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diff --git a/41636-0.txt b/41636-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..dd30419 --- /dev/null +++ b/41636-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,21915 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41636 *** + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 41636-h.htm or 41636-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/41636/41636-h/41636-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/41636/41636-h.zip) + + + Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://archive.org/details/ravenshoe00kingiala + + + + + +RAVENSHOE + + +[Illustration: CHARLES IN THE BALACLAVA CHARGE. + +_Drawn by R. Caton Woodville._ + +_Ravenshoe._ _Page 355._] + + +RAVENSHOE + +by + +HENRY KINGSLEY + +New Edition--Third Thousand + +With a Frontispiece by R. Caton Woodville + + + + + + + +London +Ward, Lock and Bowden, Limited +Warwick House, Salisbury Square, E.C. +New York and Melbourne +1894 + +[All rights reserved] + + + + +To + +MY BROTHER, + +CHARLES KINGSLEY, + +I DEDICATE THIS TALE, +IN TOKEN OF A LOVE WHICH ONLY GROWS STRONGER +AS WE BOTH GET OLDER. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The language used in telling the following story is not (as I hope the +reader will soon perceive) the Author's, but Mr. William Marston's. + +The Author's intention was, while telling the story, to develop, in the +person of an imaginary narrator, the character of a thoroughly +good-hearted and tolerably clever man, who has his fingers (as he would +say himself) in every one's pie, and who, for the life of him, cannot +keep his own counsel--that is to say, the only person who, by any +possibility, could have collected the mass of family gossip which makes +up this tale. + +Had the Author told it in his own person, it would have been told with +less familiarity, and, as he thinks, you would not have laughed quite so +often. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + PAGE + + +CHAPTER I +AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF RAVENSHOE 1 + +CHAPTER II. +SUPPLEMENTARY TO THE FOREGOING 10 + +CHAPTER III. +IN WHICH OUR HERO'S TROUBLES BEGIN 14 + +CHAPTER IV. +FATHER MACKWORTH 20 + +CHAPTER V. +RANFORD 23 + +CHAPTER VI. +THE "WARREN HASTINGS" 34 + +CHAPTER VII. +IN WHICH CHARLES AND LORD WELTER DISTINGUISH +THEMSELVES AT THE UNIVERSITY 44 + +CHAPTER VIII. +JOHN MARSTON 50 + +CHAPTER IX. +ADELAIDE 57 + +CHAPTER X. +LADY ASCOT'S LITTLE NAP 63 + +CHAPTER XI. +GIVES US AN INSIGHT INTO CHARLES'S DOMESTIC RELATIONS, +AND SHOWS HOW THE GREAT CONSPIRATOR +SOLILOQUISED TO THE GRAND CHANDELIER 69 + +CHAPTER XII. +CONTAINING A SONG BY CHARLES RAVENSHOE, AND ALSO +FATHER TIERNAY'S OPINION ABOUT THE FAMILY 79 + +CHAPTER XIII. +THE BLACK HARE 86 + +CHAPTER XIV. +LORD SALTIRE'S VISIT, AND SOME OF HIS OPINIONS 92 + +CHAPTER XV. +CHARLES'S "LIDDELL AND SCOTT" 99 + +CHAPTER XVI. +MARSTON'S ARRIVAL 104 + +CHAPTER XVII. +IN WHICH THERE IS ANOTHER SHIPWRECK 107 + +CHAPTER XVIII. +MARSTON'S DISAPPOINTMENT 114 + +CHAPTER XIX. +ELLEN'S FLIGHT 121 + +CHAPTER XX. +RANFORD AGAIN 124 + +CHAPTER XXI. +CLOTHO, LACHESIS, AND ATROPOS 131 + +CHAPTER XXII. +THE LAST GLIMPSE OF OXFORD 139 + +CHAPTER XXIII. +THE LAST GLIMPSE OF THE OLD WORLD 142 + + +CHAPTER XXIV. +THE FIRST GLIMPSE OF THE NEW WORLD 146 + +CHAPTER XXV. +FATHER MACKWORTH BRINGS LORD SALTIRE TO BAY, AND WHAT CAME OF IT 152 + +CHAPTER XXVI. +THE GRAND CRASH 160 + +CHAPTER XXVII. +THE COUP DE GRACE 167 + +CHAPTER XXVIII. +FLIGHT 176 + +CHAPTER XXIX. +CHARLES'S RETREAT UPON LONDON 180 + +CHAPTER XXX. +MR. SLOANE 185 + +CHAPTER XXXI. +LIEUTENANT HORNBY 190 + +CHAPTER XXXII. +SOME OF THE HUMOURS OF A LONDON MEWS. 194 + +CHAPTER XXXIII. +A GLIMPSE OF SOME OLD FRIENDS 200 + +CHAPTER XXXIV. +IN WHICH FRESH MISCHIEF IS BREWED 203 + +CHAPTER XXXV. +IN WHICH AN ENTIRELY NEW, AND, AS WILL BE SEEN +HEREAFTER, A MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER IS +INTRODUCED 211 + +CHAPTER XXXVI. +THE DERBY 219 + +CHAPTER XXXVII. +LORD WELTER'S MÉNAGE 227 + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. +THE HOUSE FULL OF GHOSTS 235 + +CHAPTER XXXIX. +CHARLES'S EXPLANATION WITH LORD WELTER 242 + +CHAPTER XL. +A DINNER PARTY AMONG SOME OLD FRIENDS 246 + +CHAPTER XLI. +CHARLES'S SECOND EXPEDITION TO ST. JOHN'S WOOD 252 + +CHAPTER XLII. +RAVENSHOE HALL, DURING ALL THIS 261 + +CHAPTER XLIII. +THE MEETING 270 + +CHAPTER XLIV. +ANOTHER MEETING 275 + +CHAPTER XLV. +HALF A MILLION 285 + +CHAPTER XLVI. +TO LUNCH WITH LORD ASCOT 288 + +CHAPTER XLVII. +LORD HAINAULT'S BLOTTING-BOOK 302 + +CHAPTER XLVIII. +IN WHICH CUTHBERT BEGINS TO SEE THINGS IN A NEW LIGHT 309 + +CHAPTER XLIX. +THE SECOND COLUMN OF "THE TIMES" OF THIS DATE, WITH OTHER MATTERS 317 + +CHAPTER L. +SHREDS AND PATCHES 320 + +CHAPTER LI. +IN WHICH CHARLES COMES TO LIFE AGAIN 327 + +CHAPTER LII. +WHAT LORD SALTIRE AND FATHER MACKWORTH SAID +WHEN THEY LOOKED OUT OF THE WINDOW 335 + +CHAPTER LIII. +CAPTAIN ARCHER TURNS UP 343 + +CHAPTER LIV. +CHARLES MEETS HORNBY AT LAST 349 + +CHAPTER LV. +ARCHER'S PROPOSAL 358 + +CHAPTER LVI. +SCUTARI 369 + +CHAPTER LVII. +WHAT CHARLES DID WITH HIS LAST EIGHTEEN SHILLINGS 374 + +CHAPTER LVIII. +THE NORTH SIDE OF GROSVENOR SQUARE 379 + +CHAPTER LIX. +LORD ASCOT'S CROWNING ACT OF FOLLY 391 + +CHAPTER LX. +THE BRIDGE AT LAST 400 + +CHAPTER LXI. +SAVED 411 + +CHAPTER LXII. +MR. JACKSON'S BIG TROUT 415 + +CHAPTER LXIII. +IN WHICH GUS CUTS FLORA'S DOLL'S CORNS 420 + +CHAPTER LXIV. +THE ALLIED ARMIES ADVANCE ON RAVENSHOE 423 + +CHAPTER LXV. +FATHER MACKWORTH PUTS THE FINISHING TOUCH ON +HIS GREAT PIECE OF EMBROIDERY 427 + +CHAPTER LXVI. +GUS AND FLORA ARE NAUGHTY IN CHURCH, AND THE +WHOLE BUSINESS COMES TO AN END 438 + + + + +RAVENSHOE. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF RAVENSHOE. + + +I had intended to have gone into a family history of the Ravenshoes, +from the time of Canute to that of her present Majesty, following it +down through every change and revolution, both secular and religious; +which would have been deeply interesting, but which would have taken +more hard reading than one cares to undertake for nothing. I had meant, +I say, to have been quite diffuse on the annals of one of our oldest +commoner families; but, on going into the subject, I found I must either +chronicle little affairs which ought to have been forgotten long ago, or +do my work in a very patchy and inefficient way. When I say that the +Ravenshoes have been engaged in every plot, rebellion, and civil war, +from about a century or so before the Conquest to 1745, and that the +history of the house was marked by cruelty and rapacity in old times, +and in those more modern by political tergiversation of the blackest +dye, the reader will understand why I hesitate to say too much in +reference to a name which I especially honour. In order, however, that I +may give some idea of what the hereditary character of the family is, I +must just lead the reader's eye lightly over some of the principal +events of their history. + +The great Irish families have, as is well known, a banshee, or familiar +spirit, who, previous to misfortune or death, flits moaning round the +ancestral castle. Now although the Ravenshoes, like all respectable +houses, have an hereditary lawsuit; a feud (with the Humbys of Hele); a +ghost (which the present Ravenshoe claims to have repeatedly seen in +early youth); and a buried treasure: yet I have never heard that they +had a banshee. Had such been the case, that unfortunate spirit would +have had no sinecure of it, but rather must have kept howling night and +day for nine hundred years or so, in order to have got through her work +at all. For the Ravenshoes were almost always in trouble, and yet had a +facility of getting out again, which, to one not aware of the cause, was +sufficiently inexplicable. Like the Stuarts, they had always taken the +losing side, and yet, unlike the Stuarts, have always kept their heads +on their shoulders, and their house over their heads. Lady Ascot says +that, if Ambrose Ravenshoe had been attainted in 1745, he'd have been +hung as sure as fate: there was evidence enough against him to hang a +dozen men. I myself, too, have heard Squire Densil declare, with great +pride, that the Ravenshoe of King John's time was the only Baron who did +not sign Magna Charta; and if there were a Ravenshoe at Runnymede, I +have not the slightest doubt that such was the case. Through the Rose +wars, again, they were always on the wrong side, whichever that might +have been, because your Ravenshoe, mind you, was not bound to either +side in those times, but changed as he fancied fortune was going. As +your Ravenshoe was the sort of man who generally joined a party just +when their success was indubitable--that is to say, just when the +reaction against them was about to set in--he generally found himself +among the party which was going down hill, who despised him for not +joining them before, and opposed to the rising party, who hated him +because he had declared against them. Which little game is common enough +in this present century among some men of the world, who seem, as a +general rule, to make as little by it as ever did the Ravenshoes. + +Well, whatever your trimmers make by their motion nowadays, the +Ravenshoes were not successful either at liberal conservatism or +conservative liberalism. At the end of the reign of Henry VII. they were +as poor as Job, or poorer. But, before you have time to think of it, +behold, in 1530, there comes you to court a Sir Alured Ravenshoe, who +incontinently begins cutting in at the top of the tune, swaggering, +swearing, dressing, fighting, dicing, and all that sort of thing, and, +what is more, paying his way in a manner which suggests successful +burglary as the only solution. Sir Alured, however, as I find, had done +no worse than marry an old maid (Miss Hincksey, one of the Staffordshire +Hinckseys) with a splendid fortune; which fortune set the family on its +legs again for some generations. This Sir Alured seems to have been an +audacious rogue. He made great interest with the king, who was so far +pleased with his activity in athletic sports that he gave him a post in +Ireland. There our Ravenshoe was so fascinated by the charming manners +of the Earl of Kildare that he even accompanied that nobleman on a +visit to Desmond; and, after a twelvemonth's unauthorised residence in +the interior of Ireland, on his return to England he was put into the +Tower for six months to "consider himself." + +This Alured seems to have been a deuce of a fellow, a very good type of +the family. When British Harry had that difference we wot of with the +Bishop of Rome, I find Alured to have been engaged in some five or six +Romish plots, such as had the king been in possession of facts, would +have consigned him to a rather speedy execution. However, the king seems +to have looked on this gentleman with a suspicious eye, and to have been +pretty well aware what sort of man he was, for I find him writing to his +wife, on the occasion of his going to court--"The King's Grace looked +but sourly upon me, and said it should go hard, but that the pitcher +which went so oft to the well should be broke at last. Thereto I making +answer, 'that that should depend on the pitcher, whether it were iron or +clomb,' he turned on his heel, and presently departed from me." + +He must have been possessed of his full share of family audacity to +sharpen his wits on the terrible Harry, with such an unpardonable amount +of treason hanging over him. I have dwelt thus long on him, as he seems +to have possessed a fair share of the virtues and vices of his family--a +family always generous and brave, yet always led astray by bad advisers. +This Alured built Ravenshoe House, as it stands to this day, and in +which much of the scene of this story is laid. + +They seem to have got through the Gunpowder Plot pretty well, though I +can show you the closet where one of the minor conspirators, one Watson, +lay _perdu_ for a week or so after that gallant attempt, more I suspect +from the effect of a guilty conscience than anything else, for I never +heard of any distinct charge being brought against him. The Forty-five, +however, did not pass quite so easily, and Ambrose Ravenshoe went as +near to lose his head as any one of the family since the Conquest. When +the news came from the north about the alarming advance of the +Highlanders, it immediately struck Ambrose that this was the best +opportunity for making a fool of himself that could possibly occur. He +accordingly, without hesitation or consultation with any mortal soul, +rang the bell for his butler, sent for his stud-groom, mounted every man +about the place (twenty or so), armed them, grooms, gardeners, and all, +with crossbows and partisans from the armoury, and rode into the cross, +at Stonnington, on a market-day, and boldly proclaimed the Pretender +king. It soon got about that "the squire" was making a fool of himself, +and that there was some fun going; so he shortly found himself +surrounded by a large and somewhat dirty rabble, who, with cries of +"Well done, old rebel!" and "Hurrah for the Pope!" escorted him, his +terror-stricken butler and his shame-stricken grooms, to the Crown and +Sceptre. As good luck would have it, there happened to be in the town +that day no less a person than Lord Segur, the leading Roman Catholic +nobleman of the county. He, accompanied by several of the leading +gentlemen of the same persuasion, burst into the room where the Squire +sat, overpowered him, and, putting him bound into a coach, carried him +off to Segur Castle, and locked him up. It took all the strength of the +Popish party to save him from attainder. The Church rallied right +bravely round the old house, which had always assisted her with sword +and purse, and never once had wavered in its allegiance. So while nobler +heads went down, Ambrose Ravenshoe's remained on his shoulders. + +Ambrose died in 1759. + +John (Monseigneur) in 1771. + +Howard in 1800. He first took the Claycomb hounds. + +Petre in 1820. He married Alicia, only daughter of Charles, third Earl +of Ascot, and was succeeded by Densil, the first of our dramatis +personæ--the first of all this shadowy line that we shall see in the +flesh. He was born in the year 1783, and married, first in 1812, at his +father's desire, a Miss Winkleigh, of whom I know nothing; and second, +at his own desire, in 1823, Susan, fourth daughter of Lawrence +Petersham, Esq., of Fairford Grange, county Worcester, by whom he had +issue-- + +Cuthbert, born 1826; + +Charles, born 1831. + +Densil was an only son. His father, a handsome, careless, good-humoured, +but weak and superstitious man, was entirely in the hands of the +priests, who during his life were undisputed masters of Ravenshoe. Lady +Alicia was, as I have said, a daughter of Lord Ascot, a Staunton, as +staunchly a Protestant a house as any in England. She, however, managed +to fall in love with the handsome young Popish Squire, and to elope with +him, changing not only her name, but, to the dismay of her family, her +faith also, and becoming, pervert-like, more actively bigoted than her +easy-going husband. She brought little or no money into the family; and, +from her portrait, appears to have been exceedingly pretty, and +monstrously silly. + +To this strong-minded couple was born, two years after their marriage, a +son who was called Densil. + +This young gentleman seems to have got on much like other young +gentlemen till the age of twenty-one, when it was determined by the +higher powers in conclave assembled that he should go to London, and see +the world; and so, having been cautioned duly how to avoid the flesh and +the devil, to see the world he went. In a short time intelligence came +to the confessor of the family, and through him to the father and +mother, that Densil was seeing the world with a vengeance; that he was +the constant companion of the Right Honourable Viscount Saltire, the +great dandy of the Radical Atheist set, with whom no man might play +picquet and live; that he had been upset in a tilbury with Mademoiselle +Vaurien of Drury-lane at Kensington turnpike; that he had fought the +French _émigré_, a Comte de Hautenbas, apropos of the Vaurien +aforementioned--in short, that he was going on at a deuce of a rate: and +so a hurried council was called to deliberate what was to be done. + +"He will lose his immortal soul," said the priest. + +"He will dissipate his property," said his mother. + +"He will go to the devil," said his father. + +So Father Clifford, good man, was despatched to London, with post +horses, and ordered to bring back the lost sheep _vi et armis_. +Accordingly, at ten o'clock one night, Densil's lad was astounded by +having to admit Father Clifford, who demanded immediately to be led to +his master. + +Now this was awkward, for James well knew what was going on upstairs; +but he knew also what would happen, sooner or later, to a Ravenshoe +servant who trifled with a priest, and so he led the way. + +The lost sheep which the good father had come to find was not exactly +sober this evening, and certainly not in a very good temper. He was +playing _écarté_ with a singularly handsome, though supercilious-looking +man, dressed in the height of fashion, who, judging from the heap of +gold beside him, had been winning heavily. The priest trembled and +crossed himself--this man was the terrible, handsome, wicked, witty, +Atheistical, radical Lord Saltire, whose tongue no woman could +withstand, and whose pistol no man dared face; who was currently +believed to have sold himself to the deuce, or, indeed, as some said, to +be the deuce himself. + +A more cunning man than poor simple Father Clifford would have made some +common-place remark and withdrawn, after a short greeting, taking +warning by the impatient scowl that settled on Densil's handsome face. +Not so he. To be defied by a boy whose law had been his word for ten +years past never entered into his head, and he sternly advanced towards +the pair. + +Densil inquired if anything were the matter at home. And Lord Saltire, +anticipating a scene, threw himself back in his chair, stretched out his +elegant legs, and looked on with the air of a man who knows he is going +to be amused, and composes himself thoroughly to appreciate the +entertainment. + +"Thus much, my son," said the priest; "your mother is wearing out the +stones of the oratory with her knees, praying for her first-born, while +he is wasting his substance, and perilling his soul, with debauched +Atheistic companions, the enemies of God and man." + +Lord Saltire smiled sweetly, bowed elegantly, and took snuff. + +"Why do you intrude into my room, and insult my guest?" said Densil, +casting an angry glance at the priest, who stood calmly like a black +pillar, with his hands before him. "It is unendurable." + +"_Quem Deus vult_," &c. Father Clifford had seen that scowl once or +twice before, but he would not take warning. He said-- + +"I am ordered not to go westward without you. I command you to come." + +"Command me! command a Ravenshoe!" said Densil, furiously. + +Father Clifford, by way of mending matters, now began to lose _his_ +temper. + +"You would not be the first Ravenshoe who has been commanded by a +priest; ay, and has had to obey too," said he. + +"And you will not be the first jack-priest who has felt the weight of a +Ravenshoe's wrath," replied Densil, brutally. + +Lord Saltire leant back, and said to the ambient air, "I'll back the +priest, five twenties to one." + +This was too much. Densil would have liked to quarrel with Saltire, but +that was death--he was the deadest shot in Europe. He grew furious, and +beyond all control. He told the priest to go (further than purgatory); +grew blasphemous, emphatically renouncing the creed of his forefathers, +and, in fact, all other creeds. The priest grew hot and furious too, +retaliated in no measured terms, and finally left the room with his ears +stopped, shaking the dust off his feet as he went. Then Lord Saltire +drew up to the table again, laughing. + +"Your estates are entailed, Ravenshoe, I suppose?" said he. + +"No." + +"Oh! It's your deal, my dear fellow." + +Densil got an angry letter from his father in a few days, demanding full +apologies and recantations, and an immediate return home. Densil had no +apologies to make, and did not intend to return till the end of the +season. His father wrote declining the honour of his further +acquaintance, and sending him a draft for fifty pounds to pay +outstanding bills, which he very well knew amounted to several +thousands. In a short time the great Catholic tradesmen, with whom he +had been dealing, began to press for money in a somewhat insolent way; +and now Densil began to see that, by defying and insulting the faith and +the party to which he belonged, he had merely cut himself off from rank, +wealth, and position. He had defied the _partie prêtre_, and had yet to +feel their power. In two months he was in the Fleet prison. + +His servant (the title "tiger" came in long after this), a half groom, +half valet, such as men kept