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diff --git a/41740-0.txt b/41740-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f9f69c0 --- /dev/null +++ b/41740-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6678 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41740 *** + +BY THE SAME AUTHOR + +(_Leisure-Hour Series_) + +THE WOOING O'T + +WHICH SHALL IT BE? + +RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD. + + + + +_LEISURE HOUR SERIES_ + +RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD + +_A NOVEL_ + +BY +MRS. ALEXANDER + +AUTHOR OF "THE WOOING O'T" AND "WHICH SHALL IT BE?" + +[Illustration: Logo] + +NEW YORK +HENRY HOLT AND COMPANY +1875 + + +JOHN F. TROW & SON, PRINTERS, +205-213 EAST 12TH ST., NEW YORK. + + + + +RALPH WILTON'S WEIRD. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +The yellow sunlight of a crisp October day was lighting up the faded +though rich hangings, and the abundant but somewhat blackened gilding, +of a large study or morning-room in one of the stately mansions of +Mayfair, nearly fourteen years ago. + +Bookcases and escritoires, writing-tables and reading-tables more or +less convenient, easy-chairs, print-stands furnished with well-filled +portfolios, pictures, bronzes, all the signs and tokens of wealth, were +there, but nothing new. An impress of extinct vitality was stamped upon +the chamber and all it contained. The very fire burned with a dull, +continuous glow, neither flaming nor crackling. + +On one side of this fire, his back to the light, in a high leathern +chair, sat an old man. Originally slight in frame, he now looked +attenuated. His blue, brass-buttoned coat, though evidently from the +hands of an artist, hung loosely upon him. His thin gray hair was +carelessly brushed back from a brow not high but peculiarly wide, a +straight, refined nose, a square-cut chin, a thin-lipped, slightly cruel +mouth, a tint of the deadliest pallor--all these combined to make his +countenance at once attractive and repellent. There was a certain +dignity in his attitude as he leaned against the side of the large +chair, in which he was almost lost, one thin, small white hand resting +on the arm of his seat, the other playing, in a manner evidently +habitual, with a couple of seals hanging in by-gone fashion from a black +ribbon. + +He was gazing at the fire, and listening to a meek looking semi-genteel +young man, who, seated at a table with a neatly folded packet of papers +before him, was reading aloud from a letter. But the lecture was +interrupted. + +The door was thrown open by an archdeaconal butler, who announced, in a +suppressed voice and impressive manner, "Colonel Wilton, my lord." + +Whereupon entered a soldierly looking man, above middle height, his +broad shoulders and compact waist, duly displayed by an incomparably +fitting frock-coat, closely buttoned, and worn with the indescribable +carriage that life-long assured position and habitual command only can +bestow. A bold, sunburnt, and somewhat aquiline face, a pair of +eagle-like brown eyes, and plenty of red-brown wavy hair, whisker, and +moustache, entitled the possessor to be termed by partial comrades "a +good-looking fellow." + +The old nobleman stood up, and, raising his cold, steely, keen blue +eyes, with an extension of his thin lips intended for a smile, held out +his slight, fine hand. + +"I am glad to see Colonel Wilton," he said, in a low, sweet voice, which +must have been peculiarly charming before age had thinned its +tones.--"You may leave us, Mr. Robbins," he added; whereupon the young +man at the writing-table took up his papers and departed.--"I am obliged +to you," continued Lord St. George, "for obeying my summons so promptly; +it was more than I expected, considering how often you must have been in +town without calling upon your recluse kinsman." + +"My dear lord," said Colonel Wilton, with a frank smile, taking the +chair placed for him, "I never thought a visit from me would be +acceptable. I supposed that I must excite the natural aversion which is +generally felt for junior and unendowed relatives, so I kept out of the +way." Colonel Wilton's voice was not unlike his host's, though deeper +and richer. + +"Unendowed or not, you are almost the only relative who has never asked +me a favor," returned the old man. + +"Had I wanted anything I suppose I should have asked for it," said +Colonel Wilton, good-humoredly; "but my ambition is professional, and +fortune has favored me beyond my deserts." + +"You are a young colonel." + +"Only brevet." + +"Ay, I remember; you got your first step after that affair of the +rifle-pits." + +"Exactly; then I volunteered for our second battalion when the mutiny +broke out, saw a good deal of very unpleasant service, was slightly hit, +got fever, more from fatigue than wounds, was ordered home on sick +leave, and found my brevet awaiting me. I have just returned from the +German baths--and now, my lord, I am at your service." + +"You want to know why I sent for you--you shall hear presently;" the old +men paused abruptly. "You are like, and yet unlike, your father," he +resumed; "you know, I suppose, that, although but first cousins, we +might have been brothers, we hated each other so well?" + +"I have heard something of it," returned Wilton, coolly, though the +smiling, frank expression passed from his face; "but I have lived so +much among strangers that I am lamentably ignorant of the family +hatreds." + +Lord St. George looked up, and played more rapidly with his seals. "I +have been a broken man for many years," he resumed, after a short +pause, "and latterly a complete recluse. Men are such knaves, and life +is such a round of folly, amusement, and ambition, and 'lofty +aspirations,' as modern scribblers have it, such dust and ashes, that I +can with unusual truth say I am weary! I dare say you are wondering why +I inflict this Jeremiad upon you--I hardly know myself; however, it is +finished. I suppose you are aware that a very small portion of my +property is attached to the title of St. George?" + +Colonel Wilton bowed, and listened with increasing interest. "My +Worzelshire estates and Welsh mines," continued the old lord, "came to +me through my mother, and are to dispose of as I choose. A ruined tower +and some worthless moorland is all that will come by right to you. It is +in my power to make you that most wretched of failures--a poor nobleman, +or to bequeath you means to ruffle it with the best." + +"You must do as seems best in your eyes," said Colonel Wilton, with the +same good-humored, well-bred independence which had characterized his +manner all through the interview, when the peer stopped, as if for a +reply. + +"I am by no means inclined to separate my property from my title--but it +is all in my own hands--I have no claims upon me--no nearer relative +than yourself. All that I have heard of you is tolerably creditable to +the family name, and I am inclined to give you the means to keep up the +old title. There is one point, however, on which I should like you to +understand and conform to my wishes. You are, of course, aware of the +circumstance which has blighted my life--the latter half of it?" + +Although it seemed impossible that any living cheek could be paler than +Lord St. George's, it grew a shade more ghastly as he spoke. + +"Yes, yes," returned Colonel Wilton, with a sort of quick sympathy. "Do +not, if possible, distress yourself by alluding to it." + +"I must, Ralph--I must!" It was the first time the viscount had called +him by his name; and he continued, in a firm but low voice: "When my +daughter, my only child, flung herself into an abyss of infamy by her +disgraceful marriage, I at once and forever renounced her. Now I only +care that the inheritors of my name and property may at least be free +from the taint of inferior race: promise me you will marry a +gentlewoman, a girl of some unblemished family, which, though they are +few, can still be found--promise me this, and I will leave you all I +possess." + +"My dear lord, it is not necessary to promise. Poor as I am, I should +never dream of marrying a plebeian; but I would rather not marry for +some years to come. I am little more than thirty; you must really leave +me a longer spell of liberty." + +"All young men are alike," returned Lord St. George. "You put off the +evil day until you are too old to see your children grow up, or to guide +them, or be anything but a semi-living mummy, fit only to sign checks +for other people to expend. Be ruled by me; accept my conditions, quit +the army, spend the coming season among the best country-houses, pick +out a suitable wife--as my heir, you _can_ choose--go into Parliament, a +Crimean man will be well received by country constituencies, and you +will be well before the world by the time I make way for you. I say +nothing," added the old peer, with an air of courtly humility, "of the +gratitude such a course would enlist from me personally. I have no claim +of that description to urge upon you." + +"Your present intentions constitute a tolerable strong claim," replied +Wilton, smiling. "At any rate I should be very happy to please you, and +I heartily wish you could will away your title as your estates. However, +on the subject of marriage, I can make _no_ promise; at present, the +mere fact of being tied seems to me to outweigh all other advantages. I +hope my bluntness does not offend you. I should be sorry to do so. You +see, there is a strong dash of the Bohemian in my nature, though I am +not without ambition, and I am quite aware that a penniless peer is a +most unfortunate devil. Still I cannot make up my mind to matrimony. +Nevertheless, apart from promises, I do not think any man can be more +averse to the idea of marrying out of his own class than I am." + +There was a moment's pause, Lord St. George looking keenly at his +companion. + +"I do not think you seem likely to commit so egregious an error; but it +is impossible to rely on the prudence or common sense of any man; though +you are certainly past the age when men will sacrifice much for women. +So I must be content with probabilities." + +Another short pause, during which Colonel Wilton took up his hat, which +he had laid on the carpet beside him. + +"Stay," said the old peer. "It is long since I have endured to see any +of my own people, and the effort cost me something. Now you are here, +tell me where are your sisters, your brother?" + +"My brother, poor fellow! he died of fever before he left college. My +sisters are both married, the eldest to General Ogilvie--he is in +command at Montreal--and Gertrude to the Dean of ----." + +"I remember hearing of the first marriage," returned Lord St. George. "I +was then in Greece." + +He continued to ask for various persons, respecting very few of whom +Colonel Wilton could give any information. Meantime the light was +fading, and Lord St. George's visitor growing somewhat impatient. + +"You must forgive me, my lord, if I bid you good-morning. But when I +received your message I had arranged to run down to Scotland to-night +for some grouse-shooting, and I am to dine early with an old +brother-officer before starting." + +"Then I must not detain you," replied Lord St. George, reluctantly. "I +am glad I have seen you. I feel a little more satisfied about the future +of my name and possessions. I wish you could meet my wishes completely. +I am singularly without near relatives--singularly free from claims of +any kind." + +Colonel Wilton had stood up as if in the act to go; he hesitated an +instant, as his kinsman paused, and said, in a lower tone: + +"I presume, then, my cousin--your daughter--left no children?" + +"Do not dare to name her, sir!" cried the old man, fiercely, and +grasping the arms of his chair with nervous, twitching fingers. "She has +long ceased to live for me! She--the first woman in a long, unbroken +line--that ever brought disgrace upon her name! Living or dead, I refuse +all intelligence concerning her. Her children may exist, or not; the +poorest beggar that crawls in the street is more to me!" + +"You have, certainly, a cruel disappointment to complain of, my lord," +said Wilton, gravely and firmly. "But the children would be sinless. You +would not, I am sure, leave them to suffer poverty and--" + +"I would--I would! I would stamp out the spawn of such a viper! +There--there, leave me. I believe you are an honest gentleman; but this +subject you must never touch again. Good-morning, Ralph! Let me see you +on your return from the north." + +Colonel Wilton promised that he would call, and pressing the thin, wan +hand extended to him, left the room. + + +About two hours later, a couple of gentlemen sat at dinner in a private +room in Morley's Hotel. The cheese period had been reached, and the +sharp edge of appetite blunted. One, who seemed the host, was Ralph +Wilton; the guest was a tall, rugged-looking, bony man, with shaggy +eye-brows and a large hooked nose, slightly bent to one side, small, +sharp, dark-gray eyes, grizzled black hair, and a wide mouth, with a +strong projecting under-jaw. This does not sound like the perfection of +manly beauty, yet Major Moncrief was not a bad-looking man. + +"And when do you intend to join me, Moncrief?" said Colonel Wilton. + +"Not later than this day week." + +"I hope not. For I have no fancy for being alone in my glory." + +The conversation flowed somewhat intermittently until the waiter, +placing wine and olives on the table, left the friends alone. + +"Help yourself," said Colonel Wilton, pushing the claret toward Major +Moncrief. "Do you know, I have had an interview with that curious old +hermit, Lord St. George, to-day?" + +"Indeed! How did that come about?" + +"I found a note from him at the club this morning, inviting me, very +politely, to call any day after three. So, as I hope not to see London +again for some months, I went at once." + +"You are his heir, are you not?" + +"To his barren title--yes; but he can will away his wealth as he likes. +Poor old fellow! He had an only child, a lovely girl, I believe, and, +after refusing some of the best matches in England, she ran off with an +artist fellow who played the fiddle, or sang divinely, and the viscount +never forgave her. I only know the general gossip, but I have been told +she died in frightful poverty. I ventured to say a word in favor of the +possible and probable children, and was soon pulled up for my pains. +How idiotic women are, and yet how keen and hard at times! This cousin +of mine was not so very young either; she must have been +four-and-twenty." + +"Women are quite incomprehensible," ejaculated Moncrief. + +Colonel Wilton laughed. + +"Well, old St. George, it seems, sent for me to induce me to marry some +'Clara Vere de Vere,' in order to secure the sacred title and acres from +falling into the hands of a half-breed inheritor. However, though I +would not acknowledge his suzerainty by giving him the promise he +wanted, he may be tolerably sure I would never marry a second-rate +woman. I do not mean to say I care for rank, but good blood is +essential." + +"I do not fancy you are much of a marrying man." + +"No! not at present. I shall come to it some day. I have been too busy +to have had an attack of the love-fever for a long time." + +"You were badly hit in that affair with Lady Mary," observed Moncrief. + +"Well--yes! But I made a rapid recovery. Then, matrimony would be a +different matter. In short, if Lord St. George will just give me a year +or two more of liberty, I dare say I shall be ready to present him with +a bride of the desired pattern. I really have no democratic +proclivities." + +"Ah ha, lad!" said Moncrief, in his unmistakable Scotch tones, "you must +just 'dree your weird.'" + +"So must every one," returned Wilton, rising to fill his cigar-case from +a box that stood upon the sideboard. "But I think I have survived the +spooney period, and have sown my wild oats--not that I have had more +than a mere handful to dispose of. On the whole, I have been a pattern +man--eh, old fellow?" + +"Hum! There have been more extensive crops," returned the major, +doubtfully. "Still, do not be too sure of yourself." + +"Oh, I am safe enough. And, besides," he continued, returning to the +table and filling his glass, "I am very particularly anxious that Lord +St. George should leave me something wherewith to regild the faded +honors of his ancient peerage. I confess to a mortal dread of being a +poor peer. If my old kinsman does not leave me his property, I will +never adopt the title, but be plain 'Ralph Wilton' to the end of the +chapter." + +"You might do worse," said Moncrief, dryly. "As I said before, you must +'dree your weird.'" + +"Halloa!" cried Wilton, suddenly; "half-past seven, by Jove! I shall +have a close shave to catch the train!" He rang the bell, ordered a cab; +hastily donning his overcoat and thrusting his cigar-case into the +breast-pocket, he shook hands heartily with his friend. "Good-by, old +fellow; come as soon as you can, and let the moorland breeze sweep the +cobwebs from your brain. You are too solemn by half for so good a +comrade--good-by!" + +It was a very close shave; but Ralph Wilton was just in time. The bell +had rung before he had taken his ticket, after seeing a favorite pointer +properly disposed of. "Here you are, sir," cried a porter, opening the +door of a carriage. Wilton jumped in, and the door was slammed. "Stop! I +say, porter," he shouted, as he glanced at the only other occupant, +thinking to himself, "An unprotected female! this is too formidable!" +But his voice was drowned in the loud panting of the engine, and they +were off. "It cannot be helped," he thought, and set about arranging +himself as comfortably as he could. + +His companion was a young lady, he perceived, as his eyes became +accustomed to the lamp-light. She was in black, and rather thinly clad +for a night-journey. Her bonnet lay in the netting overhead. And a blue +scarf was loosely tied over her head and ears. She seemed already +asleep, though Wilton was dimly aware that she had opened a pair of +large dark eyes to look at him. She was a serious drawback to the +comfort of his journey. But for her he could make a bed of the +cushions, and stretch himself at full length; but for her he could +solace himself with unlimited cigars, and enjoy the freedom of +loneliness. Thinking thus, he stooped forward to take up an evening +paper he had snatched at the last moment, and his cigar-case fell from +his pocket. His obnoxious fellow-traveller opened her eyes. "If you +smoke," she said, "do not mind me; it may help me to sleep." With a +slight shiver she closed her eyes again, apparently without hearing +Wilton's thanks, while his unspoken maledictions on the ill chance that +placed her in the same carriage were, in some mysterious way, silenced +and arrested by the charm of a soft, sweet voice, delicate yet full, +with a certain sadness in its tones, and an accent not quite English. "A +gentlewoman, I imagine," thought Wilton, as he moved from his place to +the centre seat opposite her to be nearer the light. There was something +touching in the childlike abandonment of her attitude; her head lay back +in the angle of the division she occupied; her face was very pale, and a +dark shade under the eyes bespoke fatigue. Long black lashes fringed her +closed eyes, curling back at the ends, and all of color was concentrated +in her delicately-curved lips. Ralph Wilton could not help glancing from +his paper to her face, and forming conjectures respecting her. Why did +her people let so fair, so young a creature wander about by herself? +But he was by no means old enough to adopt a fatherly view of so pretty +a subject. She must be seventeen or eighteen--here his companion +murmured in her sleep, and sighed deeply; while Wilton, with a sudden +access of chivalrous modesty, reproaching himself for presuming upon her +unconsciousness to scan so closely the tender, childlike face that lay +hushed before him, withdrew to his original position. Here he tried to +read, but the face and figure of the old recluse nobleman flitted +between him and his paper, and the bittersweet of his tone sounded again +in his ears--what depths of disappointment and mortification that old +man must have fathomed! Well, worse endings might have come about than +the union of Lord St. George's title and property in his (Ralph +Wilton's) favor; and, if he ever inherited these good things, he would +certainly look up his erring cousin's children. These meditations were +varied by sundry glances at his companion, vague conjectures concerning +her. How soft and gentle her mouth looked! Yet there was a good deal of +power in the wide, smooth forehead and delicately but clearly marked +dark-brown eyebrows. As Wilton looked he perceived her shiver, without +waking, and make a sleepy effort to fold her shawl closer. The night was +growing colder, and Wilton, observing a small portion of the window next +his companion open, rose to shut it. In moving to accomplish this, he +touched the slumberer's foot. She opened her eyes with a sleepy, +startled look--great, dark, lustrous eyes, which seemed to banish the +childlike expression of her face. + +"I beg your pardon," said Colonel Wilton; "but it is cold, and I thought +you would like the window shut." + +"Oh, yes, thank you; it is very, very cold." She sat up and rubbed her +hands together, tying the blue scarf closer round her head, and +thrusting carelessly under it a heavy tress of very dark-brown hair, +that had become loosened, with utter disregard of appearances, as if +only desirous of rest. "I am so, so weary," she went on, "and I dream +instead of sleeping." + +"That is probably because of your uneasy position," said Wilton. "If you +will allow me to arrange the cushions for you, I think you may rest +better--I am an old traveller." + +"You are very good," she returned, hesitatingly; "how do you mean?" + +"I will show you;" and he proceeded to make supports for one of the +unoccupied cushions with a walking-stick and umbrella so as to form a +couch, and then rolled up his plaid loosely for an _impromptu_ pillow. +"Now," he said, with frank good-nature, "you can rest really; and, if +you will wrap yourself in my cloak, I dare say you will soon forget you +are in a railway-carriage." + +"Thank you very much," she replied. "How good of you to take so much +trouble--and your plaid, too! You have left yourself nothing!" + +"Oh, I do not need anything! Take the cloak, and I wish you good-night." + +He checked an inclination to wrap it round her, lest she might think him +too officious; and, smiling at the change in his own sentiments toward +his fellow-traveller, withdrew to his original position. + +"At least you can smoke," said she, as she placed herself upon the couch +he had improvised. "I really like the perfume of a cigar." + +Thus encouraged, Wilton drew forth his cigar-case and comforted himself +with a weed, while he had the satisfaction of observing the perfect +stillness of the rather shapeless mass of drapery made by his heavy +cloak round the slender form slumbering beneath it. So they sped on into +the night. Wilton's cigar was finished; he threw the end from the +window. Gazing a moment at the dim, uncanny trees and hedges as they +flew past with ghastly rapidity, and settling himself in his corner, he +too tried to sleep for a long time in vain. The past--the possible +future--the absolute present--his sudden interest in his companion, +crowded and jostled each other in his thoughts, but gradually all became +indistinct, and at last he slept. + +Uneasily, though--visions of struggles--of men and horses dying--of a +desperate necessity to carry an order from the general to a remote +division, and the utter impossibility of getting his horse to +move--dreams like these distracted him; at last a heavy battery on his +left opened fire, and he woke. + +Woke suddenly, completely, with a feeling that the end of everything was +at hand. A noise of tearing and crashing filled his ears, mingled with +shrieks and yells; the carriage heaved violently, first to one side, and +then to the other, in which position it remained. + +As Wilton sprang to his feet, his fellow-traveller started quickly to +hers; and, grasping his arm, exclaimed, with a certain despairing calm +that struck him even in such a moment: "Is it--is it death?" + +He did not reply; but, holding on by the bar which supports the netting +over the seats, he managed to open the door next him. It was on the +upheaved side, and he found a heap of clay jammed under the step of the +carriage. + +"Come," he exclaimed, "give me your hand!--lean on my shoulder--there is +an open space beyond here." + +His fellow-traveller obeyed, silently and steadily. Instinctively +Wilton groped his way across what seemed a truck laden with earth and +stones, and assisted his companion down the opposite side on to the +grass-grown border of the line, which was open, and only fenced by a low +bank and hedge. Placing her in safety, he turned to look at the scene of +fear and confusion. A few yards ahead lay the massive fragments of the +two engines heaped together, the foremost carriage smashed to pieces and +already blazing, having caught light from the guard's lamp, which had +been overturned. Two other carriages, more or less injured, were, like +the one he had just quitted, forced upon trucks laden with stone and +clay. The passengers were scrambling over them, the women screaming, the +men shouting directions and questions. + +"If you will stay here, I will go and see if I can be of any use," +exclaimed Wilton. "You are quite safe, and I will return as soon as I +can." + +She murmured something in reply as he went forward. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Wilton found an indescribable scene of confusion when he came up to the +overturned engine. The male passengers and some twenty navvies, who had +been with the ballast train, were trying frantically to separate the +burning carriages from the others by forcing them back; but, although +the coupling irons were broken, the foremost carriages had been so +violently dashed against the trucks that they had become too closely +entangled to be stirred, and it seemed highly probable that the whole +train would be consumed before any means could be devised for +extinguishing the flames. Wilton's quick eye took in the difficulty in a +moment, and noticed that the blazing van, having been the first to +encounter the shock, had fallen on the side away from the ballast train, +breaking the couplings and everything breakable as it crashed over. The +next carriage had been forced upon the second truck, and the others more +or less upon those nearest them, as they were farther from the actual +collision. The unhappy guard had been dragged senseless from the +_débris_; there was, therefore, no one to direct the willing but +fruitless efforts of the volunteers. Seeing this, Wilton sprang upon the +truck nearest him, and shouted, in clear, ringing tones: + +"Hold, men! you will never move that wreck! Your only chance to put out +the flames is to smother it with the damp clay here. Get your shovels +and picks--some of you jump up with the picks and loosen the stuff; +another party be ready with the shovels to pile the clay over the fire." + +At the first sound of authoritative direction the men sprang to obey, +and Wilton took as supreme command as if a party of his own pioneers +were at his orders. The men worked with a will, as men generally do when +intelligently and energetically commanded. It was a wild and not +unpicturesque scene. At first the flames from the dry varnished wood +streamed out upon the breeze, which, fortunately, was not high, though +it sometimes sent wreaths of smoke and fire against the men who were +toiling to extinguish it, and bringing out in strong relief the figure +of Wilton, who had climbed upon the side of the carriage nearest the +burning fragments, and, holding on with one hand, urged the working +party with quick, commanding gestures. By the time the truck had been +half emptied the fire was evidently arrested. Every now and then a jet +of flame shot up to the sky; a few more minutes of fierce exertion and +the enemy was got under, and Wilton descended from his post of +observation to find a new authority on the scene, who was bustling about +very actively. This was the master of a small station about half a mile +farther up the line, scarcely to be seen from the fast and express +trains, which never stopped there, but elevated by the present +catastrophe into importance and authority. By his directions the guard +and stoker, who were most injured, were removed to a small town at a +little distance, where medical aid could be procured. Having discovered +and liberated his yelping dog, Wilton sought what information he could +from this official. + +"No, sir; there ain't much damage done. The stoker of the ballast train +is hurt a good deal; but the guard is more stunned than hurt. No lives +lost, thank God--only some bruises and a broken head. You see, it's +getting late for night-travelling, and there wasn't a soul in the first +carriage. How did it happen? You see, the ballast train was shunted here +to wait till yours was past; but those pointsmen are overworked, and +this here forgot to set back the points; so you see, right into the +other engine," etc., etc. + +After mixing with the other passengers, and ascertaining what they +intended to do, or if he could be of any use to them, Wilton bethought +him of his lonely little travelling companion, and returned to seek +her. She had advanced nearer the scene of action, and climbed up the low +bank which here bordered the line, the better to see what was going on. + +"I am afraid you must think I was not coming back," said Wilton, +offering his hand to help her down. + +"I saw you were well occupied," she said, touching it lightly as she +descended. + +"By Jove! you are shivering with cold--and no wonder, without a cloak or +plaid! Wait for a moment and I will bring you mine from our carriage." + +"Would you also be so kind as to bring my bonnet and a small travelling +bag? I should have gone for them myself, only I could hardly stand." + +But Wilton was gone, and returned quickly. "There are but three other +ladies," he said, assisting to wrap his plaid around her, "and they are +going up to a small town or village about two miles off, to rest at the +inn; and when they are refreshed, intend posting on to their +destination, which is somewhere in this district. Would you like to go +with them, or wait at a little station close to this, where a fresh +train will be sent as soon as they can clear the line?" + +"Oh, I will go to the station. I am anxious to get on as soon as +possible." + +"And so am I. I shall, therefore, remain there also, and shall be most +happy to be of any use to you." + +"Thank you. Can I walk to this station at once?" + +"Certainly, if you will take my arm." + +"I feel I must to steady myself," she replied. "I did not know I was so +much frightened and shaken. I feel ashamed." + +They walked on in silence for a few yards, and then Wilton asked if she +was going much farther. + +"Yes," with a sigh, "a long way--over the Border to a place called +Monkscleugh." + +"Indeed!" cried Wilton; "that is my destination also." + +She made no reply, and they accomplished the short distance in silence, +save for a few friendly remarks and inquiries from Wilton. The station +was almost deserted when they reached it; but the gaslight and a good +fire were very welcome; and the station-master soon returned with the +intelligence that they had collected more men, who were working hard to +clear the line, and, that, as soon as it was passable, a fresh train +would be sent on from A----. + +The station-master was a short man--broad without being stout--with a +peculiarly weather-beaten aspect, his mouth screwed to one side, and one +eye squeezed down to the other, as if in the habit of facing the sun's +glare without adequate shelter. He spoke, too, in a _staccato_ style, as +if some intermittent power pumped up his words. + +"I dare say this lady would be glad of a cup of tea or something," said +Wilton, looking compassionately at the figure of his companion, who had +drawn a chair to the fire, and sat down wearily, putting a small, +well-booted foot upon the fender. + +"I have sent up to the village for refreshments, sir; but I am sorry to +say I have nothing in the place. I generally go away for my meals." + +So saying, the station-master hurried off. + +"I do not feel to want anything but sleep," said the lady. "I have not +had any for many nights, and I am scarce awake now. If I could but close +my eyes, and rest." + +She raised them as she spoke to Wilton--such large, black-blue eyes, so +heavy with fatigue, that his compassion for her evident exhaustion was +naturally increased by the admiration they excited. + +"You really ought to take something, if we could get it," he said. "Such +a shock must have been too much for you, though you showed remarkable +pluck." + +"Yet I was dreadfully frightened," she replied, clasping her hands over +one knee, and gazing dreamily into the fire. "I do not fear death so +much as being hurt and helpless." + +"Well," said Wilton, cheerfully, "we must find a resting-place for you. +There ought to be a lady's waiting-room even here." He rose and looked +about as he spoke. "And so there is"--he opened a door on the right of +the fireplace--"a very desolate-looking chamber. Still there is an +uneasy-looking stuffed bench, and perhaps, with my cloak and plaid, you +might manage to get an hour's sleep while we are waiting." + +"How good of you to think of all this!" she exclaimed, looking at him +more attentively than she had yet done. "But it is dark--and see! the +lock is broken. I do not think I should like to sleep with an open +door." + +"Let me light the gas," said Wilton, turning the stiff tap and striking +one of his fusees. "Now the only objection is the broken lock. I will +mount guard outside, and, trust me, no one shall intrude upon you. What +do you say?" + +"Many, many thanks. I will gladly lie down and try to sleep. Are _you_ +not weary?" + +"Not in the least. I would advise your trying to compose yourself at +once; the others will be here soon, and will probably talk and make a +row. By-the-way," interrupting himself, "would you like to telegraph to +your friends that you are all right? I am going to do so myself." + +"Telegraph to my friends!" she replied, stopping and looking full at +him, her large, dark, dewy eyes lighting up as a half-sad, half scornful +smile dimpled her cheek. "It is not at all necessary; they will not +distress themselves." + +She bent her head as Wilton held the door for her to pass through. +Closing it after her, he returned to his seat by the fire, wondering at +himself; for, though far too manly a man to adopt a tone of selfish +indifference toward others, though he would have shown kindly +consideration to a plain or an elderly woman in such circumstances, he +was conscious of an extraordinary degree of interest and admiration for +his quiet, undemonstrative fellow-traveller. She was so gentle, yet so +indifferent; so simple and so self-possessed; evidently grateful to him +for his attentions, and yet utterly regardless of him as a "good-looking +fellow," or as anything save a civil travelling-companion. There was +something marvellously attractive in the almost infantine sweetness of +her mouth and delicate chin, and the contrast of her earnest, expressive +eyes. + +"Who can she be?" asked Wilton of himself; "though quite unconventional, +there is a high tone about her, poor little thing! It is as well she +fell in with such a steady fellow as myself. I must see her safe to the +end of her journey, and find out all about her before we part." + +His reflections were interrupted by an influx of some of the passengers, +who now began to collect, having impeded the efforts of the railway +officials as much as possible by their attempts to afford assistance; +they were all exceedingly talkative and hungry, not to say hilarious, +from the reaction of their escape. The refreshments which had been sent +for had now arrived, and the little station looked quite crowded. In the +midst of the buzz of voices, while all except Wilton were gathered round +the table discussing the viands placed thereon, he observed the door of +the ladies' room open gently and his _protégé_ appear, his cloak over +one shoulder, and trailing behind. Wilton immediately went toward her. + +"I cannot sleep," she said; "I dozed a little just at first, but now I +am quite awake and restless." + +"That's bad," returned Wilton. "Will you come in here and sit by the +fire?" + +"Oh no!" shrinking back, "not among all those people." + +"Well, it would not be very pleasant; but shall you not be very cold?" + +"Not if you will still allow me to have your cloak." + +"Certainly; and I hope we shall not be kept much longer. Could we not +get you a fire here?" and he walked in unceremoniously. + +"I do not think even you could manage that," she returned, with a quiet +smile, as she placed herself at a table under the gaslight, and opened a +large note-book, as if about to make some entries. + +"Not a strong-minded female taking notes, I hope," thought Wilton. "She +is far too pretty for that." + +"No," said he, aloud, as he observed there was no fireplace. "With all +the will imaginable, I cannot manage a fire; but can I do nothing more? +I must insist on your taking some wine or tea. They are all devouring +out there; and I have had some very tolerable brandy-and-water myself," +and Wilton beckoned a waiter to bring some refreshment. + +"I tell you what you could do for me," said the young lady, suddenly +looking up more brightly than she had yet done; "make the station-master +come in here and talk--ask him questions. Oh, you know what I mean!" she +went on, with a sort of graceful petulance as Wilton looked at her in no +small surprise, "anything to make him talk. There, I think I hear him in +the next room; please to watch for him and bring him here. I will begin, +you can follow me; when I say 'thank you,' send him away--there, please +to catch him." + +Wilton, greatly wondering that the first signs of animation in his +interesting companion should be aroused by so rugged and commonplace a +subject, hastened to obey, and soon returned with the functionary. + +"Oh!" said the lady, bending her head with such a proud yet gracious +air that the man involuntarily removed his hat. "Pray tell me, is there +really no serious injury? I should be more satisfied were I assured by +you." + +"Well, mum, I am happy to say there is no one much hurt to speak of," +etc., etc. + +"Is it long since you have had an accident before?" asked Wilton, not +very well knowing how to proceed in compliance with a little private +imperative nod from the fair inquisitor. + +The question was opportune, for it launched the station-master upon +quite a flood of memories into which he rushed and talked for good ten +minutes without intermission. How long he would have continued it is +impossible to say, but one of the porters came to call him, as there was +a telegraph from ----. + +Wilton followed to hear the news, and returned, after a short absence, +with the intelligence that the expected train would not arrive for +another hour. + +"That is long," replied the young lady, scarce lifting her head; then, +as Wilton, a little mortified by her tone, turned to leave the room, she +exclaimed, still looking down, "Stay one moment, if not inconvenient." + +"Certainly," and Wilton stood still for another minute or two. + +"There," she said, holding out the book, "is that like him?" + +Wilton took it and uttered an exclamation of surprise. On the page +before him was a bold, rapid, admirable sketch of the station-master; +all the characteristic lines and puckers were there, but slightly +idealized. + +"This is first-rate! You are quite an artist." + +"I wish I was! Let me touch it a little more. What a capital face it +is--so rugged, so humorous--yet so English; not the least bit +picturesque. I shall work this into something some day." + +"Then I am right in supposing you an artist? May I look again?" said +Wilton, sitting down beside her. + +"Oh, yes; you may look at my scratchings. This is my note-book. I like +to draw everything--but, you see, most imperfectly." + +"I do not, indeed. I know very little of art, though I can sketch +roughly--merely professional work--but you seem to me to have both +genius and skill." + +"Some taste, scarce any skill." + +There was something quite genuine in her tone--not the least tinge of +mock-modesty--as she turned over the pages, and touched them here and +there, while her manner was singularly devoid of coquetry. Wilton might +have been her grandfather for all of embarrassment or excitement his +attentions caused. + +"And you can draw; perhaps you know these trees; they are not far from +Monkscleugh." + +She showed him a group of beeches most delicately yet clearly drawn. + +"I do not know the neighborhood. I am going there for the first time. +May I ask if you reside there?" + +"Yes, at present. Oh, you will find a great deal to sketch all +about--especially by the river--and there is beauty, too, in the gray +skies and rich brown moors; but how unlike the beauty of the sunny +south!" + +"It is not necessary to ask which you like; your voice tells that," said +Wilton. + +"And are you not fond of drawing?" she resumed, as if the subject had an +irresistible attraction. + +"You would not look at such school-boy productions as mine," returned +Wilton, smiling. "As I said before, they are mere rough professional +drawings." + +"Professional! What is your profession?" + +This rather leading question was put with the most straightforward +simplicity. + +"I am a soldier." + +"A soldier!"