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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Yellow Book, edited by Henry Harland
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-Title: The Yellow Book
- An Illustrated Quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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-Editor: Henry Harland
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- THE YELLOW BOOK
-
- An Illustrated Quarterly
-
- Volume I April 1894
-
- [Illustration: Magazine Cover]
-
- London: Elkin Mathews & John Lane
-
-
-
-
- Contents
-
-
-
-
- Letterpress
-
-
- I. The Death of the Lion By Henry James _Page_ 7
-
- II. Tree-Worship Richard Le Gallienne 57
-
- III. A Defence of Cosmetics Max Beerbohm 65
-
- IV. Daimonizomenos Arthur Christopher Benson 83
-
- V. Irremediable Ella D'Arcy 87
-
- VI. The Frontier }
- } William Watson 113
- VII. Night on Curbar Edge }
-
- VIII. A Sentimental Cellar George Saintsbury 119
-
- IX. Stella Maris Arthur Symons 129
-
- X. Mercedes }
- } Henry Harland 135
- XI. A Broken Looking-Glass }
-
- XII. Alere Flammam }
- } Edmund Gosse 153
- XIII. A Dream of November }
-
- XIV. The Dedication Fred M. Simpson 159
-
- XV. A Lost Masterpiece George Egerton 189
-
- XVI. Reticence in Literature Arthur Waugh 201
-
- XVII. Modern Melodrama Hubert Crackanthorpe 223
-
- XVIII. London }
- } John Davidson 233
- XIX. Down-a-down }
-
- XX. The Love-Story of Luigi } Richard Garnett, LL.D. 235
- Tansillo }
-
- XXI. The Fool's Hour { John Oliver Hobbes } 253
- { and George Moore }
-
-
-
-
- Pictures
-
-
- I. A Study { By Sir Frederic Leighton,
- { P.R.A. _Frontispiece_
-
- II. L'Education Sentimentale Aubrey Beardsley _Page_ 55
-
- III. Le Puy en Velay Joseph Pennell 63
-
- IV. The Old Oxford Music Hall Walter Sickert 85
-
- V. Portrait of a Gentleman Will Rothenstein 111
-
- VI. The Reflected Faun Laurence Housman 117
-
- VII. Night Piece Aubrey Beardsley 127
-
- VIII. A Study Sir Frederic Leighton, P.R.A. 133
-
- IX. Portrait of a Lady Will Rothenstein 151
-
- X. Portrait of Mrs. Patrick } Aubrey Beardsley 157
- Campbell }
-
- XI. The Head of Minos J. T. Nettleship 187
-
- XII. Portrait of a Lady Charles W. Furse 199
-
- XIII. A Lady Reading Walter Sickert 221
-
- XIV. A Book Plate Aubrey Beardsley 251
-
- XV. A Book Plate R. Anning Bell 251
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-[Illustration:
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- The Yellow Book
- An Illustrated Quarterly
- Volume I April 1894
- London: Elkin Mathews
- & John Lane
- Boston: Copeland &
- Day]
-
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-
- Ballantyne Press
- London & Edinburgh
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-
-
-A Study
-
- By Sir Frederic Leighton, P.R.A.
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-
-[Illustration: A Study]
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-
-The Death of the Lion
-
- By Henry James
-
-
- I
-
-I had simply, I suppose, a change of heart, and it must have begun when
-I received my manuscript back from Mr. Pinhorn. Mr. Pinhorn was my
-"chief," as he was called in the office: he had accepted the high
-mission of bringing the paper up. This was a weekly periodical, and had
-been supposed to be almost past redemption when he took hold of it. It
-was Mr. Deedy who had let it down so dreadfully--he was never mentioned
-in the office now save in connection with that misdemeanour. Young as I
-was I had been in a manner taken over from Mr. Deedy, who had been owner
-as well as editor; forming part of a promiscuous lot, mainly plant and
-office-furniture, which poor Mrs. Deedy, in her bereavement and
-depression, parted with at a rough valuation. I could account for my
-continuity only on the supposition that I had been cheap. I rather
-resented the practice of fathering all flatness on my late protector,
-who was in his unhonoured grave; but as I had my way to make I found
-matter enough for complacency in being on a "staff." At the same time I
-was aware that I was exposed to suspicion as a product of the old
-lowering system. This made me feel that I was doubly bound to have
-ideas, and had doubtless been at the bottom of my proposing to Mr.
-Pinhorn that I should lay my lean hands on Neil Paraday. I remember that
-he looked at me first as if he had never heard of this celebrity, who
-indeed at that moment was by no means in the middle of the heavens; and
-even when I had knowingly explained he expressed but little confidence
-in the demand for any such matter. When I had reminded him that the
-great principle on which we were supposed to work was just to create the
-demand we required, he considered a moment and then rejoined: "I see;
-you want to write him up."
-
-"Call it that if you like."
-
-"And what's your inducement?"
-
-"Bless my soul--my admiration!"
-
-Mr. Pinhorn pursed up his mouth. "Is there much to be done with him?"
-
-"Whatever there is, we should have it all to ourselves, for he hasn't
-been touched."
-
-This argument was effective, and Mr. Pinhorn responded: "Very well,
-touch him." Then he added: "But where can you do it?"
-
-"Under the fifth rib!" I laughed.
-
-Mr. Pinhorn stared. "Where's that?"
-
-"You want me to go down and see him?" I inquired, when I had enjoyed his
-visible search for this obscure suburb.
-
-"I don't 'want' anything--the proposal's your own. But you must remember
-that that's the way we do things _now_," said Mr. Pinhorn, with another
-dig at Mr. Deedy.
-
-Unregenerate as I was, I could read the queer implications of this
-speech. The present owners superior virtue as well as his deeper craft
-spoke in his reference to the late editor as one of that baser sort who
-deal in false representations. Mr. Deedy would as soon have sent me to
-call on Neil Paraday as he would have published a "holiday-number;" but
-such scruples presented themselves as mere ignoble thrift to his
-successor, whose own sincerity took the form of ringing door-bells and
-whose definition of genius was the art of finding people at home. It was
-as if Mr. Deedy had published reports without his young men's having, as
-Mr. Pinhorn would have said, really been there. I was unregenerate, as I
-have hinted, and I was not concerned to straighten out the journalistic
-morals of my chief, feeling them indeed to be an abyss over the edge of
-which it was better not to peer. Really to be there this time moreover
-was a vision that made the idea of writing something subtle about Neil
-Paraday only the more inspiring. I would be as considerate as even Mr.
-Deedy could have wished, and yet I should be as present as only Mr.
-Pinhorn could conceive. My allusion to the sequestered manner in which
-Mr. Paraday lived (which had formed part of my explanation, though I
-knew of it only by hearsay) was, I could divine, very much what had made
-Mr. Pinhorn bite. It struck him as inconsistent with the success of his
-paper that any one should be so sequestered as that. Moreover, was not
-an immediate exposure of everything just what the public wanted? Mr.
-Pinhorn effectually called me to order by reminding me of the promptness
-with which I had met Miss Braby at Liverpool, on her return from her
-fiasco in the States. Hadn't we published, while its freshness and
-flavour were unimpaired, Miss Braby's own version of that great
-international episode? I felt somewhat uneasy at this coupling of the
-actress and the author, and I confess that after having enlisted Mr.
-Pinhorn's sympathies I procrastinated a little. I had succeeded better
-than I wished, and I had, as it happened, work nearer at hand. A few
-days later I called on Lord Crouchley and carried off in triumph the
-most unintelligible statement that had yet appeared of his lordship's
-reasons for his change of front. I thus set in motion in the daily
-papers columns of virtuous verbiage. The following week I ran down to
-Brighton for a chat, as Mr. Pinhorn called it, with Mrs. Bounder, who
-gave me, on the subject of her divorce, many curious particulars that
-had not been articulated in court. If ever an article flowed from the
-primal fount it was that article on Mrs. Bounder. By this time, however,
-I became aware that Neil Paraday's new book was on the point of
-appearing, and that its approach had been the ground of my original
-appeal to Mr. Pinhorn, who was now annoyed with me for having lost so
-many days. He bundled me off--we would at least not lose another. I have
-always thought his sudden alertness a remarkable example of the
-journalistic instinct. Nothing had occurred, since I first spoke to him,
-to create a visible urgency, and no enlightenment could possibly have
-reached him. It was a pure case of professional _flair_--he had smelt
-the coming glory as an animal smells its distant prey.
-
-
- II
-
-I may as well say at once that this little record pretends in no degree
-to be a picture either of my introduction to Mr. Paraday or of certain
-proximate steps and stages. The scheme of my narrative allows no space
-for these things and in any case a prohibitory sentiment would be
-attached to my recollection of so rare an hour. These meagre notes are
-essentially private, and if they see the light the insidious forces
-that, as my story itself shows, make at present for publicity will
-simply have overmastered my precautions. The curtain fell lately enough
-on the lamentable drama. My memory of the day I alighted at Mr.
-Paraday's door is a fresh memory of kindness, hospitality, compassion,
-and of the wonderful illuminating talk in which the welcome was
-conveyed. Some voice of the air had taught me the right moment, the
-moment of his life at which an act of unexpected young allegiance might
-most come home. He had recently recovered from a long, grave illness. I
-had gone to the neighbouring inn for the night, but I spent the evening
-in his company, and he insisted the next day on my sleeping under his
-roof. I had not an indefinite leave: Mr. Pinhorn supposed us to put our
-victims through on the gallop. It was later, in the office, that the
-step was elaborated and regulated. I fortified myself however, as my
-training had taught me to do, by the conviction that nothing could be
-more advantageous for my article than to be written in the very
-atmosphere. I said nothing to Mr. Paraday about it, but in the morning,
-after my removal from the inn, while he was occupied in his study, as he
-had notified me that he should need to be, I committed to paper the
-quintessence of my impressions. Then thinking to commend myself to Mr.
-Pinhorn by my celerity, I walked out and posted my little packet before
-luncheon. Once my paper was written I was free to stay on, and if it was
-designed to divert attention from my frivolity in so doing I could
-reflect with satisfaction that I had never been so clever. I don't mean
-to deny of course that I was aware it was much too good for Mr. Pinhorn;
-but I was equally conscious that Mr. Pinhorn had the supreme shrewdness
-of recognising from time to time the cases in which an article was not
-too bad only because it was too good. There was nothing he loved so much
-as to print on the right occasion a thing he hated. I had begun my visit
-to Mr. Paraday on a Monday, and on the Wednesday his book came out. A
-copy of it arrived by the first post, and he let me go out into the
-garden with it immediately after breakfast. I read it from beginning to
-end that day, and in the evening he asked me to remain with him the rest
-of the week and over the Sunday.
-
-That night my manuscript came back from Mr. Pinhorn, accompanied with a
-letter, of which the gist was the desire to know what I meant by sending
-him such stuff. That was the meaning of the question, if not exactly its
-form, and it made my mistake immense to me. Such as this mistake was I
-could now only look it in the face and accept it. I knew where I had
-failed, but it was exactly where I couldn't have succeeded. I had been
-sent down there to be personal, and in point of fact I hadn't been
-personal at all; what I had sent up to London was merely a little
-finicking, feverish study of my author's talent. Anything less relevant
-to Mr. Pinhorn's purpose couldn't well be imagined, and he was visibly
-angry at my having (at his expense, with a second-class ticket)
-approached the object of our arrangement only to be so deucedly distant.
-For myself, I knew but too well what had happened, and how a miracle--as
-pretty as some old miracle of legend--had been wrought on the spot to
-save me. There had been a big brush of wings, the flash of an opaline
-robe, and then, with a great cool stir of the air, the sense of an
-angel's having swooped down and caught me to his bosom. He held me only
-till the danger was over, and it all took place in a minute. With my
-manuscript back on my hands I understood the phenomenon better, and the
-reflections I made on it are what I meant, at the beginning of this
-anecdote, by my change of heart. Mr. Pinhorn's note was not only a
-rebuke decidedly stern, but an invitation immediately to send him (it
-was the case to say so) the genuine article, the revealing and
-reverberating sketch to the promise of which--and of which alone--I owed
-my squandered privilege. A week or two later I recast my peccant paper,
-and giving it a particular application to Mr. Paraday's new book,
-obtained for it the hospitality of another journal, where, I must admit,
-Mr. Pinhorn was so far justified that it attracted not the least
-attention.
-
-
- III
-
-I was frankly, at the end of three days, a very prejudiced critic, so
-that one morning when, in the garden, Neil Paraday had offered to read
-me something I quite held my breath as I listened. It was the written
-scheme of another book--something he had put aside long ago, before his
-illness, and lately taken out again to reconsider. He had been turning
-it round when I came down upon him, and it had grown magnificently under
-this second hand. Loose, liberal, confident, it might have passed for a
-great gossiping, eloquent letter--the overflow into talk of an artist's
-amorous plan. The subject I thought singularly rich, quite the strongest
-he had yet treated; and this familiar statement of it, full too of fine
-maturities, was really, in summarised splendour, a mine of gold, a
-precious, independent work. I remember rather profanely wondering
-whether the ultimate production could possibly be so happy. His reading
-of the epistle, at any rate, made me feel as if I were, for the
-advantage of posterity, in close correspondence with him--were the
-distinguished person to whom it had been affectionately addressed. It
-was high distinction simply to be told such things. The idea he now
-communicated had all the freshness, the flushed fairness of the
-conception untouched and untried: it was Venus rising from the sea,
-before the airs had blown upon her. I had never been so throbbingly
-present at such an unveiling. But when he had tossed the last bright
-word after the others, as I had seen cashiers in banks, weighing mounds
-of coin, drop a final sovereign into the tray, I became conscious of a
-sudden prudent alarm.
-
-"My dear master, how, after all, are you going to do it?" I asked. "It's
-infinitely noble, but what time it will take, what patience and
-independence, what assured, what perfect conditions it will demand! Oh
-for a lone isle in a tepid sea!"
-
-"Isn't this practically a lone isle, and aren't you, as an encircling
-medium, tepid enough?" he replied; alluding with a laugh to the wonder
-of my young admiration and the narrow limits of his little provincial
-home. "Time isn't what I've lacked hitherto: the question hasn't been to
-find it, but to use it. Of course my illness made a great hole, but I
-daresay there would have been a hole at any rate. The earth we tread has
-more pockets than a billiard-table. The great thing is now to keep on my
-feet."
-
-"That's exactly what I mean."
-
-Neil Paraday looked at me with eyes--such pleasant eyes as he had--in
-which, as I now recall their expression, I seem to have seen a dim
-imagination of his fate. He was fifty years old, and his illness had
-been cruel, his convalescence slow. "It isn't as if I weren't all
-right."
-
-"Oh, if you weren't all right I wouldn't look at you!" I tenderly said.
-
-We had both got up, quickened by the full sound of it all, and he had
-lighted a cigarette. I had taken a fresh one, and, with an intenser
-smile, by way of answer to my exclamation, he touched it with the flame
-of his match. "If I weren't better I shouldn't have thought of _that_!"
-He flourished his epistle in his hand.
-
-"I don't want to be discouraging, but that's not true," I returned. "I'm
-sure that during the months you lay here in pain you had visitations
-sublime. You thought of a thousand things. You think of more and more
-all the while. That's what makes you, if you will pardon my familiarity,
-so respectable. At a time when so many people are spent you come into
-your second wind. But, thank God, all the same, you're better! Thank
-God, too, you're not, as you were telling me yesterday, 'successful.' If
-_you_ weren't a failure, what would be the use of trying? That's my one
-reserve on the subject of your recovery--that it makes you 'score,' as
-the newspapers say. It looks well in the newspapers, and almost anything
-that does that is horrible. 'We are happy to announce that Mr. Paraday,
-the celebrated author, is again in the enjoyment of excellent health.'
-Somehow I shouldn't like to see it."
-
-"You won't see it; I'm not in the least celebrated--my obscurity
-protects me. But couldn't you bear even to see I was dying or dead?" my
-companion asked.
-
-"Dead--_passe encore_; there's nothing so safe. One never knows what a
-living artist may do--one has mourned so many. However, one must make
-the worst of it; you must be as dead as you can."
-
-"Don't I meet that condition in having just published a book?"
-
-"Adequately, let us hope; for the book is verily a masterpiece."
-
-At this moment the parlour-maid appeared in the door that opened into
-the garden: Paraday lived at no great cost, and the frisk of petticoats,
-with a timorous "Sherry, sir?" was about his modest mahogany. He allowed
-half his income to his wife, from whom he had succeeded in separating
-without redundancy of legend. I had a general faith in his having
-behaved well, and I had once, in London, taken Mrs. Paraday down to
-dinner. He now turned to speak to the maid, who offered him, on a tray,
-some card or note, while agitated, excited, I wandered to the end of
-the garden. The idea of his security became supremely dear to me, and I
-asked myself if I were the same young man who had come down a few days
-before to scatter him to the four winds. When I retraced my steps he had
-gone into the house and the woman (the second London post had come in)
-had placed my letters and a newspaper on a bench. I sat down there to
-the letters, which were a brief business, and then, without heeding the
-address, took the paper from its envelope. It was the journal of highest
-renown, _The Empire_ of that morning. It regularly came to Paraday, but
-I remembered that neither of us had yet looked at the copy already
-delivered. This one had a great mark on the "editorial" page, and,
-uncrumpling the wrapper, I saw it to be directed to my host and stamped
-with the name of his publishers. I instantly divined that _The Empire_
-had spoken of him, and I have not forgotten the odd little shock of the
-circumstance. It checked all eagerness and made me drop the paper a
-moment. As I sat there, conscious of a palpitation, I think I had a
-vision of what was to be. I had also a vision of the letter I would
-presently address to Mr. Pinhorn, breaking as it were with Mr. Pinhorn.
-Of course, however, the next minute the voice of _The Empire_ was in my
-ears.
-
-The article was not, I thanked Heaven, a review; it was a "leader," the
-last of three, presenting Neil Paraday to the human race. His new book,
-the fifth from his hand, had been but a day or two out, and _The
-Empire_, already aware of it, fired, as if on the birth of a prince, a
-salute of a whole column. The guns had been booming these three hours in
-the house without our suspecting them. The big blundering newspaper had
-discovered him, and now he was proclaimed and anointed and crowned. His
-place was assigned him as publicly as if a fat usher with a wand had
-pointed to the topmost chair; he was to pass up and still up, higher
-and higher, between the watching faces and the envious sounds--away up
-to the daïs and the throne. The article was a date; he had taken rank at
-a bound--waked up a national glory. A national glory was needed, and it
-was an immense convenience he was there. What all this meant rolled over
-me, and I fear I grew a little faint--it meant so much more than I could
-say "yea" to on the spot. In a flash, somehow, all was different; the
-tremendous wave I speak of had swept something away. It had knocked
-down, I suppose, my little customary altar, my twinkling tapers and my
-flowers, and had reared itself into the likeness of a temple vast and
-bare. When Neil Paraday should come out of the house he would come out a
-contemporary. That was what had happened--the poor man was to be
-squeezed into his horrible age. I felt as if he had been overtaken on
-the crest of the hill and brought back to the city. A little more and he
-would have dipped down to posterity and escaped.
-
-
- IV
-
-When he came out it was exactly as if he had been in custody, for beside
-him walked a stout man with a big black beard, who, save that he wore
-spectacles, might have been a policeman, and in whom at a second glance
-I recognised the highest contemporary enterprise.
-
-"This is Mr. Morrow," said Paraday, looking, I thought, rather white;
-"he wants to publish heaven knows what about me."
-
-I winced as I remembered that this was exactly what I myself had wanted.
-"Already?" I exclaimed, with a sort of sense that my friend had fled to
-me for protection.
-
-Mr. Morrow glared, agreeably, through his glasses: they suggested the
-electric headlights of some monstrous modern ship, and I felt as if
-Paraday and I were tossing terrified under his bows. I saw that his
-momentum was irresistible. "I was confident that I should be the first
-in the field," he declared. "A great interest is naturally felt in Mr.
-Paraday's surroundings."
-
-"I hadn't the least idea of it," said Paraday, as if he had been told he
-had been snoring.
-
-"I find he has not read the article in _The Empire_," Mr. Morrow
-remarked to me. "That's so very interesting--it's something to start
-with," he smiled. He had begun to pull off his gloves, which were
-violently new, and to look encouragingly round the little garden. As a
-"surrounding" I felt that I myself had already been taken in; I was a
-little fish in the stomach of a bigger one. "I represent," our visitor
-continued, "a syndicate of influential journals, no less than
-thirty-seven, whose public--whose publics, I may say--are in peculiar
-sympathy with Mr. Paraday's line of thought. They would greatly
-appreciate any expression of his views on the subject of the art he so
-brilliantly practises. Besides my connection with the syndicate just
-mentioned, I hold a particular commission from _The Tatler_, whose most
-prominent department, 'Smatter and Chatter'--I daresay you've often
-enjoyed it--attracts such attention. I was honoured only last week, as a
-representative of _The Tatler_, with the confidence of Guy Walsingham,
-the author of 'Obsessions.' She expressed herself thoroughly pleased
-with my sketch of her method; she went so far as to say that I had made
-her genius more comprehensible even to herself."
-
-Neil Paraday had dropped upon the garden-bench and sat there, at once
-detached and confused; he looked hard at a bare spot in the lawn, as if
-with an anxiety that had suddenly made him grave. His movement had been
-interpreted by his visitor as an invitation to sink sympathetically into
-a wicker chair that stood hard by, and as Mr. Morrow so settled himself
-I felt that he had taken official possession and that there was no
-undoing it. One had heard of unfortunate people's having "a man in the
-house," and this was just what we had. There was a silence of a moment,
-during which we seemed to acknowledge in the only way that was possible
-the presence of universal fate; the sunny stillness took no pity, and my
-thought, as I was sure Paraday's was doing, performed within the minute
-a great distant revolution. I saw just how emphatic I should make my
-rejoinder to Mr. Pinhorn, and that having come, like Mr. Morrow, to
-betray, I must remain as long as possible to save. Not because I had
-brought my mind back, but because our visitor's last words were in my
-ear, I presently inquired with gloomy irrelevance if Guy Walsingham were
-a woman.
-
-"Oh yes, a mere pseudonym; but convenient, you know, for a lady who goes
-in for the larger latitude. 'Obsessions, by Miss So-and-So,' would look
-a little odd, but men are more naturally indelicate. Have you peeped
-into 'Obsessions'?" Mr. Morrow continued sociably to our companion.
-
-Paraday, still absent, remote, made no answer, as if he had not heard
-the question: a manifestation that appeared to suit the cheerful Mr.
-Morrow as well as any other. Imperturbably bland, he was a man of
-resources--he only needed to be on the spot. He had pocketed the whole
-poor place while Paraday and I were woolgathering, and I could imagine
-that he had already got his "heads." His system, at any rate, was
-justified by the inevitability with which I replied, to save my friend
-the trouble: "Dear, no; he hasn't read it. He doesn't read such things!"
-I unwarily added.
-
-"Things that are _too_ far over the fence, eh?" I was indeed a godsend
-to Mr. Morrow. It was the psychological moment; it determined the
-appearance of his notebook, which, however, he at first kept slightly
-behind him, as the dentist, approaching his victim, keeps his horrible
-forceps. "Mr. Paraday holds with the good old proprieties--I see!" And,
-thinking of the thirty-seven influential journals, I found myself, as I
-found poor Paraday, helplessly gazing at the promulgation of this
-ineptitude. "There's no point on which distinguished views are so
-acceptable as on this question--raised perhaps more strikingly than ever
-by Guy Walsingham--of the permissibility of the larger latitude. I have
-an appointment, precisely in connection with it, next week, with Dora
-Forbes, the author of 'The Other Way Round,' which everybody is talking
-about. Has Mr. Paraday glanced at 'The Other Way Round'?" Mr. Morrow now
-frankly appealed to me. I took upon myself to repudiate the supposition,
-while our companion, still silent, got up nervously and walked away. His
-visitor paid no heed to his withdrawal; he only opened out the notebook
-with a more motherly pat. "Dora Forbes, I gather, takes the ground, the
-same as Guy Walsingham's, that the larger latitude has simply got to
-come. He holds that it has got to be squarely faced. Of course his sex
-makes him a less prejudiced witness. But an authoritative word from Mr.
-Paraday--from the point of view of _his_ sex, you know--would go right
-round the globe. He takes the line that we _haven't_ got to face it?"
-
-I was bewildered; it sounded somehow as if there were three sexes. My
-interlocutor's pencil was poised, my private responsibility great. I
-simply sat staring, however, and only found presence of mind to say: "Is
-this Miss Forbes a gentleman?"
-
-Mr. Morrow hesitated an instant, smiling: "It wouldn't be
-'Miss'--there's a wife!"
-
-"I mean is she a man?"
-
-"The wife?"--Mr. Morrow, for a moment, was as confused as myself. But
-when I explained that I alluded to Dora Forbes in person he informed me,
-with visible amusement at my being so out of it, that this was the
-"pen-name" of an indubitable male--he had a big red moustache. "He only
-assumes a feminine personality because the ladies are such popular
-favourites. A great deal of interest is felt in this assumption, and
-there's every prospect of its being widely imitated." Our host at this
-moment joined us again, and Mr. Morrow remarked invitingly that he
-should be happy to make a note of any observation the movement in
-question, the bid for success under a lady's name, might suggest to Mr.
-Paraday. But the poor man, without catching the allusion, excused
-himself, pleading that, though he was greatly honoured by his visitor's
-interest, he suddenly felt unwell and should have to take leave of
-him--have to go and lie down and keep quiet. His young friend might be
-trusted to answer for him, but he hoped Mr. Morrow didn't expect great
-things even of his young friend. His young friend, at this moment,
-looked at Neil Paraday with an anxious eye, greatly wondering if he were
-doomed to be ill again; but Paraday's own kind face met his question
-reassuringly, seemed to say in a glance intelligible enough: "Oh, I'm
-not ill, but I'm scared: get him out of the house as quietly as
-possible." Getting newspaper-men out of the house was odd business for
-an emissary of Mr. Pinhorn, and I was so exhilarated by the idea of it
-that I called after him as he left us:
-
-"Read the article in _The Empire_, and you'll soon be all right!"
-
-
- V
-
-"Delicious my having come down to tell him of it!" Mr. Morrow
-ejaculated. "My cab was at the door twenty minutes after _The Empire_
-had been laid upon my breakfast-table. Now what have you got for me?" he
-continued, dropping again into his chair, from which, however, the next
-moment he quickly rose. "I was shown into the drawing-room, but there
-must be more to see--his study, his literary sanctum, the little things
-he has about, or other domestic objects or features. He wouldn't be
-lying down on his study-table? There's a great interest always felt in
-the scene of an author's labours. Sometimes we're favoured with very
-delightful peeps. Dora Forbes showed me all his table-drawers, and
-almost jammed my hand into one into which I made a dash! I don't ask
-that of you, but if we could talk things over right there where he sits
-I feel as if I should get the keynote."
-
-I had no wish whatever to be rude to Mr. Morrow, I was much too
-initiated not to prefer the safety of other ways; but I had a quick
-inspiration and I entertained an insurmountable, an almost superstitious
-objection to his crossing the threshold of my friend's little lonely,
-shabby, consecrated workshop. "No, no--we sha'n't get at his life that
-way," I said. "The way to get at his life is to--But wait a moment!" I
-broke off and went quickly into the house; then, in three minutes, I
-reappeared before Mr. Morrow with the two volumes of Paraday's new book.
-"His life's here," I went on, "and I'm so full of this admirable thing
-that I can't talk of anything else. The artist's life's his work, and
-this is the place to observe him. What he has to tell us he tells us
-with _this_ perfection. My dear sir, the best interviewer's the best
-reader."
-
-Mr. Morrow good-humouredly protested. "Do you mean to say that no other
-source of information should be opened to us?"
-
-"None other till this particular one--by far the most copious--has been
-quite exhausted. Have you exhausted it, my dear sir? Had you exhausted
-it when you came down here? It seems to me in our time almost wholly
-neglected, and something should surely be done to restore its ruined
-credit. It's the course to which the artist himself at every step, and
-with such pathetic confidence, refers us. This last book of Mr.
-Paraday's is full of revelations."
-
-"Revelations?" panted Mr. Morrow, whom I had forced again into his
-chair.
-
-"The only kind that count. It tells you with a perfection that seems to
-me quite final all the author thinks, for instance, about the advent of
-the 'larger latitude.'"
-
-"Where does it do that?" asked Mr. Morrow, who had picked up the second
-volume and was insincerely thumbing it.
-
-"Everywhere--in the whole treatment of his case. Extract the opinion,
-disengage the answer--those are the real acts of homage."
-
-Mr. Morrow, after a minute, tossed the book away. "Ah, but you mustn't
-take me for a reviewer."
-
-"Heaven forbid I should take you for anything so dreadful! You came down
-to perform a little act of sympathy, and so, I may confide to you, did
-I. Let us perform our little act together. These pages overflow with the
-testimony we want: let us read them and taste them and interpret them.
-You will of course have perceived for yourself that one scarcely does
-read Neil Paraday till one reads him aloud; he gives out to the ear an
-extraordinary quality, and it's only when you expose it confidently to
-that test that you really get near his style. Take up your book again
-and let me listen, while you pay it out, to that wonderful fifteenth
-chapter. If you feel that you can't do it justice, compose yourself to
-attention while I produce for you--I think I can!--this scarcely less
-admirable ninth."
-
-Mr. Morrow gave me a straight glance which was as hard as a blow between
-the eyes; he had turned rather red and a question had formed itself in
-his mind which reached my sense as distinctly as if he had uttered it:
-"What sort of a damned fool are _you_?" Then he got up, gathering
-together his hat and gloves, buttoning his coat, projecting hungrily all
-over the place the big transparency of his mask. It seemed to flare over
-Fleet Street and somehow made the actual spot distressingly humble:
-there was so little for it to feed on unless he counted the blisters of
-our stucco or saw his way to do something with the roses. Even the poor
-roses were common kinds. Presently his eyes fell upon the manuscript
-from which Paraday had been reading to me and which still lay on the
-bench. As my own followed them I saw that it looked promising, looked
-pregnant, as if it gently throbbed with the life the reader had given
-it. Mr. Morrow indulged in a nod toward it and a vague thrust of his
-umbrella. "What's that?"
-
-"Oh, it's a plan--a secret."
-
-"A secret!" There was an instant's silence, and then Mr. Morrow made
-another movement. I may have been mistaken, but it affected me as the
-translated impulse of the desire to lay hands on the manuscript, and
-this led me to indulge in a quick anticipatory grab which may very well
-have seemed ungraceful, or even impertinent, and which at any rate left
-Mr. Paraday's two admirers very erect, glaring at each other while one
-of them held a bundle of papers well behind him. An instant later Mr.
-Morrow quitted me abruptly, as if he had really carried something away.
-To reassure myself, watching his broad back recede, I only grasped my
-manuscript the tighter. He went to the back-door of the house, the one
-he had come out from, but on trying the handle he appeared to find it
-fastened. So he passed round into the front garden, and, by listening
-intently enough, I could presently hear the outer gate close behind him
-with a bang. I thought again of the thirty-seven influential journals
-and wondered what would be his revenge. I hasten to add that he was
-magnanimous: which was just the most dreadful thing he could have been.
-_The Tatler_ published a charming, chatty, familiar account of Mr.
-Paraday's "Home-life," and on the wings of the thirty-seven influential
-journals it went, to use Mr. Morrow's own expression, right round the
-globe.
-
-
- VI
-
-A week later, early in May, my glorified friend came up to town, where,
-it may be veraciously recorded, he was the king of the beasts of the
-year. No advancement was ever more rapid, no exaltation more complete,
-no bewilderment more teachable. His book sold but moderately, though the
-article in _The Empire_ had done unwonted wonders for it; but he
-circulated in person in a manner that the libraries might well have
-envied. His formula had been found--he was a "revelation." His momentary
-terror had been real, just as mine had been--the overclouding of his
-passionate desire to be left to finish his work. He was far from
-unsociable, but he had the finest conception of being let alone that I
-have ever met. For the time, however, he took his profit where it seemed
-most to crowd upon him, having in his pocket the portable sophistries
-about the nature of the artist's task. Observation too was a kind of
-work and experience a kind of success; London dinners were all material
-and London ladies were fruitful toil. "No one has the faintest
-conception of what I'm trying for," he said to me, "and not many have
-read three pages that I've written; but they're all enthusiastic,
-enchanted, devoted." He found himself in truth equally amused and
-fatigued; but the fatigue had the merit of being a new sort, and the
-phantasmagoric town was perhaps after all less of a battlefield than the
-haunted study. He once told me that he had had no personal life to speak
-of since his fortieth year, but had had more than was good for him
-before. London closed the parenthesis and exhibited him in relations;
-one of the most inevitable of these being that in which he found himself
-to Mrs. Weeks Wimbush, wife of the boundless brewer and proprietress of
-the universal menagerie. In this establishment, as everybody knows, on
-occasions when the crush is great, the animals rub shoulders freely with
-the spectators and the lions sit down for whole evenings with the lambs.
-
-It had been ominously clear to me from the first that in Neil Paraday
-this lady, who, as all the world agreed, was tremendous fun, considered
-that she had secured a prime attraction, a creature of almost heraldic
-oddity. Nothing could exceed her enthusiasm over her capture, and
-nothing could exceed the confused apprehensions it excited in me. I had
-an instinctive fear of her which I tried without effect to conceal from
-her victim, but which I let her perceive with perfect impunity. Paraday
-heeded it, but she never did, for her conscience was that of a romping
-child. She was a blind, violent force, to which I could attach no more
-idea of responsibility than to the hum of a spinning-top. It was
-difficult to say what she conduced to but to circulation. She was
-constructed of steel and leather, and all I asked of her for our
-tractable friend was not to do him to death. He had consented for a
-time to be of indiarubber, but my thoughts were fixed on the day he
-should resume his shape or at least get back into his box. It was
-evidently all right, but I should be glad when it was well over. I was
-simply nervous--the impression was ineffaceable of the hour when, after
-Mr. Morrow's departure, I had found him on the sofa in his study. That
-pretext of indisposition had not in the least been meant as a snub to
-the envoy of _The Tatler_--he had gone to lie down in very truth. He had
-felt a pang of his old pain, the result of the agitation wrought in him
-by this forcing open of a new period. His old programme, his old ideal
-even had to be changed. Say what one would, success was a complication
-and recognition had to be reciprocal. The monastic life, the pious
-illumination of the missal in the convent cell were things of the
-gathered past. It didn't engender despair, but it at least required
-adjustment. Before I left him on that occasion we had passed a bargain,
-my part of which was that I should make it my business to take care of
-him. Let whoever would represent the interest in his presence (I had a
-mystical prevision of Mrs. Weeks Wimbush), I should represent the
-interest in his work--in other words, in his absence. These two
-interests were in their essence opposed; and I doubt, as youth is
-fleeting, if I shall ever again know the intensity of joy with which I
-felt that in so good a cause I was willing to make myself odious.
-
-One day, in Sloane Street, I found myself questioning Paraday's
-landlord, who had come to the door in answer to my knock. Two vehicles,
-a barouche and a smart hansom, were drawn up before the house.
-
-"In the drawing-room, sir? Mrs. Weeks Wimbush."
-
-"And in the dining-room?"
-
-"A young lady, sir--waiting: I think a foreigner."
-
-It was three o'clock, and on days when Paraday didn't lunch out he
-attached a value to these subjugated hours. On which days, however,
-didn't the dear man lunch out? Mrs. Wimbush, at such a crisis, would
-have rushed round immediately after her own repast. I went into the
-dining-room first, postponing the pleasure of seeing how, upstairs, the
-lady of the barouche would, on my arrival, point the moral of my sweet
-solicitude. No one took such an interest as herself in his doing only
-what was good for him, and she was always on the spot to see that he did
-it. She made appointments with him to discuss the best means of
-economising his time and protecting his privacy. She further made his
-health her special business, and had so much sympathy with my own zeal
-for it that she was the author of pleasing fictions on the subject of
-what my devotion had led me to give up. I gave up nothing (I don't count
-Mr. Pinhorn) because I had nothing, and all I had as yet achieved was to
-find myself also in the menagerie. I had dashed in to save my friend,
-but I had only got domesticated and wedged; so that I could do nothing
-for him but exchange with him over people's heads looks of intense but
-futile intelligence.
-
-
- VII
-
-The young lady in the dining-room had a brave face, black hair, blue
-eyes, and in her lap a big volume. "I've come for his autograph," she
-said, when I had explained to her that I was under bonds to see people
-for him when he was occupied. "I've been waiting half an hour, but I'm
-prepared to wait all day." I don't know whether it was this that told me
-she was American, for the propensity to wait all day is not in general
-characteristic of her race. I was enlightened probably not so much by
-the spirit of the utterance as by some quality of its sound. At any rate
-I saw she had an individual patience and a lovely frock, together with
-an expression that played among her pretty features as a breeze among
-flowers. Putting her book upon the table, she showed me a massive album,
-showily bound and full of autographs of price. The collection of faded
-notes, of still more faded "thoughts," of quotations, platitudes,
-signatures, represented a formidable purpose.
-
-"Most people apply to Mr. Paraday by letter, you know," I said.
-
-"Yes, but he doesn't answer. I've written three times."
-
-"Very true," I reflected; "the sort of letter you mean goes straight
-into the fire."
-
-"How do you know the sort I mean?" my interlocutress asked. She had
-blushed and smiled and in a moment she added: "I don't believe he gets
-many like them!"
-
-"I'm sure they're beautiful, but he burns without reading." I didn't add
-that I had told him he ought to.
-
-"Isn't he then in danger of burning things of importance?"
-
-"He would be, if distinguished men hadn't an infallible nose for a
-petition."
-
-She looked at me a moment--her face was sweet and gay. "Do _you_ burn
-without reading, too?" she asked; in answer to which I assured her that
-if she would trust me with her repository I would see that Mr. Paraday
-should write his name in it.
-
-She considered a little. "That's very well, but it wouldn't make me see
-him."
-
-"Do you want very much to see him?" It seemed ungracious to catechise so
-charming a creature, but somehow I had never yet taken my duty to the
-great author so seriously.
-
-"Enough to have come from America for the purpose."
-
-I stared. "All alone?"
-
-"I don't see that that's exactly your business; but if it will make me
-more appealing I will confess that I am quite by myself. I had to come
-alone or not at all."
-
-She was interesting; I could imagine that she had lost parents, natural
-protectors--could conceive even that she had inherited money. I was in a
-phase of my own fortunes when keeping hansoms at doors seemed to me pure
-swagger. As a trick of this frank and delicate girl, however, it became
-romantic--a part of the general romance of her freedom, her errand, her
-innocence. The confidence of young Americans was notorious, and I
-speedily arrived at a conviction that no impulse could have been more
-generous than the impulse that had operated here. I foresaw at that
-moment that it would make her my peculiar charge, just as circumstances
-had made Neil Paraday. She would be another person to look after, and
-one's honour would be concerned in guiding her straight. These things
-became clearer to me later; at the instant I had scepticism enough to
-observe to her, as I turned the pages of her volume, that her net had,
-all the same, caught many a big fish. She appeared to have had fruitful
-access to the great ones of the earth; there were people moreover whose
-signatures she had presumably secured without a personal interview. She
-couldn't have waylaid George Washington and Friedrich Schiller and
-Hannah More. She met this argument, to my surprise, by throwing up the
-album without a pang. It wasn't even her own; she was responsible for
-none of its treasures. It belonged to a girl-friend in America, a young
-lady in a western city. This young lady had insisted on her bringing it,
-to pick up more autographs: she thought they might like to see, in
-Europe, in what company they would be. The "girl-friend," the western
-city, the immortal names, the curious errand, the idyllic faith, all
-made a story as strange to me, and as beguiling, as some tale in the
-Arabian Nights. Thus it was that my informant had encumbered herself
-with the ponderous tome; but she hastened to assure me that this was the
-first time she had brought it out. For her visit to Mr. Paraday it had
-simply been a pretext. She didn't really care a straw that he should
-write his name; what she did want was to look straight into his face.
-
-I demurred a little. "And why do you require to do that?"
-
-"Because I just love him!" Before I could recover from the agitating
-effect of this crystal ring my companion had continued: "Hasn't there
-ever been any face that you've wanted to look into?"
-
-How could I tell her so soon how much I appreciated the opportunity of
-looking into hers? I could only assent in general to the proposition
-that there were certainly for everyone such faces; and I felt that the
-crisis demanded all my lucidity, all my wisdom. "Oh, yes, I'm a student
-of physiognomy. Do you mean," I pursued, "that you've a passion for Mr.
