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-RAVENSHOE
-
-
-[Illustration: CHARLES IN THE BALACLAVA CHARGE.
-
-_Drawn by R. Caton Woodville._
-
-_Ravenshoe._ _Page 355._]
-
-
-RAVENSHOE
-
-by
-
-HENRY KINGSLEY
-
-New Edition--Third Thousand
-
-With a Frontispiece by R. Caton Woodville
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-London
-Ward, Lock and Bowden, Limited
-Warwick House, Salisbury Square, E.C.
-New York and Melbourne
-1894
-
-[All rights reserved]
-
-
-
-
-To
-
-MY BROTHER,
-
-CHARLES KINGSLEY,
-
-I DEDICATE THIS TALE,
-IN TOKEN OF A LOVE WHICH ONLY GROWS STRONGER
-AS WE BOTH GET OLDER.
-
-
-
-
-PREFACE.
-
-
-The language used in telling the following story is not (as I hope the
-reader will soon perceive) the Author's, but Mr. William Marston's.
-
-The Author's intention was, while telling the story, to develop, in the
-person of an imaginary narrator, the character of a thoroughly
-good-hearted and tolerably clever man, who has his fingers (as he would
-say himself) in every one's pie, and who, for the life of him, cannot
-keep his own counsel--that is to say, the only person who, by any
-possibility, could have collected the mass of family gossip which makes
-up this tale.
-
-Had the Author told it in his own person, it would have been told with
-less familiarity, and, as he thinks, you would not have laughed quite so
-often.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
- PAGE
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF RAVENSHOE 1
-
-CHAPTER II.
-SUPPLEMENTARY TO THE FOREGOING 10
-
-CHAPTER III.
-IN WHICH OUR HERO'S TROUBLES BEGIN 14
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-FATHER MACKWORTH 20
-
-CHAPTER V.
-RANFORD 23
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-THE "WARREN HASTINGS" 34
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-IN WHICH CHARLES AND LORD WELTER DISTINGUISH
-THEMSELVES AT THE UNIVERSITY 44
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-JOHN MARSTON 50
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-ADELAIDE 57
-
-CHAPTER X.
-LADY ASCOT'S LITTLE NAP 63
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-GIVES US AN INSIGHT INTO CHARLES'S DOMESTIC RELATIONS,
-AND SHOWS HOW THE GREAT CONSPIRATOR
-SOLILOQUISED TO THE GRAND CHANDELIER 69
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-CONTAINING A SONG BY CHARLES RAVENSHOE, AND ALSO
-FATHER TIERNAY'S OPINION ABOUT THE FAMILY 79
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-THE BLACK HARE 86
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-LORD SALTIRE'S VISIT, AND SOME OF HIS OPINIONS 92
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-CHARLES'S "LIDDELL AND SCOTT" 99
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-MARSTON'S ARRIVAL 104
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-IN WHICH THERE IS ANOTHER SHIPWRECK 107
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-MARSTON'S DISAPPOINTMENT 114
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-ELLEN'S FLIGHT 121
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-RANFORD AGAIN 124
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-CLOTHO, LACHESIS, AND ATROPOS 131
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-THE LAST GLIMPSE OF OXFORD 139
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-THE LAST GLIMPSE OF THE OLD WORLD 142
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-THE FIRST GLIMPSE OF THE NEW WORLD 146
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-FATHER MACKWORTH BRINGS LORD SALTIRE TO BAY, AND WHAT CAME OF IT 152
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-THE GRAND CRASH 160
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-THE COUP DE GRACE 167
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-FLIGHT 176
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-CHARLES'S RETREAT UPON LONDON 180
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-MR. SLOANE 185
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-LIEUTENANT HORNBY 190
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-SOME OF THE HUMOURS OF A LONDON MEWS. 194
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-A GLIMPSE OF SOME OLD FRIENDS 200
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-IN WHICH FRESH MISCHIEF IS BREWED 203
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-IN WHICH AN ENTIRELY NEW, AND, AS WILL BE SEEN
-HEREAFTER, A MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER IS
-INTRODUCED 211
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI.
-THE DERBY 219
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII.
-LORD WELTER'S MENAGE 227
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-THE HOUSE FULL OF GHOSTS 235
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX.
-CHARLES'S EXPLANATION WITH LORD WELTER 242
-
-CHAPTER XL.
-A DINNER PARTY AMONG SOME OLD FRIENDS 246
-
-CHAPTER XLI.
-CHARLES'S SECOND EXPEDITION TO ST. JOHN'S WOOD 252
-
-CHAPTER XLII.
-RAVENSHOE HALL, DURING ALL THIS 261
-
-CHAPTER XLIII.
-THE MEETING 270
-
-CHAPTER XLIV.
-ANOTHER MEETING 275
-
-CHAPTER XLV.
-HALF A MILLION 285
-
-CHAPTER XLVI.
-TO LUNCH WITH LORD ASCOT 288
-
-CHAPTER XLVII.
-LORD HAINAULT'S BLOTTING-BOOK 302
-
-CHAPTER XLVIII.
-IN WHICH CUTHBERT BEGINS TO SEE THINGS IN A NEW LIGHT 309
-
-CHAPTER XLIX.
-THE SECOND COLUMN OF "THE TIMES" OF THIS DATE, WITH OTHER MATTERS 317
-
-CHAPTER L.
-SHREDS AND PATCHES 320
-
-CHAPTER LI.
-IN WHICH CHARLES COMES TO LIFE AGAIN 327
-
-CHAPTER LII.
-WHAT LORD SALTIRE AND FATHER MACKWORTH SAID
-WHEN THEY LOOKED OUT OF THE WINDOW 335
-
-CHAPTER LIII.
-CAPTAIN ARCHER TURNS UP 343
-
-CHAPTER LIV.
-CHARLES MEETS HORNBY AT LAST 349
-
-CHAPTER LV.
-ARCHER'S PROPOSAL 358
-
-CHAPTER LVI.
-SCUTARI 369
-
-CHAPTER LVII.
-WHAT CHARLES DID WITH HIS LAST EIGHTEEN SHILLINGS 374
-
-CHAPTER LVIII.
-THE NORTH SIDE OF GROSVENOR SQUARE 379
-
-CHAPTER LIX.
-LORD ASCOT'S CROWNING ACT OF FOLLY 391
-
-CHAPTER LX.
-THE BRIDGE AT LAST 400
-
-CHAPTER LXI.
-SAVED 411
-
-CHAPTER LXII.
-MR. JACKSON'S BIG TROUT 415
-
-CHAPTER LXIII.
-IN WHICH GUS CUTS FLORA'S DOLL'S CORNS 420
-
-CHAPTER LXIV.
-THE ALLIED ARMIES ADVANCE ON RAVENSHOE 423
-
-CHAPTER LXV.
-FATHER MACKWORTH PUTS THE FINISHING TOUCH ON
-HIS GREAT PIECE OF EMBROIDERY 427
-
-CHAPTER LXVI.
-GUS AND FLORA ARE NAUGHTY IN CHURCH, AND THE
-WHOLE BUSINESS COMES TO AN END 438
-
-
-
-
-RAVENSHOE.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF RAVENSHOE.
-
-
-I had intended to have gone into a family history of the Ravenshoes,
-from the time of Canute to that of her present Majesty, following it
-down through every change and revolution, both secular and religious;
-which would have been deeply interesting, but which would have taken
-more hard reading than one cares to undertake for nothing. I had meant,
-I say, to have been quite diffuse on the annals of one of our oldest
-commoner families; but, on going into the subject, I found I must either
-chronicle little affairs which ought to have been forgotten long ago, or
-do my work in a very patchy and inefficient way. When I say that the
-Ravenshoes have been engaged in every plot, rebellion, and civil war,
-from about a century or so before the Conquest to 1745, and that the
-history of the house was marked by cruelty and rapacity in old times,
-and in those more modern by political tergiversation of the blackest
-dye, the reader will understand why I hesitate to say too much in
-reference to a name which I especially honour. In order, however, that I
-may give some idea of what the hereditary character of the family is, I
-must just lead the reader's eye lightly over some of the principal
-events of their history.
-
-The great Irish families have, as is well known, a banshee, or familiar
-spirit, who, previous to misfortune or death, flits moaning round the
-ancestral castle. Now although the Ravenshoes, like all respectable
-houses, have an hereditary lawsuit; a feud (with the Humbys of Hele); a
-ghost (which the present Ravenshoe claims to have repeatedly seen in
-early youth); and a buried treasure: yet I have never heard that they
-had a banshee. Had such been the case, that unfortunate spirit would
-have had no sinecure of it, but rather must have kept howling night and
-day for nine hundred years or so, in order to have got through her work
-at all. For the Ravenshoes were almost always in trouble, and yet had a
-facility of getting out again, which, to one not aware of the cause, was
-sufficiently inexplicable. Like the Stuarts, they had always taken the
-losing side, and yet, unlike the Stuarts, have always kept their heads
-on their shoulders, and their house over their heads. Lady Ascot says
-that, if Ambrose Ravenshoe had been attainted in 1745, he'd have been
-hung as sure as fate: there was evidence enough against him to hang a
-dozen men. I myself, too, have heard Squire Densil declare, with great
-pride, that the Ravenshoe of King John's time was the only Baron who did
-not sign Magna Charta; and if there were a Ravenshoe at Runnymede, I
-have not the slightest doubt that such was the case. Through the Rose
-wars, again, they were always on the wrong side, whichever that might
-have been, because your Ravenshoe, mind you, was not bound to either
-side in those times, but changed as he fancied fortune was going. As
-your Ravenshoe was the sort of man who generally joined a party just
-when their success was indubitable--that is to say, just when the
-reaction against them was about to set in--he generally found himself
-among the party which was going down hill, who despised him for not
-joining them before, and opposed to the rising party, who hated him
-because he had declared against them. Which little game is common enough
-in this present century among some men of the world, who seem, as a
-general rule, to make as little by it as ever did the Ravenshoes.
-
-Well, whatever your trimmers make by their motion nowadays, the
-Ravenshoes were not successful either at liberal conservatism or
-conservative liberalism. At the end of the reign of Henry VII. they were
-as poor as Job, or poorer. But, before you have time to think of it,
-behold, in 1530, there comes you to court a Sir Alured Ravenshoe, who
-incontinently begins cutting in at the top of the tune, swaggering,
-swearing, dressing, fighting, dicing, and all that sort of thing, and,
-what is more, paying his way in a manner which suggests successful
-burglary as the only solution. Sir Alured, however, as I find, had done
-no worse than marry an old maid (Miss Hincksey, one of the Staffordshire
-Hinckseys) with a splendid fortune; which fortune set the family on its
-legs again for some generations. This Sir Alured seems to have been an
-audacious rogue. He made great interest with the king, who was so far
-pleased with his activity in athletic sports that he gave him a post in
-Ireland. There our Ravenshoe was so fascinated by the charming manners
-of the Earl of Kildare that he even accompanied that nobleman on a
-visit to Desmond; and, after a twelvemonth's unauthorised residence in
-the interior of Ireland, on his return to England he was put into the
-Tower for six months to "consider himself."
-
-This Alured seems to have been a deuce of a fellow, a very good type of
-the family. When British Harry had that difference we wot of with the
-Bishop of Rome, I find Alured to have been engaged in some five or six
-Romish plots, such as had the king been in possession of facts, would
-have consigned him to a rather speedy execution. However, the king seems
-to have looked on this gentleman with a suspicious eye, and to have been
-pretty well aware what sort of man he was, for I find him writing to his
-wife, on the occasion of his going to court--"The King's Grace looked
-but sourly upon me, and said it should go hard, but that the pitcher
-which went so oft to the well should be broke at last. Thereto I making
-answer, 'that that should depend on the pitcher, whether it were iron or
-clomb,' he turned on his heel, and presently departed from me."
-
-He must have been possessed of his full share of family audacity to
-sharpen his wits on the terrible Harry, with such an unpardonable amount
-of treason hanging over him. I have dwelt thus long on him, as he seems
-to have possessed a fair share of the virtues and vices of his family--a
-family always generous and brave, yet always led astray by bad advisers.
-This Alured built Ravenshoe House, as it stands to this day, and in
-which much of the scene of this story is laid.
-
-They seem to have got through the Gunpowder Plot pretty well, though I
-can show you the closet where one of the minor conspirators, one Watson,
-lay _perdu_ for a week or so after that gallant attempt, more I suspect
-from the effect of a guilty conscience than anything else, for I never
-heard of any distinct charge being brought against him. The Forty-five,
-however, did not pass quite so easily, and Ambrose Ravenshoe went as
-near to lose his head as any one of the family since the Conquest. When
-the news came from the north about the alarming advance of the
-Highlanders, it immediately struck Ambrose that this was the best
-opportunity for making a fool of himself that could possibly occur. He
-accordingly, without hesitation or consultation with any mortal soul,
-rang the bell for his butler, sent for his stud-groom, mounted every man
-about the place (twenty or so), armed them, grooms, gardeners, and all,
-with crossbows and partisans from the armoury, and rode into the cross,
-at Stonnington, on a market-day, and boldly proclaimed the Pretender
-king. It soon got about that "the squire" was making a fool of himself,
-and that there was some fun going; so he shortly found himself
-surrounded by a large and somewhat dirty rabble, who, with cries of
-"Well done, old rebel!" and "Hurrah for the Pope!" escorted him, his
-terror-stricken butler and his shame-stricken grooms, to the Crown and
-Sceptre. As good luck would have it, there happened to be in the town
-that day no less a person than Lord Segur, the leading Roman Catholic
-nobleman of the county. He, accompanied by several of the leading
-gentlemen of the same persuasion, burst into the room where the Squire
-sat, overpowered him, and, putting him bound into a coach, carried him
-off to Segur Castle, and locked him up. It took all the strength of the
-Popish party to save him from attainder. The Church rallied right
-bravely round the old house, which had always assisted her with sword
-and purse, and never once had wavered in its allegiance. So while nobler
-heads went down, Ambrose Ravenshoe's remained on his shoulders.
-
-Ambrose died in 1759.
-
-John (Monseigneur) in 1771.
-
-Howard in 1800. He first took the Claycomb hounds.
-
-Petre in 1820. He married Alicia, only daughter of Charles, third Earl
-of Ascot, and was succeeded by Densil, the first of our dramatis
-personae--the first of all this shadowy line that we shall see in the
-flesh. He was born in the year 1783, and married, first in 1812, at his
-father's desire, a Miss Winkleigh, of whom I know nothing; and second,
-at his own desire, in 1823, Susan, fourth daughter of Lawrence
-Petersham, Esq., of Fairford Grange, county Worcester, by whom he had
-issue--
-
-Cuthbert, born 1826;
-
-Charles, born 1831.
-
-Densil was an only son. His father, a handsome, careless, good-humoured,
-but weak and superstitious man, was entirely in the hands of the
-priests, who during his life were undisputed masters of Ravenshoe. Lady
-Alicia was, as I have said, a daughter of Lord Ascot, a Staunton, as
-staunchly a Protestant a house as any in England. She, however, managed
-to fall in love with the handsome young Popish Squire, and to elope with
-him, changing not only her name, but, to the dismay of her family, her
-faith also, and becoming, pervert-like, more actively bigoted than her
-easy-going husband. She brought little or no money into the family; and,
-from her portrait, appears to have been exceedingly pretty, and
-monstrously silly.
-
-To this strong-minded couple was born, two years after their marriage, a
-son who was called Densil.
-
-This young gentleman seems to have got on much like other young
-gentlemen till the age of twenty-one, when it was determined by the
-higher powers in conclave assembled that he should go to London, and see
-the world; and so, having been cautioned duly how to avoid the flesh and
-the devil, to see the world he went. In a short time intelligence came
-to the confessor of the family, and through him to the father and
-mother, that Densil was seeing the world with a vengeance; that he was
-the constant companion of the Right Honourable Viscount Saltire, the
-great dandy of the Radical Atheist set, with whom no man might play
-picquet and live; that he had been upset in a tilbury with Mademoiselle
-Vaurien of Drury-lane at Kensington turnpike; that he had fought the
-French _emigre_, a Comte de Hautenbas, apropos of the Vaurien
-aforementioned--in short, that he was going on at a deuce of a rate: and
-so a hurried council was called to deliberate what was to be done.
-
-"He will lose his immortal soul," said the priest.
-
-"He will dissipate his property," said his mother.
-
-"He will go to the devil," said his father.
-
-So Father Clifford, good man, was despatched to London, with post
-horses, and ordered to bring back the lost sheep _vi et armis_.
-Accordingly, at ten o'clock one night, Densil's lad was astounded by
-having to admit Father Clifford, who demanded immediately to be led to
-his master.
-
-Now this was awkward, for James well knew what was going on upstairs;
-but he knew also what would happen, sooner or later, to a Ravenshoe
-servant who trifled with a priest, and so he led the way.
-
-The lost sheep which the good father had come to find was not exactly
-sober this evening, and certainly not in a very good temper. He was
-playing _ecarte_ with a singularly handsome, though supercilious-looking
-man, dressed in the height of fashion, who, judging from the heap of
-gold beside him, had been winning heavily. The priest trembled and
-crossed himself--this man was the terrible, handsome, wicked, witty,
-Atheistical, radical Lord Saltire, whose tongue no woman could
-withstand, and whose pistol no man dared face; who was currently
-believed to have sold himself to the deuce, or, indeed, as some said, to
-be the deuce himself.
-
-A more cunning man than poor simple Father Clifford would have made some
-common-place remark and withdrawn, after a short greeting, taking
-warning by the impatient scowl that settled on Densil's handsome face.
-Not so he. To be defied by a boy whose law had been his word for ten
-years past never entered into his head, and he sternly advanced towards
-the pair.
-
-Densil inquired if anything were the matter at home. And Lord Saltire,
-anticipating a scene, threw himself back in his chair, stretched out his
-elegant legs, and looked on with the air of a man who knows he is going
-to be amused, and composes himself thoroughly to appreciate the
-entertainment.
-
-"Thus much, my son," said the priest; "your mother is wearing out the
-stones of the oratory with her knees, praying for her first-born, while
-he is wasting his substance, and perilling his soul, with debauched
-Atheistic companions, the enemies of God and man."
-
-Lord Saltire smiled sweetly, bowed elegantly, and took snuff.
-
-"Why do you intrude into my room, and insult my guest?" said Densil,
-casting an angry glance at the priest, who stood calmly like a black
-pillar, with his hands before him. "It is unendurable."
-
-"_Quem Deus vult_," &c. Father Clifford had seen that scowl once or
-twice before, but he would not take warning. He said--
-
-"I am ordered not to go westward without you. I command you to come."
-
-"Command me! command a Ravenshoe!" said Densil, furiously.
-
-Father Clifford, by way of mending matters, now began to lose _his_
-temper.
-
-"You would not be the first Ravenshoe who has been commanded by a
-priest; ay, and has had to obey too," said he.
-
-"And you will not be the first jack-priest who has felt the weight of a
-Ravenshoe's wrath," replied Densil, brutally.
-
-Lord Saltire leant back, and said to the ambient air, "I'll back the
-priest, five twenties to one."
-
-This was too much. Densil would have liked to quarrel with Saltire, but
-that was death--he was the deadest shot in Europe. He grew furious, and
-beyond all control. He told the priest to go (further than purgatory);
-grew blasphemous, emphatically renouncing the creed of his forefathers,
-and, in fact, all other creeds. The priest grew hot and furious too,
-retaliated in no measured terms, and finally left the room with his ears
-stopped, shaking the dust off his feet as he went. Then Lord Saltire
-drew up to the table again, laughing.
-
-"Your estates are entailed, Ravenshoe, I suppose?" said he.
-
-"No."
-
-"Oh! It's your deal, my dear fellow."
-
-Densil got an angry letter from his father in a few days, demanding full
-apologies and recantations, and an immediate return home. Densil had no
-apologies to make, and did not intend to return till the end of the
-season. His father wrote declining the honour of his further
-acquaintance, and sending him a draft for fifty pounds to pay
-outstanding bills, which he very well knew amounted to several
-thousands. In a short time the great Catholic tradesmen, with whom he
-had been dealing, began to press for money in a somewhat insolent way;
-and now Densil began to see that, by defying and insulting the faith and
-the party to which he belonged, he had merely cut himself off from rank,
-wealth, and position. He had defied the _partie pretre_, and had yet to
-feel their power. In two months he was in the Fleet prison.
-
-His servant (the title "tiger" came in long after this), a half groom,
-half valet, such as men kept in those days--a simple lad from Ravenshoe,
-James Horton by name--for the first time in his life disobeyed orders;
-for, on being told to return home by Densil, he firmly declined doing
-so, and carried his top boots and white neckcloth triumphantly into the
-Fleet, there pursuing his usual avocations with the utmost nonchalance.
-
-"A very distinguished fellow that of yours, Curly" (they all had
-nicknames for one another in those days), said Lord Saltire. "If I were
-not Saltire, I think I would be Jim. To own the only clean face among
-six hundred fellow-creatures is a pre-eminence, a decided pre-eminence.
-I'll buy him of you."
-
-For Lord Saltire came to see him, snuff-box and all. That morning Densil
-was sitting brooding in the dirty room with the barred windows, and
-thinking what a wild free wind would be sweeping across the Downs this
-fine November day, when the door was opened, and in walks me my lord,
-with a sweet smile on his face.
-
-He was dressed in the extreme of fashion--a long-tailed blue coat with
-gold buttons, a frill to his shirt, a white cravat, a wonderful short
-waistcoat, loose short nankeen trousers, low shoes, no gaiters, and a
-low-crowned hat. I am pretty correct, for I have seen his picture, dated
-1804. But you must please to remember that his lordship was in the very
-van of the fashion, and that probably such a dress was not universal for
-two or three years afterwards. I wonder if his well-known audacity would
-be sufficient to make him walk along one of the public thoroughfares in
-such a dress, to-morrow, for a heavy bet--I fancy not.
-
-He smiled sardonically--"My dear fellow," he said, "when a man comes on
-a visit of condolence, I know it is the most wretched taste to say, 'I
-told you so;' but do me the justice to allow that I offered to back the
-priest five to one. I had been coming to you all the week, but Tuesday
-and Wednesday I was at Newmarket; Thursday I was shooting at your
-cousin Ascot's: yesterday I did not care about boring myself with you;
-so I have come to-day because I was at leisure and had nothing better to
-do."
-
-Densil looked up savagely, thinking he had come to insult him: but the
-kindly compassionate look in the piercing grey eye belied the cynical
-curl of the mouth, and disarmed him. He leant his head upon the table
-and sobbed.
-
-Lord Saltire laid his hand kindly on his shoulder, and said--
-
-"You have been a fool, Ravenshoe; you have denied the faith of your
-forefathers. Pardieu, if I had such an article I would not have thrown
-it so lightly away."
-
-"_You_ talk like this? Who next? It was your conversation led me to it.
-Am I worse than you? What faith have you, in God's name?"
-
-"The faith of a French Lycee, my friend; the only one I ever had. I have
-been sufficiently consistent to that, I think."
-
-"Consistent indeed," groaned poor Densil.
-
-"Now, look here," said Saltire; "I may have been to blame in this. But I
-give you my honour, I had no more idea that you would be obstinate
-enough to bring matters to this pass, than I had that you would burn
-down Ravenshoe House because I laughed at it for being old-fashioned. Go
-home, my poor little Catholic pipkin, and don't try to swim with iron
-pots like Wrekin and me. Make submission to that singularly
-_distingue_-looking old turkey-cock of a priest, kiss your mother, and
-get your usual autumn's hunting and shooting."
-
-"Too late! too late, now!" sobbed Densil.
-
-"Not at all, my dear fellow," said Saltire, taking a pinch of snuff;
-"the partridges will be a little wild of course--that you must expect;
-but you ought to get some very pretty pheasant and cock-shooting. Come,
-say yes. Have your debts paid, and get out of this infernal hole. A week
-of this would tame the devil, I should think."
-
-"If you think you could do anything for me, Saltire."
-
-Lord Saltire immediately retired, and re-appeared, leading in a lady by
-her hand. She raised the veil from her head, and he saw his mother. In a
-moment she was crying on his neck; and, as he looked over her shoulder,
-he saw a blue coat passing out of the door, and that was the last of
-Lord Saltire for the present.
-
-It was no part of the game of the priests to give Densil a cold welcome
-home. Twenty smiling faces were grouped in the porch to welcome him
-back; and among them all none smiled more brightly than the old priest
-and his father. The dogs went wild with joy, and his favourite
-peregrine scolded on the falconer's wrist, and struggled with her
-jesses, shrilly reminding him of the merry old days by the dreary salt
-marsh, or the lonely lake.
-
-The past was never once alluded to in any way by any one in the house.
-Old Squire Petre shook hands with faithful James, and gave him a watch,
-ordering him to ride a certain colt next day, and see how well forward
-he could get him. So next day they drew the home covers, and the fox,
-brave fellow, ran out to Parkside, making for the granite walls of
-Hessitor. And, when Densil felt his nostrils filled once more by the
-free rushing mountain air, he shouted aloud for joy, and James's voice
-alongside of him said--
-
-"This is better than the Fleet, sir."
-
-And so Densil played a single-wicket match with the Holy Church, and,
-like a great many other people, got bowled out in the first innings. He
-returned to his allegiance in the most exemplary manner, and settled
-down to the most humdrum of young country gentlemen. He did exactly what
-every one else about him did. He was not naturally a profligate or
-vicious man; but there was a wild devil of animal passion in him, which
-had broken out in London, and which was now quieted by dread of
-consequences, but which he felt and knew was there, and might break out
-again. He was a changed man. There was a gulf between him and the life
-he had led before he went to London. He had tasted of liberty (or
-rather, not to profane that Divine word, of licentiousness), and yet not
-drunk long enough to make him weary of the draught. He had heard the
-dogmas he was brought up to believe infallible turned to unutterable
-ridicule by men like Saltire and Wrekin; men who, as he had the wit to
-see, were a thousand times cleverer and better informed than Father
-Clifford or Father Dennis. In short, he had found out, as a great many
-others have, that Popery won't hold water, and so, as a _pis aller_, he
-adopted Saltire's creed--that religion was necessary for the government
-of States, that one religion was as good as another, and that, _caeteris
-paribus_, the best religion was the one which secured the possessor
-L10,000 a year, and therefore Densil was a devout Catholic.
-
-It was thought by the allied powers that he ought to marry. He had no
-objection and so he married a young lady, a Miss Winkleigh--Catholic, of
-course--about whom I can get no information whatever. Lady Ascot says
-that she was a pale girl, with about as much air as a milkmaid; on which
-two facts I can build no theory as to her personal character. She died
-in 1816, childless; and in 1820 Densil lost both his father and mother,
-and found himself, at the age of thirty-seven, master of Ravenshoe and
-master of himself.
-
-He felt the loss of the old folks most keenly, more keenly than that of
-his wife. He seemed without a stay or holdfast in the world, for he was
-a poorly educated man, without resources; and so he went on moping and
-brooding until good old Father Clifford, who loved him dearly, got
-alarmed, and recommended travels. He recommended Rome, the cradle of the
-faith, and to Rome he went.
-
-He stayed at Rome a year; at the end of which time he appeared suddenly
-at home with a beautiful young wife on his arm. As Father Clifford,
-trembling and astonished, advanced to lay his hand upon her head, she
-drew up, laughed, and said, "Spare yourself the trouble, my dear sir; I
-am a Protestant."
-
-I have had to tell you all this, in order to show you how it came about
-that Densil, though a Papist, bethought of marrying a Protestant wife to
-keep up a balance of power in his house. For, if he had not married this
-lady, the hero of this book would never have been born; and this greater
-proposition contains the less, "that if he had never been born, his
-history would never have been written, and so this book would have had
-no existence."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-SUPPLEMENTARY TO THE FOREGOING.
-
-
-The second Mrs. Ravenshoe was the handsome dowerless daughter of a
-Worcester squire, of good standing, who, being blessed with an
-extravagant son, and six handsome daughters, had lived for several years
-abroad, finding society more accessible, and consequently, the
-matrimonial chances of the "Petersham girls" proportionately greater
-than in England. She was a handsome proud woman, not particularly
-clever, or particularly agreeable, or particularly anything, except
-particularly self-possessed. She had been long enough looking after an
-establishment to know thoroughly the value of one, and had seen quite
-enough of good houses to know that a house without a mistress is no
-house at all. Accordingly, in a very few days the house felt her
-presence, submitted with the best grace to her not unkindly rule, and in
-a week they all felt as if she had been there for years.
-
-Father Clifford, who longed only for peace, and was getting very old,
-got very fond of her, heretic as she was. She, too, liked the handsome,
-gentlemanly old man, and made herself agreeable to him, as a woman of
-the world knows so well how to do. Father Mackworth, on the other hand,
-his young coadjutor since Father Dennis's death, an importation of Lady
-Alicia's from Rome, very soon fell under her displeasure. The first
-Sunday after her arrival, she drove to church, and occupied the great
-old family pew, to the immense astonishment of the rustics, and, after
-afternoon service, caught up the old vicar in her imperious off-hand
-way, and will he nil he, carried him off to dinner--at which meal he was
-horrified to find himself sitting with two shaven priests, who talked
-Latin and crossed themselves. His embarrassment was greatly increased by
-the behaviour of Mrs. Ravenshoe, who admired his sermon, and spoke on
-doctrinal points with him as though there were not a priest within a
-mile. Father Mackworth was imprudent enough to begin talking at him, and
-at last said something unmistakably impertinent; upon which Mrs.
-Ravenshoe put her glass in her eye, and favoured him with such a glance
-of haughty astonishment as silenced him at once.
-
-This was the beginning of hostilities between them, if one can give the
-name of hostilities to a series of infinitesimal annoyances on the one
-side, and to immeasurable and barely concealed contempt on the other.
-Mackworth, on the one hand, knew that she understood and despised him,
-and he hated her. She on the other hand knew that he knew it, but
-thought him too much below her notice, save now and then that she might
-put down with a high hand any, even the most distant, approach to a
-tangible impertinence. But she was no match for him in the arts of
-petty, delicate, galling annoyances. There he was her master; he had
-been brought up in a good school for that, and had learnt his lesson
-kindly. He found that she disliked his presence, and shrunk from his
-smooth, lean face with unutterable dislike. From that moment he was
-always in her way, overwhelming her with oily politeness, rushing across
-the room to pick up anything she had dropped, or to open the door, till
-it required the greatest restraint to avoid breaking through all forms
-of politeness, and bidding him begone. But why should we go on detailing
-trifles like these, which in themselves are nothing, but accumulated are
-unbearable?
-
-So it went on, till one morning, about two years after the marriage,
-Mackworth appeared in Clifford's room, and, yawning, threw himself into
-a chair.
-
-"Benedicite," said Father Clifford, who never neglected religious
-etiquette on any occasion.
-
-Mackworth stretched out his legs and yawned, rather rudely, and then
-relapsed into silence. Father Clifford went on reading. At last
-Mackworth spoke.
-
-"I'll tell you what, my good friend, I am getting sick of this; I shall
-go back to Rome."
-
-"To Rome?"
-
-"Yes, back to Rome," repeated the other impertinently, for he always
-treated the good old priest with contemptuous insolence when they were
-alone. "What is the use of staying here, fighting that woman? There is
-no more chance of turning her than a rock, and there is going to be no
-family."
-
-"You think so?" said Clifford.
-
-"Good heavens, does it look like it? Two years, and not a sign; besides,
-should I talk of going, if I thought so? Then there would be a career
-worthy of me; then I should have a chance of deserving well of the
-Church, by keeping a wavering family in her bosom. And I could do it,
-too: every child would be a fresh weapon in my hands against that woman.
-Clifford, do you think that Ravenshoe is safe?"
-
-He said this so abruptly that Clifford coloured and started. Mackworth
-at the same time turned suddenly upon him, and scrutinised his face
-keenly.
-
-"Safe!" said the old man; "what makes you fear otherwise?"
-
-"Nothing special," said Mackworth; "only I have never been easy since
-you told me of that London escapade years ago."
-
-"He has been very devout ever since," said Clifford. "I fear nothing."
-
-"Humph! Well, I am glad to hear it," said Mackworth. "I shall go to
-Rome. I'd sooner be gossiping with Alphonse and Pierre in the cloisters
-than vegetating here. My talents are thrown away."
-
-He departed down the winding steps of the priest's turret, which led to
-the flower garden. The day was fine, and a pleasant seat a short
-distance off invited him to sit. He could get a book he knew from the
-drawing-room, and sit there. So, with habitually noiseless tread, he
-passed along the dark corridor, and opened the drawing-room door.
-
-Nobody was there. The book he wanted was in the little drawing-room
-beyond, separated from the room he was in by a partly-drawn curtain. The
-priest advanced silently over the deep piled carpet and looked in.
-
-The summer sunlight, struggling through a waving bower of climbing
-plants and the small panes of a deeply mullioned window, fell upon two
-persons, at the sight of whom he paused, and, holding his breath, stood,
-like a black statue in the gloomy room, wrapped in astonishment.
-
-He had never in his life heard these twain use any words beyond those of
-common courtesy towards one another; he had thought them the most
-indifferent, the coldest pair, he had ever seen. But now! now, the
-haughty beauty was bending from her chair over her husband, who sat on a
-stool at her feet; her arm was round his neck, and her hand was in his;
-and, as he looked, she parted the clustering black curls from his
-forehead and kissed him.
-
-He bent forward and listened more eagerly. He could hear the surf on the
-shore, the sea-birds on the cliffs, the nightingale in the wood; they
-fell upon his ear, but he could not distinguish them; he waited only for
-one of the two figures before him to speak.
-
-At last Mrs. Ravenshoe broke silence, but in so low a voice that even
-he, whose attention was strained to the uttermost, could barely catch
-what she said.
-
-"I yield, my love," said she; "I give you this one, but mind, the rest
-are mine. I have your solemn promise for that?"
-
-"My solemn promise," said Densil, and kissed her again.
-
-"My dear," she resumed, "I wish you could get rid of that priest, that
-Mackworth. He is irksome to me."
-
-"He was recommended to my especial care by my mother," was Densil's
-reply. "If you could let him stay I should much rather."
-
-"Oh, let him stay!" said she; "he is too contemptible for me to annoy
-myself about. But I distrust him, Densil. He has a lowering look
-sometimes."
-
-"He is talented and agreeable," said Densil; "but I never liked him."
-
-The listener turned to go, having heard enough, but was arrested by her
-continuing--
-
-"By the by, my love, do you know that that impudent girl Norah has been
-secretly married this three months?"
-
-The priest listened more intently than ever.
-
-"Who to?" asked Densil.
-
-"To James, your keeper."
-
-"I am glad of that. That lad James stuck to me in prison, Susan, when
-they all left me. She is a fine, faithful creature, too. Mind you give
-her a good scolding."
-
-Mackworth had heard enough apparently, for he stole gently away through
-the gloomy room, and walked musingly upstairs to Father Clifford.
-
-That excellent old man took up the conversation just where it had left
-off.
-
-"And when," said he, "my brother, do you propose returning to Rome?"
-
-"I shall not go to Rome at all," was the satisfactory reply, followed by
-a deep silence.
-
-In a few months, much to Father Clifford's joy and surprise, Mrs.
-Ravenshoe bore a noble boy, which was named Cuthbert. Cuthbert was
-brought up in the Romish faith, and at five years old had just begun to
-learn his prayers of Father Clifford, when an event occurred equally
-unexpected by all parties. Mrs. Ravenshoe was again found to be in a
-condition to make an addition to her family.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-IN WHICH OUR HERO'S TROUBLES BEGIN.
-
-
-If you were a lazy yachtsman, sliding on a summer's day, before a gentle
-easterly breeze, over the long swell from the Atlantic, past the
-south-westerly shores of the Bristol Channel, you would find, after
-sailing all day beneath shoreless headlands of black slate, that the
-land suddenly fell away and sunk down, leaving, instead of beetling
-cliffs, a lovely amphitheatre of hanging wood and lawn, fronted by a
-beach of yellow sand--a pleasing contrast to the white surf and dark
-crag to which your eye had got accustomed.
-
-This beautiful semicircular basin is about two miles in diameter,
-surrounded by hills on all sides, save that which is open to the sea.
-East and west the headlands stretch out a mile or more, forming a fine
-bay open to the north; while behind, landward, the downs roll up above
-the woodlands, a bare expanse of grass and grey stone. Half way along
-the sandy beach, a trout-stream comes foaming out of a dark wood, and
-finds its way across the shore in fifty sparkling channels; and the eye,
-caught by the silver thread of water, is snatched away above and beyond
-it, along a wooded glen, the cradle of the stream, which pierces the
-country landward for a mile or two, till the misty vista is abruptly
-barred by a steep blue hill, which crosses the valley at right angles. A
-pretty little village stands at the mouth of the stream, and straggles
-with charming irregularity along the shore for a considerable distance
-westward; while behind, some little distance up the glen, a handsome
-church tower rises from among the trees. There are some fishing boats at
-anchor, there are some small boats on the beach, there is a coasting
-schooner beached and discharging coal, there are some fishermen
-lounging, there are some nets drying, there are some boys bathing, there
-are two grooms exercising four handsome horses; but it is not upon
-horses, men, boats, ship, village, church, or stream, that you will find
-your eye resting, but upon a noble, turreted, deep-porched, grey stone
-mansion, that stands on the opposite side of the stream, about a hundred
-feet above the village.
-
-On the east bank of the little river, just where it joins the sea,
-abrupt lawns of grass and fern, beautifully broken by groups of birch
-and oak, rise above the dark woodlands, at the culminating point of
-which, on a buttress which runs down from the higher hills behind,
-stands the house I speak of, the north front looking on the sea, and the
-west on the wooded glen before mentioned--the house on a ridge dividing
-the two. Immediately behind again the dark woodlands begin once more,
-and above them is the moor.
-
-The house itself is of grey stone, built in the time of Henry VIII. The
-facade is exceedingly noble, though irregular; the most striking feature
-in the north or sea front being a large dark porch, open on three sides,
-forming the basement of a high stone tower, which occupies the centre of
-the building. At the north-west corner (that towards the village) rises
-another tower of equal height; and behind, above the irregular groups of
-chimneys, the more modern cupola of the stables shows itself as the
-highest point of all, and gives, combined with the other towers, a
-charming air of irregularity to the whole. The windows are mostly long,
-low, and heavily mullioned, and the walls are battlemented.
-
-On approaching the house you find that it is built very much after the
-fashion of a college, with a quadrangle in the centre. Two sides of
-this, the north and west, are occupied by the house, the south by the
-stables, and the east by a long and somewhat handsome chapel, of greater
-antiquity than the rest of the house. The centre of this quad, in place
-of the trim grass-plat, is occupied by a tan lunging ring, in the middle
-of which stands a granite basin filled with crystal water from the
-hills. In front of the west wing, a terraced flower-garden goes step by
-step towards the stream, till the smooth-shaven lawns almost mingle with
-the wild ferny heather turf of the park, where the dappled deer browse,
-and the rabbit runs to and fro busily. On the north, towards the sea,
-there are no gardens; but a noble gravel terrace, divided from the park
-only by a deep rampart, runs along beneath the windows; and to the east
-the deer-park stretches away till lawn and glade are swallowed up in the
-encroaching woodland.
-
-Such is Ravenshoe Hall at the present day, and such it was on the 10th
-of June, 1831 (I like to be particular), as regards the still life of
-the place; but, if one had then regarded the living inhabitants, one
-would have seen signs of an unusual agitation. Round the kitchen door
-stood a group of female servants talking eagerly together; and, at the
-other side of the court, some half-dozen grooms and helpers were
-evidently busy on the same theme, till the appearance of the stud-groom
-entering the yard suddenly dispersed them right and left; to do nothing
-with superabundant energy.
-
-To them also entered a lean, quiet-looking man, aged at this time
-fifty-two. We have seen him before. He was our old friend Jim, who had
-attended Densil in the Fleet prison in old times. He had some time
-before this married a beautiful Irish Catholic waiting-maid of Lady
-Alicia's, by whom he had a daughter, now five years old, and a son aged
-one week. He walked across the yard to where the women were talking, and
-addressed them.
-
-"How is my lady to-night?" said he.
-
-"Holy Mother of God!" said a weeping Irish housemaid, "she's worse."
-
-"How's the young master?"
-
-"Hearty, a darling; crying his little eyes out, he is, a-bless him."
-
-"He'll be bigger than Master Cuthbert, I'll warrant ye," said a portly
-cook.
-
-"When was he born?" asked James.
-
-"Nigh on two hours," said the other speaker.
-
-At this conjuncture a groom came running through the passage, putting a
-note in his hat as he went; he came to the stud-groom, and said
-hurriedly, "A note for Dr. Marcy at Lanceston, sir. What horse am I to
-take?"
-
-"Trumpeter. How is my lady?"
-
-"Going, as far as I can gather, sir."
-
-James waited until he heard him dash full speed out of the yard, and
-then till he saw him disappear like a speck along the mountain road far
-aloft; then he went into the house, and, getting as near to the sick
-room as he dared, waited quietly on the stairs.
-
-It was a house of woe, indeed! Two hours before, one feeble, wailing
-little creature had taken up his burthen, and begun his weary pilgrimage
-across the unknown desolate land that lay between him and the grave--for
-a part of which you and I are to accompany him; while his mother even
-now was preparing for her rest, yet striving for the child's sake to
-lengthen the last few weary steps of her journey, that they two might
-walk, were it never so short a distance, together.
-
-The room was very still. Faintly the pure scents and sounds stole into
-the chamber of death from the blessed summer air without; gently came
-the murmur of the surf upon the sands; fainter and still fainter came
-the breath of the dying mother. The babe lay beside her, and her arm was
-round its body. The old vicar knelt by the bed, and Densil stood with
-folded arms and bowed head, watching the face which had grown so dear to
-him, till the light should die out from it for ever. Only those four in
-the chamber of death!
-
-The sighing grew louder, and the eye grew once more animated. She
-reached out her hand, and, taking one of the vicar's, laid it upon the
-baby's head. Then she looked at Densil, who was now leaning over her,
-and with a great effort spoke.
-
-"Densil, dear, you will remember your promise?"
-
-"I will swear it, my love."
-
-A few more laboured sighs, and a greater effort: "Swear it to me, love."
-
-He swore that he would respect the promise he had made, so help him God!
-
-The eyes were fixed now, and all was still. Then there was a long sigh;
-then there was a long silence; then the vicar rose from his knees, and
-looked at Densil. There were but three in the chamber now.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Densil passed through the weeping women, and went straight to his own
-study. There he sat down, tearless, musing much about her who was gone.
-
-How he had grown to love that woman, he thought--her that he had married
-for her beauty and her pride, and had thought so cold and hard! He
-remembered how the love of her had grown stronger, year by year, since
-their first child was born. How he had respected her for her firmness
-and consistency; and how often, he thought, had he sheltered his
-weakness behind her strength! His right hand was gone, and he was left
-alone to do battle by himself!
-
-One thing was certain. Happen what would, his promise should be
-respected, and this last boy, just born, should be brought up a
-Protestant as his mother had wished. He knew the opposition he would
-have from Father Mackworth, and determined to brave it. And, as the name
-of that man came into his mind, some of his old fierce, savage nature
-broke out again, and he almost cursed him aloud.
-
-"I hate that fellow! I should like to defy him, and let him do his
-worst. I'd do it, now she's gone, if it wasn't for the boys. No, hang
-it, it wouldn't do. If I'd told him under seal of confession, instead of
-letting him grab it out, he couldn't have hung it over me like this. I
-wish he was--"
-
-If Father Mackworth had had the slightest inkling of the state of mind
-of his worthy patron towards him, it is very certain that he would not
-have chosen that very moment to rap at the door. The most acute of us
-make a mistake sometimes; and he, haunted with vague suspicions since
-the conversation he had overheard in the drawing-room before the birth
-of Cuthbert, grew impatient, and determined to solve his doubts at once,
-and, as we have seen, selected the singularly happy moment when poor
-passionate Densil was cursing him to his heart's content.
-
-"Brother, I am come to comfort you," he said, opening the door before
-Densil had time, either to finish the sentence written above, or to say
-"Come in." "This is a heavy affliction, and the heavier because--"
-
-"Go away," said Densil, pointing to the door.
-
-"Nay, nay," said the priest, "hear me--"
-
-"Go away," said Densil, in a louder tone. "Do you hear me? I want to be
-alone, and I mean to be. Go!"
-
-How recklessly defiant weak men get when they are once fairly in a rage?
-Densil, who was in general civilly afraid of this man, would have defied
-fifty such as he now.
-
-"There is one thing, Mr. Ravenshoe," said the priest, in a very
-different tone, "about which I feel it my duty to speak to you, in spite
-of the somewhat unreasonable form your grief has assumed. I wish to know
-what you mean to call your son."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because he is ailing, and I wish to baptise him."
-
-"You will do nothing of the kind, sir," said Densil, as red as a
-turkey-cock. "He will be baptised in proper time in the parish church.
-He is to be brought up a Protestant."
-
-The priest looked steadily at Densil, who, now brought fairly to bay,
-was bent on behaving like a valiant man, and said slowly--
-
-"So my suspicions are confirmed, then, and you have determined to hand
-over your son to eternal perdition" (he didn't say perdition, he used a
-stronger word, which we will dispense with, if you have no objection).
-
-"Perdition, sir!" bawled Densil; "how dare you talk of a son of mine in
-that free-and-easy sort of way? Why, what my family has done for the
-Church ought to keep a dozen generations of Ravenshoes from a
-possibility of perdition, sir. Don't tell me."
-
-This new and astounding theory of justification by works, which poor
-Densil had broached in his wrath, was overheard by a round-faced,
-bright-eyed, curly-headed man about fifty, who entered the room
-suddenly, followed by James. For one instant you might have seen a smile
-of intense amusement pass over his merry face; but in an instant it was
-gone again, and he gravely addressed Densil.
-
-"My dear Mr. Ravenshoe, I must use my authority as doctor, to request
-that your son's spiritual welfare should for the present yield to his
-temporal necessities. You must have a wet-nurse, my good sir."
-
-Densil's brow had grown placid in a moment beneath the doctor's kindly
-glance. "God bless me," he said, "I never thought of it. Poor little
-lad! poor little lad!"
-
-"I hope, sir," said James, "that you will let Norah have the young
-master. She has set her heart upon it."
-
-"I have seen Mrs. Horton," said the doctor, "and I quite approve of the
-proposal. I think it, indeed, a most special providence that she should
-be able to undertake it. Had it been otherwise, we might have been
-undone."
-
-"Let us go at once," said the impetuous Densil. "Where is the nurse?
-where is the boy?" And, so saying, he hurried out of the room, followed
-by the doctor and James.
-
-Mackworth stood alone, looking out of the window, silent. He stood so
-long that one who watched him peered from his hiding-place more than
-once to see if he were gone. At length he raised his arm and struck his
-clenched hand against the rough granite window-sill so hard that he
-brought blood. Then he moodily left the room.
-
-As soon as the room was quiet, a child about five years old crept
-stealthily from a dark corner where he had lain hidden, and with a look
-of mingled shyness and curiosity on his face, departed quietly by
-another door.
-
-Meanwhile, Densil, James, and the doctor, accompanied by the nurse and
-baby, were holding their way across the court-yard towards a cottage
-which lay in the wood beyond the stables. James opened the door, and
-they passed into the inner room.
-
-A beautiful woman was sitting propped up by pillows, nursing a week-old
-child. The sunlight, admitted by a half-open shutter, fell upon her,
-lighting up her delicate features, her pale pure complexion, and
-bringing a strange sheen on her long loose black hair. Her face was bent
-down, gazing on the child which lay on her breast; and at the entrance
-of the party she looked up, and displayed a large lustrous dark blue
-eye, which lighted up with infinite tenderness, as Densil, taking the
-wailing boy from the nurse, placed it on her arm beside the other.
-
-"Take care of that for me, Norah," said Densil. "It has no mother but
-you, now."
-
-"Acushla ma chree," she answered; "bless my little bird. Come to your
-nest, alanna, come to your pretty brother, my darlin'."
-
-The child's wailing was stilled now, and the doctor remarked, and
-remembered long afterwards, that the little waxen fingers, clutching
-uneasily about, came in contact with the little hand of the other child,
-and paused there. At this moment, a beautiful little girl, about five
-years old, got on the bed, and nestled her peachy cheek against her
-mother's. As they went out, he turned and looked at the beautiful group
-once more, and then he followed Densil back to the house of mourning.
-
-Reader, before we have done with those three innocent little faces, we
-shall see them distorted and changed by many passions, and shall meet
-them in many strange places. Come, take my hand, and we will follow them
-on to the end.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-FATHER MACKWORTH.
-
-
-I have noticed that the sayings and doings of young gentlemen before
-they come to the age of, say seven or eight, are hardly interesting to
-any but their immediate relations and friends. I have my eye, at this
-moment, on a young gentleman of the mature age of two, the instances of
-whose sagacity and eloquence are of greater importance, and certainly
-more pleasant, to me, than the projects of Napoleon, or the orations of
-Bright. And yet I fear that even his most brilliant joke, if committed
-to paper, would fall dead upon the public ear; and so, for the present,
-I shall leave Charles Ravenshoe to the care of Norah, and pass on to
-some others who demand our attention more.
-
-The first thing which John Mackworth remembered was his being left in
-the _loge_ of a French school at Rouen by an English footman. Trying to
-push back his memory further, he always failed to conjure up any
-previous recollection to that. He had certainly a very indistinct one of
-having been happier, and having lived quietly in pleasant country places
-with a kind woman who talked English; but his first decided impression
-always remained the same--that of being, at six years old, left
-friendless, alone, among twenty or thirty French boys older than
-himself.
-
-His was a cruel fate. He would have been happier apprenticed to a
-collier. If the man who sent him there had wished to inflict the
-heaviest conceivable punishment on the poor unconscious little innocent,
-he could have done no more than simply left him at that school. We shall
-see how he found out at last who his benefactor was.
-
-English boys are sometimes brutal to one another (though not so often as
-some wish to make out), and are always rough. Yet I must say, as far as
-my personal experience goes, the French boy is entirely master in the
-art of tormenting. He never strikes; he does not know how to clench his
-fist. He is an arrant coward, according to an English schoolboy's
-definition of the word: but at pinching, pulling hair, ear pulling, and
-that class of annoyance, all the natural ingenuity of his nation comes
-out, and he is superb; add to this a combined insolent studied sarcasm,
-and you have an idea of what a disagreeable French schoolboy can be.
-
-To say that the boys at poor John Mackworth's school put all these
-methods of torture in force against him, and ten times more, is to give
-one but a faint idea of his sufferings. The English at that time were
-hated with a hatred which we in these sober times have but little idea
-of; and, with the cannon of Trafalgar ringing as it were in their ears,
-these young French gentlemen seized on Mackworth as a lawful prize
-providentially delivered into their hands. We do not know what he may
-have been under happier auspices, or what he may be yet with a more
-favourable start in another life; we have only to do with what he was.
-Six years of friendless persecution, of life ungraced and uncheered by
-domestic love, of such bitter misery as childhood alone is capable of
-feeling or enduring, transformed him from a child into a heartless,
-vindictive man.
-
-And then, the French schoolmaster having roughly finished the piece of
-goods, it was sent to Rome to be polished and turned out ready for the
-market. Here I must leave him; I don't know the process. I have seen the
-article when finished, and am familiar with it. I know the trade mark on
-it as well as I know the Tower mark on my rifle. I may predicate of a
-glass that it is Bohemian ruby, and yet not know how they gave it the
-colour. I must leave descriptions of that system to Mr. Steinmetz, and
-men who have been behind the scenes.
-
-The red-hot ultramontane thorough-going Catholicism of that pretty
-pervert, Lady Alicia, was but ill satisfied with the sensible, old
-English, cut and dried notions of the good Father Clifford. A comparison
-of notes with two or three other great ladies, brought about a
-consultation, and a letter to Rome, the result of which was that a young
-Englishman of presentable exterior, polite manners, talking English with
-a slight foreign accent, made his appearance at Ravenshoe, and was
-installed as her ladyship's confessor, about eighteen months before her
-death.
-
-His talents were by no means ordinary. In very few days he had gauged
-every intellect in the house, and found that he was by far the superior
-of all in wit and education; and he determined that as long as he stayed
-in the house he would be master there.
-
-Densil's jealous temper sadly interfered with this excellent resolution;
-he was immensely angry and rebellious at the slightest apparent
-infringement of his prerogative, and after his parents' death treated
-Mackworth in such an exceedingly cavalier manner, that the latter feared
-he should have to move, till chance threw into his hand a whip wherewith
-he might drive Densil where he would. He discovered a scandalous liaison
-of poor Densil's, and in an indirect manner let him know that he knew
-all about it. This served to cement his influence until the appearance
-of Mrs. Ravenshoe the second, who, as we have seen, treated him with
-such ill-disguised contempt, that he was anything but comfortable, and
-was even meditating a retreat to Rome, when the conversation he
-overheard in the drawing-room made him pause, and the birth of the boy
-Cuthbert confirmed his resolution to stay.
-
-For now, indeed, there was a prospect open to him. Here was this child
-delivered over to him like clay to a potter, that he might form it as he
-would. It should go hard but that the revenues and county influence of
-the Ravenshoes should tend to the glory of the Church as heretofore.
-Only one person was in his way, and that was Mrs. Ravenshoe; after her
-death he was master of the situation with regard to the eldest of the
-boys. He had partly guessed, ever since he overheard the conversation
-of Densil and his wife, that some sort of bargain existed between them
-about the second child; but he paid little heed to it. It was,
-therefore, with the bitterest anger that he saw his fears confirmed, and
-Densil angrily obstinate on the matter; for supposing Cuthbert were to
-die, all his trouble and anxiety would avail nothing, and the old house
-and lands would fall to a Protestant heir, the first time in the history
-of the island. Father Clifford consoled him.
-
-Meanwhile, his behaviour towards Densil was gradually and insensibly
-altered. He became the free and easy man of the world, the amusing
-companion, the wise counsellor. He saw that Densil was of a nature to
-lean on some one, and he was determined it should be on him; so he made
-himself necessary. But he did more than this; he determined he would be
-beloved as well as respected, and with a happy audacity he set to work
-to win that poor wild foolish heart to himself, using such arts of
-pleasing as must have been furnished by his own mother wit, and could
-never have been learned in a hundred years from a Jesuit college. The
-poor heart was not a hard one to win; and, the day they buried poor
-Father Clifford in the mausoleum, it was with a mixture of pride at his
-own talents, and contemptuous pity for his dupe, that Mackworth listened
-to Densil as he told him that he was now his only friend, and besought
-him not to leave him--which thing Mackworth promised, with the deepest
-sincerity, he would not do.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-RANFORD.
-
-
-Master Charles, blessed with a placid temper and a splendid appetite,
-throve amazingly. Before you knew where you were, he was in tops and
-bottoms; before you had thoroughly realized that, he was learning his
-letters; then there was hardly time to turn round, before he was a
-rosy-cheeked boy of ten.
-
-From the very first gleam of reason, he had been put solely and entirely
-under the care of Mr. Snell, the old vicar, who had been with his mother
-when she died, and a Protestant nurse, Mrs. Varley. Faithfully had these
-two discharged their sacred trust; and, if love can repay such services,
-right well were they repaid.
-
-A pleasant task they had, though, for a more lovable little lad than
-Charles there never was. His little heart seemed to have an infinite
-capacity of affection for all who approached him. Everything animate
-came before him in the light of a friend, to whom he wished to make
-himself agreeable, from his old kind tutor and nurse down to his pony
-and terrier. Charles had not arrived at the time of life when it was
-possible for him to quarrel about women; and so he actually had no
-enemies as yet, but was welcomed by pleasant and kind faces wherever he
-went. At one time he would be at his father's knee, while the
-good-natured Densil made him up some fishing tackle; next you would find
-him in the kennel with the whipper-in, feeding the hounds,
-half-smothered by their boisterous welcome; then the stables would own
-him for a time, while the lads were cleaning up and feeding; then came a
-sudden flitting to one of the keeper's lodges; and anon he would be down
-on the sands wading with half a dozen fisher-boys as happy as
-himself--but welcome and beloved everywhere.
-
-Sunday was a right pleasant day for him. After seeing his father shave,
-and examining his gold-topped dressing-case from top to
-bottom--amusements which were not participated in by Cuthbert, who had
-grown too manly--he would haste through his breakfast, and with his
-clean clothes hurry down the village towards the vicarage, which stood
-across the stream near the church. Not to go in yet, you will observe,
-because the sermon, he well knew, was getting its finishing touches, and
-the vicar must not be disturbed. No, the old stone bridge would bring
-him up; and there he would stay looking at the brown crystal-clear water
-rushing and seething among the rocks, lying dark under the oak-roots,
-and flashing merrily over the weir, just above the bridge; till "flick!"
-a silver bar would shoot quivering into the air, and a salmon would
-light on the top of the fall, just where the water broke, and would
-struggle on into the still pool above, or be beaten back by the force,
-to resume his attempt when he had gained breath. The trout, too, under
-the bridge, bless the rogues, they knew it was Sunday well enough--how
-they would lie up there in the swiftest places, where glancing liquid
-glorified the poor pebbles below into living amber, and would hardly
-trouble themselves to snap at the great fat, silly stoneflies that came
-floating down. Oh! it was a terrible place for dawdling was that stone
-bridge, on a summer sabbath morn.
-
-But now would the country folks come trooping in from far and near, for
-Ravenshoe was the only church for miles, and however many of them there
-were, every one had a good hearty West-country greeting for him. And,
-as the crowd increased near the church door, there was so much to say
-and hear, that I am afraid the prayers suffered a little sometimes.
-
-The villagers were pleased enough to see the lad in the old carved
-horsebox (not to be irreverent) of a pew, beneath the screen in the
-chancel, with the light from the old rose window shining on his curly
-brown hair. The older ones would think of the haughty beautiful lady who
-sat there so few years ago, and oftentimes one of the more sagacious
-would shake his head and mutter to himself, "Ah! if _he_ were heir."
-
-Any boy who reads this story, and I hope many will read it, is hereby
-advertised that it is exceedingly wrong to be inattentive in church in
-sermon time. It is very naughty to look up through the windows at the
-white clouds flying across the blue sky, and think how merrily the
-shadows are sweeping over the upland lawn, where the pewits' nests are,
-and the blackcock is crowing on the grey stones among the heather. No
-boy has any right to notice another boy's absence, and spend sermon-time
-in wondering whether he is catching crabs among the green and crimson
-seaweed on the rocks, or bathing in the still pool under the cliff. A
-boy had better not go to church at all if he spends his time in thinking
-about the big trout that lies up in one of the pools of the woodland
-stream, and whether he will be able to catch a sight of him again by
-creeping gently through the hazel and king fern. Birds' nests, too, even
-though it be the ringousel's, who is to lay her last egg this blessed
-day, and is marked for spoliation to-morrow, should be banished from a
-boy's mind entirely during church time. Now, I am sorry to say, that
-Charley was very much given to wander in church, and, when asked about
-the sermon by the vicar next day, would look rather foolish. Let us hope
-that he will be a warning to all sinners in this respect.
-
-Then, after church, there would be dinner, at his father's lunch time,
-in the dark old hall, and there would be more to tell his father and
-brother than could be conveniently got through at that meal; then there
-was church again, and a long stroll in the golden sunshine along the
-shore. Ah, happy summer sabbaths!
-
-The only two people who were ever cold to Charley, were his brother and
-Mackworth. Not that they were openly unkind, but there was between both
-of them and himself an indefinable gulf, an entire want of sympathy,
-which grieved him sometimes, though he was as yet too young to be much
-troubled by it. He only exhausted all his little arts of pleasing
-towards them to try and win them; he was indefatigable in running
-messages for Cuthbert and the chaplain; and once, when kind grandaunt
-Ascot (she was a Miss Headstall, daughter of Sir Cingle Headstall, and
-married Lord George Ascot, brother of Lady Alicia, Densil's mother) sent
-him a pineapple in a box, he took it to the priest and would have had
-him take it. Mackworth refused it, but looked on him not unkindly for a
-few minutes, and then turned away with a sigh. Perhaps he was trying to
-recall the time so long, long ago, when his own face was as open and as
-innocent as that. God knows! Charles cried a little, because the priest
-wouldn't take it, and, having given his brother the best slice, ate the
-rest in the stable, with the assistance of his foster brother and two of
-the pad grooms. Thereby proving himself to be a lad of low and
-dissipated habits.
-
-Cuthbert was at this time a somewhat good-looking young fellow of
-sixteen. Neither of the brothers was what would be called handsome,
-though, if Charley's face was the most pleasing, Cuthbert certainly had
-the most regular features. His forehead was lofty, although narrow, and
-flat at the sides; his cheek bones were high, and his nose was aquiline,
-not ill-formed, though prominent, starting rather suddenly out below his
-eyes; the lips were thin, the mouth small and firmly closed, and the
-chin short and prominent. The _tout ensemble_ was hardly pleasing even
-at this youthful period; the face was too much formed and decided for so
-young a man.
-
-Cuthbert was a reserved methodical lad, with whom no one could find
-fault, and yet whom few liked. He was studious and devout to an extent
-rare in one so young; and, although a capital horseman and a good shot,
-he but seldom indulged in those amusements, preferring rather a walk
-with the steward, and soon returning to the dark old library to his
-books and Father Mackworth. There they two would sit, like two owls,
-hour after hour, appearing only at meals, and talking French to one
-another, noticing Charley but little; who, however, was always full of
-news, and would tell it, too, in spite of the inattention of the strange
-couple. Densil began to respect and be slightly afraid of his eldest
-son, as his superior in learning and in natural abilities; but I think
-Charles had the biggest share in his heart.
-
-Aunt Ascot had a year before sent to Cuthbert to pay her a visit at
-Ranford, her son's, Lord Ascot's place, where she lived with him, he
-being a widower, and kept house for him. Ranford, we all know, or ought
-to know, contains the largest private racing stud in England, and the
-Ascot family for many generations had given themselves up entirely to
-sporting--so much so, that their marriages with other houses have been
-to a certain extent influenced by it; and so poor Cuthbert, as we may
-suppose, was quite like a fish out of water. He detested and despised
-the men he met there, and they, on their parts, such of them as chose to
-notice him, thought him a surly young bookworm; and, as for his
-grandaunt, he hated the very sound of that excellent lady's voice. Her
-abruptness, her homoeopathic medicines, her Protestantism (which she
-was always airing), and her stable-talk, nearly drove him mad; while
-she, on the other hand, thought him one of the most disagreeable boys
-she had ever met with in her life. So the visit was rather a failure
-than otherwise, and not very likely to be repeated. Nevertheless, her
-ladyship was very fond of young faces, and so in a twelvemonth, she
-wrote to Densil as follows:--
-
-"I am one mass of lumbago all round the small of my back, and I find
-nothing like opodeldoc after all. The pain is very severe, but I suppose
-you would comfort me, as a heretic, by saying it is nothing to what I
-shall endure in a few years' time. Bah! I have no patience with you
-Papists, packing better people than yourselves off somewhere in that
-free-and-easy way. By-the-bye, how is that father confessor of yours,
-Markworth, or some such name--mind me, Ravenshoe, that fellow is a
-rogue, and you being, like all Ravenshoes, a fool, there is a pair of
-you. Why, if one of Ascot's grooms was to smile as that man does, or to
-whine in his speech as that man does, when he is talking to a woman of
-rank, I'd have him discharged on the spot, without warning, for
-dishonesty.
-
-"Don't put a penny on Ascot's horse at Chester; he will never stay over
-the Cup course. Curfew, in my opinion, looks by no means badly for the
-Derby; he is scratched for the Two Thousand--which was necessary, though
-I am sorry for it, &c., &c., &c.
-
-"I wish you would send me your boy, will you? Not the eldest: the
-Protestant one. Perhaps he mayn't be such an insufferable coxcomb as his
-brother."
-
-At which letter Densil shook his honest sides with uproarious laughter.
-"Cuthbert, my boy," he said, "you have won your dear aunt's heart
-entirely; though she, being determined to mortify the flesh with its
-affection, does not propose seeing you again, but asks for Charley. The
-candour of that dear old lady increases with her age. You seem to have
-been making your court, too, father; she speaks of your smile in the
-most unqualified terms."
-
-"Her ladyship must do me the honour to quiz me," said Mackworth. "If it
-is possible to judge by her eye, she must like me about as well as a mad
-dog."
-
-"For my part, father," said Cuthbert, curling up the corners of his
-thin lips sardonically, "I shall be highly content to leave my dear aunt
-in the peaceable enjoyment of her favourite society of grooms,
-horse-jockeys, blacklegs, dissenting ministers, and such-like. A month
-in that house, my dear Charley, will qualify you for a billiard-marker;
-and, after a course of six weeks, you will be fit to take the situation
-of croupier in a low hell on a race-course. How you will enjoy yourself,
-my dear!"
-
-"Steady, Cuthbert steady," said his father; "I can't allow you to talk
-like that about your cousin's house. It is a great house for field
-sports, but there is not a better conducted house in the kingdom."
-
-Cuthbert lay over the sofa to fondle a cat, and then continued speaking
-very deliberately, in a slightly louder voice,--
-
-"I will allow my aunt to be the most polite, intellectual,
-delicate-minded old lady in creation, my dearest father, if you wish it;
-only, not having been born (I beg her pardon, dropped) in a racing
-stable, as she was herself, I can hardly appreciate her conversation
-always. As for my cousin, I consider him a splendid sample of an
-hereditary legislator. Charley, dear, you won't go to church on Sunday
-afternoon at Ranford; you will go into the croft with your cousin Ascot
-to see the chickens fed. Ascot is very curious in his poultry,
-particularly on Sunday afternoon. Father, why does he cut all the cocks'
-tails square?"
-
-"Pooh, pooh," said Densil, "what matter? many do it, besides him. Don't
-you be squeamish, Cuthbert--though, mind you, I don't defend
-cock-fighting on Sunday."
-
-Cuthbert laughed and departed, taking his cat with him.
-
-Charles had a long coach journey of one day, and then an awful and
-wonderful journey on the Great Western Railway as far as
-Twyford--alighting at which place, he was accosted by a
-pleasant-looking, fresh-coloured boy, dressed in close-fitting cord
-trousers, a blue handkerchief, spotted with white, and a Scotch cap; who
-said--
-
-"Oh! I'm your cousin Welter. I'm the same age as you, and I'm going to
-Eton next half. I've brought you over Tiger, because Punch is lame, and
-the station-master will look after your things; so we can come at once."
-
-The boys were friends in two minutes; and, going out, there was a groom
-holding two ponies--on the prettiest of which Charley soon found himself
-seated, and jogging on with his companion towards Henley.
-
-I like to see two honest lads, just introduced, opening their hearts to
-one another, and I know nothing more pleasant than to see how they
-rejoice as each similarity of taste comes out. By the time these two
-had got to Henley Bridge, Lord Welter had heard the name of every horse
-in the Ravenshoe stables, and Charley was rapidly getting learned in
-Lord Ascot's racing stud. The river at Henley distracted his attention
-for a time, as the biggest he had seen, and he asked his cousin, "Did he
-think the Mississippi was much bigger than that now?" and Lord Welter
-supposed, "Oh dear yes, a great deal bigger," he should say. Then there
-was more conversation about dogs and guns, and pleasant country places
-to ride through; then a canter over a lofty breezy down, and then the
-river again, far below, and at their feet the chimneys of Ranford.
-
-The house was very full; and, as the boys came up there was a crowd of
-phaetons, dog-carts, and saddle-horses, for the people were just
-arriving home for dinner after the afternoon drive; and, as they had all
-been to the same object of attraction that afternoon, they had all come
-in together and were loitering about talking, some not yet dismounted,
-and some on the steps. Welter was at home at once, and had a word with
-every one; but Charles was left alone, sitting on his pony, feeling very
-shy; till, at last, a great brown man with a great brown moustache, and
-a gruff voice, came up to him and lifted him off the horse, holding him
-out at arm's length for inspection.
-
-"So you are Curly Ravenshoe's boy, hey?" said he.
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Ha!" said the stranger, putting him down, and leading him towards the
-door; "just tell your father you saw General Mainwaring, will you? and
-that he wanted to know how his old friend was."
-
-Charles looked at the great brown hand which was in his own, and thought
-of the Affghan war, and of all the deeds of renown that that hand had
-done, and was raising his eyes to the general's face, when they were
-arrested half-way by another face, not the general's.
-
-It was that of a handsome, grey-headed man, who might have been sixty,
-he was so well _conserve_, but who was actually far more. He wore his
-own white hair, which contrasted strongly with a pair of delicate thin
-black eyebrows. His complexion was florid, with scarcely a wrinkle, his
-features were fine and regular, and a pair of sparkling dark grey eyes
-gave a pleasant light to his face. His dress was wondrously neat, and
-Charles, looking on him, guessed, with a boy's tact, that he was a man
-of mark.
-
-"Whose son did you say he was, general?" said the stranger.
-
-"Curly's!" said Mainwaring, stopping and smiling.
-
-"No, really!" said the other; and then he looked fixedly at Charles,
-and began to laugh, and Charley, seeing nothing better to do, looked up
-at the grey eyes and laughed too, and this made the stranger worse; and
-then, to crown the joke, the general began to laugh too, though none of
-them had said a syllable more than what I have written down; and at last
-the ridiculous exhibition finished up by the old gentleman taking a
-great pinch of snuff from a gold box, and turning away.
-
-Charles was much puzzled, and was still more so when, in an hour's time,
-having dressed himself, and being on his way downstairs to his aunt's
-room, who had just come in, he was stopped on a landing by this same old
-gentleman, beautifully dressed for dinner, who looked on him as before.
-
-He didn't laugh this time, but he did worse. He utterly "dumbfoundered"
-Charley, by asking abruptly--
-
-"How's Jim?"
-
-"He is very well, thank you, sir. His wife Norah nursed me when mamma
-died."
-
-"Oh, indeed," said the other; "so he hasn't cut your father's throat
-yet, or anything of that sort?"
-
-"Oh dear no," said Charles, horrified; "bless you, what can make you
-think of such things? Why, he is the kindest man in the world."
-
-"I don't know," said the old gentleman, thoughtfully; "that excessively
-faithful kind of creature is very apt to do that sort of thing. I should
-discharge any servant of mine who exhibited the slightest symptoms of
-affection as a dangerous lunatic;" with which villainous sentiment he
-departed.
-
-Charles thought what a strange old gentleman he was for a short time,
-and then slid down the banisters. They were better banisters than those
-at Ravenshoe, being not so steep, and longer: so he went up, and slid
-down again;[1] after which he knocked at his aunt's door.
-
-It was with a beating heart that he waited for an answer. Cuthbert had
-described Lady Ascot as such a horrid old ogress, that he was not
-without surprise when a cheery voice said, "Come in;" and entering a
-handsome room, he found himself in presence of a noble-looking old lady,
-with grey hair, who was netting in an upright, old-fashioned chair.
-
-"So you are Charles Ravenshoe, eh?" she began. "Why, my dear, you must
-be perished with cold and hunger. I should have come in before, but I
-didn't expect you so soon. Tea will be here directly. You ain't a
-beauty, my dear, but I think I shall like you. There never was but one
-really handsome Ravenshoe, and that was poor Petre, your grandfather.
-Poor Alicia made a great fool of herself, but she was very happy with
-him. Welter, you naughty boy, be still."
-
-The Right Honourable Viscount Welter wanted his tea, and was
-consequently troublesome and fractious. He had picked a quarrel with his
-grandmother's terrier, which he averred had bitten him in the leg, and
-he was now heating the poker, in order, he informed the lady, to burn
-the place out, and prevent hydrophobia. Whether he would have done so or
-not, we shall never know now, for, tea coming in at that moment, he
-instantly sat down at table, and called to Charles to do likewise.
-
-"Call Miss Adelaide, will you, Sims?" said Lady Ascot; and presently
-there came tripping into the room the loveliest little blonde fairy,
-about ten years old, that ever you saw. She fixed her large blue eyes on
-Charley, and then came up and gave him a kiss, which he, the rogue,
-returned with interest, and then, taking her seat at the table, she
-turned to Welter, and hoped he was going to be good.
-
-Such, however, it soon appeared, was not his lordship's intention. He
-had a guest at table, and he was bound in honour to show off before him,
-besides having to attend to his ordinary duty of frightening his
-grandmother as nearly into fits as was safe. Accordingly, he began the
-repast by cramming buns into his mouth, using the handle of his knife as
-a rammer, until the salvation of his life appeared an impossibility, at
-which point he rose and left the room with a rapid, uneven step. On his
-re-appearance he began drinking, but, having caught his grandmother's
-eye over his teacup, he winked at her, and then held his breath till he
-was purple, and she begun to wring her hands in despair. All this time
-he was stimulated by Charles's laughter and Adelaide's crying out,
-continually, "Oh, isn't he a naughty boy, Lady Ascot? oh, do tell him
-not to do it." But the crowning performance of this promising young
-gentleman--the feat which threw everything else into the shade, and
-which confirmed Charley in his admiration of his profound talents--was
-this. Just as a tall, grave, and handsome footman was pouring water into
-the teapot, and while her ladyship was inspecting the operation with all
-the interest of an old tea-maker, at that moment did Lord Welter
-contrive to inflict on the unfortunate man a pinch on the leg, of such a
-shrewdly agonising nature as caused him to gnash his teeth in Lady
-Ascot's face, to cry aloud, "Oh, Lord!" to whirl the kettle within an
-inch of her venerable nose, and finally, to gyrate across the room on
-one leg, and stand looking like the king of fools.
-
-Lady Ascot, who had merely seen the effect, and not the cause, ordered
-him promptly to leave the room, whereupon Welter explained, and
-afterwards continued to Charles, with an off-hand candour quite his own,
-as if no such person as his grandmother was within a hundred miles--
-
-"You know, Charley, I shouldn't dare to behave like this if my tutor was
-at home; she'd make nothing of telling him, now. She's in a terrible
-wax, but she'll be all right by the time he comes back from his
-holidays; won't you, grandma?"
-
-"You wicked boy," she replied, "I hope Hawtrey will cure you; Keate
-would have, I know."
-
-The boys slid on the banisters; then they went to dessert. Then they
-went upstairs, and looked over Welter's cricket apparatus, fishing
-tackle, and so on; and then they went into the billiard-room, which was
-now lighted up and full of guests.
-
-There were two tables in the room, at one of which a pool was getting
-up, while the other was empty. Welter was going to play pool, and
-Charles would have liked to do so too, being a very tolerable player;
-only he had promised his old tutor not to play for money till he was
-eighteen, and so he sat in the corner by the empty table, under the
-marking-board, with one leg gathered under him, and instantly found
-himself thinking about the little girl he had seen upstairs.
-
-Once or twice he was surprised to find himself thinking so much about
-her, but he found it a pleasant subject, too, for he had sat in his
-corner more than half an hour without changing it, when he became aware
-that two men were taking down cues from the rack, and were going to play
-at his table.
-
-They were his two friends of the afternoon, General Mainwaring and the
-grey-headed man who laughed. When they saw him they seemed glad, and the
-old gentleman asked him why he wasn't playing.
-
-"I musn't play pool," he answered. "I should like to mark for you."
-
-"Well said, my hero," said the general: "and so Jim's an honest man, is
-he?"
-
-Charles saw that the old gentleman had told the general what had passed
-on the stairs, and wondered why he should take such an interest in him;
-but he soon fell to thinking about little Adelaide again, and marking
-mechanically though correctly.
-
-He was aroused by the general's voice--"Who did you mark that last miss
-to, my little man?" he said.
-
-"To the old gentleman," said Charles, and then blushed at the
-consciousness of having said a rude thing.
-
-"That is one for you, Methuselah," said the general.
-
-"Never mind," said the old gentleman, "I have one great source of pride,
-which no one can rob me of; I am twelve years older than I look."
-
-They went on playing. "By-the-bye," said the general, "who is that
-exceedingly pretty child that the old lady has got with her?"
-
-"A child she has adopted," said the old gentleman. "A grand-daughter of
-an old friend who died in poverty. She is a noble-hearted old soul, the
-jockey, with all her absurdities."
-
-"Who was she?" said the general. "(That was rather a fluke, was it
-not?)"
-
-"She? Why, a daughter of old Cingle Headstall's, the mad old Cheshire
-baronet--you don't remember him, of course, but your father knew him.
-Drove his tandem round and round Berkeley square for four hours on a
-foggy night, under the impression he was going home to Hounslow, and
-then fired at the watchman who tried to put him right, taking him for a
-highwayman. The son went to France, and was lost sight of in the
-revolution; so the girl came in for what money there was: not very much,
-I take it. This poor thing, who was pretty and clever enough, but
-without education, having been literally brought up in a stable,
-captivated the sagacious Ascot, and made him a capital wife."
-
-"I suppose she'll portion this girl, then; you say she had money?"
-
-"H'm," said the old gentleman, "there's a story about the aforesaid
-money, which is told in different ways, but which amounts to this, that
-the money is no more. Hallo, our marker is getting sleepy."
-
-"Not at all, sir," said Charles. "If you will excuse me a moment, I will
-come back."
-
-He ran across to Lord Welter, who was leaning on his cue. "Can you tell
-me," said he, "who is that old gentleman?"
-
-"Which old gentleman?"
-
-"That one, with the black eyebrows, playing with General Mainwaring.
-There, he is taking snuff."
-
-"Oh _him_?" said Welter; "that is Lord Saltire."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE "WARREN HASTINGS."
-
-
-Time, the inexorable, kept mowing away at poor Charles's flowers until
-the disagreeable old creature had cut them all down but two or three,
-and mowed right into the morning when it was necessary that he should go
-home; and then Charles, looking forward through his tears, could see
-nothing at first but the very commonest grass. For was he not going to
-leave Adelaide, probably never to see her again? In short, Charles was
-in love, and going to separate from the object of his affections for the
-first time; at which I request you not to laugh, but just reflect how
-old you were yourself when you first fell in love.
-
-The little flirt, she must have waited till she heard him coming out of
-his room, and then have pretended to be coming upstairs all in a hurry.
-He got a kiss or a dozen, though, and a lock of hair, I believe; but he
-hadn't much time to think about it, for Lord Ascot was calling out for
-him, and when he got into the hall, there was all the household to see
-him off. Everybody had a kind word for him; the old lady cried; Lord
-Saltire and the general shook hands; Lord Welter said it was a beastly
-sell; and Lord Ascot hummed and hawed, and told him to tell his father
-he had been a good boy. They were all sorry he was going, and he felt as
-though he was leaving old friends; but the carriage was there, and the
-rain was pouring down; and, with one last look at the group of faces, he
-was in the carriage and away.
-
-It was a terrible day, though he did not notice it at first. He was
-thinking how pleasant it was that the people were all so kind to him,
-just as kind as they were at home. He thought of Adelaide, and wondered
-whether she would ever think of him. He was rather glad that Welter was
-a naughty boy (not really naughty, you know), because she would be less
-likely to like him. And then he thought how glad the people at home
-would be to see him; and then he looked out of the window. He had left
-Lord Ascot's carriage and got into the train some time before this. Now
-he saw that the train was going very slowly, and nothing was visible
-through the driving rain. Then he tried to remember whether he had heard
-his father speak of Lord Saltire, and what he had heard about him; and
-thinking about this, the train stopped.--Swindon.
-
-He got out to go to the refreshment room, and began wondering what the
-noise was which prevented him from hearing any one when they spoke, and
-why the people looked scared, and talked in knots. Then he found that it
-was the wind in the roof; and some one told him that a chimney had been
-blown across the line, and they must wait till it was removed.
-
-All the day the brave engine fought westward against the wind, and two
-hours after time Charles found himself in the coach which would take him
-to Stonnington. The night crept on, and the coach crawled on its way
-through the terrible night, and Charles slept. In the cold pitiless
-morning, as they were going over a loftily exposed moor, the coach,
-though only going foot's pace, stood for a moment on two wheels, and
-then fell crashing over on to a heap of road-side stones, awaking
-Charles, who, being unhurt, lay still for a minute or so, with a faint
-impression of having been shaken in his sleep, and, after due
-reflection, made the brilliant discovery that the coach was upset.
-
-He opened the door over his head and jumped out. For an instant he was
-blinded by the stinging rain, but turned his back to it; and then, for
-the first time, he became aware that this was the most terrible gale of
-wind he had ever seen in his lifetime.
-
-He assisted the coachman and guard, and the solitary outside passenger,
-to lead the poor horses along the road. They fought on for about two
-hundred yards, and came to an alehouse, on the sight of which Charles
-knew that they were two stages short of where he thought they had been,
-for this was the Watershed Inn, and the rain from its roof ran partly
-into the Bristol Channel and partly into the British.
-
-After an hour's rest here Charles was summoned to join the coach in the
-valley below, and they crawled on again. It was a weary day over some
-very bleak country. They saw in one place a cottage unroofed on a moor,
-and the terrified family crouched down beneath the tottering walls. In
-the valleys great trees were down across the road, which were cross-cut
-and moved by country men, who told of oaks of three hundred years fallen
-in the night, and of corn stacks hurried before the blast like the
-leaves of autumn. Still, as each obstacle was removed, there was the
-guard up blowing his horn cheerily, and Charles was inside with a jump,
-and on they went.
-
-At last, at three o'clock, the coach drove under the gate of the
-"Chichester Arms," at Stonnington, and Charles, jumping out, was
-received by the establishment with the air of people who had done a
-clever thing, and were ready to take their meed of praise with humility.
-The handsome landlady took great credit to herself for Charles's
-arrival--so much so, that one would have thought she herself had
-singlehanded dragged the coach from Exeter. "_She_ had been sure all
-along that Mr. Charles would come"--a speech which, with the cutting
-glance that accompanied it, goaded the landlord to retort in a voice
-wheezy with good living, and to remind her that she had said, not ten
-minutes before, that she was quite sure he wouldn't; whereupon the
-landlady loftily begged him not to expose himself before the servants.
-At which the landlord laughed, and choked himself; at which the landlady
-slapped him on the back, and laughed too; after which they went in.
-
-His father, the landlord told him, had sent his pony over, as he was
-afraid of a carriage on the moor to-day, and that, if he felt at all
-afraid to come on, he was to sleep where he was. Charles looked at the
-comfortable parlour and hesitated; but, happening to close his eyes an
-instant, he saw as plain as possible the library at home, and the
-flickering fire-light falling on the crimson and oak furniture, and his
-father listening for him through the roaring wind; and so he hesitated
-no longer, but said he would push on, and that he would wish to see his
-servant while he took dinner.
-
-The landlord eyed him admiringly with his head on one side, and
-proceeded to remark that corn was down another shilling; that Squire
-West had sold his chesnut mare for one hundred and twenty pounds; and
-that if he kept well under the walls going home he would be out of the
-wind; that his missis was took poorly in the night with spasms, and had
-been cured by two wine-glasses of peppermint; that a many chimney-pots
-was blown down, and that old Jim Baker had heard tell as a pig was
-blowed through a church window. After which he poked the fire and
-retired.
-
-Charles was hard at his dinner when his man came in. It was the oldest
-of the pad grooms--a man with grizzled hair, looking like a white
-terrier; and he stood before him smoothing his face with his hand.
-
-"Hallo, Michael," said Charley, "how came you to come?"
-
-"Master wouldn't send no other, sir. It's a awful day down there;
-there's above a hundred trees down along the road."
-
-"Shall we be able to get there?"
-
-"As much as we shall, sir."
-
-"Let us try. Terrible sea, I suppose?"
-
-"Awful to look at, sir. Mr. Mackworth and Mr. Cuthbert are down to look
-at it."
-
-"No craft ashore?"
-
-"None as yet. None of our boats is out. Yesterday morning a Pill boat,
-52, stood in to see where she was, and beat out again, but that was
-before it came on so bad."
-
-So they started. They pushed rapidly out of the town, and up a narrow
-wooded valley which led to the moor which lay between them and
-Ravenshoe. For some time they were well enough sheltered, and made
-capital way, till the wood began to grow sparer, and the road to rise
-abruptly. Here the blast began to be more sensibly felt, and in a
-quarter of mile they had to leap three uprooted trees; before them they
-heard a rushing noise like the sea. It was the wind upon the moor.
-
-Creeping along under the high stone walls, and bending down, they pushed
-on still, until, coming to the open moor, and receiving for the first
-time the terrible tornado full in their faces, the horses reared up and
-refused to proceed; but, being got side by side, and their heads being
-homeward, they managed to get on, though the rain upon their faces was
-agonising.
-
-As they were proceeding thus, with Michael on the windward side, Charles
-looked up, and there was another horseman beside him. He knew him
-directly; it was Lloyd's agent.
-
-"Anything wrong, Mr. Lewis? Any ship ashore?" he shouted.
-
-"Not yet, sir," said the agent. "But there'll be many a good sailor gone
-to the bottom before to-morrow morning, I am thinking. This is the
-heaviest gale for forty years."
-
-By degrees they descended to more sheltered valleys, and after a time
-found themselves in the court-yard of the hall. Charles was caught up by
-his father; Lloyd's agent was sent to the housekeeper's room; and very
-soon Charles had forgotten all about wind and weather, and was pouring
-into his father's ear all his impressions of Ranford.
-
-"I am glad you liked it," said Densil, "and I'll be bound they liked
-you. You ought to have gone first, Cuthbert don't suit them."
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert's too clever for them," said Charles; "they are not at all
-clever people, bless you!" And only just in time too, for Cuthbert
-walked into the room.
-
-"Well, Charley," he said, coolly, "so you're come back. Well, and what
-did you think of Welter, eh? I suppose he suited you?"
-
-"I thought him very funny, Cuthbert," said Charles, timidly.
-
-"I thought him an abominable young nuisance," said Cuthbert. "I hope he
-hasn't taught you any of his fool's tricks."
-
-Charles wasn't to be put off like this; so he went and kissed his
-brother, and then came back to his father. There was a long dull
-evening, and when they went to complines, he went to bed. Up in his
-room he could hear that the wind was worse than ever, not rushing up in
-great gusts and sinking again, as in ordinary gales, but keeping up one
-continued unvarying scream against the house, which was terrible to
-hear.
-
-He got frightened at being alone; afraid of finding some ghostly thing
-at his elbow, which had approached him unheard through the noise. He
-began, indeed, to meditate upon going down stairs, when Cuthbert, coming
-into the next room, reassured him, and he got into bed.
-
-This wasn't much better, though, for there was a thing in a black hood
-came and stood at the head of his bed; and, though he could not see it,
-he could feel the wind of its heavy draperies as it moved. Moreover, a
-thing like a caterpillar, with a cat's head, about two feet long, came
-creep--creeping up the counterpane, which he valiantly smote, and found
-it to be his handkerchief; and still the unvarying roar went on till it
-was unendurable.
-
-He got up and went to his brother's room, and was cheered to find a
-light burning; he came softly in and called "Cuthbert."
-
-"Who is there?" asked he, with a sudden start.
-
-"It's I," said Charles; "can you sleep?"
-
-"Not I," saith Cuthbert, sitting up. "I can hear people talking in the
-wind. Come into bed; I'm so glad you're come."
-
-Charles lay down by his brother, and they talked about ghosts for a long
-time. Once their father came in with a light from his bedroom next door,
-and sat on the bed talking, as if he, too, was glad of company, and
-after that they dozed off and slept.
-
-It was in the grey light of morning that they awoke together and started
-up. The wind was as bad as ever, but the whole house was still, and they
-stared terrified at one another.
-
-"What was it?" whispered Charles.
-
-Cuthbert shook his head, and listened again. As he was opening his mouth
-to speak it came again, and they knew it was that which woke them. A
-sound like a single footstep on the floor above, light enough, but which
-shook the room. Cuthbert was out of bed in an instant, tearing on his
-clothes. Charles jumped out too, and asked him, "What is it?"
-
-"A gun!"
-
-Charles well knew what awful disaster was implied in those words. The
-wind was N.W., setting into the bay. The ship that fired that gun was
-doomed.
-
-He heard his father leap out of bed, and ring furiously at his bell.
-Then doors began to open and shut, and voices and rapid footsteps were
-heard in the passage. In ten minutes the whole terrified household were
-running hither and thither, about they hardly knew what. The men were
-pale, and some of the women were beginning to whimper and wring their
-hands; when Densil, Lewis the agent, and Mackworth came rapidly down the
-staircase and passed out. Mackworth came back, and told the women to put
-on hot water and heat blankets. Then Cuthbert joined him, and they went
-together; and directly after Charles found himself between two
-men-servants, being dragged rapidly along towards the low headland which
-bounded the bay on the east.
-
-When they came to the beach, they found the whole village pushing on in
-a long straggling line the same way as themselves. The men were walking
-singly, either running or going very fast; and the women were in knots
-of twos and threes, straggling along and talking excitedly, with much
-gesticulation.
-
-"There's some of the elect on board, I'll be bound," Charles heard one
-woman say, "as will be supping in glory this blessed night."
-
-"Ay, ay," said an old woman. "I'd sooner be taken to rest sudden, like
-they're going to be, than drag on till all the faces you know are gone
-before."
-
-"My boy," said another, "was lost in a typhoon in the China sea. Darn
-they lousy typhoons! I wonder if he thought of his mother afore he went
-down."
-
-Among such conversation as this, with the terrible, ceaseless thunder of
-the surf upon the left, Charles, clinging tight to his two guardians,
-made the best weather of it he could, until they found themselves on the
-short turf of the promontory, with their faces seaward, and the water
-right and left of them. The cape ran out about a third of a mile, rather
-low, and then abruptly ended in a cone of slate, beyond which, about two
-hundred yards at sea, was that terrible sunken rock, "the Wolf," on to
-which, as sure as death, the flowing tide carried every stick which was
-embayed. The tide was making; a ship was known to be somewhere in the
-bay; it was blowing a hurricane; and what would you more?
-
-They hurried along as well as they could among the sharp slates which
-rose through the turf, until they came to where the people had halted.
-Charles saw his father, the agent, Mackworth, and Cuthbert together,
-under a rock; the villagers were standing around, and the crowd was
-thickening every moment. Every one had his hand over his eyes, and was
-peering due to windward, through the driving scud.
-
-They had stopped at the foot of the cone, which was between them and the
-sea, and some more adventurous had climbed partly up it, if, perhaps,
-they might see further than their fellows; but in vain: they all saw and
-heard the same--a blinding white cauldron of wind-driven spray below,
-and all around, filling every cranny, the howling storm.
-
-A quarter of an hour since she fired last, and no signs of her yet. She
-must be carrying canvas and struggling for life, ignorant of the
-four-knot stream. Some one says she may have gone down--hush! who spoke?
-
-Old Sam Evans had spoken. He had laid his hand on the squire's shoulder,
-and said, "There she is." And then arose a hubbub of talking from the
-men, and every one crowded on his neighbour and tried to get nearer. And
-the women moved hurriedly about, some moaning to themselves, and some
-saying, "Ah, poor dear!" "Ah, dear Lord! there she is, sure enough."
-
-She hove in sight so rapidly that, almost as soon as they could be sure
-of a dark object, they saw that it was a ship--a great ship about 900
-tons; that she was dismasted, and that her decks were crowded. They
-could see that she was unmanageable, turning her head hither and thither
-as the sea struck her, and that her people had seen the cliff at the
-same moment, for they were hurrying aft, and crowding on to the
-bulwarks.
-
-Charles and his guardians crept up to his father's party. Densil was
-standing silent, looking on the lamentable sight; and, as Charles looked
-at him, he saw a tear run down his cheek, and heard him say, "Poor
-fellows!" Cuthbert stood staring intently at the ship, with his lips
-slightly parted. Mackworth, like one who studies a picture, held his
-elbow in one hand, and kept the other over his mouth; and the agent
-cried out, "A troop-ship, by gad. Dear! dear!"
-
-It is a sad sight to see a fine ship beyond control. It is like seeing
-one one loves gone mad. Sad under any circumstances; how terrible it is
-when she is bearing on with her, in her mad Bacchante's dance, a freight
-of living human creatures to untimely destruction!
-
-As each terrible feature and circumstance of the catastrophe became
-apparent to the lookers-on, the excitement became more intense. Forward,
-and in the waist, there was a considerable body of seamen clustered
-about under the bulwarks--some half-stripped. In front of the cuddy
-door, between the poop and the mainmast, about forty soldiers were drawn
-up, with whom were three officers, to be distinguished by their blue
-coats and swords. On the quarter-deck were seven or eight women, two
-apparently ladies, one of whom carried a baby. A well-dressed man,
-evidently the captain, was with them; but the cynosure of all eyes was
-a tall man in white trousers, at once and correctly judged to be the
-mate, who carried in his arms a little girl.
-
-The ship was going straight upon the rock, now only marked as a whiter
-spot upon the whitened sea, and she was fearfully near it, rolling and
-pitching, turning her head hither and thither, fighting for her life.
-She had taken comparatively little water on board as yet; but now a
-great sea struck her forward, and she swung with her bow towards the
-rock, from which she was distant not a hundred yards. The end was
-coming. Charles saw the mate slip off his coat and shirt, and take the
-little girl again. He saw the lady with the baby rise very quietly and
-look forward; he saw the sailors climbing on the bulwarks; he saw the
-soldiers standing steady in two scarlet lines across the deck; he saw
-the officers wave their hands to one another; and then he hid his face
-in his hands, and sobbed as if his heart would break.
-
-They told him after how the end had come: she had lifted up her bows
-defiantly, and brought them crashing down upon the pitiless rock as
-though in despair. Then her stem had swung round, and a merciful sea
-broke over her, and hid her from their view, though above the storm they
-plainly heard her brave old timbers crack; then she floated off, with
-bulwarks gone, sinking, and drifted out of sight round the headland,
-and, though they raced across the headland, and waited a few breathless
-minutes for her to float round into sight again, they never saw her any
-more. The _Warren Hastings_ had gone down in fifteen fathoms. And now
-there was a new passion introduced into the tragedy to which it had
-hitherto been a stranger--Hope. The wreck of part of the mainmast and
-half the main-topmast, which they had seen, before she struck, lumbering
-the deck, had floated off, and there were three, four, five men clinging
-to the futtock shrouds; and then they saw the mate with the child hoist
-himself on to the spar, and part his dripping hair from his eyes.
-
-The spar had floated into the bay, into which they were looking, into
-much calmer water; but, directly too leeward, the swell was tearing at
-the black slate rocks, and in ten minutes it would be on them. Every man
-saw the danger, and Densil, running down to the water's edge, cried--
-
-"Fifty pounds to any one who will take 'em a rope! Fifty gold sovereigns
-down to-night! Who's going?"
-
-Jim Matthews was going, and had been going before he heard of the fifty
-pounds--that was evident; for he was stripped, and out on the rocks,
-with the rope round his waist. He stepped from the bank of slippery
-seaweed into the heaving water, and then his magnificent limbs were in
-full battle with the tide. A roar announced his success. As he was seen
-clambering on to the spar, a stouter rope was paid out; and very soon it
-and its burden were high and dry upon the little half-moon of land which
-ended the bay.
-
-Five sailors, the first mate, and a bright-eyed little girl, were their
-precious prize. The sailors lay about upon the sand, and the mate,
-untying the shawl that bound her to him, put the silent and frightened
-child into the hands of a woman that stood close by.
-
-The poor little thing was trembling in every limb. "If you please," she
-said to the woman, "I should like to go to mamma. She is standing with
-baby on the quarter-deck. Mr. Archer, will you take me back to mamma,
-please? She will be frightened if we stay away."
-
-"Well, a-deary me," said the honest woman, "she'll break my heart, a
-darling; mamma's in heaven, my tender, and baby too."
-
-"No, indeed," said the child eagerly; "she's on the quarter-deck. Mr.
-Archer, Mr. Archer!"
-
-The mate, a tall, brawny, whiskerless, hard-faced man, about
-six-and-twenty, who had been thrust into a pea-coat, now approached.
-
-"Where's mamma, Mr. Archer?" said the child.
-
-"Where's mamma, my lady-bird? Oh, dear! oh, dear!"
-
-"And where's the ship, and Captain Dixon, and the soldiers?"
-
-"The ship, my pretty love?" said the mate, putting his rough hand on the
-child's wet hair; "why the good ship, _Warren Hastings_, Dixon master,
-is a-sunk beneath the briny waves, my darling; and all on board of her,
-being good sailors and brave soldiers, is doubtless at this moment in
-glory."
-
-The poor little thing set up a low wailing cry, which went to the hearts
-of all present; then the women carried her away, and the mate, walking
-between Mackworth and Densil, headed the procession homeward to the
-hall.
-
-"She was the _Warren Hastings_, of 900 tons," he said, "from Calcutta,
-with a detachment of the 120th on board. The old story--dismasted, both
-anchors down, cables parted, and so on. And now I expect you know as
-much as I do. This little girl is daughter to Captain Corby, in command
-of the troops. She was always a favourite of mine, and I determined to
-get her through. How steady those sojers stood, by jingo, as though they
-were on parade! Well, I always thought something was going to happen,
-for we had never a quarrel the whole voyage, and that's curious with
-troops. Capital crew, too. Ah, well, they are comfortable enough now,
-eh, Sir?"
-
-That night the mate arose from his bed like a giant refreshed with wine,
-and posted off to Bristol to "her owners," followed by a letter from
-Densil, and another from Lloyd's agent of such a nature that he found
-himself in command of a ship in less than a month. Periodically, unto
-this day, there arrive at Ravenshoe, bows and arrows (supposed to be
-poisoned), paddles, punkahs, rice-paper screens; a malignant kind of
-pickle, which causeth the bowels of him that eateth of it to burn;
-wicked-looking old gods of wood and stone; models of Juggernaut's car;
-brown earthenware moonshees, translating glazed porcelain Bibles; and
-many other Indian curiosities, all of which are imported and presented
-by the kind-hearted Archer.
-
-In a fortnight the sailors were gone, and, save a dozen or so of new
-graves in the churchyard, nothing remained to tell of the _Warren
-Hastings_ but the little girl saved so miraculously--little Mary Corby.
-
-She had been handed over at once to the care of the kind-hearted Norah,
-Charles's nurse, who instantaneously loved her with all her great warm
-heart, and about three weeks after the wreck gave Charles these
-particulars about her, when he went to pay her a visit in the cottage
-behind the kennels.
-
-After having hugged him violently, and kissed him till he laughingly
-refused to let her do it again till she had told him the news, she
-began--"The beauty-boy, he gets handsomer every day" (this might be
-true, but there was great room for improvement yet), "and comes and sees
-his old nurse, and who loves him so well, alanna? It's little I can tell
-ye about the little girl, me darlin'. She's nine years old, and a
-heretic, like yer own darlin' self, and who's to gainsay ye from it?
-She's book-learned enough, and play she says she can, and I axed her
-would she like to live in the great house, and she said no. She liked
-me, and wanted to stay with me. She cries about her mother, a dear, but
-not so much as she did, and she's now inside and asleep. Come here,
-avick."
-
-She bent down her handsome face to Charles's ear and whispered, "If my
-boy was looking out for a little wee fairy wife, eh?"
-
-Charles shook his hair, and laughed, and there and then told Norah all
-about Adelaide, which attachment Norah highly approved of, and remarked
-that he'd be old enough to be married before he knew where he was.
-
-In spite of Densil's letters and inquiries, no friends came forward to
-claim little Mary. Uncle Corby, when in possession of facts, was far too
-much a man of business to do anything of the kind. In a very short time
-Densil gave up inquiring, and then he began dreading lest she should be
-taken from him, for he had got wonderfully fond of the quiet, pale,
-bright-eyed little creature. In three months she was considered as a
-permanent member of the household, and the night before Charles went to
-school he told her of his grand passion. His lordship considered this
-step showed deep knowledge of the world, as it would have the effect of
-crushing in the bud any rash hopes which Mary might have conceived; and,
-having made this provision for her peace of mind, he straightway
-departed to Shrewsbury school.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-IN WHICH CHARLES AND LORD WELTER DISTINGUISH THEMSELVES AT THE
-UNIVERSITY.
-
-
-It is a curious sensation, that of meeting, as a young man of two or
-three-and-twenty, a man one has last seen as a little lad of ten, or
-thereabouts. One is almost in a way disappointed. You may be asked out
-to dinner to meet a man called, say, Jones (or, if you like the name
-better, Delamere D'Eresby), whom you believe to be your old friend
-Jones, and whom you have not seen for a month or so; and on getting to
-the house find it is not your Jones at all, but another Jones whom you
-don't know. He may be cleverer, handsomer, more agreeable than your old
-friend--a man whom you are glad to know; and yet you are disappointed.
-You don't meet the man you expected, and you are rather disposed to be
-prejudiced against his representative.
-
-So it is when you meet a friend in manhood whom you have not seen since
-you were at school. You have been picturing to yourself the sort of man
-your friend must have developed into, and you find him different from
-what you thought. So, instead of foregathering with an old friend, you
-discover that you have to make a new acquaintance.
-
-You will now have to resume the acquaintance of Charles Ravenshoe at two
-and twenty. I hope you will not be much disappointed in him. He was a
-very nice boy, if you remember, and you will see immediately that he has
-developed into a very nice young man indeed. It is possible that I may
-not be about to introduce him to you under the most favourable
-circumstances; but he created those circumstances for himself, and must
-abide by them. As it is not my intention to follow him through any part
-of his University life, but only to resume his history when he quits it,
-so it becomes imperatively necessary for me to state, without any sort
-of disguise, the reason why he did leave it. And, as two or three other
-important characters in the story had something to do with it, I shall
-do so more at length than would at first seem necessary.
-
-It was nine o'clock on the 6th of November. The sun, which had been
-doing duty for her Majesty all night at Calcutta, Sydney, &c., had by
-this time reached Oxford, and was shining aslant into two pretty little
-Gothic windows in the inner or library quadrangle of St. Paul's College,
-and illuminating the features of a young man who was standing in the
-middle of the room, and scratching his head.
-
-He was a stout-built fellow, not particularly handsome, but with a very
-pleasing face. His hair was very dark brown, short, and curling; his
-forehead was broad and open, and below it were two uncommonly
-pleasant-looking dark grey eyes. His face was rather marked, his nose
-very slightly aquiline, and plenty of it, his mouth large and
-good-humoured, which, when opened to laugh, as it very frequently was,
-showed a splendid set of white teeth, which were well contrasted with a
-fine healthy brown and red complexion. Altogether a very pleasant young
-fellow to look on, and looking none the worse just now for an expression
-of droll perplexity, not unmixed with a certain amount of terror, which
-he had on his face.
-
-It was Charles Ravenshoe.
-
-He stood in his shirt and trousers only, in the midst of a scene of
-desolation so awful, that I, who have had to describe some of the most
-terrible scenes and circumstances conceivable, pause before attempting
-to give any idea of it in black and white. Every moveable article in the
-room--furniture, crockery, fender, fire-irons--lay in one vast heap of
-broken confusion in the corner of the room. Not a pane of glass remained
-in the windows; the bedroom-door was broken down; and the door which
-opened into the corridor was minus the two upper panels. Well might
-Charles Ravenshoe stand there and scratch his head!
-
-"By George," he said at last, soliloquising, "how deuced lucky it is
-that I never get drunk! If I had been screwed last night, those fellows
-would have burnt the college down. What a devil that Welter is when he
-gets drink into him! and Marlowe is not much better. The fellows were
-mad with fighting, too. I wish they hadn't come here and made hay
-afterwards. There'll be an awful row about this. It's all up, I am
-afraid. It's impossible to say though."
-
-At this moment, a man appeared in the passage, and, looking in through
-the broken door, as if from a witness-box, announced, "The dean wishes
-to see you at once, sir." And exit.
-
-Charles replied by using an expression then just coming into use among
-our youth, "All serene!" dressed himself by putting on a pilot coat, a
-pair of boots, and a cap and gown, and with a sigh descended into the
-quadrangle.
-
-There were a good many men about, gathered in groups. The same subject
-was in everybody's mouth. There had been, the night before, without
-warning or apparent cause, the most frightful disturbance which, in the
-opinion of the porter, had graced the college for fifty years. It had
-begun suddenly at half-past twelve, and had been continued till three.
-The dons had been afraid to come and interfere, the noise was so
-terrible. Five out-college men had knocked out at a quarter to three,
-refusing to give any name but the dean's. A rocket had been let up, and
-a five-barrel revolver had been let off, and--Charles Ravenshoe had been
-sent for.
-
-A party of young gentlemen, who looked very seedy and guilty, stood in
-his way, and as he came up shook their heads sorrowfully; one, a tall
-one, with large whiskers, sat down in the gravel walk, and made as
-though he would have cast dust upon his head.
-
-"This is a bad job, Charley," said one of them.
-
-"Some heads must fall," said Charles; "I hope mine is not among the
-number. Rather a shame if it is, eh?"
-
-The man with the big whiskers shook his head. "The state of your room,"
-he said.
-
-"Who has seen it?" eagerly asked Charles.
-
-"Sleeping innocent!" replied the other, "the porter was up there by
-eight o'clock, and at half-past the dean himself was gazing on your
-unconscious face as you lay peacefully sleeping in the arms of
-desolation."
-
-Charles whistled long and loud, and proceeded with a sinking heart
-towards the dean's rooms.
-
-A tall, pale man, with a hard, marked countenance, was sitting at his
-breakfast, who, as soon as he saw his visitor, regarded him with the
-greatest interest, and buttered a piece of toast.
-
-"_Well_, Mr. Ravenshoe," was his remark.
-
-"I believe you sent for me, sir," said Charles, adding to himself,
-"Confound you, you cruel old brute, you are amusing yourself with my
-tortures."
-
-"This is a pretty business," said the dean.
-
-Charles would be glad to know to what he alluded.
-
-"Well," said the dean, laughing, "I don't exactly know where to begin.
-However, I am not sure it much matters. You will be wanted in the common
-room at two. The proctor has sent for your character also. Altogether, I
-congratulate you. Your career at the University has been brilliant; but,
-your orbit being highly elliptical, it is to be feared that you will
-remain but a short time above the horizon. Good morning."
-
-Charles rejoined the eager knot of friends outside; and, when he spoke
-the awful word, "common room," every countenance wore a look of dismay.
-Five more, it appeared, were sent for, and three were wanted by the
-proctor at eleven. It was a disastrous morning.
-
-There was a large breakfast in the rooms of the man with the whiskers,
-to which all the unfortunates were of course going. One or two were in a
-state of badly-concealed terror, and fidgeted and were peevish, until
-they got slightly tipsy. Others laughed a good deal, rather nervously,
-and took the thing pluckily--the terror was there, but they fought
-against it; but the behaviour of Charles extorted applause from
-everybody. He was as cool and as merry as if he was just going down for
-the long vacation; he gave the most comical account of the whole
-proceedings last night from beginning to end, as he was well competent
-to do, being the only sober man who had witnessed them; he ate heartily,
-and laughed naturally, to the admiration of every one.
-
-One of the poor fellows who had shown greatest signs of terror, and who
-was as near crying as he could possibly be without actually doing so,
-looked up and complimented him on his courage, with an oath.
-
-"In me, my dear Dick," said Charles, good-naturedly, "you see the
-courage of despair. Had I half your chances, I should be as bad as you.
-I know there are but a few more ceremonies to be gone through, and
-then--"
-
-The other rose and left the room. "Well," said he, as he went, with a
-choking voice, "I expect my old governor will cut his throat, or
-something; I'm fifteen hundred in debt." And so the door closed on the
-poor lad, and the party was silent.
-
-There came in now a young man, to whom I wish especially to call your
-attention. He was an ordinary young man enough, in the morning livery of
-a groom. He was a moderately well-looking fellow, and there seems at
-first nothing in any way remarkable about him. But look at him again,
-and you are struck with a resemblance to some one you know, and yet at
-first you hardly know to whom. It is not decidedly, either, in any one
-feature, and you are puzzled for a time, till you come to the conclusion
-that everyone else does. That man is a handsome likeness of Charles
-Ravenshoe.
-
-This is Charles's foster-brother William, whom we saw on a former
-occasion taking refreshment with that young gentleman, and who had for
-some time been elevated to the rank of Mr. Charles's "lad." He had come
-for orders.
-
-There were no orders but to exercise the horses, Charles believed; he
-would tell him in the afternoon if there were, he added sorrowfully.
-
-"I saw Lord Welter coming away from the proctor's, sir," said William.
-"He told me to ask what train you were going down by. His lordship told
-me to say, sir, that Lord Welter of Christchurch would leave the
-University at twelve to-morrow, and would not come into residence again
-till next Michaelmas term."
-
-"By Jove," said Charles, "he has got a dose! I didn't think they'd have
-given him a year. Well, here goes."
-
-Charles went to the proctor's, but his troubles there were not so severe
-as he had expected. He had been seen fighting several times during the
-evening, but half the University had been doing the same. He had been
-sent home three times, and had reappeared; that was nothing so very bad.
-On his word of honour he had not tripped up the marshal; Brown himself
-thought he must have slipped on a piece of orange-peel. Altogether it
-came to this; that Ravenshoe of Paul's had better be in by nine for the
-rest of term, and mind what he was about for the future.
-
-But the common room at two was the thing by which poor Charles was to
-stand or fall. There were terrible odds against him--the master and six
-tutors. It was no use, he said, snivelling, or funking the thing; so he
-went into battle valiantly.
-
-THE MASTER opened the ball, in a voice suggestive of mild remonstrance.
-In all his experience in college life, extending over a period of
-forty-five years, he had never even heard of proceedings so
-insubordinate, so unparalleled, so--so--monstrous, as had taken place
-the night before, in a college only a twelvemonth ago considered to be
-the quietest in the University. A work of fiction of a low and vicious
-tendency, professing to describe scenes of headlong riot and debauchery
-at the sister University, called, he believed, "Peter Priggins," had
-been written, and was, he understood, greatly read by the youth of both
-seats of learning; but he was given to understand that the worst
-described in that book sank into nothing, actually dwindled into
-insignificance, before last night's proceedings. It appeared, he
-continued (referring to a paper through his gold eye-glasses), that at
-half-past twelve a band of intoxicated and frantic young men had rushed
-howling into the college, refusing to give their names to the porter
-(among whom was recognised Mr. Ravenshoe); that from that moment a scene
-of brutal riot had commenced in the usually peaceful quadrangle, and had
-continued till half-past three; loaded weapons had been resorted to, and
-fireworks had been exhibited; and, finally, that five members of another
-college had knocked out at half-past three, stating to the porter
-(without the slightest foundation) that they had been having tea with
-the dean. Now you know, really and truly, it simply resolved itself into
-this. Were they going to keep St. Paul's College open, or were they not?
-If the institution which had flourished now for above five hundred years
-was to continue to receive undergraduates, the disturbers of last night
-must be sternly eliminated. In the last case of this kind, where a man
-was only convicted of--eh, Mr. Dean?--pump handle--thank you--was only
-convicted of playfully secreting the handle of the college pump,
-rustication had been inflicted. In this case the college would do its
-duty, however painful.
-
-Charles was understood to say that he was quite sober, and had tried to
-keep the fellows out of mischief.
-
-THE MASTER believed Mr. Ravenshoe would hardly deny having let off a
-rocket on the grass-plat.
-
-Charles was ill-advised enough to say that he did it to keep the fellows
-quiet; but the excuse fell dead, and there was a slight pause. After
-which,
-
-THE DEAN rose, with his hands in his pockets, and remarked that this
-sort of thing was all mighty fine, you know; but they weren't going to
-stand it, and the sooner this was understood the better. He, for one, as
-long as he remained dean of that college, was not going to have a parcel
-of drunken young idiots making a row under his windows at all hours in
-the morning. He should have come out himself last night, but that he was
-afraid, positively afraid, of personal violence; and the odds were too
-heavy against him. He, for one, did not want any more words about it. He
-allowed the fact of Mr. Ravenshoe being perfectly sober, though whether
-that could be pleaded in extenuation was very doubtful. (Did you speak,
-Mr. Bursar? No. I beg pardon, I thought you did.) He proposed that Mr.
-Ravenshoe should be rusticated for a year, and that the Dean of
-Christchurch should be informed that Lord Welter was one of the most
-active of the rioters. That promising young nobleman had done them the
-honour to create a disturbance in the college on a previous occasion,
-when he was, as last night, the guest of Mr. Ravenshoe.
-
-Charles said that Lord Welter had been rusticated for a year.
-
-THE DEAN was excessively glad to hear it, and hoped that he would stay
-at home and give his family the benefit of his high spirits. As there
-were five other gentlemen to come before them, he would suggest that
-they should come to a determination.
-
-THE BURSAR thought that Mr. Ravenshoe's plea of sobriety should be taken
-in extenuation. Mr. Ravenshoe had never been previously accused of
-having resorted to stimulants. He thought it should be taken in
-extenuation.
-
-THE DEAN was sorry to be of a diametrically opposite opinion.
-
-No one else taking up the cudgels for poor Charles, the Master said he
-was afraid he must rusticate him.
-
-Charles said he hoped they wouldn't.
-
-THE DEAN gave a short laugh, and said that, if that was all he had to
-say, he might as well have held his tongue. And then the Master
-pronounced sentence of rustication for a year, and Charles, having
-bowed, withdrew.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-JOHN MARSTON.
-
-Charles returned to his room, a little easier in his mind than when he
-left it. There still remained one dreadful business to get over--the
-worst of all; that of letting his father know. Non-University men sneer
-at rustication; they can't see any particular punishment in having to
-absent yourself from your studies for a term or two. But do they think
-that the Dons don't know what they are about? Why, nine spirited young
-fellows out of ten would snap their fingers at rustication, if it wasn't
-for the _home_ business. It is breaking the matter to the father, his
-just anger, and his mother's still more bitter reproaches. It must all
-come out, the why and the wherefore, without concealment or palliation.
-The college write a letter to justify themselves, and then a mine of
-deceit is sprung under the parents' feet, and their eyes are opened to
-things they little dreamt of. This, it appears, is not the first
-offence. The college has been long-suffering, and has pardoned when it
-should have punished repeatedly. The lad who was thought to be doing so
-well has been leading a dissipated, riotous life, and deceiving them
-all. This is the bitterest blow they have ever had. How can they trust
-him again?--And so the wound takes long to heal, and sometimes is never
-healed at all. That is the meaning of rustication.
-
-A majority of young fellows at the University deceive their parents,
-especially if they come of serious houses. It is almost forced upon them
-sometimes, and in all cases the temptation is strong. It is very unwise
-to ask too many questions. Home questions are, in some cases,
-unpardonable. A son can't tell a father, as one man can tell another, to
-mind his own business. No. The father asks the question suddenly, and
-the son lies, perhaps, for the first time in his life. If he told the
-truth, his father would knock him down.
-
-Now Charles was a little better off than most young fellows in this
-respect. He knew his father would scold about the rustication, and still
-more at his being in debt. He wasn't much afraid of his father's anger.
-They two had always been too familiar to be much afraid of one another.
-He was much more afraid of the sarcasms of Mackworth, and he not a
-little dreaded his brother; but with regard to his father he felt but
-slight uneasiness.
-
-He found his scout and his servant William trying to get the room into
-some order, but it was hopeless. William looked up with a blank face as
-he came in, and said--
-
-"We can't do no good, sir; I'd better go for Herbert's man, I suppose?"
-
-"You may go, William," said Charles, "to the stables, and prepare my
-horses for a journey. Ward, you may pack up my things, as I go down
-to-morrow. I am rusticated."
-
-They both looked very blank, especially William, who, after a long
-pause, said--
-
-"I was afraid of something happening yesterday after Hall, when I see my
-lord----" here William paused abruptly, and, looking up, touched his
-head to some one who stood in the doorway.
-
-It was a well-dressed, well-looking young man of about Charles's age,
-with a handsome, hairless, florid face, and short light hair. Handsome
-though his face was, it was hardly pleasing in consequence of a certain
-lowering of the eyebrows which he indulged in every moment--as often,
-indeed, as he looked at any one--and also of a slight cynical curl at
-the corners of the mouth. There was nothing else noticeable about Lord
-Welter except his appearance of great personal strength, for which he
-was somewhat famous.
-
-"Hallo, Welter!" shouted Charles, "yesterday was an era in the annals of
-intoxication. Nobody ever was so drunk as you. I did all I could for
-you, more fool I, for things couldn't be worse than they are, and might
-be better. If I had gone to bed instead of looking after you, I
-shouldn't have been rusticated."
-
-"I'm deuced sorry, Charley, I am, 'pon my soul. It is all my confounded
-folly, and I shall write to your father and say so. You are coming home
-with me, of course?"
-
-"By Jove, I never thought of it. That wouldn't be a bad plan, eh? I
-might write from Ranford, you know. Yes, I think I'll say yes. William,
-you can take the horses over to-morrow. That is a splendid idea of
-yours. I was thinking of going to London."
-
-"Hang London in the hunting season," said Lord Welter. "By George, how
-the governor will blow up. I wonder what my grandmother will say.
-Somebody has told her the world is coming to an end next year. I hope
-there'll be another Derby. She has cut homoeopathy and taken to
-vegetable practice. She has deuced near slaughtered her maid with an
-overdose of Linum Catharticum, as she calls it. She goes digging about
-in waste places like a witch, with a big footman to carry the spade. She
-is a good old body, though; hanged if she ain't."
-
-"What does Adelaide think of the change in Lady Ascot's opinions,
-medical and religious?"
-
-"She don't care, bless you. She laughs about the world coming to an end,
-and as for the physic, she won't stand that. She has pretty much her own
-way with the old lady, I can tell you, and with every one else, as far
-as that goes. She is an imperious little body; I'm afraid of her.--How
-do, Marston?"
-
-This was said to a small, neatly-dressed, quiet-looking man, with a
-shrewd, pleasant face, who appeared at this moment, looking very grave.
-He returned Welter's salutation, and that gentleman sauntered out of the
-room, after having engaged Charles to dinner at the Cross at six. The
-new comer then sat down by Charles, and looked sorrowfully in his face.
-
-"So it has come to this, my poor boy," said he, "and only two days after
-our good resolutions. Charley, do you know what Issachar was like?"
-
-"No."
-
-"He was like a strong ass stooping between two burdens," replied the
-other, laughing. "I know somebody who is, oh, so very like him. I know
-a fellow who could do capitally in the schools and in the world, who is
-now always either lolling about reading novels, or else flying off in
-the opposite extreme, and running, or riding, or rowing like a madman.
-Those are his two burdens, and he is a dear old ass also, whom it is
-very hard to scold, even when one is furiously angry with him."
-
-"It's all true, Marston; it's all true as Gospel," said Charles.
-
-"Look how well you did at Shrewsbury," continued Marston, "when you were
-forced to work. And now, you haven't opened a book for a year. Why don't
-you have some object in life, old fellow? Try to be captain of the
-University Eight or the Eleven; get a good degree; anything. Think of
-last Easter vacation, Charley. Well, then, I won't----Be sure that
-pot-house work won't do. What earthly pleasure can there be in herding
-with men of that class, your inferiors in everything except strength?
-and you can talk quite well enough for any society?"
-
-"It ain't my fault," broke in Charles, piteously. "It's a good deal more
-the fault of the men I'm with. That Easter vacation business was planned
-by Welter. He wore a velveteen shooting-coat and knee-breeches, and
-called himself----"
-
-"That will do, Charley; I don't want to hear any of that gentleman's
-performances. I entertain the strongest personal dislike for him. He
-leads you into all your mischief. You often quarrel; why don't you break
-with him?"
-
-"I can't."
-
-"Because he is a distant relation? Nonsense. Your brother never speaks
-to him."
-
-"It isn't that."
-
-"Do you owe him money?"
-
-"No, it's the other way, by Jove! I can't break with that man. I can't
-lose the run of Ranford. I must go there. There's a girl there I care
-about more than all the world beside; if I don't see her I shall go
-mad."
-
-Marston looked very thoughtful. "You never told me of this," he said;
-"and she has--she has refused you, I suppose?"
-
-"Ay! how did you guess that?"
-
-"By my mother wit. I didn't suppose that Charles Ravenshoe would have
-gone on as he has under other circumstances."
