, even a greater one." + +For a moment the little man fired up, and seemed about to regain his +old insolent combativeness. "Sir, it would be impossible to design a +greater." + +"Well, let us say as great," said the young man soothingly. He was +beginning not only to take an interest in this strange being, but to +sympathise with him. + +"No, sir. I shall begin no other clock. The sands in my own hour-glass +are running low already. When a man of my make endures a great shock +and a great disappointment he does not endure much more. He dies. I am +glad to meet you again. I am glad it was your arm kept me from +falling. I want you to be my friend. I have no friend on earth +excepting my poor mother, who is more helpless than I myself. I know +what I am asking when I say I want you for my friend. I would not ask +you to be my friend the day before yesterday. I would have preferred +you for an enemy then, for then I was strong and able to take care of +myself. Now I am too weak to be your enemy, and I am fit only to be +your friend. You will not spurn me?" He paused in their walk, and +looked up anxiously into Hanbury's face. + +"Assuredly not. I will do anything I can for you. Please let me know +what I can do for you?" + +"I may presently, I may later. I may the last thing of all. But not +now. Let us walk on. My clock is gone for ever, and on the ruins of my +clock I have found a friend. I would much rather have my clock, ten +thousand times rather have my clock, than you, but then I knew it so +long and so well. If you had made that clock as I had, and had lost it +as I have lost it, you would go mad and kill someone, maybe yourself, +or perhaps both." + +"I am sure I should feel bitterly the loss of so many years of +labour." + +"Of so many years of labour and love and confidence and pride, the +depository of so many hopes, the garden in which grew all the flowers +of my mind. Well, while I had the clock, I had a friend in which I +could confide. The clock is gone past recall. My mother cannot, poor +soul, be expected to understand me. As you have promised to be my +friend, I will confide in you. I know I may do so with safety." + +"I think you may." + +"It is past _thinking_ in me: I _know_. I told you before, I never +make mistakes about people." In all this talk Hanbury noticed that +the old self-assertive "Hah!" had no place, nor was there any use of +eau-de-cologne or reference to it. These had been nothing more than +conversational fripperies, and had been laid aside with the spirit of +aggression. The manner of aggression still prevailed in the form of +thought and manner of expression. "You will be astonished to hear that +I was attracted towards you from the moment I saw you in Welbeck +Place--the attraction of repulsion, no doubt. But still you were not +indifferent to me. I have had so long a life of loneliness and +repression, I want a few hours of companionship and free-speaking +before I die." + +"Anything you may tell me to relieve your mind, I shall treat as a +secret of my own--as a secret in keeping which my personal honour is +concerned." + +"I know. I wish I were as sure of anything else as I am of you. I tell +you I never make mistakes about people. Never. I lied to you very +considerably. I lied to everyone pretty considerably, partly because I +have imagination, or fancy, or invention, or whatever you call the +power of easily devising things that are not. I lied because I had +imagination. I lied because I had vanity. I lied because people are +such fools. How could a man tell the truth to a creature like +Williams, the owner of that public-house? The creature could not +appreciate it. Besides, lying is so amusing, and I had so little +amusement. I used lies as at once a sword and buckler. I cut down a +fool with a lie; I defended myself against the silly talk of fools by +holding up a lie with a brazen boss the shining of which dazzled their +eyes and choked their silly voices. I lied a good deal to you." + +"Pray do not pain yourself by apologies. You said what you said to me +merely for pastime." + +"No; as an indication of my contempt for you. Did you not see I had a +contempt for you? Did I not make it plain? Did you not see it?" + +"Yes, I think you made it plain." + +"I am glad of that, for my intention was to hurt you a good deal, and +I hate to fail. I am very glad you saw I had a great contempt for you. +This is my death-bed confession, and I shall keep back nothing, +without warning you I am keeping something back." + +"You are quite candid now, I am sure." + +"Quite candid, as candid as a child is in its unspoken mind. What I +said about those figures of time was mostly a lie." + +"I guessed that." + +"What I said about Miracle Gold was mostly a lie also." + +"I knew that." + +"You knew it! How could you know it? How can you _know_ a negative any +more than _prove_ it, except by the evidence of your senses?--and then +you do not _know_, you only fail to perceive." + +"Well, let us not get into metaphysics." + +"All right. _Most_ of what I told you about Miracle Gold was a lie. +_All_ I told you about making it was a lie. I was about to enter into +a league with thieves to take stolen gold, and pretend to make it. I +was going to do this for the sake of the fame, not the profit." + +"A very dangerous kind of alchemy." + +"Yes; but very common, though not in its application to real metallic +gold." + +"It would be worse for us to get into a discussion on morals than even +on metaphysics." + +"It would. Anyway I have told you what my scheme was. I told Mrs. +Ashton that my clock was independent of my hands for winding up. You +heard Williams, the publican, say they saw me wind up my clock last +night. Well I was not near my clock last night." + +"But he said he saw you." + +"He did. Now you can understand how necessary it was for me to lie." + +"I candidly confess I cannot." + +"Well to me it would be unbearable that a man like Williams should +know of all my actions. I was not near my clock, not in the same room +with it, not on the floor where it stood, from the early afternoon of +yesterday. When I conceived the notion of making Miracle Gold I knew I +ran a great risk. I thought it might become necessary to prove +_affirmatives_ at all events. The proposition of an alibi is an +affirmative, the deduction a negative. I told you my clock was my +friend. Well, I made it help me in this. I gave out in the private bar +of the Hanover that my clock had now become so complicated that I had +arranged to connect all the movements, which had hitherto been more or +less independent, awaiting removal to a tower. I said I was going to +get all my power from one force, weights in the chimney. Hitherto I +had said I used springs and weights. I said this change would involve +half-an-hour's continual winding every night, with a brief break of a +few seconds in the middle of the half hour. The clock was to be wound +up by a lever fixed near the window, at which I sat when at work, the +only window in the room. Night after night I worked at this lever for +half-an-hour, turning round exactly at a quarter-past twelve to nod at +the landlord of the Hanover and the people in the private bar. +Meanwhile, I was busy constructing two life-sized figures. One of the +body of a man in every way unlike me. The other of a man who should be +as like me as possible. I have skill, a good deal of skill, in +modelling. The face and figure unlike mine were the first finished. +Both were made to be moved by the lever, not to move it. I easily +timed the head so as to turn at a quarter-past. I inserted in the neck +of the figure like myself a movement which would make the head nod +before turning away to go on with the winding. You now see my idea?" + +"Not quite clearly. But I suspect it." + +"Suppose I had to meet one of my clients about the gold, I should make +an appointment with him at a quarter-past twelve in Islington, or +Wapping, or Wandsworth, or Twickenham. My clock, at twelve o'clock, +slowly raised the figure from the floor to the place in which I sat in +my chair, turned up the gas, which had been dimmed to the last glimmer +that would live, and then released the weight in the chimney and set +the figure moving as if working the lever, instead of the lever +working it. Thus you see I should have a dozen to swear they saw me in +my room at Chelsea, if anything went wrong in my interviews with my +clients, or if from any other cause it became necessary for me to +prove I was in my workshop between twelve and half-past twelve at +night." + +"Very ingenious indeed." + +"The night before I met you in Welbeck Place, that is to say Wednesday +night, I tried my first figure, the figure of the man unlike me." + +"May I ask what was the object of this figure? Why had you one that +was not like you?" + +"To give emphasis to the figure of myself. I at first intended going +into the Hanover on Wednesday and declaring that I had been obliged to +employ a deputy in case of anything preventing my being able to attend +between twelve and half-past. I had intended spending the half hour +the figure was visible in the bar, but I changed my mind. I went to +the country instead, and imparted as a secret to the landlord that I +was to have a deputy that night, and that he was to keep an eye on him +and see he did not shirk his work. I knew Williams could no more keep +a secret of that kind than fly. I did not want him to keep it. My +motive in cautioning him was merely that he might watch closely, for +of course I was most anxious that the delusion should be complete and +able to bear the test of strict watching from the private bar. I went +down to the country partly to be out of the way and partly for another +reason I need not mention." + +Hanbury started. The excitement of seeing the place burned out, and +meeting the dwarf and listening to his strange tale, had prevented him +recollecting the connection between Edith Grace and Leigh. "Go on," +said Hanbury, wishing the clockmaker to finish before he introduced +the name of Edith. + +"There is not much more to tell. Owing to a reason I need not mention, +I made up my mind on Thursday morning to go on with the production of +Miracle Gold. I resolved against my better judgment, and gave the word +for the first lot of the gold to be delivered at my place at midnight +exactly. You know how my afternoon was spent. While at Mrs. Ashton's, +my better judgment and my worse one had a scuffle, and I made up my +mind to decide upon nothing that night, and certainly to commit myself +to nothing that night. What you would call the higher influence was at +work." + +"Pallas-Athena?" + +"Yes, if you think that a good name. Any way I made up my mind to do +nothing definite in the interest of Miracle Gold that night. I set my +dummy figure and left my house at midnight exactly, saw my client and +told him I could do nothing for a week. Next day I heard from Williams +that I had wound up my clock and nodded at a quarter-past twelve, +right time. Last night I went into the Hanover, as you heard Williams +say, and passed into my house after speaking a while to a friend in +the street. But I did not go upstairs. I went through the house and +out into the mews at the back. I was supplied by the landlord with +keys for the doors into Chetwynd Street