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diff --git a/42165-0.txt b/42165-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e478ef7 --- /dev/null +++ b/42165-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5565 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42165 *** + + THE WORLD BEFORE THEM. + + A Novel. + + BY + + MRS. MOODIE, + + AUTHOR OF "ROUGHING IT IN THE BUSH." + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + + VOL. I. + + + LONDON: + + RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. + + 1868. + + + + + LONDON: + + Printed by A. Schulze, 13, Poland Street. + + + + + +THE WORLD BEFORE THEM. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +DOROTHY AND HER LOVER. + + +"But, Dolly! father will never give his consent, you know that;" said a +male voice behind the hawthorn hedge, that skirted the deep, sandy lane +that led to Heath Farm. The tone, reproachful and irritating, in which +this was spoken, was answered in a sweet, calm voice. + +"Until he gives his consent, his frank, free consent, Gilbert, I cannot, +and _will not_ be your wife." + +"You are just as obstinate as the old man." + +"Ay, and as proud. But don't think for a moment, Gilbert, that I blame +your father. Were I in his place, I might think just as he thinks. If he +has higher views for his son than a marriage with a nameless girl like +me, his son should be the last to find fault. Don't let love blind you +to facts. Look them boldly in the face, as I do. I cannot forget what I +am, and what I owe to your father. The happy life I have led here from a +child, made me forgetful of the great debt until"--and here the calm +voice faltered--"the reproaches of last night brought it all fresh to my +mind, and I saw how ungrateful I had been to my benefactor, in giving +the least encouragement to you." + +"Yes, I shall not soon forget the cruel insult he put upon you. It was +mean and cowardly, to say the least of it. He might be proud to call you +his daughter, and his daughter you shall be, in spite of him." + +"There are two words to that bargain," and that voice now spoke sternly +and decidedly, "two voices that speak in my heart--the voice of love +pleading for you; the voice of conscience, demanding of me to act +rightly. Which shall I obey?" + +No answer was given to this appeal. + +The speakers came forward to the stile; the young farmer with the fork +over his shoulder, with which he had been making hay; his companion, a +girl of seventeen, with the rake in her hand, her broad, coarse straw +hat dangling from her arm, her raven ringlets thrown back from her fine +sun-burnt face, which glowed with healthy exercise. + +The lovers had been working together through the long June day. This was +the first time that either had spoken upon a subject that was uppermost +in their thoughts, which had lain like a heavy weight upon their hearts, +and rendered them unusually reserved to each other. They had worked in +silence and apart, expecting the explanation which they knew must come, +which both wished, yet each secretly dreaded, and put off until the +last moment, as if by mutual consent. + +The hay was all cocked, they could no longer linger in the field; and as +they strolled homeward, Gilbert had broken the ice, and spoken in such +an abrupt and decided manner, that it had aroused in his companion a +spirit of resistance; and confirmed her in the course which, after long +and painful consideration, she had determined to adopt, not to accept +the hand of her lover against the wishes of his father. + +The young people leant for a few minutes on the stile, beneath the shade +of a large ash tree--the only tree of any magnitude in the heathy lane +before them. They would have made a good study for an artist, had an +artist been at hand to sketch them and their surroundings. + +The sun had sunk behind the common fronting them, which formed a steep +ridge against the horizon; and seemed to separate them from the rest of +the world. The road led to an old fashioned, high gabled farm-house at +the foot of the hill; the only tenement visible from that lonely spot. + +A little brawling brook crossed the road, and threaded its silvery way +through the low meadow which had been the scene of their labours; +singing and prating to the flowers that bent over its tiny waves, as +they wound their course down to the sandy beach, to add their mite to +the vast world of waters. + +The sides of the lane were skirted with high furze bushes. The short +strip of velvet sod that bordered the road, blue with harebells, +interlaced with tufts of purple heath; and the high common glowed like +an amethyst in the red rays of the setting sun. + +The near proximity to the sea hindered a softer growth of herbage, but +the spot was not deficient in picturesque beauty; and the deep bass +voice of the unseen ocean gave an additional charm to the rugged +landscape. + +To the young and loving, nature is always beautiful in the most homely +garb; and as the delicious perfume of the new mown hay floated out upon +the warm evening air, our young folks, who had never known a brighter +spot, thought it divine--an Eden of flowers and freshness. + +There was nothing remarkable in the appearance of the young farmer; but +his fellow-worker possessed no ordinary share of beauty, and in her own +peculiar way was a remarkable person. + +They were simple country folks, who had been brought up in the old house +at the foot of the hill. They had spent their lives together in that +secluded spot, and had been, and still were, all the world to each +other. + +Gilbert Rushmere was the son of a well-to-do yeoman, whose forefathers +had owned and cultivated the farm that extended for a hundred acres in +breadth, on either side of the road, for many generations. The old +family records shewed that the Rushmeres had, during the reign of the +Lancastrian line of Plantagenets, been a family of considerable repute +in the county of----. That Nicholas de Rushmere had been lord of the +manor of Hadstone, and resided in the old baronial hall that still +raised its proud head above the oak forest that skirted the western +horizon, though hid from view by the steep common in front of the lane, +in which his rustic descendant stood. + +A strong, active, young fellow, of three and twenty, was Gilbert +Rushmere; with ruddy cheeks, blue eyes and homely features; the latter, +however, rendered very agreeable by the frank, honest expression they +wore, which had secured for him the good-will of his neighbours. + +Some people are born to be popular among the class to which they belong. +Not so much from any merit peculiarly their own; but from inheriting +from nature a happy physical temperament, a willingness to please and +to be pleased, with every one with whom they fall in company. + +Such men are always prized more highly than they deserve; if educated, +they push their way into situations of comfort and independence, with +very little effort. Society likes their genial companionship, and they +are favourites with, and favoured alike by young and old. + +Gilbert was one of those petted individuals who carry the good-will of +others by storm. Young fellows in his own grade repeated his sayings and +imitated his doings, and he was the chief man and oracle among them at +fair or market. + +He had received the scanty education generally bestowed upon the sons of +small yeomen at the beginning of the present century. He could read and +write, and cast accounts, but in good truth, he preferred the labours of +the field to poring over books, and could do a hard day's work without +grudge or grumbling, could plough a straight furrow, and master a +high-spirited horse; and was considered the best cricket player in the +county. In the eyes of his companion--and oh! what splendid black eyes +they were--he was without doubt the cleverest, handsomest, and dearest +man in the world. + +Of Dorothy Chance--for so the young girl was called--a few words must be +said, in order to explain the conversation, which the reader has +overheard, between her and her lover. + +Fifteen years prior to the commencement of our story, Dorothy had been +found by farmer Rushmere on the wild common fronting them. It was the +early dawn of a bright summer day, succeeding a night of terrific storm +and darkness. The farmer was abroad earlier than usual, to see if his +weanling calves had sustained any injury from the down-pouring of the +pitiless thunder shower. + +Passing through a deep hollow in the heath, his attention was drawn +towards a clump of furze bushes, by the faint cries of a child. Thinking +that it might belong to some neighbour, had wandered from its home, and +been overtaken by the storm, he hastened to the spot. + +A little head suddenly appeared above the wet heather-bells, then as +quickly disappeared, and all was again quiet. The frightened little one, +on seeing a stranger approaching, nestled more closely into the cold +bosom, on which she had slept, during the terrible tempest of the past +night. + +"Is it a child, or a fairy?" muttered the good man, as the apparition +vanished into the earth. + +"Here Towser!" whistling to his sheep dog, who followed close at his +heels. "Find this stray lamb for thy master?" + +The sagacious animal pounced upon the terrified child. + +"Mamma! mamma!" screamed the frightened little one, as Rushmere tried to +lift her from her hiding place, under the tattered cloak of a young +woman, whose slight emaciated form lay shrouded in the wet heather. + +The farmer slightly stirred the prostrate sleeper with his foot. + +"Woman--Thou beest a sound sleeper--Wake up, and see to thy bairn, and I +will gie thee both a good breakfast." + +The figure remained motionless. There was no answering voice or sound. + +The farmer stooped down, and raised the shabby bonnet from the face of +the woman to examine her more carefully. + +He stepped hastily back, his cheeks, before so fresh and ruddy, were now +blanched with a deadly pallor. + +The poor marble statue at his feet can no longer respond to the cries of +her famishing child. She is cold, is dead. + +A forlorn victim of want--perhaps, of vice, overtaken by night and +storm, rendered feeble by disease and famine, unable to battle with the +hostile elements, has died unknown and unheeded in that lonely spot. No +human ear heard her cries for help, no pitying voice soothed her last +agonies. No friendly eye marked the despairing love which clutched to +her chilling bosom the tender form of her sleeping child, when during +the bitter conflict with death, she implored the Heavenly Father to take +them both. + +She was still very young, not over twenty years of age; and, though +squalid and dirty, and clothed with the filthy rags that vice bestows +upon her degraded victims, her shrunken features retained even in death +some semblance of former beauty. Her hands were small and white, and +delicately formed; and seemed to have been little accustomed to hard +work or out-door drudgery. + +A plain gold ring encircled the third finger of the left hand. There was +no money in her pockets, nothing that could give the least clue to who, +or what she had been. It was painfully evident to the most casual +observer, that she had died of absolute starvation. + +Poor houseless wanderer! She had found at last a safe home--a soft bosom +on which to pillow her aching head, and still the wild beatings of her +breaking heart. + +"Bless my soul! but this is a bad business, a bad business," muttered +the farmer. "I wonder how it all com'd about." + +The innocent child put its wasted arms around its mother's neck, and +tried to awaken her with its caresses, kissing pale lips that could +never kiss again, and warbling unintelligible baby language into an ear +locked by eternal silence. + +The man's rugged nature was touched by the pitiful sight. Tears filled +his eyes, as he lifted the living child from the dead bosom to which it +obstinately clung. The ragged cloak, with which maternal love had +endeavoured to shield its offspring from the fury of the storm, became +holy as the white robe of an angel. + +"Poor lass I Thy last thought was for thy child. May the good Lord shew +the same mercy to thee." + +So farmer Rushmere took the little foundling to his home, and adopted +her as his child; and buried the unrecognized stranger, at his own +expense, in the picturesque burying-ground of the small gothic +ivy-covered church that stood on the other side of the heath. + +The little girl they conjectured to be between two and three years of +age. She could only lisp a few broken words. All they could learn from +her, in answer to their oft-repeated questions, was, that the poor dead +woman was "Mammy," and that she herself was "Mammy's Dolly;" so the good +man and his wife, to make sure of her being a Christian, re-baptized +this stray lamb from the world's great fold, and named her Dorothy +Chance. An odd and somewhat unromantic name, but very significant of the +circumstances under which she was found. + +A fortunate chance it was that brought Dorothy beneath farmer Rushmere's +roof. From that day, the good Providence that had watched over her, +blessed his basket and his store, and made every undertaking to prosper +in his hands. + +Had he found a crock of gold, the treasure would have been of less value +in the homestead than the services of Dorothy proved to its inmates in +after years. + +Mrs. Rushmere, a kind, simple-hearted woman, had but one child, a boy, +some six years older than Dolly. She had always wished for a daughter, +to share with her the domestic labours of the farm, and her desires had +met their fulfilment when the orphan child of the vagrant was thrown +into her arms. + +The little maid grew and prospered under her maternal care; and became +the pet and darling of her adopted mother. At fifteen years of age she +was able to perform all the labours required in the house, besides +helping in the field during the busy seasons of hay-time and harvest. + +Slight in figure and graceful in all her motions, Dorothy was, +nevertheless, strong and active. Sickness had never blanched the warm +glow on her cheeks, or dimmed the brightness of her large, lustrous +eyes. Healthy, happy, cheerful, it was a pleasure to listen to her clear +ringing voice, to enter into the spirit of her joyous laugh; to feel +that a creature, so free from care and guile, hovered like a good angel +about your path. + +Without the sunshine of Dolly's presence, the old homestead would have +been a gloomy prison, surrounded by that lonely desolate heath, and its +inmates weary plodders along the dusty high-road of life. + +The Rushmeres kept no servants, male or female. The farmer and his son +did all the out-door work, leaving to Mrs. Rushmere and Dolly the +management of the dairy, the rearing of calves and poultry, and the +spinning of flax and wool. + +Once a week, Dorothy drove a light tax-cart to the market town, some +five miles distant, to dispose of her eggs, cheese, and butter. The +excellence of these latter articles had gained for their maker quite a +reputation; they always commanded the highest price, and brought no +small gain to her adopted parents. + +Dorothy's reputation, however, was not confined to her skill as a +dairy-maid; she was considered the prettiest girl in those parts; though +her beauty was not a perfect model of what art has chosen for its +highest types. + +Her eyes were dark and expressive, surmounted by a smooth forehead and +black arched eyebrows, soft as velvet, and quite eastern in their hue +and texture. Her nose was straight and well-formed, but the rosy mouth, +full of white even teeth, and graced by two charming dimples, which +continued to smile after the honest, gay peal of laughter had died away +upon the dewy lips, was far too large for the required standard of +female beauty. Her cheeks and chin were softly rounded and bronzed by +the sun to a warm brown tint, reminding one of the rich colouring of +ripe autumnal fruits. + +After all, the beauty which gladdened every eye lay in the expression of +the whole countenance; in the harmony that reigned in every feature; +which, when lighted up and animated by the spirit within, was +irresistibly pleasing--a picture full of sense, goodness, and warm +confiding affection. + +Lovers our little Dorothy had by the score, though she was never seen +but at church or at market. Many a young farmer in the neighbourhood +would have deemed himself a fortunate fellow, could he have persuaded +Dorothy to become his wife. And Dorothy was not averse to +admiration--few women are; but she was too young, and too much occupied +by household matters, to cast one thought on matrimony. Her life, +hitherto, had glided on so smoothly, that she was not aware that her +love for Gilbert exceeded the affection that a sister might own for an +elder brother, who had always treated her with tender confidence and +kindness, until his importunities had suddenly awakened her to the fact, +and pressed the conviction home to her heart, that they were something +more than brother and sister to each other. Still, on Dorothy's part, it +was more a love springing out of long association and deep-rooted +esteem, than the passion generally recognised by that name. She could +have given him up to another, without any very severe pang, if she +thought by so doing, it would have been for his happiness. + +This state of things was not destined to last long. The peace of +families is subject to sudden interruptions, as well as the peace of +nations. The noblest qualities of the heart often have their birth amid +scenes of domestic strife, as the devotion and patriotism of the +soldier are strengthened by the horrors of the battle-field. + +Old Rushmere had raised an unreasonable persecution against his son on +Dorothy's account. This circumstance had made her feel a deeper interest +in Gilbert, and had quickened her friendship into love. + +Though good and worthy in his way, the old man was avaricious, and +possessed an enormous amount of family pride. This latter quality was +based, not upon the position in the county which his family then held, +but upon that which it had once occupied. Gilbert was his only child, +the last of the old stock; and he cherished a parental hope, that his +boy, by industry and a wealthy marriage, might restore its ancient +respectability. Such dreams, however improbable of fulfilment, are +natural enough. + +He loved Dorothy, but he did not wish her to be Gilbert's wife; he +regarded her in the light of a daughter, knew her worth, and the +advantage of her presence in the house; but expected Gilbert to feel no +deeper interest in her than that of a sister, and was quite indignant +that he would not acknowledge an imaginary tie of kindred. + +He had been a prudent, hard-working man himself; and though Heath Farm +was not remarkable for the goodness of its soil, consisting mostly of +wild, uncultivated heath land, he had contrived to lay by a handsome sum +of money, and hoped to see his son one day a gentleman. And what was +Dorothy? Perhaps the bastard of a beggar. Such an alliance was not to be +tolerated for a moment, in connection with the last scion of his name +and race. + +Rushmere blamed his innocent wife for having encouraged the growing +attachment between Gilbert and Dorothy, in no measured terms of +displeasure; and having caught this disobedient son in the very act of +kissing the ruby lips of the orphan, he told him in hot anger before her +face--"That if he persevered in that nonsense, he would cut him off +with a shilling; and turn her out of the house to find a living on the +heath where he first picked her up." + +The good wife remonstrated. In the humour her spouse was then in she had +better have remained silent--she told him, that he was harsh and unjust. +I am afraid she called him a fool, for abusing the young people after +that fashion--she insisted that Dorothy was the best girl in the county; +that she loved her as her own life; that Gilly was a wise man in wishing +to secure such an excellent wife; that he might search England through, +and not meet with such a bonny lass; that she would rejoice at their +marriage, and give them her blessing with all her heart. + +This praise of her favourite, though quite sincere on Mrs. Rushmere's +part, and fully merited by Dorothy, was very impolitic at such a moment; +it exasperated the angry old man, and made matters worse. + +Gilbert, backed by the imprudence of his mother, did worse. He made use +of very violent language to his father, and said and did many undutiful +things. + +"He was a man," he said, "and of age to please himself--he meant to be +his own master--he did not care a fig for his father's opinions and +prejudices, and he would marry Dorothy, whether he liked it or not." + +There is no knowing how the quarrel might have terminated--for Rushmere +was an obstinate, self-willed man like his son--had not the innocent +cause of the disturbance, instead of crying and wringing her hands, or +dropping down at his feet in a dead faint, like any other heroine of +romance, quietly stepped up to the exasperated farmer, and, laying her +hand upon his arm, said in her pleasant, cheerful voice. + +"Don't be afraid, father. He shan't marry me without your consent, so +don't be angry and abuse us all; for which you will be sorry an hour +hence. Listen now to me. I love Gilbert. I believe that he loves me. I +love you and mother also. I do not intend to vex or grieve you by any +conduct of mine; nor do I mean to leave you, now you are both infirm and +old. I am young and strong, and better able to work than you are. If you +turn me out of the house by one door, I will come in at the other. I owe +you a large debt of gratitude, which I want to work out--so do not talk +of sending me away. God gave you to me for parents. I have no other, nor +friends beside you in the wide world." + +Her lips quivered, but, quickly regaining her composure, she went on. +"Hear me, father, while I promise you faithfully, before God and you +all--and you know, father, I never told you a lie--that I will not marry +Gilbert without your consent and approbation--your full, free, hearty +consent." She held out her hand--"Will that satisfy you?" + +Obstinate as he was, the girl's frank honesty conquered the angry old +man. He took the proffered peace-offering, and shook it warmly. + +"Ay, lass! I will e'en take thee at thy word. You are more dutiful than +yon chap. I cannot so easily forgive him." + +"But you must forgive him, father. Angry people are not aware of all the +hard things they say to each other." + +"True for you, girl. I have naught to say agin you, Dolly; I might get a +worse daughter. But there are some ugly drawbacks to that bargain." + +"Don't name them, father,"--and Dorothy raised her small hand +beseechingly. "I know them well enough,"--tears now glistened in her +eyes, she turned her head away,--"I never felt that I was so poor and +friendless before." Then kissing the old man, she ran out of the room. +Gilbert's "O shame, father," and Mrs. Rushmere's "God bless the dear +child," following her hasty retreat. + +Dorothy was deeply moved, but was only too glad to be the means of +restoring peace to the belligerents she had left. + +It was a few days after the bursting of this domestic thunder-cloud, +that Gilbert and Dorothy were thrown alone together. Mr. Rushmere had +been called away to the town on business, and the lovers had been +working all day in the hay-field. Gilbert was not at all satisfied with +the promise Dolly had given to his father; he thought himself slighted +and ill-used. He had been anxiously watching for an opportunity to talk +it all over. Dorothy, anticipating his intentions, had carefully kept +aloof. + +There was no getting out of the way now, and she was forced to listen to +the renewal of his suit; and to parry, in the best way she could, his +passionate appeals to her to revoke the promise she had given to his +father. + +They walked silently down the lane together, Gilbert sullen and +mortified, Dorothy pitying but resolute. Gilbert at last spoke. + +"If you loved me, Dolly, you could not talk about it in that cool way, +and sacrifice my happiness to gratify my father's foolish pride." + +"I mean to keep my word, Gilly. We are both young. We can afford to +wait." + +"A pleasant prospect, truly." + +"Is it not better than disobeying your parents, or my leaving them, +which I must do, if you continue to press me on this subject." + +"Dorothy, Dorothy! how cold you are. Now don't preach, and talk to me +about duty and patience, and all that. I can't stand such cant, when my +heart is breaking. How can I hold my peace?" + +"Then you wish me to go?" + +"Dolly! do you mean to drive me mad?" + +"Not quite--I think you would be dangerous,"--and Dorothy laughed +merrily. Gilbert winced at the joke. She did not wish to provoke him to +anger, but to make him see things in a more cheerful light. + +"Gilly," she continued, quite serious now, "do you not see the necessity +of yielding to your father's wishes? It is the only way by which you can +even hope to see me your wife. He will surely separate us if you +obstinately resist his will. Think how painful it would be to part. How +dear mother would grieve after her little Dolly--to say nothing of +Gilbert,"--with a sly bewitching glance. + +"Mother could not do without me. She could not manage the dairy, and do +all the housework alone. Your father will come round by and by. He is +sometimes stern, and appears unfeeling, but you know that in the main he +has a kind heart. No good can come from opposing him. If you forget your +duty, I must not forget mine. Your father wants you to marry a rich +wife, as I told you before,--not a poor girl, who has not even a name +that she can lawfully call her own." + +"I can remedy that evil, Dorothy, by giving you mine." + +"A gift that will be joyfully accepted, Gilly, when seconded by your +father's approval. Till that can be obtained, let us talk of something +else." + +"This subject is nearest my heart. I have no words for any other." He +looked upon her bright face, a dubious expression flittering over his +own. "Old men can't live for ever--he may die!--I shall then be free to +please myself." + +Dorothy was shocked. She waved her hands impatiently. "Don't talk of his +death. It is dreadful to anticipate happiness from such a sad event. +Father is as likely to live as either of us--is hale and strong--with a +back unbent, and a step as firm as your own. Oh, Gilbert, I did not +think that you were so selfish. I love the dear old man. God grant that +he may live for twenty years!" + +"And you expect me to remain single all that time, Dolly,--do you call +that reasonable? I will not do it, even to please you." + +"Do not wait for me, Gilly, if you can get a better _chance_," said +Dorothy, striving to call up a smile upon his gloomy face. Her lover was +in no laughing humour. + +"Provoking girl. I cannot make you understand the state of my feelings. +I shall die, Dolly, if you cruelly persist in refusing to be my wife." + +"Of love! Gilbert?" This was said with a comical air of doubt, and a +half smile, which sent a ripple of laughter over the charming face. + +"Ay, lass--of love." + +The ripple now broke into a wave of joyous merriment. + +"Gilly, did you ever know a man or woman that died for love?" + +The lover looked puzzled. + +"I can't exactly say that I have. I have heard of such +unfortunates--have seen chaps very miserable about their sweethearts, +when they were contrary, or were fond of some one else--and have read +about it in books." + +"Do you believe everything you read in books, Gilbert?" + +"To be sure I do--what were they written for else? Do you think that a +sensible man would waste paper and ink, and his precious time in +printing off lies?" + +"I am certain, Gilly, that some books are only written to make people +laugh. I am no scholar, and can't read half as well as you, yet I know +that much. Do you think the book you were reading out to father the +other night--the one you know that you bought of the pedlar--all about +the little men and women with the hard names--was a real history?" + +"Gulliver's Travels." + +"Do you believe that true?" + +"Of course I do." + +Dorothy clapped her hands and laughed heartily. + +"You ought to be a good Christian, Gilbert." + +"Why, lass?" + +"For great is your faith. But--hark!--is not that the old clock in the +kitchen clapping seven? We must not stand here gossipping any longer, or +father will be after us to hurry our motions. Mother has the supper +ready by this time. If you are not hungry, I am. I have not yet found +out the way to live upon love." + +"Oh, Dolly!" sighed the young man. + +Dorothy, already out of hearing, had vanished into the old-fashioned +house at the bottom of the hill. