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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The World Before Them, by Susanna Moodie
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- THE WORLD BEFORE THEM.
-
- A Novel.
-
- BY
-
- MRS. MOODIE,
-
- AUTHOR OF "ROUGHING IT IN THE BUSH."
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES.
-
- VOL. I.
-
-
- LONDON:
-
- RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET.
-
- 1868.
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- LONDON:
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- Printed by A. Schulze, 13, Poland Street.
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-THE WORLD BEFORE THEM.
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-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-DOROTHY AND HER LOVER.
-
-
-"But, Dolly! father will never give his consent, you know that;" said a
-male voice behind the hawthorn hedge, that skirted the deep, sandy lane
-that led to Heath Farm. The tone, reproachful and irritating, in which
-this was spoken, was answered in a sweet, calm voice.
-
-"Until he gives his consent, his frank, free consent, Gilbert, I cannot,
-and _will not_ be your wife."
-
-"You are just as obstinate as the old man."
-
-"Ay, and as proud. But don't think for a moment, Gilbert, that I blame
-your father. Were I in his place, I might think just as he thinks. If he
-has higher views for his son than a marriage with a nameless girl like
-me, his son should be the last to find fault. Don't let love blind you
-to facts. Look them boldly in the face, as I do. I cannot forget what I
-am, and what I owe to your father. The happy life I have led here from a
-child, made me forgetful of the great debt until"--and here the calm
-voice faltered--"the reproaches of last night brought it all fresh to my
-mind, and I saw how ungrateful I had been to my benefactor, in giving
-the least encouragement to you."
-
-"Yes, I shall not soon forget the cruel insult he put upon you. It was
-mean and cowardly, to say the least of it. He might be proud to call you
-his daughter, and his daughter you shall be, in spite of him."
-
-"There are two words to that bargain," and that voice now spoke sternly
-and decidedly, "two voices that speak in my heart--the voice of love
-pleading for you; the voice of conscience, demanding of me to act
-rightly. Which shall I obey?"
-
-No answer was given to this appeal.
-
-The speakers came forward to the stile; the young farmer with the fork
-over his shoulder, with which he had been making hay; his companion, a
-girl of seventeen, with the rake in her hand, her broad, coarse straw
-hat dangling from her arm, her raven ringlets thrown back from her fine
-sun-burnt face, which glowed with healthy exercise.
-
-The lovers had been working together through the long June day. This was
-the first time that either had spoken upon a subject that was uppermost
-in their thoughts, which had lain like a heavy weight upon their hearts,
-and rendered them unusually reserved to each other. They had worked in
-silence and apart, expecting the explanation which they knew must come,
-which both wished, yet each secretly dreaded, and put off until the
-last moment, as if by mutual consent.
-
-The hay was all cocked, they could no longer linger in the field; and as
-they strolled homeward, Gilbert had broken the ice, and spoken in such
-an abrupt and decided manner, that it had aroused in his companion a
-spirit of resistance; and confirmed her in the course which, after long
-and painful consideration, she had determined to adopt, not to accept
-the hand of her lover against the wishes of his father.
-
-The young people leant for a few minutes on the stile, beneath the shade
-of a large ash tree--the only tree of any magnitude in the heathy lane
-before them. They would have made a good study for an artist, had an
-artist been at hand to sketch them and their surroundings.
-
-The sun had sunk behind the common fronting them, which formed a steep
-ridge against the horizon; and seemed to separate them from the rest of
-the world. The road led to an old fashioned, high gabled farm-house at
-the foot of the hill; the only tenement visible from that lonely spot.
-
-A little brawling brook crossed the road, and threaded its silvery way
-through the low meadow which had been the scene of their labours;
-singing and prating to the flowers that bent over its tiny waves, as
-they wound their course down to the sandy beach, to add their mite to
-the vast world of waters.
-
-The sides of the lane were skirted with high furze bushes. The short
-strip of velvet sod that bordered the road, blue with harebells,
-interlaced with tufts of purple heath; and the high common glowed like
-an amethyst in the red rays of the setting sun.
-
-The near proximity to the sea hindered a softer growth of herbage, but
-the spot was not deficient in picturesque beauty; and the deep bass
-voice of the unseen ocean gave an additional charm to the rugged
-landscape.
-
-To the young and loving, nature is always beautiful in the most homely
-garb; and as the delicious perfume of the new mown hay floated out upon
-the warm evening air, our young folks, who had never known a brighter
-spot, thought it divine--an Eden of flowers and freshness.
-
-There was nothing remarkable in the appearance of the young farmer; but
-his fellow-worker possessed no ordinary share of beauty, and in her own
-peculiar way was a remarkable person.
-
-They were simple country folks, who had been brought up in the old house
-at the foot of the hill. They had spent their lives together in that
-secluded spot, and had been, and still were, all the world to each
-other.
-
-Gilbert Rushmere was the son of a well-to-do yeoman, whose forefathers
-had owned and cultivated the farm that extended for a hundred acres in
-breadth, on either side of the road, for many generations. The old
-family records shewed that the Rushmeres had, during the reign of the
-Lancastrian line of Plantagenets, been a family of considerable repute
-in the county of----. That Nicholas de Rushmere had been lord of the
-manor of Hadstone, and resided in the old baronial hall that still
-raised its proud head above the oak forest that skirted the western
-horizon, though hid from view by the steep common in front of the lane,
-in which his rustic descendant stood.
-
-A strong, active, young fellow, of three and twenty, was Gilbert
-Rushmere; with ruddy cheeks, blue eyes and homely features; the latter,
-however, rendered very agreeable by the frank, honest expression they
-wore, which had secured for him the good-will of his neighbours.
-
-Some people are born to be popular among the class to which they belong.
-Not so much from any merit peculiarly their own; but from inheriting
-from nature a happy physical temperament, a willingness to please and
-to be pleased, with every one with whom they fall in company.
-
-Such men are always prized more highly than they deserve; if educated,
-they push their way into situations of comfort and independence, with
-very little effort. Society likes their genial companionship, and they
-are favourites with, and favoured alike by young and old.
-
-Gilbert was one of those petted individuals who carry the good-will of
-others by storm. Young fellows in his own grade repeated his sayings and
-imitated his doings, and he was the chief man and oracle among them at
-fair or market.
-
-He had received the scanty education generally bestowed upon the sons of
-small yeomen at the beginning of the present century. He could read and
-write, and cast accounts, but in good truth, he preferred the labours of
-the field to poring over books, and could do a hard day's work without
-grudge or grumbling, could plough a straight furrow, and master a
-high-spirited horse; and was considered the best cricket player in the
-county. In the eyes of his companion--and oh! what splendid black eyes
-they were--he was without doubt the cleverest, handsomest, and dearest
-man in the world.
-
-Of Dorothy Chance--for so the young girl was called--a few words must be
-said, in order to explain the conversation, which the reader has
-overheard, between her and her lover.
-
-Fifteen years prior to the commencement of our story, Dorothy had been
-found by farmer Rushmere on the wild common fronting them. It was the
-early dawn of a bright summer day, succeeding a night of terrific storm
-and darkness. The farmer was abroad earlier than usual, to see if his
-weanling calves had sustained any injury from the down-pouring of the
-pitiless thunder shower.
-
-Passing through a deep hollow in the heath, his attention was drawn
-towards a clump of furze bushes, by the faint cries of a child. Thinking
-that it might belong to some neighbour, had wandered from its home, and
-been overtaken by the storm, he hastened to the spot.
-
-A little head suddenly appeared above the wet heather-bells, then as
-quickly disappeared, and all was again quiet. The frightened little one,
-on seeing a stranger approaching, nestled more closely into the cold
-bosom, on which she had slept, during the terrible tempest of the past
-night.
-
-"Is it a child, or a fairy?" muttered the good man, as the apparition
-vanished into the earth.
-
-"Here Towser!" whistling to his sheep dog, who followed close at his
-heels. "Find this stray lamb for thy master?"
-
-The sagacious animal pounced upon the terrified child.
-
-"Mamma! mamma!" screamed the frightened little one, as Rushmere tried to
-lift her from her hiding place, under the tattered cloak of a young
-woman, whose slight emaciated form lay shrouded in the wet heather.
-
-The farmer slightly stirred the prostrate sleeper with his foot.
-
-"Woman--Thou beest a sound sleeper--Wake up, and see to thy bairn, and I
-will gie thee both a good breakfast."
-
-The figure remained motionless. There was no answering voice or sound.
-
-The farmer stooped down, and raised the shabby bonnet from the face of
-the woman to examine her more carefully.
-
-He stepped hastily back, his cheeks, before so fresh and ruddy, were now
-blanched with a deadly pallor.
-
-The poor marble statue at his feet can no longer respond to the cries of
-her famishing child. She is cold, is dead.
-
-A forlorn victim of want--perhaps, of vice, overtaken by night and
-storm, rendered feeble by disease and famine, unable to battle with the
-hostile elements, has died unknown and unheeded in that lonely spot. No
-human ear heard her cries for help, no pitying voice soothed her last
-agonies. No friendly eye marked the despairing love which clutched to
-her chilling bosom the tender form of her sleeping child, when during
-the bitter conflict with death, she implored the Heavenly Father to take
-them both.
-
-She was still very young, not over twenty years of age; and, though
-squalid and dirty, and clothed with the filthy rags that vice bestows
-upon her degraded victims, her shrunken features retained even in death
-some semblance of former beauty. Her hands were small and white, and
-delicately formed; and seemed to have been little accustomed to hard
-work or out-door drudgery.
-
-A plain gold ring encircled the third finger of the left hand. There was
-no money in her pockets, nothing that could give the least clue to who,
-or what she had been. It was painfully evident to the most casual
-observer, that she had died of absolute starvation.
-
-Poor houseless wanderer! She had found at last a safe home--a soft bosom
-on which to pillow her aching head, and still the wild beatings of her
-breaking heart.
-
-"Bless my soul! but this is a bad business, a bad business," muttered
-the farmer. "I wonder how it all com'd about."
-
-The innocent child put its wasted arms around its mother's neck, and
-tried to awaken her with its caresses, kissing pale lips that could
-never kiss again, and warbling unintelligible baby language into an ear
-locked by eternal silence.
-
-The man's rugged nature was touched by the pitiful sight. Tears filled
-his eyes, as he lifted the living child from the dead bosom to which it
-obstinately clung. The ragged cloak, with which maternal love had
-endeavoured to shield its offspring from the fury of the storm, became
-holy as the white robe of an angel.
-
-"Poor lass I Thy last thought was for thy child. May the good Lord shew
-the same mercy to thee."
-
-So farmer Rushmere took the little foundling to his home, and adopted
-her as his child; and buried the unrecognized stranger, at his own
-expense, in the picturesque burying-ground of the small gothic
-ivy-covered church that stood on the other side of the heath.
-
-The little girl they conjectured to be between two and three years of
-age. She could only lisp a few broken words. All they could learn from
-her, in answer to their oft-repeated questions, was, that the poor dead
-woman was "Mammy," and that she herself was "Mammy's Dolly;" so the good
-man and his wife, to make sure of her being a Christian, re-baptized
-this stray lamb from the world's great fold, and named her Dorothy
-Chance. An odd and somewhat unromantic name, but very significant of the
-circumstances under which she was found.
-
-A fortunate chance it was that brought Dorothy beneath farmer Rushmere's
-roof. From that day, the good Providence that had watched over her,
-blessed his basket and his store, and made every undertaking to prosper
-in his hands.
-
-Had he found a crock of gold, the treasure would have been of less value
-in the homestead than the services of Dorothy proved to its inmates in
-after years.
-
-Mrs. Rushmere, a kind, simple-hearted woman, had but one child, a boy,
-some six years older than Dolly. She had always wished for a daughter,
-to share with her the domestic labours of the farm, and her desires had
-met their fulfilment when the orphan child of the vagrant was thrown
-into her arms.
-
-The little maid grew and prospered under her maternal care; and became
-the pet and darling of her adopted mother. At fifteen years of age she
-was able to perform all the labours required in the house, besides
-helping in the field during the busy seasons of hay-time and harvest.
-
-Slight in figure and graceful in all her motions, Dorothy was,
-nevertheless, strong and active. Sickness had never blanched the warm
-glow on her cheeks, or dimmed the brightness of her large, lustrous
-eyes. Healthy, happy, cheerful, it was a pleasure to listen to her clear
-ringing voice, to enter into the spirit of her joyous laugh; to feel
-that a creature, so free from care and guile, hovered like a good angel
-about your path.
-
-Without the sunshine of Dolly's presence, the old homestead would have
-been a gloomy prison, surrounded by that lonely desolate heath, and its
-inmates weary plodders along the dusty high-road of life.
-
-The Rushmeres kept no servants, male or female. The farmer and his son
-did all the out-door work, leaving to Mrs. Rushmere and Dolly the
-management of the dairy, the rearing of calves and poultry, and the
-spinning of flax and wool.
-
-Once a week, Dorothy drove a light tax-cart to the market town, some
-five miles distant, to dispose of her eggs, cheese, and butter. The
-excellence of these latter articles had gained for their maker quite a
-reputation; they always commanded the highest price, and brought no
-small gain to her adopted parents.
-
-Dorothy's reputation, however, was not confined to her skill as a
-dairy-maid; she was considered the prettiest girl in those parts; though
-her beauty was not a perfect model of what art has chosen for its
-highest types.
-
-Her eyes were dark and expressive, surmounted by a smooth forehead and
-black arched eyebrows, soft as velvet, and quite eastern in their hue
-and texture. Her nose was straight and well-formed, but the rosy mouth,
-full of white even teeth, and graced by two charming dimples, which
-continued to smile after the honest, gay peal of laughter had died away
-upon the dewy lips, was far too large for the required standard of
-female beauty. Her cheeks and chin were softly rounded and bronzed by
-the sun to a warm brown tint, reminding one of the rich colouring of
-ripe autumnal fruits.
-
-After all, the beauty which gladdened every eye lay in the expression of
-the whole countenance; in the harmony that reigned in every feature;
-which, when lighted up and animated by the spirit within, was
-irresistibly pleasing--a picture full of sense, goodness, and warm
-confiding affection.
-
-Lovers our little Dorothy had by the score, though she was never seen
-but at church or at market. Many a young farmer in the neighbourhood
-would have deemed himself a fortunate fellow, could he have persuaded
-Dorothy to become his wife. And Dorothy was not averse to
-admiration--few women are; but she was too young, and too much occupied
-by household matters, to cast one thought on matrimony. Her life,
-hitherto, had glided on so smoothly, that she was not aware that her
-love for Gilbert exceeded the affection that a sister might own for an
-elder brother, who had always treated her with tender confidence and
-kindness, until his importunities had suddenly awakened her to the fact,
-and pressed the conviction home to her heart, that they were something
-more than brother and sister to each other. Still, on Dorothy's part, it
-was more a love springing out of long association and deep-rooted
-esteem, than the passion generally recognised by that name. She could
-have given him up to another, without any very severe pang, if she
-thought by so doing, it would have been for his happiness.
-
-This state of things was not destined to last long. The peace of
-families is subject to sudden interruptions, as well as the peace of
-nations. The noblest qualities of the heart often have their birth amid
-scenes of domestic strife, as the devotion and patriotism of the
-soldier are strengthened by the horrors of the battle-field.
-
-Old Rushmere had raised an unreasonable persecution against his son on
-Dorothy's account. This circumstance had made her feel a deeper interest
-in Gilbert, and had quickened her friendship into love.
-
-Though good and worthy in his way, the old man was avaricious, and
-possessed an enormous amount of family pride. This latter quality was
-based, not upon the position in the county which his family then held,
-but upon that which it had once occupied. Gilbert was his only child,
-the last of the old stock; and he cherished a parental hope, that his
-boy, by industry and a wealthy marriage, might restore its ancient
-respectability. Such dreams, however improbable of fulfilment, are
-natural enough.
-
-He loved Dorothy, but he did not wish her to be Gilbert's wife; he
-regarded her in the light of a daughter, knew her worth, and the
-advantage of her presence in the house; but expected Gilbert to feel no
-deeper interest in her than that of a sister, and was quite indignant
-that he would not acknowledge an imaginary tie of kindred.
-
-He had been a prudent, hard-working man himself; and though Heath Farm
-was not remarkable for the goodness of its soil, consisting mostly of
-wild, uncultivated heath land, he had contrived to lay by a handsome sum
-of money, and hoped to see his son one day a gentleman. And what was
-Dorothy? Perhaps the bastard of a beggar. Such an alliance was not to be
-tolerated for a moment, in connection with the last scion of his name
-and race.
-
-Rushmere blamed his innocent wife for having encouraged the growing
-attachment between Gilbert and Dorothy, in no measured terms of
-displeasure; and having caught this disobedient son in the very act of
-kissing the ruby lips of the orphan, he told him in hot anger before her
-face--"That if he persevered in that nonsense, he would cut him off
-with a shilling; and turn her out of the house to find a living on the
-heath where he first picked her up."
-
-The good wife remonstrated. In the humour her spouse was then in she had
-better have remained silent--she told him, that he was harsh and unjust.
-I am afraid she called him a fool, for abusing the young people after
-that fashion--she insisted that Dorothy was the best girl in the county;
-that she loved her as her own life; that Gilly was a wise man in wishing
-to secure such an excellent wife; that he might search England through,
-and not meet with such a bonny lass; that she would rejoice at their
-marriage, and give them her blessing with all her heart.
-
-This praise of her favourite, though quite sincere on Mrs. Rushmere's
-part, and fully merited by Dorothy, was very impolitic at such a moment;
-it exasperated the angry old man, and made matters worse.
-
-Gilbert, backed by the imprudence of his mother, did worse. He made use
-of very violent language to his father, and said and did many undutiful
-things.
-
-"He was a man," he said, "and of age to please himself--he meant to be
-his own master--he did not care a fig for his father's opinions and
-prejudices, and he would marry Dorothy, whether he liked it or not."
-
-There is no knowing how the quarrel might have terminated--for Rushmere
-was an obstinate, self-willed man like his son--had not the innocent
-cause of the disturbance, instead of crying and wringing her hands, or
-dropping down at his feet in a dead faint, like any other heroine of
-romance, quietly stepped up to the exasperated farmer, and, laying her
-hand upon his arm, said in her pleasant, cheerful voice.
-
-"Don't be afraid, father. He shan't marry me without your consent, so
-don't be angry and abuse us all; for which you will be sorry an hour
-hence. Listen now to me. I love Gilbert. I believe that he loves me. I
-love you and mother also. I do not intend to vex or grieve you by any
-conduct of mine; nor do I mean to leave you, now you are both infirm and
-old. I am young and strong, and better able to work than you are. If you
-turn me out of the house by one door, I will come in at the other. I owe
-you a large debt of gratitude, which I want to work out--so do not talk
-of sending me away. God gave you to me for parents. I have no other, nor
-friends beside you in the wide world."
-
-Her lips quivered, but, quickly regaining her composure, she went on.
-"Hear me, father, while I promise you faithfully, before God and you
-all--and you know, father, I never told you a lie--that I will not marry
-Gilbert without your consent and approbation--your full, free, hearty
-consent." She held out her hand--"Will that satisfy you?"
-
-Obstinate as he was, the girl's frank honesty conquered the angry old
-man. He took the proffered peace-offering, and shook it warmly.
-
-"Ay, lass! I will e'en take thee at thy word. You are more dutiful than
-yon chap. I cannot so easily forgive him."
-
-"But you must forgive him, father. Angry people are not aware of all the
-hard things they say to each other."
-
-"True for you, girl. I have naught to say agin you, Dolly; I might get a
-worse daughter. But there are some ugly drawbacks to that bargain."
-
-"Don't name them, father,"--and Dorothy raised her small hand
-beseechingly. "I know them well enough,"--tears now glistened in her
-eyes, she turned her head away,--"I never felt that I was so poor and
-friendless before." Then kissing the old man, she ran out of the room.
-Gilbert's "O shame, father," and Mrs. Rushmere's "God bless the dear
-child," following her hasty retreat.
-
-Dorothy was deeply moved, but was only too glad to be the means of
-restoring peace to the belligerents she had left.
-
-It was a few days after the bursting of this domestic thunder-cloud,
-that Gilbert and Dorothy were thrown alone together. Mr. Rushmere had
-been called away to the town on business, and the lovers had been
-working all day in the hay-field. Gilbert was not at all satisfied with
-the promise Dolly had given to his father; he thought himself slighted
-and ill-used. He had been anxiously watching for an opportunity to talk
-it all over. Dorothy, anticipating his intentions, had carefully kept
-aloof.
-
-There was no getting out of the way now, and she was forced to listen to
-the renewal of his suit; and to parry, in the best way she could, his
-passionate appeals to her to revoke the promise she had given to his
-father.
-
-They walked silently down the lane together, Gilbert sullen and
-mortified, Dorothy pitying but resolute. Gilbert at last spoke.
-
-"If you loved me, Dolly, you could not talk about it in that cool way,
-and sacrifice my happiness to gratify my father's foolish pride."
-
-"I mean to keep my word, Gilly. We are both young. We can afford to
-wait."
-
-"A pleasant prospect, truly."
-
-"Is it not better than disobeying your parents, or my leaving them,
-which I must do, if you continue to press me on this subject."
-
-"Dorothy, Dorothy! how cold you are. Now don't preach, and talk to me
-about duty and patience, and all that. I can't stand such cant, when my
-heart is breaking. How can I hold my peace?"
-
-"Then you wish me to go?"
-
-"Dolly! do you mean to drive me mad?"
-
-"Not quite--I think you would be dangerous,"--and Dorothy laughed
-merrily. Gilbert winced at the joke. She did not wish to provoke him to
-anger, but to make him see things in a more cheerful light.
-
-"Gilly," she continued, quite serious now, "do you not see the necessity
-of yielding to your father's wishes? It is the only way by which you can
-even hope to see me your wife. He will surely separate us if you
-obstinately resist his will. Think how painful it would be to part. How
-dear mother would grieve after her little Dolly--to say nothing of
-Gilbert,"--with a sly bewitching glance.
-
-"Mother could not do without me. She could not manage the dairy, and do
-all the housework alone. Your father will come round by and by. He is
-sometimes stern, and appears unfeeling, but you know that in the main he
-has a kind heart. No good can come from opposing him. If you forget your
-duty, I must not forget mine. Your father wants you to marry a rich
-wife, as I told you before,--not a poor girl, who has not even a name
-that she can lawfully call her own."
-
-"I can remedy that evil, Dorothy, by giving you mine."
-
-"A gift that will be joyfully accepted, Gilly, when seconded by your
-father's approval. Till that can be obtained, let us talk of something
-else."
-
-"This subject is nearest my heart. I have no words for any other." He
-looked upon her bright face, a dubious expression flittering over his
-own. "Old men can't live for ever--he may die!--I shall then be free to
-please myself."
-
-Dorothy was shocked. She waved her hands impatiently. "Don't talk of his
-death. It is dreadful to anticipate happiness from such a sad event.
-Father is as likely to live as either of us--is hale and strong--with a
-back unbent, and a step as firm as your own. Oh, Gilbert, I did not
-think that you were so selfish. I love the dear old man. God grant that
-he may live for twenty years!"
-
-"And you expect me to remain single all that time, Dolly,--do you call
-that reasonable? I will not do it, even to please you."
-
-"Do not wait for me, Gilly, if you can get a better _chance_," said
-Dorothy, striving to call up a smile upon his gloomy face. Her lover was
-in no laughing humour.
-
-"Provoking girl. I cannot make you understand the state of my feelings.
-I shall die, Dolly, if you cruelly persist in refusing to be my wife."
-
-"Of love! Gilbert?" This was said with a comical air of doubt, and a
-half smile, which sent a ripple of laughter over the charming face.
-
-"Ay, lass--of love."
-
-The ripple now broke into a wave of joyous merriment.
-
-"Gilly, did you ever know a man or woman that died for love?"
-
-The lover looked puzzled.
-
-"I can't exactly say that I have. I have heard of such
-unfortunates--have seen chaps very miserable about their sweethearts,
-when they were contrary, or were fond of some one else--and have read
-about it in books."
-
-"Do you believe everything you read in books, Gilbert?"
-
-"To be sure I do--what were they written for else? Do you think that a
-sensible man would waste paper and ink, and his precious time in
-printing off lies?"
-
-"I am certain, Gilly, that some books are only written to make people
-laugh. I am no scholar, and can't read half as well as you, yet I know
-that much. Do you think the book you were reading out to father the
-other night--the one you know that you bought of the pedlar--all about
-the little men and women with the hard names--was a real history?"
-
-"Gulliver's Travels."
-
-"Do you believe that true?"
-
-"Of course I do."
-
-Dorothy clapped her hands and laughed heartily.
-
-"You ought to be a good Christian, Gilbert."
-
-"Why, lass?"
-
-"For great is your faith. But--hark!--is not that the old clock in the
-kitchen clapping seven? We must not stand here gossipping any longer, or
-father will be after us to hurry our motions. Mother has the supper
-ready by this time. If you are not hungry, I am. I have not yet found
-out the way to live upon love."
-
-"Oh, Dolly!" sighed the young man.
-
-Dorothy, already out of hearing, had vanished into the old-fashioned
-house at the bottom of the hill.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-HEATH FARM.
-
-
-The farm-house was one of those quaint, picturesque old buildings, which
-have long ago vanished from our public thoroughfares, and is only to be
-found in remote rural districts, approached by narrow cross-roads. Its
-high gables and chimneys, its bay windows, projecting several feet
-beyond the wall, and filled with diamonded panes of glass set in lead,
-and guarded by heavy iron stanchions, told a tale of past centuries, and
-carried you back to the feudal times, when every man's house was
-literally his castle, and presented a hostile front to the traveller.
-
-A pointed porch, composed of very small dark red bricks, grey and rusty
-looking from the lichens which encrusted them, sheltered the front
-entrance from the bleak easterly winds, which swept over a long range of
-salt marshes, from the sea. A massy oak door opened from the porch, into
-a long square hall, paved with broad flag stones, in which the family
-generally assembled to take their meals.
-
-Through that ancient doorway a band of Cromwell's soldiers had once
-passed, and been regaled at the huge oak table that held the centre of
-the floor. Silver flagons had foamed with nut-brown ale; and "success to
-the brave defenders of England's rights--and confusion to all
-tyrants"--had been drank 'mid uproarious shouts, that made the old
-rafters overhead, ring again.
-
-Sir Lawrence Rushmere, the head of the family in those days, had been a
-person of some importance during the great struggle that revolutionized
-England, and laid the foundation of her present greatness.
-
-A staunch adherent of the stern Protector, he had furnished a number of
-horses and arms at his own cost, for the use of the Commonwealth, and
-brought his own strong arm and stout heart to advocate the good cause.
-For the active part he took in the contest, his descendants had to
-suffer no small amount of robbery and wrong after the Restoration. The
-larger portion of their estates were forfeited to the crown; and the old
-house and two hundred acres of poor heathy waste land was all that
-remained to the impoverished family.
-
-The old dining-hall had shared in the general decay, and been shorn of
-all its ancient honours. Like the cobbler's stall in the old song, it
-served the present occupants for "kitchen and parlour and all." It was
-the room of general resort, into which all the offices pertaining to
-the farm opened, and in which all the lighter labours of the house,
-such as spinning and weaving, were carried on.
-
-A small, dark, highly-polished spinning-wheel, such as is used in the
-eastern counties for converting the fine white flax into thread,
-occupied a conspicuous place along the wall; and, during the short
-winter days, kept up a perpetual whirring sound, which formed a pleasant
-accompaniment to the gay blithe voice of Dorothy, as she sang some local
-ditty, while the fine thread grew beneath her fingers.
-
-The wide fire-place nearly extended across the upper end of the hall,
-with its broad hearth-stone, huge iron crank, and hooks, bright brass
-dogs, and white brick settles, telling of warm yule fires, and abundance
-of country cheer.
-
-A practical illustration of the same might be seen in the rows of fat
-hams, and rounds of hung beef that dangled from the beams that crossed
-the low ceiling: interspersed with strings of onions and savory
-pot-herbs--and, as if by way of variety, separated by hanks of white and
-coloured yarn.
-
-A picture in oils, painted upon wood, and by no means a bad specimen of
-the arts, hung over the carved oak mantel--the half-length portrait of a
-fine soldierly looking man. This is the soldier of the covenant--the
-grim Roundhead, Sir Lawrence Rushmere--for so his enemies called him.
-Look at him well. His bold honest English face deserves a nearer
-scrutiny. Examine his broad brows, his large clear blue eyes, his firm
-nose, and resolute mouth, before you call that man a traitor.
-
-He has drawn the sword he holds in his hand in what, after mature
-consideration, he considers the right cause, and being once fully
-convinced that it is so, has thrown his whole heart and soul into the
-struggle. If you can overturn a rock whose roots are embedded in the
-depths of ocean, you may hope to turn him from his purpose.
-
-This old family portrait is held in great reverence by his last
-descendant, who bears his name; and though degenerated into a rude half
-educated tiller of the ancestral acres, Lawrence Rushmere thinks himself
-a great man, while looking upon the noble portrait of his remote
-progenitor.
-
-The old high-backed arm-chair, so richly carved, in which the farmer
-smokes his pipe after the labours of the day are over, is always placed
-fronting that picture.
-
-He sees a great resemblance between himself and the brave soldier of the
-covenant, and draws the attention of every stranger that comes to the
-house to the picture, by asking, "if they do not remark the likeness?" A
-harmless vanity, which amuses without giving offence, and he generally
-ends by saying,
-
-"Yes, Sir. That brave knight was my great, great grandfather, and he has
-often sat in this very chair in which I am sitting now. It shall never
-go out of the family while there's a Rushmere left to fill his place."
-
-Look at those long rows of pewter dishes and platters that grace the
-shelves. These too are relics of a former age. No doubt the said Sir
-Lawrence has taken many a good dinner off them. Yet no one points them
-out as objects worthy of notice, though they are kept as bright and
-clean as if required for daily use. They have been completely laid upon
-the shelf half a century ago.
-
-The rest of the furniture of the room is as old as the Protectorate;
-especially that large Venetian mirror, in its beautiful frame of ebony.