and Welbeck Place, but had not +one for the bakehouse door into the mews until I got one made unknown +to anyone. Thus the landlord and the people all round to whom I spoke +freely would never dream of my going through into the mews. It was my +intention they should have a distinct impression I could not do it. +Thus I had the use, as it were, of a secret door. When I got into the +mews I hastened to Victoria and caught the last train for Millway, the +12.15. I wanted to see my mother about business which I need not +mention. I had made up mind to have nothing to do with the Miracle +Gold. On my way back to town I called on my client and learned that +the place was burnt down and that I was believed to be dead. The +latter belief is only a little premature. I am going fast. Is there no +cab? I can hardly breathe. Have you seen Miss Ashton since?" + +"Since I saw you last?" + +"Yes." + +"I have." + +"Since yesterday afternoon?" + +"No." + +Leigh gave a sigh of pain and stopped. "I am done," he said. "I can go +no further. I shall walk no more." + +"Nonsense, you will be all right again. Here is a cab at last, thank +goodness!" + +"You will come with me. You will not desert me. My confession is over. +I shall speak of this matter no more to any man. It was only a +temptation, and I absolutely did no wrong. You will not desert me. I +am very feeble. I do not know what the matter is with me. I have no +strength in my body. I never had much, but the little I had is gone. +You will not desert me, Mr. Hanbury. I have only listened to the voice +of the tempter. I have not gone the tempter's ways, and mind, I was +not tempted by the love of lucre. If I had had a voice, and stature, +and figure like yours I might have been able to win fame in the big +and open world, as I was I could win it only in the world that is +little and occult. Come with me. You promised to be my friend before +you heard of my temptation. Are you less inclined to be my friend +because I was tempted and resisted the tempter, than if I had never +been tempted at all? Get in and come with me. See me under a roof +anyway. The next roof that covers me will be the last one I shall lie +under over ground." + +"I own," said Hanbury, "I was a little staggered at first, but only at +first. I am quite willing to go with you. Where shall I tell the man +to drive?" Hanbury had assisted Leigh into the cab, and was standing +on the flagway. + +Leigh gave the address, and the two drove off. + +The dwarf's confession had not benefitted his position in Hanbury's +mind. The fact that this man had been in communication with a fence, +with a view to the disposal of stolen gold, was enough to make the +average man shrink from contact with the dwarf. But then Hanbury +remembered that the secret had been divulged by the clock-maker in a +moment of extreme excitement, and after what to him must have been an +enormous calamity. To have been tempted is not to have fallen; but, +the temptation resisted, to have risen to heights proportionate to the +strength of the temptation, and the degree of self-denial in the +resistance of it. + +Yet, this was a strange companion, friend, for John Hanbury, the +well-known public speaker, a man who had made up his mind to adopt the +career of a progressive and reforming politician, the descendant of +Stanislaus II. of Poland! Contact with a man who had absolutely +entertained the notion of trading in stolen goods was a thing most +people would shun. But, then, were most people right? This man had +claimed his good offices, first, because Hanbury was in his power, and +now Leigh claimed his good offices, because he was in great affliction +and prostration. Certainly Hanbury would be more willing to fall in +with Leigh's views now, when he was supplicating, than on Thursday, +when he was threatening. Who could withhold sympathy from this +deformed, marred, wheezing, halting, sickly-looking man, who had just +seen the work of a lifetime swept away for ever? + +Then Hanbury remembered he had questions to ask Leigh, and that his +motive for keeping with him was not wholly pure. How many motives, of +the most impersonal and disinterested, are quite pure? + +The young man did not know how exactly to introduce the subject of the +Graces, and, for a moment, he hemmed and fidgetted in the cab. + +At last he began, "You have not seen Mrs. Grace, since?" + +"No; nor shall I ever again." + +"Why, you have not quarrelled with her, have you?" + +"Quarrelled with her! Not I. But I have explained to you that I am +going home, that this is a funeral; my home is not in Grimsby Street. +You did not say Grimsby Street to the cabman, I hope?" + +"I did not. I gave him 12, Barnes Street, Chelsea. Is not that right?" + +"Yes. That's right. No, I am not likely to see Mrs. Grace again. How +wonderfully like Miss Ashton Miss Grace is! Oh, I may as well tell +you, how I came to know Miss Grace, as she has really been the means +of bringing us together as we are to-day. My mother is paralyzed, and +I advertised for a companion for her. Miss Grace replied, and I +engaged her. I said she should see little of me. But at the time it +did not occur to me that I might like to see a great deal of her. I +did not explain this before, for the explanation would have +interrupted the story of my clock. Well, although you may hardly be +able to credit it, I, who had, up to that time, avoided the crowning +folly of even thinking of marriage, thought, not quite as calmly as I +am speaking now, that I should like to marry a wife, and that I should +like to marry her. She was to go to my mother on Wednesday. I was to +test my automaton on Wednesday night. I ran down to my mother's place, +and was at Eltham when Miss Grace arrived. My appearance there, after +saying she should see me little, must have frightened her. I have +often heard children call me bogie. At all events, she came back to +Town next day. Ran away, is the truth. Ran away from the sight of me, +of bogie. If she had staid with my mother, I should have had something +to think of besides Miracle Gold. It was upon seeing her and arranging +that she was to go to Eltham, that my interest in Miracle Gold began +to diminish, and I grew to think that my clock alone would suffice for +my fame, and that I might marry and leave London, and live at Eltham. +Well, she ran away, as I said, and I came back to London the same day, +and made up my mind to go on with Miracle Gold. Then I met you and +Miss Ashton, and I went to Curzon Street, and I thought, If Mrs. +Ashton will let me come on Thursdays, and breathe another atmosphere, +and meet other kinds of people, I still may be able to live without +the excitement of Miracle Gold. And so I wavered and wavered, and at +last made up my mind to give up the Gold altogether, and now the clock +is gone, and I am alone. Quite alone. This is the house. It belongs to +Dr. Shaw. He has looked after my health for years, and has promised to +let me come here and live with him, when I haven't long to live. I +have your address, and you have this one. Will you come to see me +again?" + +"Indeed I will." + +"When--to-morrow? To-morrow will be Sunday." + +"Perhaps I may come to-morrow. I shall come as soon as ever I can." + +They were standing at the door-step. Leigh had leaned his side against +the area-railings for support. His breathing was terrible, and every +now and then he gasped, and clutched his hands together. + +"If you come, perhaps you may not come alone?" + +Hanbury flushed. He did not want to make his confession just now. + +"Perhaps I may not," he said. "Good-bye, now." + +"Good-bye; and thank you for your goodness. You know whom I hope to +see with you?" + +"Yes." + +"Who?" + +"Pallas-Athena, of course." + +"Of course." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII. + + FREE. + + +With a feeling of relief, Hanbury walked rapidly away. The last words +of Leigh had stirred within him once more the trouble which had made +him shirk meeting his mother that morning. The burning down of Leigh's +place and the destruction of the wonderful clock, and the meeting with +the unfortunate clockmaker, would afford a story to be told when he +got home, and he might interpose that history between the first words +of meeting and the ultimate announcement that the engagement between +Dora and himself was at an end. + +Family considerations or desires had nothing to do with the +understanding which had existed between Dora and him; but to his +mother, from whom he had no secret, except that of the quarrel on +Thursday night, he must explain, and explain fully too. There was no +good in putting off the inevitable meeting any longer. He knew his +mother had great respect and liking for Dora, but she had had nothing +whatever to do with bringing about the understanding between the two +of them. They had been quite as free in their choice of one another as +though they had been the heroine and hero of a pastoral. He had never +been a fool about Dora and she had never been a fool about him. In his +life he meant to be no cypher among men; it would never do for him to +be a cypher in his own home. Dora and he had acted with great +reasonableness throughout their whole acquaintance, and with supreme +reasonableness when they agreed to separate. If he had been an +ordinary man, a man with no great public career before him, he might +have been disposed to yield more to Dora's opinion or judgment; but as +matters stood, any man with the smallest trace of common sense must +commend Dora's decision of terminating the engagement, and his +acceptance of her decision. + +When he got back to Chester Square he heard, with great relief, that +Mrs. and Miss Grace were at luncheon in the dining-room with Mrs. +Hanbury. The presence of the two visitors and the general nature of +the conversation necessary to their presence and the meal, would serve +as an admirable softener of the story he had for his mother's private +ear. + +"You see, John, I have succeeded," said Mrs. Hanbury, after greetings +were over. "I went the moment breakfast was finished and carried Mrs. +and Miss Grace away from that awful Grimsby Street. We have had a good +long chat, and, although I have done my best with Mrs. Grace, I cannot +induce her to promise not to go back to that murderous street again. I +must now ask you to join with me in forbidding her to leave us." + +Hanbury spoke in favour of his mother's proposal and urged many +arguments; but the old woman was quite firm. Back they must and would +go. Why, if no other consideration would be allowed to weigh, there +was the fact that her grand-daughter had not yet received her luggage +from Eltham House. + +This reference brought in Leigh's name, and then Hanbury told of the +fire, the destruction of the clock, his meeting that morning with the +dwarf, and the conviction of the latter that he would not long survive +the destruction of his incomparable machine. He noticed as he went on +that Miss Grace first flushed and then paled. + +The girl had hardly spoken up to this. She sat silent and timid. She +did not seem to hear quickly or to apprehend accurately. She had +hesitated in her answers like one afraid. The table was small, and +laid for four people. Hanbury sat opposite his mother, Edith opposite +her grandmother. The heat was intense. + +There