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +HEATH FARM. + + +The farm-house was one of those quaint, picturesque old buildings, which +have long ago vanished from our public thoroughfares, and is only to be +found in remote rural districts, approached by narrow cross-roads. Its +high gables and chimneys, its bay windows, projecting several feet +beyond the wall, and filled with diamonded panes of glass set in lead, +and guarded by heavy iron stanchions, told a tale of past centuries, and +carried you back to the feudal times, when every man's house was +literally his castle, and presented a hostile front to the traveller. + +A pointed porch, composed of very small dark red bricks, grey and rusty +looking from the lichens which encrusted them, sheltered the front +entrance from the bleak easterly winds, which swept over a long range of +salt marshes, from the sea. A massy oak door opened from the porch, into +a long square hall, paved with broad flag stones, in which the family +generally assembled to take their meals. + +Through that ancient doorway a band of Cromwell's soldiers had once +passed, and been regaled at the huge oak table that held the centre of +the floor. Silver flagons had foamed with nut-brown ale; and "success to +the brave defenders of England's rights--and confusion to all +tyrants"--had been drank 'mid uproarious shouts, that made the old +rafters overhead, ring again. + +Sir Lawrence Rushmere, the head of the family in those days, had been a +person of some importance during the great struggle that revolutionized +England, and laid the foundation of her present greatness. + +A staunch adherent of the stern Protector, he had furnished a number of +horses and arms at his own cost, for the use of the Commonwealth, and +brought his own strong arm and stout heart to advocate the good cause. +For the active part he took in the contest, his descendants had to +suffer no small amount of robbery and wrong after the Restoration. The +larger portion of their estates were forfeited to the crown; and the old +house and two hundred acres of poor heathy waste land was all that +remained to the impoverished family. + +The old dining-hall had shared in the general decay, and been shorn of +all its ancient honours. Like the cobbler's stall in the old song, it +served the present occupants for "kitchen and parlour and all." It was +the room of general resort, into which all the offices pertaining to +the farm opened, and in which all the lighter labours of the house, +such as spinning and weaving, were carried on. + +A small, dark, highly-polished spinning-wheel, such as is used in the +eastern counties for converting the fine white flax into thread, +occupied a conspicuous place along the wall; and, during the short +winter days, kept up a perpetual whirring sound, which formed a pleasant +accompaniment to the gay blithe voice of Dorothy, as she sang some local +ditty, while the fine thread grew beneath her fingers. + +The wide fire-place nearly extended across the upper end of the hall, +with its broad hearth-stone, huge iron crank, and hooks, bright brass +dogs, and white brick settles, telling of warm yule fires, and abundance +of country cheer. + +A practical illustration of the same might be seen in the rows of fat +hams, and rounds of hung beef that dangled from the beams that crossed +the low ceiling: interspersed with strings of onions and savory +pot-herbs--and, as if by way of variety, separated by hanks of white and +coloured yarn. + +A picture in oils, painted upon wood, and by no means a bad specimen of +the arts, hung over the carved oak mantel--the half-length portrait of a +fine soldierly looking man. This is the soldier of the covenant--the +grim Roundhead, Sir Lawrence Rushmere--for so his enemies called him. +Look at him well. His bold honest English face deserves a nearer +scrutiny. Examine his broad brows, his large clear blue eyes, his firm +nose, and resolute mouth, before you call that man a traitor. + +He has drawn the sword he holds in his hand in what, after mature +consideration, he considers the right cause, and being once fully +convinced that it is so, has thrown his whole heart and soul into the +struggle. If you can overturn a rock whose roots are embedded in the +depths of ocean, you may hope to turn him from his purpose. + +This old family portrait is held in great reverence by his last +descendant, who bears his name; and though degenerated into a rude half +educated tiller of the ancestral acres, Lawrence Rushmere thinks himself +a great man, while looking upon the noble portrait of his remote +progenitor. + +The old high-backed arm-chair, so richly carved, in which the farmer +smokes his pipe after the labours of the day are over, is always placed +fronting that picture. + +He sees a great resemblance between himself and the brave soldier of the +covenant, and draws the attention of every stranger that comes to the +house to the picture, by asking, "if they do not remark the likeness?" A +harmless vanity, which amuses without giving offence, and he generally +ends by saying, + +"Yes, Sir. That brave knight was my great, great grandfather, and he has +often sat in this very chair in which I am sitting now. It shall never +go out of the family while there's a Rushmere left to fill his place." + +Look at those long rows of pewter dishes and platters that grace the +shelves. These too are relics of a former age. No doubt the said Sir +Lawrence has taken many a good dinner off them. Yet no one points them +out as objects worthy of notice, though they are kept as bright and +clean as if required for daily use. They have been completely laid upon +the shelf half a century ago. + +The rest of the furniture of the room is as old as the Protectorate; +especially that large Venetian mirror, in its beautiful frame of ebony. +What a prize for a modern antiquary. + +Poor simple Mrs. Rushmere and Dorothy have not the most remote idea of +its value. The old lady thinks it a very becoming glass, which makes +people look much handsomer than they really are, and Dorothy +contemplates her sweet face in its mysterious depths, and speculates on +all who have done the same, and wishes that she could call the sleepers +from their graves, and make them pass in review before her. + +What a multitude of strange faces, and still stranger fashions, they +would bring again to light! + +Dorothy sometimes pursues this idea, till she grows afraid of her own +conceit, and turns away from the mirror, as if she really saw the +spectres she had conjured up. + +But the crowning glory of the place is a large dome-shaped cupboard, +which fits into a corner of the spacious room, and fills it from the +floor to the ceiling. It opens with a single door, the outside of which +is a fine picture by some old master, representing the judgment of +Solomon. The reverse side, when the door is opened suddenly, calls forth +a cry of surprise, and not unusually of terror, from the spectator. + +There stands our first father, in the naked deformity of sin, in the +very act of eating the forbidden fruit, with a face so full of remorse +and agony, that it chills the heart of the gazer with its unmitigated +horror. + +Though used to this terrible picture from a child, Dorothy could never +look at it without a shudder. When Gilbert and she were children, and +behaved amiss, Mrs. Rushmere had only to threaten to shut them up in the +cupboard with father Adam, and it brought them instantly to their +senses. + +The shelves of this mysterious piece of furniture were filled with Japan +china. Real "chaney"--as good Mrs. Rushmere called it--which, like the +ebony-framed mirror, had belonged to the family in its bygone days of +wealth and importance. These gorgeous tea-cups were never used but on +high-days and holidays, or on the advent of any particular visitors. + +Such an unusual event had just taken place, and a mild looking old lady, +in a plaited cap and brown stuff gown, was going to and fro, from the +open cupboard to the table, arranging some of the exquisite china cups +and saucers on a carved wooden tray, and bringing sundry delicate cakes +and biscuits, of Dorothy's own making, from their hidden receptacles, to +do honour to the evening meal. The table was covered with a snow-white +damask cloth, manufactured by the same skilful hands, and boasted a good +supply of fine wheaten bread, and the fresh cheese and butter, for which +the Heath Farm had become famous, under the said damsel's +superintendence. + +The guest for whose especial benefit all these preparations were made, +was a very great person indeed--at least, in the eyes of these simple +country folk--and Mrs. Rushmere was all fuss and excitement to set +before her the very best the house afforded. + +Stephen Watling, a near neighbour and landed proprietor, whose farm +joined their own, had died suddenly, in the very prime of life, a few +weeks before, and his only sister had come into possession of the +property. + +From keeping her brother's house, she had become the mistress of it in +her own right, and merged plain Nancy into Miss Watling, or as her +country neighbours said, + +"Had put on her Sunday gown, and had nothing to do now but hold up her +head high, and sup her soup out of a silver spoon." + +The heiress was not a very prepossessing looking individual. The sudden +acquirement of wealth had served to increase an innate vulgarity, +rendered more conspicuous by an arrogant assumption of superiority. She +affected airs of consequence, which made her company everything but +agreeable to those who had known her in a subordinate situation. + +Miss Watling was on the wrong side of thirty, bony and sharp featured, +with small and snaky looking black eyes, a sallow complexion, loud +voice, and most repulsive manners. Her affectation of extreme youth was +so absurdly ridiculous, that it made her appear older and uglier than +she really was. + +Ever since her unexpected good fortune, Mr. Rushmere had secretly +contemplated Miss Watling as a very eligible wife for his son. He had +not as yet dared to broach the subject to that refractory individual, as +he dreaded no small amount of opposition--or even to hint at it to his +wife, who, he well knew, favoured his attachment to Dorothy, and with +whom the rich spinster was no favourite; but he was thinking it over all +day long, and calculating the worldly advantages to be derived from the +union of the two estates. + +It would make Gilbert a rich man at once. As to the difference of age, +that was a mere trifle, more than counterbalanced by the lady's superior +wealth. + +True, she was very plain--he could not deny that--but beauty, after +all, was only skin deep, and would not, according to the homely adage, +"_buy beef_." His son was a handsome young fellow, and he felt certain +that Miss Watling was not indifferent to his personal attractions. It +would be a capital match, and his son would be a downright fool to let +such an opportunity of securing a rich wife slip through his fingers. + +Thus age and avarice can always over-leap barriers which, to the young +and romantic, are insurmountable. + +From the master of Heath Farm Miss Watling received the most cordial +welcome, and was easily persuaded to lay aside her bonnet and shawl, and +take tea with the family. + +To judge of the lady's grief by the ultra blackness of her mourning +garments, you would have supposed that no gleam of joy could ever enter +her afflicted heart again. All crape and bombazine from head to foot, +she presented to the spectator a ghastly exterior of hopeless sorrow. + +"And so poor Stephen is gone," said the simple Mrs. Rushmere. "Who would +have thought of his leaving us so suddenly? The last time he was here he +looked the picture of health and contentment. Well, well,--we must all +go some of these days. But the death of such as he--it seems so +shocking. A man in the very prime of life--it is surely a great loss to +the parish. You, Nancy, who were his only relative, must feel it sorely. +The house must be very lonesome to you, wanting the master." + +"It was dreadful, Mrs. Rushmere, to be taken without a minute's warning, +to think of his poor neglected soul. He never cared about religion. He +was so entirely taken up with his worldly concerns, it makes me very +uncomfortable to think what may become of him in the other world," said +the bereaved sister. + +"God is merciful," sighed the old lady. + +"It is of no use trusting to mercy, without repentance," was the sharp +rejoinder, "and he had no time for that." + +"He was a kind man to the poor, Nancy. A good neighbour and a regular +church-goer, honest and industrious--let us hope that these qualities +will be taken into account. It is not for sinful creatures like us to +condemn a man, because it pleased the Almighty to call him suddenly out +of the world." + +"Works--mere works," and Miss Watling shrugged her shoulders +emphatically. "For my part, I have no hope of his salvation. If he had +faith, he put his light under a bushel, for no one in the house ever saw +it. But he is gone, and has left me, a young unprotected female, to +struggle alone in this wicked world." + +"Why, surely, Nancy, you be old enough to take care of yourself?" +returned the good woman, with more truth in her look and accent than +was agreeable to her visitor. "You be some years older than he." + +"You are mistaken, ma'am," said Miss Watling, "he was a grown up man +when I was a _little_ girl at school." + +"Oh, my dear!" cried the provoking old lady, "it is of no use your +telling me that. Why, don't I know all about it. I was with your mother +when you were born. It is just thirty-five years ago, last May. You were +a sharp cross little thing, and you gave your mother a world of trouble. +I have often heard her say, that she never had the sound of your crying +out of her ears, or got a whole night's rest, for the two first years of +your life. You were turned of six before Stephen was born. You pouted +and sulked, and had a great fight with nurse, for bringing a nasty boy +into the house. Don't I remember it all, and how your father laughed at +your tantrums. + +"'Little maid's jealous of boy,' he said, 'she won't have it all her +own way now.'" + +Mrs. Rushmere had touched a tender point. She knew that her visitor was +dreadfully sensitive about her age; but she was so much disgusted with +the unfeeling piece of cant, in which she had just indulged about her +brother, that she did it to punish her for her cruelty and hypocrisy. + +"You have an excellent memory," said Miss Watling, wincing under the +infliction. "Such reminiscences, however, are neither polite nor +agreeable. It would be unbecoming in me to contradict so old a woman as +you, for it is impossible for me to recall events which happened in my +infancy." + +Miss Watling was angry, but she kept in her wrath. She had no intention +of quarrelling with the Rushmeres. She swallowed that bitter pill about +her age in the best way she could, and anxious to get rid of the +disagreeable dispute, in which she was sure to come off second best, +she asked Mrs. Rushmere how she liked her mourning. + +"The bombazine," she observed, "is very fine--the crape, the best I +could procure in Storby. As I had to go into mourning for Stephen, I +thought I would do the thing genteelly. Besides, shabby black is so mean +and unbecoming." + +Mrs. Rushmere glanced coldly at the crape scarf her visitor held up for +her inspection. + +"It does well enough for those who wear their grief upon their sleeve. +One little bit of heart mourning is worth it all." + +Before the wearer of the sables could frame a reply, Dorothy opened the +door and looked into the room, but quickly withdrew her head, when she +saw by whom it was occupied. Mrs. Rushmere followed her to the door. + +"Where is Gilly?" + +"Just cleaning himself up a bit, and changing his working slop. He will +be here in a minute. Don't wait for me, mother. I have the cows to milk. +I can get my supper by and by." + +The owner of the bright face vanished, Mrs. Rushmere poured out the tea, +and the small party gathered about the table. + +Gilbert came in presently--glanced coldly at the visitor, made a stiff +country bow, and took a seat by his mother, and as far from Miss Watling +as he possibly could. He never had liked her when plain Miss Nancy, but +since she had got a handle to her name, her airs and affectations had +filled him with disgust. + +"Do you suffer that young person, Mrs. Rushmere, to call you mother?" +asked Miss Watling, with a sneer upon her thin upper lip. "Surely it is +taking too great a liberty." + +"Oh, not at all. You forget, Nancy, that she is my adopted daughter, +that I look upon her as my own child. The dear knows I could not love +her better if she were." + +"Well, my dear madam, there's no accounting for tastes." Nancy Watling +thought that it was her turn to say something spiteful. "I see nothing +to admire in that girl. Is she not the beggar's brat that Mr. Rushmere +picked up upon the heath?" + +"So she be," muttered Lawrence, half aloud from his own chair. + +"No fault of hers," said Gilbert, flushing up. "She has beauty and sense +enough to have been the daughter of a king." + +"Rather a vulgar princess," giggled Miss Watling. "She looks what she +was born to be--a servant!" + +His mother caught the flash of her son's eye, and pinched his knee under +the table, to keep him quiet; then finding that her hint was not likely +to cool down his rising passion, and hearing a pet cat mewing for a +morsel of the repast, she screamed out-- + +"Mind, Gilly! you great blundering fellow. You have trod on pussy's +tail, and she will be sure to scratch you." + +"I'll take good care of that," said Gilbert, deceived by his mother's +innocent stratagem, "by turning her out of the room. Dolly has made such +a pet of that beast, she has become quite a nuisance." + +He rose and put out the unoffending cat, and peace was once more +restored. + +The farmer, who had been sitting upon thorns during the dispute, +inwardly cursing his wife's want of tact and plainness of speech, and +his son's rudeness, thought it high time to put in a word or two, and +direct the conversation into a new channel. + +"What do you intend to do with the farm, Nancy? Will you let it, or +carry on the business yourself?" + +"Well, my old friend," said Miss Watling, folding her hands in her lap, +and looking down demurely, "that is the difficulty. I am exceedingly +puzzled what to do. I came here this afternoon on purpose to consult +you, though I knew what a busy time it was with you during the hay +harvest. I am so young and inexperienced, and so ignorant of +agricultural matters, I should make a poor farmer. I know nothing about +cropping lands, milking, or churning. I was given an education quite +above such pursuits." + +Gilbert glanced up from the tea-cup he held in his hand, a comical smile +passing over his face, though he said nothing. Miss Watling seemed to +interpret his thoughts, for she positively looked down and blushed. + +Did she forget, at that moment, how often Gilbert had helped her, when a +boy, to drive home the cows from the salt marshes, and sat and whistled +on the meadow stile, while she milked them--or was she conscious of +uttering an untruth? + +Gilbert was determined to plague her a little, by jogging her memory. + +"Nancy," he said, "you do yourself great injustice. If you don't +understand the farm business, I don't know who does. Why, you were +always considered the best spinner and weaver in the parish. Remember +how often you used to scold me for tangling the yarn, when you were +spinning on the great wheel. I was mortally afraid of the big thrashings +you threatened me with, and trusted more to my heels than to your +generosity and forbearance. Those were jolly times. I wonder you can so +easily forget them, and try to thrust such nonsensical fibs down our +throats." + +This sally drew forth a general laugh, in which Miss Watling joined as +heartily as the rest. + +"Gilbert do you call that good manners, to contradict a lady? Where, +sir, did you get your schooling?" said the former sharply. + +"Among simple country folk, father. I did not mean to contradict Nancy, +only to remind her of past times." + +"Oh, I don't mind what he says, Mr. Rushmere. He was always a saucy +boy," returned the lady, striving to smile pleasantly. + +"She takes it better than I expected," thought Gilbert. "It is as good +as a play to hear her attempt to act the fine lady. How polite father is +to her. I wonder what they are driving at?" + +"You had better let the land, Nancy," said Rushmere, after a few minutes +thought, in answer to her protestations of ignorance as to agricultural +matters. + +"I won't do that," said Miss Watling, briskly, "I should be sure to be +cheated by my tenants. A woman can't follow the plough, or go into the +stable, to see if horses are properly cared for, and they are deceived +and taken in by every one. Consider my youth and inexperience." + +"Take a husband to help you out of the difficulty." + +"Yes, if I could find a good one." + +"I think I could recommend a smart, honest, good-looking fellow to your +notice," said Rushmere, chuckling and rubbing his hands. "One who can +work hard, and who would do justice to the land." + +"Now I hope to goodness father does not mean me. His foolish joke has +actually brought colour into the old maid's face," thought Gilbert, who +listened with intense interest to the conversation, hardly knowing +whether to be affronted or amused. + +The farmer knew very well what he was about, and did mean him; and was +rejoicing in the prospect of a successful negotiation on his behalf. + +"I was not thinking of matrimony," said Miss Watling. "There is plenty +of time for that. It is not every one to whom I would trust myself and +my property. I assure you, Mr. Rushmere, that I shall be very particular +in my choice of a husband. But I was thinking that if I could get a +steady industrious young man to farm the place on shares, and look after +my private matters, it would answer my purpose better than letting it +upon lease." + +Gilbert made a great clatter with his knife and fork, to conceal the +laugh that he could not repress. He now saw what Miss Watling was +driving at, and he felt certain that he was "the man." + +"Does she think me a goose? She and her affairs may go to Jericho, for +what I care," whispered the unambitious young fellow to his mother. + +"To be sure--to be sure, Nancy," said the farmer. "You are a woman of +sense, and see things in the right light. It would be an excellent +chance for Gilly. It is high time for him to be doing something for +himself. I can hire a labourer in his place, to work the farm. What do +you say, Gilbert, to Miss Nancy's proposal?" This was accompanied by a +shrewd look to his son, indicating plainly enough what he expected him +to say. "Can you and the lady agree?" + +"I fear not, sir. I hate all partnership concerns. I have been too long +my own master to submit to a mistress. Besides," he added, with a droll +smile, that showed all his splendid white teeth, "I am _too young_ to +fill such a responsible situation." + +"Oh, not at all, Mr. Gilbert," returned the anxious lady, looking full +into Gilbert's handsome face. "You need not let that stand in the way. +Brought up to the business all your life--born, I may say, to be a +farmer, you cannot want experience. I should only be too happy to +entrust the property to your care. You shall be your own master--have +everything your own way. Manage the land to please yourself. Any +interference on my part would be quite unnecessary. If you are not too +proud to accept my offer, I am sure that we shall get on famously +together." + +"Thank you--thank you, Nancy--Miss Watling, I should say," returned +Gilbert, coldly. "In a pecuniary point of view, it might turn out a good +thing; and I know several young fellows who would jump at it. I have no +wish to enter into such an engagement, and must decline it altogether." + +"Why, sir, why?" cried old Rushmere, in an angry tone. "Are you mad, +sir, or a fool?" + +"I am my father's son," said Gilbert, turning to the door. "It does not +suit my inclinations. I have other reasons, which I do not choose to +discuss here." + +"If you should change your mind, Mr. Gilbert, let me know," returned +Miss Watling, deeply mortified. "I will defer advertising in the papers +until next week." + +"Thank you, Miss Nancy," said the farmer. "My son is a wilful young +man--he will think better of your liberal offer." + +"There is little danger of my changing my mind," said Gilbert, sulkily. +"Miss Watling, you may advertise for a bailiff as soon as you like." + +"Stop, Gilly," cried his mother, as he was about to leave the room, "it +is getting dark, you must see Miss Watling safe over the common." + +Gilbert wished her at the bottom of the brook. He saw plainly that her +proposal boded him no good; that his refusal was highly displeasing to +his father, and would call forth a storm of anger against himself and +Dorothy; and with a very bad grace, he yielded to his mother's request, +to see the cause of the mischief safe to her own door. + +"I wish these troublesome women would stay at home and mind their own +business," he muttered, as he stalked on ahead of the lady, who +diligently gathered up her glossy sables, to keep them out of the dust +of the lane. "What right had she to come and set father and me by the +ears together?" + +At the farm-gate they met Dorothy, fresh and blooming as a rose, with a +pail in each hand foaming to the brim with milk. Gilbert nodded to her +as they passed on. + +"You have excellent cows, Mr. Gilbert," remarked Miss Watling, scowling +at the pretty milk-maid, "and a capital dairywoman." + +"Yes, everything depends upon that," said the young man. + +"You, of course, consider her a treasure." Miss Watling had quickened +her steps, and was now at his side, and as she spoke she looked +spitefully back at Dorothy. + +"Of course I do. We derive much profit from her skill. The farm yields +but a poor return in grain. We depend mainly on the flocks and herds. +How many cows do you milk now, Miss Nancy?" + +"_I_ milk! what a question!" + +"Ah, I suppose you have forgotten how to do it," and Gilbert looked +mischievously at her, from under the broad brim of his coarse straw hat, +which had been plaited and put together by Dorothy's dainty fingers. "I +remember the time when we were all young together,"--and he +laughed--"that is, before you came in for the big fortune, when you +thought it a great compliment to be called the best milker in the +parish. I should like to hear you talk like a sensible woman." + +"But times are altered since then, Gilly," said Miss Watling +confidentially, and slipping her arm within his. "I can still milk the +cow, or act the lady, with old friends. But one has, you know, to assume +a little dignity, or no one would suspect me of being a rich lady." + +"Still less with the dignity--which suits you as little as a court dress +would me. But I respect you now, Nancy, for speaking the honest truth. +I thought you had given yourself up to the other thing altogether. Look +you, Nancy. I believe you wish to be my friend. Will you be angry with +me, if I speak the honest truth?" + +Miss Watling's heart fluttered a little. + +"What can you want to say to me, Gilly--Is it any thing very +particular?" + +"Yes--very particular, at least as far as I am concerned." + +"About the proposal I made to your father?" with a smile. + +"The same." + +"You mean to accept it?" speaking joyfully, and pressing his arm +tenderly. + +"Oh, no, no," cried Gilbert, shrinking from the caress, "quite the +reverse. I decline it at once, and for ever; and I beg, Nancy, that you +will never broach the subject to me, or to father, again. Old folks +don't see with our eyes, or feel as we feel; they always forget when +they were young themselves. The spring and summer of life is gone with +them, and the autumn with its golden fruit is all they care about, and +wish us to procure at any cost. What does a young fellow want with +money, while he is full of health and warm blood, and has enough to +enjoy himself?" + +"But why should you refuse a good offer?" said Miss Watling, only half +comprehending the meaning of Gilbert's roundabout way of introducing a +disagreeable subject. + +"Simply, because it is not a good one for me. I don't like it, and will +have none of it. I am happy where I am, and don't want to change my +situation." He stopped suddenly, and took Miss Watling's hand. "Will you +be my friend, Nancy?" + +"Can you doubt it, Gilbert?" + +"Well, then, I love Dorothy Chance." + +Miss Watling dropped her hand, as if it had come in contact with a hot +coal. + +"Love--Dorothy--Chance!" and the hard mouth writhed convulsively. +Gilbert's eyes were bent upon the ground; he did not see the twitching +of the malignant face; and was not even conscious that she had withdrawn +the black kidded hand from his own--or the conversation would have come +to a sudden stop. + +"Yes," he continued, "I love Dorothy Chance with all my heart and soul, +and mean to make her my wife as soon as a good opportunity offers. +Father don't like the match, though he likes the girl. He loves money, +and he wants me to kneel down with him and worship the golden calf. I +won't do it. If I can't have Dolly, I'll have no one else. That's the +plain downright truth, Nancy Watling. Do you wish me to take your farm +on shares now?" + +"Certainly not, Mr. Gilbert Rushmere," drawing herself up, with a +withering air of spurious dignity. "If you can forget your good old +family, and stoop so low as to marry a girl that your father picked out +of the dirt, you may stay at home with her. I don't want to have +anything to do with you. I don't wonder at Mr. Rushmere not giving his +consent to such a vulgar connection. It is enough to break the honest +heart of the poor old man. His only son, too--the last of his name. Mr. +Gilbert Rushmere, you astonish me!" + +"I have heard all these arguments before," said Gilbert, sorry for his +misplaced confidence, when it was too late. "I consider them mere words, +and take them for what they are worth. I thought it would be best to act +like a man, and give you my real reasons for rejecting your kind offer. +I have satisfied my conscience, and I leave you to think of me as you +like. But here we are at your gate, Nancy, so I will wish you good +night." + +Nancy Watling deigned no reply to his farewell salutation, but walked +indignantly across her moon-lighted lawn. She felt mortified, +disappointed, and decidedly belligerent. True, she had not made him an +offer of marriage, but it was tantamount to it; and he had despised +both her and her money, and all for a penniless black-eyed dairy-maid, +who might be his father's daughter for aught he knew to the contrary. + +It was a strange story, at any rate, his finding the dead woman and the +child out on the heath. She remembered what the village gossips had +whispered about it, at the time, and she determined to publish a new +edition of the long-forgotten scandal. + +She would be revenged on Gilbert, for the insult he had passed upon her, +let it cost what it might. As for Gilbert, what need she care about +him--if he did not accept her and her farm, another would. He was a rude +brute, a vulgar, low fellow, to treat any lady as he had that night +treated her. If he married that base-born creature Dorothy, no +respectable person would ever enter the house. + +While such uncharitable thoughts were passing through Nancy Watling's +small, narrow mind, Gilbert, glad to be rid of his disagreeable charge, +took his homeward path across the heath. Sometimes he stopped--not to +admire the cloudless beauty of the sky--he was a careless observer of +the beauties of nature--but to put his hands to his sides, and laughed +with uncontrollable merriment. + +He was amused at his own cleverness--rejoicing over the adroit manner in +which he had got rid of the odious woman, and her self-interested offers +of service. + +"I am rid of her at last. I'm thinking she'll come after me no more. I +don't approve of women giving such broad hints to us men folk. It was as +good as asking me to be her husband. I can tell black Nancy that she's +no wife for Gilbert Rushmere. Does she think that I would sell myself to +age, ill-temper and ugliness, for all the money in the Bank of England? +I would rather go to church with Dolly in homespun, than ride in a +carriage beside that shrivelled piece of tanned leather. How Dolly will +laugh when I tell her how affectionately the old thing hugged my arm! A +partnership with her, ha, ha! is it not rare fun to disappoint her +matrimonial speculations?" + +To Dorothy, this visit of Miss Watling's to the farm proved everything +but a laughing matter. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A FAMILY QUARREL. + + +Dorothy found Mr. Rushmere chafing with passion, when she returned to +the big room to take her simple supper of bread and milk. Gilbert's +conduct to Miss Watling had cut him to the quick, and thrown down in a +moment the fine castle in the air which he had been for weeks building +for his son's especial benefit. + +The sight of Dorothy, whom he looked upon as the real cause of his +bitter disappointment, stirred his generally sluggish nature to its +depths, and his rage burst out with the vehemence of a volcano, caring +nothing for the mischief and ruin which might follow its desolating +course. + +He upbraided her with inveigling the affections of his son, and making +him rude and undutiful to his parents--reiterating his threat of sending +her off to seek her own living, and cursing the unlucky hour he brought +her to the house. + +He said so many hard and cruel things, that Dorothy was roused at last. +Leaving her supper untasted upon the table, she went across the room to +Mrs. Rushmere, who was standing before the window, with her back to her +husband, weeping bitterly. Dorothy put her arm across her shoulder, and +spoke in a low voice, meant to be calm, but which trembled with +suppressed emotion. + +"Mother, I am no longer wanted here. I will go and seek service +elsewhere to-morrow." + +"Dorothy, my child, you are not in earnest. You cannot mean what you +say?" + +"Father wishes it. I believe that it will be better for all parties. You +are my only friends; the only parents I have ever known. God, who reads +my heart, knows the love I feel for you both, but--but,"--and here poor +Dolly broke down, and flinging herself into the kind woman's +outstretched arms, they mingled their tears together. + +"She is right--quite right," said the old man, too angry to be touched +by the grief of the weeping women. "She has been here long enough. It is +time she should go." + +"And where is the poor child to go?" asked the wife, pressing Dorothy to +her warm maternal breast. "Have you the feelings of a man, Lawrence, +after she has shared our home for so many years, and been to us a +dutiful and loving daughter, to turn her out upon the wide, wide world." + +"She shall go," was the dogged reply to his wife's appeal. + +"Don't distress yourself, mother, on my account," whispered Dorothy. "I +am young and strong. I can work for my living. Never fear. God will +raise me up friends, and find me another home." Then turning to Mr. +Rushmere, she addressed him with the calm dignity which was natural to +her. + +"Father, after all the benefits I have received from you we must not +part in anger. If I have been in fault, God knows that I have erred +through ignorance, that it was wholly unintentional on my part. I +acknowledge now, what I did not understand before, that I am not a fit +mate for your son. I have given up all idea of being his wife. Speak to +me, father. Say that you forgive me, and let us part in peace." + +She slid down on her knees before the stern old man, as he sat sullenly +in the big arm-chair, and looked imploringly into his face. Her rosy +cheeks were deadly pale now, and wet with the tears that flowed +unceasingly from her large black eyes. + +Rushmere felt rather ashamed of the violent language he had used--he +softened a little, and replied in a gentler tone,-- + +"Dolly, you are a good girl. You know I love and respect you, but you +cannot marry my son. I should feel degraded if you were Gilbert's wife." + +The blood rushed in a hot tide into the girl's pale wet face, and yet +she shivered as if an arrow had pierced her heart. With a low moan her +head sunk upon the old man's knee, and she shook and trembled with +violent emotion. + +"Go," and Rushmere laid his large hand upon the bent head, with all its +glossy ebon ringlets--"Go, and God bless you." + +Dorothy rose from her knees. + +"Your wishes shall be obeyed, father. I will go, as you desire it. Only +let me stay this night beneath the roof that has sheltered me so long. +I will seek a new home to-morrow. And now, good night. Oh," she cried, +in a tone of bitter anguish, "how hard it is to part from all we love. +To bid you good night for the last time, in the dear old home." + +Their eyes met. The old man drew her down to him and kissed her. + +"You must go, Dorothy. I am sorry to part with you, but I do so for +Gilbert's sake." + +"Who talks of parting? What does all this mean?" cried Gilbert, who had +been standing some minutes unobserved in the doorway, hurrying forward. +"Who is going away? What is the matter with mother and Dorothy, that +they are crying like babies?" + +"Gilbert," said Mrs. Rushmere, sorrowfully, "it is Dorothy who is going +to leave us." + +"Where is she going?" + +"To see service." + +"Good God! Mother, are you all mad? What will you do without her? How +can you suffer her to go?" + +"I cannot prevent it, Gilbert. It is your father's doing. Ask him." + +Gilbert turned wrathfully, and faced the old man. They glared upon each +other like two angry wild beasts. + +"So, this is your doing, sir. You thrust an unprotected young girl out +of your house, because she happens to be dear to me! Now, mark my words, +for I mean to abide by what I say. If Dorothy is driven from her home on +my account, I leave it also--leave it, never to return while you live. +Don't cry, mother. Don't shake your head, Dorothy. I am in earnest--so +help me God!" + +"What do you say to that, Lawrence?" cried