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- THE STORY BOOK GIRLS
-
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-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with almost
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-under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this
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-
-Title: The Story Book Girls
-Author: Christina Gowans Whyte
-Release Date: January 06, 2013 [EBook #41797]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE STORY BOOK GIRLS ***
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-Produced by Al Haines.
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-
-[Illustration: Cover]
-
-
-
-
- The STORY
- BOOK
- GIRLS
-
-
- CHRISTINA
- GOWANS
- WHYTE
-
-
-
- LONDON
- HENRY FROWDE
- HODDER & STOUGHTON
- 1906
-
-
-
-
- *THE GIRLS' NEW 1/- NET. LIBRARY.*
-
-(Crown 8vo. Cloth, with Coloured frontispiece.)
-
-A Girl of the Northland . . . BY BESSIE MARCHANT
-The Story Book Girls . . . . . BY CHRISTINA G. WHYTE
-Dauntless Patty . . . . . . . BY E. L. HAVERFIELD
-Tom Who Was Rachel . . . . . . BY J. M. WHITFELD
-A Sage of Sixteen . . . . . . BY L. B. WALFORD
-The Beauforts . . . . . . . . BY L. T. MEADE
-
- HENRY FROWDE AND HODDER & STOUGHTON.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-ELMA LEIGHTON
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-MISS ANNIE
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE FLOWER SHOW TICKET
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-CUTHBERT
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-"THE STORY BOOKS" CALL
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE MAYONNAISE
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-VISITORS AGAIN
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE PARTY
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-AT MISS GRACE'S
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-COMPENSATIONS
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-THE SPLIT INFINITIVE
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-THE BURGLAR
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-A RECONCILIATION
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-THE FIRST PEAL
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-THE ARRIVAL
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-THE THIN EDGE OF THE WEDGE
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-A REPRIEVE
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-"LOVE OF OUR LIVES"
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-HERR SLAVSKA
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-THE SHILLING SEATS
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-AT LADY EMILY'S
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-THE ENGAGEMENT
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-HOLDING THE FORT
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-THE HAM SANDWICH
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-THE WILD ANEMONE
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-UNDER ROYAL PATRONAGE
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-THE HOME-COMING
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-ADELAIDE MAUD
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
-MR. SYMINGTON
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX
-
-"NOW HERE THERE DAWNETH----"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- Elma Leighton
-
-
-In a pink and white bedroom where two beds, Elma's and Betty's, seemed
-the only pink and white things unspotted by multitudinous photographs,
-Elma Leighton sought sanctuary. Pursued by a tumultuous accusing
-conscience, which at the same time gracefully extended the uncertain
-friendliness of hope, for who could say--it might still be
-"embarr*ass*ment," she opened her little own bright red dictionary.
-
-She prayed a trifling prayer that her self-esteem might be saved, as she
-turned shakingly the fine India paper of the 50,000 word compressed
-edition of the most reliable friend she at that moment possessed in the
-world. Parents commanded. Relations exaggerated. Chums could be
-spiteful. But friends told the truth; and the dictionary--being
-invariably just--was above all things a friend.
-
-She wandered to "en," forgetting in the championship of her learning
-that "m" held priority. She corrected herself with dignity, and at last
-found the word she wanted.
-
-It was emb*arr*assment.
-
-Woe and desolation! A crimson shameful blush ran up the pink cheeks,
-her constant anxiety being that they were always so pink, and made a
-royal progress there. The hot mortification of despair lent it wings.
-She watched the tide of red creep to the soft curls of her hair as she
-viewed herself in her own little miniature cheval between creamy
-curtains, and she saw her complexion die down at last to an unusual but
-becoming paleness.
-
-She had said "embarr*ass*ment."
-
-Nothing could have been more fatal. It was like a disease with Elma,
-that instead of using the everyday words regarding which no one could
-make a mistake--such as "shyness" in this instance--she should
-invariably plunge into others which she merely knew by sight and find
-them unknown to herself as talking acquaintances. Cousin Dr. Harry
-Vincent, Staff Surgeon in His Majesty's Navy, eyeglass in eye, merry
-smile at his lips ("such a dashing cousin the Leightons have visiting
-them" was the comment), the sort of person in short that impressed Elma
-with the need of being very dashing herself, here was the particular of
-all particulars before whom she had made this ridiculous mistake.
-
-"Now," had said Dr. Harry in the drawing-room when visitors arrived,
-"come and play something."
-
-Any other girl overcome by Elma's habitual fright when asked to play,
-would have said, "I'm too shy." Elma groaned as she thought how easy
-that would have been.
-
-But Dr. Harry's single eyeglass fascinated her as with a demand for
-showing some kind of culture.
-
-She blinked her eyelids nervously and answered, "My embarr*ass*ment
-prevents me."
-
-Dr. Harry never moved a muscle of his usually mobile and merry
-countenance. But the flaming sword of fear cut further conversation
-dead for Elma. She became subtly conscious that the word was wrong, and
-fled to her room.
-
-"While I'm here," she said dismally, "I may as well look up
-'melodramic.'" This was a carking care left over from a conversation in
-the morning.
-
-It proved another tragedy.
-
-Being really of a cheerful sunny nature, which never for long allowed
-clouds to overshadow the bright horizon of her imagination, she
-acquainted herself thoroughly with the right term.
-
-"One consolation is, I shall never make that mistake again as long as I
-live. Melodramatic," she repeated with the swagger of familiarity.
-
-Then "emb, emb--Oh! dear, I've forgotten again."
-
-Concluding that embarrassment was a treacherous acquaintance, she
-decided to drop it altogether.
-
-"After this I shall only be shy," she said with a certain amount of
-refined pleasure in her own humour.
-
-She regarded her figure dismally in the cheval. Her chubby face had
-regained its undistinguished pink. She was sorry she could not remain
-pale, it was so much more distinguished to be pale.
-
-"How long I take to grow up--in every way." She sighed in a reflective
-manner.
-
-What she was thinking was how long she took to become like one of the
-Story Book Girls.
-
-It is probable that she would never have run to long words, had it not
-been her dearest desire to grow up like one of the Story Book Girls. It
-was the desire of every sister in the Leighton family. Each worked on
-it differently however. Mabel, the eldest, now seventeen, in the
-present delights of hair going up and skirts letting down, took her
-ideas of fashion straight from "Adelaide Maud" the elegant one.
-"Adelaide Maud" wore her hair in coils and sat under heliotrope
-parasols. Mabel surreptitiously tried that effect as often as five
-times a day with the family absent.
-
-Jean threw all her ambitions on the sporting carriage of "Madeline" who
-was a golfer.
-
-Betty determined to wear bangles and play the violin because "Theodora,"
-the youngest of the lot, did that. And Elma based her admiration of
-"Hermione" on the fact that she had "gone in" for science. Long ago
-they had christened their divinities. It did not do to recognize
-latterly that the Dudgeons were known in society by other names
-altogether. One can do these dreamy, inconsequent things with the most
-superb pleasure while one's family remains between certain romantic
-ages; in the case of the Leightons at the moment when Elma ran to her
-bedroom--between the ages of ten and seventeen. Betty was ten, Elma
-twelve, Jean fifteen and Mabel seventeen.
-
-It was an axiom with the girls that their parents need not know how they
-emulated the Story Book Girls. Yet the information leaked out
-occasionally.
-
-It was also considered bad form to breathe a word to the one elder
-brother of the establishment. Yet even there one got into trouble.
-
-"Why on earth do you call her Adelaide Maud when her name is Helen?"
-asked Cuthbert one day bluntly. "Met her at a dance--and she nearly
-slew me. I called her Miss Adelaide!"
-
-"O--o--o--oh!"
-
-It is impossible to explain the thrill that the four underwent.
-Cuthbert had met Adelaide Maud!
-
-"Did she talk about us?" asked Elma breathlessly.
-
-"Doesn't know you kids exist," said Cuthbert.
-
-Here was a tumbling pack of cards.
-
-However the idylls of the Story Book Girls soon were built up again.
-
-Four girls at the west end of a town dreamed dreams about four girls at
-a still further west. They lived where the sun dropped down behind blue
-mountains in the sunny brilliant summer time. The Story Book Girls were
-grown up, of "county" reputation, and "sat in their own carriages." The
-others invariably walked. This was enough to explain the fact that they
-never met in the quiet society of the place. But one world was built
-out of the two, and in it, the younger girls who did not ride in
-carriages, created an existence for the Story Book Girls which would
-have astonished them considerably had they known. As it was, they
-sometimes noticed a string of large-eyed girls with a good-looking
-brother, going to church on Sunday, but it never dawned on one of them
-that the tallest carried a heliotrope parasol in a manner familiar to
-them, nor that another exhibited a rather extraordinary and highly
-developed golfing stride. Grown-up girls do not observe those in the
-transition stages, and just at the fiercest apex of their admiration,
-the Leightons were certainly at the transient stage. They reviewed their
-own growing charms with the keenest anxiety. Everybody was hopeful of
-Mabel who seemed daily to be shedding angularities and developing a
-presence which might one day be compared with Adelaide Maud's. The time
-of her seventeenth birthday had drawn near with the family palpitating
-behind her. Mrs. Leighton remembered that delicious period of her own
-youth, and was indulgently friendly, "just a perfect dear."
-
-"We are going to make a very pretty little woman of Mabel," she informed
-her husband. He was a tall man, with a fine intellectual forehead, and
-handsome, clear-cut features. He stooped slightly, giving an impression
-of gentleness and great amiability. He answered in some alarm.
-
-"You don't mean that our little baby girl is growing up."
-
-"Elma declares that Mabel reaches her 'frivolity' in May," said Mrs.
-Leighton sedately. A quiet smile played gently over a face, lined
-softly, yet cleared of care as one sees the mother face where happy
-homes exist.
-
-Mr. Leighton groaned sadly and rubbed his finger contemplatively along
-the smoothed hair which made a gallant attempt at hiding more than a
-hint of baldness.
-
-"Why can't we keep them babies!"
-
-"Betty thinks we do," said his wife.
-
-"One boy at College, and one girl coming out! It's overwhelming. We
-were only married yesterday, you know," said poor Mr. Leighton.
-
-It troubled Mrs. Leighton that Mabel insisted on wearing heliotrope.
-She had white of course for her coming out dress, and among other
-costumes the choice of colours for a fine day gown. The blue eyes of
-the Leightons were gifts handed down by a beneficent providence through
-a long line of ancestors, and one wise mother after another had matched
-the heavenly radiancy of these wide orbs as nearly as possible in sashes
-and silks for the children. Therefore Mrs. Leighton begged Mabel to
-have at least that one day gown in blue.
-
-"I begin to be sorry I said you might have what you liked," she said
-dismally. "Heliotrope will make you look like your grandmother."
-
-"Oh no it won't," clamoured Jean. "It will only make her look like
-Adelaide Maud."
-
-"Traitor," was the expression on three faces.
-
-Sporting Jean had really rather a dislike to the garden-party smartness
-of Adelaide Maud, and occasionally prejudice did away with honour.
-
-"I'm joking," she said penitently. "Do let her wear heliotrope, mummy."
-
-Mrs. Leighton sighed amiably yet disappointedly, but at last gave Mabel
-permission to wear heliotrope. They had patterns from Liberty's and
-Peter Robinson's and Woolland's in London, and a solid week of rapture
-ensued while Mabel saw herself gowned in a hundred gowns and fixed on
-none.
-
-They sat over the patterns one day with Mrs. Leighton in attendance.
-Mabel's choice lay between fifteen different qualities of heliotrope.
-
-"I shall have this," she said one minute, and "No, this" the next.
-
-"Patterns not returned within ten days will be charged for," quoted
-Jean.
-
-Just then a certain rushing sound of light wheels could be heard. Each
-girl glanced quickly out of the window. The clipity-clop of a pair of
-horses might be clearly distinguished; and through the green trees
-skirting the bottom of the garden, appeared patches of colour.
-
-Two Story Book Girls drove past, Adelaide Maud and Theodora. Theodora
-was sitting in any kind of costume--what did _her_ costume matter?
-
-Adelaide Maud was in blue.
-
-The girls gazed breathlessly at one another.
-
-"I think you must really now make up your mind," said Mrs. Leighton
-patiently, whose ears were not attuned so perfectly to distinction in
-carriage wheels.
-
-Mabel glanced round for support.
-
-"Oh, mummy," said she very sweetly, "I do believe you were right. I
-shall have blue after all."
-
-That was a few weeks before the great day when Mabel attained her
-"frivolity" and put up her hair. Cousin Harry's being with them gave an
-air of festivity to the occurrence, and curiously enough, Mrs.
-Leighton's drawing-room filled with visitors on that afternoon as though
-to celebrate the great occasion.
-
-Throughout her life Elma never forgot to link the delight of that day,
-when for the first time they all seemed to grow up, with the despair of
-her sallies in Cousin Harry's direction.
-
-When she did trail back to the drawing-room, crushed yet educated, she
-found Mabel with carefully coiled hair standing in a congratulatory
-crowd of people, looking more like Adelaide Maud than one could have
-considered possible.
-
-"Such excitement," whispered Jean, "Mrs. Maclean has brought her nephew
-and he knows the Story Books."
-
-It put immediate thoughts of having to explain to Cousin Harry out of
-Elma's mind.
-
-"Oh, do you know," she said excitedly to him, "I want one thing most
-awfully. I want to know Mr. Maclean so well in about five minutes as to
-ask him a fearfully particular question."
-
-Dr. Harry, who, as he always explained to people, was continually nine
-hundred and ninety-nine days at sea without meeting a lady, could be
-counted on doing anything for one once he had the chance of being
-ashore. Even a half-grown lady of Elma's type.
-
-"Mr. Maclean shall stand on his head inside of three minutes," he
-promised her.
-
-Elma noticed a new twinkle in his eye. It enabled her to take her
-courage in both hands and confess to him.
-
-"I'm always trying to use long words, Cousin Harry. It's like having
-measles every three minutes. It was awfully nice of you not to laugh.
-I went to look it up, you know."
-
-Nothing pleased Elma so much as the naturalness with which she made this
-confession. She felt more worldly and developed than she could have
-considered possible.
-
-Cousin Harry roared.
-
-"Try it on the Maclean man," he said.
-
-But Mr. Leighton had that guest in tow, and they talked art and politics
-until tea appeared. Elma did all she could in connection with the
-passing of cups to get near him, but Cuthbert and Harry and Mr. Maclean
-were too diligent themselves. She saw Mr. Maclean's eyes fixed on Mabel
-when she at last gained her opportunity. Mabel had gone in a very
-careful manner, hair being her chief concern, to play a Ballade of
-Chopin, and this provided an excellent moment for Elma to sidle into a
-chair close to Mr. Maclean. It was pure politeness, she observed, which
-allowed anyone to stare as much as one liked while a girl played the
-piano. Mr. Maclean was quite polite.
-
-Mabel had the supreme talent which already had made a name for the
-Leighton girls. She could take herself out of trivial thoughts and
-enter a magic world where one dreamed dreams. Into this new world she
-could lift most people with the first touch of her fingers on the keys
-of the piano.
-
-Elma's thoughts soared with the others, and Mabel played till a little
-rebellious lock of the newly arranged plaits fell timorously on her
-neck. She closed with a low beautiful chord.
-
-Mr. Maclean sighed gently.
-
-Elma leant towards him.
-
-"You know the--er--Dudgeons, don't you? Do you know the eldest?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Is Mabel like her?" she asked anxiously.
-
-"Mabel," said Mr. Maclean.
-
-"Yes, Mabel. Is she--almost--as pretty, do you think?"
-
-"Mabel is a thousand times more pretty than Miss Dudgeon," said Mr.
-Maclean.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Maclean!" said Elma.
-
-He could not have understood her sigh of rapture if he had tried to. At
-that moment his thoughts were not on Elma.
-
-She was quite content.
-
-She sank back on the large easy chair which she had appropriated, and
-she felt as though she had brought up a large family and just at that
-moment seen them settled in life.
-
-"Oh, I do feel heavenly," she whispered to herself. "Mabel is prettier
-than Adelaide Maud."
-
-"I beg your pardon?" asked Mr. Maclean.
-
-"Oh, nothing--nothing," said Elma. "I don't even care about
-emb--emb--Do you mind if I ask you?" she inquired. "Is it
-embarr*ass*ment or emb*arr*assment?"
-
-"Emb*arr*assment," said Mr. Maclean.
-
-"Thank you," said Elma. "I don't care whether I'm embarrassed now or
-not, thank you."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- Miss Annie
-
-
-Of course one had to go immediately and tell all this to Miss Annie.
-
-Miss Annie lived with her sister in a charming verandahed house, hidden
-in wisteria and clematis, and everything was delightful in connection
-with the two sisters except the illness which made a prisoner of Miss
-Annie. Miss Annie lay on a bed covered with beautiful drawn thread work
-over pink satinette and wore rings that provoked a hopeless passion in
-Elma.
-
-Whenever she considered that one day she might marry a duke, Elma
-pictured herself wearing Miss Annie's rings.
-
-From the drawn thread work bed Miss Annie ruled her household, and
-casually, her sister Grace. It never appeared that Miss Annie ruled
-Miss Grace however; nothing being more affectionate than the demeanour
-of the two sisters. But long ago, the terrifying nature of Miss Annie's
-first illness made such a coward of poor, sympathetic Miss Grace, that
-never had she lifted a finger, or formed a frown to reprove that dear
-patient, or prevent her having her own way. The nature of Miss Annie's
-illness had always been a source of great mystery to the Leighton girls.
-It was discussed in a hidden kind of way in little unintelligible nods
-from grown up to grown up, and usually resolved itself into the
-important phrase of "something internal." Old Dr. Merryweather, years
-ago, had landed himself into trouble concerning it. "A poor woman would
-get on her feet and fight that tendency of yours," he had said to Miss
-Annie. "Money simply encourages it. You will die on that bed if you
-don't fight a little, Miss Annie." Miss Annie had replied that in any
-case her bed was where she intended to die, and forthwith procured quite
-sweetly and pathetically, yet quite determinedly, another doctor. That
-was over twenty years ago; but Miss Grace still passed Dr. Merryweather
-in the street with her head down in consequence. She did all she could
-to provide the proper distraction for Miss Annie, by encouraging
-visitors and sacrificing her own friends to the leadership of her
-sister. Miss Annie had always shone in a social sense, and she let none
-of her talents droop merely because she was bedridden. It was
-considered a wonderful thing that she should manage the whole household,
-to the laying down or taking up of a carpet in rooms which she never
-saw. Gradually, on account of this wonderful energy of Miss Annie's,
-Miss Grace acquired a reputation for ineptitude to which her sister
-constantly but very gracefully alluded. "Poor Grace," she sighed.
-"Grace takes no interest in having things nice."
-
-It was Miss Grace however who, in her shy old-fashioned manner, showed
-interest in the blue-eyed, fair-haired Leighton children, and introduced
-them to her sister when they were practically babies. She decoyed them
-into the house by biscuits covered with pink icing, which none of them
-ever forgot, or allowed themselves to do without. Even Mabel, with her
-hair up, accepted a pink biscuit at her first tea there after that great
-occasion. They always felt very small delicious children when they went
-to Miss Annie's. They had acquired, through Miss Annie, a pleasant easy
-manner of taking the nervous fussy attentions of Miss Grace. It was
-astonishing how soon they could show that in this establishment of
-magnificence, Miss Grace did not count. She was immaterial to the
-general grandeur of the verandahed palace belonging to Miss Annie. They
-were always on their best behaviour in the house where not only a
-footman, but an odd man were kept, and Elma, at the age of seven, had
-been known to complain to Mrs. Leighton when a housemaid was at fault,
-"We ought to have a man to do this!" Indeed there seemed only one
-conclusion to it with Elma: that after knowing exactly what it was to
-call on people who had men servants, in her youth, when she grew up she
-should be obliged to marry a duke. The duke always met her when she
-waited for Miss Grace in the drawing-room. He had a long curling
-moustache, and wore his hair in waves on either side of a parting, very
-clamped down and oily, like Mr. Lucas, the barber. It was years before
-she sacrificed the curling moustache to a clean-shaven duke, and
-shuddered at the suggestion of oil in his hair.
-
-The despair of her life stood in the corner of the white and gold
-drawing-room. It was an enormous Alexander harmonium. Once, in an easy
-moment, on conversing affably with her duke in a whisper, she had
-suggested to him that Miss Grace might let her play on this instrument.
-Miss Grace, coming in then, was in time to see her lips moving, and
-considered that the sweet child worked at her lessons. Elma was too
-sincere to deceive her. "I was talking to myself and wondering if you
-would let me play on the harmonium."
-
-She should never forget the frightened hurt look on Miss Grace's face.
-
-"Never ask me that again, dear child. It was hers--when she was able
-to--to----" Miss Grace could go no further.
-
-The blue eyes filling with frightened tears in front of her alarmed the
-gentlest soul in the world.
-
-"But, my pet," she said very simply, "there's my own piano."
-
-Could one believe it? Off came all the photograph frames, and the large
-Benares vases on China silk, brought years ago from the other side of
-the world by Miss Grace's father, and Elma played at last on a
-drawing-room grand piano. Mrs. Leighton's remained under lock and key
-for any one below a certain age, and only the schoolroom upright
-belonged to Elma. What joy to play on Miss Grace's long, shiny, dark,
-ruddy rosewood! She must have the lid full up, and music on the desk.
-Miss Grace made a perfect audience. Elma regretted sincerely the fact
-that her legs stuck so far through her clothes, so that she could not
-trail her skirts to the piano and arrange them as she screwed herself up
-on the music stool. However, what did a small thing like that matter
-while Miss Grace sat with that surprised happy look on her face, and let
-her play "anything she liked"? Anything Elma liked, Miss Grace liked.
-In fact, Miss Grace discovered in her gentle, amiable way, a wonderful
-talent in the child. It formed a bond between the two which years never
-broke. Miss Grace would sit with her knitting pins idle in her lap, and
-a far-away expression in the thin grey colour of her eyes. Elma thought
-it such a pity Miss Grace wore caps when she looked so nice as that.
-She would think these things and forget about them and think of them
-again, all the time her fingers caressed the creamy coloured keys, and
-made music for Miss Grace to listen to. Then exactly at four o'clock,
-Miss Grace seemed to creep back to her cap again, and say that tea would
-be going in and they must "seek Miss Annie."
-
-Miss Annie poured tea from the magnificent teapot, which the footman
-carried in on a magnificent silver tray. She reclined gracefully in
-bed, reaching out a slender arm covered with filmy lace to do the
-honours of the tea table. Crumpets and scones might be passed about by
-Miss Grace. In a very large silver cake basket, amongst very few pieces
-of seed cake (Miss Annie took no other) Elma would find a pink biscuit.
-After that the ceremony of tea was over. It was wonderful to see how
-Miss Annie poured and talked and managed things generally. Elma could
-play to Miss Grace, but politeness somehow demanded that she should talk
-to Miss Annie.
-
-Elma had always, more than any of the Leighton children, amused Miss
-Annie. The little poses, which Miss Grace, with wonderfully sympathetic
-understanding, had translated into actual composition in music, the
-poses which caused Elma to be the butt of a robustly humorous family,
-crushing her to self-consciousness and numbness in their presence, Miss
-Annie had the supreme wisdom never to remark upon. Had not Miss Grace
-and she enjoyed secretly for years Elma's first delightful blunder?
-
-"My father and mother are paying a visit to the necropolis. They are
-having a lovely time. Oh! is that wrong? I'm sure it is. It's London
-I mean."
-
-They had known then not to laugh, and they never did laugh. The little
-figure, with two fierce pigtails tied radiantly with pink bows, the blue
-eyes, and very soft curling locks over the temples, how could they laugh
-at these? Instead they took infinite pains over Elma's long words.
-Miss Annie herself invariably either felt "revived" or "resuscitated" or
-polished things of that description. It pleased her that such an
-intensely modern child should be sensitive to refinement in language.
-For a time Elma became famous as a conversationalist, and was known in
-her very trying family circle as Jane Austen or "Sense and Sensibility."
-The consequences of her position sent her so many times tearful to bed,
-that at last she put a severe curb on herself, and never used words that
-had not already been sampled and found worthy by her family. The
-afternoons at Miss Annie's, however, where she could remove this curb,
-became very valuable. The result was that while things might be
-"scrumptious" or "awfully nice" or "beastly" at home, they suddenly
-became "excellent" or "delightful" or "reprehensible," in that cultured
-atmosphere. Only one in the world knew the two sides to Elma, and that
-was her dear and wonderful father. She was never ashamed of either pose
-when completely alone with that understanding person. Her mother could
-not control the twitching at the lips which denotes that a grown-up
-person is taking one in and making game of one. Elma's father laughed
-with the loud laugh of enjoyment. It was the laughter Elma understood,
-and whether or not a mistake of hers had caused it, she ran on to wilder
-indiscretions merely that she might hear it again. Oh! there was nobody
-quite so understanding as her father.
-
-He invariably sent his compliments to Miss Annie, and one day, to
-explain why she went there continually, she told him how she played on
-Miss Grace's piano. He was greatly pleased, delighted in fact, and
-immediately wanted her to do the same for him. Elma's sensitive soul
-saw the whole house giggling at herself, and took fright as she always
-did at the mere mention of the exhibition of her talents.
-
-"I can't, when Miss Grace isn't there," she had exclaimed, and neither
-she nor anybody else could explain why this should be, except Mr.
-Leighton himself, who looked long and with a new earnestness at his
-daughter, and never omitted afterwards in sending his compliments to the
-two ladies to mention Miss Grace first.
-
-Mabel was entirely different in the respect of playing before people.
-She played as happily and easily to a roomful as she did alone. She
-blossomed out with the warmth of applause and admiration as a rose does
-at the rising of the sun.
-
-"Mabel is prettier than Miss Dudgeon," said Elma to Miss Annie on the
-day when she described the great "coming out" occasion.
-
-Miss Annie arrested the handsome teapot before pouring further.
-
-"What! anybody more pretty than Miss Dudgeon?" she asked. "That is
-surely impossible."
-
-"Mr. Maclean said so," said Elma.
-
-"And who is Mr. Maclean?" asked Miss Annie.
-
-"Oh--Mr. Maclean--Mr. Maclean is just Mrs. Maclean's nephew. But he
-knows Miss Dudgeon, and he looked a long time at Mabel and said she was
-prettier."
-
-"You must not think so much of looks, Elma," said Miss Annie
-reprovingly. "Mabel is highly gifted, that is of much more
-consequence."
-
-"Is it?" asked Elma. "Papa says so, though he won't believe any of _us_
-can be gifted. He thinks there's a great deal for us to learn. It's
-very de--demoralizing."
-
-"Demoralizing?" asked Miss Annie.
-
-"Yes, isn't it demora-lizing I mean, Miss Annie?" Elma begged in a
-puzzled manner.
-
-Miss Annie daintily separated half a slice of seed cake from the formal
-pieces lying in the beautiful filigree cake basket.
-
-"I do not think it is 'demoralizing' that you mean, dear.
-'Demoralizing' would infer that your father, by telling you there was a
-great deal to learn, kept you from learning anything at all, upset you
-completely as it were."
-
-Miss Annie was as exact as she could be on these occasions, when she
-took the place of the little bright red dictionary.
-
-This time her information seemed to please Elma immensely. Her eyes
-immediately shone brilliantly.
-
-"Oh, Miss Annie," she said, "it must be 'demoralizing' after all.
-That's just how I feel. Papa tells me, and I see the great big things
-to be done, and it doesn't seem to be any use to try the little things.
-Like Mozart's Rondos! They _are_ so silly, you know. And when you see
-people like Mr. Sturgis painting big e--e--elaborate pictures, I simply
-can't draw at school at all."
-
-Miss Grace leant forward on her chair, pulling little short breaths as
-though not to lose, by breathing properly, one word of this. She
-considered it marvellous that this young thing should invariably be
-expressing the thoughts which had troubled her all her life, and never
-even been properly recognized by herself, far less given voice to. It
-enabled her on many occasions to see clearly at last, and to be able, by
-the light of her own lost opportunities, to give counsel to Elma.
-
-Miss Annie's eyes only looked calmly amused. It was an amusement to
-which Elma never took exception, but to-day she wanted something more,
-to prevent the foolishness which she was afraid of experiencing whenever
-she made a speech of this nature. Miss Annie only toyed with a silver
-spoon, however, looking sweet and very kindly at Elma, and it was Miss
-Grace who finally spoke.
-
-She had recovered the shy equanimity with which she always filled in
-pauses for her sister.
-
-"You must not allow the fine work of others to paralyze your young
-activities," Miss Grace said gravely. "Mr. Sturgis was young himself
-once, and no doubt at school studied freehand drawing very diligently to
-be so great as he is now."
-
-"Oh, no," said Elma, "that's one of the funny parts. Mr. Sturgis doesn't
-approve of freehand drawing at all. He says it's anything but freehand,
-he says it's--it's--oh! I mustn't say it."
-
-"Say it," said Miss Annie cheerfully.
-
-"He says it's rotten," said Elma.
-
-There was something of a pause after this.
-
-"And it's so funny with Mabel," said Elma. "Mabel never practises a
-scale unless mamma goes right into the room and hears her do it. But
-Mabel can read off and play Chopin. And papa takes me to hear Liszt
-Concertos, and I can't play one of them."
-
-"You can't stretch the chords yet, dearie," said Miss Grace.
-
-"No, but it's very demor--what was it I said?" she asked Miss Annie
-anxiously.
-
-"Demoralizing," said Miss Annie.
-
-"And there's paralyzing too," said Elma gratefully. "That's exactly how
-I feel."
-
-She sat nursing one of her knees in a hopeless manner, until it struck
-her that neither Miss Annie nor Miss Grace liked to see her in this
-attitude. Nothing was ever said on these occasions, but invariably one
-knew that in order not to get on the nerves of Miss Annie, one must sit
-straight and not fidget. Elma sat up therefore and resumed
-conversation.
-
-"Mabel says it is nothing to play a Liszt Concerto," said Elma
-hopelessly.
-
-"Is Mabel playing Liszt?" asked Miss Grace in astonishment.
-
-"Mabel plays anything," sighed Elma.
-
-"That is much better than being prettier than Miss Dudgeon," said Miss
-Annie.
-
-She took up a little book which lay near her. It was bound in white
-vellum and had little gold lines tooled with red running into fine gold
-clasps. Two angel heads on ivory were inserted in a sunk gold rim on
-the cover. Miss Grace saw a likeness in the blue eyes there to the
-round orbs fastened on it whenever Elma had to listen to the wisdom of
-the white book. The title, _The Soul's Delineator_, fascinated her by
-its vagueness. She had never cared to let Miss Annie know that in
-growing from the days when she could not even spell, the word
-"delineator" had remained unsatisfactory as a term to be applied to the
-soul. There was The Delineator of fashions at home--a simple affair to
-understand, but that it should be applied to the "ivory thoughts" of
-Miss Annie seemed confusing. Miss Annie moved her white fingers,
-sparkling with the future duchess's rings, in and out among the
-gilt-edged pages. Then she read.
-
-"The resources of the soul are quickened and enlivened, not so much by
-the education of the senses, as by the encouragement of the
-sensibilities, i.e. these elements which go to the making of the
-character gentle, chivalrous, kind; in short, the elements which provoke
-manners and good breeding."
-
-Miss Annie paused. Her voice had sustained a rather high and different
-tone, as it always did when she read from the white book.
-
-"Mabel has very nice manners, hasn't she?" asked Elma anxiously.
-
-"Do you know that you have said nothing at all about the Story Book
-Girls to-day, and everything about Mabel," said Miss Annie. "I quite
-miss my Story Books."
-
-Elma's eyes glowed.
-
-Miss Annie had marked the line where the dream life was becoming the
-real life. Elma, in two days, had transferred her _mise en scene_ of
-the drama of life from four far-away people to her own newly grown-up
-sister. It was a devotion which lasted long after the days of dreaming
-and imagining had passed for the imaginative Elma, this devotion and
-admiration for her eldest sister.
-
-In case she should not entertain Miss Annie properly, she ran back a
-little, and told her how it was that Mabel had got a blue gown after
-all. It was delightful to feel the appreciation of Miss Annie, and to
-watch the wrinkles of laughter at her eyes.
-
-Exactly at five o'clock however Miss Grace began to look anxiously at
-Miss Annie, and Miss Annie's manner became correspondingly languid.
-
-"You tire your dear self, you ought not to pour out tea," said Miss
-Grace in the concerned tone with which she always said this sentence at
-five o'clock in the afternoon.
-
-Saunders came noiselessly in to remove, and Elma bade a mute good-bye.
-
-"You tire yourself, dear," said Miss Grace to Miss Annie once more, as
-she and Elma retired to the door.
-
-"I must fulfil my obligations, dear," said Miss Annie.
-
-She nodded languidly to Elma, and Elma thought once again how splendid
-it was of Miss Annie to be brave like this, and wondered a trifle in her
-enthusiastic soul why for once Miss Grace did not pour out tea for her
-sister.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- The Flower Show Ticket
-
-
-"I call it mean of Mabel."
-
-Jean sat in a crinkled heap on her bedroom floor, and pulled
-bad-temperedly with a wire comb at straight unruly hair. It had always
-annoyed Mabel that Jean should use a wire comb, when it set her "teeth
-on edge even to look at it."
-
-Mabel however was out of the way, well out of it, they decided, and Elma
-and Betty had invaded the room belonging to the elder two in order to
-condole with Jean.
-
-"Mabel could easily have got another ticket--and said she didn't want
-it! Didn't want it, when we're dying to go! And then off she goes,
-looking very prim and grown-up, with Cousin Harry."
-
-Jean threw her head back, and began to gather long heavy ends in order
-for braiding.
-
-"Just wait till I grow up! I shall soon take it out of Mabel," she
-said.
-
-"Oh, girls, girls!"
-
-Mrs. Leighton's voice at the door was very accusing.
-
-"Well, mummy, it was mean. We've always gone together before, and now
-Mabel won't go with one of us."
-
-"Not if you behave in this manner," said Mrs. Leighton. "I do not like
-any of my girls to be spiteful, you know."
-
-"Spiteful!" exclaimed Jean. She ran rapid fingers in and out the
-lengthening braid of hair, till long ends were brought in front. She
-put these energetically in her mouth, while she hunted for the ribbon
-lying by her.
-
-"Oh, Jean," said Mrs. Leighton, "I've asked you so often not to do
-that."
-
-"Sorry, mummy," said Jean, disengaging the ends abruptly.
-
-Mrs. Leighton sat down rather heavily on a chair.
-
-"You didn't say you were sorry for being spiteful," she remarked
-gravely.
-
-"Well, mummy, are we spiteful, that's the question?"
-
-Elma sat on a bed, looking specially tragic.
-
-"It's _awful_ to be left out of things now by Mabel," she said.
-
-Betty looked as though she meant to cry.
-
-"Well, I never," said Mrs. Leighton. "You must take your turn. You
-don't come wherever your father and I go, or Cuthbert. You know you
-don't."
-
-"I think that Cuthbert might occasionally take us, however," said Jean.
-
-"We all went to the flower show last year," wailed Elma.
-
-"Yes, with the parasols papa brought us from London," said Betty. "And
-Mabel said it was like carrying four bassinettes in a row, and snapped
-hers down and wouldn't put it up till she got separated from us."
-
-"She was growing up even then," said Jean in a melancholy manner.
-
-"Come, come, girls," interrupted Mrs. Leighton. "You may be just the
-same when you grow up. I won't allow you to be down on poor Mabel.
-Especially when she isn't here to speak for herself."
-
-"When we grow up there will always be one less to tyrannize over," said
-Jean. "Honestly, mother, I never would have thought that Mabel could be
-so priggish. Do you know why she wouldn't have us? I'm too big and
-gawky, and Elma is always saying silly things, and Betty is just a baby.
-There you are."
-
-"Well, it isn't very nice of Mabel, but you mustn't believe she means
-that," said Mrs. Leighton. "And after all, Mabel must have her little
-day. She was very good, let me tell you, very sweet and nice when you
-were babies and she just a little thing. She nursed you, Elma and
-Betty, often and often, and put you to sleep when your own nurse
-couldn't, and she has looked after you all more or less ever since. You
-might let her grow up without being worried."
-
-"It's hateful to be called a nuisance," said Jean, somewhat mollified.
-
-"Why do you waste time over it, I wonder," said Mrs. Leighton. "Instead
-of moping Jean might be golfing, and Elma and Betty having tea at Miss
-Annie's; with nobody at all being nice to your poor old mother."
-
-It dawned on them how selfish they might all be.
-
-"Oh, mummy," cried three reproachful voices.
-
-"Well, Elma likes Miss Grace much better than she does me, and Betty
-likes her rabbits, and Jean despises me because I don't play golf. I
-lead a very lonely life," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Oh, mummy!"
-
-"My idea, when I came into your room," said Mrs. Leighton, "was to
-propose that we might walk into town and get Jean's new hat, and take
-tea at Crowther's, and drive home if my poor old leg won't hold out for
-walking both ways. But we've wasted so much time in talking about
-Mabel----"
-
-"Oh, mummy--Your bonnet, your veil, and your gloves, and do be quick,
-mummy," cried Elma. "We're very sorry about Mabel."
-
-They flew in self-reproachful manner to getting her off to her room and
-making their own things fly.
-
-"After all, we are a beastly set of prigs," called out Jean to Elma.
-"And I think I ought to have a biscuit-coloured straw, don't you?"
-
-It was one of a series of encounters with which the new tactics of Mabel
-invaded the family. Mrs. Leighton's gentle rule was sorely tried for
-quite a long time in this way. Although she reasoned with the younger
-girls on the side of Mabel, she took Mabel severely to task for her
-behaviour over the flower show.
-
-"It wasn't nice of you," she told her, "to cut off any little invitation
-for your sisters. You must not begin by being selfish, you know. There
-are few enough things happening here not to spread the opportunities.
-Jean wouldn't have troubled you. She may be at the gawky stage, but she
-makes plenty of friends."
-
-Mrs. Leighton could be very impartial in her judgments.
-
-But Mabel was hurt. She preserved a superior air, which became
-extremely annoying to the girls.
-
-The greatest crime that she committed was when Jean, amiably engaging
-her in conversation in the old way, asked, "And how was Adelaide Maud
-dressed?"
-
-Mabel turned in a very studied manner and stared past Jean and every
-one.
-
-"I don't think I observed Adelaide Maud," she said.
-
-This was more than human beings could stand.
-
-"I think it's most ir--ir----"
-
-"Oh, find the word first and talk afterwards," said Mabel grandly. "You
-kids get on one's nerves."
-
-"Kids--nerves," cried Jean faintly. "I think Mabel is taking brain
-fever."
-
-Elma left the room abruptly, much on the verge of tears, and she tried
-to find solace in her dictionary. The word was "irrelevant"--yet did not
-seem to fit the occasion at all. What would Miss Annie or Miss Grace
-do, if a sister had turned old and strange in a few days like that?
-What would mother have done? Mother's sisters always complimented each
-other when they met. They never quarrelled. Of course they never could
-have quarrelled. "Forgive and forget," Aunt Katharine once had said had
-always been their motto. Forgiving seemed very easy--but forgetting with
-Adelaide Maud in the question--what an impossibility! Miss Annie had an
-axiom that when you felt worried about one matter the correct thing to
-do was to think about another. Elma thought and thought, but everything
-worked round to the traitorous remark of Mabel's about Adelaide Maud.
-It seemed as though her head could hold nothing else but that one idea
-about Adelaide Maud, until suddenly it dawned on her that it was really
-rather fine and grand of Mabel that she should talk in this negligent
-manner of any one so magnificent. This reflection gave her the greatest
-possible comfort. To be condescending, even in a mere frame of mind, to
-the Story Book Girls seemed like the swineherd becoming a prince. Elma
-began to think how jolly it would be to hear Mabel saying, "You know, my
-dear Helen, I don't think you ought to wear heliotrope, it hardly suits
-you." There was something very delicious in having Mabel starchy and
-proud after all. Elma heard her coming upstairs to her bedroom to dress
-for dinner just then. The fall of the footsteps seemed to suggest that
-some of the starchiness had departed from Mabel. Much of the quality of
-sympathy which had produced such a person as Miss Grace, was to be found
-in Elma. Jean and Betty had hardened their two little hearts to the
-consistency of flint over the behaviour of Mabel, but the mere fact that
-Elma thought her footsteps seemed to flag and become tired roused her to
-chivalrous eagerness towards making it up. She went into Mabel's room
-and sat on the window seat. It was a long, low, pleasant couch let into
-a wide window looking on the lawn and gardens at the front of the house.
-The sun poured in on Elma, who forgot the habits of upright behaviour
-which she exhibited at Miss Annie's, and sprawled there with her fingers
-on the cord of the blind.
-
-Mabel drew her hatpins out of fair braids in an admiring yet
-disconsolate manner. She took a hand glass and had first a side view,
-then a back view of the new effect, patted little stray locks into
-place, and ruffled out others.
-
-"What's up, Mabs? You don't look en--thusiastic," asked Elma.
-
-"It's papa. After my lovely day too. He wants me to play that Mozart
-thing with Betty to-night. Mozart and Betty! Isn't it stale? I hate
-Mozart, and I hate drumming away at silly things with Betty." A very
-discontented sigh accompanied these remarks.
-
-"I really don't see why I should always be tacked on to Betty or to Jean
-or you. I haven't a minute to myself."
-
-"Oh, Mabs, you've had a lovely day!"
-
-The words broke out in an accusing manner. Elma had certainly intended
-to comfort Mabel, yet immediately began by expostulating with her.
-
-Mabel turned round, with her seventeenth birthday present, a fine
-silver-backed brush, in her hand.
-
-"_Have_ I had a lovely day, have I?" she asked. "I've had simply nothing
-of the kind. Jean went on so about not going that Cousin Harry seemed
-to think I had injured her. He made me feel like a criminal all
-afternoon. These navy men like lots of girls round them. One or two
-more don't make the difference to them that it makes to us. At least
-it's a different kind of difference. A nice one. I think it was
-abominable of him. My first chance--and to spoil it, all because of
-Jean! It wasn't fair of her."
-
-Elma began to feel her reason rocking with the sudden justice of this
-new argument.
-
-"A minute ago, I thought it wasn't fair of you," she said reflectively.
-"I can see it will be awfully hard to get us all peacefully grown up.
-Betty will have the best of it. I shall simply give in to her right
-along the line. I can see that. I really couldn't stand the worry of
-it."
-
-"I suppose you wouldn't have gone to the flower show without Jean?"
-asked Mabel in rather a scornful way.
-
-"Good gracious, no," said Elma simply. "I should have presented her
-with the one and only ticket, just for the sake of peace."
-
-"That's a rotten, weak way to behave," said Mabel, with a touch of
-Cuthbert's best manner.
-
-"I know. I don't mean that you should have given her the ticket. You
-weren't made to be bullied. I was. I feel it in my bones every time
-any one is horrid to me."
-
-"I'm getting tired of giving up to others," said Mabel, still on her
-determined tack. "You can't think what it has been during these years.
-I mustn't do this and that because of the children. It's always been
-like that. And now when I'm longing to go to dances and balls, I've got
-to go right off after dinner and play Mozart with Betty. It's all very
-well for papa, he hasn't had the work I've had. If I play now, I want
-to play something better than a tum-tum accompaniment."
-
-"Mozart isn't tum-tum," said Elma, "and papa has been listening to us
-all these years. It must have been very trying."
-
-"Well, all I can say is that, at his time of life, he ought to be saved
-from hearing Betty scrape on her fiddle every night as she does
-nowadays. Instead, you would think he hadn't had one musical daughter,
-he's so keen on the latest."
-
-"Miss Annie says it never does to be selfish," said Elma gravely. "I
-think that's being selfish, the way you talk."
-
-Mabel stopped at the unclasping of her waist-belt.
-
-"Miss Annie! Well, I like that! Don't you know there isn't so selfish
-a person in the world as Miss Annie. I've heard people say it."
-
-She nodded with two pins in her mouth, then released them as she went
-on.
-
-"Miss Annie made up her mind to lie on a nice bed and have Miss Grace
-wait on her. And she's done it. There's nothing succeeds like success."
-Mabel nodded her head with the wisdom of centuries.
-
-"Oh, Mabs, how can you?" Elma was dreadfully shocked. A vision of poor
-martyred Miss Annie, with "something internal," being supposed to like
-what was invariably referred to in that household as "the bed of pain,"
-to have conferred on herself this dreadful thing from choice and
-wilfulness, this vision was an appalling one.
-
-"How can you say such things of Miss Annie? Who would ever go to bed
-for all these years for the pleasure of the thing?"
-
-"I would," said Mabel. "Yes, at the present moment, I would. I should
-like to have something very pathetic happen to me, so that I should be
-obliged to lie in bed like Miss Annie, and have somebody nice and
-sympathetic come in and stroke my hand! Cousin Harry, for instance. He
-can look so kind and be so comforting when he likes. But, oh! Elma, he
-was a beast to-day."
-
-The truth was out at last. Mabel sat suddenly on the couch beside Elma,
-and burst into tears.
-
-"I think I hate being grown up," she said, "if people treat you in that
-stiff severe way. Nobody ever did it before--ever."
-
-Elma stroked and stroked her hand. "The Leighton lump," as they
-interpreted the slightly hysterical quality which made each girl cry
-when the other began, rose in riotous disobedience in her throat, and
-strangled any further effort at consolation.
-
-"Why don't you say something," wailed Mabel.
-
-"I'm trying not to cry too," at last said Elma.
-
-Then they both laughed.
-
-"I should go right to Cousin Harry and tell him all about it," Elma
-managed to counsel at last. "I thought you were a beast--but it's
-awfully hard on you. It's awfully hard on all of us--having sisters."
-
-"Yes, isn't it," groaned Mabel.
-
-"Harry is very understanding. Almost as understanding as papa is."
-
-"Papa! _Do_ you think papa understands?"
-
-"Papa understands everything," said Elma. Then a very loyal
-recollection of the afternoon they had spent in the cheery presence of
-Mrs. Leighton beset her. "Also mamma, I think she's a duck," said Elma.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- Cuthbert
-
-
-There was a tremendous scurry after this to allow of the four getting
-ready in time for dinner. Mabel and Elma regained high spirits after
-their confidences, and everybody seemed in a better key.
-
-Mrs. Leighton came in to inquire of Mabel why Cuthbert had not returned.
-Cuthbert, by some years the eldest of the family, had attained great
-brilliance as a medical student, and now worked at pathology in order to
-qualify as a specialist. His studies kept him intermittently at home,
-but to-day he had been down early from town and had gone out bicycling
-with George Maclean.
-
-"Cuthbert!" exclaimed Mabel. "Why, I can't think--why, where's
-Cuthbert?"
-
-"Why, yes, where's Cuthbert?" said Jean.
-
-Their minute differences had engaged their minds so fully, that no one
-had really begun to wonder about Cuthbert until that moment.
-
-"He is always in such good time," said Mrs. Leighton in a puzzled way.
-"Didn't he say to any one that he would be late?"
-
-No one knew anything about him. They speculated, and collected at the
-dinner-table still speculating. Even Cousin Harry knew nothing of him,
-but that, of course, was because of the flower show. While the meal was
-in progress, Mr. Maclean appeared quietly in the room. He had prepared
-a little speech for Mrs. Leighton, but it died on his lips as he saw her
-face. It was a curious thing, as they afterwards reflected, that Mr.
-Maclean went on speaking to Mrs. Leighton as though she knew of
-everything that had happened to Cuthbert.
-
-"He is all right, Mrs. Leighton, but he wouldn't let me bring him in
-until I told you that he was all right."
-
-"Bring him in----"
-
-It seemed to the Leightons that Mr. Maclean had been standing all his
-life in their dining-room saying that Cuthbert was all right, but
-wouldn't be "brought in."
-
-Mr. Leighton put down his table napkin in a methodical manner.
-
-"You'd better come with me and see him, Lucy," he said to his wife.
-
-Nothing could have more alarmed the girls. On no occasion had Mr.
-Leighton ever referred to his wife as Lucy.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert must be dead," cried Betty.
-
-"Nonsense," said Mr. Leighton, with a white face. "Where is Harry?"
-
-Harry had slipped out after a direct glance from Mr. Maclean, and was at
-that moment assisting two doctors to lift Cuthbert from a carriage.
-
-"Look here, you kids," sang out Cuthbert, "I've only broken a rib or
-two. You needn't look scared. I shall allow you to nurse me. You won't
-be dull, I can tell you."
-
-Mrs. Leighton gave a sharp little gasp. Her face looked drawn and only
-half its size.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert," she said.
-
-"I won't move," said Cuthbert, "till you stop being anxious about me.
-Maclean, you are a bit of an idiot--look how you've frightened her!"
-
-Elma found Betty in partial hysterics in the dining-room with Jean
-hanging over her in a corresponding condition.
-
-"I say, you two," she said in a disgusted manner. "You'll frighten
-mother more than ever. Get up, and don't be idiots."
-
-"You're as pale as death yourself," cried Jean hotly.
-
-"Oh--am I," said Elma in almost a pleased voice. She longed to go and
-see the effect for herself, but the condition of Betty prevented her.
-
-"Well, it's our first shock," she said in an important manner. "I never
-felt _awful_ like this before."
-
-"I'm sure Cuthbert will die," cried Betty.
-
-"Oh, don't." Elma turned on her fiercely. "Why do you say such
-dreadful things."
-
-"If you think he will die, Betty, he will die," sobbed Jean.
-
-"Oh, Jean, Jean, do brace up," said Elma. "I don't want to cry, and
-every minute I'm getting nearer it. Harry says it's just a knock on the
-ribs, and the navy men don't even go to bed for that."
-
-"Liar," sobbed Betty, "Cuthbert isn't a softy."
-
-"Well, of course, if you want him to be bad, I can't help it," said
-Elma. "I'm off to see where Mabel is."
-
-Mabel--well, this was just where the magnificence of Mabel asserted
-itself. She had done a thing which not one of the people who were
-arranging about getting Cuthbert upstairs and into bed had thought of.
-At the first sight of his white face and some blankets with which he had
-been padded into a carriage, after the accident which had thrown him
-from his bicycle and broken three ribs, Mabel turned and went upstairs.
-She put everything out of the way for his being carried across the room,
-and finally tugged his bed into a convenient place for his being laid
-there. She dragged back quilts and procured more pillows, so that when
-Cuthbert finally reclined there he was eminently comfortable.
-
-"You'll have to haul out my bed, it's in a corner," he had sung out as
-they carried him in, and there was the bed already prepared for him, and
-Mabel with an extra pillow in her arms.
-
-"Good old Mabs," said Cuthbert. "I promote you to staff nurse on the
-spot."
-
-Mabel was more scared than any one, not knowing yet about the ribs or
-Cousin Harry's tale of the navy men who went about with broken ones, and
-rather enjoyed the experience. She was so scared that it seemed easy to
-stand quiet and be perfectly dignified.
-
-"Come, Mabs dear, and help me to look for bandages. The doctor wants one
-good big one," said the recovered voice of Mrs. Leighton.
-
-Mr. Leighton went about stirring up everybody to doing things. He was
-very angry with Betty and Jean. "Any one can sit crying in a corner,"
-he declared, "and we may be so glad it's no worse."
-
-"It's our first shock," said Betty, who had rather admired the sentiment
-of that speech of Elma's.
-
-Mr. Leighton could not help smiling a trifle.
-
-"Well," he exclaimed kindly, "we don't want to get accustomed to them.
-I should really much rather you would behave properly this time. You
-might take a lesson from Mabel."
-
-Nobody knew till then what a brick Mabel had been. To have their father
-commend them like that, the girls would stand on their heads. Lucky
-Mabel! There was some merit after all in being the eldest. One knew
-evidently what to do in an emergency. The truth was that Mabel's
-temperament was so nicely balanced that she could act, as well as think,
-with promptitude. She had always admired dignity and what Mr. Leighton
-called "efficiency," whereas Jean and Betty believed most in the deep
-feelings of people who squealed the loudest.
-
-"Nobody knows the agony this is to me," Jean exclaimed in a tragic
-voice. "Feel my heart, it's beating so."
-
-"Go and feel Mabel's," said Elma. "I expect it's thumping as hard as
-yours. And she got Cuthbert's bed ready. She really is the leader of
-this family. There's something more in it than putting up one's hair."
-
-The doctors came down much more merrily than they went up, and joined in
-the dining-room in coffee and dessert while Harry stayed with the
-patient.
-
-Mr. Leighton seemed very deeply moved. The thing had hurt him more than
-he ventured to say. A remembrance of the white look on his son's face,
-the appearance of the huddled figure in the cab, and the anxiety of not
-knowing for a few moments how bad the injury might be, had given him a
-great shock. His children were so deeply a part of his life, their
-welfare of so much more consequence than his own, that it seemed
-dreadful to him that his splendid manly young son had been suddenly
-hurt--perhaps beyond remedy. Mrs. Leighton used to remark that she had
-always been very thankful that none of her children had ever been
-dangerously ill, her husband suffered so acutely from even a trifling
-illness undergone by one of them. Now she gazed at him rather
-anxiously.
-
-Mr. Maclean told them at last how it had happened. Cuthbert had done
-something rather heroic. Mr. Maclean recounted it, it seemed to Elma,
-in the tone of a man who thought very little of the reckless way in
-which Cuthbert had risked his life, until she discovered afterwards that
-he as well as Cuthbert had made a dash to the rescue.
-
-It was a case of a runaway bicycle, with no brakes working, and a girl
-on it, terror-stricken, trying to evade death on the Long Hill.