-What a prize for a modern antiquary.
-
-Poor simple Mrs. Rushmere and Dorothy have not the most remote idea of
-its value. The old lady thinks it a very becoming glass, which makes
-people look much handsomer than they really are, and Dorothy
-contemplates her sweet face in its mysterious depths, and speculates on
-all who have done the same, and wishes that she could call the sleepers
-from their graves, and make them pass in review before her.
-
-What a multitude of strange faces, and still stranger fashions, they
-would bring again to light!
-
-Dorothy sometimes pursues this idea, till she grows afraid of her own
-conceit, and turns away from the mirror, as if she really saw the
-spectres she had conjured up.
-
-But the crowning glory of the place is a large dome-shaped cupboard,
-which fits into a corner of the spacious room, and fills it from the
-floor to the ceiling. It opens with a single door, the outside of which
-is a fine picture by some old master, representing the judgment of
-Solomon. The reverse side, when the door is opened suddenly, calls forth
-a cry of surprise, and not unusually of terror, from the spectator.
-
-There stands our first father, in the naked deformity of sin, in the
-very act of eating the forbidden fruit, with a face so full of remorse
-and agony, that it chills the heart of the gazer with its unmitigated
-horror.
-
-Though used to this terrible picture from a child, Dorothy could never
-look at it without a shudder. When Gilbert and she were children, and
-behaved amiss, Mrs. Rushmere had only to threaten to shut them up in the
-cupboard with father Adam, and it brought them instantly to their
-senses.
-
-The shelves of this mysterious piece of furniture were filled with Japan
-china. Real "chaney"--as good Mrs. Rushmere called it--which, like the
-ebony-framed mirror, had belonged to the family in its bygone days of
-wealth and importance. These gorgeous tea-cups were never used but on
-high-days and holidays, or on the advent of any particular visitors.
-
-Such an unusual event had just taken place, and a mild looking old lady,
-in a plaited cap and brown stuff gown, was going to and fro, from the
-open cupboard to the table, arranging some of the exquisite china cups
-and saucers on a carved wooden tray, and bringing sundry delicate cakes
-and biscuits, of Dorothy's own making, from their hidden receptacles, to
-do honour to the evening meal. The table was covered with a snow-white
-damask cloth, manufactured by the same skilful hands, and boasted a good
-supply of fine wheaten bread, and the fresh cheese and butter, for which
-the Heath Farm had become famous, under the said damsel's
-superintendence.
-
-The guest for whose especial benefit all these preparations were made,
-was a very great person indeed--at least, in the eyes of these simple
-country folk--and Mrs. Rushmere was all fuss and excitement to set
-before her the very best the house afforded.
-
-Stephen Watling, a near neighbour and landed proprietor, whose farm
-joined their own, had died suddenly, in the very prime of life, a few
-weeks before, and his only sister had come into possession of the
-property.
-
-From keeping her brother's house, she had become the mistress of it in
-her own right, and merged plain Nancy into Miss Watling, or as her
-country neighbours said,
-
-"Had put on her Sunday gown, and had nothing to do now but hold up her
-head high, and sup her soup out of a silver spoon."
-
-The heiress was not a very prepossessing looking individual. The sudden
-acquirement of wealth had served to increase an innate vulgarity,
-rendered more conspicuous by an arrogant assumption of superiority. She
-affected airs of consequence, which made her company everything but
-agreeable to those who had known her in a subordinate situation.
-
-Miss Watling was on the wrong side of thirty, bony and sharp featured,
-with small and snaky looking black eyes, a sallow complexion, loud
-voice, and most repulsive manners. Her affectation of extreme youth was
-so absurdly ridiculous, that it made her appear older and uglier than
-she really was.
-
-Ever since her unexpected good fortune, Mr. Rushmere had secretly
-contemplated Miss Watling as a very eligible wife for his son. He had
-not as yet dared to broach the subject to that refractory individual, as
-he dreaded no small amount of opposition--or even to hint at it to his
-wife, who, he well knew, favoured his attachment to Dorothy, and with
-whom the rich spinster was no favourite; but he was thinking it over all
-day long, and calculating the worldly advantages to be derived from the
-union of the two estates.
-
-It would make Gilbert a rich man at once. As to the difference of age,
-that was a mere trifle, more than counterbalanced by the lady's superior
-wealth.
-
-True, she was very plain--he could not deny that--but beauty, after
-all, was only skin deep, and would not, according to the homely adage,
-"_buy beef_." His son was a handsome young fellow, and he felt certain
-that Miss Watling was not indifferent to his personal attractions. It
-would be a capital match, and his son would be a downright fool to let
-such an opportunity of securing a rich wife slip through his fingers.
-
-Thus age and avarice can always over-leap barriers which, to the young
-and romantic, are insurmountable.
-
-From the master of Heath Farm Miss Watling received the most cordial
-welcome, and was easily persuaded to lay aside her bonnet and shawl, and
-take tea with the family.
-
-To judge of the lady's grief by the ultra blackness of her mourning
-garments, you would have supposed that no gleam of joy could ever enter
-her afflicted heart again. All crape and bombazine from head to foot,
-she presented to the spectator a ghastly exterior of hopeless sorrow.
-
-"And so poor Stephen is gone," said the simple Mrs. Rushmere. "Who would
-have thought of his leaving us so suddenly? The last time he was here he
-looked the picture of health and contentment. Well, well,--we must all
-go some of these days. But the death of such as he--it seems so
-shocking. A man in the very prime of life--it is surely a great loss to
-the parish. You, Nancy, who were his only relative, must feel it sorely.
-The house must be very lonesome to you, wanting the master."
-
-"It was dreadful, Mrs. Rushmere, to be taken without a minute's warning,
-to think of his poor neglected soul. He never cared about religion. He
-was so entirely taken up with his worldly concerns, it makes me very
-uncomfortable to think what may become of him in the other world," said
-the bereaved sister.
-
-"God is merciful," sighed the old lady.
-
-"It is of no use trusting to mercy, without repentance," was the sharp
-rejoinder, "and he had no time for that."
-
-"He was a kind man to the poor, Nancy. A good neighbour and a regular
-church-goer, honest and industrious--let us hope that these qualities
-will be taken into account. It is not for sinful creatures like us to
-condemn a man, because it pleased the Almighty to call him suddenly out
-of the world."
-
-"Works--mere works," and Miss Watling shrugged her shoulders
-emphatically. "For my part, I have no hope of his salvation. If he had
-faith, he put his light under a bushel, for no one in the house ever saw
-it. But he is gone, and has left me, a young unprotected female, to
-struggle alone in this wicked world."
-
-"Why, surely, Nancy, you be old enough to take care of yourself?"
-returned the good woman, with more truth in her look and accent than
-was agreeable to her visitor. "You be some years older than he."
-
-"You are mistaken, ma'am," said Miss Watling, "he was a grown up man
-when I was a _little_ girl at school."
-
-"Oh, my dear!" cried the provoking old lady, "it is of no use your
-telling me that. Why, don't I know all about it. I was with your mother
-when you were born. It is just thirty-five years ago, last May. You were
-a sharp cross little thing, and you gave your mother a world of trouble.
-I have often heard her say, that she never had the sound of your crying
-out of her ears, or got a whole night's rest, for the two first years of
-your life. You were turned of six before Stephen was born. You pouted
-and sulked, and had a great fight with nurse, for bringing a nasty boy
-into the house. Don't I remember it all, and how your father laughed at
-your tantrums.
-
-"'Little maid's jealous of boy,' he said, 'she won't have it all her
-own way now.'"
-
-Mrs. Rushmere had touched a tender point. She knew that her visitor was
-dreadfully sensitive about her age; but she was so much disgusted with
-the unfeeling piece of cant, in which she had just indulged about her
-brother, that she did it to punish her for her cruelty and hypocrisy.
-
-"You have an excellent memory," said Miss Watling, wincing under the
-infliction. "Such reminiscences, however, are neither polite nor
-agreeable. It would be unbecoming in me to contradict so old a woman as
-you, for it is impossible for me to recall events which happened in my
-infancy."
-
-Miss Watling was angry, but she kept in her wrath. She had no intention
-of quarrelling with the Rushmeres. She swallowed that bitter pill about
-her age in the best way she could, and anxious to get rid of the
-disagreeable dispute, in which she was sure to come off second best,
-she asked Mrs. Rushmere how she liked her mourning.
-
-"The bombazine," she observed, "is very fine--the crape, the best I
-could procure in Storby. As I had to go into mourning for Stephen, I
-thought I would do the thing genteelly. Besides, shabby black is so mean
-and unbecoming."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere glanced coldly at the crape scarf her visitor held up for
-her inspection.
-
-"It does well enough for those who wear their grief upon their sleeve.
-One little bit of heart mourning is worth it all."
-
-Before the wearer of the sables could frame a reply, Dorothy opened the
-door and looked into the room, but quickly withdrew her head, when she
-saw by whom it was occupied. Mrs. Rushmere followed her to the door.
-
-"Where is Gilly?"
-
-"Just cleaning himself up a bit, and changing his working slop. He will
-be here in a minute. Don't wait for me, mother. I have the cows to milk.
-I can get my supper by and by."
-
-The owner of the bright face vanished, Mrs. Rushmere poured out the tea,
-and the small party gathered about the table.
-
-Gilbert came in presently--glanced coldly at the visitor, made a stiff
-country bow, and took a seat by his mother, and as far from Miss Watling
-as he possibly could. He never had liked her when plain Miss Nancy, but
-since she had got a handle to her name, her airs and affectations had
-filled him with disgust.
-
-"Do you suffer that young person, Mrs. Rushmere, to call you mother?"
-asked Miss Watling, with a sneer upon her thin upper lip. "Surely it is
-taking too great a liberty."
-
-"Oh, not at all. You forget, Nancy, that she is my adopted daughter,
-that I look upon her as my own child. The dear knows I could not love
-her better if she were."
-
-"Well, my dear madam, there's no accounting for tastes." Nancy Watling
-thought that it was her turn to say something spiteful. "I see nothing
-to admire in that girl. Is she not the beggar's brat that Mr. Rushmere
-picked up upon the heath?"
-
-"So she be," muttered Lawrence, half aloud from his own chair.
-
-"No fault of hers," said Gilbert, flushing up. "She has beauty and sense
-enough to have been the daughter of a king."
-
-"Rather a vulgar princess," giggled Miss Watling. "She looks what she
-was born to be--a servant!"
-
-His mother caught the flash of her son's eye, and pinched his knee under
-the table, to keep him quiet; then finding that her hint was not likely
-to cool down his rising passion, and hearing a pet cat mewing for a
-morsel of the repast, she screamed out--
-
-"Mind, Gilly! you great blundering fellow. You have trod on pussy's
-tail, and she will be sure to scratch you."
-
-"I'll take good care of that," said Gilbert, deceived by his mother's
-innocent stratagem, "by turning her out of the room. Dolly has made such
-a pet of that beast, she has become quite a nuisance."
-
-He rose and put out the unoffending cat, and peace was once more
-restored.
-
-The farmer, who had been sitting upon thorns during the dispute,
-inwardly cursing his wife's want of tact and plainness of speech, and
-his son's rudeness, thought it high time to put in a word or two, and
-direct the conversation into a new channel.
-
-"What do you intend to do with the farm, Nancy? Will you let it, or
-carry on the business yourself?"
-
-"Well, my old friend," said Miss Watling, folding her hands in her lap,
-and looking down demurely, "that is the difficulty. I am exceedingly
-puzzled what to do. I came here this afternoon on purpose to consult
-you, though I knew what a busy time it was with you during the hay
-harvest. I am so young and inexperienced, and so ignorant of
-agricultural matters, I should make a poor farmer. I know nothing about
-cropping lands, milking, or churning. I was given an education quite
-above such pursuits."
-
-Gilbert glanced up from the tea-cup he held in his hand, a comical smile
-passing over his face, though he said nothing. Miss Watling seemed to
-interpret his thoughts, for she positively looked down and blushed.
-
-Did she forget, at that moment, how often Gilbert had helped her, when a
-boy, to drive home the cows from the salt marshes, and sat and whistled
-on the meadow stile, while she milked them--or was she conscious of
-uttering an untruth?
-
-Gilbert was determined to plague her a little, by jogging her memory.
-
-"Nancy," he said, "you do yourself great injustice. If you don't
-understand the farm business, I don't know who does. Why, you were
-always considered the best spinner and weaver in the parish. Remember
-how often you used to scold me for tangling the yarn, when you were
-spinning on the great wheel. I was mortally afraid of the big thrashings
-you threatened me with, and trusted more to my heels than to your
-generosity and forbearance. Those were jolly times. I wonder you can so
-easily forget them, and try to thrust such nonsensical fibs down our
-throats."
-
-This sally drew forth a general laugh, in which Miss Watling joined as
-heartily as the rest.
-
-"Gilbert do you call that good manners, to contradict a lady? Where,
-sir, did you get your schooling?" said the former sharply.
-
-"Among simple country folk, father. I did not mean to contradict Nancy,
-only to remind her of past times."
-
-"Oh, I don't mind what he says, Mr. Rushmere. He was always a saucy
-boy," returned the lady, striving to smile pleasantly.
-
-"She takes it better than I expected," thought Gilbert. "It is as good
-as a play to hear her attempt to act the fine lady. How polite father is
-to her. I wonder what they are driving at?"
-
-"You had better let the land, Nancy," said Rushmere, after a few minutes
-thought, in answer to her protestations of ignorance as to agricultural
-matters.
-
-"I won't do that," said Miss Watling, briskly, "I should be sure to be
-cheated by my tenants. A woman can't follow the plough, or go into the
-stable, to see if horses are properly cared for, and they are deceived
-and taken in by every one. Consider my youth and inexperience."
-
-"Take a husband to help you out of the difficulty."
-
-"Yes, if I could find a good one."
-
-"I think I could recommend a smart, honest, good-looking fellow to your
-notice," said Rushmere, chuckling and rubbing his hands. "One who can
-work hard, and who would do justice to the land."
-
-"Now I hope to goodness father does not mean me. His foolish joke has
-actually brought colour into the old maid's face," thought Gilbert, who
-listened with intense interest to the conversation, hardly knowing
-whether to be affronted or amused.
-
-The farmer knew very well what he was about, and did mean him; and was
-rejoicing in the prospect of a successful negotiation on his behalf.
-
-"I was not thinking of matrimony," said Miss Watling. "There is plenty
-of time for that. It is not every one to whom I would trust myself and
-my property. I assure you, Mr. Rushmere, that I shall be very particular
-in my choice of a husband. But I was thinking that if I could get a
-steady industrious young man to farm the place on shares, and look after
-my private matters, it would answer my purpose better than letting it
-upon lease."
-
-Gilbert made a great clatter with his knife and fork, to conceal the
-laugh that he could not repress. He now saw what Miss Watling was
-driving at, and he felt certain that he was "the man."
-
-"Does she think me a goose? She and her affairs may go to Jericho, for
-what I care," whispered the unambitious young fellow to his mother.
-
-"To be sure--to be sure, Nancy," said the farmer. "You are a woman of
-sense, and see things in the right light. It would be an excellent
-chance for Gilly. It is high time for him to be doing something for
-himself. I can hire a labourer in his place, to work the farm. What do
-you say, Gilbert, to Miss Nancy's proposal?" This was accompanied by a
-shrewd look to his son, indicating plainly enough what he expected him
-to say. "Can you and the lady agree?"
-
-"I fear not, sir. I hate all partnership concerns. I have been too long
-my own master to submit to a mistress. Besides," he added, with a droll
-smile, that showed all his splendid white teeth, "I am _too young_ to
-fill such a responsible situation."
-
-"Oh, not at all, Mr. Gilbert," returned the anxious lady, looking full
-into Gilbert's handsome face. "You need not let that stand in the way.
-Brought up to the business all your life--born, I may say, to be a
-farmer, you cannot want experience. I should only be too happy to
-entrust the property to your care. You shall be your own master--have
-everything your own way. Manage the land to please yourself. Any
-interference on my part would be quite unnecessary. If you are not too
-proud to accept my offer, I am sure that we shall get on famously
-together."
-
-"Thank you--thank you, Nancy--Miss Watling, I should say," returned
-Gilbert, coldly. "In a pecuniary point of view, it might turn out a good
-thing; and I know several young fellows who would jump at it. I have no
-wish to enter into such an engagement, and must decline it altogether."
-
-"Why, sir, why?" cried old Rushmere, in an angry tone. "Are you mad,
-sir, or a fool?"
-
-"I am my father's son," said Gilbert, turning to the door. "It does not
-suit my inclinations. I have other reasons, which I do not choose to
-discuss here."
-
-"If you should change your mind, Mr. Gilbert, let me know," returned
-Miss Watling, deeply mortified. "I will defer advertising in the papers
-until next week."
-
-"Thank you, Miss Nancy," said the farmer. "My son is a wilful young
-man--he will think better of your liberal offer."
-
-"There is little danger of my changing my mind," said Gilbert, sulkily.
-"Miss Watling, you may advertise for a bailiff as soon as you like."
-
-"Stop, Gilly," cried his mother, as he was about to leave the room, "it
-is getting dark, you must see Miss Watling safe over the common."
-
-Gilbert wished her at the bottom of the brook. He saw plainly that her
-proposal boded him no good; that his refusal was highly displeasing to
-his father, and would call forth a storm of anger against himself and
-Dorothy; and with a very bad grace, he yielded to his mother's request,
-to see the cause of the mischief safe to her own door.
-
-"I wish these troublesome women would stay at home and mind their own
-business," he muttered, as he stalked on ahead of the lady, who
-diligently gathered up her glossy sables, to keep them out of the dust
-of the lane. "What right had she to come and set father and me by the
-ears together?"
-
-At the farm-gate they met Dorothy, fresh and blooming as a rose, with a
-pail in each hand foaming to the brim with milk. Gilbert nodded to her
-as they passed on.
-
-"You have excellent cows, Mr. Gilbert," remarked Miss Watling, scowling
-at the pretty milk-maid, "and a capital dairywoman."
-
-"Yes, everything depends upon that," said the young man.
-
-"You, of course, consider her a treasure." Miss Watling had quickened
-her steps, and was now at his side, and as she spoke she looked
-spitefully back at Dorothy.
-
-"Of course I do. We derive much profit from her skill. The farm yields
-but a poor return in grain. We depend mainly on the flocks and herds.
-How many cows do you milk now, Miss Nancy?"
-
-"_I_ milk! what a question!"
-
-"Ah, I suppose you have forgotten how to do it," and Gilbert looked
-mischievously at her, from under the broad brim of his coarse straw hat,
-which had been plaited and put together by Dorothy's dainty fingers. "I
-remember the time when we were all young together,"--and he
-laughed--"that is, before you came in for the big fortune, when you
-thought it a great compliment to be called the best milker in the
-parish. I should like to hear you talk like a sensible woman."
-
-"But times are altered since then, Gilly," said Miss Watling
-confidentially, and slipping her arm within his. "I can still milk the
-cow, or act the lady, with old friends. But one has, you know, to assume
-a little dignity, or no one would suspect me of being a rich lady."
-
-"Still less with the dignity--which suits you as little as a court dress
-would me. But I respect you now, Nancy, for speaking the honest truth.
-I thought you had given yourself up to the other thing altogether. Look
-you, Nancy. I believe you wish to be my friend. Will you be angry with
-me, if I speak the honest truth?"
-
-Miss Watling's heart fluttered a little.
-
-"What can you want to say to me, Gilly--Is it any thing very
-particular?"
-
-"Yes--very particular, at least as far as I am concerned."
-
-"About the proposal I made to your father?" with a smile.
-
-"The same."
-
-"You mean to accept it?" speaking joyfully, and pressing his arm
-tenderly.
-
-"Oh, no, no," cried Gilbert, shrinking from the caress, "quite the
-reverse. I decline it at once, and for ever; and I beg, Nancy, that you
-will never broach the subject to me, or to father, again. Old folks
-don't see with our eyes, or feel as we feel; they always forget when
-they were young themselves. The spring and summer of life is gone with
-them, and the autumn with its golden fruit is all they care about, and
-wish us to procure at any cost. What does a young fellow want with
-money, while he is full of health and warm blood, and has enough to
-enjoy himself?"
-
-"But why should you refuse a good offer?" said Miss Watling, only half
-comprehending the meaning of Gilbert's roundabout way of introducing a
-disagreeable subject.
-
-"Simply, because it is not a good one for me. I don't like it, and will
-have none of it. I am happy where I am, and don't want to change my
-situation." He stopped suddenly, and took Miss Watling's hand. "Will you
-be my friend, Nancy?"
-
-"Can you doubt it, Gilbert?"
-
-"Well, then, I love Dorothy Chance."
-
-Miss Watling dropped her hand, as if it had come in contact with a hot
-coal.
-
-"Love--Dorothy--Chance!" and the hard mouth writhed convulsively.
-Gilbert's eyes were bent upon the ground; he did not see the twitching
-of the malignant face; and was not even conscious that she had withdrawn
-the black kidded hand from his own--or the conversation would have come
-to a sudden stop.
-
-"Yes," he continued, "I love Dorothy Chance with all my heart and soul,
-and mean to make her my wife as soon as a good opportunity offers.
-Father don't like the match, though he likes the girl. He loves money,
-and he wants me to kneel down with him and worship the golden calf. I
-won't do it. If I can't have Dolly, I'll have no one else. That's the
-plain downright truth, Nancy Watling. Do you wish me to take your farm
-on shares now?"
-
-"Certainly not, Mr. Gilbert Rushmere," drawing herself up, with a
-withering air of spurious dignity. "If you can forget your good old
-family, and stoop so low as to marry a girl that your father picked out
-of the dirt, you may stay at home with her. I don't want to have
-anything to do with you. I don't wonder at Mr. Rushmere not giving his
-consent to such a vulgar connection. It is enough to break the honest
-heart of the poor old man. His only son, too--the last of his name. Mr.
-Gilbert Rushmere, you astonish me!"
-
-"I have heard all these arguments before," said Gilbert, sorry for his
-misplaced confidence, when it was too late. "I consider them mere words,
-and take them for what they are worth. I thought it would be best to act
-like a man, and give you my real reasons for rejecting your kind offer.
-I have satisfied my conscience, and I leave you to think of me as you
-like. But here we are at your gate, Nancy, so I will wish you good
-night."
-
-Nancy Watling deigned no reply to his farewell salutation, but walked
-indignantly across her moon-lighted lawn. She felt mortified,
-disappointed, and decidedly belligerent. True, she had not made him an
-offer of marriage, but it was tantamount to it; and he had despised
-both her and her money, and all for a penniless black-eyed dairy-maid,
-who might be his father's daughter for aught he knew to the contrary.
-
-It was a strange story, at any rate, his finding the dead woman and the
-child out on the heath. She remembered what the village gossips had
-whispered about it, at the time, and she determined to publish a new
-edition of the long-forgotten scandal.
-
-She would be revenged on Gilbert, for the insult he had passed upon her,
-let it cost what it might. As for Gilbert, what need she care about
-him--if he did not accept her and her farm, another would. He was a rude
-brute, a vulgar, low fellow, to treat any lady as he had that night
-treated her. If he married that base-born creature Dorothy, no
-respectable person would ever enter the house.
-
-While such uncharitable thoughts were passing through Nancy Watling's
-small, narrow mind, Gilbert, glad to be rid of his disagreeable charge,
-took his homeward path across the heath. Sometimes he stopped--not to
-admire the cloudless beauty of the sky--he was a careless observer of
-the beauties of nature--but to put his hands to his sides, and laughed
-with uncontrollable merriment.
-
-He was amused at his own cleverness--rejoicing over the adroit manner in
-which he had got rid of the odious woman, and her self-interested offers
-of service.
-
-"I am rid of her at last. I'm thinking she'll come after me no more. I
-don't approve of women giving such broad hints to us men folk. It was as
-good as asking me to be her husband. I can tell black Nancy that she's
-no wife for Gilbert Rushmere. Does she think that I would sell myself to
-age, ill-temper and ugliness, for all the money in the Bank of England?
-I would rather go to church with Dolly in homespun, than ride in a
-carriage beside that shrivelled piece of tanned leather. How Dolly will
-laugh when I tell her how affectionately the old thing hugged my arm! A
-partnership with her, ha, ha! is it not rare fun to disappoint her
-matrimonial speculations?"
-
-To Dorothy, this visit of Miss Watling's to the farm proved everything
-but a laughing matter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-A FAMILY QUARREL.
-
-
-Dorothy found Mr. Rushmere chafing with passion, when she returned to
-the big room to take her simple supper of bread and milk. Gilbert's
-conduct to Miss Watling had cut him to the quick, and thrown down in a
-moment the fine castle in the air which he had been for weeks building
-for his son's especial benefit.
-
-The sight of Dorothy, whom he looked upon as the real cause of his
-bitter disappointment, stirred his generally sluggish nature to its
-depths, and his rage burst out with the vehemence of a volcano, caring
-nothing for the mischief and ruin which might follow its desolating
-course.
-
-He upbraided her with inveigling the affections of his son, and making
-him rude and undutiful to his parents--reiterating his threat of sending
-her off to seek her own living, and cursing the unlucky hour he brought
-her to the house.
-
-He said so many hard and cruel things, that Dorothy was roused at last.
-Leaving her supper untasted upon the table, she went across the room to
-Mrs. Rushmere, who was standing before the window, with her back to her
-husband, weeping bitterly. Dorothy put her arm across her shoulder, and
-spoke in a low voice, meant to be calm, but which trembled with
-suppressed emotion.
-
-"Mother, I am no longer wanted here. I will go and seek service
-elsewhere to-morrow."
-
-"Dorothy, my child, you are not in earnest. You cannot mean what you
-say?"
-
-"Father wishes it. I believe that it will be better for all parties. You
-are my only friends; the only parents I have ever known. God, who reads
-my heart, knows the love I feel for you both, but--but,"--and here poor
-Dolly broke down, and flinging herself into the kind woman's
-outstretched arms, they mingled their tears together.
-
-"She is right--quite right," said the old man, too angry to be touched
-by the grief of the weeping women. "She has been here long enough. It is
-time she should go."
-
-"And where is the poor child to go?" asked the wife, pressing Dorothy to
-her warm maternal breast. "Have you the feelings of a man, Lawrence,
-after she has shared our home for so many years, and been to us a
-dutiful and loving daughter, to turn her out upon the wide, wide world."
-
-"She shall go," was the dogged reply to his wife's appeal.
-
-"Don't distress yourself, mother, on my account," whispered Dorothy. "I
-am young and strong. I can work for my living. Never fear. God will
-raise me up friends, and find me another home." Then turning to Mr.
-Rushmere, she addressed him with the calm dignity which was natural to
-her.
-
-"Father, after all the benefits I have received from you we must not
-part in anger. If I have been in fault, God knows that I have erred
-through ignorance, that it was wholly unintentional on my part. I
-acknowledge now, what I did not understand before, that I am not a fit
-mate for your son. I have given up all idea of being his wife. Speak to
-me, father. Say that you forgive me, and let us part in peace."
-
-She slid down on her knees before the stern old man, as he sat sullenly
-in the big arm-chair, and looked imploringly into his face. Her rosy
-cheeks were deadly pale now, and wet with the tears that flowed
-unceasingly from her large black eyes.
-
-Rushmere felt rather ashamed of the violent language he had used--he
-softened a little, and replied in a gentler tone,--
-
-"Dolly, you are a good girl. You know I love and respect you, but you
-cannot marry my son. I should feel degraded if you were Gilbert's wife."
-
-The blood rushed in a hot tide into the girl's pale wet face, and yet
-she shivered as if an arrow had pierced her heart. With a low moan her
-head sunk upon the old man's knee, and she shook and trembled with
-violent emotion.
-
-"Go," and Rushmere laid his large hand upon the bent head, with all its
-glossy ebon ringlets--"Go, and God bless you."
-
-Dorothy rose from her knees.
-
-"Your wishes shall be obeyed, father. I will go, as you desire it. Only
-let me stay this night beneath the roof that has sheltered me so long.
-I will seek a new home to-morrow. And now, good night. Oh," she cried,
-in a tone of bitter anguish, "how hard it is to part from all we love.
-To bid you good night for the last time, in the dear old home."
-
-Their eyes met. The old man drew her down to him and kissed her.
-
-"You must go, Dorothy. I am sorry to part with you, but I do so for
-Gilbert's sake."
-
-"Who talks of parting? What does all this mean?" cried Gilbert, who had
-been standing some minutes unobserved in the doorway, hurrying forward.
-"Who is going away? What is the matter with mother and Dorothy, that
-they are crying like babies?"
-
-"Gilbert," said Mrs. Rushmere, sorrowfully, "it is Dorothy who is going
-to leave us."
-
-"Where is she going?"
-
-"To see service."
-
-"Good God! Mother, are you all mad? What will you do without her? How
-can you suffer her to go?"
-
-"I cannot prevent it, Gilbert. It is your father's doing. Ask him."
-
-Gilbert turned wrathfully, and faced the old man. They glared upon each
-other like two angry wild beasts.
-
-"So, this is your doing, sir. You thrust an unprotected young girl out
-of your house, because she happens to be dear to me! Now, mark my words,
-for I mean to abide by what I say. If Dorothy is driven from her home on
-my account, I leave it also--leave it, never to return while you live.
-Don't cry, mother. Don't shake your head, Dorothy. I am in earnest--so
-help me God!"
-
-"What do you say to that, Lawrence?" cried Mrs. Rushmere. "Do end this
-disgraceful scene and listen to reason."
-
-"I say," and Rushmere spoke in a voice of thunder, "that he is an
-undutiful son, a disgrace to his family; that he may go as soon as he
-likes; the sooner the better; that I never wish to set my eyes upon him
-again. That's what I say, dame!"
-
-He shook his fist in Gilbert's face, and his brow grew dark with violent
-passion.
-
-Dorothy glided round to the back of the chair. She was afraid of his
-falling down in a fit. She now fronted her angry lover, and she silently
-pointed down to his agitated father, and made imploring gesture for him
-to leave the room.
