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+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42422 ***
+
+Transcriber's note:
+ The original hyphenation, spelling, and use of accented words has
+ been retained. Italic text has been marked with _underscores_.
+
+
+
+
+ _THE PASSING OF THE STORM
+ AND OTHER POEMS_
+
+[Illustration:
+ "The mountains lay in calm repose
+ Slumbering 'neath their robes of white."
+
+ _See page 17._]
+
+
+
+
+ _The Passing of the Storm_
+
+ _AND OTHER POEMS_
+
+ BY
+
+ ALFRED CASTNER KING
+
+[Illustration]
+
+ NEW YORK CHICAGO TORONTO
+ Fleming H. Revell Company
+ LONDON AND EDINBURGH
+
+
+ Copyright, 1907, by
+ FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY
+
+
+ New York: 158 Fifth Avenue
+ Chicago: 80 Wabash Avenue
+ Toronto: 25 Richmond St., W.
+ London: 21 Paternoster Square
+ Edinburgh: 100 Princes Street
+
+
+
+
+DEDICATION
+
+ TO A RAPIDLY DISAPPEARING CLASS, THE PIONEER PROSPECTORS, WHOSE
+ BRAVERY, INTELLIGENCE AND INDUSTRY BLAZED THE TRAILS IN THE
+ WESTERN WILDERNESS FOR ADVANCING CIVILIZATION, AND MADE POSSIBLE
+ THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE GREAT WEST, THIS VOLUME IS VERY
+ RESPECTFULLY DEDICATED
+
+
+
+
+_PREFACE_
+
+ Oh that my words were now written!
+ Oh that they were inscribed in a book!--JOB xix, 23.
+
+
+Books have, from time immemorial, been the conservators of human
+wisdom, the repositories of information, the mentors of youth and
+adolescence, the counsellors of manhood, the comfort and companionship
+of age.
+
+The experience of an individual, school or era, when committed to book
+form, becomes the common property of all succeeding time, and the
+accumulated knowledge of the past, transmitted from generation to
+generation, through the medium of books, may with justice be regarded
+as the most valuable of human heritages.
+
+But they have not always been unmixed blessings; they have both led
+and misled; they have elucidated, yet have mystified.
+
+They have dissipated the shadows of ignorance and superstition, but in
+some instances have confused and obscured the searchlight of truth. In
+the economy of human affairs, books have been factors of no small
+importance. They have proved the most potent expositors of iniquitous
+systems, and when properly directed against crying evils have
+accomplished speedy reforms. They have precipitated wars, incited
+revolts and seditions in the cause of progress, yet have intensified
+prejudice, political, religious and racial. With silent eloquence,
+they have cried out against the wrongs of those who had none to plead
+their cause, while in other cases, their influence has tended to
+perpetuate existing abuses. In some instances they have taught men to
+be content with servitude, in others have ignited the beacon fires of
+liberty. Though they are usually found enlisted under the banners of
+justice, yet no cause has ever been so unworthy, and no institution so
+unholy, that books have not been written in their defence. In verity,
+they have sown both wheat and tares.
+
+Books have been written on every conceivable subject, under all
+conditions, by all sorts of writers, and from an endless variety of
+motives. The recompense of those who have written them has been
+equally various. Some have been apotheosized and worshipped, others
+have been the recipients of orders and decorations of honor at the
+hands of kings and potentates, while others have received the ovations
+of admiring multitudes. Some have anonymously contributed their mite
+toward the enrichment of literature, others have appeared, from whence
+we know not, and after placing their offerings upon the altars of
+poesy and art have departed unrewarded into the shadows of obscurity,
+leaving as footprints innumerable quotations which have become
+proverbial. Some, as the bards and minnesingers of old who in
+mediæval castles ate their bread by the sufferance of the feudal lords
+and barons, have in more recent years been dependent upon the bounty
+of some munificent, and usually titled patron, to whom they, as a
+matter of policy, dedicated their strains and panegyrics, consequently
+wielding mercenary pens. Some who have presumed to write in a manner
+displeasing to those who sat in high places have met with
+vilification, exile, imprisonment, decapitation, and have not been
+strangers to the pillory. Criticism and ridicule are the patent
+rewards of incipient authorship, while want, neglect and starvation
+have terminated the career of more than one name afterwards great in
+the world of letters.
+
+Aside from motives common to all who with reverent steps humbly strive
+to follow where the great lights of poesy have led, the author of
+these unpretentious pages has been actuated by a desire to portray, in
+his correct light, a very frequently misrepresented character, viz.:
+the pioneer prospector. It has long been customary for writers of
+western fiction to picture this character as a large-hearted but rough
+and untutored individual, expressing himself in a vernacular
+consisting of equal parts of slang, profanity and questionable
+grammar, possessing no ambitions above the card table or the strong
+waters which cause all men to err who drink them. An intimate
+acquaintance with this class, extending from the years of infancy to
+middle age, convinces the writer that the common description is
+manifestly unjust and misleading.
+
+The men who flocked to the early gold excitements, and who
+subsequently prospected the western mountain ranges for their hidden
+wealth, were the cream of American and European manhood; men possessed
+of more than ordinary endowments of intellect, education and physique,
+while their industry, bravery and hardihood have never been
+questioned.
+
+Proof of this exists in the names which have lingered behind them as a
+matter of record, for it was the prospector who christened the
+mountains, gulches and mining locations of the west. A cursory perusal
+of the maps of mineral surveys in any western mining district, will
+reveal in abundance such names as Hector, Ajax, Golden Fleece, Atlas,
+Pegasus, etc.; indicating that those who applied them were, if not
+college graduates, men not unfamiliar with the classics. The use of
+such names as Cleopatra, Crusader or Magna Charta, by a prospector
+unversed in history, would naturally be unexpected. One without
+knowledge of literature would hardly grace his location stakes with
+such names as Dante, Hamlet or Mephistopheles, while one entirely
+unlettered could not by chance hit upon such names as Pandora, Medusa
+or Sesostris.
+
+Of the pioneer prospectors but few remain; many have fallen asleep,
+others tiring of the privation and uncertainty incident to a miner's
+life, are pursuing other vocations, while many have become prosperous
+ranch and cattle-men and may now be found in almost any western
+valley. A few, a very few in comparison with the less fortunate
+majority, acquiring a competence, removed to other localities, and in
+not a few instances, have become conspicuous figures in the world of
+business, politics and finance.
+
+In the mountainous districts of the west, you may still occasionally
+see a veteran prospector of the old school, living the life of a
+hermit in his log cabin, situated in some picturesque park or gulch,
+near his, sometimes valuable but more frequently worthless, mining
+locations. There he lives winter and summer, his only companion a cat
+or dog; the ambitions of his youth still unrealized, but at three
+score and ten, hopeful and expectant. His bent form, white hair, and
+venerable bearing impress you strangely at first, but it is only when
+you overcome the reticence peculiar to those who have long dwelt in
+solitude, and engage him in conversation, that his mental status
+becomes apparent. To your surprise you discover that he can converse
+entertainingly on any subject, from the Mosaic dispensation, to the
+latest inventions in the world of mechanism. You may find him to be,
+not only a Shakspearean scholar, but a deep student of that volume
+which, whether considered from a sacred or secular point of view,
+stands preeminently forth as the Book of Books. You may find him able
+to translate Homer, or Virgil, and that the masterpieces of literature
+are as familiar to him as his own cabin walls. A glimpse at the
+interior of his cabin discloses an ample stock of newspapers and
+magazines, while books are not strangers. There is something pathetic
+about his loneliness; you leave him with the feeling that society has
+been the loser by his voluntary banishment, and are reminded of Gray's
+immortal lines:
+
+ "Full many a gem of purest ray serene.
+ The dark unfathomed caves of ocean bear;
+ Full many a flower is born to blush unseen,
+ And waste its sweetness on the desert air."
+
+You speculate upon the story of his life, for you feel that it has a
+secret, if not a tragedy, connected with it, into which you may not
+probe. You ask yourself the question, "Has not his life been wasted?"
+and if he alone is to be considered, there is none but an affirmative
+answer. But his life has not been barren of results. He has been a
+contributory factor in the upbuilding of an empire, for he is one of
+the class who laid the foundations of western prosperity.
+
+These men came west for various reasons, some actuated by the spirit
+of adventure, some to acquire fortunes or to retrieve vanished ones,
+others possibly to outlive the stigma of youthful mistakes. In the
+lives of many of them are sealed chapters. It is with such that these
+pages have to do.
+
+ ALFRED CASTNER KING.
+
+ OURAY, COLO., 1907.
+
+
+
+
+_CONTENTS_
+
+
+ _The Passing of the Storm_ _Page_
+
+ _I._ _The Storm_ _17_
+
+ _II._ _A Chapter from an Old Man's Life_ _28_
+
+ _III._ _The Prisoner_ _36_
+
+ _IV._ _A Sequel of the Lost Cause_ _49_
+
+ _V._ _The Avalanche_ _58_
+
+ _VI._ _The Rescue_ _65_
+
+ _VII._ _The Blight of War_ _72_
+
+ _VIII._ _The Story of an Exile_ _93_
+
+ _IX._ _Conclusion_ _115_
+
+ _Dolores_ _120_
+
+ _Great Shepherd of the Countless Flocks
+ of Stars_ _122_
+
+ _The Ruined Cabin_ _123_
+
+ _An Idyll_ _124_
+
+ _The Borderland of Sleep_ _125_
+
+ _Stellar Nocturne_ _126_
+
+ _Father, at Thy Altar Kneeling_ _127_
+
+ _Dreams_ _128_
+
+ _Nocturne_ _129_
+
+ _The True Faith_ _131_
+
+ _A Fragment_ _131_
+
+ _Mortality_ _132_
+
+
+
+
+_LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS_
+
+
+ _Facing Page_
+
+ _"The mountains lay in calm repose
+ Slumbering 'neath their robes of white."_ _Title._
+
+ _"As stormy cowls their summits hid."_ _17_
+
+ _"Exceeding the tremendous height
+ Of brother peaks, on left and right."_ _26_
+
+ _"Beseamed with countless scars and rents
+ From combat with the elements."_ _30_
+
+ _"He towered with mute and massive form
+ A challenge to the gathering storm."_ _40_
+
+ _"With swift and spoliating flow,
+ Uprooting many a noble tree,
+ To strew the desert's waste below,
+ With scattered drift-wood and debris."_ _50_
+
+ _"Arrayed in Nature's pristine dress
+ This was, indeed, a wilderness."_ _62_
+
+ _"We grew as two twin pines might grow,
+ Upon some isolated edge,
+ Of some lone precipice or ledge."_ _70_
+
+ _"The noble spruce and stately fir
+ Stood draped in feathery garniture."_ _114_
+
+ _"From the mountain peaks crested with snow."_ _120_
+
+ _"High up on the cliffs in their dwellings
+ Which were apertures walled up with rocks,
+ Lived this people, sequestered and happy;
+ Their dwellings now serve the wild fox."_ _126_
+
+ _"As it fearlessly leaps o'er the rocky wall
+ From the mountain peaks stern and hoary."_ _130_
+
+ _"I love the lake in the mountain's lap."_ _134_
+
+
+[Illustration:
+ "As stormy cowls their summits hid."
+
+ _See page 19._]
+
+
+
+
+_The Passing of the Storm_
+
+
+I. THE STORM
+
+ Reflecting, in their crystal snows,
+ The glittering jewels of the night,
+ The mountains lay in calm repose
+ Slumbering 'neath their robes of white.
+
+ The stars grew dim,--a film instead,
+ The twinkling heavens overspread,
+ Through which their eyes essayed to peer,
+ Each moment less distinct and clear,
+ Till, when the stellar beacons failed,
+ A darkness unrelieved, prevailed.
+
+ Out of the ambient depths of gloom,
+ Bereft of its accustomed bloom,
+ Came day-break, comfortless and gray.
+ Sped the nocturnal shades away,
+ Unveiling, with their winged retreat,
+ A twilight sad and incomplete.
+ Reluctantly, as dawn aspired,
+ The shadows lingered, then retired
+ As vanquished armies often yield
+ Upon a well-contested field,
+ And sullenly retrace their course
+ Before an overwhelming force.
+
+ Within the east no purple light
+ Proclaimed the passing of the night;
+ No crimson blush appeared to warn
+ The landscape of returning morn.
+ Discarding all the gorgeous dyes,
+ Wherewith the sunset tints the skies,
+ And mingling with the azure blue,
+ The warp and woof of sober hue;
+ The fairies of the air, I wist,
+ Had spun a silvery web of mist,
+ Whose texture, ominous and gray,
+ Obscured the glories of the day.
+
+ Such was the dreary winter's day,
+ Which dawned with dull and leaden sky;
+ No cheerful penetrating ray
+ Flashed from the sun's resplendent eye.
+ In vain, through rift and orifice,
+ He strove with radiant beam to kiss
+ Each mountain peak and dizzy height,
+ Apparelled in their garbs of white,
+ And crown each brow, so bleak and cold,
+ With burnished diadem of gold.
+
+ Ascending in aërial flight,
+ The wheel of fire did not appear,
+ To dissipate the fogs of night
+ And clarify the atmosphere.
+ Seeking with fervent ray and fierce,
+ The canopy of cloud to pierce,
+ The orb of day, stripped of his flame,
+ A circle, ill-defined, became,
+ As through the ever-thickening haze,
+ His feeble outline met the gaze.
+ This faded till his glowing face
+ Left no suggestive spot or trace,
+ No corollary on the pall
+ Which settled and pervaded all.
+
+ As stormy cowls their summits hid,
+ In turret, tower and pyramid,
+ Of stately and majestic mien,
+ Was nature's architecture seen.
+ From yawning chasm and abyss,
+ Rose minaret and precipice,
+ Carved by the tireless hand of time,
+ In forms fantastic, yet sublime,
+ While spires impregnable and high,
+ Were profiled on the lowering sky.
+
+ Exceeding the tremendous height
+ Of brother peaks, on left and right,
+ In his commanding station placed,
+ The giant of the rocky waste
+ With awe-inspiring aspect stood,
+ The sentry of the solitude,
+ Guarding the mountainous expanse
+ With his imposing battlements.
+ In rock-ribbed armor panoplied,
+ With rugged walls on every side,
+ Beseamed with countless scars and rents,
+ From combat with the elements,
+ He towered with mute and massive form,
+ A challenge to the gathering storm.
+
+ This overshadowing mountain peak
+ In solemn silence seemed to speak
+ A prophecy of arctic doom;
+ As in his frigid splendor dressed,
+ He reared aloft his frozen crest,
+ Surmounted by a snowy plume.
+ His wrinkled and forbidding brow
+ A sombre shadow seemed to throw
+ O'er other crags as wild and stern,
+ Which frowned defiance in return.
+
+ The wind, lugubrious and sad,
+ In doleful accents, soft and low,
+ Mourned through the dismal forests, clad
+ In weird habiliments of snow,
+ As if, forsooth, the sylvan ghosts
+ Had mobilized in pallid hosts,
+ To haunt their rugged solitudes,
+ The spectres of departed woods.
+ And with uninterrupted flow
+ The streamlet, underneath the snow,
+ Answered the wind's despondent moan
+ With plaint of gurgling monotone;
+ Or, locked in winter's stern embrace,
+ No longer trickled in its bed,
+ But found a frigid resting place
+ In stationary ice, instead.
+ The crystal snowflakes gently fell,
+ Enrobing mountain, plain and dell,
+ In mantle spotless and complete,
+ As nature in her winding sheet.
+ Layer upon layer fell fast and deep
+ Till every cliff, abrupt and steep,
+ Was crowned with coronal of white.
+ Capricious gusts, which whirl and sift,
+ Built comb and overhanging drift,
+ From feathery flakes so soft and light.
+
+ More thickly flew the snow and fast;
+ The wind developed and the blast
+ Soon churned the tempest, till the air
+ Seemed but a white and whirling glare,
+ Through which the penetrating eye
+ No shape nor contour might descry.
+
+ The poor belated traveller,
+ Who braved the rigor of that day,
+ Might thank his bright protecting star,--
+ If orbs of pure celestial ray,
+ Far in the scintillating skies,
+ Preside o'er human destinies,--
+ That he, bewildered and distressed,
+ Had warded off exhaustion's rest,
+ And in that maze of pine and fir
+ Escaped an icy sepulchre.
+
+ When driving snows accumulate,
+ They yield to the tremendous weight.
+ And down the mountain's rugged sides
+ The mass with great momentum slides,
+ Cleaving the fragile spruce and pine,
+ Which stand in its ill-fated line,
+ As bearded grain, mature and lithe,
+ Goes down before the reaper's scythe.
+ Or, when the cyclone's baleful force,
+ In flood of atmospheric wrath,
+ Pursues its devastating course,
+ Leaving but ruin in its path;
+ Despoiling in a moment's span
+ The most exalted works of man;
+ Or waters, suddenly set free,
+ When some black thunder cloud is rent,
+ Rush down a wild declivity
+ With irresistible descent,
+ Depositing on every hand
+ A layer of sediment and sand;
+ With swift and spoliating flow,
+ Uprooting many a noble tree,
+ To strew the desert wastes below
+ With scattered drift-wood and debris;
+ Such is the dreadful avalanche,
+ Which rends the forest, root and branch.
+
+ From dangers in such varied form,
+ And the discomforts of the storm,
+ Small wonder 'twas the mountaineer
+ Left not his fireside's ruddy cheer;
+ But from behind the bolted door
+ Discerned the tempest's strident roar,
+ Or heard the pendent icicle,
+ Which, from the eaves, in fragments fell,
+ As some more formidable blast
+ In paroxysmal fury passed.