-Paraday's books?"
-
-"They've been everything to me--I know them by heart. They've completely
-taken hold of me. There's no author about whom I feel as I do about Neil
-Paraday."
-
-"Permit me to remark then," I presently rejoined, "that you're one of
-the right sort."
-
-"One of the enthusiasts? Of course I am!"
-
-"Oh, there are enthusiasts who are quite of the wrong. I mean you're one
-of those to whom an appeal can be made."
-
-"An appeal?" Her face lighted as if with the chance of some great
-sacrifice.
-
-If she was ready for one it was only waiting for her, and in a moment I
-mentioned it. "Give up this rigid purpose of seeing him. Go away without
-it. That will be far better."
-
-She looked mystified; then she turned visibly pale. "Why, hasn't he any
-personal charm?" The girl was terrible and laughable in her bright
-directness.
-
-"Ah, that dreadful word 'personal'!" I exclaimed; "we're dying of it,
-and you women bring it out with murderous effect. When you encounter a
-genius as fine as this idol of ours, let him off the dreary duty of
-being a personality as well. Know him only by what's best in him, and
-spare him for the same sweet sake."
-
-My young lady continued to look at me in confusion and mistrust, and the
-result of her reflection on what I had just said was to make her
-suddenly break out: "Look here, sir--what's the matter with him?"
-
-"The matter with him is that, if he doesn't look out, people will eat a
-great hole in his life."
-
-She considered a moment. "He hasn't any disfigurement?"
-
-"Nothing to speak of!"
-
-"Do you mean that social engagements interfere with his occupations?"
-
-"That but feebly expresses it."
-
-"So that he can't give himself up to his beautiful imagination?"
-
-"He's badgered, bothered, overwhelmed, on the pretext of being
-applauded. People expect him to give them his time, his golden time, who
-wouldn't themselves give five shillings for one of his books."
-
-"Five? I'd give five thousand!"
-
-"Give your sympathy--give your forbearance. Two-thirds of those who
-approach him only do it to advertise themselves."
-
-"Why, it's too bad!" the girl exclaimed, with the face of an angel.
-
-I followed up my advantage. "There's a lady with him now who's a
-terrible complication, and who yet hasn't read, I am sure, ten pages
-that he ever wrote."
-
-My visitor's wide eyes grew tenderer. "Then how does she talk----?"
-
-"Without ceasing. I only mention her as a single case. Do you want to
-know how to show a superlative consideration? Simply avoid him."
-
-"Avoid him?" she softly wailed.
-
-"Don't force him to have to take account of you; admire him in silence,
-cultivate him at a distance and secretly appropriate his message. Do you
-want to know," I continued, warming to my idea, "how to perform an act
-of homage really sublime?" Then as she hung on my words: "Succeed in
-never seeing him!"
-
-"Never?" she pathetically gasped.
-
-"The more you get into his writings the less you'll want to; and you'll
-be immensely sustained by the thought of the good you're doing him."
-
-She looked at me without resentment or spite, and at the truth I had put
-before her with candour, credulity and pity. I was afterwards happy to
-remember that she must have recognised in my face the liveliness of my
-interest in herself. "I think I see what you mean."
-
-"Oh, I express it badly; but I should be delighted if you would let me
-come to see you--to explain it better."
-
-She made no response to this, and her thoughtful eyes fell on the big
-album, on which she presently laid her hands as if to take it away. "I
-did use to say out West that they might write a little less for
-autographs (to all the great poets, you know) and study the thoughts and
-style a little more."
-
-"What do they care for the thoughts and style? They didn't even
-understand you. I'm not sure," I added, "that I do myself, and I daresay
-that you by no means make me out." She had got up to go, and though I
-wanted her to succeed in not seeing Neil Paraday I wanted her also,
-inconsequently, to remain in the house. I was at any rate far from
-desiring to hustle her off. As Mrs. Weeks Wimbush, upstairs, was still
-saving our friend in her own way, I asked my young lady to let me
-briefly relate, in illustration of my point, the little incident of my
-having gone down into the country for a profane purpose and been
-converted on the spot to holiness. Sinking again into her chair to
-listen, she showed a deep interest in the anecdote. Then, thinking it
-over gravely, she exclaimed with her odd intonation:
-
-"Yes, but you do see him!" I had to admit that this was the case; and I
-was not so prepared with an effective attenuation as I could have
-wished. She eased the situation off, however, by the charming quaintness
-with which she finally said: "Well, I wouldn't want him to be lonely!"
-This time she rose in earnest, but I persuaded her to let me keep the
-album to show to Mr. Paraday. I assured her I would bring it back to her
-myself. "Well, you'll find my address somewhere in it, on a paper!" she
-sighed resignedly, as she took leave.
-
-
- VIII
-
-I blush to confess it, but I invited Mr. Paraday that very day to
-transcribe into the album one of his most characteristic passages. I
-told him how I had got rid of the strange girl who had brought it--her
-ominous name was Miss Hurter and she lived at an hotel; quite agreeing
-with him moreover as to the wisdom of getting rid with equal promptitude
-of the book itself. This was why I carried it to Albemarle Street no
-later than on the morrow. I failed to find her at home, but she wrote to
-me and I went again: she wanted so much to hear more about Neil Paraday.
-I returned repeatedly, I may briefly declare, to supply her with this
-information. She had been immensely taken, the more she thought of it,
-with that idea of mine about the act of homage: it had ended by filling
-her with a generous rapture. She positively desired to do something
-sublime for him, though indeed I could see that, as this particular
-flight was difficult, she appreciated the fact that my visits kept her
-up. I had it on my conscience to keep her up; I neglected nothing that
-would contribute to it, and her conception of our cherished author's
-independence became at last as fine as his own conception. "Read him,
-read him," I constantly repeated; while, seeking him in his works, she
-represented herself as convinced that, according to my assurance, this
-was the system that had, as she expressed it, weaned her. We read him
-together when I could find time, and the generous creature's sacrifice
-was fed by our conversation. There were twenty selfish women, about whom
-I told her, who stirred her with a beautiful rage. Immediately after my
-first visit her sister, Mrs. Milsom, came over from Paris, and the two
-ladies began to present, as they called it, their letters. I thanked our
-stars that none had been presented to Mr. Paraday. They received
-invitations and dined out, and some of these occasions enabled Fanny
-Hurter to perform, for consistency's sake, touching feats of submission.
-Nothing indeed would now have induced her even to look at the object of
-her admiration. Once, hearing his name announced at a party, she
-instantly left the room by another door and then straightway quitted
-the house. At another time, when I was at the opera with them (Mrs.
-Milsom had invited me to their box) I attempted to point Mr. Paraday out
-to her in the stalls. On this she asked her sister to change places with
-her, and, while that lady devoured the great man through a powerful
-glass, presented, all the rest of the evening, her inspired back to the
-house. To torment her tenderly I pressed the glass upon her, telling her
-how wonderfully near it brought our friend's handsome head. By way of
-answer she simply looked at me in grave silence; on which I saw that
-tears had gathered in her eyes. These tears, I may remark, produced an
-effect on me of which the end is not yet. There was a moment when I felt
-it my duty to mention them to Neil Paraday; but I was deterred by the
-reflection that there were questions more relevant to his happiness.
-
-These questions indeed, by the end of the season, were reduced to a
-single one--the question of reconstituting, so far as might be possible,
-the conditions under which he had produced his best work. Such
-conditions could never all come back, for there was a new one that took
-up too much place; but some perhaps were not beyond recall. I wanted
-above all things to see him sit down to the subject of which, on my
-making his acquaintance, he had read me that admirable sketch. Something
-told me there was no security but in his doing so before the new factor,
-as we used to say at Mr. Pinhorn's, should render the problem
-incalculable. It only half reassured me that the sketch itself was so
-copious and so eloquent that even at the worst there would be the making
-of a small but complete book, a tiny volume which, for the faithful,
-might well become an object of adoration. There would even not be
-wanting critics to declare, I foresaw, that the plan was a thing to be
-more thankful for than the structure to have been reared on it. My
-impatience for the structure, none the less, grew and grew with the
-interruptions. He had, on coming up to town, begun to sit for his
-portrait to a young painter, Mr. Rumble, whose little game, as we used
-to say at Mr. Pinhorn's, was to be the first to perch on the shoulders
-of renown. Mr. Rumble's studio was a circus in which the man of the
-hour, and still more the woman, leaped through the hoops of his showy
-frames almost as electrically as they burst into telegrams and
-"specials." He pranced into the exhibitions on their back; he was the
-reporter on canvas, the Vandyke up to date, and there was one roaring
-year in which Mrs. Bounder and Miss Braby, Guy Walsingham and Dora
-Forbes proclaimed in chorus from the same pictured walls that no one had
-yet got ahead of him.
-
-Paraday had been promptly caught and saddled, accepting with
-characteristic good-humour his confidential hint that to figure in his
-show was not so much a consequence as a cause of immortality. From Mrs.
-Wimbush to the last "representative" who called to ascertain his twelve
-favourite dishes, it was the same ingenuous assumption that he would
-rejoice in the repercussion. There were moments when I fancied I might
-have had more patience with them if they had not been so fatally
-benevolent. I hated, at all events, Mr. Rumble's picture, and had my
-bottled resentment ready when, later on, I found my distracted friend
-had been stuffed by Mrs. Wimbush into the mouth of another cannon. A
-young artist in whom she was intensely interested, and who had no
-connection with Mr. Rumble, was to show how far he could shoot him. Poor
-Paraday, in return, was naturally to write something somewhere about the
-young artist. She played her victims against each other with admirable
-ingenuity, and her establishment was a huge machine in which the tiniest
-and the biggest wheels went round to the same treadle. I had a scene
-with her in which I tried to express that the function of such a man was
-to exercise his genius--not to serve as a hoarding for pictorial
-posters. The people I was perhaps angriest with were the editors of
-magazines who had introduced what they called new features, so aware
-were they that the newest feature of all would be to make him grind
-their axes by contributing his views on vital topics and taking part in
-the periodical prattle about the future of fiction. I made sure that
-before I should have done with him there would scarcely be a current
-form of words left me to be sick of; but meanwhile I could make surer
-still of my animosity to bustling ladies for whom he drew the water that
-irrigated their social flower-beds.
-
-I had a battle with Mrs. Wimbush over the artist she protected, and
-another over the question of a certain week, at the end of July, that
-Mr. Paraday appeared to have contracted to spend with her in the
-country. I protested against this visit; I intimated that he was too
-unwell for hospitality without a _nuance_, for caresses without
-imagination; I begged he might rather take the time in some restorative
-way. A sultry air of promises, of reminders hung over his August, and he
-would greatly profit by the interval of rest. He had not told me he was
-ill again--that he had had a warning; but I had not heeded this, and I
-found his reticence his worst symptom. The only thing he said to me was
-that he believed a comfortable attack of something or other would set
-him up: it would put out of the question everything but the exemptions
-he prized. I am afraid I shall have presented him as a martyr in a very
-small cause if I fail to explain that he surrendered himself much more
-liberally than I surrendered him. He filled his lungs, for the most
-part, with the comedy of his queer fate: the tragedy was in the
-spectacles through which I chose to look. He was conscious of
-inconvenience, and above all of a great renouncement; but how could he
-have heard a mere dirge in the bells of his accession? The sagacity and
-the jealousy were mine, and his the impressions and the anecdotes. Of
-course, as regards Mrs. Wimbush, I was worsted in my encounters, for was
-not the state of his health the very reason for his coming to her at
-Prestidge? Wasn't it precisely at Prestidge that he was to be coddled,
-and wasn't the dear Princess coming to help her to coddle him? The dear
-Princess, now on a visit to England, was of a famous foreign house, and,
-in her gilded cage, with her retinue of keepers and feeders, was the
-most expensive specimen in the good lady's collection. I don't think her
-august presence had had to do with Paraday's consenting to go, but it is
-not impossible that he had operated as a bait to the illustrious
-stranger. The party had been made up for him, Mrs. Wimbush averred, and
-everyone was counting on it, the dear Princess most of all. If he was
-well enough he was to read them something absolutely fresh, and it was
-on that particular prospect the Princess had set her heart. She was so
-fond of genius, in _any_ walk of life, and she was so used to it, and
-understood it so well; she was the greatest of Mr. Paraday's admirers,
-she devoured everything he wrote. And then he read like an angel. Mrs.
-Wimbush reminded me that he had again and again given her, Mrs. Wimbush,
-the privilege of listening to him.
-
-I looked at her a moment. "What has he read to you?" I crudely inquired.
-
-For a moment too she met my eyes, and for the fraction of a moment she
-hesitated and coloured. "Oh, all sorts of things!"
-
-I wondered whether this were a perfect fib or only an imperfect
-recollection, and she quite understood my unuttered comment on her
-perception of such things. But if she could forget Neil Paraday's
-beauties she could of course forget my rudeness, and three days later
-she invited me, by telegraph, to join the party at Prestidge. This time
-she might indeed have had a story about what I had given up to be near
-the master. I addressed from that fine residence several communications
-to a young lady in London, a young lady whom, I confess, I quitted with
-reluctance and whom the reminder of what she herself could give up was
-required to make me quit at all. It adds to the gratitude I owe her on
-other grounds that she kindly allows me to transcribe from my letters a
-few of the passages in which that hateful sojourn is candidly
-commemorated.
-
-
- IX
-
-"I suppose I ought to enjoy the joke," I wrote, "of what's going on
-here, but somehow it doesn't amuse me. Pessimism on the contrary
-possesses me and cynicism solicits. I positively feel my own flesh sore
-from the brass nails in Neil Paraday's social harness. The house is full
-of people who like him, as they mention, awfully, and with whom his
-talent for talking nonsense has prodigious success. I delight in his
-nonsense myself; why is it therefore that I grudge these happy folk
-their artless satisfaction? Mystery of the human heart--abyss of the
-critical spirit! Mrs. Wimbush thinks she can answer that question, and
-as my want of gaiety has at last worn out her patience she has given me
-a glimpse of her shrewd guess. I am made restless by the selfishness of
-the insincere friend--I want to monopolise Paraday in order that he may
-push me on. To be intimate with him is a feather in my cap; it gives me
-an importance that I couldn't naturally pretend to, and I seek to
-deprive him of social refreshment because I fear that meeting more
-disinterested people may enlighten him as to my real spirit. All the
-disinterested people here are his particular admirers and have been
-carefully selected as such. There is supposed to be a copy of his last
-book in the house, and in the hall I come upon ladies, in attitudes,
-bending gracefully over the first volume. I discreetly avert my eyes,
-and when I next look round the precarious joy has been superseded by the
-book of life. There is a sociable circle or a confidential couple, and
-the relinquished volume lies open on its face, as if it had been dropped
-under extreme coercion. Somebody else presently finds it and transfers
-it, with its air of momentary desolation, to another piece of furniture.
-Every one is asking every one about it all day, and everyone is telling
-everyone where they put it last. I'm sure it's rather smudgy about the
-twentieth page. I have a strong impression too that the second volume is
-lost--has been packed in the bag of some departing guest; and yet
-everybody has the impression that somebody else has read to the end. You
-see therefore that the beautiful book plays a great part in our
-conversation. Why should I take the occasion of such distinguished
-honours to say that I begin to see deeper into Gustave Flaubert's
-doleful refrain about the hatred of literature? I refer you again to the
-perverse constitution of man.
-
-"The Princess is a massive lady with the organisation of an athlete and
-the confusion of tongues of a _valet de place_. She contrives to commit
-herself extraordinarily little in a great many languages, and is
-entertained and conversed with in detachments and relays, like an
-institution which goes on from generation to generation or a big
-building contracted for under a forfeit. She can't have a personal
-taste, any more than, when her husband succeeds, she can have a personal
-crown, and her opinion on any matter is rusty and heavy and plain--made,
-in the night of ages, to last and be transmitted. I feel as if I ought
-to pay some one a fee for my glimpse of it. She has been told
-everything in the world and has never perceived anything, and the echoes
-of her education respond awfully to the rash footfall--I mean the casual
-remark--in the cold Valhalla of her memory. Mrs. Wimbush delights in her
-wit and says there is nothing so charming as to hear Mr. Paraday draw it
-out. He is perpetually detailed for this job, and he tells me it has a
-peculiarly exhausting effect. Every one is beginning--at the end of two
-days--to sidle obsequiously away from her, and Mrs. Wimbush pushes him
-again and again into the breach. None of the uses I have yet seen him
-put to irritate me quite so much. He looks very fagged, and has at last
-confessed to me that his condition makes him uneasy--has even promised
-me that he will go straight home instead of returning to his final
-engagements in town. Last night I had some talk with him about going
-to-day, cutting his visit short; so sure am I that he will be better as
-soon as he is shut up in his lighthouse. He told me that this is what he
-would like to do; reminding me, however, that the first lesson of his
-greatness has been precisely that he can't do what he likes. Mrs.
-Wimbush would never forgive him if he should leave her before the
-Princess has received the last hand. When I say that a violent rupture
-with our hostess would be the best thing in the world for him he gives
-me to understand that if his reason assents to the proposition his
-courage hangs wofully back. He makes no secret of being mortally afraid
-of her, and when I ask what harm she can do him that she hasn't already
-done he simply repeats: 'I'm afraid, I'm afraid! Don't inquire too
-closely,' he said last night; 'only believe that I feel a sort of
-terror. It's strange, when she's so kind! At any rate, I would as soon
-overturn that piece of priceless Sèvres as tell her that I must go
-before my date.' It sounds dreadfully weak, but he has some reason, and
-he pays for his imagination, which puts him (I should hate it) in the
-place of others and makes him feel, even against himself, their
-feelings, their appetites, their motives. He's so beastly intelligent.
-Besides, the famous reading is still to come off, and it has been
-postponed a day, to allow Guy Walsingham to arrive. It appears that this
-eminent lady is staying at a house a few miles off, which means of
-course that Mrs. Wimbush has forcibly annexed her. She's to come over in
-a day or two--Mrs. Wimbush wants her to hear Mr. Paraday.
-
-"To-day's wet and cold, and several of the company, at the invitation of
-the Duke, have driven over to luncheon at Bigwood. I saw poor Paraday
-wedge himself, by command, into the little supplementary seat of a
-brougham in which the Princess and our hostess were already ensconced.
-If the front glass isn't open on his dear old back perhaps he'll
-survive. Bigwood, I believe, is very grand and frigid, all marble and
-precedence, and I wish him well out of the adventure. I can't tell you
-how much more and more _your_ attitude to him, in the midst of all this,
-shines out by contrast. I never willingly talk to these people about
-him, but see what a comfort I find it to scribble to you! I appreciate
-it; it keeps me warm; there are no fires in the house. Mrs. Wimbush goes
-by the calendar, the temperature goes by the weather, the weather goes
-by God knows what, and the Princess is easily heated. I have nothing but
-my acrimony to warm me, and have been out under an umbrella to restore
-my circulation. Coming in an hour ago, I found Lady Augusta Minch
-rummaging about the hall. When I asked her what she was looking for she
-said she had mislaid something that Mr. Paraday had lent her. I
-ascertained in a moment that the article in question is a manuscript,
-and I have a foreboding that it's the noble morsel he read me six weeks
-ago. When I expressed my surprise that he should have passed about
-anything so precious (I happen to know it's his only copy--in the most
-beautiful hand in all the world) Lady Augusta confessed to me that she
-had not had it from himself, but from Mrs. Wimbush, who had wished to
-give her a glimpse of it as a salve for her not being able to stay and
-hear it read.
-
-"'Is that the piece he's to read,' I asked, 'when Guy Walsingham
-arrives?'
-
-"'It's not for Guy Walsingham they're waiting now, it's for Dora
-Forbes,' Lady Augusta said. 'She's coming, I believe, early to-morrow.
-Meanwhile Mrs. Wimbush has found out about _him_ and is actively wiring
-to him. She says he also must hear him.'
-
-"'You bewilder me a little,' I replied; 'in the age we live in one gets
-lost among the genders and the pronouns. The clear thing is that Mrs.
-Wimbush doesn't guard such a treasure as jealously as she might.'
-
-"'Poor dear, she has the Princess to guard! Mr. Paraday lent her the
-manuscript to look over.'
-
-"'Did she speak as if it were the morning paper?'
-
-"Lady Augusta stared--my irony was lost upon her. 'She didn't have time,
-so she gave me a chance first; because unfortunately I go to-morrow to
-Bigwood.'
-
-"'And your chance has only proved a chance to lose it?'
-
-"'I haven't lost it. I remember now--it was very stupid of me to have
-forgotten. I told my maid to give it to Lord Dorimont--or at least to
-his man.'
-
-"'And Lord Dorimont went away directly after luncheon.'
-
-"'Of course he gave it back to my maid--or else his man did,' said Lady
-Augusta. 'I daresay it's all right.'
-
-"The conscience of these people is like a summer sea. They haven't time
-to 'look over' a priceless composition; they've only time to kick it
-about the house. I suggested that the 'man,' fired with a noble
-emulation, had perhaps kept the work for his own perusal; and her
-ladyship wanted to know whether, if the thing didn't turn up again in
-time for the session appointed by our hostess, the author wouldn't have
-something else to read that would do just as well. Their questions are
-too delightful! I declared to Lady Augusta briefly that nothing in the
-world can ever do as well as the thing that does best; and at this she
-looked a little confused and scared. But I added that if the manuscript
-had gone astray our little circle would have the less of an effort of
-attention to make. The piece in question was very long--it would keep
-them three hours.
-
-"'Three hours! Oh, the Princess will get up!' said Lady Augusta.
-
-"'I thought she was Mr. Paraday's greatest admirer.'
-
-"'I daresay she is--she's so awfully clever. But what's the use of being
-a Princess----'
-
-"'If you can't dissemble your love?' I asked, as Lady Augusta was vague.
-She said, at any rate, that she would question her maid; and I am hoping
-that when I go down to dinner I shall find the manuscript has been
-recovered."
-
-
- X
-
-"It has not been recovered," I wrote early the next day, "and I am
-moreover much troubled about our friend. He came back from Bigwood with
-a chill and, being allowed to have a fire in his room, lay down a while
-before dinner. I tried to send him to bed and indeed thought I had put
-him in the way of it; but after I had gone to dress Mrs. Wimbush came up
-to see him, with the inevitable result that when I returned I found him
-under arms and flushed and feverish, though decorated with the rare
-flower she had brought him for his button-hole. He came down to dinner,
-but Lady Augusta Minch was very shy of him. To-day he's in great pain,
-and the advent of those ladies--I mean of Guy Walsingham and Dora
-Forbes--doesn't at all console me. It does Mrs. Wimbush, however, for
-she has consented to his remaining in bed, so that he may be all right
-to-morrow for the _séance_. Guy Walsingham is already on the scene, and
-the doctor, for Paraday, also arrived early. I haven't yet seen the
-author of 'Obsessions,' but of course I've had a moment by myself with
-the doctor. I tried to get him to say that our invalid must go straight
-home--I mean to-morrow or next day; but he quite refuses to talk about
-the future. Absolute quiet and warmth and the regular administration of
-an important remedy are the points he mainly insists on. He returns this
-afternoon, and I'm to go back to see the patient at one o'clock, when he
-next takes his medicine. It consoles me a little that he certainly won't
-be able to read--an exertion he was already more than unfit for. Lady
-Augusta went off after breakfast, assuring me that her first care would
-be to follow up the lost manuscript. I can see she thinks me a shocking
-busybody and doesn't understand my alarm, but she will do what she can,
-for she's a good-natured woman. 'So are they all honourable men.' That
-was precisely what made her give the thing to Lord Dorimont and made
-Lord Dorimont bag it. What use _he_ has for it God only knows. I have
-the worst forebodings, but somehow I'm strangely without
-passion--desperately calm. As I consider the unconscious, the
-well-meaning ravages of our appreciative circle I bow my head in
-submission to some great natural, some universal accident; I'm rendered
-almost indifferent, in fact quite gay (ha-ha!) by the sense of
-immitigable fate. Lady Augusta promises me to trace the precious object
-and let me have it, through the post, by the time Paraday is well
-enough to play his part with it. The last evidence is that her maid did
-give it to his lordship's valet. One would think it was some thrilling
-number of _The Family Budget_. Mrs. Wimbush, who is aware of the
-accident, is much less agitated by it than she would doubtless be were
-she not for the hour inevitably engrossed with Guy Walsingham."
-
-Later in the day I informed my correspondent, for whom indeed I kept a
-sort of diary of the situation, that I had made the acquaintance of this
-celebrity and that she was a pretty little girl who wore her hair in
-what used to be called a crop. She looked so juvenile and so innocent
-that if, as Mr. Morrow had announced, she was resigned to the larger
-latitude, her fortitude must have come to her early. I spent most of the
-day hovering about Neil Paraday's room, but it was communicated to me
-from below that Guy Walsingham, at Prestidge, was a success. Towards
-evening I became conscious somehow that her resignation was contagious
-and by the time the company separated for the night I was sure that the
-larger latitude had been generally accepted. I thought of Dora Forbes
-and felt that he had no time to lose. Before dinner I received a
-telegram from Lady Augusta Minch. "Lord Dorimont thinks he must have
-left bundle in train--inquire." How could I inquire--if I was to take
-the word as a command? I was too worried and now too alarmed about Neil
-Paraday. The doctor came back, and it was an immense satisfaction to me
-to feel that he was wise and interested. He was proud of being called to
-so distinguished a patient, but he admitted to me that night that my
-friend was gravely ill. It was really a relapse, a recrudescence of his
-old malady. There could be no question of moving him: we must at any
-rate see first, on the spot, what turn his condition would take.
-Meanwhile, on the morrow, he was to have a nurse. On the morrow the
-dear man was easier and my spirits rose to such cheerfulness that I
-could almost laugh over Lady Augusta's second telegram: "Lord Dorimont's
-servant been to station--nothing found. Push inquiries." I did laugh, I
-am sure, as I remembered this was the mystic scroll I had scarcely
-allowed poor Mr. Morrow to point his umbrella at. Fool that I had been:
-the thirty-seven influential journals wouldn't have destroyed it, they
-would only have printed it. Of course I said nothing to Paraday.
-
-When the nurse arrived she turned me out of the room, on which I went
-downstairs. I should premise that at breakfast the news that our
-brilliant friend was doing well excited universal complacency, and the
-Princess graciously remarked that he was only to be commiserated for
-missing the society of Miss Collop. Mrs. Wimbush, whose social gift
-never shone brighter than in the dry decorum with which she accepted
-this blemish on her perfection, mentioned to me that Guy Walsingham had
-made a very favourable impression on her Imperial Highness. Indeed I
-think everyone did so and that, like the money-market or the national
-honour, her Imperial Highness was constitutionally sensitive. There was
-a certain gladness, a perceptible bustle in the air, however, which I
-thought slightly anomalous in a house where a great author lay
-critically ill. "_Le roy est mort--vive le roy_": I was reminded that
-another great author had already stepped into his shoes. When I came
-down again after the nurse had taken possession I found a strange
-gentleman hanging about the hall and pacing to and fro by the closed
-door of the drawing-room. This personage was florid and bald, he had a
-big red moustache and wore showy knickerbockers--characteristics all
-that fitted into my conception of the identity of Dora Forbes. In a
-moment I saw what had happened: the author of "The Other Way Round" had
-just alighted at the portals of Prestidge, but had suffered a scruple to
-restrain him from penetrating further. I recognised his scruple when,
-pausing to listen at his gesture of caution, I heard a shrill voice
-lifted in a prolonged monotonous quaver. The famous reading had begun,
-only it was the author of "Obsessions" who now furnished the sacrifice.
-The new visitor whispered to me that he judged something was going on
-that he oughtn't to interrupt.
-
-"Miss Collop arrived last night," I smiled, "and the Princess has a
-thirst for the _inédit_."
-
-Dora Forbes lifted his bushy brows. "Miss Collop?"
-
-"Guy Walsingham, your distinguished _confrère_--or shall I say your
-formidable rival?"
-
-"Oh!" growled Dora Forbes. Then he added: "Shall I spoil it if I go in?"
-
-"I should think nothing could spoil it!" I ambiguously laughed.
-
-Dora Forbes evidently felt the dilemma; he gave an irritated crook to
-his moustache. "_Shall_ I go in?" he presently asked.
-
-We looked at each other hard a moment; then I expressed something bitter
-that was in me, expressed it in an infernal "Yes!" After this I got out
-into the air, but not so quickly as not to hear, as the door of the
-drawing-room opened, the disconcerted drop of Miss Collop's public
-manner: she must have been in the midst of the larger latitude.
-Producing with extreme rapidity, Guy Walsingham has just published a
-work in which amiable people who are not initiated have been pained to
-see the genius of a sister-novelist held up to unmistakable ridicule; so
-fresh an exhibition does it seem to them of the dreadful way men have
-always treated women. Dora Forbes, it is true, at the present hour, is
-immensely pushed by Mrs. Wimbush, and has sat for his portrait to the
-young artists she protects, sat for it not only in oils but in
-monumental alabaster.
-
-What happened at Prestidge later in the day is of course contemporary
-history. If the interruption I had whimsically sanctioned was almost a
-scandal, what is to be said of that general dispersal of the company
-which, under the doctor's rule, began to take place in the evening? His
-rule was soothing to behold, small comfort as I was to have at the end.
-He decreed in the interest of his patient an absolutely soundless house
-and a consequent break-up of the party. Little country practitioner as
-he was, he literally packed off the Princess. She departed as promptly
-as if a revolution had broken out, and Guy Walsingham emigrated with
-her. I was kindly permitted to remain, and this was not denied even to
-Mrs. Wimbush. The privilege was withheld indeed from Dora Forbes; so
-Mrs. Wimbush kept her latest capture temporarily concealed. This was so
-little, however, her usual way of dealing with her eminent friends that
-a couple of days of it exhausted her patience, and she went up to town
-with him in great publicity. The sudden turn for the worse her afflicted
-guest had, after a brief improvement, taken on the third night raised an
-obstacle to her seeing him before her retreat; a fortunate circumstance
-doubtless, for she was fundamentally disappointed in him. This was not
-the kind of performance for which she had invited him to Prestidge, or
-invited the Princess. Let me hasten to add that none of the generous
-acts which have characterised her patronage of intellectual and other
-merit have done so much for her reputation as her lending Neil Paraday
-the most beautiful of her numerous homes to die in. He took advantage to
-the utmost of the singular favour. Day by day I saw him sink, and I
-roamed alone about the empty terraces and gardens. His wife never came
-near him, but I scarcely noticed it: as I paced there with rage in my
-heart I was too full of another wrong. In the event of his death it
-would fall to me perhaps to bring out in some charming form, with notes,
-with the tenderest editorial care, that precious heritage of his written
-project. But where _was_ that precious heritage, and were both the
-author and the book to have been snatched from us? Lady Augusta wrote me
-that she had done all she could and that poor Lord Dorimont, who had
-really been worried to death, was extremely sorry. I couldn't have the
-matter out with Mrs. Wimbush, for I didn't want to be taunted by her
-with desiring to aggrandise myself by a public connection with Mr.
-Paraday's sweepings. She had signified her willingness to meet the
-expense of all advertising, as indeed she was always ready to do. The
-last night of the horrible series, the night before he died, I put my
-ear closer to his pillow.
-
-"That thing I read you that morning, you know."
-
-"In your garden--that dreadful day? Yes!"
-
-"Won't it do as it is?"
-
-"It would have been a glorious book."
-
-"It _is_ a glorious book," Neil Paraday murmured. "Print it as it
-stands--beautifully."
-
-"Beautifully!" I passionately promised.
-
-It may be imagined whether, now that he has gone, the promise seems to
-me less sacred. I am convinced that if such pages had appeared in his
-lifetime the Abbey would hold him to-day. I have kept the advertising in
-my own hands, but the manuscript has not been recovered. It's
-impossible, and at any rate intolerable, to suppose it can have been
-wantonly destroyed. Perhaps some chance blundering hand, some brutal
-ignorance has lighted kitchen-fires with it. Every stupid and hideous
-accident haunts my meditations. My undiscourageable search for the lost
-treasure would make a long chapter. Fortunately I have a devoted
-associate in the person of a young lady who has every day a fresh
-indignation and a fresh idea and who maintains with intensity that the
-prize will still turn up. Sometimes I believe her, but I have quite
-ceased to believe myself. The only thing for us, at all events, is to go
-on seeking and hoping together; and we should be closely united by this
-firm tie even were we not at present by another.
-
-
-
-
-L'Education Sentimentale
-
- By Aubrey Beardsley
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: L'Education Sentimentale]
-
-
-
-
-Tree-Worship
-
- By Richard Le Gallienne
-
-
- Vast and mysterious brother, ere was yet of me
- So much as men may poise upon a needle's end,
- Still shook with laughter all this monstrous might of thee,
- And still with haughty crest it called the morning friend.
-
- Thy latticed column jetted up the bright blue air,
- Tall as a mast it was, and stronger than a tower;
- Three hundred winters had beheld thee mighty there,
- Before my little life had lived one little hour.
-
- With rocky foot stern-set like iron in the land,
- With leafy rustling crest the morning sows with pearls,
- Huge as a minster, half in heaven men saw thee stand,
- Thy rugged girth the waists of fifty Eastern girls.
-
- Knotted and warted, slabbed and armoured like the hide
- Of tropic elephant; unstormable and steep
- As some grim fortress with a princess-pearl inside,
- Where savage guardian faces beard the bastioned keep:
-
- So hard a rind, old tree, shielding so soft a heart,
- A woman's heart of tender little nestling leaves;
- Nor rind so hard but that a touch so soft can part,
- And spring's first baby-bud an easy passage cleaves.
-
- I picture thee within with dainty satin sides,
- Where all the long day through the sleeping dryad dreams,
- But when the moon bends low and taps thee thrice she glides,
- Knowing the fairy knock, to bask within her beams.
-
- And all the long night through, for him with eyes and ears,
- She sways within thine arms and sings a fairy tune,
- Till, startled with the dawn, she softly disappears,
- And sleeps and dreams again until the rising moon.
-
- But with the peep of day great bands of heavenly birds
- Fill all thy branchy chambers with a thousand flutes,
- And with the torrid noon stroll up the weary herds,
- To seek thy friendly shade and doze about thy roots;
-
- Till with the setting sun they turn them once more home:
- And, ere the moon dawns, for a brief enchanted space,
- Weary with million miles, the sore-spent star-beams come,
- And moths and bats hold witches' sabbath in the place.
-
- And then I picture thee some bloodstained Holyrood,
- Dread haunted palace of the bat and owl, whence steal,
- Shrouded all day, lost murdered spirits of the wood,
- And fright young happy nests with homeless hoot and squeal.
-
- Some Rizzio nightingale that plained adulterous love
- Beneath the boudoir-bough of some fast-married bird,
- Some dove that cooed to some one else's lawful dove,
- And felt the dagger-beak pierce while his lady heard.
-
- Then, maybe, dangling from thy gloomy gallows boughs,
- A human corpse swings, mournful, rattling bones and chains--
- His eighteenth century flesh hath fattened nineteenth century cows--
- Ghastly Æolian harp fingered of winds and rains.
-
- Poor Rizpah comes to reap each newly-fallen bone
- That once thrilled soft, a little limb, within her womb;
- And mark yon alchemist, with zodiac-spangled zone,
- Wrenching the mandrake root that fattens in the gloom.
-
- So rounds thy day, from maiden morn to haunted night,
- From larks and sunlit dreams to owl and gibbering ghost;
- A catacomb of dark, a sponge of living light,
- To the wide sea of air a green and welcome coast.
-
- I seek a god, old tree: accept my worship, thou!
- All other gods have failed me always in my need.
- I hang my votive song beneath thy temple bough,
- Unto thy strength I cry--Old monster, be my creed!
-
- Give me to clasp this earth with feeding roots like thine,
- To mount yon heaven with such star-aspiring head,
- Fill full with sap and buds this shrunken life of mine,
- And from my boughs O might such stalwart sons be shed!
-
- With loving cheek pressed close against thy horny breast,
- I hear the roar of sap mounting within thy veins;
- Tingling with buds, thy great hands open towards the west,
- To catch the sweetheart wind that brings the sister rains.
-
- O winds that blow from out the fruitful mouth of God,
- O rains that softly fall from his all-loving eyes,
- You that bring buds to trees and daisies to the sod,
- O God's best Angel of the Spring, in me arise.
-
-
-
-Le Puy en Velay
-
- By Joseph Pennell
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Le Puy en Velay]
-
-
-
-
-A Defence of Cosmetics
-
- By Max Beerbohm
-
-
-Nay, but it is useless to protest. Artifice must queen it once more in
-the town, and so, if there be any whose hearts chafe at her return, let
-them not say, "We have come into evil times," and be all for resistance,
-reformation or angry cavilling. For did the king's sceptre send the sea
-retrograde, or the wand of the sorcerer avail to turn the sun from its
-old course? And what man or what number of men ever stayed that
-reiterated process by which the cities of this world grow, are very
-strong, fail and grow again? Indeed, indeed, there is charm in every
-period, and only fools and flutterpates do not seek reverently for what
-is charming in their own day. No martyrdom, however fine, nor satire,
-however splendidly bitter, has changed by a little tittle the known
-tendency of things. It is the times that can perfect us, not we the
-times, and so let all of us wisely acquiesce. Like the little wired
-marionettes, let us acquiesce in the dance.
-
-For behold! The Victorian era comes to its end and the day of sancta
-simplicitas is quite ended. The old signs are here and the portents to
-warn the seer of life that we are ripe for a new epoch of artifice. Are
-not men rattling the dice-box and ladies dipping their fingers in the
-rouge-pots? At Rome, in the keenest time of her degringolade, when there
-was gambling even in the holy temples, great ladies (does not Lucian
-tell us?) did not scruple to squander all they had upon unguents from
-Arabia. Nero's mistress and unhappy wife, Poppæa, of shameful memory,
-had in her travelling retinue fifteen--or, as some say,
-fifty--she-asses, for the sake of their milk, that was thought an
-incomparable guard against cosmetics with poison in them. Last century,
-too, when life was lived by candle-light, and ethics was but etiquette,
-and even art a question of punctilio, women, we know, gave the best
-hours of the day to the crafty farding of their faces and the towering
-of their coiffures. And men, throwing passion into the wine-bowl to sink
-or swim, turned out thought to browse upon the green cloth. Cannot we
-even now in our fancy see them, those silent exquisites round the long
-table at Brooks', masked, all of them, "lest the countenance should
-betray feeling," in quinze masks, through whose eyelets they sat
-peeping, peeping, while macao brought them riches or ruin? We can see
-them, those silent rascals, sitting there with their cards and their
-rouleaux and their wooden money-bowls, long after the dawn had crept up
-St. James' and pressed its haggard face against the window of the little
-club. Yes, we can raise their ghosts--and, more, we can see manywhere a
-devotion to hazard fully as meek as theirs. In England there has been a
-wonderful revival of cards. Roulette may rival dead faro in the tale of
-her devotees. Her wheel is spinning busily in every house and ere long
-it may be that tender parents will be writing to complain of the
-compulsory baccarat in our public schools.
-
-In fact, we are all gamblers once more, but our gambling is on a finer
-scale than ever it was. We fly from the card-room to the heath, and from
-the heath to the City, and from the City to the coast of the
-Mediterranean. And just as no one seriously encourages the clergy in its
-frantic efforts to lay the spirit of chance, that has thus resurged
-among us, so no longer are many faces set against that other great sign
-of a more complicated life, the love for cosmetics. No longer is a lady
-of fashion blamed if, to escape the outrageous persecution of time, she
-fly for sanctuary to the toilet-table; and if a damosel, prying in her
-mirror, be sure that with brush and pigment she can trick herself into
-more charm, we are not angry. Indeed, why should we ever have been?
-Surely it is laudable, this wish to make fair the ugly and overtop
-fairness, and no wonder that within the last five years the trade of the
-makers of cosmetics has increased immoderately--twentyfold, so one of
-these makers has said to me. We need but walk down any modish street and
-peer into the little broughams that flit past, or (in Thackeray's
-phrase) under the bonnet of any woman we meet, to see over how wide a
-kingdom rouge reigns. We men, who, from Juvenal down to that
-discourteous painter of whom Lord Chesterfield tells us, have especially
-shown a dislike of cosmetics, are quite yielding; and there are, I
-fancy, many such husbands as he who, suddenly realising that his wife
-was painted, bad her sternly, "Go up and take it all off," and, on her
-reappearance, bad her with increasing sternness, "Go up and put it all
-on again."