-
-Gilbert read her meaning in her terrified eyes. He was determined not to
-go, but to tell his father a bit more of his mind.
-
-"Speak to him, dear mother; he will heed what you say."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere shook her head sorrowfully.
-
-"It is of no use attempting to reason with angry men. It only makes
-matters worse. To contradict an obstinate man in a rage, is to add fuel
-to the fire. Go to your bed, Gilbert, your father will forget all about
-it to-morrow."
-
-"I don't care whether he does or not. My mind is made up. If he is
-indifferent to my happiness, and unjust to the woman I love, I will no
-longer work like a slave for him. From this hour I am my own master."
-
-He turned and held out his hands to Dorothy.
-
-"Come, Dorothy, darling, come with me. Let us seek our fortunes in the
-world together. Here we have no longer a home. See if this strong arm
-cannot win one for you."
-
-"I have been the cause of all the trouble, Gilbert. Be reconciled to
-your father, and let me go my way in peace."
-
-"How! Do you reject my offer, Dorothy?" He spoke in tones of suppressed
-anger. "You surely will not refuse to become my wife!"
-
-"Yes--under existing circumstances. I will never bring sorrow under the
-roof that has sheltered me," said Dorothy, firmly, without daring to
-raise her eyes to her lover's face.
-
-"Look at me, Dorothy. Look at me straight in the eyes, and then tell me
-that you mean what you say."
-
-Dorothy raised her eyes to his, swimming in tears, her lips quivered,
-but she replied, in a voice more decided than before.
-
-"Gilbert Rushmere, I cannot be your wife. It is cruel to ask me, in the
-face of your father's anger."
-
-"It is enough." He folded his arms and smiled disdainfully. "I shall not
-ask you again. I have sacrificed everything for you--and this is my
-reward."
-
-He went up to Mr. Rushmere, and held out his hand. He was desperately
-angry with Dorothy.
-
-"You hear her, father. She has refused to be my wife."
-
-"She's a sensible girl," said the farmer.
-
-"Perhaps she is," and Gilbert laughed bitterly. "May she never have
-cause to repent of her decision. A different course, however, might have
-made us happy."
-
-"You have agreed to give him up then, Dorothy?" said Rushmere, eagerly
-eyeing the trembling girl.
-
-Dorothy did not speak. Words rose to her lips, but to have given them
-utterance would have choked her. Gilbert answered in her stead.
-
-"Yes, sir. She has yielded to your wishes--and we have nothing more to
-say to each other. Are you satisfied?"
-
-"Quite, quite, my son," and the old man grasped his hand warmly. A
-slight sound, like a suppressed sob, broke the stillness of the great
-hall. Gilbert looked round. Dorothy stood firm and erect behind his
-father's chair, her right hand grasping the frame, her large eyes wide
-open and fixed on vacancy, her features rigid, her face as white as
-that of a stone statue.
-
-His heart smote him. He knew the purity of her motives, he saw how she
-suffered, but his pride and vanity were alike wounded;--he would not
-yield an inch--he would punish her for the decided manner in which she
-had rejected his offer. He did not doubt her love, but in that evil mood
-he had ceased to love her himself.
-
-"Gilbert, I am glad you acknowledge the folly of your conduct," said the
-farmer, breaking the painful silence. "When you don't see the girl, you
-will soon forget her, take my word for it. Out of sight out of mind.
-There's much truth in those old proverbs."
-
-Gilbert again glanced up at Dorothy, to see how this speech affected
-her.
-
-She was no longer in the room.
-
-A few minutes later, the tramp of a horse's hoofs sounded on the
-pavement of the court-yard. Dorothy had sought refuge in her own
-chamber from a scene she was no longer able to endure. She had sunk down
-beside the bed, her head was buried in the pillow; she was sobbing
-wildly. That sound broke painfully upon her ear--it was the climax of
-her agony. She started to her feet. She sprang to the window, and flung
-wide the casement, stretching out her arms with a despairing gesture, as
-she caught a glimpse of Gilbert's retreating figure.
-
-"Gilly, Gilly!" she cried, "come back and speak to me. Tell me that we
-do not part in anger. That you will forgive your poor broken-hearted
-Dolly!"
-
-The gate swung back on its hinges--the figure had vanished into the
-night.
-
-"He is gone--he does not hear me," sobbed the distracted girl. "I shall
-never, never see him again."
-
-She threw herself on the floor, and prayed that God would end her
-life--that she might die in the old house and never see the light of
-another day. This was her first great life-trial. She had tried to bear
-up against it, to submit with patience to her bitter grief, but her
-fortitude had all deserted her now, and she wept with such an
-abandonment of sorrow, as if her whole being would dissolve in tears.
-
-This could not last long. After awhile she sat upon the floor, and tried
-to comprehend the misery that had overwhelmed her; to think more calmly
-of her situation, and the forlorn prospects of the morrow; to hope, that
-her fears respecting Gilbert were unfounded; that he had ridden out on
-pleasure or business; perhaps, to get over his passion by violent
-exercise. She had known him to try that remedy before. It was foolish of
-her to look only at the dark side of things.
-
-"He could not leave her in that way if he loved her as she loved him.
-No, no, it was cruel of her to imagine such a thing. It was not to be
-wondered at that he was vexed with her for refusing him, before his
-parents, as she had done. But how could she help it, without breaking
-her promise to his father. Surely he must remember that, and exonerate
-her for her seeming indifference."
-
-And then, her mind wandered away to her mother; and she wondered why she
-should stand between her and her marriage with Gilbert.
-
-She had often heard the farmer tell the story--and a sad story it was,
-and never failed to bring the tears into her eyes; but she had never
-connected the tale with disgrace or infamy, or thought it possible that
-she could be blamed for the poverty, or even guilt, of parents she had
-never known.
-
-How could any one prove that her mother was a bad woman, or that she was
-base born? Was not that mother's wedding ring, at that moment, pressing
-her finger? She, Dorothy, might be the child of sorrow, but who should
-dare to say that she was the offspring of shame?
-
-The poor girl's heart began to warm towards this mysterious unknown
-mother; all her womanly instincts were aroused to defend her memory; and
-she felt indignant that Mr. Rushmere, who had acted so nobly by her, and
-her orphan child, should be the first to cast a reproach upon her.
-
-In spite of her simple reasoning, Dorothy keenly felt that the dubious
-circumstances in which she had been found, must give a colouring to her
-future life; and would not prove a letter of recommendation in helping
-her on in the world.
-
-While she was pondering these things in her heart, there came a gentle
-tap at the door, and Mrs. Rushmere, in her night-cap and bed-gown
-entered.
-
-"What, Dorothy, darling, not abed yet. Alack, I cannot sleep a wink
-myself, so as sorrow loves sympathy, I came to have a chat with you. Do
-you know that Gilbert is gone? He took his own young horse, and rode
-off at full speed. What can he be after at this time o'night? Still,
-child, I am right glad that he is gone, and given father time to get
-over his anger. When he comes back, which he will early in the morning,
-the old man will have forgotten it all--for he dearly loves his son,
-though he be cross with him, and with us all, now and then."
-
-"But will Gilbert return?" and Dorothy fixed her eyes, with such an
-eager inquiring glance on Mrs. Rushmere's face, that the startled little
-woman said, "it made her blood run cold."
-
-"Return?--Yes, that he will. I have no fears about him. The hay must be
-carted to-morrow. Gilly never neglects his business. Besides, he shook
-hands with his father, and seemed reconciled to giving you up. It's all
-right between them now. You had better go off early in the morning,
-Dolly, before he gets sight of you, or the love fit will come on
-stronger than ever."
-
-"Ah, dear mother," sighed the girl, terribly afraid that her lover was
-lost to her for ever, "no fear of that." Her head sunk between her hands
-for a few minutes, but, recovering herself, she turned quickly to Mrs.
-Rushmere.
-
-"I cannot go before I have milked the cows, and done the morning's work
-for you. Oh, mother, mother, what shall I do without you? Who is there
-in the world to love and care for me now?"
-
-"Don't fret, Dolly dear, and go to cry the eyes out of your head. You
-look as pale as a ghost. Things never be so bad, as at first sight they
-seem."
-
-"True, mother," said Dorothy, perseveringly wiping away the rebellious
-tears, which would find their way down her pale cheeks, do what she
-could to hinder them, "but what is to become of me? Where am I to go?"
-
-"I have been planning that for you, dear child," returned the kind
-woman. "You know, my old friend, Mrs. Barford, who lives six miles over
-the heath, on the other side of Hadstone. She will be right glad to take
-you in for my sake. My mother and her mother were first cousins, and
-Jenny and I went to school together. She is none of your idle
-ill-natured gossips, but a real kind motherly woman."
-
-"I like the old lady, but her son and his wife are very rough people,"
-suggested Dorothy.
-
-"Never you mind that. You go to Mrs. Barford; she owns the farm, and is
-the mistress, and tell her all your trouble. Say that I sent you. She
-knows you too well to suspect you of coming to her with a lie in your
-mouth, or that you have done anything amiss."
-
-"But how do you know, for certain, that she will take me in?" asked
-Dorothy.
-
-"Well, Dolly, dear, I have heard that you can never be sure of anything
-in this world, but if Jane Barford is living I feel no doubt about it.
-Her daughter-in-law is only just about, after her confinement, and has a
-baby to take care of, and they are not well able to keep a girl. Jane
-does little herself in the house, and I know that they will be right
-glad of your help during the busy time."
-
-"Is the younger Mrs. Barford a kind person?"
-
-"I know almost nothing about her. She looks good-natured enough at
-church, beside her husband and her fine little boys. She was only a
-servant girl, up at the Hall Farm, when Joe Barford married her, which
-was a sore vexation to his mother, who had been decently educated at the
-same school with me, while this poor ignorant lass did not know a letter
-in the book. She is not a very good housewife either. She is tidy
-enough, but very thriftless--mean, without the power of being
-economical. Joe made but a poor match, and though he works hard enough
-himself, they can barely make both ends meet, after paying Mrs. Barford
-her thirds."
-
-This short history was everything but satisfactory to Dorothy. She
-seemed to comprehend in a moment the discomfort and misrule in the
-Barford establishment.
-
-"Mother," she said, after a few minutes thought, "I do not think I shall
-suit these Barfords, and I don't think, from your description of them,
-that they will suit me. Had I not better seek a place at Storby?"
-
-"Dolly, you be ignorant of town life, and know nothing about town work.
-You go to Mrs. Barford, as I tell you, and bide with her, till I can
-send you word from home. Things mayn't be so pleasant as they be here,
-but you make yourself as comfortable as you can. Your father is not a
-hard hearted man; when his passion is over he will be the first to want
-you back. He will only find out your real value, Dolly, when you are
-gone. As for me, darling, you are as dear to the old mother as her own
-flesh and blood. Don't you know that?"
-
-Dorothy's arms closed tightly round Mrs. Rushmere's neck, as she faintly
-whispered,
-
-"Yes, ah, yes. It needs no words to tell me that."
-
-"Then keep up your heart, child, and trust in God. All things done by
-Him happen for the best. Maybe I shall yet live to see you Gilly's
-wife."
-
-This last remark recalled poor Dolly's grief, and she fell to crying
-worse than before.
-
-"Now, go to bed, Dolly, and try to get a little sleep. Remember what the
-good book says--'Sorrow may last for a night, but joy cometh in the
-morning.' We may be worriting ourselves for nothing after all."
-
-The kind honest sympathy of this true friend roused Dorothy from her
-stupor of grief. Raising her head from Mrs. Rushmere's supporting arms,
-she promised to attend to all her injunctions, and reconcile her mind to
-her altered lot. The women parted for the night, and Dorothy laid her
-aching temples on her pillow, and soon fell into a deep and dreamless
-slumber.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-DOROTHY'S DEPARTURE.
-
-
-The sun had just risen when Dorothy unclosed her eyes. Everything looked
-bright on earth, and in the heavens, in the early flush of that lovely
-June morning. The perfume of the honeysuckle and briar rose, that
-clasped the old porch in their fragrant embrace, and climbed to the very
-roof of the house, mingled deliciously with the scent of the new mown
-hay. Who, looking abroad into the sweet face of nature, at that pure
-still hour, which an old poet has felicitously named "the bridal of the
-earth and sky," could believe in the wickedness and depravity of the
-human portion of her children.
-
-In great cities, enveloped in the miasma of moral depravity, this
-depressing conviction comes home to the heart of the thinking and
-religious inhabitants, where not an hour in the diurnal circle is
-unmarked by crime,--it is only in the solitude of the country that
-nature puts on a virgin grace, and man forgets in her august presence
-the stern reality and withering blight of sin.
-
-In spite of the great sorrow that lay at her heart, the earth had not
-lost the freshness of Eden for Dorothy, and she had still faith in the
-goodness of her fellow-creatures. She sprung lightly from her bed, sorry
-that the birds had not roused her an hour sooner, for she had a great
-amount of work to do that morning.
-
-She had forgotten all the anguish of the previous night, until it was
-brought back to her remembrance, by the dull aching sense of weariness
-that pressed upon her heart and brain.
-
-Slowly and painfully she realized it all.
-
-The reflection of her pale face in the glass startled her. The sunken
-eyes, the tangled masses of raven hair, the look of exhaustion and
-hopeless woe.
-
-Can that be Dorothy--that wan image of despair? The laughing happy
-country girl--what havoc a few hours has made in that gay warm heart!
-
-A new life had dawned upon her; the bright and beautiful had vanished,
-and clouds and storms had gathered over the glad morning of her
-existence. She must now strengthen her heart for the great moral
-conflict between good and evil, and fight vigorously with the cares and
-temptations of an evil world.
-
-"God help me!" she cried, "I feel a poor, weak, miserable creature, I
-that thought myself so strong. May He give me courage to bear up against
-this great trial, and teach me to lead an honest, virtuous life."
-
-Brief as the prayer was, it gave her strength, and she set about her
-usual morning work with energetic earnestness of purpose, anxious to do
-all in her power for Mrs. Rushmere, before she left her.
-
-The cows were milked, the poultry fed, a large cheese made and in the
-press, and the week's butter churned and dressed for market before the
-family met at the breakfast table.
-
-Dorothy cast a hurried glance round the room. Her heart sank within her.
-Gilbert's place was vacant, and the fear that had distressed her so much
-on the previous night returned with redoubled force. Then, again, hope
-whispered, "He is in the stable preparing the horses for the field.
-Maybe he has gone to the meadow, to see if the hay is dry enough for
-carting. He would come, at any rate, to bid her good bye."
-
-"How we shall miss our good, industrious Dorothy," said Mrs. Rushmere,
-to the farmer, as he took his seat at the table. "She has been hard at
-work for me since daybreak. I shall never find another to supply her
-place."
-
-"Aye, wife, but Gilly would never be settled as long as she bides here.
-When the plough has been put into the field, it is of no use drawing
-back from the furrow."
-
-"As a man sows, so shall he reap," replied Mrs. Rushmere. "The crop of
-trouble you have been sowing for yourself and me, Lawrence Rushmere, is
-likely to produce a plentiful harvest. You have made two young happy
-creatures, very miserable. May God forgive you, but I can't say amen to
-your doings. I have spoken my mind, however, upon the subject, and now
-we will say no more about it. Dolly, it is time that you were upon the
-road: the day is hot and the path dusty, and you have a long lonely walk
-before you."
-
-Dorothy cleared off the table, and went to her own room to pack up her
-clothes, and prepare for her journey. There was no finery in her
-wardrobe, a few neat cotton gowns for summer wear, and homespun for the
-winter--that was all.
-
-She felt very sorrowful as she smoothed the homely garments, and placed
-them in a small leathern trunk. "Oh," she thought, "shall I ever be
-happy again?" and she wished, though she felt it to be a sin, that she
-had died with her poor forlorn mother on the heath. Before her little
-preparations were completed, she was joined by Mrs. Rushmere.
-
-"Don't cumber yourself, Dolly, with that big trunk. You look tired
-now--that heavy luggage will break you down altogether. Put a few
-necessaries into a bundle, just for present use. You will not be away
-long, take my word for it. I will send the cow-boy over with the trunk,
-should I prove a false prophet. Father is coming round. He seems
-restless and uneasy like. He feels that he has been too hasty, but like
-most of the men folk, is too proud to own it. I should not wonder,
-before the end of the week, that he goes to fetch you back himself."
-
-"I am proud too, mother. Perhaps I may refuse to come."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere looked at her in surprise.
-
-"Dorothy, don't say that."
-
-The glance of the hitherto meek girl filled her with wonder.
-
-"Yes, dear mother, and I mean it too. The trodden worm, I have heard,
-will turn again--and my heart has been trodden into the dust. Our first
-parents never returned to Eden after they had been driven out."
-
-"Lauk-a-mercy, child, you don't mean to compare yourself with them, or
-call this poor place Paradise? They would have been glad to come back,
-had God seen fit to recall them."
-
-"Mother," said Dorothy, solemnly, "there is only one thing which could
-bring me back to Heath Farm. If Gilbert should not return."
-
-"Gilbert not return! Whatever put such an unlucky thought into your
-head, Dorothy. Return, aye, surely he will, if he be not back already.
-It is such a beautiful day for the carting. He would never suffer that
-fine crop of hay to be spoiled; and father, with no one here to help him
-to bring it in. He would never act so foolishly to spite you. No, no, he
-will be home soon. I have no fear of that."
-
-Dolly was less sanguine. She did fear it. A vague presentiment of evil
-was at that moment pressing heavily on her heart. She knew that Gilbert,
-when roused to anger, was stubborn and wilful; that the spirit of
-resistance was as strong in him as in the old man; that he was but a
-second edition of his father. But she saw it was best to keep her fears
-to herself; that what she had already hinted, had frightened the kind
-little woman, and filled her with alarm about her son.
-
-"It is a pity that father had not kept in his displeasure until after
-the busy time was over," she said, in her simplicity. "It is so hard to
-leave you, mother, to do all the summer work. I hardly know how you will
-get through it alone."
-
-"Passion costs money, child, but it is of no use talking about it now. I
-shall have to hire a girl in your place. I am too old for the stooping
-and lifting. Oh," she continued, with a sigh, "what a pleasant world it
-would be, if it were not for the bad tempers of the people in it. I hear
-Lawrence calling to us in the court below. You had better go to him,
-Dolly, and bid him good bye, before he takes the team to the field.
-Dear, dear, what can keep Gilly? What shall we do without him?" and she
-cast a dreary look from the window up the road.
-
-Dorothy took up her bundle, and embracing Mrs. Rushmere, with her whole
-heart and soul in that last kiss, ran down into the paved court below.
-
-She found Mr. Rushmere busy adjusting and sorting divers pieces of
-harness.
-
-"Confound the fellow," he muttered, in vexed tones, "for taking himself
-off, just at a time when he knew that I would miss him most. What the
-deuce has he done with Dobbin's dutfin?"
-
-"It's in the barn, father," cried Dorothy, in a cheerful voice. "He took
-it there to mend it. I will get it for you in a minute."
-
-Away ran the light-footed girl, ever ready to render a service to the
-old man, and to shield Gilbert from blame. In a few minutes she
-returned, with the missing article in her hand.
-
-The farmer watched her as she came up, and a deep regretful sigh burst
-from his lips.
-
-"Well, 'tis a bonny lass. I don't blame Gilbert much for loving the like
-o' her. She is pretty enough, and good enough, to be my daughter--but,
-then,--her mother. God knows what she may have been--and what's bred in
-the bone, they say, is hard to get out of the flesh. She was handsome
-too--if she had not been so wasted with misery--though the girl is no
-more like her than I am like the moon. She was fair as a lily, with
-bright golden hair, and bore no resemblance to this dark-eyed,
-black-browed wench. If I could only think that she had been an honest
-woman, I should not care. But there's the difficulty. My Mary thinks me
-a hard-hearted man. I know she does, and that I have acted unkindly by
-Dolly, but I have done it for the best, and she will think as I do by
-and by. It is right that she should quit. I have kept her these many
-years for naught. She can now take care of herself."
-
-"Father, I am going. May God bless and reward you for all your kindness
-to me," said Dolly, with quivering lips, as she dropped the piece of
-harness at his feet.
-
-"Stop," cried Rushmere, putting his hand into his pocket, and drawing
-forth a heavy yellow leathern bag, "you must not leave me without a
-penny in your purse, to buy you a night's lodging," and he slipped three
-guineas into her hand, and drew her towards him and kissed her.
-
-Dorothy's first impulse was to return the gold. She thought better of
-it. The sum was not large, and he could afford to give it, and she had
-honestly earned every fraction of it. She might want a little money; she
-had none of her own, so she thanked him heartily for his gift, bade him
-good bye, and walked away as fast as she could, to hide her tears.
-
-Her path to Mrs. Barford's farm lay down the sandy lane, and then back
-of the house, six miles over the heath in a westerly direction, and away
-from the coast.
-
-The morning was pretty far advanced, and she could not reach her place
-of destination before noon. She had many misgivings in her mind about
-these Barfords, and what sort of reception she was likely to receive
-from them.
-
-She did not know much about them. She had seen and spoken with them
-occasionally, both at market and at church. They were a grade below the
-Rushmeres; were without even the plain education that she had received
-at the village school, and spoke the common dialect of the county. Mrs.
-Barford had held a better position, she had heard her mother say, but
-she had made a low marriage--her son a lower one still; and though the
-farm was good, and they enjoyed a tolerable competence, they were not
-received into the society of the yeomen of a better class. They were no
-favourites with Gilbert, who had pronounced them decidedly vulgar--a
-common term of reproach in the mouths of persons who have themselves no
-great claims to gentility.
-
-Mrs. Barford might, or she might not, believe Dorothy's statements; the
-latter began to think that the whole affair would have a bad look, and
-justly excite the suspicion that she had done something wrong, or Mrs.
-Rushmere, who was known to be very fond of her, would not have consented
-to her leaving them in such an abrupt manner.
-
-Dorothy's mind had been too much agitated by the sudden blow that had
-fallen upon her, to give her position a calm consideration; and now,
-when she thought it over, she inwardly shrunk from the disagreeable
-investigation that it involved. If she had not promised Mrs. Rushmere to
-follow her advice, her path would have been to the sea-port town, about
-two miles distant, and not over the heath to the west of Hadstone. It
-was, however, of no use drawing back now, and with a heavy heart she
-commenced her journey.
-
-As she proceeded up the lane, she paused at the stile where she and
-Gilbert had held their last conversation. She fully expected to meet him
-there, and lingered for some minutes under the shade of the ash tree,
-and looked anxiously up and down the road, wondering how he could let
-her leave the farm, without intercepting her, to say a last good-bye.
-
-Poor Dorothy. How bitterly she repented having sacrificed so much, out
-of a foolish sense of gratitude to his father. Ought not Gilbert's
-happiness, she reasoned with herself, to have been dearer to her than
-all the world beside? Could a heavier punishment have fallen upon her,
-by yielding to his request to become his wife, than she was now called
-upon to endure?
-
-The old man could only have turned her out of doors for disobeying him,
-and he had done that, and left her friendless in the world, without
-Gilbert's love to console, or Gilbert's arm to win for her another home.
-Had not her very integrity brought about the thing she dreaded? And when
-she thought on these things she wept afresh.
-
-The next turning in the lane would hide the old house from her view. She
-stopped and looked at it through her blinding tears. It was the home
-that had sheltered her orphan childhood; she had never slept a night
-from under its moss-grown roof. Its walls contained her world--all that
-she most loved and prized on earth. It was a bitter agony to bid it
-farewell, perhaps for ever--to see the dear familiar faces and objects
-no more.
-
-And Gilly--what had become of him? Fear knocked loudly at her heart,
-whenever she asked of it this agitating question. She looked for him at
-every field-gate, at every turning of the lane, and could not believe it
-possible that they were thus to part.
-
-Climbing the steep hill that led up to the heath, an old Scotch terrier,
-who had been her playmate from a child, sprang suddenly to her side with
-a joyful bark.
-
-"You, Pincher, would not let me go without saying good-bye. You, at any
-rate, will miss poor Dolly, if she be forgotten by all beside."
-
-Pincher looked wistfully up in her face, and seemed to understand that
-something was wrong with his mistress. Was he conscious of its deadly
-paleness--of the tears that flowed down it? He certainly had never seen
-that joyous laughing face look so sad before, and redoubled his
-caresses, to assure her of his sympathy, whining and licking her hands.
-
-In moments of utter bereavement who has not felt, to the heart's core,
-the tender attachment of a faithful dog? It is only when overwhelmed
-with sorrow and forsaken by the world, that we know how to value the
-humble love that abides with us till death.
-
-"Poor brute," sighed Dorothy, patting his shaggy head, "we have had many
-happy days together, old dog, and I meant to take care of you and
-cherish you as long as you lived, but it seems that we must part. Go
-home, Pincher. Go home, sir. It is not lucky for anything to love me."
-
-Pincher had no idea of going home. For once the dear familiar voice
-commanded in vain. The old dog stuck to her like a burr, and she had not
-the heart to take up a stick to enforce obedience. So the twain walked
-on very lovingly together, Dorothy gazing sadly and fondly at every
-well-known object in her path.
-
-The brook babbled to her like an old friend; the blue harebells nodded
-their heads in the breeze, and silently seemed to say good-bye. She
-gathered a bunch of the lovely flowers, and hid them away, on her bosom,
-to remind her, when far away, of all she had loved and lost.
-
-Crossing the heath, her pathway lay near the spot where she had been
-found, clinging to the bosom of her dead mother. She turned off the road
-to look at it. The golden furze bushes glowed as brightly and smelt as
-sweetly in the morning air, as when Lawrence Rushmere first lifted her
-up from her cold bed of wet heather.
-
-She had often visited the spot before. Now, it seemed invested with a
-peculiar interest. Like that unknown mother, she too had become a
-houseless wanderer, seeking for a home and shelter from a hard unfeeling
-world.
-
-"Poor mother," she thought, "in my days of careless happiness, how
-little I thought of you,--still less could I comprehend the sorrow that
-crushed the life out of your heart. Now I feel--I understand it all.
-Shall I never know your sad history, or who was my father? It hardly
-ever struck me before, that I must have had a father. Who? and what was
-he? Is he living or dead? Oh, shall I ever, ever solve the cruel
-mystery?"
-
-A chill seemed to strike through her. She checked these useless
-inquiries; they gave rise to painful and humiliating conjectures. It was
-better, perhaps, that she should never be enlightened, and drying her
-tears, she regained the path across the heath and hurried on.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-DOROTHY'S NEW FRIENDS.
-
-
-It was noon when Dorothy entered the gate that opened upon the
-grass-grown avenue, that led up to the farm-house. It was flanked on
-either side by a row of lofty elms, from which the rooks were cawing
-lustily, as they tended their sable offspring, in the huge unsightly
-nests that swung on every bough.
-
-The people were just returning from the hay-field to their dinner, and
-it seemed so natural to Dorothy to hear them calling to the horses, as
-the load of hay, fresh and fragrant, swept past on its way to the rick.
-
-The farm-servant, who walked beside the load, with his fork over his
-shoulder, stared at her, and plucked the front lock of his hair, by way
-of salutation.
-
-Dorothy went up to him, and asked, "if his old mistress was at home?"
-
-"Ya'as. She be to whome, an' young meastress too. A' be seek wi
-sha'aking ague. I'm thinkin' she'll be right glad to see you, Dorothy
-Cha'ance." And the team moved on, and poor Dolly, more ashamed of her
-errand than ever, went into the house.
-
-She found that the younger Mrs. Barford was not in from the field, but
-an old crone, who was rocking the cradle, told her "to go straight up to
-the old woman's chamber," and Dorothy, glad to escape from the farmer
-and his men, went up accordingly.
-
-She found the sick woman wrapped up in a warm dressing-gown, reclining
-languidly in a large easy chair. She was a fine looking woman of sixty,
-but the disagreeable disease under which she was labouring, rendered
-her sallow and hollow-eyed, and added a ghastly lengthiness to her
-straight features.
-
-She received Dorothy with much kindness; bade her sit down and tell her
-the news; and how they all were at Heath Farm; and why she (Dorothy) had
-taken such a long walk in the heat of the day, and at such a busy time;
-adding, with great self-complacency, "that she supposed her old friend,
-Mary Rushmere, had heard she was ill, and had sent Dorothy to learn how
-she was."
-
-Dorothy was obliged to undeceive her on that point, though she expressed
-great concern to find her unable to leave her chamber, and, encouraged
-by the friendly countenance of the invalid, she explained the cause of
-her visit, and offered her services gratis, in return for the protection
-of a home.
-
-Mrs. Barford, who knew the value of those services to her former
-employers, not only accepted them with great satisfaction, but promised
-to remunerate them as they deserved.
-
-"Take off your things, Dorothy, and make yourself contented. It's an ill
-wind that blows nobody any good. Letty has just had another baby, and
-her dairy-maid got married and left at this busy time, and I'm sick and
-good for naught. I look upon your coming as a special providence, for
-every body knows what a good industrious girl you be."
-
-"I will try my very best to serve you," said Dorothy. "I am a good
-nurse, and it will give me much pleasure to wait upon you. I never had
-the ague, but I am sure it must be a weary thing."
-
-"The fit has just left me, Dorothy. I feel better now. You must tell me
-that story again. So Rushmere did not wish his son to marry you?"
-
-"I don't wonder at that," said Dolly, sadly; "but dear mother wished
-it."
-
-"And well she might. A clever industrious woman, let her rank be what it
-may, is a treasure to a farmer. Gilbert showed his good sense in
-wishing to secure such a wife. Larry was always proud and uppish, and
-carried his head a foot higher than his neighbours. I was sorry when
-Mary Horton married him. He has made her a better husband than I thought
-he would. He need not blame Gilbert for marrying for love, it was the
-very thing he did himself. Mary had no fortune but her pretty face."
-
-"She is the best woman in the world," said Dolly, energetically. "I feel
-as if I never could love her enough, or repay her for all she has done
-for me. Father was very good and kind, too, till Gilbert took this
-unfortunate fancy for me."
-
-"You have no fancy for him, then?" and the old lady pinched the velvet
-cheek of the earnest girl.