-Cuthbert had rushed down to her. Cuthbert had gripped the saddle, and
-was putting some strength into his brakes, and actually reaching nearly
-a full stop, when the girl swayed and fainted. They were both thrown,
-but the girl was quite unhurt. Something had hit Cuthbert on the side
-and broken three ribs.
-
-Mabel stared straight at Mr. Maclean.
-
-"Where were you?" she asked.
-
-Mr. Maclean looked gravely at her. "I was somewhere about," he said
-with unnecessary vagueness.
-
-"Then you tried to save the girl too," said Elma with immediate
-conviction. She greatly admired Mr. Maclean, and resented the manner of
-Mabel's question. "How beautiful of you both," she exclaimed
-enthusiastically.
-
-Mr. Maclean seemed a little annoyed.
-
-"I nearly ran into them," he growled. "Cuthbert was the man who did the
-clean neat thing."
-
-Mabel stirred her coffee with a dainty air, and then she looked
-provokingly at Mr. Maclean. In some way she made Elma believe that she
-did not credit that he could be valorous like Cuthbert.
-
-"I think it was most grand-iloquent of you," Elma said to Mr. Maclean by
-way of recompense.
-
-The word saved the situation. Where doctors' assurances had not cleared
-anxiety from the brow of Mr. Leighton, nor restored the placidity which
-with Mrs. Leighton was habitual, the genuine laugh which followed Elma's
-effort accomplished everything.
-
-"I shall go right up and tell Cuthbert," said Jean.
-
-"No, you won't! Cuthbert mustn't laugh," said Mrs. Leighton hurriedly.
-
-"Oh, mummy," said poor Elma.
-
-Nobody laughed later, however, when all four girls were tucked in bed
-and not one of them could sleep. Betty in particular was in a nervous
-feverish condition which alarmed Elma. She would have gone to her
-mother's room to ask advice, except for Mabel's great indication of
-courage that afternoon, and the certainty that Mabel and Jean were both
-sensibly fast asleep in the next room. She took Betty into her own bed
-and petted her like a baby. On windy nights Betty never could sleep,
-and had always gone to Elma like a chicken to its mother to hide her
-head and shut out the shrieking and whistling which so unnerved her. But
-to-night, nothing could shut out the fear which had suddenly assailed
-her that everybody died sooner or later, and Cuthbert might have died
-that day. She lay and wept on Elma's shoulder.
-
-At last the door moved gently and Mrs. Leighton came in. The moon shone
-on her white hair, and made her face seem particularly gentle and
-lovely.
-
-"I've been scolding Mabel and Jean for talking in bed," she said, "and
-now I hear you two at it."
-
-"Oh, mummy," replied Elma, "I'm so glad you've come. You don't know how
-empty and dreadful we feel. We never thought before of Cuthbert's
-dying. And Betty says you and papa might die--and none of us could
-p--possibly bear to live."
-
-She began to cry gently at last.
-
-"I can't have four girls in one house all crying," said Mrs. Leighton;
-"I really can't stand it, you know."
-
-"What--are Mabel and Jean crying?" asked Elma tearfully, yet hopefully.
-"Well, that's one comfort anyway."
-
-Mrs. Leighton sat down by their bed. Long years afterwards Elma
-remembered the tones of her mother's voice, and the quiet wonderful
-peace that entered her own mind at the confident words which Mrs.
-Leighton spoke to them then.
-
-"I thought you might be feeling like that," she said; "I did once also,
-long ago, when my father turned very ill, until I learned what I'm going
-to tell you now. We aren't here just to enjoy ourselves, or that would
-be an easy business, would it not? We are here to get what Cuthbert
-calls a few kicks now and again, to suffer a little, above all to
-remember that our father or our mother isn't the only loving parent we
-possess. What is the use of being taught to be devoted to goodness and
-truth, if one doesn't believe that goodness and truth are higher than
-anything, higher than human trouble? If you lost Cuthbert or me or
-papa, there is always that strong presence ready to hold you."
-
-"Oh, mummy," sobbed Betty, "there seems nothing like holding your hand."
-
-Mrs. Leighton stroked Betty's very softly.
-
-"Would you like a little piece of news?" she asked.
-
-"We would," said Elma.
-
-"The only person who is asleep in this household--last asleep,
-is--Cuthbert."
-
-"O--oh!"
-
-Elma could not help laughing.
-
-"And another thing," said Mrs. Leighton. "Didn't you notice? Not one
-of my girls asked a single question about the girl whom Cuthbert saved."
-
-"How funny!"
-
-Betty's sobs became much dimmer.
-
-"Do you know who she was?" asked Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"No," chimed both.
-
-"Well, I don't know her name," said Mrs. Leighton. She rose and moved
-towards the door. "But I know one thing." She opened the door softly.
-
-Elma and Betty sat up dry-eyed in bed.
-
-"Remember what I said to you to-night," Mrs. Leighton said, "and don't
-be very ungrateful for all the happiness you've known, and little
-cowards when the frightening time comes. Promise me."
-
-They promised.
-
-She prepared to draw the door quietly behind her.
-
-"She is staying with the Story Books," whispered Mrs. Leighton. Then
-she closed the door.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- "The Story Books" Call
-
-
-Mabel was sitting with Cuthbert when the Story Books called.
-
-They really did call.
-
-And nothing could have been more unpropitious.
-
-First, they called very early in the afternoon, just when Betty, with
-her arms full of matting for her rabbits, rushed out at the front door.
-She nearly ran into them. The matting slipped from her arms, and she
-stood spell-bound, gazing at the Story Books. Mrs. Dudgeon was there,
-looking half a size larger than any ordinary person. An osprey waved
-luxuriantly in a mauve toque, and her black dress bristled with
-grandeur. She produced a lorgnette and looked through it severely at
-Betty. Betty became half the size of an ordinary mortal.
-
-Adelaide Maud was with Mrs. Dudgeon.
-
-Adelaide Maud was in blue.
-
-Adelaide Maud seemed stiff and bored.
-
-"Is your mamma at home?" Mrs. Dudgeon asked.
-
-Betty kicked the matting out of the way in a surreptitious manner.
-
-"Oh, please come in," she said shyly.
-
-It was tragic that of all moments in one's life the Dudgeons should have
-come when Betty happened to be flying out, and they had not even had
-time to ring for Bertha, who, as parlour-maid, had really irreproachable
-showing in manners.
-
-Betty tripped over a mat on her way to the drawing-room. Betty showed
-them in without a word of warning. Jean was singing at the
-piano--atrociously. Jean might know that she oughtn't to sing till her
-voice was developed. Elma was dusting photographs.
-
-Nothing could have been more tragic.
-
-The girls melted from the room, and left Mrs. Dudgeon and Adelaide Maud
-in the centre of it, stranded, staring.
-
-"What an odd family," said Mrs. Dudgeon stiffly.
-
-Adelaide Maud never answered.
-
-The Leightons rushed frantically to other parts of the house.
-
-The second tragedy occurred.
-
-Mrs. Leighton utterly refused to change her quiet afternoon dress for
-another in which to receive Mrs. Dudgeon. She went to the drawing-room
-as she was.
-
-They ran to Cuthbert's room to tell him about it. Cuthbert seemed rather
-excited when he asked which "Story Book." Elma said, "Oh, you know,
-_the_ one," and he concluded she meant Hermione, who did not interest
-him at all.
-
-"Why couldn't you stay and talk to them?" he asked. "They wouldn't eat
-you. Who cares what you have on? The mater is quite right. She is
-just as nice in a morning costume as old Dudgeon in her war paint. You
-think too much of clothes, you kids."
-
-"Yet you like to see us nicely dressed," wailed Jean.
-
-"Of course I do. Mabel in that blue thing is a dream."
-
-Mabel looked at him gratefully.
-
-"Oh, if only Mabel had been sitting there embroidering, in her blue
-gown, and Bertha had shown them ceremoniously in! How lovely it would
-have been!" said Elma.
-
-"I couldn't have worn my blue," said Mabel with a conscience-stricken
-look. "You know why."
-
-"Oh, Mabel--the rucking! How unfortunate!"
-
-"It never dawned on us that we should ever know them."
-
-Cuthbert looked from one to another.
-
-"What on earth have you been up to now?" he asked suspiciously.
-
-"Mabel got her dress made the same as Adelaide Maud's," said Betty
-accusingly. She rather liked airing Mabel's mistakes just then, after
-having been so sat upon for her own.
-
-"Well, it's a good thing that Adelaide Maud, as you call her, won't ever
-come near you," Cuthbert remarked in a savage voice.
-
-"But it's Adelaide Maud who's in the drawing-room," said Elma.
-
-Cuthbert drew in his breath sharply.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert, you aren't well."
-
-"It's the bandage," he said. "Montgomery is a bit of an idiot about
-bandaging. I told him so. Doesn't give a fellow room to breathe."
-
-He became testy in his manner.
-
-"You oughtn't to have all run away like that, like a lot of children.
-Old Dudgeon will be sniffing round to see how much money there is in our
-furniture, and cursing herself for having to call."
-
-"Adelaide Maud was awfully stiff," sighed Elma.
-
-"Our furniture can bear inspection," said Mabel with dignity. "The
-Dudgeons may have money, but papa has taste."
-
-"Yes, thank goodness," said Cuthbert. "They can't insult us on that
-point. This beastly side of mine! Why can't we go downstairs, Mabel,
-and tell them what we think of 'em?"
-
-"I'm longing to, but terrified," said Mabel. "It's because we've
-admired them so and talked about them so much."
-
-"Adelaide Maud wouldn't know you from the furniture," said Jean. "You
-may spare yourself the agony of wanting to see her. I think they might
-be nice when we've been neighbours in a kind of way for so long."
-
-"Well--they're having a good old chat with the mater at least," said
-Cuthbert.
-
-"I haven't confidence in mummy," said Jean. "I can hear her, can't you?
-Instead of talking about the flower show or the boat races, or something
-dashing of that sort, she will be saying----"
-
-"Oh, I know," said Mabel. "When Elma was a baby--or was it when Betty
-was a baby--yes, it was, and saying how cute Cuthbert was when he was
-five years old----"
-
-"If she does," shouted Cuthbert. "Oh, mother mine, if you do that!" He
-shook his fist at the open door.
-
-A sound of voices approaching a shut one downstairs came to their ears.
-Each girl stole nimbly and silently out and took up a position where she
-could see safely through the banisters. First came the mauve toque with
-its white osprey quite graciously animated, then a blue and wide one in
-turquoise, which from that foreshortened view completely hid the
-shimmering gold of the hair of Adelaide Maud. Mrs. Leighton was weirdly
-self-possessed, it seemed to the excited onlookers. She had rung for
-Bertha, who held the door open now in quite the right attitude. Good
-old Bertha. Mrs. Dudgeon was condescendingly remarking, "I'm so sorry
-your little girls ran away!"
-
-"Little girls!" breathed four stricken figures at the banisters.
-
-Adelaide Maud said, "Yes, and I did so want to meet them. I hear they
-are very musical."
-
-"Musical!" groaned Mabel.
-
-"She just said that to be polite--isn't it awful?" whispered Jean.
-
-"Hush."
-
-"Once more, our best thanks to your son."
-
-Mrs. Leighton answered as though she hadn't minded a bit that Cuthbert
-had been nearly killed the day before.
-
-"So good of you to call," said she.
-
-"Oh," cried Elma, with her head on the banister rail, after the door
-shut, "I hate society; don't you, mummy?"
-
-"I think you're very badly behaved, all of you, listening there like a
-lot of babies," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Come and tell your little girls all about it," cried Jean
-sarcastically.
-
-Mrs. Leighton smiled as she toiled upstairs.
-
-"It ought to be a lesson to you. Haven't I often told you that
-listeners hear no good of themselves," she exclaimed.
-
-"Oh, mummy, we are musical," reminded Mabel, softly. "Think of that
-terrific compliment!"
-
-Their mother seemed to have more on her mind than she would tell them.
-She puffed gently into Cuthbert's room.
-
-"These stairs are getting too much for me," she said.
-
-"Well, mater?" asked Cuthbert in an interrogating way.
-
-"Well, Cuthbert, they are very grateful to you," she said.
-
-He lay back on his pillows.
-
-"Don't I know that patronizing gratitude," he said. It seemed as though
-they had all suddenly determined to be down on the Dudgeons. His face
-appeared hard and very determined. He had the fine forehead which so
-distinguished his father, with the same clear-cut features, and a chin
-of which the outline was strong and yet frankly boyish. He had a
-patient insistent way of looking out of his eyes. It had often the
-effect of wresting remarks from people who imagined they had nothing to
-say.
-
-This time, Mrs. Leighton, noting that familiar appeal in his eyes, was
-drawn to discussing the Dudgeons.
-
-"Mrs. Dudgeon was very nice; she said several very nice things about you
-and us. She says that Mr. Dudgeon had always a great respect for your
-father. He knew what he had done in connection with the Antiquarian
-Society and so on. Miss Dudgeon was very quiet."
-
-"Stiff little thing," said Jean, with her head in the air.
-
-"She was very nice," said Mrs. Leighton. There was a softness in her
-voice which arrested the flippancy of the girls. "I don't know when I
-have met a girl I liked so much."
-
-"Good old Adelaide Maud," cried Jean.
-
-A flush ran up Cuthbert's pale determined face. It took some of the
-hardness out of it.
-
-"Did she condescend to ask for me?" he asked abruptly. "Or pretend that
-she knew me at all?"
-
-"She never said a word about you," said his mother; "but----"
-
-"But--what a lot there may be in a but," said Jean.
-
-"She looked most sympathetic," said Mrs. Leighton lamely. Cuthbert
-moved impatiently.
-
-"What silly affairs afternoon calls must be," said he.
-
-"Miss Steven--the girl you ran away with--isn't well to-day, and they
-are rather anxious about her. She is very upset, but wanted to come and
-tell you how much she thanked you."
-
-"Oh, lor," said Cuthbert, "what a time I shall have when I'm well. I
-shall go abroad, I think."
-
-Elma gazed at him with superb devotion. He seemed such a man--to be
-careless of so much appreciation, and from the Story Books too!
-Cuthbert appeared very discontented.
-
-"Oh, these people!" he exclaimed; "they call and thank one as they would
-their gardener if he had happened to pull one of 'em out of a pond.
-It's the same thing, mummy! They never intend to be really friendly,
-you know."
-
-Elma slipped downstairs and entered the drawing-room once more. A faint
-perfume (was it "Ideal" or "Sweet Pea Blossom"?) might be discerned. A
-Liberty cushion had been decidedly rumpled where Mrs. Leighton would be
-bound to place Mrs. Dudgeon. Where had Adelaide Maud, the goddess of
-smartness and good breeding, located herself? Elma gave a small scream
-of rapture. On the bend of the couch, where the upholstering ran into a
-convenient groove for hiding things, she found a little handkerchief.
-It was of very delicate cambric, finely embroidered. Elma's first
-terror, that it might be Mrs. Dudgeon's, was dispelled by the magic
-letters of "Helen" sewn in heliotrope across a corner. It struck her as
-doubtful taste in one so complete as Adelaide Maud that she should carry
-heliotrope embroidery along with a blue gown. She held her prize in
-front of her.
-
-"Now," said she deliberately, "I shall find out whether it is 'Ideal' or
-'Sweet Pea.'"
-
-She sniffed at the handkerchief in an awe-stricken manner. The
-enervating news was thus conveyed to her--Adelaide Maud put no scent on
-her handkerchiefs.
-
-This was disappointing, but a hint in smartness not to be disobeyed.
-Mrs. Dudgeon must have been the "Ideal" person. Elma rather hoped that
-Hermione used scent. This would provide a loophole for herself anyhow.
-But Mabel would be obliged to deny herself that luxury.
-
-Elma sat down on the couch with the handkerchief, and looked at the dear
-old drawing-room with new eyes. She would not take that depressing view
-of the people upstairs with regard to the Story Books. She was Adelaide
-Maud, and was "reviewing the habitation" of "these Leighton children"
-for the first time.
-
-"Dear me," said Adelaide Maud, "who is that sweet thing in the silver
-frame?"
-
-"Oh," said Mrs. Leighton, "that's Mabel, my eldest."
-
-Then Adelaide Maud would be sure to say with a refined amount of
-rapture, "Oh, is that Mabel? I have heard how pretty she is from Mr.
-Maclean."
-
-Then mother--oh, no; one must leave mother out of this conversation.
-She would have been so certain to explain that Mabel was not pretty at
-all.
-
-Elma sat with her elbows out and her hands presumably resting on air.
-"Never lean your elbows on your hips, girls," Miss Stanton, head of
-deportment, informed them in school. "Get your shoulder muscles into
-order for holding yourself gracefully." One could only imagine Adelaide
-Maud with a faultless deportment.
-
-Elma carried the little handkerchief distractedly to her lips, then was
-appalled at the desecration.
-
-Oh--and yet how lovely! It was really Adelaide Maud's!
-
-She tenderly folded it.
-
-How distinguished the drawing-room appeared! How delightful to have had
-a father who made no mistakes in the choice of furniture! Cuthbert had
-said so. She could almost imagine that the mauve toque must have bowed
-before the Louis Seize clock and acknowledged the Cardinal Wolseley
-chair. It did not occur to her to think that Mrs. Dudgeon might size up
-the whole appearance of that charming room in a request for pillars and
-Georgian mirrors, and beaded-work cushions. It is not given to every
-one to see so far as this, however, and Elma--as Miss Dudgeon for the
-afternoon--complimented her imaginary hosts on everything. As a wind-up
-Miss Dudgeon asked Mrs. Leighton particularly if her third daughter
-might come to take tea with Hermione.
-
-"So sweet of you to think of it," said the imaginary Mrs. Leighton, once
-more in working order.
-
-Out of these dreams emerged Elma. Some one was calling her abruptly.
-
-"Coming," she shrieked wildly, and clutched the handkerchief.
-
-She kept it till she got to Cuthbert. It seemed to her that he, as an
-invalid, might be allowed a bit of a treat and a secret all to himself.
-
-"Adelaide Maud left her handkerchief," she said. "We shall have to call
-to return it."
-
-He gazed at the bit of cambric.
-
-"Good gracious, is that what you girls dry your eyes on?"
-
-He took it, and looked at it very coldly and critically.
-
-"Thank you," he said calmly.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert," she exclaimed with round eyes, "you won't keep it, will
-you?"
-
-"I shall return it to the owner some day, when she deserves it," said
-the hero of yesterday, with a number of pauses between each phrase.
-
-"Don't say a word, chucky, will you not?"
-
-"I won't," said Elma honourably, yet deeply puzzled.
-
-Imaginary people were the best companions after all. They did exactly
-what one expected them to do.
-
-It seemed rather selfish that Cuthbert should hang on to the
-handkerchief. But of course they would never have even seen it had it
-not been for the accident.
-
-She surrendered all ownership at the thought, and then gladly poured tea
-for the domineering Cuthbert.
-
-"You are a decent little soul, Elma," said he.
-
-"And you are very extraasperating," said Elma.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- The Mayonnaise
-
-
-The girls gave a party to celebrate the recovery of Cuthbert. They were
-allowed to do this on one condition, that they made everything for it
-themselves.
-
-This was Mr. Leighton's idea, and it found rapturous approval in the
-ranks of the family, and immediate rebellion in the heart of Mrs.
-Leighton. It was her one obstinacy that she should retain full hold of
-the reins of housekeeping. Once let a lot of girls into the kitchen,
-and where are you?
-
-"Once let a lot of girls grow up with no kind of responsibility in life,
-and where are you then?" asked Mr. Leighton. "I don't want my girls to
-drift. No man is really healthy unless he is striving after something,
-if it's only after finding a new kind of beetle. I don't see how a girl
-can be healthy without a definite occupation."
-
-"They make their beds, and they have their music," sighed Mrs. Leighton.
-"Girls in my day didn't interfere with the housekeeping."
-
-"I've thought about their music," said Mr. Leighton. "I'm glad they have
-it. But it isn't life, you know. A drawing-room accomplishment isn't
-life. I want them to be equipped all round. Not just by taking classes
-either. Classes end by making people willing to be taught, but the
-experiences of life make them very swift to learn. We can't have them
-sitting dreaming about husbands for ever. Dreams and ideals are all
-very well, but one scamps the realities if one goes on at them too long.
-Elma means to marry a duke, you know. Isn't it much better that in the
-meantime she should learn to make a salad?"
-
-"The servants will be so cross," said Mrs. Leighton. She invariably saw
-readily enough where she must give in, but on these occasions she never
-gave in except with outward great unwillingness.
-
-"Oh, perhaps not," said Mr. Leighton. "They have dull enough lives
-themselves. I'm sure it will be rather fun for them to see Mabel making
-cakes."
-
-"Mabel can't make cakes," exclaimed Mrs. Leighton. Her professional
-talents were really being questioned here. Throughout the length and
-breadth of the country, nobody made cakes like Mrs. Leighton.
-
-Mr. Leighton grew a little bit testy.
-
-"You know, my dear, if this house were a business concern it would be
-your duty to take your eldest daughter into partnership at this stage.
-As it is, you seem to want to keep her out for ever."
-
-Mrs. Leighton sighed heavily.
-
-"That's just it, John," said she; "I want to keep her out for ever. I
-want them all to remain little children, and myself being mother to
-them. Since Mabel got her hair up--already it's different. I feel in
-an underhand sort of way that I'm being run by my own daughter--I really
-do."
-
-"More like by your own son," said Mr. Leighton. "The way you give in to
-that boy is a disgrace."
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert's different," said Mrs. Leighton brightly.
-
-"Poor Mabel," smiled Mr. Leighton.
-
-It was an old subject with them, thrashed out again and again, ever
-since Cuthbert as a rather spoiled child of seven had had his little
-nose put out of joint by the first arrival of girls in the imperious
-person of Mabel. Mrs. Leighton had always felt a little grieved with the
-absurdly rapid manner in which Mr. Leighton's affections had gone over
-to Mabel.
-
-"In any case, try them with the party," said he. "The only thing that
-can happen is for the cook to give notice."
-
-"And I shall have to get another one, of course." Mrs. Leighton's voice
-dwelt in a suspiciously marked manner on the pronoun.
-
-"Now there's another opportunity for making use of Mabel," said her
-husband.
-
-Mrs. Leighton let her hands fall.
-
-"Engage my own servants! What next?" she asked.
-
-"Oh, I don't know," said he. "Cuthbert does heaps of things for me.
-You women are the true conservatives. If we had you in power there
-would be no chance for the country."
-
-"Well, you might have persuaded Cuthbert to succeed you as Chairman of
-your Company, with a steady income and all that sort of thing," she
-exclaimed, "instead of rushing him into a profession which keeps him
-tied night and day, and gives him no return as yet for all his work."
-
-"I should never stand in the way of enthusiasm," said her husband.
-"Cuthbert has a real genius for his profession."
-
-"Then why not find a profession for Mabel?"
-
-"I have thought of that. It seems right, however, that a man ought to
-be equipped for one profession, and a girl for several. I can always
-leave my girls enough money to keep the wolf from the door at least. I
-have an objection to any girl being obliged to work entirely for her
-living. Men ought to relieve them of that at least. But we must give
-them occupation; work that develops. Come, come, my dear; you must let
-them have their head a little, even although they ruin the cakes. A
-good mother makes useless daughters, you know."
-
-"Well, it's a wrench, John."
-
-"There, there," he smiled at her.
-
-"And the servants are sure to give notice."
-
-She regretted much of her pessimism, however, when she gave the news to
-the girls. Not for a long time had they been so animated. Each took
-her one department in the supper menu prepared under the guidance of
-Mrs. Leighton.
-
-First, chicken salad inserted into a tomato, cut into water-lily shape,
-reposing on lettuce leaves--one on each little plate, mayonnaise
-dressing on top.
-
-The mayonnaise captured Mabel.
-
-"But you can't make it, it's a most trying thing to do--better let cook
-make it," interjected Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"What about our party?" asked Mabel.
-
-"Very well," said an abject mother.
-
-So that was settled.
-
-Then fruit salad, immediately claimed by Jean, who knew everything there
-was to be known of fruit, inside and out, as she explained volubly.
-Mrs. Leighton's quiet face twitched a trifle and then resolved itself
-into business lines once more.
-
-Meringues! they must have meringues! Nobody seemed to rise to that.
-Elma felt it was her turn.
-
-"They look awfully difficult," said she, "but I could try a day or two
-before. I'll do the meringues."
-
-This cost her a great effort. Mother didn't appear at all encouraging,
-She snipped her lips together in rather a grim way, and it had the
-effect of sending a cold streak of fear up and down the back of the
-meringue volunteer.
-
-"Are they very difficult, mummy?" she asked apologetically.
-
-"Oh, no," said Mrs. Leighton airily. "After mayonnaise, one may do
-anything."
-
-"I can whip cream--beautifully," explained Elma. "It's that queer crusty
-thing I'm afraid of."
-
-"I shall be ruined in eggs, I see that very distinctly," said Mrs.
-Leighton.
-
-After this, there seemed to be no proper opportunity for Betty.
-
-"Couldn't I make a trifle?" she asked modestly. "A trifle at ten." Mrs.
-Leighton looked her over. "Oh! very well--Betty will make trifle."
-
-Betty looked as though she would drop into tears. Elma put her hand
-through her arm and whispered while the others debated about cakes, "I
-can find out all about trifles. Miss Grace knows. She made them
-cen--centuries ago, and Miss Annie never lets the new cooks try."
-
-Betty turned on her a happy face.
-
-"Oh, Elma, you're most reviving," she said gratefully.
-
-Then they had cakes to consider. Now and again they had been allowed to
-bake cakes, and they felt that here they were on their own ground.
-Betty revived in a wonderful manner, and immediately insisted on baking
-a gingerbread one.
-
-"Nobody eats gingerbread at parties," said Mabel in a disgusted voice.
-"This isn't a picnic we're arranging, or a school-room tea. It's a
-grown-up party, and we just aren't going to have gingerbread."
-
-"Yet I've sometimes thought that gingerbread at a party tasted very
-well," remarked Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Oh, mummy!" Mabel seemed very sorry for her mother.
-
-But Betty had regained her confidence.
-
-"I shall bake gingerbread," she exclaimed in her most dogged manner.
-
-"There are always the rabbits, of course," said Jean, with her nose in
-the air.
-
-"Girls, girls," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Gingerbread one, walnut cream cake another. What will you bake, Jean?"
-
-"Orange icing," quoth Jean.
-
-"And sponge cake cream for Elma," she added in a thoughtful way.
-
-"I do like the way you fling all the uninteresting things at me,"
-exclaimed Elma. "I think sponge cake cream is the moistest, flabbiest,
-silliest cake I know. We're putting cream in everything. Everybody
-will be sick of cream. Why can't I bake a coffee cake?"
-
-"Why can't she?" asked Mrs. Leighton severely.
-
-"Coffee cake, Elma," said Mabel. She had taken to paper and pencil. "I
-only hope we shall know what it is when it appears!"
-
-"And you'd better all begin as soon as you can," said Mrs. Leighton; "so
-that we find out where we are a few days before the party occurs."
-
-She still looked with foreboding on the whole arrangement.
-
-Cook preserved a hauteur on the subject of the invasion, through which
-the girls found it very hard to break.
-
-"Never seed such a picnic," she informed the housemaid. "My, you should
-have been here when Miss Betty burned her gingerbread!"
-
-That was a sad occasion, and after all, there was nothing for it but the
-rabbits. Betty moaned over the lost raisins, the "ginger didn't count."
-"I stoned every one of them," she sighed. Mr. Leighton found some brown
-lumps in the rabbit hutches. "That's not the thing for these beasts,"
-he said; "what is it?" And Betty explained that it would be quite safe
-for them, for (once more) hadn't she stoned every raisin herself?
-
-"I'm glad you're a millionaire, John," said Mrs. Leighton grimly when
-she heard about it.
-
-Elma made Betty try again. Elma's heart was in her mouth about her own
-performances, but she hung over Betty till a success was secured to the
-gingerbread. Then she couldn't get the kitchen for her coffee cake,
-because Mabs, in a neat white apron and sleeves, was ornamenting a
-ragged-looking structure of white icing with little dabs of pink, and
-trying to write "Cuthbert" in neat letters across the top. She had
-prepared a small cake--"just to taste it." They all tasted. It seemed
-rather crumply.
-
-"Isn't there a good deal of walnut in it?" asked Mrs. Leighton humbly.
-
-"It's nearly all walnut," said Mabel. "I like walnut."
-
-Jean worried along with her piece.
-
-"Nobody will survive this party," said she.
-
-At last Elma's coffee cake got its innings. She was so nervous after
-the gingerbread fiasco that only the ultimate good humour of Cook saved
-her.
-
-"Don't hurry over it, Miss Elma; it's coming nicely. I'll tell you when
-to stop beating."
-
-Nothing else would have guaranteed the existence of the cake. Cook also
-saw to the firing. This gave Elma such a delightful feeling of
-gratitude that she opened out her heart on the subject of meringues.
-Cook said that of course it was easy for them "as had never tried" just
-to rush in and make meringues the first thing. The likes of herself
-found them "kittlish" things. You may make meringues all your life, and
-then they'll go wrong for no reason at all. It was "knack" that was
-wanted principally.
-
-"Do you think I've got knack, Cook?" asked Elma humbly.
-
-Cook gave her a clear night in the kitchen for the meringues, as a
-reward for her humility. It was marvellous that nearly all of them came
-fairly decently. Cook found the shapes "a bit queer," but "them as knew"
-who was providing the party wouldn't think they were "either here or
-there."
-
-"I'll make it up with the cream," quoth Elma happily. A great load was
-off her mind.
-
-She now devoted herself to Betty's trifle. As a great triumph they
-decided to provide a better trifle than even Cook knew how to prepare.
-Miss Grace entered heartily into the plan. They were allowed to call
-one morning when she was ensconced in the parlour. Saunders brought in
-solemnly, first, several sheets of white paper. These were laid very
-seriously on the bare finely-polished table. Then came a plate of
-sponge cake in neat slices, a thin custard in a glass jug, several
-little dishes, one of blanched almonds cut in long strips, another of
-halved cherries, one of tiny macaroon biscuits, and so on. Miss Grace
-set herself in a high chair, and proceedings began. Elma wondered to
-the end of her days what kind of a cook Miss Grace would have made if
-she had been paid for her work. Everything was prepared for Miss Grace,
-but she took an hour and a quarter to finish the trifle. She added
-custard in silver spoonfuls as though each one had a definite effect of
-its own, and she several times measured the half glassful of cordial
-which was apportioned to each layer of sponge cake. The ceremony seemed
-interminable. Elma saw how true it was what her father often said, that
-one ought always to have a big enough object in life to keep one from
-paying too much importance to trifles. She immediately afterwards
-apologized to herself for the pun, which, she explained in that half
-world of dreaming to which she so often resorted, she hadn't at all
-intended.
-
-Elma and Betty, however, to the end of their days, never forgot how to
-make trifle.
-
-Betty's trifle was a magnificent success.
-
-Jean engaged a whole fruiterer's shop, as it seemed, for her salad, and
-found she made enough for forty people out of a fourth of what she had
-ordered. This put Mrs. Leighton back into her old prophetic position.
-Had she not told Jean a quarter of that fruit would be enough?
-
-Mabel arranged everything in good order for her chicken concoction, and
-at last had only the mayonnaise to make. That occurred on the afternoon
-of the party. Cuthbert and Harry and Mr. Maclean were all
-about--supposed to be helping. May Turberville, Betty's great friend,
-and her brother Lance, a boy of fourteen, brought round various loans in
-the way of cups and cream and sugar "things." The table in the
-dining-room was laid for supper with a most dainty centre-piece decked
-with roses and candelabra. Most of their labours being over, the
-company retreated to the smoke-room, where "high jinks" were soon in
-process. Lance capered about, balancing chairs on his nose, and doing
-the wild things which only take place in a smoke-room.
-
-In the midst of it appeared Mabel, wide-eyed and distressed, at the
-door. The white apron of a few days ago was smeared with little
-elongated drops of oily stuff. She held a fork wildly dripping in her
-hand.
-
-"Oh--oh, isn't it awful," she cried, "the mayonnaise won't may."
-
-It was the last anxiety, and, in the matter of the pints of the Leighton
-girls, quite the last straw. Just when they had begun to be confident
-of their party, the real backbone of the thing had given out.
-
-Dr. Harry removed a cigarette from his lips.
-
-"Hey--what's that?" he asked. "Mayonnaise--ripping! I knew an American
-Johnnie who made it. Bring it here, and we'll put it right."
-
-Mabel spread her hands mutely. "In this atmosphere?" she asked.
-
-Oh! They had soon the windows open. Harry insisted he could make
-mayonnaise. "You don't meet American men for nothing, let me tell you,"
-he said. It was fun to see him supplied with plate, fork and bottles.
-He looked at Mabel's attempt at dressing.
-
-"Good gracious!" he said, "where's the egg?"
-
-Mabel turned rather faint. "I put in the white," said she.
-
-Dr. Harry roared. Then he explained carefully and kindly.
-
-"Mayonnaise is an interesting affair--apart from the joys of eating it.
-A chemical action takes place between the yoke of an egg and the oil and
-vinegar. You could hardly expect the white to play up."
-
-"It was Cook," exclaimed Mabel. "She said something about yokes for a
-custard and whites for--for----"
-
-"Meringues, you donkey," said Jean.
-
-Dr. Harry made the mayonnaise.
-
-Lance Turberville cut the most shameful capers throughout. He decorated
-Harry with paper aprons and the cap of a chef, and stuck his eyeglass in
-the wrong eye while Harry worked patiently with a fork in semicircles.
-He was sent off with Betty and May, only to reappear later dressed out
-as a maid-servant. Nobody except Dr. Harry could take the mayonnaise
-seriously while Lance was about. At that moment the outdoor bell rang.
-With the inspiration born of mischief, and before any one could stop
-him, Lance rushed off and opened it.
-
-Three ladies stood on the doorstep.
-
-He showed them solemnly into the drawing-room, tripping over his skirt
-merely a trifle, and nearly giving Bertha, who had primly come to attend
-to the door, hysterics. He advanced to the smoke-room, where the
-mayonnaise was nearly completed.
-
-"Mrs. and Miss Dudgeon and Miss Steven are in the drawing-room," said
-Lance.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- Visitors Again
-
-
-By itself an occurrence like this would have been unnerving enough.
-Visitors on the afternoon of a party, and such visitors! But that the
-Leightons should all be more or less in a pickle in regard to the
-mayonnaise and Lance's foolery seemed to take things altogether over the
-barrier of ordinary life, and land everybody in a perfect fizzle. The
-Dudgeons must have called to see Cuthbert, who had never been down yet
-on these occasions when Mrs. Leighton and Mabel and Jean with perfect
-propriety had received them. Mabel had had her innings as the eldest of
-the house, but had retained an enormous reserve when speaking to Miss
-Dudgeon. Not so Jean, who believed in getting to know people at once.
-Elma and Betty had never ventured near them since that dreadful day when
-they all did the wrong thing at the wrong moment.
-
-"Anyhow, the drawing-room is a perfect dream with flowers. They can
-look at that for a bit," said Jean, as they began to remove the regiment
-of bottles. Dr. Harry's mayonnaise was creamy and perfect, and Mabel was
-in high fettle correspondingly.
-
-"Do you know," she said, "I don't care tuppence for the Dudgeons just
-now. Let's go in and give them a decent reception for once." It
-reflected the feeling of all, that nothing could disturb their gaiety on
-this day.
-
-Elma was reminded again how right her father was in declaring that once
-one had an absorbing object in front of one, trifles dwindled down to
-their proper level. Why should any of them be afraid of the Story
-Books? Certainly not at all, on a day when they were about to have a
-ripping party, and the mayonnaise at last had "mayed." Cuthbert gave a
-big jolly laugh at Mabel's speech.
-
-"Come along, all of you," he said. "What about those oily fingers of
-yours, Harry? What a jewel of a husband you'll be! You, Lance, get off
-these togs and behave yourself."
-
-Lance promised abjectly to be an ornament to the household for the rest
-of the afternoon. Something in his look as he went off reminded Mabel
-of other promises of Lance.
-
-"Be good," she called out to him.
-
-"Yes, mother," exclaimed Lance, evidently at work already tearing off
-the skirt, and looking demure and mournful. He seemed very ridiculous
-still, and they went off merrily to the drawing-room.
-
-"Cuthbert," whispered Elma, "I'm so frightened. Take me in."
-
-"I'm frightened too," whispered Cuthbert.
-
-This made her laugh, so that as she held on to his arm she approached
-Adelaide Maud in admirable spirits. The party invaded the drawing-room
-as a flood would invade it--or so it seemed to the Dudgeons, who were
-talking quietly to Mrs. Leighton. The whole room sprouted Leightons.
-Mrs. Dudgeon resorted entirely to her lorgnette, especially when she
-shook hands with Cuthbert. He stood that ordeal bravely, also the
-ordeal of the speech that followed.
-
-"You see the two very shy members of the family," he said, bowing
-gravely and disregarding some sarcastic laughter from the background.
-"May I introduce my young sister Elma."
-
-Here was honour for Elma. She shook hands with crimson cheeks. Then
-came Adelaide Maud. She gave her hand to Cuthbert without a word, but
-when Elma's turn came she said with rather sweet gravity, "This is the
-little lady, isn't it, who plays to Miss Grace?"
-
-Elma was thunderstruck; but Cuthbert, the magnificent, seemed very
-pleased.
-
-"Oh--Miss Grace didn't tell you?" asked Elma.
-
-"No, I heard you one day, and Miss Annie told me it was you."
-
-Adelaide Maud sat down on a low chair, and drew Elma on to the arm.
-
-"What was it you were playing?" she asked.
-
-"One is called 'Anything you like,' and one is 'A little thing of my
-own,' and the others are just anything," said Elma.
-
-Adelaide Maud laughed.
-
-The room was filled with chattering voices, and Mrs. Dudgeon had claimed
-Cuthbert, so that it became a very easy thing for them to be
-confidential without any one's noticing.
-
-"It's quite stup--stup----" Elma stopped.
-
-"Stupid?" asked Adelaide Maud.
-
-"No, stup-endous," said Elma thankfully, "for me to be talking all alone
-with you." Her fright had run away, as it always did whenever any one
-looked kindly at her. The sweet eyes of Adelaide Maud disarmed her, and
-she worshipped on the spot. "I've always been so afraid of you," she
-said simply. "It ought to be Hermione, but I know it will always be
-you."
-
-"Who is Hermione?" asked Adelaide Maud.
-
-Elma suddenly woke up.
-
-"Oh, I daren't tell you," said she.
-
-Adelaide Maud looked about her in a constrained way.
-
-"I wish you would play to me, dear," she said.
-
-Was this really to be believed!
-
-"I could in the schoolroom," said Elma, "but not here."
-
-"Take me to the schoolroom," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-Elma placed her hand in that of the other delicately gloved one without
-a tremor.
-
-"Don't let them see us go," she begged.
-
-Three people did, however: Cuthbert with a bounding heart, Mabel with
-thankfulness that the house was really in exhibition order, and Jean
-with blank amazement. Elma had walked off in ten minutes intimately
-with the flower that Jean had, as it were, been tending carefully for
-weeks, and had not dared to pluck. There was something of the dark
-horse about Elma.
-
-They were much taken up with Miss Steven however. She was very fair and
-petite, and had pretty ways of curving herself and throwing back her
-head, and of spreading her hands when she talked. She seemed to like to
-have the eyes of the room fixed on her. Quite different from the
-Dudgeons, who in about two ticks stared one out of looking at them at
-all. Mr. Leighton came in also, and what might be called her last thaw
-was undergone by Mrs. Dudgeon in the pleasure of meeting him. If she
-had her ideas on beaded cushions, she had certainly no objections to Mr.
-Leighton. In five minutes he was explaining to her that sea trout are
-to be discovered in fresh water lakes at certain seasons of the year.
-
-Unfortunately, just then Mrs. Dudgeon happened to look out of the
-windows. There were three long ones, and each opened out on that sunny
-day to the lawn at the side of the house. If Mrs. Dudgeon had kept her
-eye on the Louis Seize clock or the famous Monticelli, all might have
-gone well, but she preferred to look out of the window. In spite of the
-general hilarity of the party around her, her action in looking out
-seemed to impress them all. Everybody except Mr. Leighton looked out
-also, and then came an ominous silence.
-
-Mr. Maclean giggled.
-
-This formed a link to a burst of conversation. Jean turned to Miss
-Steven and engaged her in a whirlwind of talk. Cuthbert vainly
-endeavoured to move the stony glance of Mrs. Dudgeon once more in the
-direction of his father. Dr. Harry wildly asked Mabel to play
-something.
-
-Mabel never forgave him.
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon immediately became preternaturally polite, said she had
-often heard of the musical proclivities of the Misses Leighton, and
-Mabel had really to play.
-
-"Oh, Harry," she exclaimed, "I never played with a burden like this on
-my mind, never in all my life. The party to-night--and that mayonnaise
-(it will keep maying, won't it?)--and Elma goodness knows where with
-Adelaide Maud, and those kids in the garden--couldn't Cuthbert go and
-slay them?"
-
-She dashed into a Chopin polonaise.
-
-The kids in the garden were what had upset Mrs. Dudgeon. There were
-two--evidently playing "catch me if you can" with one of the
-maid-servants--the one who had shown them in. She rushed about in a
-manner which looked very mad. This exhibition on the drawing-room side
-of the house! Really--these middle class people!
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon extended the lorgnette to looking at them once more.
-
-A horizontal bar was erected in a corner of the lawn. Towards this the
-eccentric maid-servant seemed to be making determined passes,
-frantically prevented every now and again by the two young girls. The
-chords of the "railway polonaise" hammered out a violent accompaniment.
-Mabel could play magnificently when in a rage. Little Miss Steven was
-enchanted.
-
-Nearer came the maid-servant to the horizontal bar. At last she reached
-it. May and Betty sat down plump on the lawn in silent despair. Lance
-pulled himself gently and gracefully up. Not content with getting
-there, he kissed his hand to the unresponsive drawing-room windows. To
-do him justice, there was little sign for him that any one saw him, and
-Mabel's piano playing seemed to envelop everything. He did some
-graceful things towards the end of the polonaise, but with the last
-chords became violently mischievous again. With a wild whirl he turned
-a partial somersault. Mrs. Dudgeon shrieked. "Oh, that woman," said
-she. Just then Lance stopped his whirlings and sent his feet straight
-into the air. His skirts fell gracefully over his face. Dr. Harry
-laughed a loud laugh, and at last Mr. Leighton asked what was the
-matter.
-
-"It's Lance," said Jean. "He has been playing tricks all the
-afternoon."
-
-Everything might have been forgiven except that Mrs. Dudgeon had been
-taken in. She had screamed, "That woman."
-
-She began to look about for Adelaide Maud.
-
-"Will you be so kind as to tell my daughter that we must be going," she
-said to Mr. Leighton.
-
-Cuthbert volunteered to look for her.
-
-Dr. Harry really did the neat thing. He went out for Lance and brought
-him in with Betty and May. He hauled Lance by the ear to Mrs. Dudgeon.
-
-"Here you see a culprit of the deepest dye."
-
-Lance looked very rosy and mischievous, and Miss Steven, who had been
-immersed in hysterical laughter since his exploit on the bar, was
-delighted with him.
-
-"I am so sorry," said Lance gravely, encouraged by this appreciation,
-"but I promised mother that I should be an ornament to the company this
-afternoon."
-
-"Oh, Lance," said May, "how can you!"
-
-"By 'mother,' of course I mean Mabel," said Lance to Mrs. Dudgeon in an
-explanatory fashion. "She has grown so cocky since she put her hair
-up."
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon determined to give up trying to unravel the middle classes.
-
-Mr. Maclean broke in. "Everybody spoils Lance, Mrs. Dudgeon. It isn't
-quite his own fault; look at Miss Steven."
-
-Miss Steven, always prompt to appreciate a person's wickedest mood, had
-made an immediate friend of Lance.
-
-"They are a great trial to us, these young people," said Mr. Leighton
-gently.
-
-The speech wafted her back to her gracious mood, and for a little while
-longer she forgot that she had sent for Adelaide Maud.
-
-Meanwhile Cuthbert endeavoured to discover what had happened to that
-"delicious" person.
-
-With swishing skirts, and gleam of golden hair under a white hat, Elma
-had seen herself escort Adelaide Maud from the drawing-room to the
-schoolroom. Adelaide Maud sat on a hassock in the room where "You don't
-mean to say you were all babies," and Elma played "Anything you like" to
-her.
-
-Adelaide Maud's face became of the dreamy far-away consistency of Miss
-Grace's--without the cap, and Elma felt her cup of happiness run over.
-
-"Does your sister play like that?" asked Adelaide Maud.
-
-"Far better," said Elma simply.
-
-They heard the bars of the railway polonaise, and the schoolroom, being
-just over the drawing-room, they had also the full benefit of Lance's
-exploit.
-
-Adelaide Maud laughed and laughed.
-
-"Oh, what will Mrs. Dudgeon say?" asked Elma.
-
-She told Adelaide Maud about the party, a frightful "breach of
-etiquette," as Mabel informed her later. Adelaide Maud's face grew
-serious and rather sad.
-
-"What a pity you live in another ph--phrase of society," sighed Elma,
-"or you would be coming too, wouldn't you?"
-
-"Would you really ask me?" asked Adelaide Maud.
-
-Ask her?
-
-Did Adelaide Maud think that if the world were made of gold and one
-could help one's self to it, one wouldn't have a little piece now and
-again! She was just about to explain that they would do anything in the
-world to ask her, when Cuthbert came into the room. Adelaide Maud got
-so stiff at that moment, that immediately Elma understood that it would
-never do to ask her to the party.
-
-Cuthbert explained that Mrs. Dudgeon had sent him to fetch Miss Dudgeon.
-
-"Oh," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-She did not make the slightest move towards leaving, however.
-
-She looked straight at Cuthbert, and Elma could have sworn she saw her
-lip quiver.
-
-"I believe I have to apologize to you," she said in a very cold voice.
-"I cut out a dance, didn't I--at the Calthorps'!"
-
-"Did you?" asked Cuthbert.
-
-Elma wondered that he could be so negligent in speaking to Adelaide
-Maud. She never could bear to see Cuthbert severe, and it had the
-effect of terrifying her a trifle and making her take the hand of
-Adelaide Maud in a defensive sort of manner.
-
-Adelaide Maud held her hand quite tightly, as though Elma were really a
-friend of some standing.
-
-"I didn't intend to, but I know it seemed like it," said Adelaide Maud
-in perfectly freezing tones.
-
-Cuthbert looked at her very directly, and seemed to answer the freezing
-side more than the apologizing one.
-
-"Oh--a small thing of that sort, what does it matter"? he said grandly.
-
-Adelaide Maud turned quite pale.
-
-"Thank you," said she. "It's quite sweet of you to take it like that,"
-and she marched out of the schoolroom with her skirts swishing and her
-head high. No--it would never do to invite Adelaide Maud to the party.
-
-Elma however had seen another side to this very dignified lady, and so
-ran after her and took her hand again.
-
-"You aren't vexed with me, are you?" she whispered.
-
-Adelaide Maud at the turn of the stairs, and just at the point where
-Cuthbert, coming savagely behind, could not see, bent and kissed Elma.
-
-"What day do you go to Miss Grace's?" she asked.
-
-"To-morrow at three," whispered Elma, with her plans quite suddenly
-arranged.
-
-"Don't tell," said Adelaide Maud, "I shall be there."
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon departed with appropriate graciousness. The irrepressible
-gaiety of the company round her had merely served to make her more
-unapproachable. She greeted Adelaide Maud with a stare, and strove to
-make her immediate adieus. Mr. Maclean, always ready to notice a
-deficiency, remembered that Mr. Leighton had never met Adelaide Maud,
-and forthwith introduced her. Adelaide Maud took this introduction
-shyly, and Mr. Leighton was charmed with her. With an unfaltering
-estimate of character he appraised her then as being one in a hundred
-amongst girls. Adelaide Maud, on her part, showed him gentle little
-asides to her nature which one could not have believed existed. Mrs.
-Dudgeon grew really impatient at the constant interruptions which
-impeded her exit.
-
-"Mr. Leighton has just been telling me," she said by way of getting out
-of the drawing-room, "that a little party is to be celebrated here
-to-night. I fear we detain you all." Nothing could have been more
-gracious--and yet! Mabel flushed. It seemed so like a children's
-affair--that they should be having a party, and that the really
-important people were actually clearing out in order to allow it to
-occur.
-
-Miss Steven said farewell with real regret.
-
-"I don't know when I have had such a jolly afternoon," she said. "I
-think I must get knocked over oftener. Though I don't want Mr. Leighton
-to break his ribs every time. Do you know," she said in a most
-heart-breaking manner, "I've been hardly able to breathe for thinking of
-it. You can't think how nice it is to see you all so jolly after all."
-
-When they had got into the Dudgeons' carriage, and were rolling swiftly
-homewards, she yawned a trifle.
-
-"What cures they are," she said airily.
-
-Adelaide Maud, in her silent corner of the carriage, felt her third pang
-of that memorable afternoon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- The Party
-
-
-Nobody knew how anybody got dressed for the party, and certainly nobody
-took any dinner to speak of. It was laid in the morning-room, and Mr.
-Leighton said throughout that roystering meal that never again, no
-matter how many ribs Cuthbert broke or how much sympathy he excited,
-would he allow them to have a party.
-
-The occasion became memorable, not only because of Cuthbert or the
-mayonnaise, or the Dudgeons, but because on that night Robin Meredith
-appeared. Mabel and Jean lately had already in quite a practical manner
-begun to wonder whom Mabel would be obliged to marry. Jean was getting
-very tall, and showed signs of being so near the grown-up stage herself,
-that she was anxious to see Mabel disposed of, so as to leave the way
-clear.
-
-"The eldest of four ought to look sharp," she declared; "we can't allow
-any trifling."
-
-This seemed rather overwhelming treatment of Mabel, who was only
-seventeen. But viewed from that age, even a girl of twenty-one is
-sometimes voted an old maid, and Mabel was quite determined not to
-become an old maid.
-
-"There seems to be only George Maclean," she had sighed in a dismal way.
-She was quite different from Elma, who continually dreamed of a duke.
-George Maclean would do very well for Mabel, only, as Jean complained,
-"George Maclean is a gentleman and all that kind of thing, but he has no
-prospects." So they rather disposed of George Maclean, for immediate
-purposes at least. Then came Mr. Meredith. After that, in the language
-of the Leightons, it was all up with Mabel. She would simply have to
-get engaged and married to Mr. Meredith.
-
-Mr. Meredith was of middle height, with rather a square, fair face, and
-a short cut-away dark moustache. He spoke in a bright concise sort of
-way, and darted very quick glances at people when addressing them. He
-came in with the Gardiners, and after shaking hands with Mrs. Leighton
-he darted several quick glances round the room, and then asked abruptly
-of Lucy Gardiner "Who was the tall girl in white?"
-
-Here was the point where the fortunes of the Leighton girls became at
-last crystallized, concrete. It is all very well to dream, but it is
-much pleasanter to be sure that something is really about to happen.
-
-None of this undercurrent was noticeable, however, in the general
-behaviour of that imaginative four. They began the evening in a
-dignified way with music. Every one either sang or played. Jean in her
-usual hearty fashion dashed through a "party piece." Even Elma was
-obliged to play the Boccherini Minuet, which she did with the usual
-nervous blunders.
-
-As Dr. Harry placed the music ready for her, she whispered to him,
-"Whenever I lift my heels off the floor, my knees knock against each
-other."
-
-"Keep your heels down," said Dr. Harry with the immobile air of a
-commanding officer.
-
-Elma found the piano pedals, and in the fine desire to follow out Dr.
-Harry's instructions played Boccherini with both pedals down throughout.
-
-"How you do improve, Elma!" said May Turberville politely.
-
-And Elma looked at her with a mute despair in her eyes of which hours of
-laughter could not rid them. If only they knew, those people in that
-room, if only they knew what she wanted to play, the melodies that came
-singing in her heart when she was happy, the minor things when she was
-sad! All she could do when people were collected to stare at her was to
-play the Boccherini Minuet exceedingly badly. The weight of "evenings"
-had begun already to rest on Elma. Her undoubted gifts at learning and
-understanding music brought her into sharp prominence with her teachers
-and family, but never enabled Elma to exhibit herself with advantage on
-any real occasion.
-
-It was all the more inexplicable that Mabel could at once dash into
-anything with abandon and perfect correctness. Technique and
-understanding seemed born in her. In the same way could she,
-light-heartedly and gracefully, take the new homage of Mr. Meredith, who
-made no secret of his interest in her from the first moment of entering
-the drawing-room. Mabel received him as she received a Sonata by
-Beethoven. With fleet fingers she could read the one as though she had
-practised it all her life; with dainty manners she seemed to comprehend
-Mr. Meredith from the start, as though she had been accustomed to
-refusing and accepting desirable husbands from time immemorial. It put
-her on a new footing with the rest of the girls. They felt in quite a
-decided way, within a few days even, that the old, rather childish
-fashion of talking about husbands was to be dropped, and that no jokes
-were to be perpetrated in regard to Mr. Meredith. It began to be no fun
-at all having an eligible sister in the house.
-
-On this night, however, they were still children. About forty young
-people, school friends of themselves and Cuthbert, sustained that gaiety
-with which they had begun the afternoon. Even the musical part, where
-Mr. Leighton presided and encouraged young girls with no musical talents
-whatever to play and sing, passed with a certain amount of lightness.