-
-"I fell in love with her," said Charley, rocking himself to and fro,
-"when she was a child. I have never had another love but her; and the
-last time I left Ranford I asked her--you know--and she laughed in my
-face, and said we were getting too old for that sort of nonsense. And
-when I swore I was in earnest, she only laughed the more. And I'm a
-desperate beggar, by Jove, and I'll go and enlist, by Jove."
-
-"What a brilliant idea!" said Marston. "Don't be a fool, Charley. Is
-this girl a great lady?"
-
-"Great lady! Lord bless you, no; she's a dependant without a sixpence."
-
-"Begin all over again with her. Let her alone a little. Perhaps you took
-too much for granted, and offended her. Very likely she has got tired of
-you. By your own confession, you have been making love to her for ten
-years; that must be a great bore for a girl, you know. I suppose you are
-thinking of going to Ranford now?"
-
-"Yes, I am going for a time."
-
-"The worst place you could go to; much better go home to your father.
-Yours is a quiet, staid, wholesome house; not such a bear-garden as the
-other place--but let us change the subject. I am sent after you."
-
-"By whom?"
-
-"Musgrave. The University Eight is going down, and he wants you to row
-four. The match with Cambridge is made up."
-
-"Oh, hang it!" said poor Charles; "I can't show after this business. Get
-a waterman; do, Marston. They will know all about it by this time."
-
-"Nay, I want you to come; do come, Charles. I want you to contrast these
-men with the fellows you were with last night, and to see what effect
-three such gentlemen and scholars as Dixon, Hunt, and Smith have in
-raising the tone of the men they are thrown among."
-
-On the barge Charles met the others of the Eight--quiet, staid,
-gentlemanly men, every one of whom knew what had happened, and was more
-than usually polite in consequence. Musgrave, the captain, received him
-with manly courtesy. He was sorry to hear Ravenshoe was going down--had
-hoped to have had him in the Eight at Easter; however, it couldn't be
-helped; hoped to get him at Henley; and so on. The others were very
-courteous too, and Charles soon began to find that he himself was
-talking in a different tone of voice, and using different language from
-that which he would have been using in his cousin's rooms; and he
-confessed this to Marston that night.
-
-Meanwhile the University Eight, with the little blue flag at her bows,
-went rushing down the river on her splendid course. Past heavy barges
-and fairy skiffs; past men in dingys, who ran high and dry on the bank
-to get out of the way; and groups of dandys, who ran with them for a
-time. And before any man was warm--Iffley. Then across the broad
-mill-pool and through the deep crooks, out into the broads, and past the
-withered beds of reeds which told of coming winter. Bridges, and a
-rushing lasher--Sandford. No rest here. Out of the dripping well-like
-lock. Get your oars out and away again, past the yellowing willows, past
-the long wild grey meadows, swept by the singing autumn wind. Through
-the swirling curves and eddies, onward under the westering sun towards
-the woods of Nuneham.
-
-It was so late when they got back, that those few who had waited for
-them--those faithful few who would wait till midnight to see the Eight
-come in--could not see them, but heard afar off the measured throb and
-rush of eight oars as one, as they came with rapid stroke up the
-darkening reach. Charles and Marston walked home together.
-
-"By George," said Charles, "I should like to do that and nothing else
-all my life. What a splendid stroke Musgrave gives you, so marked, and
-so long, and yet so lively. Oh, I should like to be forced to row every
-day like the watermen."
-
-"In six or seven years you would probably row as well as a waterman. At
-least, I mean, as well as some of the second-rate ones. I have set my
-brains to learn steering, being a small weak man; but I shall never
-steer as well as little Tims, who is ten years old. Don't mistake a
-means for an end--"
-
-Charles wouldn't always stand his friend's good advice, and he thought
-he had had too much of it to-day. So he broke out into sudden and
-furious rebellion, much to Marston's amusement, who treasured up every
-word he said in his anger, and used them afterwards with fearful effect
-against him.
-
-"I don't care for you," bawled Charles; "you're a greater fool than I
-am, and be hanged to you. You're going to spend the best years of your
-life, and ruin your health, to get a first. _A first! A first!_ Why that
-miserable little beast, Lock, got a first. A fellow who is, take him all
-in all, the most despicable little wretch I know! If you are very
-diligent you may raise yourself to _his_ level! And when you have got
-your precious first, you will find yourself utterly unfit for any trade
-or profession whatever (except the Church, which you don't mean to
-enter). What do you know about modern languages or modern history? If
-you go into the law, you have got to begin all over again. They won't
-take you in the army; they are not such _muffs_. And this is what you
-get for your fifteen hundred pounds!"
-
-Charles paused, and Marston clapped his hands and said, "hear, _hear_!"
-which made him more angry still.
-
-"I shouldn't care if I _was_ a waterman. I'm sick of all this
-pretension and humbug; I'd sooner be anything than what I am, with my
-debts, and my rustication, and keeping up appearances. I wish I was a
-billiard marker; I wish I was a jockey; I wish I was Alick Reed's
-Novice; I wish I was one of Barclay and Perkins's draymen. Hang it! I
-wish I was a cabman! Queen Elizabeth was a wise woman, and she was of my
-opinion."
-
-"Did Queen Elizabeth wish she was a cabman?" asked Marston, gravely.
-
-"No, she didn't," said Charles, very tartly. "She wished she was a
-milkmaid, and I think she was quite right. Now, then."
-
-"So you would like to be a milkmaid?" said the inexorable Marston. "You
-had better try another Easter vacation with Welter. Mrs. Sherrat will
-get you a suit of cast-off clothes from some of the lads. Here's the
-'Cross,' where you dine. Bye, bye!"
-
-John Marston knew, and knew well, nearly every one worth knowing in the
-University. He did not appear particularly rich; he was not handsome; he
-was not brilliant in conversation; he did not dress well, though he was
-always neat; he was not a cricketer, a rower, or a rider; he never spoke
-at the Union; he never gave large parties; no one knew anything about
-his family; he never betted; and yet he was in the best set in the
-University.
-
-There was, of course, some reason for this; in fact, there were three
-good and sufficient reasons, although above I may seem to have exhausted
-the means of approach to good University society. First, He had been to
-Eton as a town boy, and had been popular there. Second, He had got one
-of the great open scholarships. And third, His behaviour had always been
-most correct and gentlemanly.
-
-A year before this he had met Charles as a freshman in Lord Welter's
-rooms, and had conceived a great liking for him. Charles had just come
-up with a capital name from Shrewsbury, and Marston hoped that he would
-have done something; but no. Charles took up with riding, rowing,
-driving, &c., &c., not to mention the giving and receiving of parties,
-with all the zest of a young fellow with a noble constitution, enough
-money, agreeable manners, and the faculty of excelling to a certain
-extent in every sport he took in hand.
-
-He very soon got to like and respect Marston. He used to allow him to
-blow him up, and give him good advice when he wouldn't take it from any
-one else. The night before he went down Marston came to his rooms, and
-tried to persuade him to go home, and not to "the training stables," as
-he irreverently called Ranford; but Charles had laughed and laughed, and
-joked, and given indirect answers, and Marston saw that he was
-determined, and discontinued pressing him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-ADELAIDE.
-
-
-The next afternoon Lord Welter and Charles rode up to the door at
-Ranford. The servants looked surprised; they were not expected. His
-lordship was out shooting; her ladyship was in the poultry-yard; Mr.
-Pool was in the billiard-room with Lord Saltire.
-
-"The deuce!" said Lord Welter; "that's lucky, I'll get him to break it
-to the governor."
-
-The venerable nobleman was very much amused by the misfortunes of these
-ingenuous youths, and undertook the commission with great good nature.
-But, when he had heard the cause of the mishap, he altered his tone
-considerably, and took on himself to give the young men what was for him
-a severe lecture. He was sorry this had come out of a drunken riot; he
-wished it ... which, though bad enough, did not carry the disgrace with
-it that the other did. Let them take the advice of an old fellow who had
-lived in the world, ay, and moved with the world, for above eighty
-years, and take care not to be marked, even by their own set, as
-drinking men. In his day, he allowed, drinking was entirely _de
-rigueur_; and indeed nothing could be more proper and correct than the
-whole thing they had just described to him, if it had happened fifty
-years ago. But now a drunken row was an anachronism. Nobody drank now.
-He had made a point of watching the best young fellows, and none of them
-drank. He made a point of taking the time from the rising young fellows,
-as every one ought to, who wished to go with the world. In his day, for
-instance, it was the custom to talk with considerable freedom on sacred
-subjects, and he himself had been somewhat notorious for that sort of
-thing; but look at him now: he conformed with the times, and went to
-church. Every one went to church now. Let him call their attention to
-the fact that a great improvement had taken place in public morals of
-late years.
-
-So the good-natured old heathen gave them what, I daresay, he thought
-was the best of advice. He is gone now to see what his system of
-morality was worth. I am very shy of judging him, or the men of his
-time. It gives me great pain to hear the men of the revolutionary era
-spoken of flippantly. The time was so exceptional. The men at that time
-were a race of giants. One wonders how the world got through that time
-at all. Six hundred millions of treasure spent by Britain alone! How
-many millions of lives lost none may guess. What wonder if there were
-hell-fire clubs and all kinds of monstrosities. Would any of the present
-generation have attended the fete of the goddess of reason, if they had
-lived at that time, I wonder? Of course they wouldn't.
-
-Charles went alone to the poultry-yard; but no one was there except the
-head keeper, who was administering medicine to a cock, whose appearance
-was indictable--that is to say, if the laws against cock-fighting were
-enforced. Lady Ascot had gone in; so Charles went in too, and went
-upstairs to his aunt's room.
-
-One of the old lady's last fancies was sitting in the dark, or in a
-gloom so profound as to approach to darkness. So Charles, passing out of
-a light corridor, and shutting the door behind him, found himself unable
-to see his hand before him. Confident, however, of his knowledge of
-localities, he advanced with such success that he immediately fell
-crashing headlong over an ottoman; and in his descent, imagining that he
-was falling into a pit or gulf of unknown depth, uttered a wild cry of
-alarm. Whereupon the voice of Lady Ascot from close by answered, "Come
-in," as if she thought she heard somebody knock.
-
-"Come up, would be more appropriate, aunt," said Charles. "Why do you
-sit in the dark? I've killed myself, I believe."
-
-"Is that you, Charles?" said she. "What brings you over? My dear, I am
-delighted. Open a bit of the window, Charles, and let me see you."
-
-Charles did as he was desired; and, as the strong light from without
-fell upon him, the old lady gave a deep sigh.
-
-"Ah, dear, so like poor dear Petre about the eyes. There never was a
-handsome Ravenshoe since him, and there never will be another. You were
-quite tolerable as a boy, my dear; but you've got very coarse, very
-coarse and plain indeed. Poor Petre!"
-
-"You're more unlucky in the light than you were in the darkness,
-Charles," said a brisk, clear, well-modulated voice from behind the old
-lady. "Grandma seems in one of her knock-me-down moods to-day. She had
-just told me that I was an insignificant chit, when you made your
-graceful and noiseless entrance, and saved me anything further."
-
-If Adelaide had been looking at Charles when she spoke, instead of at
-her work, she would have seen the start which he gave when he heard her
-voice. As it was, she saw nothing of it; and Charles, instantly
-recovering himself, said in the most nonchalant voice possible:
-
-"Hallo, are you here? How do you contrive to work in the dark?"
-
-"It is not dark to any one with eyes," was the curt reply. "I can see to
-read."
-
-Here Lady Ascot said that, if she had called Adelaide a chit, it was
-because she had set up her opinion against that of such a man as Dr.
-Going; that Adelaide was a good and dutiful girl to her; that she was a
-very old woman, and perhaps shouldn't live to see the finish of next
-year; and that her opinion still was that Charles was very plain and
-coarse, and she was sorry she couldn't alter it.
-
-Adelaide came rapidly up and kissed her, and then went and stood in the
-light beside Charles.
-
-She had grown into a superb blonde beauty. From her rich brown crepe
-hair to her exquisite little foot, she was a model of grace. The nose
-was delicately aquiline, and the mouth receded slightly, while the chin
-was as slightly prominent; the eyes were brilliant, and were
-concentrated on their object in a moment; and the eyebrows surmounted
-them in a delicately but distinctly marked curve. A beauty she was, such
-as one seldom sees; and Charles, looking on her, felt that he loved her
-more madly than ever, and that he would die sooner than let her know it.
-
-"Well, Charles," she said, "you don't seem overjoyed to see me."
-
-"A man can't look joyous with broken shins, my dear Adelaide. Aunt, I've
-got some bad news for you. I am in trouble."
-
-"Oh dear," said the old lady, "and what is the matter now? Something
-about a woman, I suppose. You Ravenshoes are always--"
-
-"No, no, aunt. Nothing of the kind. Adelaide, don't go, pray; you will
-lose such a capital laugh. I've got rusticated, Aunt."
-
-"That is very comical, I dare say," said Adelaide, in a low voice; "but
-I don't see the joke."
-
-"I thought you would have had a laugh at me, perhaps," said Charles; "it
-is rather a favourite amusement of yours."
-
-"What, in the name of goodness, makes you so disagreeable and cross
-to-day, Charles? You were never so before, when anything happened. I am
-sure I am very sorry for your misfortune, though I really don't know its
-extent. Is it a very serious thing?"
-
-"Serious, very. I don't much like going home. Welter is in the same
-scrape; who is to tell her?"
-
-"This is the way," said Adelaide; "I'll show you how to manage her."
-
-All this was carried on in a low tone, and very rapidly. The old lady
-had just begun in a loud, querulous, scolding voice to Charles, when
-Adelaide interrupted her with--
-
-"I say, grandma, Welter is rusticated too."
-
-Adelaide good-naturedly said this to lead the old lady's wrath from
-Charles, and throw it partly on to her grandson; but however good her
-intentions, the execution of them was unsuccessful. The old lady fell to
-scolding Charles; accusing him of being the cause of the whole mishap,
-of leading Welter into every mischief, and stating her opinion that he
-was an innocent and exemplary youth, with the fault only of being too
-easily led away. Charles escaped as soon as he could, and was followed
-by Adelaide.
-
-"This is not true, is it?" she said. "It is not your fault?"
-
-"My fault, partly, of course. But Welter would have been sent down
-before, if it hadn't been for me. He got me into a scrape this time. He
-mustn't go back there. You mustn't let him go back."
-
-"I let him go back, forsooth! What on earth can I have to do with his
-lordship's movements?" she said, bitterly, "Do you know who you are
-talking to?--a beggarly orphan."
-
-"Hush! don't talk like that, Adelaide. Your power in this house is very
-great. The power of the only sound head in the house. You could stop
-anything you like from happening."
-
-They had come together at a conservatory door; and she put her back
-against it, and held up her hand to bespeak his attention more
-particularly.
-
-"I wish it was true, Charles; but it isn't. No one has any power over
-Lord Ascot. Is Welter much in debt?"
-
-"I should say, a great deal," was Charles's reply. "I think I ought to
-tell you. You may help him to break it to them."
-
-"Ay, he always comes to me for that sort of thing. Always did from a
-child. I'll tell you what, Charles, there's trouble coming or come on
-this house. Lord Ascot came home from Chester looking like death; they
-say he lost fearfully both there and at Newmarket. He came home quite
-late, and went up to grandma; and there was a dreadful scene. She hasn't
-been herself since. Another blow like it will kill her. I suspect my
-lord's bare existence depends on this colt winning the Derby. Come and
-see it gallop," she added, suddenly throwing her flashing eyes upon his,
-and speaking with an animation and rapidity very different from the
-cold stern voice in which she had been telling the family troubles.
-"Come, and let us have some oxygen. I have not spoken to a man for a
-month. I have been leading a life like a nun's; no, worse than any
-nun's; for I have been bothered and humiliated by--ah! such wretched
-trivialities. Go and order horses. I will join you directly."
-
-So she dashed away and left him, and he hurried to the yard. Scarcely
-were the horses ready when she was back again, with the same stem, cold
-expression on her face, now more marked, perhaps, from the effect of the
-masculine habit she wore. She was a consummate horsewoman, and rode the
-furious black Irish mare, which was brought out for her, with ease and
-self-possession, seeming to enjoy the rearing and plunging of the
-sour-tempered brute far more than Charles, her companion, did, who would
-rather have seen her on a quieter horse.
-
-A sweeping gallop under the noble old trees, through a deep valley, and
-past a herd of deer, which scudded away through the thick-strewn leaves,
-brought them to the great stables, a large building at the edge of the
-park, close to the downs. Twenty or thirty long-legged, elegant,
-nonchalant-looking animals, covered to the tips of their ears with
-cloths, and ridden each by a queer-looking brown-faced lad, were in the
-act of returning from their afternoon exercise. These Adelaide's mare,
-"Molly Asthore," charged and dispersed like a flock of sheep; and then,
-Adelaide pointing with her whip to the downs, hurried past the stables
-towards a group they saw a little distance off.
-
-There were only four people--Lord Ascot, the stud-groom, and two lads.
-Adelaide was correctly informed; they were going to gallop the Voltigeur
-colt (since called Haphazard), and the cloths were now coming off him.
-Lord Ascot and the stud-groom mounted their horses, and joined our pair,
-who were riding slowly along the measured mile the way the horse was to
-come.
-
-Lord Ascot looked very pale and worn; he gave Charles a kindly greeting,
-and made a joke with Adelaide; but his hands fidgeted with his reins,
-and he kept turning back towards the horse they had left, wondering
-impatiently what was keeping the boy. At last they saw the beautiful
-beast shake his head, give two or three playful plunges, and then come
-striding rapidly towards them, over the short, springy turf.
-
-Then they turned, and rode full speed: soon they heard the mighty
-hollow-sounding hoofs behind, that came rapidly towards them, devouring
-space. Then the colt rushed by them in his pride, with his chin on his
-chest, hard held, and his hind feet coming forward under his girth every
-stride, and casting the turf behind him in showers. Then Adelaide's
-horse, after a few mad plunges, bolted, overtook the colt, and actually
-raced him for a few hundred yards; then the colt was pulled up on a
-breezy hill, and they all stood a little together talking and
-congratulating one another on the beauty of the horse.
-
-Charles and Adelaide rode away together over the downs, intending to
-make a little detour, and so lengthen their ride. They had had no chance
-of conversation since they parted at the conservatory door, and they
-took it up nearly where they had left it. Adelaide began, and, I may
-say, went on, too, as she had most of the talking.
-
-"I should like to be a duchess; then I should be mistress of the only
-thing I am afraid of."
-
-"What is that?"
-
-"Poverty," said she; "that is my only terror, and that is my inevitable
-fate."
-
-"I should have thought, Adelaide, that you were too high spirited to
-care for that, or anything."
-
-"Ah, you don't know; all my relations are poor. _I_ know what it is; _I_
-know what it would be for a beauty like me."
-
-"You will never be poor or friendless while Lady Ascot lives."
-
-"How long will that be? My home now depends very much on that horse; oh,
-if I were only a man, I should welcome poverty; it would force me to
-action."
-
-Charles blushed. Not many days before, Marston and he had had a battle
-royal, in which the former had said, that the only hope for Charles was
-that he should go two or three times without his dinner, and be made to
-earn it, and that as long as he had a "mag" to bless himself with, he
-would always be a lazy, useless humbug; and now here was a young lady
-uttering the same atrocious sentiments. He called attention to the
-prospect.
-
-Three hundred feet below them, Father Thames was winding along under the
-downs and yellow woodlands, past chalk quarry and grey farm-house,
-blood-red beneath the setting sun; a soft, rich, autumnal haze was over
-everything; the smoke from the distant village hung like a curtain of
-pearl across the valley; and the long, straight, dark wood that crowned
-the high grey wold, was bathed in a dim purple mist, on its darkest
-side; and to perfect the air of dreamy stillness, some distant bells
-sent their golden sound floating on the peaceful air. It was a quiet day
-in the old age of the year; and its peace seemed to make itself felt on
-these two wild young birds; for they were silent more than half the way
-home; and then Charles said, in a low voice--
-
-"Dear Adelaide, I hope you have chosen aright. The time will come when
-you will have to make a more important decision than any you have made
-yet. At one time in a man's or woman's life, they say, there is a choice
-between good and evil. In God's name think before you make it."
-
-"Charles," she said, in a low and disturbed voice, "if a conjurer were
-to offer to show you your face in a glass, as it would be ten years
-hence, should you have courage to look?"
-
-"I suppose so; would not you!"
-
-"Oh, no, no, no! How do you know what horrid thing would look at you,
-and scare you to death? Ten years hence; where shall we be then?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-LADY ASCOT'S LITTLE NAP.
-
-
-There was a very dull dinner at Ranford that day, Lord Ascot scarcely
-spoke a word; he was kind and polite--he always was that--but he was
-very different from his usual self. The party missed his jokes; which,
-though feeble and sometimes possibly "rather close to the wind," served
-their purpose, served to show that the maker of them was desirous to
-make himself agreeable to the best of his ability. He never once laughed
-during dinner, which was very unusual. It was evident that Lord Saltire
-had performed his commission, and Charles was afraid that he was
-furiously angry with Welter; but, on one occasion, when the latter
-looked up suddenly and asked him some question, his father answered him
-kindly in his usual tone of voice, and spoke to him so for some time.
-
-Lady Ascot was a host in herself. With a noble self-sacrifice, she, at
-the risk of being laughed at, resolved to attract attention by airing
-some of her most remarkable opinions. She accordingly attacked Lord
-Saltire on the subject of the end of the world, putting its total
-destruction by fire at about nine months from that time. Lord Saltire
-had no opinion to offer on the probability of Dr. Going's theory, but
-sincerely hoped that it might last his time, and that he might be
-allowed to get out of the way in the ordinary manner. He did not for a
-moment doubt the correctness of her calculations; but he put it to her
-as a woman of the world, whether or no such an occurrence as she
-described would not be in the last degree awkward and disconcerting?
-
-Adelaide said she didn't believe a word of it, and nothing should induce
-her to do so until it took place. This brought the old lady's wrath down
-upon her and helped the flagging conversation on a little. But, after
-dinner, it got so dull in spite of every one's efforts, that Lord
-Saltire confided to his young friend, as they went upstairs, that he had
-an idea that something was wrong; but at all events, that the house was
-getting so insufferably dull that he must rat, pardieu, for he couldn't
-stand it. He should rat into Devon to his friend Lord Segur.
-
-Welter took occasion to tell Charles that Lord Ascot had sent for him,
-and told him that he knew all about what had happened, and his debts.
-That he did not wish the subject mentioned (as if I were likely to talk
-about it!); that his debts should, if possible, be paid. That he had
-then gone on to say, that he did not wish to say anything harsh to
-Welter on the subject--that he doubted whether he retained the right of
-reproving his son. That they both needed forgiveness one from the other,
-and that he hoped in what was to follow they would display that courtesy
-and mutual forbearance to one another which gentlemen should. "And what
-the deuce does he mean, eh? He never spoke like this before. Is he going
-to marry again? Ay, that's what it is, depend upon it," said this
-penetrating young gentleman; "that will be rather a shame of him, you
-know, particularly if he has two or three cubs to cut into my fortune;"
-and so from that time Lord Welter began to treat his father with a
-slight coolness, and an air of injured innocence most amusing, though
-painful, to Charles and Adelaide, who knew the truth.
-
-As for Adelaide, she seemed to treat Charles like a brother once more.
-She kept no secret from him; she walked with him, rode with him, just as
-of old. She did not seem to like Lord Welter's society, though she was
-very kind to him; and he seemed too much taken up with his dogs and
-horses to care much for her. So Charles and she were thrown together,
-and Charles's love for her grew stronger day by day, until that studied
-indifferent air which he had assumed on his arrival became almost
-impossible to sustain. He sustained it, nevertheless, treating Adelaide
-almost with rudeness, and flinging about his words so carelessly, that
-sometimes she would look suddenly up indignant, and make some passionate
-reply, and sometimes she would rise and leave the room--for aught I
-know, in tears.
-
-It was a sad house to stay in; and his heart began to yearn for his
-western home in spite of Adelaide. After a short time came a long letter
-from his father, a scolding loving letter, in which Densil showed
-plainly that he was trying to be angry, and could not, for joy at
-having his son home with him--and concluded by saying that he should
-never allude to the circumstance again, and by praying him to come back
-at once from that wicked, cock-fighting, horse-racing, Ranford. There
-was an inclosure for Lord Saltire, the reading of which caused his
-lordship to take a great deal of snuff, in which he begged him, for old
-friendship's sake, to send his boy home to him, as he had once sent him
-home to his father. And so Lord Saltire appeared in Charles's
-dressing-room before dinner one day, and, sitting down, said that he was
-come to take a great liberty, and, in fact, was rather presuming on his
-being an old man, but he hoped that his young friend would not take it
-amiss from a man old enough to be his grandfather, if he recommended him
-to leave that house, and go home to his father's. Ranford was a most
-desirable house in every way, but, at the same time, it was what he
-believed the young men of the day called a fast house; and he would not
-conceal from his young friend that his father had requested him to use
-his influence to make him return home; and he did beg his old friend's
-son to believe that he was actuated by the best of motives.
-
-"Dear Lord Saltire," said Charles, taking the old man's hand; "I am
-going home to-morrow; and you don't know how heartily I thank you for
-the interest you always take in me."
-
-"I know nothing," said Lord Saltire, "more pleasing to a battered old
-fellow like myself than to contemplate the ingenuousness of youth, and
-you must allow me to say that your ingenuousness sits uncommonly well
-upon you--in fact, is very becoming. I conceived a considerable interest
-in you the first time I saw you, on that very account. I should like to
-have had a son like you, but it was not to be. I had a son, who was all
-that could be desired by the most fastidious person, brought up in a far
-better school than mine; but he got shot in his first duel, at
-one-and-twenty. I remember to have been considerably annoyed at the
-time," continued the old gentleman, taking a pinch of snuff, and looking
-steadily at Charles without moving a muscle, "but I dare say it was all
-for the best; he might have run in debt, or married a woman with red
-hair, or fifty things. Well, I wish you good day, and beg your
-forgiveness once more for the liberty I have taken."
-
-Charles slipped away from the dinner-table early that evening, and,
-while Lady Ascot was having her after-dinner nap, had a long
-conversation with Adelaide in the dark, which was very pleasant to one
-of the parties concerned, at any rate.
-
-"Adelaide, I am going home to-morrow."
-
-"Are you really? Are you going so suddenly?"
-
-"I am, positively. I got a letter from home to-day. Are you very sorry
-or very glad?"
-
-"I am very sorry, Charles. You are the only friend I have in the world
-to whom I can speak as I like. Make me a promise."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"This is the last night we shall be together. Promise that you won't be
-rude and sarcastic as you are sometimes--almost always, now, to poor
-me--but talk kindly, as we used to do."
-
-"Very well," said Charles. "And you promise you won't be taking such a
-black view of the state of affairs as you do in general. Do you remember
-the conversation we had the day the colt was tried?"
-
-"I remember."
-
-"Well, don't talk like that, you know."
-
-"I won't promise that. The time will come very soon when we shall have
-no more pleasant talks together."
-
-"When will that be?"
-
-"When I am gone out for a governess."
-
-"What wages will you get? You will not get so much as some girls,
-because you are so pretty and so wilful, and you will lead them such a
-deuce of a life."
-
-"Charles, you said you wouldn't be rude."
-
-"I choose to be rude. I have been drinking wine, and we are in the dark,
-and aunt is asleep and snoring, and I shall say just what I like."
-
-"I'll wake her."
-
-"I should like to see you. What shall we talk about? What an old Roman
-Lord Saltire is. He talked about his son who was killed, to me to-day,
-just as I should talk about a pointer dog."
-
-"Then he thought he had been showing some signs of weakness. He always
-speaks of his son like that when he thinks he has been betraying some
-feeling."
-
-"I admire him for it," said Charles.--"So you are going to be a
-governess, eh?"
-
-"I suppose so."
-
-"Why don't you try being barmaid at a public-house? Welter would get you
-a place directly; he has great influence in the licensed victualling
-way. You might come to marry a commercial traveller, for anything you
-know."
-
-"I would not have believed this," she said, in a fierce, low voice. "You
-have turned against me and insult me, because----Unkind, unjust,
-ungentlemanlike."
-
-He heard her passionately sobbing in the dark, and the next moment he
-had her in his arms, and was covering her face with kisses.
-
-"Lie there, my love," he said; "that is your place. All the world can't
-harm or insult my Adelaide while she is there. Why did you fly from me
-and repulse me, my darling, when I told you I was your own true love?"
-
-"Oh, let me go, Charles," she said, trying, ever so feebly, to repulse
-him. "Dear Charles, pray do; I am frightened."
-
-"Not till you tell me you love me, false one."
-
-"I love you more than all the world."
-
-"Traitress! And why did you repulse me and laugh at me?"
-
-"I did not think you were in earnest."
-
-"Another kiss for that wicked, wicked falsehood. Do you know that this
-rustication business has all come from the despair consequent on your
-wicked behaviour the other day?"
-
-"You said Welter caused it, Charles. But oh, please let me go."
-
-"Will you go as a governess now?"
-
-"I will do nothing but what you tell me."
-
-"Then give me one, your own, own self, and I will let you go."
-
-Have the reader's feelings of horror, indignation, astonishment,
-outraged modesty, or ridicule, given him time to remember that all this
-went on in the dark, within six feet of an unconscious old lady? Such,
-however, was the case. And scarcely had Adelaide determined that it was
-time to wake her, and barely had she bent over her for that purpose,
-when the door was thrown open, and--enter attendants with lights. Now,
-if the reader will reflect a moment, he will see what an awful escape
-they had; for the chances were about a thousand to one in favour of two
-things having happened: 1st, the groom of the chambers might have come
-into the room half a minute sooner; and 2nd, they might have sat as they
-were half a minute longer; in either of which cases, Charles would have
-been discovered with his arm round Adelaide's waist, and a fearful
-scandal would have been the consequence. And I mention this as a caution
-to young persons in general, and to remind them that, if they happen to
-be sitting hand in hand, it is no use to jump apart and look very red
-just as the door opens, because the incomer can see what they have been
-about as plain as if he had been there. On this occasion, also, Charles
-and Adelaide set down as usual to their own sagacity what was the result
-of pure accident.
-
-Adelaide was very glad to get away after tea, for she felt rather guilty
-and confused. On Charles's offering to go, however, Lady Ascot, who had
-been very silent and glum all tea-time, requested him to stay, as she
-had something serious to say to him. Which set the young gentleman
-speculating whether she could possibly have been awake before the
-advent of candles, and caused him to await her pleasure with no small
-amount of trepidation.
-
-Her ladyship began by remarking that digitalis was invaluable for
-palpitation, and that she had also found camomile, combined with gentle
-purgatives, efficient for the same thing, when suspected to proceed from
-the stomach. She opined that, if this weather continued, there would be
-heavy running for the Cambridgeshire, and Commissioner would probably
-stand as well as any horse. And then, having, like a pigeon, taken a few
-airy circles through stable-management, theology, and agriculture, she
-descended on her subject, and frightened Charles out of his five wits by
-asking him if he didn't think Adelaide a very nice girl.
-
-Charles decidedly thought she was a very nice girl; but he rather
-hesitated, and said--"Yes, that she was charming."
-
-"Now, tell me, my dear," said Lady Ascot, manoeuvring a great old fan,
-"for young eyes are quicker than old ones. Did you ever remark anything
-between her and Welter?"
-
-Charles caught up one of his legs, and exclaimed, "The devil!"
-
-"What a shocking expression, my dear! Well, I agree with you. I fancy I
-have noticed that they have entertained a decided preference for one
-another. Of course, Welter will be throwing himself away, and all that
-sort of thing, but he is pretty sure to do that. I expect, every time he
-comes home, that he will bring a wife from behind the bar of a
-public-house. Now, Adelaide--"
-
-"Aunt! Lady Ascot! Surely you are under a mistake. I never saw anything
-between them."
-
-"H'm."
-
-"I assure you I never did. I never heard Welter speak of her in that
-sort of way, and I don't think she cares for him."
-
-"What reason have you for thinking _that_?"
-
-"Well--why, you know it's hard to say. The fact is, I have rather a
-partiality for Adelaide myself, and I have watched her in the presence
-of other men."
-
-"Oho! Do you think she cares for you? Do you know she won't have a
-sixpence?"
-
-"We shall have enough to last till next year, aunt; and then the world
-is to come to an end, you know, and we shan't want anything."
-
-"Never you mind about the world, sir. Don't you be flippant and
-impertinent, sir. Don't evade my question, sir. Do you think Adelaide
-cares for you, sir?"
-
-"Charles looked steadily and defiantly at his aunt, and asked her
-whether she didn't think it was very difficult to find out what a
-girl's mind really was--whereby we may conclude that he was profiting by
-Lord Saltire's lesson on the command of feature."
-
-"This is too bad, Charles," broke out Lady Ascot, "to put me off like
-this, after your infamous and audacious conduct of this evening--after
-kissing and hugging that girl under my very nose--"
-
-"I thought it!" said Charles, with a shout of laughter. "I thought it,
-you were awake all the time!"
-
-"I was not awake all the time, sir--"
-
-"You were awake quite long enough, it appears, aunty. Now, what do you
-think of it?"
-
-At first Lady Ascot would think nothing of it, but that the iniquity of
-Charles's conduct was only to be equalled by the baseness and
-ingratitude of Adelaide's; but by degrees she was brought to think that
-it was possible that some good might come of an engagement; and, at
-length, becoming garrulous on this point, it leaked out by degrees, that
-she had set her heart on it for years, that she had noticed for some
-time Charles's partiality for her with the greatest pleasure, and
-recently had feared that something had disturbed it. In short, that it
-was her pet scheme, and that she had been coming to an explanation that
-very night, but had been anticipated.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-GIVES US AN INSIGHT INTO CHARLES'S DOMESTIC RELATIONS, AND SHOWS HOW THE
-GREAT CONSPIRATOR SOLILOQUISED TO THE GRAND CHANDELIER.
-
-
-It may be readily conceived that a considerable amount of familiarity
-existed between Charles and his servant and foster-brother William. But,
-to the honour of both of them be it said, there was more than this--a
-most sincere and hearty affection; a feeling for one another which, we
-shall see, lasted through everything. Till Charles went to Shrewsbury,
-he had never had another playfellow. He and William had been allowed to
-paddle about on the sand, or ride together on the moor, as they would,
-till a boy's friendship had arisen, sufficiently strong to obliterate
-all considerations of rank between them. This had grown with age, till
-William had become his confidential agent at home, during his absence,
-and Charles had come to depend very much on his account of the state of
-things at head-quarters. He had also another confidential agent, to whom
-we shall be immediately introduced. She, however, was of another sex and
-rank.
-
-William's office was barely a pleasant one. His affection for his master
-led him most faithfully to attend to his interests; and, as a Catholic,
-he was often brought into collision with Father Mackworth, who took a
-laudable interest in Charles's affairs, and considered himself injured
-on two or three occasions by the dogged refusal of William to
-communicate the substance and result of a message forwarded through
-William, from Shrewsbury, to Densil, which seemed to cause the old
-gentleman some thought and anxiety. William's religious opinions,
-however, had got to be somewhat loose, and to sit somewhat easily upon
-him, more particularly since his sojourn to Oxford. He had not very long
-ago confided to Charles, in a private sitting, that the conviction which
-was strong on his mind was, that Father Mackworth was not to be trusted.
-God forgive him for saying so; and, on being pressed by Charles to state
-why, he point-blank refused to give any reason whatever, but repeated
-his opinion with redoubled emphasis. Charles had a great confidence in
-William's shrewdness, and forbore to press him, but saw that something
-had occurred which had impressed the above conviction on William's mind
-most strongly.
-
-He had been sent from Oxford to see how the land lay at home, and had
-met Charles at the Rose and Crown, at Stonnington, with saddle horses.
-No sooner were they clear of the town than William, without waiting for
-Charles's leave, put spurs to his horse and rode up alongside of him.
-
-"What is your news, William?"
-
-"Nothing very great. Master looks bothered and worn."
-
-"About this business of mine."
-
-"The priest goes on talking about it, and plaguing him with it, when he
-wants to forget it."
-
-"The deuce take him! He talks about me a good deal."
-
-"Yes; he has begun about you again. Master wouldn't stand it the other
-day, and told him to hold his tongue, just like his own self. Tom heard
-him. They made it up afterwards, though."
-
-"What did Cuthbert say?"
-
-"Master Cuthbert spoke up for you, and said he hoped there wasn't going
-to be a scene, and that you weren't coming to live in disgrace, for that
-would be punishing every one in the house for you."
-
-"How's Mary?"
-
-"She's well. Master don't trust her out of his sight much. They will
-never set him against you while she is there. I wish you would marry
-her, Master Charles, if you can give up the other one."
-
-Charles laughed and told him he wasn't going to do anything of the sort.
-Then he asked, "Any visitors?"
-
-"Ay; one. Father Tiernay, a stranger."
-
-"What sort of man?"
-
-"A real good one. I don't think our man likes him, though."
-
-They had now come to the moor's edge, and were looking down on the
-amphitheatre which formed the domain of Ravenshoe. Far and wide the
-tranquil sea, vast, dim, and grey, flooded bay and headland, cave and
-islet. Beneath their feet slept the winter woodlands; from whose brown
-bosom rose the old house, many-gabled, throwing aloft from its chimneys
-hospitable columns of smoke, which hung in the still autumn air, and
-made a hazy cloud on the hill-side. Everything was so quiet that they
-could hear the gentle whisper of the ground-swell, and the voices of the
-children at play upon the beach, and the dogs barking in the kennels.
-
-"How calm and quiet old home looks, William," said Charles; "I like to
-get back here after Oxford."
-
-"No wine parties here. No steeplechases. No bloomer balls," said
-William.
-
-"No! and no chapels and lectures, and being sent for by the Dean," said
-Charles.
-
-"And none of they dratted bones, neither," said William, with emphasis.
-
-"Ahem! why no! Suppose we ride on."
-
-So they rode down the road through the woodland to the lodge, and so
-through the park--sloping steeply up on their left, with many a clump of
-oak and holly, and many a broad patch of crimson fern. The deer stood
-about in graceful groups, while the bucks belled and rattled noisily,
-making the thorn-thickets echo with the clatter of their horns. The
-rabbits scudded rapidly across the road, and the blackbird fled
-screaming from the mountain-ash tree, now all a-fire with golden fruit.
-So they passed on until a sudden sweep brought them upon the terrace
-between the old grey house and the murmuring sea.
-
-Charles jumped off, and William led the horses round to the stable. A
-young lady in a straw hat and brown gloves, with a pair of scissors and
-a basket, standing half-way up the steps, came down to meet him,
-dropping the basket, and holding out the brown gloves before her. This
-young lady he took in his arms, and kissed; and she, so far from
-resenting the liberty, after she was set on her feet again, held him by
-both hands, and put a sweet dark face towards his, as if she wouldn't
-care if he kissed her again. Which he immediately did.
-
-It was not a very pretty face, but oh! such a calm, quiet, pleasant one.
-There was scarcely a good feature in it, and yet the whole was so gentle
-and pleasing, and withal so shrewd and _espiegle_, that to look at it
-once was to think about it till you looked again; and to look again was
-to look as often as you had a chance, and to like the face the more each
-time you looked. I said there was not a good feature in the face. Well,
-I misled you; there was a pair of calm, honest, black eyes--a very good
-feature indeed, and which, once seen, you were not likely to forget.
-And, also, when I tell you that this face and eyes belonged to the
-neatest, trimmest little figure imaginable, I hope I have done my work
-sufficiently well to make you envy that lucky rogue Charles, who, as we
-know, cares for no woman in the world but Adelaide, and who, between you
-and me, seems to be much too partial to this sort of thing.
-
-"A thousand welcomes home, Charley," said the pleasant little voice
-which belonged to this pleasant little personage. "Oh! I am so glad
-you're come."
-
-"You'll soon wish me away again. I'll plague you."
-
-"I like to be plagued by you, Charley. How is Adelaide?"
-
-"Adelaide is all that the fondest lover could desire" (for they had no
-secrets, these two), "and either sent her love or meant to do so."
-
-"Charles, dearest," she said, eagerly, "come and see him now! come and
-see him with me!"
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"In the shrubbery, with Flying Childers."
-
-"Is he alone?"
-
-"All alone, except the dog."
-
-"Where are _they_?"
-
-"They are gone out coursing. Come on; they will be back in an hour, and
-the Rook never leaves him. Come, come."
-
-It will be seen that these young folks had a tolerably good
-understanding with one another, and could carry on a conversation about
-"third parties" without even mentioning their names. We shall see how
-this came about presently; but, for the present, let us follow these
-wicked conspirators, and see in what deep plot they are engaged.
-
-They passed rapidly along the terrace, and turned the corner of the
-house to the left, where the west front overhung the river glen, and the
-broad terraced garden went down step by step towards the brawling
-stream. This they passed, and opening an iron gate, came suddenly into a
-gloomy maze of shrubbery that stretched its long vistas up the valley.
-
-Down one dark alley after another they hurried. The yellow leaves
-rustled beneath their feet, and all nature was pervaded with the smell
-of decay. It was hard to believe that these bare damp woods were the
-same as those they had passed through but four months ago, decked out
-with their summer bravery--an orchestra to a myriad birds. Here and
-there a bright berry shone out among the dull-coloured twigs, and a
-solitary robin quavered his soft melancholy song alone. The flowers were
-dead, the birds were flown or mute, and brave, green leaves were stamped
-under foot; everywhere decay, decay.
-
-In the dampest, darkest walk of them all, in a far-off path, hedged with
-holly and yew, they found a bent and grey old man walking with a
-toothless, grey old hound for his silent companion. And, as Charles
-moved forward with rapid elastic step, the old man looked up, and
-tottered to meet him, showing as he did so the face of Densil Ravenshoe.
-
-"Now the Virgin be praised," he said, "for putting it in your head to
-come so quick, my darling. Whenever you go away now, I am in terror lest
-I should die and never see you again. I might be struck with paralysis,
-and not know you, my boy. Don't go away from me again."
-
-"I should like never to leave you any more, father dear. See how well
-you get on with my arm. Let us come out into the sun; why do you walk in
-this dismal wood?
-
-"Why?" said the old man, with sudden animation, his grey eye kindling as
-he stopped. "Why? I come here because I can catch sight of a woodcock,
-lad! I sprang one by that holly just before you came up. Flip flap, and
-away through the hollies like a ghost! Cuthbert and the priest are away
-coursing. Now you are come, surely I can get on the grey pony, and go up
-to see a hare killed. You will lead him for me, won't you? I don't like
-to trouble _them_."
-
-"We can go to-morrow, dad, after lunch, you and I, and William. We'll
-have Leopard and Blue-ruin--by George, it will be like old times again."
-
-"And we'll take our little quiet bird on _her_ pony, won't we?" said
-Densil, turning to Mary. "She's such a good little bird, Charley. We sit
-and talk of you many an hour. Charley, can't you get me down on the
-shore, and let me sit there? I got Cuthbert to take me down once; but
-Father Mackworth came and talked about the Immaculate Conception through
-his nose all the time. I didn't want to hear him talk; I wanted to hear
-the surf on the shore. Good man! he thought he interested me, I dare
-say."
-
-"I hope he is very kind to you, father?"
-
-"Kind! I assure you, my dear boy, he is the kindest creature; he never
-lets me out of his sight; and so attentive!"
-
-"He'll have to be a little less attentive in future, confound him!"
-muttered Charles. "There he is. Talk of the devil! Mary, my dear," he
-added aloud, "go and amuse the Rooks for a little, and let us have
-Cuthbert to ourselves."
-
-The old man looked curious at the idea of Mary talking to the rooks; but
-his mind was drawn off by Charles having led him into a warm, southern
-corner, and set him down in the sun.
-
-Mary did her errand well, for in a few moments Cuthbert advanced rapidly
-towards them. Coming up, he took Charles's hand, and shook it with a
-faint, kindly smile.
-
-He had grown to be a tall and somewhat handsome young man--certainly
-handsomer than Charles. His face, even now he was warmed by exercise,
-was very pale, though the complexion was clear and healthy. His hair was
-slightly gone from his forehead, and he looked much older than he really
-was. The moment that the smile was gone his face resumed the expression
-of passionless calm that it had borne before; and sitting down by his
-brother, he asked him how he did.
-
-"I am as well, Cuthbert," said Charles, "as youth, health, a conscience
-of brass, and a whole world full of friends can make me. _I'm_ all
-right, bless you. But you look very peaking and pale. Do you take
-exercise enough?"
-
-"I? Oh, dear, yes. But I am very glad to see you, Charles. Our father
-misses you. Don't you, father?"
-
-"Very much, Cuthbert."
-
-"Yes. I bore him. I do, indeed. I don't take interest in the things he
-does. I can't; it's not my nature. You and he will be as happy as kings
-talking about salmon, and puppies, and colts."
-
-"I know, Cuthbert; I know. You never cared about those things as we do."
-
-"No, never, brother; and now less than ever. I hope you will stay with
-me--with us. You are my own brother. I will have you stay here," he
-continued in a slightly raised voice; "and I desire that any opposition
-or impertinence you may meet with may be immediately reported to me."
-
-"It will be immediately reported to those who use it, and in a way they
-won't like, Cuthbert. Don't you be afraid; I shan't quarrel. Tell me
-something about yourself, old boy."
-
-"I can tell you but little to interest you, Charles. You are of this
-world, and rejoice in being so. I, day by day, wean myself more and more
-from it, knowing its worthlessness. Leave me to my books and my
-religious exercises, and go on your way. The time will come when your
-pursuits and pleasures will turn to bitter dust in your mouth, as mine
-never can. When the world is like a howling wilderness to you, as it
-will be soon, then come to me, and I will show you where to find
-happiness. At present you will not listen to me."
-
-"Not I," said Charles. "Youth, health, talent, like yours--are these
-gifts to despise?"
-
-"They are clogs to keep me from higher things. Study, meditation, life
-in the past with those good men who have walked the glorious road before
-us--in these consist happiness. Ambition! I have one earthly
-ambition--to purge myself from earthly affections, so that, when I hear
-the cloister-gate close behind me for ever, my heart may leap with joy,
-and I may feel that I am in the antechamber of heaven."
-
-Charles was deeply affected, and bent down his head. "Youth, love,
-friends, joy in this beautiful world--all to be buried between four dull
-white walls, my brother!"
-
-"This beautiful earth, which is beautiful indeed--alas! how I love it
-still! shall become a burden to us in a few years. Love! the greater the
-love, the greater the bitterness. Charles, remember _that_, one day,
-will you, when your heart is torn to shreds? I shall have ceased to love
-you then more than any other fellow-creature; but remember my words. You
-are leading a life which can only end in misery, as even the teachers of
-the false and corrupt religion which you profess would tell you. If you
-were systematically to lead the life you do now, it were better almost
-that there were no future. You are not angry, Charles?"
-
-There was such a spice of truth in what Cuthbert said that it would have
-made nine men in ten angry. I am pleased to record of my favourite
-Charles that he was not; he kept his head bent down, and groaned.
-
-"Don't be hard on our boy, Cuthbert," said Densil; "he is a good boy,
-though he is not like you. It has always been so in our family--one a
-devotee and the other a sportsman. Let us go in, boys; it gets chill."
-
-Charles rose up, and, throwing his arms round his brother's neck,
-boisterously gave him a kiss on the cheek; then he began laughing and
-talking at the top of his voice, making the nooks and angles in the grey
-old facade echo with his jubilant voice.
-
-Under the dark porch they found a group of three--Mackworth; a
-jolly-looking, round-faced, Irish priest, by name Tiernay; and Mary.
-Mackworth received Charles with a pleasant smile, and they joined in
-conversation together heartily. Few men could be more agreeable than
-Mackworth, and he chose to be agreeable now. Charles was insensibly
-carried away by the charm of his frank, hearty manner, and for a time
-forgot who was talking to him.
-
-Mackworth and Charles were enemies. If we reflect a moment, we shall see
-that it could hardly be otherwise.
-
-Charles's existence, holding as he did the obnoxious religion, was an
-offence to him. He had been prejudiced against him from the first; and,
-children not being very slow to find out who are well disposed towards
-them, or the contrary, Charles had early begun to regard the priest with
-distrust and dislike. So a distant, sarcastic line of treatment, on the
-one hand, and childish insolence and defiance, on the other, had grown
-at last into something very like hatred on both sides. Every soul in the
-house adored Charles but the priest; and, on the other hand, the
-priest's authority and dignity were questioned by none but Charles. And,
-all these small matters being taken into consideration, it is not
-wonderful, I say, that Charles and the priest were not good friends even
-before anything had occurred to bring about any open rupture.
-
-Charles and Mackworth seldom met of late years without a "sparring
-match." On this day, however--partly owing, perhaps, to the presence of
-a jolly good-humoured Irish priest--they got through dinner pretty well.
-Charles was as brave as a lion, and, though by far the priest's inferior
-in scientific "sparring," had a rough, strong, effective method of
-fighting, which was by no means to be despised. His great strength lay
-in his being always ready for battle. As he used to tell his crony
-William, he would as soon fight as not; and often, when rebuked by
-Cuthbert for what he called insolence to the priest, he would exclaim,
-"I don't care; what did he begin at me for? If he lets me alone, I'll
-let him alone." And, seeing that he had been at continual war with the
-reverend gentleman for sixteen years or more, I think it speaks highly
-for the courage of both parties that neither had hitherto yielded. When
-Charles afterwards came to know what a terrible card the man had held in
-his hand, he was struck with amazement at his self-possession in not
-playing it, despite his interest.
-
-Mackworth was hardly so civil after dinner as he was before; but
-Cuthbert was hoping that Charles and he would get on without a
-battle-royal, when a slight accident brought on a general engagement,
-and threw all his hopes to the ground. Densil and Mary had gone up to
-the drawing-room, and Charles, having taken as much wine as he cared
-for, rose from the table, and sauntered towards the door, when Cuthbert
-quite innocently asked him where he was going.
-
-Charles said also in perfect good faith that he was going to smoke a
-cigar, and talk to William.
-
-Cuthbert asked him, Would he get William or one of them to give the grey
-colt a warm mash with some nitre in it; and Charles said he'd see it
-done for him himself; when, without warning or apparent cause, Father
-Mackworth said to Father Tiernay,
-
-"This William is one of the grooms. A renegade, I fancy! I believe the
-fellow is a Protestant at heart. He and Mr. Charles Ravenshoe are very
-intimate; they keep up a constant correspondence when apart, I assure
-you."
-
-Charles faced round instantly, and confronted his enemy with a smile on
-his lips; but he said not a word, trying to force Mackworth to continue.
-
-"Why don't you leave him alone?" said Cuthbert.
-
-"My dear Cuthbert," said Charles, "pray don't humiliate me by
-interceding; I assure you I am greatly amused. You see he doesn't speak
-to me; he addressed himself to Mr. Tiernay."
-
-"I wished," said Mackworth, "to call Father Tiernay's attention, as a
-stranger to this part of the world, to the fact of a young gentleman's
-corresponding with an illiterate groom in preference to any member of
-his family."
-
-"The reason I do it," said Charles, speaking to Tiernay, but steadily
-watching Mackworth to see if any of his shafts hit, "is to gain
-information. I like to know what goes on in my absence. Cuthbert here is
-buried in his books, and does not know everything."
-
-No signs of flinching there. Mackworth sat with a scornful smile on his
-pale face, without moving a muscle.
-
-"He likes to get information," said Mackworth, "about his village
-amours, I suppose. But, dear me, he can't know anything that the whole
-parish don't know. I could have told him that that poor deluded fool of
-an underkeeper was going to marry Mary Lee, after all that had happened.
-He will be dowering a wife for his precious favourite some day."
-
-"My precious favourite, Father Tiernay," said Charles, still closely
-watching Mackworth, "is my foster-brother. He used to be a great
-favourite with our reverend friend; his pretty sister Ellen is so still,
-I believe."
-
-This was as random an arrow as ever was shot, and yet it went home to
-the feather. Charles saw Mackworth give a start and bite his lip, and
-knew that he had smote him deep; he burst out laughing.
-
-"With regard to the rest, Father Tiernay, any man who says that there
-was anything wrong between me and Mary Lee tells, saving your presence,
-a lie. It's infernally hard if a man mayn't play at love-making with the
-whole village for a confidant, and the whole matter a merry joke, but
-one must be accused of all sorts of villainy. Isn't ours a pleasant
-household, Mr. Tiernay?"
-
-Father Tiernay shook his honest sides with a wondering laugh, and said,
-"Faix it is. But I hope ye'll allow me to put matters right betune you
-two. Father Mackworth begun on the young man; he was going out to his
-dudeen as peaceful as an honest young gentleman should. And some of the
-best quality are accustomed to converse their grooms in the evening over
-their cigar. I myself can instance Lord Mountdown, whose hospitality I
-have partook frequent. And I'm hardly aware of any act of parliament,
-brother, whereby a young man shouldn't kiss a pretty girl in the way of
-fun, as I've done myself, sure. Whist now, both on ye! I'll come with
-ye, ye heretic, and smoke a cigar meeself."
-
-"I call you to witness that he insulted me," said Mackworth, turning
-round from the window.
-
-"I wish you had let him alone, Father," said Cuthbert, peevishly; "we
-were getting on very happily till you began. Do go, Charles, and smoke
-your cigar with Father Tiernay."
-
-"I am waiting to see if he wants any more," said Charles, with a laugh.
-"Come on, Father Tiernay, and I'll show you the miscreant, and his
-pretty sister, too, if you like."
-
-"I wish he hadn't come home," said Cuthbert, as soon as he and Mackworth
-were alone together. "Why do you and he fight like cat and dog? You make
-me perfectly miserable. I know he is going to the devil, in a worldly
-point of view, and that his portion will be hell necessarily as a
-heretic; but I don't see why you should worry him to death, and make the
-house miserable to him."
-
-"It is for his good."
-
-"Nonsense," rejoined Cuthbert. "You make him hate you; and I don't think
-you ought to treat a son of this house in the way you treat him, You are
-under obligations to this house. Yes, you are. I won't be contradicted
-now. I will have my say when I am in this temper, and you know it. The
-devil is not dead yet by a long way, you see. Why do you rouse him?"
-
-"Go on, go on."
-
-"Yes, I will go on. I'm in my own house, I believe. By the eleven
-thousand virgins, more or less, of the holy St. Ursula, virgin and
-martyr, that brother of mine is a brave fellow. Why, he cares as much
-for you as for a little dog barking at him. And you're a noble enemy for
-any man. You'd better let him alone, I think; you won't get much out of
-him. Adieu."
-
-"What queer wild blood there is in these Ravenshoes," said Mackworth to
-himself, when he was alone. "A younger hand than myself would have been
-surprised at Cuthbert's kicking after so much schooling. Not I. I shall
-never quite tame him, though he is broken in enough for all practical
-purposes. He will be on his knees to-morrow for this. I like to make him
-kick; I shall do it sometimes for amusement; he is so much easier
-managed after one of these tantrums. By Jove! I love the man better
-every day; he is one after my own heart. As for Charles, I hate him, and
-yet I like him after a sort. I like to break a pointless lance with that
-boy, and let him fancy he is my equal. It amuses me.
-
-"I almost fancy that I could have fallen in love with that girl Ellen. I
-was uncommon near it. I must be very careful. What a wild hawk she is!
-What a magnificent move that was of hers, risking a prosecution for
-felony on one single throw, and winning. How could she have guessed that
-there was anything there? She couldn't have guessed it. It was an effort
-of genius. It was a splendid move.
-
-"How nearly that pigheaded fool of a young nobleman has gone to upset my
-calculations! His namesake the chessplayer could not have done more
-mischief by his talents than his friend had by stupidity. I wish Lord
-Ascot would get ruined as quickly as possible, and then my friend would
-be safe out of the way. But he won't."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-CONTAINING A SONG BY CHARLES RAVENSHOE, AND ALSO FATHER TIERNAY'S
-OPINION ABOUT THE FAMILY.
-
-
-Charles and the good-natured Father Tiernay wandered out across the old
-court-yard, towards the stables--a pile of buildings in the same style
-as the house, which lay back towards the hill. The moon was full,
-although obscured by clouds, and the whole court-yard was bathed in a
-soft mellow light. They both paused for a moment to look at the fine old
-building, standing silent for a time; and then Charles startled the
-contemplative priest by breaking into a harsh scornful laugh, as unlike
-his own cheery Ha! Ha! as it was possible to be.
-
-"What are you disturbing a gentleman's meditations in that way for?"
-said the Father. "Is them your Oxford manners? Give me ye'r cigar-case,
-ye haythen, if ye can't appreciate the beauties of nature and art
-combined--laughing like that at the cradle of your ancestors too."
-
-Charles gave him the cigar-case, and trolled out in a rich bass voice--
-
- "The old falcon's nest
- Was built up on the crest
- Of the cliff that hangs over the sea;
- And the jackdaws and crows,
- As every one knows,
- Were confounded respectful to he, to he--e--e."
-
-"Howld yer impudence, ye young heretic doggrel-writer; can't I see what
-ye are driving at?"
-
- "But the falcon grew old,
- And the nest it grew cold,
- And the carrion birds they grew bolder;
- So the jackdaws and crows,
- Underneath his own nose,
- Gave both the young falcons cold shoulder."
-
-"Bedad," said the good-natured Irishman, "some one got hot shoulder
-to-day. Aren't ye ashamed of yourself, singing such ribaldry, and all
-the servants hearing ye?"
-
-"Capital song, Father; only one verse more.
-
- "The elder was quelled,
- But the younger rebelled;
- So he spread his white wings and fled over the sea.
- Said the jackdaws and crows,
- 'He'll be hanged I suppose,
- But what in the deuce does that matter to we?'"
-
-There was something in the wild, bitter tone in which he sang the last
-verse that made Father Tiernay smoke his cigar in silence as they
-sauntered across the yard, till Charles began again.
-
-"Not a word of applause for my poor impromptu song? Hang it, I'd have
-applauded anything you sang."
-
-"Don't be so reckless and bitter, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Tiernay, laying
-his hand on his shoulder. "I can feel for you, though there is so little
-in common between us. You might lead a happy peaceful life if you were
-to come over to us; which you will do, if I know anything of my trade,
-in the same day that the sun turns pea-green. _Allons_, as we used to
-say over the water; let us continue our travels."
-
-"Reckless! I am not reckless. The jolly old world is very wide, and I am
-young and strong. There will be a wrench when the tooth comes out; but
-it will soon be over, and the toothache will be cured."
-
-Tiernay remained silent a moment, and then in an absent manner sang this
-line, in a sweet low voice--
-
- "For the girl of my heart that I'll never see more."
-
-"She must cast in her lot with me," said Charles. "Ay, and she will do
-it, too. She will follow me to the world's end, sir. Are you a judge of
-horses? What a question to ask of an Irishman! Here are the stables."
-
-The lads were bedding down, and all the great building was alive with
-the clattering of busy feet and the neighing of horses. The great
-Ravenshoe Stud was being tucked up for the night; and over that two
-thousand pounds' worth of horse-flesh at least six thousand pounds'
-worth of fuss was being made, under the superintendence of the stud
-groom, Mr. Dickson.
-
-The physical appearance of Mr. Dickson was as though you had taken an
-aged Newmarket jockey, and put a barrel of oysters, barrel and all,
-inside his waistcoat. His face was thin; his thighs were hollow; calves
-to his legs he had none. He was all stomach. Many years had elapsed
-since he had been brought to the verge of dissolution by severe
-training; and since then all that he had eaten, or drunk, or done, had
-flown to his stomach, producing a tympanitic action in that organ,
-astounding to behold. In speech he was, towards his superiors, courteous
-and polite; towards his equals, dictatorial; towards his subordinates,
-abusive, not to say blasphemous. To this gentleman Charles addressed
-himself, inquiring if he had seen William: and he, with a lofty, though
-courteous, sense of injury, inquired, in a loud tone of voice, of the
-stablemen generally, if any one had seen Mr. Charles's pad-groom.
-
-In a dead silence which ensued, one of the lads was ill-advised enough
-to say that he didn't exactly know where he was; which caused Mr.
-Dickson to remark that, if that was all he had to say, he had better go
-on with his work, and not make a fool of himself--which the man did,
-growling out something about always putting his foot in it.
-
-"Your groom comes and goes pretty much as he likes, sir," said Mr.
-Dickson. "I don't consider him as under my orders. Had he been so, I
-should have felt it my duty to make complaint on more than one occasion;
-he is a little too much of the gentleman for _my_ stable, sir."
-
-"Of course, my good Dickson," interrupted Charles, "the fact of his
-being my favourite makes you madly jealous of him; that is not the
-question now. If you don't know where he is, be so good as to hold your
-tongue."
-
-Charles was only now and then insolent and abrupt with servants, and
-they liked him the better for it. It was one of Cuthbert's rules to be
-coldly, evenly polite, and, as he thought, considerate to the whole
-household; and yet they did not like him half so well as Charles, who
-would sometimes, when anything went wrong, "kick up," what an
-intelligent young Irish footman used to call "the divvle's own shindy."
-Cuthbert, they knew, had no sympathy for them, but treated them, as he
-treated himself, as mere machines; while Charles had that infinite
-capacity of goodwill which none are more quick to recognise than
-servants and labouring people. And on this occasion, though Mr. Dickson
-might have sworn a little more than usual after Charles's departure, yet
-his feeling, on the whole, was that he was sorry for having vexed the
-young gentleman by sneering at his favourite.
-
-But Charles, having rescued the enraptured Father Tiernay from the
-stable, and having listened somewhat inattentively to a long description
-of the Curragh of Kildare, led the worthy priest round the back of the
-stables, up a short path through the wood, and knocked at the door of a
-long, low keeper's lodge, which stood within a stone's throw of the
-other buildings, in an open, grassy glade, through which flowed a
-musical, slender stream of water. In one instant, night was hideous with
-rattling chains and barking dogs, who made as though they would tear the
-intruders to pieces; all except one foolish pointer pup, who was loose,
-and who, instead of doing his duty by barking, came feebly up, and cast
-himself on his back at their feet, as though they were the car of
-Juggernaut, and he was a candidate for paradise. Finding that he was not
-destroyed, he made a humiliating feint of being glad to see them, and
-nearly overthrew the priest by getting between his legs. But Charles,
-finding that his second summons was unanswered, lifted the latch, and
-went into the house.
-
-The room they entered was dark, or nearly so, and at the first moment
-appeared empty; but, at the second glance, they made out that a figure
-was kneeling before the dying embers of the fire, and trying to kindle a
-match by blowing on the coals.
-
-"Hullo!" said Charles.
-
-"William, my boy," said a voice which made the priest start, "where have
-you been, lad?"
-
-At the same moment a match was lit, and then a candle; as the light
-blazed up, it fell on the features of a grey-headed old man, who was
-peering through the darkness at them, and the priest cried, "Good God!
-Mr. Ravenshoe!"
-
-The likeness for one moment was very extraordinary; but, as the eye grew
-accustomed to the light, one saw that the face was the face of a taller
-man than Densil, and one, too, who wore the dress of a gamekeeper.
-Charles laughed at the priest, and said--
-
-"You were struck, as many have been, by the likeness. He has been so
-long with my father that he has the very trick of his voice, and the
-look of the eye. Where have you been to-night, James?" he added,
-affectionately. "Why do you go out so late alone? If any of those mining
-rascals were to be round poaching, you might be killed."
-
-"I can take care of myself yet, Master Charles," said the old man,
-laughing; and, to do him justice, he certainly looked as if he could.
-
-"Where is Norah?"
-
-"Gone down to young James Holby's wife; she is lying-in."
-
-"Pretty early, too. Where's Ellen?"
-
-"Gone up to the house."
-
-"See, Father, I shall be disappointed in showing you the belle of
-Ravenshoe; and now you will go back to Ireland, fancying you can compete
-with us."
-
-Father Tiernay was beginning a story about five Miss Moriartys, who were
-supposed to rival in charms and accomplishments any five young ladies in
-the world, when his eye was attracted by a stuffed hare in a glass case,
-of unusual size and very dark colour.
-
-"That, sir," said James, the keeper, in a bland, polite, explanatory
-tone of voice, coming and leaning over him, "is old Mrs. Jewel, that
-lived in the last cottage on the right-hand side, under the cliff. I
-always thought that it had been Mrs. Simpson, but it was not. I shot
-this hare on the Monday, not three hundred yards from Mrs. Jewel's
-house; and on the Wednesday the neighbours noticed the shutters hadn't
-been down for two days, and broke the door open; and there she was, sure
-enough, dead in her bed. I had shot her as she was coming home from some
-of her devilries. A quiet old soul she was, though. No, I never thought
-it had been she."
-
-It would be totally impossible to describe the changes through which the
-broad, sunny face of Father Tiernay went during the above astounding
-narration; horror, astonishment, inquiry, and humour were so strangely
-blended. He looked in the face of the old gamekeeper, and met the
-expression of a man who had mentioned an interesting fact, and had
-contributed to the scientific experience of the listener. He looked at
-Charles, and met no expression whatever; but the latter said--
-
-"Our witches in these parts, Father, take the form of some inferior
-animal when attending their Sabbath or general meetings, which I believe
-are presided over by an undoubted gentleman, who is not generally named
-in polite society. In this case, the old woman was caught sneaking home
-under the form of a hare, and promptly rolled over by James; and here
-she is."
-
-Father Tiernay said, "Oh, indeed!" but looked as if he thought the more.
-
-"And there's another of them out now, sir," said the keeper; "and,
-Master Charles, dear, if you're going to take the greyhounds out
-to-morrow, do have a turn at that big black hare under Birch Tor----"
-
-"A black hare!" said Father Tiernay, aghast.
-
-"Nearly coal-black, your reverence," said James. "She's a witch, your
-reverence, and who she is the blessed saints only know. I have seen her
-three or four times. If the master was on terms with Squire Humby to
-Hele, we might have the harriers over and run her down. But that can't
-be, in course. If you take Blue-ruin and Lightning out to-morrow, Master
-Charles, and turn her out of the brambles under the rocks, and leave the
-Master and Miss Mary against the corner of the stone wall to turn her
-down the gully, you must have her."
-
-The look of astonishment had gradually faded from Father Tiernay's face.
-It is said that one of the great elements of power in the Roman Catholic
-priesthood is that they can lend themselves to any little bit of--well,
-of mild deception--which happens to be going. Father Tiernay was up to
-the situation. He looked from the keeper to Charles with a bland and
-stolid expression of face, and said--
-
-"If she is a witch, mark my words, the dogs will never touch her. The
-way would be to bite up a crooked sixpence and fire at her with that. I
-shall be there to see the sport. I never hunted a witch yet."
-
-"Has your reverence ever seen a white polecat?" said the keeper.
-
-"No, never," said the priest; "I have heard of them though. My friend,
-Mr. Moriarty, of Castledown (not Mountdown Castle, ye understand; that
-is the sate of my Lord Mountdown, whose blessed mother was a Moriarty,
-the heavens be her bed), claimed to have seen one; but, bedad, no one
-else ever saw it, and he said it turned brown again as the season came
-round. May the--may the saints have my sowl if I believe a word of it."
-
-"_I_ have one, your reverence; and it is a rarity, I allow. Stoats turn
-white often in hard winters, but polecats rarely. If your reverence and
-your honour will excuse me a moment, I will fetch it. It was shot by my
-Lord Welter when he was staying here last winter. A fine shot is my
-lord, your reverence, for so young a man."
-
-He left the room, and the priest and Charles were left alone together.
-
-"Does he believe all this rubbish about witches?" said Father Tiernay.
-
-"As firmly as you do the liquefaction of the blood of----"
-
-"There, there; we don't want all that. Do you believe in it?"
-
-"Of course I don't," said Charles; "but why should I tell him so?"
-
-"Why do you lend yourself to such humbug?"
-
-"Why do you?"
-
-"Begorra, I don't know. I am always lending. I lent a low-browed,
-hang-jawed spalpeen of a Belgian priest two pound the other day, and
-sorra a halfpenny of it will me mother's son ever see again. Hark!"
-
-There were voices approaching the lodge--the voices of two uneducated
-persons quarrelling; one that of a man, and the other of a woman. They
-both made so much out in a moment. Charles recognised the voices, and
-would have distracted the priest's attention, and given those without
-warning that there were strangers within; but, in his anxiety to catch
-what was said, he was not ready enough, and they both heard this.
-
-The man's voice said fiercely, "You did."
-
-The woman's voice said, after a wild sob, "I did not."
-
-"You did. I saw you. You are a liar as well as----"
-
-"I swear I didn't. Strike me dead, Bill, if there's been anything
-wrong."
-
-"No. If I thought there had, I'd cut his throat first and yours after."
-
-"If it had been _him_, Bill, you wouldn't have used me like this."
-
-"Never you mind that."
-
-"You want to drive me mad. You do. You hate me. Master Charles hates me.
-Oh, I wish I was mad."
-
-"I'd sooner see you chained by the waist in the straw than see what I
-saw to-night." Then followed an oath.
-
-The door was rudely opened, and there entered first of all our old
-friend, Charles's groom, William, who seemed beside himself with
-passion, and after him a figure which struck the good Irishman dumb with
-amazement and admiration--a girl as beautiful as the summer morning,
-with her bright brown hair tangled over her forehead, and an expression
-of wild terror and wrath on her face, such as one may conceive the old
-sculptor wished to express when he tried, and failed, to carve the face
-of the Gorgon.
-
-She glared on them both in her magnificent beauty only one moment. Yet
-that look, as of a lost soul of another world, mad, hopeless, defiant,
-has never past from the memory of either of them.
-
-She was gone in an instant into an inner room, and William was standing
-looking savagely at the priest. In another moment his eyes had wandered
-to Charles, and then his face grew smooth and quiet, and he said--
-
-"We've been quarrelling, sir; don't you and this good gentleman say
-anything about it. Master Charles, dear, she drives me mad sometimes.
-Things are not going right with her."
-
-Charles and the priest walked thoughtfully home together.
-
-"Allow me to say, Ravenshoe," said the priest, "that, as an Irishman, I
-consider myself a judge of remarkable establishments. I must say
-honestly that I have seldom or never met with a great house with so many
-queer elements about it as yours. You are all remarkable people. And, on
-my honour, I think that our friend Mackworth is the most remarkable man
-of the lot."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-THE BLACK HARE.
-
-
-It was a glorious breezy November morning; the sturdy oaks alone held on
-to the last brown remnants of their summer finery; all the rest of the
-trees in the vast sheets of wood which clothed the lower parts of the
-downs overhanging Ravenshoe had changed the bright colours of autumn for
-the duller, but not less beautiful, browns and purples of winter. Below,
-in the park, the deer were feeding among the yellow fern brakes, and the
-rabbits were basking and hopping in the narrow patches of slanting
-sunlight, which streamed through the leafless trees. Aloft, on the hill,
-the valiant blackcock led out his wives and family from the
-whortle-grown rocks, to flaunt his plumage in the warmest corner beneath
-the Tor.
-
-And the Tors, too, how they hung aloft above the brown heather, which
-was relieved here and there by patches of dead, brown, king-fern; hung
-aloft like brilliant, clearly-defined crystals, with such mighty
-breadths of light and shadow as Sir Charles Barry never could
-accomplish, though he had Westminster Abbey to look at every day.
-
-Up past a narrow sheep-path, where the short grass faded on the one side
-into feathery broom, and on the other into brown heather and grey stone,
-under the shadow of the Tor which lay nearest to Ravenshoe, and overhung
-those dark woods in which we saw Densil just now walking with his old
-hound; there was grouped, on the morning after the day of Charles's
-arrival, a happy party, every one of whom is already known to the
-reader. Of which circumstance I, the writer, am most especially glad.
-For I am already as tired of introducing new people to you as my lord
-chamberlain must be of presenting strangers to her Majesty at a levee.
-
-Densil first, on a grey cob, looking very old and feeble, straining his
-eyes up the glen whither Charles, and James, the old keeper, had gone
-with the greyhounds. At his rein stood William, whom we knew at Oxford.
-Beside the old man sat Mary on her pony, looking so radiant and happy,
-that, even if there had been no glorious autumn sun overhead, one glance
-at her face would have made the dullest landscape in Lancashire look
-bright. Last, not least, the good Father Tiernay, who sat on his horse,
-hatless, radiant, scratching his tonsure.
-
-"And so you're determined to back the blue dog, Miss Mary," said he.
-
-"I have already betted a pair of gloves with Charles, Mr. Tiernay," said
-Mary, "and I will be rash enough to do so with you. Ruin is the quickest
-striker we have ever bred."
-
-"I know it; they all say so," said the priest; "but come, I must have a
-bet on the course. I will back Lightning."
-
-"Lightning is the quicker dog," said Densil; "but Ruin! you will see him
-lie behind the other dog all the run, and strike the hare at last.
-Father Mackworth, a good judge of a dog, always backs him against the
-kennel."
-
-"Where is Father Mackworth?"
-
-"I don't know," said Densil. "I am surprised he is not with us; he is
-very fond of coursing."
-
-"His reverence, sir," said William, "started up the moor about an hour
-ago. I saw him going."
-
-"Where was he going to?"
-
-"I can't say, sir. He took just over past the rocks on the opposite side
-of the bottom from Mr. Charles."
-
-"I wonder," said Father Tiernay, "whether James will find his friend,
-the witch, this morning."
-
-"Ah," said Densil, "he was telling me about that. I am sure I hope not."
-
-Father Tiernay was going to laugh, but didn't.
-
-"Do you believe in witches, then, Mr. Ravenshoe?"
-
-"Why, no," said Densil, stroking his chin thoughtfully, "I suppose not.
-It don't seem to me now, as an old man, a more absurd belief than this
-new electro-biology and table-turning. Charles tells me that they use
-magic crystals at Oxford, and even claim to have raised the devil
-himself at Merton; which, at this time of day, seems rather like
-reverting to first principles. But I am not sure I believe in any of it.
-I only know that, if any poor old woman has sold herself to Satan, and
-taken it into her head to transform herself into a black hare, my
-greyhounds won't light upon her. She must have made such a deuced hard
-bargain that I shouldn't like to cheat her out of any of the small space
-left her between this and, and--thingamy."
-
-William, as a privileged servant, took the liberty of remarking that old
-Mrs. Jewel didn't seem to have been anything like a match for Satan in
-the way of a bargain, for she had had hard times of it seven years
-before she died. From which--
-
-Father Tiernay deduced the moral lesson, that that sort of thing didn't
-pay; and--
-
-Mary said she didn't believe a word of such rubbish, for old Mrs. Jewel
-was as nice an old body as ever was seen, and had worked hard for her
-living, until her strength failed, and her son went down in one of the
-herring-boats.
-
-Densil said that his little bird was too positive. There was the witch
-of Endor, for instance--
-
-Father Tiernay, who had been straining his eyes and attention at the
-movements of Charles and the greyhounds, and had only caught the last
-word, said with remarkable emphasis and distinctness--
-
- "A broomstick of the Witch of Endor,
- Well shod wi' brass,"
-
-and then looked at Densil as though he had helped him out of a
-difficulty, and wanted to be thanked. Densil continued without noticing
-him--
-
-"There was the witch of Endor. And 'thou shalt not suffer a witch to
-live.' If there weren't such things as witches, you know, St. Paul
-wouldn't have said that."
-
-"I don't think it was St. Paul, papa, was it?" said Mary.
-
-"It was one of them, my love; and, for that matter, I consider St. Peter
-quite as good as St. Paul, if not better. St. Peter was always in
-trouble, I know; but he was the only one who struck a blow for the good
-cause, all honour to him. Let me see, he married St. Veronica, didn't
-he?"
-
-"Marry St. Veronica, virgin and martyr?" said the priest, aghast. "My
-good sir, you are really talking at random."
-
-"Ah, well, I may be wrong; she was virgin, but she was no martyr."
-
-"St. Veronica," said Father Tiernay, dogmatically, and somewhat sulkily,
-"was martyred under Tiberius; no less than that."
-
-"I bet you what you like of it," cried Densil, "she died----"
-
-But what was Densil's opinion about the last days of St. Veronica will
-for ever remain a mystery; for at this moment there came a "See, HO!"
-from Charles; in the next a noble hare had burst from a tangled mass of
-brambles at his feet; in another the two dogs were on her haunches, and
-Charles, carrying two little flags furled in his hand, had dashed at the
-rough rocks on the bottom of the valley, had brought his horse on his
-nose, recovered him, and was half way up the hill after the flying
-greyhounds.
-
-It was but a short course. Puss raced for some broken ground under the
-hill, opposite to where our party stood. She was too close pressed, and
-doubled back for the open, but, meeting James, turned as a last
-desperate chance back to her first point. Too late; the dogs were upon
-her. There was a short scuffle, and then Charles, rising in his saddle,
-unfurled his blue flag, and waved it.
-
-"Hurrah!" cried Mary, clapping her hands, "two pairs of gloves this
-morning; where will he try now, I wonder? Here comes James; let us ask
-him."
-
-James approached them with the dead hare, and Densil asked where he was
-going to try. He said, just where they were.
-
-Densil asked, had he seen Father Mackworth? and he was in the act of
-saying that he was gone over the down, when a shout from Charles, and a
-still louder one from James, made them all start. A large _black hare_
-had burst from the thorns at Charles's feet, and was bowling down the
-glen straight toward them, with the dogs close behind her.
-
-"The witch," shouted James, "the witch! we shall know who she is now."
-
-It seemed very likely indeed. Densil broke away from William, and,
-spurring his pony down the sheep-path at the risk of his neck, made for
-the entrance of the wood. The hare, one of such dark colour that she
-looked almost black, scudded along in a parallel direction, and dashed
-into the grass ride just in front of Densil; they saw her flying down
-it, just under the dog's noses, and then they saw her dash into a cross
-ride, one of the dogs making a strike at her as she did so; then hare
-and greyhounds disappeared round the corner.
-
-"She's dead, sir, confound her; we shall have her now, the witch!"
-
-They all came round the corner pell-mell. Here stood the dogs, panting
-and looking foolishly about them, while in front of them, a few yards
-distant, stood Father Mackworth, looking disturbed and flushed, as
-though he had been running.
-
-Old James stared aghast; William gave a long whistle; Mary, for a
-moment, was actually terrified. Densil looked puzzled, Charles amused;
-while Father Tiernay made the forest ring with peal after peal of
-uproarious laughter.
-
-"I am afraid I have spoilt sport, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Mackworth, coming
-forward; "the hare ran almost against my legs, and doubled into the
-copse, puzzling the dogs. They seemed almost inclined to revenge
-themselves on me for a moment."
-
-"Ha, ha!" cried the jolly priest, not noticing, as Charles did, how
-confused the priest was. "So we've caught you sneaking home from your
-appointment with your dear friend."
-
-"What do you mean, sir, by appointment? You are over-stepping the bounds
-of decorum, sir. Mr. Ravenshoe, I beg you to forgive me for
-inadvertently spoiling your sport."
-
-"Not at all, my dear Father," said Densil, thinking it best, from the
-scared look of old James, to enter into no further explanations; "we
-have killed one hare, and now I think it is time to come home to lunch."
-
-"Don't eat it all before I come; I must run up to the Tor; I have
-dropped my whip there," said Charles. "James, ride my horse home; you
-look tired. I shall be there on foot in half the time."
-
-He had cast the reins to James, and was gone, and they all turned
-homewards together.
-
-Charles, fleet of foot, was up on the Tor in a few minutes, and had
-picked up his missing property; then he sat him down on a stone,
-thinking.
-
-"There is something confoundedly wrong somewhere, and I should like to
-find out what it is. What had that Jack priest been up to, that made him
-look so queer? And also, what was the matter between Ellen and William
-last night? Whom has she been going on with? I will go down. I wish I
-could find some trace of him. One thing I know, and one thing only, that
-he hates me worse than poison; and that his is not likely to be a
-passive hatred."
-
-The wood into which Charles descended was of very large extent, and
-composed of the densest copse, intersected by long straight grass rides.
-The day had turned dark and chilly; and a low moaning wind began to
-sweep through the bare boughs, rendering still more dismal the prospect
-of the long-drawn vistas of damp grass and rotting leaves.
-
-He passed musing on from one ride to another, and in one of them came in
-sight of a low, white building, partly ruinous, which had been built in
-the deepest recesses of the wood for a summer-house. Years ago Cuthbert
-and Charles used to come and play there on happy summer holidays--play
-at being Robinson Crusoe and what not; but there had been a fight with
-the poachers there, and one of their young men had been kicked in the
-head by one of the gang, and rendered idiotic; and Charles had seen the
-blood on the grass next morning; and so they voted it a dismal place,
-and never went near it again. Since then it had been taken possession of
-by the pheasants to dust themselves in. Altogether it was a solitary,
-ghostly sort of place; and, therefore, Charles was considerable
-startled, on looking in at the low door, to see a female figure, sitting
-unmoveable in the darkest corner.
-
-It was not a ghost, for it spoke. It said, "Are you come back to upbraid
-me again? I know my power, and you shall never have it." And Charles
-said, "Ellen!"
-
-She looked up, and began to cry. At first a low, moaning cry, and
-afterwards a wild passionate burst of grief.
-
-He drew her towards him, and tried to quiet her, but she drew away. "Not
-to-day," she cried, "not to-day."
-
-"What is the matter, pretty one? What is the matter, sister?" said
-Charles.
-
-"Call me sister again," she said, looking up. "I like that name. Kiss
-me, and call me sister, just for once."
-
-"Sister dear," said Charles kindly, kissing her on the forehead, "What
-is the matter?"
-
-"I have had a disagreement with Father Mackworth, and he has called me
-names. He found me here walking with Master Cuthbert."
-
-"With Cuthbert?"
-
-"Ay, why not? I might walk with you or him any time, and no harm. I must
-go."
-
-Before Charles had time to say one word of kindness, or consolation, or
-wonder, she had drawn him towards her, given him a kiss, and was gone
-down the ride towards the house. He saw her dress flutter round the last
-corner, and she disappeared.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-LORD SALTIRE'S VISIT, AND SOME OF HIS OPINIONS.
-
-
-There followed on the events above narrated two or three quiet months--a
-time well remembered by Charles, as one of the quietest and most
-peaceful in his life, in all the times which followed. Every fine day
-there was a ramble with his father through the kennels and stables, and
-down through the wood, or over the farm. Charles, who at Oxford thought
-no day complete, after riding with the drag, or Drakes, or rowing to
-Sandford; without banquier, vingt-et-un, or loo, till three oclock in
-the morning, now found, greatly to his astonishment, that he got more
-pleasure by leaning over a gate with his father, and looking at fat
-beasts and pigs, chewing a straw the while. A noisy wine-party, where he
-met the same men he had met the night before, who sang the same songs,
-and told the same silly stories, was well enough; but he began to find
-that supper in the oak dining-room, sitting between Mary and his father,
-and talking of the merest trifles, was a great deal pleasanter. Another
-noticeable fact was that Father Mackworth's sarcasms were turned off
-with a good-natured laugh, and that battle was on all occasions refused
-to the worthy priest. In short, Charles, away from company and
-dissipation, was himself. The good, worthy fellow, whom I learnt to like
-years ago. The man whose history I am proud to write.
-
-Lord Saltire had arrived meanwhile; he had written to Densil, to say
-that he was horribly bored; that he wished, as an ethical study, to
-settle, once for all, the amount of boredom a man could stand without
-dying under it; that, having looked carefully about him, to select a
-spot and a society where that object could be obtained, he had selected
-Ravenshoe, as being the most eligible; that he should wish his room to
-have a south aspect; and that his man would arrive with his things three
-days after date. To this Densil had written an appropriate reply,
-begging his kind old friend to come and make his house his home; and
-Lord Saltire had arrived one evening, when every one was out of the way
-but Mary, who received him in the hall.
-
-She was in some little trepidation. She had read and heard enough of
-"the wild prince and Poyns," and of Lord Saltire's powers of sarcasm, to
-be thoroughly frightened at her awful position. She had pictured to
-herself a terrible old man, with overhanging eyebrows, and cruel
-gleaming eyes beneath them. Therefore she was astonished to see a
-gentleman, old it is true, but upright as a young oak, of such
-remarkable personal beauty, and such a pleasant expression of
-countenance, as she had never seen before.
-
-She was astonished, I said; but, mind you, Mary was too much of a lady
-to show too much of it. She sailed towards him through the gloom of the
-old hall with a frank smile, and just that amount of admiration in her
-sweet eyes which paid Lord Saltire the truest compliment he had had for
-many a day.
-
-"Mr. Ravenshoe will be sorry to have missed receiving you, my lord," she
-said.
-
-"If Mr. Ravenshoe is sorry," he said, "I certainly am not. Mr. Ravenshoe
-has done me the honour to show me the most beautiful thing in his house
-first. I rather think that is a pretty compliment, Miss Corby, unless I
-am getting out of practice."
-
-"That is a very pretty compliment, indeed," she answered, laughing. "I
-most heartily thank you for it. I know nothing in life so pleasant as
-being flattered. May I introduce Father Mackworth?"
-
-Lord Saltire would be delighted. Father Mackworth came forward, and Mary
-saw them look at one another. She saw at a glance that either they had
-met before, or there was some secret which both of them knew. She never
-forgot Mackworth's defiant look, or Lord Saltire's calm considerate
-glance, which said as plain as words, "This fellow knows it."
-
-This fellow knew it--had known it for years. The footman who had left
-Mackworth at the lodge of the French Lycee, the nameless domestic, who
-formed the last link with his former life--this man had worn Lord
-Saltire's livery, and he remembered it.
-
-"I see," said Lord Saltire, "that Miss Corby is prepared for walking. I
-guess that she is going to meet Mr. Ravenshoe, and, if my surmise is
-correct, I beg to be allowed to accompany her."
-
-"You are wonderfully correct, my lord. Cuthbert and Charles are shooting
-pheasants in the wood, and Mr. Ravenshoe is with them on his pony. If
-you will walk with me, we shall meet them."
-
-So the grand old eagle and the pretty sweet-voiced robin passed out on
-to the terrace, and stood looking together, under the dull December sky,
-at the whispering surges. Right and left the misty headlands seemed to
-float on the quiet grey sea, which broke in sighs at their feet, as the
-long majestic ground-swell rolled in from the ocean; and these two stood
-there for a minute or more without speaking.
-
-"The new school of men," said Lord Saltire at last, looking out to sea,
-"have perhaps done wisely, in thinking more of scenery and the mere
-externals of nature than we did. We lived the life of clubs and crowds,
-and we are going to our places one after another. There are but few left
-now. These Stephensons and Paxtons are fine men enough. _They_ are
-fighting inert matter, but _we_ fought the armies of the Philistine. We
-had no time for botany and that sort of thing; which was unfortunate.
-You young folks shouldn't laugh at us though."
-
-"I laugh at you!" she said, suddenly and rapidly; "laugh at the giants
-who warred with the gods. My lord, the men of our time has not shown
-themselves equal to their fathers."
-
-Lord Saltire laughed.
-
-"No, not yet," she continued; "when the time comes they will. The time
-has not come yet."
-
-"Not yet, Miss Corby. It will come,--mind the words of a very old man;
-an old fellow who has seen a confounded deal of the world."
-
-"Are we to have any more wars, Lord Saltire?"
-
-"Wars such as we never dreamt of, young lady."
-
-"Is all this new inauguration of peace to go for nothing?"
-
-"Only as the inauguration of a new series of wars, more terrible than
-those which have gone before."
-
-"France and England combined can give the law to Europe."
-
-Lord Saltire turned upon her and laughed. "And so you actually believe
-that France and England can really combine for anything more important
-than a raid against Russia. Not that they will ever fight Russia, you
-know. There will be no fight. If they threaten loud enough, Russia will
-yield. Nicholas knows his weakness, and will give way. If he is fool
-enough to fight the Western powers, it will end in another _duel a
-l'outrance_ between France and England. They will never work together
-for long. If they do, Europe is enslaved, and England lost."
-
-"But why, Lord Saltire?"
-
-"Well, well; I think so. Allow me to say that I was not prepared to find
-a deep-thinking, though misguided politician in such an innocent-looking
-young lady. God defend the dear old land, for every fresh acre I see of
-it confirms my belief that it is the first country in the world."
-
-They were crossing the old terraced garden towards the wood, when they
-heard the guns going rapidly, and both were silent for a minute or so.
-The leafless wood was before them, and the village at their feet. The
-church spire rose aloft among the trees. Some fisherman patriarch had
-gone to his well-earned rest that day, and the bell was tolling for him.
-Mary looked at the quiet village, at the calm winter sea, and then up at
-the calm stern face of the man who walked beside her, and said--
-
-"Tell me one thing, Lord Saltire; you have travelled in many countries.
-Is there any land, east or west, that can give us what this dear old
-England does--settled order, in which each man knows his place and his
-duties? It is so easy to be good in England."
-
-"Well, no. It is the first country in the world. A few bad harvests
-would make a hell of it, though. Has Ravenshoe got many pheasants down
-here?"
-
-And, so talking, this strange pair wandered on towards the wood, side by
-side.
-
-Charles was not without news in his retirement, for a few friends kept
-him pretty well _au fait_ with what was going on in the world. First,
-there was news from Oxford; one sort of which was communicated by
-Charles Marston, and another sort by one Marker of Brazenose, otherwise
-known as "Bodger," though why, I know not, nor ever could get any one to
-tell me. He was purveyor of fashionable intelligence, while Charles
-Marston dealt more in example and advice. About this time the latter
-wrote as follows:--
-
-"How goes Issachar? Is the ass stronger or weaker than formerly? Has my
-dearly-beloved ass profited, or otherwise, by his stay at Ranford? How
-is the other ass, my Lord Welter? He is undoubtedly a fool, but I think
-an honest one, so long as you keep temptation out of his way. He is
-shamefully in debt; but I suppose, if their horse wins the Derby, he
-will pay; otherwise I would sooner be my lord than his tradesmen. How
-goes the 'grand passion,'--has Chloe relented? She is a great fool if
-she does. Why, if she refuses you, she may marry Lord Welter, and he may
-settle his debts on her. A word in your ear. I have an invitation to
-Ranford. I must go, I suppose. The dear old woman, whose absurdities
-your honour is pleased to laugh at, has been always kind to me and mine;
-and I shall go. I shall pay my just tribute of flattery to the noble
-honest old soul, who is struggling to save a falling house. Don't you
-laugh at Lady Ascot, you impudent young rascal. I have no doubt that
-she offers some prominent points for the exercise of your excellency's
-wit, but she is unmeasurably superior to you, you young scapegrace.
-
-"Bless your dear old face; how I long to see it again! I am coming to
-see it. I shall come to you at the beginning of the Christmas vacation.
-I shall come to you a beaten man, Charley. I shall only get a second.
-Never mind; I would sooner come to you and yours and hide my shame, than
-to any one else.
-
-"Charles, old friend, if I get a third, I shall break my heart. Don't
-show this letter to any one. I have lost the trick of Greek prose. Oh,
-old Charley! believe this, that the day once lost can never, never come
-back any more! They preach a future hell; but what hell could be worse
-than the eternal contemplation of opportunities thrown away--of
-turning-points in the affairs of a man's life, when, instead of rising,
-he has fallen--not by a bold stroke, like Satan, but by laziness and
-neglect?"
-
-Charles was very sorry, very grieved and vexed, to find his shrewd old
-friend brought to this pass by over-reading, and over-anxiety about a
-subject which, to a non-university man, does not seem of such vital
-importance. He carried the letter to his father, in spite of the
-prohibition contained in it, and he found his father alone with the
-good, honest Father Tiernay; to whom, not thinking that thereby he was
-serving his friend ill, he read it aloud.
-
-"Charley dear," said his father, half rising from his chair, "he must
-come to us, my boy; he must come here to us, and stay with us till he
-forgets his disappointment. He is a noble lad. He has been a good friend
-to my boy; and, by George, the house is his own."
-
-"I don't think, dad," said Charles, looking from Densil to Father
-Tiernay, "that he is at all justified in the dark view he is taking of
-matters. The clever fellows used to say that he was safe of his first.
-You know he is going in for mathematics as well."
-
-"He is a good young man, any way," said Father Tiernay; "his sentiments
-do honour to him; and none the worst of them is his admiration for my
-heretic young friend here, which does him most honour of all. Mr.
-Ravenshoe, I'll take three to one against his double first; pity he
-ain't a Catholic. What the divvle do ye Prothestants mean by absorbing
-(to use no worse language) the rints and revenues left by Catholic
-testators for the good of the hooly Church, for the edication of
-heretics? Tell me that, now."
-
-The other letter from Oxford was of a very different tenor. Mr. Marker,
-of Brazenose, began by remarking that--
-
-"He didn't know what was come over the place; it was getting
-confoundedly slow, somehow. They had had another Bloomer ball at
-Abingdon, but the thing was a dead failure, sir. Jemmy Dane, of
-University, had driven two of them home in a cart, by way of Nuneham. He
-had passed the Pro's at Magdalen turnpike, and they never thought of
-stopping him, by George. Their weak intellects were not capable of
-conceiving such glorious audacity. Both the Proctors were down at
-Coldharbour turnpike, stopping every man who came from Abingdon way.
-Toreker, of Exeter, was coming home on George Simmond's Darius, and,
-seeing the Proctors in the light of the turnpike-gate, had put his horse
-at the fence (Charles would remember it, a stubbed hedge and a ditch),
-and got over the back water by the White House, and so home by the
-Castle. Above forty men had been rusticated over this business, and some
-good fellows too." (Here followed a list of names, which I could
-produce, if necessary; but seeing that some names on the list are now
-rising at the bar, or in the Church, think it better not.) "Pembroke had
-won the fours, very much in consequence of Exeter having gone round the
-flag, and, on being made to row again, of fouling them in the gut. The
-water was out heavily, and had spoilt the boating. The Christchurch
-grind had been slow, but the best that year. L--n was going down, and
-they said was going to take the Pychley. C--n was pretty safe of his
-first--so reading men said. Martin, of Trinity, had got his testamur, at
-which event astonishment, not unmixed with awe, had fallen on the
-University generally. That he himself was in for his _viva voce_ two
-days after date, and he wished himself out of the hands of his enemies."
-
-There was a postscript, which interested Charles as much as all the rest
-of the letter put together. It ran thus:--
-
-"By the by, Welter has muckered; you know that by this time. But, worse
-than that, they say that Charles Marston's classical first is fishy. The
-old cock has overworked himself, they say."
-
-Lord Saltire never went to bed without having Charles up into his
-dressing-room for a chat. "Not having," as his lordship most truly said,
-"any wig to take off, or any false teeth to come out, I cannot see why I
-should deny myself the pleasure of my young friend's company at night.
-Every evening, young gentleman, we are one day older, and one day wiser.
-I myself have got so confoundedly wise with my many years, that I have
-nothing left to learn. But it amuses me to hear your exceedingly
-_naive_ remarks on things in general, and it also flatters and soothes
-me to contrast my own consummate wisdom with your folly. Therefore, I
-will trouble you to come up to my dressing-room every night, and give me
-your crude reflections on the events of the day."
-
-So Charles came up one night with Mr. Marker's letter, which he read to
-Lord Saltire, while his valet was brushing his hair; and then Charles,
-by way of an easily-answered question, asked Lord Saltire, What did he
-think of his friend's chances?
-
-"I must really remark," said Lord Saltire, "even if I use
-unparliamentary language, which I should be very sorry to do, that that
-is one of the silliest questions I ever had put to me. When I held
-certain seals, I used to have some very foolish questions put to me
-(which, by the way, I never answered), but I don't know that I ever had
-such a foolish question put to me as that. Why, how on earth can I have
-any idea of what your friend's chances are? Do be reasonable."
-
-"Dear Lord Saltire, don't be angry with me. Tell me, as far as your
-experience can, how far a man who knows his work, by George, as well as
-a man can know it, is likely to fail through nervousness. You have seen
-the same thing in Parliament. You know how much mischief nervousness may
-do. Now, do give me your opinion."
-
-"Well, you are putting your question in a slightly more reasonable form;
-but it is a very silly one yet. I have seen a long sort of man, with
-black hair, and a hook nose, like long Montague, for instance, who has
-been devilishly nervous till he got on his legs, and then has astonished
-every one, and no one more than myself, not so much by his power of
-declamation as by the extraordinary logical tenacity with which he clung
-to his subject. Yes, I don't know but what I have heard more telling and
-logical speeches from unprepared men than I ever have from one of the
-law lords. But I am a bad man to ask. I never was in the Lower House.
-About your friend's chance;--well, I would not give twopence for it; in
-after-life he may succeed. But from what you have told me, I should
-prepare myself for a disappointment."
-
-Very shortly after this, good Lord Saltire had to retire for a time into
-the upper chambers; he had a severe attack of gout.
-
-There had been no more quarrelling between Father Mackworth and Charles;
-peace was proclaimed--an armed truce; and Charles was watching, watching
-in silence. Never since he met her in the wood had he had an opportunity
-of speaking to Ellen. She always avoided him. William, being asked
-confidentially by Charles what he thought was the matter, said that
-Ellen had been "carrin on" with some one, and he had been blowing her
-up; which was all the explanation he offered. In the meantime, Charles
-lived under the comforting assurance that there was mischief brewing,
-and that Mackworth was at the bottom of it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-CHARLES'S "LIDDELL AND SCOTT."
-
-
-A growing anxiety began to take possession of Charles shortly before
-Christmas, arising from the state of his father's health. Densil was
-failing. His memory was getting defective, and his sense dulled. His eye
-always was searching for Charles, and he was uneasy at his absence. So
-it was with a vague sense of impending misfortune that he got a letter
-from the Dean of his college, summoning him back after the Christmas
-vacation.
-
-Mr. Dean said, "That Mr. Ravenshoe's case had been reconsidered, and
-that at the warm, and, he thought, misguided, intercession of the
-Bursar, a determination had been come to, to allow Mr. Ravenshoe to come
-into residence again for the Lent term. He trusted that this would be a
-warning, and that, while there was time, he would arrest himself in that
-miserable career of vice and folly which could only have one
-termination--utter ruin in this world and in the next."
-
-A college "Don," by long practice, acquires a power of hurting a young
-man's feelings, utterly beyond competition, save by a police magistrate.
-Charles winced under this letter; but the same day Mary, coming singing
-downstairs as was her wont, was alarmed by the descent of a large opaque
-body of considerable weight down the well of the staircase, which lodged
-in the wood basket at the bottom, and which, on examination, she found
-to be a Liddell and Scott's Lexicon. At which she rejoiced; for she
-concluded that Charles had taken to reading again, though why he should
-begin by throwing his books downstairs she could not well understand,
-until he joined her, and explained that he had been dusting it on the
-landing, and that it had slipped out of his hand.
-
-"What a crack it came down," added he; "I wish Father Mackworth's head
-had been underneath it."
-
-"I have no doubt of it, young gentleman," said the priest quietly from
-behind; and there he was with his hand on the library door, and in he
-went and shut it behind him.
-
-Mary and Charles were both awfully disconcerted. Mary felt horribly
-guilty; in fact, if the priest had remained quiet one moment more, he
-would undoubtedly have heard one or two candid and far from
-complimentary remarks about himself from that young lady, which would
-have made his ears tingle.
-
-"Confound him," said Charles; "how he glides about! He learned that
-trick, and a few others, at that precious Jesuit College of his. They
-teach them that sort of thing as the old Jews teach the young
-pickpockets. The old father inquisitor puts the door ajar with a bell
-against it, and they all have to come in one after another. The one who
-rings it gets dropped on to like blazes."
-
-Mary was going to ask what exact amount of personal suffering being
-dropped on to like blazes involved; but Charles stopped her, and took
-her hand.
-
-"Mary dear," he said, "do you ever think of the future?"
-
-"Night and day, Charles,--night and day."
-
-"If he dies, Mary? When he dies?"
-
-"Night and day, brother," she answered, taking one of his great brown
-hands between her two white little palms. "I dream in my sleep of the
-new regime which is to come, and I see only trouble, and again trouble."
-
-"And then?"
-
-"There is a God in heaven, Charles."
-
-"Ay, but Mary, what will you do?"
-
-"I?" and she laughed the merriest little laugh ever you heard. "Little
-me? Why, go for a governess, to be sure. Charles, they shall love me so
-that this life shall be a paradise. I will go into a family where there
-are two beautiful girls; and, when I am old and withered, there shall be
-two nurseries in which I shall be often welcome, where the children
-shall come babbling to my knee, the darlings, and they shall tell me how
-they love me, almost as well as their mother. There is my future. Would
-you change it?"
-
-Charles was leaning against the oak banister; and, when he saw her there
-before him, when he saw that valiant, true-hearted face, in the light
-which streamed from the old window above, he was rebuked, and bent down
-his head on the rail. The Dean's letter of that morning had done
-something; but the sight of that brave little woman, so fearless with
-all the world before her, did more. She weak, friendless, moneyless, and
-so courageous! He with the strong arm, so cowardly! It taught him a
-lesson indeed, a lesson he never forgot. But oh! for that terrible
-word--too late!
-
-Ah! too late! What word is so terrible as that? You will see what I mean
-soon. That is the cry which one writer puts in the mouths of the lost
-spirits in hell. God's mercy is infinite, and it is yet a question
-whether it were better for Charles to have fallen into the groove of
-ordinary life, or to have gone through those humiliating scenes through
-which we must follow him.
-
-"Charley dear," said Mary, laying her hand on his shoulder, "it is not
-about myself I am thinking; it is about you. What are you going to do
-when he has gone? are you going into the Church?"
-
-"Oh, no!" said Charles, "I couldn't bear the idea of that."
-
-"Then why are you at Oxford?"
-
-"To get an education, I suppose."
-
-"But what use will a university education be to you, Charles! Have you
-no plans?"
-
-"I give you my word, my dear Mary, that I am as much in the dark about
-the future as a five days old puppy."
-
-"Has he made any provision for you?"
-
-"Oh, yes! I am to have six thousand."
-
-"Do you know that the estate is involved, Charles?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I believe it is. There has been a great deal of state kept up here, and
-I believe it is the case."
-
-"Cuthbert would soon bring that round."
-
-"I tremble to think of the future, Charles. Are your debts at Oxford
-heavy?"
-
-"Pretty well. Five hundred would clear me."
-
-"Don't get any more in debt, that's a dear."
-
-"No, Mary dear, I won't. I don't care for the future. I shall have L180
-a year. That will be enough for William and me. Then I shall go to the
-bar, and make a deuce of a lot of money, and marry Adelaide. Then you
-will come to live with us, and we shall have such jolly times of
-it.--Take that, you villain!"
-
-This last elegant apostrophe was addressed to William (who at that
-moment had come in by the side door), and was accompanied by the
-dexterous delivery of the Liddell and Scott, in the manner of a cricket
-ball. Our friend William stood to catch it in a style worthy of Box,
-with his knees a yard apart, and one palm over the other; but as luck
-would have it, he missed it, and it alighted full on the shins of Father
-Mackworth, who had selected that time for coming out of the library; and
-so it lay sillily open at [Greek: lam, gem.] at his feet.
-
-Mackworth really thought that it was intentional, and was furious. He
-went back into the library; and Charles, seeing what must come, followed
-him, while Mary fled upstairs. There was no one in the room but Cuthbert
-and Father Tiernay.
-
-"I will be protected from insult in this house," began Mackworth; "twice
-to-day I have been insulted by Mr. Charles Ravenshoe, and I demand
-protection."
-
-"What have you been doing, Charley?" said Cuthbert. "I thought you two
-had given up quarrelling. You will wear my life out. Sometimes, what
-with one thing and another, I wish I were dead. Oh! if the great problem
-were solved! Surely my brother may avoid brawling with a priest, a man
-sacred by his office, though of another faith. Surely my brother has
-taste enough to see the propriety of that."
-
-"Your brother has no taste or sense, sir," said Father Mackworth. "He
-has no decency. He has no gentlemanly feeling. Within ten minutes he has
-dropped a book downstairs, and lamented, to my face, that it hadn't
-fallen on my head; and just now he has thrown the same book at me, and
-hit me with it."
-
-"I thank God, Charles," said poor weary Cuthbert, "that our father is
-spared this. It would kill him. Brother, brother, why do you vex me like
-this? I have always stood on your side, Charley. Don't let me be killed
-with these ceaseless brawls."
-
-"They will soon cease, sir," said Father Mackworth; "I leave this house
-to-morrow."
-
-"Cuthbert, hear me now. I never intended to insult him."
-
-"Why did you throw your book at him, Charley? It is not decorous. You
-must know when you wound him you wound me. And I have fought such
-battles for you, Charley."
-
-"Cuthbert! brother! do hear me. And let him hear me. And let Father
-Tiernay hear me. Cuthbert, you know I love you. Father Tiernay, you are
-a good and honest man; hear what I have to say. You, Mackworth, you are
-a scoundrel. You are a double-dyed villain. What were you doing with
-that girl in the wood, the day you hunted the black hare a month ago?
-Cuthbert, tell me, like an honest gentleman, did you ever walk in the
-wood with Ellen?"
-
-"I?" said Cuthbert, scared; "I never walked with Ellen there. I have
-walked with Mary there, brother. Why should I not?"
-
-"There, look at the lie that this man has put into her mouth. She told
-me that he had found you and her walking together there."
-
-"I am not answerable for any young woman's lies," said Father
-Mackworth. "I decline to continue this discussion. It is humiliating. As
-for you, you poor little moth," he said, turning to Charles, "when the
-time comes, I will crush you with my thumb against the wall. My liking
-for your father prevents my doing my duty as yet. In that I err. Wait."
-
-Charles had been in a passion before this; but, seeing danger, and real
-danger, abroad, he got cool, and said--
-
-"Wait."
-
-And they both waited, and we shall see who waited the longest.
-
-"I have done it now, Mary dear," said Charles, returning upstairs with
-the unlucky lexicon. "It is all over now."
-
-"Has there been a scene?"
-
-"A terrible scene. I swore at him, and called him a villain."
-
-"Why did you do that, Charles? Why are you so violent? You are not
-yourself, Charles, when you give way to your temper like that."
-
-"Well, I'll tell you, my robin. He is a villain."
-
-"I don't think so, Charles. I believe he is a high-minded man."
-
-"I know he is not, birdie. At least, I believe he is not."
-
-"I believe him to be so, Charles."
-
-"I know him to be otherwise; at least, I think so."
-
-"Are you doing him justice, Charley dear? Are you sure you are doing him
-justice?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I cannot tell you, Mary. When the end of all things comes, and you and
-I are thrown abroad like two corks on the great sea, you will know. But
-I cannot tell you."
-
-"I believe, dear, that you are so honest that you would not do injustice
-even to him. But, oh! be sure that you are right. Hush! Change the
-subject. What were you going to read when that unlucky book fell
-downstairs?"
-
-"Demosthenes."
-
-"Let me come in and sit with you, Charley dear, and look out the words;
-you don't know how clever I am. Is it the 'De Corona'?"
-
-Charles took her hand and kissed it; and so they two poor fools went on
-with their Demosthenes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-MARSTON'S ARRIVAL.
-
-
-The night after the terrible lexicon quarrel, which, you will observe,
-arose entirely from Charles's good resolution to set to work
-reading--whereby we should take warning not to be too sanguine of good
-resolutions, taken late, bringing forth good fruit--the very evening, I
-say, after this fracas, Charles, his father, and Mary, were sitting in
-the library together. Of course Densil had heard nothing of the
-disturbance, and was, good old gentleman, as happy as you please; all
-his elements of pleasure were there. Father Mackworth was absent. Father
-Tiernay was throwing his whole hearty soul into a splendid copy of
-Bewick's birds, date 1799. Cuthbert was before the upper fireplace,
-beyond the pillar, poring over goodness only knows what monkish lore;
-while close to him was bird Mary sewing, and Charles reading aloud a
-book, very often quoted in everyday life unconsciously.
-
-Charles read how Mr. Quilp begged Mr. Brass would take particular care
-of himself, or he would never forgive him; how there was a dog in the
-lane who had killed a boy on Tuesday, and bitten a man on Friday; how
-the dog lived on the right-hand side, but generally lurked on the left,
-ready for a spring; and they were laughing over Mr. Brass's horror, when
-there came a noise of wheels on the gravel.
-
-"That is Marston, father, for a thousand pounds," said Charles.
-
-He hurried into the hall, as the men were undoing the door; Mary,
-dropping her work, went after him; and Densil taking his stick, came
-too. Cuthbert looked up from the further end of the room, and then bent
-his head over his book again. Father Tiernay looked up, inquisitive and
-interested, but sat still. They who followed into the hall saw this.
-
-Charles stood in front of the hall door, and out of the winter's
-darkness came a man, with whom, as Mary once playfully said, she had
-fallen in love at once. It was Marston.
-
-Charles went up to him quickly with both hands out, and said--
-
-"We are so glad."
-
-"It is very kind of you. God bless you; how did you know it?"
-
-"We know nothing, my dear Marston, except that you are welcome. Now put
-me out of my pain."
-
-"Why, well," said the other, "I don't know how it has happened: but I
-have got my double first."
-
-Charles gave a wild cheer, and the others were all on him
-directly--Densil, Tiernay, Cuthbert, and all. Never was such a welcome;
-not one of them, save Charles, had ever seen him before, yet they
-welcomed him as an old friend.
-
-"You have not been to Ranford, then?" said Charles.
-
-"Why, no. I did not feel inclined for it after so much work. I must take
-it on my way back."
-
-Lord Saltire's gout was better to-night, and he was downstairs. He
-proceeded to remark that, having been in----; well, he wouldn't shock
-Miss Corby by saying where--for a day or so, he had suddenly, through no
-merit of his own, got promoted back into purgatory. That, having fought
-against the blue devils, and come downstairs, for the sole purpose of
-making himself disagreeable, he had been rewarded, for that display of
-personal energy and self-sacrifice, by most unexpectedly meeting a son
-of his old friend, Jackdaw Marston. He begged to welcome his old
-friend's son, and to say that, by Jove, he was proud of him. His young
-friend's father had not been a brilliant scholar, as his young friend
-was; but had been one of the first whist-players in England. His young
-friend had turned his attention to scholastic honours, in preference to
-whist, which might or might not be a mistake: though he believed he was
-committing no breach of trust in saying that the position had been
-thrust on his young friend from pecuniary motives. Property had an
-infernal trick of deteriorating. His own property had not happened to
-deteriorate (none knew why, for he had given it every chance); but the
-property of his young friend's father having deteriorated in a
-confounded rapid sort of way, he must say that it was exceedingly
-creditable in his young friend to have made such a decided step towards
-bringing matters right again as he had.
-
-"My father's son, my lord, thanks you for your kind remembrance of his
-father. I have always desired to see and meet my father's old friends,
-of whom you, Mr. Ravenshoe, were among the kindest. We have given up the
-greater vices lately, my lord, but we do our best among the smaller
-ones."
-
-There was a quiet supper, at which Lord Saltire consented to stay,
-provided no one used the expression "cheese"; in which case he said he
-should have to retire. There wasn't cheese on the table, but there was
-more than cheese; there was scolloped cockles, and Lord Saltire ate
-some. He said at the time that they would have the same effect on him as
-swallowing the fire-shovel. But, to relieve your mind at once, I may
-tell you that they didn't do him any harm at all, and he was as well as
-ever next morning.
-
-Father Tiernay said grace; and, when the meal was half over, in came
-Father Mackworth. Densil said, "Father Mackworth, Mr. Marston;" and
-Marston said, after a moment's glance at him, "How do you do, sir?"
-
-Possibly a more courteous form of speaking to a new acquaintance might
-have been used. But Marston had his opinions about Father Mackworth, and
-had no objection that the holy father should know them.
-
-"We got, Mary," said Cuthbert, suddenly, "more cocks than pheasants
-to-day. Charles killed five couple, and I four. I was very vexed at
-being beaten by Charles, because I am so much the better shot."
-
-Charles looked up and met his eyes--a look he never forgot. Accompanying
-the apparent petulance of the remark was a look of love and pity and
-sorrow. It pleased him, above everything, during the events which were
-to come, to-recall that look, and say, "Well, he liked me once."
-
-That evening Charles and Marston retired to Charles's study (a deal of
-study had been carried on there, you may depend), and had a long talk
-over future prospects. Charles began by telling him all about Madam
-Adelaide, and Marston said, "Oh, indeed! what are you going to do,
-Charley, boy, to keep her? She comes out of an extravagant house, you
-know."
-
-"I must get called to the bar."
-
-"Hard work for nothing, for many years, you know."
-
-"I know. But I won't go into the Church; and what else is there?"
-
-"Nothing I know of, except billiard marking and steeplechase riding."
-
-"Then, you approve of it?"
-
-"I do, most heartily. The work will be good for you. You have worked
-before, and can do it again. Remember how well you got on at
-Shrewsbury."
-
-Then Charles told him about the relations between himself and Father
-Mackworth, and what had happened that day.
-
-"You and he have had disgraceful scenes like this before, haven't you?"
-
-"Yes, but never so bad as this."
-
-"He is a very passionate man, isn't he? You took utterly wrong grounds
-for what you did to-day. Don't you see that you have no earthly grounds
-for what you said, except your own suspicions? The girl's own account of
-the matter seems natural enough. That she was walking with your most
-saint-like brother, and the priest found them, and sent them to the
-right-about with fleas in their ears."
-
-"I believe that man to be a great villain," said Charles.
-
-"So may I," said the other, "but I shan't tell him so till I can prove
-it. As for that quarrel between William and his sister the night you
-came home, that proves nothing, except that she has been going too far
-with some one. But who? What have you been doing that empowers him to
-say that he will crush you like a moth?"
-
-"Oh, bravado, I take it! You should have seen how mad he looked when he
-said it."
-
-"I am glad I did not. Let us talk no more about him; Is that sweet
-little bird Mary Corby?"
-
-"You know it is."
-
-"Well, so I do know, but I wanted an excuse for saying the name over
-again. Charles, you are a fool."
-
-"That is such a very novel discovery of yours," said Charles, laughing.
-"What have I been a-doing on now?"
-
-"Why didn't you fall in love with Mary Corby instead of Madam Adelaide?"
-
-"I am sure I don't know. Why, I never thought of such a thing as that."
-
-"Then you ought to have done so. Now go to bed."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-IN WHICH THERE IS ANOTHER SHIPWRECK.
-
-
-Time jogged on very pleasantly to the party assembled at Ravenshoe that
-Christmas. There were woodcocks and pheasants in the woods; there were
-hares, snipes, and rabbits on the moor. In the sea there were fish; and
-many a long excursion they had in the herring-boats--sometimes standing
-boldly out to sea towards the distant blue island in the main, sometimes
-crawling lazily along under the lofty shoreless cliffs which towered
-above their heads from 200 to 1,100 feet high.
-
-It was three days before Christmas-day, and they were returning from
-fishing along the coast, and were about ten miles or so from home. I say
-returning, though in fact there was not a breath of wind, and the boat
-was drifting idly along on the tide. Two handsome simple-looking young
-men were lolling by the useless tiller; an old man, hale and strong as a
-lion, with a courteous high-bred look about him, was splicing a rope;
-and a tall, pale, black-haired man was looking steadily seaward, with
-his hands in his pockets, while Charles and Marston were standing in the
-bows smoking.
-
-"What a curious, dreamy, dosy, delicious kind of winter you have down
-here," said Marston.
-
-"I am very fond of it," said Charles; "it keeps you in continual hope
-for the spring that is coming. In the middle of frost and snow and ice
-one is apt to lose one's faith in waving boughs and shady pools."
-
-"I have had such a quiet time with you down here, Charley. I am so
-pleased with the way in which you are going on. You are quite an altered
-man. I think we shall both look back to the last few quiet weeks as a
-happy time."
-
-Here the tall dark man, who was looking out to sea, suddenly said--
-
-"Rain and hail, snow and tempest, stormy wind fulfilling His word."
-
-"Ay, ay," said the old man; "going to blow to-night, I expect."
-
-"We shall go home pretty fast, may be."
-
-"Not us, Master Charles, dear," said the tall man. "We are going to have
-it from south and by west, and so through west round to north. Before
-which time there'll be souls in glory, praise be to God."
-
-The old man took off his hat reverently.
-
-"There won't be amuch surf on when we beaches she," said one of the
-young men. "It won't get up afore the wind be full round west for an
-hour."
-
-"You're a spaking like a printed buke, Jan," said the old man.
-
-"I'm a thinking differently, Master Evans," said the dark man. "It will
-chop round very sudden, and be west before we know where we are. I speak
-with humility to a man who has seen the Lord's wonders in the deep so
-many years longer nor me. But I think, under God, I am right."
-
-"You most in general be right. They as converses with the Lord night and
-day, day and night, like as you do, knows likely more of His works nor
-we, as ain't your gifts."
-
-"The Lord has vouchsafed me nothing in the way of a vision, about this
-afternoon, Master Evans."
-
-"Didn't 'ee dream never at all last night?" said one of the young men:
-"Think 'ee now."
-
-"Nought to bear on wind or weather, Jan. I judges from the glass. It's a
-dropping fast."
-
-Jan would have had more faith in one of Matthew's dreams, and didn't
-seem to think much of the barometer. Meanwhile Marston had whispered
-Charles--
-
-"Who is Matthews? What sect is he?"
-
-"Oh, he's a Brianite."
-
-"What is that?"
-
-"A sort of Ranter, I believe."
-
-Marston looked up, and saw the two great black eyes under the lofty
-forehead fixed full upon him. With the instinct of a gentleman, he said
-at once--
-
-"I was asking Mr. Charles what sect you were of; that was all. He tells
-me you are a Brianite, and I had never heard of that sect before. I hope
-you will let me talk to you about your matters of belief some day."
-
-Matthews took off his hat, and said--That with the Lord's will he would
-speak to his honour. "Will your honour bear with a poor fisherman,
-ignorant of the world's learning, but who has had matters revealed to
-him by the Lord in dreams and visions of the night? Peter was only a
-fisherman, your honour, and, oh, if we could only hear him speak now!"
-
-He paused, and looked again to seaward. Charles had gone again into the
-bow, and Marston was standing among the men right aft. Suddenly Matthews
-turned again upon him and said--
-
-"In the beaching of this here boat to-night, your honour, there may be
-danger. In such case my place will be alongside of him," pointing to
-Charles. "There'd be a many kind hearts aching, if aught happened to
-him. You stick close to these young men. They'll see after you, sir."
-
-"You keep close alongside of we, sir. You hold on of we, sir. We'll see
-you all right, sir," said the two young men.
-
-"But, my dear good souls, I am as good a swimmer as any in England, and
-as active as a cat. Pray, don't mind me."
-
-"You keep hold of we and run, sir," said one of the young men, "that's
-all you're a'got to do, sir."
-
-"I shall most certainly run," said Marston, laughing, "but I decline
-drowning any one but myself--"
-
-Charles said at this moment, "Do come here and look at this."
-
-It was worth looking at, indeed. They were about a mile from shore,
-floating about anyhow on an oily smooth sea; for the tide had changed,
-and they were making no headway. Before them one of the noblest
-headlands on the coast, an abrupt cone of slate, nigh a thousand feet
-high, covered almost entirely with grass, sloped suddenly into the
-water; and in advance of it, but slightly on one side, a rugged mound of
-black rock, nearly six hundred feet, stood out into the sea, and
-contrasted its horrid jagged lines with the smooth green of the peak
-behind. Round its base, dividing it from the glossy sea, ran a delicate
-line of silver--the surf caused by the ground-swell; and in front the
-whole promontory was dimly mirrored in the quietly heaving ocean.
-
-"What a noble headland," said Marston; "is that grass on the further
-peak too steep to walk upon?"
-
-"There's some one a'walking on it now," said old Evans. "There's a woman
-a'walking on it."
-
-None could see it but he, except Matthews, who said he couldn't tell if
-it was a sheep or no.
-
-Charles got out his glass, and the old man was right. A woman was
-walking rapidly along the peak, about the third of the way down.
-
-"What a curious place for a woman to be in!" he remarked. "It is almost
-terrible to look at."
-
-"I never saw any one there before, save the shepherd," said the old man.
-
-"It's a sheep-path," said one of the young ones. "I have been along
-there myself. It is the short way round to Coombe."