+ It shook with intermittent throes,
+ Of boisterous, spasmodic power,
+ A most substantial hut, which rose,
+ As summer breeze sways grass or flower
+ And e'en the dull immobile ground
+ Trembled in sympathy profound.
+
+ Such was the fury of the storm,
+ As if the crystal flakes had met
+ With militating hosts, to swarm
+ In siege about its parapet.
+
+ When every rampant onslaught failed,
+ The blast in wanton frenzy wailed.
+ As if with unspent rage the wind
+ Felt much disgruntled and chagrined,
+ And though of nugatory force,
+ Could vent its spleen with accents hoarse.
+ As some beleaguered tower of old
+ Besieged by warriors stern and bold,
+ Who dashed against its walls of stone,
+ Which were not swayed nor overthrown;
+ As vicious strokes delivered well,
+ Innocuous and futile fell.
+ Then watched the walls withstand the strain,
+ And cursed and gnashed their teeth in vain.
+
+ Beneath a massive pinnacle,
+ Whose weird, forbidding shadows fell,
+ And gulch and forest overcast
+ With mantle ominous and vast,
+ Nestling amid the spruce and pine,
+ Which fringe the edge of timberline,
+ This miner's cabin, quaint and rude,
+ From the surrounding forest hewed,
+ With primitive, yet stable form,
+ Withstood the onslaught of the storm,
+ And at the entrance of a dell
+ Stood as a rustic sentinel.
+
+ Beneath a pine's protecting skirt,
+ It reared its modest roof of poles,
+ Laid close, then overlaid with dirt,
+ To cover up the cracks and holes;
+ The intervals between the logs
+ Were daubed with mud from mountain bogs.
+ The ground did service as a floor
+ In this, as many huts before;
+ So beaten down beneath the tread,
+ It more resembled tile instead.
+
+ The plastic clay, compressed and sleek,
+ Was level and as hard as brick.
+ Protruding boulders, smooth and bare,
+ Exposed their faces here and there;
+ And with their surfaces displayed,
+ A primitive mosaic made.
+ And, terminating in a stack,
+ Some feet above the cabin's roof,
+ The fireplace, comfortless and black,
+ Arose the dingy form uncouth.
+ This object of depressing gloom,
+ Built in the corner of the room,
+ When filled with lurid tongues of flame,
+ A cheerful cynosure became.
+
+ The furnishings within were crude;
+ A table fastened to the wall
+ Had been with some exertion hewed
+ From aspen timbers straight and tall,
+ And was, in lieu of table legs,
+ Supported by protruding pegs.
+ A cracker box, with shelves inside,
+ The leading corner occupied,
+ And made an ample cupboard there,
+ Where tin supplanted chinaware.
+ A frying pan, which from a nail
+ Suspended, dripped a greasy trail.
+ Framed from the hemlock's poles and boughs,
+ The rustic bunks within the house
+ Were not elaborate affairs;
+ While boxes filled the place of chairs.
+
+ Tacked on the unpretentious wall
+ Were advertisements, great and small,
+ While lithograph and crayon scenes,
+ Clipped from the standard magazines,
+ Comprised a mimic gallery,
+ Which broke the wall's monotony.
+ No carpets were upon that floor,
+ But at the bottom of the door
+ The rug, against its yawning crack,
+ Consisted of a gunny-sack.
+ Nor was there lock upon that door,
+ The guardian of sordid pelf;
+ The traveller, distressed and sore,
+ Might enter there and help himself.
+
+ Within this weather-beaten hut
+ Of logs, by many a tempest tried,
+ With doors and windows closely shut,
+ To keep the genial warmth inside;
+ A group of hardy mountaineers,
+ Blockaded by the winter's snow,
+ Sat by the fireside's ruddy glow.
+ Some old, and old beyond their years,
+ As disappointments, toil and strife,
+ Which constitute the miner's life,
+ Must operate with process sure,
+ Toward age, unduly premature;
+ [Blank Page]
+ For years, in stern privation spent,
+ Are traced in seam and lineament,
+ Which gives the patriarchal face
+ Its rugged dignity and grace.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "Exceeding the tremendous height
+ Of brother peaks, on left and right."
+
+ _See page 19._]
+
+ Although by fond illusions led,
+ Through phantasies of empty air,
+ Which mark an ultimate despair,
+ The miner still sees hope ahead.
+ The prospector could never cope
+ With dangers and realities,
+ But for the visionary hope
+ Which both deceives and mollifies,
+ Alluring him with siren song
+ Her vague uncertain paths along.
+
+ Yet some, this stalwart group among,
+ Were adolescent,--even young.
+ For hearts, which youthful breasts conceal,
+ Oft burn with energetic zeal,
+ To ope, with labor's patient key,
+ The mountain's hidden treasury.
+
+ Most furiously it blew and snowed,
+ Most cheerily the firelight glowed,
+ And as the forkèd tongues of flame,
+ In fierce combustion, writhed and burned,
+ Nor moment's space remained the same,
+ The conversation swayed and turned.
+
+ For tales were told of avalanche,
+ Of army scenes, of mine and ranch,
+ Of wily politician's snares,
+ Of gold excitements, smallpox scares,
+ Of England's debt and grizzly bears.
+
+ When all but three their stories told
+ Of tropic heat, or arctic cold,
+ The conversation dragged at length,
+ An interim for future strength.
+ Outspoke a voice: "Let Uncle Jim
+ Some past experience relate,
+ For Fate has kindly granted him,
+ At least, diversity of fate."
+
+
+II. A CHAPTER FROM AN OLD MAN'S LIFE
+
+ As ample wreaths of curling smoke
+ From his time-honored meerschaum broke,
+ A kindly-faced, gray-bearded man
+ Rose up and sadly thus began,--
+ "You ask a tale,--well, I'll express
+ The reason why in manhood's prime
+ I left a more congenial clime
+ And sought this rugged wilderness."
+ But, gentle reader, don't expect
+ A tale in mongrel dialect,
+ For "Uncle Jim," or James T. Hale,
+ Who lived as anchorite or monk,
+ Once led the senior class at Yale,
+ And had his sheepskin in his trunk.
+ There, while the crackling flames leaped high,
+ And serpentine gyrations played
+ Around the logs of hemlock, dry,
+ And with the tempest seethed and swayed,
+ As curled the drowsy wreaths of smoke
+ Above his pipe, the old man spoke:
+
+ "'Twas on a day about like this,
+ When, fresh from youthful haunts and scenes,
+ I first beheld yon precipice,
+ And sought these gulches and ravines,
+ To pan, despite the frost and cold,
+ For shining particles of gold;
+ And hewed the rocker and the sluice
+ From out the native pine and spruce.
+ Arrayed in nature's pristine dress
+ This was indeed a wilderness.
+ Nor eye of eagle ever viewed
+ A more forbidding solitude,
+ Nor prospect more completely drear
+ Confronted hardy pioneer.
+
+ Why came I here? My simple tale
+ Goes back to a New England vale.
+ It is, though simple tale it be,
+ A life's unwritten tragedy:
+ A story, with few incidents,
+ But many years of penitence.
+ As one, for some foul crime pursued,
+ Doth flee, in frenzy rash and blind
+ To wilderness or solitude,
+ I fled, to leave my past behind.
+
+ I loved a maid, both fair and true,
+ Just where, it matters not, nor who.
+ For forty years, with silent tread,
+ Have silvered many a raven head,
+ Since on her wealth of auburn hair
+ The moonlight shimmered, soft and fair,
+ As where the pine and hemlock stood
+ And sighed in answer to the breeze,
+ With but the stars as witnesses,
+ Our troth was plighted in the wood;
+ A simple rustic tale in truth,
+ Of love and sentimental youth.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "Beseamed with countless scars and rents
+ From combat with the elements."
+
+ _See page 20._]
+
+ Love is the subtle mystery,
+ The charm, the esoteric spell,
+ Which lures the seraph from on High.
+ To leave the Throne of Light,--for Hell,--
+ And with resistless shackles binds,
+ In viewless thrall, the captive minds.
+ For who can fathom love's caprice,
+ Supplant her fervid wars with peace,
+ And passion's ardent flame command?
+ Or who presume to understand
+ And read with cabalistic art
+ The hieroglyphics of the heart?
+ [Blank Page]
+ Nor eye of regent, skilled to rule,
+ Nor sage from earth's profoundest school,
+ Nor erudite philosophy
+ On wisdom's heights, pretend to see
+ The fervent secrets of the breast,
+ Which rankle mute and unexpressed.
+ Nor the angelic hosts above
+ In their exuberance of love,
+ Nor demons from the pit can span
+ The depths of woman's love for man.
+ And men, of love's sweet flame bereft,
+ Have but the brutal instincts left.
+
+ She, too, my youthful love returned,
+ Each breast with throb responsive yearned,
+ The oracles of passion sweet,
+ All augured happiness complete.
+ But, ere the nuptial knot was bound,
+ A whispered rumor crept around,
+ A whispered rumor, such as rise
+ From nothing to colossal size;
+ Though none their origin can trace,
+ Nor ferret out the starting place,
+ Which start sometimes, in idle jest,
+ When knowing looks imply the rest.
+ The lightest rumor, or the worst,
+ May be discredited at first,
+ But oft repeated and received
+ Is soon unconsciously believed.
+ Though inconsistent and abstract,
+ Fanned by insinuating tongues,
+ Imaginary faults and wrongs
+ Soon gain the currency of fact.
+ The purest acts are misconstrued
+ By the lascivious and lewd,
+ And envy loves to lie in wait
+ With fangs imbrued in venomed hate.
+ This slander, born of jealousy,
+ Was told as solemn truth to me,
+ By tongues I deemed immaculate.
+
+ Alas! that shafts from falsehood's bow
+ Should undetected cleave the air,
+ Or wanton hands in malice sow
+ The tares of discord and despair.
+ For every seed of falsehood sown
+ Brings forth a harvest of its own,
+ And ears, most ready to believe,
+ Are difficult to undeceive.
+ Alas! that shafts from falsehood's tongue
+ Should fall suspicious ears among,
+ And be received, and nursed, forsooth,
+ As arrows of unblemished truth:
+ Maligning spotless innocence,
+ With grave impeachments of offence.
+ Their crime, of heinous crimes the worst,
+ With multiplied damnation cursed,
+ Who, lost to every sense of shame,
+ Assassinate a woman's name.
+ For such, with trumped-up calumnies,
+ Would drag an angel from the skies,
+ And stain its vestal robes of white
+ With slander's sable hues of night,
+ Holding to ridicule and shame
+ The ruins of a once fair name.
+
+ Who so, from slander's chalice sips,
+ May greet you with a friendly kiss,
+ Nor may the foul, envenomed lips
+ Betray the adder's sting and hiss.
+ The fairest flowrets of the field
+ The rankest poisons often yield,
+ And falsehood loves to hide her tooth
+ 'Neath the habiliments of truth.
+ This scandal, venomous and vile,
+ Had no foundation but a smile,
+ But on it wagging tongues had built
+ A massive pyramid of guilt.
+
+ In evil hour, I, too, believed
+ For fabrications more absurd
+ Than the aspersions I had heard
+ Have wiser ears than mine deceived.
+ I fought suspicion, vainly tried
+ To cast each rising doubt aside.
+ But he who lists to tales of ill
+ Believes in part, despite his will.
+ Then in my face, as in a book,
+ She read one sad distrustful look,
+ A look of pity, yet of doubt,
+ For silence cries most loudly out,
+ And who can smile with visage bright
+ To shield misgivings black as night?
+
+ Unhappy trait that in us lies!
+ We doubt the verdict of our eyes;
+ We doubt each faculty and sense,
+ Yet credit sham and false pretence.
+ We question Truth, and much prefer
+ To list to Falsehood, than to her:
+ And that, which most substantial seems,
+ We doubt, yet place our faith in dreams.
+ We doubt the pearl of purest white,
+ We doubt the diamond clear and bright,
+ And yet accept the base and flawed,
+ Yes, revel in all forms of fraud.
+
+ That moment's lack of confidence,
+ The shadow of remote offence,
+ Cost each the sweetest joys of life,
+ Cost her a husband, me a wife.
+
+ Ere yet that month its course had spent,
+ In time's continuous descent,
+ Her face had been forever hid
+ Beneath the sod and coffin lid.
+ Then slanderous tongues forgot their lies,
+ And wagged in glowing eulogies.
+
+ Though tears, the pearls of sorrow be,
+ And many o'er her grave were shed,
+ Mine was a tearless agony,
+ A deeper, dry-eyed grief instead.
+
+ That rumor, void of fact or proof,
+ Too late betrayed the cloven hoof.
+ Too late, alas! 'twas given me
+ To recognize its falsity.
+
+ Within a rural burial place,
+ A rude, though quaint, necropolis,
+ Where, through the growth of hemlock trees,
+ Is borne the requiem of the breeze;
+ Where stand the funeral pines as plumes,
+ Above the scattered graves and tombs,
+ And sigh, with drooping branches spread,
+ In sylvan dirges for the dead;
+ Beneath a fir tree's sombre shade,
+ My last adieu to her was made.
+
+ Close by the slab of graven stone,
+ Which marks her place of silent rest,
+ I knelt at midnight, and alone,
+ Then rose and started for the West."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ The wind in temporary lull,
+ Had dwindled to a plaintive moan;
+ As if in mournful monotone,
+ Her cup of anguish being full,
+ Sad nature's fountain-heads of bale
+ Had overflowed with plaint and wail.
+ In palpitating throbs of woe,
+ It now arose and whirled the snow
+ With triple energy renewed,
+ Filling the dismal solitude
+ With woeful shriekings of despair,
+ As demon orgies in the air,
+ And culminated in a roar
+ More violent than aught before.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ At length another timely lull
+ Made human voices audible.
+ As Uncle Jim resumed his seat,
+ A voice cried out for Russian Pete.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+III. THE PRISONER
+
+ Of Russian Pete but little had been known,
+ He liked to read and be so much alone;
+ No more his close associates could tell,
+ Save that he spoke the English language well.
+ About this stranger with the clever tongue,
+ An air of mystery and sadness clung.
+ His name, so long and unpronounceable,
+ Which none could frame, much less presume to spell,
+ Waiving abridgment, partial or complete,
+ Was, by the boys, transformed to "Russian Pete."
+
+ Now Russian Pete was tall and strong of limb,
+ Nor more than half as old as Uncle Jim,
+ Of noble stature and commanding brow,
+ With knees which in no genuflections bow.
+ His face was sad, the index of a breast
+ Where memory's fires were raging unsuppressed.
+ With eyes which search in closest scrutiny,
+ Nor yet offend the object they would see.
+ One, who from feature, act and equipoise,
+ Had known life's sorrows better than its joys.
+ A man whom you would notice in the street,
+ And know the second time if you should meet.
+
+ This man of mystery and intellect
+ Arose, and stood in manhood's poise erect.
+ In tone of voice so musical and clear
+ It might have charmed the most exacting ear,
+ And wealth of language few can hope to reach,
+ Nor trace of foreign accent in his speech,
+ He forthwith spake: "My simple tale shall be,
+ Not one of love, but dire captivity.
+ Like Uncle Jim's, however, it contains
+ The cause why I forsook my native plains.
+ No tender web of sentiment, but one
+ By treachery and machination spun.
+
+ Across the sea, in distant realms afar,
+ In the remote dominions of the Czar,
+ Past where the Dnieper rolls his murky flood,
+ Surcharged with fertilizing silt and mud,
+ Past the dark forests and productive plains,
+ Which he with many a tributary drains;
+ Within that city whose inhabitants,
+ With flaming torch, withstood the arms of France,
+ Preferring ruin to the victor's boast,
+ Or occupation by an alien host.
+ Fair Moscow, which became a funeral pyre,
+ And perished in her self-ignited fire,
+ That her invaders, chilled by snow and sleet,
+ Might sink in irretrievable defeat.
+ A few years since, the date concerns us not,
+ A minor detail readily forgot,
+ Beneath the shadow of her noblest spire,
+ There dwelt two students, children of one sire.
+
+ With prospects fair at manhood's budding edge,
+ In caste esteemed of no base parentage;
+ Two students, versed in languages, and planned
+ For consul service in a distant land,
+ As foreign usages are studied most,
+ When one aspires to diplomatic post.
+ Thus eagerly, did we acquire the tongue
+ Of you, whom I address and live among.
+ With lucubrations diligent, we sought
+ Our ways up varied avenues of thought,
+ Until by prejudice no longer bound,
+ We stood at last upon dissenting ground;
+ Or wavered, where reluctant doubts confuse,
+ In that strange zone of ruminating views,
+ Where progress and established custom meet;
+ Yes, crossed its boundaries with reckless feet.
+
+ In that stern Empire, on disruption's brink,
+ Some things you may,--and some you may not,--think;
+ Express yourself, and instantly disgraced,
+ Your steps may point toward a Siberian waste;
+ Your substance confiscated by a court
+ Where equity is but a theme for sport;
+ Extol your theories, proffer your advice,
+ And chains or banishment may be the price.
+
+ For despot hands, since might's initial sway,
+ Have fashioned chains for worthier hands than they;
+ And oftentimes beneath the tyrant's heel
+ Are crushed the lives which strive for human weal;
+ Who dare to hold the gonfalon aloft
+ For human rights and progress, yes, how oft
+ Since Cain that fratricidal murder wrought,
+ Have death and durance been the price of thought!
+
+ He who espouses radical reform
+ Invites upon his head the gathering storm;
+ Each forward step from Custom's hackneyed school,
+ Draws forth the floods of scorn and ridicule;
+ Witness the dungeon, guillotine and rack,
+ Chains for the feet and scourges for the back;
+ Bestrewn with insult, diatribe and cuff,
+ The pathway of reform was ever rough;
+ And when reforms, as tidal waves have come,
+ The foremost breakers dash to martyrdom.
