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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Yellow Book, edited by Henry Harland
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-Title: The Yellow Book
- An Illustrated Quarterly, Vol. 2, July 1894
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- THE YELLOW BOOK
-
- An Illustrated Quarterly
-
- Volume II July 1894
-
- [Illustration: Magazine Cover]
-
- London: Elkin Mathews & John Lane
-
- Boston: Copeland & Day Price 5/- Net
-
-
-
- Contents
-
- Literature
-
-
- I. The Gospel of Content By Frederick Greenwood _Page_ 11
-
- II. Poor Cousin Louis Ella D'Arcy 34
-
- III. The Composer of "Carmen" Charles Willeby 63
-
- IV. Thirty Bob a Week John Davidson 99
-
- V. A Responsibility Henry Harland 103
-
- VI. A Song Dollie Radford 116
-
- VII. Passed Charlotte M. Mew 121
-
- VIII. Sat est Scripsisse Austin Dobson 142
-
- IX. Three Stories V., O., C.S. 144
-
- X. In a Gallery Katharine de Mattos 177
-
- XI. The Yellow Book, } Philip Gilbert Hamerton,
- criticised } LL.D. 179
-
- XII. Dreams Ronald Campbell Macfie 195
-
- XIII. Madame Rejane Dauphin Meunier 197
-
- XIV. The Roman Road Kenneth Grahame 211
-
- XV. Betrothed Norman Gale 227
-
- XVI. Thy Heart's Desire Netta Syrett 228
-
- XVII. Reticence in Literature Hubert Crackanthorpe 259
-
- XVIII. My Study Alfred Hayes 275
-
- XIX. A Letter to the Editor Max Beerbohm 281
-
- XX. An Epigram William Watson 289
-
- XXI. The Coxon Fund Henry James 290
-
-
-
-
- Art
-
-
- I. The Renaissance of By Walter Crane _Page_ 7
- Venus
-
- II. The Lamplighter A. S. Hartrick 60
-
- III. } The Comedy-Ballet }
- IV. } of }
- V. } Marionettes }
- }
- VI. Garcons de Cafe } Aubrey Beardsley 85
- }
- VII. The Slippers of }
- Cinderella }
- }
- VIII. Portrait of Madame }
- Rejane }
-
- IX. A Landscape Alfred Thornton 117
-
- X. Portrait of Himself }
- }
- XI. A Lady } P. Wilson Steer 171
- }
- XII. A Gentleman }
-
- XIII. Portrait of Henry John S. Sargent, A.R.A. 191
- James
-
- XIV. A Girl Resting Sydney Adamson 207
-
- XV. The Old Bedford Music }
- Hall }
- }
- XVI. Portrait of Aubrey } Walter Sickert 220
- Beardsley }
- }
- XVII. Ada Lundberg }
-
- XVIII. An Idyll W. Brown Mac Dougal 256
-
- XIX. The Old Man's Garden }
- } E. J. Sullivan 270
- XX. The Quick and the Dead }
-
- XXI. A Reminiscence of Francis Forster 278
- "The Transgressor"
-
- XXII. A Study Bernhard Sickert 285
-
- XXIII. For the Backs of Playing By Aymer Vallance 361
- Cards
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- The Yellow Book
-
- Volume II July, 1894
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-
-
- The Editor of THE YELLOW BOOK can in no case hold himself
- responsible for rejected manuscripts; when, however, they are
- accompanied by stamped addressed envelopes, every effort will be
- made to secure their prompt return.
-
-
-
-
- The Yellow Book
-
- An Illustrated Quarterly
-
- Volume II July, 1894
-
-[Illustration: sketch of a woman in a park]
-
- London: Elkin Mathews & John Lane
- Boston: Copeland & Day
- Agents for the Colonies: Robt. A. Thompson & Co.
-
-
-
-
-The Renaissance of Venus
-
- By Walter Crane
-
-_By kind permission of G. F. Watts, Esq., R.A._
-
-[Illustration: The Renaissance of Venus]
-
-
-
-
-The Gospel of Content
-
- By Frederick Greenwood
-
-
- I
-
-How it was that I, being so young a man and not a very tactful one,
-was sent on such an errand is more than I should be able to explain.
-But many years ago some one came to me with a request that I should go
-that evening to a certain street at King's Cross, where would be found
-a poor lady in great distress; that I should take a small sum of money
-which was given to me for the purpose in a little packet which
-disguised all appearance of coin, present it to her as a "parcel"
-which I had been desired to deliver, and ask if there were any
-particular service that could be done for her. For my own information
-I was told that she was a beautiful Russian whose husband had barely
-contrived to get her out of the country, with her child, before his
-own arrest for some deep political offence of which she was more than
-cognisant, and that now she was living in desperate ignorance of his
-fate. Moreover, she was penniless and companionless, though not quite
-without friends; for some there were who knew of her husband and had a
-little help for her, though they were almost as poor as herself. But
-none of these dare approach her, so fearful was she of the danger of
-their doing so, either to themselves or her husband or her child, and
-so ignorant of the perfect freedom that political exiles could count
-upon in England. "Then," said I, "what expectation is there that she
-will admit me, an absolute stranger to her, who may be employed by the
-police for anything she knows to the contrary?" The answer was: "Of
-course that has been thought of. But you have only to send up your
-name, which, in the certainty that you would have no objection, has
-been communicated to her already. Her own name, in England, is Madame
-Vernet."
-
-It was a Saturday evening in November, the air thick with darkness and
-a drizzling rain, the streets black and shining where lamplight fell
-upon the mud on the paths and the pools in the roadway, when I found
-my way to King's Cross on this small errand of kindness. King's Cross
-is a most unlovely purlieu at its best, which must be in the first
-dawn of a summer day, when the innocence of morning smiles along its
-squalid streets, and the people of the place, who cannot be so
-wretched as they look, are shut within their poor and furtive homes.
-On a foul November night nothing can be more miserable, more
-melancholy. One or two great thoroughfares were crowded with
-foot-passengers who bustled here and there about their Saturday
-marketings, under the light that flared from the shops and the stalls
-that lined the roadway. Spreading on every hand from these
-thoroughfares, with their noisy trafficking so dreadfully eager and
-small, was a maze of streets built to be "respectable" but now run
-down into the forlorn poverty which is all for concealment without any
-rational hope of success. It was to one of these that I was
-directed--a narrow silent little street of three-storey houses, with
-two families at least in every one of them.
-
-Arrived at No. 17, I was admitted by a child after long delay, and by
-her conducted to a room at the top of the house. No voice responded to
-the knock at the room door, and none to the announcement of the
-visitor's name; but before I entered I was aware of a sound which,
-though it was only what may be heard in the grill-room of any
-coffee-house at luncheon time, made me feel very guilty and ashamed.
-For the last ten minutes I had been gradually sinking under the fear
-of intrusion--of intrusion upon grief, and not less upon the wretched
-little secrets of poverty which pride is so fain to conceal; and now
-these splutterings of a frying-pan foundered me quite. What worse
-intrusion could there be than to come prying in upon the cooking of
-some poor little meal?
-
-Too much embarrassed to make the right apology (which, to be right,
-would have been without any embarrassment at all) I entered the room,
-in which everything could be seen in one straightforward glance: the
-little square table in the centre, with its old green cover and the
-squat lamp on it, the two chairs, the dingy half carpet, the bed
-wherein a child lay asleep in a lovely flush of colour, and the pale
-woman with a still face, and with the eyes that are said to resemble
-agates, standing before the hearth. Under the dark cloud of her hair
-she looked the very picture of Suffering--Suffering too proud to
-complain and too tired to speak. Beautiful as the lines of her face
-were, it was white as ashes and spoke their meaning; but nothing had
-yet tamed the upspringing nobility of her tall, slight, and yet
-imperious form.
-
-Receiving me with the very least appearance of curiosity or any other
-kind of interest, but yet with something of proud constraint (which I
-attributed too much, perhaps, to the untimely frying-pan), she waved
-her hand toward the farther chair of the two, and asked to be excused
-from giving me her attention for a moment. By that she evidently meant
-that otherwise her supper would be spoiled. It is not everything that
-can be left to cook unattended; and since this poor little supper was
-a piece of fish scarce bigger than her hand, it was all the more
-likely to spoil and the less could be spared in damage. So I quietly
-took my seat in a position which more naturally commanded the view out
-of window than of the cooking operations, and waited to be again
-addressed.
-
-On the mantel-board a noisy little American clock ticked as if its
-mission was to hurry time rather than to measure it, the frying-pan
-fizzed and bubbled without any abatement of its usual habit or any
-sense of compunction, now and then the child tossed upon the bed from
-one pretty attitude to another; and that was all that could be heard,
-for Madame Vernet's movements were as silent as the movements of a
-shadow. In almost any part of that small room she could be seen
-without direct looking; but at a moment when she seemed struck into a
-yet deeper silence, and because of it, I ventured to turn upon her
-more than half an eye. Standing rigidly still, she was staring at the
-door in an intensity of listening that transfigured her. But the door
-was closed, and I with the best of hearing directed to the same place
-could detect no new sound: indeed, I dare swear that there was none.
-It was merely accidental that just at this moment the child, with
-another toss of the lovely black head, opened her eyes wide; but it
-deepened the impressiveness of the scene when her mother, seeing the
-little one awake, placed a finger on her own lips as she advanced
-nearer to the door. The gesture was for silence, and it was obeyed as
-if in understood fear. But still there was nothing to be heard
-without, unless it were a push of soft drizzle against the
-window-panes. And this Madame Vernet herself seemed to think when,
-after a little while, she turned back to the fire--her eyes mere
-agates again which had been all ablaze.
-
-Stooping to the fender, she had now got her fish into one warm plate,
-and had covered it with another, and had placed it on the broad
-old-fashioned hob of the grate to keep hot (as I surmised) while she
-spoke with and got rid of me, when knocking was heard at the outer
-door, a pair of hasty feet came bounding up the stair, careless of
-noise, and in flashed a splendid radiant creature of a man in a thin
-summer coat, and literally drenched to the skin.
-
-It was Monsieur Vernet, whose real name ended in "ieff." By daring
-ingenuity, by a long chain of connivance yet more hazardous, by
-courage, effrontery, and one or two miraculous strokes of good
-fortune, he had escaped from the fortress to which he had been
-conveyed in secret and without the least spark of hope that he would
-ever be released. For many months no one but himself and his jailers
-knew whether he was alive or dead: his friends inclined to think him
-the one thing or the other according to the brightness or the
-gloominess of the hour. Smuggled into Germany, and running thence into
-Belgium, he had landed in England the night before; and walking the
-whole distance to London, with an interval of four hours' sleep in a
-cartshed, he contrived to bring home nearly all of the four shillings
-with which he started.
-
-But these particulars, it will be understood, I did not learn till
-afterwards. For that evening my visit was at an end from the moment
-(the first of his appearance) when Vernet seized his wife in his arms
-with a partial resemblance to murder. Unobserved, I placed my small
-packet on the table behind the lamp, and then slipped out; but not
-without a last view of that affecting "domestic interior," which
-showed me those two people in a relaxed embrace while they made me a
-courteous salute in response to another which was all awkwardness,
-their little daughter standing up on the bed in her night-gown,
-patiently yet eagerly waiting to be noticed by her father. In all
-likelihood she had not to wait long.
-
-This was the beginning of my acquaintance with a man who had a greater
-number of positive ideas than any one else that ever I have known,
-with wonderful intrepidity and skill in expounding or defending them.
-However fine the faculties of some other Russians whom I have
-encountered, they seemed to move in a heavily obstructive atmosphere;
-Vernet appeared to be oppressed by none. His resolutions were as
-prompt as his thought; whatever resource he could command in any
-difficulty, whether the least or the greatest, presented itself to his
-mind instantly, with the occasion for it; and every movement of his
-body had the same quickness and precision. His pride, his pride of
-aristocracy, could tower to extraordinary heights; his sensibility to
-personal slights and indignities was so trenchant that I have seen him
-white and quivering with rage when he thought himself rudely jostled
-by a fellow-passenger in a crowded street. And yet any comrade in
-conspiracy was his familiar if he only brought daring enough into the
-common business; and wife, child, fortune, the exchange of ease for
-the most desperate misery, all were put at stake for the sake of the
-People and at the call of their sorrows and oppressions. And of one
-sort of pride he had no sense whatever--fine gentleman as he was, and
-used from his birth to every refinement of service and luxury: no
-degree of poverty, nor any blameless shift for relieving it, touched
-him as humiliating. Privation, whether for others or himself, angered
-him; the contrast between slothful wealth and toiling misery enraged
-him; but he had no conception of want and its wretched little
-expedients as mortifying.
-
-For example. It was in November, that dreary and inclement month, when
-he began life anew in England with a capital of three shillings and
-sevenpence. It was a bleak afternoon in December, sleet lightly
-falling as the dusk came on and melting as it fell, when I found him
-gathering into a little basket what looked in the half-darkness like
-monstrous large snails. With as much indifference as if he were
-offering me a new kind of cigarette, Vernet put one of these things
-into my hand, and I saw that it was a beautifully-made miniature
-sailor's hat. The strands of which it was built were just like twisted
-brown straw to the eye, though they were of the smallness of
-packthread; and a neat band of ribbon proportionately slender made all
-complete. But what were they for? How were they made? The answer was
-that the design was to sell them, and that they were made of the
-cords--more artistically twisted and more neatly waxed than
-usual--that shoemakers use in sewing. As for the bands, Madame Vernet
-had amongst her treasures a cap which her little daughter had worn in
-her babyhood; and this cap had close frills of lace, and the frills
-were inter-studded with tiny loops of ribbon--a fashion of that time.
-There were dozens of these tiny loops, and everyone of them made a
-band for Vernet's little toy hats. Perhaps in tenderness for the
-mother's feelings, he would not let her turn the ribbons to their new
-use, but had applied them himself; and having spent the whole of a
-foodless day in the manufacture of these little articles, he was now
-about to go and sell them. He had selected his "pitch" in a flaring
-bustling street a mile away; and he asked me ("I must lose no time,"
-he said) to accompany him in that direction. I did so, with a cold and
-heavy stone in my breast which I am sure had no counterpart in his
-own. As he marched on, in his light and firm soldierly way, he was
-loud in praise of English liberty: at such a moment _that_ was his
-theme. Arrived near his "pitch," he bade me good-night with no
-abatement of the high and easy air that was natural to him; and though
-I instantly turned back of course, I knew that at a few paces farther
-the violently proud man moved off the pathway into the gutter, and
-stood there till eleven o'clock; for not before then did he sell the
-last of his little penny hats. Another man, equally proud, might have
-done the same thing in Vernet's situation, but not with Vernet's
-absolute indifference to everything but the coldness of the night and
-the too-great stress of physical want.
-
-But this Russian revolutionist was far too capable and versatile a man
-to lie long in low water. He had a genius for industrial chemistry
-which soon got him employment and from the sufficiently comfortable
-made him prosperous by rapid stages. But what of that? Before long
-another wave of political disturbance rose in Europe; Russia, Italy,
-France, 'twas all one to Vernet when his sympathies were roused; and
-after one or two temporary disappearances he was again lost
-altogether. There was no news of him for months; and then his wife,
-who all this while had been sinking back into the pallid speechless
-deadness of the King's Cross days, suddenly disappeared too.
-
-
- II
-
-For more than thirty years--a period of enormous change in all that
-men do or think--no word of Vernet came to my knowledge. But though
-quite passed away he was never forgotten long, and it was with an
-inrush of satisfaction that, a year or two ago, I received this letter
-from him:
-
- "... I have been reading the ---- _Review_, and it determines
- me to solicit a pleasure which I have been at full-cock to ask
- for many times since I returned to England in 1887. Let us meet.
- I have something to say to you. But let us not meet in this
- horrifically large and noisy town. You know Richmond? You know
- the Star and Garter Hotel there? Choose a day when you will go to
- find me in that hotel. It shall be in a quiet room looking over
- the trees and the river, and there we will dine and sit and talk
- over our dear tobacco in a right place.
-
- "To say one word of the past, that you may know and then forget.
- Marie is gone--gone twelve years since; and my daughter, gone. I
- do not speak of them. And do not you expect to find in me any
- more the Vernet of old days."
-
-Nor was he. The splendidly robust and soldierly figure of thirty-five
-had changed into a thin, fine-featured old man, above all things
-gentle, thoughtful, considerate. Except that there was no suggestion
-of a second and an inner self in him, he might have been an
-ecclesiastic; as it was, he looked rather as if he had been all his
-life a recluse student of books and state affairs.
-
-It was a good little dinner in a bright room overlooking the garden;
-and it was served so early that the declining sunshine of a June day
-shone through our claret-glasses when coffee was brought in. Our first
-talk was of matters of the least importance--our own changing fortunes
-over a period of prodigious change for the whole world. From that
-personal theme to the greater mutations that affect all mankind was a
-quick transition; and we had not long been launched on this line of
-talk before I found that in very truth nothing had changed more than
-Vernet himself. It was the story of Ignatius Loyola over again, in
-little and with a difference.
-
-"Yes," said he, my mind filling with unspoken wonder at this during a
-brief pause in the conversation, "Yes, prison did me good. Not in the
-rough way you think, perhaps, as of taking nonsense out of a man with
-a stick, but as solitude. Strict Catholics go into retreat once a
-year, and it does them good as Catholics: whether otherwise I do not
-know, but it is possible. You have a wild philosopher whom I love; and
-wild philosophers are much the best. In them there is more philosophic
-sport, more surprise, more shock; and it is shock that crystallises.
-They startle the breath into our own unborn thoughts--thoughts formed
-in the mind, you know, but without any ninth month for them: they wait
-for some outer voice to make them alive. Well, once upon a time I
-heard this philosopher, your Mr. Ruskin, say that only the most noble,
-most virtuous, most beautiful young men should be allowed to go to the
-war; the others, never. And he maintained it--ah! in language from
-some divine madhouse in heaven. But as to that, it is a great
-objection that your army is already small. Yet of this I am nearly
-sure; it is the wrong men who go to gaol. The rogues and thieves
-should give place to honest men--honest _reflective_ men. Every
-advantage of that conclusive solitude is lost on blackguard persons
-and is mostly turned to harm. For them prescribe one, two, three
-applications of your cat-o'-nine tails----"
-
-"There is knout like it!" said I, intending a severity of retort which
-I hoped would not be quite lost in the pun.
-
-"----and then a piece of bread, a shilling, and dismissal to the most
-devout repentance that brutish crime is ever acquainted with,
-repentance in stripes. Imprisonment is wasted on persons of so
-inferior character. Waste it not, and you will have accommodation for
-wise men to learn the monk's lesson (did you ever think it _all_
-foolishness?) that a little imperious hardship, a time of seclusion
-with only themselves to talk to themselves, is most improving. For
-statesmen and reformers it should be an obligation."
-
-"And according to your experience what is the general course of the
-improvement? In what direction does it run?"
-
-"At best? In sum total? You know me that I am no monk nor lover of
-monks, but I say to you what the monk would say were he still a man
-and intelligent. The chief good is rising above petty irritation,
-petty contentiousness; it is patience with ills that _must_ last long;
-it is choosing to build out the east wind instead of running at it
-with a sword."
-
-"And, if I remember aright, you never had that sword out of your
-hand."
-
-"From twenty years old to fifty, never out of my hand. But there were
-excuses--no, but more than excuses; remember that that was another
-time. Now how different it is, and what satisfaction to have lived to
-see the change!"
-
-"And what is the change you are thinking of!"
-
-"One that I have read of--only he must not flatter himself that he
-alone could find it out--in some Review articles of an old friend of
-Vernet's whose portrait is before me now." And then, a little to my
-distress, but more to my pleasure, he quoted from two or three
-forgotten papers of mine on the later developments of social humanity,
-the "evolution of goodness" in the relations of men to each other, the
-new, great and rapid extension of brotherly kindness; observations and
-theories which were welcomed as novel when they were afterwards taken
-up and enlarged upon by Mr. Kidd in his book on "Social Evolution."
-
-"For an ancient conspirator and man of the barricades," continued
-Vernet, by this time pacing the room in the dusk which he would not
-allow to be disturbed, "for a blood-and-iron man who put all his hopes
-of a better day for his poor devils of fellow-creatures on the
-smashing of forms and institutions and the substitution of others, I
-am rather a surprising convert, don't you think? But who could know in
-those days what was going on in the common stock of mind by--what
-shall we call it? Before your Darwin brought out his explaining word
-'evolution' I should have said that the change came about by a sort of
-mental chemistry; that it was due to a kind of chemical ferment in
-the mind, unsuspected till it showed entirely new growths and
-developments. And even now, you know, I am not quite comfortable with
-'evolution' as the word for this sudden spiritual advance into what
-you call common kindness and more learned persons call 'altruism.' It
-does not satisfy me, 'evolution.'"
-
-"But you can say why it doesn't, perhaps."
-
-"Nothing, more, I suppose, than the familiar association of
-'evolution' with slow degrees and gradual processes. Evolution seems
-to speak the natural coming-out of certain developments from certain
-organisms under certain conditions. The change comes, and you see it
-coming; and you can look back and trace its advance. But here? The
-human mind has been the same for ages; subject to the same teaching;
-open to the same persuasions and dissuasions; as quick to see and as
-keen to think as it is now; and all the while it has been staring on
-the same cruel scenes of misery and privation: no, but very often
-worse. And then, presto! there comes a sudden growth of fraternal
-sentiment all over this field of the human mind; and such a growth
-that if it goes on, if it goes on straight and well, it will transform
-the whole world. Transform its economies?--it will change its very
-aspect. Towns, streets, houses will show the difference; while as to
-man himself, it will make him another being. For this is neither a
-physical nor a mere intellectual advance. As for that, indeed, perhaps
-the intellectual advance hasn't very much farther to go on its own
-lines, which are independent of morality, or of goodness as I prefer
-to say: the simple word! Well, do you care if evolution has pretty
-nearly done with intellect? Would you mind if intellect never made a
-greater shine? Will your heart break if it never ascends to a higher
-plane than it has reached already?"
-
-"Not a bit; if, in time, nobody is without a good working share of
-what intellect there is amongst us."
-
-"No, not a bit! Enough of intellect for the good and happiness of
-mankind if we evolve no more of it. But this is another thing! This is
-a _spiritual_ evolution, spiritual advance and development--a very
-different thing! Mark you, too, that it is not shown in a few amongst
-millions, but is common, general. And though, as you have said, it may
-perish at its beginnings, trampled out by war, the terrible war to
-come may absolutely confirm it. For my part, I don't despair of its
-surviving and spreading even from the battle-field. It is your own
-word that not only has the growth of common kindness been more urgent,
-rapid and general this last hundred years than was ever witnessed
-before in the whole long history of the world, but it has come out as
-strongly in making war as in making peace. It is seen in extending to
-foes a benevolence which not long ago would have been thought
-ludicrous and even unnatural. Why, then, if that's so, the feeling may
-be furthered and intensified by the very horrors of the next great
-war, such horrors as there _must_ be; and--God knows! God knows!--but
-from this beginning the spiritual nature of man may be destined to
-rise as far above the rudimentary thing it is yet (I think of a
-staggering blind puppy) as King Solomon's wits were above an
-Eskimo's."
-
-"Still the same enthusiast," I said to myself, "though with so great a
-difference." But what struck me most was the reverence with which he
-said "God knows!" For the coolest Encyclopedist could not have denied
-the existence of God with a more settled air than did "the Vernet of
-old days."
-
-"And yet," so he went on, "were the human race to become all-righteous
-in a fortnight, and to push out angels' wings from its shoulders,
-every one! every one! all together on Christmas Day, it would still be
-the Darwinian process. Yes, we must stick to it, that it is evolution,
-I suppose, and I'm sure it contents me well enough. What matter for
-the process! And yet do you know what I think?"
-
-Lights had now been brought in by the waiter--a waiter who really
-could not understand why not. But we sat by the open window looking
-out upon the deepening darkness of the garden, beyond which the river
-shone as if by some pale effulgence of its own, or perhaps by a little
-store of light saved up from the liberal sunshine of the day.
-
-"Do you know what I think?" said Vernet, with the look of a man who is
-about to confess a weakness of which he is ashamed. "I sometimes think
-that if I were of the orthodox I should draw an argument for
-supernatural religion, against your strict materialists, from this
-sudden change of heart in Christian countries. For that is what it is.
-It is a change of heart; or, if you like to have it so, of spirit; and
-the remarkable thing is that it is _nothing else_. Whether it lasts or
-not, this awakening of brotherliness cannot be completely understood
-unless that is understood. What else has changed, these hundred years?
-There is no fresh discovery of human suffering, no new knowledge of
-the desperate poverty and toil of so many of our fellow-creatures: nor
-can we see better with our eyes, or understand better what we hear and
-see. This that we are talking about is a heart-growth, which, as we
-know, can make the lowliest peasant divine; not a mind-growth, which
-can be splendid in the coldest and most devilish man. Well, then, were
-I of the orthodox I should say this. When, after many generations, I
-see a traceless movement of the spirit of man like the one we are
-speaking of--a movement which, if it gains in strength and goes on to
-its natural end, will transfigure human society and make it infinitely
-more like heaven--I think the divine influence upon the development of
-man as a spirit may be direct and continuous; or, it would be better
-to say, not without repetition."
-
-Vernet had to be reminded that the intellectual development of man had
-also shown itself in sudden starts and rushes toward perfection--now
-in one land, now in another; and never with an appearance of gradual
-progress, as might be expected from the nature of things. And
-therefore nothing in the spiritual advance which is declared by the
-sudden efflorescence of "altruism" dissociates it from the common
-theory of evolution. This he was forced to admit. "I know," he
-replied; "and as to intellectual development showing itself by starts
-and rushes, it is very obvious." But though he made the admission, I
-could see that he preferred belief in direct influence from above. And
-this was Vernet!--a most unexpected example of that Return to Religion
-which was not so manifest when we talked together as it is to-day.
-
-"You see, I am a soldier," he resumed, "and a soldier born and bred
-does not know how to get on very long without feeling the presence of
-a General, a Commander. That I find as I grow old; my youth would have
-been ashamed to acknowledge the sentiment. And for its own sake, I
-hope that Science is becoming an old gentleman too, and willing to see
-its youthful confidence in the destruction of religious belief quite
-upset. For upset it certainly will be, and very much by its own hands.
-Most of the new professors were sure that the religious idea was to
-perish at last in the light of scientific inquiry. None of them seemed
-to suspect what I remember to have read in a fantastic magazine
-article two or three years ago, that unbelief in the existence of a
-providential God, the dissolution of that belief, would not retard but
-probably draw on more quickly the greater and yet unfulfilled triumphs
-of Christ on earth. Are you surprised at that? Certainly it is not the
-general idea of what unbelief is capable of. 'And what,' says some one
-in the story, 'what are those greater triumphs?' To which the answer
-is: 'The extension of charity, the diffusion of brotherly love, greed
-suppressed, luxury shameful, service and self-sacrifice a common
-law'--something like what we see already between mother and child, it
-was said. Now what do you think of that as a consequence of settled
-unbelief? As for Belief, we must allow that _that_ has not done much
-to bring on the greater triumphs of Christianity."
-
-"And how is Unbelief to do this mighty work?" said I.
-
-"You would like to know! Why, in a most natural way, and not at all
-mysterious. But if you ask in how long a time----! Well, it is thus,
-as I understand. What the destruction of religious faith might have
-made of the world centuries ago we cannot tell; nothing much worse,
-perhaps, than it was under Belief, for belief can exist with little
-change of heart. But these are new times. Unbelief cannot annihilate
-the common feeling of humanity. On the contrary, we see that it is
-just when Science breaks religion down into agnosticism that a new day
-of tenderness for suffering begins, and poverty looks for the first
-time like a wrong. And why? To answer that question we should remember
-what centuries of belief taught us as to the place of man on earth in
-the plan of the Creator. This world, it was 'a scene of probation.'
-The mystery of pain and suffering, the burdens of life apportioned so
-unequally, the wicked prosperous, goodness wretched, innocent weakness
-trodden down or used up in starving toil--all this was explained by
-the scheme of probation. It was only for this life; and every hour of
-it we were under the eyes of a heavenly Father who knows all and
-weighs all; and there will be a future of redress that will leave no
-misery unreckoned, no weakness unconsidered, no wrong uncompensated
-that was patiently borne. Don't you remember? And how comfortable the
-doctrine was! How entirely it soothed our uneasiness when, sitting in
-warmth and plenty, we thought of the thousands of poor wretches
-outside! And it was a comfort for the poor wretches too, who believed
-most when they were most miserable or foully wronged that in His own
-good time God would requite or would avenge.
-
-"Very well. But now, says my magazine sermoniser, suppose this idea of
-a heavenly Father a mistake and probation a fairy tale; suppose that
-there is no Divine scheme of redress beyond the grave: how do we
-mortals stand to each other then? How do we stand to each other in a
-world empty of all promise beyond it? What is to become of our
-scene-of-probation complacency, we who are happy and fortunate in the
-midst of so much wrong? And if we do not busy ourselves with a new
-dispensation on their behalf, what hope or consolation is there for
-the multitude of our fellow-creatures who are born to unmerited misery
-in the only world there is for any of us? It is clear that if we must
-give up the Divine scheme of redress as a dream, redress is an
-obligation returned upon ourselves. All will not be well in another
-world: all must be put right in this world or nowhere and never.
-Dispossessed of God and a future life, mankind is reduced to the
-condition of the wild creatures, each with a natural right to ravage
-for its own good. If in such conditions there is a duty of forbearance
-from ravaging, there is a duty of helpful surrender too; and unbelief
-must teach both duties, unless it would import upon earth the hell it
-denies. 'Unbelief is a call to bring in the justice, the compassion,
-the oneness of brotherhood that can never make a heaven for us
-elsewhere.' So the thing goes on; the end of the argument being that
-in this way unbelief itself may turn to the service of Heaven and do
-the work of the believer's God. More than that: in the doing of it the
-spiritual nature of man must be exalted, step by step. That may be its
-way of perfection. On that path it will rise higher and higher into
-Divine illuminations which have touched it but very feebly as yet,
-even after countless ages of existence.
-
-"Do you recognise these speculations?" said Vernet, after a silence.
-
-I recognised them well enough, without at all anticipating that so
-much of them would presently re-appear in the formal theory of more
-than one social philosopher.
-
-There was a piano in the little room we dined in. For a minute or two
-Vernet, standing with his cigar between his lips, went lightly over
-the keys. The movement, though extremely quick, was wonderfully soft,
-so that he had not to raise his voice in saying:
-
-"I have an innocent little speculation of my own. How long will it be
-before this spiritual perfectioning is pretty near accomplishment? Two
-thousand years? One thousand years? Twenty generations at the least!
-Ah, that is the despair of us poor wretches of to-day and to-morrow.
-Well, when the time comes I fancy that an entirely new literature will
-have a new language. There will certainly be a new literature if ever
-spiritual progress equals intellectual progress. The dawning of
-conceptions as yet undreamt of, enlightenments higher than any yet
-attained to, may be looked for, I suppose, as in the natural order of
-things; and even _without_ extraordinary revelations to the spirit,
-the spiritual advance must have an enormous effect in disabusing,
-informing and inspiring mental faculty such as we know it now. And
-meanwhile? Meanwhile words are all that we speak with, and how weak
-are words? Already there are heights and depths of feeling which they
-are hardly more adequate to express than the dumbness of the dog can
-express his love for his master. Yet there is a language that speaks
-to the deeper thought and finer spirit in us as words do not--moving
-them profoundly though they have no power of articulate response. They
-heave and struggle to reply, till our breasts are actually conscious
-of pain sometimes; but--no articulate answer. Do you recognise----?"
-
-I pointed to the piano with the finger of interrogation.
-
-"Yes," said Vernet, with a delicate sweep of the keyboard, "it is
-this! It is music; music, which is felt to be the most subtle, most
-appealing, most various of tongues even while we know that we are
-never more than half awake to its pregnant meanings, and have not
-learnt to think of it as becoming the last perfection of speech. But
-that may be its appointed destiny. No, I don't think so only because
-music itself is a thing of late, speedy and splendid development,
-coming just before the later diffusion of spiritual growth. Yet there
-is something in that, something which an evolutionist would think
-apposite and to be expected. There is more, however, in what music
-is--a voice always understood to have powerful innumerable meanings
-appealing to we know not what in us, we hardly know how; and more,
-again, in its being an exquisite voice which can make no use of
-reason, nor reason of it; nor calculation, nor barter, nor anything
-but emotion and thought. The language we are using now, we two, is
-animal language by direct pedigree, which is worth observation don't
-you think? And, for another thing, when it began it had very small
-likelihood of ever developing into what it has become under the
-constant addition of man's business in the world and the accretive
-demands of reason and speculation. And the poets have made it very
-beautiful no doubt; yes, and when it is most beautiful it is most
-musical, please observe: most beautiful, and at the same time most
-meaning. Well, then! A new nature, new needs. What do you think? What
-do you say against music being wrought into another language for
-mankind, as it nears the height of its spiritual growth?"
-
-"I say it is a pretty fancy, and quite within reasonable speculation."
-
-"But yet not of the profoundest consequence," added Vernet, coming
-from the piano and resuming his seat by the window. "No; but what is
-of consequence is the cruel tedium of these evolutionary processes. A
-thousand years, and how much movement?"
-
-"Remember the sudden starts towards perfection, and that the farther
-we advance the more we may be able to help."
-
-"Well, but that is the very thing I meant to say. Help is not only
-desirable, it is imperatively called for. For an unfortunate offensive
-movement rises against this better one, which will be checked, or
-perhaps thrown back altogether, unless the stupid reformers who
-confront the new spirit of kindness with the highwayman's demand are
-brought to reason. What I most willingly yield to friend and brother I
-do not choose to yield to an insulting thief; rather will I break his
-head in the cause of divine Civility. Robbery is no way of
-righteousness, and your gallant reformers who think it a fine heroic
-means of bringing on a better time for humanity should be taught that
-some devil has put the wrong plan into their heads. It is his way of
-continuing under new conditions the old conflict of evil and good."
-
-"But taught! How should these so-earnest ones be taught?"
-
-"Ah, how! Then leave the reformers; and while they inculcate their
-mistaken Gospel of Rancour, let every wise man preach the Gospel of
-Content."
-
-"Content--with things as they are?"
-
-"Why, no, my friend; for that would be preaching content with
-universal uncontent, which of course cannot last into a reign of
-wisdom and peace. But if you ask me whether I mean content with a very
-very little of this world's goods, or even contentment in poverty, I
-say yes. There will be no better day till that gospel has found
-general acceptance, and has been taken into the common habitudes of
-life. The end may be distant enough; but it is your own opinion that
-the time is already ripe for the preacher, and if he were no Peter the
-Hermit but only another, another----"
-
-"Father Mathew, inspired with more saintly fervour----"
-
-"Who knows how far he might carry the divine light to which so many
-hearts are awakening in secret? This first Christianity, it was but
-'the false dawn.' Yes, we may think so."
-
-Here there was a pause for a few moments, and then I put in a word to
-the effect that it would be difficult to commend a gospel of content
-to Poverty.
-
-"But," said Vernet, "it will be addressed more to the rich and
-well-to-do, as you call them, bidding them be content with enough. Not
-forbidding them to strive for more than enough--that would never do.
-The good of mankind demands that all its energies should be
-maintained, but not that its energies should be meanly employed in
-grubbing for the luxury that is no enjoyment but only a show, or that
-palls as soon as it is once enjoyed, and then is no more felt as
-luxury than the labourer's second pair of boots or the mechanic's
-third shirt a week. For the men of thousands per annum the Gospel of
-Content would be the wise, wise, wise old injunction to plain living
-and high thinking, only with one addition both beautiful and wise:
-kind thinking, and the high and the kind thinking made good in deed.
-And it would work, this gospel; we may be sure of it already. For
-luxury has became _common_; it is being found out. Where there was one
-person at the beginning of the century who had daily experience of its
-fatiguing disappointments, now there are fifty. Like everything else,
-it loses distinction by coming abundantly into all sorts of hands; and
-meanwhile other and nobler kinds of distinction have multiplied and
-have gained acknowledgment. And from losing distinction--this you must
-have observed--luxury is becoming vulgar; and I don't know why the
-time should be so very far off when it will be accounted shameful.
-Certain it is that year by year a greater number of minds, and such as
-mostly determine the currents of social sentiment, think luxury _low_;
-without going deeper than the mere look of it, perhaps. These are
-hopeful signs. Here is good encouragement to stand out and preach a
-gospel of content which would be an education in simplicity, dignity,
-happiness, and yet more an education of heart and spirit. For nothing
-that a man can do in this world works so powerfully for his own
-spiritual good as the habit of sacrifice to kindness. It is so like a
-miracle that it is, I am sure, the one way--the one way appointed by
-the laws of our spiritual growth.
-
-"Yes, and what about preaching the gospel of content to Poverty? Well,
-there we must be careful to discriminate--careful to disentangle
-poverty from some other things which are the same thing in the common
-idea. Say but this, that there must be no content with squalor, none
-with any sort of uncleanness, and poverty takes its own separate place
-and its own unsmirched aspect. An honourable poverty, clear of
-squalor, any man should be able to endure with a tranquil mind. To
-attain to that tranquillity is to attain to nobleness; and persistence
-in it, though effort fail and desert go quite without reward,
-ennobles. Contentment in poverty does not mean crouching to it or
-under it. Contentment is not cowardice, but fortitude. There is no
-truer assertion of manliness, and none with more grace and sweetness.
-Before it can have an established place in the breast of any man, envy
-must depart from it--envy, jealousy, greed, readiness to take
-half-honest gains, a horde of small ignoble sentiments not only
-disturbing but poisonous to the ground they grow in. Ah, believe me!
-if a man had eloquence enough, fire enough, and that command of
-sympathy that your Gordon seems to have had (not to speak of a man
-like Mahomet or to touch on more sacred names), he might do wonders
-for mankind in a single generation by preaching to rich and poor the
-several doctrines of the Gospel of Content. A curse on the mean
-strivings, stealings, and hoardings that survive from our animal
-ancestry, and another curse (by your permission) on the gaudy vanities
-that we have set up for objects in life since we became reasoning
-creatures."
-
- * * * * *
-
-In effect, here the conversation ended. More was said, but nothing
-worth recalling. Drifting back to less serious talk, we gossiped till
-midnight, and then parted with the heartiest desire (I speak for
-myself) of meeting soon again. But on our way back to town Vernet
-recurred for a moment to the subject of his discourse, saying:
-
-"I don't make out exactly what you think now of the prospect we were
-talking of."
-
-My answer pleased him. "I incline to think," said I, "what I have long
-thought: that if there is any such future for us, and I believe there
-is, we of the older European nations will be nowhere when it comes. In
-existence--yes, perhaps; but gone down. You see we are becoming
-greybeards already; while you in Russia are boys, with every mark of
-boyhood on you. You, you are a new race--the only new race in the
-world; and it is plain that you swarm with ideas of precisely the kind
-that, when you come to maturity, may re-invigorate the world. But
-first, who knows what deadly wars?"
-
-He pressed his hand upon my knee in a way that spoke a great deal. We
-parted, and two months afterwards the Vernet whose real name ended in
-"ieff" was "happed in lead."
-
-
-
-
-Poor Cousin Louis
-
- By Ella D'Arcy
-
-
-There stands in the Islands a house known as "Les Calais." It has
-stood there already some three hundred years, and to judge from its
-stout walls and weather-tight appearance, promises to stand some three
-hundred more. Built of brown home-quarried stone, with solid stone
-chimney-stacks and roof of red tiles, its door is set in the centre
-beneath a semi-circular arch of dressed granite, on the keystone of
-which is deeply cut the date of construction:
-
- J V N I
- 1 6 0 3
-
-Above the date straggle the letters, L G M M, initials of the
-forgotten names of the builder of the house and of the woman he
-married. In the summer weather of 1603 that inscription was cut, and
-the man and woman doubtless read it with pride and pleasure as they
-stood looking up at their fine new homestead. They believed it would
-carry their names down to posterity when they themselves should be
-gone; yet there stand the initials to-day, while the personalities
-they represent are as lost to memory as are the builders' graves.
-
-At the moment when this little sketch opens, Les Calais had belonged
-for three generations to the family of Renouf (pronounced Rennuf), and
-it is with the closing days of Mr. Louis Renouf that it purposes to
-deal. But first to complete the description of the house, which is
-typical of the Islands: hundreds of such homesteads placed singly, or
-in groups--then sharing in one common name--may be found there in a
-day's walk, although it must be added that a day's walk almost
-suffices to explore any one of the Islands from end to end.
-
-Les Calais shares its name with none. It stands alone, completely
-hidden, save at one point only, by its ancient elms. On either side of
-the doorway are two windows, each of twelve small panes, and there is
-a row of five similar windows above. Around the back and sides of the
-house cluster all sorts of outbuildings, necessary dependencies of a
-time when men made their own cider and candles, baked their own bread,
-cut and stacked their own wood, and dried the dung of their herds for
-extra winter fuel. Beyond these lie its vegetable and fruit gardens,
-which again are surrounded on every side by its many rich vergees of
-pasture land.
-
-Would you find Les Calais, take the high road from Jacques-le-Port to
-the village of St. Gilles, then keep to the left of the schools along
-a narrow lane cut between high hedges. It is a cart track only, as the
-deep sun-baked ruts testify, leading direct from St. Gilles to
-Vauvert, and, likely enough, during the whole of that distance you
-will not meet with a solitary person. You will see nothing but the
-green running hedgerows on either hand, the blue-domed sky above, from
-whence the lark, a black pin-point in the blue, flings down a gush of
-song; while the thrush you have disturbed lunching off that succulent
-snail, takes short ground flights before you, at every pause turning
-back an ireful eye to judge how much farther you intend to pursue him.
-He is happy if you branch off midway to the left down the lane leading
-straight to Les Calais.
-
-A gable end of the house faces this lane, and its one window in the
-days of Louis Renouf looked down upon a dilapidated farm- and
-stable-yard, the gate of which, turned back upon its hinges, stood
-wide open to the world. Within might be seen granaries empty of grain,
-stables where no horses fed, a long cow-house crumbling into ruin, and
-the broken stone sections of a cider trough dismantled more than half
-a century back. Cushions of emerald moss studded the thatches, and
-lilliputian forests of grass blades sprang thick between the cobble
-stones. The place might have been mistaken for some deserted grange,
-but for the contradiction conveyed in a bright pewter full-bellied
-water-can standing near the well, in a pile of firewood, with chopper
-still stuck in the topmost billet, and in a tatterdemalion troop of
-barn-door fowl lagging meditatively across the yard.
-
-On a certain day, when summer warmth and unbroken silence brooded over
-all, and the broad sunshine blent the yellows, reds, and greys of tile
-and stone, the greens of grass and foliage, into one harmonious whole,
-a visitor entered the open gate. This was a tall, large young woman,
-with a fair, smooth, thirty-year-old face. Dressed in what was
-obviously her Sunday best, although it was neither Sunday nor even
-market-day, she wore a bonnet diademed with gas-green lilies of the
-valley, a netted black mantilla, and a velvet-trimmed violet silk
-gown, which she carefully lifted out of dust's way, thus displaying a
-stiffly starched petticoat and kid spring-side boots.
-
-Such attire, unbeautiful in itself and incongruous with its
-surroundings, jarred harshly with the picturesque note of the scene.
-From being a subject to perpetuate on canvas, it shrunk, as it were,
-to the background of a cheap photograph, or the stage adjuncts to the
-heroine of a farce. The silence too was shattered as the new comer's
-foot fell upon the stones. An unseen dog began to mouth a joyous
-welcome, and the fowls, lifting their thin, apprehensive faces towards
-her, flopped into a clumsy run as though their last hour were visible.
-
-The visitor meanwhile turned familiar steps to a door in the wall on
-the left, and raising the latch, entered the flower garden of Les
-Calais. This garden, lying to the south, consisted then, and perhaps
-does still, of two square grass-plots with a broad gravel path running
-round them and up to the centre of the house.
-
-In marked contrast with the neglect of the farmyard was this
-exquisitely kept garden, brilliant and fragrant with flowers. From a
-raised bed in the centre of each plot standard rose-trees shed out
-gorgeous perfume from chalices of every shade of loveliness, and
-thousands of white pinks justled shoulder to shoulder in narrow bands
-cut within the borders of the grass.
-
-Busy over these, his back towards her, was an elderly man, braces
-hanging, in coloured cotton shirt. "Good afternoon, Tourtel," cried
-the lady, advancing. Thus addressed, he straightened himself slowly
-and turned round. Leaning on his hoe, he shaded his eyes with his
-hand. "Eh den! it's you, Missis Pedvinn," said he; "but we didn't
-expec' you till to-morrow?"
-
-"No, it's true," said Mrs. Poidevin, "that I wrote I would come
-Saturday, but Pedvinn expects some friends by the English boat, and
-wants me to receive them. Yet as they may be staying the week, I did
-not like to put poor Cousin Louis off so long without a visit, so
-thought I had better come up to-day."
-
-Almost unconsciously, her phrases assumed apologetic form. She had an
-uneasy feeling Tourtel's wife might resent her unexpected advent;
-although why Mrs. Tourtel should object, or why she herself should
-stand in any awe of the Tourtels, she could net have explained.
-Tourtel was but gardener, the wife housekeeper and nurse, to her
-cousin Louis Renouf, master of Les Calais. "I sha'n't inconvenience
-Mrs. Tourtel, I hope? Of course I shouldn't think of staying tea if
-she is busy; I'll just sit an hour with Cousin Louis, and catch the
-six o'clock omnibus home from Vauvert."
-
-Tourtel stood looking at her with wooden countenance, in which two
-small shifting eyes alone gave signs of life. "Eh, but you won't be no
-inconvenience to de ole woman, ma'am," said he suddenly, in so loud a
-voice that Mrs. Poidevin jumped; "only de apple-goche, dat she was
-gain' to bake agen your visit, won't be ready, dat's all."
-
-He turned, and stared up at the front of the house; Mrs. Poidevin, for
-no reason at all, did so too. Door and windows were open wide. In the
-upper storey, the white roller-blinds were let down against the sun,
-and on the broad sills of the parlour windows were nosegays placed in
-blue china jars. A white trellis-work criss-crossed over the facade,
-for the support of climbing rose and purple clematis which hung out a
-curtain of blossom almost concealing the masonry behind. The whole
-place breathed of peace and beauty, and Louisa Poidevin was lapped
-round with that pleasant sense of well-being which it was her chief
-desire in life never to lose. Though poor Cousin Louis--feeble,
-childish, solitary--was so much to be pitied, at least in his
-comfortable home and his worthy Tourtels he found compensation.
-
-An instant after Tourtel had spoken, a woman passed across the wide
-hall. She had on a blue linen skirt, white stockings, and shoes of
-grey list. The strings of a large, bibbed, lilac apron drew the folds
-of a flowered bed-jacket about her ample waist; and her thick
-yellow-grey hair, worn without a cap, was arranged smoothly on either
-side of a narrow head. She just glanced out, and Mrs. Poidevin was on
-the point of calling to her, when Tourtel fell into a torrent of words
-about his flowers. He had so much to say on the subject of
-horticulture; was so anxious for her to examine the freesia bulbs
-lying in the tool-house, just separated from the spring plants; he
-denounced so fiercely the grinding policy of Brehault the middleman,
-who purchased his garden stuff to resell it at Covent Garden--"my
-good! on dem freesias I didn't make not two doubles a bunch!"--that
-for a long quarter of an hour all memory of her cousin was driven from
-Mrs. Poidevin's brain. Then a voice said at her elbow, "Mr. Rennuf is
-quite ready to see you, ma'am," and there stood Tourtel's wife, with
-pale composed face, square shoulders and hips, and feet that moved
-noiselessly in her list slippers.
-
-"Ah, Mrs. Tourtel, how do you do?" said the visitor; a question which
-in the Islands is no mere formula, but demands and obtains a detailed
-answer, after which the questioner's own health is politely inquired
-into. Not until this ceremony had been scrupulously accomplished, and
-the two women were on their way to the house, did Mrs. Poidevin beg to
-know how things were going with her "poor cousin."
-
-There lay something at variance between the ruthless, calculating
-spirit which looked forth from the housekeeper's cold eye, and the
-extreme suavity of her manner of speech.
-
-"Eh, my good! but much de same, ma'am, in his health, an' more fancies
-dan ever in his head. First one ting an' den anudder, an' always
-tinking dat everybody is robbin' him. You rem-ember de larse time you
-was here, an' Mister Rennuf was abed? Well, den, after you was gone,
-if he didn't deck-clare you had taken some of de fedders of his bed
-away wid you. Yes, my good! he tought you had cut a hole in de tick,
-as you sat dere beside him an' emptied de fedders away into your
-pocket."
-
-Mrs. Poidevin was much interested. "Dear me, is it possible?... But
-it's quite a mania with him. I remember now, on that very day he
-complained to me Tourtel was wearing his shirts, and wanted me to go
-in with him to Lepage's to order some new ones."
-
-"Eh! but what would Tourtel want wid fine white shirts like dem?" said
-the wife placidly. "But Mr. Louis have such dozens an' dozens of 'em
-dat dey gets hidden away in de presses, an' he tinks dem stolen."
-
-They reached the house. The interior is quite as characteristic of the
-Islands as is the outside. Two steps take you down into the hall,
-crossing the further end of which is the staircase with its balustrade
-of carved black oak. Instead of the mean painted sticks, known
-technically as "raisers," and connected together at the top by a
-vulgar mahogany hand-rail--a fundamental article of faith with the
-modern builder--these old Island balustrades are formed of wooden
-panels, fretted out into scrolls, representing flower, or leaf, or
-curious beaked and winged creatures, which go curving, creeping, and
-ramping along in the direction of the stairs. In every house you will
-find the detail different, while each resembles all as a whole. For in
-the old days the workman, were he never so humble, recognised the
-possession of an individual mind, as well as of two eyes and two
-hands, and he translated fearlessly this individuality of his into his
-work. Every house built in those days and existing down to these, is
-not only a confession, in some sort, of the tastes, the habits, the
-character, of the man who planned it, but preserves a record likewise
-of every one of the subordinate minds employed in the various parts.
-
-Off the hall of Les Calais are two rooms on the left and one on the
-right. The solidity of early seventeenth-century walls is shown in the
-embrasure depth (measuring fully three feet) of windows and doors. Up
-to fifty years ago all the windows had leaded casements, as had every
-similar Island dwelling-house. To-day, to the artist's regret, you
-will hardly find one. The showy taste of the Second Empire spread from
-Paris even to these remote parts, and plate-glass, or at least oblong
-panes, everywhere replaced the mediaeval style. In 1854, Louis Renouf,
-just three and thirty, was about to bring his bride, Miss Marie
-Mauger, home to the old house. In her honour it was done up
-throughout, and the diamonded casements were replaced by guillotine
-windows, six panes to each sash.
-
-The best parlour then became a "drawing-room"; its raftered ceiling
-was whitewashed, and its great centre-beam of oak infamously papered
-to match the walls. The newly married couple were not in a position to
-refurnish in approved Second Empire fashion. The gilt and marble, the
-console tables and mirrors, the impossibly curved sofas and chairs,
-were for the moment beyond them; the wife promised herself to acquire
-these later on. But later on came a brood of sickly children (only one
-of whom reached manhood); to the consequent expenses Les Calais owed
-the preservation of its inlaid wardrobes, its four-post bedsteads with
-slender fluted columns, and its Chippendale parlour chairs, the backs
-of which simulate a delicious intricacy of twisted ribbons. As a
-little girl, Louisa Poidevin had often amused herself studying these
-convolutions, and seeking to puzzle out among the rippling ribbons
-some beginning or some end; but as she grew up, even the simplest
-problem lost interest for her, and the sight of the old Chippendale
-chairs standing along the walls of the large parlour scarcely stirred
-her bovine mind now to so much as reminiscence.
-
-It was the door of this large parlour that the housekeeper opened as
-she announced, "Here is Mrs. Pedvinn come to see you, sir," and
-followed the visitor in.
-
-Sitting in a capacious "berceuse," stuffed and chintz-covered, was the
-shrunken figure of a more than seventy-year-old man. He was wrapped in
-a worn grey dressing-gown, with a black velvet skull-cap, napless at
-the seams, covering his spiritless hair, and he looked out upon his
-narrow world from dim eyes set in cavernous orbits. In their
-expression was something of the questioning timidity of a child,
-contrasting curiously with the querulousness of old age, shown in the
-thin sucked-in lips, now and again twitched by a movement in unison
-with the twitching of the withered hands spread out upon his knees.
-
-The sunshine, slanting through the low windows, bathed hands and
-knees, lean shanks and slippered feet, in mote-flecked streams of
-gold. It bathed anew rafters and ceiling-beam, as it had done at the
-same hour and season these last three hundred years; it played over
-the worm-eaten furniture, and lent transitory colour to the faded
-samplers on the walls, bringing into prominence one particular
-sampler, which depicted in silks Adam and Eve seated beneath the fatal
-tree, and recorded the fact that Marie Hochede was seventeen in 1808
-and put her "trust in God"; and the same ray kissed the check of that
-very Marie's son, who at the time her girlish fingers pricked the
-canvas belonged to the enviable myriads of the unthought-of and the
-unborn.
-
-"Why, how cold you are, Cousin Louis," said Mrs. Poidevin, taking his
-passive hand between her two warm ones, and feeling a chill strike
-from it through the violet kid gloves; "and in spite of all this
-sunshine too!"
-
-"Ah, I'm not always in the sunshine," said the old man; "not always,
-not always in the sunshine." She was not sure that he recognised her,
-yet he kept hold of her hand and would not let it go.
-
-"No; you are not always in de sunshine, because de sunshine is not
-always here," observed Mrs. Tourtel in a reasonable voice, and with a
-side glance for the visitor.
-
-"And I am not always here either," he murmured, half to himself. He
-took a firmer hold of his cousin's hand, and seemed to gain courage
-from the comfortable touch, for his thin voice changed from complaint
-to command. "You can go, Mrs. Tourtel," he said; "we don't require you
-here. We want to talk. You can go and set the tea-things in the next
-room. My cousin will stay and drink tea with me."
-
-"Why, my cert'nly! of course Mrs. Pedvinn will stay tea. P'r'aps you'd
-like to put your bonnet off in the bedroom, first, ma'am?"
-
-"No, no," he interposed testily, "she can lay it off here. No need for
-you to take her upstairs."
-
-Servant and master exchanged a mute look; for the moment his old eyes
-were lighted up with the unforeseeing, unveiled triumph of a child;
-then they fell before hers. She turned, leaving the room with
-noiseless tread; although a large-built, ponderous woman, she walked
-with the softness of a cat.
-
-"Sit down here close beside me," said Louis Renouf to his cousin,
-"I've something to tell you, something very important to tell you." He
-lowered his voice mysteriously, and glanced with apprehension at
-window and door, squeezing tight her hand. "I'm being robbed, my dear,
-robbed of everything I possess."
-
-Mrs. Poidevin, already prepared for such a statement, answered
-complacently, "Oh, it must be your fancy, Cousin Louis. Mrs. Tourtel
-takes too good care of you for that."
-
-"My dear," he whispered, "silver, linen, everything is going; even my
-fine white shirts from the shelves of the wardrobe. Yet everything
-belongs to poor John, who is in Australia, and who never writes to his
-father now. His last letter is ten years old--ten years old, my dear,
-and I don't need to read it over, for I know it by heart."
-
-Tears of weakness gathered in his eyes, and began to trickle over on
-to his check.
-
-"Oh, Cousin John will write soon, I'm sure," said Mrs. Poidevin, with
-easy optimism; "I shouldn't wonder if he has made a fortune, and is on
-his way home to you at this moment."