-
-Charles would have thought more of the solitary female figure on that
-awful precipice, but that their attention was diverted by something
-else. From the south-westward black flaws of wind began to creep towards
-them, alternated with long irregular bands of oily calm. Soon the calm
-bands disappeared, and the wind reached them. Then they had steerage,
-and in a very short time were roaring out to sea close hauled, with a
-brisk and ever-increasing breeze.
-
-They saw that they would have to fetch a very long leg, and make a great
-offing, in order to reach Ravenshoe at all. The wind was freshening
-every moment, changing to the west, and the sea was getting up. It took
-them three hours to open Ravenshoe Bay; and, being about five miles from
-the shore, they could see that already there was an ugly side-surf
-sweeping in, and that the people were busy on the beach hauling up their
-boats out of harm's way.
-
-"How beautifully these craft sail," said Marston, as they were all
-hanging on by her weather gunwale, and the green sea was rushing past to
-leeward, almost under their feet, in sheets of angry foam.
-
-"It is amazing what speed is got out of them on a wind," said Charles,
-"but they are dangerous craft."
-
-"Why so?"
-
-"These lug-sails are so awkward in tacking, you will see."
-
-They ran considerably past Ravenshoe and about six miles to sea, when
-the word was given to go about. In an instant the half deck was lumbered
-with the heavy red sails; and, after five minutes of unutterable
-confusion, she got about. Marston was expecting her to broach to every
-moment during this long five minutes, but fortune favoured them. They
-went freer on this tack, for the wind was now north of west, and the
-brave little craft went nearly before it at her finest pace. The men
-kept on her as much sail as she could stand, but that was very little;
-fast as they went, the great seas went faster, as though determined to
-be at the dreadful rendezvous before the boat. Still the waves rose
-higher and the wind howled louder. They were nearing the shore rapidly.
-
-Now they began to see, through the mist, the people gathered in a crowd
-on the shore, densest at one point, but with a few restless stragglers
-right and left of that point, who kept coming and going. This spot was
-where they expected to come ashore. They were apparently the last boat
-out, and all the village was watching them with the deepest anxiety.
-
-They began to hear a sound other than the howling of the wind in the
-rigging, and the rush of waters around them--a continuous thunder,
-growing louder each moment as the boat swept onward. The thunder of the
-surf upon the sand. And, looking forward, they could see just the top of
-it as it leapt madly up.
-
-It was a nervous moment. They stood ready in their shirts and trousers,
-for a rush, should it be necessary. And the old man was at the helm.
-They saw the seas begin to curl. Then they were in the middle of them.
-Then the water left them on the sand, and three brave fellows from the
-shore dashed to hook on the tackles; but they were too late. Back with a
-roar like a hungry lion came the sea; the poor boat broached to, and
-took the whole force of the deluge on her broadside. In a moment more,
-blinded and stunned, they were all in the water, trying to stand against
-the backward rush which took them near midthigh. Old Master Evans was
-nearest to Marston; he was tottering to fall when Marston got hold of
-him, and saved him. The two young men got hold of both of them. Then
-three men from the shore dashed in and got hold of Charles; and then, as
-the water went down and they dared move their feet, they all ran for
-their lives. Marston and his party got on to dry land on their feet,
-but Charles and his assistants were tumbled over and over, and washed up
-ignominiously covered with sand. Charles, however, soon recovered
-himself, and, looking round to thank those who had done him this
-service, found that one of them was William, who, when the gale had come
-on, had, with that bland indifference to the stud-groom's personal
-feelings which we have seen him exhibit before, left his work, and
-dressed in a Jersey and blue trousers, and come down to lend a hand. He
-had come in time to help his foster-brother out of the surf.
-
-"I am so very thankful to you," said Charles to the two others. "I will
-never forget you. I should have been drowned but for you. William, when
-I am in trouble I am sure to find you at my elbow."
-
-"You won't find me far off, Master Charles," said William. They didn't
-say any more to one another those two. There was no need.
-
-The tall man, Matthews, had been cast up with a broken head, and, on the
-whole, seemed rather disappointed at not finding himself in paradise. He
-had stumbled in leaping out of the boat, and hurt his foot, and had had
-a hard time of it, poor fellow.
-
-As Charles and William stood watching the poor boat breaking up, and the
-men venturing their lives to get the nets out of her, a hand was laid on
-Charles's shoulder, and, turning round, he faced Cuthbert.
-
-"Oh, Charles, Charles, I thought I had lost you! Come home and let us
-dry you, and take care of you. William, you have risked your life for
-one who is very dear to us. God reward you for it! Brother, you are
-shivering with cold, and you have nothing but your trousers and Jersey
-on, and your head and feet are bare, and your poor hair is wet and full
-of sand; let me carry you up, Charles, the stones will cut your feet.
-Let me carry you, Charles. I used to do it when you were little."
-
-There was water in Charles's eyes (the salt water out of his hair, you
-understand), as he answered:--
-
-"I think I can walk, Cuthbert; my feet are as hard as iron."
-
-"No, but I must carry you," said Cuthbert. "Get up, brother."
-
-Charles prepared to comply, and Cuthbert suddenly pulled off his shoes
-and stockings, and made ready.
-
-"Oh, Cuthbert, don't do that," said Charles, "you break my heart."
-
-"Do let me, dear Charles. I seldom ask you a favour. If I didn't know
-that it was acceptable to God, do you think I would do it?"
-
-Charles hesitated one moment; but he caught William's eye, and William's
-eye and William's face said so plainly "do it," that Charles hesitated
-no longer, but got on his brother's back. Cuthbert ordered William, who
-was barefoot, to put on his discarded shoes and stockings, which William
-did; and then Cuthbert went toiling up the stony path towards the hall,
-with his brother on his back--glorying in his penance.
-
-Is this ridiculous? I cannot say I can see it in this light. I may laugh
-to scorn the religion that teaches men that, by artificially producing
-misery and nervous terror, and in that state flying to religion as a
-comfort and refuge, we in any way glorify God, or benefit ourselves. I
-can laugh, I say, at a form of religion like this; but I cannot laugh at
-the men who believe in it, and act up to it. No. I may smoke my pipe,
-and say that the fool Cuthbert Ravenshoe took off his shoes, and gave
-them to the groom, and carried a twelve-stone brother for a quarter of a
-mile barefoot, and what a fool he must be, and so forth. But the sneer
-is a failure, and the laugh dies away; and I say, "Well, Cuthbert, if
-you are a fool, you are a consistent and manly one at all events."
-
-Let us leave these three toiling up the steep rocky path, and take a
-glance elsewhere. When the gale had come on, little Mary had left
-Densil, and putting on her bonnet, gone down to the beach. She had asked
-the elder fishermen whether there would be any danger in beaching the
-boat, and they had said in chorus, "Oh, bless her sweet ladyship's
-heart, no. The young men would have the tackles on her and have her up,
-oh, ever so quick;" and so she had been reassured, and walked up and
-down. But, as the wind came stronger and stronger, and she had seen the
-last boat taken in half full of water--and as the women kept walking up
-and down uneasily, with their hands under their aprons--and as she saw
-many an old eagle eye, shaded by a horny hand, gazing anxiously seaward
-at the two brown sails plunging about in the offing--she had lost heart
-again, and had sat her down on a windlass apart, with a pale face, and a
-sick heart.
-
-A tall gaunt brown woman came up to her and said,
-
-"My lady musn't fret. My lady would never do for a fisherman's wife.
-Why, my dear tender flesh, there's a hundred strong arms on the beach
-now, as would fetch a Ravenshoe out of anywhere a'most. 'Tis a cross
-surf, Miss Mary; but, Lord love ye, they'll have the tackles on her
-afore she's in it. Don't ye fret, dear, don't ye fret."
-
-But she had sat apart and fretted nevertheless; and, when she saw the
-brown bows rushing madly through the yellow surf, she had shut her eyes
-and prayed, and had opened them to see the boat on her beam ends, and a
-dozen struggling figures in the pitiless water.
-
-Then she had stood up and wrung her hands.
-
-They were safe. She heard that, and she buried her face in her hands,
-and murmured a prayer of thanksgiving.
-
-Some one stood beside her. It was Marston, bareheaded and barefooted.
-
-"Oh, thank God!" she said.
-
-"We have given you a sad fright."
-
-"I have been terribly frightened. But you must not stand dripping there.
-Please come up, and let me attend you."
-
-So she got him a pair of shoes, and they went up together. The penance
-procession had passed on before; and a curious circumstance is this,
-that although on ordinary occasions Marston was as lively a talker as
-need be, on this occasion he was an uncommonly stupid one, as he never
-said one word all the way up to the hall, and then separated from her
-with a formal little salutation.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-MARSTON'S DISAPPOINTMENT.
-
-
-Mary did not wonder at Marston's silence. She imagined that perhaps he
-had been sobered by being cast on the shore so unceremoniously, and
-thought but little more of it. Then she dressed for dinner, and went and
-stood in one of the deep windows of the hall, looking out.
-
-The great fire which leapt and blazed in the hall chimney was fast
-superseding the waning daylight outside. It was very pleasant to look at
-the fire, and the fire-light on wall and ceiling, on antler and armour,
-and then to get behind the curtain, and look out into the howling
-winter's evening, over the darkening, raging sea, and the tossing trees,
-and think how all the boats were safe in, and the men sitting round the
-pleasant fires with their wives and children, and that the dogs were
-warm in the kennels, and the horses in the stable; and to pity the poor
-birds, and hope they had good warm nooks and corners to get to; and
-then to think of the ships coming up the channel, and hope they might
-keep a good offing.
-
-This brought her to thinking, for the first time, of her own little
-self--how, so many years ago, she had been cast up like a little piece
-of seaweed out of that awful ocean. She thought of the _Warren
-Hastings_, and how she and Charles, on summer days, when out gathering
-shells on the rocks, used to look over to where the ship lay beneath the
-sea, and wonder whereabout it was. Then she had a kindly smile on her
-face as she thought of Mr. Archer, the brave and good (now I am happy to
-say Captain Archer), and looked over the hall to a hideous and
-diabolical graven image, which he had sent the year before, among some
-very valuable presents, and had begged her to be particularly careful
-of, as he had risked his life in getting it; and which she and Charles
-had triumphantly placed in the hall, and maintained there, too, in spite
-of the sarcasms of Father Mackworth, and the pious horror of the
-servants and villagers. And so she went on thinking--thinking of her
-dead parents, of the silence maintained by her relations, of old
-Densil's protection, and then of the future. That protection must cease
-soon, and then--
-
-A governess! There were many stories about governesses not being well
-treated. Perhaps it was their own fault, or they were exceptional cases.
-She would like the nursery best, and to keep away from the drawing-room
-altogether. "Yes," she said, "I will _make_ them love me; I will be so
-gentle, patient, and obliging. I am not afraid of the children--I know I
-can win _them_--or of my mistress much; I believe I can win _her_. I am
-most afraid of the superior servants; but, surely, kindness and
-submission will win them in time.
-
-"My sheet-anchor is old Lady Ascot. She got very fond of me during that
-six months I stayed with her; and she is very kind. Surely she will get
-me a place where I shall be well treated! and, if not, why then--I shall
-only be in the position of thousands of other girls. I must fight
-through it. There is another life after this.
-
-"It will be terribly hard parting from all the old friends though! After
-that, I think I shall have no heart left to suffer with. Yes; I suppose
-the last details of the break-up will be harder to bear than anything
-which will follow. That will tear one's heart terribly. That over, I
-suppose my salary will keep me in drawing materials, and give me the
-power, at every moment of leisure, of taking myself into fairy land.
-
-"I suppose actual destitution is impossible. I should think so. Yes,
-yes; Lady Ascot would take care of that. If that were to come though?
-They say a girl can always make four-pence a day by her needle. How I
-would fight, and strive, and toil! And then how sweet death would be!"
-
-She paused, and looked out on the darkened ocean. "And yet," she thought
-again, "I would follow--follow him to the world's end:--
-
- "'Across the hills, and far away,
- Beyond their utmost purple rim;
- Beyond the night, across the day,
- The happy princess followed him.'"
-
-A door opened into the hall, and a man's step was on the stone-floor;
-she raised the curtain to see who it was. It was Marston; and he came
-straight towards her, and stood beside her, looking out over the wild
-stormy landscape.
-
-"Miss Corby," he said, "I was coming to try and find you."
-
-"You are very lucky in your search," she said, smiling on him. "I was
-alone here with the storm; and, if I had not raised the curtain, you
-would never have seen me. How it blows! I am glad you are not out in
-this. This is one of your lucky days."
-
-"I should be glad to think so. Will you listen to me for a very few
-minutes, while I tell you something?"
-
-"Surely," she said. "Who is there that I would sooner listen to?"
-
-"I fear I shall tire your patience now, though. I am a comparatively
-poor man."
-
-"And what of that, my dear Mr. Marston? You are rich in honour, in
-future prospects. You have a noble future before you."
-
-"Will you share it, Mary?"
-
-"Oh! what do you mean?"
-
-"Will you be my wife? I love you beyond all the riches and honours of
-the world--I love you as you will never be loved again. It is due to you
-and to myself to say that, although I call myself poor, I have enough to
-keep you like a lady, and all my future prospects beside. Don't give me
-a hasty answer, but tell me, is it possible you can become my wife?"
-
-"Oh, I am so sorry for this!" said poor Mary. "I never dreamt of this.
-Oh, no! it is utterly and entirely impossible, Mr. Marston--utterly and
-hopelessly impossible! You must forgive me, if you can; but you must
-never, never think about me more."
-
-"Is there no hope?" said Marston.
-
-"No hope, no hope!" said Mary. "Please never think about me any more,
-till you have forgiven me; and then, with your children on your knee,
-think of me as a friend who loves you dearly."
-
-"I shall think of you till I die. I was afraid of this: it is just as I
-thought."
-
-"What did you think?"
-
-"Nothing--nothing! Will you let me kiss your hand?"
-
-"Surely; and God bless you!"
-
-"Are we to say good-bye for ever, then?" said poor Marston.
-
-"I hope not. I should be sorry to think that," said poor Mary, crying.
-"But you must never speak to me like this again, dear Mr. Marston. God
-bless you, once more!"
-
-Charles was dressing while this scene was going on, and was thinking,
-while brushing his hair, what there was for dinner, and whether there
-would be a turbot or not, and whether the cook would send in the breast
-of the venison. The doe, Charles sagely reflected, had been killed five
-days before, and the weather had been warm: surely That Woman would let
-them have the breast. He was a fool not to have told her of it in the
-morning before he went out; but she was such an obstinate old catamaran
-that she very likely wouldn't have done it. "There was no greater
-mistake," this young Heliogabalus proceeded to remark, "than hanging
-your breasts too long. Now your haunch, on the other hand----" but we
-cannot follow him into such a vast and important field of speculation.
-"There would be a couple of cocks, though--pretty high, near about the
-mark----"
-
-The door opened, and in walked Father Mackworth.
-
-"Hallo, Father!" said Charles. "How are you? Did you hear of our spill
-to-day? We were deuced near done for, I assure you."
-
-"Charles," said the priest, "your nature is frank and noble. I was in
-terror to-day lest you should go to your account bearing me malice."
-
-"A Ravenshoe never bears malice, Father," said Charles.
-
-"A Ravenshoe never does, I am aware," said Father Mackworth, with such a
-dead equality of emphasis, that Charles could not have sworn that he
-laid any on the word "Ravenshoe."
-
-"But I have got an apology to make to you, Father," said Charles: "I
-have to apologise to you for losing my temper with you the other day,
-and breaking out into I can't say what tirade of unjust anger. I pray
-you to forgive me. We don't love one another, you know. How can we? But
-I behaved like a blackguard, as I always do when I am in a passion.
-Will you forgive me?"
-
-"I had forgotten the circumstance." ("Good heaven!" said Charles to
-himself, "can't this man help lying!") "But, if I have anything to
-forgive, I freely do so. I have come to ask for a peace. As long as your
-father lives, let there be outward peace between us, if no more."
-
-"I swear there shall," said Charles. "I like you to-night, sir, better
-than ever I did before, for the kindness and consideration you show to
-my father. When he is gone there will be peace between us, for I shall
-leave this house, and trouble you no more."
-
-"I suppose you will," said Father Mackworth, with the same deadness of
-emphasis remarked before. And so he departed.
-
-"That is a manly young fellow, and a gentleman," thought Father
-Mackworth. "Obstinate and headstrong, without much brains; but with more
-brains than the other, and more education. The other will be very
-troublesome and headstrong; but I suppose I shall be able to manage
-him."
-
-What person do you think Father Mackworth meant by the "other"? He
-didn't mean Cuthbert.
-
-At dinner Densil was garrulous, and eager to hear of their shipwreck. He
-had made a great rally the last fortnight, and was his old self again.
-Lord Saltire, whose gout had fled before careful living and moderate
-exercise, informed them, after the soup, that he intended to leave them
-after four days' time, as he had business in another part of the
-country. They were rather surprised at his abrupt departure, and he said
-that he was very sorry to leave such pleasant society, in which he had
-been happier than he had been for many years.
-
-"There is a pleasant, innocent, domestic sort of atmosphere which
-radiates from you, my old friend," he said, "such as I seldom or never
-get away from you or Mainwaring, grim warrior though he be (you remember
-him at Ranford, Charles?). But the law of the Medes and Persians is not
-amenable to change, and I go on Thursday."
-
-The post arrived during dinner, and there was a letter for Charles. It
-was from Ranford. "Welter comes on Thursday, father--the very day Lord
-Saltire goes. How annoying!"
-
-"I must try to bear up under the affliction!" said that nobleman, taking
-snuff, and speaking very drily.
-
-"Where is he to go, I wonder?" mused Mary, aloud. "He must go into the
-west wing, for he always smokes in his bedroom."
-
-Charles expected that Cuthbert would have had a sneer at Welter, whom he
-cordially disliked; but Cuthbert had given up sneering lately. "Not much
-more reading for you, Charles!" he said.
-
-"I am afraid not," said Charles. "I almost wish he wasn't coming; we
-were very happy before."
-
-Charles was surprised to see Marston so silent at dinner. He feared he
-might have offended him, but couldn't tell how. Then he wondered to see
-Mary so silent, too, for she generally chirruped away like a lark; but
-he didn't refer the two similar phenomena to a common cause, and so he
-arrived at no conclusion.
-
-When Lord Saltire went to bed that night, he dismissed Charles from
-attendance, and took Marston's arm; and, when they were alone together,
-he thus began:--
-
-"Does your shrewdness connect my abrupt departure with the arrival of
-Lord Welter?"
-
-"I was inclined to, my lord; but I do not see how you were to have known
-it."
-
-"I heard yesterday from Lady Ascot."
-
-"I am sorry he is coming," said Marston.
-
-"So am I. I can't stay in the house with him. The contrast of his loud,
-coarse voice and stable slang to the sort of quiet conversation we have
-had lately would be intolerable; besides, he is an atrocious young
-ruffian, and will ruin our boy if he can."
-
-"Charles won't let him now, Lord Saltire."
-
-"Charles is young and foolish. I am glad, however, that Welter does not
-go back to Oxford with him. But there will be Welter's set in their
-glory, I suppose, unless some of them have got hung. I would sooner see
-him at home. He is naturally quiet and domestic. I suppose he was in a
-sad set up there."
-
-"He was in a very good set, and a very bad one. He was a favourite
-everywhere."
-
-"He had made some acquaintances he ought to be proud of, at least," said
-Lord Saltire, in a way which made honest Marston blush. "I wish he
-wasn't going to Ranford."
-
-"Report says," said Marston, "that affairs are getting somewhat shaky
-there: Welter's tradesmen can't get any money."
-
-Lord Saltire shook his head significantly, and then said, "Now I want to
-speak to you about yourself. Did not you have a disappointment to-day?"
-
-"Yes, my lord."
-
-"Ha!"
-
-They both sat silent for a moment.
-
-"How did you guess that, Lord Saltire?"
-
-"I saw what was going on; and, by your manner and hers to-day, I guessed
-something had taken place. Is there no hope for you?"
-
-"None."
-
-"I feared not: but what right had I to tell you so?"
-
-"Perhaps, my lord, I should not have believed you if you had," said
-Marston, smiling.
-
-"What man would have? You are not angry?"
-
-"How could I be? The world is out of joint, that is all."
-
-"You are a true gentleman. I swear to you," said the old man, eagerly,
-"that there is no one in fault. She has given her honest little heart
-away--and what wonder!--but believe me that you are behaving as a man
-should behave, in not resenting it. If you were a heathen and a
-Frenchman (synonymous terms, my dear boy), you might find it your duty
-to cut somebody's throat; but, being a Christian and a gentleman, you
-will remain a true friend to somebody who loves you dearly, and is worth
-loving in return. This sort of thing cuts a man up confoundedly. It
-happened to me once; but, believe me, you will get over it."
-
-"I mean to do so. How kind and generous you are to me! How shall I ever
-repay you?"
-
-"By kindness to those I love," said the old man. "I take this
-opportunity of telling you that your fortunes are my particular care. I
-cannot get you the wife you love, but I am rich and powerful, and can do
-much. Not another word. Go to bed, sir--to bed."
-
-Marston, sitting on his bedside that night, said aloud to himself, "And
-so that is that dicing old _roue_, Saltire, is it? Well, well; it is a
-funny world. What a noble fellow he would have been if he had had a
-better chance. Nay, what a noble fellow he is. I am ten years older
-since this morning" (he wasn't, but he thought it). And so he said his
-prayers like an honest man, and prayed for the kind old heathen who had
-such a warm heart; and then, being nowise ashamed to do so, he prayed
-that he might sleep well; and, for a time, he forgot all about his
-disappointment, and slept like a child.
-
-Lord Saltire's valet was a staid and sober-minded gentleman of
-sixty-four. Generally, when he was putting his lordship to bed, he used
-to give him the news of the day; but to-night Lord Saltire said, "Never
-mind the news, Simpson, if you please; I am thinking of something." My
-lord used to wear a sort of muffler, like a footless stocking, to keep
-his old knees warm in bed. He remained silent till he got one on, and
-then, without taking the other from the expectant Simpson, he addressed
-the fire-irons aloud:
-
-"This is a pretty clumsy contrivance to call a world!" he said, with
-profound scorn. "Look here (to the poker), here's as fine a lad as ever
-you saw, goes and falls in love with a charming girl, who cares no more
-for him than the deuce. He proposes to her, and is refused. Why? because
-she has given her heart away to another fine young fellow, who don't
-care twopence for her, and has given _his_ heart away to the most
-ambitious young Jezebel in the three kingdoms, who I don't believe cares
-so very much for him. I am utterly disgusted with the whole system of
-mundane affairs! Simpson, give me that muffler, if you please; and pray
-don't wake me before nine. I must try to sleep off the recollection of
-some of this folly."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-ELLEN'S FLIGHT.
-
-
-After all the fatigues and adventures of the day before, Charles slept
-well--long pleasant dreams of roaming in sunny places on summer days
-fell to his happy lot--and so he was not pleased when he found himself
-shaken by the shoulder.
-
-It was William come to wake him. Charles was at once alarmed to see him
-there, and started up, saying--
-
-"Is anything the matter, Will? Is my father ill?"
-
-"The Master's well, I trust, Master Charles. I want to tell you
-something that I want others to find out for themselves."
-
-"What is it?" said Charles, seriously alarmed, for he had had his
-suspicions lately, though he had dreaded to give them a name.
-
-"Ellen is gone!"
-
-"My dear lad," said Charles, hurriedly, "what makes you think so? Since
-when have you missed her?"
-
-"Since yesterday afternoon."
-
-"Have you been in her room?"
-
-"Yes. She has not been to bed, and the window is open just as it was
-yesterday morning at bed-making time."
-
-"Hush--wait! There may be time yet. Go down and saddle two horses at
-once. I will tell you what I know as we ride, but there is not time now.
-Tell me only one thing, Is there any one she would be likely to go to at
-Coombe?"
-
-"No one that I know of."
-
-William departed to get the horses. Charles had suddenly thought of the
-solitary female figure he had seen passing along the dizzy sheep-path
-the day before, and he determined to follow that till he lost sight of
-it.
-
-"For the poor dear girl's sake--for the honour of this old house--I
-wonder who is at the bottom of all this? I must tell Marston," he said,
-when he was out on the landing. "George, tell them to get me some coffee
-instantly. I am going out hunting."
-
-Marston thought as Charles did. The right thing to do would be to follow
-her, see that she wanted for nothing, and leave her brother with her for
-a time. "He won't quarrel with her now, you'll see. He is a good fellow,
-mind you, Charles, though he did lose his temper with her that night."
-
-So they rode forth side by side into the wild winter's morning. The rain
-had ceased for a time, but the low dark clouds were hurrying swiftly
-before the blast, and eddying among the loftier tors and summits. The
-wind was behind them, and their way was east, across the lofty downs.
-
-"William," said Charles, at last, "who is at the bottom of this?"
-
-"I don't know, Master Charles. If I did there would be mischief, unless
-it was one of two."
-
-"Ay, Will, but it ain't. You don't think it is Cuthbert?"
-
-"No, no! He, forsooth! Father Mackworth knows, I believe, more than we
-do."
-
-"You do not suspect him?"
-
-"Certainly not. I did, but I don't now. I suspect he knows, as I said,
-more than we do. He has been speaking harshly to her about it."
-
-They had arrived at the hill round which Charles suspected he had seen
-her pass the day before. It was impossible to pass round the promontory
-on horseback in the best of weathers; now doubly so. They would have to
-pass inland of it. They both pulled up their horses and looked. The
-steep slope of turf, the top of which, close over head, was hid by
-flying mists, trended suddenly downwards, and disappeared. Eight hundred
-feet below was the raging sea.
-
-As they stood there, the same thought came across both of them. It was a
-dreadful place. They neither spoke at all, but spurred on faster, till
-the little grey village of Coombe, down at their feet, sheltered from
-the storm by the lofty hills around, opened to their view; and they
-pushed on down the steep rocky path.
-
-No. No one had seen her yesterday at such a time. The streets would have
-been full of the miners coming from work; or, if she had come earlier,
-there would have been plenty of people to see her. It was a small place,
-and no stranger, they said, could ever pass through it unnoticed.
-
-And, though they scoured the country far and wide, and though for months
-after the fishermen fished among the quiet bays beneath the cliffs in
-fear, lest they should find there something which should be carried in
-silent awe up the village, and laid quietly in the old churchyard,
-beneath the elm; yet Ellen was gone--gone from their ken like a summer
-cloud. They thought it a pious fraud to tell Densil that she was
-gone--with some excuse, I forget what, but which satisfied him. In a
-conclave held over the matter, Cuthbert seemed only surprised and
-shocked, but evidently knew nothing of the matter. Father Mackworth said
-that he expected something of the kind for some little time, and William
-held his peace. The gossips in the village laid their heads together,
-and shook them. There was but one opinion there.
-
- "Never again shall she put garland on;
- Instead of it she'll wear sad cypress now,
- And bitter elder broken from the bough."
-
-Nora--poor old Nora--took to her bed. Father Mackworth was with her
-continually, but she sank and sank. Father Mackworth was called away
-across the moors, one afternoon, to an outlying Catholic tenant's
-family; and, during his absence, William was sent to Charles to pray him
-to come, in God's name, to his mother. Charles ran across at once, but
-Nora was speechless. She had something to say to Charles; but the great
-Sower, which shall sow us all in the ground, and tread us down, had His
-hand heavy on her, and she could not speak. In the morning, when the
-gale had broken, and the white sea-birds were soaring and skimming
-between the blue sky and the noble green, rolling sea, and the ships
-were running up channel, and the fishing-boats were putting out gaily
-from the pier, and all nature was brilliant and beautiful, old Nora lay
-dead, and her secret with her.
-
-"Master Charles," said William, as they stood on the shore together,
-"she knew something, and Ellen knows it too, I very much suspect. The
-time will come, Master Charles, when we shall have to hunt her through
-the world, and get the secret from her."
-
-"William, I would go many weary journeys to bring poor Ellen back into
-the ways of peace. The fact of her being your sister would be enough to
-make me do that."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-RANFORD AGAIN.
-
-
-Charles, though no genius, had a certain amount of common sense, and,
-indeed, more of that commodity than most people gave him credit for.
-Therefore he did not pursue the subject with William. Firstly, because
-he did not think he could get any more out of him (for William had a
-certain amount of sturdy obstinacy in his composition); and secondly,
-because he knew William was, in the main, a sensible fellow, and loved
-the ground he stood on. Charles would never believe that William would
-serve him falsely; and he was right.
-
-He told Marston of the curious words which William had used, and Marston
-had said--
-
-"I don't understand it. The devil is abroad. Are you coming into any
-money at your father's death?"
-
-"I am to have L180 a year."
-
-"I wouldn't give L50 a year for your chance of it. What is this property
-worth?"
-
-"L9,000 a year. The governor has lived very extravagantly. The stable
-establishment is fit for a duke now; and, then, look at the servants!"
-
-"He is not living up to ten thousand a year now, I should say."
-
-"No; but it is only the other day he gave up the hounds. They cost him
-two thousand a year; and, while he had them, the house was carried on
-very extravagantly. The governor has a wonderful talent for muddling
-away money; and, what is more, I believe he was bit with the railways.
-You know, I believe, the estate is involved."
-
-"Bathershin. But still, Cuthbert won't marry, and his life is a bad one,
-and you are a heretic, my poor little innocent."
-
-"And then?"
-
-"Heaven only knows what then. I am sure I don't. At what time does the
-worthy and intellectual Welter arrive?"
-
-"He will be here about six."
-
-"Two hours more rational existence for one, then. After that a smell as
-of ten thousand stables and fifty stale copies of _Bell's Life_ in one's
-nose, till his lordship takes his departure. I don't like your cousin,
-Charles."
-
-"What an astounding piece of news! He says you are a conceited prig, and
-give yourself airs."
-
-"He never said a wiser or truer thing in his life. I am exactly that;
-and he is a fifth-class steeple chaserider, with a title."
-
-"How you and he will fight!"
-
-"So I expect. That is, if he has the courage for battle, which I rather
-doubt. He is terribly afraid of me."
-
-"I think you are hard on poor Welter," said Charles; "I do, indeed. He
-is a generous, good-hearted fellow."
-
-"Oh! we are all generous, good-hearted fellows," said Marston, "as long
-as we have plenty of money and good digestions. You are right, though,
-Charley. He is what you say, as far as I know; but the reason I hate him
-is this:--You are the dearest friend I have, and I am jealous of him. He
-is in eternal antagonism to me. I am always trying to lead you right,
-and he is equally diligent in leading you into wrong."
-
-"Well, he sha'n't lead me into any more, I promise you now. Do be civil
-to him."
-
-"Of course I will, you gaby. Did you think I was going to show fight in
-your house?"
-
-When Marston came down to dinner, there was Lord Welter, sitting beside
-old Densil, and kindly amusing him with all sorts of gossip--stable and
-other.
-
-"How do, Marston?" said he, rising and coming forward.
-
-"How d'ye do, Lord Welter?" said Marston.
-
-"I am very glad to meet you here," said Lord Welter, with a
-good-humoured smile, "although I am ashamed to look you in the face.
-Marston, my dear Mr. Ravenshoe, is Charles's good genius, and I am his
-evil one; I am always getting Charles into mischief, and he is always
-trying to keep him out of it. Hitherto, however, I have been completely
-successful, and he has made a dead failure."
-
-Old Densil laughed. "You are doing yourself injustice, Welter," he said.
-"Is he not doing himself an injustice, Mr. Marston?"
-
-"Not in the least, sir," said Marston. And the two young men shook hands
-more cordially than they had ever done before.
-
-That evening Lord Welter fulfilled Mary's prophecy, that he would smoke
-in his bedroom, and not only smoked there himself, but induced Charles
-to come and do so also. Marston was not in the humour for the style of
-conversation he knew he should have there, and so he retired to bed, and
-left the other two to themselves.
-
-"Well, Charles," said Welter. "Oh, by the by, I have got a letter for
-you from that mysterious madcap, Adelaide. She couldn't send it by post;
-that would not have been mysterious and underhand enough for her. Catch
-hold."
-
-Charles caught hold, and read his letter. Welter watched him curiously
-from under the heavy eyebrows, and when he had finished, said--
-
-"Come, put that away, and talk. That sort of thing is pretty much the
-same in all cases, I take it. As far as my own experience goes, it is
-always the same. Scold and whine and whimper; whimper, whine, and scold.
-How's that old keeper of yours?"
-
-"He has lost his wife."
-
-"Poor fellow! I remember his wife--a handsome Irish woman."
-
-"My nurse?"
-
-"Ay, ay. And the pretty girl, Ellen; how is she?"
-
-"Poor Ellen! She has run away, Welter; gone on the bad, I fear."
-
-Lord Welter sat in just the same position, gazing on the fire. He then
-said, in a very deliberate voice:--
-
-"The deuce she is! I am very sorry to hear that. I was in hopes of
-renewing our acquaintance."
-
-The days flew by, and, as you know, there came no news from Ellen. The
-household had been much saddened by her disappearance and by Norah's
-death, though not one of the number ever guessed what had passed between
-Mary and Marston. They were not a very cheerful household; scarce one of
-them but had some secret trouble. Father Tiernay came back after a week
-or so; and, if good-natured, kindly chatter could have cheered them at
-all, he would have done it. But there was a settled gloom on the party,
-which nothing could overcome. Even Lord Welter, boisterous as his
-spirits usually were, seemed often anxious and distraught; and, as for
-poor Cuthbert, he would, at any time, within the knowledge of man, have
-acted as a "damper" on the liveliest party. His affection for Charles
-seemed, for some reason, to increase day by day, but it was sometimes
-very hard to keep the peace between Welter and him. If there was one man
-beyond another that Cuthbert hated, it was Lord Welter; and sometimes,
-after dinner, such a scene as this would take place.
-
-You will, perhaps, have remarked that I have never yet represented
-Cuthbert as speaking to Mary. The real fact is, that he never did speak
-to her, or to any woman, anything beyond the merest commonplaces--a
-circumstance which made Charles very much doubt the truth of Ellen's
-statement--that the priest had caught them talking together in the wood.
-However, Cuthbert was, in this way, fond enough of the bonny little soul
-(I swear I am in love with her myself, over head and ears); and so, one
-day, when she came crying in, and told him--as being the first person
-she met--that her little bantam-cock had been killed by the Dorking,
-Cuthbert comforted her, bottled up his wrath, till his father had gone
-into the drawing-room with her after dinner, and the others were sitting
-at their wine. Then he said, suddenly--
-
-"Welter, did you have any cock-fighting to-day?"
-
-"Oh, yes, by the by, a splendid turn-up. There was a noble little bantam
-in an inclosed yard challenging a great Dorking, and they both seemed so
-very anxious for sport that I thought it would be a pity to baulk them;
-so I just let the bantam out. I give you my word, it is my belief that
-the bantam would have been the best man, but that he was too old. His
-attack was splendid; but he met the fate of the brave."
-
-"You should not have done that, Welter," said Charles; "that was Mary's
-favourite bantam."
-
-"I don't allow any cock-fighting at Ravenshoe, Welter," said Cuthbert.
-
-"You don't allow it!" said Lord Welter, scornfully.
-
-"No, by heaven," said Cuthbert, "I don't allow it!"
-
-"Don't you?" said Welter; "you are not master here, nor ever will be. No
-Ravenshoe was ever master of his own house yet."
-
-"I am absolute master here," said Cuthbert, with a rising colour. "There
-is no appeal against me here."
-
-"Only to the priest," said Welter. (I must do him justice to say that
-neither Mackworth nor Tiernay was in the room, or he would not have said
-it.)
-
-"You are insolent, Welter, and brutal. It is your nature to be so," said
-Cuthbert, fiercely.
-
-Marston, who had been watching Welter all this time, saw a flash come
-from his eyes, and, for one moment, a terrible savage setting of the
-teeth. "Ha, ha! my friend," thought he, "I thought that stupid face was
-capable of some such expression as that. I am obliged to you, my friend,
-for giving me one little glimpse of the devil inside."
-
-"By gad, Cuthbert," said Lord Welter, "if you hadn't been at your own
-table, you shouldn't have said that, cousin or no cousin, twice."
-
-"Stop, now," said Charles, "don't turn the place into a bear-pit.
-Cuthbert, do be moderate. Welter, you shouldn't have set the cocks
-fighting. Now don't begin quarrelling again, you two, for heaven's
-sake!"
-
-And so the peace was made: but Charles was very glad when the time came
-for the party to break up; and he went away to Ranford with Welter,
-preparatory to his going back to Oxford.
-
-His father was quite his own old self again, and seemed to have rallied
-amazingly; so Charles left him without much anxiety; and there were
-reasons we know of why his heart should bound when he heard the word
-Ranford mentioned, and why the raging speed of the Great Western Railway
-express seemed all too slow for him. Lord Ascot's horses were fast, the
-mail-phaeton was a good one, and Lord Welter's worst enemies could not
-accuse him of driving slow; yet the way from Didcot to Ranford seemed so
-interminably long that he said:--
-
-"By Jove, I wish we had come by a slower train, and gone on to Twyford!"
-
-"Why so?"
-
-"I don't know. I think it is pleasanter driving through Wargrave and
-Henley."
-
-Lord Welter laughed, and Charles wondered why. There were no visitors at
-Ranford; and, when they arrived, Welter of course adjourned to the
-stables, while Charles ran upstairs and knocked at Lady Ascot's door.
-
-He was bidden to come in by the old lady's voice. Her black-and-tan
-terrier, who was now so old that his teeth and voice were alike gone,
-rose from the hearth, and went through the motion and outward semblance
-of barking furiously at Charles, though without producing any audible
-sound. Lady Ascot rose up and welcomed him kindly.
-
-"I am so glad to see your honest face, my dear boy. I have been sitting
-here all alone so long. Ascot is very kind, and comes and sits with me,
-and I give him some advice about his horses, which he never takes. But I
-am very lonely."
-
-"But where is Adelaide, aunt, dear?"
-
-"She's gone."
-
-"Gone! My dear aunt, where to?"
-
-"Gone to stay ten days with Lady Hainault."
-
-Here was a blow.
-
-"I know you are very disappointed, my poor boy, and I told Welter so
-expressly to tell you in my last letter. He is so shockingly careless
-and forgetful!"
-
-"So Welter knew of it," said Charles to himself. "And that is what made
-him laugh at my hurry. It is very ungentlemanly behaviour."
-
-But Charles's anger was like a summer cloud. "I think, aunt," he said,
-"that Welter was having a joke with me; that was all. When will she be
-back?"
-
-"The end of next week."
-
-"And I shall be gone to Oxford. I shall ride over to Casterton and see
-her."
-
-"You knew Hainault at Shrewsbury? Yes. Well, you had better do so,
-child. Yes, certainly."
-
-"What made her go, aunt, I wonder?"
-
-"Lady Hainault was ill, and would have her, and I was forced to let her
-go."
-
-Oh, Lady Ascot, Lady Ascot, you wicked old fibster! Didn't you hesitate,
-stammer, and blush, when you said that? I am very much afraid you
-didn't. Hadn't you had, three days before, a furious _fracas_ with
-Adelaide about something, and hadn't it ended by her declaring that she
-would claim the protection of Lady Hainault? Hadn't she ordered out the
-pony-carriage and driven off with a solitary bandbox, and what I choose
-to call a crinoline-chest? And hadn't you and Lady Hainault had a
-brilliant passage of arms over her ladyship's receiving and abetting the
-recalcitrant Adelaide?
-
-Lady Ascot was perfectly certain of one thing--that Charles would never
-hear about this from Adelaide; and so she lied boldly and with
-confidence. Otherwise, she must have made a dead failure, for few people
-had practised that great and difficult art so little as her ladyship.
-
-That there had been a furious quarrel between Lady Ascot and Adelaide
-about this time, I well know from the best authority. It had taken place
-just as I have described it above. I do not know for certain the cause
-of it, but can guess; and, as I am honestly going to tell you all I
-know, you will be able to make as good a guess as I hereafter.
-
-Lady Ascot said, furthermore, that she was very uneasy in her mind about
-Ascot's colt, which she felt certain would not stay over the Derby
-course. The horse was not so well ribbed up as he should be, and had
-hardly quarter enough to suit her. Talking of that, her lumbago had set
-in worse than ever since the frost had come on, and her doctor had had
-the impudence to tell her that her liver was deranged, whereas, she knew
-it proceeded from cold in the small of her back. Talking of the frost,
-she was told that there had been a very good sheet of ice on the
-carp-pond, where Charles might have skated, though she did hope he would
-never go on the ice till it was quite safe--as, if he were to get
-drowned, it would only add to her vexation, and surely she had had
-enough of that, with that audacious chit of a girl, Adelaide, who was
-enough to turn one's hair grey; though for that matter it had been grey
-many years, as all the world might see.
-
-"Has Adelaide been vexing you, aunt, dear?" interrupted Charles.
-
-"No, my dear boy, no," replied the old woman. "She is a little tiresome
-sometimes, but I dare say it is more my fault than hers."
-
-"You will not be angry with her, aunt, dear? You will be long-suffering
-with her, for my sake?"
-
-"Dear Charles," said the good old woman, weeping, "I will forgive her
-till seventy times seven. Sometimes, dear, she is high-spirited, and
-tries my temper. And I am very old, dear, and very cross and cruel to
-her. It is all my fault, Charles, all my fault."
-
-Afterwards, when Charles knew the truth, he used to bless the memory of
-this good old woman, recalling this conversation, and knowing on which
-side the fault lay. At this time, blindly in love as he was with
-Adelaide, he had sense enough left to do justice.
-
-"Aunt, dear," he said, "you are old, but you are neither cross nor
-cruel. You are the kindest and most generous of women. You are the only
-mother I ever had, aunt. I dare say Adelaide is tiresome sometimes; bear
-with her for my sake. Tell me some more about the horses. God help us,
-they are an important subject enough in this house now!"
-
-Lady Ascot said, having dried her eyes and kissed Charles, that she had
-seen this a very long time: that she had warned Ascot solemnly, as it
-was a mother's duty to do, to be careful of Ramoneur blood, and that
-Ascot would never listen to her; that no horse of that breed had ever
-been a staying horse; that she believed, if the truth could be got at,
-that the Pope of Rome had been, indirectly, perhaps, but certainly, the
-inventor of produce stakes, which had done more to ruin the breed of
-horses, and consequently the country, than fifty reform bills. Then her
-ladyship wished to know if Charles had read Lord Mount E----'s book on
-the Battle of Armageddon, and on receiving a negative answer, gave a
-slight abstract of that most prophetical production, till the gong
-sounded, and Charles went up to dress for dinner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
-CLOTHO, LACHESIS, AND ATROPOS.
-
-
-The road from Ranford to Casterton, which is the name of Lord Hainault's
-place, runs through about three miles of the most beautiful scenery.
-Although it may barely come up to Cookham or Cliefden, yet it surpasses
-the piece from Wargrave to Henley, and beats Pangbourne hollow. Leaving
-Ranford Park, the road passes through the pretty village of Ranford. And
-in the street of Ranford, which is a regular street, the principal inn
-is the White Hart, kept by Mrs. Foley.
-
-Here, in summer, all through the long glorious days, which seem so hard
-to believe in in winter time, come anglers, and live. Here they order
-their meals at impossible hours, and drive the landlady mad by not
-coming home to them. Here, too, they plan mad expeditions with the
-fishermen, who are now in all their glory, wearing bright-patterned
-shirts, scornful of half-crowns, and in a general state of obfuscation,
-in consequence of being plied with strange liquors by their patrons, out
-of flasks, when they are out fishing. Here, too, come artists, with
-beards as long as your arm, and pass the day under white umbrellas, in
-pleasant places by the waterside, painting.
-
-The dark old porch of the inn stands out in the street, but the back of
-the house goes down to the river. At this porch there is generally a
-group of idlers, or an old man sunning himself, or a man on horseback
-drinking. On this present occasion there were all three of these things,
-and also Lord Ascot's head-keeper, with a brace of setters.
-
-As Charles rode very slowly towards the group, the keeper and the groom
-on horseback left off talking. Charles fancied they had been talking
-about him, and I, who know everything, also know that they had. When
-Charles was nearly opposite him, the keeper came forward and said--
-
-"I should like to show you the first trout of the season, sir. Jim, show
-Mr. Ravenshoe that trout."
-
-A beautiful ten-pounder was immediately laid on the stones.
-
-"He would have looked handsomer in another month, Jackson," said
-Charles.
-
-"Perhaps he would, sir. My lady generally likes to get one as soon as
-she can."
-
-At this stage the groom, who had been standing apart, came up, and,
-touching his hat, put into Charles's hand a note.
-
-It was in Adelaide's handwriting. The groom knew it, the keeper knew it,
-they all knew it, and Charles knew they knew it; but what cared he?--all
-the world might know it. But they knew and had been talking of something
-else before he came up, which Charles did not know. If anything is going
-wrong, all the country side know it before the person principally
-concerned. And all the country side knew that there had been a great and
-scandalous quarrel between Adelaide and Lady Ascot--all, except Charles.
-
-He put the note in his pocket without opening it; he gave the groom
-half-a-crown; he bade good-bye to the keeper; he touched his hat to the
-loiterers; and then he rode on his way towards Casterton, down the
-village street. He passed the church among the leafless walnut trees,
-beneath the towering elms, now noisy with building rooks; and then, in
-the broad road under the lofty chalk downs, with the elms on his left,
-and glimpses of the flashing river between their stems, there he pulled
-up his horse, and read his love-letter.
-
- "DEAR CHARLES,--Ain't you very cross at my having been away
- when you came? I don't believe you are, for you are never
- cross. I couldn't help it, Charles, dear. Aunt wanted me to
- go.
-
- "Aunt is very cross and tiresome. She don't like me as well
- as she used. You mustn't believe all she says, you know. It
- ain't one word of it true. It is only her fancy.
-
- "Do come over and see me. Lord Hainault" (this I must tell
- you, reader, is the son, not the husband, of Lady Ascot's
- most cherished old enemy,) "is going to be married, and
- there will be a great wedding. She is that long Burton
- girl, whom you may remember. I have always had a great
- dislike for her; but she has asked me to be bridesmaid, and
- of course one can't refuse. Lady Emily Montfort is 'with
- me,' as the lawyers say, and of course she will have her
- mother's pearls in her ugly red hair."--
-
- Charles couldn't agree as to Lady Emily's hair being red.
- He had thought it the most beautiful hair he had ever seen
- in his life.--
-
- "_Pour moi_, I shall wear a camelia, if the gardener will
- give me one. How I wish I had jewels to beat hers! She
- can't wear the Cleveland diamonds as a bridesmaid; that is
- a comfort. Come over and see me. I am in agony about what
- aunt may have said to you.
-
- "ADELAIDE."
-
-The reader may see more in this letter than Charles did. The reader may
-see a certain amount of selfishness and vanity in it: Charles did not.
-He took up his reins and rode on; and, as he rode, said, "By Jove,
-Cuthbert shall lend me the emeralds!"
-
-He hardly liked asking for them; but he could not bear the idea of Lady
-Emily shining superior to Adelaide in consequence of her pearls. Had he
-been a wise man (which I suppose you have, by this time, found out that
-he is decidedly not. Allow me to recommend this last sentence in a
-grammatical point of view), he would have seen that, with two such
-glorious creatures as Adelaide and Lady Emily, no one would have seen
-whether they were clothed in purple and fine linen, or in sackcloth and
-ashes. But Charles was a fool. He was in love, and he was riding out to
-see his love.
-
-The Scotchman tells us about Spey leaping out a glorious giant from
-among the everlasting hills; the Irishman tells you of Shannon rambling
-on past castle and mountain, gathering new beauty as he goes; the
-Canadian tells you of the great river which streams over the cliff
-between Erie and Ontario; and the Australian tells you of Snowy pouring
-eternally from his great curtain of dolomite, seen forty miles away by
-the lonely traveller on the dull grey plains; but the Englishman tells
-you of the Thames, whose valley is the cradle of Freedom, and the
-possessors of which are the arbiters of the world.
-
-And along the Thames valley rode Charles. At first the road ran along
-beneath some pleasant sunny heights; but, as it gradually rose, the
-ground grew more abrupt, and, on the right, a considerable down, with
-patches of gorse and juniper, hung over the road; while, on the left,
-the broad valley stretched away to where a distant cloud of grey smoke
-showed where lay the good old town of Casterton. Now the road entered a
-dark beech wood beneath lofty banks, where the squirrels, merry fellows,
-ran across the road and rattled up the trees, and the air was faint with
-the scent of last year's leaves. Then came a break in the wood to the
-right, and a vista up a long-drawn valley, which ended in a chalk cliff.
-Then a break in the wood to the left, and a glance at the flat meadows,
-the gleaming river, and the dim grey distance. Then the wood again,
-denser and darker than ever. Then a sound, at first faint and
-indistinct, but growing gradually upon the ear until it could be plainly
-heard above the horse's footfall. Then suddenly the end of the wood, and
-broad open sunlight. Below, the weirs of Casterton, spouting by a
-hundred channels, through the bucks and under the mills. Hard by,
-Casterton town, lying, a tumbled mass of red brick and grey flint,
-beneath a faint soft haze of smoke, against the vast roll in the land
-called Marldown. On the right, Casterton Park, a great wooded
-promontory, so steep that one can barely walk along it, clothed with
-beech and oak from base to summit, save in one place, where a bold lawn
-of short grass, five hundred feet high, stoops suddenly down towards the
-meadows, fringed at the edges with broom and fern, and topped with three
-tall pines--the landmark for ten miles along the river.
-
-A lodge, the white gate of which is swung open by a pretty maiden; a
-dark oak wood again, with a long vista, ended by the noble precipitous
-hill on which the house stands; a more open park, with groups of deer
-lying about and feeding; another dark wood, the road now rising rapidly;
-rabbits, and a pot-valiant cock-pheasant standing in the middle of the
-way, and "carrucking," under the impression that Charles is in
-possession of all his domestic arrangements, and has come to disturb
-them; then the smooth gravel road, getting steeper and steeper; then the
-summit; one glimpse of a glorious panorama; then the front door and
-footmen.
-
-Charles sent his card in, and would be glad to know if Lady Hainault
-could see him. While he waited for an answer, his horse rubbed its nose
-against its knee, and yawned, while the footmen on the steps looked at
-the rooks. They knew all about it too. (The footmen, I mean, not the
-rooks; though I wouldn't swear against a rook's knowing anything, mind
-you.)
-
-Lady Hainault would see Mr. Ravenshoe--which was lucky, because, if she
-wouldn't have done so, Charles would have been obliged to ask for
-Adelaide. So Charles's horse was led to the stable, and Charles was led
-by the butler through the hall, and shown into a cool and empty library,
-to purge himself of earthly passions, before he was admitted to The
-Presence.
-
-Charles sat himself down in the easiest chair he could find, and got
-hold of "Ruskin's Modern Painters." That is a very nice book: it is
-printed on thick paper, with large print; the reading is very good, full
-of the most beautiful sentiments ever you heard; and there are also
-capital plates in it. Charles looked through the pictures: he didn't
-look at the letterpress, I know--for, if he had, he would have been so
-deeply enchained with it that he wouldn't have done what he did--get up,
-and look out of the window. The window looked into the flower-garden.
-There he saw a young Scotch gardener, looking after his rose-trees. His
-child, a toddling bit of a thing, four years old (it must have been his
-first, for he was a very young man), was holding the slips of matting
-for him; and glancing up between whiles at the great facade of the
-house, as though wondering what great people were inside, and whether
-they were looking at him. This was a pretty sight to a good
-whole-hearted fellow like Charles; but he got tired of looking at that
-even, after a time; for he was anxious and not well at ease. And so,
-after his watch had told him that he had waited half an hour he rang the
-bell.
-
-The butler came almost directly.
-
-"Did you tell Lady Hainault that I was here?" said Charles.
-
-"My lady was told, sir."
-
-"Tell her again, will you?" said Charles, and yawned.
-
-Charles had time for another look at Ruskin, and another look at the
-gardener and his boy, before the butler came back and said, "My lady is
-disengaged, sir."
-
-Charles was dying to see Adelaide, and was getting very impatient; but
-he was, as you have seen, a very contented sort of fellow: and, as he
-had fully made up his mind not to leave the house without a good
-half-hour with her, he could afford to wait. He crossed the hall behind
-the butler, and then went up the great staircase, and through the
-picture-gallery. Here he was struck by seeing the original of one of the
-prints he had seen downstairs, in the book, hanging on the wall among
-others. He stopped the butler, and asked, "What picture is that?"
-
-"That, sir," said the butler, hesitatingly, "that, sir--that is the
-great Turner, sir. Yes, sir," he repeated, after a glance at a Francia
-on the one side, and a Rembrandt on the other, "yes, sir, that _is_ the
-great Turner, sir."
-
-Charles was shown into a boudoir on the south side of the house, where
-sat Lady Hainault, an old and not singularly agreeable looking woman,
-who was doing crotchet-work, and her companion, a strong-minded and
-vixenish-looking old maid, who was also doing crotchet-work. They looked
-so very like two of the Fates, weaving woe, that Charles looked round
-for the third sister, and found her not.
-
-"How d'ye do, Mr. Ravenshoe?" said Lady Hainault. "I hope you haven't
-been kept waiting?"
-
-"Not at all," said Charles; and if that was not a deliberate lie, I want
-to know what is.
-
-If there was any one person in the world for whom Charles bore a
-cherished feeling of dislike, it was this virtuous old lady. Charles
-loved Lady Ascot dearly, and Lady Hainault was her bitterest enemy. That
-would have been enough; but she had a horrid trick of sharpening her wit
-upon young men, and saying things to them in public which gave them a
-justifiable desire to knock her down and jump on her, as the Irish
-reapers do to their wives; and she had exercised this talent on Charles
-once at Ranford, and he hated her as much as he could hate any one, and
-that was not much. Lord Saltire used to say that he must give her the
-credit of being the most infernally disagreeable woman in Europe.
-Charles thought, by the twitching of her long fingers over her work,
-that she was going to be disagreeable now, and he was prepared. But, to
-Charles's great astonishment, the old lady was singularly gracious.
-
-"And how," she said, "is dear Lady Ascot? I have been coming, and
-coming, for a long time, but I never have gone so far this winter."
-
-"Lucky for aunt!" thought Charles. Then there was a pause, and a very
-awkward one.
-
-Charles said, very quietly, "Lady Hainault, may I see Miss Summers?"
-
-"Surely! I wonder where she is. Miss Hicks, ring the bell."
-
-Charles stepped forward and rang; and Miss Hicks, as Clotho, who had
-half-risen, sat down again, and wove her web grimly.
-
-Atropos appeared, after an interval, looking as beautiful as the dawn.
-So Charles was looking too intently at her to notice the quick, eager
-glances that the old woman threw at her as she came into the room. His
-heart leapt up as he went forward to meet her; and he took her hand and
-pressed it, and would have done so if all the furies in Pandemonium were
-there to prevent him.
-
-It did not please her ladyship to see this; and so Charles did it once
-more, and then they sat down together in a window.
-
-"And how am I looking?" said Adelaide, gazing at him full in the face.
-"Not a single pretty compliment for me after so long? I require
-compliments; I am used to them. Lady Hainault paid me some this
-morning."
-
-Lady Hainault, as Lachesis, laughed and woved. Charles thought, "I
-suppose she and Adelaide have been having a shindy. She and aunt fall
-out sometimes."
-
-Adelaide and Charles had a good deal of quiet conversation in the
-window; but what two lovers could talk with Clotho and Lachesis looking
-on, weaving? I, of course, know perfectly well what they talked of, but
-it is hardly worth setting down here. I find that lovers' conversations
-are not always interesting to the general public. After a decent time,
-Charles rose to go, and Adelaide went out by a side door.
-
-Charles made his adieux to Clotho and Lachesis, and departed at the
-other end of the room. The door had barely closed on him, when Lady
-Hainault, eagerly thrusting her face towards Miss Hicks, hissed out--
-
-"Did I give her time enough? Were her eyes red? Does he suspect
-anything?"
-
-"You gave her time enough, I should say," said Miss Hicks, deliberately.
-"I didn't see that her eyes were red. But he must certainly suspect that
-you and she are not on the best of terms, from what she said."
-
-"Do you think he knows that Hainault is at home? Did he ask for
-Hainault?"
-
-"I don't know," said Miss Hicks.
-
-"She shall not stop in the house. She shall go back to Lady Ascot. I
-won't have her in the house," said the old lady, furiously.
-
-"Why did you have her here, Lady Hainault?"
-
-"You know perfectly well, Hicks. You know I only had her to spite old
-Ascot. But she shall stay here no longer."
-
-"She must stay for the wedding now," said Miss Hicks.
-
-"I suppose she must," said Lady Hainault; "but, after that, she shall
-pack. If the Burton people only knew what was going on, the match would
-be broken off."
-
-"I don't believe anything is going on," said Miss Hicks; "at least, not
-on his side. You are putting yourself in a passion for nothing, and you
-will be ill after it."
-
-"I am not putting myself in a passion, and I won't be ill, Hicks! And
-you are impudent to me, as you always are. I tell you that she must be
-got rid of, and she must marry that young booby, or we are all undone. I
-say that Hainault is smitten with her."
-
-"I say he is not, Lady Hainault. I say that what there is is all on her
-side."
-
-"She shall go back to Ranford after the wedding. I was a fool to have
-such a beautiful vixen in the house at all."
-
-We shall not see much more of Lady Hainault. Her son is about to marry
-the beautiful Miss Burton, and make her Lady Hainault. We shall see
-something of her by and by.
-
-The wedding came off the next week. A few days previously Charles rode
-over to Casterton and saw Adelaide. He had with him a note and
-jewel-case. The note was from Cuthbert, in which he spoke of her as his
-future sister, and begged her to accept the loan of "these few poor
-jewels." She was graciously pleased to do so; and Charles took his leave
-very soon, for the house was turned out of the windows, and the next day
-but one "the long Burton girl" became Lady Hainault, and Lady Ascot's
-friend became Dowager. Lady Emily did not wear pearls at the wedding.
-She wore her own splendid golden hair, which hung round her lovely face
-like a glory. None who saw the two could say which was the most
-beautiful of these two celebrated blondes--Adelaide, the imperial, or
-Lady Emily, the gentle and the winning.
-
-But, when Lady Ascot heard that Adelaide had appeared at the wedding
-with the emeralds, she was furious. "She has gone," said that deeply
-injured lady--"she, a penniless girl, has actually gone, and, without my
-consent or knowledge, borrowed the Ravenshoe emeralds, and flaunted in
-them at a wedding. That girl would dance over my grave, Brooks."
-
-"Miss Adelaide," said Brooks, "must have looked very well in them, my
-lady!" for Brooks was good-natured, and wished to turn away her
-ladyship's wrath.
-
-Lady Ascot turned upon her and withered her. She only said, "Emeralds
-upon pink! Heugh!" But Brooks was withered nevertheless.
-
-I cannot give you any idea as to how Lady Ascot said "Heugh!" as I have
-written it above. We don't know how the Greeks pronounced the amazing
-interjections in the Greek plays. We can only write them down.
-
-"Perhaps the jewels were not remarked, my lady," said the maid, making a
-second and worse shot.
-
-"Not remarked, you foolish woman!" said the angry old lady. "Not remark
-a thousand pounds' worth of emeralds upon a girl who is very well known
-to be a pensioner of mine. And I daren't speak to her, or we shall have
-a scene with Charles. I am glad of one thing, though; it shows that
-Charles is thoroughly in earnest. Now let me get to bed, that's a good
-soul; and don't be angry with me if I am short tempered, for heaven
-knows I have enough to try me! Send one of the footmen across to the
-stable to know if Mahratta has had her nitre. Say that I insist on a
-categorical answer. Has Lord Ascot come home?"
-
-"Yes, my lady."
-
-"He might have come and given me some news about the horse. But there,
-poor boy, I can forgive him."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-THE LAST GLIMPSE OF OXFORD.
-
-
-Oxford. The front of Magdalen Hall, about which the least said the
-soonest mended. On the left, further on, All Souls, which seems to have
-been built by the same happy hand which built the new courts of St.
-John's, Cambridge (for they are about equally bad). On the right, the
-Clarendon and the Schools, blocking out the western sky. Still more to
-the right, a bit of Exeter, and all Brazenose. In front, the Radcliff,
-the third dome in England, and, beyond, the straight facade of St.
-Mary's, gathering its lines upward ever, till tired of window and
-buttress, of crocket, finial, gargoyle, and all the rest of it, it leaps
-up aloft in one glorious crystal, and carries up one's heart with it
-into the heaven above.
-
-Charles Ravenshoe and Marston. They stood side by side on the pavement,
-and their eyes roamed together over the noble mass of architecture,
-passing from the straight lines, and abrupt corner of the Radcliffe, on
-to the steeple of St. Mary's. They stood silent for a moment, and then
-Marston said--
-
-"Serve him right."
-
-"Why?" said Charles.
-
-"Because he had no business to be driving tandem at all. He can't afford
-it. And, besides, if he could, why should he defy the authorities by
-driving tandem? Nobody would drive tandem if it wasn't forbidden."
-
-"Well, he is sent down, and therefore your virtue may spare him."
-
-"Sent down!" said Marston, testily, "he never ought to have come up. He
-was only sent here to be pitchforked through the Schools, and get a
-family living."
-
-"Well, well," said Charles; "I was very fond of him."
-
-"Pish!" said Marston. Whereat Charles laughed uproariously, and stood in
-the gutter. His mirth was stopped by his being attacked by a toothless
-black-and-tan terrier, who was so old that he could only bark in a
-whisper, but whose privilege it was to follow about one of the first
-divinity scholars of the day, round the sunniest spots in the town. The
-dog having been appeased, Charles and Marston stood aside, and got a
-kindly smile from the good old man, in recognition of their having
-touched their caps to him.
-
-"Charley," said Marston, "I am so glad to hear of your going on so
-well. Mind you, if you had stuck to your work sooner, you would have had
-more than a second in Moderations. You must, and you shall, get a first,
-you know. I will have it."
-
-"Never, my boy, never;" said Charles: "I haven't head for it."
-
-"Nonsense. You are a great fool; but you may get your first."
-
-Thereupon Charles laughed again, louder than before, and wanted to know
-what his friend had been eating to upset his liver. To which Marston
-answered "Bosh!" and then they went down Oriel Lane, "And so by Merton,"
-as the fox-hunters say, to Christ Church Meadow.
-
-"I am glad you are in the University eight," said Marston; "it will do
-you a vast deal of good. You used to over-value that sort of thing, but
-I don't think that you do so now. You can't row or ride yourself into a
-place in the world, but that is no reason why you should not row or
-ride. I wish I was heavy enough to row. Who steers to-day?"
-
-"The great Panjandrum."
-
-"I don't like the great Panjandrum. I think him slangy. And I don't
-pardon slang in any one beyond a very young bachelor."
-
-"I am very fond of him," said Charles, "and you are bilious, and out of
-humour with every one in heaven and earth, except apparently me. But,
-seriously speaking, old man, I think you have had something to vex you,
-since you came up yesterday. I haven't seen you since you were at
-Ravenshoe, and you are deucedly altered, do you know?"
-
-"I am sure you are wrong, Charles. I have had nothing--Well, I never
-lie. I have been disappointed in something, but I have fought against it
-so, that I am sure you must be wrong. I cannot be altered."
-
-"Tell me what has gone wrong, Marston. Is it in money matters? If it is,
-I know I can help you there."
-
-"Money. Oh! dear no;" said Marston. "Charley, you are a good fellow. You
-are the best fellow I ever met, do you know? But I can't tell you what
-is the matter now."
-
-"Have I been doing anything?" said Charles, eagerly.
-
-"You have been doing a great deal to make me like and respect you,
-Charles; but nothing to make me unhappy. Now answer me some questions,
-and let us change the subject. How is your father?"
-
-"Dear old dad is very well. I got a letter from him to-day."
-
-"And how is your brother?"
-
-"Well in health, but weak in mind, I fear. I am very much afraid that I
-shall be heir of Ravenshoe."
-
-"Why? is he going mad?"
-
-"Not a bit of it, poor lad. He is going into a religious house, I am
-afraid. At least he mentioned that sort of thing the last time he wrote
-to me, as if he were trying to bring me face to face with the idea; and
-be sure my dearly beloved Father Mackworth will never let the idea
-rest."
-
-"Poor fellow! And how is Adelaide the beautiful?"
-
-"_She's_ all right," said Charles. "She and aunt are the best friends in
-the world."
-
-"They always were, weren't they?"
-
-"Why, you see," said Charles, "sometimes aunt was cross, and Adelaide is
-very high-spirited, you know. Exceedingly high-spirited."
-
-"Indeed?"
-
-"Oh, yes, very much so; she didn't take much nonsense from Lady
-Hainault, I can tell you."
-
-"Well," said Marston, "to continue my catechising, how is William?"
-
-"He is very well. Is there no one else you were going to ask after?"
-
-"Oh, yes. Miss Corby?"
-
-"She is pretty well, I believe, in health, but she does not seem quite
-so happy as she was," said Charles, looking at Marston, suddenly.
-
-He might as well have looked at the Taylor building, if he expected any
-change to take place in Marston's face. He regarded him with a stony
-stare, and said--
-
-"Indeed. I am sorry to hear that."
-
-"Marston," said Charles, "I once thought that there was something
-between you and her."
-
-"That is a remarkable instance of what silly notions get into vacant
-minds," said Marston, steadily. Whereat Charles laughed again.
-
-At this point, being opposite the University barge, Charles was hailed
-by a West-countryman of Exeter, whom we shall call Lee, who never met
-with Charles without having a turn at talking Devonshire with him. He
-now began at the top of his voice, to the great astonishment of the
-surrounding dandies.
-
-"Where be gwine? Charles Ravenshoe, where be gwine?"
-
-"We'm gwine for a ride on the watter, Jan Lee."
-
-"Be gwine in the 'Varsity eight, Charles Ravenshoe?"
-
-"Iss, sure."
-
-"How do'e feel? Dont'e feel afeard?"
-
-"Ma dear soul, I've got such a wambling in my innards, and--"
-
-"We are waiting for you, Ravenshoe," said the Captain; and, a few
-minutes after, the University eight rushed forth on her glorious career,
-clearing her way through the crowd of boats, and their admiring rowers,
-towards Iffley.
-
-And Marston sat on the top of the University barge, and watched her
-sweeping on towards the distance, and then he said to himself--
-
-"Ah! there goes the man I like best in the world, who don't care for the
-woman I love best in the world, who is in love with the man before
-mentioned, who is in love with a woman who don't care a hang for him.
-There is a certain left-handedness in human affairs."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.[2]
-
-THE LAST GLIMPSE OF THE OLD WORLD.
-
-
-Putney Bridge at half an hour before high tide; thirteen or fourteen
-steamers; five or six thousand boats, and fifteen or twenty thousand
-spectators. This is the morning of the great University race, about
-which every member of the two great Universities, and a very large
-section of the general public, have been fidgeting and talking for a
-month or so.
-
-The bridge is black, the lawns are black, every balcony and window in
-the town is black; the steamers are black with a swarming, eager
-multitude, come to see the picked youths of the upper class try their
-strength against one another. There are two friends of ours nearly
-concerned in the great event of the day. Charles is rowing three in the
-Oxford boat, and Marston is steering. This is a memorable day for both
-of them, and more especially for poor Charles.
-
-Now the crowd surges to and fro, and there is a cheer. The men are
-getting into their boats. The police-boats are busy clearing the
-course. Now there is a cheer of admiration. Cambridge dashes out, swings
-round, and takes her place at the bridge.
-
-Another shout. Oxford sweeps majestically out and takes her place by
-Cambridge. Away go the police-galleys, away go all the London
-club-boats, at ten miles an hour down the course. Now the course is
-clear, and there is almost a silence.
-
-Then a wild hubbub; and people begin to squeeze and crush against one
-another. The boats are off; the fight has begun! then the thirteen
-steamers come roaring on after them, and their wake is alive once more
-with boats.
-
-Everywhere a roar and a rushing to and fro. Frantic crowds upon the
-towing-path, mad crowds on the steamers, which make them sway and rock
-fearfully. Ahead Hammersmith Bridge, hanging like a black bar, covered
-with people as with a swarm of bees. As an eye-piece to the picture, two
-solitary flying boats, and the flashing oars, working with the rapidity
-and regularity of a steam-engine.
-
-"Who's in front?" is asked by a thousand mouths; but who can tell? We
-shall see soon. Hammersmith Bridge is stretching across the water not a
-hundred yards in front of the boats. For one half-second a light shadow
-crosses the Oxford boat, and then it is out into the sunlight beyond. In
-another second the same shadow crosses the Cambridge boat. Oxford is
-ahead.
-
-The men with light-blue neckties say that, "By George, Oxford can't keep
-that terrible quick stroke going much longer;" and the men with
-dark-blue ties say, "Can't she, by Jove?" Well, we shall know all about
-it soon, for here is Barnes Bridge. Again the shadow goes over the
-Oxford boat, and then one, two, three, four seconds before the Cambridge
-men pass beneath it. Oxford is winning! There is a shout from the people
-at Barnes, though the [Greek: polloi] don't know why. Cambridge has made
-a furious rush, and drawn nearly up to Oxford; but it is useless. Oxford
-leaves rowing, and Cambridge rows ten strokes before they are level.
-Oxford has won!
-
-Five minutes after, Charles was on the wharf in front of the Ship Inn at
-Mortlake, as happy as a king. He had got separated from his friends in
-the crowd, and the people round him were cheering him, and passing
-flattering remarks on his personal appearance, which caused Charles to
-laugh, and blush, and bow, as he tried to push through his good-natured
-persecutors, when he suddenly, in the midst of a burst of laughter
-caused by a remark made by a drunken bargeman, felt somebody clasp his
-arm, and, turning round, saw William.
-
-He felt such a shock that he was giddy and faint. "Will," he said, "what
-is the matter?"
-
-"Come here, and I'll tell you."
-
-He forced his way to a quieter place, and then turned round to his
-companion,--"Make it short, Will; that's a dear fellow. I can stand the
-worst."
-
-"Master was took very bad two days ago, Master Charles; and Master
-Cuthbert sent me off for you at once. He told me directly I got to
-Paddington to ask for a telegraph message, so that you might hear the
-last accounts; and here it is."
-
-He put what we now call a "telegram" into Charles's hand, and the burden
-of it was mourning and woe. Densil Ravenshoe was sinking fast, and all
-that steam and horse-flesh could do would be needed, if Charles would
-see him alive.
-
-"Will, go and find Mr. Marston for me, and I will wait here for you. How
-are we to get back to Putney?"
-
-"I have got a cab waiting."
-
-William dashed into the inn, and Charles waited. He turned and looked at
-the river.
-
-There it was winding away past villa and park, bearing a thousand boats
-upon its bosom. He looked once again upon the crowded steamers and the
-busy multitude, and even in his grief felt a rush of honest pride as he
-thought that he was one of the heroes of the day. And then he turned,
-for William was beside him again. Marston was not to be found.
-
-"I should like to have seen him again," he said; "but we must fly, Will,
-we must fly!"
-
-Had he known under what circumstances he was next to see a great
-concourse of people, and under what circumstances he was next to meet
-Marston, who knows but that in his ignorance and short-sightedness he
-would have chosen to die where he stood in such a moment of triumph and
-honour?
-
-In the hurry of departure he had no time to ask questions. Only when he
-found himself in the express train, having chosen to go second-class
-with his servant, and not be alone, did he find time to ask how it had
-come about.
-
-There was but little to be told. Densil had been seized after breakfast,
-and at first so slightly that they were not much alarmed. He had been
-put to bed, and the symptoms had grown worse. Then William had been
-despatched for Charles, leaving Cuthbert, Mary, and Father Mackworth at
-his bedside. All had been done that could be done. He seemed to be in no
-pain, and quite contented. That was all. The telegraph told the rest.
-Cuthbert had promised to send horses to Crediton, and a relay forty
-miles nearer home.
-
-The terrible excitement of the day, and the fact that he had eaten
-nothing since breakfast, made Charles less able to bear up against the
-news than he would otherwise have been. Strange thoughts and fears began
-to shape themselves in his head, and to find voices in the monotonous
-jolting of the carriage.
-
-Not so much the fear of his father's death. That he did not fear,
-because he knew it would come; and, as to that, the bitterness of death
-was past, bitter, deeply bitter, as it was; but a terror lest his father
-should die without speaking to him--that he should never see those dear
-lips wreathe into a smile for him any more.
-
-Yesterday he had been thinking of this very journey--of how, if they won
-the race, he would fly down on the wings of the wind to tell them, and
-how the old man would brighten up with joy at the news. Yesterday he was
-a strong, brave man; and now what deadly terror was this at his heart?
-
-"William, what frightens me like this?"
-
-"The news I brought you, and the excitement of the race. And you have
-been training hard for a long time, and that don't mend a man's nerves;
-and you are hungry."
-
-"Not I."
-
-"What a noble race it was! I saw you above a mile off. I could tell the
-shape of you that distance, and see how you was pulling your oar
-through. I knew that my boy was going to be in the winning boat, Lord
-bless you! before the race was rowed. And when I saw Mr. C---- come in
-with that tearing, licking quick stroke of his, I sung out for old
-Oxford, and pretty nearly forgot the photograph for a bit."
-
-"Photograph, Will? what photograph?"
-
-"Telegraph, I mean, It's all the same."
-
-Charles couldn't talk, though he tried. He felt an anxiety he had never
-felt before. It was so ill-defined that he could not trace it to its
-source. He had a right to feel grief, and deep anxiety to see his father
-alive; but this was sheer terror, and at what?
-
-At Swindon, William got out and returned laden with this and with that,
-and forced Charles to eat and drink. He had not tasted wine for a long
-time; so he had to be careful with it; but it seemed to do him no good.
-But, at last, tired nature did something for him, and he fell asleep.
-
-When he awoke it was night, and at first he did not remember where he
-was. But rapidly his grief came upon him; and up, as it were out of a
-dark gulf, came the other nameless terror and took possession of his
-heart.
-
-There was a change at Exeter; then at Crediton they met with their first
-relay of horses, and, at ten o'clock at night, after a hasty supper,
-started on their midnight ride. The terror was gone the moment Charles
-was on horseback.
-
-The road was muddy and dark, often with steep banks on each side; but a
-delicious April moon was overhead, and they got on bravely. At Bow there
-was a glimpse of Dartmoor towering black, and a fresh puff of westerly
-wind, laden with scents of spring. At Hatherleigh, there were fresh
-horses, and one of the Ravenshoe grooms waiting for them. The man had
-heard nothing since yesterday; so at one o'clock they started on again.
-After this, there were none but cross-country roads, and dangerous steep
-lanes; so they got on slowly. Then came the morning with voice of ten
-thousand birds, and all the rich perfume of awaking nature. And then
-came the woods of home, and they stood on the terrace, between the old
-house and the sea.
-
-The white surf was playing and leaping around the quiet headlands; the
-sea-birds were floating merrily in the sunshine; the April clouds were
-racing their purple shadows across the jubilant blue sea; but the old
-house stood blank and dull. Every window was closed, and not a sound was
-heard.
-
-For Charles had come too late. Densil Ravenshoe was dead.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-THE FIRST GLIMPSE OF THE NEW WORLD.
-
-
-In the long dark old room with the mullioned windows looking out on the
-ocean, in the room that had been Charles's bedroom, study, and
-play-room, since he was a boy, there sat Charles Ravenshoe, musing,
-stricken down with grief, and forlorn.
-
-There were the fishing-rods and the guns, there were the books and the
-homely pictures in which his soul had delighted. There was "The
-Sanctuary and the Challenge," and Bob Coombes in his outrigger. All were
-there. But Charles Ravenshoe was not there. There was another man in his
-place, bearing his likeness, who sat and brooded with his head on his
-hands.
-
-Where was the soul which was gone? Was he an infant in a new cycle of
-existence? or was he still connected with the scenes and people he had
-known and loved so long? Was he present? Could he tell at last the deep
-love that one poor foolish heart had borne for him? Could he know now
-the deep, deep grief that tore that poor silly heart, because its owner
-had not been by to see the last faint smile of intelligence flutter over
-features that he was to see no more?
-
-"Father! Father! Where are you? Don't leave me all alone, father." No
-answer! only the ceaseless beating of the surf upon the shore.
-
-He opened the window, and looked out. The terrace, the woods, the
-village, and beyond, the great unmeasurable ocean! What beyond that?
-
-What was this death, which suddenly made that which we loved so well, so
-worthless? Could they none of them tell us? One there was who triumphed
-over death and the grave, and was caught up in His earthly body. Who is
-this Death that he should triumph over us? Alas, poor Charles! There are
-evils worse than death. There are times when death seems to a man like
-going to bed. Wait!
-
-There was a picture of Mary's, of which he bethought himself. One we all
-know. Of a soul being carried away by angels to heaven. They call it St.
-Catherine, though it had nothing particular to do with St. Catherine,
-that I know of; and he thought he would go see it. But, as he turned,
-there stood Mary herself before him.
-
-He held out his hands towards her, and she came and sat beside him, and
-put her arm round his neck. He kissed her! Why not? They were as brother
-and sister.
-
-He asked her why she had come.
-
-"I knew you wanted me," she said.
-
-Then she, still with her arm round his neck, talked to him about what
-had just happened. "He asked for you soon after he was taken on the
-first day, and told Father Mackworth to send off for you. Cuthbert had
-sent two hours before, and he said he was glad, and hoped that Oxford
-would win the race----"
-
-"Charles," said Mary again, "do you know that old James has had a fit,
-and is not expected to live?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Yes, as soon as he heard of our dear one's death he was taken. It has
-killed him."
-
-"Poor old James!"
-
-They sat there some time, hand in hand, in sorrowful communion, and then
-Charles said suddenly--
-
-"The future, Mary! The future, my love?"
-
-"We discussed that before, Charles, dear. There is only one line of life
-open to me."
-
-"Ah!"
-
-"I shall write to Lady Ascot to-morrow. I heard from Adelaide the other
-day, and she tells me that young Lady Hainault is going to take charge
-of poor Lord Charles's children in a short time; and she will want a
-nursery governess; and I will go."
-
-"I would sooner you were there than here, Mary. I am very glad of this.
-She is a very good woman. I will go and see you there very often."
-
-"Are you going back to Oxford, Charles?"
-
-"I think not."
-
-"Do you owe much money there?"
-
-"Very little, now. He paid it almost all for me."
-
-"What shall you do?"
-
-"I have not the remotest idea. I cannot possibly conceive. I must
-consult Marston."
-
-There passed a weary week--a week of long brooding days and sleepless
-nights, while outside the darkened house the bright spring sun flooded
-all earth with light and life, and the full spring wind sang pleasantly
-through the musical woods, and swept away inland over heather and crag.
-
-Strange sounds began to reach Charles in his solitary chamber; sounds
-which at first made him fancy he was dreaming, they were so mysterious
-and inexplicable. The first day they assumed the forms of solitary notes
-of music, some almost harsh, and some exquisitely soft and melodious. As
-the day went on they began to arrange themselves into chords, and sound
-slightly louder, though still a long way off. At last, near midnight,
-they seemed to take form, and flow off into a wild, mournful piece of
-music, the like of which Charles had never heard before; and then all
-was still.
-
-Charles went to bed, believing either that the sounds were supernatural
-or that they arose from noises in his head. He came to the latter
-conclusion, and thought sleep would put an end to them; but, next
-morning, when he had half opened the shutters, and let in the blessed
-sunlight, there came the sound again--a wild, rich, triumphant melody,
-played by some hand, whether earthly or unearthly, that knew its work
-well.
-
-"What is that, William?"
-
-"Music."
-
-"Where does it come from?"
-
-"Out of the air. The pixies make such music at times. Maybe it's the
-saints in glory with their golden harps, welcoming Master and Father."
-
-"Father!"
-
-"He died this morning at daybreak; not long after his old master, eh? He
-was very faithful to him. He was in prison with him once, I've heard
-tell. I'll be as faithful to you, Charles, when the time comes."
-
-And another day wore on in the darkened house, and still the angelic
-music rose and fell at intervals, and moved the hearts of those that
-heard it strangely.
-
-"Surely," said Charles to himself, "that music must sound louder in one
-place than another." And then he felt himself smiling at the idea that
-he half believed it to be supernatural.
-
-He rose and passed on through corridor and gallery, still listening as
-he went. The music had ceased, and all was still.
-
-He went on through parts of the house he had not been in since a boy.
-This part of the house was very much deserted; some of the rooms he
-looked into were occupied as inferior servants' bedrooms; some were
-empty, and all were dark. Here was where he, Cuthbert, and William would
-play hide-and-seek on wet days; and well he remembered each nook and
-lair. A window was open in one empty room, and it looked into the
-court-yard. They were carrying things into the chapel, and he walked
-that way.
-
-In the dark entrance to the dim chapel a black figure stood aside to let
-him pass; he bowed, and did so, but was barely in the building when a
-voice he knew said, "It is Charles," and the next moment he was clasped
-by both hands, and the kind face of Father Tiernay was beaming before
-him.
-
-"I am so glad to see you, Father Tiernay. It is so kind of you to come."
-
-"You look pale and worn," said the good man; "you have been fretting. I
-won't have that, now that I am come. I will have you out in the air and
-sunshine, my boy, along the shore----"
-
-The music again! Not faint and distant as heretofore, but close
-overhead, crashing out into a mighty jubilate, which broke itself
-against rafter and window in a thousand sweet echoes. Then, as the noble
-echoes began to sink, there arose a soft flute-like note, which grew
-more intense until the air was filled with passionate sound; and it
-trilled and ran, and paused, and ran on, and died you knew not where.
-
-"I can't stand much of that, Father Tiernay," said Charles. "They have
-been mending the organ, I see. That accounts for the music I have heard.
-I suppose there will be music at the funeral, then."
-
-"My brother Murtagh," said Father Tiernay, "came over yesterday morning
-from Lord Segur's. He is organist there, and he mended it. Bedad he is
-a sweet musician. Hear what Sir Henry Bishop says of him."
-
-There came towards them, from the organ-loft, a young man, wearing a
-long black coat and black bands with white edges, and having of his own
-one of the sweetest, kindliest faces eye ever rested on. Father Tiernay
-looked on him with pride and affection, and said--
-
-"Murty, my dear brother, this is Mr. Charles Ravenshoe, me very good
-friend, I hope you'll become acquaintances, for the reason that two good
-fellows should know one another."
-
-"I am almost afraid," said the young man, with a frank smile, "that
-Charles Ravenshoe has already a prejudice against me for the
-disagreeable sounds I was making all day yesterday in bringing the old
-organ into work again."
-
-"Nay, I was only wondering where such noble bursts of melody came from,"
-said Charles. "If you had made all the evil noises in Pandemonium, they
-would have been forgiven for that last piece of music. Do you know that
-I had no idea the old organ could be played on. Years ago, when we were
-boys, Cuthbert and I tried to play on it; I blew for him, and he sounded
-two or three notes, but it frightened us, and we ran away, and never
-went near it again."
-
-"It is a beautiful old instrument," said young Tiernay; "will you stand
-just here, and listen to it?"
-
-Charles stood in one of the windows, and Father Tiernay beside him. He
-leant his head on his arm, and looked forth eastward and northward, over
-the rolling woods, the cliffs, and the bright blue sea.
-
-The music began with a movement soft, low, melodious, beyond expression,
-and yet strong, firm, and regular as of a thousand armed men marching to
-victory. It grew into volume and power till it was irresistible, yet
-still harmonious and perfect. Charles understood it. It was the life of
-a just man growing towards perfection and honour.
-
-It wavered and fluttered, and threw itself into sparkling sprays and
-eddies. It leapt and laughed with joy unutterable, yet still through all
-the solemn measure went on. Love had come to gladden the perfect life,
-and had adorned without disturbing it.
-
-Then began discords and wild sweeping storms of sound, harsh always, but
-never unmelodious: fainter and fainter grew the melody, till it was
-almost lost. Misfortunes had come upon the just man, and he was bending
-under them.
-
-No. More majestic, more grand, more solemn than ever the melody
-re-asserted itself: and again, as though purified by a furnace, marched
-solemnly on with a clearness and sweetness greater than at first. The
-just man had emerged from his sea of troubles ennobled. Charles felt a
-hand on his shoulder. He thought it had been Father Tiernay. Father
-Tiernay was gone. It was Cuthbert.
-
-"Cuthbert! I am so glad you have come to see me. I was not surprised
-because you would not see me before. You didn't think I was offended,
-brother, did you? I know you. I know you!"
-
-Charles smoothed his hair and smiled pleasantly upon him. Cuthbert stood
-quite still and said nothing.
-
-"Cuthbert," said Charles, "you are in pain. In bodily pain I mean."
-
-"I am. I spent last night on these stones praying, and the cold has got
-into my very bones."
-
-"You pray for the dead, I know," said Charles. "But why destroy the
-health God has given you because a good man has gone to sleep?"
-
-"I was not praying for him so much as for you."
-
-"God knows I want it, dear Cuthbert. But can you benefit me by killing
-yourself?"
-
-"Who knows? I may try. How long is it since we were boys together,
-Charles?"
-
-"How long? Let me see. Why, it is nineteen years at least since I can
-first remember you."
-
-"I have been sarcastic and distant with you sometimes, Charles, but I
-have never been unkind."
-
-"Cuthbert! I never had an unkind word or action from you. Why do you say
-this?"
-
-"Because----Charles, do you remember the night the _Warren Hastings_
-came ashore?"
-
-"Ay," said Charles, wonderingly.
-
-"In future, when you call me to mind, will you try to think of me as I
-was then, not as I have been lately? We slept together, you remember,
-through the storm, and he sat on the bed. God has tried me very hard.
-Let us hope that heaven will be worth the winning. After this you will
-see me no more in private. Good-bye!"
-
-Charles thought he knew what he meant, and had expected it. He would not
-let him go for a time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
-FATHER MACKWORTH BRINGS LORD SALTIRE TO BAY, AND WHAT CAME OF IT.
-
-
-Old James was to be buried side by side with his old master in the vault
-under the altar. The funeral was to be on the grandest scale, and all
-the Catholic gentry of the neighbourhood, and most of the Protestant
-were coming. Father Mackworth, it may be conceived, was very busy, and
-seldom alone. All day he and the two Tiernays were arranging and
-ordering. When thoroughly tired out, late at night, he would retire to
-his room and take a frugal supper (Mackworth was no glutton), and sit
-before the fire musing.
-
-One night, towards the middle of the week, he was sitting thus before
-the fire, when the door opened, and some one came in; thinking it was
-the servant, he did not look round; but, when the supposed servant came
-up to the fireplace and stood still, he cast his eyes suddenly up, and
-they fell upon the cadaverous face of Cuthbert.
-
-He looked deadly pale and wan as he stood with his face turned to the
-flickering fire, and Mackworth felt deep pity for him. He held an open
-letter towards Mackworth, and said--
-
-"This is from Lord Saltire. He proposes to come here the night before
-the funeral and go away in Lord Segur's carriage with him after it is
-over. Will you kindly see after his rooms, and so on? Here is the
-letter."
-
-"I will," said Mackworth. "My dear boy, you look deadly ill."
-
-"I wish I were dead."
-
-"So do all who hope for heaven," said Mackworth.
-
-"Who would not look worn and ill with such a scene hanging over their
-heads?"
-
-"Go away and avoid it."
-
-"Not I. A Ravenshoe is not a coward. Besides, I want to see him again.
-How cruel you have been! Why did you let him gain my heart? I have
-little enough to love."
-
-There was a long pause--so long that a bright-eyed little mouse ran out
-from the wainscot and watched. Both their eyes were bent on the fire,
-and Father Mackworth listened with painful intentness for what was to
-come.
-
-"He shall speak first," he thought. "How I wonder----"
-
-At last Cuthbert spoke slowly, without raising his eyes--
-
-"Will nothing induce you to forego your purpose?"
-
-"How can I forego it, Cuthbert, with common honesty? I have foregone it
-long enough."
-
-"Listen now," said Cuthbert, unheedingly: "I have been reckoning up what
-I can afford, and I find that I can give you five thousand pounds down
-for that paper, and five thousand more in bills of six, eight, and
-twelve months. Will that content you?"
-
-Father Mackworth would have given a finger to have answered promptly
-"No," but he could not. The offer was so astounding, so unexpected, that
-he hesitated long enough to make Cuthbert look round, and say--
-
-"Ten thousand pounds is a large sum of money, Father."
-
-It was, indeed; and Lord Saltire coming next week! Let us do the man
-justice; he acted with a certain amount of honour. When you have read
-this book to the end you will see that ten thousand pounds was only part
-of what was offered to him. He gave it all up because he would not lower
-himself in the eyes of Cuthbert, who had believed in him so long.
-
-"I paused," said he, "from astonishment, that a gentleman could have
-insulted me by such a proposition."
-
-"Your pause," said Cuthbert, "arose from hesitation, not from
-astonishment. I saw your eyes blaze when I made you the offer. Think of
-ten thousand pounds. You might appear in the world as an English Roman
-Catholic of fortune. Good heavens! with your talent you might aspire to
-the cardinal's chair!"
-
-"No, no, no!" said Mackworth, fiercely. "I did hesitate, and I have lied
-to you; but I hesitate no longer. I won't have the subject mentioned to
-me again, sir. What sort of a gentleman are you to come to men's rooms
-in the dead of night, with your father lying dead in the house, and
-tempt men to felony? I will not."
-
-"God knows," said Cuthbert, as he passed out, "whether I have lost
-heaven in trying to save him."
-
-Mackworth heard the door close behind him, and then looked eagerly
-towards it. He heard Cuthbert's footsteps die along the corridor, and
-then, rising up, he opened it and looked out. The corridor was empty. He
-walked hurriedly back to the fireplace.
-
-"Shall I call him back?" he said. "It is not too late. Ten thousand
-pounds! A greater stake than I played for; and now, when it is at my
-feet, I am throwing it away. And for what? For honour, after I have
-acted the----" (he could not say the word). "After I have gone so far. I
-must be a gentleman. A common rogue would have jumped at the offer. By
-heaven! there are some things better than money. If I were to take his
-offer he would know me for a rogue. And I love the lad. No, no! let the
-fool go to his prayers. I will keep the respect of one man at least.
-
-"What a curious jumble and puzzle it all is, to be sure. Am I any worse
-than my neighbours? I have made a desperate attempt at power, for a
-name, and an ambition; and then, because the ball comes suddenly at my
-feet, from a quarter I did not expect, I dare not strike it because I
-fear the contempt of one single pair of eyes from which I have been used
-to receive nothing but love and reverence.
-
-"Yet he cannot trust me, as I thought he did, or he would not have made
-the offer to me. And then he made it in such a confident way that he
-must have thought I was going to accept it. That is strange. He has
-never rebelled lately. Am I throwing away substance for shadow? I have
-been bound to the Church body and soul from my boyhood, and I must go
-on. I have refused a cardinal's chair this night, but who will ever know
-it?
-
-"I must go about with my Lord Saltire. I could go at him with more
-confidence if I had ten thousand pounds in the bank though, in case of
-failure. I am less afraid of that terrible old heretic than I am of
-those great eyes of Cuthbert's turned on me in scorn. I have lived so
-long among gentlemen that I believe myself to be one. He knows, and he
-shall tell.
-
-"And, if all fails, I have served the Church, and the Church shall serve
-me. What fools the best of us are! Why did I ever allow that
-straightforward idiot Tiernay into the house? He hates me, I know. I
-rather like the fool. He will take the younger one's part on Monday; but
-I don't think my gentleman will dare to say too much."
-
-After this soliloquy, the key to which will appear very shortly, Father
-Mackworth took off his clothes and got into bed.
-
-The day before the funeral, Cuthbert sent a message to Charles, to beg
-that he would be kind enough to receive Lord Saltire; and, as the old
-man was expected at a certain hour, Charles, about ten minutes before
-the time, went down to the bottom of the hall-steps on to the terrace,
-to be ready for him when he came.
-
-Oh, the glorious wild freshness of the sea and sky after the darkened
-house! The two old capes right and left; the mile-long stretch of sand
-between them; and the short crisp waves rolling in before the westerly
-wind of spring! Life and useful action in the rolling water; budding
-promise in the darkening woods; young love in every bird's note!
-
-William stood beside him before he had observed him. Charles turned to
-him, and took his arm in his.
-
-"Look at this," he said.
-
-"I am looking at it."
-
-"Does it make you glad and wild?" said Charles. "Does it make the last
-week in the dark house look like twenty years? Are the two good souls
-which are gone looking at it now, and rejoicing that earth should still
-have some pleasure left for us?"
-
-"I hope not," said William, turning to Charles.
-
-"And why?" said Charles, and wondering rather what William would say.
-
-"I wouldn't," said William, "have neither of their hearts broke with
-seeing what is to come."
-
-"Their hearts broke!" said Charles, turning full round on his
-foster-brother. "Let them see how we behave under it, William. That will
-never break their hearts, my boy."
-
-"Charles," said William, earnestly, "do you know what is coming?"
-
-"No; nor care."
-
-"It is something terrible for you, I fear," said William.
-
-"Have you any idea what it is?" said Charles.
-
-"Not the least. But look here. Last night, near twelve, I went down to
-the chapel, thinking to say an ave before the coffin, and there lay
-Master Cuthbert on the stones. So I kept quiet and said my prayer. And
-of a sudden he burst out and said, 'I have risked my soul and my fortune
-to save him: Lord, remember it!'"
-
-"Did he say that, William?"
-
-"The very words."
-
-"Then he could not have been speaking of me," said Charles. "It is
-possible that by some means I may not come into the property I have been
-led to expect; but that could not have referred to me. Suppose I was to
-leave the house, penniless, to-morrow morning, William, should I go
-alone? I am very strong, and very patient, and soon learn anything.
-Cuthbert would take care of me. Would you come with me, or let me go
-alone?"
-
-"You know. Why should I answer?"
-
-"We might go to Canada and settle. And then Adelaide would come over
-when the house was ready; and you would marry the girl of your choice;
-and our boys would grow up to be such friends as you and I are. And then
-my boy should marry your girl, and----"
-
-Poor dreaming Charles, all unprepared for what was to come!
-
-A carriage drove on to the terrace at this moment, with Lord Saltire's
-solemn servant on the box.
-
-Charles and William assisted Lord Saltire to alight. His lordship said
-that he was getting devilish stiff and old, and had been confoundedly
-cut up by his old friend's death, and had felt bound to come down to
-show his respect to the memory of one of the best and honestest men it
-had ever been his lot to meet in a tolerably large experience. And then,
-standing on the steps, went on--
-
-"It is very pleasant to me to be greeted by a face I like as yours,
-Charles. I was gratified at seeing your name in the _Times_ as being one
-of the winners of the great boat-race the other day. My man pointed it
-out to me. That sort of thing is very honourable to a young fellow, if
-it does not lead to a neglect of other duties, in which case it becomes
-very mischievous; in yours it has not. That young man is, I believe,
-your foster-brother. Will he be good enough to go and find Miss Corby,
-and tell her that Lord Saltire wants her to come and walk with him on
-the terrace? Give me your shoulder." William ran right willingly on his
-errand.
-
-"Your position here, Charles," continued Lord Saltire, "will be a
-difficult one."
-
-"It will, indeed, my lord."
-
-"I intend you to spend most of your time with me in future. I want some
-one to take care of me. In return for boring you all day, I shall get
-you the run of all the best houses, and make a man of you. Hush! not a
-word now! Here comes our Robin Redbreast. I am glad I have tempted her
-out into the air and the sunshine. How peaked you look, my dear! How are
-you?"
-
-Poor Mary looked pale and wan, indeed, but brightened up at the sight of
-her old friend. They three walked and talked in the fresh spring morning
-an hour or more.
-
-That afternoon came a servant to Lord Saltire with a note from Father
-Mackworth, requesting the honour of ten minutes' conversation with Lord
-Saltire in private.
-
-"I suppose I must see the fellow," said the old man to himself.
-
-"My compliments to Mr. Mackworth, and I am alone in the library. The
-fool," continued he, when the man had left the room, "why doesn't he let
-well alone? I hate the fellow. I believe he is as treacherous as his
-mother. If he broaches the subject, he shall have the whole truth."
-
-Meanwhile, Father Mackworth was advancing towards him through the dark
-corridors, and walking slower, and yet more slow, as he neared the room
-where sat the grim old man. He knew that there would be a fencing match;
-and of all the men in broad England he feared his lordship most. His
-determination held, however; though, up to the very last, he had almost
-determined to speak only about comparatively indifferent subjects, and
-not about that nearest to his heart.
-
-"How do you do, my good sir," said Lord Saltire, as he came in; "I have
-to condole with you on the loss of our dear old friend. We shall neither
-of us ever have a better one, sir."
-
-Mackworth uttered some commonplaces; to which Lord Saltire bowed,
-without speaking, and then sat with his elbows on the arms of his chair,
-making a triangle of his two fore-fingers and thumbs, staring at Father
-Mackworth.
-
-"I am going, Lord Saltire, to trouble you with some of my early
-reminiscences as a boy."
-
-Lord Saltire bowed, and settled himself easily in his chair, as one does
-who expects a good story. Mackworth went on--
-
-"One of my earliest recollections, my lord, is of being at a French
-lycee."
-
-"The fault of those establishments," said Lord Saltire, pensively, "is
-the great range of subjects which are superficially taught. I ask pardon
-for interrupting you. Do you take snuff?"
-
-Mackworth declined, with great politeness, and continued--
-
-"I was taken to that school by a footman in livery."
-
-"Upon my honour, then, I owe you an apology. I thought, of course, that
-the butler had gone with you. But, in a large house, one never really
-knows what one's people are about."
-
-Father Mackworth did not exactly like this. It was perfectly evident to
-him, not only that Lord Saltire knew all about his birth and parentage,
-but also was willing to tell.
-
-"Lord Saltire," he said, "I have never had a parent's care, or any name
-but one I believe to be fictitious. You can give me a name--give me,
-perhaps, a parent--possibly, a brother. Will you do this for me?"
-
-"I can do neither the one thing nor the other, my good sir. I entreat
-you, for your own sake, to inquire no further."
-
-There was a troubled expression in the old man's face as he answered.
-Mackworth thought he was gaining his point, and pressed on.
-
-"Lord Saltire, as you are a gentleman, tell me who my parents were;"
-and, as he said this, he rose up and stood before him, folding his arms.
-
-"Confound the impudent, theatrical jackanapes!" thought Lord Saltire.
-"His mother all over. I will gratify your curiosity sir," he said aloud,
-angrily. "You are the illegitimate son of a French ballet-dancer!"
-
-"But who was my father, my lord? Answer me that, on your honour."
-
-"Who was your father? _Pardieu_, that is more than I can tell. If any
-one ever knew, it must have been your mother. You are assuming a tone
-with me, sir, which I don't intend to put up with. I wished to spare you
-a certain amount of humiliation. I shall not trouble myself to do so
-now, for many reasons. Now listen to me, sir--to the man who saved you
-from the kennel, sir--and drop that theatrical attitude. Your mother was
-my brother's mistress, and a clever woman in her way; and meeting her
-here and there, in the green-room and where not, and going sometimes to
-her house with my brother, I had a sort of acquaintance with her, and
-liked her as one likes a clever, brilliant woman of that sort. My
-brother died. Some time after your mother fell into poverty and disgrace
-under circumstances into which I should advise you not to inquire, and
-on her death-bed recommended you to my care as an old acquaintance,
-praying that you might be brought up in her own religion. The request
-was, under the circumstances, almost impudent; but remembering that I
-had once liked the woman, and calling to mind the relation she had held
-to poor dear John, I complied, and did for you what I have done. You
-were a little over a twelvemonth old at the time of your mother's death,
-and my brother had been dead nearly or quite five years. Your mother had
-changed her protector thrice during that time. Now, sir!"
-
-Mackworth stood before Lord Saltire all this time as firm as a rock. He
-had seen from the old man's eye that every word was terribly true, but
-he had never flinched--never a nerve in his face had quivered; but he
-had grown deadly pale. When Lord Saltire had finished he tried to speak,
-but found his mouth as dry as dust. He smiled, and, with a bow, reaching
-past Lord Saltire, took up a glass of lemonade which stood at his elbow
-and drank it. Then he spoke clearly and well.
-
-"You see how you have upset me, my lord. In seeking this interview, I
-had some hopes of having forced a confession from your lordship of my
-relationship with you, and thereby serving my personal ambition. I have
-failed. It now remains to me to thank you heartily and frankly for the
-benefits I have received from you, and to beg you to forgive my
-indiscretion."
-
-"You are a brave man, sir," said Lord Saltire. "I don't think you are an
-honest one. But I can respect manliness."
-
-"You have a great affection for Charles Ravenshoe, my lord?"
-
-"Yes," said Lord Saltire; "I love Charles Ravenshoe more than any other
-human being."
-
-"Perhaps the time may come, my lord, when he will need all your love and
-protection."
-
-"Highly possible. I am in possession of the tenor of his father's will;
-and those who try to set that will aside, unless they have a very strong
-case, had better consider that Charles is backed up by an amount of
-ready money sufficient to ruin the Ravenshoe estate in law."
-
-"No attempt of the kind will be made, my lord. But I very much doubt
-whether your lordship will continue your protection to that young man. I
-wish you good afternoon."
-
-"That fellow," said Lord Saltire, "has got a card to play which I don't
-know of. What matter? I can adopt Charles, and he may defy them. I wish
-I could give him my title; but that will be extinct. I am glad little
-Mary is going to Lady Hainault. It will be the best place for her till
-she marries. I wish that fool of a boy had fallen in love with her. But
-he wouldn't."
-
-Mackworth hurried away to his room; and, as he went, he said, "I have
-been a fool--a fool. I should have taken Cuthbert's offer. None but a
-fool would have done otherwise. A cardinal's chair thrown to the dogs!
-
-"I could not do it this morning; but I can do it now. The son of a
-figurante, and without a father! Perhaps he will offer it again.
-
-"If he does not, there is one thing certain. That young ruffian Charles
-is ruined. Ah, ah! my Lord Saltire, I have you there! I should like to
-see that old man's face when I play my last card. It will be a finer
-sight than Charles's. You'll make him your heir, will you, my lord? Will
-you make him your groom?"
-
-He went to his desk, took out an envelope, and looked at it. He looked
-at it long, and then put it back. "It will never do to tempt him with
-it. If he were to refuse his offer of this morning, I should be ruined.
-Much better to wait and play out the ace boldly. I can keep my hold over
-_him_: and William is mine, body and soul, if he dies."
-
-With which reflections, the good Father dressed for dinner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-THE GRAND CRASH.
-
-
-The funeral was over. Charles had waited with poor weeping Mary to see
-the coffin carried away under the dark grim archway of the vault, and
-had tried to comfort her who would not be comforted. And, when the last
-wild wail of the organ had died away, and all the dark figures but they
-two had withdrawn from the chapel, there stood those two poor orphans
-alone together.
-
-It was all over, and they began for the first time to realise it; they
-began to feel what they lost. King Densil was dead, and King Cuthbert
-reigned. When a prime minister dies, the world is shaken; when a county
-member dies, the county is agitated, and the opposition electors, till
-lately insignificant, rise suddenly into importance, and the possible
-new members are suddenly great men. So, when a mere country gentleman
-dies, the head of a great family dies, relations are changed entirely
-between some score or two of persons. The dog of to-day is not the dog
-of yesterday. Servants are agitated, and remember themselves of old
-impertinences, and tremble. Farmers wonder what the new Squire's first
-move will be. Perhaps even the old hound wonders whether he is to keep
-his old place by the fire or no; and younger brothers bite their nails,
-and wonder, too, about many things.
-
-Charles wondered profoundly in his own room that afternoon, whither he
-had retired after having dismissed Mary at her door with a kiss. In
-spite of his grief, he wondered what was coming, and tried to persuade
-himself that he didn't care. From this state of mind he was aroused by
-William, who told him that Lord Segur was going, and Lord Saltire with
-him, and that the latter wanted to speak to him.
-
-Lord Saltire had his foot on the step of the carriage. "Charles, my dear
-boy," he said, "the moment things are settled come to me at Segur
-Castle. Lord Segur wants you to come and stay there while I am there."
-
-Lord Segur, from the carriage, hoped Charles would come and see them at
-once.
-
-"And mind, you know," said Lord Saltire, "that you don't do anything
-without consulting me. Let the little bird pack off to Lady Ascot's, and
-help to blow up the grooms. Don't let her stay moping here. Now,
-good-bye, my dear boy. I shall see you in a day or so."
-
-And so the old man was gone. And, as Charles watched the carriage, he
-saw the sleek grey head thrust from the window, and the great white hand
-waved to him. He never forgot that glimpse of the grey head and the
-white hand, and he never will.
-
-A servant came up to him, and asked him, Would he see Mr. Ravenshoe in
-the library? Charles answered Yes, but was in no hurry to go. So he
-stood a little longer on the terrace, watching the bright sea, and the
-gulls, and the distant island. Then he turned into the darkened house
-again, and walked slowly towards the library door.
-
-Some one else stood in the passage--it was William, with his hand on the
-handle of the door.
-
-"I waited for you, Master Charles," he said; "they have sent for me too.
-Now you will hear something to your advantage."
-
-"I care not," said Charles, and they went in.
-
-Once, in lands far away, there was a sailor lad, a good-humoured,
-good-looking, thoughtless fellow, who lived alongside of me, and with
-whom I was always joking. We had a great liking for one another. I left
-him at the shaft's mouth at two o'clock one summer's day, roaring with
-laughter at a story I had told him; and at half-past five I was helping
-to wind up the shattered corpse, which when alive had borne his name. A
-flake of gravel had come down from the roof of the drive and killed him,
-and his laughing and story-telling were over for ever. How terrible
-these true stories are! Why do I tell this one? Because, whenever I
-think of this poor lad's death, I find myself not thinking of the
-ghastly thing that came swinging up out of the darkness into the summer
-air, but of the poor fellow as he was the morning before. I try to think
-how he looked, as leaning against the windlass with the forest behind
-and the mountains beyond, and if, in word or look, he gave any sign of
-his coming fate before he went gaily down into his tomb.
-
-So it was with Charles Ravenshoe. He remembers part of the scene that
-followed perfectly well; but he tries more than all to recall how
-Cuthbert looked, and how Mackworth looked before the terrible words were
-spoken. After it was all over he remembers, he tells me, every trifling
-incident well. But his memory is a little gone about the first few
-minutes which elapsed after he and William came into the room. He says
-that Cuthbert was sitting at the table very pale, with his hands clasped
-on the table before him, looking steadily at him without expression on
-his face; and that Mackworth leant against the chimney-piece, and looked
-keenly and curiously at him.
-
-Charles went up silently and kissed his brother on the forehead.
-Cuthbert neither moved nor spoke. Charles greeted Mackworth civilly, and
-then leant against the chimney-piece by the side of him, and said what a
-glorious day it was. William stood at a little distance, looking
-uneasily from one to another.
-
-Cuthbert broke silence. "I sent for you," he said.
-
-"I am glad to come to you, Cuthbert, though I think you sent for me on
-business, which I am not very well up to to-day."
-
-"On business," said Cuthbert: "business which must be gone through with
-to-day, though I expect it will kill me."
-
-Charles, by some instinct (who knows what? it was nothing reasonable, he
-says) moved rapidly towards William, and laid his hand on his shoulder.
-I take it, that it arose from that curious gregarious feeling that men
-have in times of terror. He could not have done better than to move
-towards his truest friend, whatever it was.
-
-"I should like to prepare you for what is to come," continued Cuthbert,
-speaking calmly, with the most curious distinctness; "but that would be
-useless. The blow would be equally severe whether you expect it or not.
-You two who stand there were nursed at the same breast. That groom, on
-whose shoulder you have your hand now, is my real brother. You are no
-relation to me; you are the son of the faithful old servant whom we
-buried to-day with my father."
-
-Charles said, Ho! like a great sigh. William put his arm round him, and,
-raising his finger, and looking into his face with his calm, honest
-eyes, said with a smile--
-
-"This was it then. We know it all now."
-
-Charles burst out into a wild laugh, and said, "Father Mackworth's ace
-of trumps! He has inherited a talent for melodrama from his blessed
-mother. Stop. I beg your pardon, sir, for saying that; I said it in a
-hurry. It was blackguardly. Let's have the proofs of this, and all that
-sort of thing, and witnesses too, if you please. Father Mackworth, there
-have been such things as prosecutions for conspiracy. I have Lord
-Saltire and Lord Ascot at my back. You have made a desperate cast, sir.
-My astonishment is that you have allowed your hatred for me to outrun
-your discretion so far. This matter will cost some money before it is
-settled."
-
-Father Mackworth smiled, and Charles passed him, and rang the bell. Then
-he went back to William and took his arm.
-
-"Fetch the Fathers Tiernay here immediately," said Charles to the
-servant who answered the bell.
-
-In a few minutes the worthy priests were in the room. The group was not
-altered. Father Mackworth still leant against the mantel-piece, Charles
-and William stood together, and Cuthbert sat pale and calm with his
-hands clasped together.
-
-Father Tiernay looked at the disturbed group and became uneasy. "Would
-it not be better to defer the settlement of any family disagreements to
-another day? On such a solemn occasion----"
-
-"The ice is broken, Father Tiernay," said Charles. "Cuthbert, tell him
-what you have told me."
-
-Cuthbert, clasping his hands together, did so, in a low, quiet voice.
-
-"There," said Charles, turning to Father Tiernay, "what do you think of
-that?"
-
-"I am so astounded and shocked, that I don't know what to say," said
-Father Tiernay; "your mind must be abused, my dear sir. The likeness
-between yourself and Mr. Charles is so great that I cannot believe it.
-Mackworth, what have you to say to this?"
-
-"Look at William, who is standing beside Charles," said the priest,
-quietly, "and tell me which of those two is most like Cuthbert."
-
-"Charles and William are very much alike, certainly," said Tiernay;
-"but----"
-
-"Do you remember James Horton, Tiernay?" said Mackworth.
-
-"Surely."
-
-"Did you ever notice the likeness between him and Densil Ravenshoe?"
-
-"I have noticed it, certainly; especially one night. One night I went to
-his cottage last autumn. Yes--well?"
-
-"James Horton was Densil Ravenshoe's half-brother. He was the
-illegitimate son of Petre."
-
-"Good God."
-
-"And the man whom you call Charles Ravenshoe, whom I call Charles
-Horton, is his son."
-
-Charles was looking eagerly from one to the other, bewildered.
-
-"Ask him, Father Tiernay," he said, "what proofs he has. Perhaps he will
-tell us."
-
-"You hear what Mr. Charles says, Mackworth. I address you because you
-have spoken last. You must surely have strong proofs for such an
-astounding statement."
-
-"I have his mother's handwriting," said Father Mackworth.
-
-"My mother's, sir," said Charles, flushing up, and advancing a pace
-towards him.
-
-"You forget who your mother was," said Mackworth. "Your mother was
-Norah, James Horton's wife. She confessed to me the wicked fraud she
-practised, and has committed that confession to paper. I hold it. You
-have not a point of ground to stand on. Fifty Lord Saltires could not
-help you one jot. You must submit. You have been living in luxury and
-receiving an expensive education when you should have been cleaning out
-the stable. So far from being overwhelmed at this, you should consider
-how terribly the balance is against you."
-
-He spoke with such awful convincing calmness that Charles's heart died
-away within him. He knew the man.
-
-"Cuthbert," he said, "you are a gentleman. Is this true?"
-
-"God knows how terribly true it is," said Cuthbert, quietly. Then there
-was a silence, broken by Charles in a strange thick voice, the like of
-which none there had heard before.
-
-"I want to sit down somewhere. I want some drink. Will, my own boy, take
-this d----d thing from round my neck? I can't see; where is there a
-chair? Oh, God!"
-
-He fell heavily against William, looking deadly white, without sense or
-power. And Cuthbert looked up at the priest, and said, in a low voice--
-
-"You have killed him."
-
-Little by little he came round again, and rose on his feet, looking
-round him as a buck or stag looks when run to soil, and is watching to
-see which dog will come, with a piteous wild look, despairing and yet
-defiant. There was a dead silence.
-
-"Are we to be allowed to see this paper?" said Charles, at length.
-
-Father Mackworth immediately handed it to him, and he read it. It was
-completely conclusive. He saw that there was not a loophole to creep out
-of. The two Tiernays read it, and shook their heads. William read it and
-turned pale. And then they all stood staring blankly at one another.
-
-"You see, sir," said Father Mackworth, "that there are two courses open
-to you. Either, on the one hand, to acquiesce in the truth of this
-paper; or, on the other, to accuse me in a court of justice of
-conspiracy and fraud. If you were to be successful in the latter course,
-I should be transported out of your way, and the matter would end so.
-But any practical man would tell you, and you would see in your calmer
-moments, that no lawyer would undertake your case. What say you, Father
-Tiernay?"
-
-"I cannot see what case he has, poor dear," said Father Tiernay.
-"Mackworth," he added, suddenly.
-
-Father Mackworth met his eye with a steady stare, and Tiernay saw there
-was no hope of explanation there.
-
-"On the other hand," continued Father Mackworth, "if this new state of
-things is quietly submitted to (as it must be ultimately, whether
-quietly or otherwise you yourself will decide), I am authorised to say
-that the very handsomest provision will be made for you, and that, to
-all intents and purposes, your prospects in the world will not suffer in
-the least degree. I am right in saying so, I believe, Mr. Ravenshoe?"
-
-"You are perfectly right, sir," said Cuthbert in a quiet, passionless
-voice. "My intention is to make a provision of three hundred a year for
-this gentleman, whom, till the last few days, I believed to be my
-brother. Less than twenty-four hours ago, Charles, I offered Father
-Mackworth ten thousand pounds for this paper, with a view to destroy it.
-I would, for your sake, Charles, have committed an act of villainy which
-would have entailed a life's remorse, and have robbed William, my own
-brother, of his succession. You see what a poor weak rogue I am, and
-what a criminal I might become with a little temptation. Father
-Mackworth did his duty and refused me. I tell you this to show you that
-he is, at all events, sincere enough in his conviction of the truth of
-this."
-
-"You acted like yourself, Cuthbert. Like one who would risk body and
-soul for one you loved."
-
-He paused; but they waited for him to speak again. And very calmly, in a
-very low voice, he continued--
-
-"It is time that this scene should end. No one's interest will be served
-by continuing it. I want to say a very few words, and I want them to be
-considered as the words, as it were, of a dying man; for no one here
-present will see me again till the day when I come back to claim a right
-to the name I have been bearing so long--and that day will be never."
-
-Another pause. He moistened his lips, which were dry and cracked, and
-then went on--
-
-"Here is the paper, Father Mackworth; and may the Lord of Heaven be
-judge between us if that paper be not true!"
-
-Father Mackworth took it, and, looking him steadily in the face,
-repeated his words, and Charles's heart sank lower yet as he watched
-him, and felt that hope was dead.
-
-"May the Lord of Heaven be judge between us two, Charles, if that paper
-be not true! Amen."
-
-"I utterly refuse," Charles continued, "the assistance which Mr.
-Ravenshoe has so nobly offered. I go forth alone into the world to make
-my own way, or to be forgotten. Cuthbert and William, you will be sorry
-for a time, but not for long. You will think of me sometimes of dark
-winter nights when the wind blows, won't you? I shall never write to
-you, and shall never return here any more. Worse things than this have
-happened to men, and they have not died."
-
-All this was said with perfect self-possession, and without a failure in
-the voice. It was magnificent despair. Father Tiernay, looking at
-William's face, saw there a sort of sarcastic smile, which puzzled him
-amazingly.
-
-"I had better," said Charles, "make my will. I should like William to
-ride my horse Monte. He has thrown a curb, sir, as you know" he said,
-turning to William; "but he will serve you well, and I know you will be
-gentle with him."
-
-William gave a short, dry laugh.
-
-"I should have liked to take my terrier away with me, but I think I had
-better not. I want to have nothing with me to remind me of this place.
-My greyhound and the pointers I know you will take care of. It would
-please me to think that William had moved into my room, and had taken
-possession of all my guns, and fishing-rods, and so on. There is a
-double-barrelled gun left at Venables', in St. Aldate's, at Oxford, for
-repairs. It ought to be fetched away.
-
-"Now, sir," he said, turning to Cuthbert, "I should like to say a few
-words about money matters. I owe about L150 at Oxford. It was a great
-deal more at one time, but I have been more careful lately. I have the
-bills upstairs. If that could be paid----"
-
-"To the utmost farthing, my dear Charles," said Cuthbert; "but----"
-
-"Hush!" said Charles, "I have five-and-twenty pounds by me. May I keep
-that?"
-
-"I will write you a check for five hundred. I shall move your
-resolution, Charles," said Cuthbert.
-
-"Never, so help me God!" said Charles; "it only remains to say good-bye.
-I leave this room without a hard thought towards any one in it. I am at
-peace with all the world. Father Mackworth, I beg your forgiveness. I
-have been often rude and brutal to you. I suppose that you always meant
-kindly to me. Good-bye."
-
-He shook hands with Mackworth, then with the Tiernays; then he offered
-his hand to William, who took it smiling; and, lastly, he went up to
-Cuthbert, and kissed him on the cheek, and then walked out of the door
-into the hall.
-
-William, as he was going, turned as though to speak to Cuthbert, but
-Cuthbert had risen, and he paused a moment.
-
-Cuthbert had risen, and stood looking wildly about him; then he said,
-"Oh, my God, he is gone!" And then he broke through them, and ran out
-into the hall, crying, "Charles, Charles, come back. Only one more word,
-Charles." And then they saw Charles pause, and Cuthbert kneel down
-before him, calling him his own dear brother, and saying he would die
-for him. And then Father Tiernay hastily shut the library door, and left
-those two wild hearts out in the old hall together alone.
-
-Father Tiernay came back to William, and took both his hands. "What are
-you going to do?" he said.
-
-"I am going to follow him wherever he goes," said William. "I am never
-going to leave him again. If he goes to the world's end, I will be with
-him."
-
-"Brave fellow!" said Tiernay. "If he goes from here, and is lost sight
-of, we may never see him again. If you go with him, you may change his
-resolution."
-
-"That I shall never do," said William; "I know him too well. But I'll
-save him from what I am frightened to think of. I will go to him now. I
-shall see you again directly; but I must go to him."
-
-He passed out into the hall. Cuthbert was standing alone, and Charles
-was gone.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-THE COUP DE GRACE.
-
-
-In the long watches of the winter night, when one has awoke from some
-evil dream, and lies sleepless and terrified with the solemn pall of
-darkness around one--on one of those deadly, still dark nights, when the
-window only shows a murky patch of positive gloom in contrast with the
-nothingness of the walls, when the howling of a tempest round chimney
-and roof would be welcomed as a boisterous companion--in such still dead
-times only, lying as in the silence of the tomb, one realises that some
-day we shall lie in that bed and not think at all: that the time will
-come soon when we must die.
-
-Our preachers remind us of this often enough, but we cannot realise it
-in a pew in broad daylight. You must wake in the middle of the night to
-do that, and face the thought like a man, that it will come, and come to
-ninety-nine in a hundred of us, not in a maddening clatter of musquetry
-as the day is won; or in carrying a line to a stranded ship, or in such
-like glorious times, when the soul is in mastery over the body, but in
-bed, by slow degrees. It is in darkness and silence only that we realise
-this; and then let us hope that we humbly remember that death has been
-conquered for us, and that in spite of our unworthiness we may defy him.
-And after that sometimes will come the thought, "Are there no evils
-worse even than death?"
-
-I have made these few remarks (I have made very few in this story, for I
-want to suggest thought, not to supply it ready-made) because Charles
-Ravenshoe has said to me in his wild way, that he did not fear death,
-for he had died once already.
-
-I did not say anything, but waited for him to go on.
-
-"For what," he continued, "do you make out death even at the worst? A
-terror, then a pang, more or less severe; then a total severance of all
-ties on earth, an entire and permanent loss of everything one has loved.
