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diff --git a/42174-0.txt b/42174-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..1b5d540 --- /dev/null +++ b/42174-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5139 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42174 *** + + THE WORLD BEFORE THEM. + + A Novel. + + + BY + + MRS. MOODIE, + + AUTHOR OF "ROUGHING IT IN THE BUSH." + + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + + VOL. III. + + + [Illustration] + + + LONDON: + RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. + 1868. + + + + + LONDON: + Printed by A. Schulze, 13, Poland Street + + + + + THE WORLD BEFORE THEM. + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + MRS. GILBERT RUSHMERE. + + +The dinner was so well cooked, and so nicely served, that in spite of +the unusual hour, Mrs. Rowly and her daughter made a very hearty meal. + +Mrs. Rushmere's easy chair had been drawn to the head of the table, and +Dorothy sat beside her and carved, Gilbert being unable at present to +cut his own food. Dorothy longed to do it for him, when she observed how +unwillingly his wife performed this necessary service. + +"I am a great trouble to you, Sophy," he said; "but directly my arm is +healed, I shall soon learn to help myself, as I have seen others do, who +had met with the same misfortune." + +"It is a good thing to have a wife to help you," suggested Mrs. Rowly. + +"Yes, but it makes a fellow feel so dependent. He has to submit through +sheer necessity to petticoat government." + +"A' don't think that even one arm would make me do that," said Rushmere, +"tho' I believe a' had the best wife in Christendom." + +Mrs. Rushmere laughed good-naturedly. + +"Oh, Lawrence, men be often under their wives' government, an' as +ignorant of the fact as babies." + +"You speak, I suppose, from experience," said Mrs. Gilbert, in her +gentle low voice. "I should have thought the old gentleman a very +difficult person for any wife to manage. I find Gilbert a hard case, in +spite of his one arm." + +"There's only one way to rule me, and that's by kindness," returned +Gilbert. + +Without meaning it, perhaps, his voice assumed a serious tone, almost +amounting to sadness. He looked up, and his eyes and Dorothy's met; +forcing an appearance of gaiety, he said, "What have you to say on the +subject, Dorothy?" + +"I never give an opinion on subjects I know nothing about. I am the only +person in the room who cannot speak from experience. I should think your +plan, however, must be the best." + +"It is a pity you have not an opportunity of trying it, Miss, What's +your name," said Mrs. Gilbert, "in which case you might perhaps find out +that kindness can be thrown away." + +"I expected to find Dorothy married when I came home," said Gilbert. "I +thought it impossible that the young fellows in the neighbourhood could +suffer her to remain single." + +"She waited for you, Gilly, till she found it o' no use," cried Rushmere +passing the bottle to his son. + +"Oh that I had waited for her," was the thought that flashed through +Gilbert's mind, charged with a deep regret. + +"Father will have his joke," said Dorothy, colouring like a rose, +"without thinking that it may be at the expense of another." + +Mrs. Gilbert left off eating, and listened keenly to what was passing. + +"Believe me, Gilbert, that there is no one present who congratulates you +more sincerely on your marriage than I do." + +"My dear child, will you help me up stairs?" said Mrs. Rushmere, +apprehensive of mischief from her husband's blunt indiscretion and want +of delicacy. + +Gilbert rose, and with his left arm supported her to the foot of the +stairs. "Oh, Dorothy," he said, "no wonder that you despise me. God only +knows how I despise myself." + +"It is too late to repent now, Gilbert. You must try like me to forget. +You owe it to your wife, as much as to me." + +She passed her arm round Mrs. Rushmere's waist, and left Gilbert at the +foot of the stairs. He put the cuff of his empty sleeve to his eyes. Was +it to wipe away a tear? + +His wife looked daggers at him, when he returned to the table. His +father proposed a walk round the farm after dinner, an invitation that +Gilbert eagerly accepted, and the mother and daughter were left alone +together. + +"We shall have a nice time of it here," said Mrs Gilbert. "Let us go +out, mother, and take a look round the premises. One might as well be in +a prison as confined to this dark, dingy room." + +"I can see no garden attached to the place," said Mrs. Rowly, looking +out of the deep bay window which only opened upon the stone-paved court. +"That girl who helped at dinner could tell us all about it." + +"Don't call her, mamma, I have a perfect horror of that woman. I am +certain that Gilbert and she have been very intimate. He never took his +eyes off her during dinner." + +"You need not be jealous of her, Sophy; I am certain that she cares +nothing for him. You are foolish to trouble your head with any love +affairs he had previous to his marriage." + +"But I am sure he cares for her, and I don't mean to play second fiddle +in his father's house to any one but Mrs. Rushmere. If this girl remains +in the house I must quit it." + +"And would you like to nurse the sick mother?" + +"I hate sick people. Let her hire a nurse." + +"She may not be able to do that. I see no indications of wealth here. A +carpetless sanded floor, and furniture old enough to have come out of +the ark. One room which serves for drawing-room, dining-room and +parlour. I dare say these poor people have enough to do to keep +themselves." + +"But Gilbert said that his father was rich." + +"Pshaw! You see now Gilbert has exaggerated matters." + +"But what are we to do? I can't and won't live here." + +"Till your debts are paid, you must." + +"Oh, dear, I wish I were single again," and Mrs. Gilbert began to cry. + +"Sophy, when you were single you were never contented, always lamenting +that you were not married. No one ever asked you to marry until I gave +out that you would have a fortune." + +"And what have I gained by that lie?" + +"A handsome, honest fellow, if you would only think so. He would not +have been so badly off either, if he had not been forced to sell his +commission to pay your debts. He had a fair chance too, of rising in the +army, if he had not met with that misfortune. I think you very +unreasonable to throw all the blame on him. What now remains for you to +do, is to make yourself agreeable to his parents, and secure a home, +such as it is, for us." + +"I can't pretend to like that old man," and Sophy shrugged her +shoulders. + +"He's rather an amusing variety of the species," said Mrs. Rowly, "and +the easiest person in the world to cajole. But once more, let me tell +you, Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere, it is no use quarrelling with your bread +and butter. Put on your hat, and let us take a turn in the open air, +perhaps we may chance to meet the gentlemen." + +And now they are gone to spy out the nakedness of the land we will tell +our readers a little of their private history, and how the young soldier +was deceived in his fortune-hunting speculation. + +Mrs. Rowly was the widow of a custom-house officer, and for many years +lived very comfortably, nay, affluently, upon the spoils which he +gathered illegally in his office. Their only child, Sophia, though very +far from pretty, was a genteel-looking girl, and educated at a +fashionable boarding-school; but just as she arrived at womanhood, the +father was detected in his unlawful pursuits, and so heavily fined, that +it caused his utter ruin, and having incurred heavy debts to keep up an +appearance beyond his station, he ended his days in prison, leaving his +wife and daughter to shift for themselves in the best manner they +could. + +With the assistance of a brother, who was in the grocery line of +business, and of whom they had always been ashamed in their more +prosperous days, Mrs. Rowly set up a small boarding-house, in one of the +little cross streets in the Minories, and just contrived to keep her +head above water for several years, until Sophia was turned of +seven-and-twenty. The young lady dressed and flirted, and tried her best +to get a husband, but all her endeavours proved futile. + +She was ambitious, too, of marrying a gentleman, and looked down with +contempt upon shopkeepers' assistants, clerks in lawyers' offices, and +mechanics, until the time had nearly slipped by when she could hope, +without fortune, to marry at all. + +It was then that her mother, finding herself deeply involved, circulated +the report in her neighbourhood, that Sophy had been left six +thousand pounds on the death of a cousin, a consumptive boy, who could +not reasonably be expected to live many months. + +The bait took. Miss Rowly was invited to houses she never before had +hoped to enter; and at a ball, given by the mother of an officer in +Gilbert's regiment, she met the handsome young man, just raised to the +rank of a subaltern, who had so gallantly saved the life of Captain +Fitzmorris. + +Though still rather countrified in his appearance, she was instantly +smitten by his frank, free manners, and his fine manly figure. Some +foolish fellow, in the shape of a friend, whispered in Gilbert's ear +that the young lady would have a fortune. In a rash moment, when a +little heated by wine, and won by her soft flatteries, he made her an +offer of marriage. This was instantly accepted, particularly as Gilbert, +boy-like, had boasted of his old ancestral home, and the noble family +from which he was descended. And besides all this, he was an officer in +the army, and likely to rise in his profession, under the patronage of a +wealthy nobleman like Lord Wilton. Miss Rowly was charmed with her +future prospects. + +Gilbert proposed to take her down to Hadstone as his wife, directly the +campaign was over. But his charming Sophia was too fearful of losing him +during that indefinite period, and got her mother to propose to him that +they should be married before he left for Spain, and that she would +accompany him abroad. + +They were married; but the affectionate bride, when the time for his +departure drew nigh, forgot this part of her promise, and preferred +staying at home with her mother, to encountering all the hardships +attendant upon a soldier's wife, whose husband was on actual service in +a foreign land. + +During his absence, Mrs. Gilbert and her mother enjoyed every comfort on +the credit of their supposed fortune; and when he returned sick and +disabled from Spain, he had not been many days at Mrs. Rowly's before he +was arrested for the debts his wife had contracted since their marriage. + +It was then that Gilbert discovered what a dupe he had been; that the +woman he had taken to his bosom was a miserable deceiver; and he had to +sell his commission to avoid the horrors of a prison. + +After much recrimination and mutual upbraidings on the part of Gilbert +and his wife, they at last came to the conclusion that it was useless to +quarrel over what could no longer be remedied; that it was far better to +sit down calmly and consider what was to be done. + +All Mrs. Rowly's furniture had been seized and sold for the benefit of +her creditors, for she was as deeply involved as her daughter. + +"Why can't we go home to your father's?" asked Mrs. Rowly. "I am sure +your parents will be glad to see you." + +Gilbert had some doubts on that head. He knew how he had deserted them; +and never having received a line from them, to assure him of their +forgiveness, (though this had been his own fault, in omitting to tell +them where and how to direct him,) he was sadly at a loss how to act. + +And then he thought of Dorothy, and wondered if she were unmarried, and +living still with the old people. If so, how should he be able to meet +her, and introduce her to the cold selfish woman he had preferred to +her? No, he could not, he dared not go back to Hadstone. + +"Why don't you answer, Gilbert?" urged his wife. "What prevents you from +going home?" + +"I parted with my father in anger. I am doubtful, for he is an obstinate +man, whether he will be willing to receive us." + +"Don't put him to the trial," said Mrs. Rowly. "Let Sophy write, and +tell him we are coming, and start without giving him time to send a +refusal. We must go somewhere; to remain here is impossible, for you +cannot draw your pension for the next six months, and we cannot live +upon air." + +Gilbert was terribly perplexed. While pride forbade him to seek an +asylum with his parents, necessity compelled him to do so, and though he +now almost loathed both his wife and her mother, he was too manly to +leave them in distress. + +He therefore sold his watch, his sword and regimental suit, to procure +money to prosecute their journey; and when he arrived at Hadstone, he +had only a few shillings left in his purse. + +The kind reception he met with cut him to the heart, and the sight of +that beautiful girl, who might have been his, almost maddened him with +grief and remorse. + +When he proposed that walk with his father, he fully intended to open +his mind to him, and tell him how he was situated, but shame and pride +kept him tongue tied. Besides, was it not his father's fault that he had +not married the woman he loved; and could he expect an avaricious man to +sympathize with him in the misery he endured, or feel for his present +poverty and degradation. So he walked by his father's side over the +old fields that had witnessed his labours with Dorothy, without saying a +word upon the subject nearest his heart. It was with feelings of inward +disgust that he saw his wife and her mother coming over the heath to +meet them. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + HOW PEOPLE ARE TAUGHT TO HATE ONE ANOTHER. + + +Mrs. Rowly had been chiding her daughter for showing her temper before +her husband's family, pointing out the imprudence of her conduct in such +forcible language, that the young lady had promised to behave more +cautiously for the future. + +She greeted Mr. Rushmere with her blandest smile, and, slipping the +little white hand within his arm, told him in her softest voice, "that +he must teach her all about farming, as she did not know wheat from +barley, or a pig from a calf." + +"Lord bless your ignorance, my dear. In what part o' the world were you +raised?" + +"Oh, I'm a cockney, born within the sound of Bow Bells. What else can +you expect of me? I never was out of London before. I am afraid I shall +rival the renowned citizen, who immortalized himself by finding out that +a cock neighed. I don't think however that I could be quite so foolish +as that." + +Old Rushmere was highly flattered by the attention paid to him by his +daughter-in-law. He complimented her upon her sweet little hand and +foot, and told her that he envied Gilbert his pretty wife. + +Though, if the truth must be spoken, young Mrs. Rushmere had no beauty +of which to boast, beyond a slight graceful figure, and the small hands +and feet which had attracted the farmer's attention. Her face was +something worse than plain. It was a cold, arrogant, deceitful face, +with harsh, strongly marked features, and a pair of long narrow eyes, +that never looked honestly or openly at any one, reminding you of some +stealthy animal, ever on the watch for a deadly spring. + +She loved to say things that she knew would annoy and irritate, in a +cold-blooded contemptuous way, and under those half closed eyelids +lurked any amount of malice and low cunning. + +Though weak in intellect and very vain, she was as obstinate as a mule, +and, though moving in a different position from Martha Wood, there was a +great congeniality of disposition between them. + +Sophia Rushmere was a petty tyrant. Martha Wood, though less cold and +calculating than her mistress, knew how to rule over her, and make her a +tool and a slave. The pair were well worthy of each other. + +Mrs. Rushmere, though simple and natural as a child, had read Sophia's +character at a glance. She looked in that dubious face, and felt that it +was false. She listened to that low, soft studied voice, and was +convinced that the owner could speak in far other and less musical +tones, and she wondered how Gilbert could have taken this artificial +woman in preference to her Dorothy, and the good mother pitied him from +her very heart. + +Mrs. Rowly, though sharp and angular, with a ridiculous assumption of +consequence, was not so disagreeable as her daughter. She looked like a +person who could speak her mind, and that in the coarsest and most +decided manner, and carry her point against overwhelming odds, by sheer +pretence and impudence, but she could not conceal, like Sophia, her real +disposition. If she betrayed like Judas for money, it would not be with +a kiss. + +"What do you think of my poor Gilbert's wife?" said Mrs. Rushmere to +Dorothy, that afternoon, as the latter sat beside her bed. + +"Don't ask me, dear mother. I have no opinion to give." + +"He is an unhappy man, Dorothy, as all men deserve to be, who sell +themselves for money. He had better ha' died in yon battle, than tied +himself to that woman." + +Dorothy thought so too, but she gave no expression to her thoughts. She +merely remarked, "that the marriage might turn out better than Mrs. +Rushmere expected." + +The meeting between Dorothy and her lover had been less painful than she +had anticipated. She no longer regretted the separation which had +occasioned her so much anguish, but fervently thanked God that his +providence had so ordered it, and she knew from the deep sense of +gratitude that overflowed her heart, that it was for the best; that +Gilbert Rushmere, though greatly improved in his appearance and manners, +was not the man to make her happy. + +The enlargement of her own mind, and the society of intelligent people, +had made her crave for something higher and better, mentally and +morally, than he could ever bestow. She entertained for him much of the +old sisterly affection which she felt for him when they were boy and +girl, but nothing beyond. + +She did not like his wife, but excused the hostility of her manner +towards herself. If she had been made aware of the relation which once +existed between her and Gilbert, she thought it perfectly natural. +Placed in the same situation as Mrs. Gilbert, she might feel a little +jealous of an old love too. In this opinion, Dorothy greatly underrated +the high sense of moral rectitude which actuated her general conduct. +Under the greatest provocation she would have despised herself for +wantonly wounding the feelings of another. + +She longed to leave the house, for she dreaded the insolence of Mrs. +Gilbert and her mother; but Mrs. Rushmere had so pathetically entreated +her to stay and nurse her, that she felt that it would be the height of +ingratitude to refuse a last request made by a dying friend, and of one +to whom she owed so much. + +She wanted to go and consult Mrs. Martin, who would point out the best +course to pursue in avoiding unpleasant collisions with Gilbert's +friends, but she was kept so fully employed, that no opportunity +presented itself. + +In the meanwhile, Martha Wood had not been idle in the kitchen; by the +dint of cajoling and flattering Polly, she had wormed out of her some of +the family secrets, which she lost no time in turning into capital. +When called by her mistress to attend her to her chamber at night, she +came with a face full of importance, as if she had something very +particular to communicate. + +"Well, Martha, how have you got through the day?" cried Mrs. Gilbert, +opening her eyes a little wider than usual, as her confidant approached +to undress her. + +"Oh, badly enough, ma'am; that Polly Welton is a horrid low creature, +not above six months out of the workhouse." + +"You ought to have a fellow feeling for her, Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert +spitefully. + +"I was not a workhouse bird, Mrs. Rushmere," returned Martha, swelling +and puffing out her broad cheeks. "You know that well enough. My father +was a gentleman, and I was brought up at a private institution, at his +expense." + +"You need not try to fool me about that, Martha. You have attempted +often enough, but it won't go down. Your father might, or might not have +been a gentleman. You were a natural child, and your mother a poor +creature, who got her living on the streets. So no more of your fine +airs to me. What have you been doing with yourself all day?" + +"Sitting in the kitchen nursing Jewel," said the girl, with a sulky +scowl. + +"You might have been doing something. Why did not you offer to help the +girl wash the dishes?" + +"When you are mistress here, I will do what you bid me. I have no call +to wait upon them." + +"But they will not keep you for nothing, Martha." + +"I don't want them. If you are not satisfied, give me my release and let +me go. I could soon get a better place." + +"Nonsense! You must do as I bid you, and see that you help that girl +Polly in her work to-morrow." + +"You would not wish me to help her, if you knew all the vile things she +said of you," replied Martha, in an audible aside. + +"Of me! What could she say of me? She knows nothing of me or my +affairs." + +"She did not say she did. But she said that you were old and ugly, and +not to be compared with Miss Dolly. That you had not a single good +feature in your face. What do you think of the picture?" + +"The wretch! But how came she to say all this?" + +"Just because I asked her who the plain dark girl was that Mrs. Rushmere +called Dorothy. She fired up, like a vulgar vixen as she is, and +defended her friend by abusing you. I thought we should have come from +words to blows, for I could not sit by and hear my _own_ mistress abused +after that fashion. But if you wish me to help her of course I can." + +"I'll tell Gilbert. I'll complain to Mr. Rushmere," sobbed Sophia, +crying for rage. "If he suffers me to be insulted by his servant I'll +leave the house. I've no doubt that Dorothy is at the bottom of it +all--who, and what is she?" + +"Some child that Mrs. Rushmere adopted years ago. Polly told me, that it +was for love of her that Mr. Gilbert ran away and listed for a soldier, +because the old man would not give his consent, and this Dorothy refused +to marry him." + +Mrs. Gilbert's misery was now complete. She sat down in a chair, with +her fair hair all loose about her shoulders, staring at the incendiary +in a wild vacant manner. At this unfortunate moment, Gilbert entered the +room. Hurrying up to his wife, he demanded the cause of her distress. + +"Are you a man, Gilbert Rushmere?" she said, slowing rising and +confronting him, "to allow your wife to be insulted by your father's +menials?" + +"How, and in what manner, Sophy?" She repeated the tale of her wrongs as +Martha had told them. Gilbert's eye flashed--he turned them angrily upon +Martha, who was secretly enjoying the mischief she had made. + +"Go to your bed, girl, and let me never hear any of this vile tattling +again. It is such stories, carried from one to the other, that ruin the +peace of families." + +Martha knew that the arrows she had launched had struck home, and left +the room without a word in her defence. + +Gilbert turned sorrowfully to his wife, who was crying violently. + +"Sophy, if you will encourage that girl in bringing you tales about +other members of the family, how can we ever live in peace? You know the +imperative necessity of curbing your temper, until I am able in some +way to provide a living for you. Why will you frustrate all my plans for +your comfort by this childish folly?" + +"How dare you talk to me, sir, in that strain; when you had the +dastardly cruelty of bringing me down here to live in the same house as +your former mistress?" She rose and stood before him, with her hand +raised in a menacing attitude, and a smile of scorn writhing her lip. + +"Good heavens! Sophia, what do you mean?" + +"I mean what I say, sir. It is useless for you to deny facts so +apparent. Will you have the assurance to say to me that you do not love +this girl--this Dorothy Chance?" + +"The love I _once felt for her_? Certainly not." + +"The love you still feel for her?" demanded the angry wife. + +"Sophia, I am a married man." + +"Yes, sir, I know it to my cost. But that is no answer to my question. I +despise the hypocritical evasion. You know in your heart that you prefer +this woman to your wife." + +"You will force me to do so, Sophia, if you go on at this unreasonable +rate. You must be aware that Dorothy Chance was brought up with me under +this roof, and it was natural that I should feel something more than +brotherly love for a creature so beautiful and good." + +"Stop! Hold your tongue. I won't hear another word," screamed Sophy. +"Such a confession is enough to drive me mad." + +"It has nothing to do with you, wife. All this is past and gone, and +happened before ever I saw you. If my father would have given his +consent to our marriage, you would never have been so unfortunate as to +become my wife, and I should never have been tricked into the belief +that you loved me, and were a woman of fortune." He laughed bitterly, +for he saw that this latter observation had completely silenced his +wife, who slowly and sullenly retreated towards the bed; and he +continued: + +"My love for Dorothy, at that time, was a species of madness. I loved +her with all my heart and soul, with every faculty of mind and body. She +was young, gay, and light-hearted, and, I thought, returned my passion +very coldly. I was impatient of delay, and very jealous. I urged her to +marry me without waiting for the old man's consent. She had promised him +not to do so, and stood to her word, refusing my hand before his very +face. + +"My God! shall I ever forget the mortification and rage of that moment. +I could have killed her. My red-hot love turned to ice. I left the house +wishing never to see her face again, and, perhaps, had I known that she +was still here, I never should have thrown myself in her way. Are you +satisfied now, Sophia? I think you ought to be, after such a degrading +confession." + +His wife did not answer, though she heard every word. She had slipped +into bed and pretended to be sound asleep. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + A DEAD DOG. + + +Before Gilbert went to sleep that night, he fully determined to tell his +father the real state of his affairs, and throw himself and his family +upon his charity, until something should enable him to get a decent +living. The loss of his arm was a great drawback, he well knew; but he +had the reputation of being an excellent practical farmer, which made +him entertain strong hopes of being employed as a bailiff, or overseer, +on some gentleman's estate. + +He trusted that Lord Wilton would assist him in procuring such a +situation, and, probably, would employ him on his own property, in +return for the service he had rendered his son. + +He knew that his father was a close calculator of domestic expenditure; +that he would soon be tired of keeping such a large addition to his +family, without receiving an equivalent from them in money or services. +He might grumble now and then of having to board him and his wife +gratis; but the additional expense of Mrs. Rowly and the servant, for +any length of time, would make him outrageous. + +In everything pertaining to household matters, Sophia was as ignorant as +a child. She had been brought up to catch a rich husband, not to soil +her pretty white hands with work, to spend her time before the glass in +adorning her person, or to lie on a sofa reading novels. He had urged +her, before leaving London, to part with Martha, but she obstinately +refused to do so. + +"The idea of waiting upon herself," she said, "was not to be tolerated +for a moment. Martha's term of apprenticeship had not expired, and she +was bound to keep her. And as to dear mamma, she must accompany them, +for she had no money to procure a lodging elsewhere." + +What was to be done with such impracticable people, was beyond Gilbert's +power to devise. He turned and tossed all night, and the day broke and +found him as undecided as ever. + +In the morning he walked out after breakfast to the hay-field with his +father, and had an excellent opportunity of getting the trouble that +perplexed him off his mind, but his courage failed him altogether, and +he put off the dreaded disclosure that he was utterly destitute from +day to day. + +His wife at last suggested that he had better tell his mother, and leave +it to her to break the matter to Mr. Rushmere, entreating him, at the +same time, to spare her in the relation as much as he possibly could. + +Since the day of their arrival at Heath Farm, Mrs. Rushmere had rapidly +declined, and was now entirely confined to her own room, which Dorothy +never left, without it was to arrange with Polly the cooking and the +necessary work of the day. + +Gilbert generally went up to spend an hour with his mother during the +absence of her kind nurse, and in one of these interviews, he informed +her of his humiliating position, and implored her advice and assistance +in his present emergency. + +Mrs. Rushmere was greatly distressed by his communication. Simple and +natural as a child herself, she possessed a great insight into +character, and though she seldom saw either of the women with whom her +son had unfortunately connected himself, she had read their characters, +and foresaw, in case of her death, the miserable life that her dear old +partner would lead with either of them as mistress of the house. + +Dorothy, of course, would have to leave, directly she had followed her +to the grave. She reproached herself for keeping the poor girl in her +present disagreeable position, but Dorothy had promised her to put up +with every insult and slight patiently for her sake, and Mrs. Rushmere +rightly conjectured that the time of her emancipation was not far +distant. + +"Well, my poor son, I will speak to your father about this sad business. +You must not be impatient, if he feels angry and resentful. I know how +he rejoiced in the idea of your being a rich man. This will be a cruel +disappointment to him." + +"Oh, mother dear, it was his fault. Had he been only a little less +avaricious, I might at this moment have been a happy man." He laid his +head beside her on the pillow, and wept like a child. + +That night, Mr. Rushmere was duly informed of the communication Gilbert +had made to his mother. He had, however, carefully concealed the +duplicity of his wife, with regard to the fortune, by saying that she +had fully believed that she was to be heir to her uncle's property, and +was as much disappointed as himself. Old Rushmere sat for some time +beside his wife's bed astonished and almost stupefied. + +"Oh, dang it, wife," he broke out at last, "this is a confounded bad +business, and ruination to us all. To think that the boy should be sich +a simple fool, to go an' marry a woman older nor himself without being +sure o' the money. Sold his commission too, and to pay her debts--worse +and worse--an' nothing but the pension for his wound to depend on to +keep his wife an' mother from starving. Well, well, that ever Lawrence +Rushmere should be father to such a simpleton." + +"Lawrence," and Mrs. Rushmere took the large brown hand of her husband +between her thin pale hands, "you must forgive him for my sake." + +"Dang it, wife. How am I going to keep all this posse o' people. It's +unreasonable, that it be; a' won't do it." + +"He be your only son, Lawrence, all that will soon be left to you o' +me." + +"Oh, Mary, you are not going to leave me, not yet, not yet. A few more +years and then we must both go. But oh, not yet, not yet, my dear, good +wife. Get hearty and well, and old Larry will do all you require o' +him." The