+
+ Perhaps, in youth's enthusiastic heat
+ We may have been a little indiscreet,
+ When we, thus inexperienced and young,
+ Against oppression dared to raise the tongue.
+ Perhaps 'twere best to tarnish manhood's brow
+ With servile adulation, and to bow
+ With craven salaam and obeisance, down
+ In sycophantic homage to a crown.
+ What, though the diadem its blazon rears
+ Above a population's groans and tears!
+ What, though the paths of tyranny be strew'd
+ With suspirations of the multitude!
+ If one but bask within the regal smile,
+ Why strive against injustice, fraud and guile?
+ Or, why enlist the sympathetic pen,
+ Though thrones may crush the liberties of men?
+
+ One inadvertent hour, some chance remark
+ Was misconstrued with application dark;
+ For little is required as an excuse
+ When private ends are furthered by abuse;
+ Suspicion's tunes are played with greatest ease,
+ When jealousy manipulates the keys.
+ What followed, it were wearisome to tell,
+ Save that we found ourselves within a cell,
+ Charged with sedition and conspiracy,
+ By those more likely to conspire than we.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "He towered with mute and massive form
+ A challenge to the gathering storm."
+
+ _See page 20._]
+
+ Three days were we, in custody detained,
+ In stern abeyance formally constrained.
+ Within a court, where no protesting word
+ From prisoner or counsel may be heard;
+ A court, where no forensic eloquence
+ May quash the allegations of offence;
+ Our doom was sealed, by a capricious judge
+ Who thereby satisfied a family grudge.
+
+ The sentence passed, the stalwart Cossack guard
+ Straightway transferred us to a prison yard.
+ There parted we, before its grated door;
+ They dragged him in,--and he was seen no more.
+
+ Another door, with dull metallic sound
+ Was closed, and I was hurried underground,
+ Through labyrinth of passages and halls,
+ Past dingy arches and protruding walls,
+ Where gloom perpetual the eye obscures,
+ Through damp recesses, nooks and apertures,
+ With foul effluvia and odors filled,
+ By darkness, dampness and decay distilled.
+ For noisome vapors float in gaseous waves,
+ In cavern depths of men-created caves,
+ And generate in humid warmth or cold
+ The loathsome mildew and corrupting mould.
+
+ At length, through cruel maze of grate and stone,
+ By paths circuitous and ways unknown,
+ We reached the cell,--as hideous a den,
+ As ever held unwilling beasts or men.
+ And soon with manacles securely bound,
+ Myself its only occupant I found.
+ A dungeon, dimly lighted and obscure,
+ With pools of water, stagnant and impure,
+ Whose noxious exhalations permeate
+ The deadened air, which could not circulate:
+ And laden with malignant slime and ooze,
+ Upon the walls discharged in baneful dews:
+ Or else precipitate, with vapory loss,
+ Enrobed the cruel stones with pendent moss.
+ And water, foul as e'er offended lip,
+ Fell from the roof with intermittent drip.
+ Remote from daylight, dismal and unsunned,
+ Decompositions stored a teeming fund
+ Of molecules and organisms strange,
+ In an invisible but constant change.
+ As stagnant waters generate a froth,
+ These, with spontaneous and fungous growth,
+ Had draped the dungeon's limited expanse
+ With toadstool, bulb and foul protuberance.
+ These from the air its milder virtues drank,
+ Supplanting ichors, venemous and dank,
+ Whose essence deleterious, the while,
+ Exudes in savors and miasmas vile.
+
+ High on the wall, a double-grated slit
+ A slender ray of sunshine would admit
+ On pleasant mornings, when the sky was clear
+ From leaden fogs and hazy atmosphere.
+ A ray of sunlight, yes, a welcome ray,
+ A wholesome beam, but just too far away.
+ Although I tugged at the remorseless chain
+ And strove to reach that sunbeam, 'twas in vain;
+ The lambent gleam which broke into the cell
+ Alone on toad and savage rodent fell.
+ In vain I wrenched the manacles, in vain
+ I sought to rend the cruel gyves in twain,
+ Strove, with contortions painful and extreme,
+ To lay my head within this gladsome beam,
+ Or even touch it with the finger-tip;
+ In vain,--no galling chain relaxed its grip.
+
+ A ray of sunlight just beyond my reach,
+ Like Tantalus, as ancient classics teach,
+ When for duplicity and theft immersed,
+ In rippling waters, doomed to ceaseless thirst,--
+ For as his parching lips essayed to drink,
+ The mocking waters would recede, or sink;
+ Though luscious fruits hung pendent in his sight,
+ To coax the palate and the appetite,
+ Whene'er his hand reached forth with eager thrust,
+ Those selfsame fruits resolved to baleful dust.
+ That sunbeam, though an aggravation fair,
+ Still closed the floodgates of complete despair.
+ As dykes constrain, in distant lowland realms,
+ The deluge, which engulfs and overwhelms.
+ With final resource and expedient
+ And all her vials of expectation spent,
+ Fate, in her changeable kaleidoscope,
+ Evolves new turns to reëstablish hope.
+ That ray of sunshine, as an angel's smile,
+ Beaming in love amid surroundings vile,
+ Came, morn by morn, to mitigate and bless;
+ A benediction in my bitterness.
+
+ Time after time, when the approaching night
+ Had banished every modicum of light,
+ And clothed each outline with her sable guise,
+ I watched the greenish glow of reptile eyes,
+ Nor dared to slumber, till exhaustion's sleep
+ Benumbed my senses with its stupors deep.
+ Then, conjured by the witcheries of night,
+ Came pleasant dreams and visions of delight,
+ Those iridescent phantasies of air,
+ Which mock the troubled breast in its despair;
+ Then waking, the delusive phantoms flown,
+ A prisoner upon a floor of stone.
+ My fare was still the captive's mouldy crust,
+ My chains still reeked with clotted gore and rust,
+ The rigid shackles still retained their clutch,
+ And clammy walls repulsed the friendly touch.
+
+ Day after day, besmeared with filth and slime,
+ In foul monotony I passed the time,
+ Battling with vermin foes, a teeming brood,
+ Prolific and not easily withstood:
+ An evil pest, ubiquitous and rife,
+ In the fecundity of insect life.
+ In agony of body and of brain,
+ Each breath a stifling gasp and twinge of pain,
+ Cursing my fortune, though each fevered curse
+ Redounding, made my agony the worse;
+ For fits of anger seldom mollify,
+ When vacancy reiterates the cry,
+ Or walls of cold, unsympathetic stone
+ Respond but hollow echoes of a groan.
+ Though limbs as free and restless as the wind
+ Are not to shackles readily resigned,
+ Complaint, with oath and bitterness replete,
+ In prisoner is doubly indiscreet.
+ The imprecation, born of righteous wrath,
+ Subtracts no obstacle from any path.
+
+ Bereft of star or luminary bright,
+ No night so dark as artificial night;
+ No glittering constellations kindly throw
+ Their twinkling beacons o'er the void below;
+ No satellite with pale invasive beam
+ Breaks through the darkness awful and extreme;
+ No comet, through the vast sidereal waste,
+ Pursues its orbit with unbridled haste;
+ No silvery moon, through the dissembling shroud,
+ May shine or burst through orifice of cloud
+ In mellow radiations, soft and sweet;
+ Darkness most dense, oppressive and complete.
+
+ No friendly voice might penetrate the gloom,
+ Nor break the silence of that fetid tomb,
+ With genial converse, which in some degree
+ Makes men forget their depth of misery.
+ Silence, most tragic, horrible, profound,
+ Except the sharp and intermittent sound
+ Of rodent feet, and noise of creeping things,
+ The squeak of vampires and their whirr of wings;
+ Or cries of swift pursuit, or of despair,
+ Rang out upon the pestilential air,
+ As ever and anon a dying squeak
+ Told of the strong prevailing o'er the weak;
+ For might obtains along the selfsame plan
+ With ruthless vermin and enlightened man.
+ Yet man in his dominion absolute,
+ Removed above the province of the brute,
+ From social claims and attributes released,
+ Has little to distinguish from the beast.
+ With all associative wants denied,
+ And his gregarious longings unsupplied,
+ By human comradeship, affection springs
+ Well up in effluent love for baser things.
+ For 'neath the polish and embellishments
+ Of cultivation and intelligence,
+ There lies a basic bond of sympathy,
+ For man and beast are friends in misery.
+ Yes, friends, the most ill-favored shape which squirms
+ In reptile folds, repulsive snakes and worms,
+ Soon lose their dread repugnance, one and all,
+ To solitary man in prison thrall.
+ Through the long hours of physical distress,
+ In my extremity of loneliness,
+ I felt companionship in this abode,
+ For e'en the vicious rat and sluggish toad.
+
+ Thrice sixty days of corporal decay
+ And mental anguish, slowly wore away;
+ Thrice sixty nights of filthy durance passed,
+ Each day and night more hopeless than the last.
+ My limbs, no longer brawny and alert,
+ Were famine-wasted, loathsome and inert.
+ With shaggy beard and matted unkempt hair,
+ With face no longer rubicund and fair,
+ Which haggard and emaciated shone,
+ And through the sallow skin disclosed the bone.
+ Thus languished nature in enforced decay,
+ Till hope's last beacon light had burned away.
+
+ Though never exculpated from offence,
+ Time brought conditional deliverance;
+ A writ of amnesty, the Czar's decree,
+ Within its gracious scope included me.
+ Released at last by ukase absolute,
+ But famished, homeless, sick and destitute.
+ What followed would be tedious to recite,
+ The sequel, but the incidents of flight.
+ Alone, an outcast from my native hearth,
+ An aimless wanderer upon the earth,
+ Blown as the desert shifts a grain of sand,
+ Borne by each wanton gale, from land to land.
+
+ A keen observer of the play of life,
+ Withal a nether factor in its strife.
+ Watching existence as a game of chess,
+ Where love, hate, smile, tear, insult and caress
+ Hold us by turns in various forms of check;
+ Some sort of yoke is worn by every neck.
+ Kings, queens and knights, exalted castles see,
+ Undone by pawns and powers of base degree.
+ Positions gained at a tremendous cost,
+ By one false move may be forever lost;
+ Each studied movement, each strategic course,
+ Is shaped by contact with opposing force,
+ And moves which seem fortuitous and blind
+ Are often those most cunningly designed.
+ In devious ways we may not understand,
+ Our steps are ordered by an Unseen Hand.
+ Proud queens, subservient pawns, with varied rôle,
+ Are vain components of the wondrous whole;
+ Life's pantomime, in figures complicate;
+ Men are but puppets on the wires of fate.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ My native land, henceforth no longer mine,
+ My footsteps, seeking an adopted shrine,
+ Have found a home, within the mountain West,
+ Where Truth may preach her gospel unsuppressed."
+
+ * * * * *
+ * * * * *
+
+ All eyes were now on Russian Pete,
+ Who quietly resumed his seat.
+
+ At the conclusion of his tale
+ The wind had risen to a gale,
+ And mourned as though in sympathy
+ With human woe and misery.
+ Or as the winds, for some offence
+ To man, or his creations done,
+ Now wailed a frenzied penitence
+ In anguish-laden orison.
+ The elements petitioning
+ The pardon of their stormy king,
+ E'en as the supplicating cries
+ Might from the damned in torment rise,
+ And cleave the palpitating air
+ With hopeless accents of despair.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ As Uncle Jim stirred up the fire
+ With observation taciturn,
+ All watched the crackling hemlock burn
+ Till some one called for Dad McGuire.
+
+
+IV. A SEQUEL OF THE LOST CAUSE
+
+ Now, Dad McGuire was old, and bent of form,
+ Tanned by exposure to the sun and storm;
+ Of grizzled beard and seam-indented brow,
+ The furrows traced by Time's remorseless plough;
+ Hardy and gnarlèd as the mountain oak,
+ Bent by the hand of Time but still unbroke;
+ Bowed by the weight of years and labors done,
+ A man whose course had neared the setting sun;
+ His face a blending of the calm and sad,
+ Paternal-looking, so they called him "Dad."
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ This man, so near his journey's close,
+ With great deliberation rose,
+ Coughed once or twice and scratched his nose;
+ Then, as became a veteran,
+ Surveyed his hearers and began;
+ "Since Uncle Jim and Russian Pete
+ Declared the reasons why their feet
+ This rugged wilderness have trod,
+ And left for aye their native sod,
+ I, too, will recapitulate
+ That chapter, from my book of fate.
+
+ Where Rappahannock's silver stream
+ Reflects the moon's resplendent beam,
+ And sheds a mellow lustre o'er
+ The trees and shrubs that fringe the shore;
+ Where Nature's lavish hand bestows
+ The crystal dews and generous showers;
+ Where lily, hollyhock and rose,
+ And many-tinted herbs and flowers
+ Combining, form a floral scene
+ On background of eternal green;
+ Where through the solemn night is heard
+ The warbling plaint of feathered throats,
+ As whippoorwill and mockingbird
+ Pour forth their wealth of liquid notes,
+ [Blank Page]
+ While the accompanying breeze
+ Sighs through the underbrush and trees,
+ And rippling waters blend their tune,
+ In salutation to the moon;
+ Where singing insects, bugs and bees
+ Mingle their droning harmonies,
+ With croakings of loquacious frogs
+ In the adjacent swamps and bogs;
+ Where from the water, air and ground,
+ Rises a symphony of sound;
+ Mid nature's fond environment,
+ My boyhood's happy hours were spent.
+
+ But now, my narrative begins:
+ I had a brother, we were twins,
+ Sunburnt and freckled, light of heart,
+ Resembling each other so
+ That few could tell the two apart.
+ We grew, as two twin pines might grow,
+ Upon the isolated edge
+ Of some lone precipice or ledge,
+ That overlooks the vale below;
+ Remote from every wooded strip,
+ With but each other's fellowship,
+ In solitary station placed,
+ With branches locked and interlaced,
+ As sworn to cherish and defend
+ Each other, to the bitter end.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "With swift and spoliating flow,
+ Uprooting many a noble tree,
+ To strew the desert's waste below,
+ With scattered drift-wood and debris."
+
+ _See page 22._]
+
+ The course of uneventful life
+ Ran smoothly on, unmarred by strife,
+ Till childish fancy disappeared,
+ As manhood's sterner age was neared;
+ Then in a city's bustling mart,
+ The cords of fate drew us apart,
+ Through paths of accident and chance,
+ Environment and circumstance;
+ Within their complicated maze,
+ We reached that parting of the ways,
+ Where sentiment is nipped by frost,
+ Where ties of consanguinity
+ Disrupt, and often disagree,
+ Or, through indifference are lost.
+
+ We happened that eventful spring,
+ To hold a family gathering,
+ To reunite each severed tie
+ So soon to be dissolved for aye.
+
+ As famines, with their blight respond,
+ When some vile genius waves his wand,
+ And leave a ghastly aftermath
+ Of bleaching bones to mark their path;
+ Or demon hands, in foul offence,
+ Pour out the vials of pestilence,
+ To reap, with desolating breath,
+ A harvest of untimely death;
+ The throes of internecine war
+ Now rent the nation to its core,
+ And smote, with decimating hand
+ The best and bravest of the land,
+ Estranging, never to amend,
+ Father from son and friend from friend;
+ Dissolving many sacred cords
+ Of love in bitterest enmity.
+ Lips once replete with friendly words
+ Now challenged as an enemy;
+ We, who had never quarrelled before,
+ Parted in wrath, and met no more.
+
+ His firm convictions led him where
+ A banner floated in the air,
+ In silken corrugations curled,
+ The admiration of a world;
+ Beneath its constellated stars,
+ Its azure field and crimson bars,
+ Although no message ever came
+ To tell his fate, or spread his fame,
+ I know that 'mid the shot and shell
+ He served the cause he fought for, well.
+ For aught I know, his manly form
+ Went down before some leaden storm,
+ And lay with mangled flesh and bone
+ Among the numberless unknown,
+ Who filled the trenches where they died,
+ Uncoffined, unidentified.
+
+ The voice of duty led me where
+ The strains of Dixie filled the air,
+ Where curling smoke in graceful rings
+ Rose on the evening's silent wings,
+ And hovering o'er the mist and damp,
+ Betrayed the presence of the camp.
+ I pass the story of the war,--
+ The cause we lost, but struggled for
+ Through four long years, in southern fens,--
+ To wiser tongues and abler pens.
+ Through four long years of tragedy,
+ I fought, bled, marched and starved with Lee,
+ Till Appomattox's final day,
+ I, in a uniform of gray,
+ Before the cannon's yawning mouth,
+ Defended my beloved South.
+
+ The struggle ending, in complete,
+ Although most honorable defeat,
+ Footsore and hungry, broken, sad,
+ In ragged regimentals clad,
+ Towards Rappahannock's silver flood,
+ I plodded homeward through the mud,
+ To find a desolated home,
+ The final page in war's red tome.
+
+ That day, as I remember well,
+ The splashing rain in torrents fell;
+ The pregnant clouds discharged their debt
+ Of moist, apologetic tears,
+ As if in passionate regret
+ For rain withheld in famine years,
+ And from exuberance of grief
+ In drizzling penance found relief;
+ Or, as if tears from unseen eyes
+ Were wafted downward from the skies,
+ In tardy expiation for
+ The carnage of remorseless war:
+ The sorrow of the elements
+ For human woe and violence.
+ The roads which thread the country lanes,
+ Had turned to sheets of liquid mud,
+ As if to cover up the stains
+ Of civil war and human blood.