--looking very earnestly at him--"what a pity!" + +"Why?" asked Wilton, surprised, and a little nettled. "Soldiers are +necessary evils." + +"But what evils! what symbols of deeper evils than themselves! I do not +mean to say," interrupting herself with a sudden consciousness that her +words were rude, while a delicate tinge of color came and went in her +cheek, "that _you_ are bad or wicked; but it is so sad to think that +such things, or people rather, should be necessary still." + +"No doubt it would be better for the world to be in an Arcadian or +paradisiacal condition; but, as it is, I am afraid it will be a long +time before we can dispense with fighting or fighting-men. However, you +are right--war is a horrible thing, and I hope we shall have no more for +a long time." + +"Alas! how dare we hope that, so long as it is in the power of three or +four men to plunge three or four nations into such horrors?" + +"Ah, I see I have encountered a dangerous democrat," said Wilton, +laughing; and, vaguely pleased to see her drawn out of her cool +composure, he watched the varying color in her cheek while she was +turning over the leaves of her sketch-book, seeming to seek for +something. "Pardon me," said Wilton, after waiting for a reply, and +determined to speak again, "but I imagine you are not English." + +"I scarcely know--yes, I believe I am." She spoke in her former quiet +tone again. + +"In England all young ladies are conservative, at least all I have ever +known," continued Wilton. + +"Conservative!--I have read that word often in the journals. Is it +legitimacy, Church and state, and all that?" + +"Exactly." + +"Well, the young ladies I know--and they are but few--are very charming, +very accomplished; but they know nothing, absolutely nothing. Is it not +strange?" + +There was not the slightest approach to cynicism in her tone, but she +looked at Wilton as if fully expecting him to share her wonder. + +"Is this the character of the young ladies of the unknown land into +which I am about to plunge? I fancied Scotchwomen were educated within +an inch of their lives." + +"I know English girls best. Some are very learned; have been taught +quantities; they can tell the very year when printing was tried, and +when Queen Elizabeth first wore silk stockings, and when every great +pope was born; and they read French and German; and oh, I cannot tell +all they can do and say. And yet--yet, they know nothing--they care for +nothing--they lead such strange lives." + +"I suppose the lives of all girls are much alike," observed Wilton, more +and more curious to find out some leading acts concerning his rather +original companion. "But, as we are both bound for the same place, +perhaps I may have some opportunity of communicating my observations on +the intellectual status of the Monkscleugh young ladies?" + +"There is very little probability of such an event," said she, with an +amused smile. + +"Then you do not reside at Monkscleugh?" + +"Within three miles of it." + +"I am going down to a shooting-lodge called Glenraven," hoping she would +respond by naming her own abode. + +"Indeed! I know it; there are some lovely bits about there." + +"We shall be neighbors, then?" + +"Yes, in a certain sense. Here," she continued, turning over a fresh +page of her book, "this is the outline of a very lovely brae and burn +close to your abode." + +It was only a bit of broken bank; a stream, dotted with stones, lay +below, with some mountain ash trees spreading their feathery foliage +against the sky; but there were wonderful grace and beauty in the +sketch. "This gives you a very faint idea of the reality," she resumed, +in a low, soft tone, as if inwardly contemplating it. "The water is +clear brown; it foams and chafes round these large black stones, and all +sorts of delicious mosses and leaves lurk below the edge; and then ferns +wave about the rocks on the brae, and there are gleams of purple heather +and tufts of green, green grass, and behind here a great, wild, free +hill-side. Oh, it is so quiet and dreamy there--delicious!" + +"And this delightful brae is near the lodge?" said Wilton, when she +paused, after listening an instant in hopes she would speak on, there +was such caressing sweetness in her voice. + +"No, not very near; almost a mile away, I think." She evidently knew the +place well. + +"I hope you will continue to transfer the beauties of Glenraven after I +become a dweller there." + +"Oh, yes; whenever I have time; to draw is my greatest pleasure." + +With all her frankness, he was not an inch nearer the discovery of her +actual abode. + +"I suppose you do not live far from the scene of your sketch?" + +"Not far: Brosedale is quite a mile and a half on this side," touching +the page with her pencil; "and the pathway to Monkscleugh goes over the +brae." + +"Indeed! I imagine I have heard the name of Brosedale before." + +"Very likely; it is, I believe, the largest gentleman's seat in the +neighborhood." + +"Yes, yes; I remember now: it belongs to Sir Peter Fergusson." + +"Exactly." + +"She cannot be his daughter," thought Wilton; "I suppose she must be +the governess.--I understand he is quite the grand seigneur of +Monkscleugh," he said aloud. + +"Well, I suppose so. He is a good little man--at least, whenever I see +him he is very kind." After some further, but intermittent conversation, +there was a sort of movement in the next room, and Wilton's companion +begged him to go and see what was the matter. + +The matter was the arrival of the promised engine and train; so Wilton's +conversation and inquiries were put an end to for the present. + +To his infinite disgust, when they resumed their places, a fat elderly +man, a commercial traveller from Glasgow, intruded upon their +_tête-à-tête_, and absorbed all the talk to himself. He was great in +railway experiences, accidents included, and addressed a steady, +unceasing flow of talk to Wilton, who burned to eject him summarily from +the window. + +The young lady had sunk to sleep at last, carefully wrapped in Wilton's +cloak, and the bagman, having exhausted either his powers or his +subject, composed himself to slumber. But Wilton could not rest for a +long time, and he seemed hardly to have lost consciousness before they +stopped at Carlisle. Here the commercial traveller alighted, and +Wilton's puzzling companion woke up. + +"We shall be at Monkscleugh in three-quarters of an hour," said Wilton; +"can I be of any further use to you if your friends are not there to +meet you, as may be the case?" + +"There will be no friends to meet me," she replied; "but I need trouble +you no more: I go to the house of one of the Brosedale employés, who +will send me on." + +"After a hair-breadth 'scape, such as ours," said Wilton, amused at his +own unwonted bashfulness and difficulty in putting the question, "may I +ask the name of my comrade in danger?" + +"My name?" with some surprise. "Oh, Ella--Ella Rivers." + +"And mine; do you not care to inquire?" said Wilton, bending forward to +look into her eyes. + +"Yes," she said, slowly, with a slight sigh; "what is your name?" + +"Wilton." + +"Have you no other?--there is always more character in a Christian +name." + +"Mine is Ralph." + +"Ralph--Ralph--I do not seem to understand it. Are you noble?" + +"No; simply Colonel Wilton." + +"Ah! a colonel is higher than a captain, and lower than a general?" + +"Just so." + +She relapsed into silence, scarcely responding to Wilton's endeavor to +make her talk and turn her eyes upon him. He was surprised to find +himself counting the minutes that remained before he should be compelled +to lose sight of his curiously fascinating companion. The parting moment +came all too quickly, and Wilton was obliged to say "Good-by." + +"I hope to have the pleasure of seeing you again," he said, politely. + +"There is nothing so unlikely," she returned, with a slight blush; +"but," holding out her hand, "your kindness will always be a pleasant +recollection." + +She bowed and turned away so decidedly that Wilton felt he must not +follow. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Major Moncrief was as good as his word, and joined his friend before the +stipulated ten days had expired. Nor had time hung heavily on Wilton's +hands. He was up early, and turned out every day to tramp through the +heather, or among the wooded valleys of the picturesque country +surrounding the lodge. He was an active pedestrian and a good shot; +moreover, he went thoroughly into the pursuit or amusement that engaged +him. The game-keeper pronounced him a real sportsman, but thought it +rather odd that, whatever line of country they had beaten, or were going +to beat, Colonel Wilton generally contrived to pass across the brae, or +the path leading from Brosedale to Monkscleugh. The evening was +generally spent in arranging and correcting his Crimean and Indian +diaries, so, with the help of a couple of horses, which arrived under +the care of his soldier servant, he had no lack of amusement and +occupation. Nevertheless, he welcomed Moncrief very warmly. + +"You are a first-rate fellow for joining me so soon. It certainly is +not good for man to live alone. These are capital quarters--lots of +game, beautiful country, hospitable neighbors. Look here! I found these +when I came in yesterday." + +So spoke Wilton, handing a card and a note to his friend as they drew +near the fire after dinner. + +"Hum!--ah!--Sir Peter, or rather Lady Fergusson has lost no time," +returned the major, laying down the card, which was inscribed "Sir Peter +J. Fergusson, Brosedale," and, opening the note, which bore a crest and +monogram in lilac and gold, "her ladyship is anxious we should partake +of the hospitality of Brosedale on Thursday next, '_sans cérémonie_.' I +am to bring my friend Colonel Wilton." + +"Who are these people?" asked Wilton, as he peeled a walnut. + +"Oh, Sir Peter is a man who made a big fortune in China; a very decent +little fellow. He married an Honorable widow with a string of daughters, +who manages a happy amalgamation of her old and her new loves by styling +herself the Honorable Lady Fergusson. Sir Peter bought a large estate +here for a song when the Grits of Brosedale smashed up. I met the +baronet in London at General Maclellan's, and my lady was monstrously +civil; hoped to see me when I was in their neighborhood, and all that; +but, of course, Wilton, you will not go? We did not come down here for +polite society--it would be a bore." + +Wilton did not answer immediately. "I do not know," he said, at last. +"It would not do to give such near neighbors the cold shoulder. We might +be glad of them if we tire of each other. Suppose we go this time, and +see what sort of neighbors we have?" + +Moncrief looked at his friend with some surprise. "As you like," he +said. "I should have thought it anything but a temptation to you." + +"My dear fellow, the weather and the sport and the scenery have made me +so confoundedly amiable that I am indisposed to say 'No' to any one." + +"Very well, I will write and accept; but if you think I am going to dine +with every resident who chooses to enliven his dulness by entertaining +two such choice spirits as ourselves, you are very much mistaken, my +lad. I suppose you are anxious to prosecute your search for a wife, in +obedience to that crotchety old peer." + +"Not I," returned Wilton, laughing; "and, if I were, I do not think it +very likely I should find the desired article among the Honorable Lady +Fergusson's daughters." + +"I believe Fergusson was married before," said the major, "in his +earlier, humbler days, when he little thought he would reign in the +stead of old Jammie Grits at Brosedale." Whereupon the major branched +off into some local anecdotes, which he told with much dry humor. Wilton +listened and laughed, but did not forget to put him in mind of the +necessary reply to Lady Fergusson's invitation. + +The major was by no means well pleased at being obliged to dress after a +severe day's work, for which he was not as yet in training; moreover, he +was full fifteen years older than his friend, and at no period of his +life possessed the fire, the eager energy which Wilton carried with him +into every pursuit, even into every whim. So he grumbled through the +purgatorial operation, and marvelled gloomily at Wilton's unusual +readiness to rush into the inanities of a country dinner. + +As to Wilton, he felt quite angry with himself for the curious elation +with which he mounted the dog-cart that was to convey them to Brosedale. +He did not think there was so much boyish folly left in him; but, occupy +himself as he might, he could not banish the haunting eyes of Ella +Rivers. He could not forget the unconscious dignity of her question, "Is +it death?" The full knowledge of danger, and yet no wild terror! There +was a fascination about that insignificant stranger which, absurd and +unreasonable though it was, he could not shake off. This effect was +heightened by the peculiar, sad indifference of her manner. It was odd +that he had never met her in any of his varied and extensive +excursions. The weather had been beautiful, too--most favorable for +sketching, but she had never appeared. If he could see her again, and +disperse the species of mystery which formed part of her charm, by +ascertaining who and what she was, he felt as if he could better break +the spell. But all this was more vaguely felt than actually thought and +acknowledged. Wilton would have laughed at any one who told him that his +thoughts were all more or less pervaded by the quiet little girl who had +shown such an unusual dislike to soldiers. + +The friends reached Brosedale just as Sir Peter hoped they would not be +late. The house--which was an old one, so largely added to, altered, and +improved, that scarcely any of the original could be traced--was very +like all rich men's houses where the women have no distinctive +taste--handsome, ornate, and commonplace. Lady Fergusson was a fine, +well-preserved woman, richly dressed in silk and lace. She received +Major Moncrief and his friend with much cordiality, and presented them +to her daughters, Miss Helen and Miss Gertrude Saville, and also to a +nephew and niece who were staying in the house. + +"My eldest daughter, who was with me when we had the pleasure of meeting +you in town, is staying with her aunt, Lady Ashleigh, in Wiltshire," +said the hostess to Moncrief. "She is quite enthusiastic about +archæology, and Ashleigh is in itself a treasure of antiquity." + +Miss Helen Saville was a grand, tall brunette, with rich red lips and +cheeks, luxuriant if somewhat coarse black hair, and large, round black +eyes, that looked every one and everything full in the face. Her sister +was smaller, less dark, and in every way a faint copy of the great +original. The niece was a plain girl, with good points, dressed +effectively; and the nephew a young lieutenant in some hussar regiment, +who considered himself bound to fraternize with Wilton. The latter was +told off to take in Miss Saville by Sir Peter, a small man, whose +close-clipped white whiskers looked like mutton-chop patterns thickly +floured. He had a quiet, not to say depressed air, and a generally +dry-salted aspect, which made Wilton wonder, as he stood talking with +him before the fire, at the stuff out of which the conquerors of fortune +are sometimes made. + +"What a beautiful country this is!" said Wilton to his neighbor, as his +soup-plate was removed, and Ganymede, in well-fitting broadcloth, filled +his glass. + +"Strangers admire it, but it is by no means a good neighborhood." + +"Indeed! I suppose, then, you are driven in upon your own resources." + +"Such as they are," with a smile displaying white but not regular +teeth. + +"No doubt they are numerous. Let me see; what are a young lady's +resources--crochet, croquet, and curates, healing the sick and feeding +the hungry?" + +"Oh, I do none of those things. The crochet, croquet, and curates, are +my sister's amusements, and I dislike both the sick and the hungry, +although I have no objection to subscribe for them." + +"Ah! you are terribly destitute; and you do not ride, or I should have +met you." + +"Yes, I am very fond of riding; but we have scarcely returned a week, +and I have had a bad cold." + +"Perhaps you draw?" asked Wilton, approaching his object from afar. + +"No; I have always preferred music. None of us care for drawing, except +my youngest sister." + +"Indeed!" (looking across the table), "that is a pleasant variety from +the crochet, croquet, and curates." + +"No; not Gertrude--I mean Isabel. She is still in the school-room." + +"Ah! And I suppose sketches with her governess?" + +"Yes." + +"As I imagined," thought Wilton, "my pretty companion is the governess. +Perhaps she will be in the drawing-room when we go there. If so, I must +lay the train for some future meeting." + +"Pray, Colonel Wilton, are you any relation to a Mr. St. George Wilton +we met at Baden last summer? He was, or is, _attaché_ somewhere." + +"He has the honor of being my first cousin once removed, or my third +cousin twice removed--some relation, at all events. I am not at all well +up in the ramifications of the family." + +"Well, he is a very agreeable person, I assure you, quite a favorite +with every one, and speaks all sorts of languages. There was a Russian +princess at Baden, quite wild about him." + +"Is it possible? These fair barbarians are impressionable, however. I +have met the man you mention years ago. We were at that happy period +when one can relieve the overburdened heart by a stand-up fight, and I +have a delightful recollection of thrashing him." + +Miss Saville laughed, and then said, "I hope you will be better friends +when you meet again. I believe he is coming here next week." + +"Oh, I promise to keep the peace--unless, indeed, I see him greatly +preferred before me," returned Wilton, with a rather audacious look, +which by no means displeased Miss Saville, who was of the order of young +ladies that prefer a bold wooer. + +While the talk flowed glibly at Sir Peter's end of the table, Lady +Fergusson was delicately cross-examining Moncrief as to the social +standing of his friend. + +"Try a little melon, Major Moncrief. Pray help yourself. That port is, I +believe, something remarkable. And you were saying Colonel Wilton is +related to that curious old Lord St. George. We met a cousin of his--his +heir, in fact--abroad last year, a very charming young man." + +"Not his heir, Lady Fergusson, for my friend Ralph is the heir. I am +quite sure of that." + +"Indeed!" returned Lady Fergusson, blandly. "I dare say you are right;" +and her countenance assumed a softer expression while she continued to +bestow most flattering attentions upon the rather obtuse major. + +The after-dinner separation seemed very long to Wilton, although he was +a good deal interested by his host's observations upon Eastern matters; +for Sir Peter was a shrewd, intelligent man; but at last they joined the +ladies, and found their numbers augmented by a little girl of twelve or +thirteen, and a rigid lady in gray silk, who was playing a duet with +Miss Gertrude Saville. Wilton betook himself, coffee-cup in hand, to +Miss Saville, who was turning over a book of photographs in a +conspicuously-disengaged position. + +"I have had quite an interesting disquisition with your father on the +East and China. He evidently knows his subject." + +"Sir Peter is not my father," said the young lady, with a tinge of +haughtiness. + +"True. I forgot," apologetically. "Ah! that is your little +artist-sister. I am very fond of children." + +"Are you? I am sure I am not, little tiresome, useless animals." + +"Human nature in the raw, eh!" + +"Yes; I prefer it dressed. Still, to quote an inelegant proverb, 'Too +much cookery spoils the broth!' But some is quite essential. Here, +Isabel, take my cup." The little girl approached and offered to take +Wilton's. + +"No, not at any age could I permit such a thing," said he, laughing. +"And so you are the artist in the house of Saville! Are you very fond of +drawing?" + +"I used not to be until--" she began to reply, when her sister +interrupted her. + +"Look, Isabel, Miss Walker wants you. Miss Walker (Hooky Walker, as my +Cousin Jim calls her, because she has a hooked nose) is the governess. I +think poor Isabel is a little afraid of her. She is awfully clever, and +very slow." + +Wilton looked at her in deep disappointment; the mystery was growing +more difficult. Perhaps after all, Ella Rivers did _not_ live at +Brosedale! Now he recalled all she had said, he found she had not +positively asserted that she lived there, or anywhere. Could it be +possible that she had slipped from his grasp--that he would never see +her again--was she only the wraith of a charming, puzzling girl? Pooh! +what was it to him? His business was to enjoy three or four months' +sport and relaxation. He was so far fortunate. His chum, Moncrief, had +pitched on excellent shooting quarters for their joint occupation. His +campaign had proved a very remedial measure, for he was quite clear of +his debts, and the good intentions of Lord St. George formed a pleasing +if uncertain perspective. So Wilton reflected, while Miss Helen Saville +performed a _tarantella_ of marvellous difficulty, where accidentals, +abstruse harmonious discords, and double shakes, appalled the listening +ear. When it was finished, the audience were properly complimentary, +which homage the fair performer disregarded with a cool and lofty +indifference highly creditable to her training in the school of modern +young-ladyism. + +"What an amount of study must be required to attain such skill!" said +Wilton, as she returned to her seat near him. "Is it indiscreet to ask +how many hours a day it took to produce all that?" + +"Oh, not so very many. When I was in the school-room, I practised four +or five; now much less keeps me in practice. Are you fond of music, +Colonel Wilton?" + +"Yes, I am extremely fond of it, in an ignorant way. I like old ballads, +and soft airs, and marches, and all that low style of music suited to +outside barbarians like myself." And Wilton, instinctively conscious +that the brilliant Miss Saville admired him, bestowed a mischievous +glance upon her as he spoke, not sorry, perhaps, to act upon the +well-known principle of counter-irritation, to cure himself of the +absurd impression made upon him by his chance encounter. + +"I understand," returned Miss Saville, a little piqued, as he had +intended she should be. "You look upon such compositions as I have just +played as a horrid nuisance." + +"Like a certain very bad spirit, I tremble and adore," said Wilton, +laughing. "I have no doubt however, that you could charm my savage +breast, or rouse my martial fire, with 'Auld Robin Gray' or 'Scots wha +hae wi' Wallace bled.'" + +"No, I cannot," replied Miss Saville, haughtily. "Gertrude sings a +little, and, I believe, can give you 'Auld Robin Gray,' if you ask her." + +"I shall try, at all events," said Wilton, amused at the slight +annoyance of her tone, and rising to execute his purpose, when Helen, +to his surprise, forestalled him by calling her sister to her very +amiably, "Gertrude, will you sing for Colonel Wilton? I will play your +accompaniment." So the desired ballad was sung, very correctly and quite +in tune, but as if performed by some vocal instrument utterly devoid of +human feeling. + +There was more music, and a good deal of talk about hunting +arrangements; but Wilton was extremely pleased to be once more in the +dog-cart, cigar in mouth, facing the fresh, brisk breeze, on their +homeward way. The major, on the contrary, was in a far more happy frame +of mind than at starting. He preferred hunting to shooting, and was +highly pleased at the prospect of two days' hunting a week. + +"You are right, Moncrief," said Wilton, as they bowled away over the +smooth, hard road; "these country dinners and family parties ought to be +devoutly avoided by all sensible men." + +"I do not know," returned the mentor. "I think they are a very tolerable +lot; and I fancy you found amusement enough with that slashing fine +girl--you took very little notice of any one else, by Jove! I sometimes +think I hate the lassies, they are such kittle cattle. Now, a woman +that's 'wooed and married and a'' is safe, and may be just as pleasant." + +"I acknowledge the fact, but I object to the morality," returned +Wilton, laughing. + +"You do? I was not aware of your regeneration." + +"Hallo!" cried Wilton. "There's some one in front there, just under the +shadow of that beech-tree." + +"Yes, I thought I saw something. It's a child or a girl." + +Wilton, who was driving, did not answer, though he drew up suddenly, and +made a movement as if to throw aside the plaid that wrapped his knees +and spring down. + +"What are you about? are you daft, man?" + +"Nothing, nothing. I fancied--here, Byrne, look at this trace; it is +loose." + +"Sure it's all right, sir." + +"Is it? Never mind." And Wilton, after casting an eager look up a +pathway which led from the beech-tree into the grounds of Brosedale, +gathered up the reins and drove rapidly home. + + +It was about a week after the Brosedale dinner that Wilton had sallied +forth, intending to ride over to Monkscleugh. He had nearly resigned the +idea of ever encountering his fair fellow-traveller again, though he +could not shake off the conviction that the slight dim figure which had +flitted from out the shade of the beech-tree, across the moonlight, and +into the gloom of the Brosedale plantations, was that of Miss Rivers. +Still, it was most strange that she should be there at such an +hour--half-past ten at least--rather too enterprising for a young lady. +Yet, if Moncrief had not been with him, he would certainly have given +chase, and satisfied himself as to the identity of the child or woman +who had crossed their path. + +On this particular afternoon, however, Wilton's thoughts were occupied +by the letters he had received that morning, one of which was from Lord +St. George, who wrote to remind him of his promise to call when he +passed through London again. The viscount also mentioned that a former +friend of his, the Earl of D----, would be in his (Wilton's) +neighborhood early in November, and would probably call upon him. + +Wilton smiled as he read this, remembering that the earl had three +unmarried daughters. "A young gentleman," the writer continued, "calling +himself St. George Wilton, left a card here some days ago, and was good +enough to say that he would call again, which enabled me to forbid his +admittance. He did repeat the attempt, when he told my valet, whom he +asked to see, that he was going to Scotland, and would probably see +Colonel Wilton, if I had any commands. I imagine my obliging namesake is +a son of Fred Wilton, who was in the navy--but not exactly the type of +an honest, simple sailor. I would advise you not to be on too cousinly +terms. I have heard, even in my cell, of the young gentleman's +diplomatic astuteness." + +Pondering on this epistle, and smiling at the sudden interest evinced +toward him by the eccentric peer, Wilton rode leisurely toward +Monkscleugh, enjoying the splendid golden evening tinge in the sky, the +rich and varied hues of wood and moorland, when a sudden turn in the +road brought him face to face with a slight, gray figure, wearing a +wide-brimmed hat, and carrying a small parcel. In an instant all the +half-scorned but potent longings, the vivid picture-like recollections +of tones and glances, that had haunted him even while he laughed at +himself for being pervaded by them--all these absurd fancies he had so +nearly shaken off rushed back in a torrent, and made his pulses leap at +the immediate prospect of solving many mysteries. + +He was dismounted and at her side in an instant. "I thought you had +vanished--that I had lost you forever!" he exclaimed, with the sort of +well-bred impetuosity peculiar to his manner; while, seeing that she +made no motion to hold out her hand, he only lifted his hat. + +The faint color came to her cheek as she raised her eyes frankly to his, +with a brighter, merrier smile than he had seen upon her lip before. +"Nevertheless, I have not been very far away." + +"Have you been at Brosedale all the time--then how is it we have not +met?" + +"I cannot tell; but I have been at Brosedale." + +Wilton threw the reins over his arm, and walked on beside her. "And are +you all right again--recovered from your fright, and had sleep enough?" +looking at her eagerly as he spoke, and noting the soft lustre of her +eyes, the clear, pale cheek, the ripe red though not full lips, all so +much fairer and fresher than when they parted. + +"Yes, I am quite well, and rested." A pause. She was apparently not +inclined to talk more than she could help. + +"Do you know I quite expected to see you when I dined at Brosedale the +other day--how was it you did not appear?" + +"What! did you expect to see me at dinner? Do you, then, think I am a +much-disguised princess?" + +"Not so very much disguised," he replied, rather surprised at her tone. + +She raised her eyes fully to his, with a look half amused, half +scornful. "You might dine many times at Brosedale without seeing me. Do +you know that Sir Peter Fergusson was married before, and he has one +son--a poor, crippled, often-suffering boy of thirteen, I think? Well, +this boy can do very little to amuse himself; he does not care for +study, but he loves pictures and drawing, so I was engaged about a year +ago to be, not his governess--I am too ignorant--nor his companion--that +would be a lady-in-waiting--but a _souffre douleur_ and teacher of +drawing. I live with my poor boy, who is never shown to visitors; and we +are not unhappy together." + +"I have heard of this son, but thought he was away; and you are always +with him--very fortunate for him, but what a life for you!" + +"A far better life than many women have," she replied, softly, looking +away from him and speaking as if to herself. + +"Still, it is an awful sacrifice!" + +She laughed with real, sweet merriment. "That depends on what has been +sacrificed. And you," she went on, with the odd independence of manner +which, had her voice been less soft and low, her bearing less gentle, +might have seemed audacious, "do you like Glenraven? Have you found many +lovely bits of scenery?" + +"I am charmed with the country; and, were I as fortunate as young +Fergusson in a companion, I might even try my 'prentice hand at +sketching." + +"If you will not try alone, neither will you even if Claude Lorraine +came to cut your pencils." + +"I wish," said Wilton, "I had a chance of cutting yours." + +"But you have not," she returned, with a sort of indolent gravity not in +the least coquettish, and a pause ensued. Wilton had seldom felt so +adrift with any woman; perfectly frank and ready to talk, there was yet +a strange half-cold indifference in her manner that did not belong to +her fair youth, and upon which he dared not presume, though he chafed +inwardly at the mask her frankness offered. + +"I suppose you are kept very much in the house with your--pupil?" asked +Wilton. + +"Sometimes; he has been very unwell since I came back. But he has a +pony-carriage, and he drives about, and I drive it occasionally; but it +pains him to walk, poor fellow! He is interested in some things. He +wished much to see you and hear about the Crimea and India." + +"I am sure," cried Wilton, with great readiness, "I should be most happy +to see him or contribute to his amusement--pray tell him so from me." + +"No, I cannot," with a shake of the head; "Lady Fergusson is so very +good she thinks everything wrong; and to walk upon a country-road with a +great man like you would be worse than wrong--it would be shocking!" + +Wilton could not refrain from laughing at the droll gravity of her +tone, though in some indefinable way it piqued and annoyed him. + +"Well, they are all out of the way--they have driven over to A----. Have +they not?" + +"Yes, and therefore there was no one to send to Monkscleugh to choose +some prints that Donald wanted very much for a screen we are making, so +I went." + +"And so at last I had the pleasure of meeting you. I had begun to fear I +should never have a chance of asking if you had recovered from your +fright; for though no woman could have shown more pluck, you must have +been frightened." + +"I was, indeed, and I do not think I am naturally brave; but I must bid +you good-morning--my way lies through the plantations." + +"No, no! you must not send me adrift--are we not comrades? We have faced +danger together; and I am sure you are not influenced by Lady +Fergusson's views." + +"Lady Fergusson! pooh!" + +There was wonderful, airy, becoming grace in the pant which seemed to +blow defiance like a kiss to the immaculate Lady Fergusson. +"Nevertheless, I must say good-by, for your horse could not get through +that." + +She pointed to a small swing-gate, which led from the road to a path +across a piece of rough heath-grown ground, between the road and the +woods. + +"Do you forbid me to escort you farther?" said Wilton, quickly. + +She thought an instant. "Were I going to walk along the road I should +not," the faintest color stealing over her cheek as she spoke; "it is +pleasant to talk with a new person sometimes, but I cannot alter my +route." + +Wilton laughed, and, mounting rapidly, rode to the farther side of the +wide waste border, where there was almost a small common; rousing up his +horse he rushed him at the fence separating Sir Peter's land from the +road, and landed safely within the boundary just as his companion passed +through the gate. + +She gave a slight suppressed scream, and as he again dismounted and +joined her she looked very pale. + +"How could you be so foolish as to do so!" she exclaimed, almost angry. +"You have frightened me." + +"I am extremely sorry, but you can know little of country-life; any man +accustomed to hunt, and tolerably mounted, could have done as much." + +She shook her head and walked on in silence, most embarrassing to +Wilton. "I hope I have not displeased you," he said, earnestly, trying +to look into her eyes; "but I thought I had your permission to accompany +you a little farther." + +"Yes, but who could imagine you would commit such an eccentricity as to +take a leap like that?" + +"I do not allow it was an eccentricity, I suppose you absolve me?" + +"_Absolvo te!_--and the horse also. What a beautiful horse; how gently +he follows you! I should so much like to sketch him; I fear I do not +sketch animals well; I do not catch their character. Oh! could I sketch +him now!" stopping short, and speaking with great animation. "Ah! I am +too unreasonable--how could I ask you?" + +The faint flitting flush that gave so much charm to her countenance, the +sudden lighting up of her dark eyes with childlike eagerness, so unlike +their usual expression of rather sad indifference, fascinated Wilton +strangely; it was an instant before he replied, "Of course you shall +sketch him; I have nothing to do, and am very glad to be of any service +to you." + +"Thank you, thank you very much! See," as she hastily unfolded her +parcel, "I had just bought a new sketch-book, and you have provided a +frontispiece." She seated herself on one of the large gray stones that +dotted the piece of ground they were crossing, and quickly pointed a +pencil. "There, turn his head a little toward me--not quite so much; +that will do." + +For some time Wilton stood still and silent, watching the small, white, +deft fingers as they firmly and rapidly traced the outline, or put in +the shading with broad, bold strokes; occasionally he quieted the horse +with a word, while he stored his memory with the pretty graceful figure, +from a tiny foot half-buried in the soft, short grass to the well-set, +haughty head and neck. "It is curious," he thought; "here is a girl, in +almost a menial position, with all the attributes of race, and a pair of +eyes a king's daughter might pine to possess. Who can she be? What is +her history? Why did she venture out alone when she ought to have been +going to bed? I shall ask her." These ideas passed through Wilton's +brain, although any clear continuity of thought was considerably impeded +by the intermittent glimpses of a pair of full, deep-blue eyes, +alternately upturned and downcast. + +Suddenly Wilton was ordered, "Look away--over your horse's neck;" and +when, having preserved this position for several moments, he attempted +to assume a more agreeable attitude, he was met with an eager "Pray be +still for a little longer." + +At last he was released. + +"There," said his new acquaintance, "I will keep you no longer; you have +been very kind. See, how have I done it?" + +Wilton looked eagerly at the page held out to him. + +"It is wonderfully good for so hasty a sketch," he said; "the head and +foreleg are capital, and as far as I can judge, the likeness to the +back of my head first-rate." + +"I can generally catch the likeness of people," she returned, looking at +the page and touching it here and there. + +"Was that the reason you told me to look away?" asked Wilton, smiling. + +"No; I did not wish your face in my book." Then, coloring and looking +up, "Not that I forget your kindness to me. No; but, you understand, if +Lady Fergusson found Mr.--that is, Colonel--Wilton's face in my book it +would be the most shocking--the superlative shocking! Ah, there is no +word enormous enough for such a 'shocking!'" And she laughed low but +merrily. Wilton found it catching and laughed too, though it puzzled him +to reply. She went on, "You would have come in better for the picture +had you had your soldier's dress on, holding the horse and looking thus; +and then, with some bright coloring, it might have been called 'On the +Alert,' or some such thing, and sold for a hundred pence. I have seen +this sort of sketches often in picture-shops." She spoke quickly, as if +to cover a slight embarrassment, as she put away her pencils and book. + +"Well, Miss Rivers, both Omar here and myself will be most happy to +sit, or rather stand, for you whenever you like." + +"Ah, I shall never have another opportunity," she replied, walking +toward the next fence and swing-gate, which led into the wood. + +"You threatened as much when I bade you good-by, that I was never to see +you again, and yet we have met; so I shall not be utterly downcast by +your present prophecy." + +She did not reply for a minute, and then exclaimed, "Suppose I were ever +to succeed in making painting my career, would you, when you are a great +nobleman--as Miss Saville says you will be--sit to me for your picture? +And then we should have in the catalogue of the year's exhibition, +'Portrait of the Earl--or Duke--of Blank, by Ella Rivers.'" + +"I can only say I will sit to you when and where you will." + +"Ah, the possibility of independent work is too charming! But I forget +myself--what o'clock is it?" + +"Quarter to three," said Wilton, looking at his watch. + +"Then I have been out too long. See how low the sun is! What glorious +sunset hues! But I must not stay. Oh, how I hate to go in! How I love +the liberty of the open air--the free, unwalled space! I feel another +being in the prison of a great house. If you met me there, you would +not know me. I should not dare to look up; I should speak with bated +breath, as if you were a superior. Can you fancy such a thing?" + +"No; the wildest stretch of my imagination could not suggest such an +idea. But can you not keep out a little longer?" There was a strained, +yearning look in her eyes that touched Wilton to the heart. + +"Impossible! My poor Donald will be cross and wretched. And you--you +must go. I am foolish to have talked so much." + +"You must let me come a little farther; that fence up there is +considerably stiffer than the last, but I think Omar will take it." + +"No, no, no!" clasping her hands. + +"Yet you are not easily frightened. A young lady that can venture on a +moonlight ramble when less adventurous people are going to bed must have +strong nerves." + +"Did you recognize me, then?" she interrupted, not in the least +disturbed by his question, but offering no explanation of her appearance +at such an hour. "Yes, I am not cowardly in some things. However, I must +say good morning." + +"And you will not permit me come any farther?" + +"No!"