stout old yeoman bent over the pillow, and kissed the pale +meek face of his wife, and the tears from her gentle blue eyes. + +"Well, Larry, dear, you must do this for me whiles I be living. Give +your son an' his family a home, until such time as poor Gilly's arm's +healed, an' he be able to help himself. You are not a poor man, husband, +an' can spare this much for an only son. An' remember he might have done +better if ye would only ha' let him." + +"Aye, I'm sorry for that now. Doll would have made him a better wife +than his butterfly o' a woman. If so be, I have to keep her, Gilly must +set her to work, an' the old mother likewise. I'm not going to keep a +house full o' sarvants to wait upon them." + +"Neighbour Sly wants a girl, an' will take Polly off your hands, +Lawrence, an' this Martha Wood can fill her place. But leave me +Dorothy, my darling Dorothy, till I be gone. It won't be long." + +On the whole, Rushmere behaved better than could be expected. At dinner, +he told Gilbert that his mother had informed him of his troubles, and he +was willing to take him as partner in the farm; he was to manage the +concern and dispose of all the produce, sharing the returns equally with +him. + +Dorothy looked earnestly at the old man, when he made this proposal. She +knew enough of human nature to feel convinced that it would never work +well. That old Rushmere would never consent to act under the direction +of his son, and that his labourers, who were very fond of him, would +never serve two masters. But her influence for good in that house was +over. Advice or remonstrance with a man of Rushmere's obstinate +character was alike vain. + +Gilbert was profuse in his expressions of gratitude, which were echoed +by the ladies. + +"And now, my dear," said the old man, turning to Mrs. Gilbert, "I can't +afford to keep idle folk. What can you do for a living; can you cook?" + +"I never was brought up to kitchen work, father," returned Mrs. Gilbert, +in a very bland voice, "but I can try." + +"Dolly can teach you." + +"I shan't trouble her," muttered the newly installed mistress of the +house. "A woman of sense surely may acquire a knowledge of such trifling +matters without any particular instructions." + +"Ah, my dear, but it requires experience," said Rushmere. "It don't want +a person to be able to read an' write, to brew good ale an' make sweet +butter, an' bake light bread; but it do want practical knowledge o' such +work, as Dorothy here can tell you. She be a first rate housekeeper." + +"You need not refer me to Dorothy Chance, Mr. Rushmere, while my own +mother is present. She always was considered a capital manager." + +"I dessay, I dessay," quoth Rushmere, nodding pleasantly towards the +lady in question. "Mrs. Rowly looks like a woman well acquainted with +work, an' it would be strange if you could not manage the house an' +dairy between you." + +"I think, Mr. Rushmere, there will be no occasion to employ so many +hands in the kitchen," said Mrs. Rowly, glancing significantly at +Dorothy. "Surely my daughter and Martha, with the assistance I can give +them, ought to be sufficient." + +"Certainly, certainly," cried old Rushmere, "those be exactly my +sentiments, ma'am. Too many cooks spoil the broth. Polly goes, when her +month expires, to Mrs. Sly's; an' Dorothy, when my dear old wife----" +The farmer stopped short. He could not finish the sentence. + +"Cannot I nurse Mrs. Rushmere?" said Mrs. Rowly. "I have had a great +deal of experience in that way." + +"No doubt you could," said Rushmere. "Howsomever she won't suffer any +one to help her but Dorothy." + +"I shall leave you, father, the moment my services are no longer +required," said Dorothy. "I have a good home and kind friends to go to. +It is only on dear mother's account that I have remained so long. I +shall gladly resign to Mrs. Gilbert my place in the house." + +The next morning, on going into the kitchen, Dorothy found Mrs. Gilbert +and her mother up to their eyes in business, examining the contents of +cupboards and pantries, and making a great litter and confusion +everywhere. + +She was told when she offered her assistance in restoring the place to +order, that her services were not required by Mrs. Gilbert, whom she +must now consider as mistress of the house, that she must not presume to +interfere with Martha Wood and her work, but confine herself entirely to +Mrs. Rushmere's chamber. + +And Mrs. Gilbert commenced her reign over Heath Farm, by treating +Dorothy and Polly as creatures beneath her notice, and decidedly in the +way, while she encouraged Martha in her mischievous tattling, until she +set Polly and her by the ears together. + +Old Rushmere grumbled over the badly cooked dinners, the heavy bread and +sour butter, and blamed Dorothy for what certainly she could not help. + +One morning Dorothy went down into the kitchen to prepare a little broth +for the poor invalid. The fire was out, and everything in the greatest +confusion. A greasy unwashed floor and dirty towels, and dusters +scattered around on tables and chairs. It was impossible to get the +least thing done without worry and difficulty. + +"Polly," she said very gently, "while you remain here you should do your +duty to your employers. Why is your kitchen so dirty, and your fire +always out, when I want to cook broth or gruel for your poor sick +mistress? Things should not be in this disgraceful condition, and you +have Martha to help you." + +"Martha help me. Lauk, Miss Dorothy, she be no help to a body, she make +all the dirt and muddle she can. She do take my nice white dish keeler +to wash her missus' dirty dawg. I can't prevent her. I says to her only +yesterday, if a' do that agen, I'll tell Miss Dorothy. 'Go to the +devil,' says she, 'with yer. Miss Dorothy she be no missus o' mine. Mrs. +Gilbert's missus here now. I'd like to hear Doll Chance dare to set me +to work.' My heart's a breakin' wi' her dirty ways and her saucy +impertinence. I'm right glad I'm going to-morrow; the old house a'nt +like it wor." + +"But this don't excuse you, Polly, for letting the fire out." + +"Mrs. Gilbert told me hersel to let the fire go down directly the +breakfus wor over. 'Miss Dorothy wull want it,' says I, 'to make the old +missus her broth.' 'Let her want,' says she, 'or make it hersel. I don't +mean to attend to her wants, I can tell you.'" + +"Alas, alas!" sighed Dorothy, "what a house of misrule. Poor old father, +how will it be with him by and bye, when they begin to abuse their power +so early?" + +Like the sailors, she saw breakers ahead, but had no power to steer the +vessel off the rocks. + +"Missus Gilbert," continued Polly, glad of getting some one to whom she +could tell her griefs, "is allers jawing me, for not doing the work. But +while her fat lazy girl sits doing naught, but towzleing the dawg, I'm +not a' goin to kill mysel wi' work." + +"Bear it patiently for a few hours, Polly. You will soon be free now. +Run, there's a good girl to the woodstack, and bring some sticks to +rekindle the fire." + +In a few minutes, Polly rushed back to the kitchen, and flung an arm +full of sticks down with a bang upon the hearth that could be heard all +over the house, and holding up her hands cried out at the top of her +voice. "A's been an' gone an' done it. I knew a' wud, directly a' got a +chance." + +"Done what?" demanded Dorothy, her cheeks blanching with terror. + +"Ow'r Pincher ha' chawed up yon lump o' white wool." + +"Killed Mrs. Gilbert's little poodle?" + +"Ah, as dead as a door nail." + +"I am sorry for it, very sorry. She will make an awful fuss about it, +Polly. Did you see Pincher do it?" + +"No, but Martha says a' did it. She oughter to know. See, she be coming +in, crying an' roaring as if it wor a dead child." + +Martha ran into the kitchen carrying the dead dog in her arms, screaming +and shouting in a state of great excitement. + +"Oh the precious Jewel? the darling pet! What will my mistress say? How +shall I tell her? Oh, oh, oh." + +Hearing from the next room the outcries of her servant, Mrs. Gilbert +hurried in and demanded what all the noise was about. + +"Oh, ma'am, just look here at your beautiful dog," sobbed Martha, +holding up the little creature, from whose throat the blood was dripping +all over the floor. + +"Who has dared to ill use my dog?" cried Sophy Rushmere, not yet aware +he was dead, and she turned and glared at Polly with the ferocity of a +tigress. + +"Oh, he is dead!" screamed Martha, "stone dead." + +"Who killed him?" + +"The horrid brute Pincher." + +"Call Mr. Gilbert to shoot the monster." + +"A' can't do it, ma'am," said Polly, very innocently. "A' ha' got but +one arm." + +"Hold your tongue you impudent jade. I have no doubt you set the other +dog to worry him." Mrs. Gilbert took the dead dog in her arms and cried +aloud. + +Dorothy went up to her, and very kindly offered to examine the little +animal, and ascertain whether he was really dead. + +"Don't touch him!" screamed Sophy, pushing her rudely away. "I dare say +you are glad of his death, and know more about it than you choose to +say." + +Dorothy drew back with an air of disgust. "I can excuse your grief +and annoyance at the death of the poor dog, who was a pretty harmless +little creature, but not your insulting those who never injured him. +Perhaps if it were a fellow-creature, you would not feel the least +distress about it." + +"Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert, paying no heed to her, "go and call your +master. I will be revenged on that ferocious beast. If he refuses to +kill him, I will kill him myself." + +Dorothy became suddenly aware of the danger that threatened her old +favourite. + +"Good heavens!" she thought, "this cruel woman will never execute her +threat. Gilbert will not suffer her to destroy the good old dog." + +"Mrs. Gilbert," she said in a voice of entreaty, "I hope you do not mean +to hurt the dog. It is the nature of these animals to quarrel and fight +with each other. The death of Pincher would do you no good, while it +would greatly distress Mrs. Rushmere, who loves the dog." + +"Oh, I suppose you care nothing about him, when I see you feeding and +caressing him every day. You have no regard for my feelings. There was +nothing in the world I loved so well as my dog." + +"Not even your husband, Sophy?" said Gilbert, who just then came in. +"Now don't expect me to be very sorry for the death of my rival. When +Martha came running to me in the field, I thought something terrible had +happened." + +"Could anything be worse?" sobbed his wife, kissing the head of her dead +favourite. "If you have any regard for me, Gilbert, you will just go out +and kill the hateful wretch that murdered him." + +"Kill Pincher! I would lose my other arm first." + +"God bless you, Gilbert!" cried Dorothy, with her eyes full of tears. "I +felt certain you would never kill such an old friend." + +That speech, meant for his good, decided the fate of poor Pincher. A +sinister smile passed over Mrs. Gilbert's pale face. She dropped the +body of Jewel upon the floor, and left the room. + +After she was gone, Gilbert took up the animal and carefully examined +the wound. + +"Pincher never did this. The dog has been stabbed with a knife. The +jugular vein is completely severed. I never cared much for the creature, +who gave more trouble than a child, but it was a dastardly thing to do." + +"I saw Pincher do it," said Martha, sulkily. + +"You saw no such thing," retorted her master. "It is a base lie. It is +more likely you did it yourself." + +Martha gave way to a fresh burst of hysterical crying and ran upstairs +to her mistress. Gilbert called Polly to fetch a spade and bury the +dead dog in the garden. + +"Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert, as that worthy came into her chamber, "shut +the door and come here to me. I will give you half a crown if you will +hang the dog Pincher." + +"La, ma'am, keep your money. It's Dorothy Chance's dog, and I'll hang +him to spite her. She's fonder of that ugly cur, than ever you were of +Jewel. It will vex her dreadfully if anything happens amiss to him." + +"So much the better," cried the amiable Sophia. "I shall then be +revenged on them both." + +So Pincher was hung without judge or jury, as innocent of the crime for +which he paid the penalty, as many a poor creature condemned upon +circumstantial evidence had been before him. + +Dorothy was the first to discover her old favourite, dangling from the +low branch of an apple tree in the orchard. A cry of anguish and +surprise brought Mr. Rushmere and Gilbert to the spot. + +"Dolly, girl! What's the matter?" cried the yeoman, "your face is as +white as a sheet!" + +Dorothy answered by pointing to the dog, and walked away to hide her +tears. + +Gilbert, hardly less distressed than herself, guessed the truth in a +moment. His father, flew into a frenzy of passion, and threatened to +inflict all sorts of punishment on the dastardly rascals who had killed +his faithful brave old dog. + +"A man would never have done it," muttered Gilbert. "This is the work of +a jealous woman." + +And he felt the deepest abhorrence for the author of the outrage. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + DEATH IN ANOTHER SHAPE. + + +In the afternoon Mrs. Martin walked up to the farm to see Mrs. Rushmere +and Dorothy, and to call upon their new friends. Dorothy had not been to +the parsonage for three weeks, and her place at church and in the Sunday +school had been vacant. Mr. Martin and his wife suspected that all was +not right with Dorothy; that either her mother was worse, or that she +was so fatigued with overwork that she was unable to attend to these +important duties; both were convinced that Dorothy would never desert +her post unless compelled to do so. Mrs. Martin had been confined to +the house by the dangerous illness of little Johnnie, whom the doctor +had only pronounced that day out of danger. Anxious as she was to learn +in what manner Dorothy had borne the meeting with her lover, and whether +his wife and mother were agreeable people, she had not been able to +leave the sick-bed of her child to satisfy her natural curiosity. When +Dorothy opened the door, she was startled by her pale face and altered +appearance. + +"My dear girl, are you ill?" + +"Not ill--only heartsick, weary of the world and its ways. If it were +not for the love of a few dear friends, I could leave it to-morrow +without the least regret." + +As she said this, the poor girl looked so sadly and earnestly into Mrs. +Martin's face, that it brought the tears into her eyes. + +"You must have thought that we had forsaken you altogether; but Johnnie +has been very ill, alarmingly so; and I could not leave him to the care +of the servant. Henry would have been up to see you, but since Mr. +Fitzmorris has left us, every moment of his time has been occupied, as +he is obliged to take the charge of both the parishes, with the +additional care of the Sunday schools; I have been unable to attend my +class, and your absence threw all the work upon him." + +"Mr. Fitzmorris gone?" Dorothy turned pale and almost gasped for breath. +"What took him away?" + +"A sad, sad accident. Did no one tell you of it." + +"My dear Mrs. Martin, how should I hear the news of the parish. I am +confined all day, and sometimes during the greater part of the night, to +my mother's sick-room. But tell me about Mr. Fitzmorris; I have felt +grieved and hurt at his seeming desertion of us, when Mrs. Rushmere +grew so much worse. Is anything amiss with Lord Wilton?" + +"His lordship has written once to his nephew, since he left England. In +his letter he spoke very despondingly of the health of his son. Mr. +Fitzmorris' sudden departure from Hadstone had no reference to the Earl +or his affairs. In truth, Dorothy, it is a sad tale. His brother is +dead. Lost his life by a fall from his horse in a steeple chase. Mr. +Fitzmorris was sent for in all haste. He started immediately, and though +his brother was living when he arrived at ----, he was unconscious, and +never recovered his senses before he died. Poor Mr. Fitzmorris feels +this dreadfully, and keenly regrets that he was not able to prepare him +for the awful change from time to eternity--that his brother should die +in his sins among gamblers and men of the world, who had dissipated his +fortune and led him astray." + +"It is dreadful!" said Dorothy. "I know how he feels it; I believe that +if he could have saved his brother's soul by the sacrifice of his own, +he would have done it. But will he ever return to Hadstone?" + +"Directly he can arrange his brother's affairs, which are in a state of +great confusion. His reckless extravagance has involved the estate, and +Gerard is afraid, that when everything is sold, there will hardly be +enough to satisfy the creditors. You know how honest and upright he is, +and how it will pain him if he thought these people would suffer loss +through any one belonging to him. He carries this romantic sense of +honesty so far, that Henry is afraid that he will give up his property +to pay these debts." + +"He is so noble! How I honour him for it!" cried Dorothy. "How cruel it +was of me to blame him for neglect, when he was not only at the post of +duty, but suffering such anguish of mind. How cautious we should be in +judging the actions of others. I can scarcely forgive myself for +harbouring against him an unkind thought." + +"And how is dear Mrs. Rushmere?" said her friend, anxious to turn the +conversation into another channel, when she saw the big, bright tears +that trembled on Dorothy's eyelids. + +"She is fast sinking. We may not hope to keep her here much longer. I +read and pray with her whenever she is able to bear it. But, oh, dear +Mrs. Martin, my reading and praying is so different from his! I did so +long to see him and hear him again." + +"Do not look so despondingly, Dorothy. You will soon see him again. In +the meanwhile, tell me about Gilbert, and how you met." + +"As friends--nothing more. I might add, scarcely as friends. I am so +thankful that my heart was weaned from him months ago. I now marvel +at myself how I ever could have felt for him the passionate affection I +did, or how his desertion could plunge me into such intense grief." + +Mrs. Martin pressed her hand warmly. + +"I expected as much. And his wife?" + +"Don't ask me what I think of her;" and Dorothy waved her hands +impatiently. + +"Your silence is eloquent, Dorothy. And when can you come to me?" + +"When dear mother no longer requires my services. At times she suffers +cruel agony, but she bears it with angelic patience. She will be +delighted to see you." + +Dorothy led the way to the sick chamber. They found Mrs. Rushmere awake +and in a very happy frame of mind; she greeted Mrs. Martin with +unaffected pleasure, and talked cheerfully and hopefully of her +approaching end. She made no comment on her son's marriage, and +scarcely alluded to his wife, expressing great thankfulness that she had +been permitted to see Gilbert before she died. + +"Dear Mrs. Martin," she said, "I need scarcely ask you to be kind to +Dorothy when she has no longer a mother to love and care for her, or a +home here in which she can live in peace. A loving daughter she has been +to me, a faithful and devoted nurse. The blessing she has been to me in +this cruel and loathsome illness, the good God who gave her to me alone +knows. That He may bless and reward her when I am in the clay is my +constant prayer. May she never want a friend in her hour o' need." + +Mrs. Martin stooped and kissed the pale earnest face of the dying woman. + +"God will raise her up friends, never fear. The good Father never +forsakes those who love and honour him." + +Mrs. Rushmere threw her arms about her visitor's neck, and drew her +head down to the pillow, while she whispered in her ear, "Take her out +o' this, Mrs. Martin, as soon as I am gone. These strange women are +killing her with their hard, unfeeling ways. It is a'most breaking my +poor heart to see the dear child pining day by day." + +"She will have her reward, my dear old friend, no one ever loses by +suffering in a good cause." + +Mrs. Martin sat for some time with the invalid, and explained to her the +cause why Mr. Fitzmorris and her husband had not been up to see her, and +promised that Mr. Martin should visit her on the morrow. On inquiring of +Martha Wood for Mrs. Rowly and her daughter, she was not sorry to learn +that they had walked down to the village. + +"In the humour I feel towards them," she said to Dorothy, "I would +rather that they made the acquaintance of my handwriting than of me." + +It was Dorothy's practice to visit Mrs. Rushmere the first thing in the +morning, and carry her a cup of tea before the inmates of the house were +stirring. Mr. Rushmere slept in the same room with his wife, but, since +her illness, occupied a separate bed. As Dorothy unclosed the chamber +door, she was startled by a low, hoarse moaning, that seemed to proceed +from the bed of the invalid. Alarmed at such an unusual occurrence, she +hurried forward; the cup dropped from her hand, and, with a wild cry, +she flung herself upon the bed, and clasped in her arms the still, pale +figure that, for so many years, she had loved and honoured as her +mother. + +Mr. Rushmere was kneeling upon the floor, his face buried in the +coverlid, holding in his trembling grasp the thin, white hand that no +longer responded to the pressure. + +"Mother! dear, blessed mother!" sobbed Dorothy, "speak to me again. One +word, one little word. You must not leave me for ever without your love +and blessing!" + +"Alas! my child, she cannot, death has silenced the kind voice for +ever," groaned the stricken old man. "My wife! my precious wife! I never +knew half your value until now. All that you were, and have been to me. +Oh speak to me, Mary, my lost darling, smile once more upon me as in the +happy days gone by. Say that you forgive your Larry for all that he has +said and done amiss. You were allers an angel of kindness to a stern +husband. I have been a hard man to you; but I loved you with my whole +heart, though I could not allers tell you how dear you were." + +"She was quite sensible of your affection, dear father, and would grieve +to hear you reproach yourself; we have all our faults of temper. Mother +made every allowance for that. She knew how truly you loved her, that +your heart was in the right place. How did she die?" + +The old man raised his head, and looked long and fondly on the still +calm face of his dead wife. + +"Sleeping as you see her there, Dorothy, as sweet and peacefully as a +little child. The Lord bless her. She was surely one o' his gentle +lambs. She generally spoke to me when the sun rose, an' told me to call +up the folk to their work. About half an hour ago, I heard her own dear +voice call me three times. 'Larry, Larry, Larry! it be time for thee to +wake up out o' sleep. The Lord calls upon thee to rise. The night is far +spent, the morning is at hand in which thou must give to him an account +of the deeds done in the flesh.' I jump up, all in a cold sweat an' +cries out trembling all over with a deadly fear. 'Mary, did'st thee +call?' An awful stillness filled the room. No answer came. The sun +shone right upon the still pale face, an' told me all. It was a voice +from heaven that spoke, the dear angel had been dead for hours." + +Again his heart sank upon the coverlid, and the strong frame shook with +the still stronger agony that mastered him. Dorothy thought it best to +leave nature to deal with him, who is ever the best physician and +comforter of the wounded heart, while she went to rouse the household, +and take necessary steps to perform the last sad offices for the dead. + +In a few minutes all was hurry and alarm, as the suddenly aroused +inmates of the house rushed half-dressed into the chamber of death. + +In vain Gilbert Rushmere tried to lead his father into another room; the +heartbroken old man resisted every effort to separate him from his +wife. The common-place condolences of Mrs. Rowly and her daughter were +alike unheeded. It was useless to tell him that it was a merciful +release from great suffering, that Mrs. Rushmere dying in her sleep had +been saved the pain and agony of a separation from her family, or that +she was now an angel in heaven. + +The bereaved old man admitted all this; but looked upon her death, as +far as he was concerned, as the greatest calamity. A loss so terrible +and overwhelming, that he disdained to ask of heaven fortitude to bear +it, and he drove these Job's comforters out of his room, in the frenzy +of his great sorrow. + +"Do not torture him," sobbed Dorothy, "with this cruel kindness. However +well meant, his mind is not in a state to bear it. Leave him alone with +his dead for one little hour, till nature softens his sorrow with the +holy balm of tears. The shock has been so sudden that his mind is +prostrated with the blow. He will recover himself when left alone with +the beloved. The silent eloquence of that sweet calm face will do more +to restore him to peace, than all we can say to reconcile him to his +loss." + +"Oh, if she had only spoken to me before she died;" groaned Rushmere. "I +should not feel so bad. I could bear my misfortune like a man. If she +had only said in her soft kind voice. 'God bless you, Lawrence,' it +would ha' been something to think on, in the long lonesome nights +afore me; but she left me without a word. How can I sleep in peace in my +comfortable warm bed, knowing her to be alone in the cold earth. Oh, +Mary! my love, my treasure! How can I live a' wanting thee." + +After a pause of some minutes, he looked up from the dead wife to his +son, who was leaning against the bed-post, his face covered with his +sole remaining hand. + +"You may well mourn for your mother, Gilbert, many a salt tear she shed +for you. The grief she felt for your cruel desertion broke down her +constitution, and brought her to this." + +"Father, I was not alone to blame," said Gilbert, in a hoarse voice. + +"Yes--yes, lay the fault on the old man, he has no one now to take his +part, but that poor lass whose heart he nearly broke." + +"Father," whispered Dorothy, gently taking his hand. "Mother forgot and +forgave that long ago. She loved you and Gilbert too well to cherish +animosity against either. We are all human and prone to err. If she +could speak, she would tell you to banish all these sinful +heart-burnings, these useless recriminations, and prepare to follow her +to the better land, where she has found peace and assurance for ever." + +"I will, I will, if so be I could only find the way," responded +Rushmere, with a heavy sigh. "Oh, God forgive me! I am a sinful man. I +wish I could follow her dear steps, for I am a' weary o' my life." + +He laid his head upon the pillow beside his wife, and the tears streamed +from his closed eyelids down his pale cheeks. + +"Come, let us leave him," said Dorothy. "He will feel calmer soon. And +here is dear Mr. Martin, who can better soothe him in his grief than we +can. Oh, I am so glad you are come," she whispered to the good curate, +as she followed the rest of the family from the room. "He is dreadfully +afflicted. Poor old father, he loved her so much." + +The four days that intervened between Mrs. Rushmere's death and the +funeral were very trying to Dorothy. She had to receive so many +visitors, and listen to so many unfeeling remarks and questions +regarding her future position in the Rushmere family, put to her with +the coarse bluntness of uneducated people, who could not realize her +grief for the loss of one who was not a blood relation. "Was she +going," they asked, "to remain at the farm, or to take service +elsewhere?" and they expressed great surprise that young Mrs. Rushmere +had suffered her to remain there so long. Then, she was asked to give +minute particulars regarding the terrible disease of which her +foster-mother had died; of how she bore her sufferings, what doctor she +employed, and what remedies had been applied? All this was trying enough +to a sensitive mind; but they went further still, and utterly regardless +of the wounds they were inflicting, demanded of the weeping girl, "If +Mrs. Rushmere had left her anything, and who was to get her clothes?" + +This important piece of information, was urged by no less a personage +than Letty Barford, who in company with her mother-in-law and Miss +Watling, called to look at the corpse. + +"I think Mrs. Rushmere has done enough for her," said Miss Watling as +they descended the stairs, "keeping her for so many years after all the +trouble she has made in the family." + +This was not said in Dorothy's hearing, but addressed to Mrs. Gilbert +and her mother, to whom the party were offering their condolence. + +"These interlopers are always a nuisance in families," said Mrs. Rowly. +"This Dorothy Chance is a good enough girl, but my daughter will be very +glad to get rid of her. It does not do to have two mistresses in a +house, and she has been used to have her own way in everything." + +"It was but natural," suggested the elder Mrs. Barford. "She was more +than a daughter to them, and it must have been trying to Dorothy to give +up the place she had held for so many years, with such credit to +herself, to strangers. I pity her with all my heart; when does she +leave you Mrs. Gilbert?" + +"As soon after the funeral as possible. It is only on the old man's +account that I allowed her to remain here so long. She is the only +creature in the house that can manage him, but it is high time that all +this should be put a stop to." + +"You are perfectly right, Mrs. Gilbert," cried Miss Watling. "I think +you have shown great forbearance in tolerating the presence of such a +dangerous person in the house so long. While she was kept in her place +as servant of all work, it was all very well; but since the Earl has +taken her under his especial patronage, there is no bounds to her +assumption and insolence. Would you believe it, ladies, he is paying for +her education, and is actually having her taught to play upon the +piano." + +"Strange, that we never heard a word of this before," cried both the +ladies in a breath. "Is she his mistress?" + +"That's the inference which most people have drawn from such strange +conduct on his part," and Miss Watling shrugged her shoulders +significantly. + +"I don't believe a word of it," cried the elder Mrs. Barford. "I heard +just now, that Dorothy was going to live with Mrs. Martin, and she is +too good a woman to tolerate such doings in her house." + +"It is an easy thing for a man of Lord Wilton's rank and wealth to bribe +people to hold their tongues," sneered Miss Watling. "It is nothing to +me what she is, I shall never give my countenance to a person of +doubtful character, and one so every way my inferior. It is a good thing +for you, Mrs. Gilbert, that it has pleased God to take the old woman, or +this artful girl might make mischief between you and your husband." + +"Oh ma'am, I have no fears on that head," replied Sophia tartly. "I am +not afraid of such a mischance. I saw very little of Mrs. Rushmere, and +considering the nature of her complaint, I think her death a happy +release; and if the old man were to follow his wife, it would not break +my heart--" + +"Sophia, you should not speak your mind so freely," said her mother +shaking her head. "But indeed, ladies, my daughter has been treated with +so little respect by the whole family, that you must not wonder at her +indifference at the death of a mother-in-law, who hardly said a civil +thing to her since she came into the house. Of course it was the +interest of this girl, Chance, to set the old folk against us, in the +hope, which I have every reason to believe she entertained, that they +would leave her all their personal property." + +"Has the old woman left her a legacy?" demanded Letty, with breathless +interest. + +"Not a thing. Her sudden death prevented that. The old man wanted to +give her all his wife's clothes and some of the fine linen, which he +said belonged to Dorothy; but Sophia lifted up her voice against it, and +the creature refused to accept the least thing, when she found that she +could not get all." + +"Just like such domestic sneaks," cried Miss Watling. "I am so glad she +was disappointed. It will serve as a warning to others like her." + +Shaking hands with Mrs. Gilbert in the most affectionate manner, and +hoping that they would soon become excellent friends, Miss Watling and +the two Barfords took their leave, all but the elder of the twain, +delighted with Mrs. Rowly and her daughter, whom Miss Watling +pronounced, a very sweet, lady-like young person. + +Until the morning appointed for the funeral, the poor old yeoman had +confined himself entirely to his own room, beside the coffin which +contained the mortal remains of his wife. On that morning, however, he +rose early; washed his pale, haggard face, and shaved himself, and put +on with unusual care, the mourning suit his son had provided for the +melancholy occasion. Kissing with reverence the cold brow of his wife, +he screwed down the lid of the coffin with his own hands, "that no one," +he said, "should see her again, or rob him of that last look. It was now +time for him to gird up his loins and act like a man." + +Dorothy hearing him stirring, brought up his breakfast, for he had +tasted nothing but bread and water for the last four days, and she knew +that he must be weak and faint from his long fast. She found him +standing behind the closed curtains of the window, looking mournfully +into the court below. At the sound of the light well known footsteps, +he turned to her and held out his hand. Dorothy threw her arms about his +neck, and for some minutes they mingled their tears together. At length, +rousing himself, Rushmere placed his large hand upon her bent head, and +solemnly blessed her. + +"Dolly," he said, "Dolly, my dear child, had I only known the woman that +now fills the place in this house that you ought to have held, I would +ha' seen my right hand struck from my body afore I would ha' refused my +consent to your marriage with Gilbert. I ha' been punished, terribly +punished for my folly and sin, ever since yon deceitful woman came into +my house to lord it over me and mine. Night and day I hear Mary's voice, +repeating to me over an' over again, the words she said to me on that +sorrowful morn that Gilly first left his home, an' I turned you out +friendless upon the pitiless world. You, who I ought to ha' protected +to the last hour o' my life. 