-
-"Of course, I have," answered Dorothy, with amusing simplicity. "If I
-did not care for him, I should have no cause to be here."
-
-Mrs. Barford laughed.
-
-"Now tell me, child, what were Lawrence Rushmere's principal objections
-to such a suitable match for his son?"
-
-In spite of the character bestowed upon her by her old friend, Mrs.
-Barford dearly loved a bit of gossip. She had been confined to the house
-a month, and there had been, as a natural consequence, a great dearth of
-news.
-
-"He wanted Gilly to marry Miss Watling. She has money and land. I have
-none."
-
-"Marry Nancy Watling!" cried the invalid, rubbing her hands together, in
-a sort of ecstacy. "Ugly, ill-tempered old Nance--well, that's a capital
-joke. Lawrence must be in his dotage. Does he think that he can force a
-handsome jolly young bachelor, like his son Gilbert, to marry the like
-o' her? Why the woman is old enough, Dolly, to be your mother--and what
-said Nance?"
-
-"I think she wished it very much."
-
-"No doubt she did."
-
-"She offered her place to him to farm on shares, and said that she
-wanted a smart young man to take charge of her affairs. It was his
-refusal that made all the trouble."
-
-For a sick woman, to be sure, the ague fit had left its victim for that
-day, and she was feeling better. Mrs. Barford laughed very uproariously.
-
-Just then, her son came in to hear how she was, and what he should send
-up for her dinner. His good-natured wide mouth expanded into a broad
-grin, as he stood with a clownish air at the door, staring at Dorothy,
-without advancing a step.
-
-"Why, mother, you be in a mighty foony humour. I 'spected to find ye's
-croonin an groaning in fit this morning. What did lass say, to make ye's
-laugh out so loud?"
-
-"Shut the door, Joe, and come here," said his mother, still laughing.
-"What do you think. Nance Watling has been turning everything upside
-down at the Heath Farm. She made proposals to Gilbert for a sleeping
-partner."
-
-"Oh, no, ma'am. Not quite so bad as that," put in Dorothy, thinking that
-her new friend was not adhering strictly to the truth. "He was to go
-shares with her in the farm."
-
-"Pshaw! child. I can see through her tricks. It all comes to the same
-thing. Why she made an offer to Joe here before he married."
-
-"Yes, that a' did," simpered Joe, "I dare say she'd deny it now. She
-wanted to ha' me, whether a' wud or no. And what said old man?"
-
-"He wanted Gilly to close with her offer."
-
-"O coorse--he thought o' her big fortin. Old Larry is fond o' the
-money."
-
-"Gilbert kicked up, it seems," continued Mrs. Barford, "and would have
-none of the old maid. He wanted to take this lass. Lawrence flew into a
-rage, and turned the poor girl out of the house. The wife, who knows her
-value, sent her straight to me. She will be of rare service during these
-busy times to Letty and me."
-
-"That a' wull," responded Joe. "Coome along, Dolly, an' speak to my
-missus. The dinner will be 'a waiting, an' times money here. Mother
-can't ye's drink a pint o' yell an pick a bit o' bacon?"
-
-The sick woman shook her head, with an air of disgust.
-
-"Dolly will bring me a glass of cowslip wine and a bit of dry toast. I
-don't feel like eating yet."
-
-"Dang yer cowslip wine," quoth Joe, "it's poor trash, the yell would do
-a' more good."
-
-"It's bad for the bile, Joe. This ague makes a body very squeamish. But
-go to your dinner, children, and don't keep the men waiting. Dorothy,
-you can attend to me by and by."
-
-Dorothy smoothed her black locks, which the wind and her quick walking
-had scattered over her face, and followed her jolly conductor down to
-the kitchen.
-
-The homely but substantial dinner was smoking on the table, and Joe's
-wife was already in her place at the head of the board.
-
-A short stout matron of thirty, with yellow hair, blue eyes, and a very
-rosy face; her features were coarse, and their expression everything but
-pleasing; her whole appearance decidedly common and vulgar. Four young
-boys ranging from five to thirteen years of age, were seated on either
-side their mother, and formed very respectable olive branches; healthy
-merry looking fellows, with eyes brimful of fun and mischief. A wicker
-cradle, in which the youngest scion of the house was sleeping, stood
-beside Mrs. Barford, number two; so that if baby stirred during the
-repast his mother could keep him quiet, by moving the cradle with her
-foot, while attending to the wants of her household.
-
-Joe fronted his better half at the foot of the table, in his shirt
-sleeves; tall, bony and hard featured, his honest jovial face tanned to
-a swarthy red; he presented a fair specimen of a common tiller of the
-soil; his three working hands, who sat near him, were far more civilized
-in their appearance than the master of the house.
-
-As they came trooping in, and tumbled into their seats, Letty Barford
-called out, in a shrill voice.
-
-"Don't make such a clatter there, or yo'll waken up the babby. Joe, I
-wonders at ye, keepen the dinner waiting so long. The old woman upstairs
-shu'd ha' more sense. An' who is this gall ye ha' brought with you?"
-scowling at Dorothy. "I'm thinken I've seen her face afore."
-
-"It's Miss Chance, from Heath Farm," said Joe, in a very subdued voice,
-his large grey eye quailing beneath the fierce inquiring gaze of his
-wife.
-
-"Miss.--We have no misses here," she muttered, in an audible aside. "Sit
-down, Dorothy Chance, Ye'r welcome to what we ha'; not 'specting company
-you'll find no junkets at table."
-
-Dorothy, who neither liked the looks of the speaker, nor her harsh
-voice, mechanically obeyed; and the great business of dinner commenced.
-
-Such a clatter of knives and forks, such an earnest addressing of each
-individual to the important task of satisfying his hunger, that few
-words were spoken during the meal.
-
-Beans and bacon, cabbage and brown hard dumplings, formed the bill of
-fare, which the men washed down with plenty of table beer.
-
-Dorothy had been used to such homely diet, and, in spite of her grief,
-ate a tolerably hearty meal, not having tasted food since she had dined
-on the previous day.
-
-"That's right, lass! doan't fret aboot sweetheart, but get a good
-dinner. There's plenty o' men left in the country," said the yeoman,
-drinking off his glass of foaming ale, and nodding to Dorothy. "There's
-my Dick, an' he wor only ten year older, I'd gi him to yer, wi a right
-good wull--that a' wud."
-
-Dorothy blushed scarlet, the men burst into a loud haw, haw; and Master
-Dick, glancing at the strange girl, said, with a saucy air--
-
-"When I wants a maid, I'll please mysel," a declaration which all
-present seemed to consider very witty.
-
-The dinner was at last concluded, and men and boys went off to the
-hay-field, leaving Dorothy alone with Mrs. Joe and the baby.
-
-With great reluctance she communicated to the coarse common-minded
-woman, the unfortunate circumstances that had brought her to the house,
-taking care to give the relation in the most matter-of-fact language.
-
-Mrs. Joe listened to the tale with an air of stolid indifference, though
-secretly glad of the chance that had brought such an excellent
-work-woman into the house. She was a poor manager, and possessed no
-capacity for anything beyond keeping her husband and children remarkably
-clean. Her butter and cheese had no repute at market, and she generally
-had to dispose of these important articles of farm produce for an
-inferior price.
-
-"Well," she said, with a most provoking air of distrust, "yours do seem
-a strange story. I hope it may be all true. How'dsomever, that be no
-consarn o' mine. I be right glad you be come. Maybe, you'll teach me
-your method o' makin' cheese an' butter. Yours wor allers the crack o'
-the market. I ha' had that ere butter o' your'n thrown up in my face a
-hunder times."
-
-"I will take charge of the dairy, Mrs. Joseph, if you wish it?"
-
-"Doan't call me, Mrs. Joseph. I doan't want any o' those quality names
-here. I'm allers called Letty. If a' wull take care o' the cows, it will
-save me a world o' trouble. The children are all lads, an it's little
-help they gi' a body, they keeps un allers washing an' mending, an'
-fretting un's heart out about thar mischief. Then old uman's so ugly
-about the rows they make, toombling over chairs an' stools, an' yapping
-when thar hurt, my heads a'most split wi' noise. I did hope that young
-'un in cradle wu'd ha' proved a lass, but 'tis a man child, an' a fine
-whopping boy too, amaist big enough, and strong enough, to go to
-plough."
-
-Here Letty drew the coverlet from the face of the sleeping babe, and
-displayed his chubby proportions with maternal pride.
-
-"That's some 'at like a babby--he's a credit to the farm."
-
-"What a lovely child," cried Dorothy, as the sleepy little fellow,
-barely a month old, lazily opened his blue eyes, and stretched himself
-and yawned in the most healthy and approved fashion. "What have you
-called him?"
-
-"Hain't taken un to parson yet. A mean to call 'un Thomas, arter my own
-feather. Mother do think that she ha' a right to name all the bairns,
-but I mean to ha' my own way for once."
-
-"Tommy and I are sure to be friends," said Dorothy, lifting the child
-from the cradle. "I dearly love babies--it will be play nursing him."
-
-The mother laughed.
-
-"Ye'r dearly welcome to sich play. If you bide here, ye'll ha' lots
-on't. But what of the old missus upstairs.--What'll she ha' for dinner?"
-
-Dorothy had forgotten all about the cowslip wine and the toast, and
-procuring these delicacies from Mrs. Joe, she hastened with them back to
-the sick chamber.
-
-"Out o' sight out o' mind," said the invalid, good-naturedly. "I
-thought, Dolly, you never meant to come. What has kept you since
-dinner?"
-
-"I had to tell Mrs. Letty the reason why I left the farm."
-
-"An' what did she say?" asked her companion, with an eager look.
-
-"I think she scarcely believed me," returned Dorothy. "She almost said
-as much."
-
-"Oh, you must not mind her. She is a rude envious creature, an' as
-jealous o' her husband as she can be. You must mind how you speak to
-him, or you'll get scissors. I have to keep Mistress Letty in her place,
-the vulgar low thing that she is, or I should have a poor time of it, if
-I let her have her own way. She is actually jealous of the natural
-affection Joe has for me, an' he's the best tempered fellow in the world
-to put up with her nonsense. But I'm mistress here, an' she's obliged to
-draw in her horns. You'll get on very well with her, if you only show
-her a bold front; for, after all, she's a big coward, her bark is worse
-than her bite."
-
-While drawing this unprepossessing but true character of her
-daughter-in-law, Mrs. Barford went on leisurely sipping her cowslip
-wine.
-
-"I hope we shall be friends," said Dorothy, "we all have our faults, and
-so many young children are a great trial of temper; I shall be able to
-relieve Mrs. Letty of the trouble of the baby, and do most of the indoor
-work. It will be better than my going out into the fields with her
-husband and the men."
-
-"You are just right. Now run down and clear away the dishes. I feel
-quite comfortable. Reach a pillow from the bed, Dolly. Just put it
-here, to the right side of the chair. Now the house is quiet, I shall
-get a nice nap."
-
-Here Master Tommy thought fit to try the strength of his lungs, and
-began squalling lustily.
-
-"Drat the child!" cried Mrs. Barford, using her son Joe's favourite
-expletive, "he allers chooses to be wide awake when I want to go to
-sleep. Do try, Dolly, and keep him still. You will find plenty to do
-down stairs between this and supper time." Coiling herself round in the
-comfortable chair, the old lady settled herself for a nap, and Dorothy
-ran down to clear away the dishes and relieve Letty from the care of the
-babe.
-
-A week passed away, Dorothy thought it as long as a month. There came no
-word from the farm, and she concluded that Gilbert had returned to his
-accustomed duties; and that even Mrs. Rushmere had become reconciled to
-her absence.
-
-Another week, and still no news of Gilbert.
-
-Dorothy, by this time, was thoroughly acquainted with her new place; had
-got used to the people and the cattle; and was a great favourite in the
-family, from Master Dick down to little Sammy, who sat upon her lap of
-an evening to hear her tell him a story before he went to bed, Mrs.
-Letty forming the only exception. She could not bear to hear her
-mother-in-law praise Dorothy, but she found her too useful to quarrel
-with lightly, and confined her dislike to a watchful scrutiny of her
-words and actions, and a curt rude manner in giving her orders.
-
-Dorothy would have felt this want of common courtesy very keenly, had
-not her mind been occupied with a deeper cause of anxiety, and she
-neither resented nor took the least notice of Mrs. Joe's ill manners,
-beyond setting her down in her own mind as a selfish unfeeling woman,
-with whom she could never be on friendly terms, and whose company was
-very disagreeable.
-
-One day she was passing through a passage that led from the kitchen to
-the dairy. Joe and his wife were in earnest conversation in the kitchen;
-the door was open, they did not see Dorothy, and she could not help
-overhearing what they were talking about.
-
-"Doa'nt b'lieve a word on't. The girl's a good modest girl. She never do
-trouble herself aboot men folk."
-
-"Phew!" hissed forth the little wife.
-
-"People are mighty good till they be found out. She's a sly one--she be.
-I doa'nt swallow that story o' her'n. Depend upon it, man, it be a big
-lie fro' beginning to end. She doa'nt fool me wi' the like o' that.
-Farmer Rushmere wu'd not turn her out for naught."
-
-"Dang it! Letty, I know summut o' women folk. I'd as soon suspect mother
-o' the like as Dorothy Chance. A nicer, quieter girl never comed into a
-house."
-
-"O coorse, Joe, she be all perfection in yar eyes," and Mrs. Joe began
-to whimper. "These still 'uns be allers the worst. Wait awhile an'
-you'll find out who's right. I hate the wench, wi' her cunning black
-eyes lookin a body through. She be a deep un--she be."
-
-Here the matrimonial colloquy ended, and Dorothy hurried on to the
-dairy. She put down her pails, shut the door, and began to ponder over
-what she had heard.
-
-What could Mrs. Joe mean? What had she done? Of what did she accuse her?
-She felt inclined to go back and demand an explanation. Then, the old
-adage rushed into her mind. "Listeners seldom hear any good of
-themselves," and she was no match in a battle of words with such a woman
-as Mrs. Joe; so she determined to take no notice of what she had heard,
-but to seek another situation as soon as she could.
-
-Dorothy felt very wretched, and set about churning that evening with a
-heavy heart. Her faith in the goodness of human nature was very much
-shaken; she had conscientiously done her duty to her employers, and this
-was her reward.
-
-Saturday was the market-day at Hadstone. Dorothy dressed the butter--it
-was a prime article--and packed a panier of fresh eggs, before she went
-to bed that night, thinking that her services would be required to sell
-them in the morning. She wanted much to go to town, in the hope of
-hearing some news about the Rushmeres, and to obtain, if possible,
-another service, for she felt it was impossible to remain much longer
-where she was.
-
-Unfortunately for her, this was Letty's holiday. The only day in the
-week, except Sunday, that she could learn the news of the parish.
-Dorothy felt cruelly disappointed, but she said nothing, and helped
-Letty, as carefully as usual, to pack the baskets into the light cart.
-
-In her best bonnet and black silk spencer, (they wore spencers in those
-days instead of jackets) her light flaxen hair disposed in round curls,
-her gay chintz gown spotlessly clean; the younger Mrs. Barford looked a
-comely country wife. Dorothy gave her the whip, and ran ahead to open
-the gate that led into the road.
-
-"Mrs. Barford," she said, in a hesitating voice, "do not forget to make
-inquiries about the old folks at the farm, and whether Gilbert has
-returned. I do so wish to know. I should feel more happy and settled
-like."
-
-"Never fear lass. I'm dying wi' curiosity to larn all I can aboot them."
-She smiled significantly and glanced furtively at Dorothy.
-
-"Old Mrs. Larks wull tell me every thing. She allers picks up all the
-news. Mayhap, you may hear more than wull please you."
-
-Dorothy felt mad with herself for asking her to inquire about her old
-friends, and Mrs. Letty commenced giving her instructions about the
-household during her absence.
-
-"Now mind, Dolly, an' take care o' the babe, an' put no sugar in a's
-milk. An' see that the men ha' their dinner in right time; an' doant put
-tew many plooms inter thar doomplins, for 'tis carting day, 'an they
-'spect plooms. An' keep the old woman from scolding the lads. She'll be
-sure to be peeking an' perking inter every thing the moment my back's
-turned. I shan't be whome afore 'tis time to milk cows. An' mind an' be
-here to open the gate when I coomes back."
-
-Crack went the whip and away floundered the old horse through the gate.
-Dolly, after watching his progress for a few minutes down the hill, with
-a heavy sigh and a boding anticipation of evil tidings, returned slowly
-to the house.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-NEWS OF GILBERT.
-
-
-The elder Mrs. Barford, the real mistress of the house, for the farm
-belonged to her, and she shared the profits with her son; had quite
-recovered from the ague, which she attributed to the good nursing and
-care of Dorothy. She and her son's wife were not on very good terms.
-
-Mrs. Barford, as a country heiress, had received a boarding-school
-education, and was very superior to Letty in every respect. Her mother
-died when she was very young. After her father's death, which happened
-before she was out of her teens, she had married the bailiff, who
-farmed the estate for her benefit. A good looking, but totally
-uneducated man.
-
-He despised what he called book-larning, and suffered his only son to
-grow up as ignorant and clownish as himself. This had been a deep
-mortification to Mrs. Barford, but as it had originated in her own
-imprudence, and she had no one to blame but herself, she wisely held her
-tongue about it. It was not until after Joe brought home his vulgar
-wife, that she was practically taught to feel the degradation that her
-mésalliance had brought upon her once respectable family.
-
-While Dorothy was alone with her that morning, she informed Mrs. Barford
-of the conversation she had overheard between her son and his wife, and
-asked her if she knew what it meant?
-
-The old lady was as ignorant of the matter as herself. She was very fond
-of Dorothy, who, she said, was the only person in the house she could
-talk to, and was very angry with Letty for having indulged in such base
-suspicions.
-
-"It is just like her," she said. "Nobody knows the trial I have had with
-her, since Joe brought her here to be the plague of my life. Don't heed
-her, Dorothy. She is a cantankerous creature, who never has a good word
-to say about any one. I am mistress here, and you shall stay as long as
-I please, without asking her leave. She did not bear the best of
-characters when my poor boy was fool enough to marry her. Dick was born
-five months after, which brought a scandal upon the house; and it is
-allers those sort o' folks that are the first to find fault with others
-who are better and prettier than themselves. She is a poor shiftless
-thing, and indifferent to every thing but her own comfort."
-
-Much as Dorothy disliked Letty, she thought that little comfort could be
-extracted from continuous hard work, and the care of five children, the
-youngest a baby; her very want of method made her labours less effective
-and more fatiguing.
-
-Without, perhaps, being aware of it, the elder Mrs. Barford was very
-selfish and exacting; she added a good deal to Letty's domestic
-drudgery, and never did the least thing herself, beyond continual
-fault-finding and scolding the children.
-
-Dorothy had tried her best to relieve Letty of half her burthen, and in
-return had been made a bone of contention between them. Mrs. Barford
-wanted her to wait entirely upon herself, and was jealous of her doing
-so much for Letty; and Joe, who endorsed all that his mother did and
-said, had widened the breach, by admiring Dolly's pretty face, and
-extolling her superior management.
-
-It was hard to keep the peace between them all.
-
-Dorothy had been so much engrossed by her own troubles, that she had
-taken little notice of their occasional bickerings; it was only since
-yesterday that she had imagined that she was in any way the cause of
-their quarrels,--hitherto she had gone about her work little heeding
-them. This day in particular, the old lady was cross and hard to please.
-The baby cried, wanting its mother, and refused to be fed. The younger
-boys were troublesome, and the day oppressively hot. Dolly was sadly put
-about, to attend to them all and cook the dinner. It was a relief when
-Joe and the men came in from work.
-
-"The beef an' cabbage," Joe said, "wor cooked prime." He wished "the
-missus wud go out every day, an' leave lass to cook the dinner." The
-ploom dumplings, however, were not so much to his taste.
-
-"Doll," he said, "do you call e'es suetty things ploom dumplins? I see
-no plooms in 'em. It dew put me in mind o' a story feather used to tell,
-o' a stingy missus, who made a pudden for the men in harvest, an' put
-one ploom in ter middle on't; an' while men wor quareling aboot who
-shu'd ha' the ploom, a wasp flew away wi' it."
-
-A chorus of haw haws, showed how delighted his fellow-clowns were with
-farmer Joe's story.
-
-Dorothy felt annoyed, though she laughed with the rest.
-
-"I should have made the dumplings with more fruit in them, master, only
-Letty cautioned me not to be extravagant with the plums."
-
-"I thought as much," returned Mrs. Barford, rather spitefully. "Letty is
-fond of saving in a small way. Stopping the cask at the spigot, and
-letting out at the bunghole, as my father used to say. Take it as a
-general rule, Dorothy, when men work hard to feed them well."
-
-"The old missus for ever," shouted Nat Green, one of the farm servants.
-"She wor a prime hand at a pudden anyhow."
-
-"Ah, ha," said Joe, who happened to be in a very jocular mood, "that
-reminds me o' a terrible thrashing I once got from mother. I was a
-youngster about the size of Jack there; we wor in the thick o' the
-harvest, it wor carting day, an' all hands on the farm mortal busy,
-mother wanted plooms for the pudden an' ther wor none to send to shop
-but I, so she calls me to her, an' gees me a shilling.
-
-"'Joe,' she says, 'run down to the village and buy two pund o' plooms o'
-Mr. Carter; be quick, for I be in a mighty hurry, and I'll gi' you a
-ha'penny when you come back.' I wor right glad o' the chance. 'Twor
-aboot a mile, an' I run'd the whole way, an' bought the plooms.
-
-"Says Mr. Carter, says he, 'doan't eat them by the way.'
-
-"I shu'd never have thought o' that, foreby he had held his tongue. As I
-coomed whome a hole broke in the paper, an' plooms coomed tomblin out,
-one arter another; an' I kept yeating an' yeating till thar wor half
-gone. Dang it, I wor sceared. What shu'd a' do? Mother wor awful in them
-days aboot stealing, so I sat doon on bank by road side, an' thought it
-well over, an' by gosh, I hit on a plan I thought wud get me oot o'
-scrape."
-
-"Well, feather," called out Master Dick, opening wide his round blue
-eyes, "what did a' do? Did granny find it oot?"
-
-"That she did, boy. I opened the parcel, an' bit ev'ry ploom in two."
-
-"You were about as wise then, Joe, as you be now," suggested Mrs.
-Barford, who, like the children and Dolly, was listening intensely to
-the story.
-
-"But what did granny say?" again demanded the boy.
-
-"She asked how they coomed in that state? I pretended I did not know.
-That was just the way I got e'm from Mr. Carter.
-
-"'You lie,' quoth she, 'an' are a big fule into the bargain. Come here
-an' I wull teach you how to tell the truth.'
-
-"An' she took an ashen stick, an' she loomped I, an' thrashed I, till a'
-went off limping to bed.
-
-"'Lie thar, Joe, till the morn,' says she, 'an' take your time to find
-out how many two halves make put together.'
-
-"Lauck, a lauck, how my bones ached! It wor all right, howsomever; I
-never put my haund to stealing again."
-
-The boys regarded their grandmother with a look of awe. The men returned
-to the field, and Dorothy busied herself with household matters till the
-sun went down. She was in a fever of impatience for Letty's return from
-the town, and worked as hard as she could to keep down her heart and
-drown thought.
-
-"What keeps Letty," said Mrs. Barford, putting aside her knitting, and
-going to the door, "she is later than usual. Now she has some one to do
-her work she will stay gossiping about the town till dark night. When
-you have milked, Dolly, run to the avenue gate, and see if she be
-coming."
-
-The round red moon was slowly rising behind the trees, and Joe and his
-men had finished their supper, and brought the last load of hay into the
-yard, before Dolly had cleared away and finished milking.
-
-Without staying to take a cup of tea with Mrs. Barford, she tied on her
-bonnet and ran down to the avenue gate, just as old Captain came
-lumbering up to it.
-
-"Dolly," cried his mistress, "be that you?"
-
-Dorothy threw open the gate.
-
-"I 'spose you all thought I wor lost. I ha' strange news for you,
-Dorothy."
-
-"Bad or good?" asked Dolly, in a voice scarcely above her breath.
-
-"Bad enough. This be what I heard in the market. That you, Dorothy
-Chance, had played the fule wi' Gilbert Rushmere. That the old folk
-turned you off for your bad conduct. That Gilly run'd away, to get rid
-on ye, an' went an' listed for a soger, an' be gone to forin parts. An'
-the old woman be quite crazed, an' well nigh dead wi' grief, an' has not
-been out o' bed for a fortnite. That Rushmere goes cursing and swearing
-about the house, an' wishing you in the bad place, an' that he had never
-seen your black face. That's the news I heard, and for sartin it be bad
-enough an' no mistake."
-
-Dorothy's colour went and came as she clung to the gate for support.
-"You cannot believe that of me, Mrs. Letty. You cannot have the heart to
-believe it," she gasped out, in a tone of entreaty, appealing to the
-heart and conscience of her accuser. "It is false! cruelly false! I
-never did aught amiss with Gilbert in my life."
-
-"Folks say it's true, at any rate," retorted the little souled creature,
-with a malignant glance of triumph at her pale trembling victim. "I
-tould you I never did 'blieve that cock an' bull story wi' which you
-gulled mother an' Joe. It didn't sound probable like--it didn't."
-
-Joe's wife rode slowly up the avenue, to communicate what she had heard
-to the assembled household, leaving Dorothy at the gate crying as if her
-heart would burst.
-
-The cruel and unjustifiable conduct of her lover, the distress of his
-parents, and her own desolation, was almost more than she could bear;
-and when to all this suffering was added the abominable slander just
-uttered by her unfeeling mistress, the weight of undeserved injury that
-pressed upon her brain was maddening. It changed all the benevolence of
-her nature into wrathful bitterness and unmitigated contempt.
-
-A word had never before been breathed against her character. She had
-always been spoken of as a modest good girl, and pointed out as a model
-for imitation to all the young women in the parish,--and the base
-calumny just spoken by Letty Barford, and her evident satisfaction in
-repeating it, filled her with more grief, than even the sad news of
-Gilbert's enlistment.
-
-"What shall I do!" she cried. "I cannot stay here. I cannot hold up my
-head among these people with all this shame cast upon me."
-
-In a few minutes her resolution was taken. "I will go home," she sobbed,
-"and hear the truth from their own lips,--they must need help in their
-present distress. Who can feel for them like me, whose heart is bleeding
-from the same wound. Mother knows my innocence--she will pay no heed to
-these wicked stories. Yes, I will return to her this very night."
-
-She drew herself up proudly, wiped away her tears, and walked with a
-firm step back to the house, tied up her few things in the bundle, and
-entered the kitchen with the courage that conscious integrity can alone
-give.
-
-Men, women, and children, were gathered together in the middle of the
-room, all talking at once.
-
-"Hush!" said Letty, glancing towards the door, as Dorothy came in.
-"Here's my lady herself."
-
-"Dolly," cried the yeoman, "Dolly, lass, I do'ant 'blieve one word o'nt.
-It's all a malicious invention of Nance Watling's. Face it out, Dolly.
-I'll stand by you at ony rate."
-
-"I want no one to take my part, Mr. Barford," returned Dorothy, her
-spirit rising as she spoke. "I don't care who invented or who believes
-such a vile story. It is false. I can live it down."
-
-"That's right, my girl, take it with a high hand," retorted Letty, who
-concluded that Dorothy's speech was levelled at her. "It makes a body
-laugh, when a beggar's brat gi'es hersel' sich airs."
-
-"For shame, Letty," said the old lady, whose faith in Dorothy's goodness
-had been a little upset by her daughter-in-law's relation, but who still
-regarded her with affection. "What harm has poor Dolly ever done to you?
-Those who have glass windows of their own," she added, in an aside,
-"should be the last to throw stones."
-
-"To show you all that I am innocent," continued Dorothy, taking no
-notice of Letty's insulting speech, which she considered infinitely
-beneath answering, or Mrs. Barford's doubtful sympathy, "that I am not
-afraid of meeting my dear foster parents, I shall go home this very
-night." Her black eyes flashed, the colour deepened in her cheeks, and
-the hitherto quiet girl looked sublime in the intensity of her disdain.
-
-"I think you are right, Dorothy," said Mrs. Barford, who foresaw that
-there would be no peace with Letty if she remained. "If the old people
-will receive you again, home is the best place for you. I would not stay
-here to be insulted by Mrs. Letty, let the story be true or false."
-
-"Who wants her?" shrieked Mrs. Joe. "The sooner she goes the better."
-
-"She be'ant a' going alone ow'r that lonesome heath," said the
-compassionate Joe, who could not bear to see a pretty girl in distress,
-and who could not look in Dorothy's indignant face and believe her
-guilty, "if I drive her whome mysel."
-
-"You'll do no sich thing, Mr. Joe Barford," cried Letty, putting her
-arms akimbo, and stepping between her husband and Dorothy. "I 'spose you
-want to run off wi' the brazen-faced minx?"
-
-"Thank you, Mr. Barford," said Dorothy sternly. "I am able to take care
-of myself. There is nothing to fear."
-
-"Nothing to fear," repeated Joe, lifting his hand with a gesture of
-astonishment. "Why, lass, the place is haunted. Did'st never hear that?"
-
-"Yes, wi' her precious mother's ghost," sneered Letty. "Like mother,
-like child."
-
-Dorothy started. She cast upon the speaker a look of ineffable contempt,
-and left the house without a word of parting to its inhabitants, never
-stopping for a moment till she gained the high road. "Good heavens!" she
-cried, when once more alone, and beneath the wide canopy of the night,
-"are these people fiends, that they rejoice in the supposition of my
-guilt, and condemn me on mere hearsay, without the least proof that I
-have committed this great sin?
-
-"Is this human nature, of the wickedness of which I have heard so much,
-and which I found so hard to believe. I will never trust to kind looks
-and flattering words again. I tried to serve these people to the best
-of my ability; they all seemed pleased with me and spoke me fair, yet
-the first breath of evil that assails my character has turned them into
-bitter enemies. If this be life, how much better to--!" The rest of the
-unspoken sentence her better reason silenced.
-
-This was only one of the many hard lessons people learn in the world.