--He felt her "no" was very earnest.--"Nay, more, I will stay here +until I see you safe at the other side of that fence again." + +There was a quaint, unembarrassed decision in her tone that somewhat +lessened the pleasure with which he heard her. + +"I assure you, it is not worth your while to watch so insignificant a +feat of horsemanship; that fence is a nothing." + +"It does not seem so to me. It is possible an accident might happen, and +then you would have no help. It would not be right to go on, and leave +you to chance." + +"If you will, then, I shall not keep you long. But, Miss Rivers, shall +you not want to visit Monkscleugh soon again? Have you abjured the +picturesque braes of Glenraven? Is there no chance of another artistic +talk with you?" + +"No! Scarcely any possibility of such a thing. Good-by! I am much +obliged for the sketch you granted me. My good wishes!"--a slight, +proudly-gracious bend of the head--"but go!" She stood with her parcel +tightly held, not the slightest symptom of a shake of the hand; and, +bold man of the world as he was, Wilton felt he must not presume to hold +out his; he therefore sprung into the saddle, and was soon over the +fence and on the road. He raised his hat, and received a wave of the +hand in return. + +He remained there until she vanished through the gate, and then, +touching his impatient horse with the heel, rode at speed to +Monkscleugh, whence, having accomplished his errand, he made a +considerable _détour_; so that evening had closed in, and the major was +waiting for dinner when he reached the lodge. + +"Where have you been?" demanded his hungry senior. Wilton replied by an +elaborate description of his progress, _minus_ the leading incident. The +care he took to mislead his friend and mask his own movements was +surprising almost to himself. Yet, as he reflected, what was there in +the whole adventure to conceal? No harm, certainly. Nor was Moncrief a +man who would jest coarsely, or draw wicked inferences. Still, it was +impossible that he or any man could understand the sort of impression +Ella (it was extraordinary how readily her name came to his mind) had +made upon him, unless he knew her; and even then, what opinion would a +cool, shrewd, common-sense fellow like Moncrief form? He (Wilton) +himself was, he feared, an impressionable idiot, and, no doubt, +exaggerated effects. Nevertheless, those soft, deep eyes, with their +earnest, yearning expression, haunted him almost painfully. If he could +see them again, perhaps the effect would wear off; and, without thinking +of the consequences, he most resolutely determined to see her as soon as +he could possibly manage to do so, without drawing down any +unpleasantness on that curious, puzzling, _piquante_ girl. Major +Moncrief little imagined the vivid gleams of recollection and conjecture +which ever and anon shot athwart the current of his companion's ideas, +as he took his part in a discussion on the probable future of the army +in India with apparent interest, and even eagerness. The major's +intelligence was keen so far as it went, but that was not far; +therefore, though good comrades and excellent friends, they seldom +agreed in opinion, Wilton's mental views being greatly wider: the result +of the difference being that Moncrief considered Wilton "a fine fellow, +but deucedly visionary--unpractical, in short," except in regimental +matters; while Wilton spoke confidentially of the major as "a capital +old boy, but blind as a bat in some directions." + +"Well, I maintain that we will never have such men again as the soldiers +and diplomates trained under the old company. Why, even the officers of +the humbler grade--the Jacobs and Greens, to say nothing of Edwards and +a lot more--have very few equals in the queen's service." + +"True enough," replied Wilton, a little absently. "We have too much +pipe-clay and red-tape." So spake he with his lips, while his brain was +striving busily to solve the question, "What could have brought her out +at night through the lonely woods? Was it possible that any motive less +strong than an appointment with a lover could have braced a slight, +nervous girl (for, though plucky, she is nervous) to such an +undertaking? But, if she cared enough for any one to dare it, it would +be worth braving a good deal to meet her." The picture suggested was +rather fascinating, for the major exclaimed, "I say, Wilton, are you +asleep?" and brought their discussion to an end. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Another week passed rapidly over, assisted in its flight by two capital +runs with the Friarshire hounds and a dinner at a neighboring magnate's, +where Wilton made himself marvellously agreeable to Helen Saville, and +promised to ride with her next day; but neither at luncheon nor in the +house or grounds did he catch a glimpse of Ella Rivers; again she had +totally disappeared. + +Miss Saville did not find Wilton so pleasant a companion, either during +their ride or the luncheon which preceded it, as he had been at dinner +the day before. + +The accomplished Miss Walker and her pupil joined the party, but no +other junior member of the family. + +"What an infamous shame," thought Wilton, "not to let that poor boy have +a little society!" However, Fortune was not quite inexorable. As Wilton +rode up to the door on their return, intending to bid the young ladies +under his escort good-by, he became aware of a small figure, with a +large head and prominent eyes, standing on the threshold, supported by +crutches, while a pony-carriage was just disappearing toward the +stables. + +"What a nuisance!" said Helen to Gertrude. "I wonder what that boy +wants?" + +"Well, Donald, you ought not to stay here after your drive. You will +take cold," said Miss Saville. + +"Never you mind," retorted the boy, in a shrill, resentful voice. "I +want to speak to Colonel Wilton." + +"To me?" said Wilton, coming forward. + +"Yes, I have asked them all to bring you to see me, and they won't. I +believe they'd like to smother me altogether. Will you come and see me +and Ella? I want to hear about a battle and lots of things." + +He spoke with a sort of querulous impetuosity. + +"I shall be most happy to rub up my recollections for your benefit," +said Wilton, good-humoredly, and taking the hand which the little +cripple contrived to hold out to him. + +"When will you come? To-morrow?" + +"I am afraid I cannot," replied Wilton, remembering an engagement with +Moncrief, and speaking with very genuine regret. + +"Well, the day after?" + +"Oh, don't tease, Donny," cried Gertrude Saville. + +"The first time Colonel Wilton comes over to luncheon I will ask him to +come and talk to you," said Helen. + +"Colonel Wilton, will you just ask for me--Master Fergusson! In the old +times, I would be 'Master of Brosedale.' I shall never see you if you do +not." + +"Depend on my calling on you," returned Wilton, smiling. + +"And soon?" + +"Yes, very soon." + +Without another word, the unfortunate heir of so much wealth turned and +limped into the hall with surprising rapidity. + +"How annoying!" cried Gertrude. + +"What an awful bore!" said Helen. "Really, Colonel Wilton, I am quite +vexed that he should intrude himself upon you." + +"Why! I do not see anything vexatious in it." + +"You are too good. Do you know that boy is the bane of our existence?" + +"Do you wish me to shoot him?" asked Wilton, laughing. "I really cannot +wait to do so at present, so good morning, though closing shades almost +compel me to say good night." + + +It was nearly a week before Wilton permitted himself to accept the +invitation given him by the heir of Brosedale, and, in the interim, he +dined at D---- Castle. The Ladies Mowbray were pleasant, unaffected +girls, considerably less imposing and more simple than Helen Saville. + +"These are exactly the style of women to please Lord St. George," +thought Wilton, as he walked over to Brosedale a day or two after. "And +very much the style to please myself formerly; but at present--no. I am +wonderfully absorbed by this temporary insanity, which must not lead me +too far." Musing in this strain, he reached the grand, brand-new house, +where Lady Fergusson and her daughters received him in rich silk morning +costumes, very becoming and tasteful, but, somehow, not so pleasant to +his eye as the pretty, fresh print dresses of Lord D----'s daughters. + +Sir Peter came in to luncheon, which he did not always. His presence +generally produced a depressing effect upon his fair step-daughters, and +Wilton began to fear that no one would give him an opening to fulfil his +promise to the crippled boy. At last he took the initiative himself; +and, when Sir Peter paused in an exposition of the opium-trade, Wilton +addressed Helen: + +"You must not let me break my promise to your brother--step-brother, I +mean." + +"How! what!" exclaimed Sir Peter to his wife. "Has he seen Donald?" He +spoke in a sharp, startled tone. + +"The young gentleman introduced himself to me at the entrance of your +hospitable mansion the other day, and expressed a wish to hear my +warlike experiences, so I promised to give him a _séance_." + +"You are very good," said Sir Peter, slowly, looking down. "Donald has +but few pleasures, poor fellow!" + +After this, all the talk died out of the little baronet, and he soon +rose and left the room. + +"Indeed!" cried Gertrude, as the door closed on her step-father, "Donald +has tormented us ever since to know when you were coming to see him. You +had better take Colonel Wilton to the school-room, Helen, and have done +with it." + +"I am quite ashamed of troubling you, Colonel Wilton," said Lady +Fergusson. "But that boy's whims are very absurd, and Sir Peter is very +weak, I must say." + +"However, we have had quite a respite since little Miss Rivers came +down," interrupted Helen Saville. "She manages him wonderfully. You +cannot think what a curious pair they are together. You have seen +Donald; and Miss Rivers, though not absolutely plain, is a cold, +colorless little thing, generally very silent." + +"But she can tell stories delightfully," cried Isabella; "she makes +Donald laugh and be quite good-humored for hours together." + +"I fear," interrupted the accomplished Miss Walker, "that, if my young +charge is too much with Master Fergusson and his companion, her mind +will be quite occupied with a very useless array of fairy tales and +legends, more calculated to distort than to illustrate historic truth." + +"I am sure you are right, Miss Walker. Isabella, you must not go into +Donald's room without Miss Walker's permission," remarked Lady +Fergusson. + +"And she will never let me," said Isabella, with a very rebellious pout. + +"Well, well, let us get this visit over," cried Helen, rising. "I will +see if he is in the house and visible." + +"You cannot think what a nuisance that poor boy was to my girls at +first, and how well they bore with him, particularly Helen," said Lady +Fergusson. "I am sure Miss Walker did the state great service when she +found little Miss Rivers. She suits Donald wonderfully, though she is an +oddity in her own way also." + +Miss Walker murmured something about "being happy," but her tone was +melancholy and uncertain, as though she thought the introduction of an +element at variance with historic truth was a doubtful good. + +Wilton made no direct reply; he was curious to ascertain if Miss Rivers +had mentioned him, and anxious in any case to play into her hands. + +Helen Saville returned quickly. + +"Yes," she said, "Donald is at home, and will be highly pleased to see +you." + +Wilton accordingly followed her through various well-warmed and carpeted +passages to a handsome room on the sunny side of the house, which was +the dwelling-place of the heir. Books and music, a piano, +drawing-materials, globes, pictures, maps, all appliances for amusement +and study, gave a pleasant aspect to the apartment. The boy was seated +in a chair of elaborate make, furnished with a desk and candle-holder, +and which could be raised or lowered to any angle. His crutch lay at +hand, and he seemed engaged in drawing. He was plain and unattractive +enough--a shrivelled-looking frame, a large head, wide mouth, projecting +brow--all the characteristics of deformity. Even large and glittering +eyes did not redeem the pale, wan face, over which gleamed a malign +expression by no means pleasant to a stranger. + +"I thought you would never come," he exclaimed, bluntly, in a harsh, +querulous voice, and holding out his hand. + +"You will accept me now I am here, I hope," said Wilton, smiling. + +"Oh, yes; I am very glad to see you." + +"You are an artist, I see?" + +"I hope to be one. Look here." + +Wilton approached his desk. A sketch lay upon it. A confused mass of +figures, apparently intended for a desperate battle. + +"This," continued Donald, "is what I wanted you for. This is a study for +a large picture in oils (I will begin it when I am a little stronger) of +the battle of Balaklava. Nothing has ever been made of this subject, and +I want to make something of it; so I thought you would just look at my +sketch and see if I have caught an idea of the scene, and correct any +inaccuracy that strikes you." + +"I should be most happy to help you," returned Wilton, looking +hopelessly at the crowd of forms before him; "but I fear my capabilities +are not quite equal to the task. In the first place, I was not in the +Balaklava affair, and then one's recollections of a battle are not very +clear." + +"If confusion is a true likeness, Donny's picture will be remarkably +successful," said Miss Saville, with a grave manner. Her words brought a +flush to the boy's pale brow. + +"I wish you would go away," he said, rudely and abruptly. "I can never +talk about anything when you are by." + +"To hear is to obey," replied Miss Saville, rising; "only do not try +Colonel Wilton's patience too much." + +"Go! go!" returned Donald, almost fiercely. + +Wilton could not refrain from smiling as she left the room. + +"I hate those Savilles!" cried Donald, observing it; "and so would you +if you lived in the house with them." + +"That is a subject on which we shall never agree. Let us return to your +picture," said Wilton, thinking what a thorough "sell" it would be if +Ella Rivers never made her appearance; for, with all his surface easy +good-nature, Wilton did not fancy sacrificing even a small share of his +time to an ill-natured imp like this. + +"Look here! I have made this hussar grasp a lancer by the throat, and +thrust a sword into his side. Will that do?" + +"I see. Well, hardly. You know both hussars and lancers were our men, +therefore you must not make them fight; and here you have not the +Russian uniform quite correctly. I think I have some sketches of the +Russians that would help you. But is it not rather ambitious for such a +youngster as yourself to aim at historical painting?" + +"That is what Ella says; but it is my only chance of fame." The word on +his lips was suggestive of sadness, and Wilton looked at the frail +form, the pallid face, the thin, tremulous, feverish fingers with +compassion. Before he could reply, a door behind him opened softly. "Oh, +come here, Ella!" cried Donald. Wilton turned quickly, and just caught a +glimpse of a gray skirt vanishing. "Ella, come back! Ella! Ella!" +screamed the boy, with a sort of angry impatience that would not be +denied. + +"I am here, then," she said, reopening the door and coming in. + +Wilton felt his (not inexperienced) heart throb as she approached, her +cheek warm with a soft, flitting blush, a slight smile upon her lips, +but her large eyes grave and calm. It was the first time Wilton had seen +her in-doors, and the delicate dignity of her look, especially the +setting on of her head, charmed him. The excessive simplicity of her +perpetual gray dress could not hide the grace of her slim, round form, +and yet he could well imagine that the vulgar, common taste that looks +for rich color and striking outline might consider the quiet moonlight +beauty of this obscure girl something almost plain. + +Wilton greeted her silently as she approached, with a profound bow. She +acknowledged him. + +"I did not know you had any one with you," she said to her pupil. + +"Do you know Colonel Wilton?" he asked, sharply. + +"He was in the train with me when the collision occurred," she replied +quietly, the color fading away from her cheek, and leaving it very pale. + +"Why did you not tell me?" + +"There was nothing to tell, and you never asked me about my adventures." + +"This young gentleman is very ambitious," said Wilton, to change the +subject. "He is designing to immortalize himself and the Six Hundred at +once." + +"He will not have patience. I tell him that even the greatest genius +must wait and work." She sighed as she spoke. "Besides, it is almost +desecration for art to bestow itself on such a subject." + +"There!" cried the boy, passionately, "you always discourage me; you are +cruel! Have I so much pleasure or hope that you should take this from +me?" + +She rose from the seat she had taken and came to him, laying her hand on +his shoulder with a wonderfully tender gesture. "I do not discourage +you, _caro_! You have much ability, but you have scarcely fourteen +years. Twenty years hence you will still be young, quite young enough to +paint men tearing each other to pieces with immense success. Now, you +must learn to walk before you can fly upon the wings of fame. Let us put +this away." + +"No, you shall not. As to twenty years hence, do not talk of them to +me!" + +The fierce, complaining tone passed from his voice, and he leaned back, +raising his eyes to hers with a yearning, loving, sad expression that +struck Wilton with strange jealousy. The boy was old for his years, and +perhaps, unknown to himself, loved his gentle companion with more than +brotherly love. The idea chafed him, and to banish it he spoke: + +"Why not make separate studies for your figures? It will practise your +hand and make material for your picture. I will send you over the +Russian views and figures I have; they will help you as to costume and +scenery." + +There was a pause. Wilton was determined not to go away; and Donald, the +fire gone from his eyes, his very figure limp, would not speak. At last, +Miss Rivers, who was arranging a box of colors, said, "This +gentleman--Colonel Wilton's suggestion is very good. Suppose you act +upon it? And perhaps he will come again, and see how you go on." + +She looked at Colonel Wilton as she spoke, and he tried to make out +whether she wished him to return, or to give him the opportunity of +escape. Although not inclined to under-estimate himself, he came to the +latter conclusion; but did not avail himself of it. + +"You have something more to show me, have you not!" he asked, kindly. + +"Yes; plenty much better," answered Ella Rivers for him; and, slipping +away the fatal battle-scene, she replaced it with a portfolio full of +sketches very unequal in merit. Ella quickly picked out the best, and +Donald appeared to cheer up under the encouragement of Wilton's praise. + +"Show your sketch of 'Dandy,'" said the boy to Ella.--"She draws very +well.--Bring your portfolio, Ella," he went on. + +"It is not necessary. You are keeping Colonel Wilton." + +"You are not, indeed. I rather fancy you wish to get rid of me, Miss +Rivers." + +"Miss Rivers! Miss Rivers! How did you know her name?" + +"I? Oh, I have heard it several times! Your sister mentioned Miss Rivers +to-day at luncheon." + +"Show your book, Ella, at all events." + +She went to a distant table, after a full, searching look at Colonel +Wilton, and brought the book he well remembered. + +"Here is a capital likeness of my pony and my father's pet Skye. But, +Ella, you have torn out a page--the first one. Why?" + +"Because it pleased me to do so." She spoke very composedly, but the +color went and came faintly in her cheek. + +"Do tell me why, Ella?" with sharp, angry entreaty. + +"I will _not_, Donald! You are tyrannical." + +His eyes flashed, but he controlled himself. + +"Is not this capital?" he asked, holding out the book. + +"Very good--first-rate," returned Wilton, looking at two admirably drawn +figures of a pony and dog. + +"It is better. I want to improve in animals," said Ella, looking down +upon the page; and a little conversation ensued respecting this line of +art, in which Donald took no share. Suddenly Ella looked at him. "You +are ill! you are suffering!" she exclaimed, darting to his side, and +putting her arm round his neck, while, pale as death and half fainting, +he rested his head against her breast. + +"Pray bring me that phial and glass from the cabinet," she said, +quickly. Wilton obeyed; he held the glass while she poured out the right +quantity; he took the bottle again, while she held the glass to the poor +boy's lips; he assisted to lower the wonderful chair till the weary head +could be gently placed in a restful position, all without a word being +exchanged; then Ella took the poor, thin hand in hers, and felt the +pulse, and stroked it. + +Donald opened his eyes. "Ella, I am better; ask him to say nothing +about it." + +"I will, dear Donald, I will."--Then, turning to Wilton, "Come, I will +show the way." The moment they crossed the threshold she exclaimed, "It +will be better to say nothing about it; Lady Fergusson would only come +and make a fuss and torment him, so I troubled you instead of ringing; +but I do not apologize. You would willingly help him, I am sure." + +"Yes, of course; but what a responsibility for you!" + +"Oh, I understand him, and I often see the doctor. Ah, what a life! what +suffering! what a terrible nature! But I must not stay. You, you were +prudent--that is--pooh! I am foolish. I mean to say, I am glad you +scarcely appeared to know me. I say nothing of myself here; I am an +abstraction, a machine, a companion! Good-by." For the first time she +held out her hand with a gracious, queenly gesture. Wilton took and held +it. + +"One moment," he said, quickly. "Shall I never have another chance of a +word with you in the free air? Is there no errand to Monkscleugh that +may lead to a rencontre?" + +"If I meet you," she said, "I will speak to you; but it is, and must be, +a mere chance. Follow that corridor, turn to the left, and you will be +in the hall. Good-by." She was gone. + + +"Well, what sort of fellow is this cousin of yours? I suppose you met +him last night? I never thought we should tumble into the trammels of +polite society when I recommended these shootings to you. I have +scarcely seen you the last ten days. What's come to you, lad?" + +So growled Moncrief one morning as he smoked the after-breakfast cigar, +previous to turning out for a run with the "Friarshire." + +"Oh! St. George Wilton is rather an amusing fellow; he is tolerably +good-looking, and has lots of small talk; one of those men who do not +believe much in anything, I fancy, except self and self-interest, but +for dear self-sake not disposed to rub other people the wrong way. He is +a favorite with the ladies--cuts me out with the fair Helen." + +"Hum! I doubt that. I do not think you would let him if he tried; for of +course _that's_ the attraction to Brosedale." + +"Is it?" returned Wilton, carelessly, as he prepared a cigar. + +"Yes; I know you think I am as blind as a mole, but I can see there is +something that takes you to Brosedale. It's not Sir Peter, though he's +the best of the lot. It's not my lady; and it cannot be that imp of a +boy you are so fond of carrying pictures to--I suppose for a 'ploy to +get into the interior, though they are sweet enough upon you without +that; so it must be that girl." + +"Your reasoning is so admirable," returned Wilton, laughing +good-humoredly, "that I should like to hear a little more." + +"Eh!" said the major, looking up at him curiously. "Well, my lad, I am +only anxious for your own sake. Helen Saville is not the style of woman +Lord St. George would like; the family are by no means _sans reproche;_ +and--I don't fancy her myself." + +"That is conclusive," replied Wilton, gravely. "But make your mind easy; +I am not going to marry Helen Saville, nor do I think she expects me to +do so." + +"What she expects, God knows, but there is something not all square +about you, Wilton." + +"My dear fellow, do you want me to call you out?" + +"You must just go your own way, which, no doubt, you would in any case; +but I am off on Monday next to pay my sister a visit. I have put her off +from time to time, but I must go now." + +"By Jove, I shall be quite desolate! And will you not return, old +fellow?" + +"I think not. At any rate, I shall not be able to come north again till +near Christmas; and I hardly suppose you will be here then." + +"That depends," said Wilton, thoughtfully. + +"On what?" asked the major, quickly. + +"Oh! the sport--my own whims--the general attractions of the +neighborhood." + +"----the attractions of the neighborhood!" cried Moncrief, profanely. +"Why do you not make up to Lady Mary or Lady Susan Mowbray? They are +nice girls and no mistake; just the very thing for you. But I am a fool +to trouble myself about you; only I have always looked after you since +you joined. However, you are old enough to take care of yourself." + +"Perhaps I ought to be, at any rate; and although I have somehow managed +to 'rile' you, I have never forgotten, and never will forget, what a +brick you have always been." + +Major Moncrief growled out some indistinct words, and went to the +window; Wilton followed him. "You'll scarcely manage a run to-day;" he +said; "the ground is very hard, and, if I am not much mistaken, there's +a lot of snow up there," pointing to a dense mass of heavy drab clouds +to windward. + +"No," returned Moncrief, uncertainly, "it is considerably milder this +morning; besides, the wind is too high, and it is too early for snow." + +"Not in these latitudes; and it has been deucedly cold for the week +past." + +"At any rate, I will go to the meet," said Moncrief, leaving the room. +"What are you going to do?" + +"I shall not hunt to-day; I am going over to Monkscleugh." + +"Hum! to buy toys for the child?" + +"Yes," said Wilton, laughing. "But for to-day I am safe: Lady Fergusson +and her fair daughter, attended by our diplomatic cousin, are going to +Brantwood, where there is a coming-of-age ball, or some such high-jinks. +They politely invited me to be of the party; but I resisted, Moncrief--I +resisted!" + +"Did you, by George! That puzzles me." + +"By St. George, you mean. Why, you suspicious old boy, you do seem not +satisfied; and yet Helen Saville will be away three or four days." + +"I'll be hanged if I can make you out!" said the major, and walked away. + +Wilton threw himself into an arm-chair and laughed aloud; then he turned +very grave, and thought long and deeply. If Moncrief only knew where the +real danger lay, and what it was! How was it that he had permitted this +mere whim, half curiosity, half compassion, to grow into such +troublesome proportions? He knew it was folly, and yet he could not +resist! He had always felt interested and attracted by that strange +girl whose mingled coldness and sweetness charmed and wounded him; but +now, since he had seen her oftener, and listened to her voice, and heard +the sudden but rare outbreaks of enthusiasm and feeling which would +force themselves into expression, as if in spite of her will, he was +conscious that his feelings were deepening into intense passion and +tenderness. + +To catch a sympathetic look, a special smile, a little word to himself +alone--such were the nothings watched for, sought, treasured, remembered +by our patrician soldier. The vision of that poor, suffering boy leaning +his head against Ella and clasped in her arms, seemed indelibly stamped +upon his brain. It was constantly before him, though he fought gallantly +against it. + +It seemed to have brought about a crisis of feeling. Before that, though +touched, interested, curious, he was not absorbed; now, reason as he +would, resist as he would, he could not banish the desperate longing to +be in that boy's place just for once. In short, Wilton was possessed by +one of those rare but real passions which, when they seize upon a man of +his age, are infinitely more powerful, more dangerous, or, as the case +may be, more noble, than when they partake of the eager effervescence of +youth. + +And what was to be the end thereof?--so he asked himself as, starting +from his seat, he paced the room. + +Ardently as he felt, he could not but acknowledge that to marry a girl, +not only in a position little more than menial, but of whose antecedents +he knew absolutely nothing--who, for some mysterious reason, did not +seem to have a friend on earth--was a piece of folly he ought to be +ashamed to commit. And yet to give her up--worse still, to leave her for +some demure curate, some enterprising bagman to win, perhaps to trample +upon? Impossible! + +What then? It must not be asserted that the possibility of some tie less +galling and oppressive than matrimony never presented itself to Ralph +Wilton's mind. He had known such conditions among his friends, and some +(according to his lax but not altogether unpopular opinions) had not +turned out so badly for any of the parties concerned; but in this case +he rejected the idea as simply out of the question. He would no more +dare breathe it to that obscure little girl than to a princess. It would +be hard enough to win or rouse her to admit him as a lover, even on the +most honorable terms. She seemed not to think such things existed for +her. There was in her such a curious mixture of frankness and +indifference, coldness, sweetness, all flecked with sparks of occasional +fire, that Wilton could not help believing she had some uncommon +history; and there were times when he felt that, if he but asked her, +she would tell him everything he craved to know. Never had he met a +woman (for, young as she was, she was eminently womanly) so utterly +without coquetry. Her perfect freedom from this feminine ingredient was +almost insulting, and a certain instinct warned him from attempting to +break through the invisible barrier which her unconscious simplicity +created. Yet all this restraint was becoming intolerable. At Brosedale +he never saw her alone; out of it, he never saw her at all. The desire +to know all about her, to impress her, to win her, and the struggling +instinct of caste, the dread of making some false step that would ruin +him in her estimation, tormented him almost into a fever. + +His long meditation ended in his ringing sharply, and ordering round the +dog-cart to drive into Monkscleugh. + +"It's sure to snow, sir," said his servant. + +"Not yet, I think. At any rate, I shall take my chance." + +"Yes," he continued, half aloud, as the man disappeared, "I must make +the attempt; and if I meet her--why, what will be, will be!" With this +profoundly philosophic conclusion he proceeded to draw on an overcoat +and prepare for his cold drive. + +The previous day, Wilton had managed, by a profound stratagem, to +procure an interview with Donald, and for his pains found that young +gentleman fearfully cross and rude, moreover alone: but, in the course +of their short conversation, the heir of Brosedale confessed to being +greatly enraged at the non-appearance of some fresh drawing-materials +which had been forwarded from London, and of which no tidings could be +heard; that "Dandy," his special pony, was ill or disabled, and no one +was at liberty to go for them; so Ella had promised to walk over to +Monkscleugh the next morning. + +Of course Wilton discovered that he, too, had "urgent private affairs" +of his own to transact in the town, and, had it "rained elephants and +rhinoceroses," he would have persevered. + +It was a still, cold morning. The bitter wind of the day before had +fallen, and a kind of expectant hush pervaded the air. The man who stood +at the horse's head, looked round him with a very dissatisfied air, not +seeing the necessity for driving to Monkscleugh. + +However, the drive there was accomplished without any encounter, save +with a barefooted lassie on her way to market. At first Wilton drove +slowly, and then fast, and before they had reached the town the snow had +begun, in large, slow flakes. In spite of its increasing density, he +managed to call at the saddler's and the corn-factor's, and twice at +the railway-station, but all in vain; so, with a muttered malediction on +the weather, which had, no doubt, defeated the object of his expedition, +he turned his horse's head toward home. + +"It's going to be a bad fall," he said to his servant, as they proceeded +through the thickly-descending snow, which scarcely permitted them to +see a yard right or left. + +"It is so, sir; and I wish we were home, or, anyhow, across the brae +there, where the road turns to Brosedale." + +"Do you think we will lose the track?" + +"I'll be surprised if we do not, sir." + +"I fancy I shall be able to make it out," returned Wilton, and drove on +as rapidly as he could in silence. Suddenly he pulled up. "Look," said +he, "there--to the right. Do you not see something like a figure--a +woman?" + +"Faith, it's only a big stone, sir!" + +"No--it moves!--Hallo!" shouted Wilton. "I think you are off the road." + +The figure stopped, turned, and came toward them. Wilton immediately +sprang down and darted forward, exclaiming, "Miss Rivers! Good God! what +weather for you! How fortunate I overtook you.--Come, let me assist you +to reach my dog-cart. You must be nearly wet through." + +She put her hand on his offered arm. "It is indeed fortunate you came +up. I had begun to feel bewildered." Nevertheless she spoke quite +calmly, and accepted his aid to mount the dog-cart with perfect +composure. As Wilton took his place beside her and gathered up the +reins, after wrapping his plaid round her, he made up his mind very +rapidly not to attempt the longer and more open route to Brosedale. + +He drove more slowly, taking good heed of the objects he could make out, +and, to his great joy, recognized a certain stunted, gnarled oak, to the +right of which lay Glenraven, and, having passed it, somewhat increased +his speed. + +"It is scarcely wise to push on to Brosedale until this heavy fall is +over. Besides, the Lodge is much nearer, and you ought not to be a +moment longer than you can help in these wet clothes. I am afraid you +must depend on the resources of our cook for dry garments." + +"My clothes are not so very wet, but my boots are. I wish we could have +gone on to Brosedale; but, if it cannot be, I will not trouble you. This +snow is too heavy to last very long." + +"Pray Heaven it may!" said Wilton inwardly. + +Here was the first gleam of good fortune that had visited him. Ella was +to be all alone with him for two or three hours. Snow or no snow, he +would manage that, at all events. All the Brosedale women away, +Moncrief certain to be storm-stayed somewhere--what a glorious chance +for a long, confidential talk, for the solving of many doubts, for the +forging of some link that would bind this wild, free bird to him! The +excessive delight and exaltation that made his heart bound roused him to +the necessity of self-control, and he swore to himself that not a word +or a look should escape him to offend or startle his prize. + +"How was it you ventured out on so unpromising a morning?" he asked, as +they proceeded, stopping from time to time to make sure of the road. + +"Oh, Donald was so ravenous to get a parcel which he thought must be +mislaid at Monkscleugh, that I promised to go over for it; and you know +I love so much to be out. Still I do not think I should have attempted +it, only a Mr. Wilton, who was going somewhere in the phaeton, offered +to drive me to Monkscleugh. I thought it would snow, but I hoped to get +back before it began. However, I was overtaken; and I fancy I should +have wandered all day had you not found me." + +"I thought Wilton was going with Lady Fergusson to the _fête_ at +Brantwood?" + +"He was; but he was to take up some one on the way." + +"He is a relation of mine," said Wilton, feeling marvellously crossed +by the simple fact of St. George having discovered the hidden treasure +as well as himself. + +"I suppose so; but he is quite unlike you." + +It would be hard to say, logically, why this comforted Colonel Wilton, +but it did. + +"Hold hard, sir!" cried the groom, who was standing up and peering +ahead. "You will be right against the gate." And Wilton found he was at +home. Another moment and he pulled up at the door of the Lodge. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +"Send Mrs. McKollop here," cried Wilton, hastily and imperiously, to +Major Moncrief's servant, who advanced to the door. "One of the +Brosedale ladies has been caught in the snow, and is nearly wet +through." + +He almost lifted Ella from the dog-cart as he spoke, and led her into +the warm, comfortable hall. While he removed the plaid that wrapped his +guest, the astonished Mrs. McKollop came quickly on the scene. + +"Eh, my word! but ye're wet!" she exclaimed. "Come wi' me, missee, and +I'll see till ye; and you'd be the better of a drop of hot toddy +yerse'f, colonel." + +"Oh, I shall be all right! Just look to Miss Rivers.