-
-"Ah, he will never make a fortune, my dear, he was always too fond of
-change. He had excellent capabilities, Louisa, but he was too fond of
-change.... And yet I often sit and pretend to myself he has made
-money, and is as proud to be with his poor old father as he used to be
-when quite a little lad. I plan out all we should do, and all he would
-say, and just how he would look ... but that's only my make-believe;
-John will never make money, never. But I'd be glad if he would come
-back to the old home, though it were without a penny. For if he don't
-come soon, he'll find no home, and no welcome.... I raised all the
-money I could when he went away, and now, as you know, my dear, the
-house and land go to you and Pedvinn.... But I'd like my poor boy to
-have the silver and linen, and his mother's furniture and needlework
-to remember us by."
-
-"Yes, cousin, and he will have them some day, but not for a great
-while yet, I hope."
-
-Louis Renouf shook his head, with the immovable obstinacy of the very
-old or the very young.
-
-"Louisa, mark my words, he will get nothing, nothing. Everything is
-going. They'll make away with the chairs and the tables next, with the
-very bed I lie on."
-
-"Oh, Cousin Louis, you mustn't think such things," said Mrs. Poidevin
-serenely; had not the poor old man accused her to the Tourtels of
-filching his mattress feathers?
-
-"Ah, you don't believe me, my dear," said he, with a resignation which
-was pathetic; "but you'll remember my words when I am gone. Six dozen
-rat-tailed silver forks, with silver candlesticks, and tray, and
-snuffers. Besides odd pieces, and piles and piles of linen. Your
-cousin Marie was a notable housekeeper, and everything she bought was
-of the very best. The large table-cloths were five guineas apiece, my
-dear, British money--five guineas apiece."
-
-Louisa listened with perfect calmness and scant attention.
-Circumstances too comfortable, and a too abundant diet, had gradually
-undermined with her all perceptive and reflective powers. Though, of
-course, had the household effects been coming to her as well as the
-land, she would have felt more interest in them; but it is only human
-nature to contemplate the possible losses of others with equanimity.
-
-"They must be handsome cloths, cousin," she said pleasantly; "I'm sure
-Pedvinn would never allow me half so much for mine."
-
-At this moment there appeared, framed in the open window, the hideous
-vision of an animated gargoyle, with elf-locks of flaming red, and an
-intense malignancy of expression. With a finger dragging down the
-under eyelid of either eye, so that the eyeball seemed to bulge
-out--with a finger pulling back either corner of the wide mouth, so
-that it seemed to touch the ear--this repulsive apparition leered at
-the old man in blood-curdling fashion. Then catching sight of Mrs.
-Poidevin, who sat dumfounded, and with her "heart in her mouth," as
-she afterwards expressed it, the fingers dropped from the face, the
-features sprang back into position, and the gargoyle resolved itself
-into a buxom red-haired girl, who, bursting into a laugh, impudently
-stuck her tongue out at them before skipping away.
-
-The old man had cowered down in his chair with his hands over his
-eyes; now he looked up. "I thought it was the old Judy," he said, "the
-old Judy she is always telling me about. But it's only Margot."
-
-"And who is Margot, cousin?" inquired Louisa, still shaken from the
-surprise.
-
-"She helps in the kitchen. But I don't like her. She pulls faces at
-me, and jumps out upon me from behind doors. And when the wind blows
-and the windows rattle she tells me about the old Judy from Jethou,
-who is sailing over the sea on a broomstick, to come and beat me to
-death. Do you know, my dear," he said piteously, "you'll think I'm
-very silly, but I'm afraid up here by myself all alone? Do not leave
-me, Louisa; stay with me, or take me back to town with you. Pedvinn
-would let me have a room in your house, I'm sure? And you wouldn't
-find me much trouble, and of course I would bring my own bed linen,
-you know."
-
-"You had best take your tea first, sir," said Mrs. Tourtel from
-outside the window; she held scissors in her hand, and was busy
-trimming the roses. She offered no excuse for eavesdropping.
-
-The meal was set out, Island fashion, with abundant cakes and sweets.
-Louisa saw in the silver tea-set another proof, if need be, of her
-cousin's unfounded suspicions. Mrs. Tourtel stood in the background,
-waiting. Renouf desired her to pack his things; he was going into
-town. "To be sure, sir," she said civilly, and remained where she
-stood. He brought a clenched hand down upon the table, so that the
-china rattled. "Are you master here, or am I?" he cried; "I am going
-down to my cousin Pedvinn's. To-morrow I shall send my notary to put
-seals on everything, and to take an inventory. For the future I shall
-live in town."
-
-His senility had suddenly left him; he spoke with firmness; it was a
-flash-up of almost extinct fires. Louisa was astounded. Mrs. Tourtel
-looked at him steadily. Through the partition wall, Tourtel in the
-kitchen heard the raised voice, and followed his curiosity into the
-parlour. Margot followed him. Seen near, and with her features at
-rest, she appeared a plump touzle-headed girl, in whose low forehead
-and loose-lipped mouth, crassness, cruelty, and sensuality were
-unmistakably expressed. Yet freckled cheek, rounded chin, and bare red
-mottled arms, presented the beautiful curves of youth, and there was a
-certain sort of attractiveness about her not to be gainsaid.
-
-"Since my servants refuse to pack what I require," said Renouf with
-dignity, "I will do it myself. Come with me, Louisa."
-
-At a sign from the housekeeper, Tourtel and Margot made way. Mrs.
-Poidevin would have followed her cousin, as the easiest thing to
-do--although she was confused by the old man's outbreak, and incapable
-of deciding what course she should take--when the deep vindictive
-baying of the dog ushered a new personage upon the scene.
-
-This was an individual who made his appearance from the kitchen
-regions--a tall thin man of about thirty years of age, with a pallid
-skin, a dark eye and a heavy moustache. His shabby black coat and tie,
-with the cords and gaiters that clothed his legs, suggested a
-combination of sportsman and family practitioner. He wore a bowler
-hat, and was pulling off tan driving gloves as he advanced.
-
-"Ah my good! Doctor Owen, but dat's you?" said Mrs. Tourtel. "But we
-wants you here badly. Your patient is in one of his tantrums, and no
-one can't do nuddin wid him. He says he shall go right away into town.
-Wants to make up again wid Doctor Lelever for sure."
-
-The new comer and Mrs. Poidevin were examining each other with the
-curiosity one feels on first meeting a person long known by reputation
-or by sight. But now she turned to the housekeeper in surprise.
-
-"Has my cousin quarrelled with his old friend Doctor Lelever?" she
-asked. "I've heard nothing of that."
-
-"Ah, dis long time. He tought Doctor Lelever made too little of his
-megrims. He won't have nobody but Dr. Owen now. P'r'aps you know
-Doctor Owen, ma'am? Mrs. Pedvinn, Doctor; de master's cousin, come up
-to visit him."
-
-Renouf was heard moving about overhead; opening presses, dragging
-boxes.
-
-Owen hung up his hat, putting his gloves inside it. He rubbed his lean
-discoloured hands lightly together, as a fly cleans its forelegs.
-
-"Shall I just step up to him?" he said. "It may calm him, and distract
-his thoughts."
-
-With soft nimbleness, in a moment he was upstairs. "So that's Doctor
-Owen?" observed Mrs. Poidevin with interest. "A splendid-looking
-gentleman! He must be very clever, I'm sure. Is he beginning to get a
-good practice yet?"
-
-"Ah, bah, our people, as you know, ma'am, dey don't like no strangers,
-specially no Englishmen. He was very glad when Mr. Renouf sent for
-him.... 'Twas through Margot there. She got took bad one Saturday
-coming back from market from de heat or de squidge" (crowd), "and
-Doctor Owen he overtook her on the road in his gig, and druv her home.
-Den de master, he must have a talk with him, and so de next time he
-fancy hisself ill, he send for Doctor Owen, and since den he don't
-care for Dr. Lelever no more at all."
-
-"I ought to be getting off," remarked Mrs. Poidevin, remembering the
-hour at which the omnibus left Vauvert; "had I better go up and bid
-cousin Louis good-bye?"
-
-Mrs. Tourtel thought Margot should go and ask the Doctor's opinion
-first, but as Margot had already vanished, she went herself.
-
-There was a longish pause, during which Mrs. Poidevin looked uneasily
-at Tourtel; he with restless furtive eyes at her. Then the housekeeper
-reappeared, noiseless, cool, determined as ever.
-
-"Mr. Rennuf is quiet now," she said; "de Doctor have given him a
-soothing draught, and will stay to see how it acts. He tinks you'd
-better slip quietly away."
-
-On this, Louisa Poidevin left Les Calais; but in spite of her easy
-superficiality, her unreasoning optimism, she took with her a sense of
-oppression. Cousin Louis's appeal rang in her ears: "Do not leave me;
-stay with me, or take me back with you. I am afraid up here, quite
-alone." And after all, though his fears were but the folly of old age,
-why, she asked herself, should he not come and stay with them in town
-if he wished to do so? She resolved to talk it over with Pedvinn; she
-thought she would arrange for him the little west room, being the
-furthest from the nurseries; and in planning out such vastly important
-trifles as to which easy-chair and which bedroom candlestick she would
-devote to his use, she forgot the old man himself and recovered her
-usual stolid jocundity.
-
-When Owen had entered the bedroom, he had found Renouf standing over
-an open portmanteau, into which he was placing hurriedly whatever
-caught his eye or took his fancy, from the surrounding tables. His
-hand trembled from eagerness, his pale old face was flushed with
-excitement and hope. Owen, going straight up to him, put his two hands
-on his shoulders, and without uttering a word, gently forced him
-backwards into a chair. Then he sat down in front of him, so close
-that their knees touched, and fixing his strong eyes on Renouf's
-wavering ones, and stroking with his finger-tips the muscles behind
-the ears, he threw him immediately into an hypnotic trance.
-
-"You want to stay here, don't you?" said Owen emphatically. "I want to
-stay here," repeated the old man through grey lips. His face was
-become the colour of ashes, his hands were cold to the sight. "You
-want your cousin to go away and not disturb you any more?
-Answer--answer me." "I want my cousin to go away," Renouf murmured,
-but in his staring, fading eye were traces of the struggle tearing him
-within.
-
-Owen pressed down the eyelids, made another pass before the face, and
-rose on his long legs with a sardonic grin. Margot, leaning across a
-corner of the bed, had watched him with breathless interest.
-
-"I b'lieve you're de Evil One himself," she said admiringly.
-
-Owen pinched her smooth chin between his tobacco-stained thumb and
-fingers.
-
-"Pooh! nothing but a trick I learned in Paris," said he; "it's very
-convenient to be able to put a person to sleep now and again."
-
-"Could you put any one to sleep?"
-
-"Any one I wanted to."
-
-"Do it to me then," she begged him.
-
-"What use, my girl? Don't you do all I wish without?"
-
-She grimaced, and picked at the bed-quilt laughing, then rose and
-stood in front of him, her round red arms clasped behind her head. But
-he only glanced at her with professional interest.
-
-"You should get married, my dear, without delay. Pierre would be ready
-enough, no doubt?"--"Bah! Pierre or annuder--if I brought a weddin'
-portion. You don't tink to provide me wid one, I s'pose?"--"You know
-that I can't. But why don't you get it from the Tourtels? You've
-earned it before this, I dare swear."
-
-It was now that the housekeeper came up, and took down to Louisa
-Poidevin the message given above. But first she was detained by Owen,
-to assist him in getting his patient into bed.
-
-The old man woke up during the process, very peevish, very determined
-to get to town. "Well, you can't go till to-morrow den," said Mrs.
-Tourtel; "your cousin has gone home, an' now you've got to go to
-sleep, so be quiet." She dropped all semblance of respect in her
-tones. "Come, lie down!" she said sharply, "or I'll send Margot to
-tickle your feet." He shivered and whimpered into silence beneath the
-clothes.
-
-"Margot tells him 'bout witches, an ogres, an scrapels her fingures
-'long de wall, till he tinks dere goin' to fly 'way wid him," she
-explained to Owen in an aside. "Oh, I know Margot," he answered
-laconically, and thought, "May I never lie helpless within reach of
-such fingers as hers."
-
-He took a step and stumbled over a portmanteau lying open at his feet.
-"Put your mischievous paws to some use," he told the girl, "and clear
-these things away from the floor;" then remembering his rival Le
-Lievre; "if the old fool had really got away to town, it would have
-been a nice day's work for us all," he added.
-
-Downstairs he joined the Tourtels in the kitchen, a room situated
-behind the living-room on the left, with low green glass windows,
-rafters and woodwork smoke-browned with the fires of a dozen
-generations. In the wooden racks over by the chimney hung flitches of
-home-cured bacon, and the kettle was suspended by three chains over
-the centre of the wide hearth, where glowed and crackled an armful of
-sticks. So dark was the room, in spite of the daylight outside, that
-two candles were set in the centre of the table, enclosing in their
-circles of yellow light the pale face and silver hair of the
-housekeeper, and Tourtel's rugged head and weather-beaten countenance.
-
-He had glasses ready, and a bottle of the cheap brandy for which the
-Island is famous. "You'll take a drop of something, eh, Doctor?" he
-said as Owen seated himself on the jonciere, a padded settle--green
-baize covered, to replace the primitive rushes--fitted on one side of
-the hearth. He stretched his long legs into the light, and for a
-moment considered moodily the old gaiters and cobbled boots. "You've
-seen to the horse?" he asked Tourtel.
-
-"My cert'nly; he's in de stable dis hour back, an' I've given him a
-feed. I tought maybe you'd make a night of it?"
-
-"I may as well for all the work I have to do," said Owen with
-sourness; "a damned little Island this for doctors. Nothing ever the
-matter with anyone except the 'creeps,' and those who have it spend
-their last penny in making it worse."
-
-"Dere's as much illness here as anywhere," said Tourtel, defending the
-reputation of his native soil, "if once you gets among de right class,
-among de people as has de time an' de money to make dereselves ill.
-But if you go foolin' roun' wid de paysans, what can you expec'? We
-workin' folks can't afford to lay up an' buy ourselves doctors'
-stuff."
-
-"And how am I to get among the right class?" retorted Owen, sucking
-the ends of his moustache into his mouth and chewing them savagely. "A
-more confounded set of stuck-up, beggarly aristocrats I never met than
-your people here." His discontented eye rested on Mrs. Tourtel. "That
-Mrs. Pedvinn is the wife of Pedvinn the Jurat, I suppose?"--"Yes, de
-Pedvinns of Rohais." "Good people," said Owen thoughtfully; "in with
-the de Caterelles, and the Dadderney (d'Aldenois) set. Are there
-children?"--"Tree."
-
-He took a drink of the spirit and water; his bad temper passed. Margot
-came in from upstairs.
-
-"De marster sleeps as dough he'd never wake again," she announced,
-flinging herself into the chair nearest Owen.
-
-"It's 'bout time he did," Tourtel growled.
-
-"I should have thought it more to your interest to keep him alive?"
-Owen inquired. "A good place, surely?"
-
-"A good place if you like to call it so," the wife answered him; "but
-what, if he go to town, as he say to-night? and what, if he send de
-notary, to put de scelles here?--den he take up again wid Dr. Lelever,
-dat's certain." And Tourtel added in his surly key, "Anyway, I've been
-workin' here dese tirty years now, an' dat's 'bout enough."
-
-"In fact, when the orange is sucked, you throw away the peel? But are
-you quite sure it is sucked dry?"
-
-"De house an' de lan' go to de Pedvinns, an' all de money die too, for
-de little he had left when young John went 'crost de seas, he sunk in
-a 'nuity. Dere's nuddin' but de lining, an' plate, an' such like, as
-goes to de son."
-
-"And what he finds of that, I expect, will scarcely add to his
-impedimenta?" said Owen grinning. He thought, "The old man is well
-known in the island, the name of his medical attendant would get
-mentioned in the papers at least; just as well Le Lievre should not
-have the advertisement." Besides, there were the Poidevins.
-
-"You might say a good word for me to Mrs. Pedvinn," he said aloud, "I
-live nearer to Rohais than Lelever does, and with young children she
-might be glad to have some one at hand."
-
-"You may be sure you won't never find me ungrateful, sir," answered
-the housekeeper; and Owen, shading his eyes with his hand, sat
-pondering over the use of this word "ungrateful," with its faint yet
-perceptible emphasis.
-
-Margot, meanwhile, laid the supper; the remains of a rabbit-pie, a big
-"pinclos" or spider crab, with thin, red knotted legs, spreading far
-over the edges of the dish, the apple-goche, hot from the oven, cider,
-and the now half-empty bottle of brandy. The four sat down and fell
-to. Margot was in boisterous spirits; everything she said or did was
-meant to attract Owen's attention. Her cheeks flamed with excitement;
-she wanted his eyes to be perpetually upon her. But Owen's interest in
-her had long ceased. To-night, while eating heartily, he was absorbed
-in his ruling passion: to get on in the world, to make money, to be
-admitted into Island society. Behind the pallid, impenetrable mask,
-which always enraged yet intimidated Margot, he plotted incessantly,
-schemed, combined, weighed this and that, studied his prospects from
-every point of view.
-
-Supper over, he lighted his meerschaum; Tourtel produced a short clay,
-and the bottle was passed between them. The women left them together,
-and for ten, twenty minutes, there was complete silence in the room.
-Tourtel let his pipe go out, and rapped it down brusquely upon the
-table.
-
-"It must come to an end," he said, with suppressed ferocity; "are we
-eider to spen' de whole of our lives here, or else be turned off at de
-eleventh hour after sufferin' all de heat an' burden of de day? Its
-onreasonable. An' dere's de cottage at Cottu standin' empty, an' me
-havin' to pay a man to look after de tomato houses, when I could get
-fifty per cent. more by lookin' after dem myself.... An' what profit
-is such a sickly, shiftless life as dat? My good! dere's not a man,
-woman, or chile in de Islan's as will shed a tear when he goes, an'
-dere's some, I tells you, as have suffered from his whimsies dese
-tirty years, as will rejoice. Why, his wife was dead already when we
-come here, an' his on'y son, a dirty, drunken, lazy vaurien too, has
-never been near him for fifteen years, nor written neider. Dead most
-likely, in foreign parts.... An' what's he want to stay for,
-contraryin' an' thwartin' dem as have sweated an' laboured, an' now,
-please de good God, wan's to sit 'neath de shadow of dere own fig-tree
-for de short time dat remains to dem?... An' what do we get for
-stayin'? Forty pound, Island money, between de two of us, an' de
-little I makes from de flowers, an' poultry, an' such like. An' what
-do we do for it? Bake, an' wash, an' clean, an' cook, an' keep de
-garden in order, an' nuss him in all his tantrums.... If we was even
-on his testament, I'd say nuddin. But everything goes to Pedvinns, an'
-de son John, and de little bit of income dies wid him. I tell you 'tis
-'bout time dis came to an end."
-
-Owen recognised that Destiny asked no sin more heinous from him than
-silence, perhaps concealment; the chestnuts would reach him without
-risk of burning his hand. "It's time," said he, "I thought of going
-home. Get your lantern, and I'll help you with the trap. But first,
-I'll just run up and have another look at Mr. Rennuf."
-
-For the last time the five personages of this obscure little tragedy
-found themselves together in the bedroom, now lighted by a small lamp
-which stood on the wash-hand-stand. Owen, who had to stoop to enter
-the door, could have touched the low-pitched ceiling with his hand.
-The bed, with its slender pillars, supporting a canopy of faded
-damask, took up the greater part of the room. There was a fluted
-headpiece of the damask, and long curtains of the same material,
-looped up, on either side of the pillows. Sunken in these lay the head
-of the old man, crowned with a cotton nightcap, the eyes closed, the
-skin drawn tight over the skull, the outline of the attenuated form
-indistinguishable beneath the clothes. The arms lay outside the
-counterpane, straight down on either side; and the mechanical playing
-movement of the fingers showed he was not asleep. Margot and Mrs.
-Tourtel watched him from the bed's foot. Their gigantic shadows thrown
-forward by the lamp, stretched up the opposite wall, and covered half
-the ceiling. The old-fashioned mahogany furniture, with its fillets of
-paler wood, drawn in ovals, upon the doors of the presses, their
-centrepieces of fruit and flowers, shone out here and there with
-reflected light; and the looking-glass, swung on corkscrew mahogany
-pillars between the damask window curtains, gleamed lake-like amidst
-the gloom.
-
-Owen and Tourtel joined the women at the bedfoot; though each was
-absorbed entirely in his own egotisms, all were animated by the same
-secret desire. Yet, to the feeling heart, there was something
-unspeakably pleading in the sight of the old man lying there, in his
-helplessness, in the very room, on the very bed, which had seen his
-wedding-night fifty years before; where as a much-wished-for and
-welcomed infant, he had opened his eyes to the light more than seventy
-years since. He had been helpless then as now, but then the child had
-been held to loving hearts, loving fingers had tended him, a young and
-loving mother lay beside him, the circumference of all his tiny world,
-as he was the core and centre of all of hers. And from being that
-exquisite, well-beloved little child, he had passed thoughtlessly,
-hopefully, despairfully, wearily, through all the stages of life,
-until he had come to this--a poor, old, feeble, helpless, worn-out
-man, lying there where he had been born, but with all those who had
-loved him carried long ago to the grave: with the few who might have
-protected him still, his son, his cousin, his old friend Le Lievre, as
-powerless to save him as the silent dead.
-
-Renouf opened his eyes, looked in turn at the four faces before him,
-and read as much pity in them as in masks of stone. He turned himself
-to the pillow again and to his miserable thoughts.
-
-Owen took out his watch, went round to count the pulse, and in the
-hush the tick of the big silver timepiece could be heard.
-
-"There is extreme weakness," came his quiet verdict.
-
-"Sinking?" whispered Tourtel loudly.
-
-"No; care and constant nourishment are all that are required; strong
-beef-tea, port wine jelly, cream beaten up with a little brandy at
-short intervals, every hour say. And of course no excitement; nothing
-to irritate, or alarm him" (Owen's eye met Margot's); "absolute quiet
-and rest." He came back to the foot of the bed and spoke in a lower
-tone. "It's just one of the usual cases of senile decay," said he,
-"which I observe every one comes to here in the Islands (unless he has
-previously killed himself by drink), the results of breeding in. But
-Mr. Renouf may last months, years longer. In fact, if you follow out
-my directions there is every probability that he will."
-
-Tourtel and his wife shifted their gaze from Owen to look into each
-other's eyes; Margot's loose mouth lapsed into a smile. Owen felt cold
-water running down his back. The atmosphere of the room seemed to
-stifle him; reminiscences of his student days crowded on him: the
-horror of an unperverted mind, at its first spectacle of cruelty,
-again seized hold of him, as though no twelve callous years were
-wedged in between. At all costs he must get out into the open air.
-
-He turned to go. Louis Renouf opened his eyes, followed the form
-making its way to the door, and understood. "You won't leave me,
-doctor? surely you won't leave me?" came the last words of piercing
-entreaty.
-
-The man felt his nerve going all to pieces.
-
-"Come, come, my good sir, do you think I am going to stay here all
-night?" he answered brutally.... Outside the door, Tourtel touched his
-sleeve. "And suppose your directions are not carried out?" said he in
-his thick whisper.
-
-Owen gave no spoken answer, but Tourtel was satisfied. "I'll come an'
-put the horse in," he said, leading the way through the kitchen to the
-stables. Owen drove off with a parting curse and cut with the whip
-because the horse slipped upon the stones. A long ray of light from
-Tourtel's lantern followed him down the lane. When he turned out on to
-the high road to St. Gilles, he reined in a moment, to look back at
-Les Calais. This is the one point from which a portion of the house is
-visible, and he could see the lighted window of the old man's bedroom
-plainly through the trees.
-
-What was happening there? he asked himself; and the Tourtel's cupidity
-and callousness, Margot's coarse cruel tricks, rose before him with
-appalling distinctness. Yet the price was in his hand, the first step
-of the ladder gained; he saw himself to-morrow, perhaps in the
-drawing-room of Rohais, paying the necessary visit of intimation and
-condolence. He felt he had already won Mrs. Poidevin's favour. Among
-women, always poor physiognomists, he knew he passed for a handsome
-man; among the Islanders, the assurance of his address would pass for
-good breeding; all he had lacked hitherto was the opportunity to
-shine. This his acquaintance with Mrs. Poidevin would secure him. And
-he had trampled on his conscience so often before, it had now little
-elasticity left. Just an extra glass of brandy to-morrow, and to-day
-would be as securely laid as those other episodes of his past.
-
-While he watched, some one shifted the lamp ... a woman's shadow was
-thrown upon the white blind ... it wavered, grew monstrous, and
-spread, until the whole window was shrouded in gloom.... Owen put the
-horse into a gallop ... and from up at Les Calais, the long-drawn
-melancholy howling of the dog filled with forebodings the silent
-night.
-
-
-
-
-The Lamplighter
-
- By A. S. Hartrick
-
-[Illustration: The Lamplighter]
-
-
-
-
-The Composer of "Carmen"
-
- By Charles Willeby
-
-
-What little has been written about poor Bizet is not the sort to
-satisfy. The men who have told of him cannot have written with their
-best pen. Even those who, one can see, have started well, albeit
-impelled rather than inspired by a profound admiration for the artist
-and the man, have fallen all too short of the mark, and ultimately
-drifted into the dullest of all dull things--the compilation of mere
-dates and doings. I know of no pamphlet devoted to him in this
-country. He was much misunderstood in life; he has been, I think, as
-much sinned against in death. The symbol of posthumous appreciation
-which asserts itself to the visitor to Pere Lachaise, is exponential
-of compliment only when reckoned by avoirdupois. Neglected in life,
-they have in death weighed him down with an edifice that would have
-been obnoxious to every instinct in his sprightly soul--a memorial
-befitting perhaps to such an one as Johannes Brahms, but repugnant as
-a memento of the spirit that created "Carmen." It is an emblem of
-French formalism in its most determined aspect. And in truth--as
-Sainte-Beuve said of the Abbe Galiani--"they owed to him an
-honourable, choice, and purely delicate burial; _urna brevis_, a
-little urn which should not be larger than he." The previous
-inappreciation of his genius has given place to posthumous laudation,
-zealous indeed, but so indiscriminating as to be vulgar. Like many
-another man, he had to take "a thrashing from life"; and although he
-stood up to it unflinchingly, it was only in his death certificate
-that he acquired passport to fame.
-
-Just eighteen years before it was that Bizet had written from Rome:
-"We are indeed sad, for there come to us the tidings of the death of
-Leon Benouville. Really, one works oneself half crazy to gain this
-Prix de Rome; then comes the huge struggle for position; and after
-all, perchance to end by dying at thirty-eight! Truly, the picture is
-the reverse of encouraging." Here was his own destiny, _nu comme la
-main_, save that the fates begrudged him even the thirty-eight years
-of his brother artist--called him when he could not but
-
- "contrast
- The petty done--the undone vast."
-
-But his early life was not unhappy. He had no pitiful struggle with
-poverty in childhood, at all events. Some tell us he was
-precocious--terribly so; but I had rather take my cue from his own
-words, "Je ne me suis donne qu'a contre-coeur a la musique," than
-dwell upon his precocity, real or fictional. It was only hereditarily
-consistent that he should have a musical organisation. His father was
-a teacher of music, not without repute; his mother was a sister of
-Francois Delsarte, who, although unknown to Grove, has two columns and
-more devoted to him by Fetis, by whom he is described as an "artiste
-un peu etrange, quoique d'un merite incontestable, doue de facultes
-tres diverses et de toutes les qualites necessaires a l'enseignement."
-What there was of music in their son the parents sought to encourage
-assiduously, and Bizet himself has shown us in his work, more clearly
-than aught else could, that the true dramatic sense was innate in him.
-And that he loved his literature too, was well proved by a glance at
-the little _appartement_ in the Rue de Douai, which he continued to
-occupy until well-nigh the end.
-
-In 1849--he was just over his tenth year--Delsarte took him to
-Marmontel of the Conservatoire. "Without being in any sense of the
-word a prodigy," says the old pianoforte master, "he played his Mozart
-with an unusual amount of taste. From the moment I heard him I
-recognised his individuality, and I made it my object to preserve it."
-Then Zimmerman, with whom _l'enseignement_ was a disease, heard of him
-and sought him for pupil. But Zimmerman seems to have tired of him as
-he tired of so many and ended by passing him on to Gounod. From entry
-to exit--an interval of eight years--Bizet's academic career was a
-series of _premiers et deuxiemes prix_. They were to him but so many
-stepping-stones to the coveted Grand Prix de Rome. He longed to secure
-this--to fly the crowded town and seek the secluded shelter of the
-Villa Medici. And in the end he had his way. In effect, he commenced
-to live only after he had taken up his abode on the little Pincian
-Hill. Even there life was a trifle close to him, and some time passed
-before he really fixed his focus.
-
-In Italy, more than in any other part of the world, the life of the
-present rests upon the strata of successive past lives. And although
-Bizet was no student, carrying in his knapsack a superfluity of
-culture, this place appealed to him from the moment that he came to
-it, and the memory of it lingered long in after days.
-
-The villa itself was a revelation to him. The masterpiece of
-Renaissance facade over which the artist would seem to have exhausted
-a veritable mine of Greek and Roman bas-reliefs; the garden with its
-lawns surrounded by hedges breast-high, trimmed to the evenness of a
-stone-wall; the green alleys overshadowed by ilex trees; the marble
-statues looking forlornly regretful at Time's defacing treatment; the
-terrace with its oaks gnarled and twisted with age; the fountains; the
-roses; the flower-beds; and in the distance, "over the dumb
-Campagna-sea," the hills melting into light under the evening sky--all
-these made an _intaglio_ upon him such as was not readily to be
-effaced, and which he learned to love. Perhaps because, after all,
-Italy is even more the land of beauty than of what is venerable in
-art, he did not feel the want of what Mr. Symonds calls the
-"mythopoeic sense." It is a land ever young, in spite of age. Its
-monuments, assertive as they are, so blend with the landscape, are so
-in harmony with the surroundings, that the yawning gulf of years that
-would separate us from them is made to vanish, and they come to live
-with us.
-
-And the place was teeming with tradition. From the time, 1540, when it
-had been designed by Hannibal Lippi for Cardinal Ricci, passing thence
-into the hands of Alexandro de' Medici, and later into those of Leo
-XI., it had been the home of art; and then, on its acquisition by the
-French Academy in 1804, it became the home of artists. Here had lived
-and worked and dreamed David, Ingres, Delaroche, Vernet, Herold,
-Benoist, Halevy, Berlioz, Thomas, Gounod, and the minor host of them.
-In truth the list awed Bizet not a little, and had he needed an
-incentive here it was. For the rest, he was supremely content. As a
-_pensionnaire_ of the Academy he had two hundred francs a month, and
-he apportioned them in this wise: _Nourriture_, 75fr.; _vin_, 25fr.;
-_retenue_, 25fr.; _location de piano_, 15fr.; _blanchissage_, 5fr.;
-_bois_, _chandelles_, _timbre-poste_, _&c._, 10fr.; _gants_, 5fr.;
-_perte sur le change de la monnaie,_ 5fr. Even then he wrote: "I have
-more than thirty francs _pour faire le grand garcon_." In another
-letter he says: "I seem to cling to Rome more than ever. The longer I
-know it, the more I love it. Everything is so beautiful. Each
-street--even the filthiest of them--has its own charm for me. And
-perhaps what is most astonishing of all, is that those very things
-which startled me most on my arrival, have now become a part of and
-necessary to my very existence--the madonnas with their little lamps
-at every corner; the linen hanging out to dry from the windows; the
-very refuse of the streets; the beggars--all these things really
-divert me, and I should cry out if so much as a dung-heap were
-removed.... More too, every day, do I pity those imbeciles who have
-not been more fully able to appreciate their good fortune in being
-_pensionnaires_ of the Academy. But then one cannot help observing
-that they are the very ones who have achieved nothing. Halevy, Thomas,
-Gounod, Berlioz, Masse--they all loved and adored their Rome."
-
-Then on the last day of the same year: "I seem to incline more
-definitely towards the theatre, for I feel a certain sense of drama,
-which, if I possessed it, I knew not of till now. So I hope for the
-best. But that is not all. Hitherto I have vacillated between Mozart
-and Beethoven, between Rossini and Meyerbeer, and suddenly I know upon
-what, upon whom to fix my faith. To me there are two distinct kinds of
-genius: the inspirational and the purely rational, I mean the genius
-of nature and the genius of erudition; and whilst I have an immense
-admiration for the second, I cannot deny that the first has all my
-sympathies. So, _mon cher_, I have the courage to prefer, and to say I
-prefer, Raphael to Michael Angelo, Mozart to Beethoven, Rossini to
-Meyerbeer, which is, I suppose, much the same as saying that if I had
-heard Rubini I would have preferred him to Duprez. Do not think for a
-moment that I place one above the other--that would be absurd. All I
-maintain is that the matter is one of taste, and that the one
-exercises upon my nature a stronger influence than does the other.
-When I hear the 'Symphonie Heroique,' or the fourth act of the
-'Huguenots,' I am spell-bound, aghast as it were; I have not eyes,
-ears, intelligence, enough even to admire. But when I see 'L'Ecole
-D'Athenes,' or 'La Vierge de Foligno,' when I hear 'Les Noces de
-Figaro,' or the second act of 'Guillaume Tell,' I am completely happy;
-I experience a sense of comfort, a complete satisfaction: in effect, I
-forget everything."
-
-This, then, is what Rome did for Bizet; but, be it said, for Bizet
-_tres jeune encore_. For a time the result is patent in his work, but
-afterwards there comes, although no revulsion, a distinct variation of
-feeling, which has in it something of compromise. The genius innate in
-him was inspirational before it was--if it ever was--erudite. Even in
-his later days there was for him no cowering before his culture. In
-1867 he wrote in the _Revue Nationale_--the only critique, by the way,
-he ever wrote--under the pseudonym of Gaston de Betzi: "The artist has
-no name, no nationality. He is inspired or he is not. He has genius or
-he has not. If he has, we welcome him; if he has not, we can at most
-respect him, if we do not pity and forget him."
-
-He was the same in all things: "I have no comrades," he said, "only
-friends." And there is one sentence that he wrote from Rome that might
-well be held up to the _gamins_ of the French Conservatoire. "Je ne
-veux rien faire _de chic_; je veux avoir des _idees_ avant de
-commencer un morceau."
-
-In August of his second year Bizet left Rome on a visit to Naples. He
-carried a letter to Mercadente. On his return good news and bad
-awaited him. Ernest Guiraud, his good friend and quondam
-fellow-student in the class of Marmontel, has just been proclaimed
-Prix de Rome. And this at the very moment Bizet was to leave the
-Villa; for the Academy would have it that their musical
-_pensionnaires_ should pass the third year in Germany. The prospect
-was entirely repugnant to Bizet. So he went to work against it,
-directing his energies in the first place against Schnetz, "the dear
-old director" as they called him. Schnetz, owning to a soft spot for
-his young _pensionnaire_, was overcome, and through him I fancy the
-powers that were in Paris. However, Bizet was permitted to remain in
-his beloved Rome. Delighted, he wrote off to Marmontel: "I am daily
-expecting Guiraud, and words cannot express how glad I shall be to see
-him. Would you believe it, it is two years since I have spoken with an
-intelligent musician? My colleague Z---- bores me frightfully. He
-speaks to me of Donizetti, of Fesca even, and I reply to him with
-Mozart, Mendelssohn, and Gounod."
-
-This last year spent with Guiraud was perhaps the happiest of his
-life. At the close of it the two set off together on a ramble through
-the land, with fancy for their only guide. They had got so far as
-Venice when news of his mother's dangerous illness called Bizet to her
-side. He arrived in time to say farewell, and he never returned to
-Italy.
-
-Of work done at the Villa, "Vasco de Gama" is the only tangible
-sample; "but I have not wasted my time," he wrote, "I have read a good
-many volumes of history, and ever so much more literature of all
-kinds. I have travelled, I have learned something of the history of
-art, and I really am a bit of a connoisseur in painting and sculpture.
-All I want now, on my return, are _trois jolis actes_ for the Theatre
-Lyrique."
-
-And shortly we find him in full swing with "Les Pecheurs des Perles."
-It was produced on the 30th September of 1863, and had some eighteen
-representations. "La Jolie Fille de Perth," which followed it four
-years later, had, I think, twenty-one. In between these two works, we
-are told, Bizet, in a fit of violent admiration for Verdi, strove to
-emulate him in an opera entitled "Ivan le Terrible." It is said to
-have been completed and handed to the management of the Theatre
-Lyrique. Then Bizet, recognising as suddenly that he had made a
-mistake, withdrew the score and burned it.
-
-M. Charles Pigot, who is chiefly responsible for this story, goes on
-to say that the libretto was the work of MM. Louis Gallet and Edouard
-Blau. But in that he is not correct, for Gallet himself tells us that
-he knew Bizet only ever so slightly at the time, and that neither to
-him nor to Blau is due a single line of this "Ivan."
-
-Then there were "Griselidis," of which, in a letter dated February of
-1871, Bizet speaks as _tres avancee_; "Clarisse Harlowe"; and the
-"Calendal" of M. Sardou, to each of which he referred in the same year
-as _a peine commencee_. There was also an opera in one act written by
-M. Carvalho, and actually put into rehearsal at the Opera Comique. But
-none of these saw the light, and I have little doubt they all met
-their fate on a certain eventful day, shortly before he died, when
-Bizet remorselessly destroyed a whole pile of manuscript. And in truth
-these early works had little value of themselves. They were but so
-many rungs of the ladder by which he climbed to the heights of
-"Djamileh," of "L'Arlesienne," and of "Carmen." No musician ever took
-longer to know himself than did Georges Bizet. His period of
-hesitation, of vacillation, was unduly protracted. For why, it is hard
-to tell; but one cannot help feeling that the terrible _lutte pour la
-vie_ had a deal to do with it. Those early years in Paris were very
-hard ones. "Believe me," he wrote from le Vesinet (always a favourite
-spot with him), "believe me, it is exasperating to have one's work
-interrupted for days to write _solos de piston_. But what would you? I
-must live. I have just rushed off at a gallop half-a-dozen melodies
-for Heugel. I trust you may like them. At least I have carefully
-chosen the verses. ... My opera and my symphony are both of them _en
-train_. But when, oh when, shall I finish them? Yet I do nothing but
-work, and I come only once a week to Paris. Here I am well out of the
-way of all _flaneurs_, _raseurs_, _diseurs de riens_, _du monde
-enfin_, _helas_." Then a few days later: "I am completely prostrate
-with fatigue. I can do nothing. I have even been obliged to give up
-orchestrating my symphony; and now I feel it will be too late for this
-winter. I am going to lie down, for I have not slept for three nights,
-and all seems so dark to me. To-morrow, too, I have _la musique gaie_
-to write."
-
-Just then time was pressing him hard. He was under contract to produce
-"La Jolie Fille de Perth" by the end of the year, and he was already
-well into October. It became a matter of fifteen and sixteen hours
-work a day; for there were lessons to be given, proofs to be
-corrected, piano transcriptions to be made, and the rest. And, truth
-to tell, he was terribly lacking in method. He was choke-full of
-ideas, he was indeed borne along by a very torrent of them; and if
-only he could have stopped to collect himself it would have been well
-for him. But no; before he realised it, "La Jolie Fille" was finished
-and in rehearsal. Then for the time he was able to put enough distance
-between himself and his work to value it. And it seems to have pleased
-him. "The final rehearsal," he writes to Galabert (by this time his
-confidant in most things), "has produced a great effect. The piece is
-really highly interesting, the interpretation is excellent, and the
-costumes are splendid. The scenery is new and the orchestra and the
-artists are full of enthusiasm. But more than all this, _cher ami_,
-the score of 'La Jolie Fille' is _une bonne chose_. The orchestra
-lends to all a colour and relief for which, I confess, I never dared
-to hope. I think I have arrived this time. Now, _il faut monter,
-monter, monter, toujours_."
-
-Shortly after this he married Genevieve Halevy, the daughter of the
-composer of "La Juive," and lived almost exclusively at le Vesinet.
-There, at 8, Rue des Cultures, a rustic place enough, one might find
-Georges Bizet, seated in his favourite corner of the lovely garden,
-_en chapeau de canotier_, smoking his pipe and chatting to his
-friends. It had been the home of Jacques Halevy, and Bizet had been
-wont to do his courting there. Now the old man was no more, and in the
-long summer days, the daughter and the son--for Halevy had been as a
-father to Bizet--missed sorely the familiar figure hard at work with
-rake or hoe at his beloved flower-beds. They were the passion of his
-later days, and they well repaid his care. Even in the middle of a
-lesson--and he taught up to well-nigh the last weeks of his
-life--would he rush out to uproot a noxious weed that might chance to
-catch his eye. "How well I remember my first day there," says Louis
-Gallet. "The war was not long finished, and the traces of it were with
-us yet. True, Paris had resumed her lovely girdle of green; but
-beneath this verdure reflected in the tardy waters of the Seine, there
-was enough still to tell the terrible tale of ruin. One could not go
-to Pecq or le Vesinet without some difficulty. Bizet, to save me
-trouble, had taken care to meet me at Rueil, whence we made for the
-little place where he was staying for the summer. The day was lovely,
-and 'Djamileh' made great strides as we talked and paced the pretty
-garden walks. This habit of discussing while walking, what was
-uppermost in his mind, was always, to me, a powerful characteristic of
-Georges Bizet. I do not remember any important discussion between us
-that did not take place during a stroll, or at all events whilst
-walking, if only to and from his study. We talked long that
-afternoon--of the influence of Wagner on the future of musical art, of
-the reception in store for 'Djamileh,' both by the public and by the
-Opera Comique itself. This latter, indeed, was no light matter. The
-Direction was then undertaken by two parties: that of Du Locle,
-tending towards advancement in every form; that of De Leuven, clinging
-with all the force of tradition to the past.
-
-"Then in the evening nothing would do but Bizet should see me well on
-my way to Paris. The bridges were not yet restored. So we set off on
-foot, in company with Madame Bizet, to find the ferry-boat. How
-delicious was that walk by the little islets in the cool of the
-twilight; along the towing-path so narrow and overrun with growth that
-we were obliged to proceed in Indian file. And how merry we were,
-until perchance we stumbled on the fragment of a shell lying hidden in
-the grass, or came face to face with some majestic tree, still
-smarting from its wounds, when there would rise before us in all its
-vividness the terrible scene so recently enacted on that spot. Then we
-talked of the war and all its sorrows; and we tried to descry there on
-the right, in the shade of Mount Valerien, the spot where Henri
-Regnault fell.
-
-"At length we found the ferry, and reached the other bank. There at
-the end of the path we could see the lights of the station; so we
-separated. And although I made many after visits, none remained so
-firmly fixed in my memory, or left me so happy an impression as did
-this, my first to Bizet's summer home."
-
-During the siege itself, he had been forced to remain in Paris. But it
-was much against his will, and he seems to have chafed sorely at it.
-Yet it is difficult to picture Bizet bellicose. "Dear friend," he
-writes to Guiraud, who was stationed at some outpost, "the description
-you give of the palace you are living in makes us all believe that
-luck is with you. But every day we think of the cold, the damp, the
-ice, the Prussians, and all the other horrors that surround you. As
-for me, I continue to reproach myself with my inaction, for in truth
-my conscience is anything but at rest; but you know well what keeps me
-here. We really cannot be said to eat any longer. Suzanne has just
-brought in some horse bones, which I believe are to form our meal.
-Genevieve dreams nightly of chickens and lobsters."
-
-Not till the following year, during the days of the Commune, do we
-find him at le Vesinet. Then he writes (also to Guiraud): "Here we are
-without half our things, without our books, without anything in fact,
-and absolutely there are no means of getting into Paris.... So, dear
-friend, if you have any news, do, I pray you, let us have it. I read
-the Versailles papers, but they tell their wretched readers (and
-expect them to believe it) that France is 'tres tranquille,' Paris
-alone excepted (_sic_). The day before yesterday was anything but
-tranquil. For twelve hours there was nothing but a continuous
-cannonade.... But _we_ are safe enough, for although the Prussian
-patrols continue to increase in number we are not inconvenienced by
-them, and they will not, in all probability, occupy le Vesinet. But it
-seems quite impossible to say how all this is going to end. I am
-absolutely discouraged, and what is more, I fear, dear friend, there
-is worse trouble ahead of us. I am off now to the village to look at a
-piano; I must work and try to forget it all."
-
-He finished "Djamileh" at le Vesinet. It was produced at the Opera
-Comique in May of 1872. Gallet tells us that he did not write the book
-specially for Bizet. Under the title of "Namouna," it had been given
-by M. du Locle to Jules Duprato, a musician and a "prix de Rome." But
-Duprato _paressait agreablement_, and never got much further with it
-than the composition of a certain _air de danse_ to the verses
-commencing: "Indolente, grave et lente," which are to be found also in
-Bizet's score. Then there came a time when the Opera Comique, truly
-one of the most good-natured of institutions in its own peculiar way,
-so far belied its reputation as to tire of this idling on the part of
-M. Duprato. So the work passed on to Bizet. He suggested change of
-title, and "Namouna" became "Djamileh." But it remained nevertheless
-the poem of Musset.
-
- "Je vous dirais qu' Hassan racheta Namouna
-
- * * * * *
-
- Qu'on reconnut trop tard cette tete adoree
- Et cette douce nuit qu'elle avait esperee
- Que pour prix de ses maux le ciel la lui donna.
-
- Je vous dirais surtout qu' Hassan dans cette affaire
- Sentit que tot ou tard la femme avait son tour
- Et que l'amour de soi ne vaut pas l'autre amour."
-
-There you have the whole story. It is but an _etat d'ame_--a little
-love scene, simple enough in a way, yet so delicate and so full of
-colour. It was a matter of "atmosphere," not of structure, a
-masterpiece of style rather than of situation; and from its first
-rehearsal as an opera it was doomed. In truth, these rehearsals were
-amusing. There was old Avocat--they used to call him Victor--the
-typical _regisseur_ of tradition; a man who could tell of the
-_premieres_ of "Pre-aux-Clercs" and "La Dame Blanche," and, what is
-more, expected to be asked to tell of them. From his corner in the
-wings he listened to the music of this "Djamileh," his face expressive
-of a pity far too keen for words. But it was a matter of minutes only
-before his pity turned to rage, and eventually he stumped off to his
-sanctum, banging his door behind him with a vehemence that augured
-badly for poor Bizet. As for De Leuven, his co-director: had he not
-written. "Postillon de Lonjumeau"? and was it not the most successful
-work of Boiledieu's successor? The fact had altered his whole life.
-Ever after, all he sought in opera was some similarity with Le
-Postillon. And there was nothing of Adam in this music, still less
-anything of De Leuven in the poem. That was sufficient for him.
-"Allons," said he one day to Gallet, who arrived at rehearsal just as
-Djamileh was about to sing her _lamento_: "allons, vous arrivez pour
-le De Profundis."
-
-As for the public, they understood it not at all, this charming
-miniature. "C'est indigne," cried one; "c'est odieux," from another;
-"c'est tres drole," said a third. "Quelle cacophonie, quelle audace,
-c'est se moquer du monde. Voila, ou mene le culte de Wagner a la
-folie. Ni tonalite, ni mesure, ni rythme; ce n'est plus de la
-musique," and the rest. The press itself was no better, no whit more
-rational. Yet this "Djamileh" was rich in premonition of those very
-qualities that go to make "Carmen" the immortal work it is. It so
-glows with true Oriental colour, is so saturate with the true Eastern
-spirit, as to make us wonder for the moment--as did Mr. Henry James
-about Theophile Gautier--whether the natural attitude of the man was
-not to recline in the perfumed dusk of a Turkish divan, puffing a
-chibouque. Here the tints are stronger, mellower, and more carefully
-laid on than in "Les Pecheurs des Perles." There is, too, all the
-_bizarrerie_, as well as all the sensuousness of the East. Yet there
-is no obliteration of the human element for sake of the picturesque.
-Wagnerism was the cry raised against it on all sides; yet, if it be
-anything but Bizet, it is surely Schumann. It was, in effect, all too
-good for the public--too fine for their vulgar gaze, their
-indiscriminating comment. And Reyer, farseeing amongst his fellows,
-spoke truth when he said in the _Debats_: "I feel sure that if M.
-Bizet knows that his work has been appreciated by a small number of
-musicians--being _cognoscenti_--he will be more proud of that fact
-than he would be of a popular success. 'Djamileh,' whatever be its
-fortunes, heralds a new epoch in the career of this young master."
-
-Then came "L'Arlesienne," as all the world knows, a dismal failure
-enough. It was to Bizet a true labour of love. From the day that
-Carvalho came to him proposing that he should add _des melodrames_ to
-this tale of fair Provence, to the day of its production some four
-months later, he was absorbed in it. The score as it now stands
-represents about half the music that he wrote. The prelude to the
-third act of "Carmen," and the chorus, "Quant aux douaniers," both
-belonged originally to "L'Arlesienne," The rest was blue pencilled at
-rehearsal. And of all the care he lavished on it, perhaps the finest,
-certainly the fondest, was given to his orchestra. Every instrument is
-ministered to with loving care. Luckily for him, fortunately too for
-us, he knew not then what sort of lot awaited this scrupulous score of
-his. He knew he wrote for Carvalho--for the Vaudeville; but that was
-all. And they gave him twenty-five musicians--a couple of flutes and
-an oboe (this latter to do duty too for the cor-anglais); one
-clarinet, a couple of bassoons, a saxophone, two horns, a kettle-drum,
-seven violins, one solitary alto, five celli, two bass, and his choice
-of one other. The poor fellow chose a piano; but they never saw the
-irony of it. All credit to his little band, they did their best. But
-the most that they could do was to cull the tunes from out his score.
-The consolation that we have is, that, so far as the piece as a piece
-is concerned, no orchestra in the world could have saved it. It was
-doomed to failure for all sorts of reasons. Daudet himself goes very
-near the mark when he says that "it was unreasonable to suppose that
-in the middle of the boulevard, in that coquettish corner of the
-Chaussee d'Antin, right in the pathway of the fashions, the whims of
-the hour, the flashing and changing vortex of all Paris, people could
-be interested in this drama of love taking place in the farmyard in
-the plain of Camargue, full of the odour of well-plenished granaries
-and lavender in flower. It was a splendid failure; clothed in the
-prettiest music possible, with costumes of silk and velvet in the
-centre of comic opera scenery." Then he goes on to tell us: "I came
-away discouraged and sickened, the silly laughter with which the
-emotional scenes were greeted still ringing in my ears; and without
-attempting to defend myself in the papers, where on all sides the
-attack was led against this play, wanting in surprises--this painting
-in three acts of manners and events of which I alone could appreciate
-the absolute fidelity. I resolved to write no more plays, and heaped
-one upon the other all the hostile notices as a rampart around my
-determination."
-
-At this time Bizet seems to have come a good deal into contact with
-Jean Baptiste Faure. They met frequently at the Opera. "You really
-must do something more for Bizet," said the baritone to Louis Gallet.
-"Put your heads together, you and Blau, and write something that shall
-be _bien pour moi_." "Lorenzaccio," perhaps the strongest of De
-Musset's dramatic efforts, first came up. But Faure was not at all in
-touch with it. The role of Brutus--fawning Judas that he is--revolted
-him. He had no fancy to distort as _menteur a triple etage_; so the
-subject was put by. Then came Bizet one morning with an old issue of
-_Le Journal pour tous_ in his pocket. "Here is the very thing for us:
-'Le Jeunesse du Cid' of Guilhem de Castro; not, mark you, the Cid of
-Corneille alone, but the inceptive Cid in all the glory of its
-pristine colour--the Cid, Don Rodrigue de Bivar, in the words of
-Sainte-Beuve 'the immortal flower of honour and of love.'" _The scene
-du mendiant_ held Bizet completely. It was to him simple, touching,
-and great. It showed Don Rodrigue in a new light. Those--and there
-were many of them--who had already cast their choice upon this legend,
-had recognised--but recognised merely--in their hero, the son prepared
-to sacrifice his love for filial duty, and to yield his life for love.
-But they had not seen in him the Christian, the true and godly soul,
-the Good Samaritan that De Castro represents. The scene of Rodrigue
-with the leper, disdained and done away with by Corneille, with which
-De Castro too was so reproached, was full of attraction for Bizet. His
-whole interest centred round it. He was impatient and hungered to get
-at it; and "Carmen," on which he was already well at work, was even
-laid aside the while. Faure, too, had expressed a sound approval and a
-hearty interest, and this alone meant much. So Bizet once again was
-full of hope. There follows a long and detailed correspondence on the
-subject with Gallet, with which I have not space to deal; but it shows
-up splendidly the extreme nicety of the musician's dramatic sense.
-
-In the summer of 1873 "Don Rodrigue" was really finished, and one
-evening Bizet called his friends to come and listen. Around the piano
-were Edouard Blau, Louis Gallet, and Jean Faure. Bizet had his score
-before him--to common gaze a skeleton thing enough, for of
-"accompaniment" there was but little. But to its creator it was well
-alive, and he sang--in the poorest possible voice, it is true--the
-whole thing through from beginning to end. Chorus, soprano, tenor,
-bass, yea, even the choicer "bits" for orchestra--all came alike to
-him; all were infused with life from the spirit that created them. It
-was long past midnight when he ceased, and then they sat and talked
-till dawn. All were enthusiastic, and in the opinion of Faure (given
-three years later) this score was more than the equal of "Carmen." His
-word is all we have for it, but it carries with it something of
-conviction. He was no bad judge of a work. Anyway, no sooner had he
-heard it than he set about securing its speedy production at the
-Opera. And he succeeded in so far that it was put down early on the
-list. But Fate had yet to be reckoned with. She was not thus to be
-baulked of her prey: she had dogged the footsteps of poor Bizet far
-too zealously for that; and on the 28th October (less than a week
-after he had put _finis_ to his work), she stepped in. On that day the
-Opera was burned down.
-
-As for the score, it was laid aside, and of its ultimate lot we are in
-ignorance. Inquiry on the part of Gallet seems to have elicited
-nothing more definite than a courteous letter from M. Ludovic Halevy,
-to the effect that he was quite free to dispose of the book to another
-composer. "It was George's favourite," wrote his brother-in-law, "and
-he had great hopes for it; but it was not to be."
-
-Perhaps of all his powers Bizet's greatest was that of recuperation.
-It would be wrong to say he did not know defeat; he knew it all too
-well, but he never let it get the better of him. He was never without
-his irons upon the fire, never without a project to fall back upon.
-And perhaps it is not too much to say that he had no life outside his
-art. This too may in truth be told of him: that in all the struggle
-and the scramble, in all his fight with fortune, it was the sweeter
-qualities of his nature that came uppermost. His strength of purpose
-stood on a sound basis--a basis of confidence in, though not arrogance
-of, his own power. Where he was most handicapped was in carrying on
-his artistic progress _coram populo_. Had it been as gradual as most
-men's--had it been but the acquiring of an ordinary experience--all
-might have been well; he would probably have been accorded his niche
-and would have occupied it. But he progressed by leaps and bounds, and
-even then his ideal kept steadily miles ahead of his achievement. It
-was for long a very will-o'-the-wisp for him. Now and again he caught
-it, and it is at such moments that we have him at his best; but he can
-be said only to have captured it completely--so far as we are in a
-position to tell--in "L'Arlesienne" and certain parts of "Carmen." His
-faculty of self-criticism was developed in such an extraordinary
-degree as to baulk him. He loved this Don Rodrigue and thought it was
-his masterwork, and that too at the time when "Carmen" must have been
-well forward. We know then that the loss is not a small one.