-Dorothy was as yet a novice to the world and its crooked paths, and she
-felt indignant at the sorry treatment she had received from it during
-the past few weeks.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-MIDNIGHT ON THE HEATH.
-
-
-Dorothy walked on at a rapid pace for upwards of an hour: the night had
-now fairly closed in upon her; the moon shone bright, and the air was
-warm and balmy, but the road was long and lonely; not one solitary
-cottage was to be found beside her path, after she turned into the
-upland road that led across the heath.
-
-People of limited education, born and brought up in out of the way
-country places, are apt to be superstitious. Dorothy was not above the
-common weakness of her class. Ghost stories, dreams and presentiments,
-not to say anything of bewitchments and distempers, caused by the
-withering glance of the evil eye, were subjects that generally formed
-the topic of conversation round the winter hearth, and were devoutly
-believed as truths, by the simple narrators, who derived from them an
-inexhaustible fund of amusement.
-
-This fear of the invisible world, so inherent in simple natures, has
-been implanted for a wise purpose. It keeps alive a consciousness of the
-immortality of the soul, which otherwise might be disregarded by those
-who are separated by poverty and distance from coming to the knowledge
-of revealed truth.
-
-As Dorothy hastened on, some of the wild legends she had heard from
-childhood glanced through her mind. The tide of angry feeling that had
-raised her above fear, was fast subsiding, and a thousand weird fancies
-flitted through her brain. She began bitterly to repent having refused
-the honest yeoman's blunt offer, to see her safe over the long lonely
-upland waste, stretching out into the far distance, which lay so still
-under the moonshine before her.
-
-It was too late to go back. She could not think of that now--but she
-could not help owning to herself that she was horribly afraid, and she
-ran along the steep rugged path as fast as if she had been pursued by a
-host of evil spirits.
-
-Something sprang up against her. She gave a loud scream.
-
-It was Pincher, who had missed her from the kitchen, and had followed
-upon her track.
-
-Dorothy kissed the dear old dog in her excess of gratitude--his presence
-gave her courage. Who has not felt the comfort and companionship of a
-faithful dog at night, and on a lonely road. Dorothy felt that she was
-safe now, she had a trusty friend to protect her, who, if need be, would
-lay down his life to defend her.
-
-The girl and her four-footed companion walked on lovingly together
-beneath the broad light of the moon, conversing to each other in their
-own peculiar way.
-
-They had now mounted the steep ridge of the heath that commanded a fine
-view of the ocean, which lay heaving and gleaming like molten silver
-against the horizon, sending up a deep, mysterious voice through the
-stillness of the night.
-
-How grand it would have appeared to Dorothy at any other time, for her
-soul, simple and innocent as that of a little child, was steeped in the
-poetry of nature, which the Divine Mother alone whispers to the good and
-pure of heart. Now, the mournful music made by those coming and
-retreating waves, breaking the death-like silence which reigned around,
-filled her mind with a chilling dread.
-
-She was fast approaching the deep hollow where her mother died, and the
-terrible words that had dropped from Joe Barford, that it was haunted by
-her ghost, rushed into her mind, filling it with an ungovernable fear.
-
-"What if she should see her apparition?" She stopped--irresolute what to
-do. Her own shadow in the moonlight made her start and scream. She tried
-to run past the spot, which lay in deep shadow to the right, but her
-feet seemed chained to the earth, and her eyes, as if under a terrible
-fascination, were fixed upon the clump of furze that crowned the little
-ridge above, that looked so black and shadowy when all around was bright
-as day.
-
-While she stood, pale with horror, her eyes wide open, her quivering
-lips apart, the white teeth chattering together, and her limbs relaxed
-and trembling, a low wailing sound crept through the purple heath, the
-furze bushes shivered as if instinct with life, and the dog crawled to
-her feet moaning piteously.
-
-Dorothy tried to rouse herself, to break, by speaking to the dog, the
-horrible spell in which her senses were bound up, but not a sound could
-she utter. In desperation she turned her head from the haunted spot.
-
-She saw, what to her frenzied eye appeared a slight figure, shrouded in
-mist, through which the moon-beams flickered and played slowly, flitting
-along her path.
-
-Again that wild unearthly sound rustled among the bushes, and the dog
-broke out into a long dismal howl. A cry, which heard, even at noon day,
-seldom fails to blanch the manliest cheek. Dorothy heard it not--with a
-sobbing moan she sank to the ground insensible to fear, or aught else
-beneath the wide canopy of heaven.
-
-Pincher nestled close to his fainting mistress, hiding his shaggy head
-upon her breast.
-
-Whatever the dog suffered through the lonely watches of the night,
-Dorothy was happily unconscious of his terrors and her own.
-
-She was so near to her old home, that had her senses been roused from
-that death-like stupor, she might have heard the clock in the great hall
-strike twelve. At that beautiful season of the year, day brightens in
-the east before three o'clock, and the rosy tints in the west seldom
-leave the horizon.
-
-The sun had just risen over the sea, when Lawrence Rushmere went to
-water his horses at the brook in the sandy lane that ran in front of the
-house, sheltered beneath the steep ascent of the heath. At the gate
-which led from the court-yard, he encountered Pincher, whom he had not
-seen since Dorothy left.
-
-"What, the old doorg," he cried, patting him with infinite satisfaction.
-"The old doorg come home. I wonder what kept thee away so long. How is
-it with the poor wench?"
-
-After the first salutation was over between master and dog, Pincher
-tried, in his dog fashion, to make him understand, by a thousand odd
-movements, that he wanted his special attention. He ran from the gate up
-the steep path leading to the heath, barking furiously, then returned to
-the farmer, and pulled him by the coat, as if he wished him to follow,
-and went through the same pantomime again and again.
-
-"What can the doorg want wi' me," said Rushmere, at last struck by his
-odd behaviour, "I never saw him act in that fashion afore. Some of the
-cattle must have strayed upon the heath, and, mayhap, have fallen into a
-hole. Pincher was allers as wise as a Christian. I'll follow un, an' see
-what has happened."
-
-He fastened his horses to the gate, and took the path that led to the
-heath. Pincher ran barking on before, evidently delighted with his
-success, and led his master to the spot where Dorothy lay, pale and
-drenched with the night-dews, upon the ground.
-
-The sight of the poor girl, so thin and altered since he last saw her
-in the glow of life and health, brought vividly to his recollection the
-dead mother, and filled his mind with shame and remorse, for the manner
-in which she had been driven from her home.
-
-His large frame trembled, and tears sprang into his eyes.
-
-"She is not dead but sleeping," he said, as he remarked, with no small
-satisfaction, the regular heaving of her breast. "But what a place to
-choose for a bed, so near the spot where her mother died. Dorothy!" he
-cried, in a loud voice, "awake. It is I, the father who calls thee."
-
-The girl unclosed her eyes, sat up, and gazed upon him with a vague
-unmeaning stare.
-
-"Dorothy, lass, don't you know the father?"
-
-He sat down beside her, and took her cold little hand in his. "What
-brought you here, child? Thou hast lost thy senses sure, to be sleeping
-upon the cold damp ground. It is enough to kill thee."
-
-The well-known voice, still more the kind words, recalled Dorothy to
-consciousness, and banished from her mind the horrors of the night.
-
-"Father, dear father!" she whispered in a voice scarcely audible, as she
-nestled her head upon his broad shoulder, "how kind of you to come to
-find me."
-
-"Nay, it was not I but the doorg you have to thank, Dolly, it was he
-that brought me here, or you might have lain on the wet heath till the
-day of judgment. But why did you not come to the house--were you afraid
-that I should turn you away from my door?"
-
-"I was on my way home, father, but something dreadful happened to me
-last night. Oh, so dreadful, that only to think of it makes my flesh
-creep." She clung to the old man, and shivered in every limb.
-
-"Speak out, lass. What was it? What ails thee? Did any one insult thee?"
-
-"No, no, it was not flesh and blood." Lowering her voice, and casting a
-timid glance around, she whispered in his ear, as if afraid of speaking
-it out. "I saw last night the ghost of my mother."
-
-"Lord a mercy!" cried the farmer, springing to his feet, with the
-elasticity of a young man, and gazing upon Dorothy with a wild horror
-gleaming in his eyes. "Were you in your right mind. What did a' look
-like?"
-
-"A shadow--a thin vapoury form, through which I saw the moon shining."
-
-"But how didst thou know the mother? Did it speak?"
-
-Dolly shook her head.
-
-"A low wailing, sobbing cry passed along the ground, and shook the
-bushes It was like nothing human--so sad and wild. Pincher crept to my
-feet and howled back an answer."
-
-"Aye, doorgs be wise--they see what we can't see--and what then, lass?"
-
-"A mortal fear came over me. I tried to run but fell. I remember nothing
-after that, until you woke me up just now."
-
-"It wor strange," mused the old man. "I never did wholly believe in
-ghosts, but you are not the girl to tell a lie. You might have been
-mistaken--but I would bet ten to one on the doorg. And how do you feel,
-Dolly, arter lying so long in the dews?"
-
-"Stiff and cold," said Dorothy, her teeth chattering in her head, and a
-deeper pallor settling on her face. "I shall soon get over that, when I
-am once more at home."
-
-"And what brought thee out so late last night, child. Worn't thee afeard
-of passing over the lonesome heath?"
-
-"Father, I had been told a sad story--had been vexed by a cruel and
-false accusation against my character; and I could not remain where I
-was, and put up with their insults, or rest until I heard the truth of
-what they told me from your own lips." She stopped for a minute to
-gather courage to ask the dreadful question. "Has Gilbert enlisted for a
-soldier and gone to the wars?"
-
-The old man burst into tears, and sobbed like a child.
-
-Dorothy needed no stronger confirmation of her fears. She saw that the
-report was only too true, and her heart bled for the poor old man.
-"Father," she cried, affectionately pressing his hand between her own,
-"is it _too late_ to buy him off?"
-
-"It's na' use thinking o' that, Dorothy, we did not get his letter until
-the ship had sailed, that took him away ow'r seas wi' the rest. He's in
-Spain long afore this."
-
-"Then he did write."
-
-"Yea, a short bit o' a letter."
-
-"Did he give any excuse for going?"
-
-"Aye, the same old tale over agen. He had given up the girl he loved to
-please me, and he had listed for a soger to please himsel', and I alone
-wor to blame. The king wanted men, and he would go and fight for him and
-his country; his life were no better worth than another's, and he could
-not forget Dorothy while he remained at home."
-
-Rushmere began to sob afresh. Dorothy's eager eyes were fixed
-imploringly on his face. She did not like to ask "Is that all? Is there
-no message, no word of comfort for me?" The longing desire to hear the
-whole of the letter, might be read in every feature of her expressive
-face.
-
-"Ah, Dolly," cried the old man, wringing his hands as he spoke, "had I
-been kinder to thee, lass, I should not have lost my son--my only
-son--the last man who bears my name on the earth, for aught I know to
-the contrary. It was only just of the Almighty to punish me for my
-pride. But 'tis almost more than I have strength to bear."
-
-"All we can do now, father, is to bear the burthen with patience, and
-hope in God's mercy for the future. It is of no use turning despondingly
-to the past."
-
-"Aye, girl, but conscience will turn our looks backward, whether we like
-it or no, an' will tell us of acts an' cruel words we would fain forget,
-an' that ow'r an' ow'r agen."
-
-"Did Gilbert send any word or message for me, father?" said Dorothy,
-growing desperate with excitement.
-
-"Did a'," returned Rushmere, looking blankly in Dorothy's agitated face,
-as if his own thoughts were far away beyond the sea, with his absent
-son.
-
-"Yes, a' did. He bade us, if we loved him--how could he doubt it--take
-care of Dorothy, an' cherish her as our own flesh and blood, as she wor
-the only child left to us now, an' not to punish the poor girl for his
-fault."
-
-"God bless him!" said Dorothy, sadly, her heart not quite satisfied, and
-the tears coming fast into her eyes. "He sent no love, no kind
-remembrance to his old playmate?"
-
-"That was all, Dolly, except his duty to us."
-
-Dorothy sighed, and for some minutes both were silent, at length the old
-man said,
-
-"Dorothy, do you heed what Gilly said. Will you come back to us, an' be
-our daughter once more--the comfort of our old age. We ha' naught else
-to cling to now?"
-
-Dorothy met the request, so humbly made, with heart-felt expressions of
-gratitude. She could not help thinking that Gilbert had acted selfishly,
-in deserting his parents; that it was a poor way of proving his love to
-her, by showing such a want of affection for them; but she crushed the
-ungracious thought, and inquired how Mrs. Rushmere had borne this heavy
-blow--ashamed of not having asked for her before.
-
-"Alack, child, when she read the letter, she swoon'd dead away, an' when
-the neighbours brought her round, she grew stark staring mad, raving and
-crying, 'Gilly, Gilly, come back to your poor mother. Oh, my heart, my
-heart, it will break a' wanting my son.' It was awful to hear the like,
-an' she allers such a quiet creature. It was many days afore she grew
-calm. She went one morn, an' she fetched the big Bible, and went down
-upon her knees in the corner of the room, an' she cried an' crooned ow'r
-it for hours, an' would na' take a morsel o' any thing to eat or to
-drink. At last she gets up, and she clasps her hands thus--together--an'
-she looks at me wi' her old pleasant kind face,
-
-"'Lawrence,' she says, 'God has comforted my poor sore heart, and given
-me his blessed peace. This trial is o' him. Let us kneel down together,
-an' pray that He may bless it to our souls.'
-
-"An' I did pray, Dolly, as I never did before in my life, an' we found
-the word mighty to overcome grief.
-
-"Then wife says, 'Larry,' she says to me, 'you must go an' bring our
-Dolly back. God gave her to us, an' you ha' clean forgotten the trust.'
-
-"'It's never too late to repent,' says I. 'I will go for the little maid
-to-morrow evening, when I come from work.' What moved your heart,
-Dorothy, to come alone?"
-
-Dorothy did not like to mention the scandal which had roused her
-indignation, lest it should increase the farmer's self-reproaches, which
-were heavy enough. She merely said, and it was the truth,
-
-"That she was suddenly told of Gilbert's enlistment, and she could not
-believe it until further confirmation from them. That it was late when
-she left Barford's, but the night was so clear that she never
-apprehended any cause for alarm, that it must have been midnight when
-she fancied she saw the apparition on the heath, but since the sun had
-shone into her eyes she began to doubt the reality of the vision.
-
-"She had been hard at work all day, and was greatly troubled in her mind
-when she started on her lonely walk. She might have sat down to rest and
-fallen asleep, and dreamt it, she no longer seemed to recall the
-circumstances very distinctly. The horrible phantasy had faded from her
-mind with the morning light, and she would try and think of it as a
-mental delusion.
-
-"But then, what made Pincher howl in that fearful manner?"
-
-Dolly shuddered. "It must be true, the dog could not have been deceived,
-though I might."
-
-A severe attack of fever and ague was the result of Dorothy passing the
-night upon the heath. For many weeks she was unable to leave her bed,
-and for some time small hopes were entertained for her life. Mrs.
-Rushmere received the poor wanderer with open arms, and thought little
-of the additional trouble. She had suffered too much to murmur about
-trifles. During the delirium of the fever, Dorothy raved continually
-about her mother, and dared not be left a moment alone in the dark.
-
-It was firmly believed in the house, and through the neighbourhood, that
-she had seen her mother's ghost, who had threatened the Rushmeres with
-unheard of calamities for turning her daughter out of doors. The wildest
-reports were in circulation; and the wonderful tale was repeated with a
-thousand exaggerations at church and at market.
-
-The story reached Hadstone. The Barfords shook their heads. "It was
-Dorothy's misdoings," they kindly suggested, "that had disturbed her
-mother in her grave."
-
-Miss Watling, whose malicious tongue had first given rise to the scandal
-about Dorothy Gilbert, considered "that it was a judgment upon that vile
-creature, and that Gilbert had acted like a wise man, in going away to
-be rid of her. Time," she added, emphatically, "would prove, that all
-that had been said about her was true." She went farther, and hinted
-that her present illness had a very suspicious look.
-
-Dorothy was annoyed that Mr. Rushmere had given publicity to her
-midnight adventure on the heath, but the temptation of repeating a
-veritable ghost story, in which he firmly believed, was too great for
-the old man to resist. As to the other tales, they did not all come to
-her ears; and such as did, she treated with a proud disdain. "God knew
-her innocence," she said, "and in His own good time would disprove them
-all."
-
-The harvest was over before she was able to resume her household duties.
-As her former health and strength returned, her fears gradually
-diminished, and she could converse with calmness to Mrs. Rushmere of the
-terrible vision, which she now attributed to an over-excited state of
-mind combined with great bodily fatigue. About Gilbert and his future
-prospects, she had learned to speak without betraying the real state of
-her feelings; and had inspired the old people with the hope that he
-would one day return from the wars an officer at least.
-
-Things began to wear a brighter aspect, and the labours of the farm went
-on peacefully and prosperously. The Rushmeres if not contented were
-resigned, and both united in treating Dorothy with kindness and
-consideration. The old family bible was in more constant use, and each
-day was commenced and ended with prayer.
-
-Time passed on. The winds of autumn had laid the heart of the forest
-bare; short and gloomy days, and frequent storms of rain and hail, told
-that the winter was at hand.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-A STRANGE VISITOR.
-
-
-It was the latter part of November. The day had been intensely cold,
-with a biting north-east wind and black frost. Towards evening the snow
-began to fall, at first in thin scattered flakes, but as the night
-closed in, thick and heavily.
-
-Dorothy listened uneasily to the howling winds, as they swept in loud
-gusts along the heath, and often went to the door to watch for the
-return of Mr. Rushmere from Hadstone market. He had ridden over to the
-town early in the day, to receive a large payment for wheat, which he
-had sold the week before to a corn merchant there.
-
-"Father is late," she remarked to Mrs. Rushmere, who was knitting
-quietly by fire light, on one of the settles beside the hearth and who
-apprehended no danger, being blessed with a less anxious temperament
-than her adopted daughter. A cheerful fire was roaring up the great
-chimney, and she was literally basking in the warmth the ruddy blaze
-diffused around.
-
-"I wish he was home," continued Dorothy, who felt almost angry with her
-mother for looking so comfortable. "It is a wild night, and the snow is
-drifting terribly on the heath, he will hardly find his way across it in
-the storm. Why, mother, it is growing very dark--it is sometime since
-the clock struck six."
-
-The old lady glanced up from her work; her placid face wore a look of
-unusual serenity.
-
-"Don't be so unrestful, Dolly. I feel in my heart that he be close at
-hand. Lawrence Rushmere is not the man to be afeard of a few
-snow-flakes. Spread the table, and get every thing in readiness for his
-supper, when he does come. I can't feel uneasy, for I am certain he will
-bring us news of Gilly. I was dreaming of him last night. I have borne
-him on my mind all day. I do feel so happy and lightsome, that it would
-be a sin to fret about troubles which may never come to our door."
-
-"I hope you may be right, mother. I cannot think of father being out at
-night, and on such a night as this, on that lonely heath, without a
-shudder. If thinking of Gilly would bring us news of him, we ought to
-hear from him very often; for I am thinking about him all day long,"
-returned Dorothy, commencing with alacrity to cover the table.
-
-"A mother's love is a great mystery, Dolly. It never changes like the
-love of man to woman. It begins before the birth of her little one, and
-lasts till the hour of death. It is more like the love of God to his
-creatures. It bears patiently all changes of time and circumstance;
-forgives every fault; forgets acts of selfishness, neglect and
-ingratitude; loving on, and hoping on, to the last."
-
-"Hark!" cried Dorothy, "I hear the wheels grate on the stones in the
-court-yard. I will take the lanthorn, and help father unharness Jack.
-Yes, it is he. I hear him speaking to the horse. Now, mother, we shall
-see if you be a true prophet."
-
-Dorothy took the light and ran out.
-
-"Well, Doll, here I be, all right. I wor amaist blinded wi' snow, coming
-ow'r that confounded heath. Has't got a good fire? 'Tis mortal cold. I
-be all kivered ow'r wi' snow," and he stamped his feet and shook a
-shower of white flakes from his great-coat.
-
-"Go in, father, I will take care of the horse. Mother and I have been on
-the look out for you for the last hour. Have you brought us good news?"
-
-
-"Fifty pounds for the wheat, child--ten pounds more than I expected: but
-wheat has riz five shillings the quarter. Is not that good news, my
-girl, and the money paid in hard cash into my hand?"
-
-Dorothy drew a long, regretful sigh.
-
-"It might have been better."
-
-"Lauk, a mercy, child! the women folk be never satisfied. 'Tis bad news
-enough for them as has to buy. But that's no consarn of ours."
-
-Dorothy led Jack off to the stable, and the half-frozen yeoman turned in
-to enjoy his cheerful fire. Dorothy was bitterly disappointed. In spite
-of herself she had endorsed Mrs. Rushmere's presentiment that she would
-that night hear tidings of Gilbert, and she felt inclined to murmur
-against the old lady entertaining such foolish notions.
-
-She rubbed down the pony, gave him his oats and a warm bed, and returned
-with a sadder heart to the house than when she left it.
-
-After the substantial evening meal was over, and Rushmere had quietly
-lighted his pipe, and the women resumed their knitting, Mrs. Rushmere
-asked, in a plaintive voice,
-
-"No news of Gilly, Lawrence?"
-
-"Why, dame, what makes you think thir wor?"
-
-Dorothy looked hard at the old man. She saw a covert smile on his
-wrinkled face, while his wife pushed her former inquiry.
-
-"Mothers are allers hoping against hope, Larry. I felt so certain that
-you would bring us some word of him."
-
-"Father, you have got a letter. I know you have," cried Dorothy. "I can
-see it in your eyes," and she sprang to his side.
-
-"An' if so be I have, what's that to you, little minx? Reach down my
-great-coat. You'll find my pocket-book in the right side pocket, but
-don't toomble any o' the money out."
-
-Dorothy searched for the hidden treasure in desperate haste, and placed
-the letter on the table before him.
-
-"And you had a letter, Lawrence, all this time, and never told us a word
-about it," said Mrs. Lawrence, reproachfully.
-
-"I knew the letter wu'd keep," laughed the farmer, "an' I wanted you an'
-the lass to eat your victuals in quiet. I know'd if you see'd the letter
-you'd both gang empty to bed."
-
-"But how could you eat your supper, Lawrence, an' the letter lying
-unread in your pocket?"
-
-"I know'd all aboot it," said Rushmere, with a jolly chuckle. "I got it
-by heart afore I left the town. It wor that made me so late home. Here,
-Doll, thee be'est a better scholar nor I, read the letter out to your
-mother."
-
-Dorothy's hand trembled with agitation; she could hardly unfold the
-precious document, and the tears came so thick and fast to her eyes,
-that when unfolded, she could hardly see to read it.
-
-"What the deuce ails the girl? Read a little louder, Dolly, for mother
-an' I to hear it."
-
-Dorothy made an effort to control her feelings, and read as follows:--
-
- "Dear and honoured Parents,
-
- "I hope these few lines will meet you in health, as they leave
- me at this present time, by the blessing of God; and that you
- have forgiven me for my undutiful conduct in leaving you as I
- did. I repented directly the false step was taken, but, like a
- true Briton, I was too proud to go back.
-
- "The regiment only remained in England a week after I listed,
- when we were ordered off to Portugal, to join the army under
- Sir John Moore. We had a fine passage, but I was very sea-sick,
- and home-sick, which I found the worst ailment of the two; and I
- thought that if I made no better soldier than I did a sailor, I
- might just as well have remained at the plough.
-
- "But that's all over. I like the life I have chosen better than
- when I first entered. We have had hard times, and hard marching
- through this rough country, but thanks be to God, I have escaped
- with a whole skin.
-
- "The captain who commands our company is a lad of my own age,
- born in our part of the country; Lord Fitzmorris, the only son
- of Earl Wilton, who lives up at the big hall on the hill. By the
- by, father, he says, that the grand old place once belonged to
- my forebears. Is that true?"
-
-"In coorse it is," interrupted old Rushmere. "But 'tis a long time ago,
-when he," nodding to the picture fronting him, "was lord o' all these
-manors."
-
- "I am the captain's body servant, and he takes great interest in
- me, and says that he will push me on for your sakes, and make a
- man of me before the war is over, of which there is no prospect
- at present. When it comes to fighting, it will be no child's
- play, I promise you, and so old Boney will find. We are hard
- pressed by the enemy, and the army is suffering greatly for the
- want of food and clothing, and we are hourly expecting an
- engagement with the French, who are encamped upon the heights
- above Corunna.
-
- "My dear parents, if I should be killed don't grieve for my
- loss. A man can only die once, and if he falls in a good cause,
- fighting for his country, it is a credit to himself and his
- parents. Remember me to all the neighbours. Tell Molly Dawson
- that her son is well of his wound, and has been made a sergeant.
- Has Nancy Watling succeeded in getting a husband? I don't
- flatter myself that she broke her heart on my account, but what
- would she think of me in my red coat? I suppose I shall find
- Dorothy married when I come back, with a house full of children.
- Give my love to her, as to a sister, and tell her to pray for
- the poor soldiers in Spain.
-
- "God bless you, dear father and mother. I pray that he may once
- more unite us under the roof of the dear old home. So no more,
- at this time, from your affectionate son.
-
- "GILBERT RUSHMERE.
-
- "P.S. Tell Dorothy to write a long letter for you. I want to
- hear all the home news. All about the farm and the horses, and
- how you got through the harvest without me, and whether Bill
- Taylor took my place at the last cricket match, and if old
- Pincher is still alive.
-
- "G. R."
-
-The letter was read and re-read many times, the delighted parents
-repeating every word after Dorothy. Holding each other by the hand, they
-exchanged glances of mutual affection and sympathy.
-
-"The dear boy," cries the mother. "God bless him! I always knew he would
-be sorry, when he came to his right mind, and love us as well as ever."
-
-"Aye," said the father, "I feel proud o' my son. He's o' the right
-stuff. He'll fight like a man, an' a true Briton, when the time comes,
-an' do his duty to his country like a hero."
-
-Dorothy was the only one in the room who was not quite satisfied with
-Gilbert's letter. She was hurt at the clause about herself. If he loved
-her as she did him, could he speak in that light way about her marrying
-another, or send his love to her as to a sister--a title, which from
-boyhood he had always refused to address her by. A change had come over
-him since they parted; he had grown fonder of his parents, but colder to
-her. She would not damp their joy, by expressing her disappointment, but
-she felt it very keenly.
-
-"Mother, you were a true prophet," she said, closing the letter and
-giving it back to Mr. Rushmere.
-
-"Aye, child, hearts whisper to hearts, let the distance a'tween them be
-ever so great. Love can travel in a thought over land and sea. I b'lieve
-that Gilbert never thinks of me but I know it. I told you, Dorothy, that
-I should hear from him. I felt it in my heart."
-
-"The angels don't whisper such blessed dreams to me," returned Dorothy,
-sadly.
-
-"Dolly," and the old man spoke to her very gravely. "Art dreaming about
-Gilly yet? I thought you had clean forgotten him."
-
-"Only as a sister should think of an absent brother," returned Dorothy,
-ashamed of the subterfuge. "As Gilbert himself wishes me to remember
-him."
-
-"I b'lieve you ha' a hankering arter the lad yet," said Rushmere,
-tartly. "Dorothy, do'ant cross that stile, or maybe you'll get into a
-bad road, an' be left sticking in the mud. It won't do. It won't do,
-lass. I will never gi' my consent."
-
-He shook his head, settled himself in his deep leather-backed chair, and
-puffed away vigorously at his pipe.
-
-"Wait, father, till I ask you for it. If ever I marry Gilbert, it will
-be your own doing. The time may come when you may both regret that I was
-not his wife."
-
-Her speech was interrupted by a loud rap at the door. Pincher sprang up
-from the hearth-stone, where he lay basking at Dorothy's feet, with a
-fierce yell, as if he had received a mortal injury by having his
-comfortable nap disturbed, and rushed to the heavily barred door,
-barking furiously.
-
-"Some one has lost their way on the heath," said Dorothy, laying her
-hand upon the strong iron bolt that secured the door. "It is a bad night
-to be abroad, father; shall I let them in?"
-
-"In coorse."
-
-"Ask first, Dolly, who they be, an' what they want," suggested his more
-cautious wife.
-
-Pincher again lifted up his voice, as if he had a right to be heard in
-the consultation, and in deep spasmodic fits of barking, remonstrated
-against admitting strangers at that unreasonable hour.
-
-"Be still, sir," and Dorothy pushed the old dog rather unceremoniously
-from the door. "Go, and lie down in the corner, and behave yourself."
-
-Pincher looked up in her face, and sullenly obeyed, growling as he
-slowly retreated to the fire, with hair bristling up, and eyes blazing
-defiance.
-
-Another rap, louder and more importunate, echoed through the large
-room. "Who's there?" demanded Dorothy.
-
-"A woman, lost in the snow," screamed a shrill voice without. "If you be
-Christians, open the door. I shall freeze to death, if I stand much
-longer here."
-
-Dorothy thought of her mother,--back flew bolt and bar, and the heavy
-door opened to admit a tall gaunt female figure, wrapt up in a red
-cloak, and carrying a large wicker basket on her arm.
-
-"Mercy, what a night!" cried the stranger, shaking the white flakes from
-her clothes. "But for the lights in your windows, I must have perished
-on the heath. Will you give me a bed, good people, for the night, in
-your barn?"
-
-"Na," said Rushmere, "we never gi' people beds in the barn, while
-there's room in the house. Sit down by the fire, and warm yourself. My
-darter will gi' ye summat to eat, an' a good pint o' yell foreby. Dolly,
-help the woman to take off her cloak."
-
-The stranger, who had stood in the shade, now came forward to the fire,
-and Dorothy assisted her to remove her tattered cloak. She was so tall
-that Dorothy was obliged to rise on tiptoes to render this service, and
-to her no small disgust, observed that the stranger smelt strongly of
-gin.
-
-"Why, lass," said the farmer, laughing, "you be big enough, an' tall
-enough, for a grenadier."