'Larry, as a man sows, so must he reap.' +Oh, my daughter, what sort o' a crop am I likely to reap with these +women when you be gone?" + +"They will be kinder to you, father, when I am away." + +"Not a bit, not a bit. It is not in their natur, child. People cannot +act agen natur. The only thing that reconciles me to my Mary's death, +is, that she will not have to put up with their evil tempers, and that +you, Dolly, will be removed from their malice." + +"Dear father, don't vex your mind with anticipating troubles; they +always come soon enough without opening the door to call them in. Come +with me into the next room and eat a bit of breakfast. You have been +fasting too long, and look as weak as a child. I have cooked the steak +with my own hands that you might have it nice." + +"Ay, Dolly, you wor allers a first-rate hand at making good cheer. Yon +Lunnon fine lady wu'd starve a body with her dirty ways." + +"Don't think of her, father," said Dorothy, leading him by the hand like +a child into the adjoining room, where she had a small table neatly +spread, and his breakfast all ready. "You must do justice to my cooking. +It is the last meal your poor Dolly will ever cook for you in the old +house." + +"Oh, that it wor the last a' would ever want to eat," sighed Rushmere, +wiping his eyes, and consenting to partake of the meal so temptingly +spread before him. + +After moving the dishes, Dorothy entreated him to go down stairs, and +take a turn in the open air, to revive him after his confinement in the +close atmosphere of the death-chamber. But this the old man could not be +persuaded to do. + +"I wu'd not ha' minded, Dorothy, had the day been wet." And he looked +sadly toward the window, where the gay sunbeams were glancing through +the closed white drapery, "but such a fine morn as this, wi' the birds +singing gaily, as if they never knew sorrow or care, an' the blessed +beams o' the young sun laughing in the glistening drops o' dew, an' all +things o' God's making, but man, looking so bright and cheery, just +maddens me wi' grief, to think that my Mary will never look upon this +beautiful world again. It doth seem grievous to the wounded heart, that +natur is allers happy; an' to-day I can't stand the smile on her +gladsome face; it wu'd comfort me to see it covered up in storm and +cloud. You know the old saying, Dolly, 'Happy is the corpse that the +rain rains on.'" + +If there was any truth in the old rhyme, Lawrence Rushmere's wish was +gratified. The beautiful morning rapidly clouded over, and just as the +funeral procession left the house, the storm burst over the melancholy +train in awful thunder-claps, accompanied by floods of rain. Every one +was drenched and looked uncomfortable, but the chief mourner. He held up +his sad, pale face to the pitiless shower, as if its desolating progress +was in unison with his own sad heart; nor did the tempest abate its fury +until the sods were piled upon the narrow bed which separated him from +the love of his youth. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + THE FALSE ACCUSATION. + + +Dorothy was not sorry to leave the old homestead. All the old +associations that had endeared it to her, and surrounded its gloomy +walls with an atmosphere of love, were broken up or changed so +completely, that she could no longer recognize them. Even the joyous +bark of old Pincher, rushing forth to greet her, on her return from +church or market, had been silenced, oh, how cruelly. She could not bear +to recall the treachery that had robbed her of an humble, faithful +friend. + +"I cannot recognize the presence of God in this place, as I once did," +she thought, "where every word spoken to me is a provocative to evil, to +do as they do, not to do as I would be done by. I have daily prayed to +be delivered from evil, and kept from temptation, and have too often +yielded to the snares laid to entrap my soul. It is hard to dwell with +the scorner, and escape free from contamination." + +She was just cording her trunk, ready for its removal to the parsonage, +when Mrs. Gilbert suddenly entered the attic. + +"I wish to look into that trunk before you take it away." + +"May I ask why, Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere?" + +"To see that you have taken nothing but what belongs to you." + +"Certainly, if you are mean enough to suspect me of such baseness," and +the hot blood rushed into Dorothy's cheeks, and her dark eyes flashed +with a bright light, that made the cold flaxen haired woman recoil +before them. "But hold," she cried (as Mrs. Gilbert laid her hand +on the trunk,) "I shall not give you the key, except in the presence of +competent witnesses, lest the heart that conceived such an insult should +belie me also." + +Springing down stairs, and scarcely feeling them beneath her feet, she +encountered Gilbert in the hall. + +"Come with me upstairs, Mr. Gilbert." + +"Dorothy, what ails you? Why are you so dreadfully excited? Have you +seen anything?" He had heard of her encounter with the supernatural on +the heath, and for a moment was possessed with the idea that she had +seen the apparition of his mother. + +"It is no risen angel," cried the excited girl, "but a human fiend! I +want you to see. Follow me, Gilbert, if you ever loved me, and vindicate +my honour." + +Alarmed, for he had never seen Dorothy in such a passion before, and +anxious to learn the cause of her distress, he followed her swift +footsteps into the attic, where he found his wife still standing beside +the half-corded trunk, tapping the floor with her foot, and humming the +tune of a country dance. + +She smiled disdainfully, as Dorothy put the key into Gilbert's hand. + +"Here is the key of my trunk; will you please to open it, and empty the +contents upon the floor?" + +"What for Dorothy? you amaze me--what have I to do with it?" + +"To satisfy the suspicions of that woman, I cannot call her lady, the +lie would choke me. She has demanded the inspection of its contents, +lest I should leave the home of my childhood, on the night of my beloved +mother's funeral, with stolen goods in my possession." + +At the mention of Mrs. Rushmere's name, who had so loved and trusted +her, the hot fire of anger was quenched, and she turned so faint, she +had to lean against the low wall of the attic for support. + +"What a fine piece of acting," sneered Sophia, "it's a pity the girl had +not been brought up for the stage." + +"Is it possible, Mrs. Rushmere," and Gilbert looked and spoke sternly, +"that you can have disgraced yourself and me in this outrageous manner, +and cruelly insulted a noble girl, whose shoe latchet you are not worthy +to unloose." + +"Open the trunk. Don't talk in that style to me; I have my doubts as to +this fine young lady's honour, and I don't mean to leave the room until +they are satisfied." + +"Mr. Gilbert, do what she requires, or, after I am gone, she may accuse +me of theft, when I am not here to defend my character." + +"That cannot be recovered, that was lost long ago," said the +cold-hearted woman. + +Gilbert reluctantly opened the trunk, and his wife, coolly kneeling down +upon the floor, proceeded to toss over its neatly arranged contents; +presently she dived down among the clothes, and, quickly withdrawing her +hand, held up two silver table spoons. + +"Who do these belong to?" she cried with a laugh of fiendish triumph. + +"They are not mine," said Dorothy, trembling from head to foot. "They +were never placed there by me." + +"Oh, of _course_ not. Every thief is honest till they are found out. I +suppose you never saw these spoons before." + +"I have cleaned them a thousand times," said Dorothy calmly, for she saw +that she was in her enemy's power. "They were on the dinner table +to-day. I have not seen them since. In what manner you have contrived to +produce them out of my trunk, God only knows. This I can declare in His +holy presence, that I never placed them there." + +"You need not assert your innocence, Dorothy," replied Gilbert, who had +seen an expression on his wife's face that convinced him that she was +the incendiary. "I know you too well to believe you guilty for a +moment." + +"That's all very fine, Lieutenant Rushmere, but facts are stubborn +things. I like to unmask hypocrisy, I would therefore thank you to send +one of the men to town for a constable, to convey this virtuous, honest +Miss Chance to jail." + +"I want further conviction of her having committed an act deserving such +rigorous measures," said Gilbert. + +"What farther do you need? This is no case of circumstantial evidence. +You have the proofs in your hand. Do you think, sir, that I would +condescend to deceive you?" + +"'S death! Madam," cried Gilbert in a towering passion, "it would not be +the first time;" and, still keeping the spoons which he had taken from +her in his hand, he went to the door and called Martha Wood. The girl +came up stairs on hearing her master's voice. He went into the passage +to meet her, so that no eye telegraphing could take place between her +and her mistress. + +"Martha, did you wash the two large silver gravy spoons after dinner?" + +"Yes, sir. What do you want with them?" + +"That's nothing to you. Did you put them into the plate-box?" + +"No, sir, I gave them to Mrs. Gilbert: she said she wanted them for a +particular purpose. I need not be so nice in cleaning them, she said she +would have a good joke to tell me about them before night." + +"Woman, do you hear what this girl says?" asked Gilbert, stepping back +into the room. "Who deserves to be sent to prison now?" + +His wife only answered by recommencing the same tune in a louder strain, +as she glided snake like from the room. + +"Oh, my God, I thank thee!" said Dorothy, raising her clasped hands. +"Thou hast delivered me from a doom far worse than death!" Taking +Gilbert's sole remaining hand, she pressed it warmly between her own. +"How shall I thank you, dear brother, for saving your poor orphan sister +from disgrace and ruin?" + +"Remember me in your prayers, Dorothy. I can no longer pour out my heart +to you, as in the old happy days, when we were all the world to each +other; but there is no sin in asking you to pray for me, a disappointed +and most unhappy man." + +He left the room, and Dorothy's lips quivered, and tears again welled +up in her eyes, as she caught a half smothered moan, that told more than +words could do, the bitter anguish that was eating out his heart. + +She found the old man moping on the stone bench in the court-yard, his +head bowed upon his hands, his face completely hidden by the snow-white +locks that fell over it in tangled confusion--the beautiful silky hair +of which his wife had always been so proud, which she loved to brush +over her fingers, before he went to church or market. Who was there to +take pride in the handsome old man now? Gilbert had grown reserved and +shy; there seemed little confidence or affection between the father and +son. Dorothy's heart bled for the lonely old man, left so desolate and +uncared for in his heavy affliction. + +"Good-bye, dear father, don't fret yourself ill; I shall see you at +church every Sunday, and we can have a nice walk together after service +on the common, to talk over the good old times. You will be sure to +come, won't you?" + +"Yes, my darling, if only to see her grave. I know you can't bide here, +Dorothy, that woman would be the death of us both. But if I wor sick or +dying, would you come and nurse the old man who used you so ill?" + +"Yes, that I would; if Mrs. Gilbert were to bar the door in my face, I +would climb in at the window. But, cheer up, father, God is good, there +may be many happy days in store for you yet. You must try and live for +my sake." + +She put the white locks back from the old man's ample forehead, and, +kissing him tenderly, went her way without casting a backward glance on +the old house. + +Before we follow Dorothy to the pleasant home of her friend, Mrs. +Martin, we will step into Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere's chamber, and hear +what is passing there. + +When, detected by her husband in her design to ruin Dorothy, she had +borne the exposure of her cruel treachery with an air of insolent +nonchalance, and left the room singing--a common artifice with low-bred +people, who attempt to hide their malignity by an affectation of gaiety +and perfect indifference. The snake hisses before he strikes his victim, +perhaps to give him timely warning to make his escape. The human snake +hisses to hide its disappointment, that it has shown its fangs in vain. + +It was terrible when alone to witness the rage that disfigured the +countenance of Sophia Rushmere when she found herself baffled in her +cold-blooded treachery. The tune was changed to curses loud and deep, +and threats of vengeance against the innocent object of her jealous +hatred. She rated Martha Wood in no measured terms for the defeat of +her well laid plot. That individual answered her with corresponding +insolence. + +"How should I know what you were after with the spoons? If you had told +me, I could have sworn that I saw Dorothy steal them. What's the use of +making a mystery about your doings to me? I should think I knew too much +about your affairs before your marriage for that." + +"But you must have been very obtuse, Martha," said her mistress, +softening down, "not to perceive what I had in hand." + +"I should, if I had got a sight of your face. In the manner that Mr. +Gilbert stood in the open doorway, I did not see that you were in the +room until the blunder was out." + +"Do you know what he said about it after I left?" + +"No, but I saw Dorothy go up to him and take his hand, and he bent down +and kissed her. I saw _that_ through a crack in the door!" + +"The shameless wretch!" cried Sophy, stamping with passion. "But for +your folly, I should have had her transported. Thank God! she's gone. I +have got her out of the house at last, and I'll take good care that she +never comes into it again." + +"She is too near at hand, I should think, Mrs. Gilbert, for your peace. +If your husband is as fond of her, as I hear folks say, that he once +was, it is a very easy matter for them to meet on that lonely heath, +even in broad day, and no one be a whit the wiser." + +The artful girl was heaping fresh fuel on the fire she had kindled in +the breast of her weak employer, and when she had nearly maddened her +with her base insinuations, she went away laughing at her as a +consummate simpleton. + +Mrs. Rushmere did not go to bed. She sat up nursing her wrath, and +waiting for her husband. The venom of Martha's poisoned arrows was +rankling in her breast. She considered herself the injured party now, +and no longer dreaded the indignant expression of his displeasure at her +conduct to Dorothy. She would begin the battle first, accuse him of +infidelity, and bear him down with a torrent of words. + +Following out this idea, a terrible scene of mutual recrimination took +place between the husband and wife, which ended, as such scenes +generally do, in total alienation on his part, and frantic jealousy on +her's. + +Gilbert Rushmere had endeavoured to make the best of a bad bargain, and +though he could not respect the woman who had tricked him into making +her his wife, he had treated her with more consideration and kindness +than she deserved. + +The consciousness of having married her for money, involved a moral +sense of degradation, which made him more lenient in his judgment, of +the deceit practised against him; for had it not been mutual, he could +not blame her without including himself in the same condemnation. + +For a long time he listened in silence to her maddening speeches, +trusting that the heat of her passion would wear out, that her tongue +would grow tired with continual motion, and that, not meeting with any +opposition, she would give it up as a useless task, and go to sleep. He +was fully aware of her weakness, but not of her obstinate strength of +will. + +"Sophia," he said, when utterly wearied with her reproaches for +imaginary injuries, "after the disgraceful scene this afternoon in the +attic, it would be wiser in you to hold your tongue and go to sleep. If +you wish me to retain any affection for you, let me never have a +repetition of such conduct again." + +"I shall not keep silence, sir, because you dare to tell me to hold my +tongue. I shall speak when I please, and as I please, without asking +your leave." + +"Well, don't expect me to listen to such nonsense. My heart is +overwhelmed with grief for the death of a dear mother. You surely take a +strange time to distress me with your foolish and groundless jealousy." + +"And you to show your preference for that vile woman, that hired +mistress of your patron, Lord Wilton!" + +"Good heavens! Sophia, what do you mean?" + +"I mean what I say, what all the world knows but yourself. Do you think +that I will condescend to be placed below this infamous creature in my +husband's estimation, to be told that I am not worthy to untie her +shoes. You don't know Sophia Rowly, if you can imagine that I will +submit to such an indignity for a moment. _I_, who was born a lady, +received the education of a lady, and was always treated as such, until +I became the wife of Gilbert Rushmere, the son of an ignorant illiterate +tiller of the soil." + +"Who has given you a home when you had none, madam, when the debts you +dishonestly incurred during my absence had made beggars of us all. This +illiterate tiller of the soil made you mistress of his house, and placed +you at the head of his table; and this is the way you abuse his +generosity. It was an evil day for him, and those dear to him, when your +foot crossed his threshold." + +"You would rather have seen Dorothy Chance at the head of the table?" + +"She would be the ornament of any table. You cannot make me believe the +vile scandals propagated against Dorothy by such women as Nancy Watling. +They are just as true, madam, as your accusations against her this +afternoon, when nothing would appease your hatred to this beautiful +girl, but sending her to prison, or getting her transported. It was +murder, however you may disguise the fact; and in perjuring your soul to +ruin her, you dared the wrath of God to damn yourself." + +"Fine language, this, to address to your wife," said Sophy, cowering +before her husband's withering and contemptuous glance. + +"You deserve it!" he cried, in a voice of thunder. + +"I scorn it!" she returned, with a faint laugh, and pointing at him with +her finger. + +"It is time, Sophia, that you and I came to an understanding," said +Gilbert, becoming suddenly calm. "If you mean to persevere in this line +of conduct, we must part!" + +"The sooner the better!" she said in the same taunting tone, though +inwardly terrified lest he should carry out his unlooked-for proposal; +for, cold and selfish as she was, she entertained for him a passion that +shed a vivifying heat into her torpid nature; it would have been love, +had she been capable of the devotion and self-sacrifice that are the +leading characteristics of that glorious sentiment. She saw the gulf +that yawned at her feet, but was too obstinate to yield. Gilbert now +spoke in a more earnest and decided manner. + +"Sophia, do you really mean what you say?" There was something in the +look and manner that was startling; he, at any rate, meant what he said. +She would not retract, but remained obstinately silent. "Will you answer +me?" + +"Can you give me a separate maintenance?" she sobbed out at length. +"Will you turn me and my mother out to starve?" + +This difficulty had not occurred to him before. It was insurmountable. +He had no means but what he derived from his father, and though as +perfectly divorced in affection as the sanction of a legal tribunal +could have effected, he was compelled, by a dire necessity, to wear the +chain that avarice and ambition had rivetted. + +They might henceforth sleep in the same bed, eat from the same board, +and in public act towards each other as husband and wife, but they were +as much divided in heart and confidence as if the wide ocean flowed +between them. Gilbert kept his own secret. Sophia Rushmere gave hers to +Martha Wood, who told it, as a greater secret, to Mrs. Rowly. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + A PROPOSAL. + + +Dorothy felt like a captive long incarcerated in prison who has just got +his release, and awakes once more to life and liberty. A year ago, and +she would have considered it impossible for her to feel glad at leaving +Heath Farm, or any place that Gilbert Rushmere called his home. Gilbert +she had ceased to respect, and where he was could no longer be a home +for her. + +She pitied him because he was miserable, but he had brought his +sufferings upon himself in a manner that she could neither excuse nor +justify, and her compassion was of that mixed sort that made her feel +ashamed of its object. + +The insults she had received from his wife were still rankling in her +breast; their low, base character made them unendurable to a sensitive +mind, and she thought less of her former lover when associated with this +woman whom he had accepted in her place for six thousand pounds. His +bargain would have been a dead loss to him at treble that sum. He had +ventured his all upon it, and had lost everything which makes life +desirable: the love of a true heart, his own self-respect, and the fair +prospect of domestic happiness. Dorothy felt it painful to witness his +degradation, and the situation in which she had been placed precluded +any attempt on her part to elevate his mind, and inspire hopes of a more +exalted nature. She had a sad foreboding that this false step, though +the first, was not likely to be the last, in a rapid downward career. +What better could be expected from constant association with such a +partner as he had chosen? + +The mother, whose loss at that moment was pressing heavily on her heart, +to whom Gilbert had always been an earthly idol, had been mercifully +taken from the evil to come, and, much as Dorothy had loved her, she no +longer wished to recall her to life, to preside over a home that Mrs. +Gilbert's temper would render a domestic hell. + +Dorothy was thankful for her emancipation from that house of misrule. +She breathed more freely in the fresh air, and her heart once more +expanded to the genial influences of nature. The evening was warm and +balmy after the thunderstorm, and the golden sunset shed upon wet leaves +and dewy grass a glory as from heaven. The birds sang in the glistening +bushes by the roadside, and the air was rife with delicious odours, as +if an angel had scattered his censor over the rebaptized earth. + +The holy tranquillity of the scene chased away the dark shadows that, +like spirits of evil, had been brooding for several weeks upon her mind, +thoughts which were not of heaven, the remembrance of all those injuries +that had been heaped upon her, making her angry and resentful, and +anxious that her tormentors might be paid in their own coin. + +Nature's vesper song to her Creator, poured from a thousand warbling +throats, once more attuned Dorothy's sad heart to prayer and praise. Her +soul fell prostrate to the earth, the green footstool of His glorious +throne, and was gently raised by ministering spirits, and lifted towards +heaven. + +Near the parsonage, she met Mrs. Martin and the children coming to meet +her. With what joy she kissed and embraced them all. What charming +little tales they had to tell her of domestic life. Their rabbits had +multiplied, their pigeons had all accessions to their families. Harry +had discovered that very morning a nest of young kittens in the stable, +belonging to Mrs. Prowler, the cat, and they were not to be killed or +sent away, until dear Dolly had picked out the prettiest for little +Arthur, who was going to name it Dolly, in honour of their dear friend. +Then they told her that Johnnie had been ill, but was able to sit up +now, and he wanted to hear all the nice stories she used to tell him, +and sing to him his favourite hymns; and Dorothy's weary heart +overflowed with happiness to find herself once more among faithful and +loving hearts. + +After having taken her the round of the garden, to look at all the +flowers she had helped them in sowing and planting, and pointing out the +prettiest blossoms, and gathering her a choise nosegay, they went +gamboling before her into the house, wild with joy that she had come to +live with them never to go away again. + +"There is another friend very anxious to see you, Dorothy," said Mrs. +Martin, as they passed the well known study door. "Mr. Fitzmorris +arrived by the mid-day coach. He looked ill and fatigued, and I +persuaded him to lie down for an hour or two, until Henry returned from +Storby, where he had to attend a vestry meeting after poor Mrs. +Rushmere's funeral. I wonder if he is awake." She gave a low rap at the +door, and Dorothy's heart leaped to the sound of the gentle voice that +bade them come in. + +"Go and speak to him, Dorothy. The sight of you will do him good, and +help to dissipate his melancholy." + +At that moment the door opened, and Gerard received them with his usual +frank kindness. Dorothy's black dress informed him of what had happened. +He took her hand and led her into the room, making her sit down in the +study chair while he drew his seat beside her. + +"My dear friend, I see how it is. You have lost that excellent mother. I +did hope I should see her again, and administer to her the glorious +symbols of Christ's undying love, before she sank to rest. God has +ordered it otherwise. Did she suffer much in that last conflict, which +all foolishly dread and shrink from?" + +"She was spared all its terrors, Mr. Fitzmorris; she died in sleep. To +judge from the beautiful serenity of her face, her waking was in +heaven." + +"I too have looked on death since last we met. In death itself there is +nothing terrible; it is but the returning wave of life flowing back to +Him, and may be regarded as the birth of spirit to its higher destiny. +But oh, Dorothy, the death that I lament, that I would have given my own +life to avert, was one of such a painful nature, so sudden, so unlooked +for, by the dear thoughtless being, who cared not for his soul, scarcely +knew that he possessed one, that I can feel little hope in his case. +Struck down in a moment in the vigour of manhood; of all the wasted +years of a misspent life, he could not redeem one hour from time, to +prepare for eternity. It is terrible, heart-crushing, but it is God's +will, and what am I that I should dare to murmur at a just decree!" + +"But did you ever warn him of his danger?" asked Dorothy. + +"I have nothing to reproach myself with on that head. After my own +conversion, I besought him with tears and prayers, with all the +eloquence which conviction can give, to turn from the errors of his +ways. He laughed at my enthusiasm, and called me a madman and a fool, +refused to listen to my earnest appeals, and finally shunned my company. +I loved him too dearly to be baffled thus. I wrote constantly to him, +and laid my own heart bare, in the hope of winning his, but he refused +to answer my letters, and at length returned them to me unopened. I had +no other resource left, but to pray for him. But my prayers have +returned into my own bosom, and my brother went down to his grave, and +gave no sign. He lived two days after his accident, but was never +conscious for a moment." + +"It may be better with him than you suppose," suggested Dorothy. "Though +unconscious to you, his soul may have been vividly awake to its +spiritual danger; and petitions for mercy which he could not utter in +the hearing of man may have been heard and answered in heaven." + +"Thank you for that thought, dear girl, it is suggestive of some +comfort. The thief on the cross might have been as regardless of his +duty to God and his fellow men, as my poor brother; yet, his petition +received a gracious hearing and a blessed promise. We cannot judge +others as the great Searcher of hearts judges them. Many a criminal in +our estimation may shine hereafter a gem in His crown." + +There was a pause for some minutes, and Gerard Fitzmorris continued +pacing the study with rapid steps, so wrapt up in his own thoughts, that +he had almost forgotten the figure in black that sat so pale and still +in his easy chair. + +"Come and take a turn with me in the open air," he said, suddenly +returning to her side. "The atmosphere of this place is close and +stifling, the evening excessively warm. I can always think and speak +more freely beneath the canopy of heaven." + +Dorothy had not removed her bonnet and shawl, and they strolled out upon +the heath. During their ramble, he made her recount all that had +happened since Gilbert's return, and was shocked at the manner in which +she had been treated. + +"There is only one way to punish such people," he said, "to return good +for evil. It is not only the best, but the easiest way, and the peace +and satisfaction it confers, repays the injury a thousand fold. I have +tried it in many instances, and have experienced its