-Before an interlude of charades, a strange girl was shown in. She
-giggled behind an enormous fan, and made a great show of canary-coloured
-curls in the process. She seemed to have on rather skimpy skirts, and
-she showed in a lumbering way rather large shiny patent shoes with flat
-boys' bows on them.
-
-There was a moment of indecision before Betty broke out with the remark,
-"You might have had the sense to hide your feet, Lance."
-
-The canary-coloured curls enabled Lance to look becomingly foolish. In
-any case, Mr. Leighton could not prevent the intellectual part of the
-evening from falling to bits. They had no more real music. Instead,
-they fell on Lance and borrowed his curls, and made some good charades
-till supper time.
-
-"I can't help feeling very rocky about that supper," whispered Jean to
-Mabel. "Yet we've everything--sandwiches, cake, fruit and lemonade, tea
-and coffee. What can go wrong now?"
-
-"Oh! the thing's all right," said Mabel, who was in a severely exalted
-mood by this time.
-
-They trooped into the dining-room, where girls were provided in a crushy
-way with seats round the room, and boys ran about and handed them
-things. Mrs. Leighton gave the head of the table to Mabel, who sat in
-an elderly way and poured coffee. The salad was magnificent. Aunt
-Katharine had come in "to look on." Mrs. Leighton told her how Mabel
-had arranged forty-two plates that morning, with water-lily tomatoes cut
-ready and chopped chicken in the centres, and had nearly driven Cook
-silly with the shelves she used for storing these things in cool places.
-
-"Wherever you looked--miles and miles of little plates with red water
-lilies," said Mrs. Leighton. "It was most distracting for Cook. I
-wonder the woman stays."
-
-"What a mess," said Aunt Katharine. "You spoil these girls, you know,
-Lucy."
-
-"Oh--it's Mr. Leighton," said she sadly.
-
-"I don't think mayonnaise is a very suitable thing for young people's
-parties," said Aunt Katharine dingily.
-
-By this time the white cake with "Cuthbert" in pink was handed solemnly
-round. Every person had a large piece, it looked so good.
-
-Every one said, "Walnut, how lovely," when they took the first bite.
-
-Every one stopped at the second bite.
-
-"Cuthbert," called out Mrs. Leighton after she had investigated her own
-piece, "I notice that your father has none of the cake. Please take him
-a slice and see that he eats it."
-
-Mr. Leighton waved it away.
-
-"I do not eat walnuts," said he.
-
-Mrs. Leighton went to him.
-
-"John, this is not fair, this is your idea of a party," she said. "You
-ought to eat Cuthbert's cake."
-
-"He can't," cried Jean; "nobody can. It's only Mabel who likes iced
-marbles."
-
-"You will all have to eat gingerbread," said the voice of Betty
-hopefully.
-
-Jean started up in great indignation with a large battered-looking
-"orange iced cake" ready to cut.
-
-"Betty always gets herself advertized first," she complained. "Please
-try my orange icing."
-
-They did--they tried anything in order to escape Mabel's walnuts. It
-occurred to the girls that Mabel would be quite broken up at the
-wretched failure of her wonderful cake--the Cuthbert cake too. It was
-such a drop from their high pedestal of perfection. Even mummy, who had
-been so much on her own high horse at all their successes, now became
-quite feelingly sorry about the cake. She gave directions for having
-the loose pieces collected and surreptitiously put out of sight, but the
-large dish had to remain in front of Mabel. Mabel was still charmingly
-occupied over her coffee cups. She poured in a pretty direct way and
-yet managed to talk interestedly to Mr. Meredith. He was invaluable as
-a helper.
-
-"And now, at last," said she in a most winning manner, "you must have a
-slice of my cake. I baked it myself, and it's full of walnuts. Don't
-you love walnuts?"
-
-"I do," said Mr. Meredith.
-
-May Turberville nudged Betty, and Lance stared open-mouthed at the
-courage of Mabel. He would do a good deal for the Leighton girls, but
-he barred that particular cake. An electric feeling of comprehension
-ran round the company. They seemed to know that Mabel was about to
-taste her own cake and give a large slice to Mr. Meredith. They made
-little airy remarks to one another in order to keep the conversation
-going, so that Mabel might not detect by some sudden pause that every
-one was watching her. One heard Julia Gardiner say in an intense manner
-to Harry Somerton that the begonias at Mrs. Somerton's were a "perfect
-dream." And Harry answered that for his part he liked football better.
-Even Mr. Leighton noticed the trend of things, and stopped discussing
-higher morality with Aunt Katharine.
-
-Mabel seemed to take an interminable time. She gave Mr. Meredith a
-large piece, and insisted besides on serving him with an unwieldy lump
-of pink icing containing a large scrawly "e" from the last syllable of
-Cuthbert's name.
-
-"E--aw," brayed Lance gently, and Betty exploded into a long series of
-helpless giggles.
-
-"What a baby you are, Lance," said Mabel, amiably laughing. She bit
-daintily at the walnut cake.
-
-Mr. Meredith bit largely.
-
-There was an enormous pause while they waited to see what he would do.
-
-Cuthbert and Ronald Martin were near, aimlessly handing trifle and fruit
-salad. Mr. Meredith helped with one hand to pass a cup.
-
-"You know, Leighton," he said, "I have a great friend, he was one of
-your year--Vincent Hope--do you remember him?"
-
-Cuthbert stared. One mouthful was gone and Mr. Meredith was cheerfully
-gulping another.
-
-"What a digestion the man has," he thought, and next was plunged
-politely in reminiscent conversation regarding his College days.
-
-Mabel sat crunching quite happily at the despised walnut cake.
-
-Lance approached her timidly.
-
-"For Heaven's sake," he said, "give me a large cup of coffee for the
-ostrich. The man will die if he isn't helped."
-
-"Who on earth do you mean, Lance?" asked Mabel innocently.
-
-"Meredith. Don't you see he has eaten the cake."
-
-Mabel looked conscience-stricken. Her own slice had not dwindled much.
-
-"It is rather chucky-stoney, isn't it?" she asked anxiously.
-
-"It's terrific," said Lance sagely.
-
-Mabel looked quite crushed for a moment, so crushed that even Lance's
-mischievous heart relented.
-
-"Never mind, Mabel," he comforted her. "If Meredith can do that much
-for you without a shudder, he will do anything. It's a splendid test."
-
-A golden maxim of Mrs. Leighton's flashed into Mabel's mind, "You never
-know a man till he has been tried." It made her smile to think that
-already they might be supposed to be getting to know Mr. Meredith
-because of her villainous cake.
-
-"The piece we tested wasn't so bad," she explained to Lance, quite
-forgetting that she had skimmed that quantity in order to get plenty of
-chopped walnuts into the "real" cake.
-
-A few people in the room seemed fearfully amused, and poor Mabel in an
-undefined manner began to feel decidedly out of it. Lance went about
-like a conspirator, commenting on the appearance of "the ostrich." He
-approached Cuthbert, asking him in an anxious manner how long the signs
-of rapid poisoning might be expected to take to declare themselves after
-a quadruple dose of walnut cake. Mr. Meredith unruffled, still handed
-about cups for Mabel.
-
-Jean was in a corner with her dearest friend Maud Hartley.
-
-"Isn't it wonderful what love can do?" she remarked quite seriously. It
-was a curious thing that Elma, who dreamed silly dreams about far-away
-things, and was despised for this accordingly by the robust Jean, did
-not become romantic over Mr. Meredith at all. She merely thought that
-he must be fearfully fond of walnuts.
-
-The supper was hardly a pleasure to her--or to Betty. Every dish was an
-anxiety. They could almost count the plates for the different courses
-in their desire to know whether each had been successfully disposed of.
-There was no doubt about the trifle.
-
-"What a pity Mabel didn't make it," sighed Jean. After all, Mabel had
-only inspired the chicken salad, and even there Dr. Harry had made the
-mayonnaise.
-
-"It isn't much of a start for her with Mr. Meredith," she sighed
-dismally, "if only we hadn't told anybody which was which."
-
-Mr. Meredith took a large amount of trifle, praising it considerably.
-
-This alarmed Lance more than ever.
-
-"One good thing does not destroy a bad thing," he exclaimed. "The first
-axiom to be learned in chemistry is that one smell does not kill
-another. It is a popular delusion that it does. Meredith seems to have
-been brought up on popular lines."
-
-He posed in front of Cuthbert with his hands in his pockets.
-
-"We are running a great risk," said he. "To-morrow morning Meredith may
-be saying things about your sisters which may prevent us men from being
-friends with him--for ever."
-
-Above the general flood of conversation, Aunt Katharine's treble voice
-might now be heard.
-
-"Mabel," she said in a kind manner, "I must compliment you. When your
-mother told me about this ridiculous party, I told her she was spoiling
-you as she always does. In my young days we weren't allowed to be
-extravagant and experiment in cooking whenever a party occurred. We
-began with the 'common round, the daily task.'" Aunt Katharine sighed
-heavily. "But I never knew you could make a trifle like this."
-
-Mabel had been sitting like the others, trying to subdue the merriment
-which Aunt Katharine's long speeches usually aroused. The wind-up to
-this tirade alarmed her however. She would have to tell them all, with
-Mr. Meredith standing there, that the trifle was not her trifle. She
-would have to say that it was Betty's.
-
-Before she could open her mouth however, the whole loyal regiment of
-Leightons had forestalled her.
-
-"Isn't it a jolly trifle!" they exclaimed. Mabel could even hear
-Betty's little pipe joining in.
-
-"Oh, but I must tell you," she began.
-
-Cuthbert appeared at the doorway.
-
-"Drawing-room cleared for dancing," said he. "Come along."
-
-That finished it, and the girls were delighted with themselves. But one
-little melancholy thing, for all her partisanship, disturbed Jean
-considerably. Mr. Meredith, on giving his arm to Mabel for the first
-dance, was heard distinctly to remark, "You make all these delicious
-things as well as play piano! How clever of you."
-
-And Mabel looking perfectly possessed floated round to the first waltz
-as though she had not made a complete muddle of the walnut cake.
-
-Jean did not regret their generosity, but she was saddened by it.
-
-"It all comes of being the eldest," she confided to Maud, "We may stand
-on our heads now if we like, but if anything distinguished happens in
-the family, Mabel will get the credit of it."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- At Miss Grace's
-
-
-Miss Grace sat crocheting in her white and gold drawing-room and Elma
-played to her. Then the front door bell rang.
-
-"Oh please, Miss Grace," said Elma with crimson cheeks, "that is
-Adelaide Maud."
-
-"She isn't coming, I hope, to disturb our afternoons, and your playing,"
-asked Miss Grace anxiously.
-
-"Oh, Miss Grace, she has eyes like yours and listens most
-interrogatively," said Elma in the greatest alarm. The fear that Miss
-Grace might be offended only now assailed her.
-
-"Intelligently, dear," corrected Miss Grace.
-
-"I never did truly think she would come," said Elma.
-
-"Then, dear, it was not very polite to invite her." Miss Grace could
-not bear that Elma should miss any point in her own gentle code of
-etiquette.
-
-"In justice to little Elma, I invited myself." The full-throated tones
-of Miss Dudgeon's voice came to them from the door. "And what is more,
-I said to Saunders, 'Let me surprise Miss Grace, I do not want to
-disturb the music.'"
-
-"And then of course the music stopped," said Miss Grace.
-
-She kissed Adelaide Maud in a very friendly way.
-
-"Oh, but it will go on again at once, if neither of you are offended,"
-said Elma. She was much relieved.
-
-"You must not be so afraid of offending people," said Miss Grace. "It
-is a great fault of yours, dear."
-
-As Adelaide Maud bent to kiss her, Elma was struck with the justice of
-this criticism.
-
-"I believe I might be as fascinating as Mabel if only I weren't afraid,"
-she thought to herself. The reflection made her play in a minor key.
-
-"Just let me say a few words to Miss Grace," had said Adelaide Maud.
-"Play on and don't mind us for a bit."
-
-Adelaide Maud spoke to Miss Grace in an undertone. Elma thought they did
-it to let her feel at ease, and correspondingly played quite happily.
-
-"I have seen Dr. Merryweather," said Adelaide Maud to Miss Grace. "He
-says you must go off for a change at once."
-
-"Dr. Merryweather!"
-
-Miss Grace turned very pale.
-
-"Exactly. I did it on my own responsibility. He was most concerned
-about you. He said that what Dr. Smith had ordered you ought to carry
-out."
-
-"He was always very hard on Annie," said Miss Grace, who saw only one
-side to such a proposal.
-
-Adelaide Maud bent her head a trifle.
-
-"You ought not to think of Miss Annie, at present," said she. "It isn't
-right. It isn't fair to her either, supposing you turn really ill, what
-would become of her?"
-
-Neither noticed the lagging notes on the piano. Instead, in the
-earnestness of their conversation, they entirely forgot Elma.
-
-Miss Grace shook her head.
-
-"I can't help it," she said. "Whatever happens to me, I must stay by my
-bed-ridden sister. Who would look after her if I deserted her? What is
-my poor well-being compared to hers!"
-
-The notes on the piano fell completely away. Elma sat with the tears
-raining down her face.
-
-"Oh, Miss Grace," she said brokenly, "are you ill? Don't say you are
-ill."
-
-The sky had fallen indeed, if such a thing could be true, as Miss Grace
-in a trouble of her own--and such a trouble--ill health--when Miss Annie
-required her so much.
-
-Adelaide Maud looked greatly discouraged.
-
-"Now, Elma," she exclaimed abruptly, "Miss Grace is only a little bit
-ill, and it's to keep her from getting worse that I'm talking to her.
-We didn't intend you to listen. Miss Annie will wonder why the piano
-has stopped. Be cheerful now and play a bit--something merrier than
-what you've been at."
-
-She pretended not to see that Miss Grace wiped her eyes a trifle.
-
-"I make you an offer, Miss Grace. I shall come here every day and stay
-and be sweet to every one. I shall take Miss Annie her flowers and her
-books and her work, and I shall bark away all nasty intruders like a
-good sheep dog. I shall keep the servants in a good temper--including
-Saunders who is a love, and I promise you, you will never regret it--if
-only you go away for a holiday--now--before you have time to be ill,
-because you didn't take the thing at the start!"
-
-(Could this be Adelaide Maud!)
-
-Elma flung herself off the music stool, and rushed to Miss Grace.
-
-"And oh, please, please, Miss Grace, let me go with you to see that you
-get better. You never will unless some one makes you. You will just
-try to get back to Miss Annie." Thus Elma sounded the first note of
-that great quality she possessed which distinguished the thing other
-people required and made her anxious to see it given to them.
-
-A break in Miss Grace's calm determination occurred.
-
-"Oh that, my love, my dear little love, that would be very pleasant."
-She patted Elma's hand with anxious affection.
-
-Adelaide Maud looked hopeful.
-
-"Won't you leave it to us?" she asked, "to Dr. Smith to break it to Miss
-Annie, as a kind of command, and to me to break it to Mr. Leighton as an
-abject request? Because I believe this idea of Elma's is about as
-valuable as any of mine. You must have some one with you who knows how
-self-denying you are, Miss Grace. You ought to have Dr. Merryweather
-with you in fact, to keep you in order."
-
-"My dear, how can you suggest such a thing," said Miss Grace. She was
-quite horrified.
-
-"Dr. Smith," she turned to Elma, "has ordered me off to Buxton, to a
-nasty crowded hotel where they drink nasty waters all day long."
-
-"They don't drink the waters in the hotel, and the hotels are very
-nice," corrected Miss Dudgeon.
-
-"It will be very hot and crowded and dull," wailed Miss Grace. It was
-astonishing how obstinate Miss Grace could be on a point where her own
-welfare was concerned.
-
-Elma clasped and unclasped her hands.
-
-"A hotel! Oh, Miss Grace, how perfectly lovely!"
-
-"There, you see," said Miss Dudgeon, wonderfully quick to notice where
-her advantage came in, "you see what a delightful time you will confer
-on whoever goes with you. Some of us love hotels."
-
-Perhaps nobody ever knew what a golden picture the very suggestion
-opened out to Elma. Already she was in a gorgeous erection with gilt
-cornices and red silk curtains, like one she had seen in town. People
-whom she had never met were coming and going and looking at her as
-though they would like to speak to her. She would not know who their
-aunts or cousins or parents were, and she shouldn't have to be
-introduced. They would simply come to Miss Grace and, noticing how
-distinguished she looked, they would say, "May I do this or that for
-you," and the thing was done. She herself would be able to behave to
-them as she always behaved in her daydreams, very correctly and
-properly. She would never do the silly blundering thing which one
-always did when other people were well aware of the reputation one was
-supposed to bear. Didn't every one at home know, before she sat down to
-play piano for instance, that she invariably made mistakes. Jean would
-say, "Oh, Elma gets so rattled, you know," and immediately it seemed as
-though she ought to get rattled. Nobody in the hotel would know this.
-She saw herself playing to an immense audience without making a single
-mistake. Then the applause--it became necessary to remember that Miss
-Grace was still speaking.
-
-Miss Grace sat with her hands folded nervously. She was quite erect in a
-way, but there was invariably a pathetic little droop to her head and
-shoulders which gave her a delicate appearance. A very costly piece of
-creamy lace was introduced into the bodice of her grey gown, and on it
-the locket which contained Miss Annie's portrait and hair rose and fell
-in little agitated jerks. Miss Annie wore a corresponding locket
-containing Miss Grace's portrait and hair, but these always lay
-languorously on her white throat undisturbed by such palpitation as now
-excited Miss Grace.
-
-"Oh, my dear," she said to Miss Dudgeon, "you don't understand. The
-gaiety of the place is nothing to me. It's like being here--where my
-friends say to me how nice it is to have windows opening on to the high
-road, where so many people pass. I tell them that it isn't those who
-pass, it is those who come in who count. You passed for so long, my
-dear."
-
-She put her hand mutely on that of Adelaide Maud.
-
-It was true then. Miss Grace hadn't known her all these years when the
-Leighton girls talked about the Story Books so much, but only recently!
-The Dudgeons must really be coming out of their shell.
-
-Elma's eyes grew round with conjecture.
-
-Why was Adelaide Maud so friendly now?
-
-"It was really Dr. Merryweather," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-A faint flush invaded Miss Grace's pallor.
-
-"It is most kind of Dr. Merryweather. Years ago, I am afraid we rather
-slighted him."
-
-"Oh well, he keeps a very friendly eye on you, Miss Grace, and he says
-you are to go to Buxton."
-
-It became the first real trouble of Miss Grace's own life, that she
-should have to go to Buxton. Adelaide Maud arranged it for her,
-otherwise the thing would never have occurred. It was she who persuaded
-Dr. Smith to put it this way to Miss Annie that it would be dangerous
-for her to have the anxiety of Miss Grace's being ill at home, and most
-upsetting to the household. It was better that the excursion should be
-looked upon as a holiday graciously granted by Miss Annie, the donor of
-it, than an imperative measure ordered by the doctor for the saving of
-Miss Grace.
-
-Miss Grace wondered at the ready acquiescence of Miss Annie. She seemed
-almost pleased to let her sister go. In a rather sad way, Miss Grace
-began to wonder whether, after all, she might not have released herself
-years ago. Would Annie have minded? The progress of this malady which
-now asserted itself, she had quietly ignored for so long, that only a
-darting pain, which might attack her in the presence of Miss Annie, had
-compelled her to consult Dr. Smith. He was astonished at what she had
-suffered.
-
-"You do not deserve to have me tell you how fortunate it is that after
-all we have nothing malignant to discover," he told her. "But you will
-become really ill, helpless occasionally, if you do not take this in
-hand now." Just after he had gone, Adelaide Maud called. She came to
-ask for money in connection with the church, but she stayed to talk over
-Miss Grace's symptoms. The grey shadow on Miss Grace's face had alarmed
-her.
-
-"Aren't you well, Miss Grace?" she asked sympathetically. Then for the
-first time since Miss Annie had gone to bed, Miss Grace had given way
-and confessed what the trouble was to Adelaide Maud.
-
-It became astonishing to think how rapidly things could happen in so
-tiny and so slow a place.
-
-Here they were now, in a happy confidential trio, the moving inspirator
-that smart, garden-party person, Adelaide Maud.
-
-The Leighton girls could not believe it. They had, with the exception
-of Elma, reached a hopeless condition with regard to the Story Books.
-The Dudgeons had so palpably shown themselves, even although graciously
-polite throughout, to be of so entirely different a set to the
-Leightons. None of the girls except Adelaide Maud had called. And
-after what Cuthbert had done! Elma certainly felt the difference that
-might occur where Miss Grace and Miss Annie were concerned. "Why
-haven't we a footman and an odd man?" asked Jean viciously. "Then it
-would be all right."
-
-Now came the invitation for Elma to go with Miss Grace.
-
-Both Mr. and Mrs. Leighton were greatly touched. Mr. Leighton put his
-hand on Elma's shoulder.
-
-"When you can make yourself indispensable to your best friends, that is
-almost as great a thing as playing the Moonlight Sonata without a
-mistake," said he.
-
-But both Mrs. Leighton and he refused to let Elma go. They called on
-Miss Grace to explain. The fact that they had left Elma in a state of
-despair that bordered on rebellion made them more firm.
-
-"Elma is so young," said Mrs. Leighton, "and so highly strung and
-sensitive, I can't let her go with an easy mind. She has visited so
-seldom, and then invariably lain awake at nights with the excitement. It
-wouldn't be good for you, Miss Grace. I should have you both very much
-on my mind."
-
-Adelaide Maud was there.
-
-"I see your point, Mrs. Leighton," she said brightly. "But Elma knows
-Miss Grace so well, wouldn't it be just like going with you or Mr.
-Leighton."
-
-Mr. Leighton interposed.
-
-"It's more for the sake of Miss Grace. She must have some one regarding
-whom she does not require to be anxious. Elma is a dreamy little being,
-and might turn home-sick in an hour, or frightened if Miss Grace were a
-little ill--anything might occur in that way."
-
-"But she is nearly thirteen. Some day she must be cured of
-home-sickness, and Miss Grace will take her maid," said Adelaide Maud.
-"Oh, Mr. Leighton, don't hold in your daughters too much! It's so hard
-on them later."
-
-Adelaide Maud looked quite pathetic.
-
-"It isn't so with all of them," said Mrs. Leighton. "Jean is quite
-different. Jean can go anywhere."
-
-Underneath Mrs. Leighton's kind, loving ways lay a superb respect for
-the domineering manners of her second daughter.
-
-"I should never be afraid of Jean's lying awake at night, or turning
-home-sick. She is much too sensible."
-
-Miss Grace became impressed with the virtues of Jean.
-
-"Then Jean might come," she proposed apologetically.
-
-Adelaide Maud could not forgive her. After having awakened that radiant
-look in Elma's eyes, to weakly propose that she might take the robust
-Jean!
-
-Mrs. Leighton's eyes wandered to her husband.
-
-"Jean grows so fast. Perhaps a change would do her good," she suggested
-vaguely.
-
-"I should feel much more confident of Jean," said he.
-
-So it was arranged.
-
-Elma never forgot it. She wept silently in her room, and accepted
-comfort from no one, not even her mother.
-
-"There is one thing, Jean oughtn't to have said to mother she would go.
-She put that in her mind before mother went out. I knew it was all up
-then. Jean will always get what she wants, all her life, and I shall
-have to back out. Just because I can't play sonatas without mistakes
-they think I cannot do anything."
-
-Elma found Betty's shoulder very comforting.
-
-A remark of Adelaide Maud's rankled in Mr. Leighton's mind. He was not
-altogether happy at having to act the dragon to Elma in any case.
-Adelaide Maud had got him quietly by herself.
-
-"Don't let little Elma begin giving up things to those sisters of hers
-too soon, Mr. Leighton. Unselfishness is all very well. But look at the
-helpless thing it has made of Miss Grace."
-
-Then she relented at sight of his face.
-
-"I'm almost as disappointed as Elma, you see," she said radiantly.
-
-Mr. Leighton tried to put it out of his mind, but Elma, sobbing in her
-bedroom, had at last reached a stage where she couldn't pretend that
-nothing had hurt her, a stage where the feelings of other people might
-be reckoned not to count at all. It was an unusual condition for her to
-be in. She generally fought out her disappointments in secret. Her
-father came to her finally, and began smoothing her hair in a sad sort
-of way.
-
-"You aren't looking on your own father as your worst enemy?" he asked
-her kindly.
-
-Elma's sobs stopped abruptly.
-
-"I was," she said abjectly.
-
-It was part of the sincerity of her nature that she immediately
-recognized where the case against herself came in.
-
-"I'm sorry about Jean," said Mr. Leighton. "It didn't strike me at the
-time that it would be such a treat to either of you, you see. And we
-chose the one who seemed most fitted for going with Miss Grace."
-
-"Mabel might have gone," wailed Elma.
-
-Mabel! Not for a moment had the claims of Mabel been mentioned. Mr.
-Leighton was completely puzzled.
-
-Elma in an honourable manner felt that probably she might be giving away
-Mabel to an unseeing parent. Mabel wanted, oh very much, to stay at
-home just then.
-
-"But of course Jean wanted to go," she said hurriedly. "more than Mabel
-did."
-
-"Some day you will all have your turn," said Mr. Leighton consolingly.
-"I know it's very dull being at home with your parents! Isn't it?"
-
-Elma laughed a little.
-
-"It isn't that," she said, "but it would be lovely--in a hotel--with a
-maid, you know--of your own! Such fun--seeing the people. And Miss
-Grace wanted me."
-
-Mr. Leighton stroked her hair.
-
-"I liked her wanting you. I shall never forget that," said he.
-
-"Oh!" Elma gave a little gulp of pleasure. This was worth a great
-deal. There was really nothing on earth like being complimented by
-one's father. She sidled on Mr. Leighton's knee and put her arms round
-his neck. He still stroked her hair.
-
-"You must remember that it isn't only in hotels that you see life," he
-said, "or on battle-fields that you fight battles. It's here at home,
-where one apparently is only sheltered and dull. It's always easy to
-get on for a day or two with new, or outside friends. But it's your own
-people who count. Don't make it disagreeable for Jean to go with Miss
-Grace." His voice came in the nature of a swift command. After all,
-her mother and father had arranged it, and the consciousness came down
-on her of how she slighted those two, dearer than any, in being so
-rebellious.
-
-"I won't," said Elma. Quite a determined little line settled at her
-quivering lips, "But I never felt so bad in my life."
-
-"Oh well, we shall see what can be done about that," said Mr. Leighton.
-And it pleased him more than a battle-field of victories could have done
-to see Elma come into her own again.
-
-"Do you think you could try the Moonlight Sonata now?" he asked
-abruptly, looking at his watch.
-
-It was his hobby that he must keep at least one girl at the piano in the
-evenings.
-
-"Not without a lot of mistakes," said Elma.
-
-But she played better that night than she had ever done.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- Compensations
-
-
-Miss Grace brought home a delicate silver purse and a silver chain set
-with torquoise matrix from Buxton for Elma.
-
-Mr. Leighton shook his head over the pretty gift.
-
-"Bribery and corruption," said he.
-
-But by that time Elma's soul had soared far above the heights or depths
-of triumph or pettiness in connection with the sojourn of Miss Grace.
-Life had been moving swiftly and wonderfully. Jean indeed came home
-from hotel life, full of stories of its inimitable attractions; and
-nobody, although longing to be, had really been much impressed. Jean
-served to mark the milestone of their own development, that was all.
-She had left at one stage and come back at another. Where she had
-imagined their standing quite still, they had been travelling new roads,
-looking back on their childish selves with interest.
-
-Mabel and Elma had been thrown much together, and Mabel had grown to
-depend on the silent loyalty with which Elma invariably supported her in
-the trying time now experienced in connection with Mr. Meredith. Where
-Jean, bolt outright, complained that already Mabel had known him for a
-month or two, and yet no hint of an engagement could be discovered, Elma
-sympathized with Mabel's horror of any engagement whatever.
-
-"It would be lovely to have a ring, and all that kind of thing," Mabel
-had confided. "But fancy having to talk to papa and mamma about it!"
-
-It did not impede her friendship with Mr. Meredith however. He had
-found a flower which he intended to pluck, and he guarded it to all
-intents and purposes as one from which he would warn off intruders. But
-the reserve which made Mabel sensitive in regard to anything definite,
-her extreme youth, above all the constant espionage of her parents and
-sisters, led him to a tacit understanding of his privileges, a situation
-appalling to the business-like Jean.
-
-"If I had had my hair up, I should have had two proposals at Buxton,"
-said she, and the remark became historic.
-
-Cuthbert put it in his notebook. Whenever he wanted to overcome the
-authority of Jean he produced and read it. She found her family a
-trifle trying on her arrival. She wanted to be able to inform them how
-they should dress, and had a score of other things ready to retail to
-them. Yet most of them fell quite flat, just as though she had had no
-special advantages in being at Buxton.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Leighton talked this over together.
-
-"It makes me think," said Mrs. Leighton, "that you are not altogether
-wrong in crowding them up at home here. Jean got variety, but she seems
-to have lost a little in balance."
-
-"Still, that is just where experience teaches its lesson," said Mr.
-Leighton. "To get balance, one must have the experience. Yet Mabel, in
-an unaccountable manner, seems to be perfectly balanced before she has
-received any experience at all."
-
-"Ah! I expect she will still have her experiences," said Mrs. Leighton
-in her pessimistic way. "No girl gets along without some unpleasant
-surprise. Betty is longing for one. Betty complains that in story
-books something tragic or something wonderful happens to girls whenever
-they begin to grow up, but that nothing happens in this place. Nobody
-loses money--if you please--and nobody gets thrown out on the world in a
-pathetic manner to work for a living, for instance."
-
-"Do they want to work for their living?"
-
-"They do want to be sensational," said Mrs. Leighton with a sigh, "and
-as Elma says, 'We are neither rich enough nor poor enough for that.'"
-
-"Thank providence," said Mr. Leighton.
-
-His girls were much more of a problem to him than the direct Cuthbert,
-who had shown a capacity for going his own way rather magnificently from
-the moment he had left school. Mr. Leighton was determined to give his
-girls an object in life, besides the ordinary one of getting married.
-"There is great solace in the arts," he had often affirmed, making it
-seem impossible that a girl should look on the arts as ends in
-themselves, as a man would. "A girl must be trained to interruptions,"
-he used to declare. He made rather a drudge of their music in
-consequence of these theories in connection with a career, but the hard
-taskmaster in that direction opened a willing indulgence in almost any
-other. It alarmed him when Mr. Meredith appeared so conspicuously on
-the scene, when Mr. Meredith's sister called and invited Mabel to dine,
-when invitations crossed, until the Merediths and themselves became very
-very intimate. Elma had the wonderful pleasure of being allowed to
-accompany Mabel. In the absence of Jean, she fulfilled that sisterly
-position in a loyal way, loving the exaltation of going out with Mabel,
-becoming very fond of the Merediths in the process. They had only
-recently come from town to live near the Gardiners, and the whole place
-did its duty in calling on them. There were only Mr. Meredith and his
-sister, and both were of the intensely interesting order rather than of
-the frank and lively nature of the like of the Leightons. Mr. Meredith
-sang, and Miss Meredith's first words to Mabel were to the effect that
-he no longer wanted his sister to play for him after having had the
-experience of Mabel as an accompanist.
-
-"Aren't you glad papa made us musical?" asked Betty of Mabel after that
-compliment.
-
-Mabel was glad in more ways than one. But it seemed a little hard that
-just then Mr. Leighton should insist on her going in for a trying
-examination in the spring.
-
-"When she ought to be getting the 'bottom drawer' ready," complained
-poor Jean.
-
-Nothing moved for Jean in the family just as she expected. She began to
-wonder whether she shouldn't go out as a governess. _Jane Eyre_ had
-always enthralled her. It was one way of seeing life, to be very
-down-trodden, and then marry the magnificent over-bearing hero.
-
-As a companion to Miss Grace, she had been a great success. Indeed,
-even Adelaide Maud was bound to confess that Jean had been just the
-person to go with Miss Grace. Jean, in spite of her Jane Eyre theories,
-was so down on self-effacement. Her frank direct ways were the best
-tonic for a lady who had never at any time been courageous. Miss Grace
-wrote continually to Elma, "Jean has been very good in doing this--or
-that," until Elma, swallowing hard lumps of mortification, had at last
-to believe that she never could have done these determined, cool-hearted
-things for Miss Grace in the same capable manner. She often wondered
-besides whether, even to have had the delight of being at Buxton, she
-could have dropped the glamour of finding a new sister in Mabel, and of
-being the daily companion of Adelaide Maud. For the time had now come,
-when, on being shown into Miss Annie's drawing-room, her duke,
-clean-shaven and of modern manners, had ceased to be really diverting,
-and in fact often forgot to attend to her in the pause when she awaited
-the coming of Adelaide Maud.
-
-Adelaide Maud kept her word. She reigned as vice-queen over Miss
-Annie's household, indulging that lady in all her little whims, for Miss
-Grace's sake, and never omitted a single day for calling and seeing that
-Miss Annie was comfortable. Adelaide Maud had theories of her own. She
-said that every one in Ridgetown attended to the poor, but that she
-believed in attending to the rich.
-
-"Now who would ever have looked after Miss Grace if we hadn't?" she
-asked Elma.
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon imagined she had other reasons for being so devoted to Miss
-Annie, and considered that Helen wasted her time in applying so much of
-it to a bedridden invalid.
-
-"Whom do you see there?" she asked stonily.
-
-"Principally Saunders," said Helen, whose good temper was unassailable.
-"Saunders is a duck."
-
-The "duck," however, was a trifle worried with these changes, "not
-having been accustomed to sich for nigh on twenty-five years, mum," as
-he explained to Mrs. Leighton.
-
-But the great boon lay in the restored health of Miss Grace. She came
-home shyly as ever, but with a fresh bloom on her face. What withered
-hopes that trip recalled to life, what memories of sacrificial days gone
-by, what fears laid past--who knows! She was very gentle with Miss
-Annie, and boasted of none of her late advantages as Jean did. Indeed,
-one might have thought that the events of the world had as usual taken
-place in Miss Annie's bedroom. But, with a courage born of new health
-and better spirits. Miss Grace called one day on Dr. Merryweather. In
-a graceful manner, as though the event had only occurred, she apologized
-to him for the slight offered by Miss Annie.
-
-"I hope you know that you still have our supreme confidence," she said.
-"It was your kind interest which persuaded me to go to Buxton."
-
-Dr. Merryweather seemed much affected. He shook her hand several times,
-but his voice remained gruff as she had always remembered and slightly
-feared it.
-
-"You must be exceedingly careful of yourself, Miss Grace," he said
-bluntly, "Miss Annie has had too much of you."
-
-Too much of her. Ah, well, she could never reproach herself for having
-spared an inch of her patience, an atom of her slender strength.
-
-"Remember," said Dr. Merryweather, "courage does not all lie in
-self-sacrifice, though"--and he looked long at the kind beautiful eyes
-of Miss Grace--"a great deal of it is invested there."
-
-He held her hand warmly for a second again, and that was the end of it.
-Miss Grace went home fortified to a second edition of her life with Miss
-Annie.
-
-Adelaide Maud gave up her semi-suzerainty over the masterful Saunders
-with some real regret. It was fun for her to be engaged in anything
-which did not entail mere social engagements. Miss Annie liked her
-thoroughly, liked the swirl of her tweed skirts, the daintiness of her
-silk blouses, the gleam of her golden hair. Adelaide Maud had straight
-fine features, pretty mauve eyes ("They are mauve, my dear, no other
-word describes them," she declared), very clearly arched eyebrows, and
-"far too determined a chin." "Where did you get your chin?" asked Miss
-Annie continually.
-
-"My father had the face of an angel. It wasn't from him," said Adelaide
-Maud. "I have my mother to thank for my chin."
-
-"Well, Heaven help the man who tries to cross you, my dear," said Miss
-Annie, who had a very capable chin of her own, as it happened. The
-tired petulant look of the invalid only showed at the droop to the
-corners of her mouth.
-
-Elma could no longer interest Adelaide Maud in Cuthbert. It seemed as
-though he had no further existence. Until one day when she told her
-that Cuthbert had an appointment which would last throughout the summer,
-and keep him tied to town. Then the chin of Adelaide Maud seemed to
-resolve itself into less chilly lines.
-
-"Oh, won't you miss him?" she suddenly asked.
-
-Adelaide Maud was the most comprehending person. She pulled Elma to her
-and kissed her when Elma said that it wasn't "missing," it simply wasn't
-"living" without Cuthbert.
-
-"I'm so sorry you quarrelled with him," she said to Adelaide Maud.
-
-Adelaide Maud grew stonily angry.
-
-"Quarrel with him?" she asked.
-
-It reminded Elma of the Dudgeon's first call
-
-"Oh, please don't," she cried in alarm.
-
-"Then I won't," said Adelaide Maud, "but will you kindly inform me when
-I quarrelled with your brother Cuthbert."
-
-It was exactly in the tone of one who would never think of quarrelling
-with the Leighton set. Elma grew quite pale, then her courage rose.
-
-"He thinks such a lot of you, and you don't think anything of him. Just
-as though we weren't good enough!"
-
-"Oh, Elma," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-"And he likes you, and keeps things you drop, and you won't even speak
-to him."
-
-"Keeps things I drop!"
-
-The murder was out.
-
-"Oh, I promised not to tell, how awful."
-
-Adelaide Maud grew very dignified.
-
-"What did I drop? Oh! I think I remember--my handkerchief!"
-
-Mrs. Dudgeon had reflected openly on the fact that it had never been
-returned to Helen.
-
-"I wanted to keep it till we saw you again, but he said he would give it
-to you when you were nice to him, or something like that."
-
-"Till I was nice to him!" The chin dimpled a trifle.
-
-"Somehow, I would rather he kept it," said Adelaide Maud dreamily.
-
-"Shall I tell him that?" asked Elma anxiously.
-
-"Tell him--what nonsense! You mustn't tell him a syllable. You mustn't
-say you've told me. It would be so ignominious for him to hear that I
-knew he had been thieving! Thieving is the word," said Adelaide Maud.
-Although she talked in a very accusing manner, her voice seemed kind.
-
-"Mayn't I tell him you didn't mean to quarrel?" asked Elma anxiously.
-"You don't know what you are to all of us."
-
-Here she sighed deeply.
-
-"No," said Adelaide Maud, "you mustn't tell him anything. I think he
-must just wait as he suggested, until I am nice to him."
-
-"Until you deserved it, he said," cried Elma, triumphantly, remembering
-properly at last. "I knew it was something like that."
-
-"Then he may wait until he is a hundred," said Adelaide Maud with her
-face in a flame.
-
-It was difficult after this ever to talk to Adelaide Maud about Cuthbert
-with any kind of freedom or pleasure.
-
-Elma went home that evening in the bewilderment of an early sunset.
-Bright rays turned the earth golden, the leaves on the trees laid
-themselves flat in heavy blobs of green in yellow sunlight, the sky
-faded to a glimmering blue in the furthermost east. A shower of rain
-fell from a drifting cloud and the drops hit in large splotches, first
-on Elma's hat, on her hand, and then in an indefinite manner stopped.
-As she turned into her own garden, the White House seemed flooded in a
-golden glow of colour.
-
-Then at last they heard thunder in the distance.
-
-Elma never forgot that shining picture, nor the thunder in the distance.
-It seemed the picture of what life might be, beautiful and safe in one's
-own home, thunder only in the distance. The threatening did not alarm
-her, but the remembrance of it always remained with her. When thunder
-really began to peal for the Leighton family, she tried to be thankful
-for the picture of gold.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- The Split Infinitive
-
-
-Guests at the Leightons' were divided into two classes. There were those
-who were friends of Mr. Leighton, and who therefore were interested in
-art, or literature, or science, or public enterprise, but were not
-expected to go further; and there were those who came in a general way
-and who might be expected to be interested in anything from a game of
-tennis to a tea party. Of the first might be reckoned the like of Mr.
-Sturgis, who painted pictures in a magnificent manner, and who, at the
-end of a large cigar, would breathe the heresies on the teaching of art
-which for ever paralyzed the artistic abilities of Elma. Mr. Sturgis
-was quite young enough for an Aunt Katharine public to quote his
-eligibility on all occasions.
-
-"You don't understand, Aunt Katharine," Mabel told her once. "Nobody
-seems to understand that a man, even a young man, may adore papa without
-having to adore us at the same time. Mr. Sturgis is quite different
-from your kind of young man."
-
-"Different from Robin, I suppose," sighed Aunt Katharine.
-
-"Yes, quite different from Robin," said Mabel sedately. Robin had
-certainly from the first put Mr. Leighton into the position of being his
-daughter's father. Mr. Sturgis, on the other hand, found his first
-friend in Mr. Leighton because he had such a nice discriminating and
-most sympathetic enthusiasm for Art. Besides which Mr. Leighton had the
-attributes of an exceptional man in various respects.
-
-The girls put Mr. Sturgis on the same high plane as their father and
-admired him openly accordingly. But there were others whom they put on
-this plane by reason of their accomplishments and yet did not admire at
-all.
-
-Amongst these was the "Split Infinitive."
-
-The first call on the part of Professor Theo. Clutterbuck was one never
-to be forgotten. He found a roomful of people who, so far as his own
-attitude to them was concerned, might have been so many pieces of
-furniture. Mr. Sturgis had at least the artist's discrimination which
-made him observe one's appearance, and he also allowed one to converse
-occasionally; but Dr. Clutterbuck rushed his one subject at Mr. Leighton
-from the moment of his entrance, and after that no one else existed.
-
-"What more or less could you expect from the father of the Serpent?"
-asked Betty.
-
-Lance was responsible for the nickname.
-
-The Serpent, the elf-like daughter of the Professor, staying next to the
-Turbervilles, had introduced herself in a violent manner long ago to
-Betty and Elma. Sitting one day, hidden high in the maple tree, she
-cajoled her cat silently over the Turberville wall and from a wide
-branch sent him sprawling on a tea table. From the moment that the black
-cat drew a white paw from the cream jug, and a withering giggle from the
-maple tree disclosed the wicked little visage of the Serpent, war had
-been declared between the Clutterbucks and the Turbervilles. Lance
-occasionally removed the barrier and met the Professor in company with
-his own father.
-
-"An awful crew," his verdict ran. "The Past Participle (Mrs.
-Clutterbuck) can't open her poor little timid mouth but the Split
-Infinitive is roaring at her. Consequently she keeps as silent as the
-grave."
-
-"Will you kindly explain?" said Mrs. Leighton patiently. "It's a long
-time since I studied grammar in that intimate way. What is the Split
-Infinitive and why the Past Participle?"
-
-"It's like this, Mrs. Leighton, simple when you know--or when you are
-married to a brute like Clutterbuck," said Lance mischievously. "I beg
-your pardon. I know I ought to say that he is a genius and all that sort
-of thing. But 'brute' seems more explicit."
-
-"Go on with your story," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Well--Clutterbuck married Mrs. Clutterbuck."
-
-"That's generally the end of a story, isn't it?" asked Jean.
-
-Lance was not to be interrupted.
-
-"Trust a boy for gossip," exclaimed Betty. "Fire away, Lance."
-
-"My aunt knew them," said Lance. "She, Mrs. C., was a little dear,
-awfully pink and pretty you know, and Clutterbuck, a big raw thin thing
-with wild sort of hair and dreamy manners. Well, they were awfully
-proud and pleased with themselves, and started off for their honeymoon
-like two happy babies."
-
-"Will you kindly tell me how you knew this?" asked Mrs. Leighton
-helplessly.
-
-"I heard my aunt telling my mother," said Lance.
-
-"There's a gleam in your eye which I don't quite trust," Elma remarked
-sedately. "Go on."
-
-"Everything went well," exclaimed Lance, "until one morning when Mrs.
-C., all rosy and chiffony you know, said 'My dear Theo, I don't remember
-to ever have been so happy.' Clutterbuck rose from the table, as pale
-as death. She cried, 'Theo, Theo, tell me, what is wrong?' 'Wrong,'
-cried Professor Clutterbuck, 'you have used the Split Infinitive!'
-Gospel, Mrs. Leighton," said Lance as a wind-up. "She's been the Past
-Participle ever since."
-
-There was this amount of truth in Lance's story: that Dr. Clutterbuck
-was distinguished in his own career as Professor of Geology, that his
-English was irreproachable; and that Mrs. Clutterbuck had practically no
-English, since she was hardly ever known to speak at all. She shunned
-society; and the same introspective gaze of the Professor, which had
-skimmed the Leighton drawing-room and found there only the striking
-personality of Mr. Leighton, skimmed his own home in a like abstracted
-manner, and took no notice of the most striking personality in
-Ridgetown--Elsie, his daughter.
-
-It was the black cat episode which precipitated the nickname of "The
-Serpent." Lance had always declared that this girl had an understanding
-with animals which was nothing short of uncanny. He happened to read
-_Elsie Venner_, and the names being alike, and temperament on similar
-lines, he immediately christened her the Serpent. He caught her out at
-numberless pranks which were never reported to the diligent ears of
-Betty and May. One was that she had climbed to his bedroom and
-purloined a suit of clothes.
-
-There was no end to what might be expected of this lonely little person.
-
-Years ago, Betty and May had turned their backs on her in the cruel
-haphazard manner of two friends who might easily dispose of an outsider.
-Betty and May despised the Serpent because she "had a cheap governess,"
-"couldn't afford to go to school," and "wore her hair in one plait."
-
-The lonely little Serpent never properly forgave these insults.
-
-Mrs. Leighton did not wholly encourage Lance in his tale.
-
-"I do not think I approve of your being so down on these people," she
-said: "and if there is any truth in what you say, it is very tragic
-about poor Mrs. Clutterbuck, though she does not strike me as being a
-very capable person."
-
-"Capable," asked Lance. "Who could remain capable, Mrs. Leighton, with
-a cold tap continually running freezing remarks down one's back. Don't
-you think it's a miracle she's alive?"
-
-Mrs. Leighton preferred to remain on her smooth course of counsel.
-
-"It never does to judge people like that," she exclaimed. "You do not
-know. To put it in a selfish manner, one day you may find the
-Clutterbucks being of more service to you than any one on earth."
-
-She pulled at her knitting ball.
-
-"You girls talk a great deal of romance and nonsense about people like
-the Dudgeons. Why don't you think something nice about that poor little
-Serpent for a change?"
-
-The girls remembered not very long afterwards the prophetic nature of
-these remarks. That they should cultivate the Clutterbucks for any
-reason at all, however, seemed at that moment impossible.
-
-Dr. Merryweather called the same afternoon.
-
-It was one of the coincidences of life that he should immediately talk
-of the Clutterbucks.
-
-"Know them?" he asked. "I think your husband does, doesn't he? Do you
-call on the wife at all?"
-
-"No," answered Mrs. Leighton. "I never feel that I could get on with
-her very well either. Mr. Leighton meets the Professor and they talk a
-lot together, but it's quite away from domestic matters."
-
-"It would be a bit of a kindness, I think," said the old Doctor, "your
-calling, I mean. There's too little public spirit amongst women, don't
-you think?"
-
-"Oh, wouldn't it be a little impertinent perhaps to call, in that
-spirit?" asked Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Well, I don't know. The child is running wild. The parents are a pair
-of babies where healthy education is concerned. Result, the child has
-no friends, and expends her affection, she has stores of it, on her
-animals. A dog gets run over and dies. What do you get then? She
-never squeaks. Not a moan, you observe. But she sits up in that tree
-of hers with a cat to do any comforting she may want--and her hair
-begins to come out in patches."
-
-Mrs. Leighton's knitting fell to her lap.
-
-"Her hair is coming out in patches?" she asked in a horrified voice.
-
-"Yes. What else would you have when a child is allowed to mope.
-Something is bound to happen. Clergymen are of use when a child's
-naughty. But when it mopes itself ill, we are called in. Yet it's a
-clergyman's task after all. This child, on the way to being a woman,
-has never had one friend. Her mother is too timid to be really friendly
-with any one, and the husband is wrapped in his dry-as-dust
-philosophy--and where are you with a tender child like that?"
-
-"But if Mrs. Clutterbuck can't be friendly with any one, why should I
-call?" asked Mrs. Leighton hopelessly.
-
-"Your girls might become friendly with the child," said he. "I'm afraid
-I don't make a very good clergyman."
-
-"They call her the Serpent, you know," said Mrs. Leighton, "very naughty
-of them. I shall do my best, Doctor. I didn't know her hair was coming
-out in patches."
-
-Dr. Merryweather might be complimented on his new profession after all.
-It had been a master stroke to refer to the patches. Mrs. Leighton had
-known of its happening after illness or great worry. That a child
-should suffer in this quiet moping manner seemed pathetic.
-
-"Yet, I don't think I'm the person to do a thing of this sort," Mrs.
-Leighton said hopelessly to Miss Meredith later in the day. "I do so
-object to intrude on people. I should imagine it indelicate of any one
-else to do the same to myself, you know."
-
-"Very awkward, certainly," replied Miss Meredith primly.
-
-"Oh, mummy," said Elma, "you know how kind Miss Grace is or Miss Annie.
-They say 'Isn't Betty a little pale at present?' and you get her a
-tonic. You think nothing of that. It's just the same with the
-Clutterbucks. Betty ought to behave herself and go and call with you,
-and get the Serpent to come. I think she looks a jolly little thing."
-
-Elma was quite alone in that opinion.
-
-"Jolly!" said Jean, "you might as well talk of a toadstool's being
-jolly. Still, Betty isn't a child. She shouldn't be squabbling. Betty
-ought to call."
-
-"You know Dr. Clutterbuck, wouldn't you call on his wife?" asked Mrs.
-Leighton of Miss Meredith.
-
-"Oh, I'm afraid I don't know him well enough. Robin rather dislikes
-him--and, well, we have no young people, you see."
-
-Miss Meredith was lame but definite.
-
-"Then the sooner the better. Betty and I call to-morrow," said Mrs.
-Leighton.
-
-They did, and to their astonishment found Mrs. Clutterbuck dimly but
-surely pleased. Nobody remained timid very long in Mrs. Leighton's kind
-presence, and the mutual subject of days long ago when it was no crime
-to talk of babies, broke the ice of years of reserve in Ridgetown with
-Mrs. Clutterbuck. The Serpent, after many pilgrimages on the part of
-the one maid to the garden, finally appeared. Mrs. Clutterbuck's
-restraint returned with the evident unwillingness of Elsie's attitude.
-Both retreated to the dumb condition so trying to onlookers.
-
-The Serpent indeed paid Betty out for many months of torture. Her calm,
-disconcerting gaze never wavered, as she watched every movement of that
-ready enemy. Mrs. Leighton made her only mistake in showing definitely
-that she wanted to be kind to Elsie. That little lady's pale visage
-looked fiercely out at her and chilled the words that were intended to
-come.
-
-It was as Betty described it a most "terrifying interview."
-
-In the midst of it came a telegram to Mrs. Clutterbuck.
-
-"Oh, you will excuse me," said she nervously. "We are expecting a
-friend."
-
-During the interval of opening the envelope Elsie disappeared. It had
-the effect of warming Mrs. Clutterbuck to confidences once more.
-
-"It is a great pleasure to me," said she. "My young cousin is coming.
-He is quite a distinguished, man. All Dr. Clutterbuck's people are
-distinguished, but my family are different. Except Arthur, whom Dr.
-Clutterbuck is quite pleased to meet. He is coming to-night."
-
-She called the maid.
-
-"Tell Miss Elsie it is the 5.40 train. Mr. Symington comes then."
-
-She had a halting, staccato way of picking her small sentences, as
-though insecure of their effect.
-
-"People enjoy coming to Ridgetown," said Mrs. Leighton lamely, in the
-endeavour to keep the wheels of conversation oiled more securely.
-
-"Do they," asked the Professor's wife. Then she stammered a trifle.
-"A--a--that is--I have never had a visitor in Ridgetown till now. Dr.
-Clutterbuck does not care for visitors. Arthur is different from what
-others have been, I hope."
-
-She seemed full of anxiety.
-
-"Oh, I gave up long ago trying to please Mr. Leighton with my visitors,"
-said Mrs. Leighton heartily and quite untruthfully. "Husbands must take
-their chance of that, you know." She rose to go.
-
-"Please tell Dr. Clutterbuck he is never again to come to see us without
-you," she said, "and won't Elsie come to tea one day?"
-
-On their departure Mrs. Clutterbuck turned to find a blazing little fury
-in the doorway.
-
-"Mother," cried Elsie, "Mother! How could you! I shall never go to tea
-with Betty Leighton."
-
-Her mother turned two eyes full of light on her. The light slowly died
-to dull patience again.
-
-"We shall go down together to meet cousin Arthur," she said quietly. It
-seemed as though her bright thoughts must turn to drab colour
-automatically where either her husband or child was concerned.
-
-It was characteristic of Elsie that, although blazing with wild anger
-and wicked little intentions, she should be unable to give voice to them
-at that moment. The inevitable obstinacy of her mother where the
-routine of the house was concerned, the drab colour of the one day which
-was invariably like the other, the cruel, cruel sameness of it all! It
-was impossible that Cousin Arthur should not be drab colour also.
-
-"I'd rather remain here," she said at last. There was even some
-pleading in her tone.
-
-"Your father said we had better meet Cousin Arthur," said her mother.
-
-That was the remorseless end and beginning to everything. "Your father
-said" meant days and weeks and years of drab colour.
-
-"Oh, let us go then," said Elsie. There was a drowning hopelessness in
-her voice, so great an emptiness that it was hard to believe she had
-merely used the words--"Let us go then."
-
-Her mother accepted the answer without the sigh which burned in her
-heart because it had no outlet.
-
-They proceeded to get ready to go out.