was a buzzing and beating in the girl's ears. She heard as +through a sound of plashing water. The talk of Leigh had carried her +mind back to the country, back to Millway and Eltham House, and to the +unexpected and unwelcome and disquieting apparition of the dwarf at +the door of the house when she arrived there. + +Through this strange noise of splashing water she heard in a low +far-away voice the story of her fear and loneliness and desolation on +that Wednesday, separated from her old home and the familiar streets, +and the sustaining companionship of her old grandmother, who had been +all the world to her. She heard this story chanted, intoned in this +low, monotonous voice, and she had a dim feeling that all was changed, +and that she was now environed by securities through which she could +not be assailed by the attentions of that strange, ill-featured dwarf. + +But her sight was very dim, and she could not see anything clearly or +recollect exactly where she was. Gradually her sight cleared a little, +and she was under trees heavy with leaves, alone on a lonely road by +night. The rain fell unseen through the mute warm air. A thick perfume +of roses made the air heavy with richness. She felt her breath come +short, as though she had walked fast or run. The air was too rich to +freshen life to cool the fevered blood. + +Now she became dimly conscious of some sound other than the plashing +of water. It was not the voice, for the voice had ceased. The sound +was loud and distinct, and emphatic and tumultuous. + +All at once she remembered what that sound was. She hastily put one +hand to her left side, and the other to her forehead and rose, swaying +softly to and fro. + +"I--I----" she whispered, but could say no more. + +Hanbury caught her, or she would have fallen. The two ladies got up. + +"She is not well," said the old woman excitedly. "She has eaten +nothing for days!" + +The girl reclined, cold and pale as marble, in the young man's arms. +Her eyes were half closed, her lips half open. + +He half led her half lifted her to a couch. Restoratives such as stood +at hand were applied, but she did not quite recover. She was not +exactly unconscious. This was no ordinary faint. + +The women were terrified. Mrs. Grace had never seen her in any such +state before. To her knowledge the girl had never fainted. + +The ladies were terrified, and Hanbury ran off for a doctor. When he +came back, the girl had been got upstairs. She was still in the same +state, not quite conscious, and not quite insensible. + +The doctor made a long examination, and heard all that was to be told. +When he came down to the dining-room, where Hanbury was excitedly +walking up and down, he said the case was serious, but not exactly +dangerous, that is, the patient's life was in no imminent peril. She +had simply been overwrought and weakened by want of food, and jarred +by suppressed and contending emotions. There was no organic disease, +but the heart had been functionally affected by the vicissitudes of +the past few days acting on an organism of exquisite sensibility. +Quiet was the best medicine, and after quiet, careful strengthening, +and then the drugs mentioned in this prescription. But above all, +quiet. + +Could she be moved? Mrs. Grace asked. + +By no means. Moving might not bring about a fatal termination, but it +would most assuredly enhance her danger, and most certainly retard her +recovery. + +Would she recover? + +There was no reason to fear she would not. All was sound, but much was +weak. Her anxiety of mind, and the excitement of going to that +uncongenial home, and the long walk the morning she left, and the lack +of food had weakened her much, but nothing had given way or was in +immediate peril of giving way, and with care and quiet all would be +well. + +And when this was passed would she be quite well again? + +Yes. In all possible likelihood under Heaven, quite well again. + +It would leave no blemish in her life? No weak place? She would be as +well as ever? + +Well, that was asking a doctor to say a great deal, but it was +probable, highly probable, she would be quite as well as if this had +never happened. The key to her recovery lay in the one word, Quiet. +After quiet came careful nurture and, a long way from the second of +these, drugs. But recollect, Quiet. + +Hanbury took up the prescription and hastened off with it. + +The poor girl so sensitive and fragile! It was a mercy this illness +came upon her here. How would it have fared with her down in that +lonely Eltham House to which she had taken such a dislike? Why, it +would have killed her. + +What an exquisite creature she was, and so soft and gentle in her +ways. It was fortunate this illness had not overtaken her in Eltham +House, or in Grimsby Street, for that matter, because the street was +detestable, and to be ill in lodgings must be much worse than to be +ill in a public hospital, for in hospital there was every appliance +and attendance, and in lodgings only noise, and bustle, and grumbling. +It was dreadful to think of being sick in lodgings. And now Mrs. Grace +and her grand-daughter were poor. + +How horrible it would be to think of this girl lying stricken in that +other house, and requiring first of all quiet, and then cherishing, +and being able to get neither! It was dreadful to picture such things. +And fancy, if these poor ladies had not enough money for a good doctor +and what the poor weak child wanted! Fancy if they could not pay their +rent and were obliged to leave. Oh! how fortunate it was he had come +across them so soon, and how strange to think that Leigh had been the +means of first bringing them together. He owed that good turn to +Leigh. + +On his way back from the druggist he reverted to the past of Leigh: + +"Yes, I owed the introduction to him. I freely forgive him now. +Indeed, I don't know what I have to forgive him of. He did not send or +write that paragraph to the papers. He did not even write it, as far +as I know, and although he was rough and rude, and levied a kind of +blackmail on me, the price he asked me was not disgraceful from his +point of view. If I had met him under happy circumstances, I might +have brought him to a Thursday at Curzon Street. He was interesting, +with his alchemy and clock and omniscience and insolence and +intellectual swagger. Of course, I did not at the time know he was in +treaty with a fence. According to his own account he never committed +himself in that quarter, and as he had no need to tell me of that +transaction at all, I daresay he kept pretty near the truth. How +strange that when he lost his clock, he must straightway get a +confidant! I wonder is there any truth in his own prophecy about his +health? + +"He, too, was the means of breaking off the Curzon Street affair. I +must write there at once. I have behaved badly in not doing so before. +I'll write the moment I get home. Yes, I must write when I get back, +and then I'll put the affair out of my mind altogether, for good and +ever." + +Upon getting to the house, he went to the library and read over Dora +Ashton's letter once more, slowly. He gathered no new impression from +this second reading. Her resolution to put an end to the engagement +seemed to him more strong than at first. That was the only change he +noticed in the effect of the letter upon him. It was as cool and +business-like and complete as could be. He was too much of a gentleman +to give expression in his mind to any fault-finding with the woman to +whom he had been engaged, and whom he had behaved so badly towards the +other evening, but it seemed quite certain to him now that Dora Ashton +was a girl of great cleverness and good sense and beauty--but no +heart. + +He did not at all like the task before him, but it must be done. When +the letter was finished, it ran: + + +"My Dear Miss Ashton, + +"I got your letter. It was very good of you to write to me in so kind +and unreproaching a spirit, and I thank you with all my heart for your +merciful forbearance. My conduct, my violence on Thursday evening, +must always be a sorrow and a mystery to me. I only indistinctly +recollect what I said, but I feel and know my words were perfectly +monstrous and cruelly unjust. I feel most bitterly that no apology of +mine can obliterate the impression my insanity must have made on you. +To say I am profoundly sorry is only to say that I am once more in my +right mind. I must in the most complete and abject manner beg your +pardon for my shameful violence on Thursday evening. I must not even +try to explain that violence away. I ask your pardon as an expression +of my own horror of my conduct and of my remorse. But I do not hope +for your forgiveness, I do not deserve it, I will not accept it. I +shall bear with me in expiation of my offence the consciousness of my +unpardonable conduct, and the knowledge that it remains unpardoned. +Even lenity could ask no more indulgent treatment of my monstrous +behaviour. + +"As to terminating the engagement between us I have nothing to do but +accept your decision, and since you ask it as a favour, the only +favour you ever asked of me, I must receive your decision as +irrevocable. I will not make any unpleasantness here by even referring +to the difference of the ending I had in the hope of my mind. As you +very justly say, the least said now the better. I shall say not a word +to anyone about the immediate subject of this letter except to my +mother. On that you may rely. I must tell her. You, I suppose, will +inform Mrs. and Mr. Ashton (if they do not know of it); nobody else +need hear of the abandonment of our designs. Let us by all means meet +as you suggest, as though we never had been more than the best of +friends, and were (as I hope we shall be) the best of friends still. I +also quite agree with you about the notes, &c. Burn and destroy them. +I will most scrupulously burn your letters, of which I have a few. +This letter will I suppose be the last of the series. + +"In a little time I trust we may meet again, but not just now for both +our sakes. + + "Yours ever most sincerely, + + "John Hanbury." + + +When he had finished the letter he closed it without reading it over. +"When one reads over a letter like this," he thought, "one grows nice +about phrases and tries to alter, and finally tears up. I am satisfied +that if I tried all day long I should do no better than this. I shall +post it myself when I go out. That letter is a great weight off my +mind, and now I am much less disinclined to break the matter to my +mother. When that is over I shall feel that I am free." + +He found his mother alone in her own room. Mrs. Grace was with Edith +in a room which had been hastily prepared for her. + +"She is just the same way," said Mrs. Hanbury. The young man had heard +from a servant downstairs that there was no change. "We are not to +expect much change for a while. She has quite recovered consciousness, +but is very weak, and the doctor says she is not to be allowed to stir +even a hand more than is necessary. There is no anxiety. With time and +care all will be well." + +"I am glad I found you alone, mother. I think you must have seen that +I have been a good deal excited during the past few days." + +"Yes, and very naturally too. That letter must have disturbed you a +good deal." + +The son paused in his walk and stared at her. "How did you know about +that letter? Who told you? Have you seen Dora? But that is absurd. She +would not speak of it." + +Mrs. Hanbury looked at him in amazement and alarm. "What do you mean, +John? You make me very uneasy. What has Dora Ashton to do with it? +Miss Grace may, but not Dora. Surely you do not suppose I did not read +your father's letter?" + +"Oh!" he cried, "I did not mean my father's letter. I was referring to +another letter. Upon reflection I quite agree with you and my father +in attaching little or no importance to that discovery. I was thinking +of a letter I had from Dora." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Hanbury with a sigh of relief. For a moment she +thought her son's head had been turned by the disclosure of his +pedigree. "What does she say?" + +He was walking up and down rapidly now. "Well, the fact is, mother, +the thing is off." + +"Off?" + +"Yes." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Well, the thing is over between us, the engagement, you know. The +fact is we had a scene on Thursday evening. I lost command of myself +completely, and used very violent language----" + +"To Dora!" cried the mother in bewilderment. + +"Yes, to Dora. I don't know what came over me, but I was carried quite +beyond myself and said things no gentleman, no man, ought to say to +any girl----" + +"John, I don't believe you--you are under some strange and miserable +hallucination. You said something to Dora Ashton that no man ought to +say to any girl! Impossible! Thank God, I know my son better than to +believe anything of the kind," said Mrs. Hanbury, beginning in a +manner of incredulity and ending in firm conviction. + +"Unfortunately mother it is only too true. I need not repeat what +passed, but the dispute----" + +"Dispute--dispute with Dora! Why she would not dispute with you! How +could she dispute with you? Dispute with you! It is nonsense. Why the +girl _loves_ you, John, the girl _loves_ you. It is lunacy to say it!" + +"I may have used an unhappy word----" + +"A completely meaningless word, I assure you." + +"At all events, we differed in opinion, and I completely lost my +temper and told her in the end that in certain cases of importance she +might betray me." + +"Oh, this is too bad! I will not sit and listen to this raving. You +never said such a childishly cruel thing to Dora Ashton? She is the +noblest girl I know. The noblest girl I ever met." + +"I was mad, mother." + +"Most wickedly mad." + +"Well you do not know how sorry I am I allowed myself to be carried +away. But that cannot be helped now. I must abide the consequence of +my folly and madness. She has broken off the engagement, for we were +engaged, and I have written saying I cannot disapprove of her +decision. We have agreed that as no one has known anything of the +engagement no one is to hear of its being broken off. Are you angry +with me, mother?" + +"Angry--no; but greatly disappointed. I was as happy in thinking of +Dora as your wife as if she were my own daughter, but I suppose I must +become reconciled. If you and she have agreed to part no one has any +right to say more than that it is a pity, and I think it is a pity, +and I am very sorry." + +That was the end of the interview of which the young man had stood in +such dread, and now that it was over and he was going to post his last +letter to Dora he felt relieved. The news had doubtless greatly +surprised and shocked his mother, but this meeting had not been nearly +so distressing as he had anticipated. + +When he came to the post pillar into which he had dropped most of the +letters he had written to Curzon Street, he felt an ugly twinge as +this one slid from his fingers and he turned away--free. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVIII + + DOCTOR SHAW'S VERDICT. + + +Dr. Shaw, at whose house door Hanbury had left Oscar Leigh, was a +fresh-coloured, light haired, baldheaded, energetic man of about +fifty-five. He was always in a state of astonishment, and the +spectacles he wore over his green grey eyes seemed ever on the point +of being thrust forward out of their position by the large round +prominent dancing eyes of their wearer. He was a bachelor and had a +poor practice, but one which he preferred to hold in undisputed +ownership, rather than increase at the sacrifice of liberty in taking +a wife. + +He had just come back from his round of morning visits and was sitting +down to his simple early dinner, as Leigh knocked. When he heard who +the visitor was he rose instantly and went into the small bare +surgery, the front ground-floor room. + +"Bless my soul, Mr. Leigh, what's the matter?" + +Leigh was sitting in a wooden elbow chair breathing heavily, noisily, +irregularly. "I have come," he said in gasps and snatches, "I have +come to die." + +"Eh! Bless my soul, what are you saying?" cried the doctor approaching +the clockmaker so as to get the light upon his own back. + +"I have come to die, I tell you." + +"But that is an opinion, and it is I that am to give the opinion--not +you. You are to state the facts, I am to lay down the law. What's the +matter?" + +"In this case, I am judge and jury. The facts and the law are all +against me. I have had another seizure a few minutes ago," he laid his +hand on his chest. "In the excitement I kept up, but I know 'tis all +over. You will remember your promise about the quicklime. I never let +anyone pry into the machinery of my clock, and I won't have any +foolish young jackanapes prying into the works of this old carcase. +You will fill up the box with quicklime?" + +"Not yet anyway. What happened. Where do you feel queer?" + +Leigh pointed to his chest a little at the left of the middle line. + +"Shock?" + +"Yes." + +"What?" + +"My clock, the work of seven years, has been burned, destroyed." + +"Burned! That was hard. I'm very sorry to hear it. We'll have your +coat off. Yes, I'll lock the door. You need not be afraid. No one +comes at this time. Yes, I'll pull the blind down too. Stand up.... +That will do. Put on your coat. Let me help you. Drink this. Sit down +now and rest yourself." + +"Rest myself? Rest myself! After standing for that half a minute?" + +"Yes." + +"Did I not tell you facts and law were against me?" + +"You are not well." + +"I am dying." + +"You are very ill." + +"I had better go to bed?" + +"You would be more rested there." + +"Would it be safe for me to go to Millway, about sixty miles?" + +"No." + +"How long do you think I shall last?" + +"It is quite impossible to say." + +"Hours?" + +"Oh, yes." + +"Days?" + +"Yes." + +"Weeks?" + +"With care." + +"Months?" + +"The best thing you can do now is to go to bed. I'll see the room got +ready. You feel very weak, weaker even than when you came in here." + +"I feel I cannot walk." + +"The excitement has kept you up so far. You are now suffering from +reaction. After you have rested a while you will be better." + +"Very good. Shaw, will you send for your solicitor, I want to make my +will." + +The doctor left the surgery for a few minutes to give the necessary +orders about the room for Leigh and to send for the solicitor. Half an +hour ago he had felt very hungry, and when the clockmaker knocked he +had been thinking of nothing but his dinner. His dinner still lay +untasted. He had forgotten all about it. He was the most kind-hearted +of men, and the sight of Leigh in his present condition, and the fatal +story he had heard through the stethoscope had filled him with pity +and solicitude. + +"The room will be ready in a few minutes," he said, in a cheerful +voice and with an encouraging smile, when he again came into the +surgery. "We shall try to make you as comfortable as ever we can. I am +sorry for your sake I haven't a wife to look after you." + +"If you had a wife I shouldn't be here." + +"What! You! Why, that is the only ungallant thing I ever heard you say +in all my life." + +"I should envy you and be jealous of you." + +"Then, my dear fellow, I am very glad we are by ourselves. I suppose +your mother would not like to come up to nurse you?" + +"She cannot move about now, except in her wheeled chair." + +"Is there anyone you would wish to come to see you? This house you +will, of course, consider as your own." + +"Thank you, there is no one. I do not know anyone in the world, except +my mother, so long as I know you. The only friend likely to call I saw +to-day. There is no need for me to send for him to-day, is there?" + +"Need, no. You will be much better when you have rested a while. You +know cheerful company is always very useful to us doctors, and we like +to have all the help we can. But I daresay we shall get on famously as +we are." He would like to have heard all about the fire and the +destruction of the clock, but he refrained from asking because he +feared the excitement for his patient. + +It happened that Dr. Shaw's solicitor lived near, and was at home, so +that he came back with the boy before the room was ready. Shaw +withdrew from the surgery, and for half-an-hour the lawyer and the +clockmaker were alone. Then Leigh was carried upstairs and went to +bed, and felt, as Shaw said he would, better and easier for lying +down. + +"I have no trouble on my mind now, Shaw, and my body cannot be a +trouble to me or anybody else long. I never say thanks or make pretty +speeches, but I am not ungrateful all the same. I don't think we have +ever shaken hands yet, Shaw. Will you shake hands now?" + +"With the greatest pleasure, my dear fellow," said Shaw, grasping the +hand of the little man, and displaying his greatest pleasure by +allowing his large dancing green-grey eyes to fill up with tears +behind his unemotional spectacles. + +"That clock would have made my fame. I don't know how the fire arose. +I had the clock wound up last night by a mechanical contrivance, and +before leaving for Millway I lit the faintest glimmer of gas. Some +accident must have happened. Some accident which can now never be +explained. I left the window open for the first time last night. I had +put up a curtain for the first time last night. If any boy had thrown +a stone, and the stone got through the curtain, there is no knowing +what it might not do among the machinery; the works were so close and +complicated, it might have brought something inflammable within reach +of the flame of the gas, for the gas would not be quite out. At all +events, the clock is gone. It was getting too much for me. Often of +late, when I was away from it, the movements became reversed, and all +the works went backwards, and I often thought that kind of thing would +injure my brain." + +"It was a sure sign injury was beginning, and I think it is a good +thing for you the clock is burned," said Shaw soothingly. + +"But the shock! The shock you will say, by-and-by, killed me. How, +then, do you count the loss of the clock good?" + +"I mean if you had told me there was no way of stopping this +involuntary reversal of the movement I should have advised you to +smash the clock rather than risk the brain." + +"And I should have declined to take your advice." + +Shaw laughed. "You would not be singular in that. I can get ten people +to take my medicines for one who will take my advice." + +"What an awful mortality there would