happy results." + +"It sounds excellent in theory," said Dorothy, "but I find it a hard +doctrine to reduce to practice." + +"Nay, Dorothy, it is the theory which is difficult; for our sinful human +nature with its perverted reason, rebels against it, the other course +being more in unison with its vindictive feelings, and the spirit of +retaliation by which we are more or less governed. If, however, we make +the slightest effort on the side of mercy and forgiveness, the Spirit of +God working with our spirit, makes it not only easy, but brings with it +the utmost peace and satisfaction, verifying even the old pagan maxim, +'that virtue is its own reward.' Our blessed Lord would never have +promulgated a doctrine which could not be reduced to practice, and which +he carried fully out in his own person." + +"But then, He was so different from us." + +"Not while He partook of our nature. He was subjected to temptations as +great, or even greater than those that He taught us by precept and +example to shun. If there had been no conflict with evil, there would +have been no victory. Remember He fought the battle for us alone and +single handed, without praying for the legion of angels to assist Him in +the awful struggle. We have not only His example to help us, but the +powerful aid He promised to all who would take up the cross and follow +Him. Our very weakness constitutes our strength when upheld by His +saving arm." + +After a walk of some minutes in silence, he said in a more lively +manner. "Dorothy, you must forgive this cruel woman, and only indulge +the God-like revenge of doing her good for the evil she has done to you. +Take her conduct as a life trial, and bear it with the courage of a +Christian." + +"I will endeavour to do so," returned Dorothy, "and when you are near to +advise and strengthen me, I do not feel it so hard to restrain these +resentful feelings; but, directly, I am left to myself, I grow fierce +and angry, and wish that my persecutors may meet with the punishment +they deserve." + +"Dorothy!" said Mr. Fitzmorris, stopping and looking earnestly into her +face. "Will you answer me truly, a simple and straightforward question?" +His companion looked up with a wondering smile. "Would you like to +remain always with me, Dorothy? Will you become my bosom friend--my +faithful counsellor--my beloved wife, bound to me by that blessed and +holy tie, 'the love of Christ.' One with me in heart and purpose, in the +bond of faith and love and charity with all mankind. Answer me, Dorothy, +fully and freely, with the beautiful candour which makes you so charming +in my eyes. Can you love me, as well as you loved Gilbert Rushmere?" + +"Yes better than anything on earth," whispered Dorothy, without +venturing to lift her eyes, or wipe away the tears she was unable to +restrain, and sinking into the arms which were held out to receive her. +"I never knew what it was to love truly, devotedly and with my whole +heart until now." + +"We are one, my own Dorothy, my beloved, in heart and soul, and +henceforth I trust for ever," and he sealed the contract of their +engagement with a kiss as pure from the dross of passion, as the young +mother bestows upon her firstborn child. + +"Oh, Mr. Fitzmorris, I am not worthy of your love;" sobbed Dorothy. "A +highly connected man like you should seek out a fitter mate than me." + +"You should have thought of that before you gave your sanction to my +proposal, little wife." And the old beautiful smile lighted up his face. +"It is too late to draw back now. If I did not love you better than the +world and its foolish conventionalisms, I should not have asked you to +be mine. I value the gift that God has bestowed upon me, too highly, to +give it up for the prejudices that belong to wealth and caste. You have +made me very happy, Dorothy darling, as little Henry calls you. Poor +little fellow, I am afraid that he will feel very jealous of his big +rival." + +And Dorothy was happy, too happy to waste her joy in words. As she +leaned upon the strong arm of her noble protector, she realized the +delightful consciousness, that she was no longer alone in the world. + +The lovers lingered upon the heath talking over their future prospects, +until the moon rose and shed her melancholy loveliness on ocean and +heath. + +They were not to marry until after Lord Wilton's return, and Gerard +thought it advisable, that both should write to him and make him +acquainted with their engagement. He did not wish it to be kept secret. +He thought that Dorothy's claim upon his protection would prevent +unpleasant scandal, silence the foolish tattling of her former +acquaintance, and conduce to her own peace and comfort. His character +stood too high for his conduct to be attributed to base and +dishonourable motives; and as his affianced wife, Dorothy would rise in +the estimation of her worldly neighbours. + +They found Mrs. Martin waiting tea for them, and wondering what had +detained them so long from the social meal. The shy, conscious look on +Dorothy's face revealed the mystery, which Gerard wholly cleared up, +when he pleasantly introduced her to his old friends as his future wife. + +"Lady Dorothy Fitzmorris," said the curate, rubbing his hands with great +glee, "I wish you much joy." + +"The title is rather premature," returned Gerard, gravely, "though it +may fall to her only too soon. You know, Henry, that Gallio careth for +none of these things. For the last three years I have been looking for a +wife that would answer Solomon's description, 'A woman whose price is +above rubies,' and I am fully persuaded that I have found my ideal in +the dear girl before you. It little matters to me whether she be a +peasant or a princess. The highest of all titles is comprised in that of +a Christian." + +"Mr. Fitzmorris, I honour you for your choice!" cried Mrs. Martin, "and +rejoice at the good fortune of our young friend." + +Dorothy, overwhelmed with the unexpected turn that her affairs had +taken, sat with downcast eyes and averted head, in order to conceal her +quivering lips and fast-coming tears; yet she was happy, far too happy +to speak, and would gladly have left the table, to escape observation +and commune with her own heart in the solitude of her chamber. + +Gerard saw her confusion, and in order to restore her self-possession, +called out gaily, "I hope, Mrs. Martin, you have reserved for us a good +cup of tea, and have not been guilty of destroying Henry's nerves by +giving him the strength of the pot. I assure you, I feel viciously +hungry after a long day's fast, and am not yet sufficiently +spiritualized to live wholly upon love." + +Strangely enough, this speech, which was meant to raise Dorothy's +spirits, recalled forcibly to her memory the conversation between +herself and Gilbert Rushmere at the stile, when she had rallied him for +saying, in such passionate terms, "That if she refused to marry him, he +would die of love." And now she was the betrothed of another, with a +heart overflowing with joy and gratitude that she could never be +Gilbert's wife, while he had united his destiny with a woman whom he +could neither love nor honour, and was more likely to die the victim of +avarice than love. "How inscrutable," she thought, "are the ways of +Providence. How little human wisdom could predict such a result." + +Dorothy was no longer banished from the sacred study. Gerard insisted on +her taking possession of the great leathern chair, while he composed +those heart-searching sermons that were making his name known as an +eloquent preacher. + +When absorbed in his own meditations, the pale, fair-haired priest +seemed scarcely conscious of her presence; but if, by chance, he +encountered her look of devotional tenderness, the wonderful eyes +responded with an earnest gaze of love and peace--their owner sometimes +observing, with a sigh, "Dorothy, darling, I am too happy." Then Dorothy +would creep to his side, or sit down on the stool at his feet, just to +feel the pressure of his large white hand on her ebon ringlets, and hear +him say, in his rich, deep voice, "God bless you, my dear girl." + +And when the writing was laid aside for the day, and she accompanied him +in his visits to the poor and suffering, she enjoyed with unspeakable +delight the walk over the heath, and the share he allotted to her in his +ministrations of charity. + +Poor old Francis died during Mr. Fitzmorris' absence, but he still +continued his visits to Hog Lane, to read and pray with its +half-heathen inhabitants. He had made slow progress in the conversion of +old Mrs. Bell, but her grandson, Ben, had become a reformed character, +and was a monitor in Storby Sunday-school. Speaking of the grandmother, +he said: + +"It was difficult to make any religious impression upon minds whose +feelings and faculties were deadened and rendered indifferent by age and +infirmity. If they do not seek God in youth or middle life, they seldom +draw near to Him after reaching the appointed age of man." + +Returning from one of these parochial visits, Dorothy reminded her lover +of a promise he had once made to her, of telling her some of the events +of his former life, and the circumstances that had led to his +conversion, and induced him to become a minister of the Gospel. + +"I am glad you have asked me, Dorothy, I feel quite in a communicative +mood this evening. You have made me acquainted with every page in your +short eventful history; it is not fair that you should be kept in +ignorance of mine, uninteresting as it may appear." + +They sat down upon a sloping bank, crowned with a screen of tall furze +bushes, among whose honeyed blossoms, bees and butterflies were holding +a carnival. The sun had not yet set, and his slanting rays gleaming over +the wide heath, obscured every object with their golden radiance. + +"It is a shame to turn our backs upon that glorious sunshine," said +Dorothy, "but my eyes are dazzled and blinded by excess of light." + +"What a type of the beautiful but fallacious visions of youth," said +Gerard, "when we behold everything through a false medium, coloured by +fancy to suit our own taste. Truth lies at the bottom of the picture, +like the ragged landscape that the golden sunset hides from our view. +While attracted by the brilliancy of his beams and building castles +among the clouds, we forget the barren soil and the bare rocks beneath +our feet. Mine is no tale of romance, gentle wife, though I have been a +great dreamer in my day, but one of sad reality; and that I may avoid +trespassing too much upon your patience, I will endeavour to be as brief +as possible." + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + A CONFESSION. + + +"My father, Colonel Gerard Fitzmorris, was brother to Sir Thomas, the +father of the present Earl of Wilton. Gerard was many years younger than +his brother; a large family having died between their respective births. +He held the rank of colonel in the army, and served the whole of the +American War of Independence, and had gained the reputation of a brave +and distinguished officer. After the termination of the struggle, he +returned to England, and married Lady Charlotte Granville, sister to the +Lady Dorothy Fitzmorris. These beautiful and accomplished women, were +the only children of the late Earl of Wilton. + +"This was an excellent match for my father, in the common parlance of +the world; but was one entirely of convenience on his part. He was a +handsome dashing soldier, and was held in great esteem by men of his own +class, who considered him the model of a perfect gentleman and a leader +in the ranks of fashion, where he shone as a star of the first +magnitude. In short, he was one of those easy-going reckless men, who +are known among their companions as excellent fellows. Men, whose hearts +are in the right place, who spend their money freely and are only +enemies to themselves. They may drink, and swear, and gamble, and break +God's commandments with impunity; drawing others into the same maddening +vortex by their vile example; but the world, for which they live, +excuses all their faults. They are of it, have sworn allegiance to it +body and soul, and as long as they retain wealth and influence, it will +continue to make idols of them. + +"Colonel Fitzmorris, in addition to all these conventional advantages, +possessed the act of pleasing in an eminent degree, and was admired and +courted by the other sex as the beau ideal of manly beauty and elegance. +Doubtless it was these external graces that captivated and won the heart +of my mother. + +"People wondered that the proud Earl should give his consent to the +marriage of his daughter, with a man of moderate fortune and dissipated +habits; but she was the child of his old age, the sole fruit of a second +marriage; another petted idol of his heart. From a baby she had been +used to have her own way, and the doting father could not withstand her +passionate appeals to his parental affection, to be allowed to marry the +man of her own choice. + +"The Earl, in this case, appears reluctantly to have yielded to her +wishes; and delayed the marriage until after she had attained her +majority; hoping that time and the gaieties of London would divert her +affections from my father, and concentrate them upon a more eligible +object. She, however, remained firm to her attachment, and their +marriage was celebrated with unusual magnificence. A prince of the blood +royal gave away the bride, who inherited a fine fortune from her mother, +which, I fear, was the sole inducement my father had in making her his +wife. + +"My poor deceived mother, I have every reason to believe, was +passionately fond of her husband; but retiring in her habits, she lacked +the art to secure the affection of a man of the world, and such a +general lover as Colonel Fitzmorris was known to be. + +"She was his legal wife, but not the mistress of his heart. In public +he treated her with marked attention and politeness, which he considered +due to a woman of her rank; in private she was neglected altogether, or +regarded with cool indifference; and having no inclination for the +ostentatious show of a life spent in public, my dear mother passed most +of her time in the country with her infant sons, at the beautiful seat +which had formed a part of her noble dower. + +"While she continued to love my father, his conduct must have occasioned +her great anguish of mind. A faithful female attendant has since +informed me that most of her solitary nights were spent in tears. After +every tender feeling had been torn and estranged, and indifference +succeeded to love, she, unfortunately, transferred the affections which +had never been reciprocated by her faithless partner, to a man who, had +she known previous to her ill-starred marriage, would have been worthy +of her love. + +"General Halstead commanded the brigade in which my father was colonel, +and was a constant visitor at the house. He was a man in middle life, +with a fine, gentlemanly presence, frank, brave, and independent, had +read and travelled much, and could talk well on most subjects. He was +very kind to us boys, and we both loved him, for we saw a great deal +more of him than of our father, who never kissed or played with us as +General Halstead did. + +"But to hasten a sad story. General Halstead sought and won the heart my +father had trampled and spurned, and my mother eloped with her seducer +to France. I have often since wondered how she could leave her two young +sons, who were rendered worse than orphans by her rash desertion. + +"I can just remember my mother. She was always gentle and kind to +Francis and me. We so seldom saw our father that we loved her with the +most ardent affection. I recollect the fatal night of her departure as +well as if it were but yesterday. The weather was July, and oppressively +warm, and Mrs. Starling, the nurse, put us early to bed, that we might +not disturb Lady Charlotte, who was dressing to go to a large party, she +said, 'and could not play with us that night.' + +"I was a nervous, irritable boy. I could not sleep for the heat, and lay +awake watching the moon, and the strange shadows thrown by the +vine-leaves that encircled the window, upon the white curtains of my +bed. At last I grew frightened by the grotesque shapes, which my too +active imagination endowed with life and motion, when the summer breeze +from the open window stirred the drapery. + +"I began to cry piteously. + +"A figure glided into the room, and sat down beside me on the bed. It +was my mother. She was dressed for a journey, and wore a dark cloth +riding habit, and a broad black velvet hat and white feathers. She was a +tall, elegant-looking woman, more remarkable, I have been told, for her +exquisite form than for her face. She was, if anything, too fair, with +dark blue eyes and flaxen hair like my own. She used to call me her +dear, white-headed boy, and congratulate herself on my being a +Granville--her maiden name--and not a Fitzmorris. That night she looked +very pale and sad, and seen in the white moon-light, appeared more like +a ghost than a creature of warm flesh and blood. + +"'What ails my darling boy?' she said, and took me out of the bed into +her lap, pressing me tightly to her breast, and kissing the tears from +my wet cheeks. + +"'I am afraid, mamma.' I trembled and looked timidly towards the +curtains. + +"'Afraid of what?' and her eyes followed mine with a startled +expression. + +"'Of those things dancing on the bed curtains. Don't you see the black, +ugly creatures, mamma?' + +"'They are only shadows; they cannot hurt you, Gerard.' + +"'Oh, yes, they can. They are coming for me. Don't let them carry me +away.' I clung to her, and hid my face in her bosom. 'Oh, do stay with +me, dear mamma, until I go to sleep! Don't leave me alone!' + +"I felt her warm tears falling fast over my face. She kissed me over and +over again, then tried to lay me down quietly in the bed. I did not want +to go to bed, and I flung my arms round her neck, and held her with +desperate energy. + +"'Don't go! If you love me, mamma, don't go!' + +"'I must go, my dear boy.' + +"'What, to-night, mamma!' + +"'Yes to-night, the carriage is waiting.' + +"Her lips quivered, she wrung her hands with an impatient gesture. +'Don't ask any more questions, Gerard, I am going a long journey with a +friend. Now lie down like a good boy, and go to sleep.' + +"'And when will you come back?' + +"She was weeping passionately, and didn't answer. + +"'To-morrow?' + +"She shook her head. + +"'Then take me, too. I will be a good boy--indeed I will. But don't go +away and leave me.' + +"'I can't take you, Gerard. Where I am going, you cannot come.' She +tried to unclasp my clinging arms, but it was some time before she +succeeded, I held her so fast. + +"'Oh my poor little boys! my poor little boys!' she cried, in an agony +of grief, as she bent over me and kissed my sleeping brother. 'What a +wretch I am to leave you to the care of such a father. Gerard,' she +said softly, 'if I never come back, will you sometimes think of me, and +continue to love your poor mother?' + +"I was growing sleepy, and was too young to comprehend the terrible +truth concealed by those words. I dimly remember, as in a dream, a tall +man leaning over us, and extricating my mother from my clinging arms. + +"'He is going to sleep, Charlotte, dearest, you should have spared +yourself this trying scene.' + +"'How can I live without them, Charles?' she sobbed, and stretched her +arms towards us. + +"'You must now live for me, Charlotte. We have ventured too far to go +back. Come away, my love, it is time we were on board.' + +"That was the last time I ever saw my mother. Before she left the room +I was asleep, in blissful ignorance of the great calamity that had +befallen me. + +"Though guilty of a terrible crime, I have never been able to banish her +from my heart--where she must ever remain, as one of the most beautiful +visions of childhood. + +"Poor, gentle, affectionate, ill-used mother, with a heart brimful of +love and kindness, how dreadful the conflict must have been, between +duty to a husband who never loved her, and fidelity to the man by whom +she was passionately loved. Terrible must have been her mental +struggles, before she resolved to burst those sacred ties asunder, and +leave for ever the children so dear to her. + +"Was she more guilty than the husband, who in defiance of his marriage +vows, lived in open adultery with another woman, on whose children he +bestowed the parental love he withheld from those born in lawful +wedlock, wasting the noble fortune he obtained through his injured +wife among disreputable companions, in low scenes of debauchery and +vice. + +"The world can always extenuate the fault of the male offender, and lay +the blame solely upon his unhappy partner; insinuating that faults of +temper, and a want of sympathy in his tastes and pursuits, was most +probably the cause of his estrangement--unscrupulously branding her name +with scorn and infamy. + +"There is One, however, who weighs in an equal balance the cause and the +effects produced by it in the actions of men, who will judge her more +leniently. The merciful Saviour who said to the erring woman, dragged +into His presence to be made a public example and put to a cruel death, +'Woman where are those thine accusers? Hath no man condemned thee? +Neither do I condemn thee, go and sin no more.' + +"Oh, how my bosom thrilled and my heart burned within me, when I read +that text seriously for the first time, and thought of my poor mother, +and was comforted with the blessed hope that she, too, might be +forgiven." + +Gerard's voice faltered, and Dorothy felt the strong frame tremble with +emotion, but the stronger will conquered the human weakness, and he +continued: + +"My father's sense of honour, in the world's acceptation of the term, +was stung by the desertion of his neglected wife. He learned that the +fugitives had been seen in Paris, and lost no time in tracing them out. +A duel was the result, in which my father received a mortal wound. His +body was brought home and buried with due pomp in the family vault. My +brother was seven years of age; myself a little chubby boy in frocks and +trowsers; and we had to act as chief mourners in that melancholy +pageant. We saw the coffin that contained the mortal remains of our +father, the once handsome and admired Colonel Fitzmorris, placed in due +form among the forgotten members of his ancient house; and after the +nine days wonder was over, he was as much forgotten by his fashionable +associates as if he had never been. The night before my father died by +the hand of the man who had dishonoured him, he made a will leaving +everything he possessed to my brother Francis. The settlement made from +my mother's property on younger children, alone falling to my share. As +there were no other younger children, and the property was considerable, +I was nearly as independent as my brother. + +"We were left to the guardianship of the Earl of Wilton, who you will +remember was our maternal grandfather. The brothers Fitzmorris having +married two daughters of that noble house, and females not being +excluded from the succession, Sir Thomas Fitzmorris, the present +Earl's elder brother, was the heir presumptive to the title and estates. + +"Lord Wilton was a cold proud man of the world, and the slur that my +mother's elopement, and subsequent marriage with General Halstead, had +cast upon the family, did not enhance his love for her children. + +"He took more to Frank than he did to me, though he said that he greatly +resembled his rascally father. He was a handsome dashing boy, with the +same winning popular manners that had contributed to the ruin of Colonel +Fitzmorris. Fond of money, but only with the intent to spend it, from a +child he paid great court to his wealthy grandfather, in the hope of +becoming heir to the immense private fortune he had the power to bestow. +In this fortune hunting, Edward Fitzmorris, the present Earl, was quite +as much interested as my brother, but he pursued his object with a great +deal more tact. The Fitzmorrises, though an old family, and highly +connected, were not a wealthy family, and Captain Fitzmorris was a +younger son, with little more to depend upon than a very handsome +person, and his commission in the army. + +"He watched us lads with a very jealous eye, giving us very little cause +to regard him with affection. He was many years our senior, his father +having married early, and ours late in life--in fact, he was a man, when +we were noisy boys, not yet in our teens. It was only during the +holidays that we ever met, as we were sent to Eton and then to college. + +"It is of no use to tell you, Dorothy, of all the thoughts and follies, +which too often mark a schoolboy's and a student's life. Suffice it to +say that your grave Gerard was no better than the rest. A more +frolicsome mischievous imp, never drew the breath of life, always in +trouble and difficulties of some sort or another, and when at Oxford, +the most daring leader of the wildest and most reckless set of young +fellows that ever threw away fortune, health and respectability, at that +famous seat of learning. How little I thought of religion in those days, +still less of ever mounting a pulpit, or teaching the poor and ignorant. + +"At twenty-one, I received from my grandfather a cadetship for India and +went out as a soldier, to fight under the present Lord Wellington, who +was then Sir Arthur Wellesley. + +"You start, Dorothy. Your future husband a soldier! It is pleasant to +read your astonishment in those large wondering eyes. I bear the marks +of some hot service too, in sundry ugly scars which I regarded as badges +of honour in those world-loving days. It was while suffering severely +from one of these wounds, that I was sent home, to see if my native air +could restore me to health. + +"Before leaving India, I determined, if possible, to obtain an interview +with my mother. I had never met her husband, though I had eagerly sought +an opportunity to revenge upon him the death of my father. + +"My mother, I found, had been dead several months, and her husband had +been appointed to command a division in Spain. I was terribly +disappointed that I could not shoot this man, who had been the best and +kindest of husbands to the woman he had led astray from the path of +duty, and was reported as almost inconsolable for her loss. + +"When I returned to England, great changes had taken place. My +grandfather was dead. My cousin Sir Thomas was likewise dead, and the +present Earl, who had been for some years a widower, had come in for the +title, and all the immense private fortune belonging to his +grandfather. + +"Of course, Francis and I felt ourselves very much aggrieved, that we +were not mentioned in his will, and my brother who had been living a +life of reckless extravagance, and hoping to pay off his debts with his +share of the spoil, was terribly disappointed. + +"My aunt, Lady Dorothy, for whom I had always felt the deepest regard, +invited me to spend the time I remained in England, at her beautiful +residence in Devonshire. It was here that I first met her charming +cousin, Miss Julia Curzon, with whom I fell in love at first sight. + +"Don't be jealous, little one, more episodes of this kind occur in the +lives of men than women, and the first love, though remembered the +longest, is not always the wisest or the best. + +"I did love this fair accomplished girl with all the energy of youthful +passion, and my love was not only returned, but accepted, and I looked +forward to our union, as the consummation of my earthly happiness. I +did not then suspect that she loved the world better than she did me, +and was more afraid of incurring its censure than of rendering me +miserable for life. + +"Several months glided away in that earthly paradise, and in constant +companionship with the woman I adored, I considered myself the happiest +of men. I saw no clouds in my smiling horizon, and never anticipated a +storm. The dark days came at length, that shrouded the sunbeams of hope +in gloom and obscurity. + +"The summer had set in with intense heat, and much sickness prevailed in +the neighbourhood. A slight cold I had taken was succeeded by typhus +fever of the most malignant type. When the nature of my malady was made +known to the household, all the leading members becoming alarmed for +their own safety, left the house, and fled to the sea-side. Julia +deserted me without venturing to bid me farewell. Even my brother, who +was on a visit with Lady Dorothy, abandoned me, as all supposed, on my +death-bed, to the care of hirelings, who were indifferent about me, and +more anxious that I should die than live, as in the former case, it +would remove from them the sense of danger and responsibility. + +"Oh, Dorothy, selfish and worldly as I had been, unguided by the holy +precepts of religion, I hardly think that I could have deserted any one +so near and dear to me as a betrothed wife and an only brother in such +sore extremity. I was anxious to keep Julia and Francis out of danger, +but their selfish conduct went home to my heart. I thought about it +continually, and raved about their cruelty during the hours when fever +and delirium were in the ascendant. + +"One friend, however, remained constant to me in the hour of need, never +deserting his post by my bed-side, a most tender and self-constituted +nurse. He was the son of a small yeoman, who for the sake of good wages, +with which he helped to maintain his widowed mother and her family, had +undertaken the care of my horses, of which I possessed several splendid +animals, being a keen sportsman. + +"Charles Harley had formed a strong attachment to me, though I often +laughed at him for his pious propensities. The young fellow, however, +was so conscientious in the discharge of his duty, that he had won my +respect, and, for his humble opportunities, was a man of superior +endowments, possessing a fine intellect and strong good sense. In my +rational mood he took great delight in reading the Scriptures to me. The +monotony of his voice wearied me. I was so much indebted to him for his +kind attention to me in my helpless state, that I did not like to wound +his feelings by telling him to desist, that I wanted faith to believe in +his dogmas, but I considered them a great bore, often pursuing my own +train of thought without listening to him. + +"The first night that the fever took a favourable turn, and my burning +eyelids at last closed to sleep, I had an awful dream, or inspiration, I +will call it, to rouse me from a state of careless indifference to the +future, and set before me the urgent necessity of self-examination and +repentance. + +"I thought I was travelling with a gay and joyous set of companions, +fellows to whom I was well-known, through a beautiful and highly +cultivated country. My father and brother and my affianced bride formed +part of the pleasure-seeking crowd. Some were on horseback, some on +foot, and some in splendid carriages, but all intent on one object, and +evidently bound to the same place. + +"As I journeyed onward, somewhat behind the rest, there gradually rose +before me in the east, the walls of a magnificent city, sloping back +from the banks of a wide deep stream, in the depths of whose clear +pellucid waters, towers and spires and majestic trees were reflected in +golden splendour, the very sight of which created in me an intense +desire, and impelled me forward to reach the height on which it stood. + +"While feasting my eyes upon the novel spectacle, so different from +anything I had ever before seen, a sudden halt took place in the +foremost ranks of our jovial company, when noisy shouts and acclamations +were changed into groans and shrieks and melancholy wailings. + +"I hurried forward to