-
-It had not been alone the fate of the Opera House that had stood in
-the way. That institution had in course taken up its quarters at the
-Salle Ventadour, and once installed there had proceeded with the
-_repertoire_. But Bizet's "Rodrigue," although well backed by Faure,
-was pushed aside for others. The three names that it bore were all too
-impotent; and when a new work was announced, it was "L'Esclave" of
-Membree that was seen to grace the bills, and not "Don Rodrigue."
-
-Poor Bizet, disappointed and sore at heart, vanished to hide himself
-once more by his beloved Seine. This time it was to Bougival he went.
-
-M. Massenet had recently produced his "Marie Madeleine" and, curiously
-enough, it had been successful. This seems to have spurred Bizet on to
-emulation. With his usual happy knack of hitting on a subject, he
-wrote off to Gallet, requesting him to do a book with Genevieve de
-Paris--the holy Genevieve of legendary lore--for heroine. And Gallet,
-accommodating creature that he was, forthwith proceeded to construct
-his tableaux. Together they went off to Lamoureux and read the
-synopsis to him. He approved it heartily, and Bizet got to work.
-"Carmen" was then finished and was undergoing the usual stage of
-adjournment _sine die_. Three times it had been put into rehearsal,
-only to be withdrawn for apparently no reason, and poor Bizet was
-wearying of opera and its ways. This sacred work was relief to him.
-But hardly had he settled down to it when up came "Carmen" once again,
-this time in good earnest. He was forced to leave "Genevieve" and come
-to Paris for rehearsals. It was much against his inclination that he
-did so, for his health was failing fast. For long he had suffered from
-an abscess which had made his life a burden to him. Nor had his
-terrible industry been without its effect upon his physique. He did
-not know it, but he had sacrificed to his work the very things he had
-worked for. He felt exhausted, enfeebled, shattered. Probably the
-excitement of rehearsing "Carmen" kept him up the while; but it had
-its after-effect, and the strain proved all the more disastrous. A
-profound melancholy, too, had come over him; and do what he would he
-could not beat it off. A young singer (some aspirant for lyric fame)
-came one day to sing to him. "Ich groelle nicht" and "Aus der Heimath"
-were chosen. "Quel chef d'oeuvre," said he, "mais quelle desolation,
-c'est a vous donner la nostalgie de la mort." Then he sat down to the
-piano and played the "Marche Funebre" of Chopin. That was the frame of
-mind he was in.
-
-In his gayer moments he would often long for Italy. He had never
-forgotten the happy days passed there with Guiraud. "I dreamed last
-night" (he is writing to Guiraud) "that we were all at Naples,
-installed in a most lovely villa, and living under a government purely
-artistic. The Senate was made up by Beethoven, Michael Angelo,
-Shakespeare, Giorgione, _e tutti quanti_. The National Guard was no
-more. In place of it there was a huge orchestra of which Litolff was
-the conductor. All suffrage was denied to idiots, humbugs, schemers,
-and ignoramuses--that is to say, suffrage was cut down to the smallest
-proportions imaginable. Genevieve was a little too amiable for Goethe,
-but despite this trifling circumstance the awakening was terribly
-bitter."
-
-"Carmen" was produced at last, on the 3rd of March in that year
-(1875). The Habanera--of which, by the way, he wrote for Mme.
-Galli-Marie no less than thirteen versions before he came across, in
-an old book, the one we know--the prelude to the second act, the
-toreador song, and the quintett were encored. The rest fell absolutely
-flat.
-
-The blow was a terrific one to Bizet. He had dreamed of such a
-different lot for "Carmen." Arm in arm with Guiraud he left the
-theatre, and together they paced the streets of Paris until dawn.
-Small wonder he felt bitter; and in vain the kindly Guiraud did his
-best to comfort him. Had not "Don Juan," he argued, been accorded a
-reception no whit better when it was produced in Vienna? and had not
-poor Mozart said "I have written 'Don Juan' for myself and two of my
-friends"? But he found no consolation in the fact. The press, too, cut
-him to the quick. This "Carmen," said they, was immoral, _banale_; it
-was all head and no heart; the composer had made up his mind to show
-how learned he was, with the result that he was only dull and obscure.
-Then again, the gipsy girl whose liaisons formed the subject of the
-story was at best an odious creature; the actress's gestures were the
-very incarnation of vice, there was something licentious even in the
-tones of her voice; the composer evidently belonged to the school of
-_civet sans lievre_; there was no unity of style; it was not dramatic,
-and could never live; in a word, there was no health in it.
-
-Even Du Locle--who of all men should have supported it--played him
-false. A minister of the Government wrote personally to the director
-for a box for his family. Du Locle replied with an invitation to the
-rehearsal, adding that he had rather that the minister came himself
-before he brought his daughters.
-
-Prostrate with it all, poor Bizet returned to Bougival. When forced to
-give up "Genevieve," he had written to Gallet: "I shall give the whole
-of May, June, and July to it." And now May was already come, and he
-was in his bed. "Angine colossale," were the words he sent to Guiraud,
-who was to have been with him the following Sunday. "Do not come as we
-arranged; imagine, if you can, a double pedal, A flat, E flat,
-straight through your head from left to right. This is how I am just
-now."
-
-He never wrote more than a few pages of "Genevieve." He got worse and
-worse. But even so, the end came all too suddenly, and on the night of
-the 2nd of June he died--died as nearly as possible at the exact
-moment when Galli-Marie at the Opera Comique was singing her song of
-fate in the card scene of the third act of his "Carmen." The
-coincidence was true enough. That night it was with difficulty that
-she sung her song. Her nervousness, from some cause or another, was so
-great that it was with the utmost effort she pronounced the words: "La
-carte impitoyable; repetera la mort; encore, toujours la mort." On
-finishing the scene, she fainted at the wings. Next morning came the
-news of Bizet's death. And some friends said--because it was not meet
-for them to see the body--that the poor fellow had killed himself.
-Small wonder if it were so!
-
-
-
-
-Six Drawings
-
- By Aubrey Beardsley
-
-
-I. II. III. The Comedy-Ballet of Marionnettes,
- as performed by the troupe of the Theatre-Impossible,
- posed in three drawings
-
-IV. Garcons de Cafe
-
-V. The Slippers of Cinderella
-
- _For you must have all heard of the Princess Cinderella with her
- slim feet and shining slippers. She was beloved by Prince ----,
- who married her, but she died soon afterwards, poisoned
- (according to Dr. Gerschovius) by her elder sister Arabella, with
- powdered glass. It was ground I suspect from those very slippers
- she danced in at the famous ball. For the slippers of Cinderella
- have never been found since. They are not at Cluny._
- _HECTOR SANDUS_
-
-VI. Portrait of Madame Rejane
-
-
-[Illustration: First Comedy-Ballet]
-
-[Illustration: Second Comedy Ballet]
-
-[Illustration: Third Comedy Ballet]
-
-[Illustration: Garcons de Cafe]
-
-[Illustration: The Slippers of Cinderella]
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of Madame Rejane]
-
-
-
-
-Thirty Bob a Week
-
- By John Davidson
-
-
- I couldn't touch a stop and turn a screw,
- And set the blooming world a-work for me,
- Like such as cut their teeth--I hope, like you--
- On the handle of a skeleton gold key.
- I cut mine on leek, which I eat it every week:
- I'm a clerk at thirty bob, as you can see.
-
- But I don't allow it's luck and all a toss;
- There's no such thing as being starred and crossed;
- It's just the power of some to be a boss,
- And the bally power of others to be bossed:
- I face the music, sir; you bet I ain't a cur!
- Strike me lucky if I don't believe I'm lost!
-
- For like a mole I journey in the dark,
- A-travelling along the underground
- From my Pillar'd Halls and broad suburban Park
- To come the daily dull official round;
- And home again at night with my pipe all alight
- A-scheming how to count ten bob a pound.
-
- And it's often very cold and very wet;
- And my missis stitches towels for a hunks;
- And the Pillar'd Halls is half of it to let--
- Three rooms about the size of travelling trunks.
- And we cough, the wife and I, to dislocate a sigh,
- When the noisy little kids are in their bunks.
-
- But you'll never hear _her_ do a growl, or whine,
- For she's made of flint and roses very odd;
- And I've got to cut my meaning rather fine
- Or I'd blubber, for _I'm_ made of greens and sod:
- So p'rhaps we are in hell for all that I can tell,
- And lost and damned and served up hot to God.
-
- I ain't blaspheming, Mr. Silvertongue;
- I'm saying things a bit beyond your art:
- Of all the rummy starts you ever sprung
- Thirty bob a week's the rummiest start!
- With your science and your books and your the'ries about spooks,
- Did you ever hear of looking in your heart?
-
- I didn't mean your pocket, Mr.; no!
- I mean that having children and a wife
- With thirty bob on which to come and go
- Isn't dancing to the tabor and the fife;
- When it doesn't make you drink, by Heaven, it makes you think,
- And notice curious items about life!
-
- I step into my heart and there I meet
- A god-almighty devil singing small,
- Who would like to shout and whistle in the street,
- And squelch the passers flat against the wall;
- If the whole world was a cake he had the power to take,
- He would take it, ask for more, and eat it all.
-
- And I meet a sort of simpleton beside--
- The kind that life is always giving beans;
- With thirty bob a week to keep a bride
- He fell in love and married in his teens;
- At thirty bob he stuck, but he knows it isn't luck;
- He knows the seas are deeper than tureens.
-
- And the god-almighty devil and the fool
- That meet me in the High Street on the strike,
- When I walk about my heart a-gathering wool,
- Are my good and evil angels if you like;
- And both of them together in every kind of weather
- Ride me like a double-seated "bike."
-
- That's rough a bit and needs its meaning curled;
- But I have a high old hot un in my mind,
- A most engrugious notion of the world
- That leaves your lightning 'rithmetic behind:
- I give it at a glance when I say "There ain't no chance,
- Nor nothing of the lucky-lottery kind."
-
- And it's this way that I make it out to be:
- No fathers, mothers, countries, climates--none!--
- Not Adam was responsible for me;
- Nor society, nor systems, nary one!
- A little sleeping seed, I woke--I did indeed--
- A million years before the blooming sun.
-
- I woke because I thought the time had come;
- Beyond my will there was no other cause:
- And everywhere I found myself at home
- Because I chose to be the thing I was;
- And in whatever shape, of mollusc, or of ape,
- I always went according to the laws.
-
- _I_ was the love that chose my mother out;
- _I_ joined two lives and from the union burst;
- My weakness and my strength without a doubt
- Are mine alone for ever from the first.
- It's just the very same with a difference in the name
- As "Thy will be done." You say it if you durst!
-
- They say it daily up and down the land
- As easy as you take a drink, it's true;
- But the difficultest go to understand,
- And the difficultest job a man can do,
- Is to come it brave and meek with thirty bob a week,
- And feel that that's the proper thing for you.
-
- It's a naked child against a hungry wolf;
- It's playing bowls upon a splitting wreck;
- It's walking on a string across a gulf
- With millstones fore-and-aft about your neck:
- But the thing is daily done by many and many a one....
- And we fall, face forward, fighting, on the deck.
-
-
-
-
-A Responsibility
-
- By Henry Harland
-
-
-It has been an episode like a German sentence, with its predicate at
-the end. Trifling incidents occurred at haphazard, as it seemed, and I
-never guessed they were by way of making sense. Then, this morning,
-somewhat of the suddenest, came the verb and the full stop.
-
-Yesterday I should have said there was nothing to tell; to-day there
-is too much. The announcement of his death has caused me to review our
-relations, with the result of discovering my own part to have been
-that of an accessory before the fact. I did not kill him (though, even
-there, I'm not sure I didn't lend a hand), but I might have saved his
-life. It is certain that he made me signals of distress--faint, shy,
-tentative, but unmistakable--and that I pretended not to understand:
-just barely dipped my colours, and kept my course. Oh, if I had
-dreamed that his distress was extreme--that he was on the point of
-foundering and going down! However, that doesn't exonerate me: I ought
-to have turned aside to find out. It was a case of criminal
-negligence. That he, poor man, probably never blamed me, only adds to
-the burden on my conscience. He had got past blaming people, I dare
-say, and doubtless merely lumped me with the rest--with the sum-total
-of things that made life unsupportable. Yet, for a moment, when we
-first met, his face showed a distinct glimmering of hope; so perhaps
-there was a distinct disappointment. He must have had so many
-disappointments, before it came to--what it came to; but it wouldn't
-have come to that if he had got hardened to them. Possibly they had
-lost their outlines, and merged into one dull general disappointment
-that was too hard to bear. I wonder whether the Priest and the Levite
-were smitten with remorse after they had passed on. Unfortunately, in
-this instance, no Good Samaritan followed.
-
-The bottom of our long _table d'hote_ was held by a Frenchman, a
-Normand, a giant, but a pallid and rather flabby giant, whose name, if
-he had another than Monsieur, I never heard. He professed to be a
-painter, used to sketch birds and profiles on the back of his
-menu-card between the courses, wore shamelessly the multi-coloured
-rosette of a foreign order in his buttonhole, and talked with a good
-deal of physiognomy. I had the corner seat at his right, and was
-flanked in turn by Miss Etta J. Hicks, a bouncing young person from
-Chicago, beyond whom, like rabbits in a company of foxes, cowered Mr.
-and Mrs. Jordan P. Hicks, two broken-spirited American parents. At
-Monsieur's left, and facing me, sat Colonel Escott, very red and
-cheerful; then a young man who called the Colonel Cornel, and came
-from Dublin, proclaiming himself a barr'ster, and giving his name as
-Flarty, though on his card it was written Flaherty; and then Sir
-Richard Maistre. After him, a diminishing perspective of busy
-diners--for purposes of conversation, so far as we were concerned,
-inhabitants of the Fourth Dimension.
-
-Of our immediate constellation Sir Richard Maistre was the only member
-on whom the eye was tempted to linger. The others were obvious--simple
-equations, soluble "in the head." But he called for slate and pencil,
-offered materials for doubt and speculation, though it would not have
-been easy to tell wherein they lay. What displayed itself to a cursory
-inspection was quite unremarkable: simply a decent-looking young
-Englishman, of medium stature, with square-cut plain features,
-reddish-brown hair, grey eyes, and clothes and manners of the usual
-pattern. Yet, showing through this ordinary surface, there was
-something cryptic. For me, at any rate, it required a constant effort
-not to stare at him. I felt it from the beginning, and I felt it till
-the end: a teasing curiosity, a sort of magnetism that drew my eyes in
-his direction. I was always on my guard to resist it, and that was
-really the inception of my neglect of him. From I don't know what
-stupid motive of pride, I was anxious that he shouldn't discern the
-interest he had excited in me; so I paid less ostensible attention to
-him than to the others, who excited none at all. I tried to appear
-unconscious of him as a detached personality, to treat him as merely a
-part of the group as a whole. Then I improved such occasions as
-presented themselves to steal glances at him, to study him _a la
-derobee_--groping after the quality, whatever it was, that made him a
-puzzle--seeking to formulate, to classify him.
-
-Already, at the end of my first dinner, he had singled himself out and
-left an impression. I went into the smoking-room, and began to wonder,
-over a cup of coffee and a cigarette, who he was. I had not heard his
-voice; he hadn't talked much, and his few observations had been
-murmured into the ears of his next neighbours. All the same, he had
-left an impression, and I found myself wondering who he was, the young
-man with the square-cut features and the reddish-brown hair. I have
-said that his features were square-cut and plain, but they were small
-and carefully finished, and as far as possible from being common. And
-his grey eyes, though not conspicuous for size or beauty, had a
-character, an expression. They _said_ something, something I couldn't
-perfectly translate, something shrewd, humorous, even perhaps a little
-caustic, and yet sad; not violently, not rebelliously sad (I should
-never have dreamed that it was a sadness which would drive him to
-desperate remedies), but rather resignedly, submissively sad, as if he
-had made up his mind to put the best face on a sorry business. This
-was carried out by a certain abruptness, a slight lack of suavity, in
-his movements, in his manner of turning his head, of using his hands.
-It hinted a degree of determination which, in the circumstances,
-seemed superfluous. He had unfolded his napkin and attacked his dinner
-with an air of resolution, like a man with a task before him, who
-mutters, "Well, it's got to be done, and I'll do it." At a hazard, he
-was two- or three-and-thirty, but below his neck he looked older. He
-was dressed like everybody, but his costume had, somehow, an effect of
-soberness beyond his years. It was decidedly not smart, and smartness
-was the dominant note at the Hotel d'Angleterre.
-
-I was still more or less vaguely ruminating him, in a corner of the
-smoking-room, on that first evening, when I became aware that he was
-standing near me. As I looked up, our eyes met, and for the fraction
-of a second fixed each other. It was barely the fraction of a second,
-but it was time enough for the transmission of a message. I knew as
-certainly as if he had said so that he wanted to speak, to break the
-ice, to scrape an acquaintance; I knew that he had approached me and
-was loitering in my neighbourhood for that specific purpose. I _don't_
-know, I have studied the psychology of the moment in vain to
-understand, why I felt a perverse impulse to put him off. I was
-interested in him, I was curious about him; and there he stood,
-testifying that the interest was reciprocal, ready to make the
-advances, only waiting for a glance or a motion of encouragement; and
-I deliberately secluded myself behind my coffee-cup and my cigarette
-smoke. I suppose it was the working of some obscure mannish vanity--of
-what in a woman would have defined itself as coyness and coquetry. If
-he wanted to speak--well, let him speak; I wouldn't help him. I could
-realise the processes of _his_ mind even more clearly than those of my
-own--his desire, his hesitancy. He was too timid to leap the barriers;
-I must open a gate for him. He hovered near me for a minute longer,
-and then drifted away. I felt his disappointment, his spiritual shrug
-of the shoulders; and I perceived rather suddenly that I was
-disappointed myself. I must have been hoping all along that he would
-speak _quand meme_, and now I was moved to run after him, to call him
-back. That, however, would imply a consciousness of guilt, an
-admission that my attitude had been intentional; so I kept my seat,
-making a mental rendezvous with him for the morrow.
-
-Between my Irish _vis-a-vis_ Flaherty and myself there existed no such
-strain. He presently sauntered up to me, and dropped into conversation
-as easily as if we had been old friends.
-
-"Well, and are you here for your health or your entertainment?" he
-began. "But I don't need to ask that of a man who's drinking black
-coffee and smoking tobacco at this hour of the night. I'm the only
-invalid at our end of the table, and I'm no better than an amateur
-meself. It's a barrister's throat I have--I caught it waiting for
-briefs in me chambers at Doblin."
-
-We chatted together for a half-hour or so, and before we parted he had
-given me a good deal of general information--about the town, the
-natives, the visitors, the sands, the golf-links, the hunting, and,
-with the rest, about our neighbours at table.
-
-"Did ye notice the pink-faced bald little man at me right? That's
-Cornel Escott, C.B., retired. He takes a sea-bath every morning, to
-live up to the letters; and faith, it's an act of heroism, no less, in
-weather the like of this. Three weeks have I been here, and but wan
-day of sunshine, and the mercury never above fifty. The other fellow,
-him at me left, is what you'd be slow to suspect by the look of him,
-I'll go bail; and that's a bar'net, Sir Richard Maistre, with a place
-in Hampshire, and ten thousand a year if he's a penny. The young lady
-beside yourself rejoices in the euphonious name of Hicks, and trains
-her Popper and Mommer behind her like slaves in a Roman triumph.
-They're Americans, if you must have the truth, though I oughtn't to
-tell it on them, for I'm an Irishman myself, and its not for the pot
-to be bearing tales of the kettle. However, their tongues bewray them;
-so I've violated no confidence."
-
-The knowledge that my young man was a baronet with a place in
-Hampshire somewhat disenchanted me. A baronet with a place in
-Hampshire left too little to the imagination. The description seemed
-to curtail his potentialities, to prescribe his orbit, to connote
-turnip-fields, house-parties, and a whole system of British
-commonplace. Yet, when, the next day at luncheon, I again had him
-before me in the flesh, my interest revived. Its lapse had been due to
-an association of ideas which I now recognised as unscientific. A
-baronet with twenty places in Hampshire would remain at the end of
-them all a human being; and no human being could be finished off in a
-formula of half a dozen words. Sir Richard Maistre, anyhow, couldn't
-be. He was enigmatic, and his effect upon me was enigmatic too. Why
-did I feel that tantalising inclination to stare at him, coupled with
-that reluctance frankly to engage in talk with him? Why did he attack
-his luncheon with that appearance of grim resolution? For a minute,
-after he had taken his seat, he eyed his knife, fork, and napkin, as a
-labourer might a load that he had to lift, measuring the difficulties
-he must cope with; then he gave his head a resolute nod, and set to
-work. To-day, as yesterday, he said very little, murmured an
-occasional remark into the ear of Flaherty, accompanying it usually
-with a sudden short smile: but he listened to everything, and did so
-with apparent appreciation.
-
-Our proceedings were opened by Miss Hicks, who asked Colonel Escott,
-"Well, Colonel, have you had your bath this morning?"
-
-The Colonel chuckled, and answered, "Oh, yes--yes, yes--couldn't
-forego my bath, you know--couldn't possibly forego my bath."
-
-"And what was the temperature of the water?" she continued.
-
-"Fifty-two--fifty-two--three degrees warmer than the air--three
-degrees," responded the Colonel, still chuckling, as if the whole
-affair had been extremely funny.
-
-"And you, Mr. Flaherty, I suppose you've been to Bayonne?"
-
-"No, I've broken me habit, and not left the hotel."
-
-Subsequent experience taught me that these were conventional modes by
-which the conversation was launched every day, like the preliminary
-moves in chess. We had another ritual for dinner: Miss Hicks then
-inquired if the Colonel had taken his ride, and Flaherty played his
-game of golf. The next inevitable step was common to both meals.
-Colonel Escott would pour himself a glass of the _vin ordinaire_, a
-jug of which was set by every plate, and holding it up to the light,
-exclaim with simulated gusto, "Ah! Fine old wine! Remarkably full rich
-flavour!" At this pleasantry we would all gently laugh; and the word
-was free.
-
-Sir Richard, as I have said, appeared to be an attentive and
-appreciative listener, not above smiling at our mildest sallies; but
-watching him out of the corner of an eye, I noticed that my own
-observations seemed to strike him with peculiar force--which led me to
-talk _at_ him. Why not to him, with him? The interest was reciprocal;
-he would have liked a dialogue; he would have welcomed a chance to
-commence one; and I could at any instant have given him such a chance.
-I talked _at_ him, it is true; but I talked _with_ Flaherty or Miss
-Hicks, or _to_ the company at large. Of his separate identity he had
-no reason to believe me conscious. From a mixture of motives, in which
-I'm not sure that a certain heathenish enjoyment of his embarrassment
-didn't count for something, I was determined that if he wanted to know
-me he must come the whole distance; I wouldn't meet him halfway. Of
-course I had no idea that it could be a matter of the faintest real
-importance to the man. I judged _his_ feelings by my own; and though I
-was interested in him, I shall have conveyed an altogether exaggerated
-notion of my interest if you fancy it kept me awake at night. How was
-I to guess that his case was more serious--that he was not simply
-desirous of a little amusing talk, but starving, starving for a little
-human sympathy, a little brotherly love and comradeship?--that he was
-in an abnormally sensitive condition of mind, where mere negative
-unresponsiveness could hurt him like a slight or a rebuff?
-
-In the course of the week I ran over to Pau, to pass a day with the
-Winchfields, who had a villa there. When I came back I brought with me
-all that they (who knew everybody) could tell about Sir Richard
-Maistre. He was intelligent and amiable, but the shyest of shy men. He
-avoided general society, frightened away perhaps by the British Mamma,
-and spent a good part of each year abroad, wandering rather listlessly
-from town to town. Though young and rich, he was neither fast nor
-ambitious: the Members' entrance to the House of Commons, the
-stage-doors of the music halls, were equally without glamour for him;
-and if he was a Justice of the Peace and a Deputy Lieutenant, he had
-become so through the tacit operation of his stake in the country. He
-had chambers in St. James's Street, was a member of the Travellers
-Club, and played the violin--for an amateur rather well. His brother,
-Mortimer Maistre, was in diplomacy--at Rio Janeiro or somewhere. His
-sister had married an Australian, and lived in Melbourne.
-
-At the Hotel d'Angleterre I found his shyness was mistaken for
-indifference. He was civil to everybody, but intimate with none. He
-attached himself to no party, paired off with no individuals. He
-sought nobody. On the other hand, the persons who went out of their
-way to seek him, came back, as they felt, repulsed. He had been polite
-but languid. These, however, were not the sort of persons he would be
-likely to care for. There prevailed a general conception of him as
-cold, unsociable. He certainly walked about a good deal alone--you met
-him on the sands, on the cliffs, in the stiff little streets, rambling
-aimlessly, seldom with a companion. But to me it was patent that he
-played the solitary from necessity, not from choice--from the
-necessity of his temperament. A companion was precisely that which
-above all things his heart coveted; only he didn't know how to set
-about annexing one. If he sought nobody, it was because he didn't know
-how. This was a part of what his eyes said; they bespoke his desire,
-his perplexity, his lack of nerve. Of the people who put themselves
-out to seek him, there was Miss Hicks; there were a family from Leeds,
-named Bunn, a father, mother, son, and two redoubtable daughters, who
-drank champagne with every meal, dressed in the height of fashion,
-said their say at the tops of their voices, and were understood to be
-auctioneers; a family from Bayswater named Krausskopf. I was among
-those whom he had marked as men he would like to fraternise with. As
-often as our paths crossed, his eyes told me that he longed to stop
-and speak, and continue the promenade abreast. I was under the control
-of a demon of mischief; I took a malicious pleasure in eluding and
-baffling him--in passing on with a nod. It had become a kind of game;
-I was curious to see whether he would ever develop sufficient
-hardihood to take the bull by the horns. After all, from a
-conventional point of view, my conduct was quite justifiable. I always
-meant to do better by him next time, and then I always deferred it to
-the next. But from a conventional point of view my conduct was quite
-unassailable. I said this to myself when I had momentary qualms of
-conscience. Now, rather late in the day, it strikes me that the
-conventional point of view should have been re-adjusted to the special
-case. I should have allowed for his personal equation.
-
-My cousin Wilford came to Biarritz about this time, stopping for a
-week, on his way home from a tour in Spain. I couldn't find a room for
-him at the Hotel d'Angleterre, so he put up at a rival hostelry over
-the way; but he dined with me on the evening of his arrival, a place
-being made for him between mine and Monsieur's. He hadn't been at the
-table five minutes before the rumour went abroad who he was--somebody
-had recognised him. Then those who were within reach of his voice
-listened with all their ears--Colonel Escott, Flaherty, Maistre, and
-Miss Hicks, of course, who even called him by name: "Oh, Mr. Wilford."
-"Now, Mr. Wilford," &c. After dinner, in the smoking-room, a cluster
-of people hung round us; men with whom I had no acquaintance came
-merrily up and asked to be introduced. Colonel Escott and Flaherty
-joined us. At the outskirts of the group I beheld Sir Richard Maistre.
-His eyes (without his realising it perhaps) begged me to invite him,
-to present him, and I affected not to understand! This is one of the
-little things I find hardest to forgive myself. My whole behaviour
-towards the young man is now a subject of self-reproach: if it had
-been different, who knows that the tragedy of yesterday would ever
-have happened? If I had answered his timid overtures, walked with him,
-talked with him, cultivated his friendship, given him mine,
-established a kindly human relation with him, I can't help feeling
-that he might not have got to such a desperate pass, that I might have
-cheered him, helped him, saved him. I feel it especially when I think
-of Wilford. His eyes attested so much; he would have enjoyed meeting
-him so keenly. No doubt he was already fond of the man, had loved him
-through his books, like so many others. If I had introduced him? If we
-had taken him with us the next morning, on our excursion to Cambo?
-Included him occasionally in our smokes and parleys?
-
-Wilford left for England without dining again at the Hotel
-d'Angleterre. We were busy "doing" the country, and never chanced to
-be at Biarritz at the dinner-hour. During that week I scarcely saw Sir
-Richard Maistre.
-
-Another little circumstance that rankles especially now would have
-been ridiculous, except for the way things have ended. It isn't easy
-to tell--it was so petty, and I am so ashamed. Colonel Escott had been
-abusing London, describing it as the least beautiful of the capitals
-of Europe, comparing it unfavourably to Paris, Vienna, and St.
-Petersburg. I took up the cudgels in its defence, mentioned its
-atmosphere, its tone; Paris, Vienna, St. Petersburg were lyric, London
-was epic; and so forth and so forth. Then, shifting from the aesthetic
-to the utilitarian, I argued that of all great towns it was the
-healthiest, its death-rate was lowest. Sir Richard Maistre had
-followed my dissertation attentively, and with a countenance that
-signified approval; and when, with my reference to the death-rate, I
-paused, he suddenly burned his ships. He looked me full in the eye,
-and said, "Thirty-seven, I believe?" His heightened colour, a nervous
-movement of the lip, betrayed the effort it had cost him; but at last
-he had _done_ it--screwed his courage to the sticking-place, and
-spoken. And I--I can never forget it--I grow hot when I think of
-it--but I was possessed by a devil. His eyes hung on my face, awaiting
-my response, pleading for a cue. "Go on," they urged. "I have taken
-the first, the difficult step--make the next smoother for me." And
-I--I answered lackadaisically, with just a casual glance at him, "I
-don't know the figures," and absorbed myself in my viands.
-
-Two or three days later his place was filled by a stranger, and
-Flaherty told me that he had left for the Riviera.
-
-All this happened last March at Biarritz. I never saw him again till
-three weeks ago. It was one of those frightfully hot afternoons in
-July; I had come out of my club, and was walking up St. James's
-Street, towards Piccadilly; he was moving in an opposite sense; and
-thus we approached each other. He didn't see me, however, till we had
-drawn rather near to a conjunction: then he gave a little start of
-recognition, his eyes brightened, his pace slackened, his right hand
-prepared to advance itself--and I bowed slightly, and pursued my way!
-Don't ask why I did it. It is enough to confess it, without having to
-explain it. I glanced backwards, by and by, over my shoulder. He was
-standing where I had met him, half turned round, and looking after me.
-But when he saw that I was observing him, he hastily shifted about,
-and continued his descent of the street.
-
-That was only three weeks ago. Only three weeks ago I still had it in
-my power to act. I am sure--I don't know why I am sure, but I _am_
-sure--that I could have deterred him. For all that one can gather from
-the brief note he left behind, it seems he had no special, definite
-motive; he had met with no losses, got into no scrape; he was simply
-tired and sick of life and of himself. "I have no friends," he wrote.
-"Nobody will care. People don't like me; people avoid me. I have
-wondered why; I have tried to watch myself, and discover; I have tried
-to be decent. I suppose it must be that I emit a repellent fluid; I
-suppose I am a 'bad sort.'" He had a morbid notion that people didn't
-like him, that people avoided him! Oh, to be sure, there were the
-Bunns and the Krausskopfs and their ilk, plentiful enough: but he
-understood what it was that attracted _them_. Other people, the people
-_he_ could have liked, kept their distance--were civil, indeed, but
-reserved. He wanted bread, and they gave him a stone. It never struck
-him, I suppose, that they attributed the reserve to him. But I--I knew
-that his reserve was only an effect of his shyness; I knew that he
-wanted bread: and that knowledge constituted my moral responsibility.
-I didn't know that his need was extreme; but I have tried in vain to
-absolve myself with the reflection. I ought to have made inquiries.
-When I think of that afternoon in St. James's Street--only three weeks
-ago--I feel like an assassin. The vision of him, as he stopped and
-looked after me--I can't banish it. Why didn't some good spirit move
-me to turn back and overtake him?
-
-It is so hard for the mind to reconcile itself to the irretrievable. I
-can't shake off a sense that there is something to be done. I can't
-realise that it is too late.
-
-
-
-
-Song
-
- By Dollie Radford
-
-
- I could not through the burning day
- In hope prevail,
- Beside my task I could not stay
- If love should fail.
-
- Nor underneath the evening sky,
- When labours cease,
- Fold both my tired hands and lie
- At last in peace.
-
- Ah! what to me in death or life
- Could then avail?
- I dare not ask for rest or strife
- If love should fail.
-
-
-
-
-A Landscape
-
- By Alfred Thornton
-
-[Illustration: A Landscape]
-
-
-
-
-Passed
-
- By Charlotte M. Mew
-
-
- "Like souls that meeting pass,
- And passing never meet again."
-
-Let those who have missed a romantic view of London in its poorest
-quarters--and there will romance be found--wait for a sunset in early
-winter. They may turn North or South, towards Islington or
-Westminster, and encounter some fine pictures and more than one aspect
-of unique beauty. This hour of pink twilight has its monopoly of
-effects. Some of them may never be reached again.
-
-On such an evening in mid-December, I put down my sewing and left tame
-glories of fire-light (discoverers of false charm) to welcome, as
-youth may, the contrast of keen air outdoors to the glow within.
-
-My aim was the perfection of a latent appetite, for I had no mind to
-content myself with an apology for hunger, consequent on a warmly
-passive afternoon.
-
-The splendid cold of fierce frost set my spirit dancing. The road rung
-hard underfoot, and through the lonely squares woke sharp echoes from
-behind. This stinging air assailed my cheeks with vigorous severity.
-It stirred my blood grandly, and brought thought back to me from the
-warm embers just forsaken, with an immeasurable sense of gain.
-
-But after the first delirium of enchanting motion, destination became
-a question. The dim trees behind the dingy enclosures were beginning
-to be succeeded by rows of flaring gas jets, displaying shops of new
-aspect and evil smell. Then the heavy walls of a partially demolished
-prison reared themselves darkly against the pale sky.
-
-By this landmark I recalled--alas that it should be possible--a church
-in the district, newly built by an infallible architect, which I had
-been directed to seek at leisure. I did so now. A row of cramped
-houses, with the unpardonable bow window, projecting squalor into
-prominence, came into view. Robbing these even of light, the
-portentous walls stood a silent curse before them. I think they were
-blasting the hopes of the sad dwellers beneath them--if hope they
-had--to despair. Through spattered panes faces of diseased and dirty
-children leered into the street. One room, as I passed, seemed full of
-them. The window was open; their wails and maddening requirements sent
-out the mother's cry. It was thrown back to her, mingled with her
-children's screams, from the pitiless prison walls.
-
-These shelters struck my thought as travesties--perhaps they were
-not--of the grand place called home.
-
-Leaving them I sought the essential of which they were bereft. What
-withheld from them, as poverty and sin could not, a title to the
-sacred name?
-
-An answer came, but interpretation was delayed. Theirs was not the
-desolation of something lost, but of something that had never been. I
-thrust off speculation gladly here, and fronted Nature free.
-
-Suddenly I emerged from the intolerable shadow of the brickwork,
-breathing easily once more. Before me lay a roomy space, nearly
-square, bounded by three-storey dwellings, and transformed, as if by
-quick mechanism, with colours of sunset. Red and golden spots wavered
-in the panes of the low scattered houses round the bewildering
-expanse. Overhead a faint crimson sky was hung with violet clouds,
-obscured by the smoke and nearing dusk.
-
-In the centre, but towards the left, stood an old stone pump, and some
-few feet above it irregular lamps looked down. They were planted on a
-square of paving railed in by broken iron fences, whose paint, now
-discoloured, had once been white. Narrow streets cut in five
-directions from the open roadway. Their lines of light sank dimly into
-distance, mocking the stars' entrance into the fading sky. Everything
-was transfigured in the illuminated twilight. As I stood, the dying
-sun caught the rough edges of a girl's uncovered hair, and hung a
-faint nimbus round her poor desecrated face. The soft circle, as she
-glanced toward me, lent it the semblance of one of those mystically
-pictured faces of some mediaeval saint.
-
-A stillness stole on, and about the square dim figures hurried along,
-leaving me stationary in existence (I was thinking fancifully), when
-my mediaeval saint demanded "who I was a-shoving of?" and dismissed me,
-not unkindly, on my way. Hawkers in a neighbouring alley were calling,
-and the monotonous ting-ting of the muffin-bell made an audible
-background to the picture. I left it, and then the glamour was already
-passing. In a little while darkness possessing it, the place would
-reassume its aspect of sordid gloom.
-
-There is a street not far from there, bearing a name that quickens
-life within one, by the vision it summons of a most peaceful country,
-where the broad roads are but pathways through green meadows, and your
-footstep keeps the time to a gentle music of pure streams. There the
-scent of roses, and the first pushing buds of spring, mark the
-seasons, and the birds call out faithfully the time and manner of the
-day. Here Easter is heralded by the advent in some squalid mart of
-air-balls on Good Friday; early summer and late may be known by
-observation of that unromantic yet authentic calendar in which
-alley-tors, tip-cat, whip- and peg-tops, hoops and suckers, in their
-courses mark the flight of time.
-
-Perhaps attracted by the incongruity, I took this way. In such a
-thoroughfare it is remarkable that satisfied as are its public with
-transient substitutes for literature, they require permanent types
-(the term is so far misused it may hardly be further outraged) of Art.
-Pictures, so-called, are the sole departure from necessity and popular
-finery which the prominent wares display. The window exhibiting these
-aspirations was scarcely more inviting than the fishmonger's next
-door, but less odoriferous, and I stopped to see what the
-ill-reflecting lights would show. There was a typical selection.
-Prominently, a large chromo of a girl at prayer. Her eyes turned
-upwards, presumably to heaven, left the gazer in no state to dwell on
-the elaborately bared breasts below. These might rival, does wax-work
-attempt such beauties, any similar attraction of Marylebone's
-extensive show. This personification of pseudo-purity was sensually
-diverting, and consequently marketable.
-
-My mind seized the ideal of such a picture, and turned from this
-prostitution of it sickly away. Hurriedly I proceeded, and did not
-stop again until I had passed the low gateway of the place I sought.
-
-Its forbidding exterior was hidden in the deep twilight and invited no
-consideration. I entered and swung back the inner door. It was papered
-with memorial cards, recommending to mercy the unprotesting spirits
-of the dead. My prayers were requested for the "repose of the soul
-of the Architect of that church, who passed away in the True
-Faith--December,--1887." Accepting the assertion, I counted him beyond
-them, and mentally entrusted mine to the priest for those who were
-still groping for it in the gloom.
-
-Within the building, darkness again forbade examination. A few lamps
-hanging before the altar struggled with obscurity.
-
-I tried to identify some ugly details with the great man's complacent
-eccentricity, and failing, turned toward the street again. Nearly an
-hour's walk lay between me and my home. This fact and the atmosphere
-of stuffy sanctity about the place, set me longing for space again,
-and woke a fine scorn for aught but air and sky. My appetite, too, was
-now an hour ahead of opportunity. I sent back a final glance into the
-darkness as my hand prepared to strike the door. There was no motion
-at the moment, and it was silent; but the magnetism of human presence
-reached me where I stood. I hesitated, and in a few moments found what
-sought me on a chair in the far corner, flung face downwards across
-the seat. The attitude arrested me. I went forward. The lines of the
-figure spoke unquestionable despair.
-
-Does speech convey intensity of anguish? Its supreme expression is in
-form. Here was human agony set forth in meagre lines, voiceless, but
-articulate to the soul. At first the forcible portrayal of it assailed
-me with the importunate strength of beauty. Then the Thing stretched
-there in the obdurate darkness grew personal and banished delight.
-Neither sympathy nor its vulgar substitute, curiosity, induced my
-action as I drew near. I was eager indeed to be gone. I wanted to
-ignore the almost indistinguishable being. My will cried: Forsake
-it!--but I found myself powerless to obey. Perhaps it would have
-conquered had not the girl swiftly raised herself in quest of me. I
-stood still. Her eyes met mine. A wildly tossed spirit looked from
-those ill-lighted windows, beckoning me on. Mine pressed towards it,
-but whether my limbs actually moved I do not know, for the imperious
-summons robbed me of any consciousness save that of necessity to
-comply.
-
-Did she reach me, or was our advance mutual? It cannot be told. I
-suppose we neither know. But we met, and her hand, grasping mine,
-imperatively dragged me into the cold and noisy street.
-
-We went rapidly in and out of the flaring booths, hustling little
-staggering children in our unpitying speed, I listening dreamily to
-the concert of hoarse yells and haggling whines which struck against
-the silence of our flight. On and on she took me, breathless and
-without explanation. We said nothing. I had no care or impulse to ask
-our goal. The fierce pressure of my hand was not relaxed a breathing
-space; it would have borne me against resistance could I have offered
-any, but I was capable of none. The streets seemed to rush past us,
-peopled with despair.
-
-Weirdly lighted faces sent blank negations to a spirit of question
-which finally began to stir in me. Here, I thought once vaguely, was
-the everlasting No!
-
-We must have journeyed thus for more than half an hour and walked far.
-I did not detect it. In the eternity of supreme moments time is not.
-Thought, too, fears to be obtrusive and stands aside.
-
-We gained a door at last, down some blind alley out of the deafening
-thoroughfare. She threw herself against it and pulled me up the
-unlighted stairs. They shook now and then with the violence of our
-ascent; with my free hand I tried to help myself up by the broad and
-greasy balustrade. There was little sound in the house. A light shone
-under the first door we passed, but all was quietness within.
-
-At the very top, from the dense blackness of the passage, my guide
-thrust me suddenly into a dazzling room. My eyes rejected its array of
-brilliant light. On a small chest of drawers three candles were
-guttering, two more stood flaring in the high window ledge, and a lamp
-upon a table by the bed rendered these minor illuminations unnecessary
-by its diffusive glare. There were even some small Christmas candles
-dropping coloured grease down the wooden mantel-piece, and I noticed a
-fire had been made, built entirely of wood. There were bits of an
-inlaid workbox or desk, and a chair-rung, lying half burnt in the
-grate. Some peremptory demand for light had been, these signs denoted,
-unscrupulously met. A woman lay upon the bed, half clothed, asleep. As
-the door slammed behind me the flames wavered and my companion
-released my hand. She stood beside me, shuddering violently, but
-without utterance.
-
-I looked around. Everywhere proofs of recent energy were visible. The
-bright panes reflecting back the low burnt candles, the wretched but
-shining furniture, and some odd bits of painted china, set before the
-spluttering lights upon the drawers, bore witness to a provincial
-intolerance of grime. The boards were bare, and marks of extreme
-poverty distinguished the whole room. The destitution of her
-surroundings accorded ill with the girl's spotless person and
-well-tended hands, which were hanging tremulously down.
-
-Subsequently I realised that these deserted beings must have first
-fronted the world from a sumptuous stage. The details in proof of it I
-need not cite. It must have been so.
-
-My previous apathy gave place to an exaggerated observation. Even some
-pieces of a torn letter, dropped off the quilt, I noticed, were of
-fine texture, and inscribed by a man's hand. One fragment bore an
-elaborate device in colours. It may have been a club crest or
-coat-of-arms. I was trying to decide which, when the girl at length
-gave a cry of exhaustion or relief, at the same time falling into a
-similar attitude to that she had taken in the dim church. Her entire
-frame became shaken with tearless agony or terror. It was sickening to
-watch. She began partly to call or moan, begging me, since I was
-beside her, wildly, and then with heart-breaking weariness, "to stop,
-to stay." She half rose and claimed me with distracted grace. All her
-movements were noticeably fine.
-
-I pass no judgment on her features; suffering for the time assumed
-them, and they made no insistence of individual claim.
-
-I tried to raise her, and kneeling, pulled her reluctantly towards me.
-The proximity was distasteful. An alien presence has ever repelled me.
-I should have pitied the girl keenly perhaps a few more feet away. She
-clung to me with ebbing force. Her heart throbbed painfully close to
-mine, and when I meet now in the dark streets others who have been
-robbed, as she has been, of their great possession, I have to remember
-that.
-
-The magnetism of our meeting was already passing; and, reason
-asserting itself, I reviewed the incident dispassionately, as she lay
-like a broken piece of mechanism in my arms. Her dark hair had come
-unfastened and fell about my shoulder. A faint white streak of it
-stole through the brown. A gleam of moonlight strays thus through a
-dusky room. I remember noticing, as it was swept with her involuntary
-motions across my face, a faint fragrance which kept recurring like a
-subtle and seductive sprite, hiding itself with fairy cunning in the
-tangled maze.
-
-The poor girl's mind was clearly travelling a devious way. Broken and
-incoherent exclamations told of a recently wrung promise, made to
-whom, or of what nature, it was not my business to conjecture or
-inquire.
-
-I record the passage of a few minutes. At the first opportunity I
-sought the slumberer on the bed. She slept well: hers was a long rest;
-there might be no awakening from it, for she was dead. Schooled in one
-short hour to all surprises, the knowledge made me simply richer by a
-fact. Nothing about the sternly set face invited horror. It had been,
-and was yet, a strong and, if beauty be not confined to youth and
-colour, a beautiful face.
-
-Perhaps this quiet sharer of the convulsively broken silence was
-thirty years old. Death had set a firmness about the finely controlled
-features that might have shown her younger. The actual years are of
-little matter; existence, as we reckon time, must have lasted long. It
-was not death, but life that had planted the look of disillusion
-there. And romance being over, all good-byes to youth are said. By the
-bedside, on a roughly constructed table, was a dearly bought bunch of
-violets. They were set in a blue bordered tea-cup, and hung over in
-wistful challenge of their own diviner hue. They were foreign, and
-their scent probably unnatural, but it stole very sweetly round the
-room. A book lay face downwards beside them--alas for parochial
-energies, not of a religious type--and the torn fragments of the
-destroyed letter had fallen on the black binding.
-
-A passionate movement of the girl's breast against mine directed my
-glance elsewhere. She was shivering, and her arms about my neck were
-stiffly cold. The possibility that she was starving missed my mind. It
-would have found my heart. I wondered if she slept, and dared not
-stir, though I was by this time cramped and chilled. The vehemence of
-her agitation ended, she breathed gently, and slipped finally to the
-floor.
-
-I began to face the need of action and recalled the chances of the
-night. When and how I might get home was a necessary question, and I
-listened vainly for a friendly step outside. None since we left it had
-climbed the last flight of stairs. I could hear a momentary vibration
-of men's voices in the room below. Was it possible to leave these
-suddenly discovered children of peace and tumult? Was it possible to
-stay?
-
-This was Saturday, and two days later I was bound for Scotland; a
-practical recollection of empty trunks was not lost in my survey of
-the situation. Then how, if I decided not to forsake the poor child,
-now certainly sleeping in my arms, were my anxious friends to learn my
-whereabouts, and understand the eccentricity of the scheme?
-Indisputably, I determined, something must be done for the
-half-frantic wanderer who was pressing a tiring weight against me. And
-there should be some kind hand to cover the cold limbs and close the
-wide eyes of the breathless sleeper, waiting a comrade's sanction to
-fitting rest.
-
-Conclusion was hastening to impatient thought, when my eyes let fall a
-fatal glance upon the dead girl's face. I do not think it had changed
-its first aspect of dignified repose, and yet now it woke in me a
-sensation of cold dread. The dark eyes unwillingly open reached mine
-in an insistent stare. One hand lying out upon the coverlid, I could
-never again mistake for that of temporarily suspended life. My watch
-ticked loudly, but I dared not examine it, nor could I wrench my sight
-from the figure on the bed. For the first time the empty shell of
-being assailed my senses. I watched feverishly, knowing well the
-madness of the action, for a hint of breathing, almost stopping my
-own.
-
-To-day, as memory summons it, I cannot dwell without reluctance on
-this hour of my realisation of the thing called Death.
-
-A hundred fancies, clothed in mad intolerable terrors, possessed me,
-and had not my lips refused it outlet, I should have set free a cry,
-as the spent child beside me had doubtless longed to do, and failed,
-ere, desperate, she fled.
-
-My gaze was chained; it could not get free. As the shapes of monsters
-of ever varying and increasing dreadfulness flit through one's dreams,
-the images of those I loved crept round me, with stark yet well-known
-features, their limbs borrowing death's rigid outline, as they mocked
-my recognition of them with soundless semblances of mirth. They began
-to wind their arms about me in fierce embraces of burning and
-supernatural life. Gradually the contact froze. They bound me in an
-icy prison. Their hold relaxed. These creatures of my heart were
-restless. The horribly familiar company began to dance at intervals in
-and out a ring of white gigantic bedsteads, set on end like
-tombstones, each of which framed a huge and fearful travesty of the
-sad set face that was all the while seeking vainly a pitiless
-stranger's care. They vanished. My heart went home. The dear place was
-desolate. No echo of its many voices on the threshold or stair. My
-footsteps made no sound as I went rapidly up to a well-known room.
-Here I besought the mirror for the reassurance of my own reflection.
-It denied me human portraiture and threw back cold glare. As I opened
-mechanically a treasured book, I noticed the leaves were blank, not
-even blurred by spot or line; and then I shivered--it was deadly cold.
-The fire that but an hour or two ago it seemed I had forsaken for the
-winter twilight, glowed with slow derision at my efforts to rekindle
-heat. My hands plunged savagely into its red embers, but I drew them
-out quickly, unscathed and clean. The things by which I had touched
-life were nothing. Here, as I called the dearest names, their echoes
-came back again with the sound of an unlearned language. I did not
-recognise, and yet I framed them. What was had never been!
-
-My spirit summoned the being who claimed mine. He came, stretching out
-arms of deathless welcome. As he reached me my heart took flight. I
-called aloud to it, but my cries were lost in awful laughter that
-broke to my bewildered fancy from the hideously familiar shapes which
-had returned and now encircled the grand form of him I loved. But I
-had never known him. I beat my breast to wake there the wonted pain of
-tingling joy. I called past experience with unavailing importunity to
-bear witness the man was wildly dear to me. He was not. He left me
-with bent head a stranger, whom I would not if I could recall.
-
-For one brief second, reason found me. I struggled to shake off the
-phantoms of despair. I tried to grasp while it yet lingered the
-teaching of this never-to-be-forgotten front of death. The homeless
-house with its indefensible bow window stood out from beneath the
-prison walls again. What had this to do with it? I questioned. And the
-answer it had evoked replied, "Not the desolation of something lost,
-but of something that had never been."
-
-The half-clad girl of the wretched picture-shop came into view with
-waxen hands and senseless symbolism. I had grown calmer, but her
-doll-like lips hissed out the same half-meaningless but pregnant
-words. Then the nights of a short life when I could pray, years back
-in magical childhood, sought me. They found me past them--without the
-power.
-
-Truly the body had been for me the manifestation of the thing called
-soul. Here was my embodiment bereft. My face was stiff with drying
-tears. Sickly I longed to beg of an unknown God a miracle. Would He
-but touch the passive body and breathe into it the breath even of
-transitory life.
-
-I craved but a fleeting proof of its ever possible existence. For to
-me it was not, would never be, and had never been.
-
-The partially relinquished horror was renewing dominance. Speech of
-any incoherence or futility would have brought mental power of
-resistance. My mind was fast losing landmarks amid the continued quiet
-of the living and the awful stillness of the dead. There was no sound,
-even of savage guidance, I should not then have welcomed with glad
-response.
-
-"The realm of Silence," says one of the world's great teachers, "is
-large enough beyond the grave."
-
-I seemed to have passed life's portal, and my soul's small strength
-was beating back the noiseless gate. In my extremity, I cried, "O God!
-for man's most bloody warshout, or Thy whisper!" It was useless. Not
-one dweller in the crowded tenements broke his slumber or relaxed his
-labour in answer to the involuntary prayer.
-
-And may the 'Day of Account of Words' take note of this! Then, says
-the old fable, shall the soul of the departed be weighed against an
-image of Truth. I tried to construct in imagination the form of the
-dumb deity who should bear down the balances for me. Soundlessness was
-turning fear to madness. I could neither quit nor longer bear company
-the grim Presence in that room. But the supreme moment was very near.
-
-Long since, the four low candles had burned out, and now the lamp was
-struggling fitfully to keep alight. The flame could last but a few
-moments. I saw it, and did not face the possibility of darkness. The
-sleeping girl, I concluded rapidly, had used all available weapons of
-defiant light.
-
-As yet, since my entrance, I had hardly stirred, steadily supporting
-the burden on my breast. Now, without remembrance of it, I started up
-to escape. The violent suddenness of the action woke my companion. She
-staggered blindly to her feet and confronted me as I gained the door.
-
-Scarcely able to stand, and dashing the dimness from her eyes, she
-clutched a corner of the drawers behind her for support. Her head
-thrown back, and her dark hair hanging round it, crowned a grandly
-tragic form. This was no poor pleader, and I was unarmed for fight.
-She seized my throbbing arm and cried in a whisper, low and hoarse,
-but strongly audible:
-
-"For God's sake, stay here with me."
-
-My lips moved vainly. I shook my head.
-
-"For God in heaven's sake"--she repeated, swaying, and turning her
-burning, reddened eyes on mine--"don't leave me now."
-
-I stood irresolute, half stunned. Stepping back, she stooped and began
-piecing together the dismembered letter on the bed. A mute protest
-arrested her from a cold sister's face. She swept the action from her,
-crying, "No!" and bending forward suddenly, gripped me with fierce
-force.
-
-"Here! Here!" she prayed, dragging me passionately back into the room.
-
-The piteous need and wild entreaty--no, the vision of dire
-anguish--was breaking my purpose of flight. A fragrance that was to
-haunt me stole between us. The poor little violets put in their plea.
-I moved to stay. Then a smile--the splendour of it may never be
-reached again--touched her pale lips and broke through them,
-transforming, with divine radiance, her young and blurred and
-never-to-be-forgotten face. It wavered, or was it the last uncertain
-flicker of the lamp that made me fancy it? The exquisite moment was
-barely over when darkness came. Then light indeed forsook me. Almost
-ignorant of my own intention, I resisted the now trembling figure,
-indistinguishable in the gloom, but it still clung. I thrust it off me
-with unnatural vigour.
-
-She fell heavily to the ground. Without a pause of thought I stumbled
-down the horrible unlighted stairs. A few steps before I reached the
-bottom my foot struck a splint off the thin edge of one of the rotten
-treads. I slipped, and heard a door above open and then shut. No other
-sound. At length I was at the door. It was ajar. I opened it and
-looked out. Since I passed through it first the place had become quite
-deserted. The inhabitants were, I suppose, all occupied elsewhere at
-such an hour on their holiday night. The lamps, if there were any, had
-not been lit. The outlook was dense blackness. Here too the hideous
-dark pursued me and silence held its sway. Even the children were
-screaming in more enticing haunts of gaudy squalor. Some, whose good
-angels perhaps had not forgotten them, had put themselves to sleep.
-Not many hours ago their shrieks were deafening. Were these too in
-conspiracy against me? I remembered vaguely hustling some of them with
-unmeant harshness in my hurried progress from the Church. Dumb the
-whole place seemed; and it was, but for the dim stars aloft, quite
-dark. I dared not venture across the threshold, bound by pitiable
-cowardice to the spot. Alas for the unconscious girl upstairs. A
-murmur from within the house might have sent me back to her. Certainly
-it would have sent me, rather than forth into the empty street. The
-faintest indication of humanity had recalled me. I waited the summons
-of a sound. It came.
-
-But from the deserted, yet not so shamefully deserted, street. A man
-staggering home by aid of friendly railings, set up a drunken song. At
-the first note I rushed towards him, pushing past him in wild
-departure, and on till I reached the noisome and flaring thoroughfare,
-a haven where sweet safety smiled. Here I breathed joy, and sped away
-without memory of the two lifeless beings lying alone in that shrouded
-chamber of desolation, and with no instinct to return.
-
-My sole impulse was flight; and the way, unmarked in the earlier
-evening, was unknown. It took me some minutes to find a cab; but the
-incongruous vehicle, rudely dispersing the haggling traders in the
-roadway, came at last, and carried me from the distorted crowd of
-faces and the claims of pity to peace.