Mrs. Rushmere. "Do end this +disgraceful scene and listen to reason." + +"I say," and Rushmere spoke in a voice of thunder, "that he is an +undutiful son, a disgrace to his family; that he may go as soon as he +likes; the sooner the better; that I never wish to set my eyes upon him +again. That's what I say, dame!" + +He shook his fist in Gilbert's face, and his brow grew dark with violent +passion. + +Dorothy glided round to the back of the chair. She was afraid of his +falling down in a fit. She now fronted her angry lover, and she silently +pointed down to his agitated father, and made imploring gesture for him +to leave the room. + +Gilbert read her meaning in her terrified eyes. He was determined not to +go, but to tell his father a bit more of his mind. + +"Speak to him, dear mother; he will heed what you say." + +Mrs. Rushmere shook her head sorrowfully. + +"It is of no use attempting to reason with angry men. It only makes +matters worse. To contradict an obstinate man in a rage, is to add fuel +to the fire. Go to your bed, Gilbert, your father will forget all about +it to-morrow." + +"I don't care whether he does or not. My mind is made up. If he is +indifferent to my happiness, and unjust to the woman I love, I will no +longer work like a slave for him. From this hour I am my own master." + +He turned and held out his hands to Dorothy. + +"Come, Dorothy, darling, come with me. Let us seek our fortunes in the +world together. Here we have no longer a home. See if this strong arm +cannot win one for you." + +"I have been the cause of all the trouble, Gilbert. Be reconciled to +your father, and let me go my way in peace." + +"How! Do you reject my offer, Dorothy?" He spoke in tones of suppressed +anger. "You surely will not refuse to become my wife!" + +"Yes--under existing circumstances. I will never bring sorrow under the +roof that has sheltered me," said Dorothy, firmly, without daring to +raise her eyes to her lover's face. + +"Look at me, Dorothy. Look at me straight in the eyes, and then tell me +that you mean what you say." + +Dorothy raised her eyes to his, swimming in tears, her lips quivered, +but she replied, in a voice more decided than before. + +"Gilbert Rushmere, I cannot be your wife. It is cruel to ask me, in the +face of your father's anger." + +"It is enough." He folded his arms and smiled disdainfully. "I shall not +ask you again. I have sacrificed everything for you--and this is my +reward." + +He went up to Mr. Rushmere, and held out his hand. He was desperately +angry with Dorothy. + +"You hear her, father. She has refused to be my wife." + +"She's a sensible girl," said the farmer. + +"Perhaps she is," and Gilbert laughed bitterly. "May she never have +cause to repent of her decision. A different course, however, might have +made us happy." + +"You have agreed to give him up then, Dorothy?" said Rushmere, eagerly +eyeing the trembling girl. + +Dorothy did not speak. Words rose to her lips, but to have given them +utterance would have choked her. Gilbert answered in her stead. + +"Yes, sir. She has yielded to your wishes--and we have nothing more to +say to each other. Are you satisfied?" + +"Quite, quite, my son," and the old man grasped his hand warmly. A +slight sound, like a suppressed sob, broke the stillness of the great +hall. Gilbert looked round. Dorothy stood firm and erect behind his +father's chair, her right hand grasping the frame, her large eyes wide +open and fixed on vacancy, her features rigid, her face as white as +that of a stone statue. + +His heart smote him. He knew the purity of her motives, he saw how she +suffered, but his pride and vanity were alike wounded;--he would not +yield an inch--he would punish her for the decided manner in which she +had rejected his offer. He did not doubt her love, but in that evil mood +he had ceased to love her himself. + +"Gilbert, I am glad you acknowledge the folly of your conduct," said the +farmer, breaking the painful silence. "When you don't see the girl, you +will soon forget her, take my word for it. Out of sight out of mind. +There's much truth in those old proverbs." + +Gilbert again glanced up at Dorothy, to see how this speech affected +her. + +She was no longer in the room. + +A few minutes later, the tramp of a horse's hoofs sounded on the +pavement of the court-yard. Dorothy had sought refuge in her own +chamber from a scene she was no longer able to endure. She had sunk down +beside the bed, her head was buried in the pillow; she was sobbing +wildly. That sound broke painfully upon her ear--it was the climax of +her agony. She started to her feet. She sprang to the window, and flung +wide the casement, stretching out her arms with a despairing gesture, as +she caught a glimpse of Gilbert's retreating figure. + +"Gilly, Gilly!" she cried, "come back and speak to me. Tell me that we +do not part in anger. That you will forgive your poor broken-hearted +Dolly!" + +The gate swung back on its hinges--the figure had vanished into the +night. + +"He is gone--he does not hear me," sobbed the distracted girl. "I shall +never, never see him again." + +She threw herself on the floor, and prayed that God would end her +life--that she might die in the old house and never see the light of +another day. This was her first great life-trial. She had tried to bear +up against it, to submit with patience to her bitter grief, but her +fortitude had all deserted her now, and she wept with such an +abandonment of sorrow, as if her whole being would dissolve in tears. + +This could not last long. After awhile she sat upon the floor, and tried +to comprehend the misery that had overwhelmed her; to think more calmly +of her situation, and the forlorn prospects of the morrow; to hope, that +her fears respecting Gilbert were unfounded; that he had ridden out on +pleasure or business; perhaps, to get over his passion by violent +exercise. She had known him to try that remedy before. It was foolish of +her to look only at the dark side of things. + +"He could not leave her in that way if he loved her as she loved him. +No, no, it was cruel of her to imagine such a thing. It was not to be +wondered at that he was vexed with her for refusing him, before his +parents, as she had done. But how could she help it, without breaking +her promise to his father. Surely he must remember that, and exonerate +her for her seeming indifference." + +And then, her mind wandered away to her mother; and she wondered why she +should stand between her and her marriage with Gilbert. + +She had often heard the farmer tell the story--and a sad story it was, +and never failed to bring the tears into her eyes; but she had never +connected the tale with disgrace or infamy, or thought it possible that +she could be blamed for the poverty, or even guilt, of parents she had +never known. + +How could any one prove that her mother was a bad woman, or that she was +base born? Was not that mother's wedding ring, at that moment, pressing +her finger? She, Dorothy, might be the child of sorrow, but who should +dare to say that she was the offspring of shame? + +The poor girl's heart began to warm towards this mysterious unknown +mother; all her womanly instincts were aroused to defend her memory; and +she felt indignant that Mr. Rushmere, who had acted so nobly by her, and +her orphan child, should be the first to cast a reproach upon her. + +In spite of her simple reasoning, Dorothy keenly felt that the dubious +circumstances in which she had been found, must give a colouring to her +future life; and would not prove a letter of recommendation in helping +her on in the world. + +While she was pondering these things in her heart, there came a gentle +tap at the door, and Mrs. Rushmere, in her night-cap and bed-gown +entered. + +"What, Dorothy, darling, not abed yet. Alack, I cannot sleep a wink +myself, so as sorrow loves sympathy, I came to have a chat with you. Do +you know that Gilbert is gone? He took his own young horse, and rode +off at full speed. What can he be after at this time o'night? Still, +child, I am right glad that he is gone, and given father time to get +over his anger. When he comes back, which he will early in the morning, +the old man will have forgotten it all--for he dearly loves his son, +though he be cross with him, and with us all, now and then." + +"But will Gilbert return?" and Dorothy fixed her eyes, with such an +eager inquiring glance on Mrs. Rushmere's face, that the startled little +woman said, "it made her blood run cold." + +"Return?--Yes, that he will. I have no fears about him. The hay must be +carted to-morrow. Gilly never neglects his business. Besides, he shook +hands with his father, and seemed reconciled to giving you up. It's all +right between them now. You had better go off early in the morning, +Dolly, before he gets sight of you, or the love fit will come on +stronger than ever." + +"Ah, dear mother," sighed the girl, terribly afraid that her lover was +lost to her for ever, "no fear of that." Her head sunk between her hands +for a few minutes, but, recovering herself, she turned quickly to Mrs. +Rushmere. + +"I cannot go before I have milked the cows, and done the morning's work +for you. Oh, mother, mother, what shall I do without you? Who is there +in the world to love and care for me now?" + +"Don't fret, Dolly dear, and go to cry the eyes out of your head. You +look as pale as a ghost. Things never be so bad, as at first sight they +seem." + +"True, mother," said Dorothy, perseveringly wiping away the rebellious +tears, which would find their way down her pale cheeks, do what she +could to hinder them, "but what is to become of me? Where am I to go?" + +"I have been planning that for you, dear child," returned the kind +woman. "You know, my old friend, Mrs. Barford, who lives six miles over +the heath, on the other side of Hadstone. She will be right glad to take +you in for my sake. My mother and her mother were first cousins, and +Jenny and I went to school together. She is none of your idle +ill-natured gossips, but a real kind motherly woman." + +"I like the old lady, but her son and his wife are very rough people," +suggested Dorothy. + +"Never you mind that. You go to Mrs. Barford; she owns the farm, and is +the mistress, and tell her all your trouble. Say that I sent you. She +knows you too well to suspect you of coming to her with a lie in your +mouth, or that you have done anything amiss." + +"But how do you know, for certain, that she will take me in?" asked +Dorothy. + +"Well, Dolly, dear, I have heard that you can never be sure of anything +in this world, but if Jane Barford is living I feel no doubt about it. +Her daughter-in-law is only just about, after her confinement, and has a +baby to take care of, and they are not well able to keep a girl. Jane +does little herself in the house, and I know that they will be right +glad of your help during the busy time." + +"Is the younger Mrs. Barford a kind person?" + +"I know almost nothing about her. She looks good-natured enough at +church, beside her husband and her fine little boys. She was only a +servant girl, up at the Hall Farm, when Joe Barford married her, which +was a sore vexation to his mother, who had been decently educated at the +same school with me, while this poor ignorant lass did not know a letter +in the book. She is not a very good housewife either. She is tidy +enough, but very thriftless--mean, without the power of being +economical. Joe made but a poor match, and though he works hard enough +himself, they can barely make both ends meet, after paying Mrs. Barford +her thirds." + +This short history was everything but satisfactory to Dorothy. She +seemed to comprehend in a moment the discomfort and misrule in the +Barford establishment. + +"Mother," she said, after a few minutes thought, "I do not think I shall +suit these Barfords, and I don't think, from your description of them, +that they will suit me. Had I not better seek a place at Storby?" + +"Dolly, you be ignorant of town life, and know nothing about town work. +You go to Mrs. Barford, as I tell you, and bide with her, till I can +send you word from home. Things mayn't be so pleasant as they be here, +but you make yourself as comfortable as you can. Your father is not a +hard hearted man; when his passion is over he will be the first to want +you back. He will only find out your real value, Dolly, when you are +gone. As for me, darling, you are as dear to the old mother as her own +flesh and blood. Don't you know that?" + +Dorothy's arms closed tightly round Mrs. Rushmere's neck, as she faintly +whispered, + +"Yes, ah, yes. It needs no words to tell me that." + +"Then keep up your heart, child, and trust in God. All things done by +Him happen for the best. Maybe I shall yet live to see you Gilly's +wife." + +This last remark recalled poor Dolly's grief, and she fell to crying +worse than before. + +"Now, go to bed, Dolly, and try to get a little sleep. Remember what the +good book says--'Sorrow may last for a night, but joy cometh in the +morning.' We may be worriting ourselves for nothing after all." + +The kind honest sympathy of this true friend roused Dorothy from her +stupor of grief. Raising her head from Mrs. Rushmere's supporting arms, +she promised to attend to all her injunctions, and reconcile her mind to +her altered lot. The women parted for the night, and Dorothy laid her +aching temples on her pillow, and soon fell into a deep and dreamless +slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +DOROTHY'S DEPARTURE. + + +The sun had just risen when Dorothy unclosed her eyes. Everything looked +bright on earth, and in the heavens, in the early flush of that lovely +June morning. The perfume of the honeysuckle and briar rose, that +clasped the old porch in their fragrant embrace, and climbed to the very +roof of the house, mingled deliciously with the scent of the new mown +hay. Who, looking abroad into the sweet face of nature, at that pure +still hour, which an old poet has felicitously named "the bridal of the +earth and sky," could believe in the wickedness and depravity of the +human portion of her children. + +In great cities, enveloped in the miasma of moral depravity, this +depressing conviction comes home to the heart of the thinking and +religious inhabitants, where not an hour in the diurnal circle is +unmarked by crime,--it is only in the solitude of the country that +nature puts on a virgin grace, and man forgets in her august presence +the stern reality and withering blight of sin. + +In spite of the great sorrow that lay at her heart, the earth had not +lost the freshness of Eden for Dorothy, and she had still faith in the +goodness of her fellow-creatures. She sprung lightly from her bed, sorry +that the birds had not roused her an hour sooner, for she had a great +amount of work to do that morning. + +She had forgotten all the anguish of the previous night, until it was +brought back to her remembrance, by the dull aching sense of weariness +that pressed upon her heart and brain. + +Slowly and painfully she realized it all. + +The reflection of her pale face in the glass startled her. The sunken +eyes, the tangled masses of raven hair, the look of exhaustion and +hopeless woe. + +Can that be Dorothy--that wan image of despair? The laughing happy +country girl--what havoc a few hours has made in that gay warm heart! + +A new life had dawned upon her; the bright and beautiful had vanished, +and clouds and storms had gathered over the glad morning of her +existence. She must now strengthen her heart for the great moral +conflict between good and evil, and fight vigorously with the cares and +temptations of an evil world. + +"God help me!" she cried, "I feel a poor, weak, miserable creature, I +that thought myself so strong. May He give me courage to bear up against +this great trial, and teach me to lead an honest, virtuous life." + +Brief as the prayer was, it gave her strength, and she set about her +usual morning work with energetic earnestness of purpose, anxious to do +all in her power for Mrs. Rushmere, before she left her. + +The cows were milked, the poultry fed, a large cheese made and in the +press, and the week's butter churned and dressed for market before the +family met at the breakfast table. + +Dorothy cast a hurried glance round the room. Her heart sank within her. +Gilbert's place was vacant, and the fear that had distressed her so much +on the previous night returned with redoubled force. Then, again, hope +whispered, "He is in the stable preparing the horses for the field. +Maybe he has gone to the meadow, to see if the hay is dry enough for +carting. He would come, at any rate, to bid her good bye." + +"How we shall miss our good, industrious Dorothy," said Mrs. Rushmere, +to the farmer, as he took his seat at the table. "She has been hard at +work for me since daybreak. I shall never find another to supply her +place." + +"Aye, wife, but Gilly would never be settled as long as she bides here. +When the plough has been put into the field, it is of no use drawing +back from the furrow." + +"As a man sows, so shall he reap," replied Mrs. Rushmere. "The crop of +trouble you have been sowing for yourself and me, Lawrence Rushmere, is +likely to produce a plentiful harvest. You have made two young happy +creatures, very miserable. May God forgive you, but I can't say amen to +your doings. I have spoken my mind, however, upon the subject, and now +we will say no more about it. Dolly, it is time that you were upon the +road: the day is hot and the path dusty, and you have a long lonely walk +before you." + +Dorothy cleared off the table, and went to her own room to pack up her +clothes, and prepare for her journey. There was no finery in her +wardrobe, a few neat cotton gowns for summer wear, and homespun for the +winter--that was all. + +She felt very sorrowful as she smoothed the homely garments, and placed +them in a small leathern trunk. "Oh," she thought, "shall I ever be +happy again?" and she wished, though she felt it to be a sin, that she +had died with her poor forlorn mother on the heath. Before her little +preparations were completed, she was joined by Mrs. Rushmere. + +"Don't cumber yourself, Dolly, with that big trunk. You look tired +now--that heavy luggage will break you down altogether. Put a few +necessaries into a bundle, just for present use. You will not be away +long, take my word for it. I will send the cow-boy over with the trunk, +should I prove a false prophet. Father is coming round. He seems +restless and uneasy like. He feels that he has been too hasty, but like +most of the men folk, is too proud to own it. I should not wonder, +before the end of the week, that he goes to fetch you back himself." + +"I am proud too, mother. Perhaps I may refuse to come." + +Mrs. Rushmere looked at her in surprise. + +"Dorothy, don't say that." + +The glance of the hitherto meek girl filled her with wonder. + +"Yes, dear mother, and I mean it too. The trodden worm, I have heard, +will turn again--and my heart has been trodden into the dust. Our first +parents never returned to Eden after they had been driven out." + +"Lauk-a-mercy, child, you don't mean to compare yourself with them, or +call this poor place Paradise? They would have been glad to come back, +had God seen fit to recall them." + +"Mother," said Dorothy, solemnly, "there is only one thing which could +bring me back to Heath Farm. If Gilbert should not return." + +"Gilbert not return! Whatever put such an unlucky thought into your +head, Dorothy. Return, aye, surely he will, if he be not back already. +It is such a beautiful day for the carting. He would never suffer that +fine crop of hay to be spoiled; and father, with no one here to help him +to bring it in. He would never act so foolishly to spite you. No, no, he +will be home soon. I have no fear of that." + +Dolly was less sanguine. She did fear it. A vague presentiment of evil +was at that moment pressing heavily on her heart. She knew that Gilbert, +when roused to anger, was stubborn and wilful; that the spirit of +resistance was as strong in him as in the old man; that he was but a +second edition of his father. But she saw it was best to keep her fears +to herself; that what she had already hinted, had frightened the kind +little woman, and filled her with alarm about her son. + +"It is a pity that father had not kept in his displeasure until after +the busy time was over," she said, in her simplicity. "It is so hard to +leave you, mother, to do all the summer work. I hardly know how you will +get through it alone." + +"Passion costs money, child, but it is of no use talking about it now. I +shall have to hire a girl in your place. I am too old for the stooping +and lifting. Oh," she continued, with a sigh, "what a pleasant world it +would be, if it were not for the bad tempers of the people in it. I hear +Lawrence calling to us in the court below. You had better go to him, +Dolly, and bid him good bye, before he takes the team to the field. +Dear, dear, what can keep Gilly? What shall we do without him?" and she +cast a dreary look from the window up the road. + +Dorothy took up her bundle, and embracing Mrs. Rushmere, with her whole +heart and soul in that last kiss, ran down into the paved court below. + +She found Mr. Rushmere busy adjusting and sorting divers pieces of +harness. + +"Confound the fellow," he muttered, in vexed tones, "for taking himself +off, just at a time when he knew that I would miss him most. What the +deuce has he done with Dobbin's dutfin?" + +"It's in the barn, father," cried Dorothy, in a cheerful voice. "He took +it there to mend it. I will get it for you in a minute." + +Away ran the light-footed girl, ever ready to render a service to the +old man, and to shield Gilbert from blame. In a few minutes she +returned, with the missing article in her hand. + +The farmer watched her as she came up, and a deep regretful sigh burst +from his lips. + +"Well, 'tis a bonny lass. I don't blame Gilbert much for loving the like +o' her. She is pretty enough, and good enough, to be my daughter--but, +then,--her mother. God knows what she may have been--and what's bred in +the bone, they say, is hard to get out of the flesh. She was handsome +too--if she had not been so wasted with misery--though the girl is no +more like her than I am like the moon. She was fair as a lily, with +bright golden hair, and bore no resemblance to this dark-eyed, +black-browed wench. If I could only think that she had been an honest +woman, I should not care. But there's the difficulty. My Mary thinks me +a hard-hearted man. I know she does, and that I have acted unkindly by +Dolly, but I have done it for the best, and she will think as I do by +and by. It is right that she should quit. I have kept her these many +years for naught. She can now take care of herself." + +"Father, I am going. May God bless and reward you for all your kindness +to me," said Dolly, with quivering lips, as she dropped the piece of +harness at his feet. + +"Stop," cried Rushmere, putting his hand into his pocket, and drawing +forth a heavy yellow leathern bag, "you must not leave me without a +penny in your purse, to buy you a night's lodging," and he slipped three +guineas into her hand, and drew her towards him and kissed her. + +Dorothy's first impulse was to return the gold. She thought better of +it. The sum was not large, and he could afford to give it, and she had +honestly earned every fraction of it. She might want a little money; she +had none of her own, so she thanked him heartily for his gift, bade him +good bye, and walked away as fast as she could, to hide her tears. + +Her path to Mrs. Barford's farm lay down the sandy lane, and then back +of the house, six miles over the heath in a westerly direction, and away +from the coast. + +The morning was pretty far advanced, and she could not reach her place +of destination before noon. She had many misgivings in her mind about +these Barfords, and what sort of reception she was likely to receive +from them. + +She did not know much about them. She had seen and spoken with them +occasionally, both at market and at church. They were a grade below the +Rushmeres; were without even the plain education that she had received +at the village school, and spoke the common dialect of the county. Mrs. +Barford had held a better position, she had heard her mother say, but +she had made a low marriage--her son a lower one still; and though the +farm was good, and they enjoyed a tolerable competence, they were not +received into the society of the yeomen of a better class. They were no +favourites with Gilbert, who had pronounced them decidedly vulgar--a +common term of reproach in the mouths of persons who have themselves no +great claims to gentility. + +Mrs. Barford might, or she might not, believe Dorothy's statements; the +latter began to think that the whole affair would have a bad look, and +justly excite the suspicion that she had done something wrong, or Mrs. +Rushmere, who was known to be very fond of her, would not have consented +to her leaving them in such an abrupt manner. + +Dorothy's mind had been too much agitated by the sudden blow that had +fallen upon her, to give her position a calm consideration; and now, +when she thought it over, she inwardly shrunk from the disagreeable +investigation that it involved. If she had not promised Mrs. Rushmere to +follow her advice, her path would have been to the sea-port town, about +two miles distant, and not over the heath to the west of Hadstone. It +was, however, of no use drawing back now, and with a heavy heart she +commenced her journey. + +As she proceeded up the lane, she paused at the stile where she and +Gilbert had held their last conversation. She fully expected to meet him +there, and lingered for some minutes under the shade of the ash tree, +and looked anxiously up and down the road, wondering how he could let +her leave the farm, without intercepting her, to say a last good-bye. + +Poor Dorothy. How bitterly she repented having sacrificed so much, out +of a foolish sense of gratitude to his father. Ought not Gilbert's +happiness, she reasoned with herself, to have been dearer to her than +all the world beside? Could a heavier punishment have fallen upon her, +by yielding to his request to become his wife, than she was now called +upon to endure? + +The old man could only have turned her out of doors for disobeying him, +and he had done that, and left her friendless in the world, without +Gilbert's love to console, or Gilbert's arm to win for her another home. +Had not her very integrity brought about the thing she dreaded? And when +she thought on these things she wept afresh. + +The next turning in the lane would hide the old house from her view. She +stopped and looked at it through her blinding tears. It was the home +that had sheltered her orphan childhood; she had never slept a night +from under its moss-grown roof. Its walls contained her world--all that +she most loved and prized on earth. It was a bitter agony to bid it +farewell, perhaps for ever--to see the dear familiar faces and objects +no more. + +And Gilly--what had become of him? Fear knocked loudly at her heart, +whenever she asked of it this agitating question. She looked for him at +every field-gate, at every turning of the lane, and could not believe it +possible that they were thus to part. + +Climbing the steep hill that led up to the heath, an old Scotch terrier, +who had been her playmate from a child, sprang suddenly to her side with +a joyful bark. + +"You, Pincher, would not let me go without saying good-bye. You, at any +rate, will miss poor Dolly, if she be forgotten by all beside." + +Pincher looked wistfully up in her face, and seemed to understand that +something was wrong with his mistress. Was he conscious of its deadly +paleness--of the tears that flowed down it? He certainly had never seen +that joyous laughing face look so sad before, and redoubled his +caresses, to assure her of his sympathy, whining and licking her hands. + +In moments of utter bereavement who has not felt, to the heart's core, +the tender attachment of a faithful dog? It is only when overwhelmed +with sorrow and forsaken by the world, that we know how to value the +humble love that abides with us till death. + +"Poor brute," sighed Dorothy, patting his shaggy head, "we have had many +happy days together, old dog, and I meant to take care of you and +cherish you as long as you lived, but it seems that we must part. Go +home, Pincher. Go home, sir. It is not lucky for anything to love me." + +Pincher had no idea of going home. For once the dear familiar voice +commanded in vain. The old dog stuck to her like a burr, and she had not +the heart to take up a stick to enforce obedience. So the twain walked +on very lovingly together, Dorothy gazing sadly and fondly at every +well-known object in her path. + +The brook babbled to her like an old friend; the blue harebells nodded +their heads in the breeze, and silently seemed to say good-bye. She +gathered a bunch of the lovely flowers, and hid them away, on her bosom, +to remind her, when far away, of all she had loved and lost. + +Crossing the heath, her pathway lay near the spot where she had been +found, clinging to the bosom of her dead mother. She turned off the road +to look at it. The golden furze bushes glowed as brightly and smelt as +sweetly in the morning air, as when Lawrence Rushmere first lifted her +up from her cold bed of wet heather. + +She had often visited the spot before. Now, it seemed invested with a +peculiar interest. Like that unknown mother, she too had become a +houseless wanderer, seeking for a home and shelter from a hard unfeeling +world. + +"Poor mother," she thought, "in my days of careless happiness, how +little I thought of you,--still less could I comprehend the sorrow that +crushed the life out of your heart. Now I feel--I understand it all. +Shall I never know your sad history, or who was my father? It hardly +ever struck me before, that I must have had a father. Who? and what was +he? Is he living or dead? Oh, shall I ever, ever solve the cruel +mystery?" + +A chill seemed to strike through her. She checked these useless +inquiries; they gave rise to painful and humiliating conjectures. It was +better, perhaps, that she should never be enlightened, and drying her +tears, she regained the path across the heath and hurried on. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +DOROTHY'S NEW FRIENDS. + + +It was noon when Dorothy entered the gate that opened upon the +grass-grown avenue, that led up to the farm-house. It was flanked on +either side by a row of lofty elms, from which the rooks were cawing +lustily, as they tended their sable offspring, in the huge unsightly +nests that swung on every bough. + +The people were just returning from the hay-field to their dinner, and +it seemed so natural to Dorothy to hear them calling to the horses, as +the load of hay, fresh and fragrant, swept past on its way to the rick. + +The farm-servant, who walked beside the load, with his fork over his +shoulder, stared at her, and plucked the front lock of his hair, by way +of salutation. + +Dorothy went up to him, and asked, "if his old mistress was at home?" + +"Ya'as. She be to whome, an' young meastress too. A' be seek wi +sha'aking ague. I'm thinkin' she'll be right glad to see you, Dorothy +Cha'ance." And the team moved on, and poor Dolly, more ashamed of her +errand than ever, went into the house. + +She found that the younger Mrs. Barford was not in from the field, but +an old crone, who was rocking the cradle, told her "to go straight up to +the old woman's chamber," and Dorothy, glad to escape from the farmer +and his men, went up accordingly. + +She found the sick woman wrapped up in a warm dressing-gown, reclining +languidly in a large easy chair. She was a fine looking woman of sixty, +but the disagreeable disease under which she was labouring, rendered +her sallow and hollow-eyed, and added a ghastly lengthiness to her +straight features. + +She received Dorothy with much kindness; bade her sit down and tell her +the news; and how they all were at Heath Farm; and why she (Dorothy) had +taken such a long walk in the heat of the day, and at such a busy time; +adding, with great self-complacency, "that she supposed her old friend, +Mary Rushmere, had heard she was ill, and had sent Dorothy to learn how +she was." + +Dorothy was obliged to undeceive her on that point, though she expressed +great concern to find her unable to leave her chamber, and, encouraged +by the friendly countenance of the invalid, she explained the cause of +her visit, and offered her services gratis, in return for the protection +of a home. + +Mrs. Barford, who knew the value of those services to her former +employers, not only accepted them with great satisfaction, but promised +to remunerate them as they deserved. + +"Take off your things, Dorothy, and make yourself contented. It's an ill +wind that blows nobody any good. Letty has just had another baby, and +her dairy-maid got married and left at this busy time, and I'm sick and +good for naught. I look upon your coming as a special providence, for +every body knows what a good industrious girl you be." + +"I will try my very best to serve you," said Dorothy. "I am a good +nurse, and it will give me much pleasure to wait upon you. I never had +the ague, but I am sure it must be a weary thing." + +"The fit has just left me, Dorothy. I feel better now. You must tell me +that story again. So Rushmere did not wish his son to marry you?" + +"I don't wonder at that," said Dolly, sadly; "but dear mother wished +it." + +"And well she might. A clever industrious woman, let her rank be what it +may, is a treasure to a farmer. Gilbert showed his good sense in +wishing to secure such a wife. Larry was always proud and uppish, and +carried his head a foot higher than his neighbours. I was sorry when +Mary Horton married him. He has made her a better husband than I thought +he would. He need not blame Gilbert for marrying for love, it was the +very thing he did himself. Mary had no fortune but her pretty face." + +"She is the best woman in the world," said Dolly, energetically. "I feel +as if I never could love her enough, or repay her for all she has done +for me. Father was very good and kind, too, till Gilbert took this +unfortunate fancy for me." + +"You have no fancy for him, then?" and the old lady pinched the velvet +cheek of the earnest girl. + +"Of course, I have," answered Dorothy, with amusing simplicity. "If I +did not care for him, I should have no cause to be here." + +Mrs. Barford laughed. + +"Now tell me, child, what were Lawrence Rushmere's principal objections +to such a suitable match for his son?" + +In spite of the character bestowed upon her by her old friend, Mrs. +Barford dearly loved a bit of gossip. She had been confined to the house +a month, and there had been, as a natural consequence, a great dearth of +news. + +"He wanted Gilly to marry Miss Watling. She has money and land. I have +none." + +"Marry Nancy Watling!" cried the invalid, rubbing her hands together, in +a sort of ecstacy. "Ugly, ill-tempered old Nance--well, that's a capital +joke. Lawrence must be in his dotage. Does he think that he can force a +handsome jolly young bachelor, like his son Gilbert, to marry the like +o' her? Why the woman is old enough, Dolly, to be your mother--and what +said Nance?" + +"I think she wished it very much." + +"No doubt she did." + +"She offered her place to him to farm on shares, and said that she +wanted a smart young man to take charge of her affairs. It was his +refusal that made all the trouble." + +For a sick woman, to be sure, the ague fit had left its victim for that +day, and she was feeling better. Mrs. Barford laughed very uproariously. + +Just then, her son came in to hear how she was, and what he should send +up for her dinner. His good-natured wide mouth expanded into a broad +grin, as he stood with a clownish air at the door, staring at Dorothy, +without advancing a step. + +"Why, mother, you be in a mighty foony humour. I 'spected to find ye's +croonin an groaning in fit this morning. What did lass say, to make ye's +laugh out so loud?" + +"Shut the door, Joe, and come here," said his mother, still laughing. +"What do you think. Nance Watling has been turning everything upside +down at the Heath Farm. She made proposals to Gilbert for a sleeping +partner." + +"Oh, no, ma'am. Not quite so bad as that," put in Dorothy, thinking that +her new friend was not adhering strictly to the truth. "He was to go +shares with her in the farm." + +"Pshaw! child. I can see through her tricks. It all comes to the same +thing. Why she made an offer to Joe here before he married." + +"Yes, that a' did," simpered Joe, "I dare say she'd deny it now. She +wanted to ha' me, whether a' wud or no. And what said old man?" + +"He wanted Gilly to close with her offer." + +"O coorse--he thought o' her big fortin. Old Larry is fond o' the +money." + +"Gilbert kicked up, it seems," continued Mrs. Barford, "and would have +none of the old maid. He wanted to take this lass. Lawrence flew into a +rage, and turned the poor girl out of the house. The wife, who knows her +value, sent her straight to me. She will be of rare service during these +busy times to Letty and me." + +"That a' wull," responded Joe. "Coome along, Dolly, an' speak to my +missus. The dinner will be 'a waiting, an' times money here. Mother +can't ye's drink a pint o' yell an pick a bit o' bacon?" + +The sick woman shook her head, with an air of disgust. + +"Dolly will bring me a glass of cowslip wine and a bit of dry toast. I +don't feel like eating yet." + +"Dang yer cowslip wine," quoth Joe, "it's poor trash, the yell would do +a' more good." + +"It's bad for the bile, Joe. This ague makes a body very squeamish. But +go to your dinner, children, and don't keep the men waiting. Dorothy, +you can attend to me by and by." + +Dorothy smoothed her black locks, which the wind and her quick walking +had scattered over her face, and followed her jolly conductor down to +the kitchen. + +The homely but substantial dinner was smoking on the table, and Joe's +wife was already in her place at the head of the board. + +A short stout matron of thirty, with yellow hair, blue eyes, and a very +rosy face; her features were coarse, and their expression everything but +pleasing; her whole appearance decidedly common and vulgar. Four young +boys ranging from five to thirteen years of age, were seated on either +side their mother, and formed very respectable olive branches; healthy +merry looking fellows, with eyes brimful of fun and mischief. A wicker +cradle, in which the youngest scion of the house was sleeping, stood +beside Mrs. Barford, number two; so that if baby stirred during the +repast his mother could keep him quiet, by moving the cradle with her +foot, while attending to the wants of her household. + +Joe fronted his better half at the foot of the table, in his shirt +sleeves; tall, bony and hard featured, his honest jovial face tanned to +a swarthy red; he presented a fair specimen of a common tiller of the +soil; his three working hands, who sat near him, were far more civilized +in their appearance than the master of the house. + +As they came trooping in, and tumbled into their seats, Letty Barford +called out, in a shrill voice. + +"Don't make such a clatter there, or yo'll waken up the babby. Joe, I +wonders at ye, keepen the dinner waiting so long. The old woman upstairs +shu'd ha' more sense. An' who is this gall ye ha' brought with you?" +scowling at Dorothy. "I'm thinken I've seen her face afore." + +"It's Miss Chance, from Heath Farm," said Joe, in a very subdued voice, +his large grey eye quailing beneath the fierce inquiring gaze of his +wife. + +"Miss.--We have no misses here," she muttered, in an audible aside. "Sit +down, Dorothy Chance, Ye'r welcome to what we ha'; not 'specting company +you'll find no junkets at table." + +Dorothy, who neither liked the looks of the speaker, nor her harsh +voice, mechanically obeyed; and the great business of dinner commenced. + +Such a clatter of knives and forks, such an earnest addressing of each +individual to the important task of satisfying his hunger, that few +words were spoken during the meal. + +Beans and bacon, cabbage and brown hard dumplings, formed the bill of +fare, which the men washed down with plenty of table beer. + +Dorothy had been used to such homely diet, and, in spite of her grief, +ate a tolerably hearty meal, not having tasted food since she had dined +on the previous day. + +"That's right, lass! doan't fret aboot sweetheart, but get a good +dinner. There's plenty o' men left in the country," said the yeoman, +drinking off his glass of foaming ale, and nodding to Dorothy. "There's +my Dick, an' he wor only ten year older, I'd gi him to yer, wi a right +good wull--that a' wud." + +Dorothy blushed scarlet, the men burst into a loud haw, haw; and Master +Dick, glancing at the strange girl, said, with a saucy air-- + +"When I wants a maid, I'll please mysel," a declaration which all +present seemed to consider very witty. + +The dinner was at last concluded, and men and boys went off to the +hay-field, leaving Dorothy alone with Mrs. Joe and the baby. + +With great reluctance she communicated to the coarse common-minded +woman, the unfortunate circumstances that had brought her to the house, +taking care to give the relation in the most matter-of-fact language. + +Mrs. Joe listened to the tale with an air of stolid indifference, though +secretly glad of the chance that had brought such an excellent +work-woman into the house. She was a poor manager, and possessed no +capacity for anything beyond keeping her husband and children remarkably +clean. Her butter and cheese had no repute at market, and she generally +had to dispose of these important articles of farm produce for an +inferior price. + +"Well," she said, with a most provoking air of distrust, "yours do seem +a strange story. I hope it may be all true. How'dsomever, that be no +consarn o' mine. I be right glad you be come. Maybe, you'll teach me +your method o' makin' cheese an' butter. Yours wor allers the crack o' +the market. I ha' had that ere butter o' your'n thrown up in my face a +hunder times." + +"I will take charge of the dairy, Mrs. Joseph, if you wish it?" + +"Doan't call me, Mrs. Joseph. I doan't want any o' those quality names +here. I'm allers called Letty. If a' wull take care o' the cows, it will +save me a world o' trouble. The children are all lads, an it's little +help they gi' a body, they keeps un allers washing an' mending, an' +fretting un's heart out about thar mischief. Then old uman's so ugly +about the rows they make, toombling over chairs an' stools, an' yapping +when thar hurt, my heads a'most split wi' noise. I did hope that young +'un in cradle wu'd ha' proved a lass, but 'tis a man child, an' a fine +whopping boy too, amaist big enough, and strong enough, to go to +plough." + +Here Letty drew the coverlet from the face of the sleeping babe, and +displayed his chubby proportions with maternal pride. + +"That's some 'at like a babby--he's a credit to the farm." + +"What a lovely child," cried Dorothy, as the sleepy little fellow, +barely a month old, lazily opened his blue eyes, and stretched himself +and yawned in the most healthy and approved fashion. "What have you +called him?" + +"Hain't taken un to parson yet. A mean to call 'un Thomas, arter my own +feather. Mother do think that she ha' a right to name all the bairns, +but I mean to ha' my own way for once." + +"Tommy and I are sure to be friends," said Dorothy, lifting the child +from the cradle. "I dearly love babies--it will be play nursing him." + +The mother laughed. + +"Ye'r dearly welcome to sich play. If you bide here, ye'll ha' lots +on't. But what of the old missus upstairs.--What'll she ha' for dinner?" + +Dorothy had forgotten all about the cowslip wine and the toast, and +procuring these delicacies from Mrs. Joe, she hastened with them back to +the sick chamber. + +"Out o' sight out o' mind," said the invalid, good-naturedly. "I +thought, Dolly, you never meant to come. What has kept you since +dinner?" + +"I had to tell Mrs. Letty the reason why I left the farm." + +"An' what did she say?" asked her companion, with an eager look. + +"I think she scarcely believed me," returned Dorothy. "She almost said +as much." + +"Oh, you must not mind her. She is a rude envious creature, an' as +jealous o' her husband as she can be. You must mind how you speak to +him, or you'll get scissors. I have to keep Mistress Letty in her place, +the vulgar low thing that she is, or I should have a poor time of it, if +I let her have her own way. She is actually jealous of the natural +affection Joe has for me, an' he's the best tempered fellow in the world +to put up with her nonsense. But I'm mistress here, an' she's obliged to +draw in her horns. You'll get on very well with her, if you only show +her a bold front; for, after all, she's a big coward, her bark is worse +than her bite." + +While drawing this unprepossessing but true character of her +daughter-in-law, Mrs. Barford went on leisurely sipping her cowslip +wine. + +"I hope we shall be friends," said Dorothy, "we all have our faults, and +so many young children are a great trial of temper; I shall be able to +relieve Mrs. Letty of the trouble of the baby, and do most of the indoor +work. It will be better than my going out into the fields with her +husband and the men." + +"You are just right. Now run down and clear away the dishes. I feel +quite comfortable. Reach a pillow from the bed, Dolly. Just put it +here, to the right side of the chair. Now the house is quiet, I shall +get a nice nap." + +Here Master Tommy thought fit to try the strength of his lungs, and +began squalling lustily. + +"Drat the child!" cried Mrs. Barford, using her son Joe's favourite +expletive, "he allers chooses to be wide awake when I want to go to +sleep. Do try, Dolly, and keep him still. You will find plenty to do +down stairs between this and supper time." Coiling herself round in the +comfortable chair, the old lady settled herself for a nap, and Dorothy +ran down to clear away the dishes and relieve Letty from the care of the +babe. + +A week passed away, Dorothy thought it as long as a month. There came no +word from the farm, and she concluded that Gilbert had returned to his +accustomed duties; and that even Mrs. Rushmere had become reconciled to +her absence. + +Another week, and still no news of Gilbert. + +Dorothy, by this time, was thoroughly acquainted with her new place; had +got used to the people and the cattle; and was a great favourite in the +family, from Master Dick down to little Sammy, who sat upon her lap of +an evening to hear her tell him a story before he went to bed, Mrs. +Letty forming the only exception. She could not bear to hear her +mother-in-law praise Dorothy, but she found her too useful to quarrel +with lightly, and confined her dislike to a watchful scrutiny of her +words and actions, and a curt rude manner in giving her orders. + +Dorothy would have felt this want of common courtesy very keenly, had +not her mind been occupied with a deeper cause of anxiety, and she +neither resented nor took the least notice of Mrs. Joe's ill manners, +beyond setting her down in her own mind as a selfish unfeeling woman, +with whom she could never be on friendly terms, and whose company was +very disagreeable. + +One day she was passing through a passage that led from the kitchen to +the dairy. Joe and his wife were in earnest conversation in the kitchen; +the door was open, they did not see Dorothy, and she could not help +overhearing what they were talking about. + +"Doa'nt b'lieve a word on't. The girl's a good modest girl. She never do +trouble herself aboot men folk." + +"Phew!" hissed forth the little wife. + +"People are mighty good till they be found out. She's a sly one--she be. +I doa'nt swallow that story o' her'n. Depend upon it, man, it be a big +lie fro' beginning to end. She doa'nt fool me wi' the like o' that. +Farmer Rushmere wu'd not turn her out for naught." + +"Dang it! Letty, I know summut o' women folk. I'd as soon suspect mother +o' the like as Dorothy Chance. A nicer, quieter girl never comed into a +house." + +"O coorse, Joe, she be all perfection in yar eyes," and Mrs. Joe began +to whimper. "These still 'uns be allers the worst. Wait awhile an' +you'll find out who's right. I hate the wench, wi' her cunning black +eyes lookin a body through. She be a deep un--she be." + +Here the matrimonial colloquy ended, and Dorothy hurried on to the +dairy. She put down her pails, shut the door, and began to ponder over +what she had heard. + +What could Mrs. Joe mean? What had she done? Of what did she accuse her? +She felt inclined to go back and demand an explanation. Then, the old +adage rushed into her mind. "Listeners seldom hear any good of +themselves," and she was no match in a battle of words with such a woman +as Mrs. Joe; so she determined to take no notice of what she had heard, +but to seek another situation as soon as she could. + +Dorothy felt very wretched, and set about churning that evening with a +heavy heart. Her faith in the goodness of human nature was very much +shaken; she had conscientiously done her duty to her employers, and this +was her reward. + +Saturday was the market-day at Hadstone. Dorothy dressed the butter--it +was a prime article--and packed a panier of fresh eggs, before she went +to bed that night, thinking that her services would be required to sell +them in the morning. She wanted much to go to town, in the hope of +hearing some news about the Rushmeres, and to obtain, if possible, +another service, for she felt it was impossible to remain much longer +where she was. + +Unfortunately for her, this was Letty's holiday. The only day in the +week, except Sunday, that she could learn the news of the parish. +Dorothy felt cruelly disappointed, but she said nothing, and helped +Letty, as carefully as usual, to pack the baskets into the light cart. + +In her best bonnet and black silk spencer, (they wore spencers in those +days instead of jackets) her light flaxen hair disposed in round curls, +her gay chintz gown spotlessly clean; the younger Mrs. Barford looked a +comely country wife. Dorothy gave her the whip, and ran ahead to open +the gate that led into the road. + +"Mrs. Barford," she said, in a hesitating voice, "do not forget to make +inquiries about the old folks at the farm, and whether Gilbert has +returned. I do so wish to know. I should feel more happy and settled +like." + +"Never fear lass. I'm dying wi' curiosity to larn all I can aboot them." +She smiled significantly and glanced furtively at Dorothy. + +"Old Mrs. Larks wull tell me every thing. She allers picks up all the +news. Mayhap, you may hear more than wull please you." + +Dorothy felt mad with herself for asking her to inquire about her old +friends, and Mrs. Letty commenced giving her instructions about the +household during her absence. + +"Now mind, Dolly, an' take care o' the babe, an' put no sugar in a's +milk. An' see that the men ha' their dinner in right time; an' doant put +tew many plooms inter thar doomplins, for 'tis carting day, 'an they +'spect plooms. An' keep the old woman from scolding the lads. She'll be +sure to be peeking an' perking inter every thing the moment my back's +turned. I shan't be whome afore 'tis time to milk cows. An' mind an' be +here to open the gate when I coomes back." + +Crack went the whip and away floundered the old horse through the gate. +Dolly, after watching his progress for a few minutes down the hill, with +a heavy sigh and a boding anticipation of evil tidings, returned slowly +to the house. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +NEWS OF GILBERT. + + +The elder Mrs. Barford, the real mistress of the house, for the farm +belonged to her, and she shared the profits with her son; had quite +recovered from the ague, which she attributed to the good nursing and +care of Dorothy. She and her son's wife were not on very good terms. + +Mrs. Barford, as a country heiress, had received a boarding-school +education, and was very superior to Letty in every respect. Her mother +died when she was very young. After her father's death, which happened +before she was out of her teens, she had married the bailiff, who +farmed the estate for her benefit. A good looking, but totally +uneducated man. + +He despised what he called book-larning, and suffered his only son to +grow up as ignorant and clownish as himself. This had been a deep +mortification to Mrs. Barford, but as it had originated in her own +imprudence, and she had no one to blame but herself, she wisely held her +tongue about it. It was not until after Joe brought home his vulgar +wife, that she was practically taught to feel the degradation that her +mésalliance had brought upon her once respectable family. + +While Dorothy was alone with her that morning, she informed Mrs. Barford +of the conversation she had overheard between her son and his wife, and +asked her if she knew what it meant? + +The old lady was as ignorant of the matter as herself. She was very fond +of Dorothy, who, she said, was the only person in the house she could +talk to, and was very angry with Letty for having indulged in such base +suspicions. + +"It is just like her," she said. "Nobody knows the trial I have had with +her, since Joe brought her here to be the plague of my life. Don't heed +her, Dorothy. She is a cantankerous creature, who never has a good word +to say about any one. I am mistress here, and you shall stay as long as +I please, without asking her leave. She did not bear the best of +characters when my poor boy was fool enough to marry her. Dick was born +five months after, which brought a scandal upon the house; and it is +allers those sort o' folks that are the first to find fault with others +who are better and prettier than themselves. She is a poor shiftless +thing, and indifferent to every thing but her own comfort." + +Much as Dorothy disliked Letty, she thought that little comfort could be +extracted from continuous hard work, and the care of five children, the +youngest a baby; her very want of method made her labours less effective +and more fatiguing. + +Without, perhaps, being aware of it, the elder Mrs. Barford was very +selfish and exacting; she added a good deal to Letty's domestic +drudgery, and never did the least thing herself, beyond continual +fault-finding and scolding the children. + +Dorothy had tried her best to relieve Letty of half her burthen, and in +return had been made a bone of contention between them. Mrs. Barford +wanted her to wait entirely upon herself, and was jealous of her doing +so much for Letty; and Joe, who endorsed all that his mother did and +said, had widened the breach, by admiring Dolly's pretty face, and +extolling her superior management. + +It was hard to keep the peace between them all. + +Dorothy had been so much engrossed by her own troubles, that she had +taken little notice of their occasional bickerings; it was only since +yesterday that she had imagined that she was in any way the cause of +their quarrels,--hitherto she had gone about her work little heeding +them. This day in particular, the old lady was cross and hard to please. +The baby cried, wanting its mother, and refused to be fed. The younger +boys were troublesome, and the day oppressively hot. Dolly was sadly put +about, to attend to them all and cook the dinner. It was a relief when +Joe and the men came in from work. + +"The beef an' cabbage," Joe said, "wor cooked prime." He wished "the +missus wud go out every day, an' leave lass to cook the dinner." The +ploom dumplings, however, were not so much to his taste. + +"Doll," he said, "do you call e'es suetty things ploom dumplins? I see +no plooms in 'em. It dew put me in mind o' a story feather used to tell, +o' a stingy missus, who made a pudden for the men in harvest, an' put +one ploom in ter middle on't; an' while men wor quareling aboot who +shu'd ha' the ploom, a wasp flew away wi' it." + +A chorus of haw haws, showed how delighted his fellow-clowns were with +farmer Joe's story. + +Dorothy felt annoyed, though she laughed with the rest. + +"I should have made the dumplings with more fruit in them, master, only +Letty cautioned me not to be extravagant with the plums." + +"I thought as much," returned Mrs. Barford, rather spitefully. "Letty is +fond of saving in a small way. Stopping the cask at the spigot, and +letting out at the bunghole, as my father used to say. Take it as a +general rule, Dorothy, when men work hard to feed them well." + +"The old missus for ever," shouted Nat Green, one of the farm servants. +"She wor a prime hand at a pudden anyhow." + +"Ah, ha," said Joe, who happened to be in a very jocular mood, "that +reminds me o' a terrible thrashing I once got from mother. I was a +youngster about the size of Jack there; we wor in the thick o' the +harvest, it wor carting day, an' all hands on the farm mortal busy, +mother wanted plooms for the pudden an' ther wor none to send to shop +but I, so she calls me to her, an' gees me a shilling. + +"'Joe,' she says, 'run down to the village and buy two pund o' plooms o' +Mr. Carter; be quick, for I be in a mighty hurry, and I'll gi' you a +ha'penny when you come back.' I wor right glad o' the chance. 'Twor +aboot a mile, an' I run'd the whole way, an' bought the plooms. + +"Says Mr. Carter, says he, 'doan't eat them by the way.' + +"I shu'd never have thought o' that, foreby he had held his tongue. As I +coomed whome a hole broke in the paper, an' plooms coomed tomblin out, +one arter another; an' I kept yeating an' yeating till thar wor half +gone. Dang it, I wor sceared. What shu'd a' do? Mother wor awful in them +days aboot stealing, so I sat doon on bank by road side, an' thought it +well over, an' by gosh, I hit on a plan I thought wud get me oot o' +scrape." + +"Well, feather," called out Master Dick, opening wide his round blue +eyes, "what did a' do? Did granny find it oot?" + +"That she did, boy. I opened the parcel, an' bit ev'ry ploom in two." + +"You were about as wise then, Joe, as you be now," suggested Mrs. +Barford, who, like the children and Dolly, was listening intensely to +the story. + +"But what did granny say?" again demanded the boy. + +"She asked how they coomed in that state? I pretended I did not know. +That was just the way I got e'm from Mr. Carter. + +"'You lie,' quoth she, 'an' are a big fule into the bargain. Come here +an' I wull teach you how to tell the truth.' + +"An' she took an ashen stick, an' she loomped I, an' thrashed I, till a' +went off limping to bed. + +"'Lie thar, Joe, till the morn,' says she, 'an' take your time to find +out how many two halves make put together.' + +"Lauck, a lauck, how my bones ached! It wor all right, howsomever; I +never put my haund to stealing again." + +The boys regarded their grandmother with a look of awe. The men returned +to the field, and Dorothy busied herself with household matters till the +sun went down. She was in a fever of impatience for Letty's return from +the town, and worked as hard as she could to keep down her heart and +drown thought. + +"What keeps Letty," said Mrs. Barford, putting aside her knitting, and +going to the door, "she is later than usual. Now she has some one to do +her work she will stay gossiping about the town till dark night. When +you have milked, Dolly, run to the avenue gate, and see if she be +coming." + +The round red moon was slowly rising behind the trees, and Joe and his +men had finished their supper, and brought the last load of hay into the +yard, before Dolly had cleared away and finished milking. + +Without staying to take a cup of tea with Mrs. Barford, she tied on her +bonnet and ran down to the avenue gate, just as old Captain came +lumbering up to it. + +"Dolly," cried his mistress, "be that you?" + +Dorothy threw open the gate. + +"I 'spose you all thought I wor lost. I ha' strange news for you, +Dorothy." + +"Bad or good?" asked Dolly, in a voice scarcely above her breath. + +"Bad enough. This be what I heard in the market. That you, Dorothy +Chance, had played the fule wi' Gilbert Rushmere. That the old folk +turned you off for your bad conduct. That Gilly run'd away, to get rid +on ye, an' went an' listed for a soger, an' be gone to forin parts. An' +the old woman be quite crazed, an' well nigh dead wi' grief, an' has not +been out o' bed for a fortnite. That Rushmere goes cursing and swearing +about the house, an' wishing you in the bad place, an' that he had never +seen your black face. That's the news I heard, and for sartin it be bad +enough an' no mistake." + +Dorothy's colour went and came as she clung to the gate for support. +"You cannot believe that of me, Mrs. Letty. You cannot have the heart to +believe it," she gasped out, in a tone of entreaty, appealing to the +heart and conscience of her accuser. "It is false! cruelly false! I +never did aught amiss with Gilbert in my life." + +"Folks say it's true, at any rate," retorted the little souled creature, +with a malignant glance of triumph at her pale trembling victim. "I +tould you I never did 'blieve that cock an' bull story wi' which you +gulled mother an' Joe. It didn't sound probable like--it didn't." + +Joe's wife rode slowly up the avenue, to communicate what she had heard +to the assembled household, leaving Dorothy at the gate crying as if her +heart would burst. + +The cruel and unjustifiable conduct of her lover, the distress of his +parents, and her own desolation, was almost more than she could bear; +and when to all this suffering was added the abominable slander just +uttered by her unfeeling mistress, the weight of undeserved injury that +pressed upon her brain was maddening. It changed all the benevolence of +her nature into wrathful bitterness and unmitigated contempt. + +A word had never before been breathed against her character. She had +always been spoken of as a modest good girl, and pointed out as a model +for imitation to all the young women in the parish,--and the base +calumny just spoken by Letty Barford, and her evident satisfaction in +repeating it, filled her with more grief, than even the sad news of +Gilbert's enlistment. + +"What shall I do!" she cried. "I cannot stay here. I cannot hold up my +head among these people with all this shame cast upon me." + +In a few minutes her resolution was taken. "I will go home," she sobbed, +"and hear the truth from their own lips,--they must need help in their +present distress. Who can feel for them like me, whose heart is bleeding +from the same wound. Mother knows my innocence--she will pay no heed to +these wicked stories. Yes, I will return to her this very night." + +She drew herself up proudly, wiped away her tears, and walked with a +firm step back to the house, tied up her few things in the bundle, and +entered the kitchen with the courage that conscious integrity can alone +give. + +Men, women, and children, were gathered together in the middle of the +room, all talking at once. + +"Hush!" said Letty, glancing towards the door, as Dorothy came in. +"Here's my lady herself." + +"Dolly," cried the yeoman, "Dolly, lass, I do'ant 'blieve one word o'nt. +It's all a malicious invention of Nance Watling's. Face it out, Dolly. +I'll stand by you at ony rate." + +"I want no one to take my part, Mr. Barford," returned Dorothy, her +spirit rising as she spoke. "I don't care who invented or who believes +such a vile story. It is false. I can live it down." + +"That's right, my girl, take it with a high hand," retorted Letty, who +concluded that Dorothy's speech was levelled at her. "It makes a body +laugh, when a beggar's brat gi'es hersel' sich airs." + +"For shame, Letty," said the old lady, whose faith in Dorothy's goodness +had been a little upset by her daughter-in-law's relation, but who still +regarded her with affection. "What harm has poor Dolly ever done to you? +Those who have glass windows of their own," she added, in an aside, +"should be the last to throw stones." + +"To show you all that I am innocent," continued Dorothy, taking no +notice of Letty's insulting speech, which she considered infinitely +beneath answering, or Mrs. Barford's doubtful sympathy, "that I am not +afraid of meeting my dear foster parents, I shall go home this very +night." Her black eyes flashed, the colour deepened in her cheeks, and +the hitherto quiet girl looked sublime in the intensity of her disdain. + +"I think you are right, Dorothy," said Mrs. Barford, who foresaw that +there would be no peace with Letty if she remained. "If the old people +will receive you again, home is the best place for you. I would not stay +here to be insulted by Mrs. Letty, let the story be true or false." + +"Who wants her?" shrieked Mrs. Joe. "The sooner she goes the better." + +"She be'ant a' going alone ow'r that lonesome heath," said the +compassionate Joe, who could not bear to see a pretty girl in distress, +and who could not look in Dorothy's indignant face and believe her +guilty, "if I drive her whome mysel." + +"You'll do no sich thing, Mr. Joe Barford," cried Letty, putting her +arms akimbo, and stepping between her husband and Dorothy. "I 'spose you +want to run off wi' the brazen-faced minx?" + +"Thank you, Mr. Barford," said Dorothy sternly. "I am able to take care +of myself. There is nothing to fear." + +"Nothing to fear," repeated Joe, lifting his hand with a gesture of +astonishment. "Why, lass, the place is haunted. Did'st never hear that?" + +"Yes, wi' her precious mother's ghost," sneered Letty. "Like mother, +like child." + +Dorothy started. She cast upon the speaker a look of ineffable contempt, +and left the house without a word of parting to its inhabitants, never +stopping for a moment till she gained the high road. "Good heavens!" she +cried, when once more alone, and beneath the wide canopy of the night, +"are these people fiends, that they rejoice in the supposition of my +guilt, and condemn me on mere hearsay, without the least proof that I +have committed this great sin? + +"Is this human nature, of the wickedness of which I have heard so much, +and which I found so hard to believe. I will never trust to kind looks +and flattering words again. I tried to serve these people to the best +of my ability; they all seemed pleased with me and spoke me fair, yet +the first breath of evil that assails my character has turned them into +bitter enemies. If this be life, how much better to--!" The rest of the +unspoken sentence her better reason silenced. + +This was only one of the many hard lessons people learn in the world. +Dorothy was as yet a novice to the world and its crooked paths, and she +felt indignant at the sorry treatment she had received from it during +the past few weeks. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +MIDNIGHT ON THE HEATH. + + +Dorothy walked on at a rapid pace for upwards of an hour: the night had +now fairly closed in upon her; the moon shone bright, and the air was +warm and balmy, but the road was long and lonely; not one solitary +cottage was to be found beside her path, after she turned into the +upland road that led across the heath. + +People of limited education, born and brought up in out of the way +country places, are apt to be superstitious. Dorothy was not above the +common weakness of her class. Ghost stories, dreams and presentiments, +not to say anything of bewitchments and distempers, caused by the +withering glance of the evil eye, were subjects that generally formed +the topic of conversation round the winter hearth, and were devoutly +believed as truths, by the simple narrators, who derived from them an +inexhaustible fund of amusement. + +This fear of the invisible world, so inherent in simple natures, has +been implanted for a wise purpose. It keeps alive a consciousness of the +immortality of the soul, which otherwise might be disregarded by those +who are separated by poverty and distance from coming to the knowledge +of revealed truth. + +As Dorothy hastened on, some of the wild legends she had heard from +childhood glanced through her mind. The tide of angry feeling that had +raised her above fear, was fast subsiding, and a thousand weird fancies +flitted through her brain. She began bitterly to repent having refused +the honest yeoman's blunt offer, to see her safe over the long lonely +upland waste, stretching out into the far distance, which lay so still +under the moonshine before her. + +It was too late to go back. She could not think of that now--but she +could not help owning to herself that she was horribly afraid, and she +ran along the steep rugged path as fast as if she had been pursued by a +host of evil spirits. + +Something sprang up against her. She gave a loud scream. + +It was Pincher, who had missed her from the kitchen, and had followed +upon her track. + +Dorothy kissed the dear old dog in her excess of gratitude--his presence +gave her courage. Who has not felt the comfort and companionship of a +faithful dog at night, and on a lonely road. Dorothy felt that she was +safe now, she had a trusty friend to protect her, who, if need be, would +lay down his life to defend her. + +The girl and her four-footed companion walked on lovingly together +beneath the broad light of the moon, conversing to each other in their +own peculiar way. + +They had now mounted the steep ridge of the heath that commanded a fine +view of the ocean, which lay heaving and gleaming like molten silver +against the horizon, sending up a deep, mysterious voice through the +stillness of the night. + +How grand it would have appeared to Dorothy at any other time, for her +soul, simple and innocent as that of a little child, was steeped in the +poetry of nature, which the Divine Mother alone whispers to the good and +pure of heart. Now, the mournful music made by those coming and +retreating waves, breaking the death-like silence which reigned around, +filled her mind with a chilling dread. + +She was fast approaching the deep hollow where her mother died, and the +terrible words that had dropped from Joe Barford, that it was haunted by +her ghost, rushed into her mind, filling it with an ungovernable fear. + +"What if she should see her apparition?" She stopped--irresolute what to +do. Her own shadow in the moonlight made her start and scream. She tried +to run past the spot, which lay in deep shadow to the right, but her +feet seemed chained to the earth, and her eyes, as if under a terrible +fascination, were fixed upon the clump of furze that crowned the little +ridge above, that looked so black and shadowy when all around was bright +as day. + +While she stood, pale with horror, her eyes wide open, her quivering +lips apart, the white teeth chattering together, and her limbs relaxed +and trembling, a low wailing sound crept through the purple heath, the +furze bushes shivered as if instinct with life, and the dog crawled to +her feet moaning piteously. + +Dorothy tried to rouse herself, to break, by speaking to the dog, the +horrible spell in which her senses were bound up, but not a sound could +she utter. In desperation she turned her head from the haunted spot. + +She saw, what to her frenzied eye appeared a slight figure, shrouded in +mist, through which the moon-beams flickered and played slowly, flitting +along her path. + +Again that wild unearthly sound rustled among the bushes, and the dog +broke out into a long dismal howl. A cry, which heard, even at noon day, +seldom fails to blanch the manliest cheek. Dorothy heard it not--with a +sobbing moan she sank to the ground insensible to fear, or aught else +beneath the wide canopy of heaven. + +Pincher nestled close to his fainting mistress, hiding his shaggy head +upon her breast. + +Whatever the dog suffered through the lonely watches of the night, +Dorothy was happily unconscious of his terrors and her own. + +She was so near to her old home, that had her senses been roused from +that death-like stupor, she might have heard the clock in the great hall +strike twelve. At that beautiful season of the year, day brightens in +the east before three o'clock, and the rosy tints in the west seldom +leave the horizon. + +The sun had just risen over the sea, when Lawrence Rushmere went to +water his horses at the brook in the sandy lane that ran in front of the +house, sheltered beneath the steep ascent of the heath. At the gate +which led from the court-yard, he encountered Pincher, whom he had not +seen since Dorothy left. + +"What, the old doorg," he cried, patting him with infinite satisfaction. +"The old doorg come home. I wonder what kept thee away so long. How is +it with the poor wench?" + +After the first salutation was over between master and dog, Pincher +tried, in his dog fashion, to make him understand, by a thousand odd +movements, that he wanted his special attention. He ran from the gate up +the steep path leading to the heath, barking furiously, then returned to +the farmer, and pulled him by the coat, as if he wished him to follow, +and went through the same pantomime again and again. + +"What can the doorg want wi' me," said Rushmere, at last struck by his +odd behaviour, "I never saw him act in that fashion afore. Some of the +cattle must have strayed upon the heath, and, mayhap, have fallen into a +hole. Pincher was allers as wise as a Christian. I'll follow un, an' see +what has happened." + +He fastened his horses to the gate, and took the path that led to the +heath. Pincher ran barking on before, evidently delighted with his +success, and led his master to the spot where Dorothy lay, pale and +drenched with the night-dews, upon the ground. + +The sight of the poor girl, so thin and altered since he last saw her +in the glow of life and health, brought vividly to his recollection the +dead mother, and filled his mind with shame and remorse, for the manner +in which she had been driven from her home. + +His large frame trembled, and tears sprang into his eyes. + +"She is not dead but sleeping," he said, as he remarked, with no small +satisfaction, the regular heaving of her breast. "But what a place to +choose for a bed, so near the spot where her mother died. Dorothy!" he +cried, in a loud voice, "awake. It is I, the father who calls thee." + +The girl unclosed her eyes, sat up, and gazed upon him with a vague +unmeaning stare. + +"Dorothy, lass, don't you know the father?" + +He sat down beside her, and took her cold little hand in his. "What +brought you here, child? Thou hast lost thy senses sure, to be sleeping +upon the cold damp ground. It is enough to kill thee." + +The well-known voice, still more the kind words, recalled Dorothy to +consciousness, and banished from her mind the horrors of the night. + +"Father, dear father!" she whispered in a voice scarcely audible, as she +nestled her head upon his broad shoulder, "how kind of you to come to +find me." + +"Nay, it was not I but the doorg you have to thank, Dolly, it was he +that brought me here, or you might have lain on the wet heath till the +day of judgment. But why did you not come to the house--were you afraid +that I should turn you away from my door?" + +"I was on my way home, father, but something dreadful happened to me +last night. Oh, so dreadful, that only to think of it makes my flesh +creep." She clung to the old man, and shivered in every limb. + +"Speak out, lass. What was it? What ails thee? Did any one insult thee?" + +"No, no, it was not flesh and blood." Lowering her voice, and casting a +timid glance around, she whispered in his ear, as if afraid of speaking +it out. "I saw last night the ghost of my mother." + +"Lord a mercy!" cried the farmer, springing to his feet, with the +elasticity of a young man, and gazing upon Dorothy with a wild horror +gleaming in his eyes. "Were you in your right mind. What did a' look +like?" + +"A shadow--a thin vapoury form, through which I saw the moon shining." + +"But how didst thou know the mother? Did it speak?" + +Dolly shook her head. + +"A low wailing, sobbing cry passed along the ground, and shook the +bushes It was like nothing human--so sad and wild. Pincher crept to my +feet and howled back an answer." + +"Aye, doorgs be wise--they see what we can't see--and what then, lass?" + +"A mortal fear came over me. I tried to run but fell. I remember nothing +after that, until you woke me up just now." + +"It wor strange," mused the old man. "I never did wholly believe in +ghosts, but you are not the girl to tell a lie. You might have been +mistaken--but I would bet ten to one on the doorg. And how do you feel, +Dolly, arter lying so long in the dews?" + +"Stiff and cold," said Dorothy, her teeth chattering in her head, and a +deeper pallor settling on her face. "I shall soon get over that, when I +am once more at home." + +"And what brought thee out so late last night, child. Worn't thee afeard +of passing over the lonesome heath?" + +"Father, I had been told a sad story--had been vexed by a cruel and +false accusation against my character; and I could not remain where I +was, and put up with their insults, or rest until I heard the truth of +what they told me from your own lips." She stopped for a minute to +gather courage to ask the dreadful question. "Has Gilbert enlisted for a +soldier and gone to the wars?" + +The old man burst into tears, and sobbed like a child. + +Dorothy needed no stronger confirmation of her fears. She saw that the +report was only too true, and her heart bled for the poor old man. +"Father," she cried, affectionately pressing his hand between her own, +"is it _too late_ to buy him off?" + +"It's na' use thinking o' that, Dorothy, we did not get his letter until +the ship had sailed, that took him away ow'r seas wi' the rest. He's in +Spain long afore this." + +"Then he did write." + +"Yea, a short bit o' a letter." + +"Did he give any excuse for going?" + +"Aye, the same old tale over agen. He had given up the girl he loved to +please me, and he had listed for a soger to please himsel', and I alone +wor to blame. The king wanted men, and he would go and fight for him and +his country; his life were no better worth than another's, and he could +not forget Dorothy while he remained at home." + +Rushmere began to sob afresh. Dorothy's eager eyes were fixed +imploringly on his face. She did not like to ask "Is that all? Is there +no message, no word of comfort for me?" The longing desire to hear the +whole of the letter, might be read in every feature of her expressive +face. + +"Ah, Dolly," cried the old man, wringing his hands as he spoke, "had I +been kinder to thee, lass, I should not have lost my son--my only +son--the last man who bears my name on the earth, for aught I know to +the contrary. It was only just of the Almighty to punish me for my +pride. But 'tis almost more than I have strength to bear." + +"All we can do now, father, is to bear the burthen with patience, and +hope in God's mercy for the future. It is of no use turning despondingly +to the past." + +"Aye, girl, but conscience will turn our looks backward, whether we like +it or no, an' will tell us of acts an' cruel words we would fain forget, +an' that ow'r an' ow'r agen." + +"Did Gilbert send any word or message for me, father?" said Dorothy, +growing desperate with excitement. + +"Did a'," returned Rushmere, looking blankly in Dorothy's agitated face, +as if his own thoughts were far away beyond the sea, with his absent +son. + +"Yes, a' did. He bade us, if we loved him--how could he doubt it--take +care of Dorothy, an' cherish her as our own flesh and blood, as she wor +the only child left to us now, an' not to punish the poor girl for his +fault." + +"God bless him!" said Dorothy, sadly, her heart not quite satisfied, and +the tears coming fast into her eyes. "He sent no love, no kind +remembrance to his old playmate?" + +"That was all, Dolly, except his duty to us." + +Dorothy sighed, and for some minutes both were silent, at length the old +man said, + +"Dorothy, do you heed what Gilly said. Will you come back to us, an' be +our daughter once more--the comfort of our old age. We ha' naught else +to cling to now?" + +Dorothy met the request, so humbly made, with heart-felt expressions of +gratitude. She could not help thinking that Gilbert had acted selfishly, +in deserting his parents; that it was a poor way of proving his love to +her, by showing such a want of affection for them; but she crushed the +ungracious thought, and inquired how Mrs. Rushmere had borne this heavy +blow--ashamed of not having asked for her before. + +"Alack, child, when she read the letter, she swoon'd dead away, an' when +the neighbours brought her round, she grew stark staring mad, raving and +crying, 'Gilly, Gilly, come back to your poor mother. Oh, my heart, my +heart, it will break a' wanting my son.' It was awful to hear the like, +an' she allers such a quiet creature. It was many days afore she grew +calm. She went one morn, an' she fetched the big Bible, and went down +upon her knees in the corner of the room, an' she cried an' crooned ow'r +it for hours, an' would na' take a morsel o' any thing to eat or to +drink. At last she gets up, and she clasps her hands thus--together--an' +she looks at me wi' her old pleasant kind face, + +"'Lawrence,' she says, 'God has comforted my poor sore heart, and given +me his blessed peace. This trial is o' him. Let us kneel down together, +an' pray that He may bless it to our souls.' + +"An' I did pray, Dolly, as I never did before in my life, an' we found +the word mighty to overcome grief. + +"Then wife says, 'Larry,' she says to me, 'you must go an' bring our +Dolly back. God gave her to us, an' you ha' clean forgotten the trust.' + +"'It's never too late to repent,' says I. 'I will go for the little maid +to-morrow evening, when I come from work.' What moved your heart, +Dorothy, to come alone?" + +Dorothy did not like to mention the scandal which had roused her +indignation, lest it should increase the farmer's self-reproaches, which +were heavy enough. She merely said, and it was the truth, + +"That she was suddenly told of Gilbert's enlistment, and she could not +believe it until further confirmation from them. That it was late when +she left Barford's, but the night was so clear that she never +apprehended any cause for alarm, that it must have been midnight when +she fancied she saw the apparition on the heath, but since the sun had +shone into her eyes she began to doubt the reality of the vision. + +"She had been hard at work all day, and was greatly troubled in her mind +when she started on her lonely walk. She might have sat down to rest and +fallen asleep, and dreamt it, she no longer seemed to recall the +circumstances very distinctly. The horrible phantasy had faded from her +mind with the morning light, and she would try and think of it as a +mental delusion. + +"But then, what made Pincher howl in that fearful manner?" + +Dolly shuddered. "It must be true, the dog could not have been deceived, +though I might." + +A severe attack of fever and ague was the result of Dorothy passing the +night upon the heath. For many weeks she was unable to leave her bed, +and for some time small hopes were entertained for her life. Mrs. +Rushmere received the poor wanderer with open arms, and thought little +of the additional trouble. She had suffered too much to murmur about +trifles. During the delirium of the fever, Dorothy raved continually +about her mother, and dared not be left a moment alone in the dark. + +It was firmly believed in the house, and through the neighbourhood, that +she had seen her mother's ghost, who had threatened the Rushmeres with +unheard of calamities for turning her daughter out of doors. The wildest +reports were in circulation; and the wonderful tale was repeated with a +thousand exaggerations at church and at market. + +The story reached Hadstone. The Barfords shook their heads. "It was +Dorothy's misdoings," they kindly suggested, "that had disturbed her +mother in her grave." + +Miss Watling, whose malicious tongue had first given rise to the scandal +about Dorothy Gilbert, considered "that it was a judgment upon that vile +creature, and that Gilbert had acted like a wise man, in going away to +be rid of her. Time," she added, emphatically, "would prove, that all +that had been said about her was true." She went farther, and hinted +that her present illness had a very suspicious look. + +Dorothy was annoyed that Mr. Rushmere had given publicity to her +midnight adventure on the heath, but the temptation of repeating a +veritable ghost story, in which he firmly believed, was too great for +the old man to resist. As to the other tales, they did not all come to +her ears; and such as did, she treated with a proud disdain. "God knew +her innocence," she said, "and in His own good time would disprove them +all." + +The harvest was over before she was able to resume her household duties. +As her former health and strength returned, her fears gradually +diminished, and she could converse with calmness to Mrs. Rushmere of the +terrible vision, which she now attributed to an over-excited state of +mind combined with great bodily fatigue. About Gilbert and his future +prospects, she had learned to speak without betraying the real state of +her feelings; and had inspired the old people with the hope that he +would one day return from the wars an officer at least. + +Things began to wear a brighter aspect, and the labours of the farm went +on peacefully and prosperously. The Rushmeres if not contented were +resigned, and both united in treating Dorothy with kindness and +consideration. The old family bible was in more constant use, and each +day was commenced and ended with prayer. + +Time passed on. The winds of autumn had laid the heart of the forest +bare; short and gloomy days, and frequent storms of rain and hail, told +that the winter was at hand. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A STRANGE VISITOR. + + +It was the latter part of November. The day had been intensely cold, +with a biting north-east wind and black frost. Towards evening the snow +began to fall, at first in thin scattered flakes, but as the night +closed in, thick and heavily. + +Dorothy listened uneasily to the howling winds, as they swept in loud +gusts along the heath, and often went to the door to watch for the +return of Mr. Rushmere from Hadstone market. He had ridden over to the +town early in the day, to receive a large payment for wheat, which he +had sold the week before to a corn merchant there. + +"Father is late," she remarked to Mrs. Rushmere, who was knitting +quietly by fire light, on one of the settles beside the hearth and who +apprehended no danger, being blessed with a less anxious temperament +than her adopted daughter. A cheerful fire was roaring up the great +chimney, and she was literally basking in the warmth the ruddy blaze +diffused around. + +"I wish he was home," continued Dorothy, who felt almost angry with her +mother for looking so comfortable. "It is a wild night, and the snow is +drifting terribly on the heath, he will hardly find his way across it in +the storm. Why, mother, it is growing very dark--it is sometime since +the clock struck six." + +The old lady glanced up from her work; her placid face wore a look of +unusual serenity. + +"Don't be so unrestful, Dolly. I feel in my heart that he be close at +hand. Lawrence Rushmere is not the man to be afeard of a few +snow-flakes. Spread the table, and get every thing in readiness for his +supper, when he does come. I can't feel uneasy, for I am certain he will +bring us news of Gilly. I was dreaming of him last night. I have borne +him on my mind all day. I do feel so happy and lightsome, that it would +be a sin to fret about troubles which may never come to our door." + +"I hope you may be right, mother. I cannot think of father being out at +night, and on such a night as this, on that lonely heath, without a +shudder. If thinking of Gilly would bring us news of him, we ought to +hear from him very often; for I am thinking about him all day long," +returned Dorothy, commencing with alacrity to cover the table. + +"A mother's love is a great mystery, Dolly. It never changes like the +love of man to woman. It begins before the birth of her little one, and +lasts till the hour of death. It is more like the love of God to his +creatures. It bears patiently all changes of time and circumstance; +forgives every fault; forgets acts of selfishness, neglect and +ingratitude; loving on, and hoping on, to the last." + +"Hark!" cried Dorothy, "I hear the wheels grate on the stones in the +court-yard. I will take the lanthorn, and help father unharness Jack. +Yes, it is he. I hear him speaking to the horse. Now, mother, we shall +see if you be a true prophet." + +Dorothy took the light and ran out. + +"Well, Doll, here I be, all right. I wor amaist blinded wi' snow, coming +ow'r that confounded heath. Has't got a good fire? 'Tis mortal cold. I +be all kivered ow'r wi' snow," and he stamped his feet and shook a +shower of white flakes from his great-coat. + +"Go in, father, I will take care of the horse. Mother and I have been on +the look out for you for the last hour. Have you brought us good news?" + + +"Fifty pounds for the wheat, child--ten pounds more than I expected: but +wheat has riz five shillings the quarter. Is not that good news, my +girl, and the money paid in hard cash into my hand?" + +Dorothy drew a long, regretful sigh. + +"It might have been better." + +"Lauk, a mercy, child! the women folk be never satisfied. 'Tis bad news +enough for them as has to buy. But that's no consarn of ours." + +Dorothy led Jack off to the stable, and the half-frozen yeoman turned in +to enjoy his cheerful fire. Dorothy was bitterly disappointed. In spite +of herself she had endorsed Mrs. Rushmere's presentiment that she would +that night hear tidings of Gilbert, and she felt inclined to murmur +against the old lady entertaining such foolish notions. + +She rubbed down the pony, gave him his oats and a warm bed, and returned +with a sadder heart to the house than when she left it. + +After the substantial evening meal was over, and Rushmere had quietly +lighted his pipe, and the women resumed their knitting, Mrs. Rushmere +asked, in a plaintive voice, + +"No news of Gilly, Lawrence?" + +"Why, dame, what makes you think thir wor?" + +Dorothy looked hard at the old man. She saw a covert smile on his +wrinkled face, while his wife pushed her former inquiry. + +"Mothers are allers hoping against hope, Larry. I felt so certain that +you would bring us some word of him." + +"Father, you have got a letter. I know you have," cried Dorothy. "I can +see it in your eyes," and she sprang to his side. + +"An' if so be I have, what's that to you, little minx? Reach down my +great-coat. You'll find my pocket-book in the right side pocket, but +don't toomble any o' the money out." + +Dorothy searched for the hidden treasure in desperate haste, and placed +the letter on the table before him. + +"And you had a letter, Lawrence, all this time, and never told us a word +about it," said Mrs. Lawrence, reproachfully. + +"I knew the letter wu'd keep," laughed the farmer, "an' I wanted you an' +the lass to eat your victuals in quiet. I know'd if you see'd the letter +you'd both gang empty to bed." + +"But how could you eat your supper, Lawrence, an' the letter lying +unread in your pocket?" + +"I know'd all aboot it," said Rushmere, with a jolly chuckle. "I got it +by heart afore I left the town. It wor that made me so late home. Here, +Doll, thee be'est a better scholar nor I, read the letter out to your +mother." + +Dorothy's hand trembled with agitation; she could hardly unfold the +precious document, and the tears came so thick and fast to her eyes, +that when unfolded, she could hardly see to read it. + +"What the deuce ails the girl? Read a little louder, Dolly, for mother +an' I to hear it." + +Dorothy made an effort to control her feelings, and read as follows:-- + + "Dear and honoured Parents, + + "I hope these few lines will meet you in health, as they leave + me at this present time, by the blessing of God; and that you + have forgiven me for my undutiful conduct in leaving you as I + did. I repented directly the false step was taken, but, like a + true Briton, I was too proud to go back. + + "The regiment only remained in England a week after I listed, + when we were ordered off to Portugal, to join the army under + Sir John Moore. We had a fine passage, but I was very sea-sick, + and home-sick, which I found the worst ailment of the two; and I + thought that if I made no better soldier than I did a sailor, I + might just as well have remained at the plough. + + "But that's all over. I like the life I have chosen better than + when I first entered. We have had hard times, and hard marching + through this rough country, but thanks be to God, I have escaped + with a whole skin. + + "The captain who commands our company is a lad of my own age, + born in our part of the country; Lord Fitzmorris, the only son + of Earl Wilton, who lives up at the big hall on the hill. By the + by, father, he says, that the grand old place once belonged to + my forebears. Is that true?" + +"In coorse it is," interrupted old Rushmere. "But 'tis a long time ago, +when he," nodding to the picture fronting him, "was lord o' all these +manors." + + "I am the captain's body servant, and he takes great interest in + me, and says that he will push me on for your sakes, and make a + man of me before the war is over, of which there is no prospect + at present. When it comes to fighting, it will be no child's + play, I promise you, and so old Boney will find. We are hard + pressed by the enemy, and the army is suffering greatly for the + want of food and clothing, and we are hourly expecting an + engagement with the French, who are encamped upon the heights + above Corunna. + + "My dear parents, if I should be killed don't grieve for my + loss. A man can only die once, and if he falls in a good cause, + fighting for his country, it is a credit to himself and his + parents. Remember me to all the neighbours. Tell Molly Dawson + that her son is well of his wound, and has been made a sergeant. + Has Nancy Watling succeeded in getting a husband? I don't + flatter myself that she broke her heart on my account, but what + would she think of me in my red coat? I suppose I shall find + Dorothy married when I come back, with a house full of children. + Give my love to her, as to a sister, and tell her to pray for + the poor soldiers in Spain. + + "God bless you, dear father and mother. I pray that he may once + more unite us under the roof of the dear old home. So no more, + at this time, from your affectionate son. + + "GILBERT RUSHMERE. + + "P.S. Tell Dorothy to write a long letter for you. I want to + hear all the home news. All about the farm and the horses, and + how you got through the harvest without me, and whether Bill + Taylor took my place at the last cricket match, and if old + Pincher is still alive. + + "G. R." + +The letter was read and re-read many times, the delighted parents +repeating every word after Dorothy. Holding each other by the hand, they +exchanged glances of mutual affection and sympathy. + +"The dear boy," cries the mother. "God bless him! I always knew he would +be sorry, when he came to his right mind, and love us as well as ever." + +"Aye," said the father, "I feel proud o' my son. He's o' the right +stuff. He'll fight like a man, an' a true Briton, when the time comes, +an' do his duty to his country like a hero." + +Dorothy was the only one in the room who was not quite satisfied with +Gilbert's letter. She was hurt at the clause about herself. If he loved +her as she did him, could he speak in that light way about her marrying +another, or send his love to her as to a sister--a title, which from +boyhood he had always refused to address her by. A change had come over +him since they parted; he had grown fonder of his parents, but colder to +her. She would not damp their joy, by expressing her disappointment, but +she felt it very keenly. + +"Mother, you were a true prophet," she said, closing the letter and +giving it back to Mr. Rushmere. + +"Aye, child, hearts whisper to hearts, let the distance a'tween them be +ever so great. Love can travel in a thought over land and sea. I b'lieve +that Gilbert never thinks of me but I know it. I told you, Dorothy, that +I should hear from him. I felt it in my heart." + +"The angels don't whisper such blessed dreams to me," returned Dorothy, +sadly. + +"Dolly," and the old man spoke to her very gravely. "Art dreaming about +Gilly yet? I thought you had clean forgotten him." + +"Only as a sister should think of an absent brother," returned Dorothy, +ashamed of the subterfuge. "As Gilbert himself wishes me to remember +him." + +"I b'lieve you ha' a hankering arter the lad yet," said Rushmere, +tartly. "Dorothy, do'ant cross that stile, or maybe you'll get into a +bad road, an' be left sticking in the mud. It won't do. It won't do, +lass. I will never gi' my consent." + +He shook his head, settled himself in his deep leather-backed chair, and +puffed away vigorously at his pipe. + +"Wait, father, till I ask you for it. If ever I marry Gilbert, it will +be your own doing. The time may come when you may both regret that I was +not his wife." + +Her speech was interrupted by a loud rap at the door. Pincher sprang up +from the hearth-stone, where he lay basking at Dorothy's feet, with a +fierce yell, as if he had received a mortal injury by having his +comfortable nap disturbed, and rushed to the heavily barred door, +barking furiously. + +"Some one has lost their way on the heath," said Dorothy, laying her +hand upon the strong iron bolt that secured the door. "It is a bad night +to be abroad, father; shall I let them in?" + +"In coorse." + +"Ask first, Dolly, who they be, an' what they want," suggested his more +cautious wife. + +Pincher again lifted up his voice, as if he had a right to be heard in +the consultation, and in deep spasmodic fits of barking, remonstrated +against admitting strangers at that unreasonable hour. + +"Be still, sir," and Dorothy pushed the old dog rather unceremoniously +from the door. "Go, and lie down in the corner, and behave yourself." + +Pincher looked up in her face, and sullenly obeyed, growling as he +slowly retreated to the fire, with hair bristling up, and eyes blazing +defiance. + +Another rap, louder and more importunate, echoed through the large +room. "Who's there?" demanded Dorothy. + +"A woman, lost in the snow," screamed a shrill voice without. "If you be +Christians, open the door. I shall freeze to death, if I stand much +longer here." + +Dorothy thought of her mother,--back flew bolt and bar, and the heavy +door opened to admit a tall gaunt female figure, wrapt up in a red +cloak, and carrying a large wicker basket on her arm. + +"Mercy, what a night!" cried the stranger, shaking the white flakes from +her clothes. "But for the lights in your windows, I must have perished +on the heath. Will you give me a bed, good people, for the night, in +your barn?" + +"Na," said Rushmere, "we never gi' people beds in the barn, while +there's room in the house. Sit down by the fire, and warm yourself. My +darter will gi' ye summat to eat, an' a good pint o' yell foreby. Dolly, +help the woman to take off her cloak." + +The stranger, who had stood in the shade, now came forward to the fire, +and Dorothy assisted her to remove her tattered cloak. She was so tall +that Dorothy was obliged to rise on tiptoes to render this service, and +to her no small disgust, observed that the stranger smelt strongly of +gin. + +"Why, lass," said the farmer, laughing, "you be big enough, an' tall +enough, for a grenadier." + +"It requires long legs, and strong ones too," returned the woman, taking +a seat on the settle by the fire, and putting the large basket on her +arm beside her, on the floor, "to travel this rough country. I was on my +way to Storby, and missed my path crossing the heath. The snow drifted +so in my eyes, it was impossible to see the road. Have you any rabbit +skins, or hare skins, to sell. Any old clothes, or rags. I do a little +business in that line to support my family, but 'tis hard scratching to +get along, these hard times; vittals is so dear, and you country folk +expect such bargains, and never trade for cash, that I can't make much +by the exchange." + +"Have you a husband?" asked the farmer. + +"No, nor never had, and don't want one. I'm much better alone. I can lie +down mistress and get up master. Married women are slaves. Men think +more of their cattle than they do of their wives." + +"That's just as the case may