-
-But now that the use of pigments is becoming general, and most women are
-not so young as they are painted, it may be asked curiously how the
-prejudice ever came into being. Indeed, it is hard to trace folly, for
-that it is inconsequent, to its start; and perhaps it savours too much
-of reason to suggest that the prejudice was due to the tristful
-confusion man has made of soul and surface. Through trusting so keenly
-to the detection of the one by keeping watch upon the other, and by
-force of the thousand errors following, he has come to think of surface
-even as the reverse of soul. He supposes that every clown beneath his
-paint and lip-salve is moribund and knows it, (though in verity, I am
-told, clowns are as cheerful a class of men as any other), that the
-fairer the fruit's rind and the more delectable its bloom, the closer
-are packed the ashes within it. The very jargon of the hunting-field
-connects cunning with a mask. And so perhaps came man's anger at the
-embellishment of women--that lovely mask of enamel with its shadows of
-pink and tiny pencilled veins, what must lurk behind it? Of what
-treacherous mysteries may it not be the screen? Does not the heathen
-lacquer her dark face, and the harlot paint her cheeks, because sorrow
-has made them pale?
-
-After all, the old prejudice is a-dying. We need not pry into the secret
-of its birth. Rather is this a time of jolliness and glad indulgence.
-For the era of rouge is upon us, and as only in an elaborate era can man
-by the tangled accrescency of his own pleasures and emotions reach that
-refinement which is his highest excellence, and by making himself, so to
-say, independent of Nature, come nearest to God, so only in an elaborate
-era is woman perfect. Artifice is the strength of the world, and in that
-same mask of paint and powder, shadowed with vermeil tinct and most
-trimly pencilled, is woman's strength.
-
-For see! We need not look so far back to see woman under the direct
-influence of Nature. Early in this century, our grandmothers, sickening
-of the odour of faded exotics and spilt wine, came out into the daylight
-once more and let the breezes blow around their faces and enter, sharp
-and welcome, into their lungs. Artifice they drove forth, and they set
-Martin Tupper upon a throne of mahogany to rule over them. A very reign
-of terror set in. All things were sacrificed to the fetish Nature. Old
-ladies may still be heard to tell how, when they were girls, affectation
-was not; and, if we verify their assertion in the light of such literary
-authorities as Dickens, we find that it is absolutely true. Women appear
-to have been in those days utterly natural in their conduct--flighty,
-gushing, blushing, fainting, giggling and shaking their curls. They knew
-no reserve in the first days of the Victorian era. No thought was held
-too trivial, no emotion too silly, to express. To Nature everything was
-sacrificed. Great heavens! And in those barren days what influence was
-exerted by women? By men they seem not to have been feared nor loved,
-but regarded rather as "dear little creatures" or "wonderful little
-beings," and in their relation to life as foolish and ineffectual as the
-landscapes they did in water-colour. Yet, if the women of those years
-were of no great account, they had a certain charm and they at least had
-not begun to trespass upon men's ground; if they touched not thought,
-which is theirs by right, at any rate they refrained from action, which
-is ours. Far more serious was it when, in the natural trend of time,
-they became enamoured of rinking and archery and galloping along the
-Brighton Parade. Swiftly they have sped on since then from horror to
-horror. The invasion of the tennis-courts and of the golf-links, the
-seizure of the tricycle and of the type-writer, were but steps
-preliminary in that campaign which is to end with the final victorious
-occupation of St. Stephen's. But stay! The horrific pioneers of
-womanhood who gad hither and thither and, confounding wisdom with the
-device on her shield, shriek for the unbecoming, are doomed. Though they
-spin their tricycle-treadles so amazingly fast, they are too late.
-Though they scream victory, none follow them. Artifice, that fair exile,
-has returned.
-
-Yes, though the pioneers know it not, they are doomed already. For of
-the curiosities of history not the least strange is the manner in which
-two social movements may be seen to overlap, long after the second has,
-in truth, given its deathblow to the first. And, in like manner as one
-has seen the limbs of a murdered thing in lively movement, so we need
-not doubt that, though the voices of those who cry out for reform be
-very terribly shrill, they will soon be hushed. Dear Artifice is with
-us. It needed but that we should wait.
-
-Surely, without any of my pleading, women will welcome their great and
-amiable protectrix, as by instinct. For (have I not said?) it is upon
-her that all their strength, their life almost, depends. Artifice's
-first command to them is that they should repose. With bodily activity
-their powder will fly, their enamel crack. They are butterflies who must
-not flit, if they love their bloom. Now, setting aside the point of view
-of passion, from which very many obvious things might be said, (and
-probably have been by the minor poets), it is, from the intellectual
-point of view, quite necessary that a woman should repose. Hers is the
-resupinate sex. On her couch she is a goddess, but so soon as ever she
-put her foot to the ground--lo, she is the veriest little sillypop and
-quite done for. She cannot rival us in action, but she is our mistress
-in the things of the mind. Let her not by second-rate athletics, nor
-indeed by any exercise soever of the limbs, spoil the pretty procedure
-of her reason. Let her be content to remain the guide, the subtle
-suggester of what _we_ must do, the strategist whose soldiers we are,
-the little architect whose workmen.
-
-"After all," as a pretty girl once said to me, "women are a sex by
-themselves, so to speak," and the sharper the line between their worldly
-functions and ours, the better. This greater swiftness and less erring
-subtlety of mind, their forte and privilege, justifies the painted mask
-that Artifice bids them wear. Behind it their minds can play without
-let. They gain the strength of reserve. They become important, as in the
-days of the Roman Empire were the Emperor's mistresses, as was the
-Pompadour at Versailles, as was our Elizabeth. Yet do not their faces
-become lined with thought; beautiful and without meaning are their
-faces.
-
-And, truly, of all the good things that will happen with the full
-renascence of cosmetics, one of the best is that surface will finally be
-severed from soul. That damnable confusion will be solved by the
-extinguishing of a prejudice which, as I suggest, itself created. Too
-long has the face been degraded from its rank as a thing of beauty to a
-mere vulgar index of character or emotion. We had come to troubling
-ourselves, not with its charm of colour and line, but with such
-questions as whether the lips were sensuous, the eyes full of sadness,
-the nose indicative of determination. I have no quarrel with
-physiognomy. For my own part, I believe in it. But it has tended to
-degrade the face æsthetically, in such wise as the study of cheirosophy
-has tended to degrade the hand. And the use of cosmetics, the masking of
-the face, will change this. We shall gaze at a woman merely because she
-is beautiful, not stare into her face anxiously, as into the face of a
-barometer.
-
-How fatal it has been, in how many ways, this confusion of soul and
-surface! Wise were the Greeks in making plain masks for their mummers to
-play in, and dunces we not to have done the same! Only the other day, an
-actress was saying that what she was most proud of in her art--next, of
-course, to having appeared in some provincial pantomime at the age of
-three--was the deftness with which she contrived, in parts demanding a
-rapid succession of emotions, to dab her cheeks quite quickly with rouge
-from the palm of her right hand, or powder from the palm of her left.
-Gracious goodness! why do not we have masks upon the stage? Drama is the
-presentment of the soul in action. The mirror of the soul is the voice.
-Let the young critics, who seek a cheap reputation for austerity, by
-cavilling at "incidental music," set their faces rather against the
-attempt to justify inferior dramatic art by the subvention of a quite
-alien art like painting, of any art, indeed, whose sphere is only
-surface. Let those, again, who sneer, so rightly, at the "painted
-anecdotes of the Academy," censure equally the writers who trespass on
-painter's ground. It is a proclaimed sin that a painter should concern
-himself with a good little girl's affection for a Scotch greyhound, or
-the keen enjoyment of their port by elderly gentlemen of the early
-'forties. Yet, for a painter to prod the soul with his paint-brush is no
-worse than for a novelist to refuse to dip under the surface, and the
-fashion of avoiding a psychological study of grief by stating that the
-owner's hair turned white in a single night, or of shame by mentioning a
-sudden rush of scarlet to the cheeks, is as lamentable as may be. But!
-But with the universal use of cosmetics and the consequent secernment of
-soul and surface, which, at the risk of irritating a reader, I must
-again insist upon, all those old properties that went to bolster up the
-ordinary novel--the trembling lips, the flashing eyes, the determined
-curve of the chin, the nervous trick of biting the moustache--aye and
-the hectic spot of red on either cheek--will be made spiflicate, as the
-puppets were spiflicated by Don Quixote. Yes, even now Demos begins to
-discern. The same spirit that has revived rouge, smote his mouth as it
-grinned at the wondrous painter of mist and river, and now sends him
-sprawling for the pearls that Meredith dived for in the deep waters of
-romance.
-
-Indeed the revival of cosmetics must needs be so splendid an influence,
-conjuring boons innumerable, that one inclines almost to mutter against
-that inexorable law by which Artifice must perish from time to time.
-That such branches of painting as the staining of glass or the
-illuminating of manuscripts should fall into disuse seems in comparison,
-so likely; these were esoteric arts; they died with the monastic
-spirit. But personal appearance is art's very basis. The painting of the
-face is the first kind of painting man can have known. To make beautiful
-things--is it not an impulse laid upon few? But to make oneself
-beautiful is an universal instinct. Strange that the resultant art could
-ever perish! So fascinating an art too! So various in its materials from
-stimmis, psimythium and fuligo to bismuth and arsenic, so simple in that
-its ground and its subject-matter are one, so marvellous in that its
-very subject-matter becomes lovely when an artist has selected it! For
-surely this is no idle nor fantastic saying. To deny that "making-up" is
-an art, on the pretext that the finished work of its exponents depends
-for beauty and excellence upon the ground chosen for the work, is
-absurd. At the touch of a true artist, the plainest face turns comely.
-As subject-matter the face is no more than suggestive, as ground, merely
-a loom round which the beatus artifex may spin the threads of any golden
-fabric:
-
- "Quae nunc nomen habent operosi signa Maronis
- Pondus iners quondam duraque massa fuit.
- Multa viros nescire decet; pars maxima rerum
- Offendat, si non interiora tegas,"
-
-and, as Ovid would seem to suggest, by pigments any tone may be set
-aglow on a woman's cheek, from enamel the features take any form.
-Insomuch that surely the advocates of soup-kitchens and free-libraries
-and other devices for giving people what providence did not mean them to
-receive, should send out pamphlets in the praise of self-embellishment.
-For it will place Beauty within easy reach of many who could not
-otherwise hope to attain it.
-
-But of course Artifice is rather exacting. In return for the repose she
-forces--so wisely!--upon her followers when the sun is high or the moon
-is blown across heaven, she demands that they should pay her long homage
-at the sun's rising. The initiate may not enter lightly upon her
-mysteries. For, if a bad complexion be inexcusable, to be ill-painted is
-unforgivable; and when the toilet is laden once more with the fulness of
-its elaboration, we shall hear no more of the proper occupation for
-women. And think, how sweet an energy, to sit at the mirror of coquetry!
-See the dear merits of the toilet as shown upon old vases, or upon the
-walls of Roman dwellings, or, rather still, read Böttiger's alluring,
-scholarly description of "Morgenscenen im Puttzimmer Einer Reichen
-Römerin." Read of Sabina's face as she comes through the curtain of her
-bed-chamber to the chamber of her toilet. The slave-girls have long been
-chafing their white feet upon the marble floor. They stand, those timid
-Greek girls, marshalled in little battalions. Each has her appointed
-task, and all kneel in welcome as Sabina stalks, ugly and frowning, to
-the toilet chair. Scaphion steps forth from among them, and, dipping a
-tiny sponge in a bowl of hot milk, passes it lightly, ever so lightly,
-over her mistress' face. The Poppæan pastes melt beneath it like snow. A
-cooling lotion is poured over her brow and is fanned with feathers.
-Phiale comes after, a clever girl, captured in some sea-skirmish in the
-Aegean. In her left hand she holds the ivory box wherein are the phucus
-and that white powder, psimythium; in her right a sheaf of slim brushes.
-With how sure a touch does she mingle the colours, and in what sweet
-proportion blushes and blanches her lady's upturned face. Phiale is the
-cleverest of all the slaves. Now Calamis dips her quill in a certain
-powder that floats, liquid and sable, in the hollow of her palm.
-Standing upon tip-toe and with lips parted, she traces the arch of the
-eyebrows. The slaves whisper loudly of their lady's beauty, and two of
-them hold up a mirror to her. Yes, the eyebrows are rightly arched. But
-why does Psecas abase herself? She is craving leave to powder Sabina's
-hair with a fine new powder. It is made of the grated rind of the
-cedar-tree, and a Gallic perfumer, whose stall is near the Circus, gave
-it to her for a kiss. No lady in Rome knows of it. And so, when four
-special slaves have piled up the head-dress, out of a perforated box
-this glistening powder is showered. Into every little brown ringlet it
-enters, till Sabina's hair seems like a pile of gold coins. Lest the
-breezes send it flying, the girls lay the powder with sprinkled attar.
-Soon Sabina will start for the Temple of Cybele.
-
-Ah! Such are the lures of the toilet that none will for long hold aloof
-from them. Cosmetics are not going to be a mere prosaic remedy for age
-or plainness, but all ladies and all young girls will come to love them.
-Does not a certain blithe Marquise, whose _lettres intimes_ from the
-Court of Louis Seize are less read than their wit would merit, tell us
-how she was scandalised to see "_même les toutes jeunes demoiselles
-émaillées comme ma tabatière_?" So it shall be with us. Surely the
-common prejudice against painting the lily can but be based on mere
-ground of economy. That which is already fair is complete, it may be
-urged--urged implausibly, for there are not so many lovely things in
-this world that we can afford not to know each one of them by heart.
-There is only one white lily, and who that has ever seen--as I have--a
-lily really well painted could grudge the artist so fair a ground for
-his skill? Scarcely do you believe through how many nice metamorphoses a
-lily may be passed by him. In like manner, we all know the young girl,
-with her simpleness, her goodness, her wayward ignorance. And a very
-charming ideal for England must she have been, and a very natural one,
-when a young girl sat even on the throne. But no nation can keep its
-ideal for ever and it needed none of Mr. Gilbert's delicate satire in
-"Utopia" to remind us that she had passed out of our ken with the rest
-of the early Victorian era. What writer of plays, as lately asked some
-pressman, who had been told off to attend many first nights and knew
-what he was talking about, ever dreams of making the young girl the
-centre of his theme? Rather he seeks inspiration from the tried and
-tired woman of the world, in all her intricate maturity, whilst, by way
-of comic relief, he sends the young girl flitting in and out with a
-tennis-racket, the poor eidôlon amauron of her former self. The
-season of the unsophisticated is gone by, and the young girl's final
-extinction beneath the rising tides of cosmetics will leave no gap in
-life and will rob art of nothing.
-
-"Tush," I can hear some damned flutterpate exclaim, "girlishness and
-innocence are as strong and as permanent as womanhood itself! Why, a few
-months past, the whole town went mad over Miss Cissie Loftus! Was not
-hers a success of girlish innocence and the absence of rouge? If such
-things as these be outmoded, why was she so wildly popular?" Indeed, the
-triumph of that clever girl, whose début made London nice even in
-August, is but another witness to the truth of my contention. In a very
-sophisticated time, simplicity has a new dulcedo. Hers was a success of
-contrast. Accustomed to clever malaperts like Miss Lloyd or Miss Reeve,
-whose experienced pouts and smiles under the sun-bonnet are a standing
-burlesque of innocence and girlishness, Demos was really delighted, for
-once and away, to see the real presentment of these things upon his
-stage. Coming after all those sly serios, coming so young and mere with
-her pink frock and straightly combed hair, Miss Cissie Loftus had the
-charm which things of another period often do possess. Besides, just as
-we adored her for the abrupt nod with which she was wont at first to
-acknowledge the applause, so we were glad for her to come upon the
-stage with nothing to tinge the ivory of her cheeks. It seemed so
-strange, that neglect of convention. To be behind footlights and not
-rouged! Yes, hers was a success of contrast. She was like a daisy in the
-window at Solomons'. She was delightful. And yet, such is the force of
-convention, that when last I saw her, playing in some burlesque at the
-Gaiety, her fringe was curled and her pretty face rouged with the best
-of them. And, if further need be to show the absurdity of having called
-her performance "a triumph of naturalness over the jaded spirit of
-modernity," let us reflect that the little mimic was not a real
-old-fashioned girl after all. She had none of that restless naturalness
-that would seem to have characterised the girl of the early Victorian
-days. She had no pretty ways--no smiles nor blushes nor tremors.
-Possibly Demos could not have stood a presentment of girlishness
-unrestrained.
-
-But with her grave insouciance, Miss Cissie Loftus had much of the
-reserve that is one of the factors of feminine perfection, and to most
-comes only, as I have said, with artifice. Her features played very,
-very slightly. And in truth, this may have been one of the reasons of
-her great success. For expression is but too often the ruin of a face;
-and, since we cannot as yet so order the circumstances of life that
-women shall never be betrayed into "an unbecoming emotion," when the
-brunette shall never have cause to blush, and the lady who looks well
-with parted lips be kept in a permanent state of surprise, the safest
-way by far is to create, by brush and pigments, artificial expressions
-for every face.
-
-And this--say you?--will make monotony? You are mistaken, _toto coelo_
-mistaken. When your mistress has wearied you with one expression, then
-it will need but a few touches of that pencil, a backward sweep of that
-brush, and lo, you will be revelling in another. For though, of course,
-the painting of the face is, in manner, most like the painting of
-canvas, in outcome it is rather akin to the art of music--lasting, like
-music's echo, not for very long. So that, no doubt, of the many little
-appurtenances of the Reformed Toilet Table, not the least vital will be
-a list of the emotions that become its owner, with recipes for
-simulating them. According to the colour she wills her hair to be for
-the time--black or yellow or, peradventure, burnished red--she will
-blush for you, sneer for you, laugh or languish for you. The good
-combinations of line and colour are nearly numberless, and by their
-means poor restless woman will be able to realise her moods in all their
-shades and lights and dappledoms, to live many lives and masquerade
-through many moments of joy. No monotony will be. And for us men
-matrimony will have lost its sting.
-
-But be it remembered! Though we men will garner these oblique boons, it
-is into the hands of women that Artifice gives her pigments. I know, I
-know that many men in a certain sect of society have shown a marked
-tendency to the use of cosmetics. I speak not of the countless gentlemen
-who walk about town in the time of its desertion from August to October,
-artificially bronzed, as though they were fresh from the moors or from
-the Solent. This, I conceive, is done for purely social reasons and need
-not concern me here. Rather do I speak of those who make themselves up,
-seemingly with an æsthetic purpose. Doubtless--I wish to be quite
-just--there are many who look the better for such embellishment; but, at
-the hazard of being thought old-fashioned and prejudiced, I cannot speak
-of the custom with anything but strong disapproval. If men are to lie
-among the rouge-pots, inevitably it will tend to promote that
-amalgamation of the sexes which is one of the chief planks in the
-decadent platform and to obtund that piquant contrast between him and
-her, which is one of the redeeming features of creation. Besides,
-really, men have not the excuse of facial monotony, that holds in the
-case of women. Have we not hair upon our chins and upper lips? And can
-we not, by diverting the trend of our moustache or by growing our beard
-in this way or that, avoid the boredom of looking the same for long? Let
-us beware. For if, in violation of unwritten sexual law, men take to
-trifling with the paints and brushes that are feminine heritage, it may
-be that our great ladies will don false imperials, and the little doner
-deck her pretty chin with a Newgate fringe! After all, I think we need
-not fear that many men will thus trespass. Most of them are in the City
-nowadays, and the great wear and tear of that place would put their use
-of rouge--that demands bodily repose from its dependents--quite outside
-the range of practical æsthetics.
-
-But that in the world of women they will not neglect this art, so
-ripping in itself, in its result so wonderfully beneficent, I am sure
-indeed. Much, I have said, is already done for its full renascence. The
-spirit of the age has made straight the path of its professors. Fashion
-has made Jezebel surrender her monopoly of the rouge-pot. As yet, the
-great art of self-embellishment is for us but in its infancy. But if
-Englishwomen can bring it to the flower of an excellence so supreme as
-never yet has it known, then, though Old England may lose her martial
-and commercial supremacy, we patriots will have the satisfaction of
-knowing that she has been advanced at one bound to a place in the
-councils of æsthetic Europe. And, in sooth, is this hoping too high of
-my countrywomen? True that, as the art seems always to have appealed to
-the ladies of Athens, and it was not until the waning time of the
-Republic that Roman ladies learned to love the practice of it, so Paris,
-Athenian in this as in all other things, has been noted hitherto as a
-far more vivid centre of the art than London. But it was in Rome, under
-the Emperors, that unguentaria reached its zenith, and shall it not be
-in London, soon, that unguentaria shall outstrip its Roman perfection?
-Surely there must be among us artists as cunning in the use of brush and
-puff as any who lived at Versailles. Surely the splendid, impalpable
-advance of good taste, as shown in dress and in the decoration of
-houses, may justify my hope of the preëminence of Englishwomen in the
-cosmetic art. By their innate delicacy of touch they will accomplish
-much, and much, of course, by their swift feminine perception. Yet it
-were well that they should know something also of the theoretical side
-of the craft. Modern authorities upon the mysteries of the toilet are,
-it is true, rather few; but among the ancients many a writer would seem
-to have been fascinated by them. Archigenes, a man of science at the
-Court of Cleopatra, and Criton at the Court of the Emperor Trajan, both
-wrote treatises upon cosmetics--doubtless most scholarly treatises that
-would have given many a precious hint. It is a pity they are not extant.
-From Lucian or from Juvenal, with his bitter picture of a Roman _levée_,
-much may be learnt; from the staid pages of Xenophon and Aristophanes'
-dear farces. But best of all is that fine book of the Ars Amatoria that
-Ovid has set aside for the consideration of dyes, perfumes and pomades.
-Written by an artist who knew the allurements of the toilet and
-understood its philosophy, it remains without rival as a treatise upon
-Artifice. It is more than a poem, it is a manual; and if there be left
-in England any lady who cannot read Latin in the original, she will do
-well to procure a discreet translation. In the Bodleian Library there is
-treasured the only known copy of a very poignant and delightful
-rendering of this one book of Ovid's masterpiece. It was made by a
-certain Wye Waltonstall, who lived in the days of Elizabeth, and, seeing
-that he dedicated it to "the Vertuous Ladyes and Gentlewomen of Great
-Britain," I am sure that the gallant writer, could he know of our great
-renascence of cosmetics, would wish his little work to be placed once
-more within their reach. "Inasmuch as to you, ladyes and gentlewomen,"
-so he writes in his queer little dedication, "my booke of pigments doth
-first addresse itself, that it may kisse your hands and afterward have
-the lines thereof in reading sweetened by the odour of your breath,
-while the dead letters formed into words by your divided lips may
-receive new life by your passionate expression, and the words marryed in
-that Ruby coloured temple may thus happily united, multiply your
-contentment." It is rather sad to think that, at this crisis in the
-history of pigments, the Vertuous Ladyes and Gentlewomen cannot read the
-libellus of Wye Waltonstall, who did so dearly love pigments.
-
-But since the days when these great critics wrote their treatises, with
-what gifts innumerable has Artifice been loaded by Science! Many little
-partitions must be added to the narthecium before it can comprehend all
-the new cosmetics that have been quietly devised since classical days,
-and will make the modern toilet chalks away more splendid in its
-possibilities. A pity that no one has devoted himself to the compiling
-of a new list; but doubtless all the newest devices are known to the
-admirable unguentarians of Bond Street, who will impart them to their
-clients. Our thanks, too, should be given to Science for ridding us of
-the old danger that was latent in the use of cosmetics. Nowadays they
-cannot, being purged of any poisonous element, do harm to the skin that
-they make beautiful. There need be no more sowing the seeds of
-destruction in the furrows of time, no martyrs to the cause like
-Georgina Gunning, that fair dame but infelix, who died, so they relate,
-from the effect of a poisonous rouge upon her lips. No, we need have no
-fears now. Artifice will claim not another victim from among her
-worshippers.
-
-Loveliness shall sit at the toilet, watching her oval face in the oval
-mirror. Her smooth fingers shall flit among the paints and powder, to
-tip and mingle them, catch up a pencil, clasp a phial, and what not and
-what _not_, until the mask of vermeil tinct has been laid aptly, the
-enamel quite hardened. And, heavens, how she will charm us and ensorcel
-our eyes! Positively rouge will rob us for a time of all our reason; we
-shall go mad over masks. Was it not at Capua that they had a whole
-street where nothing was sold but dyes and unguents? We must have such a
-street, and, to fill our new Seplasia, our Arcade of the Unguents, herbs
-and minerals and live creatures shall give of their substance. The white
-cliffs of Albion shall be ground to powder for loveliness, and perfumed
-by the ghost of many a little violet. The fluffy eider-ducks, that are
-swimming round the pond, shall lose their feathers, that the powder-puff
-may be moonlike as it passes over loveliness's lovely face. Even the
-camels shall become ministers of delight, giving their hair in many
-tufts to be stained by the paints in her colour-box, and across her
-cheek the swift hare's foot shall fly as of old. The sea shall offer her
-the phucus, its scarlet weed. We shall spill the blood of mulberries at
-her bidding. And, as in another period of great ecstasy, a dancing
-wanton, la belle Aubrey, was crowned upon a church's lighted altar, so
-Arsenic, that "green-tress'd goddess," ashamed at length of skulking
-between the soup of the unpopular and the test-tubes of the Queen's
-analyst, shall be exalted to a place of highest honour upon loveliness's
-toilet-table.
-
-All these things shall come to pass. Times of jolliness and glad
-indulgence! For Artifice, whom we drove forth, has returned among us,
-and, though her eyes are red with crying, she is smiling forgiveness.
-She is kind. Let us dance and be glad, and trip the cockawhoop!
-Artifice, sweetest exile, is come into her kingdom. Let us dance her a
-welcome!
-
-
-
-
-Daimonizomenos
-
- By Arthur Christopher Benson
-
-
- You were clear as a sandy spring
- After a drought, when its waters run
- Evenly, sparingly, filtering
- Into the eye of the sun.
-
- Love you took with a placid smile,
- Pain you bore with a hopeful sigh,
- Never a thought of gain or guile
- Slept in your wide blue eye.
-
- Suddenly, once, at a trivial word,--
- Side by side together we stept,--
- Rose a tempest that swayed and stirred;
- Over your soul it swept.
-
- Dismal visitants, suddenly,
- Pulled the doors in your house of clay;
- Out of the windows there stared at me
- Something horrible, grey.
-
-
-
-
-The Old Oxford Music Hall
-
- By Walter Sickert
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: The Old Oxford Music Hall]
-
-
-
-
-Irremediable
-
- By Ella D'Arcy
-
-
-A young man strolled along a country road one August evening after a
-long delicious day--a day of that blessed idleness the man of leisure
-never knows: one must be a bank clerk forty-nine weeks out of the
-fifty-two before one can really appreciate the exquisite enjoyment of
-doing nothing for twelve hours at a stretch. Willoughby had spent the
-morning lounging about a sunny rickyard; then, when the heat grew
-unbearable, he had retreated to an orchard, where, lying on his back in
-the long cool grass, he had traced the pattern of the apple-leaves
-diapered above him upon the summer sky; now that the heat of the day was
-over he had come to roam whither sweet fancy led him, to lean over
-gates, view the prospect and meditate upon the pleasures of a well-spent
-day. Five such days had already passed over his head, fifteen more
-remained to him. Then farewell to freedom and clean country air! Back
-again to London and another year's toil.
-
-He came to a gate on the right of the road. Behind it a foot-path
-meandered up over a glassy slope. The sheep nibbling on its summit cast
-long shadows down the hill almost to his feet. Road and field-path were
-equally new to him, but the latter offered greener attractions; he
-vaulted lightly over the gate and had so little idea he was taking thus
-the first step towards ruin that he began to whistle "White Wings" from
-pure joy of life.
-
-The sheep stopped feeding and raised their heads to stare at him from
-pale-lashed eyes; first one and then another broke into a startled run,
-until there was a sudden woolly stampede of the entire flock. When
-Willoughby gained the ridge from which they had just scattered he came
-in sight of a woman sitting on a stile at the further end of the field.
-As he advanced towards her he saw that she was young and that she was
-not what is called "a lady"--of which he was glad: an earlier episode in
-his career having indissolubly associated in his mind ideas of feminine
-refinement with those of feminine treachery.
-
-He thought it probable this girl would be willing to dispense with the
-formalities of an introduction and that he might venture with her on
-some pleasant foolish chat.
-
-As she made no movement to let him pass he stood still, and, looking at
-her, began to smile.
-
-She returned his gaze from unabashed dark eyes and then laughed, showing
-teeth white, sound, and smooth as split hazel-nuts.
-
-"Do you wanter get over?" she remarked familiarly.
-
-"I'm afraid I can't without disturbing you."
-
-"Dontcher think you're much better where you are?" said the girl, on
-which Willoughby hazarded:
-
-"You mean to say looking at you? Well, perhaps I am!"
-
-The girl at this laughed again, but nevertheless dropped herself down
-into the further field; then, leaning her arms upon the cross-bar, she
-informed the young man: "No, I don't wanter spoil your walk. You were
-goin' p'raps ter Beacon Point? It's very pretty that wye."
-
-"I was going nowhere in particular," he replied: "just exploring, so to
-speak. I'm a stranger in these parts."
-
-"How funny! Imer stranger here too. I only come down larse Friday to
-stye with a Naunter mine in Horton. Are you stying in Horton?"
-
-Willoughby told her he was not in Orton, but at Povey Cross Farm out in
-the other direction.
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Payne's, ain't it? I've heard aunt speak ovver. She takes
-summer boarders, don't chee? I egspec you come from London, heh?"
-
-"And I expect you come from London too?" said Willoughby, recognising
-the familiar accent.
-
-"You're as sharp as a needle," cried the girl with her unrestrained
-laugh; "so I do. I'm here for a hollerday 'cos I was so done up with the
-work and the hot weather. I don't look as though I'd bin ill, do I? But
-I was, though: for it was just stifflin' hot up in our workrooms all
-larse month, an' tailorin's awful hard work at the bester times."
-
-Willoughby felt a sudden accession of interest in her. Like many
-intelligent young men, he had dabbled a little in Socialism and at one
-time had wandered among the dispossessed; but since then, had caught up
-and held loosely the new doctrine--It is a good and fitting thing that
-woman also should earn her bread by the sweat of her brow. Always in
-reference to the woman who, fifteen months before, had treated him ill,
-he had said to himself that even the breaking of stones in the road
-should be considered a more feminine employment than the breaking of
-hearts.
-
-He gave way therefore to a movement of friendliness for this working
-daughter of the people, and joined her on the other side of the stile in
-token of his approval. She, twisting round to face him, leaned now with
-her back against the bar, and the sunset fires lent a fleeting glory to
-her face. Perhaps she guessed how becoming the light was, for she took
-off her hat and let it touch to gold the ends and fringes of her rough
-abundant hair. Thus and at this moment she made an agreeable picture, to
-which stood as background all the beautiful wooded Southshire view.
-
-"You don't really mean to say you are a tailoress?" said Willoughby with
-a sort of eager compassion.
-
-"I do, though! An' I've bin one ever since I was fourteen. Look at my
-fingers if you don't b'lieve me."
-
-She put out her right hand, and he took hold of it, as he was expected
-to do. The finger-ends were frayed and blackened by needle-pricks, but
-the hand itself was plump, moist, and not unshapely. She meanwhile
-examined Willoughby's fingers enclosing hers.
-
-"It's easy ter see you've never done no work!" she said, half admiring,
-half envious. "I s'pose you're a tip-top swell, ain't you?"
-
-"Oh, yes! I'm a tremendous swell indeed!" said Willoughby ironically. He
-thought of his hundred and thirty pounds' salary; and he mentioned his
-position in the British and Colonial Banking house, without shedding
-much illumination on her mind; for she insisted:
-
-"Well, anyhow, you're a gentleman. I've often wished I was a lady. It
-must be so nice ter wear fine clo'es an' never have ter do any work all
-day long."
-
-Willoughby thought it innocent of the girl to say this; it reminded him
-of his own notion as a child--that kings and queens put on their crowns
-the first thing on rising in the morning. His cordiality rose another
-degree.
-
-"If being a gentleman means having nothing to do," said he, smiling, "I
-can certainly lay no claim to the title. Life isn't all beer and
-skittles with me, any more than it is with you. Which is the better
-reason for enjoying the present moment, don't you think? Suppose, now,
-like a kind little girl, you were to show me the way to Beacon Point,
-which you say is so pretty?"
-
-She required no further persuasion. As he walked beside her through the
-upland fields where the dusk was beginning to fall, and the white
-evening moths to emerge from their daytime hiding-places, she asked him
-many personal questions, most of which he thought fit to parry. Taking
-no offence thereat, she told him, instead, much concerning herself and
-her family. Thus he learned her name was Esther Stables, that she and
-her people lived Whitechapel way; that her father was seldom sober, and
-her mother always ill; and that the aunt with whom she was staying kept
-the post-office and general shop in Orton village. He learned, too, that
-Esther was discontented with life in general; that, though she hated
-being at home, she found the country dreadfully dull; and that,
-consequently, she was extremely glad to have made his acquaintance. But
-what he chiefly realised when they parted was that he had spent a couple
-of pleasant hours talking nonsense with a girl who was natural,
-simple-minded, and entirely free from that repellently protective
-atmosphere with which a woman of the "classes" so carefully surrounds
-herself. He and Esther had "made friends" with the ease and rapidity of
-children before they have learned the dread meaning of "etiquette," and
-they said good-night, not without some talk of meeting each other again.
-
-Obliged to breakfast at a quarter to eight in town, Willoughby was
-always luxuriously late when in the country, where he took his meals
-also in leisurely fashion, often reading from a book propped up on the
-table before him. But the morning after his meeting with Esther Stables
-found him less disposed to read than usual. Her image obtruded itself
-upon the printed page, and at length grew so importunate he came to the
-conclusion the only way to lay it was to confront it with the girl
-herself.
-
-Wanting some tobacco, he saw a good reason for going into Orton. Esther
-had told him he could get tobacco and everything else at her aunt's. He
-found the post-office to be one of the first houses in the widely spaced
-village-street. In front of the cottage was a small garden ablaze with
-old-fashioned flowers; and in a larger garden at one side were
-apple-trees, raspberry and currant bushes, and six thatched beehives on
-a bench. The bowed windows of the little shop were partly screened by
-sunblinds; nevertheless the lower panes still displayed a heterogeneous
-collection of goods--lemons, hanks of yarn, white linen buttons upon
-blue cards, sugar cones, churchwarden pipes, and tobacco jars. A
-letter-box opened its narrow mouth low down in one wall, and over the
-door swung the sign, "Stamps and money-order office," in black letters
-on white enamelled iron.
-
-The interior of the shop was cool and dark. A second glass-door at the
-back permitted Willoughby to see into a small sitting-room, and out
-again through a low and square-paned window to the sunny landscape
-beyond. Silhouetted against the light were the heads of two women: the
-rough young head of yesterday's Esther, the lean outline and bugled cap
-of Esther's aunt.
-
-It was the latter who at the jingling of the door-bell rose from her
-work and came forward to serve the customer; but the girl, with much
-mute meaning in her eyes and a finger laid upon her smiling mouth,
-followed behind. Her aunt heard her footfall. "What do you want here,
-Esther?" she said with thin disapproval; "get back to your sewing."
-
-Esther gave the young man a signal seen only by him and slipped out into
-the side-garden, where he found her when his purchases were made. She
-leaned over the privet-hedge to intercept him as he passed.
-
-"Aunt's an awful ole maid," she remarked apologetically; "I b'lieve
-she'd never let me say a word to enny one if she could help it."
-
-"So you got home all right last night?" Willoughby inquired; "what did
-your aunt say to you?"
-
-"Oh, she arst me where I'd been, and I tolder a lotter lies!" Then, with
-woman's intuition, perceiving that this speech jarred, Esther made haste
-to add, "She's so dreadful hard on me! I dursn't tell her I'd been with
-a gentleman or she'd never have let me out alone again."
-
-"And at present I suppose you'll be found somewhere about that same
-stile every evening?" said Willoughby foolishly, for he really did not
-much care whether he met her again or not. Now he was actually in her
-company he was surprised at himself for having given her a whole
-morning's thought; yet the eagerness of her answer flattered him, too.
-
-"To-night I can't come, worse luck! It's Thursday, and the shops here
-close of a Thursday at five. I'll havter keep aunt company. But
-to-morrer?--I can be there to-morrer. You'll come, say?"
-
-"Esther!" cried a vexed voice, and the precise, right-minded aunt
-emerged through the row of raspberry-bushes; "whatever are you thinking
-about, delayin' the gentleman in this fashion?" She was full of rustic
-and official civility for "the gentleman," but indignant with her niece.
-"I don't want none of your London manners down here," Willoughby heard
-her say as she marched the girl off.
-
-He himself was not sorry to be released from Esther's too friendly eyes,
-and he spent an agreeable evening over a book, and this time managed to
-forget her completely.
-
-Though he remembered her first thing next morning, it was to smile
-wisely and determine he would not meet her again. Yet by dinner-time the
-day seemed long; why, after all, should he not meet her? By tea-time
-prudence triumphed anew--no, he would not go. Then he drank his tea
-hastily and set off for the stile.
-
-Esther was waiting for him. Expectation had given an additional colour
-to her cheeks, and her red-brown hair showed here and there a beautiful
-glint of gold. He could not help admiring the vigorous way in which it
-waved and twisted, or the little curls which grew at the nape of her
-neck, tight and close as those of a young lamb's fleece. Her neck here
-was admirable, too, in its smooth creaminess; and when her eyes lighted
-up with such evident pleasure at his coming, how avoid the conviction
-she was a good and nice girl after all?
-
-He proposed they should go down into the little copse on the right,
-where they would be less disturbed by the occasional passerby. Here,
-seated on a felled tree-trunk, Willoughby began that bantering silly
-meaningless form of conversation known among the "classes" as flirting.
-He had but the wish to make himself agreeable, and to while away the
-time. Esther, however, misunderstood him.
-
-Willoughby's hand lay palm downwards on his knee, and she noticing a
-ring which he wore on his little finger, took hold of it.
-
-"What a funny ring!" she said; "let's look?"
-
-To disembarrass himself of her touch he pulled the ring off and gave it
-her to examine.
-
-"What's that ugly dark green stone?" she asked.
-
-"It's called a sardonyx."
-
-"What's it for?" she said, turning it about.
-
-"It's a signet ring, to seal letters with."
-
-"An' there's a sorter king's head scratched on it, an' some writin' too,
-only I carn't make it out?"
-
-"It isn't the head of a king, although it wears a crown," Willoughby
-explained, "but the head and bust of a Saracen against whom my ancestor
-of many hundred years ago went to fight in the Holy Land. And the words
-cut round it are the motto of our house, 'Vertue vaunceth,' which means
-virtue prevails."
-
-Willoughby may have displayed some slight accession of dignity in giving
-this bit of family history, for Esther fell into uncontrolled laughter,
-at which he was much displeased. And when the girl made as though she
-would put the ring on her own finger, asking, "Shall I keep it?" he
-coloured up with sudden annoyance.
-
-"It was only my fun!" said Esther hastily, and gave him the ring back,
-but his cordiality was gone. He felt no inclination to renew the
-idle-word pastime, said it was time to go back, and, swinging his cane
-vexedly, struck off the heads of the flowers and the weeds as he went.
-Esther walked by his side in complete silence, a phenomenon of which he
-presently became conscious. He felt rather ashamed of having shown
-temper.
-
-"Well, here's your way home," said he with an effort at friendliness.
-"Good-bye, we've had a nice evening anyhow. It was pleasant down there
-in the woods, eh?"
-
-He was astonished to see her eyes soften with tears, and to hear the
-real emotion in her voice as she answered, "It was just heaven down
-there with you until you turned so funny-like. What had I done to make
-you cross? Say you forgive me, do!"
-
-"Silly child!" said Willoughby, completely mollified, "I'm not the least
-angry. There! good-bye!" and like a fool he kissed her.
-
-He anathematised his folly in the white light of next morning, and,
-remembering the kiss he had given her, repented it very sincerely. He
-had an uncomfortable suspicion she had not received it in the same
-spirit in which it had been bestowed, but, attaching more serious
-meaning to it, would build expectations thereon which must be left
-unfulfilled. It were best indeed not to meet her again; for he
-acknowledged to himself that, though he only half liked, and even
-slightly feared, her, there was a certain attraction about her--was it
-in her dark unflinching eyes or in her very red lips?--which might lead
-him into greater follies still.
-
-Thus it came about that for two successive evenings Esther waited for
-him in vain, and on the third evening he said to himself with a grudging
-relief that by this time she had probably transferred her affections to
-some one else.