-After that, remorse, and useless regret, and the horrible torture of
-missed opportunities without number thrust continually before one. The
-monotonous song of the fiends, 'Too late! too late!' I have suffered all
-these things! I have known what very few men have known, and
-lived--despair; but perhaps the most terrible agony for a time was the
-feeling of _loss of identity_--that I was not myself; that my whole
-existence from babyhood had been a lie. This at times, at times only,
-mind you, washed away from me the only spar to which I could cling--the
-feeling that I was a gentleman. When the deluge came, that was the only
-creed I had, and I was left alone as it were on the midnight ocean, out
-of sight of land, swimming with failing strength."
-
-I have made Charles speak for himself. In this I know that I am right.
-Now we must go on with him through the gathering darkness without
-flinching; in terror, perhaps, but not in despair as yet.
-
-It never for one moment entered into his head to doubt the truth of what
-Father Mackworth had set up. If he had had doubts even to the last, he
-had none after Mackworth had looked him compassionately in the face, and
-said, "God judge between us if this paper be not true!" Though he
-distrusted Mackworth, he felt that no man, be he never so profound an
-actor, could have looked so and spoken so if he were not telling what he
-believed to be the truth. And that he and Norah were mistaken he justly
-felt to be an impossibility. No. He was the child of Petre Ravenshoe's
-bastard son by an Irish peasant girl. He who but half an hour before had
-been heir to the proud old name, to the noble old house, the pride of
-the west country, to hundreds of acres of rolling woodland, to mile
-beyond mile of sweeping moorland, to twenty thriving farms, deep in
-happy valleys, or perched high up on the side of lofty downs, was now
-just this--a peasant, an impostor.
-
-The tenantry, the fishermen, the servants, they would come to know all
-this. Had he died (ah! how much better than this), they would have
-mourned for him, but what would they say or think now? That he, the
-patron, the intercessor, the condescending young prince, should be the
-child of a waiting-woman and a gamekeeper. Ah! mother, mother, God
-forgive you!
-
-Adelaide: what would she think of this? He determined that he must go
-and see her, and tell her the whole miserable story. She was ambitious,
-but she loved him. Oh yes, she loved him. She could wait. There were
-lands beyond the sea, where a man could win a fortune in a few years,
-perhaps in one. There were Canada, and Australia, and India, where a man
-needed nothing but energy. He never would take one farthing from the
-Ravenshoes, save the twenty pounds he had. That was a determination
-nothing could alter. But why need he? There was gold to be won, and
-forest to be cleared, in happier lands.
-
-Alas, poor Charles! He has never yet set foot out of England, and
-perhaps never will. He never thought seriously about it but this once.
-He never had it put before him strongly by any one. Men only emigrate
-from idleness, restlessness, or necessity; with the two first of these
-he was not troubled, and the last had not come yet. It would, perhaps,
-have been better for him to have gone to the backwoods or the diggings;
-but, as he says, the reason why he didn't was that he didn't. But at
-this sad crisis of his life it gave him comfort for a little to think
-about; only for a little, then thought and terror came sweeping back
-again.
-
-Lord Saltire? He would be told of this by others. It would be Charles's
-duty not to see Lord Saltire again. With his present position in
-society, as a servant's son, there was nothing to prevent his asking
-Lord Saltire to provide for him, except--what was it? Pride? Well,
-hardly pride. He was humble enough, God knows; but he felt as if he had
-gained his goodwill, as it were, by false pretences, and that duty would
-forbid his presuming on that goodwill any longer. And would Lord Saltire
-be the same to a lady's-maid's son, as he would to the heir presumptive
-of Ravenshoe? No; there must be no humiliation before those stern grey
-eyes. Now he began to see that he loved the owner of those eyes more
-deeply than he had thought; and there was a gleam of pleasure in
-thinking that, when Lord Saltire heard of his fighting bravely
-unassisted with the world, he would say, "That lad was a brave fellow; a
-gentleman after all."
-
-Marston? Would this terrible business, which was so new and terrible as
-to be as yet only half appreciated--would it make any difference to him?
-Perhaps it might. But, whether or no he would humble himself there, and
-take from him just reproaches for idleness and missed opportunities,
-however bitter they might be.
-
-And Mary? Poor little Mary! Ah! she would be safe with that good Lady
-Hainault. That was all. Ah, Charles! what pale little sprite was that
-outside your door now, listening, dry-eyed, terrified, till you should
-move? Who saw you come up with your hands clutched in your hair, like a
-madman, an hour ago, and heard you throw yourself upon the floor, and
-has waited patiently ever since to see if she could comfort you, were it
-never so little? Ah, Charles! Foolish fellow!
-
-Thinking, thinking--now with anger, now with tears, and now with
-terror--till his head was hot and his hands dry, his thoughts began to
-run into one channel. He saw that action was necessary, and he came to a
-great and noble resolution, worthy of himself. All the world was on one
-side, and he alone on the other. He would meet the world humbly and
-bravely, and conquer it. He would begin at the beginning, and find his
-own value in the world, and then, if he found himself worthy, would
-claim once more the love and respect of those who had been his friends
-hitherto.
-
-How he would begin he knew not, nor cared, but it must be from the
-beginning. And, when he had come to this resolution, he rose up and
-faced the light of day once more.
-
-There was a still figure sitting in his chair, watching him. It was
-William.
-
-"William! How long have you been here?"
-
-"Nigh on an hour. I came in just after you, and you have been lying on
-the hearthrug ever since, moaning."
-
-"An hour? Is it only an hour?"
-
-"A short hour."
-
-"It seemed like a year. Why, it is not dark yet. The sun still shines,
-does it?"
-
-He went to the window and looked out. "Spring," he said, "early spring.
-Fifty more of them between me and rest most likely. Do I look older,
-William?"
-
-"You look pale and wild, but not older. I am mazed and stunned. I want
-you to look like yourself and help me, Charles. We must get away
-together out of this house."
-
-"You must stay here, William; you are heir to the name and the house.
-You must stay here and learn your duty; I must go forth and dree my
-weary weird alone."
-
-"You must go forth, I know; but I must go with you."
-
-"William, that is impossible."
-
-"To the world's end, Charles; I swear it by the holy Mother of God."
-
-"Hush! You don't know what you are saying. Think of your duties."
-
-"I know my duty. My duty is with you."
-
-"William, look at the matter in another point of view. Will Cuthbert let
-you come with me?"
-
-"I don't care. I am coming."
-
-William was sitting where he had been in Charles's chair, and Charles
-was standing beside him. If William had been looking at Charles, he
-would have seen a troubled thoughtful expression on his face for one
-moment, followed by a sudden look of determination. He laid his hand on
-William's shoulder, and said--
-
-"We must talk this over again. I _must_ go to Ranford and see Adelaide
-at once, before this news gets there from other mouths. Will you meet me
-at the old hotel in Covent Garden, four days from this time?"
-
-"Why there?" said William. "Why not at Henley?"
-
-"Why not at London, rather?" replied Charles. "I must go to London. I
-mean to go to London. I don't want to delay about Ranford. No; say
-London."
-
-William looked in his face for a moment, and then said,--
-
-"I'd rather travel with you. You can leave me at Wargrave, which is only
-just over the water from Ranford, or at Didcot, while you go on to
-Ranford. You must let me do that, Charles."
-
-"We will do that, William, if you like."
-
-"Yes, yes!" said William. "It must be so. Now you must come downstairs."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"To eat. Dinner is ready. I am going to tea in the servant's hall."
-
-"Will Mary be at dinner, William?"
-
-"Of course she will."
-
-"Will you let me go for the last time? I should like to see the dear
-little face again. Only this once."
-
-"Charles! Don't talk like that. All that this house contains is yours,
-and will be as long as Cuthbert and I are here. Of course you must go.
-This must not get out for a long while yet--we must keep up
-appearances."
-
-So Charles went down into the drawing-room. It was nearly dark; and at
-first he thought there was no one there, but, as he advanced towards the
-fireplace, he made out a tall, dark figure, and saw that it was
-Mackworth.
-
-"I am come, sir," he said, "to dinner in the old room for the last time
-for ever."
-
-"God forbid!" said Mackworth. "Sir, you have behaved like a brave man
-to-day, and I earnestly hope that, as long as I stay in this house, you
-will be its honoured guest. It would be simply nonsensical to make any
-excuses to you for the part I have taken. Even if you had not
-systematically opposed your interest to mine in this house, I had no
-other course open. You must see that."
-
-"I believe I owe you my thanks for your forbearance so long," said
-Charles; "though that was for the sake of my father more than myself.
-Will you tell me, sir, now we are alone, how long have you known this?"
-
-"Nearly eighteen months," said Father Mackworth, promptly.
-
-Mackworth was not an ill-natured man when he was not opposed, and, being
-a brave man himself, could well appreciate bravery in others. He had
-knowledge enough of men to know that the revelation of to-day had been
-as bitter a blow to a passionate, sensitive man like Charles, as he
-could well endure and live. And he knew that Charles distrusted him, and
-that all out-of-the-way expressions of condolence would be thrown away;
-and so, departing from his usual rule of conduct, he spoke for once in a
-way naturally and sincerely, and said: "I am very, very sorry. I would
-have done much to avoid this."
-
-Then Mary came in and the Tiernays. Cuthbert did not come down. There
-was a long, dull dinner, at which Charles forced himself to eat, having
-a resolution before him. Mary sat scared at the head of the table, and
-scarcely spoke a word, and, when she rose to go into the drawing-room
-again, Charles followed her.
-
-She saw that he was coming, and waited for him in the hall. When he shut
-the dining-room door after him she ran back, and putting her two hands
-on his shoulders, said--
-
-"Charles! Charles! what is the matter?"
-
-"Nothing, dear; only I have lost my fortune; I am penniless."
-
-"Is it all gone, Charles?"
-
-"All. You will hear how, soon. I just come out to wish my bird good-bye.
-I am going to London to-morrow."
-
-"Can't you come and talk to me, Charles, a little?"
-
-"No; not to-night. Not to-night."
-
-"You will come to see me at Lady Hainault's in town, Charles?"
-
-"Yes, my love; yes."
-
-"Won't you tell me any more, Charles?"
-
-"No more, my robin. It is good-bye. You will hear all about it soon
-enough."
-
-"Good-bye."
-
-A kiss, and he was gone up the old staircase towards his own room. When
-he gained the first landing he turned and looked at her once more,
-standing alone in the centre of the old hall in the light of a solitary
-lamp. A lonely, beautiful little figure, with her arms drooping at her
-sides, and the quiet, dark eyes turned towards him, so lovingly! And
-there, in his ruin and desolation, he began to see, for the first time,
-what others, keener-eyed, had seen long ago. Something that might have
-been, but could not be now! And so, saying, "I must not see her again,"
-he went up to his own room, and shut the door on his misery.
-
-Once again he was seen that night. William invaded the still-room, and
-got some coffee, which he carried up to him. He found him packing his
-portmanteau, and he asked William to see to this and to that for him, if
-he should sleep too long. William made him sit down and take coffee and
-smoke a cigar, and sat on the footstool at his feet, before the fire,
-complaining of cold. They sat an hour or two, smoking, talking of old
-times, of horses and dogs, and birds and trout, as lads do, till Charles
-said he would go to bed, and William left him.
-
-He had hardly got to the end of the passage, when Charles called him
-back, and he came.
-
-"I want to look at you again," said Charles; and he put his two hands on
-William's shoulders, and looked at him again. Then he said, "Good
-night," and went in.
-
-William went slowly away, and, passing to a lower storey, came to the
-door of a room immediately over the main entrance, above the hall. This
-room was in the turret above the porch. It was Cuthbert's room.
-
-He knocked softly, and there was no answer; again, and louder. A voice
-cried querulously, "Come in," and he opened the door.
-
-Cuthbert was sitting before the fire with a lamp beside him and a book
-on his knee. He looked up and saw a groom before him, and said,
-angrily--
-
-"I can give no orders to-night. I will not be disturbed to-night."
-
-"It is me, sir," said William.
-
-Cuthbert rose at once. "Come here, brother," he said, "and let me look
-at you. They told me just now that you were with our brother Charles."
-
-"I stayed with him till he went to bed, and then I came to you."
-
-"How is he?"
-
-"Very quiet--too quiet."
-
-"Is he going away?"
-
-"He is going in the morning."
-
-"You must go with him, William," said Cuthbert, eagerly.
-
-"I came to tell you that I must go with him, and to ask you for some
-money."
-
-"God bless you. Don't leave him. Write to me every day. Watch and see
-what he is inclined to settle to, and then let me know. You must get
-some education too. You will get it with him as well as anywhere. He
-must be our first care."
-
-William said yes. He must be their first care. He had suffered a
-terrible wrong.
-
-"We must get to be as brothers to one another, William," said Cuthbert.
-"That will come in time. We have one great object in common--Charles;
-and that will bring us together. The time was, when I was a fool, that I
-thought of being a saint, without human affections. I am wiser now.
-People near death see many things which are hidden in health and youth."
-
-"Near death, Cuthbert!" said William, calling him so for the first time.
-"I shall live, please God, to take your children on my knee."
-
-"It is right that you should know, brother, that in a few short years
-you will be master of Ravenshoe. My heart is gone. I have had an attack
-to-night."
-
-"But people who are ill don't always die," said William. "Holy Virgin!
-you must not go and leave me all abroad in the world like a lost sheep."
-
-"I like to hear you speak like that, William. Two days ago, I was moving
-heaven and earth to rob you of your just inheritance."
-
-"I like you the better for that. Never think of that again. Does
-Mackworth know of your illness?"
-
-"He knows everything."
-
-"If Charles had been a Catholic, would he have concealed this?"
-
-"No; I think not. I offered him ten thousand pounds to hush it up."
-
-"I wish he had taken it. I don't want to be a great man. I should have
-been far happier as it was. I was half a gentleman, and had everything I
-wanted. Shall you oppose my marrying when Charles is settled?"
-
-"You must marry, brother. I can never marry, and would not if I could.
-You must marry, certainly. The estate is a little involved; but we can
-soon bring it right. Till you marry, you must be contented with four
-hundred a year."
-
-William laughed. "I will be content and obedient enough, I warrant you.
-But, when I speak of marrying, I mean marrying my present sweetheart."
-
-Cuthbert looked up suddenly. "I did not think of that. Who is she?"
-
-"Master Evans's daughter, Jane."
-
-"A fisherman's daughter," said Cuthbert. "William, the mistress of
-Ravenshoe ought to be a lady."
-
-"The master of Ravenshoe ought to be a gentleman," was William's reply.
-"And, after your death (which I don't believe in, mind you), he won't
-be. The master of Ravenshoe then will be only a groom; and what sort of
-a fine lady would he buy with his money, think you? A woman who would
-despise him and be ashamed of him. No, by St. George and the dragon, I
-will marry my old sweetheart or be single!"
-
-"Perhaps you are right, William," said Cuthbert; "and, if you are not, I
-am not one who has a right to speak about it. Let us in future be honest
-and straightforward, and have no more miserable _esclandres_, in God's
-name. What sort of a girl is she?"
-
-"She is handsome enough for a duchess, and she is very quiet and shy."
-
-"All the better. I shall offer not the slightest opposition. She had
-better know what is in store for her."
-
-"She shall; and the blessing of all the holy saints be on you! I must go
-now. I must be up at dawn."
-
-"Don't go yet, William. Think of the long night that is before me. Sit
-with me, and let me get used to your voice. Tell me about the horses, or
-anything--only don't leave me alone yet."
-
-William sat down with him. They sat long and late. When at last William
-rose to go, Cuthbert said--
-
-"You will make a good landlord, William. You have been always a patient,
-faithful servant, and you will make a good master. Our people will get
-to love you better than ever they would have loved me. Cling to the old
-faith. It has served us well so many hundred years. It seems as if God
-willed that Ravenshoe should not pass from the hands of the faithful.
-And now, one thing more; I must see Charles before he goes. When you go
-to wake him in the morning, call me, and I will go with you. Good
-night!"
-
-In the morning they went up together to wake him. His window was open,
-and the fresh spring air was blowing in. His books, his clothes, his
-guns and rods, were piled about in their usual confusion. His dog was
-lying on the hearthrug, and stretched himself as he came to greet them.
-The dog had a glove at his feet, and they wondered at it. The curtains
-of his bed were drawn close. Cuthbert went softly to them and drew them
-aside. He was not there. The bed was smooth.
-
-"Gone! gone!" cried Cuthbert. "I half feared it. Fly, William, for God's
-sake, to Lord Ascot's, to Ranford; catch him there, and never leave him
-again. Come, and get some money, and begone. You may be in time. If we
-should lose him after all--after all!"
-
-William needed no second bidding. In an hour he was at Stonnington. Mr.
-Charles Ravenshoe had arrived there at daybreak, and had gone on in the
-coach which started at eight. William posted to Exeter, and at eleven
-o'clock in the evening saw Lady Ascot at Ranford. Charles Ravenshoe had
-been there that afternoon, but was gone. And then Lady Ascot, weeping
-wildly, told him such news as made him break from the room with an oath,
-and dash through the scared servants in the hall and out into the
-darkness, to try to overtake the carriage he had discharged, and reach
-London.
-
-The morning before, Adelaide had eloped with Lord Welter.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-FLIGHT.
-
-
-When William left Charles in his room at Ravenshoe, the latter sat down
-in his chair and began thinking.
-
-The smart of the blow, which had fallen so heavily at first, had become
-less painful. He knew by intuition that it would be worse on the morrow,
-and on many morrows; but at present it was alleviated. He began to dread
-sleeping, for fear of the waking.
-
-He dreaded the night and dreams; and, more than all, the morrow and the
-departure. He felt that he ought to see Cuthbert again, and he dreaded
-that. He dreaded the servants seeing him go. He had a horror of parting
-from all he had known so long, formally. It was natural. It would be so
-much pain to all concerned; were it not better avoided? He thought of
-all these things, and tried to persuade himself that these were the
-reasons which made him do what he had as good as determined to do an
-hour or two before, what he had in his mind when he called William back
-in the corridor--to go away alone, and hide and mope like a wounded stag
-for a little time.
-
-It was his instinct to do so. Perhaps it would have been the best thing
-for him. At all events, he determined on it, and packed up a portmanteau
-and carpet-bag, and then sat down again, waiting.
-
-"Yes," he said to himself, "it will be better to do this. I must get
-away from William, poor lad. He must not follow my fortunes, for many
-reasons."
-
-His dog had been watching him, looking, with his bright loving eyes,
-first at him and then at his baggage, wondering what journey they were
-going on now. When Charles had done packing, and had sat down again in
-his chair, before the fire, the dog leapt up in his lap unbidden, and
-laid his head upon his breast.
-
-"Grip, Grip!" said Charles, "I am going away to leave you for ever,
-Grip. Dogs don't live so long as men, my boy; you will be quietly under
-the turf and at rest, when I shall have forty long years more to go
-through with."
-
-The dog wagged his tail, and pawed his waistcoat. He wanted some
-biscuit. Charles got him some, and then went on talking.
-
-"I am going to London, old dog. I am going to see what the world is
-like. I sha'n't come back before you are dead, Grip, I expect. I have
-got to win money and a name for the sake of one who is worth winning it
-for. Very likely I shall go abroad, to the land where the stuff comes
-from they make sovereigns of, and try my luck at getting some of the
-yellow rubbish. And she will wait in the old house at Ranford."
-
-He paused here. The thought came upon him, "Would it not be more
-honourable to absolve Adelaide from her engagement? Was he acting
-generously in demanding of her to waste the best part of her life in
-waiting till a ruined man had won fortune and means?"
-
-The answer came. "She loves me. If I can wait, why not she?"
-
-"I have wronged her by such a thought, Grip. Haven't I, my boy?"--and
-so on. I needn't continue telling you the nonsense Charles talked to his
-dog. Men will talk nonsense to their dogs and friends when they are in
-love; and such nonsense is but poor reading at any time. To us who know
-what had happened, and how worthless and false Adelaide was, it would be
-merely painful and humiliating to hear any more of it. I only gave you
-so much to show you how completely Charles was in the dark, poor fool,
-with regard to Adelaide's character, and to render less surprising the
-folly of his behaviour after he heard the news at Ranford.
-
-Charles judged every one by his own standard. She had told him that she
-loved him; and perhaps she did, for a time. He believed her. As for
-vanity, selfishness, fickleness, calculation, coming in and conquering
-love, he knew it was impossible in his own case, and so he conceived it
-impossible in hers. I think I have been very careful to impress on you
-that Charles was not wise. At all events, if I have softened matters so
-far hitherto as to leave you in doubt, his actions, which we shall have
-to chronicle immediately, will leave not the slightest doubt of it. I
-love the man. I love his very faults in a way. He is a reality to me,
-though I may not have the art to make him so to you. His mad, impulsive
-way of forming a resolution, and his honourable obstinacy in sticking to
-that resolution afterwards, even to the death, are very great faults;
-but they are, more or less, the faults of men who have made a very great
-figure in the world, or I have read history wrong. Men with Charles
-Ravenshoe's character, and power of patience and application superadded,
-turn out very brilliant characters for the most part. Charles had not
-been drilled into habits of application early enough. Densil's
-unthinking indulgence had done him much harm, and he was just the sort
-of boy to be spoilt at school--a favourite among the masters and the
-boys; always just up to his work and no more. It is possible that Eton
-in one way, or Rugby in another, might have done for him what Shrewsbury
-certainly did not. At Eton, thrown at once into a great, free republic,
-he might have been forced to fight his way up to his proper place,
-which, I believe, would not have been a low one. At Rugby he would have
-had his place to win all the same; but to help him he would have had all
-the traditionary school policy which a great man has left behind him as
-an immortal legacy. It was not to be. He was sent to a good and manly
-school enough, but one where there was for him too little of
-competition. Shrewsbury is, in most respects, the third of the _old_
-schools in England; but it was, unluckily, not the school for him. He
-was too great a man there.
-
-At Oxford, too, he hardly had a fair chance. Lord Welter was there
-before him, and had got just such a set about him as one would expect
-from that young gentleman's character and bringing up. These men were
-Charles's first and only acquaintances at the University. What chance
-was there among them for correcting and disciplining himself? None. The
-wonder was, that he came out from among them without being greatly
-deteriorated. The only friend Charles ever had who could guide him on
-the way to being a man was John Marston. But John Marston, to say the
-truth, was sometimes too hard and didactic, and very often roused
-Charles's obstinacy through want of tact. Marston loved Charles, and
-thought him better than the ninety and nine who need no repentance; but
-it did not fall to Marston's lot to make a man of Charles. Some one took
-that in hand who never fails.
-
-This is the place for my poor apology for Charles's folly. If I had
-inserted it before, you would not have attended to it, or would have
-forgotten it. If I have done my work right, it is merely a statement of
-the very conclusion you must have come to. In the humiliating scenes
-which are to follow, I only beg you to remember that Charles Horton was
-Charles Ravenshoe once; and that, while he was a gentleman, the people
-loved him well.
-
-Once, about twelve o'clock, he left his room, and passed through the
-house to see if all was quiet. He heard the grooms and footmen talking
-in the servants' hall. He stole back again to his room, and sat before
-the fire.
-
-In half an hour he rose again, and put his portmanteau and carpet-bag
-outside his room door. Then he took his hat, and rose to go.
-
-One more look round the old room! The last for ever! The present
-overmastered the past, and he looked round almost without recognition. I
-doubt whether at great crises men have much time for recollecting old
-associations. I looked once into a room, which had been my home, ever
-since I was six years old, for five-and-twenty years, knowing I should
-never see it again. But it was to see that I had left nothing behind me.
-The coach was at the door, and they were calling for me. Now I could
-draw you a correct map of all the blotches and cracks in the ceiling, as
-I used to see them when I lay in bed of a morning. But then, I only shut
-the door and ran down the passage, without even saying "good-bye, old
-bedroom." Charles Ravenshoe looked round the room thoughtlessly, and
-then blew out the candle, went out, and shut the door.
-
-The dog whined and scratched to come after him; so he went back again.
-The old room bathed in a flood of moonlight, and, seen through the open
-window, the busy chafing sea, calling to him to hasten.
-
-He took a glove from the table, and, laying it on the hearthrug, told
-the dog to mind it. The dog looked wistfully at him, and lay down. The
-next moment he was outside the door again.
-
-Through long moonlit corridors, down the moonlit hall, through dark
-passages, which led among the sleeping household, to the door in the
-priest's tower. The household slept, old men and young men, maids and
-matrons, quietly, and dreamt of this and of that. And he, who was
-yesterday nigh master of all, passed out from among them, and stood
-alone in the world, outside the dark old house, which he had called his
-home.
-
-Then he felt the deed was done. Was it only the night-wind from the
-north that laid such a chill hand on his heart? Busy waves upon the
-shore talking eternally--"We have come in from the Atlantic, bearing
-messages; we have come over foundered ships and the bones of drowned
-sailors, and we tell our messages and die upon the shore."
-
-Shadows that came sweeping from the sea, over lawn and flower-bed, and
-wrapped the old mansion like a pall for one moment, and then left it
-shining again in the moonlight, clear, pitiless. Within, warm rooms,
-warm beds, and the bated breath of sleepers, lying secure in the lap of
-wealth and order. Without, hard, cold stone. The great world around
-awaiting to devour one more atom. The bright unsympathising stars, and
-the sea, babbling of the men it had rolled over, whose names should
-never be known.
-
-Now the park, with herds of ghostly startled deer, and the sweet scent
-of growing fern; then the rush of the brook, the bridge, and the vista
-of woodland above; and then the sleeping village.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
-CHARLES'S RETREAT UPON LONDON.
-
-
-Passing out of the park, Charles set down his burden at the door of a
-small farm-house at the further end of the village, and knocked. For
-some time he stood waiting for an answer, and heard no sound save the
-cows and horses moving about in the warm straw-yard. The beasts were in
-their home. No terrible new morrow for them. He was without in the
-street; his home irrevocable miles behind him; still not a thought of
-flinching or turning back. He knocked again.
-
-The door was unbarred. An old man looked out, and recognised him with
-wild astonishment.
-
-"Mr. Charles! Good lord-a-mercy! My dear tender heart, what be doing out
-at this time a-night? With his portmantle, too, and his carpet-bag! Come
-in, my dear soul, come in. An' so pale and wild! Why, you'm overlooked,
-Master Charles."
-
-"No, Master Lee, I ain't overlooked. At least not that I know of----"
-
-The old man shook his head, and reserved his opinion.
-
-"----But I want your gig to go to Stonnington."
-
-"To-night?"
-
-"Ay, to-night. The coach goes at eight in the morning; I want to be
-there before that."
-
-"Why do'ee start so soon? They'll be all abed in the Chichester Arms."
-
-"I know. I shall get into the stable. I don't know where I shall get. I
-must go. There is trouble at the Hall."
-
-"Ay! ay! I thought as much, and you'm going away into the world?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-The old man said, "Ay! ay!" again, and turned to go upstairs. Then he
-held his candle over his head, and looked at Charles; and then went
-upstairs muttering to himself.
-
-Presently was aroused from sleep a young Devonshire giant, half
-Hercules, half Antinous, who lumbered down the stairs, and into the
-room, and made his obeisance to Charles with an air of wonder in his
-great sleepy black eyes, and departed to get the gig.
-
-Of course his first point was Ranford. He got there in the afternoon. He
-had in his mind at this time, he thinks (for he does not remember it all
-very distinctly), the idea of going to Australia. He had an idea, too,
-of being eminently practical and business-like; and so he did a thing
-which may appear to be trifling, but which was important--one cannot say
-how much so. He asked for Lord Ascot instead of Lady Ascot.
-
-Lord Ascot was in the library. Charles was shown in to him. He was
-sitting before the fire, reading a novel. He looked very worn and
-anxious, and jumped up nervously when Charles was announced. He dropped
-his book on the floor, and came forward to him, holding out his right
-hand.
-
-"Charles," he said, "you will forgive me any participation in this. I
-swear to you----"
-
-Charles thought that by some means the news of what had happened at
-Ravenshoe had come before him, and that Lord Ascot knew all about Father
-Mackworth's discovery. Lord Ascot was thinking about Adelaide's flight;
-so they were at cross purposes.
-
-"Dear Lord Ascot," said Charles, "how could I think of blaming you, my
-kind old friend?"
-
-"It is devilish gentlemanly of you to speak so, Charles," said Lord
-Ascot. "I am worn to death about that horse, Haphazard, and other
-things; and this has finished me. I have been reading a novel to
-distract my mind. I must win the Derby, you know; by Gad, I must."
-
-"Whom have you got, Lord Ascot?"
-
-"Wells."
-
-"You couldn't do better, I suppose?"
-
-"I suppose not. You don't know--I'd rather not talk any more about it,
-Charles."
-
-"Lord Ascot, this is, as you may well guess, the last time I shall ever
-see you. I want you to do me a favour."
-
-"I will do it, my dear Charles, with the greatest pleasure. Any
-reparation----"
-
-"Hush, my lord! I only want a certificate. Will you read this which I
-have written in pencil, and, if you conscientiously can, copy in your
-own hand, and sign it. Also, if I send to you a reference, will you
-confirm it?"
-
-Lord Ascot read what Charles had written, and said--
-
-"Yes, certainly. You are going to change your name then?"
-
-"I must bear that name, now; I am going abroad."
-
-Lord Ascot wrote--
-
- "The undermentioned Charles Horton I have known ever since
- he was a boy. His character is beyond praise in every way.
- He is a singularly bold and dexterous rider, and is
- thoroughly up to the management of horses.
-
-"ASCOT."
-
-"You have improved upon my text, Lord Ascot," said Charles. "It is like
-your kindheartedness. The mouse may offer to help the lion, my lord;
-and, although the lion may know how little likely it is that he should
-require help, yet he may take it as a sign of goodwill on the part of
-the poor mouse. Now good-bye, my lord; I must see Lady Ascot, and then
-be off."
-
-Lord Ascot wished him kindly good-bye, and took up his novel again.
-Charles went alone up to Lady Ascot's room.
-
-He knocked at the door, and received no answer; so he went in. Lady
-Ascot was there, although she had not answered him. She was sitting
-upright by the fire, staring at the door, with her hands folded on her
-lap. A fine brave-looking old lady at all times, but just now, Charles
-thought, with that sweet look of pity showing itself principally about
-the corners of the gentle old mouth, more noble-looking than ever!
-
-"May I come in, Lady Ascot?" said Charles.
-
-"My dearest own boy! You must come in and sit down. You must be very
-quiet over it. Try not to make a scene, my dear. I am not strong enough.
-It has shaken me so terribly. I heard you had come, and were with Ascot.
-And I have been trembling in every limb. Not from terror so much of you
-in your anger, as because my conscience is not clear. I may have hidden
-things from you, Charles, which you ought to have known." And Lady Ascot
-began crying silently.
-
-Charles felt the blood going from his cheeks to his heart. His interview
-with Lord Ascot had made him suspect something further was wrong than
-what he knew of, and his suspicions were getting stronger every moment.
-He sat down quite quietly, looking at Lady Ascot, and spoke not one
-word. Lady Ascot, wiping her eyes, went on; and Charles's heart began to
-beat with a dull heavy pulsation, like the feet of those who carry a
-coffin.
-
-"I ought to have told you what was going on between them before she went
-to old Lady Hainault. I ought to have told you of what went on before
-Lord Hainault was married. I can never forgive myself, Charles. You may
-upbraid me, and I will sit here and make not one excuse. But I must say
-that I never for one moment thought that she was anything more than
-light-headed. I,--oh Lord! I never dreamt it would have come to this."
-
-"Are you speaking of Adelaide, Lady Ascot?" said Charles.
-
-"Of course I am," she said, almost peevishly. "If I had ever----"
-
-"Lady Ascot," said Charles, quietly, "you are evidently speaking of
-something of which I have not heard. What has Adelaide done?"
-
-The old lady clasped her hands above her head. "Oh, weary, weary day!
-And I thought that he had heard it all, and that the blow was broken.
-The cowards! they have left it to a poor old woman to tell him at last."
-
-"Dear Lady Ascot, you evidently have not heard of what a terrible fate
-has befallen me. I am a ruined man, and I am very patient. I had one
-hope left in the world, and I fear that you are going to cut it away
-from me. I am very quiet, and will make no scene; only tell me what has
-happened."
-
-"Adelaide!--be proud, Charles, be angry, furious--you Ravenshoes
-can!--be a man, but don't look like that. Adelaide, dead to honour and
-good fame, has gone off with Welter!"
-
-Charles walked towards the door.
-
-"That is enough. Please let me go. I can't stand any more at present.
-You have been very kind to me and to her, and I thank you and bless you
-for it. The son of a bastard blesses you for it. Let me go--let me go!"
-
-Lady Ascot had stepped actively to the door, and had laid one hand on
-the door, and one on his breast. "You shall not go," she said, "till you
-have told me what you mean!"
-
-"How? I cannot stand any more at present."
-
-"What do you mean by being the son of a bastard?"
-
-"I am the son of James, Mr. Ravenshoe's keeper. He was the illegitimate
-son of Mr. Petre Ravenshoe."
-
-"Who told you this?" said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Cuthbert."
-
-"How did he know it!"
-
-Charles told her all.
-
-"So the priest has found that out, eh?" said Lady Ascot. "It seems
-true;" and, as she said so, she moved back from the door. "Go to your
-old bedroom, Charles. It will always be ready for you while this house
-is a house. And come down to me presently. Where is Lord Saltire?"
-
-"At Lord Segur's."
-
-Charles went out of the room, and out of the house, and was seen no
-more. Lady Ascot sat down by the fire again.
-
-"The one blow has softened the other," she said. "I will never keep
-another secret after this. It was for Alicia's sake and for Petre's that
-I did it, and now see what has become of it. I shall send for Lord
-Saltire. The boy must have his rights, and shall, too."
-
-So the brave old woman sat down and wrote to Lord Saltire. We shall see
-what she wrote to him in the proper place--not now. She sat calmly and
-methodically writing, with her kind old face wreathing into a smile as
-she went on. And Charles, the madman, left the house, and posted off to
-London, only intent on seeking to lose himself among the sordid crowd,
-so that no man he had ever called a friend should set eyes on him
-again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-MR. SLOANE.
-
-
-Charles Ravenshoe had committed suicide--committed suicide as
-deliberately as any maddened wretch had done that day in all the wide
-miserable world. He knew it very well, and was determined to go on with
-it. He had not hung himself, or drowned himself, but he had committed
-deliberate suicide, and he knew--knew well--that his obstinacy would
-carry him through to the end.
-
-What is suicide, nine cases out of ten? Any one can tell you. It is the
-act of a mad, proud coward, who flies, by his own deed, not from
-humiliation or disgrace, but, as he fancies, from feeling the
-consequences of them--who flies to unknown, doubtful evils, sooner than
-bear positive, present, undoubted ones. All this had Charles done,
-buoying him up with this excuse and that excuse, and fancying that he
-was behaving, the cur, like Bayard, or Lieutenant Willoughby--a greater
-than Bayard--all the time.
-
-The above is Charles's idea of the matter himself, put in the third
-person for form's sake. I don't agree with all he says about himself. I
-don't deny that he did a very foolish thing, but I incline to believe
-that there was something noble and self-reliant in his doing it. Think a
-moment. He had only two courses open to him--the one (I put it coarsely)
-to eat humble-pie, to go back to Cuthbert and Mackworth, and accept
-their offers; the other to do as he had done--to go alone into the
-world, and stand by himself. He did the latter, as we shall see. He
-could not face Ravenshoe, or any connected with it, again. It had been
-proved that he was an unwilling impostor, of base, low blood; and his
-sister--ah! one more pang, poor heart!--his sister Ellen, what was she?
-
-Little doubt--little doubt! Better for both of them if they had never
-been born! He was going to London, and, perhaps, might meet her there!
-All the vice and misery of the country got thrown into that cesspool.
-When anything had got too foul for the pure country air, men said, Away
-with it; throw it into the great dunghill, and let it rot there. Was he
-not going there himself? It was fit she should be there before him! They
-would meet for certain!
-
-How would they meet? Would she be in silks and satins, or in rags?
-flaunting in her carriage, or shivering in an archway? What matter? was
-not shame the heritage of the "lower orders"? The pleasures of the rich
-must be ministered to by the "lower orders," or what was the use of
-money or rank? He was one of the lower orders now. He must learn his
-lesson; learn to cringe and whine like the rest of them. It would be
-hard, but it must be learnt. The dogs rose against it sometimes, but it
-never paid.
-
-The devil was pretty busy with poor Charles in his despair, you see.
-This was all he had left after three and twenty years of careless
-idleness and luxury. His creed had been, "I am a Ravenshoe," and lo! one
-morning, he was a Ravenshoe no longer. A poor crow, that had been
-fancying himself an eagle. A crow! "by heavens," he thought, "he was not
-even that." A nonentity, turned into the world to find his own value!
-What were honour, honesty, virtue to him? Why, nothing--words! He must
-truckle and pander for his living. Why not go back and truckle to Father
-Mackworth? There was time yet.
-
-No!
-
-Why not? Was it pride only? We have no right to say what it was. If it
-was only pride, it was better than nothing. Better to have that straw
-only to cling to, than to be all alone in the great sea with nothing. We
-have seen that he has done nothing good, with circumstances all in his
-favour; let us see if he can in any way hold his own, with circumstances
-all against him.
-
-"America?" he thought once. "They are all gentlemen there. If I could
-only find her, and tear her jewels off, we would go there together. But
-she must be found--she must be found. I will never leave England till
-she goes with me. We shall be brought together. We shall see one
-another. I love her as I never loved her before. What a sweet, gentle
-little love she was! My darling! And, when I have kissed her, I never
-dreamed she was my sister. My pretty love! Ellen, Ellen, I am coming to
-you. Where are you, my love?"
-
-He was alone, in a railway carriage, leaning out to catch the fresh
-wind, as he said this. He said it once again, this time aloud. "Where
-are you, my sister?"
-
-Where was she? Could he have only seen! We may be allowed to see, though
-_he_ could not. Come forward into the great Babylon with me, while he is
-speeding on towards it; we will rejoin him in an instant.
-
-In a small luxuriously furnished hall, there stands a beautiful woman,
-dressed modestly in the garb of a servant. She is standing with her arms
-folded, and a cold, stern, curious look on her face. She is looking
-towards the hall-door, which is held open by a footman. She is waiting
-for some one who is coming in; and two travellers enter, a man and a
-woman. She goes up to the woman, and says, quietly, "I bid you welcome,
-madam." Who are these people? Is that waiting-woman Ellen? and these
-travellers, are they Lord Welter and Adelaide? Let us get back to poor
-Charles; better be with him than here!
-
-We must follow him closely. We must see why, in his despair, he took the
-extraordinary resolution that he did. Not that I shall take any
-particular pains to follow the exact process of his mind in arriving at
-his determination. If the story has hitherto been told well it will
-appear nothing extraordinary, and, if otherwise, an intelligent reader
-would very soon detect any attempt at bolstering up ill-told facts by
-elaborate, soul-analysing theories.
-
-He could have wished the train would have run on for ever; but he was
-aroused by the lights growing thicker and more brilliant, and he felt
-that they were nearing London, and that the time for action was come.
-
-The great plunge was taken, and he was alone in the cold street--alone,
-save for the man who carried his baggage. He stood for a moment or so,
-confused with the rush of carriages of all sorts which were taking the
-people from the train, till he was aroused by the man asking him where
-he was to go to.
-
-Charles said, without thinking, "The Warwick Hotel," and thither they
-went. For a moment he regretted that he had said so, but the next moment
-he said aloud, "Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die!"
-
-The man turned round and begged his pardon. Charles did not answer him;
-and the man went on, wondering what sort of a young gentleman he had got
-hold of.
-
-The good landlord was glad to see him. Would he have dinner?--a bit of
-fish and a lamb chop, for instance? Then it suddenly struck Charles that
-he was hungry--ravenous. He laughed aloud at the idea; and the landlord
-laughed too, and rubbed his hands. Should it be whiting or smelts now?
-he asked.
-
-"Anything," said Charles, "so long as you feed me quick. And give me
-wine, will you, of some sort; I want to drink. Give me sherry, will you?
-And I say, let me taste some now, and then I can see if I like it. I am
-very particular about my wine, you must know."
-
-In a few minutes a waiter brought in a glass of wine, and waited to know
-how Charles liked it. He told the man he could go, and he would tell
-him at dinner-time. When the man was gone, he looked at the wine with a
-smile. Then he took it up, and poured it into the coal-scuttle.
-
-"Not yet," he said, "not yet! I'll try something else before I try to
-drink my troubles away." And then he plunged into the _Times_.
-
-He had no sooner convinced himself that Lord Aberdeen was tampering with
-the honour of the country by not declaring war, than he found himself
-profoundly considering what had caused that great statesman to elope
-with Adelaide, and whether, in case of a Russian war, Lady Ascot would
-possibly convict Father Mackworth of having caused it. Then Lady Ascot
-came into the room with a large bottle of medicine and a testament,
-announcing that she was going to attend a sick gun-boat. And then, just
-as he began to see that he was getting sleepy, to sleep he went, fast as
-a top.
-
-Half an hour's sleep restored him, and dinner made things look
-different. "After all," he said, as he sipped his wine, "here is only
-the world on the one side and I on the other. I am utterly reckless, and
-can sink no further. I will get all the pleasure out of life that I can,
-honestly; for I am an honest man still, and mean to be. I love you
-Madame Adelaide, and you have used me worse than a hound, and made me
-desperate. If he marries you, I will come forward some day, and disgrace
-you. If you had only waited till you knew everything, I could have
-forgiven you. I'll get a place as a footman, and talk about you in the
-servant's hall. All London shall know you were engaged to me."
-
-"Poor dear, pretty Adelaide: as if I would ever hurt a hair of your
-head, my sweet love! Silly----"
-
-The landlord came in. There was most excellent company in the
-smoking-room. Would he condescend to join them?
-
-Company and tobacco! Charles would certainly join them; so he had his
-wine carried in.
-
-There was a fat gentleman, with a snub nose, who was a Conservative.
-There was a tall gentleman, with a long nose, who was Liberal. There was
-a short gentleman, with no particular kind of nose, who was Radical.
-There was a handsome gentleman, with big whiskers, who was commercial;
-and there was a gentleman with bandy legs, who was horsy.
-
-I strongly object to using a slang adjective, if any other can be got to
-supply its place; but by doing so sometimes one avoids a periphrasis,
-and does not spoil one's period. Thus, I know of no predicate for a
-gentleman with a particular sort of hair, complexion, dress, whiskers,
-and legs, except the one I have used above, and so it must stand.
-
-As Providence would have it, Charles sat down between the landlord and
-the horsy man, away from the others. He smoked his cigar, and listened
-to the conversation.
-
-The Conservative gentleman coalesced with the Liberal gentleman on the
-subject of Lord Aberdeen's having sold the country to the Russians; the
-Radical gentleman also come over to them on that subject; and for a time
-the Opposition seemed to hold an overwhelming majority, and to be merely
-allowing Aberdeen's Government to hold place longer, that they might
-commit themselves deeper. In fact, things seemed to be going all one
-way, as is often the case in coalition ministries just before a grand
-crash, when the Radical gentleman caused a violent split in the cabinet,
-by saying that the whole complication had been brought about by the
-machinations of the aristocracy--which assertion caused the Conservative
-gentleman to retort in unmeasured language; and then the Liberal
-gentleman, trying to trim, found himself distrusted and despised by both
-parties. Charles listened to them, amused for the time to hear them
-quoting, quite unconsciously, whole sentences out of their respective
-leading papers, and then was distracted by the horsy man saying to him--
-
-"Darn politics. What horse will win the Derby, sir?"
-
-"Haphazard," said Charles, promptly. This, please to remember, was Lord
-Ascot's horse, which we have seen before.
-
-The landlord immediately drew closer up.
-
-The horsy man looked at Charles, and said, "H'm; and what has made my
-lord scratch him for the Two Thousand, sir?"
-
-And so on. We have something to do with Haphazard's winning the Derby,
-as we shall see; and we have still more to do with the result of
-Charles's conversation with the "horsy man." But we have certainly
-nothing to do with a wordy discussion about the various horses which
-stood well for the great race (wicked, lovely darlings, how many souls
-of heroes have they sent to Hades!), and so we will spare the reader.
-The conclusion of their conversation was the only important part of it.
-
-Charles said to the horsy man on the stairs, "Now you know everything. I
-am penniless, friendless, and nameless. Can you put me in the way of
-earning my living honestly?"
-
-And he said, "I can, and I will. This gentleman is a fast man, but he is
-rich. You'll have your own way. Maybe, you'll see some queer things, but
-what odds?"
-
-"None to me," said Charles; "I can always leave him."
-
-"And go back to your friends, like a wise young gentleman, eh?" said the
-other, kindly.
-
-"I am not a gentleman," said Charles. "I told you so before. I am a
-gamekeeper's son; I swear to you I am. I have been petted and pampered
-till I look like one, but I am not."
-
-"You are a deuced good imitation," said the other. "Good night; come to
-me at nine, mind."
-
- * * * * *
-
-At this time, Lady Ascot had despatched her letter to Lord Saltire, and
-had asked for Charles. The groom of the chambers said that Mr. Ravenshoe
-had left the house immediately after his interview with her ladyship,
-three hours before.
-
-She started up--"Gone!--Whither?"
-
-"To Twyford, my lady."
-
-"Send after him, you idiot! Send the grooms after him on all my lord's
-horses. Send a lad on Haphazard, and let him race the train to London.
-Send the police! He has stolen my purse, with ten thousand gold guineas
-in it!--I swear he has. Have him bound hand and foot, and bring him
-back, on your life. If you stay there I will kill you!"
-
-The violent old animal nature, dammed up so long by creeds and formulas,
-had broken out at last. The decorous Lady Ascot was transformed in one
-instant into a terrible, grey-headed, magnificent old Alecto, hurling
-her awful words abroad in a sharp, snarling voice, that made the hair of
-him that heard it to creep upon his head. The man fled, and shut Lady
-Ascot in alone.
-
-She walked across the room, and beat her withered old hands against the
-wall. "Oh, miserable, wicked old woman!" she cried aloud. "How surely
-have your sins found you out! After concealing a crime for so many
-years, to find the judgment fall on such an innocent and beloved head!
-Alicia, Alicia, I did this for your sake. Charles, Charles, come back to
-the old woman before she dies, and tell her you forgive her."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-LIEUTENANT HORNBY.
-
-
-Charles had always been passionately fond of horses and of riding. He
-was a consummate horseman, and was so perfectly accomplished in
-everything relating to horses, that I really believe that in time he
-might actually have risen to the dizzy height of being stud-groom to a
-great gentleman or nobleman. He had been brought up in a great
-horse-riding house, and had actually gained so much experience, and had
-so much to say on matters of this kind, that once, at Oxford, a
-promising young nobleman cast, so to speak, an adverse opinion of
-Charles's into George Simmond's own face. Mr. Simmonds looked round on
-the offender mildly and compassionately, and said, "If any undergraduate
-_could_ know, my lord, that undergraduate's name would be Ravenshoe of
-Paul's. But he is young, my lord; and, in consequence, ignorant." His
-lordship didn't say anything after that.
-
-I have kept this fact in the background rather, hitherto, because it has
-not been of any very great consequence. It becomes of some consequence
-now, for the first time. I enlarged a little on Charles being a rowing
-man, because rowing and training had, for good or for evil, a certain
-effect on his character. (Whether for good or for evil, you must
-determine for yourselves.) And I now mention the fact of his being a
-consummate horseman, because a considerable part of the incidents which
-follow arise from the fact.
-
-Don't think for one moment that you are going to be bored by
-stable-talk. You will have simply none of it. It only amounts to
-this--that Charles, being fond of horses, took up with a certain line of
-life, and in that line of life met with certain adventures which have
-made his history worth relating.
-
-When he met the "horsy" man next morning, he was not dressed like a
-gentleman. In his store he had some old clothes, which he used to wear
-at Ravenshoe, in the merry old days when he would be up with daylight to
-exercise the horses on the moor--cord trousers, and so on--which, being
-now old and worn, made him look uncommonly like a groom out of place.
-And what contributed to the delusion was, that for the first time in his
-life he wore no shirt collar, but allowed his blue-spotted neckcloth to
-border on his honest red face, without one single quarter of an inch of
-linen. And, if it ever pleases your lordship's noble excellence to look
-like a blackguard for any reason, allow me to recommend you to wear a
-dark necktie and no collar. Your success will be beyond your utmost
-hopes.
-
-Charles met his new friend in the bar, and touched his hat to him. His
-friend laughed, and said, that would do, but asked how long he thought
-he could keep that sort of thing going. Charles said, as long as was
-necessary; and they went out together.
-
-They walked as far as a street leading out of one of the largest and
-best squares (I mean B--lg--e Sq--e, but I don't like to write it at
-full length), and stopped at the door of a handsome shop. Charles knew
-enough of London to surmise that the first floor was let to a man of
-some wealth; and he was right.
-
-The door was opened, and his friend was shown up stairs, while he was
-told to wait in the hall. Now Charles began to perceive, with
-considerable amusement, that he was acting a part--that he was playing,
-so to speak, at being something other than what he really was, and that
-he was, perhaps, overdoing it. In this house, which yesterday he would
-have entered as an equal, he was now playing at being a servant. It was
-immensely amusing. He wiped his shoes very clean, and sat down on a
-bench in the hall, with his hat between his knees, as he had seen grooms
-do. It is no use wondering; one never finds out anything by that. But I
-do wonder, nevertheless, whether Charles, had he only known in what
-relation the master of that house stood to himself, would or would not
-have set the house on fire, or cut its owner's throat. When he did find
-out, he did neither the one thing nor the other; but he had been a good
-deal tamed by that time.
-
-Presently a servant came down, and, eyeing Charles curiously as a
-prospective fellow-servant, told him civilly to walk up stairs. He went
-up. The room was one of a handsome suite, and overlooked the street.
-Charles saw at a glance that it was the room of a great dandy. A dandy,
-if not of the first water, most assuredly high up in the second. Two
-things only jurred on his eye in his hurried glance round the room.
-There was too much bric-a-brac, and too many flowers. "I wonder if he is
-a gentleman," thought Charles. His friend of the night before was
-standing in a respectful attitude, leaning on the back of a chair, and
-Charles looked round for the master of the house, eagerly. He had to
-cast his eyes downward to see him, for he was lying back on an easy
-chair, half hidden by the breakfast table.
-
-There he was--Charles's master: the man who was going to buy him.
-Charles cast one intensely eager glance at him, and was satisfied. "He
-will do at a pinch," said he to himself.
-
-There were a great many handsome and splendid things in that room, but
-the owner of them was by far the handsomest and most splendid thing
-there.
-
-He was a young man, with very pale and delicate features, and a
-singularly amiable cast of face, who wore a moustache, with the long
-whiskers which were just then coming into fashion; and he was dressed
-in a splendid uniform of blue, gold, and scarlet, for he had been on
-duty that morning, and had just come in. His sabre was cast upon the
-floor before him, and his shako was on the table. As Charles looked at
-him, he passed his hand over his hair. There was one ring on it, but
-_such_ a ring! "That's a high-bred hand enough," said Charles to
-himself. "And he hasn't got too much jewellery on him. I wonder who the
-deuce he is?"
-
-"This is the young man, sir," said Charles's new friend.
-
-Lieutenant Hornby was looking at Charles, and after a pause, said--
-
-"I take him on your recommendation, Sloane. I have no doubt he will do.
-He seems a good fellow. You are a good fellow, ain't you?" he continued,
-addressing Charles personally, with that happy graceful insolence which
-is the peculiar property of prosperous and entirely amiable young men,
-and which charms one in spite of oneself.
-
-Charles replied, "I am quarrelsome sometimes among my equals, but I am
-always good-tempered among horses."
-
-"That will do very well. You may punch the other two lads' heads as much
-as you like. They don't mind me; perhaps they may you. You will be over
-them. You will have the management of everything. You will have
-unlimited opportunities of robbing and plundering me, with an entire
-absence of all chance of detection. But you won't do it. It isn't your
-line, I saw at once. Let me look at your hand."
-
-Charles gave him the great ribbed paw which served him in that capacity.
-And Hornby said--
-
-"Ha! Gentleman's hand. No business of mine. Don't wear that ring, will
-you? A groom mustn't wear such rings as that. Any character?"
-
-Charles showed him the letter Lord Ascot had written.
-
-"Lord Ascot, eh? I know Lord Welter, slightly."
-
-"The deuce you do," thought Charles.
-
-"Were you in Lord Ascot's stables?"
-
-"No, sir. I am the son of Squire Ravenshoe's gamekeeper. The Ravenshoes
-and my Lord Ascot's family are connected by marriage. Ravenshoe is in
-the west country, sir. Lord Ascot knows me by repute, sir, and has a
-good opinion of me."
-
-"It is perfectly satisfactory. Sloane, will you put him in the way of
-his duties? Make the other lads understand that he is master, will you?
-You may go."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-SOME OF THE HUMOURS OF A LONDON MEWS.
-
-
-So pursuing the course of our story, we have brought ourselves to the
-present extraordinary position. That Charles Ravenshoe, of Ravenshoe, in
-the county Devonshire, Esquire, and some time of St. Paul's College,
-Oxford, has hired himself out as groom to Lieutenant Hornby, of the
-140th Hussars, and that also the above-named Charles Ravenshoe was not,
-and never had been Charles Ravenshoe at all, but somebody else all the
-time, to wit, Charles Horton, a gamekeeper's son, if indeed he was even
-this, having been christened under a false name.
-
-The situation is so extraordinary and so sad, that having taken the
-tragical view of it in the previous chapter, we must of necessity begin
-to look on the brighter side of it now. And this is the better art,
-because it is exactly what Charles began to do himself. One blow
-succeeded the other so rapidly, the utter bouleversement of all that he
-cared about in the world. Father, friends, position, mistress, all lost
-in one day, had brought on a kind of light-hearted desperation, which
-had the effect of making him seek company, and talk boisterously and
-loud all day. It was not unnatural in so young and vigorous a man. But
-if he woke in the night, there was the cold claw grasping his heart.
-Well, I said we would have none of this at present, and we won't.
-
-Patient old earth, intent only on doing her duty in her set courses, and
-unmindful of the mites which had been set to make love or war on her
-bosom, and the least of whom was worth her whole well-organised mass,
-had rolled on, and on, until by bringing that portion of her which
-contains the island of Britain, gradually in greater proximity to the
-sun, she had produced that state of things on that particular part of
-her which is known among mortals as spring. Now, I am very anxious to
-please all parties. Some people like a little circumlocution, and for
-them the above paragraph was written; others do not, and for them, I
-state that it was the latter end of May, and beg them not to read the
-above flight of fancy, but to consider it as never having been written.
-
-It was spring. On the sea-coast, the watchers at the lighthouses and the
-preventive stations began to walk about in their shirt-sleeves, and trim
-up their patches of spray-beaten garden, hedged with tree-mallow and
-tamarisk, and to thank God that the long howling winter nights were
-past for a time. The fishermen shouted merrily one to another as they
-put off from the shore, no longer dreading a twelve hours' purgatory of
-sleet and freezing mist and snow; saying to one another how green the
-land looked, and how pleasant mackerel time was after all. Their wives,
-light-hearted at the thought that the wild winter was past, and that
-they were not widows, brought their work out to the doors, and gossiped
-pleasantly in the sun, while some of the bolder boys began to paddle
-about in the surf, and try to believe that the Gulf Stream had come in,
-and that it was summer again, and not only spring.
-
-In inland country places the barley was all in and springing, the
-meadows were all bush-harrowed, rolled, and laid up for hay; nay, in
-early places, brimful of grass, spangled with purple orchises, and in
-moist rich places golden with marsh marigold, over which the south-west
-wind passed pleasantly, bringing a sweet perfume of growing vegetation,
-which gave those who smelt it a tendency to lean against gates, and
-stiles, and such places, and think what a delicious season it was, and
-wish it were to last for ever. The young men began to slip away from
-work somewhat early of an evening, not (as now) to the parade ground, or
-the butts, but to take their turn at the wicket on the green, where Sir
-John (our young landlord) was to be found in a scarlet flannel shirt,
-bowling away like a catapult, at all comers, till the second bell began
-to ring, and he had to dash off and dress. Now lovers walking by
-moonlight in deep banked lanes began to notice how dark and broad the
-shadows grew, and to wait at the lane's end by the river, to listen to
-the nightingale, with his breast against the thorn, ranging on from
-height to height of melodious passion, petulant at his want of art, till
-he broke into one wild jubilant burst, and ceased, leaving night silent,
-save for the whispering of new-born insects, and the creeping sound of
-reviving vegetation.
-
-Spring. The great renewal of the lease. The time when nature-worshippers
-made good resolutions, to be very often broken before the leaves fall.
-The time the country becomes once more habitable and agreeable. Does it
-make any difference in the hundred miles of brick and mortar called
-London, save, in so far as it makes every reasonable Christian pack up
-his portmanteau and fly to the green fields, and lover's lanes
-before-mentioned (though it takes two people for the latter sort of
-business)? Why, yes; it makes a difference to London certainly, by
-bringing somewhere about 10,000 people, who have got sick of shooting
-and hunting through the winter months, swarming into the west end of
-it, and making it what is called full.
-
-I don't know that they are wrong after all, for London is a mighty
-pleasant place in the season (we don't call it spring on the
-paving-stones). At this time the windows of the great houses in the
-squares begin to be brilliant with flowers; and, under the awnings of
-the balconies, one sees women moving about in the shadow. Now, all
-through the short night, one hears the ceaseless low rolling thunder of
-beautiful carriages, and in the daytime also the noise ceases not. All
-through the west end of the town there is a smell of flowers, of
-fresh-watered roads, and Macassar oil; while at Covent Garden, the scent
-of the peaches and pine-apples begins to prevail over that of rotten
-cabbage-stalks. The fiddlers are all fiddling away at concert pitch for
-their lives, the actors are all acting their very hardest, and the men
-who look after the horses have never a minute to call their own, day or
-night.
-
-It is neither to dukes nor duchesses, to actors nor fiddlers, that we
-must turn our attention just now, but to a man who was sitting in a
-wheelbarrow, watching a tame jackdaw.
-
-The place was a London mews, behind one of the great squares--the time
-was afternoon. The weather was warm and sunny. All the proprietors of
-the horses were out riding or driving, and so the stables were empty,
-and the mews were quiet.
-
-This was about a week after Charles's degradation, almost the first hour
-he had to himself in the daytime, and so he sat pondering on his unhappy
-lot.
-
-Lord Ballyroundtower's coachman's wife was hanging out the clothes. She
-was an Irishwoman off the estate (his lordship's Irish residences, I
-see, on referring to the peerage, are, "The Grove," Blarney, and
-"Swatewathers," near Avoca). When I say that she was hanging out the
-clothes, I am hardly correct, for she was only fixing the lines up to do
-so, and being of short stature, and having to reach was naturally
-showing her heels, and the jackdaw, perceiving this, began to hop
-stealthily across the yard. Charles saw what was coming, and became
-deeply interested. He would not have spoken for his life. The jackdaw
-sidled up to her, and began digging into her tendon Achilles with his
-hard bill with a force and rapidity which showed that he was fully aware
-of the fact, that the amusement, like most pleasant things, could not
-last long, and must therefore be made the most of. Some women would have
-screamed and faced round at the first assault. Not so our Irish friend.
-She endured the anguish until she had succeeded in fastening the
-clothes-line round the post, and then she turned round on the jackdaw,
-who had fluttered away to a safe distance, and denounced him.
-
-"Bad cess to ye, ye impident divvle, sure it's Sathan's own sister's
-son, ye are, ye dirty prothestant, pecking at the hales of an honest
-woman, daughter of my lord's own man, Corny O'Brine, as was a dale
-bether nor them as sits on whalebarrows, and sets ye on too't--" (this
-was levelled at Charles, so he politely took off his cap, and bowed).
-
-"Though, God forgive me, there's some sitting on whalebarrows as should
-be sitting in drawing-rooms, may be (here the jackdaw raised one foot,
-and said 'Jark'). Get out, ye baste; don't ye hear me blessed lady's own
-bird swearing at ye, like a gentleman's bird as he is. A pretty dear."
-
-This was strictly true. Lord Ballyroundtower's brother, the Honourable
-Frederick Mulligan, was a lieutenant in the navy. A short time before
-this, being on the Australian station, and wishing to make his
-sister-in-law a handsome present, he had commissioned a Sydney Jew
-bird-dealer to get him a sulphur-crested cockatoo, price no object, but
-the best talker in the colony. The Jew faithfully performed his behest;
-he got him the best talking cockatoo in the colony, and the Hon. Fred
-brought it home in triumph to his sister-in-law's drawing-room in
-Belgrave Square.
-
-The bird was a beautiful talker. There was no doubt about that. It had
-such an amazingly distinct enunciation. But then the bird was not always
-discreet. Nay, to go further, the bird never _was_ discreet. He had been
-educated by a convict bullock-driver, and finished off by the sailors on
-board H.M.S. _Actaeon_; and really, you know, sometimes he did say things
-he ought not to have said. It was all very well pretending that you
-couldn't hear him, but it rendered conversation impossible. You were
-always in agony at what was to come next. One afternoon, a great many
-people were there, calling. Old Lady Hainault was there. The bird was
-worse than ever. Everybody tried to avoid a silence, but it came
-inexorably. That awful old woman, Lady Hainault, broke it by saying that
-she thought Fred Mulligan must have been giving the bird private lessons
-himself. After that, you know, it wouldn't do. Fred might be angry, but
-the bird must go to the mews.
-
-So there the bird was, swearing dreadfully at the jackdaw. At last, her
-ladyship's pug-dog, who was staying with the coachman for medical
-treatment, got excited, bundled out of the house, and attacked the
-jackdaw. The jackdaw formed square to resist cavalry, and sent the dog
-howling into the house again quicker than he came out. After which the
-bird barked, and came and sat on the dunghill by Charles.
-
-The mews itself, as I said, was very quiet, with a smell of stable,
-subdued by a fresh scent of sprinkled water; but at the upper end it
-joined a street leading from Belgrave Square towards the Park, which was
-by no means quiet, and which smelt of geraniums and heliotropes.
-Carriage after carriage went blazing past the end of the mews, along
-this street, like figures across the disk of a magic lanthorn. Some had
-scarlet breeches, and some blue; and there were pink bonnets, and yellow
-bonnets, and Magenta bonnets; and Charles sat on the wheelbarrow by the
-dunghill, and looked at it all, perfectly contented.
-
-A stray dog lounged in out of the street. It was a cur dog--that any one
-might see. It was a dog which had bit its rope and run away, for the
-rope was round its neck now; and it was a thirsty dog, for it went up to
-the pump and licked the stones. Charles went and pumped for it, and it
-drank. Then, evidently considering that Charles, by his act of good
-nature, had acquired authority over its person, and having tried to do
-without a master already, and having found it wouldn't do, it sat down
-beside Charles, and declined to proceed any further.
-
-There was a public-house at the corner of the mews, where it joined the
-street; and on the other side of the street you could see one house, No.
-16. The footman of No. 16 was in the area, looking through the railings.
-A thirsty man came to the public-house on horseback, and drank a pot of
-beer at a draught, turning the pot upside down. It was too much for the
-footman, who disappeared.
-
-Next came a butcher with a tray of meat, who turned into the area of No.
-16, and left the gate open. After him came a blind man, led by a dog.
-The dog, instead of going straight on, turned down the area steps after
-the butcher. The blind man thought he was going round the corner.
-Charles saw what would happen; but, before he had time to cry out, the
-blind man had plunged headlong down the area steps and disappeared,
-while from the bottom, as from the pit, arose the curses of the butcher.
-
-Charles and others assisted the blind man up, gave him some beer, and
-sent him on his way. Charles watched him. After he had gone a little
-way, he began striking spitefully at where he thought his dog was, with
-his stick. The dog was evidently used to this amusement, and dexterously
-avoided the blows. Finding vertical blows of no avail, the blind man
-tried horizontal ones, and caught an old gentleman across the shins,
-making him drop his umbrella and catch up his leg. The blind man
-promptly asked an alms from him, and, not getting one, turned the
-corner; and Charles saw him no more.
-
-The hot street and, beyond, the square, the dusty lilacs and laburnums,
-and the crimson hawthorns. What a day for a bathe! outside the gentle
-surf, with the sunny headlands right and left, and the moor sleeping
-quietly in the afternoon sunlight, and Lundy, like a faint blue cloud on
-the Atlantic horizon, and the old house----He was away at Ravenshoe on a
-May afternoon.
-
-They say poets are never sane; but are they ever mad? Never. Even old
-Cowper saved himself from actual madness by using his imagination.
-Charles was no poet; but he was a good day-dreamer, and so now, instead
-of maddening himself in his squalid brick prison, he was away in the old
-bay, bathing and fishing, and wandering up the old stream, breast high
-among king-fern under the shadowy oaks.
-
-Bricks and mortar, carriages and footmen, wheelbarrows and dunghills,
-all came back in one moment, and settled on his outward senses with a
-jar. For there was a rattle of horse's feet on the stones, and the clank
-of a sabre, and Lieutenant Hornby, of the 140th Hussars (Prince Arthur's
-Own), came branking into the yard, with two hundred pounds' worth of
-trappings on him, looking out for his servant. He was certainly a
-splendid fellow, and Charles looked at him with a certain kind of pride,
-as on something that he had a share in.
-
-"Come round to the front door, Horton, and take my horse up to the
-barracks" (the Queen had been to the station that morning, and his guard
-was over).
-
-Charles walked beside him round into Grosvenor Place. He could not avoid
-stealing a glance up at the magnificent apparition beside him; and, as
-he did so, he met a pair of kind grey eyes looking down on him.
-
-"You mustn't sit and mope there, Horton," said the lieutenant; "it never
-does to mope. I know it is infernally hard to help it, and of course you
-can't associate with servants, and that sort of thing, at first; but you
-will get used to it. If you think I don't know you are a gentleman, you
-are mistaken. I don't know who you are, and shall not try to find out.
-I'll lend you books or anything of that sort; but you mustn't brood over
-it. I can't stand seeing my fellows wretched, more especially a fellow
-like you."
-
-If it had been to save his life, Charles couldn't say a word. He looked
-up at the lieutenant and nodded his head. The lieutenant understood him
-well enough, and said to himself--
-
-"Poor fellow!"
-
-So there arose between these two a feeling which lightened Charles's
-servitude, and which, before the end came, had grown into a liking.
-Charles's vengeance was not for Hornby, for the injury did not come from
-him. His vengeance was reserved for another, and we shall see how he
-took it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-A GLIMPSE OF SOME OLD FRIENDS.
-
-
-Hitherto I have been able to follow Charles right on without leaving him
-for one instant: now, however, that he is reduced to sitting on a
-wheelbarrow in a stable-yard, we must see a little less of him. He is,
-of course, our principal object; but he has removed himself from the
-immediate sphere of all our other acquaintances, and so we must look up
-some of them, and see how far they, though absent, are acting on his
-destiny--nay, we must look up every one of them sooner or later, for
-there is not one who is not in some way concerned in his adventures past
-and future.
-
-By reason of her age, her sex, and her rank, my Lady Ascot claims our
-attention first. We left the dear old woman in a terrible taking on
-finding that Charles had suddenly left the house and disappeared. Her
-wrath gave way to tears, and her tears to memory. Bitterly she blamed
-herself now for what seemed, years ago, such a harmless deceit. It was
-not too late. Charles might be found; would come back, surely--would
-come back to his poor old aunt! He would never--hush! it won't do to
-think of that!
-
-Lady Ascot thought of a brilliant plan, and put it into immediate
-execution. She communicated with Mr. Scotland Yard, the eminent
-ex-detective officer, forwarding a close description of Charles, and a
-request that he might be found, alive or dead, immediately. Her efforts
-were crowned with immediate and unlooked-for success. In a week's time
-the detective had discovered, not one Charles Ravenshoe, but three, from
-which her ladyship might take her choice. But the worst of it was that
-neither of the three was Charles Ravenshoe. There was a remarkable point
-of similarity between Charles and them, certainly; and that point was
-that they were all three young gentlemen under a cloud, and had all
-three dark hair and prominent features. Here the similarity ended.
-
-The first of the cases placed so promptly before her ladyship by
-Inspector Yard presented some startling features of similarity with that
-of Charles. The young gentleman was from the West of England, had been
-at college somewhere, had been extravagant ("God bless him, poor dear!
-when lived a Ravenshoe that wasn't?" thought Lady Ascot), had been
-crossed in love, the inspector believed (Lady Ascot thought she had got
-her fish), and was now in the Coldbath Fields Prison, doing two years'
-hard labour for swindling, of which two months were yet to run. The
-inspector would let her ladyship know the day of his release.
-
-This could not be Charles: and the next young gentleman offered to her
-notice was a worse shot than the other. He also was dark-haired; but
-here at once all resemblance ceased. This one had started in life with
-an ensigncy in the line. He had embezzled the mess funds, had been to
-California, had enlisted, deserted, and sold his kit, been a
-billiard-marker, had come into some property, had spent it, had enlisted
-again, had been imprisoned for a year and discharged--here Lady Ascot
-would read no more, but laid down the letter, saying, "Pish!"
-
-But the inspector's cup was not yet full. The unhappy man was acting
-from uncertain information, he says. He affirmed, throughout all the
-long and acrimonious discussion which followed, that his only
-instructions were to find a young gentleman with dark hair and a hook
-nose. If this be the case, he may possibly be excused for catching a
-curly-headed little Jew of sixteen, who was drinking himself to death in
-a public-house off Regent Street, and producing him as Charles
-Ravenshoe. His name was Cohen, and he had stolen some money from his
-father and gone to the races. This was so utterly the wrong article,
-that Lady Ascot wrote a violent letter to the ex-inspector, of such an
-extreme character, that he replied by informing her ladyship that he had
-sent her letter to his lawyer. A very pretty quarrel followed, which I
-have not time to describe.
-
-No tidings of Charles. He had hidden himself too effectually. So the old
-woman wept and watched--watched for her darling who came not, and for
-the ruin that she saw settling down upon her house like a dark cloud,
-that grew evermore darker.
-
-And little Mary had packed up her boxes and passed out of the old house,
-with the hard, bitter world before her. Father Mackworth had met her in
-the hall, and had shaken hands with her in silence. He loved her, in
-his way, so much, that he cared not to say anything. Cuthbert was
-outside, waiting to hand her to her carriage. When she was seated he
-said, "I shall write to you, Mary, for I can't say all I would." And
-then he opened the door and kissed her affectionately; then the carriage
-went on, and before it entered the wood she had a glimpse of the grey
-old house, and Cuthbert on the steps before the porch, bareheaded,
-waving his hand; then it was among the trees, and she had seen the last
-of him for ever; then she buried her face in her hands, and knew, for
-the first time, perhaps, how well she had loved him.
-
-She was going, as we know, to be nursery-governess to the orphan
-children of Lord Hainault's brother. She went straight to London to
-assume her charge. It was very late when she got to Paddington. One of
-Lord Hainault's carriages was waiting for her, and she was whirled
-through "the season" to Grosvenor Square. Then she had to walk alone
-into the great lighted hall, with the servants standing right and left,
-and looking at nothing, as well-bred servants are bound to do. She
-wished for a moment that the poor little governess had been allowed to
-come in a cab.
-
-The groom of the chambers informed her that her ladyship had gone out,
-and would not be home till late; that his lordship was dressing; and
-that dinner was ready in Miss Corby's room whenever she pleased.
-
-So she went up. She did not eat much dinner; the steward's-room boy in
-attendance had his foolish heart moved to pity by seeing how poor an
-appetite she had, when he thought what he could have done in that line
-too.
-
-Presently she asked the lad where was the nursery. The second door to
-the right. When all was quiet, she opened her door, and thought she
-would go and see the children asleep. At that moment the nursery-door
-opened, and a tall, handsome, quiet-looking man came out. It was Lord
-Hainault; she had seen him before.
-
-"I like this," said she, as she drew back. "It was kind of him to go and
-see his brother's children before he went out;" and so she went into the
-nursery.
-
-An old nurse was sitting by the fire sewing. The two elder children were
-asleep; but the youngest, an audacious young sinner of three, had
-refused to do anything of the kind until the cat came to bed with him.
-The nursery cat being at that time out a-walking on the leads, the
-nurserymaid had been despatched to borrow one from the kitchen. At this
-state of affairs Mary entered. The nurse rose and curtsied, and the
-rebel clambered on her knee, and took her into his confidence. He told
-her that that day, while walking in the square, he had seen a
-chimney-sweep; that he had called to Gus and Flora to come and look;
-that Gus had been in time and seen him go round the corner, but that
-Flora had come too late, and cried, and so Gus had lent her his hoop,
-and she had left off, &c., &c. After a time he requested to be allowed
-to say his prayers to her: to which the nurse objected on the
-theological ground that he had said them twice already that evening,
-which was once more than was usually allowed. Soon after this the little
-head lay heavy on Mary's arm, and the little hand loosed its hold on
-hers, and the child was asleep.
-
-She left the nursery with a lightened heart; but, nevertheless, she
-cried herself to sleep. "I wonder, shall I like Lady Hainault; Charles
-used to. But she is very proud, I believe. I cannot remember much of
-her.--How those carriages growl and roll, almost like the sea at dear
-old Ravenshoe." Then, after a time, she slept.
-
-There was a light in her eyes, not of dawn, which woke her. A tall,
-handsome woman, in silk and jewels, came and knelt beside her and kissed
-her; and said that, now her old home was broken up, she must make one
-there, and be a sister to her, and many other kind words of the same
-sort. It was Lady Hainault (the long Burton girl, as Madam Adelaide
-called her) come home from her last party; and in such kind keeping I
-think we may leave little Mary for the present.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-IN WHICH FRESH MISCHIEF IS BREWED.
-
-
-Charles's duties were light enough; he often wished they had been
-heavier. There were such long idle periods left for thinking and
-brooding. He rather wondered at first why he was not more employed. He
-never was in attendance on the lieutenant, save in the daytime. One of
-the young men under him drove the brougham, and was out all night and in
-bed all day; and the other was a mere stable-lad from the country.
-Charles's duty consisted almost entirely in dressing himself about two
-o'clock, and loitering about town after his master; and, after he had
-been at this work about a fortnight, it seemed to him as if he had been
-at it a year or more.
-
-Charles soon found out all he cared to know about the lieutenant. He was
-the only son and heir of an eminent solicitor, lately deceased, who had
-put him into the splendid regiment to which he belonged in order to get
-him into good society. The young fellow had done well enough in that
-way. He was amazingly rich, amazingly handsome, and passionately fond of
-his profession, at which he really worked hard; but he was terribly
-fast. Charles soon found that out; and the first object which he placed
-before himself, when he began to awaken from the first dead torpor which
-came on him after his fall, was to gain influence with him and save him
-from ruin.
-
-"He is burning the candle at both ends," said Charles. "He is too good
-to go to the deuce. In time, if I am careful, he may listen to me."
-
-And, indeed, it seemed probable. From the very first, Hornby had treated
-Charles with great respect and consideration. Hornby knew he was a
-gentleman. One morning, before Charles had been many days with him, the
-brougham had not come into the mews till seven o'clock; and Charles,
-going to his lodgings at eight, had found him in uniform, bolting a cup
-of coffee before going on duty. There was a great pile of money,
-sovereigns and notes, on the dressing-table, and he caught Charles
-looking at it.
-
-Hornby laughed. "What are you looking at with that solemn face of
-yours?" said he.
-
-"Nothing, sir," said Charles.
-
-"You are looking at that money," said Hornby; "and you are thinking that
-it would be as well if I didn't stay out all night playing--eh?"
-
-"I might have thought so, sir," said Charles. "I did think so."
-
-"Quite right, too. Some day I will leave off, perhaps."
-
-And then he rattled out of the room, and Charles watched him riding down
-the street, all blue, and scarlet, and gold, a brave figure, with the
-world at his feet.
-
-"There is time yet," said Charles.
-
-The first time Charles made his appearance in livery in the street he
-felt horribly guilty. He was in continual terror lest he should meet
-some one he knew; but, after a time, when he found that day after day he
-could walk about and see never a familiar face, he grew bolder. He
-wished sometimes he could see some one he knew from a distance, so as
-not to be recognised--it was so terrible lonely.
-
-Day after day he saw the crowds pass him in the street, and recognised
-no one. In old times, when he used to come to London on a raid from
-Oxford, he fancied he used to recognise an acquaintance at every step;
-but now, day after day went on, and he saw no one he knew. The world had
-become to him like a long uneasy dream of strange faces.
-
-After a very few days of his new life, there began to grow on him a
-desire to hear of those he had left so abruptly; a desire which was at
-first mere curiosity, but which soon developed into a yearning regret.
-At first, after a week or so, he began idly wondering where they all
-were, and what they thought of his disappearance; and at this time,
-perhaps, he may have felt a little conceited in thinking how he occupied
-their thoughts, and of what importance he had made himself by his sudden
-disappearance. But his curiosity and vanity soon wore away, and were
-succeeded by a deep gnawing desire to hear something of them all--to
-catch hold of some little thread, however thin, which should connect him
-with his past life, and with those he had loved so well. He would have
-died in his obstinacy sooner than move one inch towards his object; but
-every day, as he rode about the town, dressed in the livery of
-servitude, which he tried to think was his heritage, and yet of which he
-was ashamed, he stared hither and thither at the passing faces, trying
-to find one, were it only that of the meanest servant, which should
-connect him with the past.
-
-At last, and before long, he saw some one.
-
-One afternoon he was under orders to attend his master on horseback, as
-usual. After lunch, Hornby came out, beautifully dressed, handsome and
-happy, and rode up Grosvenor Place into the park. At the entrance to
-Rotten Row he joined an old gentleman and his two daughters, and they
-rode together, chatting pleasantly. Charles rode behind with the other
-groom, who talked to him about the coming Derby, and would have betted
-against Haphazard at the current odds. They rode up and down the Row
-twice, and then Hornby, calling Charles, gave him his horse and walked
-about by the Serpentine, talking to every one, and getting a kindly
-welcome from great and small, for the son of a great attorney, with
-wealth, manners, and person, may get into very good society, if he is
-worth it; or, quite possibly, if he isn't.
-
-Then Hornby and Charles left the park, and, coming down Grosvenor Place,
-passed into Pall Mall. Here Hornby went into a club, and left Charles
-waiting in the street with his horse half an hour or more.
-
-Then he mounted again, and rode up St. James's Street, into Piccadilly.
-He turned to the left; and, at the bottom of the hill, not far from
-Half-moon Street, he went into a private house, and, giving Charles his
-reins, told him to wait for him; and so Charles waited there, in the
-afternoon sun, watching what went by.
-
-It was a sleepy afternoon, and the horses stood quiet, and Charles was a
-contented fellow, and he rather liked dozing there and watching the
-world go by. There is plenty to see in Piccadilly on an afternoon in the
-season, even for a passer-by; but, sitting on a quiet horse, with
-nothing to do or think about, one can see it all better. And Charles had
-some humour in him, and so he was amused at what he saw, and would have
-sat there an hour or more without impatience.
-
-Opposite to him was a great bonnet-shop, and in front of it was an
-orange-woman. A grand carriage dashed up to the bonnet-shop, so that he
-had to move his horses, and the orange-woman had to get out of the way.
-Two young ladies got out of the carriage, went in, and (as he believes)
-bought bonnets, leaving a third, and older one, sitting in a back seat,
-who nursed a pug dog, with a blue riband. Neither the coachman nor
-footman belonging to the carriage seemed to mind this lady. The footman
-thought he would like some oranges; so he went to the orange-woman. The
-orange-woman was Irish, for her speech bewrayed her, and the footman was
-from the county Clare; so those two instantly began comparing notes
-about those delectable regions, to such purpose, that the two ladies,
-having, let us hope, suited themselves in the bonnet way, had to open
-their own carriage-door and get in, before the footman was recalled to a
-sense of his duties--after which he shut the door, and they drove away.
-
-Then there came by a blind man. It was not the same blind man that
-Charles saw fall down the area, because that blind man's dog was a brown
-one, with a curly tail, and this one's dog was black with no tail at
-all. Moreover, the present dog carried a basket, which the other one did
-not. Otherwise they were so much alike (all blind men are), that Charles
-might have mistaken one for the other. This blind man met with no such
-serious accident as the other, either. Only, turning into the
-public-house at the corner, opposite Mr. Hope's, the dog lagged behind,
-and, the swing-doors closing between him and his master, Charles saw him
-pulled through by his chain, and nearly throttled.
-
-Next there came by Lord Palmerston, with his umbrella on his shoulder,
-walking airily arm-in-arm with Lord John Russell. They were talking
-together; and, as they passed, Charles heard Lord Palmerston say that it
-was much warmer on this side of the street than on the other. With
-which proposition Lord John Russell appeared to agree; and so they
-passed on westward.
-
-After this there came by three prize fighters, arm-in-arm; each of them
-had a white hat and a cigar; two had white bull-dogs, and one a
-black-and-tan terrier. They made a left wheel, and looked at Charles and
-his horses, and then they made a right wheel, and looked into the
-bonnet-shop; after which they went into the public-house into which the
-blind man had gone before; and, from the noise which immediately arose
-from inside, Charles came to the conclusion that the two white bull-dogs
-and the black-and-tan terrier had set upon the blind man's dog, and
-touzled him.
-
-After the prize-fighters came Mr. Gladstone, walking very fast. A large
-Newfoundland dog with a walking-stick in his mouth blundered up against
-him, and nearly threw him down. Before he got under way again, the Irish
-orange-woman bore down on him, and faced him with three oranges in each
-hand, offering them for sale. Did she know, with the sagacity of her
-nation, that he was then on his way to the house, to make a Great
-Statement, and that he would want oranges? I cannot say. He probably got
-his oranges at Bellamy's for he bought none of her. After him came a
-quantity of indifferent people; and then Charles's heart beat high--for
-here was some one coming whom he knew with a vengeance.
-
-Lord Welter, walking calmly down the street, with his big chest thrown
-out, and his broad, stupid face in moody repose. He was thinking. He
-came so close to Charles that, stepping aside to avoid a passer-by, he
-whitened the shoulder of his coat against the pipe-clay on Charles's
-knee; then he stood stock still within six inches of him, but looking
-the other way towards the houses.
-
-He pulled off one of his gloves and bit his nails. Though his back was
-towards Charles, still Charles knew well what expression was on his face
-as he did that. The old cruel lowering of the eyebrows, and pinching in
-of the lips was there, he knew. The same expression as that which
-Marston remarked the time he quarrelled with Cuthbert once at
-Ravenshoe--mischief!
-
-He went into the house where Charles's master, Hornby, was; and Charles
-sat and wondered.
-
-Presently there came out on to the balcony above, six or seven
-well-dressed young men, who lounged with their elbows on the red
-cushions which were fixed to the railing, and talked, looking at the
-people in the street.
-
-Lord Welter and Lieutenant Hornby were together at the end. There was no
-scowl on Welter's face now; he was making himself agreeable. Charles
-watched him and Hornby; the conversation between them got eager, and
-they seemed to make an appointment. After that they parted, and Hornby
-came down stairs and got on his horse.
-
-They rode very slowly home. Hornby bowed right and left to the people he
-knew but seemed absent. When Charles took his horse at the door, he said
-suddenly to Charles--
-
-"I have been talking to a man who knows something of you, I
-believe--Lord Welter."
-
-"Did you mention me to him, sir?"
-
-"No; I didn't think of it."
-
-"You would do me a great kindness if you would not do so, sir."
-
-"Why," said Hornby, looking suddenly up.
-
-"I am sorry I cannot enter into particulars, sir; but, if I thought he
-would know where I was, I should at once quit your service and try to
-lose myself once more."
-
-"Lose yourself?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"H'm!" said Hornby, thoughtfully. "Well, I know there is something about
-you which I don't understand. I ain't sure it is any business of mine
-though. I will say nothing. You are not a man to chatter about anything
-you see. Mind you don't. You see how I trust you." And so he went in,
-and Charles went round to the stable.
-
-"Is the brougham going out to night?" he asked of his fellow-servant.
-
-"Ordered at ten," said the man. "Night-work again, I expect, I wanted to
-get out too. Consume the darned card-playing. Was you going anywhere
-to-night?"
-
-"Nowhere," said Charles.
-
-"It's a beautiful evening," said the man. "If you should by chance
-saunter up towards Grosvenor Square, and could leave a note for me, I
-should thank you very much; upon my soul I should."
-
-I don't think Charles ever hesitated at doing a good-natured action in
-his life. A request to him was like a command. It came as natural to him
-now to take a dirty, scrawled love-letter from a groom to a
-scullery-maid as in old times it did to lend a man fifty pounds. He said
-at once he would go with great pleasure.
-
-The man (a surly fellow enough at ordinary times) thanked him heartily;
-and, when Charles had got the letter, he sauntered away in that
-direction slowly, thinking of many things.
-
-"By Jove," he said to himself, "my scheme of hiding does not seem to be
-very successful. Little more than a fortnight gone, and I am thrown
-against Welter. What a strange thing!"
-
-It was still early in the afternoon--seven o'clock, or thereabouts--and
-he was opposite Tattersall's. A mail phaeton, with a pair of splendid
-horses, attracted his attention and diverted his thoughts. He turned
-down. Two eminent men on the turf walked past him up the nearly empty
-yard, and he heard one say to the other--
-
-"Ascot will run to win; that I know. He _must_. If Haphazard can stay,
-he is safe."
-
-To which the other said, "Pish!" and they passed on.
-
-"There they are again," said Charles, as he turned back. "The very birds
-of the air are talking about them. It gets interesting, though--if
-anything could ever be interesting again."
-
-St. George's Hospital. At the door was a gaudily-dressed, handsome young
-woman, who was asking the porter could she see some one inside. No. The
-visiting hours were over. She stood for a few minutes on the steps,
-impatiently biting her nails, and then fluttered down the street.
-
-What made him think of his sister Ellen? She must be found. That was the
-only object in the world, so to speak. There was nothing to be done,
-only to wait and watch.
-
-"I shall find her some day, in God's good time."
-
-The world had just found out that it was hungry, and was beginning to
-tear about in wheeled vehicles to its neighbours' houses to dinner. As
-the carriages passed Charles, he could catch glimpses of handsome girls,
-all a mass of white muslin, swan's-down fans, and fal-lals, going to
-begin their night's work; of stiff dandies, in white ties, yawning
-already; of old ladies in jewels, and old gentlemen buttoned up across
-the chest, going, as one might say, to see fair play among the young
-people. And then our philosophical Charles pleased himself by picturing
-how, in two months more, the old gentlemen would be among their turnips,
-the old ladies among their flowers and poor folks, the dandies creeping,
-creeping, weary hours through the heather, till the last maddening
-moment when the big stag was full in view, sixty yards off; and
-(prettiest thought of all), how the girls, with their thick shoes on,
-would be gossiping with old Goody Blake and Harry Gill, or romping with
-the village school-children on the lawn. Right, old Charles, with all
-but the dandies! For now the apotheosis of dandies was approaching. The
-time was coming when so many of them should disappear into that black
-thunder-cloud to the south, and be seen no more in park or club, in
-heather or stubble.
-
-But, in that same year, the London season went on much as usual; only
-folks talked of war, and the French were more popular than they are now.
-And through the din and hubbub poor Charles passed on like a lost sheep,
-and left his fellow-servant's note at an area in Grosvenor Square.
-
-"And which," said he to the man who took it, with promises of instant
-delivery, "is my Lord Hainault's house, now, for instance?"
-
-Lord Hainault's house was the other side of the square; number
-something. Charles thanked the man, and went across. When he had made it
-out he leant his back against the railings of the square, and watched
-it.
-
-The carriage was at the door. The coachman, seeing a handsomely-dressed
-groom leaning against the rails, called to him to come over and alter
-some strap or another. Charles ran over and helped him. Charles supposed
-her ladyship was going out to dinner. Yes, her ladyship was now coming
-out. And, almost before Charles had time to move out of the way, out she
-came, with her head in the air, more beautiful than ever, and drove
-away.
-
-He went back to his post from mere idleness. He wondered whether Mary
-had come there yet or not. He had half a mind to inquire, but was afraid
-of being seen. He still leant against the railings of the gate, as I
-said, in mere idleness, when he heard the sound of children's voices in
-the square behind.
-
-"That woman," said a child's voice, "was a gipsy-woman. I looked through
-the rails, and I said, 'Hallo, ma'am, what are you doing there?' And she
-asked me for a penny. And I said I couldn't give her anything, for I had
-given three halfpence to the Punch and Judy, and I shouldn't have any
-more money till next Saturday, which was quite true, Flora, as you
-know."
-
-"But, Gus," said another child's voice, "if she had been a gipsy-woman
-she would have tried to steal you, and make you beg in the streets; or
-else she would have told your fortune in coffee-grounds. I don't think
-she was a real gipsy."
-
-"I should like to have my fortune told in the coffee-grounds," said Gus;
-"but, if she had tried to steal me, I should have kicked her in the
-stomach. There is a groom outside there; let us ask him. Grooms go to
-the races, and see heaps of gipsies! I say, sir."
-
-Charles turned. A child's voice was always music to him. He had such a
-look on his face as he turned to them, that the children had his
-confidence in an instant. The gipsy question was laid before him
-instantly, by both Gus and Flora, with immense volubility, and he was
-just going to give an oracular opinion through the railings, when a
-voice--a low, gentle voice, which made him start--came from close by.
-
-"Gus and Flora, my dears, the dew is falling. Let us go in."
-
-"There is Miss Corby," said Gus. "Let us run to her."
-
-They raced to Mary. Soon after the three came to the gate, laughing, and
-passed close to him. The children were clinging to her skirt and talking
-merrily. They formed a pretty little group as they went across the
-street, and Mary's merry little laugh comforted him. "She is happy
-there," he said; "best as it is!"
-
-Once, when half-way across the street, she turned and looked towards
-him, before he had time to turn away. He saw that she did not dream of
-his being there, and went on. And so Charles sauntered home through the
-pleasant summer evening, saying to himself, "I think she is happy; I am
-glad she laughed."
-
-"Three meetings in one day! I shall be found out, if I don't mind. I
-must be very careful."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-IN WHICH AN ENTIRELY NEW, AND, AS WILL BE SEEN HEREAFTER, A MOST
-IMPORTANT CHARACTER IS INTRODUCED.
-
-
-The servants, I mean the stable servants, who lived in the mews where
-Charles did, had a club; and, a night or two after he had seen Mary in
-the square, he was elected a member of it. The duke's coachman, a wiry,
-grey, stern-looking, elderly man, waited upon him and informed him of
-the fact. He said that such a course was very unusual--in fact, without
-precedent. Men, he said, were seldom elected to the club until they were
-known to have been in good service for some years; but he (coachman) had
-the ear of the club pretty much, and had brought him in triumphant. He
-added that he could see through a brick wall as well as most men, and
-that when he see a _gentleman_ dressed in a livery, moping and brooding
-about the mews, he had said to himself that he wanted a little company,
-such as it was, to cheer him up, and so he had requested the club, &c.;
-and the club had done as he told them.
-
-"Now this is confoundedly kind of you," said Charles; "but I am not a
-gentleman; I am a gamekeeper's son."
-
-"I suppose you can read Greek, now, can't you?" said the coachman.
-
-Charles was obliged to confess he could.
-
-"Of course," said the coachman; "all gamekeepers' sons is forced to
-learn Greek, in order as they may slang the poachers in an unknown
-tongue. Fiddle-dedee! I know all about it; least-wise, guess. Come along
-with me; why, I've got sons as old as you. Come along."
-
-"Are they in service?" said Charles, by way of something to say.
-
-"Two of 'em are, but one's in the army."
-
-"Indeed!" said Charles, with more interest.
-
-"Ay; he is in your governor's regiment."
-
-"Does he like it?" said Charles. "I should like to know him."
-
-"Like it?--don't he?" said the coachman. "See what society he gets into.
-I suppose there ain't no gentlemen's sons troopers in that regiment, eh?
-Oh dear no. Don't for a moment suppose it, young man. Not at all."
-
-Charles was very much interested by this news. He made up his mind there
-and then that he would enlist immediately. But he didn't; he only
-thought about it.
-
-Charles found that the club was composed of about a dozen coachmen and
-superior pad-grooms. They were very civil to him, and to one another.
-There was nothing to laugh at. There was nothing that could be tortured
-into ridicule. They talked about their horses and their business quite
-naturally. There was an air of kindly fellowship, and a desire for
-mutual assistance among them, which, at times, Charles had not noticed
-at the university. One man sang a song, and sang it very prettily, too,
-about stag-hunting. He had got as far as--
-
- "As every breath with sobs he drew,
- The labouring buck strained full in view,"
-
-when the door opened, and an oldish groom came in.
-
-The song was not much attended to now. When the singer had finished, the
-others applauded him, but impatiently; and then there was a general
-exclamation of "Well?"
-
-"I've just come down from the Corner. There has been a regular run
-against Haphazard, and no one knows why. Something wrong with the horse,
-I suppose, because there's been no run on any other in particular, only
-against him."
-
-"Was Lord Ascot there?" said some one.
-
-"Ah, that he was. Wouldn't bet though, even at the long odds. Said he'd
-got every sixpence he was worth on the horse, and would stand where he
-was; and that's true, they say. And master says, likewise, that Lord
-Welter would have taken 'em, but that his father stopped him."
-
-"That looks queerish," said some one else.
-
-"Ay, and wasn't there a jolly row, too?"
-
-"Who with?" asked several.
-
-"Lord Welter and Lord Hainault. It happened outside, close to me. Lord
-Hainault was walking across the yard, and Lord Welter came up to him and
-said, 'How d'ye do, Hainault?' and Lord Hainault turned round and said,
-quite quiet, 'Welter, you are a scoundrel!' And Lord Welter said,
-'Hainault, you are out of your senses;' but he turned pale, too, and he
-looked--Lord! I shouldn't like to have been before him--and Lord
-Hainault says, 'You know what I mean;' and Lord Welter says, 'No, I
-don't; but, by Gad, you shall tell me;' and then the other says, as
-steady as a rock, 'I'll tell you. You are a man that one daren't leave a
-woman alone with. Where's that Casterton girl? Where's Adelaide Summers?
-Neither a friend's house, nor your own father's house, is any protection
-for a woman against you.' 'Gad,' says Lord Welter, 'you were pretty
-sweet on the last-named yourself, once on a time.'"
-
-"Well!" said some one, "and what did Lord Hainault say?"
-
-"He said, 'you are a liar and a scoundrel, Welter.' And then Lord Welter
-came at him; but Lord Ascot came between them, shaking like anything,
-and says he, 'Hainault, go away, for God's sake; you don't know what you
-are saying.--Welter, be silent.' But they made no more of he than----"
-(here our friend was at a loss for a simile).
-
-"But how did it end?" asked Charles.
-
-"Well," said the speaker, "General Mainwaring came up, and laid his hand
-on Lord Welter's shoulder, and took him off pretty quiet. And that's all
-I know about it."
-
-It was clearly all. Charles rose to go, and walked by himself from
-street to street, thinking.
-
-Suppose he _was_ to be thrown against Lord Welter, how should he act?
-what should he say? Truly it was a puzzling question. The anomaly of his
-position was never put before him more strikingly than now. What could
-he say? what could he do?
-
-After the first shock, the thought of Adelaide's unfaithfulness was not
-so terrible as on the first day or two; many little unamiable traits of
-character, vanity, selfishness, and so on, unnoticed before, began to
-come forth in somewhat startling relief. Anger, indignation, and love,
-all three jumbled up together, each one by turns in the ascendant, were
-the frames of mind in which Charles found himself when he began thinking
-about her. One moment he was saying to himself, "How beautiful she was!"
-and the next, "She was as treacherous as a tiger; she never could have
-cared for me." But, when he came to think of Welter, his anger
-overmastered everything, and he would clench his teeth as he walked
-along, and for a few moments feel the blood rushing to his head and
-singing in his ears. Let us hope that Lord Welter will not come across
-him while he is in that mood, or there will be mischief.
-
-But his anger was soon over. He had just had one of these fits of anger
-as he walked along; and he was, like a good fellow, trying to conquer
-it, by thinking of Lord Welter as he was as a boy, and before he was a
-villain, when he came before St. Peter's Church, in Eaton Square, and
-stopped to look at some fine horses which were coming out of Salter's.
-
-At the east end of St. Peter's Church there is a piece of bare white
-wall in a corner, and in front of the wall was a little shoeblack.
-
-He was not one of the regular brigade, with a red shirt, but an "Arab"
-of the first water. He might have been seven or eight years old, but was
-small. His whole dress consisted of two garments; a ragged shirt, with
-no buttons, and half of one sleeve gone, and a ragged pair of trousers,
-which, small as he was, were too small for him, and barely reached below
-his knees. His feet and head were bare; and under a wild, tangled shock
-of hair looked a pretty, dirty, roguish face, with a pair of grey,
-twinkling eyes, which was amazingly comical. Charles stopped, watching
-him, and, as he did so, felt what we have most of us felt, I dare
-say--that, at certain times of vexation and anger, the company and
-conversation of children is the best thing for us.
-
-The little man was playing at fives against the bare wall, with such
-tremendous energy, that he did not notice that Charles had stopped, and
-was looking at him. Every nerve in his wiry, lean little body was braced
-up to the game; his heart and soul were as deeply enlisted in it, as
-though he were captain of the eleven, or stroke of the eight.
-
-He had no ball to play with, but he played with a brass button. The
-button flew hither and thither, being so irregular in shape, and the boy
-dashed after it like lightning. At last, after he had kept up
-five-and-twenty or so, the button flew over his head, and lighted at
-Charles's feet.
-
-As the boy turned to get it, his eyes met Charles's, and he stopped,
-parting the long hair from his forehead, and gazing on him, till the
-beautiful little face--beautiful through dirt and ignorance and
-neglect--lit up with a smile, as Charles looked at him, with the kind,
-honest old expression. And so began their acquaintance, almost comically
-at first.
-
-Charles don't care to talk much about that boy now. If he ever does, it
-is to recall his comical, humorous sayings and doings in the first part
-of their strange friendship. He never speaks of the end, even to me.
-
-The boy stood smiling at him, as I said, holding his long hair out of
-his eyes; and Charles looked on him and laughed, and forgot all about
-Welter and the rest of them at once.
-
-"I want my boots cleaned," he said.
-
-The boy said, "I can't clean they dratted top-boots. I cleaned a groom's
-boots a Toosday, and he punched my block because I blacked the tops.
-Where did that button go?"
-
-And Charles said, "You can clean the lower part of my boots, and do no
-harm. Your button is here against the lamp-post."
-
-The boy picked it up, and got his apparatus ready. But, before he began,
-he looked up in Charles's face, as if he was going to speak; then he
-began vigorously, but in half a minute looked up again, and stopped.
-
-Charles saw that the boy liked him, and wanted to talk to him; so he
-began, severely--
-
-"How came you to be playing fives with a brass button, eh?"
-
-The boy struck work at once, and answered, "I ain't got no ball."
-
-"If you begin knocking stamped pieces of metal about in the street,"
-continued Charles, "you will come to chuck-farthing, and from
-chuck-farthing to the gallows is a very short step indeed, I can assure
-you."
-
-The boy did not seem to know whether Charles was joking or not. He cast
-a quick glance up at his face; but, seeing no sign of a smile there, he
-spat on one of his brushes, and said--
-
-"Not if you don't cheat, it aint."
-
-Charles suffered the penalty, which usually follows on talking nonsense,
-of finding himself in a dilemma; so he said imperiously--
-
-"I shall buy you a ball to-morrow; I am not going to have you knocking
-buttons about against people's walls in broad daylight, like that."
-
-It was the first time that the boy had ever heard nonsense talked in his
-life. It was a new sensation. He gave a sharp look up into Charles's
-face again, and then went on with his work.
-
-"Where do you live, my little manikin?" said Charles directly, in that
-quiet pleasant voice I know so well.
-
-The boy did not look up this time. It was not very often, possibly, that
-he got spoken to so kindly by his patrons; he worked away, and answered
-that he lived in Marquis Court, in Southwark.
-
-"Why do you come so far, then?" asked Charles.
-
-The boy told him why he plodded so wearily, day after day, over here in
-the West-end. It was for family reasons, into which I must not go too
-closely. Somebody, it appeared, still came home, now and then, just once
-in a way, to see her mother, and to visit the den where she was bred;
-and there was still left one who would wait for her, week after
-week--still one pair of childish feet, bare and dirty, that would patter
-back beside her--still one childish voice that would prattle with her,
-on her way to her hideous home, and call her sister.
-
-"Have you any brothers?"
-
-Five altogether. Jim was gone for a sojer, it appeared, and Nipper was
-sent over the water. Harry was on the cross--
-
-"On the cross?" said Charles.
-
-"Ah!" the boy said, "he goes out cly-faking, and such. He's a prig, and
-a smart one, too. He's fly, is Harry."
-
-"But what is cly-faking?" said Charles.
-
-"Why a-prigging of wipes, and sneeze-boxes, and ridicules, and such."
-
-Charles was not so ignorant of slang as not to understand what his
-little friend meant now. He said--
-
-"But _you_ are not a thief, are you?"
-
-The boy looked up at him frankly and honestly, and said--
-
-"Lord bless you, no! I shouldn't make no hand of that. I ain't brave
-enough for that!"
-
-He gave the boy twopence, and gave orders that one penny was to be spent
-in a ball. And then he sauntered listlessly away--every day more
-listless, and not three weeks gone yet.
-
-His mind returned to this child very often. He found himself thinking
-more about the little rogue than he could explain. The strange babble of
-the child, prattling so innocently, and, as he thought, so prettily,
-about vice, and crime, and misery; about one brother transported, one a
-thief--and you see he could love his sister even to the very end of it
-all. Strange babble indeed from a child's lips.
-
-He thought of it again and again, and then, dressing himself plainly,
-he went up to Grosvenor Square, where Mary would be walking with Lord
-Charles Herries's children. He wanted to hear _them_ talk.
-
-He was right in his calculations; the children were there. All three of
-them this time; and Mary was there too. They were close to the rails,
-and he leant his back on them, and heard every word.
-
-"Miss Corby," said Gus, "if Lady Ascot is such a good woman, she will go
-to heaven when she dies?"
-
-"Yes, indeed, my dear," said Mary.
-
-"And, when grandma dies, will she go to heaven, too?" said the artful
-Gus, knowing as well as possible that old Lady Hainault and Lady Ascot
-were deadly enemies.
-
-"I hope so, my dear," said Mary.
-
-"But does Lady Ascot hope so? Do you think grandma would be happy
-if----"
-
-It became high time to stop master Gus, who was getting on too fast.
-Mary having bowled him out, Miss Flora had an innings.
-
-"When I grow up," said Flora, "I shall wear knee-breeches and top-boots,
-and a white bull-dog, and a long clay pipe, and I shall drive into
-Henley on a market-day and put up at the Catherine Wheel."
-
-Mary had breath enough left to ask why.
-
-"Because Farmer Thompson at Casterton dresses like that, and he is such
-a dear old darling. He gives us strawberries and cream; and in his
-garden are gooseberries and peacocks; and the peacock's wives don't
-spread out their tails like their husbands do--the foolish things. Now,
-when I am married----"
-
-Gus was rude enough to interrupt her here. He remarked--
-
-"When Archy goes to heaven, he'll want the cat to come to bed with him;
-and, if he can't get her, there'll be a pretty noise."
-
-"My dears," said Mary, "you must not talk anymore nonsense; I can't
-permit it."
-
-"But, my dear Miss Corby," said Flora, "we haven't been talking
-nonsense, have we? I told you the truth about Farmer Thompson."
-
-"I know what she means," said Gus; "we have been saying what came into
-our heads, and it vexes her. It is all nonsense, you know, about your
-wearing breeches and spreading out your tail like a peacock; we mustn't
-vex her."
-
-Flora didn't answer Gus, but answered Mary by climbing on her knee and
-kissing her. "Tell us a story, dear," said Gus.
-
-"What shall I tell?" said Mary.
-
-"Tell us about Ravenshoe," said Flora; "tell us about the fishermen, and
-the priest that walked about like a ghost in the dark passages; and
-about Cuthbert Ravenshoe, who was always saying his prayers; and about
-the other one who won the boat race."
-
-"Which one?" said silly Mary.
-
-"Why, the other; the one you like best. What was his name?"
-
-"Charles!"
-
-How quietly and softly she said it! The word left her lips like a deep
-sigh. One who heard it was a gentleman still. He had heard enough,
-perhaps too much, and walked away towards the stable and the
-public-house, leaving her in the gathering gloom of the summer's evening
-under the red hawthorns, and laburnums, among the children. And, as he
-walked away, he thought of the night he left Ravenshoe, when the little
-figure was standing in the hall all alone. "She might have loved me, and
-I her," he said, "if the world were not out of joint; God grant it may
-not be so!" And although he said, "God grant that she may not," he
-really wished it had been so; and from this very time Mary began to take
-Adelaide's place in his heart.
-
-Not that he was capable of falling in love with any woman at this time.
-He says he was crazy, and I believe him to a certain extent. It was a
-remarkably lucky thing for him that he had so diligently neglected his
-education. If he had not, and had found himself in his present position,
-with three or four times more of intellectual cravings to be satisfied,
-he would have gone mad, or taken to drinking. I, who write, have seen
-the thing happen.
-
-But, before the crash came, I have seen Charles patiently spending the
-morning cutting gun-wads from an old hat, in preference to going to his
-books. It was this interest in trifles which saved him just now. He
-could think at times, and had had education enough to think logically;
-but his brain was not so active but that he could cut gun-wads for an
-hour or so; though his friend William could cut one-third more gun-wads
-out of an old hat than he.
-
-He was thinking now, in his way, about these children--about Gus and
-Flora on the one hand, and the little shoeblack on the other. Both so
-innocent and pretty, and yet so different. He had taken himself from the
-one world and thrown himself into the other. There were two worlds and
-two standards--gentlemen and non-gentlemen. The "lower orders" did not
-seem to be so particular about the character of their immediate
-relations as the upper. That was well, for he belonged to the former
-now, and had a sister. If one of Lord Charles Herries's children had
-gone wrong, Gus and Flora would never have talked of him or her to a
-stranger. He must learn the secret of this armour which made the poor so
-invulnerable. He must go and talk to the little shoeblack.
-
-He thought that was the reason why he went to look after the little
-rogue next day; but that was not the real reason. The reason was, that
-he had found a friend in a lower grade than himself, who would admire
-him and look up to him. The first friend of that sort he had made since
-his fall. What that friend accidentally saved him from, we shall see.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI.
-
-THE DERBY.
-
-
-Hornby was lying on his back on the sofa in the window and looking out.
-He had sent for Charles, and Charles was standing beside him; but he had
-not noticed him yet. In a minute Charles said, "You sent for me, sir."
-
-Hornby turned sharply round. "By Jove, yes," he said, looking straight
-at him; "Lord Welter is married."
-
-Charles did not move a muscle, and Hornby looked disappointed. Charles
-only said--
-
-"May I ask who she is, sir?"
-
-"She is a Miss Summers. Do you know anything of her?"
-
-Charles knew Miss Summers quite well by sight--had attended her while
-riding, in fact. A statement which, though strictly true, misled Hornby
-more than fifty lies.
-
-"Handsome?"
-
-"Remarkably so. Probably the handsomest (he was going to say 'girl,' but
-said 'lady') I ever saw in my life."
-
-"H'm!" and he sat silent a moment, and gave Charles time to think. "I am
-glad he has married her, and before to-morrow, too."
-
-"Well," said Hornby again, "we shall go down in the drag to-morrow.
-Ferrers will drive, he says. I suppose he had better; he drives better
-than I. Make the other two lads come in livery, but come in black
-trousers yourself. Wear your red waistcoat; you can button your coat
-over it, if it is necessary."
-
-"Shall I wear my cockade, sir?"
-
-"Yes; that won't matter. Can you fight?"
-
-Charles said to himself, "I suppose we shall be in Queer Street
-to-morrow, then;" but he rather liked the idea. "I used to like it,"
-said he aloud. "I don't think I care about it now. Last year, at Oxford,
-I and three other University men, three Pauls and a Brazenose, had a
-noble stramash on Folly-bridge. That is the last fighting I have seen."
-
-"What College were you at?" said Hornby, looking out at the window;
-"Brazenose?"
-
-"Paul's," said Charles without thinking.
-
-"Then you are the man Welter was telling me about--Charles Ravenshoe."
-
-Charles saw it was no good to fence, and said, "Yes."
-
-"By Jove," said Hornby, "yours is a sad story. You must have ridden out
-with Lady Welter more than once, I take it."
-
-"Are you going to say anything to Lord Welter, sir?"
-
-"Not I. I like you too well to lose you. You will stick by me, won't
-you?"
-
-"I will," said Charles, "to the death. But oh, Hornby, for any sake mind
-those d----d bones!"
-
-"I will. But don't be an ass: I don't play half as much as you think."
-
-"You are playing with Welter now, sir; are you not?"
-
-"You are a pretty dutiful sort of a groom, I don't think," said Hornby,
-looking round and laughing good-naturedly. "What the dickens do you mean
-by cross-questioning me like that? Yes, I am. There--and for a noble
-purpose too."
-
-Charles said no more, but was well pleased enough. If Hornby had only
-given him a little more of his confidence!
-
-"I suppose," said Hornby, "if Haphazard don't win to-morrow, Lord Ascot
-will be a beggar."
-
-"They say," said Charles, "that he has backed his own horse through
-thick and thin, sir. It is inconceivable folly; but things could not be
-worse at Ranford, and he stands to win some sum on the horse, as they
-say, which would put everything right; and the horse is a favourite."
-
-"Favourites never win," said Hornby; "and I don't think that Lord Ascot
-has so much on him as they say."
-
-So the next day they went to the Derby. Sir Robert Ferrer, of the Guards
-drove (this is Inkerman Bob, and he has got a patent cork leg now, and
-a Victoria Cross, and goes a-shooting on a grey cob); and there was Red
-Maclean, on furlough from India; and there was Lord Swansea, youngest of
-existing Guardsmen, who blew a horn, and didn't blow it at all well; and
-there were two of Lieutenant Hornby's brother-officers, besides the
-Lieutenant: and behind, with Hornby's two grooms and our own Charles,
-dressed in sober black, was little Dick Ferrers, of the Home Office, who
-carried a peashooter, and pea-shot the noses of the leading horses of a
-dragful of Plungers, which followed them--which thing, had he been in
-the army, he wouldn't have dared to do. And the Plungers swore, and the
-dust flew, and the wind blew, and Sir Robert drove, and Charles laughed,
-and Lord Swansea gave them a little music, and away they went to the
-Derby.
-
-When they came on the course, Charles and his fellow-servants had enough
-to do to get the horses out and see after them. After nearly an hour's
-absence he got back to the drag, and began to look about him.
-
-The Plungers had drawn up behind them, and were lolling about. Before
-them was a family party--a fine elderly gentleman, a noble elderly lady,
-and two uncommonly pretty girls; and they were enjoying themselves. They
-were too well bred to make a noise; but there was a subdued babbling
-sound of laughter in that carriage, which was better music than that of
-a little impish German who, catching Charles's eye, played the accordion
-and waltzed before him, as did Salome before Herod, but with a different
-effect.
-
-The carriage beyond that was a very handsome one, and in it sat a lady
-most beautifully dressed, alone. By the step of the carriage were a
-crowd of men--Hornby, Hornby's brother-officers, Sir Robert Ferrers, and
-even little Dick Ferrers. Nay, there was a Plunger there; and they were
-all talking and laughing at the top of their voices.
-
-Charles, goose as he was, used to be very fond of Dickens's novels. He
-used to say that almost everywhere in those novels you came across a
-sketch, may be unconnected with the story, as bold and true and
-beautiful as those chalk sketches of Raphael in the Taylor--scratches
-which, when once seen, you could never forget any more. And, as he
-looked at that lady in the carriage, he was reminded of one of Dickens's
-master-pieces in that way, out of the "Old Curiosity Shop"--of a lady
-sitting in a carriage all alone at the races, who bought Nell's poor
-flowers, and bade her go home and stay there, for God's sake.
-
-Her back was towards him, of course; yet he guessed she was beautiful.
-"She is a fast woman, God help her!" said he; and he determined to go
-and look at her.
-
-He sauntered past the carriage, and turned to look at her. It was
-Adelaide.
-
-As faultlessly beautiful as ever, but ah--how changed! The winning
-petulance, so charming in other days, was gone from that face for ever.
-Hard, stern, proud, defiant, she sat there upright, alone. Fallen from
-the society of all women of her own rank, she knew--who better?--that
-not one of those men chattering around her would have borne to see her
-in the company of his sister, viscountess though she were, countess and
-mother of earls as she would be. They laughed, and lounged, and joked
-before her; and she tolerated them, and cast her gibes hither and
-thither among them, bitterly and contemptuously. It was her first
-appearance in the world. She had been married three days.
-
-Not a woman would speak to her: Lord Welter had coarsely told her so
-that morning; and bitterness and hatred were in her heart. It was for
-this she had bartered honour and good fame. She had got her title, flung
-to her as a bone to a dog by Welter; but her social power, for which she
-had sold herself, was lower, far lower, than when she was poor Adelaide
-Summers.
-
-It is right that it should be so, as a rule; in her case it was doubly
-right.
-
-Charles knew all this well enough. And at the first glance at her face
-he knew that "the iron had entered into her soul" (I know no better
-expression), and he was revenged. He had ceased to love her, but revenge
-is sweet--to some.
-
-Not to him. When he looked at her, he would have given his life that she
-might smile again, though she was no more to him what she had been. He
-turned, for fear of being seen, saying to himself,--
-
-"Poor girl! Poor dear Adelaide! She must lie on the bed she has made.
-God help her!"
-
-Haphazard was the first favourite--_facile princeps_. He was at two and
-a half to one. Bill Sykes, at three and a half, was a very dangerous
-horse. Then came Carnarvon, Lablache, Lick-pitcher, Ivanhoe, Ben Caunt,
-Bath-bun, Hamlet, Allfours, and Colonel Sibthorp. The last of these was
-at twenty to one. Ben Caunt was to make the running for Haphazard, so
-they said; and Colonel Sibthorp for Bill Sykes.
-
-So he heard the men talking round Lady Welter's carriage. Hornby's voice
-was as loud as any one's, and a pleasant voice it was; but they none of
-them talked very low. Charles could hear every word.
-
-"I am afraid Lady Welter will never forgive me," said Hornby, "but I
-have bet against the favourite."
-
-"I beg your pardon," said Adelaide.
-
-"I have bet against your horse, Lady Welter."
-
-"My horse?" said Adelaide, coolly and scornfully. "My horses are all
-post-horses, hired for the day to bring me here. I hope none of them are
-engaged in the races, as I shall have to go home with a pair only, and
-then I shall be disgraced for ever."
-
-"I mean Haphazard."
-
-"Oh, that horse?" said Adelaide; "that is Lord Ascot's horse, not mine.
-I hope you may win. You ought to win something, oughtn't you? Welter has
-won a great deal from you, I believe."
-
-The facts were the other way. But Hornby said no more to her. She was
-glad of this, though she liked him well enough, for she hoped that she
-had offended him by her insolent manner. But they were at
-cross-purposes.
-
-Presently Lord Welter came swinging in among them; he looked terribly
-savage and wild, and Charles thought he had been drinking. Knowing what
-he was in this mood, and knowing also the mood Adelaide was in, he
-dreaded some scene. "But they cannot quarrel so soon," he thought.
-
-"How d'ye do?" said Lord Welter to the knot of men round his wife's
-carriage. "Lady Welter, have your people got any champagne, or anything
-of that sort?"
-
-"I suppose so; you had better ask them."
-
-She had not forgotten what he had said to her that morning so brutally.
-She saw he was madly angry, and would have liked to make him commit
-himself before these men. She had fawned, and wheedled, and flattered
-for a month; but now she was Lady Welter, and he should feel it.
-
-Lord Welter looked still more savage, but said nothing. A man brought
-him some wine; and, as he gave it to him, Adelaide said, as quietly as
-though she were telling him that there was some dust on his coat--
-
-"You had better not take too much of it; you seem to have had enough
-already. Sir Robert Ferrers here is very taciturn in his cups, I am
-told; but you make such a terrible to-do when you are drunk."
-
-They should feel her tongue, these fellows! They might come and dangle
-about her carriage-door, and joke to one another, and look on her beauty
-as if she were a doll; but they should feel her tongue; Charles's heart
-sank within him as he heard her. Only a month gone, and she desperate.
-
-But of all the mischievous things done on that race-course that day--and
-they were many--the most mischievous and uncalled-for was Adelaide's
-attack upon Sir Robert Ferrers, who, though very young, was as sober,
-clever, and discreet a young man as any in the Guards, or in England.
-But Adelaide had heard a story about him. To wit, that, going to dinner
-at Greenwich with a number of friends, and having taken two glasses or
-so of wine at his dinner, he got it into his head that he was getting
-tipsy; and refused to speak another word all the evening for fear of
-committing himself.
-
-The other men laughed at Ferrers. And Lord Welter chose to laugh too; he
-was determined that his wife should not make a fool of him. But now
-every one began to draw off and take their places for the race. Little
-Dick Ferrers, whose whole life was one long effort of good nature,
-stayed by Lady Welter, though horribly afraid of her, because he did not
-like to see her left alone. Charles forced himself into a front position
-against the rails, with his friend Mr. Sloane, and held on thereby,
-intensely interested. He was passionately fond of horse-racing; and he
-forgot everything, even his poor, kind old friend Lord Ascot, in
-scrutinising every horse as it came by from the Warren, and guessing
-which was to win.
-
-Haphazard was the horse, there could be no doubt. A cheer ran all along
-the line, as he came walking majestically down, as though he knew he was
-the hero of the day. Bill Sykes and Carnarvon were as good as good could
-be; but Haphazard was better. Charles remembered Lady Ascot's tearful
-warning about his not being able to stay; but he laughed it to scorn.
-The horse had furnished so since then! Here he came, flying past them
-like a whirlwind, shaking the earth, and making men's ears tingle with
-the glorious music of his feet on the turf. Haphazard, ridden by Wells,
-must win! Hurrah for Wells!
-
-As the horse came slowly past again, he looked up to see the calm stern
-face; but it was not there. There were Lord Ascot's colours, dark blue
-and white sash; but where was Wells? The jockey was a smooth-faced young
-man, with very white teeth, who kept grinning and touching his cap at
-every other word Lord Ascot said to him. Charles hurriedly borrowed
-Sloane's card, and read,
-
-"Lord Ascot's Haphazard----J. Brooks."
-
-Who, in the name of confusion, was J. Brooks? All of a sudden he
-remembered. It was one of Lord Ascot's own lads. It was the very lad
-that rode Haphazard on the day that Adelaide and he rode out to the
-Downs, at Ranford, to see the horse gallop. Lord Ascot must be mad.
-
-"But Wells was to have ridden Haphazard, Mr. Sloane," said Charles.
-
-"He wouldn't," said Sloane, and laughed sardonically. But there was no
-time for Charles to ask why he laughed, for the horses were off.
-
-Those who saw the race were rather surprised that Ben Caunt had not
-showed more to the front at first to force the running; but there was
-not much time to think of such things. As they came round the corner,
-Haphazard, who was lying sixth, walked through his horses and laid
-himself alongside of Bill Sykes. A hundred yards from the post, Bill
-Sykes made a push, and drew a neck a-head; in a second or so more
-Haphazard had passed him, winning the Derby by a clear length; and poor
-Lord Ascot fell headlong down in a fit, like a dead man.
-
-Little Dicky Ferrers, in the excitement of the race, had climbed into
-the rumble of Adelaide's carriage, peashooter and all; and, having
-cheered rather noisily as the favourite came in winner, he was beginning
-to wonder whether he hadn't made a fool of himself, and what Lady Welter
-would say when she found where he had got to, when Lord Welter broke
-through the crowd, and came up to his wife, looking like death.
-
-"Get home, Adelaide! You see what has happened, and know what to do.