be," returned Rushmere. "Some o' them don't +deserve much consideration. I ha' allers heard say, a good wife makes a +good husband." + +"And how many children have you?" asked Mrs. Rushmere, looking +suspiciously at her strange guest. + +"Two," said the woman, "a girl and a boy. They are too young to tramp +the roads. I leave them at home with my mother, while I travel the +country to earn them bread." + +"And what have you got in your basket?" asked Dorothy, who was as +curious as the rest to learn something about their visitor. + +"A little of everything. Needles, pins, thread; cotton of both sorts, +white and coloured; side-combs for the gals, and pipes and tobacco for +the men. Take a look at my wares." + +The gaunt creature rose, and placed the basket on the table before Mrs. +Rushmere. + +As she stood in the full light of the candle, Dorothy, who had only +before caught a partial glimpse of her face, shrunk back as she scanned +the vulgar harsh features, and encountered the bold gaze of the tramp. +Pincher, who followed close at her heels, gave an ominous growl, and +burst off into a fresh paroxysm of barking. + +"That's a cross dog of yours," cried the woman, kicking at Pincher, with +her heavy nailed boots. + +"You had better not do that?" said Dorothy. "He'll bite you if you ill +treat him." + +"I wonder you keep such an ugly tempered brute about the house," +retorted the woman. "It is not pleasant to have such a varmint snapping +at one's heels." + +"A brave dog like him is sometimes useful," remarked Dorothy, pointedly, +"especially in a lone place like this. I have only to say, seize her, +Pincher! and he'd have you down in a minute." + +"Oh, pray don't," cried the woman, with a hoarse cackling laugh, "I +don't covet his acquaintance. I think, though, he'd find me too much for +him. In my tramps through the country, I've put to silence bigger and +stronger brutes than him." + +Again Dorothy tried to examine the heavy dark browed countenance of the +stranger, and her investigation only increased her mistrust and +aversion. + +In the meanwhile, Mrs. Rushmere was eagerly exploring the contents of +the big basket, and had lain aside several useful articles, with an +intent to purchase. + +"What is the price of these?" + +The woman turned them over with her large coarse hands, then reckoned up +the amount on her fingers. + +"Just three shillings." + +"You buy rabbit and hare skins?" + +"I would rather take money than trade just now." + +Mrs. Rushmere drew her purse from her pocket; it was a heavy one, as she +was her own banker, and it generally contained all the money which she +received for the produce of the dairy. + +Dorothy, who was standing behind her chair, could not help being struck +with the eager hungry glance with which the woman eyed the glittering +gold and silver coins, and her face became more dark and repulsive than +ever. + +"Wife," put in the farmer, "doan't be a fule. There be plenty o' rabbit +and hare skins in the shed. If she doan't trade for them, let her +things bide in her basket. It isn't fair o' the woman to take silver o' +us an' skins of t'other folk." + +"You farmers are so cruelly stingy," said the woman angrily, "you won't +let a body live, and wheat up to five pounds the quarter. I think I saw +you in the market, master. You made a better bargain for your grain than +exchanging it for old moth-eaten rabbit skins." + +Dorothy again caught the furtive glance of the woman's evil eyes, and +recoiled from it as if she had trodden upon a snake. + +After a great deal of chaffering and bargaining for various articles, +the tramp consented to receive in payment some fine woollen yarn that +dangled from the beams, observing, "that she must turn a penny somehow." +She then put aside the basket, and sat down, to discuss the bread and +cheese, and tankard of home-brewed ale, that Dorothy placed on the table +for her supper. + +"You found the roads bad," said Rushmere, refilling his pipe. + +"Up to the top of my boots," and the woman lifted up her large foot, +which was cased in a heavy highlow, thickly studded with iron nails. "I +was near mired, at the lower end of the heath, and began to think I +would have to stay there all night. Who would have expected to step into +a mud-hole during such a hard frost as this?" + +"You be lucky to get out as you did," said the farmer. "That are be +Storby Moss. The ground be allers wet, an' holds the water like a +sponge. Many's the good beast that's died in yon quag." + +The woman leaned back upon the settle, stretched her feet to the fire, +and began leisurely to examine the large hall, from the well garnished +beams above her head, to the iron bars that secured the windows. + +"These old houses," she observed, "are much stronger than the new. The +people in the old times knew what they were about when they built them. +Arn't you afraid of being robbed in this lonely out of the way place?" + +"Never think of such a thing," said Rushmere, "we live among honest +folk. I keep a good blunderbuss loaded over the door, an' thieves would +na' find it an easy job to get in through these iron bars. We never keep +ony thing o' value in the house, to tempt them sort o' chaps, wi' a bank +so near. + +"Have another glass o' ale, lass? Art fond o' nuts? Dolly, bring some o' +those filberts out o' the sack in the pantry, and the crackers foreby." + +Dorothy brought her apron full of nuts. "Catch?" she cried, in a +laughing tone, as she threw a double handful into the tramp's lap. + +The woman caught them, and laughed too. + +Dorothy turned to the dresser, and a strange expression came over her +face. + +After the woman had eaten the nuts, and seen the bottom of the tankard, +she began to yawn, and asked, "if she could lie down and sleep beside +the fire?" + +"I will show you a room; follow me," said Dorothy. + +The woman seemed very reluctant to accept the offer, pleading various +excuses. Her muddy boots, her dirty clothes, and the necessity of her +being off by daybreak in the morning, to all of which Dorothy turned a +deaf ear, positively insisting on her going to bed. + +"Well, if you will have it so, miss, I will no longer refuse a good +offer. I have not been inside a bed for many months past, and am used to +sleep, wet or dry, in the barn, or by the hearth, as it may happen. +People are not generally so anxious about the comfort of visitors like +me." + +Dorothy lighted a candle, and led the way up the wide oak staircase at +the bottom of the hall to the chambers above. + +"You can sleep in this room," she said, unclosing a door that opened on +to the gallery, with which all the sleeping apartments communicated. +"You will find water, towel and soap on the stand. You need not be in a +hurry to go in the morning. We all rise before daylight, at this time of +the year, and you can have your breakfast before you go." + +As she turned to leave the room, the woman suddenly grasped her wrist, +and forcibly detained her, staring in her face, with the same bold +glance which had inspired such deep loathing. + +"Stay, my pretty lass, I can tell your fortune. Tell you the name of the +lad you are to marry, the fate of him you are always thinking about, who +is away in foreign parts, and all the good luck in store for you." + +"I don't believe in such folly," cried Dorothy angrily, wrenching her +hand from the woman's grasp. "It is worse than folly; it is wickedness. +Good night. I hope you may sleep well." + +She shut the door. A loud laugh followed her down stairs. + +Dorothy, on reaching the great room, sat down in a chair, and panted for +breath. + +"What is the matter? What ails you, Dolly?" asked the old people, with +looks of alarm. + +"Nothing--that horrible looking person took hold of me, to tell my +fortune. I got frightened and angry, and ran down stairs too fast. That +has set my heart in flutter, and taken away my breath. Dear mother, give +me a glass of water, and don't look so pale and scared. It won't do for +us all to play the coward." + +"Why, whatever do you mean, Dolly?" said Mrs. Rushmere, giving her the +water. "Is the child crazy?" + +"Not quite," returned Dorothy, trying to laugh, as she gave back to her +mother the empty tumbler. + +"I will tell you what I mean, for I feel calmer now. I don't like that +woman, if she be really a woman, a fact which I very much doubt. I don't +like her staying in the house, and I have made up my mind not to go to +bed tonight, but to sit up and watch till the morning." + +"I saw nothing amiss in the woman, Dolly," said Rushmere. "She be big, +an' ugly, an' bold like, but what manners can you expect from the like +o' her?" + +"Father," pleaded Dolly, "it is not that. I am used to poor ignorant +rude creatures, but she looks bad. I can't find words to express the +dislike I feel for her. I feel as if she were here for no good. Did you +see how she glowered at the money in mother's purse? I expected every +moment that she would make a grab at it--and then the hint, father, she +threw out to you, about selling your corn so well in the market. She +must have walked quicker here than Jack trotted home. Did you pass any +one on the road?" + +"Not I. Dolly, you make me feel rather curious about un. But if she wor +a thief, she would not ha' asked if we were afeard of robbers. Na, na, +child, go to your bed, there's naught to fear, an' a man too in the +house." + +"I don't mean to go to bed," said Dolly, stoutly. "I'll tell you my +reasons to-morrow morning. I have a bunch of stockings to mend for +father; I'll sit up in the pantry and darn them. Is the gun loaded?" + +"Na, Dorothy," and Rushmere laughed long and heartily, "I told the woman +a big lie, just to scare her. It has not been loaded these ten years. I +shu'd like to see you trying to pop it off." + +"It's a pity to keep a useful weapon only for show," returned Dolly, +eyeing the old blunderbuss with looks of regret. "It is like the boy in +the fable, crying out wolf, when no wolf was near." + +It was in vain that the old people tried to reason Dolly out of the +foolish notion she had taken about the tramp; but finding that she was +determined to have her own way, they went to bed, and left her to please +herself--not, however, before Dorothy had whispered in her mother's ear: + +"Be sure to lock your door, and pass the big iron bar across it." + +Mrs. Rushmere, who felt more nervous than her husband--for fear is +strangely infectious--promised faithfully to observe her injunction. + +"And now for the night," sighed Dorothy, as she returned alone to the +great hall. "If it were not for them, I never could muster courage to +watch here by myself. How many hours is it yet to day?" + +She glanced up at the tall, old-fashioned clock, in its dark mahogany +case; a solemn looking piece of antiquity, that had stood on the same +spot, and told the lapse of time to many generations of the Rushmeres, +who had long ceased to reckon it for ever. It was still ticking on, +telling the same tale to the beautiful girl, who now stood before it; +and by her, as far she was individually concerned, was as little heeded. + +"Only nine o'clock. How many hours I shall have to keep awake." + +Like most hard workers, sleep was a necessity to Dorothy, of so +overpowering a nature, that the difficulty with her was not how to go to +sleep, but how to keep awake. Of one thing she felt certain; that she +was more likely to nod on her post than the strange being who was +occupying her neat little chamber above. + +She now diligently set to work, to prepare for her long vigil. + +First, she raked the fire together; and covered the hot coals with +ashes, then she lighted a dark lanthorn, and put on a large great-coat +of Mr. Rushmere's over her other garments; with the further adornment of +an old fur cap, the lappets of which she carefully tied under her chin, +the better to conceal her identity; she was now ready for action. + +Going to the wood-shed, she brought from thence, a small axe, with which +she was wont to chop into convenient lengths, the branches of the +faggots with which she heated the brick oven for baking. + +She ran her finger along the edge of the instrument--Gilbert, when at +home, used to keep it nicely sharpened for her use. She shook her +head--Gilbert was not at home, and her axe was so blunt that a body +might ride to Rumford on it. But then again, she reflected, that any +weapon was better than none; so retaining the axe, she retreated into +the pantry, a small room that opened into the great hall, from under +the staircase, on the side nearest to the fire, and which commanded a +full view of the length and breadth of the hall. + +No one coming down the stairs could see into the pantry; but any person +in the pantry could not fail to hear the slightest step upon the stairs; +and by mounting upon a stool and looking through the sky-light above the +door, could reconnoitre everything that was passing in the public room. + +After diligently investigating the capabilities of the place, and laying +down a plan of action, or resistance, as the case might prove. Dorothy +descended from her lofty perch on the stool, and met the red gleaming +eyes of Pincher intently watching all her movements. + +"Pincher, you can't stay here, poor dog," she said, patting his head. +"If there's no danger, I shan't want your services; and if there should +be, which the good God forbid, your barking, sir, would betray me." + +The dog seemed to comprehend her meaning; and followed her very quietly +into the shed near the back entrance; and having carefully fastened him +in, she returned to her post in the pantry. + +The door she left purposely half closed, turning the dark side of the +lanthorn, so that no gleam from it could be thrown upon the opposite +wall, or from the panes above, and taking some coarse woollen stockings +from a basket on the dresser, she sat down in front of the lanthorn, +with her face to the door, to listen to any sounds that might awaken +suspicion. + +Hour after hour passed away. The stockings were all mended, and neatly +rolled up. Dorothy began to feel drowsy, directly she had nothing left +to engage her attention. Once or twice she had nodded upon her chair; +and owned to herself that she was horribly sleepy. + +The night was very cold, and the fire had gone out. The clock struck +one. How loud and solemn it sounded, in the deep stillness that reigned +through the house; a stillness always rendered more intense during a +heavy fall of snow. + +The clock striking that one solitary warning, completely roused Dorothy +from her half conscious state. She had so seldom heard it mark that +hour, during the deep hush of night, that the unusual sound smote upon +her ear like the toll of the death-bell. She thought of the night she +had spent upon the heath; and her cheeks grew cold and her teeth began +to chatter. Hark! what was that? A deep growl from Pincher, and now a +furious barking in the shed. A long, shrill whistle, once or twice +repeated. Dorothy cautiously mounted the stool, as a heavy foot sounded +on the stairs. + +She was wide awake now. The imaginary fears were gone, and she became +distinctly conscious of some great impending danger. She was not called +upon to battle with the spiritual powers of darkness; but to exercise +courage and coolness, in circumventing the wickedness of man--her spirit +rose to the emergency, and she felt as brave as a lion. She drew down +the dark slides of the lanthorn, and applied her eyes to the panes of +glass over the door. + +Some one crossed the floor, but the wide hall was still in darkness. It +did not long remain so. Raking among the ashes on the hearth, a light +was soon obtained by the intruder; and then she saw a dark ill-looking +man, approach the table, and set down the candle he had lighted, and +cautiously survey the apartment. + +Satisfied that he was alone, he took from a side pocket two large horse +pistols, and from a belt under his woollen smock frock, a long gleaming +knife. He examined the locks of the pistols, cocked them, drew the blade +of the murderous looking knife across his thumb, to see if it was in +good working order, listened intently, and then cursed the dog for +making that "infernal noise!" + +His next step was to take some grease from the candle, and apply to the +large iron bolts that secured the door, which he cautiously and +noiselessly withdrew, went out into the court-yard beyond, and gave the +same sharp call whistle that had startled Dorothy from her unquiet +sleep. + +Now, was her time, or never. Dorothy slipped off her shoes, sprang from +her hiding place, and quick as thought, closed upon the robber the +massive outer-door, and drew the heavy bolts back to their fastenings. +She then hastened to the window and opening the narrow casement, secured +on the outside with stout iron stancheons, she fired both the robber's +pistols in succession at two dark figures who were standing a few paces +from the house. + +A heavy groan and a volley of horrible execrations, followed this daring +act; and the ruffian made off dragging with him his wounded or dead +comrade. + +"Thank God!" cried Dorothy, holding fast to the iron bars, to keep +herself from falling. "I have saved their lives and my own." + +The report of the fire-arms awoke Rushmere and his wife, who rushed half +dressed down stairs, to see what had happened to Dorothy, who now the +reaction had come, had fallen to the floor in a dead faint. + +Rushmere lifted her up in his arms, and placed her in his great +arm-chair. His wife brought the candle and looked in her death pale +face. + +"She is not shot, Lawrence. There is no blood upon her that I can see. +Bring me some water to dash in her face; she is in a swoon." + +The shock of the cold water soon brought Dorothy to herself. + +"That horrible woman, I knew she was a man;" were the first words she +uttered. "She came here in disguise to let in the rest of the gang; and +they would have robbed and murdered us." + +"And thou hast saved our lives my brave lass," cried Rushmere, grasping +her cold hand, which he was chafing in his own. "Should Gilly ever come +back, I will give him this brave little hand myself, and feel proud of +my daughter." + +Dorothy bent down and devoutly kissed the old man's hand. Her heart was +too full to utter a word of thanks. She felt, however, that a great +victory had been achieved, and that she had fought the battle alone. + +"How did you find out, Dolly, that she was a man?" asked Mrs. Rushmere. +"I saw nothing very particular about the creature. I thought her large +and ugly, that was all." + +"I suspected that she was not a woman when she first came in. She did +not step through the house like one, nor look like one. She had such +heavy coarse eyebrows, such bold impudent eyes, and such a dark shade +about the mouth and chin. When father told me to get the nuts, I +determined to try and find out to which sex she belonged, and satisfy my +doubts." + +"Mercy, child! you must be a witch if you could tell by that," said Mrs. +Rushmere. + +"Oh, it was the easiest test in the world. When I threw the nuts and +told her to catch, a real woman would have made a wide lap to receive +them; while this creature clapped her knees close together. I knew +instantly that it was a man in woman's clothes, and that he was here for +no good; and I determined to keep watch over the house while you slept." + +"Dolly, you be a hero! Yes, so you be," cried Rushmere. "But how did you +keep from screeching out when you found it was a man?" + +"That would have betrayed my secret and his; and as he had deadly +weapons about him, might have led to the death of us. Indeed, father, I +felt too much frightened to say a word." + +"Were you not afraid, Dorothy, to shew him up stairs?" said Mrs. +Rushmere. + +"Yes, and felt still more afraid, while alone with him there. But our +safety depended upon seeming to think him what he pretended to be. My +indifference lulled his suspicions to sleep." + +"It has been a wonderful deliverance," said Mrs. Rushmere, solemnly, +"wrought by God, through the hands of a simple country girl. Let us go +down upon our knees, Lawrence, and thank Him humbly and heartily, for +His great mercy." + +"Amen," responded the yeoman. "Dorothy, my child, kneel down beside me, +and lift up your heart in prayer." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +DOROTHY GAINS FURTHER KNOWLEDGE OF THE WORLD. + + +The next morning, Mr. Rushmere and his hired man, tracked the robbers by +their foot-prints in the snow; and the marks of blood that stained its +new fallen whiteness, over the low meadows in front of the house down to +the sea shore. At the water's edge, all trace of them was lost. It was +evident, however, by many foot marks on the sand at one particular spot, +that a boat during the night had been put off from the beach, in which +the robbers, in all probability, had effected their escape; and that +they formed a portion of a notorious gang of smugglers that infested the +coast. + +Before noon, Dorothy's adventure was known all over the parish, and +formed the theme of conversation, in the dwellings of both rich and +poor. Some applauded her courage and coolness, and lauded the generous +self-devotion she had shewn to her foster parents, in hazarding her own +life, in the attempt to save them. + +But the number of those capable of appreciating the heroism of the young +girl was few. The larger portion of the community were the envious +detractors and slanderers, who never can see any merit in noble actions, +of which they are themselves incapable. + +Dorothy in this, as in other matters, had her enemies as well as her +friends. + +"Only think of that horrible, bold creature--that Dorothy Chance," said +Nancy Watling, addressing a knot of gossips, gathered round the small +shop in the village, to retail the news, and procure, on the sly, a +little smuggled tea, from the mistress of the establishment. "She has +actually gone and shot a man, or next thing to it. Such a wicked +unwomanly act. If I were Mr. Rushmere I'd be afraid of her robbing and +shooting me." + +"Bless me! Miss Nancy, do tell us how it all happened," cried Mrs. Lane, +the vendor in small wares. "I thought that girl looked as meek as a +lamb. I'll never trust in good looks again." + +"Pray don't, ma'am, or you'll be sure to be deceived. She's a wolf--a +perfect wolf. She shot the fellow in cold blood, after he had left the +house, and the door was secured against him. I never heard of such a +piece of diabolical cruelty." + +"She desarves to be hanged, she do," cried Letty Barford. "She'd think +as little of coaxing a woman's husband from her, as she wu'd of shooting +a thief like a doorg." + +"And did the poor man really die?" asked a pale young woman, hugging a +very small red-haired baby closer to her breast, as if she expected +this ferocious Dorothy Chance to come and shoot it. + +"The goodness knows!" continued Nancy, "it will not be her fault if he +escaped." + +"Nonsense, Nancy Watling, how spiteful you be," remarked the elder Mrs. +Barford, joining the group. "Perhaps it's all false. A tale got up for +the nonce, in order to frighten away thieves from the house. I would not +like to live in such a lonesome place, and old Rushmere, the only man on +the premises of a night. After this I hope they will let the servant +board with them." + +"Aha," cries Letty, "mother's now just let it out. Doan't I begin to +smell a fox. Dolly played this trick on the old folks to get a young +feller into the house. Well, she be a deep un, she be." + +"You may be right, Mrs. Letty," returned Nancy Watling, "that artful +creature is capable of anything." + +Thus her neighbours talked of Dorothy, suggesting the worst motives as +the cause of her recent adventure. Fortunately that much abused +individual was not conscious of the cruel manner in which her conduct +was misrepresented by these worthies, or the envy and malice with which +they sought to traduce her. She had little time to listen to the idle +tale-bearers, who are ever ready to fetch and carry from house to house +ill-natured reports, which, if they do not invent, they never fail to +exaggerate, and leave worse than they found them. + +Mrs. Rushmere's health had greatly declined since Gilbert left them, and +the entire management of the house now devolved on Dorothy, who, without +grudge or grumbling, put out all her strength of body and mind to meet +the emergency. + +Gilbert had always worked the farm in conjunction with his father, but +since he left his home a man had been hired to fulfil the duties which +he had recklessly abandoned. This involved considerable trouble and +much additional expense. Every exertion was necessary to make the poor +farm pay for the extra hand employed. + +A larger dairy was necessary, the greatest industry and the strictest +economy were called into requisition, to make both ends meet, and lay by +a little for the future. + +Dorothy was up with the dawn, and the night was often far advanced, +before the labours of the day were finished. Her board and clothing, the +latter of the very plainest description--was all that the noble-hearted +girl received for her unremitting toil. + +Weary and overtasked, she never repined. The Rushmeres had protected her +friendless childhood; they were Gilbert's parents, and that was enough +to satisfy the warm loving heart, that only lived for him and them--her +unselfish nature needed no stronger stimulus for exerting herself in +their behalf. + +She was often told by busy tattlers that she was a fool for working so +hard for such poor wages, that she would earn a better living for +herself elsewhere; but she always silenced these mischief-makers, by +coldly telling them "to mind their own business, that she was +comfortable and contented, and stood in no need of their advice and +assistance." + +She would have found a great consolation in writing to Gilbert, and +telling him all the troubles that had befallen her since they parted; +but on a careful examination of his letter, she perceived that he had +omitted to give them his direction, or the slightest clue to discover +his whereabouts, and she was forced to abandon the idea. He had written +once--it was more than probable that he would soon write to them again. + +But then--that terrible battle that was to be fought, haunted her mind +like a waking nightmare. He might be killed, and those to whom he was so +dear might never learn his fate till the regiment returned to England. +Then tears would cloud the beautiful black eyes, and the labours of the +long day fell more heavily from the willing hands. She could not cheer +the absentee with the home news, for which he craved so eagerly; she +could only prove her undying love, by infusing fresh hope into the +drooping hearts of his parents, and praying for his safety. + +In January, the battle of Corunna was fought, and the heroic Sir John +Moore found a soldier's grave upon the ramparts of the city. + +Lawrence Rushmere came home from market greatly excited. He had borrowed +the county paper of a farmer he knew, and Dorothy was called to read to +the old people the thrilling account of the battle, that had been dearly +bought by the loss of the gallant British leader. + +The ---- regiment was spoken of in the highest terms; it had been in the +heat of the action, and had been terribly cut up. + +The number, not the names of the private soldiers who had been killed, +was alone recorded. Captain Fitzmorris was mentioned as having been +severely wounded--the rest of the sad list were all strangers to them. + +There was a long pause. + +Dorothy softly put down the paper, and walked to the window. Her lips +were silent, but her heart poured forth an earnest prayer for her absent +lover. She heard the deep sobs of his mother, and her own tears gushed +forth, to relieve the intolerable anguish of suspense--that worst +torture of the human heart. + +Rushmere was the first to speak. His voice was husky and tremulous. "I'm +not a rich man," he said, "yet I would almost give all I have in the +world to know this hour that I have a living son." + +"Oh, my boy! my Gilly!" cried the fond mother, "we shall yet see him +again!" + +"Whether he be dead or living," continued the farmer, too much absorbed +by his own anxious fears to notice the words of his wife, "I am sartain +sure that he acquitted himself like a man. Aye, that a' did." His eyes +kindled as he raised them to the picture over the mantel-shelf. "An' no +thanks to him. Is he not a Briton, wi' the blood of brave men running in +his veins? To fight well for his country, an' to die for't, if need be, +was only what his fathers did afore him. Courage was born in 'em all." + +The burst of enthusiasm over, the old man closed his eyes, and sank back +in his chair, muttering, in a subdued voice. + +"Ah, it's very fine talking, but natur is natur after all. It doth not +remove the fear that's gnawing at my heart about the lad. What do'st +thou say, dame?" + +He opened his eyes wide, to keep back the fast coming tears, and fixed +them with an earnest gaze upon the meek pale face of his wife. + +She rose up slowly from her seat, came behind his chair, and pulling his +head back, bent reverently down and kissed his broad forehead. + +"God comfort thee, Lawrence. He knows what is best for us. I can't feel +that Gilly is dead. Something in my heart tells me that he is living. I +never mistrust that voice." + +"God bless you, mother dear, for the cheering hope," said Dorothy, +smiling through her tears. "You were a true prophet before. Why should +you be deceived now? How I wish," she continued in a sadder tone, "that +I had more faith. That I could really believe that Gilbert was safe and +well." + +"My heart seldom deceives me," said the old lady, "or I should say, that +mysterious something that speaks in my heart. While God gives us this +blessed hope, I don't think it right to look only on the dark side of +things. 