-
-It was Saturday, the second Saturday since he left town. He spent the
-day about the farm, contemplated the pigs, inspected the feeding of the
-stock, and assisted at the afternoon milking. Then at evening, with a
-refilled pipe, he went for a long lean over the west gate, while he
-traced fantastic pictures and wove romances in the glories of the sunset
-clouds.
-
-He watched the colours glow from gold to scarlet, change to crimson,
-sink at last to sad purple reefs and isles, when the sudden
-consciousness of some one being near him made him turn round. There
-stood Esther, and her eyes were full of eagerness and anger.
-
-"Why have you never been to the stile again?" she asked him. "You
-promised to come faithful, and you never came. Why have you not kep your
-promise? Why?--why?" she persisted, stamping her foot because Willoughby
-remained silent.
-
-What could he say! Tell her she had no business to follow him like this;
-or own, what was, unfortunately, the truth, he was just a little glad to
-see her?
-
-"P'raps you don't care to see me?" she said. "Well, why did you kiss me,
-then?"
-
-Why, indeed! thought Willoughby, marvelling at his own idiotcy, and
-yet--such is the inconsistency of man--not wholly without the desire to
-kiss her again. And while he looked at her she suddenly flung herself
-down on the hedge-bank at his feet and burst into tears. She did not
-cover up her face, but simply pressed one cheek down upon the grass
-while the water poured from her eyes with astonishing abundance.
-Willoughby saw the dry earth turn dark and moist as it drank the tears
-in. This, his first experience of Esther's powers of weeping, distressed
-him horribly; never in his life before had he seen anyone weep like
-that; he should not have believed such a thing possible, and he was
-alarmed, too, lest she should be noticed from the house. He opened the
-gate; "Esther!" he begged, "don't cry. Come out here, like a dear girl,
-and let us talk sensibly."
-
-Because she stumbled, unable to see her way through wet eyes, he gave
-her his hand, and they found themselves in a field of corn, walking
-along the narrow grass-path that skirted it, in the shadow of the
-hedgerow.
-
-"What is there to cry about because you have not seen me for two days?"
-he began; "why, Esther, we are only strangers, after all. When we have
-been at home a week or two we shall scarcely remember each other's
-names."
-
-Esther sobbed at intervals, but her tears had ceased. "It's fine for you
-to talk of home," she said to this. "You've got something that is a
-home, I s'pose? But me! my home's like hell, with nothing but
-quarrellin' and cursin', and father who beats us whether sober or drunk.
-Yes!" she repeated shrewdly, seeing the lively disgust on Willoughby's
-face, "he beat me, all ill as I was, jus' before I come away. I could
-show you the bruises on my arms still. And now to go back there after
-knowin' you! It'll be worse than ever. I can't endure it and I won't!
-I'll put an end to it or myself somehow, I swear!"
-
-"But, my poor Esther, how can I help it, what can I do?" said
-Willoughby. He was greatly moved, full of wrath with her father, with
-all the world which makes women suffer. He had suffered himself at the
-hands of a woman, and severely, but this, instead of hardening his
-heart, had only rendered it the more supple. And yet he had a vivid
-perception of the peril in which he stood. An interior voice urged him
-to break away, to seek safety in flight even at the cost of appearing
-cruel or ridiculous; so, coming to a point in the field where an
-elm-bole jutted out across the path, he saw with relief he could now
-withdraw his hand from the girl's, since they must walk singly to skirt
-round it.
-
-Esther took a step in advance, stopped and suddenly turned to face him;
-she held out her two hands and her face was very near his own.
-
-"Don't you care for me one little bit?" she said wistfully, and surely
-sudden madness fell upon him. For he kissed her again, he kissed her
-many times, and pushed all thoughts of the consequences far from him.
-
-But some of these consequences already called loudly to him as he and
-Esther reached the last gate on the road to Orton.
-
-"You know I have only £130 a year?" he told her: "it's no very brilliant
-prospect for you to marry me on that."
-
-For he had actually offered her marriage, although such conduct to the
-mediocre man must appear incredible or at least uncalled for. But to
-Willoughby it seemed the only course possible. How else justify his
-kisses, rescue her from her father's brutality, or bring back the smiles
-to her face?
-
-As for Esther, sudden exultation had leaped in her heart; then ere
-fifty seconds were gone by, she was certain she would never have
-consented to anything less.
-
-"O! I'me used to managin'," she told him confidently, and mentally
-resolved to buy herself, so soon as she was married, a black feather
-boa, such as she had coveted last winter.
-
-Willoughby spent the remaining days of his holiday in thinking out and
-planning with Esther the details of his return to London and her own,
-the secrecy to be observed, the necessary legal steps to be taken, and
-the quiet suburb in which they would set up housekeeping. And, so
-successfully did he carry out his arrangements, that within five weeks
-from the day on which he had first met Esther Stables he and she came
-out one morning from a church in Highbury husband and wife. It was a
-mellow September day, the streets were filled with sunshine, and
-Willoughby, in reckless high spirits, imagined he saw a reflection of
-his own gaiety on the indifferent faces of the passers-by. There being
-no one else to perform the office he congratulated himself very warmly,
-and Esther's frequent laughter filled in the pauses of the day.
-
-Three months later Willoughby was dining with a friend, and the
-hour-hand of the clock nearing ten the host no longer resisted the
-guest's growing anxiety to be gone. He arose and exchanged with him good
-wishes and good-byes.
-
-"Marriage is evidently a most successful institution," said he, half
-jesting, half sincere; "you almost make me inclined to go and get
-married myself. Confess now your thoughts have been at home the whole
-evening?"
-
-Willoughby thus addressed turned red to the roots of his hair, but did
-not deny the soft impeachment.
-
-The other laughed. "And very commendable they should be," he continued,
-"since you are scarcely, so to speak, out of your honeymoon."
-
-With a social smile on his lips Willoughby calculated a moment before
-replying, "I have been married exactly three months and three days;"
-then, after a few words respecting their next meeting, the two shook
-hands and parted, the young host to finish the evening with books and
-pipe, the young husband to set out on a twenty minutes' walk to his
-home.
-
-It was a cold clear December night following a day of rain. A touch of
-frost in the air had dried the pavements, and Willoughby's footfall
-ringing upon the stones re-echoed down the empty suburban street. Above
-his head was a dark remote sky thickly powdered with stars, and as he
-turned westward Alpherat hung for a moment "comme le point sur un _i_,"
-over the slender spire of St. John's. But he was insensible to the
-worlds about him; he was absorbed in his own thoughts, and these, as his
-friend had surmised, were entirely with his wife. For Esther's face was
-always before his eyes, her voice was always in his ears, she filled the
-universe for him; yet only four months ago he had never seen her, had
-never heard her name. This was the curious part of it--here in December
-he found himself the husband of a girl who was completely dependent upon
-him not only for food, clothes, and lodging, but for her present
-happiness, her whole future life; and last July he had been scarcely
-more than a boy himself, with no greater care on his mind than the
-pleasant difficulty of deciding where he should spend his annual three
-weeks' holiday.
-
-But it is events, not months or years, which age. Willoughby, who was
-only twenty-six, remembered his youth as a sometime companion
-irrevocably lost to him; its vague, delightful hopes were now
-crystallised into definite ties, and its happy irresponsibility
-displaced by a sense of care inseparable perhaps from the most fortunate
-of marriages.
-
-As he reached the street in which he lodged his pace involuntarily
-slackened. While still some distance off his eye sought out and
-distinguished the windows of the room in which Esther awaited him.
-Through the broken slats of the Venetian blinds he could see the yellow
-gaslight within. The parlour beneath was in darkness; his landlady had
-evidently gone to bed, there being no light over the hall door either.
-In some apprehension he consulted his watch under the last street-lamp
-he passed, to find comfort in assuring himself it was only ten minutes
-after ten. He let himself in with his latch-key, hung up his hat and
-overcoat by the sense of touch, and, groping his way upstairs, opened
-the door of the first floor sitting-room.
-
-At the table in the centre of the room sat his wife, leaning upon her
-elbows, her two hands thrust up into her ruffled hair; spread out before
-her was a crumpled yesterday's newspaper, and so interested was she to
-all appearance in its contents that she neither spoke nor looked up as
-Willoughby entered. Around her were the still uncleared tokens of her
-last meal: tea-slops, bread-crumbs, and an eggshell crushed to fragments
-upon a plate, which was one of those trifles that set Willoughby's teeth
-on edge--whenever his wife ate an egg she persisted in turning the
-egg-cup upside down upon the tablecloth, and pounding the shell to
-pieces in her plate with her spoon.
-
-The room was repulsive in its disorder. The one lighted burner of the
-gaselier, turned too high, hissed up into a long tongue of flame. The
-fire smoked feebly under a newly administered shovelful of "slack," and
-a heap of ashes and cinders littered the grate. A pair of walking boots,
-caked in dry mud, lay on the hearthrug just where they had been thrown
-off. On the mantelpiece, amidst a dozen other articles which had no
-business there, was a bedroom-candlestick; and every single article of
-furniture stood crookedly out of its place.
-
-Willoughby took in the whole intolerable picture, and yet spoke with
-kindliness. "Well, Esther! I'm not so late, after all. I hope you did
-not feel the time dull by yourself?" Then he explained the reason of his
-absence. He had met a friend he had not seen for a couple of years, who
-had insisted on taking him home to dine.
-
-His wife gave no sign of having heard him; she kept her eyes rivetted on
-the paper before her.
-
-"You received my wire, of course," Willoughby went on, "and did not
-wait?"
-
-Now she crushed the newspaper up with a passionate movement, and threw
-it from her. She raised her head, showing cheeks blazing with anger, and
-dark, sullen, unflinching eyes.
-
-"I did wyte then!" she cried. "I wyted till near eight before I got your
-old telegraph! I s'pose that's what you call the manners of a
-'gentleman,' to keep your wife mewed up here, while you go gallivantin'
-off with your fine friends?"
-
-Whenever Esther was angry, which was often, she taunted Willoughby with
-being a "gentleman," although this was the precise point about him which
-at other times found most favour in her eyes. But to-night she was
-envenomed by the idea he had been enjoying himself without her, stung by
-fear lest he should have been in company with some other woman.
-
-Willoughby, hearing the taunt, resigned himself to the inevitable.
-Nothing that he could do might now avert the breaking storm, all his
-words would only be twisted into fresh griefs. But sad experience had
-taught him that to take refuge in silence was more fatal still. When
-Esther was in such a mood as this it was best to supply the fire with
-fuel, that, through the very violence of the conflagration, it might the
-sooner burn itself out.
-
-So he said what soothing things he could, and Esther caught them up,
-disfigured them, and flung them back at him with scorn. She reproached
-him with no longer caring for her; she vituperated the conduct of his
-family in never taking the smallest notice of her marriage; and she
-detailed the insolence of the landlady, who had told her that morning
-she pitied "poor Mr. Willoughby," and had refused to go out and buy
-herrings for Esther's early dinner.
-
-Every affront or grievance, real or imaginary, since the day she and
-Willoughby had first met, she poured forth with a fluency due to
-frequent repetition, for, with the exception of to-day's added injuries,
-Willoughby had heard the whole litany many times before.
-
-While she raged and he looked at her, he remembered he had once thought
-her pretty. He had seen beauty in her rough brown hair, her strong
-colouring, her full red mouth. He fell into musing ... a woman may lack
-beauty, he told himself, and yet be loved....
-
-Meantime Esther reached white heats of passion, and the strain could no
-longer be sustained. She broke into sobs and began to shed tears with
-the facility peculiar to her. In a moment her face was all wet with the
-big drops which rolled down her cheeks faster and faster and fell with
-audible splashes on to the table, on to her lap, on to the floor. To
-this tearful abundance, formerly a surprising spectacle, Willoughby was
-now acclimatised; but the remnant of chivalrous feeling not yet
-extinguished in his bosom forbade him to sit stolidly by while a woman
-wept, without seeking to console her. As on previous occasions, his
-peace-overtures were eventually accepted. Esther's tears gradually
-ceased to flow, she began to exhibit a sort of compunction, she wished
-to be forgiven, and, with the kiss of reconciliation, passed into a
-phase of demonstrative affection perhaps more trying to Willoughby's
-patience than all that had preceded it. "You don't love me?" she
-questioned, "I'm sure you don't love me?" she reiterated; and he
-asseverated that he loved her until he loathed himself. Then at last,
-only half satisfied, but wearied out with vexation--possibly, too, with
-a movement of pity at the sight of his haggard face--she consented to
-leave him; only what was he going to do? she asked suspiciously: write
-those rubbishing stories of his? Well, he must promise not to stay up
-more than half an hour at the latest--only until he had smoked one pipe!
-
-Willoughby promised, as he would have promised anything on earth to
-secure to himself a half-hour's peace and solitude. Esther groped for
-her slippers, which were kicked off under the table; scratched four or
-five matches along the box and threw them away before she succeeded in
-lighting her candle; set it down again to contemplate her tear-swollen
-reflection in the chimney-glass, and burst out laughing.
-
-"What a fright I do look, to be sure!" she remarked complacently, and
-again thrust her two hands up through her disordered curls. Then,
-holding the candle at such an angle that the grease ran over on to the
-carpet, she gave Willoughby another vehement kiss and trailed out of the
-room with an ineffectual attempt to close the door behind her.
-
-Willoughby got up to shut it himself, and wondered why it was that
-Esther never did any one mortal thing efficiently or well. Good God! how
-irritable he felt! It was impossible to write. He must find an outlet
-for his impatience, rend or mend something. He began to straighten the
-room, but a wave of disgust came over him before the task was fairly
-commenced. What was the use? To-morrow all would be bad as ever. What
-was the use of doing anything? He sat down by the table and leaned his
-head upon his hands.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The past came back to him in pictures: his boyhood's past first of all.
-He saw again the old home, every inch of which was familiar to him as
-his own name; he reconstructed in his thought all the old well-known
-furniture, and replaced it precisely as it had stood long ago. He passed
-again a childish linger over the rough surface of the faded Utrecht
-velvet chairs, and smelled again the strong fragrance of the white
-lilac-tree, blowing in through the open parlour-window. He savoured anew
-the pleasant mental atmosphere produced by the dainty neatness of
-cultured women, the companionship of a few good pictures, of a few good
-books. Yet this home had been broken up years ago, the dear familiar
-things had been scattered far and wide, never to find themselves under
-the same roof again; and from those near relatives who still remained to
-him he lived now hopelessly estranged.
-
-Then came the past of his first love-dream, when he worshipped at the
-feet of Nora Beresford, and, with the wholeheartedness of the true
-fanatic, clothed his idol with every imaginable attribute of virtue and
-tenderness. To this day there remained a secret shrine in his heart
-wherein the Lady of his young ideal was still enthroned, although it was
-long since he had come to perceive she had nothing whatever in common
-with the Nora of reality. For the real Nora he had no longer any
-sentiment: she had passed altogether out of his life and thoughts; and
-yet, so permanent is all influence, whether good or evil, that the
-effect she wrought upon his character remained. He recognised to-night
-that her treatment of him in the past did not count for nothing among
-the various factors which had determined his fate.
-
-Now the past of only last year returned, and, strangely enough, this
-seemed farther removed from him than all the rest. He had been
-particularly strong, well and happy this time last year. Nora was
-dismissed from his mind, and he had thrown all his energies into his
-work. His tastes were sane and simple, and his dingy, furnished rooms
-had become through habit very pleasant to him. In being his own they
-were invested with a greater charm than another man's castle. Here he
-had smoked and studied, here he had made many a glorious voyage into the
-land of books. Many a home-coming, too, rose up before him out of the
-dark ungenial streets to a clean blazing fire, a neatly laid cloth, an
-evening of ideal enjoyment; many a summer twilight when he mused at the
-open window, plunging his gaze deep into the recesses of his neighbour's
-lime-tree, where the unseen sparrows chattered with such unflagging
-gaiety.
-
-He had always been given to much day-dreaming, and it was in the silence
-of his rooms of an evening that he turned his phantasmal adventures into
-stories for the magazines; here had come to him many an editorial
-refusal, but, here, too, he had received the news of his first
-unexpected success. All his happiest memories were embalmed in those
-shabby, badly furnished rooms.
-
-Now all was changed. Now might there be no longer any soft indulgence of
-the hour's mood. His rooms and everything he owned belonged now to
-Esther, too. She had objected to most of his photographs, and had
-removed them. She hated books, and were he ever so ill-advised as to
-open one in her presence, she immediately began to talk, no matter how
-silent or how sullen her previous mood had been. If he read aloud to her
-she either yawned despairingly, or was tickled into laughter where there
-was no reasonable cause. At first, Willoughby had tried to educate her
-and had gone hopefully to the task. It is so natural to think you may
-make what you will of the woman who loves you. But Esther had no wish to
-improve. She evinced all the self-satisfaction of an illiterate mind. To
-her husband's gentle admonitions she replied with brevity that she
-thought her way quite as good as his; or, if he didn't approve of her
-pronunciation, he might do the other thing, she was too old to go to
-school again. He gave up the attempt, and, with humiliation at his
-previous fatuity, perceived that it was folly to expect a few weeks of
-his companionship could alter or pull up the impressions of years, or
-rather of generations.
-
-Yet here he paused to admit a curious thing: it was not only Esther's
-bad habits which vexed him, but habits quite unblameworthy in
-themselves, and which he never would have noticed in another, irritated
-him in her. He disliked her manner of standing, of walking, of sitting
-in a chair, of folding her hands. Like a lover he was conscious of her
-proximity without seeing her. Like a lover, too, his eyes followed her
-every movement, his ear noted every change in her voice. But, then,
-instead of being charmed by everything as the lover is, everything
-jarred upon him.
-
-What was the meaning of this? To-night the anomaly pressed upon him: he
-reviewed his position. Here was he quite a young man, just twenty-six
-years of age, married to Esther, and bound to live with her so long as
-life should last--twenty, forty, perhaps fifty years more. Every day of
-those years to be spent in her society; he and she face to face, soul to
-soul; they two alone amid all the whirling, busy, indifferent world. So
-near together in semblance, in truth so far apart as regards all that
-makes life dear.
-
-Willoughby groaned. From the woman he did not love, whom he had never
-loved, he might not again go free; so much he recognised. The feeling he
-had once entertained for Esther, strange compound of mistaken chivalry
-and flattered vanity, was long since extinct; but what, then, was the
-sentiment with which she inspired him? For he was not indifferent to
-her--no, never for one instant could he persuade himself he was
-indifferent, never for one instant could he banish her from his
-thoughts. His mind's eye followed her during his hours of absence as
-pertinaciously as his bodily eye dwelt upon her actual presence. She was
-the principal object of the universe to him, the centre around which his
-wheel of life revolved with an appalling fidelity.
-
-What did it mean? What could it mean? he asked himself with anguish.
-
-And the sweat broke out upon his forehead and his hands grew cold, for
-on a sudden the truth lay there like a written word upon the tablecloth
-before him. This woman, whom he had taken to himself for better for
-worse, inspired him with a passion--intense indeed, all-masterful,
-soul-subduing as Love itself--.... But when he understood the terror of
-his Hatred, he laid his head upon his arms and wept, not facile tears
-like Esther's, but tears wrung out from his agonising, unavailing
-regret.
-
-
-
-
-Portrait of a Gentleman
-
- By Will Rothenstein
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of a Gentleman]
-
-
-
-
-Two Sonnets
-
- By William Watson
-
-
- I--The Frontier
-
- At the hushed brink of twilight,--when, as though
- Some solemn journeying phantom paused to lay
- An ominous finger on the awestruck day,
- Earth holds her breath till that great presence go,--
- A moment comes of visionary glow,
- Pendulous 'twixt the gold hour and the grey,
- Lovelier than these, more eloquent than they
- Of memory, foresight, and life's ebb and flow.
-
- So have I known, in some fair woman's face,
- While viewless yet was Time's more gross imprint,
- The first, faint, hesitant, elusive hint
- Of that invasion of the vandal years
- Seem deeper beauty than youth's cloudless grace,
- Wake subtler dreams, and touch me nigh to tears.
-
-
- II--Night on Curbar Edge, Derbyshire
-
- No echo of man's life pursues my ears;
- Nothing disputes this Desolation's reign;
- Change comes not, this dread temple to profane,
- Where time by æons reckons, not by years.
- Its patient form one crag, sole-stranded, rears,
- Type of whate'er is destined to remain
- While yon still host encamped on Night's waste plain
- Keeps armèd watch, a million quivering spears.
-
- Hushed are the wild and wing'd lives of the moor;
- The sleeping sheep nestle 'neath ruined wall,
- Or unhewn stones in random concourse hurled:
- Solitude, sleepless, listens at Fate's door;
- And there is built and 'stablisht over all
- Tremendous Silence, older than the world.
-
-
-
-
-The Reflected Faun
-
- By Laurence Housman
-
-_Reproduced by Messrs. Carl Hentschel & Co._
-
-[Illustration: The Reflected Faun]
-
-
-
-
-A Sentimental Cellar
-
- By George Saintsbury
-
-
- [It would appear from the reference to a "Queen" that the following
- piece was written in or with a view to the reign of Queen Anne,
- though an anachronism or two (such as a reference to the '45 and a
- quotation from Adam Smith) may be noted. On the other hand, an
- occasional mixture of "you" and "thou" seems to argue a date before
- Johnson. It must at any rate have been composed for, or in
- imitation of the style of, one or other of the eighteenth-century
- collections of Essays.]
-
-It chanced the other day that I had a mind to visit my old friend
-Falernianus. The maid who opened the door to me showed me into his
-study, and apologised for her master's absence by saying that he was in
-the cellar. He soon appeared, and I rallied him a little on the gravity
-of his occupation. Falernianus, I must tell you, is neither a drunkard
-nor a man of fortune. But he has a pretty taste in wine, indulges it
-rather in collection than in consumption, and arranges his cellar (or,
-as he sometimes calls it, "cellaret") himself, having no butler or other
-man-servant. He took my pleasantry very good-humouredly; and when I
-asked him further if I might behold this temple of his devotions he
-complied at once. "'Tis rather a chantry than a temple, Eugenius," said
-he, "but you are very welcome to see it if you please; and if you are
-minded to hear a sermon, perhaps I can preach one different from what
-you may expect at an Oracle of the Bottle."
-
-We soon reached the cavern, which, indeed, was much less magnificent
-than that over which Bacbuc presided; and I perused, not without
-interest (for I had often tasted the contents), the various bins in
-which bottles of different shapes and sizes were stowed away with a
-modest neatness. Falernianus amused himself, and did not go so far as to
-weary me, with some tales of luck or disappointment in his purchases, of
-the singular improvement of this vintage, and the mortifying conduct of
-that. For these wine-lovers are curious in their phrase; and it is not
-disgusting to hear them say regretfully that the claret of such and such
-a year "has not spoken yet"; or that another was long "under the curse
-of the seventies." This last phrase, indeed, had a grandiloquent and
-romantic turn which half surprised me from my friend, a humourist with a
-special horror of fine speech or writing, and turning sharply I saw a
-smile on his lips.
-
-"But," said I, "my Falernianus, your sermon? For I scarce think that
-this wine-chat would be dignified by you with such a name."
-
-"You are right, Eugenius," answered he, "but I do not quite know whether
-I am wise to disclose even to you the ruling fancy under which I have
-formed this little liquid museum, or Baccheum if you prefer it."
-
-"I think you may," said I, "for in the first place we are old enough
-friends for such confidences, and in the second I know you to be too
-much given to laugh at your own foibles to be greatly afraid of
-another's ridicule."
-
-"You say well," he said, "so mark! For if my sermon inflicts what our
-toasts call ennui upon you, remember that in the words of their
-favourite Molière, 'You have willed it.'
-
-"I do not, Eugenius, pretend to be indifferent to good wine in itself.
-But when I called this little cellar of mine just now a museum I did no
-dishonour to the daughters of Mnemosyne. For you will observe that wine,
-by the fact of its keeping powers and by the other fact of its date
-being known, is a sort of calendar made to the hand of whoso would
-commemorate, with a festive solemnity, the things that are, as Mr.
-Dryden says,
-
- 'Hid in the sacred treasure of the past.'
-
-If not the mere juice of the grape (for the merit of the strongest wine
-after fifty or sixty years is mostly but itself a memory), strong waters
-brewed on the day of a man's birth will keep their fire and gain ever
-fresh mellowness though he were to outlive the longest lifetime; and in
-these little flasks here, my Eugenius, you will find a cup of Nantz that
-was born with me, and that will keep its virtues long after thou and I
-have gone to solve the great enigma. Again, thou seest those pints of
-red port which nestle together? Within a few days, Eugenius, of the time
-when that must was foaming round the Douro peasants, I made mine
-entrance at the University. You can imagine with what a mixture of
-tender and humorous feelings I quaff them now and then. When their juice
-was tunned, what amiable visions, what boyish hopes floated before my
-eyes! I was to carry off all that Cam or Isis had of honours or profit,
-all that either could give of learning. I was to have my choice of
-learned retirement on the one hand, or of ardent struggle at the hoarse
-bar on the other, with the prizes of the senate beyond. They were scarce
-throwing down their crust when that dream faded; they had scarce become
-drinkable by a hasty toper before I saw clearly that metaphysical aid
-was wanting, and that a very different fate must be mine. I make no moan
-over it, Eugenius, and I puff away like a worse than prostitute as she
-is, the demon Envy when she whispers in my ear the names of Titius or
-Seius, and adds, 'Had they better parts, or only better stars than you?'
-But as they fable that the wine itself throbs with the early movement of
-the sap in the vines, so, Eugenius, when I sip that cordial (and truth
-'tis a noble vintage) the old hopes, the old follies, the old dreams
-waken in me, and I am once more eighteen.
-
-"Look yonder again at those cobwebbed vessels of various shapes that lie
-side by side, although of different vineyards, in the peaceful bins.
-They all date from a year in which the wheel of fortune brought honest
-men to the top in England; and if only for a brief space, as, I am told,
-they sing in North Britain, 'the de'il went hame wi' a' the Whigs before
-him' (I must tell you, Mr. ----, that Falernianus, though a loyal
-subject to our good Queen, is a most malignant Tory, and indeed I have
-heard him impeached of Jacobitism by ill-willers). But no more of
-politics." He paused a moment and then went on: "I think I see you smile
-again, Eugenius, and say to yourself, 'These are but dry-lipped subjects
-for so flowing a calendar.' And to tell the truth, my friend, the main
-part of my ephemerides of this kind has been filled by the aid of the
-goddess who was ever nearest and kindest to Bacchus. In yonder bin lie
-phials of the mightiest port that Lusitanian summers ever blackened, and
-flasks of sack from the more southern parts of that peninsula, which our
-Ben or his son Herrick would have loved. In the same year which saw the
-pressing of these generous juices the earth was made more fair by the
-birth of Bellamira and Candiope. The blackest purple of the Lusitanian
-grape is not so black as the tresses of Candiope's hair, nor doth the
-golden glow of the sherris approach in flame the locks of Bellamira; but
-if I let the sunlight play through both, Love, with fantastic triumph,
-shows me, as the bright motes flicker and flee through the sack, the
-tawny eyes of Candiope, and the stain, no longer black or purple, but
-rosy red, that floats from the Oportian juice on the white napery,
-recalls the velvet blush of Bellamira's cheek."
-
-"And this?" I said, pointing to a bin of Bordeaux near me. "Thou shalt
-try it this very day," said Falernianus with a laugh, which I thought
-carried off some feelings a little overstrained; "'tis a right pleasant
-wine, and they made it in the year when I first saw the lips of Damaris.
-The flavour is not unlike theirs, and if it should fluster thine head a
-little, and cause thee what men call heartburn, I will not say that the
-effects are wholly dissimilar." It is not like Falernianus even to jest
-at women, and I turned to another. His face cleared. "Many a year has
-passed," he said, "since the grape that bore that juice was gathered,
-and even as it was ripening it chanced that I met Lalage and won her.
-The wine was always good and the love likewise; but in neither in their
-early years was there half the pleasure that there is now. But I weary
-you, Eugenius, and perhaps the philosopher speaks truly in saying that
-these things are not matters of sympathy, or, as the Scripture saith, a
-stranger is not partaker of them. Suffice it to say that these
-imprisoned rubies and topazes, amethysts and jacinths, never flash in
-the glass, nor collect their deeper body of colour in the flagon,
-without bringing a memory with them, that my lips seldom kiss them
-without recalling other kisses, my eye never beholds them without seeing
-other colours and other forms in 'the sessions of sweet silent thought.'
-At the refining of this elixir I assumed the virile gown; when that
-nectar was fit for drinking I made my first appearance in the field of
-letters; and this again recalls the death of dear friends and the
-waning of idle hopes. When I am dead, or if any reverse of fortune makes
-me part with this cabinet of quintessence, it will pass to heirs or
-purchasers as so much good wine and nothing more. To me it is that and
-much more--a casket of magic liquors, a museum, as I have called it, of
-glasses like that of Dr. Dee, in which I see again the smile of beauty
-and the hope of youth, in which once more I win, lose, possess, conquer,
-am defeated; in which I live over again in the recesses of fantasy the
-vanished life of the past.
-
-"But it is not often that I preach in this fashion. Let us take a turn
-in the garden while they get dinner ready, that you may taste," and he
-smiled, "that you may taste--if you dare--the wine that I have likened
-to the lips of Damaris."
-
-
-
-
-Night Piece
-
- By Aubrey Beardsley
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Night Piece]
-
-
-
-
-Stella Maris
-
- by Arthur Symons
-
-
- Why is it I remember yet
- You, of all women one has met
- In random wayfare, as one meets
- The chance romances of the streets,
- The Juliet of a night? I know
- Your heart holds many a Romeo.
- And I, who call to mind your face
- In so serene a pausing-place,
- Where the bright pure expanse of sea,
- The shadowy shore's austerity,
- Seems a reproach to you and me,
- I too have sought on many a breast
- The ecstasy of love's unrest,
- I too have had my dreams, and met
- (Ah me!) how many a Juliet.
- Why is it, then, that I recall
- You, neither first nor last of all?
- For, surely as I see to-night
- The glancing of the lighthouse light,
- Against the sky, across the bay,
- As turn by turn it falls my way,
- So surely do I see your eyes
- Out of the empty night arise,
- Child, you arise and smile to me
- Out of the night, out of the sea,
- The Nereid of a moment there,
- And is it seaweed in your hair?
-
- O lost and wrecked, how long ago,
- Out of the drownèd past, I know,
- You come to call me, come to claim
- My share of your delicious shame.
- Child, I remember, and can tell
- One night we loved each other well;
- And one night's love, at least or most,
- Is not so small a thing to boast.
- You were adorable, and I
- Adored you to infinity,
- That nuptial night too briefly borne
- To the oblivion of morn.
- Oh, no oblivion! for I feel
- Your lips deliriously steal
- Along my neck, and fasten there;
- I feel the perfume of your hair,
- And your soft breast that heaves and dips,
- Desiring my desirous lips,
- And that ineffable delight
- When souls turn bodies, and unite
- In the intolerable, the whole
- Rapture of the embodied soul.
-
- That joy was ours, we passed it by;
- You have forgotten me, and I
- Remember you thus strangely, won
- An instant from oblivion.
- And I, remembering, would declare
- That joy, not shame, is ours to share,
- Joy that we had the will and power,
- In spite of fate, to snatch one hour,
- Out of vague nights, and days at strife,
- So infinitely full of life.
- And 'tis for this I see you rise,
- A wraith, with starlight in your eyes,
- Here, where the drowsy-minded mood
- Is one with Nature's solitude;
- For this, for this, you come to me
- Out of the night, out of the sea.
-
-
-
-
-A Study
-
- By Sir Frederic Leighton, P.R.A.
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: A Study]
-
-
-
-
-Two Sketches
-
- By Henry Harland
-
-
- I--Mercedes
-
-When I was a child some one gave me a family of white mice. I don't
-remember how old I was, I think about ten or eleven; but I remember very
-clearly the day I received them. It must have been a Thursday, a
-half-holiday, for I had come home from school rather early in the
-afternoon. Alexandre, dear old ruddy round-faced Alexandre, who opened
-the door for me, smiled in a way that seemed to announce, "There's a
-surprise in store for you, sir." Then my mother smiled too, a smile, I
-thought, of peculiar promise and interest. After I had kissed her she
-said, "Come into the dining-room. There's something you will like."
-Perhaps I concluded it would be something to eat. Anyhow, all agog with
-curiosity, I followed her into the dining-room--and Alexandre followed
-_me_, anxious to take part in the rejoicing. In the window stood a big
-cage, enclosing the family of white mice.
-
-I remember it as a very big cage indeed; no doubt I should find it
-shrunken to quite moderate dimensions if I could see it again. There
-were three generations of mice in it: a fat old couple, the founders of
-the race, dozing phlegmatically on their laurels in a corner; then a
-dozen medium-sized, slender mice, trim and youthful-looking, rushing
-irrelevantly hither and thither, with funny inquisitive little faces;
-and then a squirming mass of pink things, like caterpillars, that were
-really infant mice, newborn. They didn't remain infants long, though. In
-a few days they had put on virile togas of white fur, and were
-scrambling about the cage and nibbling their food as independently as
-their elders. The rapidity with which my mice multiplied and grew to
-maturity was a constant source of astonishment to me. It seemed as if
-every morning I found a new litter of young mice in the cage--though how
-they had effected an entrance through the wire gauze that lined it was a
-hopeless puzzle--and these would have become responsible,
-self-supporting mice in no time.
-
-My mother told me that somebody had sent me this soul-stirring present
-from the country, and I dare say I was made to sit down and write a
-letter of thanks. But I'm ashamed to own I can't remember who the giver
-was. I have a vague notion that it was a lady, an elderly
-maiden-lady--Mademoiselle ... something that began with P--who lived
-near Tours, and who used to come to Paris once or twice a year, and
-always brought me a box of prunes.
-
-Alexandre carried the cage into my play-room, and set it up against the
-wall. I stationed myself in front of it, and remained there all the rest
-of the afternoon, gazing in, entranced. To watch their antics, their
-comings and goings, their labours and amusements, to study their shrewd,
-alert physiognomies, to wonder about their feelings, thoughts,
-intentions, to try to divine the meaning of their busy twittering
-language--it was such keen, deep delight. Of course I was an
-anthropomorphist, and read a great deal of human nature into them;
-otherwise it wouldn't have been such fun. I dragged myself reluctantly
-away when I was called to dinner. It was hard that evening to apply
-myself to my school-books. Before I went to bed I paid them a parting
-visit; they were huddled together in their nest of cotton-wool, sleeping
-soundly. And I was up at an unheard-of hour next morning, to have a bout
-with them before going to school. I found Alexandre, in his nightcap and
-long white apron, occupied with the _soins de propreté_, as he said. He
-cleaned out the cage, put in fresh food and water, and then, pointing to
-the fat old couple, the grandparents, who stopped lazily abed, sitting
-up and rubbing their noses together, whilst their juniors scampered
-merrily about their affairs, "Tiens! On dirait Monsieur et Madame
-Denis," he cried. I felt the appositeness of his allusion; and the old
-couple were forthwith officially denominated Monsieur and Madame Denis,
-for their resemblance to the hero and heroine of the song--though which
-was Monsieur, and which Madame, I'm not sure that I ever clearly knew.
-
-It was a little after this that I was taken for the first time in my
-life to the play. I fancy the theatre must have been the Porte St.
-Martin; at any rate, it was a theatre in the Boulevard, and towards the
-East, for I remember the long drive we had to reach it. And the piece
-was _The Count of Monte Cristo_. In my memory the adventure shines, of
-course, as a vague blur of light and joy; a child's first visit to the
-play, and that play _The Count of Monte Cristo_! It was all the
-breath-taking pleasantness of romance made visible, audible, actual. A
-vague blur of light and joy, from which only two details separate
-themselves. First, the prison scene, and an aged man, with a long white
-beard, moving a great stone from the wall; then--the figure of Mercedes.
-I went home terribly in love with Mercedes. Surely there are no such
-_grandes passions_ in maturer life as those helpless, inarticulate ones
-we burn in secret with before our teens; surely we never love again so
-violently, desperately, consumedly. Anyhow, I went home terribly in love
-with Mercedes. And--do all children lack humour?--I picked out the
-prettiest young ladyish-looking mouse in my collection, cut off her
-moustaches, adopted her as my especial pet, and called her by the name
-of my _dea certè_.
-
-All of my mice by this time had become quite tame. They had plenty to
-eat and drink, and a comfortable home, and not a care in the world; and
-familiarity with their master had bred assurance; and so they had become
-quite tame and shamefully, abominably lazy. Luxury, we are taught, was
-ever the mother of sloth. I could put my hand in amongst them, and not
-one would bestir himself the littlest bit to escape me. Mercedes and I
-were inseparable. I used to take her to school with me every day; she
-could be more conveniently and privately transported than a lamb. Each
-_lycéen_ had a desk in front of his form, and she would spend the
-school-hours in mine, I leaving the lid raised a little, that she might
-have light and air. One day, the usher having left the room for a
-moment, I put her down on the floor, thereby creating a great excitement
-amongst my fellow-pupils, who got up from their places and formed an
-eager circle round her. Then suddenly the usher came back, and we all
-hurried to our seats, while he, catching sight of Mercedes, cried out,
-"A mouse! A white mouse! Who dares to bring a white mouse to the class?"
-And he made a dash for her. But she was too quick, too 'cute, for "the
-likes of" Monsieur le Pion. She gave a jump, and in the twinkling of an
-eye had disappeared up my leg, under my trousers. The usher searched
-high and low for her, but she prudently remained in her hiding-place;
-and thus her life was saved, for when he had abandoned his ineffectual
-chase, he announced, "I should have wrung her neck." I turned pale to
-imagine the doom she had escaped as by a hair's breadth. "It is useless
-to ask which of you brought her here," he continued. "But mark my
-words: if ever I find a mouse again in the class _I will wring her
-neck_!" And yet, in private life, this bloodthirsty _pion_ was a quite
-gentle, kindly, underfed, underpaid, shabby, struggling fellow, with
-literary aspirations, who would not have hurt a fly.
-
-The secrets of a schoolboy's pocket! I once saw a boy surreptitiously
-angling in Kensington Gardens, with a string and a bent pin. Presently
-he landed a fish, a fish no bigger than your thumb, perhaps, but still a
-fish. Alive and wet and flopping as it was, he slipped it into his
-pocket. I used to carry Mercedes about in mine. One evening, when I put
-in my hand to take her out, I discovered to my bewilderment that she was
-not alone. There were four little pink mites of infant mice clinging to
-her.
-
-I had enjoyed my visit to the theatre so much that at the _jour de l'an_
-my father included a toy-theatre among my presents. It had a real
-curtain of green baize, that would roll up and down, and beautiful
-coloured scenery that you could shift, and footlights, and a trap-door
-in the middle of the stage; and indeed it would have been altogether
-perfect, except for the Company. I have since learned that this is not
-infrequently the case with theatres. My company consisted of pasteboard
-men and women who, as artists, struck me as eminently unsatisfactory.
-They couldn't move their arms or legs, and they had such stolid,
-uninteresting faces. I don't know how it first occurred to me to turn
-them all off, and fill their places with my mice. Mercedes, of course,
-was leading lady; Monsieur and Madame Denis were the heavy parents; and
-a gentlemanlike young mouse named Leander was _jeune premier_. Then, in
-my leisure, they used to act the most tremendous plays. I was
-stage-manager, prompter, playwright, chorus, and audience, placing the
-theatre before a looking-glass, so that, though my duties kept me
-behind, I could peer round the edge, and watch the spectacle as from
-the front. I would invent the lines and deliver them, but, that my
-illusion might be the more complete, I would change my voice for each
-personage. The lines tried hard to be verses; no doubt they were _vers
-libres_. At any rate, they were mouth-filling and sonorous. The first
-play we attempted, I need hardly say, was _Le Comte de Monte Cristo_,
-such version of it as I could reconstruct from memory. That had rather a
-long run. Then I dramatised _Aladdin and the Wonderful Lamp_, _Paul et
-Virginie_, _Quentin Durward_, and _La Dame de Monsoreau_. Mercedes made
-a charming Diane, Leander a brilliant and dashing Bussy; Monsieur Denis
-was cast for the rôle of Frère Gorenflot; and a long, thin,
-cadaverous-looking mouse, Don Quichotte by name, somewhat inadequately
-represented Chicot. We began, as you see, with melodrama; presently we
-descended to light comedy, playing _Les Mémoires d'un Ane_, _Jean qui
-rit_, and other works of the immortal Madame de Ségur. And then at last
-we turned a new leaf, and became naturalistic. We had never heard of the
-naturalist school, though Monsieur Zola had already published some
-volumes of the _Rougon-Macquart_; but ideas are in the air; and we, for
-ourselves, discovered the possibilities of naturalism simultaneously, as
-it were, with the acknowledged apostle of that form of art. We would
-impersonate the characters of our own world--our schoolfellows and
-masters, our parents, servants, friends--and carry them through
-experiences and situations derived from our impressions of real life.