-Lady Welter, if I get hold of that boy Brooks, to-night, in a safe
-place, I'll murder him, by----!"
-
-"I believe you will, Welter. Keep away from him, unless you are a
-madman. If you anger the boy it will all come out. Where is Lord Ascot?"
-
-"Dead, they say, or dying. He is in a fit."
-
-"I ought to go to him, Welter, in common decency."
-
-"Go home, I tell you. Get the things you know of packed, and taken to
-one of the hotels at London Bridge. Any name will do. Be at home
-to-night, dressed, in a state of jubilation; and keep a couple of
-hundred pounds in the house. Here, you fellows! her ladyship's
-horses--look sharp!"
-
-Poor little Dicky Ferrers had heard more than he intended; but Lord
-Welter, in his madness, had not noticed him. He didn't use his
-peashooter going home, and spoke very little. There was a party of all
-of them in Hornby's rooms that night, and Dicky was so dull at first,
-that his brother made some excuse to get him by himself, and say a few
-eager, affectionate words to him.
-
-"Dick, my child, you have lost some money. How much? You shall have it
-to-morrow."
-
-"Not half a halfpenny, Bob; but I was with Lady Welter just after the
-race, and I heard more than I ought to have heard."
-
-"You couldn't help it, I hope."
-
-"I ought to have helped it; but it was so sudden, I couldn't help it.
-And now I can't ease my mind by telling anybody."
-
-"I suppose it was some rascality of Welter's," said Sir Robert,
-laughing. "It don't much matter; only don't tell any one, you know." And
-then they went in again, and Dicky never told any one till every one
-knew.
-
-For it came out soon that Lord Ascot had been madly betting, by
-commission, against his own horse, and that forty years' rents of his
-estates wouldn't set my lord on his legs again. With his usual
-irresolution, he had changed his policy--partly owing, I fear, to our
-dear old friend Lady Ascot's perpetual croaking about "Ramoneur blood,"
-and its staying qualities. So, after betting such a sum on his own horse
-as gave the betting world confidence, and excusing himself by pleading
-his well-known poverty from going further, he had hedged, by commission;
-and, could his horse have lost, he would have won enough to have set
-matters right at Ranford. He dared not ask a great jockey to ride for
-him under such circumstances, and so he puffed one of his own lads to
-the world, and broke with Wells. The lad had sold him like a sheep.
-Meanwhile, thinking himself a man of honour, poor fool, he had raised
-every farthing possible on his estate to meet his engagements on the
-turf in case of failure--in case of his horse winning by some mischance,
-if such a thing could be. And so it came about that the men of the turf
-were all honourably paid, and he and his tradesmen were ruined. The
-estates were entailed; but for thirty years Ranford must be in the hands
-of strangers. Lord Welter, too, had raised money, and lost fearfully by
-the same speculation.
-
-There are some men who are always in the right place when they are
-wanted--always ready to do good and kind actions--and who are generally
-found "to the fore" in times of trouble. Such a man was General
-Mainwaring. When Lord Ascot fell down in a fit, he was beside him, and,
-having seen him doing well, and having heard from him, as he recovered,
-the fearful extent of the disaster, he had posted across country to
-Ranford and told Lady Ascot.
-
-She took it very quietly.
-
-"Win or lose," she said, "it is all one to this unhappy house. Tell them
-to get out my horses, dear general, and let me go to my poor darling
-Ascot. You have heard nothing of Charles Ravenshoe, general?"
-
-"Nothing, my dear lady."
-
-Charles had brushed his sleeve in the crowd that day, and had longed to
-take the dear old brown hand in his again, but dared not. Poor Charles!
-If he had only done so!
-
-So the general and Lady Ascot went off together, and nursed Lord Ascot;
-and Adelaide, pale as death, but beautiful as ever, was driven home
-through the dust and turmoil, clenching her hands impatiently together
-at every stoppage on the road.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII.
-
-LORD WELTER'S MENAGE.
-
-
-There was a time, a time we have seen, when Lord Welter was a merry,
-humorous, thoughtless boy. A boy, one would have said, with as little
-real mischief in him as might be. He might have made a decent member of
-society, who knows? But to do him justice, he had had everything against
-him from his earliest childhood. He had never known what a mother was,
-or a sister. His earliest companions were grooms and gamekeepers; and
-his religious instruction was got mostly from his grandmother, whose
-old-fashioned Sunday-morning lectures and collect learnings, so rigidly
-pursued that he dreaded Sunday of all days in the week, were succeeded
-by cock-fighting in the Croft with his father in the afternoon, and
-lounging away the evening among the stable-boys. As Lord Saltire once
-said, in the former part of this story, "Ranford was what the young men
-of the day called an uncommon fast house."
-
-Fast enough, in truth. "All downhill and no drag on." Welter soon defied
-his grandmother. For his father he cared nothing. Lord Ascot was so
-foolishly fond of the boy that he never contradicted him in anything,
-and used even to laugh when he was impudent to his grandmother, whom, to
-do Lord Ascot justice, he respected more than any living woman. Tutors
-were tried, of whom Welter, by a happy combination of obstinacy and
-recklessness, managed to vanquish three, in as many months. It was
-hopeless. Lord Ascot would not hear of his going to school. He was his
-only boy, his darling. He could not part with him; and, when Lady Ascot
-pressed the matter, he grew obstinate, as he could at times, and said he
-would not. The boy would do well enough; he had been just like him at
-his age, and look at him now!
-
-Lord Ascot was mistaken. He had not been quite like Lord Welter at his
-age. He had been a very quiet sort of boy indeed. Lord Ascot was a great
-stickler for blood in horses, and understood such things. I wonder he
-could not have seen the difference between the sweet, loving face of his
-mother, capable of violent, furious passion though it was, and that of
-his coarse, stupid, handsome, gipsy-looking wife, and judged
-accordingly. He had engrafted a new strain of blood on the old Staunton
-stock, and was to reap the consequences.
-
-What was to become of Lord Welter was a great problem, still unsolved;
-when, one night, shortly before Charles paid his first visit to Ranford,
-vice Cuthbert, disapproved of, Lord Ascot came up, as his custom was,
-into his mother's dressing-room, to have half-an-hour's chat with her
-before she went to bed.
-
-"I wonder, mother dear," he said, "whether I ought to ask old Saltire
-again, or not? He wouldn't come last time you know. If I thought he
-wouldn't come, I'd ask him."
-
-"You must ask him," said Lady Ascot, brushing her grey hair, "and he
-will come."
-
-"_Very_ well," said Lord Ascot. "It's a bore; but you must have some one
-to flirt with, I suppose."
-
-Lady Ascot laughed. In fact, she had written before, and told him that
-he _must_ come, for she wanted him; and come he did.
-
-"Now, Maria," said Lord Saltire, on the first night, as soon as he and
-Lady Ascot were seated together on a quiet sofa, "what is it? Why have
-you brought me down to meet this mob of jockeys and gamekeepers? A
-fortnight here, and not a soul to speak to, but Mainwaring and yourself.
-After I was here last time, dear old Lady Hainault croaked out in a
-large crowd that some one smelt of the stable."
-
-"Dear old soul," said Lady Ascot. "What a charming, delicate wit she
-has. You will have to come here again, though. Every year, mind."
-
-"Kismet," said Lord Saltire. "But what is the matter?"
-
-"What do you think of Ascot's boy?"
-
-"Oh, Lord!" said Lord Saltire. "So I have been brought all this way to
-be consulted about a schoolboy. Well, I think he looks an atrocious
-young cub, as like his dear mamma as he can be. I always used to expect
-that she would call me a pretty gentleman, and want to tell my fortune."
-
-Lady Ascot smiled: _she_ knew her man. She knew he would have died for
-her and hers.
-
-"He is getting very troublesome," said Lady Ascot. "What would you
-reco----"
-
-"Send him to Eton," said Lord Saltire.
-
-"But he is very high-spirited, James, and----"
-
-"_Send him to Eton._ Do you hear, Maria?"
-
-"But Ascot won't let him go," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Oh, he won't, won't he?" said Lord Saltire. "Now, let us hear no more
-of the cub, but have our picquet in peace."
-
-The next morning Lord Saltire had an interview with Lord Ascot, and two
-hours afterwards it was known that Lord Welter was to go to Eton at
-once.
-
-And so, when Lord Welter met Charles at Twyford, he told him of it.
-
-At Eton, he had rapidly found other boys brought up with the same tastes
-as himself, and with these he consorted. A rapid interchange of
-experiences went on among these young gentlemen; which ended in Lord
-Welter, at all events, being irreclaimably vicious.
-
-Lord Welter had fallen in love with Charles, as boys do, and their
-friendship had lasted on, waning as it went, till they permanently met
-again at Oxford. There, though their intimacy was as close as ever, the
-old love died out, for a time, amidst riot and debauchery. Charles had
-some sort of a creed about women; Lord Welter had none. Charles drew a
-line at a certain point, low down it might be, which he never passed;
-Welter set no bounds anywhere. What Lord Hainault said of him at
-Tattersall's was true. One day, when they had been arguing on this point
-rather sharply, Charles said--
-
-"If you mean what you say, you are not fit to come into a gentleman's
-house. But you don't mean it, old cock; so don't be an ass."
-
-He did mean it, and Charles was right. Alas! that ever he should have
-come to Ravenshoe!
-
-Lord Welter had lived so long in the house with Adelaide that he never
-thought of making love to her. They used to quarrel, like Benedict and
-Beatrice. What happened was her fault. She was worthless. Worthless. Let
-us have done with it. I can expand over Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot, and
-such good people, but I cannot over her, more than is necessary.
-
-Two things Lord Welter was very fond of--brawling and dicing. He was an
-arrant bully, very strong, and perfect in the use of his fists, and of
-such courage and tenacity that, having once began a brawl, no one had
-ever made him leave it, save as an unqualified victor. This was getting
-well known now. Since he had left Oxford and had been living in London,
-he had been engaged in two or three personal encounters in the terribly
-fast society to which he had betaken himself, and men were getting
-afraid of him. Another thing was, that, drink as he would, he never
-played the worse for it. He was a lucky player. Sometimes, after winning
-money of a man, he would ask him home to have his revenge. That man
-generally went again and again to Lord Welter's house, in St. John's
-Wood, and did not find himself any the richer. It was the most beautiful
-little gambling den in London, and it was presided over by one of the
-most beautiful, witty, fascinating women ever seen. A woman with whom
-all the men fell in love; so staid, so respectable, and charmingly
-behaved. Lord Welter always used to call her Lady Welter; so they all
-called her Lady Welter too, and treated her as though she were.
-
-But this Lady Welter was soon to be dethroned to make room for Adelaide.
-A day or two before they went off together, this poor woman got a note
-from Welter to tell her to prepare for a new mistress. It was no blow to
-her. He had prepared her for it for some time. There might have been
-tears, wild tears, in private; but what cared he for the tears of such
-an one? When Lord Welter and Adelaide came home, and Adelaide came with
-him into the hall, she advanced towards her, dressed as a waiting-woman,
-and said quietly,
-
-"You are welcome home, madam."
-
-It was Ellen, and Lord Welter was the delinquent, as you have guessed
-already. When she fled from Ravenshoe, she was flying from the anger of
-her supposed brother William; for he thought he knew all about it; and,
-when Charles Marston saw her passing round the cliff, she was making her
-weary way on foot towards Exeter to join him in London. After she was
-missed, William had written to Lord Welter, earnestly begging him to
-tell him if he had heard of her. And Welter had written back to him that
-he knew nothing, on his honour. Alas for Welter's honour, and William's
-folly in believing him!
-
-Poor Ellen! Lord Welter had thought that she would have left the house,
-and had good reason for thinking so. But, when he got home, there she
-was. All her finery cast away, dressed plainly and quietly. And there
-she stayed, waiting on Adelaide, demure and quiet as a waiting-woman
-should be. Adelaide had never been to Ravenshoe, and did not know her.
-Lord Welter had calculated on her going; but she stayed on. Why?
-
-You must bear with me, indeed you must, at such times as these. I touch
-as lightly as I can; but I have undertaken to tell a story, and I must
-tell it. These things are going on about us, and we try to ignore them,
-till they are thrust rudely upon us, as they are twenty times a year. No
-English story about young men could be complete without bringing in
-subjects which some may think best left alone. Let us comfort ourselves
-with one great, undeniable fact--the immense improvement in morals which
-has taken place in the last ten years. The very outcry which is now
-raised against such relations shows plainly one thing at least--that
-undeniable facts are being winked at no longer, and that some reform is
-coming. Every younger son who can command L200 a year ought to be
-allowed to marry in his own rank in life, whatever that may be. They
-will be uncomfortable, and have to save and push; and a very good thing
-for them. They won't lose caste. There are some things worse than mere
-discomfort. Let us look at bare facts, which no one dare deny. There is
-in the great world, and the upper middle-class world too, a crowd of
-cadets; younger sons, clerks, officers in the army, and so on;
-non-marrying men, as the slang goes, who are asked out to dine and dance
-with girls who are their equals in rank, and who have every opportunity
-of falling in love with them. And yet if one of this numerous crowd were
-to dare to fall in love with, and to propose to, one of these girls, he
-would be denied the house. It is the fathers and mothers who are to
-blame, to a great extent, for the very connexions they denounce so
-loudly. But yet the very outcry they are raising against these
-connexions is a hopeful sign.
-
-Lieutenant Hornby, walking up and down the earth to see what mischief he
-could get into, had done a smart stroke of business in that way, by
-making the acquaintance of Lord Welter at a gambling-house. Hornby was a
-very good fellow. He had two great pleasures in life. One, I am happy to
-say, was soldiering, at which he worked like a horse, and the other, I
-am very sorry to say, was gambling, at which he worked a great deal
-harder than he should. He was a marked man among professional players.
-Every one knew how awfully rich he was, and every one in succession had
-a "shy" at him. He was not at all particular. He would accept a battle
-with any one. Gaming men did all sorts of dirty things to get introduced
-to him, and play with him. The greater number of them had their wicked
-will; but the worst of it was that he always won. Sometimes, at a game
-of chance, he might lose enough to encourage his enemies to go on; but
-at games of skill no one could touch him. His billiard playing was
-simply masterly. And Dick Ferrers will tell you, that he and Hornby,
-being once, I am very sorry to say, together at G--n--ch F--r, were
-accosted in the park by a skittle-sharper, and that Hornby (who would,
-like Faust, have played chess with Old Gooseberry) allowed himself to be
-taken into a skittle-ground, from which he came out in half an hour
-victorious over the skittle-sharper, beating him easily.
-
-In the heyday of his fame, Lord Welter was told of him, and saying,
-"Give me the daggers," got introduced to him. They had a tournament at
-_ecarte_, or billiards, or something or another of that sort, it don't
-matter; and Lord Welter asked him up to St. John's Wood, where he saw
-Ellen.
-
-He lost that night liberally, as he could afford to; and, with very
-little persuasion, was induced to come there the next. He lost liberally
-again. He had fallen in love with Ellen.
-
-Lord Welter saw it, and made use of it as a bait to draw on Hornby to
-play. Ellen's presence was, of course, a great attraction to him, and he
-came and played; but unluckily for Lord Welter, after a few nights his
-luck changed, or he took more care, and he began to win again; so much
-so that, about the time when Adelaide came home, my Lord Welter had had
-nearly enough of Lieutenant Hornby, and was in hopes that he should have
-got rid of Ellen and him together; for his lordship was no fool about
-some things, and saw plainly this--that Hornby was passionately fond of
-Ellen, and, moreover, that poor Ellen had fallen deeply in love with
-Hornby.
-
-So, when he came home, he was surprised and angry to find her there. She
-would not go. She would stay and wait on Adelaide. She had been asked to
-go; but had refused sharply the man she loved. Poor girl, she had her
-reasons; and we shall see what they were. Now you know what I meant when
-I wondered whether or no Charles would have burnt Hornby's house down if
-he had known all. But you will be rather inclined to forgive Hornby
-presently, as Charles did when he came to know everything.
-
-But the consequence of Ellen's staying on as servant to Adelaide brought
-this with it, that Hornby determined that he would have the _entree_ of
-the house at St. John's Wood, at any price. Lord Welter guessed this,
-and guessed that Hornby would be inclined to lose a little money in
-order to gain it. When he brushed Charles's knee in Piccadilly he was
-deliberating whether or no he should ask him back there again. As he
-stood unconsciously, almost touching Charles, he came to the
-determination that he would try what bargain he could make with the
-honour of Charles's sister, whom he had so shamefully injured already.
-And Charles saw them make the appointment together in the balcony. How
-little he guessed for what!
-
-Lord Hainault was right. Welter was a scoundrel. But Hornby was not, as
-we shall see.
-
-Hornby loved play for play's sake. And, extravagant dandy though he was,
-the attorney blood of his father came out sometimes so strong in him
-that, although he would have paid any price to be near, and speak to
-Ellen, yet he could not help winning, to Lord Welter's great disgust,
-and his own great amusement. Their game, I believe, was generally
-_picquet_ or _ecarte_, and at both these he was Lord Welter's master.
-What with his luck and his superior play, it was very hard to lose
-decently sometimes; and sometimes, as I said, he would cast his plans to
-the winds and win terribly. But he always repented when he saw Lord
-Welter get savage, and lost dutifully, though at times he could barely
-keep his countenance. Nevertheless the balance he allowed to Lord Welter
-made a very important item in that gentleman's somewhat precarious
-income.
-
-But, in spite of all his sacrifices, he but rarely got even a glimpse of
-Ellen. And, to complicate matters, Adelaide, who sat by and watched the
-play, and saw Hornby purposely losing at times, got it into her silly
-head that he was in love with her. She liked the man--who did not? But
-she had honour enough left to be rude to him. Hornby saw all this, and
-was amused. I often think that it must have been a fine spectacle, to
-see the honourable man playing with the scoundrel, and give him just as
-much line as he chose. And, when I call Hornby an honourable man, I mean
-what I say, as you will see.
-
-This was the state of things when the Derby crash came. At half-past
-five on that day, the Viscountess Welter dashed up to her elegant
-residence in St. John's Wood, in a splendid barouche, drawn by four
-horses, and, when "her people" came and opened the door and let down the
-steps, lazily descended, and followed by her footman bearing her
-fal-lals, lounged up the steps as if life were really too _ennuyant_ to
-be borne any longer. Three hours afterwards, a fierce, eager woman,
-plainly dressed, with a dark veil, was taking apartments in the Bridge
-Hotel, London Bridge, for Mr. and Mrs. Staunton, who were going abroad
-in a few days; and was overseeing, with her confidential servant, a
-staid man in black, the safe stowage of numerous hasped oak boxes, the
-most remarkable thing about which was their great weight. The lady was
-Lady Welter, and the man was Lord Welter's confidential scoundrel. The
-landlord thought they had robbed Hunt and Roskell's, and were off with
-the plunder, till he overheard the man say, "I think that is all, my
-lady;" after which he was quite satisfied. The fact was, that all the
-Ascot race plate, gold salvers and epergnes, silver cups rough with
-designs of the chase, and possibly also some of the Ascot family jewels,
-were so disgusted with the state of things in England, that they were
-thinking of going for a little trip on the Continent. What should a
-dutiful wife do but see to their safe stowage? If any enterprising
-burglar had taken it into his head to "crack" that particular "crib"
-known as the Bridge Hotel, and got clear off with the "swag," he might
-have retired on the hard-earned fruits of a well-spent life into happier
-lands--might have been "run" for M.L.C., or possibly for Congress in a
-year or two. Who can tell?
-
-And, also, if Lord Welter's confidential scoundrel had taken it into his
-head to waylay and rob his lordship's noble consort on her way
-home--which he was quite capable of doing--and if he also had got clear
-off, he would have found himself a better man by seven hundred and
-ninety-four pounds, three half-crowns, and a threepenny-piece; that is,
-if he had done it before her ladyship had paid the cabman. But both the
-burglars and the valet missed the tide, and the latter regrets it to
-this day.
-
-At eleven o'clock that night, Lady Welter was lolling leisurely on her
-drawing-room sofa, quite bored to death. When Lord Welter, and Hornby,
-and Sir Robert Ferrers, and some Dragoons came in, she was yawning, as
-if life was really too much of a plague to be endured. Would she play
-loo? Oh, yes; anything after such a wretched, lonely evening. That was
-the game where you had three cards, wasn't it, and you needn't go on
-unless you liked. Would Welter or some one lend her some money. She had
-got a threepenny-piece and a shilling somewhere or another, but that
-would not be enough, she supposed. Where was Sir Robert's little
-brother! Gone to bed? How tiresome; she had fallen in love with him, and
-had set her heart on seeing him to-night. And so on.
-
-Lord Welter gave her a key, and told her there was some money in his
-dressing-case. As she left the room, Hornby, who was watching them, saw
-a quick look of intelligence pass between them, and laughed in his
-sleeve.
-
-I have been given to understand that guinea unlimited loo is a charming
-pursuit, soothing to the feelings, and highly improving to the moral
-tone. I speak from hearsay, as circumstances over which I have no
-control have prevented my ever trying it. But this I know--that, if Lord
-Welter's valet had robbed his master and mistress, when they went to bed
-that night, instead of netting seven hundred and ninety-four, seven,
-nine, he would have netted eleven hundred and forty-six, eight, six;
-leaving out the threepenny-piece. But he didn't do it; and Lord and Lady
-Welter slept that sleep which is the peculiar reward of a quiet
-conscience undisturbed.
-
-But, next morning, when Charles waited on Hornby, in his dressing-room,
-the latter said--
-
-"I shall want you to-night, lad. I thought I might have last night; but,
-seeing the other fellows went, I left you at home. Be ready at half-past
-six. I lost a hundred and twenty pounds last night. I don't mean to
-afford it any longer. I shall stop it."
-
-"Where are we to go to, sir?"
-
-"To St. John's Wood. We shall be up late. Leave the servant's hall, and
-come up and lie in the hall, as if you were asleep. Don't let yourself
-be seen. No one will notice you."
-
-Charles little thought where he was going.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-
-THE HOUSE FULL OF GHOSTS.
-
-
-Charles had really no idea where he was going. Although he knew that
-Hornby had been playing with Lord Welter, yet he thought, from what
-Hornby had said, that he would not bring him into collision with him;
-and indeed he did not--only taking Charles with him as a reserve in case
-of accidents, for he thoroughly distrusted his lordship.
-
-At half-past six in the evening Hornby rode slowly away, followed by
-Charles. He had told Charles that he should dine in St. John's Wood at
-seven, and should ride there, and Charles was to wait with the horses.
-But it was nearly seven, and yet Hornby loitered, and seemed
-undetermined. It was a wild, gusty evening, threatening rain. There were
-very few people abroad, and those who were rode or walked rapidly. And
-yet Hornby dawdled irresolutely, as though his determination were hardly
-strong enough yet.
-
-At first he rode quite away from his destination, but by degrees his
-horse's head got changed into the right direction; then he made another
-detour, but a shorter one; at last he put spurs to his horse, and rode
-resolutely up the short carriage-drive before the door, and giving the
-reins to Charles, walked firmly in.
-
-Charles put up the horses and went into the servants' hall, or the room
-which answered that end in the rather small house of Lord Welter. No
-one was there. All the servants were busy with the dinner and Charles
-was left unnoticed.
-
-By-and-by a page, noticing a strange servant in passing the door,
-brought him some beer, and a volume of the Newgate Calendar. This young
-gentleman called his attention to the print of a lady cutting up the
-body of her husband with a chopper, assisted by a young Jew, who was
-depicted "walking off with a leg," like one of the Fans (the use of
-which seems to be, to cool the warm imagination of other travellers into
-proper limits), while the woman was preparing for another effort. After
-having recommended Charles to read the letterpress thereof, as he would
-find it tolerably spicy, he departed, and left him alone.
-
-The dinner was got over in time; and after a time there was silence in
-the house--a silence so great that Charles rose and left the room. He
-soon found his way to another; but all was dark and silent, though it
-was not more than half-past nine.
-
-He stood in the dark passage, wondering where to go, and determined to
-turn back to the room from which he had come. There was a light there,
-at all events.
-
-There was a light, and the Newgate Calendar. The wild wind, that had
-eddied and whirled the dust at the street corners, and swept across the
-park all day, had gone down, and the rain had come on. He could hear it
-drip, drip, outside; it was very melancholy. Confound the Newgate
-Calendar!
-
-He was in a very queer house, he knew. What did Hornby mean by asking
-him the night before whether or no he could fight, and whether he would
-stick to him? Drip, drip; otherwise a dead silence. Charles's heart
-began to beat a little faster.
-
-Where were all the servants? He had heard plenty of them half an hour
-ago. He had heard a French cook swearing at English kitchen-girls, and
-had heard plenty of other voices; and now--the silence of the grave. Or
-of Christie and Manson's on Saturday evening; or of the Southern Indian
-Ocean in a calm at midnight; or of anything else you like; similes are
-cheap.
-
-He remembered now that Hornby had said, "Come and lie in the hall as if
-asleep; no one will notice you." He determined to do so. But where was
-it? His candle was flickering in its socket, and as he tried to move it,
-it went out.
-
-He could scarcely keep from muttering on oath, but he did. His situation
-was very uncomfortable. He did not know in what house he was--only that
-he was in a quarter of the town in which there were not a few uncommonly
-queer houses. He determined to grope his way to the light.
-
-He felt his way out of the room and along a passage. The darkness was
-intense, and the silence perfect. Suddenly a dull red light gleamed in
-his eyes, and made him start. It was the light of the kitchen fire. A
-cricket would have been company, but there was none.
-
-He continued to advance cautiously. Soon a ghostly square of very dim
-grey light on his left showed him where was a long narrow window. It was
-barred with iron bars. He was just thinking of this, and how very queer
-it was, when he uttered a loud oath, and came crashing down. He had
-fallen upstairs.
-
-He had made noise enough to waken the seven sleepers; but those
-gentlemen did not seem to be in the neighbourhood, or, at all events, if
-awakened gave no sign of it. Dead silence. He sat on the bottom stair
-and rubbed his shins, and in spite of a strong suspicion that he had got
-into a scrape, laughed to himself at the absurdity of his position.
-
-"Would it be worth while, I wonder," he said to himself, "to go back to
-the kitchen and get the poker? I'd better not, I suppose. It would be so
-deuced awkward to be caught in the dark with a poker in your hand. Being
-on the premises for the purpose of committing a felony--that is what
-they would say; and then they would be sure to say that you were the
-companion of thieves, and had been convicted before. No. Under this
-staircase, in the nature of things, is the housemaid's cupboard. What
-should I find there as a weapon of defence? A dust-pan. A great deal
-might be done with a dust-pan, mind you, at close quarters. How would it
-do to arrange all her paraphernalia on the stairs, and cry fire, so that
-mine enemies, rushing forth, might stumble and fall, and be taken
-unawares? But that would be acting on the offensive, and I have no safe
-grounds for pitching into any one yet."
-
-Though Charles tried to comfort himself by talking nonsense, he was very
-uncomfortable. Staying where he was, was intolerable; and he hardly
-dared to ascend into the upper regions unbidden. Besides, he had fully
-persuaded himself that a disturbance was imminent, and, though a brave
-man, did not like to precipitate it. He had mistaken the character of
-the house he was in. At last, taking heart, he turned and felt his way
-upstairs. He came before a door through the keyhole of which the light
-streamed strongly; he was deliberating whether to open it or not, when a
-shadow crossed it, though he heard no noise, but a minute after the
-distant sound of a closing door. He could stand it no longer. He opened
-the door, and advanced into a blaze of light.
-
-He entered a beautiful flagged hall, frescoed and gilded. There were
-vases of flowers round the walls, and strips of Indian matting on the
-pavement. It was lit by a single chandelier, which was reflected in four
-great pier-glasses reaching to the ground, in which Charles's top-boots
-and brown face were re-duplicated most startlingly. The _tout ensemble_
-was very beautiful; but what struck Charles was the bad taste of having
-an entrance-hall decorated like a drawing-room. "That is just the sort
-of thing they do in these places," he thought.
-
-There were only two hats on the entrance table; one of which he was
-rejoiced to recognise as that of his most respected master. "May the
-deuce take his silly noddle for bringing me to such a place!" thought
-Charles.
-
-This was evidently the front hall spoken of by Hornby; and he remembered
-his advice to pretend to go to sleep. So he lay down on three
-hall-chairs, and put his hat over his eyes.
-
-Hall-chairs are hard; and, although Charles had just been laughing at
-the proprietor of the house for being so lavish in his decorations, he
-now wished that he had carried out his system a little further, and had
-cushions to his chairs. But no; the chairs were _de rigueur_, with
-crests on the back of them. Charles did not notice whose.
-
-If a man pretends to go to sleep, and, like the Marchioness with her
-orange-peel and water, "makes believe very much," he may sometimes
-succeed in going to sleep in good earnest. Charles imitated the thing so
-well, that in five minutes he was as fast off as a top.
-
-Till a night or two before this, Charles had never dreamt of Ravenshoe
-since he had left it. When the first sharp sting of his trouble was in
-his soul, his mind had refused to go back further than to the events of
-a day or so before. He had dreamt long silly dreams of his master, or
-his fellow-servants, or his horses, but always, all through the night,
-with a dread on him of waking in the dark. But, as his mind began to
-settle and his pain got dulled, he began to dream about Ravenshoe, and
-Oxford, and Shrewsbury again; and he no longer dreaded the waking as he
-did, for the reality of his life was no longer hideous to him. With the
-fatal "plasticity" of his nature, he had lowered himself, body and soul,
-to the level of it.
-
-But to-night, as he slept on these chairs, he dreamt of Ravenshoe, and
-of Cuthbert, and of Ellen. And he woke, and she was standing within ten
-feet of him, under the chandelier.
-
-He was awake in an instant, but he lay as still as a mouse, staring at
-her. She had not noticed him, but was standing in profound thought.
-Found, and so soon! His sister! How lovely she was, standing, dressed in
-light pearl grey, like some beautiful ghost, with her speaking eyes
-fixed on nothing. She moved now, but so lightly that her footfall was
-barely heard upon the matting. Then she turned and noticed him. She did
-not seem surprised at seeing a groom stretched out asleep on the
-chairs--she was used to that sort of thing, probably--but she turned
-away, gliding through a door at the further end of the hall, and was
-gone.
-
-Charles's heart was leaping and beating madly, but he heard another door
-open, and lay still.
-
-Adelaide came out of a door opposite to the one into which Ellen had
-passed. Charles was not surprised. He was beyond surprise. But, when he
-saw her and Ellen in the same house, in one instant, with the quickness
-of lightning, he understood it all. It was Welter had tempted Ellen from
-Ravenshoe! Fool! fool! he might have prevented it once if he had only
-guessed.
-
-If he had any doubt as to where he was now, it was soon dispelled. Lord
-Welter came rapidly out of the door after Adelaide, and called her in a
-whisper, "Adelaide."
-
-"Well," she said, turning round sharply.
-
-"Come back, do you hear?" said Lord Welter. "Where the deuce are you
-going?"
-
-"To my own room."
-
-"Come back, I tell you," said Lord Welter, savagely, in a low voice.
-"You are going to spoil everything with your confounded airs."
-
-"I shall not come back. I am not going to act as a decoy-duck to that
-man, or any other man. Let me go, Welter."
-
-Lord Welter was very near having to let her go with a vengeance. Charles
-was ready for a spring, but watched, and waited his time. Lord Welter
-had only caught her firmly by the wrist to detain her. He was not
-hurting her.
-
-"Look you here, my Lady Welter," he said slowly and distinctly. "Listen
-to what I've got to say, and don't try the shadow of a tantrum with me,
-for I won't have it for one moment. I don't mind your chaff and nonsense
-in public; it blinds people, it is racy and attracts people; but in
-private I am master, do you hear? Master. You know you are afraid of me,
-and have good cause to be, by Jove. You are shaking now. Go back to that
-room."
-
-"I won't, I won't, I won't. Not without you, Welter. How can you use me
-so cruelly, Welter? Oh, Welter, how can you be such a villain?"
-
-"You conceited fool," said Lord Welter, contemptuously. "Do you think he
-wants to make love to you?"
-
-"You know he does, Welter; you know it," said Adelaide, passionately.
-
-Lord Welter laughed good-naturedly. (He could be good-natured.) He drew
-her towards him and kissed her. "My poor little girl," he said, "if I
-thought that, I would break his neck. But it is utterly wide of the
-truth. Look here, Adelaide; you are as safe from insult as my wife as
-you were at Ranford. What you are not safe from is my own temper. Let us
-be friends in private and not squabble so much, eh? You are a good,
-shrewd, clever wife to me. Do keep your tongue quiet. Come in and mark
-what follows."
-
-They had not noticed Charles, though he had been so sure that they
-would, that he had got his face down on the chair, covered with his
-arms, feigning sleep. When they went into the room again, Charles caught
-hold of a coat which was on the back of a chair, and, curling himself
-up, put it over him. He would listen, listen, listen for every word. He
-had a right to listen now.
-
-In a minute a bell rang twice. Almost at the same moment some one came
-out of the door through which Lord Welter had passed, and stood silent.
-In about two minutes another door opened, and some one else came into
-the hall.
-
-A woman's voice--Ellen's--said, "Oh, are you come again?"
-
-A man's voice--Lieutenant Hornby's--said in answer, "You see I am. I got
-Lady Welter to ring her bell twice for you, and then to stay in that
-room, so that I might have an interview with you."
-
-"I am obliged to her ladyship. She must have been surprised that I was
-the object of attraction. She fancied herself so."
-
-"She was surprised. And she was more so, when I told her what my real
-object was."
-
-"Indeed," said Ellen, bitterly. "But her ladyship's surprise does not
-appear to have prevented her from assisting you."
-
-"On the contrary," said Hornby, "she wished me God speed--her own
-words."
-
-"Sir, you are a gentleman. Don't disgrace yourself and me--if I can be
-disgraced--by quoting that woman's blasphemy before me. Sir, you have
-had your answer. I shall go."
-
-"Ellen, you must stay. I have got this interview with you to-night, to
-ask you to be my wife. I love you as I believe woman was never loved
-before, and I ask you to be my wife."
-
-"You madman! you madman!"
-
-"I am no madman. I was a madman when I spoke to you before; I pray your
-forgiveness for that. You must forget that. I say that I love you as a
-woman was never loved before. Shall I say something more, Ellen?"
-
-"Say on."
-
-"You love me."
-
-"I love you as man was never loved before; and I swear to you that I
-hope I may lie stiff and cold in my unhonoured coffin, before I'll ruin
-the man I love by tying him to such a wretch as myself."
-
-"Ellen, Ellen, don't say that. Don't take such vows, which you will not
-dare to break afterwards. Think, you may regain all that you have lost,
-and marry a man who loves you--ah, so dearly!--and whom you love too."
-
-"Ay; there's the rub. If I did not love you, I would marry you
-to-morrow. Regain all I have lost, say you? Bring my mother to life
-again, for instance, or walk among other women again as an honest one?
-You talk nonsense, Mr. Hornby--nonsense. I am going."
-
-"Ellen! Ellen! Why do you stay in this house? Think once again."
-
-"I shall never leave thinking; but my determination is the same. I tell
-you, as a desperate woman like me dare tell you, that I love you far too
-well to ruin your prospects, and I love my own soul too well ever to
-make another false step. I stayed in this house because I loved to see
-you now and then, and hear your voice; but now I shall leave it."
-
-"See me once more, Ellen--only once more!"
-
-"I will see you once more. I will tear my heart once more, if you wish
-it. You have deserved all I can do for you, God knows. Come here the day
-after to-morrow; but come without hope, mind. A woman who has been
-through what I have can trust herself. Do you know that I am a
-Catholic?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I am. Would you turn Catholic if I were to marry you?"
-
-God forgive poor Hornby! He said, "Yes." What will not men say at such
-times?
-
-"Did I not say you were a madman? Do you think I would ruin you in the
-next world, as well as in this? Go away, sir; and, when your children
-are round you, humbly bless God's mercy for saving you, body and soul,
-this night."
-
-"I shall see you again?"
-
-"Come here the day after to-morrow; but come without hope."
-
-She passed through the door, and left him standing alone. Charles rose
-from his lair, and, coming up to him, laid his hand on his shoulder.
-
-"You have heard all this," said poor Hornby.
-
-"Every word," said Charles. "I had a right to listen, you know. She is
-my sister."
-
-"Your sister?"
-
-Then Charles told him all. Hornby had heard enough from Lord Welter to
-understand it.
-
-"Your sister! Can you help me, Horton? Surely she will hear reason from
-you. Will you persuade her to listen to me?"
-
-"No," said Charles. "She was right. You are mad. I will not help you do
-an act which you would bitterly repent all your life. You must forget
-her. She and I are disgraced, and must get away somewhere, and hide our
-shame together."
-
-What Hornby would have answered, no man can tell; for at this moment
-Adelaide came out of the room, and passed quickly across the hall,
-saying good night to him as she passed. She did not recognise Charles,
-or seem surprised at seeing Hornby talking to his groom. Nobody who had
-lived in Lord Welter's house a day or two was surprised at anything.
-
-But Charles, speaking to Hornby more as if he were master than servant,
-said, "Wait here;" and, stepping quickly from him, went into the room
-where Lord Welter sat alone, and shut the door. Hornby heard it locked
-behind him, and waited in the hall, listening intensely, for what was to
-follow.
-
-"There'll be a row directly," said Hornby to himself; "and that
-chivalrous fool, Charles, has locked himself in. I wish Welter did not
-send all his servants out of the house at night. There'll be murder done
-here some day."
-
-He listened and heard voices, low as yet--so low that he could hear the
-dripping of the rain outside. Drip--drip! The suspense was intolerable.
-When would they be at one another's throats?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX.
-
-CHARLES'S EXPLANATION WITH LORD WELTER.
-
-
-There is a particular kind of Ghost, or Devil, which is represented by
-an isosceles triangle (more or less correctly drawn) for the body;
-straight lines turned up at the ends for legs; straight lines divided
-into five at the ends for arms; a round O, with arbitrary dots for the
-features, for a head; with a hat, an umbrella, and a pipe. Drawn like
-this, it is a sufficiently terrible object. But, if you take an ace of
-clubs, make the club represent the head, add horns, and fill in the body
-and limbs as above, in deep black, with the feather end of the pen, it
-becomes simply appalling, and will strike terror into the stoutest
-heart.
-
-Is this the place, say you, for talking such nonsense as this; If you
-must give us balderdash of this sort, could not you do so in a chapter
-with a less terrible heading than this one has? And I answer, Why not
-let me tell my story my own way? Something depends even on this nonsense
-of making devils out of the ace of clubs.
-
-It was rather a favourite amusement of Charles's and Lord Welter's, in
-old times at Ranford. They used, on rainy afternoon's, to collect all
-the old aces of clubs (and there were always plenty of them to be had in
-that house, God help it), and make devils out of them, each one worse
-than the first. And now, when Charles had locked the door, and advanced
-softly up to Welter, he saw, over his shoulder, that he had got an ace
-of clubs, and the pen and ink, and was making a devil.
-
-It was a trifling circumstance enough, perhaps; but there was enough of
-old times in it to alter the tone in which Charles said, "Welter," as he
-laid his hand on his shoulder.
-
-Lord Welter was a bully; but he was as brave as a lion, with nerves of
-steel. He neither left off his drawing, nor looked up; he only
-said--"Charley, boy, come and sit down till I have finished this fellow.
-Get an ace of clubs and try your own hand. I am out of practice."
-
-Perhaps even Lord Welter might have started when he heard Charles's
-voice, and felt his hand on his shoulder; but he had had one
-instant--only one instant--of preparation. When he heard the key turn in
-the door, he had looked in a pier-glass opposite to him, and seen who
-and what was coming, and then gone on with his employment. Even allowing
-for this moment's preparation, we must give him credit for the nerve of
-one man in ten thousand; for the apparition of Charles Ravenshoe was as
-unlooked-for as that of any one of Charles Ravenshoe's remote ancestors.
-
-You see, I call him Charles Ravenshoe still. It is a trick. You must
-excuse it.
-
-Charles did not sit down and draw devils; he said, in a quiet, mournful
-tone,
-
-"Welter, Welter, why have you been such a villain?"
-
-Lord Welter found that a difficult question to answer. He let it alone,
-and said nothing.
-
-"I say nothing about Adelaide. You did not use me well there; for, when
-you persuaded her to go off with you, you had not heard of my ruin."
-
-"On my soul, Charles, there was not much persuasion wanted there."
-
-"Very likely. I do not want to speak about that, but about Ellen, my
-sister. Was anything ever done more shamefully than that?"
-
-Charles expected some furious outbreak when he said that. None came.
-What was good in Lord Welter came to the surface, when he saw his old
-friend and playmate there before him, sunk so far below him in all that
-this world considers worth having, but rising so far above him in his
-fearless honour and manliness. He was humbled, sorry, and ashamed.
-Bitter as Charles's words were, he felt they were true, and had manhood
-enough left not to resent them. To the sensation of fear, as I have said
-before, Lord Welter was a total stranger, or he might have been nervous
-at being locked up in a room alone, with a desperate man, physically his
-equal, whom he had so shamefully wronged. He rose and leant against the
-chimney-piece, looking at Charles.
-
-"I did not know she was your sister, Charles. You must do me that
-justice."
-
-"Of course you did not. If----"
-
-"I know what you are going to say--that I should not have dared. On my
-soul, Charles, I don't know; I believe I dare do anything. But I tell
-you one thing--of all the men who walk this earth, you are the last I
-would willingly wrong. When I went off with Adelaide, I knew she did not
-care sixpence for you. I knew she would have made you wretched. I knew
-better than you, because I never was in love with her, and you were,
-what a heartless ambitious jade it was! She sold herself to me for the
-title I gave her, as she had tried to sell herself to that solemn prig
-Hainault, before. And I bought her, because a handsome, witty, clever
-wife is a valuable chattel to a man like me, who has to live by his
-wits."
-
-"Ellen was as handsome and as clever as she. Why did not you marry her?"
-said Charles, bitterly.
-
-"If you will have the real truth, Ellen would have been Lady Welter now,
-but----"
-
-Lord Welter hesitated. He was a great rascal, and he had a brazen front,
-but he found a difficulty in going on. It must be, I should fancy, very
-hard work to tell all the little ins and outs of a piece of villainy one
-has been engaged in, and to tell, as Lord Welter did on this occasion,
-the exact truth.
-
-"I am waiting," said Charles, "to hear you tell me why she was not made
-Lady Welter."
-
-"What, you will have it, then? Well, she was too scrupulous. She was too
-honourable a woman for this line of business. She wouldn't play, or
-learn to play--d--n it, sir, you have got the whole truth now, if that
-will content you."
-
-"I believe what you say, my lord. Do you know that Lieutenant Hornby
-made her an offer of marriage to-night?"
-
-"I supposed he would," said Lord Welter.
-
-"And that she has refused him?"
-
-"I guessed that she would. She is your own sister. Shall you try to
-persuade her?"
-
-"I would see her in her coffin first."
-
-"So I suppose."
-
-"She must come away from here, Lord Welter. I must keep her and do what
-I can for her. We must pull through it together, somehow."
-
-"She had better go from here. She is too good for this hole. I must make
-provision for her to live with you."
-
-"Not one halfpenny, my lord. She has lived too long in dependence and
-disgrace already. We will pull through together alone."
-
-Lord Welter said nothing, but he determined that Charles should not have
-his way in this respect.
-
-Charles continued, "When I came into this room to-night I came to
-quarrel with you. You have not allowed me to do so, and I thank you for
-it." Here he paused, and then went on in a lower voice, "I think you are
-sorry, Welter; are you not? I am sure you are sorry. I am sure you
-wouldn't have done it if you had foreseen the consequences, eh?"
-
-Lord Welter's coarse under-lip shook for half a second, and his big
-chest heaved once; but he said nothing.
-
-"Only think another time; that is all. Now do me a favour; make me a
-promise."
-
-"I have made it."
-
-"Don't tell any human soul you have seen me. If you do, you will only
-entail a new disguise and a new hiding on me. You have promised."
-
-"On my honour."
-
-"If you keep your promise I can stay where I am. How is--Lady Ascot?"
-
-"Well. Nursing my father."
-
-"Is he ill?"
-
-"Had a fit the day before yesterday. I heard this morning from them. He
-is much better, and will get over it."
-
-"Have you heard anything from Ravenshoe?"
-
-"Not a word. Lord Saltire and General Mainwaring are both with my
-father, in London. Grandma won't see either me or Adelaide. Do you know
-that she has been moving heaven and earth to find you?"
-
-"Good soul! I won't be found, though. Now, good-night!"
-
-And he went. If any one had told him three months before that he would
-have been locked in the same room with a man who had done him such
-irreparable injury, and have left it at the end of half an hour with a
-quiet "good-night," he would most likely have beaten that man there and
-then. But he was getting tamed very fast. Ay, he was already getting
-more than tamed; he was in a fair way to get broken-hearted.
-
-"I will not see her to-night, sir," he said to Hornby, whom he found
-with his head resting on the table; "I will come to-morrow, and prepare
-her for leaving this house. You are to see her the day after to-morrow;
-but without hope, remember."
-
-He roused a groom from above the stable to help him to saddle the
-horses. "Will it soon be morning?" he asked.
-
-"Morning," said the lad; "it's not twelve o'clock yet. It's a dark
-night, mate, and no moon. But the nights are short now. The dawn will be
-on us before we have time to turn in our beds."
-
-He rode slowly home after Hornby. "The night is dark, but the dawn will
-be upon us before we can turn in our beds!" Only the idle words of a
-sleepy groom, yet they echoed in his ears all the way home. The night is
-dark indeed; but it will be darker yet before the dawn, Charles
-Ravenshoe.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL.
-
-A DINNER PARTY AMONG SOME OLD FRIENDS.
-
-
-Lady Hainault (_nee_ Burton, not the Dowager) had asked some one to
-dinner, and the question had been whom to ask to meet him. Mary had been
-called into consultation, as she generally was on most occasions, and
-she and Lady Hainault had made up a list together. Every one had
-accepted, and was coming; and here were Mary and Lady Hainault dressed
-for dinner, alone in the drawing-room with the children.
-
-"We could not have done better for him, Mary, I think. You must go in to
-dinner with him."
-
-"Is Mary going to stop down to dinner?" said the youngest boy; "what a
-shame! I sha'n't say my prayers to-night if she don't come up."
-
-The straightforward Gus let his brother know what would be the
-consequences of such neglect hereafter, in a plain-spoken way peculiarly
-his own.
-
-"Gus! Gus! don't say such things," said Lady Hainault.
-
-"The hymn-book says so, aunt," said Gus, triumphantly; and he quoted a
-charming little verse of Dr. Watts's, beginning, "There is a dreadful
-Hell."
-
-Lady Hainault might have been puzzled what to say, and Mary would not
-have helped her, for they had had an argument about that same hymn-book
-(Mary contending that one or two of the hymns were as well left alone at
-first), when Flora struck in and saved her aunt, by remarking.
-
-"I shall save up my money and buy some jewels for Mary like aunt's, so
-that when she stays down to dinner some of the men may fall in love with
-her, and marry her."
-
-"Pooh! you silly goose," said Gus, "those jewels cost sixty million
-thousand pounds a-piece. I don't want her to be married till I grow up,
-and then I shall marry her myself. Till then, I shall buy her a yellow
-wig, like grandma Hainault's, and then nobody will want to marry her."
-
-"Be quiet, Gus," said Lady Hainault.
-
-It was one thing to say "be quiet Gus," and it was another thing to make
-him hold his tongue. But, to do Gus justice, he was a good fellow, and
-never acted "_enfant terrible_" but to the most select and private
-audience. Now he had begun: "I wish some one would marry grandma," when
-the door was thrown open, the first guest was announced, and Gus was
-dumb.
-
-"General Mainwaring." The general sat down between Lady Hainault and
-Mary, and, while talking to them, reached out his broad brown hand and
-lifted the youngest boy on his knee, who played with his ribands, and
-cried out that he would have the orange and blue one, if he pleased;
-while Gus and Flora came and stood at his knee.
-
-He talked to them both sadly in a low voice about the ruin which had
-come on Lord Ascot. There was worse than mere ruin, he feared. He feared
-there was disgrace. He had been with him that morning. He was a wreck.
-One side of his face was sadly pulled down, and he stammered in his
-speech. He would get over it. He was only three-and-forty. But he would
-not show again in society, he feared. Here was somebody else; they would
-change the subject.
-
-Lord Saltire. They were so glad to see him. Every one's face had a kind
-smile on it as the old man came and sat down among them. His own smile
-was not the least pleasant of the lot, I warrant you.
-
-"So you are talking about poor Ascot, eh?" he said. "I don't know
-whether you were or not; but, if you were, let us talk about something
-else. You see, my dear Miss Corby, that my prophecy to you on the
-terrace at Ravenshoe is falsified. I said they would not fight, and lo,
-they are as good as at it."
-
-They talked about the coming war, and Lord Hainault came in and joined
-them. Soon after, another guest was announced.
-
-Lady Ascot. She was dressed in dark grey silk, with her white hair
-simply parted under a plain lace cap. She looked so calm, so brave, so
-kind, so beautiful, as she came with firm strong step in at the door,
-that they one and all rose and came towards her. She had always been
-loved by them all; how much more deeply was she loved now, when her
-bitter troubles had made her doubly sacred!
-
-Lord Saltire gave her his arm, and she came and sat down among them with
-her hands calmly folded before her. "I was determined to come and see
-you to-night, my dear," she said. "I should break down if I couldn't see
-some that I loved. And to-night, in particular" (she looked earnestly at
-Lord Saltire). "Is he come yet?"
-
-"Not yet, dear grandma," said Mary.
-
-"No one is coming besides, I suppose?" asked Lady Ascot.
-
-"No one; we are waiting for him."
-
-The door was opened once more, and they all looked curiously round. This
-time the servant announced, perhaps in a somewhat louder tone than
-usual, as if he were aware that they were more interested,
-
-"Mr. Ravenshoe."
-
-A well-dressed, gentlemanly-looking man came into the room, bearing such
-a wonderful likeness to Charles Ravenshoe, that Lady Hainault and
-General Mainwaring, the only two who had never seen him before, started,
-and thought they saw Charles himself. It was not Charles, though; it was
-our old friend whilom pad-groom to Charles Ravenshoe, Esquire, now
-himself William Ravenshoe, Esquire, of Ravenshoe.
-
-He was the guest of the evening. He would be heir to Ravenshoe himself
-some day; for they had made up their minds that Cuthbert would never
-marry. Ravenshoe, as Cuthbert was managing it now, would be worth ten or
-twelve thousand a year, and, if these new tin lodes came to anything,
-perhaps twenty. He had been a stable-helper, said old Lady
-Hainault--the companion of the drunken riots of his foster-brother
-impostor, and that quiet gentlemanly creature Welter. If he entered the
-house, she left it. To which young Lady Hainault had replied that some
-one must ask him to dinner in common decency, if it was only for the
-sake of that dear Charles, who had been loved by every one who knew him.
-That she intended to ask him to dinner, and that, if her dear
-mother-in-law objected to meet him, why the remedy lay with herself.
-Somebody must introduce him to some sort of society; and Lord Hainault
-and herself had made up their minds to do it, so that further argument
-on the subject would be wasted breath. To which the Dowager replied that
-she really wished, after all, that Hainault had married that pretty chit
-of a thing, Adelaide Summers, as he was thinking of doing; as she, the
-Dowager, could not have been treated with greater insolence even by her,
-bold as she was. With which Parthian piece of spite she had departed to
-Casterton with Miss Hicks, and had so goaded and snapped at that
-unfortunate reduced gentlewoman by the way, that at last Hicks, as her
-wont was, had turned upon her and given her as good as she brought. If
-the Dowager could have heard Lady Hainault telling her lord the whole
-business that night, and joking with him about his alleged _penchant_
-for Adelaide, and heard the jolly laugh that those two good souls had
-about it, her ladyship would have been more spiteful still.
-
-But, nevertheless, Lady Hainault was very nervous about William. When
-Mary was consulted, she promptly went bail for his good behaviour, and
-pled his case so warmly, that the tears stood in her eyes. Her old
-friend William! What innocent plots she and he had hatched together
-against the priest in the old times. What a bond there was between them
-in their mutual love for him who was lost to them.
-
-But Lady Hainault would be on the safe side; and so only the party named
-above were asked. All old friends of the family.
-
-Before dinner was announced, they were all at their ease about him. He
-was shy, certainly, but not awkward. He evidently knew that he was asked
-there on trial, and he accepted his position. But he was so handsome
-(handsomer than poor Charles), he was so gentle and modest,
-and--perhaps, too, not least--had such a well-modulated voice, that,
-before the evening was over, he had won every one in the room. If he
-knew anything of a subject, he helped the conversation quietly, as well
-as he could; if he had to confess ignorance (which was seldom, for he
-was among well-bred people), he did so frankly, but unobtrusively. He
-was a great success.
-
-One thing puzzled him, and pleased him. He knew that he was a person of
-importance, and that he was the guest of the evening. But he soon found
-that there was another cause for his being interesting to them all, more
-powerful than his curious position, or his prospective wealth; and that
-was his connection with Charles Ravenshoe, now Horton. _He_ was the hero
-of the evening. Half William's light was borrowed from him. He quickly
-became aware of it, and it made him happy.
-
-How strange it is that some men have the power of winning such love from
-all they meet. I knew one, gone from us now by a glorious death, who had
-that faculty. Only a few knew his great worth and goodness; and yet, as
-his biographer most truly says, those who once saw his face never forgot
-it. Charles Ravenshoe had that faculty also, though, alas! his value,
-both in worth and utility, was far inferior to that of the man to whom I
-have alluded above.[3] But he had the same infinite kindness towards
-everything created; which is part of the secret.
-
-The first hint that William had, as to how deeply important a person
-Charles was among the present company, was given him at dinner. Various
-subjects had been talked of indifferently, and William had listened,
-till Lord Hainault said to William--
-
-"What a strange price people are giving for cobs! I saw one sold to-day
-at Tattersall's for ninety guineas."
-
-William answered, "Good cobs are very hard to get, Lord Hainault. I
-could get you ten good horses, over fifteen, for one good cob."
-
-Lord Saltire said, "My cob is the best I ever had; and a sweet-tempered
-creature. Our dear boy broke it for me at Ravenshoe."
-
-"Dear Charles," said Lady Ascot. "What a splendid rider he was! Dear
-boy! He got Ascot to write him a certificate about that sort of thing,
-before he went away. Ah, dear!"
-
-"I never thought," said Lord Saltire, quietly, "that I ever should have
-cared half as much for anybody as I do for that lad. Do you remember,
-Mainwaring," he continued, speaking still lower, while they all sat
-hushed, "the first night I ever saw him, when he marked for you and me
-at billiards, at Ranford? I don't know why, but I loved the boy from the
-first moment I saw him. Both there and ever afterwards, he reminded me
-so strongly of Barkham. He had just the same gentle, winning way with
-him that Barkham had. Barkham was a little taller, though, I fancy," he
-went on, looking straight at Lady Ascot, and taking snuff. "Don't you
-think so, Maria?"
-
-No one spoke for a moment.
-
-Lord Barkham had been Lord Saltire's only son. He had been killed in a
-duel at nineteen, as I have mentioned before. Lord Saltire very rarely
-spoke of him, and, when he did, generally in a cynical manner. But
-General Mainwaring and Lady Ascot knew that the memory of that poor boy
-was as fresh in the true old heart, after forty years, as it was on the
-morning when he came out from his dressing-room, and met them carrying
-his corpse upstairs.
-
-"He was a good fellow," said Lord Hainault, alluding to Charles. "He was
-a very good fellow."
-
-"This great disappointment which I have had about him," said Lord
-Saltire, in his own dry tone, "is a just judgment on me for doing a
-good-natured and virtuous action many years ago. When his poor father
-Densil was in prison, I went to see him, and reconciled him with his
-family. Poor Densil was so grateful for this act of folly on my part,
-that I grew personally attached to him; and hence all this misery.
-Disinterested actions are great mistakes, Maria, depend upon it."
-
-When the ladies were gone upstairs, William found Lord Saltire beside
-him. He talked to him a little time, and then finished by saying--
-
-"You are modest and gentlemanly, and the love you bear for your
-foster-brother is very pleasing to me indeed. I am going to put it to
-the test. You must come and see me to-morrow morning. I have a great
-deal to say to you."
-
-"About him, my lord? Have you heard of him?"
-
-"Not a word. I fear he has gone to America or Australia. He told Lord
-Ascot he should do so."
-
-"I'll hunt him to the world's end, my lord," said true William. "And
-Cuthbert shall pray for me the while. I fear you are right. But we shall
-find him soon."
-
-When they went up into the drawing-room, Mary was sitting on a sofa by
-herself. She looked up to William, and he went and sat down by her. They
-were quite away from the rest, together.
-
-"Dear William," said Mary, looking frankly at him, and laying her hand
-on his.
-
-"I am so glad," said William, "to see your sweet face again. I was down
-at Ravenshoe last week. How they love you there! An idea prevails among
-old and young that dear Cuthbert is to die, and that I am to marry you,
-and that we are to rule Ravenshoe triumphantly. It was useless to
-represent to them that Cuthbert would not die, and that you and I most
-certainly never would marry one another. My dearest Jane Evans was
-treated as a thing of nought. You were elected mistress of Ravenshoe
-unanimously."
-
-"How is Jane?"
-
-"Pining, poor dear, at her school. She don't like it."
-
-"I should think not," said Mary. "Give my dear love to her. She will
-make you a good wife. How is Cuthbert?"
-
-"Very well in health. No more signs of his heart complaint, which never
-existed. But he is peaking at getting no tidings from Charles. Ah, how
-he loved him! May I call you 'Mary'?"
-
-"You must not dare to call me anything else. No tidings of him yet?"
-
-"None. I feel sure he is gone to America. We will get him back, Mary.
-Never fear."
-
-They talked till she was cheerful, and at last she said--
-
-"William, you were always so well-mannered; but how--how--have you got
-to be so gentlemanly in so short a time?"
-
-"By playing at it," said William, laughing. "The stud-groom at Ravenshoe
-used always to say I was too much of a gentleman for him. In twenty
-years' time I shall pass muster in a crowd. Good-night."
-
-And Charles was playing at being something other than a gentleman all
-the time. We shall see who did best in the end.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI.
-
-CHARLES'S SECOND EXPEDITION TO ST. JOHN'S WOOD.
-
-
-What a happy place a man's bed is--probably the best place in which he
-ever finds himself. Very few people will like to deny that, I think;
-that is to say, as a general rule. After a long day's shooting in cold
-weather, for instance; or half a night on deck among the ice, when the
-fog has lifted, and the ghastly cold walls are safe in sight; or after a
-fifty mile ride in the bush, under a pouring rain; or after a pleasant
-ball, when you have to pull down the blind, that the impudent sun may
-not roast you awake in two hours; for in all these cases, and a hundred
-more, bed is very pleasant; but you know as well as I do, that there
-are times when you would sooner be on a frozen deck, or in the wildest
-bush in the worst weather, or waltzing in the hall of Eblis with
-Vathek's mama, or almost in your very grave, than in bed and awake.
-
-Oh, the weary watches! when the soul, which in sleep would leave the
-tortured body to rest and ramble off in dreams, holds on by a mere
-thread, yet a thread strong enough to keep every nerve in tense agony.
-When one's waking dreams of the past are as vivid as those of sleep, and
-there is always present, through all, the dreadful lurking thought that
-one is awake, and that it is all real. When, looking back, every kindly
-impulsive action, every heartily spoken word, makes you fancy that you
-have only earned contempt where you merit kindness. When the past looks
-like a hell of missed opportunities, and the future like another black
-hopeless hell of uncertainty and imminent misfortune of all kinds! Oh,
-weary watches! Let us be at such times on the bleakest hill-side, in the
-coldest night that ever blew, rather than in the warmest bed that money
-will buy.
-
-When you are going to have a night of this kind, you seldom know it
-beforehand, for certain. Sometimes, if you have had much experience in
-the sort of thing--if you have lost money, or gone in debt, or if your
-sweetheart has cut you very often--you may at least guess, before you
-get your boots off, that you are going to have a night of it; in which
-case, read yourself to sleep _in bed_. Never mind burning the house down
-(that would be rather desirable as a distraction from thought); but
-don't read till you are sleepy with your clothes on, and then undress,
-because, if you do, you will find, by the time you have undressed
-yourself, that you are terribly wide awake, and, when the candle is
-blown out, you will be all ready for a regular Walpurgis night.
-
-Charles, poor lad, had not as yet had much experience of Walpurgis
-nights. Before his catastrophe he had never had one. He had been used to
-tumble tired into his bed, and sleep a heavy dreamless sleep till an
-hour before waking. Then, indeed, he might begin to dream of his horses,
-and his dogs, and so on, and then gradually wake into a state more sweet
-than the sweetest dream--that state in which sense is awake to all
-outward objects, but in which the soul is taking its few last airy
-flutters round its home, before coming to rest for the day. But, even
-since then, he had not had experience enough to make him dread the
-night. The night he came home from St. John's Wood, he thought he would
-go to bed and sleep it off. Poor fellow!
-
-A fellow-servant slept in the same room with him--the younger and better
-tempered of the two (though Charles had no complaint against either of
-them). The lad was asleep; and, before Charles put out the light, he
-looked at him. His cheek was laid on his arm, and he seemed so calm and
-happy that Charles knew that he was not there, but far away. He was
-right. As he looked the lad smiled, and babbled out something in his
-dream. Strange! the soul had still sufficient connection with the body
-to make it smile.
-
-"I wonder if Miss Martineau or Mr. Atkinson ever watched the face of one
-who slept and dreamt," said Charles, rambling on as soon as he had got
-into bed. "Pish! why that fellow's body is the mere tool of his soul.
-His soul is out a-walking, and his body is only a log. Hey, that won't
-do; that's as bad as Miss Martineau. I should have said that his body is
-only a fine piece of clockwork. But clockwork don't smile of itself. My
-dear Madam, and Mr. Atkinson, I am going to leave my body behind, and be
-off to Ravenshoe in five minutes. That is to say, I am going to sleep."
-
-He was, was he? Why no, not just at present. If he had meant to do so,
-he had, perhaps, better not have bothered himself about "Letters on the
-laws of man's nature"; for, when he had done his profound cogitations
-about them, as above, he thought he had got a----well, say a pulex in
-his bed. There was no more a pulex than there was a scorpion; but he had
-an exciting chase after an imaginary one, like our old friend Mr. Sponge
-after an imaginary fox at Laverick Wells. After this, he had an
-irritation where he couldn't reach, that is to say, in the middle of his
-back: then he had the same complaint where he could reach, and used a
-certain remedy (which is a pretty way of saying that he scratched
-himself); then he had the cramp in his right leg; then he had the cramp
-in his left leg; then he grew hot all over, and threw the clothes off;
-then he grew cold all over, and pulled them on again; then he had the
-cramp in his left leg again; then he had another flea hunt, cramp,
-irritation in back, heat, cold, and so on, all over; and then, after
-half an hour, finding himself in a state of feverish despondency, he
-fell into a cheerful train of thought, and was quite inclined to look at
-his already pleasant prospects from a hopeful point of view.
-
-Poor dear fellow! You may say that it is heartless to make fun of him
-just now, when everything is going so terribly wrong. But really my
-story is so very sad, that we must try to make a little feeble fun where
-we can, or it would be unreadable.
-
-He tried to face the future, manfully. But lo! there was no future to
-face--it was all such a dead, hopeless blank. Ellen must come away from
-that house, and he must support her; but how? It would be dishonourable
-for him to come upon the Ravenshoes for a farthing; and it would be
-dishonourable for her to marry that foolish Hornby. And these two
-courses, being dishonourable, were impossible. And there he was brought
-up short.
-
-But would either course be dishonourable? Yes, yes, was the answer each
-weary time he put the question to himself; and there the matter ended.
-Was there one soul in the wide world he could consult? Not one. All
-alone in the weary world, he and she. Not one friend for either of them.
-They had made their beds, and must lie on them. When would the end of it
-all come? What would the end be?
-
-There was a noise in the street. A noise of a woman scolding, whose
-voice got louder and louder, till it rose into a scream. A noise of a
-man cursing and abusing her; then a louder scream, and a sound of blows.
-One, two, then a heavy fall, and silence. A drunken, homeless couple had
-fallen out in the street, and the man had knocked the woman down. That
-was all. It was very common. Probably the woman was not much hurt. That
-sort of woman got used to it. The police would come and take them to the
-station. There they were. The man and woman were being taken off by two
-constables, scolding and swearing. Well, well!
-
-Was it to come to that? There were bridges in London, and under them
-runs the river. Charles had come over one once, after midnight. He
-wished he had never seen the cursed place. He remembered a fluttering
-figure which had come and begged a halfpenny of him to pay the toll and
-get home. He had given her money, and then, by a sudden impulse,
-followed her till she was safe off the bridge. Ugly thoughts, Charles!
-ugly thoughts! Will the dawn never come? Why, the night is not half over
-yet.
-
-God in His mercy sets a limit to human misery in many ways. I do not
-believe that the condemned man, waiting through the weary night for the
-gallows, thinks all night through of his fate. We read generally in
-those accounts of the terrible last night (which are so rightly
-published in the newspapers--they are the most terrifying part of the
-punishment), that they conversed cheerfully, or slept, or did something,
-showing that they half forgot for a time what was coming. And so, before
-the little window grew to a lighter grey, poor Charles had found some
-relief from his misery. He was between sleep and waking, and he had
-fulfilled his challenge to Miss Martineau, though later than he
-intended. He had gone to Ravenshoe.
-
-There it was, all before him. The dawn behind the eastern headland had
-flooded the amphitheatre of hills, till the crags behind the house had
-turned from grey to gold, and the vane upon the priest's tower shone
-like a star. The sea had changed from black to purple, and the
-fishing-boats were stealing lazily homewards, over the gentle rolling
-ground-swell. The surf was whispering to the sand of their coming. As
-window after window blazed out before the sun, and as woodland and
-hill-side, stream and park, village and lonely farm in the distant
-valley, waked before the coming day, Charles watched, in his mind's eye,
-the dark old porch, till there came out a figure in black, and stood
-solitary in the terrace gazing seawards. And as he said, "Cuthbert," he
-fell into a dreamless, happy sleep.
-
-He determined that he would not go to see Ellen till the afternoon.
-Hornby was on duty in the morning, and never saw Charles all day; he
-avoided him as though on purpose. Charles, on his part, did not want to
-meet him till he had made some definite arrangement, and so was glad of
-it. But, towards two o'clock, it came across his mind that he would
-saunter round to St. Peter's Church, and see the comical little imp of a
-boy who was generally to be found there, and beguile a quarter of an
-hour by listening to his prattle.
-
-He had given up reading. He had hardly opened a book since his
-misfortune. This may seem an odd thing to have to record about a
-gentleman, and to a certain extent a scholar; but so it was. He wanted
-to lower himself, and he was beginning to succeed. There was an
-essential honesty in him, which made him hate to appear what he was not;
-and this feeling, carried to an absurd extent, prevented his taking
-refuge in the most obvious remedy for all troubles except hunger--books.
-He did not know, as I do, that determined reading--reading of anything,
-even the advertisements in a newspaper--will stop all cravings except
-those of the stomach, and will even soften them; but he guessed it,
-nevertheless. "Why should I read?" said he. "I must learn to do as the
-rest of them." And so he did as the rest of them, and "rather loafed
-away his time than otherwise."
-
-And he was more inclined to "loaf" than usual this day, because he very
-much dreaded what was to come. And so he dawdled round to St. Peter's
-Church, and came upon his young friend, playing at fives with the ball
-he had given him, as energetically as he had before played with the
-brass button. Shoeblacks are compelled to a great deal of unavoidable
-"loafing;" but certainly this one loafed rather energetically, for he
-was hot and frantic in his play.
-
-He was very glad to see Charles. He parted his matted hair from his
-face, and looked at him admiringly with a pleasant smile; then he
-suddenly said--
-
-"You was drunk last night, worn't you?"
-
-Charles said, No--that he never got drunk.
-
-"Worn't you really, though?" said the boy; "you look as tho' you had a
-been. You looks wild about the eyes;" and then he hazarded another
-theory to account for Charles's appearance, which Charles also negatived
-emphatically.
-
-"I gave a halpenny for this one," said the boy, showing him the ball,
-"and I spent the other halpenny." Here he paused, expecting a rebuke,
-apparently; but Charles nodded kindly at him, and he was encouraged to
-go on, and to communicate a piece of intelligence with the air of one
-who assumes that his hearer is _au fait_ with all the movements of the
-great world, and will be interested.
-
-"Old Biddy Flanigan's dead."
-
-"No! is she?" said Charles, who, of course, had not the wildest idea who
-she was, but guessed her to be an aged, and probably a dissipated
-Irishwoman.
-
-"Ah! I believe you," said the boy. "And they was a-waking on her last
-night, down in our court (he said, "daone in aour cawt").
-They waked me sharp enough; but, as for she! she's fast."
-
-"What did she die of?" asked Charles.
-
-"Well, she died mostly along of Mr. Malone's bumble foot, I fancy. Him
-and old Biddy was both drunk a-fighting on the stairs, and she was a
-step below he; and he being drunk, and bumble-footed too, lost his
-balance, and down they come together, and the back of her head come
-against the door scraper, and there she was. Wake she!" he added with
-scorn, "not if all the Irish and Rooshans in France was to put stones in
-their stockings, and howl a week on end, they wouldn't wake her."
-
-"Did they put stones in their stockings?" asked Charles, thinking that
-it was some papist form of penance.
-
-"Miss Ophelia Flanigan, she put half a brick in her stocking end, so she
-did, and come at Mr. Malone for to break his head with it, and there
-were a hole in the stocking, and the brick flew out, and hit old Denny
-Moriarty in the jaw, and broke it. And he worn't a doing nothink, he
-worn't; but was sitting in a corner decent and quiet, blind drunk, a
-singing to his self; and they took he to Guy's orspital. And the pleece
-come in, and got gallus well kicked about the head, and then they took
-they to Guy's orspital; and then Miss Flanigan fell out of winder into
-the airy, and then they took she to Guy's orspital; and there they is,
-the whole bilin of 'em in bed together, with their heads broke, a-eating
-of jelly and a-drinking of sherry wind; and then in comes a mob from
-Rosemary Lane, and then they all begins to get a bit noisy and want to
-fight, and so I hooked it."
-
-"Then there are a good many Irish in your court?" said Charles.
-
-"Irish! ah! I believe you. They're all Irish there except we and Billy
-Jones's lot. The Emperor of Rooshar is a nigger; but his lot is mostly
-Irish, but another bilin of Irish from Mr. Malone's lot. And one on 'em
-plays the bagpipes, with a bellus, against the water-butt of a Sunday
-evening, when they're off the lay. And Mr. Malone's lot heaves crockery
-and broken vegetables at him out of winder, by reason of their being
-costermongers, and having such things handy; so there's mostly a shine
-of a Sunday evening."
-
-"But who are Mr. Malone, and Billy Jones, and the Emperor of Russia?"
-
-"They keeps lodging houses," said the boy. "Miss Ophelia Flanigan is
-married on Mr. Malone, but she keeps her own name, because her family's
-a better one nor his'n, and she's ashamed of him. They gets on very well
-when they're sober, but since they've been a making money they mostly
-gets drunk in bed of a morning, so they ain't so happy together as they
-was."
-
-"Does she often attack him with a brick in the foot of a stocking?"
-asked Charles.
-
-"No," said the boy, "she said her papa had taught her that little game.
-She used to fist hold of the poker, but he got up to that, and spouted
-it. So now they pokes the fire with a mop-stick, which ain't so handy to
-hit with, and softer."
-
-Charles walked away northward, and thought what a charming sort of
-person Miss Ophelia Flanigan must be, and how he would rather like to
-know her for curiosity's sake. The picture he drew of her in his mind
-was not exactly like the original, as we shall see.
-
-It was very pleasant summer weather--weather in which an idle man would
-be inclined to dawdle, under any circumstances; and Charles was the more
-inclined to dawdle, because he very much disliked the errand on which he
-went. He could loiter at street corners now with the best of them, and
-talk to any one who happened to be loitering there too. He was getting
-on.
-
-So he loitered at street corners and talked. And he found out something
-to-day for the first time. He had been so absorbed in his own troubles
-that all rumours had been to him like the buzzing of bees; but to-day he
-began to appreciate that this rumour of war was no longer a mere rumour,
-but likely to grow into an awful reality.
-
-If he were only free, he said to himself. If he could only provide for
-poor Ellen. "Gad, if they could get up a regiment of fellows in the same
-state of mind as I am!"
-
-He went into a public-house, and drank a glass of ale. They were talking
-of it there. "Sir Charles Napier is to have the fleet," said one man,
-"and if he don't bring Cronstadt about their ears in two hours, I am a
-Dutchman. As for Odessa----"
-
-A man in seedy black, who (let us hope) had seen better days, suggested
-Sebastopol.
-
-The first man had not heard of Sebastopol. It could not be a place of
-much importance, or he must have heard of it. Talk to him about
-Petersburg and Moscow, and he would listen to you.
-
-This sort of talk, heard everywhere on his slow walk, excited Charles;
-and thinking over it, he came to the door of Lord Welter's house, and
-rang.
-
-The door was barely opened, when he saw Lord Welter himself in the hall,
-who called to him by his Christian name, and bade him come in. Charles
-followed Lord Welter into a room, and, when the latter turned round,
-Charles saw that he was disturbed and anxious.
-
-"Charles," he said, "Ellen is gone!"
-
-Charles said "Where?" for he hardly understood him.
-
-"Where? God knows! She must have left the house soon after you saw her
-last night. She left this note for me. Take it and read it. You see I am
-free from blame in this matter."
-
-Charles took it and read it.
-
- "MY LORD,
-
- "I should have consented to accept the shelter of your roof
- for a longer period, were it not that, by doing so, I
- should be continually tempted to the commission of a
- dishonourable action--an action which would bring speedy
- punishment on myself, by ruining too surely the man whom,
- of all others in the world, I love and respect.
-
- "Lieutenant Hornby has proposed marriage to me. Your
- lordship's fine sense of honour will show you at once how
- impossible it is for me to consent to ruin his prospects by
- a union with such a one as myself. Distrusting my own
- resolution, I have fled, and henceforth I am dead to him
- and to you.
-
- "Ah! Welter, Welter! you yourself might have been loved as
- he is, once; but that time is gone by for ever. I should
- have made you a better wife than Adelaide. I might have
- loved you myself once, but I fell more through anger and
- vanity than through love.
-
- "My brother, he whom we call Charles Ravenshoe, is in this
- weary world somewhere. I have an idea that you will meet
- him. You used to love one another. Don't let him quarrel
- with you for such a worthless straw as I am. Tell him I
- always loved him as a brother. It is better that we should
- not meet yet. Tell him that he must make his own place in
- the world before we meet, and then I have something to say
- to him.
-
- "Mary, the Mother of God, and the blessed saints before the
- throne, bless you and him, here and hereafter!"
-
-Charles had nothing to say to Lord Welter, not one word. He saw that the
-letter was genuine. He understood that Welter had had no time to tell
-her of his coming, and that she was gone; neither Welter nor he knew
-where, or were likely to know; that was all. He only bid him good-bye,
-and walked home again.
-
-When you know the whole story, you will think that Charles's run of ill
-luck at this time is almost incredible; but I shall call you to witness
-that it is not so. This was the first stroke of real ill luck that he
-had had. All his other misfortunes came from his mad determination of
-alienating himself from all his friends. If he had even left Lord Welter
-free to have mentioned that he had been seen, all might have gone well,
-but he made him promise secrecy; and now, after having, so to speak,
-made ill luck for himself, and lamented over it, here was a real stroke
-of it with a vengeance, and he did not know it. He was not anxious about
-Ellen's future; he felt sure at once that she was going into some Roman
-Catholic refuge, where she would be quiet and happy. In fact, with a new
-fancy he had in his head, he was almost content to have missed her. And
-Ellen, meanwhile, never dreamt either of his position or state of mind,
-or she would have searched him out at the end of the world. She thought
-he was just as he always had been, or, perhaps, turning his attention to
-some useful career with Cuthbert's assistance; and she thought she would
-wait, and wait she did; and they went apart, not to meet till the valley
-of the shadow of death had been passed, and life was not so well worth
-having as it had been.
-
-But as for our old friend Father Mackworth. As I said once before, "It's
-no use wondering, but I do wonder," whether Father Mackworth, had he
-known how near Ellen and Charles had been to meeting the night before,
-would not have whistled "Lillibulero," as Uncle Toby did in times of
-dismay; that is, if he had known the tune.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII.
-
-RAVENSHOE HALL, DURING ALL THIS.
-
-
-The villagers at Ravenshoe, who loved Charles, were very much puzzled
-and put out by his sudden disappearance. Although they had little or no
-idea of the real cause of his absence, yet it was understood to be a
-truth, not to be gainsayed, that it was permanent. And as it was a
-heavily-felt misfortune to them, and as they really had no idea why he
-was gone, or where he was gone to, it became necessary that they should
-comfort themselves by a formula. At which time Master Lee up to Slarrow,
-erected the theory, that Master Charles was gone to the Indies--which
-was found to be a doctrine so comfortable to the souls of those that
-adopted it, as being hazy and vague, and as leaving his return an open
-question, that it was unanimously adopted; and those who ventured to
-doubt it, were treated as heretics and heathens.
-
-It was an additional puzzle to them to find that William had turned out
-to be a gentleman, and a Ravenshoe, a fact which could not, of course,
-be concealed from them, though the other facts of the case were
-carefully hushed up--not a very difficult matter in a simple feudal
-village, like Ravenshoe. But, when William appeared, after a short
-absence, he suffered greatly in popularity, from the belief that he had
-allowed Charles to go to the Indies by himself. Old Master James Lee of
-Tor Head, old Master James Lee of Withycombe Barton, and old Master
-James Lee up to Slarrow, the three great quidnuncs of the village, were
-sunning themselves one day under the wall which divides part of the
-village from the shore, when by there came, talking earnestly together,
-William and John Marston.
-
-The three old men raised their hats, courteously. They were in no
-distinguishable relation to one another, but, from similarity of name
-and age, always hunted in a leash. (Sporting men will notice a confusion
-here about the word "leash," but let it pass.) When no one was by, I
-have heard them fall out and squabble together about dates, or such
-like; but, when others were present, they would, so to speak, trump one
-another's tricks to any amount. And if, on these occasions, any one of
-the three took up an untenable position, the other two would lie him out
-of it like Jesuits, and only fall foul of him when they were alone
-together--which, to say the least of it, was neighbourly and decent.
-
-"God save you, gentlemen," said old Master Lee up to Slarrow, who was
-allowed to commit himself by the other two, who were waiting to be "down
-on him" in private. "Any news from the Indies lately?"
-
-William and Marston stopped, and William said--
-
-"No, Master Lee, we have not heard from Captain Archer for seven months,
-or more."
-
-"I ask your pardon," said Lee up to Slarrow; "I warn't a speaking of he.
-I was speaking of our own darling boy, Master Charles. When be he
-a-coming back to see we?"
-
-"When, indeed!" said William. "I wish I knew, Master Lee."
-
-"They Indies," said the old man, "is well enough; but what's he there no
-more than any other gentleman? Why don't he come home to his own. Who's
-a-keeping on him away?"
-
-William and John Marston walked on without answering. And then the two
-other Master Lees fell on to Master Lee up to Slarrow, and verbally
-ill-treated him--partly because he had got no information out of
-William, and partly because, having both sat quiet and given him plenty
-of rope, he had not hanged himself. Master Lee up to Slarrow had evil
-times of it that blessed spring afternoon, and ended by "dratting" both
-his companions, for a couple of old fools. After which, they adjourned
-to the public-house and hard cider, sent them to drink for their sins.
-
-"They'll never make a scholar of me, Marston," said William; "I will go
-on at it for a year, but no more, I shall away soon to hunt up Charles.
-Is there any police in America?"
-
-Marston answered absently, "Yes; he believed so;" but was evidently
-thinking of something else.
-
-They had gone sauntering out for a walk together. Marston had come down
-from Oxford the day before (after an examination for an Exeter
-fellowship, I believe) for change of air; and he thought he would like
-to walk with William up to the top of the lofty promontory, which
-bounded Ravenshoe Bay on the west, and catch the pleasant summer breeze
-coming in from the Atlantic.
-
-On the loftiest point of all, with the whispering blue sea on three
-sides of them, four hundred feet below, there they sat down on the short
-sheep-eaten turf, and looked westward.
-
-Cape after cape stretched away under the afternoon sun, till the last
-seemed only a dark cloud floating on the sea. Beyond that cape there was
-nothing but water for three thousand weary miles. The scene was
-beautiful enough, but very melancholy; a long coastline trending away
-into dim distance, on a quiet sunny afternoon, is very melancholy.
-Indeed, far more melancholy than the same place in a howling gale: when
-the nearest promontory only is dimly visible, a black wall, echoing the
-thunder of bursting waves, and when sea, air, and sky, like the three
-furies, are rushing on with mad, destructive unanimity.
-
-They lay, these two, on the short turf, looking westward; and, after a
-time, John Marston broke silence. He spoke very low and quietly, and
-without looking at William.
-
-"I have something very heavy on my mind, William. I am not a fool, with
-a morbid conscience, but I have been very wrong. I have done what I
-never can undo. I loved that fellow, William!"
-
-William said "Ay."
-
-"I know what you would say. You would say, that every one who ever knew
-Charles loved him; and you are right. He was so utterly unselfish, so
-entirely given up to trying to win others, that every one loved him, and
-could not help it. The cleverest man in England, with all his
-cleverness, could not gain so many friends as Charles."
-
-William seemed to think this such a self-evident proposition, that he
-did not think it worth while to say anything.
-
-"And Charles was not clever. And what makes me mad with myself is this.
-I had influence over him, and I abused it. I was not gentle enough with
-him. I used to make fun of him, and be flippant, and priggish, and
-dictatorial, with him. God help me! And now he has taken some desperate
-step, and, in fear of my ridicule, has not told me of it. I felt sure he
-would come to me, but I have lost hope now. May God forgive me--God
-forgive me!"
-
-In a few moments, William said, "If you pause to think, Marston, you
-will see how unjust you are to yourself. He could not be afraid of me,
-and yet he has never come near me."
-
-"Of course not," said Marston. "You seem hardly to know him so well as
-I. He fears that you would make him take money, and that he would be a
-burthen on you. I never expected that he would come back to you. He
-knows that you would never leave him. He knows, as well as you know
-yourself, that you would sacrifice all your time and your opportunities
-of education to him. And, by being dependent on you, he would be
-dependent on Father Mackworth--the only man in the world he dislikes and
-distrusts."
-
-William uttered a form of speech concerning the good father, which is
-considered by foreigners to be merely a harmless national _facon de
-parler_--sometimes, perhaps, intensive, when the participle is used, but
-in general no more than expletive. In this case, the speaker was, I
-fear, in earnest, and meant what he said most heartily.
-
-Marston never swore, but he certainly did not correct William for
-swearing, in this case, as he should have done. There was a silence for
-a time. After a little, William laid his hand on Marston's shoulder, and
-said--
-
-"He never had a truer friend than you. Don't you blame yourself?"
-
-"I do; and shall, until I find him."
-
-"Marston," said William, "what _has_ he done with himself? Where the
-deuce is he gone?"
-
-"Lord Saltire and I were over the same problem for two hours the other
-night, and we could make nothing of it, but that he was gone to America
-or Australia. He hardly took money enough with him to keep him till now.
-I can make nothing of it. Do _you_ think he would be likely to seek out
-Welter?"
-
-"If he were going to do so, he would have done so by now, and we must
-have heard of it. No," said William.
-
-"He was capable of doing very odd things," said Marston. "Do you
-remember that Easter vacation, when he and Lord Welter and Mowbray went
-away together?"
-
-"Remember!" said William. "Why I was with them; and glorious fun it was.
-Rather fast fun though--too fast by half. We went up and lived on the
-Severn and Avon Canal, among the bargeman, dressing accordingly. Charles
-had nothing to do with that folly, beyond joining in it, and spending
-the day in laughing. That was Lord Welter's doing. The bargees nicknamed
-Lord Welter 'the sweep,' and said he was a good fellow, but a terrible
-blackguard. And so he was--for that time, at all events."
-
-Marston laughed, and, after a time, said, "Did he ever seem to care
-about soldiering? Do you think he was likely to enlist?"
-
-"It is possible," said William; "it is quite possible. Yes, he has often
-talked to me about soldiering. I mind--I remember, I should say--that he
-once was hot about going into the army, but he gave it up because it
-would have taken him away from Mr. Ravenshoe too much."
-
-They turned and walked homewards, without speaking a word all the way.
-On the bridge they paused and leant upon the coping, looking into the
-stream. All of a sudden, William laid his hand on Marston's arm, and
-looking in his face, said--
-
-"Every day we lose, I feel he is getting farther from us. I don't know
-what may happen. I shall go and seek him. I will get educated at my
-leisure. Only think of what may be happening now! I was a fool to have
-given it up so soon, and to have tried waiting till he came to us. He
-will never come. I must go and fetch him. Here is Cuthbert, too, good
-fellow, fretting himself to death about it. Let us go and talk to him."
-
-And John Marston said, "Right, true heart; let us go."
-
-Of all their acquaintances, there was only one who could have given them
-any information--Lord Welter; and he, of all others, was the very last
-they dreamt of going to. You begin to see, I dare say, that, when
-Charles is found, my story will nearly be at an end. But my story is not
-near finished yet, I assure you.
-
-Standing where they were on the bridge, they could look along the
-village street. It was as neat a street as one ever sees in a fishing
-village; that is to say, rather an untidy one, for of all human
-employments, fishing involves more lumber and mess than any other.
-Everything past use was "hit," as they say in Berkshire, out into the
-street; and of the inorganic part of this refuse, that is to say, tiles,
-bricks, potsherds, and so on, the children built themselves shops and
-bazaars, and sold one another the organic orts, that is to say,
-cabbage-stalks, fish-bones, and orange-peel, which were paid for in
-mussel-shells. And, as Marston and William looked along this street, as
-one may say, at high market time, they saw Cuthbert come slowly riding
-along among the children, and the dogs, and the pigs, and the
-herring-bones, and brickbats.
-
-He was riding a noble horse, and was dressed with his usual faultless
-neatness and good taste, as clean as a new pin from top to toe. As he
-came along, picking his way gently among the children, the fishermen and
-their wives came out right and left from their doors, and greeted him
-kindly. In olden times they would not have done this, but it had got
-about that he was pining for the loss of his brother, and their hearts
-had warmed to him. It did not take much to make their hearts warm to a
-Ravenshoe; though they were sturdy, independent rogues enough at times.
-I am a very great admirer of the old feudal feeling, when it is not
-abused by either party. In parts of Australia, where it, or something
-near akin to it, is very strong indeed, I have seen it act on high and
-low most beneficially; giving to the one side a sense of responsibility,
-and to the other a feeling of trust and reliance. "Here's 'Captain
-Dash,' or 'Colonel Blank,' or 'Mr. So-and-So,' and he won't see me
-wronged, I know. I have served him and his father for forty year, and
-he's a _gentleman_, and so were his father before him." That is a sort
-of thing you will hear often enough in Australia. And even on the
-diggings, with all the leaven of Americanism and European Radicalism one
-finds there, it is much easier for a warden to get on with the diggers
-if he comes of a known colonial family, than if he is an unknown man.
-The old colonial diggers, the people of the greatest real weight, talk
-of them, and the others listen and mark. All people, prate as they may,
-like a guarantee for respectability. In the colonies, such a guarantee
-is given by a man's being tolerably well off, and "come of decent
-people." In England, it is given, in cases, by a man and a man's
-forefathers having been good landlords and honest men. Such a guarantee
-is given by such people as the Ravenshoes, but that is not the whole
-secret of _their_ influence. That comes more from association--a feeling
-strong enough, as one sees, to make educated and clever men use their
-talents and eloquence towards keeping a school in a crowded unhealthy
-neighbourhood, instead of moving it into the country; merely because, as
-far as one can gather from their speeches, they were educated at it
-themselves, twenty years ago. Hereby visiting the sins of the fathers on
-the children with a vengeance!
-
-"Somewhat too much of this." It would be stretching a point to say that
-Cuthbert was a handsome man, though he was very near being so, indeed.
-He was tall, but not too slender, for he had developed in chest somewhat
-since we first knew him. His face was rather pale, but his complexion
-perfectly clear; save that he had a black mark round his eyes. His
-features were decidedly marked, but not so strongly as Charles's; and
-there was an air of stately repose about him, showing itself in his way
-of carrying his head perfectly upright, and the firm, but not harsh,
-settling of his mouth, with the lower lip slightly pouting, which was
-very attractive. He was a consummate horseman, too, and, as I said,
-perfectly dressed; and, as he came towards them, looking apparently at
-nothing, both William and Marston thought they had never seen a finer
-specimen of a gentleman.
-
-He had strangely altered in two months. As great a change had come over
-him as comes over a rustic when the drill-sergeant gets him and makes a
-soldier of him. There is the same body, the same features, the same hair
-and eyes. Bill Jones is Bill Jones, if you are to believe his mother.
-But Bill Jones the soldier is not Bill Jones the ploughboy. He is quite
-a different person. So, since the night when Charles departed, Cuthbert
-had not been the Cuthbert of former times. He was no longer wayward and
-irritable; he was as silent as ever, but he had grown so staid, so
-studiously courteous to every one, so exceedingly humble-minded and
-patient with every one, that all save one or two wondered at the change
-in him.
-
-He had been passionately fond of Charles, though he had seldom shown it,
-and was terribly cut up at his loss. He had greatly humiliated himself
-to himself by what was certainly his felonious offer to Father
-Mackworth; and he had found the estate somewhat involved, and had
-determined to set to work and bring it to rights. These three causes had
-made Cuthbert Ravenshoe a humbler and better man than he had ever been
-before.
-
-"William," he said, smiling kindly on him, "I have been seeing after
-your estate for you. It does me good to have some one to work for. You
-will die a rich man."
-
-William said nothing. One of Cuthbert's fixed notions was, that he would
-die young and childless. He claimed to have a heart-complaint, though it
-really appeared without any foundation. It was a fancy which William had
-combated at first, but now acquiesced in, because he found it useless to
-do otherwise.
-
-He dismounted and walked with him. "Cuthbert," said William, "we have
-been thinking about Charles."
-
-"I am always thinking about him," said Cuthbert; "is there no way of
-finding him?"
-
-"I am going. I want you to give me some money and let me go."
-
-"You had better go at once, William. You had better try if the police
-can help you. We are pretty sure that he has gone to America, unless he
-has enlisted. In either case, it is very possible we may find him. Aunt
-Ascot would have succeeded, if she had not lost her temper. Don't you
-think I am right, my dear Marston?"
-
-"I do, indeed, Ravenshoe," said Marston. "Don't you think now, Mr.
-Mackworth, that, if a real push is made, and with judgment, we may find
-Charles again?"
-
-They had reached the terrace, and Father Mackworth was standing in front
-of the porch. He said he believed it was perfectly possible. "Nay," he
-said, "possible! I am as sure of seeing Charles Horton back here again
-as I am that I shall eat my dinner to-day."
-
-"And I," said Cuthbert, "am equally sure that we shall see poor Ellen
-back some day. Poor girl! she shall have a warm welcome."
-
-Father Mackworth said he hoped it might be so. And the lie did not choke
-him.
-
-"We are going to send William away again to look after him, Father,"
-said Cuthbert.
-
-"He had much better stay at home and mind his education," said
-Mackworth.
-
-William had his back towards them, and was looking out to sea,
-whistling. When the priest spoke he turned round sharply, and said--
-
-"Hey? what's that?"
-
-The priest repeated it.
-
-"I suppose," said William, "that that is more my business than yours, is
-it not? I don't intend to go to school again, certainly not to you."
-
-Cuthbert looked from one to the other of them, and said nothing. A few
-days before this William and the priest had fallen out; and Mackworth,
-appealing, had been told with the greatest kindness and politeness by
-Cuthbert that he could not interfere. That William was heir to
-Ravenshoe, and that he really had no power over him whatever. Mackworth
-had said nothing then, but now he had followed Cuthbert into the
-library, and, when they were alone, said--
-
-"Cuthbert, I did not expect this from you. You have let him insult me
-twice, and have not corrected him."
-
-Cuthbert put his back against the door, and said--
-
-"Now you don't leave this room till you apologise for these wicked
-words. My dear old fellow, what a goose you are! Have not you and he
-always squabbled? Do fight it out with him, and don't try and force me
-to take a side. I ain't going to do it, you know, and so I tell you
-plainly. Give it to him. Who can do it so well as you? Remember what an
-altered position he is in. How can you expect me to take your part
-against him?"
-
-Father Mackworth cleared his brow, and said, laughing, "You are right,
-Cuthbert. I'll go about with the rogue. He is inclined to kick over the
-traces, but I'll whip him in a little. I have had the whip-hand of every
-Ravenshoe I have had to deal with yet, yourself included, and it's hard
-if I am to be beat by this new whipper-snapper."
-
-Cuthbert said affectionately to him, "I think you love me, Mackworth.
-Don't quarrel with him more than you can help. I know you love me." And
-so Cuthbert went to seek John Marston.
-
-Love him! Ay, that he did. John Mackworth could be cruel, hard, false,
-vindictive. He could cheat, and he could lie, if need were. He was
-heartless and ambitious. But he loved Cuthbert. It was a love which had
-taken a long time growing, but there it was, and he was half ashamed of
-it. Even to himself he would try to make out that it was mere
-selfishness and ambition--that he was gentle with Cuthbert, because he
-must keep his place at Ravenshoe. Even now he would try to persuade
-himself that such was the case--perhaps the more strongly because he
-began to see now that there was a soft spot in his heart, and that
-Cuthbert was master of it. Since the night when Cuthbert had offered him
-ten thousand pounds, and he had refused it, Cuthbert had never been the
-same to him. And Mackworth, expecting to find his influence increased,
-found to his astonishment that from that moment it was _gone_.
-Cuthbert's intensely sensitive and proud nature revolted from the
-domination of a man before whom he had so lowered himself; and firmly,
-though humbly now, for he was altered by seeing how nearly he had been a
-villain, he let him see that he would walk in future in his own
-strength. Father Mackworth saw soon that Ravenshoe was a comfortable
-home for him, but that his power was gone. Unless!
-
-And yet he knew he could exercise a power little dreamt of. It is in the
-power, possibly, of a condemned man to burn the prison down, and
-possibly his interest; but he has compunctions. Mackworth tried to
-persuade himself that the reason he did not use his power was that it
-would not be advisable. He was a cipher in the house, and knew by
-instinct that he would never be more. But in reality, I believe, he let
-his power sleep for Cuthbert's sake.
-
-"Who could have thought," he said, "that the very thing which clenched
-my power, as I thought, should have destroyed it? Are not those people
-fools who lay down rules for human action? Why, no. They are possibly
-right five times out of ten. But as for the other five! Bah!
-
-"No, I won't allow that. It was my own fault. I should have known his
-character better. But there, I could not have helped it, for he did it
-himself. I was passive."
-
-And Cuthbert followed Marston into the hall, and said, "You are not
-going away because William goes, Marston?"
-
-"Do you want me?" said Marston.
-
-"Yes," said Cuthbert. "You must stay with me. My time is short, and I
-must know as much of this world as I may. I have much to do; you must
-help me. I will be like a little child in your hands. I will die in the
-old faith; but I will learn something new."
-
-And so Marston stayed with him, and they two grew fast friends. Cuthbert
-had nothing to learn in this management of his estate; there he was
-Marston's master; but all that a shrewd young man of the world could
-teach a bookworm, so much Cuthbert got from Marston.
-
-Marston one day met the village doctor, the very man whom we saw at the
-beginning of the book, putting out William (whom we then supposed to be
-Charles) to nurse. Marston asked him, "Was there any reality in this
-heart-complaint of Cuthbert's?"
-
-"Not the very faintest shadow of a reality," said the doctor. "It is the
-most tiresome whimsy I ever knew. He has persuaded himself of it,
-though. He used to be very hypochondriac. He is as likely to live till
-eighty as you are."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIII.
-
-THE MEETING.
-
-
-There was ruin in the Ascot family, we know. And Lord Ascot, crippled
-with paralysis at six-and-forty, was lying in South Audley Street,
-nursed by Lady Ascot. The boxes, which we saw packed ready for their
-foreign tour at the London Bridge Hotel, were still there--not gone
-abroad yet, for the simple reason that Herodias had won the Oaks, and
-that Lord Welter had won, some said seven, others said seventy thousand
-pounds. (He had really won nine). So the boxes might stay where they
-were a few days, and he might pursue his usual avocations in peace, all
-his debts of honour being satisfied.
-
-He had barely saved himself from being posted. Fortunately for him, he
-had, on the Derby, betted chiefly with a few friends, one of whom was
-Hornby; and they waited and said nothing till after the Oaks, when they
-were paid, and Welter could hold up his head again. He was indebted to
-the generosity of Hornby and Sir Charles Ferrars for his honour--the
-very men whom he would have swindled. But he laughed and ate his
-dinner, and said they were good fellows, and thought no more of it.
-
-The bailiffs were at Ranford. The servants were gone, and the horses
-were advertised at Tattersall's already. It was reported in the county
-that an aged Jew, being in possession, and prowling about the premises,
-had come into the poultry-yard, and had surreptitiously slain, cooked,
-and essayed to eat, the famous cock "Sampson," the champion bird of
-England, since his match with "Young Countryman." On being informed by
-the old keeper that my lord had refused sixty guineas for him a few
-weeks before, he had (so said the county) fled out of the house, tearing
-his hair, and knocked old Lady Hainault, who had also come prowling over
-in her pony-carriage, down the steps, flat on her back. Miss Hicks, who
-was behind with her shawls, had picked her up, they said, and "caught
-it."
-
-If Adelaide was beautiful everywhere, surely she was more beautiful on
-horseback than anywhere else, and no one knew it better than herself.
-She was one of the few who appeared in the park in a low-crowned hat--a
-"wide-awake." They are not _de rigueur_ even yet, I believe; but
-Adelaide was never very particular, so long as she could look well. She
-had found out how splendid her perfect mask looked under the careless,
-irregular curves of such a head-dress, and how bright her banded hair
-shone in contrast with a black ostrich feather which drooped on her
-shoulder. And so she had taken to wear one since she had been Lady
-Welter, and had appeared in the park in it twice.
-
-Lord Welter bethought himself once in these times--that is, just after
-the Oaks--that he would like to take his handsome wife out, and show her
-in the park. His Hornby speculation had turned out ill; in fact, Hornby
-had altogether made rather a handsome sum out of him, and he must look
-for some one else. The some one else, a young Austrian, Pscechenyi by
-name, a young fellow of wealth, had received his advances somewhat
-coldly, and it became necessary to hang out Adelaide as a lure.
-
-Lord Welter was aware that, if he had asked Adelaide to come and ride
-with him, on the ground of giving her an afternoon's amusement, and
-tried to persuade her to it by fair-spoken commonplaces, she would
-probably not have come; and so he did nothing of the kind. He and his
-wife thoroughly understood one another. There was perfect confidence
-between them in everything. Towards one another they were perfectly
-sincere; and this very sincerity begot a feeling of trust between them,
-which ultimately ripened into something better. They began life together
-without any professions of affection; but out of use, and a similarity
-of character, there grew a liking in the end. She knew everything about
-Lord Welter, save one thing, which she was to know immediately, and
-which was of no importance; and she was always ready to help him,
-provided, as she told him, "he didn't humbug," which his lordship, as we
-know, was not inclined to do, without her caution.
-
-Lord Welter went into her dressing-room, in the morning, and said--
-
-"Here's a note from Pscechenyi. He won't come to-night."
-
-"Indeed!" said Adelaide, brushing her hair. "I did not give him credit
-for so much sense. Really, you know, he can't be such a fool as he
-looks."
-
-"We must have him," said Lord Welter.
-
-"Of course we must," said Adelaide. "I really cannot allow such a fat
-goose to run about with a knife and fork in him any longer. Heigh ho!
-Let's see. He affects Lady Brittlejug, don't he? I am going to her party
-to-night, and I'll capture him for you, and bring him home to you from
-under her very nose. Now, do try and make a better hand of him than you
-did of Hornby, or we shall all be in the workhouse together."
-
-"I'll do my best," said Lord Welter, laughing. "But look here. I don't
-think you'll catch him so, you know. She looks as well as you by
-candlelight; but she can't ride a hang. Come out in the park this
-afternoon. He will be there."
-
-"Very well," said Adelaide; "I suppose you know best. I shall be glad of
-a ride. Half-past two, then."
-
-So, at the time appointed, these two innocent lambkins rode forth to
-take the air. Lord Welter, big, burly, red-faced, good-humoured,
-perfectly dressed, and sitting on his horse as few others could sit, the
-model of a frank English nobleman. Adelaide, beautiful and fragile
-beyond description, perfect in dress and carriage, riding trustingly and
-lovingly in the shadow of her lord, the happy, timid bride all over.
-They had no groom. What should a poor simple couple like them want with
-a groom? It was a beautiful sight, and many turned to look at them.
-
-But Lord Saltire, who was looking out of the drawing-room window of Lord
-Ascot's house in South Audley Street, as they passed, turned to Marston,
-and said very emphatically--
-
-"Now, I do really wonder what infernal mischief those two are after.
-There is an air of pastoral simplicity about their whole get-up, which
-forebodes some very great--very great"--here he paused, took snuff, and
-looked Marston straight in the face--"obliquity of moral purpose."
-
-Meanwhile the unconscious innocents sauntered on into the park, under
-the Marble Arch, and down towards Rotten Row. When they got into the
-Row, they had a canter. There was Pscechenyi riding with Hornby and Miss
-Buckjumper, but they gave them the "go by," and went sortly on towards
-Kensington Gate. "Who is the woman in the hat and feathers?" said
-everybody who didn't know. "Lady Welter" said everybody who did; and,
-whatever else they said of her, they all agreed that she was wonderfully
-beautiful, and rode divinely. When they came slowly back, they found
-Hornby and the Austrian were standing against the rail, talking to some
-ladies. They drew close up, and entered into conversation; and Adelaide
-found herself beside Miss Buckjumper, now Lady Handlycross.
-
-Adelaide was somewhat pleased to find herself at the side of this famous
-horsewoman and beauty. She was so sure that comparisons would be
-favourable to herself. And they were. If ever an exquisitely-formed nose
-was, so to speak put out of joint, that nose was in the middle of Miss
-Buckjumper's face that day. Nevertheless, she did not show anything. She
-had rather a respect for Adelaide, as being a successful woman. Was not
-she herself cantering for a coronet? There was very soon a group round
-them, and Lord Welter's hoarse, jolly laugh was heard continually.
-People, who were walking in the park to see the great people, paused
-outside the circle to look at her, and repassed again. Mr. Pelagius J.
-Bottom, of New York, whose father emigrated to Athens, and made a great
-fortune at the weaving business in the time of King Theseus, got on a
-bench, and looked at her through a double-barrelled opera-glass. There
-never was such a success. The Austrian thought no more of Hornby's
-cautions, thought no more of Miss Buckjumper or Lady Brittlejug. He was
-desperately in love, and was dying for some excuse to withdraw his
-refusal of this morning. Pelagius Jas. Bottom would have come, and
-mortgaged the paternal weaving business at the dice, but unfortunately
-his letters of introduction, being all addressed to respectable people,
-did not include one to Lord and Lady Welter. All the young fellows would
-have come and played all night, till church-time next morning, for her
-sake. As Lord Welter candidly told her that night, she was the best
-investment he had ever made.
-
-They did not want all the young fellows though. Too many cooks spoil the
-broth. They only wanted the young Austrian, and so Lord Welter said,
-after a time, "I was in hopes of seeing you at my house last night."
-That was quite enough. Fifty Hornbys would not have stopped him now.
-
-Still they stood there talking. Adelaide was almost happy. Which of
-these staid women had such power as she? There was a look of pride and
-admiration even on Lord Welter's stupid face. Yes, it was a great
-success. Suddenly all people began to look one way and come towards the
-rails, and a buzz arose, "The Queen--the Queen!"
-
-Adelaide turned just as the outriders were opposite to her. She saw the
-dark claret-coloured carriage, fifty yards off, and she knew that Lady
-Emily Montford, who had been her sister bridesmaid at Lady Hainault's
-wedding, was in waiting that day. Hornby declares the whole thing was
-done on purpose. Let us be more charitable, and suppose that her horse
-was startled at the scarlet coats of the outriders; however it was, the
-brute took fright, stood on its hind legs, and bolted straight towards
-the royal carriage. She reined it up within ten feet of the carriage
-step, plunging furiously. Raising her whip hand to push her hat more
-firmly on, she knocked it off, and sat there bareheaded, with one loop
-of her hair fallen down, a sight which no man who saw it ever forgot.
-She saw a look of amazed admiration in the Queen's face. She saw Lady
-Emily's look of gentle pity. She saw her Majesty lean forward, and ask
-who it was. She saw her name pass Lady Emily's lips, and then she saw
-the Queen turn with a frown, and look steadily the other way.
-
-Wrath and rage were in her heart, and showed themselves one instant in
-her face. A groom had run out and picked up her hat. She bent down to
-take it from him, and saw that it was Charles Ravenshoe.
-
-Her face grew soft again directly. Poor thing! she must have had a kind
-heart after all, crusted over as it was with vanity, pride, and
-selfishness. Now, in her anger and shame, she could have cried to see
-her old love so degraded. There was no time for crying, or for saying
-more than a few sharp words, for they were coming towards her.
-
-"What nonsense is this, Charles?" she said. "What is this masquerade?
-Are you come to double my shame? Go home and take that dress off and
-burn it. Is your pride dead, that you disgrace yourself like this in
-public? If you are desperate, as you seem, why are you not at the war?
-They want desperate men there. Oh! if I was a man!"
-
-They parted then! no one but Lord Welter and Hornby knew who Charles
-was. The former saw that Adelaide had recognised him, and, as they rode
-simply home together, said--
-
-"I knew poor Charles was a groom. He saw his sister the other night at
-our house. I didn't tell you; I hardly know why. I really believe, do
-you know, that the truth of the matter is, Adelaide, that I did not want
-to vex you. Now!"
-
-He looked at her as if he thought she would disbelieve him, but she
-said--
-
-"Nay, I do believe you, Welter. You are not an ill-natured man, but you
-are selfish and unprincipled. So am I, perhaps to a greater extent than
-you. At what time is that fool of a German coming?"
-
-"At half-past eleven."
-
-"I must go to that woman Brittlejug's party. I must show there, to keep
-friends with her. She has such a terrible tongue, I will be back by
-twelve or so."
-
-"I wish you could stay at home."
-
-"I really dare not, my dear Welter. I must go. I will be back in good
-time."
-
-"Of course you will please yourself about it," said Lord Welter, a
-thought sulkily. And, when he was by himself he said--
-
-"She is going to see Charles Ravenshoe. Well, perhaps she ought. She
-treated him d----d bad! And so did I."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIV.
-
-ANOTHER MEETING.
-
-
-Lord Ascot had been moved into South Audley Street, his town house, and
-Lady Ascot was there nursing him. General Mainwaring was off for Varna.
-But Lord Saltire had been a constant visitor, bringing with him very
-often Marston, who was, you will remember, an old friend of Lady Ascot.
-
-It was not at all an unpleasant house to be in. Lord Ascot was
-crippled--he had been seized with paralysis at Epsom; and he was ruined.
-But every one knew the worst, and felt relieved by thinking that things
-could get no worse than worst, and so must get better.
-
-In fact, every one admitted to the family party about that time
-remembered it as a very happy and quiet time indeed. Lord Ascot was
-their first object, of course; and a more gentle and biddable invalid
-than the poor fellow made can hardly be conceived. He was passionately
-fond of reading novels (a most reprehensible practice), and so was
-easily amused. Lord Saltire and he would play picquet: and every evening
-there would be three hours of whist, until the doctor looked in the
-last thing, and Lord Ascot was helped to bed.
-
-Marston was always set to play with Lord Ascot, because Lord Saltire and
-Lady Ascot would not play against one another. Lord Saltire, was, of
-course, one of the best players in Europe; and I really believe that
-Lady Ascot was not the worst by any means. I can see the party now. I
-can see Lady Ascot laying down a card, and looking at the same time at
-her partner, to call his attention to her lead. And I can see Lord
-Saltire take out his snuff-box threat, as if he were puzzled, but not
-alarmed. William would come sometimes and sit quietly behind Marston, or
-Lord Saltire, watching the game. In short, they were a very quiet
-pleasant party indeed.
-
-One night--it was the very night on which Adelaide had lost her hat in
-the Park--there was no whist. Marston had gone down to Oxford suddenly,
-and William came in to tell them so. Lady Ascot was rather glad, she
-said, for she had a friend coming to tea, who did not play whist; so
-Lord Saltire and Lord Ascot sat down to picquet, and William talked to
-his aunt.
-
-"Who is your friend, Maria?" asked Lord Saltire.
-
-"A Mr. Bidder, a minister. He has written a book on the Revelations,
-which you really ought to read, James; it would suit you."
-
-They both laughed.
-
-"About the seven seals, hey?" said Lord Saltire; "'_septem phocae_,' as I
-remember Machynleth translated it at Eton once. We called him 'Vitulina'
-ever after. The name stuck to him through life with some of us. A
-capital name for him, too! His fussy blundering in this war-business is
-just like his old headlong way of looking out words in his dictionary.
-He is an ass, Maria; and I will bet fifty pounds that your friend, the
-minister, is another."
-
-"How can you know? at all events, the man he brings with him is none."
-
-"Another minister?"
-
-"Yes, a Moravian missionary from Australia."
-
-"Then certainly another ass, or he would have gone as missionary to a
-less abominably detestable hole. They were all burnt into the sea there
-the other day. Immediately after which the river rose seventy feet, and
-drowned the rest of them."
-
-Soon after were announced Mr. Bidder and Mr. Smith. Mr. Bidder was an
-entirely unremarkable man; but Mr. Smith was one of the most remarkable
-men I have ever seen, or rather heard--for externally there was nothing
-remarkable about him, except a fine forehead, and a large expressive
-grey eye, which, when he spoke to you, seemed to come back from a long
-distance, and fix itself upon yours. In manners he was perfect. He was
-rather taciturn, though always delighted to communicate information
-about his travels, in a perfectly natural way. If one man wanted
-information on botany, or what not, he was there to give it. If another
-wanted to hear about missionary work, he was ready for him. He never
-spoke or acted untruthfully for one instant. He never acted the free and
-easy man of the world as some religious gentlemen of all sects feel it
-necessary to do sometimes, imitating the real thing as well as Paul
-Bedford would imitate Fanny Ellsler. What made him remarkable was his
-terrible earnestness, and the feeling you had, that his curious language
-was natural, and meant something; something very important indeed.
-
-He has something to do with the story. The straws in the gutter have to
-do with the history of a man like Charles, a man who leaves all things
-to chance. And this man Smith is very worthy of notice, and so I have
-said thus much about him, and am going to say more.
-
-Mr. Bidder was very strong on the Russian war, which he illustrated by
-the Revelations. He was a good fellow, and well-bred enough to see that
-his friend Smith was an object of greater interest to Lady Ascot than
-himself; so he "retired into" a book of prints, and left the field
-clear.
-
-Mr. Smith sat by Lady Ascot, and William drew close up. Lady Ascot began
-by a commonplace, of course.
-
-"You have suffered great hardships among those savages, Mr. Smith, have
-you not?"
-
-"Hardships! Oh, dear no, my dear lady. Our station was one of the
-pleasantest places in the whole earth I believe; and we had a peaceful
-time. When the old man is strong in me I wish I was back there."
-
-"You did not make much progress with them, I believe?"
-
-"None whatever. We found out after a year or two that it was hopeless to
-make them understand the existence of a God; and after that we stayed on
-to see if we could bring them to some knowledge of agriculture, and save
-them from their inevitable extermination, as the New Zealanders have
-been saved."
-
-"And to no purpose?"
-
-"None. For instance, we taught them to plant our potatoes for us. They
-did it beautifully, but in the night they dug them up and ate them. And
-in due season we waited that our potatoes should grow, and they grew
-not. Then they came to Brother Hillyar, my coadjutor, an old man, now
-ruling ten cities for his Master, and promised for rewards of flour to
-tell him why the potatoes did not grow. And he, loving them, gave them
-what they desired. And they told him that they dug them up while we
-slept. And for two days I went about my business, laughing in secret
-places, for which he tried to rebuke me, but could not, laughing
-himself. The Lord kept him waiting long, for he was seventy-four; but,
-doubtless, his reward is the greater."
-
-William said, "You brought home a collection of zoological specimens, I
-think. They are in the Museum."
-
-"Yes. But what I could not bring over were my live pets. I and my wife
-had a menagerie of our own--a great number of beasts----"
-
-Mr. Bidder looking up from his book, catching the last sentence only,
-said the number of the beast was 666; and, then turning round, held
-himself ready to strike into the conversation, thinking that the time
-was come when he should hide his light no longer.
-
-"The natives are very low savages, are they not, Mr. Smith?" said
-William. "I have heard that they cannot count above ten."
-
-"Not so far as that," said Mr. Smith. "The tribe we were most among used
-to express all large unknown quantities by 'eighty-four;'[4] it was as
-_x_ and _y_ to them. That seems curious at first, does it not?"
-
-William said it did seem curious, their choosing that particular number.
-But Mr. Bidder, dying to mount his hobby-horse, and not caring how, said
-it was not at all curious. If you multiplied the twelve tribes of Israel
-into the seven cities of refuge, there you were at once.
-
-Mr. Smith said he thought he had made a little mistake. The number, he
-fancied, was ninety-four.
-
-Lord Saltire, from the card-table, said that that made the matter
-clearer than before, For if you placed the Ten Commandments to the
-previous result you arrived at ninety-four, which was the number wanted.
-And his lordship, who had lost, and was consequently possibly cross,
-added that, if you divided the whole by the five foolish virgins, and
-pitched Tobit's dog, neck and heels into the result, you would find
-yourself much about where you started.
-
-Mr. Bidder, who, as I said, was a good fellow, laughed, and Mr. Smith
-resumed the conversation once more; Lord Saltire seemed interested in
-what he said, and did not interfere with him.
-
-"You buried poor Mrs. Smith out there," said Lady Ascot. "I remember her
-well. She was very beautiful as a girl."
-
-"Very beautiful," said the missionary. "Yes; she never lost her beauty,
-do you know. That climate is very deadly to those who go there with the
-seeds of consumption in them. She had done a hard day's work before she
-went to sleep, though she was young. Don't you think so, Lady Ascot?"
-
-"A hard day's work; a good day's work, indeed. Who knows better than I?"
-said Lady Ascot. "What an awakening it must be from such a sleep as
-hers!"
-
-"Beyond the power of human tongue to tell," said the missionary, looking
-dreamily as at something far away. "Show me the poet that can describe
-in his finest language the joy of one's soul when one wakes on a
-summer's morning. Who, then, can conceive or tell the unutterable
-happiness of the purified soul, waking face to face with the King of
-Glory?"
-
-Lord Saltire looked at him curiously, and said to himself, "This fellow
-is in earnest. I have seen this sort of thing before. But seldom! Yes,
-but seldom!"
-
-"I should not have alluded to my wife's death," continued the
-missionary, in a low voice, "but that her ladyship introduced the
-subject. And no one has a better right to hear of her than her kind old
-friend. She fell asleep on the Sabbath evening after prayers. We moved
-her bed into the verandah, Lady Ascot, that she might see the sunlight
-fade out on the tops of the highest trees--a sight she always loved. And
-from the verandah we could see through the tree stems Mount Joorma, laid
-out in endless folds of woodland, all purple and gold. And I thought she
-was looking at the mountain, but she was looking far beyond that, for
-she said, 'I shall have to wait thirty years for you, James, but I shall
-be very happy and very busy. The time will go quick enough for me, but
-it will be a slow, weary time for you, my darling. Go home from here, my
-love, into the great towns, and see what is to be done there.' And so
-she went to sleep.
-
-"I rebelled for three days. I went away into the bush, with Satan at my
-elbow all the time, through dry places, through the forest, down by
-lonely creeksides, up among bald volcanic downs, where there are slopes
-of slippery turf, leading down to treacherous precipices of slag; and
-then through the quartz ranges, and the reedy swamps, where the black
-swans float, and the spur-winged plover hovers and cackles; all about I
-went among the beasts and the birds. But on the third day the Lord
-wearied of me, and took me back, and I lay on His bosom again like a
-child. He will always take you home, my lord, if you come. After three
-days, after thrice twenty years, my lord. Time is nothing to Him."
-
-Lord Saltire was looking on him with kindly admiration.
-
-"There is something in it, my lord. Depend upon it that it is not all a
-dream. Would not you give all your amazing wealth, all your honours,
-everything, to change places with me?"
-
-"I certainly would," said Lord Saltire. "I have always been of opinion
-that there was something in it. I remember," he continued, turning to
-William, "expressing the same opinion to your father in the Fleet Prison
-once, when he had quarrelled with the priests for expressing some
-opinions which he had got from me. But you must take up with that sort
-of thing very early in life if you mean it to have any reality at all. I
-am too old now!"[5]
-
-Lord Saltire said this in a different tone from his usual one. In a tone
-that we have never heard him use before. There was something about the
-man Smith which, in spite of his quaint language, softened every one who
-heard him speak. Lady Ascot says it was the grace of God. I entirely
-agree with her ladyship.
-
-"I came home," concluded the missionary, "to try some city work. My
-wife's nephew, John Marston, whom I expected to see here to-night, is
-going to assist me in this work. There seems plenty to do. We are at
-work in Southwark, at present."
-
-Possibly it was well that the company, more particularly Lady Ascot,
-were in a softened and forgiving mood. For, before any one had resumed
-the conversation, Lord Ascot's valet stood in the door, and, looking at
-Lady Ascot with a face which said as plain as words, "It is a terrible
-business, my lady, but I am innocent," announced--
-
-"Lady Welter."
-
-Lord Saltire put his snuff-box into his right-hand trousers' pocket, and
-his pocket handkerchief into his left, and kept his hands there, leaning
-back in his chair, with his legs stretched out, and a smile of infinite
-wicked amusement on his face. Lord Ascot and William stared like a
-couple of gabies. Lady Ascot had no time to make the slightest change,
-either in feature or position, before Adelaide, dressed for the evening
-in a cloud of white and pink, with her bare arms loaded with bracelets,
-a swansdown fan hanging from her left wrist, sailed swiftly into the
-room, with outstretched hands, bore down on Lady Ascot, and began
-kissing her, as though the old lady were a fruit of some sort, and she
-were a dove pecking at it.
-
-"Dearest grandma!"--peck. "So glad to see you!"--peck. "Couldn't help
-calling in on you as I went to Lady Brittlejug's--and how well you are
-looking!"--peck, peck. "I can spare ten minutes--do tell me all the
-news, since I saw you. My dear Lord Ascot, I was so sorry to hear of
-your illness, but you look better than I expected. And how do _you_ do,
-my dear Lord Saltire?"
-
-Lord Saltire was pretty well, and was delighted to see Lady Welter
-apparently in the enjoyment of such health and spirits, and so on,
-aloud. But, secretly, Lord Saltire was wondering what on earth could
-have brought her here. Perhaps she only wanted to take Lady Ascot by
-surprise, and force her into a recognition of her as Lady Welter. No. My
-lord saw there was something more than that. She was restless and absent
-with Lady Ascot. Her eye kept wandering in the middle of all her
-rattling talk; but, wherever it wandered, it always came back to
-William, of whom she had hitherto taken no notice whatever.
-
-"She has come after him. For what?" thought my lord. "I wonder if the
-jade knows anything of Charles."