-
-I lay back shivering, and the wind crept through the rattling glass in
-front of me. I did not note the incalculable turnings that took me
-home.
-
-My account of the night's adventure was abridged and unsensational. I
-was pressed neither for detail nor comment, but accorded a somewhat
-humorous welcome which bade me say farewell to dying horror, and even
-let me mount boldly to the once death-haunted room.
-
-Upon its threshold I stood and looked in, half believing possible the
-greeting pictured there under the dead girl's influence, and I could
-not enter. Again I fled, this time to kindly light, and heard my
-brothers laughing noisily with a friend in the bright hall.
-
-A waltz struck up in the room above as I reached them. I joined the
-impromptu dance, and whirled the remainder of that evening gladly
-away.
-
-Physically wearied, I slept. My slumber had no break in it. I woke
-only to the exquisite joys of morning, and lay watching the early
-shadows creep into the room. Presently the sun rose. His first smile
-greeted me from the glass before my bed. I sprang up disdainful of
-that majestic reflection, and flung the window wide to meet him face
-to face. His splendour fell too on one who had trusted me, but I
-forgot it. Not many days later the same sunlight that turned my life
-to laughter shone on the saddest scene of mortal ending, and, for one
-I had forsaken, lit the ways of death. I never dreamed it might. For
-the next morning the tragedy of the past night was a distant one, no
-longer intolerable.
-
-At twelve o'clock, conscience suggested a search. I acquiesced, but
-did not move. At half-past, it insisted on one, and I obeyed. I set
-forth with a determination of success and no clue to promise it. At
-four o'clock, I admitted the task hopeless and abandoned it. Duty
-could ask no more of me, I decided, not wholly dissatisfied that
-failure forbade more difficult demands. As I passed it on my way home,
-some dramatic instinct impelled me to re-enter the unsightly church.
-
-I must almost have expected to see the same prostrate figure, for my
-eyes instantly sought the corner it had occupied. The winter twilight
-showed it empty. A service was about to begin. One little lad in
-violet skirt and goffered linen was struggling to light the
-benediction tapers, and a troop of school children pushed past me as I
-stood facing the altar and blocking their way. A grey-clad sister of
-mercy was arresting each tiny figure, bidding it pause beside me, and
-with two firm hands on either shoulder, compelling a ludicrous
-curtsey, and at the same time whispering the injunction to each
-hurried little personage,-- "always make a reverence to the altar."
-"Ada, come back!" and behold another unwilling bob! Perhaps the good
-woman saw her Master's face behind the tinsel trappings and flaring
-lights. But she forgot His words. The saying to these little ones that
-has rung through centuries commanded liberty and not allegiance. I
-stood aside till they had shuffled into seats, and finally kneeling
-stayed till the brief spectacle of the afternoon was over.
-
-Towards its close I looked away from the mumbling priest, whose
-attention, divided between inconvenient millinery and the holiest
-mysteries, was distracting mine.
-
-Two girls holding each other's hands came in and stood in deep shadow
-behind the farthest rows of high-backed chairs by the door. The
-younger rolled her head from side to side; her shifting eyes and
-ceaseless imbecile grimaces chilled my blood. The other, who stood
-praying, turned suddenly (the place but for the flaring altar lights
-was dark) and kissed the dreadful creature by her side. I shuddered,
-and yet her face wore no look of loathing nor of pity. The expression
-was a divine one of habitual love.
-
-She wiped the idiot's lips and stroked the shaking hand in hers, to
-quiet the sad hysterical caresses she would not check. It was a page
-of gospel which the old man with his back to it might never read. A
-sublime and ghastly scene.
-
-Up in the little gallery the grey-habited nuns were singing a long
-Latin hymn of many verses, with the refrain "Oh! Sacred Heart!" I
-buried my face till the last vibrating chord of the accompaniment was
-struck. The organist ventured a plagal cadence. It evoked no "amen." I
-whispered one, and an accidentally touched note shrieked disapproval.
-I repeated it. Then I spit upon the bloodless cheek of duty, and
-renewed my quest. This time it was for the satisfaction of my own
-tingling soul.
-
-I retook my unknown way. The streets were almost empty and thinly
-strewn with snow. It was still falling. I shrank from marring the
-spotless page that seemed outspread to challenge and exhibit the
-defiling print of man. The quiet of the muffled streets soothed me.
-The neighbourhood seemed lulled into unwonted rest.
-
-Black little figures lurched out of the white alleys in twos and
-threes. But their childish utterances sounded less shrill than usual,
-and sooner died away.
-
-Now in desperate earnest I spared neither myself nor the incredulous
-and dishevelled people whose aid I sought.
-
-Fate deals honestly with all. She will not compromise though she may
-delay. Hunger and weariness at length sent me home, with an assortment
-of embellished negatives ringing in my failing ears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-I had almost forgotten my strange experience, when, some months
-afterwards, in late spring, the wraith of that winter meeting appeared
-to me. It was past six o'clock, and I had reached, ignorant of the
-ill-chosen hour, a notorious thoroughfare in the western part of this
-glorious and guilty city. The place presented to my unfamiliar eyes a
-remarkable sight. Brilliantly lit windows, exhibiting dazzling wares,
-threw into prominence the human mart.
-
-This was thronged. I pressed into the crowd. Its steady and opposite
-progress neither repelled nor sanctioned my admittance. However, I had
-determined on a purchase, and was not to be baulked by the unforeseen.
-I made it, and stood for a moment at the shop-door preparing to break
-again through the rapidly thickening throng.
-
-Up and down, decked in frigid allurement, paced the insatiate
-daughters of an everlasting king. What fair messengers, with streaming
-eyes and impotently craving arms, did they send afar off ere they thus
-"increased their perfumes and debased themselves even unto hell"? This
-was my question. I asked not who forsook them, speaking in farewell
-the "hideous English of their fate."
-
-I watched coldly, yet not inapprehensive or a certain grandeur in the
-scene. It was Virtue's very splendid Dance of Death.
-
-A sickening confusion of odours assailed my senses; each essence a
-vile enticement, outraging Nature by a perversion of her own pure
-spell.
-
-A timidly protesting fragrance stole strangely by. I started at its
-approach. It summoned a stinging memory. I stepped forward to escape
-it, but stopped, confronted by the being who had shared, by the
-flickering lamplight and in the presence of that silent witness, the
-poor little violet's prayer.
-
-The man beside her was decorated with a bunch of sister flowers to
-those which had taken part against him, months ago, in vain. He could
-have borne no better badge of victory. He was looking at some
-extravagant trifle in the window next the entry I had just crossed.
-They spoke, comparing it with a silver case he turned over in his
-hand. In the centre I noticed a tiny enamelled shield. The detail
-seemed familiar, but beyond identity. They entered the shop. I stood
-motionless, challenging memory, till it produced from some dim corner
-of my brain a hoarded "No."
-
-The device now headed a poor strip of paper on a dead girl's bed. I
-saw a figure set by death, facing starvation, and with ruin in torn
-fragments in her hand. But what place in the scene had I? A brief
-discussion next me made swift answer.
-
-They were once more beside me. The man was speaking: his companion
-raised her face; I recognised its outline,--its true aspect I shall
-not know. Four months since it wore the mask of sorrow; it was now but
-one of the pages of man's immortal book. I was conscious of the
-matchless motions which in the dim church had first attracted me.
-
-She was clothed, save for a large scarf of vehemently brilliant
-crimson, entirely in dull vermilion. The two shades might serve as
-symbols of divine and earthly passion. Yet does one ask the martyr's
-colour, you name it 'Red' (and briefly thus her garment): no
-distinctive hue. The murderer and the prelate too may wear such robes
-of office. Both are empowered to bless and ban.
-
-My mood was reckless. I held my hands out, craving mercy. It was my
-bitter lot to beg. My warring nature became unanimously suppliant,
-heedless of the debt this soul might owe me--of the throes to which I
-left it, and of the discreditable marks of mine it bore. Failure to
-exact regard I did not entertain. I waited, with exhaustless
-fortitude, the response to my appeal. Whence it came I know not. The
-man and woman met my gaze with a void incorporate stare. The two faces
-were merged into one avenging visage--so it seemed. I was excited. As
-they turned towards the carriage waiting them, I heard a laugh,
-mounting to a cry. It rang me to an outraged Temple. Sabbath bells
-peal sweeter calls, as once this might have done.
-
-I knew my part then in the despoiled body, with its soul's tapers long
-blown out.
-
-Wheels hastened to assail that sound, but it clanged all. Did it
-proceed from some defeated angel? or the woman's mouth? or mine? God
-knows!
-
-
-
-
-Sat est scripsisse
-
- By Austin Dobson
-
- To E. G., with a Volume of Essays
-
-
-
- When you and I have wandered beyond the reach of call,
- And all our works immortal are scattered on the Stall,
- It may be some new Reader, in that remoter age,
- Will find this present volume, and listless turn the page.
-
- For him I write these Verses. And "Sir" (I say to him),
- "This little Book you see here--this masterpiece of Whim,
- Of Wisdom, Learning, Fancy (if you will, please, attend),
- Was written by its Author, who gave it to his Friend.
-
- "For they had worked together, been Comrades at the Pen;
- They had their points at issue, they differed now and then;
- But both loved Song and Letters, and each had close at heart
- The dreams, the aspirations, the 'dear delays' of Art.
-
- "And much they talk'd of Metre, and more they talked of Style,
- Of Form and 'lucid Order,' of labour of the File;
- And he who wrote the writing, as sheet by sheet was penned,
- (This all was long ago, Sir!) would read it to his Friend.
-
- "They knew not, nor cared greatly, if they were spark or star,
- They knew to move is somewhat, although the goal be far;
- And larger light or lesser, this thing at least is clear,--
- They served the Muses truly, their service was sincere.
-
- "This tattered page you see, Sir, is all that now remains
- (Yes, fourpence is the lowest!) of all those pleasant pains;
- And as for him that read it, and as for him that wrote,--
- No Golden Book enrolls them among its 'Names of Note.'
-
- "And yet they had their office. Though they to-day are passed,
- They marched in that procession where is no first or last;
- Though cold is now their hoping, though they no more aspire,
- They, too, had once their ardour:--they handed on the fire."
-
-
-
-
-Three Stories
-
-By V., O., C.S.
-
-
-
-
- I--Honi soit qui mal y pense
-
- By C. S.
-
-
-"But I'm not very tall, am I?" said the little book-keeper, coming
-close to the counter so as to prevent me from seeing that she was
-standing on tiptoe.
-
-"A _p'tite_ woman," said I, "goes straight to my heart."
-
-The book-keeper blushed and looked down, and began fingering a bunch
-of keys with one hand.
-
-"How is the cold?" I asked. "You don't seem to cough so much to-day."
-
-"It always gets bad again at night," she answered, still looking down
-and playing with her keys.
-
-I reached over to them, and she moved her hand quickly away and
-clasped it tightly with the other.
-
-I picked up the keys:--"Store-room, Cellar, Commercial Room, Office,"
-said I, reading off the names on the labels--"why, you seem to keep
-not only the books, but everything else as well."
-
-She turned away to measure out some whisky at the other window, and
-then came back and held out her hand for the keys.
-
-"What a pretty ring," I said; "I wonder I haven't noticed it before.
-You can't have had it on lately."
-
-She looked at me fearfully and again covered her hand.
-
-"Please give me my keys."
-
-"Yes, if I may look at the ring."
-
-The little book-keeper turned away, and slipping quietly on to her
-chair, burst into tears.
-
-I pushed open the door of the office and walked in.
-
-"What is it?" I whispered, bending over her and gently smoothing her
-hair.
-
-"I--I hate him!" she sobbed.
-
-"Him?--Him?"
-
-"Yes,--the--the ring man."
-
-I felt for the little hand among the folds of the inky table-cloth,
-and stooped and kissed her forehead. "Forgive me, dearest----"
-
-"Go away," she sobbed, "go away. I wish I had never seen you. It was
-all my fault: I left off wearing the ring on purpose, but he's coming
-here to-day----and--and we are so many at home--and have so little
-money----"
-
-And as I went upstairs to pack I could see the little brown head bent
-low over the inky table-cloth.
-
-
-
-
-II--A Purple Patch
-
- By O.
-
-
- I
-
-It was nearly half-past four. Janet was sitting in the drawing-room
-reading a novel and waiting for tea. She was in one of those pleasing
-moods when the ordinary happy circumstances of life do not pass
-unnoticed as inevitable. She was pleased to be living at home with her
-father and sister, pleased that her father was a flourishing doctor,
-and that she could sit idle in the drawing-room, pleased at the pretty
-furniture, at the flowers which she had bought in the morning.
-
-She seldom felt so. Generally these things did not enter her head as a
-joy in themselves; and this mood never came upon her when, according
-to elderly advice, it would have been useful. In no trouble, great or
-small, could she gain comfort from remembering that she lived
-comfortably; but sometimes without any reason, as now, she felt glad
-at her position.
-
-When the parlour-maid came in and brought the lamp, Janet watched her
-movements pleasurably. She noticed all the ways of a maid in an
-orderly house: how she placed the lighted lamp on the table at her
-side, then went to the windows and let down the blinds and drew the
-curtains, then pulled a small table forward, spread a blue-edged cloth
-on it, and walked out quietly, pushing her cuffs up a little.
-
-She was pleased too with her novel, Miss Braddon's _Asphodel_. For
-some time she had enjoyed reading superior books. She knew that
-_Asphodel_ was bad, and saw its inferiority to the books which she had
-lately read; but that did not prevent her pleasure at being back with
-Miss Braddon.
-
-The maid came in and set the glass-tray on the table which she had
-just covered, took a box of matches from her apron pocket, lit the
-wick of the silver spirit-stove and left the room. Janet watched the
-whole proceeding with pleasure, sitting still in the arm-chair. Three
-soft raps on the gong and Gertrude appeared. She made the tea, and
-they talked. When they had finished, Gertrude sat at her desk and
-began to write a letter, and still talking, Janet gradually let
-herself into her novel once more. There was plenty of the story left,
-she would read right on till dinner.
-
-They had finished talking for some minutes when they heard a ring.
-
-"Oh, Gerty, suppose this is a visitor!" Janet said, looking up from
-her book.
-
-Gertrude listened. Janet prayed all the time that it might not be a
-visitor, and she gave a low groan as she heard heavy steps upon the
-stairs. Gertrude's desk was just opposite the door, and directly the
-maid opened it she saw that the visitor was an awkward young man who
-never had anything to say. She exchanged a glance with Janet, then
-Janet saw the maid who announced, "Mr. Huddleston."
-
-And then she saw Mr. Huddleston. She laid her book down open on the
-table behind her, and rose to shake hands with him.
-
-Janet had one conversation with Mr. Huddleston--music: they were very
-slightly acquainted, and they never got beyond that subject. She
-smiled at the inevitableness of her question as she asked:
-
-"Were you at the Saturday Afternoon Concert?"
-
-When they had talked for ten minutes with some difficulty, Gertrude,
-who had finished her letter, left the room: she was engaged to be
-married, and was therefore free to do anything she liked. After a
-visit of half an hour Huddleston went.
-
-Janet rang the bell, and felt a little guilty as she took up the open
-book directly her visitor had gone. She did not know quite why, but
-she was dissatisfied. However, in a moment or two she was deep in the
-excitement of _Asphodel_.
-
-She read on for a couple of hours, and then she heard the carriage
-drive up to the door. She heard her father come into the house and go
-to his consulting-room, then walk upstairs to his bedroom, and she
-knew that in a few minutes he would be down in the drawing-room to
-talk for a quarter of an hour before dinner. When she heard him on the
-landing, she put away her book; Gertrude met him just at the door;
-they both came in together, and then they all three chatted. But
-instead of feeling in a contented mood, because she had read
-comfortably, as she had intended all the afternoon, Janet was
-dissatisfied, as if the afternoon had slipped by without being
-enjoyed, wasted over the exciting novel.
-
-And towards the end of dinner her thoughts fell back on an old trouble
-which had been dully threatening her. Gertrude was her father's
-favourite; gay and pretty, she had never been difficult. Janet was
-more silent, could not amuse her father and make him laugh, and he was
-not fond of her. She would find still more difficulty when Gertrude
-was married, and she was left alone with him. His health was failing,
-and he was growing very cantankerous. She dreaded the prospect, and
-already the doctor was moaning to Gerty about her leaving, and she was
-making him laugh for the last time over the very cause of his
-dejection. Not that he would have retarded her marriage by a day; he
-was extremely proud of her engagement to the son of the great Lady
-Beamish.
-
-That thought had been an undercurrent of trouble ever since Gertrude's
-engagement, and she wondered how she could have forgotten it for a
-whole afternoon. Now she was as fully miserable as she had been
-content four hours before, and her trouble at the moment mingled with
-her unsatisfactory recollection of the afternoon, her annoyance at Mr.
-Huddleston's interruption, and the novel which she had taken up
-directly he had left the room.
-
-
- II
-
-A year after Gertrude's marriage Dr. Worgan gave up his work and
-decided at last to carry out a cherished plan. One of his oldest
-friends was going to Algiers with his wife and daughter. The doctor
-was a great favourite with them; he decided to sell his house in
-London, and join the party in their travels. The project had been
-discussed for a long time, and Janet foresaw an opportunity of going
-her own way. She was sure that her father did not want her. She had
-hinted at her wish to stay in England and work for herself; but she
-did not insist or trouble her father, and as he did not oppose her she
-imagined that the affair was understood. When the time for his
-departure drew close, Janet said something about her arrangements
-which raised a long discussion. Dr. Worgan expressed great
-astonishment at her resolution, and declared that she had not been
-open with him. Janet could not understand his sudden opposition;
-perhaps she had not been explicit enough; but surely they both knew
-what they were about, and it was obviously better that they should
-part.
-
-They were in the drawing-room. Dr. Worgan felt aggrieved that the
-affair should be taken so completely out of his hands; he had been
-reproaching her, and arguing for some time. Janet's tone vexed him.
-She was calm, disinclined to argue, behaving as if the arrangement
-were quite decided: he would have been better pleased if she had cried
-or lost her temper.
-
-"It's very easy to say that; but, after all, you're not independent.
-You say you want to get work as a governess; but that's only an excuse
-for not going away with me."
-
-"You never let me do anything for you."
-
-"I don't ask you to. I never demand anything of you. I'm not a tyrant;
-but that's no reason why you should want to desert me; you're the last
-person I have."
-
-Janet hated arguments and talk about affairs which were obviously
-settled. They had talked for almost an hour, they could neither of
-them gain anything from the conversation, and yet her father seemed to
-delight in prolonging it. She did not wish to defend her course. She
-would willingly have allowed her father to put her in the wrong, if
-only he had left her alone to do what both of them wanted.
-
-"You want to pose as a kind of martyr, I suppose. Your father hasn't
-treated you well, he only loved your sister; you've a grievance
-against him."
-
-"No, indeed; you know it's not so."
-
-The impossibility of answering such charges, all the unnecessary
-fatigue, had brought her very near crying: she felt the lump in her
-throat, the aching in her breast. Be a governess? Why, she would
-willingly be a factory girl, working her life out for a few shillings
-a week, if only she could be left alone to be straightforward. The
-picture of the girls with shawl and basket leaving the factory came
-before her eyes. She really envied them, and pictured herself walking
-home to her lonely garret, forgotten and in peace.
-
-"But that's how our relations and friends will look upon your
-conduct."
-
-"Oh no," she answered, trying to smile and say something amusing after
-the manner of Gertrude; "they will only shake their heads at their
-daughters and say, 'There goes another rebel who isn't content to be
-beautiful, innocent, and protected.'"
-
-But Janet's attempts to be amusing were not successful with her
-father.
-
-"They won't at all. They'll say, 'At any rate her father is well off
-enough to give her enough to live upon, and not make her work as a
-governess.'"
-
-"_We_ know that's got nothing to do with it. If I were dependent, I
-should feel I'd less right to choose----"
-
-"But you're mistaken; that's not honesty, but egoism, on your part."
-
-Janet had nothing to answer; there was a pause, as if her father
-wished her to argue the point. She thought, perhaps, she had better
-say something, else she would show too plainly that she saw he was in
-the wrong; but she said nothing, and he went on: "And what will people
-say at the idea of your being a governess? Practically a servant in a
-stranger's house, with a pretence of equality, but less pay than a
-good cook. What will all our friends say?"
-
-Janet did not wish to say to herself in so many words that her father
-was a snob. If he had left her alone, she would have been satisfied
-with the unacknowledged feeling that he attached importance to certain
-things.
-
-"Surely people of understanding know there's no harm in being a
-governess, and I'm quite willing to be ignored by anyone who can't see
-that."
-
-These were the first words she spoke with any warmth.
-
-"Selfishness again. It's not only your concern: what will your sister
-think and feel about it?"
-
-"Gerty is sensible enough to think as I do; besides, she is very
-happy, and so has no right to dictate to other people about their
-affairs; indeed, she won't trouble about it--why should she? I'm not
-part of her."
-
-"You're unjust to Gertrude: your sister is too sweet and modest to
-wish to dictate to any one."
-
-"Exactly." Janet could not help saying this one word, and yet she knew
-that it would irritate her father still more.
-
-"And who would take you as a governess? You don't find it easy to live
-even with your own people, and I don't know what you can teach.
-Perhaps you will reproach me as Laura did her mother, and say it was
-my fault you didn't go to Girton?"
-
-"Oh, I think I can manage. My music is not much, I know; but I think
-it's good enough to be useful."
-
-"Are you going to say that I was wrong in not encouraging you to train
-for a professional musician?"
-
-"I hadn't the faintest notion of reproaching you for anything: it was
-only modesty."
-
-She knew that having passed the period when she might have cried, she
-was being fatigued into the flippant stage, and her father hated that
-above everything.
-
-"Now you're beginning to sneer in your superior way," Dr. Worgan said,
-walking up the room, "talking to me as if I were an idiot----"
-
-He was interrupted by the maid who came in to ask Janet whether she
-could put out the light in the hall. Janet looked questioningly at her
-father, who had faced round when he heard the door open, and he said
-yes.
-
-"And, Callant," Janet cried after her, and then went on in a lower
-tone as she reappeared, "we shall want breakfast at eight to-morrow;
-Dr. Worgan is going out early."
-
-The door was shut once more. Her father seemed vexed at the
-interruption so welcome to her.
-
-"Well, I never could persuade you in anything; but I resent the way in
-which you look on my advice as if it were selfish--I'm only anxious
-for your own welfare."
-
- * * * * *
-
-In bed Janet lay awake thinking over the conversation. She had an
-instinctive dislike to judging any one, especially her father. Why
-couldn't people who understood each other remain satisfied with their
-tacit understanding, and each go his own way without pretence? She was
-sure her father did not really want her, he was only opposing her
-desertion to justify himself in his own eyes, trying to persuade
-himself that he did love her. If he had just let things take their
-natural course and made no objections against his better judgment, she
-would not have criticised him; she had never felt aggrieved at his
-preference for Gertrude: it so happened that she was not sympathetic
-to him, and they both knew it. Over and over again as she lay in bed,
-she argued out all these points with herself. If he had said, "You're
-a good girl, you're doing the right thing; I admire you, though we're
-not sympathetic," his humanity would have given her deep pleasure, and
-they might have felt more loving towards each other than ever before.
-Perhaps that was too much to expect; but at any rate he might have
-left her alone. Anything rather than all this pretence, which forced
-her to criticise him and defend herself.
-
-But perhaps she had not given him a chance? She knew that every
-movement and look of hers irritated him: if only she could have not
-been herself, he might have been generous. But then, as if to make up
-for this thought, she said aloud to herself:
-
-"Generosity, logic, and an objection to unnecessary talking are manly
-qualities." And then she repented for becoming bitter.
-
-"But why must all the hateful things in life be defined and printed on
-one's mind in so many words? I could face difficulties quite well
-without being forced to set all the unpleasantnesses in life clearly
-out. And this makes me bitter."
-
-She was terribly afraid of becoming bitter. Bitterness was for the
-failures, and why should she own to being a failure; surely she was
-not aiming very high? She was oppressed by the horrible fear of
-becoming old-maidish and narrow. Perhaps she would change gradually
-without being able to prevent, without even noticing the change. Every
-now and then she spoke her thoughts aloud.
-
-"I can't have taking ways: some people think I'm superior and
-crushing, father says I'm selfish;" and yet she could not think of any
-great pleasures which she had longed for and claimed. Gerty had never
-hidden her wishes or sacrificed anything to others, and she always got
-everything she fancied; yet she was not selfish.
-
-Then the old utter dejection came over her as she thought of her life;
-if no one should love her, and she should grow old and fixed in
-desolation? This was no sorrow at an unfortunate circumstance, but a
-dejection so far-reaching that its existence seemed to her more real
-than her own; it must have existed in the world before she was born,
-it must have been since the beginning. The smaller clouds which had
-darkened her day were forced aside, and the whole heaven was black
-with this great hopelessness. If any sorrow had struck her, death,
-disgrace, crime, that would have been a laughing matter compared with
-this.
-
-Perhaps life would be better when she was a governess; she would be
-doing something, moulding her own life, ill-treated with actual wrongs
-perhaps. In the darkness of her heaven there came a little patch of
-blue sky, the hopefulness which was always there behind the cloud, and
-she fell asleep, dreamily looking forward to a struggle, to real life
-with possibilities--dim pictures.
-
-
- III
-
-A month afterwards, on a bitterly cold February day, Janet was
-wandering miserably about the house. She was to start in a few days
-for Bristol, where she had got a place as governess to two little
-girls, the daughters of a widower, a house-master at the school. Her
-father had left the day before. Janet could not help crying as she sat
-desolately in her cold bedroom trying to concern herself with packing
-and the arrangements for her journey. She was to dine that evening
-with Lady Beamish, to meet Gerty and her husband and say good-bye. She
-did not want to go a bit, she would rather have stayed at home and
-been miserable by herself. She had, as usual, asked nothing of any of
-her friends; she felt extraordinarily alone, and she grew terrified
-when she asked herself what connected her with the world at all, how
-was she going to live and why? What hold had she on life? She might go
-on as a governess all her life and who would care? What reason had she
-to suppose that anything would justify her living? From afar the
-struggle had looked attractive, there was something fine and strong in
-it; that would be life indeed when she would have to depend entirely
-upon herself and work her way; but now that the time was close at
-hand, the struggle only looked very bitter and prosaic. In her
-imagination beforehand she had always looked on at herself admiringly
-as governess and been strengthened by the picture. Now she was acting
-to no gallery. Whatever strength and virtue there was in her dealing
-met no one's approval; and all she had before her in the immediate
-future was a horrible sense of loneliness, a dreaded visit, two more
-days to be occupied with details of packing, a cab to the station, the
-dull east wind, the journey, the leave-taking all the more exquisitely
-painful because she felt that no one cared. The sense of being
-neglected gave her physical pain all over her body until her
-finger-tips ached. How is it possible, she thought, that a human being
-in the world for only a few years can be so hopeless and alone?
-
-In the cab on her way to Lady Beamish she began to think at once of
-the evening before her. She tried to comfort herself with the idea of
-seeing Gerty, sweet Gerty, who charmed every one, and what close
-friends they had been! But the thought of Lady Beamish disturbed and
-frightened her. Lady Beamish was a very handsome woman of sixty, with
-gorgeous black hair showing no thread of white. She had been a great
-beauty, and a beauty about whom no one could tell any stories; she had
-married a very brilliant and successful man, and seconded him most
-ably during his lifetime. Those who disliked her declared she was
-fickle, and set too much value on her social position. Janet had
-always fancied that she objected from the beginning to her second
-son's engagement to Gertrude; but there was no understanding her, and
-if Janet had been asked to point to some one who was radically
-unsimple, she would at once have thought of Lady Beamish. She had been
-told of many charming things which she had done, and she had heard her
-say the sweetest things; but then suddenly she was stiff and
-unforgiving. There was no doubt about her cleverness and insight; many
-of her actions showed complete disregard of convention, and yet,
-whenever Janet had seen her, she had always been lifted up on a safe
-height by her own high birth, her dead husband's distinctions, her
-imposing appearance, and hedged round by all the social duties which
-she performed so well. Janet saw that Lady Beamish's invitation was
-kind; but she was the last person with whom she would have chosen to
-spend that evening. But here she was at the door, there was no escape.
-
-Lady Beamish was alone in the drawing-room. "I'm very sorry, I'm
-afraid I've brought you here on false pretences. I've just had a
-telegram from Gertrude to say that Charlie has a cold. I suppose she's
-afraid it may be influenza, and so she's staying at home to look after
-him. And Harry has gone to the play, so we shall be quite alone."
-Janet's heart sank. Gerty had been the one consoling circumstance
-about that evening; besides, Lady Beamish would never have asked her
-if Gerty had not been coming. How would she manage with Lady Beamish
-all alone? She made up her mind to go as soon after dinner as she
-could.
-
-They talked about Gertrude; that was a good subject for Janet, and she
-clung to it; she was delighted to hear Lady Beamish praise her warmly.
-
-As they sat down to dinner Lady Beamish said:
-
-"You're not looking well, Janet?"
-
-"I'm rather tired," she answered lightly; "I've been troubled lately,
-the weight of the world----but I'm quite well."
-
-Lady Beamish made no answer. Janet could not tell why she had felt an
-impulse to speak the truth, perhaps just because she was afraid of
-her, and gave up the task of feeling easy as hopeless. They talked of
-Gertrude again. Dinner was quickly finished. Instead of going back
-into the drawing-room, Lady Beamish took her upstairs into her own
-room.
-
-"I'm sorry you have troubles which are making you thin and pale. At
-your age life ought to be bright and full of romance: you ought to
-have no troubles at all. I heard that you weren't going to travel with
-your father, but begin work on your own account: it seems to me you're
-quite right, and I admire your courage."
-
-Janet was surprised that Lady Beamish should show so much interest.
-
-"My courage somehow doesn't make me feel cheerful," Janet answered,
-laughing, "and I can't see anything hopeful in the future to look
-forward to----" "Why am I saying all this to her?" she wondered.
-
-"No? And the consciousness of doing right as an upholding power--that
-is generally a fallacy. I think you are certainly right there."
-
-Janet looked at Lady Beamish, astonished and comforted to hear these
-words from the lips of an old experienced woman.
-
-"I _am_ grateful to you for saying that!"
-
-"It must be a hard wrench to begin a new kind of life."
-
-"It's not the work or even the change which I mind; if only there were
-some assurance in life, something certain and hopeful: I feel so
-miserably alone, acting on my own responsibility in the only way
-possible, and yet for no reason----"
-
-"My poor girl----" and she stretched out her arms. Janet rose from her
-chair and took both her hands and sat down on the footstool at her
-feet. She looked up at her handsome face; it seemed divine to her
-lighted by that smile, and the wrinkles infinitely touching and
-beautiful. There was an intimate air about the room.
-
-"You've decided to go away to Bristol?"
-
-"I thought I'd be thorough: I might stay in London and get work; a
-friend of mine is editor of a lady's paper, and I suppose she could
-give me something to do; and there are other things I could do; but
-that doesn't seem to me thorough enough----"
-
-The superiority of the older experienced women made the girl feel
-weak. She would have a joy in confessing herself.
-
-"I suppose it was chiefly Gerty's marriage which set me thinking I'd
-better change. Until then I'd lived contentedly enough. I'm easily
-occupied, and I felt no necessity to work. But when I was left alone
-with father, I began gradually to feel as if I couldn't go on living
-so, as if I hadn't the right; nothing I ever did pleased him. And then
-I wondered what I was waiting for----"
-
-She looked up at Lady Beamish and saw her fine features set
-attentively to her story; she could tell everything to such a
-face--all these things of which she had never spoken to anyone. She
-looked away again.
-
-"Was I waiting to get married? That idea tortured me. Why should ideas
-come and trouble us when they're untrue and bear no likeness to our
-character?"
-
-She turned her head once more to glance at the face above her.
-
-"I looked into myself. Was it true of me that my only outlook in life
-was a man, that _that_ was the only aim of my life? It wasn't
-necessary to answer the question, for it flashed into my mind with
-bitter truth that if I'd been playing that game, I'd been singularly
-unsuccessful, so I needn't trouble about the question----"
-
-Astonished at herself, she moved her hand up, and Lady Beamish
-stretched out hers, and held the girl's hand upon her lap. Then, half
-ashamed of her frankness, she went on quickly and in a more ordinary
-tone:
-
-"Oh, that and everything else--I was afraid of growing bitter, When my
-father threw up his work and decided to go to Algiers with his old
-friends, that seemed a good opportunity; I would do something for
-myself, you're justified if you work. It seemed hopeful then; but now
-the prospect is as hopeless and desolate as before."
-
-Janet saw the tears collecting in Lady Beamish's eyes, and her
-underlip beginning to quiver. Lady Beamish dared not kiss the girl for
-fear of breaking into tears: she stood up and went towards the fire,
-and trying to conquer her tears said: "Seeing you in trouble makes all
-my old wounds break out afresh."
-
-Janet gazed in wonder at her, feeling greatly comforted. Lady Beamish
-put her hand on the girl's head as she sat before her and said
-smiling: "It's strange how one sorrow brings up another, and if you
-cry you can't tell for what exactly you're crying. As I hear you talk
-of loneliness, I'm reminded of my own loneliness, so different from
-yours. As long as my own great friend was living, there was no
-possibility of loneliness; I was proud, I could have faced the whole
-world. But since he died, every year has made me feel the want of a
-sister or brother, some one of my own generation. I don't suppose you
-can understand what I mean. You say: 'You have sons, and many friends
-who love and respect you'; that's true, and, indeed, without my sons I
-should not live; but they've all got past me, even Harry, the
-youngest. I can do nothing more for them, and as years go by I grow
-less able to do anything for anybody; my energy leaves me, and I sit
-still and see the world in front of me, see men and women whom I
-admire, whose conduct I commend inwardly, but that is all. My heart
-aches sometimes for a companion of my own age who would sit still with
-me, who understands my ideas, who has no new object in view, who has
-done life and has been left behind too----"
-
-"Extremes meet," she broke off. "I wish to comfort you, who are
-looking hopelessly forward, and all I can do is to show you an old
-woman's sorrow."
-
-"But wait," she went on, sitting down, "let us be practical; you
-needn't go back to-night, I'll tell some one to fetch your things. And
-will you let me try and help you? I don't know whether I can; but may
-I try? Won't you stay a bit here with me? You would then have time to
-think over your plans; it would do no harm, at any rate. Or, if you
-would prefer living alone, would you let me help you? Sometimes it's
-easier to be indebted to strangers. Don't answer now, you know my
-offer is sincere, coming at this time; you can think it over."
-
-She left her place and met the servant at the door, to give her the
-order for the fetching of Janet's things. She came back and stood with
-her hands behind her, facing Janet, who looked up to her from her
-stool, adoring her as if she were a goddess.
-
-"There's only one thing to do in life, to try and help those whom we
-can help; but it's very difficult to help you young people," she said,
-drying her eyes; "you generally want something we cannot give you."
-
-"You comforted me more than I can say. I never dreamed of the
-possibility of such comfort as you're giving me."
-
-Still standing facing Janet, she suddenly began: "I knew a girl a long
-time ago; she was the most exquisite creature I've ever seen. She was
-lovely as only a Jewess can be lovely: by her side English beauties
-looked ridiculous, as if their features had been thrown together by
-mistake a few days ago; this girl's beauty was eternal, I don't know
-how else to describe her superiority. There was a harmony about her
-figure--not as we have pretty figures--but every movement seemed to be
-the expression of a magnificent nature. She had that strange look in
-her face which some Jews have, a something half humorous half pitiful
-about the eyebrows; it was so remarkable in a young girl, as if an
-endless experience of the world had been born in her--not that she was
-tired or _blase_; she wasn't at all one of those young people who have
-seen the vanity of everything, she was full of enthusiasm,
-fascinatingly fresh; she was so capable and sensitive that nothing
-could be foreign or incomprehensible to her. I never saw anyone so
-unerring; I would have wagered the world that she could never be wrong
-in feeling. I never saw her misunderstand any one, except on purpose."
-
-Janet was rapt in attention, loving to hear this beauty's praises in
-the mouth of Lady Beamish. She kept her gaze fixed on the face, which
-now was turned towards her, now towards the fire.
-
-"At the time I remember some man was writing in the paper about the
-inferiority of women, and as a proof he said quite truly that there
-were no women artists except actresses. He happened to mention one or
-two well-known living artists whom I knew personally; they weren't to
-be compared with this girl, and they would have been the first to say
-so themselves. She had no need to write her novels and symphonies; she
-lived them. One would have said a person most wonderfully fitted for
-life. Oh, I could go on praising her for ever; except once, I never
-fell so completely in love as I did with her. To see her dance and
-romp--I hadn't realised before how a great nature can show itself in
-everything a person does. It is a joy to think of her.
-
-"One day she came to me, it was twenty years ago, I was a little over
-forty, she was just nineteen. She had fallen in love with a boy of her
-own age, and was in terrible difficulties with herself. I suppose it
-would have been more fitting if I'd given her advice; but I was so
-full of pity at the sight of this exquisite nature in torments that I
-could only try and comfort her and tell her above all things she
-mustn't be oppressed by any sense of her own wickedness; we all had
-difficulties of the same kind, and we couldn't expect to do more than
-just get along somehow as well as we could. I was angry with Fate that
-such a harmonious being had been made to jar with so heavy a strain.
-She had been free, and now she was to be confounded and brought to
-doubt. I don't think I can express it in words; but I feel as if I
-really understood why she killed herself a few days later. She had
-come among us, a wonder, ignoring the littlenesses of life, or else
-making them worthy by the spirit in which she treated them, and the
-first strain of this dragging ordinary affliction bewildered her.
-Whether a little more experience would have saved her, or whether it
-was a superior flash of insight which prompted her to end her life--at
-any rate it wasn't merely unreturned love which oppressed her."
-
-"And what was the man like?"
-
-"He was quite a boy, and never knew she was in love with him; in fact
-I can't tell how far she did love him. The older I grow the more
-certain I feel that this actual love wasn't deep; but it was the
-sudden revelation of a whole mystery, a new set of difficulties, which
-confounded an understanding so far-reaching and superior. I remember
-her room distinctly; she was unlike most women in this respect, she
-had no desire to furnish her own room and be surrounded by pretty
-things of her own choice. She left the room just as it was when the
-family took the furnished house, with its very common ugly furniture,
-vile pictures on the walls, and things under glasses. She carried so
-much beauty with her, she didn't think her room worth troubling about.
-I always imagine that her room has never been entered or changed since
-her death: nothing stirs there, except in the summer a band of small
-flies dance their mazy quadrille at the centre of the ceiling. I
-remember how she used to lie on the sofa and wonder at them with her
-half-laughing, half-pathetic eyes."
-
-"And what did her people think!"
-
-"Her family adored her: they were nice people, very ordinary----"
-
-There was a knock at the door and Henry appeared, red-checked and
-smelling of the cold street. Janet rose from her stool to shake hands
-with him: his entrance was an unpleasant interruption; she thought
-that his mother too must feel something of the sort, although he was
-the one thing in the world she loved most.
-
-"How was your play, Harry?"
-
-"Oh, simply wonderful."
-
-"Was the house pretty full?"
-
-"Not very, though people were fairly enthusiastic; but there was a
-fool of a girl sitting in front of us, I could have kicked her, she
-would go all laughing."
-
-"Perhaps she thought you were foolish for not laughing!"
-
-"But such a sloppy-looking person had no right to laugh."
-
-"Opinions differ about personal appearance."
-
-"Well, at any rate she had a dirty dress on; the swan's-down round her
-cloak was perfectly black."
-
-"Ah, now your attack becomes more telling!"
-
-Lady Beamish had not changed her position. When Henry left, Janet
-feared she might want to stop their confidential talk; but she showed
-no signs of wishing to go to bed.
-
-"I wish boys would remain boys, and not grow older; they never grow
-into such nice men, they don't fulfil their promise."
-
-She sat down once more, and went on to tell Janet another story, a
-love story. When Janet, happy as she had not been for months, kissed
-her and said good-night, she told her how glad she was that no one
-else had been with her that evening.
-
-Janet went to bed, feeling that the world was possible once more. Her
-mind was relieved of a great weight, she was wonderfully
-light-hearted, now that she rested weakly upon another's generosity,
-and was released from her egotistical hopelessness. She no longer had
-a great trouble which engrossed her thoughts, her mind was free to
-travel over the comforting circumstances of that evening: the intimate
-room, Lady Beamish's face with the tears gathering in her eyes, the
-confession she had made of her own loneliness, her offer of help which
-had made the world human again, her story and Henry's interruption,
-and the funny little argument between the mother and the son whom she
-adored; and after that, Lady Beamish had still stayed talking, and had
-dropped into telling of love as willingly as any school-girl, only
-everything came with such sweet force from the woman with all that
-experience of life. Every point in the evening with Lady Beamish had
-gone to give her a deep-felt happiness; hopes sprang up in her mind,
-and she soon fell asleep filled with wonder and pity, thinking of the
-lovely Jewess whom Lady Beamish had known and admired so long ago,
-when Janet herself was only five or six years old.
-
-The older woman lay awake many hours thinking over her own life, and
-the sorrows of this poor girl.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Janet did not take Lady Beamish's offer, but went to Bristol, upheld
-by the idea that her friend respected her all the more for keeping to
-her plans. The first night at Bristol, in the room which was to be
-hers, she took out the old letter of invitation for that evening, and
-before she went to bed she kissed the signature "Clara Beamish"--the
-christian name seemed to bring them close together.
-
-When she had overcome the strangeness of her surroundings, life was
-once more what it had always been; there was no particular struggle,
-no particular hopefulness. She was cheerful for no reason on Monday,
-less cheerful for no reason on Wednesday. The correspondence with Lady
-Beamish, which she had hoped would keep up their friendship, dropped
-almost immediately; the two letters she received from her were stiff,
-far off. Janet heard of her now and then, generally as performing some
-social duty. They met too a few times, but almost as strangers.
-
-But Janet always remembered that she had gained the commendation of
-the wonderful woman, and that she approved of her; and she never
-forgot that evening, and the picture of Clara Beamish, exquisitely
-sympathetic, adorable. It stood out as a bright spot in life, nothing
-could change its value and reality.
-
-
-
-
-III--Sancta Maria
-
- By V.
-
-
-The fire had grown black and smoky, and the room felt cold. It was
-about four o'clock on a dark day in November. Black snow-fraught
-clouds had covered the sky since the dawn. They seemed to be saving up
-their wrath for the storm to come. A woman sat close to the fire with
-a child in her arms. From time to time she shuddered involuntarily. It
-was miserably cold. In the corner of the room a man lay huddled up in
-a confusion of rags and covers. He moaned from time to time. Suddenly
-the fire leaped into a yellow flame, which lit up the room and
-revealed all its nakedness and filth. The floor was bare, and there
-were lumps of mud here and there on the boards, left by the tramp of
-heavy boots. There was a strip of paper that had come unfastened from
-the wall, and hung over in a large curve. It was black and foul, but
-here and there could be seen faintly a pattern of pink roses twined in
-and out of a trellis. There was no furniture in the room but the chair
-on which the woman sat. By the sick man's side was a white earthenware
-bowl, full of a mixture that gave out a strong pungent smell which
-pervaded the room. On the floor by the fireside was a black straw hat
-with a green feather and a rubbed velvet bow in it. The woman's face
-was white, and the small eyes were full of an intense despair. As the
-flame shot up feebly and flickered about she looked for something to
-keep alive the little bit of coal. She glanced at the heap in the
-corner which had become quiet, then, turning round, caught sight of
-the hat on the floor. She looked at it steadily for a minute between
-the flickers of the flame, then stooped down and picked it up.
-Carefully detaching the trimming from the hat, she laid it on the
-chair. Then she tore the bits of straw and lay them across each other
-over the little piece of coal. The fire blazed brightly for a few
-minutes after the straw had caught. It covered the room with a fierce
-light and the woman looked afraid that the sick man might be
-disturbed. But he was quiet as before. Almost mechanically she pulled
-a little piece of the burning straw from the fire and, shading it with
-her hand, stole softly to the other end of the room after depositing
-the child on the chair.
-
-She looked for some minutes at the figure stretched before her. He lay
-with his face to the wall. He was a long thin man, and it seemed to
-her as she looked that his length was almost abnormal. Holding the
-light that was fast burning to the end away from her, she stooped down
-and laid her finger lightly on his forehead. The surface of his skin
-was cold as ice. She knew that he was dead. But she did not cry out.
-The eyes were filled with a look of bitter disappointment, and she
-dropped the bit of burning straw, and then, moving suddenly from her
-stooping posture, crushed out the little smouldering heap with her
-heel. She looked about the room for something; then repeating a prayer
-to herself hurriedly, hastened to the child who had woke up and was
-crying and kicking the bars of the wooden chair. There was something
-in the contrast between the stillness of the figure in the corner and
-the noise made by the child that made the woman shiver. She took up
-the child in her arms, comforted him, and sat down before the fire.
-She was thinking deeply. So poor! Scarcely enough to keep herself and
-the child till the end of the week, and then the figure in the corner!
-For some time she puzzled and puzzled. The burning straw had settled
-into a little glowing heap. She rose and went to a little box on the
-mantel-piece, and, opening it, counted the few coins in it. Then she
-seemed to reckon for a few moments, and a look of determination came
-into her face. She put the child down again and went to the other end
-of the room. She stood a moment over the prostrate figure, and then
-stooped down and took off an old rag of a shawl and a little child's
-coat which lay over the dead man's feet. She paused a moment. Again
-she stooped down and stripped the figure of all its coverings, until
-nothing was left but the dull white nightshirt that the man wore. She
-put the bundle which she had collected in a little heap on the other
-side of the room. Then she came back, and with an almost superhuman
-effort reared the figure into an upright position against the wall.
-She looked round for a moment, gathered up the little bundle, and
-stole softly from the room. A few hours later she came back. There was
-a gas lamp outside the window, and by the light of it she saw the
-child sitting at the feet of the figure, staring up at it stupidly.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Four days passed by, and still the figure stood against the wall. The
-woman had grown very white and haggard. She had only bought food
-enough for the child, and had scarce touched a morsel herself. It was
-Saturday. She was expecting a few pence for some matches which she had
-sold during the week. She was not allowed to take her money
-immediately, but had to hand it over to the owner of the matches, who
-had told her that if she had sold a certain quantity by the end of the
-week she should be paid a small percentage.
-
-So she went out on this Saturday and managed to get rid of the
-requisite number, and carrying the money as usual to the owner,
-received a few pence commission. There was an eager look in her pale
-face as she hurried home and hastened to the box on the mantel-shelf.
-She emptied its contents into her hand, quickly counted up the total
-of her fortune, and then crept out again.
-
-It was snowing heavily, but she did not mind. The soft flakes fell on
-her weary face, and she liked their warm touch. She hurried along
-until she came to a tiny grocer's shop. The red spot on her checks
-deepened as she asked the shopkeeper for twelve candles--"Tall ones,
-please," she said in a whisper. She pushed the money on to the counter
-and ran away home with her parcel. Then she went up to the figure
-against the wall, and gently placed it on the ground, away from the
-wall. She opened the parcel and carefully stood up the twelve candles
-in a little avenue, six each side of the dead man. With a feverous
-excitement in her eyes she pulled a match from her pocket and lit
-them. They burned steadily and brightly, casting a yellow light over
-the cold naked room, and over the blackened face of the dead man. The
-child that was rolling on the floor at the other end of the room
-uttered a coo of joy at the bright lights, and stretched out his tiny
-hands towards them. And the face of the mother was filled with a
-divine pleasure.
-
-The articles of her faith had been fulfilled.
-
-
-
-
-Three Pictures
-
- By P. Wilson Steer
-
-
-
- I. Portrait of Himself
-
- II. A Lady
-
- III. A Gentleman
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of Himself]
-
-[Illustrations: A Lady, and A Gentleman]
-
-
-
-
-In a Gallery
-
-Portrait of a Lady (Unknown)
-
- By Katharine de Mattos
-
-
-
- Veiled eyes, yet quick to meet one glance
- Not his, not yours, but _mine_,
- Lips that are fain to stir and breathe
- Dead joys (not love nor wine):
- 'Tis not in _you_ the secret lurks
- That makes men pause and pass!
-
- Did unseen magic flow from you
- Long since to madden hearts,
- And those who loathed remain to pray
- And work their dolorous parts--
- To seek your riddle, dread or sweet,
- And find it in the grave?
-
- Till some one painted you one day,
- Perchance to ease his soul,
- And set you here to weave your spells
- While time and silence roll;
- And you were hungry for the hour
- When one should understand?
-
- Your jewelled fingers writhe and gleam
- From out your sombre vest;
- Am I the first of those who gaze,
- Who may their meaning guess,
- Yet dare not whisper lest the words
- Pale even painted cheeks?
-
-
-
-
-The Yellow Book
-
-A Criticism of Volume I
-
- By Philip Gilbert Hamerton, LL.D.
-
-
- I--The Literature
-
-The Editor and Publishers of THE YELLOW BOOK, who seem to know the
-value of originality in all things, have conceived the entirely novel
-idea of publishing in the current number of their quarterly, a review
-in two parts of the number immediately preceding it, one part to deal
-with the literature, and another to criticise the illustrations.
-
-I notice that on the cover of THE YELLOW BOOK the literary
-contributions are described simply as "Letterpress." This seems rather
-unfortunate, because "letterpress" is usually understood to mean an
-inferior kind of writing, which is merely an accompaniment to
-something else, such as engravings, or even maps. Now, in THE YELLOW
-BOOK the principle seems to be that one kind of contribution should
-_not_ be made subordinate to another; the drawings and the writings
-are, in fact, independent. Certainly the writings are composed without
-the slightest pre-occupation concerning the work of the graphic
-artists, and the draughtsmen do not illustrate the inventions of the
-scribes. This independence of the two arts is favourable to excellence
-in both, besides making the business of the Editor much easier, and
-giving him more liberty of choice.
-
-The literary contributions include poetry, fiction, short dramatic
-scenes, and one or two essays. The Editor evidently attaches much
-greater importance to creative than to critical literature, in which
-he is unquestionably right, provided only that the work which claims
-to be creative is inspired by a true genius for invention. The
-admission of poetry in more than usual quantity does not surprise us,
-when we reflect that THE YELLOW BOOK is issued by a publishing house
-which has done more than any other for the encouragement of modern
-verse. It is the custom to profess contempt for minor poets, and all
-versifiers of our time except Tennyson and Swinburne are classed as
-minor poets by critics who shrink from the effort of reading metrical
-compositions. The truth is that poetry and painting are much more
-nearly on a level in this respect than people are willing to admit.
-Many a painter and many a poet has delicate perceptions and a
-cultivated taste without the gigantic creative force that is necessary
-to greatness in his art.
-
-Mr. Le Gallienne's "Tree-Worship" is full of the sylvan sense, the
-delight in that forest life which we can scarcely help believing to be
-conscious. It contains some perfect stanzas and some magnificent
-verses. As a stanza nothing can be more perfect than the fourth on
-page 58, and the fourth on the preceding page begins with a rarely
-powerful line. The only weak points in the poem are a few places in
-which even poetic truth has not been perfectly observed. For example,
-in the first line on page 58, the heart of the tree is spoken of as
-being remarkable for its softness, a new and unexpected characteristic
-in heart of oak. On the following page the tree is described as a
-green and welcome "coast" to the sea of air. No single tree has extent
-enough to be a coast of the air-ocean; at most it is but a tiny green
-islet therein. In the last stanza but one Mr. Le Gallienne speaks of
-"the roar of sap." This conveys the idea of a noisy torrent, whereas
-the marvel of sap is that it is steadily forced upwards through a mass
-of wood by a quietly powerful pressure. I dislike the fallacious
-theology of the last stanza as being neither scientific nor poetical.
-Mr. Benson's little poem, [Greek: Daimonizomenos], is lightly and
-cleverly versified, and tells the story of a change of temper, almost
-of nature, in very few words. The note of Mr. Watson's two sonnets is
-profoundly serious, even solemn, and the workmanship firm and strong;
-the reader may observe, in the second sonnet, the careful preparation
-for the last line and the force with which it strikes upon the ear.
-Surely there is nothing frivolous or fugitive in such poetry as this!
-I regret the publication of "Stella Maris" by Mr. Arthur Symons; the
-choice of the title is in itself offensive. It is taken from one of
-the most beautiful hymns to the Holy Virgin (Ave, maris stella!), and
-applied to a London street-walker, as a star in the dark sea of urban
-life. We know that the younger poets make art independent of morals,
-and certainly the two have no necessary connection; but why should
-poetic art be employed to celebrate common fornication? Rossetti's
-"Jenny" set the example, diffusely enough.
-
-The two poems by Mr. Edmund Gosse, "Alere Flammam" and "A Dream of
-November," have each the great quality of perfect unity. The first is
-simpler and less fanciful than the second. Both in thought and
-execution it reminds me strongly of Matthew Arnold. Whether there has
-been any conscious imitation or not, "Alere Flammam" is pervaded by
-what is best in the classical spirit. Mr. John Davidson's two songs
-are sketches in town and country, impressionist sketches well done in
-a laconic and suggestive fashion. Mr. Davidson has a good right to
-maledict "Elkin Mathews & John Lane" for having revived the detestable
-old custom of printing catchwords at the lower corner of the page. The
-reader has just received the full impression of the London scene, when
-he is disturbed by the isolated word Foxes, which destroys the
-impression and puzzles him. London streets are not, surely, very
-favourable to foxes! He then turns the page and finds that the word is
-the first in the rural poem which follows. How Tennyson would have
-growled if the printer had put the name of some intrusive beast at the
-foot of one of his poems! Even in prose the custom is still
-intolerable; it makes one read the word twice over as thus (pp. 159,
-60), "Why doesn't the wretched publisher publisher bring it out!"
-
-We find some further poetry in Mr. Richard Garnett's translations from
-Luigi Tansillo. Not having access just now to the original Italian, I
-cannot answer for their fidelity, but they are worth reading, even in
-English, and soundly versified.
-
-It is high time to speak of the prose. The essays are "A Defence of
-Cosmetics," by Mr. Max Beerbohm, and "Reticence in Literature," by Mr.
-Arthur Waugh. I notice that a critic in the New York _Nation_ says
-that the Whistlerian affectations of Mr. Beerbohm are particularly
-intolerable. I understood his essay to be merely a _jeu d'esprit_, and
-found that it amused me, though the tastes and opinions ingeniously
-expressed in it are precisely the opposite of my own. Mr. Beerbohm is
-(or pretends to be) entirely on the side of artifice against nature.
-The difficulty is to determine what _is_ nature. The easiest and most
-"natural" manners of a perfect English lady are the result of art, and
-of a more advanced art than that indicated by more ceremonious
-manners. Mr. Beerbohm says that women in the time of Dickens appear to
-have been utterly natural in their conduct, "flighty, gushing,
-blushing, fainting, giggling, and shaking their curls." Much of that
-conduct may have been as artificial as the curls themselves, and
-assumed only to attract attention. Ladies used to faint on the
-slightest pretext, not because it was natural but because it was the
-fashion; when it ceased to be the fashion they abandoned the practice.
-Mr. Waugh's essay on "Reticence in Literature" is written more
-seriously, and is not intended to amuse. He defends the principle of
-reticence, but the only sanction that he finds for it is a temporary
-authority imposed by the changing taste of the age. We are
-consequently never sure of any permanent law that will enforce any
-reticence whatever. A good proof of the extreme laxity of the present
-taste is that Mr. Waugh himself has been able to print at length three
-of the most grossly sensual stanzas in Mr. Swinburne's "Dolores."