'Tis mistrusting His providence." + +Mr. Rushmere had no such hope. Nothing would convince him that his son +was alive. The more his kind wife exerted herself to comfort him, the +more obstinately he persisted in maintaining his own sombre views. Mrs. +Rushmere thought that a good night's rest would restore his mind to its +usual serenity. She was mistaken. He never slept that night at all, but +kept lamenting for Gilbert, and calling upon him through the long hours +of darkness; accusing himself of being the cause of his death, by +refusing to santion his marriage with Dorothy. + +"And the poor little maid," he said, "it was piteous to look in her face +an' see her pining away for the loss o' her sweetheart. He had been a +cruel hard father. It was only just that he should be punished for his +pride and avarice." + +Dorothy tried to master her own mental sufferings, (for, like the old +man, she believed that Gilbert was dead,) in order to lessen his +sorrowful self-upbraidings, till she could bear the agonies of suspense +no longer, and determined to take a bold step to ascertain the truth. + +Lord Wilton had just returned to Heath Hall, and was the father of the +Captain Fitzmorris, under whom Gilbert served. She argued that it was +more than probable that he had heard from his wounded son, and through +him they might obtain some news of Gilbert. It was a forlorn hope, but +drowning people catch at straws. She would say nothing to the old +people, but go herself, and see Lord Wilton, and try if he would +interest himself in their behalf, and find out if their son had been +killed in the engagement. + +When once this idea had taken possession of her mind, she could not rest +until it was carried out. She had many fears and misgivings on the +subject, but love conquered them all, and she resolved to make the +effort as soon as her morning's work was over. + +The aristocracy in the present day are not regarded with the solemn +awe, that their very names inspired among the peasantry sixty years ago. +A great lord was a sort of demi-god in his own district; it would have +been sacrilege to imagine that he was made of the same flesh and blood +as his tenants and hirelings. + +People lowered their voice, and spoke of him in mysterious tones, when +they mentioned his name and told of his doings. If they met upon the +road, they stood with uncovered heads, till the majestic presence had +passed by, without daring to lift their eyes to his face, lest he should +feel annoyed by their vulgar gaze. + +They all knew that King George was their lawful sovereign, and every +fourth of June they met in the nearest town, to shout his name and drink +his health on his birth-day, and felt very loyal and very proud of their +sovereign. But they had never seen this famous king, and only knew of +him by hearsay. + +It was after all the great man of the parish, the lord of the manor, to +whom their real homage was given, whom they regarded as their legitimate +ruler. It was he who fixed their tithes and rent, and was the stern +magistrate before whom they appeared at the quarter sessions to answer +to complaints and misdemeanors. + +Dorothy had never seen Lord Wilton. He had inherited a very fine estate +in Devonshire through his mother. Preferring the climate and scenery of +that country to his own, he rarely visited Heath Hall, the genial +breezes of the south, agreeing much better with a shattered +constitution, than the rude gales of the bleak north-east coast. It was +only lately that he had returned to his native place, and had expressed, +in an eloquent speech, made at a public dinner given on the important +occasion, his determination of ending his days in the home of his +ancestors. + +Great had been the rejoicing of his tenantry at the return of their +long absent landlord. An insolent overbearing steward had reigned +absolute monarch of the soil, during a long period of fifteen years. A +most unpopular substitute, hard and exacting, who had carried things +with a high hand, extorting from the tenantry a fortune, at the expense +of his lord's reputation. + +But this was all changed. The unjust steward had been discharged, and +Lord Wilton had gained golden opinions from his poorer neighbours, by +listening kindly to their relation of grievances, and redressing them to +the best of his ability. + +His return had formed the nine day's wonder of Hanstone, his name was in +everybody's mouth, and people were never tired of talking about him, of +his personal appearance, his politics, his religious opinions, which +they observed were peculiar, his great wealth, and even his long +cherished grief for a wife, who had been dead upwards of twenty years, +and for whose sake he had remained a widower for the best period of his +life. + +Some called him proud, some called him cold and reserved, but all agreed +that he was a good man, though rather eccentric, and very kind to the +poor. + +He went very little into society, was seldom a day absent from the Hall, +but took great seeming delight in long rambles on foot, or on horseback, +about the parish, visiting the sick poor, and dispensing his charity +with his own hands. + +A pale, silent melancholy man, of temperate habits and literary tastes, +and scarcely likely to become popular among a set of rude +agriculturists, Lord Wilton was not only popular but beloved by all +classes, for he was alike gentlemanly and benevolent to all. + +He had been a soldier in his youth, and had fought bravely for his +country, but a serious wound, received during the American war, had +injured his health, and unfitted him for active service. He had +possessed great political influence, and had earned the reputation of +an eloquent speaker in the house; but he had withdrawn from the public +arena, as if tired with the world and all things in it, to end his days +in the quiet and retirement of the country. + +Dorothy had heard all these circumstances in his lordship's history +discussed at church and market, and she felt a great awe of the big man, +and the idea of appearing before him, in her rustic simplicity, troubled +her exceedingly. In vain she said to herself, + +"He is but a man. Is it not cowardly to feel afraid of him? If he does +not return me an answer, or refuses to listen to me, it won't kill me. I +can't see father pining and fretting himself to death about his son, +without doing something to relieve his mind. I will go, come what may. +Besides," she added, with charming candour, "I want to hear news of +Gilbert as badly as he does." + +Having arrived at this conclusion, Dorothy dared not wait to let her +courage cool, but dressing herself very neatly, slipped out at the +back-gate, and took her way over the fields to Heath Hall. + +Pincher met her in the lane, but she sternly told him "to go home," +fearing lest his rugged appearance, and countrified manners, might not +suit the high bred dogs at the Hall. + +It was a keen frosty morning, cold but cheery looking. Gleams of pale +sunshine rested upon the mossy trunks of the mighty oak trees, that +flanked the entrance to the park, and danced and quivered among the +fantastic shapes thrown by their leafless branches on the ground. The +air was clear and bracing, the crisp grass, with its coating of crystal, +rustled beneath her feet, as Dorothy walked briskly forward, in spite of +her trepidation and fears for the result of her visit, charmed by the +beauty of the scene. + +The carriage road to the Hall was a long gradual ascent, winding among +picturesque clumps of stately forest trees, the old building crowning +the height of the hill, a grand baronial edifice, built in the middle +ages, whose massy walls and towers seemed to bid defiance to decay. + +A flight of broad stone steps led to the entrance, but Dorothy knew that +that carved and ornamented door was never opened but to titled guests, +and she stole round, unobserved, to the back of the house, and rang at +the gate that led to the servants' hall. + +Her gentle summons was answered by a tall powdered footman in blue and +silver livery. + +"Miss Dorothy Chance! is that you? What has brought you out this cold +morning? Fresh butter and eggs, I suppose. Have you any with you to +sell?" + +"Not before the end of next week, Mr. Frisk," returned Dorothy, with a +curtsey. "Our cows have fallen off greatly since the winter set in, and +all the eggs I can get now are from a few March pullets, who began to +lay some days ago." + +She looked up and smiled pleasantly, then added, in a lower tone, "I +came on a little private business of my own. Can I speak with Mrs. +Brand?" + +Mrs. Brand was the housekeeper, and well-known to Dorothy, from whom she +generally bought most of her dairy produce, and one, whom Dorothy +commonly specified as "the dear old lady at the Hall." + +Mrs. Brand had filled the important place of housekeeper for two +generations, her own identity being completely merged in the superior +grandeur of the family with whom she served. In her own estimation there +was no such person as Mrs. Brand. The housekeeper to the great Lord +Wilton, was honour enough to satisfy her moderate ambition. + +She was a busy bustling little woman, in a lace cap and rich black silk +gown, who reigned in undisputed dignity over the domestics in the +establishment. Held in great esteem by her noble master, Mrs. Brand was +consulted by him on all matters of minor importance. Through her all his +orders were conveyed to the servants, from her they received their +wages, and were retained or discharged according to her pleasure. She +was treated by them with a certain degree of homage, little inferior to +that which they would have accorded to the legitimate mistress of the +house. + +The old lady knew her power, and exercised it wisely and well, and truly +deserved the character bestowed upon her by her lordly master. + +"An honest faithful woman, who had the interest of the family at heart, +and who saved him a deal of trouble in the management of his domestic +affairs." + +Dorothy Chance and her strange history were both well-known to Mrs. +Brand. She had often called at Heath Farm, to order supplies of fresh +butter and cream-cheese, and always spoke of the beauty and industry of +the foundling in terms of praise, which had made her name quite familiar +among the people at the Hall. + +Mrs. Brand was busy reckoning up her weekly accounts, in her own +pleasant little room, when Mr. Frisk rapped at the door, and putting in +his powdered head, said, in his blandest tones, + +"I'm sorry to disturb you, ma'am, but here is Dorothy Chance from the +Farm, wishing to speak with you." + +Putting aside her papers, with rather a vexed air--(for the ordering of +her accounts was always a great task to the good housekeeper,)--she told +the tall footman to show the young woman in. + +"Well, Dorothy," she cried, holding out her hand to the bright girl, as +she stood all glowing and radiant from her walk before her, "what is +your business with me?" + +"Please, ma'am," returned Dorothy, blushing with pleasure at her kind +reception, "I came to ask of you a very great favour." + +"Indeed! What is it, child? Do you wish to go into respectable service? +Is it a character you require? If so I will give you a good one, with my +whole heart." + +"Oh, no, ma'am, I am not going to leave home again. I wanted to say a +few words in private to my lord." + +The old lady took off her spectacles, and looked sharply at Dorothy. + +"What can a young girl like you have to say to my lord? Will not saying +it to me do quite as well?" + +"Perhaps it would. But indeed, Mrs. Brand, I would rather, if you think +I am not too bold, say what I have to say to him myself." + +The housekeeper shook her head doubtingly-- + +"Did you ever speak to Lord Wilton before?" + +"Never. I don't even know him by sight." + +Mrs. Brand looked relieved. + +"Then what can you have to say to him, my dear?" + +"It is a little private business of my own." + +Mrs. Brand looked very serious. + +"Have any of the servants here been making love to you, Dorothy?" + +"No, no, nothing of the sort," and Dorothy laughed merrily, "I know as +little of them as I do of his lordship." + +"Lord Wilton is a single man," said Mrs. Brand, gravely. "Do you think +it quite prudent for a young girl to ask him questions?" + +Dorothy looked puzzled. She certainly did not comprehend Mrs. Brand's +prudery. + +"You see, ma'am," she continued, with the same charming frankness, "our +Gilbert is with the army in Spain, and serves in the same regiment with +Captain Fitzmorris, my lord's son. A great battle has been fought at +Corunna, and we don't know whether Gilbert has been killed or not. Mr. +Rushmere is fretting himself to death with anxiety about his son. I +thought that Lord Wilton might be able to give us some information +respecting him, and if I could but speak to himself, and tell him all +the anguish we are suffering, I feel certain, by the character for +benevolence that he bears, that he would either confirm or remove our +apprehensions, by writing to his son, whose servant Gilbert is." + +"Aye--now you talk sense, Dorothy. You should have told me this at +first. I have no doubt that his lordship will do what he can for you. +Poor dear man, he has been in great trouble about Viscount"--Mrs. Brand +placed a particular emphasis upon the title, as if to reprove Dorothy +for her omission of it--"Fitzmorris, ever since he saw in the papers +that he was badly wounded. He has shut himself up, and scarcely tasted +food since he got the news. It may be some relief to his mind to know +that a neighbour is fretting about an only son too. Sit down, Dorothy, I +will go to his study and see if my lord can speak with you." + +In a few minutes the good woman returned, and told Dorothy to follow her +to the library. + +"His lordship," she said, "was engaged just then finishing a letter, and +would see her presently." + +As they were leaving the housekeeper's room, Mr. Frisk again presented +himself, and with a low bow to Mrs. Brand, and a stare of intense +admiration at Dorothy, informed the elder female that Mrs. Martin, the +curate's wife, was waiting to speak to her. + +"Tell her to step in here, Frisk, I will be back directly. Something +about the Sunday-school, that my lord is about to establish," whispered +Mrs. Brand to Dorothy. "They cannot get on without consulting me. This +Mrs. Martin, our curate's wife, my lord wants to be superintendent of +the school. My lord says, she is a clever, well-educated person, and he +knows best; but between ourselves, I think her a poor, broken-spirited, +yea and forsooth, young woman, with a large small family, and a nursing +baby. She does not like the project at all. + +"'Mrs. Brand,' says she, 'these Sunday-schools may answer very well in +great cities, where the people are so wicked, but take my word for it, +they will never do in a country-place, where the houses are so far +apart, and the children have such a distance to come, and the winter +days are so short. Besides, what's the use of my lord making such a fuss +about teaching the poor. Does he want his servants to be as clever as +himself--to read his books and papers instead of dusting his library. +Learning and wealth make the only distinction between him and his +people. If he gives them the one, the other will soon follow. It's +little the poor folks will care for the title of my lord, when they find +out that their title of free men possesses more real dignity.' + +"Yes, my dear, she had the impudence to speak of the nobility in that +disrespectful manner, as if there was nothing at all in _blood_, or +superiority of race." + +"I thought it was the fine clothes and the money made the difference," +suggested Dorothy, whose feelings were not so decidedly aristocratic as +those of the well-paid domestic. "That, at least, in the church, the +rich and poor met together, and the Lord was the maker of them all." + +"And so He is, Dorothy, for the Bible says so; but it is after a +different fashion, as you will see, when you look at the pictures in +the library of my lord's ancestors." + +"Ancestors! what be they?" + +"Why, Dorothy, are you so ignorant? Did you never hear father Rushmere +talk of his ancestors? He comes of a good race. I have heard my lord +say, that in the old times the Rushmeres owned this grand house, and +nearly all the land in this and the neighbouring parish." + +Dorothy opened wide her large black eyes, full of surprise and wonder, +and she looked around the vast hall they had entered, with its marble +pavement and magnificent staircase of polished oak, in whose broad steps +she could see the reflection of her own sweet face, and the beautiful +carved railings presented fine specimens of mediæval art. + +"The Rushmeres don't look different now," she said, "from other folk. +What brought about the change?" + +"They fought against their lawful king. Traitors are always punished, +and so it has happened to them." + +"But could that change the _blood_?" asked Dorothy. + +"My dear, you have heard of wine turning sour when exposed to the common +air. A clear stream becomes impure when it flows into a muddy marsh." + +Dorothy, with her shrewd common sense, could not comprehend Mrs. Brand's +philosophy, and she thought it better not to contradict her, so +reverting back to the Sunday-school, she inquired when it was to go into +operation. + +"Directly my lord can get teachers to suit him. Mrs. Martin says, that +she can't attend to it after the service, on account of her baby, and +having to see to the other children, and she begged me to make her +excuses to my lord. I thought that he'd be terribly angry. But, God +bless him, he only laughed, and, says he, 'Mrs. Brand, the poor woman is +right. But I don't mean my school to be knocked on the head by Mrs. +Martin's baby. How many children have they?' + +"'Lots, my lord,' says I. 'Parsons have always large families. The +poorer they be, the more children.' Then he laughs again. 'Do they keep +a nurse-maid, Mrs. Brand?' + +"'Ah, my lord, they have barely enough to keep themselves. He has not +more than eighty pounds a year.' + +"Then he sighs, and says, 'Ah, that is sad. I must see to that. The poor +soul might well begrudge the time to be spent in attending to the +school. Her own children have the first claim upon a mother's heart. +When next Mrs. Martin calls, I must see her, Mrs. Brand.' + +"Now, Dorothy, this is my lord's library," continued the voluble +housekeeper, showing her young companion into a spacious apartment +fronting the park. "I must leave you here, while I go down to Mrs. +Martin. You can amuse yourself by looking at the pictures till my lord +comes." + +"And how am I to address him?" cried Dorothy, turning faint with fear. + +"Curtsey to him, when he comes into the room, and ask his pardon for the +liberty you take in venturing to speak to him, and then tell him your +business, in as few words as you can." + +"Am I to call him my lord every time I address him?" + +"Of course. But don't seem afraid of him. He says that he hates people +to worship him, as if he were an idol of flesh and blood. He likes a man +to speak out his mind like a man, which you know is very condescending +on his part. He will find very few men in the country that dare do it." + +Dorothy thought she knew one, as the good woman closed the door, and +left her alone in the magnificent apartment. Perhaps she was wrong in +her estimate. Time will prove. And then she drew an involuntary sigh, +when she recalled the housekeeper's words that the Rushmeres had, in the +old times, been the owners of Heath Hall, and had lost it, because they +could not bow down to idols of flesh and blood. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +DOROTHY AND LORD WILTON. + + +Was Dorothy dreaming--could she really be awake--when she first stepped +into that lofty room, and gazed upon her magnificent surroundings--was +she in fairy land--was that the every day sun, that was pouring a flood +of wintry light upon gilded cornice and carved panel--upon inlaid +tables, covered with miniature gems of art, collected at great expense +from distant lands? + +The best, the only oil paintings Dorothy had ever seen, were the +pictures on the door of the cupboard, in the hall at Heath Farm. She had +always thought them very terrible and beautiful--she did not know that +they once had formed a part of the collection, which now dazzled her +sight upon these walls. That persons competent to judge of their merit +would in after years pronounce them of priceless value. + +"Oh, what a beautiful place. It is too grand to be inhabited by people +who have to work for their daily bread--who have to wear mean clothes, +and soil their hands with disagreeable labour." + +A deep sigh--the first of unfeigned regret for her lowly +station--perhaps of envy--broke from the lips of the wondering girl. + +She was just then standing before a large mirror, which not only +reflected her full length figure, but almost every other object in the +room. + +Why does she start and gaze so intently into its magic depths. Is it the +reflection of that lovely face--so fresh and glowing from the hands of +the great life artist; which she has never beheld to such advantage +before; that brings the heightened colour to her cheeks and upon which +she gazes with such pride and pleasure? She stands spell bound. One hand +lightly raised, her eyes immoveably fixed upon the glass. + +"Well, my pretty girl," said a rich mellow voice at her side, "what do +you think of the picture?" This was said half in jest, half in earnest. + +Dorothy started. "It is very beautiful." + +"I think so too," returned the stranger, who was no other than Lord +Wilton himself, smiling at the simplicity of his charming young visitor. + +"Did you ever see it before?" + +"Never!" said Dorothy, without removing her eyes from the mirror. "Is +not the likeness wonderful? It makes me feel half afraid, as if the soul +of the lady had returned to earth in me." + +"I see, I see what you are looking at now; yes, it is the same face, the +same dark liquid eyes, the same rich wealth of raven hair," and he +pointed to one of the beautiful family portraits, suspended upon the +wall behind them; whose face was faithfully reflected in the glass, side +by side with that of the young country maiden. + +"What a strange coincidence! can this be a mere freak of nature!" he +continued musingly. "My good girl who are you, and what is your name?" + +There was an eager restless expression in the nobleman's melancholy dark +eyes, as he turned to Dorothy and gazed upon her with a glance which +penetrated to her inmost soul. + +Dorothy rightly surmised that the stranger was Lord Wilton. Her +attention had been so forcibly drawn to the picture, that she only now +began to recognize the fact. She thought that he was displeased by the +familiar manner in which she had addressed him, and turning pale, began +visibly to tremble. + +"Forgive me, my lord, for not calling you by your title; I meant to do +so, but indeed, you took me by surprise; I hardly knew to whom I was +speaking." + +And poor frightened Dorothy stopped, overwhelmed with the consciousness +of her rudeness and presumption, and made several low and, for her, very +graceful curtseys. + +Her companion regarded her with an amused but serious smile, "speak to +me as you would to any other gentleman, and now answer my question. What +is your name?" + +"Dorothy Chance, my lord." + +"Dorothy!" again he turned upon her that strange eager glance. "That +lady's name was Dorothy!" and he looked up at the picture with a sigh. +"She was the best of women. My dear and honoured mother--the Lady +Dorothy Granville. Who are your parents? Who in this neighbourhood bears +such an odd name as Chance?" + +"No one, my lord, saving myself, and I come by it oddly enough. I am the +child of whom your lordship may have heard, who farmer Rushmere found +upon the heath fifteen years ago, clinging to the bosom of her dead +mother, who, it was supposed, perished during the night in a fearful +storm. I could only just speak a few broken words, and could tell +nothing about my poor mother, only that she called me her Dolly; so the +good farmer had me christened Dorothy Chance, to signify that I came to +him by _chance_. His wife adopted me as her daughter, and I have lived +with them ever since." + +Lord Wilton listened with breathless attention. "Did your foster parents +ever find out who your mother was?" + +"She was a stranger in these parts, no one had ever seen her before." + +"Was there anything on her person, or in her appearance by which she +could be identified." + +"Nothing, my lord. Father has often told me that she must have been +very poor; that he never saw a body so wasted by starvation and misery. +Her clothing was very scanty and ragged, and composed of the coarsest +materials, begged, he supposed, from some poor creature, not quite so +destitute as herself. She was very young, and he thought, at one time, +must have been very pretty. He cut off a lock of her hair--I have it +here, my lord," and Dorothy took from her neck a black ribbon, to which +was suspended a large old-fashioned silver locket, and put it into Lord +Wilton's hand. It contained a thick tress of golden brown hair. + +He took the sad memento, all that remained to the poor girl of her +mother, with a trembling hand, and went to the window to examine it. + +Over his pale face a more deadly pallor stole. He looked at it with a +long earnest gaze, then returned it with a deep sigh to the wondering +girl. + +"And this is all." + +"All but a plain wedding ring which I have on my finger." + +"Oh! let me see that." + +"It is just like any other ring of the sort, my lord. It can tell +nothing." + +She held out her small sun-burnt hand. + +He clasped it eagerly in his own, and with some difficulty, drew the +ring from her finger. + +This underwent the same strict scrutiny that he had bestowed upon the +locket, but his countenance betrayed still deeper emotion. + +"Keep that ring!" he said solemnly, replacing it upon her finger. "Keep +it as you would your life. It may be the means of restoring you to him +who put it on your mother's finger. And the locket--was that hers?" + +"No, my lord; it was given to me by Mrs. Rushmere." + +"And these people--these Rushmeres--are they kind to you, Dorothy?" + +"Yes, very kind. The only friends I have in the world." + +"And what brought you to see me this morning?" + +"Oh, my lord, it was on their account I came. They have an only +son--Gilbert Rushmere. Last summer--it was just in the middle of the hay +tide, and we were very busy at the farm--Gilbert quarrelled with his +father about me." Dorothy looked down and blushed. + +"Go on, my good girl!" + +"We had loved each other from boy and girl; but the old man would not +give his consent to our marriage, and I would not marry Gilbert without. +Father was so angry that he told me to leave the house, and hoping to +make peace by so doing, I left and went to live at Hadstone with Mrs. +Barford. I did not stay away long. Gilbert went and listed for a +soldier, and I came back to comfort the old people in their trouble. +Father would have bought Gilbert off, but he did not get the bad news +until after he had sailed; and we have been so unhappy ever since." + +Here Dolly's voice, which had sank almost to a whisper, failed her +altogether, and she turned from Lord Wilton to wipe away the tears that +were streaming down her rosy cheeks. + +"Why did Mr. Rushmere object to his son marrying a good industrious girl +like you?" + +"Ah, my lord, can you wonder at it?" sobbed Dorothy. "From my heart I +never blamed him. The old man is proud--is come of a good stock; Gilbert +is his only son; he could not bear that he should take for his wife the +child of some nameless beggar. It was too much for me to ask or expect +at his hands. After Gilbert was gone he relented, but it was too late +then. Gilbert wrote some time ago, and told us that he was reconciled to +his new life, and was serving in the ---- regiment under your son, +Captain Fitzmorris, whose servant he was; that they were hourly +expecting an engagement with the French. Oh, my lord, the battle has +been fought, and we have not heard from Gilbert." + +Dorothy wrung her hands in uncontrollable anguish. "Mr. Rushmere is in +despair. He will believe that his son is killed; and I slipped away +unknown to him this morning to ask your lordship if you could tell me +anything about him." + +"My poor girl, I will make inquiries respecting him, and let you know. I +am just writing to my son. God knows if he be still alive. I can only +hope and trust in his mercy. My mind, Dorothy, is just now overwhelmed +by the same horrible anxiety which you find so hard to bear. This cruel +suspense, this hope, which keeps alive despair, is the most painful of +human maladies." + +He walked several times through the spacious apartment in deep thought, +then suddenly returning to the side of the weeping girl, he took her +hand and pressed it warmly between his own. + +"Dry your tears, Dorothy; you have deeply interested me in your sad +history. You shall never want a friend while I live. If Gilbert Rushmere +returns, and money be the only obstacle that separates you, tell Mr. +Rushmere that I will give you a wedding portion that shall more than +satisfy him." + +"My lord, I would rather you would not," said Dorothy, in a tone of +alarm, withdrawing her hand, and looking as proud as the lady whose +portrait she so strongly resembled. "If I am not worthy to be his +daughter, penniless as I am, money could never purchase the love and +respect I crave, and which could alone make me happy." + +"Bravo! my little heroine," cried Lord Wilton, the kindling cheeks and +flashing eyes of Dorothy filling him with surprise and admiration. "Your +nobility exceeds mine; I am only noble by birth, but your lofty spirit +springs from a greatness of mind inherent in your nature." + +"My lord!" said Dorothy, "you speak too highly of that which I only +consider my duty. I feel most grateful to you for your kindness, for +your generous sympathy in my sorrow, but I cannot accept your bounty. +And now I will leave you, and carry your gracious promise about Gilbert, +to his parents, which will dry their tears and make them very glad." + +With a low reverence, the country girl glided from the room. + +Lord Wilton remained standing by the table where she left him; his arms +folded, his eyes bent upon the ground, lost in profound thought. An +expression of intense mental suffering passed over his face; he clasped +his hands tightly together and spoke unconsciously aloud. + +"At last the long search is over. The hope deferred--the agony of doubt +and fear has culminated in the grave. Death--and such a death! Oh, my +God! I see--I feel it all. Destitute--forsaken--alone. Her sole +attendants, starvation and despair--perhaps crime. Who can tell the +straits to which misery may have reduced its unfortunate victim. To die +amidst storm and darkness with a helpless little one clasped to the fond +heart growing cold and unconscious, in the chill embrace of the +destroyer. Alice, my beloved, my lost darling, such then was your +fate. * * * + +"Were your last thoughts with me in that desolate hour? Did you forgive +me, for the sorrow and suffering which my selfish love had drawn down +upon that innocent head. If you can read my heart, pity me, oh pity me, +for I am desolate and in misery! Never, never can we meet again. Never +can I now make atonement for the wrongs I inflicted. Never hope for +peace or happiness again. The past irrevocable--the future a blank. +Remorse may punish--it cannot restore. The vain regrets--the unsatisfied +cravings of the tortured heart, have made earth a hell for the last +twenty years, and vengeance is now complete. Oh, my God, have mercy +upon me! I cry to Thee in the stilly night. I stretch my hands out to +Thee in the darkness, but no answer of peace comes to my agonized +prayers." + +He bowed his head upon his trembling hands. The storm of conscience +swept on--all its waves went surging over his soul, and broke forth in +stifled moans, wrung from the depths of the bruised and tortured heart. +At length he grew calmer, and began to reason on the facts of the case. + +"I may be mistaken. What proof have I that the nameless vagrant was my +lost love? A lock of sunny hair--a ring--the likeness of her child to me +and mine. The cold unfeeling men of the world would laugh such evidence +to scorn." + +He glanced up at his mother's picture, and his thoughts took a new turn. +"Yes, that lovely girl is her child. Did not my heart burn within me, +while she was talking with me? Did I not long to clasp her in my arms +and claim her as my own--the all that is left me of my beloved? + +"I will restrain my feelings. I will not take her from her happy +obscurity--separate her from the man she loves. The secret which her +mother kept so bravely for my sake, which she carried down with her to +the grave, shall rest there. I will keep down my swelling heart--will +chain my lips in eternal silence, and prove my love for her by +self-abnegation." + +A low rap at the door was several times repeated before it was noticed +by Lord Wilton. + +"My lord," said Mrs. Brand, presenting herself before him, with her +usual deep reverence, "Mrs. Martin is below, and wishes to speak with +you." Struck with the unusual paleness of her master's face, and its +melancholy expression, she said, with maternal anxiety. + +"My lord, you are ill. You must not give way about Lord Fitzmorris. His +wounds may not be so dangerous as they are represented. Newspapers do +not always tell the truth." + +"Mrs. Brand, he is my only son," returned the nobleman, not sorry to +find his grief attributed to a legitimate cause. "The uncertainty +respecting him depresses me greatly. If I knew the worst, I could bear +it like a man. Show Mrs. Martin up. I can speak to her now." + +Mrs. Martin was a thin delicate looking woman, very pale, and very +care-worn, with an expression of patient endurance in her face, painful +to behold. She was no worshipper of rank or wealth, though a perfect +lady in her appearance and manners. Experience had taught her that money +was an imperative want, by no means to be despised; that without an +adequate supply the necessaries of life could not be procured. That love +in a cottage was a pleasant dream. The waking reality by no means so +agreeable. + +"My lord," she said, addressing him with great candour and firmness, "I +have given your proposal the most careful consideration, and willing as +I am to oblige you, and to discharge a Christian duty, I find that I +cannot conscientiously undertake the management of your school. I have +six children. The eldest a boy of nine years old, the youngest a baby of +only three months." + +Her pale cheeks flushed. + +"We are too poor, my lord, to keep a servant. I take care of my own +children, and do the work of the house. Henry is too young to be +entrusted with the charge of so many little ones during my absence at +school, and my mind would be so full of anxiety about them, that I could +not attend to my scholars as I could wish. I hope you will take these +unfortunate circumstances as a sufficient apology for my declining the +situation." + +"We are all called upon to make sacrifices for the good of our +fellow-creatures, Mrs. Martin, but we must not do so at the expense of +more sacred duties. I should be sorry to lay upon you, my dear madam, a +burthen greater than the one you have already to bear. Now listen to +what I have to propose, and I think we can arrange the matter to our +mutual satisfaction. Mr. Conyers, the vicar, allows your husband eighty +pounds a year for his ministerial services. A small remuneration for a +well-educated man, and a good preacher, who has to support a large +family and pay rent for the cottage in which he resides. + +"The vicar draws from the parish an income of fifteen hundred per annum, +and could afford to give more. I now propose to allow you one hundred a +year for taking charge of my school. Will you accept my terms, and by so +doing confer upon me a great obligation?" + +Mrs. Martin burst into tears. "Oh, my lord, it would make our desert +blossom as the rose, and give the poor children bread and meat, where +they now only get a scanty supply of bread and milk. In our daily +prayers, we shall not forget to ask our Heavenly Father to bless you for +your munificence." + +"I am not quite so disinterested and benevolent as you think me," +returned the lord of the manor, deeply moved by her tears, for Mrs. +Martin was the last person in the world from whom he would have expected +such a display of feeling. + +"This school is a pet scheme of mine. I do not like to be disappointed. +The miserable ignorance of the peasantry is a disgrace to the landed +gentry, and loudly calls for reform. I want to lend a hand in washing +out this foul national blot, and the co-operation of the clergy and +their wives must be obtained, to do this in a proper Christian spirit. +Their example will provoke to emulation the wives and daughters of the +wealthy yeomanry; and after a few weeks you will find that we shall have +plenty of pupils and teachers to assist in the good work." + +Lord Wilton