-
-Mrs. Leighton and Betty by this time were chatting easily enough at the
-Merediths'. Mrs. Leighton had the feeling of an inexperienced general
-after a very indefinite victory.
-
-"I do not possess the talent of inflicting myself gracefully on people,"
-she said, "and the child is quite extraordinary. However, I liked the
-mother; she is a dear little woman."
-
-Miss Meredith was only partially interested.
-
-She arranged to walk home with them, and they set out in rather a slow
-manner.
-
-"I can quite believe the child would be different in other
-surroundings," said Mrs. Leighton. "What a fine-looking man!" The one
-remark ran into the other automatically. In later days it seemed
-prophetic that the two people should be mentioned in one breath.
-
-Mrs. Leighton was passing the station where arrivals from the train
-occurred. A cab was drawn up, and into this a sunburned,
-athletic-looking young man put some traps. Then he handed in Mrs.
-Clutterbuck and Elsie.
-
-Betty was greatly impressed.
-
-"It must be Mr. Symington," said she.
-
-"Well, for a timid lady, she has a very man-like cousin," exclaimed Mrs.
-Leighton. "I don't wonder she was allowed that one visitor at least."
-
-Miss Meredith turned her head carefully to a more slanting angle, when
-she clearly saw the carriage drive past.
-
-"Do you know, Mrs. Leighton," she said quite nimbly and happily, "it
-seems very hard that she should not have all the visitors she wants.
-Dr. Merryweather is quite right. None of us have any public spirit. I
-think I shall call on her to-morrow."
-
-So Miss Meredith also called on Mrs. Clutterbuck.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- The Burglar
-
-
-That Miss Meredith should turn in a moment from being freezingly
-uninterested in the Professor's wife, to being more friendly than any
-one else, seemed from one point of view very noble and distinguished,
-from another puzzling and peculiar.
-
-"It's a little dis-disconcerting," said Elma at Miss Grace's. "We were
-so pleased at first when Miss Meredith pointed out our talents to us.
-Now she is pointing out Mrs. Clutterbuck's. And you know, last week, we
-didn't think Mrs. Clutterbuck had any talents at all."
-
-"Ah--that is one of our little tragedies," said Miss Grace simply.
-"That we are obliged to outlive the extravagance of new friends."
-
-"Do you think Miss Meredith won't keep it up where we are concerned?"
-asked Elma anxiously. "It would be a little sad if she didn't, wouldn't
-it? Like deceiving us to begin with; and now she may be deceiving Mrs.
-Clutterbuck."
-
-"Oh, I don't know. She may work wonders with the Professor. It must be
-pure goodness that prompts her, dear."
-
-"She must be used to being taken coldly," said Elma. "The Professor
-glares at her, and Elsie charges straight out to the back garden every
-time she calls."
-
-"Is Mr. Symington there now?" asked Miss Grace.
-
-"No, he left in two days. Papa was charmed with him. He and the
-Professor and papa had an evening together when we were all at the
-Gardiners, and Mrs. Clutterbuck came too. Papa says Mr. Symington will
-make a name for himself one day. He is coming back to Ridgetown for a
-summer, some time soon, he liked it so much."
-
-If only for the sudden interest taken by the Merediths in the
-Clutterbucks, it seemed necessary that they should become very much a
-part of the Leightons' life just then. But nothing could thaw the
-demeanour of Elsie. Dr. Merryweather found her improved slightly, but
-there were signs that she fretted inordinately. Nothing she did was what
-other girls did, and she was quite beyond the abstracted influences of
-her parents.
-
-Adelaide Maud met the Professor.
-
-"I hear you have a perfect little duck of a daughter," said she airily.
-
-"Ha, hm," exclaimed the Professor, quite irresponsible in the matter of
-English for the moment. He had no real words for such a situation.
-
-"Aren't you awfully proud of her?" asked Adelaide Maud.
-
-The Professor recovered. That word "awfully!" It made him forget this
-new version of his daughter.
-
-"So you are also in this conspiracy," whispered Lance afterwards to
-Adelaide Maud. "It's no good. A bomb under that fanatic is all that
-will move him."
-
-But in the meantime Elsie made some moves for herself.
-
-The Leightons were interested in their own affairs. Cuthbert was away,
-and Mr. Leighton had to make a run to London. He took Mabel with him
-and that occurrence was exciting enough in itself. As though to show up
-the helplessness of a family left without a man in the house, however,
-one night the maids roused every one in alarm. A burglar, it seems, was
-trying to get in at the pantry window. The girls, who were getting
-ready for bed, went quaking to their mother's room. Very frightened and
-most carefully they made their way to the vicinity of the pantry. There
-was certainly to be heard a faint shuffling.
-
-"See'd him as plain as day, Miss, leaning up against the window. He
-moved some flower pots, and stood on 'em."
-
-"Lock the kitchen door, telephone for the police, and light the gas,"
-said Jean in a strained whisper.
-
-She immediately obeyed her own orders by telephoning herself in a quick
-deep undertone, "Man at the pantry window trying to get in."
-
-Then she took the taper from the shaking hands of Betty.
-
-"I've read in _Home Notes_ or somewhere that when burglars appear, if
-you light up they get frightened and go away."
-
-They had roused Aunt Katharine who had come as company for a night or
-two and had gone to bed at half-past nine.
-
-"What's the good of frightening them if you've sent for the police?"
-asked Aunt Katharine. "Better let them get caught red-handed." She
-invariably objected to being roused from her first sleep.
-
-"Oh goodness," wailed Betty. "It sounds like murder." She felt quite
-thrilled.
-
-The maids cowered shivering in the passage.
-
-"I heard them flower pots again, Miss. 'E's either got in or--'e's----"
-
-They distinctly heard the pantry window move.
-
-"Well, the door between is locked," said the quiet voice of Mrs.
-Leighton, "and the police ought to be here very soon now."
-
-Jean took the curlers out of her hair.
-
-"I wish they would hurry up," said she.
-
-Elma got under Aunt Katharine's eiderdown.
-
-"I may as well die warm," she remarked with her teeth chattering.
-
-There was not much inclination to jokes however, and Elma's speech was
-touched with a certain abandonment of fear. The situation was very
-trying. When the police did arrive and ran at a quick, stealthy run to
-the pantry window, they waited in terror for the expected shuffle and
-outcry.
-
-"It's really awful," whispered Betty, clinging in despair to her mother.
-
-"I can't think why they are so quiet," said Mrs. Leighton. "I think I
-must open the kitchen door."
-
-"Oh, ma'am, please, ma'am." Cook at last became hysterical. "Don't
-move that door, ma'am; we've had scare enough. Let 'em catch 'em
-themselves."
-
-Betty sat down on the stairs and leant her head on her hands.
-
-"They must be arresting them," she said, "with handcuffs. And papa said
-they always have to read over the charge. They must be reading over the
-charge now, I think."
-
-"In the dark!" said Aunt Katharine with a certain eloquent sniff.
-
-"They have lanterns, dark lanterns. Isn't it beautiful?" said Betty.
-
-She rose in her white dressing-gown.
-
-"Listen," said she.
-
-The door-bell suddenly clanged. Every one screamed except Mrs.
-Leighton.
-
-"I do wish you would keep quiet," said she. "The police will think we
-are being murdered." She moved to the door. But again she was arrested
-by piercing directions.
-
-"Talk to them at the window, mummy. They might be the burglars
-themselves. How are we to know? Do talk at the window."
-
-"I'm extremely cold," said Mrs. Leighton, "and I'd rather ask them in
-whoever they are, than talk to them at an open window."
-
-By the time she had finished, however, Jean, the valiant, had the window
-open and had discovered a policeman. They had "scoured the premises,"
-he said, and no thief was to be found. Mrs. Leighton wrapped herself in
-an eiderdown quilt.
-
-"Will you come in, please, and open my kitchen door? Cook thinks they
-may be there," she said.
-
-With deep thankfulness they let in the policeman. A sergeant appeared.
-He was very sympathetic and reassuring. "Best not to proceed too
-quickly," he said in a fat, slow way. "I have a man still outside
-watching. So if 'e's 'ere, Miss, we'll catch 'im either way. A grand
-thing the telephone."
-
-He unlocked the door, and thoroughly investigated the kitchen.
-
-"No signs," said he, "no signs."
-
-The Leightons recovered some of their lost dignity and crowded in. Only
-Jean however had the satisfaction of hair in order and curlers
-discarded. How brave of Jean to remember at that dreadful moment of
-burglars in the house!
-
-The sergeant had gas lighted and looked extremely puzzled.
-
-"'E 's been 'ere right enough," said he. "Window open right enough.
-Was it fastened?"
-
-He turned about, but the chief evidence had departed. With the advent of
-the policeman, cook and retinue had suddenly remembered their costumes.
-Like rabbits they had scuttled, first into the larder for cover, then
-into their own rooms, where they donned costumes more suitable for such
-impressive visitors. Mrs. Leighton's eye twinkled when she found cook
-appear in hastily found dress.
-
-"Did you leave the window unfastened, cook?" she asked.
-
-Cook was sure. "It was a thing as 'ow I never forgot, ma'am, but this
-one night----"
-
-Well, there seemed to be some uncertainty.
-
-Elma's eyes during this were straying continually to a piece of
-notepaper lying on a table. First she thought, "It is some letter
-belonging to the maids." Then an impelling idea that the white paper
-had some other meaning forced her to pick it up. Every other person was
-engaged in watching the search of the sergeant and listening to his
-words.
-
-"Some one has been right in this 'ere kitchen. It's the doors and
-windows unlatched that do it. Many a time since I've been here as
-sergeant, I've said to myself, 'We'll 'ave trouble yet over these
-unlatched windows.'"
-
-"We have been so safe," complained Mrs. Leighton. "The poor people here
-too--so respectable and hard-working!"
-
-"Drink, ma'am, drink," said the sergeant dismally, "you never know what
-it will do to a man."
-
-He turned his lantern in his fat fingers.
-
-"Oh," said Aunt Katharine with a sudden gasp, "I could stand a plain
-thief, hungry, may be, but master of himself. But a drunk man--it's
-dreadful."
-
-She shivered and looked into corners as though one of the thieves might
-be asleep there. The sergeant and his companion made a thorough search
-of the house.
-
-None of them noticed Elma who sat as though cast in an eternal shiver
-and who surreptitiously read the scrap of notepaper.
-
-"The Trail." That was all that was written in words but nimbly drawn on
-a turned back corner was a snaky, sinuous serpent. It had the eyes and
-the accusing glare of the expression of Elsie.
-
-Elma wondered how far she might be right in keeping that document while
-the fat sergeant followed up his cues, and described the burglar. He
-was six feet at least it seemed, to have got in at the window where he
-did. "Flower pots or no flower pots, no smaller man could have done
-it." "Fool," thought Elma. "Elsie, who can climb a drain pipe, drop
-from a balcony, skim walls. Elsie had a way of which he doesn't know."
-
-One thought that ran through her mind was the wickedness of any one's
-having called Elsie by such a name as the Serpent, and the tragedy of
-her having found it out. There was some excuse for this latest
-wickedest prank of all. The daring of Elsie confused her. What girl
-would be so devoid of fear as to move out at eleven at night and act the
-burglar? None of their set had the pluck for it, to put it in the
-baldest way. The idea that she might have been caught by the fat
-sergeant appalled Elma. She saw the scornful, wilful eyes of the
-Serpent dancing. Would she care? Yet she was the girl who had moped
-for the death of her dog till "her hair came out in patches."
-
-She was still staring at the trail of the Serpent when the sergeant had
-finished his "tour of safety." After all, it might not have been a
-prank of Elsie's. It might have been a six-foot burglar. This accusing
-serpent--well, one couldn't go on a thing of that sort. It would be so
-amusing too that they were had practically out of bed in such a panic.
-Aunt Katharine looked very worn and disturbed. She would never forgive
-a practical joke. Elma held the paper tight, and down in her
-sympathetic, plaintive little soul felt she could never accuse a fly,
-far less a sensitive wicked little mischief like Elsie Clutterbuck.
-
-She could not help laughing at themselves. But after all, who was
-looking after that wild child now? She nearly asked the sergeant to make
-his way home by the side lane by which she now knew Elsie had come. Then
-the certainty that this self-satisfied person with his six-foot burglar
-would never make anything of this slippery fearless little elf burglar
-kept her silent.
-
-The sergeant finished his tour with great impressiveness. They were
-informed they might safely go to bed. A man or two would be about to see
-that no one was hanging round at all. It was very ridiculous to Elma.
-"After all," remarked the sergeant, "you are very early people. It is
-only eleven o'clock now. Hardly the dead of night, ma'am!"
-
-"We are generally less early of course," said Mrs. Leighton, "but we
-were alone to-night. Mr. Leighton and my son are away."
-
-"Ah, bad," remarked the sergeant. "It looks as though our friend had an
-inkling to that effect."
-
-Elma thought the interview would never be over.
-
-It was best to say nothing, or Mrs. Leighton would have had the town
-searched for Elsie. It was best in every way to crumple tight that
-incriminating paper and wonder why in the wide world Elsie had done it.
-
-She met the Serpent the following day. There was an impish, happy look
-of mischief on that usually savage little face. Miss Meredith had been
-retailing to her mamma the terrific alarm which the Leightons had
-experienced on the previous evening. She met Elma full face and the
-smile on her lips died.
-
-"Why did you do it?" asked Elma bluntly as though she had known the
-Serpent all her life. The Serpent glared blandly at Elma, then fiercely
-resumed her ordinary pose.
-
-"You came to my house, or your mother did, to take me out of
-myself--charity-child sort of visit, you know. I heard of that, never
-mind how. I came to you to take you out of yourselves. I rather fancy
-I did it--didn't I?"
-
-The ice of reserve had been broken at last and the Serpent was stinging
-in earnest.
-
-Elma could only gaze at her.
-
-"You think I'm a kind of 'case,' I suppose. Some one to feel good and
-generous over. Just because my hair is coming out in patches. Well,
-it's stopped coming out in patches but I still have a few calls to pay."
-
-"Weren't you afraid last night?" asked Elma in complete wonder.
-
-They had moved into a shadow against the wall.
-
-"Afraid," blazed the Serpent, and then she trembled as though she would
-fall.
-
-"Don't," cried Elma sharply, "don't faint."
-
-"I nearly did--last night. I nearly did. It was dreadful going home.
-Who knows that it was I who was there?"
-
-"I do," said Elma, "that's all."
-
-"Don't tell a soul," wailed the burglar. "You won't, will you? I know
-it was awful of me, but such fun up to the moment, when--when I heard
-them moving inside. Then my legs grew so weak and it was like a dream
-where you can't get away. You shouldn't have called me the Serpent."
-
-"We didn't," said Elma. "Not in the way you mean. But because you
-seemed to know about animals in a queer way--like Elsie Venner. Lance
-said she was half a snake, but just because she knew about snakes. It's
-difficult to explain."
-
-"Lance?" asked the Serpent.
-
-"Yes, why don't you speak to Lance now and then?"
-
-"I pay him a higher compliment," said the queer little Serpent. "I wore
-his clothes last night."
-
-"Oh," said Elma. "Oh! yet you could faint to-day--or nearly so."
-
-"Isn't it wicked," said the Serpent. "A boy wouldn't have given in.
-They do much worse, and don't give way at the knees, you know. I only
-opened the window and threw in the note. It was nothing. I meant you
-just to be puzzled. I was there early and couldn't find a suitable
-window or a door, so I waited till the maids went to bed. They left a
-little window half open."
-
-"Mamma ought to dismiss cook," said Elma primly.
-
-It was a streak of the sunlight of confidence which did not illuminate
-the Serpent again for many days to come. Elma, however, at the time,
-and until she once more met the scornful glare of reserve habitual to
-that person, felt as though she had found a friend. They said good-bye
-in fairly jocular spirits, and Elma rushed home to give at least her
-"all-to-be-depended-upon" mother the news.
-
-When she entered the drawing-room, however, Jean was describing the
-burglary to a company of people. Little shrieks and "Ohs" and "Oh,
-however did you do it?" "I should have died, really I should," were to
-be heard.
-
-Jean's burglar was six feet two by this time and he had an "accomplice."
-
-Elma thought she would choose another occasion on which to give her news
-to Mrs. Leighton.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- A Reconciliation
-
-
-Mr. Leighton was very sympathetic over the burglar. He heard of the
-occurrence in two ways, first in the fiery excited recital of Jean, and
-then in confidence from Elma. Mrs. Leighton was there also.
-
-"Well, I never!" she said. "That poor little lonely soul stealing about
-at night! it's dreadful." She never thought for a moment of how foolish
-it made the rest of them seem.
-
-"She isn't at all afraid of the dark, or the woods, or storms, or
-anything of that kind," said Elma. "She loves being out with her black
-cat when it's pitch dark. But she's terrified now of policemen, and I
-don't think she will ever call properly on us all her life. She's
-perfectly savage with us."
-
-Mr. Leighton stroked his hair in a preoccupied manner.
-
-"One has to beware of what I should call professional goodness," he said
-mildly. "It's pleasant, of course, to feel that one does a nice action
-in being kind to the like of that stormy little person. But when she
-detects the effort at kindliness! Well, one ought sometimes to think
-that it must be humiliating to the needy to be palpably helped by the
-prosperous. There are various kinds of wealth, not all of them meaning
-money. This child has had no affection. Naturally she scorns a
-charitable gift of it. It's almost a slight on her own parents, you
-know."
-
-"There," said Mrs. Leighton in a dismal way, "I told Dr. Merryweather I
-disliked intruding. It was an intrusion."
-
-"Oh, it will be all right," replied Mr. Leighton. "Don't plague the
-child over this romp of being a burglar, that's all. And don't
-patronize her," he said to Elma. "Give her a chance of conferring
-something herself. It's sometimes a more dignified way of finding a
-friend."
-
-Elma felt some of her high ideas of reclaiming the serpent topple. Miss
-Grace had advised differently. "Be kind and helpful," she had declared.
-Now her father seemed to think that it was the serpent's task to be the
-generous supporting figure. It made Elma just a little wild with that
-blazing little serpent Elsie.
-
-For a year and a half their friendship with the serpent existed over
-crossed swords. She recovered in health, but the routine of her life
-never wavered. The force of habit in connection with her mother, that
-the Professor's tempestuous irritable habits should rule the house and
-that she should be kept quaking in a silence which must not be broken,
-could not be dispelled even by the diligent visits of Miss Meredith.
-Adelaide Maud drew off after the first encounter with the Professor.
-"I'm afraid that there will just have to be a tragic outburst every time
-Mrs. Clutterbuck says 'a new pair of shoes' instead of 'a pair of new
-shoes,'" said she, "nothing can save her now."
-
-Soon the efforts of Dr. Merryweather were forgotten in the impenetrable
-attitude of the whole family.
-
-At the end of eighteen months, most of Ridgetown was collected one day
-for a river regatta at a reach a few miles up from the town. Every one
-of any consequence except Lance, as Betty put it, was present. They
-rowed in boats and watched the races, picnicked and walked on the banks.
-One wonderful occurrence was the presence of Mrs. Clutterbuck and the
-Serpent. Mr. Symington had appeared once more and done something this
-time to penetrate the aloofness of their existence. He had come once or
-twice to the Leightons' with the Professor.
-
-The girls put this friend of their father's on a new plane.
-
-He could be engrossed in talk with their father and the Professor, and
-yet not gaze past the rest of the family as though they were "guinea
-pigs."
-
-They now knew Mr. Sturgis well enough to tell him that he thought
-nothing more of them than that they were a land of decorative guinea
-pig. Mr. Symington, however, who had not seen them grow out of the
-childish stage, but had come on them one memorable evening when the
-picture of them, for a new person, was really something rather
-delightful to remember--Mr. Symington was immediately put on a pedestal
-of a new order. The difference was explained to Robin, who growled
-darkly. "It's perfectly charming to be received with deference by the
-man who is splendid enough to be received with deference by our own
-father," explained Jean. "Don't you see?"
-
-Robin saw in a savage manner. He had never been on this particular
-pedestal. With all his sister's enthusiasm for Mr. Symington, he could
-see little to like in that person.
-
-Mr. Symington studied in lonely parts of the world the wild life an
-ordinary sportsman would bring down with his gun. He was manly, yet
-learned. Delightfully young, yet stamped with the dignity of
-experience. Robin in his presence felt a middle-aged oppression in
-himself, which could not be explained by years.
-
-He was particularly galled by his sister's persistence in keeping near
-the Clutterbuck party on the Saturday of the river regatta.
-
-There were exciting moments of boat races, duck races, swimming
-competitions, and so forth. Then came the afternoon when everybody
-picnicked.
-
-The Leightons had a crowd of friends with them, and took tea near the
-pool by the weir.
-
-May undertook to teach Betty how to scull in an outrigger, which one of
-the racers had left in their care for the moment. Betty was daring and
-rather skilful to begin with. It seemed lamentable that with so many
-looking on, she should suddenly catch a real crab. May, standing on the
-bank, screamed to her, as Betty's frail little boat went swinging rather
-wildly under the trees of an island.
-
-"Look here," cried Jean to May sharply. "What made you two begin
-playing in such a dangerous part? Sit still," she shouted wildly to
-Betty.
-
-It seemed as if no one had understood that there was any danger in these
-little pranks of Betty's, till her boat was swept into mid-stream, and
-ran hard into certain collision on the island. Jean called for some one
-to take a boat out to Betty. Then the full danger of the situation
-flashed on them. Just a few minutes before, a detachment had gone up to
-the starting point, and no boat was left in which one might reach Betty.
-
-"Sit still," shouted Jean again, "hold on to the trees or something."
-
-It had occurred in a flash. Betty in the quiet water was all very well,
-but Betty, the timid, out alone on a swirling river with a weir in the
-very near distance, this Betty lost her head.
-
-Jean's scream, "Sit still," had the effect of frightening her more than
-anything. "It was what one was advised to do when horses were running
-off, or something particularly dreadful was about to happen," thought
-Betty.
-
-She first lost an oar, then splashed herself wildly in the attempt to
-recover it. The sudden rocking of her "shining little cockle shell," as
-she had called it only a minute before, alarmed her more than anything.
-She was being swept on the island, deep water everywhere around it.
-With a gasp of fear she rose to catch the tree branches, missed, upset
-the cockle shell at last, and fell into the river.
-
-Those on the bank, for a swift moment, "or was it for centuries," stood
-paralysed.
-
-"Oh!" cried Jean, "oh!"
-
-There was a swift sudden rush behind them, "like a swallow diving
-through a cornfield," said May later. A tense, victorious little figure,
-flinging off hat and a garment of sorts; a splash; a dark head driving
-in an incredibly swift way through water impatiently almost trodden upon
-by two little wildly skimming hands, then a voice when Betty rose: "Lie
-on your back, I'll be with you in a minute," and the valiant little
-Serpent was off to the saving of Betty. It was sufficiently terrifying
-on account of the weir. If Elsie reached Betty, would she have the
-strength to bring her back. If Elsie did not reach Betty, Betty could
-not swim. It was dreadful. Jean, second-rate swimmer as she was, would
-have been in herself by this time, but that Elma held her.
-
-"She's got her," she whispered with a grey face. They shouted when the
-Serpent turned slightly with Betty. She was like a fierce little
-schoolmistress. "Don't interfere with me, he on your back. Keep lying
-on your back," and Betty obeyed. At the supreme moment the Serpent had
-come into her own, and displayed at last the talent which till then had
-only been expended on her cats and dogs. "Lie still," she growled, and
-obediently, almost trustingly, Betty lay like a little white-faced
-drowned Ophelia. Then "Come along with that boat," sang out the Serpent
-cheerily.
-
-Round the bend of the river above, at sound of their cries had come
-"Hereward the Wake, oh how magnificent," sobbed Jean. It was Mr.
-Symington.
-
-The Serpent, with hard serviceable little strokes, piloted Betty lightly
-out of the strength of the current. Mr. Symington was past and gently
-back to them before a minute had elapsed.
-
-"Grip the gunwale," he said cheerily to Elsie. It was the tone of a man
-addressing his compatriot.
-
-(Oh! how magnificent of the Serpent.)
-
-"Now," he said. "Keep a tight hold on her still. I must get you into
-quiet water." He pulled hard. Immediately he had them into the
-backwater. It was rather splendid to see him get hold of a tree, tie
-the boat, and be at the side of the Serpent before one could breathe.
-He had rowed in with the full strength of a strong man, and in a minute
-he was as tenderly raising Betty. He had never properly removed his
-eyes from her face. "She was just faulting. You held on well," he said
-approvingly. "Don't let her sisters see her at present." He lifted
-Betty to the bank.
-
-"Quick, open your eyes," he said commandingly.
-
-"Look here," called the Serpent. She had scrambled neatly out by
-herself, "Betty, Betty Leighton, oh! Betty, open your eyes." There was
-an answering quiver. "Quick, Betty, before your sisters come. Don't
-frighten them. Open your eyes, Betty."
-
-Mr. Symington rubbed Betty's hands smoothly in a quick experienced
-manner.
-
-Betty opened her eyes and looked at the Serpent.
-
-"Oh, Elsie," she said, "Elsie, you sweet little Serpent!" It was an end
-to the crossed swords feud. Elsie took her in her arms and cried.
-
-When the girls arrived panic-stricken they found Mr. Symington trying to
-get a coherent answer to his orders from two bedraggled girls, who could
-do nothing but weep over each other. The brave little Serpent had lost
-her nerve once more.
-
-"Oh!" she said, "it's very wicked to be a girl. Boys wouldn't give way
-like this."
-
-Jean looked at her narrowly, "Do you always go about in gymnasium dress,
-ready to save people?" she asked, with the remains of fear in her voice.
-
-The brave little Serpent looked down on her costume, and the red which
-glowed in her cheeks only from mortification ran slowly up and dyed her
-pale face crimson. "Oh!" she said, "oh!" and sat speechless.
-
-Betty sat up shivering. "I do call that presence of mind, don't you?
-She flung off her skirt, didn't you, dear?"
-
-The Serpent would have answered except that the "dear" unnerved her.
-She faded to tears once more.
-
-"Come, come," said Mr. Symington.
-
-And at that, as they afterwards remembered, Mabel "came."
-
-She came through the trees in a white dress, and the sunshine threw
-patches of beautiful colour on her hair.
-
-"Oh, little Betty!" she cried.
-
-Then she saw the Serpent.
-
-She took Elsie right up against the beautiful white dress and kissed
-her. Mabel could not speak at all. But her eyes glowed. She turned
-them full on Mr. Symington. "We must take these children home at once,"
-she said.
-
-Mr. Symington looked as though he had been rescuing an army. "Yes,"
-said he gravely.
-
-Robin had trailed in looking somewhat dissatisfied.
-
-"Jean would go, wouldn't she?" he asked.
-
-"Oh no, I don't want mummy to know," said Mabel. "She is up there with
-Mrs. Clutterbuck. These two must go home, and get hot baths, and be put
-to bed and sat upon, or they won't stay there. Where can we get a cab,
-I wonder?"
-
-"Here," said a voice.
-
-Adelaide Maud now came through that beautiful pathway of sun-patched
-trees with Elma. "I've heard all about it," said she, "and we have the
-carriage. Borrow wraps from every one and tuck them in. We shall keep
-Mrs. Clutterbuck employed till Mr. Symington comes back."
-
-It seemed that they all took it for granted that Mr. Symington would go.
-
-Robin showed signs of losing his temper. Mabel as a rule, when these
-imperious fits descended on him began to investigate her conduct and
-wonder where she might alter it in order that he might be appeased. This
-time, however, she was too anxious and concerned over Betty, and while
-Jean might be quite whole-hearted in her manner of looking after people,
-one could not depend on her for knowing the best ways in which to set
-about it. In any case, the two could not be kept there shivering.
-
-Adelaide Maud was a trifle indignant at the interruption. "Quick," she
-said to Mr. Symington, "get them in and off."
-
-"Oh you are the fairy princess, always, somehow, aren't you," sighed
-Betty, happily, as on their being tucked in rugs and waterproofs,
-Adelaide Maud gave quick decided orders to the coachman.
-
-"Isn't she just like a story book," she sighed rapturously. They drove
-swirling homewards, in a damp quick exciting way until they pulled up at
-the door of the White House.
-
-"Oh, mine was nearer," said the Serpent nervously. She had never entered
-the portals of the White House in this intimate manner, and suddenly
-longed for loneliness once more.
-
-"Well," said Mabel sweetly and nicely, "you will just have to imagine
-that this is as near for to-day at least. Because I am going to put you
-to bed."
-
-They laughed very happily because they were being put to bed like
-babies.
-
-"If only Cuthbert were here," said Mabel anxiously and in a motherly
-little way to Mr. Symington, afterwards, "he would tell me whether they
-oughtn't to have a hot drink, and a number of other things they say they
-won't have."
-
-"I should give them a hot drink," said Mr. Symington with his grave eyes
-dancing a trifle. "And keep them in blankets for an hour or two."
-
-It was he who found Mr. Leighton and told him a little of what had
-happened. ("Oh the conspiracies which shield a parent!") For days Mr.
-and Mrs. Leighton, the Professor and Mrs. Clutterbuck, had an idea that
-the two girls had merely fallen in and got very wet. In any case, Elsie
-often came home in considerable disrepair. When one found, however,
-that neither was the worse for the fright, Elsie was made a real
-heroine. It changed her attitude completely. The Leightons liked her
-now whether they felt charitable or not. It was a great relief. And
-one day her own father focussed his far-away gaze on her, as though he
-had only then considered that there was anything on which to look at her
-particular place at table.
-
-"They tell me--ahem--that you can swim," he exclaimed. "Very excellent
-exercise, very."
-
-To an outsider it did not sound like praise, but his sentence set
-Elsie's heart jumping in a joyous manner.
-
-"Oh, papa," she said. "I was very frightened afterwards."
-
-"Hem," said he, "an excellent time in which to be frightened."
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck congratulated herself on his having said it (she would
-have made it "time to be frightened in," and the Professor in such good
-humour, too!)
-
-Happier days had really dawned in that grim household however.
-
-The growing up of the courage of Elsie became a wonderful thing.
-
-Meanwhile other events had occurred than the saving of Betty. Robin had
-had to go home alone, and Lance had the benefit of some of his
-ill-humour on meeting him on the way.
-
-"Who shot cock Robin to-day?" reflected Lance with speculative eyes on
-that retreating person. He nearly ran into a very athletic figure
-coming swinging round on him from the Leightons'.
-
-Hereward the Wake was in his most magnificent mood and his eyes shone
-with the light of achievement. He was speaking when he turned, and the
-words dropped automatically even before the impish gaze of Lance.
-
-"Knew you and named a star," quoted Mr. Symington.
-
-"Now what on earth has that to do with the boat race?" asked Lance.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- The First Peal
-
-
-Mabel was twenty-one when her cousin Isobel Leighton came to make her
-home at the White House. Isobel's mother had died ten years before, and
-since the more recent death of her father, she had stayed for a year or
-two with her mother's relations. Now, suddenly, it seemed imperative
-that Mr. Leighton should offer her a place in his own family, since
-various changes elsewhere left her without a home. It was the most
-natural thing in the world that everybody should be pleased. The girls
-got a room ready for her, and took pains towards having it specially
-attractive. They even made plans amongst their friends for Isobel to be
-suitably entertained. "Though how we are to manage about dance
-invitations and that sort of thing, I can't think," said Jean. "It's
-bad enough with two girls, and sometimes no man at all. It will be
-awful with three."
-
-Elma herself was on the verge of being eligible for invitations. Mabel
-looked as though she did not mind much. Worrying thoughts of her own
-were perplexing her, thoughts which she could not share with any one
-just then. The spring of her life had been one to delight in. Tendrils
-of friendship had kept her safely planted where Jean, the revolutionist,
-tore everything by the roots. What was not good enough for Jean
-immediately was had up and cast away. What had not been good enough for
-Jean had been their own silly enthusiasm for the Story Books. Jean in
-her own mind had disposed of the whole romance of this by beating
-Theodora at golf. She now patronized Theodora, and ignored the others.
-Adelaide Maud she already considered entirely _passé_.
-
-The confidences of long ago were shaken into an unromantic present. The
-Dudgeons called ceremoniously twice a year, and invited the girls to
-their dances. Mabel and Jean went, occasionally with Cuthbert "cut in
-marble," and were inexpressibly bored in that large establishment.
-
-"It doesn't seem to make up for other things that one sits on velvet
-pile and has a different footman for each sauce," Mabel declared. "We
-have to face the fact that the Dudgeon establishment is appallingly
-ugly."
-
-So much for Mrs. Dudgeon's beaded work cushion effect.
-
-"It's only a woman who would make you leave an early Victorian
-drawing-room for a Georgian hall, and get you on an ottoman of the third
-Empire, and expect you to admire the mixture," growled Cuthbert. It was
-this sort of talk that was to be had out of him after he had been to the
-Dudgeons' balls.
-
-Elma still prized her meetings with Adelaide Maud at Miss Grace's, but
-recognized where her friendship ceased there. There seemed no getting
-further into the affections of Adelaide Maud than through that warm
-comradeship at Miss Grace's, or through her outspoken admiration for Mr.
-Leighton. And "Adelaide Maud had grown _passé_" Jean had declared.
-
-The world seemed very cold and unreal at this juncture.
-
-Mabel came into Elma's room one day looking very disturbed. There was a
-fleeting questioning look of "Are you to be trusted?" in her eye.
-
-"You know I'm to be trusted, Mabs," said Elma, as though they had been
-discussing the iniquity of anything else. "You aren't vexed at Isobel's
-coming are you?"
-
-"Oh, no," said Mabel quickly, "it isn't that, it's other things." She
-threw herself languidly on a couch.
-
-"Haven't you noticed that the Merediths haven't been here for a
-fortnight?"
-
-Elma brushed diligently at fair, very wavy hair. It fell in layers of
-soft brown, and shone a little with gold where the light touched the
-ripples, diligently created with over-night plaiting. She had grown,
-but in a slender manner, and was admittedly the _petite_ member of the
-family. There was a wealth of comprehension in the glance she let fall
-on Mabel.
-
-"Mabel, you don't mean to quarrel with them do you?"
-
-It seemed that the worst would happen if that happened.
-
-"I don't suppose I shall have the chance," said Mabel. She took a rose
-out of a vase of flowers, and began to pluck absently at the petals.
-
-"I think I should love to have the chance."
-
-"Oh, Mabel," said Elma distractedly, "how dreadful of you! And how
-fatal it might be! I shouldn't mind quarrelling a little. I think
-indeed it would be lovely, if one were quite sure, perfectly convinced,
-that one could make it up again. That's why I enjoy a play so much.
-Every one may be simply disgusting, but they are bound to make it up.
-If only one could be absolutely safe in real life! But you can't. I
-don't believe Mr. Meredith would make it up."
-
-"I am sure he wouldn't." Mabel plucked at a pink leaf stormily.
-"That's why I should like to quarrel with him."
-
-"Mabs, don't you care for him now?" Elma's eyes grew wide with trouble.
-It was not so much that Mabel had given any definite idea of having
-cared for Mr. Meredith. It had been a situation accepted long ago as
-the proper situation for Mabel, that there should be an "understanding"
-in connexion with Mr. Meredith. It established limitless seas of
-uncertainty if anything happened to this "understanding" except the most
-desirable happening. Mabel leaned her head on her hand.
-
-"You see, dear," she exclaimed, "this is how it is. Long ago, papa so
-much disliked our talking about getting married, any of us, even in fun
-you know, that it was much easier, when Mr. Meredith came, just to be
-friends--very great friends, you know, but still--friends. Papa always
-said he wouldn't let one of us marry till we were twenty-three. That
-was definite enough. And he has been quite pleased that we haven't
-badgered him into getting engaged. Still, I always think that Robin
-ought to have said to him, once at least, that sometime he wanted to
-marry me. He didn't, I just went on playing his accompaniments, and
-being complimented by his sister. Now--now, what do you think? He has
-grown annoyed with papa for being so kind to Mr. Symington. Fancy his
-dictating about papa!" Mabel's eyes grew round and innocent.
-
-"But that's because Mr. Symington is nice to you, perhaps," said Elma,
-as though this burst of comprehension was a great discovery on her part.
-
-"Exactly," said Mabel calmly. "But if you leave unprotected a cake from
-which any one may take a slice, you can't blame people when they try to
-help themselves. Robin should be able to say to Mr. Symington, 'Hands
-off--this is my property,' and then there would be no trouble. As it
-is, he wants me to do the ordering off, papa's friend too!"
-
-"What did you say to him, Mabel?" Elma asked the question in despair.
-
-"I said that when Mr. Symington had really got on--then would be the
-time to order him off."
-
-Mabel fanned herself gently. Then her lip quivered.
-
-"I don't think papa ever meant to let me in for an ignominious position
-of this sort--but here I am. If Robin won't champion me, who will?"
-
-"Oh, but surely," said Elma, "surely Robin Meredith would never----"
-
-"That's the trouble. He would," said Mabel. "And once you've found that
-out about a man--you simply can't--you can't believe in him, that's
-all."
-
-Elma sat in a wretched heap on her bed.
-
-"I think it's horrid of him to let you feel like that," she said.
-"Other men wouldn't. Cuthbert wouldn't to any one he cared for."
-
-"Lots wouldn't," said Mabel. "That's why it's so ignominious, to have
-thought so much of this one all these years!"
-
-"Mr. Maclean wouldn't," said Elma. She had always wondered why Mabel
-had ignored him in her matrimonial plans.
-
-"No, I don't believe he would," said Mabel. "But that's no good to me,
-is it?"
-
-"Mr. Symington wouldn't," said Elma.
-
-"Oh, Elma!"
-
-Mabel's eyes grew frightened. "That's what scares me. I sit and sit
-and say, Mr. Symington never would. It makes Robin seems so thin and
-insignificant. He simply crumples up. And Mr. Symington grows large
-and honourable, and such a man! And I'm supposed in some way to be
-dedicated to Robin. It's like having your tombstone cut before you are
-dead. Oh, Elma, whatever shall I do!"
-
-Elma was quite pale. The lines of thought had long ago disappeared with
-the puckerings of wonder on her face. Here indeed was thunder booming
-with a vengeance, and near, not far off like that golden picture of
-years ago. Mabs was in deep trouble.
-
-"You see what would happen if I told papa? He would order off Mr.
-Symington in a great fright, because he has never thought somehow that
-any of us were thinking of him except that he is an awfully clever man!
-I think also that papa would turn Robin out of the house."
-
-"I believe he would," said Elma in a whisper.
-
-"And then--how awful! All our friends, their friends! Everywhere we
-go, we should meet Sarah Meredith! What a life for us! I should like
-to quarrel--just because I'm being so badly treated, but the
-consequences would be perfectly awful," said Mabel. She took it as
-though none of it could be helped.
-
-Elma was quite crumpled with the agitation of her feelings.
-
-"You must tell papa, Mabel," she said gently.
-
-"Oh, Elma, I can't--about Mr. Symington. Imagine Mr. Symington's ever
-knowing and thinking--'What do I care for any of these chits of girls!'
-Robin has always got wild--if I smiled to my drawing master even. What
-I hate, is being dictated to now. And his sulking--instead of standing
-by me if there is any trouble. He isn't a man."
-
-A sharp ring at the bell, and rat-tat of the postman might be heard.
-Somebody called up that a letter had come for Mabel.
-
-Elma went for it and produced it with quaking heart. The writing seemed
-something very different to any of the letters which came to Mabel.
-
-It was from Mr. Symington.
-
-It explained in the gentlest possible way that he had learned from Miss
-Meredith that his presence in Ridgetown caused some difficulty of which
-he had never even dreamed. He wrote as a great friend of her dear
-father's, and a most loyal admirer of her family, to say the easiest
-matter in the world was being effected, and that his visit to Ridgetown
-had come to an end.
-
-The paper shook gently in Mabel's fingers, and fell quivering and
-uncertain to the floor. She looked up piteously and quite helplessly at
-Elma, like a child seeking shelter, and then buried her head on the
-couch. She cried in long, strangled sobs, while Elma stood staring at
-her.
-
-Elma pulled herself together at last.
-
-"Mabel dear, I'm going to read it."
-
-Mabel nodded into her bent arms.
-
-"Oh but," said Elma after shakingly perusing that document, "but he
-can't--he can't do this. It's dreadful. It's like blaming you! What
-can Miss Meredith have said? Oh! Mabel! Mabel, I shall cut that woman
-dead wherever and however I meet her. Oh, Mabel--what a creature! Don't
-you cry. Papa will explain to Mr. Symington. He will believe papa.
-Papa will explain that you had nothing to do with it, that you don't
-mind whether he goes or stays--that----"
-
-"But I do mind," said Mabel in cold, awe-struck tones. "That's the
-awful part. And it's nothing but the smallness of Robin that has taught
-me, Mr. Symington is the only man worth knowing in the whole earth."
-
-She clasped her hands in a hopeless way.
-
-"And he has been sent away, banished, by the very man who should have
-made it impossible for me to see any good quality in any one else except
-himself."
-
-"Who will play Mr. Meredith's accompaniments now?" Elma asked. "Why
-they can't get on without you, dear." She still believed that just as
-plays were arranged, so should the affairs of Mabel come back to their
-original placidity.
-
-"I shall never play another note for Robin Meredith," said Mabel.
-
-Elma could not yet doubt but that Robin would come directly he knew how
-satisfactorily he had disposed of his rival. One hoped that Mr.
-Symington had only explained so far to Mabel. That afternoon they were
-to meet Isobel, so that every one was more or less occupied, and always
-on this same evening of the week, Friday, the Merediths were at an open
-"at home" which the friends of the Leightons attended at the White
-House. The question was, would the Merediths come?
-
-Mabel did not seem to care whether they came or not. She sat, crushing
-the letter and not looking at Elma.
-
-"Elma dear," she said at last, "I can't stand this. I shall tell papa.
-Mamma will only say 'I told you so' for our having been such friends
-with the Merediths. But I can't bear that she shouldn't know I'm not
-ashamed of anything," she caught her breath with a slight sob. "But I'm
-done with Robin."
-
-It seemed magnificent to Elma that for her own honour she should
-jeopardize so much. Men like Mr. Meredith were so rare in Ridgetown.
-Yet when she asked her, couldn't she still admire Robin, Mabel said very
-truthfully then "No."
-
-Elma would have liked to say that it didn't matter about Mr. Symington.
-
-"Robin will never enter this house again," Mabel said with quivering
-lip.
-
-But he came--several times.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- The Arrival
-
-
-The 4.50 train hammered and pounded in a jerkily driven manner to
-Ridgetown. It was hot, and most of the windows lay open in the
-endeavour to catch any air that had escaped being stifled in smoke and
-the dust of iron. Miss Meredith occupied a first-class carriage
-together with two people. One, an old gentleman who travelled daily and
-who did not count, the other a dark-eyed girl of pale complexion. She
-wore irreproachably fitting tweeds, and as though to contradict the
-severity of their trim appearance, a very flamboyant red hat. It was
-tip-tilted in a smart way over her nose, and had an air of seeming to
-make every other hat within eyeshot scream dejectedly, "I come from the
-country."
-
-The red hat came from the town, London presumably. The dark girl seemed
-in a petulant mood, as though the atmosphere of the carriage stifled her
-in more ways than by its being uncontrollably hot. It was out of gear
-with the smooth, madonna-like appearance of her features, that she
-should be petulant at all. There was an indescribable placidity about
-her carriage and expression which contradicted her movements at this
-moment of nearing Ridgetown. She caught Miss Meredith's eye on her, and
-seemed annoyed at the interest it displayed. Miss Meredith was much
-impressed by her appearance. As a rule, she confined her ideas of
-people in Ridgetown either to their being "refined" or "rather vulgar."
-This girl had not the air of being either of those two. She was a type
-which had never been dissected in Ridgetown. It was as evident that one
-would neither say of her that she was the complete lady, nor yet that
-she was un-ladylike. One could say that she was good-looking, adorably
-good-looking. Calm, lucid eyes, containing a calculating challenge in
-their expression, milky complexion framing their mysterious depths of
-darkness, red lips parting occasionally with her breathing over
-startlingly white teeth, this was all very different to the rosebud
-complexions, the rather shy demeanour of Ridgetown.
-
-Miss Meredith could act as a very capable little policeman when she
-became interested in any one. She determined to act the policeman now
-that she was aware this must be a visitor to Ridgetown. They had passed
-the last slow stopping-place, and were nearing what must be her
-destination. Each station without the name of Ridgetown had evidently
-annoyed the dark girl.
-
-"The next station is Ridgetown," said Miss Meredith pleasantly.
-
-The dark girl stared.
-
-"Oh, ah, is it?" she asked negligently.
-
-An old gentleman rose from the corner and began collecting his
-belongings.
-
-"May I help you?" he asked, and lifted down her dressing case.
-
-She became radiant.
-
-"Thank you so much," she said very gracefully.
-
-Miss Meredith felt in an annoyed manner that her own overtures had been
-unrecognized in favour of these. She could be an abject person,
-however, wherever she intended to make an impression, and decided not to
-be non-plussed too soon. Doubtless the dark girl was about to visit
-some friend of her own. She rose at her end of the carriage to get a
-parasol from the rack. It allowed the new arrival to swing out on the
-platform even before the train was stopped.
-
-Miss Meredith saw Isobel being received by the Leightons.
-
-This was enough to allow of Miss Meredith's slipping away unnoticed
-before a porter came to find the neglected dressing bag. But she went
-unwillingly, and in a new riot of opinion. The truth came forcibly that
-the new cousin would be a great sensation in Ridgetown. It was strange
-that she had never dreamed that the dark girl might be the Leightons'
-cousin. No occasion would be complete without her. A few weeks ago,
-and she might have had her first reception at the Merediths', where they
-should have had the distinction of introducing her. Now, owing to late
-events, relations might be rather strained between themselves and the
-Leightons.
-
-Miss Meredith had grown more ambitious each year with regard to her
-brother. She was the ladder by which he had climbed into social
-prominence in Ridgetown. Her diligence overcame all obstacles. At
-first, she had deemed it delightful that he should be attached to Mabel,
-now it seemed much more appropriate that he should make the most of the
-Dudgeons. Through the Leightons they had formed a slight acquaintance
-there, which had lately shown signs of development. It became necessary
-to sow seeds of disaffection in the mind of Robin where the Leightons
-were concerned. He had become too much of their world. He was a man not
-easily influenced, and he had had a great affection for Mabel. But the
-constant wearing of the stone had invariably been the treatment for
-Robin, and lately a good deal of wearing had been necessary on account
-of Mr. Symington.
-
-She began to recall just how much she had said to Mr. Symington. Her
-face burned with the recollection that he had shown how much he thought
-of Mabel. She had put the matter from Mabel's point of view. While Mr.
-Symington was there, Mabel's happiness with Robin was interfered with.
-Miss Meredith had intended to infer that it was his constant attendance
-at the White House which was being called in question. Whereas, he had
-already, unknown to her, settled on it as meaning Ridgetown. He had
-interrupted her abruptly, with stern lips, "Pardon me, but will you let
-me know distinctly,--is Miss Leighton engaged to your brother?" Miss
-Meredith saw her chance and took it at a run. "Yes," she said. It was
-hardly a lie, considering how Robin and Mabel had been linked for so
-many years in a tacit sort of manner.
-
-"That--I had not understood," said Mr. Symington. Whereupon he
-immediately wrote his letter to Mabel.
-
-Miss Meredith had always had her own ideas of Mr. Symington. He was not
-the companion for these very young girls. He was not old, on the other
-hand, but he possessed a temperament which put him on another plane than
-that of the rather boisterous Leighton family. On the Meredith plane, if
-one would have the words spoken.
-
-"Robin," she said that evening, after the arrival of Isobel, "let us go
-down to the Leightons' as though nothing had happened."
-
-Robin turned a reserved mask of a countenance in her direction.
-
-"You women can do anything," he said.
-
-The weariness of being without these kaleidoscopic friends of theirs had
-already beset him. They were still in time to find the old level again.
-It would certainly be a freezing world without the Leightons. Everybody
-knew that one might get social advantages with the Dudgeons, but one had
-always a ripping time with the Leightons.
-
-Miss Meredith, on her part, began to wonder, now that Mr. Symington was
-warned and would keep Robin from feeling the desirability of the girl
-whom two men were after, whether Robin himself might be more gently
-weaned than by thus being borne away on an open rupture. Robin was in
-the position of a man who had been brought up by mother and sister.
-Practically, whatever he had touched all his life had remained his own,
-sacred and inviolate. It seemed that Mabel ought to have remained his
-own merely because he had once stretched out his hand in her direction.
-Then, he began to find that he reckoned with a family which had been
-taught unselfishness.
-
-Isobel, to do her justice, always imagined that Mabel from the reserve
-of her welcome on the occasion of her arrival, resented her presence at
-the White House. She noticed that of all the girls to welcome her, Mabel
-kept a constrained silence. This she immediately put down to a personal
-distaste of herself, and controlled her actions accordingly. From the
-first moment of greeting her aunt and uncle, and sitting down to table,
-she upheld a sweetness of character which was unassailable, and which
-put Mabel's distrait manner into rather wicked relief. Isobel's was a
-nature, formed and articulate, entirely independent of the feelings and
-sympathies of others, a nature which could thrive and blossom on any
-trouble and disappointment, so long as these were not her own. She had
-learned in the mixed teaching of her rather stranded life, that very
-little trouble or disappointment came in the way of those who could see
-what they wanted and grab with both hands accordingly. She determined to
-grab with both hands every benefit to be derived from being leader in
-the Leighton family. She had come there with the intention of being
-leader. Before the meal was over, she had gained the good opinion of all
-except Mabel, an intentional exclusion on her part. Mabel had received
-her without effusion. Here was rivalry. In the most methodical and
-determined manner, she began a long siege of those rights and privileges
-which Mabel, as head of the Leighton girls, had never had really
-questioned before. She supplied a link in their musical circle,
-incomplete before. She could sing. Her methods were purely technical
-and so highly controlled, that the rather soulful playing of the
-Leighton girls shrank a little into a background of their own making.
-Isobel's voice was like a clear photograph, developed to the last shred
-of minuteness. One heard her notes working with the precision of a
-musical box. The tiring nature of her accomplishments was never evident
-at a first performance. These only appeared to be ripplingly brilliant.
-She had the finished air and mechanical mannerisms of the operatic
-artist, and they became startlingly effective in a room where music only
-in its natural and most picturesque aspect had been indulged. Mr.
-Leighton endeavoured to reconcile himself to a person who was invariably
-at top notes, and Isobel deceived herself into thinking that she charmed
-him. She charmed the others however, and Jean especially was at her
-feet. It struck her that probably she would be able to get more of the
-fat of life out of Jean than out of any one. She noted that Jean
-ordered a good deal where others consulted or merely suggested. Ordering
-was more in her line.
-
-Of Mrs. Leighton she took no account whatever, except that she was
-invariably sweet in her presence.
-
-It dawned on no one that a very dangerous element had been introduced
-into the clear heaven of the wise rule of the White House.
-
-Mabel's mind at the start, it is true, was in a subconscious condition
-of warning. The particular kind of warning she could not recognize,
-but, long after, attached it to the attitude of Isobel. In a month or
-two, she found that while her family still remained outwardly at one
-with her, a subtle disrespect of any opinion of hers, a discontent at
-some of her mildest plans, seemed to invade the others. It came upon
-her that her ideas were very young and crude with Isobel there to give
-finer ones.
-
-Ah! that was it. Isobel was so much better equipped for deciding things
-than she was. It affected Mabel's playing when she imagined that her
-family found it at last not good enough. She never could play for
-Isobel. On the first night of arrival, Mabel was most concerned,
-however, on how she was to give certain news to her father and mother.
-Mr. Leighton had heard from Mr. Symington--only that he had been called
-away. Mabel took the news in public with a great shrinking Her heart
-cried out in rebellion, and instead of indulging that wild cry, she had
-to be interested in the arrival of Isobel. She caught Isobel's keen
-darkness of gaze on her, and shifted weakly under its influence to
-apparent unconcern and laughter.
-
-At the worst of it, when they were taking tea in the drawing-room after
-dinner, Robin and his sister came in. Miss Meredith's _coup_ was worth
-her fear and distrust in experimenting with it. Robin became genuinely
-interested in Isobel. This made him almost kind to Mabel.
-
-It concentrated all Mabel's wild rush of feelings to a triumph of pride.
-Where she would willingly have gone to her room and had it out with
-herself, she waited calmly in the drawing-room and heard Isobel's first
-song.
-
-Miss Meredith's heart glowed feebly. She had won her point. But
-Mabel's face heralded disaster.
-
-Elma too would not look at her.
-
-Elma trembled with the weight of what she would like to say to Sarah
-Meredith, and could not. Feebly she determined not to shake hands with
-her, then found herself as having done it.
-
-Mr. Leighton talked quite unconcernedly about the departure of Mr.
-Symington. "Can you tell me why he leaves us so suddenly?" he asked of
-Miss Meredith.
-
-She had always made a point of liking to be asked about Mr. Symington.
-This time she seemed afraid of the subject, certainly of Mr. Leighton's
-airy manner of handling it. Robin's face flushed hotly in an enraged
-sort of manner. Mabel's grew cold.
-
-With all their experience of each other, and their knowledge of what had
-been going on, none in the room knew the nature of the crisis at hand,
-except the actors in it, and Elma. But, by the intuition of a nature
-that scented disaster easily and wilfully, Isobel, without a word from
-one of them, saw some of these hearts laid bare.
-
-Miss Meredith, ill at ease, interested her immensely.
-
-Miss Meredith at last answered that she knew nothing of the reason why
-Mr. Symington had left so abruptly.
-
-Elma rose shaking in every limb.