ascertain the cause of the delay, and learn the +reason of such frantic lamentations. + +"It was then that I first discovered that, between us and the shining +river that flowed beneath the walls of the golden city, extended a +fearful gulf, of unknown depth, and shrouded in utter darkness, which +completely intersected the country, precluding the possibility of any +advance in that direction. + +"From the yawning jaws of this frightful abyss, a lurid mist continually +floated up, hiding the celestial city from my view. Into this hideous +chasm, as if driven by an irresistible impulse or dire necessity, the +crowd, so lately full of noisy merriment, slowly and surely disappeared. +Some made desperate efforts to escape, and clung to the rocks and +bushes, and called upon their comrades to save them from destruction; +others plunged sullenly into the awful gulf, with stoical indifference +to their fate, without asking assistance from their companions in +misery, or uttering one prayer for mercy. + +"I watched them one after another disappear, till my mind was +overwhelmed with horror--till my hair stiffened on my head, and my limbs +were paralyzed with fear. + +"I could not utter a sound, or make an effort to escape from a doom +which appeared inevitable. But my soul sent up a cry through that dense +darkness, which reached, though unspoken, to the throne of the great +Judge--'Save me, Lord, for I perish!' + +"A flash of vivid lightning dispelled for a moment the black horrors of +the scene, and revealed to me a cross towering above the dreadful abyss, +and planted upon a rock, and one bound thereon like unto the Son of Man, +pale, bleeding, and dewed with the death-agony, and written above his +head, in characters of light, which revealed all the ghastly horrors of +that dismal scene, I read these words: 'Look unto me and be ye saved, +all the ends of the earth.' + +"That light pierced my soul like a two-edged sword, and pointed out the +only way by which I could escape. I sprang forward. I toiled on hands +and knees up the steep acclivity, and sank down gasping at the foot of +the cross, embracing it with desperate energy in my arms. + +"I awoke bedewed with a cold perspiration, and trembling in every limb. + +"'Thank God, it is but a dream!' I cried, as I felt the clasp of +Harley's hand, who had heard me scream in my sleep, and had hurried to +my assistance. But such a dream--oh, such a frightful dream! So +terrible--so real--it looked like truth. + +"He gave me a composing draught, and, after a while, begged me to tell +him what had frightened me so much in my sleep. + +"I was ashamed to tell him my dream, for fear he should think me a +coward for quailing before a mere vision of the night. But it haunted me +continually. Waking or sleeping it was ever present to my mind. I still +imagined myself standing upon the brink of that dreadful +precipice--still heard the cries of my lost companions ringing in my +ears, as the cloud received them in its sable folds, and the yawning +gulf swallowed them up for ever. + +"I no longer turned a deaf ear to Harley's prayers, or listened with +indifference while he read to me the Word of Life. My heart responded to +every petition, and I listened with intense interest to his simple +exposition of passages of Holy Writ. My heart was now opened to +conviction, and hungered and thirsted for a knowledge of divine truth +with desperate eagerness. A horrible consciousness of guilt pressed so +heavily upon my mind that it is a wonder my brain did not yield to the +mental pressure. + +"After a long struggle with pride, I revealed to Harley the state of my +mind, and with many tears besought his advice and assistance. With what +joy he embraced me, and mingled his tears with mine, and assured me that +I was in the right path, that no man without repentance could ever hope +to see God. That my dream was a solemn warning sent by Him, to show me +the danger of delay, and called upon me to abandon my wicked courses, +and lay down the burthen of my sins at the foot of the cross. He +besought me, in the most eloquent language, not to neglect the heavenly +vision, lest I should share the fate of those I had seen in my dream. + +"I was still too weak to leave my bed or read for myself, and I fear I +taxed the poor fellow's strength too much, in making him read to me for +hours at a time. And then I prayed. + +"Oh, Dorothy, have you ever experienced the mingled joy and agony of +earnest, heartfelt prayer. When shocked at the cold indifference of your +own heart, you have bowed your head in the dust as one bereft of all +hope; when a sudden gleam of light has shot into your soul, revealing +glimpses of heaven, and filling your mind with contentment and holy +peace. Such a happy moment came for me at last, which repaid me a +thousand fold for all my past sufferings, and the image of Christ was +formed in my soul the hope of glory. I awoke to a new life--awoke to +rejoice in Him for evermore, and cheerfully took up the cross to +follow Him, and suffer--if called upon to do so--gladly for His sake. + +"The first trial that awaited me after my recovery was the death of my +dear friend, Harley, who took the fever from which a merciful God had +suffered me to escape. I nursed him with the same devotion he had +shown to me, and it was in my arms he passed from earth to heaven. + +"If anything had been wanting to confirm my faith, and strengthen the +resolution I had formed, of devoting myself to the Master's service, +Harley's death-bed would have done it. His faith in Jesus was so perfect, +his victory over the last enemy so triumphant, that it left no room for +cavil or doubt. + +"When my friends heard of my intention of leaving the army, and studying +for the church, they pronounced me mad; and it was publicly reported +through the country that I had lost my senses during the fever. My +conversion was a standing joke among my gay companions, and my brother +was never tired of quizzing me about it, and making it the subject of +ribald jests. This was hard enough to bear; but when Julia Curzon whom I +loved so truly, joined with the rest in ridiculing my absurd +fanaticism, as she was pleased to call it, and declared that if I +persisted in such folly she never would become my wife, I was sorely +tempted to step back into the old path, and resign for her sake my +new-born hopes of heaven. Fortunately for me I was saved from such +wickedness by the young lady herself, who ran off with a rich country +squire, with whom she had been flirting desperately at the sea-side +during my illness. + +"This ended my romance of life. I felt heartily ashamed of myself for +having loved such a worldly-minded woman. My love for her was sincere, +but I had no other basis to support it than mere beauty, and a certain +amount of fashionable accomplishments. My castle was built upon the +sands, and the foundations yielded readily to the first shock, and when +it fell, though humbled and mortified, I regained my freedom. After this +disappointment, I returned to college to redeem the time I had wasted +there in the days of my reckless youth, and to study diligently for my +profession. It was more than two years before I was satisfied with the +sincerity of my belief, and my fitness for so sacred a calling, when I +gladly accepted from Lord Wilton the parishes of Hadstone and Storby as +Vicar under him. + +"And now, little wife, you are acquainted with the leading points of my +history, and nothing more remains to be told, so let us up and be +walking home-wards, or we shall be too late for the school examination +this evening." + +Kissing the small hand that insinuated itself into his own, he lifted +her from her lowly seat, and they returned to the parsonage in time for +tea. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + MR. FITZMORRIS READS A TEMPERANCE LECTURE. + + +Mr. Fitzmorris lost no time in writing to Lord Wilton, and informing him +of his engagement with Dorothy Chance, not because he considered that +the Earl had any power to influence her choice, but as a matter of +courtesy, he having proved himself a kind friend to the orphan girl. + +That she was his daughter, he had little doubt. If a legitimate child, +such a worldly-minded man, as he knew the Earl to have been in his +younger days, would never have consented to see her the wife of Gilbert +Rushmere, a man so much beneath him, in birth and education. The idea +was preposterous, and fully convinced him that she was the offspring of +some unfortunate connection, in which the Earl had suffered loss of +honour, and perhaps a woman whom he had passionately loved. + +Henry Martin represented him as a conscience stricken and unhappy man, +who seemed anxious to make atonement for the evil acts of his past life, +by deeds of benevolence and kindness. + +"He has stumbled upon that great stumbling stone," said the good curate, +"in thinking it possible to obtain the forgiveness of sins through acts +of charity and self-sacrifice. If this could be done, there was no need +of an atonement, and the cross would never have groaned beneath the +weight of the Son of God." + +Whatever was the nature of the tie that bound Dorothy to the Earl, it +was involved in mystery, which Gerard Fitzmorris cared very little to +solve. His love for Dorothy was so pure and disinterested, that had he +found her begging along the highway, and been convinced of the noble +qualities of heart and mind with which she was endowed, he would have +thanked God, with all the fervour of his large heart, for giving him +such a wife. + +He made no allusion in his letter to these matters, but merely stated, +that the admiration he felt for Dorothy Chance, and her unaffected +piety, had kindled in his heart a sincere and ardent attachment, which +had overcome the prejudices of education and caste, and induced him to +make her his wife. That having lost her foster-mother, she had no place +which she could properly call her home, or any legal protector to +silence the shafts of calumny, that were already assailing her character +in all directions. That he was happy in having secured the affections +of the woman he loved, and he was certain that his noble kinsman as a +friend to both parties, would rejoice in this happy union. + +And Dorothy wrote to her absent friend all that was in her heart. + + * * * * * + + "Hadstone Parsonage. + + "Dear Lord Wilton, + + "I am no scribe, and never attempted to write a letter before in + my life; so you must excuse the cramped hand, and all the other + blunders and blots, which really I cannot help. I was in great + trouble when I got your kind letter, for my poor mother was + dying a cruel, painful death from cancer, and my heart was very + sore with having to dress her wounds and witness her sufferings. + + "I read your generous expressions of love and friendship, with + the deepest gratitude, and entered into your sorrows with tears + of true and heartfelt sympathy, wondering who _I_ was to awaken + such an interest in the mind of a great lord. + + "Pondering this over and over in my own way, a sudden thought + struck me. I will not mention it for I know it would pain you, + perhaps, more than it did me. But it had reference to my unknown + mother, and I felt very angry, and hoped that what I expected + might not be the case, and that I might still continue to love + and honour you, as heretofore, which indeed I could not do, if + those wicked thoughts were true. + + "They took such a hold of my mind, that I was going to tear your + letter, and the draft you sent me to pieces, and trample them + under my feet. + + "I was saved from committing such an outrage, by my poor friend + Mrs. Rushmere, who told me that I was acting very foolishly. You + may know by this, that I am not so meek as I look, but a very + vixen when bad thoughts get into my head. + + "Oh, my good lord, you need not have told me that you were not + my _lover_. Indeed, indeed, I never was so vain or presumptuous, + to imagine such a thing, though if I had been such a little + simpleton, it would not have been half so bad as the other crime + of which I suspected you. + + "I thank you much for your generous gift, but I have had no + occasion to use it, and when you come back, I will return the + draft to you. + + "A great many things have happened since you went away. Gilbert + came to visit his parents, and brought down with him his wife + and her mother, and a very disagreeable servant girl, which put + me sadly about, and mother so sick. + + "When I saw Gilbert again, I wondered how I had ever loved him + so much and made myself so miserable. He is far handsomer, is + better dressed, and externally improved in every way, yet I + felt glad that I could never be his wife. + + "He was kind enough, but his women folk treated me very cruelly, + and insulted me in every way they could. Their conduct was such, + that if I had not promised dear mother to stay with her till all + was over, I would have left the house the very day they entered + it. + + "They were not contented with insulting me themselves, but set + the vulgar impudent girl they had with them to harass and annoy + me in every way. + + "These women called themselves ladies, but to me they seemed + like ill-bred pretenders, who asserted their claims to + respectability by treating with insolence and contempt those + whom they considered inferiors. + + "Oh, my lord, I was really ashamed of shedding so many tears + about their unkind speeches and unwomanly remarks, but I found + their conduct was making me as wicked as themselves. + + "You knew my old dog, Pincher, the Scotch terrier, that you said + should be called old Faithful, because he loved me so well. The + vile girl, Martha Wood, actually murdered her mistress's pet + poodle, that she might lay the blame upon poor Pincher. Tom, our + farm servant, told me he saw her do it over the hedge. And Mrs. + Gilbert Rushmere gave the wretch half a crown to hang my noble + Pincher. I believe this treacherous girl would have betrayed our + blessed Saviour for thirty pieces of copper. This, which will + appear but a light matter to your lordship, caused me the + keenest grief. When we have few friends to love us, the + attachment of these simple creatures seems to me so touching. + + "My dear mother was found dead in her bed on the tenth of last + July. She had had a long conversation with me about her end, + (which everybody saw was fast approaching) the night before, and + was so tranquil and happy, and spoke so cheerfully of it, as a + blessed release from great suffering, and of the perfect peace + she enjoyed in the assurance of her Saviour's love, that it + seemed an act of impiety any one wishing to detain her from her + promised rest. + + "I stayed until after the funeral to comfort the dear old man, + and restore something of order to the house. While I was busy + packing up my few things, to remove to dear Mrs. Martin's, young + Mrs. Rushmere came into the room, and demanded of me the key of + my trunk, that she might see if _I had taken anything that did + not belong to me_! It made me feel dreadful. Oh, my lord, _your + good gentle Dorothy_ was turned into a fiend. But for the + restraining hand of God, I believe I should have murdered her. + Well, my lord, when she did examine my trunk--for I called up + her husband, and made her do it before him, did she not produce + the two large silver gravy spoons that belonged to the old + covenanter, Sir Lawrence Rushmere, of whose picture father is so + proud, as if by magic from the bottom of the box? Though I knew + I was innocent, I am sure that I looked as if I was guilty. I + could not have felt worse, if Satan himself had accused me + before the throne of God. + + "I was so bewildered, that I did not know how to defend myself, + and when she told her husband to call in a constable, and send + me to gaol, to be tried for theft, and I knew that the evidence + might hang or transport me, I felt dumb with horror. Gilbert, + however, suspected treachery, and proved my innocence past a + doubt, through the evidence of Martha Wood, whom she had only + partially made acquainted with her scheme to ruin me, and so a + merciful Providence turned the tables against her. + + "You may be certain that I was not long in leaving a house that + contained such inmates, pitying Gilbert the possession of such a + wife, and doubly pitying the poor forlorn old man, who must + depend upon her for all his future comforts. + + "And now, my lord, that I have wearied you with an account of + all my troubles, I must tell you something that has made me very + glad--so glad, that I consider myself the happiest woman in + England. + + "Mr. Fitzmorris loves me, and has asked me to be his wife. I + know that I am not worthy to be the wife of such an excellent + man, but if I am always with him, I cannot fail in becoming + wiser and better, for I love him with all my heart, and feel in + very truth that our union cemented on earth will last for ever. + + "Mr. Fitzmorris has recently lost his brother, and our marriage + will not take place before the spring. With sincere wishes for + the speedy recovery of your son, and that your lordship may + enjoy many years of health and happiness, + + "I remain, + "Your grateful little friend, + "DOROTHY CHANCE." + + * * * * * + +Lord Wilton received this quaint and singularly candid letter a few days +after the death of his son, and just as he was embarking for England, to +carry the loved remains to their final resting place in the family +vault. + +This was not exactly the sort of letter Lord Wilton had waited so +impatiently to receive. He had expected sentiment mingled with a dash of +youthful romance, and he found only an unvarnished truthful statement of +plain facts. One passage in Dorothy's epistle, however, instantly +riveted his attention. + +"Francis Fitzmorris dead!" he exclaimed, "and Dorothy's future husband +heir to the earldom and estates. How strange! What an unexpected +interposition of Providence to save me from exposure and disgrace, while +she will lose nothing by that sad affair remaining an impenetrable +secret." + +What the Earl alluded to has yet to be explained. + +Dorothy's engagement to the Vicar could not long be concealed in a small +village like Hadstone; whether through servants, or the shrewd +observation of neighbours, it soon leaked out. + +Miss Watling was in arms in a moment, and stoutly denied the facts +wherever she went. While old Mistress Barford insisted that the report +was true, that she had heard it from the very best authority, from Mrs. +Martin herself. + +The dispute was at its height when the two women stepped into the hall +at Heath Farm, in order to return a friendly visit from its present +mistress. + +"Have you heard the news, Mr. Rushmere?" said Mrs. Barford, addressing +the old gentleman, who had greatly failed since his wife's death, and +was composing himself for an afternoon nap in the great chair. + +"What news?" quoth he, "there's very little news that can interest me +now." + +"Your old favourite, Dorothy Chance, is going to be married." + +"Ay, that's summat, though," and he leaned eagerly forward, and quite +wide awake. "She'll make an excellent wife whoever has the luck to get +a'. Who's the man?" + +"No less a person than the Vicar, young Mr. Fitzmorris. There's a chance +for her." + +"What our Dolly marry the parson!" and he rubbed his hands in great +glee. "Good for her." + +"I beg, Mr. Rushmere, that you will not believe a word of it," cried +Miss Watling. "A very likely thing indeed, for a man of his condition to +marry the child of some miserable vagabond. It's a story all got up, +between Dorothy and Mrs. Martin, to throw discredit on Mr. Fitzmorris, +who everybody knows, is not a marrying man." + +"No discredit, I should think, to him or to any one," said Gilbert, +turning with a flushed face from the window, where he was standing, "if +marrying a beautiful virtuous woman can be a disgrace." + +"That's right, Gilbert, speak up for your old love," sneered Nancy, +unrestrained in venting her spleen by the lowering brow of Gilbert. + +"But, ladies," she continued, "is it probable that this man, who is now +Lord Wilton's heir, will ever make such a woman as that a countess?" + +"Ah," said Mrs. Barford, "I told you more than a year ago, Nancy, that +we might live to see Dorothy Chance ride to church in her carriage." + +"I'll believe it when I see it," remarked Mrs. Rushmere; "I should as +soon expect seeing Martha Wood a countess." + +"The girl is very pretty," said Mrs. Rowly, "there is no denying that; +but I don't believe that she is either virtuous or over honest. My +daughter caught her stealing silver spoons." + +"How--what's that, who dares to call Dorothy a thief?" cried old +Rushmere, starting to his feet. "If it were Goliath of Gath, I would +tell him he lied. That a' wud." + +"My wife did," replied Gilbert sullenly, "and had to eat her words. I +think, Sophia, considering the part you took in that infamous affair, it +would have been better for you to have held your tongue." + +"Always against your wife, sir. But I know the reason why you are so +savage this afternoon. You don't like to hear that Dorothy Chance is +going to marry a better man than yourself," replied Sophia, in her +softest tone. + +"She deserves it, as much as I did a better wife." + +He left the room slamming the door after him. Miss Watling raised her +eyebrows, shrugged her shoulders, and cast a pitying look towards his +wife. Sophia smiled, "that's a warning to all young unmarried ladies, +Miss Watling, not to be too eager to get a husband. I can assure them, +that it is far better to remain single." + +"You may spare such advice, Mrs. Rushmere, it will never appear +rational, except to the initiated," said Mrs. Barford. "From the time +of Eve down-wards, old maids and young maids never will give up the hope +of getting married. I had a maiden aunt of sixty, who put this proviso +in her will: 'I leave all my personal property to my nephew, James +Stanton; but in case of my marrying, an event not impossible, though +rather improbable, I revoke the said bequest.'" + +"If men are such bad folks," said old Rushmere, "I want to know, Mrs. +Barford, why all the widdies are so anxious to thrust their heads again +under the yoke?" + +"They have met with one bad husband, and hope to get a better," returned +Mrs. Rowly, thinking that in duty bound she ought to speak up for them. +"There is one piece of advice, however, which _I_, who have been some +years a widow, would give to both widows and maids. Never to marry a +cross superannuated old man!" and she cast a scornful glance at the +master of the house. + +"Sour grapes," muttered the old Rushmere. "One she-fox is enough in a +house, without having two to eat the grapes." + +"What did you say about foxes, Mr. Rushmere?" asked Miss Watling, very +innocently. "Have they been troubling your poultry lately?" + +"Yes, Nancy, eating me out of house and home. I wish a' could get rid of +such troublesome vermin." + +"_You_ must feel the loss of your wife very much?" remarked the same +kind individual. + +"More an' more every day. While Mary lived, I had a quiet comfortable +home, but now, I am no longer master o' my own house. Ay, times are +changed, but it won't be for long." And taking up his staff he hobbled +out. + +"The poor old man is failing very fast," said Mrs. Barford. "What a hale +strong man he was a year ago." + +"Oh, he frets, and fumes, and finds fault with everything," returned +Mrs. Gilbert. "It's of no use attempting to please him--in fact, I now +never try. A nice house it would be if I allowed him to interfere. +Between him and his son I lead the life of a dog." + +"How do you get on with the dairy, Mrs. Rushmere?" asked Mrs. Barford. +"Heath Farm was always celebrated for its butter and cheese." + +"I have given all that up," returned Mrs. Gilbert. "I can tell old +Rushmere and his son that they won't make a dairy-maid of me." + +"But how will you live without it? The farm is fit for nothing else?" + +"I don't care. I just get Martha to make enough butter to supply the +house. The old fellow grumbles and says, it's only fit for cart grease. +But if I can eat it, I am sure he may. I won't put up with his airs." + +"Poor old man!" sighed Mrs. Barford, as they left the house. "It's very +plain to me how all this will end. Gilbert can't work, and this wife of +his won't, and the old place will soon come to the hammer, if all we +hear of Gilbert's constant visits to the ale-house be true." + +"How dirty and untidy everything looks," said Miss Watling. "I was +afraid the dusty chairs would spoil my black silk dress. How neat and +clean the house used to be." + +"In Dorothy's time," suggested Mrs. Barford. "Rushmere did a foolish +thing, when he hindered Gilbert from marrying her. However, the poor +girl will be much better off." + +"Oh, don't talk about her. I hate her very name." + +"Nancy, it is all envy," returned Mrs. Barford, laughing; "you will like +her very much when she is Countess of Wilton." + +What Mrs. Barford had hinted about Gilbert's visits to the public-house +in the village, was but too true. The young man had no peace or +happiness at home. His wife and her mother insulted and abused his old +father, who gave way alternately to fits of passion and sullen gloom. He +would appeal to Gilbert, when he felt himself unusually aggrieved, but +for the sake of peace, for he was really afraid of his wife, Gilbert +chose to remain neutral. + +This enraged the old man, who would call him a poor hen-pecked coward, +to stand by and see him ill-treated. Then Gilbert, roused in his turn, +would tell him that it was his own fault, that if he had let him marry +the woman he loved, they might have been all happy together. + +One evening, when Dorothy and her lover were returning home through the +lane, from visiting a sick man in the country, they observed a tall man +staggering along before them, making very ludicrous efforts to keep his +balance, which was greatly frustrated by the want of an arm. + +"That's poor Rushmere," said Gerard. "Walk home, dear Dorothy. I must +speak to him. I cannot see a fellow-creature in this state without +attempting to warn him of his danger." + +Directly Dorothy was out of sight, for she took the path over the heath, +he followed Gilbert, and, laying his hand gently on his shoulder, said, + +"My friend you are in the wrong path, take my advice and I will guide +you into a better." + +"Go to--!" was the awful rejoinder from the intoxicated soldier. + +"No, my friend, I should be very sorry to travel one step in your road. +It is to save you from the frightful termination of your journey, that I +now address you." + +"I neither care for your cant, nor your companionship. Begone, and leave +me to pursue my own way," and Gilbert turned fiercely round, and struck +Mr. Fitzmorris a heavy blow with his left hand. "Do you like that? You +see," and he laughed bitterly, "though I am drunk and have only one +hand, I have some strength left." + +"Gilbert Rushmere," said Gerard very quietly, "I do not mean to resent +your blow. Though now a _canting_ parson, I was for five years a +_soldier_. You lost your arm in one great battle. I have received wounds +in four. I am no coward. Those who fight under the banner of the Prince +of Peace must use other weapons than those wielded by the arm of +flesh--patience, temperance and brotherly love. I cannot be angry with +you, I pity you from my very heart, and would save you, if you would +allow me to do so." + +"If I had known you had been a soldier, Mr. Fitzmorris, and fought and +bled for old England, I should have been the last man in the world to +strike you. Can you forgive me?" + +"With all my heart. There is my hand." + +"The blow I gave you was a severe one." + +"Rather, I could have returned it with interest. I was once a good +boxer, but I wish to be your friend. Cannot I persuade you, Rushmere, to +renounce this vile habit, and escape from the ruin which it involves." + +"I cannot promise you, Mr. Fitzmorris even to try. It is the only relief +I have. The only antidote to misery like mine. The sooner it kills me, +the sooner I shall get rid of this wretched world. I hate and loathe my +life, and want to die." + +"That would be all very well, if you could kill your soul. But though +you may sinfully abuse and destroy the machine in which it dwells, to +destroy that, is beyond your power. It is only the God who made it, that +can destroy both body and soul in hell. Suppose that you succeed in +killing yourself, you will find the second state worse than the first, a +whole eternity of misery, instead of a few years spent on earth. Don't +push me off, Rushmere, I can't see you perish in this foolish way, +without trying to convince you of your sin." + +"I will listen to you some other time. I have heard enough for one +night. If you could tell me how to get rid of my wife, I would listen to +you patiently all day." + +He brushed hastily past, his foot caught on a stone, and he measured his +length upon the dusty road. + +"See, you are not in a fit state to guide yourself." And Gerard once +more set him on his feet. + +"Go out of my way. I can get on without you. If you knew how jolly a +glass makes me feel, you would get drunk too," and he staggered on +singing at the top of his voice: + +"Which is the properest day to drink? Sunday." + +"That, parson, won't do for your shop. Good night." + +"Unhappy man," said Gerard, "what good angel can arrest your downward +course? if he will not be persuaded by me, I must try what Dorothy can +do. I could almost love the fellow, for having had taste enough to love +her." + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + THE OLD MAN IN PRISON. + + +Several weeks passed away, happily enough for Dorothy and her lover, who +every day became better acquainted with each other, and more deeply +sensible of the congeniality of character, which though different in +many trifling points, yet harmonized so well together. While they +advanced hand in hand, along that narrow path, whose steep ascent +towards perfection no human being ever trod unrewarded or in vain, a +very different line of conduct had been adopted by Gilbert Rushmere and +his wife. + +Private quarrels had increased to public brawls, insulting language, and +mutual recriminations, and the house was kept in such a miserable state, +that few of the old friends and associates of the family ventured across +the threshold. Lawrence Rushmere had cause enough to repent of his +interference between Dorothy Chance and his son, and found, to his cost, +that little peace or comfort remained for him in his old age. + +The farm was going to ruin; Gilbert was never home until late at night, +when he generally was conducted to the house by some neighbouring toper, +as fond of losing his senses in the bowl, but in a lesser degree of +brutal intoxication. + +Mrs. Gilbert raved, and her mother reviled and scorned; and the wretched +old man, if he attempted to make his voice heard in the domestic uproar, +was silenced by Mrs. Gilbert telling him to hold his tongue, that she +wanted no advice from such a superannuated dotard. + +The report of these doings at Heath Farm were not long in reaching the +ears of the Vicar, and gave great pain to Dorothy. What was to be done +to rescue Gilbert from ruin? that was the great question. + +Mr. Fitzmorris tried to obtain an interview with him, and for that +purpose called several times at the house, but always received the same +answer from Martha Wood, "that young Mr. Rushmere was not at home." + +"Where was he to be found?" + +"She did not know. Perhaps at Jonathan Sly's, at the 'Plough and +Harrow,' may be at Storby, where he was looking for a man, to whom he +had sold a team of horses." + +So to Storby the Vicar went, and inquired of every likely and unlikely +place