-Perhaps we rather led them a dance; and I dare say those we didn't like
-came in for a good deal of retributive justice. It was a little
-universe, of which we were the arch-arbiters, our will the final law.
-
-I don't know whether all children lack humour; but I'm sure no grown-up
-author-manager can take his business more seriously than I took mine.
-Oh, I enjoyed it hugely; the hours I spent at it were enraptured hours;
-but it was grim, grim earnest. After a while I began to long for a less
-subjective public, a more various audience. I would summon the servants,
-range them in chairs at one end of the room, conceal myself behind the
-theatre, and spout the play with fervid solemnity. And they would
-giggle, and make flippant commentaries, and at my most impassioned
-climaxes burst into guffaws. My mice, as has been said, were overfed and
-lazy, and I used to have to poke them through their parts with sticks
-from the wings; but this was a detail which a superior imagination
-should have accepted as one of the conventions of the art. It made the
-servants laugh, however; and when I would step to the front in person,
-and, with tears in my eyes, beseech them to be sober, they would but
-laugh the louder. "Bless you, sir, they're only mice--_ce ne sont que
-des souris_," the cook called out on one such occasion. She meant it as
-an apology and a consolation, but it was the unkindest cut of all. Only
-mice, indeed! To me they had been a young gentleman and lady lost in the
-Desert of Sahara, near to die for the want of water, and about to be
-attacked, captured, and sold into slavery, by a band of Bedouin Arabs.
-Ah, well, the artist must steel himself to meet with indifference or
-derision from the public, to be ignored, misunderstood, or jeered at;
-and to rely for his real, his legitimate, reward on the pleasure he
-finds in his work.
-
-And now there befell a great change in my life. Our home in Paris was
-broken up, and we moved to St. Petersburg. It was impossible to take my
-mice with us; their cage would have hopelessly complicated our
-impedimenta. So we gave them to the children of our concierge. Mercedes,
-however, I was resolved I would not part with, and I carried her all the
-way to the Russian capital by hand. In my heart I was looking to her to
-found another family--she had so frequently become a mother in the
-past. But month succeeded month, and she forever disappointed me, and at
-last I abandoned hope. In solitude and exile Mercedes degenerated sadly;
-got monstrously fat; too indolent to gnaw, let her teeth grow to a
-preposterous length; and in the end died of a surfeit of _smetana_.
-
-When I returned to Paris, at the age of twenty, to _faire mon droit_ in
-the Latin Quarter, I paid a visit to our old house, and discovered the
-same old concierge in the _loge_. I asked her about the mice, and she
-told me her children had found the care of them such a bother that at
-first they had neglected them, and at last allowed them to escape. "They
-took to the walls, and for a long time afterwards, Monsieur, the mice of
-this neighbourhood were pied. To this day they are of a paler hue than
-elsewhere."
-
-
- II--A Broken Looking-Glass
-
-He climbed the three flights of stone stairs, and put his key into the
-lock; but before he turned it, he stopped--to rest, to take breath. On
-the door his name was painted in big white letters, Mr. Richard Dane. It
-is always silent in the Temple at midnight; to-night the silence was
-dense, like a fog. It was Sunday night; and on Sunday night, even within
-the hushed precincts of the Temple, one is conscious of a deeper hush.
-
-When he had lighted the lamp in his sitting-room, he let himself drop
-into an arm-chair before the empty fireplace. He was tired, he was
-exhausted. Yet nothing had happened to tire him. He had dined, as he
-always dined on Sundays, with the Rodericks, in Cheyne Walk; he had
-driven home in a hansom. There was no reason why he should be tired.
-But he was tired. A deadly lassitude penetrated his body and his spirit,
-like a fluid. He was too tired to go to bed.
-
-"I suppose I am getting old," he thought.
-
-To a second person the matter would have appeared one not of supposition
-but of certainty, not of progression but of accomplishment. Getting old
-indeed? But he _was_ old. It was an old man, grey and wrinkled and
-wasted, who sat there, limp, sunken upon himself, in his easy-chair. In
-years, to be sure, he was under sixty; but he looked like a man of
-seventy-five.
-
-"I am getting old, I suppose I am getting old."
-
-And vaguely, dully, he contemplated his life, spread out behind him like
-a misty landscape, and thought what a failure it had been. What had it
-come to? What had it brought him? What had he done or won? Nothing,
-nothing. It had brought him nothing but old age, solitude,
-disappointment, and, to-night especially, a sense of fatigue and apathy
-that weighed upon him like a suffocating blanket. On a table, a yard or
-two away, stood a decanter of whisky, with some soda-water bottles and
-tumblers; he looked at it with heavy eyes, and he knew that there was
-what he needed. A little whisky would strengthen him, revive him, and
-make it possible for him to bestir himself and undress and go to bed.
-But when he thought of rising and moving to pour the whisky out, he
-shrunk from that effort as from an Herculean labour; no--he was too
-tired. Then his mind went back to the friends he had left in Chelsea
-half an hour ago; it seemed an indefinably long time ago, years and
-years ago; they were like blurred phantoms, dimly remembered from a
-remote past.
-
-Yes, his life had been a failure; total, miserable, abject. It had come
-to nothing; its harvest was a harvest of ashes. If it had been a useful
-life, he could have accepted its unhappiness; if it had been a happy
-life, he could have forgotten its uselessness; but it had been both
-useless and unhappy. He had done nothing for others, he had won nothing
-for himself. Oh, but he had tried, he had tried. When he had left Oxford
-people expected great things of him; he had expected great things of
-himself. He was admitted to be clever, to be gifted; he was ambitious,
-he was in earnest. He wished to make a name, he wished to justify his
-existence by fruitful work. And he had worked hard. He had put all his
-knowledge, all his talent, all his energy, into his work; he had not
-spared himself; he had passed laborious days and studious nights. And
-what remained to show for it? Three or four volumes upon Political
-Economy, that had been read in their day a little, discussed a little,
-and then quite forgotten--superseded by the books of newer men. "Pulped,
-pulped," he reflected bitterly. Except for a stray dozen of copies
-scattered here and there--in the British Museum, in his College library,
-on his own bookshelves--his published writings had by this time (he
-could not doubt) met with the common fate of unsuccessful literature,
-and been "pulped."
-
-"Pulped--pulped; pulped--pulped." The hateful word beat rhythmically
-again and again in his tired brain; and for a little while that was all
-he was conscious of.
-
-So much for the work of his life. And for the rest? The play? The
-living? Oh, he had nothing to recall but failure. It had sufficed that
-he should desire a thing, for him to miss it; that he should set his
-heart upon a thing, for it to be removed beyond the sphere of his
-possible acquisition. It had been so from the beginning; it had been so
-always. He sat motionless as a stone, and allowed his thoughts to drift
-listlessly hither and thither in the current of memory. Everywhere they
-encountered wreckage, derelicts: defeated aspirations, broken hopes.
-Languidly he envisaged these. He was too tired to resent, to rebel. He
-even found a certain sluggish satisfaction in recognising with what
-unvarying harshness destiny had treated him, in resigning himself to the
-unmerited.
-
-He caught sight of his hand, lying flat and inert upon the brown leather
-arm of his chair. His eyes rested on it, and for the moment he forgot
-everything else in a sort of torpid study of it. How white it was, how
-thin, how withered; the nails were parched into minute corrugations; the
-veins stood out like dark wires; the skin hung loosely on it, and had a
-dry lustre: an old man's hand. He gazed at it fixedly, till his eyes
-closed and his head fell forward. But he was not sleepy, he was only
-tired and weak.
-
-He raised his head with a start, and changed his position. He felt cold;
-but to endure the cold was easier than to get up, and put something on,
-or go to bed.
-
-How silent the world was; how empty his room. An immense feeling of
-solitude, of isolation, fell upon him. He was quite cut off from the
-rest of humanity here. If anything should happen to him, if he should
-need help of any sort, what could he do? Call out? But who would hear?
-At nine in the morning the porter's wife would come with his tea. But if
-anything should happen to him in the meantime? There would be nothing
-for it but to wait till nine o'clock.
-
-Ah, if he had married, if he had had children, a wife, a home of his
-own, instead of these desolate bachelor chambers!
-
-If he had married, indeed! It was his sorrow's crown of sorrow that he
-had not married, that he had not been able to marry, that the girl he
-had wished to marry wouldn't have him. Failure? Success? He could have
-accounted failure in other things a trifle, he could have laughed at
-what the world calls failure, if Elinor Lynd had been his wife. But
-that was the heart of his misfortune, she wouldn't have him.
-
-He had met her for the first time when he was a lad of twenty, and she a
-girl of eighteen. He could see her palpable before him now: her slender
-girlish figure, her bright eyes, her laughing mouth, her warm brown hair
-curling round her forehead. Oh, how he had loved her. For twelve years
-he had waited upon her, wooed her, hoped to win her. But she had always
-said, "No--I don't love you. I am very fond of you; I love you as a
-friend; we all love you that way--my mother, my father, my sisters. But
-I can't marry you." However, she married no one else, she loved no one
-else; and for twelve years he was an ever-welcome guest in her father's
-house; and she would talk with him, play to him, pity him; and he could
-hope. Then she died. He called one day, and they said she was ill. After
-that there came a blank in his memory--a gulf, full of blackness and
-redness, anguish and confusion; and then a sort of dreadful sudden calm,
-when they told him she was dead.
-
-He remembered standing in her room, after the funeral, with her father,
-her mother, her sister Elizabeth. He remembered the pale daylight that
-filled it, and how orderly and cold and forsaken it all looked. And
-there was her bed, the bed she had died in; and there her
-dressing-table, with her combs and brushes; and there her writing-desk,
-her bookcase. He remembered a row of medicine bottles on the
-mantelpiece; he remembered the fierce anger, the hatred of them, as if
-they were animate, that had welled up in his heart as he looked at them,
-because they had failed to do their work.
-
-"You will wish to have something that was hers, Richard," her mother
-said. "What would you like?"
-
-On her dressing-table there was a small looking-glass in an ivory
-frame. He asked if he might have that, and carried it away with him. She
-had looked into it a thousand times, no doubt; she had done her hair in
-it; it had reflected her, enclosed her, contained her. He could almost
-persuade himself that something of her must remain in it. To own it was
-like owning something of herself. He carried it home with him, hugging
-it to his side with a kind of passion.
-
-He had prized it, he prized it still, as his dearest treasure; the
-looking-glass in which her face had been reflected a thousand times; the
-glass that had contained her, known her; in which something of herself,
-he felt, must linger. To handle it, look at it, into it, behind it, was
-like holding a mystic communion with her; it gave him an emotion that
-was infinitely sweet and bitter, a pain that was dissolved in joy.
-
-The glass lay now, folded in its ivory case, on the chimney-shelf in
-front of him. That was its place; he always kept it on his
-chimney-shelf; so that he could see it whenever he glanced round his
-room. He leaned back in his chair, and looked at it; for a long time his
-eyes remained fixed upon it. "If she had married me, she wouldn't have
-died. My love, my care, would have healed her. She could not have died."
-Monotonously, automatically, the phrase repeated itself over and over
-again in his mind, while his eyes remained fixed on the ivory case into
-which her looking-glass was folded. It was an effect of his fatigue, no
-doubt, that his eyes, once directed upon an object, were slow to leave
-it for another; that a phrase once pronounced in his thought had this
-tendency to repeat itself over and over again.
-
-But at last he roused himself a little, and leaning forward, put his
-hand out and up, to take the glass from the shelf. He wished to hold it,
-to touch it and look into it. As he lifted it towards him, it fell open,
-the mirror proper being fastened to a leather back, which was glued to
-the ivory, and formed a hinge. It fell open; and his grasp had been
-insecure; and the jerk as it opened was enough. It slipped from his
-fingers, and dropped with a crash upon the hearthstone.
-
-The sound went through him like a physical pain. He sank back into his
-chair, and closed his eyes. His heart was beating as after a mighty
-physical exertion. He knew vaguely that a calamity had befallen him; he
-could vaguely imagine the splinters of shattered glass at his feet. But
-his physical prostration was so great as to obliterate, to neutralise,
-emotion. He felt very cold. He felt that he was being hurried along with
-terrible speed through darkness and cold air. There was the continuous
-roar of rapid motion in his ears, a faint, dizzy bewilderment in his
-head. He felt that he was trying to catch hold of things, to stop his
-progress, but his hands closed upon emptiness; that he was trying to
-call out for help, but he could make no sound. On--on--on, he was being
-whirled through some immeasurable abyss of space.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Ah, yes, he's dead, quite dead," the doctor said. "He has been dead
-some hours. He must have passed away peacefully sitting here in his
-chair."
-
-"Poor gentleman," said the porter's wife. "And a broken looking-glass
-beside him. Oh, it's a sure sign, a broken looking-glass."
-
-
-
-
-Portrait of a Lady
-
- By Will Rothenstein
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of a Lady]
-
-
-
-
-Two Poems
-
- By Edmund Gosse
-
-
- I--Alere Flammam
-
- To A. C. B.
-
- In ancient Rome, the secret fire,--
- An intimate and holy thing,--
- Was guarded by a tender choir
- Of kindred maidens in a ring;
- Deep, deep within the house it lay,
- No stranger ever gazed thereon,
- But, flickering still by night and day,
- The beacon of the house, it shone;
- Thro' birth and death, from age to age,
- It passed, a quenchless heritage;
-
- And there were hymns of mystic tone
- Sung round about the family flame,
- Beyond the threshold all unknown,
- Fast-welded to an ancient name;
- There sacrificed the sire as priest,
- Before that altar, none but he,
- Alone he spread the solemn feast
- For a most secret deity;
- He knew the god had once been sire,
- And served the same memorial fire.
-
- Ah! so, untouched by windy roar
- Of public issues loud and long,
- The Poet holds the sacred door,
- And guards the glowing coal of song;
- Not his to grasp at praise or blame,
- Red gold, or crowns beneath the sun,
- His only pride to tend the flame
- That Homer and that Virgil won,
- Retain the rite, preserve the act,
- And pass the worship on intact.
-
- Before the shrine at last he falls;
- The crowd rush in, a chattering band
- But, ere he fades in death, he calls
- Another priest to ward the brand;
- He, with a gesture of disdain,
- Flings back the ringing brazen gate,
- Reproves, repressing, the profane,
- And feeds the flame in primal state;
- Content to toil and fade in turn,
- If still the sacred embers burn.
-
-
- II--A Dream of November
-
- Far, far away, I know not where, I know not how,
- The skies are grey, the boughs are bare, bare boughs in flower:
- Long lilac silk is softly drawn from bough to bough,
- With flowers of milk and buds of fawn, a broidered shower.
-
- Beneath that tent an Empress sits, with slanted eyes,
- And wafts of scent from censers flit, a lilac flood;
- Around her throne bloom peach and plum in lacquered dyes,
- And many a blown chrysanthemum, and many a bud.
-
- She sits and dreams, while bonzes twain strike some rich bell,
- Whose music seems a metal rain of radiant dye;
- In this strange birth of various blooms, I cannot tell
- Which spring from earth, which slipped from looms, which sank from sky.
-
- Beneath her wings of lilac dim, in robes of blue,
- The Empress sings a wordless hymn that thrills her bower;
- My trance unweaves, and winds, and shreds, and forms anew
- Dark bronze, bright leaves, pure silken threads, in triple flower.
-
-
-
-
-Portrait of Mrs. Patrick Campbell
-
- By Aubrey Beardsley
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of Mrs. Patrick Campbell]
-
-
-
-
-The Dedication
-
- By Fred M. Simpson
-
-
- PERSONS REPRESENTED
-
- Lucy Rimmerton. Harold Sekbourne
-
-
-
-Scene I--The period is 1863
-
-_The sitting-room in_ Lucy Rimmerton's _lodgings. She is seated in front
-of the fire making some toast._
-
-_Lucy._ There! I think that will do, although it isn't anything very
-great. [_Rises._] What a colour I must have! Harold says I always manage
-to toast myself very much better than I do the bread. [_Lights the gas,
-and begins arranging some flowers on the table._] His favourite flowers;
-I know he will be pleased when he sees them. How strange it is that he
-should really care for me!--I, who am so commonplace and ordinary,
-hardly pretty either, although he says I am. I always tell him he might
-have done so much better than propose to a poor governess without a
-penny.--Oh, if only his book proves a success!--a really great
-success!--how glorious it will be! Why doesn't the wretched publisher
-make haste and bring it out? I believe he is keeping it back on purpose.
-What dreadful creatures they are! At first--squabble, squabble,
-squabble; squabble about terms, squabble about this, another squabble
-about that, and then, when everything is finally arranged, delay, delay,
-delay. "You must wait for the publishing season." As though a book were
-a young lady whose future might be seriously jeopardised if it made its
-_début_ at an unfashionable time.
-
- [_The door opens, and_ Harold _bursts into the room_.]
-
-_Harold._ It's out, it's out; out at last.
-
-_Lucy._ What, the book! Really! Where is it? Do show it to me.
-
-_Harold._ Do you think you deserve it!
-
-_Lucy._ Oh! don't tantalise me. Have you seen it? What is it like!
-
-_Harold._ It is printed, and very much like other books.
-
-_Lucy._ You are horrid. I believe you have it with you. Have you?
-
-_Harold._ And what if I say yes?
-
-_Lucy._ You have. Do let me see it.
-
-_Harold._ And will you be very good if I do!
-
-_Lucy._ I'll be angelic.
-
-_Harold._ Then on that condition only--There! take it gently. [Lucy
-_snatches it, and cuts the string_.] I thought you never cut string?
-
-_Lucy._ There is never a never that hasn't an exception.
-
-_Harold._ Not a woman's, certainly.
-
-_Lucy._ Oh! how nice it looks! And to think that it is yours, really and
-truly yours. "Grace: a Sketch. By Harold Sekbourne." It's delicious!
-[_Holding the book, dances round the room._]
-
-_Harold._ I shall begin to be jealous. You will soon be more in love
-with my book than you are with me.
-
-_Lucy._ And why shouldn't I be? Haven't you always said that a man's
-work is the best part of him?
-
-_Harold._ If my silly sayings are to be brought up in evidence against
-me like this, I shall----
-
-_Lucy._ You shall what?
-
-_Harold._ Take the book back.
-
-_Lucy._ Oh, will you? I should like to see you do it. [_Holds it behind
-her._] You have got to get it first.
-
-_Harold._ And what are you going to give me for it?
-
-_Lucy._ Isn't it a presentation copy?
-
-_Harold._ It is the very first to leave the printer's.
-
-_Lucy._ Then you ought not to want any payment.
-
-_Harold._ I do though, all the same. Come--no payment, no book.
-
-_Lucy._ There, there, there!
-
-_Harold._ And there.
-
-_Lucy._ Oh! don't! You'll stifle me. And is this for me; may I really
-keep it?
-
-_Harold._ Of course you may; I brought it expressly for you.
-
-_Lucy._ How nice of you! And you'll write my name in it?
-
-_Harold._ I'll write the dedication.
-
-_Lucy._ What do you mean?
-
-_Harold._ You shall see. Pen and ink for the author! A new pen and
-virgin ink!
-
-_Lucy._ Your Authorship has but to command to be obeyed.
-
-_Harold._ [_Sitting down, writes._] It is printed in all the other
-copies, but this one I have had bound specially for you, with a blank
-sheet where the dedication comes, so that in your copy, and yours alone,
-I can write it myself. There.
-
-_Lucy._ [_Looks over his shoulder and reads._] "To my Lady Luce." Oh,
-Harold, you have dedicated it to me!
-
-_Harold._ Who else could I dedicate it to? although 'tis--
-
- "Not so much honouring thee,
- As giving it a hope that now
- It may immortal be."
-
-_Lucy._ It is good of you.
-
-_Harold._ [_Writes again._] "Harold Sekbourne"--what's to-day?--oh, yes,
-"3rd November, 1863."
-
-_Lucy._ And will people know who the "Lady Luce" is?
-
-_Harold._ They will some day. The dedication in my next book shall be
-"To my Lady Wife."
-
-_Lucy._ I wonder if I shall ever be that. It seems so long coming.
-
-_Harold._ I don't mind when it is--to-morrow, if you like.
-
-_Lucy._ Don't talk nonsense, although it is my fault for beginning it.
-And now sit down--no, here in the arm-chair--and you shall have some
-nice tea.
-
- [_She makes and pours out the tea as Harold talks._]
-
-_Harold._ You won't have to wait long if this proves a success: and it
-will be one. I know it; I feel it. It isn't only that everybody who has
-read it, likes it; it's something else that I can't describe, not even
-to you; a feeling inside, that--call it conceit if you like, but it
-isn't conceit; it isn't conceit to feel confidence in oneself. Why, look
-at the trash, the arrant trash, that succeeds every day; you will say,
-perhaps, that it succeeds because it is trash, that trash is what people
-want--they certainly get it. But no book that ever had real stuff in it
-has failed yet, and I feel that--Ha! ha! the same old feeling mentioned
-above. Don't think me an awful prig, Luce. I don't talk to anybody else
-as I do to you; and if you only knew what a relief it is to me to let
-myself go a bit occasionally, you would excuse everything.
-
-_Lucy._ You have a right to be conceited.
-
-_Harold._ Not yet. I have done nothing yet; but I mean to. [_Takes up
-the book._] I wonder what will become of you and your fellows; what will
-be your future? Will you one day adorn the shelves of libraries, figure
-in catalogues of "Rare books and first editions," and be contended for
-by snuffy, long-clothed bibliomaniacs, who will bid one against the
-other for the honour of possessing you? Or will you descend to the
-tables of secondhand book-stalls marked at a great reduction; or lie in
-a heap, with other lumber, outside the shop-front, all this lot sixpence
-each, awaiting there, uncared for, unnoticed, and unknown, your ultimate
-destination, the dust-hole?
-
-_Lucy._ You are horrid. What an idea!
-
-_Harold._ No, I don't think that will be your end. [_Puts down the
-book._] You are not going to the dustbin, you are going to be a success.
-No more hack work for me after this. Why, supposing only the first
-edition is sold, I more than clear expenses, and if it runs to
-two--ten--twenty editions, I shall receive--the amount fairly takes my
-breath away. Twentieth thousand; doesn't it sound fine? We shall have
-our mansion in Grosvenor Square yet, Luce; and that charming, little old
-house we saw the other day up the river--we'll have that, too; so that
-we can run down here from Saturday to Monday, to get away from London
-fog and nastiness. Yes, I am going to be rich some day--rich--in ten
-years' time, if this book gets a fair start and I have anything like
-decent luck, I shall be the best known author in England. [_Rises._] The
-son of the old bookseller who failed will be able then to repay those
-who helped him when he wanted help, and, more delightful thought still,
-pay back those with interest who did their best to keep him down, when
-they could just as easily have helped him to rise. I am going to have a
-success, I feel it. In a few weeks' time I'll bring you a batch of
-criticisms that will astonish you. But what is the matter? why so silent
-all of a sudden? has my long and conceited tirade disgusted you?
-
-_Lucy._ No, not at all.
-
-_Harold._ Then what is it?
-
-_Lucy._ I was only thinking that--[_hesitates_].
-
-_Harold._ Thinking what? About me:
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, about you and--and also about myself.
-
-_Harold._ That is just as it should be, about us two together.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, but I was afraid----
-
-_Harold._ [_Smiling._] Afraid! what of?
-
-_Lucy._ Nothing, nothing really. I am ashamed that--let me give you some
-more tea.
-
-_Harold._ No, thanks. Come, let me hear, make a clean breast of it.
-
-_Lucy._ I can't, really; you would only laugh at me.
-
-_Harold._ Then why deny me a pleasure, for you know I love to laugh?
-
-_Lucy._ Well, then--if you become famous--and rich----
-
-_Harold._ If I do; well?
-
-_Lucy._ You won't--you won't forget me, will you?
-
-_Harold._ Forget you, what an idea! Why do I want to become famous? why
-do I want to become rich? For my own sake? for the sake of the money?
-Neither. I want it for your sake, so that you can be rich; so that you
-can have everything you can possibly want. I don't mind roughing it a
-bit myself, but----
-
-_Lucy._ No more do I: I am sure we might be very happy living even here.
-
-_Harold._ No, thank you; no second pair fronts for me, or, rather, none
-for my wife. I want you to forget all about this place, as though it had
-never existed; I want you to only remember your giving lessons as a
-nightmare which has passed and gone. I want you to take a position in
-the world, to go into society----
-
-_Lucy._ But, Harold----
-
-_Harold._ To entertain, receive, lead----
-
-_Lucy._ But I could never lead. I detest receiving. I hate
-entertaining----
-
-_Harold._ Except me.
-
-_Lucy._ I often wonder if I do. You are so clever and I----
-
-_Harold._ Such a goose. Whatever put such ideas into your head? Why, you
-are actually crying.
-
-_Lucy._ I am not.
-
-_Harold._ Then what is that? [_Puts his finger against her cheek._] What
-is that little sparkling drop?
-
-_Lucy._ It must be a tear of joy, then.
-
-_Harold._ Which shall be used to christen the book!
-
-_Lucy._ Oh, don't--there, you have left a mark.
-
-_Harold._ It is your fault. My finger wouldn't have done it by itself.
-Are you going to be silly any more?
-
-_Lucy._ No, I am not.
-
-_Harold._ And you are going to love me, believe in me, and trust me?
-
-_Lucy._ I do all three--implicitly.
-
-_Harold._ [_He kisses her._] The seal of the trinity. [_Looks at his
-watch._] By jove, I must be going.
-
-_Lucy._ So soon?
-
-_Harold._ Rather; I have to dine in Berkeley Square at eight o'clock, at
-Sir Humphrey Mockton's. You would like their house, it's a beauty, a
-seventeenth or eighteenth century one, with such a gorgeous old
-staircase. He's awfully rich, and just a little bit vulgar--"wool" I
-think it was, or "cottons," or some other commodity; but his daughter is
-charming--I should say daughters, as there are two of them, so you
-needn't be jealous.
-
-_Lucy._ Jealous? of course I am not. Have you known them long?
-
-_Harold._ Oh! some little time. They are awfully keen to see my book. I
-am going to take--send them a copy. You see I must be civil to these
-people, they know such an awful lot of the right sort; and their
-recommendation of a book will have more weight than fifty
-advertisements. So good-bye. [_Takes his overcoat._]
-
-_Lucy._ Let me help you. But you are going without noticing my flowers.
-
-_Harold._ I have been admiring them all along, except when I was looking
-at you.
-
-_Lucy._ Don't be silly.
-
-_Harold._ They are charming. Sir Humphrey has some orchids just the same
-colours; you ought to see them; he has basketsful sent up every week
-from his place in Surrey.
-
-_Lucy._ No wonder my poor little chrysanthemums didn't impress you.
-
-_Harold._ What nonsense! I would give more for one little flower from
-you, than for the contents of all his conservatories.
-
-_Lucy._ Then you shall have that for nothing.
-
-_Harold._ Don't, it will destroy the bunch.
-
-_Lucy._ What does that matter? they are all yours.
-
-_Harold._ You do your best to spoil me.
-
-_Lucy._ [_Pins the flower into his button-hole._] Don't talk nonsense.
-There!
-
-_Harold._ What a swell you have made me look!
-
-_Lucy._ Good-bye; when shall I see you again?
-
-_Harold._ Not until Sunday, I am afraid; I am so busy just now. But I'll
-come round early, and, if fine, we'll go and lunch at Richmond, and have
-a good walk across the Park afterwards. Would you like it?
-
-_Lucy._ Above all things, but--but don't spend all your money on me.
-
-_Harold._ Bother the money! I am going to be rich. Good-bye till Sunday.
-
-_Lucy._ _Au revoir_; and while you are dining in your grand house, with
-lots of grand people, I am going to enjoy a delightful evening here, not
-alone, as I shall have your book for company. Good-bye.
-
-
-Six Months elapse between Scene I. and Scene II.
-
-
-
-Scene II--The Scene and Persons are the same
-
-Lucy _is dressed as before; she is seated_. Harold _is in evening dress,
-with a flower in his button-hole; he stands by the fireplace_.
-
-_Harold._ Well, all I have to say is, I think you are most unreasonable.
-
-_Lucy._ You have no right to say that.
-
-_Harold._ I have if I think it.
-
-_Lucy._ Well, you have no right to think it.
-
-_Harold._ My thoughts are not my own, I suppose?
-
-_Lucy._ They are so different from what I should have expected you to
-have that I almost doubt it.
-
-_Harold._ Better say I have changed at once.
-
-_Lucy._ And so you have.
-
-_Harold._ Who is saying things one has no right to say now?
-
-_Lucy._ I am only saying what I think.
-
-_Harold._ Then if you want to have the right to your own thoughts,
-kindly let me have the right to mine. [_Walks to the window._] I can't
-prevent people sending me invitations, can I?
-
-_Lucy._ You need not accept them.
-
-_Harold._ And make enemies right and left, I suppose?
-
-_Lucy._ I don't want you to do that, and I don't want either to prevent
-your enjoying yourself; but--but, I do want to see you occasionally.
-
-_Harold._ And so you do.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, very--perhaps I should say I want to see you often.
-
-_Harold._ And so do I you, but I can't be in two places at once. This is
-what I mean when I say you are unreasonable. I must go out. If I am to
-write, I must study people, character, scenes. I can't do that by
-stopping at home: I can't do that by coming here; I know you and I know
-your landlady, and there is nobody else in the house, except the slavey
-and the cat; and although the slavey may be a very excellent servant and
-the cat a most original quadruped, still, I don't want to make elaborate
-studies of animals--either four-legged or two. One would imagine, from
-the way you talk, that I did nothing except enjoy myself. I only go out
-in the evenings.
-
-_Lucy._ Still you might spare a little time, now and then, to come and
-see me, if only for half an hour.
-
-_Harold._ What am I doing now? I gave up a dinner-party to come here
-to-night.
-
-_Lucy._ Do you know it is exactly a month yesterday since you were here
-last?
-
-_Harold._ I can't be always dangling at your apron-strings.
-
-_Lucy._ Harold!
-
-_Harold._ If we are going to be married, we----
-
-_Lucy._ If?
-
-_Harold._ Well, when, if you like it better; we shall see enough of one
-another then. I have written to you, it isn't as though I hadn't done
-that.
-
-_Lucy._ But that is not the same thing as seeing you; and your letters,
-too, have been so scrappy. [Harold _throws himself into the arm-chair_.]
-They used to be so different before your book came out.
-
-_Harold._ I had more time then.
-
-_Lucy._ I sometimes wish that it had never been published at all, that
-you had never written it, or, at all events, that it had never been such
-a success.
-
-_Harold._ That's kind, at all events--deuced kind and considerate!
-
-_Lucy._ It seems to have come between us as a barrier. When I think how
-eagerly we looked forward to its appearance, what castles in the air we
-built as to how happy we were going to be, and all the things we were
-going to do, if it were a success, and now to think that----
-
-_Harold._ [_Jumps up._] Look here, Lucy, I'm damned if--I can't stand
-this much longer! Nag, nag, nag! I can't stand it. I am worked off my
-head during the day, I am out half the night, and when I come here for a
-little quiet, a little rest, its--[_Breaks off suddenly_].
-
-_Lucy._ I am so sorry. If I had thought----
-
-_Harold._ Can't you see that you are driving me mad? I have been here
-half an hour, and the whole of the time it has been nothing but
-reproaches.
-
-_Lucy._ I don't think they would have affected you so much if you hadn't
-felt that you deserved them!
-
-_Harold._ There you go again! I deserve them--[_laughs harshly_]. It is
-my fault, I suppose, that it is the season; it is my fault that people
-give dinner-parties and balls; it is my fault, I suppose, that you don't
-go out as much as I do?
-
-_Lucy._ Certainly not; although, as a matter of fact, I haven't been out
-one single evening for the last three--nearly four--months.
-
-_Harold._ That's right; draw comparisons; say I'm a selfish brute.
-You'll tell me next that I am tired of you, and----
-
-_Lucy._ Harold! don't, don't--you--you hurt me! Of course I never
-thought of such a--[_she rises_]--You are not, are you? I--I couldn't
-bear it!
-
-_Harold._ Of course I am not. Don't be so silly. [_He sits._]
-
-_Lucy._ It was silly of me, I confess it. I know you better than that.
-Why, it's rank high treason, I deserve to lose my head; and my only
-excuse is that thinking such a thing proves I must have lost it already.
-Will your majesty deign to pardon?
-
-_Harold._ [_Testily._] Yes, yes, that's all right! There, look out,
-you'll crumple my tie.
-
-_Lucy._ I am so sorry! And now tell me all about your grand friends
-and----
-
-_Harold._ They are not grand to me. Simply because a person is rich or
-has a title, I don't consider them any "grander" than I--by jove, no!
-These people are useful to me, or else I shouldn't stand it. They
-"patronise" me, put their hand on my shoulder and say, "My dear young
-friend, we predict great things for you." The fools, as though a single
-one of them was capable even of forming an opinion, much less of
-prophesying. They make remarks about me before my face; they talk of,
-and pet, me as though I were a poodle. I go through my tricks and they
-applaud; and they lean over with an idiotic simper to the dear friend
-next to them and say, "Isn't he clever?" as though they had taught me
-themselves. Bah! They invite me to their houses, I dine with them once a
-week; but if I were to tell them to-morrow that I wanted to marry one of
-their daughters, they would kick me out of the room, and consider it a
-greater insult than if the proposal had come from their own footman.
-
-_Lucy._ But that doesn't matter, because you don't want to marry one of
-them, do you? Was that Miss Mockton with you in the Park last Sunday?
-
-_Harold._ How do you know I was in the Park at all?
-
-_Lucy._ Because I saw you there.
-
-_Harold._ You were spying, I suppose.
-
-_Lucy._ Spying? I don't know what you mean. I went there for a walk
-after church.
-
-_Harold._ Alone?
-
-_Lucy._ Of course not, I was with Mrs. Glover.
-
-_Harold._ Your landlady?
-
-_Lucy._ Why not?--Oh! you need not be afraid. I shouldn't have brought
-disgrace upon you by obliging you to acknowledge me before your grand
-friends. I took good care to keep in the background.
-
-_Harold._ Do you mean to insinuate that I am a snob?
-
-_Lucy._ Be a little kind.
-
-_Harold._ Well, it is your own fault, you insinuate that----
-
-_Lucy._ I was wrong. I apologise, but--but--[_begins to cry_].
-
-_Harold._ There, don't make a scene--don't, there's a good girl. There,
-rest your head here. I suppose I am nasty. I didn't mean it, really. You
-must make allowances for me. I am worried and bothered. I can't work--at
-least I can't do work that satisfies me--and altogether I am not quite
-myself. Late hours are playing the very deuce with my nerves. There, let
-me kiss away the tears--now give me your promise that you will never be
-so foolish again.
-
-_Lucy._ I--I promise. It is silly of me--now I am all right.
-
-_Harold._ Giboulées d'Avril! The sun comes out once more, the shower is
-quite over.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, quite over; you always are so kind. It is my fault
-entirely. I--I think my nerves must be a little upset, too.
-
-_Harold._ We shall make a nice couple, shan't we? if we are often going
-to behave like this! Now, are you quite calm?
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, quite.
-
-_Harold._ That's right, because I want you to listen patiently for a few
-minutes to what I am going to say; it is something I want to talk to you
-about very seriously. You won't interrupt me until I have quite
-finished, will you?
-
-_Lucy._ What is it? not that--no, I won't.
-
-_Harold._ You know we talked about--I mean it was arranged we should be
-married the beginning of July--wasn't it?
-
-_Lucy._ Yes.
-
-_Harold._ Well, I want to know if you would mind very much putting it
-off a little--quite a little--only till the autumn? I'll tell you why.
-Of course if you _do_ mind very much, I sha'n't press it, but--it's like
-this: the scene of my new book is, as you know, laid abroad. I have been
-trying to write it, but can't get on with it one little bit. I want some
-local colour. I thought I should be able to invent it, I find I can't.
-It is hampering and keeping me back terribly. And so--and so I thought
-if you didn't mind very much that--that if I were to go to France
-for--for six months or so--alone, that--in fact it would be the making
-of me. I have never had an opportunity before; it has always been grind,
-grind, grind, and if I am prevented from going now, I may never have a
-chance again. What do you say?
-
-_Lucy._ But why shouldn't we be married as arranged, and spend our
-honeymoon over there?
-
-_Harold._ Because I want to work.
-
-_Lucy._ And would my being there prevent you? You used to say you always
-worked so much better when I was----
-
-_Harold._ But you don't understand. This is different. I want to work
-_hard_, and no man could do that on his honeymoon--at least I know I
-couldn't.
-
-_Lucy._ No, but--And--and till when did you want to put off our--our
-marriage? Until your return?
-
-_Harold._ Well, that would depend on circumstances. You don't suppose I
-would postpone it for a second, if I could help it; but--Until my
-return? I hope sincerely that it can be managed then, but, you see, over
-there I shall be spending money all the time, and not earning a sou,
-and--and so we _might_ have to wait a little bit longer, just until I
-could replenish the locker, until I had published and been paid for my
-new book.
-
-_Lucy._ But I have given notice to leave at midsummer.
-
-_Harold._ Has Mrs. Duncan got another governess!
-
-_Lucy._ No, but----
-
-_Harold._ Then you can stop on, can't you! They will surely be only too
-delighted to keep you.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes--I can stop on. [_He tries to kiss her._] No, don't; not
-now.
-
-_Harold._ And you don't really mind the postponement very much, do you?
-
-_Lucy._ Not if it will assist you.
-
-_Harold._ I thought you would say that, I knew you would. It will assist
-me very much. I shouldn't otherwise suggest it. It does seem too bad
-though, doesn't it? To have to postpone it after waiting all these
-years, and just as it was so near, too. I have a good mind not to go,
-after all--only, if I let this chance slip, I may never have another.
-Besides, six months is not so very long, is it? And when they are over,
-then we won't wait any longer. You will come and see me off, won't you?
-It would never do for an engaged man to go away for even six months,
-without his lady love coming to see him start.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, I will come. When do you go?
-
-_Harold._ The end of next week, I expect; perhaps earlier if I can
-manage it. But I shall see you before then. We'll go and have dinner
-together at our favourite little restaurant. When shall it be! Let me
-see, I am engaged on--I can't quite remember what my engagements are.
-
-_Lucy._ I have none.
-
-_Harold._ Then that's settled. Good-bye, Luce; you don't mind very much,
-do you? The time will soon pass. You are a little brick to behave as you
-have done. [_Going._] It will be Monday or Tuesday next for our dinner,
-but I will let you know. Good-bye.
-
-_Lucy._ Good-bye.
-
-
-Thirty Years elapse between Scene II. and Scene III.
-
-
-
-Scene III--Lucy Rimmerton, Agnes Rimmerton (her niece)
-
-_A well-furnished comfortable room in_ Lucy Rimmerton's _house. She is
-seated in front of the fire, in an easy-chair, reading. The door opens,
-without her noticing it, and_ Agnes _comes in, closes the door gently,
-crosses the room, and bends over her_.
-
-_Agnes._ A happy New Year to you, Aunt Luce.
-
-_Lucy._ What! Agnes, is that you? I never heard you come in. I really
-think I must be getting deaf.
-
-_Agnes._ What nonsense! I didn't intend you should hear me. I wanted to
-wish you a happy New Year first.
-
-_Lucy._ So as to make your Aunt play second fiddle. The same to you,
-dear.
-
-_Agnes._ Thank you. [_Warms her hands at the fire._] Oh, it _is_ cold;
-not here I mean, but out of doors; the thermometer is down I don't know
-how many degrees below freezing.
-
-_Lucy._ It seems to agree with you, at all events. You look as bright
-and rosy as though you were the New Year itself come to visit me.
-
-_Agnes._ [_Laughs merrily._] So I ought to. I ran nearly all the way,
-except when I slid, to the great horror of an old gentleman who was
-busily engaged lecturing some little boys on the enormity of their sins
-in making a beautifully long slide in the middle of the pavement.
-
-_Lucy._ And what brought you out so early?
-
-_Agnes._ To see you, of course. Besides, the morning is so lovely it
-seemed a sin to remain indoors. I do hope the frost continues all the
-holidays.