-
-"That is not true," she said. Her voice, more that her words carried
-effect.
-
-She could go no further, she could only say, "That is not true."
-
-Mrs. Leighton looked very surprised, and then helplessly bewildered.
-Miss Meredith had a talent for seeing her chance. She saw it here. She
-turned in a rather foolish way, as though they intended some compliment.
-
-"Indeed," said she, "you all over-rate my influence with Mr. Symington.
-It is nothing to me whether he goes or stays."
-
-Mabel pulled Elma into a corner.
-
-"Oh shut up dear, for Heaven's sake shut up!" she whispered, and that
-incident was closed.
-
-But Isobel began to play with a loud triumphant accompaniment and sang
-in a manner which might have shown every one the thing which she thought
-she had just discovered.
-
-Instead, they all declared they had never heard such clear top notes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- The Thin Edge of the Wedge
-
-
-It seemed to Mabel that Isobel's proposals, kindly worded and prettily
-mentioned, were always impossible of acceptance. She did nothing but
-refuse these overtures to friendship for the next week or so. This was
-the more awkward since she was particularly anxious to make everything
-nice for Isobel. But the proposals and the overtures seemed continually
-to occur in connexion with the Merediths. It was a ridiculous thing of
-course that Isobel should be proposing anything in connexion with the
-Merediths.
-
-Jean had now found some one after her own heart, one who did not wait
-for invitations, but thought immediately on a plan for making one's self
-known to people. Isobel had already called on the Dudgeons. Her
-progress was a royal one, and Mabel hated herself for the way she alone,
-though often with the backing up of Elma's companionship, kept out of
-things. She ventured to tell Jean why Robin no longer was a friend of
-hers. Jean seemed then to think him all the more eligible for Isobel.
-This hurt more than one dared to believe. But Jean always had been for
-a direct way of dealing with people, sentiment not being in her nature
-at all. She considered it stupid of Mabel to bother about a man to whom
-she had not even been engaged.
-
-Mabel, rather morbidly clung to her pride after this, and refused Elma's
-repeated pleadings to tell her mother and father. If one's own sister
-called one a donkey, it wasn't much encouragement to go on to more
-criticism. Mabel would rather see Isobel married to Robin than say a
-word more on her own account. Elma worried about it as much as Mabel
-did, and nothing would induce her to go near the Merediths. Mr. and
-Mrs. Leighton noted the difference, but had to confess that changes of a
-sort must come. Above all, Mabel was very young, and they did not want
-to press anything serious upon her just then. Robin's behaviour
-remained so gentlemanly that no one could convict him of anything except
-a sudden partiality for Isobel.
-
-"They are all children of a sort," said Mr. Leighton, "and children
-settle their own differences best."
-
-Isobel felt the difficulty of the number of girls in the place. It
-appalled her to think of Elma's creeping up next, and making the string
-lengthen. She looked with positive disapproval on Elma with her hair
-up. In a forlorn way, Elma felt the great difference between her
-seventeenth birthday, and that glorious day when Mabel entered into her
-kingdom.
-
-Mabel was in trouble, Jean engrossed with her own affairs, and Isobel
-sweetly disdainful when Elma turned up her hair. She put it down again
-for three weeks, and nobody seemed to be the least pained at the
-difference.
-
-At every visit to Miss Grace, she wondered whether or not it would be
-quite loyal to tell her about Mabel. Miss Annie and she were, however,
-so uncomprehending about anything having gone wrong, so interested in
-the new cousin, that invariably Elma's confidences were checked by such
-a remark as, "How very sweet Isobel looked in that pink gown to-day,"
-and so on. Then one had to run on and be complimentary about Isobel. It
-seemed to Elma that her heart would break if Miss Grace, along with
-every one else, went over to Isobel.
-
-She was not to know that Adelaide Maud had been there before her.
-
-"I can't quite explain," said Adelaide Maud to Miss Grace one day, "I
-can't explain why I feel it, but this new cousin isn't on the same plane
-with the Leightons. There's something more--more developed, it's true,
-but there's also something missing."
-
-"Something that has to do with being a lady?" asked Miss Grace in her
-timid way.
-
-"Exactly. I know my London types, and this isn't one I should fasten on
-to admire, although she makes rather a dashing brilliant appearance in
-her present surroundings."
-
-"I'm a little concerned about that," said Miss Grace.
-
-In spite of her uniform courtesy where Isobel was concerned she had
-quite a talk with Adelaide Maud regarding her.
-
-"I should fancy it's this," said Miss Grace finally, "that while she
-stays with the Leightons she has all the more income on which to look
-beautiful. I can't help seeing an ulterior motive, you observe. I
-sometimes wonder, however, what she will do to my little girls before
-she is done with them."
-
-The first thing Isobel did was to inflame Jean with a desire to sing.
-There was no use trying to inflame Mabel about anything. After Jean had
-discovered that she might have a voice there was nothing for it but that
-she should go to London. She begged and implored her father and mother
-to let her go to London. She was the only member of the family who had
-ever had the pluck to suggest such a thing. They had a familiar disease
-of home-sickness which prevented any daring in such a direction. Mabel
-had twice come home a wreck before she was expected home at all, and
-invariably vowing never to leave again.
-
-And now Jean, the valiant, asked to be allowed to go alone to London in
-order to study.
-
-"It's Isobel who has done it," wailed Betty. "She's so equipped. We
-seem such duffers. And it will be the first break."
-
-Mr. Leighton groaned.
-
-"Why can't you be happy at home," he asked Jean.
-
-"Oh, it will be so lovely to come back," said Jean, "with it all--what
-to do and how to do it--at one's fingers' ends."
-
-"You don't keep your voice at your fingers' ends, do you?" asked Mrs.
-Leighton.
-
-It seemed superb nonsense to her that Jean should not take lessons at
-home. Isobel marvelled to find that the real difficulty in the way of
-Jean's getting was this mild obstinacy of Mrs. Leighton's.
-
-"I can tell Jean of such a nice place to live--with girls," said Isobel.
-"And I know the master she ought to have."
-
-"And we can't all vegetate here for ever," said poor Jean.
-
-Nothing ever cost Mr. Leighton the wrench that this cost him, but he
-prepared to let Jean go.
-
-Mabel and Elma would rather anything than that had happened just then.
-It had the effect of making Isobel more particular in being with Mabel
-rather than with Jean. Had she sounded the fact that with all Jean's
-protestations, Mabel was the much desired--that people were more keen on
-having the Leighton's when Mabel was of the party! Elma began to
-speculate on this until she was ashamed of herself.
-
-They played up for Jean at this juncture as though she were going away
-for ever. One would have thought there was nothing to be had in London
-from the manner in which they provided for her. Even Lance appeared
-with a kettle and spirit lamp for making tea.
-
-"You meet in each other's rooms and talk politics and mend your
-stockings," said he, "and you take turns to make tea. I know all about
-it."
-
-Maud Hartley gave her a traveller's pincushion, and May Turberville a
-neat hold-all for jewellery.
-
-Jean stuck in her two brooches, one bangle, a pendant and a finger ring.
-
-Then she sighed in a longing manner.
-
-"If I use your case, I shall have no jewellery to wear," she said to
-May.
-
-At that moment a package was handed to her. It was small, and of the
-exciting nature of the package that is first sealed, and then discloses
-a white box with a rubber strap round it.
-
-"Oh, and it's from Bulstrode's," cried Jean in great excitement. "The
-loveliest place in town," she explained to Isobel. "What can it be?"
-
-It was a charming little watch on a brooch clasp, and it was accompanied
-by a card, "With love to dear Jean, to keep time for her when she is far
-away. From Miss Annie and Miss Grace."
-
-"Well," said Jean, with her eyes filling, "aren't they ducks! And I've
-so often laughed at Miss Grace."
-
-"They are just like fairy godmothers," said Elma. "Jean! It's lovely."
-
-She turned and turned the "little love" in her hand.
-
-Where so many were being kind to Jean, it appeared necessary to Aunt
-Katharine that she also must make her little gift. She gave Jean a
-linen bag for her boots, with "My boots and shoes" sewn in red across
-it.
-
-"I don't approve of your trip at all," she said to Jean, "but then I
-never do approve of what your mother lets you do. In my young days we
-were making jam at your age, and learning how to cure hams. The stores
-are upsetting everything."
-
-"I want to sing," said Jean, "and your bag is lovely, Aunt Kathie.
-Didn't you want very badly to learn the right way to sing when you were
-my age?"
-
-Aunt Katharine sang one Scotch song about Prince Charlie, and it was
-worth hearing for the accompaniment alone, if not for the wonderful
-energy with which Aunt Katharine declaimed the words. Dr. Merryweather,
-in an abstracted moment, once thanked her for her recitation, and this
-had had the unfortunate result of preventing her from performing so
-often as she used to.
-
-"No, my dear," she said in answer to Jean's remark, "I had no desire to
-find out how they sang at one end of the country, when my friends
-considered that I performed so well at the other end. The best masters
-of singing are not all removed from one's home. Nature and talent may
-do wonders."
-
-Then she sighed heavily.
-
-"The claims of home ought to come first in any case. Your mother and
-father have given you a comfortable one. It is your duty to stay in
-it."
-
-"Well, papa has inflamed us with a desire to excel in music. It isn't
-our fault," said Jean. "And one can't get short cuts to technique in
-Ridgetown."
-
-"I quite see that your father places many things first which ought to
-come last," said Aunt Katharine dismally. "Oh, I beg your pardon," she
-exclaimed, for four girls, even including Jean with her boot bag, had
-risen at her, "I forgot that I am not allowed free expression in regard
-to my own brother-in-law."
-
-Aunt Katharine could always be expected to give in at this point, but up
-to it, one was anxious.
-
-Cuthbert came down to bid farewell to Jean.
-
-"You are a queer old thing," he said to her. "Living in rooms is a
-mucky business, you know."
-
-"Oh, I shall be with twenty other girls," said Jean; "a kind of club,
-you know. Isobel says it's lovely. And then we get so _stuck_ here!"
-
-Cuthbert admitted that it wasn't the thing for them all to be cooped up
-in Ridgetown.
-
-"Couldn't stand it myself, without work," said he. "And then, it's
-ripping, of course."
-
-It was lovely to have Cuthbert back, and he made a new acquaintance in
-Isobel. She had been a queer little half-grown thing when he had last
-seen her.
-
-In an indefinite way he did not approve of her, but finding her on terms
-of such intimacy with every one, he only gave signs of pleasure at
-meeting her.
-
-Elma was in dismay because there were heaps and heaps of things for
-which she wanted Cuthbert, and he only stayed two days. An idea that he
-could put a number of crooked things straight, if he remained, made her
-plead with him to come again.
-
-Cuthbert promised in an abstracted manner.
-
-"Give me one more year, Elma, and then you may have to kick me out of
-Ridgetown," he said. "Who knows? At least, I shall make such a try for
-it, that you may have to kick me out."
-
-Everybody nice seemed to be leaving, and Adelaide Maud was away.
-
-It was rather trying to Elma that Isobel should about this period insist
-on visiting at Miss Annie's. Isobel seemed to be with them on every
-occasion, from the moment that Jean arranged to go to London.
-
-Jean got everything ready to start. With Isobel's help she engaged her
-room from particulars sent to her. It was the tiniest in a large house
-of small rooms, but Jean, rather horrified at a detached sum of money
-being singled out by her father from the family funds, was determined to
-make that sum as small as possible. Mr. Leighton saw these preparations
-being made and was helpful but dismal about them. Mrs. Leighton
-presented her with a travelling trunk which would cover up and be made a
-window-seat, no doubt, in that room where the tea parties were to occur.
-Everything was ready the night before her departure, and exactly at
-7.15, when the second dressing bell rang for dinner, as Betty explained
-afterwards, Jean broke down.
-
-This was an extraordinary exhibition to Isobel, who had travelled, and
-packed, and always moved to a new place with avidity. She said now that
-she would give anything she was worth at that moment to be flying off to
-London like Jean.
-
-"Oh," said Jean, "it's like a knife that has cut to-day away from
-to-morrow, and all of you from that crowd I'm going to. Do you know,"
-she said, as though it were quite an interesting thing for them to hear
-about, "I feel quite queer--and sick. Do you think that perhaps there
-is something wrong with me?" She even mentioned appendicitis as a
-possible ailment.
-
-"You are getting home-sick," said Mabel, who knew the signs.
-
-Jean was much annoyed.
-
-"You don't understand," she said. "I'm not silly in that way. I don't
-feel as though I could shed a tear at going away. I'm just over-joyed
-at the prospect. But I'm so wobbly in other ways. I'm really terrified
-that I'm going to be ill."
-
-Poor Jean ate no dinner. Jean didn't sleep. Jean perambulated the
-corridors, and thought of the night when Cuthbert got hurt. She wished
-that she were enough of a baby to go and knock at her mother's door, as
-they had done then, and get her to come and comfort her. She hoped her
-father wasn't vexed that she had asked to go, and hadn't minded leaving
-him. Then she remembered how she intended coming home--a full-blown
-prima donna sort of person--one of whom he should really be proud. This
-ought to have set her up for the night, but the thought of it failed in
-its usual exhilarating effect.
-
-The sick feeling returned, with innumerable horrors of imaginary pain,
-and a real headache.
-
-Jean saw the dawn come in and sincerely prayed that already she had not
-appendicitis.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- A Reprieve
-
-
-The first two letters from Jean were so long, that one imagined she must
-have sat up most of the night to get them off.
-
-"I don't mind telling you that I felt very miserable when I got to my
-rooms," she said among other things. "I drove here all right, and the
-door was opened by a servant who didn't seem to know who I was. Then
-she produced a secretary who looked at me very closely as though to see
-whether I was respectable or not. She took me up to my room, and it's
-like a little state-room, without the fun of a bunk. There's one little
-slippy window which looks out on the gardens, and across the gardens
-there are high houses, with occasionally people at the windows. One
-girl with a pink bow in her hair sits at a window all day long.
-Sometimes she leans out with her elbows on the sill, and looks down, and
-then she draws them in again and sits looking straight over at me.
-She's quite pretty. But what a life! It must be dreadful only having
-one room and nothing to do in it. My piano hasn't come, and until it
-arrives, it's like being the girl with the pink bow. At home it's
-different, we can always pull flowers, or fix our blouses or do
-something of that sort. The girls here don't seem to mind whether one
-is alive or dead. I think they are cross at new arrivals. I sat last
-night at dinner at a little table all by myself, on a slippery linoleum
-floor, and thought it horrid. Then it would have been fun to go to the
-drawing-room ('to play to papa,' how nice that sounds), but the girls
-melted off by themselves. I looked into the drawing-room and thought it
-awful, so I ran up to my room and stayed there. The girl with the pink
-bow was at her window again, and I really could have slain her, I don't
-know why."
-
-Then "I'm to have my first lesson to-morrow. I'm so glad. Because I
-can't practise, even although my piano has come. A girl who writes made
-the others stop playing last night in the drawing-room because it gave
-her a headache. It makes me think that no one will want to hear me
-sing. I suppose they think I'm very countrified.
-
-"I think the real reason why I can't practise is because I'm not very
-well. London food doesn't seem so nice as ours, and I still have that
-funny feeling that I had when I started. I suppose you are all having
-jolly times. You would know that girls lived in this house. It's all
-wicker furniture, and little green curtains, and vases of flowers. I've
-only gone out to see about my lesson, except to the post and quite near
-here. I don't like going out much yet. Isobel's directions were a
-great help."
-
-This letter stopped rather abruptly. So much so that Mr. Leighton was
-far from happy about Jean. He bothered unceasingly as to whether he
-should have allowed her to go. Mrs. Leighton enlarged his anxiety by
-her own fears. Jean's growing so much faster and taller than any one
-else had been a point in her favour with her mother a few years before,
-and Mrs. Leighton had never got over the certainty that Jean must be
-delicate in consequence.
-
-"I hope she won't have appendicitis," said she mournfully.
-
-"Oh, mummy," said Mabel, "Jean is only home-sick."
-
-Jean wrote another desponding letter.
-
-"Home-sick or not home-sick, if Jean is ill, she has got to be nursed,"
-said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Jean has never been ill in her life," Mabel pointed out. "She hasn't
-even felt very home-sick. It will pass off, mummy dear."
-
-But it didn't.
-
-Jean sat, in dismal solitude, in the room looking over to the girl with
-the pink bow, and she thought she should die. She did not like the
-words of encouragement which came from home. Every one was trying to
-"buck her up" as though she were a kid. No one seemed to understand
-that she was ill.
-
-At the fifth day of taking no food to speak of and not sleeping
-properly, and with the most lamentable distaste of everything and every
-one around possessing her, she detected at last an acute little pain
-which she thought must be appendicitis.
-
-She went out, wired home "I am in bed," and came back to get into it.
-
-Once the girls in the house heard that she was ill, they crowded into
-her room with the kindest expressions of help and sympathy. They
-brought her flowers and fruit, and one provided her with books. Then
-they came in, as Lance had promised, and made tea for her. Jean took
-the tea and a good many slices of bread and butter, and felt some of the
-weight lifted. It might not be appendicitis after all.
-
-And she never dreamed of the havoc which her telegram might create.
-Towards the evening, she got one of her effusive visitors to send off
-another telegram. "Feeling better," this one declared.
-
-She did not know that just before this point, Mr. Leighton had
-determined to fetch her home from London. The whole household was in
-despair. Mrs. Leighton wanted to start with him in the morning. Mr.
-Leighton was not only anxious, he was in a passion with himself for ever
-having let Jean go.
-
-"Madness," he said, "madness. I cannot stand this any longer."
-
-Isobel hated to see people display feeling, and this excitement about a
-girl with a headache annoyed her infinitely. She was invited out to
-dinner with Mabel, and Mabel would not go.
-
-"Papa is in such a state," Mabel said, "I could not possibly go out and
-leave him like this. Let us telephone that we cannot come."
-
-Isobel checked the protest that rose to her calm lips. She was ready in
-a filmy black chiffon gown, and her clear complexion looked startlingly
-radiant in that framing. She had quite determined to go to the dinner
-party.
-
-"Let me telephone for you, Mabel," she said with rather a nice concern
-in her voice. "Then it won't take you away from your father."
-
-Mabel abstractedly thanked her.
-
-"Say Jean is ill please, and that papa is in fits about her. The
-Gardiners will understand."
-
-Isobel telephoned.
-
-She came back to Mabel with her skirts trailing in little flaunting
-waves of delicate black.
-
-"They beg me to come. It's so disorganizing for a dinner party. What
-shall I do?" she asked in an interrogative manner.
-
-Mrs. Leighton said, "Oh, do go, Isobel," politely. "Why should anybody
-stay at home just because we were so foolish as to let Jean go off to
-London alone?"
-
-"Oh, well," said Isobel lightly, "when you put it like that, I must."
-
-She went to telephone her decision.
-
-It was nearly four weeks afterwards when, in quite an unexpected manner,
-Betty discovered that she never telephoned that second time at all.
-Isobel had arranged her going from the start, adequately.
-
-Mabel was left alone with the anxious parents when Jean's second
-telegram came in. It opened Mabel's eyes to the fact that perhaps for
-once Jean was really homesick. It was so much like the way she herself
-would have liked to have acted on some occasions and dared not. Jean
-had never been ill or been affected by nerves before, and had therefore
-no confidence in recoveries. No doubt her interest in the new experience
-had made her imagination run away with her. She disliked London and
-wanted to get out of it--that was clear enough. But after just six days
-of it--with everybody laughing at her giving in! The thing was not to
-be thought of.
-
-It seemed to Mabel that her own difficult experiences lately, all the
-hard things she had had to bear, culminated in this sudden act of duty
-which lay before her. She must clear out--go to Jean and help her
-through.
-
-"Oh, papa," she said, "please let me go."
-
-Mr. Leighton jumped as though she had exploded a bomb.
-
-"What, another," asked he; "isn't one enough! No, indeed! I've had
-quite enough of the independence of girls by this time. There's to be
-no more of it. Jean is coming home, and you will all stay at home--for
-ever."
-
-He never spoke with more decision. Mrs. Leighton had reached the point
-where she could only stare.
-
-Mabel sat down to her task of convincing them. She looked very
-dainty--almost fragile in the delicate gown of the particular colour of
-heliotrope which she had at last dared to assume. A slight pallor which
-Mrs. Leighton had noticed once or twice of late in Mabel had erased the
-bright colour which was usual with her. She spoke with a certain kind of
-maturity which her mother found a little pathetic.
-
-"You see, papa, it's like this. If you go to Jean now, in all
-probability whenever she sees you she will be as right as the mail, just
-as the rest of us are when we've been home-sick. Then she will be
-awfully disgusted that she made so much of it when she finds out what it
-is, and it won't be coming home like a triumphant prima donna for her to
-come now, will it? She will fall awfully flat, don't you think? And
-Cuthbert and Lance and you, papa, will go on saying that girls are no
-good for anything. You will take all the spirit out of us at last."
-
-"She mustn't go on being ill in London," said Mrs. Leighton. "We can't
-stand the anxiety."
-
-"Let me go up for a week or two, and see her started," pleaded Mabel.
-"I've been there, you know, and know a little about it, and she would
-have time to feel at home. If I find her really ill, I could send for
-you. Jean wouldn't feel an idiot about it if I went up just to see her
-started."
-
-Then Mabel fired her last shot.
-
-"It would be good for me, mummy. I've been so stuck lately. Won't you
-let me go?"
-
-Something in Mabel's voice touched her mother very much.
-
-"Won't Robin miss you?" she asked in a teasing, but anxious way. "You
-don't tell us, Mabel, whether you want Robin to miss you or not. And
-that's one of the main things, isn't it?"
-
-Mabel started, and her eyes grew wide with a fear of what they might say
-next.
-
-"It's all right, Mabs! Don't you worry if you don't want to talk about
-it," said her father cheerily. There was a reserve in all of them
-except Jean which kept them from expressing easily what they were not
-always willing to hide.
-
-"Oh," said Mabel, "I think I did want to, but n-never could. I don't
-think I want to be c-coupled with Robin any more. It was fun when I was
-rather s-silly and young, but it's different now."
-
-She looked at her father quite sedately and quietly.
-
-"I think Robin thinks a good deal more of Isobel and I'm glad," she said
-quite determinedly. "The fact is, I was sure I would be glad if
-something like that happened. I was sure before Isobel came."
-
-Mr. Leighton patted her shoulder.
-
-"Thank you, my dear, for telling us. You're just to do as you like
-about these things. Difficult to talk about, aren't they? Remember, I
-don't think much of Robin now, or that sister of his. They could have
-arranged it better, I think. Never mind. I shall be glad to have you
-find worthier friends." He patted her shoulder again, and looked over
-at Mrs. Leighton. She was surreptitiously wiping her eyes. Mabel sat
-strong and straight and rather radiant as though a weight were lifted.
-
-"I don't think," said Mr. Leighton to his wife in a clear voice, "I
-don't think that either you or I would be of greater service to Jean
-than Mabel could be! Now, do you, my dear, seriously, do you?" He kept
-an eye on her to claim the answer for which he hoped.
-
-"I don't think so, John," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Then could you get ready for the 8.50 to-morrow morning?" asked Mr.
-Leighton of Mabel.
-
-Mabel hugged him radiantly for answer.
-
-"I don't know how I can live without two of you, even for a week," he
-said. "But then, I won't be selfish. Make the most of it and a success
-of it, and I shall always be glad afterwards that you went."
-
-It was no joke to have to prepare in one evening for a visit to London.
-Elma's heart stopped beating when she heard of the arrangement.
-
-"Oh, Mabs, and I shall be left with that--bounder!"
-
-The word was out.
-
-Never had Elma felt so horrified. Years she had spent in listening to
-refinements in language, only to come to this. Of her own cousin too!
-
-"Oh, Mabs, it's shameful of me. And it will be so jolly for Jean. And
-you too! Oh, Mabs, shall I ever go to London, do you think?"
-
-"You go and ask that duck of a father of ours--now--at present--this
-instant, and he will promise you anything in the world. No, don't,
-dear. On second thoughts he needs every bit of you here. Elma! Play
-up now. Play up like the little brick you are. You and Betty play up,
-and I'll bless you for ever. Don't you know I'm skipping all that
-racketing crowd. I'm skipping Robin. I'm skipping Sarah! Think of
-skipping the delectable Sarah!" She shook her fist in the direction of
-the Merediths' house. "And what is more, dear Elma, I am skipping
-Isobel."
-
-She said that in a whisper.
-
-They had all the feeling that Isobel was a presence, not always a mere
-physical reality.
-
-Elma had not seen Mabel in such a joyous mood for weeks.
-
-"And it's also because I feel I can soon square up Jean, and make her
-fit," said Mabel; "so that I'm of some use, you see, in going. I'm
-quite sure Jean is only home-sick after all."
-
-She trilled and sang as she packed.
-
-"Won't you be home-sick yourself, Mabel?" asked Elma anxiously.
-
-"I have to get over that sooner or later. I shall begin now," said
-Mabel.
-
-"Won't it be beastly in that girls' club?" wailed Betty.
-
-"Oh, I'm sure it will," quivered Mabel. She sank in a heap on the
-floor.
-
-"Whatever possessed Jean to go off on that wild chase, I can't think,"
-cried Betty.
-
-"I know," said Elma.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Isobel."
-
-The gate clicked outside and there were voices. Betty crept to the
-window-sill and looked over. Mabel and Elma stood silent in the room.
-Crunching footsteps and then Isobel's voice, then Robin's, then
-"Good-night."
-
-Mabel, with a smothered little laugh, flung a blouse into her trunk.
-
-"Isn't it ripping, I'm going to London," said she.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- "Love of our Lives"
-
-
-Elma in the privacy of her best confidences had called Isobel a bounder.
-The iniquity, viewed even only in the light of a discourtesy, alarmed
-her, and made her more than anything "buck up" to being "nice" to her
-cousin.
-
-Isobel had been quite taken aback by the news of Mabel's departure. She
-had bargained for almost anything rather than that. Jean had
-continually rubbed it in that Mabel was no use for going anywhere away
-from home. And now she was being sent to succour Jean. Isobel had gone
-out with the news for everybody that Mr. and Mrs. Leighton would be
-leaving in the morning. She had even made some plans. Now, what she
-looked upon as the tutelage of Mr. and Mrs. Leighton remained, and
-Mabel, whom she already regarded as the most useful companion where her
-own interests were concerned, was going off to London.
-
-She could not avoid looking very black about it. To be left there with
-two children, Elma and Betty, chained hand and foot to that
-kindergarten! One could hardly believe that so dark a cloud could sit
-on so clearly calm, so immobile a countenance. Mabel detected the
-storm, and it had the effect of making her the more relieved and willing
-to be off.
-
-She had many thoughts for Elma.
-
-"Don't be hustled out of your rights, dear," she whispered. "Remember,
-you are the head."
-
-Elma had to remember almost every hour of the day. The rule of Isobel
-was subtle, and it was most exceedingly sure. She did not take the
-pains to hide her methods from Elma and Betty, as she had done from
-Mabel and Jean. She openly used the telephone, not always with the door
-shut. It brought her plenty of engagements. When a dull day offered
-itself, Isobel invariably was called up by telephone to go out. She
-never dreamed of inviting Elma. Mrs. Leighton she looked after in a
-protecting way which was very nice and consoling to that lady stranded
-of her Jean. Many plans were made for Mrs. Leighton's sake, which Elma
-considered must have often surprised her. It did not seem necessary
-that Mrs. Leighton should attend tea at the golf club for instance, but
-Isobel insisted on seeing her go there. Everybody congratulated the
-Leightons on having such a charming girl to keep them company while
-Mabel and Jean were away. Isobel had certainly found a vocation.
-
-She came in to Mrs. Leighton and Elma in the drawing-room one day in her
-prettiest tweeds with rather fine furs at her throat.
-
-"Hetty Dudgeon has just rung me up, asking me to go to see her this
-afternoon," she said calmly. "I don't suppose you care for the walk,"
-she asked Mrs. Leighton.
-
-Mrs. Leighton roused herself from the mental somnolence of some weeks.
-
-"Miss Hetty! Why, I was speaking to her half an hour ago. She wanted
-to send an introduction to Jean. She--she, why, it's very strange that
-she didn't tell me she wanted you to come. And you've dressed since.
-In fact, she said----"
-
-Mrs. Leighton got no further.
-
-"She must have changed her mind," said Isobel in a careless manner.
-"Well, good-bye, everybody, I'm off."
-
-Mrs. Leighton sat a little speechless for the moment.
-
-"I don't think I quite like that of Isobel," she said. "Miss Hetty did
-not want any one this afternoon. She told me why--she's so frank.
-Vincent is coming."
-
-Elma sat debating in her mind, should she tell her mother or should she
-not. It was hardly right that Isobel should drag in the telephone,
-anything, under her mother's unsuspecting eyes, for her own ends. It was
-wildly impertinent to her mother.
-
-"Mummy, Isobel knew that Vincent was going and she made up her mind to
-go too!"
-
-"Made up her mind!"
-
-"Yes--she almost half arranged it with Vincent at the golf club the
-other day."
-
-"Then--then what about telephoning!"
-
-"She never telephoned at all," said Elma.
-
-Mrs. Leighton would willingly have had that unsaid.
-
-"It is dreadful to think that any one would take the trouble to do such
-a thing for the sake of going to the Dudgeons," she said. "Are you sure
-you are not mistaken?"
-
-"Oh, Miss Meredith is happy for a week if she can squeeze in an excuse
-for going to the Dudgeons," replied Elma. "The Dudgeons are such 'high
-steppers,' you know."
-
-"I don't like it," said Mrs. Leighton, "I really don't. None of you were
-brought up to go your own way like that, and I don't admire it in other
-people."
-
-"Isobel believes in grabbing for everything one wants with both hands.
-She doesn't mean to do anything wicked. She simply means to be on the
-spot," said Elma.
-
-"But what about loyalty, and friendship, and--and honour?" said poor
-Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Oh, when you are grabbing with both hands for other things you haven't
-time for these."
-
-"My precious child! What in the wide world are you saying!" Mrs.
-Leighton was quite horrified.
-
-"Nothing that I mean, or believe in, mummy. Only what Isobel believes
-in. She thinks we are fools to bother about loyalty and that kind of
-thing. She hasn't had any one, I think, who cared whether she was
-honourable or not. And it must be distracting to know that all the time
-she can be perfectly beautiful. It must make you think that everything
-ought to come to you, no matter how."
-
-Elma was really scourging herself now for that iniquity of "the
-bounder."
-
-"Why didn't you tell me before?" said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Oh, mummy, I'm almost sorry I told you now. Except that it lifts the
-most awful weight from my mind. I've been so afraid that while Isobel
-went on being so sweet and graceful that we should all get bad-tempered
-if you believed in her very much. She countermands my orders to the
-servants often and often, and they never think of disobeying her.
-That's one thing I want to ask you about. If I insist on their obeying
-me, will you back me up? I simply crinkle before Isobel, I hate so to
-appear to be against her in any way. But Mabel told me I'm to play up as
-head of the house, and I'm not doing it while Isobel upsets any order of
-mine with a turn of her little finger. It's awfully weak of me, but
-I've always said I was made to be bullied, I do so hate having rows with
-people."
-
-The murder was out then.
-
-Mabel had been gone four weeks, and the housekeeping which had gradually
-drifted into her hands was now of course in the command of Elma, or
-ought to be. Mrs. Leighton saw at last where Isobel had been getting
-hold of the reins of government.
-
-"You must not be jealous of Isobel's attractions," she said. "And you
-know, Elma, any little squabble with your cousin would be a rather
-dreadful thing."
-
-"Awful," said Elma.
-
-"Your father would never forgive us."
-
-"He would understand, though," said Elma. There was always such a
-magnificence of justice about her father.
-
-"He is feeling being without the girls so much," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"Yes," said Elma. "But, oh! mother, he is so pleased now that they are
-getting on. And isn't it magnificent of Mabel! That's what makes me
-think I must play up here. Miss Grace says it's very weak to give in on
-a matter of principle. She says that whether I'm wrong or right, the
-servants ought to obey me."
-
-Mrs. Leighton debated for a long time.
-
-"I quite see your difficulty," she said. "But above all things, we must
-never let Isobel think she hasn't her first home with us. You
-understand that, don't you?"
-
-"Yes, mummy," said Elma. "If only you will back me upon the servant
-question once. Then I don't believe we shall have any more trouble with
-Isobel. I don't mind about whom she telephones to or whom she doesn't,
-but I do mind about the housekeeping. She thinks I'm such a kid, you
-know. And I mustn't for the credit of the family remain a kid all my
-days."
-
-There was a far stronger motive to account for Elma's determination than
-any mere slight to herself. It was that Isobel had known about Robin
-and yet appropriated him as though he were a person whom one might make
-much of. The treatment of Mabel turned her from a child into a woman
-blazing for justice.
-
-As they sat down to dinner that night, she noticed that her own little
-scheme for table decoration had been changed. At dessert she asked,
-with her knees trembling in the old manner, "Who changed my table
-centre?"
-
-Nobody answered till Isobel, finding the silence holding conspicuously,
-said in a careless way, "Oh, I found Bertha putting down that green
-thing." Elma flushed dismally. (If she could only keep pale.)
-
-She simulated a careless tone, however.
-
-"Oh, Isobel," she said, "I wish you wouldn't. When I give directions to
-the servants, it's very difficult for me if some one else gives them
-others." It was lame, but it was there, the information that she was in
-control.
-
-"Very distracting for the servants, too," said Mrs. Leighton calmly, and
-ratified Elma's venture with her approval.
-
-She ate a grape with extreme care.
-
-Isobel did not answer. She froze in her pink gown however, and a storm
-gathered kindling to black anger in her eyes.
-
-She looked Elma over, her whole bearing carrying a threat. It was a
-pose which generally produced some effect.
-
-But Elma was fighting for something more than her own paltry little
-authority. She was bucking up "for Mabel's sake."
-
-She pretended to treat it as a joke now that Isobel "knew."
-
-"So after this I'm in undisputed authority," she exclaimed, and wondered
-at herself for her miraculous calmness. "And if you, Betty, endeavour
-to get more salt in the soup or try on any other of your favourite
-dodges, I shall--"--she also ate a grape quite serenely--"I shall half
-kill you."
-
-"Oh, Betty," she said afterwards, "I feel as though I had gone in for a
-bathe in mid-winter. Did you see her eye!"
-
-"I did," said Betty. "So did papa. You'll find it will be easier for
-us now. How calm you were! I should have fainted."
-
-"My knees were knocking like castanets," said Elma. "If I had had them
-japanned, you would have heard quite a row. But it's very stimulating."
-It occurred to her that now she could write in a self-respecting manner
-to Mabel.
-
-Isobel after this entirely blocked off Elma from any of her excursions.
-Even the visits to Miss Grace were over so far as Isobel was concerned,
-and Elma once more had that dear lady to herself.
-
-She would not tell Miss Grace how it had happened that her cousin no
-longer accompanied her. Occasionally, however, Isobel stepped in
-herself and found her former audience in Miss Annie.
-
-None of it affected Elma as it might have done. Isobel hardly spoke to
-her, certainly never when they were alone. It alarmed Elma how she
-could light up when anybody was present, any one who counted, and be
-quite companionable to Elma.
-
-This all faded before the success of Mabel and Jean, who were now
-writing in the best of spirits.
-
-And oh! "Love of our lives," Adelaide Maud, who was now in London, had
-called on them. It opened up a fairyland to both, for she took them to
-her uncle's house, and fêted them generally. Good old Adelaide Maud.
-
-There was no one like her for bringing relief to the rich, and helping
-the moderately poor.
-
-So Elma described her.
-
-It seemed odd that it should be difficult to know Adelaide Maud except
-in an emergency. Elma, on the advice of Miss Grace, merely had to send
-her one little note when in London, with Mabel's address, and Adelaide
-Maud had called.
-
-There were great consolations to the life she now led with Isobel.
-Cuthbert vowed he would come down to Elma's first dance. How different
-it was to what she had anticipated! She would go with Isobel and Isobel
-would be sweetly magnificent, and Elma would feel like a babe of ten.
-She longed to refuse all invitations until Mabel came home. Then the
-unrighteousness of this aloofness from Isobel beset her, and they
-accepted an invitation jointly.
-
-Isobel ordered a dream of a dress from London. Elma was in white. Mabel
-and Jean sent her white roses for her hair, the daintiest things.
-Cuthbert played up, and George Maclean found her plenty of partners.
-Isobel was quite kind. Mr. Leighton had looked sadly on Elma on seeing
-her off.
-
-"Another bird spreading its wings," said he.
-
-She looked very small and delicately dainty. Whereas Isobel, "Isobel
-was like a double begonia in full bloom," said Betty.
-
-The begonia bloomed till a late hour effulgently.
-
-Elma simply longed all the time for Mabel and Jean, and oh! "Love of our
-Lives," Adelaide Maud.
-
-It was Lance who christened her "Love of our Lives."
-
-"What's that idiot going on about," asked Cuthbert, as he swung Elma off
-on the double hop of a polka.
-
-"He is talking about Adelaide Maud. I'm so dull because she isn't
-here."
-
-"You are?" asked Cuthbert.
-
-There was a curious inflection on the "you" as though he had said, "You
-also?"
-
-"Yes," said Elma, "though it's so often 'so near and yet so far' with
-Adelaide Maud, she is really my greatest friend."
-
-Cuthbert seemed impressed.
-
-"She doesn't need to make so much of the 'so far' pose," he said
-gruffly.
-
-"Oh yes, she does," replied Elma. "It's her mother. She withers poor
-Adelaide Maud to a stick. It's a wonder she's such a duck. Adelaide
-Maud, I mean. Cuthbert, when are you coming home for a long visit?" she
-asked.
-
-"Next summer. I shall tell you a great secret. I think I am to get a
-lectureship, quite a good thing. Can you keep it from the pater until
-I'm sure?"
-
-"Rather," said Elma.
-
-"Then," he said, "if it isn't all roses here next summer, you'll only
-have one person to blame."
-
-"One?" asked Elma.
-
-Visions of Isobel cut everything from her mind.
-
-"Is it Isobel?" she asked mildly.
-
-"Isobel!" Cuthbert looked so disgusted that she could have kissed him.
-
-She saw Isobel at that moment. She was swaying round the room in the
-perfection of rhythm with no less an old loyalist than George Maclean.
-Ah, well--all their good friends might drift over there, but she still
-had Cuthbert. The joy of it lent wings to her little figure. It always
-had been and always remained difficult for her to adapt her small stride
-to men of Cuthbert's build. This night she suddenly acquired the
-strength and ease--the knowledge which really having him gave her, to
-make dancing with him become a facile affair.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert, this is ripping," she sighed at last. "If it isn't
-Isobel, who is it?" she asked him.
-
-"Why, Elma, you are a little donkey! Who could it be, but 'Love of our
-Lives,' Adelaide Maud?"
-
-He swung her far into the middle:--where the floor became as melted wax,
-and life opened out to Elma like a flower.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert dear, how ripping," said little Elma.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- Herr Slavska
-
-
-Mabel had discovered that a woman with a mission hasn't such a bad time
-of it. She set out on her journey to Jean without one of her usual
-misgivings. It was jolly to think that she might be able to be of some
-use in the world. The tediousness of a long journey of changes till she
-reached the main-line and thundered direct to London did not pall on her
-as it had done before. Throughout she thought, "I'm getting nearer to
-Jean, and I shall put her on her feet."
-
-She prepared to hate the girls' club, but to be quite uninfluenced by
-it. She would take Jean out, till neither of them cared what the club
-was like at all. She forgot Robin and Isobel and everything except one
-thing which she would never forget, and Jean.
-
-She drove up to the door of the club in the most energetic and
-independent mood she had ever experienced. She didn't care whether the
-secretary looked her up and down or not. She merely went straight to
-Jean's room. Jean didn't at all pretend that it was a downcome. She
-simply wept with delight at the sight of Mabel.
-
-"And I never shed a tear, not one, till you came," said she. "I'm so
-glad you came just when I began to get better."
-
-Mabel did not dare to tell her that she had only been home-sick.
-
-"If I tell her that, she will lie in bed to convince me that she is
-really ill," she thought.
-
-Girls' voices were heard screaming volubly.
-
-"What's that?" asked Mabel, thinking that some accident had occurred.
-
-"Oh nothing. They call out for each other from their different rooms.
-I thought it was a parrot house when I came, but I'm getting accustomed
-to it. They've been so decent, you can't think, Mabel. I never knew
-girls could be so comforting."
-
-"Poor Jean," said Mabel.
-
-"You'll stay, won't you," said Jean.
-
-"Of course I shall. Just imagine, papa wanted to come and take you
-home. It would have been so stale for you after you got there, with
-those little presents people gave you and all that kind of thing, if you
-had gone right back home again, wouldn't it?"
-
-"Imagine Aunt Katharine alone," said Jean solemnly.
-
-"So, if you possibly can, Jean, get up as soon as you feel able to
-crawl. So that I can say you are all right. Papa says I may stay for a
-week or two if you are."
-
-"Oh, Mabs, I wish you would stay right on!"
-
-"Where's my room?" asked Mabel. "What rickety furniture!"
-
-"The room is next door, isn't it nice? And the furniture's bought for
-girls. They think we like rickets."
-
-"Wickets," corrected Mabel. "You could use that chair at a match."
-
-"Oh, Mabs, how jolly it is to have you here to laugh at it. Mabs, I do
-feel better."
-
-Mabel saw her up in three-quarters of an hour.
-
-Jean had still to be treated seriously however.
-
-"You know, Mabs, I had the most dreadful feeling. I could quite
-understand how poor girls without friends go and drown themselves."
-
-"That's more like depression than appendicitis," Mabel ventured.
-
-"I hadn't been sleeping," explained Jean with dignity.
-
-Mabel thought of some sleepless nights.
-
-"The best cure is always to believe that it can't last," said she. "Do
-you remember papa's telling us how Carlyle comforted Mrs. Carlyle when
-she had toothache? He said it wouldn't be permanent."
-
-"What a brute," said Jean.
-
-"Well, it sent me to sleep once or twice when I remembered that," said
-Mabel. "But you never were ill like this before. You couldn't believe
-in getting well, could you?"
-
-"I was sure I was going to die," said Jean in a hushed voice.
-
-Mabel's heart had ached. Could she tell Jean of that ache and how she
-had been obliged to cover it up by making herself believe that it could
-not possibly be permanent.
-
-"Jean, do you know, I think it's so jolly being here, getting to know
-the best way of doing things, and all that sort of thing, I think I
-shall ask papa to let me stay longer. Do you think they would let me?"
-
-"Well, they let me--and then I didn't want to," said Jean.
-
-"And I didn't want to and now I do," said Mabel. "Let's try it for a
-week or two anyhow."
-
-A great depression had been lifted from her shoulders. She found herself
-in the midst of girls who had all something to do in the world. They
-got up in the morning and came tearing down to breakfast and made off to
-various definite occupations, as though they had nineteen parties in one
-day to attend. Some were studying, others "arrived" and working, only a
-few playing. Yet even the last had some excuse in the way of a
-problematical career in front of them. Here one saw where the desire to
-be something has quite as hygienic an effect on one, as the faculty of
-attainment. Mabel had not been three days in the house till she was as
-feverish as any to be getting on. Going with Jean for her first lesson
-finished her. Jean was still of the opinion that she was an invalid,
-and she certainly was overwrought and nervous. She would have backed
-out of her lesson, except that Mabel accompanied her.
-
-They found a magnificent man, well groomed and of fierce but courtly
-manners. He shook hands with the air of an arch-duke.
-
-"And which is the fortunate mademoiselle?" he asked. "Not that I prefer
-'fortunate' because that she happens to be about to be taught by myself,
-but she has a voice? Hn?" It was a sound that had only the effect of
-asking a question, but how efficiently!
-
-He glared at Mabel, who produced Jean, as it were, by a motion of the
-hand.
-
-"It is my sister who wants lessons," she said. This sounded like
-something out of a grammar book, and both girls saw the humour of it.
-But timidly, because Herr Slavska then invited them to sit, while he
-turned to the piano. He threw some music aside from the desk and
-cleared a place at the side for his elbow, as he sat down for a moment.
-
-"They do not all have voices! No. But som, they have the soll. You
-have the soll? Hn?"
-
-It did not seem necessary to inform Herr Slavska. He was walking up and
-down now, flinging out more sentences before they had time to answer the
-last.
-
-"For myself. I had the voice and I had the soll. That is why I ask 'and
-who is the mademoiselle who is so fortunate?' I am a voice, and look at
-me! I am a drudge to the great public. I gif lessons to stupids who do
-not love music. For what! For money to keep the stomach alive! Yes,
-that is it. And yet I say--which is the mademoiselle which is
-fortunate? For vit a voice and vit the soll, and vit the art which I
-shall gif her, what does it matter about the stupid public? or the
-stomach?"
-
-Herr Slavska waited for no answers.
-
-"For years I was wrong. I had no art. None. I sang to the stupids and
-they applauded. At last I make great discovery, I find the art. Now I
-sing to the few."
-
-Herr Slavska paused for a moment.
-
-"My sister has had no training at all, except as a pianist," said Mabel.
-
-"Hn? Then I haf her, a flower, a bud unplucked!"
-
-Herr Slavska grew excited.
-
-"No nasty finger mark, no petal fallen. Ah! it is luck, it is luck for
-mademoiselle. Come, mademoiselle."
-
-He struck a note.
-
-"Will you sing ze!"
-
-Jean sang "ze." She sang "zo." Then he ran her voice into the top and
-bottom registers.
-
-"You have the comprehension. It is the great matter," said Herr
-Slavska.
-
-Then he blazed at her.
-
-His "the," quite English when he remained polished and firm, degenerated
-into a "ze" at times such as these.
-
-"You haf not ze breath, none," said he, as though Jean had committed an
-outrage.
-
-Jean, however, had begun to glow with the ardour of future
-accomplishment.
-
-"That's what I came to learn," she said promptly.
-
-"Aha, she has charac*tere*."
-
-Herr Slavska was delighted, but Jean found this constant dissection of
-herself trying.
-
-Then the real work began. Herr Slavska breathed, made Jean breathe,
-hammered at her, expostulated, showed his own ribs rising and falling
-while his voice remained even, tender, beautiful.
-
-Mabel sat clasping her hands over one another.
-
-"Oh, Herr Slavska, what a beautiful voice you have," she burst out at
-last.
-
-He looked at her with the greatest surprise.
-
-"Ah! You are her sister? Hn? And you sit there listening to us?"
-
-He had forgotten her existence.
-
-"And you are not of the stupids, no! You say I haf a beautiful voice?
-Hn? It is ze art, mademoiselle, zat you hear now. Sixty-five, I am zat
-age! And I still fight for ze stomach wit my beautiful voice. But you
-are of ze few, is it not? I vil sing to you, mademoiselle, just once.
-Your sister goes. Ten minutes, mademoiselle--only ten minutes. Zen a
-rest. And every day to me for two weeks! Hn? Is it not so?"
-
-Then he cast up his arms in despair.
-
-"Helas! It is my accompaniste. He _is_ not!"
-
-Jean the direct stepped in.
-
-"Oh, Mabel will play," she said.
-
-Herr Slavska took one of his deepest breaths.
-
-"I say I shall sing to you--I Herr Slavska. Ant you say 'Mabel will
-play.' Hn? Mabel? Who is dis grand Mademoiselle Mabel?"
-
-The humour of it suddenly appeared to come upper-most, and Herr Slavska
-became wickedly, cunningly suave.
-
-"Ah yes, then if mademoiselle will," he said blandly.
-
-He produced music.
-
-Mabel was rooted with fear to the couch. Never in her life before had
-she been nervous.
-
-"Jean, how could you," whispered she.
-
-Oh, fortune and the best of luck! He turned to a song of Brahms'. How
-often had Mabel tried to drum that song into the willing but uncultured
-Robin! That Robin in his lame way should help her now seemed the
-funniest freak of fate. She played the first bars hopefully, joyfully.
-She _knew_ she couldn't do anything silly there.
-
-"But what!"
-
-Herr Slavska had caught her by the shoulders, and looked in her eyes.
-
-"Mademoiselle Mabel! From ze country! Mademoiselle plays like zat!
-Hn?"
-
-He bowed grandly.
-
-"My apologies, Mees Mademoiselle Mabel. We vill haf a rehearsal."
-
-He sang through part of his programme for a concert. Mabel energetically
-remarked afterwards to Jean that she had never really felt heavenly in
-her life before.
-
-"Oh, Jean," she said, "_Jean._"
-
-"What would you," said Herr Slavska. "You must also study a little Mees
-Mademoiselle Mabel. You have great talent. Ah, if you could study in
-ze Bohemian school, Mees Mademoiselle. Hav I not said for years to
-these stupids stupids public, there is no school like to that of Prague?
-Now all ze violinists tumble tumble over ze one another to Sevcik to go.
-See, it is ze fate. If you could go to Prague, mademoiselle. Prague
-would make a great artiste of you."
-
-Here was living, wonderful life for Mabel! If Herr Slavska thought so
-much of her, why should she not have lessons in London?
-
-Mr. Leighton never received such a letter as he had from her next day.
-If was full of thanks for his having made her play so much and go to
-concerts when she was young. "Now I really know the literature of
-music. It's the little slippy bits of technique that I'm not up in. I
-saw every one of them come out and hit me in the eye when I played for
-Herr Slavska. Do you think I could really stay and take lessons, dear
-papa? It would prime me for such a lot. I've often thought about
-Cuthbert for instance, that it must be so jolly for him to feel primed.
-And after knowing life here, I'd only be more contented at home. It
-isn't that one can't be bored in London. I think you can far far more
-than anywhere. If you saw that girl with the pink bow! She only
-dresses and dresses, one costume for the morning, another for the
-afternoon and so on. I suppose she has been taught to be a perfect
-lady. The girls in our house aren't the crowd that believe in being
-like men or anything of that sort. They want to get married if they
-meet a nice enough husband. But nobody wants to get left, and it's so
-nice to be primed for that. I've sometimes felt I might one day be
-'left,' and it's awful. I shouldn't mind so much if I had a profession.
-Jean is like a new girl. She's full of breathings and 'my method' and
-all that kind of thing. And she has to have an egg flip every morning
-at eleven if you please. I'm longing to have a master who orders me egg
-flip, but they don't do that for piano, do they?
-
-"Oh, please, papa, say you don't care for us for six months, and let us
-do you some credit at last. We were just little _potty_ players at
-Ridgetown...."
-
-Mr. Leighton took a mild attack of influenza on the strength of this,
-but he was infinitely pleased at the enthusiasm of Mabel. Mrs. Leighton
-got into the Aunt Katharine mood, where such "goings on" seemed
-iniquitous.
-
-"I don't see why you should pay so much money to keep them out of their
-own home," said she.
-
-By next post, she sent a hamper of cakes to the girls.
-
-Then came a letter from Mr. Leighton, which Mabel locked in a little
-morocco case along with some other treasures, "to keep for ever."
-
-"I am to stay, and I'm to have lessons from any Vollendollenvallejowski
-I like to name," she cried to Jean. The two rocked on a bamboo chair in
-happy abandonment till some explosive crackling sounds warned them that
-joy had its limits.
-
-Every girl in the house was invited into the tea "with cakes from home."
-
-"What a love of a father and a duck of a mother we've got," said the
-convalescent homesick Jean.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- The Shilling Seats
-
-
-Jean owed a great debt to Isobel for having told her of Slavska, and
-acknowledged it extravagantly in every letter. Now there was the
-difficulty of finding a piano teacher; but here Mabel explained to Jean
-as nearly as she could why she could not seek the advice of Isobel.
-Isobel, if they knew, already lamented that she had given away Slavska,
-it was such an opening to the girls for being independent of her
-experience. Herr Slavska would recommend no one in London.
-
-"They all play for the stupids," he declared. At last in a better mood,
-he remembered a certain "Monsieur, Monsieur--Green."
-
-Mabel laughed at the drop to a plain English name.
-
-"Ah no! Smile not," said Herr Slavska. "His mother, of the Latin race,
-and his father, mark you, a Kelt! What wonder of a result! I will
-introduce you to the Sir, Herr, Monsieur Green. He is young, but of
-Leschetitzky. I recommend him."
-
-There seemed nothing more to be said, except that two girls in the club
-knew Mr. Green's playing and said that no one else really existed in
-London. A great deal underlay Herr Slavska's "I recommend him."
-
-Mabel met one of the keenest enthusiasts of her life when she met Mr.
-Green.
-
-"Isn't it queer," said Jean afterwards, who, in spite of egg flips and
-methods, was in a dejected mood that day, "isn't it queer that an old
-boy like Herr Slavska and a young one like Mr. Green should both have
-the same delusions. About music, I mean, being so keen on it."
-
-"You can't call that voice of Herr Slavska's a delusion."
-
-Mabel had been much impressed by what Mr. Green had said.
-
-"Mark you, at such an age, there is no voice like Slavska's in
-existence. Your sister is fortunate in learning his method."
-
-"That's what Mr. Slavska said," Jean had answered amiably, and it had
-started Mr. Green off on his lessons with Mabel in a cheerful mood.
-
-"The Herr is not sparing of his compliments when it is himself that is
-concerned," he said, laughing loudly. "But he can afford to tell the
-truth."
-
-It seemed lovely to Mabel, this tribute from one man to another.
-
-"More than your old Slavska said of my man," she told Jean.
-
-Mr. Green was a distracting teacher. He pulled Mabel's playing down to
-decimals. Where she had formerly found her effects by merely feeling
-them, he subtracted feeling until she imagined she could not play piano
-at all. Then he began to build up her technique like a builder adding
-bricks to a wall.