-Reticence, however, is not concerned only with sexual matters. There
-is, for instance, a flagrant want of reticence in the lower political
-press of France and America, and the same violent kind of writing,
-often going as far beyond truth as beyond decency, is beginning to be
-imitated in England. One rule holds good universally; all high art is
-reticent, _e.g._, in Dante's admirable way of telling the story of
-Francesca through her own lips.
-
-Mr. Henry James, in "The Death of the Lion," shows his usual elegance
-of style, and a kind of humour which, though light enough on the
-surface, has its profound pathos. It is absolutely essential, in a
-short story, to be able to characterise people and things in a very
-few words. Mr. James has this talent, as for example in his
-description of the ducal seat at Bigwood: "very grand and frigid, all
-marble and precedence." We know Bigwood, after that, as if we had been
-there and have no desire to go. So of the Princess: "She has been told
-everything in the world and has never perceived anything, and the
-_echoes of her education_," etc., p. 42. The moral of the story is the
-vanity and shallowness of the world's professed admiration for men of
-letters, and the evil, to them, or going out of their way to suck the
-sugar-plums of praise. The next story, "Irremediable," shows the
-consequences of marrying a vulgar and ignorant girl in the hope of
-improving her, the difficulty being that she declines to be improved.
-The situation is powerfully described, especially the last scene in
-the repulsive, disorderly little home. The most effective touch
-reveals Willoughby's constant vexation because his vulgar wife "never
-did any one mortal thing efficiently or well," just the opposite of
-the constant pleasure that clever active women give us by their neat
-and rapid skill. "The Dedication," by Mr. Fred Simpson, is a dramatic
-representation of the conflict between ambition and love--not that the
-love on the man's side is very earnest, or the conflict in his mind
-very painful, as ambition wins the day only too easily when Lucy is
-thrown over. "The Fool's Hour," by Mr. Hobbes and Mr. George Moore, is
-a slight little drama founded on the idea that youth must amuse itself
-in its own way, and cannot be always tied to its mamma's
-apron-strings. It is rather French than English in the assumption that
-youth must of necessity resort to theatres and actresses. Of the two
-sketches by Mr. Harland, that on white mice is clever as a supposed
-reminiscence of early boyhood, but rather long for its subject, the
-other, "A Broken Looking-Glass," is a powerful little picture of the
-dismal end of an old bachelor who confesses to himself that his life
-has been a failure, equally on the sides of ambition and enjoyment.
-One of my friends tells me that it is impossible for a bachelor to be
-happy, yet he may invest money in the Funds! In Mr. Crackanthorpe's
-"Modern Melodrama," he describes for us the first sensations of a girl
-when she sees death in the near future. It is pathetic, tragical,
-life-like in language, with the defects of character and style that
-belong to a close representation of nature. "A Lost Masterpiece," by
-George Egerton, is not so interesting as the author's "Keynotes,"
-though it shows the same qualities of style. The subject is too
-unfruitful, merely a literary disappointment, because a bright idea
-has been chased away. "A Sentimental Cellar," by Mr. George
-Saintsbury, written in imitation of the essayists of the eighteenth
-century, associates the wines in a cellar with the loves and
-friendships of their owner. To others the vinous treasures would be
-"good wine and nothing more"; to their present owner they are "a
-casket of magic liquors," a museum in which he lives over again "the
-vanished life of the past." The true French bookless _bourgeois_ often
-calls his cellar his _bibliotheque_, meaning that he values its lore
-as preferable to that of scholarship; but Mr. Saintsbury's Falernianus
-associates his wines with sentiment rather than with knowledge.
-
-On the whole, the literature in the first number of THE YELLOW BOOK is
-adequately representative of the modern English literary mind, both in
-the observation of reality and in style. It is, as I say, really
-literature and not letterpress. I rather regret, for my own part, the
-general brevity of the pieces which restricts them to the limits of
-the sketch, especially as the stories cannot be continued after the
-too long interval of three months. As to this, the publishers know
-their own business best, and are probably aware that the attention of
-the general public, though easily attracted, is even more easily
-fatigued.
-
-
- II--The Illustrations
-
-On being asked to undertake the second part of this critical article,
-I accepted because one has so rarely an opportunity of saying anything
-about works of art to which the reader can quite easily refer. To
-review an exhibition of pictures in London or Paris is satisfactory
-only when the writer imagines himself to be addressing readers who
-have visited it, and are likely to visit it again. When an
-illustration appears in one of the art periodicals, it may be
-accompanied by a note that adds something to its interest, but no one
-expects such a note to be really critical. In the present instance, on
-the contrary, we are asked to say what we think, without reserve, and
-as we have had nothing to do with the choice of the contributors, and
-have not any interest in the sale of the periodical, there is no
-reason why we should not.
-
-To begin with the cover. The publishers decided not to have any
-ornament beyond the decorative element in the figure design which is
-to be changed for every new number. What is permanent in the design
-remains, therefore, of an extreme simplicity and does not attract
-attention. The yellow colour adopted is glaring, and from the aesthetic
-point of view not so good as a quiet mixed tint might have been;
-however, it gives a title to the publication and associates itself so
-perfectly with the title that it has a sufficient _raison d'etre_,
-whilst it contrasts most effectively with black. Though white is
-lighter than any yellow, it has not the same active and stimulating
-quality. The drawing of the masquers is merely one of Mr. Aubrey
-Beardsley's fancies and has no particular signification. We see a
-plump and merry lady laughing boisterously whilst she seems to be
-followed by a man who gazes intently upon the beauties of her
-shoulder. It is not to be classed amongst the finest of Mr.
-Beardsley's designs, but it shows some of his qualities, especially
-his extreme economy of means. So does the smaller drawing on the back
-or the volume, which is a fair example of his ready and various
-invention. See how the candle-flame is blown a little to one side, how
-the candle gutters on that side, and how the smoke is affected by the
-gust of air. Observe, too, the contrasts between the faces, not that
-they are attractive faces. There seems to be a peculiar tendency in
-Mr. Beardsley's mind to the representation of types without intellect
-and without morals. Some of the most dreadful faces in all art are to
-be found in the illustrations (full of exquisite ornamental invention)
-to Mr. Oscar Wilde's "Salome." We have two unpleasant ones here in
-"l'Education Sentimentale." There is distinctly a sort of corruption
-in Mr. Beardsley's art so far as its human element is concerned, but
-not at all in its artistic qualities, which show the perfection of
-discipline, of self-control, and of thoughtful deliberation at the
-very moment of invention. Certainly he is a man of genius, and
-perhaps, as he is still very young, we may hope that when he has
-expressed his present mood completely, he may turn his thoughts into
-another channel and see a better side of human life. There is, of
-course, nothing to be said against the lady who is touching the piano
-on the title-page of THE YELLOW BOOK, nor against the portrait of Mrs.
-Patrick Campbell opposite page 126, except that she reminds one of a
-giraffe. It is curious how the idea of extraordinary height is
-conveyed in this drawing without a single object for comparison. I
-notice in Mr. Beardsley's work a persistent tendency to elongation;
-for instance, in the keys of the piano on the title-page which in
-their perspective look fifteen inches long. He has a habit, too, of
-making faces small and head-dresses enormous. The rarity of beauty in
-his faces seems in contradiction with his exquisite sense of beauty in
-curving lines, and the singular grace as well as rich invention of his
-ornaments. He can, however, refuse himself the pleasure of such
-invention when he wants to produce a discouraging effect upon the
-mind. See, for instance, the oppressive plainness of the architecture
-in the background to the dismal "Night Piece."
-
-It is well known that the President of the Royal Academy, unlike most
-English painters, is in the habit of making studies. In his case these
-studies are uniformly in black and white chalk on brown paper. Two of
-them are reproduced in THE YELLOW BOOK, one being for drapery, and the
-other for the nude form moving in a joyous dance with a light
-indication of drapery that conceals nothing. The latter is a rapid
-sketch of an intention and is full of life both in attitude and
-execution, the other is still and statuesque. Sir Frederic is a model
-to all artists in one very rare virtue, that of submitting himself
-patiently, in his age, to the same discipline which strengthened him
-in youth.
-
-I find a curious and remarkable drawing by Mr. Pennell of that
-strangely romantic place Le Puy en Velay, whose rocks are crowned with
-towers or colossal statues, whilst houses cluster at their feet. The
-subject is dealt with rather in the spirit of Duerer, but with a more
-supple and more modern kind of skill. It is topography, though
-probably with considerable artistic liberty. I notice one of Duerer's
-licences in tonic relations. The sky, though the sun is setting (or
-rising) is made darker than the hills against it, and darker even than
-the two remoter masses of rock which come between us and the distance.
-The trees, too, are shaded capriciously, some poplars in the middle
-distance being quite dark whilst nearer trees are left without shade
-or local colour. In a word, the tonality is simply arbitrary, and in
-this kind of drawing it matters very little. Mr. Pennell has given us
-a delightful bit of artistic topography showing the strange beauty of
-a place that he always loves and remembers.
-
-Mr. Sickert contributed two drawings. "The Old Oxford Music Hall" has
-some very good qualities, especially the most important quality of
-all, that of making us feel as if we were there. The singer on the
-stage (whose attitude has been very closely observed) is strongly
-lighted by convergent rays. According to my recollection the rays
-themselves are much more visible in reality than they are here, but it
-is possible that the artist may have intentionally subdued their
-brightness in order to enhance that of the figure itself. The
-musicians and others are good, except that they are too small, if the
-singing girl (considering her distance) is to be taken as the standard
-of comparison. The pen-sketch of "A Lady Reading" is not so
-satisfactory. I know, of course, that it is offered only as a very
-slight and rapid sketch, and that it is impossible, even for a
-Rembrandt, to draw accurately in a hurry, but there is a formlessness
-in some important parts of this sketch (the hands, for instance) which
-makes it almost without interest for me. It is essentially painter's
-pen work, and does not show any special mastery of pen and ink.
-
-The very definite pen-drawing by Mr. Housman called "The Reflected
-Faun" is open to the objection that the reflections in the water are
-drawn with the same hardness as the birds and faun in the air. The
-plain truth is that the style adopted, which in its own way is as
-legitimate as any other, does not permit the artist to represent the
-natural appearance of water. This kind of pen-drawing is founded on
-early wood-engraving which filled the whole space with decorative
-work, even to the four corners.
-
-Mr. Rothenstein is a modern of the moderns. His two slight
-portrait-sketches are natural and easy, and there is much life in the
-"Portrait of a Gentleman." The "Portrait of a Lady," by Mr. Furse, is
-of a much higher order. It has a noble gravity, and it shows a
-severity of taste not common in the portraiture of our time; it is
-essentially a distinguished work. Mr. Nettleship gives us an ideal
-portrait of Minos, not in his earthly life, as king of Crete, but in
-his infernal capacity as supreme judge of the dead. The face is
-certainly awful enough and implacable:
-
- Stavvi Minos orribilmente, e ringhia:
- Esamina le colpe nell'entrata;
- Giudica e manda, secondo ch'avvinghia.
-
-The book-plate designed by Mr. Beardsley for Dr. Propert has the usual
-qualities of the inventor. It seems to tell a tale of hopeless love.
-The other book-plate, by Mr. Anning Bell, is remarkable for its pretty
-and ingenious employment of heraldry which so easily becomes
-mechanical when the draughtsman is not an artist.
-
-On the whole, these illustrations decidedly pre-suppose real artistic
-culture in the public. They do not condescend in any way to what might
-be guessed at as the popular taste. I notice that the Editor and
-Publishers have a tendency to look to young men of ability for
-assistance in their enterprise, though they accept the criticism of
-those who now belong to a preceding generation.
-
-
-
-
-Portrait of Henry James
-
- By John S. Sargent, A.R.A.
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of Henry James]
-
-
-
-
-Dreams
-
- By Ronald Campbell Macfie
-
- "In the first dream that comes with the first sleep
- I run, I run, I am gathered to thy heart"
-
-
- Unworthy! yea,
- So high thou art above me
- I hardly dare to love thee,
- But kneel and lay
- All homage and all worship at thy feet,
- O lady sweet!
-
- Yet dreams are strong:
- Their wordless wish suffices
- To win them Paradises
- Of sun and song.
- Delight our waking life can never know
- The dreams bestow.
-
- And in a dream,
- Dupe of its bold beguiling,
- I watch thy blue eyes smiling;
- I see them gleam
- With love the waking moments have forbidden,
- And veiled and hidden.
-
- O brave deceit!
- In dreams thy glad eyes glisten,
- In dreams I lie and listen
- Thy bosom beat,
- Hiving hot lips among thy temple-hair,
- O lady fair!
-
- And tho' I live,
- Dreaming in such fair fashion,
- I think, in thy compassion,
- Thou wilt forgive,
- Since I but _dream_, and since my heart will ache
- When I awake.
-
-
-
-
-Madame Rejane
-
- By Dauphin Meunier
-
-
-A fabulous being, in an everyday human form; a face, not beautiful,
-scarcely even pretty, which looks upon the world with an air at once
-ironical and sympathetic; a brow that grows broader or narrower
-according to the capricious invasions of her aureole of hair; an odd
-little nose, perked heavenward; two roguish eyes, now blue, now black;
-the rude accents of a street-girl, suddenly changing to the well-bred
-murmuring of a great lady; abrupt, abundant gestures, eloquently
-finishing half-spoken sentences; a supple neck--a slender, opulent
-figure--a dainty foot, that scarcely touches the earth and yet can fly
-amazingly near the ceiling; lips, nervous, sensuous, trembling,
-curling; a frock, simple or sumptuous, bought at a bargain or created
-by a Court-dressmaker, which expresses, moulds, completes, and
-sometimes almost unveils the marvellous creature it envelops; a gay, a
-grave demeanour; grace, wit, sweetness, tartness; frivolity and
-earnestness, tenderness and indifference; beauty without beauty,
-immorality without evil: a nothing capable of everything: such is
-Woman at Paris: such is the Parisienne: and Madame Rejane is the
-Parisienne, is all Parisiennes, incarnated.
-
-What though our Parisienne be the daughter of a hall-porter, what
-though she be a maid-servant, a courtesan, or an arch-duchess, she
-goes everywhere, she is the equal of every one, she knows or divines
-everything. No need for her to learn good manners, nor bad ones: she's
-born with both. According to the time or place, she will talk to you
-of politics, of art, of literature--of dress, trade, cookery--of
-finance, of socialism, of luxury, of starvation--with the patness, the
-sure touch, the absolute sincerity, of one who has seen all,
-experienced all, understood all. She's as sentimental as a song, wily
-as a diplomate, gay as folly, or serious as a novel by Zola. What has
-she read? Where was she educated? Who cares? Her book of life is
-Paris; she knows her Paris by heart; and whoso knows Paris can
-dispense with further knowledge. She adores originality and novelty,
-but she can herself transmute the commonplace into the original, the
-old into the new. Whatever she touches forthwith reflects her own
-animation, her mobility, her elusive charm. Flowers have no loveliness
-until she has grouped them; colours are colourless unless they suit
-her complexion. Delicately fingering this or that silken fabric, she
-decrees which shall remain in the darkness of the shops, which shall
-become the fashion of the hour. She crowns the poet, sits to the
-painter, inspires the sculptor, lends her voice to the musician; and
-not one of these artists can pretend to talent, if it be her whim to
-deny it him. She awards fame and wealth, success and failure,
-according to her pleasure.
-
-Madame Rejane--the Parisienne: they are interchangeable terms.
-Whatever role she plays absorbs the attention of all Paris. Hearken,
-then, good French Provincials, who would learn the language of the
-Boulevards in a single lesson; hearken, also, ye children of other
-lands who are eager for our pleasures, and curious about our tastes
-and manners; hearken all people, men and women, who care, for once in
-a way, to behold what of all Parisian things is most essentially
-Parisian:--Go and see Rejane. Don't go to the Opera, where the music
-is German; nor to the Opera-Comique, where it is Italian; nor yet to
-the Comedie-Francaise, where the sublime is made ridiculous, and the
-heroes and heroines of Racine take on the attitudes of bull-fighters
-and cigarette-makers; nor to the Odeon, nor to the Palais-Royal, nor
-here, nor there, nor elsewhere: go and see Rejane. Be she at London,
-Chicago, Brussels, St. Petersburg--Rejane is Paris. She carries the
-soul of Paris with her, wheresoever she listeth.
-
-A Parisienne, she was born in Paris; an actress, she is the daughter
-of an actor, and the niece of Madame Aptal-Arnault, sometime
-_pensionnaire_ of the Comedie-Francaise. Is it a sufficient pedigree?
-Her very name is suggestive; it seems to share in the odd turn of her
-wit, the sauciness of her face, the tang of her voice; for Rejane's
-real name is Reju. Doesn't it sound like a nick-name, especially
-invented for this child of the greenroom? "Rejane" calls up to us the
-fanciful actress--fanciful, but studious, conscientious, impassioned
-for her art; "Madame Rejane" has rather a grand air; but Reju makes
-such a funny face at her.
-
-I picture to myself the little Reju, scarcely out of her cradle, but
-already cunningly mischievous, fired with an immense curiosity about
-the world behind the scenes, and dreaming of herself as leading lady.
-She hears of nothing, she talks of nothing, but the Theatre. And
-presently her inevitable calling, her manifest destiny, takes its
-first step towards realisation. She is admitted into the class of
-Regnier, the famous _societaire_ of the Theatre-Francais. Thenceforth
-the pupil makes steady progress. In 1873, at the age of fifteen, she
-obtains an honourable mention for comedy at the Conservatoire; the
-following year she divides a second prize with Mademoiselle Samary.
-But what am I saying? Only a second prize? Let us see.
-
-To-day, as then, though twenty years have passed, there is no
-possibility of success, no chance of getting an engagement, for a
-pupil on leaving the Conservatoire, unless a certain all-powerful
-critic, supreme judge, arbiter beyond appeal, sees fit to pronounce a
-decision confirming the verdict of the Examining Jury. This
-extraordinary man holds the future of each candidate in the palm of
-his fat and heavy hand. Fame and fortune are contained in his
-inkstand, and determined by his articles. He is both Pope and King.
-The Jury proposes, he disposes. The Jury reigns, he governs. He smiles
-or frowns, the Jury bows its head. The pupils tremble before their
-Masters; the Masters tremble before this monstrous Fetich,--for the
-Public thinks with him and by him, and sees only through his
-spectacles; and no star can shine till his short sight has discovered
-it.
-
-This puissant astronomer is Monsieur Francisque Sarcey.
-
-Against his opinion the newspapers can raise no voice, for he alone
-edits them all. He writes thirty articles a day, each of which is
-thirty times reprinted, thrice thirty times quoted from. He is, as it
-were, the Press in person. And presently the momentous hour arrived
-when the delicate and sprightly pupil of Regnier was to appear before
-this enormous and somnolent mass, and to thrill it with pleasure. For
-Monsieur Sarcey smiled upon and applauded Rejane's debut at the
-Conservatoire. He consecrated to her as many as fifty lines of
-intelligent criticism; and I pray Heaven they may be remembered to his
-credit on the Day of Judgment. Here they are, in that twopenny-halfpenny
-style of his, so dear to the readers of _Le Temps_.
-
- "I own that, for my part, I should have willingly awarded to the
- latter (Mademoiselle Rejane) a first prize. It seems to me that
- she deserved it. But the Jury is frequently influenced by
- extrinsic and private motives, into which it is not permitted to
- pry. A first prize carries with it the right of entrance into the
- Comedie Francaise; and the Jury did not think Mademoiselle
- Rejane, with her little wide-awake face, suited to the vast frame
- of the House of Moliere. That is well enough; but the second
- prize, which it awarded her, authorises the Director of the Odeon
- to receive her into his Company; and that perspective alone ought
- to have sufficed to dissuade the Jury from the course it took....
- Every one knows that at present the Odeon is, for a beginner, a
- most indifferent school.... Instead of shoving its promising
- pupils into it by the shoulders, the Conservatoire should forbid
- them to approach it, lest they should be lost there. What will
- Mademoiselle Rejane do at the Odeon? Show her legs in _La
- Jeunesse de Louis XIV._, which is to be revived at the opening of
- the season! A pretty state of things. She must either go to the
- Vaudeville or to the Gymnase. It is there that she will form
- herself; it is there that she will learn her trade, show what she
- is capable of, and prepare herself for the Comedie Francaise, if
- she is ever to enter it.... She recited a fragment from _Les
- Trois Sultanes_.... I was delighted by her choice. The _Trois
- Sultanes_ is so little known nowadays.... What wit there is in
- her look, her smile! With her small eyes, shrewd and piercing,
- with her little face thrust forward, she has so knowing an air,
- one is inclined to smile at the mere sight of her. Does she
- perhaps show a little too much assurance? What of it? 'Tis the
- result of excessive timidity. But she laughs with such good
- grace, she has so fresh and true a voice, she articulates so
- clearly, she seems so happy to be alive and to have talent, that
- involuntarily one thinks of Chenier's line:
-
- _Sa bienvenue au jour lui rit dans tous les yeux._
-
- ... I shall be surprised if she does not make her way."
-
-Praised be Sarcey! That was better than a second prize for Rejane. The
-Oracle gave her the first, without dividing it. She got an immediate
-engagement; and in March, 1875, appeared on that stage where to-day
-she reigns supreme, the Vaudeville, to which she brought back the
-vaudeville that was no longer played there. She began by alienating
-the heart of Alphonse Daudet, who, while recognising her clever
-delivery, found fault with her unemotional gaiety; but, in
-compensation, another authoritative critic, Auguste Vitu, wrote, after
-the performance of _Pierre_: "Mademoiselle Rejane showed herself full
-of grace and feeling. She rendered Gabrielle's despair with a
-naturalness, a brilliancy, a spontaneity, which won a most striking
-success."
-
-Shall I follow her through each of her creations, from her debut in
-_La Revue des Deux-Mondes_, up to her supreme triumph in _Madame
-Sans-Gene_? Shall I show her as the sly soubrette in _Fanny Lear_? as
-the woman in love, "whose ignorance divines all things," in _Madame
-Lili_? as the comical Marquise de Menu-Castel in _Le Verglas_? Shall I
-tell of her first crowning success, when she played Gabrielle in
-_Pierre_? Shall I recall her stormy interpretation of Madame de
-Librac, in _Le Club_? and her dramatic conception of the part of
-Ida?--which quite reversed the previous judgments of her critics,
-wringing praise from her enemy Daudet, and censure from her faithful
-admirer Vitu. The natural order of things, however, was re-established
-by her performance of _Les Tapageurs_; again Daudet found her cold and
-lacking in tenderness; and Vitu again applauded.
-
-Her successes at the Vaudeville extend from 1875 to 1882; and towards
-the end of that period, Rejane, always rising higher in her art,
-created Anita in _L'Aureole_ and the Baronne d'Oria in _Odette_. Next,
-forgetting her own traditions, she appeared at the Theatre des
-Panoramas, and at the Ambigu, where she gave a splendid interpretation
-of Madame Cezambre in Richepin's _La Giu_; and at Les Varietes as
-Adrienne in _Ma Camarade_. Now fickle, now constant to her first love,
-she alternated between the Varietes and the Vaudeville; took an
-engagement at the Odeon; assisted at the birth and death of the
-Grand-Theatre; and just lately the Vaudeville has won her back once
-more.
-
-Amidst these perambulations, Rejane played the diva in _Clara Soleil_.
-The following year she had to take two different parts in the same
-play, those of Gabrielle and Clicquette in _Les Demoiselles Clochart_.
-Gabrielle is a cold and positive character; Clicquette a gay and
-mischievous one. Rejane kept them perfectly distinct, and without the
-smallest apparent effort. In 1887, she telephoned in _Allo-Allo_, and
-represented so clearly, by means of clever mimicry, the absurd answers
-of the apparatus, that from the gallery to the stalls the theatre was
-one roar of laughter and applause; I fancy the salvoes and broadsides
-must still sometimes echo in her delicate ears.
-
-Rejane's part in _M. de Morat_ should not be forgotten; nor above all,
-the inimitable perfection of her play in _Decore_ (1888). Sarcey's
-exultation knew no bounds when, in 1890, she again appeared in this
-role. Time, that had metamorphosed the lissom critic of 1875 into a
-round and inert mass of solid flesh, cruel Father Time, gave back to
-Sarcey, for this occasion only, a flash of youthful fire, which
-stirred his wits to warmth and animation. He shouted out hardly
-articulate praise; he literally rolled in his stall with pleasure; his
-bald head blushed like an aurora borealis. "Look at her!" he cried,
-"see her malicious smiles, her feline graces, listen to her reserved
-and biting diction; she is the very essence of the Parisienne! What an
-ovation she received! How they applauded her! and how she played!"
-From M. Sarcey the laugh spreads; it thaws the scepticism of M. Jules
-Lemaitre, engulfs the timidity of the public, becomes unanimous and
-universal, and is no longer to be silenced.
-
-In 1888, M. Edmond de Goncourt entrusted Rejane with the part of
-_Germinie Lacerteux_. On the first night, a furious battle against the
-author was waged in the house. Rejane secured the victory _sans peur
-et sans reproches_.
-
-Everything in her inspires the certitude of success; her voice aims at
-the heart, her gestures knock at it. Rejane confides all to the hazard
-of the dice; her sudden attacks are of the most dare-devil nature; and
-no matter how risky, how dangerous, how extravagant the jump, she
-never loses her footing; her play is always correct, her handling
-sure, her coolness imperturbable. It was impossible to watch her
-precipitate herself down the staircase in _La Glu_ without a tremble.
-And fifteen years before Yvette Guilbert, it was Rejane who first had
-the audacity to sing with a voice that was no voice, making wit and
-gesture more than cover the deficiency. In _Ma Cousine_, Rejane
-introduced on the boards of Les Varietes a bit of dancing such as one
-sees at the Elysee-Montmartre; she seized on and imitated the
-grotesque effrontery of Mademoiselle Grille-d'Egout, and her little
-arched foot flying upwards, brushed a kiss upon the forehead of her
-model; for Rejane the "grand ecart" may be fatal, perhaps, but it is
-neither difficult nor terrifying.
-
-Once more delighting us with _Marquise_ in 1889; playing with such
-child-like grace the Candidate in _Brevet Superieur_ in 1891;
-immediately afterwards she took a part in _Amoureuse_ at the Odeon.
-The subject is equivocal, the dialogue smutty. Rejane extenuated
-nothing; on the contrary, accentuated things, and yet knew always how
-to win her pardon.
-
-Now, it so happened that in 1882, after having personified the
-Moulin-Rouge in _Les Varietes de Paris_, Rejane was married on the
-stage, in _La Nuit de Noces de P. L. M._, to P. L. Moriseau. On the
-anniversary day, ten years later, her marriage took place in good
-earnest, before a real M. le Maire, and according to all legal
-formalities, with M. Porel, a sometime actor, an ex-director of the
-Odeon, then director of the Grand-Theatre, and co-director to-day of
-the Vaudeville.... But to return to her art.
-
-Just as the first dressmakers of Paris measure Rejane's fine figure
-for the costumes of her various roles, so the best writers of the
-French Academy now make plays to her measure. They take the size of
-her temperament, the height of her talent, the breadth of her play;
-they consider her taste, they flatter her mood; they clothe her with
-the richest draperies she can covet. Their imagination, their fancy,
-their cleverness, are all put at her service. The leaders in this
-industry have hitherto been Messrs. Meilhac and Halevy, but now M.
-Victorien Sardou is ruining them. _Madame Sans-Gene_ is certainly, of
-all the roles Rejane has played, that best suited to bring out her
-manifold resources. It is not merely that Rejane plays the
-washerwoman, become a great lady, without blemish or omission; she is
-Madame Sans-Gene herself, with no overloading, nothing forced, nothing
-caricatured. It is portraiture; history.
-
-Many a time has Rejane appeared in cap, cotton frock, and white apron;
-many a time in robes of state, glittering with diamonds; she has worn
-the buskin or the sock, demeaned herself like a gutter heroine, or
-dropped the stately curtsey of the high-born lady. But never, except
-in Madame Sans-Gene, has she been able to bring all her roles into one
-focus, exhibit her whole wardrobe, and yet remain one and the same
-person, compress into one evening the whole of her life.
-
-The seekers after strange novelties, the fanatics for the mists of the
-far north, the vague, the irresolute, the restless, will not easily
-forget the Ibsenish mask worn by Rejane in Nora of _The Doll's House_;
-although most of us, loving Rejane for herself, probably prefer to
-this vacillating creation, the firm drawing, the clear design, the
-strong, yet supple lines of Madame Sans-Gene.
-
-Why has Rejane no engagement at the Comedie-Francaise? Whom does one
-go to applaud on this stage, called the first in France, and from
-which Rejane, Sarah Bernhardt, and Coquelin the elder, all are absent?
-I will explain the matter in two words.
-
-The house of Moliere, for many years now, has belonged to Moliere no
-more. Were Moliere to come to life again, neither he nor Rejane would
-go to eat their hearts out, with inaction and dulness, beneath the
-wings of M. Jules Claretie--although he is, of course, a very
-estimable gentleman. Were Rejane unmarried, Moliere to-day would enter
-into partnership with her, because she is in herself the entire
-Comedie-Francaise. I have already said she is married to M. Porel,
-director of the Vaudeville, where she reigns as Queen. I am quite
-unable to see any reason why she should soon desert such a fortunate
-conjugal domicile.
-
-Notwithstanding the dryness and the rapidity of this enumeration of
-Rejane's roles, I hope to have given some general idea of the
-marvellous diversity and flexibility of her dramatic spirit and
-temperament; it seems to me that the most searching criticism of her
-various creations, would not greatly enhance the accuracy of the
-picture. This is why I make no attempt to describe her in some three
-or four parts of an entirely different character. Besides, I should
-have to draw on hearsay; and I desire to trust only to my own eyes, my
-own heart. Needless to say, I have not had the good luck to see Madame
-Rejane in each of her characterisations since her first appearance.
-Her youthful air has never changed; but I have only had the
-opportunity of admiring it during the last few years. I confidently
-maintain, however, that she could not have been more charming in 1875
-than she is to-day, with the devil in her body, heaven in her eyes.
-
-
-
-
-A Girl Resting
-
- By Sydney Adamson
-
-[Illustration: A Girl Resting]
-
-
-
-
-The Roman Road
-
- By Kenneth Grahame
-
-
-All the roads of our neighbourhood were cheerful and friendly, having
-each of them pleasant qualities of its own; but this one seemed
-different from the others in its masterful suggestion of a serious
-purpose, speeding you along with a strange uplifting of the heart. The
-others tempted chiefly with their treasures of hedge and ditch; the
-rapt surprise of the first lords-and-ladies, the rustle of a
-field-mouse, splash of a frog; while cool noses of brother-beasts were
-pushed at you through gate or gap. A loiterer you had need to be, did
-you choose one of them; so many were the tiny hands thrust out to
-detain you, from this side and that. But this other was of a sterner
-sort, and even in its shedding off of bank and hedgerow as it marched
-straight and full for the open downs, it seemed to declare its
-contempt for adventitious trappings to catch the shallow-pated. When
-the sense of injustice or disappointment was heavy on me, and things
-were very black within, as on this particular day, the road of
-character was my choice for that solitary ramble when I turned my back
-for an afternoon on a world that had unaccountably declared itself
-against me.
-
-"The Knight's Road" we children had named it, from a sort of feeling
-that, if from any quarter at all, it would be down this track we might
-some day see Lancelot and his peers come pacing on their great
-war-horses; supposing that any of the stout band still survived, in
-nooks and unexplored places. Grown-up people sometimes spoke of it as
-the "Pilgrim's Way"; but I didn't know much about pilgrims--except
-Walter in the Horselburg story. Him I sometimes saw, breaking with
-haggard eyes out of yonder copse, and calling to the pilgrims as they
-hurried along on their desperate march to the Holy City, where peace
-and pardon were awaiting them. "All roads lead to Rome," I had once
-heard somebody say; and I had taken the remark very seriously, of
-course, and puzzled over it many days. There must have been some
-mistake, I concluded at last; but of one road at least I intuitively
-felt it to be true. And my belief was clinched by something that fell
-from Miss Smedley during a history-lesson, about a strange road that
-ran right down the middle of England till it reached the coast, and
-then began again in France, just opposite, and so on undeviating,
-through city and vineyard, right from the misty Highlands to the
-Eternal City. Uncorroborated, any statement of Miss Smedley's usually
-fell on incredulous ears; but here, with the road itself in evidence,
-she seemed, once in a way, to have strayed into truth.
-
-Rome! It was fascinating to think that it lay at the other end of this
-white ribbon that rolled itself off from my feet over the distant
-downs. I was not quite so uninstructed as to imagine I could reach it
-that afternoon; but some day, I thought, if things went on being as
-unpleasant as they were now--some day, when Aunt Eliza had gone on a
-visit--we would see.
-
-I tried to imagine what it would be like when I got there. The
-Coliseum I knew, of course, from a woodcut in the history-book: so to
-begin with I plumped that down in the middle. The rest had to be
-patched up from the little grey market-town where twice a year we went
-to have our hair cut; hence, in the result, Vespasian's amphitheatre
-was approached by muddy little streets, wherein the Red Lion and the
-Blue Boar, with Somebody's Entire along their front, and "Commercial
-Room" on their windows; the doctor's house, of substantial red-brick;
-and the facade of the new Wesleyan chapel, which we thought very fine,
-were the chief architectural ornaments: while the Roman populace
-pottered about in smocks and corduroys, twisting the tails of Roman
-calves and inviting each other to beer in musical Wessex. From Rome I
-drifted on to other cities, dimly heard of--Damascus, Brighton, (Aunt
-Eliza's ideal), Athens, and Glasgow, whose glories the gardener sang;
-but there was a certain sameness in my conception of all of them: that
-Wesleyan chapel would keep cropping up everywhere. It was easier to go
-a-building among those dream-cities where no limitations were imposed,
-and one was sole architect, with a free hand. Down a delectable street
-of cloud-built palaces I was mentally pacing, when I happened upon the
-Artist.
-
-He was seated at work by the roadside, at a point whence the cool
-large spaces of the downs, juniper-studded, swept grandly westwards.
-His attributes proclaimed him of the artist tribe: besides, he wore
-knickerbockers like myself. I knew I was not to bother him with
-questions, nor look over his shoulder and breathe in his ear--they
-didn't like it, this _genus irritabile_; but there was nothing about
-staring in my code of instructions, the point having somehow been
-overlooked: so, squatting down on the grass, I devoted myself to a
-passionate absorbing of every detail. At the end of five minutes there
-was not a button on him that I could not have passed an examination
-in; and the wearer himself of that home-spun suit was probably less
-familiar with its pattern and texture than I was. Once he looked up,
-nodded, half held out his tobacco pouch, mechanically as it were,
-then, returning it to his pocket, resumed his work, and I my mental
-photography.
-
-After another five minutes or so had passed he remarked, without
-looking my way: "Fine afternoon we're having: going far to-day?"
-
-"No, I'm not going any farther than this," I replied: "I _was_
-thinking of going on to Rome: but I've put it off."
-
-"Pleasant place, Rome," he murmured: "you'll like it." It was some
-minutes later that he added: "But I wouldn't go just now, if I were
-you: too jolly hot."
-
-"_You_ haven't been to Rome, have you?" I inquired.
-
-"Rather," he replied briefly: "I live there."
-
-This was too much, and my jaw dropped as I struggled to grasp the fact
-that I was sitting there talking to a fellow who lived in Rome. Speech
-was out of the question: besides I had other things to do. Ten solid
-minutes had I already spent in an examination of him as a mere
-stranger and artist; and now the whole thing had to be done over
-again, from the changed point of view. So I began afresh, at the crown
-of his soft hat, and worked down to his solid British shoes, this time
-investing everything with the new Roman halo; and at last I managed to
-get out: "But you don't really live there, do you?" never doubting the
-fact, but wanting to hear it repeated.
-
-"Well," he said, good-naturedly overlooking the slight rudeness of my
-query, "I live there as much as I live anywhere. About half the year
-sometimes. I've got a sort of a shanty there. You must come and see it
-some day."
-
-"But do you live anywhere else as well?" I went on, feeling the
-forbidden tide of questions surging up within me.
-
-"O yes, all over the place," was his vague reply. "And I've got a
-diggings somewhere off Piccadilly."
-
-"Where's that?" I inquired.
-
-"Where's what?" said he. "Oh, Piccadilly! It's in London."
-
-"Have you a large garden?" I asked; "and how many pigs have you got?"
-
-"I've no garden at all," he replied sadly, "and they don't allow me to
-keep pigs, though I'd like to, awfully. It's very hard."
-
-"But what do you do all day, then," I cried, "and where do you go and
-play, without any garden, or pigs, or things?"
-
-"When I want to play," he said gravely, "I have to go and play in the
-street; but it's poor fun, I grant you. There's a goat, though, not
-far off, and sometimes I talk to him when I'm feeling lonely; but he's
-very proud."
-
-"Goats _are_ proud," I admitted. "There's one lives near here, and if
-you say anything to him at all, he hits you in the wind with his head.
-You know what it feels like when a fellow hits you in the wind?"
-
-"I do, well," he replied, in a tone of proper melancholy, and painted
-on.
-
-"And have you been to any other places," I began again presently,
-"besides Rome and Piccy-what's-his-name?"
-
-"Heaps," he said. "I'm a sort of Ulysses--seen men and cities, you
-know. In fact, about the only place I never got to was the Fortunate
-Island."
-
-I began to like this man. He answered your questions briefly and to
-the point, and never tried to be funny. I felt I could be confidential
-with him.
-
-"Wouldn't you like," I inquired, "to find a city without any people in
-it at all?"
-
-He looked puzzled. "I'm afraid I don't quite understand," said he.
-
-"I mean," I went on eagerly, "a city where you walk in at the gates,
-and the shops are all full of beautiful things, and the houses
-furnished as grand as can be, and there isn't anybody there whatever!
-And you go into the shops, and take anything you want--chocolates and
-magic-lanterns and injirubber balls--and there's nothing to pay; and
-you choose your own house and live there and do just as you like, and
-never go to bed unless you want to!"
-
-The artist laid down his brush. "That _would_ be a nice city," he
-said. "Better than Rome. You can't do that sort of thing in Rome--or
-in Piccadilly either. But I fear it's one of the places I've never
-been to."
-
-"And you'd ask your friends," I went on, warming to my subject; "only
-those whoyou really like, of course; and they'd each have a house to
-themselves--there'd be lots of houses, and no relations at all, unless
-they promised they'd be pleasant, and if they weren't they'd have to
-go."
-
-"So you wouldn't have any relations?" said the artist. "Well, perhaps
-you're right. We have tastes in common, I see."
-
-"I'd have Harold," I said reflectively, "and Charlotte. They'd like it
-awfully. The others are getting too old. Oh! and Martha--I'd have
-Martha to cook and wash up and do things. You'd like Martha. She's
-ever so much nicer than Aunt Eliza. She's my idea of a real lady."
-
-"Then I'm sure I should like her," he replied heartily, "and when I
-come to--what do you call this city of yours? Nephelo--something, did
-you say!"
-
-"I--I don't know," I replied timidly. "I'm afraid it hasn't got a
-name--yet."
-
-The artist gazed out over the downs. "'The poet says dear city of
-Cecrops;'" he said softly to himself, "'and wilt not thou say, dear
-city of Zeus?' That's from Marcus Aurelius," he went on, turning again
-to his work. "You don't know him, I suppose; you will some day."
-
-"Who's he?" I inquired.
-
-"Oh, just another fellow who lived in Rome," he replied, dabbing away.
-
-"O dear!" I cried, disconsolately. "What a lot of people seem to live
-at Rome, and I've never even been there! But I think I'd like _my_
-city best."
-
-"And so would I," he replied with unction. "But Marcus Aurelius
-wouldn't, you know."
-
-"Then we won't invite him," I said: "will we?"
-
-"_I_ won't if you won't," said he. And that point being settled, we
-were silent for a while.
-
-"Do you know," he said presently, "I've met one or two fellows from
-time to time, who have been to a city like yours--perhaps it was the
-same one. They won't talk much about it--only broken hints, now and
-then; but they've been there sure enough. They don't seem to care
-about anything in particular--and everything's the same to them, rough
-or smooth; and sooner or later they slip off and disappear; and you
-never see them again. Gone back, I suppose."
-
-"Of course," said I. "Don't see what they ever came away for; _I_
-wouldn't. To be told you've broken things when you haven't, and
-stopped having tea with the servants in the kitchen, and not allowed
-to have a dog to sleep with you. But _I've_ known people, too, who've
-gone there."
-
-The artist stared, but without incivility.
-
-"Well, there's Lancelot," I went on. "The book says he died, but it
-never seemed to read right, somehow. He just went away, like Arthur.
-And Crusoe, when he got tired of wearing clothes and being
-respectable. And all the nice men in the stories who don't marry the
-Princess, 'cos only one man ever gets married in a book, you know.
-They'll be there!"
-
-"And the men who fail," he said, "who try like the rest, and toil, and
-eat their hearts out, and somehow miss--or break down or get bowled
-over in the melee--and get no Princess, nor even a second-class
-kingdom--some of them'll be there, I hope?"
-
-"Yes, if you like," I replied, not quite understanding him; "if
-they're friends of yours, we'll ask 'em, of course."
-
-"What a time we shall have!" said the artist reflectively; "and how
-shocked old Marcus Aurelius will be!"
-
-The shadows had lengthened uncannily, a tide of golden haze began to
-flood the grey-green surface of the downs, and the artist put his
-traps together, preparatory to a move. I felt very low: we would have
-to part, it seemed, just as we were getting on so well together. Then
-he stood up, and he was very straight and tall, and the sunset was in
-his hair and beard as he stood there, high over me. He took my hand
-like an equal. "I've enjoyed our conversation very much," he said.
-"That was an interesting subject you started, and we haven't half
-exhausted it. We shall meet again, I hope?"
-
-"Of course we shall," I replied, surprised that there should be any
-doubt about it.
-
-"In Rome perhaps?" said he.
-
-"Yes, in Rome," I answered; "or Piccy-the-other-place, or somewhere."
-
-"Or else," said he, "in that other city--when we've found the way
-there. And I'll look out for you, and you'll sing out as soon as you
-see me. And we'll go down the street arm-in-arm, and into all the
-shops, and then I'll choose my house, and you'll choose your house,
-and we'll live there like princes and good fellows."
-
-"Oh, but you'll stay in my house, won't you?" I cried; "I wouldn't ask
-everybody; but I'll ask _you_."
-
-He affected to consider a moment; then "Right!" he said: "I believe
-you mean it, and I _will_ come and stay with you. I won't go to
-anybody else, if they ask me ever so much. And I'll stay quite a long
-time, too, and I won't be any trouble."
-
-Upon this compact we parted, and I went down-heartedly from the man
-who understood me, back to the house where I never could do anything
-right. How was it that everything seemed natural and sensible to him,
-which these uncles, vicars, and other grown-up men took for the merest
-tomfoolery? Well, he would explain this, and many another thing, when
-we met again. The Knight's Road! How it always brought consolation!
-Was he possibly one of those vanished knights I had been looking for
-so long? Perhaps he would be in armour next time--why not? He would
-look well in armour, I thought. And I would take care to get there
-first, and see the sunlight flash and play on his helmet and shield,
-as he rode up the High Street of the Golden City.
-
-Meantime, there only remained the finding it,--an easy matter.
-
-
-
-
-Three Pictures
-
- By Walter Sickert
-
-
- I. The Old Bedford Music Hall
- II. Portrait of Aubrey Beardsley
- III. Ada Lundberg
-
-[Illustration: The Old Bedford Music Hall]
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of Aubrey Beardsley]
-
-[Illustration: Ada Lundberg]
-
-
-
-
-Betrothed
-
- By Norman Gale
-
-
- She is mine in the day,
- She is mine in the dusk;
- She is virgin as dawn,
- And as fragrant as musk.
-
- And the wood on the hill
- Is the home where we meet--
- O, the coming of eve,
- It is marvellous sweet!
-
- To my satisfied heart
- She has flown like a dove;
- All her kisses are taught
- By the wisdom of love.
-
- And whatever my grief
- There is healing, and rest,
- On the pear-blossom slope
- Of her beautiful breast.
-
-
-
-
-Thy Heart's Desire
-
- By Netta Syrett
-
-
- I
-
-The tents were pitched in a little plain surrounded by hills. Right
-and left there were stretches of tender vivid green where the young
-corn was springing; further still, on either hand, the plain was
-yellow with mustard-flower; but in the immediate foreground it was
-bare and stony. A few thorny bushes pushed their straggling way
-through the dry soil, ineffectively as far as the grace of the
-landscape was concerned, for they merely served to emphasise the
-barren aridness of the land that stretched before the tents, sloping
-gradually to the distant hills.
-
-The hills were uninteresting enough in themselves; they had no
-grandeur of outline, no picturesqueness even, though at morning and
-evening the sun, like a great magician, clothed them with beauty at a
-touch.
-
-They had begun to change, to soften, to blush rose-red in the evening
-light, when a woman came to the entrance of the largest of the tents
-and looked towards them. She leant against the support on one side of
-the canvas flap, and putting back her head, rested that too against
-it, while her eyes wandered over the plain and over the distant hills.
-
-She was bareheaded, for the covering of the tent projected a few feet
-to form an awning overhead. The gentle breeze which had risen with
-sundown, stirred the soft brown tendrils of hair on her temples, and
-fluttered her pink cotton gown a little. She stood very still, with
-her arms hanging and her hands clasped loosely in front of her. There
-was about her whole attitude an air of studied quiet which in some
-vague fashion the slight clasp of her hands accentuated. Her face,
-with its tightly, almost rigidly closed lips, would have been quite in
-keeping with the impression of conscious calm which her entire
-presence suggested, had it not been that when she raised her eyes a
-strange contradiction to this idea was afforded. They were large grey
-eyes, unusually bright and rather startling in effect, for they seemed
-the only live thing about her. Gleaming from her still set face, there
-was something almost alarming in their brilliancy. They softened with
-a sudden glow of pleasure as they rested on the translucent green of
-the wheat fields under the broad generous sunlight, and then wandered
-to where the pure vivid yellow of the mustard-flower spread in waves
-to the base of the hills, now mystically veiled in radiance. She stood
-motionless watching their melting elusive changes from palpitating
-rose to the transparent purple of amethyst. The stillness of evening
-was broken by the monotonous, not unmusical creaking of a Persian
-wheel at some little distance to the left of the tent. The well stood
-in a little grove of trees: between their branches she could see, when
-she turned her head, the coloured _saris_ of the village women, where
-they stood in groups chattering as they drew the water, and the little
-naked brown babies that toddled beside them or sprawled on the hard
-ground beneath the trees. From the village of flat-roofed mud-houses
-under the low hill at the back of the tents, other women were crossing
-the plain towards the well, their terra-cotta water-jars poised easily
-on their heads, casting long shadows on the sun-baked ground as they
-came.
-
-Presently, in the distance, from the direction of the sunlit hills
-opposite, a little group of men came into sight. Far off, the
-mustard-coloured jackets and the red turbans of the orderlies made
-vivid splashes of colour on the dull plain. As they came nearer, the
-guns slung across their shoulders, the cases of mathematical
-instruments, the hammers and other heavy baggage they carried for the
-Sahib, became visible. A little in front, at walking pace, rode the
-Sahib himself, making notes as he came in a book he held before him.
-The girl at the tent-entrance watched the advance of the little
-company indifferently, it seemed; except for a slight tightening of
-the muscles about her mouth, her face remained unchanged. While he was
-still some little distance away, the man with the note-book raised his
-head and smiled awkwardly as he saw her standing there. Awkwardness,
-perhaps, best describes the whole man. He was badly put together,
-loose-jointed, ungainly. The fact that he was tall profited him
-nothing, for it merely emphasised the extreme ungracefulness of his
-figure. His long pale face was made paler by a shock of coarse,
-tow-coloured hair; his eyes even looked colourless, though they were
-certainly the least uninteresting feature of his face, for they were
-not devoid of expression. He had a way of slouching when he moved that
-singularly intensified the general uncouthness of his appearance. "Are
-you very tired?" asked his wife gently when he had dismounted close to
-the tent. The question would have been an unnecessary one had it been
-put to her instead of to her husband, for her voice had that peculiar
-flat toneless sound for which extreme weariness is answerable.
-
-"Well, no, my dear, not very," he replied, drawling out the words with
-an exasperating air of delivering a final verdict, after deep
-reflection on the subject.
-
-The girl glanced once more at the fading colours on the hills. "Come
-in and rest," she said, moving aside a little to let him pass.
-
-She stood lingering a moment after he had entered the tent, as though
-unwilling to leave the outer air; and before she turned to follow him
-she drew a deep breath, and her hand went for one swift second to her
-throat as though she felt stifled.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Later on that evening she sat in her tent sewing by the light of the
-lamp that stood on her little table.
-
-Opposite to her, her husband stretched his ungainly length in a
-deck-chair, and turned over a pile of official notes. Every now and
-then her eyes wandered from the gay silks of the table-cover she was
-embroidering to the canvas walls which bounded the narrow space into
-which their few household goods were crowded. Outside there was a deep
-hush. The silence of the vast empty plain seemed to work its way
-slowly, steadily in, towards the little patch of light set in its
-midst. The girl felt it in every nerve; it was as though some
-soft-footed, noiseless, shapeless creature, whose presence she only
-dimly divined, was approaching nearer--_nearer_. The heavy outer
-stillness was in some way made more terrifying by the rustle of the
-papers her husband was reading, by the creaking of his chair as he
-moved, and by the little fidgeting grunts and half exclamations which
-from time to time broke from him. His wife's hand shook at every
-unintelligible mutter from him, and the slight habitual contraction
-between her eyes deepened.
-
-All at once she threw her work down on to the table. "For Heaven's
-sake----_please_, John, _talk_!" she cried. Her eyes, for the moment's
-space in which they met the startled ones of her husband, had a wild
-hunted look, but it was gone almost before his slow brain had time to
-note that it had been there--and was vaguely disturbing. She laughed a
-little, unsteadily.
-
-"Did I startle you? I'm sorry. I----" she laughed again. "I believe
-I'm a little nervous. When one is all day alone----" She paused
-without finishing the sentence. The man's face changed suddenly. A
-wave of tenderness swept over it, and at the same time an expression
-of half-incredulous delight shone in his pale eyes.
-
-"Poor little girl, are you really lonely?" he said. Even the real
-feeling in his tone failed to rob his voice of its peculiarly
-irritating grating quality. He rose awkwardly and moved to his wife's
-side.
-
-Involuntarily she shrank a little, and the hand which he had stretched
-out to touch her hair sank to his side. She recovered herself
-immediately and turned her face up to his, though she did not raise
-her eyes; but he did not kiss her. Instead, he stood in an embarrassed
-fashion a moment by her side, and then went back to his seat.
-
-There was silence again for some time. The man lay back in his chair,
-gazing at his big clumsy shoes, as though he hoped for some
-inspiration from that quarter, while his wife worked with nervous
-haste.
-
-"Don't let me keep you from reading, John," she said, and her voice
-had regained its usual gentle tone.
-
-"No, my dear; I'm just thinking of something to say to you, but I
-don't seem----"
-
-She smiled a little. In spite of herself, her lip curled faintly.
-"Don't worry about it--it was stupid of me to expect it. I mean----"
-she added hastily, immediately repenting the sarcasm. She glanced
-furtively at him, but his face was quite unmoved. Evidently he had not
-noticed it, and she smiled faintly again.
-
-"Oh, Kathie, I knew there was _something_ I'd forgotten to tell you,
-my dear; there's a man coming down here. I don't know whether----"
-
-She looked up sharply. "A man coming _here_? What for?" she
-interrupted breathlessly.
-
-"Sent to help me about this oil-boring business, my dear."
-
-He had lighted his pipe, and was smoking placidly, taking long whiffs
-between his words.
-
-"Well?" impatiently questioned his wife, fixing her bright eyes on his
-face.
-
-"Well--that's all, my dear."
-
-She checked an exclamation. "But don't you know anything about
-him--his name? where he comes from? what he is like?" She was leaning
-forward against the table, her needle with a long end of yellow silk
-drawn halfway through her work, held in her upraised hand, her whole
-attitude one of quivering excitement and expectancy.
-
-The man took his pipe from his mouth deliberately, with a look of slow
-wonder.
-
-"Why Kathie, you seem quite anxious. I didn't know you'd be so
-interested, my dear. Well,"--another long pull at his pipe--"his
-name's Brook--_Brookfield_, I think." He paused again. "This pipe
-don't draw well a bit; there's something wrong with it, I shouldn't
-wonder," he added, taking it out and examining the bowl as though
-struck with the brilliance of the idea.
-
-The woman opposite put down her work and clenched her hands under the
-table.
-
-"Go on, John," she said presently in a tense vibrating voice--"his
-name is Brookfield. Well, where does he come from?"
-
-"Straight from home, my dear, I believe." He fumbled in his pocket,
-and after some time extricated a pencil with which he began to poke
-the tobacco in the bowl in an ineffectual aimless fashion, becoming
-completely engrossed in the occupation apparently. There was another
-long pause. The woman went on working, or feigning to work, for her
-hands were trembling a good deal.
-
-After some moments she raised her head again. "John, will you mind
-attending to me one moment, and answering these questions as quickly
-as you can?" The emphasis on the last word was so faint as to be
-almost as imperceptible as the touch of exasperated contempt which she
-could not absolutely banish from her tone.
-
-Her husband, looking up, met her clear bright gaze and reddened like a
-schoolboy.
-
-"Whereabouts '_from home_' does he come?" she asked in a studiedly
-gentle fashion.
-
-"Well, from London, I think," he replied, almost briskly for him,
-though he stammered and tripped over the words. "He's a University
-chap; I used to hear he was clever--I don't know about that, I'm sure;
-he used to chaff me, I remember, but----"
-
-"Chaff _you_? You have met him then?"
-
-"Yes, my dear"--he was fast relapsing into his slow drawl again--"that
-is, I went to school with him, but it's a long time ago.
-Brookfield--yes, that must be his name."
-
-She waited a moment, then "When is he coming?" she inquired abruptly.
-
-"Let me see--to-day's----"
-
-"_Monday_," the word came swiftly between her set teeth.
-
-"Ah, yes,--Monday--well," reflectively, "_next_ Monday, my dear."
-
-Mrs. Drayton rose, and began to pace softly the narrow passage between
-the table and the tent-wall, her hands clasped loosely behind her.
-
-"How long have you known this?" she said, stopping abruptly. "Oh,
-John, you _needn't_ consider; it's quite a simple question. To-day?
-Yesterday?"
-
-Her foot moved restlessly on the ground as she waited.
-
-"I think it was the day before yesterday," he replied.
-
-"Then why in Heaven's name didn't you tell me before?" she broke out
-fiercely.
-
-"My dear, it slipped my memory. If I'd thought you would be
-interested----"
-
-"Interested?" She laughed shortly. "It _is_ rather interesting to hear
-that after six months of this"--she made a quick comprehensive gesture
-with her hand--"one will have some one to speak to--some one. It is
-the hand of Providence; it comes just in time to save me from----" She
-checked herself abruptly.
-
-He sat staring up at her stupidly, without a word.
-
-"It's all right, John," she said, with a quick change of tone,
-gathering up her work quietly as she spoke. "I'm not mad--yet.
-You--you must get used to these little outbreaks," she added after a
-moment, smiling faintly, "and to do me justice, I don't _often_
-trouble you with them, do I? I'm just a little tired, or it's the heat
-or--something. No--don't touch me," she cried, shrinking back, for he
-had risen slowly and was coming towards her.