--As soon as you +have got rid of your wet things we will have luncheon," he added, +addressing her. She bowed, and followed the portly Mrs. McKollop. + +"I hope there is some place fit to take a lady into," said Wilton to +Major Moncrief's man, on whom the domestic arrangements devolved, for he +was barely acquainted with Mrs. McKollop's name. This important +functionary was attached to Glenraven Lodge, and let with the premises. +To this species of serfdom she was by no means averse, for the system +proved profitable, and, by a sort of mental inversion, she had grown to +regard the temporary proprietors as her guests and vassals. + +"Yes, sir, I believe Mrs. McKollop keeps the top rooms pretty tidy." + +"Well, get luncheon, will you? I hope the fire is good." So saying, +Wilton hastened to change his own damp clothes, and don a black velvet +shooting-jacket. His toilet was completed, and he was fully a quarter of +an hour in the dining-room before any one appeared. "Go and let Miss +Rivers know luncheon is ready." A few minutes more, and the door opened +to admit his guest. An expression of demure fun sparkled in her eyes as +she came in, holding up the voluminous drapery of Mrs. McKollop's best +dress--a strongly-pronounced Mac-something tartan, of bright red and +green and yellow--which was evidently a world too wide for her slight +waist. Above was the close-fitting gray jacket of her own dress, which +had been saved from wet by her water-proof. + +"I trust you have been made tolerably comfortable?" said Wilton, placing +a chair for her, while he glanced with much satisfaction at the +fast-falling snow. + +"Your house-keeper has been so good," she replied, with her sweetest, +frankest smile. "She exhausted all her resources to supply my wants, +and, I think, would fain have made me come to luncheon in her best +bonnet, which is the most wonderful thing you ever saw. It has feathers, +and flowers, and currants in it." + +"I suppose carrots and turnips would be too much like the insignia of +office. But you must be exhausted. Pray sit down and have some +luncheon." + +"Thank you. I do feel rather hungry." + +It seemed almost incredible to be sitting _tête-à-tête_ with Ella, after +all his dreams and efforts; but even more surprising was her quiet, +unembarrassed manner. Had Wilton been her grandfather, she could not +have eaten with more composure, and, it must be added, zest, showing a +decided preference for cold game and sweets. + +"Let me recommend some hot wine-and-water," said Wilton, as she put down +her knife and fork, after refusing a second supply of grouse. + +"Thank you, no. I never take wine; but, if I might ask for something?" + +"Certainly; anything within the resources of Glenraven and Mrs. +McKollop." + +"Then may I have a cup of coffee?" + +Wilton immediately ordered it; and, when it came, his guest expressed +high approval. + +"Ah! your people have learned how to make this in France." + +"From Frenchmen, at any rate. That was one accomplishment our servants +picked up." + +"The coffee at Brosedale is so dead; it is not the least like coffee! +This reminds me of Italy and France." + +"Then you have been a good deal abroad?" + +"Nearly all my life." A full stop; and Wilton felt he had led up neatly +to the story of her past. + +"As you will take nothing more, suppose we go into the next room?" She +rose, and then stopped. + +"Oh! I have lost Mrs. McKollop's shoe under the table." Wilton laughed, +and assisted in the search. + +"I wish we had anything nearer the mark to offer you," he said, as he +produced a huge, broad-soled thick shoe, tied on the instep. "They must +fit you like snow-shoes." + +"There is a good deal of stocking to fill up with," she replied, as she +managed to shuffle into the room on the opposite side of the hall, which +was somewhat more ornamental than the one they left. Sundry sporting +prints, a deer's head, various pipes, and plenty of writing-materials, +with a splendid fire, and several comfortable easy-chairs, made it a +pleasant apartment. + +"And you live here?" said Ella Rivers, moving round the room with some +curiosity; "and you smoke very good cigars. I recognize the perfume." + +"I hope it is not very disagreeable?" + +"Disagreeable? Oh, no! I love it. But how it snows! There is no chance +of my getting back till it abates." + +"Certainly not," returned Wilton, cheerfully, and adopting her easy, +friendly tone. "So, pray sit down near the fire, and permit me to enjoy +the fruit of my treasure-trove--I mean, a little talk with you." + +"Yes--it is very nice to talk over a good fire," she said, returning +slowly from the window and seating herself in a large chair; "but I wish +it would clear." + +"I suppose young Fergusson will be very anxious about you?" remarked +Wilton, taking advantage of her steady gaze at the fire to study the +graceful outline of her head, and ear, and neck, the pale, delicate oval +of her face. There was a wonderfully-patrician look about this +mysterious girl; how small and white were the hands she had carelessly +clasped upon her knee! and, simple as were her manners, too, they were +infinitely more refined than the superb Miss Saville's; and, at all +events, he would have her all to himself for the next two hours. + +"Anxious about me?" she said, after a moment's silence; "not very. He +will be anxious about his parcel (which, after all, I did not get), and +vexed at my absence. But Donald is a strange boy. I know him." + +"He must be an ungrateful young dog," said Wilton, carefully averting +his eyes as she turned to him. "You are so good to him." + +"It is not what you would call grateful, though he is very fond of +me--that is, I have become a necessity to him; then he knows I am fond +of him, and I believe no one else is, not even his father. Poor, poor +fellow! Ah, how I feel for him!" + +"He cannot be a pleasant companion." + +"At times most unpleasant; then, again, wonderfully sympathetic, and so +dependent that _I_ feel a great, strong, free creature, rich in youth, +and health, and strength, all grand things that Sir Peter's gold cannot +buy, and I can do anything for him. Then I forget the dark side of my +own lot, and only see the wealth that nature has given me." + +"You are, indeed, wealthy!" + +"In some ways, yes; in others--" She stopped, shook her head, with a +smile, half-sad, half-mocking, and resumed her gaze at the fire. + +There was a short pause, and Wilton said: + +"Still, to so bold a spirit as yours, it must be imprisonment, indeed; +and I am not surprised that you seize every chance of momentary relief. +But--forgive me if I am presumptuous--it was no ordinary courage that +would take you so far afield that night I caught a glimpse of you +retreating in the moonlight--no ordinary inducement that would tempt you +to such a distance." + +"I had inducement enough," she returned, with a slight sigh. "Donald had +been in one of his worst moods all day--one of his mean, suspicious +tempers, and I could not persuade him to go to bed till late. Then, I +opened the study window, and looked out to breathe and grow tranquil +before I tried to sleep then the memory of the moonlight nights long +ago, when I used to sit in a corner by the window, before the lamp was +brought, and listen to my father talking (rather dreaming aloud--oh, so +gloriously!) came over me with a wild, irresistible longing to be out in +the free air, alone and standing upright before heaven, with things +_really_ greater than myself about me--_such_ an intense longing that I +sprang down the steps and away." As she said the last word she unclasped +her hands and threw one out with a sudden, expressive gesture full of +grace, and not without a certain dignity. "But I suppose to you it seems +shocking?" And again she turned to the fire. + +"By no means!" exclaimed Wilton, eagerly. "Pray do not imagine me a +slave to 'the shocking.' What you do seems right and natural in you to +an extraordinary degree; but every one may not view matters as I do, and +I confess I wished to escort you back, but dared not intrude--besides, I +was not alone." + +"Escort me back!" she replied, with a low, sweet laugh of genuine +merriment. "That would have put a climax to my misdoings, and also +(pardon the rudeness) destroyed the sense of freedom. As it was, my +outbreak was severely rebuked by Miss Walker, who was informed of my +absence, and talked yards of sense and propriety before I escaped to +bed. Ah, what a degrading _finale_ to a moment's outbreak into light and +liberty! But I must not quarrel with Miss Walker. She is 'Madonna dell' +Esperanza.'" + +There was a wonderful charm in her voice and manner, a curious mixture +of softness and daring. + +"And pray why do you dignify that iron-gray woman with so romantic a +title? I should not imagine her in the least hopeful." + +"She found me when I was at a very low ebb, and placed me with Donald." + +"Indeed! Then he ought to consider her his 'Dame de bon Secours.'" + +"He thinks I am fortunate." + +"And, when you found yourself so far from human aid that night, did you +not feel uncomfortable?" resumed Wilton, hoping to lead her back to her +reminiscences. + +"Yes. When I turned to go back the fire had nearly burnt out in my +heart; but, you see, I have never been with women, so their fears are +not mine. I fear what they may think of me when I act differently from +them." + +"I suppose, then, you have numerous brothers?" + +"I have neither brother nor sister. My father--" She paused. "Ah, if you +could have known my father! He was a great politician, a great +philanthropist, a true man; and he was surrounded by men like himself, +devoted to humanity. They were all very good to me--when they remembered +my existence, which was not always, you know." A little arch smile, that +made Wilton burn to tell her how irresistibly she absorbed his mind, +heart, imagination! + +"Well, your father," said he, with wonderful composure, rising as he +spoke to arrange the fire--"your father, I presume, adored you?" + +"Alas, no!" There was great forgiving tenderness in her voice. "He +perhaps remembered me least of all; and when he did, I brought bitter +thoughts. My mother, whom he adored, died when I was born; so you see I +have been quite alone. Yet I grew to be of importance to him; for just +before he died he told me to take her ring, which he had always worn, +and wear it for both their sakes. See, there it is." + +She held out her right hand to show where it encircled her slender third +finger. + +"Then you lived in Italy?" said Wilton, to lead her on. + +"Yes, my first memories are of Italy--a great, half-ruined villa on a +hill-side near Genoa; and my nurse, a Roman woman, with such grand, +black eyes. I used to love to look into them, and see myself in them. +How she loved me and spoiled me! My father must have had money then, for +he came and went, and seemed to me a great person; but I feared him, +though he was gentle and beautiful, for he shunned me. Oh, yes, how +noble he looked! None of the others were like him; and he was English on +his father's side, so he said, when he told me to keep the name of +Rivers; but we had many names: one in Italy, another in Paris, another +in Germany. I did not like Paris. The first time we were there I had a +_gouvernante_; she taught me a little and tormented me much; but still I +do know French best. I can write it well; but, though I speak Italian +and German, I cannot read or write either." + +She had again clasped her hands over her knee, and went on softly and +dreamingly, as if to herself. Wilton still keeping silence, and gazing +intently at the speaker, earnestly hoping nothing would interrupt or +turn her from her spoken musing. + +"But you evidently learned to draw," he suggested, softly. + +"My father was a great artist--would have been acknowledged as a great +artist had he not been gradually absorbed in schemes for raising the +poor and ignorant and oppressed, for giving them political life. There +were many artists among our friends, and all were willing to teach me +and help me. To draw seemed to me as natural as to breathe, and if I +ever had a moment of personal ambition it was to be a true, a recognized +artist; but I had scarcely any. You, even you, patrician Englishman as +you are!" turning to him with sudden animation, "you would have admired +my father. He was my ideal of a true knight, so simple, so noble, so +refined; with such a deep, fervent faith in his fellow-men. Of course, +he and all our friends were hunted, proscribed; so I never knew a +relation. And he, my father, never could bear to speak of my mother; so +I only know from her picture that she was fair and sweet-looking." + +"What a strange, sad life for a girl!" said Wilton, with genuine +sympathy. + +"Strange, but not sad. Oh, no! I was ignorant (I am ignorant, by your +standard), and not a little neglected. But what delight it was to listen +to the men my father knew, to hear the grand schemes they planned; the +noble, tender pity for the suffering and oppressed; the real brotherhood +they acknowledged to all mankind, and the zest of danger; for often a +well-loved comrade was missing, and some never returned. Imprisonment in +Italy or Prussia for a political offence is a serious matter. + +"The first time I ever won real notice from my father was at Naples. +There was a man we loved much; he was called Diego--it was not his real +name. He was very much suspected by the government. My father found out +he was to be seized that day, and he knew not whom to trust to send him +word; so I begged to be honored by his permission to carry the message, +and I managed it all. I borrowed a costume from my maid's niece; I went +alone on the Corso, and offered bunches of violets to every one--oh! I +had heaps of _paoli_--till I met him and said the word, which sufficed." + +"You did this?" cried Wilton. + +"Yes; I had but thirteen years then. Oh! my father always noticed me +after; and I would have dared much for that. Then we were in London, and +in many places--we grew poorer and poorer. I think my father helped the +cause largely. Two years ago we were in Paris, and then I saw my father +was dying. There were very few of our clique there, for the emperor's +spies were legion. I did not stop to think of fear or grief; I only +wanted to keep him quiet and content to the last, for, you see"--with a +sort of exultation very touching--"I was now very important to him--he +thought more of me, and I have always believed it was in the hope of +arranging some shelter, some refuge, for me that he came to London, now +more than two years ago. Diego came to see us. He had a long talk with +my father, who said to him, when he was going, 'Do your best for her +sake!' + +"Two days after, Diego came again, and demanded to see my father alone. +Presently there was a cry; they called me, and, when I went in, my +father lay in Diego's arms, the blood streaming from his mouth. He died +two days after." An instant's pause, and she resumed, quickly: "I was +quite alone, and had but a few shillings. Poor Diego, how good he was! +He did much for me. My father had a diamond ring; they sold it, and so +things were paid for. Diego, poor fellow! he was rich then--he had five +gold-pieces--sovereigns. He left me two. He was obliged to go away; he +promised Mrs. Kershaw to come back for me, but he never came. He is no +doubt imprisoned or killed." + +"Who was Mrs. Kershaw?" asked Wilton, huskily; "and how old is this +Diego?" + +"Diego? Oh, fifty--sixty--I am not sure. Mrs. Kershaw is the landlady of +the lodgings where my father died. Such a strange woman! Not unkind--at +all events, to me. There was a lady in the rooms above ours who was very +kind to me, and felt for me; and nearly five months after I was left +quite alone. Miss Walker came to stay with this lady, and so they +managed to have me engaged as companion to Donald. Ah, it was all so +wretched! Nothing reconciled me to Brosedale but the scenery--that made +me remember there was a world of life and beauty beyond Donald's study." + +She stopped, and leaning back, pressed both hands over her face, as if +to shut out the present. Wilton scarce knew how to speak to her without +saying too much. He had sufficiently delicate instincts to feel that he +must not, when she was in such a mood, show, by the slightest +indication, that he was her lover; nay, his deep sympathy made him for +the moment forget the fair woman in the lonely, suffering girl. + +"And had none of your father's friends a wife or a sister with whom you +might have taken shelter? Brosedale, under such circumstances, must have +been a real _inferno_." + +"No; I have met one or two ladies abroad connected with our cause, and +they were far away. But Brosedale was more astonishing than anything +else. Miss Walker, who likes me, although I shock her every hour in the +day, warned me of the respect I must show to 'miladi' and her daughters, +and I never dreamed of disrespect toward them; but they were--they are +so strange; they are so ignorant; they belong to the middle ages. When I +spoke to them of the scenery, when I asked them questions about their +country, when I addressed them as my fellow creatures, they were +petrified--they were indignant; they went through a little comedy of +insulted majesty, very droll, but not pleasant. Then I began to know +what it is to believe that you are made of different clay from certain +others of your fellows. Alas! what wide gulfs still yawn between man and +man, and what precious things must be cast in before they are filled +up!" + +"Well, and Donald--how did you get on with Donald?" + +"He was inclined to treat me like a petted animal; but, no! _Per +Baccho!_ that should not be. I said, 'If you are good, you shall call me +Ella, and I will call you Donald.' He replied, 'I am Master Fergusson;' +and I said, 'Not so--it is too long. Besides, I am your superior in age +and in knowledge, so between us there shall be kindness and freedom.' +Now I mark my displeasure by calling him Master Fergusson. Ah! how +astonished were Miss Walker and 'miladi,' but I laughed." + +"I am surprised he can bear you out of his sight," exclaimed Wilton, +warmly, and checked himself; but she only noticed his words. + +"He does not like me to be away. I am often imprisoned for weeks. Last +August I grew weak and languid; so Lady Fergusson gave me a holiday. I +had nowhere to go but to Mrs. Kershaw's; then she was taken ill--a bad +fever--so I nursed her, thankful to be of use. Then Donald summoned me +back, and"--turning with the peculiar air of gracious acknowledgment +which Wilton had before noticed, she added--"it was on my journey back I +met you. Oh, how weary I was! I had been awake night after night. I was +stupefied with fatigue, and you were so good. Could Death then have come +to me in sleep, I should have held out my arms to him. Yet you see I was +terrified at the idea of being hurt or torn when the train was overset." + +"You behaved like--like an angel, or rather like a true, high-souled +woman." + +She laughed softly, and rising, attempted to walk to the window. + +"Ah!" she exclaimed, "I forgot my shoes;" then, resuming her seat, went +on: "There, I have told you all my life. Why, I cannot say; but, if I +have wearied you, it is your own fault. You listened as if you cared to +hear, while to me it has been sad, yet sweet, to recall the past, to +talk of my father to one who will not mock at his opinions--his dreams, +if you will. But, ah! what dreams! what hopes! Thank God! he lived to +know of Garibaldi's triumph--to see the papal throne tremble at the +upheaval of Italy! These glimpses of light gladdened him at the last; +for never was Christian martyr upheld by faith in a future world more +steadfastly than my father by his belief in the political regeneration +of this one. Yet I have, perhaps, forgotten myself in speaking so much." + +She turned toward Wilton as she spoke, and, placing her elbow on the arm +of the chair, rested her chin in the palm of her hand, looking at him +with the large, deep-blue eyes which had so struck him at first, her +long lashes wet with tear drops, of which she was unconscious. + +"At least," said Wilton, "you must feel that no speaker ever riveted +attention more than you have. As for the accuracy of the opinions so +disinterestedly upheld, I neither combat nor assent to them. I can only +think of you--so young, so alone?" + +It is impossible to say how much passionate sympathy he was about to +express, when a sudden change in Ella Rivers's face made him stop and +turn round. To his infinite annoyance there stood Major Moncrief, with +the door in his hand, and an expression of utter blank astonishment on +his countenance, his coat covered with fast-melting snow, and evidently +just dismounted. + +"Hallo, Moncrief!" cried Wilton, his every-day, sharp senses recalled in +a moment by this sudden, unwelcome apparition. "Wet to the skin, I +suppose, like Miss Rivers"--a wave of the hand toward her--"and myself. +I most fortunately overtook her half-way from Monkscleugh, and brought +her here for shelter." + +"Oh!" ejaculated Moncrief: it sounded like a groan. + +"You have met my chum, Major Moncrief, have you not, Miss Rivers?" + +She shook her head. "You know I am always with Donald." + +"Oh, ah, I see!" muttered Moncrief. "No, I have never had the pleasure +of meeting the young lady before; and so, Wilton, I will not interrupt +you. I will go and change my clothes." + +"Interrupt!" said Ella, as he left the room. "What does he mean by +interrupt? Who is he?--your uncle--your guardian?" + +"Do you think I require a guardian at my age?" replied Wilton, laughing, +though greatly annoyed at Moncrief's tone. + +"How old are you?" asked Ella, but so softly and simply that the +question did not seem rude. + +"Almost four and thirty; and, _en revanche_, how old are you?" + +"Almost twenty." + +"I should not have thought you so much: yet there are times you look +more. However, Moncrief is an old brother-officer of mine; really a +friend, but a queer fellow, a little odd." + +"I see; and I do not think he likes me to be here. Can I not go?" said +Ella, starting up and making her way to the window, although she left a +shoe behind her in her progress. + +"Not like you! More probably fascinated at first sight," returned +Wilton, attempting to laugh off the impression she had received, though +feeling terribly annoyed at Moncrief's manifestation. "And, as to +returning, you cannot stir just yet; the snow has only just cleared off +and may recommence." + +"Still I should so much like to return; and I am sure I could manage to +walk very well." + +"I do not wish to be oppressively hospitable, so I will leave you for a +moment to inquire what will be the best mode of reaching Brosedale." + +So saying, he quitted the room and followed Major Moncrief. + +He found that excellent soldier in his dressing-gown, and wearing a +more "gruesome" expression than could be accounted for by his +occupation, viz., sipping some scalding-hot whiskey-and-water. + +"Have you had anything to eat?" asked Wilton, amiably. "I believe +luncheon is still on the table." + +"No, it is not," replied the major, curtly; "and I do not want anything. +I had a crust of bread and cheese at that farmer's below the mill, so +you can go back to your charming guest." + +"And you must come with me, Moncrief. Never mind the dressing-gown, man; +it is quite becoming. You frightened Miss Rivers, you looked so 'dour' +just now. I want her to see what a pleasant fellow you can be." + +"Thank you; I am not quite such a muff as to spoil a _tête-à-tête_." + +"Come, Moncrief, you know that is bosh. I overtook Miss Rivers as she +was struggling through the snow, and I do not suppose you or any other +man would have left her behind. Then I couldn't possibly pass my own +gate in such a storm; besides, the poor girl was so wet. Be that as it +may, you shall not be uncivil; so finish your grog, and come along." + +"Let me put on my coat. If I am to play propriety, I must dress +accordingly. How in the name of Fortune did you come to know this Miss +Rivers?" growled Moncrief. + +"Why, at Brosedale, of course. Whenever they dragged me in to see that +poor boy she was there, and one can't be uncivil to a woman, and a +pretty girl to boot." + +"Pretty!" ejaculated the major, thrusting himself with unnecessary +vehemence into his coat. "I did not see much prettiness about her; she +has big eyes, that's all." + +"Come and have another look then, and perhaps you will find it out," +said Wilton, pleasantly, as sorely against his will Moncrief followed +him down stairs. + +"I have much pleasure in introducing two such admirable representatives +of two great opposing systems. Major Moncrief is conservative among +conservatives; Miss Rivers revolutionary among democrats!" said Wilton. + +"You say so for me; I myself scarce know enough to be anything," she +replied, in a low tone, turning from the window at which she was +standing when they entered, acknowledging the introduction and +Moncrief's "boo," as he would have called it, by a slight, haughty +courtesy, which even Mrs. McKollop's plaid dress did not spoil, as she +spoke. + +"A young lady confessing ignorance on any subject is a _rara avis_ +nowadays," returned Moncrief, gloomily. + +Ella Rivers looked earnestly at him as he spoke, and then glanced, with +a sort of mute appeal, to Wilton, who felt instinctively that, in spite +of her composed, brave air, her heart was beating with sorrowful +indignation at the major's unfriendly aspect. + +"You must know, Miss Rivers," said Wilton, with his pleasantest smile, +longing all the time to fall upon and thrash desperately his good friend +and comrade--"you must know that my friend Moncrief is the gloomy +ascetic of the regiment, always available for the skeleton's part at the +feast, that is, the mess, a terror to lively subs, and only cheerful +when some one in a terrible scrape requires his help to get out of it; +but one grows accustomed even to a skeleton. I have been shut up with +him for nearly six weeks, and, you see, I have not committed suicide +yet; but he is a first-rate old Bones after all!" (slapping the ungenial +major on the shoulder). + +"Is he really unhappy?" asked Ella, with such genuine wonder and +curiosity that the "dour" major yielded to the irresistible influences, +and burst into a gracious laugh, in which Wilton joined, and the cloud +which Moncrief brought with him was almost dispersed--not quite, for +Ella was changed pale, composed, silent, with an evidently unconscious +drawing to Wilton's side, that did not help to steady his pulse or cool +his brain. + +"It is quite clear," said Miss Rivers, anxiously; "may I not return? +for in another hour night will close. I must go!" + +"Certainly!" cried Wilton, who was feeling dreadfully bored by the +flagging conversation and general restraint of Moncrief's presence; +"your dress will be dry by this time, and while you put it on I will +order the dog-cart. I will drive you over to Brosedale in half an hour, +snow or no snow." + +"You--drive me--oh, no! I can walk quite well; I am not the least +afraid. Do not come out again." + +"My dear Miss Rivers! allow you to walk alone? Impossible! Even this +stern Bones, this incarnation of inexorable Fate, would not demand such +a sacrifice.--Moncrief, ring the bell; summon Mrs. McKollop from the +vasty deep to attend our fair guest.--You must know, Miss Rivers, my +brother-in-arms is part proprietor of this sylvan lodge." + +"Then will he forgive my intrusion," said their guest, with an air so +deprecating as to a man of his age, so certainly dignified as to +herself, yet so simple withal, that the hidden spring of chivalry far +down in the man's nature was struck and pushed to the surface all the +more strongly for the depth of the boring. + +"You must think me 'a skeleton of the feast,' indeed, as Wilton has been +good enough to describe me, if I were not ready to welcome the chance +visit of a charming young lady; I am not quite so hopeless an old +'Bones' as you both make out." + +"Bravo!" cried Wilton, highly pleased at his change of tone. + +"Thank you!" said Miss Rivers, simply; and then the door opened to admit +Mrs. McKollop, who wore upon her arm a mass of drapery, and in her hand +a very small pair of boots, evidently the garments she had been drying. + +"They are all nice an' weel aired, if you be going," said the benign +ruler of the roost. "It's a wee bit clear just noo, but I'm thinking the +frost is coming on, so the snaw will be harder by-an'-by; an' if the +major don't mind having dinner an hour before his usual time, a drap o' +hare soup and a cut out of a loin o' mountain mutton will warm ye up +weel, an' mak' ye ready for the road," or, as she pronounced it, "rod." + +"Mrs. M'Kollop, you are a most sensible woman," said Wilton, gravely. +Moncrief looked alarmed; and Miss Rivers merely observed, "I will come +with you," and left the room, accompanied by the friendly cook. Wilton +followed immediately, to give orders about the dog-cart, and Major +Moncrief was left alone. He walked once or twice up and down the room +with a troubled and irate expression; he then stirred the fire +viciously, threw down the poker with a clang, and, drawing a chair close +up, thrust his feet almost against the bars. How long he sat in gloomy +reverie he knew not, but he was roused by the entrance of Wilton, who +ushered in their guest, saying, "Miss Rivers wants to say good-by, +Moncrief." + +"Yes, good-by!" said she, in her soft yet clear voice, which always +seemed to fix attention. "Thank you--thank you both for your kind +hospitality." + +With a slight, touching hesitation she held out her hand, and Moncrief +took it with much politeness and an altered expression. + +"Good-by, then, as you will not stay for the hare soup and a cut of the +mountain mutton. I hope you will not take cold. Have you nothing to put +round your throat? You must have this muffler of mine, if you will +condescend to wear it.--Jump up, Wilton. I will help Miss Rivers." + +So spoke the Major, in his joy to speed the parting guest. Wilton +obeyed, somewhat amused, and they started. But the drive was a silent +one on Miss Rivers's side; all Wilton's dexterous observations and +thoughtful care could not win a look--scarce a word. "Does she regret +she opened her heart to me?" he thought; and, as they neared the great +house, he could not refrain from saying, "I shall often think of the +interesting sketch you have given me of your wanderings in many lands, +Miss Rivers, though I shall only speak of them to yourself." + +"Pray, pray, put it all out of your mind! I am half ashamed of having +talked so much of myself. Think no more of it." + +"Suppose the subject will not be banished? I cannot. At least," resumed +Wilton, after a moment's pause to tighten the reins of his self-control, +"I shall look upon liberal politics with a new light, after the glimpse +you have given me of their inner life." + +"If, when you have power, you will think of the people, I am not sorry I +spoke." She said it very softly, almost sadly. + +"I shall look in to-morrow, to know if you are all right," he replied. + +They had now reached the entrance. Wilton sprang down, and, as Miss +Rivers was muffled in plaids, nearly lifted her from the carriage, +though with all the deference he would have shown a princess. + +"Good-by! I hope you will not be the worse." + +"Adieu!" For a moment she raised her eyes to his with a frank, kind +glance, and vanished into the house. + +For a moment Wilton hesitated, then mounted the dog-cart, and drove back +as fast as circumstances would allow. He was conscious of an angry, +uncomfortable sensation toward Moncrief--a feeling that it would be a +great relief to avoid dining with him--of a curious, uneasy strain of +dissatisfaction with himself--with the routine of life--with +everything! It was so infernally stupid, smoking and reading, or +listening to Moncrief's prosings, all the evening; while that cranky, +tiresome boy, Fergusson, would be talked to, and soothed, and petted by +Ella Rivers. And she--would she wish to be back at Glenraven, telling +the story of her simple yet stirring life to an absorbed listener? Yes, +without a shadow of conceit he might certainly conclude that she would +prefer an intelligent companion like himself to that cross-grained boy; +but he had very little to nourish conceit upon in the recollection of +the delightful _tête-â-tête_ he had enjoyed. Never before had he met a +woman so free from the indescribable consciousness by which the gentler +sex acknowledge the presence of the stranger. She must have been much in +the society of men, and of men, too, who were not lovers. Yet stop! How +much of her composure and frankness was due to the fact of her being +already wooed and promised to one of those confounded _carbonari_ +fellows? The very idea made Wilton double-thong his leader--for tandem +stages had been thought necessary--to the infinite surprise of his +servant. However, he reached his destination at last, and as he threw +off his plaid in the hall Mrs. McKollop's broad and beaming face +appeared at a side-door. + +"Aweel, sir, din ye win ower a' right to Brosedale wi' the young leddy? +I've been aye watching the weather; for I don't think she is just that +strong. Eh, sir! but she is a bonnie bird--sae saft and kind! When she +was going, after I had red up her things for her, she says, 'If you are +as good a cook as you are a ladies' maid, I am sure Major Moncrief must +be pleased with his dinners,' says she; an' wi' that she takes this +neckerchief from her pretty white throat, and says she, so gentle and so +grand, 'Wear this for me, Mrs. McKollop,' putting it round my neck her +ainsel'. 'Think, whenever ye put it on,' says she, 'that I shall always +remember your motherly care.' The bonnie bird! I'm thinking she has nae +mither, or they wouldn't let her be worrit wi' that ill-faured, +ill-tempered bairn at Brosedale." + +"I left Miss Rivers quite safe, I assure you, and, as far as I could +observe, quite well, at the door," said Wilton, who had listened with +much attention to this long speech, looking all the time at the pretty +violet necktie held up in triumph by Mrs. McKollop, and conscious of a +boyish but strong inclination to purchase it, even at a high premium, +from the worthy house-keeper. "I am sure you did your best for our +charming visitor." + +"That I did; an' I tauld her that it was a pleasure to cook for the +colonel; for though she spoke of the major, it was aye _you_ she thocht +on." + +"Oh, nonsense!" returned Wilton, good-humoredly, and he left the +eloquent Mrs. McKollop, to join the moody Moncrief, with whom he +exchanged but few remarks, till dinner thawed them. The evening passed +much as usual, but neither mentioned their guest--a fact by no means +indicating that she was forgotten by either. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Wilton was true to his intention, and rode over the next day to make the +promised inquiry, when he had the pleasure of spending half an hour with +Donald, but Ella Rivers never appeared. The boy was in one of his better +moods, although that was a poor consolation. + +"I thought Ella was never coming back yesterday," he said, in his +plaintive, querulous voice. "I could not make out whether she had been +lost in the snow, or whether your cousin, that Mr. St. George Wilton, +had run away with her. Oh! I had such a miserable day!--Miss Walker +fussing in and out, and no one able to do anything for me! Where did you +pick up Ella?" + +"On that piece of common half-way to Monkscleugh; and it is very +fortunate I did so, or perhaps you might have been obliged to do without +her for some time longer. I fear she would have lost her way +altogether." + +"Oh, she knows the country, and has plenty of pluck." + +"Still, she might have been wandering about for hours, and I fancy she +is not over strong." + +"She is well enough! Every one is well enough but me!" + +"I suppose," said Wilton, to change the subject, "the rest of your party +return to-morrow?" + +"I am afraid they do! I wish they would stay away! They have taken me up +disgustingly since _you_ came to see me. I was much happier alone with +Ella! I don't mind _your_ coming--you are not a humbug; but I hate +Helen, she is so insolent; and that cousin of yours is detestable. He is +so conceited--so ready to make allowance for everyone. And then he +always speaks Italian to Ella, and worries her; I know he does, though +she will not tell me what he says." + +The boy's words struck an extraordinary pang to Wilton's heart. Had Ella +met this diplomatic sprig in Italy? Had he the enormous advantage of +having known her and her father in their old free wandering days? If so, +why had she not mentioned him? The irrepressible answer to this sprang +up with the query--whatever her antecedents, Ella spoke out of the +depths of a true soul. + +"Well," exclaimed Wilton, while these thoughts revolved themselves, "if +you do not like him, do not let him come in here. But I thought he was +a universal genius, and an utterly fascinating fellow!" + +"The women think so," returned young Fergusson, with an air of superior +wisdom, "but I think him a nuisance. Will you ring the bell, Colonel +Wilton?" + +"What has become of Miss Rivers?" to the servant, who quickly appeared. +"Tell her to come here." + +Though disposed to quarrel with the terms of the message, Wilton awaited +the result with some anxiety. The reply was, "Miss Walker's compliments; +Miss Rivers was hearing Miss Isabel read Italian, and she could not come +just yet." + +"It is infamous!" exclaimed Donald, working himself into a fury. "They +all take her from me--they don't care what becomes of me! Give me my +crutches, James. I will go to the school-room myself; so I shall say +good-by to you, Colonel." + +He dragged himself out of the room with surprising rapidity, and Wilton +felt he must not stay. + +The rest of the day was rendered restless and uncomfortable by Donald's +words. But Wilton, though of a passionate and eager nature, had also a +strong will, and was too reasonable not to determine resolutely to +banish the tyrannic idea which had taken such possession of his heart or +imagination. He noticed, with mingled resentment and amusement, the +sudden silence and reserve of his friend Moncrief on the subject of +Brosedale and its inhabitants. What an absurd, strait-laced old Puritan +he was growing! Wilton felt it would be a relief when he departed to pay +his promised visit in the South. So, as the weather, after the memorable +snow-storm, moderated, and proved favorable for sport, hunting and +shooting were resumed with redoubled vigor, and the Major's solemn looks +gradually cleared up. + +"I shall be rather in the blues here when you are gone," said Wilton, as +they sat together the evening before the Major was to leave. "You have +not been the liveliest companion in the world of late, still I shall +miss you, old boy." + +The Major gave an inarticulate grunt, without removing his cigar from +his lips. + +"So," continued Wilton, "as Lord D---- asks me over to dine and stay a +few days while General Loftus and another Crimean man are there, I shall +go; and perhaps I may look up the 15th afterwards; they are quartered at +C----." + +"Do!" said the Major, emphatically, and with unusual animation. "There's +nothing more mischievous than moping along and getting into the blue +devils!