-
-Lady Ascot had steeled herself against this meeting. She had determined,
-firstly, that no mortal power should ever induce her to set eyes on
-Adelaide again; and, secondly, that she, Lady Ascot, would give her,
-Adelaide, a piece of her mind, which she should never forget to her
-dying day. The first of these rather contradictory determinations had
-been disposed of by Adelaide's audacity; and as for the second--why, the
-piece of Lady Ascot's mind which was to be given to Adelaide was somehow
-not ready; but, instead of it, only silent tears, and withered,
-trembling fingers, which wandered lovingly over the beautiful young
-hand, and made the gaudy bracelets on the wrist click one against the
-other.
-
-"What could I say, Brooks? what could I do?" said Lady Ascot to her maid
-that night, "when I saw her own self come back, with her own old way? I
-love the girl more than ever, Brooks, I believe. She beat me. She took
-me by surprise. I could not resist her. If she had proposed to put me in
-a wheelbarrow, and wheel me into the middle of that disgraceful, that
-detestable woman Brittlejug's drawing-room, there and then, I should
-have let her do it, I believe. I might have begged for time to put on my
-bonnet; but I should have gone."
-
-She sat there ten minutes or more, talking. Then she said that it was
-time to go, but that she should come and see Lady Ascot on the morrow.
-Then she turned to William, to whom she had not been introduced, and
-asked, would he see her to her carriage? Lord Saltire was next the bell,
-and looking her steadily in the face, raised his hand slowly to pull it.
-Adelaide begged him eagerly not to trouble himself; he, with a smile,
-promptly dropped his hand, and out she sailed on William's arm, Lord
-Saltire holding the door open, and shutting it after her, with somewhat
-singular rapidity.
-
-"I hope none of those fools of servants will come blundering upstairs
-before she has said her say," he remarked, aloud. "Give us some of your
-South African experiences, Mr. Smith. Did you ever see a woman beautiful
-enough to go clip a lion's claws singlehanded, eh?"
-
-William, convoying Adelaide downstairs, had got no farther than the
-first step, when he felt her hand drawn from his arm; he had got one
-foot on the step below, when he turned to see the cause of this.
-Adelaide was standing on the step above him, with her glorious face bent
-sternly, almost fiercely, down on his, and the hand from which the fan
-hung pointed towards him. It was as beautiful a sight as he had ever
-seen, and he calmly wondered what it meant. The perfect mouth was curved
-in scorn, and from it came sharp ringing words, decisive, hard, clear,
-like the sound of a hammer on an anvil.
-
-"Are you a party to this shameful business, sir? you, who have taken his
-name, and his place, and his prospects in society. You, who professed,
-as I hear, to love him like another life, dearer than your own. You, who
-lay on the same breast with him--tell me, in God's name, that you are
-sinning in ignorance."
-
-William, as I have remarked before, had a certain amount of shrewdness.
-He determined to let her go on. He only said, "You are speaking of
-Charles Ravenshoe."
-
-"Ay," she said, sharply; "of Charles Ravenshoe, sir--ex-stable-boy. I
-came here to-night to beard them all; to ask them did they know, and did
-they dare to suffer it. If they had not given me an answer, I would have
-said such things to them as would have made them stop their ears. Lord
-Saltire has a biting tongue, has he? Let him hear what mine is. But when
-I saw you among them, I determined to save a scene, and speak to you
-alone. Shameful----"
-
-William looked quietly at her. "Will your ladyship remark that I, that
-all of us, have been moving heaven and earth to find Charles Ravenshoe,
-and that we have been utterly unable to find him? If you have any
-information about him, would it not be as well to consider that the
-desperation caused by your treatment of him was the principal cause of
-his extraordinary resolution of hiding himself? And, instead of scolding
-me and others, who are doing all we can, to give us all the information
-in your power?"
-
-"Well, well," she said, "perhaps you are right. Consider me rebuked,
-will you have the goodness? I saw Charles Ravenshoe to-day."
-
-"To-day!"
-
-"Ay, and talked to him."
-
-"How did he look? was he pale? was he thin? Did he seem to want money?
-Did he ask after me? Did he send any message? Can you take me to where
-he is? Did he seem much broken down? Does he know we have been seeking
-him? Lady Welter, for God's sake, do something to repair the wrong you
-did him, and take me to where he is."
-
-"I don't know where he is, I tell you. I saw him for just one moment. He
-picked up my hat in the Park. He was dressed like a groom. He came from
-I know not where, like a ghost from the grave. He did not speak to me.
-He gave me my hat, and was gone. I do not know whose groom he is, but I
-think Welter knows. He will tell me to-night. I dared not ask him
-to-day, lest he should think I was going to see him. When I tell him
-where I have been, and describe what has passed here, he will tell me.
-Come to me to-morrow morning, and he shall tell you; that will be
-better. You have sense enough to see why."
-
-"I see."
-
-"Another thing. He has seen his sister Ellen. And yet another thing.
-When I ran away with Lord Welter, I had no idea of what had happened to
-him--of this miserable _esclandre_. But you must have known that before,
-if you were inclined to do me justice. Come to-morrow morning. I must go
-now."
-
-And so she went to her carriage by herself after all. And William stood
-still on the stairs, triumphant. Charles was as good as found.
-
-The two clergymen passed him on their way downstairs, and bade him
-good-night. Then he returned to the drawing-room, and said--
-
-"My lord, Lady Welter has seen Charles to-day, and spoken to him. With
-God's help, I will have him here with us to-morrow night."
-
-It was half-past eleven. What Charles, in his headlong folly and
-stupidity, had contrived to do before this time, must be told in
-another chapter--no, I have not patience to wait. My patience is
-exhausted. One act of folly following another so fast would exhaust the
-patience of Job. If one did not love him so well, one would not be so
-angry with him. I will tell it here and have done with it. When he had
-left Adelaide, he had gone home with Hornby. He had taken the horses to
-the stable; he had written a note to Hornby. Then he had packed up a
-bundle of clothes, and walked quietly off.
-
-Round by St. Peter's Church--he had no particular reason for going
-there, except, perhaps, that his poor foolish heart yearned that evening
-to see some one who cared for him, though it were only a shoeblack.
-There was still one pair of eyes which would throw a light for one
-instant into the thick darkness which was gathering fast around him.
-
-His little friend was there. Charles and he talked for a while, and at
-last he said--
-
-"You will not see me again. I am going to the war. I am going to Windsor
-to enlist in the Hussars, to-night."
-
-"They will kill you," said the boy.
-
-"Most likely," said Charles. "So we must say good-bye. Mind, now, you go
-to the school at night, and say that prayer I gave you on the paper. We
-must say good-bye. We had better be quick about it."
-
-The boy looked at him steadily. Then he began to draw his breath in long
-sighs--longer, longer yet, till his chest seemed bursting. Then out it
-all came in a furious hurricane of tears, and he leant his head against
-the wall, and beat the bricks with his clenched hand.
-
-"And I am never to see you no more! no more! no more!"
-
-"No more," said Charles. But he thought he might soften the poor boy's
-grief; and he did think, too, at the moment, that he would go and see
-the house where his kind old aunt lived, before he went away for ever;
-so he said--
-
-"I shall be in South Audley Street, 167, to-morrow at noon. Now, you
-must not cry, my dear. You must say good-bye."
-
-And so he left him, thinking to see him no more. Once more, Charles,
-only once more, and then God help you!
-
-He went off that night to Windsor, and enlisted in the 140th Hussars.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLV.
-
-HALF A MILLION.
-
-
-And so you see here we are all at sixes and sevens once more. Apparently
-as near the end of the story as when I wrote the adventures of Alured
-Ravenshoe at the Court of Henry the Eighth in the very first chapter. If
-Charles had had a little of that worthy's impudence, instead of being
-the shy, sensitive fellow he was, why, the story would have been over
-long ago. In point of fact, I don't know that it would ever have been
-written at all. So it is best as it is for all parties.
-
-Although Charles had enlisted in Hornby's own regiment he had craftily
-calculated that there was not the slightest chance of Hornby's finding
-it out for some time. Hornby's troop was at the Regent's Park. The
-head-quarters were at Windsor, and the only officer likely to recognise
-him was Hornby's captain. And so he went to work at his new duties with
-an easy mind, rather amused than otherwise, and wondering where and when
-it would all end.
-
-From sheer unadulterated ignorance, I cannot follow him during the first
-week or so of his career. I have a suspicion almost amounting to a
-certainty, that, if I could, I should not. I do not believe that the
-readers of Ravenshoe would care to hear about sword-exercise,
-riding-school, stable-guard, and so on. I can, however, tell you thus
-much, that Charles learnt his duties in a wonderfully short space of
-time, and was a great favourite with high and low.
-
-When William went to see Adelaide by appointment the morning after his
-interview with her, he had an interview with Lord Welter, who told him
-in answer to his inquiries, that Charles was groom to Lieutenant Hornby.
-
-"I promised that I would say nothing about it," he continued, "but I
-think I ought; and Lady Welter has been persuading me to do so, if any
-inquiries were made, only this morning. I am deuced glad, Ravenshoe,
-that none of you have forgotten him. It would be a great shame if you
-had. He is a good fellow, and has been infernally used by some of us--by
-me, for instance."
-
-William, in his gladness, said, "Never mind, my lord; let bygones be
-bygones. We shall all be to one another as we were before, please God. I
-have found Charles, at all events; so there is no gap in the old circle,
-except my father's. I had a message for Lady Welter."
-
-"She is not down; she is really not well this morning, or she could have
-seen you."
-
-"It is only this. Lady Ascot begs that she will come over to lunch. My
-aunt wished she would have stopped longer last night."
-
-"Your aunt?"
-
-"My aunt, Lady Ascot."
-
-"Ah! I beg pardon; I am not quite used to the new state of affairs. Was
-Lady Welter with Lady Ascot last night?"
-
-William was obliged to say yes, but felt as if he had committed an
-indiscretion by having said anything about it.
-
-"The deuce she was!" said Lord Welter. "I thought she was somewhere
-else. Tell my father that I will come and see him to-day, if he don't
-think it would be too much for him."
-
-"Ah, Lord Welter! you would have come before, if you had known----"
-
-"I know--I know. You must know that I had my reasons for not coming.
-Well, I hope that you and I will be better acquainted in our new
-positions; we were intimate enough in our old."
-
-When William was gone, Lord Welter went up to his wife's dressing-room
-and said--
-
-"Lady Welter, you are a jewel. If you go on like this, you will be
-recognised, and we shall die at Ranford--you and I--a rich and
-respectable couple. If 'ifs and ands were pots and pans,' Lady Welter,
-we should do surprisingly well. If, for instance, Lord Saltire could be
-got to like me something better than a mad dog, he would leave my father
-the whole of his landed estate, and cut Charles Horton, whilom
-Ravenshoe, off with the comparatively insignificant sum of eighty
-thousand pounds, the amount of his funded property. Eh! Lady Welter?"
-
-Adelaide actually bounded from her chair.
-
-"Are you drunk, Welter?" she said.
-
-"Seeing that it is but the third hour of the day, I am not, Lady Welter.
-Neither am I a fool. Lord Saltire would clear my father now, if he did
-not know that it would be more for my benefit than his. I believe he
-would sooner leave his money to a hospital than see me get one farthing
-of it."
-
-"Welter," said Adelaide, eagerly, "if Charles gets hold of Lord Saltire
-again, he will have the whole; the old man adores him. I know it; I see
-it all now; why did I never think of it before. He thinks he is like
-Lord Barkham, his son. There is time yet. If that man William Ravenshoe
-comes this morning, you must know nothing of Charles. Mind that.
-Nothing. They must not meet. He may forget him. Mind, Welter, no
-answer!"
-
-She was walking up and down the room rapidly now, and Lord Welter was
-looking at her with a satirical smile on his face.
-
-"Lady Welter," he said, "the man William Ravenshoe has been here and got
-his answer. By this time, Charles is receiving his lordship's blessing."
-
-"Fool!" was all that Adelaide could say.
-
-"Well, hardly that," said Lord Welter. "At least, _you_ should hardly
-call me so. I understood the position of affairs long before you. I was
-a reckless young cub not to have paid Lord Saltire more court in old
-times; but I never knew the state of our affairs till very shortly
-before the crash came, or I might have done so. In the present case, I
-have not been such a fool. Charles is restored to Lord Saltire through
-my instrumentality. A very good basis of operations, Lady Welter."
-
-"At the risk of about half a million of money," remarked Adelaide.
-
-"There was no risk in the other course, certainly," said Lord Welter,
-"for we should never have seen a farthing of it. And besides, Lady
-Welter----"
-
-"Well!"
-
-"I have your attention. Good. It may seem strange to you, who care about
-no one in heaven or earth, but I love this fellow, this Charles Horton.
-I always did. He is worth all the men I ever met put together. I am glad
-to have been able to give him a lift this morning. Even if I had not
-been helping myself, I should have done it all the same. That is
-comical, is it not? For Lord Saltire's landed property I shall fight.
-The campaign begins at lunch to-day, Lady Welter; so, if you will be so
-good as to put on your full war-paint and feathers, we will dig up the
-tomahawk, and be off on the war-trail in your ladyship's brougham.
-Good-bye for the present."
-
-Adelaide was beaten. She was getting afraid of her husband--afraid of
-his strong masculine cunning, of his reckless courage, and of the
-strange apparition of a great brutal _heart_ at the bottom of it all.
-What were all her fine-spun female cobwebs worth against such a huge,
-blundering, thieving hornet as he?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVI.
-
-TO LUNCH WITH LORD ASCOT.
-
-
-That same day, Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot were sitting in the
-drawing-room window, in South Audley Street, alone. He had come in, as
-his custom was, about eleven, and found her reading her great old Bible;
-he had taken up the paper and read away for a time, saying that he would
-not interrupt her; she, too, had seemed glad to avoid a _tete-a-tete_
-conversation, and had continued; but, after a few minutes, he had
-dropped the paper, and cried--
-
-"The deuce!"
-
-"My dear James," said she, "what is the matter?"
-
-"Matter! why, we have lost a war-steamer, almost without a shot fired.
-The Russians have got the _Tiger_, crew and all. It is unbearable,
-Maria; if they are going to blunder like this at the beginning, where
-will it end?"
-
-Lord Saltire was disgusted with the war from the very beginning, in
-consequence of the French alliance, and so the present accident was as
-fuel for his wrath. Lady Ascot, as loyal a soul as lived, was possibly
-rather glad that something had taken up Lord Saltire's attention just
-then, for she was rather afraid of him this morning. She knew his great
-dislike for Lord Welter, and expected to be scolded for her weakness
-with regard to Adelaide the night before. Moreover, she had the guilty
-consciousness that she had asked Adelaide to come to lunch that morning,
-of which he did not yet know. So she was rather glad to have a subject
-to talk of, not personal.
-
-"And when did it happen, my dear James?" she asked.
-
-"On the twelfth of last month, Lady Ascot. Come and sit here in the
-window, and give an account of yourself, will you have the goodness?"
-
-Now that she saw it must come, she was as cool and as careless as need
-be. He could not be hard on her. Charles was to come home to them that
-day. She drew her chair up, and laid her withered old hand on his, and
-the two grey heads were bent together. Grey heads but green hearts.
-
-"Look at old Daventry," said Lord Saltire, "on the other side of the
-way. Don't you see him, Maria, listening to that organ? He is two years
-older than I am. He looks younger."
-
-"I don't know that he does. He ought to look older. She led him a
-terrible life. Have you been to see him lately?"
-
-"What business is that of yours? So you are going to take Welter's wife
-back into your good graces, eh, my lady?"
-
-"Yes, James."
-
-"'Yes, James!' I have no patience with you. You are weaker than water.
-Well, well, we must forgive her, I suppose. She has behaved generous
-enough about Charles, has she not? I rather admire her scolding poor
-William Ravenshoe. I must renew our acquaintance."
-
-"She is coming to lunch to-day."
-
-"I thought you looked guilty. Is Welter coming?"
-
-Lady Ascot made no reply. Neither at that moment would Lord Saltire have
-heard her if she had. He was totally absorbed in the proceedings of his
-old friend Lord Daventry, before mentioned. That venerable dandy had
-listened to the organ until the man had played all his tunes twice
-through, when he had given him half-a-crown, and the man had departed.
-Immediately afterwards, a Punch and Judy had come, which Punch and Judy
-was evidently an acquaintance of his; for, on descrying him, it had
-hurried on with its attendant crowd, and breathlessly pitched itself in
-front of him, let down its green curtains, and plunged at once _in
-medias res_. The back of the show was towards Lord Saltire; but, just as
-he saw Punch look round the corner, to see which way the Devil was gone,
-he saw two pickpockets advance on Lord Daventry from different quarters,
-with fell intentions. They met at his tail-coat pocket, quarrelled, and
-fought. A policeman bore down on them; Lord Daventry was still
-unconscious, staring his eyes out of his head. The affair was becoming
-exciting, when Lord Saltire felt a warm tear drop on his hand.
-
-"James," said Lady Ascot, "don't be hard on Welter. I love Welter. There
-is good in him; there is, indeed. I know how shamefully he has behaved;
-but don't be hard on him, James."
-
-"My dearest Maria," said Lord Saltire, "I would not give you one
-moment's uneasiness for the world. I do not like Welter. I dislike him.
-But I will treat him for your sake and Ascot's as though I loved
-him--there. Now about Charles. He will be with us to-day, thank God.
-What the deuce are we to do?"
-
-"I cannot conceive," said Lady Ascot; "it is such a terrible puzzle. One
-does not like to move, and yet it seems such a sin to stand still."
-
-"No answer to your advertisement, of course?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"None whatever. It seems strange, too, with such a reward as we have
-offered; but it was worded so cautiously, you see."
-
-Lord Saltire laughed. "Cautiously, indeed. No one could possibly guess
-what it was about. It was a miracle of obscurity; but it won't do to go
-any further yet." After a pause, he said--"You are perfectly certain of
-your facts, Maria, for the fiftieth time."
-
-"Perfectly certain. I committed a great crime, James. I did it for
-Alicia's sake. Think what my bringing up had been, how young I was, and
-forgive me if you can; excuse me if you cannot."
-
-"Nonsense about a great crime, Maria. It was a great mistake, certainly.
-If you had only had the courage to have asked Petre one simple question!
-Alicia never guessed the fact, of course?"
-
-"Never."
-
-"Do you think, Maria, that by any wild possibility James or Nora knew?"
-
-"How could they possibly? What a foolish question."
-
-"I don't know. These Roman Catholics do strange things," said Lord
-Saltire, staring out of window at the crowd.
-
-"If she knew, why did she change the child?"
-
-"Eh?" said Lord Saltire, turning round.
-
-"You have not been attending," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"No, I have not," said Lord Saltire; "I was looking at Daventry."
-
-"Do you still," said Lord Saltire, "since all our researches and
-failures, stick to the belief that the place was in Hampshire?"
-
-"I do indeed, and in the north of Hampshire too."
-
-"I wonder," said Lord Saltire, turning round suddenly, "whether
-Mackworth knows?"
-
-"Of course he does," said Lady Ascot, quietly.
-
-"Hum," said Lord Saltire, "I had a hold over that man once; but I threw
-it away as being worthless. I wish I had made a bargain for my
-information. But what nonsense; how can he know?"
-
-"Know?" said Lady Ascot, scornfully; "what is there a confessor don't
-know? Don't tell me that all Mackworth's power came from finding out
-poor Densil's _faux pas_. The man had a sense of power other than that."
-
-"Then he never used it," said Lord Saltire. "Densil, dear soul, never
-knew."
-
-"I said a _sense_ of power," said Lady Ascot, "which gave him his
-consummate impudence. Densil never dreamt of it."
-
-At this point the policeman had succeeded in capturing the two
-pickpockets, and was charging them before Lord Daventry. Lord Daventry
-audibly offered them ten shillings a-piece to say nothing about it; at
-which the crowd cheered.
-
-"Would it be any use to offer money to the priest--say ten thousand
-pounds or so?" said Lord Saltire. "You are a religious woman, Maria, and
-as such are a better judge of a priest's conscience than I. What do you
-think?"
-
-"I don't know," said Lady Ascot. "I don't know but what the man is
-high-minded, in his heathenish way. You know Cuthbert's story of his
-having refused ten thousand pounds to hush up the matter about Charles.
-His information would be a blow to the Popish Church in the West. He
-would lose position by accepting your offer. I don't know what his
-position may be worth. You can try him, if all else fails; not
-otherwise, I should say. We must have a closer search."
-
-"When you come to think, Maria, he can't know. If Densil did not know,
-how could he?"
-
-"Old Clifford might have known, and told him."
-
-"If we are successful, and if Adelaide has no children--two improbable
-things--" said Lord Saltire, "why then----"
-
-"Why then----" said Lady Ascot. "But at the worst you are going to make
-Charles a rich man. Shall you tell William?"
-
-"Not yet. Cuthbert should never be told, I say; but that is Charles's
-business. I have prepared William."
-
-"Cuthbert will not live," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Not a chance of it, I believe. Marston says his heart-complaint does
-not exist, but I think differently."
-
-At this moment, Lord Daventry's offer of money having been refused, the
-whole crowd moved off in procession towards the police-station. First
-came three little girls with big bonnets and babies, who, trying to do
-two things at once--to wit, head the procession by superior speed,
-and at the same time look round at Lord Daventry and the
-pickpockets--succeeded in neither, but only brought the three babies'
-heads in violent collision every other step. Next came Lord Daventry,
-resigned. Next the policeman, with a pickpocket in each hand, who were
-giving explanations. Next the boys; after them, the Punch and Judy,
-which had unfortunately seen the attempt made, and must to the station
-as a witness, to the detriment of business. Bringing up the rear were
-the British public, who played practical jokes with one another. The
-dogs kept a parallel course in the gutter, and barked. In turning the
-first corner, the procession was cut into, and for a time thrown into
-confusion, by a light-hearted costermonger, who, returning from a
-successful market with an empty barrow, drove it in among them with
-considerable velocity. After which, they disappeared like the baseless
-fabric of a dream, only to be heard of again in the police reports.
-
-"Lord and Lady Welter."
-
-Lord Saltire had seen them drive up to the door; so he was quite
-prepared. He had been laughing intensely; but quite silently, at poor
-Lord Daventry's adventures, and so, when he turned round, he had a smile
-on his face. Adelaide had done kissing Lady Ascot, and was still holding
-both her hands with a look of intense mournful affection. Lord Saltire
-was so much amused by Adelaide's acting, and her simplicity in
-performing before himself, that, when he advanced to Lord Welter, he was
-perfectly radiant.
-
-"Well, my dear scapegrace, and how do _you_ do?" he said, giving his
-hand to Lord Welter; "a more ill-mannered fellow I never saw in my life.
-To go away and hide yourself with that lovely young wife of yours, and
-leave all us oldsters to bore one another to death. What the deuce do
-you mean by it, eh, sir?"
-
-Lord Welter did not reply in the same strain. He said--
-
-"It is very kind of you to receive me like this. I did not expect it.
-Allow me to tell you, that I think your manner towards me would not be
-quite so cordial if you knew everything; there is a great deal that you
-don't know, and which I don't mean to tell you."
-
-It is sometimes quite impossible, even for a writer of fiction, a man
-with _carte blanche_ in the way of invention, to give the cause, for a
-man's actions. I have thought and thought, and I cannot for the life of
-me tell you why Lord Welter answered Lord Saltire like that, whether it
-was from deep cunning or merely from recklessness. If it was cunning, it
-was cunning of a high order. It was genius. The mixture of respect and
-kindness towards the person, and of carelessness about his favour
-was--well--very creditable. Lord Saltire did not think he was acting,
-and his opinion is of some value, I believe. But then, we must remember
-that he was prepared to think the best of Lord Welter that day, and must
-make allowances. I am not prepared with an opinion; let every man form
-his own. I only know that Lord Saltire tapped his teeth with his
-snuff-box and remained silent. Lord Welter, whether consciously or no,
-was nearer the half of a million of money than he had ever been before.
-
-But Adelaide's finer sense was offended at her husband's method of
-proceeding. For one instant, when she heard him say what he did, she
-could have killed him. "Reckless, brutal, selfish," she said fiercely
-to herself, "throwing a duke's fortune to the winds by sheer obstinacy."
-(At this time she had picked up Lady Ascot's spectacles, and was
-playfully placing them on her venerable nose.) "I wish I had never seen
-him. He is maddening. If he only had some brains, where might not we
-be?" But the conversation of that morning came to her mind with a jar,
-and the suspicion with it, that he had more brains of a sort than she;
-that, though they were on a par in morality, there was a strength about
-him, against which her finesse was worthless. She knew she could never
-deceive Lord Saltire, and there was Lord Saltire tapping him on the knee
-with his snuff-box, and talking earnestly and confidentially to him. She
-was beginning to respect her husband. _He_ dared face that terrible old
-man with his hundreds of thousands; _she_ trembled in his presence.
-
-Let us leave her, fooling our dear old friend to the top of her bent,
-and hear what the men were saying.
-
-"I know you have been, as they say now, 'very fast,'" said Lord Saltire,
-drawing nearer to him. "I don't want to ask any questions which don't
-concern me. You have sense enough to know that it is worth your while to
-stand well with me. Will you answer me a few questions which do concern
-me?"
-
-"I can make no promises, Lord Saltire. Let me hear what they are, will
-you?"
-
-"Why," said Lord Saltire, "about Charles Ravenshoe."
-
-"About Charles!" said Lord Welter, looking up at Lord Saltire. "Oh, yes;
-any number. I have nothing to conceal there. Of course you will know
-everything. I had sooner you knew it from me than another."
-
-"I don't mean about Adelaide; let that go by. Perhaps I am glad that
-that is as it is. But have you known where Charles was lately? Your wife
-told William to come to her this morning; that is why I ask."
-
-"I have known a very short time. When William Ravenshoe came this
-morning, I gave him every information. Charles will be with you to-day."
-
-"I am satisfied."
-
-"I don't care to justify myself, but if it had not been for me you would
-never have seen him. And more. I am not the first man, Lord Saltire, who
-has done what I have done."
-
-"No, of course not," said Lord Saltire. "I can't fling the first stone
-at you; God forgive me."
-
-"But you must see, Lord Saltire, that I could not have guessed that
-Ellen was his sister."
-
-"Hey?" said Lord Saltire. "Say that again."
-
-"I say that, when I took Ellen Horton away from Ravenshoe, I did not
-know that she was Charles's sister."
-
-Lord Saltire fell back in his chair, and said--
-
-"Good God!"
-
-"It is very terrible, looked at one way, Lord Saltire. If you come to
-look at it another, it amounts to this, that she was only, as far as I
-knew, a gamekeeper's daughter. Do you remember what you said to Charles
-and me when we were rusticated?"
-
-"Yes. I said that one vice was considered more venial than another vice
-nowadays; and I say so still. I had sooner that you had died of delirium
-tremens in a ditch than done this."
-
-"So had not I, Lord Saltire. When I became involved with Adelaide, I
-thought Ellen was provided for; I, even then, had not heard this
-_esclandre_ about Charles. She refused a splendid offer of marriage
-before she left me."
-
-"We thought she was dead. Where is she gone?"
-
-"I have no idea. She refused everything. She stayed on as Adelaide's
-maid, and left us suddenly. We have lost all trace of her."
-
-"What a miserable, dreadful business!" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"Very so," said Lord Welter. "Hadn't we better change the subject, my
-lord?" he added, drily. "I am not at all sure that I shall submit to
-much more cross-questioning. You must not push me too far, or I shall
-get savage."
-
-"I won't," said Lord Saltire. "But, Welter, for God's sake, answer me
-two more questions. Not offensive ones, on my honour."
-
-"Fifty, if you will; only consider my rascally temper."
-
-"Yes, yes! When Ellen was with you, did she ever hint that she was in
-possession of any information about the Ravenshoes?"
-
-"Yes; or rather, when she went, she left a letter, and in it she said
-that she had something to tell Charles."
-
-"Good, good!" said Lord Saltire. "She may know. We must find her. Now,
-Charles is coming here to-day. Had you better meet him, Welter?"
-
-"We have met before. All that is past is forgiven between us."
-
-"Met!" said Lord Saltire, eagerly. "And what did he say to you? Was
-there a scene, Welter?"
-
-Lord Welter paused before he answered, and Lord Saltire, the wise,
-looked out of the window. Once Lord Welter seemed going to speak, but
-there was a catch in his breath. The second attempt was more fortunate.
-He said, in a low voice--
-
-"Why, I'll tell you, my lord. Charles Ravenshoe is broken-hearted."
-
-"Lord and Lady Hainault."
-
-And Miss Corby, and Gus, and Flora, and Archy, the footman might have
-added, but was probably afraid of spoiling his period.
-
-It was rather awkward. They were totally unexpected, and Lord Hainault
-and Lord Welter had not met since Lord Hainault had denounced Lord
-Welter at Tattersall's. It was so terribly awkward that Lord Saltire
-recovered his spirits, and looked at the two young men with a smile. The
-young men disappointed him, however, for Lord Hainault said, "How d'ye
-do, Welter?" and Lord Welter said, "How do, Hainault?" and the matter
-was settled, at all events for the present.
-
-When all salutations had been exchanged among the ladies, and Archy had
-hoisted himself up into Mary's lap, and Lady Hainault had imperially
-settled herself in a chair, with Flora at her knee, exactly opposite
-Adelaide, there was a silence for a moment, during which it became
-apparent that Gus had a question to ask of Lady Ascot. Mary trembled,
-but the others were not quite sorry to have the silence broken. Gus,
-having obtained leave of the house, wished to know whether or not Satan,
-should he repent of his sins, would have a chance of regaining his
-former position?
-
-"That silly Scotch nursemaid has been reading Burns's poems to him, I
-suppose," said Lady Hainault; "unless Mary herself has been doing so.
-Mary prefers anything to Watts's hymns, Lady Ascot."
-
-"You must not believe one word Lady Hainault says, Lady Ascot," said
-Mary. "She has been shamefully worsted in an argument, and she is
-resorting to all sorts of unfair means to turn the scales. I never read
-a word of Burns's poems in my life."
-
-"You will be pleased not to believe a single word Miss Corby says, Lady
-Ascot," said Lady Hainault. "She has convicted herself. She sings, 'The
-banks and braes of bonny Doon'--very badly, I will allow, but still she
-sings it."
-
-There was a laugh at this. Anything was better than the silence which
-had gone before. It became evident that Lady Hainault would not speak to
-Adelaide. It was very uncomfortable. Dear Mary would have got up another
-friendly passage of arms with Lady Hainault, but she was too nervous.
-She would have even drawn out Gus, but she saw that Gus, dear fellow,
-was not in a humour to be trusted that morning. He evidently was aware
-that the dogs of war were loose, and was champing the bit like a
-war-horse. Lady Ascot was as nervous as Mary, dying to say something,
-but unable. Lady Hainault was calmly inexorable, Adelaide sublimely
-indifferent. If you will also consider that Lady Ascot was awaiting news
-of Charles--nay, possibly Charles himself--and that, in asking Adelaide
-to lunch, she had overlooked the probability that William would bring
-him back with him--that Lord Welter had come without invitation, and
-that the Hainaults wore totally unexpected--you will think that the dear
-old lady was in about as uncomfortable a position as she could be, and
-that any event, even the house catching fire, must change matters for
-the better.
-
-Not at all. They say that, when things come to the worst, they must
-mend. That is undeniable. But when are they at the worst? Who can tell
-that? Lady Ascot thought they were at the worst now, and was taking
-comfort. And then the footman threw open the door, and announced--
-
-"Lady Hainault and Miss Hicks."
-
-At this point Lady Ascot lost her temper, and exclaimed aloud, "This is
-too much!" They thought old Lady Hainault did not hear her; but she did,
-and so did Hicks. They heard it fast enough, and remembered it too.
-
-In great social catastrophes, minor differences are forgotten. In the
-Indian mutiny, people spoke to one another, and made friends, who were
-at bitterest variance before. There are crises so terrible that people
-of all creeds and shades of political opinion must combine against a
-common enemy. This was one. When this dreadful old woman made her
-totally unexpected entrance, and when Lady Ascot showed herself so
-entirely without discretion as to exclaim aloud in the way she did,
-young Lady Hainault and Adelaide were so horrified, so suddenly
-quickened to a sense of impending danger, that they began talking loudly
-and somewhat affectionately to one another. And young Lady Hainault,
-whose self-possession was scattered to the four winds by this last
-misfortune, began asking Adelaide all about Lady Brittlejug's drum, in
-full hearing of her mamma-in-law, who treasured up every word she said.
-And, just as she became conscious of saying wildly that she was so sorry
-she could not have been there--as if Lady Brittlejug would ever have had
-the impudence to ask her--she saw Lord Saltire, across the room, looking
-quietly at her, with the expression on his face of one of the idols at
-Abou Simbel.
-
-Turn Lady Ascot once fairly to bay, you would (if you can forgive slang)
-get very little change out of her. She came of valiant blood. No
-Headstall was ever yet known to refuse his fence. Even her poor brother,
-showing as he did traces of worn-out blood (the men always go a
-generation or two before the women), had been a desperate rider,
-offered to kick Fouquier Tinville at his trial, and had kept Simon
-waiting on the guillotine while he pared his nails. Her ladyship rose
-and accepted battle; she advanced towards old Lady Hainault, and,
-leaning on her crutched stick, began--
-
-"And how do you do, my dear Lady Hainault?"
-
-She thought Lady Hainault would say something very disagreeable, as she
-usually did. She looked at her, and was surprised to see how altered she
-was. There was something about her looks that Lady Ascot did not like.
-
-"My dear Lady Ascot," said old Lady Hainault, "I thank you. I am a very
-old woman. I never forget my friends, I assure you. Hicks, is Lord
-Hainault here?--I am very blind, you will be glad to hear, Lady Ascot.
-Hicks, I want Lord Hainault, instantly. Fetch him to me, you stupid
-woman. Hainault! Hainault!"
-
-Our Lady Hainault rose suddenly, and put her arm round her waist.
-"Mamma," she said, "what do you want!"
-
-"I want Hainault, you foolish girl. Is that him? Hainault, I have made
-the will, my dear boy. The rogue came to me, and I told him that the
-will was made, and that Britten and Sloane had witnessed it. Did I do
-right or not, eh? Ha! ha! I followed you here to tell you. Don't let
-that woman Ascot insult me, Hainault. She has committed a felony, that
-woman. I'll have her prosecuted. And all to get that chit Alicia married
-to that pale-faced papist, Petre Ravenshoe. She thinks I didn't know it,
-does she? I knew she knew it well enough, and I knew it too, and I have
-committed a felony too, in holding my tongue, and we'll both go to
-Bridewell, and----"
-
-Lord Saltire here came up, and quietly offered her his arm. She took it
-and departed, muttering to herself.
-
-I must mention here, that the circumstance mentioned by old Lady
-Hainault, of having made a will, had nothing to do with the story. A
-will had existed to the detriment of Lady Hainault and Miss Hicks, and
-she had most honourably made another in their favour.
-
-Lady Ascot would have given worlds to unsay many things she had
-heretofore said to her. It was evident that poor old Lady Hainault's
-mind was failing. Lady Ascot would have prayed her forgiveness on her
-knees, but it was too late. Lady Hainault never appeared in public
-again. She died a short time after this, and, as I mentioned before,
-left poor Miss Hicks a rich woman. Very few people knew how much good
-there was in the poor old soul. Let the Casterton tenantry testify.
-
-On this occasion her appearance had, as we have seen, the effect of
-reconciling Lady Hainault and Adelaide. A very few minutes after her
-departure William entered the room, followed by Hornby, whom none of
-them had ever seen before.
-
-They saw from William's face that something fresh was the matter. He
-introduced Hornby, who seemed concerned, and then gave an open note to
-Lord Saltire. He read it over, and then said--
-
-"This unhappy boy has disappeared again. Apparently his interview with
-you determined him, my dear Lady Welter. Can you give us any clue? This
-is his letter:"
-
- "DEAR LIEUTENANT,--I must say good-bye even to you, my last
- friend. I was recognised in your service to-day by Lady
- Welter, and it will not do for me to stay in it any longer.
- It was a piece of madness ever taking to such a line of
- life."
-
- [Here there were three lines carefully erased. Lord Saltire
- mentioned it, and Hornby quietly said, "I erased those
- lines previous to showing the letter to any one; they
- referred to exceedingly private matters." Lord Saltire
- bowed and continued.] "A hundred thanks for your kindness;
- you have been to me more like a brother than a master. We
- shall meet again, when you little expect it. Pray don't
- assist in any search after me; it will be quite useless.
-
- CHARLES HORTON."
-
-Adelaide came forward as pale as death. "I believe I am the cause of
-this. I did not dream it would have made him alter his resolution so
-suddenly. When I saw him yesterday he was in a groom's livery. I told
-him he was disgracing himself, and told him, if he was desperate, to go
-to the war."
-
-They looked at one another in silence.
-
-"Then," Lady Ascot said, "he has enlisted, I suppose. I wonder in what
-regiment?--could it be in yours, Mr. Hornby?"
-
-"The very last in which he would, I should say," said Hornby, "if he
-wants to conceal himself. He must know that I should find him at once."
-
-So Lady Ascot was greatly pooh-poohed by the other wiseacres, she being
-right all the time.
-
-"I think," said Lord Saltire to Lady Ascot, "that perhaps we had better
-take Mr. Hornby into our confidence." She agreed, and, after the
-Hainaults and Welters were gone, Hornby remained behind with them, and
-heard things which rather surprised him.
-
-"Inquiries at the depots of various regiments would be as good a plan as
-any. Meanwhile I will give any assistance in my power. Pray, would it
-not be a good plan to advertise for him, and state all the circumstances
-of the case?"
-
-"Why, no," said Lord Saltire, "we do not wish to make known all the
-circumstances yet. Other interests have to be consulted, and our
-information is not yet complete. Complete! we have nothing to go on but
-mere surmise."
-
-"You will think me inquisitive," said Hornby. "But you little know what
-a right (I had almost said) I have to ask these questions. Does the
-present Mr. Ravenshoe know of all this?"
-
-"Not one word."
-
-And so Hornby departed with William, and said nothing at all about
-Ellen. As they left the door a little shoeblack looked inquisitively at
-them, and seemed as though he would speak. They did not notice the
-child. He could have told them what they wanted to know, but how were
-they to guess that?
-
-Impossible. Actually, according to the sagacious Welter, half a million
-pounds, and other things, going a-begging, and a dirty little shoeblack
-the only human being who knew where the heir was! A pig is an obstinate
-animal, likewise a sheep; but what pig or sheep was ever so provoking in
-its obstinacy as Charles in his good-natured, well-meaning, blundering
-stupidity? In a very short time you will read an advertisement put into
-_The Times_ by Lady Ascot's solicitor, which will show the reason for
-some of the great anxiety which she and others felt to have him on the
-spot. At first Lady Ascot and Lord Saltire lamented his absence, from
-the hearty goodwill they bore him; but, as time wore on, they began to
-get deeply solicitous for his return for other reasons. Lady Ascot's
-hands were tied. She was in a quandary, and, when the intelligence came
-of his having enlisted, and there seemed nearly a certainty of his being
-shipped off to foreign parts, and killed before she could get at him,
-she was in a still greater quandary. Suppose, before being killed, he
-was to marry some one? "Good heavens, my dear James, was ever an
-unfortunate wretch punished so before for keeping a secret?"
-
-"I should say not, Maria," said Lord Saltire, coolly. "I declare I love
-the lad the better the more trouble he gives one. There never was such a
-dear obstinate dog. Welter has been making his court, and has made it
-well--with an air of ruffian-like simplicity, which was charming,
-because novel. I, even I, can hardly tell whether it was real or not. He
-has ten times the brains of his shallow-pated little wife, whose
-manoeuvres, my dear Maria, I should have thought even you, not
-ordinarily a sagacious person, might have seen through."
-
-"I believe the girl loves me; and don't be rude, James."
-
-"I believe she don't care twopence for you; and I shall be as rude as I
-please, Maria."
-
-Poor Lord Ascot had a laugh at this little battle between his mother and
-her old friend. So Lord Saltire turned to him and said--
-
-"At half-past one to-morrow morning you will be awakened by three
-ruffians in crape masks, with pistols, who will take you out of bed with
-horrid threats, and walk you upstairs and down in your shirt, until you
-have placed all your money and valuables into their hands. They will
-effect an entrance by removing a pane of glass, and introducing a small
-boy, disguised as a shoeblack, who will give them admittance."
-
-"Good Gad!" said Lord Ascot, "what are you talking about?"
-
-"Don't you see that shoeblack over the way?" said Lord Saltire. "He has
-been watching the house for two hours; the burglars are going to put him
-in at the back-kitchen window. There comes Daventry back from the
-police-station. I bet you a sovereign he has his boots cleaned."
-
-Poor Lord Ascot jumped at the bet like an old war-horse. "I'd have given
-you three to one if you had waited."
-
-Lord Daventry had indeed re-appeared on the scene; his sole attendant
-was one of the little girls with a big bonnet and a baby, before
-mentioned, who had evidently followed him to the police-station, watched
-him in, and then accompanied him home, staring at him as at a man of
-dark experiences, a man not to be lost sight of on any account, lest
-some new and exciting thing should befall him meanwhile. This young
-lady, having absented herself some two hours on this errand, and having
-thereby deprived the baby of its natural nourishment, was now suddenly
-encountered by an angry mother, and, knowing what she had to expect, was
-forced to "dodge" her infuriated parent round and round Lord Daventry,
-in a way which made that venerable nobleman giddy, and caused him to
-stop, shut his eyes, and feebly offer them money not to do it any more.
-Ultimately the young lady was caught and cuffed, the baby was refreshed,
-and his lordship free.
-
-Lord Saltire won his pound, to his great delight. Such an event as a
-shoeblack in South Audley Street was not to be passed by. Lord Daventry
-entered into conversation with our little friend, asked him if he went
-to school? if he could say the Lord's Prayer? how much he made in the
-day? whether his parents were alive? and ultimately had his boots
-cleaned, and gave the boy half-a-crown. After which he disappeared from
-the scene, and, like many of our large staff of supernumeraries, from
-this history for evermore--he has served his turn with us. Let us
-dismiss the kind-hearted old dandy with our best wishes.
-
-Lord Saltire saw him give the boy the half-crown. He saw the boy pocket
-it as though it were a halfpenny: and afterwards continue to watch the
-house, as before. He was more sure than ever that the boy meant no good.
-If he had known that he was waiting for one chance of seeing Charles
-again, perhaps he would have given him half-a-crown himself. What a
-difference one word from that boy would have made in our story!
-
-When they came back from dinner, there was the boy still lying on the
-pavement, leaning against his box. The little girl who had had her ears
-boxed came and talked to him for a time, and went on. After a time she
-came back with a quartern loaf in her hand, the crumbs of which she
-picked as she went along, after the manner of children sent on an errand
-to the baker's. When she had gone by, he rose and leant against the
-railings, as though lingering, loth to go.
-
-Once more, later, Lord Saltire looked out, and the boy was still there.
-"I wonder what the poor little rogue wants?" said Lord Saltire; "I have
-half a mind to go and ask him." But he did not. It was not to be, my
-lord. You might have been with Charles the next morning at Windsor. You
-might have been in time if you had; you will have a different sort of
-meeting with him than that, if you meet him at all. Beyond the grave, my
-lord, that meeting must be. Possibly a happier one, who knows? who dare
-say?
-
-The summer night closed in, but the boy lingered yet, to see, if
-perchance he might, the only friend he ever had; to hear, if he might,
-the only voice which had ever spoken gently and kindly to him of higher
-things: the only voice which had told him that strange, wild tale,
-scarce believed as yet, of a glorious immortality.
-
-The streets began to get empty. The people passed him--
-
- "Ones and twos,
- And groups; the latest said the night grew chill,
- And hastened; but he loitered; whilst the dews
- Fell fast, he loitered still."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVII.
-
-LADY HAINAULT'S BLOTTING-BOOK.
-
-
-In the natural course of events, I ought now to follow Charles in his
-military career, step by step. But the fact is that I know no more about
-the details of horse-soldiering than a marine, and therefore I cannot.
-It is within the bounds of possibility that the reader may congratulate
-himself on my ignorance, and it may also be possible that he has good
-reason for so doing.
-
-Within a fortnight after Hornby's introduction to Lord Saltire and Lady
-Ascot, he was off with the head-quarters of his regiment to Varna. The
-depot was at Windsor, and there, unknown to Hornby, was Charles,
-drilling and drilling. Two more troops were to follow the head-quarters
-in a short time, and so well had Charles stuck to his duty that he was
-considered fit to take his place in one of them. Before his moustaches
-were properly grown, he found himself a soldier in good earnest.
-
-In all his troubles this was the happiest time he had, for he had got
-rid of the feeling that he was a disgraced man. If he must wear a
-livery, he would wear the Queen's; there was no disgrace in that. He was
-a soldier, and he would be a hero. Sometimes, perhaps, he thought for a
-moment that he, with his two thousand pounds' worth of education, might
-have been better employed than in littering a horse, and
-swash-bucklering about among the Windsor taverns; but he did not think
-long about it. If there were any disgrace in the matter, there was a
-time coming soon, by all accounts, when the disgrace would be wiped out
-in fire and blood. On Sunday, when he saw the Eton lads streaming up to
-the terrace, the old Shrewsbury days, and the past generally, used to
-come back to him rather unpleasantly; but the bugle put it all out of
-his head again in a moment. Were there not the three most famous armies
-in the world gathering, gathering, for a feast of ravens? Was not the
-world looking on in silence and awe, to see England, France, and Russia
-locked in a death-grip? Was not he to make one at the merry meeting? Who
-could think at such a time as this?
-
-The time was getting short now. In five days they were to start for
-Southampton, to follow the head-quarters to Constantinople, to Varna,
-and so into the dark thunder-cloud beyond. He felt as certain that he
-would never come back again, as that the sun would rise on the morrow.
-
-He made the last energetic effort that he made at all. It was like the
-last struggle of a drowning man. He says that the way it happened was
-this. And I believe him, for it was one of his own mad impulses, and,
-like all his other impulses, it came too late. They came branking into
-some pot-house, half a dozen of them, and talked aloud about this and
-that, and one young lad among them said, that "he would give a thousand
-pounds, if he had it, to see his sister before he went away, for fear
-she should think that he had gone off without thinking of her."
-
-Charles left them, and walked up the street. As he walked, his purpose
-grew. He went straight to the quarters of a certain cornet, son to the
-major of the regiment, and asked to speak to him.
-
-The cornet, a quiet, smooth-faced boy, listened patiently to what he had
-to say, but shook his head and told him he feared it was impossible.
-But, he said, after a pause, he would help him all he could. The next
-morning he took him to the major while he was alone at breakfast, and
-Charles laid his case before him so well, that the kind old man gave him
-leave to go to London at four o'clock, and come back by the last train
-that same evening.
-
-The Duchess of Cheshire's ball was the last and greatest which was given
-that season. It was, they say, in some sort like the Duchess of
-Richmond's ball before Waterloo. The story I have heard is, that Lord
-George Barty persuaded his mother to give it, because he was sure that
-it would be the last ball he should ever dance at. At all events it was
-given, and he was right; for he sailed in the same ship with Charles
-four days after, and was killed at Balaclava. However, we have nothing
-to do with that. All we have to do with is the fact, that it was a very
-great ball indeed, and that Lady Hainault was going to it.
-
-Some traditions and customs grow by degrees into laws, ay, and into laws
-less frequently broken than those made and provided by Parliament. Allow
-people to walk across the corner of one of your fields for twenty years,
-and there is a right of way, and they may walk across that field till
-the crack of doom. Allow a man to build a hut on your property, and live
-in it for twenty years, and you can't get rid of him. He gains a right
-there. (I never was annoyed in either of these ways myself, for reasons
-which I decline to mention; but it is the law, I believe.) There is no
-law to make the young men fire off guns at one's gate on the 6th of
-November, but they never miss doing it. (I found some of the men using
-their rifles for this purpose last year, and had to fulminate about
-it.) To follow out the argument, there was no rule in Lord Hainault's
-house that the children should always come in and see their aunt dress
-for a ball. But they always did; and Lady Hainault herself, though she
-could be perfectly determined, never dared to question their right.
-
-They behaved very well. Flora brought in a broken picture-broom, which,
-stuck into an old straw hat of Archy's, served her for feathers. She
-also made unto herself a newspaper fan. Gus had an old twelfth-cake
-ornament on his breast for a star, and a tape round his neck for a
-garter. In this guise they represented the Duke and Duchess of Cheshire,
-and received their company in a corner, as good as gold. As for Archy,
-he nursed his cat, sucked his thumb, and looked at his aunt.
-
-Mary was "by way of" helping Lady Hainault's maid, but she was very
-clumsy about it, and her hands shook a good deal. Lady Hainault, at last
-looking up, saw that she was deadly pale, and crying. So, instead of
-taking any notice, she dismissed the children as soon as she could, as a
-first step towards being left alone with Mary.
-
-Gus and Flora, finding that they must go, changed the game, and made
-believe that they were at court, and that their aunt was the Queen. So
-they dexterously backed to the door, and bowed themselves out. Archy was
-lord chamberlain, or gold stick, or what not, and had to follow them in
-the same way. He was less successful, for he had to walk backwards,
-sucking his thumb, and nursing his cat upside down (she was a patient
-cat, and was as much accustomed to be nursed that way as any other). He
-got on very well till he came to the door, when he fell on the back of
-his head, crushing his cat and biting his thumb to the bone. Gus and
-Flora picked him up, saying that lord chamberlains never cried when they
-fell on the backs of their heads. But Archy, poor dear, was obliged to
-cry a little, the more so as the dear cat had bolted upstairs, with her
-tail as big as a fox's, and Archy was afraid she was angry with him,
-which seemed quite possible. So Mary had to go out and take him to the
-nursery. He would stop his crying, he said, if she would tell him the
-story of Ivedy Avedy. So she told it him quite to the end, where the
-baffled old sorcerer, Gongolo, gets into the plate-warmer, with his
-three-farthings and the brass soup-ladle, shuts the door after him, and
-disappears for ever. After which she went down to Lady Hainault's room
-again.
-
-Lady Hainault was alone now. She was sitting before her dressing-table,
-with her hands folded, apparently looking at herself in the glass. She
-took no notice of what she had seen; though, now they were alone
-together, she determined that Mary should tell her what was the
-matter--for, in truth, she was very anxious to know. She never looked at
-Mary when she came in; she only said--
-
-"Mary, my love, how do I look?"
-
-"I never saw you look so beautiful before," said Mary.
-
-"I am glad of that. Hainault is so ridiculously proud of me, that I
-really delight in looking my best. Now, Mary, let me have the necklace;
-that is all, I believe, unless you would like me to put on a little
-rouge."
-
-Mary tried to laugh, but could not. Her hands were shaking so that the
-jewels were clicking together as she held them. Lady Hainault saw that
-she must help her to speak, but she had no occasion; the necklace helped
-her.
-
-It was a very singular necklace, a Hainault heirloom, which Lady
-Hainault always wore on grand occasions to please her husband. There was
-no other necklace like it anywhere, though some folks who did not own it
-said it was old-fashioned, and should be reset. It was a collar of nine
-points, the ends of brilliants, running upwards as the points broadened
-into larger rose diamonds. The eye, catching the end of the points, was
-dazzled with yellow light, which faded into red as the rays of the
-larger roses overpowered the brilliants; and at the upper rim the soft
-crimson haze of light melted, overpowered, into nine blazing great
-rubies. It seemed, however, a shame to hide such a beautiful neck by
-such a glorious bauble.
-
-Mary was trying to clasp it on, but her fingers failed, and down went
-the jewels clashing on the floor. The next moment she was down too, on
-her knees, clutching Lady Hainault's hand, and saying, or trying to say,
-in spite of a passionate burst of sobbing, "Lady Hainault, let me see
-him; let me see him, or I shall die."
-
-Lady Hainault turned suddenly upon her, and laid her disengaged hand
-upon her hair. "My little darling," she said, "my pretty little bird."
-
-"You must let me see him. You could not be so cruel. I always loved him,
-not like a sister, oh! not like a sister, woe to me. As you love Lord
-Hainault; I know it now."
-
-"My poor little Mary. I always thought something of this kind."
-
-"He is coming to-night. He sails to-morrow or next day, and I shall
-never see him again."
-
-"Sails! where for?"
-
-"I don't know; he does not say. But you must let me see him. He don't
-dream I care for him, Lady Hainault. But I must see him, or I shall
-die."
-
-"You shall see him; but who is it? Any one I know?"
-
-"Who is it? Who could it be but Charles Ravenshoe?"
-
-"Good God! Coming here to-night! Mary, ring the bell for Alwright. Send
-round to South Audley Street for Lord Saltire, or William Ravenshoe, or
-some of them. They are dying to catch him. There is something more in
-their eagerness than you or I know of. Send at once, Mary, or we shall
-be too late. When does he come? Get up, my dear. My poor little Mary. I
-am so sorry. Is he coming here? And how soon will he come, dear? Do be
-calm. Think what we may do for him. He should be here now. Stay, I will
-write a note--just one line. Where is my blotting-book? Alwright, get my
-blotting-book. And stay; say that, if any one calls for Miss Corby, he
-is to be shown into the drawing-room at once. Let us go there, Mary."
-
-Alwright had meanwhile, not having heard the last sentence, departed to
-the drawing-room, and possessed herself of Lady Hainault's portfolio,
-meaning to carry it up to the dressing-room; then she had remembered the
-message about any one calling being shown up to the drawing-room, and
-had gandered down to the hall to give it to the porter; after which she
-gandered upstairs to the dressing-room again, thinking that Lady
-Hainault was there, and missing both her and Mary from having gone
-downstairs. So, while she and Mary were looking for the blotting-book
-impatiently in the drawing-room, the door was opened, and the servant
-announced, "A gentleman to see Miss Corby."
-
-He had discreetly said a gentleman, for he did not like to say an
-Hussar. Mary turned round and saw a man all scarlet and gold before her,
-and was frightened, and did not know him. But when he said "Mary," in
-the old, old voice, there came such a rush of bygone times, bygone
-words, scenes, sounds, meetings and partings, sorrows and joys, into her
-wild, warm little heart, that, with a low, loving, tender cry she ran to
-him and hid her face on his bosom.[6]
-
-And Lady Hainault swept out of the room after that unlucky
-blotting-book. And I intend to go after her, out of mere politeness, to
-help her to find it. I will not submit to be lectured for making an
-aposiopesis. If any think they could do this business better than I, let
-them communicate with the publishers, and finish the story for
-themselves. I decline to go into that drawing-room at present. I shall
-wander upstairs into my lady's chamber, after that goosey-gander
-Alwright, and see what she has done with the blotting-book.
-
-Lady Hainault found the idiot of a woman in her dressing-room, looking
-at herself in the glass, with the blotting-book under her arm. The maid
-looked as foolish as people generally do who are caught looking at
-themselves in the glass. (How disconcerting it is to be found standing
-on a chair before the chimney-glass, just to have a look at your entire
-figure before going to a party!)[7] But Lady Hainault said nothing to
-her; but, taking the book from under her arm, she sat down and fiercely
-scrawled off a note to Lord Saltire, to be opened by any of them, to say
-that Charles Ravenshoe was then in her house, and to come in God's name.
-
-"I have caged their bird for them," she said out loud when she had just
-finished and was folding up the letter; "they will owe me a good turn
-for this."
-
-The maid, who had no notion anything was the matter, had been
-surreptitiously looking in the glass again, and wondering whether her
-nose was really so very red after all. When Lady Hainault spoke thus
-aloud to herself, she gave a guilty start, and said, "Immediately, my
-lady," which you will perceive was not exactly appropriate to the
-occasion.
-
-"Don't be a goose, my good old Alwright, and don't tread on my necklace,
-Alwright; it is close at your feet."
-
-So it was. Lying where Mary had dropped it. Alwright thought she must
-have knocked it off the dressing-table; but when Lady Hainault told her
-that Miss Corby had dropped it there, Alwright began to wonder why her
-Ladyship had not thought it worth while to pick it up again.
-
-"Put it on while I seal this letter will you? I cannot trust you,
-Alwright; I must go myself." She went out of the room and quickly down
-stairs to the hall. All this had taken but a few minutes; she had
-hurried as much as was possible, but the time seems longer to us,
-because, following my usual plan of playing the fool on important
-occasions, I have been telling you about the lady's-maid's nose. She
-went down quickly to the hall, and sent off one of the men to South
-Audley Street, with her note, giving him orders to run all the way, and
-personally to see Lady Ascot, or some one else of those named. After
-this she came upstairs again.
-
-When she came to the drawing-room door, Charles was standing at it.
-"Lady Hainault," he said, "would you come here, please? Poor Mary has
-fainted."
-
-"Poor thing," said Lady Hainault. "I will come to her. One word, Mr.
-Ravenshoe. Oh, do think one instant of this fatal, miserable resolution
-of yours. Think how fond we have all been of you. Think of the love that
-your cousin and Lady Ascot bear for you, and communicate with them. At
-all events, stay ten minutes more, and see one of them. I must go to
-poor Mary."
-
-"Dear Lady Hainault, you will not change my resolution to stand alone.
-There is a source of disgrace you probably know nothing of. Besides,
-nothing short of an Order in Council could stop me now. We sail for the
-East in twenty-four hours."
-
-They had just time for this, very hurriedly spoken, for poor little Mary
-had done what she never had done before in her life, fainted away. Lady
-Hainault and Charles went into the drawing-room.
-
-Just before this, Alwright, coming downstairs, had seen her most sacred
-mistress standing at the drawing-room door, talking familiarly and
-earnestly to a common soldier. Her ladyship had taken his hand in hers,
-and was laying her other hand upon his breast. Alwright sat down on the
-stairs.
-
-She was a poor feeble thing, and it was too much for her. She was
-Casterton-bred, and had a feeling for the honour of the family. Her
-first impulse was to run to Lord Hainault's dressing-room door and lock
-him in. Her next was to rock herself to and fro and moan. She followed
-the latter of these two impulses. Meanwhile, Lady Hainault had succeeded
-in bringing poor Mary to herself. Charles had seen her bending over the
-poor little lifeless body, and blessed her. Presently Lady Hainault
-said, "She is better now, Mr. Ravenshoe; will you come and speak to
-her?" There was no answer. Lady Hainault thought Charles was in the
-little drawing-room, and had not heard her. She went there. It was dimly
-lighted, but she saw in a moment that it was empty. She grew frightened,
-and hurriedly went out on to the stairs. There was no one there. She
-hurried down, and was met by the weeping Alwright.
-
-"He is safe out of the house, my lady," said that brilliant genius. "I
-saw him come out of the drawing-room, and I ran down and sent the hall
-porter on a message, and let him out myself. Oh, my lady! my lady!"
-
-Lady Hainault was a perfect-tempered woman, but she could not stand
-this. "Alwright," she said, "you are a perfect, hopeless, imbecile
-idiot. Go and tell his lordship to come to me instantly. Instantly! do
-you hear? I wouldn't," she continued to herself when Alwright was gone,
-"face Lord Saltire alone after this for a thousand pounds."
-
-What was the result of Charles's interview with Mary? Simply this. The
-poor little thing had innocently shown him, in a way he could not
-mistake, that she loved him with all her heart and soul. And, when he
-left that room, he had sworn an oath to himself that he would use all
-his ingenuity to prevent her ever setting eyes on him again. "I am low
-and degraded enough now," he said to himself; "but if I gave that poor
-innocent child the opportunity of nourishing her love for me, I should
-be too low to live."
-
-He did not contemplate the possibility, you see, of raising himself to
-her level. No. He was too much broken down for that. Hope was dead
-within him. He had always been a man of less than average strength of
-will; and two or three disasters--terrible disasters they were,
-remember--had made him such as we see him, a helpless, drifting log upon
-the sea of chance. What Lord Welter had said was terribly true, "Charles
-Ravenshoe is broken-hearted." But to the very last he was a just,
-honourable, true, kind-hearted man. A man in ten thousand. Call him
-fool, if you will. I cannot gainsay you there. But when you have said
-that you have finished.
-
-Did he love Mary? Yes, from this time forward, he loved her as she loved
-him; and, the darker the night grew, that star burned steadily and more
-steadily yet. Never brighter, perhaps, than when it gleamed on the
-turbid waters, which whelm the bodies of those to whose eyesight all
-stars have set for ever.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVIII.
-
-IN WHICH CUTHBERT BEGINS TO SEE THINGS IN A NEW LIGHT.
-
-
-The stream at Ravenshoe was as low as they had ever seen it, said the
-keeper's boys, who were allowed to take artists and strangers up to see
-the waterfall in the wood. The artists said that it was more beautiful
-than ever; for now, instead of roaring headlong over the rocks in one
-great sheet beneath the quivering oak leaves, it streamed and spouted
-over and among the black slabs of slate in a million interlacing jets.
-Yes, the artists were quite satisfied with the state of things; but the
-few happy souls who had dared to ask Cuthbert for a day or so of
-salmon-fishing were not so well satisfied by any means. While the
-artists were saying that this sort of thing, you know, was the sort of
-thing to show one how true it was that beauty, life, and art, were terms
-co-ordinate, synonymous, inseparable--that these made up the sum of
-existence--that the end of existence was love, and what was love but the
-worship of the beautiful (or something of this sort, for your artist is
-but a mortal man, like the rest of us, and is apt, if you give him
-plenty of tobacco on a hot day, to get uncommon hazy in his
-talk)--while, I say, the artists were working away like mad, and
-uttering the most beautiful sentiments in the world, the anglers were,
-as old Master Lee up to Slarrow would have said, "dratting" the scenery,
-the water, the weather, the beer, and existence generally, because it
-wouldn't rain. If it had rained, you see, the artists would have left
-talking about the beautiful, and begun "dratting" in turn; leaving the
-anglers to talk about the beautiful as best they might. Which fact gives
-rise to moral reflections of the profoundest sort. But every one, except
-the discontented anglers, would have said that it was heavenly summer
-weather. The hay was all got in without one drop of rain on it. And now,
-as one glorious, cloudless day succeeded another, all the land seemed
-silently swelling with the wealth of the harvest. Fed by gentle dews at
-night, warmed by the genial sun by day, the corn began to turn from grey
-to gold, and the distant valleys which spread away inland, folded in the
-mighty grey arms of the moor, shone out gallantly with acre beyond acre
-of yellow wheat and barley. A still, happy time.
-
-And the sea! Who shall tell the beauty of the restless Atlantic in such
-weather? For nearly three weeks there was a gentle wind, now here, now
-there, which just curled the water, and made a purple shadow for such
-light clouds as crept across the blue sky above. Night and morning the
-fishing-boats crept out and in. Never was such a fishing season. The
-mouth of the stream was crowded with salmon, waiting to get up the first
-fresh. You might see them as you sailed across the shallow sand-bank,
-the delta of the stream, which had never risen above the water for forty
-years, yet which now, so still had been the bay for three weeks, was
-within a foot of the surface at low tide.
-
-A quiet, happy time. The three old Master Lees lay all day on the sand,
-where the fishing-boats were drawn up, and had their meals brought to
-them by young male relatives, who immediately pulled off every rag of
-clothes they had, and went into the water for an hour or two. The
-minding of these 'ere clothes, and the looking out to sea, was quite
-enough employment for these three old cronies. They never fell out once
-for three weeks. They used to talk about the war, or the cholera, which
-was said to be here, or there, or coming, or gone. But they cared little
-about that. Ravenshoe was not a cholera place. It had never come there
-before, and they did not think that it was coming now. They were quite
-right; it never came. Cuthbert used his influence, and got the folks to
-move some cabbage stalks, and rotten fish, just to make sure, as he
-said. They would have done more for him than that just now; so it was
-soon accomplished. The juvenile population, which is the pretty way of
-saying the children, might have offered considerable opposition to
-certain articles of merchandise being removed without due leave obtained
-and given; but, when it was done, they were all in the water as naked as
-they were born. When it was over they had good sense enough to see that
-it could not be helped. These sweeping measures of reform, however, are
-apt to bear hard on particular cases. For instance, young James Lee,
-great-grandson of Master James Lee up to Slarrow, lost six dozen (some
-say nine, but that I don't believe) of oyster-shells, which he was
-storing up for a grotto. Cuthbert very properly refunded the price of
-them, which amounted to twopence.
-
-"Nonsense, again," you say. Why, no! What I have written above is not
-nonsense. The whims and oddities of a village; which one has seen with
-one's own eyes, and heard with one's own ears, are not nonsense. I knew,
-when I began, what I had to say in this chapter, and I have just
-followed on a train of images. And the more readily, because I know that
-what I have to say in this chapter must be said without effort to be
-said well.
-
-If I thought I was writing for a reader who was going to criticise
-closely my way of telling my story, I tell you the honest truth, I
-should tell my story very poorly indeed. Of course I must submit to the
-same criticism as my betters. But there are times when I feel that I
-must have my reader go hand in hand with me. To do so, he must follow
-the same train of ideas as I do. At such times I write as naturally as I
-can. I see that greater men than I have done the same. I see that
-Captain Marryat, for instance, at a particular part of his noblest
-novel, "The King's Own," has put in a chapter about his grandmother and
-the spring tides, which, for perfect English and rough humour, it is
-hard to match anywhere.
-
-I have not dared to play the fool, as he has, for two reasons. The
-first, that I could not play it so well, and the second, that I have no
-frightful tragedy to put before you, to counterbalance it, as he had.
-Well, it is time that this rambling came to an end. I hope that I have
-not rambled too far, and bored you. That would be very unfortunate just
-now.
-
-Ravenshoe Bay again, then--in the pleasant summer drought I have been
-speaking of before. Father Mackworth and the two Tiernays were lying on
-the sand, looking to the sea. Cuthbert had gone off to send away some
-boys who were bathing too near the mouth of the stream and hunting his
-precious salmon. The younger Tiernay had recently taken to collect
-"common objects of the shore"--a pleasant, healthy mania which prevailed
-about that time. He had been dabbling among the rocks at the western end
-of the bay, and had just joined his brother and Father Mackworth with a
-tin-box full of all sorts of creatures, and he turned them out on the
-sand and called their attention to them.
-
-"A very good morning's work, my brother," he said. "These anemones are
-all good and rare ones."
-
-"Bedad," said the jolly priest, "they'd need be of some value, for they
-ain't pretty to look at; what's this cockle now wid the long red spike
-coming out of him?"
-
-"Cardium tuberculatum."
-
-"See here, Mackworth," said Tiernay, rolling over toward him on the sand
-with the shell in his hand.
-
-"Here's the rid-nosed oysther of Carlingford. Ye remember the legend
-about it, surely?"
-
-"I don't, indeed," said Mackworth, angrily, pretty sure that Father
-Tiernay was going to talk nonsense, but not exactly knowing how to stop
-him.
-
-"Not know the legend!" said Father Tiernay. "Why, when Saint Bridget was
-hurrying across the sand, to attend St. Patrick in his last illness,
-poor dear, this divvle of a oysther was sunning himself on the shore,
-and, as she went by, he winked at her holiness with the wicked eye of
-'um, and he says, says he, 'Nate ankles enough, anyhow,' he says. 'Ye're
-drunk, ye spalpeen,' says St. Bridget, 'to talk like that to an honest
-gentlewoman.' 'Sorra a bit of me,' says the oysther. 'Ye're always
-drunk,' says St. Bridget. 'Drunk yourself,' says the oysther; 'I'm
-fastin from licker since the tide went down.' 'What makes your nose so
-red, ye scoundrel?' says St. Bridget: 'No ridder nor yer own,' says the
-oysther, getting angry. For the Saint was stricken in years, and
-red-nosed by rayson of being out in all weathers, seeing to this and to
-that. 'Yer nose is red through drink,' says she, 'and yer nose shall
-stay as rid as mine is now, till the day of judgment.' And that's the
-legend about St. Bridget and the Carlingford oysther, and ye ought to be
-ashamed that ye never heard it before."
-
-"I wish, sir," said Mackworth, "that you could possibly stop yourself
-from talking this preposterous, indecent nonsense. Surely the first and
-noblest of Irish Saints may claim exemption from your clumsy wit."
-
-"Begorra, I'm catching it, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Tiernay.
-
-"What for?" said Cuthbert, who had just come up.
-
-"Why, for telling a legend. Sure, I made it up on the spot. But it is
-none the worse for that; d'ye think so, now?"
-
-"Not much the better, I should think," said Cuthbert, laughing.
-
-"Allow me to say," said Mackworth, "that I never heard such shameless,
-blasphemous nonsense in my life."
-
-The younger Tiernay was frightened, and began gathering up his shells
-and weeds. His handsome weak face was turned towards the great, strong,
-coarse face of his brother, with a look of terror, and his fingers
-trembled as he put the sea-spoils into his box. Cuthbert, watching them
-both, guessed that sometimes Father Tiernay could show a violent,
-headlong temper, and that his brother had seen an outbreak of this kind
-and trembled for one now. It was only a guess, probably a good one; but
-there were no signs of such an outbreak now. Father Tiernay only lay
-back on the sand and laughed, without a cloud on his face.
-
-"Bedad," he said, "I've been lying on the sand, and the sun has got into
-my stomach and made me talk nonsense. When I was a gossoon, I used to
-sleep with the pig; and it was a poor, feeble-minded pig, as never got
-fat on petaty skins. If folly's catchin', I must have caught it from
-that pig. Did ye ever hear the legend of St. Laurence O'Toole's
-wooden-legged sow, Mackworth?"
-
-It was evident, after this, that the more Mackworth fulminated against
-good Father Tiernay's unutterable nonsense, the more he would talk; so
-he rose and moved sulkily away. Cuthbert asked him, laughing, what the
-story was.
-
-"Faix," said Tiernay, "I ain't sure, principally because I haven't had
-time to invent it; but we've got rid of Mackworth, and can now discourse
-reasonable."
-
-Cuthbert sent a boy up to the hall for some towels, and then lay down on
-the sand beside Tiernay. He was very fond of that man in spite of his
-reckless Irish habit of talking nonsense. He was not alone there. I
-think that every one who knew Tiernay liked him.
-
-They lay on the sand together those three; and, when Father Mackworth's
-anger had evaporated, he came back and lay beside him. Tiernay put his
-hand out to him, and Mackworth shook it, and they were reconciled. I
-believe Mackworth esteemed Tiernay, though they were so utterly unlike
-in character and feeling. I know that Tiernay had a certain admiration
-for Mackworth.
-
-"Do you think, now," said Tiernay, "that you Englishmen enjoy such a
-scene and such a time as this as much as we Irishmen do? I cannot tell.
-You talk better about it. You have a dozen poets to our one. Our best
-poet, I take it, is Tommy Moore. You class him as third-rate; but I
-doubt, mind you, whether you feel nature as acutely as we do."
-
-"I think we do," said Cuthbert, eagerly. "I cannot think that you can
-feel the beauty of the scene we are looking at more deeply than I do.
-You feel nature as in 'Silent O'Moyle'; we feel it as in Keats' 'St.
-Agnes' Eve!'"
-
-He was sitting up on the sand, with his elbows on his knees, and his
-face buried in his hands. None of them spoke for a time; and he, looking
-seaward, said idly, in a low voice--
-
- "'St. Agnes' Eve. Ah! bitter chill it was.
- The owl, for all his feathers, was a-cold;
- The hare limped, trembling, through the frozen grass;
- And drowsy was the flock in woolly fold.'"
-
-What was the poor lad thinking of? God knows. There are times when one
-can't follow the train of a man's thoughts--only treasure up their
-spoken words as priceless relics.
-
-His beautiful face was turned towards the dying sun, and in that face
-there was a look of such kindly, quiet peace, that they who watched it
-were silent, and waited to hear what he would say.
-
-The western headland was black before the afternoon sun, and, far to
-sea, Lundy lay asleep in a golden haze. All before them the summer sea
-heaved between the capes, and along the sand, and broke in short crisp
-surf at their feet, gently moving the seaweed, the sand, and the shells.
-
-"'St. Agnes' Eve,'" he said again. "Ah, yes! that is one of the poems
-written by Protestants which help to make men Catholics. Nine-tenths of
-their highest religious imagery is taken from Catholicism. The English
-poets have nothing to supply the place of it. Milton felt it, and wrote
-about it; yes, after ranging through all heathendom for images he comes
-home, to us at last:--
-
- "'Let my due feet never fail
- To walk the studious cloisters pale,
- And love the high embowed roof,
- With antique pillars massy proof,
- And storied windows, richly dight,
- Casting a dim religious light.'"
-
-"Yes; he could feel for that cloister life. The highest form of human
-happiness! We have the poets with us, at all events. Why, what is the
-most perfect bijou of a poem in the English language? Tennyson's 'St.
-Agnes.' He had to come to us."
-
-The poor fellow looked across the sea, which was breaking in crisp
-ripples at his feet among the seaweed, the sand, and the shells; and as
-they listened, they heard him say, almost passionately--
-
- "'Break up the heavens, oh, Lord! and far
- Through all yon starlight keen
- Draw me, thy bride, a glittering star
- In raiment white and clean.'
-
-"They have taken our churches from us, and driven us into
-Birmingham-built chapels. They sneer at us, but they forget that we
-built their arches and stained their glass for them. Art has revenged
-herself on them for their sacrilege by quitting earth in disgust. They
-have robbed us of our churches and our revenues, and turned us out on
-the world. Ay, but we are revenged. They don't know the use of them now
-they have got them; and the only men who could teach them, the
-Tractarians, are abused and persecuted by them for their superior
-knowledge."
-
-So he rambled on, looking seaward; at his feet the surf playing with the
-sand, the seaweed, and the shells.
-
-He made a very long pause, and then, when they thought that he was
-thinking of something quite different, he suddenly said--
-
-"I don't believe it matters whether a man is buried in the chancel or
-out of it. But they are mad to discourage such a feeling as that, and
-not make use of it. Am I the worse man because I fancy that, when I lay
-there so quiet, I shall hear above my head the footfalls of those who go
-to kneel around the altar? What is it one of them says--
-
- "'Or where the kneeling hamlet drains
- The chalice of the grapes of God.'"
-
-He very seldom spoke so much as this. They were surprised to hear him
-ramble on so; but it was an afternoon in which it was natural to sit
-upon the shore and talk, saying straight on just what came uppermost--a
-quiet, pleasant afternoon; an afternoon to lie upon the sand and conjure
-up old memories.
-
-"I have been rambling, haven't I," he said presently. "Have I been
-talking aloud, or only thinking?"
-
-"You have been talking," said Tiernay, wondering at such a question.
-
-"Have I? I thought I had been only thinking. I will go and bathe, I
-think, and clear my head from dreams. I must have been quoting poetry,
-then," he added, smiling.
-
-"Ay, and quoting it well, too," said Tiernay.
-
-A young fisherman was waiting with a boat, and the lad had come with his
-towels. He stepped lazily across the sand to the boat, and they shoved
-off.
-
-Besides the murmur of the surf upon the sand, playing with the shells
-and seaweed; besides the shouting of the bathing boys; besides the
-voices of the home-returning fishermen, carried sharp and distinct along
-the water; besides the gentle chafing of the stream among the pebbles,
-was there no other sound upon the beach that afternoon? Yes, a sound
-different to all these. A loud-sounding alarm drum, beating more rapidly
-and furiously each moment, but only heard by one man, and not heeded by
-him.
-
-The tide drawing eastward, and a gentle wind following it, hardly enough
-to fill the sails of the lazy fishing-boats and keep them to their
-course. Here and there among the leeward part of the fleet, you might
-hear the sound of an oar working in the row-locks, sleepily coming over
-the sea and mingling harmoniously with the rest.
-
-The young man with Cuthbert rowed out a little distance, and then they
-saw Cuthbert standing in the prow undressing himself. The fishing-boats
-near him luffed and hurriedly put out oars, to keep away. The Squire was
-going to bathe, and no Ravenshoe man was ill-mannered enough to come
-near.
-
-Those on the shore saw him standing stripped for one moment--a tall
-majestic figure. Then they saw him plunge into the water and begin
-swimming.
-
-And then;--it is an easy task to tell it. They saw his head go under
-water, and, though they started on their feet and waited till seconds
-grew to minutes and hope was dead, it never rose again. Without one cry,
-without one struggle, without even one last farewell wave of the hand,
-as the familiar old landscape faded on his eyes for ever, poor Cuthbert
-went down; to be seen no more until the sea gave up its dead. The poor
-wild, passionate heart had fluttered itself to rest for ever.
-
-The surf still gently playing with the sand, the sea changing from
-purple to grey, and from grey to black, under the fading twilight. The
-tide sweeping westward towards the tall black headland, towards the
-slender-curved thread of the new moon, which grew more brilliant as the
-sun dipped to his rest in the red Atlantic.
-
-Groups of fishermen and sea boys and servants, that followed the ebbing
-tide as it went westward, peering into the crisping surf to see
-something they knew was there. One group that paused among the tumbled
-boulders on the edge of the retreating surges, under the dark
-promontory, and bent over something which lay at their feet.
-
-The naked corpse of a young man, calm and beautiful in death, lying
-quiet and still between two rocks, softly pillowed on a bed of green and
-purple seaweed. And a priest that stood upon the shore, and cried wildly
-to the four winds of heaven. "Oh, my God, I loved him! My God! my God! I
-loved him!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIX.
-
-THE SECOND COLUMN OF "THE TIMES" OF THIS DATE, WITH OTHER MATTERS.
-
-
- "TOMATO. Slam the door!"
-
- "EDWARD. Come at once; poor Maria is in sad distress.
- Toodlekins stole!!!!"
-
- "J. B. can return to his deeply afflicted family if he
- likes, or remain away if he likes. The A F, one and all,
- will view either course with supreme indifference. Should
- he choose the former alternative, he is requested to be as
- quick as possible. If the latter, to send the key of the
- cellaret."
-
- "LOST. A little black and tan lady's lap dog. Its real name
- is Pussy, but it will answer to the name of Toodlekins
- best. If any gentleman living near Kensal Green, or Kentish
- Town, should happen, perfectly accidentally of course, to
- have it in his possession, and would be so good as to bring
- it to 997, Sloane Street, I would give him a sovereign and
- welcome, and not a single question asked, upon my honour."
-
-It becomes evident to me that the dog Toodlekins mentioned in the second
-advertisement, is the same dog alluded to in the fourth; unless you
-resort to the theory that two dogs were stolen on the same day, and that
-both were called Toodlekins. And you are hardly prepared to do that, I
-fancy. Consequently, you arrive at this, that the "Maria" of the second
-advertisement is the "little black and tan lady" of the fourth. And
-that, in 1854, she lived at 997, Sloane Street. Who was she? Had she
-made a fortune by exhibiting herself in a caravan, like Mrs. Gamp's
-spotted negress, and taken a house in Sloane Street, for herself,
-Toodlekins, and the person who advertised for Edward to come and comfort
-her? Again, who was Edward? Was he her brother? Was he something nearer
-and dearer? Was he enamoured of her person or her property? I fear the
-latter. Who could truly love a little black and tan lady?
-
-Again. The wording of her advertisement gives rise to this train of
-thought. Two persons must always be concerned in stealing a dog--the
-person who steals the dog, and the person who has the dog stolen;
-because, if the dog did not belong to any one, it is evident that no one
-could steal it. To put it more scientifically, there must be an active
-and a passive agent. Now, I'll bet a dirty old dishcloth against the
-_New York Herald_, which is pretty even betting, that our little black
-and tan friend, Maria, had been passive agent in a dog-stealing case
-more than once before this, or why does she mention these two
-localities? But we must get on to the other advertisements.
-
- "LOST. A large white bull-dog, very red about the eyes:
- desperately savage. Answers to the name of 'Billy.' The
- advertiser begs that any person finding him will be very
- careful not to irritate him. The best way of securing him
- is to make him pin another dog, and then tie his four legs
- together and muzzle him. Any one bringing him to the Coach
- and Horses, St. Martin's Lane, will be rewarded."
-
-He seems to have been found the same day, and by some one who was a bit
-of a wag; for the very next advertisement runs thus:
-
- "FOUND. A large white bull-dog, very red about the eyes;
- desperately savage. The owner can have him at once, by
- applying to Queen's Mews, Belgrave Street, and paying the
- price of the advertisement and the cost of a new pad groom,
- aged 18, as the dog has bitten one so severely about the
- knee that it is necessary to sell him at once to drive a
- cab."
-
- "LOST. Somewhere between Mile-end Road and Putney Bridge,
- an old leathern purse, containing a counterfeit sixpence, a
- lock of hair in a paper, and a twenty-pound note. Any one
- bringing the note to 267, Tylney Street, Mayfair, may keep
- the purse and the rest of its contents for their trouble."
-
-This was a very shabby advertisement. The next, though coming from an
-attorney's office, is much more munificent. It quite makes one's mouth
-water, and envy the lucky fellow who would answer it.
-
- "ONE HUNDRED GUINEAS REWARD. Register wanted. To parish
- clerks. Any person who can discover the register of
- marriage between Petre Ravenshoe, Esq. of Ravenshoe, in the
- county of Devon, and Maria Dawson, which is supposed to
- have been solemnised in or about the year 1778, will
- receive the above reward, on communicating with Messrs.
- Compton and Brogden, Solicitors, 2004, Lincoln's Inn
- Fields."
-
-Tomato slammed the door as he was told. Edward dashed up to 997, Sloane
-Street, in a hansom cab, just as the little black and tan lady paid one
-sovereign to a gentleman in a velveteen shooting-coat from Kentish Town,
-and hugged Toodlekins to her bosom. J. B. came home to his afflicted
-family with the key of the cellaret. The white bull-dog was restored to
-the prize-fighter, and the groom-lad received shin-plaster and was sent
-home tipsy. Nay, even an honest man, finding that the note was stopped,
-took it to Tylney Street, and got half-a-crown. But no one ever answered
-the advertisement of Lord Saltire's solicitor about the marriage
-register. The long summer dragged on. The square grew dry and dusty;
-business grew slack, and the clerks grew idle; but no one came. As they
-sat there drinking ginger-beer, and looking out at the parched lilacs
-and laburnums, talking about the theatres, and the war, and the cholera,
-it grew to be a joke with them. When any shabby man in black was seen
-coming across the square, they would say to one another, "Here comes the
-man to answer Lord Saltire's advertisement." Many men in black, shabby
-and smart, came across the square and into the office; but none had a
-word to say about the marriage of Petre Ravenshoe with Maria Dawson,
-which took place in the year 1778.
-
-Once, during that long sad summer, the little shoeblack thought he would
-saunter up to the house in South Audley Street, before which he had
-waited so long one night to meet Charles, who had never come. Not
-perhaps with any hope. Only that he would like to see the place which
-his friend had appointed. He might come back there some day; who could
-tell?
-
-Almost every house in South Audley Street had the shutters closed. When
-he came opposite Lord Ascot's house, he saw the shutters were closed
-there too. But more; at the second storey there was a great painted
-board hung edgeways, all scarlet and gold. There was some writing on it,
-too, on a scroll. He could spell a little now, thanks to the
-ragged-school, and he spelt out "Christus Salvator meus." What could
-that mean? he wondered.
-
-There was an old woman in the area, holding two of the rails in her
-hands, and resting her chin on the kerb-stone, looking along the hot
-desolate street. Our friend went over and spoke to her.
-
-"I say, missus," he said, "what's that thing up there?"
-
-"That's the scutching, my man," said she.
-
-"The scutching?"
-
-"Ah! my lord's dead. Died last Friday week, and they've took him down to
-the country house to bury him."
-
-"My lord?" said the boy; "was he the one as used to wear top-boots, and
-went for a soger?"
-
-The old woman had never seen my lord wear top-boots. Had hearn tell,
-though, as his father used to, and drive a coach and four in 'em. None
-of 'em hadn't gone for soldiers, neither.
-
-"But what's the scutching for?" asked the boy.
-
-They put it for a year, like for a monument, she said. She couldn't say
-what the writing on it meant. It was my lord's motter, that was all she
-knowd. And, being a tender-hearted old woman, and not having the fear of
-thieves before her eyes, she had taken him down into the kitchen and fed
-him. When he returned to the upper regions, he was "collared" by a
-policeman, on a charge of "area sneaking," but, after explanations, was
-let go, to paddle home, barefooted, to the cholera-stricken court where
-he lived, little dreaming, poor lad, what an important part he was
-accidentally to play in this history hereafter.
-
-They laid poor Lord Ascot to sleep in the chancel at Ranford, and Lady
-Ascot stood over the grave like a grey, old storm-beaten tower. "It is
-strange, James," she said to Lord Saltire that day, "you and I being
-left like this, with the young ones going down around us like grass.
-Surely our summons must come soon, James. It's weary, weary waiting."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER L.
-
-SHREDS AND PATCHES.
-
-
-Lord Welter was now Lord Ascot. I was thinking at one time that I would
-continue to call him by his old title, as being the one most familiar to
-you. But, on second thoughts, I prefer to call him by his real name, as
-I see plainly that to follow the other course would produce still worse
-confusion. I only ask that you will bear his change of title in mind.
-The new Lady Ascot I shall continue to call Adelaide, choosing rather to
-incur the charge of undue familiarity with people so far above me in
-social position, than to be answerable for the inevitable confusion
-which would be caused by my speaking, so often as I shall have to speak,
-of two Ladies Ascot, with such a vast difference between them of age and
-character.
-
-Colonel Whisker, a tenant of Lord Ascot's, had kindly placed his house
-at the disposal of his lordship for his father's funeral. Never was
-there a more opportune act of civility, for Ranford was dismantled; and
-the doors of Casterton were as firmly closed to Adelaide as the gates of
-the great mosque at Ispahan to a Christian.
-
-Two or three days after Lord Ascot's death, it was arranged that he
-should be buried at Ranford. That night the new Lord Ascot came to his
-wife's dressing-room, as usual, to plot and conspire.
-
-"Ascot," said she, "they are all asked to Casterton for the funeral. Do
-you think she will ask me?"
-
-"Oh dear no," said Lord Ascot.
-
-"Why not?" said Adelaide. "She ought to. She is civil enough to me."
-
-"I tell you I know she won't. He and I were speaking about it to-day."
-
-He was looking over her shoulder into the glass, and saw her bite her
-lip.
-
-"Ah," said she. "And what did he say?"
-
-"Oh, he came up in his infernal, cold, insolent way, and said that he
-should be delighted to see me at Casterton during the funeral, but Lady
-Hainault feared that she could hardly find rooms for Lady Ascot and her
-maid."
-
-"Did you knock him down? Did you kick him? Did you take him by the
-throat and knock his hateful head against the wall?" said Adelaide, as
-quietly as if she was saying "How d'ye do?"
-
-"No, my dear, I didn't," said Lord Ascot. "Partly, you see, because I
-did not know how Lord Saltire would take it. And remember, Adelaide, I
-always told you that it would take years, years, before people of that
-sort would receive you."
-
-"What did you say to him?"
-
-"Well, as much as you could expect me to say. I sneered as insolently,
-but much more coarsely, than he could possibly sneer; and I said that I
-declined staying at any house where my wife was not received. And so we
-bowed and parted."
-
-Adelaide turned round and said, "That was kind and manly of you, Welter.
-I thank you for that, Welter."
-
-And so they went down to Colonel Whisker's cottage for the funeral. The
-colonel probably knew quite how the land lay, for he was a man of the
-world, and so he had done a very good-natured action just at the right
-time. She and Lord Ascot lived for a fortnight there, in the most
-charming style; and Adelaide used to make him laugh, by describing what
-it was possible the other party were doing up at the solemn old
-Casterton. She used to put her nose in the air and imitate young Lady
-Hainault to perfection. At another time she would imitate old Lady
-Hainault and her disagreeable sayings equally well. She was very amusing
-that fortnight, though never affectionate. She knew that was useless;
-but she tried to keep Lord Ascot in good humour with her. She had a
-reason. She wanted to get his ear. She wanted him to confide entirely to
-her the exact state of affairs between Lord Saltire and himself. Here
-was Lord Ascot dead, Charles Ravenshoe probably at Alyden in the middle
-of the cholera, and Lord Saltire's vast fortune, so to speak, going
-a-begging. If he were to be clumsy now--now that the link formed by his
-father, Lord Ascot, between him and Lord Saltire was taken away--they
-were ruined indeed. And he was so terribly outspoken!
-
-And so she strained her wits, till her face grew sharp and thin, to keep
-him in good humour. She had a hard task at times; for there was
-something lying up in the deserted house at Ranford which made Lord
-Ascot gloomy and savage now and then, when he thought of it. I believe
-that the man, coarse and brutal as he was, loved his father, in his own
-way, very deeply.
-
-A night or so after the funeral, there was a dressing-room conference
-between the two; and, as the conversation which ensued was very
-important, I must transcribe it carefully.
-
-When he came up to her, she was sitting with her hands folded on her
-lap, looking so perfectly beautiful that Lord Ascot, astonished and
-anxious as he was at that moment, remarked it, and felt pleased at, and
-proud of, her beauty. A greater fool than she might probably have met
-him with a look of love. She did not. She only raised her great eyes to
-his, with a look of intelligent curiosity.
-
-He drew a chair up close to her, and said--
-
-"I am going to make your hair stand bolt up on end, Adelaide, in spite
-of your bandoline."
-
-"I don't think so," said she; but she looked startled, nevertheless.
-
-"I am. What do you think of this?"
-
-"This? I think that is the _Times_ newspaper. Is there anything in it?"
-
-"Read," said he, and pointed to the list of deaths. She read.
-
-"Drowned, while bathing in Ravenshoe Bay, Cuthbert Ravenshoe, Esq., of
-Ravenshoe Hall. In the faith that his forefathers bled and died
-for.--R.I.P."
-
-"Poor fellow!" she said, quietly. "So _he's_ gone, and brother William,
-the groom, reigns in his stead. That is a piece of nonsense of the
-priests about their dying for the faith. I never heard that any of them
-did that. Also, isn't there something wrong about the grammar?"
-
-"I can't say," said Lord Ascot. "I was at Eton, and hadn't the advantage
-that you had of learning English grammar. Did you ever play the game of
-trying to read the _Times_ right across, from one column to another, and
-see what funny nonsense it makes?"
-
-"No. I should think it was good fun."
-
-"Do it now."
-
-She did. Exactly opposite the announcement of Cuthbert's death was the
-advertisement we have seen before--Lord Saltire's advertisement for the
-missing register.
-
-She was attentive and eager enough now. After a time, she said, "Oho!"
-
-Lord Ascot said, "Hey! what do you think of that, Lady Ascot?"
-
-"I am all abroad."
-
-"I'll see if I can fetch you home again. Petre Ravenshoe, in 1778,
-married a milkmaid. She remembered the duties of her position so far as
-to conveniently die before any of the family knew what a fool he had
-made of himself; but so far forgot them as to give birth to a boy, who
-lived to be one of the best shots, and one of the jolliest old cocks I
-ever saw--Old James, the Ravenshoe keeper. Now, my dearly beloved
-grandmother Ascot is, at this present speaking, no less than eighty-six
-years old, and so, at the time of the occurrence, was a remarkably
-shrewd girl of ten. It appears that Petre Ravenshoe, sneaking away here
-and there with his pretty Protestant wife, out of the way of the
-priests, and finding life unendurable, not having had a single chance to
-confess his sins for two long years, came to the good-natured Sir Cingle
-Headstall, grandmamma's papa, and opened his griefs, trying to persuade
-him to break the matter to that fox-hunting old Turk of a father of his,
-Howard. Sir Cingle was too cowardly to face the old man for a time; and
-before the pair of them could summon courage to speak, the poor young
-thing died at Manger Hall, where they had been staying with the
-Headstalls some months. This solved the difficulty, and nothing was said
-about the matter. Petre went home. They had heard reports about his
-living with a woman and having had a baby born. They asked very few
-questions about the child or his mother, and of course it was all
-forgotten conveniently, long before his marriage with my grandaunt, Lady
-Alicia Staunton, came on the tapis, which took place in 1782, when
-grandma was fourteen years of age. Now grandma had, as a girl of ten,
-heard this marriage of Petre Ravenshoe with Maria Dawson discussed in
-her presence, from every point of view, by her father and Petre. Night
-and morning, at bed-time, at meal-times, sober, and very frequently
-drunk. She had heard every possible particular. When she heard of his
-second marriage (my mouth is as dry as dust with this talking; ring the
-bell, and send your maid down for some claret and water)--when she heard
-of his second marriage, she never dreamt of saying anything, of
-course--a chit of fourteen, with a great liability to having her ears
-boxed. So she held her tongue. When, afterwards, my grandfather made
-love to her, she held it the tighter, for my grandaunt's sake, of whom
-she was fond. Petre, after a time, had the boy James home to Ravenshoe,
-and kept him about his own person. He made him his gamekeeper, treated
-him with marked favour, and so on; but the whole thing was a sort of
-misprision of felony, and poor silly old grandma was a party to it."
-
-"You are telling this very well, Ascot," said Adelaide. "I will, as a
-reward, go so far out of my usual habits as to mix you some claret and
-water. I am not going to be tender, you know; but I'll do so much. Now
-that's a dear, good fellow; go on."
-
-"Now comes something unimportant, but inexplicable. Old Lady Hainault
-knew it, and held _her_ tongue. How or why is a mystery we cannot
-fathom, and don't want to. Grandma says that she would have married
-Petre herself, and that her hatred for grandma came from the belief that
-grandma could have stopped the marriage with my grandaunt by speaking.
-After it was over, she thinks that Lady Hainault had sufficient love
-left for Petre to hold her tongue. But this is nothing to the purpose.
-This James, the real heir of Ravenshoe, married an English girl, a
-daughter of a steward on one of our Irish estates, who had been born in
-Ireland, and was called Nora. She was, you see, Irish enough at heart;
-for she committed the bull of changing her own child, poor dear Charles,
-the real heir, for his youngest cousin, William, by way of bettering his
-position, and then confessed the whole matter to the priest. Now this
-new discovery would blow the honest priest's boat out of the water;
-but----"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"Why, grandma can't, for the life of her, remember where they were
-married. She is certain that it was in the north of Hampshire, she says.
-Why or wherefore, she can't say. She says they resided the necessary
-time, and were married by license. She says she is sure of it, because
-she heard him, more than once, say to her father that he had been so
-careful of poor Maria's honour, that he sent her from Ravenshoe to the
-house of the clergyman who married them, who was a friend of his;
-farther than this she knows nothing."
-
-"Hence the advertisement, then. But why was it not inserted before?"
-
-"Why, it appears that, when the whole _esclandre_ took place, and when
-you, my Lady Ascot, jilted the poor fellow for a man who is not worth
-his little finger, she communicated with Lord Saltire at once, and the
-result was, that she began advertising in so mysterious a manner that
-the advertisement was wholly unintelligible. It appears that she and
-Lord Saltire agreed not to disturb Cuthbert till they were perfectly
-sure of everything. But, now he is dead, Lord Saltire has insisted on
-instantly advertising in a sensible way. So you see his advertisement
-appears actually in the same paper which contains Cuthbert's death, the
-news of which William got the night before last by telegraph."
-
-"William, eh? How does he like the cup being dashed from his lips like
-this?"
-
-Lord Ascot laughed. "That ex-groom is a born fool, Lady Ascot. He loves
-his foster-brother better than nine thousand a year, Lady Ascot. He is
-going to start to Varna, and hunt him through the army and bring him
-back."
-
-"It is incredible," said Adelaide.
-
-"I don't know. I might have been such a fool myself once, who knows?"
-
-"Who knows indeed," thought Adelaide, "who knows now?" "So," she said
-aloud, "Charles is heir of Ravenshoe after all."
-
-"Yes. You were foolish to jilt him."
-
-"I was. Is Alyden healthy?"
-
-"You know it is not. Our fellows are dying like dogs."
-
-"Do they know what regiment he is in?"
-
-"They think, from Lady Hainault's and Mary Corby's description, that it
-is the 140th."
-
-"Why did not William start on this expedition before?"
-
-"I don't know. A new impulse. They have written to all sorts of
-commanding officers, but he won't turn up till he chooses, if I know him
-right."
-
-"If William brings him back?"
-
-"Why, then he'll come into nine, or more probably twelve thousand a
-year. For those tin lodes have turned up trumps."
-
-"And the whole of Lord Saltire's property?"
-
-"I suppose so."
-
-"And we remain beggars?"
-
-"I suppose so," said Lord Ascot. "It is time to go to bed, Lady Ascot."
-
-This is exactly the proper place to give the results of William's
-expedition to Varna. He arrived there just after the army had gone
-forward. Some men were left behind invalided, among whom were two or
-three of the 140th. One of these William selected as being a likely man
-from whom to make inquiries.
-
-He was a young man, and, likely enough, a kind-hearted one; but when he
-found himself inquired of by a handsome, well-dressed young gentleman,
-obviously in search of a missing relative, a lying spirit entered into
-him, and he lied horribly. It appeared that he had been the intimate and
-cherished comrade of Charles Horton (of whom he had never heard in his
-life). That they had ridden together, drunk together, and slept side by
-side. That he had nursed him through the cholera, and then (seeing no
-other way out of the maze of falsehood in which he had entangled
-himself), that he assisted to bury him with his own hands. Lastly, lying
-on through mere recklessness, into desperation, and so into a kind of
-sublimity, he led William out of the town, and pointed out to him
-Charles's untimely grave. When he saw William pick some dry grass from
-the grave, when he saw him down on his knees, with his cheek on the
-earth, then he was sorry for what he had done. And, when he was alone,
-and saw William's shadow pass across the blazing white wall, for one
-instant, before he went under the dark gateway of the town, then the
-chinking gold pieces fell from his hand on the burning sandy ground, and
-he felt that he would have given them, and ten times more, to have
-spoken the truth.
-
-So Charles was dead and buried, was he? Not quite yet, if you please.
-Who is this riding, one of a gallant train, along the shores of the bay
-of Eupatoria towards some dim blue mountains? Who is this that keeps
-looking each minute to the right, at the noble fleet which is keeping
-pace with the great scarlet and blue rainbow which men call the allied
-armies? At the great cloud of smoke floating angrily seaward, and the
-calm waters of the bay beaten into madness by three hundred throbbing
-propellers?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LI.
-
-IN WHICH CHARLES COMES TO LIFE AGAIN.
-
-
-Ha! This was a life again. Better this than dawdling about at the heels
-of a dandy, or sitting on a wheelbarrow in a mews! There is a scent here
-sweeter than that of the dunghill, or the dandy's essences--what is it?
-The smell of tar, and bilge water, and red herrings. There is a fresh
-whiff of air up this narrow street, which moves your hair, and makes
-your pulse quicken. It is the free wind of the sea. At the end of the
-street are ships, from which comes the clinking of cranes; pleasanter
-music sometimes than the song of nightingales.
-
-Down the narrow street towards the wharf come the hussars. Charles is
-among them. On the wharf, in the confusion, foremost, as far as he dare,
-to assist. He was known as the best horseman in the troop, and, as such,
-was put into dangerous places. He had attracted great attention among
-the officers by his fearlessness and dexterity. The captain had openly
-praised him; and, when the last horse had been slung in, and the last
-cheer given, and the great ship was away down the river, on her message
-of wrath, and woe, and glory, Charles was looking back at Southampton
-spires, a new man with a new career before him.
-
-The few months of degradation, of brooding misery, of listlessness and
-helplessness he had gone through, made this short episode in his life
-appear the most happy and most beautiful of all. The merest clod of a
-recruit in the regiment felt in some way ennobled and exalted: but as
-for Charles, with his intensely, sensitive, romantic nature, he was
-quite, as the French say, _tete montee_. The lowest menial drudgery was
-exalted and glorified. Groom his horse and help clean the deck? Why not?
-That horse must carry him in the day of the merry meeting of heroes.
-Hard living, hard work, bad weather, disease, death: what were they,
-with his youth, health, strength, and nerve? Not to be thought of save
-with a smile. Yes! this expedition of his to the Crimea was the noblest,
-and possibly the happiest in his life. To use a borrowed simile, it was
-like the mournful, beautiful autumn sunset, before the dark night closes
-in. He felt like a boy at midsummer, exploring some wood, or distant
-valley, watched from a distance long, and at last attained; or as one
-feels when, a stranger in a new land, one first rides forth alone into
-the forest on some distant expedition, and sees the new world, dreamt of
-and longed for all one's life, realised in all its beauty and wonder at
-last; and expanding leaf by leaf before one. In a romantic state of
-mind. I can express it no better.
-
-And really it is no wonder that a man, not sea-sick, should have been in
-a state of wonder, eager curiosity, kindliness, and, above all, high
-excitement--which four states of mind, I take it, make up together the
-state of mind called romantic, quixotic, or chivalrous; which is a very
-pleasant state of mind indeed. For curiosity, there was enough to make
-the dullest man curious. Where were they going? Where would the blow be
-struck? Where would the dogs of war first fix their teeth? Would it be a
-campaign in the field, or a siege, or what? For kindliness: were not his
-comrades a good set of brave, free-hearted lads, and was not he the
-favourite among them? As for wonder and excitement, there was plenty of
-that, and it promised to last. Why, the ship herself was a wonder. The
-biggest in the world, carrying 500 men and horses; and every man in the
-ship knew, before she had been five hours at sea, that that
-quiet-looking commander of hers was going to race her out under steam
-the whole way. Who could tire of wondering at the glimpse one got down
-the iron-railed well into the machinery, at the busy cranks and leaping
-pistons, or, when tired of that, at the strange dim vista of swinging
-horses between decks? Wonder and excitement enough here to keep twenty
-Don Quixotes going! Her very name too was romantic--HIMALAYA.
-
-A north-east wind and a mountain of rustling white canvas over head.
-Blue water that seethed and creamed, and roared past to leeward. A calm,
-and the Lizard to the north, a dim grey cape. A south-west wind, and
-above a mighty cobweb of sailless rigging. Top-gallant masts sent down
-and yards close hauled. Still, through it all, the busy clack and rattle
-of the untiring engine.
-
-A dim wild sunset, and scudding prophet clouds that hurried from the
-west across the crimson zenith, like witches towards a sabbath. A wind
-that rose and grew as the sun went down, and hummed loud in the rigging
-as the bows of the ship dipped into the trough of the waves, and failed
-almost into silence as she raised them. A night of storm and terror: in
-the morning, the tumbling broken seas of Biscay. A few fruit brigs
-scudding wildly here and there; and a cape on a new land. A high round
-down, showing a gleam of green among the flying mists.
-
-Sail set again before a northerly wind, and the ship rolling before it
-like a jolly drunkard. Then a dim cloud of smoke before them. Then the
-great steamer _Bussorah_, thundering forward against the wind, tearing
-furiously at the leaping seas with her iron teeth. A hurried glimpse of
-fluttering signals, and bare wet empty decks; and, before you had time
-to say what a noble ship she was, and what good weather she was making
-of it, only a cloud of smoke miles astern.
-
-Now, a dark line, too faint for landsmen's eyes, far ahead, which
-changed into a loom of land, which changed into a cloud, which changed
-into a dim peak towering above the sea mists, which changed into a tall
-crag, with a town, and endless tiers of white fortification--Gibraltar.
-
-Then a strong west wind for three days, carrying the ship flying before
-it with all plain sail set. And each day, at noon, a great excitement on
-the quarter-deck, among the officers. On the third day much cheering and
-laughter, and shaking of hands with the commander. Charles, catching an
-opportunity, took leave to ask his little friend the cornet, what it
-meant. The _Himalaya_ had run a thousand miles in sixty-three hours.[8]
-
-And now at sunrise an island is in sight, flat, bald, blazing yellow in
-the morning sun, with a solitary, flat-topped mass of buildings just in
-the centre, which the sailors say is Civita Vecchia; and, as they sweep
-round the southern point of it, a smooth bay opens, and there is a
-flat-roofed town rising in tiers from the green water--above heavier
-fortifications than those of Gibralter, Charles thinks, but wrongly.
-Right and left, two great forts, St. Elmo and St. Angelo, say the
-sailors; and that flight of stone steps, winding up into the town, is
-the Nix Mangare stairs. A flood of historical recollections comes over
-Charles, and he recognises the place as one long known and very dear to
-him. On those very stairs, Mr. Midshipman Easy stood and resolved that
-he would take a boat and sail to Gozo. What followed on his resolution
-is a matter of history. Other events have taken place at Malta, about
-which Charles was as well informed as the majority, but Charles did not
-think of them; not even of St. Paul and the viper, or the old windy
-dispute, in Greek Testament lecture, at Oxford, between this Melita and
-the other one off the coast of Illyricum. He thought of Midshipman Easy,
-and felt as if he had seen the place before.
-
-I suppose that, if I knew my business properly, I should at this point
-represent Charles as falling down the companion-ladder and spraining his
-ankle, or as having over-eaten himself, or something of that sort, and
-so pass over the rest of the voyage by saying that he was confined to
-his bunk, and saw no more of it. But I am going to do nothing of the
-sort, for two reasons. In the first place, because he did not do
-anything of the kind; and in the next, because he saw somebody at
-Constantinople, of whom I am sure you will be glad to hear again.
-
-Charles had seen Tenedos golden in the east, and Lemnos purple in the
-west, as the sun went down; then, after having steamed at half-speed
-through the Dardanelles, was looking the next evening at Constantinople,
-and at the sun going down behind the minarets, and at all that sort of
-thing, which is no doubt very beautiful, but of which one seems to have
-heard once or twice before. The ship was lying at anchor, with fires
-banked, and it was understood that they were waiting for a Queen's
-messenger.
-
-They could see their own boat, which they had sent to wait for him at
-Seraglio Point. One of the sailors had lent Charles a telescope--a
-regular old brute of a telescope, with a crack across the object-glass.
-Charles was looking at the boat with it, and suddenly said, "There he
-is."
-
-He saw a small grey-headed man, with moustaches, come quickly down and
-get into the boat, followed by some Turks with his luggage. This was
-Colonel Oldhoss, the Queen's messenger; but there was another man with
-him, whom Charles recognised at once. He handed the telescope to the man
-next him, and walked up and down the deck rapidly.
-
-"I _should_ like to speak to him," he thought, "if it were only one
-word. Dear old fellow. But then he will betray me, and they will begin
-persecuting me at home, dear souls. I suppose I had better not. No. If I
-am wounded and dying I will send for him. I will not speak to him now."
-
-The Queen's messenger and his companion came on board, and the ship got
-under way and steamed through the Bosphorus out into the wild seething
-waves of the "Fena Kara degniz," and Charles turned in without having
-come near either of them. But in the chill morning, when the ship's head
-was north-west, and the dawn was flushing up on the distant Thracian
-sierra, Charles was on deck, and, while pausing for an instant in his
-duties, to look westward, and try to remember what country and what
-mountains lay to the north-west of Constantinople, a voice behind him
-said quietly, "Go, find me Captain Croker, my man." He turned, and was
-face to face with General Mainwaring.
-
-It was only for an instant, but their eyes met; the general started, but
-he did not recognise him. Charles's moustache had altered him so much
-that it was no great wonder. He was afraid that the general would seek
-him out again, but he did not. These were busy times. They were at Varna
-that night.
-
-Men were looking sourly at one another. The French expedition had just
-come in from Kustendji in a lamentable state, and the army was rotting
-in its inactivity. You know all about that as well as I can tell you;
-what is of more importance to us is, that Lieutenant Hornby had been
-down with typhus, and was recovering very slowly, so that Charles's
-chances of meeting him were very small.
-
-What am I to do with this three weeks or more at Varna to which I have
-reduced Charles, you, and myself? Say as little about it as need be, I
-should say. Charles and his company were, of course, moved up at once to
-the cavalry camp at Devna, eighteen miles off, among the pleasant hills
-and woodlands. Once, his little friend, the young cornet, who had taken
-a fancy for him, made him come out shooting with him to carry his bag.
-And they scrambled and clambered, and they tore themselves with thorns,
-and they fell down steep places, and utterly forgot their social
-positions towards one another. And they tried to carry home every object
-which was new to them, including a live turtle and a basaltic column.
-And they saw a green lizard, who arched his tail and galloped away like
-a racehorse, and a grey lizard, who let down a bag under his chin and
-barked at them like a dog. And the cornet shot a quail, and a hare, and
-a long-tailed francolin, like a pheasant, and a wood-pigeon. And,
-lastly, they found out that, if you turned over the stones, there were
-scorpions under them, who tucked their claws under their armpits, as a
-man folds his arms, and sparred at them with their tails, drawing their
-sting in and out, as an experienced boxer moves his left hand when
-waiting for an attack. Altogether, they had a glorious day in a new
-country, and did not remember in what relation they were to one another
-till they topped the hill above Devna by moonlight, and saw the two long
-lakes, stretching towards the sea, broken here and there into silver
-ripples by the oars of the commissariat boats. A happy innocent
-schoolboy day--the sort of day which never comes if we prepare for it
-and anticipate it, but which comes without warning, and is never
-forgotten.
-
-Another day the cornet had business in Varna, and he managed that
-Charles should come with him as orderly; and with him, as another
-orderly, went the young lad who spoke about his sister in the pot-house
-of Windsor; for this lad was another favourite of the cornet's, being a
-quiet, gentlemanly lad, in fact a favourite with everybody. A very
-handsome lad, too. And the three went branking bravely down the
-hill-side, through the woodlands, over the streaming plain, into the
-white dirty town. And the cornet must stay and dine with the mess of the
-42nd, and so Charles and the other lad might go where they would. And
-they went and bathed, and then, when they had dressed, they stood
-together under the burning white wall, looking over the wicked Black
-Sea, smoking. And Charles told his comrade about Ravenshoe, about the
-deer, and the pheasants, and the blackcock, and about the big trout that
-lay nosing up into the swift places, in the cool clear water. And
-suddenly the lad turned on him, with his handsome face livid with agony
-and horror, and clutched him convulsively by both arms, and prayed him,
-for God Almighty's sake----
-
-There, that will do. We need not go on. The poor lad was dead in four
-hours. The cholera was very prevalent at Varna that month, and those who
-dawdled about in the hot sun, at the mouth of the filthy drains of that
-accursed hole, found it unto their cost. We were fighting, you see, to
-preserve the town to those worthless dirty Turks, against the valiant,
-noble, but, I fear, equally dirty Russians. The provoking part of the
-Russian war was, that all through we respected and liked our gallant
-enemies far more than we did the useless rogues for whom we were
-fighting. Moreover, our good friends the French seem to have been more
-struck by this absurdity than ourselves.
-
-I only mentioned this sad little incident to show that this Devna life
-among the pleasant woodlands was not all sunshine; that now and then
-Charles was reminded, by some tragedy like this, that vast masses of men
-were being removed from ordinary occupations and duties into an unusual
-and abnormal mode of life; and that Nature was revenging herself for the
-violation of her laws.
-
-You see that we have got through this three weeks more pleasantly than
-they did at Varna. Charles was sorry when the time came for breaking up
-the camp among the mountain woodlands. The more so, as it had got about
-among the men that they were only to take Sebastopol by a sudden attack
-in the rear, and spend the winter there. There would be no work for the
-cavalry, every one said.
-
-It is just worthy of notice how, when one once begins a vagabond life,
-one gets attached to a place where one may chance to rest even for a
-week. When one gets accustomed to a change of locality every day for a
-long while, a week's pause gives one more familiarity with a place than
-a month's residence in a strange house would give if one were habitually
-stationary. This remark is almost a platitude, but just worth writing
-down. Charles liked Devna, and had got used to it, and parted from it as
-he would from a home.
-
-This brings us up to the point where, after his death and burial, I have
-described him as riding along the shore of the Bay of Eupatoria,
-watching the fleet. The 140th had very little to do. They were on the
-extreme left; on the seventeenth they thought they were going to have
-some work, for they saw 150 of the lancers coming in, driving a lot of
-cattle before them, and about 1,000 Cossacks hanging on their rear. But,
-when some light dragoons rode leisurely out to support them, the
-Cossacks rode off, and the 140th were still condemned to inactivity.
-
-Hornby had recovered, and was with the regiment. He had not recognised
-Charles, of course. Even if he had come face to face with him, it was
-almost unlikely that he would have recognised him in his moustache. They
-were not to meet as yet.
-
-In the evening of the nineteenth there was a rumble of artillery over
-the hill in front of them, which died away in half an hour. Most of the
-rest of the cavalry were further to the front of the extreme left, and
-were "at it," so it was understood, with the Cossacks. But the 140th
-were still idle.
-
-On the morning of the twentieth, Charles and the rest of them, sitting
-in their saddles, heard the guns booming in front and on the right. It
-became understood among the men that the fleet was attacking some
-batteries. Also, it was whispered that the Russians were going to stand
-and fight. Charles was sixth man from the right of the rear rank of the
-third troop. He could see the tails of the horses immediately before
-him, and could remark that his front-rank man had a great patch of oil
-on the right shoulder of his uniform. He could also see Hornby in the
-troop before him.
-
-These guns went moaning on in the distance till half-past one; but still
-they sat there idle. About that time there was a new sound in the air,
-close on their right, which made them prick up their ears and look at
-one another. Even the head of the column could have seen nothing, for
-they were behind the hill. But all could hear, and guess. We all know
-that sound well enough now. You hear it now, thank God, on every village
-green in England when the cricket is over. Crack, crack! Crack, crack!
-The noise of advancing skirmishers.
-
-And so it grew from the right towards the front, towards the left, till
-the air was filled with the shrill treble of musketry. Then, as the
-French skirmished within reach of the artillery, the deep bass roared
-up, and the men, who dared not whisper before, could shout at one
-another without rebuke.
-
-Louder again, as our artillery came into range. All the air was tortured
-with concussion. Charles would have given ten years of his life to know
-what was going on on the other side of the hill. But no. There they sat,
-and he had to look at the back of the man before him; and at this time
-he came to the conclusion that the patch of grease on his right shoulder
-was of the same shape as the map of Sweden.
-
-A long weary two hours or more was spent like this. Charles, by looking
-forward and to the right, between the two right-hand men of the troop
-before him, could see the ridge of the hill, and see the smoke rising
-from beyond it, and drifting away to the left before the sea-breeze. He
-saw an aide-de-camp come over that ridge and dismount beside the captain
-of Hornby's troop, loosening his girths. They laughed together; then the
-captain shouted to Hornby, and he laughed and waved his sword over his
-head. After this, he was reduced to watching the back of the man before
-him, and studying the map of Sweden. It was becoming evident that the
-map of North America, if it existed, must be on his left shoulder, under
-his hussar jacket, and that the Pacific Islands must be round in front,
-about his left breast, when the word was given to go forward.
-
-They advanced to the top of the hill, and wheeled. Charles, for one
-instant, had a glimpse of the valley below, seething and roaring like a
-volcano. Everywhere bright flashes of flame, single, or running along in
-lines, or blazing out in volleys. The smoke, driven to the left by the
-wind, hung across the valley like a curtain. On the opposite hill a ring
-of smoke and fire, and in front of it a thin scarlet line disappearing.
-That was all. The next moment they wheeled to the right, and Charles saw
-only the back of the man before him, and the patch of grease on his
-shoulder.
-
-But that night was a night of spurs for them. Hard riding for them far
-into the night. The field of the Alma had been won, and they were
-ordered forward to harass the Cossacks, who were covering the rear of
-the Russian army. They never got near them. But ever after, when the
-battle of the Alma was mentioned before him, Charles at once used to
-begin thinking of the map of Sweden.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LII.
-
-WHAT LORD SALTIRE AND FATHER MACKWORTH SAID WHEN THEY LOOKED OUT OF THE
-WINDOW.
-
-
-"And how do you do, my dear sir?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"I enjoy the same perfect health as ever, I thank you, my lord," said
-Father Mackworth. "And allow me to say, that I am glad to see your
-lordship looking just the same as ever. You may have forgotten that you
-were the greatest benefactor that I ever had. I have not."
-
-"Nay, nay," said Lord Saltire. "Let bygones be bygones, my dear sir.
-By-the-bye, Mr. Mackworth--Lord Hainault."
-
-"I am delighted to see you at Casterton, Mr. Mackworth," said Lord
-Hainault. "We are such rabid Protestants here, that the mere presence of
-a Catholic ecclesiastic of any kind is a source of pleasurable
-excitement to us. When, however, we get among us a man like you--a man
-of whose talents we have heard so much, and a man personally endeared to
-us, through the love he bore to one of us who is dead, we give him a
-threefold welcome."
-
-Lord Saltire used, in his _tete-a-tetes_ with Lady Ascot, to wish to Gad
-that Hainault would cure himself of making speeches. He was one of the
-best fellows in the world, but he would always talk as if he was in the
-House of Lords. This was very true about Lord Hainault; but, although he
-might be a little stilted in his speech, he meant every word he said,
-and was an affectionate, good-hearted man, and withal, a clever one.
-
-Father Mackworth bowed, and was pleased with the compliment. His nerve
-was in perfect order, and he was glad to find that Lord Hainault was
-well inclined towards him, though just at this time the Most Noble the
-Marquis of Hainault was of less importance to him than one of the grooms
-in the stable. What he required of himself just now was to act and look
-in a particular way, and to do it naturally and without effort. His
-genius rose to the situation. He puzzled Lord Saltire.
-
-"This is a sad business," said Lord Saltire.
-
-"A bitter business," said Mackworth. "I loved that man, my lord."
-
-He looked suddenly up as he said it, and Lord Saltire saw that he was in
-earnest. He waited for him to go on, watching him intently with his
-eyelids half dropped over his grey eagle eyes.
-
-"That is not of much consequence, though," said Father Mackworth.
-"Speaking to a man of the world, what is more to the purpose is, to
-hear what is the reason of your lordship's having sought this interview.
-I am very anxious to know that, and so, if I appear rude, I must crave
-forgiveness."
-
-Lord Saltire looked at him minutely and steadily. How Mackworth looked
-was of more importance to Lord Saltire than what he said. On the other
-hand, Mackworth every now and then calmly and steadily raised his eyes
-to Lord Saltire's, and kept them fixed there while he spoke to him.
-
-"Not at all, my dear sir," said Lord Saltire. "If you will have business
-first, however, which is possibly the best plan, we will have it, and
-improve our acquaintance afterwards. I asked you to come to me to speak
-of family matters. You have seen our advertisement?"
-
-"I have, indeed," said Mackworth, looking up with a smile. "I was
-utterly taken by surprise. Do you think that you can be right about this
-marriage?"
-
-"Oh! I am sure of it," said Lord Saltire.
-
-"I cannot believe it," said Mackworth. "And I'll tell you why. If it
-ever took place I _must_ have heard of it. Father Clifford, my
-predecessor, was Petre Ravenshoe's confessor. I need not tell you that
-he must have been in possession of the fact. Your knowledge of the world
-will tell you how impossible it is that, in a house so utterly
-priest-ridden as the House of Ravenshoe, an affair of such moment could
-be kept from the knowledge of the father-confessor. Especially when the
-delinquent, if I may so express myself, was the most foolishly bigoted,
-and cowardly representative of that house which had appeared for many
-generations. I assure you, upon my honour, that Clifford _must_ have
-known it. And, if he had known of it, he must have communicated it to
-me. No priest could possibly have died without leaving such a secret to
-his successor; a secret which would make the owner of it--that is, the
-priest--so completely the master of Ravenshoe and all in it. I confessed
-that man on his death-bed, my lord," said Mackworth, looking quietly at
-Lord Saltire, with a smile, "and I can only tell you, if you can bring
-yourself to believe a priest, that there was not one word said about his
-marriage."
-
-"No?" said Lord Saltire, pensively looking out of the window. "And yet
-Lady Ascot seems so positive."
-
-"I sincerely hope," said Mackworth, "that she may be wrong. It would be
-a sad thing for me. I am comfortable and happy at Ravenshoe. Poor dear
-Cuthbert has secured my position there during my lifetime. The present
-Mr. Ravenshoe is not so tractable as his brother, but I can get on well
-enough with him. But in case of this story being true, and Mr. Charles
-Horton coming back, my position would be untenable, and Ravenshoe would
-be in Protestant hands for the first time in history. I should lose my
-home, and the Church would lose one of its best houses in the west. The
-best, in fact. I had sooner be at Ravenshoe than at Segur. I am very
-much pleased at your lordship's having sought this conference. It shows
-you have some trust in me, to consult me upon a matter in which my own
-interests are all on one side."