spoke with enthusiasm, for the subject was very near his +heart. Mrs. Martin who knew the poorer classes better than he did, and +their decided aversion to book learning, looked rather incredulous. This +was not the only difficulty to be overcome. The prejudice that existed +in the minds of the agricultural employers to their servants being +taught, was yet stronger than the indifference and apathy manifested by +the poor people themselves. + +"My lord, you have a harder battle to fight than you imagine. The +farmers prefer human machines to work for them, to rational thinking men +and women. They tell me it is none of your business to instruct the +poor. God made them so, and it is better for you to leave them as you +find them. They don't want their servants to know as much as they do +themselves." + +"They prefer slaves to freemen," suggested Lord Wilton. "It is strange +how deeply that accursed system is implanted in the human heart. We need +not go to the West Indies, or to the slave states of America, to see how +it degrades the mind, and reduces man to the level of the brute. I hope +the day is not far distant when both countries will abolish for ever +this disgraceful traffic." + +"It will not be in our day," said Mrs. Martin, who, in spite of her many +cares, possessed a considerable degree of humour, "without we should +attain to the age of Methuselah." + +"God forbid. I do not covet length of days," returned Lord Wilton, "but +I do hope to see that accomplished in my day, and during this +generation. But I am rambling from the school altogether. It may be +necessary for you to have an assistant to help you, and take charge of +the younger classes. There was a nice amiable young girl here a few +minutes ago, to inquire of me if I could tell whether young Rushmere had +been killed in the battle of Corunna. Could you not press her into the +service? She called herself Dorothy Chance. Do you know her?" + +"Everybody in the parish knows Dorothy Chance, my lord. She is rather a +remarkable person. Did you ever hear how she got her odd name?" + +"Yes, yes," cried his lordship impatiently, dreading a repetition of +what had occasioned him such intense pain. "It is not of that sad story, +but of the girl's capabilities as a teacher, I want to speak. Can she +read and write?" + +"Indifferently." + +"My dear Mrs. Martin," he now spoke with great earnestness, "will you +increase my obligations to you, by giving this young girl, this Dorothy +Chance, an hour's instruction daily in the usual branches of English +education. She is very intelligent, and will make an excellent +assistant, if properly trained for the work." + +"I respect Dorothy, and will do so with the greatest pleasure. When +shall her schooling commence?" + +"Directly you can make the necessary arrangements. You shall not be the +loser, Mrs. Martin, by the attention you may pay to this poor orphan +girl. I cannot think of her strange history without emotion." + +"Lord Wilton is an angel of goodness," thought Mrs. Martin, "the most +benevolent of men. It is seldom we meet with such in this hard world. +Dorothy Chance has lived in the parish from a baby, but who among her +neighbours ever thought of doing her a real service, uninfluenced by +interested motives?" + +Lord Wilton had made two people supremely happy that morning. Dorothy +had left his presence grateful for the kind sympathy he had expressed in +her welfare, and confident that he would perform his promise in +reference to Gilbert Rushmere; and Mrs. Martin felt the heavy load of +poverty, that was crushing her to the earth, suddenly removed. Visions +of peace and plenty, of warm clothing and sufficient food for her +family, cheered and elevated her heart. When once alone in the park, she +returned thanks to the Almighty for his goodness. + +"It is not in man," she cried, "to do acts of kindness and generosity +like this. It is of God, from whom all goodness, directly, or +indirectly, flows, who has influenced the mind of this noble gentleman +to help us in our present distress." + +The school project that had filled her with such dismay, now appeared in +the light of a blessing. She was glad that Dorothy had been selected for +her assistant. She knew the kindly disposition of the girl, who had +often left a roll of nice fresh butter, or a cream cheese, at her humble +dwelling, as a small token of her respect; and she had often wished she +had the power to show her some small favour in return, for her +offerings of love. + +At the park gates she overtook Dorothy, who had sauntered leisurely +homewards, recalling to memory every word that had passed between her +and Lord Wilton. Marvelling at the grandeur of the Hall, and still more +at the gracious reception he had given her-- + +"Mrs. Martin," she said, when that lady joined her, "is not Lord Wilton +a kind good man? I feel as if I could love him with my whole heart. I +felt so afraid of him before I saw him--and he treated me as politely as +if I had been a lady. How can people call him proud and cold? I shall +never think of him without coupling his name with a blessing." + +"He deserves it, Dorothy. He has made me very happy. He has promised to +give me a hundred a year for superintending his school. A hundred a +year--think of that. It appears quite a fabulous sum to me. It will +double our income. And do you know, Dorothy, he wants you to be my +assistant?" + +"But," and Dorothy stopped suddenly, "I am not qualified for undertaking +such an important situation. My knowledge is so limited, it would be the +blind leading the blind. I can read a chapter to father in the Bible, +but the hard names sadly puzzle me. I write a poor cramped hand, which I +can hardly make out myself, and know very little about figures. I can +cast up little sums in my own head better than I can on paper. It has +always been the cherished wish of my heart to get a little more +education. + +"There are a heap of old books in a closet at the Farm, upon which I +cast a longing eye, but they are all Greek and Hebrew to me. You know, +dear Mrs. Martin, how I am situated. I have all the work of the house +upon my hands; and when night comes, I am so tired and sleepy, that I am +glad to go to bed; and father, at any rate, would not allow me to set +up, and waste the candles in reading." + +"You must persuade the old people to hire a girl to help you, Dorothy. +They can well afford it. Lord Wilton wishes me to instruct you, and it +is too good a _chance_," she continued, laughing, "to let slip through +your fingers. If you do not like to speak to them on the subject, I +will. I shall feel only too happy to teach you, Dorothy, and Henry will +add his valuable instructions to mine. I feel quite excited by the good +news I have to tell him," she said, forgetting Dorothy, and once more +reverting to her own affairs. "I left him in such low spirits this +morning. We had not money to buy a loaf for breakfast, the children were +hungry and discontented with only potatoes, and it was difficult to +pacify them. I walked up to the Hall with such a heavy heart--but you +see, Dorothy, how sinful it was to doubt the mercy of the Heavenly +Father, who has almost miraculously supplied the daily bread my poor +husband prayed for so earnestly this morning, and which my good Henry +felt so certain would be provided to meet our wants." + +Dorothy's eyes were overflowing. As to Mrs. Martin, she sobbed aloud. + +The two women walked together in silence until they had crossed the +heath. Their path here separated, Mrs. Martin following the downward +course of the sandy lane, and Dorothy climbing the hill. They shook +hands warmly as they parted, the curate's wife promising to call at the +Farm next day, and have a talk with the old folks. + +"Poor thing," sighed Dorothy, looking after her, "we have our cares, but +we never know what it is to lack an abundant supply of wholesome food. +Now here is a lady, well educated and delicately nurtured, who is +destitute of the common necessaries of life. This ought to be a lesson +to me, to be contented with my lot." + +Dorothy did not feel quite satisfied with herself on this point. She +struggled hard to suppress a regretful sense of inferiority--a growing +disgust and aversion to her laborious life, which had stolen into her +mind since she had seen the interior of that lordly mansion, and beheld +the beautiful works of art it contained; the taste and elegance +displayed in the costly furniture, and the luxurious comfort which +reigned everywhere. + +She looked down upon her coarse garments and sun-burnt hands, and +contrasted them painfully with the regal beauty and costly apparel of +the titled lady whose portrait she so strangely resembled. + +Why should the mere accident of birth, which neither could command, make +such a startling difference? It was a mystery Dorothy could not +comprehend? It seemed to her unjust--that made of the same flesh and +blood, their situations should be so widely dissimilar, their lives lie +so far apart. Then the words of the wise St. Paul came in to comfort +her--"One star differeth from another star in glory,"--and she was +terrified at the presumption that dared to question the wisdom and +justice of the great Sovereign of the universe. + +"Still, it would be so pleasant to be a lady," thought Dorothy, "to have +leisure to acquire knowledge. To be able to read all those splendid +books I saw in my lord's library. To examine, whenever I liked, those +beautiful pictures, to play on that golden harp that stood in the corner +near one of the large windows, and to live surrounded by such +magnificence--never to be obliged to work in the fields, exposed to a +hot sun, or to be addressed familiarly by rude vulgar people, who +consider that they have a right to command your services." + +Poor Dorothy had unwittingly gathered that morning the fruit of the +forbidden tree, and found the knowledge it imparted very bitter and +indigestible. + +"This is downright wickedness!" she cried at last. "I am a foolish +ungrateful creature, to try and measure the wide gulf that lies between +the rich and educated, and the poor and ignorant by my feeble intellect. +God has apportioned to each their lot; and why should I feel envious and +discontented, that the best lot did not fall to my share? + +"What do I know of the joys and sorrows of these great people? I do not +see the poisonous serpent lurking among the flowers in their gay +gardens, or the shadows that may darken the glory of their day. Lord +Wilton's rank does not exempt him from care. His handsome face is full +of trouble and anxiety. Tears were in his eyes when he mentioned his +son. He felt just as uneasy about him, as father does about Gilbert. A +lord, after all, is but a man." + +Having arrived at this conclusion, the cloud passed from Dorothy's +bright face, her step grew lighter, and nature again smiled upon her +like a divine picture, fresh from the hands of the Creator. + +She found dinner over at the farm-house, and the old people growing +uneasy at her absence. + +"Where ha' ye been, Dorothy, lass?" asked Mr. Rushmere, in no gentle +tone. "The red cow ha' calved, an' no one here to see 'un, an' mother +had to carry her a hot mash hersel'." + +"I am sorry and glad," returned Dorothy, throwing her hat and shawl upon +the table. "Sorry, that dear mother had to go out in the cold, and glad +that old Cherry has got a calf. Is it a pretty one?" + +"A real fine heifer," said Mrs. Rushmere. "It's a mortal pity it came so +early in the winter. I fear we can never rear it--an' the mother such a +splendid cow, an' comes o' such a good stock." + +"Don't be afraid, I mean to try," cried Dorothy, laughing. "You remember +Ruby, what a fine beast he made, and father sold him for twenty pounds. +He was a January calf." + +"Please yoursel', Dorothy. But, bless me, child, where ha' ye been all +the while? I sought for you in the house and byre, and began to think +you had left us altogether." + +"I have been up to the Hall." + +There was a slight elation in Dorothy's voice, and her eyes sparkled in +anticipation of the surprise that she well knew her answer would call +forth. + +"The Hall! What did a' want at the Hall, Dorothy?" asked Rushmere, +taking the pipe from his mouth, while a dark cloud descended on his +brow. "Never dare to go to the Hall again without my leave." + +"It was on your account I went, father," said Dorothy, turning pale and +looking very much frightened, at the very different manner to that +which she expected, in which her announcement had been received. "I went +because I thought Lord Wilton could tell us something about Gilbert." + +"And did you see my lord?" asked Mrs. Rushmere, with a look of intense +curiosity mingled with awe upon her simple face. + +"My lord," said Rushmere, with an ironical smile, contemptuously +repeating his wife's words. "Surely he be no lord o' thine." + +"Lawrence, you always do speak so disrespectful of Lord Wilton. It does +not become poor folk like us to despise our betters." + +"I owe him no favour, wife. I want no favours from him. It vexes me that +the lass went to him on my affairs. As to his being better than me, I +ha' still to learn that. My name is as good as his--in what do we +differ? In the wealth, which by right belongs to me, of which a +rascally king robbed my brave ancestors to reward his unprincipled +favourite. It grieves my heart that a son of mine should be a servant to +his son--an' that girl must bring me still lower, by reminding Lord +Wilton of the degradation." + +When the blood of the old man waxed warm, and he felt wrathy, he forgot +half his provincialisms, and spoke and looked more like a gentleman. His +wife felt little sympathy in her good man's anger, still less in his +pride, which she was wont, behind his back, to speak of as perfectly +ridiculous. + +"Dorothy," she whispered, "what did my lord say about Gilbert?" + +"He promised to write to Lord Fitzmorris, and obtain all the information +he could respecting him. Oh, mother," she added, in a low voice, "he was +so kind." + +"But were you not afraid of speaking to a lord. I never spoke to a lord +in my life. Lawrence is listening to what I am saying. Come upstairs, +Dorothy, an' tell me all about it." + +Dorothy was not sorry to escape from the storm that was lowering upon +the yeoman's brow, to pour into Mrs. Rushmere's attentive ear all that +she had seen and heard at the Hall. + +She dwelt at great length upon the generous offer made by Lord Wilton, +through Mrs. Martin, to give her a good education, and fit her for an +assistant in his school. + +"Mr. Rushmere will never give his consent to that, Dorothy. It will +anger him more than your going to the Hall," said Mrs. Rushmere, shaking +her head. "If the proposal comes from Mrs. Martin, an' she does not go +to contradict any of his notions, he may, perhaps, listen to her, for he +thinks her a good woman, an' her husband an excellent preacher, though +little he profits by the parson's sermons, I must say that." + +"It would not be just to Lord Wilton not to give him the credit due to +his generosity." + +"I am sure he would prefer it, Dorothy. I don't think he likes to make +his charities public. If you are a wise child, you will keep his share +in the business a profound secret. Were it known, it would set all the +ill-natured tongues in the parish at work. Such women as Letty Barford +and Nancy Watling would neither spare you nor your noble patron." + +Dorothy thought over the matter for a few minutes. She had had a bitter +experience of what Mrs. Grundy could say, and felt a wholesome dread of +that slanderous individual. + +"You are right, dear mother, as you generally are. I will not mention +the subject to father, or any one else. Let him and Mrs. Martin fight it +out. She is such a sensible woman, she is very likely to get the better +of his prejudices; and I know him so well, that he would rather yield to +a stranger than to us." + +Mrs. Rushmere laughed heartily. + +"Aye, Dolly, he would call that our attempting to wear his breeches. +Good lack! I never tried to put them on in my life, but he'll come +fussing about my work, perking into pots and pans, and hunting up dust +in odd corners, but I durst not tell him that he has put on my +petticoats, which would be only fair, an' just as true as t'other +thing." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +A DISCUSSION. + + +Mrs. Martin had not named the hour she had promised to call at the Farm. +Dorothy, however, kept a good look out for her new friend, while +pursuing her domestic avocations, and when she saw her coming down the +lane she ran to meet her. + +After discussing for some time the school matter, and her probable +chance of success, Mrs. Martin thought she could prevail upon Mr. +Rushmere to let Dorothy attend an evening school, for an hour, three +times during the week, without making any mystery about it. + +She was not aware, as Dorothy was, of the stubborn obstinacy of his +character, which, combined with old hereditary prejudices, made him a +very difficult person to deal with. + +She found the yeoman in the big hall, putting in rake handles, to be +ready against they were wanted, for the day was cold and rough without, +and the old man was one who always made a boast of taking time by the +forelock. + +He would have made a fine study for the pencil of Wilkie or +Gainsborough. His regular but strongly marked features, reflecting the +energy with which he pursued his employment; his cheeks ruddy with +exertion; and his snow-white hair falling in long wavy curls upon his +ample shoulders. + +Pincher was sitting erect upon his haunches beside him, dividing his +attention between his master and watching the progress he made in his +work; and the frisking of Dolly's kitten, Rory, who was playing with +the tail of his demure-looking mother, who lay sleeping upon the hearth. + +"Always busy, neighbour Rushmere," said Mrs. Martin, stepping briskly up +to the old man. "It would be a wonder to find you napping." + +"Aye, ma'am, lazy folk are no good," he replied, looking up and shaking +hands with her. "What brings you out this cold day? It's not weather for +women folk. Some money, I suppose, to be collected for the church. +Parsons are capital at that work. When they can't come themselves, they +send their wives." + +"They know how difficult it is for an Englishman to say nay to a woman," +and Mrs. Martin rubbed her cold hands and laughed. + +"You are just right, ma'am, I never could resist their sweet voices--not +I. From youth to age I have allers found women my best friends. God +bless 'em. But let us come to the point at once. What do you want o' +me? What am I expected to disburse?" + +"Neither silver nor gold this time." + +"Well, now, that's something uncommon. Surely you never came out this +wintry day for the pleasure o' seeing an old man at work." He looked at +her with a shrewd twinkle in his clear blue eyes, as if he suspected +that her visit was not wholly disinterested. + +"I want you to allow Dorothy Chance to assist me in teaching in the +Sunday-school, which is to go into operation in a few weeks. Her +industrious habits and good character, which is well-known to the +parish, eminently qualify her for instructing the young people of her +own class. Will you permit her to take a share in the good work?" + +"No, a' will not," said the old man, a frown gathering upon his broad +forehead; and he applied the spoke-shave with great vigour to the +rake-handle in his grasp. + +"Who is to do her work at home, while she is drumming the A B C into the +heads of children, whom God never meant to know B from a bull's foot. If +you want money, I'll gi' that, but not the time o' my servant, that's +more nor money's worth to me." + +Dorothy, who was standing on the hearth, from which she had been +diligently sweeping the pile of shavings the farmer had scattered over +it, winced at this. It was the first time she had ever heard the name of +servant applied to her, by her foster parents. She thought it unkind and +cruel, and her dark eyes flashed with a sudden fire, that dried up the +gathering tears. + +Mrs. Martin, however, nothing daunted by this rebuff, and beginning to +understand something of the character of the man with whom she had to +deal, replied with the greatest coolness. + +"I spoke to you, Mr. Rushmere as Dorothy's father, not as her master. I +thought that her welfare was as dear to you as that of your own child; +and if report says true, she has been a good dutiful daughter to you." + +"Yes, I ha' naught to complain of on that score." This was said with a +dogged air of sullen resistance. + +"Well, then, my friend, you surely will not deny her the privilege of +joining in a Christian duty, and deprive her of the advantage of +improving her scanty education. Such a course would be injurious to her, +and would reflect no credit on you." + +"I don't allow a parson's wife to preach to me about my duty, or to +interfere wi' my family matters," said Rushmere, dryly. "Politics and +religion are subjects which belong o' right to men; women allers make a +mess o' it, when they meddle wi' what they don't understand." + +Mrs. Martin, amused with the vehemence with which the old man spoke out +his mind, replied, with a smile. + +"You will allow, however, Mr. Rushmere, that women have souls to be +saved as well as men, and that a little education is necessary for them, +to enable them to teach their own children. The religious instruction +which a boy receives at his mother's knee, generally clings to him +through life; and often is the silent monitor restraining him from the +commission of great crimes in after years, when the most eloquent +preaching from the pulpit has produced little moral change in his +character. To teach poor ignorant children to read the Bible, to learn +their duty to God and man, and to be contented with the state of life in +which His good providence has placed them, is surely to confer upon them +a great benefit. I have visited dying people in this parish, who barely +knew their right hand from their left, who had never been taught to +pray, and lived without a knowledge of Christ or of God, in the world. +Now, it is not our intention to make scholars of such poor people, but +to teach them how to become good Christians." + +"That sounds sensible like," mused the farmer. "You're a clever woman, +Mrs. Martin. Aye, a cleverer woman than I thought you. But Dorothy wants +instruction in such matters herself. How can she teach others?" + +"I am willing and anxious to fit her for this task. Let her come to me +for an hour--only one short hour--three times during the week, and I +will spare no pains to improve her education, and make her an excellent +teacher." + +"Very kind o' you, ma'am, but who's to milk the cows, and attend to the +house, while she's away?" + +"Father, I promise you, faithfully, that nothing shall be neglected," +cried Dorothy, eagerly, who saw, by the subdued anger in his face, that +he was relenting. "I will rise an hour earlier, and will not study my +lessons until the evening, when my work is all done." + +"Well," said Rushmere, slowly conceding the point. "I will gi' my +permission only on one condition, and that is, Mrs. Martin, that you +teach the lass no fine airs, no apeing of rich ladies, no wish to dress +smarter, nor hold her head higher than her neighbours; nor to think +herself better an' wiser than those who ha' been at the expense o' +rearing her. When once a gal takes such notions into her head, she's +good for naught. As to making our Dolly a Christian, I think she be that +already. + +"And now, Mrs. Martin," he continued, with increasing energy, and +handling his rake in a most warlike manner, "that you ha' had your say, +and got your own way, which I 'spose you be used to with the goodman at +home, will you tell me who's to be at the expense of this +school--_school_?" repeating his own words with a sarcastic laugh. "What +time ha' poor folk for learning, who ha' to work fourteen hours out o' +the twenty-four, to earn bread for themselves and their children?" + +"I will tell you all about our plans the next time I come to see you," +said Mrs. Martin, who perceived she was treading upon dangerous ground, +and was very well satisfied with her present position. "I hope, Lawrence +Rushmere, you will become one of the best patrons of our institution." + +"Dorothy," turning to that individual, who was now beaming with smiles, +her face all good humour and sunshine, "I shall expect you on Monday +evening." + +"Ah, dear Mrs. Martin, Monday is our washing day. Will not Tuesday do as +well?" + +"Yes, perhaps better. Monday is always a busy day in all working +communities. We will say Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays. Will that +suit you?" + +"Perfectly." + +Mrs. Martin went away delighted with the success of her negotiations, +and so that matter was settled; though Rushmere, after the departure of +his visitor, grumbled terribly at his want of resolution, in not +sticking like a man to his first determination, and was very cross and +contradictory to Dorothy and his wife during the rest of the day. + +Dorothy bore it all with exemplary patience, and resumed her work in +such spirits, that she sang from the very joy of her heart. And such a +voice as the little damsel had, it only wanted cultivation to have made +her a fortune. Dorothy was not conscious of its surpassing excellence +and power, though Rushmere often remarked to his wife, "that it was +better than the best of music. It did his old heart good to hear the +girl sing. She sang like a _trush_, and made him feel like a boy again." + +In the lives of most individuals, whether brought up in the seclusion of +the country, or amid the turmoil of a great city, there is a turning +point, whether for good or ill, that determines their future position, +and either makes or mars their worldly prospects. A certain "tide," as a +great writer has expressed it, "which, taken at the flood, will lead to +fortune." + +This period had arrived in the hitherto obscure life of Dorothy Chance, +and without speculating at all on the probable result of the change that +a few days had made in her position, she embraced it with the ardour +peculiar to her character, in which strength of mind and a gentle loving +nature were blended most harmoniously together. + +Her visit to Heath Hall had kindled in her breast vague yearnings for +mental improvement. She had never felt any pleasure in vulgar +companionship, and always kept aloof from coarse scenes and unrefined +amusements. + +Her very language differed from the common dialect of those by whom she +was surrounded, and well-educated people marvelled at the grace and +simplicity with which she expressed herself. + +She had lived out of the world, a pure and useful life; her mind deeply +imbued with the poetry of nature--in fact, nature had been her only +teacher. Of books she knew little. The Bible, and a book of old ballads, +and some odd volumes of the "Spectator," comprised her literary lore; +but she was never tired of poring over these--they afforded the only +recreation of the few spare moments she could call her own, and their +diligent perusal had doubtless contributed, in no small degree, to the +improvement in her mind and manners. + +Beauty itself confers a certain air of dignity upon its humblest +possessor. Numbers of women, thus richly endowed by nature, when called +from a subordinate position to fill a higher station, have done so, with +as much ease and grace, as if it had been inherited from birth. + +The most delightful trait in Dorothy's character was its perfect +unselfishness; and what is still more rare, a deep and abiding sense of +gratitude to the friends who had protected her childhood, and saved her +from being brought up in the workhouse. This devotion had been expressed +in every act of her life, and had induced her to give up the first love +of a warm, truthful heart. + +Rushmere, though an honest, good man in his way, was incapable of +appreciating a sacrifice which few would have made under the same +circumstances. In a momentary impulse of generous feeling he had adopted +Dorothy, but even then, he had in view the services she might in future +render to his household. + +Having no daughter of his own, the beautiful little girl, and her +winning ways, had grown into his cold, stern heart, and forced him to +regard her with affection against his will. The idea of her becoming his +son's wife, however, he rejected with contempt, and though in another +fit of sudden benevolence, when the girl, by her courage and prudence, +had saved his life and property, he had given his consent to their +marriage, it was not without a settled conviction in his own mind, that +Gilbert, if living, no longer wished to claim her as such. + +Pride, and the love of money, were the old man's besetting sins. He had +toiled hard all his life, in accumulating the one, and had hoped that +his son, by a fortunate marriage, might be the means of gratifying the +other; and he viewed this sudden advancement in Dorothy's prospects with +a jealous eye, as a not improbable means of drawing her and Gilbert once +more together. + +Dorothy herself never had the least misgiving in her mind with regard to +her lover's fidelity--they were, indeed, _parted_, but, in her +estimation, not _divided_. + +How could Gilbert cease to love her, when her soul was devoted to him; +and had not the old man at last given his consent; and did not she long +to tell him that, and make him happy with the unexpected consummation of +their treasured hope? + +Dorothy was very ignorant of Gilbert's real character. She had yet to +learn that his mind was a reflex of his father's; that the same +deep-rooted obstinacy formed the base of her lover's character. With a +larger share of vanity, he also felt a deeper share of personal injury. +His animosity once aroused, was a demon very hard to quell. + +Rushmere was often hasty and contrary, and pugnacious as a bull-dog, but +at the same time, steady in his affections, and if unresisted in his +angry moods, he came round of himself, often expressing the deepest +regret for harsh or unreasonable conduct. + +He was honest and truthful, and a just master to his servants; and Dolly +loved and venerated the old man, for the sterling good qualities he +possessed, and willingly forgave all the faults, often remarking, when +her mother had been vexed by some blunt, fault-finding speech from her +stern husband, + +"Don't think of it, mother, you will always find some thistles among the +finest corn. Father will forget it all before night." + +This was true. Rushmere did not treasure his wrath, but his son Gilbert +did. + +The refusal Dorothy gave him to his father's face, was rankling still in +his heart. When he left his home, it was not with any desire to spite +his parents, especially his mother, to whom he was much attached, but +out of revenge to Dorothy; for he well knew that in her heart he could +not inflict a deeper wound. + +Mentally and morally, Gilbert Rushmere was quite unworthy of her love. +Dorothy was so blind to this fact, that her great wish for educational +improvement was in the hope that it might render her more deserving of +his regard. + +Her sensitive nature had been deeply hurt that morning, by the rough, +unfeeling manner in which Mr. Rushmere had called her _his servant_. She +tried her best to forget it, but the ungracious thought would again and +again intrude. + +"He might have spoken of me as his daughter, as he always calls me when +we are alone. It was hard to degrade me in my own eyes before Mrs. +Martin," argued poor Dorothy. "I am not a servant. I receive no +wages--ask for none. Their love I consider is sufficient reward. Perhaps +it is my ignorance that makes father so averse to my marriage with +Gilbert; but then," she continued, musingly, "if that were the case, he +would not be so much against my receiving instruction. I do not believe +that he really wishes us to come together, and it was cruel of Gilly to +write of me in that careless manner, as if it were a matter of +indifference to him my marriage with another. + +"However, I mean to study in real earnest, to give my whole mind to it, +and acquire all the knowledge I can. I feel a power within me, that has +never been called into action. A something that is always waking up, and +urging me to work out my own living, instead of depending on the charity +of others. I have always tried to silence this voice--it seemed +ungrateful in me to listen to it, but to-day it speaks to me in louder +tones, urging me to lead a holy and useful life, and I now know," she +cried, earnestly clasping her hands together, "that it is from God." + +With this conviction, deeply impressed upon her mind, Dorothy commenced +her studies with Mrs. Martin, who had conceived a deep attachment to her +young pupil. + +They got on swimmingly together. Dorothy's cheerful, hopeful temper and +great patience, with the addition of an excellent memory, made the task +of tuition light and agreeable to her friend, while the progress she +made astonished her worthy preceptress, as much as it did Dorothy +herself. + + +END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. + + + * * * * * + + +Transcriber's Note: Missing end of paragraph punctuation has been +inserted. Two printer's errors have been amended. Minntes is now +minutes and ungateful is now ungrateful. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The World Before Them, by Susanna Moodie + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42165 *** |