in those days--a simple lad from Ravenshoe, +James Horton by name--for the first time in his life disobeyed orders; +for, on being told to return home by Densil, he firmly declined doing +so, and carried his top boots and white neckcloth triumphantly into the +Fleet, there pursuing his usual avocations with the utmost nonchalance. + +"A very distinguished fellow that of yours, Curly" (they all had +nicknames for one another in those days), said Lord Saltire. "If I were +not Saltire, I think I would be Jim. To own the only clean face among +six hundred fellow-creatures is a pre-eminence, a decided pre-eminence. +I'll buy him of you." + +For Lord Saltire came to see him, snuff-box and all. That morning Densil +was sitting brooding in the dirty room with the barred windows, and +thinking what a wild free wind would be sweeping across the Downs this +fine November day, when the door was opened, and in walks me my lord, +with a sweet smile on his face. + +He was dressed in the extreme of fashion--a long-tailed blue coat with +gold buttons, a frill to his shirt, a white cravat, a wonderful short +waistcoat, loose short nankeen trousers, low shoes, no gaiters, and a +low-crowned hat. I am pretty correct, for I have seen his picture, dated +1804. But you must please to remember that his lordship was in the very +van of the fashion, and that probably such a dress was not universal for +two or three years afterwards. I wonder if his well-known audacity would +be sufficient to make him walk along one of the public thoroughfares in +such a dress, to-morrow, for a heavy bet--I fancy not. + +He smiled sardonically--"My dear fellow," he said, "when a man comes on +a visit of condolence, I know it is the most wretched taste to say, 'I +told you so;' but do me the justice to allow that I offered to back the +priest five to one. I had been coming to you all the week, but Tuesday +and Wednesday I was at Newmarket; Thursday I was shooting at your +cousin Ascot's: yesterday I did not care about boring myself with you; +so I have come to-day because I was at leisure and had nothing better to +do." + +Densil looked up savagely, thinking he had come to insult him: but the +kindly compassionate look in the piercing grey eye belied the cynical +curl of the mouth, and disarmed him. He leant his head upon the table +and sobbed. + +Lord Saltire laid his hand kindly on his shoulder, and said-- + +"You have been a fool, Ravenshoe; you have denied the faith of your +forefathers. Pardieu, if I had such an article I would not have thrown +it so lightly away." + +"_You_ talk like this? Who next? It was your conversation led me to it. +Am I worse than you? What faith have you, in God's name?" + +"The faith of a French Lycée, my friend; the only one I ever had. I have +been sufficiently consistent to that, I think." + +"Consistent indeed," groaned poor Densil. + +"Now, look here," said Saltire; "I may have been to blame in this. But I +give you my honour, I had no more idea that you would be obstinate +enough to bring matters to this pass, than I had that you would burn +down Ravenshoe House because I laughed at it for being old-fashioned. Go +home, my poor little Catholic pipkin, and don't try to swim with iron +pots like Wrekin and me. Make submission to that singularly +_distingué_-looking old turkey-cock of a priest, kiss your mother, and +get your usual autumn's hunting and shooting." + +"Too late! too late, now!" sobbed Densil. + +"Not at all, my dear fellow," said Saltire, taking a pinch of snuff; +"the partridges will be a little wild of course--that you must expect; +but you ought to get some very pretty pheasant and cock-shooting. Come, +say yes. Have your debts paid, and get out of this infernal hole. A week +of this would tame the devil, I should think." + +"If you think you could do anything for me, Saltire." + +Lord Saltire immediately retired, and re-appeared, leading in a lady by +her hand. She raised the veil from her head, and he saw his mother. In a +moment she was crying on his neck; and, as he looked over her shoulder, +he saw a blue coat passing out of the door, and that was the last of +Lord Saltire for the present. + +It was no part of the game of the priests to give Densil a cold welcome +home. Twenty smiling faces were grouped in the porch to welcome him +back; and among them all none smiled more brightly than the old priest +and his father. The dogs went wild with joy, and his favourite +peregrine scolded on the falconer's wrist, and struggled with her +jesses, shrilly reminding him of the merry old days by the dreary salt +marsh, or the lonely lake. + +The past was never once alluded to in any way by any one in the house. +Old Squire Petre shook hands with faithful James, and gave him a watch, +ordering him to ride a certain colt next day, and see how well forward +he could get him. So next day they drew the home covers, and the fox, +brave fellow, ran out to Parkside, making for the granite walls of +Hessitor. And, when Densil felt his nostrils filled once more by the +free rushing mountain air, he shouted aloud for joy, and James's voice +alongside of him said-- + +"This is better than the Fleet, sir." + +And so Densil played a single-wicket match with the Holy Church, and, +like a great many other people, got bowled out in the first innings. He +returned to his allegiance in the most exemplary manner, and settled +down to the most humdrum of young country gentlemen. He did exactly what +every one else about him did. He was not naturally a profligate or +vicious man; but there was a wild devil of animal passion in him, which +had broken out in London, and which was now quieted by dread of +consequences, but which he felt and knew was there, and might break out +again. He was a changed man. There was a gulf between him and the life +he had led before he went to London. He had tasted of liberty (or +rather, not to profane that Divine word, of licentiousness), and yet not +drunk long enough to make him weary of the draught. He had heard the +dogmas he was brought up to believe infallible turned to unutterable +ridicule by men like Saltire and Wrekin; men who, as he had the wit to +see, were a thousand times cleverer and better informed than Father +Clifford or Father Dennis. In short, he had found out, as a great many +others have, that Popery won't hold water, and so, as a _pis aller_, he +adopted Saltire's creed--that religion was necessary for the government +of States, that one religion was as good as another, and that, _cæteris +paribus_, the best religion was the one which secured the possessor +£10,000 a year, and therefore Densil was a devout Catholic. + +It was thought by the allied powers that he ought to marry. He had no +objection and so he married a young lady, a Miss Winkleigh--Catholic, of +course--about whom I can get no information whatever. Lady Ascot says +that she was a pale girl, with about as much air as a milkmaid; on which +two facts I can build no theory as to her personal character. She died +in 1816, childless; and in 1820 Densil lost both his father and mother, +and found himself, at the age of thirty-seven, master of Ravenshoe and +master of himself. + +He felt the loss of the old folks most keenly, more keenly than that of +his wife. He seemed without a stay or holdfast in the world, for he was +a poorly educated man, without resources; and so he went on moping and +brooding until good old Father Clifford, who loved him dearly, got +alarmed, and recommended travels. He recommended Rome, the cradle of the +faith, and to Rome he went. + +He stayed at Rome a year; at the end of which time he appeared suddenly +at home with a beautiful young wife on his arm. As Father Clifford, +trembling and astonished, advanced to lay his hand upon her head, she +drew up, laughed, and said, "Spare yourself the trouble, my dear sir; I +am a Protestant." + +I have had to tell you all this, in order to show you how it came about +that Densil, though a Papist, bethought of marrying a Protestant wife to +keep up a balance of power in his house. For, if he had not married this +lady, the hero of this book would never have been born; and this greater +proposition contains the less, "that if he had never been born, his +history would never have been written, and so this book would have had +no existence." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +SUPPLEMENTARY TO THE FOREGOING. + + +The second Mrs. Ravenshoe was the handsome dowerless daughter of a +Worcester squire, of good standing, who, being blessed with an +extravagant son, and six handsome daughters, had lived for several years +abroad, finding society more accessible, and consequently, the +matrimonial chances of the "Petersham girls" proportionately greater +than in England. She was a handsome proud woman, not particularly +clever, or particularly agreeable, or particularly anything, except +particularly self-possessed. She had been long enough looking after an +establishment to know thoroughly the value of one, and had seen quite +enough of good houses to know that a house without a mistress is no +house at all. Accordingly, in a very few days the house felt her +presence, submitted with the best grace to her not unkindly rule, and in +a week they all felt as if she had been there for years. + +Father Clifford, who longed only for peace, and was getting very old, +got very fond of her, heretic as she was. She, too, liked the handsome, +gentlemanly old man, and made herself agreeable to him, as a woman of +the world knows so well how to do. Father Mackworth, on the other hand, +his young coadjutor since Father Dennis's death, an importation of Lady +Alicia's from Rome, very soon fell under her displeasure. The first +Sunday after her arrival, she drove to church, and occupied the great +old family pew, to the immense astonishment of the rustics, and, after +afternoon service, caught up the old vicar in her imperious off-hand +way, and will he nil he, carried him off to dinner--at which meal he was +horrified to find himself sitting with two shaven priests, who talked +Latin and crossed themselves. His embarrassment was greatly increased by +the behaviour of Mrs. Ravenshoe, who admired his sermon, and spoke on +doctrinal points with him as though there were not a priest within a +mile. Father Mackworth was imprudent enough to begin talking at him, and +at last said something unmistakably impertinent; upon which Mrs. +Ravenshoe put her glass in her eye, and favoured him with such a glance +of haughty astonishment as silenced him at once. + +This was the beginning of hostilities between them, if one can give the +name of hostilities to a series of infinitesimal annoyances on the one +side, and to immeasurable and barely concealed contempt on the other. +Mackworth, on the one hand, knew that she understood and despised him, +and he hated her. She on the other hand knew that he knew it, but +thought him too much below her notice, save now and then that she might +put down with a high hand any, even the most distant, approach to a +tangible impertinence. But she was no match for him in the arts of +petty, delicate, galling annoyances. There he was her master; he had +been brought up in a good school for that, and had learnt his lesson +kindly. He found that she disliked his presence, and shrunk from his +smooth, lean face with unutterable dislike. From that moment he was +always in her way, overwhelming her with oily politeness, rushing across +the room to pick up anything she had dropped, or to open the door, till +it required the greatest restraint to avoid breaking through all forms +of politeness, and bidding him begone. But why should we go on detailing +trifles like these, which in themselves are nothing, but accumulated are +unbearable? + +So it went on, till one morning, about two years after the marriage, +Mackworth appeared in Clifford's room, and, yawning, threw himself into +a chair. + +"Benedicite," said Father Clifford, who never neglected religious +etiquette on any occasion. + +Mackworth stretched out his legs and yawned, rather rudely, and then +relapsed into silence. Father Clifford went on reading. At last +Mackworth spoke. + +"I'll tell you what, my good friend, I am getting sick of this; I shall +go back to Rome." + +"To Rome?" + +"Yes, back to Rome," repeated the other impertinently, for he always +treated the good old priest with contemptuous insolence when they were +alone. "What is the use of staying here, fighting that woman? There is +no more chance of turning her than a rock, and there is going to be no +family." + +"You think so?" said Clifford. + +"Good heavens, does it look like it? Two years, and not a sign; besides, +should I talk of going, if I thought so? Then there would be a career +worthy of me; then I should have a chance of deserving well of the +Church, by keeping a wavering family in her bosom. And I could do it, +too: every child would be a fresh weapon in my hands against that woman. +Clifford, do you think that Ravenshoe is safe?" + +He said this so abruptly that Clifford coloured and started. Mackworth +at the same time turned suddenly upon him, and scrutinised his face +keenly. + +"Safe!" said the old man; "what makes you fear otherwise?" + +"Nothing special," said Mackworth; "only I have never been easy since +you told me of that London escapade years ago." + +"He has been very devout ever since," said Clifford. "I fear nothing." + +"Humph! Well, I am glad to hear it," said Mackworth. "I shall go to +Rome. I'd sooner be gossiping with Alphonse and Pierre in the cloisters +than vegetating here. My talents are thrown away." + +He departed down the winding steps of the priest's turret, which led to +the flower garden. The day was fine, and a pleasant seat a short +distance off invited him to sit. He could get a book he knew from the +drawing-room, and sit there. So, with habitually noiseless tread, he +passed along the dark corridor, and opened the drawing-room door. + +Nobody was there. The book he wanted was in the little drawing-room +beyond, separated from the room he was in by a partly-drawn curtain. The +priest advanced silently over the deep piled carpet and looked in. + +The summer sunlight, struggling through a waving bower of climbing +plants and the small panes of a deeply mullioned window, fell upon two +persons, at the sight of whom he paused, and, holding his breath, stood, +like a black statue in the gloomy room, wrapped in astonishment. + +He had never in his life heard these twain use any words beyond those of +common courtesy towards one another; he had thought them the most +indifferent, the coldest pair, he had ever seen. But now! now, the +haughty beauty was bending from her chair over her husband, who sat on a +stool at her feet; her arm was round his neck, and her hand was in his; +and, as he looked, she parted the clustering black curls from his +forehead and kissed him. + +He bent forward and listened more eagerly. He could hear the surf on the +shore, the sea-birds on the cliffs, the nightingale in the wood; they +fell upon his ear, but he could not distinguish them; he waited only for +one of the two figures before him to speak. + +At last Mrs. Ravenshoe broke silence, but in so low a voice that even +he, whose attention was strained to the uttermost, could barely catch +what she said. + +"I yield, my love," said she; "I give you this one, but mind, the rest +are mine. I have your solemn promise for that?" + +"My solemn promise," said Densil, and kissed her again. + +"My dear," she resumed, "I wish you could get rid of that priest, that +Mackworth. He is irksome to me." + +"He was recommended to my especial care by my mother," was Densil's +reply. "If you could let him stay I should much rather." + +"Oh, let him stay!" said she; "he is too contemptible for me to annoy +myself about. But I distrust him, Densil. He has a lowering look +sometimes." + +"He is talented and agreeable," said Densil; "but I never liked him." + +The listener turned to go, having heard enough, but was arrested by her +continuing-- + +"By the by, my love, do you know that that impudent girl Norah has been +secretly married this three months?" + +The priest listened more intently than ever. + +"Who to?" asked Densil. + +"To James, your keeper." + +"I am glad of that. That lad James stuck to me in prison, Susan, when +they all left me. She is a fine, faithful creature, too. Mind you give +her a good scolding." + +Mackworth had heard enough apparently, for he stole gently away through +the gloomy room, and walked musingly upstairs to Father Clifford. + +That excellent old man took up the conversation just where it had left +off. + +"And when," said he, "my brother, do you propose returning to Rome?" + +"I shall not go to Rome at all," was the satisfactory reply, followed by +a deep silence. + +In a few months, much to Father Clifford's joy and surprise, Mrs. +Ravenshoe bore a noble boy, which was named Cuthbert. Cuthbert was +brought up in the Romish faith, and at five years old had just begun to +learn his prayers of Father Clifford, when an event occurred equally +unexpected by all parties. Mrs. Ravenshoe was again found to be in a +condition to make an addition to her family. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +IN WHICH OUR HERO'S TROUBLES BEGIN. + + +If you were a lazy yachtsman, sliding on a summer's day, before a gentle +easterly breeze, over the long swell from the Atlantic, past the +south-westerly shores of the Bristol Channel, you would find, after +sailing all day beneath shoreless headlands of black slate, that the +land suddenly fell away and sunk down, leaving, instead of beetling +cliffs, a lovely amphitheatre of hanging wood and lawn, fronted by a +beach of yellow sand--a pleasing contrast to the white surf and dark +crag to which your eye had got accustomed. + +This beautiful semicircular basin is about two miles in diameter, +surrounded by hills on all sides, save that which is open to the sea. +East and west the headlands stretch out a mile or more, forming a fine +bay open to the north; while behind, landward, the downs roll up above +the woodlands, a bare expanse of grass and grey stone. Half way along +the sandy beach, a trout-stream comes foaming out of a dark wood, and +finds its way across the shore in fifty sparkling channels; and the eye, +caught by the silver thread of water, is snatched away above and beyond +it, along a wooded glen, the cradle of the stream, which pierces the +country landward for a mile or two, till the misty vista is abruptly +barred by a steep blue hill, which crosses the valley at right angles. A +pretty little village stands at the mouth of the stream, and straggles +with charming irregularity along the shore for a considerable distance +westward; while behind, some little distance up the glen, a handsome +church tower rises from among the trees. There are some fishing boats at +anchor, there are some small boats on the beach, there is a coasting +schooner beached and discharging coal, there are some fishermen +lounging, there are some nets drying, there are some boys bathing, there +are two grooms exercising four handsome horses; but it is not upon +horses, men, boats, ship, village, church, or stream, that you will find +your eye resting, but upon a noble, turreted, deep-porched, grey stone +mansion, that stands on the opposite side of the stream, about a hundred +feet above the village. + +On the east bank of the little river, just where it joins the sea, +abrupt lawns of grass and fern, beautifully broken by groups of birch +and oak, rise above the dark woodlands, at the culminating point of +which, on a buttress which runs down from the higher hills behind, +stands the house I speak of, the north front looking on the sea, and the +west on the wooded glen before mentioned--the house on a ridge dividing +the two. Immediately behind again the dark woodlands begin once more, +and above them is the moor. + +The house itself is of grey stone, built in the time of Henry VIII. The +façade is exceedingly noble, though irregular; the most striking feature +in the north or sea front being a large dark porch, open on three sides, +forming the basement of a high stone tower, which occupies the centre of +the building. At the north-west corner (that towards the village) rises +another tower of equal height; and behind, above the irregular groups of +chimneys, the more modern cupola of the stables shows itself as the +highest point of all, and gives, combined with the other towers, a +charming air of irregularity to the whole. The windows are mostly long, +low, and heavily mullioned, and the walls are battlemented. + +On approaching the house you find that it is built very much after the +fashion of a college, with a quadrangle in the centre. Two sides of +this, the north and west, are occupied by the house, the south by the +stables, and the east by a long and somewhat handsome chapel, of greater +antiquity than the rest of the house. The centre of this quad, in place +of the trim grass-plat, is occupied by a tan lunging ring, in the middle +of which stands a granite basin filled with crystal water from the +hills. In front of the west wing, a