--nothing more likely to drive a man to suicide or matrimony, or +some infernal entanglement even worse! Go over to D---- Castle by all +means--go and have a jolly week or two with the 15th; and, if you will +take my advice, do not return here." + +"My dear Moncrief," interrupted Wilton coolly, for he was a little +nettled at the rapid disposal of his time, "why should I not return +here? What mischief do you fear for me? Don't turn enigmatical at this +time of day." + +"What mischief do I fear? The worst of all--a _fair_ piece of mischief! +Not so pretty, perhaps, but 'devilish atthractive,' as poor O'Connor +used to say." + +Wilton was silent a moment, to keep his temper quiet. He felt +unspeakably annoyed. Anything less direct he could have laughed off or +put aside, but to touch upon such a subject in earnest galled him to the +quick. To be suspected of any serious feeling toward Ella necessitated +either appearing an idiot in the eyes of a man like Moncrief--an idiot +capable of throwing away his future for the sake of a freak of +passion--or as entertaining designs more suited to worldly wisdom, yet +which it maddened him to think any man dared to associate with a +creature that somehow or other had managed to establish herself upon a +pedestal, such as no other woman had ever occupied, in his imagination. + +"I think," said he at last--and Moncrief was struck by the stern +resentment in his tone--"I think that too much shooting has made you +mad! What, in the name of Heaven, are you talking of? Do you think I am +the same unlicked cub you took in hand twelve or fourteen years ago? If +you and I are to be friends, let me find my own road through the jungle +of life." + +"All right," said the Major, philosophically. "Go your own way. I wash +my hands of you." + +"It is your best plan," returned Wilton, dryly; and the evening passed +rather heavily. + +The next morning Major Moncrief took leave of his friend. They parted +with perfect cordiality, and Wilton drove him over to Monkscleugh. + +It is by no means clear that the Major's well-meant warning did the +least good. The vexation it caused helped to keep the subject working in +Wilton's mind. Certain it was, that after returning from Monkscleugh and +writing two or three letters, he took advantage of a fine wintry +afternoon to stroll leisurely to the brae before mentioned, and beyond +it, to the piece of border ground between the Brosedale plantations and +the road, where he had held his horse for Ella Rivers to sketch; but all +was silent and deserted, so he returned to dress and drive over to D---- +Castle. + +It was a pleasant party, and Wilton was a most agreeable addition. He +felt at home and at ease with the Earl's kindly, well-bred daughters; +and perhaps they would have been a little surprised, could they have +read his thoughts, to find that he classed them as unaffected +gentlewomen almost equal to the humble companion of Sir Peter +Fergusson's crippled boy. + +Parties like this, of which Ralph Wilton formed one, are so much alike +that it is unnecessary to describe the routine. The third day of his +visit the Brosedale family came to dinner, and with them St. George +Wilton. Notwithstanding Sir Peter's wealth and Lady Fergusson's fashion, +invitations to D---- Castle were few and far between; nor did Ralph +Wilton's position as a visitor in the house--a favored, honored +guest--seem of small importance in Helen Saville's eyes. + +Wilton took her down to dinner, with a sort of friendly glow pervading +his manner, well calculated to deceive the object of his attentions. He +was dimly aware that, after all his reasoning, all his struggles for +self-control, his dominant idea was that if Miss Saville was not the +rose, she lived with her. + +"I have never seen you since the coming of age at Brantwood; you have +been out when I called, and in when I rode about in search of you--in +short, you have scarce cast me a crumb of notice since my polyglot +cousin has taken up the running and left me nowhere," said Wilton, under +the general buzz of talk, while the chief butler whispered a +confidential query as to whether he would have hock or champagne. + +"If you will not come in search of the crumbs, you cannot expect to get +them," said Miss Saville, looking boldly into his eyes with a smile. +"Mamma asked you to dinner the day after our return, but in vain." + +"Ah! that day I knew we were to hunt with the ----, and I feared I +should not be able to reach Brosedale in time for dinner. Now, tell me, +how is everyone? Your sister--I mean the school-room one--I see my +opposite neighbor is flourishing. How is young Fergusson?" + +"Isabel has a cold; but Donald has been wonderfully well. I think we +cheer him up! Benevolence seems to run in your family, Colonel Wilton. +You set the example, and Mr. St. George Wilton followed it up. Now, we +are so anxious to amuse Donald that we congregate on wet, stormy +mornings or afternoons in his room, and try to draw--are fearfully +snubbed by the young heir! and silently endured by his little companion, +who is such a strange girl! By the way your cousin seems to have known +some of her clique abroad. He says they were a dreadful set of +communists and freethinkers." + +"Indeed," he returned carelessly, as he raised his glass to his lips and +made a mental note of the information. "And, pray, how much longer do +you intend to foster my delightful relative in the genial warmth of +Brosedale?" + +"As long as he likes to stay; but he talks of leaving next week." + +"Ah! he finds it difficult to tear himself away?" + +"That I know nothing about. How long do you remain here?" + +"Till the day after to-morrow." + +"Then you had better dine with us on the twentieth. I know mamma intends +to ask you. The Brantwood party are to be with us, and some people we +met at Scarborough last autumn." + +"Of course I shall be most happy." + +Now there was nothing Wilton hated more than dining at Brosedale; the +artificial tone of the house was detestable, and he was always +tantalized by knowing that although under the same roof with Ella, he +had not the least chance of seeing her; nevertheless, he was impelled to +go by a vague, unreasonable hope that some chance might bring about a +meeting; and now as he had absolutely written to his old friends of the +15th to say he would be with them the ensuing week, he felt ravenously +eager to encounter the very danger from which he had determined to fly. +But Helen Saville's hint had filled him with curiosity and uneasiness. +It was as he feared. St. George Wilton and Ella Rivers had doubtless +many experiences in common which both might prefer talking about in a +tongue unfamiliar to the rest of the audience, for he did not, of +course, attach any value to Donald's remark that Ella did not like the +clever _attaché_. Why should she not like him? He looked across the +table and studied his kinsman's face very carefully while Ellen Saville +told him of a run she had enjoyed with the ----shire hounds while +staying at Brantwood. + +St. George Wilton was occupied in the agreeable task of entertaining +Lady Mary Mowbray, so his cousin could observe him with impunity. He was +a slight, delicate-looking man, with high, aristocratic features, pale, +with fair hair and light eyes, thin-lipped, and nominally near-sighted, +which entitled him to use a glass. He wore the neatest possible +moustaches and imperial, and when he smiled, which was not often (though +his face was always set in an amiable key), he showed a row of very +regular white teeth, but rather too pointed withal, especially the +molars, which were slightly longer than the rest, and gave a somewhat +wolfish, fang-like expression to that otherwise bland performance. His +voice was carefully modulated, his accent refined, and his ease of +manner the perfection of art. St. George Wilton, an ambitious poor +gentleman, determined to push his way upwards and onwards, had no doubt +sufficient experience to sharpen and harden his faculties. The struggle +of such a career ought to be, and is invigorating; but there are +ingredients which turn this tonic to poison--the greed for wealth and +rank, the hunger for self-indulgence and distinction, the +carefully-hidden envy that attributes the success of others to mere +good-luck, and curses blind fortune while congratulating the competitor +who has shot ahead--the gradually increasing tendency to regard all +fellow creatures as stepping stones or obstacles--the ever-growing, +devouring self which, after rejecting every joy that gladdens by +reciprocity, slowly starves to death in the Sahara of its own creation. + +Although the cousins had seldom met before, they had heard of each +other, forming their respective estimates from their special +standpoints--St. George heartily despising Ralph, as a mere stupid, +honest, pig-headed soldier, whose luck in coming somewhat to the front +was a disgrace even to the whims of that feminine deity, Fortune. How +such rapid promotion could be brought about without finesse, without +tact, without anything more extraordinary than simple duty doing, was +beyond the peculiar construction of St. George's mind to conceive. While +Ralph scarcely bestowed any consideration whatever on his kinsman--he +had heard of him as a clever, rising man, and also as a "keen hand;" but +now he had acquired a sudden importance; and Ralph, as he gazed at the +bland countenance opposite, and traced the hard lines under its set +expression, laughed inwardly at the notion of extracting any information +which St. George was disinclined to give. + +Nevertheless, when they joined the ladies, Wilton approached his cousin, +and opened the conversation by inquiring for a mutual acquaintance, one +of St. George's brother _attachés_; this naturally led to other topics, +and their talk flowed easily enough. "I am told you were received by our +eccentric relative, Lord St. George," said his namesake, at last; +"rather an unusual event for him to see any one, I believe?" + +"Yes; he sent for me, or I should never have thought of presenting +myself. He looks very old and worn--and not particularly amiable." + +"Well, he has had enough to sour him. How did he receive you?" + +"With tolerable civility." + +"He would not let me in! I wonder what he will do with all his property. +If he dies intestate, I suppose you will inherit everything?" + +"I suppose so; but I strongly suspect he will not leave me a _sou_. I am +not pliant enough; and that unfortunate daughter of his may have left +children to inherit, after all. I fancy I heard she was dead." + +"So have I," said St. George. "Who did she marry?" + +"I believe a Spaniard--an adventurer, with fine eyes and a splendid +voice; I forget the name. Old Colonel du Cane, who was about town in +those days, remembers the affair and the scandal, but the whole thing is +forgotten now. I wonder old St. George did not marry and cut out every +one." + +"Unless he makes a very distinct will, you will have to spend a large +slice of your fortune in defeating the pretenders who are sure to spring +up." + +"Or you will," returned Wilton, laughing; "for he is as likely to leave +it to one as the other, or to some charity." + +"To some charity? That is surely the last of improbabilities." + +"It is impossible to say," returned Wilton; and there was a short pause, +during which he revolved rapidly in his own mind how he could best +approach the topic uppermost in his mind. "How long do you stay at +Brosedale?" he resumed abruptly, as St. George looked round, as if about +to move away. + +"Perhaps a week longer. I have already paid a visitation, but the house +is comfortable, the girls agreeable, and the _padrone_ unobtrusive." + +"If you had not been in such luxurious quarters, and enjoying such +excellent sport, I should have asked you to try a day or two on the moor +I have at Glenraven." + +"Thank you; I should have been most happy, but am engaged to Lord +Parchmount after the twenty-fifth." + +"Did you ever meet any of Lady Fergusson's people, the Savilles she is +so fond of talking about; I fancy there was a brother of hers in the +--th Hussars?" + +"A brother of her former husband's, you mean. I don't believe Lady +Fergusson ever had a brother or a father, or any blood tie of any kind, +but sprang up full-blown, lovely, ambitious, aristocratic, at the touch +of some magic wand; or, to come to a commonplace simile, in a single +night's growth, like a toad-stool. She has been eminently successful +too. What a catch Sir Peter was! Now, if that wretched boy were to +die--for which consummation, no doubt, her ladyship devoutly prays--and +Helen Saville would play her cards with the commonest discretion, she +might secure the fortune for herself and her sisters; but she is a very +uncertain person, a woman on whom no one could count." And St. George +shook his head, as though he had given the subject mature consideration. + +"I suppose you have seen the son and heir?" asked Wilton. + +"Frequently. He dislikes me, and I am amused at the elaborate display he +makes of it. I also like to air my Italian with his interesting little +companion." + +"You knew her in Italy; I think Miss Saville said," remarked Wilton. + +"Knew her? Never. I fancy, from what she says, I have met some of the +people her father associated with--a very disreputable set." + +"Sharpers and blacklegs, I suppose," said Wilton carelessly. + +"No; politically disreputable; dreamers of utopian dreams, troublesome +items to governments; amiable men, who will make martyrs of themselves. +You have no idea in England what a nuisance these fellows are; of course +there are plenty of desperate fanatics mixed up with them. I do not +remember the name of Rivers among those I have met, but I imagine that +picturesque girl at Brosedale was among the better class. She really +looks like a gentlewoman; with her knowledge of language and air of +refinement she would make a charming travelling companion." + +As the accomplished _attaché_ uttered this with a soft arch smile, as +though it were an infantine jest, he little thought what a large amount +of self-control he called into action in his cousin's mind. To have +seized him by the collar, and shaken him till he retracted the insulting +words, would have been a great relief; to have rebuked him sternly for +speaking lightly of a girl of whom he knew no evil, would have been some +satisfaction; but modern manners forbade the first, and a due sense of +the ridiculous the second. Control himself as Wilton might, he could not +call up the answering smile which St. George expected, but instead +stared at him with a fixed haughty stare, which, although rather +unaccountable to its object, seemed sufficiently disagreeable to make +him turn away and seek more congenial companionship. + +Wilton, too, talked and laughed, and played his part with a proper +degree of animation; but a bruised, galled sensation clung to him all +the evening. There is a large class of men for whom such a remark as St. +George Wilton's would have been fatally destructive to the charm and +romance enfolding an object of admiration. To find what is precious to +them, common and unholy in the eyes of another, would destroy the +preciousness and desecrate the holiness! But there is another, a +smaller, though nobler and stronger class, whom the voice of the +scoffer, scoff he never so subtly, cannot incite to doubt or +disloyalty--to whom love is still lovely, and beauty still beautiful; +although others apply different terms to what they have recognized as +either one or the other. These are the men who see with their own eyes, +and Wilton was one of them. It was with the sort of indignation a +crusader might have felt to see an infidel handling a holy relic, that +he thought of his cousin's careless words. Nay, more, reflecting that +St. George was but one of many who would have thus felt and spoken of a +girl to whom he dared not address a word of love lest it might check or +destroy the sweet, frank friendliness with which she treated him, he +asked himself again, what was to be the end thereof? Then he for the +first time acknowledged to himself what he had often indistinctly felt +before, that to tell her he loved her, to ask her to be his wife, to +read astonishment, perhaps dawning tenderness, in her wonderful eyes, to +hold her to his heart, to own her before the world, to shelter her from +difficulty so far as one mortal can another, would be heaven to him! + +She had struck some deeper, truer chord in his nature than had ever been +touched before; and his whole being answered; all that seemed impossible +and insurmountable gradually faded into insignificance compared to his +mighty need for that quiet, pale, dark-eyed little girl! + +The day after Wilton's return from D---- Castle, feeling exceedingly +restless and unaccountably expectant, he sallied forth with his gun on +his shoulder, more as any excuse than with any active sporting +intentions. As he passed the gate into the road, a large half-bred +mastiff, belonging to Sir Peter Fergusson, rushed up, and Wilton, +knowing he was an ill-tempered brute, called his own dogs to heel, but +the mastiff did not notice them; he kept snuffing about as though he +had lost his master, and then set off in a long, swinging gallop toward +Brosedale. + +Wilton, deep in thought, went on to the brae he so often visited in the +commencement of his stay at Glenraven. He had not long quitted the high +road, when he perceived a well-known figure, as usual clothed in gray, +walking rather slowly before him, and looking wonderfully in accordance +with the soft, neutral tints of sky and stones and hill-side--it was one +of those still, mild winter days that have in them something of the +tenderness and resignation of old age; and which, in our variable +climate, sometimes come with a startling change of atmosphere +immediately after severe cold. As he hastened to overtake her, Wilton +fancied her step was less firm and elastic than usual; that her head +drooped slightly as if depressed; yet there was a little more color than +was ordinary in her cheek, and certainly an expression of pleasure in +her eyes that made his heart beat when she turned at his salutation. She +wore a small turban hat of black velvet, with a rosette in front, which +looked Spanish, and most becoming to her dark eyes and pale, refined +face. + +"At last, Miss Rivers! I thought you must have abjured this brae since +Moncrief and myself became temporary proprietors. I began to fear I +should never meet you out of doors again." + +"I have not been out for a long time alone," she replied; "but to-day +some great man from London, a doctor, was to see poor Donald, and I was +free for awhile, so I rambled away far up that hill-side. It was +delightful--so still, so grave, so soft." + +"You have been up the hill," cried Wilton, infinitely annoyed to think +he had been lounging and writing in the house when he might have had a +long walk with his companion. "I wish I had been with you. I imagine it +must double one's enjoyment of scenery to look at it with a thorough +artist like yourself." + +Miss Rivers did not reply at once, but, after a moment's pause, asked, +"Are you going out now to shoot?" + +"Well, yes--at least it is my first appearance to-day." + +"Would it be very inconvenient to you to walk back to Brosedale, or part +of the way, with me?" She spoke with a slight, graceful hesitation. + +"Inconvenient! No, certainly not," returned Wilton, trying to keep his +eyes and voice from expressing too plainly the joy her request gave him. +"It is a charity to employ me. You know I have lost my chum, Major +Moncrief, and I feel somewhat adrift. But I thought young Fergusson was +better. Miss Saville said so." + +Miss Rivers shook her head. "They know nothing about it. He will never +be better; but it is not because he is worse that this great doctor +comes. He pays periodical visits. Donald always suffers; and I think he +frets because his step-sisters and that cousin of yours come and sketch +and talk in our room so often; it does him no good." + +"Am I wrong in interpreting your emphasis on '_that_ cousin of yours' as +an unfavorable expression?" + +"Do you like him?" she asked, looking straight into his eyes. + +"No," replied Wilton, uncompromisingly; while he gave back her gaze with +interest. + +"It is curious," she said, musingly, "for he never offends; he is +accomplished; his voice is pleasant. Why do you not like him?" + +"I cannot tell. Why don't you?" + +"Ah! it is different. I--I am foolish, perhaps, to be so influenced by +unreasoning instinct; but I fancy--I feel--he is not honest--not true. +Are you really kinsmen?--of the same race, the same blood?" + +"Yes, I believe so! And may I infer from your question that you believe +I am tolerably honest--beyond deserving to be intrusted with the forks +and spoons, I mean?" + +"I do--I do, indeed." She spoke quite earnestly, and the words made +Wilton's heart beat. Before, however, he had time to reply, a gentleman +came round an angle of broken bank, crowned by a group of mountain ash, +which in summer formed a very picturesque point, and to Wilton's great +surprise he found himself face to face with St. George. Involuntarily he +looked at Ella Rivers, but she seemed not in the least astonished; +rather cold and collected. Suddenly it flashed into his mind that she +had asked his escort to avoid a _tête-à-tête_ with the agreeable +_attaché_, with a crowd of associated inferences not calculated to +increase his cousinly regard. St. George raised his hat with a gentle +smile. + +"I did not expect to have the pleasure of meeting you, Colonel, though I +had intended paying you a visit. Miss Rivers, one has seldom a chance of +finding you so far afield. I presume it is a favorable indication of the +young laird's health that you can be spared to enjoy a ramble with +Colonel Wilton." + +There was just the suspicion of a sneer about his lips as he spoke, +which completed the measure of Wilton's indignation. But Miss Rivers +replied with the most unmoved composure that Donald was as usual, and +then walked on in silence. After a few remarks, very shortly answered by +Wilton, the bland _attaché_ accepted his defeat. + +"Did you see a large brown dog along here? I had the brute with me this +morning, and he has strayed. I do not like to return without him, for +he is rather a favorite with Sir Peter." + +"Yes, I saw him just now further up the road, close to my gate," +returned Wilton quickly, without adding what direction the animal had +taken. + +"Thank you. Then I will prosecute my search instead of spoiling your +_tête-à-tête_"--with which parting shot St. George left them. + +For some paces Wilton and his companion walked on in silence. He stole a +glance at her face; it was composed and thoughtful. "I suppose you were +not surprised by that apparition? Perhaps it was a choice of the smaller +evil that induced you to adopt a _tête-à-tête_ with me, instead of with +him?" He looked earnestly for her reply. + +"It was," she said, without raising her eyes to his. "He passed me just +now in the dog-cart with another gentleman, and I thought it possible he +might return; so, as you have always been kind and friendly, I thought I +might ask you to come with me." + +Another pause ensued, for Wilton's heated imagination conjured up an +array of serious annoyances deserving the severest castigation, and he +scarcely dared trust himself to speak, so fearful was he of checking her +confidence, or seeming to guess too much of the truth. At last he +exclaimed, with a sort of suppressed vehemence that startled Miss +Rivers into looking at him quickly, "By heaven, it is too bad that you +should be bored, in your rare moments of freedom, with the idle chatter +of that fellow." + +"It is a bore, but that is all. It amuses him to speak Italian with +me"--an expression of superb disdain gleamed over her face for an +instant, and left it quiet and grave. "Though wonderfully civil, even +complimentary, he conveys, more than any one I ever met, the hatefulness +of class distinctions." + +"I feel deeply thankful for the doubt you expressed just now that he +belonged to the same race as myself." + +"You are quite different; but I dare say you have plenty of the +prejudices peculiar to your caste." + +"I wish you would undertake my conversion. It might not be so difficult. +Your denunciation of soldiers has rung in my ears--no--rather haunted my +imagination ever since you showed me your sketch-book in that desolate +waiting-room." + +"I remember," said she, gravely. "No, I shall never convert you; even if +I wrote a political thesis for your benefit." After a short pause, she +resumed abruptly, "Do you know, I fear poor Donald has not much of life +before him?" + +"Indeed! What induces you to think so?" + +"He is so weak, and feverish, and sleepless. He often rings for me to +read to him in the dead of the night. And then, with all his ill temper +and selfishness, he has at times such gleams of noble thought, such +flashes of intellectual light, that I cannot help feeling it is the +flicker of the dying lamp. I shall be profoundly grieved when his sad, +blighted life is over. No one knows him as I do; and no one cares for me +as he does. I have ventured to speak to Lady Fergusson, but she cannot +or will not see, and forbids my addressing Sir Peter on the subject." + +"And if this unfortunate boy dies, what is to become of you?" asked +Wilton, too deeply interested to choose his words, yet a little +apprehensive lest he might offend. + +"I do not know; I have never thought," she replied, quite naturally. "I +suppose I should go back to Mrs. Kershaw. She is fond of me in her way, +especially since I nursed her through that fever." + +"And then," persisted Wilton, looking earnestly at her half-averted face +with an expression which, had she turned and caught it, would probably +have destroyed the pleasant, friendly tone of their intercourse. + +"I do not know; but I do not dread work. To do honest service is no +degradation to me. I have always heard of work as the true religion of +humanity. No. I have very little fear of the future, because, perhaps, I +have so little hope." + +"You are a strange girl," exclaimed Wilton, with a certain degree of +familiarity, which yet was perfectly respectful. "I fancy few men have +so much pluck I dare say Lady Fergusson would not like to lose so +charming a companion for her daughters." + +"Lady Fergusson does not think me at all charming; and Miss Saville does +not like me, nor I her. But whether they like it or not, I shall not +remain if Donald dies." + +"Mrs. Kershaw is the person in whose house your father died?" said +Wilton softly, and in the same confidential tone their conversation had +taken. + +Miss Rivers bent her head. + +"Where does she live?" + +"At Kensington." + +"Whereabouts? I know Kensington pretty well." + +"Oh! in H---- Street. There is a little garden in front, so it is called +Gothic Villa, though there is very little that is Gothic about it." Here +Miss Rivers stopped. + +"Yes!" exclaimed Wilton; "I see we are within the Brosedale boundaries; +but you must not dismiss your escort yet; that diplomatic relative of +mine may be on our heels." + +"Do not imagine I fear to encounter him," said she, with an arch smile. +"I ought, perhaps, to apologize to you for taking you out of your way +for so slight a cause; but even if a fly alights on one's brow or hand, +the impulse is to brush it away." + +"Do not dismiss me so soon, however. I am going away the day after +to-morrow, and may not see you again before I leave." + +"You are going! I am sorry." She spoke with a simple sincerity that at +once charmed, and yet mortified him. + +"You have always seemed more like an old friend than a stranger," she +continued; "and I shall miss you." + +"If I could be of the smallest use--the slightest comfort to you," said +Wilton--his tones deepening unconsciously while he drew nearer to her, +feeling still fearful of awakening any consciousness of the passionate +feeling with which he regarded her--"I would willingly renounce my visit +to A----; but I am only going there for a few days, and hope to return +in time for some entertainment which is to take place in honor of Sir +Peter's birthday." + +"Oh, yes; it was the same last year. A ball for the near neighbors and +tenants and dwellers in the house. I had no heart to see the last, but I +have promised Isabel to be present at this." + +"Indeed! then, pray, make another promise--to dance with me." + +"Yes; I will dance with you, if you remember about it, and come to claim +me." + +"If!" repeated Wilton with eloquent emphasis; "If I am in life you will +see me there, even though I risk another railway smash to keep the +tryst." + +There was a fervor and depth in his voice beyond what the mere words +required that struck his companion. She turned to him with a startled, +wondering expression in her eyes, which met his fully for a moment, and +then sank slowly, while a faint flitting blush came and went on her +cheek, the sweet curved lips quivered, and an unmistakable look of pain +and gravity stole over her face. Wilton was ready to curse his own want +of self-control for thus disturbing her, and yet this touch of emotion +and consciousness completed the potent spell she had laid upon him. He +burned to complete with his lips the confession his eyes had begun, but +he must not, dare not then; so, with an immense effort over himself, he +managed to say somewhat at random, "I suppose they have a good +band--good enough to dance to?" + +"Yes, I believe so;" and then again she stood still. "You have come +quite far enough. I must say good-by. I do not wish to take you any +further." She again raised her eyes to his with a sort of effort, but +gravely and resolutely. + +"I obey," replied Wilton as gravely, all anxiety to win her back to her +former easy, confidential tone; he raised his hat and looked in vain for +a movement on her side to hold out her hand. "Then I may count on you +for the first waltz at the birthday fête. I shall come for it, rest +assured; so remember if you let St. George or any one else persuade you +to break your promises, the results may be--fatal." He endeavored to +assume a light tone, but could not judge of its effect, for Miss Rivers +merely said in a low voice, "Good-by. I shall not forget." + +Wilton sought for another glance in vain. She bent her head as he stood +aside to let her pass, and vanished quickly among the trees. + +The walk back was accomplished almost unconsciously, so deeply was +Wilton absorbed in thought. Involuntarily he had torn away the veil +which had hitherto hidden the real character of their intercourse from +that proud, frank, simple girl, and how would she take it? With a woman +of her calibre anything like indirectness, of parleying with generous +impulses, would consign him to the limbo of her contempt; and the grand +scorn of her face when she spoke of St. George Wilton amusing himself +with her, flashed back upon him. Of that he could not bear to think, nor +of giving her up and seeking safety in flight, nor of tormenting himself +by hanging about her vaguely. There was but one way out of it all--wild, +imprudent, insane as it must appear, even to decent worldlings like +Moncrief--and that was to go in gallantly and dauntlessly for marriage +at all risks. Wilton's pulses throbbed at the idea; once certain of +himself and his motives, he felt that he could break down any barrier of +reserve Ella Rivers might erect against him, and, at least, ascertain +what were his chances, or if he had any. + +In this mood the next day's dinner at Brosedale was a great trial, +though a slight increase of friendliness toward St. George, who had +evidently held his tongue about their rencontre. All passed over +serenely, and promising faithfully to return in time for the ball, he +bid the Brosedale party "good-night." Not sorry to try his own +impressions by the test of change, both of scene and company, he started +for A---- the next morning. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +The annual entertainment at Brosedale was on an unusual scale this year. +The house was full, and full of eligible people. Mr. St. George Wilton, +it is true, had departed without laying himself and his diplomatic +honors at Miss Saville's feet; but that accomplished young lady was +upheld by the consciousness that his soldier-cousin would be there to +fill his place, and would be no mean substitute. + +This celebration of Sir Peter Fergusson's birthday was instituted by his +admiring wife, who found it useful as a sort of rallying point at a +difficult season, and helped the family radiance to obliterate the +whilom revered Grits of Brosedale; and Sir Peter, to whom money was no +object, allowed himself to be flattered and fooled into this piece of +popularity-hunting as "advisable" and the "right thing." + +Wilton dressed and drove over to Brosedale, in a mingled state of +resolution and anxiety. Although he seemed as pleasant a companion, as +good a shot, as bold a rider as ever to his Hussar hosts, he found +plenty of time to think, to examine, and to torment himself. He had not +reached his thirty-fifth year without a sprinkling of love affairs, some +of them, especially of early date, fiery enough; but no previous fancy +or passion had taken such deep hold upon him as the present one. Like +many of the better sort of men, he looked on women as pretty, charming +toys; to be kindly and honorably treated, cared for and protected, but +chiefly created for man's pleasure, to give a certain grace to his +existence when good, and to spoil it when wicked. A woman with +convictions, with an individual inner life; a woman he could talk to, as +to a friend, apart from her personal attraction; a woman who spoke to +him as if love-making was not thought of between them; a woman to whom +he dared not make love lest he should lose those delicious glimpses of +heart and mind, so fresh, so utterly unconscious of their own +charm--this was something quite beyond his experience. Then, to a true +gentleman, her strangely forlorn, isolated position hedged her round +with a strong though invisible fence; and the great difficulty of +meeting her alone, of finding opportunities to win her, and rouse her +from her pleasant but provoking ease and friendliness--all conspired to +fan the steadily increasing fire. Occupy himself as he might, the sound +of her voice was ever in his ear; her soft, earnest, fearless eyes +forever in his sight. What a companion she would be, with her bright +intelligence, her quick sympathy, her artistic taste! and through all +this attraction of fancy and intelligence ran the electric current of +strong passion, the intense longing to read love in her eyes, to feel +the clasp of her slender arms, to hold her to his heart, and press his +lips to hers! He had known many fairer women, but none before had +stirred his deeper, better nature like this friendless, obscure girl, on +whom he involuntarily looked with more of reverence than the haughtiest +peeress had called forth; and come what might, he would not lose her for +lack of boldness to face the possible ills of an unequal match. + +Wilton did not deceive himself as to the seeming insanity of such a +marriage. He knew what Moncrief would say; what the world in which he +lived would say--for that he cared little; but he looked ahead. He knew +his means were limited for a man in his position; then there were good +appointments in India and elsewhere for military men with administrative +capacities and tolerable interest; and with Ella Rivers and plenty of +work, home and happiness would exist anywhere, everywhere! Lord St. +George! Ay; there lay a difficulty. However, he was certainly a +perfectly free agent; but it went sorely against him to resign the +prospect of wealth to support the rank which must come to him. +Insensibly he had appropriated it in his mind since his interview with +the old peer, and now he wished more than ever to secure it for Ella's +sake. Whatever might be the obscurity of her origin, she would give new +dignity to a coronet, if she would accept him. It was this "if" that lay +at the root of the anxiety with which Wilton drove to Brosedale, and +struggled to be lively and agreeable while the guests assembled, for he +was unusually early. Who could foresee whether that wonderful +unconsciousness which characterized Miss Rivers's manner might not be +the result of a preoccupied heart? At the idea of a rival--a successful +rival--Wilton felt murderous, while smiling and complimenting Miss +Saville as they stood together in the music-room, where the first +arrivals were received. + +"I thought St. George had left some time ago," he said, observing that +gentleman approach. + +"He returned for the ball," replied Miss Saville, who was looking very +handsome in a superb toilet. "He dances divinely. We could not have got +on without him." + +"Dancing is a diplomatic accomplishment," said Wilton gravely. "I am +told there used to be a competition ballet once a year at Whitehall, for +which leave was granted at remote missions; but the advantages possessed +by the Paris and Vienna _attachés_ over those in Vancouver's Land and +the Cannibal Islands were so unfair that it has been discontinued; +besides, old H---- is opposed to the graces." + +This speech permitted St. George to come up, and he immediately engaged +the beautiful Helen for the first waltz. + +"I think we may as well begin, Helen," said Lady Fergusson; "we can make +up two or three quadrilles. Come, Lord Ogilvie"--this to a fledgling +lord, who had been caught for the occasion--"take Miss Saville to the +ball-room." + +"Where is your youngest daughter, Lady Fergusson?" asked Colonel Wilton. +"I suppose on such an occasion she is permitted to share the pomps and +vanities. Eh?" + +"Oh, Isabel! She has already gone into the ball-room with Miss Walker; +but I cannot permit you to throw yourself away on a school girl. Let me +introduce you to--" + +"My dear Lady Fergusson, you must permit me the liberty of choice. +Isabel or nothing," he interrupted. + +"Very well," said Lady Fergusson, with a slight, but pleased smile. + +Colonel Wilton offered his arm, and they proceeded to the ball-room. It +was the largest of two large drawing-rooms, only separated by handsome +columns. Cleared of furniture and profusely decorated with flowers, it +was spacious and attractive enough to satisfy the wildest D----shire +imagination, nor was it beneath the approval of the experienced +Londoners staying in the house. At one end it opened on a large fragrant +conservatory; here the band was stationed; the further end of the second +drawing-room was an apartment devoted to refreshments, and again +communicating with the conservatory by a glass-covered passage lined +with tropical shrubs, lighted by soft, ground-glass lamps, and warmed to +a delicious temperature. When Wilton entered the ball-room the first +sets of quadrilles were being formed. He soon perceived Isabel standing +beside her step-father, and Miss Walker, in festive attire, conversing +with a learned-looking old gentleman in spectacles at a little distance. +Wilton's heart failed him. Where was Ella Rivers? Had Donald insisted on +keeping her a prisoner lest she might enjoy a pleasure he could not +share? + +However, he asked the delighted school-girl to dance with a suitable air +of enjoyment, and before the third figure had begun had extracted the +following information. + +"Donald has been frightfully cross all day; he always is when we have a +ball; and he has kept Miss Rivers so late! But I think she is ready now; +she was to wait in the conservatory till Miss Walker went for her, as +she could not very well come in alone." + +After which communication Miss Isabel Saville found her partner slightly +absent, and given rather to spasmodic spurts of conversation than to +continuous agreeability. In truth, the quadrille seemed very long. He +watched Miss Walker carefully; she was still alone, and--if such a +phrase could be applied to anything so rigid--fluttering amiably from +one dowager to another among the smaller gentry invited once a year. + +"Now Colonel Wilton," said Lady Fergusson when the quadrille was over, +"I will introduce you to a charming partner--an heiress, a belle--" + +"Do not think of it," he interrupted. "I have almost forgotten how to +dance; you had better keep me as a reserve fund for the partnerless and +forlorn." + +Wilton stepped back to make way for some new arrivals; still, no sign of +Ella. Miss Walker was in deep conversation with a stout lady in maroon +satin and black lace; she had evidently forgotten her promise; so, +slipping through the rapidly-increasing crowd, Wilton executed a bold +and skilful flank movement. + +Passing behind the prettily ornamented stand occupied by the musicians, +just as they struck up a delicious waltz, he plunged into the +dimly-lighted recesses of the conservatory in search of the missing +girl. She was not there, so he dared to penetrate into the passage +before mentioned, on which one or two doors opened; one of them was +open, letting in a brilliant light from the room behind, and just upon +the threshold stood Ella Rivers, with an expectant look in her eyes. +Wilton paused in his approach, so impressed was he by her air of +distinction. The delicate white of her neck and arms showed through her +dress of black gauze; her dark brown, glossy hair braided back into wide +plaited loops behind her small shell-like ear, and brought round the +head in a sort of crown, against which lay her only ornament, a white +camellia with its dark green leaves. As she stood thus, still and +composed, waiting patiently, and looking so purely, softly, colorless, +and fair, the quiet grace of her figure, the dusk transparency of her +drapery, associated her in Wilton's fancy with the tender beauty of +moonlight; but, as the thought passed through his brain, he stepped +forward and accosted her. + +"I have come to claim the waltz you promised me, Miss Rivers." + +She started, and colored slightly. "Yes," she replied, "I am ready, as +you have remembered. I am waiting for Miss Walker, who promised to come +for me." + +"She is engaged with some people in the ball-room, so I ventured to +come in her place." + +He bowed, and offered his arm as he spoke, with the utmost deference; +and Miss Rivers, with one quick, surprised glance, took it in silence. + +"You remembered your promise to me?" asked Wilton, as they passed +through the conservatory. + +"Scarcely," she replied, with a slight smile. "I did not think of it +till you spoke." + +"And had I been a little later I should have found you waltzing with +some more fortunate fellow?" + +"Yes, very likely, had any one else asked me. You see," apologetically, +"I am very fond of dancing, and I know so few--or rather I know no +one--so had you not come, and I had waited for you, I might never have +danced at all." + +"But you _knew_ I would come," exclaimed Wilton, eagerly. + +Miss Rivers shook her head, raising her eyes to his with the first +approach to anything like coquetry he had ever noticed in her, though +playfulness would be the truer description. + +"You knew I would come," he repeated. + +"Indeed I did not." + +These words brought them to the ball-room, and as they stepped out into +the light and fragrance of the bright, well-filled, decorated room, +Wilton's companion uttered a low exclamation of delight. + +"How beautiful! how charming--and the music! Come, let us dance! we are +losing time. Oh! how long it is since I danced! How glad I am you came +for me!" + +Wilton tried to look into her eyes, to catch their expression when she +uttered these words, but in vain--they were wandering with animated +delight over the gay scene and whirling figures, while her hand, half +unconsciously, was stretched up to his shoulder. The next moment they +were floating away to the strains of one of Strauss's dreamy waltzes. + +"And where did you last dance?" asked Wilton, as they paused for breath. + +"Oh! at M----, under the great chestnut trees. There was an Austrian +band there; and, although such tyrants, they make excellent music, the +Austrians. It was so lovely and fresh that evening." + +"And who were your partners--Austrian or Italian?" + +"Neither; I only danced with Diego--dear, good Diego. Do not speak of +it! I want to forget now. I want to enjoy this one evening--just this +one." + +There was wonderful pathos in her voice and eyes; but Wilton only said, +"Then, if you are rested, we will go on again." He could not trust +himself to say more at that moment. + +When the dance was ended, Wilton, anxious to avoid drawing any notice +upon his partner, led her at once to Miss Walker, and considerably +astonished that lady by asking her for the next quadrille. For several +succeeding dances he purposely avoided Ella, while he distributed his +attentions with judicious impartiality; although he managed to see that +she danced more than once, but never with St. George, who seemed to +avoid her. + +At last, the move to supper was made, and, at the same time, a gay +gallop was played, to employ the younger guests and keep them from +crowding upon their elders while in the sacred occupation of eating. +Seeing the daughters of the house deeply engaged, Wilton indulged +himself in another dance with Ella. When they ceased, the room was +wellnigh cleared. + +"Now, tell me," said Wilton--his heart beating fast, for he was resolved +not to part with his companion until he had told her the passionate love +which she had inspired--till he had won her to some avowal, or promise, +or explanation--"tell me, have you had nothing all this time? No ice, or +wine, or--" + +"Yes--an ice; it was very good." + +"And you would like another? Come, we are more likely to find it in the +refreshment-room than at supper, and be less crowded too; unless your +mind is fixed on game pie and champagne?" While he forced himself to +speak lightly, he scarce heard his own spoken words, for listening to +the burning sentences forming themselves in his brain, and for planning +how to find some blessed opportunity of being alone with the fair girl, +whose hand, as it rested on his arm, he could not help pressing to his +side. + +"No, no," she exclaimed, smiling, "I do not care for game pie; but I +should like an ice." + +"Then we will make for the refreshment-room." It was nearly empty, but +not quite; one or two couples and a few waiters rendered it anything but +a desirable solitude. However, Wilton composed himself as best he could +to watch Ella eat her ice, while he solaced himself with a tumbler of +champagne. "Who have you been dancing with?" he asked, trying to make +her speak and look at him. + +"I do not know. One gentleman was introduced to me by Isabel; the other +introduced himself. I liked him the best, although he is a soldier"--a +laughing glance at Wilton--"and he says he knows you." + +"Oh! young Langley of the 15th, I suppose?" + +"He dances very badly--much worse than you do." + +"That is a very disheartening speech. I thought I rather distinguished +myself this evening; but I suppose your friend Diego could distance me +considerably." + +"You mean he danced better?"