-
-She had lost command over her voice, and the shrill note of horror in
-it was unmistakable. The man heard it, and shrank in his turn.
-
-"I'm so sorry, John," she murmured, raising her great bright eyes to
-his face. They had not lost their goaded expression, though they were
-full of tears. "I'm awfully sorry, but I'm just nervous and stupid,
-and I can't bear _any one_ to touch me when I'm nervous."
-
-
- II
-
-"Here's Broomhurst, my dear! I made a mistake in his name after all, I
-find. I told you _Brookfield_, I believe, didn't I? Well, it isn't
-Brookfield, he says; it's Broomhurst."
-
-Mrs. Drayton had walked some little distance across the plain to meet
-and welcome the expected guest. She stood quietly waiting while her
-husband stammered over his incoherent sentences, and then put out her
-hand.
-
-"We are very glad to see you," she said with a quick glance at the
-newcomer's face as she spoke.
-
-As they walked together towards the tent, after the first greetings,
-she felt his keen eyes upon her before he turned to her husband.
-
-"I'm afraid Mrs. Drayton finds the climate trying?" he asked. "Perhaps
-she ought not to have come so far in this heat?"
-
-"Kathie is often pale. You _do_ look white to-day, my dear," he
-observed, turning anxiously towards his wife.
-
-"Do I?" she replied. The unsteadiness of her tone was hardly
-appreciable, but it was not lost on Broomhurst's quick ears. "Oh, I
-don't think so. I _feel_ very well."
-
-"I'll come and see if they've fixed you up all right," said Drayton,
-following his companion towards the new tent that had been pitched at
-some little distance from the large one.
-
-"We shall see you at dinner then?" Mrs. Drayton observed in reply to
-Broomhurst's smile as they parted.
-
-She entered the tent slowly, and moving up to the table, already laid
-for dinner, began to rearrange the things upon it in a purposeless
-mechanical fashion.
-
-After a moment she sank down upon a seat opposite the open entrance,
-and put her hand to her head.
-
-"What is the matter with me?" she thought wearily. "All the week I've
-been looking forward to seeing this man--_any_ man, _any one_ to take
-off the edge of this." She shuddered. Even in thought she hesitated to
-analyse the feeling that possessed her. "Well, he's here, and I think
-I feel _worse_." Her eyes travelled towards the hills she had been
-used to watch at this hour, and rested on them with a vague unseeing
-gaze.
-
-"Tired, Kathie? A penny for your thoughts, my dear," said her husband,
-coming in presently to find her still sitting there.
-
-"I'm thinking what a curious world this is, and what an ironical vein
-of humour the gods who look after it must possess," she replied with a
-mirthless laugh, rising as she spoke.
-
-John looked puzzled.
-
-"Funny my having known Broomhurst before, you mean?" he said
-doubtfully.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"I was fishing down at Lynmouth this time last year," Broomhurst said
-at dinner. "You know Lynmouth, Mrs. Drayton? Do you never imagine you
-hear the gurgling of the stream? I am tantalised already by the sound
-of it rushing through the beautiful green gloom of those
-woods--_aren't_ they lovely? And _I_ haven't been in this burnt-up
-spot as many hours as you've had months of it."
-
-She smiled a little.
-
-"You must learn to possess your soul in patience," she said, and
-glanced inconsequently from Broomhurst to her husband, and then
-dropped her eyes and was silent a moment.
-
-John was obviously, and a little audibly, enjoying his dinner. He sat
-with his chair pushed close to the table, and his elbows awkwardly
-raised, swallowing his soup in gulps. He grasped his spoon tightly in
-his bony hand so that its swollen joints stood out larger and uglier
-than ever, his wife thought.
-
-Her eyes wandered to Broomhurst's hands. They were well shaped, and
-though not small, there was a look of refinement about them; he had a
-way of touching things delicately, a little lingeringly, she noticed.
-There was an air of distinction about his clear-cut, clean-shaven
-face, possibly intensified by contrast with Drayton's blurred
-features; and it was, perhaps, also by contrast with the grey cuffs
-that showed beneath John's ill-cut drab suit that the linen Broomhurst
-wore seemed to her particularly spotless.
-
-Broomhurst's thoughts, for his part, were a good deal occupied with
-his hostess.
-
-She was pretty, he thought, or perhaps it was that, with the wide dry
-lonely plain as a setting, her fragile delicacy of appearance was
-invested with a certain flower-like charm.
-
-"The silence here seems rather strange, rather appalling at first,
-when one is fresh from a town," he pursued, after a moment's pause,
-"but I suppose you're used to it; eh, Drayton? How do _you_ find life
-here, Mrs. Drayton?" he asked a little curiously, turning to her as he
-spoke.
-
-She hesitated a second. "Oh, much the same as I should find it
-anywhere else, I expect," she replied; "after all, one carries the
-possibilities of a happy life about with one--don't you think so? The
-Garden of Eden wouldn't necessarily make my life any happier, or less
-happy, than a howling wilderness like this. It depends on oneself
-entirely."
-
-"Given the right Adam and Eve, the desert blossoms like the rose, in
-fact," Broomhurst answered lightly, with a smiling glance inclusive of
-husband and wife; "you two don't feel as though you'd been driven out
-of Paradise evidently."
-
-Drayton raised his eyes from his plate with a smile of total
-incomprehension.
-
-"Great Heavens! What an Adam to select!" thought Broomhurst
-involuntarily, as Mrs. Drayton rose rather suddenly from the table.
-
-"I'll come and help with that packing-case," John said, rising, in his
-turn, lumberingly from his place; "then we can have a smoke--eh?
-Kathie don't mind, if we sit near the entrance."
-
-The two men went out together, Broomhurst holding the lantern, for the
-moon had not yet risen. Mrs. Drayton followed them to the doorway,
-and, pushing the looped-up hanging further aside, stepped out into the
-cool darkness.
-
-Her heart was beating quickly, and there was a great lump in her
-throat that frightened her as though she were choking.
-
-"And I am his _wife_--I _belong_ to him!" she cried, almost aloud.
-
-She pressed both her hands tightly against her breast, and set her
-teeth, fighting to keep down the rising flood that threatened to sweep
-away her composure. "Oh, what a fool I am! What an hysterical fool of
-a woman I am!" she whispered below her breath. She began to walk
-slowly up and down outside the tent, in the space illumined by the
-lamplight, as though striving to make her outwardly quiet movements
-react upon the inward tumult. In a little while she had conquered; she
-quietly entered the tent, drew a low chair to the entrance, and took
-up a book, just as footsteps became audible. A moment afterwards
-Broomhurst emerged from the darkness into the circle of light outside,
-and Mrs. Drayton raised her eyes from the pages she was turning to
-greet him with a smile.
-
-"Are your things all right?"
-
-"Oh yes, more or less, thank you. I was a little concerned about a
-case of books, but it isn't much damaged fortunately. Perhaps I've
-some you would care to look at?"
-
-"The books will be a godsend," she returned with a sudden brightening
-of the eyes; "I was getting _desperate_--for books."
-
-"What are you reading now?" he asked, glancing at the volume that lay
-in her lap.
-
-"It's a Browning. I carry it about a good deal. I think I like to have
-it with me, but I don't seem to read it much."
-
-"Are you waiting for a suitable optimistic moment?" Broomhurst
-inquired smiling.
-
-"Yes, now you mention it, I think that must be why I am waiting," she
-replied slowly.
-
-"And it doesn't come--even in the Garden of Eden? Surely the serpent,
-pessimism, hasn't been insolent enough to draw you into conversation
-with him?" he said lightly.
-
-"There has been no one to converse with at all--when John is away, I
-mean. I think I should have liked a little chat with the serpent
-immensely by way of a change," she replied in the same tone.
-
-"Ah, yes," Broomhurst said with sudden seriousness, "it must be
-unbearably dull for you alone here, with Drayton away all day."
-
-Mrs. Drayton's hand shook a little as she fluttered a page of her open
-book.
-
-"I should think it quite natural you would be irritated beyond
-endurance to hear that all's right with the world, for instance, when
-you were sighing for the long day to pass," he continued.
-
-"I don't mind the day so much--it's the evenings." She abruptly
-checked the swift words and flushed painfully. "I mean--I've grown
-stupidly nervous, I think--even when John is here. Oh, you have no
-idea of the awful _silence_ of this place at night," she added, rising
-hurriedly from her low seat, and moving closer to the doorway. "It is
-so close, isn't it?" she said, almost apologetically. There was
-silence for quite a minute.
-
-Broomhurst's quick eyes noted the silent momentary clenching of the
-hands that hung at her side as she stood leaning against the support
-at the entrance.
-
-"But how stupid of me to give you such a bad impression of the
-camp--the first evening, too," Mrs. Drayton exclaimed presently, and
-her companion mentally commended the admirable composure of her voice.
-
-"Probably you will never notice that it is lonely at all," she
-continued, "John likes it here. He is immensely interested in his
-work, you know. I hope _you_ are too. If you are interested it is all
-quite right. I think the climate tries me a little. I never used to be
-stupid--and nervous. Ah, here's John; he's been round to the
-kitchen-tent, I suppose."
-
-"Been looking after that fellow cleanin' my gun, my dear," John
-explained, shambling towards the deck-chair.
-
-Later, Broomhurst stood at his own tent-door. He looked up at the
-star-sown sky, and the heavy silence seemed to press upon him like an
-actual, physical burden.
-
-He took his cigar from between his lips presently and looked at the
-glowing end reflectively before throwing it away.
-
-"Considering that she has been alone with him here for six months, she
-has herself very well in hand--_very_ well in hand," he repeated.
-
-
- III
-
-It was Sunday morning. John Drayton sat just inside the tent,
-presumably enjoying his pipe before the heat of the day. His eyes
-furtively followed his wife as she moved about near him, sometimes
-passing close to his chair in search of something she had mislaid.
-There was colour in her cheeks; her eyes, though preoccupied, were
-bright; there was a lightness and buoyancy in her step which she set
-to a little dancing air she was humming under her breath.
-
-After a moment or two the song ceased, she began to move slowly,
-sedately; and as if chilled by a raw breath of air, the light faded
-from her eyes, which she presently turned towards her husband.
-
-"Why do you look at me?" she asked suddenly.
-
-"I don't know, my dear," he began, slowly and laboriously as was his
-wont. "I was thinkin' how nice you looked--jest now--much better you
-know--but somehow"--he was taking long whiffs at his pipe, as usual,
-between each word, while she stood patiently waiting for him to
-finish--"somehow, you alter so, my dear--you're quite pale again all
-of a minute."
-
-She stood listening to him, noticing against her will the more than
-suspicion of cockney accent and the thick drawl with which the words
-were uttered.
-
-His eyes sought her face piteously. She noticed that too, and stood
-before him torn by conflicting emotions, pity and disgust struggling
-in a hand-to-hand fight within her.
-
-"Mr. Broomhurst and I are going down by the well to sit; it's cooler
-there. Won't you come?" she said at last gently.
-
-He did not reply for a moment, then he turned his head aside sharply
-for him.
-
-"No, my dear, thank you; I'm comfortable enough here," he returned
-huskily.
-
-She stood over him, hesitating a second, then moved abruptly to the
-table, from which she took a book.
-
-He had risen from his seat by the time she turned to go out, and he
-intercepted her timorously.
-
-"Kathie, give me a kiss before you go," he whispered hoarsely. "I--I
-don't often bother you."
-
-She drew her breath in deeply as he put his arms clumsily about her,
-but she stood still, and he kissed her on the forehead, and touched
-the little wavy curls that strayed across it gently with his big
-trembling fingers.
-
-When he released her she moved at once impetuously to the open
-doorway. On the threshold she hesitated, paused a moment irresolutely,
-and then turned back.
-
-"Shall I----Does your pipe want filling, John?" she asked softly.
-
-"No, thank you, my dear."
-
-"Would you like me to stay, read to you, or anything?"
-
-He looked up at her wistfully. "N-no, thank you, I'm not much of a
-reader, you know, my dear--somehow."
-
-She hated herself for knowing that there would be a "my dear,"
-probably a "somehow" in his reply, and despised herself for the sense
-of irritated impatience she felt by anticipation, even before the
-words were uttered.
-
-There was a moment's hesitating silence, broken by the sound of quick
-firm footsteps without. Broomhurst paused at the entrance, and looked
-into the tent.
-
-"Aren't you coming, Drayton?" he asked, looking first at Drayton's
-wife and then swiftly putting in his name with a scarcely perceptible
-pause. "Too lazy? But you, Mrs. Drayton?"
-
-"Yes, I'm coming," she said.
-
-They left the tent together, and walked some few steps in silence.
-
-Broomhurst shot a quick glance at his companion's face.
-
-"Anything wrong?" he asked presently.
-
-Though the words were ordinary enough, the voice in which they were
-spoken was in some subtle fashion a different voice from that in which
-he had talked to her nearly two months ago, though it would have
-required a keen sense of nice shades in sound to have detected the
-change.
-
-Mrs. Drayton's sense of niceties in sound was particularly keen, but
-she answered quietly, "Nothing, thank you."
-
-They did not speak again till the trees round the stone-well were
-reached.
-
-Broomhurst arranged their seats comfortably beside it.
-
-"Are we going to read or talk?" he asked, looking up at her from his
-lower place.
-
-"Well, we generally talk most when we arrange to read, so shall we
-agree to talk to-day for a change, by way of getting some reading
-done?" she rejoined, smiling. "_You_ begin."
-
-Broomhurst seemed in no hurry to avail himself of the permission, he
-was apparently engrossed in watching the flecks of sunshine on Mrs.
-Drayton's white dress. The whirring of insects, and the creaking of a
-Persian wheel somewhere in the neighbourhood, filtered through the hot
-silence.
-
-Mrs. Drayton laughed after a few minutes; there was a touch of
-embarrassment in the sound.
-
-"The new plan doesn't answer. Suppose you read as usual, and let me
-interrupt, also as usual, after the first two lines."
-
-He opened the book obediently, but turned the pages at random.
-
-She watched him for a moment, and then bent a little forward towards
-him.
-
-"It is my turn now," she said suddenly. "Is anything wrong?"
-
-He raised his head, and their eyes met. There was a pause. "I will be
-more honest than you," he returned. "Yes, there is."
-
-"What?"
-
-"I've had orders to move on."
-
-She drew back, and her lips whitened, though she kept them steady.
-
-"When do you go?"
-
-"On Wednesday."
-
-There was silence again; the man still kept his eyes on her face.
-
-The whirring of the insects and the creaking of the wheel had suddenly
-grown so strangely loud and insistent, that it was in a half-dazed
-fashion she at length heard her name--"_Kathleen_!"
-
-"Kathleen!" he whispered again hoarsely.
-
-She looked him full in the face, and once more their eyes met in a
-long grave gaze.
-
-The man's face flushed, and he half rose from his seat with an
-impetuous movement, but Kathleen stopped him with a glance.
-
-"Will you go and fetch my work? I left it in the tent," she said,
-speaking very clearly and distinctly; "and then will you go on
-reading? I will find the place while you are gone."
-
-She took the book from his hand, and he rose and stood before her.
-
-There was a mute appeal in his silence, and she raised her head
-slowly.
-
-Her face was white to the lips, but she looked at him unflinchingly;
-and without a word he turned and left her.
-
-
- IV
-
-Mrs. Drayton was resting in the tent on Tuesday afternoon. With the
-help of cushions and some low chairs she had improvised a couch, on
-which she lay quietly with her eyes closed. There was a tenseness,
-however, in her attitude which indicated that sleep was far from her.
-
-Her features seemed to have sharpened during the last few days, and
-there were hollows in her cheeks. She had been very still for a long
-time, but all at once with a sudden movement she turned her head and
-buried her face in the cushions with a groan. Slipping from her place
-she fell on her knees beside the couch, and put both hands before her
-mouth to force back the cry that she felt struggling to her lips.
-
-For some moments the wild effort she was making for outward calm,
-which even when she was alone was her first instinct, strained every
-nerve and blotted out sight and hearing, and it was not till the sound
-was very near that she was conscious of the ring of horse's hoofs on
-the plain.
-
-She raised her head sharply with a thrill of fear, still kneeling, and
-listened.
-
-There was no mistake. The horseman was riding in hot haste, for the
-thud of the hoofs followed one another swiftly.
-
-As Mrs. Drayton listened her white face grew whiter, and she began to
-tremble. Putting out shaking hands, she raised herself by the arms of
-the folding-chair and stood upright.
-
-Nearer and nearer came the thunder of the approaching sound, mingled
-with startled exclamations and the noise of trampling feet from the
-direction of the kitchen tent.
-
-Slowly, mechanically almost, she dragged herself to the entrance, and
-stood clinging to the canvas there. By the time she had reached it,
-Broomhurst had flung himself from the saddle, and had thrown the reins
-to one of the men.
-
-Mrs. Drayton stared at him with wide bright eyes as he hastened
-towards her.
-
-"I thought you--you are not----" she began, and then her teeth began
-to chatter. "I am so cold!" she said, in a little weak voice.
-
-Broomhurst took her hand, and led her over the threshold back into the
-tent.
-
-"Don't be so frightened," he implored; "I came to tell you first. I
-thought it wouldn't frighten you so much as----Your--Drayton is--very
-ill. They are bringing him. I----"
-
-He paused. She gazed at him a moment with parted lips, then she broke
-into a horrible discordant laugh, and stood clinging to the back of a
-chair.
-
-Broomhurst started back.
-
-"Do you understand what I mean?" he whispered. "Kathleen, for God's
-sake--_don't_--he is _dead_."
-
-He looked over his shoulder as he spoke, her shrill laughter ringing
-in his ears. The white glare and dazzle of the plain stretched before
-him, framed by the entrance to the tent; far off, against the horizon,
-there were moving black specks, which he knew to be the returning
-servants with their still burden.
-
-They were bringing John Drayton home.
-
-
- V
-
-One afternoon, some months later, Broomhurst climbed the steep lane
-leading to the cliffs of a little English village by the sea. He had
-already been to the inn, and had been shown by the proprietress the
-house where Mrs. Drayton lodged.
-
-"The lady was out, but the gentleman would likely find her if he went
-to the cliffs--down by the bay, or thereabouts," her landlady
-explained, and, obeying her directions, Broomhurst presently emerged
-from the shady woodland path on to the hillside overhanging the sea.
-
-He glanced eagerly round him, and then with a sudden quickening of the
-heart, walked on over the springy heather to where she sat. She turned
-when the rustling his footsteps made through the bracken was near
-enough to arrest her attention, and looked up at him as he came. Then
-she rose slowly and stood waiting for him. He came up to her without a
-word and seized both her hands, devouring her face with his eyes.
-Something he saw there repelled him. Slowly he let her hands fall,
-still looking at her silently. "You are not glad to see me, and I have
-counted the hours," he said at last in a dull toneless voice.
-
-Her lips quivered. "Don't be angry with me--I can't help it--I'm not
-glad or sorry for anything now," she answered, and her voice matched
-his for greyness.
-
-They sat down together on a long flat stone half embedded in a wiry
-clump of whortleberries. Behind them the lonely hillsides rose,
-brilliant with yellow bracken and the purple of heather. Before them
-stretched the wide sea. It was a soft grey day. Streaks of pale
-sunlight trembled at moments far out on the water. The tide was rising
-in the little bay above which they sat, and Broomhurst watched the
-lazy foam-edged waves slipping over the uncovered rocks towards the
-shore, then sliding back as though for very weariness they despaired
-of reaching it. The muffled pulsing sound of the sea filled the
-silence. Broomhurst thought suddenly of hot Eastern sunshine, of the
-whirr of insect wings on the still air, and the creaking of a wheel in
-the distance. He turned and looked at his companion.
-
-"I have come thousands of miles to see you," he said; "aren't you
-going to speak to me now I am here?"
-
-"Why did you come? I told you not to come," she answered, falteringly.
-"I----" she paused.
-
-"And I replied that I should follow you--if you remember," he
-answered, still quietly. "I came because I would not listen to what
-you said then, at that awful time. You didn't know _yourself_ what you
-said. No wonder! I have given you some months, and now I have come."
-
-There was silence between them. Broomhurst saw that she was crying;
-her tears fell fast on to her hands, that were clasped in her lap. Her
-face, he noticed, was thin and drawn.
-
-Very gently he put his arm round her shoulder and drew her nearer to
-him. She made no resistance--it seemed that she did not notice the
-movement; and his arm dropped at his side.
-
-"You asked me why I had come? You think it possible that three months
-can change one, very thoroughly, then?" he said in a cold voice.
-
-"I not only think it possible, I have proved it," she replied wearily.
-
-He turned round and faced her.
-
-"You _did_ love me, Kathleen!" he asserted; "you never said so in
-words, but I know it," he added fiercely.
-
-"Yes, I did."
-
-"And----You mean that you don't now?"
-
-Her voice was very tired. "Yes--I can't help it," she answered, "it
-has gone--utterly."
-
-The grey sea slowly lapped the rocks. Overhead the sharp scream of a
-gull cut through the stillness. It was broken again, a moment
-afterwards, by a short hard laugh from the man.
-
-"Don't!" she whispered, and laid a hand swiftly on his arm. "Do you
-think it isn't worse for me? I wish to God I _did_ love you," she
-cried passionately. "Perhaps it would make me forget that to all
-intents and purposes I am a murderess."
-
-Broomhurst met her wide despairing eyes with an amazement which
-yielded to sudden pitying comprehension.
-
-"So that is it, my darling? You are worrying about _that_? You who
-were as loyal, as----"
-
-She stopped him with a frantic gesture.
-
-"Don't! _don't_!" she wailed. "If you only knew; let me try to tell
-you--will you?" she urged pitifully. "It may be better if I tell
-someone--if I don't keep it all to myself, and think, and _think_."
-
-She clasped her hands tight, with the old gesture he remembered when
-she was struggling for self-control, and waited a moment.
-
-Presently she began to speak in a low hurried tone: "It began before
-you came. I know now what the feeling was that I was afraid to
-acknowledge to myself. I used to try and smother it, I used to repeat
-things to myself all day--poems, stupid rhymes--_anything_ to keep my
-thoughts quite underneath--but I--_hated_ John before you came! We had
-been married nearly a year then. I never loved him. Of course you are
-going to say: 'Why did you marry him?'" She looked drearily over the
-placid sea. "Why _did_ I marry him? I don't know; for the reason that
-hundreds of ignorant inexperienced girls marry, I suppose. My home
-wasn't a happy one. I was miserable, and oh,--_restless_. I wonder if
-men know what it feels like to be restless? Sometimes I think they
-can't even guess. John wanted me very badly--nobody wanted me at home
-particularly. There didn't seem to be any point in my life. Do you
-understand?... Of course being alone with him in that little camp in
-that silent plain"--she shuddered--"made things worse. My nerves went
-all to pieces. Everything he said--his voice--his accent--his
-walk--the way he ate--irritated me so that I longed to rush out
-sometimes and shriek--and go _mad_. Does it sound ridiculous to you to
-be driven mad by such trifles? I only know I used to get up from the
-table sometimes and walk up and down outside, with both hands over my
-mouth to keep myself quiet. And all the time I _hated_ myself--how I
-hated myself! I never had a word from him that wasn't gentle and
-tender. I believe he loved the ground I walked on. Oh, it is _awful_
-to be loved like that, when you----" She drew in her breath with a
-sob. "I--I--it made me sick for him to come near me--to touch me." She
-stopped a moment.
-
-Broomhurst gently laid his hand on her quivering one. "Poor little
-girl!" he murmured.
-
-"Then _you_ came," she said, "and before long I had another feeling to
-fight against. At first I thought it couldn't be true that I loved
-you--it would die down. I think I was _frightened_ at the feeling; I
-didn't know it hurt so to love anyone."
-
-Broomhurst stirred a little. "Go on," he said tersely.
-
-"But it didn't die," she continued in a trembling whisper, "and the
-other _awful_ feeling grew stronger and stronger--hatred; no, that is
-not the word--_loathing_ for--for--John. I fought against it. Yes,"
-she cried feverishly, clasping and unclasping her hands, "Heaven knows
-I fought it with all my strength, and reasoned with myself, and--oh, I
-did _everything_, but----" Her quick-falling tears made speech
-difficult.
-
-"Kathleen!" Broomhurst urged desperately, "you couldn't help it, you
-poor child. You say yourself you struggled against your feelings--you
-were always gentle. Perhaps he didn't know."
-
-"But he did--he _did_," she wailed, "it is just that. I hurt him a
-hundred times a day; he never said so, but I knew it; and yet I
-_couldn't_ be kind to him--except in words--and he understood. And
-after you came it was worse in one way, for he knew. I _felt_ he knew
-that I loved you. His eyes used to follow me like a dog's, and I was
-stabbed with remorse, and I tried to be good to him, but I couldn't."
-
-"But--he didn't suspect--he trusted you," began Broomhurst. "He had
-every reason. No woman was ever so loyal, so----"
-
-"Hush," she almost screamed. "Loyal! it was the least I could do--to
-stop you, I mean--when you----After all, I knew it without your
-telling me. I had deliberately married him without loving him. It was
-my own fault. I felt it. Even if I couldn't prevent his knowing that I
-hated him, I could prevent _that_. It was my punishment. I deserved it
-for _daring_ to marry without love. But I didn't spare John one pang,
-after all," she added bitterly. "He knew what I felt towards him--I
-don't think he cared about anything else. You say I mustn't reproach
-myself? When I went back to the tent that morning--when you--when I
-stopped you from saying you loved me, he was sitting at the table with
-his head buried in his hands; he was crying--bitterly: I saw him--it
-is terrible to see a man cry--and I stole away gently, but he saw me.
-I was torn to pieces, but I _couldn't_ go to him. I knew he would kiss
-me, and I shuddered to think of it. It seemed more than ever not to be
-borne that he should do that--when I knew _you_ loved me."
-
-"Kathleen," cried her lover again, "don't dwell on it all so
-terribly----don't----"
-
-"How can I forget?" she answered despairingly, "and then"--she lowered
-her voice--"oh, I can't tell you--all the time, at the back of my mind
-somewhere, there was a burning wish that he might _die_. I used to lie
-awake at night, and do what I would to stifle it, that thought used to
-_scorch_ me, I wished it so intensely. Do you believe that by willing
-one can bring such things to pass?" she asked, looking at Broomhurst
-with feverishly bright eyes. "No?--well, I don't know--I tried to
-smother it. I _really_ tried, but it was there, whatever other
-thoughts I heaped on the top. Then, when I heard the horse galloping
-across the plain that morning, I had a sick fear that it was you. I
-knew something had happened, and my first thought when I saw you alive
-and well, and knew that it was _John_, was, _that it was too good to
-be true_. I believe I laughed like a maniac, didn't I?... Not to
-blame? Why, if it hadn't been for me he wouldn't have died. The men
-say they saw him sitting with his head uncovered in the burning sun,
-his face buried in his hands--just as I had seen him the day before.
-He didn't trouble to be careful--he was too wretched."
-
-She paused, and Broomhurst rose and began to pace the little hillside
-path at the edge of which they were seated.
-
-Presently he came back to her.
-
-"Kathleen, let me take care of you," he implored, stooping towards
-her. "We have only ourselves to consider in this matter. Will you come
-to me at once?"
-
-She shook her head sadly.
-
-Broomhurst set his teeth, and the lines round his mouth deepened. He
-threw himself down beside her on the heather.
-
-"Dear," he urged still gently, though his voice showed he was
-controlling himself with an effort. "You are morbid about this. You
-have been alone too much--you are ill. Let me take care of you: I
-_can_, Kathleen--and I love you. Nothing but morbid fancy makes you
-imagine you are in any way responsible for--Drayton's death. You can't
-bring him back to life, and----"
-
-"No," she sighed drearily, "and if I could, nothing would be altered.
-Though I am mad with self-reproach, I feel _that_--it was all so
-inevitable. If he were alive and well before me this instant my
-feeling towards him wouldn't have changed. If he spoke to me, he would
-say 'My dear'--and I should _loathe_ him. Oh, I know! It is _that_
-that makes it so awful."
-
-"But if you acknowledge it," Broomhurst struck in eagerly, "will you
-wreck both of our lives for the sake of vain regrets? Kathleen, you
-never will."
-
-He waited breathlessly for her answer.
-
-"I won't wreck both our lives by marrying again without love on my
-side," she replied firmly.
-
-"I will take the risk," he said. "You _have_ loved me--you will love
-me again. You are crushed and dazed now with brooding over this--this
-trouble, but----"
-
-"But I will not allow you to take the risk," Kathleen answered. "What
-sort of woman should I be to be willing again to live with a man I
-don't love? I have come to know that there are things one owes to
-_oneself_. Self-respect is one of them. I don't know how it has come
-to be so, but all my old feeling for you has _gone_. It is as though
-it had burnt itself out. I will not offer grey ashes to any man."
-
-Broomhurst looking up at her pale, set face, knew that her words were
-final, and turned his own aside with a groan.
-
-"Ah!" cried Kathleen with a little break in her voice, "_don't._ Go
-away and be happy and strong, and all that I loved in you. I am so
-sorry--so sorry to hurt you. I----" her voice faltered miserably.
-"I--I only bring trouble to people."
-
-There was a long pause.
-
-"Did you never think that there is a terrible vein of irony running
-through the ordering of this world?" she said presently. "It is a
-mistake to think our prayers are not answered--they are. In due time
-we get our heart's desire--when we have ceased to care for it."
-
-"I haven't yet got mine," Broomhurst answered doggedly, "and I shall
-never cease to care for it."
-
-She smiled a little with infinite sadness.
-
-"Listen, Kathleen," he said. They had both risen and he stood before
-her, looking down at her. "I will go now, but in a year's time I shall
-come back. I will not give you up. You shall love me yet."
-
-"Perhaps--I don't think so," she answered wearily.
-
-Broomhurst looked at her trembling lips a moment in silence, then he
-stooped and kissed both her hands instead.
-
-"I will wait till you tell me you love me," he said.
-
-She stood watching him out of sight. He did not look back, and she
-turned with swimming eyes to the grey sea and the transient gleams of
-sunlight that swept like tender smiles across its face.
-
-
-
-
-An Idyll
-
- By W. Brown MacDougal
-
-[Illustration: An Idyll]
-
-
-
-
-Reticence in Literature
-
-Some Roundabout Remarks
-
- By Hubert Crackanthorpe
-
-
-During the past fifty years, as everyone knows, the art of fiction has
-been expanding in a manner exceedingly remarkable, till it has grown
-to be the predominant branch of imaginative literature. But the other
-day we were assured that poetry only thrives in limited and exquisite
-editions; that the drama, here in England at least, has practically
-ceased to be literature at all. Each epoch instinctively chooses that
-literary vehicle which is best adapted for the expression of its
-particular temper: just as the drama flourished in the robust age of
-Shakespeare and Ben Jonson; just as that outburst of lyrical poetry,
-at the beginning of the century in France, coincided with a period of
-extreme emotional exaltation; so the novel, facile and flexible in its
-conventions, with its endless opportunities for accurate delineation
-of reality, becomes supreme in a time of democracy and of science--to
-note but these two salient characteristics.
-
-And, if we pursue this light of thought, we find that, on all sides,
-the novel is being approached in one especial spirit, that it would
-seem to be striving, for the moment at any rate, to perfect itself
-within certain definite limitations. To employ a hackneyed, and often
-quite unintelligent, catchword--the novel is becoming realistic.
-
-Throughout the history of literature, the jealous worship of
-beauty--which we term idealism--and the jealous worship of
-truth--which we term realism--have alternately prevailed. Indeed, it
-is within the compass of these alternations that lies the whole
-fundamental diversity of literary temper.
-
-Still, the classification is a clumsy one, for no hard and fast line
-can be drawn between the one spirit and the other. The so-called
-idealist must take as his point of departure the facts of Nature; the
-so-called realist must be sensitive to some one or other of the forms
-of beauty, if each would achieve the fineness of great art. And the
-pendulum of production is continually swinging, from degenerate
-idealism to degenerate realism, from effete vapidity to slavish
-sordidity.
-
-Either term, then, can only be employed in a purely limited and
-relative sense. Completely idealistic art--art that has no point of
-contact with the facts of the universe, as we know them--is, of
-course, an impossible absurdity; similarly, a complete reproduction of
-Nature by means of words is an absurd impossibility. Neither
-emphasization nor abstraction can be dispensed with: the one,
-eliminating the details of no import; the other, exaggerating those
-which the artist has selected. And, even were such a thing possible,
-it would not be Art. The invention of a highly perfected system of
-coloured photography, for instance, or a skilful recording by means of
-the phonograph of scenes in real life, would not subtract one whit
-from the value of the painter's or the playwright's interpretation.
-Art is not invested with the futile function of perpetually striving
-after imitation or reproduction of Nature; she endeavours to produce,
-through the adaptation of a restricted number of natural facts, an
-harmonious and satisfactory whole. Indeed, in this very process of
-adaptation and blending together, lies the main and greater task of
-the artist. And the novel, the short story, even the impression of a
-mere incident, convey each of them, the imprint of the temper in which
-their creator has achieved this process of adaptation and blending
-together of his material. They are inevitably stamped with the
-hall-mark of his personality. A work of art can never be more than a
-corner of Nature, seen through the temperament of a single man. Thus,
-all literature is, must be, essentially subjective; for style is but
-the power of individual expression. The disparity which separates
-literature from the reporter's transcript is ineradicable. There is a
-quality of ultimate suggestiveness to be achieved; for the business of
-art is, not to explain or to describe, but to suggest. That attitude
-of objectivity, or of impersonality towards his subject, consciously
-or unconsciously, assumed by the artist, and which nowadays provokes
-so considerable an admiration, can be attained only in a limited
-degree. Every piece of imaginative work must be a kind of
-autobiography of its creator--significant, if not of the actual facts
-of his existence, at least of the inner working of his soul. We are
-each of us conscious, not of the whole world, but of our own world;
-not of naked reality, but of that aspect of reality which our peculiar
-temperament enables us to appropriate. Thus, every narrative of an
-external circumstance is never anything else than the transcript of
-the impression produced upon ourselves by that circumstance, and,
-invariably, a degree of individual interpretation is insinuated into
-every picture, real or imaginary, however objective it may be. So
-then, the disparity between the so-called idealist and the so-called
-realist is a matter, not of aesthetic philosophy, but of individual
-temperament. Each is at work, according to the especial bent of his
-genius, within precisely the same limits. Realism, as a creed, is as
-ridiculous as any other literary creed.
-
-Now, it would have been exceedingly curious if this recent
-specialisation of the art of fiction, this passion for draining from
-the life, as it were, born, in due season, of the general spirit of
-the latter half of the nineteenth century, had not provoked a
-considerable amount of opposition--opposition of just that kind which
-every new evolution in art inevitably encounters. Between the vanguard
-and the main body there is perpetual friction.
-
-But time flits quickly in this hurried age of ours, and the opposition
-to the renascence of fiction as a conscientious interpretation of life
-is not what it was; its opponents are not the men they were. It is not
-so long since a publisher was sent to prison for issuing English
-translations of celebrated specimens of French realism; yet, only the
-other day, we vied with each other in doing honour to the chief
-figure-head of that tendency across the Channel, and there was heard
-but the belated protest of a few worthy individuals, inadequately
-equipped with the jaunty courage of ignorance, or the insufferable
-confidence of second-hand knowledge.
-
-And during the past year things have been moving very rapidly. The
-position of the literary artist towards Nature, his great inspirer,
-has become more definite, more secure. A sound, organised opinion of
-men of letters is being acquired; and in the little bouts with the
-_bourgeois_--if I may be pardoned the use of that wearisome word--no
-one has to fight single-handed. Heroism is at a discount; Mrs. Grundy
-is becoming mythological; a crowd of unsuspected supporters collect
-from all sides, and the deadly conflict of which we had been warned
-becomes but an interesting skirmish. Books are published, stories are
-printed, in old-established reviews, which would never have been
-tolerated a few years ago. On all sides, deference to the tendency of
-the time is spreading. The truth must be admitted: the roar of
-unthinking prejudice is dying away.
-
-All this is exceedingly comforting: and yet, perhaps, it is not a
-matter for absolute congratulation. For, if the enemy are not dying as
-gamely as we had expected, if they are, as I am afraid, losing heart,
-and in danger of sinking into a condition of passive indifference, it
-should be to us a matter of not inconsiderable apprehension. If this
-new evolution in the art of fiction--this general return of the
-literary artist towards Nature, on the brink of which we are to-day
-hesitating--is to achieve any definite, ultimate fineness of
-expression, it will benefit enormously by the continued presence of a
-healthy, vigorous, if not wholly intelligent, body of opponents.
-Directly or indirectly, they will knock a lot of nonsense out of us,
-will these opponents;--why should we be ashamed to admit it? They will
-enable us to find our level, they will spur us on to bring out the
-best--and only the best--that is within us.
-
-Take, for instance, the gentleman who objects to realistic fiction on
-moral grounds. If he does not stand the most conspicuous to-day, at
-least he was pre-eminent the day before yesterday. He is a hard case,
-and it is on his especial behalf that I would appeal. For he has been
-dislodged from the hill top, he has become a target for all manner of
-unkind chaff, from the ribald youth of Fleet Street and Chelsea. He
-has been labelled a Philistine: he has been twitted with his
-middle-age; he has been reported to have compromised himself with that
-indecent old person, Mrs. Grundy. It is confidently asserted that he
-comes from Putney, or from Sheffield, and that, when he is not busy
-abolishing the art of English literature, he is employed in
-safeguarding the interests of the grocery or tallow-chandler's trade.
-Strange and cruel tales of him have been printed in the monthly
-reviews; how, but for him, certain well-known popular writers would
-have written masterpieces; how, like the ogre in the fairy tale, he
-consumes every morning at breakfast a hundred pot-boiled young
-geniuses. For the most part they have been excellently well told,
-these tales of this moral ogre of ours; but why start to shatter
-brutally their dainty charm by a soulless process of investigation?
-No, let us be shamed rather into a more charitable spirit, into making
-generous amends, into rehabilitating the greatness of our moral ogre.
-
-He is the backbone of our nation; the guardian of our mediocrity; the
-very foil of our intelligence. Once, you fancied that you could argue
-with him, that you could dispute his dictum. Ah! how we cherished that
-day-dream of our extreme youth. But it was not to be. He is still
-immense; for he is unassailable; he is flawless, for he is complete
-within himself; his lucidity is yet unimpaired; his impartiality is
-yet supreme. Who amongst us could judge with a like impartiality the
-productions of Scandinavia and Charpentier, Walt Whitman, and the
-Independent Theatre? Let us remember that he has never professed to
-understand Art, and the deep debt of gratitude that every artist in
-the land should consequently owe to him; let us remember that he is
-above us, for he belongs to the great middle classes; let us remember
-that he commands votes, that he is candidate for the County Council;
-let us remember that he is delightful, because he is intelligible.
-
-Yes, he is intelligible; and of how many of us can that be said? His
-is no complex programme, no subtly exacting demand. A plain moral
-lesson is all that he asks, and his voice is as of one crying in the
-ever fertile wilderness of Smith and of Mudie.
-
-And he is right, after all--if he only knew it. The business of art is
-to create for us fine interests, to make of our human nature a more
-complete thing: and thus, all great art is moral in the wider and the
-truer sense of the word. It is precisely on this point of the meaning
-of the word "moral" that we and our ogre part company. To him,
-morality is concerned only with the established relations between the
-sexes and with fair dealing between man and man: to him the subtle,
-indirect morality of Art is incomprehensible.
-
-Theoretically, Art is non-moral. She is not interested in any ethical
-code of any age or any nation, except in so far as the breach or
-observance of that code may furnish her with material on which to
-work. But, unfortunately, in this complex world of ours, we cannot
-satisfactorily pursue one interest--no, not even the interest of Art,
-at the expense of all others--let us look that fact in the face,
-doggedly, whatever pangs it may cost us--pleading magnanimously for
-the survival of our moral ogre, for there will be danger to our cause
-when his voice is no more heard.
-
-If imitation be the sincerest form of flattery, then our moral ogre
-must indeed have experienced a proud moment, when a follower came to
-him from the camp of the lovers of Art, and the artistic objector to
-realistic fiction started on his timid career. I use the word timid in
-no disparaging sense, but because our artistic objector, had he
-ventured a little farther from the vicinity of the coat-tails of his
-powerful protector, might have secured a more adequate recognition of
-his performances. For he is by no means devoid of adroitness. He can
-patter to us glibly of the "gospel of ugliness"; of the "cheerlessness
-of modern literature"; he can even juggle with that honourable
-property-piece, the maxim of Art for Art's sake. But there have been
-moments when even this feat has proved ineffective, and some one has
-started scoffing at his pretended "delight in pure rhythm or music of
-the phrase," and flippantly assured him that he is talking nonsense,
-and that style is a mere matter of psychological suggestion. You fancy
-our performer nonplussed, or at least boldly bracing himself to brazen
-the matter out. No, he passes dexterously to his curtain effect--a
-fervid denunciation of express trains, evening newspapers, Parisian
-novels, or the first number of THE YELLOW BOOK. Verily, he is a
-versatile person.
-
-Sometimes, to listen to him you would imagine that pessimism and
-regular meals were incompatible; that the world is only ameliorated by
-those whom it completely satisfies, that good predominates over evil,
-that the problem of our destiny had been solved long ago. You begin to
-doubt whether any good thing can come out of this miserable,
-inadequate age of ours, unless it be a doctored survival of the
-vocabulary of a past century. The language of the coster and cadger
-resound in our midst, and, though Velasquez tried to paint like
-Whistler, Rudyard Kipling cannot write like Pope. And a weird word has
-been invented to explain the whole business. Decadence, decadence: you
-are all decadent nowadays. Ibsen, Degas, and the New English Art Club;
-Zola, Oscar Wilde, and the Second Mrs. Tanqueray. Mr. Richard Le
-Gallienne is hoist with his own petard; even the British playwright
-has not escaped the taint. Ah, what a hideous spectacle. All whirling
-along towards one common end. And the elegant voice of the artistic
-objector floating behind: "_Apres vous le deluge_." A wholesale
-abusing of the tendencies of the age has ever proved, for the superior
-mind, an inexhaustible source of relief. Few things breed such inward
-comfort as the contemplation of one's own pessimism--few things
-produce such discomfort as the remembrance of our neighbour's
-optimism.
-
-And yet, pessimists though we may be dubbed, some of us, on this point
-at least, how can we compete with the hopelessness enjoyed by our
-artistic objector, when the spectacle of his despondency makes us
-insufferably replete with hope and confidence, so that while he is
-loftily bewailing or prettily denouncing the completeness of our
-degradation, we continue to delight in the evil of our ways? Oh, if we
-could only be sure that he would persevere in reprimanding this
-persistent study of the pitiable aspects of life, how our hearts would
-go out towards him? For the man who said that joy is essentially,
-regrettably inartistic, admitted in the same breath that misery lends
-itself to artistic treatment twice as easily as joy, and resumed the
-whole question in a single phrase. Let our artistic objector but weary
-the world sufficiently with his despair concerning the permanence of
-the cheerlessness of modern realism, and some day a man will arise who
-will give us a study of human happiness, as fine, as vital as anything
-we owe to Guy de Maupassant or to Ibsen. That man will have
-accomplished the infinitely difficult, and in admiration and in awe
-shall we bow down our heads before him.
-
-In one radical respect the art of fiction is not in the same position
-as the other arts. They--music, poetry, painting, sculpture, and the
-drama--possess a magnificent fabric of accumulated tradition. The
-great traditions of the art of fiction have yet to be made. Ours is a
-young art, struggling desperately to reach expression, with no great
-past to guide it. Thus, it should be a matter for wonder, not that we
-stumble into certain pitfalls, but that we do not fall headlong into a
-hundred more.
-
-But, if we have no great past, we have the present and the future--the
-one abundant in facilities, the other abundant in possibilities. Young
-men of to-day have enormous chances: we are working under exceedingly
-favourable conditions. Possibly we stand on the threshold of a very
-great period. I know, of course, that the literary artist is
-shamefully ill-paid, and that the man who merely caters for the public
-taste, amasses a rapid and respectable fortune. But how is it that
-such an arrangement seems other than entirely equitable? The essential
-conditions of the two cases are entirely distinct. The one man is free
-to give untrammelled expression to his own soul, free to fan to the
-full the flame that burns in his heart: the other is a seller of
-wares, a unit in national commerce. To the one is allotted liberty and
-a living wage; to the other, captivity and a consolation in Consols.
-Let us whine, then, no more concerning the prejudice and the
-persecution of the Philistine, when even that misanthrope, Mr. Robert
-Buchanan, admits that there is no power in England to prevent a man
-writing exactly as he pleases. Before long the battle for literary
-freedom will be won. A new public has been created--appreciative,
-eager and determined; a public which, as Mr. Gosse puts it, in one of
-those admirable essays of his, "has eaten of the apple of knowledge,
-and will not be satisfied with mere marionnettes. Whatever comes
-next," Mr. Gosse continues, "we cannot return, in serious novels, to
-the inanities and impossibilities of the old well-made plot, to the
-children changed at nurse, to the madonna-heroine and the god-like
-hero, to the impossible virtues and melodramatic vices. In future,
-even those who sneer at realism and misrepresent it most wilfully,
-will be obliged to put their productions more in accordance with
-veritable experience. There will still be novel-writers who address
-the gallery, and who will keep up the gaudy old convention, and the
-clumsy _Family Herald_ evolution, but they will no longer be
-distinguished men of genius. They will no longer sign themselves
-George Sand or Charles Dickens."
-
-Fiction has taken her place amongst the arts. The theory that writing
-resembles the blacking of boots, the more boots you black, the better
-you do it, is busy evaporating. The excessive admiration for the mere
-idea of a book or a story is dwindling; so is the comparative
-indifference to slovenly treatment. True is it that the society lady,
-dazzled by the brilliancy of her own conversation, and the
-serious-minded spinster, bitten by some sociological theory, still
-decide in the old jaunty spirit, that fiction is the obvious medium
-through which to astonish or improve the world. Let us beware of the
-despotism of the intelligent amateur, and cease our toying with that
-quaint and winsome bogey of ours, the British Philistine, whilst the
-intelligent amateur, the deadliest of Art's enemies, is creeping up in
-our midst.
-
-For the familiarity of the man in the street with the material
-employed by the artist in fiction, will ever militate against the
-acquisition of a sound, fine, and genuine standard of workmanship.
-Unlike the musician, the painter, the sculptor, the architect, the
-artist in fiction enjoys no monopoly in his medium. The word and the
-phrase are, of necessity, the common property of everybody; the
-ordinary use of them demands no special training. Hence the popular
-mind, while willingly acknowledging that there are technical
-difficulties to be surmounted in the creation of the sonata, the
-landscape, the statue, the building, in the case of the short story,
-or of the longer novel, declines to believe even in their existence,
-persuaded that in order to produce good fiction, an ingenious idea, or
-"plot," as it is termed, is the one thing needed. The rest is a mere
-matter of handwriting.
-
-The truth is, and, despite Mr. Waugh, we are near recognition of it,
-that nowadays there is but scanty merit in the mere selection of any
-particular subject, however ingenious or daring it may appear at first
-sight; that a man is not an artist, simply because he writes about
-heredity or the _demi-monde_, that to call a spade a spade requires no
-extraordinary literary gift, and that the essential is contained in
-the frank, fearless acceptance by every man of his entire artistic
-temperament, with its qualities and its flaws.
-
-
-
-
-Two Drawings
-
- By E. J. Sullivan
-
-
-
- I. The Old Man's Garden
-
- II. The Quick and the Dead
-
-[Illustration: The Old Man's Garden]
-
-[Illustration: The Quick and the Dead]
-
-
-
-
-My Study
-
- By Alfred Hayes
-
-
- Let others strive for wealth or praise
- Who care to win;
- I count myself full blest, if He,
- Who made my study fair to see,
- Grant me but length of quiet days
- To muse therein.
-
- Its walls, with peach and cherry clad,
- From yonder wold
- Unbosomed, seem as if thereon
- September sunbeams ever shone;
- They make the air look warm and glad
- When winds are cold.
-
- Around its door a clematis
- Her arms doth tie;
- Through leafy lattices I view
- Its endless corridors of blue
- Curtained with clouds; its ceiling is
- The marbled sky.
-
- A verdant carpet smoothly laid
- Doth oft invite
- My silent steps; thereon the sun
- With silver thread of dew hath spun
- Devices rare--the warp of shade,
- The weft of light.
-
- Here dwell my chosen books, whose leaves
- With healing breath
- The ache of discontent assuage,
- And speak from each illumined page
- The patience that my soul reprieves
- From inward death;
-
- Some perish with a season's wind,
- And some endure;
- One robes itself in snow, and one
- In raiment of the rising sun
- Bordered with gold; in all I find
- God's signature.
-
- As on my grassy couch I lie,
- From hedge and tree
- Musicians pipe; or if the heat
- Subdue the birds, one crooneth sweet
- Whose labour is a lullaby--
- The slumbrous bee.
-
- The sun my work doth overlook
- With searching light;
- The serious moon, the flickering star,
- My midnight lamp and candle are;
- A soul unhardened is the book
- Wherein I write.
-
- There labouring, my heart is eased
- Of every care;
- Yet often wonderstruck I stand,
- With earnest gaze but idle hand,
- Abashed--for God Himself is pleased
- To labour there.
-
- Ashamed my faultful task to spell,
- I watch how grows
- The Master's perfect colour-scheme
- Of sunset, or His simpler dream
- Of moonlight, or that miracle
- We name a rose.
-
- Dear Earth, one thought alone doth grieve--
- The tender dread
- Of parting from thee; as a child,
- Who painted while his father smiled,
- Then watched him paint, is loth to leave
- And go to bed.
-
-
-
-
-A Reminiscence of
-
-"The Transgressor"
-
- By Francis Forster
-
-[Illustration: A Reminiscence of The Transgressor]
-
-
-
-
-A Letter to the Editor
-
- From Max Beerbohm
-
-
-Dear Sir,--When The Yellow Book appeared I was in Oxford. So literary
-a little town is Oxford that its undergraduates see a newspaper nearly
-as seldom as the Venetians see a horse, and until yesterday, when
-coming to London, I found in the album of a friend certain newspaper
-cuttings, I had not known how great was the wrath of the pressmen.
-
-What in the whole volume seems to have provoked the most ungovernable
-fury is, I am sorry to say, an essay about Cosmetics that I myself
-wrote. Of this it was impossible for anyone to speak calmly. The mob
-lost its head, and, so far as anyone in literature can be lynched, I
-was. In speaking of me, one paper dropped the usual prefix of "Mr." as
-though I were a well-known criminal, and referred to me shortly as
-"Beerbohm"; a second allowed me the "Mr." but urged that "a short Act
-of Parliament should be passed to make this kind of thing illegal"; a
-third suggested, rather tamely, that I should read one of Mr. William
-Watson's sonnets. More than one comic paper had a very serious poem
-about me, and a known adherent to the humour which, forest-like, is
-called new, declared my essay to be "the rankest and most nauseous
-thing in all literature." It was a bomb thrown by a cowardly decadent,
-another outrage by one of that desperate and dangerous band of madmen
-who must be mercilessly stamped out by a comity of editors. May I,
-Sir, in justice to myself and to you, who were gravely censured for
-harbouring me, step forward, and assure the affrighted mob that it is
-the victim of a hoax? May I also assure it that I had no notion that
-it would be taken in? Indeed, it seems incredible to me that any one
-on the face of the earth could fail to see that my essay, so grotesque
-in subject, in opinion so flippant, in style so wildly affected, was
-meant for a burlesque upon the "precious" school of writers. If I had
-only signed myself D. Cadent or Parrar Docks, or appended a note to
-say that the MS. had been picked up not a hundred miles from Tite
-Street, all the pressmen would have said that I had given them a very
-delicate bit of satire. But I did not. And _hinc_, as they themselves
-love to say, _illae lacrimae_.
-
-After all, I think it is a sound rule that a writer should not kick
-his critics. I simply wish to make them a friendly philosophical
-suggestion. It seems to be thought that criticism holds in the
-artistic world much the same place as, in the moral world, is held by
-punishment--"the vengeance taken by the majority upon such as exceed
-the limits of conduct imposed by that majority." As in the case of
-punishment, then, we must consider the effect produced by criticism
-upon its object, how far is it reformatory? Personally, I cannot
-conceive how any artist can be hurt by remarks dropped from a garret
-into a gutter. Yet it is incontestable that many an illustrious artist
-has so been hurt. And these very remarks, so far from making him
-change or temper his method, have rather made that method intenser,
-have driven him to retire further within his own soul, by showing him
-how little he may hope for from the world but insult and ingratitude.
-
-In fact, the police-constable mode of criticism is a failure. True
-that, here and there, much beautiful work of the kind has been done.
-In the old, old Quarterlies is many a slashing review, that, however
-absurd it be as criticism, we can hardly wish unwritten. In the
-_National Observer_, before its reformation, were countless fine
-examples of the cavilling method. The paper was rowdy, venomous and
-insincere. There was libel in every line of it. It roared with the
-lambs and bleated with the lions. It was a disgrace to journalism and
-a glory to literature. I think of it often with tears and desiderium.
-But the men who wrote these things stand upon a very different plane
-to the men employed as critics by the press of Great Britain. These
-must be judged, not by their workmanship, which is naught, but by the
-spirit that animates them and the consequence of their efforts. If
-only they could learn that it is for the critic to seek after beauty
-and to try to interpret it to others, if only they would give over
-their eternal fault-finding and not presume to interfere with the
-artist at his work, then with an equally small amount of ability our
-pressmen might do nearly as much good as they have hitherto done harm.
-Why should they regard writers with such enmity? The average pressman,
-reviewing a book of stories or of poems by an unknown writer, seems
-not to think "where are the beauties of this work that I may praise
-them, and by my praise quicken the sense of beauty in others?" He
-steadily applies himself to the ignoble task of plucking out and
-gloating over its defects. It is a pity that critics should show so
-little sympathy with writers, and curious when we consider that most
-of them tried to be writers themselves, once. Every new school that
-has come into the world, every new writer who has brought with him a
-new mode, they have rudely persecuted. The dulness of Ibsen, the
-obscurity of Meredith, the horrors of Zola--all these are household
-words. It is not until the pack has yelled itself hoarse that the
-level voice of justice is heard in praise. To pretend that no
-generation is capable of gauging the greatness of its own artists is
-the merest bauble-tit. Were it not for the accursed abuse of their
-function by the great body of critics, no poet need "live uncrown'd,
-apart." Many and irreparable are the wrongs that our critics have
-done. At length let them repent with ashes upon their heads. Where
-they see not beauty, let them be silent, reverently feeling that it
-may yet be there, and train their dull senses in quest of it.
-
-Now is a good time for such penance. There are signs that our English
-literature has reached that point, when, like the literatures of all
-the nations that have been, it must fall at length into the hands of
-the decadents. The qualities that I tried in my essay to
-travesty--paradox and marivaudage, lassitude, a love of horror and all
-unusual things, a love of argot and archaism and the mysteries of
-style--are not all these displayed, some by one, some by another of
-les jeunes ecrivains? Who knows but that Artifice is in truth at our
-gates and that soon she may pass through our streets? Already the
-windows of Grub Street are crowded with watchful, evil faces. They are
-ready, the men of Grub Street, to pelt her, as they have pelted all
-that came before her. Let them come down while there is still time,
-and hang their houses with colours, and strew the road with flowers.
-Will they not, for once, do homage to a new queen? By the time this
-letter appears, it _may_ be too late!
-
-Meanwhile, Sir, I am, your obedient servant,
-
- MAX BEERBOHM.