terraced flower-garden goes step by +step towards the stream, till the smooth-shaven lawns almost mingle with +the wild ferny heather turf of the park, where the dappled deer browse, +and the rabbit runs to and fro busily. On the north, towards the sea, +there are no gardens; but a noble gravel terrace, divided from the park +only by a deep rampart, runs along beneath the windows; and to the east +the deer-park stretches away till lawn and glade are swallowed up in the +encroaching woodland. + +Such is Ravenshoe Hall at the present day, and such it was on the 10th +of June, 1831 (I like to be particular), as regards the still life of +the place; but, if one had then regarded the living inhabitants, one +would have seen signs of an unusual agitation. Round the kitchen door +stood a group of female servants talking eagerly together; and, at the +other side of the court, some half-dozen grooms and helpers were +evidently busy on the same theme, till the appearance of the stud-groom +entering the yard suddenly dispersed them right and left; to do nothing +with superabundant energy. + +To them also entered a lean, quiet-looking man, aged at this time +fifty-two. We have seen him before. He was our old friend Jim, who had +attended Densil in the Fleet prison in old times. He had some time +before this married a beautiful Irish Catholic waiting-maid of Lady +Alicia's, by whom he had a daughter, now five years old, and a son aged +one week. He walked across the yard to where the women were talking, and +addressed them. + +"How is my lady to-night?" said he. + +"Holy Mother of God!" said a weeping Irish housemaid, "she's worse." + +"How's the young master?" + +"Hearty, a darling; crying his little eyes out, he is, a-bless him." + +"He'll be bigger than Master Cuthbert, I'll warrant ye," said a portly +cook. + +"When was he born?" asked James. + +"Nigh on two hours," said the other speaker. + +At this conjuncture a groom came running through the passage, putting a +note in his hat as he went; he came to the stud-groom, and said +hurriedly, "A note for Dr. Marcy at Lanceston, sir. What horse am I to +take?" + +"Trumpeter. How is my lady?" + +"Going, as far as I can gather, sir." + +James waited until he heard him dash full speed out of the yard, and +then till he saw him disappear like a speck along the mountain road far +aloft; then he went into the house, and, getting as near to the sick +room as he dared, waited quietly on the stairs. + +It was a house of woe, indeed! Two hours before, one feeble, wailing +little creature had taken up his burthen, and begun his weary pilgrimage +across the unknown desolate land that lay between him and the grave--for +a part of which you and I are to accompany him; while his mother even +now was preparing for her rest, yet striving for the child's sake to +lengthen the last few weary steps of her journey, that they two might +walk, were it never so short a distance, together. + +The room was very still. Faintly the pure scents and sounds stole into +the chamber of death from the blessed summer air without; gently came +the murmur of the surf upon the sands; fainter and still fainter came +the breath of the dying mother. The babe lay beside her, and her arm was +round its body. The old vicar knelt by the bed, and Densil stood with +folded arms and bowed head, watching the face which had grown so dear to +him, till the light should die out from it for ever. Only those four in +the chamber of death! + +The sighing grew louder, and the eye grew once more animated. She +reached out her hand, and, taking one of the vicar's, laid it upon the +baby's head. Then she looked at Densil, who was now leaning over her, +and with a great effort spoke. + +"Densil, dear, you will remember your promise?" + +"I will swear it, my love." + +A few more laboured sighs, and a greater effort: "Swear it to me, love." + +He swore that he would respect the promise he had made, so help him God! + +The eyes were fixed now, and all was still. Then there was a long sigh; +then there was a long silence; then the vicar rose from his knees, and +looked at Densil. There were but three in the chamber now. + + * * * * * + +Densil passed through the weeping women, and went straight to his own +study. There he sat down, tearless, musing much about her who was gone. + +How he had grown to love that woman, he thought--her that he had married +for her beauty and her pride, and had thought so cold and hard! He +remembered how the love of her had grown stronger, year by year, since +their first child was born. How he had respected her for her firmness +and consistency; and how often, he thought, had he sheltered his +weakness behind her strength! His right hand was gone, and he was left +alone to do battle by himself! + +One thing was certain. Happen what would, his promise should be +respected, and this last boy, just born, should be brought up a +Protestant as his mother had wished. He knew the opposition he would +have from Father Mackworth, and determined to brave it. And, as the name +of that man came into his mind, some of his old fierce, savage nature +broke out again, and he almost cursed him aloud. + +"I hate that fellow! I should like to defy him, and let him do his +worst. I'd do it, now she's gone, if it wasn't for the boys. No, hang +it, it wouldn't do. If I'd told him under seal of confession, instead of +letting him grab it out, he couldn't have hung it over me like this. I +wish he was--" + +If Father Mackworth had had the slightest inkling of the state of mind +of his worthy patron towards him, it is very certain that he would not +have chosen that very moment to rap at the door. The most acute of us +make a mistake sometimes; and he, haunted with vague suspicions since +the conversation he had overheard in the drawing-room before the birth +of Cuthbert, grew impatient, and determined to solve his doubts at once, +and, as we have seen, selected the singularly happy moment when poor +passionate Densil was cursing him to his heart's content. + +"Brother, I am come to comfort you," he said, opening the door before +Densil had time, either to finish the sentence written above, or to say +"Come in." "This is a heavy affliction, and the heavier because--" + +"Go away," said Densil, pointing to the door. + +"Nay, nay," said the priest, "hear me--" + +"Go away," said Densil, in a louder tone. "Do you hear me? I want to be +alone, and I mean to be. Go!" + +How recklessly defiant weak men get when they are once fairly in a rage? +Densil, who was in general civilly afraid of this man, would have defied +fifty such as he now. + +"There is one thing, Mr. Ravenshoe," said the priest, in a very +different tone, "about which I feel it my duty to speak to you, in spite +of the somewhat unreasonable form your grief has assumed. I wish to know +what you mean to call your son." + +"Why?" + +"Because he is ailing, and I wish to baptise him." + +"You will do nothing of the kind, sir," said Densil, as red as a +turkey-cock. "He will be baptised in proper time in the parish church. +He is to be brought up a Protestant." + +The priest looked steadily at Densil, who, now brought fairly to bay, +was bent on behaving like a valiant man, and said slowly-- + +"So my suspicions are confirmed, then, and you have determined to hand +over your son to eternal perdition" (he didn't say perdition, he used a +stronger word, which we will dispense with, if you have no objection). + +"Perdition, sir!" bawled Densil; "how dare you talk of a son of mine in +that free-and-easy sort of way? Why, what my family has done for the +Church ought to keep a dozen generations of Ravenshoes from a +possibility of perdition, sir. Don't tell me." + +This new and astounding theory of justification by works, which poor +Densil had broached in his wrath, was overheard by a round-faced, +bright-eyed, curly-headed man about fifty, who entered the room +suddenly, followed by James. For one instant you might have seen a smile +of intense amusement pass over his merry face; but in an instant it was +gone again, and he gravely addressed Densil. + +"My dear Mr. Ravenshoe, I must use my authority as doctor, to request +that your son's spiritual welfare should for the present yield to his +temporal necessities. You must have a wet-nurse, my good sir." + +Densil's brow had grown placid in a moment beneath the doctor's kindly +glance. "God bless me," he said, "I never thought of it. Poor little +lad! poor little lad!" + +"I hope, sir," said James, "that you will let Norah have the young +master. She has set her heart upon it." + +"I have seen Mrs. Horton," said the doctor, "and I quite approve of the +proposal. I think it, indeed, a most special providence that she should +be able to undertake it. Had it been otherwise, we might have been +undone." + +"Let us go at once," said the impetuous Densil. "Where is the nurse? +where is the boy?" And, so saying, he hurried out of the room, followed +by the doctor and James. + +Mackworth stood alone, looking out of the window, silent. He stood so +long that one who watched him peered from his hiding-place more than +once to see if he were gone. At length he raised his arm and struck his +clenched hand against the rough granite window-sill so hard that he +brought blood. Then he moodily left the room. + +As soon as the room was quiet, a child about five years old crept +stealthily from a dark corner where he had lain hidden, and with a look +of mingled shyness and curiosity on his face, departed quietly by +another door. + +Meanwhile, Densil, James, and the doctor, accompanied by the nurse and +baby, were holding their way across the court-yard towards a cottage +which lay in the wood beyond the stables. James opened the door, and +they passed into the inner room. + +A beautiful woman was sitting propped up by pillows, nursing a week-old +child. The sunlight, admitted by a half-open shutter, fell upon her, +lighting up her delicate features, her pale pure complexion, and +bringing a strange sheen on her long loose black hair. Her face was bent +down, gazing on the child which lay on her breast; and at the entrance +of the party she looked up, and displayed a large lustrous dark blue +eye, which lighted up with infinite tenderness, as Densil, taking the +wailing boy from the nurse, placed it on her arm beside the other. + +"Take care of that for me, Norah," said Densil. "It has no mother but +you, now." + +"Acushla ma chree," she answered; "bless my little bird. Come to your +nest, alanna, come to your pretty brother, my darlin'." + +The child's wailing was stilled now, and the doctor remarked, and +remembered long afterwards, that the little waxen fingers, clutching +uneasily about, came in contact with the little hand of the other child, +and paused there. At this moment, a beautiful little girl, about five +years old, got on the bed, and nestled her peachy cheek against her +mother's. As they went out, he turned and looked at the beautiful group +once more, and then he followed Densil back to the house of mourning. + +Reader, before we have done with those three innocent little faces, we +shall see them distorted and changed by many passions, and shall meet +them in many strange places. Come, take my hand, and we will follow them +on to the end. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +FATHER MACKWORTH. + + +I have noticed that the sayings and doings of young gentlemen before +they come to the age of, say seven or eight, are hardly interesting to +any but their immediate relations and friends. I have my eye, at this +moment, on a young gentleman of the mature age of two, the instances of +whose sagacity and eloquence are of greater importance, and certainly +more pleasant, to me, than the projects of Napoleon, or the orations of +Bright. And yet I fear that even his most brilliant joke, if committed +to paper, would fall dead upon the public ear; and so, for the present, +I shall leave Charles Ravenshoe to the care of Norah, and pass on to +some others who demand our attention more. + +The first thing which John Mackworth remembered was his being left in +the _loge_ of a French school at Rouen by an English footman. Trying to +push back his memory further, he always failed to conjure up any +previous recollection to that. He had certainly a very indistinct one of +having been happier, and having lived quietly in pleasant country places +with a kind woman who talked English; but his first decided impression +always remained the same--that of being, at six years old, left +friendless, alone, among twenty or thirty French boys older than +himself. + +His was a cruel fate. He would have been happier apprenticed to a +collier. If the man who sent him there had wished to inflict the +heaviest conceivable punishment on the poor unconscious little innocent, +he could have done no more than simply left him at that school. We shall +see how he found out at last who his benefactor was. + +English boys are sometimes brutal to one another (though not so often as +some wish to make out), and are always rough. Yet I must say, as far as +my personal experience goes, the French boy is entirely master in the +art of tormenting. He never strikes; he does not know how to clench his +fist. He is an arrant coward, according to an English schoolboy's +definition of the word: but at pinching, pulling hair, ear pulling, and +that class of annoyance, all the natural ingenuity of his nation comes +out, and he is superb; add to this a combined insolent studied sarcasm, +and you have an idea of what a disagreeable French schoolboy can be. + +To say that the boys at poor John Mackworth's school put all these +methods of torture in force against him, and ten times more, is to give +one but a faint idea of his sufferings. The English at that time were +hated with a hatred which we in these sober times have but little idea +of; and, with the cannon of Trafalgar ringing as it were in their ears, +these young French gentlemen seized on Mackworth as a lawful prize +providentially delivered into their hands. We do not know what he may +have been under happier auspices, or what he may be yet with a more +favourable start in another life; we have only to do with what he was. +Six years of friendless persecution, of life ungraced and uncheered by +domestic love, of such bitter misery as childhood alone is capable of +feeling or enduring, transformed him from a child into a heartless, +vindictive man. + +And then, the French schoolmaster having roughly finished the piece of +goods, it was sent to Rome to be polished and turned out ready for the +market. Here I must leave him; I don't know the process. I have seen the +article when finished, and am familiar with it. I know the trade mark on +it as well as I know the Tower mark on my rifle. I may predicate of a +glass that it is Bohemian ruby, and yet not know how they gave it the +colour. I must leave descriptions of that system to Mr. Steinmetz, and +men who have been behind the scenes. + +The red-hot ultramontane thorough-going Catholicism of that pretty +pervert, Lady Alicia, was but ill satisfied with the sensible, old +English, cut and dried notions of the good Father Clifford. A comparison +of notes with two or three other great ladies, brought about a +consultation, and a letter to Rome, the result of which was that a young +Englishman of presentable exterior, polite manners, talking English with +a slight foreign accent, made his appearance at Ravenshoe, and was +installed as her ladyship's confessor, about eighteen months before her +death. + +His talents were by no means ordinary. In very few days he had gauged +every intellect in the house, and found that he was by far the superior +of all in wit and education; and he determined that as long as he stayed +in the house he would be master there. + +Densil's jealous temper sadly interfered with this excellent resolution; +he was immensely angry and rebellious at the slightest apparent +infringement of his prerogative, and after his parents' death treated +Mackworth in such an exceedingly cavalier manner, that the latter feared +he should have to move, till chance threw into his hand a whip wherewith +he might drive Densil where he would. He discovered a scandalous liaison +of poor Densil's, and in an indirect manner let him know that he knew +all about it. This served to cement his influence until the appearance +of Mrs. Ravenshoe the second, who, as we have seen, treated him with +such ill-disguised contempt, that he was anything but comfortable, and +was even meditating a retreat to Rome, when the conversation he +overheard in the drawing-room made him pause, and the birth of the boy +Cuthbert confirmed his resolution to stay. + +For now, indeed, there was a prospect open to him. Here was this child +delivered over to him like clay to a potter, that he might form it as he +would. It should go hard but that the revenues and county influence of +the Ravenshoes should tend to the glory of the Church as heretofore. +Only one person was in his way, and that was Mrs. Ravenshoe; after her +death he was master of the situation with regard to the eldest of the +boys. He had partly guessed, ever since he overheard the conversation +of Densil and his wife, that some sort of bargain existed between them +about the second child; but he paid little heed to it. It was, +therefore, with the bitterest anger that he saw his fears confirmed, and +Densil angrily obstinate on the matter; for supposing Cuthbert were to +die, all his trouble and anxiety would avail nothing, and the old house +and lands would fall to a Protestant heir, the first time in the history +of the island. Father Clifford consoled him. + +Meanwhile, his behaviour towards Densil was gradually and insensibly +altered. He became the free and easy man of the world, the amusing +companion, the wise counsellor. He saw that Densil was of a nature to +lean on some one, and he was determined it should be on him; so he made +himself necessary. But he did more than this; he determined he would be +beloved as well as respected, and with a happy audacity he set to work +to win that poor wild foolish heart to himself, using such arts of +pleasing as must have been furnished by his own mother wit, and could +never have been learned in a hundred years from a Jesuit college. The +poor heart was not a hard one to win; and, the day they buried poor +Father Clifford in the mausoleum, it was with a mixture of pride at his +own talents, and contemptuous pity for his dupe, that Mackworth listened +to Densil as he told him that he was now his only friend, and besought +him not to leave him--which thing Mackworth promised, with the deepest +sincerity, he would not do. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +RANFORD. + + +Master Charles, blessed with a placid temper and a splendid appetite, +throve amazingly. Before you knew where you were, he was in tops and +bottoms; before you had thoroughly realized that, he was learning his +letters; then there was hardly time to turn round, before he was a +rosy-cheeked boy of ten. + +From the very first gleam of reason, he had been put solely and entirely +under the care of Mr. Snell, the old vicar, who had been with his mother +when she died, and a Protestant nurse, Mrs. Varley. Faithfully had these +two discharged their sacred trust; and, if love can repay such services, +right well were they repaid. + +A pleasant task they had, though, for a more lovable little lad than +Charles there never was. His little heart seemed to have an infinite +capacity of affection for all who approached him. Everything animate +came before him in the light of a friend, to whom he wished to make +himself agreeable, from his old kind tutor and nurse down to his pony +and terrier. Charles had not arrived at the time of life when it was +possible for him to quarrel about women; and so he actually had no +enemies as yet, but was welcomed by pleasant and kind faces wherever he +went. At one time he would be at his father's knee, while the +good-natured Densil made him up some fishing tackle; next you would find +him in the kennel with the whipper-in, feeding the hounds, +half-smothered by their boisterous welcome; then the stables would own +him for a time, while the lads were cleaning up and feeding; then came a +sudden flitting to one of the keeper's lodges; and anon he would be down +on the sands wading with half a dozen fisher-boys as happy as +himself--but welcome and beloved everywhere. + +Sunday was a right pleasant day for him. After seeing his father shave, +and examining his gold-topped dressing-case from top to +bottom--amusements which were not participated in by Cuthbert, who had +grown too manly--he would haste through his breakfast, and with his +clean clothes hurry down the village towards the vicarage, which stood +across the stream near the church. Not to go in yet, you will observe, +because the sermon, he well knew, was getting its finishing touches, and +the vicar must not be disturbed. No, the old stone bridge would bring +him up; and there he would stay looking at the brown crystal-clear water +rushing and seething among the rocks, lying dark under the oak-roots, +and flashing merrily over the weir, just above the bridge; till "flick!" +a silver bar would shoot quivering into the air, and a salmon would +light on the top of the fall, just where the water broke, and would +struggle on into the still pool above, or be beaten back by the force, +to resume his attempt when he had gained breath. The trout, too, under +the bridge, bless the rogues, they knew it was Sunday well enough--how +they would lie up there in the swiftest places, where glancing liquid +glorified the poor pebbles below into living amber, and would hardly +trouble themselves to snap at the great fat, silly stoneflies that came +floating down. Oh! it was a terrible place for dawdling was that stone +bridge, on a summer sabbath morn. + +But now would the country folks come trooping in from far and near, for +Ravenshoe was the only church for miles, and however many of them there +were, every one had a good hearty West-country greeting for him. And, +as the crowd increased near the church door, there was so much to say +and hear, that I am afraid the prayers suffered a little sometimes. + +The villagers were pleased enough to see the lad in the old carved +horsebox (not to be irreverent) of a pew, beneath the screen in the +chancel, with the light from the old rose window shining on his curly +brown hair. The older ones would think of the haughty beautiful lady who +sat there so few years ago, and oftentimes one of the more sagacious +would shake his head and mutter to himself, "Ah! if _he_ were heir." + +Any boy who reads this story, and I hope many will read it, is hereby +advertised that it is exceedingly wrong to be inattentive in church in +sermon time. It is very naughty to look up through the windows at the +white clouds flying across the blue sky, and think how merrily the +shadows are sweeping over the upland lawn, where the pewits' nests are, +and the blackcock is crowing on the grey stones among the heather. No +boy has any right to notice another boy's absence, and spend sermon-time +in wondering whether he is catching crabs among the green and crimson +seaweed on the rocks, or bathing in the still pool under the cliff. A +boy had better not go to church at all if he spends his time in thinking +about the big trout that lies up in one of the pools of the woodland +stream, and whether he will be able to catch a sight of him again by +creeping gently through the hazel and king fern. Birds' nests, too, even +though it be the ringousel's, who is to lay her last egg this blessed +day, and is marked for spoliation to-morrow, should be banished from a +boy's mind entirely during church time. Now, I am sorry to say, that +Charley was very much given to wander in church, and, when asked about +the sermon by the vicar next day, would look rather foolish. Let us hope +that he will be a warning to all sinners in this respect. + +Then, after church, there would be dinner, at his father's lunch time, +in the dark old hall, and there would be more to tell his father and +brother than could be conveniently got through at that meal; then there +was church again, and a long stroll in the golden sunshine along the +shore. Ah, happy summer sabbaths! + +The only two people who were ever cold to Charley, were his brother and +Mackworth. Not that they were openly unkind, but there was between both +of them and himself an indefinable gulf, an entire want of sympathy, +which grieved him sometimes, though he was as yet too young to be much +troubled by it. He only exhausted all his little arts of pleasing +towards them to try and win them; he was indefatigable in running +messages for Cuthbert and the chaplain; and once, when kind grandaunt +Ascot (she was a Miss Headstall, daughter of Sir Cingle Headstall, and +married Lord George Ascot, brother of Lady Alicia, Densil's mother) sent +him a pineapple in a box, he took it to the priest and would have had +him take it. Mackworth refused it, but looked on him not unkindly for a +few minutes, and then turned away with a sigh. Perhaps he was trying to +recall the time so long, long ago, when his own face was as open and as +innocent as that. God knows! Charles cried a little, because the priest +wouldn't take it, and, having given his brother the best slice, ate the +rest in the stable, with the assistance of his foster brother and two of +the pad grooms. Thereby proving himself to be a lad of low and +dissipated habits. + +Cuthbert was at this time a somewhat good-looking young fellow of +sixteen. Neither of the brothers was what would be called handsome, +though, if Charley's face was the most pleasing, Cuthbert certainly had +the most regular features. His forehead was lofty, although narrow, and +flat at the sides; his cheek bones were high, and his nose was aquiline, +not ill-formed, though prominent, starting rather suddenly out below his +eyes; the lips were thin, the mouth small and firmly closed, and the +chin short and prominent. The _tout ensemble_ was hardly pleasing even +at this youthful period; the face was too much formed and decided for so +young a man. + +Cuthbert was a reserved methodical lad, with whom no one could find +fault, and yet whom few liked. He was studious and devout to an extent +rare in one so young; and, although a capital horseman and a good shot, +he but seldom indulged in those amusements, preferring rather a walk +with the steward, and soon returning to the dark old library to his +books and Father Mackworth. There they two would sit, like two owls, +hour after hour, appearing only at meals, and talking French to one +another, noticing Charley but little; who, however, was always full of +news, and would tell it, too, in spite of the inattention of the strange +couple. Densil began to respect and be slightly afraid of his eldest +son, as his superior in learning and in natural abilities; but I think +Charles had the biggest share in his heart. + +Aunt Ascot had a year before sent to Cuthbert to pay her a visit at +Ranford, her son's, Lord Ascot's place, where she lived with him, he +being a widower, and kept house for him. Ranford, we all know, or ought +to know, contains the largest private racing stud in England, and the +Ascot family for many generations had given themselves up entirely to +sporting--so much so, that their marriages with other houses have been +to a certain extent influenced by it; and so poor Cuthbert, as we may +suppose, was quite like a fish out of water. He detested and despised +the men he met there, and they, on their parts, such of them as chose to +notice him, thought him a surly young bookworm; and, as for his +grandaunt, he hated the very sound of that excellent lady's voice. Her +abruptness, her homoeopathic medicines, her Protestantism (which she +was always airing), and her stable-talk, nearly drove him mad; while +she, on the other hand, thought him one of the most disagreeable boys +she had ever met with in her life. So the visit was rather a failure +than otherwise, and not very likely to be repeated. Nevertheless, her +ladyship was very fond of young faces, and so in a twelvemonth, she +wrote to Densil as follows:-- + +"I am one mass of lumbago all round the small of my back, and I find +nothing like opodeldoc after all. The pain is very severe, but I suppose +you would comfort me, as a heretic, by saying it is nothing to what I +shall endure in a few years' time. Bah! I have no patience with you +Papists, packing better people than yourselves off somewhere in that +free-and-easy way. By-the-bye, how is that father confessor of yours, +Markworth, or some such name--mind me, Ravenshoe, that fellow is a +rogue, and you being, like all Ravenshoes, a fool, there is a pair of +you. Why, if one of Ascot's grooms was to smile as that man does, or to +whine in his speech as that man does, when he is talking to a woman of +rank, I'd have him discharged on the spot, without warning, for +dishonesty. + +"Don't put a penny on Ascot's horse at Chester; he will never stay over +the Cup course. Curfew, in my opinion, looks by no means badly for the +Derby; he is scratched for the Two Thousand--which was necessary, though +I am sorry for it, &c., &c., &c. + +"I wish you would send me your boy, will you? Not the eldest: the +Protestant one. Perhaps he mayn't be such an insufferable coxcomb as his +brother." + +At which letter Densil shook his honest sides with uproarious laughter. +"Cuthbert, my boy," he said, "you have won your dear aunt's heart +entirely; though she, being determined to mortify the flesh with its +affection, does not propose seeing you again, but asks for Charley. The +candour of that dear old lady increases with her age. You seem to have +been making your court, too, father; she speaks of your smile in the +most unqualified terms." + +"Her ladyship must do me the honour to quiz me," said Mackworth. "If it +is possible to judge by her eye, she must like me about as well as a mad +dog." + +"For my part, father," said Cuthbert, curling up the corners of his +thin lips sardonically, "I shall be highly content to leave my dear aunt +in the peaceable enjoyment of her favourite society of grooms, +horse-jockeys, blacklegs, dissenting ministers, and such-like. A month +in that house, my dear Charley, will qualify you for a billiard-marker; +and, after a course of six weeks, you will be fit to take the situation +of croupier in a low hell on a race-course. How you will enjoy yourself, +my dear!" + +"Steady, Cuthbert steady," said his father; "I can't allow you to talk +like that about your cousin's house. It is a great house for field +sports, but there is not a better conducted house in the kingdom." + +Cuthbert lay over the sofa to fondle a cat, and then continued speaking +very deliberately, in a slightly louder voice,-- + +"I will allow my aunt to be the most polite, intellectual, +delicate-minded old lady in creation, my dearest father, if you wish it; +only, not having been born (I beg her pardon, dropped) in a racing +stable, as she was herself, I can hardly appreciate her conversation +always. As for my cousin, I consider him a splendid sample of an +hereditary legislator. Charley, dear, you won't go to church on Sunday +afternoon at Ranford; you will go into the croft with your cousin Ascot +to see the chickens fed. Ascot is very curious in his poultry, +particularly on Sunday afternoon. Father, why does he cut all the cocks' +tails square?" + +"Pooh, pooh," said Densil, "what matter? many do it, besides him. Don't +you be squeamish, Cuthbert--though, mind you, I don't defend +cock-fighting on Sunday." + +Cuthbert laughed and departed, taking his cat with him. + +Charles had a long coach journey of one day, and then an awful and +wonderful journey on the Great Western Railway as far as +Twyford--alighting at which place, he was accosted by a +pleasant-looking, fresh-coloured boy, dressed in close-fitting cord +trousers, a blue handkerchief, spotted with white, and a Scotch cap; who +said-- + +"Oh! I'm your cousin Welter. I'm the same age as you, and I'm going to +Eton next half. I've brought you over Tiger, because Punch is lame, and +the station-master will look after your things; so we can come at once." + +The boys were friends in two minutes; and, going out, there was a groom +holding two ponies--on the prettiest of which Charley soon found himself +seated, and jogging on with his companion towards Henley. + +I like to see two honest lads, just introduced, opening their hearts to +one another, and I know nothing more pleasant than to see how they +rejoice as each similarity of taste comes out. By the time these two +had got to Henley Bridge, Lord Welter had heard the name of every horse +in the Ravenshoe stables, and Charley was rapidly getting learned in +Lord Ascot's racing stud. The river at Henley distracted his attention +for a time, as the biggest he had seen, and he asked his cousin, "Did he +think the Mississippi was much bigger than that now?" and Lord Welter +supposed, "Oh dear yes, a great deal bigger," he should say. Then there +was more conversation about dogs and guns, and pleasant country places +to ride through; then a canter over a lofty breezy down, and then the +river again, far below, and at their feet the chimneys of Ranford. + +The house was very full; and, as the boys came up there was a crowd of +phaetons, dog-carts, and saddle-horses, for the people were just +arriving home for dinner after the afternoon drive; and, as they had all +been to the same object of attraction that afternoon, they had all come +in together and were loitering about talking, some not yet dismounted, +and some on the steps. Welter was at home at once, and had a word with +every one; but Charles was left alone, sitting on his pony, feeling very +shy; till, at last, a great brown man with a great brown moustache, and +a gruff voice, came up to him and lifted him off the horse, holding him +out at arm's length for inspection. + +"So you are Curly Ravenshoe's boy, hey?" said he. + +"Yes, sir." + +"Ha!" said the stranger, putting him down, and leading him towards the +door; "just tell your father you saw General Mainwaring, will you? and +that he wanted to know how his old friend was." + +Charles looked at the great brown hand which was in his own, and thought +of the Affghan war, and of all the deeds of renown that that hand had +done, and was raising his eyes to the general's face, when they were +arrested half-way by another face, not the general's. + +It was that of a handsome, grey-headed man, who might have been sixty, +he was so well _conservé_, but who was actually far more. He wore his +own white hair, which contrasted strongly with a pair of delicate thin +black eyebrows. His complexion was florid, with scarcely a wrinkle, his +features were fine and regular, and a pair of sparkling dark grey eyes +gave a pleasant light to his face. His dress was wondrously neat, and +Charles, looking on him, guessed, with a boy's tact, that he was a man +of mark. + +"Whose son did you say he was, general?" said the stranger. + +"Curly's!" said Mainwaring, stopping and smiling. + +"No, really!" said the other; and then he looked fixedly at Charles, +and began to laugh, and Charley, seeing nothing better to do, looked up +at the grey eyes and laughed too, and this made the stranger worse; and +then, to crown the joke, the general began to laugh too, though none of +them had said a syllable more than what I have written down; and at last +the ridiculous exhibition finished up by the old gentleman taking a +great pinch of snuff from a gold box, and turning away. + +Charles was much puzzled, and was still more so when, in an hour's time, +having dressed himself, and being on his way downstairs to his aunt's +room, who had just come in, he was stopped on a landing by this same old +gentleman, beautifully dressed for dinner, who looked on him as before. + +He didn't laugh this time, but he did worse. He utterly "dumbfoundered" +Charley, by asking abruptly-- + +"How's Jim?" + +"He is very well, thank you, sir. His wife Norah nursed me when mamma +died." + +"Oh, indeed," said the other; "so he hasn't cut your father's throat +yet, or anything of that sort?" + +"Oh dear no," said Charles, horrified; "bless you, what can make you +think of such things? Why, he is the kindest man in the world." + +"I don't know," said the old gentleman, thoughtfully; "that excessively +faithful kind of creature is very apt to do that sort of thing. I should +discharge any servant of mine who exhibited the slightest symptoms of +affection as a dangerous lunatic;" with which villainous sentiment he +departed. + +Charles thought what a strange old gentleman he was for a short time, +and then slid down the banisters. They were better banisters than those +at Ravenshoe, being not so steep, and longer: so he went up, and slid +down again;[1] after which he knocked at his aunt's door. + +It was with a beating heart that he waited for an answer. Cuthbert had +described Lady Ascot as such a horrid old ogress, that he was not +without surprise when a cheery voice said, "Come in;" and entering a +handsome room, he found himself in presence of a noble-looking old lady, +with grey hair, who was netting in an upright, old-fashioned chair. + +"So you are Charles Ravenshoe, eh?" she began. "Why, my dear, you must +be perished with cold and hunger. I should have come in before, but I +didn't expect you so soon. Tea will be here directly. You ain't a +beauty, my dear, but I think I shall like you. There never was but one +really handsome Ravenshoe, and that was poor Petre, your grandfather. +Poor Alicia made a great fool of herself, but she was very happy with +him. Welter, you naughty boy, be still." + +The Right Honourable Viscount Welter wanted his tea, and was +consequently troublesome and fractious. He had picked a quarrel with his +grandmother's terrier, which he averred had bitten him in the leg, and +he was now heating the poker, in order, he informed the lady, to burn +the place out, and prevent hydrophobia. Whether he would have done so or +not, we shall never know now, for, tea coming in at that moment, he +instantly sat down at table, and called to Charles to do likewise. + +"Call Miss Adelaide, will you, Sims?" said Lady Ascot; and presently +there came tripping into the room the loveliest little blonde fairy, +about ten years old, that ever you saw. She fixed her large blue eyes on +Charley, and then came up and gave him a kiss, which he, the rogue, +returned with interest, and then, taking her seat at the table, she +turned to Welter, and hoped he was going to be good. + +Such, however, it soon appeared, was not his lordship's intention. He +had a guest at table, and he was bound in honour to show off before him, +besides having to attend to his ordinary duty of frightening his +grandmother as nearly into fits as was safe. Accordingly, he began the +repast by cramming buns into his mouth, using the handle of his knife as +a rammer, until the salvation of his life appeared an impossibility, at +which point he rose and left the room with a rapid, uneven step. On his +re-appearance he began drinking, but, having caught his grandmother's +eye over his teacup, he winked at her, and then held his breath till he +was purple, and she begun to wring her hands in despair. All this time +he was stimulated by Charles's laughter and Adelaide's crying out, +continually, "Oh, isn't he a naughty boy, Lady Ascot? oh, do tell him +not to do it." But the crowning performance of this promising young +gentleman--the feat which threw everything else into the shade, and +which confirmed Charley in his admiration of his profound talents--was +this. Just as a tall, grave, and handsome footman was pouring water into +the teapot, and while her ladyship was inspecting the operation with all +the interest of an old tea-maker, at that moment did Lord Welter +contrive to inflict on the unfortunate man a pinch on the leg, of such a +shrewdly agonising nature as caused him to gnash his teeth in Lady +Ascot's face, to cry aloud, "Oh, Lord!" to whirl the kettle within an +inch of her venerable nose, and finally, to gyrate across the room on +one leg, and stand looking like the king of fools. + +Lady Ascot, who had merely seen the effect, and not the cause, ordered +him promptly to leave the room, whereupon Welter explained, and +afterwards continued to Charles, with an off-hand candour quite his own, +as if no such person as his grandmother was within a hundred miles-- + +"You know, Charley, I shouldn't dare to behave like this if my tutor was +at home; she'd make nothing of telling him, now. She's in a terrible +wax, but she'll be all right by the time he comes back from his +holidays; won't you, grandma?" + +"You wicked boy," she replied, "I hope Hawtrey will cure you; Keate +would have, I know." + +The boys slid on the banisters; then they went to dessert. Then they +went upstairs, and looked over Welter's cricket apparatus, fishing +tackle, and so on; and then they went into the billiard-room, which was +now lighted up and full of guests. + +There were two tables in the room, at one of which a pool was getting +up, while the other was empty. Welter was going to play pool, and +Charles would have liked to do so too, being a very tolerable player; +only he had promised his old tutor not to play for money till he was +eighteen, and so he sat in the corner by the empty table, under the +marking-board, with one leg gathered under him, and instantly found +himself thinking about the little girl he had seen upstairs. + +Once or twice he was surprised to find himself thinking so much about +her, but he found it a pleasant subject, too, for he had sat in his +corner more than half an hour without changing it, when he became aware +that two men were taking down cues from the rack, and were going to play +at his table. + +They were his two friends of the afternoon, General Mainwaring and the +grey-headed man who laughed. When they saw him they seemed glad, and the +old gentleman asked him why he wasn't playing. + +"I musn't play pool," he answered. "I should like to mark for you." + +"Well said, my hero," said the general: "and so Jim's an honest man, is +he?" + +Charles saw that the old gentleman had told the general what had passed +on the stairs, and wondered why he should take such an interest in him; +but he soon fell to thinking about little Adelaide again, and marking +mechanically though correctly. + +He was aroused by the general's voice--"Who did you mark that last miss +to, my little man?" he said. + +"To the old gentleman," said Charles, and then blushed at the +consciousness of having said a rude thing. + +"That is one for you, Methuselah," said the general. + +"Never mind," said the old gentleman, "I have one great source of pride, +which no one can rob me of; I am twelve years older than I look." + +They went on playing. "By-the-bye," said the general, "who is that +exceedingly pretty child that the old lady has got with her?" + +"A child she has adopted," said the old gentleman. "A grand-daughter of +an old friend who died in poverty. She is a noble-hearted old soul, the +jockey, with all her absurdities." + +"Who was she?" said the general. "(That was rather a fluke, was it +not?)" + +"She? Why, a daughter of old Cingle Headstall's, the mad old Cheshire +baronet--you don't remember him, of course, but your father knew him. +Drove his tandem round and round Berkeley square for four hours on a +foggy night, under the impression he was going home to Hounslow, and +then fired at the watchman who tried to put him right, taking him for a +highwayman. The son went to France, and was lost sight of in the +revolution; so the girl came in for what money there was: not very much, +I take it. This poor thing, who was pretty and clever enough, but +without education, having been literally brought up in a stable, +captivated the sagacious Ascot, and made him a capital wife." + +"I suppose she'll portion this girl, then; you say she had money?" + +"H'm," said the old gentleman, "there's a story about the aforesaid +money, which is told in different ways, but which amounts to this, that +the money is no more. Hallo, our marker is getting sleepy." + +"Not at all, sir," said Charles. "If you will excuse me a moment, I will +come back." + +He ran across to Lord Welter, who was leaning on his cue. "Can you tell +me," said he, "who is that old gentleman?" + +"Which old gentleman?" + +"That one, with the black eyebrows, playing with General Mainwaring. +There, he is taking snuff." + +"Oh _him_?" said Welter; "that is Lord Saltire." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE "WARREN HASTINGS." + + +Time, the inexorable, kept mowing away at poor Charles's flowers until +the disagreeable old creature had cut them all down but two or three, +and mowed right into the morning when it was necessary that he should go +home; and then Charles, looking forward through his tears, could see +nothing at first but the very commonest grass. For was he not going to +leave Adelaide, probably never to see her again? In short, Charles was +in love, and going to separate from the object of his affections for the +first time; at which I request you not to laugh, but just reflect how +old you were yourself when you first fell in love. + +The little flirt, she must have waited till she heard him coming out of +his room, and then have pretended to be coming upstairs all in a hurry. +He got a kiss or a dozen, though, and a lock of hair, I believe; but he +hadn't much time to think about it, for Lord Ascot was calling out for +him, and when he got into the hall, there was all the household to see +him off. Everybody had a kind word for him; the old lady cried; Lord +Saltire and the general shook hands; Lord Welter said it was a beastly +sell; and Lord Ascot hummed and hawed, and told him to tell his father +he had been a good boy. They were all sorry he was going, and he felt as +though he was leaving old friends; but the carriage was there, and the +rain was pouring down; and, with one last look at the group of faces, he +was in the carriage and away. + +It was a terrible day, though he did not notice it at first. He was +thinking how pleasant it was that the people were all so kind to him, +just as kind as they were at home. He thought of Adelaide, and wondered +whether she would ever think of him. He was rather glad that Welter was +a naughty boy (not really naughty, you know), because she would be less +likely to like him. And then he thought how glad the people at home +would be to see him; and then he looked out of the window. He had left +Lord Ascot's carriage and got into the train some time before this. Now +he saw that the train was going very slowly, and nothing was visible +through the driving rain. Then he tried to remember whether he had heard +his father speak of Lord Saltire, and what he had heard about him; and +thinking about this, the train stopped.--Swindon. + +He got out to go to the refreshment room, and began wondering what the +noise was which prevented him from hearing any one when they spoke, and +why the people looked scared, and talked in knots. Then he found that it +was the wind in the roof; and some one told him that a chimney had been +blown across the line, and they must wait till it was removed. + +All the day the brave engine fought westward against the wind, and two +hours after time Charles found himself in the coach which would take him +to Stonnington. The night crept on, and the coach crawled on its way +through the terrible night, and Charles slept. In the cold pitiless +morning, as they were going over a loftily exposed moor, the coach, +though only going foot's pace, stood for a moment on two wheels, and +then fell crashing over on to a heap of road-side stones, awaking +Charles, who, being unhurt, lay still for a minute or so, with a faint +impression of having been shaken in his sleep, and, after due +reflection, made the brilliant discovery that the coach was upset. + +He opened the door over his head and jumped out. For an instant he was +blinded by the stinging rain, but turned his back to it; and then, for +the first time, he became aware that this was the most terrible gale of +wind he had ever seen in his lifetime. + +He assisted the coachman and guard, and the solitary outside passenger, +to lead the poor horses along the road. They fought on for about two +hundred yards, and came to an alehouse, on the sight of which Charles +knew that they were two stages short of where he thought they had been, +for this was the Watershed Inn, and the rain from its roof ran partly +into the Bristol Channel and partly into the British. + +After an hour's rest here Charles was summoned to join the coach in the +valley below, and they crawled on again. It was a weary day over some +very bleak country. They saw in one place a cottage unroofed on a moor, +and the terrified family crouched down beneath the tottering walls. In +the valleys great trees were down across the road, which were cross-cut +and moved by country men, who told of oaks of three hundred years fallen +in the night, and of corn stacks hurried before the blast like the +leaves of autumn. Still, as each obstacle was removed, there was the +guard up blowing his horn cheerily, and Charles was inside with a jump, +and on they went. + +At last, at three o'clock, the coach drove under the gate of the +"Chichester Arms," at Stonnington, and Charles, jumping out, was +received by the establishment with the air of people who had done a +clever thing, and were ready to take their meed of praise with humility. +The handsome landlady took great credit to herself for Charles's +arrival--so much so, that one would have thought she herself had +singlehanded dragged the coach from Exeter. "_She_ had been sure all +along that Mr. Charles would come"--a speech which, with the cutting +glance that accompanied it, goaded the landlord to retort in a voice +wheezy with good living, and to remind her that she had said, not ten +minutes before, that she was quite sure he wouldn't; whereupon the +landlady loftily begged him not to expose himself before the servants. +At which the landlord laughed, and choked himself; at which the landlady +slapped him on the back, and laughed too; after which they went in. + +His father, the landlord told him, had sent his pony over, as he was +afraid of a carriage on the moor to-day, and that, if he felt at all +afraid to come on, he was to sleep where he was. Charles looked at the +comfortable parlour and hesitated; but, happening to close his eyes an +instant, he saw as plain as possible the library at home, and the +flickering fire-light falling on the crimson and oak furniture, and his +father listening for him through the roaring wind; and so he hesitated +no longer, but said he would push on, and that he would wish to see his +servant while he took dinner. + +The landlord eyed him admiringly with his head on one side, and +proceeded to remark that corn was down another shilling; that Squire +West had sold his chesnut mare for one hundred and twenty pounds; and +that if he kept well under the walls going home he would be out of the +wind; that his missis was took poorly in the night with spasms, and had +been cured by two wine-glasses of peppermint; that a many chimney-pots +was blown down, and that old Jim Baker had heard tell as a pig was +blowed through a church window. After which he poked the fire and +retired. + +Charles was hard at his dinner when his man came in. It was the oldest +of the pad grooms--a man with grizzled hair, looking like a white +terrier; and he stood before him smoothing his face with his hand. + +"Hallo, Michael," said Charley, "how came you to come?" + +"Master wouldn't send no other, sir. It's a awful day down there; +there's above a hundred trees down along the road." + +"Shall we be able to get there?" + +"As much as we shall, sir." + +"Let us try. Terrible sea, I suppose?" + +"Awful to look at, sir. Mr. Mackworth and Mr. Cuthbert are down to look +at it." + +"No craft ashore?" + +"None as yet. None of our boats is out. Yesterday morning a Pill boat, +52, stood in to see where she was, and beat out again, but that was +before it came on so bad." + +So they started. They pushed rapidly out of the town, and up a narrow +wooded valley which led to the moor which lay between them and +Ravenshoe. For some time they were well enough sheltered, and made +capital way, till the wood began to grow sparer, and the road to rise +abruptly. Here the blast began to be more sensibly felt, and in a +quarter of mile they had to leap three uprooted trees; before them they +heard a rushing noise like the sea. It was the wind upon the moor. + +Creeping along under the high stone walls, and bending down, they pushed +on still, until, coming to the open moor, and receiving for the first +time the terrible tornado full in their faces, the horses reared up and +refused to proceed; but, being got side by side, and their heads being +homeward, they managed to get on, though the rain upon their faces was +agonising. + +As they were proceeding thus, with Michael on the windward side, Charles +looked up, and there was another horseman beside him. He knew him +directly; it was Lloyd's agent. + +"Anything wrong, Mr. Lewis? Any ship ashore?" he shouted. + +"Not yet, sir," said the agent. "But there'll be many a good sailor gone +to the bottom before to-morrow morning, I am thinking. This is the +heaviest gale for forty years." + +By degrees they descended to more sheltered valleys, and after a time +found themselves in the court-yard of the hall. Charles was caught up by +his father; Lloyd's agent was sent to the housekeeper's room; and very +soon Charles had forgotten all about wind and weather, and was pouring +into his father's ear all his impressions of Ranford. + +"I am glad you liked it," said Densil, "and I'll be bound they liked +you. You ought to have gone first, Cuthbert don't suit them." + +"Oh, Cuthbert's too clever for them," said Charles; "they are not at all +clever people, bless you!" And only just in time too, for Cuthbert +walked into the room. + +"Well, Charley," he said, coolly, "so you're come back. Well, and what +did you think of Welter, eh? I suppose he suited you?" + +"I thought him very funny, Cuthbert," said Charles, timidly. + +"I thought him an abominable young nuisance," said Cuthbert. "I hope he +hasn't taught you any of his fool's tricks." + +Charles wasn't to be put off like this; so he went and kissed his +brother, and then came back to his father. There was a long dull +evening, and when they went to complines, he went to bed. Up in his +room he could hear that the wind was worse than ever, not rushing up in +great gusts and sinking again, as in ordinary gales, but keeping up one +continued unvarying scream against the house, which was terrible to +hear. + +He got frightened at being alone; afraid of finding some ghostly thing +at his elbow, which had approached him unheard through the noise. He +began, indeed, to meditate upon going down stairs, when Cuthbert, coming +into the next room, reassured him, and he got into bed. + +This wasn't much better, though, for there was a thing in a black hood +came and stood at the head of his bed; and, though he could not see it, +he could feel the wind of its heavy draperies as it moved. Moreover, a +thing like a caterpillar, with a cat's head, about two feet long, came +creep--creeping up the counterpane, which he valiantly smote, and found +it to be his handkerchief; and still the unvarying roar went on till it +was unendurable. + +He got up and went to his brother's room, and was cheered to find a +light burning; he came softly in and called "Cuthbert." + +"Who is there?" asked he, with a sudden start. + +"It's I," said Charles; "can you sleep?" + +"Not I," saith Cuthbert, sitting up. "I can hear people talking in the +wind. Come into bed; I'm so glad you're come." + +Charles lay down by his brother, and they talked about ghosts for a long +time. Once their father came in with a light from his bedroom next door, +and sat on the bed talking, as if he, too, was glad of company, and +after that they dozed off and slept. + +It was in the grey light of morning that they awoke together and started +up. The wind was as bad as ever, but the whole house was still, and they +stared terrified at one another. + +"What was it?" whispered Charles. + +Cuthbert shook his head, and listened again. As he was opening his mouth +to speak it came again, and they knew it was that which woke them. A +sound like a single footstep on the floor above, light enough, but which +shook the room. Cuthbert was out of bed in an instant, tearing on his +clothes. Charles jumped out too, and asked him, "What is it?" + +"A gun!" + +Charles well knew what awful disaster was implied in those words. The +wind was N.W., setting into the bay. The ship that fired that gun was +doomed. + +He heard his father leap out of bed, and ring furiously at his bell. +Then doors began to open and shut, and voices and rapid footsteps were +heard in the passage. In ten minutes the whole terrified household were +running hither and thither, about they hardly knew what. The men were +pale, and some of the women were beginning to whimper and wring their +hands; when Densil, Lewis the agent, and Mackworth came rapidly down the +staircase and passed out. Mackworth came back, and told the women to put +on hot water and heat blankets. Then Cuthbert joined him, and they went +together; and directly after Charles found himself between two +men-servants, being dragged rapidly along towards the low headland which +bounded the bay on the east. + +When they came to the beach, they found the whole village pushing on in +a long straggling line the same way as themselves. The men were walking +singly, either running or going very fast; and the women were in knots +of twos and threes, straggling along and talking excitedly, with much +gesticulation. + +"There's some of the elect on board, I'll be bound," Charles heard one +woman say, "as will be supping in glory this blessed night." + +"Ay, ay," said an old woman. "I'd sooner be taken to rest sudden, like +they're going to be, than drag on till all the faces you know are gone +before." + +"My boy," said another, "was lost in a typhoon in the China sea. Darn +they lousy typhoons! I wonder if he thought of his mother afore he went +down." + +Among such conversation as this, with the terrible, ceaseless thunder of +the surf upon the left, Charles, clinging tight to his two guardians, +made the best weather of it he could, until they found themselves on the +short turf of the promontory, with their faces seaward, and the water +right and left of them. The cape ran out about a third of a mile, rather +low, and then abruptly ended in a cone of slate, beyond which, about two +hundred yards at sea, was that terrible sunken rock, "the Wolf," on to +which, as sure as death, the flowing tide carried every stick which was +embayed. The tide was making; a ship was known to be somewhere in the +bay; it was blowing a hurricane; and what would you more? + +They hurried along as well as they could among the sharp slates which +rose through the turf, until they came to where the people had halted. +Charles saw his father, the agent, Mackworth, and Cuthbert together, +under a rock; the villagers were standing around, and the crowd was +thickening every moment. Every one had his hand over his eyes, and was +peering due to windward, through the driving scud. + +They had stopped at the foot of the cone, which was between them and the +sea, and some more adventurous had climbed partly up it, if, perhaps, +they might see further than their fellows; but in vain: they all saw and +heard the same--a blinding white cauldron of wind-driven spray below, +and all around, filling every cranny, the howling storm. + +A quarter of an hour since she fired last, and no signs of her yet. She +must be carrying canvas and struggling for life, ignorant of the +four-knot stream. Some one says she may have gone down--hush! who spoke? + +Old Sam Evans had spoken. He had laid his hand on the squire's shoulder, +and said, "There she is." And then arose a hubbub of talking from the +men, and every one crowded on his neighbour and tried to get nearer. And +the women moved hurriedly about, some moaning to themselves, and some +saying, "Ah, poor dear!" "Ah, dear Lord! there she is, sure enough." + +She hove in sight so rapidly that, almost as soon as they could be sure +of a dark object, they saw that it was a ship--a great ship about 900 +tons; that she was dismasted, and that her decks were crowded. They +could see that she was unmanageable, turning her head hither and thither +as the sea struck her, and that her people had seen the cliff at the +same moment, for they were hurrying aft, and crowding on to the +bulwarks. + +Charles and his guardians crept up to his father's party. Densil was +standing silent, looking on the lamentable sight; and, as Charles looked +at him, he saw a tear run down his cheek, and heard him say, "Poor +fellows!" Cuthbert stood staring intently at the ship, with his lips +slightly parted. Mackworth, like one who studies a picture, held his +elbow in one hand, and kept the other over his mouth; and the agent +cried out, "A troop-ship, by gad. Dear! dear!" + +It is a sad sight to see a fine ship beyond control. It is like seeing +one one loves gone mad. Sad under any circumstances; how terrible it is +when she is bearing on with her, in her mad Bacchante's dance, a freight +of living human creatures to untimely destruction! + +As each terrible feature and circumstance of the catastrophe became +apparent to the lookers-on, the excitement became more intense. Forward, +and in the waist, there was a considerable body of seamen clustered +about under the bulwarks--some half-stripped. In front of the cuddy +door, between the poop and the mainmast, about forty soldiers were drawn +up, with whom were three officers, to be distinguished by their blue +coats and swords. On the quarter-deck were seven or eight women, two +apparently ladies, one of whom carried a baby. A well-dressed man, +evidently the captain, was with them; but the cynosure of all eyes was +a tall man in white trousers, at once and correctly judged to be the +mate, who carried in his arms a little girl. + +The ship was going straight upon the rock, now only marked as a whiter +spot upon the whitened sea, and she was fearfully near it, rolling and +pitching, turning her head hither and thither, fighting for her life. +She had taken comparatively little water on board as yet; but now a +great sea struck her forward, and she swung with her bow towards the +rock, from which she was distant not a hundred yards. The end was +coming. Charles saw the mate slip off his coat and shirt, and take the +little girl again. He saw the lady with the baby rise very quietly and +look forward; he saw the sailors climbing on the bulwarks; he saw the +soldiers standing steady in two scarlet lines across the deck; he saw +the officers wave their hands to one another; and then he hid his face +in his hands, and sobbed as if his heart would break. + +They told him after how the end had come: she had lifted up her bows +defiantly, and brought them crashing down upon the pitiless rock as +though in despair. Then her stem had