be, Shaw, if people took both!" + +"There now," said Shaw, with another laugh, "you will do now. You are +your old self again. I must run away. I shall see you in an hour or +two, and have my tea up here with you. If you want anything, ring." + +So Leigh was left alone. + +"The clothes," he thought, "of the figure must have in some way or +other come in contact with the gas-jet. If they once caught fire the +wax would burn--the wax of the head, and then there would be plenty of +material for a blaze. + +"Ah, me; the clock is gone! Even if that survived, I should not mind. +I was so jealous of it. I never let anyone examine it, and the things +it could do will not be credited when I am dead, for I often, very +often, exaggerated, and even invented, a little. + +"Ay, ay, ay, the clock is gone, and the Miracle Gold, too. I am glad I +never had anything really to do with it. I am sorry I was not always +of the mind I was yesterday--my last day at my bench. All the time I +was burying in my own grave my own small capital of life, I was +missing the real gold of existence. I sought to build up fame in my +clock and in that gold. Fame is for the dead. What are the dead to us? +What shall I be when they bury me to myself, who walked in the +sunlight and saw the trees and the flowers, and the clouds and the +sea, where there were no men to remind me of my own unshapeliness? +Nothing. Why should a man care for fame among people he has never +seen, among the dim myriads of faces yet to come out of the womb of +time, when he could have had an abiding place in the heart's ingle +among those whom he knows and whose hands he can touch? What good to +us will the voices of the strange men of the hereafter be? What a fool +I was to think of buying the applause of strange, unborn men out of +gold rent from living men, whose friend I might have been. + +"I told Hanbury I was making a dying confession to him. I suppose this +is a death-bed repentance. Very well. But I sinned only in thought. In +order to show other men I was better than they, I was willing to be +worse. Shaw is right. I am much easier here. I feel rested. I feel +quiet. I have really done nothing harmful to any man. It will be a +relief to get out of this husk. I will try to sleep. My poor old +mother! But we cannot be separated long. It is easier to die in a body +like this than to live in it." + +He was very weak, and life fluttered feebly in his veins. He closed +his eyes and ceased to think. The calm that comes with the knowledge +that one is near the end was upon him. He did not think, he did not +sleep. He lay simply gathering quiet for the great sleep. He was +learning how to rest, how to lie still, how to want not, how to wait +the sliding aside of the mysterious panel that the flesh keeps shut +against the eyes of the spirit while the two are partners in life. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIX. + + PATIENT AND NURSE. + + +Mrs. Hanbury was greatly shocked by the news her son had given her +that day about his relations with Dora. She had a conviction that it +would be to John's advantage to be married. She held that, all other +things being reasonably taken care of, a young man of twenty-six ought +to marry and settle down to face the world in the relations and +surroundings which would govern the remainder of his life. There had +never been any consideration of John's sowing wild oats. He had always +been studious, serious, domestic. He was the very man to marry and, in +the cheerful phrase of the story book, live happy ever after. + +And where could he find a wife better suited to him than in Curzon +Street? Dora had every single quality a most exacting mother could +desire in the wife of an only son, and Mrs. Hanbury was anything but +an exacting mother. Dora's family was excellent. She was one of the +most beautiful girls in London, she was extremely clever, and although +she and he did not seem fully in accord in their views of some things, +they agreed in the main. She was extremely clever and accomplished, +and amiable, and by-and-by she should be rich. In fact, Mrs. Hanbury +might have doubled this list without nearly exhausting the advantages +possessed by Miss Ashton, and now it was all over between the pair. +This really was too bad. + +She idolized her son, and thought there were few such good young men +in the world; but she was no fool about him. She had watched his +growth with yearning interest from infancy to this day. She knew as +well, perhaps better than anyone, that he was not perfect. She knew he +was too enthusiastic, that sometimes his temper was not to be relied +on. She knew he was haughty, and at rare times even scornful. She knew +he had no mean estimate of his own merits, and was restive under +control. But what were these faults? Surely nothing to affright any +gentle and skilful woman from uniting herself with him for life. Most +of his faults were those of youth and inexperience. When he was +properly launched, and met other men and measured himself against +them, much of his haughty self-satisfaction would disappear. Most +young men who had anything in them were discontented, for they had +only vague premonitions of their powers, and they felt aggrieved that +the world would not take them on their own mere word at their own +estimate. + +What Mr. and Mrs. Ashton would say she could not fancy. Perhaps they +would imitate for once the example of younger people, and say nothing +at all. They could not, however, help thinking of the matter, and they +would be sure to form no favourable estimate of John's conduct in the +affair. The rest of the world would be certain to say that John jilted +the girl, and anyone who heard the true history of the Hanbury family, +just come to light, would say that John kept back in the hope of +making a more ambitious marriage. + +He was, every one allowed, one of the most promising young men in +England, and now the glamour of a throne was around him. All the +philosophy in the world would not make him ever again the plain John +Hanbury he was in the eyes of people a few days ago, in the eyes of +every one outside this house still. Stanislaus II. may have been +everything that was weak and contemptible, and been one of the chief +reasons why his unfortunate country disappeared from the political map +of the world, but John Hanbury was the descendant of King Stanislaus +II. of Poland, and if that monarchy had been hereditary and the +kingdom still existed, her son would be the legal sovereign, in spite +of all the Republicans and revilers in Europe. + +She herself set no store by these remote and shadowy kingly honours, +but even in her own heart she felt a swelling of pride when she +thought that the child she had borne and reared was the descendant of +a king. A pretender to the throne of England would be put in a padded +room and treated with indulgent humanity. But on the Continent it was +not so. Sometimes they put him in prison, and sometimes they put him +on the throne he claimed. She knew that her son would no more think of +laying stress upon his descent from the Poniatowskis than of asking to +be put in that padded room. But others would think of it and set value +on it. Exclusive doors might be closed against the clever speaker, +plain John Hanbury, son of an English gentleman, who for whim or greed +went into trade, when he was rich enough to live without trade; but +few doors would be closed against the gifted orator who was straight +in descent and of the elder line of the Poniatowskis of Lithuania, and +whose great grandfather's grandfather was the last King of Poland. + +After all, upon looking more closely at the affair, the discovery was +of some value. No one now could think him over ambitious for his years +if he offered himself for Parliament. Younger men than he, sons of +peers, got into Parliament merely by reason of a birth not nearly so +illustrious as his, and with abilities it would be unfair to them to +estimate against his. + +There was something in it after all. + +If now he chose to marry high, whom might he not marry? Putting out of +view that corrupt, that forced election to the throne of Poland, he +was a Poniatowski, _the_ Poniatowski, and few English families of +to-day could show such a pedigree as her son's. + +There was certainly no family in England that could refuse an alliance +with him on account of birth. + +And now vicious people would say he had been guilty, of the +intolerable meanness of giving up Dora Ashton either in order that he +might satisfy his ambition by a more distinguished marriage, or that +he might be the freer to direct his public career towards some lofty +goal. She knew her son too well to fancy for a moment any such +unworthy thought could find a home in his breast; but all the world +did not know him as she did, and no one would believe that the +breaking-off came from Dora and the cause of it arose before the +discovery of Stanislaus' secret English marriage. + +When the doctor made his second visit, he pronounced Edith Grace +progressing favourably. She was then fully conscious, but pitifully +weak. There was not, the doctor said, the least cause for uneasiness +so long as the patient was kept quite free from excitement, from +even noise. A rude and racking noise might induce another period of +semi-insensibility. Quiet, quiet, quiet was the watchword, and so he +went away. + +Mrs. Grace had protested against a hired nurse. She herself should sit +up at night, and in the daytime the child would need no attendance. +Mrs. Grace had, however, to go back to their lodgings to fetch some +things needed, and to intimate that they were not returning for the +present. Mrs. Hanbury volunteered to sit in Edith's room while the old +woman was away. Protests were raised against this, but the hostess +carried her point. "I told you," she said, with a smile, "that I am +very positive. Let this be proof and a specimen." + +So the old lady hastened off, and Mrs. Hanbury sat down to watch at +the bedside of the young girl. Speaking was strictly forbidden. Mrs. +Hanbury took a book to beguile the time, and sat with her face to the +patient, so that she could see that all was right by merely lifting +her eyes. + +The young girl lay perfectly still, with her long dark hair spread out +upon the pillow for coolness, and her white face lying in the midst of +it as white as the linen of the sheet. Her breathing was very faint, +the slight heaving of her breast barely moving the light counterpane. +The lips were slightly open, and the eyes closed. + +Edith was too weary and too weak to think. Before she had the fainting +fit or attack of weakness (she had not quite fainted), she heard the +story of the dwarfs misfortunes in a confused way through that sound +of plashing water. She was quite content now to lie secure here +without thought, in so far as thought is the result of voluntary +mental act or the subject of successive processes. But the whole time +she kept saying to herself in a way that did not weary her, "How +strange that Leigh should lose everything and I gain so much, and that +both should be lying ill, all in so short a time!" This went on in her +mind over and over again, more like the sound of a melody that does +not distress one and may be listened to or not at will, than an +inherent suggestion