-
-Lord Saltire bowed. "There is another way to look at the matter, too, my
-dear sir. If we prove our case, which is possible, and in case of our
-poor dear Charles dying or getting killed, which is probable, why then
-William comes in for the estate again. Suppose, now, such a possibility
-as his dying without heirs; why, then, Miss Ravenshoe is the greatest
-heiress in the West of England. Have you any idea where Miss Ravenshoe
-is?"
-
-Both Lord Saltire and Lord Hainault turned on him as the former said
-this. For an instant Mackworth looked inquiringly from one to the other,
-with his lips slightly parted, and said, "Miss Ravenshoe?" Then he gave
-a half-smile of intelligence, and said, "Ah! yes; I was puzzled for a
-moment. Yes, in that case poor Ellen would be Miss Ravenshoe. Yes, and
-the estate would remain in Catholic hands. What a prospect for the
-Church! A penitent heiress! The management of L12,000 a year! Forgive my
-being carried away for a moment. You know I am an enthusiastic
-Churchman. I have been bound, body and soul, to the Church from a child,
-and such a prospect, even in such remote perspective, has dazzled me.
-But I am afraid I shall see rather a large family of Ravenshoes between
-me and such a consummation. William is going to marry."
-
-"Then you do not know where poor Ellen is?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"I do not," said Mackworth; "but I certainly shall try to discover, and
-most certainly I shall succeed. William might die on this very
-expedition. You might prove your case. If anything were to happen to
-William, I most certainly hope you may, and will give you every
-assistance. For half a loaf is better than no bread. And besides,
-Charles also might be killed, or die of cholera. As it is, I shall not
-move in the matter. I shall not help you to bring a Protestant to
-Ravenshoe. Now, don't think me a heartless man for talking like this; I
-am nothing of the kind. But I am talking to two very shrewd men of the
-world, and I talk as a man of the world; that is all."
-
-At this point Lord Hainault said, "What is that?" and left the room.
-Lord Saltire and Mackworth were alone together.
-
-"Now, my dear sir," said Lord Saltire, "I am glad you have spoken merely
-as a man of the world. It makes matters so much easier. You could help
-us if you would."
-
-Mackworth laughed. "Of course I could, my lord. I could bring the whole
-force of the Catholic Church, at my back, to give assistance. With our
-powers of organisation, we could discover all about the marriage in no
-time (if it ever took place, which I don't choose to believe just now).
-Why, it would pay us to search minutely every register in England, if it
-were to keep such a house in the hands of the Church. But the Catholic
-Church, in my poor person, politely declines to move all its vast
-machinery, to give away one of its best houses to a Protestant."
-
-"I never supposed that the dear old lady would do anything of the kind.
-But, as for Mr. Mackworth, will nothing induce _him_ to move _his_ vast
-machinery in our cause?"
-
-"I am all attention, my lord."
-
-"In case of our finding Charles, then?"
-
-"Yes," said Mackworth, calmly.
-
-"Twenty thousand?"
-
-"No," said Mackworth. "It wouldn't do. Twenty million wouldn't do. You
-see there is a difference between a soldier disguising himself, and
-going into the enemy's camp, to lie, and it may be, murder, to gain
-information for his own side, and the same soldier deserting to the
-enemy, and giving information. The one is a hero, and the other a rogue.
-I am a hero. You must forgive me for putting matters so coarsely, but
-you distrust me so entirely that I am forced to do so."
-
-"I do not think you have put it so coarsely," said Lord Saltire. "I have
-to ask your forgiveness for this offer of money, which you have so nobly
-refused. They say every man has his price. If this is the case, yours is
-a very high one, and you should be valued accordingly."
-
-"Now, my lord, before we conclude this interview, let me tell you two
-things, which may be of advantage to you. The first is, that you cannot
-buy a Jesuit."
-
-"A Jesuit!"
-
-"Ay. And the next thing is this. This marriage of Petre Ravenshoe is all
-a fiction of Lady Ascot's brain. I wish you good morning, my lord."
-
-There are two sides to every door. You grant that. A man cannot be in
-two places at once. You grant that, without the exception made by the
-Irish member. Very well then. I am going to describe what took place on
-both sides of the library door at the conclusion of this interview.
-Which side shall I describe first?
-
-That is entirely as I choose, and I choose to describe the outside
-first. The side where Father Mackworth was. This paragraph and the last
-are written in imitation of the Shandean-Southey-Doctorian style. The
-imitation is a bad one, I find, and approaches nearer to the lower style
-known among critics as Swivellerism; which consists in saying the first
-thing that comes into your head. Any style would be quite allowable,
-merely as a rest to one's aching brain, after the dreadfully keen
-encounter between Lord Saltire and Father Mackworth, recorded above.
-
-When Mackworth had closed the library door behind him, he looked at it
-for a moment, as if to see it was safe, and then his whole face
-underwent a change. It grew haggard and anxious, and, as he parted his
-lips to moisten them, the lower one trembled. His eyes seemed to grow
-more prominent, and a leaden ring began to settle round them; he paused
-in a window, and raised his hand towards his head. When he had raised it
-half way he looked at it; it was shaking violently.
-
-"I am not the man I was," he said. "These great field-days upset me. My
-nerve is going, God help me. It is lucky that I was really puzzled by
-his calling her Miss Ravenshoe. If I had not been all abroad, I could
-never have done so well. I must be very careful. My nerve ought not to
-go like this. I have lived a temperate life in every way. Possibly a
-little too temperate. I won't go through another interview of this kind
-without wine. It is not safe.
-
-"The chances are ten to one in favour of one never hearing of Charles
-again, Shot and steel and cholera. Then William only to think of. In
-that case I am afraid I should like to bring in the elder branch of the
-family, to that young gentleman's detriment. I wish my nerve was better;
-this irritability increases on me in spite of all my care. I wish I
-could stand wine.
-
-"Ravenshoe, with Ellen for its mistress, and Mackworth living there as
-her master! A penitential devotee, and a clever man for confessor! And
-twelve thousand a year! If we Jesuits were such villains as the
-Protestants try to make us out, Master William would be unwise to live
-in the house with me.
-
-"I wonder if Lord Saltire guesses that I hold the clue in my hand. I
-can't remember the interview, or what I said. My memory begins to go.
-They should put a younger man in such a place. But I would not yield to
-another man. No. The stakes are too high. I wish I could remember what I
-said.
-
-"Does William dream that, in case of Charles's death, he is standing
-between me and the light? At all events, Lord Saltire sees it. I wonder
-if I committed myself. I remember I was very honest and
-straightforward? What was it I said at last? I have an uneasy feeling
-about that, but I can't remember.
-
-"I hope that Butler will keep the girl well in hand. If I was to get
-ill, it would all rest with him. God! I hope I shall not get ill."
-
-Now we will go to the other side of the door. Lord Saltire sat quietly
-upright in his chair until the door was safely closed. Then he took a
-pinch of snuff. He did not speak aloud, but he looked cunningly at the
-door, and said to himself--
-
-"Odd!"
-
-Another pinch of snuff. Then he said aloud, "Uncommon curious, by Ged."
-
-"What is curious?" said Lord Hainault, who had come into the room.
-
-"Why, that fellow. He took me in to the last moment. I thought he was
-going to be simply honest; but he betrayed himself by over-eagerness at
-the end. His look of frank honesty was assumed; the real man came out in
-the last sentence. You should have seen how his face changed, when he
-turned sharply on me, after fancying he had lulled suspicion to sleep,
-and told me that the marriage was a fiction. He forgot his manners for
-the first time, and laid his hand upon my knee."
-
-Lord Hainault said, "Do you think that he knows about the marriage?"
-
-"I am sure he does. And he knows where Ellen is."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because I am sure of it."
-
-"That is hardly a reason, my dear Lord Saltire. Don't you think, eh?"
-
-"Think what?"
-
-"Think that you are--well," said Lord Hainault, in a sort of
-desperation, "are not you, my dear lord, to put it very mildly,
-generalising from an insufficient number of facts? I speak with all
-humility before one of the shrewdest men in Europe; but don't you think
-so?"
-
-"No, I don't," said Lord Saltire.
-
-"I bow," said Lord Hainault. "The chances are ten to one that you are
-right, and I am wrong. Did you make the offer?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And did he accept it?"
-
-"Of course he didn't. I told you he wouldn't."
-
-"That is strange, is it not?"
-
-"No," said Lord Saltire.
-
-Lord Hainault laughed, and then Lord Saltire looked up and laughed too.
-"I like being rude to you, Hainault. You are so solemn."
-
-"Well," said Lord Hainault with another hearty laugh. "And what are we
-to do now?"
-
-"Why, wait till William comes back," said Lord Saltire. "We can do
-nothing till then, my dear boy. God bless you, Hainault. You are a good
-fellow."
-
-When the old man was left alone, he rose and looked out of the window.
-The bucks were feeding together close under the windows; and, farther
-off, under the shadow of the mighty cedars, the does and fawns were
-standing and lying about lazily, shaking their broad ears and stamping
-their feet. Out from the great rhododendron thickets, right and left of
-the house, the pheasants were coming to spend the pleasant evening-tide
-in running to and fro, and scratching at the ant-hills. The rabbits,
-too, were showing out among the grass, scuttling about busily. The
-peacock had lit down from the stable roof, and was elegantly picking his
-way and dragging his sweeping train among the pheasants and the rabbits;
-and on the topmost, copper-red, cedar-boughs, some guinea fowl were
-noisily preparing for roost. One hundred yards from the window the park
-seemed to end, for it dropped suddenly down in a precipitous, almost
-perpendicular slope of turf, three hundred and fifty feet high, towards
-the river, which you could see winding on for miles through the richly
-wooded valley; a broad riband of silver, far below. Beyond, wooded
-hills: on the left, endless folds of pearl-coloured downs; to the right,
-the town, a fantastic grey and red heap of buildings, lying along from
-the river, which brimmed full up to its wharves and lane ends; and, over
-it, a lazy cloud of smoke, from which came the gentle booming of
-golden-toned bells.
-
-Casterton is not a show place. Lord Hainault has a whim about it. But
-you may see just such a scene, with variations, of course, from
-Park-place, or Hedsor, or Chiefden, or fifty other houses on the king of
-rivers. I wonder when the tour of the Thames will become fashionable. I
-have never seen anything like it, in its way. And I have seen a great
-many things.
-
-Lord Saltire looked out on all this which I have roughly described (for
-a reason). And, as he looked, he spoke to himself, thus, or nearly so--
-
-"And so I am the last of them all; and alone. Hardly one of them left.
-Hardly one. And their sons are feeding their pheasants, and planting
-their shrubberies still, as we did. And the things that were terrible
-realities for us, are only printed words for them, which they try to
-realise, but cannot. The thirty mad long years, through which we stood
-with our backs to the wall, and ticketed as "the revolutionary wars,"
-and put in a pigeon-hole. I wish they would do us justice. We _were_
-right. Hainault's pheasants prove it. They must pay their twenty million
-a year, and thank us that they have got off so easy.
-
-"I wonder what _they_ would do, in such a pinch as we had. They seem to
-be as brave as ever; but I am afraid of their getting too much
-unbrutalised for another struggle like ours. I suppose I am wrong, for I
-am getting too old to appreciate new ideas, but I am afraid of our
-getting too soft. It is a bygone prejudice, I am afraid. One comfort is,
-that such a struggle can never come again. If it did, they might have
-the will to do all that we did, and more, but have they the power? This
-extension of the suffrage has played the devil, and now they want to
-extend it farther, the madmen! They'll end by having a House full of
-Whigs. And then--why, then, I suppose, there'll be nothing but Whigs in
-the House. That seems to me near about what will happen. Well! well! I
-was a Whig myself once on a time.
-
-"All gone. Every one of them. And I left on here, in perfect health and
-preservation, as much an object of wonder to the young ones as a dodo
-would be to a poultry-fancier. Before the effect of our deeds has been
-fully felt, our persons have become strange, and out of date. But yet I,
-strange to say, don't want to go yet. I want to see that Ravenshoe boy
-again. Gad! how I love that boy. He has just Barkham's sweet, gentle,
-foolish way with him. I determined to make him my heir from the first
-time I saw him at Ranford, if he turned out well. If I had announced it,
-everything would have gone right. What an endless series of unlucky
-accidents that poor boy has had.
-
-"Just like Barkham. The same idle, foolish, lovable creature, with anger
-for nothing; only furious, blind indignation for injustice and wrong. I
-wish he would come back. I am getting aweary of waiting.
-
-"I wonder if I shall see Barkham again, just to sit with my arm on his
-shoulder, as I used to on the terrace in old times. Only for one short
-half-hour----"
-
-I shall leave off here. I don't want to follow the kind old heathen
-through his vague speculations about a future state. You see how he had
-loved his son. You see why he loved Charles. That is all I wished to
-show you.
-
-"And if Charles don't come back? By Gad! I am very much afraid the
-chances are against it. Well, I suppose, if the poor lad dies, I must
-leave the money to Welter and his wife, if it is only for the sake of
-poor Ascot, who was a good fellow. I wonder if we shall ever get at the
-bottom of this matter about the marriage. I fancy not, unless Charles
-dies, in which case Ellen will be re-instated by the priest.
-
-"I hope William will make haste back with him. Old fellows like me are
-apt to go off in a minute. And if he dies and I have not time to make a
-will, the whole goes to the Crown, which will be a bore. I would sooner
-Welter had it than that."
-
-Lord Saltire stood looking out of the library window, until the river
-looked like a chain of crimson pools, stretching westward towards the
-sinking sun. The room behind him grew dark, and the marble pillars,
-which divided it in unequal portions, stood like ghosts in the gloom. He
-was hidden by the curtain, and presently he heard the door open, and a
-light footstep stealthily approaching over the Turkey carpet. There was
-a rustle of a woman's dress, and a moving of books on the centre table,
-by some hand which evidently feared detection. Lord Saltire stepped from
-behind his curtain, and confronted Mary Corby.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIII.
-
-CAPTAIN ARCHER TURNS UP.
-
-
-"Do not betray me, my lord," said Mary, from out of the gloom.
-
-"I will declare your malpractices to the four winds of heaven, Miss
-Corby, as soon as I know what they are. Why, why do you come rustling
-into the room, like a mouse in the dark? Tell me at once what this
-hole-and-corner work means."
-
-"I will not, unless you promise not to betray me, Lord Saltire."
-
-"Now just think how foolish you are. How can I possibly make myself
-particeps, of what is evidently a most dark and nefarious business,
-without knowing beforehand what benefit I am to receive? You offer me no
-share of booty; you offer me no advantage, direct or indirect, in
-exchange for my silence, except that of being put into possession of
-facts which it is probably dangerous to know anything about. How can you
-expect to buy me on such terms as these?"
-
-"Well, then, I will throw myself on your generosity. I want
-_Blackwood_. If I can find _Blackwood_ now, I shall get a full hour at
-it to myself while you are all at dinner. Do you know where it is?"
-
-"Yes," said Lord Saltire.
-
-"Do tell me, please. I do so want to finish a story in it. Please to
-tell me where it is."
-
-"I won't."
-
-"Why not? How very unkind. We have been friends eight months now, and
-you are just beginning to be cross to me. You see how familiarity breeds
-contempt; you used to be so polite."
-
-"I shan't tell you where _Blackwood_ is," said Lord Saltire, "because I
-don't choose. I don't want you to have it. I want you to sit here in the
-dark and talk to me, instead of reading it."
-
-"I will sit and talk to you in the dark; only you must not tell ghost
-stories."
-
-"I want you to sit in the dark," said Lord Saltire, "because I want to
-be '_vox et praeterea nihil_.' You will see why, directly. My dear Mary
-Corby, I want to have some very serious talk with you. Let us joke no
-more."
-
-Mary settled herself at once into the arm-chair opposite Lord Saltire,
-and, resting her cheek on her hand, turned her face towards the empty
-fireplace. "Now, my dear Lord Saltire," she said, "go on. I think I can
-anticipate what you are going to say."
-
-"You mean about Charles."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Ah, that is only a part of what I have to say. I want to consult you
-there, certainly; but that is but a small part of the business."
-
-"Then I am curious."
-
-"Do you know, then, I am between eighty and ninety years old?"
-
-"I have heard so, my lord."
-
-"Well then, I think that the voice to which you are now listening will
-soon be silent for ever; and do not take offence; consider it as a dead
-man's voice, if you will."
-
-"I will listen to it as the voice of a kind living friend," said Mary.
-"A friend who has always treated me as a reasonable being and an equal."
-
-"That is true, Mary; you are so gentle and so clever, that is no wonder.
-See here, you have no private fortune."
-
-"I have my profession," said Mary, laughing.
-
-"Yes, but your profession is one in which it is difficult to rise,"
-said Lord Saltire, "and so I have thought it necessary to provide for
-you in my will. For I must make a new one."
-
-Poor Mary gave a start. The announcement was so utterly unexpected. She
-did not know what to say or what to think. She had had long night
-thoughts about poverty, old age, a life in a garret as a needlewoman,
-and so on; and had many a good cry over them, and had never found any
-remedy for them except saying her prayers, which she always found a
-perfect specific. And here, all of a sudden, was the question solved!
-She would have liked to thank Lord Saltire. She would have liked to kiss
-his hand; but words were rather deficient. She tried to keep her tears
-back, and she in a way succeeded; then in the honesty of her soul she
-spoke.
-
-"I will thank you more heartily, my lord, than if I went down on my
-knees and kissed your feet. All my present has been darkened by a great
-cloud of old age and poverty in the distance. You have swept that cloud
-away. Can I say more?"
-
-"On your life, not another word. I could have over-burdened you with
-wealth, but I have chosen not to do so. Twenty thousand pounds will
-enable you to live as you have been brought up. Believe an old man when
-he says that more would be a plague to you."
-
-"Twenty thousand pounds!"
-
-"Yes. That will bring you in, you will find, about six hundred a year.
-Take my word for it, it is quite enough. You will be able to keep your
-brougham, and all that sort of thing. Believe me, you would not be happy
-with more."
-
-"More!" said Mary, quietly. "My lord, look here, and see what you have
-done. When the children are going to sleep, I sit, and sew, and sing,
-and, when they are gone to sleep, I still sit, and sew, and think. Then
-I build my Spanish castles; but the highest tower of my castle has risen
-to this--that in my old age I should have ten shillings a week left me
-by some one, and be able to keep a canary bird, and have some old woman
-as pensioner. And now--now--now. Oh! I'll be quiet in a moment. Don't
-speak to me for a moment. God is very good."
-
-I hope Lord Saltire enjoyed his snuff. I think that, if he did not, he
-deserved to. After a pause Mary began again.
-
-"Have I left on you the impression that I am selfish? I am almost afraid
-I have. Is it not so? I have one favour to ask of you. Will you grant
-it?"
-
-"Certainly I will."
-
-"On your honour, my lord."
-
-"On my honour."
-
-"Reduce the sum you have mentioned to one-fourth. I have bound you by
-your honour. Oh, don't make me a great heiress; I am not fit for it."
-
-Lord Saltire said, "Pish! If you say another word I will leave you ten
-thousand more. To the deuce with my honour; don't talk nonsense."
-
-"You said you were going to be quiet in a moment," he resumed presently.
-"Are you quiet now?"
-
-"Yes, my lord, quiet and happy."
-
-"Are you glad I spoke to you in the dark?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You will be more glad that it was in the dark directly. Is Charles
-Ravenshoe quite the same to you as other men?"
-
-"No," said Mary; "that he most certainly is not. I could have answered
-that question _to you_ in the brightest daylight."
-
-"Humph!" said Lord Saltire. "I wish I could see him and you comfortably
-married, do you know? I hope I speak plain enough. If I don't, perhaps
-you will be so good as to mention it, and I'll try to speak a little
-plainer."
-
-"Nay; I quite understand you. I wonder if you will understand me, when I
-say that such a thing is utterly and totally out of the question."
-
-"I was afraid so. You are a pair of simpletons. My dear daughter (you
-must let me call you so), you must contemplate the contingency I have
-hinted at in the dark. I know that the best way to get a man rejected,
-is to recommend him; I therefore, only say, that John Marston loves you
-with his whole heart and soul, and that he is a _protege_ of mine."
-
-"I am speaking to you as I would to my own father. John Marston asked me
-to be his wife last Christmas, and I refused him."
-
-"Oh, yes. I knew all about that the same evening. It was the evening
-after they were nearly drowned out fishing. Then there is no hope of a
-reconsideration there?"
-
-"Not the least," said Mary. "My lord, I will never marry."
-
-"I have not distressed you?"
-
-"Certainly not. You have a right to speak as you have. I am not a silly
-hysterical girl either, that I cannot talk on such subjects without
-affectation. But I will never marry; I will be an old maid. I will write
-novels, or something of that sort. I will not even marry Captain Archer,
-charm he never so wisely."
-
-"Captain Archer! Who on earth is Captain Archer?"
-
-"Don't you know Captain Archer, my lord?" replied Mary, laughing
-heartily, but ending her laugh with a short sob. "Avast heaving! Bear a
-hand, my hearties, and let us light this taper. I think you ought to
-read his letter. He is the man who swam with me out of the cruel sea,
-when the _Warren Hastings_ went down. That is who he is, Lord Saltire."
-And at this point, little Mary, thoroughly unhinged by this strange
-conversation, broke down, and began crying her eyes out, and putting a
-letter into his hand, rose to leave the room.
-
-He held the door open for her. "My dear Mary," he said, "if I have been
-coarse or rude, you must try to forgive me."
-
-"Your straightforward kindness," she said, "is less confusing than the
-most delicate finesse." And so she went.
-
-Captain Archer is one of the very best men I know. If you and I, reader,
-continue our acquaintance, you will soon know more of him than you have
-been able to gather from the pages of Ravenshoe. He was in person
-perhaps the grandest and handsomest fellow you ever saw. He was gentle,
-brave, and courteous. In short, the best example I have ever seen of the
-best class of sailor. By birth he was a gentleman, and he had carefully
-made himself a gentleman in manners. Neither from his dress, which was
-always scrupulously neat and in good taste, nor from his conversation,
-would you guess that he was a sailor, unless in a very select circle,
-where he would, if he thought it pleased or amused, talk salt water by
-the yard. The reason why he had written to Mary in the following style
-was, that he knew she loved it, and he wished to make her laugh. Lord
-Saltire set him down for a mad seaman, and nothing more. You will see
-that he had so thoroughly obscured what he meant to say, that he left
-Mary with the very natural impression that he was going to propose to
-her.
-
-He had done it, he said, from Port Philip Heads, in sixty-four days, at
-last, in consequence of one of his young gentlemen (merchant midshipmen)
-having stole a black cat in Flinder's-lane, and brought her aboard. He
-had caught the westerly wind off the Leuwin and carried it down to 62
-deg., through the ice, and round the Horn, where he had met a cyclone,
-by special appointment, and carried the outside edge of it past the
-Auroras. That during this time it had blown so hard, that it was
-necessary for three midshipmen to be on deck with him night and day, to
-hold his hair on. That, getting too near the centre, he had found it
-necessary to lay her to, which he had successfully done, by tying one of
-his false collars in the fore weather-rigging. And so on. Giving an
-absurd account of his whole voyage, evidently with the intention of
-making her laugh.
-
-He concluded thus: "And now, my dear Mary, I am going to surprise you. I
-am getting rich, and I am thinking of getting married. Have you ever
-thought of such a thing? Your present dependence must be irksome. Begin
-to contemplate a change to a happier and freer mode of life. I will
-explain more fully when I come to you. I shall have much to tell you
-which will surprise you; but you know I love you, and only study your
-happiness. When the first pang of breaking off old associations is over,
-the new life, to such a quiet spirit as yours, becomes at first
-bearable, then happy. A past is soon created. Think of what I have said,
-before I come to you. Your future, my dear, is not a very bright one. It
-is a source of great anxiety to me, who love you so dearly--you little
-know how dearly."
-
-I appeal to any young lady to say whether or no dear Mary was to blame
-if she thought good, blundering Archer was going to propose to her. If
-they give it against her, and declare that there is nothing in the above
-letter leading to such a conclusion, I can only say that Lord Saltire
-went with her and with me, and regarded the letter as written
-preparatory to a proposal. Archer's dismay, when we afterwards let him
-know this, was delightful to behold. His wife was put in possession of
-the fact, by some one who shall be nameless, and I have heard that jolly
-soul use her information against him in the most telling manner on
-critical occasions.
-
-But, before Captain Archer came, there came a letter from William, from
-Varna, announcing Charles's death of cholera. There are melancholy
-scenes, more than enough, in this book, and alas! one more to come: so I
-may spare you the description of their woe at the intelligence, which we
-know to be false. The letter was closely followed by William himself,
-who showed them the grass from his grave. This helped to confirm their
-impression of its truth, however unreasonable. Lord Saltire had a
-correspondence with the Horse Guards, long and windy, which resulted,
-after months, in discovering that no man had enlisted in the 140th under
-the name of Horton. This proved nothing, for Charles might have enlisted
-under a false name, and yet might have been known by his real name to an
-intimate comrade.
-
-Lord Saltire wrote to General Mainwaring. But, by the time his letter
-reached him, that had happened which made it easy for a fool to count on
-his fingers the number of men left in the 140th. Among the dead or among
-the living, no signs of Charles Ravenshoe.
-
-General Mainwaring was, as we all know, wounded on Cathcart's Hill, and
-came home. The news which he brought about the doings of the 140th we
-shall have from first hand. But he gave them no hope about Charles.
-
-Lord Saltire and General Mainwaring had a long interview, and a long
-consultation. Lord Hainault and the General witnessed his will. There
-were some legacies to servants; twenty thousand pounds to Miss Corby;
-ten thousand to John Marston; fifty thousand pounds to Lady Ascot; and
-the rest, amounting in one way or another, to nearly five hundred
-thousand pounds, was left to Lord Ascot (our old acquaintance, Lord
-Welter) and his heirs for ever.
-
-There was another clause in the will, carefully worded--carefully
-guarded about by every legal fence which could be erected by law, and by
-money to buy that law--to the effect that, if Charles should reappear,
-he was to come into a fortune of eighty thousand pounds, funded
-property.
-
-Now please to mark this. Lord Ascot was informed by General Mainwaring
-that, the death of Charles Ravenshoe being determined on as being a
-fact, Lord Saltire had made his will in his (Lord Ascot's) favour. I
-pray you to remember this. Lord Ascot knew no particulars, only that the
-will was in his favour. If you do not keep this in mind, it would be
-just as well if there had been no Lord Welter at all in the story.
-
-Ravenshoe and its poor twelve thousand a year begin to sink into
-insignificance, you see. But still we must attend to it. How did
-Charles's death affect Mackworth? Rather favourably. The property could
-not come into the hands of a Protestant now. William was a staunch
-Catholic, though rebellious and disagreeable. If anything happened to
-him, why, then there was Ellen to be produced. Things might have been
-better, certainly, but they were certainly improved by that young cub's
-death, and by the cessation of all search for the marriage register. And
-so on. If you care to waste time on it, you may think it all through for
-yourselves, as did not Father Mackworth.
-
-And I'll tell you why. Father Mackworth had had a stroke of paralysis,
-as men will have, who lead, as he did, a life of worry and excitement,
-without taking proper nourishment; and he was lying, half idiotic, in
-the priest's tower at Ravenshoe.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIV.
-
-CHARLES MEETS HORNBY AT LAST
-
-
-Oh for the whispering woodlands of Devna! Oh for the quiet summer
-evenings above the lakes, looking far away at the white-walled town on
-the distant shore! No more hare-shooting, no more turtle-catching, for
-you, my dear Charles. The allies had determined to take Sebastopol, and
-winter in the town. It was a very dull place, every one said; but there
-was a race-course, and there would be splendid boat-racing in the
-harbour. The country about the town was reported to be romantic, and
-there would be pleasant excursions in the winter to Simpheropol, a gayer
-town than Sebastopol, and where there was more society. They were not
-going to move till the spring, when they were to advance up the valley
-of the Dnieper to Moscow, while a flying column was to be sent to follow
-the course of the Don, cross to the Volga at Suratow, and so penetrate
-into the Ural Mountains and seize the gold mines, or do something of
-this sort; it was all laid out quite plain.
-
-Now, don't call this _ex post facto_ wisdom, but just try to remember
-what extravagant ideas every non-military man had that autumn about what
-our army would do. The ministers of the King of Lerne never laid down a
-more glorious campaign than we did. "I will," says poor Picrochole,
-"give him fair quarter, and spare his life--I will rebuild Solomon's
-Temple--I will give you Caramania, Syria, and all Palestine." "Ha!
-sire," said they, "it is out of your goodness. Grammercy, we thank you."
-We have had our little lesson about that kind of amusement. There has
-been none of it in this American business; but our good friends the
-other side of the Atlantic are worse than they were in the time of the
-Pogram defiance. Either they don't file their newspapers, or else they
-console themselves by saying that they could have done it all if they
-had liked.
-
-It now becomes my duty to use all the resources of my art to describe
-Charles's emotions at the first sight of Sebastopol. Such an opportunity
-for the display of beautiful language should not be let slip. I could do
-it capitally by buying a copy of Mr. Russell's "War," or even by using
-the correspondence I have on the table before me. But I think you will
-agree with me that it is better left alone. One hardly likes to come
-into the field in that line after Russell.
-
-Balaclava was not such a pleasant place as Devna. It was bare and rocky,
-and everything was in confusion, and the men were dying in heaps of
-cholera. The nights were beginning to grow chill, too, and Charles began
-to dream regularly that he was sleeping on the bare hill-side, in a
-sharp frost, and that he was agonisingly cold about the small of his
-back. And the most singular thing was, that he always woke and found his
-dream come true. At first he only used to dream this dream towards
-morning; but, as October began to creep on, he used to wake with it
-several times in the night, and at last hardly used to go to sleep at
-all for fear of dreaming it.
-
-Were there no other dreams? No. No dreams, but one ever-present reality.
-A dull aching regret for a past for ever gone. A heavy deadly grief,
-lost for a time among the woods of Devna, but come back to him now
-amidst the cold, and the squalor, and the sickness of Balaclava. A
-brooding over missed opportunities, and the things that might have been.
-Sometimes a tangled puzzled train of thought, as to how much of this
-ghastly misery was his own fault, and how much accident. And above all,
-a growing desire for death, unknown before.
-
-And all this time, behind the hill, the great guns--which had begun a
-fitful muttering when they first came there, often dying off into
-silence--now day by day, as trench after trench was opened, grew louder
-and more continuous, till hearing and thought were deadened, and the
-soul was sick of their never-ceasing melancholy thunder.
-
-And at six o'clock on the morning of the seventeenth, such an infernal
-din began as no man there had ever heard before, which grew louder and
-louder till nine, when it seemed impossible that the ear could bear the
-accumulation of sound; and then suddenly doubled, as the _Agamemnon_ and
-the _Montebello_, followed by the fleets, steamed in, and laid
-broadside-to under the forts. Four thousand pieces of the heaviest
-ordnance in the world were doing their work over that hill, and the
-140th stood dismounted and listened.
-
-At ten o'clock the earth shook, and a column of smoke towered up in the
-air above the hill, and as it began to hang motionless, the sound of it
-reached them. It was different from the noise of guns. It was something
-new and terrible. An angry hissing roar. An hour after they heard that
-twenty tons of powder were blown up in the French lines.
-
-Soon after this, though, there was work to be done, and plenty of it.
-The wounded were being carried to the rear. Some cavalry were
-dismounted, and told off for the work. Charles was one of them.
-
-The wind had not yet sprung up, and all that Charles saw for the moment
-was a valley full of smoke, and fire, and sound. He caught the glimpse
-of the spars and funnel of a great liner above the smoke to the left;
-but directly after they were under fire, and the sickening day's work
-began.
-
-Death and horror in every form, of course. The wounded lying about in
-heaps. Officers trying to compose their faces, and die like gentlemen.
-Old Indian soldiers dying grimly as they had lived; and lads, fresh from
-the plough last year, listed at the market-cross some unlucky Saturday,
-sitting up staring before them with a look of terror and wonder: sadder
-sight than either. But everywhere all the day, where the shot screamed
-loudest, where the shell fell thickest, with his shako gone, with his
-ambrosial curls tangled with blood, with his splendid gaudy fripperies
-soiled with dust and sweat, was Hornby, the dandy, the fop, the dicer;
-doing the work of ten, carrying out the wounded in his arms, encouraging
-the dying, cheering on the living.
-
-"I knew there was some stuff in him," said Charles, as he followed him
-into the Crown battery; just at that time the worst place of all, for
-the _The Twelve Apostles_ had begun dropping red-hot shot into it, and
-exploded some ammunition, and killed some men. And they had met a naval
-officer, known to Hornby, wounded, staggering to the rear, who said,
-"that his brother was knocked over, and that they wanted to make out he
-was dead, but he had only fainted." So they went back with him. The
-officer's brother was dead enough, poor fellow; but as Charles and
-Hornby bent suddenly over to look at him, their faces actually touched.
-
-Hornby did not recognise him. He was in a state of excitement, and was
-thinking of no one less than Charles, and Charles's moustaches had
-altered him, as I said before. If their eyes had met, I believe Hornby
-would have known him; but it was not to be till the 25th, and this was
-only the 17th. If Hornby could only have known him, if they could only
-have had ten minutes' talk together, Charles would have known all that
-we know about the previous marriage of his grandfather: and, if that
-conversation had taken place, he would have known more than any of them,
-for Hornby knew something which he thought of no importance, which was
-very important indeed. He knew where Ellen was.
-
-But Charles turned his face away, and the recognition did not take
-place. Poor Charles said afterwards that it was all a piece of
-luck--that "the stars in their courses fought against Sisera." It is not
-the case. He turned away his eyes, and avoided the recognition. What he
-meant is this:--
-
-As Hornby's face was touching his, and they were both bending over the
-dead man, whom they could hardly believe to be dead, the men behind them
-fired off the great Lancaster in the next one-gun battery. "Crack!" and
-they heard the shell go piff, piff, piff, piff, and strike something.
-And then one man close to them cried, "God Almighty!" and another cried,
-"Christ!" as sailors will at such awful times; and they both leapt to
-their feet. Above the smoke there hung, a hundred feet in the air, a
-something like a vast black pine-tree; and before they had time to
-realise what had happened, there was a horrible roar, and a concussion
-which made them stagger on their legs. A shell from the Lancaster had
-blown up the great redoubt in front of the Redan wall, and every Russian
-gun ceased firing. And above the sound of the Allied guns rose the
-cheering of our own men, sounding, amidst the awful bass, like the
-shrill treble of school-children at play.
-
-Charles said afterwards that this glorious accident prevented their
-recognition. It is not true. He prevented it himself, and took the
-consequences. But Hornby recognised him on the twenty-fifth in this
-wise:--
-
-The first thing in the morning, they saw, on the hills to the right,
-Russian skirmishers creeping about towards them, apparently without an
-object. They had breakfast, and took no notice of them till about eight
-o'clock, when a great body of cavalry came slowly, regiment by regiment,
-from behind a hill near the Turks. Then gleaming batteries of artillery;
-and lastly, an endless column of grey infantry, which began to wheel
-into line. And when Charles had seen some five or six grey batallions
-come swinging out, the word was given to mount, and he saw no more, but
-contemplated the tails of horses. And at the same moment the guns began
-an irregular fire on their right.
-
-Almost immediately the word was given to advance, which they did slowly.
-Charles could see Hornby just before him, in his old place, for they
-were in column. They crossed the plain, and went up the crest of the
-hill, halting on the high road. Here they sat for some time, and the
-more fortunate could see the battle raging below to the right. The
-English seemed getting rather the worst of it.
-
-They sat there about an hour and a half; and all in a moment, before any
-one seemed to expect it, some guns opened on them from the right; so
-close that it made their right ears tingle. A horse from the squadron in
-front of Charles bolted from the ranks, and nearly knocked down Hornby.
-The horse had need to bolt, for he carried a dead man, who in the last
-spasm had pulled him on his haunches, and struck his spurs deep into his
-sides.
-
-Charles began to guess that they were "in for it" at last. He had no
-idea, of course, whether it was a great battle or a little one; but he
-saw that the 140th had work before them. I, of course, have only to
-speak of what Charles saw with his own eyes, and what therefore bears
-upon the story I am telling you. That was the only man he saw killed at
-that time, though the whole brigade suffered rather heavily by the
-Russian cannonade at that spot.
-
-Very shortly after this they were told to form line. Of course, when
-this manoeuvre was accomplished, Charles had lost sight of Hornby. He
-was sorry for this. He would have liked to know where he was; to help
-him if possible, should anything happen to him; but there was not much
-time to think of it, for directly after they moved forward at a canter.
-In the front line were the 11th Hussars and the 13th Light Dragoons, and
-in the second where the 140th Hussars,[9] the 8th Hussars, and the 4th
-Dragoons. Charles could see thus much, now they were in line.
-
-They went down hill, straight towards the guns, and almost at once the
-shot from them began to tell. The men of the 11th and 13th began to fall
-terribly fast. The men in the second line, in which Charles was, were
-falling nearly as fast, but this he could not remark. He missed the man
-next him on the right, one of his favourite comrades, but it did not
-strike him that the poor fellow was cut in two by a shot. He kept on
-wishing that he could see Hornby. He judged that the affair was getting
-serious. He little knew what was to come.
-
-He had his wish of seeing Hornby, for they were riding up hill into a
-narrowing valley, and it was impossible to keep line. They formed into
-column again, though men and horses were rolling over and over at every
-stride, and there was Hornby before him, sailing along as gallant and
-gay as ever. A fine beacon to lead a man to a glorious death.
-
-And, almost the next moment, the batteries right and left opened on
-them. Those who were there engaged can give us very little idea of what
-followed in the next quarter of an hour. They were soon among guns--the
-very guns that had annoyed them from the first; and infantry beyond
-opened fire on them. There seems to have been a degree of confusion at
-this point. Charles, and two or three others known to him, were hunting
-some Russian artillerymen round their guns, for a minute or so. Hornby
-was among them. He saw also at this time his little friend the cornet,
-on foot, and rode to his assistance. He caught a riderless horse, and
-the cornet mounted. Then the word was given to get back again; I know
-not how; I have nothing to do with it. But, as they turned their faces
-to get out of this horrible hell, poor Charles gave a short, sharp
-scream, and bent down in his saddle over his horse's neck.
-
-It was nothing. It was only as if one were to have twenty teeth pulled
-out at once. The pain was over in an instant. What a fool he was to cry
-out! The pain was gone again, and they were still under fire, and Hornby
-was before him.
-
-How long? How many minutes, how many hours? His left arm was nearly
-dead, but he could hold his reins in a way, and rode hard after Hornby,
-from some wild instinct. The pain had stopped, but was coming on again
-as if ten thousand red-hot devils were pulling at his flesh, and twenty
-thousand were arriving each moment to help them.
-
-His own friends were beside him again, and there was a rally and a
-charge. At what? he thought for an instant. At guns? No. At men this
-time, Russian hussars--right valiant fellows, too. He saw Hornby in the
-thick of the _melee_, with his sword flickering about his head like
-lightning. He could do but little himself; he rode at a Russian and
-unhorsed him; he remembers seeing the man go down, though whether he
-struck at him, or whether he went down by the mere superior weight of
-his horse, he cannot say. This I can say, though, that, whatever he did,
-he did his duty as a valiant gentleman; I will go bail for that much.
-
-They beat them back, and then turned. Then they turned again and beat
-them back once more. And then they turned and rode. For it was time.
-Charles lost sight of Hornby till the last, when some one caught his
-rein and turned his horse, and then he saw that they were getting into
-order again, and that Hornby was before him, reeling in his saddle.
-
-As the noise of the battle grew fainter behind them, he looked round to
-see who was riding beside him, and holding him by the right arm. It was
-the little cornet. Charles wondered why he did so. "You're hard hit,
-Simpson," said the cornet. "Never mind. Keep your saddle a little
-longer. We shall be all right directly."
-
-His faculties were perfectly acute, and, having thanked the cornet he
-looked down and noticed that he was riding between him and a trooper,
-that his left arm was hanging numbed by his side, and that the trooper
-was guiding his horse. He saw that they had saved him, and even in his
-deadly agony he was so far his own old courteous self, that he turned
-right and left to them, and thanked them for what they had done for him.
-
-But he had kept his eyes fixed on Hornby, for he saw that he was
-desperately hit, and he wanted to say one or two words to him before
-either of them died. Soon they were among English faces, and English
-cheers rang out in welcome to their return, but it was nothing to him;
-he kept his eye, which was growing dim, on Hornby, and, when he saw him
-fall off his saddle into the arms of a trooper, he dismounted too and
-staggered towards him.
-
-The world seemed to go round and round, and he felt about him like a
-blind man. But he found Hornby somehow. A doctor, all scarlet and gold,
-was bending over him, and Charles knelt down on the other side, and
-looked into the dying man's face.
-
-"Do you know me, lieutenant?" he said, speaking thick like a drunken
-man, but determined to hold out. "You know your old servant, don't you?"
-
-Hornby smiled as he recognised him, and said, "Ravenshoe." But then his
-face grew anxious, and he said, "Why did you hide yourself from me? You
-have ruined everything."
-
-He could get no further for a minute, and then he said--
-
-"Take this from round my neck and carry it to her. Tell her that you saw
-me die, and that I was true to our compact. Tell her that my share of
-our purification was complete, for I followed duty to death, as I
-promised her. She has a long life of weary penance before her to fulfil
-our bargain. Say I should wish her to be happy, only that I know she
-cannot be. And also say that I see now, that there is something better
-and more desirable than what we call happiness. I don't know what it is,
-but I suspect it is what we call duty."
-
-Here the doctor said, "They are at it again, and I must go with them. I
-can do no good here for the poor dear fellow. Take what he tells you off
-his neck, in my presence, and let me go."
-
-The doctor did it himself. When the great heavy gold stock was
-unbuttoned, Hornby seemed to breathe more freely. The doctor found round
-his neck a gold chain, from which hung a photograph of Ellen, and a
-black cross. He gave them to Charles, and departed.
-
-Once more Charles spoke to Hornby. He said, "Where shall I find her?"
-
-Hornby said, "Why, at Hackney, to be sure; did you not know she was
-there?" And afterwards, at the very last, "Ravenshoe, I should have
-loved you; you are like her, my boy. Don't forget."
-
-But Charles never heard that. They found Hornby dead and cold, with his
-head on Charles's lap, and Charles looked so like him that they said,
-"This man is dead too; let us bury him." But a skilful doctor there
-present said, "This man is not dead, and will not die;" and he was
-right.
-
-Oh, but the sabres bit deep that autumn afternoon! There were women in
-Minsk, in Moglef, in Tchernigof, in Jitemir, in Polimva, whose husbands
-were Hussars--and women in Taganrog, in Tcherkask, in Sanepta, which
-lies under the pleasant slate mountains, whose husbands and sons were
-Cossacks--who were made widows that day. For that day's work there was
-weeping in reed-thatched hovels of the Don, and in the mud-built
-shanties of the Dnieper. For the 17th Lancers, the Scots Greys, the 1st
-Royals, and the 6th Enniskillens--"these terrible beef-fed islanders"
-(to use the words of the _Northern Bee_)--were upon them; and Volhynia
-and Hampshire, Renfrewshire and Grodno, Podolia and Fermanagh, were
-mixed together in one common ruin.
-
-Still, they say, the Princess Petrovitch, on certain days, leaves her
-carriage, and walks a mile through the snow barefoot, into Alexandroski,
-in memory of her light-haired handsome young son, whom Hornby slew at
-Balaclava. And I myself know the place where Lady Allerton makes her
-pilgrimage for those two merry boys of hers who lie out on the Crimean
-hill. Alas! not side by side. Up and down, in all weathers, along a
-certain gravel walk, where the chalk brook, having flooded the park with
-its dammed-up waters, comes foaming and spouting over a cascade, and
-hurries past between the smooth-mown lawns of the pleasance. In the very
-place where she stood when the second letter came. And there, they say,
-she will walk at times, until her beauty and her strength are gone, and
-her limbs refuse to carry her.
-
-Karlin Karlinoff was herding strange-looking goats on the Suratow
-hill-side, which looks towards the melancholy Volga on one side, and the
-reedy Ural on the other, when the Pulk came back, and her son was not
-with them. Eliza Jones had got on her husband's smock-frock, and was
-a-setting of beans, when the rector's wife came struggling over the
-heavy lands and water-furrows, and broke the news gently, and with many
-tears. Karlin Karlinoff drove her goats into the mud-walled yard that
-night, though the bittern in the melancholy fen may have been startled
-from his reeds by a cry more wild and doleful than his own; and Eliza
-Jones went on setting her beans, though they were watered with her
-tears.
-
-What a strange, wild business it was! The extreme east of Europe against
-the extreme west. Men without a word, an idea, a habit, or a hope in
-common, thrown suddenly together to fight and slay; and then to part,
-having learned to respect one another better, in one year of war, than
-ever they had in a hundred years of peace. Since that year we have
-understood Eylau and Borodino, which battles were a puzzle to some of us
-before that time. The French did better than we, which was provoking,
-because the curs began to bark--Spanish curs, for instance; American
-curs; the lower sort of French cur; and the Irish curs, who have the
-strange habit of barking the louder the more they are laughed at, and
-who, now, being represented by about two hundred men among six million,
-have rather a hard time of it. They barked louder, of course, at the
-Indian mutiny. But they have all got their tails between their legs now,
-and are likely to keep them there. We have had our lesson. We have
-learnt that what our fathers told us was true--that we are the most
-powerful nation on the face of the earth.
-
-This, you will see, bears all upon the story I am telling you. Well, in
-a sort of way. Though I do not exactly see how. I could find a reason,
-if you gave me time. If you gave me time, I could find a reason for
-anything. However, the result is this, that our poor Charles had been
-struck by a ball in the bone of his arm, and that the splinters were
-driven into the flesh, though the arm was not broken. It was a nasty
-business, said the doctors. All sorts of things might happen to him.
-Only one thing was certain, and that was that Charles Ravenshoe's career
-in the army was over for ever.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LV.
-
-ARCHER'S PROPOSAL.
-
-
-Six weeks had passed since the date of Captain Archer's letter before he
-presented himself in person at Casterton. They were weary weeks enough
-to Mary, Lord Saltire, and Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot was staying on at
-Casterton, as if permanently, at the earnest request of Lord and Lady
-Hainault; and she stayed on the more willingly that she and Mary might
-mingle their tears about Charles Ravenshoe, whom they were never to see
-again. The "previous marriage affair" had apparently fallen through
-utterly. All the advertisements, were they worded never so frantically,
-failed to raise to the surface the particular parish-clerk required; and
-Lady Ascot, after having propounded a grand scheme for personally
-inspecting every register in the United Kingdom, which was pooh-poohed
-by Lord Saltire, now gave up the matter as a bad job; and Lord Saltire
-himself began to be puzzled and uneasy, and once more to wonder whether
-or no Maria was not mistaken after all. Mackworth was still very ill,
-though slowly recovering. The younger Tiernay, who was nursing him,
-reported that his head seemed entirely gone, although he began to eat
-voraciously, and, if encouraged, would take exercise. He would now walk
-far and fast, in silence, with the kind priest toiling after him. But
-his wilful feet always led him to the same spot. Whether they rambled in
-the park, whether they climbed the granite tors of the moor, or whether
-they followed the stream up through the woods, they always ended their
-walk at the same place--at the pool among the tumbled boulders, under
-the dark western headland, where Cuthbert's body had been found. And
-here the priest would sit looking seaward, as if his life and his
-intellect had come to a full stop here, and he was waiting patiently
-till a gleam of light should come from beyond.
-
-William was at Ravenshoe, in full possession of the property. He had
-been born a gamekeeper's son, and brought up as a groom. He had now
-L10,000 a year; and was going to marry the fisherman's daughter, his own
-true love; as beautiful, as sweet-tempered a girl as any in the three
-kingdoms. It was one of the most extraordinary rises in life that had
-ever taken place. Youth, health, and wealth--they must produce
-happiness. Why no, not exactly in this case. He believed Charles was
-dead, and he knew, if that was the case, that the property was his; but
-he was not happy. He could not help thinking about Charles. He knew he
-was dead and buried, of course; but still he could not help wishing that
-he would come back, and that things might be again as they had been
-before. It is not very easy to analyse the processes of the mind of a
-man brought up as William was. Let us suppose that, having been taught
-to love and admire Charles above all earthly persons, his mind was not
-strong enough to disabuse himself of the illusion. I suppose that your
-African gets fond of his fetish. I take it that, if you stole his
-miserable old wooden idol in the night, though it might be badly carved,
-and split all up the back by the sun, and put in its place an Old
-Chelsea shepherdess, he would lament his graven image, and probably
-break the fifty guineas' worth of china with his club. I know this,
-however, that William would have given up his ten thousand a year, and
-have trusted to his brother's generosity, if he could have seen him back
-again. In barbarous, out-of-the-way places, like the west of Devonshire,
-the feudal feeling between foster-brothers is still absurdly strong. It
-is very ridiculous, of course. Nothing can be more ridiculous or
-unnecessary than the lightning coming down the dining-room chimney and
-sending the fire-irons flying about the cat's ears. But there it is, and
-you must make the best of it.
-
-We are now posted up well enough in the six weeks which preceded the
-arrival of the mysterious Archer. He deferred his arrival till his
-honeymoon was completed. His mysterious letter to Mary partly alluded to
-his approaching marriage with Jane Blockstrop--daughter of Lieutenant
-Blockstrop of the coast guard, and niece of Rear-Admiral Blockstrop,
-who, as Captain Blockstrop, had the _Tartar_ on the Australian
-station--and partly to something else. We shall see what directly. For,
-when Mary came down to see him in the drawing-room, there was with him,
-besides his wife, whom he introduced at once, a very tall and handsome
-young man, whom he presented to her as her cousin, George Corby.
-
-Did Charles turn in his pallet at Scutari? Did he turn over and stare at
-the man in the next bed, who lay so deadly still, and who was gone when
-he woke on the weary morrow?
-
-There was no mystery about George Corby's appearance. When Mary's
-father, Captain Corby, had gone to India, his younger brother, George's
-father, had gone to Australia. This younger brother was a somewhat
-peevish, selfish man, and was not on the best of terms with Captain
-Corby. He heard, of course, of the wreck of the _Warren Hastings_, and
-the loss of his brother. He also informed himself that his niece was
-saved, and was the protected favourite of the Ravenshoes. He had then
-said to himself, "I am needy. I have a rising family. She is better off
-than I can make her. Let her stay there." And so he let her stay there,
-keeping himself, however, to do him justice, pretty well informed of her
-position. He had made the acquaintance of Captain Archer, at Melbourne,
-on his first voyage to that port, in the end of 1852; laid the whole
-matter before him, and begged him not to break it to her at present.
-Captain Archer had readily promised to say nothing, for he saw Mary the
-lady of a great house, with every prospect, as he thought, of marrying
-the heir. But when he saw Mary, after the break-up, in Grosvenor Square,
-a nursery governess, he felt that he ought to speak, and set sail from
-the port of London with a full determination of giving a piece of his
-mind to her uncle, should he hesitate to acknowledge her. He had no need
-to say much. Mr. Corby, though a selfish, was not an unkind man, by any
-means. And, besides, he was now very wealthy, and perfectly able to
-provide for his niece. So, when Archer had finished his story, he
-merely said, "I suppose I had better send over George to see if he will
-fall in love with her. That will be the best thing, I take it. She must
-not be a governess to those swells. They might slight or insult her.
-Take George over for me, will you, my dear soul, and see how it is
-likely to go. At all events, bring her back to me. Possibly I may not
-have done my duty by her."
-
-George was called in from the rocking-chair in the verandah to receive
-instructions. He was, so his father told him, to go to Europe with
-Captain Archer, and, as Captain Archer was going to get married and miss
-a voyage, he might stay till he came back. First and foremost, he was to
-avail himself of his letters of introduction, and get into the good
-society that his father was able to command for him. Under this head of
-instruction he was to dance as much as possible, and to ride to the
-fox-hounds, taking care not to get too near to the hounds, or to rush at
-his fences like a madman, as all Australians did. Secondly, he was, if
-possible, to fall in love with his cousin Mary Corby, marry her, bring
-her back, and reside _pro tem._ at Toorallooralyballycoomefoozleah,
-which station should be swept and garnished for his reception, until the
-new house at the Juggerugahugjug crossing-place was finished. Thirdly,
-he might run across to the Saxony ram sales, and, if he saw anything
-reasonable, buy, but be careful of pink ears, for they wouldn't stand
-the Grampian frosts. Fourthly, he was not to smoke without changing his
-coat, or to eat the sugar when any one was looking. Fifthly, he was to
-look out for a stud horse, and might go as far as five hundred. Such a
-horse as Allow Me, Ask Mamma, or Pam's Mixture would do.[10] And so on,
-like the directions of the Aulic Council to the Archduke. He was not to
-go expressly to Durham; but, if he found himself in that part of the
-world, he might get a short-horned bull. He need not go to Scotland
-unless he liked; but, if he did, he might buy a couple of collies, &c.,
-&c.
-
-George attended the ram sales in Saxony, and just ran on to Vienna,
-thinking, with the philosophy of an Australian, that, if he _did_ fall
-in love with his cousin, he might not care to travel far from her, and
-that therefore she might "keep." However, he came at last, when Archer
-had finished his honeymoon; and there he was in the drawing-room at
-Casterton.
-
-Mary was not very much surprised when it was all put before her. She had
-said to Charles, in old times, "I know I have relations somewhere; when
-I am rich they will acknowledge me;" and, just for one instant, the
-suspicion crossed her mind that her relations might have heard of the
-fortune Lord Saltire had left her. It was unjust and impossible, and in
-an instant she felt it to be so. Possibly the consciousness of her
-injustice made her reception of her cousin somewhat warmer.
-
-He was certainly very handsome and very charming. He had been brought up
-by his father the most punctilious dandy in the southern hemisphere, and
-thrown from a boy among the best society in the colony; so he was quite
-able to make himself at home everywhere. If there was a fault in his
-manner, it was that there was just a shade too much lazy ease in the
-presence of ladies. One has seen that lately, however, in other young
-gentlemen, not educated in the bush, to a greater extent: so we must not
-be hard upon him. When Lady Hainault and Lady Ascot heard that a cousin
-of Mary's had just turned up from the wilds of Australia, they looked at
-one another in astonishment, and agreed that he must be a wild man. But,
-when they had gone down and sat on him, as a committee of two, for an
-hour, they both pronounced him charming. And so he was.
-
-Lord Hainault, on receiving this report, could do no less than ask him
-to stay a day or two. And so his luggage was sent for to Twyford, and
-the good Archer left, leaving him in possession.
-
-Lord Saltire had been travelling round to all his estates. He had taken
-it into his head, about a month before this, that it was time that he
-should get into one of his great houses, and die there. He told Lady
-Ascot so, and advised her to come with him; but she still held on by
-Lord Charles Herries' children, and Mary, and said she would wait. So he
-had gone away, with no one but his confidential servant. He had gone to
-Cottingdean first, which stands on the banks of the Wannet, at the foot
-of the North Hampshire mountains.
-
-Well, Cottingdean did seem at first sight a noble lair for an old lion
-to crawl away to, and die in. There was a great mile-long elm avenue,
-carried, utterly regardless of economy, over the flat valley, across the
-innumerable branches of the river; and at the last the trees ran up over
-the first great heave of the chalk hill: and above the topmost boughs of
-those which stood in the valley, above the highest spire of the tallest
-poplar in the water-meadow, the old grey house hung aloft, a long
-irregular facade of stone. Behind were dark woods, and above all a
-pearl-green line of down.
-
-But Cottingdean wouldn't do. His lordship's man Simpson knew it wouldn't
-do from the first. There were draughts in Cottingdean, and doors that
-slammed in the night, and the armour in the great gallery used suddenly
-to go "clank" at all hours, in a terrible way. And the lady ancestress
-of the seventeenth century, who carried her head in a plate before her,
-used to stump upstairs and downstairs, from twelve o'clock to one, when
-she was punctually relieved from duty by the wicked old ancestor of the
-sixteenth century, who opened the cellar door and came rattling his
-sword against the banisters up all the staircase till he got to the
-north-east tower, into which he went and slammed the door; and, when he
-had transacted his business, came clanking down again: when he in turn
-was relieved by an [Greek: oi polloi] of ghosts, who walked till
-cockcrow. Simpson couldn't stand it. No more could Lord Saltire, though
-possibly for different reasons than Simpson's.
-
-The first night at Cottingdean Lord Saltire had his writing-desk
-unpacked, and took therefrom a rusty key. He said to Simpson, "You know
-where I am going. If I am not back in half an hour, come after me."
-Simpson knew where he was going. Lord Barkham had been staying here at
-Cottingdean just before he went up to town, and was killed in that
-unhappy duel. The old servants remembered that, when Lord Barkham went
-away that morning, he had taken the key of his room with him, and had
-said, in his merry way, that no one was going in there till he came back
-the next week, for he had left all his love-letters about. Lord Saltire
-had got the key, and was going to open the room the first time for forty
-years.
-
-What did the poor old man find there? Probably nothing more than poor
-Barkham had said--some love-letters lying about. When the room was
-opened afterwards, by the new master of Cottingdean, we found only a
-boy's room, with fishing-rods and guns lying about. In one corner were a
-pair of muddy top-boots kicked off in a hurry, and an old groom
-remembered that Lord Barkham had been riding out the very morning he
-started for London. But, amidst the dust of forty years, we could
-plainly trace that some one had, comparatively recently, moved a chair
-up to the fireplace; and on the cold hearth there was a heap of the
-ashes of burnt paper.
-
-Lord Saltire came back to Simpson just as his half-hour was over, and
-told him in confidence that the room he had been in was devilish
-draughty, and that he had caught cold in his ear. Cottingdean would not
-do after this. They departed next morning. They must try Marksworth.
-
-Marksworth, Lord Saltire's north country place, is in Cumberland. If you
-are on top of the coach, going northward, between Hiltonsbridge and
-Copley Beck, you can see it all the way for three miles or more, over
-the stone walls. The mountains are on your left; to the right are
-endless unbroken level woodlands; and, rising out of them, two miles
-off, is a great mass of grey building, from the centre of which rises a
-square Norman keep, ninety feet high, a beacon for miles even in that
-mountainous country. The Hilton and Copley Beck join in the park, which
-is twelve miles in circumference, and nearly all thick woodland. Beyond
-the great tower, between it and the further mountains, you catch a gleam
-of water. This is Marksmere, in which there are charr.
-
-The draughts at Marksworth were colder and keener than the draughts at
-Cottingdean. Lord Saltire always hated the place: for the truth is this,
-that although Marksworth looked as if it had stood for eight hundred
-years, every stone in it had been set up by his father, when he, Lord
-Saltire, was quite a big boy. It was beautifully done; it was splendidly
-and solidly built--probably the best executed humbug in England; but it
-was not comfortable to live in. A nobleman of the nineteenth century,
-stricken in years, finds it difficult to accommodate himself in a house
-the windows of which are calculated to resist arrows. At the time of the
-Eglinton tournament, Lord Saltire challenged the whole Tory world in
-arms, to attack Marksworth in the ante-gunpowder style of warfare; his
-lordship to provide eatables and liquor to besiegers and besieged;
-probably hoping that he might get it burnt down over his head, and have
-a decent excuse for rebuilding it in a more sensible style. The
-challenge was not accepted. "The trouble," said certain Tory noblemen,
-"of getting up the old tactics correctly would be very great; and the
-expense of having the old engines of war constructed would be enormous.
-Besides, it might come on to rain again, and spoil the whole affair."
-
-Marksworth wouldn't do. And then Simpson suggested his lordship's town
-house in Curzon Street, and Lord Saltire said "Hey?" and Simpson
-repeated his suggestion, and Lord Saltire said "Hah!" As Charles's luck
-would have it, he liked the suggestion, and turned south, coming to
-Casterton on his way to London. He arrived at Casterton a few days after
-George Corby. When he alighted at the door, Lord Hainault ran down the
-steps to greet him, for this pair were very fond of one another. Lord
-Hainault, who was accused by some people of "priggishness," was
-certainly not priggish before Lord Saltire. He was genial and hearty.
-There was a slight crust on Lord Hainault. Because he had held his own
-among the clever commoners at the University, he fancied himself a
-little cleverer than he was. He in his heart thought more of his second,
-than Marston did of his double first, and possibly showed it among his
-equals. But before an acknowledged superior, like Lord Saltire, this
-never showed. When Lord Saltire talked wisely and shrewdly (and who
-could do so better than he?), he listened; when Lord Saltire was cross,
-he laughed. On this occasion Lord Saltire was cross. He never was cross
-to any one but Lady Ascot, Lord Hainault, and Marston. He knew they
-liked it.
-
-"Good Ged, Hainault," he began, "don't stand grinning there, and looking
-so abominably healthy and happy, or I will drive away again and go on to
-London. Nothing can be in worse taste than to look like that at a man
-whom you see is tired, and cold, and peevish. You have been out
-shooting, too. Don't deny it; you smell of gunpowder."
-
-"Did you _never_ shoot?" said Lord Hainault, laughing.
-
-"I shot as long as I could walk, and therefore I have a right to nourish
-envy and all uncharitableness against those who can still do so. I wish
-you would be cross, Hainault. It is wretched manners not to be cross
-when you see a man is trying to put you out of temper."
-
-"And how _are_ you, my dear lad?" continued Lord Saltire, when he had
-got hold of his arm. "How is Lady Ascot? and whom have you got here?"
-
-"We are all very well," said Lord Hainault; "and we have got nobody."
-
-"Well done," said Lord Saltire. "I thought I should have found the house
-smelling like a poulterer's shop on Guy Fawkes's day, in consequence of
-your having got together all the hawbucks in the country for pheasant
-shooting. I'll go upstairs, my dear boy, and change, and then come down
-to the library fire."
-
-And so he did. There was no one there, and he sank into a comfortable
-chair, with a contented "humph!" in front of the fire, beside a big
-round table. He had read the paper in the train; so he looked for a
-book. There was a book on the table beside him--Ruskin's "Modern
-Painters," which had pictures in it; so he took out his great gold
-glasses, and began turning it over.
-
-A man's card fell from it. He picked it up and read it. "Mr. Charles
-Ravenshoe." Poor Charles! That spring, you remember, he had come over to
-see Adelaide, and, while waiting to see old Lady Hainault, had held his
-card in his hand. It had got into the book. Lord Saltire put the book
-away, put up his glasses, and walked to the window.
-
-And Charles lay in his bed at Scutari, and watched the flies upon the
-wall.
-
-"I'll send up for little Mary," said Lord Saltire. "I want to see the
-little bird. Poor Charles!"
-
-He looked out over the landscape. It was dull and foggy. He wandered
-into the conservatory, and idly looked out of the glass door at the end.
-Then, as he looked, he said, suddenly, "Gadzooks!" and then, still more
-briskly, "The deuce!"
-
-There was a splendid show of chrysanthemums in the flower-garden, but
-they were not what his lordship exclaimed at. In the middle of the walk
-was Mary Corby, leaning on the arm of a very handsome young man. He was
-telling some very animated story, and she was looking up into his face
-with sparkling eyes.
-
-"Othello and Desdemona! Death and confusion!" said Lord Saltire. "Here's
-a pretty kettle of fish! Maria must be mad!"
-
-He went back into the library. Lord Hainault was there. "Hainault," said
-he, quietly, "who is that young gentleman, walking with Mary Corby in
-the garden?"
-
-"Oh! her cousin. I have not had time to tell you about it." Which he
-did.
-
-"And what sort of fellow is he?" said Lord Saltire. "A Yahoo, I
-suppose?"
-
-"Not at all. He is a capital fellow--a perfect gentleman. There will be
-a match, I believe, unless you put a stop to it. You know best. We will
-talk it over. It seems to me to offer a good many advantages. I think it
-will come off in time. It is best for the poor little thing to forget
-poor Ravenshoe, if she can."
-
-"Yes, it will be best for her to forget poor Ravenshoe, if she can,"
-repeated Lord Saltire. "I wish her to do so. I must make the young
-fellow's acquaintance. By-the-bye, what time does your post go out?"
-
-"At five."
-
-"Have you no morning post?"
-
-"Yes. We can send to Henley before nine."
-
-"Then I shall not plague myself with writing my letter now. I should
-like to see this young fellow, Hainault."
-
-George Corby was introduced. Lord Saltire seemed to take a great fancy
-to him. He kept near him all the evening, and listened with great
-pleasure to his Australian stories. George Corby was, of course, very
-much flattered by such attention from such a famous man. Possibly he
-might have preferred to be near Mary; but old men, he thought, are
-exacting, and it is the duty of gentlemen to bear with them. So he
-stayed by him with good grace. After a time, Lord Saltire seemed to see
-that he had an intelligent listener. And then the others were astonished
-to hear Lord Saltire do what he but seldom did for them--use his utmost
-powers of conversation; use an art almost forgotten, that of _talking_.
-To this young man, who was clever and well educated, and, like most
-"squatters," perhaps a _trifle_ fond of hearing of great people, Lord
-Saltire opened the storehouse of his memory, of a memory extending over
-seventy years; and in a clear, well modulated voice, gave him his
-recollection of his interviews with great people--conversations with
-Sieyes, Talleyrand, with Madame de Stael, with Robespierre, with
-Egalite, with Alexander, and a dozen others. George was intensely eager
-to hear about Marat. Lord Saltire and his snuff-box had not penetrated
-into the lair of that filthy wolf, but he had heard much of him from
-many friends, and told it well. When the ladies rose to go to bed,
-George Corby was astonished; he had forgotten Mary, had never been near
-her the whole evening, and he had made an engagement to drive Lord
-Saltire the next morning up to Wargrave in a pony-chaise, to look at
-Barrymore House, and the place where the theatre stood, and where the
-game of high jinks had been played so bravely fifty years before. And,
-moreover, he and Lord Saltire were, the day after, to make an excursion
-down the river and see Medmenham, where once Jack Wilkes and the devil
-had held court. Mary would not see much of him at this rate for a day or
-two.
-
-It was a great shame of this veteran to make such a fool of the innocent
-young bushman. There ought to be fair play in love or war. His
-acquaintance, Talleyrand, could not have been more crafty. I am so angry
-with him that I will give the letter he wrote that night _in extenso_,
-and show the world what a wicked old man he was. When he went to his
-room, he said to Simpson, "I have got to write a letter before I go to
-bed. I want it to go to the post at Henley before nine. I don't want it
-to lie in the letter-box in the hall. I don't want them to see the
-direction. What an appetite you would have for your breakfast, Simpson,
-if you were to walk to Henley." And Simpson said, "Very good, my lord."
-And Lord Saltire wrote as follows:--
-
- "MY DEAR LAD,--I have been travelling to my places, looking
- for a place to die in. They are all cold and draughty, and
- won't do. I have come back to Casterton. I must stay here
- at present on your account, and I am in mortal fear of
- dying here. Nothing, remember, can be more unmannerly or
- rude than falling ill, and dying, in another man's house. I
- know that I should resent such a proceeding myself as a
- deliberate affront, and I therefore would not do it for the
- world.
-
- "You must come here to me _instantly_; do you hear? I am
- keeping the breach for you at all sacrifices. Until you
- come, I am to be trundled about this foggy valley in pony
- carriages through the day, and talk myself hoarse all the
- evening, all for your sake. A cousin of Mary Corby's has
- come from Australia. He is very handsome, clever, and
- gentlemanly, and I am afraid she is getting very fond of
- him.
-
- "This must not be, my dear boy. Now our dear Charles is
- gone, you must, if possible, marry her. It is insufferable
- that we should have another disappointment from an
- interloper. I don't blame you for not having come before.
- You were quite right, but don't lose a moment now. Leave
- those boys of yours. The dirty little rogues must get on
- for a time without you. Don't think that I sneer at the
- noble work that you and your uncle are doing; God Almighty
- forbid; but you must leave it for a time, and come here.
-
- "Don't argue or procrastinate, but come. I cannot go on
- being driven all over the country in November to keep him
- out of the way. Besides, if you don't come soon, I shall
- have finished all my true stories, and have to do what I
- have never done yet--to lie. So make haste, my dear boy.
-
- "Yours affectionately,
-
- "SALTIRE."
-
-On the second day from this Lord Saltire was driven to Medmenham by
-George Corby, and prophesied to him about it. When they neared home,
-Lord Saltire grew distraught for the first time, and looked eagerly
-towards the terrace. As they drove up, John Marston ran down the steps
-to meet them. Lord Saltire said, "Thank God!" and walked up to the
-hall-door between the two young men.
-
-"Are you staying in London?" said George Corby.
-
-"Yes. I am living in London," said John Marston. "An uncle of mine, a
-Moravian Missionary from Australia, is working at a large ragged school
-in the Borough, and I am helping him."
-
-"You don't surely mean James Smith?" said Corby.
-
-"Indeed I do."
-
-"Your uncle? Well, that is very strange. I know him very well. My father
-fought his battle for him when he was at variance with the squatters
-about.... He is one of the best fellows in the world. I am delighted to
-make your acquaintance."
-
-Lord Saltire said to Lord Hainault, when they were alone together--"You
-see what a liberty I have taken, having my private secretary down in
-this unceremonious way. Do ask him to stay."
-
-"You know how welcome he is for his own sake. Do you think you are
-right?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-"I am afraid you are a little too late," said Lord Hainault.
-
-Alas! poor Charles.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVI.
-
-SCUTARI.
-
-
-Alas! poor Charles. While they were all dividing the spoil at home,
-thinking him dead, where was he?
-
-At Scutari. What happened to him before he got there, no one knows or
-ever will know. He does not remember, and there is no one else to tell.
-He was passed from hand to hand and put on board ship. Here fever set
-in, and he passed from a state of stupid agony into a state of delirium.
-He may have lain on the pier in the pouring rain, moistening his parched
-lips in the chilling shower; he may have been jolted from hospital to
-hospital, and laid in draughty passages, till a bed was found for him;
-as others were. But he happily knew nothing of it. Things were so bad
-with him now that it did not much matter how he was treated. Read Lord
-Sidney Osborne's "Scutari and its Hospitals," and see how he _might_
-have been, and probably was. It is no part of our duty to dig up and
-exhibit all that miserable mismanagement. I think we have learnt our
-lesson. I think I will go bail it don't happen again. Before Charles
-knew where he was, there was a great change for the better. The hospital
-nurses arrived early in November.
-
-He thinks that there were faint gleams of consciousness in his delirium.
-In the first, he says he was lying on his back, and above him were the
-masts and spars of a ship, and a sailor-boy was sitting out on a yard
-in the clear blue, mending a rope or doing something. It may have been a
-dream or not. Afterwards there were periods, distinctly remembered, when
-he seemed conscious--conscious of pain and space, and time--to a certain
-extent. At these times he began to understand, in a way, that he was
-dead, and in hell. The delirium was better than this at ordinary times,
-in spite of its headlong incongruities. It was not so unbearable, save
-at times, when there came the feeling, too horrible for human brain to
-bear, of being millions and millions of miles, or of centuries, away,
-with no road back; at such times there was nothing to be done but to
-leap out of bed, and cry aloud for help in God's name.
-
-Then there came a time when he began, at intervals, to see a great
-vaulted arch overhead, and to wonder whether or no it was the roof of
-the pit. He began, after studying the matter many times, to find that
-pain had ceased, and that the great vaulted arch was real. And he heard
-low voices once at this time--blessed voices of his fellow-men. He was
-content to wait.
-
-At last, his soul and consciousness seemed to return to him in a strange
-way. He seemed to pass out of some abnormal state into a natural one.
-For he became aware that he was alive; nay, more, that he was asleep,
-and dreaming a silly, pleasant dream, and that he could wake himself at
-any time. He awoke, expecting to awake in his old room at Ravenshoe. But
-he was not there, and looked round him in wonder.
-
-The arch he remembered was overhead. That was real enough. Three people
-were round his bed--a doctor in undress, a grey-haired gentleman who
-peered into his face, and a lady.
-
-"God bless me!" said the doctor. "We have fetched him through. Look at
-his eyes, just look at his eyes. As sane an eye as yours or mine, and
-the pulse as round as a button."
-
-"Do you know us, my man?" said the gentleman.
-
-It was possible enough that he did not, for he had never set eyes on him
-before. The gentleman meant only, "Are you sane enough to know your
-fellow-creatures when you see one?" Charles thought he must be some one
-he had met in society in old times and ought to recognise. He framed a
-polite reply, to the effect that he hoped he had been well since he met
-him last, and that, if he found himself in the west, he would not pass
-Ravenshoe without coming to see him.
-
-The doctor laughed. "A little abroad, still, I daresay; I have pulled
-you through. You have had a narrow escape."
-
-Charles was recovered enough to take his hand and thank him fervently,
-and whispered, "Would you tell me one thing, sir? How did Lady Hainault
-come here?"
-
-"Lady Hainault, my man?"
-
-"Yes; she was standing at the foot of the bed."
-
-"That is no Lady Hainault, my man; that is Miss Nightingale. Do you ever
-say your prayers?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Say them to-night before you go to sleep, and remember her name in
-them. Possibly they may get to heaven the quicker for it. Good-night."
-
-Prayers forgotten, eh! How much of all this misery lay in that, I
-wonder? How much of this dull, stupid, careless despair--earth a
-hopeless, sunless wilderness, and heaven not thought of? Read on.
-
-But, while you read, remember that poor Charles had had no domestic
-religious education whatever. The vicar had taught him his catechism and
-"his prayers." After that, Shrewsbury and Oxford. Read on, but don't
-condemn; at least not yet.
-
-That he thanked God with all the earnestness of his warm heart that
-night, and remembered that name the doctor told him, you may be sure.
-But, when the prayer was finished, he began to think whether or no it
-was sincere, whether it would not be better that he should die, and that
-it should be all over and done. His creed was, that, if he died in the
-faith of Christ, bearing no ill will to any one, having repented of his
-sins, it would not go ill with him. Would it not be better to die now
-that he could fulfil those conditions, and not tempt the horrible black
-future? Certainly.
-
-In time he left watching the great arch overhead, and the creeping
-shadows, and the patch of light on the wall, which shaped itself into a
-faint rhomboid at noon, and crept on till it defined itself into a
-perfect square at sundown, and then grew golden and died out. He began
-to notice other things. But till the last there was one effect of light
-and shadow which he always lay awake to see--a faint flickering on the
-walls and roof, which came slowly nearer, till a light was in his eyes.
-We all know what that was. It has been described twenty times. I can
-believe that story of the dying man kissing the shadow on the wall. When
-Miss Nightingale and her lamp are forgotten, it will be time to consider
-whether one would prefer to turn Turk or Mormon.
-
-He began to take notice that there were men in the beds beside him. One,
-as we know, had been carried out dead; but there was another in his
-place now. And one day there was a great event; when Charles woke, both
-of them were up, sitting at the side of their beds, ghastly shadows, and
-talking across him.
-
-The maddest musician never listened to the "vox humana" stop at Haarlem,
-with such delight as Charles did to these two voices. He lay for a time
-hearing them make acquaintance, and then he tried to sit up and join. He
-was on his left side, and tried to rise. His left arm would not support
-him, and he fell back, but they crept to him and set him up, and sat on
-his bed.
-
-"Right again, eh, comrade?" said one. "I thought you was gone, my lad.
-But I heard the doctor say you'd get through. You look bravely. Time was
-when you used to jump out of bed, and cry on God A'mighty. Many a time
-I've strove to help ye. The man in _his_ bed died while you was like
-that: a Fusilier Guards man. What regiment?"
-
-"I am of the 140th," said Charles. "We had a bit of a brush with the
-enemy on the twenty-fifth. I was wounded there. It was a pretty little
-rattle, I think, for a time, but not of very much importance, I fancy."
-
-The man who had first spoken laughed; the other man, a lad who had a
-round face once, perhaps, but which now was a pale death's head, with
-two great staring eyes, speaking with a voice which Charles knew at once
-to be a gentleman's, said, "Don't you know then that that charge of
-yours is the talk of Europe? That charge will never be forgotten while
-the world is round. Six hundred men against ten battalions. Good God!
-And you might have died there, and not known it."
-
-"Ah, is it so?" said Charles. "If some could only know it!"
-
-"That is the worst of it," said the young man. "I have enlisted under a
-false name, and will never go home any more. Never more. And she will
-never know that I did my duty."
-
-And after a time he got strong again in a way. A bullet, it appears, had
-struck the bone of his arm, and driven the splinters into the flesh.
-Fever had come on, and his splendid constitution, as yet untried, save
-by severe training, had pulled him through. But his left arm was
-useless. The doctor looked at it again and again, and shook his head.
-
-The two men who were in the beds on each side of him were moved before
-him. They were only there a fortnight after his coming to himself. The
-oldest of the two went first, and two or three days after the younger.
-
-The three made all sorts of plans for meeting in England. Alas, what
-chance is there for three soldiers to meet again, unless by accident?
-At home it would have taken three years to have made these three men
-such hearty friends as they had become in a fortnight. Friendships are
-made in the camp, in the bush, or on board ship, at a wonderful rate.
-And, moreover, they last for an indefinite time. For ever, I fancy: for
-these reasons. Time does not destroy friendship. Time has nothing
-whatever to do with it. I have heard an old man of seventy-eight talking
-of a man he had not seen for twelve years, and before that for
-twenty-five, as if they were young men together. Craving for his
-company, as if once more they were together on the deck of the
-white-sailed yacht, flying before the easterly wind between Hurstcastle
-and Sconce Point. Mere continual familiarity, again, does not hurt
-friendship, unless interests clash. Diversity of interests is the
-death-blow of friendship. One great sacrifice may be made--two, or even
-three; but after the first, two men are not to one another as they were
-before. Where men are thrown intimately together for a short time, and
-part have only seen the best side of one another, or where men see one
-another frequently, and have not very many causes of difference,
-friendship will flourish for ever. In the case of love it is very
-different, and for this obvious reason, which I will explain in a few
-pages if----
-
-I entered into my own recognisances, in an early chapter of this story,
-not to preach. I fear they are escheated after this short essay on
-friendship, coming, as it does, exactly in the wrong place. I must only
-throw myself on the court, and purge myself of my contempt by promising
-amendment.
-
-Poor Charles after a time was sent home to Fort Pitt. But that mighty
-left arm, which had done such noble work when it belonged to No. 3 in
-the Oxford University eight, was useless, and Charles Simpson, trooper
-in the 140th, was discharged from the army, and found himself on
-Christmas Eve in the street in front of the Waterloo Station, with
-eighteen shillings and ninepence in his pocket, wondering blindly what
-the end of it all would be, but no more dreaming of begging from those
-who had known him formerly than of leaping off Waterloo Bridge. Perhaps
-not half so much.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVII.
-
-WHAT CHARLES DID WITH HIS LAST EIGHTEEN SHILLINGS.
-
-
-Charles's luck seemed certainly to have deserted him at last. And that
-is rather a serious matter, you see; for, as he had never trusted to
-anything but luck, it now follows that he had nothing left to trust to,
-except eighteen shillings and ninepence and his little friend the
-cornet, who had come home invalided and was living with his mother in
-Hyde Park Gardens. Let us hope, reader, that you and I may never be
-reduced to the patronage of a cornet of Hussars, and eighteen shillings
-in cash.
-
-It was a fine frosty night, and the streets were gay and merry. It was a
-sad Christmas for many thousands; but the general crowd seemed
-determined not to think too deeply of these sad accounts which were
-coming from the Crimea just now. They seemed inclined to make Christmas
-Christmas, in spite of everything; and perhaps they were right. It is
-good for a busy nation like the English to have two great festivals, and
-two only, the object of which every man who is a Christian can
-understand, and on these occasions to put in practice, to the best of
-one's power, the lesson of goodwill towards men which our Lord taught
-us. We English cannot stand too many saints' days. We decline to stop
-business for St. Blaise or St. Swithin; but we can understand Christmas
-and Easter. The foreign Catholics fiddle away so much time on saints'
-days that they are obliged to work like the Israelites in bondage on
-Sunday to get on at all. I have as good a right to prophesy as any other
-freeborn Englishman who pays rates and taxes; and I prophesy that, in
-this wonderful resurrection of Ireland, the attendance of the male
-population at Church on week-days will get small by degrees and
-beautifully less.
-
-One man, Charles Ravenshoe, has got to spend his Christmas with eighteen
-shillings and a crippled left arm. There is half a million of money or
-so, and a sweet little wife, waiting for him if he would only behave
-like a rational being; but he will not, and must take the consequences.
-
-He went westward, through a kind of instinct, and he came to Belgrave
-Square, where a certain duke lived. There were lights in the windows.
-The duke was in office, and had been called up to town. Charles was glad
-of this; not that he had any business to transact with the duke, but a
-letter to deliver to the duke's coachman.
-
-This simple circumstance saved him from being much nearer actual
-destitution than I should have liked to see him. The coachman's son had
-been wounded at Balaclava, and was still at Scutari, and Charles brought
-a letter from him. He got an English welcome, I promise you. And, next
-morning, going to Hyde Park Gardens, he found that his friend the cornet
-was out of town, and would not be back for a week. At this time the
-coachman became very useful. He offered him money, house-room,
-employment, everything he could possibly get for him; and Charles
-heartily and thankfully accepted house-room and board for a week.
-
-At the end of a week he went back to Hyde Park Gardens. The cornet was
-come back. He had to sit in the kitchen while his message was taken
-upstairs. He merely sent up his name, said he was discharged, and asked
-for an interview.
-
-The servants found out that he had been at the war, in their young
-master's regiment, and they crowded round him, full of sympathy and
-kindness. He was telling them how he had last seen the cornet in the
-thick of it on the terrible 25th, when they parted right and left, and
-in dashed the cornet himself, who caught him by both hands.
-
-"By gad, I'm so glad to see you. How you are altered without your
-moustache! Look you here, you fellows and girls, this is the man that
-charged up to my assistance when I was dismounted among the guns, and
-kept by me, while I caught another horse. What a cropper I went down,
-didn't I? What a terrible brush it was, eh? And poor Hornby, too! It is
-the talk of Europe, you know. You remember old Devna, and the galloping
-lizard, eh?"
-
-And so on, till they got upstairs; and then he turned on him, and said,
-"Now, what are you going to do?"
-
-"I have got eighteen shillings."
-
-"Will your family do nothing for you?"
-
-"Did Hornby tell you anything about me, my dear sir?" said Charles,
-eagerly.
-
-"Not a word. I never knew that Hornby and you were acquainted, till I
-saw you together when he was dying."
-
-"Did you hear what we said to one another?"
-
-"Not a word. The reason I spoke about your family is, that no one, who
-had seen so much of you as I, could doubt that you were a gentleman.
-That is all. I am very much afraid I shall offend you----"
-
-"That would not be easy, sir."
-
-"Well, then, here goes. If you are utterly hard up, take service with
-me. There."
-
-"I will do so with the deepest gratitude," said Charles. "But I cannot
-ride, I fear. My left arm is gone."
-
-"Pish! ride with your right. It's a bargain. Come up and see my mother.
-I must show you to her, you know, because you will have to live here.
-She is deaf. Now you know the reason why the major used to talk so
-loud."
-
-Charles smiled for an instant; he did remember that circumstance about
-the cornet's respected and gallant father. He followed the cornet
-upstairs, and was shown into the drawing-room, where sat a very handsome
-lady, about fifty years of age, knitting.
-
-She was not only stone deaf, but had a trick of talking aloud, like the
-old lady in "Pickwick," under the impression that she was only thinking,
-which was a very disconcerting habit indeed. When Charles and the cornet
-entered the room, she said aloud, with amazing distinctness, looking
-hard at Charles, "God bless me! Who has he got now? What a fine
-gentlemanly-looking fellow. I wonder why he is dressed so shabbily."
-After which she arranged her trumpet, and prepared to go into action.
-
-"This, mother," bawled the cornet, "is the man who saved me in the
-charge of Balaclava."
-
-"Do you mean that that is trooper Simpson?" said she.
-
-"Yes, mother."
-
-"Then may the blessing of God Almighty rest upon your head!" she said to
-Charles. "That time will come, trooper Simpson, when you will know the
-value of a mother's gratitude. And when that time comes think of me. But
-for you, trooper Simpson, I might have been tearing my grey hair this
-day. What are we to do for him, James? He looks ill and worn. Words are
-not worth much. What shall we do?"
-
-The cornet put his mouth to his mother's trumpet, and in an apologetic
-bellow, such as one gets from the skipper of a fruit brig, in the Bay of
-Biscay, O! when he bears up to know if you will be so kind as to oblige
-him with the longitude; roared out:
-
-"He wants to take service with me. Have you any objection?"
-
-"Of course not, you foolish boy," said she. "I wish we could do more for
-him than that." And then she continued, in a tone slightly lowered, but
-perfectly audible, evidently under the impression that she was thinking
-to herself: "He is ugly, but he has a sweet face. I feel certain he is a
-gentleman who has had a difference with his family. I wish I could hear
-his voice. God bless him! he looks like a valiant soldier. I hope he
-won't get drunk, or make love to the maids."
-
-Charles had heard every word of this before he had time to bow himself
-out.
-
-And so he accepted his new position with dull carelessness. Life was
-getting very worthless.
-
-He walked across the park to see his friend the coachman. The frost had
-given, and there was a dull dripping thaw. He leant against the railings
-at the end of the Serpentine. There was still a great crowd all round
-the water; but up the whole expanse there were only four skaters, for
-the ice was very dangerous and rotten, and the people had been warned
-off. One of the skaters came sweeping down to within a hundred yards of
-where he was--a reckless, headlong skater, one who would chance drowning
-to have his will. The ice cracked every moment and warned him, but he
-would not heed, till it broke, and down he went; clutching wildly at the
-pitiless, uptilted slabs which clanked about his head, to save himself;
-and then with a wild cry disappeared. The icemen were on the spot in a
-minute; and, when five were past, they had him out, and bore him off to
-the receiving-house. A gentleman, a doctor apparently, who stood by
-Charles, said to him, "Well, there is a reckless fool gone to his
-account, God forgive him!"
-
-"They will bring him round, won't they?" said Charles.
-
-"Ten to one against it," said the doctor. "What right has he to
-calculate on such a thing, either? Why, most likely there will be half a
-dozen houses in mourning for that man to-morrow. He is evidently a man
-of some mark. I can pity his relations in their bereavement, sir, but I
-have precious little pity for a reckless fool."
-
-And so Charles began to serve his friend the cornet, in a way--a very
-poor way, I fear, for he was very weak and ill, and could do but little.
-The deaf lady treated him like a son, God bless her! but Charles could
-not recover the shock of his fever and delirium in the Crimea. He grew
-very low-spirited and despondent by day, and worst of all, he began to
-have sleepless nights--terrible nights. In the rough calculation he had
-made of being able to live through his degradation, and get used to it,
-he had calculated, unwittingly, on perfect health. He had thought that
-in a few years he should forget the old life, and become just like one
-of the grooms he had made his companions. This had now become
-impossible, for his health and his nerve were gone.
-
-He began to get afraid of his horses; that was the first symptom. He
-tried to fight against the conviction, but it forced itself upon him.
-When he was on horseback, he found that he was frightened when anything
-went wrong; his knees gave way on emergency, and his hand was
-irresolute. And, what is more, be sure of this, that, before he
-confessed the fact to himself, the horses had found it out, and "taken
-action on it," or else may I ride a donkey, with my face towards the
-tail, for the rest of my life.
-
-And he began to see another thing. Now, when he was nervous, in ill
-health, and whimsical, the company of men among whom he was thrown as
-fellow-servants became nearly unbearable. Little trifling acts of
-coarseness, unnoticed when he was in good health and strong, at the time
-he was with poor Hornby, now disgusted him. Most kind-hearted young
-fellows, brought up as he had been, are apt to be familiar with, and
-probably pet and spoil, the man whose duty it is to minister to their
-favourite pleasures, be he gamekeeper, or groom, or cricketer, or
-waterman. Nothing can be more natural, or, in proper bounds, harmless.
-Charles had thought that, being used to these men, he could live with
-them, and do as they did. For a month or two, while in rude coarse
-health, he found it was possible; for had not Lord Welter and he done
-the same thing for amusement? But now, with shattered nerves, he found
-it intolerable. I have had great opportunities of seeing gentlemen
-trying to do this sort of thing--I mean in Australia--and, as far as my
-experience goes, it ends in one of two ways. Either they give it up as a
-bad job, and assume the position that superior education gives them, or
-else they take to drink, and go, not to mince matters, to the devil.
-
-What Charles did, we shall see. Nobody could be more kind and
-affectionate than the cornet and his deaf mother. They guessed that he
-was "somebody," and that things were wrong with him; though, if he had
-been a chimney-sweep's son, it would have made no difference to them,
-for they were "good people." The cornet once or twice invited his
-confidence; but he was too young, and Charles had not the energy to tell
-him anything. His mother, too, asked him to tell her if anything was
-wrong in his affairs, and whether she could help him; and possibly he
-might have been more inclined to confide in her, than in her son. But
-who could bellow such a sad tale of misery through an ear-trumpet? He
-held his peace.
-
-He kept Ellen's picture, which he had taken from Hornby. He determined
-he would not go and seek her. She was safe somewhere, in some Catholic
-asylum. Why should he re-open her grief?
-
-But life was getting very, very weary business. By day, his old
-favourite pleasure of riding had become a terror, and at night he got no
-rest. Death forty good years away, by all calculation. A weary time.
-
-He thought himself humbled, but he was not. He said to himself that he
-was prevented from going back, because he had found out that Mary was in
-love with him, and also because he was disgraced through his sister; and
-both of these reasons were, truly, most powerful with him. But, in
-addition to this, I fear there was a great deal of obstinate pride,
-which thing is harder to beat out of a man than most things.
-
-And, now, after all this half-moralising narrative, an important fact or
-two. The duke was very busy, and stayed in town, and, as a consequence,
-the duke's coachman. Moreover, the duke's coachman's son came home
-invalided, and stayed with his father; and Charles, with the hearty
-approval of the cornet, used to walk across the park every night to see
-him, and talk over the campaign, and then look in at the Servants' Club,
-of which he was still a member. And the door of the Servants' Club room
-had glass windows to it. And I have noticed that anybody who looks
-through a glass window (under favourable circumstances) can see who is
-on the other side. I have done it myself more than once.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LVIII.
-
-THE NORTH SIDE OF GROSVENOR SQUARE.
-
-
-John Marston's first disappointment in life had been his refusal by
-Mary. He was one of those men, brought up in a hard school, who get,
-somehow, the opinion that everything which happens to a man is his own
-fault. He used to say that every man who could play whist could get a
-second if he chose. I have an idea that he is in some sort right. But he
-used to carry this sort of thing to a rather absurd extent. He was apt
-to be hard on men who failed, and to be always the first to say, "If he
-had done this, or left that alone, it would not have been so," and he
-himself, with a calm clear brain and perfect health, had succeeded in
-everything he had ever tried at, even up to a double first. At one point
-he was stopped. He had always given himself airs of superiority over
-Charles, and had given him advice, good as it was, in a way which would
-have ruined his influence with nine men out of ten; and suddenly he was
-brought up. At the most important point in life, he found Charles his
-superior. Charles had won a woman's love without knowing it, or caring
-for it; and he had tried for it, and failed.
-
-John Marston was an eminently noble and high-minded man. His faults were
-only those of education, and his faults were very few. When he found
-himself rejected, and found out why it was so--when he found that he was
-no rival of Charles, and that Charles cared naught for poor Mary--he
-humbly set his quick brain to work to find out in what way Charles, so
-greatly his inferior in intellect, was superior to him in the most
-important of all things. For he saw that Charles had not only won Mary's
-love, but the love of every one who knew him; whereas he, John Marston,
-had but very few friends.
-
-And, when he once set to work at this task, he seemed to come rapidly to
-the conclusion that Charles was superior to him in everything except
-application. "And how much application should I have had," he concluded,
-"if I had not been a needy man?"
-
-So you see that his disappointment cured him of what was almost his only
-vice--conceit. Everything works together for good, for those who are
-really good.
-
-Hitherto, John Marston has led only the life that so many young
-Englishmen lead--a life of study, combined with violent, objectless,
-physical exertion as a counterpoise. He had never known what enthusiasm
-was, as yet. There was a vast deal of it somewhere about him; in his
-elbows or his toes, or the calves of his legs, or somewhere, as events
-prove. If I might hazard an opinion, I should say that it was stowed
-away somewhere in that immensely high, but somewhat narrow, forehead of
-his. Before he tried love-making, he might have written the calmest and
-most exasperating article in the _Saturday Review_. But, shortly after
-that, the tinder got a-fire; and the man who set it on fire was his
-uncle Smith, the Moravian missionary.
-
-For this fellow, Smith, had, as we know, come home from Australia with
-the dying words of his beautiful wife ringing in his ears: "Go home from
-here, my love, into the great towns, and see what is to be done there."
-And he had found his nephew, John Marston. And, while Marston listened
-to his strange, wild conversation, a light broke in upon him. And what
-had been to him merely words before this, now became glorious,
-tremendous realities.
-
-And so those two had gone hand in hand down into the dirt and profligacy
-of Southwark, to do together a work the reward of which comes after
-death. There are thousands of men at such work now. We have no more to
-do with it than to record the fact, that these two were at it heart and
-hand.
-
-John Marston's love for Mary had never waned for one instant. When he
-had found that, or thought he had found that, she loved Charles, he had,
-in a quiet, dignified way, retired from the contest. He had determined
-that he would go away, and work at ragged schools, and so on, and try to
-forget all about her. He had begun to fancy that his love was growing
-cool, when Lord Saltire's letter reached him, and set it all a-blaze
-again.
-
-This was unendurable--that a savage from the southern wilds should step
-in like this, without notice. He posted off to Casterton.
-
-Mary was very glad to see him; but he had proposed to her once, and,
-therefore, how could she be so familiar with him as of yore?
-Notwithstanding this, John was not so very much disappointed at his
-reception; he had thought that matters were even worse than they were.
-
-After dinner, in the drawing-room, he watched them together. George
-Corby was evidently in love. He went to Mary, who was sitting alone, the
-moment they came from the dining-room. Mary looked up, and caught his
-eyes as he approached; but her eyes wandered from him to the door, until
-they settled on John himself. She seemed to wish that he would come and
-talk to her. He had a special reason for not doing so: he wanted to
-watch her and George together. So he stayed behind, and talked to Lord
-Hainault.
-
-Lord Saltire moved up beside Lady Ascot. Lady Hainault had the three
-children--Archy in her lap, and Gus and Flora beside her. In her high
-and mighty way she was amusing them, or rather trying to do so. Lady
-Hainault was one of the best and noblest women in the world, as you have
-seen already; but she was not an amusing person. And no one knew it
-better than herself. Her intentions were excellent: she wanted to leave
-Mary free from the children until their bed-time, so that she might talk
-to her old acquaintance, John Marston; for, at the children's bed-time,
-Mary would have to go with them. Even Lady Hainault, determined as she
-was, never dared to contemplate putting those children to bed without
-Mary's assistance. She was trying to tell them a story out of her own
-head, but was making a dreadful mess of it; and she was quite conscious
-that Gus and Flora were listening to her with contemptuous pity.
-
-So they were disposed. Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot were comfortably out
-of hearing. We had better attend to them first, and come round to the
-others afterwards.
-
-Lady Ascot began. "James," she said, "it is perfectly evident to me that
-you sent for John Marston."
-
-"Well, and suppose I did?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"Well, then, why did you do so?"
-
-"Maria," said Lord Saltire, "do you know that sometimes you are
-intolerably foolish? Cannot you answer that question for yourself?"
-
-"Of course I can," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Then why the deuce did you ask me?"
-
-That was a hard question to answer, but Lady Ascot said:
-
-"I doubt if you are wise, James. I believe it would be better that she
-should go to Australia. It is a very good match for her."
-
-"It is not a good match for her," said Lord Saltire, testily. "To begin
-with, first-cousin marriages are an invention of the devil. Third and
-lastly, she sha'n't go to that infernal hole. Sixthly, I want her, now
-our Charles is dead, to marry John Marston; and, in conclusion, I mean
-to have my own way."
-
-"Do you know," said Lady Ascot, "that he proposed to her before, and was
-rejected?"
-
-"He told me of it the same night," said Lord Saltire. "Now, don't talk
-any more nonsense, but tell me this: Is she bitten with that young
-fellow?"
-
-"Not deeply, as yet, I think," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Which of them has the best chance?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"James," said Lady Ascot, repeating his own words, "do you know that
-sometimes you are intolerably foolish? How can I tell?"
-
-"Which would you bet on, Miss Headstall?" asked Lord Saltire.
-
-"Well, well!" said Lady Ascot, "I suppose I should bet on John Marston."
-
-"And how long are you going to give Sebastopol, Lord Hainault?" said
-John Marston.
-
-"What do you think about the Greek Kalends, my dear Marston?" said Lord
-Hainault.
-
-"Why, no. I suppose we shall get it at last. It won't do to have it said
-that England and France----"
-
-"Say France and England just now," said Lord Hainault.
-
-"No, I will not. It must not be said that England and France could not
-take a Black Sea fortress."
-
-"We shall have to say it, I fear," said Lord Hainault. "I am not quite
-sure that we English don't want a thrashing."
-
-"I am sure we do," said Marston, "But we shall never get one. That is
-the worst of it."
-
-"My dear Marston," said Lord Hainault, "you have a clear head. Will you
-tell me this: Do you believe that Charles Ravenshoe is dead?"
-
-"God bless me, Lord Hainault, have you any doubts?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"So have I," said Marston, turning eagerly towards him. "I thought you
-had all made up your minds. If there is any doubt, ought we not to
-mention it to Lord Saltire?"
-
-"I think that he has doubts himself. I may tell you that he has secured
-to him, in case of his return, eighty thousand pounds."
-
-"He would have made him his heir, I suppose," said John Marston; "would
-he not?"
-
-"Yes: I think I am justified in saying Yes."
-
-"And so all the estates go to Lord Ascot, in any case?"
-
-"Unless in case of Charles's re-appearance before his death; in which
-case I believe he will alter his will."
-
-"Then if Charles be alive, he had better keep out of Lord Ascot's way on
-dark nights, in narrow lanes," said John Marston.
-
-"You are mistaken there," said Lord Hainault, thoughtfully. "Ascot is a
-bad fellow. I told him so once in public, at the risk of getting an
-awful thrashing. If it had not been for Mainwaring I should have had
-sore bones for a twelvemonth. But--but--well, I was at Eton with Ascot,
-and Ascot was and is a great blackguard. But, do you know, he is to some
-a very affectionate fellow. You know he was adored at Eton."
-
-"He was not liked at Oxford," said Marston. "I never knew any good of
-him. He is a great rascal."
-
-"Yes," said Lord Hainault, "I suppose he is what you would call a great
-rascal. Yes; I told him so, you know. And I am not a fighting man, and
-that proves that I was strongly convinced of the fact, or I should have
-shirked my duty. A man in my position don't like to go down to the House
-of Lords with a black eye. But I doubt if he is capable of any deep
-villainy yet. If you were to say to me that Charles would be unwise to
-allow Ascot's wife to make his gruel for him, I should say that I agreed
-with you."
-
-"There you are certainly right, my lord," said John Marston, smiling.
-"But I never knew Lord Ascot spare either man or woman."
-
-"That is very true," said Lord Hainault. "Do you notice that we have
-been speaking as if Charles Ravenshoe were not dead?"
-
-"I don't believe he is," said John Marston.
-
-"Nor I, do you know," said Lord Hainault; "at least only half. What a
-pair of ninnies we are! Only ninety men of the 140th came out of that
-Balaclava charge. If he escaped the cholera, the chances are in favour
-of his having been killed there."
-
-"What evidence have we that he enlisted in that regiment at all?"
-
-"Lady Hainault's and Mary's description of his uniform, which they never
-distinctly saw for one moment," said Hainault. "_Viola tout._"
-
-"And you would not speak to Lord Saltire?"
-
-"Why, no. He sees all that we see. If he comes back, he gets eighty
-thousand pounds. It would not do either for you or me to press him to
-alter his will. Do you see?"
-
-"I suppose you are right, Lord Hainault. Things cannot go very wrong
-either way. I hope Mary will not fall in love with that cousin of hers,"
-he added, with a laugh.
-
-"Are you wise in persevering, do you think?" said Lord Hainault, kindly.
-
-"I will tell you in a couple of days," said John Marston. "Is there any
-chance of seeing that best of fellows, William Ravenshoe, here?"
-
-"He may come tumbling up. He has put off his wedding, in consequence of
-the death of his half-brother. I wonder if he was humbugged at Varna?"
-
-"Nothing more likely," said Marston. "Where is Lord Welter?"
-
-"In Paris--plucking geese."
-
-Just about this time, all the various groups in the drawing-room
-seemed to come to the conclusion that the time had arrived for
-new combinations, to avoid remarks. So there was a regular
-pass-in-the-corner business. John Marston went over to Mary; George
-Corby came to Lord Hainault; Lord Saltire went to Lady Hainault, who had
-Archy asleep in her lap; and Gus and Flora went to Lady Ascot.
-
-"At last, old friend," said Mary to John Marston. "And I have been
-watching for you so long. I was afraid that the time would come for the
-children to go to bed, and that you would never come and speak to me."
-
-"Lord Hainault and I were talking politics," said Marston. "That is why
-I did not come."
-
-"Men must talk politics, I suppose," said Mary. "But I wish you had come
-while my cousin was here. He is so charming. You will like him."
-
-"He seems to be a capital fellow," said Marston.
-
-"Indeed he is," said Mary. "He is really the most lovable creature I
-have met for a long time. If you would take him up, and be kind to him,
-and show him life, from the side from which _you_ see it, you would be
-doing a good work; and you would be obliging _me_. And I know, my dear
-friend, that you like to oblige me."
-
-"Miss Corby, you know that I would die for you."
-
-"I know it. Who better? It puzzles me to know what I have done to earn
-such kindness from you. But there it is. You will be kind to him."
-
-Marston was partly pleased and partly disappointed by this conversation.
-Would you like to guess why? Yes. Then I will leave you to do so, and
-save myself half a page of writing.
-
-Only saying this, for the benefit of inexperienced novel-readers, that
-he was glad to hear her talk in that free and easy manner about her
-cousin; but would have been glad if she had not talked in that free and
-easy manner to himself. Nevertheless, there was evidently no harm done
-as yet. That was a great cause of congratulation; there was time yet.
-
-Gus and Flora went over to Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot said, "My dears, is it
-not near bed-time?" just by way of opening the conversation--nothing
-more.
-
-"Lawks a mercy on me, no," said Flora. "Go along with you, do, you
-foolish thing."
-
-"My dear! my dear!" said Lady Ascot.
-
-"She is imitating old Alwright," explained Gus. "She told me she was
-going to. Lord Saltire says, 'Maria! Maria! Maria!--you are intolerably
-foolish, Maria!'"
-
-"Don't be naughty, Gus," said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Well, so he did, for I heard him. Don't mind us; we don't mean any
-harm. I say, Lady Ascot, has she any right to bite and scratch?"
-
-"Who?" said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Why, that Flora. She bit Alwright because she wouldn't lend her Mrs.
-Moko."
-
-"Oh, you dreadful fib!" said Flora. "Oh, you wicked boy! you know where
-you'll go to if you tell such stories. Lady Ascot, I didn't bite her; I
-only said she ought to be bit. She told me that she couldn't let me have
-Mrs. Moko, because she was trying caps on her. And then she told nurse
-that I should never have her again, because I squeezed her flat. And so
-she told a story. And it was not I who squeezed her flat, but that boy,
-who is worse than Ananias and Sapphira. And I made a bogey of her in the
-nursery door, with a broom and a counterpane, just as he was coming in.
-And he shut the door on her head, and squeezed a piece of paint off her
-nose as big as half-a-crown."
-
-Lady Ascot was relieved by being informed that the Mrs. Moko aforesaid
-was only a pasteboard image, the size of life, used by the lady's maid
-for fitting caps.
-
-There were many evenings like this; a week or so was passed without any
-change. At last there was a move towards London.
-
-The first who took flight was George Corby. He was getting dissatisfied,
-in his sleepy semi-tropical way, with the state of affairs. It was
-evident that, since John Marston's arrival, he had been playing, with
-regard to Mary, second fiddle (if you can possibly be induced to pardon
-the extreme coarseness of the expression). One day, Lord Saltire asked
-him to take him for a drive. They went over to dismantled Ranford, and
-Lord Saltire was more amusing than ever. As they drove up through the
-dense larch plantation, on the outskirt of the park, they saw Marston
-and Mary side by side. George Corby bit his lip.
-
-"I suppose there is something there, my lord?" said he.
-
-"Oh dear, yes; I hope so," said Lord Saltire. "Oh, yes, that is a very
-old affair."
-
-So George Corby went first. He did not give up all hopes of being
-successful, but he did not like the way things were going. His English
-expedition was not quite so pleasant as he intended it to be. He, poor
-fellow, was desperately in love, and his suit did not seem likely to
-prosper. He was inclined to be angry with Lord Saltire. "He should not
-have let things go so far," thought George, "without letting him know;"
-quite forgetting that the mischief was done before Lord Saltire's
-arrival.
-
-Lord Saltire and John Marston moved next. Lord Saltire had thought it
-best to take his man Simpson's advice, and move into his house in Curzon
-Street. He had asked John to come with him.
-
-"It is a very nice little house," he said; "deuced well aired, and that
-sort of thing; but I know I shall have a creeping in my back when I go
-back for the first week, and fancy there is a draught. This will make me
-peevish. I don't like to be peevish to my servants, because it is
-unfair; they can't answer one. I wish you would come and let me be
-peevish to you. You may just as well. It will do you good. You have got
-a fancy for disciplining yourself, and all that sort of thing; and you
-will find me capital practice for a week or so in a fresh house. After
-that I shall get amiable, and then you may go. You may have the use of
-my carriage, to go and attend to your poor man's plaster business in
-Southwark, if you like. I am not nervous about fever or vermin. Besides,
-it may amuse me to hear all about it. And you can bring that cracked
-uncle of yours to see me sometimes; his Scriptural talk is very
-piquant."
-
-Lord and Lady Hainault moved up into Grosvenor Square too, for
-Parliament was going to meet rather early. They persuaded Lady Ascot to
-come and stay with them.
-
-After a few days, William made his appearance. "Well, my dear
-Ravenshoe," said Lord Hainault, "and what brings you to town?"
-
-"I don't know," said William. "I cannot stay down there. Lord Hainault,
-do you know I think I am going cracked?"
-
-"Why, my dear fellow, what do you mean?"
-
-"I have got such a strange fancy in my head, I cannot rest."
-
-"What is your fancy?" said Lord Hainault. "Stay; may I make a guess at
-it?"
-
-"You would never dream what it is. It is too mad."
-
-"I will guess," said Lord Hainault. "Your fancy is this:--You believe
-that Charles Ravenshoe is alive, and you have come up to London to take
-your chance of finding him in the streets."
-
-"But, good God!" said William, "how have you found this out? I have
-never told it even to my own sweetheart."
-
-"Because," said Lord Hainault, laying his hand on his shoulder, "I and
-John Marston have exactly the same fancy. That is why."
-
-And Charles so close to them all the time. Creeping every day across the
-park to see the coachman and his son. Every day getting more hopeless.
-All energy gone. Wit enough left to see that he was living on the
-charity of the cornet. There were some splinters in his arm which would
-not come away, and kept him restless. He never slept now. He hesitated
-when he was spoken to. Any sudden noise made him start and look wild. I
-will not go on with the symptoms. Things were much worse with him than
-we have ever seen them before. He, poor lad, began to wonder whether it
-would come to him to die in a hospital or----
-
-Those cursed bridges! Why did they build such things? Who built them?
-The devil. To tempt ruined, desperate men, with ten thousand fiends
-gnawing and sawing in their deltoid muscles, night and day. Suppose he
-had to cross one of these by night, would he ever get to the other side?
-Or would angels from heaven come down and hold him back?
-
-The cornet and his mother had a conversation about him. Bawled the
-cornet into the ear-trumpet:
-
-"My fellow Simpson is very bad, mother. He is getting low and nervous,
-and I don't like the looks of him."
-
-"I remarked it myself," said the lady. "We had better have Bright. It
-would be cheaper to pay five guineas, and get a good opinion at once."
-
-"I expect he wants a surgeon more than a doctor," said the cornet.
-
-"Well, that is the doctor's business," said the old lady. "Drop a line
-to Bright, and see what he says. It would be a burning shame, my
-dear--enough to bring down the wrath of God upon us--if we were to let
-him want for anything, as long as we have money. And we have plenty of
-money. More than we want. And if it annoys him to go near the horses, we
-must pension him. But I would rather let him believe that he was earning
-his wages, because it might be a weight on his mind if he did not. See
-to it the first thing in the morning. Remember Balaclava, James!
-Remember Balaclava! If you forget Balaclava, and what trooper Simpson
-did for you there, you are tempting God to forget you."
-
-"I hope He may when I do, mother," shouted the cornet. "I remember
-Balaclava--ay, and Devna before."
-
-There are such people as these in the world, reader. I know some of
-them. I know a great many of them. So many of them, in fact, that this
-conclusion has been forced upon me--that the world is _not_ entirely
-peopled by rogues and fools; nay, more, that the rogues and fools form a
-contemptible minority. I may become unpopular, I may be sneered at by
-men who think themselves wiser for coming to such a conclusion; but I
-will not retract what I have said. The good people in the world
-outnumber the bad, ten to one, and the ticket for this sort of belief is
-"Optimist."
-
-This conversation between the cornet and his mother took place at
-half-past two. At that time Charles had crept across the park to the
-Mews, near Belgrave Square, to see his friend the duke's coachman and
-his son. May I be allowed, without being accused of writing a novel in
-the "confidential style," to tell you that this is the most important
-day in the whole story.
-
-At half-past two, William Ravenshoe called at Lord Hainault's house in
-Grosvenor Square. He saw Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot asked him what sort of
-weather it was out of doors.
-
-William said that there was a thick fog near the river, but that on the
-north side of the square it was pleasant. So Lady Ascot said she would
-like a walk, if it were only for ten minutes, if he would give her his
-arm; and out they went.
-
-Mary and the children came out too, but they went into the square. Lady
-Ascot and William walked slowly up and down the pavement alone, for Lady
-Ascot liked to see the people.
-
-Up and down the north side, in front of the house. At the second turn,
-when they were within twenty yards of the west end of the square, a tall
-man with an umbrella over his shoulder came round the corner, and leant
-against the lamp-post. They both knew him in an instant. It was Lord
-Ascot. He had not seen them. He had turned to look at a great
-long-legged chestnut that was coming down the street, from the right,
-with a human being on his back. The horse was desperately vicious, but
-very beautiful and valuable. The groom on his back was neither beautiful
-nor valuable, and was losing his temper with the horse. The horse was
-one of those horses vicious by nature--such a horse as Rarey (all honour
-to him) can terrify into submission for a short time; and the groom was
-a groom, not one of our country lads, every one of whose virtues and
-vices have been discussed over and over again at the squire's
-dinner-table, or about whom the rector had scratched his head, and had
-had into his study for private exhortation or encouragement. Not one of
-the minority. One of the majority, I fear very much. Reared, like a dog,
-among the straw, without education, without religion, without
-self-respect--worse broke than the horse he rode. When I think of all
-that was said against grooms and stable-helpers during the Rarey fever,
-I get very angry, I confess it. One man said to me, "When we have had a
-groom or two killed, we shall have our horses treated properly." Look to
-your grooms, gentlemen, and don't allow such a blot on the fair fame of
-England as some racing stables much longer, or there will be a heavy
-reckoning against you when the books are balanced.
-
-But the poor groom lost his temper with the horse, and beat it over the
-head. And Lord Ascot stayed to say, "D---- it all, man, you will never
-do any good like that," though a greater fiend on horseback than Lord
-Ascot I never saw.
-
-This gave time for Lady Ascot to say, "Come on, my dear Ravenshoe, and
-let us speak to him." So on they went. Lord Ascot was so busy looking at
-the horse and groom, that they got close behind him before he saw them.
-Nobody being near, Lady Ascot, with a sparkle of her old fun, poked him
-in the back with her walking-stick. Lord Ascot turned sharply and
-angrily round, with his umbrella raised for a blow.
-
-When he saw who it was, he burst out into a pleasant laugh. "Now, you
-grandma," he said, "you keep that old stick of yours quiet, or you'll
-get into trouble. What do you mean by assaulting the head of the house
-in the public streets? I am ashamed of you. You, Ravenshoe, you egged
-her on to do it. I shall have to punch your head before I have done. How
-are you both?"
-
-"And where have you been, you naughty boy?" said Lady Ascot.
-
-"At Paris," said that ingenuous nobleman, "dicing and brawling, as
-usual. Nobody can accuse me of hiding _my_ talents in a napkin, grandma.
-Those two things are all I am fit for, and I certainly do them with a
-will. I have fought a duel, too. A Yankee Doodle got it into his head
-that he might be impertinent to Adelaide; so I took him out and shot
-him. Don't cry, now. He is not dead. He'll walk lame though, I fancy,
-for a time. How jolly it is to catch you out here! I dread meeting that
-insufferable prig Hainault, for fear I should kick him. Give me her arm,
-my dear Ravenshoe."
-
-"And where is Adelaide?" said Lady Ascot.
-
-"Up at St. John's Wood," said he. "Do steal away, and come and see her.
-Grandma, I was very sorry to hear of poor Charles's death--I was indeed.
-You know what it has done for me; but, by Gad, I was very sorry."
-
-"Dear Welter--dear Ascot," said Lady Ascot, "I am sure you were sorry.
-Oh! if you would repent, my own dear. If you would think of the love
-that Christ bore you when He died for you. Oh, Ascot, Ascot! will
-nothing save you from the terrible hereafter?"
-
-"I am afraid not, grandma," said Lord Ascot. "It is getting too cold for
-you to stay out. Ravenshoe, my dear fellow, take her in."
-
-And so, after a kind good-bye, Lord Ascot walked away towards the
-south-west.
-
-I am afraid that John Marston was right. I am afraid he spoke the truth
-when he said that Lord Ascot was a savage, untameable blackguard.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LIX.
-
-LORD ASCOT'S CROWNING ACT OF FOLLY.
-
-
-Lord Ascot, with his umbrella over his shoulder, swung on down the
-street, south-westward. The town was pleasant in the higher parts, and
-so he felt inclined to prolong his walk. He turned to the right into
-Park Lane.
-
-He was a remarkable-looking man. So tall, so broad, with such a mighty
-chest, and such a great, red, hairless, cruel face above it, that
-people, when he paused to look about him, as he did at each street
-corner, turned to look at him. He did not notice it; he was used it.
-And, besides, as he walked there were two or three words ringing yet in
-his ears which made him look less keenly than usual after the handsome
-horses and pretty faces which he met in his walk.
-
-"Oh, Ascot, Ascot! will nothing save you from the terrible hereafter?"
-
-"Confound those old women, more particularly when they take to religion.
-Always croaking. And grandma Ascot, too, as plucky and good an old soul
-as any in England--as good a judge of a horse as William Day--taking to
-that sort of thing. Hang it! it was unendurable. It was bad taste, you
-know, putting such ideas into a fellow's head. London was dull enough
-after Paris, without that."
-
-So thought Lord Ascot, as he stood in front of Dudley House, and looked
-southward. The winter sun was feebly shining where he was, but to the
-south there was a sea of fog, out of which rose the Wellington statue,
-looking more exasperating than ever, and the two great houses at the
-Albert Gate.
-
-"This London is a beastly hole," said he. "I have got to go down into
-that cursed fog. I wish Tattersall's was anywhere else." But he
-shouldered his umbrella again, and on he went.
-
-Opposite St. George's Hospital there were a number of medical students.
-Two of them, regardless of the order which should always be kept on Her
-Majesty's highway, were wrestling. Lord Ascot paused for a moment to
-look at them. He heard one of the students who were looking on say to
-another, evidently about himself--
-
-"By Gad! what preparations that fellow would cut up into."
-
-"Ah!" said another, "and wouldn't he cuss and d---- under the operation
-neither."
-
-"I know who that is," said a third. "That's Lord Ascot; the most
-infernal, headlong, gambling savage in the three kingdoms."
-
-So Lord Ascot, in the odour of sanctity, passed down into Tattersall's
-yard. There was no one in the rooms. He went out into the yard again.
-
-"Hullo, you sir! Have you seen Mr. Sloane?"
-
-"Mr. Sloane was here not ten minutes ago, my lord. He thought your
-lordship was not coming. He is gone down to the Groom's Arms."
-
-"Where the deuce is that?"
-
-"In Chapel Street, at the corner of the mews, my lord. Fust turning on
-the right, my lord."
-
-Lord Ascot had business with our old acquaintance, Mr. Sloane, and went
-on. When he came to the public-house mentioned (the very same one in
-which the Servants' Club was held, to which Charles belonged), he went
-into the bar, and asked of a feeble-minded girl, left accidentally in
-charge of the bar--"Where was Mr. Sloane?" And she said, "Upstairs, in
-the club-room."
-
-Lord Ascot walked up to the club-room, and looked in at the glass door.
-And there he saw Sloane. He was standing up, with his hand on a man's
-shoulder, who had a map before him. Right and left of these two men were
-two other men, an old one and a young one, and the four faces were close
-together; and while he watched them, the man with the map before him
-looked up, and Lord Ascot saw Charles Ravenshoe, pale and wan, looking
-like death itself, but still Charles Ravenshoe in the body.
-
-He did not open the door. He turned away, went down into the street, and
-set his face northward.
-
-So he was alive, and----There were more things to follow that "and" than
-he had time to think of at first. He had a cunning brain, Lord Ascot,
-but he could not get at his position at first. The whole business was
-too unexpected--he had not time to realise it.
-
-The afternoon was darkening as he turned his steps northwards, and began
-to walk rapidly, with scowling face and compressed lips. One or two of
-the students still lingered on the steps of the hospital. The one who
-had mentioned him by name before said to his fellows, "Look at that Lord
-Ascot. What a devil he looks! He has lost some money. Gad! there'll be
-murder done to-night. They oughtn't to let such fellows go loose!"
-
-Charles Ravenshoe alive. And Lord Saltire's will. Half a million of
-money. And Charley Ravenshoe, the best old cock in the three kingdoms.
-Of all his villainies--and, God forgive him, they were many--the one
-that weighed heaviest on his heart was his treatment of Charles. And
-now----
-
-The people turned and looked after him as he hurled along. Why did his
-wayward feet carry him to the corner of Curzon Street? That was not his
-route to St. John's Wood. The people stared at the great red-faced
-giant, who paused against the lamp-post irresolute, biting his upper lip
-till the blood came.
-
-How would they have stared if they had seen what I see.[11]
-
-There were two angels in the street that wretched winter afternoon, who
-had followed Lord Ascot in his headlong course, and paused here. He
-could see them but dimly, or only guess at their existence, but I can
-see them plainly enough.
-
-One was a white angel, beautiful to look at, who stood a little way off,
-beckoning to him, and pointing towards Lord Saltire's house; and the
-other was black, with its face hid in a hood, who was close beside him,
-and kept saying in his ear, "Half a million! half a million!"
-
-A strange apparition in Curzon Street, at four o'clock on a January
-afternoon! If you search the files of the papers at this period, you
-will find no notice of any remarkable atmospheric phenomena in Curzon
-Street that afternoon. But two angels were there, nevertheless, and Lord
-Ascot had a dim suspicion of it.
-
-A dim suspicion of it! How could it be otherwise, when he heard a voice
-in one ear repeating Lady Ascot's last words, "What can save you from
-the terrible hereafter?" and in the other the stealthy whisper of the
-fiend, "Half a million! half a million!"
-
-He paused, only for a moment, and then headed northward again. The black
-angel was at his ear, but the white one was close to him--so close, that
-when his own door opened, the three passed in together. Adelaide,
-standing under the chandelier in the hall, saw nothing of the two
-spirits; only her husband, scowling fiercely.