swung round, and a merciful sea +broke over her, and hid her from their view, though above the storm they +plainly heard her brave old timbers crack; then she floated off, with +bulwarks gone, sinking, and drifted out of sight round the headland, +and, though they raced across the headland, and waited a few breathless +minutes for her to float round into sight again, they never saw her any +more. The _Warren Hastings_ had gone down in fifteen fathoms. And now +there was a new passion introduced into the tragedy to which it had +hitherto been a stranger--Hope. The wreck of part of the mainmast and +half the main-topmast, which they had seen, before she struck, lumbering +the deck, had floated off, and there were three, four, five men clinging +to the futtock shrouds; and then they saw the mate with the child hoist +himself on to the spar, and part his dripping hair from his eyes. + +The spar had floated into the bay, into which they were looking, into +much calmer water; but, directly too leeward, the swell was tearing at +the black slate rocks, and in ten minutes it would be on them. Every man +saw the danger, and Densil, running down to the water's edge, cried-- + +"Fifty pounds to any one who will take 'em a rope! Fifty gold sovereigns +down to-night! Who's going?" + +Jim Matthews was going, and had been going before he heard of the fifty +pounds--that was evident; for he was stripped, and out on the rocks, +with the rope round his waist. He stepped from the bank of slippery +seaweed into the heaving water, and then his magnificent limbs were in +full battle with the tide. A roar announced his success. As he was seen +clambering on to the spar, a stouter rope was paid out; and very soon it +and its burden were high and dry upon the little half-moon of land which +ended the bay. + +Five sailors, the first mate, and a bright-eyed little girl, were their +precious prize. The sailors lay about upon the sand, and the mate, +untying the shawl that bound her to him, put the silent and frightened +child into the hands of a woman that stood close by. + +The poor little thing was trembling in every limb. "If you please," she +said to the woman, "I should like to go to mamma. She is standing with +baby on the quarter-deck. Mr. Archer, will you take me back to mamma, +please? She will be frightened if we stay away." + +"Well, a-deary me," said the honest woman, "she'll break my heart, a +darling; mamma's in heaven, my tender, and baby too." + +"No, indeed," said the child eagerly; "she's on the quarter-deck. Mr. +Archer, Mr. Archer!" + +The mate, a tall, brawny, whiskerless, hard-faced man, about +six-and-twenty, who had been thrust into a pea-coat, now approached. + +"Where's mamma, Mr. Archer?" said the child. + +"Where's mamma, my lady-bird? Oh, dear! oh, dear!" + +"And where's the ship, and Captain Dixon, and the soldiers?" + +"The ship, my pretty love?" said the mate, putting his rough hand on the +child's wet hair; "why the good ship, _Warren Hastings_, Dixon master, +is a-sunk beneath the briny waves, my darling; and all on board of her, +being good sailors and brave soldiers, is doubtless at this moment in +glory." + +The poor little thing set up a low wailing cry, which went to the hearts +of all present; then the women carried her away, and the mate, walking +between Mackworth and Densil, headed the procession homeward to the +hall. + +"She was the _Warren Hastings_, of 900 tons," he said, "from Calcutta, +with a detachment of the 120th on board. The old story--dismasted, both +anchors down, cables parted, and so on. And now I expect you know as +much as I do. This little girl is daughter to Captain Corby, in command +of the troops. She was always a favourite of mine, and I determined to +get her through. How steady those sojers stood, by jingo, as though they +were on parade! Well, I always thought something was going to happen, +for we had never a quarrel the whole voyage, and that's curious with +troops. Capital crew, too. Ah, well, they are comfortable enough now, +eh, Sir?" + +That night the mate arose from his bed like a giant refreshed with wine, +and posted off to Bristol to "her owners," followed by a letter from +Densil, and another from Lloyd's agent of such a nature that he found +himself in command of a ship in less than a month. Periodically, unto +this day, there arrive at Ravenshoe, bows and arrows (supposed to be +poisoned), paddles, punkahs, rice-paper screens; a malignant kind of +pickle, which causeth the bowels of him that eateth of it to burn; +wicked-looking old gods of wood and stone; models of Juggernaut's car; +brown earthenware moonshees, translating glazed porcelain Bibles; and +many other Indian curiosities, all of which are imported and presented +by the kind-hearted Archer. + +In a fortnight the sailors were gone, and, save a dozen or so of new +graves in the churchyard, nothing remained to tell of the _Warren +Hastings_ but the little girl saved so miraculously--little Mary Corby. + +She had been handed over at once to the care of the kind-hearted Norah, +Charles's nurse, who instantaneously loved her with all her great warm +heart, and about three weeks after the wreck gave Charles these +particulars about her, when he went to pay her a visit in the cottage +behind the kennels. + +After having hugged him violently, and kissed him till he laughingly +refused to let her do it again till she had told him the news, she +began--"The beauty-boy, he gets handsomer every day" (this might be +true, but there was great room for improvement yet), "and comes and sees +his old nurse, and who loves him so well, alanna? It's little I can tell +ye about the little girl, me darlin'. She's nine years old, and a +heretic, like yer own darlin' self, and who's to gainsay ye from it? +She's book-learned enough, and play she says she can, and I axed her +would she like to live in the great house, and she said no. She liked +me, and wanted to stay with me. She cries about her mother, a dear, but +not so much as she did, and she's now inside and asleep. Come here, +avick." + +She bent down her handsome face to Charles's ear and whispered, "If my +boy was looking out for a little wee fairy wife, eh?" + +Charles shook his hair, and laughed, and there and then told Norah all +about Adelaide, which attachment Norah highly approved of, and remarked +that he'd be old enough to be married before he knew where he was. + +In spite of Densil's letters and inquiries, no friends came forward to +claim little Mary. Uncle Corby, when in possession of facts, was far too +much a man of business to do anything of the kind. In a very short time +Densil gave up inquiring, and then he began dreading lest she should be +taken from him, for he had got wonderfully fond of the quiet, pale, +bright-eyed little creature. In three months she was considered as a +permanent member of the household, and the night before Charles went to +school he told her of his grand passion. His lordship considered this +step showed deep knowledge of the world, as it would have the effect of +crushing in the bud any rash hopes which Mary might have conceived; and, +having made this provision for her peace of mind, he straightway +departed to Shrewsbury school. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IN WHICH CHARLES AND LORD WELTER DISTINGUISH THEMSELVES AT THE +UNIVERSITY. + + +It is a curious sensation, that of meeting, as a young man of two or +three-and-twenty, a man one has last seen as a little lad of ten, or +thereabouts. One is almost in a way disappointed. You may be asked out +to dinner to meet a man called, say, Jones (or, if you like the name +better, Delamere D'Eresby), whom you believe to be your old friend +Jones, and whom you have not seen for a month or so; and on getting to +the house find it is not your Jones at all, but another Jones whom you +don't know. He may be cleverer, handsomer, more agreeable than your old +friend--a man whom you are glad to know; and yet you are disappointed. +You don't meet the man you expected, and you are rather disposed to be +prejudiced against his representative. + +So it is when you meet a friend in manhood whom you have not seen since +you were at school. You have been picturing to yourself the sort of man +your friend must have developed into, and you find him different from +what you thought. So, instead of foregathering with an old friend, you +discover that you have to make a new acquaintance. + +You will now have to resume the acquaintance of Charles Ravenshoe at two +and twenty. I hope you will not be much disappointed in him. He was a +very nice boy, if you remember, and you will see immediately that he has +developed into a very nice young man indeed. It is possible that I may +not be about to introduce him to you under the most favourable +circumstances; but he created those circumstances for himself, and must +abide by them. As it is not my intention to follow him through any part +of his University life, but only to resume his history when he quits it, +so it becomes imperatively necessary for me to state, without any sort +of disguise, the reason why he did leave it. And, as two or three other +important characters in the story had something to do with it, I shall +do so more at length than would at first seem necessary. + +It was nine o'clock on the 6th of November. The sun, which had been +doing duty for her Majesty all night at Calcutta, Sydney, &c., had by +this time reached Oxford, and was shining aslant into two pretty little +Gothic windows in the inner or library quadrangle of St. Paul's College, +and illuminating the features of a young man who was standing in the +middle of the room, and scratching his head. + +He was a stout-built fellow, not particularly handsome, but with a very +pleasing face. His hair was very dark brown, short, and curling; his +forehead was broad and open, and below it were two uncommonly +pleasant-looking dark grey eyes. His face was rather marked, his nose +very slightly aquiline, and plenty of it, his mouth large and +good-humoured, which, when opened to laugh, as it very frequently was, +showed a splendid set of white teeth, which were well contrasted with a +fine healthy brown and red complexion. Altogether a very pleasant young +fellow to look on, and looking none the worse just now for an expression +of droll perplexity, not unmixed with a certain amount of terror, which +he had on his face. + +It was Charles Ravenshoe. + +He stood in his shirt and trousers only, in the midst of a scene of +desolation so awful, that I, who have had to describe some of the most +terrible scenes and circumstances conceivable, pause before attempting +to give any idea of it in black and white. Every moveable article in the +room--furniture, crockery, fender, fire-irons--lay in one vast heap of +broken confusion in the corner of the room. Not a pane of glass remained +in the windows; the bedroom-door was broken down; and the door which +opened into the corridor was minus the two upper panels. Well might +Charles Ravenshoe stand there and scratch his head! + +"By George," he said at last, soliloquising, "how deuced lucky it is +that I never get drunk! If I had been screwed last night, those fellows +would have burnt the college down. What a devil that Welter is when he +gets drink into him! and Marlowe is not much better. The fellows were +mad with fighting, too. I wish they hadn't come here and made hay +afterwards. There'll be an awful row about this. It's all up, I am +afraid. It's impossible to say though." + +At this moment, a man appeared in the passage, and, looking in through +the broken door, as if from a witness-box, announced, "The dean wishes +to see you at once, sir." And exit. + +Charles replied by using an expression then just coming into use among +our youth, "All serene!" dressed himself by putting on a pilot coat, a +pair of boots, and a cap and gown, and with a sigh descended into the +quadrangle. + +There were a good many men about, gathered in groups. The same subject +was in everybody's mouth. There had been, the night before, without +warning or apparent cause, the most frightful disturbance which, in the +opinion of the porter, had graced the college for fifty years. It had +begun suddenly at half-past twelve, and had been continued till three. +The dons had been afraid to come and interfere, the noise was so +terrible. Five out-college men had knocked out at a quarter to three, +refusing to give any name but the dean's. A rocket had been let up, and +a five-barrel revolver had been let off, and--Charles Ravenshoe had been +sent for. + +A party of young gentlemen, who looked very seedy and guilty, stood in +his way, and as he came up shook their heads sorrowfully; one, a tall +one, with large whiskers, sat down in the gravel walk, and made as +though he would have cast dust upon his head. + +"This is a bad job, Charley," said one of them. + +"Some heads must fall," said Charles; "I hope mine is not among the +number. Rather a shame if it is, eh?" + +The man with the big whiskers shook his head. "The state of your room," +he said. + +"Who has seen it?" eagerly asked Charles. + +"Sleeping innocent!" replied the other, "the porter was up there by +eight o'clock, and at half-past the dean himself was gazing on your +unconscious face as you lay peacefully sleeping in the arms of +desolation." + +Charles whistled long and loud, and proceeded with a sinking heart +towards the dean's rooms. + +A tall, pale man, with a hard, marked countenance, was sitting at his +breakfast, who, as soon as he saw his visitor, regarded him with the +greatest interest, and buttered a piece of toast. + +"_Well_, Mr. Ravenshoe," was his remark. + +"I believe you sent for me, sir," said Charles, adding to himself, +"Confound you, you cruel old brute, you are amusing yourself with my +tortures." + +"This is a pretty business," said the dean. + +Charles would be glad to know to what he alluded. + +"Well," said the dean, laughing, "I don't exactly know where to begin. +However, I am not sure it much matters. You will be wanted in the common +room at two. The proctor has sent for your character also. Altogether, I +congratulate you. Your career at the University has been brilliant; but, +your orbit being highly elliptical, it is to be feared that you will +remain but a short time above the horizon. Good morning." + +Charles rejoined the eager knot of friends outside; and, when he spoke +the awful word, "common room," every countenance wore a look of dismay. +Five more, it appeared, were sent for, and three were wanted by the +proctor at eleven. It was a disastrous morning. + +There was a large breakfast in the rooms of the man with the whiskers, +to which all the unfortunates were of course going. One or two were in a +state of badly-concealed terror, and fidgeted and were peevish, until +they got slightly tipsy. Others laughed a good deal, rather nervously, +and took the thing pluckily--the terror was there, but they fought +against it; but the behaviour of Charles extorted applause from +everybody. He was as cool and as merry as if he was just going down for +the long vacation; he gave the most comical account of the whole +proceedings last night from beginning to end, as he was well competent +to do, being the only sober man who had witnessed them; he ate heartily, +and laughed naturally, to the admiration of every one. + +One of the poor fellows who had shown greatest signs of terror, and who +was as near crying as he could possibly be without actually doing so, +looked up and complimented him on his courage, with an oath. + +"In me, my dear Dick," said Charles, good-naturedly, "you see the +courage of despair. Had I half your chances, I should be as bad as you. +I know there are but a few more ceremonies to be gone through, and +then--" + +The other rose and left the room. "Well," said he, as he went, with a +choking voice, "I expect my old governor will cut his throat, or +something; I'm fifteen hundred in debt." And so the door closed on the +poor lad, and the party was silent. + +There came in now a young man, to whom I wish especially to call your +attention. He was an ordinary young man enough, in the morning livery of +a groom. He was a moderately well-looking fellow, and there seems at +first nothing in any way remarkable about him. But look at him again, +and you are struck with a resemblance to some one you know, and yet at +first you hardly know to whom. It is not decidedly, either, in any one +feature, and you are puzzled for a time, till you come to the conclusion +that everyone else does. That man is a handsome likeness of Charles +Ravenshoe. + +This is Charles's foster-brother William, whom we saw on a former +occasion taking refreshment with that young gentleman, and who had for +some time been elevated to the rank of Mr. Charles's "lad." He had come +for orders. + +There were no orders but to exercise the horses, Charles believed; he +would tell him in the afternoon if there were, he added sorrowfully. + +"I saw Lord Welter coming away from the proctor's, sir," said William. +"He told me to ask what train you were going down by. His lordship told +me to say, sir, that Lord Welter of Christchurch would leave the +University at twelve to-morrow, and would not come into residence again +till next Michaelmas term." + +"By Jove," said Charles, "he has got a dose! I didn't think they'd have +given him a year. Well, here goes." + +Charles went to the proctor's, but his troubles there were not so severe +as he had expected. He had been seen fighting several times during the +evening, but half the University had been doing the same. He had been +sent home three times, and had reappeared; that was nothing so very bad. +On his word of honour he had not tripped up the marshal; Brown himself +thought he must have slipped on a piece of orange-peel. Altogether it +came to this; that Ravenshoe of Paul's had better be in by nine for the +rest of term, and mind what he was about for the future. + +But the common room at two was the thing by which poor Charles was to +stand or fall. There were terrible odds against him--the master and six +tutors. It was no use, he said, snivelling, or funking the thing; so he +went into battle valiantly. + +THE MASTER opened the ball, in a voice suggestive of mild remonstrance. +In all his experience in college life, extending over a period of +forty-five years, he had never even heard of proceedings so +insubordinate, so unparalleled, so--so--monstrous, as had taken place +the night before, in a college only a twelvemonth ago considered to be +the quietest in the University. A work of fiction of a low and vicious +tendency, professing to describe scenes of headlong riot and debauchery +at the sister University, called, he believed, "Peter Priggins," had +been written, and was, he understood, greatly read by the youth of both +seats of learning; but he was given to understand that the worst +described in that book sank into nothing, actually dwindled into +insignificance, before last night's proceedings. It appeared, he +continued (referring to a paper through his gold eye-glasses), that at +half-past twelve a band of intoxicated and frantic young men had rushed +howling into the college, refusing to give their names to the porter +(among whom was recognised Mr. Ravenshoe); that from that moment a scene +of brutal riot had commenced in the usually peaceful quadrangle, and had +continued till half-past three; loaded weapons had been resorted to, and +fireworks had been exhibited; and, finally, that five members of another +college had knocked out at half-past three, stating to the porter +(without the slightest foundation) that they had been having tea with +the dean. Now you know, really and truly, it simply resolved itself into +this. Were they going to keep St. Paul's College open, or were they not? +If the institution which had flourished now for above five hundred years +was to continue to receive undergraduates, the disturbers of last night +must be sternly eliminated. In the last case of this kind, where a man +was only convicted of--eh, Mr. Dean?