of the brain. It was the result of the last strong +effort of the brain at memory blending with the first awakening to +full consciousness. "How strange that Leigh should lose everything and +I gain so much, and that both should be lying ill in so short a time!" + +Mrs. Hanbury raised her eyes from her book and gazed at the pallid +face in the sea of dark hair. "She might be asleep or dead. How +exquisitely beautiful she is, and how like Dora. How very like Dora, +but she is more beautiful even than Dora. Dora owes a great deal to +her trace of colour and her animation. This face is the most lovely +one I ever saw, I think. How gentle she looks! I wonder was Kate Grace +that Poniatowski married like her. If so I do not wonder. Who could +help loving so exquisite a creature as this?" + +Both of the girl's hands were stretched outside the counterpane. + +Mrs. Hanbury leaned forward, bent and kissed the one near her, kissed +it ever so lightly. + +The lids of the girl trembled slightly but did not open. + +Mrs. Hanbury drew back afraid. She had perhaps awakened her. + +Gradually something began to shine at the end of the long lashes, and +a tear rolled down the sweet young pale face. + +"Have I awakened you?" + +"No. I was awake." + +"Are you in pain?" + +"No. Oh, no! + +"You are weeping." + +"That," she moved slightly the hand Mrs. Hanbury had kissed, "that +made me, oh, so happy." + +"Thank you, dear." + +No more words were uttered, but when Mrs. Hanbury looked down upon her +book her own eyes were full. + +The touch of the lips upon that hand had brought more quiet into the +girl's heart than all the muffling in the house or the whispered +orders to the servants or the doctor's drugs. + +"She believed I was asleep and she kissed my hand," thought the girl. +No quiet such as this had ever entered her bosom before. + + + + + CHAPTER XL. + + THE TWO PATIENTS. + + +Day followed day in Chester Square, bringing slowly, almost +imperceptibly, health and strength back to the exquisite form of Edith +Grace. The spirituality lent by illness still more refined the +delicate beauty of the girl, and when the colour came back to the +lips, and the cheeks lost their pallor she seemed more like a being +new-born of heaven to earth than a mortal of our homely race. + +At the end of a week she was still restricted to her room, although +allowed to sit up. The fear was not so much of physical weakness as of +mental excitement. There was now no need to watch her by night. She +seemed in perfect health, in that cool seraphic health of man before +the Fall. + +And what a change had taken place in the young girl's spirit! Her +grandmother had told her that Mrs. Hanbury had insisted on making good +the loss they had sustained in the failure of the bank, and more +beside. + +"I am very rich," said Mrs. Hanbury, "for a woman, I have only a life +interest in most of the money my late husband left, and on my death it +all goes to John. But I have never spent anything like my income, and +John has an income of his own since he came of age. It is not that I +will listen to no refusal, but I will hear no objection. I put it to +you in this way: Do you suppose if my husband were making his will at +this moment and knew of the misfortune which had come upon you and the +child, he would insert no provision for you in his will? And do you +mean to say that I am to have no regard to what I know would be his +wish if he were alive? Remember, you represent the English side of his +house. The child is the last of the English side, as John is the last +of the Polish side. So let me hear no more of the matter. John has a +sufficient income. I have large savings with which I do nothing. Am I +to give my savings to an hospital or a charity or to the people of my +husband, who left the money?" + +Then Mrs. Grace told Edith that Mrs. Hanbury had taken a great liking +to her. + +"She always calls you 'the child' when she speaks of you, and indeed +it seems to me she cares for you nearly as much as if you were her own +daughter. She told me she never had a sister or a daughter, and that +she barely remembers her own mother, and that all her married life she +prayed for a girl-baby, but it was not given to her. And now that she +has found you, dear, and me, she says she is not going to be lonely +for womenfolk ever again, for although we are not of her own blood we +are of John's, and we are the nearest people in the world to her +except her brother, Sir Edward Preston. She says she has a right to +us, that she found us, and means to insist upon her right by keeping +us to herself." + +And all this helped to make the quiet greater in the girl and helped +to heal her. + +Then the old woman told Edith that Mrs. Hanbury wondered if she were +like that Grace of more than a hundred years back. She said this at +dinner one day, and there and then Mr. Hanbury conceived the notion of +trying to find out if, in that great portrait-painting age, any +portrait had been painted of the beautiful Kate Grace who had +fascinated the king. Mrs. Grace always spoke of Poniatowski as though +he were a king while he lived in England in the days of George II. + +The young man hunted all London to find out a portrait, and behold in +one of the great houses within a mile of where she lay, a house at +which Mr. Hanbury had often visited, was a portrait of "Mrs. Hanbury +and child," believed to be one of the Hanbury-Williams family. Mr. +John Hanbury had gone to see the portrait, and came back saying one +would fancy it was a portrait of Edy herself, only it was not nearly +so beautiful as Edy. + +This all helped to cheer and heal the girl greatly. The notion that +this Mr. John Hanbury had gone to a great house to see the portrait of +her relative, the beautiful Kate Grace, that married the man +afterwards a king, opened up fields for speculation and regions of +dreams so different from those possible when she was fronting decaying +fortune in Miss Graham's, at Streatham, or face to face with poverty +in Grimsby Street, that it was enough to pour vital strength into +veins less young and naturally healthy. + +She now breathed an atmosphere of refinement and wealth. Her mind was +no longer tortured by the thought of having to face uncongenial duties +among strange people. She had all her life denied herself friendships, +because she could not hope for friends in the class of people whom she +would care to know. + +Now all this was changed, as by a magician's wand. If in the old days +she might have had the assurance of Mrs. Hanbury's friendship, she +would have allowed her heart to go out to her, for Mrs. Hanbury, +although she was rich, did not think of money as those girls Edith met +at Streatham. The girls she met were, first of all, the daughters of +rich fathers, and then they were people of importance next. Mrs. +Hanbury was, first of all, intensely human. She was a woman first of +all, and a generous, kind-hearted, large-natured, sympathetic woman. +As her son had said of her, the greatest-hearted woman in the world. +Princes and peasants were, to her mind, men, before anything else. + +This was a revelation to Dora, who had always heard men measured by +the establishment they kept up, and the society in which they moved. +There had been only one retreat for her from feeling belittled in the +presence of these plutocrats. She would set all store by pedigree, and +make no friends. A beggar may have a pedigree equal to a Hapsburg, and +a peasant who has no friends, and goes into no society, cannot have +his poverty impressed upon him from without, however bitterly he may +suffer from within. + +And this Mrs. Hanbury, who was so kind and gentle, and who had +manifested such an interest in her, belonged to a class of society in +which no girl she ever met at Miss Graham's moved, in which any girl +she had ever met there would give anything she possessed to move. Mrs. +Hanbury's father had been a baronet, and her forefathers before him as +far as baronets reached back into history, and her father's family had +been county people, back to the Conquest, if not beyond it. + +And Mr. Hanbury, who was the son of this woman, had a pedigree more +illustrious still, a pedigree going back no one knew how far. The +family had been ennobled for centuries, and in the eighteenth century +one of them had sat on the throne of Poland, a crowned king. + +She was now under the roof of these people, not as the humble paid +companion of Mrs. Hanbury, which would have been the greatest height +of her hope a week ago, not as an acquaintance to whom Mrs. Hanbury +had taken a liking, but as a relative, as a distant relative of this +house, as one of this family! + +Oh, it was such a relief, such a deliverance to be lifted out of that +vulgar and squalid life, to be away from that odious necessity for +going among strange and dull people as a hired servant! There was no +tale in all the Arabian Nights equal to this for wonders, and all this +was true, and referred to her! + +Youth, and a mind to which are opening new and delightful vistas, are +more help to the doctor when dealing with a patient who is only +overworn than even quiet, and day by day, to the joy of all who came +near her, Edith Grace gained strength. The old stateliness which had +made her schoolfellows say she ought to be a queen, had faded, and +left scarcely a trace behind. There was no need to wear an air of +reserve, when there was nothing to be guarded against. She was Mrs. +Hanbury's relative, and to be reserved now would seem to be elated or +vain. There was no longer fear of anyone disputing her position. There +was no longer any danger of exasperating familiarity. She was +acknowledged by Mrs. Hanbury and Mr. Hanbury, who would be a nobleman +in Poland, and whose forefather had been a king. + +She did not try or desire to look into the future, her own future. The +present was too blessed a deliverance to be put aside. Up to this +there had been no delightful present in her life, and she was loath to +go beyond the immediate peace. + +While the young girl was slowly but surely mending in Chester +Square, the invalid under the care of Dr. Shaw, of Barnes Street, not +very far off, was slowly yielding to the summons he had received. The +kind-hearted and energetic doctor saw no reason to alter his original +opinion of the case. The end was approaching, and not very far off. On +the fifth day after the morning examination, Shaw said, "You arranged +everything with the solicitor? There is nothing on your mind, my dear +friend?" + +"I understand," said Leigh. "How long have I?" + +"Oh, I only wanted to know if your mind was at rest. Anxiety is always +to be avoided." + +"I tell you, Shaw, I understand. How long do you think this will +last?" + +"My dear fellow, if all your affairs are in order, and your mind is +quite free, your chance is improved, you know. That only stands to +reason." + +"I am sorry I cannot go to Eltham. But that cannot be helped now. She, +poor thing, will notice little change, for I have not been with her +much of late. Shaw, the last time I was there I promised her a +daughter-in-law, and straight-backed grandchildren, and soon she will +not have even a cripple son! Poor old woman. Well! well! But, Shaw, +send to Chester Square for my friend, Mr. John Hanbury, the man who +brought me here, you know. I want to see him alone, privately. He is +the only person who knows all my affairs." There was a flicker of the +old boasting spirit in the way he gave Hanbury's name and address, and +spoke of him as his friend. + +Hanbury came at once. + +"I sent for you because I have something on my mind; and, as you are +the only man who knows all the secret of Mystery Gold, and my deputy +winder, I want you to do me a service. Will you?" + +"Any thing that an honest and honourable man may do, I will do for you +with pleasure, if I can possibly," said Hanbury, shocked and subdued +by the change in the clock-maker's appearance. + +"That man, Timmons, who was to get me the gold, has a place in +Tunbridge Street, London Road, across the river. He believes that a +man was burned in that fire. He believes my deputy winder lost his +life in the miserable fire that destroyed my clock. Go to Timmons, and +tell him that no one was lost in that fire, that the winder of the +clock is alive, that I am dying, and that the best thing he can do is +to leave the country. He will understand, when I am dead, no secrets +will be kept. I do not want to give him up. I have no conscience. But +the country may as well be rid of him and me together." + +"But, need I go? Can I not send?" asked Hanbury, not liking the idea +of such a message from such a man to such a man. It looked like +shielding a criminal. Leigh had, according to his own account, +coquetted with crime, but kept clear of it. + +"No, it would not be nearly so good to me, for you know the secrets, +and if he showed any disposition to rebel, you could drop a word that +would convince him you were authorized by me, and knew what might be +dangerous to him." + +"You are asking me too much. I cannot do it." + +"Where is your promise of a moment ago?" + +"No honest man would assist the escape of this thief." + +"Hush! Let me think awhile." + +"It is not clear to me, that I ought not to give this villain up to +the police, and that you are not bound to give him up. I would do +anything I could, in reason, for you; but is it reasonable to ask me +to carry a message from you to a man who, you tell me, or hint to me, +is a thief, or receiver of stolen goods?" + +"I did not regard it in that way. I fancied you would like to rid the +country of such a man." + +"Yes, by locking him up. I think you are in duty bound to denounce +him." + +"But, in honour, I am bound not; and honour is more binding on a man +than any law." + +"But you cannot have any honourable bond with a man like that." + +"What about honour among thieves? Even they recognize honour." + +"But, are you a thief, that you want to shield yourself under their +code?" + +"No. I am no thief. I haven't a penny that isn't fairly mine. I told +you I have no conscience, at least nothing that people are accustomed +to call conscience; but do you think honour does not bind a man to a +thief?" + +"Surely not about the fruits of his theft." + +"I have not looked at it in that way. When a man has no conscience, +what binds him?" + +"Nothing, except the law of the land, or handcuffs." + +"Ah, that is your view. Well, it is not mine. Of course, I have not +given you the man's real name or address. I gave you merely a +fictitious name and address. Whom did I say? The Prince of Wales, was +it, and Marlborough House, or the Prime Minister, and 10, Downing +Street? Which was it? I forget." + +"Well," said Hanbury, "can I do anything for you?" + +"Are you going to Curzon Street on Thursday?" + +"No." Hanbury reddened, but he was standing with his back to the +light. "The family are leaving Town suddenly." + +"Are you going too?" + +"No." Hanbury was anything but pleased with all this, but who could be +angry with a dying man, and such a dying man too? + +"If you were going I should like to send a message. But of course you +cannot be going if they are leaving town. I told you I have some money +of my own. I have made my will since I saw you. After my mother's +death all will go, I mean the yearly interest of all will go in equal +shares to any hunchbacks that apply for shares. The conditions will be +advertised in the papers." + +"I think you could not have done better with it," said Hanbury, +cordially. + +"Yes. When you see her next, tell her I gave up all thought of making +Miracle Gold, because she said she wished me. What a wonderful +likeness there is between Miss Grace and Miss Ashton. I had not begun +to model those figures of time. That clock was getting too much for +me. Often when I was away from it, and when I was in bed, the movement +was reversed, and all went backwards until the weights were wound up +so tight against the beam, that something must give way if the +machinery did not stop. Then, all at once, the machinery would stop, +and suddenly begin running in the ordinary manner, and I used often to +shout out and cry with relief. You don't know all that clock was to +me. And yet it would have killed me. It has killed me." + +"The strain must have been very great. I wonder it did not break you +down." + +"Yes." + +"In reality, though, it was the Miracle Gold did the mischief. Only +for it I should not have been away from my clock, or left the gas +lighting. I know it is not fair of me to keep you here. You want to +go. Say good-bye to her before she leaves town. This is Wednesday. You +must not stay here any longer. Will you say good-bye to me also? Two +good-byes in one day. One to her and one to me." + +Hanbury rose and held out his hand, saying "Good-bye." + +Leigh did not stir. + +"Are we not to shake hands?" + +"Yes, in a moment." + +Hanbury waited a while. "I am going now. You have nothing more to +say?" + +He had not. + +He had nothing more to say. He would say no more to anyone. He was +dead. + + + + + CHAPTER XLI. + + FUGITIVES. + + +Hanbury had, during the past few days, carefully avoided meeting +friends or acquaintances. He went near no club and kept in the house a +good deal. When he went abroad he drove. He did not wish to be asked +questions of the most ordinary kind respecting the Ashtons. + +The discovery of his foreign extraction had not yet got abroad, but, +although Mrs. Grace and her grand-daughter were under his mother's +roof, and they were the only persons besides his mother in whom he had +confided, he felt as though every one must know. Such things got about +in most unaccountable ways. + +That morning he had seen in a newspaper that Mr., Mrs., and Miss +Ashton were leaving for a tour in Norway and Sweden. That was all the +paragraph said. + +At the very moment Hanbury was speaking to Oscar Leigh, the Ashton +family were leaving Curzon Street. + +When Dora Ashton sat that afternoon in her own room, after writing to +her lover, she knew the engagement was at an end, and realized the +knowledge. But she had not said anything of it. When she got his +answer all was over beyond any chance whatever. He had apologized +amply for his offence, and accepted her decision. + +His letter had a bracing effect upon her. She had been perfectly +sincere in writing her letter and she had never wavered in her +resolution of breaking off the engagement, yet deep down in her +nature was a formless hope, which she would not acknowledge to herself +for a moment, that he might disregard her request and insist upon her +re-consideration. But with the advent of his letter, that hope +vanished wholly, and she felt more firm and secure. Now all was plain. +She should tell her mother, and tell her, moreover, in an easy and +light manner. The letter had been a tonic. If he were so easily +dismissed, he had not been very much in earnest. + +She went to Mrs. Ashton at once, and said, "Of course, mother, you +knew that there was something between John Hanbury and me." + +"Yes, dear," said Mrs. Ashton in surprise that grew as she looked at +the girl. + +"Well, I have come to say that we have decided it would be better to +put an end to it; we have come to the conclusion it would not be for +our happiness it should go on any further. It is all over." + +"All over! my dear! All over! But I thought it was fully arranged that +you were to be married as soon as he had made a beginning in the +world." + +"I am sure, mother, you do not want me to say more than I wish to say, +and I don't think speaking about the affair can do good to anyone. He +and I understand each other fully. This is no mere quarrel. At my +suggestion the affair has been broken off. I wrote to him, saying I +desired it broken off, and gave him my reasons, and he wrote me back +saying that he is very sorry, and that it is to be as I wish." + +"But, my dear, although I judge by your manner you are not very much +distressed, I cannot help feeling a good deal of concern about you." + +"Oh," said the girl with a smile, "you must not imagine I am +desperate. I am not, I assure you. The breaking off has been done in +two very sensible letters, and we have arranged to be fast friends, +and to meet one another as though there never had been anything but +friendship between us. You see, mother, there are a great many things +upon which we don't agree, and most likely never should, and it would +never do to risk life-long bickering. I assure you we behaved more +like two elderly people with money or something else practical in +view, than two of our age. You know I am not a sentimental girl, and +although the thing is unpleasant I shall I am certain never regret the +step I have taken in putting an end to what could not otherwise end +well for either of us. And now mother do me one favour, will you?" + +"Oh, yes, my darling. My darling Dora. My own poor child." + +For a moment the girl was compelled to pause to steady her lips and +her voice. "Do not speak to me again about this until I speak to you, +and--and--and don't let father speak to me either." + +"It will kill you, child. It will kill you, my Dora." + +Again the girl was compelled to pause. "No. It will not. And mother, +don't treat me in any other way than as if it had not occurred. Be +just the same to me." + +"My darling." + +"And," again she had to stop, "above all don't be more affectionate. +That would break my heart. Promise." + +"I promise." + +The girl threw her arms round her mother's neck and kissed her, and +the mother burst out crying, and the girl hushed her and petted her, +and tried to console her, and asked her to bear up and not to cry. + +"I'll try, child, I'll try; but it's very hard, darling." + +"Yes, mother, but bear up for me, for my sake." + +"I will, dear! I will indeed. We shall not stop here. We shall go away +at once." + +"Very well. Just what you please, mother." + +"I couldn't bear to stay here and see you, my child." + +"If you wish it, mother, let us go away at once. Look at me how brave +I am. Do not give way. Do not give way, for my sake." + +"I will try--I will try." + +The grief seemed to be all the mother's, and the duty of consolation +all the daughter's duty. + +It is the sorrows of others that most hurt noble natures, and the +natures of noble women most of all. + +That night it was settled that the Ashtons should go to Norway and +Sweden for three months. Norway and Sweden had been put into Mr. +Ashton's head by the announcement of Sir Julius Whinfield months ago +that he was making up a party for his yacht to go north that