-
-"You must imagine that you have eaten of the good things of life until
-you are a little ill, so that good or bad taste very much alike. Then
-you come to me for the cure. I diet you with uninteresting things,
-which you do not like, and you imagine I am hard because I do not allow
-you to eat. Then one day I give you a little tea and toast. Now, Miss
-Leighton, you have worked to curve the third finger a trifle more than
-you did. Will you play that study of Chopin which you once performed to
-me."
-
-Mabel had practised dry technique and had kept cheerfully away from all
-"pieces" as directed. She played the study.
-
-"Bravo," said Mr. Green. It was his first encouragement.
-
-"Why," said Mabel, "how nice it is to be able to play it like that."
-
-"It is your tea and toast," said Mr. Green.
-
-Into their hard-working life came delightfully Adelaide Maud. Their
-enthusiasm carried her into scenes she had never visited. She attended
-concerts in the shilling seats, and took tea once at an A.B.C. The
-shilling seats fascinated Adelaide Maud. The composite crowd of girls,
-with excited interest; of budding men musicians, groomed and ungroomed,
-the latter disporting hair which fell on the forehead in Beethoven
-negligence, the dark, lowering musician's scowl beneath--what pets they
-all were! Pets in the zoological sense some of them, but yet what pets!
-She caught the infection of their ardour when a great or a new performer
-appeared. Had any crowd ever paid such homage to one of her set, never!
-Fancy inflaming hearts to that extent. Adelaide Maud could feel her
-pulses responding.
-
-"Oh," she said after one of these experiences when they were in Fuller's
-and ate extravagantly of walnut cream cake, "it's as much fun to me to
-go to these concerts, as it would be for you to--to.----" It dawned on
-her that any comparison might not be polite.
-
-"To go to court," said Mabel.
-
-"Oh, _have_ you ever been presented?" asked Jean of Adelaide Maud.
-
-Mabel stared at her. All their life they had followed Adelaide Maud's
-career, and Jean forgot that she had been presented. Adelaide Maud
-herself might have been a little hurt, but she was only amused.
-
-"I was--in Queen Victoria's time. I'm an old stager, you know," she
-said.
-
-"Wasn't it lovely," asked Jean, who had once called her past.
-
-"I don't think so," said Adelaide Maud. "At least I happened to enjoy
-the wrong part, that was all. I loved going out with the sunshine
-pouring into the carriage and everybody staring at us. It was very hot
-and the windows had to be down, and I heard things. One girl said 'Oh,
-lollipops, look at 'er 'air. Dyed that is.' Another quite gratified me
-by ejaculating in an Irish voice, 'Oh, the darlint.' 'You mustn't,'
-said her friend, 'she'll 'ear you.' 'I mean the horses, stupid,' said
-the girl. She had her eye on the Life Guards. Mamma was disgusted. But
-in the palace it was not nearly so distinguished. Nobody admired one at
-all, just hustled one by. I think we were cross all the time."
-
-"I think it would be lovely to be cross in Buckingham Palace," sighed
-Jean.
-
-They all laughed. Adelaide Maud in particular seemed to be thinking
-about something which interested her.
-
-"Would it be fun for you to see some of the people who are going to the
-great ball," she asked. "I don't mean to go to the ball, but Lady Emily
-is to be at home for the early part of that evening and some people are
-coming in on the way. I asked her if I might have you to dinner--and
-she's quite pleased about it."
-
-Mabel and Jean sat in a blissful state of rapture. ("Lady Emily! The
-gorgeous and far-away Lady Emily!")
-
-"Oh," said Jean, "Elma would say, 'I should be terrified.'"
-
-"And I should say we'll be perfectly delighted," said Mabel.
-
-It cost her no tremor at all to think of going. This reminded Adelaide
-Maud of Miss Grace's prophecy that there was no sphere in life which
-Mabel could not enter becomingly.
-
-"Put on that pretty pink thing you wore in Ridgetown, lately," she said.
-
-The name of Ridgetown brought them closer to realities. This was Miss
-Dudgeon of The Oaks with whom they ate cream cake. Jean said, "I'm sure
-to give the wrong titles. You don't mind I hope."
-
-"No," said Adelaide Maud. At the same time she was dying with the
-desire that they should do her infinite credit. Carefully she thought
-over the matter and then spoke. "In any case it's so much a matter of
-one's manner in doing it. I remember when Lady Emily was ill once, she
-had a very domineering nurse, who tossed her head one time and said to
-me, 'I suppose she wants me to be humble and "my lady" her, but not a
-bit of me.' Then one of the most distinguished surgeons in England was
-called in, and his first words were, 'And how d'ye do, my lady.' He
-called her 'my lady' throughout, quite unusual you know, and yet in so
-dignified and kind a manner, as though he were saying, 'I know, but I
-prefer my own way in the matter.'"
-
-"What a drop to the nurse," said Mabel.
-
-Jean looked reflective.
-
-"Do you know, you've told me something I didn't know," she said. "I
-never quite knew how one ought to address Lady Emily. It's so different
-at Ridgetown," she exclaimed.
-
-Adelaide Maud seemed a little confused, but answered heartily.
-
-"Oh, none of it's a trouble when you really meet people. They are so
-much simpler than one would think."
-
-Mabel saw that Adelaide Maud had given them her first tip. It was
-sweetly done, but then----! Anyhow, they had given Adelaide Maud plenty
-of tips about getting in early to seats in the Queen's Hall and minor
-affairs of that sort. Why shouldn't the benefits work both ways?
-
-It was about the time of Elma's ball, when they sent the white roses,
-and Adelaide Maud said she would help them to choose.
-
-"I should like to send little Elma a crown of pearls, but I daren't,"
-said she with a sigh. "She's such a pet, isn't she!"
-
-"Timorous, but a pet," said Jean with a broad smile.
-
-"She is holding the fort just now at any rate," responded Mabel.
-
-They thought it would be all right to tell Adelaide Maud something of
-what Elma had written.
-
-"I trembled, of course," Elma had said; "but the thing had to be done.
-I wouldn't for a moment let you think that you couldn't come home and
-slip in to the places that belong to you. Isobel would have possessed
-the whole house if I hadn't played up. I don't know why she wants to.
-It must be so much nicer not to have to bother about servants and table
-centres. But she has never squeaked since I spoke about it. In fact,
-she won't even speak to me unless some one is about, passes me without a
-word."
-
-"Poor darling," said Adelaide Maud; "what a worm your cousin must be."
-
-"No, I don't think she's that," said Mabel; "it's just that she simply
-must rule, you know. She must have everything good that is going."
-
-"H'm," answered Adelaide Maud. "Why doesn't that brother of yours go
-slashing about a little, and keep her from bullying Elma."
-
-"Oh, Elma would never tell Cuthbert. Don't you see it mightn't be fair
-to prejudice him against Isobel. Isobel thinks such a lot of Cuthbert."
-
-"Oh."
-
-A long clinging silence depreciated the conversational prowess of
-Adelaide Maud.
-
-"Well," she said, in a conventional voice, "We've had a lovely day. Let
-me know when you are going to another concert. And I shall send you
-full particulars about Lady Emily."
-
-They were walking along Regent Street to find their shop for the
-flowers. It seemed that Adelaide Maud was about to desert them. She
-beckoned for a hansom and got inside. Mabel and Jean felt that they
-said good-bye to Miss Dudgeon of The Oaks. In another second they had
-gone on and Adelaide Maud had had her hansom pulled up beside them
-again.
-
-"Jean, Jean," she called, quite radiant again. "I forgot the most
-important thing. It's about lessons. Do you think that your
-Splashkaspitskoff would condescend to give me some?"
-
-It was rather mad of Adelaide Maud, but she got out and paid off the
-hansom.
-
-"It isn't so late as I thought it was," she said lamely. But Mabel knew
-that she came to make up.
-
-Jean only thought of the lessons.
-
-"You will find him so splendid," she said, "and such a gentleman."
-
-"I like that," said Mabel. "Why--he talks about the most revolting
-things."
-
-"It's his manners that are so wonderful," said Jean in a championing
-manner. They had found their shop by this time and were looking at
-white roses. When Mabel said, "Do you think these are nice?" Jean might
-be heard explaining, "It's the method you know that is so wonderful."
-
-And when at last they had decided about roses and arranged about the
-lessons, Adelaide Maud thought she must immediately buy a hat.
-
-"I quite forgot that I wanted a hat," she said gravely.
-
-They went to one of the best shops, and sat in three chairs, with
-Adelaide Maud surrounded by mirrors. Tall girls sailed up like swans and
-laid a hat on her bright hair and walked away again. Adelaide Maud
-turned and twisted and looked lovely in about a dozen different hats.
-After looking specially superb in one, she would say. "Take that one
-away, I don't like it at all."
-
-Occasionally the swans would put on a hat and sail about in order to
-show the effect. Then Adelaide Maud would look specially languid and
-appear more dissatisfied than ever. At last she fixed on one which
-contained what she called "a dead seagull."
-
-"Why you spoil that pretty hat with a dead bird, I can't think," she
-exclaimed to the attendant. "Look at its little feet turned up."
-
-Then, "You must take this bird out, and give me flowers."
-
-She began pinning on her own hat again. In a second the bird was gone,
-and the swanlike personages sailing over the grey white carpet, brought
-charming bunches of which they tried the effect "for modom."
-
-"Oh, do get heliotrope," said Mabel. "It's so gorgeous with your hair."
-
-Adelaide Maud swung round.
-
-"And I've been making up my mind to white for the last half-hour. How
-can you, Mabel!"
-
-She chose a mass of white roses, "dreaming in velvet."
-
-Adelaide Maud rose, gave directions about sending, and prepared to
-leave.
-
-"Don't you want to know the price?" asked Mabel in great amazement.
-
-"Oh, of course."
-
-Adelaide Maud asked the price.
-
-The total took Mabel's breath away.
-
-"You must never marry a poor man," said she as they passed out.
-Adelaide Maud stopped humbly in a passage of grey velvet and silver
-gilt.
-
-"Well, I never," she said. Then walking on, she asked in a very humble,
-mocking tone, "Will you teach me, Mabs, how to shop so that I may marry
-a poor man."
-
-Mabel laughed gaily.
-
-"Thank you," said she. "That sounds as though you think that I ought to
-know. Am I to marry a poor man?"
-
-Adelaide Maud laughed outright, and took her briskly by the arm.
-
-"I didn't mean that. I believe you will marry a duke. But you see--you
-think me so extravagant, and I might have to be poor."
-
-"That dead seagull going cost you a guinea alone," said Mabel
-accusingly.
-
-"And they kept the seagull," said Adelaide Maud. "How wanton of me!"
-
-"I've had a very nice hat for a guinea," said Mabel, with a smirk of
-suppressed laughter.
-
-"And yet you won't marry a poor man," said Adelaide Maud. "How unjust
-the world is."
-
-They parted in better form than they had done an hour earlier.
-
-"Wasn't she queer," said Jean, "to go off like that?"
-
-"Queerer that she came back," said Mabel. "Do you know what I think? I
-believe Adelaide Maud bought that hat simply--simply----"
-
-"To kill time," said Jean.
-
-"No. To stay with us a little longer," said Mabel.
-
-"It's more than any of the Dudgeons ever thought of doing before--if
-it's true!" said blunt, robust Jean.
-
-"But I don't believe it is," said she. "Let's scoot for that bus or
-we'll lose it."
-
-So they scooted for the bus.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
- At Lady Emily's
-
-
-Adelaide Maud found herself possessed of quite a fervid longing. She
-wanted to see Mabel and Jean disport themselves with dignity at Lady
-Emily's. What had always remained difficult in Ridgetown seemed to
-become curiously possible at Lady Emily's, where indeed the highest in
-the land might be met. That she might make real friends of the two girls
-at last seemed to become a possibility. It was not merely the fact of
-Lady Emily's being a "complete dear" that constituted the difference.
-It was more the absence of the Ridgetown standards. There were never
-upstarts to be found at Lady Emily's. Her own character sifted her
-circle in an automatic manner. That which was vulgar or self-seeking had
-no response from her. Racy people found her dull, would-be smart
-persons quite inanimate. She could no more help being unresponsive to
-them than she could help being interested in others whom she respected.
-It was a distinguished circle which surrounded her, and those who never
-pierced it, never understood how easily it was formed, how inviolately
-kept. Occasionally Lady Emily's "tact" was upheld as the secret of her
-power.
-
-"And I have absolutely no tact at all," she would moan. "I simply
-follow my impulses as a child would."
-
-It was the unerring correctness of her impulses which made Adelaide Maud
-believe that she would welcome the Leightons.
-
-Lady Emily had married a brother of Mr. Dudgeon's. Adelaide Maud's
-devotion to her father's memory put her uncle into the position of a
-kind of patron saint of her own existence. She sometimes thought that
-his character supplied a number of these impulses which made Lady Emily
-the dear she was. Lady Emily was the daughter of a Duke, and had none
-of the aspirations of a climber, her family having climbed so long ago,
-that any little beatings about a modern ladder seemed ridiculous. Her
-brother was the present duke of course, and "made laws in London," as
-Miss Grace used to describe it. This phantom of a duke, intermarried in
-a way into her family, had prevented Mrs. Dudgeon from knowing any of
-the Ridgetown people--intimately that is. Yet the duke never called,
-and Lady Emily wore her dull coat of reserve when in Mrs. Dudgeon's
-company. Lady Emily's heart went out, however, to the "golden-haired
-girls" who spent their seasons with her in London.
-
-She was perfectly sweet about the Leightons, and called at the girls'
-club in state. What an honour!
-
-The girls found their ideas tumbling. Lady Emily was much more "easy"
-than any one they had met.
-
-They prepared for the dinner quite light-heartedly.
-
-After all, it could only be a dream. London was a dream. London in the
-early winter with mellow air, only occasionally touched with frost,
-glittering lights in the evenings, and crowds of animated people. So
-different from the dew dripping avenues of streets at Ridgetown.
-
-They "skimmed" along in a hansom to Lady Emily's and thought they were
-the most dashing persons in London.
-
-"But it's only a dream, remember," said Jean.
-
-They went in radiantly through wide portals. Footmen moved out of
-adjacent corners and bowed them on automatically.
-
-Mabel loved it, but Jean for a few agonizing seconds felt over-weighted.
-
-Then "it's only a dream!"
-
-They dreamed through a mile of corridor and ran into Adelaide Maud.
-
-The dream passed and they were chatting gaily at shilling seat gossip,
-and that sort of thing.
-
-Adelaide Maud made the maids skim about. They liked her, that was
-evident. Mabel and Jean were prinked up and complimented.
-
-"You are ducks, you know," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-They proceeded to the drawing-room.
-
-Here the point was marked between the time when the girls had never
-known Mr. Dudgeon and the time when they did. Mabel never forgot that
-fine, spare figure, standing in a glitter of gilt panelled walls, of
-warm light from a fire and glimmering electric brackets, of pale colour
-from the rugs on the floor. He had the grey ascetic face of the
-scholarly man brought up in refinement, and his expression contained a
-great amount of placidity. He had dark, scrutinizing eyes, and a kind
-mouth, where lines of laughter came and went. Jean approached
-tremblingly, for now it suddenly dawned on her that she had never been
-informed why the husband of Lady Emily should only be plain "Mr.
-Dudgeon." Was this right, or had she not listened properly? Then
-Adelaide Maud said distinctly, "Mr. Dudgeon." Jean concluded that it
-was their puzzle, not hers, and shook hands with him radiantly. Mabel
-only thought that at last she had met one more man who might be compared
-to her father.
-
-They sat down on couches of curved legs and high backs, "the kind of
-couches that make one manage to look as magnificent as possible," as
-Jean described it. Mr. Dudgeon said Lady Emily was being indulged with a
-few moments' grace.
-
-"It's the one thing we have always to do for Lady Emily," said he, "to
-give her a few minutes' grace." He began to talk to them in a quick,
-grave manner.
-
-Jean again informed herself, "It is a dream."
-
-One would have thought that Mr. Dudgeon was really interested in them
-both. And how could he be--he--the husband of the daughter of a duke!
-He asked all about how long they had known Adelaide Maud and so on.
-
-Mabel was not dreaming, however. She sat daintily on the high-backed
-couch and told Mr. Dudgeon about the Story Books.
-
-There they were, only ten minutes in the room, and Mr. Dudgeon, who had
-never seen Mabel or Jean before, was hearing all about the Story Books.
-
-And Adelaide Maud, who had begun to imagine she knew the Leightons,
-heard this great fable for the first time in her life.
-
-"Uncle," she said, "uncle, isn't this sweet, isn't this fame?"
-
-"It is," said he.
-
-"Do you wonder that I don't go to the ball?" she asked. "And you've
-done this ever since you were children?" she asked. "Made fairies of
-us! And I'm 'Adelaide Maud,' am I? Who once called me Adelaide?" She
-looked puzzled. "Dear me, if only we had known. And not even Miss
-Grace to tell me!"
-
-"Oh, we bound them over," said Mabel, "and no one else ever heard of
-it."
-
-"She doesn't tell you all," said wicked Jean. "She doesn't tell you
-that we sat behind you once at a concert, and Mabel saw, properly you
-know, how your blue dress was made."
-
-"Oh, Jean, Jean," said Mabel.
-
-"Yes, and had hers made just like it," said Jean. She spread her hands a
-little.
-
-"Rucked down the front, you remember."
-
-"Oh, I remember," laughed Adelaide Maud.
-
-"And when you came to call--Mabel couldn't put on her prettiest gown,
-because it was just like yours."
-
-"Oh, Jean," cried Mabel.
-
-In the midst of some laughter came in Lady Emily.
-
-"Well," she said in a gentle way, "you people are enjoying yourselves,
-aren't you?"
-
-Adelaide Maud knew then that the day was won for Mabel and Jean. Mr.
-Dudgeon was always a certain quality, but Lady Emily--well, she had seen
-Lady Emily when people called her "dull." It was wonderful with what
-grace Lady Emily adapted herself to the interests of two girls almost
-unknown to her. The effect might be gleaned from what Jean said
-afterwards.
-
-"Lady Emily was so sweet, I never bothered about forks or anything.
-There was such a love of a footman! I believe he shoved things into my
-hands just when I ought to use them. It always worries me to
-remember--when I'm talking--just like the figures at lancers, you know,
-but here they did everything for one except eat."
-
-Lady Emily had on a beautiful diamond ornament at her throat, and
-another in her hair, and they scintillated in splendour. She wore a
-dress of white chiffon for the ball.
-
-"You insist on dragging me there?" Mr. Dudgeon asked several times.
-Whenever a pause occurred in the conversation he said, "You insist on
-carrying me off to this ball, don't you?"
-
-Lady Emily also pretended that she had to go very much against her will.
-Mabel and Jean had never seen people set out to balls in this way
-before. They themselves had always their mad rush of dressing and their
-wild rush in the cloakroom for programmes, and a most enervating pause
-for partners and then the thing was done. But Lady Emily and Mr.
-Dudgeon tried to pan out the quiet part of the evening as far as it
-would pan out.
-
-Then came a trying time.
-
-In the drawing-room, quite late, very gorgeous people arrived. Jean was
-endeavouring to remember whether or not she took sugar with tea when the
-first of them came in. The spectacle made her seize three lumps one
-after another, to gain time, when as a fact she never took more than
-one. They fell in a very flat small cup of tea and splashed it slightly
-in various directions. She was always very pleased to remember that she
-didn't apologize to the footman.
-
-The gorgeous people seemed only to see Lady Emily and to talk to the
-electric light brackets. They said the ball was a bore.
-
-A rather magnificent and very stout personage settled himself near
-Mabel. He wore shining spectacles which magnified his eyes in a curious
-manner.
-
-"Hey, what, what," he said to Mabel. "And you aren't a Dudgeon! Hey!
-Thought you were one. Quite a lot of 'em, you know. Always croppin' up.
-Golden hair, I remember. And yours is brownish. Ah, well. You're a
-friend, you say. Quite as good, quite as good. Not going to the ball.
-Consider yourself in luck. Not a manjack but says the same. Why they
-make it a ball, Heaven knows. Never dance, you know. Hey what! None
-of us able for it. Not so bad as levees though. There, imagine
-Slowbeetle in white calves. There he is, that old totterer. Yet he
-does it. Honour of his country, calls of etiquette and that sort of
-thing. You're young, missed a lot of this, eh! Well, it's mostly
-farce, y'know. We prance a lot. Not always amusin'. Relief to know
-Lady Emily. No prance about her. Hey, what!"
-
-Adelaide Maud approached.
-
-"Ah, here we are. Thought you had dyed it. Golden as ever, my dear.
-Pleasant to see you again. Why aren't you and this lady goin'? We
-could stay. Instead of prancin', eh!"
-
-The ill humour of having to go to the ball was on all of them evidently.
-But this spectacled benignity fascinated Mabel. He again was a
-"complete dear."
-
-"I'm going to steal her," said Adelaide Maud, indicating Mabel, darkly;
-"you wait."
-
-"Hey, what! I'll report. Report to Lady Emily, y'know. Ye've taken my
-first partner. Hey, what! Piano? Ah, well. Not in my line, but I'm
-with you."
-
-He actually accompanied them to a long alcove where a piano stood half
-shrouded in flowers. Here Adelaide Maud had withdrawn the little party
-of Jean, Mabel and herself, that they might look and play a little and
-enjoy themselves.
-
-"Simpkins, more tea," she whispered. "We didn't have half enough."
-
-It was an admirable picnic. Mabel played "any old thing," as Adelaide
-Maud called it, ran on from one to another while they joked and talked
-and watched the "diplomatic circles" gathering force in the
-drawing-room. The spectacled gentleman sat himself down in complete
-enjoyment.
-
-"D'ye know," he said to Jean in the same detached manner and without any
-kind of introduction, "no use at that kind of thing," indicating the
-piano, "but the girl can play. Fills me with content. Content's the
-word. Difficult to find nowadays. She doesn't strain. Not a bit. She
-smooths one down. A real talent. And a child! Hey, what, quite
-remarkable."
-
-Lady Emily came slowly in. Two people talked to her.
-
-The spectacled gentleman rose, and they listened to him.
-
-"Don't interrupt, Lady Emily. She's got the floor, y'know. I've heard
-prima donnas. Here too. And they didn't smooth me down. Catch a note
-or two of this. It gives its effect, hey? Gets your ear. Hey,
-what--if we had her in the House there might be hope for the country,
-hey, what!"
-
-Lady Emily was pleased.
-
-She laid her hand on Mabel's shoulder.
-
-"Are you liking this?"
-
-"Oh, it's such a dream, and you are so lovely, Lady Emily, and it
-doesn't seem real. So it's very easy to play, you know."
-
-"I should make them stop talking, but they came for that, you know. And
-you are playing so well, it's too pretty an interlude. Helen didn't
-tell me that you could play like this."
-
-"And my new master makes me believe I can't play a note," said Mabel.
-"I shall tell him he is quite wrong, because you said so."
-
-Aunt Katharine's words came to her mind--playing at one end of the
-country no better than the other! Ah, well, it was newer, fresher, or
-something--taking it either way!
-
-Of course it came to an end. The girls slipped out with Adelaide Maud
-and found the long corridor with the white room containing their wraps
-and two attentive maids. They were covered up in their cloaks, and
-watched one or two leave before them, as they stood looking down on them
-from the staircase.
-
-"Nobody will miss us," said Adelaide Maud. "They are 'going on,' you
-know."
-
-There was something rather sad in her voice.
-
-"They all go on to something or somebody, even that dear old Earl
-Knuptford, he will pick you at the same place next year that he found
-you at to-night, and say, 'Hey, what,' and never think that both he and
-you have dropped twelve months out of your lives. It's different at
-Ridgetown, isn't it?"
-
-"Yes, there's nothing to go on to at Ridgetown, is there?" said Jean
-grimly. "And nobody to forget or to say, 'Hey, what,' even if they had
-never met you before."
-
-Her world was full of shining diplomats and she had chatted with an
-earl.
-
-Adelaide Maud looked softly after them.
-
-"Nothing to go on to at Ridgetown," she murmured. "And no one to
-forget."
-
-She smiled softly.
-
-"Ah! well, it's nice that there's no one to forget."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
- The Engagement
-
-
-The night at Lady Emily's was by no means a first step into a new and
-fashionable world. Mabel and Jean never doubted for a moment that they
-were anything but spectators of that brilliant gathering. Even Adelaide
-Maud was only a spectator. Lady Emily and her husband were different
-from the world in which they moved because they had hobbies and minor
-interests which they occasionally allowed to interfere with the usual
-routine. Mr. Dudgeon had been known to skip a state banquet for a book
-which he has just received. And Lady Emily would make such calls and
-give such invitations as resulted in that wonderful little dinner party.
-But as for any of her set being interested, why, there was no time for
-that. Place something in their way, like Mabel sitting on a couch, part
-of which Earl Knuptford desired to make use and one met a "belted Earl."
-He became interested and dropped sentences pell-mell on Mabel's
-astonished head. For days, Jean dreamed of large envelopes
-arriving--"The Earl and Countess of Knuptford request," etc.
-
-("You donkey, there's no countess," interjected Mabel.) The Earl would
-as soon have thought of inviting the lamp post which brought his motor
-to a full stop and his Lordship's gaze on it correspondingly. Bring
-these people to a pause in front of something, and they might delay
-themselves to interview it. But while one is not part of the machinery
-which takes them on, there is no chance of continuing the acquaintance.
-
-Adelaide Maud told them as much. It seemed to Mabel that Adelaide Maud
-wanted them to know that though she lived in this world, she was by no
-means of it. She enjoyed herself often quite as much in the shilling
-seats. Her view of things did not prevent Mabel and Jean from
-participating in benefits to be derived from the acquaintance of Lady
-Emily. There ensued a happy time when they had seats at the Opera, of
-which an autumn season was in full swing, of occasional concerts and
-drives, and once they went with Lady Emily and Mr. Dudgeon far into the
-country on a motor. For the rest, friends of their own looked them up,
-and they had hardly a moment unfilled with practising which was not
-devoted to going about and seeing the world of London. The Club
-improved with acquaintance, and it was wonderful how the very girls who
-annoyed Jean so much on her arrival became part of their very existence.
-"We are so dull," she would write home, "because Violet has gone off for
-the week end," or "We didn't go out because Ethel and Gertrude wanted us
-to have tea with them."
-
-Adelaide Maud left for home. That was the tragic note of their visit.
-Then Cousin Harry turned up with his sister and her husband and offered
-to run them over to Paris for Christmas. Here the cup overflowed.
-Paris!
-
-It was a new wrench for Mr. Leighton, who meant to get them home for
-Christmas and if possible keep them there. But he knew that a trip with
-Mrs. Boyne would be of another "seventh heaven" order, and once more he
-gave way.
-
-"Can you hold the fort a little longer?" wrote Mabel to Elma.
-
-Elma held the fort.
-
-She held it, wondering often what would come of it all. She was in the
-position of a younger sister to one she did not love. Isobel chaperoned
-her everywhere. They had reached a calm stage where they took each other
-in quite a polite manner, but never were confidential at all. Mr. and
-Mrs. Leighton saw the politeness and were relieved. They saw further,
-and lamented Isobel's great friendship with the Merediths. It seemed to
-Mr. Leighton that although he would much rather leave the affair alone,
-that Isobel was in his care, that she was a handsome, magnificent girl,
-and that she ought not to be offered calmly as a sort of second
-sacrifice to the caprices of Robin. He spoke to her one evening very
-gently about it when they were alone.
-
-"I thought I ought to tell you," said Mr. Leighton, "that in a tacit
-sort of manner, Mr. Meredith attached himself very closely to Mabel.
-She was so young that I did not interfere, as now I am very much afraid
-I ought to have done. It is a little difficult, you see, for your Aunt
-in particular, who is asked on every side, 'I had understood that Mabel
-was to marry Mr. Meredith.' I want you to know of course that Mabel
-never will marry him now. I should see to that myself, if she had not
-already told me that she had no desire to. He is not tied in any way,
-except, as I consider, in the matter of honour. I did not interfere
-before, but at present I am almost compelled to. I'm before everything
-your guardian, my dear. I should like you to find a man worthy of
-yourself."
-
-He had done it as kindly as he knew how.
-
-Isobel sat calmly gazing past him into the fire. There was no ruffling
-of her features. Only a faint suggestion of power against which it
-seemed luckless to fight.
-
-"I knew a good deal of this, of course," she said.
-
-"Oh." Mr. Leighton started slightly.
-
-"Yes. But of course there is a similar tale of every man, and every
-girl--wherever they are boxed up in a place of this size. Somebody has
-to make love to somebody. I don't suppose Mr. Meredith thought of
-marriage."
-
-It seemed as though Mr. Leighton were the young, inexperienced person,
-and that Isobel was the one to impart knowledge.
-
-"In justice to Mr. Meredith, I do not know in the slightest what he
-thought. That is where my case loses its point. I ought to have known.
-I certainly, of course, think that I ought to know now."
-
-"Oh," said Isobel. She rose very simply and looked as placid as a lake
-on a calm morning. "That is very simple. Mr. Meredith intends to marry
-me whenever I give him the opportunity."
-
-Mr. Leighton was thunderstruck. At the bottom of his mind, he was
-thankful now that "his girls" were away. Memories of the stumbling
-block which the existence of Robin's sister had before occasioned made
-him ask first, "Does Miss Meredith know?"
-
-He spoke in quite a calm manner. It frustrated Isobel for the moment,
-who had expected an outburst. She wavered slightly in her answer.
-
-"I don't know," she said.
-
-Mr. Leighton moved impatiently.
-
-"That is just it," he said. "This young man makes tentative
-arrangements and leaves out the important parties to it. Miss Meredith
-is quite capable of upsetting her brother's plans. Do you know it?"
-
-It seemed that Isobel did. It seemed that Miss Meredith was the one
-person who could ruffle her. From that day of negligently answering and
-partly snubbing her in the train, Isobel had showed a side of cool
-indifference to Miss Meredith.
-
-"I want you to know, Uncle, that I shall not consider Miss Meredith in
-the slightest."
-
-Could this be a young girl?
-
-"Do you know what Mabel, what all of you did? You considered Miss
-Meredith. What were the consequences? She gave Mabel away with both
-hands. She wants her brother to marry Miss Dudgeon. He won't marry Miss
-Dudgeon. He will marry me."
-
-She rose slightly.
-
-"And Miss Meredith won't have the slightest possible say in the matter."
-
-Mr. Leighton looked rather pale. He flicked quietly the ash from his
-cigar before answering her.
-
-"It's a different way of dealing with people than I am accustomed to.
-Will you keep your decision open for a little yet?"
-
-"I shall, till summer, when we mean to be married."
-
-There seemed to be no altering the fact that she was to be married.
-
-"I should be so sorry if, while here with me--with all of us, you did
-not find a man worthy of you."
-
-"I won't change my mind," she said.
-
-"And Robin?"
-
-He had returned to the old term.
-
-"He didn't change his mind before. Miss Meredith did it for him. I am
-quite alive to the fact that if Miss Meredith hadn't interfered, and I
-hadn't come, he would now be engaged to Mabel."
-
-Mr. Leighton appeared dumbfoundered.
-
-"Do you care very much for him?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, yes." Isobel looked almost helplessly at him. "He isn't the man I
-dreamed of, but he is mine, you know. It has come to that."
-
-She sank on her knees beside him, her eyes blazing.
-
-"Isn't it an indignity for me, as much as for Mabel, to take what she
-didn't want? You say she doesn't want him. At first--oh! I only
-desired to show my power. I always meant to marry a wealthier man. But
-it's no use. He is a waverer, don't I know it. I see him calculating
-whether I'm worth the racket. I see that--I! Isn't it deplorable! But
-I mean to make a man of him. He never has been one before. And I mean
-to marry him, Uncle."
-
-Mr. Leighton smoked and smoked at his cigar. He was beginning at last
-to fathom the nature that took what it wanted--with both hands.
-
-"Isobel," he said gently, "let us drop all this question of Mabel. It
-isn't that which comes upper-most, now. It's the question of what you
-lose by marrying in this way. Don't you know that this dropping of Miss
-Meredith, this way of 'paying her out,' you know, well, it may give you
-Robin intact; but have you an idea what you may lose in the process? I
-don't admire the girl, but--she is his sister. I have never known"--he
-threw away his cigar--"I have never yet known of a happy, a really happy
-marriage, where the happiness of two was built on the discomfiture of
-others. Won't you reconsider the whole position of being down on Miss
-Meredith, and paying everybody out who was concerned in Robin's affairs
-before you knew him? Won't you try to make your wedding a happiness to
-every one--even to Miss Meredith?"
-
-"Oh," said Isobel, "I don't know that the average bride thinks much of
-the happiness of relations. She has her trousseaux and the guests to be
-invited, and all that sort of thing." She turned over a book which was
-lying near. "I don't think I should have time for Miss Meredith," she
-said coldly.
-
-Mr. Leighton sat quite quietly.
-
-"Will you be married here?" he asked.
-
-A gleam came to Isobel's eyes.
-
-"That would be nice," she said. There was the feeling of an answer to
-an invitation in her voice.
-
-"It's at your disposal," he said, "anything we can do for your
-happiness."
-
-"Is that to show that I do nothing for anybody else's?" Isobel was
-really grateful.
-
-"Perhaps." He said it rather sadly.
-
-"I might make an endeavour over Sarah," she said.
-
-"You know, from the first, the day you came in the train, you told us
-you had ignored her, hadn't you? She nursed Robin through a long
-illness. Saw him grow up and all that kind of thing. Never spared
-herself in the matter of looking after him!"
-
-"Well?" asked Isobel.
-
-"Well," said Mr. Leighton, "it's rather pathetic, isn't it?"
-
-The day was won in a partial manner; for Isobel promised she would try
-to "ingratiate Sarah."
-
-"It's the wrong way of putting it, but it may make a beginning," said
-Mr. Leighton.
-
-He further insisted on seeing Robin. That was a bad half-hour for every
-one, but for no one so particularly as for Robin. He had evaded so many
-things with Mr. Leighton, and for once he found that gentler nature
-adamant.
-
-Nothing went quite so much against this gentler nature as having to
-arrange matters for Isobel. So Robin discovered. Yet already it made
-what Isobel called "a man of him." He was a man to be ruled, and Mabel
-had placed herself under his ruling. Here was the real mischief.
-Isobel would take him firmly in hand.
-
-The girls were greatly mystified, Elma horrified. They had orders to
-take the news of Isobel's engagement as though it might be an expected
-event, and certainly no sign was given that it was in the nature of a
-surprise. Jean could not understand Mabel when the news arrived. She
-laughed and sang and kissed Jean as though the world had suddenly become
-happy throughout.
-
-"I thought you would have been cut up," said Jean disconsolately.
-
-"Cut up! Why they are made for one another," cried Mabel. "Isobel,
-calm and firm, Robin, wavering and admiring, nothing could be better.
-But oh--oh--I want to see how Sarah takes it."
-
-They had a particular grind just then, for now they were getting into
-spring, and it would soon be time for making that triumphant passage
-home of which they had so often dreamed. They lived for that now, but
-none lived for it more devotedly than Elma.
-
-Isobel's engagement cut her further and further away from enjoying
-anything very much. She had always the feeling of cold critical eyes
-being on her. She often congratulated herself on having got over the
-stage where she used long words in quite their wrong sense. Isobel's
-proximity in these days would have been dreadful.
-
-Miss Grace also seemed downhearted. It had been a trying winter for
-her, yet no actual evidence of ill-health had asserted itself. She was
-concerned about Elma too, who seemed to be losing what the others were
-gaining by being away, that just development which comes from happy
-experience. Elma plodded and played, but her bright little soul only
-came out unfledged of fear at Miss Grace's.
-
-At last one day Miss Grace's face lit.
-
-"My dear, your gift is composition."
-
-Nobody ever had thought of it before. Elma's expression lightened to a
-transforming radiance.
-
-"Oh, I wonder if I ever could get lessons," she cried.
-
-They discovered a chance, through correspondence. So Elma held the fort,
-and tried to grapple single-handed with musical composition.
-
-"If only I could compose an anthem before Mabel and Jean get home," she
-said one day.
-
-"Heavens, Elma, you aren't going to die?" asked Betty.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
- Holding the Fort
-
-
-Miss Meredith took the news of her brother's engagement in a dumb
-manner. An explosion of wrath would have helped every one. Robin might
-have appeared aggrieved, and had something of which to complain, and
-Isobel's immobility beside some one in a rage was always effective.
-Miss Meredith would not rage however. She had met a match for her own
-resourceful methods, and at bottom she feared the reserve of power which
-prompted Isobel. Under cover of a fine frown she accepted the situation
-as Isobel had said she would. What hopes were overthrown by the
-engagement, what schemes upturned, no one but Miss Meredith herself
-would ever have an inkling. She began to regret her manner of ejecting
-Mabel, especially since the London reports told of a Mabel many cuts
-above Ridgetown. Miss Dudgeon had opened their eyes. She had come back
-in armour, the old Ridgetown armour, and talked in the stiffest manner
-of Mabel and Lady Emily, as though all were of a piece. Miss Meredith
-ventured to say to her later on that she understood that Mabel was quite
-a success in "Society."
-
-"She always was, wasn't she?" asked Adelaide Maud very simply, as though
-she imagined society had really existed in Ridgetown.
-
-Miss Meredith was a trifle overcast.
-
-"Oh yes, yes, of course," she said. "But Mabel, of course, Mabel----"
-
-"Mabel would shine anywhere you mean. That is true. She possesses the
-gift of being always divinely natural."
-
-Adelaide Maud could play up better than any one. Miss Dudgeon ran on to
-congratulate Miss Meredith on her brother's engagement.
-
-"Ah yes, such a charming girl," said Miss Meredith. "He is very
-fortunate. We both are, since it relates us to so delightful a family.
-We have always been such friends."
-
-There was a stiff pause. Adelaide Maud could never bring herself to
-fill in the pauses between social untruthfulnesses.
-
-"She is very courageous, we think," ran on Miss Meredith. "Robin will
-not be able to give her very much of an establishment, you know. But
-that does not grieve her. She has a very even and contented
-disposition. I often tell Robin--quite a girl in a hundred! Not many
-would have consented so sweetly to an immediate marriage under the
-circumstances."
-
-Ah, then, this might explain to the public the defection of Mabel.
-Mabel had expected an "establishment." Miss Dudgeon began to see
-daylight.
-
-"Oh, on the contrary," she said, rising, "we have always looked on Mr.
-Meredith as being so well off in respect of being able to get married.
-Didn't you tell me once--but then I have such a stupid memory!"
-
-Miss Meredith recognized where a great slip had taken place. These had
-been her words before, "Not many young men are in so easy a position for
-marrying!" And to Miss Dudgeon of all people she had just said the
-reverse.
-
-There is a pit formed by a bad memory wherein social untruths sometimes
-tumble in company. There they are inclined to raise a laugh at
-themselves, and occasionally make more honest people out of their
-perpetrators.
-
-Miss Meredith knew there was no use in any longer explaining Robin's
-position, or want of it, to so clear-headed a person as Miss Dudgeon.
-The best way was to retire as speedily as possible from so difficult a
-subject.
-
-Mrs. Leighton found the whole affair very trying. She never indulged in
-any social doctoring where her own opinions were concerned, and it was
-really painful for her to meet all the innuendoes cast at her by curious
-people.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Leighton and I always think young people manage these things
-best themselves. They are so sensitive, you know, and quite apt to make
-mistakes if dictated to. A critical audience must be very trying. Yes,
-everybody thought Robin was engaged to Mabel--but he never was."
-
-"Well then," said Aunt Katharine, with her lips pursed up to
-sticking-point, "if they weren't engaged, they ought to have been.
-That's all I've got to say."
-
-It was not all she had got to say, as it turned out. She talked for
-quite a long time about the duties of children to their parents.
-
-Mrs. Leighton at last became really exasperated.
-
-"You know, Katharine," she said, "if you are so down on these young
-people, I shall one day--I really shall, I shall tell them how you
-nearly ran away with James Shrimpton."
-
-"My dear," said Aunt Katharine. She was quite shocked. "I was a young
-unformed thing and father so overbearing----" She was so hurt she could
-go no further.
-
-"Exactly," said Mrs. Leighton. "And my girls are young unformed things,
-and their father is not overbearing."
-
-Aunt Katharine grunted.
-
-"Ah well, you keep their confidence. That's true. I don't know a more
-united family. But this marriage of Isobel's does not say much for your
-management."
-
-That was it--"management." Mrs. Leighton groaned slightly to herself.
-She never would be a manager, she felt sure. She offered a passive
-front to fate, and her influence stopped there. As for manoeuvring fate
-by holding the reins a trifle and pressing backward or forward, she had
-not the inclination at any time to interfere in such a way at all. She
-leaned on what Emerson had said about things "gravitating." She
-believed that things gravitated in the right direction, so long as one
-endeavoured to remain pure and noble, in the wrong one so long as one
-was overbearing and selfish. She had absolutely no fear as to how
-things would gravitate for Mabel after that night when she talked about
-Robin and went off to succour Jean.
-
-She placidly returned to her crochet, and to the complainings of Aunt
-Katharine.
-
-Cuthbert came down that evening, and Isobel, Elma, Betty and he went off
-to be grown-ups at a children's party at the Turbervilles. The party
-progressed into rather a "larky" dance, where there were as many
-grown-ups as children. All the first friends of the Leightons were
-there, including, of course, the Merediths. Cuthbert took in Isobel in
-rather a frigid manner. He endeavoured not to consider Meredith a cad,
-but his feelings in that direction were overweighted for the evening.
-He danced with the children, and "was no use for anybody else," as May
-Turberville put it. But then Cuthbert was so "ghastly clever and all
-that sort of thing," that he could not be put on the level of other
-people at all.
-
-Cuthbert had got his summer lectureship. He told Elma, and then Mr. and
-Mrs. Leighton, and then Betty, and Isobel could not imagine what spark
-of mischief had lit their spirits to the point of revelry as they ambled
-along in their slow four-wheeler. Elma had only one despair in her
-mind. Neither Miss Grace nor Miss Annie were well. Miss Annie
-particularly seemed out of gear, so much so and so definitely, that for
-the first time for nearly thirty years Miss Grace spoke of having in Dr.
-Merryweather.
-
-Cuthbert asked lots of questions.
-
-"I don't know," Elma generally answered. "She just lies and sickens.
-As though she didn't care."
-
-She raised her hand to her head at the time.
-
-"Dr. Smith says it's the spring weather which everybody feels specially
-trying this year."
-
-Cuthbert grunted.
-
-George Maclean came to Elma for the first dance. He seemed in very good
-spirits. Elma found herself wondering if it were about Mabel. Well,
-one would see. Mabel had always been tied in a kind of a way, and now
-she was free! Mr. Maclean anyhow was the best, above all the best.
-Even Mr. Symington! When she thought of him, her mind always ran off to
-wondering what now might happen to Mr. Symington.
-
-She had a long, rollicking waltz with Mr. Maclean. They rollicked,
-because children were on the floor and steering seemed out of fashion.
-Yet he carried her round in a gentle way, because Elma, with her desire
-to be the best of dancers, invariably got knocked out with a robust
-partner. He carried her round in the most gentle way until the music
-stopped with the bang, bang of an energetic amateur. Elma found the
-floor suddenly hit her on the cheek in what seemed to her a most
-impossible manner.
-
-"Now what could make it do that?" she asked Mr. Maclean. He was bending
-over her with rather a white face.
-
-Cuthbert came up.
-
-"Why didn't you tell Maclean that you were giddy?" he said. "He would
-have held you up."
-
-"But I wasn't giddy," said Elma. "I'm not giddy now."
-
-She was standing, but the floor again seemed at a slant.
-
-"Steady," said Cuthbert. "You're as giddy as the giddiest. Don't
-pretend. Take her off to get cool, Maclean."
-
-"Cool!" Elma's fingers seemed icy. But there was a comforting,
-light-headed glow in her cheeks which reassured her.
-
-Every one said how well she was looking, and that kept her from
-wondering whether she was really going to be ill. George Maclean tried
-to get her to drink tea, but for the first time in her life she found
-herself possessed of a passion for lemonade.
-
-"You will really think that I am one of the children," she said,
-"because I am simply devoured with a longing for iced lemonade."
-
-"Well, you shall have iced lemonade, and as much as you want," said
-George Maclean. "How I could let you fall, I can't think." There was a
-most ludicrous look of concern on his face.
-
-"I shall grab all my prospective partners for this evening at least,"
-said Elma. "You can't think how treacherous that floor is."
-
-She did not dance nearly so much as she wanted to. George Maclean and
-Lance and Cuthbert, these three, at least, made her sit out when she
-wanted to be "skipping."
-
-Isobel looked her up on hearing that she had fallen. Cuthbert said, "She
-doesn't look well, you know."
-
-"Why, Elma--Elma is never ill," said Isobel. "Look at her colour too!"
-
-Towards the end of the evening, they began to forget about it, and Elma
-danced almost as usual. Three times she saw the floor rock, but held
-on. What her partners thought of her when she clung to a strong arm,
-she did not stop to think. It was "talking to Miss Annie in her stuffy
-room" that had started it, she remembered.
-
-She was in an exalted frame of mind about other things. The world was
-turning golden. Cuthbert was coming home, Mabel and Jean would soon be
-with them, Adelaide Maud was already on the spot. And Isobel would be
-gone in the summer.
-
-Robin Meredith came to ask her for a dance. He seemed subdued, and had
-a rather nervous manner of inviting her. So that it seemed easy for her
-to be sedate and beg him to excuse her because she had turned giddy.
-Anything! she could stand anything on that evening except dance with
-Robin Meredith. Her training in many old ways came back to her,
-however.
-
-"I shall sit out, if you don't mind," she said. "Isn't it silly to have
-a headache when all this fun is going on?" She found herself being
-quite friendly and natural with him. The children were having a great
-romp in front of them.
-
-"Have you a headache?" he asked rather kindly.
-
-Oh yes, she had a headache. Now she knew. It seemed to have been going
-on for years. She began to talk about May Turberville's embroidery, and
-how Lance had sewn a pincushion in order to outrival her. When May had
-run on to sewing daffodils on her gowns, Lance threatened to embroider
-sunflowers on his waistcoats. Had he seen Lance's pictures? Well,
-Lance was really awfully clever, particularly in drawing figures. Mr.
-Leighton wanted him to say he would be an artist, but Lance said he
-couldn't stand the clothes he would have to wear. Mr. Leighton said
-that wearing a velveteen coat didn't mean nowadays that one was an
-artist, and Lance said that it was the only way of drawing the attention
-of the public. He said that one always required some kind of a showman
-to call out "Walk up, gentlemen, this way to the priceless treasures,"
-and that a velveteen coat did all that for an artist. Lance said he
-would rather be on the Stock Exchange, where he could do his own
-shouting. She said that frankly, with all the knowledge she had of
-Lance and his manner of giving people away, she should never think of
-entrusting him with her money to invest. She said it in a very high
-voice, since she observed just at that minute that Lance stood behind
-her chair.
-
-"Well, you are a little cat, Elma," he said disdainfully. "Here am I
-organizing a party in order to let people know that some day I shall be
-on the Stock Exchange, and here are you influencing the gully public
-against me."
-
-"I object to the term 'gully,'" said Robin in a laboured but sporting
-manner.
-
-"Well--gulled if you like it better," said Lance. "Only that effect
-doesn't come on till I'm done with you. You are to go and dance
-lancers, Meredith, while I take your place with this slanderer." It was
-Lance's way of asking for the next dance.
-
-Elma gave a great sigh of relief after Robin had gone.
-
-"He never heard me say so much in his life before," said she. "He must
-have been awfully surprised."
-
-"How you can say a word to the fellow--but there, nobody understands you
-Leightons. You ought to have poisoned him. Or perhaps Mabel is only a
-little flirt."
-
-He wisped a thread of the gauze of her fan.
-
-Elma smiled at him. She was always sure of Lance.
-
-"I say, Elma, what are we to do with Mother Mabel when she comes back?
-Does she mind this business, or are we allowed to refer to it in a
-jovial way?"
-
-"Jovial, I think," said Elma. "I believe Mabs is awfully relieved."
-
-She bent over and whispered to Lance.
-
-"I should myself you know if I had just got rid of Robin."
-
-Lance laughed immoderately.
-
-"He's a rum chap," he said, "but he's met a good match in Isobel. Great
-Scott, look at the stride on her. She could take Robin up and twist him
-into macaroni if she wanted to. I'm sorry for him."
-
-"What are you going to do for Sarah?" he asked abruptly.
-
-"Sarah?" asked Elma with her eyes wide.
-
-"Yes, you'll have to marry the girl or something. It's hard nuts on her.
-Why don't you get Symington back and let him make up the quartette?"
-
-"Mr. Symington?"
-
-"Yes. It would be most appropriate, wouldn't it? Robin and Isobel, and
-Symington and Sarah. It's quite a neat arrangement. You've provided
-one husband, why not the other." Several demons of mischief danced in
-Lance's eye.
-
-"Oh, Lance, don't say that," said Elma; "it's so horrid, and--and
-common."
-
-"Oh, it's common, is it," said Lance, "common. And I'm going to be your
-stockbroker one day, and you talk to me like this."
-
-"Look here, Lance, I'd trust you with all my worldly wealth on the Stock
-Exchange, but I won't let you joke about Mr. Symington."
-
-"Whew," said Lance, and he looked gently and amiably into the eyes of
-Elma.
-
-"When you look good like that, I know you are exceedingly naughty. What
-is it this time, Lance?"
-
-"Nothing, Elma, except----"
-
-"Except----"
-
-"That I have found out all I wanted to know about Symington, thank you."
-
-"You are just a common, low little gossip, Lance," said Elma with great
-severity. "Will you please get me a nice cool glass of iced lemonade."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
- The Ham Sandwich
-
-
-Elma lay on her bed in the pink and white room. The first warm spring
-sunshine in vain tried to find an opening to filter through partly
-closed shutter and blinds. A nurse in grey dress and white cap and
-apron moved silently in the half-light created by drawn blinds and an
-open door She nodded to Mrs. Leighton who had just come in and who now
-sat near the darkened window. The nurse pointedly referred her to the
-bed, as though she had good news for her.
-
-Elma opened her eyes. Their misty violet seemed dazed with long sleep.
-
-"Oh, mummy, you there?" she asked.
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Leighton quietly.
-
-Elma looked at her inquiringly.
-
-"Is there anything you want?" asked Mrs. Leighton in answer to that
-expression. How often had they asked the same question uselessly within
-the past weeks!
-
-Elma looked up at the white walls.
-
-"Yes, mummy, there's one thing. I should like a large ham sandwich."
-
-"There," said Nurse emphatically. "That's it. Now the fight is really
-going to begin."
-
-"I should like to have plenty of butter on it and quite a lot of
-mustard," said Elma.
-
-"Mustard?" said Mrs. Leighton helplessly. "Do you know what's been
-wrong with you all these weeks?"
-
-Elma moved her eyes curiously, there being not much else that she could
-move. It had never dawned on her till that moment to wonder what had
-been wrong with her.
-
-"No, mummy," she said, "I haven't a notion."
-
-Mrs. Leighton looked for instructions to the nurse.
-
-"She'd better know now, Mrs. Leighton," she said, "now that she begins
-to ask for ham sandwiches."
-
-"You've had typhoid fever, Elma," said her mother.
-
-Elma sighed gently.
-
-"Dear me," she said, "how grand. But you don't know how hungry I am or
-you would give me a ham sandwich. You ought to be rather glad that I'm
-so much better that I want to eat."
-
-Then an expression of great cunning came into her eyes.
-
-"I ought to be fed up if I've had a fever," she informed them.
-
-"We shall get the doctor to see to that," said the nurse.
-
-She came to her and held her hand firmly.
-
-"Do you know," she said, "you have been very ill and you are ever so
-much better, but nothing you've gone through will worry you so much as
-what you've got to do now. You've got to be starved for ten days, when
-you are longing to eat. You will lie dreaming of food--and----"
-
-"Ham sandwiches?" asked Elma.
-
-"And we shall not be allowed to give them to you," said Nurse.
-
-"Isn't she nice, mummy, she's quite sorry. And people say that nurses
-are hard-hearted," said Elma.
-
-"I've had typhoid myself," said Nurse briefly.
-
-Elma looked at her, her own eyelids heavy with sleep still to be made
-up.
-
-"Well, barring the sandwich, what about lemon cheese cakes," she asked.
-
-Mrs. Leighton let her hands fall.
-
-"Oh, Elma," she said, "what a thing to choose at this stage."
-
-"Or sausages," remarked Elma. "I'm simply longing for sausages."
-
-She endeavoured to throw an appealing look towards Nurse.
-
-"This isn't humour on my part, mummy dear," she said. "I just can't
-help it. I can't get sausages out of my mind," she said.
-
-"If you would think of a little steamed fish or a soaked rusk, you'd be
-a little nearer it," said Nurse, "you'll have that in ten days."
-
-Elma looked at her in a determined way.
-
-"I've always been told that a simple lunch, a very simple lunch might be
-made out of a ham sandwich. Why should it be denied to me now?"
-
-"Elma," said Mrs. Leighton, "I never knew you were so obstinate."
-
-"You know, mummy," said Elma, "I'm not dreaming now. I'm wide awake,
-and I'm awfully hungry. I'm sorry I ever thought of sausages, because
-ham sandwiches were just about as much as I could bear. Now I've both to
-think of, and Nurse won't bring me either."
-
-"Don't mind her, Mrs. Leighton," said the nurse. "It's always the same,
-and, without nurses, generally a relapse to follow. You aren't going to
-have a relapse," she said to Elma.