--pump handle--thank you--was only +convicted of playfully secreting the handle of the college pump, +rustication had been inflicted. In this case the college would do its +duty, however painful. + +Charles was understood to say that he was quite sober, and had tried to +keep the fellows out of mischief. + +THE MASTER believed Mr. Ravenshoe would hardly deny having let off a +rocket on the grass-plat. + +Charles was ill-advised enough to say that he did it to keep the fellows +quiet; but the excuse fell dead, and there was a slight pause. After +which, + +THE DEAN rose, with his hands in his pockets, and remarked that this +sort of thing was all mighty fine, you know; but they weren't going to +stand it, and the sooner this was understood the better. He, for one, as +long as he remained dean of that college, was not going to have a parcel +of drunken young idiots making a row under his windows at all hours in +the morning. He should have come out himself last night, but that he was +afraid, positively afraid, of personal violence; and the odds were too +heavy against him. He, for one, did not want any more words about it. He +allowed the fact of Mr. Ravenshoe being perfectly sober, though whether +that could be pleaded in extenuation was very doubtful. (Did you speak, +Mr. Bursar? No. I beg pardon, I thought you did.) He proposed that Mr. +Ravenshoe should be rusticated for a year, and that the Dean of +Christchurch should be informed that Lord Welter was one of the most +active of the rioters. That promising young nobleman had done them the +honour to create a disturbance in the college on a previous occasion, +when he was, as last night, the guest of Mr. Ravenshoe. + +Charles said that Lord Welter had been rusticated for a year. + +THE DEAN was excessively glad to hear it, and hoped that he would stay +at home and give his family the benefit of his high spirits. As there +were five other gentlemen to come before them, he would suggest that +they should come to a determination. + +THE BURSAR thought that Mr. Ravenshoe's plea of sobriety should be taken +in extenuation. Mr. Ravenshoe had never been previously accused of +having resorted to stimulants. He thought it should be taken in +extenuation. + +THE DEAN was sorry to be of a diametrically opposite opinion. + +No one else taking up the cudgels for poor Charles, the Master said he +was afraid he must rusticate him. + +Charles said he hoped they wouldn't. + +THE DEAN gave a short laugh, and said that, if that was all he had to +say, he might as well have held his tongue. And then the Master +pronounced sentence of rustication for a year, and Charles, having +bowed, withdrew. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +JOHN MARSTON. + +Charles returned to his room, a little easier in his mind than when he +left it. There still remained one dreadful business to get over--the +worst of all; that of letting his father know. Non-University men sneer +at rustication; they can't see any particular punishment in having to +absent yourself from your studies for a term or two. But do they think +that the Dons don't know what they are about? Why, nine spirited young +fellows out of ten would snap their fingers at rustication, if it wasn't +for the _home_ business. It is breaking the matter to the father, his +just anger, and his mother's still more bitter reproaches. It must all +come out, the why and the wherefore, without concealment or palliation. +The college write a letter to justify themselves, and then a mine of +deceit is sprung under the parents' feet, and their eyes are opened to +things they little dreamt of. This, it appears, is not the first +offence. The college has been long-suffering, and has pardoned when it +should have punished repeatedly. The lad who was thought to be doing so +well has been leading a dissipated, riotous life, and deceiving them +all. This is the bitterest blow they have ever had. How can they trust +him again?--And so the wound takes long to heal, and sometimes is never +healed at all. That is the meaning of rustication. + +A majority of young fellows at the University deceive their parents, +especially if they come of serious houses. It is almost forced upon them +sometimes, and in all cases the temptation is strong. It is very unwise +to ask too many questions. Home questions are, in some cases, +unpardonable. A son can't tell a father, as one man can tell another, to +mind his own business. No. The father asks the question suddenly, and +the son lies, perhaps, for the first time in his life. If he told the +truth, his father would knock him down. + +Now Charles was a little better off than most young fellows in this +respect. He knew his father would scold about the rustication, and still +more at his being in debt. He wasn't much afraid of his father's anger. +They two had always been too familiar to be much afraid of one another. +He was much more afraid of the sarcasms of Mackworth, and he not a +little dreaded his brother; but with regard to his father he felt but +slight uneasiness. + +He found his scout and his servant William trying to get the room into +some order, but it was hopeless. William looked up with a blank face as +he came in, and said-- + +"We can't do no good, sir; I'd better go for Herbert's man, I suppose?" + +"You may go, William," said Charles, "to the stables, and prepare my +horses for a journey. Ward, you may pack up my things, as I go down +to-morrow. I am rusticated." + +They both looked very blank, especially William, who, after a long +pause, said-- + +"I was afraid of something happening yesterday after Hall, when I see my +lord----" here William paused abruptly, and, looking up, touched his +head to some one who stood in the doorway. + +It was a well-dressed, well-looking young man of about Charles's age, +with a handsome, hairless, florid face, and short light hair. Handsome +though his face was, it was hardly pleasing in consequence of a certain +lowering of the eyebrows which he indulged in every moment--as often, +indeed, as he looked at any one--and also of a slight cynical curl at +the corners of the mouth. There was nothing else noticeable about Lord +Welter except his appearance of great personal strength, for which he +was somewhat famous. + +"Hallo, Welter!" shouted Charles, "yesterday was an era in the annals of +intoxication. Nobody ever was so drunk as you. I did all I could for +you, more fool I, for things couldn't be worse than they are, and might +be better. If I had gone to bed instead of looking after you, I +shouldn't have been rusticated." + +"I'm deuced sorry, Charley, I am, 'pon my soul. It is all my confounded +folly, and I shall write to your father and say so. You are coming home +with me, of course?" + +"By Jove, I never thought of it. That wouldn't be a bad plan, eh? I +might write from Ranford, you know. Yes, I think I'll say yes. William, +you can take the horses over to-morrow. That is a splendid idea of +yours. I was thinking of going to London." + +"Hang London in the hunting season," said Lord Welter. "By George, how +the governor will blow up. I wonder what my grandmother will say. +Somebody has told her the world is coming to an end next year. I hope +there'll be another Derby. She has cut homoeopathy and taken to +vegetable practice. She has deuced near slaughtered her maid with an +overdose of Linum Catharticum, as she calls it. She goes digging about +in waste places like a witch, with a big footman to carry the spade. She +is a good old body, though; hanged if she ain't." + +"What does Adelaide think of the change in Lady Ascot's opinions, +medical and religious?" + +"She don't care, bless you. She laughs about the world coming to an end, +and as for the physic, she won't stand that. She has pretty much her own +way with the old lady, I can tell you, and with every one else, as far +as that goes. She is an imperious little body; I'm afraid of her.--How +do, Marston?" + +This was said to a small, neatly-dressed, quiet-looking man, with a +shrewd, pleasant face, who appeared at this moment, looking very grave. +He returned Welter's salutation, and that gentleman sauntered out of the +room, after having engaged Charles to dinner at the Cross at six. The +new comer then sat down by Charles, and looked sorrowfully in his face. + +"So it has come to this, my poor boy," said he, "and only two days after +our good resolutions. Charley, do you know what Issachar was like?" + +"No." + +"He was like a strong ass stooping between two burdens," replied the +other, laughing. "I know somebody who is, oh, so very like him. I know +a fellow who could do capitally in the schools and in the world, who is +now always either lolling about reading novels, or else flying off in +the opposite extreme, and running, or riding, or rowing like a madman. +Those are his two burdens, and he is a dear old ass also, whom it is +very hard to scold, even when one is furiously angry with him." + +"It's all true, Marston; it's all true as Gospel," said Charles. + +"Look how well you did at Shrewsbury," continued Marston, "when you were +forced to work. And now, you haven't opened a book for a year. Why don't +you have some object in life, old fellow? Try to be captain of the +University Eight or the Eleven; get a good degree; anything. Think of +last Easter vacation, Charley. Well, then, I won't----Be sure that +pot-house work won't do. What earthly pleasure can there be in herding +with men of that class, your inferiors in everything except strength? +and you can talk quite well enough for any society?" + +"It ain't my fault," broke in Charles, piteously. "It's a good deal more +the fault of the men I'm with. That Easter vacation business was planned +by Welter. He wore a velveteen shooting-coat and knee-breeches, and +called himself----" + +"That will do, Charley; I don't want to hear any of that gentleman's +performances. I entertain the strongest personal dislike for him. He +leads you into all your mischief. You often quarrel; why don't you break +with him?" + +"I can't." + +"Because he is a distant relation? Nonsense. Your brother never speaks +to him." + +"It isn't that." + +"Do you owe him money?" + +"No, it's the other way, by Jove! I can't break with that man. I can't +lose the run of Ranford. I must go there. There's a girl there I care +about more than all the world beside; if I don't see her I shall go +mad." + +Marston looked very thoughtful. "You never told me of this," he said; +"and she has--she has refused you, I suppose?" + +"Ay! how did you guess that?" + +"By my mother wit. I didn't suppose that Charles Ravenshoe would have +gone on as he has under other circumstances." + +"I fell in love with her," said Charley, rocking himself to and fro, +"when she was a child. I have never had another love but her; and the +last time I left Ranford I asked her--you know--and she laughed in my +face, and said we were getting too old for that sort of nonsense. And +when I swore I was in earnest, she only laughed the more. And I'm a +desperate beggar, by Jove, and I'll go and enlist, by Jove." + +"What a brilliant idea!" said Marston. "Don't be a fool, Charley. Is +this girl a great lady?" + +"Great lady! Lord bless you, no; she's a dependant without a sixpence." + +"Begin all over again with her. Let her alone a little. Perhaps you took +too much for granted, and offended her. Very likely she has got tired of +you. By your own confession, you have been making love to her for ten +years; that must be a great bore for a girl, you know. I suppose you are +thinking of going to Ranford now?" + +"Yes, I am going for a time." + +"The worst place you could go to; much better go home to your father. +Yours is a quiet, staid, wholesome house; not such a bear-garden as the +other place--but let us change the subject. I am sent after you." + +"By whom?" + +"Musgrave. The University Eight is going down, and he wants you to row +four. The match with Cambridge is made up." + +"Oh, hang it!" said poor Charles; "I can't show after this business. Get +a waterman; do, Marston. They will know all about it by this time." + +"Nay, I want you to come; do come, Charles. I want you to contrast these +men with the fellows you were with last night, and to see what effect +three such gentlemen and scholars as Dixon, Hunt, and Smith have in +raising the tone of the men they are thrown among." + +On the barge Charles met the others of the Eight--quiet, staid, +gentlemanly men, every one of whom knew what had happened, and was more +than usually polite in consequence. Musgrave, the captain, received him +with manly courtesy. He was sorry to hear Ravenshoe was going down--had +hoped to have had him in the Eight at Easter; however, it couldn't be +helped; hoped to get him at Henley; and so on. The others were very +courteous too, and Charles soon began to find that he himself was +talking in a different tone of voice, and using different language from +that which he would have been using in his cousin's rooms; and he +confessed this to Marston that night. + +Meanwhile the University Eight, with the little blue flag at her bows, +went rushing down the river on her splendid course. Past heavy barges +and fairy skiffs; past men in dingys, who ran high and dry on the bank +to get out of the way; and groups of dandys, who ran with them for a +time. And before any man was warm--Iffley. Then across the broad +mill-pool and through the deep crooks, out into the broads, and past the +withered beds of reeds which told of coming winter. Bridges, and a +rushing lasher--Sandford. No rest here. Out of the dripping well-like +lock. Get your oars out and away again, past the yellowing willows, past +the long wild grey meadows, swept by the singing autumn wind. Through +the swirling curves and eddies, onward under the westering sun towards +the woods of Nuneham. + +It was so late when they got back, that those few who had waited for +them--those faithful few who would wait till midnight to see the Eight +come in--could not see them, but heard afar off the measured throb and +rush of eight oars as one, as they came with rapid stroke up the +darkening reach. Charles and Marston walked home together. + +"By George," said Charles, "I should like to do that and nothing else +all my life. What a splendid stroke Musgrave gives you, so marked, and +so long, and yet so lively. Oh, I should like to be forced to row every +day like the watermen." + +"In six or seven years you would probably row as well as a waterman. At +least, I mean, as well as some of the second-rate ones. I have set my +brains to learn steering, being a small weak man; but I shall never +steer as well as little Tims, who is ten years old. Don't mistake a +means for an end--" + +Charles wouldn't always stand his friend's good advice, and he thought +he had had too much of it to-day. So he broke out into sudden and +furious rebellion, much to Marston's amusement, who treasured up every +word he said in his anger, and used them afterwards with fearful effect +against him. + +"I don't care for you," bawled Charles; "you're a greater fool than I +am, and be hanged to you. You're going to spend the best years of your +life, and ruin your health, to get a first. _A first! A first!_ Why that +miserable little beast, Lock, got a first. A fellow who is, take him all +in all, the most despicable little wretch I know! If you are very +diligent you may raise yourself to _his_ level! And when you have got +your precious first, you will find yourself utterly unfit for any trade +or profession whatever (except the Church, which you don't mean to +enter). What do you know about modern languages or modern history? If +you go into the law, you have got to begin all over again. They won't +take you in the army; they are not such _muffs_. And this is what you +get for your fifteen hundred pounds!" + +Charles paused, and Marston clapped his hands and said, "hear, _hear_!" +which made him more angry still. + +"I shouldn't care if I _was_ a waterman. I'm sick of all this +pretension and humbug; I'd sooner be anything than what I am, with my +debts, and my rustication, and keeping up appearances. I wish I was a +billiard marker; I wish I was a jockey; I wish I was Alick Reed's +Novice; I wish I was one of Barclay and Perkins's draymen. Hang it! I +wish I was a cabman! Queen Elizabeth was a wise woman, and she was of my +opinion." + +"Did Queen Elizabeth wish she was a cabman?" asked Marston, gravely. + +"No, she didn't," said Charles, very tartly. "She wished she was a +milkmaid, and I think she was quite right. Now, then." + +"So you would like to be a milkmaid?" said the inexorable Marston. "You +had better try another Easter vacation with Welter. Mrs. Sherrat will +get you a suit of cast-off clothes from some of the lads. Here's the +'Cross,' where you dine. Bye, bye!" + +John Marston knew, and knew well, nearly every one worth knowing in the +University. He did not appear particularly rich; he was not handsome; he +was not brilliant in conversation; he did not dress well, though he was +always neat; he was not a cricketer, a rower, or a rider; he never spoke +at the Union; he never gave large parties; no one knew anything about +his family; he never betted; and yet he was in the best set in the +University. + +There was, of course, some reason for this; in fact, there were three +good and sufficient reasons, although above I may seem to have exhausted +the means of approach to good University society. First, He had been to +Eton as a town boy, and had been popular there. Second, He had got one +of the great open scholarships. And third, His behaviour had always been +most correct and gentlemanly. + +A year before this he had met Charles as a freshman in Lord Welter's +rooms, and had conceived a great liking for him. Charles had just come +up with a capital name from Shrewsbury, and Marston hoped that he would +have done something; but no. Charles took up with riding, rowing, +driving, &c., &c., not to mention the giving and receiving of parties, +with all the zest of a young fellow with a noble constitution, enough +money, agreeable manners, and the faculty of excelling to a certain +extent in every sport he took in hand. + +He very soon got to like and respect Marston. He used to allow him to +blow him up, and give him good advice when he wouldn't take it from any +one else. The night before he went down Marston came to his rooms, and +tried to persuade him to go home, and not to "the training stables," as +he irreverently called Ranford; but Charles had laughed and laughed, and +joked, and given indirect answers, and Marston saw that he was +determined, and discontinued pressing him. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +ADELAIDE. + + +The next afternoon Lord Welter and Charles rode up to the door at +Ranford. The servants looked surprised; they were not expected. His +lordship was out shooting; her ladyship was in the poultry-yard; Mr. +Pool was in the billiard-room with Lord Saltire. + +"The deuce!" said Lord Welter; "that's lucky, I'll get him to break it +to the governor." + +The venerable nobleman was very much amused by the misfortunes of these +ingenuous youths, and undertook the commission with great good nature. +But, when he had heard the cause of the mishap, he altered his tone +considerably, and took on himself to give the young men what was for him +a severe lecture. He was sorry this had come out of a drunken riot; he +wished it ... which, though bad enough, did not carry the disgrace with +it that the other did. Let them take the advice of an old fellow who had +lived in the world, ay, and moved with the world, for above eighty +years, and take care not to be marked, even by their own set, as +drinking men. In his day, he allowed, drinking was entirely _de +rigueur_; and indeed nothing could be more proper and correct than the +whole thing they had just described to him, if it had happened fifty +years ago. But now a drunken row was an anachronism. Nobody drank now. +He had made a point of watching the best young fellows, and none of them +drank. He made a point of taking the time from the rising young fellows, +as every one ought to, who wished to go with the world. In his day, for +instance, it was the custom to talk with considerable freedom on sacred +subjects, and he himself had been somewhat notorious for that sort of +thing; but look at him now: he conformed with the times, and went to +church. Every one went to church now. Let him call their attention to +the fact that a great improvement had taken place in public morals of +late years. + +So the good-natured old heathen gave them what, I daresay, he thought +was the best of advice. He is gone now to see what his system of +morality was worth. I am very shy of judging him, or the men of his +time. It gives me great pain to hear the men of the revolutionary era +spoken of flippantly. The time was so exceptional. The men at that time +were a race of giants. One wonders how the world got through that time +at all. Six hundred millions of treasure spent by Britain alone! How +many millions of lives lost none may guess. What wonder if there were +hell-fire clubs and all kinds of monstrosities. Would any of the present +generation have attended the fête of the goddess of reason, if they had +lived at that time, I wonder? Of course they wouldn't. + +Charles went alone to the poultry-yard; but no one was there except the +head keeper, who was administering medicine to a cock, whose appearance +was indictable--that is to say, if the laws against cock-fighting were +enforced. Lady Ascot had gone in; so Charles went in too, and went +upstairs to his aunt's room. + +One of the old lady's last fancies was sitting in the dark, or in a +gloom so profound as to approach to darkness. So Charles, passing out of +a light corridor, and shutting the door behind him, found himself unable +to see his hand before him. Confident, however, of his knowledge of +localities, he advanced with such success that he immediately fell +crashing headlong over an ottoman; and in his descent, imagining that he +was falling into a pit or gulf of unknown depth, uttered a wild cry of +alarm. Whereupon the voice of Lady Ascot from close by answered, "Come +in," as if she thought she heard somebody