-
-_Lucy._ It is all very well for you, but it must be terribly trying for
-many people--the poor, for instance.
-
-_Agnes._ Yes. [_A pause._] Auntie, you don't know anything, do you,
-about how--how poor people live?
-
-_Lucy._ Not so much as I ought to.
-
-_Agnes._ I didn't mean _very_ poor people, not working people. I meant a
-person poor like--like I am poor.
-
-_Lucy._ [_Smiling._] Don't you know how you live yourself?
-
-_Agnes._ Of course I do, but--I was thinking of--of a friend of mine, a
-governess like myself, who has just got engaged; and I--I was wondering
-on how much, or, rather, how little, they could live. But you don't know
-of course. You are rich, and----
-
-_Lucy._ But I wasn't always rich. Thirty years ago when I was your
-age----
-
-_Agnes._ When you were my age! I like that! why you are not fifty.
-
-_Lucy._ Little flatterer. Fifty-two last birthday.
-
-_Agnes._ Fifty-two! Well, you don't look it, at all events.
-
-_Lucy._ Gross flatterer. When I was your age I was poor and a governess
-as you are.
-
-_Agnes._ But I thought that your Aunt Emily left you all her money.
-
-_Lucy._ So she did, or nearly all; but that was afterwards. It isn't
-quite thirty years yet since she came back from India, a widow, just
-after she had lost her husband and only child. I was very ill at the
-time--I almost died; and she, good woman as she was, came and nursed me.
-
-_Agnes._ Of course, I know. I have heard father talk about it. And then
-she was taken ill, wasn't she?
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, almost before I was well. It was very unfair that she
-should leave everything to me; your father was her nephew, just as I was
-her niece, but he wouldn't hear of my sharing it with----
-
-_Agnes._ I should think not indeed! I should be very sorry to think that
-my father would ever allow such a thing. Although, at the same time, it
-is all very well for you to imagine that you don't share it, but you
-_do_. Who pays for Lillie's and May's and George's schooling? Who sent
-Alfred to Cambridge, and Frank to----
-
-_Lucy._ Don't, please. What a huge family you are, to be sure.
-
-_Agnes._ And last, but not least, who gave me a chance of going to
-Girton? Oh, we are not supposed to know anything about it, I know, but
-you see we do. You thought you had arranged it all so beautifully, and
-kept everyone of us entirely in the dark, but you haven't one little
-bit.
-
-_Lucy._ Nonsense, Agnes, you----
-
-_Agnes._ Oh, you are a huge big fraud, you know you are; I am quite
-ashamed of you. [Lucy _is going to speak_.] You are not to be thanked, I
-know; and you needn't be afraid, I am not going to do so; but if you
-could only hear us when we are talking quietly together, you would find
-that a certain person, who shall be nameless, is simply worship----
-
-_Lucy._ Hush! you silly little girl. You don't know what you are saying.
-You have nothing to thank me for whatsoever.
-
-_Agnes._ Haven't we just? I know better.
-
-_Lucy._ Young people always do. So you see I do know something of how
-"the poor" live.
-
-_Agnes._ Yes, but you were never married.
-
-_Lucy._ No, dear.
-
-_Agnes._ That is what I want to----Why weren't you married? Oh, I know
-I have no business to ask such a question: it is fearfully rude I know,
-but I have wondered so often. You are lovely now, and you must have been
-beautiful when you were a girl.
-
-_Lucy._ No, I wasn't--I was barely pretty.
-
-_Agnes._ I can't believe that.
-
-_Lucy._ And I am not going to accept your description of me now as a
-true one; although I confess I am vain enough--even in my present old
-age--to look in the glass occasionally, and say to myself: "You are
-better-looking now than you ever were."
-
-_Agnes._ Well, at all events you were always an angel.
-
-_Lucy._ And men don't like angels; besides--I was poor.
-
-_Agnes._ You were not poor when you got Aunt Emily's money.
-
-_Lucy._ No, but then it was too----I mean I then had no wish to marry.
-
-_Agnes._ You mean you determined to sacrifice yourself for us, that is
-what you mean.
-
-_Lucy._ I must have possessed a very prophetic soul then, or been gifted
-with second sight, as none of you, except Reginald, were born. But to
-come back to your friend, Agnes; has she no money?
-
-_Agnes._ No, none.
-
-_Lucy._ Nor he?
-
-_Agnes._ Not a penny.
-
-_Lucy._ And they want to get married?
-
-_Agnes._ Yes.
-
-_Lucy._ And are afraid they haven't enough.
-
-_Agnes._ They certainly haven't.
-
-_Lucy._ Then why don't they apply to some friend or relative who has
-more than enough; say, to--an aunt, for instance.
-
-_Agnes._ Auntie!
-
-_Lucy._ And what is his name?
-
-_Agnes._ Geo----Mr. Reddell.
-
-_Lucy._ And hers is?
-
-_Agnes._ Oh, I never intended to tell you. I didn't mean to say a word.
-
-_Lucy._ When did it happen?
-
-_Agnes._ Three days ago. That is to say, he proposed to me then, but of
-course it has been going on for a long time. I could see that he--at
-least I thought I could see. But I can hardly realise it yet. It seems
-all so strange. And I _did_ intend telling you, I felt I _must_ tell
-somebody, although George doesn't want it known yet, because, as I told
-you, he--and so I haven't said a word to father yet; but I must
-soon--and you won't say anything, will you? and--and oh, I am silly.
-
-_Lucy._ There, have your cry out, it will do you good. Now tell me about
-Mr. Reddell. What is he?
-
-_Agnes._ He is a writer--an author. Don't you remember I showed you a
-story of his a little time ago?
-
-_Lucy._ I thought I knew the name.
-
-_Agnes._ And you said you liked it; I was so pleased.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes, I did. I thought it clever and----
-
-_Agnes._ He _is_ clever; and I do so want you to know him. He wants to
-know you, too. You will try to like him, won't you, for my sake?
-
-_Lucy._ I have no doubt I shall.
-
-_Agnes._ He is just bringing out a book. Some of the stories have been
-published before; the one you read was one, and if that proves a success
-then it will be all right; we shall be able to get married and----
-
-_Lucy._ Wait a minute, Agnes. How long have you known him?
-
-_Agnes._ Over a year--nearly two years.
-
-_Lucy._ And do you really know him well? Are you quite certain you can
-trust him?
-
-_Agnes._ What a question! How can you doubt it? You wouldn't for a
-minute if you knew him.
-
-_Lucy._ I ought not to, knowing you, you mean. And supposing this book
-is a success. May it not spoil him--make him conceited?
-
-_Agnes._ All the better if it does. He is not conceited enough, and so I
-always tell him.
-
-_Lucy._ But may it not make him worldly? May he not, after a time,
-regret his proposal to you if he sees a chance of making a more
-advantageous----
-
-_Agnes._ Impossible. What a dreadful opinion you must have of mankind.
-You don't think it really, I know. I have never heard you say or hint
-anything nasty about anybody before.
-
-_Lucy._ I only do it for your own good, my dear. I once knew a man--just
-such another as you describe Mr. Reddell to be. He was an author, too,
-and--and when I knew him his first book was also just about to appear.
-He was engaged to be married to--to quite a nice girl too, although she
-was never so pretty as you are.
-
-_Agnes._ Who is the flatterer now?
-
-_Lucy._ The book was published. It was a great success. He became quite
-the lion of the season--it is many years ago now. The wedding-day was
-definitely fixed. Two months before the date he suggested a
-postponement--for six months.
-
-_Agnes._ How horrible!
-
-_Lucy._ And just about the time originally fixed upon for the wedding
-she received a letter from him--he was abroad at the time--suggesting
-that their engagement had better be broken off.
-
-_Agnes._ Oh, the brute! the big brute! But she didn't consent, did she?
-
-_Lucy._ Of course. The man she had loved was dead. The new person she
-was indifferent to.
-
-_Agnes._ But how--but you don't suggest that Mr. Reddell could behave
-like that? he couldn't. He wouldn't, I feel certain. But there must
-surely have been something else; I can't believe that any man would
-behave so utterly unfeelingly--so brutally. They say there are always
-two sides to every story. Mayn't there have been some reason that you
-knew nothing about? Mayn't she have done something? She must have been a
-little bit to blame, too, and this side of the story you never heard.
-
-_Lucy._ Yes--it is possible.
-
-_Agnes._ I can't think that any man would deliberately behave so like a
-cad as you say he did.
-
-_Lucy._ It may have been her fault. I used to think it might be--just a
-little, as you say.
-
-_Agnes._ Well, it sha'n't be mine at all events. I won't give any
-cause--besides even if I did----Oh, no, it is utterly impossible to
-imagine such a thing!
-
-_Lucy._ I hope it is, for your sake.
-
-_Agnes._ Of course it is; of that I am quite certain. And you don't
-think it is very wrong of me to--to----
-
-_Lucy._ To say Yes to a man you love. No, my dear, that can never be
-wrong, although it may be foolish.
-
-_Agnes._ From a worldly point of view, perhaps; but I should never have
-thought that you----
-
-_Lucy._ I didn't mean that. But love seems to grow so quickly when you
-once allow it to do so, that it is sometimes wiser to----but never mind,
-bring him to see me, and--and may you be happy. [_A long pause._]
-
-_Agnes._ You are crying now, Auntie! You have nothing----
-
-_Lucy._ Haven't I? What, not at the chance of losing you? So this is
-what brought you out so early this morning and occasioned your bright,
-rosy cheeks? You didn't only come to see me.
-
-_Agnes._ To see you and talk to you, yes, that was all. No, by-the-by,
-it wasn't all. Have you seen a paper this morning? No? I thought it
-would interest you so I brought it round. It is bad news, not good news;
-your favourite author is dead.
-
-_Lucy._ I am afraid my favourite authors have been dead very many years.
-
-_Agnes._ I should say the author of your favourite book.
-
-_Lucy._ You mean----
-
-_Agnes._ Sir Harold Sekbourne. [Lucy _leans back in her chair_.] He died
-last night. Here it is; here is the paragraph. [_Reads._] "We regret to
-announce the death of Sir Harold Sekbourne, the well-known novelist,
-which occurred at his town house, in Prince's Gate, late last evening."
-Shall I read it to you?
-
-_Lucy._ No--no, give me the paper. And--and, Agnes, do you mind going
-down to Franklin's room, and telling her that receipt you promised her?
-
-_Agnes._ For the Japanese custard? Of course I will; I quite forgot all
-about it. There it is. [_Gives her the paper, indicating the paragraph
-with her finger, then goes out._]
-
-_Lucy._ [_Sits staring at the paper for a few seconds, then reads
-slowly._] "Sir Harold had been slightly indisposed for some weeks, but
-no anxiety was felt until two days ago, when a change for the worse set
-in, and despite all the care, attention, and skill of Drs. Thornton and
-Douglas, who hardly left his bedside, he never rallied, and passed
-peacefully away, at the early age of fifty-eight, at the time above
-mentioned. It is now thirty years ago since the deceased baronet
-published his first book, 'Grace: a Sketch,' which had such an immediate
-and great success. This was followed nearly a year afterwards by 'Alain
-Treven,' the scene of which is laid in Brittany; and from that time
-until his death his pen was never idle. His last work, 'The Incoming
-Tide,' has just been published in book form, it having appeared in the
-pages of _The Illustrated Courier_ during the last year. Despite the
-rare power of his later works, disclosing thoroughly, as they do, his
-scholarly knowledge, his masterly construction, vivid imagination, and
-his keen insight into character and details of every-day life, they none
-of them can, for exquisite freshness and rare delicacy of execution,
-compare with his first publication, 'Grace: a Sketch.' We have before
-us, as we write, a first edition of this delightful story, with its
-curiously sentimental dedication 'To my Lady Luce,' which in the
-subsequent editions was omitted. A baronetcy was conferred on Sir Harold
-by her Majesty two years ago, at the personal instigation, it is said,
-of the Prime Minister, who is one of his greatest admirers, but the
-title is now extinct, as Sir Harold leaves no son. He married in June,
-1866, a daughter of the late Sir Humphrey Mockton, who survives him. His
-two daughters are both married--one to Lord Duncan, eldest son of the
-Earl of Andstar; the other to Sir Reginald de Laver. His loss will be
-greatly felt, not only in the literary world, but wherever the English
-tongue is spoken and read."
-
- [Lucy _goes to the bookcase, takes out a book, and opens it_. Agnes
- _comes in_.]
-
-_Agnes._ Franklin is silly. I had to repeat the directions three times,
-and even now I doubt if she understands them properly. [_Comes behind_
-Lucy _and looks over her shoulder_.] Why, I never knew you had a first
-edition. [Lucy _starts and closes the book, then opens it again_.] May I
-look at it? But this is written; the ink is quite faded. "To my Lady
-Luce. Harold Sekbourne, 3rd November, 1863." What a strong handwriting
-it is! Luce! how strange that the name should be the same as---- [_Looks
-suddenly at_ Lucy.] Oh, Auntie, forgive me. I never dreamt----I am so
-sorry.
-
-
-
-
-The Head of Minos
-
- By J. T. Nettleship
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: The Head of Minos]
-
-
-
-
-A Lost Masterpiece
-
-A City Mood, Aug. '93
-
- By George Egerton
-
-
-I regret it, but what am I to do? It was not my fault--I can only regret
-it. It was thus it happened to me.
-
-I had come to town straight from a hillside cottage in a lonely
-ploughland, with the smell of the turf in my nostrils, and the swish of
-the scythes in my ears; the scythes that flashed in the meadows where
-the upland hay, drought-parched, stretched thirstily up to the clouds
-that mustered upon the mountain-tops, and marched mockingly away, and
-held no rain.
-
-The desire to mix with the crowd, to lay my ear once more to the heart
-of the world and listen to its life-throbs, had grown too strong for me;
-and so I had come back--but the sights and sounds of my late life clung
-to me--it is singular how the most opposite things often fill one with
-associative memory.
-
-That _gamin_ of the bird-tribe, the Cockney sparrow, recalled the
-swallows that built in the tumble-down shed; and I could almost see the
-gleam of their white bellies, as they circled in ever narrowing sweeps
-and clove the air with forked wings, uttering a shrill note, with a
-querulous grace-note in front of it.
-
-The freshness of the country still lurked in me, unconsciously
-influencing my attitude towards the city.
-
-One forenoon business drove me citywards, and following an inclination
-that always impels me to water-ways rather than roadways, I elected to
-go by river steamer.
-
-I left home in a glad mood, disposed to view the whole world with kindly
-eyes. I was filled with a happy-go-lucky _insouciance_ that made walking
-the pavements a loafing in Elysian fields. The coarser touches of
-street-life, the oddities of accent, the idiosyncrasies of that most
-eccentric of city-dwellers, the Londoner, did not jar as at other
-times--rather added a zest to enjoyment; impressions crowded in too
-quickly to admit of analysis, I was simply an interested spectator of a
-varied panorama.
-
-I was conscious, too, of a peculiar dual action of brain and senses,
-for, though keenly alive to every unimportant detail of the life about
-me, I was yet able to follow a process by which delicate inner threads
-were being spun into a fanciful web that had nothing to do with my outer
-self.
-
-At Chelsea I boarded a river steamer bound for London Bridge. The river
-was wrapped in a delicate grey haze with a golden subtone, like a
-beautiful bright thought struggling for utterance through a mist of
-obscure words. It glowed through the turbid waters under the arches, so
-that I feared to see a face or a hand wave through its dull amber--for I
-always think of drowned creatures washing wearily in its murky
-depths--it lit up the great warehouses, and warmed the brickwork of the
-monster chimneys in the background. No detail escaped my outer eyes--not
-the hideous green of the velveteen in the sleeves of the woman on my
-left, nor the supercilious giggle of the young ladies on my right, who
-made audible remarks about my personal appearance.
-
-But what cared I? Was I not happy, absurdly happy?--because all the
-while my inner eyes saw undercurrents of beauty and pathos, quaint
-contrasts, whimsical details that tickled my sense of humour
-deliciously. The elf that lurks in some inner cell was very busy, now
-throwing out tender mimosa-like threads of creative fancy, now recording
-fleeting impressions with delicate sure brushwork for future use;
-touching a hundred vagrant things with the magic of imagination, making
-a running comment on the scenes we passed.
-
-The warehouses told a tale of an up-to-date Soll und Haben, one of my
-very own, one that would thrust old Freytag out of the book-mart. The
-tall chimneys ceased to be giraffic throats belching soot and smoke over
-the blackening city. They were obelisks rearing granite heads
-heavenwards! Joints in the bricks, weather-stains? You are mistaken;
-they were hieroglyphics, setting down for posterity a tragic epic of man
-the conqueror, and fire his slave; and how they strangled beauty in the
-grip of gain. A theme for a Whitman!
-
-And so it talks and I listen with my inner ear--and yet nothing outward
-escapes me--the slackening of the boat--the stepping on and off of
-folk--the lowering of the funnel--the name "Stanley" on the little tug,
-with its self-sufficient puff-puff, fussing by with a line of grimy
-barges in tow; freight-laden, for the water washes over them--and on the
-last a woman sits suckling her baby, and a terrier with badly cropped
-ears yaps at us as we pass....
-
-And as this English river scene flashes by, lines of association form
-angles in my brain; and the point of each is a dot of light that expands
-into a background for forgotten canal scenes, with green-grey water, and
-leaning balconies, and strange crafts--Canaletti and Guardi seen long
-ago in picture galleries....
-
-A delicate featured youth with gold-laced cap, scrapes a prelude on a
-thin-toned violin, and his companion thrums an accompaniment on a harp.
-
-I don't know what they play, some tuneful thing with an undernote of
-sadness and sentiment running through its commonplace--likely a
-music-hall ditty; for a lad with a cheap silk hat, and the hateful
-expression of knowingness that makes him a type of his kind, grins
-appreciatively and hums the words.
-
-I turn from him to the harp. It is the wreck of a handsome instrument,
-its gold is tarnished, its white is smirched, its stucco rose-wreaths
-sadly battered. It has the air of an antique beauty in dirty ball
-finery; and is it fancy, or does not a shamed wail lurk in the tone of
-its strings?
-
-The whimsical idea occurs to me that it has once belonged to a lady with
-drooping ringlets and an embroidered spencer; and that she touched its
-chords to the words of a song by Thomas Haynes Baily, and that Miss La
-Creevy transferred them both to ivory.
-
-The youth played mechanically, without a trace of emotion; whilst the
-harpist, whose nose is a study in purples and whose bloodshot eyes have
-the glassy brightness of drink, felt every touch of beauty in the poor
-little tune, and drew it tenderly forth.
-
-They added the musical note to my joyous mood; the poetry of the city
-dovetailed harmoniously with country scenes too recent to be treated as
-memories--and I stepped off the boat with the melody vibrating through
-the city sounds.
-
-I swung from place to place in happy, lightsome mood, glad as a fairy
-prince in quest of adventures. The air of the city was exhilarating
-ether--and all mankind my brethren--in fact I felt effusively
-affectionate.
-
-I smiled at a pretty anaemic city girl, and only remembered that she was
-a stranger when she flashed back an indignant look of affected affront.
-
-But what cared I? Not a jot! I could afford to say pityingly: "Go thy
-way, little city maid, get thee to thy typing."
-
-And all the while that these outward insignificant things occupied me, I
-knew that a precious little pearl of a thought was evolving slowly out
-of the inner chaos.
-
-It was such an unique little gem, with the lustre of a tear, and the
-light of moonlight and streamlight and love smiles reflected in its pure
-sheen--and, best of all, it was all my own--a priceless possession, not
-to be bartered for the Jagersfontein diamond--a city childling with the
-prepotency of the country working in it--and I revelled in its fresh
-charm and dainty strength; it seemed original, it was so frankly
-natural.
-
-And as I dodged through the great waggons laden with wares from outer
-continents, I listened and watched it forming inside, until my soul
-became filled with the light of its brightness; and a wild elation
-possessed me at the thought of this darling brain-child, this offspring
-of my fancy, this rare little creation, perhaps embryo of genius that
-was my very own.
-
-I smiled benevolently at the passers-by, with their harassed business
-faces, and shiny black bags bulging with the weight of common every-day
-documents, as I thought of the treat I would give them later on; the
-delicate feast I held in store for them, when I would transfer this
-dainty elusive birthling of my brain to paper for their benefit.
-
-It would make them dream of moonlit lanes and sweethearting; reveal to
-them the golden threads in the sober city woof; creep in close and
-whisper good cheer, and smooth out tired creases in heart and brain; a
-draught from the fountain of Jouvence could work no greater miracle than
-the tale I had to unfold.
-
-Aye, they might pass me by now, not even give me the inside of the
-pavement, I would not blame them for it!--but later on, later on, they
-would flock to thank me. They just didn't realise, poor money-grubbers!
-How could they? But later on.... I grew perfectly radiant at the thought
-of what I would do for poor humanity, and absurdly self-satisfied as the
-conviction grew upon me that this would prove a work of genius--no mere
-glimmer of the spiritual afflatus--but a solid chunk of genius.
-
-Meanwhile I took a 'bus and paid my penny. I leant back and chuckled to
-myself as each fresh thought-atom added to the precious quality of my
-pearl. Pearl? Not one any longer--a whole quarrelet of pearls, Oriental
-pearls of the greatest price! Ah, how happy I was as I fondled my
-conceit!
-
-It was near Chancery Lane that a foreign element cropped up and
-disturbed the rich flow of my fancy.
-
-I happened to glance at the side-walk. A woman, a little woman, was
-hurrying along in a most remarkable way. It annoyed me, for I could not
-help wondering why she was in such a desperate hurry. Bother the jade!
-what business had she to thrust herself on my observation like that, and
-tangle the threads of a web of genius, undoubted genius?
-
-I closed my eyes to avoid seeing her; I could see her through the lids.
-She had square shoulders and a high bust, and a white gauze tie, like a
-snowy feather in the breast of a pouter pigeon.
-
-We stop--I look again--aye, there she is! Her black eyes stare boldly
-through her kohol-tinted lids, her face has a violet tint. She grips her
-gloves in one hand, her white-handled umbrella in the other, handle up,
-like a knobkerrie.
-
-She has great feet, too, in pointed shoes, and the heels are under her
-insteps; and as we outdistance her I fancy I can hear their decisive
-tap-tap above the thousand sounds of the street.
-
-I breathe a sigh of relief as I return to my pearl--my pearl that is to
-bring _me_ kudos and make countless thousands rejoice. It is dimmed a
-little, I must nurse it tenderly.
-
-Jerk, jerk, jangle--stop.--Bother the bell! We pull up to drop some
-passengers, the idiots! and, as I live, she overtakes us! How the men
-and women cede her the middle of the pavement! How her figure dominates
-it, and her great feet emphasise her ridiculous haste! Why should she
-disturb me? My nerves are quivering pitifully; the sweet inner light is
-waning, I am in mortal dread of losing my little masterpiece. Thank
-heaven, we are off again....
-
-"Charing Cross, Army and Navy, V'toria!"--Stop!
-
-Of course, naturally! Here she comes, elbows out, umbrella waving! How
-the steel in her bonnet glistens! She recalls something, what is
-it?--what is it? A-ah! I have it!--a strident voice, on the deck of a
-steamer in the glorious bay of Rio, singing:
-
- "Je suis le vr-r-rai pompier,
- Le seul pompier...."
-
-and _la mióla_ snaps her fingers gaily and trills her _r's_; and the
-Corcovado is outlined clearly on the purple background as if bending to
-listen; and the palms and the mosque-like buildings, and the fair islets
-bathed in the witchery of moonlight, and the star-gems twinned in the
-lap of the bay, intoxicate as a dream of the East.
-
- "Je suis le vr-r-rai pompier,
- Le seul pompier...."
-
-What in the world is a _pompier_? What connection has the word with this
-creature who is murdering, deliberately murdering, a delicate creation
-of my brain, begotten by the fusion of country and town?
-
- "Je suis le vr-r-rai pompier,..."
-
-I am convinced _pompier_ expresses her in some subtle way--absurd word!
-I look back at her, I criticise her, I anathematise her, I _hate_ her!
-
-What is she hurrying for? We can't escape her--always we stop and let
-her overtake us with her elbowing gait, and tight skirt shortened to
-show her great splay feet--ugh!
-
-My brain is void, all is dark within; the flowers are faded, the music
-stilled; the lovely illusive little being has flown, and yet she pounds
-along untiringly.
-
-Is she a feminine presentment of the wandering Jew, a living embodiment
-of the ghoul-like spirit that haunts the city and murders fancy?
-
-What business had she, I ask, to come and thrust her white-handled
-umbrella into the delicate network of my nerves and untune their
-harmony?
-
-Does she realise what she has done? She has trampled a rare little
-mind-being unto death, destroyed a precious literary gem. Aye, one that,
-for aught I know, might have worked a revolution in modern thought;
-added a new human document to the archives of man; been the keystone to
-psychic investigations; solved problems that lurk in the depths of our
-natures and tantalise us with elusive gleams of truth; heralded in,
-perchance, the new era; when such simple problems as Home Rule,
-Bimetallism, or the Woman Question will be mere themes for schoolboard
-compositions--who can tell?
-
-Well, it was not my fault.--No one regrets it more, no one--but what
-could I do?
-
-Blame her, woman of the great feet and dominating gait, and waving
-umbrella-handle!--blame her! I can only regret it--regret it!
-
-
-
-
-Portrait of a Lady
-
- By Charles W. Furse
-
-_Reproduced by the Swan Electric Engraving Company_
-
-[Illustration: Portrait of a Lady]
-
-
-
-
-Reticence in Literature
-
- By Arthur Waugh
-
-
-_He never spoke out._ Upon these four words, gathered by chance from a
-private letter, Matthew Arnold, with that super-subtle ingenuity which
-loved to take the word and play upon it and make it of innumerable
-colours, has constructed, as one may conjecture some antediluvian wonder
-from its smallest fragment, a full, complete, and intimate picture of
-the poet Thomas Gray. _He never spoke out._ Here, we are told, lies the
-secret of Gray's limitation as much in life as in literature: so
-sensitive was he in private life, so modest in public, that the thoughts
-that arose in him never got full utterance, the possibilities of his
-genius were never fulfilled; and we, in our turn, are left the poorer
-for that nervous delicacy which has proved the bane of the poet, living
-and dead alike. It is a singularly characteristic essay--this paper on
-Gray, showing the writer's logical talent at once in its strongest and
-its weakest capacities, and a complete study of Arnold's method might
-well, I think, be founded upon its thirty pages. But in the present
-instance I have recurred to that recurring phrase, _He never spoke out_,
-not to discuss Matthew Arnold's estimate of Gray, nor, indeed, to
-consider Gray's relation to his age; but merely to point out, what the
-turn of Arnold's argument did not require him to consider, namely, the
-extraordinarily un-English aspect of this reticence in Gray, a
-reticence alien without doubt to the English character, but still more
-alien to English literature. Reticence is not a national
-characteristic--far otherwise. The phrase "national characteristic" is,
-I know well, a cant phrase, and, as such, full of the dangers of abuse.
-Historical and ethnographical criticism, proceeding on popular lines,
-has tried from time to time to fix certain tendencies to certain races,
-and to argue from individuals to generalities with a freedom that every
-law of induction belies. And so we have come to endow the Frenchman,
-universally and without exception, with politeness, the Indian, equally
-universally, with cunning, the American with the commercial talent, the
-German with the educational, and so forth. Generalisations of this kind
-must, of course, be accepted with limitations. But it is not too much,
-perhaps, to say that the Englishman has always prided himself upon his
-frankness. He is always for speaking out; and it is this faculty of
-outspokenness that he is anxious to attribute to those characters which
-he sets up in the market-places of his religion and his literature, as
-those whom he chiefly delights to honour. The demigods of our national
-verse, the heroes of our national fiction, are brow-bound, above all
-other laurels, with this glorious freedom of free speech and open
-manners, and we have come to regard this broad, untrammelled virtue of
-ours, as all individual virtues _will_ be regarded with the revolution
-of the cycle of provinciality, as a guerdon above question or control.
-We have become inclined to forget that every good thing has, as
-Aristotle pointed out so long ago, its corresponding evil, and that the
-corruption of the best is always worst of all. Frankness is so great a
-boon, we say: we can forgive anything to the man who has the courage of
-his convictions, the fearlessness of freedom--the man, in a word, who
-speaks out.
-
-But we have to distinguish, I think, at the outset between a national
-virtue in the rough and the artificial or acquired fashion in which we
-put that virtue into use. It is obvious that, though many things are
-possible to us, which are good in themselves, many things are
-inexpedient, when considered relatively to our environment. Count
-Tolstoi may preach his gospel of non-resistance till the beauty of his
-holiness seems almost Christ-like; but every man who goes forth to his
-work and to his labour knows that the habitual turning of the right
-cheek to the smiter of the left, the universal gift of the cloak to the
-beggar of our coat, is subversive of all political economy, and no
-slight incentive to immorality as well. In the same way, it will be
-clear, that this national virtue of ours, this wholesome, sincere
-outspokenness, is only possible within certain limits, set by custom and
-expediency, and it is probably a fact that there was never a truly wise
-man yet but tempered his natural freedom of speech by an acquired habit
-of reticence. The man who never speaks out may be morose; the man who is
-always speaking out is a most undesirable acquaintance.
-
-Now, I suppose everyone is prepared to admit with Matthew Arnold that
-the literature of an age (we are not now speaking of poetry alone, be it
-understood, but of literature as a whole), that this literature must, in
-so far as it is truly representative of, and therefore truly valuable
-to, the time in which it is produced, reflect and criticise the manners,
-tastes, development, the life, in fact, of the age for whose service it
-was devised. We have, of course, critical literature probing the past:
-we have philosophical literature prophesying the future; but the truly
-representative literature of every age is the creative, which shows its
-people its natural face in a glass, and leaves to posterity the record
-of the manner of man it found. In one sense, indeed, creative literature
-must inevitably be critical as well, critical in that it employs the
-double methods of analysis and synthesis, dissecting motives and
-tendencies first, and then from this examination building up a type, a
-sample of the representative man and woman of its epoch. The truest
-fiction of any given century, yes, and the truest poetry, too (though
-the impressionist may deny it), must be a criticism of life, must
-reflect its surroundings. Men pass, and fashions change; but in the
-literature of their day their characters, their tendencies, remain
-crystallised for all time: and what we know of the England of Chaucer
-and Shakespeare, we know wholly and absolutely in the truly
-representative, truly creative, because truly critical literature which
-they have left to those that come after.
-
-It is, then, the privilege, it is more, it is the duty of the man of
-letters to speak out, to be fearless, to be frank, to give no ear to the
-puritans of his hour, to have no care for the objections of prudery; the
-life that he lives is the life he must depict, if his work is to be of
-any lasting value. He must be frank, but he must be something more. He
-must remember--hourly and momently he must remember--that his virtue,
-step by step, inch by inch, imperceptibly melts into the vice which
-stands at its pole; and that (to employ Aristotelian phraseology for the
-moment) there is a sort of middle point, a centre of equilibrium, to
-pass which is to disturb and overset the entire fabric of his labours.
-Midway between liberty and license, in literature as in morals, stands
-the pivot of good taste, the centre-point of art. The natural
-inclination of frankness, the inclination of the virtue in the rough, is
-to blunder on resolutely with an indomitable and damning sincerity, till
-all is said that can be said, and art is lost in photography. The
-inclination of frankness, restrained by and tutored to the limitations
-of art and beauty, is to speak so much as is in accordance with the
-moral idea: and then, at the point where ideas melt into mere report,
-mere journalistic detail, to feel intuitively the restraining, the
-saving influence of reticence. In every age there has been some point
-(its exact position has varied, it is true, but the point has always
-been there) at which speech stopped short; and the literature which has
-most faithfully reflected the manners of that age, the literature, in
-fine, which has survived its little hour of popularity, and has lived
-and is still living, has inevitably, invariably, and without exception
-been the literature which stayed its hand and voice at the point at
-which the taste of the age, the age's conception of art, set up its
-statue of reticence, with her finger to her lips, and the inscription
-about her feet: "So far shalt thou go, and no further."
-
-We have now, it seems, arrived at one consideration, which must always
-limit the liberty of frankness, namely, the standard of contemporary
-taste. The modesty that hesitates to align itself with that standard is
-a shortcoming, the audacity that rushes beyond is a violence to the
-unchanging law of literature. But the single consideration is
-insufficient. If we are content with the criterion of contemporary taste
-alone, our standard of judgment becomes purely historical: we are left,
-so to speak, with a sliding scale which readjusts itself to every new
-epoch: we have no permanent and universal test to apply to the
-literature of different ages: in a word, comparative criticism is
-impossible. We feel at once that we need, besides the shifting standard
-of contemporary taste, some fixed unit of judgment that never varies,
-some foot-rule that applies with equal infallibility to the literature
-of early Greece and to the literature of later France; and such an unit,
-such a foot-rule, can only be found in the final test of all art, the
-necessity of the moral idea. We must, in distinguishing the thing that
-may be said fairly and artistically from the thing whose utterance is
-inadmissible, we must in such a decision control our judgment by two
-standards--the one, the shifting standard of contemporary taste: the
-other, the permanent standard of artistic justification, the presence of
-the moral idea. With these two elements in action, we ought, I think, to
-be able to estimate with tolerable fairness the amount of reticence in
-any age which ceases to be a shortcoming, the amount of frankness which
-begins to be a violence in the literature of the period. We ought, with
-these two elements in motion, to be able to employ a scheme of
-comparative criticism which will prevent us from encouraging that
-retarding and dangerous doctrine that what was expedient and
-justifiable, for instance, in the dramatists of the Restoration is
-expedient and justifiable in the playwrights of our own Victorian era;
-we ought, too, to be able to arrive instinctively at a sense of the
-limits of art, and to appreciate the point at which frankness becomes a
-violence, in that it has degenerated into mere brawling, animated
-neither by purpose nor idea. Let us, then, consider these two standards
-of taste and art separately: and first, let us give a brief attention to
-the contemporary standard.
-
-We may, I think, take it as a rough working axiom that the point of
-reticence in literature, judged by a contemporary standard, should be
-settled by the point of reticence in the conversation of the taste and
-culture of the age. Literature is, after all, simply the ordered,
-careful exposition of the thought of its period, seeking the best matter
-of the time, and setting it forth in the best possible manner; and it is
-surely clear that what is written in excess of what is spoken (in excess
-I mean on the side of license) is a violence to, a misrepresentation of,
-the period to whose service the literature is devoted. The course of the
-highest thought of the time should be the course of its literature, the
-limit of the most delicate taste of the time the limit of literary
-expression: whatever falls below that standard is a shortcoming,
-whatever exceeds it a violence. Obviously the standard varies immensely
-with the period. It would be tedious, nor is it necessary to our
-purpose, to make a long historical research into the development of
-taste; but a few striking examples may help us to appreciate its
-variations.
-
-To begin with a very early stage of literature, we find among the
-Heracleidae of Herodotus a stage of contemporary taste which is the
-result of pure brutality. It is clear that literature adjusted to the
-frankness of the uxorious pleasantries of Candaules and Gyges would
-justifiably assume a degree of license which, reasonable enough in its
-environment, would be absolutely impossible, directly the influences of
-civilisation began to make themselves felt. The age is one of
-unrestrained brutality, and the literature which represented it would,
-without violence to the contemporary taste, be brutal too. To pass at a
-bound to the Rome of Juvenal is again to be transported to an age of
-national sensuality: the escapades of Messalina are the inevitable
-outcome of a national taste that is swamped and left putrescent by
-limitless self-indulgence; and the literature which represented this
-taste would, without violence, be lascivious and polluted to its depth.
-In continuing, with a still wider sweep, to the England of Shakespeare,
-we find a new development of taste altogether. Brutality is softened,
-licentiousness is restrained, immorality no longer stalks abroad
-shouting its coarse phrases at every wayfarer who passes the Mermaid or
-the Globe. But, even among types of purity, reticence is little known.
-The innuendoes are whispered under the breath, but when once the voice
-is lowered, it matters little what is said. Rosalind and Celia enjoy
-their little _doubles entendres_ together. Hero's wedding morning is an
-occasion for delicate hints of experiences to come. Hamlet plies the
-coarsest suggestions upon Ophelia in the intervals of a theatrical
-performance. The language reflects the taste: we feel no violence here.
-To take but one more instance, let us end with Sheridan. By his time
-speech had been refined by sentiment, and the most graceful compliments
-glide, without effort, from the lips of the adept courtier. But even
-still, in the drawing-rooms of fashion, delicate morsels of scandal are
-discussed by his fine ladies with a freedom which is absolutely unknown
-to the Mayfair of the last half-century, where innuendo might be
-conveyed by the eye and suggested by the smile, but would never, so
-reticent has taste become, find the frank emphatic utterance which
-brought no blush to the cheek of Mrs. Candour and Lady Sneerwell. In the
-passage of time reticence has become more and more pronounced; and
-literature, moving, as it must, with the age, has assumed in its normal
-and wholesome form the degree of silence which it finds about it.
-
-The standard of taste in literature, then, so far as it responds to
-contemporary judgment, should be regulated by the normal taste of the
-hale and cultured man of its age: it should steer a middle course
-between the prudery of the manse, which is for hiding everything vital,
-and the effrontery of the pot-house, which makes for ribaldry and
-bawdry; and the more it approximates to the exact equilibrium of its
-period, the more thoroughly does it become representative of the best
-taste of its time, the more certain is it of permanent recognition. The
-literature of shortcoming and the literature of violence have their
-reward:
-
- "They have their day, and cease to be";
-
-the literature which reflects the hale and wholesome frankness of its
-age can be read, with pleasure and profit, long after its openness of
-speech and outlook has ceased to reproduce the surrounding life. The
-environment is ephemeral, but the literature is immortal. But why is the
-literature immortal? Why is it that a play like _Pericles_, for
-instance, full as it is of scenes which revolt the moral taste, has
-lived and is a classic forever, while innumerable contemporary pieces of
-no less genius (for _Pericles_ is no masterpiece) have passed into
-oblivion? Why is it that the impurity of _Pericles_ strikes the reader
-scarcely at all, while the memory dwells upon its beauties and forgets
-its foulness in recollection of its refinement? The reason is not far to
-seek. _Pericles_ is not only free of offence when judged by the taste of
-its age, it is no less blameless when we subject it to the test by which
-all literature is judged at last; it conforms to the standard of art; it
-is permeated by the moral idea. The standard of art--the presence of the
-idea--the two expressions are, I believe, synonymous. It is easy enough
-to babble of the beauty of things considered apart from their meaning,
-it is easy enough to dilate on the satisfaction of art in itself, but
-all these phrases are merely collocations of terms, empty and
-meaningless. A thing can only be artistic by virtue of the idea it
-suggests to us; when the idea is coarse, ungainly, unspeakable, the
-object that suggests it is coarse, ungainly, unspeakable; art and ethics
-must always be allied in that the merit of the art is dependent on the
-merit of the idea it prompts.
-
-Perhaps I shall show my meaning more clearly by an example from the more
-tangible art of painting; and let me take as an instance an artist who
-has produced pictures at once the most revolting and most moral of any
-in the history of English art. I mean Hogarth. We are all familiar with
-his coarsenesses; all these have we known from our youth up. But it is
-only the schoolboy who searches the Bible for its indecent passages;
-when we are become men, we put away such childish satisfactions. Then
-we begin to appreciate the idea which underlies the subject: we feel
-that Hogarth--
-
- "Whose pictured morals charm the mind,
- And through the eye correct the heart"--
-
-was, even in his grossest moments, profoundly moral, entirely sane,
-because he never dallied lasciviously with his subject, because he did
-not put forth vice with the pleasing semblance of virtue, because, like
-all hale and wholesome critics of life, he condemned excess, and
-pictured it merely to portray the worthlessness, the weariness, the
-dissatisfaction of lust and license. Art, we say, claims every subject
-for her own; life is open to her ken; she may fairly gather her subjects
-where she will. Most true. But there is all the difference in the world
-between drawing life as we find it, sternly and relentlessly, surveying
-it all the while from outside with the calm, unflinching gaze of
-criticism, and, on the other hand, yielding ourselves to the warmth and
-colour of its excesses, losing our judgment in the ecstasies of the joy
-of life, becoming, in a word, effeminate.