+
+ That evening, as a pall of cloud
+ Enveloped nature as a shroud,
+ Bedraggled and dispirited,
+ My footsteps to the old home led:
+ Again I stood before the door
+ I left in wrath, four years before:
+ But what a change! The vandal torch
+ Had long devoured the roof and porch:
+ The gray disintegrating walls
+ Still swayed and tottered in the air,
+ Or lay in heaps within its halls,
+ In melancholy ruin there:
+ The towering chimney, black and tall,
+ Stood, as if mourning o'er its fall:
+ And through the dismal mist and rain,
+ The windows, void of sash and pane,
+ Seemed staring at the gathering night,
+ In wild expression of affright.
+ The fields my infancy had known,
+ With briar and weed were overgrown;
+ The sunlight, heralding the morn,
+ No longer smiled on waving corn.
+
+ I wandered, aimlessly around,
+ Yet heard not one familiar sound,
+ No stamp of hoof nor flap of wing,
+ No low of cow, nor bleat of sheep,
+ Nor any tame domestic thing;
+ Silence, most horrible and deep.
+ No pony whinnied in its stall,
+ Nor neighed in answer to my call;
+ No purr of cat, nor bark of dog,
+ Naught but the croaking of the frog;
+ No voice of relative or kin,
+ No father paused and stroked his chin,
+ Then rushed with recognizing grasp
+ To hold his son within his clasp;
+ No mother, with her silvered hair,
+ Rocked in the same old rocking chair.
+
+ First at the ruins, then the ground,
+ I gazed in turn, mechanically,
+ Till, startled by a mournful sound,
+ A piteous and plaintive cry,
+ I turned, and peering through the storm,
+ Discerned the outlines of a form,
+ Bewailing o'er the ruins there
+ In accents of complete despair.
+ I knew her voice, and felt her woe,
+ She was my nurse, poor Aunty Chloe!
+ Between her sobs disconsolate,
+ This freed, but ever faithful slave,
+ Told of my agèd parents' fate,
+ Then led me to the double grave.
+
+ I, who through four long tragic years,
+ Had never yielded once to tears,
+ Clasping her hand, so kind and true,
+ Wept with the rain, and she wept too.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ Ere daybreak, with increasing light,
+ Evolved from disappearing night
+ The morn, in radiant splendor dressed,
+ I, too, had started for the West."
+
+ * * * * *
+ * * * * *
+
+ Ere the conclusion of the narrative,
+ Through every crack and cranny of the door
+ The snow had sifted in, as through a sieve,
+ And piled in little cones upon the floor.
+ Without, the raging tempest still assailed;
+ Within, the fire to glowing coals had failed.
+ All smoked, and with their eyes on Dad McGuire,
+ Waited for some one else to build the fire.
+ Such close attention had his tale received,
+ It seemed as if 'twas partially believed;
+ Few of the tales which we enjoy the most
+ In verity, may that distinction boast.
+
+ The dying embers shed their mellow glow
+ Upon the agèd face of Dad McGuire,
+ As he swept out the little piles of snow
+ And laid a hemlock log upon the fire.
+ Then followed disconnected colloquies
+ And witticisms in the form of jest;
+ The joke is always where the miner is,
+ The form of levity he loves the best,
+ For cutting truths have thereby been conveyed,
+ Where delicacy all other forms forbade.
+
+ As some fierce gale that bows the gnarlèd oak,
+ Sinks till it scarcely sways the underbrush,
+ The laughter, incident to jest and joke,
+ Subsided to a calm and tranquil hush.
+ All husbanded their energy and strength
+ And smoked in silence for a moment's length.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+
+V. THE AVALANCHE
+
+ Just then a crashing sound was heard,
+ That caused each ruddy cheek to blanch,
+ Though no one moved nor spoke a word,
+ All listening to the avalanche
+ With apprehensive ears intent,
+ Knew what a mountain snowslide meant.
+ Nor marvel that each visage paled,
+ Nor that the hardy sinews quailed;
+ These terrors of the solitude
+ The mountain's timbered slopes denude,
+ Sweeping the frozen spruce and fir
+ As with a snowy scimitar;
+ Nor can the stately pines prevent
+ Its irresistible descent;
+ A foe admitting no defence.
+ A moment passed in dire suspense,
+ And at its expiration brief,
+ Each heaved a breath of deep relief;
+ The snowslide, terrible and vast,
+ Had precipice and chasm leapt,
+ And down the rugged mountains swept,
+ Missing the cabin as it passed.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ The cabin clock had indicated five
+ When due composure was at length restored;
+ As evidence that all were still alive,
+ Queries were made about the "festive board,"
+ As sailors shipwrecked on some barren rock,
+ After the first excitement of the shock,
+ Mingle their words of gratitude and prayer
+ With speculations on the bill of fare.
+ No depth of danger man is called to face,
+ No exultation nor extreme disgrace,
+ No victory nor depression of defeat
+ Can shake recurrent Hunger from her seat.
+
+ The cabin oracle so often used,
+ A pack of playing cards, was soon produced.
+ A turn at whist the afternoon before,
+ Told who should cut the wood and sweep the floor.
+ As one of the disasters of defeat,
+ Washing the dishes fell to Russian Pete.
+ A game of freeze-out, played with equal zeal,
+ Decided who should cook the evening meal;
+ Conspiring cards electing Uncle Jim,
+ The culinary task devolved on him.
+
+ Accordingly, with acquiescent nod,
+ Abiding by the fortunes of the game,
+ This patriarch, so venerable and odd,--
+ Whose skill in cooking was of local fame,
+ Knocked out the ashes from his meerschaum pipe
+ And laid it tenderly upon the shelf,
+ Took a preliminary wash and wipe,
+ And squinting in the mirror at himself,
+ Like most of those possessed of little hair,
+ Brushed what he still had left with greatest care.
+ Small use for comb or brush had Uncle Jim,
+ His capillary wealth, a grayish rim
+ Or hirsute chaplet, as it had been called
+ By other miners less completely bald,
+ Fringing his head an inch above the ears,
+ Marked off his shining pate in hemispheres.
+ His flowing beard, of venerable air,
+ Enjoyed a strict monopoly in hair,
+ As if the raven curls that once adorned
+ His occiput, that habitation scorned
+ And took, as an expression of chagrin,
+ A change of venue to his ample chin.
+
+ When Uncle Jim was duly washed and groomed,
+ The running conversation was resumed,
+ And as the veteran his task pursued,
+ Mixing the biscuit dough with judgment good,
+ All smoked and talked, excepting Dad McGuire,
+ Who, helping Uncle Jim, stirred up the fire,
+ Raking the embers in a little pile,
+ Then warmed the old Dutch oven up a while,
+ And after greasing with a bacon rind,
+ The biscuit dough was to its depths consigned.
+
+ Soon from within the oven, partly hid
+ By embers piled upon the cumbrous lid,
+ The baking powder biscuits nestling there
+ With wholesome exhalations charged the air.
+ A pot of beans suspended by a wire
+ Swung like a pendulum above the fire,
+ And answered every flame's combustive kiss
+ With roundelay of bubble and of hiss,
+ While in the esculent commotion swam
+ The residue of what was once a ham.
+ Though epicures, who yearn for fowl and fish,
+ May scorn this plain and inexpensive dish,
+ So free from the extravagance of waste,
+ Yet succulent and pleasant to the taste,
+ Of all the varied products of the soil,
+ The bean is most esteemed by those who toil.
+ Removed, in place less prominent and hot,
+ One might have seen the old black coffee pot,
+ And watched the puffs of aromatic steam
+ Rise on the background of the firelight's gleam.
+ A pleasant sibilation filled the room,
+ As with an unctuous savor or perfume
+ The bacon sizzled in the frying-pan,
+ The bane and terror of dyspeptic man;
+ But those who labor for their daily bread
+ Of sedentary ills have little dread.
+
+ The simple yet salubrious repast
+ Was on the rustic table spread at last.
+ No cut-glass flashed and sparkled in the light,
+ Nor burnished silver service met the sight.
+ No butter dish, nor sugar bowl was seen,
+ The grains of sugar, white and saccharine,
+ Imprisoned in a baking powder can,
+ Rose in a wilderness of pot and pan.
+ The butter firkin stood upon a shelf
+ Where every one could reach and help himself.
+ The nibbling rodent and destructive moth
+ Found naught to lure them in the shape of cloth.
+ No tablespread of costly linen lent
+ Its white disguise or figured ornament
+ To catch the bacon or the coffee stain.
+ Nor was there cup or plate of porcelain,
+ For empty cans, stripped of their labels, bare,
+ And pie tins held the same positions there.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ All congregated 'round the simple spread
+ And ate the beans and baking powder bread,
+ [Blank Page]
+ With all the satisfaction and delight
+ That crown the hungry miner's appetite;
+ Not gluttony, that enemy to health,
+ That often follows in the trail of wealth,
+ But wholesome relish, which the laboring poor
+ Enjoy, who eat their fill, but eat no more.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "Arrayed in Nature's pristine dress
+ This was, indeed, a wilderness."
+
+ _See page 29._]
+
+ The final course was ushered in at last,
+ When apple sauce around the board was passed;
+ As Uncle Jim stretched forth his hand across
+ The table to the dish of apple-sauce,
+ And on his ample pie tin placed some more,
+ A hurried knock resounded from the door,
+ And Steve McCoy, a miner in the camp,
+ With brow from snow and perspiration damp,
+ Rushed in, from out the white and whirling waste,
+ In the excitement incident to haste,
+ And waiving further ceremony cried:--
+ "Our cabin has been taken by a slide!"
+
+ Steve as a snowy Santa Claus appeared,
+ Pulling the icicles from off his beard,
+ Relating, in his intervals of breath,
+ His tale of dire disaster and of death;
+ He, and his partner "Smithy," were on shift
+ Within the tunnel working in a drift,
+ Chasing a stringer in their search for ore,
+ Within the hill a thousand feet or more.
+ The rock was hard and both of them were tired,
+ The holes were blasted as the work required;
+ Then to their consternation and surprise,
+ Upon emerging from the tunnel's mouth,
+ No hospitable cabin met their eyes
+ Upon the hillside, sloping toward the south;
+ The hut of logs where they had cooked and slept
+ Had been from human eyes forever swept.
+ Their partners, it were reason to presume,
+ Were suffocating in a snowy tomb.
+
+ "Smithy" had gone to Uncle Bobby Green,
+ Whose cabin lay the nearest to the scene,
+ To summon help, and get the boys to go
+ To probe with poles and shovels in the snow,
+ To find the living, or if life had sped,
+ To make the avalanche yield up its dead.
+ Of partners, Steve and Smithy had but two,
+ "Daddy" McLaughlin and young Dick McGrew,
+ Uncle and nephew, patriarch and youth,
+ Both men of strict integrity and truth.
+ Four other miners on another lease
+ Dwelt with the boys in harmony and peace.
+ Two strangers, who arrived the night before,
+ Had been invited, till the storm was o'er,
+ To share their hospitality. Their fate
+ Had raised the list of dead, perhaps, to eight.
+
+ Ere Steve had panted forth his final word,
+ The boys had risen up with one accord;
+ The rescue must be tried at any cost,
+ The chance, however slight, must not be lost.
+
+ Steve as a runner who has reached his goal,
+ Leaned half exhausted on his snowshoe pole,
+ The while his sturdy auditors began
+ To don their caps and mittens, to a man,
+ Then wrapping mufflers 'round their ears and throats,
+ Put on their clumsy, canvas overcoats.
+ Thanks to the providence of Dad McGuire,
+ Who always kept a stock of baling wire
+ And odds and ends of everything around,
+ Their feet were quickly and securely bound
+ With canvas ore sacks or with gunny-sacks,
+ A thing the miner's wardrobe seldom lacks.
+
+
+VI. THE RESCUE
+
+ Forth to the rescue went the miners bold,
+ Regardless of the tempest wild and brisk,
+ Regardless of the driving snow and cold,
+ Regardless of the hazard and the risk;
+ Facing with stalwart resolution brave
+ The snowy fate of those they strove to save.
+
+ One form of courage nerves the soldier's arm,
+ Excitement overcomes the wild alarm
+ Which at the onset e'en the bravest feel,
+ Though self-possession may that fear conceal.
+ The unromantic dangers of the storm
+ Require another and a sterner form,
+ For no emotion nerves the craven breast
+ To tempt the snowslide on the mountain's crest;
+ That noblest element unnoticed thrives
+ Beneath the surface in unnumbered lives;
+ At danger's call the sympathetic bond
+ Leaps to the surface, as the waves respond
+ When one has tossed a pebble in a pond;
+ For man has ever since the world began
+ Laid down his life to save his fellow-man;
+ Heroes are they, no praise commensurate,
+ Who do their duty in the face of fate.
+
+ Through gloomy forests, intricate and dark,
+ Which skirt the confines of the mountain park,
+ With arduous climb and hazardous ascent
+ Up through the gulch precipitous and wild
+ To where the avalanche its force had spent,
+ In silent haste the rescue party filed.
+
+ On such occasions little may be said,
+ The sternest use subdued and whispered breath,
+ For silence seems contagious from the dead,
+ A vague, unconscious reverence for death.
+ Facing the inconvenience of the blast,
+ Which whirled the drifting snowflakes as it passed,
+ The party shovelled; and with one accord
+ Abstained from converse, no one spoke a word
+ Till hours of strenuous search disclosed to sight
+ Six corpses from their sepulchre of white.
+ The other two, who by some wondrous means,
+ Escaped with but some trifling cuts and sprains,
+ Were in the meantime by their fellows found,
+ Dazed and exhausted in the gulch below,
+ For storm-bewildered men will grope around
+ Describing circles in the blinding snow,
+ Until they sink, their vital forces spent,
+ And crystal snowflakes weave their cerement.
+
+ Six pairs of skies,[1] each improvised a sled,
+ On which were placed the stark and staring dead;
+ As flickering lanterns flashed a ghostly glow
+ Upon them in their winding-sheets of snow,
+ The sad procession now retraced its course
+ Back through the dismal forest, while the blast
+ Wailed forth a requiem in accents hoarse,
+ Which shuddering pines re-echoed as it passed.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ With sorely overtaxed and waning strength,
+ As some spent swimmer struggling to the shore,
+ The weary party found its way at length,
+ Back through the forest to the cabin's door.
+ As Uncle Jim, whose life was ever spent
+ In ministering to others, had been sent
+ Ahead, the dying coals had been renewed
+ With fresh supplies of pine and aspen wood,
+ And blazed a cheery invitation forth
+ To those who sought the comfort of the hearth.
+
+ [1] Norwegian snowshoes.
+
+ The two survivors were the strangers who
+ Had just arrived the afternoon before;
+ Their names nor antecedents no one knew,
+ But western miners do not close the door
+ On weary travellers, whosoe'er they be,
+ No matter what their race or pedigree;
+ The one credential needed in the west
+ Is--human being, storm-bound and distressed.
+ The rescued miners, much benumbed and chilled,
+ To show some signs of conscious life began;
+ So Dad McGuire, in therapeutics skilled
+ To cure the maladies of beast or man,
+ Pursuant of his self-appointed task,
+ From out some secret depths produced a flask,
+ Which to the rescued miners he applied
+ As guaranteed to warm them up inside.
+ By way of chance digression, should you ask
+ The nature of the liquid in the flask,
+ Which, evidently, the boys had used before,
+ We must admit, the empty bottle bore,
+ Like most of bottles used in mining camps,
+ The revenue collector's excise stamps.
+
+ The senior of the rescued men appeared
+ In age to crowd the three-score years and ten;
+ Of stalwart form, with whitened hair and beard,
+ The peer of multitudes of younger men,
+ In matters appertaining to physique;
+ He first recovered and essayed to speak.
+ As Dad McGuire and kind old Uncle Jim
+ Were ministering as best they could to him,
+ In kindly interest they inquired his name,
+ "John T. McGuire," the labored answer came.
+ As Dad McGuire leaned over him to hear,
+ His gaze descried a mole behind his ear,
+ Then with an exclamation of surprise,
+ As one who scarcely can believe his eyes,
+ He turned the stranger over on his back,
+ Found two more moles,--and cried--"My brother Jack!"
+
+ * * * * *
+ * * * * *
+
+ Erratic as the vacillating wind,
+ Are the mysterious wanderings of the mind.
+ When reason lays her golden veil aside,
+ What vagaries and aberrations glide
+ Through the disordered precincts of the brain!
+ What phantoms rise and disappear again!
+ What curious blendings of reality
+ And fact, with wildest flights of phantasy!
+ The flickerings of reason's feeble light
+ And relaxation into mental night,
+ Seem as a beacon on some rock-bound coast,
+ Which flutters, wanes and disappears almost,
+ Then with a flash illuminates the shore,
+ Gleams for a moment and is seen no more;
+ Or on some starless midnight, when the storm
+ Dissolves in chaos each familiar form,
+ And robes the landscape in cimmerian pall,
+ The lightnings play,--then darkness covers all.
+
+ Unlocked by fever and delirium,
+ The cautious tongue becomes no longer dumb,
+ And with the nervous tension overwrought,
+ Oft gives expression to the secret thought.
+ 'Twas thus the junior of the rescued men,
+ A modern Hercules, both fair and young,
+ With accent truly cosmopolitan,
+ Raved both in English and some unknown tongue.
+ His accents wild and unintelligible,
+ Devoid of meaning, on his hearers fell,
+ With the exception of the practised ear
+ Of Russian Pete, who stood beside him there,
+ And seemed from his expression to detect
+ Some most familiar tongue or dialect.
+
+ When reason, with a penetrating gleam,
+ Burst through the canopy of mental gloom,
+ As one awakening from a hideous dream,
+ He started up and stared about the room,
+ Until he chanced to catch the kindly eyes
+ Of Russian Pete, which kindled with surprise.
+ A look of mutual recognition passed
+ Between the men, so strangely joined at last.
+ All that the congregated miners heard
+ Was one, presumably a Russian word,
+ And Russian Pete, with joy-illumined face,
+ Held his lost brother in his kind embrace.