in the town for Lieutenant Rushmere. At one low tavern the +landlord told him that he had been there with a horse jockey, that they +had some liquor, and went out again, he believed, to bet in the +cock-pit. + +"Where may that be? I did not know that you had such an abomination in +the town," said Mr. Fitzmorris. + +"Well, it's not zactly in the town, sir. There's a little low hedge ale +house, by the road side, as you come in by the back way. A hole, kept by +old Striker, that was a smuggler, and made to suffer some years agone. +He keeps the 'Game Cock.' It is a bad place, only resorted to by thieves +and swindlers; and a dreadful pity that the Leaftenant ha' got in with +such a set. He'll soon bring the old man to a gaol, and hisself is going +to the devil as fast as he can." + +Mr. Fitzmorris perceived the great urgency of getting Gilbert out of +the clutches of these men, and after thinking over the matter for some +minutes, he proposed to the landlord to go with him to the "Game Cock," +and tell young Rushmere that a friend wanted to speak to him on a matter +of great importance. + +"Na, na, I would not venture my nose in amongst them wild chaps for a +crown piece. You see, sir, I'm but a little man of a quiet turn. I never +could fight in my life, an' it's only farm labourers that ever frequents +my tap, an' they have but little money to spend, and are too heavy and +loompish to quarrel, and kick up a bobbery. They only laughs and grins, +and jokes one with the tother, whiles they drinks a glass of beer or +yeats a mouthful of bread an' cheese, on their way down with their teams +to the wharf, where they ships loads of corn, an' then return with +coals. These poor creturs are just harmless as lambs. The fellows that +Rushmere has got in with are a set of noisy dare devils, who'll knock a +man down as soon as look at him. I think yer Reverence had better not go +near them." + +"My duty lies in such places, and while in the performance of it, I feel +afraid of no man. Can you give me directions as to the situation of the +cock-pit, without the necessity of my going into the house?" + +"Just beside the house there runs a high brick wall. Open a low door +about the middle of it, and you'll find yourself in a shed, with a set +of rude fellows swarming round it, looking down upon the pit with the +cocks. It's exciting work, sir, that fighting with the bonnie birds," +continued the little man, with a knowing twinkle in his eye. "But 'tis +reckoned a vulgar, low pastime now. In my young days, lauk a mercy, +sir, it was played by high and low, and fortins have been won an' lost +on a game cock. Did your Reverence ever see a match?" + +"I have seen, my friend, more than is good in my short life, when I +foolishly thought more of the amusements of this world, than of the +endless happiness and glory of the next." + +"Ah, sir, a man can't allers be thinking of Heaven and reading the +Bible, and saying prayers all the time. I'm sure if I were your +Reverence I should find it very dull work." + +Mr. Fitzmorris smiled good-naturedly. + +"There are many ways, my friend, of serving God besides reading the +Bible and praying. When we endeavour to follow our Blessed Lord's +example, in trying to do good to our fellow-creatures, we award Him the +best praise of which our nature is capable; and the man who loves Him, +and does all for His sake, without claiming any merit for himself, +enjoys in acts of love and charity the most exquisite pleasure." + +Laying his hand emphatically on the little publican's shoulders, he +continued, "Seek the Lord earnestly, diligently, and with your whole +heart, and serve Him faithfully, and you will know the truth of what I +say, and experience such joy and inward satisfaction as you never +dreamed of before. The Heaven of a true Christian commences on earth. +For where God is, there is Heaven. If His Spirit dwells in you, old +things pass away, and all things become new." + +Before he had finished the sentence, a farm-servant came up to the +little tavern in hot haste. + +"Hullo, Barnaby!" he cried, "can yer tell 'un aught o' young Measter +Rushmere? The bully-bailiffs are in the house--old measter raging like +a wild bull--mistress crying an' wringing her hands--the old 'un +scolding and fussing; the blackguard of a servant-girl laughing in her +sleeve, to hear what she calls the fun--an' the old man threatening to +blow the fellows' brains out with the rusty old blunderbuss that has na' +been fired off since King George came to the crown. If Measter Gilbert +does na' come whome quick, there'll be the devil to pay an' no pitch +hot." + +"It seems hot enough, Joe, by your account already," returned Master +Barnaby. "This will be a good excuse for your Reverence to get him away +from that sink o' iniquity." + +"Let us lose no time," said Mr. Fitzmorris, turning to the man who was +standing gaping at him with open mouth and eyes. "My good fellow, can +you show me the way to the 'Game Cock?'" + +"Why, yees, sir. It's on our way whome, supposing yer goes round the +back o' the Heath. Yer sartainly won't find Measter Gilbert there?" + +"He is there." And Gerard swung his strong oak stick in the air, and +followed his conductor at a rapid pace down a narrow footpath that led +across the marshes to Hadstone. + +It was a lonely, desolate tract, intersected with wide ditches, full of +stagnant water, generally crossed by a single plank. + +The sluggish river crept its lazy length to the sea, between high banks +of mud, and when the tide was out, its dimensions contracted to a tiny +stream, which flowed through a wide bed composed of the same alluvial +deposit that filled the air for miles with a rank, fishy smell. A +footpath ran along the top of the mud-bank, and Mr. Fitzmorris and his +guide followed this till they came to a low stone bridge with one arch, +of very ancient structure, which crossed the main-road to London, where +the heath sank down to the level of the salt flats. A few paces from the +bridge, and below the heath, a low dwelling, composed of wattle and +daub, bore the ostentatious sign of a large, fiery, red game cock, in +the act of crowing, as if to give notice to the tired pedestrian that he +could get refreshments for man and beast, at the house kept by Jonas +Striker. + +"Well, Measter Fitzmorris, this be the place. An' yer wud know't by the +uproar that's going on in the shed, without the help o' the bird that's +allers crowing, but never do crow, outside the door. But don't yer hear +the crowing an' clapping o' wings o' the bully birds within, an' the +shouts o' the men that ha' won on the conqueror!" + +Mr. Fitzmorris did not answer. He pushed open the door of which Barnaby +had spoken, and entering the yard with a firm, decided step, walked up +to the drunken and noisy crowd. + +Some drew back as he advanced, as if ashamed of being caught by the +parson in such a disreputable place, while others turned and faced him +with an audacious stare. Gilbert Rushmere, who was leaning on the rail, +cried out in a sneering tone: + +"You are too late for the main, parson, but just in time to perform the +funeral service over the black cock. There he lies--his last battle +ended. As brave a knight as ever wore steel spurs. I'll be chief +mourner, for I ventured upon him my last guinea." + +Without taking the least notice of this speech, or the ribald crew by +whom he was surrounded, Gerard went up to Gilbert, and drew him forcibly +apart. + +"Rushmere, I have bad news for you. Come home with me. The bailiffs are +in the house, and everything in confusion at Heath Farm. You know what +the feelings of the proud, independent old man must be in such +circumstances. Leave this disgusting place and your vicious companions, +and I will see what I can do to save your family from disgrace." + +Gilbert looked in Gerard's face with a half-stupefied stare of blank +incredulity. + +"Now, parson, you are only funning me--this is one of your pious dodges +to get me out of this. I know I'm a fool to be here--but having once +passed the Rubicon, I don't mean to go back." + +"What I tell you is perfectly true. Here is your man-servant, ask him. +Surely, surely, Mr. Rushmere, you have enough of manhood left in you not +to suffer your wife and poor old father to bear the weight of such a +calamity alone?" + +"As to father, let him take it. He deserves it all. But for him, you +would not be in my shoes, rejoicing that the woman who ought to have +been my wife will shortly be yours. You might be contented, I think, +without following me like my shadow, to triumph over me." + +"Gilbert Rushmere," said Mr. Fitzmorris, very gravely, "I never saw +Dorothy until after you were the husband of another. Your desertion of +her, when you knew how much she loved you, was no deed of your father's, +but your own voluntary act, for he never knew of your marriage until a +few days before you came down to Heath Farm. And let me tell you, that +any man who could desert such a noble woman as Dorothy Chance for the +sake of a few thousand pounds, was most unworthy to be her husband. But +she has nothing to do with the matter now in hand. It is profanation to +breathe her name in such an assemblage as this. Do you mean to come home +with me, or not?" + +"I won't go home in your company. I have nothing to say against you. I +believe you to be an honourable man and a gentleman, but I hate you for +supplanting me in the affections of the only woman I ever loved. The +very sight of you makes me wish to break the sixth commandment." + +"Why act the part of the dog in the manger? You cannot marry Dorothy +yourself. Why entertain such uncharitable feelings towards me, because I +have taste enough to prize a jewel that you cast from you. Come, +Rushmere, let better feelings prevail, dismiss this unreasonable +jealousy, and listen to the advice of one who sincerely wishes to be +your friend. Can you tell me the amount of this execution? If it is +within my power, I will try and settle it, for Dorothy's sake." + +"You'll be a--fool for your pains if you do," and he laughed scornfully. +"It is the first, but it will not be the last. I want no man, especially +you of all men, to ruin himself for me. Every thing has gone wrong with +me since I married that woman. If she would have put her shoulder to the +wheel, and worked for me, I would have forgiven her the folly and +wickedness of deceiving me. But she does nothing but run up bills, and +make me miserable. She's not a bad looking woman, and I might have +learned to love her in time, but there's no chance of that now. I'm not +sorry for this business, for I hope it will be the means of my getting +rid of her. Go home, I won't; they may fight it out the best way +they can." And turning suddenly on his heel, he disappeared among the +crowd. Full of grief at his want of success, Mr. Fitzmorris took the +road that led to Heath Farm. + +Here to his grief and indignation, he was informed by Martha Wood that +the old man had been taken off to prison for debt, and the ladies were +shut up in their own room, and could not receive visitors. Tired with a +long fruitless walk, and feeling sad at heart, he determined to visit +Lawrence Rushmere early the next morning, and, if possible, to pay the +amount of his debt. + +Anxious to save Dorothy from useless distress, he did not inform her of +the cause that had kept him away so long. She only remarked, as he +kissed her cheek, "My dear Gerard looks tired and paler than usual." + +"Oh, Dolly," he replied. "It is a sad world; one is never allowed to +feel happy in it long. If it were always the paradise that you have made +it for the last few weeks, I should never like to leave it. All things, +darling, are for the best. The purest pleasures are born in the lap of +sorrow, as the brightest sunshine succeeds the darkest storm." + +Directly after breakfast he ordered his horse and gig, and telling Mrs. +Martin that he could not be home before night, drove over to the town of +----, in which the gaol was situated. + +Before going to visit the old man, he went to the lawyer, at the suit of +whose client he had been incarcerated, to discover the amount of the +debt, which he found to be under three hundred pounds, including the law +costs. + +It was a large sum for Mr. Fitzmorris, having expended all he could well +spare from his own income in settling his brother's affairs, paying +funeral and law expenses, and other items. Any thought of his own +comfort or convenience seldom stayed the too generous hand, that was +never held back by selfish motives, if it could possibly relieve the +necessity of a fellow creature. "It was only retrenching a few needless +luxuries," he would say, "for a few months or years, and the interest +would be amply repaid. There was no bank in which a man could invest his +means, which made such ample returns, as the bank of Heaven, in which +there was no fear of losing your capital, as it was chartered for +eternity." + +He wrote a check upon his banker for the sum, and received the release +from Mr. Hodson, the man of business. + +"I am afraid, Mr. Fitzmorris, that you have sacrificed this large sum of +money to little purpose. This, though certainly the largest claim +against the Rushmere estate, is not the only one. It would require more +than a thousand pounds to keep the place from the hammer." + +"I thought that Lawrence Rushmere had been a person who had saved +money?" + +"He had to the amount of a few hundred pounds, but the farm is a very +poor one, which, for half a century past, has barely supplied the +necessary outlay to continue its cultivation. When the lieutenant +returned, the father sacrificed his little earnings, to enter into a +speculation with his son, for furnishing horses to the Government, for +the use of the army. Such a traffic requires large means, and constant +attention. The young man who was the sole manager, got among dissipated +companions, from buying horses, to betting upon them, and has not only +lost all the money advanced by the father, but has involved himself +irretrievably. The creditors thought it better to bring things to a +crisis, as the sale of the property might possibly leave a small +overplus, to keep the old man from the workhouse." + +"He is such an impatient, obstinate creature," observed Mr. Fitzmorris, +"that he may choose to remain in prison rather than pay these creditors, +that he will be sure to regard not as the injured party, but as personal +enemies to himself." + +"In that case, you had better retain in your possession the draft you +have just given me, until after you have seen and conversed with +Lawrence Rushmere." + +"Would it be possible to stay proceedings against the estate, until +after Lord Wilton's return, which is expected daily, and remove the old +man from prison? He is so proud and independent, the disgrace of having +been inside a gaol will kill him." + +"The creditors, who are all decent yeomen, might be inclined to serve +the old man, who has always been respected in the county as an honest +fellow. But being associated in this horse traffic with the son, whom +they look upon as a great scoundrel, throws more difficulties in the +way. The father was unprepared, nay, never expected this blow, or he +might have arranged matters to save himself. I could, perhaps, stave off +the other creditors, if this first claim were settled, for two or three +months, and a bond were given that they should receive their money at +the end of that term. The old man who is honest as daylight, might +indemnify you by turning over to you the estate, and continue to farm it +for your benefit." + +"I will own, Mr. Hodson, that I do not exactly wish to sacrifice my +money, for the benefit of Gilbert Rushmere, without he were a reformed +character. If the estate were mine, I could give it to Lawrence Rushmere +rent free for his life." + +The lawyer promised to make all the necessary arrangements to secure Mr. +Fitzmorris from unnecessary loss, and he left him to communicate to the +prisoner the result of his morning's work, and to relieve him from +durance. + +He found the old man in the debtors' room, pacing to and fro with a +restless stride, which proved how much vigour still remained in the +tough heart of oak. On perceiving Mr. Fitzmorris, the caged lion +suddenly came to a stand still, and confronted him with a gloomy brow, +and proud defiant eye, as he said in a low voice, + +"Are you come, Parson, to speak to Lawrence Rushmere in a den like this, +to seek an honest man among felons an' thieves? I was allers laughed at +for holding my head so high. I must carry it a foot higher here to look +above a lawless set of ruffians and ragamuffins." + +In spite of his affected bravado, the tears stood in the old man's eyes, +and, staggering to a bench, he sunk down helplessly upon it, and covered +his face with his hands. + +"I came to seek a friend," said Gerard, laying his hand on the old man's +shoulder, "one whom I esteem, or I should not be here." + +"Oh, dang it," cried Rushmere. "Take off your hand, Mr. Fitzmorris. No +offence, I hope, but it do put me in mind o' the tap that rascal gave +me; he said, in the king's name, as if the king, God bless him, had ever +a hand in sending a honest loyal subject like me to prison. I had the +satisfaction, however, of knocking the fellow down. It did me good, I +can tell you." + +The cold, clear blue eye was lighted up with a gleam of fire, which cast +an angry glare around, like a flash of summer lightning leaping from +the dark clouds. + +"The man was only in the performance of his duty. It was expending your +wrath upon a wrong object." + +"He just deserved what he got. None but a rascal would ever fill such a +post, none but rascals ever do fill it, men far worse in moral character +than the villains they take. An honest man would sweep the streets +before he'd earn his living in such a mean way." + +Gerard could scarcely forbear a smile at this tirade, when Rushmere +asked him abruptly the cause of his visit. + +"To take you out of this place, and carry you back to your own home." + +"And who pays the debt?" + +"I have agreed to do that." + +"You! What business ha' you wi' paying my debts? If Lawrence Rushmere +can't do that, he must content himsel' to stay here." + +"You must not refuse me this great favour. Consider me as a son, willing +and anxious to serve you." + +At the mention of the word son, the old man sprang to his feet, and, +clenching his fist, exclaimed, + +"I have no son! The rascal who has brought me to this, wi' his drinking +and gambling, is no son of mine. I disown him now and for ever--and may +my curse--" + +Mr. Fitzmorris put his hand before the old man's mouth, and, in a solemn +voice that made him fall back a few paces, said, + +"Who are you that dare curse a fellow creature, especially a son, though +he has rebelled against you? It is committing an outrage against your +own soul--against the excellent mother that bore him--against the most +High God, who, through his blessed Son, has told us, that only as we +forgive those that injure us can we ourselves hope to be forgiven." + +"Oh, Mary, my wife. My dead angel! it is only for your sake I revoke my +curse. He be your child, but oh, he has wounded me in the tenderest +part." + +Again the old man sank down upon the bench, and, for a few minutes, +Gerard thought it best to leave him to his own thoughts. When he seemed +more calm, he urged him more earnestly to accompany him back to +Hadstone. + +"To go back to that she-cat? No, a' won't, I tell you. Why, gaol is a +paradise compared to living wi' her. You must not urge me, sir. If I +don't curse the scamp that has brought me to this--I fear I should kill +him if we met!" + +"But you would not refuse to live with Dorothy?" + +"Ah, Dolly--she was a good lass. I have naught to do wi' her now. It +would ha' been well for me if a' had never set eyes on her." + +"But Dorothy loves you so sincerely." + +"What, after I have used her so ill? Howsomever, it was a great service +I rendered her, when I hindered her from marrying that scoundrel." + +"Unintentionally on your part, my friend. You can take no merit for +that. Your son might have turned out a noble character but for that +act." + +It was of no use urging the old man to leave the gaol. His pride was +offended at the idea of Mr. Fitzmorris paying his debts; he was hurt, +too, that Gilbert had sent no message, to let him know how matters +really stood, or if there remained any chance of paying the creditors by +the sale of the property. + +"You see, Mr. Fitzmorris, I trusted all to him. I never thought that my +own son would neglect the business and ruin me. No, no, I deserve to be +here for my folly, and here I will remain until all the creditors are +paid." + +Seeing that he was obstinately bent on adhering to his purpose, Gerard +told him that he would send Mr. Hodson to talk the matter over with him, +and he would come and see him again when he heard that he had come to a +decision. He was willing to give him a fair price for the estate, and +let him remain in it rent-free for his life. + +The old man seemed struck with this last suggestion, and promised to +listen to reason, and so they parted. + +On Mr. Fitzmorris' return to Hadstone, the first news that met his ears +was, that Gilbert Rushmere had gone off to parts unknown with Martha +Wood, who had dexterously fomented the quarrels between him and his wife +to further this object; and that Mrs. Gilbert and her mother had packed +up and left for London, "never," they said, "to return to a beggarly +place like Hadstone." + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + A LONG CHAPTER. + + +The various plans formed by Gerard Fitzmorris for the future comfort of +Lawrence Rushmere, were temporarily suspended by the receipt of a letter +from Lord Wilton, who had just landed in Liverpool with his sad freight. + +He earnestly requested his cousin to meet him in London, and join in the +melancholy cortège that would accompany the mortal remains of the young +viscount to their last resting-place, in the family vault in Hadstone +church. + +"I have much to say to you, my dear Gerard," he wrote, "upon the +important subject which formed the leading topic in the letters received +from you and Dorothy just as I was about to sail for England. But while +the arrow rankles in my heart, for the death of a justly beloved son, I +cannot yet bring my mind to dwell upon marrying and giving in marriage. +This must suffice you both till time has cicatrized the wound. The +marriage of my daughter, Dorothy, with the last male representative of +our ancient house, cannot fail to be regarded by me with entire +satisfaction. I will explain everything when we meet." + +Gerard folded the Earl's letter and sat for some minutes in deep +thought. Most men in his position would have felt more joy than sorrow +for the death of a relative they had scarcely known, which made them +heir to a title and vast wealth. Gerard Fitzmorris cared very little +for either distinction. He had for some time past felt a deep and +growing interest in Lord Wilton, and he sympathised with him most +sincerely in the loss of a noble and deserving son. + +He was much struck by the decided manner in which he had avowed, without +entering into the particulars of the case, that Dorothy Chance was his +daughter. If legitimately he would have no claim to the earldom, which +came through a Granville, and would only be entitled to the baronetcy +held by his descent from Sir Thomas Fitzmorris, their mutual +grandfather. Dorothy would be Countess of Wilton in her own right. + +He could not bring himself to believe, if this were the case, that the +Earl would have suffered her to remain so long ignorant of her just +position. + +Time would explain all, but he could not fathom the mystery. He +instantly complied with the Earl's request to meet him in London. +Before he left Hadstone, Dorothy begged, as a great favour, that she +might accompany him on his journey as far as ---- to take Mr. Rushmere +out of gaol, and bring him back to Heath Farm. + +"It would be better for me, Gerard, to break to him the elopement of his +son, and if he will return with me, to stay with him at the old place, +till you come back." + +"Just like my own Dorothy," he cried, pressing her to his heart. "Go +like a good angel, as you are, and my blessing go with you." + +During their journey, Gerard gave his betrothed the Earl's letter to +read, and watched her countenance during the perusal. There was no other +passenger inside the coach but themselves. They could talk to each other +without reserve. He saw her start, and her cheeks crimson, when she +came to the paragraph in which his lordship spoke of her as his +daughter. + +"Oh, Gerard," she said, bursting into tears, as her head sank upon his +shoulder. "Had I not better go with you to London, to comfort him in his +sorrow? My father, my poor father! I can never supply to him the loss of +his dear son." + +"Had he wished it, my sweet cousin, he would have made the request. +Public taste has dispensed with the presence of female mourners at the +funerals of relations and friends. The gentle hearts that loved the +truest and the best are denied by the tyrant fashion the blessed +privilege of seeing the last sad rites performed for the beloved dead. +After Lord Fitzmorris' funeral your presence will be more needed. It is +not until the earth closes her bars for ever on the loved and lost, that +we can fully realize the fact that they can no more return to us." + +On reaching the county town, Dorothy and her lover parted--one to act as +chief mourner in a solemn and useless pageant, which the good sense of +mankind ought to banish from the earth, with all its artificial +trappings and hired mourners; the other to visit that grave of the +living, a prison, and carry hope and comfort to the care-worn heart of +the victim of a cruel and oppressive law, which demands of a man to pay +his debts, while it deprives him of the chance of doing so. + +Following the directions she had received from Gerard, Dorothy went +first to Mr. Hodson, and learned from him that the debt for which her +foster-father was in gaol, had been settled by her lover; that +everything had been satisfactorily arranged with the other creditors, +Rushmere having concluded to sell Heath Farm to Mr. Fitzmorris for the +sum of two thousand pounds, which would pay all the demands upon the +estate, and leave the old man at liberty. + +The dry man of business was much struck by the extraordinary beauty of +the young lady, who had deigned to visit his dusty office in behalf of +the prisoner, and being a widower of some years' standing, without any +incumbrance in the shape of children, it struck him that so charming a +girl would make him an excellent second wife. + +With this wise project in his head, he cross-questioned her very +closely, on their way to the gaol, as to her parentage and station, to +all which questions she gave such frank and straightforward answers, +that he soon became acquainted with her private history. + +Mr. Hodson had been employed to make old Mrs. Knight's will, and well +remembered the remarkable clause it contained with regard to the child +of the poor vagrant found on the Heath, which, if proofs could be +actually obtained that Dorothy was the daughter of Alice Knight, whether +legitimately or illegitimately, would entitle her to a fortune of thirty +thousand pounds, with all its immense accumulations of interest and +compound interest, for so many years. + +It was a case worth looking into. + +The old woman's death-bed confession, which had been made in his +presence, to Mr. Martin, fully established a fact only known to +them--that the conscience-stricken murderess of the mother had +discovered in the corpse of the poor vagrant, her grandchild; so that +all that was now required to entitle her child to inherit this large +fortune was the registration of its birth. If it had taken place in any +workhouse, or public charitable institution, this might be obtained +by offering suitable rewards, without the said Alice Knight had adopted +a fictitious name. + +As the light began gradually to dawn upon his mind that this lovely girl +was no other than Mrs. Knight's heiress, he rubbed his hands gleefully +together, and told his fair visitor, that if she made him her friend, he +might be able to put her in the way of obtaining a handsome fortune. + +Dorothy laughed, and looked incredulously at the plain, matter-of-fact +lawyer. + +"How can I do that, sir? I have no money to give you." + +"Not at present, my dear; but you can bestow upon me more than the worth +of money, this dear little white hand!" + +"Oh!" said Dorothy, snatching her hand from him, before he could convey +it to his lips, and without adopting the affectation of pretending not +to understand his meaning, "I cannot do that, for it is given away +already." + +The lawyer's fine castle of a moment's building evaporated slowly into +air, as he asked in a disconcerted tone: + +"To whom?" + +"A gentleman you know quite well. The Reverend Gerard Fitzmorris. It was +he that directed me to you." + +"Oh, I see. The gentleman that was here a few days ago, Lord Wilton's +cousin, and successor to the titles and estates. That is, in case the +Earl does not marry again. Young lady, I offer you my sincere +congratulations, on your prospect of becoming a countess, and I hope," +he continued, with great emphasis, "that you will forgive me, for +wishing to secure the affections of such a charming young lady." + +"Oh, certainly. You are not much to be pitied, on so short an +acquaintance," and Dorothy laughed merrily. "Had not the fortune +something to do with it?" and she looked archly up in his face. + +"No, upon my honour, I was struck with your appearance before you told +me who you were. But really, Miss Chance, or Knight, or whatever we can +prove your name to be, we must not lose sight of this fortune, and if +you will pay me say five thousand pounds provided I am able to establish +your claims, will you empower me to take the necessary steps?" + +"But should you fail?" + +"In that case, I should not claim a farthing." + +"We will consult Gerard and Mr. Martin," said Dorothy, who thought that +this might bring about proofs of her identity, that would satisfy Lord +Wilton, and she felt in high spirits at the possible result of such a +legal inquiry. So, quite forgetful of the sly lawyer's proposal to make +her his second wife, she chatted with him during their way to the gaol, +in the most friendly and confidential manner. + +She found Lawrence Rushmere, moping in the corner of the debtor's room, +looking pale and haggard, with beard unshaven, and his uncombed locks +falling round his face in tangled confusion. Running up to him, Dorothy +flung her arms about his neck and tenderly embraced him. Rushmere looked +up, and clasped her to his heart. "Dolly, is that you?" + +"Yes, dear father." + +"My dear girl, I be hearty glad to see thee. But what brought'ee, Dolly, +to this confounded place?" + +"To take you out of it." + +"Where's Gilbert?" he asked, lowering his voice, and looking cautiously +round lest the other debtors should hear him ask after his unworthy +son. + +"Gone, father, no one knows whither. He went off with that bad girl, +Martha Wood, who, I believe, has been at the bottom of all the +mischief." + +"The young limb of iniquity. A fit companion for my son. And what has +become of the wife?" + +"Gone back to London." + +"Joy go with her, she was a bad 'un. An' the cunning old witch, the +mother?" + +"Has left Hadstone never to return." + +"An' the old place. What have they done with it?" + +"It is open to receive you, father, when you return with me. I will soon +make it bright and cosy again." + +"Ah, well a day, Dolly. I hardly wish to see it again. It will only +remind me o' happier days, o' a wife that I loved with my whole