-
-The man lives by ideas; the woman by sensations; and while the man
-remains an artist so long as he holds true to his own view of life, the
-woman becomes one as soon as she throws off the habit of her sex, and
-learns to rely upon her judgment, and not upon her senses. It is only
-when we regard life with the untrammelled view of the impartial
-spectator, when we pierce below the substance for its animating idea,
-that we approximate to the artistic temperament. It is unmanly, it is
-effeminate, it is inartistic to gloat over pleasure, to revel in
-immoderation, to become passion's slave; and literature demands as much
-calmness of judgment, as much reticence, as life itself. The man who
-loses reticence loses self-respect, and the man who has no respect for
-himself will scarcely find others to venerate him. After all, the world
-generally takes us at our own valuation.
-
-We have now, I trust, arrived (though, it may be, by a rather circuitous
-journey) at something like a definite and reasonable law for the
-exercise of reticence; it only remains to consider by what test we shall
-most easily discover the presence or absence of the animating moral idea
-which we have found indispensable to art. It seems to me that three
-questions will generally suffice. Does the work, we should ask
-ourselves, make for that standard of taste which is normal to
-wholesomeness and sanity of judgment? Does it, or does it not, encourage
-us to such a line of life as is recommended, all question of tenet and
-creed apart, by the experience of the age, as the life best calculated
-to promote individual and general good? And does it encourage to this
-life in language and by example so chosen as not to offend the
-susceptibilities of that ordinarily strong and unaffected taste which,
-after all, varies very little with the changes of the period and
-development? When creative literature satisfies these three
-requirements--when it is sane, equable, and well spoken, then it is safe
-to say it conforms to the moral idea, and is consonant with art. By its
-sanity it eludes the risk of effeminate demonstration; by its choice of
-language it avoids brutality; and between these two poles, it may be
-affirmed without fear of question, true taste will and must be found to
-lie.
-
-These general considerations, already too far prolonged, become of
-immediate interest to us as soon as we attempt to apply them to the
-literature of our own half-century, and I propose concluding what I
-wished to say on the necessity of reticence by considering, briefly and
-without mention of names, that realistic movement in English literature
-which, under different titles, and protected by the ægis of various
-schools, has proved, without doubt, the most interesting and suggestive
-development in the poetry and fiction of our time. During the last
-quarter of a century, more particularly, the English man-of-letters has
-been indulging, with an entirely new freedom, his national birthright of
-outspokenness, and during the last twelve months there have been no
-uncertain indications that this freedom of speech is degenerating into
-license which some of us cannot but view with regret and apprehension.
-The writers and the critics of contemporary literature have, it would
-seem, alike lost their heads; they have gone out into the byways and
-hedges in search of the new thing, and have brought into the study and
-subjected to the microscope mean objects of the roadside, whose analysis
-may be of value to science but is absolutely foreign to art. The age of
-brutality, pure and simple, is dead with us, it is true; but the age of
-effeminacy appears, if one is to judge by recent evidence, to be growing
-to its dawn. The day that follows will, if it fulfils the promise of its
-morning, be very serious and very detrimental to our future literature.
-
-Every great productive period of literature has been the result of some
-internal or external revulsion of feeling, some current of ideas. This
-is a commonplace. The greatest periods of production have been those
-when the national mind has been directed to some vast movement of
-emancipation--the discovery of new countries, the defeat of old enemies,
-the opening of fresh possibilities. Literature is best stimulated by
-stirrings like these. Now, the last quarter of a century in English
-history has been singularly sterile of important improvements. There has
-been no very inspiring acquisition to territory or to knowledge: there
-has been, in consequence, no marked influx of new ideas. The mind has
-been thrown back upon itself; lacking stimulus without, it has sought
-inspiration within, and the most characteristic literature of the time
-has been introspective. Following one course, it has betaken itself to
-that intimately analytical fiction which we associate primarily with
-America; it has sifted motives and probed psychology, with the result
-that it has proved an exceedingly clever, exact, and scientific, but
-scarcely stimulating, or progressive school of literature. Following
-another course, it has sought for subject-matter in the discussion of
-passions and sensations, common, doubtless, to every age of mankind,
-interesting and necessary, too, in their way, but passions and
-sensations hitherto dissociated with literature, hitherto, perhaps,
-scarcely realised to their depth and intensity. It is in this
-development that the new school of realism has gone furthest; and it is
-in this direction that the literature of the future seems likely to
-follow. It is, therefore, not without value to consider for a moment
-whither this new frankness is leading us, and how far its freedom is
-reconciled to that standard of necessary reticence which I have tried to
-indicate in these pages.
-
-This present tendency to literary frankness had its origin, I think, no
-less than twenty-eight years ago. It was then that the dovecotes of
-English taste were tremulously fluttered by the coming of a new poet,
-whose naked outspokenness startled his readers into indignation.
-Literature, which had retrograded into a melancholy sameness, found
-itself convulsed by a sudden access of passion, which was probably
-without parallel since the age of the silver poets of Rome. This new
-singer scrupled not to revel in sensations which for years had remained
-unmentioned upon the printed page; he even chose for his subjects
-refinements of lust, which the commonly healthy Englishman believed to
-have become extinct with the time of Juvenal. Here was an innovation
-which was absolutely alien to the standard of contemporary taste--an
-innovation, I believe, that was equally opposed to that final moderation
-without which literature is lifeless.
-
-Let us listen for one moment:
-
- "By the ravenous teeth that have smitten
- Through the kisses that blossom and bud,
- By the lips intertwisted and bitten
- Till the foam has a savour of blood,
- By the pulse as it rises and falters,
- By the hands as they slacken and strain,
- I adjure thee, respond from thine altars,
- Our Lady of Pain.
-
- As of old when the world's heart was lighter,
- Through thy garments the grace of thee glows,
- The white wealth of thy body made whiter
- By the blushes of amorous blows,
- And seamed with sharp lips and fierce fingers,
- And branded by kisses that bruise;
- When all shall be gone that now lingers,
- Ah, what shall we lose?
-
- Thou wert fair in thy fearless old fashion,
- And thy limbs are as melodies yet,
- And move to the music of passion
- With lithe and lascivious regret.
- What ailed us, O gods, to desert you
- For creeds that refuse and restrain?
- Come down and redeem us from virtue,
- Our Lady of Pain."
-
-This was twenty-eight years ago; and still the poetry lives. At first
-sight it would seem as though the desirable reticence, upon which we
-have been insisting, were as yet unnecessary to immortality. A quarter
-of a century has passed, it might be argued, and the verse is as fresh
-to-day and as widely recognised as it was in its morning: is not this a
-proof that art asks for no moderation? I believe not. It is true that
-the poetry lives, that we all recognise, at some period of our lives,
-the grasp and tenacity of its influence; that, even when the days come
-in which we say we have no pleasure in it, we still turn to it at times
-for something we do not find elsewhere. But the thing we seek is not the
-matter, but the manner. The poetry is living, not by reason of its
-unrestrained frankness, but in spite of it, for the sake of something
-else. That sweet singer who charmed and shocked the audiences of 1866,
-charms us, if he shocks us not now, by virtue of the one new thing that
-he imported into English poetry, the unique and as yet imperishable
-faculty of musical possibilities hitherto unattained. There is no such
-music in all the range of English verse, seek where you will, as there
-is in him. But the perfection of the one talent, its care, its
-elaboration, have resulted in a corresponding decay of those other
-faculties by which alone, in the long run, poetry can live. Open him
-where you will, there is in his poetry neither construction nor
-proportion; no development, no sustained dramatic power. Open him where
-you will, you acquire as much sense of his meaning and purpose from any
-two isolated stanzas as from the study of a whole poem. There remains in
-your ears, when you have ceased from reading, the echo only of a
-beautiful voice, chanting, as it were, the melodies of some outland
-tongue.
-
-Is this the sort of poetry that will survive the trouble of the ages? It
-cannot survive. The time will come (it must) when some newer singer
-discovers melodies as yet unknown, melodies which surpass in their
-modulations and varieties those poems and ballads of twenty-eight years
-ago; and, when we have found the new note, what will be left of the
-earlier singer, to which we shall of necessity return? A message? No.
-Philosophy? No. A new vision of life? No. A criticism of contemporary
-existence? Assuredly not. There remains the melody alone; and this, when
-once it is surpassed, will charm us little enough. We shall forget it
-then. Art brings in her revenges, and this will be of them.
-
-But the new movement did not stop here. If, in the poet we have been
-discussing, we have found the voice among us that corresponds to the
-decadent voices of the failing Roman Republic, there has reached us from
-France another utterance, which I should be inclined to liken to the
-outspoken brutality of Restoration drama. Taste no longer fails on the
-ground of a delicate, weakly dalliance, it begins to see its own
-limitations, and springs to the opposite pole. It will now be virile,
-full of the sap of life, strong, robust, and muscular. It will hurry us
-out into the fields, will show us the coarser passions of the common
-farm-hand; at any expense it will paint the life it finds around it; it
-will at least be consonant with that standard of want of taste which it
-falsely believes to be contemporary. We get a realistic fiction abroad,
-and we begin to copy it at home. We will trace the life of the
-travelling actor, follow him into the vulgar, sordid surroundings which
-he chooses for the palace of his love, be it a pottery-shed or the
-ill-furnished lodging-room with its black horsehair sofa--we will draw
-them all, and be faithful to the lives we live. Is that the sort of
-literature that will survive the trouble of the ages? It cannot survive.
-We are no longer untrue to our time, perhaps, if we are to seek for the
-heart of that time in the lowest and meanest of its representatives; but
-we are untrue to art, untrue to the record of our literary past, when we
-are content to turn for our own inspiration to anything but the best
-line of thought, the highest school of life, through which we are
-moving. This grosser realism is no more representative of its time than
-were the elaborate pastiches of classical degradation; it is as though
-one should repeople Eden with creatures imagined from a study of the
-serpent's head. In the history of literature this movement, too, will
-with the lapse of time pass unrecognised; it has mourned unceasingly to
-an age which did not lack for innocent piping and dancing in its
-market-places.
-
-The two developments of realism of which we have been speaking seem to
-me to typify the two excesses into which frankness is inclined to fall;
-on the one hand, the excess prompted by effeminacy--that is to say, by
-the want of restraints which starts from enervated sensation; and on the
-other, the excess which results from a certain brutal virility, which
-proceeds from coarse familiarity with indulgence. The one whispers, the
-other shouts; the one is the language of the courtesan, the other of the
-bargee. What we miss in both alike is that true frankness which springs
-from the artistic and moral temperament; the episodes are no part of a
-whole in unity with itself; the impression they leave upon the reader is
-not the impression of Hogarth's pictures; in one form they employ all
-their art to render vice attractive, in the other, with absolutely no
-art at all, they merely reproduce, with the fidelity of the kodak,
-scenes and situations the existence of which we all acknowledge, while
-taste prefers to forget them.
-
-But the latest development of literary frankness is, I think, the most
-insidious and fraught with the greatest danger to art. A new school has
-arisen which combines the characteristics of effeminacy and brutality.
-In its effeminate aspect it plays with the subtler emotions of sensual
-pleasure, on its brutal side it has developed into that class of fiction
-which for want of a better word I must call chirurgical. In poetry it
-deals with very much the same passions as those which we have traced in
-the verse to which allusion has been made above; but, instead of leaving
-these refinements of lust to the haunts to which they are fitted, it has
-introdduced them into the domestic chamber, and permeated marriage with
-the ardours of promiscuous intercourse. In fiction it infects its
-heroines with acquired diseases of names unmentionable, and has debased
-the beauty of maternity by analysis of the process of gestation. Surely
-the inartistic temperament can scarcely abuse literature further. I own
-I can conceive nothing less beautiful.
-
-It was said of a great poet by a little critic that he wheeled his
-nuptial couch into the area; but these small poets and smaller novelists
-bring out their sick into the thoroughfare, and stop the traffic while
-they give us a clinical lecture upon their sufferings. We are told that
-this is a part of the revolt of woman, and certainly our women-writers
-are chiefly to blame. It is out of date, no doubt, to clamour for
-modesty; but the woman who describes the sensations of childbirth does
-so, it is to be presumed--not as the writer of advice to a wife--but as
-an artist producing literature for art's sake. And so one may fairly ask
-her: How is art served by all this? What has she told us that we did not
-all know, or could not learn from medical manuals? and what impression
-has she left us over and above the memory of her unpalatable details?
-And our poets, who know no rhyme for "rest" but that "breast" whose
-snowinesses and softnesses they are for ever describing with every
-accent of indulgence, whose eyes are all for frills, if not for garters,
-what have they sung that was not sung with far greater beauty and
-sincerity in the days when frills and garters were alluded to with the
-open frankness that cried shame on him who evil thought. The one
-extremity, it seems to me, offends against the standard of contemporary
-taste; ("people," as Hedda Gabler said, "do not say such things now");
-the other extremity rebels against that universal standard of good taste
-that has from the days of Milo distinguished between the naked and the
-nude. We are losing the distinction now; the cry for realism, naked and
-unashamed, is borne in upon us from every side:
-
- "Rip your brother's vices open, strip your own foul passions bare;
- Down with Reticence, down with Reverence--forward--naked--let them
- stare."
-
-But there was an Emperor once (we know the story) who went forth among
-his people naked. It was said that he wore fairy clothes, and that only
-the unwise could fail to see them. At last a little child raised its
-voice from the crowd! "Why, he has nothing on," it said. And so these
-writers of ours go out from day to day, girded on, they would have us
-believe, with the garments of art; and fashion has lacked the courage to
-cry out with the little child: "They have nothing on." No robe of art,
-no texture of skill, they whirl before us in a bacchanalian dance naked
-and unashamed. But the time will come, it must, when the voices of the
-multitude will take up the cry of the child, and the revellers will
-hurry to their houses in dismay. Without dignity, without
-self-restraint, without the morality of art, literature has never
-survived; they are the few who rose superior to the baser levels of
-their time, who stand unimpugned among the immortals now. And that
-mortal who would put on immortality must first assume that habit of
-reticence, that garb of humility by which true greatness is best known.
-To endure restraint--_that_ is to be strong.
-
-
-
-
-A Lady Reading
-
- By Walter Sickert
-
-_Reproduced by Messrs. Carl Hentschel & Co._
-
-[Illustration: A Lady Reading]
-
-
-
-
-Modern Melodrama
-
- By Hubert Crackanthorpe
-
-
-The pink shade of a single lamp supplied an air of subdued mystery; the
-fire burned red and still; in place of door and windows hung curtains,
-obscure, formless; the furniture, dainty, but sparse, stood detached and
-incoördinate like the furniture of a stage-scene; the atmosphere was
-heavy with heat, and a scent of stale tobacco; some cut flowers, half
-withered, tissue-paper still wrapping their stalks, lay on a gilt,
-cane-bottomed chair.
-
-"Will you give me a sheet of paper, please?"
-
-He had crossed the room, to seat himself before the principal table. He
-wore a fur-lined overcoat, and he was tall, and broad, and bald; a sleek
-face, made grave by gold-rimmed spectacles.
-
-The other man was in evening dress; his back leaning against the
-mantelpiece, his hands in his pockets: he was moodily scraping the
-hearthrug with his toe. Clean-shaved; stolid and coarsely regular
-features; black, shiny hair, flattened on to his head; under-sized eyes,
-moist and glistening; the tint of his face uniform, the tint of
-discoloured ivory; he looked a man who ate well and lived hard.
-
-"Certainly, sir, certainly," and he started to hurry about the room.
-
-"Daisy," he exclaimed roughly, a moment later, "where the deuce do you
-keep the note-paper?"
-
-"I don't know if there is any, but the girl always has some." She spoke
-in a slow tone--insolent and fatigued.
-
-A couple of bed-pillows were supporting her head, and a scarlet plush
-cloak, trimmed with white down, was covering her feet, as she lay curled
-on the sofa. The fire-light glinted on the metallic gold of her hair,
-which clashed with the black of her eyebrows; and the full, blue eyes,
-wide-set, contradicted the hard line of her vivid-red lips. She drummed
-her fingers on the sofa-edge, nervously.
-
-"Never mind," said the bald man shortly, producing a notebook from his
-breast-pocket, and tearing a leaf from it.
-
-He wrote, and the other two stayed silent; the man returned to the
-hearthrug, lifting his coat-tails under his arms; the girl went on
-drumming the sofa-edge.
-
-"There," sliding back his chair, and looking from the one to the other,
-evidently uncertain which of the two he should address. "Here is the
-prescription. Get it made up to-night, a table-spoonful at a time, in a
-wine-glassful of water at lunch-time, at dinner-time and before going to
-bed. Go on with the port wine twice a day, and (to the girl,
-deliberately and distinctly) you _must_ keep quite quiet; avoid all sort
-of excitement--that is extremely important. Of course you must on no
-account go out at night. Go to bed early, take regular meals, and keep
-always warm."
-
-"I say," broke in the girl, "tell us, it isn't bad--dangerous, I mean?"
-
-"Dangerous!--no, not if you do what I tell you."
-
-He glanced at his watch, and rose, buttoning his coat.
-
-"Good-evening," he said gravely.
-
-At first she paid no heed; she was vacantly staring before her: then,
-suddenly conscious that he was waiting, she looked up at him.
-
-"Good-night, doctor."
-
-She held out her hand, and he took it.
-
-"I'll get all right, won't I?" she asked, still looking up at him.
-
-"All right--of course you will--of course. But remember you must do what
-I tell you."
-
-The other man handed him his hat and umbrella, opened the door for him,
-and it closed behind them.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The girl remained quiet, sharply blinking her eyes, her whole expression
-eager, intense.
-
-A murmer of voices, a muffled tread of footsteps descending the
-stairs--the gentle shutting of a door--stillness.
-
-She raised herself on her elbow, listening; the cloak slipped
-noiselessly to the floor. Quickly her arm shot out to the bell-rope: she
-pulled it violently; waited, expectant; and pulled again.
-
-A slatternly figure appeared--a woman of middle-age--her arms, bared to
-the elbows, smeared with dirt; a grimy apron over her knees.
-
-"What's up?--I was smashin' coal," she explained.
-
-"Come here," hoarsely whispered the girl--"here--no--nearer--quite
-close. Where's he gone?"
-
-"Gone? 'oo?"
-
-"That man that was here."
-
-"I s'ppose 'ee's in the downstairs room. I ain't 'eard the front door
-slam."
-
-"And Dick, where's he?"
-
-"They're both in there together, I s'ppose."
-
-"I want you to go down--quietly--without making a noise--listen at the
-door--come up, and tell me what they're saying."
-
-"What? down there?" jerking her thumb over her shoulder.
-
-"Yes, of course--at once," answered the girl, impatiently.
-
-"And if they catches me--a nice fool I looks. No, I'm jest blowed if I
-do!" she concluded. "Whatever's up?"
-
-"You must," the girl broke out excitedly. "I tell you, you must."
-
-"Must--must--an' if I do, what am I goin' to git out of it?" She paused,
-reflecting; then added: "Look 'ere--I tell yer what--I'll do it for half
-a quid, there?"
-
-"Yes--yes--all right--only make haste."
-
-"An' 'ow d' I know as I'll git it?" she objected doggedly. "It's a jolly
-risk, yer know."
-
-The girl sprang up, flushed and feverish.
-
-"Quick--or he'll be gone. I don't know where it is--but you shall have
-it--I promise--quick--please go--quick."
-
-The other hesitated, her lips pressed together; turned, and went out.
-
-And the girl, catching at her breath, clutched a chair.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A flame flickered up in the fire, buzzing spasmodically. A creak
-outside. She had come up. But the curtains did not move. Why didn't she
-come in? She was going past. The girl hastened across the room, the
-intensity of the impulse lending her strength.
-
-"Come--come in," she gasped. "Quick--I'm slipping."
-
-She struck at the wall; but with the flat of her hand, for there was no
-grip. The woman bursting in, caught her, and led her back to the sofa.
-
-"There, there, dearie," tucking the cloak round her feet. "Lift up the
-piller, my 'ands are that mucky. Will yer 'ave anythin'?"
-
-She shook her head. "It's gone," she muttered. "Now--tell me."
-
-"Tell yer?--tell yer what! Why--why--there ain't jest nothin' to tell
-yer."
-
-"What were they saying? Quick."
-
-"I didn't 'ear nothin'. They was talking about some ballet-woman."
-
-The girl began to cry, feebly, helplessly, like a child in pain.
-
-"You might tell me, Liz. You might tell me. I've been a good sort to
-you."
-
-"That yer 'ave. I knows yer 'ave, dearie. There, there, don't yer take
-on like that. Yer'll only make yerself bad again."
-
-"Tell me--tell me," she wailed. "I've been a good sort to you, Liz."
-
-"Well, they wasn't talkin' of no ballet-woman--that's straight," the
-woman blurted out savagely.
-
-"What did he say?--tell me." Her voice was weaker now.
-
-"I can't tell yer--don't yer ask me--for God's sake, don't yer ask me."
-
-With a low crooning the girl cried again.
-
-"Oh! for God's sake, don't yer take on like that--it's awful--I can't
-stand it. There, dearie, stop that cryin' an' I'll tell yer--I will
-indeed. It was jest this way--I slips my shoes off, an' I goes down as
-careful--jest as careful as a cat--an' when I gets to the door I
-crouches myself down, listenin' as 'ard as ever I could. The first
-things as I 'ears was Mr. Dick speakin' thick-like--like as if 'ee'd bin
-drinkin'--an t'other chap 'ee says somethin' about lungs, using some
-long word--I missed that--there was a van or somethin' rackettin' on the
-road. Then 'ee says 'gallopin', gallopin',' jest like as 'ee was talkin'
-of a 'orse. An' Mr. Dick, 'ee says, 'ain't there no chance--no'ow?' and
-'ee give a sort of a grunt. I was awful sorry for 'im, that I was, 'ee
-must 'ave been crool bad, 'ee's mostly so quiet-like, ain't 'ee? An', in
-a minute, ee sort o' groans out somethin', an' t'other chap 'es answer
-'im quite cool-like, that 'ee don't properly know; but, anyways, it 'ud
-be over afore the end of February. There I've done it. Oh! dearie, it's
-awful, awful, that's jest what it is. An' I 'ad no intention to tell
-yer--not a blessed word--that I didn't--may God strike me blind if I
-did! Some'ow it all come out, seein' yer chokin' that 'ard an' feelin'
-at the wall there. Yer 'ad no right to ask me to do it--'ow was I to
-know 'ee was a doctor?"
-
-She put the two corners of her apron to her eyes, gurgling loudly.
-
-"Look 'ere, don't yer b'lieve a word of it--I don't--I tell yer they're
-a 'umbuggin' lot, them doctors, all together. I know it. Yer take my
-word for that--yer'll git all right again. Yer'll be as well as I am,
-afore yer've done--Oh, Lord!--it's jest awful--I feel that upset--I'd
-like to cut my tongue out, for 'avin' told yer--but I jest couldn't 'elp
-myself." She was retreating towards the door, wiping her eyes, and
-snorting out loud sobs--"An', don't you offer me that half quid--I
-couldn't take it of yer--that I couldn't."
-
- * * * * *
-
-She shivered, sat up, and dragged the cloak tight round her shoulders.
-In her desire to get warm she forgot what had happened. She extended the
-palms of her hands towards the grate: the grate was delicious. A smoking
-lump of coal clattered on to the fender: she lifted the tongs, but the
-sickening remembrance arrested her. The things in the room were
-receding, dancing round: the fire was growing taller and taller. The
-woollen scarf chafed her skin: she wrenched it off. Then hope, keen and
-bitter, shot up, hurting her. "How could he know? Of course he couldn't
-know. She'd been a lot better this last fortnight--the other doctor said
-so--she didn't believe it--she didn't care----Anyway, it would be over
-before the end of February!"
-
-Suddenly the crooning wail started again: next, spasms of weeping, harsh
-and gasping.
-
-By-and-by she understood that she was crying noisily, and that she was
-alone in the room; like a light in a wind, the sobbing fit ceased.
-
-"Let me live--let me live--I'll be straight--I'll go to church--I'll do
-anything! Take it away--it hurts--I can't bear it!"
-
-Once more the sound of her own voice in the empty room calmed her. But
-the tension of emotion slackened, only to tighten again: immediately she
-was jeering at herself. What was she wasting her breath for? What had
-Jesus ever done for her? She'd had her fling, and it was no thanks to
-Him.
-
-"'Dy-sy--Dy-sy----'"
-
-From the street below, boisterous and loud, the refrain came up. And, as
-the footsteps tramped away, the words reached her once more, indistinct
-in the distance:
-
-"'I'm jest cryzy, all for the love o' you.'"
-
-She felt frightened. It was like a thing in a play. It was as if some
-one was there, in the room--hiding--watching her.
-
-Then a coughing fit started, racking her. In the middle, she struggled
-to cry for help; she thought she was going to suffocate.
-
-Afterwards she sank back, limp, tired, and sleepy.
-
-The end of February--she was going to die--it was important,
-exciting--what would it be like? Everybody else died. Midge had died in
-the summer--but that was worry and going the pace. And they said that
-Annie Evans was going off too. Damn it! she wasn't going to be
-chicken-hearted. She'd face it. She'd had a jolly time. She'd be game
-till the end. Hell-fire--that was all stuff and nonsense--she knew that.
-It would be just nothing--like a sleep. Not even painful: she'd be just
-shut down in a coffin, and she wouldn't know that they were doing it.
-Ah! but they might do it before she was quite dead! It had happened
-sometimes. And she wouldn't be able to get out. The lid would be nailed,
-and there would be earth on the top. And if she called, no one would
-hear.
-
-Ugh! what a fit of the blues she was getting! It was beastly, being
-alone. Why the devil didn't Dick come back?
-
-That noise, what was that?
-
-Bah! only some one in the street. What a fool she was!
-
-She winced again as the fierce feeling of revolt swept through her, the
-wild longing to fight. It was damned rough--four months! A year, six
-months even, was a long time. The pain grew acute, different from
-anything she had felt before.
-
-"Good Lord! what am I maundering on about? Four months--I'll go out with
-a fizzle like a firework. Why the devil doesn't Dick come?--or Liz--or
-somebody? What do they leave me alone like this for?"
-
-She dragged at the bell-rope.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He came in, white and blear-eyed.
-
-"Whatever have you been doing all this time?" she began angrily.
-
-"I've been chatting with the doctor." He was pretending to read a
-newspaper: there was something funny about his voice.
-
-"It's ripping. He says you'll soon be fit again, as long as you don't
-get colds, or that sort of thing. Yes, he says you'll soon be fit
-again"--a quick, crackling noise--he had gripped the newspaper in his
-fist.
-
-She looked at him, surprised, in spite of herself. She would never have
-thought he'd have done it like that. He was a good sort, after all.
-But--she didn't know why--she broke out furiously:
-
-"You infernal liar!--I know. I shall be done for by the end of
-February--ha! ha!"
-
-Seizing a vase of flowers, she flung it into the grate. The crash and
-the shrivelling of the leaves in the flames brought her an instant's
-relief. Then she said quietly:
-
-"There--I've made an idiot of myself; but" (weakly) "I didn't know--I
-didn't know--I thought it was different."
-
-He hesitated, embarrassed by his own emotion. Presently he went up to
-her and put his hands round her cheeks.
-
-"No," she said, "that's no good, I don't want that. Get me something to
-drink. I feel bad."
-
-He hurried to the cupboard and fumbled with the cork of a champagne
-bottle. It flew out with a bang. She started violently.
-
-"You clumsy fool!" she exclaimed.
-
-She drank off the wine at a gulp.
-
-"Daisy," he began.
-
-She was staring stonily at the empty glass.
-
-"Daisy," he repeated.
-
-She tapped her toe against the fender-rail.
-
-At this sign, he went on:
-
-"How did you know?"
-
-"I sent Liz to listen," she answered mechanically.
-
-He looked about him, helpless.
-
-"I think I'll smoke," he said feebly.
-
-She made no answer.
-
-"Here, put the glass down," she said.
-
-He obeyed.
-
-He lit a cigarette over the lamp, sat down opposite her, puffing dense
-clouds of smoke.
-
-And, for a long while, neither spoke.
-
-"Is that doctor a good man?"
-
-"I don't know. People say so," he answered.
-
-
-
-
-Two Songs
-
- By John Davidson
-
-
- I--London
-
- Athwart the sky a lowly sigh
- From west to east the sweet wind carried;
- The sun stood still on Primrose Hill;
- His light in all the city tarried:
- The clouds on viewless columns bloomed
- Like smouldering lilies unconsumed.
-
- "Oh, sweetheart, see, how shadowy,
- Of some occult magician's rearing,
- Or swung in space of Heaven's grace,
- Dissolving, dimly reappearing,
- Afloat upon ethereal tides
- St. Paul above the city rides!"
-
- A rumour broke through the thin smoke
- Enwreathing Abbey, Tower, and Palace,
- The parks, the squares, the thoroughfares,
- The million-peopled lanes and alleys,
- An ever-muttering prisoned storm,
- The heart of London beating warm.
-
-
- II-Down-a-down
-
- Foxes peeped from out their dens,
- Day grew pale and olden;
- Blackbirds, willow-warblers, wrens,
- Staunched their voices golden.
-
- High, oh high, from the opal sky,
- Shouting against the dark,
- "Why, why, why must the day go by?"
- Fell a passionate lark.
-
- But the cuckoos beat their brazen gongs,
- Sounding, sounding so;
- And the nightingales poured in starry songs
- A galaxy below.
-
- Slowly tolling the vesper bell
- Ushered the stately night.
- Down-a-down in a hawthorn dell
- A boy and a girl and love's delight.
-
-
-
-
-The Love-Story of Luigi Tansillo
-
- By Richard Garnett
-
-
- Now that my wings are spread to my desire,
- The more vast height withdraws the dwindling land,
- Wider to wind these pinions I expand,
- And earth disdain, and higher mount and higher
- Nor of the fate of Icarus inquire,
- Or cautious droop, or sway to either hand;
- Dead I shall fall, full well I understand;
- But who lives gloriously as I expire?
- Yet hear I my own heart that pleading cries,
- Stay, madman! Whither art thou bound? Descend!
- Ruin is ready Rashness to chastise.
- But I, Fear not, though this indeed the end;
- Cleave we the clouds, and praise our destinies,
- If noble fall on noble flight attend.
-
-The above sonnet, one of the finest in Italian literature, is already
-known to many English readers in another translation by the late Mr. J.
-Addington Symonds, which originally appeared in the _Cornhill Magazine_,
-and is prefixed to his translation of the sonnets of Michael Angelo and
-Campanella (London, 1878), under the title of "The Philosopher's
-Flight." In his preface Mr. Symonds says: "The sonnet prefixed as a
-proem to the whole book is generally attributed to Giordano Bruno, in
-whose Dialogue in the 'Eroici Furori' it occurs. There seems, however,
-good reason to suppose that it was really written by Tansillo, who
-recites it in that dialogue. Whoever may have been its author, it
-expresses in noble and impassioned verse the sense of danger, the
-audacity, and the exultation of those pioneers of modern thought, for
-whom philosophy was a voyage of discovery into untravelled regions." Mr.
-Symonds's knowledge of Italian literature was so extensive that he must
-have had ground for stating that the sonnet is generally attributed to
-Giordano Bruno; as it certainly is by De Sanctis, though it is printed
-as Tansillo's in all editions of his works, imperfect as these were
-before the appearance of Signor Fiorentino's in 1882. It is,
-nevertheless, remarkable that he should add: "_There seems good reason
-to suppose_ that it was really written by Tansillo," as if there could
-be a shadow of doubt on the matter. "Eroici Furori" is professedly a
-series of dialogues between Luigi Tansillo the Neapolitan poet, who had
-died about twenty years before their composition, and Cicero, but is in
-reality little more than a monologue, for Tansillo does nearly all the
-talking, and Cicero receives his instructions with singular docility.
-The reason of Tansillo's selection for so great an honour was
-undoubtedly that, although born at Venosa, he belonged by descent to
-Nola, Bruno's own city. In making such free use of Tansillo's poetry as
-he has done throughout these dialogues, Bruno was far from the least
-idea of pillaging his distinguished countryman. In introducing the four
-sonnets he has borrowed (for there are three besides that already
-quoted) he is always careful to make Tansillo speak of them as his own
-compositions, which he never does when Bruno's own verses are put into
-his mouth. If a particle of doubt could remain, it would be dispelled by
-the fact that this sonnet, with other poems by Tansillo, including the
-three other sonnets introduced into Bruno's dialogue, is published under
-his name in the "Rime di diversi illustri Signori Napoletani," edited by
-Lodovico Dolce at Venice, in 1555, when Bruno was about seven years old!
-
-Mr. Symonds's interpretation of the sonnet also is erroneous--in so far,
-at least, as that the meaning assigned by him never entered into the
-head of the author. It is certainly fully susceptible of such an
-exposition. But Tansillo, no philosopher, but a cavalier, the active
-part of whose life was mainly spent in naval expeditions against the
-Turks, no more thought with Mr. Symonds of "the pioneers of modern
-philosophy," than he thought with Bruno of "arising and freeing himself
-from the body and sensual cognition." On the contrary, the sonnet is a
-love-sonnet, and depicts with extraordinary grandeur the elation of
-spirit, combined with a sense of peril, consequent upon the poet having
-conceived a passion for a lady greatly his superior in rank. The proof
-of this is to be found in the fact that the sonnet is one of a series,
-unequivocally celebrating an earthly passion; and especially in the
-sonnet immediately preceding it in Dolce's collection, manifestly
-written at the same time and referring to the same circumstance, in
-which the poet ascribes his Icarian flight, not to the influence of
-Philosophy, but of Love:
-
- Love fits me forth with wings, which so dilate,
- Sped skyward at the call of daring thought,
- I high and higher soar, with purpose fraught
- Soon to lay smiting hand on Heaven's gate.
- Yet altitude so vast might well abate
- My confidence, if Love not succour brought,
- Pledging my fame not jeopardised in aught,
- And promising renown as ruin great.
- If he whom like audacity inspired,
- Falling gave name immortal to the flood,
- As sunny flame his waxen pinion fired;
- Then of thee too it shall be understood,
- No meaner prize than Heaven thy soul required,
- And firmer than thy life thy courage stood.
-
-The meaning of the two sonnets is fully recognised by Muratori, who
-prints them together in his treatise, "Della perfetta poesia," and adds:
-"_volea dire costui che s'era imbarcato in un'amor troppo alto, e
-s'andava facendo coraggio_."
-
-This is surely one of the most remarkable instances possible to adduce
-of the infinite significance of true poetry, and its capacity for
-inspiring ideas and suggesting interpretations of which the poet never
-dreamed, but which are nevertheless fairly deducible from his
-expressions.
-
-It is now a matter of considerable interest to ascertain the identity of
-this lady of rank, who could inspire a passion at once so exalted and so
-perilous. The point has been investigated by Tansillo's editor, Signor
-F. Fiorentino, who has done so much to rescue his unpublished
-compositions from oblivion, and his view must be pronounced perfectly
-satisfactory. She was Maria d'Aragona, Marchioness del Vasto, whose
-husband, the Marquis del Vasto, a celebrated general of Spanish descent,
-famous as Charles the Fifth's right hand in his successful expedition
-against Tunis, and at one time governor of the Milanese, was as
-remarkable for his jealousy as the lady, grand-daughter of a King of
-Naples, was for her pride and haughtiness. Fiorentino proves his case by
-showing how well all personal allusions in Tansillo's poems, so far as
-they can be traced, agree with the circumstances of the Marchioness, and
-in particular that the latter is represented as at one time residing on
-the island of Ischia, where del Vasto was accustomed to deposit his
-wife for security, when absent on his campaigns. He is apparently not
-aware that the object of Tansillo's affection had already been
-identified with a member of the house of Aragon by Faria e Sousa, the
-Portuguese editor of Camoëns, who, in his commentary on Camoëns's
-sixty-ninth sonnet, gives an interminable catalogue of ladies celebrated
-by enamoured poets, and says, "Tansillo sang Donna Isabel de Aragon."
-This lady, however, the niece of the Marchioness del Vasto, was a little
-girl in Tansillo's time, and is only mentioned by him as inconsolable
-for the death of a favourite dwarf.
-
-The sentiment, therefore, of the two sonnets of Tansillo which we have
-quoted, is sufficiently justified by the exalted station of the lady who
-had inspired his passion, and the risk he ran from the power and
-jealousy of her husband. It seems certain, however, that the Marquis had
-on his part no ground for apprehension. Maria d'Aragona does not seem to
-have had much heart to bestow upon anyone, and would, in any case, have
-disdained to bestow what heart she had upon a poor gentleman and
-retainer of Don Garcia de Toledo, son of the Viceroy of Naples. She
-would think that she honoured him beyond his deserts by accepting his
-poetical homage. Tansillo, on his part, says in one of his sonnets that
-his devotion is purely platonic; it might have been more ardent, he
-hints, but he is dazzled by the splendour of the light he contemplates,
-and intimidated by the richness of the band by which he is led. So it
-may have been at first, but as time wore on the poet naturally craved
-some proof that his lady was not entirely indifferent to him, and did
-not tolerate him merely for the sake of his verses. This, in the nature
-of things, could not be given; and the poet's raptures pass into doubt
-and suspicion, thence into despairing resignation; thence into
-resentment and open hostility, terminating in a cold reconciliation,
-leaving him free to marry a much humbler but probably a more
-affectionate person, to whom he addresses no impassioned sonnets, but
-whom he instructs in a very elegant poem ("La Balia") how to bring up
-her infant children. These varying affections are depicted with extreme
-liveliness in a series of sonnets, of which we propose to offer some
-translated specimens. The order will not be that of the editions of
-Tansillo, where the pieces are distributed at random, but the probable
-order of composition, as indicated by the nature of the feeling
-expressed. It is, of course, impossible to give more than a few
-examples, though most deserve to be reproduced. Tansillo had the
-advantage over most Italian poets of his time of being in love with a
-real woman; hence, though possibly inferior in style and diction to such
-artists in rhyme as Bembo or Molza, he greatly surpasses them in all the
-qualities that discriminate poetry from the accomplishment of verse.
-
-The first sonnet which we shall give is still all fire and rapture:--
-
- I
-
- Lady, the heart that entered through your eyes
- Returneth not. Well may he make delay,
- For if the very windows that display
- Your spirit, sparkle in such wondrous wise,
- Of her enthroned within this Paradise
- What shall be deemed? If heart for ever stay,
- Small wonder, dazzled by more radiant day
- Than gazers from without can recognise.
- Glory of sun and moon and silver star
- In firmament above, are these not sign
- Of things within more excellent by far?
- Rejoice then in thy kingdom, heart of mine,
- While Love and Fortune favourable are,
- Nor thou yet exiled for default of thine.
-
-Although, however, Tansillo's heart might well remain with its lady,
-Tansillo's person was necessitated to join the frequent maritime
-expeditions of the great nobleman to whom he was attached, Don Garcia de
-Toledo, against the Turks. The constant free-booting of the Turkish and
-Barbary rovers kept the Mediterranean in a state of commotion comparable
-to that of the Spanish Main in the succeeding age, and these
-expeditions, whose picturesque history remains to be written, were no
-doubt very interesting; though from a philosophical point of view it is
-impossible not to sympathise with the humane and generous poet when he
-inquires:--
-
- Che il Turco nasca turco, e 'l Moro moro,
- È giusta causa questa, ond'altri ed io
- Dobbiam incrudelir nel sangue loro?
-
-With such feelings it may well be believed that in his enforced absence
-he was thinking at least as much of love as of war, and that the
-following sonnet is as truthful as it is an animated picture of his
-feelings:--
-
- II
-
- No length of banishment did e'er remove
- My heart from you, nor if by Fortune sped
- I roam the azure waters, or the Red,
- E'er with the body shall the spirit rove:
- If by each drop of every wave we clove,
- Or by Sun's light or Moon's encompassèd,
- Another Venus were engenderèd,
- And each were pregnant with another Love:
- And thus new shapes of Love where'er we went
- Started to life at every stroke of oar,
- And each were cradled in an amorous thought;
- Not more than now this spirit should adore;
- That none the less doth constantly lament
- It cannot worship as it would and ought.
-
-Before long, however, the pangs of separation overcome this elation of
-spirit, while he is not yet afraid of being forgotten:--
-
- III
-
- Like lightning shining forth from east to west,
- Hurled are the happy hours from morn to night,
- And leave the spirit steeped in undelight
- In like proportion as themselves were blest.
- Slow move sad hours, by thousand curbs opprest,
- Wherewith the churlish Fates delay their flight;
- Those, impulses of Mercury incite,
- These lag at the Saturnian star's behest.
- While thou wert near, ere separation's grief
- Smote me, like steeds contending in the race,
- My days and nights with equal speed did run:
- Now broken either wheel, not swift the pace
- Of summer's night though summer's moon be brief;
- Or wintry days for brevity of sun.