--pausing, with a spoonful of ice half-way +to her lips. "Well, yes; you really dance very well; I enjoyed my dance +with you; but Diego! his dancing was superb!" + +"Was he not rather old for such capering?" + +"Old! Ah, no. Diego never was, never will be, old! Poor fellow! You +would like Diego, if you knew him." + +"You think so?"--very doubtfully--"however, we were not to talk about +him. Let me take away your plate. And have you managed to enjoy your +evening?" + +"Well, no"--looking up at him with wistful eyes--"that is the truth. It +is so terribly strange and lonely, I was thinking of stealing away when +you asked me for that galop." + +"Let us go and see Donald," exclaimed Wilton, abruptly rising. "His room +opens on the other side of the conservatory, does it not?" + +"But he is not there; he is gone to bed." + +"Had he gone when you came away?" + +"No; but he was quite worn out with his own crossness, and is, I hope, +fast asleep by this time." + +"Well, I am under the impression that he is still up." + +"Did any one tell you? How very wrong. He ought to be in bed. I shall +go and see." + +"Yes; you had better. It is half past twelve! Let me go with you; I may +be of some use." + +"Come, then," said she, frankly; and Wilton followed her, feeling that +he was about to reap the reward of the self-control by which he had won +back her confidence, which he feared his unguarded glance had shaken +when they had last met. + +Ella Rivers walked quickly down the passage leading to the conservatory, +now quite deserted, the band having gone to refresh, and crossed to a +glass door, through which light still shone. "I do believe he is up. The +lamp is still burning." She opened it and stepped in. Wilton followed, +dexterously dropping the curtain as he passed through. + +"No; he is gone," said Ella, looking around. "I am so glad!" + +"So am I," exclaimed Wilton, most sincerely. + +"How quiet and comfortable the room looks," continued his companion, +drawing off her gloves. "I shall not return to the ball; it is no place +for me; so good-night, Colonel Wilton." + +"Not yet," he exclaimed, in a low, earnest tone. "Hear me first--I +cannot help speaking abruptly--I dare not lose so precious an +opportunity." He approached her as he spoke. She was standing by a +large writing-table near the fire-place, where the last embers were +dying out; she had just laid down her gloves, and, resting one hand upon +the table, looked up with a wondering, startled expression. Her total +unconsciousness of what was coming struck Wilton dumb for a moment; but +he was naturally resolute, and had the advantage of having thoroughly +made up his mind. "Although I have done my best to mask my feelings," he +resumed, speaking rapidly, but with unmistakable emotion, "fearing to +frighten you from the friendly confidence you have hitherto shown me, I +cannot hide or suppress them any longer--I must tell you I love you! I +must ask if there is a chance for me with you? I know it is audacious to +address you thus when I have had so few opportunities of making myself +known to you; but the great difficulty of seeing you, your peculiar +position, the terrible uncertainty--" + +"Oh! hush, hush!" interrupted Ella, who had turned very pale, covering +her eyes with one hand and stretching out the other as if to ward off a +danger; "do not speak like that! Have I lost my only friend! I did not +dream of this--at least I only once feared it, I--" + +"Feared," interrupted Wilton in his turn. "Why, am I lost? Are you +pledged to some other man that you shrink from me? Speak, Ella! If it is +so, why I must not force myself upon you. Speak to me! look at me!" +And, in his intense anxiety to ascertain the truth, he drew her hand +from her face and held it locked in both of his. + +"I pledged to anyone! no indeed"--raising her eyes, by a sort of +determined effort, gravely, earnestly to his--"I never thought of such a +thing!" she returned, trying to draw away her hand. + +"Then am I utterly unacceptable to you? You cannot form an idea of the +intense love you have created, or you would not speak so coldly! Ella, +there is no one to care for you as I do--no one to consult--no one to +keep you back from me! If you do not care for me now, tell me how I can +win you! do not turn away from me! I have much to explain--much to tell +you--and I dare not detain you now lest we might be interrupted, but +come to-morrow across the brae! I will be there every afternoon by the +cairn until you can manage to come, if you will only promise. For God's +sake do not refuse to hear me!" He bent over her, longing, yet not +daring, to draw her to him. + +"Let my hand go," said Ella, in a low voice, and trembling very much. +Wilton instantly released it. "Go to meet you! no, I must not--I will +not." She stopped, and, pressing her hand against her heart, went on +hurriedly--"I can hear no more; I will go away now! Ah! how sorry I +am!" She moved toward a door opening into the house, but Wilton +intercepted her. + +"You misunderstand me, though I cannot see why; but will you at least +promise to read what I write? Promise this, and I will not intrude upon +you any longer." + +"I will," she replied faintly. Wilton bowed and stepped back; the next +instant he was alone. + +Alone, and most uncomfortable. He had in some mysterious manner offended +her. He could understand her being a little startled, but--here one of +those sudden intuitions which come like a flash of summer lightning, +revealing objects shrouded in the dark of a sultry night, darted across +his misty conjectures--he had not mentioned the words "wife" or +"marriage." Could she imagine that he was only trifling with her? or +worse? The blood mounted to his cheek as the thought struck him; and +yet, painful as the idea was, it suggested hope. Her evident grief, her +visible shrinking from the word "love," did not look like absolute +indifference. She did not like to lose him as a friend, and she feared a +possible loss of respect in his adopting the character of her lover. +Then she had been so deeply impressed by the caste prejudices of the +people around her, to say nothing of the possible impertinences of Mr. +St. George Wilton, that it was not improbable she had cruelly +misinterpreted his avowal. These reflections gave him the keenest pain, +the most ardent longing to fly to Ella to pour out assurances of the +deepest, the warmest esteem, but that was impossible for the present; he +had nothing for it but to hook up the curtain again, and return to the +ball-room, planning a letter to Ella, which should leave no shadow of +doubt as to the sincerity and purity of his affection for her. + +But the sound of the music, the sight of the dancers, the effort to seem +as if nothing had happened, was too much for his sell-control, and, +excusing himself to his hostess, he was soon driving home, thankful to +be out in the cold, fresh night air, which seemed to quiet his pulses +and clear his thoughts. Cost him what it might, he would never give Ella +up, unless she positively refused him, and of that he would not think. +The slight and unsatisfactory taste of open love-making which he had +snatched only served to increase the hunger for more. The indescribable, +shrinking, despairing tone and gesture with which Ella cried, "Then I +have lost you for my friend," was vividly present with him, and before +he slept that night, or rather morning, he poured forth on paper all his +love, his aspirations, that could be written. He did not, as +letter-writing heroes generally do, sacrifice a hecatomb of note-paper. +He knew what he wanted, and said it in good, terse, downright English, +stamped with so much earnestness and honesty that it would have been a +cold heart, much colder than Ella Rivers's, that could have read it +unmoved. Then, like a sensible man--for in spite of the strong love fit +upon him, and the rather insane line of conduct he had chosen to adopt, +Wilton was a sensible fellow--he set himself to wait patiently till the +following day, which might bring him a reply, or possibly a meeting with +Ella herself, which he had most urgently entreated. That she would +either write or come he felt sure, and so to while away the time he kept +a half made appointment with some of his military friends, and enjoyed a +sharp run over a stiff country with the D----shire hounds, and dined +with the mess afterwards. + +He was, however, less composed next day when no letter reached him from +Ella, and no Ella appeared at the tryst. The next day was stormy, with +heavy showers, and the next was frosty--still no letter; still no +Ella--and Wilton began to fret, and champ the bit of imperious +circumstance with suppressed fury. If to-morrow brought no better luck +he would endure it no longer, but make a bold inroad upon the fortress +wherein his love--his proud, delicate darling--was held in durance vile. + +The weather was still bright and clear. A light frost lay crisp and +sparkling on the short herbage and tufts of broom; the air was so +still, that the rush of the river, as it chafed against the big black +stones opposing its progress, could be heard at a considerable distance +past the cairn, where a path very little frequented branched off to a +remote hamlet over the wooded hill behind Glenraven. The low-lying +country towards Monkscleugh lay mapped out in the rarefied air, which +diminished distance and gave wondrous distinctness to all outlines. A +delicious winter's day; all sounds mellowed to a sort of metallic music +by the peculiar state of the atmosphere. But Wilton was in no mood to +enjoy the beauties of nature. He was feverish with impatience as he +walked to and fro behind the friendly shelter of the cairn, and noticed, +in the odd, mechanical way with which the mind at certain crises seems +excited into a species of double action, and while absorbed by the great +motive can yet take in and imprint indelibly upon its tablets all the +minute details of surrounding objects. He saw the picturesque roughness +of a prostrate tree; he watched the shadow of the cairn stealing +gradually further eastward; he noticed a little robin perching on a +twig, that seemed to look at him without apprehension; he gazed at a +couple of ragged, miserable goats who were feeding at a little distance, +occasionally lifting up their heads to bleat at each other. Years after +he could have described the position of these objects, though at the +moment he was scarce conscious of them. "Ten minutes to three! If she is +not here in ten minutes, I will walk on to Brosedale and find out why," +he muttered to himself, as he walked away once more toward the hill. +When he turned he saw a slight figure, wrapped in a dark green plaid, +standing beside the tree, in the place he had just quitted. +Then--impatience, and doubt, and anger all swept away in a flood of +delight--he sprang to meet her. + +"At last! I thought you would never come. And yet how good of you to +grant my request. I have lived two years since I spoke to you." + +Ella smiled and colored, then turned very pale, and gently, but firmly, +drew away the hand he had taken--looking on the ground all the time. "I +could not come before," she said, in a low, unsteady voice. "To-day Sir +Peter has taken Donald with him to D----." A pause. "I am afraid you +thought me rude--unkind--but I scarcely understood you. I--" She stopped +abruptly. + +"Do you understand me now?" asked Wilton, gravely, coming close to her, +and resting one foot only on the fallen tree, while he bent to look into +the sweet, pale face. "Have you read my letter?" + +"Yes; many times. It has infinitely astonished me." + +"Why?" + +"That you should ask so great a stranger to share your life--your name. +To be with you always--till death. Is it not unwise, hasty?" + +"Many--most people would say so, who were not in love. I cannot reason +or argue about it. I only know that I cannot face the idea of life +without you. Nor shall anything turn me from my determination to win +you, except your own distinct rejection." + +"Is it possible you feel all this--and for me?" exclaimed Ella, stepping +back and raising her great, deep, blue, wondering eyes to his. + +"I loved you from the hour we first met," said Wilton, passionately. +"For God's sake! do not speak so coldly. Are you utterly indifferent to +me? or have you met some one you can love better?" + +"Neither," she replied, still looking earnestly at him. "I never loved +any one. I have often thought of loving, and feared it! it is so solemn. +But how could I love you? I have always liked to meet you and speak to +you, still I scarcely know you; and though to me such things are folly, +I know that to you and to your class there seems a great gulf fixed +between us--a gulf I never dreamed you would span." + +"I do not care what the gulf, what the obstacle," cried Wilton, again +possessing himself of her hand; "I only know that no woman was ever +before necessary to my existence; high or low, you are my queen! Do not +think I should have dared to express my feelings so soon, but for the +enormous difficulty of seeing you--of meeting you. Then I feared that +you might drift away from me. I am not wanting in pluck; but, by heaven! +I never was in such a fright in my life as the other night when I began +to speak to you." + +A sweet smile stole round Ella's lips and sparkled in her eyes as he +spoke. "Ah! you are not going to be inexorable," he continued, watching +with delight this favorable symptom; "if you are heart-whole I do not +quite despair." + +"Colonel Wilton," she replied, again drawing away her hand, "take care +you are not acting on a mere impulse." + +"You speak as if I were a thoughtless, inexperienced boy," he +interrupted, impatiently. "You forget that I was almost a man when you +were born; and as to reflecting, I have never ceased reflecting since I +met you. Believe me, I have thought of everything possible and +impossible, and the result is you must be my wife, unless you have some +insuperable objection." + +"Oh, let me speak to you," she exclaimed, clasping her hands +imploringly; "speak out all my mind, and do not be offended, or +misinterpret me." + +"I will listen to every syllable, and stand any amount of lecturing you +choose to bestow; but let us walk on toward the hill; you will take +cold standing here." + +They moved on accordingly, Ella speaking with great, though controlled, +animation--sometimes stopping to enforce her words with slight, eloquent +gestures. Wilton's heart in his eyes, listening with his whole soul, +slowly and meditatively pulling out his long moustaches. + +"Nature to nature," continued Ella. "I know I am not unworthy of you, +even if you are all you seem. But are you quite sure you will always see +as clearly through the outside of things as you do now? Ah! I have heard +and read such sad, terrible stories of change, and vain regret for what +was irremediable, that I tremble at the thought of what you might bring +upon us both. Mind to mind, heart to heart, we are equals; but the +accidents of our condition--just look at the difference between them. I +am the veriest thistledown of insignificance. I scarce know who I am +myself; and might not the day come when you will regret having +sacrificed your future to a fancy, a whim? You might be too generous to +say so, but do you think I should not know it? If I married you I would +love you, and if I loved you there would not be a shadow on your heart, +nor a variation in your mood that I should not divine. Do not ask me to +love you. I fear it! I am quiet now; my life is not very sunny, but it +is free from absolute pain. Be wise." + +"I am wise," interrupted Wilton; "most wise in my resolution to let +nothing turn me from my purpose; and Ella--for I must speak to you as I +think of you--do not suppose I am offering you a very brilliant lot when +I implore you to be my wife. I am but indifferently off as a simple +gentleman, and will be positively poor when I have higher rank. Still, +if you will trust me--if you will love me--life may be very delicious. +All that you have said only makes me more eager to call you my own. I am +not afraid of changing. I have always been true to my friends--why not +to my love? It is true that you must take me somewhat on my own +recommendation; but is there no instinctive feeling in your heart that +recognizes the sincerity of mine? I have listened to all you have said, +and simply repeat--Will you be my wife, if you are free to be so?" + +"I will answer frankly, yes. Oh, stay, stay! _If_ after six months' +absence you return and repeat the question--" + +"Six months' absence! You are not speaking seriously! Do you think I +should consent to such banishment?" + +"You must, Colonel Wilton, both for your own sake and mine. I must be +sure that the feelings you think so deep will stand some test; you +ought to prove your real need of me by absence, by steeping yourself in +the society of your own class--the women of your own class. I have a +right to ask this." + +"By heaven!" cried Wilton, "you are utterly cold and indifferent, or you +would not put me to so cruel a proof." + +Ella was silent, and tears stood in her eyes, while Wilton went on. +"Think of six months! six months swept clean off the few years of youth +and love and happiness we have before us! It is reckless waste! Hear me +in turn; give up this purgatory! go back to your friendly landlady. I +will meet you in London; in three or four weeks at the farthest we shall +be man and wife. I have more than three months' leave unexpired; we will +go away to Italy, or the south of France. Ella! I feel half-mad at the +idea of such a heaven. Why do you not feel as I do?" + +"No, I must not, I will not," said she, turning very pale, and trembling +excessively, but letting him hold her hand in both his. "I must insist +upon your submitting to the test of absence, in justice to me." + +In vain Wilton implored and almost raged; she was evidently much shaken +and disturbed, but still immovable. The utmost Wilton could win was the +shortening his time of probation to three months, during which time he +was not to write nor expect her to write. If, at the expiration of that +period, he claimed her, she would be his. If he changed, he was simply +to let the tryst go by unnoticed. The settlement of these preliminaries +brought them very near the entrance of the Brosedale plantations, +whither Ella had resolutely bent her steps. Finding his eloquence of no +avail, Wilton was rather moodily silent. + +"You are angry; you think me unkind," said Ella, softly; "but however +you decide you will yet thank me." + +"You do not feel as I do." + +"Perhaps not; yet do not think that it costs me nothing to say good-by. +You always cheered me. I used to look for you when I came out to walk, +and when you used to come and see Donald I always felt less alone." + +"If you feel all this, why do you banish me?" + +"Because it is wisest and kindest; and now good-by. Yes; do go! I want +to be back in time to grow composed before Donald returns." + +"Dearest, you look awfully pale. I ought not to keep you; and yet I +cannot part with you." He drew her to him most tenderly, irresistibly +impelled to breathe his adieu on her lips. + +"No, no," she exclaimed, drawing back. "I dare not kiss you; a kiss to +me would be a marriage bond; do not ask it; do not hold me." He felt +how she trembled, and he released her. + +"One day, Ella, you will perhaps know how much I must love to obey you. +So it must be good-by?" + +"Yes; and remember you leave me perfectly free. I say it with no +arrogance or want of feeling, but if you do not return, I shall not +break my heart. I shall rather rejoice that we have escaped a great +mistake--a terrible sorrow--but if you do come back--" A soft blush +stole over her cheek--a bright smile. Wilton gazed at her, waiting +eagerly for the next words, but they did not come. "Whatever happens," +she resumed, "I shall always remember with pleasure, with respect, that +for once you rose above the conventional gentleman into a natural, true +man." She gave him her hand for a moment, then, drawing it away from his +passionate kisses, disappeared in the fast increasing gloom of evening +among the plantations. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +A bright, blustering March morning was shining, with a cold glitter over +the square of the well-known B---- Barracks, in that pleasant, rackety +capital, Dublin, nearly three months after the interview last recorded. +Parade had just been dismissed, and the officers of the second battalion +--th Rifles had dispersed to their various occupations or engagements, +with the exception of a small group which gathered round an attractive +fire in the mess-room, and discussed the military and club gossip of the +hour. + +"Will you stay for the --th Dragoons' ball, on Thursday, Wilton?" said +one of the younger men to our friend, who was reading a London paper, +and dressed in mufti, evidently a guest. + +"And for St. Paddy's on the 17th?" asked the colonel. "It's a dazzling +scene, and no end of fun." + +"I promised to dine with the mess of the --th Dragoons to-night," +returned Wilton; "and I think I should like to see their ball; but I +must be in Scotland before the 17th, so must forego the humors of St. +Patrick's. I see, colonel, my battalion was not to embark until the +25th of February. They cannot reach England for another month. I have a +great mind to exchange into the regiment that is gone out to relieve +them. I do not like soldiering in England--there is always work to be +done in India." + +The colonel elevated his brows. + +"My dear fellow, you are desperately energetic. I should have thought +that, with your prospects, you had done work enough." + +"My prospects have nothing to do with it. I suppose there would be no +difficulty in the matter?" continued Wilton, reflectively, more to +himself than to his listener. + +"Difficulty! none whatever. The fighting is over, so no one will be +afraid to stay at home; and I fancy there is a very uncomfortable +transition-state before the Anglo-Indian world." + +"I shall ask for extension of leave; I don't fancy joining the depot." + +"How long is Moncrief to be away?" + +"He has three weeks' leave--urgent private affairs. I am sure to see him +in town, though I shall only pass through," remarked Wilton, and +relapsed into silence, scarcely hearing the arguments of his companion, +who proved to demonstration that Wilton would be a fool to make any +exchange, except, indeed, he could get a chance of returning to his old +friends of the second battalion. + +Ralph Wilton was looking thinner and graver than formerly, and there was +an expression of anxiety and irritation in his keen bold eyes. While the +colonel argued, an orderly approached with letters, which his officer +took, and, glancing at the addresses, handed two or three to Wilton. +"This is from Moncrief," said he, opening an envelope directed in a +remarkably stiff, legible hand--"forwarded from Athgarven. He is annoyed +at missing me, and--" Here he stopped, and read on, with knit brows and +fixed attention, then let the hand which held the letter drop, and stood +wrapped in thought. + +"No bad news?" asked the colonel. + +"Yes--no," he returned, absently. "My dear colonel, I must leave you +to-day. I must go up to town by this evening's mail." + +"This is very sudden. Can't you manage a day or two more? Why, you have +only been three weeks with us." + +A few words from Wilton convinced his friend and host that, although +indisposed to give a reason for his sudden move, its necessity was +imperative. + +The passage in Major Moncrief's letter which had moved Wilton was as +follows: + +"Town is very full; the club brimming over; dinners going +a-begging--and, talking of dinners, I met our Monkscleugh acquaintance, +Lady Fergusson, in Regent Street, yesterday. She was in deep mourning; +it seems that unfortunate son and heir died about a month ago. Sir Peter +is in great grief; the establishment at Brosedale broken up, and the +whole family _en route_ for Germany. I wonder what has become of the +pretty lassie you picked up in the snow! I was always afraid of your +getting into some mess with her; but you have more sense than I gave you +credit for." + +The Brosedale establishment broken up! and not a line--not a word--from +Ella. Where had she gone? Did she wish to avoid him? In four days more +the three months' absence prescribed by Ella would have expired, and now +he was thrown off the scent. Had she sought and found any new +employment? If in her heart she distrusted his constancy as much as she +professed, she might have done so; or had she returned to that London +landlady whom she had described on the memorable occasion of the +snow-storm? Hold! he had noted the address somewhere. This led to a +vehement search among his papers and memoranda; but in vain. Then he sat +down and thought intensely. Kershaw?--yes, that was the name of the +woman; and Gothic Villa the name of the house at Kensington; but the +street, that he could not recall; nevertheless, he would not leave a +corner of the "old court suburb" unexplored. With this resolution he +started on his journey--the mere movement raised his spirits and +invigorated him; anything was better than the silence and endurance of +the last three months. + +He had parted with Ella Rivers in a mood curiously compounded of love, +anger, slightly-mortified vanity, but deep admiration. He felt that she +had a right to demand some test of a passion so sudden; and, without +words, her grave candor had impressed upon him the conviction that, in +asking her to share his life, he asked quite as much as he offered--a +conviction not always clear to men, even when in love. Then the respect +which her self-control, her noble simplicity, imposed upon him, deepened +and elevated the character of his affection. Above all, she was still to +be won. She had allowed him to hope; but he dared not flatter himself +that she loved him--and how wonderfully he yearned for her love!--he was +astonished at it himself. All life seemed empty and colorless without +her. About three weeks after he had left Glenraven, he had written to +let her know that he had accepted an invitation to Ireland, where he +intended to make some stay and visit his former brother-officers, +seizing gladly the excuse afforded by this change of locality; but he +had quickly received the following reply: + + + "You must faithfully keep the promise you have given. Do not in any + way seek me for three or four months. Meantime, I am well and not + unhappy. Whether we meet again or not, I shall ever think of you + kindly. May the good God guide us to what is happiest and best for + both! + + "Always your friend, + "ELLA RIVERS." + + +The small, straight, firm writing was kissed again and again, even while +he chafed against her firmness. This touch of the true magnet had drawn +all the atoms of romance, of nobility, of perception of spiritual and +intellectual light, which lay scattered, not sparingly, among the +coarser material of the man, into symmetrical circles converging to one +centre. He was softened and strengthened. He resolved to obey Ella to +the letter; and his brother-officers noticed that Wilton was much more +ready for balls and dinners and luncheon-parties than formerly; for his +character had been rather that of a "reserved, quiet fellow, with a +devil of a temper when roused." He was, nevertheless, a favorite, as +straightforward, plucky men, who never "shirk their fences" in any +sense, generally are. The neighborhood, too, where Wilton's visit was +made, was unusually wealthy and aristocratic for Ireland, so that he +had ample opportunities for "steeping" himself in the society of people +of his own class. The result, however, was that the impression he had +received sank deeper and more abidingly as time went on. And now, when +this fresh difficulty arose, he sprang forward upon the search with all +the eagerness of a sleuth-hound suddenly released from his chain. + +It was in the dim gray of a cold, drizzling morning that Wilton reached +Morley's Hotel. After a bath and breakfast, he sallied forth, in search +of Moncrief. During his long night-journey he had taken counsel with +himself as to how he should proceed. He would learn Lady Fergusson's +present address, and endeavor to ascertain from her what had become of +Ella. How he was to accomplish this without rousing her ladyship's +suspicions, he would leave to the inspiration of the moment; for it was +no part of his scheme to unmask his movements until he could really fix +his plans. This could not be done till he had seen Ella and received a +renewal of her promise; or--terrible alternative--been rejected and +overthrown! Her unaccountable silence was cruel, unfeeling, and a clear +breach of faith. Why had she not written to announce so material a +change of circumstances? Had any of the pestilent political crew that +used to surround her father started up to exercise an evil influence? +The idea fired him with indignation. He had so delighted in thinking of +her as his alone--a hidden jewel, the lustre and value and beauty of +which were for him only! Meditating thus, he reached the frugal major's +lodgings, as he did not wish at present to confront the publicity of a +club. But his friend had not yet emerged from the privacy of his +chamber, and there was only a dingy back-parlor, a sort of general +waiting-room, into which he could be shown. Wilton therefore wrote +hastily on his card, "What is Lady Fergusson's address in town?" and +sent it up to Moncrief; receiving it back again in a few minutes, with +this inscription on the reverse; "Claridge's; but I think they are gone. +Dine with me to-day at the club--seven, sharp." + +Leaving word that he could not dine with Major Moncrief, Wilton left the +house in a state of irritability and depression, and bent his steps to +Claridge's; early as it was, he might at least make inquiries there. A +yawning porter, who was sweeping the hall, called a waiter, who informed +him that "Sir Peter and Lady Fergusson, the Misses Saville and suite," +had started for Paris the day before. + +"And suite!" echoed Wilton; "I suppose that includes the governess?" + +"Yes, sir; there was a lady as went with the youngest lady in one of +the hotel broughams; she was the governess." + +"Was she a tall, thin lady, with spectacles?" + +"Just so, sir." + +"No other lady with them?" + +"No, sir--none." + +Nothing more to be learned there! He was quite afloat. No clue to the +girl who he had hoped would be, two days hence, his affianced bride, +beyond the vague address, "Mrs. Kershaw, Gothic Villa, Kensington." He +made his way slowly into Piccadilly and hailed a hansom. Kensington must +be the scene of his research, and the sooner he plunged into it the +better. + +How to begin occupied his thoughts as he bowled along. Shops, police, +and postmen, seemed the most likely sources of information; failing +these, he must manage to communicate with Miss Walker, who would +certainly know Ella's whereabouts. However, he had great faith in +himself; it was not the first time he had to hunt up a faint track, +though the difficulties were of a far different character. + +"Here we are! Where to now, sir?" cried Cabby, through the hole at the +top. + +"Oh! a--the nearest butcher's," said Wilton. "Bread and meat and tea," +he reflected, "the humblest landlady must require;" and, proud of his +own reasoning powers, he dismissed the cab, never remembering--probably +not knowing--the ready-money system, which, paying the amount and +carrying off the article, "leaves not a wrack behind." + +The important and substantial butcher, struck by the lordly bearing of +his interrogator, condescended to repeat the words "Gothic Villa" in +several keys, as though the reiteration would evoke knowledge, but ended +with, "Can't say I know any such place, sir.--Here, Smith"--to a +blue-gowned assistant, with rolled-up sleeves, who was adding "one leg +more" to an artistically arranged fringe of legs of mutton which adorned +the cornice--"do you know anything of 'Mrs. Kershaw, Gothic Villa?'" + +"Kershaw!" replied the man, pausing--"I seems as if I do, and yet I +don't." + +At this maddening reply, Wilton felt disposed to collar him and rouse +his memory by a sound shaking. + +"The person I want lets lodgings; and is, I think, elderly." + +"No, I don't," repeated the butcher's assistant. "I know Gothic 'all." + +"Ay," struck in the master, "and Gothic 'Ouse and Gothic Lodge, but no +willar. I know the place well, sir, and I don't think there is a Gothic +Willer in it. P'r'aps it's lodge, not willer, you are looking for?" + +"Then who lives at these other Gothics?" + +"Oh, Mr. Reynolds, the great ironmonger, has the 'all; and the honorable +Mrs. Croker lives at the lodge." + +"Well, neither of these names can possibly be converted into Kershaw. I +am sorry I troubled you." + +"No trouble at all, sir." + +Patiently, though anxiously, Wilton went from butcher to baker, from +baker to butterman, from butterman to milkshop, until he suddenly +exclaimed at his own stupidity, as his eye was caught by a conspicuous +brass plate bearing the inscription, "Mr. Mayers, Gas-Inspector." "By +Jove!" cried Wilton, aloud, "that is the fellow to know every house in +the parish. Why did I not think of a gas-inspector before?" + +He rang, and a smart young woman appeared at the door in a few moments. + +In his uncertainty whether he was speaking to the wife or the handmaid +of Mayers, Wilton politely raised his hat, and asked if he could see the +master of the house. + +"I am very sorry, sir, he is out, and will not be here till tea-time." + +"And when will that be?" asked the anxious querist, smiling blandly. + +"Oh, not till half-past five. Could I give any message?" replied the +lady, much impressed by the grand air and chivalrous courtesy of her +interlocutor. + +"I am afraid I must trouble Mr. Mayers myself. I shall not detain him +beyond a moment or two, if he will be so good as to see me about +half-past five." + +"Yes, sir; he will be in then and very happy to see you." + +"Perhaps you happen to know where Gothic Villa is in this neighborhood. +I am looking for a Mrs. Kershaw, Gothic Villa." + +"Kershaw? Gothic Villa? No, indeed, I do not. I have very few +acquaintances here; you see people are rather mixed in Kensington." + +"I will not keep you standing--at five-thirty, then," returned Wilton, +raising his hat, and smiling as he said to himself, "Madame the +gas-inspectress is exclusive. Such caricatures ought to cure the follies +they travesty." He looked at his watch. Two hours and a half to spare. +What should he do? Make any further search, or rely on the +gas-inspector? Yes; he would be sure to know. So, after a moment's +thought, he again called a hansom, and rattled back to the club; but +Major Moncrief was not there. Hastily scribbling an invitation to +breakfast next day, he went on to his hotel to snatch a mouthful of +luncheon or dinner, or both, for he still hoped to spend the remainder +of the evening exchanging vows, explanations--perhaps kisses--with Ella +Rivers. He had by some unreasonable process of thought convinced himself +that she could have taken refuge in no other haven than the somewhat +unromantic dwelling of Mrs. Kershaw. + +As the half-hour struck, Wilton rang again at the gas-inspector's house. +He was received by the same lady most graciously, and ushered into an +oppressively smart front parlor, profusely decorated with +anti-macassars, and mats, and table-covers. + +"Mr. Mayers will be here directly; he has only just come in. What a +disagreeable day it has been--drizzle, drizzle, the whole time! I +couldn't venture out," simpered Mrs. Mayers, who was disposed to improve +the occasion by a little conversation with her "stylish visitor," as she +described him to her husband. Wilton assented rather absently, and then, +to his great relief, Mr. Mayers came in. After a few words of apology, +Wilton put the oft-repeated question. + +"Kershaw, Gothic Villa?" repeated Mr. Mayers, meditating. "Yes, of +course, I know wellnigh every house; and it so happened I was at Mrs. +Kershaw's a week or ten days back. Why, it is in H---- Street, not far +from Holland Park. You must turn right from this, then first to your +right, and third to the left. Gothic Villa is down the end of the +street, opposite a dead wall." + +With many thanks and apologies, Wilton bowed himself out, and walked +away rapidly, his heart beating high at the idea of the meeting so near +at hand. + +Gothic Villa was not a lively residence; and, what was worse, it looked +untidy. The box borders looked as if lately trodden down in patches; the +bell was broken, and the gate hung awry, refusing, after the fashion of +crooked things, to do one thing or the other--to open wide or shut +close. Wilton felt unutterably shocked at the melancholy, sordid aspect +of the place. The bell being broken, he felt at a loss how to summon the +garrison; but while he hesitated, two little girls, in short frocks, +dingy stockings, and battered hats, came up bowling their hoops, and +began rattling their hoop-sticks noisily against the railings, whereupon +the front-door was flung suddenly wide open, and a grimy servant began +to shout some objurgations to the juveniles. + +"Pray, does Mrs. Kershaw live here?" asked Wilton, advancing to the +door. + +"No; there's no such name here." + +For a moment Wilton felt annihilated. + +"She used to live here?" + +"P'r'aps so; we've not been here above a week, and I wish we was out of +it." + +"And do you know where Mrs. Kershaw is gone?" + +"No, that I don't." + +After a little talking, she suggested that "missus" might know; but that +potentate, on being appealed to, confessed ignorance, stating, however, +that "master" might know; but "master" was absent, and would not be back +till to-morrow morning. More Wilton could not extract; and he most +reluctantly left the long-sought villa, informing the inmates that he +would call next day, hoping that "master" might be able to supply the +desired information. + +Still, with unshaken perseverance, Wilton lingered about. He stopped the +postman, but he had had no letter since the new people moved in for Mrs. +Kershaw. She had very few letters at any time--still she had some. There +was another postman that took the noonday delivery, he might know. When +did he go round? Oh, from twelve to twelve-thirty. He might know, and he +mightn't. Addresses were not given to the letter-carriers, but left at +the district office. + +"Ah! then I may probably find this Mrs. Kershaw's whereabouts at the +post-office?" + +"No, no, sir," said the man; "they won't give you no addresses at the +office, and the letters is sent on to the district where the party has +moved; so it's a chance if any of us knows." + +"At any rate, I shall be here to-morrow to meet the twelve o'clock man; +meantime I am obliged to you." + +So saying, Wilton deposited a judicious tip in the carrier's willing +hand, and made for the main road, hoping that a favorable report of him +would be given to the other carrier, and predispose him to be +communicative. + +It was long before Wilton forgot the oppressive monotony of that +evening. He could not bring himself to seek out Moncrief. He would have +him at breakfast, and that was bad enough. He strolled into the Adelphi, +and felt savage at the pathos of the play, and the fun of the +afterpiece. He left before it was finished, and returned to the +coffee-room. He tried to sketch out an advertisement addressed to Mrs. +Kershaw, but intended for Ella. He vexed himself with all kinds of +conjectures, and finally retired, hoping for oblivion in sleep, which +did not come for some weary hours; and his last waking thought was that +to-morrow would be the 19th of March, the day of the tryst, which he had +so often pictured to himself. And here he was in total ignorance of +Ella's dwelling--not a step nearer to the desired interview. The +following day was not much brighter than the one just described, and +Wilton rose with an unspeakable loathing for breakfast and +Moncrief--especially Moncrief. + +However, both had to be endured. The major was considerably puzzled by +his entertainer's preoccupation and testiness. Every subject seemed +distasteful, every person more or less offensive. + +"What's come to you, lad?" asked the old soldier. "Are you in debt +again? I thought you had left that class of troubles behind you; and you +seem to have been quiet and steady enough of late." + +"No, I am not in debt." + +"Well, I do not think you are in love; and love, or money, is at the +bottom of most troubles--eh?" + +An inaudible muttering was the only reply. + +"A--idiot?" repeated the major, thinking he caught the sound. "No, by no +means. I never said so, though there have been times when I was afraid +you would act like one. Have you seen the viscount?" + +"No." + +"I suppose you are going to call on him?" + +"No, I am not." + +"Then you are rather an idiot. Why will you throw away fortune?" + +"I am not throwing it away. He is out of town." + +"Why don't you go and pay him a visit?" + +"I cannot; he has not asked me." + +"Not asked you--bosh!