heart, +o' a son that I can consider mine no longer. Who would ha' thought +that such an excellent mother could ha' been parent to such a graceless +bairn; that a good beginning should make such a sorry ending? Na, +Dorothy, I cannot go back; even the bright black eyed lass, who might +ha' been my daughter, but for my folly, is going to carry joy an' +sunshine into another home. Let me bide, Dorothy, where I be! I can die +as well here as in the old homestead." + +"I cannot lose my dear old father yet. Where I am, there shall always be +a warm nook by the fireside for him." + +"Dolly, my darling, thou art one in a thousand. Yes, I will go with you. +Reach me my hat and staff." + +The shrewd man of business thought with the yeoman that Dorothy was one +in a thousand, and was not a little affected by her filial piety. He +then accompanied Dorothy and her charge to the inn, and ordered a good +dinner at his own expense, for the refreshments of the travellers. Over +a glass of excellent home brewed, he told Rushmere of the hopes he +entertained of securing Mrs. Knight's large bequest for the beautiful +foundling. This news, however gratifying to the old man, on Dorothy's +account, only served to increase the deep regret that was ever brooding +in his mind, that his unreasonable obstinacy had been the cause of +Gilbert's ruin and his own. + +It was night when they got to Heath Farm. + +Mrs. Martin and the good curate were there to welcome Rushmere back to +his old home. + +With the assistance of Polly and Mrs. Sly, who had been at work all the +day, Mrs. Martin had succeeded in restoring the house to its original +order, the absence of which, during the misrule of Mrs. Gilbert's +brief reign, had been such an eye-sore to the sturdy yeoman. He was +perfectly astonished, and no less gratified, to find everything in its +accustomed place. + +A bright fire was roaring up the huge chimney, as in the winter nights +long passed away. A comfortable hot supper was smoking on the oak table, +which was covered with a spotless cloth of Dorothy's own spinning. His +easy chair in its own place, at the head of the hospitable board, +fronting the portrait of his venerated ancestor, which had been cleaned +from dust and fly spots, by Mrs. Martin's own hands. + +The grand old soldier of the covenant looked down from his lofty height, +and, by the glow of the genial fire, seemed to smile benignantly on his +care-worn descendant's sorrowful face. + +The old yeoman fixed his eyes long and lovingly on the time-honoured +picture, then, stretching his large hands to the cheerful blaze, +muttered to himself,--"The last. Am I to be the last o' his race that +will leave the old place with an untarnished name? Oh, Gilbert! oh, my +son! I had expected better things o' thee." + +The cheerful conversation of the good curate and his wife, and the +caresses of Dorothy, succeeded at last in winning Lawrence Rushmere from +his melancholy, and something of his former honest hearty expression +beamed forth from his clear blue eyes. He joined earnestly in Henry +Martin's beautiful evening prayer, which he declared had done him a +world of good, and refreshed his weary spirit. When Dorothy lighted him +up to bed, he whispered in her ear at parting, "I thought this morning, +Dorothy, that a' never could feel happy or comfortable agen." + +It had been previously arranged by her friends that Dorothy was to +remain at the Farm, as mistress of the establishment, until after +Gerard's return, and do all she could to make her foster-father forget +his past sorrows and present desolate position. Though such a result +could hardly be expected at his age, she accomplished more than she had +anticipated. + +She read to him the newspapers, sang to him the old ballads he loved so +well, in her clear dulcet voice, and talked to him cheerfully of his +future prospects,--of the pleasant days yet in store for him, if he +would resolutely abandon vain regrets, and trust in the goodness and +mercy of a loving God. + +Several days glided tranquilly away before she received a letter from +Gerard, which informed her that the funeral procession would reach +Hadstone at noon on the following day, when the burial of the young +viscount would take place, Lord Wilton and himself being chief +mourners, and Mr. Martin reading the service for the dead. He told her +that he had found the Earl in better health and spirits than he +expected. That his son had died in such a happy frame of mind, that it +had done more to establish his belief in the great truths of the +Christian religion, than a thousand homilies. + +We will pass over the funeral, with all its black and melancholy +details, which seem to have been invented by our progenitors to add +unnecessary horror to death. The pagan rites of Chinese idolaters have a +far more spiritual meaning than our dismal funereal processions. The +mourners wear robes of spotless white--young children strew beautiful +flowers along the path to the grave, and accompany the dead to their +peaceful rest with music and song, rejoicing in the birth of the +spirit to a better world. + +The day after the funeral, Gerard Fitzmorris came in Lord Wilton's +carriage to bring Dorothy up to Heath Hall, as the Earl was impatient to +see her. + +On arriving at the stately mansion, they were immediately ushered into +the noble library that had haunted Dorothy's dreams, since the day she +first met her titled father. + +The Earl was standing, with folded arms, before the portrait of his +beautiful mother, the resemblance between her and Dorothy having been +rendered yet more striking by the air of refinement that education, and +the society of superior minds, had given to the latter. + +At the sound of her light steps, the Earl held out his arms. Dorothy +sank upon his breast, only uttering the simple word, "Father!" + +"My child, my beloved child!" + +For a long while he held her where nature had placed her, next his +heart, and they mingled their tears together. Gerard walked to the +window not less affected by their emotion. + +The Earl at length mastered his feelings, and, placing Dorothy on a +sofa, he called Gerard to him, and taking a seat between them, held +firmly a hand of each. + +"My dear children," he said, in a voice that still trembled with +emotion, "the time for an explanation, of what must seem to you a +strange and needless mystery, has arrived; and while I reveal my past +sins and folly, I beg your earnest attention and forgiveness. + +"You, Dorothy Chance, are my child, born in lawful wedlock, the only +fruit of my marriage with Alice Knight, the beautiful and unfortunate +young _protégée_ of my mother, Lady Dorothy Granville. + +"You both know that I was a younger son. My eldest brother, Sir Thomas, +being a strong healthy young man, I never entertained the least +expectation of being called to fill his place. I was proud and poor, +depending solely for my future position on my mother's jointure at her +death, and my chance of rising in the army. + +"I was always haunted by a terrible dread of poverty, not that I loved +money for its own sake, for I was reckless in the extravagant +expenditure of my limited means, but I valued it for the power and +_prestige_ that it always confers upon its fortunate possessors. To be +esteemed as a man of fortune by the world, was at that time the height +of my ambition, I was not aware of the little satisfaction that mere +wealth, unconnected with better things, confers. + +"My grandfather, the late earl, had early singled me out as his future +heir. I was his godson, and had been called after him, Edward +Granville. He did not like my eldest brother, who was an honest, +generous fellow, frank and independent to a fault, the very beau ideal +of a soldier and a gentleman. He never would condescend to flatter the +avaricious old man for the sake of his money. + +"My grandfather had a high veneration for rank, a feeling which my dear +mother shared with him in common; both had an unmitigated horror of a +mésalliance. This terror of mingling their pure old Norman blood with +any one of inferior degree took a strong possession of my own mind, +which was greatly strengthened by the often reiterated threat of the +proud old aristocrat, that if I married beneath my rank, I should never +possess a shilling of his vast wealth. + +"This great fortune he inherited from an uncle, who for many years had +been governor of India, and died childless. I must confess that I was +dreadfully jealous of the infant sons of his youngest daughter, by a +second marriage. Not so much of you, Gerard, who, from an infant, shewed +a proud and independent spirit; you were a sturdy democrat from your +very cradle, and fearlessly urged the rights of man to the old earl, and +laughed at his absurd prejudices, as unworthy and truly ignoble. + +"I entered hotly into all the vices and follies of a young man of +fashion. The Earl forgave all these peccadilloes, paid my gambling +debts, and excused every fault, so long as I flattered his weakness, and +held his opinions. My regiment was ordered to America, and I saw some +hot service, and soon acquired rank and position in the army. On my +return to England, the Earl used his great influence to get me into +Parliament. His wealth overcame all opposition, and I made no +insignificant figure in the house, and was considered a rising young man +of great promise. + +"It was during this period, the brightest and best in my life, as far as +my worldly interests were concerned, that I married, with my +grandfather's consent, the Lady Lucia Montressor, who, though an earl's +daughter, was one of a large family of girls, who had no claims to +wealth, but were handsome, accomplished women, looking out for rich and +advantageous settlements. As the reputed favourite of the rich Earl +Wilton, and considered by the public a man of talent, mine was +considered a very eligible position. + +"I was really attached to my young wife, and sincerely grieved when she +died in her beautiful girlhood, leaving me the father of a fine boy, +only a few hours old. + +"My dear mother was much interested in my bereavement, and took home my +motherless infant, while I went abroad on a secret mission for the +Government. It was during my absence that lasted over two years, that +she saw the neglected grand-daughter of a woman by the name of Knight, +who kept a shop furnished with expensive foreign silks and laces, and +much frequented by ladies of rank in the town of Storby. + +"Struck with the extraordinary beauty of the girl, who was in her +fifteenth year, she took her under her own protection, to be nursery +governess to my little Edward, and wait exclusively upon her person. + +"When I returned to Heath Hall, I found this incomparable girl, high in +favour with Lady Dorothy, whom she accompanied with the child, in all +her walks and drives. In this way we were often thrown together, when I +found the charms of her mind equal to the graces of her person. I fell +madly in love with her, and it was only then that I realised the truth +that I had not loved before. My frantic passion absorbed my whole being. +Obliged to be wary, I could make no outward demonstration of my +admiration for my beautiful Alice, for fear of alarming the jealousy of +my mother, which restraint served only to increase the vehemence of my +attachment. To my infinite joy, I discovered that it was mutual. + +"The fear of losing my grandfather's patronage and with it his fortune, +for a long while presented, as I supposed, an inseparable barrier to my +making her my wife. To my grief and shame be it spoken, if I could have +obtained her on less honourable terms, I should not have hesitated in +adopting such an infamous course, but I found the innocent girl as +virtuous as she was fair. + +"Then the thought struck me of marrying her privately and enjoining upon +her the strictest secresy, until after the death of my rich relative +should leave me at liberty, to make a public acknowledgment that she was +my lawful wife. To this arrangement, Alice readily consented. An +opportunity was not long in presenting itself. + +"Lady Dorothy spent a few weeks every summer at Bath. On this occasion I +went with her; and Alice, as a matter of course, accompanied us with my +child, of whom she was passionately fond, and I believe the little +fellow loved her with as much devotion as he did his father. + +"There was a small retired old church, which, though belonging to the +parish in which we lodged, was never frequented by aristocratic +worshippers; my aunt having engaged seats in one situated in a more +fashionable quarter of the town, where a celebrated preacher drew +together large congregations. + +"In the little church of St. Mary's, Alice and I were married by banns, +and the old superannuated incumbent delivered our names to his small +flock in such mumbling tones, that they were unrecognised among a long +string of unknown and unhonoured ones. Early one morning after the third +publication of the said banns we were united by the old clergyman, whom +I bribed pretty highly to keep our secret. + +"And we were happy, blessed beyond measure in our boundless love. If she +had been dear to me before, she was doubly so now; if ever a man +worshipped a woman, I did her. Our stolen meetings used to take place in +a lonely unfrequented opening in the park, beneath the shade of a large +oak tree. There we were once nearly surprised by poor Henry Martin, who +had been brought up with Alice, and still entertained for her a violent +passion. + +"Our dream of happiness vanished only too soon. My mother had gone to +make a visit to the seat of a nobleman, about thirty miles distant, and +could not return till next day, when I received a sudden notice from +Government that my services were required in a most important mission to +the court of Russia, and that I must leave for London without a moment's +delay. + +"My uncle had been very active in obtaining for me this appointment, +which, if well conducted, might lead to the governorship of some +important colony among the British possessions. I dared not hesitate in +accepting a post from which such great future results were to be +expected. Even for her sake it behoved me to go. + +"But how could I leave Heath Hall without one last embrace, one last +farewell to the beloved? + +"I got this appointment by the evening mail, and had to appear in London +by ten o'clock the next morning, receive my dispatches, and sail +immediately for St. Petersburgh, where it is probable that I might be +detained for some months. I was, however, determined, if possible, to +see her before I went, and rode a noble horse to death to obtain that +object. + +"When I arrived at ---- Hall, it was long past midnight, the family had +retired to rest, and the idea of obtaining an interview with my wife was +utterly preposterous. I had nothing for it but to return to the London +road, which skirted the park, and wait for the coming up of the night +mail, my impatience having out-ridden the coach. + +"I was so dreadfully fatigued with my previous ride, that I had +scarcely taken my seat before I fell asleep, and did not awake until the +rumbling of the wheels upon the stones told me that I was in London. + +"Though dreadfully pressed for time, I wrote a brief letter to Alice, +explaining the reason of my absence, and directing her to write to me +through my agent in town. In a postscript I charged her most solemnly to +keep our secret if she valued my peace and happiness. She had hidden +from me the important fact of her pregnancy. + +"My poor darling kept our secret only too well. It was during that visit +to ---- Hall that some prying domestic discovered her situation, which +was whispered to other members of the household, till it reached my +mother's ears. + +"I can well imagine Lady Dorothy's grief and indignation. A woman of +stern morality, she was not very likely to forgive a dependent to whom +she had been a sincere friend. Calling Alice into her presence, she +taxed her with her crime, and demanded of her to name the father of the +child. This the poor girl steadily refusing to do, my mother reproached +her with ingratitude, and dismissed her from her service before she +returned to Heath Hall. + +"I can well imagine the despair of the dear young wife when she found, +upon reaching Storby, that I had left the country; no one could tell +whither, without letting her know the cause of my seeming desertion. She +never could have received my letter, though I paid a private messenger +highly to deliver it into her own hand. + +"In this emergency she applied to her grandmother for protection, who, +at first, ignorant of her cause for leaving Lady Dorothy, received her +into the house. I have no doubt that had she taken the wise course of +making a confidant of this wicked old woman, her pride and avarice would +have been so highly gratified, that she would have given her a home +without paying any regard to the disgrace attached to her name. + +"The discovery of her situation exasperated the old woman to fury. She +did not even ask for an explanation, but thrust her from her doors with +cruel words and coarse usage. + +"Thus far, I was informed by a man who waited in the shop, who told me +that he was so much affected by the distressed looks of the affrighted +girl, that it moved him to tears. After the shop was closed, he sought +her through the town, but no one had seen or could give him any account +of her retreat. + +"A report got into circulation, which made my mother very sorry for the +part she had played in this tragedy, that Alice Knight had walked into +the sea when the tide was coming in, and buried her shame and sorrow in +the waves. I never could believe this story. I felt in my soul that she +was still living, and loved me too well to have taken such a rash and +wicked step. From the hour she left Mrs. Knight's house, her fate +remained till very lately a mystery. How she passed the intervening +period between the birth of Dorothy and her own melancholy death while +in search of me will never be accurately known. + +"I was retained at the Court of St. Petersburgh for nearly three years. +I wrote constantly under cover to my agent, to Alice, often sending her +large sums of money, and was astonished when my man of business informed +me after the lapse of twelve months, that all my letters had been +returned from the dead letter office, as no such person as Alice Knight +was to be found. + +"I then wrote to Lady Dorothy, confessing to her that I was the father +of Alice Knight's child, and imploring her to tell me what had become of +the mother and her babe. + +"Lady Dorothy died before this letter reached England, and her father, +the Earl of Wilton, only survived her a few weeks, leaving to me the +fortune for which I had sacrificed my wife and child, too late to afford +me any pleasure. + +"The death of my eldest brother, which happened abroad, gave Lady +Dorothy such a shock that she never got over it. I thus suddenly and +unexpectedly became a wealthy and titled man. + +"I had married in the summer of the year 1797, and returned to England +in July, 1800. On my way to Hadstone, I must have passed over the heath, +during that dreadful storm, unconscious that the beloved object whose +loss had plunged me into a state of incurable grief, was dying, exposed +to its pitiless fury, in the wet hollow beneath. + +"From that hour until I met Dorothy, I could obtain no reliable +information concerning my poor wife. When this dear girl first presented +herself before me, and I saw in the glass the wonderful likeness, (which +you, Gerard, cannot fail to recognize) between the country girl and my +aristocratic mother, and through her to me, and heard the sound of her +voice, so like my lost wife's, I could hardly refrain from clasping her +in my arms, and telling her that she was my child. + +"The story of her mother's sad fate, the sight of the ring with which we +were married, which belonged to my first wife, and had her initials and +my own engraved on the reverse side, and the tress of Alice's exquisite +golden brown hair, corresponding with a lock, which, at that moment, was +lying next my heart, removed all doubts, if such indeed had ever +existed, that the poor dead wanderer was my wife." + +"Forgive me, my lord, for interrupting you," said Gerard. "But how could +you, being satisfied that this was the case, encourage an alliance +between Dorothy and Gilbert Rushmere, a person so inferior to her in +birth?" + +"She loved him, Gerard; was quite unconscious of her real position, and +I thought the knowledge of it would not conduce to her happiness, if it +separated her from her lover. Rank and wealth had been the means of +destroying mine for ever. Besides my son was living, and likely to live, +and I had no wish to reveal to the world that sad and blotted page in my +life, for the sake of securing an heir. + +"Had Alice lived, I should have owned her as my wife to the world, +exhibited the proofs of our marriage, and there the matter would have +ended. But in legally claiming Dorothy, I should subject myself to the +most painful and humiliating investigations, which going the rounds of +the public papers, would be bruited abroad throughout the land. My +children," he cried, in a tone of earnest entreaty, "it is in your power +to save me from this terrible degradation." + +A frown was gathering upon Gerard's brow, and he said, with some +asperity: + +"My lord, I do not quite understand your meaning. If you possess the +legal proofs of Dorothy's legitimacy, you surely would not rob her of +her birthright, to cover your own sin." + +"What does it matter to her, Gerard? if she becomes your wife, she would +still be Countess of Wilton. I am certain by what I know of Dorothy's +unselfish character, that she would rather receive her title through her +husband than through a law process, which would make her father the most +miserable of men. + +"What do you say, my daughter--will you insist upon the legal +restitution of your rights, or be contented to receive them through your +husband?" + +Dorothy rose from the Earl's supporting arms, and stood up before him, +her eyes brightened, and a vivid flush crimsoned her cheeks, as she +said, with an air of decision, which admitted of no misinterpretation: + +"My lord, I care neither for rank nor wealth. The vindication of my +mother's honour is dearer to me than either. I will not bear the title +of your daughter branded with an epithet I need not name." + +"Dorothy is right," replied Gerard. "I would not purchase her birthright +on such dishonest terms. It would be a cruel injustice to both mother +and daughter to let them bear the brand of shame, which a small +sacrifice of personal vanity could remove." + +The Earl remained for a long time leaning his head upon his clasped +hands, without speaking. At length, looking up with a deep sigh, he +said, "Gerard, you press me very sore. I declare to you that I would +rather die than expose my mental weakness in a court of justice." + +"It will clear your character from a foul stigma, my lord, the seduction +of a beautiful young girl, and her supposed death in consequence of your +desertion. But have you positive proofs of Dorothy being her child?" + +"I had not, until the day before I wrote to Dorothy, and I obtained them +by a most singular chance. + +"When going up to London to meet my poor Edward, a wheel came off my +carriage, and it required the aid of a blacksmith to repair the damage. +I walked forward to the village, and went into a neat public house, +while my servants found a smith. I thought I recognized in the master of +the house an old tenant of mine, who had once kept a similar place of +entertainment at Thursten, the village on the north of Hadstone. + +"Years had changed me so much, that he scarcely knew me again. After +talking for some time about indifferent subjects, he told me, that the +very day before, he had stumbled over a letter, that was given to him by +a poor, miserable, sickly young woman, who stopped at his house late one +July evening, eighteen years ago, and begged for a cup of milk and a bit +of bread for her child, a beautiful little black eyed girl, barely two +years old. 'My missus asked her,' he said, 'who she was, and where she +was going?' She replied, + +"'That she had friends in Storby, whom she wanted to see. That she was +very ill, and was going home to them to die. But in case she was too +weak to get there, she wished me to send a letter she had in her pocket +to Lord Wilton, as she expected that if he were at the Hall he would +help her.' + +"'I took the letter, and thought that it was only some begging petition, +and of little consequence, and our people were busy in the hay-field, +and I forgot all about it. In the autumn I removed with my family to +this place. I heard of the death of a young person answering to the +description of the poor young woman, who had been at my house on the +night of the tenth of July, who had been found on the heath by farmer +Rushmere, who had adopted the little girl, but did not trouble myself +to go and see the corpse. + +"'A few weeks ago, my wife died, and in looking over some of her little +traps, to find a receipt, I stumbled on this letter, and though I +daresay it is of little consequence to your lordship, or to any one else +now, I may as well give it to you.' + +"This long forgotten document, contained a few lines from my poor Alice, +enclosing the registration of the birth of Dorothy, in the lying-in +hospital in London. You will find it enclosed in the packet I sent to +Dorothy in case I should never return to England, and it fully +identifies her as my child, and heiress to the title and estate of +Wilton. There is, therefore, no difficulty in a legal point of view, and +if you are both determined not to spare my feelings in the matter, I +will immediately take the necessary steps for her recognition as my +daughter." + +"I would, dearest father, willingly save you from any exposure, as far +as I am myself concerned," replied Dorothy. "But would it be just to my +poor mother? I am certain that your own good heart will acquiesce in my +decision, that when you come to reflect more deeply on the matter, you +will own that I am right. If this proof had been wanting, I think +another one could have been obtained." + +She then related her interview with Mr. Hodson, and his proposal of +trying to gain legal evidence of her being the child of Alice Knight, in +order to put her in possession of the large fortune left to her by her +grandmother, which, if followed up, would likewise involve the discovery +of her title to the estates of Wilton. + +"What I am to do with all this wealth puzzles me," she continued. "It is +a great trust placed in my hands by the Almighty, which will enable me, +if rightly applied, to do much good to my less fortunate fellow +creatures." + +The Earl folded her in his arms. + +"Dorothy, my beloved child! you have conquered, for you are more +righteous than your father. May the blessing of the merciful God, who +has watched over you all the days of your life, for ever rest upon your +head. I have been weak and cowardly. You have proved yourself great and +noble, and well worthy of your happy destiny." + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + A PAINFUL RECOGNITION. + + +Immediate steps were now taken by the Earl to establish Dorothy's +claims, and while the suit was pending, he yielded to her earnest +request to remain at Heath Farm with her old protector, Lawrence +Rushmere, who was still ignorant of the great future anticipated for his +adopted daughter. + +The old yeoman had grown so fond of her since the desertion of his son, +that he could hardly bear her out of his sight. The responsibilities of +a lofty station weighed heavily on her mind, and there were moments +when she sincerely wished her lot might be cast midway between poverty +and riches, and she might avoid the humiliation of the one, and great +temptations incidental to the other. + +There never was a period in her life when pride exerted so little +influence over her, or she thought more humbly of herself. She became +pensive and silent, and, being now entirely exempt from domestic +drudgery, passed much of her time in reading and serious reflection. + +Gerard remarked the change that had passed over Dorothy, but attributed +it to the extreme conscientiousness of her character, which made her +consider herself unfitted by previous habits and education to fill a +lofty station. Once, when she had opened her mind to him on the subject, +and not without tears, lamented her ignorance of the usages of +fashionable society, and wished that she could have remained with him +always in the country, the happy and useful wife of a village pastor. He +gently chid her for her want of faith. + +"You possess qualities, Dorothy, that are truly noble, that would do +honour to any station. Human nature is the same in every class, and +those who have prized you when only a country girl, working in the +fields, will not hold you in less estimation when transported to a +higher sphere. Only retain the same natural unaffected manners, that +charmed my heart in simple Dorothy Chance, and I know enough of the +society you so much dread, to assure you that you need not feel the +least alarm for the result." + +But Dorothy still doubted and feared, and shrunk from the public +expressions of interest and curiosity, which could not fail to be +exerted in her case. + +When Lord Wilton determined to do what was right, he became happy and +contented, and never let a day pass without paying her a visit to inform +her how the suit was progressing. Lawrence Rushmere marvelled at the +Earl's condescension, and was so won over by his kindness, that he no +longer regarded him as his hereditary enemy. One day the portrait of the +soldier of the Covenant caught the Earl's eye. He started up to examine +it, then turned to Rushmere, and spoke with animation. + +"I have often heard of that picture, and feel as proud of my descent +from that glorious old fellow as you do, who are his lineal +representative, and bear his name." + +"How do you make that out, my lord?" said the yeoman. "It is the first +time I ever heard that the blood of a Rushmere ran in the veins of a +Fitzmorris." + +"You don't seem greatly honoured by the relationship," returned the +Earl, laughing. "But whether or no, what I say is strictly true. My +grandfather, Sir Lawrence Fitzmorris, was grandson to that famous +roundhead, by his eldest daughter Alena, and bore his Christian name. +You and I, my worthy old friend, are cousins in the third degree; will +you acknowledge me as a kinsman?" + +"Aye, that a' wull wi' my heart in my hand," cried Rushmere, grasping +the nobleman's outstretched hand, who could have dispensed with at least +one half of the energetic pressure that compressed his thin white +fingers within the strong grip of the honest tiller of the soil. + +"Dear, dear!" he continued, "if a' had only known that afore, I should +ha' thought a deal more o' your Lordship." + +"I have something to tell you which will surprise you much more, +Lawrence. This little girl, Dorothy, whom you adopted as your own, is +descended from him too." + +"Now, my lord, you be surely making fun o' me; for nobody in the world +knows who Dolly's mother was, still less her father. I ha' been puzzling +my brain about that secret for the last sixteen years, without finding +it out. It was the want of knowing who she was, that has ruined both me +and my son." + +"She is my daughter, Lawrence. The poor woman that you found dead on +Hadstone Heath, was Alice Knight, a beautiful girl, whom you may +remember was adopted by my mother, Lady Dorothy. She was my wife, and +the mother of our Dorothy." + +"The Lord a' mercy!" cried Rushmere, starting to his feet. "An' you let +the poor lass die for