-
-"It requires long legs, and strong ones too," returned the woman, taking
-a seat on the settle by the fire, and putting the large basket on her
-arm beside her, on the floor, "to travel this rough country. I was on my
-way to Storby, and missed my path crossing the heath. The snow drifted
-so in my eyes, it was impossible to see the road. Have you any rabbit
-skins, or hare skins, to sell. Any old clothes, or rags. I do a little
-business in that line to support my family, but 'tis hard scratching to
-get along, these hard times; vittals is so dear, and you country folk
-expect such bargains, and never trade for cash, that I can't make much
-by the exchange."
-
-"Have you a husband?" asked the farmer.
-
-"No, nor never had, and don't want one. I'm much better alone. I can lie
-down mistress and get up master. Married women are slaves. Men think
-more of their cattle than they do of their wives."
-
-"That's just as the case may be," returned Rushmere. "Some o' them don't
-deserve much consideration. I ha' allers heard say, a good wife makes a
-good husband."
-
-"And how many children have you?" asked Mrs. Rushmere, looking
-suspiciously at her strange guest.
-
-"Two," said the woman, "a girl and a boy. They are too young to tramp
-the roads. I leave them at home with my mother, while I travel the
-country to earn them bread."
-
-"And what have you got in your basket?" asked Dorothy, who was as
-curious as the rest to learn something about their visitor.
-
-"A little of everything. Needles, pins, thread; cotton of both sorts,
-white and coloured; side-combs for the gals, and pipes and tobacco for
-the men. Take a look at my wares."
-
-The gaunt creature rose, and placed the basket on the table before Mrs.
-Rushmere.
-
-As she stood in the full light of the candle, Dorothy, who had only
-before caught a partial glimpse of her face, shrunk back as she scanned
-the vulgar harsh features, and encountered the bold gaze of the tramp.
-Pincher, who followed close at her heels, gave an ominous growl, and
-burst off into a fresh paroxysm of barking.
-
-"That's a cross dog of yours," cried the woman, kicking at Pincher, with
-her heavy nailed boots.
-
-"You had better not do that?" said Dorothy. "He'll bite you if you ill
-treat him."
-
-"I wonder you keep such an ugly tempered brute about the house,"
-retorted the woman. "It is not pleasant to have such a varmint snapping
-at one's heels."
-
-"A brave dog like him is sometimes useful," remarked Dorothy, pointedly,
-"especially in a lone place like this. I have only to say, seize her,
-Pincher! and he'd have you down in a minute."
-
-"Oh, pray don't," cried the woman, with a hoarse cackling laugh, "I
-don't covet his acquaintance. I think, though, he'd find me too much for
-him. In my tramps through the country, I've put to silence bigger and
-stronger brutes than him."
-
-Again Dorothy tried to examine the heavy dark browed countenance of the
-stranger, and her investigation only increased her mistrust and
-aversion.
-
-In the meanwhile, Mrs. Rushmere was eagerly exploring the contents of
-the big basket, and had lain aside several useful articles, with an
-intent to purchase.
-
-"What is the price of these?"
-
-The woman turned them over with her large coarse hands, then reckoned up
-the amount on her fingers.
-
-"Just three shillings."
-
-"You buy rabbit and hare skins?"
-
-"I would rather take money than trade just now."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere drew her purse from her pocket; it was a heavy one, as she
-was her own banker, and it generally contained all the money which she
-received for the produce of the dairy.
-
-Dorothy, who was standing behind her chair, could not help being struck
-with the eager hungry glance with which the woman eyed the glittering
-gold and silver coins, and her face became more dark and repulsive than
-ever.
-
-"Wife," put in the farmer, "doan't be a fule. There be plenty o' rabbit
-and hare skins in the shed. If she doan't trade for them, let her
-things bide in her basket. It isn't fair o' the woman to take silver o'
-us an' skins of t'other folk."
-
-"You farmers are so cruelly stingy," said the woman angrily, "you won't
-let a body live, and wheat up to five pounds the quarter. I think I saw
-you in the market, master. You made a better bargain for your grain than
-exchanging it for old moth-eaten rabbit skins."
-
-Dorothy again caught the furtive glance of the woman's evil eyes, and
-recoiled from it as if she had trodden upon a snake.
-
-After a great deal of chaffering and bargaining for various articles,
-the tramp consented to receive in payment some fine woollen yarn that
-dangled from the beams, observing, "that she must turn a penny somehow."
-She then put aside the basket, and sat down, to discuss the bread and
-cheese, and tankard of home-brewed ale, that Dorothy placed on the table
-for her supper.
-
-"You found the roads bad," said Rushmere, refilling his pipe.
-
-"Up to the top of my boots," and the woman lifted up her large foot,
-which was cased in a heavy highlow, thickly studded with iron nails. "I
-was near mired, at the lower end of the heath, and began to think I
-would have to stay there all night. Who would have expected to step into
-a mud-hole during such a hard frost as this?"
-
-"You be lucky to get out as you did," said the farmer. "That are be
-Storby Moss. The ground be allers wet, an' holds the water like a
-sponge. Many's the good beast that's died in yon quag."
-
-The woman leaned back upon the settle, stretched her feet to the fire,
-and began leisurely to examine the large hall, from the well garnished
-beams above her head, to the iron bars that secured the windows.
-
-"These old houses," she observed, "are much stronger than the new. The
-people in the old times knew what they were about when they built them.
-Arn't you afraid of being robbed in this lonely out of the way place?"
-
-"Never think of such a thing," said Rushmere, "we live among honest
-folk. I keep a good blunderbuss loaded over the door, an' thieves would
-na' find it an easy job to get in through these iron bars. We never keep
-ony thing o' value in the house, to tempt them sort o' chaps, wi' a bank
-so near.
-
-"Have another glass o' ale, lass? Art fond o' nuts? Dolly, bring some o'
-those filberts out o' the sack in the pantry, and the crackers foreby."
-
-Dorothy brought her apron full of nuts. "Catch?" she cried, in a
-laughing tone, as she threw a double handful into the tramp's lap.
-
-The woman caught them, and laughed too.
-
-Dorothy turned to the dresser, and a strange expression came over her
-face.
-
-After the woman had eaten the nuts, and seen the bottom of the tankard,
-she began to yawn, and asked, "if she could lie down and sleep beside
-the fire?"
-
-"I will show you a room; follow me," said Dorothy.
-
-The woman seemed very reluctant to accept the offer, pleading various
-excuses. Her muddy boots, her dirty clothes, and the necessity of her
-being off by daybreak in the morning, to all of which Dorothy turned a
-deaf ear, positively insisting on her going to bed.
-
-"Well, if you will have it so, miss, I will no longer refuse a good
-offer. I have not been inside a bed for many months past, and am used to
-sleep, wet or dry, in the barn, or by the hearth, as it may happen.
-People are not generally so anxious about the comfort of visitors like
-me."
-
-Dorothy lighted a candle, and led the way up the wide oak staircase at
-the bottom of the hall to the chambers above.
-
-"You can sleep in this room," she said, unclosing a door that opened on
-to the gallery, with which all the sleeping apartments communicated.
-"You will find water, towel and soap on the stand. You need not be in a
-hurry to go in the morning. We all rise before daylight, at this time of
-the year, and you can have your breakfast before you go."
-
-As she turned to leave the room, the woman suddenly grasped her wrist,
-and forcibly detained her, staring in her face, with the same bold
-glance which had inspired such deep loathing.
-
-"Stay, my pretty lass, I can tell your fortune. Tell you the name of the
-lad you are to marry, the fate of him you are always thinking about, who
-is away in foreign parts, and all the good luck in store for you."
-
-"I don't believe in such folly," cried Dorothy angrily, wrenching her
-hand from the woman's grasp. "It is worse than folly; it is wickedness.
-Good night. I hope you may sleep well."
-
-She shut the door. A loud laugh followed her down stairs.
-
-Dorothy, on reaching the great room, sat down in a chair, and panted for
-breath.
-
-"What is the matter? What ails you, Dolly?" asked the old people, with
-looks of alarm.
-
-"Nothing--that horrible looking person took hold of me, to tell my
-fortune. I got frightened and angry, and ran down stairs too fast. That
-has set my heart in flutter, and taken away my breath. Dear mother, give
-me a glass of water, and don't look so pale and scared. It won't do for
-us all to play the coward."
-
-"Why, whatever do you mean, Dolly?" said Mrs. Rushmere, giving her the
-water. "Is the child crazy?"
-
-"Not quite," returned Dorothy, trying to laugh, as she gave back to her
-mother the empty tumbler.
-
-"I will tell you what I mean, for I feel calmer now. I don't like that
-woman, if she be really a woman, a fact which I very much doubt. I don't
-like her staying in the house, and I have made up my mind not to go to
-bed tonight, but to sit up and watch till the morning."
-
-"I saw nothing amiss in the woman, Dolly," said Rushmere. "She be big,
-an' ugly, an' bold like, but what manners can you expect from the like
-o' her?"
-
-"Father," pleaded Dolly, "it is not that. I am used to poor ignorant
-rude creatures, but she looks bad. I can't find words to express the
-dislike I feel for her. I feel as if she were here for no good. Did you
-see how she glowered at the money in mother's purse? I expected every
-moment that she would make a grab at it--and then the hint, father, she
-threw out to you, about selling your corn so well in the market. She
-must have walked quicker here than Jack trotted home. Did you pass any
-one on the road?"
-
-"Not I. Dolly, you make me feel rather curious about un. But if she wor
-a thief, she would not ha' asked if we were afeard of robbers. Na, na,
-child, go to your bed, there's naught to fear, an' a man too in the
-house."
-
-"I don't mean to go to bed," said Dolly, stoutly. "I'll tell you my
-reasons to-morrow morning. I have a bunch of stockings to mend for
-father; I'll sit up in the pantry and darn them. Is the gun loaded?"
-
-"Na, Dorothy," and Rushmere laughed long and heartily, "I told the woman
-a big lie, just to scare her. It has not been loaded these ten years. I
-shu'd like to see you trying to pop it off."
-
-"It's a pity to keep a useful weapon only for show," returned Dolly,
-eyeing the old blunderbuss with looks of regret. "It is like the boy in
-the fable, crying out wolf, when no wolf was near."
-
-It was in vain that the old people tried to reason Dolly out of the
-foolish notion she had taken about the tramp; but finding that she was
-determined to have her own way, they went to bed, and left her to please
-herself--not, however, before Dorothy had whispered in her mother's ear:
-
-"Be sure to lock your door, and pass the big iron bar across it."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere, who felt more nervous than her husband--for fear is
-strangely infectious--promised faithfully to observe her injunction.
-
-"And now for the night," sighed Dorothy, as she returned alone to the
-great hall. "If it were not for them, I never could muster courage to
-watch here by myself. How many hours is it yet to day?"
-
-She glanced up at the tall, old-fashioned clock, in its dark mahogany
-case; a solemn looking piece of antiquity, that had stood on the same
-spot, and told the lapse of time to many generations of the Rushmeres,
-who had long ceased to reckon it for ever. It was still ticking on,
-telling the same tale to the beautiful girl, who now stood before it;
-and by her, as far she was individually concerned, was as little heeded.
-
-"Only nine o'clock. How many hours I shall have to keep awake."
-
-Like most hard workers, sleep was a necessity to Dorothy, of so
-overpowering a nature, that the difficulty with her was not how to go to
-sleep, but how to keep awake. Of one thing she felt certain; that she
-was more likely to nod on her post than the strange being who was
-occupying her neat little chamber above.
-
-She now diligently set to work, to prepare for her long vigil.
-
-First, she raked the fire together; and covered the hot coals with
-ashes, then she lighted a dark lanthorn, and put on a large great-coat
-of Mr. Rushmere's over her other garments; with the further adornment of
-an old fur cap, the lappets of which she carefully tied under her chin,
-the better to conceal her identity; she was now ready for action.
-
-Going to the wood-shed, she brought from thence, a small axe, with which
-she was wont to chop into convenient lengths, the branches of the
-faggots with which she heated the brick oven for baking.
-
-She ran her finger along the edge of the instrument--Gilbert, when at
-home, used to keep it nicely sharpened for her use. She shook her
-head--Gilbert was not at home, and her axe was so blunt that a body
-might ride to Rumford on it. But then again, she reflected, that any
-weapon was better than none; so retaining the axe, she retreated into
-the pantry, a small room that opened into the great hall, from under
-the staircase, on the side nearest to the fire, and which commanded a
-full view of the length and breadth of the hall.
-
-No one coming down the stairs could see into the pantry; but any person
-in the pantry could not fail to hear the slightest step upon the stairs;
-and by mounting upon a stool and looking through the sky-light above the
-door, could reconnoitre everything that was passing in the public room.
-
-After diligently investigating the capabilities of the place, and laying
-down a plan of action, or resistance, as the case might prove. Dorothy
-descended from her lofty perch on the stool, and met the red gleaming
-eyes of Pincher intently watching all her movements.
-
-"Pincher, you can't stay here, poor dog," she said, patting his head.
-"If there's no danger, I shan't want your services; and if there should
-be, which the good God forbid, your barking, sir, would betray me."
-
-The dog seemed to comprehend her meaning; and followed her very quietly
-into the shed near the back entrance; and having carefully fastened him
-in, she returned to her post in the pantry.
-
-The door she left purposely half closed, turning the dark side of the
-lanthorn, so that no gleam from it could be thrown upon the opposite
-wall, or from the panes above, and taking some coarse woollen stockings
-from a basket on the dresser, she sat down in front of the lanthorn,
-with her face to the door, to listen to any sounds that might awaken
-suspicion.
-
-Hour after hour passed away. The stockings were all mended, and neatly
-rolled up. Dorothy began to feel drowsy, directly she had nothing left
-to engage her attention. Once or twice she had nodded upon her chair;
-and owned to herself that she was horribly sleepy.
-
-The night was very cold, and the fire had gone out. The clock struck
-one. How loud and solemn it sounded, in the deep stillness that reigned
-through the house; a stillness always rendered more intense during a
-heavy fall of snow.
-
-The clock striking that one solitary warning, completely roused Dorothy
-from her half conscious state. She had so seldom heard it mark that
-hour, during the deep hush of night, that the unusual sound smote upon
-her ear like the toll of the death-bell. She thought of the night she
-had spent upon the heath; and her cheeks grew cold and her teeth began
-to chatter. Hark! what was that? A deep growl from Pincher, and now a
-furious barking in the shed. A long, shrill whistle, once or twice
-repeated. Dorothy cautiously mounted the stool, as a heavy foot sounded
-on the stairs.
-
-She was wide awake now. The imaginary fears were gone, and she became
-distinctly conscious of some great impending danger. She was not called
-upon to battle with the spiritual powers of darkness; but to exercise
-courage and coolness, in circumventing the wickedness of man--her spirit
-rose to the emergency, and she felt as brave as a lion. She drew down
-the dark slides of the lanthorn, and applied her eyes to the panes of
-glass over the door.
-
-Some one crossed the floor, but the wide hall was still in darkness. It
-did not long remain so. Raking among the ashes on the hearth, a light
-was soon obtained by the intruder; and then she saw a dark ill-looking
-man, approach the table, and set down the candle he had lighted, and
-cautiously survey the apartment.
-
-Satisfied that he was alone, he took from a side pocket two large horse
-pistols, and from a belt under his woollen smock frock, a long gleaming
-knife. He examined the locks of the pistols, cocked them, drew the blade
-of the murderous looking knife across his thumb, to see if it was in
-good working order, listened intently, and then cursed the dog for
-making that "infernal noise!"
-
-His next step was to take some grease from the candle, and apply to the
-large iron bolts that secured the door, which he cautiously and
-noiselessly withdrew, went out into the court-yard beyond, and gave the
-same sharp call whistle that had startled Dorothy from her unquiet
-sleep.
-
-Now, was her time, or never. Dorothy slipped off her shoes, sprang from
-her hiding place, and quick as thought, closed upon the robber the
-massive outer-door, and drew the heavy bolts back to their fastenings.
-She then hastened to the window and opening the narrow casement, secured
-on the outside with stout iron stancheons, she fired both the robber's
-pistols in succession at two dark figures who were standing a few paces
-from the house.
-
-A heavy groan and a volley of horrible execrations, followed this daring
-act; and the ruffian made off dragging with him his wounded or dead
-comrade.
-
-"Thank God!" cried Dorothy, holding fast to the iron bars, to keep
-herself from falling. "I have saved their lives and my own."
-
-The report of the fire-arms awoke Rushmere and his wife, who rushed half
-dressed down stairs, to see what had happened to Dorothy, who now the
-reaction had come, had fallen to the floor in a dead faint.
-
-Rushmere lifted her up in his arms, and placed her in his great
-arm-chair. His wife brought the candle and looked in her death pale
-face.
-
-"She is not shot, Lawrence. There is no blood upon her that I can see.
-Bring me some water to dash in her face; she is in a swoon."
-
-The shock of the cold water soon brought Dorothy to herself.
-
-"That horrible woman, I knew she was a man;" were the first words she
-uttered. "She came here in disguise to let in the rest of the gang; and
-they would have robbed and murdered us."
-
-"And thou hast saved our lives my brave lass," cried Rushmere, grasping
-her cold hand, which he was chafing in his own. "Should Gilly ever come
-back, I will give him this brave little hand myself, and feel proud of
-my daughter."
-
-Dorothy bent down and devoutly kissed the old man's hand. Her heart was
-too full to utter a word of thanks. She felt, however, that a great
-victory had been achieved, and that she had fought the battle alone.
-
-"How did you find out, Dolly, that she was a man?" asked Mrs. Rushmere.
-"I saw nothing very particular about the creature. I thought her large
-and ugly, that was all."
-
-"I suspected that she was not a woman when she first came in. She did
-not step through the house like one, nor look like one. She had such
-heavy coarse eyebrows, such bold impudent eyes, and such a dark shade
-about the mouth and chin. When father told me to get the nuts, I
-determined to try and find out to which sex she belonged, and satisfy my
-doubts."
-
-"Mercy, child! you must be a witch if you could tell by that," said Mrs.
-Rushmere.
-
-"Oh, it was the easiest test in the world. When I threw the nuts and
-told her to catch, a real woman would have made a wide lap to receive
-them; while this creature clapped her knees close together. I knew
-instantly that it was a man in woman's clothes, and that he was here for
-no good; and I determined to keep watch over the house while you slept."
-
-"Dolly, you be a hero! Yes, so you be," cried Rushmere. "But how did you
-keep from screeching out when you found it was a man?"
-
-"That would have betrayed my secret and his; and as he had deadly
-weapons about him, might have led to the death of us. Indeed, father, I
-felt too much frightened to say a word."
-
-"Were you not afraid, Dorothy, to shew him up stairs?" said Mrs.
-Rushmere.
-
-"Yes, and felt still more afraid, while alone with him there. But our
-safety depended upon seeming to think him what he pretended to be. My
-indifference lulled his suspicions to sleep."
-
-"It has been a wonderful deliverance," said Mrs. Rushmere, solemnly,
-"wrought by God, through the hands of a simple country girl. Let us go
-down upon our knees, Lawrence, and thank Him humbly and heartily, for
-His great mercy."
-
-"Amen," responded the yeoman. "Dorothy, my child, kneel down beside me,
-and lift up your heart in prayer."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-DOROTHY GAINS FURTHER KNOWLEDGE OF THE WORLD.
-
-
-The next morning, Mr. Rushmere and his hired man, tracked the robbers by
-their foot-prints in the snow; and the marks of blood that stained its
-new fallen whiteness, over the low meadows in front of the house down to
-the sea shore. At the water's edge, all trace of them was lost. It was
-evident, however, by many foot marks on the sand at one particular spot,
-that a boat during the night had been put off from the beach, in which
-the robbers, in all probability, had effected their escape; and that
-they formed a portion of a notorious gang of smugglers that infested the
-coast.
-
-Before noon, Dorothy's adventure was known all over the parish, and
-formed the theme of conversation, in the dwellings of both rich and
-poor. Some applauded her courage and coolness, and lauded the generous
-self-devotion she had shewn to her foster parents, in hazarding her own
-life, in the attempt to save them.
-
-But the number of those capable of appreciating the heroism of the young
-girl was few. The larger portion of the community were the envious
-detractors and slanderers, who never can see any merit in noble actions,
-of which they are themselves incapable.
-
-Dorothy in this, as in other matters, had her enemies as well as her
-friends.
-
-"Only think of that horrible, bold creature--that Dorothy Chance," said
-Nancy Watling, addressing a knot of gossips, gathered round the small
-shop in the village, to retail the news, and procure, on the sly, a
-little smuggled tea, from the mistress of the establishment. "She has
-actually gone and shot a man, or next thing to it. Such a wicked
-unwomanly act. If I were Mr. Rushmere I'd be afraid of her robbing and
-shooting me."
-
-"Bless me! Miss Nancy, do tell us how it all happened," cried Mrs. Lane,
-the vendor in small wares. "I thought that girl looked as meek as a
-lamb. I'll never trust in good looks again."
-
-"Pray don't, ma'am, or you'll be sure to be deceived. She's a wolf--a
-perfect wolf. She shot the fellow in cold blood, after he had left the
-house, and the door was secured against him. I never heard of such a
-piece of diabolical cruelty."
-
-"She desarves to be hanged, she do," cried Letty Barford. "She'd think
-as little of coaxing a woman's husband from her, as she wu'd of shooting
-a thief like a doorg."
-
-"And did the poor man really die?" asked a pale young woman, hugging a
-very small red-haired baby closer to her breast, as if she expected
-this ferocious Dorothy Chance to come and shoot it.
-
-"The goodness knows!" continued Nancy, "it will not be her fault if he
-escaped."
-
-"Nonsense, Nancy Watling, how spiteful you be," remarked the elder Mrs.
-Barford, joining the group. "Perhaps it's all false. A tale got up for
-the nonce, in order to frighten away thieves from the house. I would not
-like to live in such a lonesome place, and old Rushmere, the only man on
-the premises of a night. After this I hope they will let the servant
-board with them."
-
-"Aha," cries Letty, "mother's now just let it out. Doan't I begin to
-smell a fox. Dolly played this trick on the old folks to get a young
-feller into the house. Well, she be a deep un, she be."
-
-"You may be right, Mrs. Letty," returned Nancy Watling, "that artful
-creature is capable of anything."
-
-Thus her neighbours talked of Dorothy, suggesting the worst motives as
-the cause of her recent adventure. Fortunately that much abused
-individual was not conscious of the cruel manner in which her conduct
-was misrepresented by these worthies, or the envy and malice with which
-they sought to traduce her. She had little time to listen to the idle
-tale-bearers, who are ever ready to fetch and carry from house to house
-ill-natured reports, which, if they do not invent, they never fail to
-exaggerate, and leave worse than they found them.
-
-Mrs. Rushmere's health had greatly declined since Gilbert left them, and
-the entire management of the house now devolved on Dorothy, who, without
-grudge or grumbling, put out all her strength of body and mind to meet
-the emergency.
-
-Gilbert had always worked the farm in conjunction with his father, but
-since he left his home a man had been hired to fulfil the duties which
-he had recklessly abandoned. This involved considerable trouble and
-much additional expense. Every exertion was necessary to make the poor
-farm pay for the extra hand employed.
-
-A larger dairy was necessary, the greatest industry and the strictest
-economy were called into requisition, to make both ends meet, and lay by
-a little for the future.
-
-Dorothy was up with the dawn, and the night was often far advanced,
-before the labours of the day were finished. Her board and clothing, the
-latter of the very plainest description--was all that the noble-hearted
-girl received for her unremitting toil.
-
-Weary and overtasked, she never repined. The Rushmeres had protected her
-friendless childhood; they were Gilbert's parents, and that was enough
-to satisfy the warm loving heart, that only lived for him and them--her
-unselfish nature needed no stronger stimulus for exerting herself in
-their behalf.
-
-She was often told by busy tattlers that she was a fool for working so
-hard for such poor wages, that she would earn a better living for
-herself elsewhere; but she always silenced these mischief-makers, by
-coldly telling them "to mind their own business, that she was
-comfortable and contented, and stood in no need of their advice and
-assistance."
-
-She would have found a great consolation in writing to Gilbert, and
-telling him all the troubles that had befallen her since they parted;
-but on a careful examination of his letter, she perceived that he had
-omitted to give them his direction, or the slightest clue to discover
-his whereabouts, and she was forced to abandon the idea. He had written
-once--it was more than probable that he would soon write to them again.
-
-But then--that terrible battle that was to be fought, haunted her mind
-like a waking nightmare. He might be killed, and those to whom he was so
-dear might never learn his fate till the regiment returned to England.
-Then tears would cloud the beautiful black eyes, and the labours of the
-long day fell more heavily from the willing hands. She could not cheer
-the absentee with the home news, for which he craved so eagerly; she
-could only prove her undying love, by infusing fresh hope into the
-drooping hearts of his parents, and praying for his safety.
-
-In January, the battle of Corunna was fought, and the heroic Sir John
-Moore found a soldier's grave upon the ramparts of the city.
-
-Lawrence Rushmere came home from market greatly excited. He had borrowed
-the county paper of a farmer he knew, and Dorothy was called to read to
-the old people the thrilling account of the battle, that had been dearly
-bought by the loss of the gallant British leader.
-
-The ---- regiment was spoken of in the highest terms; it had been in the
-heat of the action, and had been terribly cut up.
-
-The number, not the names of the private soldiers who had been killed,
-was alone recorded. Captain Fitzmorris was mentioned as having been
-severely wounded--the rest of the sad list were all strangers to them.
-
-There was a long pause.
-
-Dorothy softly put down the paper, and walked to the window. Her lips
-were silent, but her heart poured forth an earnest prayer for her absent
-lover. She heard the deep sobs of his mother, and her own tears gushed
-forth, to relieve the intolerable anguish of suspense--that worst
-torture of the human heart.
-
-Rushmere was the first to speak. His voice was husky and tremulous. "I'm
-not a rich man," he said, "yet I would almost give all I have in the
-world to know this hour that I have a living son."
-
-"Oh, my boy! my Gilly!" cried the fond mother, "we shall yet see him
-again!"
-
-"Whether he be dead or living," continued the farmer, too much absorbed
-by his own anxious fears to notice the words of his wife, "I am sartain
-sure that he acquitted himself like a man. Aye, that a' did." His eyes
-kindled as he raised them to the picture over the mantel-shelf. "An' no
-thanks to him. Is he not a Briton, wi' the blood of brave men running in
-his veins? To fight well for his country, an' to die for't, if need be,
-was only what his fathers did afore him. Courage was born in 'em all."
-
-The burst of enthusiasm over, the old man closed his eyes, and sank back
-in his chair, muttering, in a subdued voice.
-
-"Ah, it's very fine talking, but natur is natur after all. It doth not
-remove the fear that's gnawing at my heart about the lad. What do'st
-thou say, dame?"
-
-He opened his eyes wide, to keep back the fast coming tears, and fixed
-them with an earnest gaze upon the meek pale face of his wife.
-
-She rose up slowly from her seat, came behind his chair, and pulling his
-head back, bent reverently down and kissed his broad forehead.
-
-"God comfort thee, Lawrence. He knows what is best for us. I can't feel
-that Gilly is dead. Something in my heart tells me that he is living. I
-never mistrust that voice."
-
-"God bless you, mother dear, for the cheering hope," said Dorothy,
-smiling through her tears. "You were a true prophet before. Why should
-you be deceived now? How I wish," she continued in a sadder tone, "that
-I had more faith. That I could really believe that Gilbert was safe and
-well."
-
-"My heart seldom deceives me," said the old lady, "or I should say, that
-mysterious something that speaks in my heart. While God gives us this
-blessed hope, I don't think it right to look only on the dark side of
-things. 'Tis mistrusting His providence."
-
-Mr. Rushmere had no such hope. Nothing would convince him that his son
-was alive. The more his kind wife exerted herself to comfort him, the
-more obstinately he persisted in maintaining his own sombre views. Mrs.
-Rushmere thought that a good night's rest would restore his mind to its
-usual serenity. She was mistaken. He never slept that night at all, but
-kept lamenting for Gilbert, and calling upon him through the long hours
-of darkness; accusing himself of being the cause of his death, by
-refusing to santion his marriage with Dorothy.
-
-"And the poor little maid," he said, "it was piteous to look in her face
-an' see her pining away for the loss o' her sweetheart. He had been a
-cruel hard father. It was only just that he should be punished for his
-pride and avarice."
-
-Dorothy tried to master her own mental sufferings, (for, like the old
-man, she believed that Gilbert was dead,) in order to lessen his
-sorrowful self-upbraidings, till she could bear the agonies of suspense
-no longer, and determined to take a bold step to ascertain the truth.
-
-Lord Wilton had just returned to Heath Hall, and was the father of the
-Captain Fitzmorris, under whom Gilbert served. She argued that it was
-more than probable that he had heard from his wounded son, and through
-him they might obtain some news of Gilbert. It was a forlorn hope, but
-drowning people catch at straws. She would say nothing to the old
-people, but go herself, and see Lord Wilton, and try if he would
-interest himself in their behalf, and find out if their son had been
-killed in the engagement.
-
-When once this idea had taken possession of her mind, she could not rest
-until it was carried out. She had many fears and misgivings on the
-subject, but love conquered them all, and she resolved to make the
-effort as soon as her morning's work was over.
-
-The aristocracy in the present day are not regarded with the solemn
-awe, that their very names inspired among the peasantry sixty years ago.
-A great lord was a sort of demi-god in his own district; it would have
-been sacrilege to imagine that he was made of the same flesh and blood
-as his tenants and hirelings.
-
-People lowered their voice, and spoke of him in mysterious tones, when
-they mentioned his name and told of his doings. If they met upon the
-road, they stood with uncovered heads, till the majestic presence had
-passed by, without daring to lift their eyes to his face, lest he should
-feel annoyed by their vulgar gaze.
-
-They all knew that King George was their lawful sovereign, and every
-fourth of June they met in the nearest town, to shout his name and drink
-his health on his birth-day, and felt very loyal and very proud of their
-sovereign. But they had never seen this famous king, and only knew of
-him by hearsay.