-
-She gave her some milk in a methodical manner, and the down-dropping of
-Elma's eyelids continued till she fell asleep once more.
-
-So she had slept since the fever had begun to go down. Probably she had
-had the best of the intervening weeks.
-
-There was the slow stupor of a fever gaining ground. It began with the
-headache of the Turberville's dance, a headache which never lifted until
-Elma returned to her own again, weak and prostrate in bed. The stupor
-gradually cut her off from common affairs. It sent her to bed first
-because she could no longer stand up, and it crowded back her ideas and
-her memory till at last she was in the full swing of a delirium. What
-this illness cost Mr. and Mrs. Leighton in anxiety, probably no one
-knew. Elma had always covered up her claims to sympathy and petting,
-always been moderately well. Here she was with blazing cheeks and
-wandering eyes talking largely and at random about anything or every
-one.
-
-Mr. Leighton used to sit by her and stroke her hair. Long years
-afterwards, she was to feel the touch of his fingers, hear the tones of
-his voice as he said, "Poor little Elma."
-
-She faded gradually into the delirium which seemed to have cut her
-illness in two, the one illness where she lay with dry mouth and an
-everlasting headache, the other where she was merely hungry.
-
-Mrs. Leighton was appalled by the worrying of Elma's mind. She went
-through some of her wild dreams with her, calling her back at places by
-the mere sound of her voice to a kind of sub-consciousness in which Elma
-grew infinitely relieved.
-
-"Oh, is that you, mummy? Have I really been dreaming?"
-
-She dreamt of Mabel and she dreamt of Adelaide Maud. But more than any
-one, she dreamt of Mr. Symington. Here is where the deceptiveness of a
-fever comes in. Elma pleaded so piteously with her mother to bring back
-Mr. Symington that Mrs. Leighton awoke to an entirely new and wrong idea
-of the state of Elma's affections.
-
-"It's quite ridiculous, John," said she, "but that child, she was only a
-child, seems to have filled her head with notions of Mr. Symington."
-
-"What! More of it?" asked poor Mr. Leighton.
-
-"She begs and begs to have him back," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-"I've never made out why he left as he did," said Mr. Leighton. "There
-was always the idea with me that he cleared out for a reason. But this
-small child, why, she hadn't her hair up."
-
-"She will soon be eighteen," said Mrs. Leighton.
-
-He went into her room a little later. Elma lay with unseeing eyes
-staring at him. He could hardly bear it.
-
-"Elma," he said vaguely, trying to recall her.
-
-"Oh," she answered promptly, but still staring, "is that you,
-Sym--Sym--Symington!"
-
-Her father choked down what he could of the lump that gathered, and
-moved quietly away.
-
-These were dark days for every one. Elma had the best of it. She left
-the Symington groove after a day or so, and worked on to Isobel. Isobel
-invaded her mind. It was a blessing that Isobel was barred by real
-distaste to the business from going in to help with the nursing of Elma.
-What she said of her pointed to more than a mere dislike. It revolved
-into fear as the delirium progressed. Then a second nurse arrived, and
-between them the two began really to decrease the temperature. The
-first good news came, "Asleep for ten minutes," and after that there was
-no backward turn in the illness for Elma.
-
-Throughout this time there had been the keenest inquiries made as to
-what had caused the illness. Cuthbert was down and "made things hum" in
-the matter of wakening up the sanitary authorities and so on. But no
-flaw in the arrangement of the White House or anything near it could be
-discovered. Then Dr. Merryweather called one day.
-
-"I have another patient in Miss Annie," he said.
-
-Miss Annie! This gave a clue.
-
-"Typhoid at her age is unusual," he said, "but she has not developed the
-power of resisting disease like ordinary people. She has been in a good
-condition for harbouring every germ that happened to be about. I'm
-afraid we cannot save her." He turned to Mrs. Leighton. His kind old
-face twitched suddenly.
-
-"Oh, dear, dear," she exclaimed. "What will Miss Grace do? What will
-little Elma do?"
-
-"Miss Grace is all right," said Dr. Merryweather. "I've seen to that.
-Elma must not know, of course."
-
-"This looks like contraction from a common cause," said Cuthbert. "I'll
-be at it whatever it is. We don't want any one else sacrificed."
-
-Dr. Merryweather looked at him gravely.
-
-"I have just been getting at the tactics of the local government," said
-he. "You couldn't believe they could be so prompt in Ridgetown. Three
-weeks ago, a gardener living near Miss Annie complained of an atrocious
-stench coming from over the railway. It was so bad that when the local
-government body at his demand approached it, they had to turn and run.
-An open stream had been used as a common sewer and run into the railway
-cutting, where it had stagnated. Can you imagine the promptness of the
-local government? Evans, the gardener, threatened to report to you, Mr.
-Leighton, since your daughter was so ill and had visited so much at Miss
-Annie's. They managed to keep his mouth shut, and they have removed the
-sewer. Too late for Miss Annie."
-
-"Too late for my little girl," said Mr. Leighton.
-
-It seemed an extraordinary thing that the two daughters who had gone
-away, and given them so much anxiety, should be coming home radiantly
-independent, and Elma, sheltered at home, should be lying just lately
-rescued from death.
-
-The same thought seemed to strike Dr. Merryweather in another
-connection.
-
-"Ah, well," he said, "we would save some gentle souls a lot of suffering
-if we could. It's no use evading life, you see, and its consequences.
-Death has stolen into Miss Annie's beautiful bedroom, from an ugly sewer
-across the way. Nothing we could do for her now can save her."
-
-Miss Annie died on a quiet morning when Elma lay dreaming of ham
-sandwiches. Elma never forgot that, nor how dreadful it seemed that she
-had never asked for Miss Annie nor Miss Grace, but just dreamed of what
-she would eat.
-
-"You had had a lot to stand," Nurse told her a week or two afterwards
-when she heard about Miss Annie for the first time, "and it's a
-compensation that's often given to us when we are ill, just to be
-peaceful and not think at all."
-
-Dr. Merryweather had wakened up Miss Grace finally in a sharp manner.
-
-"There's that poor child been ill all this time and you've never even
-seen her. Take her along some flowers and let her see that you are not
-grieving too much for Miss Annie. She won't get better if she worries
-about you."
-
-Then to Elma.
-
-"Cheer up Miss Grace when she comes. You have your life before you, and
-she has had to put all hers behind her. Don't let her be down if you
-can help it."
-
-In this wise he pitted the two against one another, so that they met
-with great fortitude.
-
-"Why, my dear, how pretty your hair is," Miss Grace had burst out.
-
-Elma was lying on a couch near the window by this time. She looked
-infinitely fragile.
-
-"Oh, Miss Grace, it is a wig," she replied.
-
-Miss Grace laughed in a jerky hysterical sort of manner.
-
-"Then I wish I wore a wig," said she.
-
-Elma smiled.
-
-"Do you know, that's what they all say. They come in and tell me in a
-most surprised manner, "Why, how well you are looking!" and say they
-never saw me so pretty and all that kind of thing. And then I look in
-my mirror, and I see quite plainly that I'm a perfect fright. But I
-don't care, you know. Mabel and Jean know now how ill I've been. I'm
-so glad they didn't before, aren't you? It would have spoiled Jean's
-coming home like a conqueror. They say she sings beautifully. And oh,
-Miss Grace, I've such a lot to tell you. One thing is about Mr.
-Symington. You know I never said why he went away. It was because Miss
-Meredith made him believe that Robin was engaged to Mabel, and she
-wasn't at all. It made her appear like a flirt, you know. Didn't it?"
-
-Miss Grace nodded.
-
-"Well, I've been thinking and thinking. I can't tell you how I've been
-dreaming about Mr. Symington. Well, now, I've been thinking, 'Couldn't
-we invite him to Isobel's wedding?'"
-
-Miss Grace's eyes gleamed.
-
-"Fancy Mr. Symington at breakfast at some outlandish place. A letter
-arrives. He opens it. 'Ha! The wedding invitation. Robin Meredith,
-the bounder!' I beg your pardon, Miss Grace. 'Robin Meredith to
-Isobel--what--niece of--why what's this?' What will he do, Miss Grace?"
-
-"Come to the wedding, sure," said Miss Grace laughingly.
-
-"Well, if I've to send the invitation myself, one is going to Mr.
-Symington."
-
-Elma had not passed her dreaming hours in vain.
-
-Besides, Miss Grace had got over the difficult part of meeting Elma
-again, and was right back in her old part of counsellor, evidently
-without a quiver of the pain that divided them. Yet, they both felt the
-barrier that was there, the barrier of that presence of Miss Annie which
-had always entered first into their conversations, and now could not be
-mentioned.
-
-Elma thought of the visits that Miss Grace would have to make to her.
-She saw that Miss Grace had been warned not to agitate her. This was
-enough to enable her to take the matter entirely in her own hands with
-no agitation at all.
-
-"I think you know, Miss Grace, that when one has been so near dying as
-I've been, and not minded--I mean I had no knowledge that I was so ill,
-and even didn't care much--since it was myself, you know, except for the
-trouble it gave to people----"
-
-Elma was becoming a little long-winded.
-
-"I want to tell you that you must always tell me about Miss Annie, not
-mind just because they say I'm not to be agitated, or anything of that
-sort. I won't be a bit agitated if you tell me about Miss Annie."
-
-"My dear love," Miss Grace stopped abruptly.
-
-"Dr. Merryweather said----" and she stopped again.
-
-"Yes, Dr. Merryweather said the same to me, he said that on no account
-was I to speak to you of Miss Annie. Dr. Merryweather simply knows
-nothing about you and me."
-
-Miss Grace shook her head drearily.
-
-"You are a bad little invalid," said she.
-
-But it broke the ice a little bit, and one day afterwards Miss Grace
-told her more than she could bear herself. Dr. Merryweather was right,
-Miss Grace broke down over the last loving message to Elma. She had a
-little pearl necklace for Elma to wear, and fastened it on without a
-word.
-
-Then came Mrs. Leighton looking anxious.
-
-"See, mummy, Miss Grace has given me a beautiful little necklace from
-Miss Annie."
-
-All trace of Elma's childish nervousness had departed with her fever.
-She had looked right into other worlds, and it had made an easier thing
-of this one. Besides, Miss Grace must not be allowed to cry.
-
-Miss Grace did not cry so much as one might have expected. Miss Annie's
-death was a thing she had feared for twenty-eight years, and Dr.
-Merryweather had given her no sympathy. He had almost made her think
-that Annie ought not to consider herself an invalid. How she connected
-typhoid fever with the neurotic illness which Dr. Merryweather would
-never acknowledge as an illness, it was difficult to imagine. Certainly,
-she had the feeling that Annie in a pathetic manner had justified her
-invalidism at last. It was a sad way in which to recover one's
-self-respect, but in an unexplained way she felt that with Dr.
-Merryweather she had recovered her self-respect. She could refer to
-Miss Annie now, and awaken that twitching of his sympathies which one
-could see plainly in that rugged often inscrutable face, and feel
-thereby that she had not misplaced her confidence by giving up all these
-years to Annie. Indeed, the death of Miss Annie affected Dr.
-Merryweather far more than one could imagine. As also the sight of
-Elma, thinned down and fragile, her hair gone and a wig on.
-
-He teased her unmercifully about the wig.
-
-"So long as I look respectable when Mabel and Jean come home! Oh! Dr.
-Merryweather, please have me looking respectable when Mabel and Jean
-come home."
-
-Dr. Merryweather promised to have her as fat as a pumpkin.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
- The Wild Anemone
-
-
-Mabel and Jean had been successfully deceived up to a certain point in
-regard to Elma's illness. They were told the facts when the danger was
-past. It was made clear to them then that the fewer people at home in
-an illness of that sort the better, while skilled nurses were so
-conveniently to be had. Mabel pined a little over not having been there
-to nurse Elma, as though she had landed her sensitive little sister into
-an illness by leaving too much on her shoulders. The independent
-vitality of Jean constantly reassured her however.
-
-"She would just have been worse with that scared face of yours at her
-bedside," Jean would declare. "Every time you think of Elma you get as
-white as though you were just about to perform in the Queen's Hall.
-You'll have angina pectoris if you don't look out."
-
-Jean had made a great friend of a nurse who never talked of common
-things like heart disease or toothache. "Angina pectoris" and
-"periostitis" were used instead. When Jean wrote home in an airy manner
-in the midst of Elma's illness to say that she was suffering from an
-attack of "periostitis," Mrs. Leighton immediately wired, "Get a nurse
-for Jean if required."
-
-"What in the wide world have you been telling mother?" asked Mabel with
-that alarming communication in her hand.
-
-Jean was trying to learn fencing from an enthusiast in the corridor.
-
-"Oh, well." Her face fell a trifle at the consideration of the
-telegram. "I did have toothache," said Jean.
-
-Mabel stared at the telegram. "Mummy can't be losing her reason over
-Elma's being ill," she said. "She couldn't possibly suppose you would
-want a nurse for toothache. That's going a little too far, isn't it?"
-
-Mabel was really quite anxious about her mother.
-
-"Oh, well," said Jean lamely, "Nurse Shaw said it was periostitis."
-
-"And you--"--Mabel's eyes grew round and indignant--"you really wrote
-and told poor mummy that you had perios--os----"
-
-"Titis," said Jean. "Of course, I did--why not?"
-
-She was a trifle ashamed of herself, but the dancing eyes of the fencing
-enthusiast held her to the point.
-
-"That's the worst of early Victorian parents," said this girl with a
-bright cheerful giggle. "One can't even talk the vernacular nowadays."
-
-She made an unexpected lunge at Jean.
-
-"Oh," cried Jean, "I must answer that telegram. Say I'm an idiot, Mabel,
-and that I've only had toothache."
-
-Mabel for once performed the duties of an elder sister in a grim manner.
-
-"Am an idiot," she wrote, "only had toothache an hour. Fencing match
-on, forgive hurry. Jean."
-
-She read it out to the fencers.
-
-"Oh, I say," said Jean with visible chagrin, "you are a little beggar,
-Mabel."
-
-"Send it," cried the fencing girl. "One must be laughed at now and
-again--it's good for one. Besides, you can't be both a semi-neurotic
-invalid and a good fencer. Better give up the neurotic habit."
-
-Jean stepped back in derision.
-
-"I'm not neurotic," she affirmed.
-
-"You wouldn't have sent that message about your perio--piérrot--what's
-the gentleman's name? if you hadn't been neurotic."
-
-Mabel had scribbled off another message.
-
-"Well," said Jean gratefully, "my own family don't talk to me like
-that."
-
-"Oh, no," said the fencing girl coolly, "they run round you with hot
-bottles, and mustard blisters. All families do. They make you think
-about your toothache until you aren't pleased when you haven't got it.
-That's the benefit of being here. Here it's a bore to be ill."
-
-She went suddenly on guard.
-
-"Oh," said Jean, in willing imitation of that attitude, "if you only
-teach me to fence, you may say what you like."
-
-It was more the importance of Jean's estimate of herself than any real
-leanings towards being an invalid which made her look on an hour's
-depression as a serious thing, and an attack of toothache as an item of
-news which ought immediately to be communicated to her family. She
-criticized life entirely through her own feelings and experiences.
-Mabel and Elma had enough of the sympathetic understanding of the nature
-of others, to tune their own characters accordingly. But Jean, unless
-terrified, or hurt, or joyous herself never allowed these feelings to be
-transmitted from any one, or because of any one, she happened to love.
-It kept her from maturing as Mabel and even Elma had done. She would
-always be more or less of the self-centred person. It was a useful
-trait in connexion with singing for instance, and it seemed also as
-though it might make her a good fencer. But the flippant merry fencing
-enthusiast in front of her was right when she saw the pitfall ready for
-the Jean who should one day dedicate herself to her ailments. In the
-case of Mabel this very lack of sympathy in Jean helped her in a lonely
-manner to regain some of her lost confidence in herself. It never
-dawned once on Jean that Mabel was fighting down a trouble of her own.
-Mabel had bad nights and ghostly dreams, and a headache occasionally,
-which seemed as though it would put an end to any enthusiasm she might
-ever have had for such an occupation as piano playing. But in the
-morning one got up, and there were always the interests, the joys or
-troubles, or the quaint little oddities of other girls, to knock this
-introspection and worry into the background, and make Mabel her
-companionable self once more. It was better, after all, than the
-scrutiny of one's own family, even a kind one. Jean was merely
-conscious of change in any one when they refused a match or a drive or a
-walk with her. The world was of a piece when that
-happened--"stodgy"--and the interests of Jean were being neglected--a
-great crime.
-
-Mabel despatched the telegram, and the fencing was resumed with vigour.
-The corridor at this end of the house contained a bay window, seated and
-cushioned, and more comfortable as a tea-room than many of the little
-bedrooms. They had arranged tea-cups, and were preparing that
-fascinating and delightful meal when a girl advanced from the far end of
-the corridor, in a lithe swinging manner. The fencing girl drew back
-her foil abruptly. "Who is that?" she asked, staring. The girls were
-conscious of a most refreshing and invigorating surprise. Elsie
-Clutterbuck stood there, with the wild sweetness of the open air in her
-bearing, her hair ruffled gently, her eyes shining in a pale setting.
-
-"You beautiful wild anemone!" breathed the fencing girl in a whisper.
-
-Mabel and Jean heard the soft words with surprise. It was a new light
-through which to look on Elsie. They had never quite dropped the pose of
-the benignant girls who had taken Elsie "out of herself." To them she
-was rather a protégé than a friend; much as Mabel at least would have
-despised herself for that attitude had she detected it in herself. She
-acknowledged an immediate drop in her calculations, when the fencing
-girl did not ask as most people did, "Who is that queer little thing?"
-It was difficult in one sudden moment to adjust oneself to introducing
-Elsie as "You beautiful wild anemone!"
-
-Jean, however, merely summed up the fencing girl as rather ignorant.
-"Why," she said frankly, "I declare it's Elsie!" and in a whisper
-declared, "There's nothing beautiful about Elsie."
-
-They welcomed her heartily, curiously, and wondered if Lance's latest
-news of the family was true.
-
-"Mother Buttercluck," he had written, "has come in for a little legacy.
-It's she who clucks now (grammar or no grammar) and the Professor chimes
-in as the butter portion merely. May heard about it. Can you imagine
-Mrs. C. saying, 'I'd love to have some one to lean on,' and the
-Buttercluck, who would have declared before--'On whom to lean. Pray do
-be more careful of your English,' not having a cluck left! Though I do
-think Elsie had knocked a little of the cluck out before the legacy
-arrived."
-
-Elsie did not seem to be bursting with news. She sat in rather a
-grown-up, reliable way, opening her furry coat at their orders, and
-drawing off her gloves. Her hair was up in loose, heavy coils on her
-neck, and it parted in front with that restless rippling appearance
-which made one think of the open air. The tip-tilted nose, which had
-seemed the principal fault in the face which had always been termed
-plain in childhood, seemed now to lend a piquancy to her features.
-These were delicately irregular, and her eyebrows were too high, if one
-might rely on the analysis of Jean.
-
-The fencing girl sat and stared at her with her foil balanced on a
-crossed knee. If one wanted to do the fencing girl a real kindness, to
-make her radiantly happy, then one introduced her to some one in whom
-she might be interested. Life was a garden to her, and the friends she
-made the flowers. She was not particular about plucking them either.
-"Oh, no indeed," she would say, "I've seen some one in the park to-day
-who is more sweet and lovely than any one human ought to be. I should
-love to know her, of course, but she was just as great a joy to look at.
-Why should you want to have everything that's beautiful? It's merely a
-form of selfishness."
-
-Mabel and Jean imagined that it was more a pose on the part of the
-fencing girl than any talent of Elsie's which immediately impressed her
-on this afternoon. They were later to discover that a thrill of
-expectancy, of interest, was Elsie's first gift to strangers.
-
-"Oh, no," breathed the fencing girl to herself, "you are not beautiful,
-really; you are a personality--that's it."
-
-Elsie sat pulling her gloves through her white hands.
-
-"Lance says Mrs. Clutterbuck has a legacy," said Jean bluntly. "I
-suppose it's true, but we are never sure of Lance, you know."
-
-She passed a cup and some buttered toast.
-
-"Oh, yes, it's true," said Elsie. "I do so envy mamma."
-
-"Why? Doesn't she--haven't you the benefit of it too?" asked Mabel in
-surprise.
-
-"Oh, yes. It isn't that, you know." Elsie swept forward, with a little
-furry cape falling up to her ears as she recovered a dropped glove.
-"It's giving papa a holiday. I've thought all my life how I should love
-to grow up and become an heiress, and give my papa a holiday."
-
-"You thought that," asked Jean accusingly. "Come now--when you were
-climbing lamp-posts and skimming down rain-pipes----"
-
-"Yes, and breaking into other people's houses," said Elsie slowly.
-
-"Did you do that too?" asked Jean.
-
-"Once," said Elsie dreamily, "only once. I was a dreadful trial to my
-parents," she explained to the fencing girl.
-
-"You weren't spanked enough," said Mabel, shaking her head at her.
-
-"My papa was too busy, and mamma too concerned about him to attend to
-me," smiled Elsie. "Poor mamma! She knew if I told my father what I
-did, it would disturb his thoughts, and if his thoughts were disturbed
-he couldn't work, and if he couldn't work the rent wouldn't be paid."
-
-"Oh," said Mabel with memories heaping on her, "had you really to worry
-about the rent?"
-
-The fencing girl began to talk at last.
-
-"It makes me tired," said she vigorously, "the way in which you people,
-brought up in provincial and suburban places, talk. Because you can't
-afford to be there unless your fathers have enough money to take you
-there, you think there's no struggle in the world. You ought to live a
-bit in towns where people are obliged to show the working side as well
-as the retired and affluent side. You poor thing, stuck in suburbia,
-among those Philistines, and thinking about the rent! I suppose they
-only thought you were bad tempered."
-
-The fencing girl had landed them into a conversation more intimate than
-any they had attempted together.
-
-"Oh," said Elsie, and she looked shyly at Mabel and Jean. "I was a tiny
-little thing when I got my first lesson. A lady and her daughter called
-on mamma the second week we were in Ridgetown. I came on them in the
-garden afterwards. They were going out at the gate, and they didn't see
-me coming in. This lady said to her daughter, quite amiably: 'It's no
-use, my dear; I suppose you observed they have only one maid.' They
-never called again."
-
-The fencing girl bit her lip with an interrupted laugh.
-
-"Isn't that suburbia?" she asked. "Now, isn't it?"
-
-"It made me a little wild cat," said Elsie. "Everybody in Ridgetown had
-at least two maids, except ourselves."
-
-"Do you know," said Jean, "I know the time when we would have wept at
-that if it had ever happened to us. It isn't a joke," she told the
-fencing girl.
-
-Elsie gave a long, quiet laugh. "If I ever have children," she said, "I
-hope I may keep them from being silly about a trifle of that sort."
-
-"That's one of the jokes of life though. You won't have children who
-need any support in that way.
-
-"Won't I?" asked Elsie with round eyes.
-
-"No, they'll all be quite different. They'll be giving you points on
-the simple life, and advising you to dispense with maids altogether,"
-said the fencing girl. "I'm not joking. It's a fact, you know, that
-children are awfully unlike their parents. Are you like your mother?"
-she asked Elsie.
-
-"Not a bit," said Elsie laughing.
-
-"Don't study yourself merely in order to know about children. You may
-just have been a selfish little prig, you know," said the fencing girl
-cheerily. "Study them by the dozen, be public-spirited about it. Then
-some day you may be able to understand the soul of a child when you get
-it all to yourself. You won't just sit and say in a blank way, 'In my
-day children were different.'"
-
-"Oh," cried Jean. "Now don't. If there's anything I hate, it's when
-Evelyn begins to preach about children."
-
-"Oh, well," said the fencing girl with a shrug, "if Mrs.----, whatever
-your mother's name is, had known as much about their little ways as I
-do, she would never have let you worry about that one maid. We are all
-wrong with domestic life at present. The one lot stays in too much and
-loses touch with the world, and the other lot are too busy touching the
-world to stay in enough. We are putting it right, however," she said
-amiably. "We are----" She spread her hands in the direction of the
-company collected. "We are getting up our world at present. After that
-we may be of some use in it."
-
-Elsie looked at her rather admiringly.
-
-"My father would love to hear you talk," she said amiably.
-
-"Talk," said the fencing girl in a fallen voice, "and I hate the talkers
-so!"
-
-"Nevertheless," said Mabel, "given a friend of ours in for tea--who does
-the talking?"
-
-"Evelyn," said Jean, "and invariably her own subjects too."
-
-It seems that this girl was not always fencing.
-
-She controlled the collecting of rents and practically managed the
-domestic matters in three streets of tenements of new buildings recently
-erected in a working part of London. She was also engaged to be
-married.
-
-"Doesn't this sort of independent life unsettle you for a quiet one?"
-she was often asked by her friends.
-
-"And it's quite different," she would explain. "Knowing the stress and
-the difficulties of this side of it make me long for that little haven
-of a home we are getting ready at Richmond. I would bury myself there
-for ever, from a selfish point of view that is, and probably vegetate
-like the others. But I've made a pledge never to forget--never to
-forget what I've seen in London, and never to stop working for it
-somewhere or somehow."
-
-"What about your poor husband?" asked Jean.
-
-"He isn't poor," said the fencing girl with a grin. "He is getting quite
-rich. He fell in love with me at the tenements. He built them. I
-should think he would divorce me if I turned narrow-minded."
-
-She gazed in a searching way at Elsie.
-
-"You have the makings of a somebody," she said gravely, "more than these
-two, though they are perfectly charming."
-
-"I want to go to the Balkans," said Elsie. She turned to Mabel.
-"Cousin Arthur declared he really would take me."
-
-"Is Mr. Symington there now?" asked Jean. Mabel thanked her from the
-bottom of a heart that couldn't prompt a single word at that supreme
-moment.
-
-"No, but he said he was going some day," said Elsie. That was all.
-Mabel had seen a blaze of sunshine and then blackness again.
-
-"Oh," said the robust, unheeding Jean, "what do your people say to
-that?"
-
-"Papa says he won't have me butchered," said Elsie with a radiant smile.
-
-"Look here," said the fencing girl, with her eyes still searching that
-"wild flower of a face" of Elsie's. "Will your father come and see my
-tenements?"
-
-The answer of Elsie became historic in the girls' club.
-
-"I think he will," said she. "He was up the Ferris wheel last night."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
- Under Royal Patronage
-
-
-Mrs. Leighton made use of the fact of the Clutterbuck's being in London
-to write to the Professor's wife.
-
-"We have been so anxious about Elma, who now however is picking up. But
-we have the saddest news of Miss Annie. It seems as though she would
-not live more than a day or two. If I have bad news to send to Mabel
-and Jean, may I send it through you? It would be such a kindness to me
-if I knew you were there to tell them."
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck responded in that loving tremulous way she had of
-delighting in being useful. She could not believe in her good fortune
-with the Professor. After all, it had been worry, concern about material
-things, which had clouded his affection for a time. He had never been
-able to give himself to the world, as he desired to give himself,
-because of that grind at lectures which he so palpably abhorred. Now
-even the lectures were a delight, since he had leisure besides where he
-did not need to reflect on the certainty of "the rainy day." He was
-once more the hero of her girlish dreams. How magnificent not to lose
-one's ideal! They both rejoiced in the young ardour of Elsie, whose
-courage made leaps at each new unfolding of the "loveliness of life."
-
-It was very delightful now that the two Leightons should come under
-those gently stretching wings of the reinvigorated Professor's wife.
-
-At the time of a call from Mrs. Clutterbuck, Mabel and Jean had just
-received tickets from Lady Emily for a concert at a great house. The
-concert, to those who bought guinea tickets, was not so important as the
-fact that royal ears would listen to it. Herr Slavska disposed of the
-affair in a speech which could not be taken down in words. His theme
-was the rush of the "stupids" to see a royal personage, and the tragedy
-of the poor "stars" of artists who could hardly afford the cab which
-protected their costumes. Yet some members of his profession, he
-averred, would rather lose a meal or two than lose the chance of seeing
-their name in red letters and of bowing to encores from royalty.
-
-"And why not?" asked Jean. "I think it would be lovely to bow to
-royalty."
-
-"Where is ze art?" he asked as a wind-up. "Nowhere!"
-
-"That's nonsense, you know," Jean confided afterwards. "I think there
-must be a lot of art in being able to sing to kings and queens.
-Besides, why shouldn't they wave their royal hands, and produce us, as
-it were--like Aladdin, you know."
-
-Jean already saw herself at Windsor.
-
-Mabel merely concerned herself with the fact that Mr. Green was to play.
-He had not the scruples of Herr Slavska. "Although it's an abominable
-practice," said he. "It is the artists who make the sacrifice.
-Everybody else gets something for it. The crowd gets royalty, royalty
-gets music, charities get gold. We get momentary applause--that is all."
-
-"That's what I'm living for," declared Jean, "just a little, a very
-little momentary applause. Then I would swell like a peacock, Mabel, I
-really should. The artists don't get nothing out of it after all. They
-get appreciation."
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck was intensely interested in the concert. "Do you mean
-to say there's to be a prince at it?" she asked.
-
-There were to be princesses also, it seemed.
-
-"Oh," said Mabel, "how lovely it would have been for Elsie and you to
-go."
-
-She saw the experience that it would be for a little home bird of the
-Mrs. Clutterbuck type. She considered for a moment--"Couldn't she give
-up her ticket for one of them?"
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck saw the indecision in her face.
-
-"No, my dear, no," said she, "I know the thought in your mind. I have a
-much better plan."
-
-The pleasure of being at last able to dispense favours--transformed her
-face. She turned with an expectant, delighted look to Elsie.
-
-"If we could go together," said she, "and it wouldn't be a bore to both
-of you to sit with two country cousins like ourselves, I should take two
-tickets. It would be charming."
-
-This plan was received with the greatest acclamation.
-
-"We ought to have a chaperon anyhow," said Jean.
-
-It seemed the funniest thing in the world to Mabel that they should be
-about to be chaperoned by Mrs. Clutterbuck. In some unaccountable way
-it drew her more out of her loneliness than anything she had experienced
-in London. On the other hand, she was constantly reminding herself how
-much amused some people in Ridgetown would be if they only knew.
-
-They drove to the concert on a spring day when the air had suddenly
-turned warm. The streets were sparkling with a radiance of budding
-leaves, of struggling blossom; and all the world seemed to be turning in
-at the great gates of the house beyond St. James'.
-
-It was not to be expected that one should know these people, though, as
-Jean declared, "Every little boarding-house keeper in Bayswater could
-tell you who was stepping out of the carriage in front of you."
-
-There was a great crowd inside; heated rooms and a wide vestibule, and a
-hall where a platform was arranged with crimson seats facing it and
-denoting royalty.
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck's timidity came on her with a rush. She could hardly
-produce her two tickets. It was Mabel who saved the situation and
-piloted them in as though she understood exactly where to go. There was
-a hush of expectancy in the beautifully costumed crowd within.
-Everybody looked past one with craning neck. Mabel began to laugh.
-"It's exactly as though they were built on a slant," she declared.
-
-In the end they found seats on the stairs beside the wife of an
-ambassador.
-
-"My dear," said Mrs. Clutterbuck in rather a breathless way to Mabel.
-"My dear, just think of it."
-
-Mabel immediately regretted having brought her there.
-
-"But everybody is sitting on the stairs," she said gravely. "It's quite
-all right. Lady Emily told me she once took a seat in an elevator in
-somebody's house because there was no room elsewhere. She spent an hour
-going up and down, not having the courage to get out."
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck smiled nervously.
-
-"It isn't that, my dear. It's the gown, that one in front of you.
-Every inch of the lace is hand-made."
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck was quite enervated by the discovery.
-
-"Oh," said Mabel in quite a relieved way, "was that it? I began to
-blame myself for bringing you to the stairs."
-
-"Isn't it fun?" said Elsie. "Much funnier looking at these people than
-it will be looking at royalty. I never saw so many lorgnettes."
-
-A sudden movement made them rise. A group of princesses with bouquets
-appeared and took their seats on the red chairs.
-
-"Oh," said Jean with a sigh, as they sat down again. "Think of the poor
-artists now."
-
-She had grown quite pale.
-
-"I don't think I shall ever be able to perform," she said. "My heart
-simply stops beating on an occasion of this sort."
-
-The crowd parted again, and a singer, radiant in white chiffon with
-silver embroidery, and wearing a black hat with enormous plumes,
-ascended the platform. She curtseyed elaborately to the princesses, and
-casually bowed in the direction of the applause which reached her from
-other sources. She began to sing, and in that hall of reserved voices,
-of deferential attitudes, of eager, searching glances and general
-ceremonious curiosity, her voice rang out a clear, beautiful, alien
-thing. It danced into the shadows of minds merely occupied with
-staring, it filled up crevices as though she had appeared in an empty
-room. One moment every one had been girt with a kind of fashionable
-melancholy which precluded anything but polite commonplaces. The next
-minute something living had appeared, a liquid voice sang notes of joy,
-mockery and despair; it lit on things which cannot be touched upon with
-the speaking voice, and it brought tears to the eyes of one little
-princess.
-
-Jean was shrouded in longing. Nothing so intimately delicious had ever
-come near her. She might as well shut up her music books and say
-good-bye to Herr Slavska. Elsie sat beside the lady in real lace. She
-was in the woods with the fresh air blowing over her; buttercups and
-daisies at her feet.
-
-"Is she not then charming?" asked a voice at her side. The real lace
-had spoken at last. That was how they discovered afterwards that she
-was the wife of an ambassador. The lady had her mind distracted first
-by the sheer beauty of a famous voice which she loved, next by the
-delicate profile of the face beside her--a type not usual in London.
-
-Elsie turned her eyes with a start.
-
-"It's like summer, the voice," she said simply.
-
-"It's like the best method I've ever heard," said Jean darkly. (Oh, how
-to emulate such a creature!)
-
-"Ah, yes. But she returns. And now, while yet she bows and does not
-sing--a leetle vulgar is it not?"
-
-The ambassador's wife could discount her favourite it seemed. That was
-just the difficulty in art. To remain supreme in one art and yet
-recognize other forms of it, that was the fortune of few. The singer
-had enormous jewels at her neck.
-
-"She would wear cabbage as diamonds," said the lady, "but with her voice
-one forgives."
-
-Thereafter there was a procession of the most talented performers at
-that moment in London. Magicians with violins drew melodies in a
-faultless manner from smooth strings and a bow which seemed to be
-playing on butter. Technique was evident nowhere, only the easy lovely
-result of it. In an hour it became as facile a thing to play any
-instrument, sing any song, as though practice and discouragement did not
-exist in any art at all.
-
-"Mr. Green played decorously and magnificently," said Elsie. "They are
-all a little decorous, aren't they?" she asked, "except that wonderful
-thing in the white and silver gown."
-
-Nothing had touched the daring beauty of that voice.
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck leant forward to Elsie eagerly.
-
-"I was right, Elsie," said she. "You know I was right."
-
-"Right?" asked Elsie. Her eyes shone with a. dark glamour. "You mean
-about it's being so nice here, romantic and that sort of thing?"
-
-"No," said Mrs. Clutterbuck. She sometimes had rather a superb way of
-treating Elsie's little imaginative extravagances. "I mean about
-mauve--mauve is the colour this year, don't you see?"
-
-"Mamma," she said radiantly, "I quite forgot. I was simply wondering
-how long all this would last, or whether they'd suddenly cut us off the
-way Jean says they do."
-
-"They do," said Jean, "at these charity concerts. One after another runs
-on and makes its little bow. And some are detained, you know, and then
-the programme just comes to an end."
-
-"They seem to be going on all right," said Mrs. Clutterbuck placidly,
-"and mauve is the colour, you see."
-
-Another singer appeared, and Jean's heaven was cleared of clouds by the
-evidence in this performer of a bad method. Now, indeed, it seemed an
-easy matter to believe that one could triumph over anything.
-
-That first, victorious, delicious voice had trodden on every ambition
-Jean ever possessed. But the frailty of a newcomer set her once more on
-her enthusiastic feet.
-
-"I should say it would be easy enough to get appearing at a concert like
-this," she said dimly to Elsie. Her eye was on the future, and the
-platform was cleared. At the piano sat Mr. Green, grown older a little,
-and more companionable as an accompanist; and in the centre, in radiant
-silver and white, and--and diamonds, sang Jean, the prima donna, Jean!
-
-She was startled by the sudden departure of the ambassador's wife.
-
-"For the leaving of the princess I wait not," said this lady. With a
-cool little nod to Elsie, she descended the crowded stairs.
-
-Her remarks on the vulgarity of the singer rankled with Jean. The
-costume seemed so appropriate to that other fair dream.
-
-"I didn't think her vulgar, did you?" she asked Elsie.
-
-"Not on a platform, perhaps," said Elsie vaguely. Her thoughts
-invariably strayed from dress. "But in a drawing-room she would look,
-look----"
-
-"Well, what Elsie?" asked Jean impatiently.
-
-Elsie's dreamy eyes came down on her suddenly. "In a drawing-room she
-would look like a lamp shade," she blurted.
-
-It really was rather a tragedy for them that the golden voice should
-have been framed in so doubtful a setting.
-
-Elsie's eyes were on the princesses.
-
-"They have eyes like calm lakes," said she. "How clever it must be to
-look out and feel and know, only to express very often something
-entirely different. Don't you wonder what princesses say to themselves
-when they get alone together after an affair of this sort?"
-
-"I know," said Mabel. "They say, 'I wonder what girls like these girls
-on the stairs say of us after we are gone; do they say we are charming,
-as the newspapers do, or do they say----' But they couldn't think that,
-for they are charming, aren't they?" asked Mabel.
-
-"Yes," said Elsie sadly. "But I never could keep a bird in a cage. It
-must be like being in a cage sometimes for them."
-
-There was an abrupt movement among the royal party. The last of the
-illustrious performers had appeared, and it was time to go. Everybody
-rose once more. Then there was a hurried fight for a tea-room where
-countesses played hostess.
-
-Mrs. Clutterbuck, now finally in the spirit of the thing, moved along
-blithely. She spoke, however, in low modulated whispers as though she
-were attending some serious ceremony.
-
-"I'm sure your mother would have enjoyed this," she said, as they sat
-down to ices served in filagree boats. "The countesses and, you know,
-the general air of the thing--so different to Ridgetown."
-
-"Ridgetown!" The girl laughed immoderately. "We couldn't sit on the
-stairs at Ridgetown, could we?" Mrs. Clutterbuck was getting away from
-her subject.
-
-"Take some tea, my dear," she said to Mabel in the tone of voice as one
-who should say, "you will need it." "It's invigorating after the ice,"
-said the Professor's wife.
-
-Mabel took tea.
-
-Now that the great event of the concert was over, they were a little
-tired, and glad of the idea of fresh air.
-
-"Miss Grace, dear--have you heard from Miss Grace lately?" asked Mrs.
-Clutterbuck.
-
-"No. It's a funny thing," said Mabel. "We supposed it was because of
-Elma's illness, you know. Miss Grace would be in such a state. Shall
-we go now?"
-
-They got out and arranged to walk through St. James' Park together.
-
-"I had a message," said Mrs. Clutterbuck quietly, "about Miss Grace. I
-am to have another when I get back just now. Will you come with me?
-It's about Miss Annie. She has been very ill."
-
-It was impossible for her to tell them that the same illness as Elma's
-had done its work there. They seemed to have no suspicion of that.
-
-"Oh, poor Miss Annie!" said Mabel. "If I had only known!"
-
-"That was just it; they couldn't tell you that too with all you had to
-hear about Elma. Elma is very well now, you understand, but Miss
-Annie--well, Miss Annie is not expected to live over to-night."
-
-The news came to them in an unreal way. It was the break-up of their
-childhood. That Miss Annie should not always be there, the charming
-beautiful invalid, seemed impossible.
-
-"Oh, but," said Mabel, "she has been so ill before, won't she get
-better?"
-
-"She was never ill like this before," said Mrs. Clutterbuck. "We will
-see what the message says."
-
-They found a wire at home. At the end of a sparkling day, it came to
-that. While they had listened to these golden voices, Miss Annie
-had----
-
-The telegram lay there to say that Miss Annie had died.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
- The Home-Coming
-
-
-Mr. Leighton departed from his first feelings of hurry where Mabel and
-Jean were concerned, and delayed their home coming till Elma was in a
-condition not to be retarded by any extra excitement.
-
-They drove away at last from the club early in the morning, so that they
-had the entire house to see them off. It was very nearly as bad as
-leaving Ridgetown.
-
-"I shall not be able to walk past your door for some days," said one
-red-haired girl. "Oh, don't I know that feeling?"
-
-She was compelled to stay in London, with only a fortnight's holiday in
-summer time.
-
-"I shall send you forget-me-nots by every post," said Jean. "You'll be
-in love with the new girl in a week."
-
-"I won't," said the red-haired girl.
-
-They had gifts from all of the girls stowed away somewhere. What a
-morning! Even the hall porter showed signs of dejection at their going.
-
-"It will never be the same without you, miss," he said to Mabel.
-
-One's own family were not so complimentary.
-
-Mabel and Jean left in a heaped-up four-wheeler.
-
-"I feel quite sick, you know," said Jean.
-
-It was a historic statement, and Mabel had her own qualms. They left a
-houseful of good little friendly people, a dazzling, hard-working
-London, and they were going back--to the wedding of Isobel. Mabel had
-not got over the feeling that drama only exists in a brilliant manner in
-London, and that life in one's own home, though peaceful, was drab
-colour. It wouldn't be drab colour, it would be radiant of course, if
-happy unexpected things happened there. How it would lighten to the
-colour of rose, oh gorgeous life, if such a thing could ever happen now!
-But it wouldn't. All that would happen would be that Robin would marry
-Isobel and that she should keep on playing piano. Ah well, in any case,
-she could play piano a long way better than she ever did. And Jean
-could sing with a certain distinction of method. Not nearly ripe, this
-method, as Jean informed every one, but on the way. Her voice would be
-worth hearing at twenty-five.
-
-Much of the effect they would make on Ridgetown was invested in the
-boxes piled above them. All their spare time lately had been taken up
-in spending their allowance in clothes and panning things neatly out to
-London standards. It gave them an amount of reliance in themselves and
-in their return which was very exhilarating. Though what did it all
-matter with Miss Annie gone?
-
-"It terrifies me to think of Ridgetown without Miss Annie. What shall
-we do there?" asked Jean mournfully.
-
-"Yes, that's it," replied Mabel. "No one dying in London would make
-that difference. I shall think, as we are driving home, Miss Annie
-isn't there. Won't you?"
-
-"And here they would only have a little more time for somebody else,"
-said Jean.
-
-They drove through the early morning streets with a tiny relief at their
-heart. On their next drive they would know everybody they passed.
-
-"Oh, how deadly I felt when I came here!" said Jean. "Knowing no one,
-and thinking that if I died in the cab no one near me would care!"
-
-They reached Ridgetown in the afternoon. A carriage was drawn up at the
-station gates. In it were Mrs. Leighton, Miss Grace and Elma.
-
-Mabel stood transfixed.
-
-"Oh, Elma," she said, "Elma!"
-
-Elma knew it. She wasn't as fat as a pumpkin after all. And every one
-had kept on saying that she was fatter than any pumpkin. Mabel was the
-only one who had told the truth. She leaned over the folded hood of the
-carriage and hugged her gently.
-
-"I should like to inform you Mabs, I'm as fat as a pumpkin."
-
-But Mabel hung on to the carriage with her head down. No one had told
-her that Elma had been so ill as this.
-
-Elma had the look of having been in a far country--why hadn't some one
-told her? Miss Grace, who had been away for some weeks with Adelaide
-Maud and had just got back in fairly good spirits, did some of the
-conversing which helped Mabel to recover herself.
-
-Cuthbert and Betty came hurrying up from the wrong end of the train.
-
-"Oh, and we missed you," wailed Betty, "and I wanted to be the first."
-
-One could hug indiscriminately at Ridgetown Station. Jean was the next
-person to melt into tears. She had tried to tell Miss Grace how sorry
-she was.
-
-Cuthbert began to restore order.
-
-"You'd better take two in that carriage, crowded or not," said he.
-"There are boxes lying on the platform which will require a cab to
-themselves."
-
-"It's our music," said Jean importantly and quite untruthfully.
-
-"It's my new hat," said Mabel, with a return of her old dash.
-
-She had gone round the carriage seeing each occupant separately, and
-there seemed to be no hurry for anything, merely the pleasure of meeting
-again.
-
-Just then there was a whirl of wheels in the distance. A certain
-familiarity in the sound made four girls look at each other. Mrs.
-Leighton, who had no ear for wheels, stared in a surprised way at her
-daughters.
-
-"Well," she said, "what are we all waiting for? We must get home
-sometime."
-
-"Yes," asked Cuthbert lustily, "what in the wide world are we waiting
-for?"
-
-A high wagonette and pair of horses drove up, and turned with a fine
-circle into line behind them. In the wagonette sat Adelaide Maud.
-Adelaide Maud was dressed in blue.
-
-"That," said Elma, with a sigh of great contentment.
-
-The three girls dashed at Adelaide Maud.
-
-Elma laid her hand on Cuthbert's.
-
-"Go and say how do you do to Adelaide Maud," said she.
-
-For a minute or two she was left with Mrs. Leighton and Miss Grace.
-Then Cuthbert came to her.
-
-"Get up," said he to Elma. "Get up. You're to go with Adelaide Maud."
-
-"Who is this Adelaide Maud who interferes with every plan in connection
-with my family?" asked Mrs. Leighton. She had a resigned note in her
-voice. "Shall we ever get home," she kept asking.
-
-A voice behind them broke in.
-
-"I didn't tell him to be impolite, Mrs. Leighton," said Adelaide Maud.
-"I only asked to have Elma in my carriage."
-
-Elma looked provokingly at Adelaide Maud.
-
-"I'm so sorry," said she, "but I'm driving home with Cuthbert."
-
-"It's not true," said Cuthbert. "She's doing nothing of the kind."
-
-"Then I shall get in here," said Adelaide Maud calmly, and proceeded to
-step in.
-
-Several people tried to stop her.
-
-"I want to drive home with mummy," said Jean.
-
-"And I mean to take Elma," said Mabel.
-
-Mrs. Leighton leant back in the carriage.
-
-"I should like to mention," she said, "that this is not a royal
-procession, and that we only take about two and a half minutes to get
-home in any case. What does it matter which carriage we go in?"
-
-"Every second is of value," said Jean.
-
-"Well, here you are, Jean, get in beside your mother," said Adelaide
-Maud. "And, Elma and Mabel, you come with me. And, Mr. Leighton, you
-look after Miss Grace. What could be more admirable?"
-
-They did it because it seemed the simplest way out, except Cuthbert, who
-backed into the station and came up on a cab with the luggage. He
-looked vindictively at Adelaide Maud as he descended, as though he would
-say, "This is your doing."
-
-The three conveyances were blocking the wide sweep of gravel in front of
-the White House.
-
-Adelaide Maud patted one of the horses' heads in an unnecessary manner.
-
-"I must congratulate you on your professorship," said she.
-
-"Thank you," said Cuthbert.
-
-"So nice for your family too, to have you here all summer."
-
-"Excellent," said Cuthbert.
-
-"I don't see how you can run a lectureship when you say so little."
-Adelaide Maud spoke very crisply, and in a nice cool manner.
-
-Cuthbert looked stolidly at the men carrying in luggage.
-
-"The students will respect me probably," he said grimly.
-
-Adelaide Maud laughed a clear ringing laugh. Then she looked at
-Cuthbert once "straight in the eye" and ran indoors. Cuthbert began
-pulling boxes about with unnecessary violence.
-
-They had tea in the drawing-room amidst the roses, for the tables were
-covered with them. Mabel did nothing but wander about and say, "Oh, oh,
-and isn't it lovely to be home."
-
-But Jean sat right down and in a business-like manner began to describe
-London. Also, she was very sorry for Elma, because now she, Jean, knew
-what it was to be ill. She began to detail her symptoms to Elma.
-
-"Oh, Jean, you little monkey," said Mabel. "Don't listen to her, she
-wasn't ill a bit." It was the only point on which Mabel and Jean really
-differed.
-
-Isobel came sailing in. Nothing could have been nicer than the way she
-greeted them.
-
-"Oh, Isobel, aren't you dying to hear me sing?" asked Jean. It never
-dawned on her but that Isobel, who had been so keen to get her off to a
-good master, put art first and everything else afterwards.
-
-Mrs. Leighton would never forget the way in which Mabel received her.
-Mabs had developed into a finely balanced woman. There was no sign of
-her wanting to detract in the slightest from Isobel's happiness.
-
-"Do let me see your ring. How pretty! And how it fits your hand, just
-a beautiful ring. Some engagement rings look as though they had only
-been made for fat Jewesses. Don't they? I love those tiny diamonds set
-round the big ones. Where are you going for your honeymoon?"
-
-"I'm going first for my things," said Isobel. "I've got no further than
-that. Miss Meredith and I are taking a week in London next week."
-
-That was her triumph, that she had "squared" Miss Meredith. Miss
-Meredith had really a lonely little heart beating beneath all her paltry
-ambitions. Always she had been stretching for what was very difficult
-of attainment. She had stretched for a wife for Robin, and she had
-stretched in vain. Then suddenly one day this undesirable Isobel had
-asked her to go to London to help with her trousseaux. No one perhaps
-knew what a strange and unlooked-for delight filled her heart, what
-gates of starchy reserve were opened to this new flood of gratitude
-rising within her. Robin had always, although influenced by her in an
-intangible way, treated her as though she were a useful piece of
-furniture. He so invariably discounted her services; it had made her
-believe that her only chance of keeping him at all was in imposing on
-him her hardest, most unlovable traits. That Isobel, of her own accord,
-should seek her advice, out of the crowd who were willing to confer it,
-really agitated her. From that moment she was Isobel's willing ally.
-
-Isobel saw here the result of incalculable goodness as encouraged by Mr.
-Leighton. His words had stung her to an exalted notion of what she
-might do to show him that she could confer as well as receive. She
-should "ingratiate Sarah" in a thorough manner. The result of it
-surprised her more than she would confess. There were other ways of
-receiving benefits than by grabbing with both hands it seemed. Isobel
-began to think that unselfish people probably remained unselfish because
-they found it a paying business. Nothing would ever really relieve her
-mind of its mercenary element.
-
-The funniest experience of her life was this new friendship with Sarah.
-Mr. Leighton noted it, and she saw that he noted it. She went one day
-to him in almost a contrite mood.
-
-"I've begun to ingratiate Sarah," said she, "I believe I'm rather liking
-the experience."
-
-Mr. Leighton knew better than to lecture her at all. He thought indeed
-that signs of relenting would not readily occur between either of them.
-
-"Goodness is an admirable habit," he said lightly.
-
-She thanked him for having fallen into her mood by this much.
-
-"Well, anyhow, a little exhibition of it on my part has evidently been a
-welcome tonic to Sarah," she said.
-
-Mabel and Jean found her easier than of yore. Only Elma carried the
-reserve formed by what she had gone through into the present moment of
-rapture. They made Mabel play and Jean sing, and Adelaide Maud and Jean
-performed a duet together.
-
-Cuthbert pranced about and applauded heavily, and Adelaide Maud swung
-her crisp skirts and bowed low in a professional manner.
-
-"If I can't sing," said she, "I can bow. So do you mind if I do it
-again?" So she bowed again.
-
-It was quite different to the old Adelaide Maud, who aired such starchy
-manners in their drawing-room.
-
-Lance came in by an early train.
-
-"Heard you were home," said he, "and ran in to see if you'd take some
-Broken Hills, or Grand Trunks, or Consolidated Johnnies, you know."
-
-He produced a note-book.
-
-"Now Mrs. Leighton promised to buy a whole mine of shares the other day,
-and she hasn't done it. How am I to get on with my admirable firm, if
-my best clients fail me in this way?"
-
-Jean exploded into laughter. Lance as a stockbroker, what next!
-
-"You needn't laugh," he said. "I made twenty-five pounds for the mater
-last week. Not your mater, mine!"
-
-"Don't listen to Lance's illegal practices," said Elma.
-
-Lance struck an attitude in front of Mabel.
-
-"Oh, mother," he said, "how you've growed. I'm afraid of you. Wait
-till you see what Maclean will say!"
-
-"Maclean?"
-
-"Yes. Now, Elma, don't pretend to look blank about it. It was you who
-told me."
-
-Elma groaned. (If it only were Mr. Maclean!)
-
-"I told you nothing," she said. "You are not to be trusted, I've always
-known that, in Stock Exchange or out of it, I'd never tell you a single
-thing."
-
-"Well, it was Aunt Katharine," said Lance with conviction. She had just
-appeared in the doorway.
-
-"Well, well," she said in a fat, breathless way. "Well, you're home,
-and I am glad. Dear, how tall you both are! And is that the latest?"
-She looked at Mabel's hat. "Well, well. We've had enough trouble with
-you away. Elma will be ready for none of that nonsense for a year or
-two, that's one comfort. Jean, you are quite fat. Living in other
-people's houses seems to agree with you. Not the life we were
-accustomed to. Young people had to stay at home in my day."
-
-"Now, Aunt Katharine," said Lance, who was a privileged person, "are
-they your girls, or Mrs. Leighton's, that you lecture them so?"
-
-"Look here, Lance," said Elma, "Aunt Katharine isn't a Broken Hill, or a
-con--consolidated Johnnie. You just leave her alone, will you?"
-
-"Elma's become beastly dictatorial since she was ill," said Lance
-savagely. "What's that confab in the corner?"