-
- IV
-
- Now that the Sun hath borne with him the day,
- And haled dark Night from prison subterrene,
- Come forth, fair Moon, and, robed in light serene,
- With thy own loveliness the world array.
- Heaven's spheres, slow wheeled on their majestic way,
- Invoke as they revolve thy orb unseen,
- And all the pageant of the starry scene,
- Wronged by thy absence, chides at thy delay.
- Shades even as splendours, earth and heaven both
- Smile at the apparition of thy face,
- And my own gloom no longer seems so loth;
- Yet, while my eye regards thee, thought doth trace
- Another's image; if in vows be troth,
- I am not yet estranged from Love's embrace.
-
-Continual separation, however, and the absence of any marked token that
-he is borne in memory, necessarily prey more and more on the sensitive
-spirit of the poet. During the first part, her husband's tenure of
-office as Governor of the Milanese, the Marchioness, as already
-mentioned, took up her residence in the island of Ischia, where she
-received her adorer's eloquent aspirations for her welfare--heartfelt,
-but so worded as to convey a reproach:
-
- V
-
- That this fair isle with all delight abound,
- Clad be it ever in sky's smile serene,
- No thundering billow boom from deeps marine,
- And calm with Neptune and his folk be found.
- Fast may all winds by Æolus be bound,
- Save faintest breath of lispings Zephyrene;
- And be the odorous earth with glowing green
- Of gladsome herbs, bright flowers, quaint foliage crowned.
- All ire, all tempest, all misfortune be
- Heaped on my head, lest aught thy pleasure stain,
- Nor this disturbed by any thought of me,
- So scourged with ills' innumerable train,
- New grief new tear begetteth not, as sea
- Chafes not the more for deluge of the rain.
-
-The "quaint foliage" is in the original "Arab leaves," _arabe frondi_,
-an interesting proof of the cultivation of exotic plants at the period.
-
-The lady rejoins her husband at Milan, and Tansillo, landing on the
-Campanian coast, lately devastated by earthquakes and eruptions, finds
-everywhere the image of his own bosom, and rejoices at the opportunity
-which yawning rifts and chasms of earth afford for an appeal to the
-infernal powers:--
-
- VI
-
- Wild precipice and earthquake-riven wall;
- Bare jagged lava naked to the sky;
- Whence densely struggles up and slow floats by
- Heaven's murky shroud of smoke funereal;
- Horror whereby the silent groves enthral;
- Black weedy pit and rifted cavity;
- Bleak loneliness whose drear sterility
- Doth prowling creatures of the wild appal:
- Like one distraught who doth his woe deplore,
- Bereft of sense by thousand miseries,
- As passion prompts, companioned or alone;
- Your desert so I rove; if as before
- Heaven deaf continue, through these crevices,
- My cry shall pierce to the Avernian throne.
-
-The poet's melancholy deepens, and he enters upon the stage of dismal
-and hopeless resignation to the inevitable:
-
- VII
-
- As one who on uneasy couch bewails
- Besetting sickness and Time's tardy course,
- Proving if drug, or gem, or charm have force
- To conquer the dire evil that assails:
- But when at last no remedy prevails,
- And bankrupt Art stands empty of resource,
- Beholds Death in the face, and scorns recourse
- To skill whose impotence in nought avails.
- So I, who long have borne in trust unspent
- That distance, indignation, reason, strife
- With Fate would heal my malady, repent,
- Frustrate all hopes wherewith my soul was rife,
- And yield unto my destiny, content
- To languish for the little left of life.
-
-A lower depth still has to be reached ere the period of salutary and
-defiant reaction:--
-
- VIII
-
- So mightily abound the hosts of Pain,
- Whom sentries of my bosom Love hath made,
- No space is left to enter or evade,
- And inwardly expire sighs born in vain,
- If any pleasure mingle with the train,
- By the first glimpse of my poor heart dismayed,
- Instant he dies, or else, in bondage stayed,
- Pines languishing, or flies that drear domain.
- Pale semblances of terror keep the keys,
- Of frowning portals they for none displace
- Save messengers of novel miseries:
- All thoughts they scare that wear a gladsome face;
- And, were they anything but Miseries,
- Themselves would hasten from the gloomy place.
-
-Slighted love easily passes from rejection into rebellion, and we shall
-see that such was the case with Tansillo. The following sonnet denotes
-an intermediate stage, when resignation is almost renunciation, but has
-not yet become revolt:--
-
- IX
-
- Cease thy accustomed strain, my mournful lute;
- New music find, fit for my lot forlorn;
- Henceforth be Wrath and Grief resounded, torn
- The strings that anciently did Love salute,
- Not on my own weak wing irresolute
- But on Love's plumes I trusted to be borne,
- Chanting him far as that remotest bourne
- Whence strength Herculean reft Hesperian fruit.
- To such ambition was my spirit wrought
- By gracious guerdon Love came offering
- When free in air my thought was bold to range:
- But otherwhere now dwells another's thought,
- And Wrath has plucked Love's feather from my wing,
- And hope, style, theme, I all alike must change.
-
-This, however, is not a point at which continuance is possible, the mind
-must go either backward or forward. The lover for a time persuades
-himself that he has broken his mistress's yoke, and that his infatuation
-is entirely a thing of the past. But the poet, like the lady, protests
-too much:--
-
- X
-
- If Love was miser of my liberty,
- Lo, Scorn is bounteous and benevolent,
- Such scope permitting, that, my fetter rent,
- Not lengthened by my hand, I wander free.
- The eyes that yielded tears continually
- Have now with Lethe's drops my fire besprent,
- And more behold, Illusion's glamour spent,
- Than fabled Argus with his century.
- The tyrant of my spirit, left forlorn
- As vassal thoughts forsake him, doth remove,
- And back unto her throne is Reason borne,
- And I my metamorphosis approve,
- And, old strains tuning to new keys, of Scorn
- Will sing as anciently I sang of Love.
-
-Several solutions of this situation are conceivable. Tansillo's is that
-which was perhaps that most likely in the case of an emotional nature,
-where the feelings are more powerful than the will. He simply surrenders
-at discretion, retracts everything disparaging that he has said of the
-lady (taking care, however, not to burn the peccant verses, which are
-much too good to be lightly parted with), and professes himself her
-humble slave upon her own terms:--
-
- XI
-
- All bitter words I spoke of you while yet
- My heart was sore, and every virgin scroll
- Blackened with ire, now past from my control,
- These would I now recall; for 'tis most fit
- My style should change, now Reason doth reknit,
- Ties Passion sundered, and again make whole;
- Be then Oblivion's prey whate'er my soul
- Hath wrongly of thee thought, spoke, sung, or writ.
- Not, Lady, that impeachment of thy fame
- With tongue or pen I ever did design;
- But that, if unto these shall reach my name,
- Ages to come may study in my line
- How year by year more streamed and towered my flame,
- And how I living was and dying thine.
-
-There is no reason to doubt the perfect sincerity of these lines at the
-period of their composition; but Tansillo's mistress had apparently
-resolved that his attachment should not henceforth have the diet even of
-a chameleon; and it is small wonder to find him shortly afterwards a
-tender husband and father, lamenting the death of an infant son in
-strains of extreme pathos, and instructing his wife on certain details
-of domestic economy in which she might have been supposed to be better
-versed than himself. His marriage took place in 1550, and in one of his
-sonnets he says that his unhappy attachment had endured sixteen years,
-which, allowing for a decent interval between the Romeo and the
-Benedict, would date its commencement at 1532 or 1533.
-
-Maria d'Aragona died on November 9, 1568, and Tansillo, whose services
-had been rewarded by a judicial appointment in the kingdom of Naples,
-followed her to the tomb on December 1. If her death is really the
-subject of the two poems in terza rima which appear to deplore it, he
-certainly lost no time in bewailing her, but the interval is so brief,
-and the poems are so weak, that they may have been composed on some
-other occasion. With respect to the latter consideration, however, it
-must be remembered that he was himself, in all probability, suffering
-from disabling sickness, having made his will on November 29. It is also
-worthy of note that the first sonnets composed by Petrarch upon the
-death of Laura are in general much inferior in depth of tenderness to
-those written years after the event. "In Memoriam" is another proof that
-the adequate poetical expression of grief, unlike that of life, requires
-time and study. Tansillo, then, may not have been so completely
-disillusioned as his editor thinks. If the poems do not relate to Maria
-d'Aragona, we have no clue to the ultimate nature of his feelings
-towards her.
-
-A generally fair estimate of Tansillo's rank as a poet is given in
-Ginguéné's "History of Italian Literature," vol. ix., pp. 340-343. It
-can scarcely be admitted that his boldness and fertility of imagination
-transported him beyond the limits of lyric poetry--for this is hardly
-possible--but it is true that they sometimes transcended the limits of
-good taste, and that the germs may be found in him of the extravagance
-which so disfigured Italian poetry in the seventeenth century. On the
-other hand, he has the inestimable advantage over most Italian poets of
-his day of writing of genuine passion from genuine experience. Hence a
-truth and vigour preferable even to the exquisite elegance of his
-countryman, Angelo di Costanzo, and much more so to the mere amatory
-exercises of other contemporaries. After Michael Angelo he stands
-farther aloof than any contemporary from Petrarch, a merit in an age
-when the study of Petrarch had degenerated into slavish imitation. His
-faults as a lyrist are absent from his didactic poems, which are models
-of taste and elegance. His one unpardonable sin is want of patriotism;
-he is the dependant and panegyrist of the foreign conqueror, and seems
-equally unconscious of the past glories, the actual degradation, or the
-prospective regeneration of Italy. Born a Spanish subject, his ideal of
-loyalty was entirely misplaced, and he must not be severely censured for
-what he could hardly avoid. But Italy lost a Tyrtæus in him.
-
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-
-The Fool's Hour
-
-The First Act of a Comedy
-
- By John Oliver Hobbes
- and George Moore
-
-
- CHARACTERS OF THE COMEDY
-
- Lord Doldrummond
- Cyril, _his Son_ (Viscount Aprile)
- Sir Digby Soame
- Charles Mandeville, _a tenor_
- Mr. Banish, _a banker_
- The Hon. Arthur Featherleigh
- Mr. Samuel Benjamin, _a money-lender_
- Lady Doldrummond
- Julia, _an heiress_
- The Hon. Mrs. Howard de Trappe, _her mother, a widow_
- Sarah Sparrow, _an American prima donna_
-
-
-
-
- Act I
-
-Scene--_The Library in_ Lord Doldrummond's _house at Brighton. The scene
-represents a richly-furnished but somewhat oppressive room. The chairs
-and tables are all narrow, the lamp-shades stiff, the windows have
-double glasses._ Lord Doldrummond, _a man of middle-age, handsome, but
-with a dejected, browbeaten air, sits with a rug over his knees, reading
-"The Church Times." The_ Butler _announces_ "Sir Digby Soame." Sir Digby
-_is thin and elderly; has an easy smile and a sharp eye; dresses well;
-has two manners--the abrupt with men, the suave with women; smiles into
-his beard over his own witticisms._
-
-
-_Lord Dol._ Ah, Soame, so you are here at last?
-
-_Soame._ [_Looking at his watch._] I am pretty punctual, only a few
-minutes late.
-
-_Lord Dol._ I am worried, anxious, irritable, and that has made the time
-seem long.
-
-_Soame._ Worried, anxious? And what about? Are you not well? Have you
-found that regularity of life ruins the constitution?
-
-_Lord Dol._ No, my dear Soame, no. But I am willing to own that the
-existence which my wife enjoys, and which I have learnt to endure, would
-not suit everyone.
-
-_Soame._ I am glad to find you more tolerant. You used to hold the very
-harshest and most crude opinions. I remember when we were boys, I could
-never persuade you to accept the admirable doctrine that a reformed rake
-makes the best husband!
-
-_Lord Dol._ [_Timidly._] Repentance does not require so large an income
-as folly! This may explain that paradox. You know, in my way, I, too,
-am something of a philosopher! I married very young, whereas you entered
-the Diplomatic Service and resolved to remain single: you wished to
-study women. I have lived with one for five-and-twenty years. [_Sighs._]
-
-_Soame._ Oh, I admit at once that yours is the greater achievement and
-was the more daring ambition.
-
-_Lord Dol._ I know all I wish to know about women, but men puzzle me
-extremely. So I have sent for you. I want your advice. It is Cyril who
-is the cause of my uneasiness. I am afraid that he is not happy.
-
-_Soame._ Cyril not happy? What is he unhappy about? You have never
-refused him anything?
-
-_Lord Dol._ Never! No man has had a kinder father! When he is
-unreasonable I merely say "You are a fool, but please yourself!" No man
-has had a kinder father!
-
-_Soame._ Does he complain?
-
-_Lord Dol._ He has hinted that his home is uncongenial--yet we have an
-excellent cook! Ah, thank heaven every night and morning, my dear Digby,
-that you are a bachelor. Praying for sinners and breeding them would
-seem the whole duty of man. I was no sooner born than my parents were
-filled with uneasiness lest I should not live to marry and beget an heir
-of my own. Now I have an heir, his mother will never know peace until
-she has found him a wife!
-
-_Soame._ And will you permit Lady Doldrummond to use the same method
-with Cyril which your mother adopted with such appalling results in your
-own case?
-
-_Lord Dol._ It does not seem my place to interfere, and love-affairs are
-not a fit subject of conversation between father and son!
-
-_Soame._ But what does Cyril say to the matrimonial prospect?
-
-_Lord Dol._ He seems melancholy and eats nothing but oranges. Yes, Cyril
-is a source of great uneasiness.
-
-_Soame._ Does Lady Doldrummond share this uneasiness?
-
-_Lord Dol._ My wife would regard a second thought on any subject as a
-most dangerous form of temptation. She insists that Cyril has everything
-which a young man could desire, and when he complains that the house is
-dull, she takes him for a drive!
-
-_Soame._ But _you_ understand him?
-
-_Lord Dol._ I think I do. If I were young again----
-
-_Soame._ Ah, you regret! I always said you would regret it if you did
-not take your fling! The pleasures we imagine are so much more alluring,
-so much more dangerous, than those we experience. I suppose you
-recognise in Cyril the rascal you might have been, and feel that you
-have missed your vocation?
-
-_Lord Dol._ [_Meekly._] I was never unruly, my dear Soame. We all have
-our moments, I own, yet--well, perhaps Cyril has inherited the tastes
-which I possessed at his age, but lacked the courage to obey.
-
-_Soame._ And so you wish me to advise you how to deal with him! Is he in
-love? I have constantly observed that when young men find their homes
-unsympathetic, it is because some particular lady does not form a member
-of the household. It is usually a lady, too, who would not be considered
-a convenient addition to any mother's visiting-list!
-
-_Lord Dol._ Lady Doldrummond has taught him that women are the scourges
-of creation. You, perhaps, do not share that view!
-
-_Soame._ Certainly not. I would teach him to regard them as the reward,
-the compensation, the sole delight of this dreariest of all possible
-worlds.
-
-_Lord Dol._ [_Uneasily._] Reward! Compensation! Delight! I beg you will
-not go so far as that. What notion would be more upsetting? Pray do not
-use such extreme terms!
-
-_Soame._ Ha! ha! But tell me, Doldrummond, is it true that your wife
-insists on his retiring at eleven and rising at eight? I hear that she
-allows him nothing stronger than ginger ale and lemon; that she selects
-his friends, makes his engagements, and superintends his amusements?
-Should he marry, I am told she will even undertake the office of best
-man!
-
-_Lord Dol._ Poor soul! she means well; and if devotion could make the
-boy a saint he would have been in heaven before he was out of his long
-clothes. As it is, I fear that nothing can save him.
-
-_Soame._ Save him? You speak as though you suspected that he was not
-such a saint as his mother thinks him.
-
-_Lord Dol._ I suspect nothing. I only know that my boy is unhappy. You
-might speak to him, and draw him out if occasion should offer--but do
-not say a word about this to Lady Doldrummond.
-
- [_Enter_ Lady Doldrummond.--_She is a tall, slight, but not angular
- woman. Her hair is brown, and brushed back from her temples in the
- simplest possible fashion. Self-satisfaction (of a gentle and ladylike
- sort) and eminent contentment with her lot are the only writings on her
- smooth, almost girlish countenance. She has a prim tenderness and charm
- of manner which soften her rather cutting voice._]
-
-_Lady Dol._ What! Cyril not here? How do you do, Sir Digby? I am looking
-for my tiresome boy. I promised to take him to pay some calls this
-afternoon, and as he may have to talk I must tell him what to say. He
-has no idea of making himself pleasant to women, and is the shyest
-creature in the world!
-
-_Soame._ You have always been so careful to shield him from all
-responsibility, Lady Doldrummond. Who knows what eloquence, what
-decision, what energy he might display, if you did not possess these
-gifts in so pre-eminent a degree as to make any exertion on his part
-unnecessary, and perhaps disrespectful.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Ah! mothers are going out of fashion. Even Cyril
-occasionally shows a certain impatience when I venture to correct him.
-As if I would hurt anyone's feelings unless from a sense of duty! And
-pray, where is the pleasure of having a son if you may not direct his
-life?
-
-_Lord Dol._ Cyril might ask, where is the pleasure of having parents if
-you may not disobey them.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_To_ Soame.] When Herbert is alone with me he never makes
-flippant remarks of this kind. [_To_ Lord Doldrummond.] I wonder that
-you like to give your friends such a wrong impression of your character.
-[_Turning to_ Sir Digby.] But I think I see your drift, Sir Digby. You
-wish to remind me that Cyril is now at an age when I must naturally
-desire to see him established in a home of his own.
-
-_Soame._ You have caught my meaning. As he is now two-and-twenty, I
-think he should be allowed more freedom than may have been expedient
-when he was--say, six months old.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I quite agree with you, and I trust you will convince
-Herbert that women understand young men far better than their fathers
-ever could. I have found the very wife for Cyril, and I hope I may soon
-have the pleasure of welcoming her as a daughter.
-
-_Soame._ A wife! Good heavens! I was suggesting that the boy had more
-liberty. Marriage is the prison of all emotions, and I should be very
-sorry to ask any young girl to be a man's gaol-keeper.
-
-_Lord Dol._ Sir Digby is right.
-
-_Lady Dol._ The presence of a third person has the strangest effect on
-Herbert's moral vision. As I have trained my son with a care and
-tenderness rarely bestowed nowadays even on a girl, I think I may show
-some resentment when I am asked to believe him a being with the
-instincts of a ruffian and the philosophy of a middle-aged bachelor. No,
-Sir Digby, Cyril is not _my_ child if he does not make his home and his
-family the happiest in the world!
-
-_Soame._ Yes?
-
-_Lady Dol._ He has no taste for cards, horses, brandy, or actresses. We
-read together, walk together, and drive together. In the evening, if he
-is too tired to engage in conversation, I play the piano while he dozes.
-Lately he has taken a particular interest in Mozart's classic light
-opera. Any interest of that kind is so elevating, and I know of nothing
-more agreeable than a musical husband.
-
-_Lord Dol._ You see she is resolved on his marriage, and she has had
-Julia de Trappe on a visit with us for the last five weeks in the hope
-of bringing matters to a crisis.
-
-_Lady Dol._ And why not? Our marriage was arranged for us, and what idle
-fancies of our own could have led to such perfect contentment?
-
- [Lord Doldrummund _avoids her eyes_.]
-
-_Soame._ Julia de Trappe? She must be the daughter of that Mrs. Howard
-de Trappe who gives large At Homes in a small house, and who spends her
-time hunting for old lovers and new servants.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I own that dear Julia has been allowed to meet men and women
-who are not fit companions for a young girl, no matter how interesting
-they may be to the general public. Only yesterday she told me she was
-well acquainted with Mr. Mandeville, the tenor. Mrs. de Trappe, it
-seems, frequently invites him to dinner. Still, Julia herself is very
-sensible, and the family is of extraordinary antiquity.
-
-_Soame._ But the mother? If she has not been in the divorce court, it is
-through no fault of her own.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_Biting her lip._] Mrs. de Trappe is vain and silly, I
-admit; but as she has at last decided to marry Mr. Banish, the banker, I
-am hoping she will live in his house at Hampstead, and think a little
-more about her immortal soul.
-
-_Soame._ Does Cyril seem at all interested in Miss Julia?
-
-_Lady Dol._ Cyril has great elegance of mind, and is not very strong in
-the expression of his feelings one way or the other. But I may say that
-a deep attachment exists between them.
-
-_Soame._ A man must have sound wisdom before he can appreciate
-innocence. But I have no desire to be discouraging, and I hope I may
-soon have the pleasure of congratulating you all on the wedding.
-Good-bye.
-
-_Lord Dol._ What! Must you go?
-
-_Soame._ Yes. But [_aside to_ Lord Dol.] I shall bear in mind what you
-say. I will do my best. I have an engagement in town to-night.
-[_Chuckles._] An amusing one.
-
-_Lord Dol._ [_With envy._] Where?
-
-_Soame._ At the Parnassus.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_With a supercilious smile._] And what is the Parnassus?
-
-_Soame._ A theatre much favoured by young men who wish to be thought
-wicked, and by young ladies who _are._ Good-bye, good-bye. [_Shakes
-hands with_ Lord _and_ Lady Doldrummond _and goes out_.]
-
-_Lady Dol._ Thank goodness, he is gone! What a terrible example for
-Cyril. I was on thorns every second lest he should come in. Soame has
-just those meretricious attractions which appeal to youth and
-inexperience. That you should encourage such an acquaintance, and even
-discuss before him such an intimate matter as my hope with regard to
-Julia, is, perhaps, more painful than astonishing.
-
-_Lord Dol._ They are both too young to marry. Let them enjoy life while
-they may.
-
-_Lady Dol._ _Enjoy_ life? What a degrading suggestion! I have often
-observed that there is a lurking taste for the vicious in every
-Doldrummond. [_Picking up_ Cyril's _miniature from the table_.] Cyril is
-pure Bedingfield: my second self!
-
- [_The Butler announces_ Mrs. De Trappe, Mr. Arthur Featherleigh, Mr.
- Banish. Mrs. de Trappe _is a pretty woman with big eyes and a small
- waist; she has a trick of biting her under-lip, and looking shocked, as
- it were, at her own audacity. Her manner is a little effusive, but
- always well-bred. She does not seem affected, and has something artless,
- confiding, and pathetic._ Mr. Featherleigh _has a nervous laugh and a
- gentlemanly appearance; otherwise inscrutable_. Mr. Banish _is old,
- well-preserved, rather pompous, and evidently mistakes deportment for
- dignity_.]
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ [_Kissing_ Lady Dol. _on each cheek_.] Dear Edith, I
-knew we should surprise you. But Mr. Banish and I are house-hunting, and
-I thought I must run in and see you and Julia, if only for a second. I
-felt sure you would not mind my bringing Arthur [_indicating_
-Featherleigh.] He is so lonely at the prospect of my marriage that Mr.
-Banish and I have promised to keep him always with us. We have known
-each other so long. How should we spend our evenings without him? James
-admits they would be tedious, don't you, James? [_Indicating_ Banish.]
-
-_Banish._ Certainly, my dear.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_Stiffly._] I can well understand that you have learned to
-regard Mr. Featherleigh as your own son. And as we advance in years, it
-is so pleasant to have young people about us.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ [_After a slight pause._] How odd that it should never
-have struck me in that light before! I have always thought of Arthur as
-the trustee, as it were, of my poor fatherless Julia [_To_ Banish.] Have
-I not often said so, James?
-
-_Banish._ [_Dryly._] Often. In fact I have always thought that Julia
-would never lack a father whilst Arthur was alive. But I admit that he
-is a little young for the responsibility.
-
-_Feather._ [_Unmoved._] Do not forget, Violet, that our train leaves in
-fifty-five minutes.
-
-_Lord Dol._ [_Catching a desperate glance from_ Lady Doldrummond.] Then
-I shall have time to show you the Russian poodles which the Duke of
-Camdem brought me from Japan.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ [_Peevishly._] Yes, please take them away. [_Waving
-her hand in the direction of_ Banish _and_ Featherleigh.] Edith and I
-have many secrets to discuss. Of course she will tell you [_to_ Lord
-Dol.] everything I have said when we are gone, and I shall tell Arthur
-and James all she has said as we go home. But it is so amusing to think
-ourselves mysterious for twenty minutes. [_As the men go out laughing,
-she turns to_ Lady Doldrummond _with a sigh_.] Ah, Edith, when I pause
-in all these gaieties and say to myself, Violet, you are about to marry
-a second husband, I cannot feel sufficiently thankful that it is not the
-third.
-
-_Lady Dol._ The third?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ To face the possibility of a third honeymoon, a third
-disappointment, and a third funeral would tax my courage to the utmost!
-And I am not strong.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I am shocked to see you so despondent. Surely you anticipate
-every happiness with Mr. Banish?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Oh, yes. He has money, and Arthur thinks him a very
-worthy sort of person. He is a little dull, but then middle-class people
-are always so gross in their air when they attempt to be lively or
-amusing; so long as they are grave I can bear them well enough, but I
-know of nothing so unpleasant as the sight of a banker laughing. As
-Arthur says, City men and butlers should always be serious.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Do you think that the world will quite understand--Arthur?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ What do you mean, Edith? A woman must have an adviser.
-Arthur was my late husband's friend, and he is my future husband's
-friend. Surely that should be enough to satisfy the most exacting.
-
-_Lady Dol._ But why marry at all? why not remain as you are?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ How unreasonable you are, Edith! How often have you
-urged me to marry Mr. Banish, and now that it is all arranged and Arthur
-is satisfied, you begin to object.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I thought that you liked Mr. Banish better.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Better than Arthur? No, I am not so unkind as that,
-nor would James wish it. I am marrying because I am poor. My husband, as
-you know, left nearly all his money to Julia, and I feel the injustice
-so acutely that the absurd settlement he made on me is spent upon
-doctor's bills alone. If it were not for Arthur and one or two other
-kind friends who send me game and other little things from time to time,
-I could not exist at all. [_Draws off her gloves, displays a diamond
-ring on each finger, and wipes her eyes with a point-lace
-pocket-handkerchief._] And when I think of all that I endured with De
-Trappe! How often have I been roused from a sound sleep to see the room
-illuminated and De Trappe, rolled up in flannel, sitting by the fire
-reading "Lead, kindly Light." What an existence! But now tell me about
-Julia. I hope she does not give you much trouble.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I only hope that I may keep her always with me.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ How she must have improved! When she is at home I find
-her so depressing. And she does not appeal to men in the least.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I could wish that all young girls were as modest.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Oh, I daresay Julia has all the qualities we like to
-see in some other woman's daughter. But if you were her mother and had
-to find her a husband, you would regard her virtues in another light.
-Fortunately she has eight thousand a year, so she may be able to find
-somebody. Still, even money does not tempt men as it once did. A girl
-must have an extraordinary charm. She is so jealous of me. I cannot keep
-her out of the drawing-room when I have got callers, especially when Mr.
-Mandeville is there.
-
-_Lady Dol._ I have heard of Mr. Mandeville. He is an actor, a singer.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ A lovely tenor voice. All the women are in love with
-him, except me. I would not listen to him. And now they say he is going
-to marry Sarah Sparrow--a great mistake. I should like to know who would
-care about him or his singing, once he is married.
-
-_Lady Dol._ And who is Sarah Sparrow?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Don't you know? She is the last great success. She has
-two notes: B flat and the lower G--the orchestra plays the rest. You
-must go to the Parnassus and hear her. To-night is the dress rehearsal
-of the new piece.
-
-_Lady Dol._ And do you receive Miss Sparrow?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ No, women take up too much time. They say, too, that
-she is frantically jealous because Mandeville used to come and practise
-in my boudoir. He says no one can accompany him as I do!
-
-_Lady Dol._ I hope Cyril does not meet Mr. Mandeville when he goes to
-your house.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Let me see. I believe I introduced them. At any rate,
-I know I saw them at luncheon together last week.
-
-_Lady Dol._ At luncheon together! Cyril and this person who sings? What
-could my boy and Mr. Mandeville have in common?
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ They both appear to admire Sarah Sparrow very much.
-And I cannot find what men see in her. She is not tall and her figure is
-most innocent; you would say she was still in pinafores. As for her
-prettiness, I admit she has fine eyes, but of course she blackens them.
-I think the great attraction is her atrocious temper. One never knows
-whom she will stab next.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_Half to herself._] Last week Cyril came in after midnight.
-He refused to answer my questions.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ You seem absent-minded, my dear Edith. [_Pause._] I
-must be going now. Where are Arthur and James? We have not a moment to
-lose. We are going to choose wedding presents. James is going to choose
-Arthur's and Arthur is going to choose James's, so there can be no
-jealousy. It was I who thought of that way out of the difficulty. One
-does one's best to be nice to them, and then something happens and
-upsets all one's plans. Where is Cyril?
-
-_Lady Dol._ I am afraid Cyril is not at home.
-
-_Mrs. de Trappe._ Then I shall not see him. Tell him I am angry, and
-give my love to Julia. I hope she does not disturb you when you are in
-the drawing-room and have visitors. So difficult to keep a grown-up girl
-out of the drawing-room. Where can those men be? [_Enter_ Lord
-Doldrummond, Mr. Featherleigh, _and_ Mr. Banish.] Ah! here they are.
-Now, come along; we haven't a moment to lose. Good-bye, Edith.
-
- [_Exeunt_ (_after wishing their adieux_) Mrs. de Trappe, Mr.
- Featherleigh, _and_ Mr. Banish, Lord Doldrummond _following them_.]
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_Stands alone in the middle of the room, repeating._] Cyril
-and--Sarah Sparrow! My son and Sarah Sparrow! And he has met her through
-the one woman for whom I have been wrong enough to forget my prejudices.
-What a punishment!
-
- [Julia _enters cautiously. She is so unusually beautiful that she barely
- escapes the terrible charge of sublimity. But there is a certain
- peevishness in her expression which adds a comfortable smack of human
- nature to her classic features._]
-
-_Julia._ I thought mamma would never go. I have been hiding in your
-boudoir ever since I heard she was here.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Was Cyril with you?
-
-_Julia._ Oh, no; he has gone out for a walk.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Tell me, dearest, have you and Cyril had any disagreement
-lately? Is there any misunderstanding?
-
-_Julia._ Oh, no. [_Sighs._]
-
-_Lady Dol._ I remember quite well that before I married Herbert he often
-suffered from the oddest moods of depression. Several times he entreated
-me to break off the engagement. His affection was so reverential that he
-feared he was not worthy of me. I assure you I had the greatest
-difficulty in overcoming his scruples, and persuading him that whatever
-his faults were I could help him to subdue them.
-
-_Julia._ But Cyril and I are not engaged. It is all so uncertain, so
-humiliating.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Men take these things for granted. If the truth were known,
-I daresay he already regards you as his wife.
-
-_Julia._ [_With an inspired air._] Perhaps that is why he treats me so
-unkindly. I have often thought that if he were my husband he could not
-be more disagreeable! He has not a word for me when I speak to him. He
-does not hear. Oh, Lady Doldrummond, I know what is the matter. He is in
-love, but I am not the one. You are all wrong.
-
-_Lady Dol._ No, no, no. He loves you; I am sure of it. Only be patient
-with him and it will come all right. Hush! is that his step? Stay here,
-darling, and I will go into my room and write letters. [_Exit, brushing
-the tears from her eyes._]
-
- [Butler _ushers in_ Mr. Mandeville. _Neither of them perceive Julia, who
- has gone to the window._]
-
-_Butler._ His Lordship will be down in half an hour, sir. He is now
-having his hair brushed.
-
-_Julia._ [_In surprise as she looks round._] Mr. Mandeville! [_Pause._]
-I hardly expected to meet you here.
-
-_Mandeville._ And why, may I ask?
-
-Julia. You know what Lady Doldrummond is. How did you overcome her
-scruples?
-
-_Mandeville._ Is my reputation then so very bad?
-
-_Julia._ You--you are supposed to be rather dangerous. You sing on the
-stage, and have a tenor voice.
-
-_Mandeville._ Is that enough to make a man dangerous?
-
-_Julia._ How can _I_ tell? But mamma said you were invincible. You
-admire mamma, of course. [_Sighs._]
-
-_Mandeville._ A charming woman, Mrs. de Trappe. A very interesting
-woman; so sympathetic.
-
-_Julia._ But she said she would not listen to you.
-
-_Mandeville._ Did she say that? [_A slight pause._] I hope you will not
-be angry when I own that I do not especially _admire_ your mother. A
-quarter of a century ago she may have had considerable attractions,
-but--are you offended?
-
-_Julia._ Offended? Oh, no. Only it seems strange. I thought that all men
-admired mamma. [_Pause._] You have not told me yet how you made Lady
-Doldrummond's acquaintance.
-
-_Mandeville._ I am here at Lord Aprile's invitation. He has decided that
-he feels no further need of Lady Doldrummond's apron-strings.
-
-_Julia._ Oh, Mr. Mandeville, are you teaching him to be wicked?
-
-_Mandeville._ But you will agree with me that a young man cannot make
-his mother a kind of scribbling diary?
-
-_Julia._ Still, if he spends his time well, there does not seem to be
-any reason why he should refuse to say where he dines when he is not at
-home.
-
-_Mandeville._ Lady Doldrummond holds such peculiar ideas; she would find
-immorality in a sofa-cushion. If she were to know that Cyril is coming
-with me to the dress rehearsal of our new piece!
-
-_Julia._ It would break her heart. And Lord Doldrummond would be
-indignant. Mamma says his own morals are so excellent!
-
-_Mandeville._ Is he an invalid?
-
-_Julia._ Certainly not. Why do you ask?
-
-_Mandeville._ Whenever I hear of a charming husband I always think that
-he _must_ be an invalid. But as for morals, there can be no harm in
-taking Cyril to a dress rehearsal. If you do not wish him to go,
-however, I can easily say that the manager does not care to have
-strangers present. [_Pause._] Afterwards there is to be a ball at Miss
-Sparrow's.
-
-_Julia._ Is Cyril going there, too?
-
-_Mandeville._ I believe that he has an invitation, but I will persuade
-him to refuse it, if you would prefer him to remain at home.
-
-_Julia._ You are very kind, Mr. Mandeville, but it is a matter of
-indifference to me where Lord Aprile goes.
-
-_Mandeville._ Perhaps I ought not to have mentioned this to you?
-
-_Julia._ [_Annoyed._] It does not make the least difference. In fact, I
-am delighted to think that you are taking Cyril out into the world. He
-is wretched in this house. [_With heroism._] I am glad to think that he
-knows anyone so interesting and clever and beautiful as Sarah Sparrow. I
-suppose she would be considered beautiful?
-
-_Mandeville._ [_With a profound glance._] One can forget her--sometimes.
-
-_Julia._ [_Looking down._] Perhaps--when I am as old as she is--I shall
-be prettier than I am at present.
-
-_Mandeville._ You always said you liked my voice. We never see anything
-of each other now. I once thought that--well--that you might like me
-better. Are you sure you are not angry with me because I am taking Cyril
-to this rehearsal?
-
-_Julia._ Quite sure. Why should I care where Cyril goes? I only wish
-that I, too, might go to the theatre to-night. What part do you play?
-And what do you sing? A serenade?
-
-_Mandeville._ [_Astounded._] Yes. How on earth did you guess that? The
-costume is, of course, picturesque, and that is the great thing in an
-opera. A few men can sing--after a fashion--but to find the right
-clothes to sing _in_--that shows the true artist.
-
-_Julia._ And Sarah; does she look _her_ part?
-
-_Mandeville._ Well, I do not like to say anything against her, but she
-is not quite the person I should cast for la Marquise de la Perdrigonde.
-Ah! if you were on the stage, Miss de Trappe! You have just the
-exquisite charm, the grace, the majesty of bearing which, in the opinion
-of those who have never been to Court, is the peculiar distinction of
-women accustomed to the highest society.
-
-_Julia._ Oh, I should like to be an actress!
-
-_Mandeville._ No! no! I spoke selfishly--if you only acted with _me_, it
-would be different; but--but I could not bear to see another man making
-love to you--another man holding your hand and singing into your
-eyes--and--and----Oh, this is madness. You must not listen to me.
-
-_Julia._ I am not--angry, but--you must never again say things which you
-do not mean. If I thought you were untruthful it would make me so--so
-miserable. Always tell me the truth. [_Holds out her hand._]
-
-_Mandeville._ You are very beautiful!
-
- [_She drops her eyes, smiles, and wanders unconsciously to the mirror._]
-
- [Lady Doldrummond _suddenly enters from the boudoir, and_ Cyril _from
- the middle door_. Cyril _is handsome, but his features have that
- delicacy and his expression that pensiveness which promise artistic
- longings and domestic disappointment_.]
-
-_Cyril._ [_Cordially and in a state of suppressed excitement._] Oh,
-mother, this is my friend Mandeville. You have heard me mention him?
-
-_Lady Dol._ I do not remember, but----
-
-_Cyril._ When I promised to go out with you this afternoon, I forgot
-that I had another engagement. Mandeville has been kind enough to call
-for me.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Another engagement, Cyril?
-
- [Lord Doldrummond _enters and comes down, anxiously looking from one to
- the other_.]
-
-_Cyril._ Father, this is my friend Mandeville. We have arranged to go up
-to town this afternoon.
-
-_Lady Dol._ [_Calmly._] What time shall I send the carriage to the
-station for you? The last train usually arrives about----
-
-_Cyril._ I shall not return to-night. I intend to stay in town.
-Mandeville will put me up.
-
-_Lord Dol._ And where are you going?
-
-_Mandeville._ He is coming to our dress rehearsal of the "Dandy and the
-Dancer."
-
-_Cyril._ At the Parnassus. [Lord _and_ Lady Doldrummond _exchange
-horrified glances_.] I daresay you have never heard of the place, but it
-amuses me to go there, and I must learn life for myself. I am
-two-and-twenty, and it is not extraordinary that I should wish to be my
-own master. I intend to have chambers of my own in town.
-
-_Lady Dol._ Surely you have every liberty in this house?
-
-_Lord Dol._ If you leave us, you will leave the rooms in which your
-mother has spent every hour of her life, since the day you were born,
-planning and improving. Must all her care and thought go for nothing?
-The silk hangings in your bedroom she worked with her own hands. There
-is not so much as a pen-wiper in your quarter of the house which she did
-not choose with the idea of giving you one more token of her affection.
-
-_Cyril._ I am not ungrateful, but I cannot see much of the world through
-my mother's embroidery. As you say, I have every comfort here. I may
-gorge at your expense and snore on your pillows and bully your servants.
-I can do everything, in fact, but live. Dear mother, be reasonable.
-[_Tries to kiss her. She remains quite frigid._]
-
- [Footman _enters_.]
-
-_Footman._ The dog-cart is at the door, my lord.
-
-_Cyril._ You think it well over and you will see that I am perfectly
-right. Come on, Mandeville, we shall miss the train. Make haste: there
-is no time to be polite. [_He goes out, dragging_ Mandeville _after him,
-and ignoring_ Julia.]
-
-_Lord Dol._ Was that my son? I am ashamed of him! To desert us in this
-rude, insolent, heartless manner. If I had whipped him more and loved
-him less, he would not have been leaving me to lodge with a God knows
-who. I disown him! The fool!
-
-_Lady Dol._ If you have anything to say, blame _me_! Cyril has the
-noblest heart in the world; _I_ am the fool.
-
-
- _Curtain._
-
-
-
-
- Transcriber's Notes:
-
-Words in italics are surrounded by underscores, _like this_.
-
-Greek words have been transliterated.
-
-Punctuation was standardized. Words in dialect, obsolete or alternative
-spellings were not changed. The following were corrected:
-
- missing 'f' added to 'of' ... implications of his speech ...
- 'allution' to 'allusion' ... without catching the allusion ...
- 'needed' to 'heeded' ... I had not heeded this ...
- 'undiscouragable' to 'undiscourageable' ... My undiscourageable search ...
- 'snggest' to 'suggest' ... reason to suggest that ...
- 'gasp' to 'grasp' ... his grasp had been insecure; ...
- 'deing' to 'being' ... he was being whirled through ...
- 'geos' to 'goes' ... then goes out._] ...
- 'Gardi' to 'Guardi' ... Canaletti and Guardi seen long ago ...
- 'waning' to 'waving' ... elbows out, umbrella waving,...
- 'allign' to 'align' ... that hesitates to align itself ...
- 'poem' to 'poet' ... upon the poet having conceived a passion ...
- 'requiees' to 'requires' ... requires time and study....
- 'upsettting' to 'upsetting' ... would be more upsetting?...
- missing 'l' added to 'small' ... in a small house ...
-
-
-
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