-
-It was after all the great man of the parish, the lord of the manor, to
-whom their real homage was given, whom they regarded as their legitimate
-ruler. It was he who fixed their tithes and rent, and was the stern
-magistrate before whom they appeared at the quarter sessions to answer
-to complaints and misdemeanors.
-
-Dorothy had never seen Lord Wilton. He had inherited a very fine estate
-in Devonshire through his mother. Preferring the climate and scenery of
-that country to his own, he rarely visited Heath Hall, the genial
-breezes of the south, agreeing much better with a shattered
-constitution, than the rude gales of the bleak north-east coast. It was
-only lately that he had returned to his native place, and had expressed,
-in an eloquent speech, made at a public dinner given on the important
-occasion, his determination of ending his days in the home of his
-ancestors.
-
-Great had been the rejoicing of his tenantry at the return of their
-long absent landlord. An insolent overbearing steward had reigned
-absolute monarch of the soil, during a long period of fifteen years. A
-most unpopular substitute, hard and exacting, who had carried things
-with a high hand, extorting from the tenantry a fortune, at the expense
-of his lord's reputation.
-
-But this was all changed. The unjust steward had been discharged, and
-Lord Wilton had gained golden opinions from his poorer neighbours, by
-listening kindly to their relation of grievances, and redressing them to
-the best of his ability.
-
-His return had formed the nine day's wonder of Hanstone, his name was in
-everybody's mouth, and people were never tired of talking about him, of
-his personal appearance, his politics, his religious opinions, which
-they observed were peculiar, his great wealth, and even his long
-cherished grief for a wife, who had been dead upwards of twenty years,
-and for whose sake he had remained a widower for the best period of his
-life.
-
-Some called him proud, some called him cold and reserved, but all agreed
-that he was a good man, though rather eccentric, and very kind to the
-poor.
-
-He went very little into society, was seldom a day absent from the Hall,
-but took great seeming delight in long rambles on foot, or on horseback,
-about the parish, visiting the sick poor, and dispensing his charity
-with his own hands.
-
-A pale, silent melancholy man, of temperate habits and literary tastes,
-and scarcely likely to become popular among a set of rude
-agriculturists, Lord Wilton was not only popular but beloved by all
-classes, for he was alike gentlemanly and benevolent to all.
-
-He had been a soldier in his youth, and had fought bravely for his
-country, but a serious wound, received during the American war, had
-injured his health, and unfitted him for active service. He had
-possessed great political influence, and had earned the reputation of
-an eloquent speaker in the house; but he had withdrawn from the public
-arena, as if tired with the world and all things in it, to end his days
-in the quiet and retirement of the country.
-
-Dorothy had heard all these circumstances in his lordship's history
-discussed at church and market, and she felt a great awe of the big man,
-and the idea of appearing before him, in her rustic simplicity, troubled
-her exceedingly. In vain she said to herself,
-
-"He is but a man. Is it not cowardly to feel afraid of him? If he does
-not return me an answer, or refuses to listen to me, it won't kill me. I
-can't see father pining and fretting himself to death about his son,
-without doing something to relieve his mind. I will go, come what may.
-Besides," she added, with charming candour, "I want to hear news of
-Gilbert as badly as he does."
-
-Having arrived at this conclusion, Dorothy dared not wait to let her
-courage cool, but dressing herself very neatly, slipped out at the
-back-gate, and took her way over the fields to Heath Hall.
-
-Pincher met her in the lane, but she sternly told him "to go home,"
-fearing lest his rugged appearance, and countrified manners, might not
-suit the high bred dogs at the Hall.
-
-It was a keen frosty morning, cold but cheery looking. Gleams of pale
-sunshine rested upon the mossy trunks of the mighty oak trees, that
-flanked the entrance to the park, and danced and quivered among the
-fantastic shapes thrown by their leafless branches on the ground. The
-air was clear and bracing, the crisp grass, with its coating of crystal,
-rustled beneath her feet, as Dorothy walked briskly forward, in spite of
-her trepidation and fears for the result of her visit, charmed by the
-beauty of the scene.
-
-The carriage road to the Hall was a long gradual ascent, winding among
-picturesque clumps of stately forest trees, the old building crowning
-the height of the hill, a grand baronial edifice, built in the middle
-ages, whose massy walls and towers seemed to bid defiance to decay.
-
-A flight of broad stone steps led to the entrance, but Dorothy knew that
-that carved and ornamented door was never opened but to titled guests,
-and she stole round, unobserved, to the back of the house, and rang at
-the gate that led to the servants' hall.
-
-Her gentle summons was answered by a tall powdered footman in blue and
-silver livery.
-
-"Miss Dorothy Chance! is that you? What has brought you out this cold
-morning? Fresh butter and eggs, I suppose. Have you any with you to
-sell?"
-
-"Not before the end of next week, Mr. Frisk," returned Dorothy, with a
-curtsey. "Our cows have fallen off greatly since the winter set in, and
-all the eggs I can get now are from a few March pullets, who began to
-lay some days ago."
-
-She looked up and smiled pleasantly, then added, in a lower tone, "I
-came on a little private business of my own. Can I speak with Mrs.
-Brand?"
-
-Mrs. Brand was the housekeeper, and well-known to Dorothy, from whom she
-generally bought most of her dairy produce, and one, whom Dorothy
-commonly specified as "the dear old lady at the Hall."
-
-Mrs. Brand had filled the important place of housekeeper for two
-generations, her own identity being completely merged in the superior
-grandeur of the family with whom she served. In her own estimation there
-was no such person as Mrs. Brand. The housekeeper to the great Lord
-Wilton, was honour enough to satisfy her moderate ambition.
-
-She was a busy bustling little woman, in a lace cap and rich black silk
-gown, who reigned in undisputed dignity over the domestics in the
-establishment. Held in great esteem by her noble master, Mrs. Brand was
-consulted by him on all matters of minor importance. Through her all his
-orders were conveyed to the servants, from her they received their
-wages, and were retained or discharged according to her pleasure. She
-was treated by them with a certain degree of homage, little inferior to
-that which they would have accorded to the legitimate mistress of the
-house.
-
-The old lady knew her power, and exercised it wisely and well, and truly
-deserved the character bestowed upon her by her lordly master.
-
-"An honest faithful woman, who had the interest of the family at heart,
-and who saved him a deal of trouble in the management of his domestic
-affairs."
-
-Dorothy Chance and her strange history were both well-known to Mrs.
-Brand. She had often called at Heath Farm, to order supplies of fresh
-butter and cream-cheese, and always spoke of the beauty and industry of
-the foundling in terms of praise, which had made her name quite familiar
-among the people at the Hall.
-
-Mrs. Brand was busy reckoning up her weekly accounts, in her own
-pleasant little room, when Mr. Frisk rapped at the door, and putting in
-his powdered head, said, in his blandest tones,
-
-"I'm sorry to disturb you, ma'am, but here is Dorothy Chance from the
-Farm, wishing to speak with you."
-
-Putting aside her papers, with rather a vexed air--(for the ordering of
-her accounts was always a great task to the good housekeeper,)--she told
-the tall footman to show the young woman in.
-
-"Well, Dorothy," she cried, holding out her hand to the bright girl, as
-she stood all glowing and radiant from her walk before her, "what is
-your business with me?"
-
-"Please, ma'am," returned Dorothy, blushing with pleasure at her kind
-reception, "I came to ask of you a very great favour."
-
-"Indeed! What is it, child? Do you wish to go into respectable service?
-Is it a character you require? If so I will give you a good one, with my
-whole heart."
-
-"Oh, no, ma'am, I am not going to leave home again. I wanted to say a
-few words in private to my lord."
-
-The old lady took off her spectacles, and looked sharply at Dorothy.
-
-"What can a young girl like you have to say to my lord? Will not saying
-it to me do quite as well?"
-
-"Perhaps it would. But indeed, Mrs. Brand, I would rather, if you think
-I am not too bold, say what I have to say to him myself."
-
-The housekeeper shook her head doubtingly--
-
-"Did you ever speak to Lord Wilton before?"
-
-"Never. I don't even know him by sight."
-
-Mrs. Brand looked relieved.
-
-"Then what can you have to say to him, my dear?"
-
-"It is a little private business of my own."
-
-Mrs. Brand looked very serious.
-
-"Have any of the servants here been making love to you, Dorothy?"
-
-"No, no, nothing of the sort," and Dorothy laughed merrily, "I know as
-little of them as I do of his lordship."
-
-"Lord Wilton is a single man," said Mrs. Brand, gravely. "Do you think
-it quite prudent for a young girl to ask him questions?"
-
-Dorothy looked puzzled. She certainly did not comprehend Mrs. Brand's
-prudery.
-
-"You see, ma'am," she continued, with the same charming frankness, "our
-Gilbert is with the army in Spain, and serves in the same regiment with
-Captain Fitzmorris, my lord's son. A great battle has been fought at
-Corunna, and we don't know whether Gilbert has been killed or not. Mr.
-Rushmere is fretting himself to death with anxiety about his son. I
-thought that Lord Wilton might be able to give us some information
-respecting him, and if I could but speak to himself, and tell him all
-the anguish we are suffering, I feel certain, by the character for
-benevolence that he bears, that he would either confirm or remove our
-apprehensions, by writing to his son, whose servant Gilbert is."
-
-"Aye--now you talk sense, Dorothy. You should have told me this at
-first. I have no doubt that his lordship will do what he can for you.
-Poor dear man, he has been in great trouble about Viscount"--Mrs. Brand
-placed a particular emphasis upon the title, as if to reprove Dorothy
-for her omission of it--"Fitzmorris, ever since he saw in the papers
-that he was badly wounded. He has shut himself up, and scarcely tasted
-food since he got the news. It may be some relief to his mind to know
-that a neighbour is fretting about an only son too. Sit down, Dorothy, I
-will go to his study and see if my lord can speak with you."
-
-In a few minutes the good woman returned, and told Dorothy to follow her
-to the library.
-
-"His lordship," she said, "was engaged just then finishing a letter, and
-would see her presently."
-
-As they were leaving the housekeeper's room, Mr. Frisk again presented
-himself, and with a low bow to Mrs. Brand, and a stare of intense
-admiration at Dorothy, informed the elder female that Mrs. Martin, the
-curate's wife, was waiting to speak to her.
-
-"Tell her to step in here, Frisk, I will be back directly. Something
-about the Sunday-school, that my lord is about to establish," whispered
-Mrs. Brand to Dorothy. "They cannot get on without consulting me. This
-Mrs. Martin, our curate's wife, my lord wants to be superintendent of
-the school. My lord says, she is a clever, well-educated person, and he
-knows best; but between ourselves, I think her a poor, broken-spirited,
-yea and forsooth, young woman, with a large small family, and a nursing
-baby. She does not like the project at all.
-
-"'Mrs. Brand,' says she, 'these Sunday-schools may answer very well in
-great cities, where the people are so wicked, but take my word for it,
-they will never do in a country-place, where the houses are so far
-apart, and the children have such a distance to come, and the winter
-days are so short. Besides, what's the use of my lord making such a fuss
-about teaching the poor. Does he want his servants to be as clever as
-himself--to read his books and papers instead of dusting his library.
-Learning and wealth make the only distinction between him and his
-people. If he gives them the one, the other will soon follow. It's
-little the poor folks will care for the title of my lord, when they find
-out that their title of free men possesses more real dignity.'
-
-"Yes, my dear, she had the impudence to speak of the nobility in that
-disrespectful manner, as if there was nothing at all in _blood_, or
-superiority of race."
-
-"I thought it was the fine clothes and the money made the difference,"
-suggested Dorothy, whose feelings were not so decidedly aristocratic as
-those of the well-paid domestic. "That, at least, in the church, the
-rich and poor met together, and the Lord was the maker of them all."
-
-"And so He is, Dorothy, for the Bible says so; but it is after a
-different fashion, as you will see, when you look at the pictures in
-the library of my lord's ancestors."
-
-"Ancestors! what be they?"
-
-"Why, Dorothy, are you so ignorant? Did you never hear father Rushmere
-talk of his ancestors? He comes of a good race. I have heard my lord
-say, that in the old times the Rushmeres owned this grand house, and
-nearly all the land in this and the neighbouring parish."
-
-Dorothy opened wide her large black eyes, full of surprise and wonder,
-and she looked around the vast hall they had entered, with its marble
-pavement and magnificent staircase of polished oak, in whose broad steps
-she could see the reflection of her own sweet face, and the beautiful
-carved railings presented fine specimens of mediæval art.
-
-"The Rushmeres don't look different now," she said, "from other folk.
-What brought about the change?"
-
-"They fought against their lawful king. Traitors are always punished,
-and so it has happened to them."
-
-"But could that change the _blood_?" asked Dorothy.
-
-"My dear, you have heard of wine turning sour when exposed to the common
-air. A clear stream becomes impure when it flows into a muddy marsh."
-
-Dorothy, with her shrewd common sense, could not comprehend Mrs. Brand's
-philosophy, and she thought it better not to contradict her, so
-reverting back to the Sunday-school, she inquired when it was to go into
-operation.
-
-"Directly my lord can get teachers to suit him. Mrs. Martin says, that
-she can't attend to it after the service, on account of her baby, and
-having to see to the other children, and she begged me to make her
-excuses to my lord. I thought that he'd be terribly angry. But, God
-bless him, he only laughed, and, says he, 'Mrs. Brand, the poor woman is
-right. But I don't mean my school to be knocked on the head by Mrs.
-Martin's baby. How many children have they?'
-
-"'Lots, my lord,' says I. 'Parsons have always large families. The
-poorer they be, the more children.' Then he laughs again. 'Do they keep
-a nurse-maid, Mrs. Brand?'
-
-"'Ah, my lord, they have barely enough to keep themselves. He has not
-more than eighty pounds a year.'
-
-"Then he sighs, and says, 'Ah, that is sad. I must see to that. The poor
-soul might well begrudge the time to be spent in attending to the
-school. Her own children have the first claim upon a mother's heart.
-When next Mrs. Martin calls, I must see her, Mrs. Brand.'
-
-"Now, Dorothy, this is my lord's library," continued the voluble
-housekeeper, showing her young companion into a spacious apartment
-fronting the park. "I must leave you here, while I go down to Mrs.
-Martin. You can amuse yourself by looking at the pictures till my lord
-comes."
-
-"And how am I to address him?" cried Dorothy, turning faint with fear.
-
-"Curtsey to him, when he comes into the room, and ask his pardon for the
-liberty you take in venturing to speak to him, and then tell him your
-business, in as few words as you can."
-
-"Am I to call him my lord every time I address him?"
-
-"Of course. But don't seem afraid of him. He says that he hates people
-to worship him, as if he were an idol of flesh and blood. He likes a man
-to speak out his mind like a man, which you know is very condescending
-on his part. He will find very few men in the country that dare do it."
-
-Dorothy thought she knew one, as the good woman closed the door, and
-left her alone in the magnificent apartment. Perhaps she was wrong in
-her estimate. Time will prove. And then she drew an involuntary sigh,
-when she recalled the housekeeper's words that the Rushmeres had, in the
-old times, been the owners of Heath Hall, and had lost it, because they
-could not bow down to idols of flesh and blood.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-DOROTHY AND LORD WILTON.
-
-
-Was Dorothy dreaming--could she really be awake--when she first stepped
-into that lofty room, and gazed upon her magnificent surroundings--was
-she in fairy land--was that the every day sun, that was pouring a flood
-of wintry light upon gilded cornice and carved panel--upon inlaid
-tables, covered with miniature gems of art, collected at great expense
-from distant lands?
-
-The best, the only oil paintings Dorothy had ever seen, were the
-pictures on the door of the cupboard, in the hall at Heath Farm. She had
-always thought them very terrible and beautiful--she did not know that
-they once had formed a part of the collection, which now dazzled her
-sight upon these walls. That persons competent to judge of their merit
-would in after years pronounce them of priceless value.
-
-"Oh, what a beautiful place. It is too grand to be inhabited by people
-who have to work for their daily bread--who have to wear mean clothes,
-and soil their hands with disagreeable labour."
-
-A deep sigh--the first of unfeigned regret for her lowly
-station--perhaps of envy--broke from the lips of the wondering girl.
-
-She was just then standing before a large mirror, which not only
-reflected her full length figure, but almost every other object in the
-room.
-
-Why does she start and gaze so intently into its magic depths. Is it the
-reflection of that lovely face--so fresh and glowing from the hands of
-the great life artist; which she has never beheld to such advantage
-before; that brings the heightened colour to her cheeks and upon which
-she gazes with such pride and pleasure? She stands spell bound. One hand
-lightly raised, her eyes immoveably fixed upon the glass.
-
-"Well, my pretty girl," said a rich mellow voice at her side, "what do
-you think of the picture?" This was said half in jest, half in earnest.
-
-Dorothy started. "It is very beautiful."
-
-"I think so too," returned the stranger, who was no other than Lord
-Wilton himself, smiling at the simplicity of his charming young visitor.
-
-"Did you ever see it before?"
-
-"Never!" said Dorothy, without removing her eyes from the mirror. "Is
-not the likeness wonderful? It makes me feel half afraid, as if the soul
-of the lady had returned to earth in me."
-
-"I see, I see what you are looking at now; yes, it is the same face, the
-same dark liquid eyes, the same rich wealth of raven hair," and he
-pointed to one of the beautiful family portraits, suspended upon the
-wall behind them; whose face was faithfully reflected in the glass, side
-by side with that of the young country maiden.
-
-"What a strange coincidence! can this be a mere freak of nature!" he
-continued musingly. "My good girl who are you, and what is your name?"
-
-There was an eager restless expression in the nobleman's melancholy dark
-eyes, as he turned to Dorothy and gazed upon her with a glance which
-penetrated to her inmost soul.
-
-Dorothy rightly surmised that the stranger was Lord Wilton. Her
-attention had been so forcibly drawn to the picture, that she only now
-began to recognize the fact. She thought that he was displeased by the
-familiar manner in which she had addressed him, and turning pale, began
-visibly to tremble.
-
-"Forgive me, my lord, for not calling you by your title; I meant to do
-so, but indeed, you took me by surprise; I hardly knew to whom I was
-speaking."
-
-And poor frightened Dorothy stopped, overwhelmed with the consciousness
-of her rudeness and presumption, and made several low and, for her, very
-graceful curtseys.
-
-Her companion regarded her with an amused but serious smile, "speak to
-me as you would to any other gentleman, and now answer my question. What
-is your name?"
-
-"Dorothy Chance, my lord."
-
-"Dorothy!" again he turned upon her that strange eager glance. "That
-lady's name was Dorothy!" and he looked up at the picture with a sigh.
-"She was the best of women. My dear and honoured mother--the Lady
-Dorothy Granville. Who are your parents? Who in this neighbourhood bears
-such an odd name as Chance?"
-
-"No one, my lord, saving myself, and I come by it oddly enough. I am the
-child of whom your lordship may have heard, who farmer Rushmere found
-upon the heath fifteen years ago, clinging to the bosom of her dead
-mother, who, it was supposed, perished during the night in a fearful
-storm. I could only just speak a few broken words, and could tell
-nothing about my poor mother, only that she called me her Dolly; so the
-good farmer had me christened Dorothy Chance, to signify that I came to
-him by _chance_. His wife adopted me as her daughter, and I have lived
-with them ever since."
-
-Lord Wilton listened with breathless attention. "Did your foster parents
-ever find out who your mother was?"
-
-"She was a stranger in these parts, no one had ever seen her before."
-
-"Was there anything on her person, or in her appearance by which she
-could be identified."
-
-"Nothing, my lord. Father has often told me that she must have been
-very poor; that he never saw a body so wasted by starvation and misery.
-Her clothing was very scanty and ragged, and composed of the coarsest
-materials, begged, he supposed, from some poor creature, not quite so
-destitute as herself. She was very young, and he thought, at one time,
-must have been very pretty. He cut off a lock of her hair--I have it
-here, my lord," and Dorothy took from her neck a black ribbon, to which
-was suspended a large old-fashioned silver locket, and put it into Lord
-Wilton's hand. It contained a thick tress of golden brown hair.
-
-He took the sad memento, all that remained to the poor girl of her
-mother, with a trembling hand, and went to the window to examine it.
-
-Over his pale face a more deadly pallor stole. He looked at it with a
-long earnest gaze, then returned it with a deep sigh to the wondering
-girl.
-
-"And this is all."
-
-"All but a plain wedding ring which I have on my finger."
-
-"Oh! let me see that."
-
-"It is just like any other ring of the sort, my lord. It can tell
-nothing."
-
-She held out her small sun-burnt hand.
-
-He clasped it eagerly in his own, and with some difficulty, drew the
-ring from her finger.
-
-This underwent the same strict scrutiny that he had bestowed upon the
-locket, but his countenance betrayed still deeper emotion.
-
-"Keep that ring!" he said solemnly, replacing it upon her finger. "Keep
-it as you would your life. It may be the means of restoring you to him
-who put it on your mother's finger. And the locket--was that hers?"
-
-"No, my lord; it was given to me by Mrs. Rushmere."
-
-"And these people--these Rushmeres--are they kind to you, Dorothy?"
-
-"Yes, very kind. The only friends I have in the world."
-
-"And what brought you to see me this morning?"
-
-"Oh, my lord, it was on their account I came. They have an only
-son--Gilbert Rushmere. Last summer--it was just in the middle of the hay
-tide, and we were very busy at the farm--Gilbert quarrelled with his
-father about me." Dorothy looked down and blushed.
-
-"Go on, my good girl!"
-
-"We had loved each other from boy and girl; but the old man would not
-give his consent to our marriage, and I would not marry Gilbert without.
-Father was so angry that he told me to leave the house, and hoping to
-make peace by so doing, I left and went to live at Hadstone with Mrs.
-Barford. I did not stay away long. Gilbert went and listed for a
-soldier, and I came back to comfort the old people in their trouble.
-Father would have bought Gilbert off, but he did not get the bad news
-until after he had sailed; and we have been so unhappy ever since."
-
-Here Dolly's voice, which had sank almost to a whisper, failed her
-altogether, and she turned from Lord Wilton to wipe away the tears that
-were streaming down her rosy cheeks.
-
-"Why did Mr. Rushmere object to his son marrying a good industrious girl
-like you?"
-
-"Ah, my lord, can you wonder at it?" sobbed Dorothy. "From my heart I
-never blamed him. The old man is proud--is come of a good stock; Gilbert
-is his only son; he could not bear that he should take for his wife the
-child of some nameless beggar. It was too much for me to ask or expect
-at his hands. After Gilbert was gone he relented, but it was too late
-then. Gilbert wrote some time ago, and told us that he was reconciled to
-his new life, and was serving in the ---- regiment under your son,
-Captain Fitzmorris, whose servant he was; that they were hourly
-expecting an engagement with the French. Oh, my lord, the battle has
-been fought, and we have not heard from Gilbert."
-
-Dorothy wrung her hands in uncontrollable anguish. "Mr. Rushmere is in
-despair. He will believe that his son is killed; and I slipped away
-unknown to him this morning to ask your lordship if you could tell me
-anything about him."
-
-"My poor girl, I will make inquiries respecting him, and let you know. I
-am just writing to my son. God knows if he be still alive. I can only
-hope and trust in his mercy. My mind, Dorothy, is just now overwhelmed
-by the same horrible anxiety which you find so hard to bear. This cruel
-suspense, this hope, which keeps alive despair, is the most painful of
-human maladies."
-
-He walked several times through the spacious apartment in deep thought,
-then suddenly returning to the side of the weeping girl, he took her
-hand and pressed it warmly between his own.
-
-"Dry your tears, Dorothy; you have deeply interested me in your sad
-history. You shall never want a friend while I live. If Gilbert Rushmere
-returns, and money be the only obstacle that separates you, tell Mr.
-Rushmere that I will give you a wedding portion that shall more than
-satisfy him."
-
-"My lord, I would rather you would not," said Dorothy, in a tone of
-alarm, withdrawing her hand, and looking as proud as the lady whose
-portrait she so strongly resembled. "If I am not worthy to be his
-daughter, penniless as I am, money could never purchase the love and
-respect I crave, and which could alone make me happy."
-
-"Bravo! my little heroine," cried Lord Wilton, the kindling cheeks and
-flashing eyes of Dorothy filling him with surprise and admiration. "Your
-nobility exceeds mine; I am only noble by birth, but your lofty spirit
-springs from a greatness of mind inherent in your nature."
-
-"My lord!" said Dorothy, "you speak too highly of that which I only
-consider my duty. I feel most grateful to you for your kindness, for
-your generous sympathy in my sorrow, but I cannot accept your bounty.
-And now I will leave you, and carry your gracious promise about Gilbert,
-to his parents, which will dry their tears and make them very glad."
-
-With a low reverence, the country girl glided from the room.
-
-Lord Wilton remained standing by the table where she left him; his arms
-folded, his eyes bent upon the ground, lost in profound thought. An
-expression of intense mental suffering passed over his face; he clasped
-his hands tightly together and spoke unconsciously aloud.
-
-"At last the long search is over. The hope deferred--the agony of doubt
-and fear has culminated in the grave. Death--and such a death! Oh, my
-God! I see--I feel it all. Destitute--forsaken--alone. Her sole
-attendants, starvation and despair--perhaps crime. Who can tell the
-straits to which misery may have reduced its unfortunate victim. To die
-amidst storm and darkness with a helpless little one clasped to the fond
-heart growing cold and unconscious, in the chill embrace of the
-destroyer. Alice, my beloved, my lost darling, such then was your
-fate. * * *
-
-"Were your last thoughts with me in that desolate hour? Did you forgive
-me, for the sorrow and suffering which my selfish love had drawn down
-upon that innocent head. If you can read my heart, pity me, oh pity me,
-for I am desolate and in misery! Never, never can we meet again. Never
-can I now make atonement for the wrongs I inflicted. Never hope for
-peace or happiness again. The past irrevocable--the future a blank.
-Remorse may punish--it cannot restore. The vain regrets--the unsatisfied
-cravings of the tortured heart, have made earth a hell for the last
-twenty years, and vengeance is now complete. Oh, my God, have mercy
-upon me! I cry to Thee in the stilly night. I stretch my hands out to
-Thee in the darkness, but no answer of peace comes to my agonized
-prayers."
-
-He bowed his head upon his trembling hands. The storm of conscience
-swept on--all its waves went surging over his soul, and broke forth in
-stifled moans, wrung from the depths of the bruised and tortured heart.
-At length he grew calmer, and began to reason on the facts of the case.
-
-"I may be mistaken. What proof have I that the nameless vagrant was my
-lost love? A lock of sunny hair--a ring--the likeness of her child to me
-and mine. The cold unfeeling men of the world would laugh such evidence
-to scorn."
-
-He glanced up at his mother's picture, and his thoughts took a new turn.
-"Yes, that lovely girl is her child. Did not my heart burn within me,
-while she was talking with me? Did I not long to clasp her in my arms
-and claim her as my own--the all that is left me of my beloved?
-
-"I will restrain my feelings. I will not take her from her happy
-obscurity--separate her from the man she loves. The secret which her
-mother kept so bravely for my sake, which she carried down with her to
-the grave, shall rest there. I will keep down my swelling heart--will
-chain my lips in eternal silence, and prove my love for her by
-self-abnegation."
-
-A low rap at the door was several times repeated before it was noticed
-by Lord Wilton.
-
-"My lord," said Mrs. Brand, presenting herself before him, with her
-usual deep reverence, "Mrs. Martin is below, and wishes to speak with
-you." Struck with the unusual paleness of her master's face, and its
-melancholy expression, she said, with maternal anxiety.
-
-"My lord, you are ill. You must not give way about Lord Fitzmorris. His
-wounds may not be so dangerous as they are represented. Newspapers do
-not always tell the truth."
-
-"Mrs. Brand, he is my only son," returned the nobleman, not sorry to
-find his grief attributed to a legitimate cause. "The uncertainty
-respecting him depresses me greatly. If I knew the worst, I could bear
-it like a man. Show Mrs. Martin up. I can speak to her now."
-
-Mrs. Martin was a thin delicate looking woman, very pale, and very
-care-worn, with an expression of patient endurance in her face, painful
-to behold. She was no worshipper of rank or wealth, though a perfect
-lady in her appearance and manners. Experience had taught her that money
-was an imperative want, by no means to be despised; that without an
-adequate supply the necessaries of life could not be procured. That love
-in a cottage was a pleasant dream. The waking reality by no means so
-agreeable.
-
-"My lord," she said, addressing him with great candour and firmness, "I
-have given your proposal the most careful consideration, and willing as
-I am to oblige you, and to discharge a Christian duty, I find that I
-cannot conscientiously undertake the management of your school. I have
-six children. The eldest a boy of nine years old, the youngest a baby of
-only three months."
-
-Her pale cheeks flushed.
-
-"We are too poor, my lord, to keep a servant. I take care of my own
-children, and do the work of the house. Henry is too young to be
-entrusted with the charge of so many little ones during my absence at
-school, and my mind would be so full of anxiety about them, that I could
-not attend to my scholars as I could wish. I hope you will take these
-unfortunate circumstances as a sufficient apology for my declining the
-situation."
-
-"We are all called upon to make sacrifices for the good of our
-fellow-creatures, Mrs. Martin, but we must not do so at the expense of
-more sacred duties. I should be sorry to lay upon you, my dear madam, a
-burthen greater than the one you have already to bear. Now listen to
-what I have to propose, and I think we can arrange the matter to our
-mutual satisfaction. Mr. Conyers, the vicar, allows your husband eighty
-pounds a year for his ministerial services. A small remuneration for a
-well-educated man, and a good preacher, who has to support a large
-family and pay rent for the cottage in which he resides.
-
-"The vicar draws from the parish an income of fifteen hundred per annum,
-and could afford to give more. I now propose to allow you one hundred a
-year for taking charge of my school. Will you accept my terms, and by so
-doing confer upon me a great obligation?"
-
-Mrs. Martin burst into tears. "Oh, my lord, it would make our desert
-blossom as the rose, and give the poor children bread and meat, where
-they now only get a scanty supply of bread and milk. In our daily
-prayers, we shall not forget to ask our Heavenly Father to bless you for
-your munificence."