-
-Mrs. Leighton was sitting with Adelaide Maud, and in the pause which
-ensued, everybody heard her say, "When Jean was a baby--no, it was when
-Elma was a baby, and Cuthbert, you know----" just as the girls were
-afraid she would five long years ago.
-
-"Oh," said Cuthbert from the other end of the room, "my dear mother, if
-you go on with that----"
-
-"I can't imagine why they never want to know what they did when they
-were babies," said Mrs. Leighton, in an innocent manner. She disliked
-being stopped in any of these reminiscences. Adelaide Maud's eyes
-danced. "They were so much nicer when they were babies," sighed Mrs.
-Leighton.
-
-Then she turned round on them all.
-
-"You two girls have been home for an hour or more, and you never asked
-after your dear father."
-
-Mabel giggled. Jean looked very serious.
-
-Elma said suddenly, "They are hiding something, mummy," and the secret
-was out.
-
-Mr. Leighton had met them pretty nearly half way. He had travelled with
-them, and in town had seen them into the train for Ridgetown.
-
-"And he told me," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he had an important meeting
-which would keep him employed for the better part of the day."
-
-"So he had," said Mabel.
-
-"It's just like John," said Mrs. Leighton to Aunt Katharine. "One might
-have known he wouldn't stay away from these girls."
-
-She smiled largely as she remembered his protestations of the morning.
-
-"Oh, well," said Aunt Katharine dingily, "it would have been nicer of
-him to have told you. You never were very firm with John."
-
-Robin Meredith came in the evening when they were assembled with Mr.
-Leighton in the drawing-room and the girls were playing once more. They
-played and sang with a fine new confidence and abandonment which made up
-to Mr. Leighton for long weary months of waiting. Mabel, mostly on
-account of her father's commendation, was quite composed and cheerful as
-she shook hands with Robin. Robin would not have minded the composure,
-but the cheerfulness wounded him a trifle. Mr. Leighton considered that
-his future life had more promise in it now that he saw Robin unnerved.
-If it were not for the beautiful ease of Mabel's manner, he should have
-felt uncertain as to the consequences of all that had happened. But
-Mabel was so serenely right in every way that his last fear melted.
-
-Mabel herself began to wonder at her own placidity. She looked with
-thankfulness on the scene before her, all her family and Elma given back
-to her, every one loyal, untouched by the influence which she had so
-feared before, Isobel going to be married to a man from whom she was
-glad to feel herself freed, her home intact. Yet a bitter mist gathered
-in her mind and obliterated the joyousness. How wicked of her--to
-complain with everything here so lovely before her.
-
-No, not everything.
-
-Mabel, in the darkness that night before falling asleep, held her hand
-to her eyes. No, everything had not come back to her yet.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
- Adelaide Maud
-
-
-The Leighton's had been writing off the invitations for the wedding, and
-Elma was in her room with Adelaide Maud. This had been converted into a
-sitting-room so long as Elma remained a convalescent.
-
-Elma had asked Isobel if she might have just one invitation for a
-special friend of her own. Now who was this friend, Mrs. Leighton
-wondered? She was surprised when Elma asked her, without any
-embarrassment for Mr. Symington's address.
-
-"And don't tell who it is, please, Mummy, because I have a little plot
-of my own on hand."
-
-She sealed and addressed this important missive quite blandly under her
-mother's eyes.
-
-Mrs. Leighton could not make it out. She was inclined to fall into Aunt
-Katharine's ways and say, "In my young days, young people were not so
-blatant."
-
-Mr. Leighton shook his head over her having allowed the invitation to
-go.
-
-"You can't tell what net she may become entangled in," he said, "and
-Symington cleared out in a very sudden manner, you know." He could not
-get that out of his mind.
-
-Mrs. Leighton harked back to the old formula. "Elma is only a child,"
-she said, "with too much of a superb imagination. She will have a lot
-of fancies before she is done."
-
-Elma saw her letter posted, with only Mrs. Leighton and Miss Grace in
-the secret. She felt completely relieved and happy. Nothing had
-pleased her so much for a long time.
-
-"Why, Elma, your cheeks are getting pink at last," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-She had come in to spend the afternoon with Elma while the others went
-to the dressmaker for the all-important gowns. Adelaide Maud had said
-she would come if Elma were to be quite alone. And Elma meant to be
-quite alone until Cuthbert came down by an early train. Then, after
-Adelaide Maud was announced, she rather hoped that Cuthbert might
-appear.
-
-"Are you sure they are pink," she asked Adelaide Maud, "because I used
-to be so anxious that I might look pale."
-
-"You must have thought yourself very good looking lately then," said
-Adelaide Maud. "Elma," she asked suddenly, "why don't you girls
-sometimes call me Helen? I think you might by this time."
-
-"I would rather call you Adelaide Maud," said Elma.
-
-"But I can't be a Story Book for ever."
-
-"I shouldn't want to call you Helen when you looked like Miss Dudgeon.
-Mrs. Dudgeon wouldn't like it, would she?"
-
-Ridgetown traditions still hampered their friendship it seemed.
-
-Adelaide Maud's head fell low.
-
-"Do you know, Elma, in five minutes, if I just had one chance, in five
-minutes I could get my mother to say that it didn't matter whether you
-called me Helen or not. But I never get the chance."
-
-"I did one lovely and glorious thing yesterday," said Elma. "Couldn't I
-do another to-day?"
-
-"I don't know what you did yesterday, but you can't do anything for me
-to-day," said Adelaide Maud stiffly.
-
-Cuthbert came strolling in. Adelaide Maud looked seriously annoyed.
-
-"You told me you would be quite alone," she said to Elma.
-
-"Oh, you don't mind about Cuthbert, do you?" asked Elma anxiously.
-"Besides, Cuthbert didn't know you were coming."
-
-"I did," said Cuthbert shortly.
-
-Adelaide Maud had risen a little, and at this she sat down in a very
-straight manner, with her head slightly raised. She and Elma were on a
-couch near a tea-table. Cuthbert took an easy chair opposite. Then
-Adelaide Maud began to laugh. She laughed with a ringing bright laugh
-that was very amusing to Elma, but Cuthbert remained quite unmoved.
-
-Adelaide Maud looked at him.
-
-"Oh, please laugh a little," she said humbly.
-
-Cuthbert did not take his eyes away from her. He simply looked and said
-nothing.
-
-"How are the invitations going on?" he asked Elma as though apparently
-proving that Adelaide Maud did not exist.
-
-Elma clasped her hands.
-
-"Beautifully. I've been allowed to ask all my 'particulars.'"
-
-"Am I to be invited?" asked Adelaide Maud simply.
-
-"Mrs. and Miss Dudgeon," said Elma in a hollow voice. "Do you think
-Mrs. Dudgeon will come?" she asked in a melancholy manner.
-
-"Not if Mr. Leighton looks like that," said Adelaide Maud. She turned
-in a pettish manner away from him and gazed at Elma.
-
-Elma burst out laughing.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert, I do think you are horrid to Adelaide Maud."
-
-Adelaide Maud sat up again looking perfectly delighted.
-
-"Now there," she said, "I have been waiting for years for some one to
-say that about Mr. Leighton. Thank you so much, dear. It's so perfectly
-true. For years I have been amiable and for years he has been--a----"
-
-"A brute," said Elma placidly.
-
-"Yes," said Adelaide Maud. "And I've got to go on pretending to be a
-girl of spirit with a mamma who won't understand the situation,
-and--and--I get no encouragement at all. It's a horrid world," said
-Adelaide Maud.
-
-Cuthbert rose from the easy chair, with a look in his eyes which Elma
-had never seen.
-
-"All I can say is," he pretended to be speaking jocularly, "will the
-lady who has just spoken undertake to repeat these words, in
-private--in----"
-
-"No, she won't," said Adelaide Maud in a whisper.
-
-Elma sat shaking in every limb. The one thought that passed through her
-mind was that if she didn't clear out, Cuthbert might kiss Adelaide
-Maud, and that would be awful. She crawled out of the room somehow or
-other. What the others were thinking of her she did not know. She
-wanted to reach something outside the door, and sank on a chair there.
-Oh, the selfishness of lovers! Adelaide Maud and Cuthbert were "making
-it up" while she sat shaking with her face in her hands in the long
-corridor.
-
-Mrs. Leighton found her there some little time afterwards.
-
-"Sh! mummy. Speak in a whisper, please."
-
-"Well, I never. Who is ill now, I should like to know?"
-
-"Adelaide Maud and Cuthbert."
-
-She pulled her mother's head down to her and whispered in her ear.
-
-"I didn't know it was coming, they were so cross with one another. And
-then I knew it was. And I just slipped out. And I'm shaking so that
-I'm afraid to get off this chair. I should never be able to get engaged
-myself--it's so--en--enervating."
-
-"Well, I never," said Mrs. Leighton; "well, I never. Turned you out of
-your own room, my pet. Just like those Dudgeons."
-
-"Oh, mummy, it's lovely. I don't mind. It's just being ill that made
-me shake. Aren't you glad it's Adelaide Maud?"
-
-"Well--it never was anybody else, was it?" asked Mrs. Leighton blandly.
-
-"Oh, mummy! You knew!"
-
-Elma's whispers became most accusing.
-
-Mrs. Leighton might have been as dense as possible in regard to her
-daughters, but Cuthbert's heart had always lain bare.
-
-"Know?" asked she. "What do you think made Adelaide Maud run after you
-the way she did?"
-
-"Oh, mummy. It wasn't only because of Cuthbert, was it?"
-
-"Well, I sometimes thought it was," she said with a smile at her lips.
-
-She looked at the shut door.
-
-"But I can't have you stuck on a hall chair in the corridors for the
-afternoon, all on account of the Dudgeons," said she. "Besides, they'll
-be bringing up tea."
-
-She knocked smartly on the door.
-
-"Mamma, I never saw anything like your nerve," said Elma.
-
-Cuthbert opened the door. He stood with the fine light of a conqueror
-shining in his eyes, the triumph of attainment in his bearing.
-
-Mrs. Leighton's nerve broke down at the sight of him. It was true then.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert, what is this you have been doing?" wailed she. Her son
-was a man and had left her.
-
-Without a word he led her into the arms of Adelaide Maud.
-
-"And remember, please, Mrs. Leighton," said that personage finally,
-"that I would have been here long before if he had let me, and that I
-had practically to propose before he would have me. Surely that is
-humiliating enough for a Dudgeon."
-
-"Cuthbert wanted to give you your proper position in life, dear, if
-possible."
-
-"When all I wanted was himself--how silly of him," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-"Would you mind my telling you that that poor child of mine who has just
-recovered from typhoid fever is sitting like a hall porter at your door,
-trembling like an aspen leaf," said Mrs. Leighton. "Won't you get her
-in?"
-
-They laughed, but it really was no joke to Elma. She had known something
-of the sorrows of life lately, and had borne up under them, even under
-the great trial of Miss Annie's death; but because two people were in
-love with one another and had said so, she took to weeping. Cuthbert
-carried her in and petted her on his knee, and Adelaide Maud stood by
-and said what a selfish man he was, how thoughtless of others, and how
-really wicked it was of him to have allowed this to happen to Elma. She
-stood stroking Elma's hair and looking at Cuthbert, and Cuthbert patted
-Elma and looked at Adelaide Maud. Then Cuthbert caught Adelaide Maud's
-hand and she had to sit beside them, and then tea came and Elma was
-thankful.
-
-"I know what it will be," she said. "You will never look at any of us
-again, just at each other."
-
-Mrs. Leighton regarded the tea table.
-
-"It appears," said she, "as if for the first time for years I might be
-allowed to pour out tea in my own house. You all seem so preoccupied."
-
-"Mrs. Leighton," said Adelaide Maud, "you are perfectly sweet. You are
-the only one who doesn't reproach me, and I'm taking away your only
-son."
-
-"May I ask when?" asked Cuthbert sedately, but his eyes were on fire.
-
-"Don't you tell him, Helen," said Mrs. Leighton. "It's good for them not
-to be in too great a hurry."
-
-"She called me Helen," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-"Now, Elma! Elma--say Helen, or you'll spoil the happiest day of our
-lives."
-
-"Say Helen, you monkey!" cried Cuthbert, giving her a large piece of
-cake and several lumps of sugar.
-
-Elma took her cup and the cake in a helpless way.
-
-"You just said that to get accustomed to the name yourself," she
-declared. "And if you don't mind, I would rather have toast to begin
-with."
-
-Adelaide Maud giggled brightly and her hair shone like gold. Cuthbert
-stood looking, looking at her till a piece of cake sidled off the plate
-he was carrying.
-
-"Mummy dear, do you like having tea with me all alone?" asked Elma.
-
-That was what came of it in many ways. Cuthbert and Adelaide Maud had
-not a word for any one. But then they had been so long separated by
-social ties and an unfriendly world and "pride," as Helen put it, and
-various things. Mrs. Dudgeon took the news "carved in stone," and her
-daughters as something that merely could not be helped. Helen had
-always been crazy over these Leightons. Mrs. Dudgeon unbent to Mr.
-Leighton however. He was a man to whom people invariably offered the
-best, and for his own part he could never quite see where the point of
-view of other people came in where Mrs. Dudgeon was concerned. Cuthbert
-was already sufficiently established as rather a brilliant young
-university man, and a partnership in a large practice in town was being
-arranged for. Mrs. Dudgeon could unbend with some graciousness
-therefore, and, after all, Helen was the eldest of four, and none were
-married yet. "Time is a great leveller," said Adelaide Maud.
-
-All the love and enthusiasm which had been saved from the engagement of
-Isobel were showered on the unheeding Cuthbert and Adelaide Maud.
-
-"It isn't that I don't appreciate it," said Adelaide Maud. "I know how
-dreadful it would be to be without it, but oh! somehow there's so little
-time to attend to every one who is good to me."
-
-Isobel, in a certain measure, was annoyed at the interruption to her own
-arrangements. In a day things seemed to change from her being the
-centre of interest, to the claims of Adelaide Maud coming uppermost.
-She looked on the engagement as a complete bore. Robin seemed depressed
-with the news. She often wondered how far she could influence him, and
-turned rather a cold side to him for the moment. Then her ordinary
-wilfulness upheld her serenely. After all, once married to Robin, she
-would be independent of the domestic enthusiasms of the Leighton crowd.
-She was tired of the pose where she had to appear as one of them, and
-longed to assert herself differently as soon as possible.
-
-As for the girls themselves--what had London or anything offered equal
-to this?
-
-They could not believe in their luck in having Adelaide Maud as a
-sister.
-
-Elma went in the old way to give the news to Miss Grace.
-
-"Oh, I'm so pleased, my dear, so pleased," said poor lonely Miss Grace.
-"It makes up for so much, my dear, when one grows old, to see young
-people happy. We are so inclined to be extravagant of happiness when we
-are young. Some one ought always to be on the spot to pick up the
-little stray pieces we let drop and enable us to regain them again."
-
-"Weren't you ever engaged to be married, Miss Grace?" Elma asked quite
-simply.
-
-Miss Grace was not at all embarrassed in the usual way of old maids.
-She gazed over the white and gold drawing-room, and one saw the spark of
-flint in her eyes.
-
-"Not engaged, dear, but all the inclination to be. Ah, yes, I had the
-inclination. And he invited me, but affairs at that time made it
-unsuitable."
-
-"Oh, Miss Grace, only unsuitable?" Elma's heart went out to her.
-Beneath everything she knew it must be Miss Annie.
-
-"Yes, dear. And the others found him different to what I did. Selfish
-and dictatorial, you know. Nothing he did seemed to fit in to what they
-expected. He grew annoyed with them. I sometimes hardly wonder at that.
-It made him appear to be what they really thought him. And in the end I
-asked him to go."
-
-"Oh, Miss Grace!"
-
-Elma's voice was a tragedy.
-
-"It was not fair, it was not fair to him or to you. He didn't want to
-marry the others. What did it matter what they thought?"
-
-"If he could have married me then, it wouldn't have mattered," said Miss
-Grace. "I knew that he was good and true, you see; so that I never
-doubted him. But he was poor, and they worried me nearly to my grave.
-I was very weak," said Miss Grace.
-
-"And I suppose he went and married some one else in a fit of
-hopelessness," said Elma tragically. "What a nice wife you would have
-made, Miss Grace!"
-
-Miss Grace started a trifle, and looked anxiously at Elma. She did not
-seem to hear the compliment.
-
-"Oh, we all have our little stories," she said. "But don't be
-extravagant of your beautiful youth, my dear."
-
-"I don't feel youthful or beautiful in any way," said Elma. "I think
-it's the fever. I feel as though I had been born a hundred years ago.
-I wish I could keep from shivering whenever anything either exciting or
-lovely happens. Now, I never was so happy in my life as I was yesterday
-over Cuthbert and Adelaide Maud, and I was so shaky that I simply burst
-into tears. What's the good of being youthful if one feels like that?"
-
-"Wait till you have a holiday, dear, you will soon get over that."
-
-Miss Grace did her best to cheer her up. Elma's thoughts ran back to
-the story she had heard.
-
-"Miss Grace," she asked, "this man that you were engaged to, was he----"
-
-The door opened and Saunders appeared.
-
-"Dr. Merryweather," said he.
-
-Miss Grace rose in a direct manner. She controlled her voice with a
-little nervous cough.
-
-"This is just the person to tell you that you ought to be off for a
-change," she said as they shook hands with Dr. Merryweather.
-
-Miss Grace told him about Elma's shakiness as though it were a real
-disease. Mrs. Leighton had never looked upon it as anything more than
-"just a mannerism," as Miss Grace put it. Dr. Merryweather ran his keen
-eye over Elma's flushed face.
-
-"You mustn't have too many engagements in your family," he said, "while
-you remain a convalescent."
-
-He had been only then arranging with Mrs. Leighton that she should take
-Elma off for a trip.
-
-"Mr. Leighton will go too," he said kindly. "I don't think any of you
-realize how much your parents have suffered recently."
-
-"Oh, but when?" asked Elma in a most disappointed voice. "Not at once,
-I hope."
-
-"Almost at once," said Dr. Merryweather. "Before this first wedding at
-least."
-
-Elma's face fell a trifle.
-
-"Oh, well, I suppose I must," she said. "But so much depends on my
-being just on the spot--up to Isobel's wedding, you know."
-
-"I said, 'No more engagements,'" said Dr. Merryweather with his eye
-still on her flushed face.
-
-"This isn't exactly an engagement," said Elma with a sigh. "I wish it
-were."
-
-There was no explaining to Dr. Merryweather of course. There was even
-not much chance of enlightening Miss Grace. One could only remain a
-kind of petted invalid and await developments. Now that Adelaide Maud
-was really one of them and Cuthbert in such a blissful state, it would
-seem as though nothing were required to make Elma perfectly happy. But
-there was this one trouble of Mabel's which only she could share. For
-of course one couldn't go about telling people that Mabel had set great
-store by the one man who had run away.
-
-"If only George Maclean would play up," sighed Elma.
-
-But almost every one played up except George Maclean.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
- Mr. Symington
-
-
-Mabel and Jean were to be bridesmaids at Isobel's wedding. Ridgetown
-had only one opinion for that proceeding. "It was just like the
-Leightons."
-
-Aunt Katharine was more explicit.
-
-"It's hardly decent," she said. "Do you want the man to show how many
-wives he could have had."
-
-"To show one he couldn't have, more likely," said Mrs. Leighton shortly.
-She herself could not reconcile it to her ideas of what should have
-been. Mr. Leighton was adamant on the question, however. Isobel had
-set her heart on this marriage and the marriage was to be carried out.
-She was their guest and their responsibility. It would be scandalous if
-they did not uphold her as they would have done had there been none of
-this former acquaintance with Robin. It would seem as though they had
-attached unnecessary importance to what now was termed "nothing more
-than a flirtation." It was a pity they could not all like Robin as they
-ought to, or have been extremely fond of Isobel; but under the
-circumstances, they at least must all "play the game."
-
-Isobel took the information tranquilly. It seemed to her that she might
-have been allowed to arrange her own bridesmaids, then she recognized
-where the wisdom of Mr. Leighton asserted itself on her side. There was
-much less chance of conjecture where she and Mabel showed up in friendly
-manner together with one another. She had one friend from London as her
-first bridesmaid, and after this the question of dresses obliterated
-everything.
-
-Jean, it is true, had still a soul for other things. She moaned for her
-Slavska on every occasion. She rushed to mirrors in agony lest her chin
-or throat muscles were getting into disrepair, and she talked already of
-having to renew her lessons.
-
-"You are just like a cheap motor," said Betty at last, "always having to
-be done up. Why don't you keep on being a credit to your method like
-the expensive machines? They don't rattle themselves to bits in a
-week."
-
-Betty was getting a little out of patience with life.
-
-"I've had a ghastly time of it," she admitted to Mabel. "All the spunk
-is out of Elma, you know, and what with her being ill and Isobel
-engaged, I've led a lonely life. And now Jean can't talk of anything
-but her Slavska. I hate the man."
-
-When Jean was not talking about Slavska, she was sending boxes of
-flowers to the club girls. Reams of thanks in long letters came by the
-morning posts. There was no doubt of the popularity of Jean.
-
-"I should never be in deadly fear now of having to get on alone in
-life," she said. "There's such comfort in girls, you can't think."
-
-Mabel had always remained a little more outside that radiantly friendly
-crowd, yet had quite as admiring a following. Mr. Leighton unendingly
-congratulated himself for letting them both have the experience. "Though
-never again," he declared, "never again, will I allow one of you away
-from home."
-
-Then occurred Cuthbert's engagement. In a curious way it comforted Mr.
-Leighton. He was acquiring another daughter. Adelaide Maud loved that
-view of it best of all.
-
-"If Mr. Leighton had been against me, I should have refused you," she
-explained to Cuthbert.
-
-"You mean that I should," he corrected her. "Now what I am about to
-propose----"
-
-"Are you really going to propose, dear?" asked Adelaide Maud innocently.
-Cuthbert grinned.
-
-"You are to be married to me in the autumn," said he.
-
-Adelaide Maud cogitated.
-
-"Well, failing a real proposal, a command of this sort may take its
-place. I shall endeavour to be ready for you in the autumn."
-
-"They are the funniest pair," said Jean; "Helen is so cool and Cuthbert
-so domineering! And I used to be so stuck on engagements," she sighed.
-
-All the girls were in Elma's room, where Isobel tried on some of her
-finery. Elma lay on the couch at the window. She had had her trip with
-Mr. and Mrs. Leighton, and had come home with some colour and a good
-deal more vitality. Yet still there was much to be desired. Dr.
-Merryweather thundered out advice about the wedding.
-
-"She is not to be excited," he kept hammering at every one. Elma felt a
-culprit in this respect. Nothing excited her except the one fact which
-evidently could not be altered. She had sent an invitation to Mr.
-Symington which he had not acknowledged in any shape or form. It seemed
-so ignominious. One could imagine that rather splendid and cultured
-person saying, "Oh, these young Leightons again! Don't trouble me with
-their children's weddings," or something to that effect. She grew cold
-as she thought of what Mabel's disgust would be when she heard of the
-flag she had held out (what more definite signal to "come on" could any
-one have given;) and of his utter disregard of that mild overture. She
-grew more and more troubled about it. So much so that Mrs. Leighton
-remarked to her husband as each list of acceptances came from home, and
-no word of Mr. Symington, "I believe that child is moping because he
-does not answer."
-
-Mr. Leighton was all for the righting that time would accomplish. "She
-may forget this, whatever it is, in a day," said he. He said to Elma,
-however, "I hear Symington was asked. Shouldn't wonder if he were so
-far away that he hasn't had the letter."
-
-That possibility gladdened her heart immediately. Perhaps after all he
-had not yet made his slighting remarks about the Leighton children. The
-Clutterbucks also were abroad, so that there seemed no chance of any of
-the connection being present.
-
-Elma finally came home, and they had reached the Saturday afternoon
-before the wedding on the following Tuesday. A very finished example of
-the London girl had appeared as Isobel's first bridesmaid, and everybody
-was chatting incontinently. Jean ran on with her own views of things,
-since she usually found these of more interest than anything else.
-
-"I feel now as though I wouldn't be engaged for a ransom," she said. "I
-think of all the men we know and how nice they are, but I don't want to
-be married to them."
-
-"I should hope not," said Isobel. "Why should you!"
-
-"All right, Isobel, I won't poach. But I'd rather give a concert than
-have a wedding."
-
-It was her latest desire to give a concert in the Bechstein or Eolian
-Hall, when her voice was "ripe." She had even consulted an agent.
-
-"If only papa would see it," she said, "it would cost £60, but I should
-get it all back again."
-
-"Oh, one of these private concerts," said the London girl.
-
-"Yes," broke in Mabel. "Where you pay £60 to an agent and he looks
-after everything including the people with whom you appear. You fill
-one part of the hall with your friends, and they fill up the rest. Free
-tickets, you know. Then each portion applauds like mad whatever you do.
-It all depends on who has most friends who gets the most encores. It is
-the duty of the rival crowd to remain silent when their own friend isn't
-performing."
-
-"Oh, Mabel," said Jean.
-
-"It's true," said the London girl. "And if a critic comes you treasure
-him, oh! you treasure him! There are seats and seats waiting for
-critics. This one poor man puts it as neatly as he can, Miss So-and-So
-sang "agreeably," then he rushes off to the most adjacent hall, and does
-the same for the next aspirant to musical honours."
-
-"And you immediately buy a book for press cuttings," quoth Isobel.
-
-"And only that poor one goes in."
-
-"You are the most depressing crowd I ever met," said Jean despairingly.
-
-"That's not all," said the London girl. "After paying for the other
-performers, you may happen to find that they have already paid the agent
-in order to appear with you."
-
-"Oh, I believe a lot, but I won't believe that," said Jean.
-
-"You may just as well," said the London girl, "because it happened to
-me. And it's very good business for the agent."
-
-"Oh dear," cried Jean. "Do be silent about it then. With you in the
-house, do you think my father would ever allow me to give that concert."
-
-"I sincerely hope he won't," said the London girl heartily.
-
-Betty sat looking very glum.
-
-"Why we should all be here discussing Jean's career, when there are far
-more important things to think about, I can't imagine. Jean, you might
-stop talking of your own affairs for once and help with Isobel's.
-Here's another box to be opened."
-
-Jean stood pulling at the string.
-
-"Still," she said obstinately, "if you have a voice and a fine method,
-and a man behind you like Slavska----"
-
-"Oh, put her out," wailed Betty.
-
-A chorus of "Put her out" ensued. Cuthbert, coming in in the midst of
-this, without asking for particulars, took Jean in his arms, and carried
-her off.
-
-"I think it's perfectly miraculous the strength that comes to engaged
-people," said Betty simply. "Cuthbert couldn't have moved Jean a few
-weeks ago."
-
-They both returned at that moment, looking warm but satisfied.
-
-"The pater is growling downstairs that he can't get one of you to play
-to him nowadays," said Cuthbert. "There are to be no more weddings he
-says."
-
-"Oh, there never is to be no more anything," wailed Betty. "And I'm
-only half grown up. You've exhausted papa before one of you have done
-anything."
-
-"Well, let Jean go and rehearse her concert," remarked Isobel calmly.
-
-"I require a good accompanist," said Jean.
-
-Elma had been looking out at the window. She heard the gate open, to
-four minor notes, containing the augmented fourth of the opening to the
-Berlioz "King of Thule," which they all loved. Somebody had said "Oil
-that gate," and Mr. Leighton had objected because it reminded him of the
-"King of Thule." When Elma heard the magic notes, and looked out at the
-window, she could have dispensed with minor intervals for the rest of
-her existence.
-
-Mr. Symington was coming up the drive.
-
-Oh, Love of our Lives, and now this! She could at last recover from
-typhoid fever.
-
-"I don't think any of you need go down to papa," said she. "There's an
-old johnny come to see him."
-
-The bell rang at that moment.
-
-Cuthbert approached her.
-
-"I should fancy," said he, "that with all the good training you have had
-from Miss Grace, you would have known better than to talk of old
-johnnies. Who's the josser, anyway?"
-
-"Cuthbert, my darling boy, you are just a little bit vulgar. Cuthbert,
-I've never been so happy in my life as I am at the present moment."
-
-"So long as you don't weep about it, I don't mind," said Cuthbert.
-
-Elma got up. "I think I could dance," said she.
-
-"Do," said Cuthbert, and put his arm round her.
-
-To the dismay of the girls, he swung Elma into the midst of the wedding
-trousseaux. Boxes were snatched up, tissue paper sent flying in all
-directions. Every girl in the room screamed maledictions on them both.
-This was quite unlike Elma, to be displaying her own feelings at the
-risk of anything else in the world. They stopped with a wild whirl.
-
-"Elma wanted to dance," said Cuthbert coolly, "and as she hasn't had any
-exercise lately, I thought it would be good for her. Have some more?"
-he asked her.
-
-A demon of delight danced in Elma's eyes.
-
-"Why, certainly," she said politely.
-
-There was no holding them in at all.
-
-Elma had her first real lecture, from Mabel of all people.
-
-"I think it's very inconsiderate of you, Elma--just when we are so busy.
-You might arrange to stop fooling with Cuthbert when these things are
-lying about. It isn't fair of you."
-
-"Oh, Mabs," said Elma, "you don't know! I've been under the clouds so
-long--thunder clouds, with everything raining down on me, and hardly any
-sunshine at all. And just at the present moment I'm on top of the
-clouds, treading on air; I can't describe it. But even although you are
-so solemn, and Isobel is so vexed, and Jean is so haughty, and Betty is
-simply vicious, why, even in spite of that, I'd like another dance with
-Cuthbert."
-
-Her eyes shone. (Oh, what--what was taking place down stairs?)
-
-Cuthbert said "Come on," in a wild way. These spirits had been natural
-with him just lately.
-
-But this time five girls intervened.
-
-"Not if I know it," said Isobel.
-
-And "Get you to your Adelaide Maud," cried Betty. So there was no more
-dancing for Elma just then.
-
-"However," said she, "for the first time in my life, I think, I'm really
-looking forward to Tuesday night." They were to have a dance in honour
-of Isobel's wedding. "I think that whether Dr. Merryweather is alive or
-dead, I shall dance the whole evening." She began to adopt Jean's
-manner. "Do you know," she said to her, "I feel so inspired. I think I
-could go and compose an anthem!" (What were they saying downstairs?)
-
-"Oh," said Betty. "She said that just before she took ill, you know.
-And I lay awake at night thinking she would die. Because I asked you,
-you know, just in fun, were you going to die because you wanted to write
-an anthem."
-
-"On the contrary," said Elma, "I now want to write an anthem because I'm
-about to live."
-
-"Look here, Elma," said Mabel sedately, "if you don't sit down and keep
-yourself quiet, I shall get Dr. Merryweather to come."
-
-"If he has time," said Isobel drily.
-
-"Time?" asked Mabel.
-
-"Yes, before he gets married to Miss Grace."
-
-That bomb burst itself to silence in the most complete pause that had
-fallen on the Leighton family for a long time. They began to collect
-their scattered senses with difficulty. Elma thought, "Mr. Symington in
-the drawing-room and Miss Grace going to be married! Am I alive or
-dead?"
-
-"Didn't you notice?" said Isobel's calm voice. "Haven't you seen that
-Dr. Merryweather's heart is with Miss Grace? You could tell that from
-the colour of his gloves. Lemon yellow ever since Miss Annie died."
-
-"Oh, Isobel," said Mabel gravely.
-
-Elma remembered her asking, "And Miss Grace, this man, was he----" and
-Saunders opening the door and announcing, "Dr. Merryweather." Was this
-something more than a coincidence, and was Isobel right? Surely Miss
-Grace would have let her know. Then the certainty that Miss Grace would
-far more easily let an alien like Isobel know, by reason of her own
-embarrassment, than a friend like Elma through frank and easy
-confidence, began to convince her. She heard the gate sing its little
-song of warning again at that moment. Miss Meredith tripped in.
-
-Miss Meredith!
-
-Elma put her head out at the open window.
-
-"Oh, Miss Meredith, do come upstairs, we've such a lot to show you."
-
-Sarah came safely up. (Oh the relief!) What if she met Mr. Symington,
-and this new castle of cards came tumbling down to more interference
-from that quarter. Besides, they were soon going to tea, and Mabel was
-still unwarned. Elma discreetly hoped that Mabel would not faint. As
-for herself, her shakiness seemed gone for ever. She was a lion,
-defending Mabel.
-
-Miss Meredith floated about the room. "Perfectly sweet," she said one
-minute, and "Isn't it a dream?" the next. (What was Mr. Symington
-saying in the drawing-room?)
-
-It came alarmingly near tea-time. Elma made everybody prink up a
-little. "We are all such frights," she said, "and there's some old
-johnny with papa in the drawing-room."
-
-"I do believe you know who it is," said Betty, "and won't tell us." She
-was in a suspicious mood with society in general.
-
-"I do," said Elma simply. "It's Mr. Symington."
-
-Mabel did not faint. She was providentially with her back to the
-others, packing a tulle dress in tissue paper just then, and one has to
-be very particular with tulle. She was quite collected and calm when she
-finished. Miss Meredith was the colour of the Liberty green screen
-behind her. Her energy did not fail her in this crisis however.
-
-"Why, it's nice Mr. Symington comes back," she said. "Is he coming to
-the wedding?"
-
-"He is," said Elma. "He was my 'particular.' I asked Isobel if I might
-invite him."
-
-"Who is he anyway?" asked Isobel, patting her hair gently in front of a
-mirror.
-
-("Oh, Isobel, my friend, if you only knew that," Elma conferred with
-herself, "you wouldn't perhaps be the centre of attraction to-day.")
-
-"He's a man who's great friends with the pater," said Jean
-unconcernedly. "He goes abroad a lot and writes up things and develops
-photos and has a place in Wales."
-
-"A place in Wales, how nice!" said the London girl. "But it isn't the
-great Mr. Symington, is it?"
-
-"Why, yes, I suppose it must be," said Jean.
-
-"Of course it is," said Miss Meredith, socially active once more. "Mr.
-Symington is a very famous young man."
-
-"Good gracious," said the London girl, "my curling tongs at once,
-please. These surprises are very demoralizing. Look at my hair."
-
-They all made themselves beautiful for "the great Mr. Symington."
-
-Mabel turned a pair of wide eyes on Elma. Elma nodded like a little
-mother, with a wealth of smiles at her lips. (Oh, Mabel, play up!)
-
-Cuthbert had found his mother coming out of the drawing-room.
-
-"Well, you seem in good spirits," said she,
-
-"Who is in there?" he asked.
-
-"Mr. Symington."
-
-"Oh, it's he, is it?"
-
-"Why do you ask?"
-
-"Oh, for no particular reason," said Cuthbert. "Only Elma saw him coming
-in and called him an old johnny. I knew something was up."
-
-"Elma?" asked Mrs. Leighton anxiously.
-
-"Yes. And she's in great form about something. Haven't seen her so gay
-for an age."
-
-Mrs. Leighton's eyes dropped. "Poor little girl," she said to herself.
-She thought it best to proceed upstairs, and break some of the surprise
-of Mr. Symington's arrival.
-
-She found them in a room where boxes were piled in every direction. It
-was like her that in her present dilemma she should immediately begin to
-reprove them for their untidy habits.
-
-"This room is really a disgrace," she said. "Just look at all these
-boxes! And it's tea-time and not one of you in the drawing-room with
-your father, the only afternoon he has too! Elma, what have you been
-doing to make your hair so untidy?"
-
-"My hair is only a wig, and this is my room," said Elma firmly. "For
-the last ten minutes I have been trying to get to my own mirror. We are
-prinking ourselves up for the great Mr. Symington."
-
-"Oh," said Mrs. Leighton. "So you know. Well, he only got the
-invitation a few days ago, when he was buried in Servia or some
-outlandish place. He came right on."
-
-"For my wedding?" asked Isobel in cool surprise.
-
-Miss Meredith gazed in a rather frightened manner at every one.
-
-"No," said Elma. "Not altogether. There were others reasons." She
-determined to cut all the ground from under the feet of Sarah. "I
-arranged it with Mr. Symington," she said in an important voice. Then,
-with the airy manner of the London girl, she patted down the turbulent
-wig, which had so annoyed Mrs. Leighton. "He is a perfect duck," she
-said lightly.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
- "Now here there dawneth"
-
-
-The organ in the Ridgetown church pealed in a stately manner the wedding
-music from _Lohengrin_. Isobel, the bride, moved with exactitude slowly
-down the aisle with her three bridesmaids. Mr. Leighton, presumably
-leading her, was compelled to delay himself several times. Who could
-have known that the arm lying on his was manipulating matters so
-conscientiously! It was inimitably done. Isobel's _entourage_ arranged
-itself in perfect order, and knowing that everything was properly
-completed, she raised her eyes to those of Robin just as the last chord
-sounded. This had been rigorously rehearsed, but nothing could have
-been better carried out. The ceremony of marriage commenced.
-
-There were more dramas played out that day than what Ridgetown called
-"the drama" of Mabel's acting bridesmaid to Isobel. Ridgetown was
-delightfully curious in noting that Robin, for instance, looked nervous
-and disturbed. The darting glances which had so unnerved the Leighton
-family long ago, dwelt on Isobel only occasionally. Robin would not be
-at his happiest till the ceremony was over.
-
-Whether by accident or design, Miss Grace, who was unable to join the
-wedding party on account of her mourning, came in quietly to church with
-Dr. Merryweather. Here was drama enough if one liked to look further as
-Isobel had done. Then Mr. Symington had been ordered to be an usher.
-The groomsman, a Mr. Clive, a friend of the Merediths, was, of course,
-out of the usher part of the business. So Cuthbert and George Maclean
-and Lance and Mr. Symington were requisitioned. They had to show in the
-guests and give the cue to the organist, and take the bridesmaids out
-afterwards. Miss Meredith had been of opinion that they did not require
-so many ushers. The girls insisted on four at least.
-
-Elma was not in the seventh heaven which she had inhabited a few days
-before. There was something still unravelled about Mr. Symington's
-attitude.
-
-She was not to know, of course, that he had immediately placed himself
-in Mr. Leighton's hands in regard to Mabel. That much-startled person
-only thought of another complication--Mabel, when Elma had set her heart
-on him! In a disturbed manner he had endeavoured to let Mr. Symington
-know that he might find difficulties in the way. He begged, above all
-things, that he might not rush matters.
-
-"Give us time to think a little," he pleaded. "We have had so much of
-this sort of thing lately."
-
-Mr. Symington would have preferred to have had it out then and there.
-"You understand," he said, "that I left this unsaid before, because I
-thought, in fact I was led definitely to understand that she was engaged
-to Meredith, and that my presence here was a trouble to her."
-
-"Ah, that's it--perhaps," said Mr. Leighton. "It was not because of
-Meredith. There may be other reasons."
-
-Mr. Symington's hopes went down at a rush.
-
-When the girls crowded into the room for tea, his greeting and Mabel's
-consisted of a mere clasp of the hand on either side with no words
-spoken at all. But Mabel felt suddenly as though she could face the
-world. Was it strength he had given her by the mere touch of his hand?
-She could not raise her eyes to let him or anybody else see what was
-written there.
-
-The deadlock puzzled the triumphant Elma. Miss Grace comforted her a
-little. "These things always come right--sooner or later."
-
-These two good friends had not the firmness to probe that remark
-further, though Elma was dying to ask about Dr. Merryweather.
-
-"I'd like to help them," said Elma instead, "but I should feel like the
-'tactful woman' that Mr. Maclean was laughing at. He says that when
-tactful women write novels they are always making people drop
-handkerchiefs in order to help the heroine, or having a friend outside
-or something of that sort at the right moment. It made me feel so silly
-over sending the invitation to Mr. Symington. Especially," continued
-she sadly, "since he doesn't seem to be making much use of it. It's very
-enervating to be tactful, especially when your tact doesn't come off."
-
-Miss Grace looked at her long and kindly.
-
-"Don't bury your sympathies in the cause of others too much, dear," she
-said. "With some of us, with you and me for instance, it might become
-more of a weakness perhaps than a real virtue."
-
-Elma immediately thought, "There is something in what Isobel said after
-all."
-
-Instead of giving voice to it, she said, "I have bothered about Mabs, I
-know. But then, I haven't any affairs of my own, you see."
-
-"Oh, dear child, never be sure, never be too sure about that," said Miss
-Grace.
-
-A delightful feeling stole over Elma. Could it be possible that
-anything exciting could ever happen to herself. But no--how could it?
-
-"I think it's papa always telling us no woman ought to be married until
-she's twenty-three that de--demoralizes me so," she said. "And lately,
-since Mabs is nearly that age, he is actually running it on to
-twenty-five."
-
-"Yes, but they never really mean it," said Miss Grace.
-
-"Well, one thing I intend to see to is that Mr. Symington takes Mabel
-out of church after the wedding. Sarah wants him. And Sarah is not
-going to have him."
-
-"I think you are quite right there," said Miss Grace.
-
-Elma got hold of Mr. Symington herself. "I want you to do me a great
-favour," she said. "I want you to escort Mabel on Tuesday."
-
-"It isn't a favour," he said. He pulled his big shoulders together and
-looked magnificent. He was browned and tanned with the sun. Only a
-slight frown between the eyes to be cleared away and then he would be
-the old Mr. Symington.
-
-"Well, please do it like this. Ask Mabel if you may."
-
-"Now?" asked Mr. Symington.
-
-"If you like," said Elma.
-
-They were on the lawn after dinner, and Mr. Symington in two days had
-hardly had a glimpse of Mabel, far less any conversation with her.
-
-She was talking to Isobel.
-
-He walked straight up to her.
-
-"May I escort you out of church on Tuesday?" he asked.
-
-Mabel looked up in a puzzled way, then her eyes lit with shyness and
-something much more brilliant than had been seen in them for a long
-time.
-
-"Yes," she said simply.
-
-(Could he know how her heart thumped to that quiet "yes"?)
-
-"Thank you."
-
-(Oh, after all, after all, could the sun shine after all!)
-
-Isobel broke in coldly.
-
-"I had understood from Robin that Mr. Symington would take Miss
-Meredith."
-
-Mabel turned cold. She could not help it, for the life of her, she
-could not help it, she turned an appealing glance on Mr. Symington.
-This he had hardly required, but it helped him to a joyous answer.
-
-"Oh, no, Miss Leighton. Some mistake. I'm bound to Miss Mabel."
-
-Elma strolled up. "It's all because of Cuthbert's insisting on taking
-Helen. Cuthbert ought to have taken Mabel. Mr. Clive takes the first
-bridesmaid; Mr. Symington, Mabel; George Maclean, Jean."
-
-"Who takes you?" asked Mr. Symington.
-
-"Oh, I'm not in the procession," said Elma.
-
-"Yes, you are." Mabel was quite animated now. "The whole family trails
-out in pairs with somebody or another."
-
-George Maclean strolled up.
-
-"I shall take Elma," he said.
-
-"No, you won't! You take Jean."
-
-"I won't be taken by George Maclean," cried Jean. "He's always horrid to
-me."
-
-"Wire for Slavska," interpolated Betty.
-
-"Is this my wedding, or whose is it?" asked Isobel.
-
-They settled everything once more. The real result lay in Mr.
-Symington's determination about Mabel.
-
-He came to Elma afterwards.
-
-"Is there anything under the sun you want, which you haven't got?" he
-asked her. "Because I should like to present it to you here and now."
-
-That cleared up things incalculably for the wedding. Elma sitting in
-front saw only Mabel, and Mabel's face was the colour of a pink rose.
-Mr. Symington took her out of church after the wedding, next to the
-first bridesmaid.
-
-Aunt Katharine followed them with her lorgnette.
-
-"They're a fine couple," she said to Elma. "It's a pity Mabel spoiled
-herself with this Meredith man. Mr. Symington might lead her out in
-earnest. I always told your mother what it would be."
-
-There was no squashing of Aunt Katharine.
-
-Mabel had begun to see land after having tossed on what had seemed an
-endless sea. She had been without any hope at all, but it was necessary
-to appear throughout as though she had some safe anchor holding her in
-port. The joy of delivery was almost more than she could bear. She
-became afraid of looking at Mr. Symington. After the arrival of the
-guests at the White House, she managed to slip out and disappear
-upstairs. Her own room had people in it helping to robe Isobel. She
-stole into the schoolroom. Too late of making up her mind, since Mr.
-Symington, seeing a trail of pale silken skirts disappear there, tried
-the only door open to him on that landing. He found Mabel.
-
-"Oh," said she blankly. "I wanted to get away--away from downstairs for
-a little."
-
-He had some difficulty in replying.
-
-"So I noticed," he said.
-
-They lamely waited. Mabel caught at a window cord and played with it.
-
-"We ought to go downstairs," she whispered.
-
-Why she spoke in a whisper she could not imagine.
-
-Mr. Symington came close to her.
-
-"Mabs," he said, "just for three minutes I mean to call you Mabs. And
-after that--if you are offended--you can turn me off to the ends of the
-earth again. You know why I left before."
-
-She bent her head a little.
-
-"You didn't want me to go? You didn't want me to go! Say that much,
-won't you?"
-
-She could not answer.
-
-"I know what it means if you do," he said. "Oh don't I know what it
-means? Mabs, I'm going to make you care for me--as I do for you--can
-you possibly imagine how much I care for you--why won't you speak to
-me?"
-
-Mabel never spoke to him at all.
-
-He happened to take her hand just then, and the same confidence which
-had so strangely come to her a few days ago on his arrival, came to her
-once more. He took her hand, and time stood still.
-
-Somebody outside, a vague time afterwards, called for Mabel. It dawned
-on them both that they were attending Isobel's wedding.
-
-"We ought to go downstairs," whispered Mabel.
-
-Her conversation was certainly very limited. They both smiled as they
-noticed this, a comprehensive, understanding, oh! a different smile to
-any they had ever allowed themselves.
-
-"We will, when you've just once--Mabs--look up at me. Now--once."
-
-Time stood still once more, but it took the last of the frown from
-between the eyes of Mr. Symington.
-
-"Now for Isobel's wedding party," cried he.
-
-Mr. Leighton was stunned a little with the news. "Only one stipulation,"
-said he. "I want to tell Elma myself."
-
-Mabel was terribly disappointed.
-
-"Oh, papa--of all people--I wanted to tell Elma."
-
-He was adamant however, even when Mr. Symington added his requests.
-
-"You've interfered seriously enough between me and one of my daughters,"
-Mr. Leighton said severely. "Leave me the other."
-
-So nothing was mentioned until Mr. Leighton should tell Elma. Mrs.
-Leighton was nervous about the whole thing, yet in an underhand way very
-proud of Mabel.
-
-"I can't see that any of you are at all suited to be the wife of a man
-like Mr. Symington," she said to Mabel pessimistically. "But your
-father thinks it is all right." She had had rather a long day with Aunt
-Katharine.
-
-Elma saw that the clouds had lifted where Mabel was concerned, and Mr.
-Symington was in magnificent spirits. She thought they might have told
-her something, but she was sent to lie down with no news at all until
-the dance in the evening. Isobel left regally. There was not much of
-the usual scrimmage of a wedding-leave-taking about her departure. Her
-toque and costume were irreproachable. Miss Meredith attended her
-dutifully, as though she were a bridesmaid herself. But with Robin she
-had felt too motherly for that. Indeed, some new qualities in Miss
-Meredith seemed to be coming uppermost.
-
-Dancing was in full swing in the evening when Mr. Leighton methodically
-put on an overcoat and took Elma to sit out in the verandah. "It is to
-prevent your dancing too much," he told her.
-
-Elma had the feeling of being manipulated as she had been when she was
-ill. What did all this mystery mean? She tucked in readily enough
-beside her father. The night was warm, with a clear moon, and the
-lights from the drawing-room and on the balcony shed pretty patches of
-colour on her white dress and cloak.
-
-Mr. Leighton began to talk of Adelaide Maud of all people. She was
-there, with her sisters. They had at last dropped the armour of
-etiquette which had prevented more than one from ever appearing at the
-Leightons.
-
-"I don't suppose any of you really know what that girl has come
-through," said Mr. Leighton. "All these years it has gone on. A
-constant criticism, you know. Mrs. Dudgeon found out long ago about
-Cuthbert, and what Cuthbert calls 'roasted' her continually. Adelaide
-Maud remained the fine magnificently true girl she is to-day. That is a
-difficult matter when one's own family openly despises the people one
-has set one's heart on. She never gave a sign of giving in either
-way--did she?"
-
-"Not a sign," said Elma. "Adelaide Maud is a delicious brick, she
-always has been. The Story Books have come true at last."
-
-"It does not sound like being in battle," said Mr. Leighton, in a
-pertinacious way. "But a battle of that sort is far more real than many
-of the fights we back up in a public manner. One relieves the poor, and
-you girls give concerts for hospitals, but who can give a concert to
-relieve the like of the trouble that Adelaide Maud has gone through?
-She never wavered."
-
-Elma thought of another fight--should she tell her father?
-
-"We talk about Ridgetown being a slow place, but what a drama can be
-lived through here!" went on Mr. Leighton. "Isobel, for instance,
-thinks there's nothing in life unless one attends fifty balls a month.
-Yet she lived her little drama in Ridgetown. And she has learned to be
-civil to Miss Meredith. There's another fight for you. It cost her
-several pangs, let me tell you."
-
-("What did it all lead to?" thought Elma.)
-
-"Oh, there were other fights too, papa, but one I think is over. Have
-you seen Mabel's face to-night?"
-
-Mr. Leighton started.
-
-Elma required some sort of confidant, "or I shall explode or something,"
-she explained. She told her father about Mr. Symington.
-
-"And I've been worrying so because it seemed so sad about Mabel. And
-she never gave it away, did she? And when you all thought so much of
-Isobel when she first came, and Mabel was getting dropped all round, she
-never said a word, did she?"
-
-"No," said Mr. Leighton, with a long-drawn impatient sort of relief in
-his voice. "No, but you did. You talked so much about the man all
-through your illness that your mother thought you were in love with him
-yourself. Ridiculous nonsense," he said testily. "And here have I been
-trying to brace you up to hearing that Mabel is engaged to him, and the
-scoundrel wishes to marry her at once."
-
-Dr. Merryweather, who had said that Elma was not to be excited, ought to
-have been on the spot just then. She sat on her father's knee and hugged
-him.
-
-"Oh, papa, papa, how glorious," said she. "Never mind, I shall always
-stay with you, I shall, I shall."
-
-"Oh, will you?" said Mr. Leighton dismally. "Mabel said the same thing
-not so long ago."
-
-Mrs. Leighton and Aunt Katharine came on the balcony, and behind them,
-Mabel and Mr. Symington.
-
-"Isn't this a midsummer's night's dream?" sighed Elma, after the
-congratulations were over. "I shall get up in the morning ever
-afterwards, and I shall say, 'Now here there dawneth another blue
-day'--even although it's as black as midnight."
-
-"Well, now that we're rid of Mabel," said Aunt Katharine placidly, "when
-will your turn come along?"
-
-"Oh, Elma is going to stay with me," said Mr. Leighton.
-
-"H'm. Well, she always admired Miss Grace," said Aunt Katharine.
-"There's nothing like being an old maid from the beginning."
-
-Elma stirred herself gently, and laughed in the moonlight.
-
-"Miss Grace is to be married to Dr. Merryweather," she said with a
-smile. It was her piece of news, reserved till now for a proper
-audience.
-
-Miss Grace had told her anxiously in the course of the afternoon. "Oh,"
-Elma had said, "how nice! Dr. Merryweather is such a duck!"
-
-"Do you think so?" had asked Miss Grace seriously. "Miss Annie used to
-think he was a little loud in his manners."
-
-Miss Grace would ever be loyal to Miss Annie. Adelaide Maud came out
-just then with Cuthbert. "How much finer to have been loyal to the like
-of Cuthbert!" Elma could not help the thought. Ah, well, there were
-fights and fights, and no doubt Miss Grace had won on her particular
-battlefield.
-
-A new dance commenced indoors, and some came searching for partners.
-
-"Mr. Leighton," said the voice of George Maclean, "won't you spare Elma
-for this dance?"
-
-They turned round to look at him.
-
-"Elma wants to stay with me," said Mr. Leighton gravely, putting his
-arms round her.
-
-"Hph!" said Aunt Katharine in an undertone. "It's another Miss Grace,
-sure enough."
-
-"Why don't you go and dance?" asked Adelaide Maud of Elma.
-
-There were her two ideals, Miss Grace and Adelaide Maud, crossing swords
-as it were with one another. And there was George Maclean waiting at the
-window of the drawing-room. A Strauss waltz struck up inside, one which
-she loved. Ah, well, there were several kinds of fights in the world.
-She felt in some inscrutable way that it was "weak" to stay with her
-father.
-
-She went in with George Maclean.
-
-Mr. Leighton pulled up a chair for his wife, as the others, including
-even Aunt Katharine, faded from the balcony.
-
-"I take this as an omen, they are all leaving us," he said in a sad
-manner.
-
-Mrs. Leighton sighed gently. "We did the same ourselves, didn't we,
-John?"
-
-And with a Strauss waltz hammering out its joyous commanding rhythm, a
-son and daughter engaged, and Elma just deserted, Mr. Leighton replied
-very dismally indeed, "I suppose so."
-
-"Hush," said Mrs. Leighton. "Who knows? This may be another."
-
-It was Jean with a University acquaintance of Cuthbert's.
-
-He placed her carefully in a chair and bent in a lounging manner over
-her.
-
-"You see," said Jean in a high intense voice, "it's the method that does
-it."
-
-"Ha," said Mr. Leighton joyously. "Herr Slavska may yet save me a
-daughter."
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