+
+ * * * * *
+ * * * * *
+
+ Dazed by exhaustion, comatose and deep,
+ The two survivors, while the tempest roared,
+ Were through the gentle ministry of sleep
+ To normal strength unconsciously restored.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "We grew as two twin pines might grow,
+ Upon the isolated edge,
+ Of some lone precipice or ledge."
+
+ _See page 57._]
+
+ 'Tis human nature to review again The stirring incidents of joy or
+ pain; So on the eve of the succeeding day, When four-and-twenty hours
+ had passed away, The party grouped around the blazing light Which from
+ the fireplace streamed into the night, And in its glow, so comfortable
+ and warm, Recounted the disasters of the storm. Like some informal
+ gathering, at first All spoke at once, as with a common burst; Then as
+ the intermittent tempest wailed, The talk subsided and a calm
+ prevailed. All watched the pitch ooze from the knots and burn, Or
+ smoked their pipes in silent unconcern.
+
+ Some moments passed, when Uncle Jim arose, Nudged Dad McGuire, who
+ seemed inclined to doze, And as he started up and rubbed his eyes
+ Addressed him and the Russian in this wise: "Two days ago the three of
+ us confessed The reasons, that impelled us to come West; Now if it
+ please your brethren to relate The strange caprice of fortune or of
+ fate, Which led them hither,--after all these years, The boys will
+ listen with attentive ears."
+
+
+VII. THE BLIGHT OF WAR
+
+ All eyes now sought the brother of McGuire,
+ Who sat apart, some distance from the fire
+ Smoking in silence, while the flickering light
+ Mingled its crimson with his locks of white;
+ He, with his flowing, patriarchal beard,
+ A sage, from some forgotten age, appeared,
+ Or wrinkled seer from some enchanted clime,
+ Whose eye could pierce the veil of future time.
+ There in the ever thickening haze of smoke,
+ He, being three times importuned,--awoke.
+
+ As from his corncob pipe and nostrils broke
+ The spiral wreaths of blue tobacco smoke,
+ Which formed a smoky halo, as they spread
+ A foot above his venerable head,
+ Resembling halos which the artist paints
+ O'er angel heads, or mediæval saints,
+ This man of years, so calm and circumspect,
+ Stroked his long beard, yawned twice and stood erect.
+
+ Like to a wizard, or magician old,
+ With some mysterious secret to unfold,
+ This man, whose bearing would command respect,
+ Stepped forth and eyed his listeners direct;
+ Then waiving preludes or apologies,
+ Addressed his auditors in terms like these:
+ "These lips, which now their secret shall reveal,
+ For more than forty years have worn a seal.
+ For years as hunter, pioneer and scout,
+ I roamed the western solitudes about,
+ Not caring whether fortune smiled or not,
+ If memory's painful twinges were forgot.
+ I sought, as many other men have done,
+ Within the wilderness,--oblivion.
+ Work is the only sure iconoclast
+ For the unpleasant memories of the past;
+ So as a placer miner, prospector,
+ And half a dozen avocations more,
+ Within the city, and the solitude,
+ The star-eyed Goddess of Success I wooed.
+ Twice was I numbered with the men of wealth,
+ Twice lost I all, including strength and health.
+ For wealth, when fortune's fickle wheel revolves
+ Adversely, into empty air dissolves.
+ Till fate so strangely led my footsteps here,
+ Mine was, indeed, a versatile career.
+ Yet none my antecedents ever guessed,
+ Nor learned from me the cause that led me west.
+
+ This hair and beard which envy not to-night
+ The drifting snowbanks their unbroken white,
+ Methinks, as memory scans the backward track,
+ Vied with the raven's glossy coat of black,
+ When I, with some adventurous emigrants,
+ First crossed the plain's monotonous expanse,
+ To leave my former history behind.
+ But who can regulate his peace of mind,
+ Or drop the morbid burdens of the breast
+ By simply going east or coming west?
+
+ 'Way down upon the Rappahannock's shore,
+ Enshrined in memory, though seen no more,
+ There lies an old plantation. There I drew
+ My infant breath, and into manhood grew.
+ Its fields are overgrown with willows now,
+ For more than forty years unturned by plough,
+ While war's red desolation razed to earth
+ The old stone manor-house that claimed my birth.
+
+ Ah, yes! 'Tis forty years ago, or more,
+ Since, standing near the old paternal door,
+ One pleasant morning in the early spring,
+ With some few friends and kinfolks visiting,
+ Two mounted neighbors stopped in passing by,
+ And reining up their horses hurriedly
+ Told us the news, which like a cannon ball
+ Sped through the land, announcing Sumter's fall.
+ The animus with which their comments fell,
+ I heard months later in the rebel yell.
+
+ In civil war or fratricide is found
+ No place for such as seek a middle ground.
+ Though lines of demarcation intervene,
+ No peaceful neutral zone may lie between.
+ 'Tis not an easy thing to breast the tide
+ Of public sentiment, and to decide
+ In opposition, though the cause be right,
+ When crossing public sentiment means fight.
+ 'Tis easier to let the moving throng
+ Without resistance carry you along.
+ When he who hesitates, or turns around,
+ May in the grist of public wrath be ground.
+ But men there are you cannot drive in flocks;
+ They dash like breakers, or resist like rocks.
+
+ Within my breast I fought my sternest fight,
+ I could not view the southern cause as right,
+ And yet I loved the people of the south;
+ Debating thus I opened not my mouth.
+ Both in my waking hours and in my dreams,
+ I heard the arguments of two extremes.
+ My conscience said: 'A uniform of blue
+ Awaits your coming, wear it and be true.'
+ My interests argued: 'Though the cause be wrong,
+ Your people have espoused it right along.
+ Your worthy family has for many years
+ Seen sorrow only in the white man's tears.
+ Desertion means to wear the traitor's brands,
+ And face your friends with muskets in their hands,
+ To slay them with the bayonet and ball,
+ Or by, perhaps, your brother's hand to fall.'
+
+ I heard the clarion accents of the fife
+ Fan into flames the dormant coals of strife.
+ With blast prophetic and reverberant swell,
+ I heard the bugle's echoing voice foretell
+ The coming conflict, while the brazen notes
+ Were answered by the cheers from many throats.
+ I heard the measured rattle of the drum,
+ Proclaiming that the day of wrath had come.
+ I heard harangues, incendiary and loud,
+ Meet with the approbation of the crowd.
+ I saw the faltering and irresolute,
+ Greeted with jeer and deprecating hoot.
+ I saw the threatening clouds of war increase,
+ Yet prayed for peace, where there could be no peace.
+ The winds of slavery their seed had sown;
+ That seed to rank maturity had grown;
+ The cup was full, and now from branch and root,
+ The whirlwind came to strip its lawful fruit.
+
+ I saw my friends and neighbors march away
+ With martial tread, in uniforms of gray.
+ I saw them raise their caps in passing by
+ And fair hands wave their kerchiefs in reply.
+ Then I, who had in military schools
+ Received some insight into army rules,
+ And, being of a martial turn of mind,
+ Was offered a commission, and,--declined.
+ My declination was a shock to all,
+ 'Coward!' said they, 'to shun your country's call,--
+ Then stay at home, from wounds and scars exempt,
+ But pay the price,--your former friends' contempt.'
+
+ That action was, for me, the Rubicon,
+ Which crossed, I had no choice but follow on.
+ But what a change! The penalty was high,
+ My childhood's friends now passed me coldly by.
+ I, who had been a social favorite,
+ Received no salutation when we met.
+ Fair ones, who used to smile, now looked askance,
+ Or eyed me with a cold indifference.
+ My action seemed base cowardice in their eyes,
+ They knowing not my secret sympathies.
+ Though of a family rich and widely known,
+ I stood in the community, alone,
+ Like a pariah none would recognize,
+ Inaction was enough to ostracize.
+ I seemed to see, like Hagar's fated son,
+ Against me raised the hand of every one.
+
+ The time had come when I must make my choice,
+ Defend one side with musket and with voice;
+ Then I, to conscience and convictions true,
+ Seemed an apostate,--for I chose the blue.
+
+ There are inscriptions on the scrolls of fate
+ Which seem too bitter even to relate.
+ I waive the details,--better to conceal
+ The secret skeletons, than to reveal.
+ I shall not tell you how my brother stormed,
+ When he of my intentions was informed.
+ I pass the story, how my ringing ears
+ Were filled with threats, entreaties and with sneers.
+ And how with tear-stained face the maiden came,
+ Who was to be my bride and bear my name;
+ How she appealed to sentiment and pride,
+ Plead, supplicated,--then forsook my side;
+ And how one evening, in an angry burst,
+ My sire pronounced his favorite son accurst;
+ And how a mother, clinging to her child,
+ Saw son and father still unreconciled;
+ And how that father, pointing to the door,
+ Forbade that son to cross the threshold more;
+ 'Go, go!' said he, 'but never more return!
+ Go, slay your neighbors, pillage, sack and burn!
+ But never while the golden sun doth shine,
+ Be welcomed home as son and heir of mine.'
+ I state not what in anger I replied,
+ For anger in my breast has long since died.
+ Renounced, despised and disinherited,
+ I trod the path of duty where it led,
+ And ten days later, in the rain and damp,
+ Stood as a sentry near a Union camp.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ Fain from my recollections would I blot
+ These images, which time erases not,
+ And leave to history's undying page,
+ The recitation of those acts of rage.
+ Incarnadined with human blood appears
+ The record of the four succeeding years.
+ Black with the ruins of the vandal flame,
+ A carnival of misery and shame.
+ I must abridge, and if my hearers please,
+ Confine myself to generalities.
+
+ From first Manassas to the Wilderness,
+ A period of some four years,--more or less,
+ But anyway, till long in sixty-four,
+ A musket or a shoulder-strap I bore.
+ Though years have passed, I have remembrance yet
+ Of musketry and glistening bayonet.
+ As retrospective moods attune the ear
+ To memory's voice, again I seem to hear
+ The cannon's deep and minatory roar,
+ Like breakers dashing on a rock-bound shore.
+ The bursting bomb and fulminating shell,
+ Again their stories of destruction tell.
+
+ Again to-night, with memory's eye I view
+ The sanguinary scenes of sixty-two,
+ The march of infantry, the reckless dash
+ Of cavalry, with onslaught fierce and rash;
+ I see their sabres, glittering and bare,
+ Flash from their scabbards in the smoky air;
+ I hear the clatter of the horses' hoofs,
+ And see the smoke expand in greyish puffs;
+ As rifles flash and speed the deadly ball,
+ I see the riders from their horses fall;
+ Yet forward moves the furious attack,
+ The opposing column wavers and falls back;
+ I see the impact, combat hand to hand,
+ Horses and riders writhing on the sand;
+ I see the steeds with perspiration wet,
+ Sink on the well-directed bayonet;
+ I see them, wounded by the fatal lunge,
+ Become unmanageable and madly plunge;
+ Foaming and snorting with the sudden pain,
+ They trample on the wounded and the slain;
+ I see their riders in the stirrups stand
+ And grasp their pistols with the bridle hand;
+ I see the pistols flash and sabres thrust,
+ A scene of wild confusion, smoke and dust;
+ I hear the bugle sounding a retreat,
+ They now retire, their victory complete;
+ But mark the price paid for their brief success;
+ Horses with blood-stained saddles,--riderless.
+
+ I see an army bivouac on the field,
+ To nature's obdurate demands they yield,
+ And on the ground, from sheer exhaustion spent,
+ They lie without protecting roof or tent.
+ So silently their prostrate forms are spread,
+ One may not tell the sleeping from the dead.
+ I see, before the campfire's fitful gleam,
+ The sentry pace, as in a waking dream,
+ Yet manfully subduing the fatigue
+ Of battle, and the march of many a league,
+ For no excitement or emotion serves
+ To buoy his spirits or sustain his nerves.
+ Weak from the loss of their accustomed rest,
+ With heavy eyes and aching bones distressed,
+ The while their weary comrades soundly sleep,
+ The sentinels their lonely vigils keep,
+ As from the glittering expanse of skies,
+ The stars look down with cold, impassive eyes.
+
+ I see brigades, magnificent and large,
+ With bristling bayonets prepare to charge;
+ I see their banners in the distance gleam,
+ Reflecting back the sun's resplendent beam;
+ Within the shelter of the rifle pits,
+ Another army with composure sits,
+ While ever and anon a rifle's crack
+ Seems to invite the spirited attack.
+ From a commanding, wooded eminence,
+ By nature calculated for defence,
+ Upon the advancing regiments I see
+ The murderous belching of artillery;
+ I see their proud and militant array,
+ Before the deadly grapeshot melt away;
+ Before the rifle's supplementing breath,
+ Whole columns sink in ghastly heaps of death;
+ I see them close their gaps and press ahead,
+ But only to augment the list of dead;
+ I see them, stretched upon the burning sands,
+ Clutching the air with lacerated hands;
+ From underneath the mutilated heap,
+ The wounded, with great difficulty, creep;
+ Dragging a helpless arm, or shattered limb,
+ With reeling brain and sight confused and dim,
+ They grope, they crawl, or limp with painful tread;
+ Their uniforms no longer blue, but red;
+ And pinioned underneath the ghastly pile,
+ I hear them struggle for release the while;
+ But fainter, ever fainter grow their cries,
+ Fainter, and fainter still, their groans arise;
+ Weaker and weaker are their throes, until
+ With one last quivering throb, they too, are still.
+
+ I see the vultures, as they scent afar
+ Their portion in the reeking spoils of war;
+ Far in the distance scattering specks appear,
+ Which multiply in size as they draw near,
+ Until they balance with their pinions spread,
+ Or circle 'round the dying and the dead.
+
+ This is the realistic side of war,
+ Which most men overlook and all abhor,
+ Which differs from the sentiments conveyed
+ By spotless uniforms on dress parade.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ War is a crucible that tries men's souls,
+ A drama, stern in all its various rôles;
+ Though saturated with all forms of crime,
+ 'Tis celebrated in heroic rhyme;
+ Though opposite to every humane thought,
+ With murder, pillage and destruction fraught,
+ In literature, in history and art,
+ It forms the theme, or plays a leading part;
+ Though at the best, deplorable and bad,
+ 'Tis yet with sentiment and romance clad;
+ Thus are the gory deeds of sword and fire,
+ Commemorated by the bardic lyre.
+
+ Its eras, though with tragedy replete,
+ Form stepping-stones whereon ambitious feet
+ May mount to prominence, perhaps to fame,
+ And write in crimson an illustrious name.
+ 'Tis said that heroes are the fruits of war,
+ No matter what the struggle may be for,
+ As men will fight to make, or unmake laws,
+ Will fight for, or against the worthiest cause.
+ They must have heroes, though to make them drains
+ The life-blood from the nation's noblest veins.
+ And though no vocal adulations rise,
+ Their heroes many men apotheosize.
+ Man is so strangely constituted, he
+ Must hero-worshipper, or hero be,--
+ So give him heroes, let the armies bleed,
+ And he will worship them with word and deed;
+ Though down within their breasts most men prefer
+ To be the hero, than the worshipper.
+
+ To gain the plaudits of the multitude,
+ The warrior, with ambitious zeal imbued,
+ Climbs upward, and accomplishing his ends
+ To take his share of worship condescends,
+ Forgetting that his honors are bedewed
+ With human tears and based on human blood.
+
+ Some streaks, in military pomp, we see,
+ That savor much of pride and vanity,
+ As thirst for notoriety and fame
+ Has often fanned the patriotic flame.
+ Though one might think that men would be content
+ To pluck one star from glory's firmament,
+ Yet, when they mount the ladder a few rounds,
+ Their envy and ambition know no bounds.
+ To wear the epaulette and strut with pride,
+ Makes men forget that war is homicide.
+
+ Some call it fate, some call it destiny,
+ Some call it accident; what'er it be,
+ It seems that some have been created for
+ The honors, some, the sacrifice of war.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ When I enlisted as a raw recruit,
+ Promotion was no object of pursuit,
+ But liking honor more than sacrifice,
+ On shoulder-straps I soon cast envious eyes.
+ For one rash act,--'twas counted bravery,
+ Good fortune made a corporal of me.
+ Soon, as if favored by some lucky charm,
+ I wore a sergeant's stripes upon my arm.
+ Twice was I wounded, twice resumed the field
+ Before my wounds had been completely healed.
+ I carry yet, and shall until I die,
+ A musket ball, encysted in my thigh.
+ Twice was I captured, twice as prisoner
+ Drank I the dregs from out the cup of war.
+ As if some guardian star my course arranged,
+ Once I escaped, and once was I exchanged.
+ Then, as lieutenant, rose I from the ranks,
+ Received a medal and a vote of thanks.
+
+ The ladder of promotion, round by round,
+ I soon ascended and henceforth was found
+ Among the few selected favorites
+ Whom fortune decks with stars and epaulettes.
+ Though liking not the rôle of matador,
+ Within the ruthless theatre of war,
+ From private soldier every part I played,
+ Until my sword directed a brigade.
+ I wore, the night before I started west,
+ Four medal decorations on my breast.
+
+ The war progressed, for time rolls on the same
+ In peace or war, and sixty-three became
+ A chapter in the annals of the past.
+ When sixty-four was ushered in at last,
+ To write in characters of blood and fire
+ Its page of human immolation, dire,
+ The waiting army lay encamped, before
+ The Rapidan's inhospitable shore.
+ The first few weeks, devoid of incident,
+ Were in the army's winter quarters spent,
+ Until the winter, on his snowy wing,
+ Retired before the genial breath of spring.
+ In speculation on the moves to come,
+ The tongue of prophecy remained not dumb,
+ But showered prognostications of defeat,
+ Succeeded by the usual retreat,
+ When rumors of offensive action planned
+ As spring approached, were spread through each command.