want, an' her child work for her bread, in the +house of a stranger. You may call yourself noble, an' all that, Lord +Wilton, but I should feel prouder of the relationship of a poor, honest +man." + +"I do not blame you, Rushmere. My conduct, from the view you take of it, +must appear atrocious indeed. But I was as ignorant of the facts as you +were." + +"But how could your lawful wife come to such a state o' destitution? Did +a' play you false?" + +"I will tell you how it all happened," returned Lord Wilton, "and you +will be more ready to forgive me, as the unfortunate worship of the +golden calf, which I find is an hereditary sin, brought about this +unhappy affair." + +Drawing his seat beside the old yeoman, he told him the story the reader +has just learned from the preceding chapter, patiently submitting to +his blunt cross-questioning on many points, that could not fail to be +very distressing to his feelings. + +"Well, my lord," he said, when he had listened with intense interest to +the said history, "I am sartain sure I should ha' done exactly as you +did. Such a fortin as that very few men could ha' resisted. It was a +sore temptation, there's no doubt. I allers thought that yon poor +creature had been summat above her condition. She had bonny hair, an' +the smallest foot an' hand in the world. People that work hard, allers +show it most in the extremities. Labour calls out the muscles and +sinews, makes the limbs large, an' gives breadth more than height to the +figure, tans the complexion, an' makes it ruddy an' coarse. To such as I +this be real beauty, but you lords of the creation prefer a white +skinned, die away, half dead an' alive sort o' a cretur, to a well +grown healthy buxom lass like our Dorothy, who ha' grown up just as God +made her, whom all the delicate women folk envy, an' all the young men +are mad arter. She be just what I call a beauty." + +Dorothy laughed at her foster-father's ideas of real beauty, and told +him that she was not at all flattered by his description, as she was +very much afraid the gentle folks would consider it "_barn-yard +beauty_." + +"Don't you mind what they call it, my Lady Dorothy. I 'spose I must call +you so now. You need not be ashamed to show your face anywhere; all I be +afeared on is this, that when you go home to live in the grand old Hall, +that belonged to him," pointing up to the picture, "you'll forget the +cross old man who was father to you, when you had none. An' you might +ha' been my own darter too," he added, with a sigh, "but for my greed. +An' your children an' Gilbert's might have inherited the home of my +ancestors. I was nigh cursing Gilbert 'tother day, but Gilly has more +cause to curse me. Alack, alack, what poor miserable blind creatures we +be! It is well for us, that God's providence is at work behind it all." + +"Father, you need never fear my forgetting you," said Dorothy; "I have +known this change in my fortunes a long time; and have you found any +alteration in my regard?" + +"An' did a' wait upon the old man for the last three months, an' knew a' +was a titled lady all the time?" + +"I'm not a titled lady to you, dear father, but always your own little +Dorothy. Where I am--you must go too, and when I leave Heath Farm, you +will have to go to Heath Hall, for I cannot live without you; and kind +Mrs. Brand has prepared a nice room for you; and we will try and make +you forget all the past troubles," and she put her arm round his neck +and kissed him. + +"Rushmere, I shall grow jealous of you," said Lord Wilton, "if my +daughter bestows on you more kisses than she gives me. What Dorothy says +is perfectly true; she considers you too old to trouble about the farm, +that it is high time you should rest from labour. You must allow her to +have her own way in this matter. I have no doubt that she will contrive +to make you happy." + +A week later, and Dorothy's claims were established on a legal basis, +and all the country rang with the romantic tale. + +Mrs. Lane put on her best bonnet and hurried up to Nancy Watling, with +the newspaper in her hand. She had run every step of the way, a good +half mile, for fear Miss Watling should hear the news from any one else, +and when she burst into the parlour, she was too much out of breath to +speak. + +Miss Watling ran upstairs for her smelling bottle, thinking that the +good woman was going to faint. By the time, however, that she reached +the parlour, the vendor of small wares had recovered the use of her +tongue. + +"Well, Miss Watling," she cried, still panting, "the mystery's all out +at last. Dorothy Chance is Lord Wilton's _own_ daughter! and that poor +beggar woman, as you was used to call her, was no other than Alice +Knight, rich old Mrs. Knight's daughter, whom the Earl's good mother +adopted, and he married unbeknown to her." + +"I'll not believe a word of it!" said Nancy, resolutely. + +"Why, woman, it's all here in the paper," and Mrs. Lane tapped the +important document significantly, "and as true as gospel. Do you suppose +the Earl would allow the newspapers to meddle with his private affairs? +Don't you hear the bells ringing; and if you come down to the village +with me, you'll see all the flags a flying, and them who has no flags, +puts out o' their windows quilts and hankerchers. Oh, it's true, true, +and I be right glad on it. I allers did think Dorothy Chance a fine +girl." + +"I wonder how her ladyship bears her new dignity?" said Miss Watling, +waspishly. + +"As meek as a lamb," returned Mrs. Lane. + +"How the old man will fret and fume that Gilbert did not marry her. It +serves him right, at any rate." + +"How money do make people turn about," continued Mrs. Lane. "It was +only this time last year that I heard you praise old Rushmere for +turning Dorothy out o' doors. Before another week is over, you will be +boasting of her acquaintance. + +"Good morning, Nancy, I can't stay longer. The butcher has promised to +give me a cast in his cart, as far as Barfords. I know Jane Barford will +be glad of any good that happens to Dorothy." + +And off went the little bustling woman to spread the glad tidings in +every house she passed. + +Miss Watling's envy of Dorothy was greatly diminished by her exaltation +to rank and fortune. She was now too far above her to provoke +competition, and she began to praise what she could not pull down. + +Mrs. Lane was right, when she anticipated the hearty congratulations +of Mrs. Barford; even Letty stopped her churn, and, clapping her hands, +said: + +"Who wud ha' thought that we shud ever have a titled lady for a dairy +maid, or that a countess wud nurse my boy, Tommy. It do seem jist like a +fairy tale." + +"Yes," returned old Mrs. Barford, "and Dorothy may be considered as the +queen of the fairies. If Gilbert's in England, I wonder what he will say +to all this? As to Dorothy, she had a good miss of him. They do say that +he made that other woman a wretched husband." + +"I'm thinking," said Letty, sententiously, "that it wor the wretch o' a +woman that made him a bad wife. What he could see in that dirty, +impudent wench, Martha Wood, to run off wi' un, 'stonishes I more than's +marrying yon stuck up Gallimaufry from Lunnon." + +"Nothing need astonish you, Letty, that is done by a drunken man. But in +this matter of Dorothy Chance, Lawrence Rushmere was more to blame than +his son, and a fine mess he has made of it. Howsomever, I don't believe +that people can marry just whom they like. God mates them, and not man, +or we should not see such strange folk come together." + +"If that be true, mother," cried Letty, with unusual vivacity, "how can +yer go on from day to day, fretting an' nagging, an' blaming Joe for +marrying I? If I had to be his wife, he wor forced to take I, whether or +no." + +This was rather a poser to Mrs. Barford's favourite theory, on which +much might be said for and against, and which still remains an unsolved +enigma. The old lady was wont to excuse her own imprudent marriage on +the score of its being _her fate_. She took up her knitting and began +rattling her pins vigorously, as if perfectly unconscious of her +daughter-in-law's sensible remark. + +There was one, however, to whom the change in Dorothy's social position +brought no joy, producing the most bitter disappointment, and giving +rise to vindictive and resentful feelings. This was Gilbert Rushmere. + +Before leaving Heath Farm with Martha Wood, he had secured a tolerably +large sum of money by the sale of the farm horses, which had been +accomplished without the knowledge of his father. With this sum, it was +his intention of taking his passage to America; but meeting in London +some of his gambling associates, they had prevailed upon him to stay, +until fleeced in his turn of all his ill-gotten store, he was reduced to +the necessity of acting as a decoy duck, in a low tavern, which was the +common resort of men even yet more fallen and degraded than himself. + +He was sitting maudling over a strong potation of gin and water, after a +night of riot and debauchery, in an underground kitchen in this den of +infamy, striving to drown the recollection of former respectability in +the maddening glass. His red bloated face, unshaven chin and matted +hair, contrasted painfully with the faded uniform that seemed to claim +for its wearer the title of a gentleman. + +It is not the murderer alone who bears upon his brow the stamp of Cain. +Vice marks all her degraded victims with an unerring sign, which reveals +to the spectator the depths of their debasement. This sign is so +distinctly traceable in the countenance of a wicked man, that a little +child--nay even a dog--alike unconscious of the cause of this physical +degradation, sees that something is wrong, and shrinks instinctively +from his companionship. If a good man feels it difficult to maintain the +straight onward path of prescribed duty, the downward career of the +wicked man has no stumbling blocks in the way. Every step accelerates +his speed, till he gains, by a final plunge in deeper guilt, the +dreadful goal. + +That miserable man, in his half conscious state, with his unwashed face +and soiled garments, and brutalized expression, is a sad illustration of +such a frightful career. + +Scarcely a year has expired, when, a brave, honest soldier, he was +respected by his comrades, the pride of his parents, and the beloved of +a virtuous woman, and held an honourable and independent position. He +then gave a fair promise of becoming a useful member of society. Look at +him now leaning on that dirty table, drivelling over the accursed +liquor, for which he has bartered body and soul, and to obtain which he +has to herd with ruffians yet more fallen and degraded than himself. + +His shameless companion deserted him when he was no longer able to +gratify her vanity, by the purchase of fine clothes and bogus jewellery. +Of his wife and her mother he neither knows nor cares, and never names +them without a curse, as the author of his misery. + +His glass is out, and he is just going to fling himself upon the dirty +floor, to sleep off the headache due to last night's shameless orgies. +"Hullo! Rush! You're not going to sleep?" cries one of the gang, +entering in his shirt sleeves, with a newspaper in his hand. "In less +than an hour you'll have plenty of work to do. If you are in your senses +rouse up and read this, to keep your eyes open till the governor wants +you." + +Rubbing his eyes with a dreadful oath, and wishing his companion in the +place to which he is himself fast hastening, Gilbert staggered up, and +sat down once more by the greasy table. + +"It's hard that you won't leave me alone, Boxer. This life's killing me. +My head aches confoundedly. I want to go sleep, 'to forget my misery,' +as that jolly old dog, Solomon, has it, 'and remember my poverty no +more.'" + +"This paper will wake you up. It's the history of your old sweetheart, +Dolly, that you are always boring me about. Not that I believe a word of +all that now. Not a very likely tale that such a girl as that would have +anything to say to such a chap as you. A nice fellow, an't you, for a +lady of rank to break her heart about." + +"Don't bother me!" yawned Gilbert. "If there's anything worth hearing, +can't you tell me without my having the trouble to read it." + +"There--see for yourself," cries the other, flinging the paper at his +head. "My eyes! but you lost a fine chance, if ever it was in your power +to win it." + +Gilbert mechanically picked up the paper, and went to a dresser under +the only window in the room to find out what his companion meant. + +The columns were filled with the termination of the famous suit that had +pronounced Dorothy Chance the legitimate daughter of Lord Wilton, and +secured to her the accumulated wealth left by her grandmother, Mrs. +Knight. + +Whether it was the liquor that had maddened him, the sense of his own +degradation, or the full consciousness of all that he had lost, by his +cruel desertion of Dorothy, the news contained in that paper rendered +him furious. He raved and swore--cursing his own folly and his father's +avarice, that had hindered him from being the fortunate possessor of +all this wealth. For Dorothy herself he no longer cared. He had sunk too +low in the mire of iniquity to love a pure and virtuous woman; but the +idea of another possessing her, filled him with rage and envy, and he +swore with a terrible oath that Dorothy Chance should never be the wife +of Gerard Fitzmorris; that he would have his revenge or die in the +attempt. + +His vicious comrades laughed at him, and made fun of his awful +imprecations, but the gloomy determination in his eyes proved that he at +least was not in joke. + +What a mercy it is that people are generally unconscious of the evils +plotting against them, that the sorrows of the coming hour are hid +beneath the folded wings of the future. + +While her quondam lover was plotting all sorts of mischief against her, +to disturb her peace, Dorothy had taken her first journey to London, in +company with her father. Her presence was necessary to sign important +papers, and to prepare a suitable outfit for her marriage, which was to +take place the first of May. + +A noble suite of apartments had been prepared at Heath Hall for the +reception of the bride and bridegroom on their return to Hadstone, after +their bridal tour, which, owing to Gerard's strict notions of the sacred +obligations of his profession, and the little time that a faithful +pastor can afford to devote to his own gratification, was to be of short +duration,--embracing a brief visit to the Highlands of Scotland, and a +glance at the English lakes on their homeward route. + +To a young girl brought up in the seclusion of a very retired country +life, who can catch but a faint echo from the great world to which she +is an entire stranger, the metropolis, seen at a distance, through the +dazzling medium of the imagination, is believed to be a wonderful place; +a city full of enchantments, where beauty and wealth meet you at every +turn, and cares and sorrows are forgotten in an endless round of +dissipation and pleasure. The reality of those diversions and enjoyments +soon makes them distasteful to a sensitive and reflective mind, who can +discern the sharp thorns thickly studding the stem of the rose, and who +will not sacrifice peace of mind and integrity to secure the fleeting +flowers of popular applause. + +Dorothy, whose tastes were all simple and natural, felt lonely and +disappointed in the crowded streets of the great city. Their amusements +and pursuits were so different to those to which she had been +accustomed, that it required time and reflection to reconcile her to the +change. + +She cared very little for expensive jewels and magnificent attire, and +did not feel at home in the splendid halls and saloons of the wealthy +and high-born. When arrayed for the first time in a costume befitting +her rank, to attend a great ball given by the beautiful Duchess of----, +and led before the mirror to admire the charming image it reflected, the +simple girl shocked her lady's maid--a very great lady indeed in her own +estimation--by turning from the glass and bursting into tears. + +Her romantic story had excited the greatest interest in the public mind. +Crowds collected round the Earl's town residence to catch a glimpse of +his beautiful daughter when she took a drive in the carriage, and men +and women vied with each other in extolling the charms of her person and +the unaffected grace of her deportment. Songs were made and sung in her +praise, and wherever she appeared she was forced to submit to the +flatteries and adulations of a crowd of admirers. + +This was all very painful to Dorothy; it oppressed her, restrained her +natural freedom, and rendered her a silent passive observer in the +society in which she might have shone. She was not insensible to the +admiration of the new friends, who had so graciously received her into +their charmed circle, but she longed to get out of it, and find herself +once more in the country. + +She wrote daily to her lover an account of all she heard and saw, which +helped to beguile the tedium of a separation. In answer to a paragraph +in one of his letters, she said:-- + +"You are afraid, dear Gerard, that I may be induced to forget you, +surrounded by so many admirers; that all this gaiety and ball-going may +give me a taste for frivolous amusements, and spoil my heart. It cannot +damage what it never touches--I hardly know I have a heart; it lies so +still under this weight of jewels and brocade. It is only in the silence +of my own chamber, when my thoughts flow back to you, that it awakes to +life and happiness. + +"Everything strikes me as hollow and false, in the life I am at present +compelled to lead. People live for the world and its opinions, and not +for each other, still less for God. They dare not be simple and natural, +and love the truth for its own sake--the blessed truth that would set +them free from all these conventional forms and ceremonies, that shackle +the soul and deaden all its heavenward aspirations. You will laugh at +me, Gerard, when I declare to you that I have experienced more real +enjoyment in working among the new-mown hay, and inhaling its delicious +perfume, when the skylark was warbling in the blue heaven above me, +than I have ever known in these crowded palaces, following the dull +routine of what my noble young friends term pleasure. You need not fear +such gorgeous insipidities will ever wean me from the love of nature, or +make me indifferent to the quiet happiness of a country life, the higher +enjoyment of being useful and striving to benefit others." + +On several occasions, when riding out with her father, Dorothy had been +startled by observing a face in the crowd that bore a strong resemblance +to Gilbert Rushmere, but haggard and degraded, regarding her with a +fixed scowling stare of recognition, from which she shrunk with feelings +of terror and disgust. Why did this person follow her whenever she +appeared in public, glaring upon her with those wild bloodshot eyes, +with unequivocal glances of hatred and ferocity. + +It was impossible that it could be Gilbert, and yet the fear that the +presence of this person never failed to inspire, convinced her, much as +she repressed the ungenerous idea, that it was he, and no other. Once, +when dismounting at her milliner's in Bond Street, she was so near to +him, that they were almost face to face. He put his sole remaining hand +hastily into the breast pocket of his coat, as if to deliver something +to her, but was pushed back, and told to get out of the lady's way by +the footman, and, with a glare of rage and disappointment, had shrunk +back among the crowd. + +This frightful apparition haunted her for several days, and disturbed +her mind so much that she kept close in doors, pleading indisposition to +avoid her usual drive. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + IN CONCLUSION. + + +Her marriage, which took place a few days after this painful rencounter, +banished all these vague fears and surmises, and made her the happy +bride of the man she loved. + +It was conducted in a very quiet manner, and, after partaking of the +splendid _déjeuner_ prepared for the occasion, and receiving the +congratulations of the noble guests who honoured it with their presence, +she started with her husband in a private carriage for the north. + +After a delightful tour of several weeks, she rejoined her father in +London, received her bridal visits, and, full of hope and happiness, +proceeded with him to take possession of the princely home that was to +be her future residence. + +Great were the preparations made by the good folks of Hadstone, to +welcome their beloved pastor and his beautiful bride. The gardens and +meadows had been rifled of their June blossoms to strew the path from +the village to the park gates, where a triumphal arch of ever-greens +crossed the road, from which gay silken banners floated forth upon the +breeze, emblazoned with mottos of joyful welcome. + +The road was lined with crowds of people in their holiday attire, to +hail the approach of the bridal party, and when the _cortège_ came in +sight, the air rang with deafening shouts and acclamations. + +An elegant open carriage, drawn by four noble grey horses, contained the +bridal party. The Earl and Lawrence Rushmere, whom they had taken up at +Heath Farm, occupied the front seat. The old man had been provided with +a dress suitable for the occasion, and his fine patriarchal face was +lighted up with gratified pride and pleasure. + +Lady Dorothy, dressed in a simple but elegant morning costume, was +seated beside her husband in the body of the equipage, and received the +congratulations of her rustic friends with smiles of undisguised +pleasure. A charming incarnation she was of youth and beauty. Mr. and +Mrs. Martin followed in a private carriage with the children. + +If Gerard Fitzmorris was not a proud and happy man, his face belied him. + +A public dinner was to be served in the park to the poor of the parish, +and parents and children were dressed in their best attire, their +smiling faces beaming with gladness. + +The carriage drew up beneath the triumphal arch, and the Earl rose to +thank the people for the hearty welcome they had given to him and his +daughter. + +He had scarcely raised his hat, and uttered the first sentence, when a +tall haggard looking man, bare-headed and covered with dust, rushed from +behind the arch to the door of the carriage, and fired a pistol with his +left hand at the Lady Dorothy, who, uttering a faint cry, sank +insensible into the arms of her husband. + +All was now terror and confusion. + +The Earl sprang from his seat to secure the assassin, amidst the groans +and execrations of the excited multitude. + +With a fiendish laugh the ruffian discharged the contents of another +weapon into his own mouth, and fell a hideous corpse beneath the feet +of the horses. He was instantly dragged out of sight by several men in +the crowd, and the mangled remains conveyed to a neighbouring cottage. + +The dreadful deed had been the work of a moment, and, pale and trembling +with the sudden shock, the Earl grasped convulsively the door of the +carriage. The sight of his daughter, her white dress stained with her +blood, seemed to recall him to consciousness. "Is she dead?" he gasped. + +"No, my lord," said Dr. Davy, who had been examining the nature of the +injury she had received, and who now dismounted to assist the nobleman +into his carriage. "The wound is not a dangerous one. It was aimed at +the lady's heart, but at the moment the ruffian fired, she +providentially put up her arm to raise her veil, which has received the +ball of the assassin. The sooner we can convey her home the better." + +Gerard's handkerchief had formed a temporary bandage to stop the +effusion of blood, and as he held his fair young wife in his arms his +face was as pale and rigid as her own. "How quickly," he thought, "does +sorrow tread in the footsteps of joy. How little of real happiness can +be expected in a world on which rests the curse of sin, the shadows of +the grave." + +Dorothy did not recover from her fainting fit until after they reached +the Hall, and she had been conveyed to bed. Then followed the painful +operation of extracting the ball from her right arm, where it was lodged +about four inches above the elbow, and dressing and bandaging the wound, +which Dr. Davy assured the anxious father and husband, would only prove +a temporary inconvenience of a few weeks at the farthest. + +Dorothy bore the operation without a murmur, placing her left hand in +that of her husband, and leaning her head upon his breast. When it was +over she was gently laid back upon her pillow, and given a composing +draught to induce sleep. + +"Gerard," she whispered, "did you see that unhappy man?" + +"No, my love." + +"It was Gilbert Rushmere. Has he escaped?" + +"From the punishment due to his crime? Yes." + +"Thank God! I would not have him suffer death on my account. Oh, Gerard, +if you had seen his eyes--the look he gave, when he fired. It was not +Gilbert Rushmere but some demon in his shape." + +"Hush, my precious wife. You must not talk and distress yourself. Your +wound, though not dangerous, may be rendered so, by want of rest and +excitement." But Dorothy was too much agitated to sleep. + +"Did his poor father see him?" + +"I think not. The whole thing was so sudden and unexpected, that +Rushmere was not conscious of it until after it was all over." + +"Try and keep him from knowing who the assassin was. Tell him that it +was the act of a madman in the crowd." + +"Dorothy, we must not do evil that good may come of it, or attempt to +cover crime by uttering an untruth. Leave the sinner to his God, and +speak of him no more." + +"And the people, Gerard. You must not disappoint them of their dinner. +Tell them from me, that I shall soon be well. That I wish them all to be +happy. Ah, me!" and she closed her eyes and sighed heavily. "This is a +dismal ending to a day that dawned so pleasantly. That unhappy man. May +God have mercy upon him, and bring him to repentance." She spoke no +more, and to the infinite relief of her husband and Mrs. Martin, who had +constituted herself as nurse, soon dropped into a profound sleep. + +This sad affair threw a great damp upon the joy of the people. Their gay +shouts were converted into sorrowful ejaculations. Though the roasted ox +was eaten--the barrels of strong ale drank--and the children did ample +justice to Mrs. Brand's excellent plum-pudding, they dispersed sadly and +sorrowfully, when the meal was ended. + +Lady Dorothy awoke in a high fever, and for several days was considered +in imminent danger. This was not caused by the wound, the ball having +penetrated only an inch beneath the skin, but from the severe shock her +nervous system had sustained from witnessing a scene so terrible. + +She still fancied herself in the carriage, surrounded by the gaping +crowd, and encountered the frenzied gaze of the maniac, as he aimed at +her the deadly weapon. Unconscious of his last desperate act, she would +cling to her husband, and cry out in a tone of agonized earnestness. + +"He is mad! Don't kill him. Let him escape. I loved him once. I cannot +see him die." + +As a natural antidote to this state of mental excitement, Gerard thought +it best, during a brief interval of composure, to reveal to her the +facts of the case, which calmed at once her agitation, by causing her to +shed tears. He suffered her to weep for some time without disturbing her +with any remark. + +He had more than once experienced that the truth, however painful, is +more endurable, and fraught with less danger to the human frame, than a +state of suspense; that the natural elasticity of the mind, when the +worst is known, and nothing remains to hope or fear, reconciles us to a +blow that we cannot avert, and which becomes irrevocable as fate. + +After lying quiet for some time, Dorothy opened her large black eyes, +and, looking earnestly in her husband's face, said in a low voice, +"Gerard, is there any harm in praying for the dead?" + +"I should think not, darling. Nature herself prompts such prayers. Cold +must that heart be who can witness the death of a parent or friend, or +even of an enemy, without breathing an inward prayer for the salvation +of his soul. This impulse is almost instinctive in the human heart, and +few, I believe, could be found, except the hardened sinner, who have +not uttered such prayers, when bending over the loved and lost. At the +same time, sweet wife, I must add, that these prayers, however pious and +natural, cannot do any good to the dead, or change the sentence of a +just God. But they are of service to the living, in filling the soul +with a gentle charity, and bringing it into solemn communion with Him +who has extracted the sting from death, and risen victorious from the +grave." + +"Ah," sighed Dorothy, "how thankful we ought to be that the future is +mercifully hidden from us. Who could endure all the trials of life, if +they could see them in advance? Our moments of gladness are often more +nearly allied to sorrow than those of grief. The terrible reverse is so +hard to bear." Gerard fondly kissed the pale, earnest speaker, and, +kneeling beside her bed, uttered a fervent prayer of thanksgiving that +it had pleased God to restore his dear young wife to reason. + +In a few weeks she was able to sit up, and receive the visits of +sympathizing friends. + +Little now remains for us to record of the eventful history of this +truly noble woman. + +The fortune she inherited from her grandmother was entirely devoted to +charitable purposes. She caused to be erected at Storby an hospital for +the sick, and a house of refuge for infirm and ship-wrecked mariners. + +She built a comfortable almshouse for aged and destitute widows, and a +school and asylum for orphan children, whom she made her especial care. +Her chief delight was in doing good, and contributing to the happiness +of others, in which charitable occupation she enjoyed the hearty +co-operation of a man, well worthy of being the husband and bosom +friend of such an excellent wife. + +Lady Dorothy became the mother of four noble promising boys, and one +lovely girl named after her mother, Alice. The Earl, and her +foster-father, who shared her home, lived to see her sons grow up to +men, and to mingle their tears with hers, over the grave of her only +daughter, who died in her innocent childhood. + +The portrait of the soldier of the Covenant had been removed from Heath +Farm, and placed among the pictures of the Earl's ancestors; and old +Rushmere would rub his hands while contemplating it, and declare "that +old Sir Lawrence was now in his proper place." + +Dorothy had named her second son Lawrence Rushmere, after her +foster-father, and the boy was the especial pet and darling of the +venerable patriarch. + +"Edward, and Gerard, and Thomas might be fine lads," he said, "but they +were none of them, so clever and handsome as his own Larry." + +The Earl erected a beautiful monument over the grave of his unfortunate +countess, and resisted all Dorothy's earnest entreaties to cut down the +melancholy yew that kept the sunbeams from visiting her mother's grave. + +"The spot is holy ground, my Dorothy. The mournful tree, a fit emblem +for love like ours, which was cradled in sorrow, and whose constancy +survives the grave. There, too, I hope to sleep in peace, by the side of +the beloved." + + + THE END. + + + + + Transcriber's Note: A number of paragraph ending periods were + missing and have been corrected. The word cooly is now coolly. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The World Before Them, by Susanna Moodie + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42174 *** |