summer, +and that the Dowager Lady Forcar and Mrs. Lawrence, Sir Julius's +married sister, and her husband, Mr. James Lawrence, had promised to +be of the party. "We can arrange to meet somewhere," said Mr. Ashton, +and so the expedition was arranged. + + +When John Hanbury left Dr. Shaw's, he thought that now, all being over +with Leigh, he was bound in common rectitude to disclose the source of +the gold which Leigh had intended passing off as the result of his +imaginary discovery in chemistry or alchemy. The simplest course would +be to go to Scotland Yard and there tell all he knew. Against this +course prudence suggested that perhaps the name and address given were +imaginary, and that there was no such man or street. He was not +anxious to pass through streets in which he was known, and he was glad +of anything to do. How better could he employ an hour than by driving +to London Road and trying to find out if any such man as Timmons +existed? He did not like the whole thing, but he could not rest easy +while he had the name of a man whom Leigh said dealt largely in the +fruit of robberies and thefts. At all events, supposing the whole +story told him by the dwarf was fiction, no harm could come of a visit +to Tunbridge Street. + +He jumped into a hansom and was rapidly driven to London Road, and +alighted at the end of Tunbridge Street. + +Yes, sure enough, there was the name and the place: "John Timmons, +Marine Store Dealer." But how did one get in, supposing one wanted to +get in? The place was all shut up, and he could see no door. + +A man was busy with one of the many up-ended carts. He had the wheel +off and was leisurely greasing the axletree. + +"Has Mr. Timmons left this place, please?" he asked of the man. + +"I think so. Ay, he has." + +"Do you know how long?" + +"A few days. Since Monday, I think. Anyway, the place hasn't been open +since Monday, and I hear that he is gone since Saturday night." + +"Have you any notion where he's gone?" + +The man stopped greasing the wheel and looked up curiously. "Are you +from the Yard too?" + +"What yard?" + +"Why Scotland Yard, of course." + +"No, I am not. Have people been here from Scotland Yard?" + +"Ay. And if you was in with Timmons and that crew, you'd better show a +clean pair of heels. There's something wrong about a dwarf or a +cripple that's missed down Chelsea way, burned up in a fire. Timmons +and a cracksman was seen hanging about that place, and they do say +that if they're catched they'll be hanging about somewhere else. So if +you're in with that lot, you'd better clear out too. They say Timmons +has got out of the country, but they'll ketch him by Atlantic cable, +and hang him with British rope." The man laughed at his own wit, and +resumed his work upon the axle. Hanbury thanked him and turned away. +He had nothing to do here. The police had information already. + + + + + CHAPTER XLII. + + THE END. + + +"Well," he said, "what is the matter? Oh, breakfast." He put down his +newspaper. "I see," he added, "they have given this fellow Timmons +five years, and serve him very right." + +"John, you have forgotten something!" she said, stopping him on his +way to the breakfast table and laying one of her delicate white hands +on his shoulder. + +"Eh? Forgotten something? Have I? What? I have a lot of important +things on my mind," said he, looking down on the clear sweet, oval +face, turned up to his. + +"Whatever is on your mind, sir, you ought not to forget the duties of +your lips. I have not had my good-morrow kiss, sir." + +"I never had anything so important on my mind, or on my lips, Edy, as +your kiss, dear." He took her in his arms and kissed her fondly. + +"You grow better at compliments as the days go by." + +"No dear, deeper in love." + +"With such a commonplace kind of thing as a wife?" + +"With the most un-commonplace sweetheart--wife in all the world." + +"John, I am already beginning to feel quite a middle-aged wife, and my +ring where it touches the guard is getting worn." + +"That's a desperately serious thing--about the ring, I mean. Gold was +too easily--worn a metal to marry you with, Edith. It should have been +a plain band of adamant, and even that would not last long enough, +dear." + +"Are you practising a speech to win a constituency?" + +"No. I am speaking out of my heart to keep what I have won." + +"Do you know I envy you only for one thing?" + +"And what is that?" + +"All the love that you give me." + +"But we are quits there, for I give all, you give all." + +"But yours seems so much richer than mine." + +"Does it, sweetheart? Then I am glad of that. For what I give is yours +and you cannot help yourself but give it all back to me again." + +"Oh, but what pains me is that I never seem to be able to give you any +of mine. All you have got from me seems to be only your own going back +and I long--oh, my darling, I do long--to show you that when all you +gave me is given back to you I never could exhaust my own. Indeed, I +could not, and keeping so much as I have is like a pain." + +"Then what must I do to soothe my sweetheart's pain?" + +"I do not know. I often think few people know what this love is." + +"There is nothing worth calling love that is not such as ours. Love is +more than content, more than joy, and not delusive with rapture. It is +full and steady and unbroken, like the light of day." + +"It is a pain, a pain, a pain! A secret pain. And do you know it is no +less when you are away, and no greater when you are near? And it often +seems to me that it is not exactly you as you are I love, but +something that is beyond speech and thought, and the reason I want you +is that you may hold my hand and love it too." + +"My Sibyl! My Seer!" + +"You and I are, as it were, waiting, and I should not wait if you were +not with me." + +"But I am with you, and always shall be. You are not afraid of my +leaving you?" + +"In the vulgar sense? Oh, no! Afraid of your going away and caring for +some one else? Oh, no! That could not be." + +"No, indeed. No, indeed." + +"For I should call you back and show you my heart, and how could you +leave me when you saw that there was nothing in all my heart but you? +Your pity would not let you do that. You might take something else +away, but you could not take away all that I had in my heart." + +"You dreamer of holy dreams." + +"It is by the firmness of the clasp of our hands we may know that we +shall be together at the revelation. I think people coarsen their +minds against love. I have heard that people think it is a sign +of foolishness. But it can't be. Where, I think, the harm is that +people harden their natures against it before it has time to become +all--before it has time to spiritualize the soul. It seems to me that +this love of one another that Christ taught is the beginning of being +with God." + +"Surely child, my child, my dear, you have come from some blessed +place, you have come to us from some place that is better than this." + +"No," she said softly. "No. There is no better place for me. I am +where God placed me--in my husband's arms." + +They had been married a couple of months, and it was June once more. +Not a cloud had arisen between them for these two months, or during +the months before. John Hanbury's mother said that Edith Grace had the +same witchery in appearance as that village beauty of the days of +George II., and that some quality of the blood which flowed in his +veins made him succumb at once to her; for otherwise how could it be +that he should almost immediately after parting from Dora Ashton fall +helplessly in love with a girl so extraordinarily like Dora as Edith? +How else could the fascination be accounted for? + +Edith herself could give no reason except that things of the kind +invariably arranged themselves independently of reason. All she knew +was that at first she was disposed to worship him because of his +illustrious origin, and gradually she lost this feeling and grew to +love him for himself. And with that explanation and him she was +content. + +He, being a man, could not, of course, admit he did anything without +not only a reason but an excellent reason too. He began by saying that +she was even lovelier than Dora herself, which was a thing more +astonishing in one at all like Dora that it counted for more than an +even still more wonderful beauty of another type. Then he had been +chiefly drawn towards the girl during her tardy convalescence because +of her weakness and dependence, and the thousand little services he +could render her, which kept him always watchful and attentive when +near her, and devising little pleasures of fruit or flowers, or books, +when not by her side. + +"I do not believe," he would say to himself, "that I was ever in love +with Dora. I do think we should never have got on well together, and I +am certain when she and Whinfield are married, there will not be a +happier couple in England excepting Edith and me. When I heard that +Dora was to be one of the party on the homeward cruise of Whinfield's +yacht, I knew all would be arranged before they saw England again. +They are most admirably suited to one another. + +"But she and I were not. I was always thinking of what I should like +her to do and what I should not, and her political views had a serious +interest for me, and I was perpetually trying to get her to adopt +this, and modify that, and abandon the third. Nice way of making love, +indeed! + +"I never went forth to her with song and timbrel and careless joy. My +mind ran more on propositions and principles. If at any time she said +what I did not approve, I was ready to stop and argue the point. I did +not know what love was then, and if I married Dora, I should have worn +down her heart and turned into a selfish, crusty old curmudgeon in no +time. + +"But with Edith all was different. I never thought for a moment of +what I should like her to do or say or think. I only thought of what +the girl might like. I lost hold of myself, and did not care for +searching in the mirror of the mind as to how I myself looked, or how +she and I compared together. I did not pause to ask whether I was +happy or not, so long as I saw she was happy. There was no refinement +in the other feeling. It was sordid and exacting. With Edith a +delicate subtlety was reached, undreamed-of before. An inspired accord +arose between us. She leaned upon me, and I grew strong enough to +support the burden of Atlas. I flung myself aside, so that I might not +be impeded in my services to her. And I was welcomed in the spirit I +came. She would take what I had to give, and she would like to take +it. And so she accepted me, and all I had, and I had no care in my +mind of myself or any of the gifts or graces which had been mine and +now were hers. So I had enough time to think of her and no care to +distract me from her." + +That was his way of putting it to himself when he was in a very +abstract and figurative humour. When he was not quite so abstract or +figurative, he would say to himself, "It is sympathy, nothing more +than sympathy. That is the Miracle Gold we should all try to make in +the crucible of our hearts." + + + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Miracle Gold (Vol. 3 of 3), by Richard Dowling + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42499 *** |