+ Until the troops were mobilized and massed,
+ Until the final orders had been passed,
+ The veterans, who had remembrance still,
+ Recounted Fredericksburg and Chancellorsville.
+
+ But soon the dreadful Wilderness campaign,
+ With its long lists of wounded and of slain,
+ Vied with the carnage of the year before,
+ If it be possible to measure gore.
+ The tactics had been changed, for no retreat
+ Was ordered, as the sequel of defeat;
+ Instead of faltering or turning back,
+ There came another furious attack,
+ Another movement with invasive tread,
+ And, Spottsylvania claimed its heaps of dead.
+ Defeated, but uncrushed and undismayed,
+ The weakened corps, including my brigade,
+ With sadly thinned and decimated ranks,
+ Was hurled once more against the rebel flanks.
+ There in a hurricane of shot and shell,
+ One-half of its surviving numbers fell;
+ 'Twas thus Cold Harbor's quarry made complete
+ The trio of victorious defeat.
+
+ Three Southern victories, yet like a knell
+ Upon the Southern ear these triumphs fell;
+ For those who perished in that dismal waste,
+ Had fallen and could never be replaced.
+ Though stubbornly contested inch by inch,
+ The lines were tightened like a horse's cinch.
+ We watched the Southern forces day by day,
+ From natural abrasion, wear away.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ One evening as the disappearing light,
+ Unveiled the beauties of a cloudless night,
+ With much diminished numbers, my brigade
+ Its camp beside the Rappahannock made,
+ Some five miles distant from the spot of earth
+ Associated with my humble birth.
+
+ Next morning, ere the twinkling stars had set,
+ While officers and men were sleeping yet,
+ A courier rode up to my command,
+ And placed a cipher message in my hand;
+ Then spurring well his horse of dapple grey,
+ With parting salutation rode away.
+ This was the import of that message stern:
+ 'Lay waste the district. All the fences burn.
+ Leave not a house or stable unconsumed.'
+ My father's house among the rest was--doomed.
+ I read that message and my anger blazed,
+ My home to be, by my own orders, razed!
+
+ A vision rose before my swimming brain,
+ I saw the old parental roof again,
+ I saw my father, as in days of yore,
+ Smoking his pipe beside the open door;
+ I saw his gaze, with penetrating look,
+ Fixed on the pages of some wholesome book;
+ I saw my mother sit beside him, there,
+ Recumbent in her old reclining chair.
+ The vision changed,--I saw her parting tears,
+ My father's parting curse rang in my ears;
+ 'Go! Go!' said he, 'but nevermore return,
+ Go, slay your neighbors, pillage, sack and burn,
+ But never while the golden sun doth shine
+ Be welcomed home as son and heir of mine.'
+
+ I felt but little longing to return,
+ And less desire to pillage, sack and burn.
+ And yet,--those cruel orders I must give,
+ No power had I to voice the negative.
+ In commonplace affairs of life, 'tis true,
+ Men may elect to do, or not to do.
+ In military operations, they
+ Have no alternative, but to obey.
+
+ Ah! Fain, from that impending holocaust
+ Would I have snatched them! Rather had I lost
+ The tinselled honors and the epaulettes,
+ And doffed my uniform without regrets,
+ Than harm by word or deed that agèd sire;
+ Yet I must start, who fain would quench the fire.
+ I read and read that cipher message there,
+ How many times, I have not to declare,
+ But over and again I scanned the lines,
+ And pondered well its symbols and its signs;
+ Ironclad were they, from every standpoint viewed,
+ Admitting not of choice or latitude;
+ So, to the officers of my command,
+ I gave their orders, with a trembling hand,
+ And swift as horseflesh ever travelled, went
+ To seek the corps commander in his tent,
+ To crave this boon, or favor, at his hand,--
+ My father's house be still allowed to stand.
+
+ 'Twas long before I gained an audience;
+ I felt, but cannot picture the suspense
+ Of that long hour's involuntary wait;
+ Too late, my heart would beat, too late, too late!
+ I took a seat and pulled my watch out once;
+ 'Too late, too late,' the timepiece ticked response!
+ I paced the ground with quick, impatient tread;
+ 'Too late, too late, too late,' my footsteps said!
+ 'Too late, too late, too late!' With fluttering beat
+ My heart responded to my echoing feet.
+
+ The General, who a kindly heart possessed,
+ No sooner heard, than granted my request;
+ 'Twas but a moment's work to mount my steed,
+ And spur him to his maximum of speed;
+ The faithful creature seemed to understand
+ And needed little urging from my hand,
+ As down the turnpike, toward my childhood's home,
+ He fairly flew, his bridle white with foam;
+ His hoofbeats, as we clattered o'er the ground,
+ Returned a dull, premonitory sound,
+ Which seemed to echo and accentuate
+ The burden of my heart, 'Too late! Too late!'
+
+ The fences, near the turnpike, as we passed,
+ Were by my orders disappearing fast;
+ The rails were piled in heaps and soon became
+ A prey to war's red ally,--vandal flame.
+ Houses, familiar to my childish sight,
+ Glowed strangely with an unaccustomed light,
+ While from adjacent barns and hay-ricks broke
+ Incipient tongues of flame and clouds of smoke.
+ The orders, ruthless and inflexible,
+ Were by the soldiers executed well.
+
+ Still down the turnpike dashed my sweating horse,
+ I plied the cruel spurs with double force,
+ When in the distance there appeared to view
+ The old stone manor-house my childhood knew.
+ My spirit sank,--though I was not surprised,
+ My worst misgivings had been realized,
+ For from the roof and upper windows came
+ Dense clouds of smoke and lurid sheets of flame.
+ It had its portion in the common fate,
+ 'Too late!' the mocking hoof-beats rang, 'Too late!'
+
+ We passed a company, on their return
+ From executing those instructions stern;
+ It was the company of my brigade
+ Wherein I first was a lieutenant made;
+ Its officers and men I knew by name;
+ They cheered me when their captain I became;
+ They cheered me when I left a major's tent,
+ To be the colonel of their regiment.
+
+ They did my bidding. How could I condemn!
+ They honored me and I respected them;
+ And yet, these favorites of my command
+ Had not one hour before applied the brand
+ Which was transforming with its wand of fire
+ My father's house into--his funeral pyre.
+
+ That they had met resistance, I could see,
+ For wounded men, in number two or three,
+ Were by their comrades carted in advance,
+ While one more limped behind the ambulance.
+ Upon a stretcher carried in their van,
+ The soldiers bore the body of a man;
+ He was their captain, and my bosom friend;
+ He plied that torch,--and met a bloody end.
+
+ I plunged the spurs, but not without remorse,
+ Into his steaming flanks and urged my horse,
+ Which I disliked to tax beyond his strength;
+ Such speed had he maintained, that now, at length,
+ He was compelled to pant and hesitate;
+ With labored effort we dashed through the gate,
+ Or where the gate had been an hour before,
+ For gate and fence alike, were seen no more,
+ Save in the scattered bonfires, while at most
+ All that remained was here and there a post.
+
+ There was a fascination in that sight
+ Which seemed to conquer and unnerve me, quite;
+ A sense of horror, not akin to fear,
+ Possessed my being as we galloped near;
+ All sorts of evil pictures filled my mind,
+ As one who seeks, yet dreads what he may find;
+ As we drew nearer, I remember well,
+ With hissing crash the roof collapsed and fell;
+ Dismounting, I the premises surveyed,
+ And viewed the havoc and destruction made;
+ Crushed by the disappointment, the suspense,
+ And failure of my planned deliverance,
+ I moved about with apprehensive tread,
+ To seek my relatives, alive or dead;
+ And, near a haystack's smouldering ruins found
+ My father's body, weltering on the ground;
+ A musket tightly clenched within his hand,
+ Slain by the troopers of my own command;
+ His whitened locks were streaked with crimson stains,
+ The same red blood then coursing through my veins.
+
+ Close by his side, a form with silvered hair,
+ Caressed his brow, with dazed, abstracted air;
+ 'Twas she who nursed my being into life,
+ The highest type of mother and of wife;
+ Our glances met, yet e'er I framed to speak,
+ She started up, then with a piercing shriek
+ Fell back, expiring on the speechless clay
+ Of him whose life so lately ebbed away.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ As campfires gleamed, and heaven's orb, serene
+ With borrowed radiance, o'erflowed the scene,
+ Within a grave, beneath the crimson sands,
+ I laid them both to rest with my own hands.
+ In lieu of prayer, or solemn dirge, was heard
+ The twittering cadence of the mockingbird,
+ Uniting with the sentry's muffled tread,
+ Which seemed a measured requiem for the dead,
+ As, side by side, in death's eternal sleep,
+ I laid them tenderly, nor paused to weep,
+ For feelings which in tears find no relief
+ Had dried the very fountainheads of grief.
+ I shaped a double mound above their clay,
+ Planted a wooden cross,--and went my way.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ That night I tore the medals from my breast,
+ Resigned my sword and started for the West."
+
+
+VIII. THE STORY OF AN EXILE
+
+ Such was the tragic story told,
+ And, tired from standing on his feet,
+ This patriarch so gray and old
+ Relit his pipe and took a seat.
+ As one, inert and overtaxed
+ From strenuous toil, he soon relaxed
+ Into that dull composure, which
+ Fatigue accords to poor and rich.
+
+ The observation could detect
+ No levity nor disrespect,
+ Nor through his story was there heard
+ Remark or interruptive word,
+ His voice and bearing as he spoke,
+ Admitting not of jest or joke.
+ The common feeling seemed to be
+ Respect and deepest sympathy.
+
+ As childish incidents recurred
+ In memory to Dad McGuire,
+ As one who neither saw nor heard
+ He sat, intent upon the fire;
+ Yet watched the ever-changing blaze
+ With that intensity of gaze
+ Which shows the things the eyes have caught
+ Are not the subjects of the thought,
+ But far beyond their metes and bounds
+ The vision rests on other grounds.
+
+ This story of a life rehearsed,
+ Left other eyes bedimmed and blurred;
+ Each with his silent thoughts conversed
+ And none presumed to speak a word,
+ Lest sympathy the tears provoke.
+ Old Uncle Jim forgot to smoke
+ And though he had replenished it,
+ Still left his meerschaum pipe unlit,
+ Till as the watchdog suddenly
+ Wakes up with apprehensive sniff,
+ He started from his reverie
+ And took an unsuccessful whiff;
+ But embers which the fire supplied
+ Soon changed the fragrant charge inside
+ With alternating draw and whiff,
+ Into a meerschaum Teneriffe.
+
+ All smoked, excepting Dad McGuire,
+ Who stirred the embers of the fire,
+ And placed thereon what seemed to be,
+ The remnants of a hemlock tree;
+ 'Twas one of those ungainly stumps,
+ Composed of twisted knots and bumps,
+ Which every boy or even man,
+ In chopping wood, skips if he can;
+ 'Twas such a chunk as may be seen
+ After the woodpile's chopped up clean;
+ The log they split the blocks upon
+ And leave when all the rest is gone.
+ This chunk, which none of them could split,
+ Though many had attempted it,
+ By divers and ingenious ways,
+ Was soon enveloped in a blaze,
+ Which shed its glare into the night,
+ As beacons radiate their light.
+
+ Reclining by his brother's side,
+ Abstracted and preoccupied,
+ The Russian, rubicund and hale,
+ Was importuned to tell his tale,
+ And slightly coughing from the smoke,
+ Forthwith in faultless diction spoke:
+ "My brother's story you have heard,
+ The same should mine be, word for word,
+ Up to that dismal dungeon grate,
+ Which he presumed had sealed my fate.
+ I doubt not he related well
+ The horrors of that loathsome cell,
+ So that description, now by me,
+ Would fruitless repetition be.
+ Sufficient be it to declare
+ That brief was my detention there.
+
+ Though discontent the action was
+ Which constituted my offence,
+ I felt the weight of Russian laws
+ When chained to other malcontents.
+ Before the chains had time to rust
+ I plodded through the mud and dust
+ As many exiles erst had trod,
+ Their footprints often stained with blood.
+ With clanking chains and painful stride,
+ With Cossack guards on either side,
+ We marched in silence, in the reach
+ Of sabres that discouraged speech.
+ A sad procession, for full well
+ Our destinations could we tell.
+ Down country lane and village street
+ We limped with bruised and blistered feet,
+ In single file, as some infirm
+ Though monstrous centipede or worm,
+ Beset by some tormenting foe,
+ Might move with locomotion slow,
+ And tortured by its enemy,
+ Propel its foul dimensions by.
+
+ Past where the Urals, bleak and high,
+ Invade the cerulean sky
+ With summits desolate and gray,
+ With weary tread we wound our way.
+ Where intertwining branches made
+ A vernal canopy of shade,
+ The song-birds, from their arches high
+ Mocked at our chains, as we passed by;
+ The only forms of earth or air,
+ Deprived of rightful freedom there.
+
+ At night in forest depths profound,
+ We lay upon the cheerless ground,
+ Where on our route we chanced to be,
+ Nor couch nor coverlet had we
+ Between us and the turf or stones,
+ To soothe our tired and aching bones.
+ Our limbs emaciated grew,
+ Ragged were we and dirty, too,
+ As o'er the trans-Slavonian plains,
+ We dragged our grievous weight of chains.
+
+ As passed the autumn months away
+ Six leagues we measured every day,
+ Six leagues our loads were daily borne,
+ On shoulders galled and callous-worn.
+ Each morning was our march begun,
+ Before the advent of the sun,
+ While every evening in the west
+ He sank, before we paused for rest.
+ Time and again upon the road,
+ The weaker dropped beneath their load,
+ And fainting from fatigue and pain,
+ They sank, but rose not up again.
+
+ Where the Pacific's broad expanse
+ Of sleeping waters, calm and fair,
+ Divide the mighty continents
+ With their pelagic barrier;
+ Upon the Asiatic shore,
+ Some twelve leagues from the sea or more,
+ In course of time, our weary line
+ Was halted at a penal mine.
+ 'Twas there within a log stockade
+ Constructed in a manner crude,
+ That we our habitation made
+ Through many months of servitude.
+
+ A mine's a mine the world around,
+ A cheerless place wherever found,
+ Dismal and dark beyond compare
+ And charged with foul, unwholesome air,
+ Which fills the lungs at every breath
+ With germs of an untimely death.
+ In caverns subterranean,
+ With limbs not bound by gyve or chain,
+ Of those who toil, few are the men
+ Who reach the threescore years and ten.
+ Such was the smoke-polluted mine
+ Wherein we slaved from morn till night,
+ Or when the sun had ceased to shine
+ We toiled till his returning light,
+ Then dragged each one his ball and chain
+ Back to his bed of straw again.
+ Day after day could there be seen
+ The same monotonous routine;
+ Such was the drudging life we led
+ Till hope from every bosom fled,
+ And each became as time rolled on
+ A spiritless automaton.
+
+ The details of a captive's lot
+ I fear would interest you not,
+ So your forbearance I beseech,
+ While, in impromptu forms of speech,
+ I strive in simple terms to shape
+ The narrative of my escape.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ From out the realms of tropic heat,
+ Invading with contagious feet,
+ Came there a plague, one summer-tide.
+ Up from the south with fatal stride
+ It stalked, and poured its vials forth
+ Upon the sparsely settled North;
+ A wave of pestilence and fear
+ Swept o'er the northland far and near;
+ The frenzied peasants, in their fright,
+ Sought safety in promiscuous flight;
+ In consternation and alarm,
+ To seek immunity from harm,
+ They left the sick in their distress,
+ And fled into the wilderness;
+ As if, within the solitude,
+ The Nemesis, which had pursued,
+ Might satiate its deadly wrath,
+ And deviate or change its path,
+ And its malignant steps retrace
+ Back to the southern starting-place.
+
+ The able-bodied left behind
+ The paralyzed, the halt and blind;
+ The well in abject terror fled,
+ Forsook the dying, while the dead,
+ Unburied in the summer breeze,
+ Became a nidus of disease,
+ Wherefrom fresh seeds of pestilence
+ Were scattered by the elements.
+
+ Of those who felt its loathsome breath,
+ But few escaped a speedy death;
+ So rapid were the ravages
+ Of that distemper or disease,
+ That many, stricken in the night,
+ Expired before the dawn of light;
+ For some, who in the morning time
+ Stood well and strong in manhood's prime,
+ The noontide brought the fatal scourge,
+ And evening zephyrs played the dirge;
+ Those who survived the plague direct
+ Oft died from hunger and neglect;
+ The convalescents woke and found
+ No ministering forms around,
+ No watcher sitting by the bed,
+ Alone were they, save for the dead;
+ They called, but Echo's voice alone
+ Answered the supplicating moan;
+ They prayed, but no one heard their prayer,
+ Then perished from the want of care.
+
+ The suffering of the stricken then,
+ Defies descriptive word or pen;
+ I see with memory's vision yet
+ The beads of suppurating sweat
+ Stand on the burning brows of those
+ Smitten with agonizing throes;
+ As racking tortures permeate
+ Each swollen and distorted shape,
+ With thirst which none may mitigate,
+ They call for drink with mouths agape;
+ Yet naught may succor such distress,
+ Save coma and unconsciousness;
+ When these the intellect benumb,
+ The sense and feeling overcome,
+ Within its tuneful cavern hung
+ No longer rests the fluent tongue,
+ But swollen by the pain and drouth,
+ Protrudes from out the parching mouth;
+ The burning and discolored lip
+ Imagined moisture tries to sip;
+ Again they vainly strive to speak
+ Their fevered incoherencies,
+ But vocal organs parched and weak
+ Respond but labored gasp and wheeze.