-
-Oxford, May '94.
-
-
-
-
-A Study
-
- By Bernhard Sickert
-
-[Illustration: A Study]
-
-
-
-
- _EPIGRAM_
-
- _TO A LADY RECOVERED FROM A DANGEROUS
- SICKNESS_
-
-
-
- _Life plucks thee back as by the golden hair--_
-
- _Life, who had feigned to let thee go but now._
-
- _Wealthy is Death already, and can spare_
-
- _Ev'n such a prey as thou._
-
-
- _WILLIAM WATSON_
-
-
-
-
-The Coxon Fund
-
- By Henry James
-
-
- I
-
-"They've got him for life!" I said to myself that evening on my way
-back to the station; but later, alone in the compartment (from
-Wimbledon to Waterloo, before the glory of the District Railway), I
-amended this declaration in the light of the sense that my friends
-would probably after all not enjoy a monopoly of Mr. Saltram. I won't
-pretend to have taken his vast measure on that first occasion; but I
-think I had achieved a glimpse of what the privilege of his
-acquaintance might mean for many persons in the way of charges
-accepted. He had been a great experience, and it was this perhaps that
-had put me into a frame for divining that we should all have the
-honour, sooner or later, of dealing with him as a whole. Whatever
-impression I then received of the amount of this total, I had a full
-enough vision of the patience of the Mulvilles. He was staying with
-them for the winter; Adelaide dropped it in a tone which drew the
-sting from the temporary. These excellent people might indeed have
-been content to give the circle of hospitality a diameter of six
-months; but if they didn't say that he was staying for the summer as
-well it was only because this was more than they ventured to hope. I
-remember that at dinner that evening he wore slippers, new and
-predominantly purple, of some queer carpet-stuff; but the Mulvilles
-were still in the stage of supposing that he might be snatched from
-them by higher bidders. At a later time they grew, poor dears, to fear
-no snatching; but theirs was a fidelity which needed no help from
-competition to make them proud. Wonderful indeed as, when all was
-said, you inevitably pronounced Frank Saltram, it was not to be
-overlooked that the Kent Mulvilles were in their way still more
-extraordinary; as striking an instance as could easily be encountered
-of the familiar truth that remarkable men find remarkable
-conveniences.
-
-They had sent for me from Wimbledon to come out and dine, and there
-had been an implication in Adelaide's note (judged by her notes alone
-she might have been thought silly), that it was a case in which
-something momentous was to be determined or done. I had never known
-them not to be in a state about somebody, and I daresay I tried to be
-droll on this point in accepting their invitation. On finding myself
-in the presence of their latest revelation I had not at first felt
-irreverence droop--and, thank heaven, I have never been absolutely
-deprived of that alternative in Mr. Saltram's company. I saw, however
-(I hasten to declare it), that compared to this specimen their other
-phoenixes had been birds of inconsiderable feather, and I afterwards
-took credit to myself for not having even in primal bewilderments made
-a mistake about the essence of the man. He had an incomparable gift; I
-never was blind to it--it dazzles me at present. It dazzles me perhaps
-even more in remembrance than in fact, for I'm not unaware that for a
-subject so magnificent the imagination goes to some expense, inserting
-a jewel here and there or giving a twist to a plume. How the art of
-portraiture would rejoice in this figure if the art of portraiture had
-only the canvas! Nature, however, had really rounded it, and if
-memory, hovering about it, sometimes holds her breath, this is because
-the voice that comes back was really golden.
-
-Though the great man was an inmate and didn't dress he kept dinner on
-this occasion waiting long, and the first words he uttered on coming
-into the room were a triumphant announcement to Mulville that he had
-found out something. Not catching the allusion and gaping doubtless a
-little at his face, I privately asked Adelaide what he had found out.
-I shall never forget the look she gave me as she replied:
-"Everything!" She really believed it. At that moment, at any rate, he
-had found out that the mercy of the Mulvilles was infinite. He had
-previously of course discovered, as I had myself for that matter, that
-their dinners were soignes. Let me not indeed, in saying this, neglect
-to declare that I shall falsify my counterfeit if I seem to hint that
-there was in his nature any ounce of calculation. He took whatever
-came, but he never plotted for it, and no man who was so much of an
-absorbent can ever have been so little of a parasite. He had a system
-of the universe, but he had no system of sponging--that was quite hand
-to mouth. He had fine, gross, easy senses, but it was not his
-good-natured appetite that wrought confusion. If he had loved us for
-our dinners we could have paid with our dinners, and it would have
-been a great economy of finer matter. I make free in these connections
-with the plural possessive because, if I was never able to do what the
-Mulvilles did, and people with still bigger houses and simpler
-charities, I met, first and last, every demand of reflection, of
-emotion--particularly perhaps those of gratitude and of resentment. No
-one, I think, paid the tribute of giving him up so often, and if it's
-rendering honour to borrow wisdom I have a right to talk of my
-sacrifices. He yielded lessons as the sea yields fish--I lived for a
-while on this diet. Sometimes it almost appeared to me that his
-massive, monstrous failure--if failure after all it was--had been
-intended for my private recreation. He fairly pampered my curiosity;
-but the history of that experience would take me too far. This is not
-the large canvas I just now spoke of, and I would not have approached
-him with my present hand had it been a question of all the features.
-Frank Saltram's features, for artistic purposes, are verily the
-anecdotes that are to be gathered. Their name is legion, and this is
-only one, of which the interest is that it concerns even more closely
-several other persons. Such episodes, as one looks back, are the
-little dramas that made up the innumerable facets of the big
-drama--which is yet to be reported.
-
-
- II
-
-It is furthermore remarkable that though the two stories are
-distinct--my own, as it were, and this other, they equally began, in a
-manner, the first night of my acquaintance with Frank Saltram, the
-night I came back from Wimbledon so agitated with a new sense of life
-that, in London, for the very thrill of it, I could only walk home.
-Walking and swinging my stick, I overtook, at Buckingham Gate, George
-Gravener, and George Gravener's story may be said to have begun with
-my making him, as our paths lay together, come home with me for a
-talk. I duly remember, let me parenthesise, that it was still more
-that or another person, and also that several years were to elapse
-before it was to extend to a second chapter. I had much to say to him,
-none the less, about my visit to the Mulvilles, whom he more
-indifferently knew, and I was at any rate so amusing that for long
-afterwards he never encountered me without asking for news of the old
-man of the sea. I hadn't said Mr. Saltram was old, and it was to be
-seen that he was of an age to outweather George Gravener. I had at
-that time a lodging in Ebury Street, and Gravener was staying at his
-brother's empty house in Eaton Square. At Cambridge, five years
-before, even in our devastating set, his intellectual power had seemed
-to me almost awful. Some one had once asked me privately, with
-blanched cheeks, what it was then that after all such a mind as that
-left standing. "It leaves itself!" I could recollect devoutly
-replying. I could smile at present at this reminiscence, for even
-before we got to Ebury Street I was struck with the fact that, save in
-the sense of being well set up on his legs, George Gravener had
-actually ceased to tower. The universe he laid low had somehow bloomed
-again--the usual eminences were visible. I wondered whether he had
-lost his humour, or only, dreadful thought, had never had any--not
-even when I had fancied him most Aristophanesque. What was the need of
-appealing to laughter, however, I could enviously inquire, where you
-might appeal so confidently to measurement? Mr. Saltram's queer
-figure, his thick nose and hanging lip were fresh to me: in the light
-of my old friend's fine cold symmetry they presented mere success in
-amusing as the refuge of conscious ugliness. Already, at hungry
-twenty-six, Gravener looked as blank and parliamentary as if he were
-fifty and popular. In my scrap of a residence (he had a wordling's eye
-for its futile conveniences, but never a comrade's joke), I sounded
-Frank Saltram in his ears; a circumstance I mention in order to note
-that even then I was surprised at his impatience of my enlivenment. As
-he had never before heard of the personage, it took indeed the form of
-impatience of the preposterous Mulvilles, his relation to whom, like
-mine, had had its origin in an early, a childish intimacy with the
-young Adelaide, the fruit of multiplied ties in the previous
-generation. When she married Kent Mulville, who was older than
-Gravener and I, and much more amiable, I gained a friend, but Gravener
-practically lost one. We were affected in different ways by the form
-taken by what he called their deplorable social action--the form (the
-term was also his) of nasty second-rate gush. I may have held in my
-_for interieur_ that the good people at Wimbledon were beautiful
-fools, but when he sniffed at them I couldn't help taking the opposite
-line, for I already felt that even should we happen to agree it would
-always be for reasons that differed. It came home to me that he was
-admirably British as, without so much as a sociable sneer at my
-bookbinder, he turned away from the serried rows of my little French
-library.
-
-"Of course I've never seen the fellow, but it's clear enough he's a
-humbug."
-
-"Clear _enough_ is just what it isn't," I replied: "if it only were!"
-That ejaculation on my part must have been the beginning of what was
-to be later a long ache for final frivolous rest. Gravener was
-profound enough to remark after a moment that in the first place he
-couldn't be anything but a Dissenter, and when I answered that the
-very note of his fascination was his extraordinary speculative breadth
-he retorted that there was no cad like your cultivated cad and that I
-might depend upon discovering (since I had had the levity not already
-to have inquired), that my shining light proceeded, a generation back,
-from a Methodist cheesemonger. I confess I was struck with his
-insistence, and I said, after reflection: "It may be--I admit it may
-be; but why on earth are you so sure?"--asking the question mainly to
-lay him the trap of saying that it was because the poor man didn't
-dress for dinner. He took an instant to dodge my trap and come blandly
-out the other side.
-
-"Because the Kent Mulvilles have invented him. They've an infallible
-hand for frauds. All their geese are swans. They were born to be
-duped, they like it, they cry for it, they don't know anything from
-anything, and they disgust one (luckily perhaps!) with Christian
-charity." His intensity was doubtless an accident, but it might have
-been a strange foreknowledge. I forget what protest I dropped; it was
-at any rate something which led him to go on after a moment: "I only
-ask one thing--it's perfectly simple. Is a man, in a given case, a
-real gentleman?"
-
-"A real gentleman, my dear fellow--that's so soon said!"
-
-"Not so soon when he isn't! If they've got hold of one this time he
-must be a great rascal!"
-
-"I might feel injured," I answered, "if I didn't reflect that they
-don't rave about _me_."
-
-"Don't be too sure! I'll grant that he's a gentleman," Gravener
-presently added, "if you'll admit that he's a scamp."
-
-"I don't know which to admire most, your logic or your benevolence."
-
-My friend coloured at this, but he didn't change the subject. "Where
-did they pick him up?"
-
-"I think they were struck with something he had published."
-
-"I can fancy the dreary thing!"
-
-"I believe they found out he had all sorts of worries and
-difficulties."
-
-"That, of course, was not to be endured, and they jumped at the
-privilege of paying his debts!" I replied that I knew nothing about
-his debts, and I reminded my visitor that though the dear Mulvilles
-were angels they were neither idiots nor millionaires. What they
-mainly aimed at was re-uniting Mr. Saltram to his wife. "I was
-expecting to hear that he has basely abandoned her," Gravener went on,
-at this, "and I'm too glad you don't disappoint me."
-
-I tried to recall exactly what Mrs. Mulville had told me. "He didn't
-leave her--no. It's she who has left him."
-
-"Left him to _us_?" Gravener asked. "The monster--many thanks! I
-decline to take him."
-
-"You'll hear more about him in spite of yourself. I can't, no, I
-really can't, resist the impression that he's a big man." I was
-already learning--to my shame perhaps be it said--just the tone that
-my old friend least liked.
-
-"It's doubtless only a trifle," he returned, "but you haven't happened
-to mention what his reputation's to rest on."
-
-"Why, on what I began by boring you with--his extraordinary mind."
-
-"As exhibited in his writings?"
-
-"Possibly in his writings, but certainly in his talk, which is far and
-away the richest I ever listened to."
-
-"And what is it all about?"
-
-"My dear fellow, don't ask me! About everything!" I pursued, reminding
-myself of poor Adelaide. "About his idea of things," I then more
-charitably added. "You must have heard him to know what I mean--it's
-unlike anything that ever _was_ heard." I coloured, I admit, I
-overcharged a little, for such a picture was an anticipation of
-Saltram's later development and still more of my fuller acquaintance
-with him. However, I really expressed, a little lyrically perhaps, my
-actual imagination of him when I proceeded to declare that, in a cloud
-of tradition, of legend, he might very well go down to posterity as
-the greatest of all great talkers. Before we parted George Gravener
-demanded why such a row should be made about a chatterbox the more and
-why he should be pampered and pensioned. The greater the windbag the
-greater the calamity. Out of proportion to all other movements on
-earth had come to be this wagging of the tongue. We were drenched with
-talk--our wretched age was dying of it. I differed from him here
-sincerely, only going so far as to concede, and gladly, that we were
-drenched with sound. It was not, however, the mere speakers who were
-killing us--it was the mere stammerers. Fine talk was as rare as it
-was refreshing--the gift of the gods themselves, the one starry
-spangle on the ragged cloak of humanity. How many men were there who
-rose to this privilege, of how many masters of conversation could he
-boast the acquaintance? Dying of talk?--why, we were dying of the lack
-of it! Bad writing wasn't talk, as many people seemed to think, and
-even good wasn't always to be compared to it. From the best talk,
-indeed, the best writing had something to learn. I fancifully added
-that we too should peradventure be gilded by the legend, should be
-pointed at for having listened, for having actually heard. Gravener,
-who had looked at his watch and discovered it was midnight, found to
-all this a response beautifully characteristic of him.
-
-"There is one little sovereign circumstance," he remarked, "which is
-common to the best talk and the worst." He looked at this moment as if
-he meant so much that I thought he could only mean once more that
-neither of them mattered if a man wasn't a real gentleman. Perhaps it
-was what he did mean; he deprived me, however, of the exultation of
-being right by putting the truth in a slightly different way. "The
-only thing that really counts for one's estimate of a person is his
-conduct." He had his watch still in his hand, and I reproached him
-with unfair play in having ascertained beforehand that it was now the
-hour at which I always gave in. My pleasantry so far failed to mollify
-him as that he presently added that to the rule he had just enunciated
-there was absolutely no exception.
-
-"None whatever?"
-
-"None whatever."
-
-"Trust me then to try to be good at any price!" I laughed as I went
-with him to the door. "I declare I will be, if I have to be horrible!"
-
-
- III
-
-If that first night was one of the liveliest, or at any rate was the
-freshest, of my exaltation, there was another, four years later, that
-was one of my great discomposures. Repetition, I well knew by this
-time, was the secret of Saltram's power to alienate, and of course one
-would never have seen him at his finest if one hadn't seen him in his
-remorses. They set in mainly at this season and were magnificent,
-orchestral. I was perfectly aware that one of these great sweeps was
-now gathering; but none the less, in our arduous attempt to set him on
-his feet as a lecturer, it was impossible not to feel that two
-failures were a large order, as we said, for a short course of five.
-This was the second time, and it was past nine o'clock; the audience,
-a muster unprecedented and really encouraging, had fortunately the
-attitude of blandness that might have been looked for in persons whom
-the promise (if I am not mistaken) of an Analysis of Primary Ideas had
-drawn to the neighbourhood of Upper Baker Street. There was in those
-days in that region a petty lecture-hall to be secured on terms as
-moderate as the funds left at our disposal by the irrepressible
-question of the maintenance of five small Saltrams (I include the
-mother) and one large one. By the time the Saltrams, of different
-sizes, were all maintained, we had pretty well poured out the oil that
-might have lubricated the machinery for enabling the most original of
-men to appear to maintain them.
-
-It was I, the other time, who had been forced into the breach,
-standing up there, for an odious lamplit moment to explain to
-half-a-dozen thin benches, where the earnest brows were virtuously
-void of guesses, that we couldn't put so much as a finger on Mr.
-Saltram. There was nothing to plead but that our scouts had been out
-from the early hours and that we were afraid that on one of his walks
-abroad--he took one, for meditation, whenever he was to address such a
-company--some accident had disabled or delayed him. The meditative
-walks were a fiction, for he never, that anyone could discover,
-prepared anything but a magnificent prospectus; so that his circulars
-and programmes, of which I possess an almost complete collection, are
-as the solemn ghosts of generations never born. I put the case, as it
-seemed to me, at the best; but I admit I had been angry, and Kent
-Mulville was shocked at my want of attenuation. This time therefore I
-left the excuses to his more practised patience, only relieving myself
-in response to a direct appeal from a young lady next whom, in the
-hall, I found myself sitting. My position was an accident, but if it
-had been calculated the reason would scarcely have eluded an observer
-of the fact that no one else in the room had an appearance so
-charming. I think indeed she was the only person there who looked at
-her ease, who had come a little in the spirit of adventure. She seemed
-to carry amusement in her handsome young head, and her presence quite
-gave me the sense of a sudden extension of Saltram's sphere of
-influence. He was doing better than we hoped and he had chosen this
-occasion, of all occasions, to succumb to heaven knew which of his
-infirmities. The young lady produced an impression of auburn hair and
-black velvet, and had on her other hand a companion of obscurer type,
-presumably a waiting-maid. She herself might perhaps have been a
-foreign countess, and before she spoke to me I had beguiled our sorry
-interval by thinking that she brought vaguely back the first page of
-some novel of Madame Sand. It didn't make her more fathomable to
-perceive in a few minutes that she could only be an American; it
-simply engendered depressing reflections as to the possible check to
-contributions from Boston. She asked me if, as a person apparently
-more initiated, I would recommend further waiting, and I replied that
-if she considered I was on my honour I would privately deprecate it.
-Perhaps she didn't; at any rate something passed between us that led
-us to talk until she became aware that we were almost the only people
-left. I presently discovered that she knew Mrs. Saltram, and this
-explained in a manner the miracle. The brotherhood of the friends of
-the husband were as nothing to the brotherhood, or perhaps I should
-say the sisterhood, of the friends of the wife. Like the Kent
-Mulvilles I belonged to both fraternities, and even better than they I
-think I had sounded the dark abyss of Mrs. Saltram's wrongs. She bored
-me to extinction, and I knew but too well how she had bored her
-husband; but she had her partisans, the most inveterate of whom were
-indeed the handful of poor Saltram's backers. They did her liberal
-justice, whereas her peculiar comforters had nothing but hatred for
-our philosopher. I am bound to say it was we, however--we of both
-camps, as it were--who had always done most for her.
-
-I thought my young lady looked rich--I scarcely knew why; and I hoped
-she had put her hand in her pocket. But I soon discovered that she was
-not a partisan--she was only a generous, irresponsible inquirer. She
-had come to England to see her aunt, and it was at her aunt's she had
-met the dreary lady we had all so much on our minds. I saw she would
-help to pass the time when she observed that it was a pity this lady
-wasn't intrinsically more interesting. That was refreshing, for it was
-an article of faith in Mrs. Saltram's circle--at least among those who
-scorned to know her horrid husband--that she was attractive on her
-merits. She was really a very common person, as Saltram himself would
-have been if he hadn't been a prodigy. The question of vulgarity had
-no application to him, but it was a measure that his wife kept
-challenging you to apply to _her_. I hasten to add that the
-consequences of your doing so were no sufficient reason for his having
-left her to starve. "He doesn't seem to have much force of character,"
-said my young lady; at which I laughed out so loud that my departing
-friends looked back at me over their shoulders as if I were making a
-joke of their discomfiture. My joke probably cost Saltram a
-subscription or two, but it helped me on with my interlocutress. "She
-says he drinks like a fish," she sociably continued, "and yet she
-admits that his mind is wonderfully clear." It was amusing to converse
-with a pretty girl who could talk of the clearness of Saltram's mind.
-I tried to tell her--I had it almost on my conscience--what was the
-proper way to regard him; an effort attended perhaps more than ever on
-this occasion with the usual effect of my feeling that I wasn't after
-all very sure of it. She had come to-night out of high curiosity--she
-had wanted to find out this proper way for herself. She had read some
-of his papers and hadn't understood them; but it was at home, at her
-aunt's, that her curiosity had been kindled--kindled mainly by his
-wife's remarkable stories of his want of virtue. "I suppose they ought
-to have kept me away," my companion dropped, "and I suppose they would
-have done so if I hadn't somehow got an idea that he's fascinating. In
-fact Mrs. Saltram herself says he is."
-
-"So you came to see where the fascination resides? Well, you've seen!"
-
-My young lady raised her fine eyebrows. "Do you mean in his bad
-faith?"
-
-"In the extraordinary effects of it; his possession, that is, of some
-quality or other that condemns us in advance to forgive him the
-humiliation, as I may call it, to which he has subjected us."
-
-"The humiliation?"
-
-"Why mine, for instance, as one of his guarantors, before you as the
-purchaser of a ticket."
-
-"You don't look humiliated a bit, and if you did I should let you off,
-disappointed as I am; for the mysterious quality you speak of is just
-the quality I came to see."
-
-"Oh, you can't _see_ it!" I exclaimed.
-
-"How then do you get at it?"
-
-"You don't! You mustn't suppose he's good-looking," I added.
-
-"Why, his wife says he is!"
-
-My hilarity may have struck my interlocutress as excessive, but I
-confess it broke out afresh. Had she acted only in obedience to this
-singular plea, so characteristic, on Mrs. Saltram's part, of what was
-irritating in the narrowness of that lady's point of view? "Mrs.
-Saltram," I explained, "undervalues him where he is strongest, so
-that, to make up for it perhaps, she overpraises him where he's weak.
-He's not, assuredly, superficially attractive; he's middle-aged, fat,
-featureless save for his great eyes."
-
-"Yes, his great eyes," said my young lady attentively. She had
-evidently heard all about them.
-
-"They're tragic and splendid--lights on a dangerous coast. But he
-moves badly and dresses worse, and altogether he's strange to behold."
-
-My companion appeared to reflect on this, and after a moment she
-inquired: "Do you call him a real gentleman?"
-
-I started slightly at the question, for I had a sense of recognising
-it: George Gravener, years before that first flushed night, had put me
-face to face with it. It had embarrassed me then, but it didn't
-embarrass me now, for I had lived with it and overcome it and disposed
-of it. "A real gentleman? Decidedly not!"
-
-My promptitude surprised her a little, but I quickly felt that it was
-not to Gravener I was now talking. "Do you say that because he's--what
-do you call it in England?--of humble extraction?"
-
-"Not a bit. His father was a country schoolmaster and his mother the
-widow of a sexton, but that has nothing to do with it. I say it simply
-because I know him well."
-
-"But isn't it an awful drawback?"
-
-"Awful--quite awful."
-
-"I mean, isn't it positively fatal?"
-
-"Fatal to what? Not to his magnificent vitality."
-
-Again there was a meditative moment. "And is his magnificent vitality
-the cause of his vices?"
-
-"Your questions are formidable, but I'm glad you put them. I was
-thinking of his noble intellect. His vices, as you say, have been much
-exaggerated: they consist mainly after all in one comprehensive
-misfortune."
-
-"A want of will?"
-
-"A want of dignity."
-
-"He doesn't recognise his obligations?"
-
-"On the contrary, he recognises them with effusion, especially in
-public: he smiles and bows and beckons across the street to them. But
-when they pass over he turns away, and he speedily loses them in the
-crowd. The recognition is purely spiritual--it isn't in the least
-social. So he leaves all his belongings to other people to take care
-of. He accepts favours, loans, sacrifices, with nothing more
-restrictive than an agony of shame. Fortunately we're a little
-faithful band, and we do what we can." I held my tongue about the
-natural children, engendered, to the number of three, in the
-wantonness of his youth. I only remarked that he did make
-efforts--often tremendous ones. "But the efforts," I said, "never come
-to much; the only things that come to much are the abandonments, the
-surrenders."
-
-"And how much do they come to?"
-
-"I've told you before that your questions are terrible! They come,
-these mere exercises of genius, to a great body of poetry, of
-philosophy, a notable mass of speculation, of discovery. The genius is
-there, you see, to meet the surrender; but there's no genius to
-support the defence."
-
-"But what is there, after all, at his age, to show?"
-
-"In the way of achievement recognised and reputation established?" I
-interrupted. "To 'show' if you will, there isn't much, for his
-writing, mostly, isn't as fine as his talk. Moreover, two-thirds of
-his work are merely colossal projects and announcements. 'Showing'
-Frank Saltram is often a poor business; we endeavoured, you will have
-observed, to show him to-night! However, if he _had_ lectured, he
-would have lectured divinely. It would just have been his talk."
-
-"And what would his talk just have been?"
-
-I was conscious of some ineffectiveness as well perhaps as of a little
-impatience as I replied: "The exhibition of a splendid intellect." My
-young lady looked not quite satisfied at this, but as I was not
-prepared for another question I hastily pursued: "The sight of a great
-suspended, swinging crystal, huge, lucid, lustrous, a block of light,
-flashing back every impression of life and every possibility of
-thought!" This gave her something to think about till we had passed
-out to the dusky porch of the hall, in front of which the lamps of a
-quiet brougham were almost the only thing Saltram's treachery hadn't
-extinguished. I went with her to the door of her carriage, out of
-which she leaned a moment after she had thanked me and taken her seat.
-Her smile even in the darkness was pretty. "I do want to see that
-crystal!"
-
-"You've only to come to the next lecture."
-
-"I go abroad in a day or two with my aunt."
-
-"Wait over till next week," I suggested. "It's worth it."
-
-She became grave. "Not unless he really comes!" At which the brougham
-started off, carrying her away too fast, fortunately for my manners,
-to allow me to exclaim "Ingratitude!"
-
-
- IV
-
-Mrs. Saltram made a great affair of her right to be informed where her
-husband had been the second evening he failed to meet his audience.
-She came to me to ascertain, but I couldn't satisfy her, for in spite
-of my ingenuity I remained in ignorance. It was not till much later
-that I found this had not been the case with Kent Mulville, whose hope
-for the best never twirled its thumbs more placidly than when he
-happened to know the worst. He had known it on the occasion I speak
-of--that is immediately after. He was impenetrable then, but he
-ultimately confessed--more than I shall venture to confess to-day. It
-was of course familiar to me that Saltram was incapable of keeping the
-engagements which, after their separation, he had entered into with
-regard to his wife, a deeply wronged, justly resentful, quite
-irreproachable and insufferable person. She often appeared at my
-chambers to talk over his _lacunae_, for if, as she declared, she had
-washed her hands of him, she had carefully preserved the water of this
-ablution and she handed it about for inspection. She had arts of her
-own of exciting one's impatience, the most infallible of which was
-perhaps her assumption that we were kind to her because we liked her.
-In reality her personal fall had been a sort of social rise, for there
-had been a moment when, in our little conscientious circle, her
-desolation almost made her the fashion. Her voice was grating and her
-children ugly; moreover she hated the good Mulvilles, whom I more and
-more loved. They were the people who by doing most for her husband had
-in the long run done most for herself; and the warm confidence with
-which he had laid his length upon them was a pressure gentle compared
-with her stiffer persuadability. I am bound to say he didn't criticise
-his benefactors, though practically he got tired of them; she,
-however, had the highest standards about eleemosynary forms. She
-offered the odd spectacle of a spirit puffed up by dependence, and
-indeed it had introduced her to some excellent society. She pitied me
-for not knowing certain people who aided her and whom she doubtless
-patronised in turn for their luck in not knowing me. I daresay I
-should have got on with her better if she had had a ray of
-imagination--if it had occasionally seemed to occur to her to regard
-Saltram's manifestations in any other manner than as separate subjects
-of woe. They were all flowers of his nature, pearls strung on an
-endless thread; but she had a stubborn little way of challenging them
-one after the other, as if she never suspected that he _had_ a nature,
-such as it was, or that deficiencies might be organic; the irritating
-effect of a mind incapable of a generalisation. One might doubtless
-have overdone the idea that there was a general exemption for such a
-man; but if this had happened it would have been through one's feeling
-that there could be none for such a woman.
-
-I recognised her superiority when I asked her about the aunt of the
-disappointed young lady: it sounded like a sentence from a
-phrase-book. She triumphed in what she told me and she may have
-triumphed still more in what she withheld. My friend of the other
-evening, Miss Anvoy, had but lately come to England; Lady Coxon, the
-aunt, had been established here for years in consequence of her
-marriage with the late Sir Gregory of that ilk. She had a house in the
-Regent's Park and a Bath-chair and a page; and above all she had
-sympathy. Mrs. Saltram had made her acquaintance through mutual
-friends. This vagueness caused me to feel how much I was out of it and
-how large an independent circle Mrs. Saltram had at her command. I
-should have been glad to know more about the charming Miss Anvoy, but
-I felt that I should know most by not depriving her of her advantage,
-as she might have mysterious means of depriving me of my knowledge.
-For the present, moreover, this experience was arrested, Lady Coxon
-having in fact gone abroad, accompanied by her niece. The niece,
-besides being immensely clever, was an heiress, Mrs. Saltram said; the
-only daughter and the light of the eyes of some great American
-merchant, a man, over there, of endless indulgences and dollars. She
-had pretty clothes and pretty manners, and she had, what was prettier
-still, the great thing of all. The great thing of all for Mrs. Saltram
-was always sympathy, and she spoke as if during the absence of these
-ladies she might not know where to turn for it. A few months later
-indeed, when they had come back, her tone perceptibly changed: she
-alluded to them, on my leading her up to it, rather as to persons in
-her debt for favours received. What had happened I didn't know, but I
-saw it would take only a little more or a little less to make her
-speak of them as thankless subjects of social countenance--people for
-whom she had vainly tried to do something. I confess I saw that it
-would not be in a mere week or two that I should rid myself of the
-image of Ruth Anvoy, in whose very name, when I learnt it, I found
-something secretly to like. I should probably neither see her nor hear
-of her again: the knight's widow (he had been mayor of Clockborough)
-would pass away, and the heiress would return to her inheritance. I
-gathered with surprise that she had not communicated to his wife the
-story of her attempt to hear Mr. Saltram, and I founded this reticence
-on the easy supposition that Mrs. Saltram had fatigued by
-over-pressure the spring of the sympathy of which she boasted. The
-girl at any rate would forget the small adventure, be distracted, take
-a husband; besides which she would lack opportunity to repeat her
-experiment.
-
-We clung to the idea of the brilliant course, delivered without a
-tumble, that, as a lecturer, would still make the paying public aware
-of our great mind; but the fact remained that in the case of an
-inspiration so unequal there was treachery, there was fallacy at
-least, in the very conception of a series. In our scrutiny of ways and
-means we were inevitably subject to the old convention of the
-synopsis, the syllabus, partly of course not to lose the advantage of
-his grand free hand in drawing up such things; but for myself I
-laughed at our categories even while I stickled for them. It was
-indeed amusing work to be scrupulous for Frank Saltram, who also at
-moments laughed about it, so far as the rise and fall of a luxurious
-sigh might pass for such a sound. He admitted with a candour all his
-own that he was in truth only to be depended on in the Mulvilles'
-drawing-room. "Yes," he suggestively conceded, "it's there, I think,
-that I am at my best; quite late, when it gets toward eleven--and if
-I've not been too much worried." We all knew what too much worry
-meant; it meant too enslaved for the hour to the superstition of
-sobriety. On the Saturdays I used to bring my portmanteau, so as not
-to have to think of eleven o'clock trains. I had a bold theory that as
-regards this temple of talk and its altars of cushioned chintz, its
-pictures and its flowers, its large fireside and clear lamplight, we
-might really arrive at something if the Mulvilles would only charge
-for admission. But here it was that the Mulvilles shamelessly broke
-down; as there is a flaw in every perfection, this was the
-inexpugnable refuge of their egotism. They declined to make their
-saloon a market, so that Saltram's golden words continued to be the
-only coin that rang there. It can have happened to no man, however, to
-be paid a greater price than such an enchanted hush as surrounded him
-on his greatest nights. The most profane, on these occasions, felt a
-presence; all minor eloquence grew dumb. Adelaide Mulville, for the
-pride of her hospitality, anxiously watched the door or stealthily
-poked the fire. I used to call it the music-room, for we had
-anticipated Bayreuth. The very gates of the kingdom of light seemed to
-open and the horizon of thought to flash with the beauty of a sunrise
-at sea.
-
-In the consideration of ways and means, the sittings of our little
-board, we were always conscious of the creak of Mrs. Saltram's shoes.
-She hovered, she interrupted, she almost presided, the state of
-affairs being mostly such as to supply her with every incentive for
-inquiring what was to be done next. It was the pressing pursuit of
-this knowledge that, in concatenations of omnibuses and usually in
-very wet weather, led her so often to my door. She thought us
-spiritless creatures with editors and publishers; but she carried
-matters to no great effect when she personally pushed into back-shops.
-She wanted all moneys to be paid to herself; they were otherwise
-liable to such strange adventures. They trickled away into the desert,
-and they were mainly at best, alas, but a slender stream. The editors
-and the publishers were the last people to take this remarkable
-thinker at the valuation that has now pretty well come to be
-established. The former were half distraught between the desire to
-"cut" him and the difficulty of finding a crevice for their shears;
-and when a volume on this or that portentous subject was proposed to
-the latter they suggested alternative titles which, as reported to our
-friend, brought into his face the noble blank melancholy that
-sometimes made it handsome. The title of an unwritten book didn't
-after all much matter, but some masterpiece of Saltram's may have died
-in his bosom of the shudder with which it was then convulsed. The
-ideal solution, failing the fee at Kent Mulville's door, would have
-been some system of subscription to projected treatises with their
-non-appearance provided for--provided for, I mean, by the indulgence
-of subscribers. The author's real misfortune was that subscribers were
-so wretchedly literal. When they tastelessly inquired why publication
-had not ensued I was tempted to ask who in the world had ever been so
-published. Nature herself had brought him out in voluminous form, and
-the money was simply a deposit on borrowing the work.
-
-
- V
-
-I was doubtless often a nuisance to my friends in those years; but
-there were sacrifices I declined to make, and I never passed the hat
-to George Gravener. I never forgot our little discussion in Ebury
-Street, and I think it stuck in my throat to have to make to him the
-admission I had made so easily to Miss Anvoy. It had cost me nothing
-to confide to this charming girl, but it would have cost me much to
-confide to the friend of my youth, that the character of the "real
-gentleman" was not an attribute of the man I took such pains for. Was
-this because I had already generalised to the point of perceiving that
-women are really the unfastidious sex? I knew at any rate that
-Gravener, already quite in view but still hungry and frugal, had
-naturally enough more ambition than charity. He had sharp aims for
-stray sovereigns, being in view most from the tall steeple of
-Clockborough. His immediate ambition was to wholly occupy the field of
-vision of that smokily-seeing city, and all his movements and postures
-were calculated at this angle. The movement of the hand to the pocket
-had thus to alternate gracefully with the posture of the hand on the
-heart. He talked to Clockborough in short only less beguilingly than
-Frank Saltram talked to his electors; with the difference in our
-favour, however, that we had already voted and that our candidate had
-no antagonist but himself. He had more than once been at Wimbledon--it
-was Mrs. Mulville's work, not mine--and, by the time the claret was
-served, had seen the god descend. He took more pains to swing his
-censer than I had expected, but on our way back to town he forestalled
-any little triumph I might have been so artless as to express by the
-observation that such a man was--a hundred times!--a man to use and
-never a man to be used by. I remember that this neat remark humiliated
-me almost as much as if virtually, in the fever of broken slumbers, I
-hadn't often made it myself. The difference was that on Gravener's
-part a force attached to it that could never attach to it on mine. He
-was able to use him in short, he had the machinery; and the irony of
-Saltram's being made showy at Clockborough came out to me when he
-said, as if he had no memory of our original talk and the idea were
-quite fresh to him: "I hate his type, you know, but I'll be hanged if
-I don't put some of those things in. I can find a place for them: we
-might even find a place for the fellow himself." I myself should have
-had some fear, not, I need scarcely say, for the "things" themselves,
-but for some other things very near them--in fine for the rest of my
-eloquence.
-
-Later on I could see that the oracle of Wimbledon was not in this case
-so serviceable as he would have been had the politics of the gods only
-coincided more exactly with those of the party. There was a distinct
-moment when, without saying anything more definite to me, Gravener
-entertained the idea of "getting hold" of Mr. Saltram. Such a project
-was factitious, for the discovery of analogies between his body of
-doctrine and that pressed from headquarters upon Clockborough--the
-bottling, in a word, of the air of those lungs for convenient public
-uncorking in corn-exchanges--was an experiment for which no one had
-the leisure. The only thing would have been to carry him massively
-about, paid, caged, clipped: to turn him on for a particular occasion
-in a particular channel. Frank Saltram's channel, however, was
-essentially not calculable, and there was no knowing what disastrous
-floods might have issued. For what there would have been to do "The
-Empire," the great newspaper, was there to look to; but it was no new
-misfortune that there were delicate situations in which "The Empire"
-broke down. In fine there was an instinctive apprehension that a
-clever young journalist commissioned to report upon Mr. Saltram might
-never come back from the errand. No one knew better than George
-Gravener that that was a time when prompt returns counted double. If
-he therefore found our friend an exasperating waste of orthodoxy, it
-was because he was, as he said, up in the clouds; not because he was
-down in the dust. He would have been a real enough gentleman if he
-could have helped to put in a real gentleman. Gravener's great
-objection to the actual member was that he was not one.
-
-Lady Coxon had a fine old house, a house with "grounds," at
-Clockborough, which she had let; but after she returned from abroad I
-learned from Mrs. Saltram that the lease had fallen in and that she
-had gone down to resume possession. I could see the faded red livery,
-the big square shoulders, the high-walled garden of this decent abode.
-As the rumble of dissolution grew louder the suitor would have pressed
-his suit, and I found myself hoping that the politics of the late
-Mayor's widow would not be such as to enjoin upon her to ask him to
-dinner; perhaps indeed I went so far as to hope that they would be
-such as to put all countenance out of the question. I tried to focus
-the page, in the daily airing, as he perhaps even pushed the
-Bath-chair over somebody's toes. I was destined to hear, however,
-through Mrs. Saltram (who, I afterwards learned, was in correspondence
-with Lady Coxon's housekeeper), that Gravener was known to have spoken
-of the habitation I had in my eye as the pleasantest thing at
-Clockborough. On his part, I was sure, this was the voice not of envy
-but of experience. The vivid scene was now peopled, and I could see
-him in the old-time garden with Miss Anvoy, who would be certain, and
-very justly, to think him good-looking. It would be too much to say
-that I was troubled by such an image; but I seem to remember the
-relief, singular enough, of feeling it suddenly brushed away by an
-annoyance really much greater; an annoyance the result of its
-happening to come over me about that time with a rush that I was
-simply ashamed of Frank Saltram. There were limits after all, and my
-mark at last had been reached.
-
-I had had my disgusts, if I may allow myself to-day such an
-expression; but this was a supreme revolt. Certain things cleared up
-in my mind, certain values stood out. It was all very well to talk of
-an unfortunate temperament; there were misfortunes that people should
-themselves correct, and correct in private, without calling in
-assistance. I avoided George Gravener at this moment, and reflected
-that at such a time I should do so most effectually by leaving
-England. I wanted to forget Frank Saltram--that was all. I didn't want
-to do anything in the world to him but that. Indignation had withered
-on the stalk, and I felt that one could pity him as much as one ought
-only by never thinking of him again. It wasn't for anything he had
-done to me; it was for something he had done to the Mulvilles.
-Adelaide cried about it for a week, and her husband, profiting by the
-example so signally given him of the fatal effect of a want of
-character, left the letter unanswered. The letter, an incredible one,
-addressed by Saltram to Wimbledon during a stay with the Pudneys at
-Ramsgate, was the central feature of the incident, which, however, had
-many features, each more painful than whichever other we compared it
-with. The Pudneys had behaved shockingly, but that was no excuse. Base
-ingratitude, gross indecency--one had one's choice only of such
-formulas as that the more they fitted the less they gave one rest.
-These are dead aches now, and I am under no obligation, thank heaven,
-to be definite about the business. There are things which if I had had
-to tell them--well, I wouldn't have told my story.
-
-I went abroad for the general election, and if I don't know how much,
-on the Continent, I forgot, I at least know how much I missed, him. At
-a distance, in a foreign land, ignoring, abjuring, unlearning him, I
-discovered what he had done for me. I owed him, oh unmistakably,
-certain noble conceptions; I had lighted my little taper at his smoky
-lamp, and lo, it continued to twinkle. But the light it gave me just
-showed me how much more I wanted. I was pursued of course by letters
-from Mrs. Saltram, which I didn't scruple not to read, though I was
-duly conscious that her embarrassments would now be of the gravest. I
-sacrificed to propriety by simply putting them away, and this is how,
-one day as my absence drew to an end, my eye, as I rummaged in my desk
-for another paper, was caught by a name on a leaf that had detached
-itself from the packet. The allusion was to Miss Anvoy, who, it
-appeared, was engaged to be married to Mr. George Gravener; and the
-news was two months old. A direct question of Mrs. Saltram's had thus
-remained unanswered--she had inquired of me in a postscript what sort
-of man this Mr. Gravener might be. This Mr. Gravener had been
-triumphantly returned for Clockborough, in the interest of the party
-that had swept the country, so that I might easily have referred Mrs.
-Saltram to the journals of the day. But when I at last wrote to her
-that I was coming home and would discharge my accumulated burden by
-seeing her, I remarked in regard to her question that she must really
-put it to Miss Anvoy.
-
-
- VI
-
-I had almost avoided the general election, but some of its
-consequences, on my return, had squarely to be faced. The season, in
-London, began to breathe again and to flap its folded wings.
-Confidence, under the new ministry, was understood to be reviving, and
-one of the symptoms, in the social body, was a recovery of appetite.
-People once more fed together, and it happened that, one Saturday
-night, at somebody's house, I fed with George Gravener. When the
-ladies left the room I moved up to where he sat and offered him my
-congratulation. "On my election?" he asked after a moment; whereupon I
-feigned, jocosely not to have heard of his election and to be alluding
-to something much more important, the rumour of his engagement. I
-daresay I coloured however, for his political victory had momentarily
-passed out of my mind. What was present to it was that he was to marry
-that beautiful girl; and yet his question made me conscious of some
-embarrassment--I had not intended to put that before everything. He
-himself indeed ought gracefully to have done so, and I remember
-thinking the whole man was in this assumption, that in expressing my
-sense of what he had won I had fixed my thoughts on his "seat." We
-straightened the matter out, and he was so much lighter in hand than I
-had lately seen him that his spirits might well have been fed from a
-double source. He was so good as to say that he hoped I should soon
-make the acquaintance of Miss Anvoy, who, with her aunt, was presently
-coming up to town. Lady Coxon, in the country, had been seriously
-unwell, and this had delayed their arrival. I told him I had heard the
-marriage would be a splendid one; on which, brightened and humanised
-by his luck, he laughed and said: "Do you mean for _her_?" When I had
-again explained what I meant he went on: "Oh, she's an American, but
-you'd scarcely know it; unless, perhaps," he added, "by her being used
-to more money than most girls in England, even the daughters of rich
-men. That wouldn't in the least do for a fellow like me, you know, if
-it wasn't for the great liberality of her father. He really has been
-most kind, and everything is quite satisfactory." He added that his
-eldest brother had taken a tremendous fancy to her and that during a
-recent visit at Coldfield she had nearly won over Lady Maddock. I
-gathered from something he dropped later that the free-handed
-gentleman beyond the seas had not made a settlement, but had given a
-handsome present and was apparently to be looked to, across the water,
-for other favours. People are simplified alike by great contentments
-and great yearnings, and whether or no it was Gravener's directness
-that begot my own, I seem to recall that in some turn taken by our
-talk he almost imposed it upon me as an act of decorum to ask if Miss
-Anvoy had also by chance expectations from her aunt. My inquiry
-elicited that Lady Coxon, who was the oddest of women, would have in
-any contingency to act under her late husband's will, which was odder
-still, saddling her with a mass of queer obligations intermingled with
-queer loopholes. There were several dreary people, Coxon relations,
-old maids, whom she would have more or less to consider. Gravener
-laughed, without saying no, when I suggested that the young lady might
-come in through a loophole; then suddenly, as if he suspected that I
-had turned a lantern on him, he exclaimed quite dryly: "That's all
-rot--one is moved by other springs!"
-
-A fortnight later, at Lady Coxon's own house, I understood well enough
-the springs one was moved by. Gravener had spoken of me there as an
-old friend, and I received a gracious invitation to dine. The knight's
-widow was again indisposed--she had succumbed at the eleventh hour; so
-that I found Miss Anvoy bravely playing hostess, without even
-Gravener's help, inasmuch as, to make matters worse, he had just sent
-up word that the House, the insatiable House, with which he supposed
-he had contracted for easier terms, positively declined to release
-him. I was struck with the courage, the grace and gaiety of the young
-lady left to deal unaided with the possibilities of the Regent's Park.
-I did what I could to help her to keep them down, or up, after I had
-recovered from the confusion of seeing her slightly disconcerted at
-perceiving in the guest introduced by her intended the gentleman with
-whom she had had that talk about Frank Saltram. I had at that moment
-my first glimpse of the fact that she was a person who could carry a
-responsibility; but I leave the reader to judge of my sense of the
-aggravation, for either of us, of such a burden when I heard the
-servant announce Mrs. Saltram. From what immediately passed between
-the two ladies I gathered that the latter had been sent for post-haste
-to fill the gap created by the absence of the mistress of the house.
-"Good!" I exclaimed, "she will be put by _me_!" and my apprehension
-was promptly justified. Mrs. Saltram taken in to dinner, and taken in
-as a consequence of an appeal to her amiability, was Mrs. Saltram with
-a vengeance. I asked myself what Miss Anvoy meant by doing such
-things, but the only answer I arrived at was that Gravener was verily
-fortunate. She had not happened to tell him of her visit to Upper
-Baker Street, but she would certainly tell him to-morrow; not indeed
-that this would make him like any better her having had the simplicity
-to invite such a person as Mrs. Saltram on such an occasion. I
-reflected that I had never seen a young woman put such ignorance into
-her cleverness, such freedom into her modesty: this, I think, was
-when, after dinner, she said to me frankly, with almost jubilant
-mirth: "Oh, you don't admire Mrs. Saltram!" Why should I? She was
-truly an innocent maiden. I had briefly to consider before I could
-reply that my objection to the lady in question was the objection
-often formulated in regard to persons met at the social board--I knew
-all her stories. Then, as Miss Anvoy remained momentarily vague, I
-added: "About her husband."
-
-"Oh yes, but there are some new ones."
-
-"None for me. Oh, novelty would be pleasant!"
-
-"Doesn't it appear that of late he has been particularly horrid?"
-
-"His fluctuations don't matter," I replied; "they are all covered by
-the single circumstance I mentioned the evening we waited for him
-together. What will you have? He has no dignity."
-
-Miss Anvoy, who had been introducing with her American distinctness,
-looked encouragingly round at some of the combinations she had risked.
-"It's too bad I can't see him."
-
-"You mean Gravener won't let you?"
-
-"I haven't asked him. He lets me do everything."
-
-"But you know he knows him and wonders what some of us see in him."
-
-"We haven't happened to talk of him," the girl said.
-
-"Get him to take you some day out to see the Mulvilles."
-
-"I thought Mr. Saltram had thrown the Mulvilles over."
-
-"Utterly. But that won't prevent his being planted there again, to
-bloom like a rose, within a month or two."
-
-Miss Anvoy thought a moment. Then, "I should like to see them," she
-said with her fostering smile.
-
-"They're tremendously worth it. You mustn't miss them."
-
-"I'll make George take me," she went on as Mrs. Saltram came up to
-interrupt us. The girl smiled at her as kindly as she had smiled at
-me, and addressing the question to her, continued: "But the chance of
-a lecture--one of the wonderful lectures? Isn't there another course
-announced!"
-
-"Another? There are about thirty!" I exclaimed, turning away and
-feeling Mrs. Saltram's little eyes in my back. A few days after this,
-I heard that Gravener's marriage was near at hand--was settled far
-Whitsuntide; but as I had received no invitation I doubted it, and
-presently there came to me in fact the report of a postponement.
-Something was the matter; what was the matter was supposed to be that
-Lady Coxon was now critically ill. I had called on her after my dinner
-in the Regent's Park, but I had neither seen her nor seen Miss Anvoy.
-I forget to-day the exact order in which, at this period, certain
-incidents occurred and the particular stage at which it suddenly
-struck me, making me catch my breath a little, that the progression,
-the acceleration was for all the world that of a drama. This was
-probably rather late in the day, and the exact order doesn't matter.
-What had already occurred was some accident determining a more patient
-wait. George Gravener, whom I met again, in fact told me as much, but
-without signs of perturbation. Lady Coxon had to be constantly
-attended to, and there were other good reasons as well. Lady Coxon had
-to be so constantly attended to that on the occasion of a second
-attempt in the Regent's Park I equally failed to obtain a sight of her
-niece. I judged it discreet under the circumstances not to make a
-third; but this didn't matter, for it was through Adelaide Mulville
-that the side-wind of the comedy, though I was at first unwitting,
-began to reach me. I went to Wimbledon at times because Saltram was
-there and I went at others because he was not. The Pudneys, who had
-taken him to Birmingham, had already got rid of him, and we had a
-horrible consciousness of his wandering roofless, in dishonour, about
-the smoky Midlands, almost as the injured Lear wandered on the
-storm-lashed heath. His room, upstairs, had been lately done up (I
-could hear the crackle of the new chintz), and the difference only
-made his smirches and bruises, his splendid tainted genius, the more
-tragic. If he wasn't barefoot in the mire, he was sure to be
-unconventionally shod. These were the things Adelaide and I, who were
-old enough friends to stare at each other in silence, talked about
-when we didn't speak. When we spoke it was only about the charming
-girl George Gravener was to marry, whom he had brought out the other
-Sunday. I could see that this introduction had been happy, for Mrs.
-Mulville commemorated it in the only way in which she ever expressed
-her confidence in a new relation. "She likes me--she likes me": her
-native humility exulted in that measure of success. We all knew for
-ourselves how she liked those who liked her, and as regards Ruth Anvoy
-she was more easily won over than Lady Maddock.
-
-
- VII
-
-One of the consequences, for the Mulvilles, of the sacrifices they
-made for Frank Saltram was that they had to give up their carriage.
-Adelaide drove gently into London in a one-horse greenish thing, an
-early Victorian landau, hired, near at hand, imaginatively, from a
-broken-down jobmaster whose wife was in consumption--a vehicle that
-made people turn round all the more when her pensioner sat beside her
-in a soft white hat and a shawl, one of her own. This was his position
-and I daresay his costume when on an afternoon in July she went to
-return Miss Anvoy's visit. The wheel of fate had now revolved, and
-amid silences deep and exhaustive, compunctions and condonations alike
-unutterable, Saltram was reinstated. Was it in pride or in penance
-that Mrs. Mulville began immediately to drive him about? If he was
-ashamed of his ingratitude she might have been ashamed of her
-forgiveness; but she was incorrigibly capable of liking him to be seen
-strikingly seated in the landau while she was in shops or with her
-acquaintance. However, if he was in the pillory for twenty minutes in
-the Regent's Park (I mean at Lady Coxon's door, while her companion
-paid her call), it was not for the further humiliation of anyone
-concerned that she presently came out for him in person, not even to
-show either of them what a fool she was that she drew him in to be
-introduced to the clever young American. Her account of this
-introduction I had in its order, but before that, very late in the
-season, under Gravener's auspices, I met Miss Anvoy at tea at the
-House of Commons. The member for Clockborough had gathered a group of
-pretty ladies, and the Mulvilles were not of the party. On the great
-terrace, as I strolled off a little with her, the guest of honour
-immediately exclaimed to me: "I've seen him, you know--I've seen him!"
-She told me about Saltram's call.
-
-"And how did you find him?"
-
-"Oh, so strange!"
-
-"You didn't like him?"
-
-"I can't tell till I see him again."
-
-"You want to do that?"
-
-She was silent a moment. "Immensely."
-
-We stopped; I fancied she had become aware Gravener was looking at us.
-She turned back toward the knot of the others, and I said: "Dislike
-him as much as you will--I see you're bitten."
-
-"Bitten?" I thought she coloured a little.
-
-"Oh, it doesn't matter!" I laughed; "one doesn't die of it."
-
-"I hope I sha'n't die of anything before I've seen more of Mrs.
-Mulville." I rejoiced with her over plain Adelaide, whom she
-pronounced the loveliest woman she had met in England; but before we
-separated I remarked to her that it was an act of mere humanity to
-warn her that if she should see more of Frank Saltram (which would be
-likely to follow on any increase of acquaintance with Mrs. Mulville),
-she might find herself flattening her nose against the clear hard pane
-of an eternal question--that of the relative importance of virtue. She
-replied that this was surely a subject on which one took everything
-for granted; whereupon I admitted that I had perhaps expressed myself
-ill. What I referred to was what I had referred to the night we met in
-Upper Baker Street--the importance relative (relative to virtue) of
-other gifts. She asked me if I called virtue a gift--as if it were
-handed to us in a parcel on our birthday; and I declared that this
-very question showed me the problem had already caught her by the
-skirt. She would have help however, help that I myself had once had,
-in resisting its tendency to make one cross.
-
-"What help do you mean?"
-
-"That of the member for Clockborough."
-
-She stared, smiled, then exclaimed: "Why, my idea has been to help
-_him_!"
-
-She _had_ helped him--I had his own word for it that at Clockborough
-her bedevilment of the voters had really put him in. She would do so
-doubtless again and again, but I heard the very next month that this
-fine faculty had undergone a temporary eclipse. News of the
-catastrophe first came to me from Mrs. Saltram, and it was afterwards
-confirmed at Wimbledon: poor Miss Anvoy was in trouble--great
-disasters, in America, had suddenly summoned her home. Her father, in
-New York, had had reverses--lost so much money that no one knew what
-mightn't yet come of it. It was Adelaide who told me that she had gone
-off, alone, at less than a week's notice.
-
-"Alone? Gravener has permitted that?"
-
-"What will you have? The House of Commons?"
-
-I'm afraid I damned the House of Commons: I was so much interested. Of
-course he would follow her as soon as he was free to make her his
-wife; only she mightn't now be able to bring him anything like the
-marriage-portion of which he had begun by having the pleasant
-confidence. Mrs. Mulville let me know what was already said: she was
-charming, this Miss Anvoy, but really these American girls! What was a
-man to do? Mr. Saltram, according to Mrs. Mulville, was of opinion
-that a man was never to suffer his relation to money to become a
-spiritual relation, but was to keep it wholesomely mechanical. "_Moi
-pas comprendre!_" I commented on this; in rejoinder to which Adelaide,
-with her beautiful sympathy, explained that she supposed he simply
-meant that the thing was to use it, don't you know! but not to think
-too much about it. "To take it, but not to thank you for it?" I still
-more profanely inquired. For a quarter of an hour afterwards she
-wouldn't look at me, but this didn't prevent my asking her what had
-been the result, that afternoon in the Regent's Park, of her taking
-our friend to see Miss Anvoy.
-
-"Oh, so charming!" she answered, brightening. "He said he recognised
-in her a nature he could absolutely trust."
-
-"Yes, but I'm speaking of the effect on herself."
-
-Mrs. Mulville was silent an instant. "It was everything one could
-wish."
-
-Something in her tone made me laugh. "Do you mean she gave him
-something?"
-
-"Well, since you ask me!"
-
-"Right there--on the spot?"
-
-Again poor Adelaide faltered. "It was to me of course she gave it."
-
-I stared; somehow I couldn't see the scene. "Do you mean a sum of
-money?"
-
-"It was very handsome." Now at last she met my eyes though I could see
-it was with an effort. "Thirty pounds."
-
-"Straight out of her pocket?"