-
-She was going upstairs to dress, but she paused. As soon as Lord Ascot's
-"confidential scoundrel," before mentioned, had left the hall, she came
-up to him, and in a whisper, for she knew the man was listening, said:
-
-"What is the matter, Welter?"
-
-He looked as if he would have pushed her out of the way. But he did not.
-He said:
-
-"I have seen Charles Ravenshoe."
-
-"When?"
-
-"To-night."
-
-"Good God! Then it is almost a matter of time with us," said Adelaide.
-"I had a dim suspicion of this, Ascot. It is horrible. We are ruined."
-
-"Not yet," said Lord Ascot.
-
-"There is time--time. He is obstinate and mad. Lord Saltire might
-die----"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Either of them," she hissed out. "Is there no----"
-
-"No what?"
-
-"There is half a million of money," said Adelaide.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"All sorts of things happen to people."
-
-Lord Ascot looked at her for an instant, and snarled out a curse at her.
-
-John Marston was perfectly right. He was a savage, untameable
-blackguard. He went upstairs into his bedroom. The two angels were with
-him. They are with all of us at such times as these. There is no
-plagiarism here. The fact is too old for that.
-
-Up and down, up and down. The bedroom was not long enough; so he opened
-the door of the dressing-room; and that was not long enough; and so he
-opened the door of what had been the nursery in a happier household than
-his; and walked up and down through them all. And Adelaide sat below,
-before a single candle, with pale face and clenched lips, listening to
-his footfall on the floor above.
-
-She knew as well as if an angel had told her what was passing in his
-mind as he walked up and down. She had foreseen this crisis plainly--you
-may laugh at me, but she had. She had seen that if, by any wild
-conjunction of circumstances, Charles Ravenshoe were alive, and if he
-were to come across him before Lord Saltire's death, events would
-arrange themselves exactly as they were doing on this terrible evening.
-There was something awfully strange in the realisation of her morbid
-suspicions.
-
-Yes, she had seen thus far, and had laughed at herself for entertaining
-such mad fancies. But she had seen no further. What the upshot would be
-was hidden from her like a dark veil, black and impenetrable as the fog
-which was hanging over Waterloo Bridge at that moment, which made the
-squalid figure of a young, desperate girl show like a pale, fluttering
-ghost, leading a man whom we know well, a man who followed her, on the
-road to--what?
-
-The rest, though, seemed to be, in some sort, in her own hands. Wealth,
-position in the world, the power of driving her chariot over the necks
-of those who had scorned her--the only things for which her worthless
-heart cared--were all at stake.
-
-"He will murder me," she said, "_but he shall hear me_."
-
-Still, up and down, over head, his heavy footfall went to and fro.
-
-Seldom, in any man's life, comes such a trial as his this night. A good
-man might have been hard tried in such circumstances. What hope can we
-have of a desperate blackguard like Lord Ascot? He knew Lord Saltire
-hated him; he knew that Lord Saltire had only left his property to him
-because he thought Charles Ravenshoe was dead; and yet he hesitated
-whether or no he should tell Lord Saltire that he had seen Charles, and
-ruin himself utterly.
-
-Was he such an utter rascal as John Marston made him out? Would such a
-rascal have hesitated long? What could make a man without a character,
-without principle, without a care about the world's opinion, hesitate at
-such a time as this? I cannot tell you.
-
-He was not used to think about things logically or calmly: and so, as he
-paced up and down, it was some time before he actually arranged his
-thoughts. Then he came to this conclusion, and put it fairly before
-him--that, if he let Lord Saltire know that Charles Ravenshoe was alive,
-he was ruined; and that, if he did not, he was a villain.
-
-Let us give the poor profligate wretch credit for getting even so far as
-this. There was no attempt to gloss over the facts, and deceive himself.
-He put the whole matter honestly before him.
-
-He would be a fool if he told Lord Saltire. He would be worse than a
-fool, a madman--there was no doubt about that. It was not to be thought
-about.
-
-But Charles Ravenshoe!
-
-How pale the dear old lad looked. What a kind, gentle old face it was.
-How well he could remember the first time he ever saw him. At Twyford,
-yes; and, that very same visit, how he ran across the billiard-room, and
-asked him who Lord Saltire was. Yes. What jolly times there were down in
-Devonshire, too. Those Claycomb hounds wanted pace, but they were full
-fast enough for the country. And what a pottering old rascal Charley was
-among the stone walls. Rode through. Yes. And how he'd mow over a
-woodcock. Fire slap through a holly bush. Ha!
-
-And suppose they proved this previous marriage. Why, then he would be
-back at Ravenshoe, and all things would be as they were. But suppose
-they couldn't----
-
-Lord Ascot did not know that eighty thousand pounds were secured to
-Charles.
-
-By Gad! it was horrible to think of. That it should be thrown on him, of
-all men, to stand between old Charley and his due. If it were any other
-man but him----
-
-Reader, if you do not know that a man will act from "sentiment" long,
-long years after he has thrown "principle" to the winds, you had better
-pack up your portmanteau, and go and live five years or more among
-Australian convicts and American rowdies, as a friend of mine did. The
-one long outlives the other. The incarnate devils who beat out poor
-Price's brains with their shovels, when they had the gallows before
-them, consistently perjured themselves in favour of the youngest of the
-seven, the young fiend who had hounded them on.
-
-Why there never was such a good fellow as that Charley. That Easter
-vacation--hey! Among the bargees, hang it, what a game it was----I won't
-follow out his recollections here any further. Skittle-playing and
-fighting are all very well; but one may have too much of them.
-
-"I might still do this," thought Lord Ascot: "I might----"
-
-At this moment he was opposite the dressing-room door. It was opened,
-and Adelaide stood before him.
-
-Beautiful and terrible, with a look which her husband had, as yet, only
-seen shadowed dimly--a look which he felt might come there some day, but
-which he had never seen yet. The light of her solitary candle shone upon
-her pale face, her gleaming eyes, and her clenched lip; and he saw what
-was written there, and for one moment quailed.
-
-("If you were to say to me," said Lord Hainault once, "that Charles
-would be unwise to let Ascot's wife make his gruel for him, I should
-agree with you.")
-
-Only for one moment! Then he turned on her and cursed her.
-
-"What, in the name of hell, do you want here at this moment?"
-
-"You may murder me if you like, Ascot; but, before you have time to do
-that, you shall hear what I have got to say. I have been listening to
-your footsteps for a weary hour, and I heard irresolution in every one
-of them. Ascot, don't be a madman!"
-
-"I shall be soon, if you come at such a time as this, and look like
-that. If my face were to take the same expression as yours has now, Lady
-Ascot, these would be dangerous quarters for you."
-
-"I know that," said she. "I knew all that before I came up here
-to-night, Ascot. Ascot, half a million of money----"
-
-"Why, all the devils in the pit have been singing that tune for an hour
-past. Have you only endangered your life to add your little pipe to
-theirs?"
-
-"I have. Won't you hear me?"
-
-"No. Go away."
-
-"Are you going to do it."
-
-"Most likely not. You had better go away."
-
-"You might give him a hundred thousand pounds, you know, Ascot. Four
-thousand a year. The poor dear fellow would worship you for your
-generosity. He is a very good fellow, Ascot."
-
-"You had better go away," said he, quietly.
-
-"Not without a promise, Ascot. Think----"
-
-"Now go away. This is the last warning I give you. Madwoman!"
-
-"But, Ascot----"
-
-"Take care; it will be too late for both of us in another moment."
-
-She caught his eye for the first time, and fled for her life. She ran
-down into the drawing-room, and threw herself into a chair. "God
-preserve me!" she said; "I have gone too far with him. Oh, this lonely
-house!"
-
-Every drop of blood in her body seemed to fly to her heart. There were
-footsteps outside the door. Oh, God! have mercy on her; he was following
-her.
-
-Where were the two angels now, I wonder?
-
-He opened the door, and came towards her slowly. If mortal agony can
-atone for sin, she atoned for all her sins in that terrible half-minute.
-She did not cry out; she dared not; she writhed down among the gaudy
-cushions, with her face buried in her hands, and waited--for what?
-
-She heard a voice speaking to her. It was not his voice, but the kind
-voice of old Lord Ascot, his dead father. It said--
-
-"Adelaide, my poor girl, you must not get frightened when I get in a
-passion. My poor child, you have borne enough for me; I would not hurt a
-hair of your head."
-
-He kissed her cheek, and Adelaide burst into a passion of sobs. After a
-few moments those sobs had ceased, and Lord Ascot left her. He did not
-know that she had fainted away. She never told him that.
-
-Where were the angels now? Angels!--there was but one of them left.
-Which one was that, think you?
-
-Hurrah! the good angel. The black fiend with the hood had sneaked away
-to his torment. And, as Lord Ascot closed the door behind him, and sped
-away down the foggy street, the good one vanished too; for the work was
-done. Ten thousand fiends would not turn him from his purpose now.
-Hurrah!
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Simpson," said Lord Saltire, as he got into bed that evening, "it won't
-last much longer."
-
-"What will not last, my lord?" said Simpson.
-
-"Why, me," said Lord Saltire, disregarding grammar. "Don't set up a
-greengrocer's shop, Simpson, nor a butter and egg shop, in Berkeley
-Street, if you can help it, Simpson. If you must keep a lodging-house, I
-should say Jermyn Street; but don't let me influence you. I am not sure
-that I wouldn't sooner see you in Brook Street, or Conduit Street. But
-don't try Pall Mall, that's a good fellow; or you'll be getting fast
-men, who will demoralise your establishment. A steady connection among
-government clerks, and that sort of person, will pay best in the long
-run."
-
-"My dear lord--my good old friend, why should you talk like this
-to-night?"
-
-"Because I am very ill, Simpson, and it will all come at once; and it
-may come any time. When they open Lord Barkham's room, at Cottingdean, I
-should like you and Mr. Marston to go in first, for I may have left
-something or another about."
-
-An hour or two after, his bell rang, and Simpson, who was in the
-dressing-room, came hurriedly in. He was sitting up in bed, looking just
-the same as usual.
-
-"My good fellow," he said, "go down and find out who rung and knocked at
-the door like that. Did you hear it?"
-
-"I did not notice it, my lord."
-
-"Butchers, and bakers, and that sort of people, don't knock and ring
-like that. The man at the door now brings news, Simpson. There is no
-mistake about the ring of a man who comes with important intelligence.
-Go down and see."
-
-He was not long gone. When he came back again, he said--
-
-"It is Lord Ascot, my lord. He insists on seeing you immediately."
-
-"Up with him, Simpson--up with him, my good fellow. I told you so. This
-gets interesting."
-
-Lord Ascot was already in the doorway. Lord Saltire's brain was as acute
-as ever; and as Lord Ascot approached him, he peered eagerly and
-curiously at him, in the same way as one scrutinises the seal of an
-unopened letter, and wonders what its contents may be. Lord Ascot sat
-down by the bed, and whispered to the old man; and, when Simpson saw his
-great coarse, red, hairless, ruffianly face actually touching that of
-Lord Saltire, so delicate, so refined, so keen, Simpson began to have a
-dim suspicion that he was looking on rather a remarkable sight. And so
-he was.
-
-"Lord Saltire," said Lord Ascot, "I have seen Charles Ravenshoe
-to-night."
-
-"You are quite sure?"
-
-"I am quite sure."
-
-"Ha! Ring the bell, Simpson." Before any one had spoken again, a footman
-was in the room. "Bring the major-domo here instantly," said Lord
-Saltire.
-
-"You know what you have done, Ascot," said Lord Saltire. "You see what
-you have done. I am going to send for my solicitor, and alter my will."
-
-"Of course you are," said Lord Ascot. "Do you dream I did not know that
-before I came here?"
-
-"And yet you came?"
-
-"Yes; with all the devils out of hell dragging me back."
-
-"As a matter of curiosity, why?" said Lord Saltire.
-
-"Oh, I couldn't do it, you know. I've done a good many dirty things; but
-I couldn't do that, particularly to that man. There are some things a
-fellow can't do, you know."
-
-"Where did you see him?"
-
-"At the Groom's Arms, Belgrave Mews; he was there not three hours ago.
-Find a man called Sloane, a horse-dealer; he will tell you all about
-him; for he was sitting with his hand on his shoulder. His address is
-twenty-seven, New Road."
-
-At this time the major-domo appeared. "Take a cab at once, and _fetch_
-me--you understand when I say _fetch_--Mr. Brogden, my solicitor. Mr.
-Compton lives out of town, but he lives over the office in Lincoln's
-Inn. If you can get hold of the senior partner, he will do as well. Put
-either of them in a cab, and pack them off here. Then go to Scotland
-Yard; give my compliments to inspector Field; tell him a horrible murder
-has been committed, accompanied by arson, forgery, and regrating, with a
-strong suspicion of sorning, and that he must come at once."
-
-That venerable gentleman disappeared, and then Lord Saltire said--
-
-"Do you repent, Ascot?"
-
-"No," said he. "D---- it all, you know, I could not do it when I came to
-think of it. The money would never have stayed with me, I take it.
-Good-night."
-
-"Good-night," said Lord Saltire; "come the first thing in the morning."
-
-And so they parted. Simpson said, "Are you going to alter your will
-to-night, my lord? Won't it be a little too much for you?"
-
-"It would be if I was going to do so, Simpson; but I am not going to
-touch a line of it. I am not sure that half a million of money was ever,
-in the history of the world, given up with better grace or with less
-reason. He is a noble fellow; I never guessed it; he shall have it--by
-Jove, he shall have it! I am going to sleep. Apologise to Brogden, and
-give the information to Field; tell him I expect Charles Ravenshoe here
-to-morrow morning. Good-night."
-
-Simpson came in to open the shutters next morning; but those shutters
-were not opened for ten days, for Lord Saltire was dead.
-
-Dead. The delicate waxen right hand, covered with rings, was lying
-outside on the snow-white sheet, which was unwrinkled by any death
-agony; and on the pillow was a face, beautiful always, but now more
-beautiful, more calm, more majestic than ever. If his first love, dead
-so many years, had met him in the streets but yesterday, she would not
-have known him; but if she could have looked one moment on the face
-which lay on that pillow, she would have seen once more the gallant
-young nobleman who came a-wooing under the lime-trees sixty years agone.
-
-The inspector was rapid and dexterous in his work. He was on Charles
-Ravenshoe's trail like a bloodhound, eager to redeem the credit which
-his coadjutor, Yard, had lost over the same case. But his instructions
-came to him three hours too late.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LX.
-
-THE BRIDGE AT LAST.
-
-
-The group which Lord Ascot had seen through the glass doors consisted of
-Charles, the coachman's son, the coachman, and Mr. Sloane. Charles and
-the coachman's son had got hold of a plan of the battle of Balaclava,
-from the _Illustrated London News_, and were explaining the whole thing
-to the two older men, to their great delight. The four got enthusiastic
-and prolonged the talk for some time; and, when it began to flag, Sloane
-said he must go home, and so they came down into the bar.
-
-Here a discussion arose about the feeding of cavalry horses, in which
-all four were perfectly competent to take part. The two young men were
-opposed in argument to the two elder ones, and they were having a right
-pleasant chatter about the corn or hay question in the bar, when the
-swing doors were pushed open, and a girl entered and looked round with
-that bold, insolent expression one only sees among a certain class.
-
-A tawdry draggled-looking girl, finely-enough dressed, but with
-everything awry and dirty. Her face was still almost beautiful; but the
-cheekbones were terribly prominent, and the hectic patch of red on her
-cheeks, and the parched cracked lips, told of pneumonia developing into
-consumption.
-
-Such a figure had probably never appeared in that decent aristocratic
-public-house, called the Groom's Arms, since it had got its licence. The
-four men ceased their argument and turned to look at her; and the
-coachman, a family man with daughters, said, "Poor thing!"
-
-With a brazen, defiant look she advanced to the bar. The barmaid, a very
-beautiful, quiet-looking, London-bred girl, advanced towards her,
-frightened at such a wild, tawdry apparition, and asked her mechanically
-what she would please to take.
-
-"I don't want nothing to drink, miss," said the girl; "least-ways, I've
-got no money; but I want to ask a question. I say, miss, you couldn't
-give a poor girl one of them sandwiches, could you? You would never miss
-it, you know."
-
-The barmaid's father, the jolly landlord, eighteen stone of good humour,
-was behind his daughter now. "Give her a porkpie, Jane, and a glass of
-ale, my girl."
-
-"God Almighty bless you, sir, and keep her from the dark places where
-the devil lies a-waiting. I didn't come here to beg--it was only when I
-see them sandwiches that it came over me--I come here to ask a question.
-I know it ain't no use. But you can't see him--can't see him--can't see
-him," she continued, sobbing wildly, "rattling his poor soul away, and
-not do as he asked you. I didn't come to get out for a walk. I sat there
-patient three days, and would have sat there till the end, but he would
-have me come. And so I came; and I must get back--get back."
-
-The landlord's daughter brought her some food, and as her eyes gleamed
-with wolfish hunger, she stopped speaking. It was a strange group. She
-in the centre, tearing at her food in a way terrible to see. Behind, the
-calm face of the landlord, looking on her with pity and wonder; and his
-pretty daughter, with her arm round his waist, and her head on his
-bosom, with tears in her eyes. Our four friends stood to the right,
-silent and curious--a remarkable group enough; for neither the duke's
-coachman, nor Mr. Sloane, who formed the background, were exactly
-ordinary-looking men; and in front of them were Charles and the
-coachman's son, who had put his hand on Charles's right shoulder, and
-was peering over his left at the poor girl, so that the two faces were
-close together--the one handsome and pale, with the mouth hidden by a
-moustache; the other, Charles's, wan and wild, with the lips parted in
-eager curiosity, and the chin thrust slightly forward.
-
-In a few minutes the girl looked round on them. "I said I'd come here to
-ask a question; and I must ask it and get back. There was a gentleman's
-groom used to use this house, and I want him. His name was Charles
-Horton. If you, sir, or if any of these gentlemen, know where I can find
-him, in God Almighty's name tell me this miserable night."
-
-Charles was pale before, but he grew more deadly pale now; his heart
-told him something was coming. His comrade, the coachman's son, held his
-hand tighter still on his shoulder, and looked in his face. Sloane and
-the coachman made an exclamation.
-
-Charles said quietly, "My poor girl, I am the man you are looking for.
-What, in God's name, do you want with me?" and, while he waited for her
-to answer, he felt all the blood in his body going towards his heart.
-
-"Little enough," she said. "Do you mind a little shoeblack boy as used
-to stand by St. Peter's Church?"
-
-"Do I?" said Charles, coming towards her. "Yes, I do. My poor little
-lad. You don't mean to say that you know anything about him?"
-
-"I am his sister, sir; and he is dying; and he says he won't die not
-till you come. And I come off to see if I could find you. Will you come
-with me and see him?"
-
-"Will I come?" said Charles. "Let us go at once. My poor little monkey.
-Dying, too!"
-
-"Poor little man," said the coachman. "A many times, I've heard you
-speak of him. Let's all go."
-
-Mr. Sloane and his son seconded this motion.
-
-"You mustn't come," said the girl. "There's a awful row in the court
-to-night; that's the truth. He's safe enough with me; but if you come,
-they'll think a mob's being raised. Now, don't talk of coming."
-
-"You had better let me go alone," said Charles. "I feel sure that it
-would not be right for more of us to follow this poor girl than she
-chooses. I am ready."
-
-And so he followed the girl out into the darkness; and, as soon as they
-were outside, she turned and said to him--
-
-"You'd best follow me from a distance. I'll tell you why; I expect the
-police wants me, and you might get into trouble from being with me.
-Remember, if I am took, it's Marquis Court, Little Marjoram Street, and
-it's the end house, exactly opposite you as you go in. If you stands at
-the archway, and sings out for Miss Ophelia Flanigan, she'll come to
-you. But if the row ain't over, you wait till they're quiet. Whatever
-you do, don't venture in by yourself, however quiet it may look; sing
-out for her."
-
-And so she fluttered away through the fog, and he followed, walking fast
-to keep her in sight.
-
-It was a dreadful night. The fog had lifted, and a moaning wind had
-arisen, with rain from the south-west. A wild, dripping, melancholy
-night, without rain enough to make one think of physical discomfort, and
-without wind enough to excite one.
-
-The shoeblacks and the crossing-sweepers were shouldering their brooms
-and their boxes, and were plodding homewards. The costermongers were
-letting their barrows stand in front of the public-houses, while they
-went in to get something to drink, and were discussing the price of
-vegetables, and being fetched out by dripping policemen, for obstructing
-her Majesty's highway. The beggars were gathering their rags together,
-and posting homewards; let us charitably suppose, to their bit of fish,
-with guinea-fowl and sea-kale afterwards, or possibly, for it was not
-late in February, to their boiled pheasant and celery sauce. Every one
-was bound for shelter but the policemen. And Charles--poor, silly,
-obstinate Charles, with an earl's fortune waiting for him, dressed as a
-groom, pale, wan, and desperate--was following a ruined girl, more
-desperate even than he, towards the bridge.
-
-Yes; this is the darkest part of my whole story. Since his misfortunes
-he had let his mind dwell a little too much on these bridges. There are
-very few men without a cobweb of some sort in their heads, more or less
-innocent. Charles had a cobweb in his head now. The best of men might
-have a cobweb in his head after such a terrible breakdown in his
-affairs as he had suffered; more especially if he had three or four
-splinters of bone in his deltoid muscle, which had prevented his
-sleeping for three nights. But I would sooner that any friend of mine
-should at such times take to any form of folly (such even as having
-fifty French clocks in the room, and discharging the butler if they did
-not all strike at once, as one good officer and brave fellow did) rather
-than get to thinking about bridges after dark, with the foul water
-lapping and swirling about the piers. I have hinted to you about this
-crotchet of poor Charles for a long time; I was forced to do so. I think
-the less we say about it the better. I call you to witness that I have
-not said more about it than was necessary.
-
-At the end of Arabella Row, the girl stopped, and looked back for him.
-The mews' clock was overhead, a broad orb of light in the dark sky. Ten
-minutes past ten. Lord Ascot was sitting beside Lord Saltire's bed, and
-Lord Saltire had rung the bell to send for Inspector Field.
-
-She went on, and he followed her along the Mall. She walked fast, and he
-had hard work to keep her in sight. He saw her plainly enough whenever
-she passed a lamp. Her shadow was suddenly thrown at his feet, and then
-swept in a circle to the right, till it overtook her, and then passed
-her, and grew dim till she came to another lamp, and then came back to
-his feet, and passed on to her again, beckoning him on to follow her,
-and leading her--whither?
-
-How many lamps were there? One, two, three, four; and then a man lying
-asleep on a bench in the rain, who said, with a wild, wan face, when the
-policeman roused him, and told him to go home, "My home is in the
-Thames, friend; but I shall not go there to-night, or perhaps
-to-morrow."
-
-"His home was in the Thames." The Thames, the dear old happy river. The
-wonder and delight of his boyhood. That was the river that slept in
-crystal green depths, under the tumbled boulders fallen from the chalk
-cliff, where the ivy, the oak, and the holly grew; and then went
-spouting, and raging, and roaring through the weirs at Casterton, where
-he and Welter used to bathe, and where he lay and watched kind Lord
-Ascot spinning patiently through one summer afternoon, till he killed
-the eight-pound trout at sundown.
-
-That was the dear old Thames. But that was fifty miles up the river, and
-ages ago. Now, and here, the river had got foul, and lapped about
-hungrily among piles, and barges, and the buttresses of bridges. And
-lower down it ran among mud banks. And there was a picture of one of
-them, by dear old H. K. Browne, and you didn't see at first what it was
-that lay among the sedges, because the face was reversed, and the limbs
-were----
-
-They passed in the same order through Spring Gardens into the Strand.
-And then Charles found it more troublesome than ever to follow the poor
-girl in her rapid walk. There were so many like her there: but she
-walked faster than any of them. Before he came to the street which leads
-to Waterloo Bridge, he thought he had lost her; but when he turned the
-corner; and as the dank wind smote upon his face, he came upon her,
-waiting for him.
-
-And so they went on across the bridge. They walked together now. Was she
-frightened, too?
-
-When they reached the other end of the bridge, she went on again to show
-the way. A long way on past the Waterloo Station, she turned to the
-left. They passed out of a broad, low, noisy street, into other streets,
-some quiet, some turbulent, some blazing with the gas of miserable
-shops, some dark and stealthy, with only one or two figures in them,
-which disappeared round corners, or got into dark archways as they
-passed. Charles saw that they were getting into "Queer Street."
-
-How that poor gaudy figure fluttered on! How it paused at each turning
-to look back for him, and then fluttered on once more! What innumerable
-turnings there were! How should he ever find his way back--back to the
-bridge?
-
-At last she turned into a street of greengrocers, and marine-store
-keepers, in which the people were all at their house doors looking out;
-all looking in one direction, and talking so earnestly to one another,
-that even his top-boots escaped notice: which struck him as being
-remarkable, as nearly all the way from Waterloo Bridge a majority of the
-populace had criticised them, either ironically; or openly, in an
-unfavourable manner. He thought they were looking at a fire, and turned
-his head in the same direction; he only saw the poor girl, standing at
-the mouth of a narrow entry, watching for him.
-
-He came up to her. A little way down a dark alley was an archway, and
-beyond there were lights, and a noise of a great many people shouting,
-and talking, and screaming. The girl stole on, followed by Charles a few
-steps, and then drew suddenly back. The whole of the alley, and the dark
-archway beyond, was lined with policemen. A brisk-looking, middle-sized
-man, with intensely black scanty whiskers, stepped out, and stood before
-them. Charles saw at once that it was the inspector of police.
-
-"Now then, young woman," he said sharply, "what are you bringing that
-young man here for, eh?"
-
-She was obliged to come forward. She began wringing her hands.
-
-"Mr. Inspector," she said, "sir, I wish I may be struck dead, sir, if I
-don't tell the truth. It's my poor little brother, sir. He's a dying in
-number eight, sir, and he sent for this young man for to see him, sir.
-Oh! don't stop us, sir. S'elp me----"
-
-"Pish!" said the inspector; "what the devil is the use of talking this
-nonsense to me? As for you, young man, you march back home double quick.
-You've no business here. It's seldom we see a gentleman's servant in
-such company in this part of the town."
-
-"Pooh! pooh! my good sir," said Charles; "stuff and nonsense. Don't
-assume that tone with me, if you will have the goodness. What the young
-woman says is perfectly correct. If you can assist me to get to that
-house at the further end of the court, where the poor boy lies dying, I
-shall be obliged to you. If you can't, don't express an opinion without
-being in possession of circumstances. You may detain the girl, but I am
-going on. You don't know who you are talking to."
-
-How the old Oxford insolence flashed out even at the last.
-
-The inspector drew back and bowed. "I must do my duty, sir. Dickson!"
-
-Dickson, in whose beat the court was, as he knew by many a sore bone in
-his body, came forward. He said, "Well, sir, I won't deny that the young
-woman is Bess, and perhaps she may be on the cross, and I don't go to
-say that what with flimping, and with cly-faking, and such like, she
-mayn't be wanted some day like her brother the Nipper was; but she is a
-good young woman, and a honest young woman in her way, and what she says
-this night about her brother is gospel truth."
-
-"Flimping" is a style of theft which I have never practised, and,
-consequently, of which I know nothing. "Cly-faking" is stealing
-pocket-handkerchiefs. I never practised this either, never having had
-sufficient courage or dexterity. But, at all events, Police-constable
-Dickson's notion of "an honest young woman in her way" seems to me to be
-confused and unsatisfactory in the last degree.
-
-The inspector said to Charles, "Sir, if gentlemen disguise themselves
-they must expect the police to be somewhat at fault till they open their
-mouths. Allow me to say, sir, that in putting on your servant's clothes
-you have done the most foolish thing you possibly could. You are on an
-errand of mercy, it appears, and I will do what I can for you. There's
-a doctor and a Scripture reader somewhere in the court now, so our
-people say. _They_ can't get out. I don't think you have much chance of
-getting in."
-
-"By Jove!" said Charles, "do you know that you are a deuced good fellow?
-I am sorry that I was rude to you, but I am in trouble, and irritated. I
-hope you'll forgive me."
-
-"Not another word, sir," said the inspector. "Come and look here, sir.
-You may never see such a sight again. _Our_ people daren't go in. This,
-sir, is, I believe, about the worst court in London."
-
-"I thought," said Charles, quite forgetting his top-boots, and speaking,
-"_de haut en bas_" as in old times--"I thought that your Rosemary Lane
-carried off the palm as being a lively neighbourhood."
-
-"Lord bless you," said the inspector, "nothing to this;--look here."
-
-They advanced to the end of the arch, and looked in. It was as still as
-death, but it was as light as day, for there were candles burning in
-every window.
-
-"Why," said Charles, "the court is empty. I can run across. Let me go; I
-am certain I can get across."
-
-"Don't be a lunatic, sir;" said the inspector, holding him tight; "wait
-till I give you the word, unless you want six months in Guy's Hospital."
-
-Charles soon saw the inspector was right. There were three houses on
-each side of the court. The centre one on the right was a very large
-one, which was approached on each side by a flight of three steps,
-guarded by iron railings, which, in meeting, formed a kind of platform
-or rostrum. This was Mr. Malone's house, whose wife chose, for family
-reasons, to call herself Miss Ophelia Flanigan.
-
-The court was silent and hushed, when, from the door exactly opposite to
-this one, there appeared a tall and rather handsome young man, with a
-great frieze coat under one arm, and a fire-shovel over his shoulder.
-
-This was Mr. Dennis Moriarty, junior. He advanced to the arch, so close
-to Charles and the inspector that they could have touched him, and then
-walked down the centre of the court, dragging the coat behind him,
-lifting his heels defiantly high at every step, and dexterously beating
-a "chune on the bare head of um wid the fire-shovel. Hurroo!"
-
-He had advanced half-way down the court without a soul appearing, when
-suddenly the enemy poured out on him in two columns, from behind two
-doorways, and he was borne back, fighting like a hero with his
-fire-shovel, into one of the doors on his own side of the court.
-
-The two columns of the enemy, headed by Mr. Phelim O'Neill, uniting,
-poured into the doorway after him, and from the interior of the house
-arose a hubbub, exactly as though people were fighting on the stairs.
-
-At this point there happened one of those mistakes which so often occur
-in warfare, which are disastrous at the time, and inexplicable
-afterwards. Can any one explain why Lord Lucan gave that order at
-Balaclava? No. Can any one explain to me why, on this occasion, Mr.
-Phelim O'Neill headed the attack on the staircase in person, leaving his
-rear struggling in confusion in the court, by reason of their hearing
-the fun going on inside, and not being able to get at it? I think not.
-Such was the case, however, and, in the midst of it, Mr. Malone, howling
-like a demon, and horribly drunk, followed by thirty or forty worse than
-himself, dashed out of a doorway close by, and before they had time to
-form line of battle, fell upon them hammer and tongs.
-
-I need not say that after this surprise in the rear, Mr. Phelim
-O'Neill's party had very much the worst of it. In about ten minutes,
-however, the two parties were standing opposite one another once more,
-inactive from sheer fatigue.
-
-At this moment Miss Ophelia Flanigan appeared from the door of No.
-8--the very house that poor Charles was so anxious to get to--and slowly
-and majestically advanced towards the rostrum in front of her own door,
-and ascending the steps, folded her arms and looked about her.
-
-She was an uncommonly powerful, red-faced Irishwoman; her arms were
-bare, and she had them akimbo, and was scratching her elbows.
-
-Every schoolboy knows that the lion has a claw at the end of his tail
-with which he lashes himself into fury. When the experienced hunter sees
-him doing that, he, so to speak, "hooks it." When Miss Flanigan's
-enemies saw her scratching her elbows, they generally did the same. She
-was scratching her elbows now. There was a dead silence.
-
-One woman in that court, and one only, ever offered battle to the
-terrible Miss Ophelia: that was young Mrs. Phaylim O'Nale. On the
-present occasion she began slowly walking up and down in front of the
-expectant hosts. While Miss Flanigan looked on in contemptuous pity,
-scratching her elbows, Mrs. O'Neill opened her fire.
-
-"Pussey, pussey!" she began, "kitty, kitty, kitty! Miaow, miaow!" (Mr.
-Malone had accumulated property in the cat's meat business.) "Morraow,
-ye little tabby divvle, don't come anighst her, my Kitleen Avourneen, or
-yill be convarted into sassidge mate, and sowld to keep a drunken
-one-eyed old rapparee, from the county Cark, as had two months for
-bowling his barrer sharp round the corner of Park Lane over a ould
-gineral officer, in a white hat and a green silk umbereller; and as
-married a red-haired woman from the county Waterford, as calls herself
-by her maiden name, and never feels up to fighting but when the licker's
-in her, which it most in general is, pussey; and let me see the one of
-Malone's lot or Moriarty's lot ather, for that matter, as will deny it.
-Miaow!"
-
-Miss Ophelia Flanigan blew her nose contemptuously. Some of the low
-characters in the court had picked her pocket.
-
-Mrs. O'Neill quickened her pace and raised her voice. She was beginning
-again, when the poor girl who was with Charles ran into the court and
-cried out, "Miss Flanigan! I have brought him; Miss Flanigan!"
-
-In a moment the contemptuous expression faded from Miss Flanigan's face.
-She came down off the steps and advanced rapidly towards where Charles
-stood. As she passed Mrs. O'Neill she said, "Whist now, Biddy O'Nale, me
-darlin. I ain't up to a shindy to-night. Ye know the rayson."
-
-And Mrs. O'Neill said, "Ye're a good woman, Ophelia. Sorra a one of me
-would have loosed tongue on ye this night, only I thought it might cheer
-ye up a bit after yer watching. Don't take notice of me, that's a dear."
-
-Miss Flanigan went up to Charles, and, taking him by the arm, walked
-with him across the court. It was whispered rapidly that this was the
-young man who had been sent for to see little Billy Wilkins, who was
-dying in No. 8. Charles was as safe as if he had been in the centre of a
-square of the Guards. As he went into the door, they gave him a cheer;
-and, when the door closed behind him, they went on with their fighting
-again.
-
-Charles found himself in a squalid room, about which there was nothing
-remarkable but its meanness and dirt. There were four people there when
-he came in--a woman asleep by the bed, two gentlemen who stood aloof in
-the shadow, and the poor little wan and wasted boy in the bed.
-
-Charles went up and sat by the bed; when the boy saw him he made an
-effort, rose half up, and threw his arms round his neck. Charles put his
-arm round him and supported him--as strange a pair, I fancy, as you
-will meet in many long days' marches.
-
-"If you would not mind, Miss Flanigan," said the doctor, "stepping
-across the court with me, I shall be deeply obliged to you. You, sir,
-are going to stay a little longer."
-
-"Yes, sir," said the other gentleman, in a harsh, unpleasant voice; "I
-shall stay till the end."
-
-"You won't have to stay very long, my dear sir," said the doctor. "Now,
-Miss Flanigan, I am ready. Please to call out that the doctor is coming
-through the court, and that, if any man lays a finger on him, he will
-exhibit croton and other drastics to him till he wishes he was dead, and
-after that, throw in quinine till the top of his head comes off.
-_Allons_, my dear madam."
-
-With this dreadful threat the doctor departed. The other gentleman, the
-Scripture reader, stayed behind, and sat in a chair in the further
-corner. The poor mother was sleeping heavily. The poor girl who had
-brought Charles, sat down in a chair and fell asleep with her head on a
-table.
-
-The dying child was gone too far for speech. He tried two or three
-times, but he only made a rattle in his throat. After a few minutes he
-took his arms from round Charles's neck, and, with a look of anxiety,
-felt for something by his side. When he found it he smiled, and held it
-towards Charles. Well, well; it was only the ball that Charles had given
-him----
-
-Charles sat on the bed, and put his left arm round the child, so that
-the little death's head might lie upon his breast. He took the little
-hand in his. So they remained. How long?
-
-I know not. He only sat there with the hot head against his heart, and
-thought that a little life, so strangely dear to him, now that all
-friends were gone, was fast ebbing away, and that he must get home again
-that night across the bridge.
-
-The little hand that he held in his relaxed its grasp, and the boy was
-dead. He knew it, but he did not move. He sat there still with the dead
-child in his arms, with a dull terror on him when he thought of his
-homeward journey across the bridge.
-
-Some one moved and came towards him. The mother and the girl were still
-asleep--it was the Scripture reader. He came towards Charles, and laid
-his hand upon his shoulder. And Charles turned from the dead child, and
-looked up into his face--into the face of John Marston.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXI.
-
-SAVED.
-
-
-With the wailing mother's voice in their ears, those two left the house.
-The court was quiet enough now. The poor savages who would not stop
-their riot lest they should disturb the dying, now talked in whispers
-lest they should awaken the dead.
-
-They passed on quickly together. Not one word had been uttered between
-them--not one--but they pushed rapidly through the worst streets to a
-better part of the town, Charles clinging tight to John Marston's arm,
-but silent. When they got to Marston's lodgings, Charles sat down by the
-fire, and spoke for the first time. He did not burst out crying, or
-anything of that sort. He only said quietly--
-
-"John, you have saved me. I should never have got home this night."
-
-But John Marston, who, by finding Charles, had dashed his dearest hopes
-to the ground, did not take things quite so quietly. Did he think of
-Mary now? Did he see in a moment that his chance of her was gone? And
-did he not see that he loved her more deeply than ever?
-
-"Yes," I answer to all these three questions. How did he behave now?
-
-Why, he put his hand on Charles's shoulder, and he said, "Charles,
-Charles, my dear old boy, look up and speak to me in your dear old
-voice. Don't look wild like that. Think of Mary, my boy. She has been
-wooed by more than one, Charles; but I think that her heart is yours
-yet."
-
-"John," said Charles, "that is what has made me hide from you all like
-this. I know that she loves me above all men. I dreamt of it the night I
-left Ravenshoe. I knew it the night I saw her at Lord Hainault's. And
-partly that she should forget a penniless and disgraced man like myself,
-and partly (for I have been near the gates of hell to-night, John, and
-can see many things) from a silly pride, I have spent all my cunning on
-losing myself--hoping that you would believe me dead, thinking that you
-would love my memory, and dreading lest you should cease to love Me."
-
-"We loved your memory well enough, Charles. You will never know how
-well, till you see how well we love yourself. We have hunted you hard,
-Charles. How you have contrived to avoid us, I cannot guess. You do not
-know, I suppose, that you are a rich man?"
-
-"A rich man?"
-
-"Yes. Even if Lord Saltire does not alter his will, you come into three
-thousand a year. And, besides, you are undoubtedly heir to Ravenshoe,
-though one link is still wanting to prove that."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"There is no reasonable doubt, although we cannot prove it, that your
-grandfather Petre was married previously to his marriage with Lady
-Alicia Staunton, that your father James was the real Ravenshoe, and that
-Ellen and yourself are the elder children, while poor Cuthbert and
-William----"
-
-"Cuthbert! Does he know of this? I will hide again; I will never
-displace Cuthbert, mind you."
-
-"Charles, Cuthbert will never know anything about it. Cuthbert is dead.
-He was drowned bathing last August."
-
-Hush! There is something, to me, dreadful in a man's tears. I dare say
-that it was as well, that night, that the news of Cuthbert's death
-should have made him break down and weep himself into quietness again
-like a child. I am sure it was for the best. But it is the sort of thing
-that good taste forbids one to dwell upon or handle too closely.
-
-When he was quiet again, John went on:
-
-"It seems incredible that you should have been able to elude us so long.
-The first intelligence we had of you was from Lady Ascot, who saw you in
-the Park."
-
-"Lady Ascot? I never saw my aunt in the Park."
-
-"I mean Adelaide. She is Lady Ascot now. Lord Ascot is dead."
-
-"Another of them!" said Charles. "John, before you go on, tell me how
-many more are gone."
-
-"No more. Lady Ascot and Lord Saltire are alive and well. I was with
-Lord Saltire to-day, and he was talking of you. He has left the
-principal part of his property to Ascot. But, because none of us would
-believe you dead, he has made a reservation in your favour of eighty
-thousand pounds."
-
-"I am all abroad," said Charles. "How is William?"
-
-"He is very well, as he deserves to be. Noble fellow! He gave up
-everything to hunt you through the world like a bloodhound and bring you
-back. He never ceased his quest till he saw your grave at Varna."
-
-"At Varna!" said Charles; "why, we were quartered at Devna."
-
-"At Devna! Now, my dear old boy, I am but mortal; do satisfy my
-curiosity. What regiment did you enlist in?"
-
-"In the 140th."
-
-"Then how, in the name of all confusion," cried John Marston, "did you
-miss poor Hornby?"
-
-"I did not miss Hornby," said Charles, quietly. "I had his head in my
-lap when he died. But now tell me, how on earth did you come to know
-anything about him?"
-
-"Why, Ascot told us that you had been his servant. And he came to see
-us, and joined in the chase with the best of us. How is it that he never
-sent us any intelligence of you?"
-
-"Because I never went near him till the film of death was on his eyes.
-Then he knew me again, and said a few words which I can understand now.
-Did he say anything to any of you about Ellen?"
-
-"About Ellen?"
-
-"Yes. Did Ascot ever say anything either?"
-
-"He told Lord Saltire, what I suppose you know----"
-
-"About what?"
-
-"About Ellen."
-
-"Yes, I know it all."
-
-"And that he had met you. Now tell me what you have been doing."
-
-"When I found that there was no chance of my remaining _perdu_ any
-longer, and when I found that Ellen was gone, why, then I enlisted in
-the 140th...."
-
-He paused here, and hid his face in his hands for some time. When he
-raised it again his eyes were wilder, and his speech more rapid.
-
-"I went out with Tom Sparks and the Roman-nosed bay horse; and we ran a
-thousand miles in sixty-three hours. And at Devna we got wood-pigeons;
-and the cornet went down and dined with the 42nd at Varna; and I rode
-the Roman-nosed bay, and he carried me through it capitally, I ask your
-pardon, sir, but I am only a poor discharged trooper. I would not beg,
-sir, if I could help it; but pain and hunger are hard things to bear,
-sir."
-
-"Charles, Charles, don't you know me?"
-
-"That is my name, sir. That is what they used to call me. I am no common
-beggar, sir. I was a gentleman once, sir, and rode a-horseback after a
-blue greyhound, and we went near to kill a black hare. I have a
-character from Lord Ascot, sir. I was in the light cavalry charge at
-Balaclava. An angry business. They shouldn't get good fellows to fight
-together like that. I killed one of them, sir. Hornby killed many, and
-he is a man who wouldn't hurt a fly. A sad business!"
-
-"Charles, old boy, be quiet."
-
-"When you speak to me, sir, of the distinction between the upper and
-lower classes, I answer you, that I have had some experience in that way
-of late, and have come to the conclusion that, after all, the gentleman
-and the cad are one and the same animal. Now that I am a ruined man,
-begging my bread about the streets, I make bold to say to you, sir,
-hoping that your alms may be none the less for it, that I am not sure
-that I do not like your cad as well as your gentleman, in his way. If I
-play on the one side such cards as my foster-brother William and Tom
-Sparks, you, of course, trump me with John Marston and the cornet. You
-are right; but they are all four good fellows. I have been to death's
-gate to learn it. I will resume my narrative. At Devna the cornet,
-besides wood-pigeons, shot a francolin----"
-
-It is just as well that this sort of thing did not come on when Charles
-was going home alone across the bridge; that is all I wished to call
-your attention to. The next morning, Lord and Lady Hainault, old Lady
-Ascot, William, Mary, and Father Tiernay, were round his bed, watching
-the hot head rolling from side to side upon the pillow, and listening to
-his half-uttered delirious babble, gazing with a feeling almost of
-curiosity at the well-loved face which had eluded them so long.
-
-"Oh, Hainault! Hainault!" said Lady Ascot, "to find him like this after
-all! And Saltire dead without seeing him! and all my fault, my fault. I
-am a wicked old woman; God forgive me!"
-
-Lord Hainault got the greatest of the doctors into a corner, and said:--
-
-"My dear Dr. B----, will he die?"
-
-"Well, yes," said the doctor; "to you I would sooner say yes than no,
-the chances are so heavy against him. The surgeons like the look of
-things still less than the physicians. You must really prepare for the
-worst."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXII.
-
-MR. JACKSON'S BIG TROUT.
-
-
-Of course, he did not die; I need not tell you that. B---- and P. H----
-pulled him through, and shook their honest hands over his bed. Poor
-B---- is reported to have winked on this occasion; but such a proceeding
-was so unlike him, that I believe the report must have come round to us
-through one of the American papers--probably the same one which
-represented the Prince of Wales hitting the Duke of Newcastle in the eye
-with a champagne cork.
-
-However, they pulled him through; and, in the pleasant spring-time, he
-was carried down to Casterton. Things had gone so hard with him, that
-the primroses were in blossom on the southern banks before he knew that
-Lord Saltire was dead, and before he could be made to understand that he
-was a rich man.
-
-From this much of the story we may safely deduce this moral, "That, if a
-young gentleman gets into difficulties, it is always as well for him to
-leave his address with his friends." But, as young gentlemen in
-difficulties generally take particularly good care to remind their
-friends of their whereabouts, it follows that this story has been
-written to little or no purpose. Unless, indeed, the reader can find for
-himself another moral or two; and I am fool enough to fancy that he may
-do that, if he cares to take the trouble.
-
-Casterton is built on arches, with all sorts of offices and kitchens
-under what would naturally be the ground floor. The reason why Casterton
-was built on arches (that is to say, as far as you and I are concerned)
-is this: that Charles, lying on the sofa in Lord Hainault's study, could
-look over the valley and see the river; which, if it had been built on
-the ground, he could not have done. From this window he could see the
-great weirs spouting and foaming all day; and, when he was carried up to
-bed, by William and Lord Hainault, he could hear the roar of them rising
-and pinking, as the night-wind came and went, until they lulled him to
-sleep.
-
-He lay here one day, when the doctors came down from London. And one of
-them put a handkerchief over his face, which smelt like chemical
-experiments, and somehow reminded him of Dr. Daubeny. And he fell
-asleep; and when he awoke, he was suffering pain in his left arm--not
-the old dull grinding pain, but sharper; which gradually grew less as
-he lay and watched the weirs at Casterton. They had removed the
-splinters of bone from his arm.
-
-He did not talk much in this happy quiet time. William and Lady Ascot
-were with him all day. William, dear fellow, used to sit on a footstool,
-between his sofa and the window, and read the _Times_ to him. William's
-education was imperfect, and he read very badly. He would read Mr.
-Russell's correspondence till he saw Charles's eye grow bright, and
-heard his breath quicken, and then he would turn to the list of
-bankrupts. If this was too sad he would go on to the share list, and
-pound away at that, till Charles went to sleep, which he generally did
-pretty quickly.
-
-About this time--that is to say, well in the spring--Charles asked two
-questions:--The first was, whether or no he might have the window open;
-the next, whether Lord Hainault would lend him an opera-glass?
-
-Both were answered in the affirmative. The window was opened, and Lord
-Hainault and William came in, bearing, not an opera-glass, but a great
-brass telescope, on a stand--a thing with an eight-inch object-glass,
-which had belonged to old Lord Hainault, who was a Cambridge man, and
-given to such vanities.
-
-This was very delightful. He could turn it with a move of his hand on to
-any part of the weirs, and see almost every snail which crawled on the
-burdocks. The very first day he saw one of the men from the paper-mill
-come to the fourth weir, and pull up the paddles to ease the water. The
-man looked stealthily around, and then raised a wheel from below the
-apron, full of spawning perch. And this was close time! Oho!
-
-Then, a few days after, came a tall, grey-headed gentleman, spinning a
-bleak for trout, who had with him a lad in top-boots, with a
-landing-net. And this gentleman sent his bait flying out here and there
-across the water, and rattled his line rapidly into the palm of his hand
-in a ball, like a consummate master, as he was. (King among fishermen,
-prince among gentlemen, you will read these lines, and you will be so
-good as to understand that I am talking of you.) And this gentleman spun
-all day and caught nothing.
-
-But he came the next day to the same place, and spun again. The great
-full south-westerly wind was roaring up the valley, singing among the
-budding trees, and carrying the dark, low, rainless clouds swiftly
-before it. At two, just as Lady Ascot and William had gone to lunch, and
-after Charles had taken his soup and a glass of wine, he, lying there,
-and watching this gentleman diligently, saw his rod bend, and his line
-tighten. The lad in the top-boots and the landing-net leaped up from
-where he lay; there was no doubt about it now. The old gentleman had got
-hold of a fish, and a big one.
-
-The next twenty minutes were terrible. The old gentleman gave him the
-but, and moved slowly down along the camp-shuting, and Charles followed
-him with the telescope, although his hand was shaking with excitement.
-After a time, the old gentleman began to wind up his reel, and then the
-lad, top-boots, and the landing-net, and all, slipped over the
-camp-shooting (will anybody tell me how to spell that word?
-_Camps-heading_ won't do, my dear sir, all things considered), and
-lifted the fish (he was nine pound) up among the burdocks at the old
-gentleman's feet.
-
-Charles had the whole group in the telescope--the old gentleman, the
-great trout, and the dripping lad, taking off his boots, and emptying
-the water out of them. But the old gentleman was looking to his right at
-somebody who was coming, and immediately there came into the field of
-the telescope a tall man in a velvet coat, with knee-breeches and
-gaiters, and directly afterwards, from the other side, three children
-and a young lady. The gentleman in the knee-breeches bowed to the young
-lady, and then they all stood looking at the trout.
-
-Charles could see them quite plainly. The gentleman in velveteen and
-small-clothes was Lord Ascot, and the young lady was Mary.
-
-He did not look through the telescope any more; he lay back, and tried
-to think. Presently afterwards old Lady Ascot came in, and settled
-herself in the window, with her knitting.
-
-"My dear," she said, "I wonder if I fidget you with my knitting-needles?
-Tell me if I do, for I have plenty of other work."
-
-"Not at all, dear aunt; I like it. You did nineteen rows this morning,
-and you would have done twenty-two if you had not dropped a stitch. When
-I get stronger I shall take to it myself. There would be too much
-excitement and over-exertion in it for me to begin just now."
-
-Lady Ascot laughed; she was glad to see him trying even such a feeble
-joke. She said--
-
-"My dear, Mr. Jackson has killed a trout in the weirs just now, nine
-pounds."
-
-"I know," said Charles; "I did not know the weight, but I saw the fish.
-Aunt, where is Welter--I mean, Ascot?"
-
-"Well, he is at Ranford. I suppose you know, my dear boy, that poor
-James left him nearly all his fortune. Nearly five hundred thousand
-pounds' worth, with Cottingdean and Marksworth together. All the Ranford
-mortgages are paid off, and he is going on very well, my dear. I think
-they ought to give him his marquisate. James might have had it ten times
-over, of course, but he used to say, that he had made himself the most
-notorious viscount in England, and that if he took an earldom, people
-would forget who he was."
-
-"I wish he would come to see me, aunt. I am very fond of Welter."
-
-I can't help it; he said so. Remember how near death's door he had been.
-Think what he had been through. How he had been degraded, and kicked
-about from pillar to post, like an old shoe; and also remember the state
-he was in when he said it. I firmly believe that he had at this time
-forgotten everything, and that he only remembered Lord Ascot as his old
-boy love, and his jolly college companion. You must make the best of it,
-or the worst of it for him, as you are inclined. He said so. And in a
-very short time Lady Ascot found that she wanted some more wool, and
-hobbled away to get it.
-
-After a time, Charles heard a man come into the room. He thought it was
-William; but it was not. This man came round the end of the sofa, and
-stood in the window before him. Lord Ascot.
-
-He was dressed as we know, having looked through Charles's telescope, in
-a velveteen coat, with knee breeches and leathern gaiters. There was not
-much change in him since the old times; only his broad, hairless face
-seemed redder, his lower jaw seemed coarser and more prominent, his
-great eyebrows seemed more lowering, his vast chest seemed broader and
-deeper, and altogether he looked rather more like a mighty, coarse,
-turbulent blackguard than ever.
-
-"Well, old cock," he said, "so you are on your back, hey?"
-
-"Welter," said Charles, "I am so glad to see you again. If you would
-help me up, I should like to look at you."
-
-"Poor old boy," said Lord Ascot, putting his great arm round him, and
-raising him. "So! there you are, my pippin. What a good old fellow you
-are, by Gad! So you were one of the immortal six hundred, hey? I thought
-you would turn up somewhere in Queer Street, with that infernal old hook
-nose of yours. I wish I had taken to that sort of thing, for I am fond
-of fighting. I think, now I am rich and respectable, I shall subsidise a
-prize-fighter to pitch into me once a fortnight. I wish I had been
-respectable enough for the army; but I should always have been in
-trouble with the commander-in-chief for dicing and brawling, I suppose.
-Well, old man, I am devilish glad to see you again. I am in possession
-of money which should have been yours. I did all I could for you,
-Charles; you will never know how much. I tried to repair the awful wrong
-I did you unconsciously. I did a thing in your favour I tremble to think
-of now, but which, God help me, I would do again. You don't know what I
-mean. If old Saltire had not died so quick, you would have known."
-
-He was referring to his having told Lord Saltire that he had seen
-Charles. In doing that, remember, he had thought that he was throwing
-half a million to the winds. I only tell you that he was referring to
-this, for fear you should not gather it from his own brutal way of
-speaking.
-
-I wonder how the balance will stand against Lord Ascot at last? Who ever
-could have dreamt that his strong animal affection for his old friend
-could have led him to make a sacrifice which many a more highly
-organised man would have evaded, glossing over his conscience by fifty
-mental subterfuges?
-
-"However, my dear fellow," he continued, "it comes to this: I have got
-the money; I shall have no children; and I shall make no will; therefore
-it all comes to you, if you outlive me. About the title I can't say. The
-lawyers must decide about that. No one seems to know whether or not it
-descends through the female branch. By-the-bye, you are not master of
-Ravenshoe yet, though there seems no doubt that grandma is right, and
-that the marriage took place. However, whether the estate goes to you or
-to William, I offer the same advice to both of you: if you get my money,
-don't spend it in getting the title. You can get into the House of
-Commons easy enough, if you seem to care about that sort of fun; and
-fellows I know tell me that you get much better amusement there for your
-money than in the other place. I have never been to the House of Lords
-since the night I took my seat. It struck me as being slow. The fellows
-say that there is never any chaff, or personalities, or calling to
-order, or that sort of thing there, which seem to me to be half the fun
-of the fair. But, of course, you know more about this than I."
-
-Charles, in a minute, when he had ineffectually tried to understand what
-Lord Ascot had been saying, collected his senses sufficiently to say:
-
-"Welter, old boy, look here, for I am very stupid. Why did you say that
-you should have no children?"
-
-"Of course I can't; have they told you nothing?"
-
-"Is Adelaide dead, Welter?" asked Charles, plucking at the buttons of
-his coat nervously.
-
-"They ought to have told you, Charles," said Lord Ascot, turning to the
-window. "Now tell me something. Have you any love left for her yet?"
-
-"Not one spark," said Charles, still buttoning and unbuttoning his coat.
-"If I ever am a man again, I shall ask Mary Corby to marry me. I ought
-to have done so sooner, perhaps. But I love your wife, Welter, in a way;
-and I should grieve at her death, for I loved her once. By Gad! yes; you
-know it. When did she die?"
-
-"She is not dead, Charles."
-
-"Now, don't keep me like this, old man; I can't stand it. She is no more
-to me than my sister--not so much. Tell me what is the matter at once;
-it can't be worse than what I think."
-
-"The truth is very horrible, Charles," said Lord Ascot, speaking slowly.
-"She took a fancy that I should buy back her favourite old Irish mare,
-'Molly Asthore,' and I bought it for her; and we went out hunting
-together, and we were making a nick, and I was getting the gate open for
-her, when the devil rushed it; and down they came on it together. And
-she broke her back--Oh, God! oh, God!--and the doctor says she may live
-till seventy, but that she will never move from where she lies--and just
-as I was getting to love her so dearly----"
-
-Charles said nothing; for with such a great brutal blackguard as Lord
-Ascot sobbing passionately at the window, it was as well to say nothing;
-but he thought, "Here's work to the fore, I fancy, after a life of
-laziness. I have been the object of all these dear soul's anxiety for a
-long time. She must take my place now."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIII.
-
-IN WHICH GUS CUTS FLORA'S DOLL'S CORNS.
-
-
-That afternoon Charles said nothing more, but lay and looked out of the
-window at the rhododendrons just bursting into bloom, at the deer, at
-the rabbits, at the pheasants; and beyond, where the park dipped down so
-suddenly, at the river which spouted and foamed away as of old; and to
-the right, at the good old town of Casterton, and at the blue smoke from
-its chimneys, drifting rapidly away before the soft south-westerly wind;
-and he lay and looked at these and thought.
-
-And before sundown an arch arose in the west which grew and spread; an
-arch of pale green sky, which grew till it met the sun, and then the wet
-grass in the park shone out all golden, and the topmost cedar boughs
-began to blaze like burnished copper.
-
-And then he spoke. He said, "William, my dear old friend--loved more
-deeply than any words can tell--come here, for I have something to say
-to you."
-
-And good William came and stood beside him. And William looked at him,
-and saw that his face was animated, and that his eyes were sparkling.
-And he stood and said not a word, but smiled and waited for him to go
-on.
-
-And Charles said, "Old boy, I have been looking through that glass
-to-day, and I saw Mr. Jackson catch the trout, and I saw Welter, and I
-saw Mary; and I want you to go and fetch Mary here."
-
-And William straightway departed; and as he went up the staircase he met
-the butler, and he looked so happy, so radiant, and so thoroughly
-kind-hearted and merry, that the butler, a solemn man, found himself
-smiling as he drew politely aside to let him pass.
-
-I hope you like this fellow, William. He was, in reality, only a groom,
-say you. Well, that is true enough. A fellow without education or
-breeding, though highly born. But still, I hope you like him. I was
-forgetting myself a little, though. At this time he is master of
-Ravenshoe, with certainly nine, and probably twelve, thousand a year--a
-most eminently respectable person. One year's income of his would
-satisfy a man I know, very well, and yet I am talking of him
-apologetically. But then we novel writers have an unlimited command of
-money, if we could only realise it.
-
-However, this great capitalist went upstairs towards the nursery; and
-here I must break off, if you please, and take up the thread of my
-narrative in another place (I don't mean the House of Lords).
-
-In point of fact there had been a shindy (I use the word advisedly, and
-will repeat it)--a shindy, in the nursery that evening. The duty of a
-story-teller is to stick in a moral reflection wherever he can, and so
-at this place I pitchfork in this caution to young governesses, that
-nothing can be more incautious or reprehensible, than to give children
-books to keep them quiet without first seeing what these books are
-about.
-
-Mary was very much to blame in this case (you see I tell the truth, and
-spare nobody). Gus, Flora, and Archy had been out to walk with her, as
-we know, and had come home in a very turbulent state of mind. They had
-demanded books as the sole condition on which they would be good; and
-Mary, being in a fidget about her meeting with Lord Ascot, over the
-trout, and being not quite herself, had promptly supplied Gus with a
-number of _Blackwood's Magazine_, and Flora with a "Shakspeare."
-
-This happened early in the afternoon. Remember this; for if we are not
-particular in our chronology, we are naught.
-
-Gus turned to the advertisements. He read, among other things, a
-testimonial to a great corn-cutter, from a potentate who keeps a very
-small army, and don't mean any harm:--
-
-"(TRANSLATION.)
-
- "Professor Homberg has cut my corns with a dexterity truly
- marvellous.
-
- (Signed) "NAPOLEON."
-
-From a country baronet:--
-
- "I am satisfied with Professor Homberg.
-
- (Signed) "PITCHCROFT COCKPOLE, Bart."
-
-From a bishop in the South Sea Islands:--
-
- "Professor Homberg has cut my corns in a manner which does
- equal honour to his head and his heart.
-
- (Signed) "RANGEHAIETA."
-
-(His real name is Jones, but that is neither here nor there); and in the
-mean time Flora had been studying a certain part of "King Lear."
-
-Later in the afternoon, it occurred to Gus that he would like to be a
-corn-cutter and have testimonials. He proposed to cut nurse's corns, but
-she declined, assigning reasons. Failing here, he determined to cut
-Flora's doll's corns, and, with this view, possessed himself of her
-person during Flora's temporary absence.
-
-He began by snicking the corner of her foot off with nurse's scissors.
-Then he found that the sawdust dribbled out at the orifice. This was
-very delightful. He shook her, and it dribbled faster. Then he cut the
-other foot off and shook her again. And she, not having any stitches put
-in about the knee (as all dolls should), lost, not only the sawdust
-from her legs, but also from her stomach and body, leaving nothing but
-collapsed calico and a bust, with an undisturbed countenance of wax
-above all.
-
-At this time Flora had rushed in to the rescue; she felt the doll's
-body, and she saw the heap of sawdust; whereupon she, remembering her
-"King Lear," turned on him and said scornfully:
-
-"Nero is an angler in the lake of darkness." At this awful taunt, Gus
-butted her in the stomach, and she got hold of him by the hair. Archy,
-excited for the first time in his life, threw a box of ninepins at them,
-which exploded. Mary rushed in to separate them, and at the same moment
-in came William with a radiant face, and he quietly took Mary round the
-waist (like his impudence), and he said, "My dear creature, go down to
-Charles, and leave these Turks to me."
-
-And she left these Turks to him. And he sat on a chair and administered
-justice; and in a very few minutes, under the influence of that kind,
-happy, sunny face of his, Flora had kissed Gus, and Archy had cuddled up
-on his knee, and was sucking his thumb in peace.
-
-And going down to the hall, he found Lady Ascot hobbling up and down,
-taking her afternoon's exercise, and she said to him, "Ravenshoe, you
-best and kindest of souls, she is there with him now. My dear, we had
-better not move in this matter any more. I tried to dispossess you
-before I knew your worth and goodness, but I will do nothing now. He is
-rich, and perhaps it is better, my dear, that Ravenshoe should be in
-Papist hands--at least, in such hands as yours."
-
-He said, "My dear madam, I am not Ravenshoe. I feel sure that you are
-right. We must find Ellen."
-
-And Mary came out and came toward them; and she said, "Lady Ascot and
-Mr. Ravenshoe, Charles and I are engaged to be married."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIV.
-
-THE ALLIED ARMIES ADVANCE ON RAVENSHOE.
-
-
-"How near the end we are getting, and yet so much to come! Never mind.
-We will tell it all naturally and straightforwardly, and then there will
-be nothing to offend you."
-
-By-and-bye it became necessary that Charles should have air and
-exercise. His arm was well. Every splinter had been taken out of it, and
-he must lie on the sofa no longer.
-
-So he was driven out through pleasant places, through the budding
-spring, in one of Lord Hainault's carriages. All the meadows had been
-bush-harrowed and rolled long ago, and now the orchises and fritillaries
-were beginning to make the grass look purple. Lady Hainault had a low
-carriage and a pair of small cobs, and this was given up to Charles;
-Lady Hainault's first coachman declined to drive her ladyship out in the
-daytime, for fear that the second coachman (a meritorious young man of
-forty) should frighten Charles by a reckless and inexperienced way of
-driving.
-
-Consequently Lady Hainault went a buying flannel petticoats and that
-sort of thing, for the poor people in Casterton and Henley, driven by
-her second coachman; and Charles was trundled all over the country by
-the first coachman, in a low carriage with a pair of cobs. But Lady
-Hainault was as well pleased with the arrangement as the old coachman
-himself, and so it is no business of ours. For the curious thing was,
-that no one who ever knew Charles would have hesitated for an instant in
-giving up to him his or her bed, or dinner, or carriage, or any other
-thing in this world. For people are great fools, you know.
-
-Perhaps the reason of it was, that every one who made Charles's
-acquaintance, knew by instinct that he would have cut off his right hand
-to serve them. I don't know why it was. But there is the fact.
-
-Sometimes Lady Ascot would go with him and sometimes William. And one
-day, when William was with him, they were bowling quietly along a
-by-road on the opposite side of the water from Henley. And in a secret
-place, they came on a wicked old gentleman, breaking the laws of his
-country, and catching perch in close time, out of a punt, with a chair,
-and a stone bottle, and a fisherman from Maidenhead, who shall be
-nameless, but who must consider himself cautioned.
-
-The Rajah of Ahmednuggur lives close by there; and he was reading the
-_Times_, when Charles asked the coachman to pull up, that he might see
-the sport. The Rajah's attention was caught by seeing the carriage
-stopped; and he looked through a double-barrelled opera-glass, and not
-only saw Charles and William in the carriage, but saw, through the
-osiers, the hoary old profligate with his paternoster pulling the perch
-out as fast as he could put his line in. Fired by a virtuous indignation
-(I wish every gentleman on the Thames would do likewise), he ran in his
-breeches and slippers down the lawn, and began blowing up like Old
-Gooseberry.
-
-The old gentleman who was fishing looked at the rajah's redbrick house,
-and said, "If my face was as ugly as that house, I would wear a green
-veil;" but he ordered the fisherman to take up the rypecks, and he
-floated away down stream.
-
-And as Charles and William drove along, Charles said, "My dear boy,
-there could not be any harm in catching a few roach. I should so like to
-go about among pleasant places in a punt once more."
-
-When they got home the head keeper was sent for. Charles told him that
-he would so much like to go fishing, and that a few roach would not make
-much difference. The keeper scornfully declined arguing about the
-matter, but only wanted to know what time Mr. Ravenshoe would like to
-go, adding, that any one who made objections would be brought up
-uncommon short.
-
-So William and he went fishing in a punt, and one day Charles said, "I
-don't care about this punt-fishing much. I wish--I wish I could get back
-to the trout at Ravenshoe."
-
-"Do you really mean that?" said William.
-
-"Ah, Willy!" said Charles. "If I could only see it again!"
-
-"How I have been waiting to hear you say that!" said William. "Come to
-your home with me; why, the people are wondering where we are. My
-darling bird will be jealous, if I stay here much longer. Come down to
-my wedding."
-
-"When are you to be married, William?"
-
-"On the same day as yourself," said William, sturdily.
-
-Said Charles, "Put the punt ashore, will you?" And they did. And
-Charles, with his nose in the air, and his chest out, walked beside
-William across the spring meadows, through the lengthening grass,
-through the calthas, and the orchises, and the ladies' slippers, and the
-cowslips, and the fritillaries, through the budding flower garden which
-one finds in spring among the English meadows, a hale, strong man. And
-when they had clomb the precipitous slope of the deer-park, Charles
-picked a rhododendron flower, and put it in his button-hole, and turned
-round to William, with the flush of health on his face, and said--
-
-"Brother, we will go to Ravenshoe, and you will be with your love. Shall
-we be married in London?"
-
-"In St. Petersburgh, if you like, now I see you looking your old self
-again. But why?"
-
-"A fancy of mine. When I remember what T went through in London through
-my own obstinacy, I should like to take my revenge on the place, by
-spending the happiest day of my life there. Do you agree?"
-
-"Of course."
-
-"Ask Lady Ascot and Mary and the children down to Ravenshoe. Lady
-Hainault will come too, but he can't. And have General Mainwaring and
-the Tiernays. Have as many of the old circle as we can get."
-
-"This is something like life again," said William. "Remember, Charles, I
-am not spending the revenues of Ravenshoe. They are yours. I know it. I
-am spending about L400 a year. When our grandfather's marriage is
-proved, you will provide for me and my wife, I know that. Be quiet. But
-we shall never prove that till we find Ellen."
-
-"Find Ellen!" exclaimed Charles, turning round. "I will not go near
-Ellen yet."
-
-"Do you know where she is?" asked William, eagerly.
-
-"Of course I do," said Charles. "She is at Hackney. Hornby told me so
-when he was dying. But let her be for a time."
-
-"I tell you," said William, "that I am sure that she knows everything.
-At Hackney!"
-
-The allied powers, General Mainwaring, Lady Ascot, Lord Hainault, and
-William, were not long before they searched every hole and corner of
-Hackney, in and out. There was only one nunnery there, but, in that
-nunnery, there was no young lady at all resembling Ellen. The priests,
-particularly Father Mackworth's friend Butler, gave them every
-assistance in their power. But it was no good.
-
-As Charles and William were in the railway carriage going westward,
-Charles said--
-
-"Well, we have failed to find Ellen. Mackworth, poor fellow, is still at
-Ravenshoe."
-
-"Yes," said William, "and nearly idiotic. All his fine-spun cobwebs cast
-to the winds. But he holds the clue to the mystery, or I am mistaken.
-The younger Tiernay takes care of him. He probably won't know you. But
-Charles, when you come into Ravenshoe, keep a corner for Mackworth."
-
-"He ought to be an honoured guest of the house as long as he lives,"
-said Charles. "You still persist in saying that Ravenshoe is mine."
-
-"I am sure it is," said William.
-
-And, at the same time, William wrote to two other people telling all
-about the state of affairs, and asking them to come and join the circle.
-And John Marston came across into my room, and said, "Let us go." And I
-said, "My dear John, we ought to go. It is not every day that we see a
-man, and such a man, risen from the dead, as Charles Ravenshoe."
-
-And so we went.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXV.
-
-FATHER MACKWORTH PUTS THE FINISHING TOUCH ON HIS GREAT PIECE OF
-EMBROIDERY.
-
-
-And so we went. At Ravenshoe were assembled General Mainwaring, Lady
-Ascot, Mary, Gus, Flora, Archy and nurse, William, Charles, Father
-Tiernay and Father Murtagh Tiernay, John Marston, and Tommy Cruse from
-Clovelly, a little fisherboy, cousin of Jane Evans's--Jane Evans, who
-was to be Mrs. Ravenshoe.
-
-It became necessary that Jane Evans should be presented to Lady Ascot.
-She was only a fisherman's daughter, but she was wonderfully beautiful,
-and gentle, and good. William brought her into the hall one evening,
-when every one was sitting round the fire; and he said, "My dear madam,
-this is my wife that is to be." Nothing more.
-
-And the dear old woman rose and kissed her, and said, "My love, how
-wonderfully pretty you are. You must learn to love me, you know, and you
-must make haste about it, because I am a very old woman, and I sha'n't
-live very long."
-
-So Jane sat down by Mary, and was at home, though a little nervous. And
-General Mainwaring came and sat beside her, and made himself as
-agreeable as very few men beside him know how to. And the fisherboy got
-next to William, and stared about with his great black eyes, like a deer
-in a flower-garden. (You caught that face capitally, Mr. Hook, if you
-will allow me to say so--best painter of the day!)
-
-Jane Evans was an immense success. She had been to school six months at
-Exeter, and had possibly been drilled in a few little matters; such as
-how to ask a gentleman to hold her fan; how to sit down to the piano
-when asked to sing (which she couldn't do); how to marshal her company
-to dinner; how to step into the car of a balloon; and so on. Things
-absolutely necessary to know, of course, but which had nothing to do
-with her success in this case; for she was so beautiful, gentle, and
-winning, that she might have done anything short of eating with her
-knife, and would have been considered nice.
-
-Had she a slight Devonshire accent? Well, well! Do you know, I rather
-like it. I consider it equally so good with the Scotch, my dear.
-
-I could linger and linger on about this pleasant spring at old
-Ravenshoe, but I must not. You have been my companion so long that I am
-right loth to part with you. But the end is very near.
-
-Charles had his revenge upon the trout. The first day after he had
-recovered from his journey, he and William went out and did most
-terrible things. William would not carry a rod, but gave his to the
-servant, and took the landing-net. That Ravenshoe stream carries the
-heaviest fish in Devonshire. Charles worked up to the waterfall, and got
-nineteen, weighing fourteen pounds. Then they walked down to the weir
-above the bridge, and then Charles's evil genius prompted him to say,
-"William, have you got a salmon-fly in your book?" And William told him
-that he had, but solemnly warned him of what would happen.
-
-Charles was reckless and foolish. He, with a twelve-foot trout rod, and
-thirty yards of line, threw a small salmon fly under the weir above the
-bridge. There was a flash on the water. Charles's poor little reel began
-screaming, and the next moment the line came "flick" home across his
-face, and he said, "By gosh, what a fool I was," and then he looked up
-to the bridge, and there was Father Mackworth looking at him.
-
-"How d'ye do, my dear sir," said Charles. "Glad to see you out. I have
-been trying to kill a salmon with trout tackle, and have done quite the
-other thing."
-
-Father Mackworth looked at him, but did not speak a word. Then he looked
-round, and young Murtagh Tiernay came up and led him away; and Charles
-got up on the road and watched the pair going home. And as he saw the
-tall narrow figure of Father Mackworth creeping slowly along, dragging
-his heels as he went, he said, "Poor old fellow, I hope he will live to
-forgive me."
-
-Father Mackworth, poor fellow, dragged his heels homeward; and when he
-got into his room in the priest's tower, Murtagh Tiernay said to him,
-"My dear friend, you are not angry with me? I did not tell you that he
-was come back, I thought it would agitate you."
-
-And Father Mackworth said slowly, for all his old decisive utterance was
-gone, "The Virgin bless you, you are a good man."
-
-And Father Mackworth spoke truth. Both the Tiernays were good fellows,
-though papists.
-
-"Let me help you off with your coat," said Murtagh, for Mackworth was
-standing in deep thought.
-
-"Thank you," said Mackworth. "Now, while I sit here, go and fetch your
-brother."
-
-Murtagh Tiernay did as he was told. In a few minutes our good jolly old
-Irish friend was leaning over Mackworth's chair.
-
-"Ye're not angry that we didn't tell ye there was company?" he said.
-
-"No, no," said Mackworth. "Don't speak to me, that's a good man. Don't
-confuse me. I am going. You had better send Murtagh out of the room."
-
-Father Murtagh disappeared.
-
-"I am going," said Mackworth. "Tiernay, we were not always good friends,
-were we?"
-
-"We are good friends, any way, now, brother," said Tiernay.
-
-"Ay, ay, you are a good man. I have done a wrong. I did it for the sake
-of the Church partly, and partly----well, I was very fond of Cuthbert. I
-loved that boy, Tiernay. And I spun a web. But it has all got confused.
-It is on this left side which feels so heavy. They shouldn't make one's
-brains in two halves, should they?"
-
-"Begorra no. It's a burning shame," said Father Tiernay, determining,
-like a true Irishman, to agree with every word said, and find out what
-was coming.
-
-"That being the case, my dear friend," said poor Mackworth, "give me the
-portfolio and ink, and we will let our dear brother Butler know, _de
-profundis clamavi_, that the time is come."
-
-Father Tiernay said, "That will be the proper course," and got him pen
-and ink, fully assured that another fit was coming on, and that he was
-wandering in his mind; but still watching to see whether he would let
-out anything. A true Irishman.
-
-Mackworth let out nothing. He wrote, as steadily as he could, a letter
-of two lines, and put it in an envelope. Then he wrote another letter of
-about three lines, and enclosed the whole in a larger envelope, and
-closed it. Then he said to Father Tiernay, "Direct it to Butler, will
-you, my dear friend; you quite agree that I have done right?"
-
-Father Tiernay said that he had done quite right; but wondered what the
-dickens it was all about. We soon found out. But we walked, and rode,
-and fished, and chatted, and played billiards, and got up charades with
-Lady Ascot for an audience; not often thinking of the poor paralytic
-priest in the lonely tower, and little dreaming of the mine which he was
-going to spring under our feet.
-
-The rows (there is no other expression) that used to go on between
-Father Tiernay and Lady Ascot were as amusing as anything I ever heard.
-I must do Tiernay the justice to say that he was always perfectly well
-bred, and also, that Lady Ascot began it. Her good temper, her humour,
-and her shrewdness were like herself; I can say no more. Tiernay dodged,
-and shuffled, and went from pillar to post, and was as witty and
-good-humoured as an Irishman can be; but I, as a staunch Protestant, am
-of opinion that Lady Ascot, though nearly ninety, had the best of it. I
-daresay good Father Tiernay don't agree with me.
-
-The younger Tiernay was always in close attendance on Mackworth. Every
-one got very fond of this young priest. We used to wait until Father
-Mackworth was reported to be in bed, and then he was sent for. And
-generally we used to make an excuse to go into the chapel, and Lady
-Ascot would come, defiant of rheumatism, and we would get him to the
-organ.
-
-And then--Oh, Lord! how he would make that organ speak, and plead, and
-pray, till the prayer was won. And then, how he would send aggregated
-armies of notes, marching in vast battalions one after another, out into
-space, to die in confused melody; and then, how he would sound the
-trumpet to recall them, and get no answer but the echo of the roof. Ah,
-well, I hope you are fond of music, reader.
-
-But one night we sent for him, and he could not come. And later we sent
-again, but he did not come; and the man we had sent, being asked, looked
-uneasy, and said he did not know why. By this time the ladies had gone
-to bed. General Mainwaring, Charles, William, John Marston, and myself,
-were sitting over the fire in the hall, smoking, and little Tommy Cruse
-was standing between William's knees.
-
-The candles and the fire were low. There was light outside from a
-clouded moon, so that one could see the gleam of the sea out of the
-mullioned windows. Charles was stooping down, describing the battle of
-the Alma on the hearthrug, and William was bending over, watching him,
-holding the boy between his knees, as I said. General Mainwaring was
-puffing his cigar, and saying, "Yes, yes; that's right enough;" and
-Marston and I were, like William, looking at Charles.
-
-Suddenly the boy gave a loud cry, and hid his face in William's bosom. I
-thought he had been taken with a fit. I looked up over General
-Mainwaring's head, and I cried out, "My God! what is this?"
-
-We were all on our legs in a moment, looking the same way. At the long
-low mullioned window which had been behind General Mainwaring. The
-clouded moonlight outside showed us the shape of it. But between us and
-it there stood three black figures, and as we looked at them, we drew
-one towards the other, for we were frightened. The General took two
-steps forward.
-
-One of the figures advanced noiselessly. It was dressed in black, and
-its face was shrouded in a black hood. In that light, with that silent,
-even way of approaching, it was the most awful figure I ever saw. And
-from under its hood came a woman's voice, the sound of which made the
-blood of more than one to stand still, and then go madly on again. It
-said:--
-
-"I am Ellen Ravenshoe. My sins and my repentance are known to some here.
-I have been to the war, in the hospitals, till my health gave way, and I
-came home but yesterday, as it were, and I have been summoned here.
-Charles, I was beautiful once. Look at this."
-
-And she drew her hood back, and we looked at her in the dim light.
-Beautiful once! Ay, but never so beautiful as now. The complexion was
-deadly pale, and the features were pinched, but she was more beautiful
-than ever. I declare I believe that if we had seen a ring of glory round
-her head at that moment none of us would have been surprised. Just then,
-her beauty, her nun's dress, and the darkness of the hall, assisted the
-illusion, probably; but there was really something saint-like and
-romantic about her, for an instant or so, which made us all stand
-silent. Alas! there was no ring of glory round her head. Poor Ellen was
-only bearing the cross; she had not won the crown.
-
-Charles was the first who spoke or moved; he went up to her, and kissed
-her, and said, "My sweet sister, I knew that if I ever saw you again I
-should see you in these weeds. My dear love, I am so glad to see you.
-And oh, my sister, how much more happy to see you dressed like that----"
-
-(Of course he did not use exactly those words, but words to that effect,
-only more passionate and even less grammatical. I am not a shorthand
-writer. I only give you the substance of conversations in the best prose
-I can command.)
-
-"Charles," said she, "I do right to wear weeds, for I am the widow
-of--(Never mind what she said; that sort of thing very properly jars on
-Protestant ears). I am a sister of the Society of Mercy of St. Bridget,
-and I have been to the East, as I told you: and more than once I must
-have been into the room where you lay, to borrow things, or talk with
-English Catholic ladies, and never guessed you were there. After Hornby
-had found me at Hackney, I got leave from Father Butler to join an Irish
-sisterhood; for our mother was Irish in speech and in heart, you
-remember, though not by birth. I have something to say--something very
-important. Father Mackworth, will you come here? Are all here intimate
-friends of the family? Will you ask any of them to leave the hall,
-Charles?"
-
-"Not one," said Charles. "Is one of those dark figures which have
-frightened us so much Father Mackworth? My dear sir, I am so sorry. Come
-to the fire; and who is the other?"
-
-"Only Murtagh Tiernay," said a soft voice.
-
-"Why did you stand out there these few minutes? Father Mackworth, your
-arm."
-
-William and Charles helped him in towards the fire. He looked terribly
-ill and ghastly. The dear old general took him from them, and sat him
-down in his own chair by the fire; and there he sat looking curiously
-around him, with the light of the wood fire and the candles strong on
-his face, while Ellen stood behind him, with her hood thrown back, and
-her white hands folded on her bosom. If you have ever seen a stranger
-group than we were, I should be glad to hear of it.
-
-Poor Mackworth seemed to think that it was expected of him to speak. He
-looked up to General Mainwaring, and he said--
-
-"I hope you are better of your wound, sir. I have had a sharp stroke of
-paralysis, and I have another coming on, sir, and my memory is going.
-When you meet my Lord Saltire, whom I am surprised to find absent
-to-night, you will tell him that I presented my compliments, and thought
-that he had used me very well on the whole. Had she not better begin,
-sir? or it may be too late; unless you would like to wait for Lord
-Saltire."
-
-Father Murtagh Tiernay knelt down and whispered to him.
-
-"Ay! ay!" he said, "Dead--ay! so he is, I had forgotten. We shall all be
-dead soon. Some of us will to hell, General, and some to heaven, and all
-to purgatory. I am a priest, sir. I have been bound body and soul to the
-Church from a child, and I have done things which the Church will
-disapprove of when they are told, though not while they are kept secret;
-and I tell them because the eyes of a dead man, of a man who was drowned
-bathing in the bay, haunt me day and night, and say, Speak
-out!--Murtagh!"
-
-Little Tiernay was kneeling beside him, and called his attention to him.
-
-"You had better give me the wine; for the end is getting very near. Tell
-her to begin."
-
-And while poor Mackworth was taking some wine (poor fellow, it was
-little enough he had taken in his lifetime), Ellen began to speak. I had
-some notion that we should know everything now. We had guessed the truth
-for a long while. We had guessed everything about Petre Ravenshoe's
-marriage. We believed in it. We seemed to know all about it, from Lady
-Ascot. No link was wanting in the chain of proof, save one, the name of
-the place in which that marriage took place. That had puzzled every one.
-Lady Ascot declared it was a place in the north of Hampshire, as you
-will remember, but every register had been searched there, without
-result. So conceive how we all stared at poor Ellen when she began to
-speak, wondering whether she knew as much as ourselves, or even more.
-
-"I am Miss Ravenshoe," she said quietly. "My brother Charles there is
-heir to this estate; and I have come here to-night to tell you so."
-
-There was nothing new here. We knew all about that. I stood up and put
-my arm through Charles Ravenshoe's, and William came and laid his hand
-upon my shoulder. The general stood before the fire, and Ellen went on.
-
-"Petre Ravenshoe was married in 1778 to Maria Dawson, and his son was
-James Ravenshoe, my father, who was called Horton, and was Densil
-Ravenshoe's gamekeeper. I have proof of this."
-
-So had we. We knew all this. What did she know more? It was intolerable
-that she was to stop just here, and leave the one awful point
-unanswered. I forgot my good manners utterly; I clutched Charles's arm
-tighter, and I cried out--
-
-"We know about the marriage, Miss Ravenshoe; we have known of it a long
-while. But where did it take place, my dear young lady? Where?"
-
-She turned on me and answered, wondering at my eagerness. _I_ had
-brought out the decisive words at last, the words that we had been dying
-to hear for sixth months; she said--
-
-"At Finchampstead, in Berkshire; I have a copy of the certificate with
-me."
-
-I let go of Charles's arm, and fell back in my chair. My connection with
-this story is over (except the trouble of telling it, which I beg you
-won't mention, for it has given me as much pleasure as it has you; and
-that, if you look at it in a proper point of view, is quite just, for
-very few men have a friend who has met with such adventures as Charles
-Ravenshoe, who will tell them all about it afterwards). I fell back in
-my chair, and stared at poor Father Mackworth as if he were a copper
-disk, and I was trying to get into a sufficiently idiotic state to be
-electro-biologised.
-
-"I have very little more to tell," said Ellen. "I was not aware that you
-knew so much. From Mr. William Marston's agitation, I conclude that I
-have supplied the only link which was missing. I think that Father
-Mackworth wishes to explain to you why he sent for me to come here
-to-night. If he feels himself able to do so now, I shall be glad to be
-dismissed."
-
-Father Mackworth sat up in his chair, and spoke at once. He had gathered
-himself up for the effort, and went through it well, though with halting
-and difficult speech.
-
-"I knew of Petre Ravenshoe's marriage from Father Clifford, with all the
-particulars. It had been confessed to him. He told it to me the day Mrs.
-Ravenshoe died, after Densil Ravenshoe had told me that his second son
-was to be brought up to the Protestant faith. I went to him in a furious
-passion, and he told me about this previous marriage which had been
-confessed to him, to quiet me. It showed me, that if the worst were to
-happen, and Cuthbert were to die, and Ravenshoe go to a Protestant, I
-could still bring in a Catholic as a last resource. For if Cuthbert had
-died, and Norah had not confessed about the changing of the children, I
-should have brought in James, and after him William, both Catholics,
-believing him to be the son of James and Norah. Do you understand?
-
-"Why did I not? I loved that boy Cuthbert. And it was told under seal of
-confession, and must not be used save in deadly extremity, and William
-was a turbulent boy. Which would have been the greater crime at that
-time? It was only a choice of evils, for the Church is very dear to me.
-
-"Then Norah confessed to me about the change of children, and then I
-saw, that by speaking of Petre Ravenshoe's marriage I should only bring
-in a Protestant heir. But I saw, also, that, by using her confession
-only, I could prove Charles Ravenshoe to be merely a gamekeeper's son,
-and turn him out into the world, and so I used it, sir. You used to
-irritate and insult me, sir," he said, turning to Charles, "and I was
-not so near death then as now. If you can forgive me, in God's name say
-so."
-
-Charles went over to him, and put his arm round him "Forgive you?" he
-said; "dear Mackworth, can you forgive me?"
-
-"Well, well!" he continued, "what have I to forgive, Charles? At one
-time, I thought if I spoke that it would be better, because Ellen, the
-only daughter of the house, would have had a great dower, as Ravenshoe
-girls have. But I loved Cuthbert too well. And Lord Welter stopped my
-even thinking of doing so, by coming to Ravenshoe. And--and--we are all
-gentlemen here. The day that you hunted the black hare, I had been
-scolding her for writing to him. And William and I made her mad between
-us, and she ran away to him. And she is with the army now, Charles. I
-should not fetch her back, Charles. She is doing very good work there."
-
-By this time she had drawn the black hood over her face, and was
-standing behind him, motionless.
-
-"I will answer any more questions you like to-morrow. Petre Ravenshoe's
-marriage took place at Finchampstead, remember. Charles, my dear boy,
-would you mind kissing me? I think I always loved you, Charles. Murtagh
-Tiernay, take me to my room."
-
-And so he went tottering away through the darkness. Charles opened the
-door for him. Ellen stood with her hood over her face, motionless.
-
-"I can speak like this with my face hidden," she said. "It is easy for
-one who has been through what I have, to speak. What I have been you
-know, what I am now is--(she used one of those Roman Catholic forms of
-expression, which are best not repeated too often). I have a little to
-add to this statement. William was cruel to me. You know you were. You
-were wrong. I will not go on. You were awfully unjust--you were horribly
-unjust. The man who has just left the room had some slight right to
-upbraid me. You had none. You were utterly wrong. Mackworth, in one way,
-is a very high-minded honourable man. You made me hate you, William. God
-forgive me. I have forgiven you now."
-
-"Yes; I was wrong," said William, "I was wrong. But Ellen, Ellen! before
-old friends, only with regard to the person."
-
-"When you treated me so ill, I was as innocent as your mother, sir. Let
-us go on. This man Mackworth knew more than you. We had some terrible
-scenes together about Lord Welter. One day he lost his temper, and
-became theatrical. He opened his desk and showed me a bundle of papers,
-which he waved in the air, and said they contained my future destiny.
-The next day I went to the carpenter's shop and took a chisel. I broke
-open his desk, and possessed myself of them. I found the certificate of
-Petre Ravenshoe's marriage. I knew that you, William, as I thought, and
-I were the elder children. But I loved Cuthbert and Charles better than
-you or myself, and I would not speak. When, afterwards, Father Butler
-told me while I was with Lord Welter, before I joined the sisters, of
-the astounding fact of the change of children, I still held my peace,
-because I thought Charles would be the better of penance for a year or
-so, and because I hesitated to throw the power of a house like this
-into heretic hands, though it were into the hands of my own brother.
-Mackworth and Butler were to some extent enemies, I think; for Butler
-seems not to have told Mackworth that I was with him for some time, and
-I hardly know how he found it out at last. Three days ago I received
-this letter from Mackworth, and after some hesitation I came. For I
-thought that the Church could not be helped by wrong, and I wanted to
-see that he concealed nothing. Here it is. I shall say no more."
-
-And she departed, and I have not seen her since. Perhaps she is best
-where she is. I got a sight of the letter from Father Mackworth. It ran
-thus--
-
-"Come here at once, I order you. I am going to tell the truth. Charles
-has come back. I will not bear the responsibility any longer."
-
-Poor Mackworth! He went back to his room, attended by the kind-hearted
-young priest, who had left his beloved organ at Segur, to come and
-attend to him. Lord Segur pished and pshawed, and did something more,
-which we won't talk about, for which he had to get absolution. But
-Murtagh Tiernay stayed at Ravenshoe, defying his lordship, and his
-lordship's profane oaths, and making the Ravenshoe organ talk to Father
-Mackworth about quiet churchyards and silent cloisters; and sometimes
-raging on until the poor paralytic priest began to see the great gates
-rolled back, and the street of the everlasting city beyond, crowded with
-glorious angels. Let us leave these two to their music. Before we went
-to town for the wedding, we were sitting one night, and playing at loo,
-in the hall. (Not guinea unlimited loo, as they used to play at Lord
-Welter's, but penny loo, limited to eighteen pence.) General Mainwaring
-had been looed in miss four times running, making six shillings (an
-almost impossible circumstance, but true), and Lady Ascot had been
-laughing at him so, that she had to take off her spectacles and wipe
-them, when Murtagh Tiernay came into the hall, and took away Charles,
-and his brother Father Tiernay.
-
-The game was dropped soon after this. At Ravenshoe there was an
-old-fashioned custom of having a great supper brought into the hall at
-ten. A silly old custom, seeing that every one had dined at seven.
-Supper was brought in, and every one sat down to table. All sorts of
-things were handed to one by the servants, but no one ate anything. No
-one ever did. But the head of the table was empty, Charles was absent.
-
-After supper was cleared away, every one drew in a great circle round
-the fire, in the charming old-fashioned way one sees very seldom now,
-for a talk before we went to bed. But nobody talked much. Only Lady
-Ascot said, "I shall not go upstairs till he comes back. General, you
-may smoke your cigar, but here I sit."
-
-General Mainwaring would not smoke his cigar, even up the chimney.
-Almost before he had time to say so, Charles and Father Tiernay came
-into the room, without saying a word, and Charles, passing through the
-circle, pushed the logs on the hearth together with his foot.
-
-"Charles," said Lady Ascot, "has anything happened?"
-
-"Yes, aunt."
-
-"Is he dead?"
-
-"Yes, aunt."
-
-"I thought so," said Lady Ascot, "I hope he has forgiven me any hard
-thoughts I had of him. I could have been brought to love that man in
-time. There were a great many worse men than he, sir," she added, in her
-old clear ringing tones, turning to Father Tiernay. "There were a great
-many worse men than he."
-
-"There were a great many worse men, Lady Ascot," said Father Tiernay.
-"There have been many worse men with better opportunities. He was a good
-man brought up in a bad school. A good man spoilt. General Mainwaring,
-you who are probably more honoured than any man in England just now, and
-are worthy of it; you who can't stop at a street corner without a crowd
-getting together to hurrah to you; you, the very darling of the nation,
-are going to Oxford to be made an honorary Doctor of Laws. And when you
-go into that theatre, and hear the maddening music of those boys' voices
-cheering you: then, general, don't get insane with pride, like Herod,
-but think what you might have been with Mackworth's opportunities."
-
-I think we all respected the Irishman for speaking up for his friend,
-although his speech might be extravagant. But I am sure that no one
-respected him more sincerely than our valiant, humble, old friend,
-General Mainwaring.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER LXVI.
-
-GUS AND FLORA ARE NAUGHTY IN CHURCH, AND THE WHOLE BUSINESS COMES TO AN
-END.
-
-
-Charles's purpose of being married in London held good. And I need not
-say that William's held good too.
-
-Shall I insult your judgment by telling you that the whole story of
-Petre Ravenshoe's marriage at Finchampstead was true? I think not. The
-register was found, the lawyers were busy down at Ravenshoe, for every
-one was anxious to get up to London, and have the two marriages over
-before the season was too far advanced.
-
-The memorabilia about this time at Ravenshoe, were--The weather was
-glorious. (I am not going to give you any more about the two capes, and
-that sort of thing. You have had those two capes often enough. And I am
-reserving my twenty-ninth description of the Ravenshoe scenery for the
-concluding chapter.) The weather, I say, was glorious. And I was always
-being fetched in from the river, smelling fishy, and being made to
-witness deeds. I got tired of writing my name. I may have signed away
-the amount of the national debt in triplicate, for anything I know (or
-care. For you can't get blood out of a stone). I signed some fifty of
-them, I think. But I signed two which gave me great pleasure.
-
-The first was a rent-charge on Ravenshoe of two thousand a year, in
-favour of William Ravenshoe. The second was a similar deed of five
-hundred a year in favour of Miss Ravenshoe. We will now have done with
-all this sordid business, and go on.
-
-The ladies had all left for town, to prepare for the ceremony. There was
-a bachelors' house at Ravenshoe for the last time. The weather was hot.
-Charles Ravenshoe, General Mainwaring, and the rest, were all looking
-out of the dining-room windows towards the sea, when we were astonished
-by seeing two people ride up on to the terrace, and stop before the
-porch.
-
-A noble-looking old gentleman, in a blue coat and brass buttons,
-knee-breeches and gaiters, on a cob, and a beautiful boy of sixteen on a
-horse. _I_ knew well enough who it was, and I said, Ho! But the others
-wondered. William would have known, had he been looking out of window
-just then, but by the time he got there, the old gentleman and the boy
-were in the porch, and two of Charles's men were walking the horses up
-and down.
-
-"Now, who the deuce is this?" said Charles. "They haven't come far; but
-I don't know them. I seem to know the old man, somehow; but I can't
-remember."
-
-We heard the old gentleman's heavy step along the hall, and then the
-door was thrown open, and the butler announced, like a true Devonshire
-man--
-
-"Mr. Humby to Hele!"
-
-The old gentleman advanced with a frank smile and took Charles's hand,
-and said, "Welcome home, sir; welcome to your own; welcome to Ravenshoe.
-A Protestant at Ravenshoe at last. After so many centuries."
-
-Everybody had grown limp and faint when they heard the awful name of
-Humby, that is to say, every one but me. Of course I had nothing to do
-with fetching him over. Not at all. This was the first time that a Humby
-had had friendly communication with a Ravenshoe for seven hundred and
-eighty-nine years. The two families had quarrelled in 1066, in
-consequence of John Humby having pushed against Kempion Ravenshoe, in
-the grand rush across the Senlac, at the battle of Hastings. Kempion
-Ravenshoe had asked John Humby where he was shoving to, and John Humby
-had expressed a wish to punch Kempion Ravenshoe's head (or do what went
-for the same thing in those times. I am no antiquarian). The wound was
-never healed. The two families located themselves on adjoining estates
-in Devonshire immediately after the Conquest, but never spoke till 1529,
-when Lionel Humby bit his thumb at our old friend, Alured Ravenshoe, in
-Cardinal Wolsey's antechamber, at Hampton, and Alured Ravenshoe asked
-him, what the devil he meant by that. They fought in Twickenham meadow,
-but held no relations for two hundred and fourteen years, that is to
-say, till 1745, when Ambrose Ravenshoe squeezed an orange at Chichester
-Humby, at an election dinner in Stonnington, and Body Fortescue went out
-as second to Chichester Humby, and Lord Segur to Ambrose Ravenshoe.
-After this the families did not speak again for one hundred and ten
-years, that is to say, till the time we are speaking of, the end of
-April, 1855, when James Humby to Hele frightened us all out of our wits,
-by coming into the dining-room at Ravenshoe, in a blue coat and brass
-buttons, and shaking hands with Charles, and saying, beside what I have
-written above--
-
-"Mrs. Humby and my daughters are in London for the season, and I go to
-join them the day after to-morrow. There has been a slight cloud between
-the two houses lately" (that is to say, as we know it, for seven hundred
-and eighty-nine years. But what is time?) "and I wish to remove it. I am
-not a very old man, but I have my whimsies, my dear sir. I wish my
-daughters to appear among Miss Corby's bridesmaids, and do you know, I
-fancy when you get to London that you will find the whole matter
-arranged."
-
-Who was to resist this? Old Humby went up in the train with all of us
-the next day but one. And if I were asked to pick out the most
-roystering, boisterous, jolly old county member in England, Scotland, or
-Ireland, I should pick out old Humby of Hele. What fun he made at the
-stations where the express stopped! The way he allowed himself to be
-fetched out of the refreshment-room by the guard, and then, at the last
-moment, engaged him in a general conversation about the administration
-of the line, until the station-master was mad, and an accident imminent,
-was worthy of a much younger man, to say the least. But then, in a blue
-coat and brass buttons, with drab small clothes, you may do anything.
-They are sure to take you for a swell. If I, William Marston, am ever
-old enough, and fat enough, and rich enough, I shall dress like that
-myself, for reasons. If my figure does not develop, I shall try black
-br--ch--s and gaiters, with a shovel hat, and a black silk waistcoat
-buttoned up under my throat. That very often succeeds. Either are better
-than pegtops and a black bowler hat, which strike no awe into the
-beholders.
-
-When we all got to town, we were, of course, very busy. There was a
-great deal of millinery business. Old Humby insisted on helping at it.
-One day he went to Madame Tulle's, in Conduit Street, with his wife and
-two daughters, and asked me to come too, for which I was sorry at first,
-for he behaved very badly, and made a great noise. We were in a great
-suite of rooms on the first floor, full of crinolines and that sort of
-thing, and there were a great many people present. I was trying to keep
-him quiet, for he was cutting a good many clumsy jokes, as an
-old-fashioned country squire will. Everybody was amused with him, and
-thoroughly appreciated his fun, save his own wife and daughters, who
-were annoyed; so I was trying to keep him quiet, when a tall,
-brown-faced, handsome young man came up to me and said--
-
-"I beg a thousand pardons; but is not your name Marston?"
-
-I said, "Yes."
-
-"You are a first cousin of John Marston, are you not?--of John Marston,
-whom I used to meet at Casterton?"
-
-I said, "Yes; that John Marston was my cousin." But I couldn't remember
-my man, for all that.
-
-"You don't remember me! I met you once at old Captain Archer's, at
-Lashbrook, for ten minutes. My wife has come here to buy fal-lals for
-Charles Ravenshoe's wedding. He is going to marry my cousin. My name is
-George Corby. I have married Miss Ellen Blockstrop, daughter of Admiral
-Blockstrop. Her eldest sister married young Captain Archer of the
-merchant service."
-
-I felt very faint, but I congratulated him. The way those Australians do
-business shames us old-country folk. To get over a heavy disappointment
-and be married in two months and a week is very creditable.
-
-"We bushmen are rough fellows," he said. (His manners were really
-charming. I never saw them beaten.) "But you old-country fellows must
-excuse us. Will you give me the pleasure of your acquaintance? I am sure
-you must be a good fellow, for your cousin is one of the best fellows I
-ever knew."
-
-"I should be delighted." And I spoke the truth.
-
-"I will introduce you to my wife directly," he said; "but the fact is,
-she is just now having a row with Madame Tulle, the milliner here. My
-wife is a deuced economical woman, and she wants to show at the
-Ravenshoe wedding in a white moire-antique, which will only cost fifty
-guineas, and which she says will do for an evening dress in Australia
-afterwards. And the Frenchwoman won't let her have it for the purpose,
-because she says it is incorrect. And I hope to Gad the Frenchwoman will
-win, because my wife will get quite as good a gown to look at for twenty
-guineas or so."
-
-Squire Humby begged to be introduced. Which I did.
-
-"I am glad, sir," he said, "that my daughters have not heard your
-conversation. It would have demoralised them, sir, for the rest of their
-lives. I hope they have not heard the argument about the fifty-guinea
-gown. If they have, I am a ruined man. It was one of you Australians who
-gave twelve hundred guineas for the bull, 'Master Butterfly,' the day
-before yesterday?"
-
-"Well, yes," said George Corby, "I bought the bull. He'll pay, sir,
-handsomely, in our part of the world."
-
-"The devil he will," said Squire Humby. "You don't know an opening for a
-young man of sixty-five, with a blue coat and brass buttons, who
-understands his business, in your part of the country, do you?"
-
-And so on. The weddings took place at St. Peter's, Eaton Square. If the
-ghost of the little shoeblack had been hovering round the wall where he
-had played fives with the brass button, he might have almost heard the
-ceremony performed. Mary and Charles were not a handsome couple. The
-enthusiasm of the population was reserved for William and Jane Evans,
-who certainly were. It is my nature to be a Jack-of-all-trades, and so I
-was entrusted with old Master Evans, Jane's father, a magnificent old
-sea-king, whom we have met before. We two preferred to go to church
-quietly before the others, and he, refusing to go into a pew, found
-himself a place in the free seats, and made himself comfortable. So I
-went out into the porch, and waited till they came.
-
-I waited till the procession had gone in, and then I found that the tail
-of it was composed of poor Lord Charles Herries' children, Gus, Flora,
-and Archy, with their nurse.
-
-If a bachelor is worth his salt, he will make himself useful. I saw that
-nurse was in distress and anxious, so I stayed with her.
-
-Archy was really as good as gold till he met with his accident. He
-walked up the steps with nurse as quiet as possible. But even at first I
-began to get anxious about Gus and Flora. They were excited. Gus
-wouldn't walk up the steps; but he put his two heels together, and
-jumped up them one at a time, and Flora walked backwards, looking at him
-sarcastically. At the top step but one Gus stumbled; whereupon Flora
-said, "Goozlemy, goozlemy, goozlemy."
-
-And Gus said, "you wait a minute, my lady, till we get into church,"
-after which awful speech I felt as if I was smoking in a powder
-magazine.
-
-I was put into a pew with Gus, and Flora, and Archy. Nurse, in her
-modesty, went into the pew behind us.
-
-I am sorry to say that these dear children, with whom I had had no
-previous acquaintance, were very naughty. The ceremony began by Archy
-getting too near the edge of his hassock, falling off, pitching against
-the pew door, bursting it open, and flying out among the free seats,
-head foremost. Nurse, a nimble and dexterous woman, dashed out, and
-caught him up, and actually got him out of the church door before he had
-time to fetch his breath for a scream. Gus and Flora were left alone
-with me.
-
-Flora had a great scarlet and gold church service. As soon as she opened
-it, she disconcerted me by saying aloud, to an imaginary female friend,
-"My dear, there is going to be a collection; and I have left my purse on
-the piano."
-
-At this time, also, Gus, seeing that the business was well begun,
-removed to the further end of the pew, sat down on the hassock, and took
-from his trousers' pocket a large tin trumpet.
-
-I broke out all over in a cold perspiration as I looked at him. He saw
-my distress, and putting it to his lips, puffed out his cheeks. Flora
-administered comfort to me. She said, "You are looking at that foolish
-boy. Perhaps he won't blow it, after all. He mayn't if you don't look at
-him. At all events, he probably won't blow it till the organ begins; and
-then it won't matter so much."
-
-Matters were so hopeless with me that I looked at old Master Evans. He
-had bent down his head on to the rail of the bench before him. His
-beautiful daughter had been his only companion at home for many years,
-for his wife had died when Jane was a little bare-legged thing, who
-paddled in the surf. It had been a rise in life for her to marry Mr.
-Charles Ravenshoe's favourite pad-groom. And just now she had walked
-calmly and quietly up the aisle, and had stopped when she came to where
-he sat, and had pushed the Honiton-lace veil from her forehead, and
-kissed his dear old cheek: and she would walk back directly as Mrs.
-William Ravenshoe. And so the noble old privateer skipper had bent down,
-and there was nothing to be seen there but a grey head and broad
-shoulders, which seemed to shake.
-
-And so I looked up to the east end. And I saw the two couples kneeling
-before the clergyman. And when I, knowing everything as I did, saw
-Charles kneeling beside Mary Corby, with Lord Ascot, great burly, brutal
-giant, standing behind him, I said something which is not in the
-marriage service of the Church of England. After it all, to see him and
-her kneeling so quietly there together! We were all happy enough that
-day. But I don't think that any one was much happier than I. For I knew
-more than any one. And also, three months from that time, I married my
-present wife, Eliza Humby. And the affair had only been arranged two
-days. So I was in good spirits.
-
-At least I should have been, if it had not been for Lord Charles
-Herries' children. I wish those dear children (not meaning them any
-harm) had been, to put it mildly, at play on the village green, that
-blessed day.
-
-When I looked at Gus again, he was still on the hassock, threatening
-propriety with his trumpet. I hoped for the best. Flora had her
-prayer-book open, and was playing the piano on each side of it, with her
-fingers. After a time she looked up at me, and said out loud--
-
-"I suppose you have heard that Archy's cat has kittened?"
-
-I said, "No."
-
-"Oh, yes, it has," she said. "Archy harnessed it to his meal cart, which
-turns a mill, and plays music when the wheels go round; and it ran
-downstairs with the cart; and we heard the music playing as it went; and
-it kittened in the wood-basket immediately afterwards; and Alwright
-says she don't wonder at it; and no more do I; and the steward's-room
-boy is going to drown some. But you mustn't tell Archy, because, if you
-do, he won't say his prayers; and if he don't say his prayers, he will,"
-&c., &c. Very emphatically and in a loud tone of voice.
-
-This was very charming. If I could only answer for Gus, and keep Flora
-busy, it was wildly possible that we might pull through. If I had not
-been a madman, I should have noticed that Gus had disappeared.
-
-He had. And the pew door had never opened, and I was utterly
-unconscious. Gus had crawled up, on all fours, under the seat of the
-pew, until he was opposite the calves of his sister's legs, against
-which calves, _horresco referens_, he put his trumpet and blew a long
-shrill blast. Flora behaved very well and courageously. She only gave
-one long, wild shriek, as from a lunatic in a padded cell at Bedlam, and
-then, hurling her prayer-book at him, she turned round and tried to kick
-him in the face.
-
-This was the culminating point of my misfortunes. After this, they
-behaved better. I represented to them that every one was just coming out
-of the vestry, and that they had better fight it out in the carriage
-going home. Gus only made an impertinent remark about Flora's garters,
-and Flora only drew a short, but trenchant, historical parallel between
-Gus and Judas Iscariot; when the brides and bridegrooms came down the
-aisle, and we all drove off to Charles's house in Eaton Square.
-
-And so, for the first time, I saw all together, with my own eyes, the
-principal characters in this story. Only one was absent. Lord Saltire. I
-had seen him twice in my life, and once had the honour of a conversation
-with him. He was a man about five feet eleven, very broad shouldered,
-and with a very deep chest. As far as the animal part of him went, I
-came to the conclusion, from close and interested examination for twenty
-minutes, that he had, fifty or sixty years before, been a man with whom
-it would have been pleasanter to argue than to box. His make was
-magnificent. Phrenologically speaking, he had a very high square head,
-very flat at the sides: and, when I saw him, when he was nearly eighty,
-he was the handsomest old man I had ever seen. He had a florid, pure
-complexion. His face was without a wrinkle. His eyebrows were black, and
-his hair seemed to refuse to be grey. There was as much black as grey in
-it to the last. His eye was most extraordinary--a deep blue-grey. I can
-look a man as straight in the face as any one; but when Lord Saltire
-turned those eyes on me three or four times in the course of our
-interview, I felt that it was an effort to meet them. I felt that I was
-in the presence of a man of superior vitality to my own. We were having
-a talk about matters connected with Charles Ravenshoe, which I have not
-mentioned, because I want to keep myself, William Marston, as much out
-of this story as possible. And whenever this terrible old man looked at
-me, asking a question, I felt my eyebrows drawing together, and knew
-that I was looking _defiantly_ at him. He was the most extraordinary man
-I ever met. He never took office after he was forty. He played with
-politics. He was in heart, I believe (no one knows), an advanced Whig.
-He chose to call himself Tory. He played the Radical game very deep,
-early in life, and, I think, he got disgusted with party politics. The
-last thing the old Radical atheist did in public life was to rally up to
-the side of the Duke in opposition to the Reform Bill. And another fact
-about him is, that he had always a strong personal affection for Sir
-Francis.
-
-He was a man of contradictions, if one judges a man by Whig and Tory
-rules; but he was a great loss to the public business of the country. He
-might have done almost anything in public life, with his calm clear
-brain. My cousin John thinks that Lord Barkham's death was the cause of
-his retirement.
-
-So much about Lord Saltire. Of the other characters mentioned in this
-story, I will speak at once, just as I saw them sitting round the table
-at Charles and William Ravenshoe's wedding.
-
-I sat beside Eliza Humby. She was infinitely the most beautiful, clever,
-and amiable being that the world ever produced. (But that is my
-business, not yours.) Charles Ravenshoe sat at the head of the table,
-and I will leave him alone for a minute. I will give you my impressions
-of the other characters in this story, as they appeared to me.
-
-Mary was a very charming-looking little person indeed, very short, and
-with small features. I had never seen her before, and had never heard
-any one say that she was pretty. I thought her very pretty indeed. Jane
-Evans was an exceedingly beautiful Devonshire girl. My eye did not rest
-very long on her. It came down the table to William, and there it
-stopped.
-
-I got Eliza Humby to speak to him, and engage him in conversation while
-I looked at him. I wanted to see whether there was anything remarkable
-in his face, for a more remarkable instance of disinterested goodwill
-than his determining to find Charles and ruin himself, I never happened
-to have heard of.
-
-Well, he was very handsome and pleasing, with a square determined look
-about the mouth, such as men brought up among horses generally have.
-But I couldn't understand it, and so I spoke to him across Lizzie, and I
-said, casting good manners to the winds, "I should think that the only
-thing you regretted to-day was, that you had not been alongside of
-Charles at Balaclava;" and then I understood it, for when I mentioned
-Charles and Balaclava, I saw for one instant not a groom, but a poet.
-Although, being a respectable and well-conducted man, he has never
-written any poetry, and probably never will.
-
-Then I looked across the table at Lady Ascot. They say that she was
-never handsome. I can quite believe that. She was a beautiful old woman
-certainly, but then all old women are beautiful. Her face was very
-square, and one could see that it was capable of very violent passion;
-or could, knowing what one did, guess so. Otherwise there was nothing
-very remarkable about her except that she was a remarkably charming old
-lady. She was talking to General Mainwaring, who was a noble-looking old
-soldier.
-
-Nothing more. In fact, the whole group were less remarkable and
-tragical-looking than I thought they would have been. I was disappointed
-until I came to Lord Ascot, and then I could not take my eyes off him.
-
-There was tragedy enough there. There was coarse brutality and passion
-enough, in all conscience. And yet that man had done what he had done.
-Here was a puzzle with a vengeance.
-
-Lord Ascot, as I saw him now, for the first time, was simply a low-bred
-and repulsive-looking man. In stature he was gigantic, in every respect
-save height. He was about five feet nine, very deep about the chest. His
-hair was rather dark, cut close. His face was very florid, and perfectly
-hairless. His forehead was low. His eyes were small, and close together.
-His eyebrows were heavy, and met over his nose, which was short and
-square. His mouth was large; and when you came to his mouth, you came to
-the first tolerable feature in his face. When he was speaking to no one
-in particular, the under lip was set, and the whole face, I am sorry to
-say, was the sort of face which is quite as often seen in the dock, as
-in the witness-box (unless some gentleman has turned Queen's evidence).
-And this was the man who had risked a duke's fortune, because "There
-were some things a fellow couldn't do, you know."
-
-It was very puzzling till he began to speak about his grandmother, and
-then his lower lip pouted out, his eyebrows raised, his eyes were apart,
-and he looked a different man. Is it possible that if he had not been
-brought up to cock-fighting and horse-racing, among prize-fighters and
-jockeys, that he might have been a different man? I can't say, I am
-sure.
-
-Lord and Lady Hainault were simply a very high-bred, very handsome, and
-very charming pair of people. I never had the slightest personal
-acquaintance with either of them. My cousin knows them both very
-intimately, and he says there are not two better people in the world.
-
-Charles Ravenshoe rose to reply to General Mainwaring's speech,
-proposing the brides and bridegrooms, and I looked at him very
-curiously. He was pale, from his recent illness, and he never was
-handsome. But his face was the face of a man whom I should fancy most
-people would get very fond of. When we were schoolfellows at Shrewsbury,
-he was a tall dark-haired boy, who was always laughing, and kicking up a
-row, and giving his things away to other fellows. Now he was a tall,
-dark, melancholy-looking man, with great eyes and lofty eyebrows. His
-vivacity, and that carriage which comes from the possession of great
-physical strength, were gone; and while I looked at him, I felt ten
-years older. Why should I try to describe him further? He is not so
-remarkable a man as either Lord Ascot or William. But he was the best
-man I ever knew.
-
-He said a few kind hearty words, and sat down, and then Lord Ascot got
-up. And I took hold of Lizzie's hand with my left; and I put my right
-elbow on the table and watched him intensely, with my hand shading my
-face. He had a coat buttoned over his great chest, and as he spoke he
-kept on buttoning and unbuttoning it with his great coarse hand. He
-said--
-
-"I ain't much hand at this sort of thing. I suppose those two Marstons,
-confound them, are saying to themselves that I ought to be, because I am
-in the House of Lords. That John Marston is a most impudent beggar, and
-I shall expect to see his friend to-morrow morning. He always was, you
-know. He has thwarted me all through my life. I wanted Charles Ravenshoe
-to go to the deuce, and I'll be hanged if he'd let him. And it is not to
-be borne."
-
-There was a general laugh at this, and Lord Ascot stretched his hand
-across General Mainwaring, and shook hands with my cousin.
-
-"You men just go out of the room, will you?" (the servants departed, and
-Lord Ascot went to the door to see they were not listening. I thought
-some revelation was coming, but I was mistaken.) "You see I am obliged
-to notice strangers, because a fellow may say things among old friends
-which he don't exactly care to before servants.
-
-"It is all very well to say I'm a fool. That is very likely, and may be
-taken for granted. But I am not such a fool as not to know that a very
-strong prejudice exists against me in the present society."
-
-Every one cried out, "No, no!" Of all the great wedding breakfasts that
-season, this was certainly the most remarkable. Lord Ascot went on. He
-was getting the savage look on his face now.
-
-"Well, well! let that pass. Look at that man at the head of the
-table--the bridegroom. Look at him. You wonder that I did what I did.
-I'll tell you why. I love that fellow. He is what I call a man, General
-Mainwaring. I met that fellow at Twyford years ago, and he has always
-been the same to me since. You say I served him badly once. That is true
-enough. You insulted me once in public about it, Hainault. You were
-quite right. Say you, I should not talk about it to-day. But when we
-come to think how near death's gates some of us have been since then,
-you will allow that this wedding day has something very solemn about it.
-
-"My poor wife has broken her back across that infernal gate, and so she
-could not come. I must ask you all to think kindly of that wife of mine.
-You have all been very kind to her since her awful accident. She has
-asked me to thank you.
-
-"I rose to propose a toast, and I have been carried away by a personal
-statement, which, at every other wedding breakfast I ever heard of, it
-would be a breach of good manners to make. It is not so on this
-occasion. Terrible things have befallen every one of us here present.
-And I suppose we must try all of us to--hey!--to--hah!--well, to do
-better in future.
-
-"I rose, I said, to propose a toast. I rose to propose the most
-blameless and excellent woman I ever knew. I propose that we drink the
-health of my grandmother, Lady Ascot."
-
-And oh! but we leapt to our feet and drank it. Manners to the winds,
-after what we had gone through. There was that solemn creature, Lord
-Hainault, with his champagne glass in his hand, behaving like a
-schoolboy, and giving us the time. And then, when her dear grey head was
-bent down over the table, buried in her hands, my present father-in-law,
-Squire Humby, leapt to his feet like a young giant, and called out for
-three times three for Lord Ascot. And we had breath enough left to do
-that handsomely, I warrant you. The whole thing was incorrect in the
-highest degree, but we did it. And I don't know that any of us were
-ashamed of it afterwards.
-
-And while the carriages were getting ready, Charles said, would we walk
-across the square. And we all came with him. And he took us to a piece
-of dead white wall, at the east end of St. Peter's Church, opposite the
-cab-stand. And then he told us the story of the little shoeblack, and
-how his comical friendship for that boy had saved him from what it would
-not do to talk about.
-
- * * * * *
-
-But there is a cloud on Charles Ravenshoe's face, even now. I saw him
-last summer lying on the sand, and playing with his eldest boy. And the
-cloud was on him then. There was no moroseness, no hardness in the
-expression; but the face was not the merry old face I knew so well at
-Shrewsbury and Oxford. There is a dull, settled, dreaming melancholy
-there still. The memory of those few terrible months has cast its shadow
-upon him. And the shadow will lie, I fancy, upon that forehead, and will
-dim those eyes, until the forehead is smoothed in the sleep of death,
-and the eyes have opened to look upon eternity.
-
-Good-bye.
-
-
-WARD, LOCK AND BOWDEN, LTD., LONDON, NEW YORK AND MELBOURNE.
-
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[1] The best banisters for sliding down are broad oak ones, with a rib
-in the middle. This new narrow sort, which is coming in, are wretched.
-
-[2] The short description of the University boat-race which begins this
-chapter was written two years ago, from the author's recollections of
-the race of 1852. It would do for a description of this year's race,
-quite as well as of any other year, substituting "Cambridge" for
-"Oxford," according to the year.
-
-[3] I mean C. M.
-
-[4] A fact with regard to one tribe, to the author's frequent confusion.
-Any number above two, whether of horses, cattle, or sheep, was always
-represented as being eighty-four. Invariably, too, with an adjective
-introduced after the word "four," which we don't use in a drawing-room.
-
-[5] Once for all, let me call every honest reader to witness, that,
-unless I speak in the first person, I am not bound to the opinions of
-any one of the characters in this book. I have merely made people speak,
-I think, as they would have spoken. Even in a story, consisting so
-entirely of incident as this, I feel it necessary to say so much, for no
-kind of unfairness is so common as that of identifying the opinions of a
-story-teller with those of his _dramatis personae_.
-
-[6] As a matter of curiosity I tried to write this paragraph from the
-word "Mary," to the word "bosom," without using a single word derived
-from the Latin. After having taken all possible pains to do so, I found
-there were eight out of forty-eight. I think it is hardly possible to
-reduce the proportion lower, and I think it is undesirable to reduce it
-so low.
-
-[7] Which is a crib from Sir E. B. L. B. L.
-
-[8] The most famous voyage of the _Himalaya_, from Cork to Varna in
-twelve days with the Fifth Dragoon Guards, took place in June. The
-voyage here described, is, as will be perceived a subsequent one, but
-equally successful, apparently.
-
-[9] If one has to raise an imaginary regiment, one must put it in an
-imaginary place. The 17th Dragoons must try to forgive me.
-
-[10] These names actually occur, side by side, in my newspaper (_The
-Field_), to which I referred for three names. They are in training by
-Henry Hall, at Hambleton, in Yorkshire. Surely men could find better
-names for their horses than such senseless ones as these. I would that
-was all one had to complain of. I hope the noble old sport is not on its
-last legs. But one trembles to think what will become of it, when the
-comparatively few high-minded men who are keeping things straight are
-gone.
-
-[11] Perhaps a reference to "The Wild Huntsman" will stop all criticism
-at this point. A further reference to "Faust" will also show that I am
-in good company.
-
-
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