-
-"I am not quite so disinterested and benevolent as you think me,"
-returned the lord of the manor, deeply moved by her tears, for Mrs.
-Martin was the last person in the world from whom he would have expected
-such a display of feeling.
-
-"This school is a pet scheme of mine. I do not like to be disappointed.
-The miserable ignorance of the peasantry is a disgrace to the landed
-gentry, and loudly calls for reform. I want to lend a hand in washing
-out this foul national blot, and the co-operation of the clergy and
-their wives must be obtained, to do this in a proper Christian spirit.
-Their example will provoke to emulation the wives and daughters of the
-wealthy yeomanry; and after a few weeks you will find that we shall have
-plenty of pupils and teachers to assist in the good work."
-
-Lord Wilton spoke with enthusiasm, for the subject was very near his
-heart. Mrs. Martin who knew the poorer classes better than he did, and
-their decided aversion to book learning, looked rather incredulous. This
-was not the only difficulty to be overcome. The prejudice that existed
-in the minds of the agricultural employers to their servants being
-taught, was yet stronger than the indifference and apathy manifested by
-the poor people themselves.
-
-"My lord, you have a harder battle to fight than you imagine. The
-farmers prefer human machines to work for them, to rational thinking men
-and women. They tell me it is none of your business to instruct the
-poor. God made them so, and it is better for you to leave them as you
-find them. They don't want their servants to know as much as they do
-themselves."
-
-"They prefer slaves to freemen," suggested Lord Wilton. "It is strange
-how deeply that accursed system is implanted in the human heart. We need
-not go to the West Indies, or to the slave states of America, to see how
-it degrades the mind, and reduces man to the level of the brute. I hope
-the day is not far distant when both countries will abolish for ever
-this disgraceful traffic."
-
-"It will not be in our day," said Mrs. Martin, who, in spite of her many
-cares, possessed a considerable degree of humour, "without we should
-attain to the age of Methuselah."
-
-"God forbid. I do not covet length of days," returned Lord Wilton, "but
-I do hope to see that accomplished in my day, and during this
-generation. But I am rambling from the school altogether. It may be
-necessary for you to have an assistant to help you, and take charge of
-the younger classes. There was a nice amiable young girl here a few
-minutes ago, to inquire of me if I could tell whether young Rushmere had
-been killed in the battle of Corunna. Could you not press her into the
-service? She called herself Dorothy Chance. Do you know her?"
-
-"Everybody in the parish knows Dorothy Chance, my lord. She is rather a
-remarkable person. Did you ever hear how she got her odd name?"
-
-"Yes, yes," cried his lordship impatiently, dreading a repetition of
-what had occasioned him such intense pain. "It is not of that sad story,
-but of the girl's capabilities as a teacher, I want to speak. Can she
-read and write?"
-
-"Indifferently."
-
-"My dear Mrs. Martin," he now spoke with great earnestness, "will you
-increase my obligations to you, by giving this young girl, this Dorothy
-Chance, an hour's instruction daily in the usual branches of English
-education. She is very intelligent, and will make an excellent
-assistant, if properly trained for the work."
-
-"I respect Dorothy, and will do so with the greatest pleasure. When
-shall her schooling commence?"
-
-"Directly you can make the necessary arrangements. You shall not be the
-loser, Mrs. Martin, by the attention you may pay to this poor orphan
-girl. I cannot think of her strange history without emotion."
-
-"Lord Wilton is an angel of goodness," thought Mrs. Martin, "the most
-benevolent of men. It is seldom we meet with such in this hard world.
-Dorothy Chance has lived in the parish from a baby, but who among her
-neighbours ever thought of doing her a real service, uninfluenced by
-interested motives?"
-
-Lord Wilton had made two people supremely happy that morning. Dorothy
-had left his presence grateful for the kind sympathy he had expressed in
-her welfare, and confident that he would perform his promise in
-reference to Gilbert Rushmere; and Mrs. Martin felt the heavy load of
-poverty, that was crushing her to the earth, suddenly removed. Visions
-of peace and plenty, of warm clothing and sufficient food for her
-family, cheered and elevated her heart. When once alone in the park, she
-returned thanks to the Almighty for his goodness.
-
-"It is not in man," she cried, "to do acts of kindness and generosity
-like this. It is of God, from whom all goodness, directly, or
-indirectly, flows, who has influenced the mind of this noble gentleman
-to help us in our present distress."
-
-The school project that had filled her with such dismay, now appeared in
-the light of a blessing. She was glad that Dorothy had been selected for
-her assistant. She knew the kindly disposition of the girl, who had
-often left a roll of nice fresh butter, or a cream cheese, at her humble
-dwelling, as a small token of her respect; and she had often wished she
-had the power to show her some small favour in return, for her
-offerings of love.
-
-At the park gates she overtook Dorothy, who had sauntered leisurely
-homewards, recalling to memory every word that had passed between her
-and Lord Wilton. Marvelling at the grandeur of the Hall, and still more
-at the gracious reception he had given her--
-
-"Mrs. Martin," she said, when that lady joined her, "is not Lord Wilton
-a kind good man? I feel as if I could love him with my whole heart. I
-felt so afraid of him before I saw him--and he treated me as politely as
-if I had been a lady. How can people call him proud and cold? I shall
-never think of him without coupling his name with a blessing."
-
-"He deserves it, Dorothy. He has made me very happy. He has promised to
-give me a hundred a year for superintending his school. A hundred a
-year--think of that. It appears quite a fabulous sum to me. It will
-double our income. And do you know, Dorothy, he wants you to be my
-assistant?"
-
-"But," and Dorothy stopped suddenly, "I am not qualified for undertaking
-such an important situation. My knowledge is so limited, it would be the
-blind leading the blind. I can read a chapter to father in the Bible,
-but the hard names sadly puzzle me. I write a poor cramped hand, which I
-can hardly make out myself, and know very little about figures. I can
-cast up little sums in my own head better than I can on paper. It has
-always been the cherished wish of my heart to get a little more
-education.
-
-"There are a heap of old books in a closet at the Farm, upon which I
-cast a longing eye, but they are all Greek and Hebrew to me. You know,
-dear Mrs. Martin, how I am situated. I have all the work of the house
-upon my hands; and when night comes, I am so tired and sleepy, that I am
-glad to go to bed; and father, at any rate, would not allow me to set
-up, and waste the candles in reading."
-
-"You must persuade the old people to hire a girl to help you, Dorothy.
-They can well afford it. Lord Wilton wishes me to instruct you, and it
-is too good a _chance_," she continued, laughing, "to let slip through
-your fingers. If you do not like to speak to them on the subject, I
-will. I shall feel only too happy to teach you, Dorothy, and Henry will
-add his valuable instructions to mine. I feel quite excited by the good
-news I have to tell him," she said, forgetting Dorothy, and once more
-reverting to her own affairs. "I left him in such low spirits this
-morning. We had not money to buy a loaf for breakfast, the children were
-hungry and discontented with only potatoes, and it was difficult to
-pacify them. I walked up to the Hall with such a heavy heart--but you
-see, Dorothy, how sinful it was to doubt the mercy of the Heavenly
-Father, who has almost miraculously supplied the daily bread my poor
-husband prayed for so earnestly this morning, and which my good Henry
-felt so certain would be provided to meet our wants."
-
-Dorothy's eyes were overflowing. As to Mrs. Martin, she sobbed aloud.
-
-The two women walked together in silence until they had crossed the
-heath. Their path here separated, Mrs. Martin following the downward
-course of the sandy lane, and Dorothy climbing the hill. They shook
-hands warmly as they parted, the curate's wife promising to call at the
-Farm next day, and have a talk with the old folks.
-
-"Poor thing," sighed Dorothy, looking after her, "we have our cares, but
-we never know what it is to lack an abundant supply of wholesome food.
-Now here is a lady, well educated and delicately nurtured, who is
-destitute of the common necessaries of life. This ought to be a lesson
-to me, to be contented with my lot."
-
-Dorothy did not feel quite satisfied with herself on this point. She
-struggled hard to suppress a regretful sense of inferiority--a growing
-disgust and aversion to her laborious life, which had stolen into her
-mind since she had seen the interior of that lordly mansion, and beheld
-the beautiful works of art it contained; the taste and elegance
-displayed in the costly furniture, and the luxurious comfort which
-reigned everywhere.
-
-She looked down upon her coarse garments and sun-burnt hands, and
-contrasted them painfully with the regal beauty and costly apparel of
-the titled lady whose portrait she so strangely resembled.
-
-Why should the mere accident of birth, which neither could command, make
-such a startling difference? It was a mystery Dorothy could not
-comprehend? It seemed to her unjust--that made of the same flesh and
-blood, their situations should be so widely dissimilar, their lives lie
-so far apart. Then the words of the wise St. Paul came in to comfort
-her--"One star differeth from another star in glory,"--and she was
-terrified at the presumption that dared to question the wisdom and
-justice of the great Sovereign of the universe.
-
-"Still, it would be so pleasant to be a lady," thought Dorothy, "to have
-leisure to acquire knowledge. To be able to read all those splendid
-books I saw in my lord's library. To examine, whenever I liked, those
-beautiful pictures, to play on that golden harp that stood in the corner
-near one of the large windows, and to live surrounded by such
-magnificence--never to be obliged to work in the fields, exposed to a
-hot sun, or to be addressed familiarly by rude vulgar people, who
-consider that they have a right to command your services."
-
-Poor Dorothy had unwittingly gathered that morning the fruit of the
-forbidden tree, and found the knowledge it imparted very bitter and
-indigestible.
-
-"This is downright wickedness!" she cried at last. "I am a foolish
-ungrateful creature, to try and measure the wide gulf that lies between
-the rich and educated, and the poor and ignorant by my feeble intellect.
-God has apportioned to each their lot; and why should I feel envious and
-discontented, that the best lot did not fall to my share?
-
-"What do I know of the joys and sorrows of these great people? I do not
-see the poisonous serpent lurking among the flowers in their gay
-gardens, or the shadows that may darken the glory of their day. Lord
-Wilton's rank does not exempt him from care. His handsome face is full
-of trouble and anxiety. Tears were in his eyes when he mentioned his
-son. He felt just as uneasy about him, as father does about Gilbert. A
-lord, after all, is but a man."
-
-Having arrived at this conclusion, the cloud passed from Dorothy's
-bright face, her step grew lighter, and nature again smiled upon her
-like a divine picture, fresh from the hands of the Creator.
-
-She found dinner over at the farm-house, and the old people growing
-uneasy at her absence.
-
-"Where ha' ye been, Dorothy, lass?" asked Mr. Rushmere, in no gentle
-tone. "The red cow ha' calved, an' no one here to see 'un, an' mother
-had to carry her a hot mash hersel'."
-
-"I am sorry and glad," returned Dorothy, throwing her hat and shawl upon
-the table. "Sorry, that dear mother had to go out in the cold, and glad
-that old Cherry has got a calf. Is it a pretty one?"
-
-"A real fine heifer," said Mrs. Rushmere. "It's a mortal pity it came so
-early in the winter. I fear we can never rear it--an' the mother such a
-splendid cow, an' comes o' such a good stock."
-
-"Don't be afraid, I mean to try," cried Dorothy, laughing. "You remember
-Ruby, what a fine beast he made, and father sold him for twenty pounds.
-He was a January calf."
-
-"Please yoursel', Dorothy. But, bless me, child, where ha' ye been all
-the while? I sought for you in the house and byre, and began to think
-you had left us altogether."
-
-"I have been up to the Hall."
-
-There was a slight elation in Dorothy's voice, and her eyes sparkled in
-anticipation of the surprise that she well knew her answer would call
-forth.
-
-"The Hall! What did a' want at the Hall, Dorothy?" asked Rushmere,
-taking the pipe from his mouth, while a dark cloud descended on his
-brow. "Never dare to go to the Hall again without my leave."
-
-"It was on your account I went, father," said Dorothy, turning pale and
-looking very much frightened, at the very different manner to that
-which she expected, in which her announcement had been received. "I went
-because I thought Lord Wilton could tell us something about Gilbert."
-
-"And did you see my lord?" asked Mrs. Rushmere, with a look of intense
-curiosity mingled with awe upon her simple face.
-
-"My lord," said Rushmere, with an ironical smile, contemptuously
-repeating his wife's words. "Surely he be no lord o' thine."
-
-"Lawrence, you always do speak so disrespectful of Lord Wilton. It does
-not become poor folk like us to despise our betters."
-
-"I owe him no favour, wife. I want no favours from him. It vexes me that
-the lass went to him on my affairs. As to his being better than me, I
-ha' still to learn that. My name is as good as his--in what do we
-differ? In the wealth, which by right belongs to me, of which a
-rascally king robbed my brave ancestors to reward his unprincipled
-favourite. It grieves my heart that a son of mine should be a servant to
-his son--an' that girl must bring me still lower, by reminding Lord
-Wilton of the degradation."
-
-When the blood of the old man waxed warm, and he felt wrathy, he forgot
-half his provincialisms, and spoke and looked more like a gentleman. His
-wife felt little sympathy in her good man's anger, still less in his
-pride, which she was wont, behind his back, to speak of as perfectly
-ridiculous.
-
-"Dorothy," she whispered, "what did my lord say about Gilbert?"
-
-"He promised to write to Lord Fitzmorris, and obtain all the information
-he could respecting him. Oh, mother," she added, in a low voice, "he was
-so kind."
-
-"But were you not afraid of speaking to a lord. I never spoke to a lord
-in my life. Lawrence is listening to what I am saying. Come upstairs,
-Dorothy, an' tell me all about it."
-
-Dorothy was not sorry to escape from the storm that was lowering upon
-the yeoman's brow, to pour into Mrs. Rushmere's attentive ear all that
-she had seen and heard at the Hall.
-
-She dwelt at great length upon the generous offer made by Lord Wilton,
-through Mrs. Martin, to give her a good education, and fit her for an
-assistant in his school.
-
-"Mr. Rushmere will never give his consent to that, Dorothy. It will
-anger him more than your going to the Hall," said Mrs. Rushmere, shaking
-her head. "If the proposal comes from Mrs. Martin, an' she does not go
-to contradict any of his notions, he may, perhaps, listen to her, for he
-thinks her a good woman, an' her husband an excellent preacher, though
-little he profits by the parson's sermons, I must say that."
-
-"It would not be just to Lord Wilton not to give him the credit due to
-his generosity."
-
-"I am sure he would prefer it, Dorothy. I don't think he likes to make
-his charities public. If you are a wise child, you will keep his share
-in the business a profound secret. Were it known, it would set all the
-ill-natured tongues in the parish at work. Such women as Letty Barford
-and Nancy Watling would neither spare you nor your noble patron."
-
-Dorothy thought over the matter for a few minutes. She had had a bitter
-experience of what Mrs. Grundy could say, and felt a wholesome dread of
-that slanderous individual.
-
-"You are right, dear mother, as you generally are. I will not mention
-the subject to father, or any one else. Let him and Mrs. Martin fight it
-out. She is such a sensible woman, she is very likely to get the better
-of his prejudices; and I know him so well, that he would rather yield to
-a stranger than to us."
-
-Mrs. Rushmere laughed heartily.
-
-"Aye, Dolly, he would call that our attempting to wear his breeches.
-Good lack! I never tried to put them on in my life, but he'll come
-fussing about my work, perking into pots and pans, and hunting up dust
-in odd corners, but I durst not tell him that he has put on my
-petticoats, which would be only fair, an' just as true as t'other
-thing."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-A DISCUSSION.
-
-
-Mrs. Martin had not named the hour she had promised to call at the Farm.
-Dorothy, however, kept a good look out for her new friend, while
-pursuing her domestic avocations, and when she saw her coming down the
-lane she ran to meet her.
-
-After discussing for some time the school matter, and her probable
-chance of success, Mrs. Martin thought she could prevail upon Mr.
-Rushmere to let Dorothy attend an evening school, for an hour, three
-times during the week, without making any mystery about it.
-
-She was not aware, as Dorothy was, of the stubborn obstinacy of his
-character, which, combined with old hereditary prejudices, made him a
-very difficult person to deal with.
-
-She found the yeoman in the big hall, putting in rake handles, to be
-ready against they were wanted, for the day was cold and rough without,
-and the old man was one who always made a boast of taking time by the
-forelock.
-
-He would have made a fine study for the pencil of Wilkie or
-Gainsborough. His regular but strongly marked features, reflecting the
-energy with which he pursued his employment; his cheeks ruddy with
-exertion; and his snow-white hair falling in long wavy curls upon his
-ample shoulders.
-
-Pincher was sitting erect upon his haunches beside him, dividing his
-attention between his master and watching the progress he made in his
-work; and the frisking of Dolly's kitten, Rory, who was playing with
-the tail of his demure-looking mother, who lay sleeping upon the hearth.
-
-"Always busy, neighbour Rushmere," said Mrs. Martin, stepping briskly up
-to the old man. "It would be a wonder to find you napping."
-
-"Aye, ma'am, lazy folk are no good," he replied, looking up and shaking
-hands with her. "What brings you out this cold day? It's not weather for
-women folk. Some money, I suppose, to be collected for the church.
-Parsons are capital at that work. When they can't come themselves, they
-send their wives."
-
-"They know how difficult it is for an Englishman to say nay to a woman,"
-and Mrs. Martin rubbed her cold hands and laughed.
-
-"You are just right, ma'am, I never could resist their sweet voices--not
-I. From youth to age I have allers found women my best friends. God
-bless 'em. But let us come to the point at once. What do you want o'
-me? What am I expected to disburse?"
-
-"Neither silver nor gold this time."
-
-"Well, now, that's something uncommon. Surely you never came out this
-wintry day for the pleasure o' seeing an old man at work." He looked at
-her with a shrewd twinkle in his clear blue eyes, as if he suspected
-that her visit was not wholly disinterested.
-
-"I want you to allow Dorothy Chance to assist me in teaching in the
-Sunday-school, which is to go into operation in a few weeks. Her
-industrious habits and good character, which is well-known to the
-parish, eminently qualify her for instructing the young people of her
-own class. Will you permit her to take a share in the good work?"
-
-"No, a' will not," said the old man, a frown gathering upon his broad
-forehead; and he applied the spoke-shave with great vigour to the
-rake-handle in his grasp.
-
-"Who is to do her work at home, while she is drumming the A B C into the
-heads of children, whom God never meant to know B from a bull's foot. If
-you want money, I'll gi' that, but not the time o' my servant, that's
-more nor money's worth to me."
-
-Dorothy, who was standing on the hearth, from which she had been
-diligently sweeping the pile of shavings the farmer had scattered over
-it, winced at this. It was the first time she had ever heard the name of
-servant applied to her, by her foster parents. She thought it unkind and
-cruel, and her dark eyes flashed with a sudden fire, that dried up the
-gathering tears.
-
-Mrs. Martin, however, nothing daunted by this rebuff, and beginning to
-understand something of the character of the man with whom she had to
-deal, replied with the greatest coolness.
-
-"I spoke to you, Mr. Rushmere as Dorothy's father, not as her master. I
-thought that her welfare was as dear to you as that of your own child;
-and if report says true, she has been a good dutiful daughter to you."
-
-"Yes, I ha' naught to complain of on that score." This was said with a
-dogged air of sullen resistance.
-
-"Well, then, my friend, you surely will not deny her the privilege of
-joining in a Christian duty, and deprive her of the advantage of
-improving her scanty education. Such a course would be injurious to her,
-and would reflect no credit on you."
-
-"I don't allow a parson's wife to preach to me about my duty, or to
-interfere wi' my family matters," said Rushmere, dryly. "Politics and
-religion are subjects which belong o' right to men; women allers make a
-mess o' it, when they meddle wi' what they don't understand."
-
-Mrs. Martin, amused with the vehemence with which the old man spoke out
-his mind, replied, with a smile.
-
-"You will allow, however, Mr. Rushmere, that women have souls to be
-saved as well as men, and that a little education is necessary for them,
-to enable them to teach their own children. The religious instruction
-which a boy receives at his mother's knee, generally clings to him
-through life; and often is the silent monitor restraining him from the
-commission of great crimes in after years, when the most eloquent
-preaching from the pulpit has produced little moral change in his
-character. To teach poor ignorant children to read the Bible, to learn
-their duty to God and man, and to be contented with the state of life in
-which His good providence has placed them, is surely to confer upon them
-a great benefit. I have visited dying people in this parish, who barely
-knew their right hand from their left, who had never been taught to
-pray, and lived without a knowledge of Christ or of God, in the world.
-Now, it is not our intention to make scholars of such poor people, but
-to teach them how to become good Christians."
-
-"That sounds sensible like," mused the farmer. "You're a clever woman,
-Mrs. Martin. Aye, a cleverer woman than I thought you. But Dorothy wants
-instruction in such matters herself. How can she teach others?"
-
-"I am willing and anxious to fit her for this task. Let her come to me
-for an hour--only one short hour--three times during the week, and I
-will spare no pains to improve her education, and make her an excellent
-teacher."
-
-"Very kind o' you, ma'am, but who's to milk the cows, and attend to the
-house, while she's away?"
-
-"Father, I promise you, faithfully, that nothing shall be neglected,"
-cried Dorothy, eagerly, who saw, by the subdued anger in his face, that
-he was relenting. "I will rise an hour earlier, and will not study my
-lessons until the evening, when my work is all done."
-
-"Well," said Rushmere, slowly conceding the point. "I will gi' my
-permission only on one condition, and that is, Mrs. Martin, that you
-teach the lass no fine airs, no apeing of rich ladies, no wish to dress
-smarter, nor hold her head higher than her neighbours; nor to think
-herself better an' wiser than those who ha' been at the expense o'
-rearing her. When once a gal takes such notions into her head, she's
-good for naught. As to making our Dolly a Christian, I think she be that
-already.
-
-"And now, Mrs. Martin," he continued, with increasing energy, and
-handling his rake in a most warlike manner, "that you ha' had your say,
-and got your own way, which I 'spose you be used to with the goodman at
-home, will you tell me who's to be at the expense of this
-school--_school_?" repeating his own words with a sarcastic laugh. "What
-time ha' poor folk for learning, who ha' to work fourteen hours out o'
-the twenty-four, to earn bread for themselves and their children?"
-
-"I will tell you all about our plans the next time I come to see you,"
-said Mrs. Martin, who perceived she was treading upon dangerous ground,
-and was very well satisfied with her present position. "I hope, Lawrence
-Rushmere, you will become one of the best patrons of our institution."
-
-"Dorothy," turning to that individual, who was now beaming with smiles,
-her face all good humour and sunshine, "I shall expect you on Monday
-evening."
-
-"Ah, dear Mrs. Martin, Monday is our washing day. Will not Tuesday do as
-well?"
-
-"Yes, perhaps better. Monday is always a busy day in all working
-communities. We will say Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays. Will that
-suit you?"
-
-"Perfectly."
-
-Mrs. Martin went away delighted with the success of her negotiations,
-and so that matter was settled; though Rushmere, after the departure of
-his visitor, grumbled terribly at his want of resolution, in not
-sticking like a man to his first determination, and was very cross and
-contradictory to Dorothy and his wife during the rest of the day.
-
-Dorothy bore it all with exemplary patience, and resumed her work in
-such spirits, that she sang from the very joy of her heart. And such a
-voice as the little damsel had, it only wanted cultivation to have made
-her a fortune. Dorothy was not conscious of its surpassing excellence
-and power, though Rushmere often remarked to his wife, "that it was
-better than the best of music. It did his old heart good to hear the
-girl sing. She sang like a _trush_, and made him feel like a boy again."
-
-In the lives of most individuals, whether brought up in the seclusion of
-the country, or amid the turmoil of a great city, there is a turning
-point, whether for good or ill, that determines their future position,
-and either makes or mars their worldly prospects. A certain "tide," as a
-great writer has expressed it, "which, taken at the flood, will lead to
-fortune."
-
-This period had arrived in the hitherto obscure life of Dorothy Chance,
-and without speculating at all on the probable result of the change that
-a few days had made in her position, she embraced it with the ardour
-peculiar to her character, in which strength of mind and a gentle loving
-nature were blended most harmoniously together.
-
-Her visit to Heath Hall had kindled in her breast vague yearnings for
-mental improvement. She had never felt any pleasure in vulgar
-companionship, and always kept aloof from coarse scenes and unrefined
-amusements.
-
-Her very language differed from the common dialect of those by whom she
-was surrounded, and well-educated people marvelled at the grace and
-simplicity with which she expressed herself.
-
-She had lived out of the world, a pure and useful life; her mind deeply
-imbued with the poetry of nature--in fact, nature had been her only
-teacher. Of books she knew little. The Bible, and a book of old ballads,
-and some odd volumes of the "Spectator," comprised her literary lore;
-but she was never tired of poring over these--they afforded the only
-recreation of the few spare moments she could call her own, and their
-diligent perusal had doubtless contributed, in no small degree, to the
-improvement in her mind and manners.
-
-Beauty itself confers a certain air of dignity upon its humblest
-possessor. Numbers of women, thus richly endowed by nature, when called
-from a subordinate position to fill a higher station, have done so, with
-as much ease and grace, as if it had been inherited from birth.
-
-The most delightful trait in Dorothy's character was its perfect
-unselfishness; and what is still more rare, a deep and abiding sense of
-gratitude to the friends who had protected her childhood, and saved her
-from being brought up in the workhouse. This devotion had been expressed
-in every act of her life, and had induced her to give up the first love
-of a warm, truthful heart.
-
-Rushmere, though an honest, good man in his way, was incapable of
-appreciating a sacrifice which few would have made under the same
-circumstances. In a momentary impulse of generous feeling he had adopted
-Dorothy, but even then, he had in view the services she might in future
-render to his household.
-
-Having no daughter of his own, the beautiful little girl, and her
-winning ways, had grown into his cold, stern heart, and forced him to
-regard her with affection against his will. The idea of her becoming his
-son's wife, however, he rejected with contempt, and though in another
-fit of sudden benevolence, when the girl, by her courage and prudence,
-had saved his life and property, he had given his consent to their
-marriage, it was not without a settled conviction in his own mind, that
-Gilbert, if living, no longer wished to claim her as such.
-
-Pride, and the love of money, were the old man's besetting sins. He had
-toiled hard all his life, in accumulating the one, and had hoped that
-his son, by a fortunate marriage, might be the means of gratifying the
-other; and he viewed this sudden advancement in Dorothy's prospects with
-a jealous eye, as a not improbable means of drawing her and Gilbert once
-more together.
-
-Dorothy herself never had the least misgiving in her mind with regard to
-her lover's fidelity--they were, indeed, _parted_, but, in her
-estimation, not _divided_.
-
-How could Gilbert cease to love her, when her soul was devoted to him;
-and had not the old man at last given his consent; and did not she long
-to tell him that, and make him happy with the unexpected consummation of
-their treasured hope?
-
-Dorothy was very ignorant of Gilbert's real character. She had yet to
-learn that his mind was a reflex of his father's; that the same
-deep-rooted obstinacy formed the base of her lover's character. With a
-larger share of vanity, he also felt a deeper share of personal injury.
-His animosity once aroused, was a demon very hard to quell.
-
-Rushmere was often hasty and contrary, and pugnacious as a bull-dog, but
-at the same time, steady in his affections, and if unresisted in his
-angry moods, he came round of himself, often expressing the deepest
-regret for harsh or unreasonable conduct.
-
-He was honest and truthful, and a just master to his servants; and Dolly
-loved and venerated the old man, for the sterling good qualities he
-possessed, and willingly forgave all the faults, often remarking, when
-her mother had been vexed by some blunt, fault-finding speech from her
-stern husband,
-
-"Don't think of it, mother, you will always find some thistles among the
-finest corn. Father will forget it all before night."
-
-This was true. Rushmere did not treasure his wrath, but his son Gilbert
-did.
-
-The refusal Dorothy gave him to his father's face, was rankling still in
-his heart. When he left his home, it was not with any desire to spite
-his parents, especially his mother, to whom he was much attached, but
-out of revenge to Dorothy; for he well knew that in her heart he could
-not inflict a deeper wound.
-
-Mentally and morally, Gilbert Rushmere was quite unworthy of her love.
-Dorothy was so blind to this fact, that her great wish for educational
-improvement was in the hope that it might render her more deserving of
-his regard.
-
-Her sensitive nature had been deeply hurt that morning, by the rough,
-unfeeling manner in which Mr. Rushmere had called her _his servant_. She
-tried her best to forget it, but the ungracious thought would again and
-again intrude.
-
-"He might have spoken of me as his daughter, as he always calls me when
-we are alone. It was hard to degrade me in my own eyes before Mrs.
-Martin," argued poor Dorothy. "I am not a servant. I receive no
-wages--ask for none. Their love I consider is sufficient reward. Perhaps
-it is my ignorance that makes father so averse to my marriage with
-Gilbert; but then," she continued, musingly, "if that were the case, he
-would not be so much against my receiving instruction. I do not believe
-that he really wishes us to come together, and it was cruel of Gilly to
-write of me in that careless manner, as if it were a matter of
-indifference to him my marriage with another.
-
-"However, I mean to study in real earnest, to give my whole mind to it,
-and acquire all the knowledge I can. I feel a power within me, that has
-never been called into action. A something that is always waking up, and
-urging me to work out my own living, instead of depending on the charity
-of others. I have always tried to silence this voice--it seemed
-ungrateful in me to listen to it, but to-day it speaks to me in louder
-tones, urging me to lead a holy and useful life, and I now know," she
-cried, earnestly clasping her hands together, "that it is from God."
-
-With this conviction, deeply impressed upon her mind, Dorothy commenced
-her studies with Mrs. Martin, who had conceived a deep attachment to her
-young pupil.
-
-They got on swimmingly together. Dorothy's cheerful, hopeful temper and
-great patience, with the addition of an excellent memory, made the task
-of tuition light and agreeable to her friend, while the progress she
-made astonished her worthy preceptress, as much as it did Dorothy
-herself.
-
-
-END OF THE FIRST VOLUME.
-
-
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-
-Transcriber's Note: Missing end of paragraph punctuation has been
-inserted. Two printer's errors have been amended. Minntes is now
-minutes and ungateful is now ungrateful.
-
-
-
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