-
-"Out of the drawer of a table at which she had been writing. She just
-slipped the folded notes into my hand. He wasn't looking; it was while
-he was going back to the carriage. Oh," said Adelaide reassuringly,
-"I dole it out!" The dear practical soul thought my agitation, for I
-confess I was agitated, had reference to the administration of the
-money. Her disclosure made me for a moment muse violently, and I
-daresay that during that moment I wondered if anything else in the
-world makes people as indelicate as unselfishness. I uttered, I
-suppose, some vague synthetic cry, for she went on as if she had had a
-glimpse of my inward amaze at such episodes. "I assure you, my dear
-friend, he was in one of his happy hours."
-
-But I wasn't thinking of that. "Truly, indeed, these American girls!"
-I said. "With her father in the very act, as it were, of cheating her
-betrothed!"
-
-Mrs. Mulville stared. "Oh, I suppose Mr. Anvoy has scarcely failed on
-purpose. Very likely they won't be able to keep it up, but there it
-was, and it was a very beautiful impulse."
-
-"You say Saltram was very fine?"
-
-"Beyond everything. He surprised even me."
-
-"And I know what _you've_ heard." After a moment I added: "Had he
-peradventure caught a glimpse of the money in the table-drawers?"
-
-At this my companion honestly flushed. "How can you be so cruel when
-you know how little he calculates?"
-
-"Forgive me, I do know it. But you tell me things that act on my
-nerves. I'm sure he hadn't caught a glimpse of anything but some
-splendid idea."
-
-Mrs. Mulville brightly concurred. "And perhaps even of her beautiful
-listening face."
-
-"Perhaps, even! And what was it all about?"
-
-"His talk? It was _a propos_ of her engagement, which I had told him
-about: the idea of marriage, the philosophy, the poetry, the
-profundity of it." It was impossible wholly to restrain one's mirth at
-this, and some rude ripple that I emitted again caused my companion to
-admonish me. "It sounds a little stale, but you know his freshness."
-
-"Of illustration? Indeed I do!"
-
-"And how he has always been right on that great question."
-
-"On what great question, dear lady, hasn't he been right?"
-
-"Of what other great men can you equally say it? I mean that he has
-never, but _never_, had a deviation?" Mrs. Mulville exultantly
-demanded.
-
-I tried to think of some other great man, but I had to give it up.
-"Didn't Miss Anvoy express her satisfaction in any less diffident way
-than by her charming present?" I was reduced to inquiring instead.
-
-"Oh yes, she overflowed to me on the steps while he was getting into
-the carriage." These words somehow brushed up a picture of Saltram's
-big shawled back as he hoisted himself into the green landau. "She
-said she was not disappointed," Adelaide pursued.
-
-I meditated a moment. "Did he wear his shawl?"
-
-"His shawl?" She had not even noticed.
-
-"I mean yours."
-
-"He looked very nice, and you know he's always clean. Miss Anvoy used
-such a remarkable expression--she said his mind is like a crystal!"
-
-I pricked up my ears. "A crystal?"
-
-"Suspended in the moral world--swinging and shining and flashing
-there. She's monstrously clever, you know."
-
-I reflected again. "Monstrously!"
-
-
- VIII
-
-George Gravener didn't follow her, for late in September, after the
-House had risen, I met him in a railway-carriage. He was coming up
-from Scotland, and I had just quitted the abode of a relation who
-lived near Durham. The current of travel back to London was not yet
-strong; at any rate on entering the compartment I found he had had it
-for some time to himself. We fared in company, and though he had a
-blue-book in his lap and the open jaws of his bag threatened me with
-the white teeth of confused papers, we inevitably, we even at last
-sociably, conversed. I saw that things were not well with him, but I
-asked no question until something dropped by himself made an absence
-of curiosity almost rude. He mentioned that he was worried about his
-good old friend Lady Coxon, who, with her niece likely to be detained
-some time in America, lay seriously ill at Clockborough, much on his
-mind and on his hands.
-
-"Ah, Miss Anvoy's in America?"
-
-"Her father has got into a horrid mess, lost no end of money."
-
-I hesitated, after expressing due concern, but I presently said, "I
-hope that raises no obstacle to your marriage."
-
-"None whatever; moreover it's my trade to meet objections. But it may
-create tiresome delays, of which there have been too many, from
-various causes, already. Lady Coxon got very bad, then she got much
-better. Then Mr. Anvoy suddenly began to totter, and now he seems
-quite on his back. I'm afraid he's really in for some big disaster.
-Lady Coxon is worse again, awfully upset by the news from America, and
-she sends me word that she _must_ have Ruth. How can I give her Ruth?
-I haven't got Ruth myself!"
-
-"Surely you haven't lost her," I smiled.
-
-"She's everything to her wretched father. She writes me by every post,
-telling me to smooth her aunt's pillow. I've other things to smooth;
-but the old lady, save for her servants, is really alone. She won't
-receive her Coxon relations, because she's angry at so much of her
-money going to them. Besides, she's off her head," said Gravener very
-frankly.
-
-I don't remember whether it was this, or what it was, that made me ask
-if she had not such an appreciation of Mrs. Saltram as might render
-that active person of some use.
-
-He gave me a cold glance, asking me what had put Mrs. Saltram into my
-head, and I replied that she was unfortunately never out of it. I
-happened to remember the wonderful accounts she had given me of the
-kindness Lady Coxon had shown her. Gravener declared this to be false:
-Lady Coxon, who didn't care for her, hadn't seen her three times. The
-only foundation for it was that Miss Anvoy, who used, poor girl, to
-chuck money about in a manner she must now regret, had for an hour
-seen in the miserable woman (you could never know what she would see
-in people), an interesting pretext for the liberality with which her
-nature overflowed. But even Miss Anvoy was now quite tired of her.
-Gravener told me more about the crash in New York and the annoyance it
-had been to him, and we also glanced here and there in other
-directions; but by the time we got to Doncaster the principal thing he
-had communicated was that he was keeping something back. We stopped at
-that station, and, at the carriage door, some one made a movement to
-get in. Gravener uttered a sound of impatience, and I said to myself
-that but for this I should have had the secret. Then the intruder, for
-some reason, spared us his company; we started afresh, and my hope of
-the secret returned. Gravener remained silent however, and I pretended
-to go to sleep; in fact, in discouragement, I really dozed. When I
-opened my eyes I found he was looking at me with an injured air. He
-tossed away with some vivacity the remnant of a cigarette and then he
-said: "If you're not too sleepy I want to put you a case." I answered
-that I would make every effort to attend, and I felt it was going to
-be interesting when he went on: "As I told you a while ago, Lady
-Coxon, poor dear, is a maniac." His tone had much behind it--was full
-of promise. I inquired if her ladyship's misfortune were a feature of
-her malady or only of her character, and he replied that it was a
-product of both. The case he wanted to put me was a matter on which it
-would interest him to have the impression--the judgment, he might also
-say--of another person. "I mean of the average intelligent man," he
-said: "but you see I take what I can get." There would be the
-technical, the strictly legal view; then there would be the way the
-question would strike a man of the world. He had lighted another
-cigarette while he talked, and I saw he was glad to have it to handle
-when he brought out at last, with a laugh slightly artificial: "In
-fact it's a subject on which Miss Anvoy and I are pulling different
-ways."
-
-"And you want me to pronounce between you? I pronounce in advance for
-Miss Anvoy."
-
-"In advance--that's quite right. That's how I pronounced when I asked
-her to marry me. But my story will interest you only so far as your
-mind is not made up." Gravener puffed his cigarette a minute and then
-continued: "Are you familiar with the idea of the Endowment of
-Research?"
-
-"Of Research?" I was at sea for a moment.
-
-"I give you Lady Coxon's phrase. She has it on the brain."
-
-"She wishes to endow----?"
-
-"Some earnest and disinterested seeker," Gravener said. "It was a
-half-baked plan of her late husband's, and he handed it on to her;
-setting apart in his will a sum of money of which she was to enjoy the
-interest for life, but of which, should she eventually see her
-opportunity--the matter was left largely to her discretion--she would
-best honour his memory by determining the exemplary public use. This
-sum of money, no less than thirteen thousand pounds, was to be called
-the Coxon Fund; and poor Sir Gregory evidently proposed to himself
-that the Coxon Fund should cover his name with glory--be universally
-desired and admired. He left his wife a full declaration of his views;
-so far at least as that term may be applied to views vitiated by a
-vagueness really infantine. A little learning is a dangerous thing,
-and a good citizen who happens to have been an ass is worse for a
-community than the small-pox. He's worst of all when he's dead,
-because then he can't be stopped. However, such as they were, the poor
-man's aspirations are now in his wife's bosom, or fermenting rather in
-her foolish brain: it lies with her to carry them out. But of course
-she must first catch her hare."
-
-"Her earnest, disinterested seeker?"
-
-"The man suffering most from want of means, want of the pecuniary
-independence necessary to cause the light that is in him to shine upon
-the human race. The man, in a word, who, having the rest of the
-machinery, the spiritual, the intellectual, is most hampered in his
-search."
-
-"His search for what?"
-
-"For Moral Truth. That's what Sir Gregory calls it."
-
-I burst out laughing. "Delightful, munificent Sir Gregory! It's a
-charming idea."
-
-"So Miss Anvoy thinks."
-
-"Has she a candidate for the Fund?"
-
-"Not that I know of; and she's perfectly reasonable about it. But Lady
-Coxon has put the matter before her, and we've naturally had a lot of
-talk."
-
-"Talk that, as you've so interestingly intimated, has landed you in a
-disagreement."
-
-"She considers there's something in it," Gravener said.
-
-"And you consider there's nothing?"
-
-"It seems to me a puerility fraught with consequences inevitably
-grotesque and possibly immoral. To begin with, fancy the idea of
-constituting an endowment without establishing a tribunal--a bench of
-competent people, of judges."
-
-"The sole tribunal is Lady Coxon?"
-
-"And any one she chooses to invite."
-
-"But she has invited you."
-
-"I'm not competent--I hate the thing. Besides, she hasn't. The real
-history of the matter, I take it, is that the inspiration was
-originally Lady Coxon's own, that she infected him with it, and that
-the flattering option left her is simply his tribute to her beautiful,
-her aboriginal enthusiasm. She came to England forty years ago, a thin
-transcendental Bostonian, and even her odd, happy, frumpy Clockborough
-marriage never really materialised her. She feels indeed that she has
-become very British--as if that, as a process, as a _Werden_, were
-conceivable; but it's precisely what makes her cling to the notion of
-the 'Fund' as to a link with the ideal."
-
-"How can she cling if she's dying?"
-
-"Do you mean how can she act in the matter?" my companion asked.
-"That's precisely the question. She can't! As she has never yet caught
-her hare, never spied out her lucky impostor (how should she, with the
-life she has led?) her husband's intention has come very near lapsing.
-His idea, to do him justice, was that it _should_ lapse if exactly the
-right person, the perfect mixture of genius and chill penury, should
-fail to turn up. Ah! Lady Coxon's very particular--she says there must
-be no mistake."
-
-I found all this quite thrilling--I took it in with avidity. "If she
-dies without doing anything, what becomes of the money?" I demanded.
-
-"It goes back to his family, if she hasn't made some other disposition
-of it."
-
-"She may do that, then--she may divert it?"
-
-"Her hands are not tied. The proof is that three months ago she
-offered to make it over to her niece."
-
-"For Miss Anvoy's own use?"
-
-"For Miss Anvoy's own use--on the occasion of her prospective
-marriage. She was discouraged--the earnest seeker required so earnest
-a search. She was afraid of making a mistake; every one she could
-think of seemed either not earnest enough or not poor enough. On the
-receipt of the first bad news about Mr. Anvoy's affairs she proposed
-to Ruth to make the sacrifice for her. As the situation in New York
-got worse she repeated her proposal."
-
-"Which Miss Anvoy declined?"
-
-"Except as a formal trust."
-
-"You mean except as committing herself legally to place the money?"
-
-"On the head of the deserving object, the great man frustrated," said
-Gravener. "She only consents to act in the spirit of Sir Gregory's
-scheme."
-
-"And you blame her for that?" I asked with an excited smile.
-
-My tone was not harsh, but he coloured a little and there was a queer
-light in his eye. "My dear fellow, if I 'blamed' the young lady I'm
-engaged to, I shouldn't immediately say so even to so old a friend as
-you." I saw that some deep discomfort, some restless desire to be
-sided with, reassuringly, becomingly reflected, had been at the bottom
-of his drifting so far, and I was genuinely touched by his confidence.
-It was inconsistent with his habits; but being troubled about a woman
-was not, for him, a habit: that itself was an inconsistency. George
-Gravener could stand straight enough before any other combination of
-forces. It amused me to think that the combination he had succumbed to
-had an American accent, a transcendental aunt and an insolvent father;
-but all my old loyalty to him mustered to meet this unexpected hint
-that I could help him. I saw that I could from the insincere tone in
-which he pursued: "I've criticised her of course, I've contended with
-her, and it has been great fun." It clearly couldn't have been such
-great fun as to make it improper for me presently to ask if Miss Anvoy
-had nothing at all settled upon herself. To this he replied that she
-had only a trifle from her mother--a mere four hundred a year, which
-was exactly why it would be convenient to him that she shouldn't
-decline, in the face of this total change in her prospects, an
-accession of income which would distinctly help them to marry. When I
-inquired if there were no other way in which so rich and so
-affectionate an aunt could cause the weight of her benevolence to be
-felt, he answered that Lady Coxon was affectionate indeed, but was
-scarcely to be called rich. She could let her project of the Fund
-lapse for her niece's benefit, but she couldn't do anything else. She
-had been accustomed to regard her as tremendously provided for, and
-she was up to her eyes in promises to anxious Coxons. She was a woman
-of an inordinate conscience, and her conscience was now a distress to
-her, hovering round her bed in irreconcilable forms of resentful
-husbands, portionless nieces and undiscoverable philosophers.
-
-We were by this time getting into the whirr of fleeting platforms, the
-multiplication of lights. "I think you'll find," I said with a laugh,
-"that the difficulty will disappear in the very fact that the
-philosopher _is_ undiscoverable."
-
-He began to gather up his papers. "Who can set a limit to the
-ingenuity of an extravagant woman?"
-
-"Yes, after all, who indeed?" I echoed as I recalled the extravagance
-commemorated in Mrs. Mulville's anecdote of Miss Anvoy and the thirty
-pounds.
-
-
- IX
-
-The thing I had been most sensible of in that talk with George
-Gravener was the way Saltram's name kept out of it. It seemed to me at
-the time that we were quite pointedly silent about him; yet afterwards
-I inclined to think that there had been on my companion's part no
-conscious avoidance. Later on I was sure of this, and for the best of
-reasons--the reason, namely, of my perceiving more completely that,
-for evil as well as for good, he left Gravener's imagination utterly
-cold. Gravener was not afraid of him; he was too much disgusted with
-him. No more was I, doubtless, and for very much the same reason. I
-treated my friend's story as an absolute confidence; but when before
-Christmas, by Mrs. Saltram, I was informed of Lady Coxon's death
-without having had news of Miss Anvoy's return, I found myself taking
-for granted that we should hear no more of these nuptials, in which I
-now recognised an element incongruous from the first. I began to ask
-myself how people who suited each other so little could please each
-other so much. The charm was some material charm, some affinity
-exquisite doubtless, but superficial; some surrender to youth and
-beauty and passion, to force and grace and fortune, happy accidents
-and easy contacts. They might dote on each other's persons, but how
-could they know each other's souls? How could they have the same
-prejudices, how could they have the same horizon? Such questions, I
-confess, seemed quenched but not answered when, one day in February,
-going out to Wimbledon, I found my young lady in the house. A passion
-that had brought her back across the wintry ocean was as much of a
-passion as was necessary. No impulse equally strong indeed had drawn
-George Gravener to America; a circumstance on which, however, I
-reflected only long enough to remind myself that it was none of my
-business. Ruth Anvoy was distinctly different, and I felt that the
-difference was not simply that of her being in mourning. Mrs. Mulville
-told me soon enough what it was: it was the difference between a
-handsome girl with large expectations and a handsome girl with only
-four hundred a year. This explanation indeed didn't wholly content me,
-not even when I learned that her mourning had a double cause--learned
-that poor Mr. Anvoy, giving way altogether, buried under the ruins of
-his fortune and leaving next to nothing, had died a few weeks before.
-
-"So she has come out to marry George Gravener?" I demanded. "Wouldn't
-it have been prettier of him to have saved her the trouble?"
-
-"Hasn't the House just met?" said Adelaide. Then she added: "I gather
-that her having come is exactly a sign that the marriage is a little
-shaky. If it were certain, so self-respecting a girl as Ruth would
-have waited for him over there."
-
-I noted that they were already Ruth and Adelaide, but what I said was:
-"Do you mean that she has returned to make it a certainty?"
-
-"No, I mean that I imagine she has come out for some reason
-independent of it." Adelaide could only imagine as yet, and there was
-more, as we found, to be revealed. Mrs. Mulville, on hearing of her
-arrival, had brought the young lady out, in the green landau, for the
-Sunday. The Coxons were in possession of the house in the Regent's
-Park, and Miss Anvoy was in dreary lodgings. George Gravener was with
-her when Adelaide called, but he had assented graciously enough to the
-little visit at Wimbledon. The carriage, with Mr. Saltram in it but
-not mentioned, had been sent off on some errand from which it was to
-return and pick the ladies up. Gravener left them together, and at the
-end of an hour, on the Saturday afternoon, the party of three drove
-out to Wimbledon. This was the girl's second glimpse of our great man,
-and I was interested in asking Mrs. Mulville if the impression made by
-the first appeared to have been confirmed. On her replying, after
-consideration, that of course with time and opportunity it couldn't
-fail to be, but that as yet she was disappointed, I was sufficiently
-struck with her use of this last word to question her further.
-
-"Do you mean that you're disappointed because you judge that Miss
-Anvoy is?"
-
-"Yes; I hoped for a greater effect last evening. We had two or three
-people, but he scarcely opened his mouth."
-
-"He'll be all the better this evening," I added after a moment. "What
-particular importance do you attach to the idea of her being
-impressed?"
-
-Adelaide turned her clear, pale eyes on me as if she were amazed at my
-levity. "Why, the importance of her being as happy as _we_ are!"
-
-I'm afraid that at this my levity increased. "Oh, that's a happiness
-almost too great to wish a person!" I saw she had not yet in her mind
-what I had in mine, and at any rate the visitor's actual bliss was
-limited to a walk in the garden with Kent Mulville. Later in the
-afternoon I also took one, and I saw nothing of Miss Anvoy till
-dinner, at which we were without the company of Saltram, who had
-caused it to be reported that he was out of sorts and lying down. This
-made us, most of us--for there were other friends present--convey to
-each other in silence some of the unutterable things which in those
-years our eyes had inevitably acquired the art of expressing. If an
-American inquirer had not been there we would have expressed them
-otherwise, and Adelaide would have pretended not to hear. I had seen
-her, before the very fact, abstract herself nobly; and I knew that
-more than once, to keep it from the servants, managing, dissimulating
-cleverly, she had helped her husband to carry him bodily to his room.
-Just recently he had been so wise and so deep and so high that I had
-begun to be nervous--to wonder if by chance there were something
-behind it, if he were kept straight, for instance, by the knowledge
-that the hated Pudneys would have more to tell us if they chose. He
-was lying low, but unfortunately it was common knowledge with us that
-the biggest splashes took place in the quietest pools. We should have
-had a merry life indeed if all the splashes had sprinkled us as
-refreshingly as the waters we were even then to feel about our ears.
-Kent Mulville had been up to his room, but had come back with a facial
-inscrutability that I had seen him achieve in equal measure only on
-the evening I waited in the lecture-room with Miss Anvoy. I said to
-myself that our friend had gone out, but I was glad that the presence
-of a comparative stranger deprived us of the dreary duty of suggesting
-to each other, in respect of his errand, edifying possibilities in
-which we didn't ourselves believe. At ten o'clock he came into the
-drawing-room with his waistcoat much awry but his eyes sending out
-great signals. It was precisely with his entrance that I ceased to be
-vividly conscious of him. I saw that the crystal, as I had called it,
-had begun to swing, and I had need of my immediate attention for Miss
-Anvoy.
-
-Even when I was told afterwards that he had, as we might have said
-to-day, broken the record, the manner in which that attention had been
-rewarded relieved me of a sense of loss. I had of course a perfect
-general consciousness that something great was going on: it was a
-little like having been etherised to hear Herr Joachim play. The old
-music was in the air; I felt the strong pulse of thought, the sink and
-swell, the flight, the poise, the plunge; but I knew something about
-one of the listeners that nobody else knew, and Saltram's monologue
-could reach me only through that medium. To this hour I'm of no use
-when, as a witness, I'm appealed to (for they still absurdly contend
-about it), as to whether or no on that historic night he was drunk;
-and my position is slightly ridiculous, for I have never cared to tell
-them what it really was I was taken up with. What I got out of it is
-the only morsel of the total experience that is quite my own. The
-others were shared, but this is incommunicable. I feel that now, I'm
-bound to say, in even thus roughly evoking the occasion, and it takes
-something from my pride of clearness. However, I shall perhaps be as
-clear as is absolutely necessary if I remark that she was too much
-given up to her own intensity of observation to be sensible of mine.
-It was plainly not the question of her marriage that had brought her
-back. I greatly enjoyed this discovery and was sure that had that
-question alone been involved she would have remained away. In this
-case doubtless Gravener would, in spite of the House of Commons, have
-found means to rejoin her. It afterwards made me uncomfortable for her
-that, alone in the lodging Mrs. Mulville had put before me as dreary,
-she should have in any degree the air of waiting for her fate; so that
-I was presently relieved at hearing of her having gone to stay at
-Coldfield. If she was in England at all while the engagement stood the
-only proper place for her was under Lady Maddock's wing. Now that she
-was unfortunate and relatively poor, perhaps her prospective
-sister-in-law would be wholly won over. There would be much to say, if
-I had space, about the way her behaviour, as I caught gleams of it,
-ministered to the image that had taken birth in my mind, to my private
-amusement, as I listened to George Gravener in the railway carriage. I
-watched her in the light of this queer possibility--a formidable thing
-certainly to meet--and I was aware that it coloured, extravagantly
-perhaps, my interpretation of her very looks and tones. At Wimbledon
-for instance it had seemed to me that she was literally afraid of
-Saltram, in dread of a coercion that she had begun already to feel. I
-had come up to town with her the next day and had been convinced that,
-though deeply interested, she was immensely on her guard. She would
-show as little as possible before she should be ready to show
-everything. What this final exhibition might be on the part of a girl
-perceptibly so able to think things out I found it great sport to
-conjecture. It would have been exciting to be approached by her,
-appealed to by her for advice; but I prayed to heaven I mightn't find
-myself in such a predicament. If there was really a present rigour in
-the situation of which Gravener had sketched for me the elements she
-would have to get out of her difficulty by herself. It was not I who
-had launched her and it was not I who could help her. I didn't fail to
-ask myself why, since I couldn't help her, I should think so much
-about her. It was in part my suspense that was responsible for this: I
-waited impatiently to see whether she wouldn't have told Mrs. Mulville
-a portion at least of what I had learned from Gravener. But I saw Mrs.
-Mulville was still reduced to wonder what she had come out again for
-if she hadn't come as a conciliatory bride. That she had come in some
-other character was the only thing that fitted all the appearances.
-Having for family reasons to spend some time that spring in the west
-of England, I was in a manner out of earshot of the great oceanic
-rumble (I mean of the continuous hum of Saltram's thought), and my
-nervousness tended to keep me quiet. There was something I wanted so
-little to have to say that my prudence surmounted my curiosity. I only
-wondered if Ruth Anvoy talked over the idea of the Coxon Fund with
-Lady Maddock, and also somewhat why I didn't hear from Wimbledon. I
-had a reproachful note about something or other from Mrs. Saltram, but
-it contained no mention of Lady Coxon's niece, on whom her eyes had
-been much less fixed since the recent untoward events.
-
-
- X
-
-Adelaide's silence was fully explained later; it was practically
-explained when in June, returning to London, I was honoured by this
-admirable woman with an early visit. As soon as she appeared I guessed
-everything, and as soon as she told me that darling Ruth had been in
-her house nearly a month I exclaimed: "What in the name of maidenly
-modesty is she staying in England for?"
-
-"Because she loves me so!" cried Adelaide gaily. But she had not come
-to see me only to tell me Miss Anvoy loved her: that was now
-sufficiently established, and what was much more to the point was that
-Mr. Gravener had now raised an objection to it. That is he had
-protested against her being at Wimbledon, where in the innocence of
-his heart he had originally brought her himself; in short he wanted
-her to put an end to their engagement in the only proper, the only
-happy manner.
-
-"And why in the world doesn't she do so?" I inquired.
-
-Adelaide hesitated. "She says you know." Then on my also hesitating
-she added: "A condition he makes."
-
-"The Coxon Fund?" I cried.
-
-"He has mentioned to her his having told you about it."
-
-"Ah, but so little! Do you mean she has accepted the trust!"
-
-"In the most splendid spirit--as a duty about which there can be no
-two opinions." Then said Adelaide after an instant: "Of course she's
-thinking of Mr. Saltram."
-
-I gave a quick cry at this, which, in its violence, made my visitor
-turn pale. "How very awful!"
-
-"Awful?"
-
-"Why, to have anything to do with such an idea oneself."
-
-"I'm sure you needn't!" Mrs. Mulville gave a slight toss of her head.
-
-"He isn't good enough!" I went on; to which she responded with an
-ejaculation almost as lively as mine had been. This made me, with
-genuine, immediate horror, exclaim: "You haven't influenced her, I
-hope!" and my emphasis brought back the blood with a rush to poor
-Adelaide's face. She declared while she blushed (for I had frightened
-her again), that she had never influenced anybody and that the girl
-had only seen and heard and judged for herself. _He_ had influenced
-her, if I would, as he did everyone who had a soul: that word, as we
-knew, even expressed feebly the power of the things he said to haunt
-the mind. How could she, Adelaide, help it if Miss Anvoy's mind was
-haunted? I demanded with a groan what right a pretty girl engaged to a
-rising M.P. had to _have_ a mind; but the only explanation my
-bewildered friend could give me was that she was so clever. She
-regarded Mr. Saltram naturally as a tremendous force for good. She was
-intelligent enough to understand him and generous enough to admire.
-
-"She's many things enough, but is she, among them, rich enough?" I
-demanded. "Rich enough, I mean, to sacrifice such a lot of good
-money?"
-
-"That's for herself to judge. Besides, it's not her own money; she
-doesn't in the least consider it so."
-
-"And Gravener does, if not _his_ own: and that's the whole
-difficulty?"
-
-"The difficulty that brought her back, yes: she had absolutely to see
-her poor aunt's solicitor. It's clear that by Lady Coxon's will she
-may have the money, but it's still clearer to her conscience that the
-original condition, definite, intensely implied on her uncle's part,
-is attached to the use of it. She can only take one view of it. It's
-for the Endowment or it's for nothing."
-
-"The Endowment is a conception superficially sublime but fundamentally
-ridiculous."
-
-"Are you repeating Mr. Gravener's words?" Adelaide asked.
-
-"Possibly, though I've not seen him for months. It's simply the way it
-strikes me too. It's an old wife's tale. Gravener made some reference
-to the legal aspect, but such an absurdly loose arrangement has no
-legal aspect."
-
-"Ruth doesn't insist on that," said Mrs. Mulville; "and it's, for her,
-exactly this weakness that constitutes the force of the moral
-obligation."
-
-"Are you repeating her words?" I inquired. I forgot what else Adelaide
-said, but she said she was magnificent. I thought of George Gravener
-confronted with such magnificence as that, and I asked what could have
-made two such people ever suppose they understood each other. Mrs.
-Mulville assured me the girl loved him as such a woman could love and
-that she suffered as such a woman could suffer. Nevertheless she
-wanted to see me. At this I sprang up with a groan. "Oh, I'm so
-sorry!--when?" Small though her sense of humour, I think Adelaide
-laughed at my tone. We discussed the day, the nearest, it would be
-convenient I should come out; but before she went I asked my visitor
-how long she had been acquainted with these prodigies.
-
-"For several weeks, but I was pledged to secrecy."
-
-"And that's why you didn't write?"
-
-"I couldn't very well tell you she was with me without telling you
-that no time had even yet been fixed for her marriage. And I couldn't
-very well tell you as much as that without telling you what I knew of
-the reason for it. It was not till a day or two ago," Mrs. Mulville
-went on, "that she asked me to ask you if you wouldn't come and see
-her. Then at last she said that you knew about the idea of the
-Endowment."
-
-I considered a little. "Why on earth does she want to see me?"
-
-"To talk with you, naturally, about Mr. Saltram."
-
-"As a subject for the prize?" This was hugely obvious, and presently
-exclaimed: "I think I'll sail to-morrow for Australia."
-
-"Well then--sail!" said Mrs. Mulville, getting up.
-
-"On Thursday at five, we said?" I frivolously continued. The
-appointment was made definite and I inquired how, all this time, the
-unconscious candidate had carried himself.
-
-"In perfection, really, by the happiest of chances: he has been a
-dear. And then, as to what we revere him for, in the most wonderful
-form. His very highest--pure celestial light. You _won't_ do him an
-ill turn?" Adelaide pleaded at the door.
-
-"What danger can equal for him the danger to which he is exposed from
-himself?" I asked. "Look out sharp, if he has lately been reasonable.
-He will presently treat us to some exhibition that will make an
-Endowment a scandal."
-
-"A scandal?" Mrs. Mulville dolorously echoed.
-
-"Is Miss Anvoy prepared for that?"
-
-My visitor, for a moment, screwed her parasol into my carpet. "He
-grows larger every day."
-
-"So do you!" I laughed as she went off.
-
-That girl at Wimbledon, on the Thursday afternoon, more than justified
-my apprehensions. I recognised fully now the cause of the agitation
-she had produced in me from the first--the faint foreknowledge that
-there was something very stiff I should have to do for her. I felt
-more than ever committed to my fate as, standing before her in the big
-drawing-room where they had tactfully left us to ourselves, I tried
-with a smile to string together the pearls of lucidity which, from her
-chair, she successively tossed me. Pale and bright, in her monotonous
-mourning, she was an image of intelligent purpose, of the passion of
-duty; but I asked myself whether any girl had ever had so charming an
-instinct as that which permitted her to laugh out, as if in the joy of
-her difficulty, into the _blasee_ old room. This remarkable young
-woman could be earnest without being solemn, and at moments when I
-ought doubtless to have cursed her obstinacy I found myself watching
-the unstudied play of her eyebrows or the recurrence of a singularly
-intense whiteness produced by the parting of her lips. These
-aberrations, I hasten to add, didn't prevent my learning soon enough
-why she had wished to see me. Her reason for this was as distinct as
-her beauty: it was to make me explain what I had meant, on the
-occasion of our first meeting, by Mr. Saltram's want of dignity. It
-wasn't that she couldn't imagine, but she desired it there from my
-lips. What she really desired of course was to know whether there was
-worse about him than what she had found out for herself. She hadn't
-been a month in the house with him, that way, without discovering that
-he wasn't a man of starch and whalebone. He was like a jelly without a
-mould, he had to be embanked; and that was precisely the source of her
-interest in him and the ground of her project. She put her project
-boldly before me: there it stood in its preposterous beauty. She was
-as willing to take the humorous view of it as I could be: the only
-difference was that for her the humorous view of a thing was not
-necessarily prohibitive, was not paralysing.
-
-Moreover she professed that she couldn't discuss with me the primary
-question--the moral obligation: that was in her own breast. There were
-things she couldn't go into--injunctions, impressions she had
-received. They were a part of the closest intimacy of her intercourse
-with her aunt, they were absolutely clear to her; and on questions of
-delicacy, the interpretation of a fidelity, of a promise, one had
-always in the last resort to make up one's mind for oneself. It was
-the idea of the application to the particular case, such a splendid
-one at last, that troubled her, and she admitted that it stirred very
-deep things. She didn't pretend that such a responsibility was a
-simple matter; if it had been she wouldn't have attempted to saddle me
-with any portion of it. The Mulvilles were sympathy itself; but were
-they absolutely candid? Could they indeed be, in their position--would
-it even have been to be desired? Yes, she had sent for me to ask no
-less than that of me--whether there was anything dreadful kept back.
-She made no allusion whatever to George Gravener--I thought her
-silence the only good taste and her gaiety perhaps a part of the very
-anxiety of that discretion, the effect of a determination that people
-shouldn't know from herself that her relations with the man she was to
-marry were strained. All the weight, however, that she left me to
-throw was a sufficient implication of the weight that he had thrown in
-vain. Oh, she knew the question of character was immense, and that one
-couldn't entertain any plan for making merit comfortable without
-running the gauntlet of that terrible procession of interrogation-points
-which, like a young ladies' school out for a walk, hooked their
-uniform noses at the tail of governess Conduct. But were we absolutely
-to hold that was never, never, never an exception, never, never, never
-an occasion for liberal acceptance, for clever charity, for suspended
-pedantry--for letting one side, in short, outbalance another? When
-Miss Anvoy threw off this inquiry I could have embraced her for so
-delightfully emphasising her unlikeness to Mrs. Saltram. "Why not have
-the courage of one's forgiveness," she asked, "as well as the
-enthusiasm of one's adhesion?"
-
-"Seeing how wonderfully you have threshed the whole thing out," I
-evasively replied, "gives me an extraordinary notion of the point your
-enthusiasm has reached."
-
-She considered this remark an instant with her eye on mine, and I
-divined that it struck her I might possibly intend it as a reference
-to some personal subjection to our fat philosopher, to some fanciful
-transfigurement, some perversion of taste. At least I couldn't
-interpret otherwise the sudden flush that came into her face. Such a
-manifestation, as the result of any word of mine, embarrassed me; but
-while I was thinking how to reassure her the colour I speak of passed
-away in a smile of exquisite good nature. "Oh, you see, one forgets so
-wonderfully how one dislikes him!" she said; and if her tone simply
-extinguished his strange figure with the brush of its compassion, it
-also rings in my ear to-day as the purest of all our praises. But with
-what quick response of compassion such a relegation of the man himself
-made me privately sigh: "Ah, poor Saltram!" She instantly, with this,
-took the measure of all I didn't believe, and it enabled her to go on:
-"What can one do when a person has given such a lift to one's interest
-in life?"
-
-"Yes, what can one do?" If I struck her as a little vague it was
-because I was thinking of another person. I indulged in another
-inarticulate murmur--"Poor George Gravener!" What had become of the
-lift _he_ had given that interest? Later on I made up my mind that she
-was sore and stricken at the appearance he presented of wanting the
-miserable money. It was the hidden reason of her alienation. The
-probable sincerity, in spite of the illiberality, of his scruples
-about the particular use of it under discussion didn't efface the
-ugliness of his demand that they should buy a good house with it.
-Then, as for _his_ alienation, he didn't, pardonably enough, grasp the
-lift Frank Saltram had given her interest in life. If a mere spectator
-could ask that last question, with what rage in his heart the man
-himself might! He was not, like her, I was to see, too proud to show
-me why he was disappointed.
-
-
- XI
-
-I was unable, this time, to stay to dinner: such, at any rate, was the
-plea on which I took leave. I desired in truth to get away from my
-young lady, for that obviously helped me not to pretend to satisfy
-her. How _could_ I satisfy her? I asked myself--how could I tell her
-how much had been kept back? I didn't even know, myself, and I
-certainly didn't desire to know. My own policy had ever been to learn
-the least about poor Saltram's weaknesses--not to learn the most. A
-great deal that I had in fact learned had been forced upon me by his
-wife. There was something even irritating in Miss Anvoy's crude
-conscientiousness, and I wondered why after all she couldn't have let
-him alone and been content to entrust George Gravener with the
-purchase of the good house. I was sure he would have driven a bargain,
-got something excellent and cheap. I laughed louder even than she, I
-temporised, I failed her; I told her I must think over her case. I
-professed a horror of responsibilities and twitted her with her own
-extravagant passion for them. It was not really that I was afraid of
-the scandal, the moral discredit for the Fund; what troubled me most
-was a feeling of a different order. Of course, as the beneficiary of
-the Fund was to enjoy a simple life-interest, as it was hoped that new
-beneficiaries would arise and come up to new standards, it would not
-be a trifle that the first of these worthies should not have been a
-striking example of the domestic virtues. The Fund would start badly,
-as it were, and the laurel would, in some respects at least, scarcely
-be greener from the brows of the original wearer. That idea however
-was at that hour, as I have hinted, not the source of anxiety it ought
-perhaps to have been, for I felt less the irregularity of Saltram's
-getting the money than that of this exalted young woman's giving it
-up. I wanted her to have it for herself, and I told her so before I
-went away. She looked graver at this than she had looked at all,
-saying she hoped such a preference wouldn't make me dishonest.
-
-It made me, to begin with, very restless--made me, instead of going
-straight to the station, fidget a little about that many-coloured
-Common which gives Wimbledon horizons. There was a worry for me to
-work off, or rather keep at a distance, for I declined even to admit
-to myself that I had, in Miss Anvoy's phrase, been saddled with it.
-What could have been clearer indeed than the attitude of recognising
-perfectly what a world of trouble the Coxon Fund would in future save
-us, and of yet liking better to face a continuance of that trouble
-than see, and in fact contribute to, a deviation from attainable bliss
-in the life of two other persons in whom I was deeply interested?
-Suddenly, at the end of twenty minutes, there was projected across
-this clearness the image of a massive, middle-aged man seated on a
-bench, under a tree, with sad, far-wandering eyes and plump white
-hands folded on the head of a stick--a stick I recognised, a stout
-gold-headed staff that I had given him in throbbing days. I stopped
-short as he turned his face to me, and it happened that for some
-reason or other I took in as I had perhaps never done before the
-beauty of his rich blank gaze. It was charged with experience as the
-sky is charged with light, and I felt on the instant as if we had been
-overspanned and conjoined by the great arch of a bridge or the great
-dome of a temple. Doubtless I was rendered peculiarly sensitive to it
-by something in the way I had been giving him up and sinking him.
-While I met it I stood there smitten, and I felt myself responding to
-it with a sort of guilty grimace. This brought back his attention in a
-smile which expressed for me a cheerful, weary patience, a bruised
-noble gentleness. I had told Miss Anvoy that he had no dignity, but
-what did he seem to me, all unbuttoned and fatigued as he waited for
-me to come up, if he didn't seem unconcerned with small things, didn't
-seem in short majestic? There was majesty in his mere unconsciousness
-of our little conferences and puzzlements over his maintenance and his
-reward.
-
-After I had sat by him a few minutes I passed my arm over his big soft
-shoulder (wherever you touched him you found equally little firmness,)
-and said in a tone of which the suppliance fell oddly on my own car:
-"Come back to town with me, old friend--come back and spend the
-evening." I wanted to hold him, I wanted to keep him, and at Waterloo,
-an hour later, I telegraphed possessively to the Mulvilles. When he
-objected, as regards staying all night, that he had no things, I asked
-him if he hadn't everything of mine. I had abstained from ordering
-dinner, and it was too late for preliminaries at a club; so we were
-reduced to tea and fried fish at my rooms--reduced also to the
-transcendent. Something had come up which made me want him to feel at
-peace with me, which was all the dear man himself wanted on any
-occasion. I had too often had to press upon him considerations
-irrelevant, but it gives me pleasure now to think that on that
-particular evening I didn't even mention Mrs. Saltram and the
-children. Late into the night we smoked and talked; old shames and old
-rigours fell away from us; I only let him see that I was conscious of
-what I owed him. He was as mild as contrition and as abundant as
-faith; he was never so fine as on a shy return, and even better at
-forgiving than at being forgiven. I daresay it was a smaller matter
-than that famous night at Wimbledon, the night of the problematical
-sobriety and of Miss Anvoy's initiation; but I was as much in it on
-this occasion as I had been out of it then. At about 1.30 he was
-sublime.
-
-He never, under any circumstances, rose till all other risings were
-over, and his breakfasts, at Wimbledon, had always been the principal
-reason mentioned by departing cooks. The coast was therefore clear for
-me to receive her when, early the next morning, to my surprise, it was
-announced to me that his wife had called. I hesitated, after she had
-come up, about telling her Saltram was in the house, but she herself
-settled the question, kept me reticent, by drawing forth a sealed
-letter which, looking at me very hard in the eyes, she placed, with a
-pregnant absence of comment, in my hand. For a single moment there
-glimmered before me the fond hope that Mrs. Saltram had tendered me,
-as it were, her resignation and desired to embody the act in an
-unsparing form. To bring this about I would have feigned any
-humiliation; but after my eyes had caught the superscription I heard
-myself say with a flatness that betrayed a sense of something very
-different from relief: "Oh, the Pudneys?" I knew their envelopes,
-though they didn't know mine. They always used the kind sold at
-post-offices with the stamp affixed, and as this letter had not been
-posted they had wasted a penny on me. I had seen their horrid missives
-to the Mulvilles, but had not been in direct correspondence with them.
-
-"They enclosed it to me, to be delivered. They doubtless explain to
-you that they hadn't your address."
-
-I turned the thing over without opening it. "Why in the world should
-they write to me?"
-
-"Because they have something to tell you. The worst," Mrs. Saltram
-dryly added.
-
-It was another chapter, I felt, of the history of their lamentable
-quarrel with her husband, the episode in which, vindictively,
-disingenuously as they themselves had behaved, one had to admit that
-he had put himself more grossly in the wrong than at any moment of his
-life. He had begun by insulting the matchless Mulvilles for these more
-specious protectors, and then, according to his wont at the end of a
-few months, had dug a still deeper ditch for his aberration than the
-chasm left yawning behind. The chasm at Wimbledon was now blessedly
-closed; but the Pudneys across their persistent gulf, kept up the
-nastiest fire. I never doubted they had a strong case, and I had been
-from the first for not defending him--reasoning that if they were not
-contradicted they would perhaps subside. This was above all what I
-wanted, and I so far prevailed, that I did arrest the correspondence
-in time to save our little circle an infliction heavier than it
-perhaps would have borne. I knew, that is I divined, that they had
-produced as yet as much as they dared, conscious as they were in their
-own virtue of an exposed place in which Saltram could have planted a
-blow. It was a question with them whether a man who had himself so
-much to cover up would dare; so that these vessels of rancour were in
-a manner afraid of each other. I judged that on the day the Pudneys
-should cease for some reason or other to be afraid they would treat us
-to some revelation more disconcerting than any of its predecessors. As
-I held Mr. Saltram's letter in my hand it was distinctly communicated
-to me that the day had come--they had ceased to be afraid. "I don't
-want to know the worst," I presently declared.
-
-"You'll have to open the letter. It also contains an enclosure."
-
-I felt it--it was fat and uncanny. "Wheels within wheels!" I
-exclaimed. "There is something for me too to deliver."
-
-"So they tell me--to Miss Anvoy."
-
-I stared; I felt a certain thrill. "Why don't they send it to her
-directly?"
-
-Mrs. Saltram hesitated! "Because she's staying with Mr. and Mrs.
-Mulville."
-
-"And why should that prevent?"
-
-Again my visitor faltered, and I began to reflect on the grotesque,
-the unconscious perversity of her action. I was the only person save
-George Gravener and the Mulvilles who was aware of Sir Gregory Coxon's
-and of Miss Anvoy's strange bounty. Where could there have been a more
-signal illustration of the clumsiness of human affairs than her having
-complacently selected this moment to fly in the face of it? "There's
-the chance of their seeing her letters. They know Mr. Pudney's hand."
-
-Still I didn't understand; then it flashed upon me. "You mean they
-might intercept it? How can you imply anything so base?" I indignantly
-demanded.
-
-"It's not I; it's Mr. Pudney!" cried Mrs. Saltram with a flush. "It's
-his own idea."
-
-"Then why couldn't he send the letter to _you_ to be delivered?"
-
-Mrs. Saltram's colour deepened; she gave me another hard look. "You
-must make that out for yourself."
-
-I made it out quickly enough. "It's a denunciation?"
-
-"A real lady doesn't betray her husband!" this virtuous woman
-exclaimed.
-
-I burst out laughing, and I fear my laugh may have had an effect of
-impertinence.
-
-"Especially to Miss Anvoy, who's so easily shocked? Why do such things
-concern _her_?" I asked, much at a loss.
-
-"Because she's there, exposed to all his craft. Mr. and Mrs. Pudney
-have been watching this; they feel she may be taken in."
-
-"Thank you for all the rest of us! What difference can it make, when
-she has lost her power to contribute?"
-
-Again Mrs. Saltram considered; then very nobly: "There are other
-things in the world than money," she remarked. This hadn't occurred to
-her so long as the young lady had any; but she now added, with a
-glance at my letter, that Mr. and Mrs. Pudney doubtless explained
-their motives. "It's all in kindness," she continued as she got up.
-
-"Kindness to Miss Anvoy? You took, on the whole, another view of
-kindness before her reverses."
-
-My companion smiled with some acidity. "Perhaps you're no safer than
-the Mulvilles!"
-
-I didn't want her to think that, nor that she should report to the
-Pudneys that they had not been happy in their agent; and I well
-remember that this was the moment at which I began, with considerable
-emotion, to promise myself to enjoin upon Miss Anvoy never to open any
-letter that should come to her with a stamp worked into the envelope.
-My emotion and I fear I must add my confusion quickly increased; I
-presently should have been as glad to frighten Mrs. Saltram as to
-think I might by some diplomacy restore the Pudneys to a quieter
-vigilance. "It's best you should take _my_ view of my safety," I at
-any rate soon responded. When I saw she didn't know what I meant by
-this I added: "You may turn out to have done, in bringing me this
-letter, a thing you will profoundly regret." My tone had a
-significance which, I could see, did make her uneasy, and there was a
-moment, after I had made two or three more remarks of studiously
-bewildering effect, at which her eyes followed so hungrily the little
-flourish of the letter with which I emphasised them, that I
-instinctively slipped Mr. Pudney's communication into my pocket. She
-looked, in her embarrassed annoyance, as if she might grab it and send
-it back to him. I felt, after she had gone, as if I had almost given
-her my word I wouldn't deliver the enclosure. The passionate movement,
-at any rate, with which, in solitude, I transferred the whole thing,
-unopened, from my pocket to a drawer which I double-locked would have
-amounted, for an initiated observer, to some such promise.
-
-
- XII
-
-Mrs. Saltram left me drawing my breath more quickly and indeed almost
-in pain--as if I had just perilously grazed the loss of something
-precious. I didn't quite know what it was--it had a shocking
-resemblance to my honour. The emotion was the livelier doubtless in
-that my pulses were still shaken with the great rejoicing with which,
-the night before, I had rallied to the most potent inspirer it could
-ever have been a man's fortune to meet. What had dropped from me like
-a cumbersome garment as Saltram appeared before me in the afternoon on
-the heath was the disposition to haggle over his value. Hang it, one
-had to choose, one had to put that value somewhere; so I would put it
-really high and have done with it. Mrs. Mulville drove in for him at a
-discreet hour--the earliest she could presume him to have got up; and
-I learned that Miss Anvoy would also have come had she not been
-expecting a visit from Mr. Gravener. I was perfectly mindful that I
-was under bonds to see this young lady, and also that I had a letter
-to deliver to her; but I took my time, I waited from day to day. I
-left Mrs. Saltram to deal as her apprehensions should prompt with the
-Pudneys. I knew at last what I meant--I had ceased to wince at my
-responsibility. I gave this supreme impression of Saltram time to fade
-if it would; but it didn't fade, and, individually, it has not faded
-even now. During the month that I thus invited myself to stiffen again
-Adelaide Mulville, perplexed by my absence, wrote to me to ask why I
-_was_ so stiff. At that season of the year I was usually oftener with
-them. She also wrote that she feared a real estrangement had set in
-between Mr. Gravener and her sweet young friend--a state of things
-only partly satisfactory to her so long as the advantage accruing to
-Mr. Saltram failed to disengage itself from the cold mists of theory.
-She intimated that her sweet young friend was, if anything, a trifle
-too reserved; she also intimated that there might now be an opening
-for another clever young man. There never was the slightest opening, I
-may here parenthesise, and of course the question can't come up
-to-day. These are old frustrations now. Ruth Anvoy has not married, I
-hear, and neither have I. During the month, toward the end, I wrote to
-George Gravener to ask if, on a special errand, I might come to see
-him, and his answer was to knock the very next day at my door. I saw
-he had immediately connected my inquiry with the talk we had had in
-the railway carriage, and his promptitude showed that the ashes of his
-eagerness were not yet cold. I told him there was something I thought
-I ought in candour to let him know--I recognised the obligation his
-friendly confidence had laid upon me.
-
-"You mean that Miss Anvoy has talked to you? She has told me so
-herself," he said.
-
-"It was not to tell so that _I_ wanted to see you," I replied; "for it
-seemed to me that such a communication would rest wholly with herself.
-If however she did speak to you of our conversation she probably told
-you that I was discouraging."
-
-"Discouraging?"
-
-"On the subject of a present application of the Coxon Fund."
-
-"To the case of Mr. Saltram? My dear fellow, I don't know what you
-call discouraging!" Gravener exclaimed.
-
-"Well, I thought I was, and I thought she thought I was."
-
-"I believe she did, but such a thing is measured by the effect. She's
-not discouraged."
-
-"That's her own affair. The reason I asked you to see me was that it
-appeared to me I ought to tell you frankly that decidedly I can't
-undertake to produce that effect. In fact I don't want to!"
-
-"It's very good of you, damn you!" my visitor laughed, red and really
-grave. Then he said: "You would like to see that fellow publicly
-glorified--perched on the pedestal of a great complimentary fortune?"
-
-"Taking one form of public recognition with another, it seems to me on
-the whole I could bear it. When I see the compliments that are paid
-right and left, I ask myself why this one shouldn't take its course.
-This therefore is what you're entitled to have looked to me to mention
-to you. I have some evidence that perhaps would be really dissuasive,
-but I propose to invite Miss Anvoy to remain in ignorance of it."
-
-"And to invite me to do the same?"
-
-"Oh, you don't require it--you've evidence enough. I speak of a sealed
-letter which I've been requested to deliver to her."
-
-"And you don't mean to?"
-
-"There's only one consideration that would make me."
-
-Gravener's clear, handsome eyes plunged into mine a minute; but
-evidently without fishing up a clue to this motive--a failure by which
-I was almost wounded. "What does the letter contain?"
-
-"It's sealed, as I tell you, and I don't know what it contains."
-
-"Why is it sent through you?"
-
-"Rather than you?" I hesitated a moment. "The only explanation I can
-think of is that the person sending it may have imagined your
-relations with Miss Anvoy to be at an end--may have been told they
-were by Mrs. Saltram."
-
-"My relations with Miss Anvoy are not at an end," poor Gravener
-stammered.
-
-Again, for an instant, I deliberated. "The offer I propose to make you
-gives me the right to put you a question remarkably direct. Are you
-still engaged to Miss Anvoy?"
-
-"No, I'm not," he slowly brought out. "But we're perfectly good
-friends."
-
-"Such good friends that you will again become prospective husband and
-wife if the obstacle in your path be removed?"
-
-"Removed?" Gravener vaguely repeated.
-
-"If I give Miss Anvoy the letter I speak of she may drop her project."
-
-"Then for God's sake give it!"
-
-"I'll do so if you're ready to assure me that her dropping it would
-now presumably bring about your marriage."
-
-"I'd marry her the next day!" my visitor cried.
-
-"Yes, but would she marry you? What I ask of you of course is nothing
-less than your word of honour as to your conviction of this. If you
-give it me," I said, "I'll place the letter in her hand to-day."
-
-Gravener took up his hat; turning it mechanically round, he stood
-looking a moment hard at its unruffled perfection. Then, very angrily,
-honestly and gallantly: "Place it in hell!" he broke out; with which
-he clapped the hat on his head and left me.
-
-"Will you read it or not?" I said to Ruth Anvoy, at Wimbledon, when I
-had told her the story of Mrs. Saltram's visit.
-
-She reflected for a period which was probably of the briefest, but
-which was long enough to make me nervous. "Have you brought it with
-you?"
-
-"No indeed. It's at home, locked up."
-
-There was another great silence, and then she said: "Go back and
-destroy it."
-
-I went back, but I didn't destroy it till after Saltram's death, when
-I burnt it unread. The Pudneys approached her again pressingly, but,
-prompt as they were, the Coxon Fund had already become an operative
-benefit and a general amaze; Mr. Saltram, while we gathered about, as
-it were, to watch the manna descend, was already drawing the
-magnificent income. He drew it as he had always drawn everything, with
-a grand abstracted gesture. Its magnificence, alas, as all the world
-now knows, quite quenched him; it was the beginning of his decline. It
-was also naturally a new grievance for his wife, who began to believe
-in him as soon as he was blighted and who to this day accuses us of
-having bribed him to gratify the fad of a pushing American, to
-renounce his glorious office, to become, as she says, like everybody
-else. On the day he found himself able to publish he wholly ceased to
-produce. This deprived us, as may easily be imagined, of much of our
-occupation, and especially deprived the Mulvilles, whose want of
-self-support I never measured till they lost their great inmate. They
-have no one to live on now. Adelaide's most frequent reference to
-their destitution is embodied in the remark that dear far-away Ruth's
-intentions were doubtless good. She and Kent are even yet looking for
-another prop, but everyone is so dreadfully robust. With Saltram the
-type was scattered, the grander, the elder style. They have got their
-carriage back, but what's an empty carriage? In short, I think we were
-all happier as well as poorer before; even including George Gravener,
-who, by the deaths of his brother and his nephew, has lately become
-Lord Maddock. His wife, whose fortune clears the property, is
-criminally dull; he hates being in the Upper House and he has not yet
-had high office. But what are these accidents, which I should perhaps
-apologise for mentioning, in the light of the great eventual boon
-promised the patient by the rate at which the Coxon Fund must be
-rolling up?
-
-
-
-
-For the Backs of Playing Cards
-
- By Aymer Vallance
-
-[Illustration: Backs of Four Playing Cards]
-
-[Illustration: Table of Contents and Art]
-
-
-
-
- Transcriber's Notes:
-
-Punctuation, use of hyphens, and accent marks were standardized.
-Dialect, obsolete and alternative spellings were left unchanged.
-Missing (unprinted) letters were added. Spelling corrections are noted
-below. Words in italics are surrounded by underscores, _like this_.
-
-The illustration on the back cover of the magazine duplicated the
-table of contents and list of illustrations, with the addition of
-sketches at the top and bottom of the page. The text was not repeated
-at the end of the book.
-
-Corrections:
-
- 'resourse' to 'resource' ... whatever resource he could command ...
- 'do' to 'to' ... and to judge from its stout walls ...
- 'Rennuf' to 'Renouf' ... But Mr. Renouf may ...
- 'Chausee' to 'Chaussee' ... corner of the Chaussee d'Antin,...
- 'consciouness' to 'consciousness' ... imply a consciousness of guilt ...
- 'lettter' to 'letter' ... began to write a letter,...
- 'you're' to 'your' ... the idea of your being a governess?...
- 'musn't' to 'mustn't' ... she mustn't be oppressed ...
- 'senuous' to 'sensuous' ... nervous, sensuous, trembling,...
- 'architectual' to 'architectural' ... chief architectural ornaments;...
- missing word 'you' added: ... only those who you really like,...
- 'hackeyed' to 'hackneyed' ... employ a hackneyed, and often quite ...
- 'wisdow' to 'wisdom' ... to borrow wisdom ...
- 'musn't' to 'mustn't' ... You mustn't suppose he's good looking ...
- 'lasping' to 'lapsing' ... has come very near lapsing....
- 'their' to 'there' ... hold that there was never ...
-
-
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