--" + +"Moncrief," interrupted Wilton, "will you take some more kidney, or ham, +or coffee, or anything?" + +"No, thank you; I have breakfasted well." + +"Then go, will you? like a good fellow. You are partly right. I am in a +pickle. You shall know all about it one of these days, but I cannot tell +you just now. I have an appointment at--that is, I must be at Kensington +at twelve." + +"At twelve! Bless my soul, man, it is scarcely half-past ten now." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The afternoon of the same day was lowering, bleak, and drear, as a young +girl, in a long black dress fitting close to her slight figure, and +relieved at throat and wrists by a plaiting of white crape, entered a +small sitting-room at the back of one of a row of brand-new residences +in the cardboard, Tudor style, inlaid with colored bricks, and further +relieved by oriel windows. + +The young lady carried a cup full of violets, and set it upon a table +which had been moved into the window. It was crowded with materials for +watercolor drawing. A very graceful design suited to a portfolio lay +partly colored where the light fell strongest. + +The young lady, or rather Ella Rivers, stood looking at her work for a +few minutes, and then sitting down, with a deep sigh, took up her brush, +first bending lovingly over the violets until her face touched them. + +She was exceedingly pale--the pallor of thought and sorrow. Her eyes, +which looked larger than they used--perhaps because she had grown +thinner--had a weary, wistful expression, which gave pathos to the quiet +sadness of her face and figure. The last month had tried her sorely. The +sudden, fatal illness of Donald had caused her immense bodily fatigue +and real sorrow. She had grown to love the afflicted, wayward boy, even +more than she knew; and he could not bear her out of his sight, finally +breathing his last in her arms. Then, not understanding the terms which +existed between Wilton and the Fergusson family, Ella never doubted that +he was aware from the first of poor Sir Peter's bereavement and the +consequent removal of the family. His silence under such circumstances, +the absence of any attempt to seek her out, was, to her, conclusive +evidence that his sudden, violent affection for herself had passed away. +Arriving at this conviction showed her how fondly, although +unconsciously, she had hoped for his constancy. When Wilton astonished +and agitated her by his unexpected avowal, she had most truly told him +that she did not love him, that his truth or constancy was not essential +to her happiness. His frank kindness, and the interest he had shown in +her art and her conversation, had touched and diverted her. Feeling +keenly the insurmountable barrier of caste, which her reason scornfully +resented, the possibility of a man of his grade being her lover never +crossed her mind. Moreover, the habits of her life accustomed her to +men as companions, as friends, almost as playfellows, but never as +lovers. Wilton was therefore to her at first an agreeable, intelligent, +though mistaken man, blinded to the great truths of his age by his +position and his profession, but who, under higher direction, might have +been worthy the friendship of her father, Diego, and the rest of the +exalted society who passed their lives propagating theories of political +perfection and escaping the police. + +After the wonderful interview by the cairn, where he had shown that, +although past the boy-lover period, he was ready to cast all +consideration for rank and riches to the winds for her sake, she had +estimated him very differently. From his first words of love she shrunk +with an agony she could not express, so certain was she that they must +mean insult; but when his letter told her the depth and sincerity of his +affection, and she listened to the magic of his earnest pleading, she +felt bewildered and almost frightened at the ardor of the feeling she +had evoked. She could not quite believe him. She trembled at the idea of +his hurrying into the irrevocable, which he might afterward regret; and +the more she felt her heart inclined to yield, the more resolutely she +held to her determination, for both their sakes, to test the reality of +his affection. + +But when he was gone, when she was left alone with the memory of his +persuasive voice--of his bold brown eyes, softened into tenderness--of +the passion which glowed through the earnest respect of his +manner--whatever of indifference she had felt or assumed in their +interview fast faded away, or rather warmed into real interest, and +trembling, half-fearful liking. Then the question of his constancy +assumed an absorbing importance. The perpetual struggle in her mind to +resist the delightful suggestions of hope kept the subject constantly +before her; and the bitterest trial she had ever known was the gradual +fading away of the hopes that had formed themselves in spite of her, +when week after week slipped past and no tidings reached her from Ralph +Wilton. Of course he knew that she must leave Brosedale, and must also +know that under no circumstances would she take the first step toward +the renewal of their intercourse. + +Working round this dreary circle of thought, she sat motionless, pencil +in hand, too absorbed to notice the entrance of a woman of a certain +age, who by her costume evidently aimed at the higher appellation of a +lady. She wore a handsome plum-colored silk, a tint which appears to be +the especial favorite of publicans' wives and aspiring landladies. Her +head--a high, narrow, self-asserting sort of head--was perched on a +long, thin neck, and adorned with a scanty screw of hair on the top, +secured by a high tortoise-shell comb, while the front tresses were +disposed in short, wiry ringlets, painfully suggestive of steel springs, +and carefully regulated by ancient contrivances called side-combs. These +locks vibrated when she moved; and as her walk was a succession of jerky +sinkings and risings, the ringlets had an active time of it. Her +features were regular and good, but somewhat neutralized by a faint +expression of constantly turning up her nose, which was anything but +_retroussé_, as if in contemptuous indignation at the futile efforts of +the world in general to take her in. This personage paused as she was +half across the little room, and looked very sharply at its occupant's +profile, which was turned to her. + +"Anyways, you ain't breaking your heart with hard work," she exclaimed, +in a tone which would have been painfully acute but for a slight +indistinctness caused by a melancholy gap where pearly front teeth ought +to have been. + +Ella started at her voice, and a large tear, which some time, unknown to +her, had hung upon her eyelashes, fell upon the edge of her paper. She +looked at it dismayed; half an inch nearer, and it would have played +havoc with her colors. She hastily placed her handkerchief on the fatal +spot, and, turning toward the speaker, said, absently: "Working! Yes, +Mrs. Kershaw; I am succeeding tolerably with this design; I am quite +interested in it." + +"And that is the reason you are crying over it--eh?" + +"Crying! Oh, no"--smiling a little sadly--"I am not crying." + +"Something very like it, then," said Mrs. Kershaw, advancing to the +table and looking critically at Ella's work. "It's a queer thing," she +remarked, with high-toned candor. "What is it for?" + +"Oh, the cover of a book, or--the back of a portfolio." + +"Well, I suppose it's my ignorance; but I can't see the beauty of it. +Why, there's dozens and dozens of things just like that ready printed in +all the shops; and you don't suppose hand-work can hold its own with +machine-work? Why don't you paint a house, and a tree, and a +cow--something sensible-like--that would set off a nice, handsome frame? +I wouldn't mind buying such a picture myself; my first floor is a trifle +naked for want of pictures." + +"O Mrs. Kershaw!" exclaimed Ella, smiling, this time more brightly, for +she was amused at her friend's notions of art; "I assure you an original +design is not to be despised. If I can but find favor with--" + +"Ay, that's just it. It would take a heap of bits of pictures to make a +living. I must say I think you was a fool not to look out for something +steady right off, when the ladies as could have recommended you was +here; this will be hard work and poor work." + +"Nevertheless, I am determined to try it," said Ella, firmly, though +sadly. "You cannot tell the imprisonment a great house is to me; +besides, you forget poor Sir Peter Fergusson's generosity. I can afford +to board with you for six or eight months, and then, if all my efforts +to earn my bread by my art fail, I can still ask Miss Walker's help. I +am not in your way, good friend, am I?" + +"Well, no. I am not that selfish, like many, as would try to keep you +here when it would be better for you to be away; but you are not like +other girls, the place is different when you are in it; and the trifle +you pay is more than the trifle difference you make. It was about +yourself--what is best for you--I was thinking." + +"Do not think of me," returned Ella, placing her elbow on the table and +resting her head on her hand despondently; "I am so weary of myself." + +"Now there is something come to you quite different from what used to +be. And you are that pale and thin, and don't eat nothing. There's some +of those grandedees" (such was Mrs. Kershaw's pronunciation) "been +talking nonsense, and you have been, and gone, and been fool enough to +heed them, in spite of all the talking to I gave you before you went to +Sir Peter's. They are all alike. If you was a hangel, with a wing +sprouting out of each shoulder, and as beautiful as--as anythink, the +poorest scrap of a gentleman among them that hadn't as much gumption as +would earn a crust costermongering would laugh at the notion of putting +a ring on your finger. No, no; as much love as you like without that. I +knows 'em, the proud, upsetting, lazy lot, I do;" and Mrs. Kershaw +stopped with a jerk, more for want of breath than lack of matter. + +"You need not distress yourself," returned Ella, with a smile of quiet +scorn. "No one insulted me at Brosedale; and I _did_ keep your good +advice in mind. I am depressed, nor can you wonder at it when you think +of the sad scenes I went through with poor Donald." + +"Well, well, anyhow you won't open your mind to me, though I fancy I am +your best friend, and your only friend into the bargain, though I say it +as shouldn't," retorted Mrs. Kershaw, with some asperity. + +"You are, indeed," said Ella, sweetly. "So instead of quarrelling with +me for not telling you a romantic tale, tell me some of your own +affairs; any one about the rooms yet?" + +"I believe," said Mrs. Kershaw, a shade less severely--"I believe I'm +let." + +This startling announcement did not in the least move Miss Rivers from +her gravity; she merely observed, sympathetically, "I am very glad." + +"This morning, when you was out, a lady and gentleman called, and looked +at the rooms, and made rather a stiff bargain. They said they would call +again; but the gentleman gave me his card, and that looked like +business." + +"I suppose so. I went over to Kensington this morning to see the +postman. I thought it was as well to tell him our new address, in case +there might be a letter for me." + +"A letter for you!" repeated Mrs. Kershaw, in a sharp key, with a sudden +nod that set her ringlets dancing. "I thought Miss Walker knew we was +moved." + +"She does; still it is possible some old friend--" + +"Hoh!" said Mrs. Kershaw, ironically. "Are you sure it ain't a new +friend--a Scotch friend? I know I haven't no right to ask, but--" + +"Ah, suspicious one!" interrupted Ella, laughing. "If none of my +father's old friends seek me out, no one else will." + +"There's the front-door bell!" cried Mrs. Kershaw, excitedly; "that's +the lady and gent come back about my first floor"--a pause ensued, a +rapid but heavy tread, and the opening of the door was heard. + +The next moment that of the room in which they were was flung violently +open, and the "girl" announced a "gentleman for Miss Rivers." + +Whereupon a tall figure seemed to fill up the door-way, and for a moment +Ella felt dizzy and blinded with astonishment, with mingled joy and +terror, as Colonel Wilton entered and stood still. + +"Hoh!" said Mrs. Kershaw; "do you know this gentleman, or is he after +the apartments?" + +"I know him. I--" faltered Ella. + +"Hoh!" again said Mrs. Kershaw, and, turning back, walked straight out +of the room with dignity. + +Wilton closed the door after her, and, advancing to the agitated girl, +exclaimed, with a tinge of sternness, "Ella, have you hid from me +purposely?" + +"Hid from you? No; you knew where to find me when poor Donald died." + +"Which I first heard of in Ireland two days ago." + +"Two days ago!" faltered Ella, the truth dawning on her. "I thought you +would have known of it directly. I thought you did not write because you +did not wish to see me again. I--oh, listen to me, understand me!" +clasping her hand with a restrained eagerness very impressive--"do not +think I would willingly have caused you the slightest uneasiness from +any petty idea of standing on my dignity; but, indeed, I was puzzled +what to do, and then believing, as I did, that you must have been +informed of Donald's death and the breaking up of Sir Peter's +establishment, I concluded that you had changed your plans--your +views--your--oh, I could not write to you! Do you not see I could not?" + +"I can only repeat that two days ago I did not know of that poor boy's +death. And, but for a few words in a letter from Moncrief, I should have +started for Monkscleugh to keep the tryst. Now, Ella, are you glad to +see me? do you believe me?"--as he spoke Wilton took both her hands, and +looked eagerly into the eyes so frankly, but gravely, raised to his. + +"I do believe you," said Ella, trying to speak steadily, and striving to +hold back the tears that would well up, to suppress the wild throbbing +of the heart which visibly heaved her bosom, to be calm, and mistress of +herself in this crisis; but it was more than even her brave spirit could +accomplish; the sudden change from darkness to light, from isolation to +companionship, was too overwhelming; and yet she would not show the +shattered condition of her forces. "I am glad to see you"--her lip +quivered, great unshed tears, brimming over, hung sparkling on her long +lashes as she spoke; and Wilton, gazing at the sweet face and slight, +graceful figure, felt in his inmost soul the pathos of her controlled +emotion. + +"By Heaven, Ella! you are not indifferent to me," he exclaimed. Drawing +her to him, he raised her hands to clasp his neck; and, folding his arms +round her, pressed her passionately to his heart. "My love, my life! why +do you distrust me? Give me your heart! give me yourself. Are you ready +to fulfil your more than half promise? I have kept the tryst. I have +submitted to the test you have imposed; and now, what further barrier is +there between me and happiness? Do you love me, Ella? Will you love me?" + +She did not attempt to move. She leaned against him, silently, trembling +very much; at length she sighed deeply. + +"If you are quite sure of yourself," she almost whispered, "and not +afraid of linking yourself with so isolated a creature as I am, I am +ready to keep my word, as you have kept yours!" + +"And you love me?" asked Wilton, bending over her, hungering for her +assurance. + +She extricated herself gently from him, still leaving her hand in his. + +"I will love you," she replied, looking away, and speaking thoughtfully. +Then, suddenly turning, and meeting his eyes with a grand frankness, "I +_do_ love you," she said, in her sweet, firm tones; "and I think you +deserve my love! If you do not, out with love and life, and everything! +I shall never believe more." + +She pressed her hands over her eyes, and for a moment Wilton's +passionate longing to cover her mouth, her cheek, her brow, with kisses, +was checked by the earnestness, the solemnity of her words; it was but a +moment, the next she was in his arms, his lips clinging to hers as +though he could never drink enough of their sweetness. + +"And how did you find me?" asked Ella, when at last she managed to +withdraw from his embrace, and began to gather her drawing materials +together as a diversion from the strange, sweet embarrassment of the new +relations existing between them. + +Wilton replied by recapitulating the search he had made, up to the +miserable night before. + +"When I arrived at Gothic Villa this morning," he went on, "I was +considerably before the time of the second delivery; but at last I met +the postman, and explained myself to him. 'Gothic Villa, Kershaw,' he +repeated. 'Now that's curious. Not ten minutes ago I met a young lady +what used to be at Gothic Villa, and she wanted to give me her new +address, but I told her she must leave it at the district office.' You +may guess the questions I put, and how I gathered that the young lady +was yourself. He had a confused idea you said your abode was in Belinda +Terrace, Notting Hill, and I have been for nearly the last three hours +endeavoring to discover it. Finding there was no such place as Belinda +Terrace, I tried my luck in Melina Crescent, and, after knocking and +ringing at eleven doors, found the right one at last!" + +"Then had I walked down the street, instead of meeting the postman at +the top of it, I should have met you," said Ella, pausing in her +occupation, with her design in her hand. + +"Yes; and saved me three hours of torture," exclaimed Wilton. "What have +you there? This is a very charming design; quite your own?" + +"Yes, quite. Some days ago I took a much smaller one to a shop in ---- +Street, and the man there gave me two pounds and two shillings for it. +Then he asked me to bring him something else, larger and richer, so I +have been trying to sketch something better." + +"My own darling," said Wilton, taking it from her; "this sort of thing +is over now. No more work for you." + +"Why not?" she returned. "You say, dear friend, that you are not rich. +If I am really to be your comrade through life, why may I not earn some +money for us both? Life without work must be very dull." + +"When you are my wife, you will see such things are impossible," said +Wilton, laying aside the sketch, and drawing her to his side on a +little, hard, horsehair, lodging-house sofa. "I have so much to say, so +much to urge on you, I hardly know where to begin." + +Whereupon he plunged into a rapid statement of his plans, his hopes, +his strong conviction that, calmly and dispassionately considered, her +position and his own rendered an immediate marriage absolutely and +imperatively necessary. She had no one to consult, nor any protector to +rely upon save himself, and the sooner he had a legal claim to be her +protector the better. As to himself, no one had a right to interfere +with him; nevertheless, there was an old man, a relative, who might make +himself disagreeable if he had time. After marriage, all objections, +interference, or meddlings, would be useless. + +"I have a favorite sister to whom I shall write at once," concluded +Wilton, "but she is away in Canada. So, dearest, why should we submit to +the discomfort of needless delay? I shall have a renewal of leave, but +only for a couple of months, part of which must be spent in effecting an +exchange into some regiment in India, or going there. You see there will +be little left for the honeymoon. What do you say to this day week?" + +Wilton felt the hand he held suddenly tighten on his with a quick, +startled pressure. + +"Yes," he went on; "there is no possible objection. You have been at +least three weeks in this parish, which is, I believe, the legal +requirement. There is, then, no impediment; and, though it seems very +like urging you to take a leap in the dark, you must either trust me +altogether or throw me over. We are too peculiarly situated to perform +the cold-blooded ceremony of cultivating each other's acquaintance; we +must do that, as I believe all people really do, after rather than +before marriage. Besides, I am so desperately afraid of your melting +away out of my grasp, as you had nearly done just now, that I am +determined not to lose my hold." + +"Listen to me," said Ella, drawing away her hand and pressing it to her +brow. "You mentioned a relative to whom your marriage might be painful. +Do you owe this old man love and respect? I think, if you do, it is hard +to those who feel they ought to be considered to find an utter stranger +preferred." + +"Lord St. George has not the shadow of a claim on my love or respect," +returned Wilton, rising and pacing to and fro; "and if he had it would +not influence me. Now that you have really consented to be my wife, +nothing save death shall come between us." + +There was in his voice, and look, and gesture, such fire and resolution +that a sudden sense of being in the presence of something stronger than +herself thrilled Ella with a strange fear and pleasure. She closed her +eyes, and her hands, that had clasped each other tightly, relaxed as she +felt her life had passed from her own keeping into another's. Wilton, +who had paused opposite her, saw how deeply she was moved. + +"Look at me, Ella!" he exclaimed, taking her hands in his--"look at me! +You are too nobly frank to hesitate as to a day sooner or later in the +fulfilment of your promise." + +She turned to him; and, with a wistful, earnest look straight into his +eyes, said, in a low, firm voice: + +"So be it! I will keep my word when and where you like." + +Two days after, Major Moncrief, who had only seen Wilton once for a few +minutes in the interim, awaited him by appointment at Morley's, where +they they were to dine. + +"Why, what the deuce are you so desperately busy about?" asked the +major, as Wilton hastily apologized for not having been ready to receive +his friend. + +"Oh, I have a hundred things in hand. I have had to 'interview' my +lawyer, and then I have been with Box and Brushwood about exchanging +into a regiment under orders for India--and--but the rest after dinner." + +"Why, what are you up to now?" replied Moncrief, but not in the tone of +a man that expects a direct reply. + +Dinner passed very agreeably, for Wilton was in brilliant spirits. Not +for many a year had Moncrief see him so bright. + +"I believe this is the same room we dined in the day you started for +Monkscleugh, and had the smash?" observed Moncrief, as the waiter, +having placed dessert on the table, left the friends together. + +"It is," said Wilton, looking round. "That is rather curious; and I +remember your saying, 'I must dree my weird.' Well, Moncrief, I have +dreed it, and I asked you here to-day to tell you the history, and +receive your blessing or malediction, as the case may be." + +Setting down his glass of port untasted, the major stared at his friend +with an air of dismay and bewilderment. + +"Courage, man!" continued Wilton, laughing at his consternation; "I am +not in debt--only in love, and going to be married on Thursday next." + +"To be married! You--who could not oblige your pleasant relative, Lord +St. George, because of your invincible objection to lose your liberty?" + +"Well, the liberty is gone long ago; so my only plan is to surrender at +discretion, or, rather, without discretion. You remember a young lady we +met at Brosedale--the lassie, in short, whom I picked out of the snow?" + +"What! that pale-faced, dark-eyed little girl--young Fergusson's +companion or drawing-mistress? Why, she was scarcely pretty." + +"Just so. Well, I am going to marry her on Thursday. Will you come to +the wedding?" + +Wilton had poured out a bumper of claret as he spoke, and, with a +slight, defiant nod, drank it off. + +"By ----!" exclaimed Moncrief, who did not generally use strong +language; "I am astonished. When did you decide on this preposterous +piece of foolery?" + +"I put things in train last December, but the date was not decided till +two days ago." + +"Ha! I thought I smelt a rat just before I left Glenraven; but I never +dreamed of anything so serious. You are the last man I should have +accused of such idiotic weakness. Who is this girl?" + +"I do not know." + +"Who was her father?" + +"A political adventurer, I believe; but I really do not know." + +"Who are her friends?" + +"She has none." + +"And, my God! Wilton, are you going to link yourself for life to a woman +you know nothing about--who may have a murderer for her father and a +harlot for a mother--who may be an unprincipled adventuress herself, for +aught you know?" + +"Go on," said Wilton, calmly. "I know you have a good deal more to say, +and I am quite prepared to hear it." + +"Can you be such a besotted blockhead at this time of life, after having +got over the wild-goose period, and not so badly either; when you have +just been offered your first good chance, when a sensible marriage is so +important, as to throw every consideration to the dogs for a madness +that probably a month or two will cure, and leave you two-thirds of a +lifetime to eat your heart out with useless regret? You know I do not +pretend to despise women, or to talk cynical rot about them; they are +generally good, useful creatures, and deucedly pleasant sometimes; but, +God bless my soul, lad! they are of no real importance in a man's life. +It is very essential to marry the right sort of girl, I grant--that is, +a well-bred, healthy, good-looking lassie in your own grade of life, you +will bring a good connection to back up your children; but to rush into +matrimony--downright legal matrimony--with a creature that scarcely +knows who she is herself, because, indeed, you think no other 'she' in +creation so likely to suit you, is a pitiable piece of lunacy. Come! in +the name of common-sense, of self-respect, be a man! Tell me how you +stand with this girl, and let me see if I can't get you out of the +scrape." + +"Have you quite done?" asked Wilton, leaning back in his chair without +the slightest symptom of irritation. + +"I have." + +"Then hear me, Moncrief! I do not dispute a syllable you say. It is all +unanswerable--just what I should say myself to another fellow on the +brink of such a leap in the dark. Don't suppose I am blind to the +apparent folly I am about to commit. But I'll do it! Nothing can hold me +back! I shall not attempt to explain to you the sort of fascination Ella +Rivers has had for me from the first moment we met; it would be speaking +an unknown tongue, even if I could put it into language. But if her +people were all you picture, by Heaven! I do not think I could give her +up. Foolish lunatic--besotted as you choose to think me, I have full +faith in the woman who will be my wife before five days are over. There! +Consider the question 'to be or not to be' settled. Pity my idiotic +folly as you will, but do not discard your old _protégé_. I want your +advice on one or two points." + +"But, Wilton, I must--" began the major. + +"Don't," interrupted Wilton. "Remonstrance is sheer loss of time and +breath; if you persist, I will leave you to finish your port alone." + +Moncrief succumbed, though with an ill grace, and Wilton proceeded to +lay the question of exchange into a regiment already in India, or one +about to proceed there, before his ancient mentor, and gradually drew +him into better humor, especially as he noted that Wilton's professional +ambition was by no means dulled or engulfed by the tide of passion that +swept him away in another direction. + +"Well, I never thought I should find you looking forward contentedly to +a life in India," said the major, after a long and animated talk, anent +the _pros_ and _cons_ of Wilton's views; "you used to long for a stake +in the 'old countrie.'" + +"Yes; but that was because Lord St. George put it into my head. Now, +that is at an end." + +"Ah! just so--this infernal marriage! What do you intend to do with him, +eh?" + +"I have not given it a thought--or, rather, scarcely a thought. I will +marry first, and decide after. I tell you candidly, Moncrief, when first +I made up my mind to risk everything, rather than part with Ella, I had +a stupid, cowardly idea of a private marriage; but I soon gave that up; +it was too deucedly ungentlemanlike; and then Ella would despise even a +shadow of double-dealing! No; when we are married, and I have time, I +will write to the old viscount, and--" + +"By George! this is too bad," cried the major, getting up and pacing +the room in an agony. "Fortune, and fair prospects, and--and everything +flung overboard, for the sake of a white-faced bit of a girl that you +would forget in two months if you made the first stand. It's like giving +up drink or cigars; the first week is the brunt of the battle!" + +"Don't talk blasphemy," returned Wilton, sternly; "nor waste time and +breath." + +"Well, well!" resumed the rebuked major; "look here, do not be in too +great a hurry to write to the old peer. I met St. George Wilton to-day; +he told me Lord St. George was down at Brandestone, and very shaky; +perhaps you had better not write to him till the honeymoon is over. O +Lord! won't you be ready to cut your throat when you get his answer! But +I trust he will die, and leave you the property in the meantime." + +"He will not do that," said Wilton, gravely. "But, tell me, what is St. +George doing in town? I hate that fellow instinctively." + +"Oh, he was only passing through _en route_ to join some 'Lord knows +who' at Cowes, to cruise somewhere in his yacht, and--Where are you +going?" + +"Why, you will not take any more wine, and, as I have not seen Ella +to-day, I thought I would just run down and bid her good-night. Come +with me, old fellow, do! I'd take it as a real bit of good-fellowship; +she would be so pleased. You may as well submit to the inevitable with a +good grace." + +"Go with you to see this--ahem!--fascinating little witch? Not to get +the step I've been waiting for these seven years." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +The extremely sudden and unorthodox character of Ella's nuptials was a +source of irritation, not to say dismay, to the worthy Mrs. Kershaw. She +took, upon the whole, a desponding and distrustful view of human nature; +and, instead of meeting Ella's smiling, blushing account of Colonel +Wilton's visit and her engagement to him, with effusive sympathy, she +had nodded her head and knitted her brows, asked a dozen questions, and +received the replies in ominous silence; at last spoke as follows: + +"Well, I hope it's all right" (the "hope" in italics), "but it's +curious--very curious. Are you quite sure he is Colonel Wilton?" + +"Yes." + +"How do you know?" + +"Because he was frequently at Brosedale, and known to Sir Peter +Fergusson." + +"Ay, to be sure, that's true! I suppose it's to be a private marriage. +We must see that it is quite correct, for, high or low, a wife has her +rights. What did he say about going to church?" + +"Oh! I scarcely know; something about my having been three weeks in the +parish, and--" + +"Did he?" returned Mrs. Kershaw; a more satisfied expression stealing +over her face. "That looks like business, only I trust and hope he has +not a wife already." + +"What a fearful suspicion!" replied Ella, shuddering, while she smiled. +"He was looked upon as an unmarried man at Brosedale, for I remember +that Donald remarked that Miss Saville could find time to amuse him now, +because Colonel Wilton condescended to visit him, and that he would be a +peer, a nobleman, one day." + +"A peer! a lord! well, I never! Of all the queer turns, this is the +queerest. Still, I would like to make sure that there is no hitch +nowhere. But, bless your heart, no gentleman or nobleman would go to +church with a girl unless he was all square." + +"I must trust him utterly, or not at all, he said. I do trust him," said +Ella, softly, to herself, "even as he trusts me." She was sitting on the +hearth-rug, gazing dreamily at a small but bright morsel of fire held +together by fire-bricks. + +"Trust is a word I never liked," observed Mrs. Kershaw, who was sitting +bolt upright in an easy chair. "Ready money, in everything, is my motto; +still, I must say, this gentleman seems straightforward." Mrs. +Kershaw's opinions had become visibly modified since the rank of her +fair _protégé's_ intended had been revealed to her. + +"I think he is," said Ella, simply. + +"Anyhow, I will speak to him myself to-morrow," continued Mrs. Kershaw, +"and let him know you have a friend to look after you as knows the +world," she added, emphatically. Silence ensued; for, in truth, Ella was +too glad of the cessation of Mrs. Kershaw's wiry voice to break it, when +that lady burst out again with a jerk: "You'd best take my parlors--they +ought to be thirty shillings a week, but I will give them to you for a +guinea." + +"But why must I take them?" asked Ella. + +"Because-- Why, my patience, Miss Rivers, you are not going to turn +stingy, and you going to be a great lady. Why must you take them? +Because it is only decent and proper; there's scarce room to turn round +in a three-cornered cupboard like this place. I'm sure a fine, handsome +man like the colonel hasn't room to move here; and then for the wedding. +This day week did you say? Why, whatever shall we do about wedding +clothes? Still I wouldn't say nothing about putting off; you'd better +strike while the iron is hot! But _have_ you thought of the wedding +clothes, Miss Rivers?" + +"No, I do not want any. I have more clothes than I ever had in my life +before." + +"I declare to goodness you are the strangest young girl--lady I mean--I +ever met; so mean-spirited, in a manner of speaking, in one way, and no +more knowing the value of money in another, than a half-saved creature! +Why, you have nothing but blacks and grays." + +"And may I not marry in gray; but if it is right I shall be very pleased +to have a pretty new dress and bonnet; I have quite money enough, you +know." + +"Well, I must say it is aggravating that we can't have a regular spread, +and carriages and favors; wouldn't that nasty, humbugging, +stuck-up-thing, Mrs. Lewis, over the way, that is always insinuating +that I haven't laid down new stair-carpeting because I couldn't spare +the money--wouldn't she be ready to eat her own head off because she +wouldn't be asked to step across?" + +But in spite of Major Moncrief and Mrs. Kershaw, Ralph Wilton had his +way, and they were married on the appointed day. The major was so far +mollified that he stood by his favorite "boy" on the memorable occasion; +nay, more, with some hesitation he produced a pair of lump gold +ear-rings, largely sprinkled with turquoise, as a small and appropriate +gift to his friend's bride, when, to the dismay of all present, it was +found that the pretty little ears they were destined to adorn had never +been pierced. + +"It is no matter," said Ella, taking his hand in both hers, "I should +rather keep them, just the very things you thought of, than let them be +changed! You like me for his sake now; you may yet like me for myself." + +To this the major gravely replied that he did not doubt it, and watched +her with observant eyes during the ceremony. The keen old soldier was +touched and impressed by the steady composure of her manner, the low, +clear music of her firm tones. It seemed to him as if she had considered +the value of each vow, and then took it willingly; he was surprised when +the service was concluded, and he again took her hand to find that, +although outwardly calm, she was trembling from head to foot. + +They returned to Mrs. Kershaw's house, where that excellent housewife +had provided a comfortable and appetizing luncheon--the major having the +honor of escorting her back. "I can tell you, sir," he used to say in +after-years, when recounting the episode, "I felt devilish queer when I +handed the landlady into the brougham and took my place beside her. If +she had been a buxom widow, or a gushing spinster, I could have stood it +better; but she was such a metallic female! her hair curled up so +viciously, and there was such a suspicious, contemptuous twist in her +nose, as if she was perpetually smelling a rat, that I was afraid to +speak to her. I know I made an ass of myself. I remember saying +something about my friend's good luck, thinking to propitiate her, but +she nearly snapped my head off, observing that time would show whether +either of them was in luck or not." + +The luncheon, however, was duly appreciated by the mollified major, Mrs. +Kershaw herself, and, we regret to add, the bridegroom, who was in +radiant spirits. There was something contagious in his mood--something +inspiriting in the joy that rioted in his bright brown eyes--even Mrs. +Kershaw lit up under his influence, and for awhile forgot the suspicious +character of the human race. But the repast was soon over. Wilton was +anxious to catch the tidal train, and Ella went obediently to don her +bonnet and travelling-gear. + +"Look at this, Moncrief," said Wilton, when they were alone, holding out +a miniature in a slightly-faded morocco case; "it is a picture of Ella's +father." + +Moncrief scrutinized it with much interest. An exquisitely painted +portrait, it represented a dreamy, noble face, dark as a Spaniard, with +black-blue eyes, closely resembling his daughter's, a delicately-cut, +refined mouth, unshaded by moustache, and a trifle too soft for a man; +the turn of the head, the whole bearing more than conventionally +aristocratic, picturesquely grand. + +"There is no question about it, Wilton, this man looks every inch a +gentleman. Have you any idea who the mother was?" + +"Not the most remote. I do not think Ella has an idea herself; she says +she had a charming picture of her mother, but it disappeared soon after +they came to London, and she has never been able to find it. She has a +box full of letters and papers up stairs, and, when we return, I shall +look through them and try to trace her father's history, just to satisfy +my sister and yourself. Ella will always be the same to me, ancestry or +no ancestry." + +"By-the-way, where are you going?" said the major. + +"Oh! to Normandy--to a little out-of-the-way place within a few miles +from A----, called Vigères. There is very good salmon-fishing in the +neighborhood, and we shall be quiet." + +"When shall you be back?" + +"I cannot tell; I suppose I must not take more than six weeks' holiday." + +"Well, I would not write to old St. George till you come back." + +"I am not sure about that; I--" + +"Here is Miss--I mean Mrs. Wilton," interrupted Moncrief. + +With sweet, grave simplicity, Ella offered a parting kiss to her +husband's friend. Mrs. Kershaw stepped jauntily to open the door. A +hearty hand-pressure from Moncrief, whose rugged countenance was +sorrowfully sympathetic, and the newly-wedded pair were away. + +"Won't you step in, sir, and take another glass of wine?" said Mrs. +Kershaw, with startling hospitality, to the uneasy major, who felt in +comparative captivity, and by no means equal to the occasion. + +"No; I am much obliged to you," said the major, edging toward the door. + +"A little bit of pigeon-pie, or a mouthful of cheese, or a drop of stout +to wind up with," persisted Mrs. Kershaw. "You may say what you like, +there's nothing picks you up like a drop of stout." + +"No, I thank you; nothing more." + +"I hope everything was to the colonel's satisfaction?" resumed Mrs. +Kershaw, with an angular smile. + +"He would have been hard to please if he had not been satisfied," +returned the major, with grovelling servility; and, taking up his hat, +tried, by a flank movement, to get between the enemy and his line of +retreat. + +"I am sure he is a real gentleman, and knows how to behave as sich. It +is a pleasure to deal with liberal, right-minded people, what isn't +forever haggling over sixpences and shillings. But, between you and me, +sir, though I am none of your soft-spoken, humbugging sort, I never did +meet the match of Miss Ella--Mrs. Wilton, I mean--she is that good and +steady, a wearin' of herself to the bone for any one that wants. And for +all the colonel's a fine man, and a pleasant man, and an open-handed +man, if ever he takes to worriting or bla'guarding, I would help her +through the divorce-court with the last shilling that ever I've scraped +together rising early and working hard; you mind that." + +With these emphatic words, Mrs. Kershaw flung the door suddenly wide +open, and the major, bowing, hastily shot into the street, with a +rapidity more creditable to Mrs. Kershaw's eloquence than his own +steadiness under fire. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Oh! the bliss of those early days! The strange sweetness of their new +companionship! The weather, too, was propitious--balmy and mild, though +spring was yet young, with unutterable freshness and hope in its breath +and coloring. The delicious sense of safety from all intruders; the +delight of being at home with Ella; of winning her complete confidence. +Never before had Wilton tasted the joy of associating with a woman who +was neither a toy nor a torment, but a true, though softer, comrade, +whose every movement and attitude charmed and satisfied his taste, and +whose quick sense of beauty, of character, and of the droll sides of +things, gave endless variety to their every-day intercourse. + +Theirs was no mere fool's paradise of love and kisses. Sketching and +fishing, the days flew by. Wilton had decided that the little inn at +Vigères was too noisy and uncomfortable to be endured, and Ella had +found lodgings in the house of a small proprietor, who sometimes +accommodated lovers of the gentle craft, and, moreover, found favor in +the eyes of the landlord and his bright-eyed, high-capped Norman cook +and house-keeper, her fluent French and knowledge of foreign housewifery +exciting admiration and respect. It was a straggling, gray-stone +edifice, just outside the village, with a very untidy yard behind, and a +less untidy garden in front, where a sun-dial, all mossed and +lichen-covered, was half buried in great, tangled bushes of roses and +fuchsias; on this a large, scantily-furnished _salon_ looked out, and +beyond the garden on an undulating plain, with the sea and Mont St. +Michel in the blue distance, with a dark mass of forest on the uplands +to the south--a wide stretch of country, ever changing its aspect, as +the broad shadows of the slow or quick-sailing clouds swept over it, or +the level rays of the gradually lengthening sunset bathed it with the +peculiar yellow, golden spring light, so different from the rich red +tinge of autumn. Winding round the base of the abrupt hill on which +Vigères, like so many Norman villages, was perched, was a tolerably +large stream, renowned in the neighborhood, and, though left to take +care of itself, still affording fair sport. It led away through a +melancholy wood and some wide, unfenced pasturage, to the neglected +grounds of a chateau, with the intendant of which, Wilton, aided by +Ella, held many a long talk on farming, politics, and every subject +under the sun. + +These rambles had an inexpressible charm--a mingled sense of freedom +and occupation. Then the repose of evening, as night closed in; the +amusement of watching Ella at her work or drawing; to lead her on to +unconsciously picturesque reminiscences; to compare their utterly +different impressions and ideas--for Ella was not self-opinionated; +though frank and individual, she was aware her convictions were but the +echo of those she had heard all her life, and she listened with the +deepest interest to her husband's, even while she did not agree. These +pleasant communings were so new to Wilton, so different from all his +former experience, that perhaps time has seldom sped on so lightly +during a honeymoon. Ella was utterly unconventional, and yet a +gentlewoman to the core, transparently candid, and, if such a term can +be permitted, gifted with a noble homeliness that made affectation, or +assumption, or unreality of any kind, impossible to her. Whether she +made a vivid, free translation from some favorite Italian poet at +Wilton's request, or took a lesson from him in tying flies, or gave him +one in drawing, or dusted their sitting-room, or (as Wilton more than +once found her) did some bit of special cooking in the big, brown +kitchen, while Manon looked on, with her hands in her apron-pockets, +talking volubly, she was always the same--quiet, earnest, doing her very +best, with the inexpressible tranquillity of a single purpose. Then the +shy tenderness and grace of her rare caresses--the delicate reserve that +had always something yet to give, and which not even the terrible ordeal +of wedded intimacy could scorch up--these were elements of an +inexhaustible charm--at least to a man of Wilton's calibre. + +It was evening--the evening of a very bright, clear day. Wilton had +started early on a distant expedition, with a son of their host for a +guide, and had returned to a late dinner. It had been too long a walk +for Ella to undertake, and now she sat beside her husband under the +window of their _salon_, in the violet-scented air of an April night, as +it grew softly dusk. Wilton was enjoying pleasant rest, after just +enough fatigue to make it welcome, and watching, with a lazy, luxurious +sense of satisfaction, the movements of Ella's little deft fingers, as +she twisted some red ribbon into an effective bow, and pinned it upon an +edifice of lace, which Wilton could not quite make out. + +"What can that thing be for, Ella? You are not going to wear it?" he +asked, at last. + +"Wear it? Oh, no! It is for Manon; she begged me to make her a Parisian +cap. I advised her to keep to her charming Norman head-dress; but no! +Monsieur le Curé's house-keeper has a cap from Paris, and Manon is not +to be outdone; so she gave me the lace, and I contributed the ribbon. +Do you know, this lace is very lovely? Look at it." + +"I suppose it is; but I am glad to find you admire lace; I was afraid +you were above dress." + +"Indeed I am not; but I always liked--I had almost said loved--lace. I +would prefer lace to jewels, if the choice were offered me. And then a +hat or a bonnet is a source of joy, if they suit me." + +"And we have been here nearly a month--" + +"A month yesterday," observed Ella, softly, with a happy smile. + +"Time passes quickly in paradise," said Wilton, leaning caressingly +toward his companion.--"But, I was going to say, we have been here a +month, and you have never had a chance of shopping. It is a dear delight +to shop, is it not?" + +"I do not know," replied Ella, laughing, and turning her work to view it +on all sides. "I never had any money to spend in shops." + +"I should like to see you under fire--I mean in temptation. Suppose we +go over to A---- for a day or two: that is the nearest approach to a +dazzling scene we can manage?" + +"As you like; but, dear Ralph"--looking wistfully out over the +garden--"I love this place, and am loath to take even a day from the few +that remain to us here. I suppose we must soon leave for London?" + +"You would like to stay here always?" + +"No," returned Ella, "certainly not; stagnation would not suit either of +us, though I deeply enjoy this sweet resting-place. It will soon be time +to move on." + +"We have a fortnight still before us, so we will run over to A---- +to-morrow. Our host can lend us his _shandradan_, with that monstrous +gray mare, to drive over there. I know you expressed a great wish to +sketch some of those picturesque old towers as we came through, and you +shall buy some lace if you like. I have had so much fishing that I shall +come back with renewed zest after a short break." + +"Yes; I should greatly like to take some sketches in A----; but, as to +buying lace, do you know we spend a quantity of money here--I am +astonished and shocked to think how much?" + +"Then I am afraid I have been a very extravagant fellow, for I do not +think I ever spent so little in the same space of time before. But, +talking of money reminds me I must write to Lord St. George. I have +forgotten all about him--all about every one except you, you little +demure sorceress!" + +"Do not forget him, if he is old and a relation." + +"Well, I will write to him to-morrow. It is not much matter; he will +never see my face again." + +"Because you married me?" + +"This is really a very picturesque place," said Ella as they strolled +through the principal street of A----, and ascended the plateau, once +adorned by a cathedral, "but, after all, there is more cheerfulness in +English scenery. I miss the gentlemen's seats, the look of occupation, +the sense of life that springs from individual freedom. Tyranny and want +of cultivation--these are the real 'phantoms of fright.'" + +"Yes; we have never mistaken license for liberty in England," returned +Wilton, with genuine John-Bullism. + +"Thanks to your early training," said Ella, smiling; "but if for +centuries you had never been allowed to stand or walk without +leading-strings, supports, restraints on the right hand and on the left, +and had then been suddenly set free, with all accustomed stays wrenched +from you, do you think you would not have stumbled and fallen like your +neighbors?" + +"True, O queen! but why did not our neighbors begin to train themselves +in time? They are of different stuff; there lies the key to the puzzle." + +"And in the might of circumstance," put in Ella. "You can never thank +Heaven enough for your insular position; but there _is_ something in +race." + +"No doubt of it. Look at this man coming toward us; you could never +mistake him for anything but a Briton." + +"No, indeed!" exclaimed Ella; "and"--drawing a little near to him--"is +it not your cousin, St. George Wilton?" + +"By Jove! you are right, Ella. What can bring him here?" + +The object of their remark was facing them as the colonel ceased to +speak. + +"Ralph Wilton--Miss--" St. George stopped himself in his exclamation, +and then continued, raising his hat with a soft but meaning smile, "I +little thought I should encounter you in this remote region!" + +"Nor I you," returned Wilton, bluntly. "Mrs. Wilton and I have been +staying near this, at a place called Vigères, where there is very +tolerable fishing, and drove over this morning to look at this old town. +What brings you so far from the haunts of men?" + +"The vagaries of an old woman, if it be not too irreverend to say so," +replied St. George, raising his hat again with profound respect as his +cousin pronounced the words "Mrs. Wilton." "I have an aged aunt who, for +some inscrutable reason, chooses to mortify her flesh and spare her +pocket by residing here. I never dreamed I should meet with such a +vision of happiness as--Mrs. Wilton and yourself in this fossilized +place." + +There was just a slight, significant pause before the name "Mrs. +Wilton," which caught her husband's ear, and it sounded to him like a +veiled suspicion. + +"Where are you staying?" he asked. + +"Oh, at the Hôtel du Nord. My aunt wishes the pleasure of a visit from +me, but declines to put me up." + +"We are just going to dine at your hotel," said Colonel Wilton, "and +will be very happy if you will join us." + +St. George accepted his cousin's invitation with his best air of frank +cordiality. It was a very pleasant dinner; nothing could be more +agreeable than the accomplished _attaché_. His tone of cousinly courtesy +to Ella was perfect; his air of well-regulated enjoyment positively +exhilarating. Wilton never thought he should like his kinsman's society +so much. Even Ella warmed to him comparatively, and, though more +disposed to listen than to talk, contributed no small share to the +brightness of the conversation. + +At last it was time to undertake the homeward drive to Vigères, some +four or five miles up and down hill. While waiting for the +remarkable-looking vehicle in which the journey was to be performed, St. +George Wilton found a moment to speak with his cousin alone. + +"And it is a real _bona fide_ marriage, Ralph?" + +"Real as if the Archbishop of Canterbury had performed it, with a +couple of junior officers to help him." + +St. George was silent, and affected to busy himself in preparing a +cigar. Not even his trained self-control could enable him to command his +voice sufficiently to hide the enormous contempt that such a piece of +frantic insanity inspired. + +"So very charming a person as Mrs. Wilton," said he at last, blandly, +"may well excuse the imprudence of a love-match; but let me ask, merely +that I may know how to act, is it an open as well as a _bona fide_ +marriage? I mean, do you wish it concealed from our friend Lord St. +George, because--" + +"Certainly not," interrupted Colonel Wilton. "I have not written to +inform him of it, for he has left my last letter some months unanswered, +and I did not think he cared to hear from me; but, as it is possible he +may fancy I intended to make a secret of my marriage, I will write to +him to-morrow." + +"It is not of much importance," said St. George, checking the dawning of +a contemptuous smile. "Whatever view he takes of the subject will be +inimical to your interests. Suppose I were to call upon him and explain +matters? I start for London to-morrow morning." + +"I will not trouble you," said Wilton a little stiffly; and Ella, +appearing at that moment in the door-way, the conversation took a +different turn. + +"Draw your cloak closer, Ella," said her husband, as they proceeded +homeward under the soft silver of a young May moon at the sober pace +which was their steed's fastest; "there is a tinge of east in the wind. +I began our acquaintance by wrapping you up, and I see I shall always be +obliged to make you take care of yourself." + +"I take care of myself _now_," she replied, nestling nearer to him. "I +did not think your cousin could be so agreeable," she continued. + +"Nor I," said Wilton, shortly. + +"Yet," resumed Ella, "I can never banish my first impression of him." + +"What was it?" + +"That he could always keep faith in the letter and break it in the +spirit; that he could betray in the most polished manner possible, +without ever committing any vulgar error that law or society could +fasten upon." + +"Upon my soul, you have made a very nice estimate of the only member of +your new family with whom you have come in contact. And where, pray, +have you found such well-defined ideas of treachery? I did not think +there was so much of this world's lore in that pretty little head. How +did you learn it?" + +"Ah, treachery is a thing I have often known! The wonder is, as my +father used to say, that, where so many powerful temptations surrounded +us, poor political outcasts, so few proved false." + +"Yet you have not learned to be suspicious, Ella?" + +"Heaven forbid! No one who is _really_ true at heart ever _really_ +learns to be suspicious." + +Wilton fulfilled his intention the following day, and wrote a short, +simple account of his marriage to Lord St. George, regretting that he +should be a source of disappointment to him, and stating that he, of +course, held him quite exonerated from any promise, implied or not, +respecting his property. + +It was _quite_ a relief to him having accomplished this. He had now cut +himself adrift from all chances of social preëminence; it remained to +work up in his profession, and his thoughts naturally turned to India. +Great changes, civil and military, were pending there; his own services +had been recognized by men high in office; already the breath of the +outer world had somewhat withered the loveliness of his Arcadia--it was +time for him to be up and doing. + +"Ella! come here, darling. I am afraid we must go back to London and +common life next week; so let us make an expedition to Mont St. Michel +to-morrow. How does the tide serve?" + +Three or four happy days were spent in visiting the strange +fortress-prison and Old-World picturesque little town of Granville; in +delicious rambles and abundant sketching. Ella was absolutely excited by +the wealth of subjects, all of a new character to her, which offered +themselves for her pencil. But Wilton had exhausted his slender capacity +for repose, and, having thoroughly enjoyed himself, was once more +longing for active life. + +The day but one after their return from this brief expedition, a letter +reached Wilton from the family solicitor. He had been out smoking, and +talking of farming with the landlord; and Ella remarked, as he took the +letter, that he exclaimed, as if to himself, "From old Kenrick! what can +he want?" His countenance changed as he read: and then, throwing down +the letter, he cried, "I wish to Heaven I had written to him before! He +has passed away, doubting me!" + +"Who?" asked Ella, trembling with a sudden apprehension of evil. + +"Poor old St. George!--the old man of whom I have spoken to you." + +"Your marriage has not broken his heart, I trust?" + +"No; I am not sure he had a heart to break. But, Ella, you have turned +pale, my own darling! Do not torment yourself; the living or dying of +every one belonging to me can never affect my happiness with you; you +are worth them all to me. But this letter--here, read it." And, passing +one arm round her, Wilton held out the letter for her to peruse. "You +see," he continued, "Kenrick (he is Lord St. George's solicitor and the +Wiltons' solicitor generally) says he has died suddenly without a will. +I am his heir-presumptive and nearest of kin--the only person entitled +to act or to give directions. We must, therefore, start for London +to-morrow. I will see Monsieur le Propriétaire, and settle with him at +once." + +Ella sighed, and cast one long look out into the garden, where the bees +were humming and the first roses blooming, and away over the variegated, +map-like country beyond, with its distant, dim blue line of sea--a +farewell look at the scene where she had tasted for the first time in a +somewhat sad existence, the divine cup of full, fresh delight; then, +holding her cheek to her husband's kiss, gently disengaged herself and +went away to prepare for turning over a new leaf in the book of life. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +"There is not the slightest use of making any search for a will. I know +there is none. Lord St. George made me carefully destroy the last one he +had executed only the day before his death. Indeed, he had given me +instructions to draw up another so exceedingly inimical to your +interests that I determined to be as slow as possible in carrying out +his intentions. Now, his death intestate has left everything to you, +Colonel Wilton--I beg pardon, my lord." + +So spoke Mr. Kenrick--a grave, well-bred, exceedingly professional +man--as Wilton sat at the opposite side of his knee-hole table in the +well-known office of Kenrick and Cole, Lincoln's Inn Fields, the morning +after his arrival in London. + +"No; I prefer being Ralph Wilton still. I suppose I need not adopt the +title if I do not like? We must remember, Kenrick, that poor St. +George's daughter may be still alive, and may have a host of children." + +"That is certainly possible, though it is a possibility I had wellnigh +forgotten. Forgive me for saying so, but I heartily wish you had been a +little less impetuous. Six weeks' patience would have seen you possessed +of ample means to support your title, and free to choose a wife where +you liked." + +"Ay; but who could foresee the course of events? I could not have acted +a double part with the poor old man, nor could I have postponed my +marriage. In short, there is no use in discussing the question; tell me +what Lord St. George said when he sent for you." + +"I found him," replied the lawyer, "looking terribly ill, although, as +usual, accurately dressed and quite composed. I had, by his directions, +brought with me the will he had executed a few months ago--a will +bequeathing everything to you, Colonel Wilton. His first question was, +'Have you heard that my heir has selected a wife at last?' I replied I +had not; and he went on to say that you had at first concealed your +marriage, but, having met Mr. St. George Wilton, and thinking +concealment no longer necessary, you had written to him. He showed me +your letter, and said he had a visit from your cousin, who gave him a +true version of the affair, with much more that was not flattering, and +need not be repeated. He then made me destroy the will in his presence, +and gave me instructions to prepare another, by which he bequeathed his +large property to the Foundling Hospital, adding a grim jest as to the +probability of some of his own grandchildren profiting by the bequest. I +must say, however, that he seemed principally affected by the apparent +attempt to conceal your marriage." + +"That was never my intention," said Wilton, much disturbed, while he +walked up and down. "But I wish to Heaven I had written to him at once! +The fact is, I knew that I had cut myself off from him completely by my +marriage, and thought it little mattered when I announced it. Then I +forgot to write." + +"And most things, probably," said Mr. Kenrick, with a grave and slightly +compassionate smile. "The next morning my late client was found by +Saunders--his man, who has been so long with him--lying placidly on his +bed, but life was quite extinct. He must have been dead some hours." + +"I cannot tell you, Kenrick, how confoundly sorry I am to have caused +him this annoyance!" + +"His heart had long been in a very weak state," continued the lawyer, +scarcely heeding the interruption; "and his death was certainly +painless. It remains to discover his daughter's children." + +"Or herself," put in Wilton. + +"She is dead--I feel sure of that. I perfectly remember my father +mentioning to me the terrible species of exultation with which Lord St. +George heard that his only child was no more. That must be twenty years +ago. I am under the impression that she left no family. If so, I shall +be pleased to congratulate you, colonel, on a noble inheritance." + +Wilton took another turn to and fro. "I have never been used to wealth +or finery," he said. "If I could dispense with the title, I should not +care much. Tell me--does nothing hang on to the coronet?" + +"Well, I believe the rent of one farm; barely four hundred a year. But +the house in S---- Square belongs to you. It was one of the 'bad' +viscount's purchases; and though the late lord's father paid off the +various mortgages with which it was loaded, he never alienated it from +the direct line." + +"So much the better for me. And now, Kenrick, lose no time in taking +proper steps to discover the daughter's children." + +"I will, of course; but I have a strong idea there are none." + +"Why?" asked Wilton. + +"Because we should have been sure to have heard of them. The father--a +needy foreigner, by all accounts--would never have resisted the +temptation to dip his fingers into such well-filled pockets as those of +Lord St. George; and the application would have been through us, or +referred to us. No, I cannot help thinking Madame or Mrs. de Monteiro +left no children." + +"And I cannot help thinking she has. When is the funeral to take +place?" + +"The day after to-morrow. Meantime, had you not better take up your +residence in S---- Square? The house is yours, and probably everything +in it." + +"No, Kenrick; I could not stand the house, nor could Mrs. Wilton, I am +sure. I shall remain at the hotel where we now are. After the funeral we +must examine the poor old man's letters and papers; we may find some +clue to the real heir among them." + +Meantime an outline of the story began to be told at the clubs and +dinner-tables, now throbbing with the convulsive life of the season. + +To the older members of society the name of Wilton had once been +familiar, but Ralph had little beyond regimental renown and a high +reputation at the Horse Guards. Now, however, that he was supposed to +have inherited the estates as well as the title of Lord St. George, +relatives and connections gathered round him "thick as leaves that fall +in Valambrosa." + +Ella was at first bewildered, as well as surprised, at the numerous +cards and polite inquiries for Lord and Lady St. George, until Wilton +unfolded the whole history for her enlightenment, and expended some bad +language on the annoyance of being thus saddled with a title he could +not support. Still he was sufficiently alive to the necessity of his +position to insist on his wife's supplying herself with proper and +fashionable mourning at the most select milliner's he could find out. +The result delighted him and appalled Ella. The garments were certainly +becoming, but never in her simple life had she seen so much money paid +for clothes. + +The operation of examining the papers and letters of one lately alert +and ready to defend the privacy of his inner life is full of +mournfulness. Even when the deceased has been neither well known nor +loved, there is deep pathos in the silent appeal of death. All the +secrets of the now empty "prison-house" lie bare and at the mercy of a +successor, who may be the last to whom the released tenant would have +exposed them. Although Ralph Wilton was far from being a sentimentalist, +he felt this keenly when, assisted by Mr. Kenrick, he proceeded to +examine the late viscount's escritoire, and various caskets, cabinets, +and jewel-cases, in hopes of finding some trace of his possible +successor. There lay, in profusion, the graceful trinkets bestowed with +lavish hand on his wife and child, exquisite enamels, carved onyx clasps +and brooches, costly fans, old-fashioned _bijouterie_--all the beautiful +artistic trifles which accumulate in an ancient and wealthy family. The +more important jewels were of course kept at the bank, but quantities of +valuable nothings were scattered about the rooms--miniatures of fair +women and lovely children, and one beautiful face in every stage of +development, from an infant peeping out from its rich surrounding of +lace and satin to a stately, gracious demoiselle in court dress. These +portraits were all in rooms and cabinets the most distant, dust-covered, +and evidently rarely opened. All bore somewhere about the frame the +initials E. L. A., sometimes plain, sometimes entwined in a monogram. + +"These are all portraits of Miss St. George," said the lawyer, in the +law tone they both unconsciously adopted. "You can scarcely wonder that +such a marriage should almost have driven her father mad. He hardly +thought royalty good enough for her." + +"What, in Heaven's name, made her throw herself away on a foreigner?" +exclaimed Wilton. "How could she be so mad?" + +"Hum!" said Mr. Kenrick, dryly; "imprudent marriages are always +incomprehensible, except to those that commit them." + +Wilton looked up for a moment, with a flash of indignation in his quick, +brown eyes, which, passing rapidly away, gave place to a good-humored +smile. + +"You are right," said he; "no outsiders can quite judge the force of our +unreasoning reasons. You had better dine with us to-day, and let me +present you to Mrs. Wilton." + +"I imagine she expects you to present me to Lady St. George." + +"You are mistaken. She is utterly indifferent to titles--more +indifferent than I am; but you will dine with us?" + +"I shall be most happy." + +But they sought in vain; no trace existed of the viscount's erring +daughter after the period of her disgraceful marriage. Of private +correspondence very little remained, and it was decided to advertise for +the information they wanted. + +"Let us have some talk with Saunders," suggested Wilton; "he was so much +with Lord St. George that he may be able to give us some clue to what we +want." + +The serious-looking valet was therefore summoned, and the lawyer shortly +explained to him the state of affairs. + +"I believe there was an application of some kind made to my lord +respecting his daughter," said he, slowly and reflectively; "but it was +a long time back--nearly three years ago." + +"Tell us what you know about it," said Wilton. + +"It was in the summer time, just before we left for Scotland that year, +and my lord was not very well, when one morning the hall-porter called +me and said there was a foreign gentleman wanted to see my lord about a +picture. I knew he expected one or two he had bought in Italy, a few +weeks before, to be sent after him--the only thing he seemed to care +about lately was art; so I went and spoke to the gentleman--for, though +he was a queer-looking customer, he did not seem a common fellow. He +spoke a sort of broken French, and said he was Italian (I can speak +French, but not Italian,) and added that he had called to see Lord St. +George about a picture. So, as he seemed quite fit to speak to my lord, +I went and told him. He says, 'Show the fellow up.' I did so, and left +them together. I waited outside, in case my lord should want me, and +presently I heard them thundering at each other in Italian--not that my +lord spoke very loud, but there was that in his voice as would make any +man jump. Presently he rang very sharp; I went in and found him +half-raised in his chair, holding on by the sides as if he would dig his +fingers into them, as white as marble, and his eyes blazing fire. There +was some torn paper lying at his feet, and a picture in an open case on +the floor at a little distance. The foreign chap," continued the valet, +warming into naturalness, "was standing looking at him with a dark frown +on his face--the sort of murderous scowl those Italians can put on--and +I went close up between them, lest he might draw a knife. 'Turn this +scoundrel out!' says my lord; 'and mark him, Saunders; if you ever find +him loitering about the place, hand him over to the police!' With that +the foreigner gave an odd sort of smile, and said a few words in +Italian, hissing them through his teeth. My lord's face changed as he +listened, but he waved his hand toward the door; and the other, with a +deep, low bow, walked out. My lord had a sort of fainting-fit, and I was +a good deal taken up with him, but I kept the picture, thinking the +Italian might come back for it; but he did not. I think it is a +miniature of my lord's daughter, for it is very like all the other +portraits." + +"But the pieces of torn paper," asked the lawyer, quickly--"did you not +by accident see if anything was written on them, and what?" + +"Well, sir, as I was picking them up, I did see that the writing was +English, though a foreign-looking hand; but all I could make out was, +'Your only daughter's only child so soon to be an orphan.' Then my lord +fainted away; and when I looked for them again the stupid girl had swept +them up. I can bring you the picture, if you wish." + +"By all means," said Colonel Wilton; and the man left the room.--"I wish +to Heaven," he continued, "he had kept the letter instead of the +picture! We have portraits enough of the unhappy girl; the letter might +have put us on the track of the heir or heiress. Do you think this +Italian was the husband?" + +"Di Monteiro was, I believe, a Spaniard; but Saunders might mistake +Spanish for Italian; and then the statement in the letter, 'the only +child of his daughter so soon to be an orphan'--that might be by the +death of either father or mother. But, no; it is quite twenty years +since the mother died." + +Here the return of Saunders interrupted the lawyer's conjectures. + +"This is the picture," he said, unfolding it from some silver-paper in +which it was carefully wrapped. The case of dark-purple leather had a +foreign look; on opening it a lovely face, most exquisitely painted, +appeared. It was unmistakably the same as that so frequently represented +in the deserted chambers of the mansion; but changed and saddened and +spiritualized in expression. + +"This is very beautiful," said Wilton, looking long and earnestly upon +it. "Though evidently the same face as the others, there is something +familiar to me in it which the others have not. I can fancy a man daring +a good deal for such a woman as this! However, it brings us no clue. We +must consult some of these wonderful detective fellows and try what can +be done by extensive advertising. You must now feel satisfied that my +poor cousin has left an heir or heiress." + +"Heiress, I trust," replied Kenrick. "A foreign Bohemian, with the +recklessness of poverty, and perhaps Communist principles, would be a +terrible representative of the house of Wilton; a woman would be less +dangerous." + +"Nevertheless, quite as objectionable, unless caught very young; and, +according to your account she must be past twenty. However, we can do no +more to-day; and, by Jove, it is nearly six o'clock! Mrs. Wilton was to +have met me in Kensington Gardens on her return from a visit at Notting +Hill. I shall be scarcely in time to meet her. We dine at seven-thirty, +and shall have the pleasure of seeing you?" + +"I shall be most happy; I am very anxious to have the honor of making +Mrs. Wilton's acquaintance." + +"Well, then, will you be so good as to take charge of this picture? I +see you have your inevitable black bag, and it is rather large for my +pocket. Pray, bring it with you this evening. My wife is a true artist, +and will be charmed with it." + + +In these days of pressing occupation, it was a rich treat to Ella and +Wilton to have an hour or two uninterruptedly together. A visit to some +of the art exhibitions, to the opera, or to a good play, was sufficient +to brighten whole days of comparative loneliness. Ella was eminently +reasonable. She never tormented her husband to know why he was not in +time, or indulged in querulousness if he was compelled to break an +engagement. She knew he regretted it as much as she did, and was +satisfied. + +On this occasion she had waited patiently, sitting under a tree near the +Bayswater Gate for nearly a quarter of an hour before the sight of her +husband's soldierly distinguished figure, approaching rapidly, made her +heart leap for joy. + +"I am late! but I could not help it. And what have you been doing? How +is the benevolent Mrs. Kershaw?" + +"Very well, indeed; but a little indignant because we did not take her +'drawing-rooms,' which were vacant when we came to town, instead of +going to be cheated, as she says, 'up _and_ down' at a hotel." + +"And what did you say?" asked Wilton, drawing his wife's hand through +his arm as they strolled toward town. + +"Oh! I told her you had so much to do, that Melina Villas was too far +away. But, O, dearest Ralph, I really think dear old Diego must have +called there while we were in Normandy. Mrs. Kershaw was out, +unfortunately, but the servant described a 'tall, black-looking +gentleman, who had very little English.' He asked first for Mrs. +Kershaw, and then for me. Now, no one could ask for me but Diego." + +"And, my darling, what is Diego like? is he a gentleman?" asked Wilton, +rather doubtfully. + +"Yes, certainly, a gentleman; but not like you. He wears a velvet +coat--it is charming when it is new; but he has not always money, then +it gets shabby; I have seen it broken at the elbows; and he has a felt +hat, oh! such a beautiful hat at first--but--I fear he sleeps in it +sometimes, for it gets much bent. But, when Diego has his purse full, +and new clothes, he is lovely! I have sketched him when they were new, +and mended them when they were old. He is handsome, like a Salvator-Rosa +brigand. You would think he could kill; and he is really as gentle and +simple as a child. You are much more fierce yourself, Ralph"--looking up +lovingly into his eyes, with very little fear in her own. "How I should +like to see him again!" she continued; "if we meet, you must ask him to +dinner." + +Wilton laughed heartily. + +"If we do meet, I shall; but he will be a curious guest. Let us have our +distinguished cousin, St. George, to meet him." + +"Would it annoy you, Ralph, to have poor Diego to dinner?" + +"No, love; but don't ask him to live with us, I could not stand that." + +"Nor I," said Ella, quietly. + +Talking pleasantly, they enjoyed the sunshine of a lovely afternoon, +till Wilton, looking at his watch, declared they would be late for +dinner, and hailed a hansom. + +It was very gratifying to Wilton to observe the effect produced by Ella +on the sedate Mr. Kenrick, who was an old-young man. Her unconsciousness +of self gave her a high-bred composure; her perfect freedom from +provincialism--the result of having acquired English almost as a foreign +tongue--an air of refinement, and her natural, simple readiness to +listen, only caring to speak when she really had something to say, gave +a charm to her conversation which greatly impressed the cool, +hard-headed man of business. However blind love may be, no man, unless +below the average of intelligence, is so hoodwinked as not to see when +other men think he has a good excuse for his imprudence or not. + +The gentlemen did not sit long after Ella had left them, and, on joining +her, Mr. Kenrick observed, "I have brought the picture, Colonel Wilton, +as it is your pleasure to be so called." + +And he handed a small parcel to Wilton, who, opening it, said, "Look at +this, Ella." + +She was cutting the leaves of a book which Wilton had bought that +morning, and, looking up quickly exclaimed, "Ah! how good of you! you +have found my picture for me. Where did you find it?" + +"Your picture! what do you mean?" he asked. + +"The picture of my mother, which was lost." + +"You are under some mistake. I do not think you ever saw this before." + +"I have seen it all my life; it is my mother's picture." + +"Your mother's!" exclaimed Wilton and the lawyer together; "impossible." + +"Yet it is so. If you raise the frame here, at the side, you can take it +out of the case, and you will find her name at the back--Elizabeth +Louisa Adelaide di Monteiro--mine is formed from her initials of her +Christian name." + +The lawyer and Wilton eagerly obeyed, and found the inscription as she +had described. + +"This is very extraordinary!" exclaimed Wilton. + +"It appears, then," said Mr. Kenrick, "that, by a rare accident, you +have married your own cousin, and Lord St. George's heiress. The title +and estates are united." + +"How? What does he mean?" asked Ella. + +"Tell me, Ella, was Monteiro your father's name?" + +"Yes, one of them. His mother was a wealthy Spanish lady, his father an +Englishman. He was partly brought up in Spain, by his mother's people, +in her name; he was early an orphan, and, I imagine, very extravagant. +Afterward, when immersed in politics, he found it more useful to use his +father's name of Rivers. He was peculiarly averse to mention my mother. +I never knew her family name. Her picture was always a sacred thing. My +father, who might have been a great artist, painted it himself. Now, +tell me, what do your questions mean?" + +Whereupon Wilton, holding her hand in his, told her, as shortly as he +could, the strange story of her mother's marriage and disappearance; of +the displeasure of her grandfather at his (Wilton's) disregard of his +wishes in the choice of a wife; of the consequent destruction of the +will, and the difficulty in which he and Mr. Kenrick found themselves as +regarded the next-of-kin; with a running accompaniment from the lawyer +touching the nature, extent, and peculiarities of the property inherited +by the obscure little heroine of Wilton's railway adventure. + +"All this mine, which ought to have been yours," said Ella, when they +were at last silent; "or, rather, yours through me--I do not seem able +to understand or take it in." + +She pressed her hand to her brow. + +"Dearest, you believed in me, and loved me, when I was desolate and +poor, and utterly insignificant; now I am thankful that I can bring you +wealth; but oh! I gave you most when I gave you my whole heart!" + + +_Extract of a letter to_ VISCOUNT ST. GEORGE, _from_ MAJOR MONCRIEF +_--th Rifles_. + +"I shall certainly be with you on the 12th, if nothing unforeseen +occurs. I feel exceedingly curious to see you in your new home, and to +thank Lady St. George personally for the plenary absolution she has so +kindly extended to me. I confess myself guilty of the cold-blooded +worldliness you lay to my charge, while I acknowledge that few men have +had a better excuse for a piece of extraordinary imprudence. If we were +mere bundles of high-toned emotions, sympathies, and aspirations, +marriages on your system might answer; but, being as we are, much more +animal than spiritual, more self-seeking than sympathetic, is it wise to +act on the impulse of a temporary brain or blood fever, which puts a +certain set of fancies and desires in violent action for a time, only to +be overtaken and swept away by the everlasting flow of every-day wants, +ambitions, and motives, which always run their course, however +excitement may blind us? But I am growing too profound for an old +soldier; the upshot of the argument is that I stand to my opinion in a +general sense; your extraordinary luck in no way touches it. But I most +warmly rejoice in your good fortune; and, though I greatly regret your +quitting the old regiment, I am not surprised that your new position +necessitates the step. Yours is no common story; and I little thought, +when I was 'taken prophetic' the day you 'interviewed' poor old St. +George, that so fair a lot would be the ending of 'Ralph Wilton's +Weird.' + +"Always your sincere friend, +"A. MONCRIEF." + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Ralph Wilton's weird, by Mrs. Alexander + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41740 *** |