+
+ I scent the putrefying air,
+ And see the horror and despair
+ Depicted on the lineaments
+ Of every stricken countenance;
+ I see them writhe, then suddenly,
+ With ghastly leer convulse and die.
+
+ As stagnant waters generate
+ A fungous and unsightly freight
+ Of morbid scum and slimy moss,
+ Of origin spontaneous;
+ So latent germs, unnoticed, lurk
+ In readiness for deadly work;
+ When these the right conditions find,
+ And spread infection to the wind,
+ Chronologers, both far and near,
+ Record an epidemic year.
+
+ Within the bounds of our stockade,
+ The plague its foul appearance made,
+ And soon inoculated there,
+ Its virus to the very air,
+ Till e'en the genial summer breeze
+ Seemed a dispenser of disease;
+ Then, as impartial lightnings strike
+ The nobleman and serf alike,
+ Within this filthy prison yard,
+ It smote both prisoner and guard;
+ The difference of race, of lot,
+ Of rank was speedily forgot,
+ As discipline succumbed to dread
+ And officers and soldiers fled,
+ Save such as, fallen by the way,
+ Helpless and unattended lay,
+ Till death brought silence and relief,
+ From agony intense, though brief.
+
+ Within the walls of the stockade
+ Not one unstricken person stayed,
+ Except some convicts who remained
+ For one good reason:--we were chained.
+ Our dingy quarters, floor and bed,
+ Were filled with dying and with dead;
+ The only shelter we could claim,
+ A fetid lazar-house became.
+ I need not tell you how the air
+ Was filled with accents of despair,
+ How clamor and entreaty smote
+ The air, from blistered tongue and throat,
+ As burning rash and ghastly rheum
+ Supplanted nature's ruddy bloom;
+ How moan and outcry, curse and prayer
+ Were mingled with each other there;
+ Some raved in dialects unknown,
+ Or terms provincial, while the groan,
+ The common tongue of suffering men,
+ Was echoed ever and again.
+
+ Some, with reluctant clutch and gasp,
+ Saw life receding from their grasp;
+ And some, with stoic countenance,
+ Maintained a stern indifference,
+ For what are death's abstruse alarms,
+ When life is shorn of all its charms;
+ As zealots, when they come to die,
+ Lift their enraptured gaze on high,
+ And clasp to the expiring breast
+ Some crucifix or icon blest,
+ And mutter with stertorious breath
+ Some sacred word or shibboleth,
+ Then sink expectant and resigned,
+ As if in death a boon to find,
+ Some in excruciating pain,
+ Welcomed its foul destroying breath
+ And sought from cruel gyve and chain
+ Emancipation, though in death.
+
+ 'Tis not my purpose to declare
+ The horrors which befell us there,
+ As passed the fatal hours away,
+ Of that most memorable day.
+ Each hour increased our dire distress,
+ Yet found our numbers less and less,
+ Till when the shadows overspread,
+ The major number were the dead.
+ But three survived that awful night,
+ To gaze upon the morning light;
+ And when the noonday breezes blew,
+ That three had been reduced to two;
+ And ere the setting of the sun
+ I was the sole remaining one.
+ A silence strangely mute and dumb
+ Succeeded pandemonium.
+
+ There when my last companion died,
+ Chained to a corpse on either side,
+ Strange as may seem the miracle,
+ I never felt more strong and well,
+ Nor held my life in less esteem;
+ In that position most extreme,
+ By silent death surrounded, I
+ Enjoyed a weird immunity.
+
+ 'Twould serve no purpose to recite
+ My feelings, as approaching night,
+ With his impenetrable pall,
+ Descended and enveloped all.
+ I sat alone in fear and dread,
+ Chained to the floor,--and to the dead.
+ A gruesome and revolting sight
+ Is horrifying in the light,
+ But when dissembling night conceals,
+ The breast a double terror feels.
+ That darkness, black beyond compare,
+ Seemed a fit mantle for despair.
+ Few are the words when hope has failed;
+ An awful quietude prevailed;
+ I sat, a mute and helpless lump,
+ And felt my heart's pulsating thump,
+ With movement regular and strong,
+ Propel life's crimson flood along,
+ But made no sound until the spell
+ Of silence was unbearable.
+
+ I spoke, but all the ears in reach
+ Were deaf to every charm of speech;
+ I shouted till the roof, the floor
+ And walls resounded with the roar;
+ I called the dead men at my side,
+ But Echo's voice alone replied;
+ I was alone, nor man nor brute
+ Was there, save those so stark and mute;
+ My voice upon my listening ear
+ Fell, most unnatural and queer,
+ As if with weird, uncanny sound
+ The walls responsive voices found,
+ And echoed back the tones at will,
+ To mock those tongues so cold and still;
+ Though these vociferations made
+ My spirit none the less afraid,
+ The silence seemed more terrible;
+ Words fail me as I strive to tell
+ How in my desperation, I
+ Abandoned hope, yet could not die.
+
+ I never craved the morning light,
+ As through that terrifying night,
+ For gentle but erratic Sleep
+ Withheld her respite soft and deep,
+ As in that charnel house I lay,
+ Till twilight ushered in the day.
+
+ When daylight had returned again
+ I strove with the relentless chain,
+ Twisted and tugged until at length
+ A more than ordinary strength
+ Possessed my arm, and at one stroke
+ The rivets weakened, bent and broke;
+ One master wrench and from the floor,
+ The ring which held the chain I tore;
+ I dragged the dead men o'er the ground
+ Till forge and anvil I had found;
+ There with the hammer, rasp and file
+ I wrought with diligence the while;
+ At some expense of time and pains,
+ I disengaged the cruel chains,
+ And stood once more erect and free:
+ Thus ended my captivity.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ A guard lay prostrate on the sand,
+ His rifle in his lifeless hand;
+ I wrenched it from his rigid clutch,
+ Then played the ghoul in self-defence,
+ For clothing and accoutrements
+ Escaped not my despoiling touch;
+ I breathed the air of liberty,
+ Alone I stood, but armed and free.
+ To mislead any watchful eyes,
+ I donned a militant disguise,
+ And, in the dead man's uniform,
+ Was soon prepared for strife or storm.
+
+ Unseen, unhindered, unpursued,
+ I soon was in the solitude,
+ Contending with impediments,
+ Which every wilderness presents.
+ Primeval forests, through which poured
+ Rivers unknown to bridge or ford;
+ Swamps, overgrown with weeds and moss,
+ Almost impossible to cross;
+ A waste of fallen trees and logs,
+ Rank vegetation, stagnant bogs;
+ Decaying leaves, profusely spread,
+ Which rustled at the slightest tread,
+ While underbrush and thicket made
+ A thorny maze or barricade,
+ Through which 'twas difficult to force
+ A passage or retain one's course.
+
+ There my experience began,
+ Along the lines of primal man;
+ My fare, as I remember well,
+ Was strictly aboriginal,
+ For stupid grouse and ptarmigan
+ Were easily approached and slain;
+ And, as a relish for such food,
+ I had the berries of the wood.
+
+ Through arches of umbrageous shade
+ I journeyed onward undismayed,
+ And undisturbed by man or beast,
+ Made daily progress toward the east,
+ Till viewing the Pacific shore,
+ Northward along the coast I bore.
+ I kept that course for many days,
+ Where none but savage eyes might gaze;
+ Full many a mile my footsteps led
+ Through regions uninhabited,
+ Till where Kamschatka's barren rocks
+ Resist the sea's aggressive shocks,
+ One gloomy afternoon, I stood
+ And watched the wide and trackless flood.
+
+ 'Twould make a tedious tale, I fear,
+ Not meet for recitation here,
+ Should I endeavor to relate
+ The details of a hermit's fate.
+ To all appearance I was free;
+ A plethora of liberty
+ Is little consolation, where
+ One lonely recluse breathes the air;
+ For solitary mortals find
+ But little joy and peace of mind;
+ When freedom is enjoyed alone,
+ Its fondest attributes are flown;
+ Men of companions destitute
+ Sink to the level of the brute;
+ Their sacred essence seems to be
+ Dependent on community.
+
+ Each morning, in the reddening skies,
+ Alone, I watched the sun god rise,
+ While every evening in the west,
+ Alone, I watched him sink to rest.
+ To catch a passing ship, in vain
+ I hourly scanned the watery plain,
+ Till one fair morn a distant sail
+ Brought the conclusion of my tale.
+
+ The whaler, such she proved to be,
+ Steered landward through a rippling sea,
+ And made directly for the shore;
+ She anchored, then I saw them lower
+ The ship's long-boat; at a command
+ I saw them row, then saw them land.
+ Fearing occasion might require
+ The service of a signal fire,
+ A mass of driftwood I had heaped;
+ Behind that pile I hid and peeped.
+ From that concealed position, I,
+ Watching with closest scrutiny,
+ Discovered that the squad of ten
+ Were not my fellow-countrymen.
+
+ Their purpose I could now discern;
+ One had a spade, which turn by turn
+ Each wielded till their willing hands
+ Had delved a grave within the sands.
+ Six of the party I espied
+ Returning to the long-boat's side,
+ Where from its bottom they began
+ To raise the body of a man,
+ In canvas strips securely sewed,
+ All ready for its last abode;
+ From every motion it would seem
+ The object of sincere esteem.
+ From my location I could see
+ Them balance it most tenderly,
+ As on six shoulders broad and strong,
+ They bore it sorrowfully along,
+ While wind and ever-restless surge
+ Joined in a requiem or dirge.
+
+ The sun through hazy Autumn skies
+ Shone on the simple obsequies,
+ As round the open grave they stood,
+ In reverential attitude,
+ And shovelled in the brown sea sand;
+ One, with a prayer-book in his hand,
+ Essayed the rôle of corybant;
+ Omitting the accustomed chant,
+ He read a burial service there,
+ Concluding with its words of prayer:
+ 'Ashes to ashes! Dust to dust!'
+ These words of that abiding trust,
+ In life beyond the fleeting span
+ Which heaven has accorded man;
+ Elysian fields, where perfect peace
+ Succeeds life's transitory lease;
+ The inextinguishable fire
+ Of faith, the daughter of desire,
+ Glows brightest, when the faltering breath
+ Is conscious of approaching death;
+ Bent 'neath the weight of many years,
+ The form of hoary age appears,
+ E'en as the failing hourglass shows
+ That life is drawing to its close,
+ And when the final sands are spent,
+ The trembling limbs make their descent
+ Into the shadows, while the ray
+ Of faith illuminates the way.
+ Vain introspection, which descries
+ No light behind the mysteries
+ Of death, engenders in the breast
+ But vacant yearnings and unrest;
+ Relying on the eye of hope,
+ We look beyond our mundane scope,
+ And with enraptured vision see
+ The fore-gleams of futurity.
+
+ With eager eyes I watched them stand,
+ Upon that barren waste of sand,
+ Until the final words of prayer
+ Had died away upon the air.
+ Their words, euphonious and clear,
+ Were wafted to my listening ear,
+ Borne on a favorable breeze
+ Which blew directly from the seas;
+ My breast, with deep emotion stirred,
+ I recognized their every word,
+ An English burial ritual read,
+ On this wild shore, above the dead.
+ This dissipated every fear,
+ I knew deliverance was near;
+ My secret would be safe among
+ The scions of the English tongue.
+
+ Forever from the light of day
+ They laid his pallid form away,
+ While every word and action proved
+ Their rites were over one they loved.
+ Soon from the level of the ground,
+ There rose another silent mound,
+ To teach, beside that northern sea,
+ Its lesson of mortality.
+
+ Death on that dismal northern main,
+ In binding with its silent chain
+ Forever their lamented mate,
+ Had freed me from a sterner fate.
+ Leaving my earstwhile hiding place,
+ I stood before them face to face;
+ Then in their own vernacular,
+ Gave proper salutation there.
+ 'Twas plain that they regarded me
+ As human salvage, which the sea
+ Had, in some evil moment, tossed
+ Upon that bleak and barren coast,
+ Like broken wreckage or debris,
+ Cast up by the capricious sea.
+ With frank but sympathetic eyes,
+ They watched me with no small surprise,
+ While I rehearsed without delay,
+ My story as a castaway.
+
+ Repairing to the ship's long-boat,
+ Which soon was in the surf afloat,
+ I bade farewell to Russian soil
+ In language not intensely loyal.
+ They ministered to my distress,
+ From ample stores of food and dress,
+ Performed such acts of kindness then
+ As might beseem large-hearted men;
+ Nor was there aught perfunctory
+ In their solicitude for me;
+ Their acts were of their own accord,
+ Without suspicion of reward.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "The noble spruce and stately fir
+ Stood draped in feathery garniture."
+
+ _See page 119._]
+
+ Although possessed of little skill
+ In nautical affairs, to fill
+ [Blank Page]
+ A seaman's watch I volunteered,
+ As we toward Arctic waters steered,
+ Pursuant of the spouting whale;
+ I plied each task with rope and sail,
+ And ere we reached a harbor bar,
+ Was rated as a first-class tar;
+ By sufferance of as brave a crew
+ As ever sailed a voyage through,
+ The two succeeding years I passed
+ In northern seas before the mast;
+ Two years from that eventful day
+ We moored in San Francisco Bay.
+ I bade the sea farewell for aye,
+ Bade my deliverers good-bye,
+ With fervent pressure of the hand,
+ Then straight betook myself to land.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ Seeking a home with freedom blest,
+ I've cast my fortunes with the West."
+
+
+IX. CONCLUSION
+
+ Concluding, he resumed his seat
+ Beside his brother, Russian Pete;
+ Yet ever and anon expressed
+ His views on points of interest,
+ And details, which this narrative
+ In its abridgment may not give,
+ As Dad McGuire and Uncle Jim
+ By turns interrogated him.
+
+ To say his hearers listened well,
+ Were too self-evident to tell,
+ For some who dozed before he spake,
+ Woke up and then remained awake.
+
+ As all the inclination felt,
+ To play a game, the cards were dealt;
+ The winners, it was understood,
+ To be exempt from chopping wood;
+ While he who made the lowest score
+ Must build the fire and sweep the floor.
+ Time spread his wings, the moments flew
+ Unheeded for an hour or two,
+ Until at length the measured stroke
+ Of twelve, in timely accents broke
+ From an old clock upon the shelf,
+ As old as Uncle Jim himself;
+ A good old clock, as old clocks go,
+ But usually too fast or slow,
+ But near enough the proper time
+ To serve the purpose of this rhyme.
+
+ The honors passed to Russian Pete,
+ When Dad McGuire sustained defeat,
+ As mighty warriors often do,
+ In some Chalons, or Waterloo;
+ The fortunes of the final game,
+ Adding fresh laurels to his fame;
+ Then all abstained from further play,
+ And forthwith put the cards away.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ 'Twas passing late, the dying fire
+ Served as the summons to retire,
+ And soon the gentle wand of sleep,
+ Which works the dream god's drowsy will,
+ Laden with slumbers soft and deep,
+ Passed over them and all was still.
+
+ * * * * *
+ * * * * *
+
+ The storm was over, far and near,
+ The heavens shone, so cold and clear
+ That nebulæ and satellites,
+ Unseen on ordinary nights,
+ Now filled the broad expanse of sky
+ With unaccustomed brilliancy;
+ The astral vacuums and voids,
+ Were filled with discs and asteroids;
+ Dissevering the firmament,
+ The Milky Way disclosed to sight
+ Its pearly avenue of white
+ With planetary crystals blent;
+ Transparently it shone, and pale,
+ As some celestial gauze or veil;
+ A silvery baldric o'er the gold
+ Of constellations manifold.
+
+ A silence, undisturbed, prevailed,
+ The wind no longer moaned and wailed,
+ The elements had worked their will
+ And now were motionless and still;
+ From forest growth or underbrush
+ No whisper broke the solemn hush;
+ The tempest king on airy waves,
+ Retreated to his secret caves,
+ And chained the winds, which his behest
+ Had lately stirred to wild unrest.
+
+ The clouds had vanished, not a trace
+ Remained upon the arch of space,
+ To interpose a curtain rude
+ Between earth and infinitude;
+ Pellucid as the vault o'erhead,
+ The snows a layer of beauty spread,
+ Save where the genii of the storm
+ Had fashioned in fantastic form,
+ With alternating whirl and sift,
+ The pendent comb and massive drift.
+
+ The wilderness of ice and snow,
+ Transfigured with a mellow glow,
+ Received from the translucent skies
+ The stellar groups and galaxies;
+ A record of the starry waste,
+ By Nature's faultless pencil traced;
+ The vernal phalanxes of pine,
+ In cassocks clear and crystalline,
+ Seemed as a mirror, in whose sheen
+ The glimmering lamps of night were seen.
+ The replica of pearl and gem,
+ In heaven's twinkling diadem;
+ Golconda's treasury displayed,
+ On background of the forest shade.
+
+ Divested of their transient green,
+ By Autumn winds in wanton rage,
+ The aspen's leafless limbs were seen
+ Festooned with frosty foliage;
+ As fell upon their vestal white,
+ The placid moon's aspiring light,
+ The noble spruce and stately fir,
+ Stood draped with feathery garniture;
+ Configurated and embossed,
+ With lace and tapestry of frost,
+ In quaint and curious design,
+ The willows and the underbrush,
+ Were crystallized in silvery plush,
+ And shimmered in the cold moonshine.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ The azure dome of space o'erhead,
+ With scintillating grandeur spread,
+ Looked down with cold inquiring eyes,
+ On earth with all her mysteries;
+ The while reflecting in their snows,
+ These glittering jewels of the night,
+ The mountains lay in calm repose,
+ Slumbering 'neath their robes of white.
+
+[THE END]
+
+
+
+
+DOLORES
+
+
+ I will sing of a quaint old tradition,
+ A legend romantic and strange,
+ Which was whispered to me by the pine trees
+ High up on the wild mountain range.
+ Far away in the mystical Westland,
+ From the mountain peaks crested with snow,
+ Glides Dolores, the river of sorrow,
+ Dolores, the river of woe.
+
+ Time was when this river of sorrow
+ Had never a thought to be sad,
+ But meandered in joy through the meadows,
+ With bluebell and columbine clad.
+ Her ripples were ripples of laughter,
+ And the soft, dulcet voice of her flow
+ Was suggestive of peace and affection,
+ Not accents of anguish and woe.
+
+ Long ago, ere the foot of the white man
+ Had left its first print on the sod,
+ A people, both free and contented,
+ Her mesas and cañon-ways trod.
+ Then Dolores, the river of sorrow,
+ Was a river of laughter and glee,
+ As she playfully dashed through the cañons
+ In her turbulent rush to the sea.
+
+ High up on the cliffs in their dwellings,
+ Which were apertures walled up with rocks,
+ Lived this people, sequestered and happy;
+ Their dwellings now serve the wild fox.
+ They planted the maize and potato,
+ The kind river caused them to grow,
+ So they worshipped the river with singing
+ Which blent with its musical flow.
+
+ This people, so artless and peaceful,
+ Knew nothing of carnage and war,
+ But dwelt in such quiet and plenty
+ They knew not what weapons were for.
+ They gathered the maize in its season,
+ Unmindful of famine or foe
+ And chanted their thanks to the spirits
+ That dwelt in the cañons below.
+
+ But one evil day from the Northland
+ Swept an army in battle array,
+ Which fell on this innocent people
+ And massacred all in a day.
+ Their bodies were cast in the river,
+ A feast for the vultures, when lo!
+ The laughter and song of the river
+ Were changed to the wailing of woe.
+
+ Gone, gone are this people forever,
+ Not a vestige nor remnant remains
+ To gather the maize in its season
+ And join in the harvest refrains;
+ But the river still mourns for her people
+ With weird and disconsolate flow,
+ Dolores, the river of sorrow,
+ Dolores--the river of woe.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "From the mountain peaks crested with snow."]
+
+
+
+
+GREAT SHEPHERD OF THE COUNTLESS FLOCKS OF STARS
+
+
+ Great Shepherd of the countless flocks of stars,
+ Which range the azure province of the sky,
+ Who marked the course for Jupiter and Mars,
+ Nor leads the comet from its path awry;
+ Though flaming constellations at Thy call
+ Pass into being, or created, fall;
+ Thou, who hast caused the firmament to be,
+ In humbler pathways, Father, lead Thou me.
+
+ Thou, who hast framed the eagle's wing to soar
+ Above the verdant prospects of the plain;
+ Whose law hath shaped the pebbles on the shore,
+ The stately forests and the bearded grain;
+ Whose hand hath formed the silvery satellite
+ To shed her tender moonbeams o'er the night;
+ Thou who hast placed the islands in the sea,
+ With that same Wisdom, Father, lead Thou me.
+
+
+
+
+THE RUINED CABIN
+
+
+ There's a pathos in the solemn desolation
+ Of the mountain cabin sinking in decay,
+ With its threshold overgrown with vegetation,
+ With its door unhinged and mouldering away.
+ There's a weird and most disconsolate expression
+ In the sashless windows with their vacant stare,
+ As in mute appeal, or taciturn confession
+ Of a wild and inconsolable despair.
+
+ With its ridgepole bent and broken in the centre,
+ From its roof of dirt and weight of winter snows;
+ Where the only voice to greet you as you enter
+ Is the wind which down the crumbling fireplace blows;
+ Where the chipmunk chatters in loquacious wonder,
+ As unwonted steps invade his solitude;
+ Where the mountain rat secretes his varied plunder
+ In the chimney corners, primitive and rude.
+
+ Where the spider spins his web in grim seclusion,
+ To entrap the fly and vacillating moth;
+ From the rotten floor, in poisonous profusion
+ Spring the toadstools, with their foul and fungous growth.
+ Void of symmetry and semblance of equation,
+ Through the chinkless cracks, the silvery moon and stars
+ And the sun, at each matutinal invasion,
+ Shine as through a dismal dungeon's grated bars.
+
+ But no predatory hand in wanton malice
+ Hath in vandal hour this dereliction wrought,
+ But the hand which crumbles pyramid and palace,
+ The hand of Time with rust and ruin fraught;
+ Thus the proud or unpretentious habitation
+ Shall succumb to age and melancholy mould;
+ All are subject to the same disintegration,
+ For the occupant and house alike grow old.
+
+
+
+
+AN IDYLL
+
+
+ I love to sit by the waterfall,
+ And list to its laughing story,
+ As it fearlessly leaps o'er the rocky wall,
+ From the mountain peaks stern and hoary;
+ Or watch the spray as the colors play,
+ When the glorious sunlight kisses,
+ And tints confuse into rainbow hues
+ To embellish the wild abysses.
+
+ I love the rose and the columbine,
+ Whose delicate beauty pleases;
+ I love the breath of the fragrant pine,
+ As it floats on the morning breezes;
+
+ I love the sound from the depths profound,
+ When the Thunder-God is bringing
+ His crystal showers, to the tinted flowers,
+ In their sweet profusion springing.
+
+ I love the lake in the mountain's lap;
+ Without a flaw or error
+ Recording the clouds, which the peaks enwrap,
+ And the trees, as a crystal mirror;
+ The wild delights of the mountain heights
+ Thrill my breast with a keen devotion,
+ As songbirds love the blue arch above,
+ Or the mariner loves the ocean.
+
+
+
+
+THE BORDERLAND OF SLEEP
+
+
+ On the margin of the mystic shores of rest,
+ Where imagination mollifies the breast,
+ Where the fondest dreams their pleasant vigils keep,
+ In the vestibule of slumber, soft and deep,
+ Lies a neutral zone, salubrious and sweet,--
+ Where the realms of lethargy and action meet,--
+ 'Tis the borderland of sleep.
+
+ Here the halcyon delights float by and fade,
+ Or the evil visions hover and invade;
+ Here the bosom entertains its secret guest,
+ With the silent plaint of agony suppressed,
+ As unwelcome thoughts rise from the dust and mould,
+ Of the vanished years in pantomime unrolled,
+ In this borderland of rest.
+
+ Neither wakeful, nor in sentient repose,
+ Nor in apathy, complete and comatose;
+ As when Lethe with her mild nepenthic surge,
+ Doth in chaos of forgetfulness submerge,
+ But a drowsy consciousness, a blend of dreams,
+ With reality's extravagant extremes;
+ Such the zone on slumber's verge.
+
+
+
+
+STELLAR NOCTURNE
+
+
+ Speeds the day in silent flight, on the sombre wings of night,
+ As the dying sunlight glimmers in the west;
+ Soon the shadows cease to creep, for the sun has gone to sleep,
+ And the scene is wrapped in somnolence and rest.
+
+ From a solitary star, in the realms of space afar,
+ Faintly twinkling through the shadows of the night,
+ See the stellar force increased, till the scintillating east
+ Seems a galaxy of constellations bright.
+
+ With its glittering display, see the gorgeous Milky Way,
+ Which in twain the vaulted universe divides,
+ As the bridal veil serene of some fair celestial queen,
+ Who, in jewelled state, o'er astral space presides.
+
+ All the heavens seem in tune, and the vacillating moon
+ Bathes the landscape with her floods of silvery light;
+ Though the scenes of day are fair, naught in splendor can compare
+ With the grandeur of the firmament at night.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "High up on the cliffs in their dwellings,
+ Which were apertures walled up with rocks,
+ Lived this people, sequestered and happy;
+ Their dwellings now serve the wild fox."
+
+ _See page 121._]
+
+
+
+
+FATHER, AT THY ALTAR KNEELING
+
+
+ Father, at Thy altar kneeling,
+ Sin-defiled;
+ Seeking there the balm of healing,
+ To Thy Fatherhood appealing,
+ See Thy child.
+
+ I am weary of transgressions;
+ I have sinned;
+ Prone to vice and indiscretion,
+ Vacillation, misimpression,
+ As the wind.
+
+ Neither sins nor imperfections
+ I conceal;
+ Evil thoughts, impure reflections,
+ Faults in manifold directions,
+ Can I feel.
+
+ I am tired of life's illusion,
+ I would rest;
+ Leave its turmoil and confusion,
+ Fain would know the blest seclusion
+ Of Thy breast.
+
+ Through the shadows of the valley
+ As I speed,
+ Bid my faltering courage rally,
+ To resist each adverse sally;
+ Wilt Thou lead?
+
+ For I know that Thou art reigning
+ Over all;
+ With this confidence remaining,
+ Let me feel Thy Hand sustaining
+ Lest I fall.
+
+
+
+
+DREAMS
+
+
+ A dream is the ghost of a fond delight,
+ An echo of former smiles or tears,
+ Wafted to us on the wings of night
+ From the silent bourne of the vanished years.
+
+ A dream is a perished joy, restored
+ From the mystical regions beyond our ken,
+ Which we fain would press as a thing adored,
+ To our breasts, ere it fades and is lost again.
+
+ A dream is a buried hope exhumed,
+ 'Tis an iridescent thing of air,
+ Which mocks at the spirit, by fate entombed
+ In the catacombs of a mute despair.
+
+ A dream is a reflex view of life,
+ A blending of fancy with solemn truth,
+ A retrospection of mundane strife,
+ Old age re-living the scenes of youth.
+
+ Our dreams are but mirrors for our desires;
+ The proud ambition, the lofty aim
+ Achieved in our sleep, but the night expires
+ And the dull existence plods on the same.
+
+ A dream is a feeble ray of light,
+ A rift in the shadows through which we grope,
+ An evidence that eternal night
+ Can never extinguish the star of hope.
+
+
+
+
+NOCTURNE
+
+
+ As fall the dews of slumber soft and deep,
+ On wilderness and populated town,
+ Bound by the sweet influences of sleep,
+ Proud reason abdicates her golden crown;
+ Dark Lethe, of oblivious renown,
+ Fain would I quaff from thy forgetful streams,
+ In willing thralldom would I lay me down,
+ To court the fair companionship of dreams,
+ And bask within their iridescent beams.
+
+ Or linger in the vestibule of sleep,
+ Where blow the winds of memory from the past,
+ Ere yet the languid shades of slumber deep
+ Have o'er the sense their dormant shadows cast;
+ Or muse upon the infinite and vast,
+ Till speculations various confuse,
+ And thought, unmerciful iconoclast,
+ With shattered images the path bestrews,
+ Yet leads to chaos of conflicting views.
+
+ Now vanish all remembrance of the day,
+ Complete immunity pervade the mind,
+ Let fond imagination hold her sway,
+ With rule uncircumscribed and unconfined;
+ Or soaring on the wings of fancy, wind
+ Through mystic realms of interstellar space,
+ Where visions of supernal beauty bind
+ The drowsy consciousness in sweet embrace;
+ But dreamland fades, and morning comes apace.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "As it fearlessly leaps o'er the rocky wall
+ From the mountain peaks stern and hoary."
+
+ _See page 124._]
+
+
+
+
+THE TRUE FAITH
+
+
+ That faith is true whatever it may be,
+ What ethics or traditions it may teach,
+ Whose whispers soothe the secret misery
+ And mollify with soft, persuasive speech.
+
+ That faith is true that lightens pain and care,
+ That false, which adds one burden to the load,
+ Whate'er its ornaments of psalm and prayer,
+ A travesty on reason and on God.
+
+ That faith is true that buoys the sinking breast,
+ When in the throes of some great agony,
+ That comforts the afflicted and distressed,
+ And reconciles the trembling soul to die.
+
+ That faith is true that when the chilling blasts
+ Of final dissolution overwhelm
+ Life's fragile bark, and shiver hull and masts,
+ Sees but the hand of Love upon the helm.
+
+
+
+
+A FRAGMENT
+
+
+ The bard who versifies for hire,
+ When no exalted thoughts inspire,
+ Tho' rhyme and metre be exact,
+ Conveys a sense of something lacked;
+ When moved by no poetic fire,
+ He twangs a dull and tuneless lyre.
+
+
+
+
+MORTALITY
+
+_A Dissertation_
+
+"If a man die, shall he live again?"--Job xiv. 14.
+
+
+ Thou man of Uz,--
+ The query which thy fevered organs framed,
+ Unanswered still re-echoes in our ears.
+ Thy desolate interrogating cry,
+ Born of affliction, grievous and extreme,
+ Bridging the gulf of fleeting centuries,
+ Finds our weak tongues as impotent as thine,
+ To voice reply in accents void of doubt.
+ Though in our breasts awakening response,
+ 'Tis but a repetition of thy plaint,
+ A faint reverberation of thy cry.
+ We peer into the darkness, but descry
+ Nor form, nor semblance, with our bootless gaze;
+ We call and list with ears attuned to hear;
+ No sound is wafted, and no glimmering ray
+ Breaks from that night, unlit by moon or star;
+ Nor gleam, nor spark, nor modicum of light
+ Is flashed from out the precincts of the tomb.
+
+ Death is the final principle of life,
+ The culmination of vicissitude,
+ The silent archer, whose unerring shaft
+ Doth pierce at last the most unyielding breast;
+ The reaper after whose fell harvesting,
+ No gleaner bends nor follows in his wake.
+ The gold of Ophir, and the pearls of Ind,
+ The sapphires and the rubies of the East,
+ Or all the treasures, which the fabled Gnomes,
+ In subterranean vaults and passages
+ Have guarded, multiplied by countless sums,
+ With Euclid's most exalted numeral
+ In computation, as the multiple
+ Of least proportion, for the passing breath
+ Can purchase neither respite nor reprieve,
+ Nor can prolong it, by one feeble gasp.
+
+ Nor fragrant balm, nor sweet preservative,
+ Nor caustic alkaloid, nor bitter herb
+ From Nature's various dispensary,
+ Elixir, lotion, nor restorative,
+ Nor prophylactic nor catholicon
+ Nor pharmacy's most potent stimulant
+ Can long retard the swift but viewless flight,
+ Of that mysterious thing we call the Soul.
+ Nor exorcism, nor the mystic power
+ Of incantation, nor of talisman,
+ Nor words of solemn theurgy pronounced,
+ Can break or dissipate that pallid spell;
+ Nor necromancy, nor phylactery,
+ Nor touch of magic wand, nor subtle force
+ Of conjuration, nor of sorcery, prevails
+ Against the shadows of the tomb;
+ Nor all the baleful arts of witchery,
+ Nor amulet withstand the charm of death.
+
+ Yea, man who rules the passive elements,
+ Enchaining them to service at his will,
+ Himself to death must yield obedience.
+ Yea, man who, through all disadvantages
+ And obstacles, has hewed his way aloft,
+ From out the labyrinth of ignorance,
+ Who sways the sceptre over conquered realms,
+ Of latent energy and unseen force,
+ Without condition or conceding term,
+ Surrenders to that sombre potentate.
+
+ Nor can in earth's remotest solitude,
+ In forest depths or undiscovered isle,
+ In dismal cavern or secretive cave
+ Escape the mandate of that grizzly King.
+ Nor wing of eagle, nor the fabled wings
+ Of hippogrif, of such velocity
+ As clothes the lightning and the thunderbolt,
+ Outstrip in speed the shadowy wings of death.
+
+ We pass along an ever-travelled road,
+ Worn by the silent and continuous tread
+ Of throngs innumerable, of every clime;
+ The countless generations of the past,
+ The uncomputed hosts and multitudes
+ Who trod the earth in ages most remote,
+ And those whose pale emaciated forms
+ The generous earth hath recently received,
+ The myriads of every race and tongue
+ Who have preceded us, have sent no word
+ [Blank Page]
+ Of cheer or comfort from that silent strand,
+ And no directions for our timorous steps.
+
+[Illustration:
+ "I love the lake in the mountain's lap."
+
+ _See page 125._]
+
+ Grim Dissolution knows no favorites,
+ But in his multiplicity of shapes
+ Invades alike, with stern resistless step,
+ The squalid hovel with its noisome air,
+ And palace most replete with opulence;
+ Those of exalted station, and the hordes
+ To whom existence means but servitude,
+ Who see the golden sun arise and bring
+ No intermission from their ceaseless toil,
+ Who hope for respite only with the night;
+ Those who in dread reluctance shrank from death,
+ And those who neither knew nor cared the hour,
+ To life and death alike indifferent,
+ Or fain themselves would snap the fragile thread;
+ Mankind in all conditions and degrees
+ Of culture, affluence and penury,
+ Of multiform endowments and desires,
+ With differing talents and proclivities,
+ Yea, all varieties and types of men,
+ With pathways various and diversified,
+ Have found their paths converging at the grave.
+
+ Each, as the gathering shadows of the night,
+ In solemn chaos of unfathomed gloom,
+ Descend in sombre, melancholy pall,
+ And mark apace life's transitory eve,
+ Must quaff, alike, the bitter draught of death,
+ The one libation in which all who breathe
+ May in all equity participate.
+ Each, at the expiration of his span,
+ Has found the same relentless terminal,
+ And faltering on dissolution's brink,
+ With what of strength, or guilt or innocence
+ Did mark the tenor of his brief career,
+ Has passed up to the margin of the grave,
+ Then disappeared forever.
+
+ What is Death?
+ We know not, yet in verity we feel
+ That, though of most immediate concern,
+ And shrouded deep in sable mystery,
+ Though most abstruse, intangible and strange,
+ 'Tis not of our volition and control!
+ It therefore proves, as life doth ever prove,
+ With all abundant plenitude of proof,
+ A Force superior to human strength,
+ And should afford no premises for fear.
+
+[FINIS]
+
+
+
+
+
+End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Passing of the Storm and Other
+Poems, by Alfred Castner King
+
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