knock. + +"Come up, would be more appropriate, aunt," said Charles. "Why do you +sit in the dark? I've killed myself, I believe." + +"Is that you, Charles?" said she. "What brings you over? My dear, I am +delighted. Open a bit of the window, Charles, and let me see you." + +Charles did as he was desired; and, as the strong light from without +fell upon him, the old lady gave a deep sigh. + +"Ah, dear, so like poor dear Petre about the eyes. There never was a +handsome Ravenshoe since him, and there never will be another. You were +quite tolerable as a boy, my dear; but you've got very coarse, very +coarse and plain indeed. Poor Petre!" + +"You're more unlucky in the light than you were in the darkness, +Charles," said a brisk, clear, well-modulated voice from behind the old +lady. "Grandma seems in one of her knock-me-down moods to-day. She had +just told me that I was an insignificant chit, when you made your +graceful and noiseless entrance, and saved me anything further." + +If Adelaide had been looking at Charles when she spoke, instead of at +her work, she would have seen the start which he gave when he heard her +voice. As it was, she saw nothing of it; and Charles, instantly +recovering himself, said in the most nonchalant voice possible: + +"Hallo, are you here? How do you contrive to work in the dark?" + +"It is not dark to any one with eyes," was the curt reply. "I can see to +read." + +Here Lady Ascot said that, if she had called Adelaide a chit, it was +because she had set up her opinion against that of such a man as Dr. +Going; that Adelaide was a good and dutiful girl to her; that she was a +very old woman, and perhaps shouldn't live to see the finish of next +year; and that her opinion still was that Charles was very plain and +coarse, and she was sorry she couldn't alter it. + +Adelaide came rapidly up and kissed her, and then went and stood in the +light beside Charles. + +She had grown into a superb blonde beauty. From her rich brown crêpé +hair to her exquisite little foot, she was a model of grace. The nose +was delicately aquiline, and the mouth receded slightly, while the chin +was as slightly prominent; the eyes were brilliant, and were +concentrated on their object in a moment; and the eyebrows surmounted +them in a delicately but distinctly marked curve. A beauty she was, such +as one seldom sees; and Charles, looking on her, felt that he loved her +more madly than ever, and that he would die sooner than let her know it. + +"Well, Charles," she said, "you don't seem overjoyed to see me." + +"A man can't look joyous with broken shins, my dear Adelaide. Aunt, I've +got some bad news for you. I am in trouble." + +"Oh dear," said the old lady, "and what is the matter now? Something +about a woman, I suppose. You Ravenshoes are always--" + +"No, no, aunt. Nothing of the kind. Adelaide, don't go, pray; you will +lose such a capital laugh. I've got rusticated, Aunt." + +"That is very comical, I dare say," said Adelaide, in a low voice; "but +I don't see the joke." + +"I thought you would have had a laugh at me, perhaps," said Charles; "it +is rather a favourite amusement of yours." + +"What, in the name of goodness, makes you so disagreeable and cross +to-day, Charles? You were never so before, when anything happened. I am +sure I am very sorry for your misfortune, though I really don't know its +extent. Is it a very serious thing?" + +"Serious, very. I don't much like going home. Welter is in the same +scrape; who is to tell her?" + +"This is the way," said Adelaide; "I'll show you how to manage her." + +All this was carried on in a low tone, and very rapidly. The old lady +had just begun in a loud, querulous, scolding voice to Charles, when +Adelaide interrupted her with-- + +"I say, grandma, Welter is rusticated too." + +Adelaide good-naturedly said this to lead the old lady's wrath from +Charles, and throw it partly on to her grandson; but however good her +intentions, the execution of them was unsuccessful. The old lady fell to +scolding Charles; accusing him of being the cause of the whole mishap, +of leading Welter into every mischief, and stating her opinion that he +was an innocent and exemplary youth, with the fault only of being too +easily led away. Charles escaped as soon as he could, and was followed +by Adelaide. + +"This is not true, is it?" she said. "It is not your fault?" + +"My fault, partly, of course. But Welter would have been sent down +before, if it hadn't been for me. He got me into a scrape this time. He +mustn't go back there. You mustn't let him go back." + +"I let him go back, forsooth! What on earth can I have to do with his +lordship's movements?" she said, bitterly, "Do you know who you are +talking to?--a beggarly orphan." + +"Hush! don't talk like that, Adelaide. Your power in this house is very +great. The power of the only sound head in the house. You could stop +anything you like from happening." + +They had come together at a conservatory door; and she put her back +against it, and held up her hand to bespeak his attention more +particularly. + +"I wish it was true, Charles; but it isn't. No one has any power over +Lord Ascot. Is Welter much in debt?" + +"I should say, a great deal," was Charles's reply. "I think I ought to +tell you. You may help him to break it to them." + +"Ay, he always comes to me for that sort of thing. Always did from a +child. I'll tell you what, Charles, there's trouble coming or come on +this house. Lord Ascot came home from Chester looking like death; they +say he lost fearfully both there and at Newmarket. He came home quite +late, and went up to grandma; and there was a dreadful scene. She hasn't +been herself since. Another blow like it will kill her. I suspect my +lord's bare existence depends on this colt winning the Derby. Come and +see it gallop," she added, suddenly throwing her flashing eyes upon his, +and speaking with an animation and rapidity very different from the +cold stern voice in which she had been telling the family troubles. +"Come, and let us have some oxygen. I have not spoken to a man for a +month. I have been leading a life like a nun's; no, worse than any +nun's; for I have been bothered and humiliated by--ah! such wretched +trivialities. Go and order horses. I will join you directly." + +So she dashed away and left him, and he hurried to the yard. Scarcely +were the horses ready when she was back again, with the same stem, cold +expression on her face, now more marked, perhaps, from the effect of the +masculine habit she wore. She was a consummate horsewoman, and rode the +furious black Irish mare, which was brought out for her, with ease and +self-possession, seeming to enjoy the rearing and plunging of the +sour-tempered brute far more than Charles, her companion, did, who would +rather have seen her on a quieter horse. + +A sweeping gallop under the noble old trees, through a deep valley, and +past a herd of deer, which scudded away through the thick-strewn leaves, +brought them to the great stables, a large building at the edge of the +park, close to the downs. Twenty or thirty long-legged, elegant, +nonchalant-looking animals, covered to the tips of their ears with +cloths, and ridden each by a queer-looking brown-faced lad, were in the +act of returning from their afternoon exercise. These Adelaide's mare, +"Molly Asthore," charged and dispersed like a flock of sheep; and then, +Adelaide pointing with her whip to the downs, hurried past the stables +towards a group they saw a little distance off. + +There were only four people--Lord Ascot, the stud-groom, and two lads. +Adelaide was correctly informed; they were going to gallop the Voltigeur +colt (since called Haphazard), and the cloths were now coming off him. +Lord Ascot and the stud-groom mounted their horses, and joined our pair, +who were riding slowly along the measured mile the way the horse was to +come. + +Lord Ascot looked very pale and worn; he gave Charles a kindly greeting, +and made a joke with Adelaide; but his hands fidgeted with his reins, +and he kept turning back towards the horse they had left, wondering +impatiently what was keeping the boy. At last they saw the beautiful +beast shake his head, give two or three playful plunges, and then come +striding rapidly towards them, over the short, springy turf. + +Then they turned, and rode full speed: soon they heard the mighty +hollow-sounding hoofs behind, that came rapidly towards them, devouring +space. Then the colt rushed by them in his pride, with his chin on his +chest, hard held, and his hind feet coming forward under his girth every +stride, and casting the turf behind him in showers. Then Adelaide's +horse, after a few mad plunges, bolted, overtook the colt, and actually +raced him for a few hundred yards; then the colt was pulled up on a +breezy hill, and they all stood a little together talking and +congratulating one another on the beauty of the horse. + +Charles and Adelaide rode away together over the downs, intending to +make a little détour, and so lengthen their ride. They had had no chance +of conversation since they parted at the conservatory door, and they +took it up nearly where they had left it. Adelaide began, and, I may +say, went on, too, as she had most of the talking. + +"I should like to be a duchess; then I should be mistress of the only +thing I am afraid of." + +"What is that?" + +"Poverty," said she; "that is my only terror, and that is my inevitable +fate." + +"I should have thought, Adelaide, that you were too high spirited to +care for that, or anything." + +"Ah, you don't know; all my relations are poor. _I_ know what it is; _I_ +know what it would be for a beauty like me." + +"You will never be poor or friendless while Lady Ascot lives." + +"How long will that be? My home now depends very much on that horse; oh, +if I were only a man, I should welcome poverty; it would force me to +action." + +Charles blushed. Not many days before, Marston and he had had a battle +royal, in which the former had said, that the only hope for Charles was +that he should go two or three times without his dinner, and be made to +earn it, and that as long as he had a "mag" to bless himself with, he +would always be a lazy, useless humbug; and now here was a young lady +uttering the same atrocious sentiments. He called attention to the +prospect. + +Three hundred feet below them, Father Thames was winding along under the +downs and yellow woodlands, past chalk quarry and grey farm-house, +blood-red beneath the setting sun; a soft, rich, autumnal haze was over +everything; the smoke from the distant village hung like a curtain of +pearl across the valley; and the long, straight, dark wood that crowned +the high grey wold, was bathed in a dim purple mist, on its darkest +side; and to perfect the air of dreamy stillness, some distant bells +sent their golden sound floating on the peaceful air. It was a quiet day +in the old age of the year; and its peace seemed to make itself felt on +these two wild young birds; for they were silent more than half the way +home; and then Charles said, in a low voice-- + +"Dear Adelaide, I hope you have chosen aright. The time will come when +you will have to make a more important decision than any you have made +yet. At one time in a man's or woman's life, they say, there is a choice +between good and evil. In God's name think before you make it." + +"Charles," she said, in a low and disturbed voice, "if a conjurer were +to offer to show you your face in a glass, as it would be ten years +hence, should you have courage to look?" + +"I suppose so; would not you!" + +"Oh, no, no, no! How do you know what horrid thing would look at you, +and scare you to death? Ten years hence; where shall we be then?" + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +LADY ASCOT'S LITTLE NAP. + + +There was a very dull dinner at Ranford that day, Lord Ascot scarcely +spoke a word; he was kind and polite--he always was that--but he was +very different from his usual self. The party missed his jokes; which, +though feeble and sometimes possibly "rather close to the wind," served +their purpose, served to show that the maker of them was desirous to +make himself agreeable to the best of his ability. He never once laughed +during dinner, which was very unusual. It was evident that Lord Saltire +had performed his commission, and Charles was afraid that he was +furiously angry with Welter; but, on one occasion, when the latter +looked up suddenly and asked him some question, his father answered him +kindly in his usual tone of voice, and spoke to him so for some time. + +Lady Ascot was a host in herself. With a noble self-sacrifice, she, at +the risk of being laughed at, resolved to attract attention by airing +some of her most remarkable opinions. She accordingly attacked Lord +Saltire on the subject of the end of the world, putting its total +destruction by fire at about nine months from that time. Lord Saltire +had no opinion to offer on the probability of Dr. Going's theory, but +sincerely hoped that it might last his time, and that he might be +allowed to get out of the way in the ordinary manner. He did not for a +moment doubt the correctness of her calculations; but he put it to her +as a woman of the world, whether or no such an occurrence as she +described would not be in the last degree awkward and disconcerting? + +Adelaide said she didn't believe a word of it, and nothing should induce +her to do so until it took place. This brought the old lady's wrath down +upon her and helped the flagging conversation on a little. But, after +dinner, it got so dull in spite of every one's efforts, that Lord +Saltire confided to his young friend, as they went upstairs, that he had +an idea that something was wrong; but at all events, that the house was +getting so insufferably dull that he must rat, pardieu, for he couldn't +stand it. He should rat into Devon to his friend Lord Segur. + +Welter took occasion to tell Charles that Lord Ascot had sent for him, +and told him that he knew all about what had happened, and his debts. +That he did not wish the subject mentioned (as if I were likely to talk +about it!); that his debts should, if possible, be paid. That he had +then gone on to say, that he did not wish to say anything harsh to +Welter on the subject--that he doubted whether he retained the right of +reproving his son. That they both needed forgiveness one from the other, +and that he hoped in what was to follow they would display that courtesy +and mutual forbearance to one another which gentlemen should. "And what +the deuce does he mean, eh? He never spoke like this before. Is he going +to marry again? Ay, that's what it is, depend upon it," said this +penetrating young gentleman; "that will be rather a shame of him, you +know, particularly if he has two or three cubs to cut into my fortune;" +and so from that time Lord Welter began to treat his father with a +slight coolness, and an air of injured innocence most amusing, though +painful, to Charles and Adelaide, who knew the truth. + +As for Adelaide, she seemed to treat Charles like a brother once more. +She kept no secret from him; she walked with him, rode with him, just as +of old. She did not seem to like Lord Welter's society, though she was +very kind to him; and he seemed too much taken up with his dogs and +horses to care much for her. So Charles and she were thrown together, +and Charles's love for her grew stronger day by day, until that studied +indifferent air which he had assumed on his arrival became almost +impossible to sustain. He sustained it, nevertheless, treating Adelaide +almost with rudeness, and flinging about his words so carelessly, that +sometimes she would look suddenly up indignant, and make some passionate +reply, and sometimes she would rise and leave the room--for aught I +know, in tears. + +It was a sad house to stay in; and his heart began to yearn for his +western home in spite of Adelaide. After a short time came a long letter +from his father, a scolding loving letter, in which Densil showed +plainly that he was trying to be angry, and could not, for joy at +having his son home with him--and concluded by saying that he should +never allude to the circumstance again, and by praying him to come back +at once from that wicked, cock-fighting, horse-racing, Ranford. There +was an inclosure for Lord Saltire, the reading of which caused his +lordship to take a great deal of snuff, in which he begged him, for old +friendship's sake, to send his boy home to him, as he had once sent him +home to his father. And so Lord Saltire appeared in Charles's +dressing-room before dinner one day, and, sitting down, said that he was +come to take a great liberty, and, in fact, was rather presuming on his +being an old man, but he hoped that his young friend would not take it +amiss from a man old enough to be his grandfather, if he recommended him +to leave that house, and go home to his father's. Ranford was a most +desirable house in every way, but, at the same time, it was what he +believed the young men of the day called a fast house; and he would not +conceal from his young friend that his father had requested him to use +his influence to make him return home; and he did beg his old friend's +son to believe that he was actuated by the best of motives. + +"Dear Lord Saltire," said Charles, taking the old man's hand; "I am +going home to-morrow; and you don't know how heartily I thank you for +the interest you always take in me." + +"I know nothing," said Lord Saltire, "more pleasing to a battered old +fellow like myself than to contemplate the ingenuousness of youth, and +you must allow me to say that your ingenuousness sits uncommonly well +upon you--in fact, is very becoming. I conceived a considerable interest +in you the first time I saw you, on that very account. I should like to +have had a son like you, but it was not to be. I had a son, who was all +that could be desired by the most fastidious person, brought up in a far +better school than mine; but he got shot in his first duel, at +one-and-twenty. I remember to have been considerably annoyed at the +time," continued the old gentleman, taking a pinch of snuff, and looking +steadily at Charles without moving a muscle, "but I dare say it was all +for the best; he might have run in debt, or married a woman with red +hair, or fifty things. Well, I wish you good day, and beg your +forgiveness once more for the liberty I have taken." + +Charles slipped away from the dinner-table early that evening, and, +while Lady Ascot was having her after-dinner nap, had a long +conversation with Adelaide in the dark, which was very pleasant to one +of the parties concerned, at any rate. + +"Adelaide, I am going home to-morrow." + +"Are you really? Are you going so suddenly?" + +"I am, positively. I got a letter from home to-day. Are you very sorry +or very glad?" + +"I am very sorry, Charles. You are the only friend I have in the world +to whom I can speak as I like. Make me a promise." + +"Well?" + +"This is the last night we shall be together. Promise that you won't be +rude and sarcastic as you are sometimes--almost always, now, to poor +me--but talk kindly, as we used to do." + +"Very well," said Charles. "And you promise you won't be taking such a +black view of the state of affairs as you do in general. Do you remember +the conversation we had the day the colt was tried?" + +"I remember." + +"Well, don't talk like that, you know." + +"I won't promise that. The time will come very soon when we shall have +no more pleasant talks together." + +"When will that be?" + +"When I am gone out for a governess." + +"What wages will you get? You will not get so much as some girls, +because you are so pretty and so wilful, and you will lead them such a +deuce of a life." + +"Charles, you said you wouldn't be rude." + +"I choose to be rude. I have been drinking wine, and we are in the dark, +and aunt is asleep and snoring, and I shall say just what I like." + +"I'll wake her." + +"I should like to see you. What shall we talk about? What an old Roman +Lord Saltire is. He talked about his son who was killed, to me to-day, +just as I should talk about a pointer dog." + +"Then he thought he had been showing some signs of weakness. He always +speaks of his son like that when he thinks he has been betraying some +feeling." + +"I admire him for it," said Charles.--"So you are going to be a +governess, eh?" + +"I suppose so." + +"Why don't you try being barmaid at a public-house? Welter would get you +a place directly; he has great influence in the licensed victualling +way. You might come to marry a commercial traveller, for anything you +know." + +"I would not have believed this," she said, in a fierce, low voice. "You +have turned against me and insult me, because----Unkind, unjust, +ungentlemanlike." + +He heard her passionately sobbing in the dark, and the next moment he +had her in his arms, and was covering her face with kisses. + +"Lie there, my love," he said; "that is your place. All the world can't +harm or insult my Adelaide while she is there. Why did you fly from me +and repulse me, my darling, when I told you I was your own true love?" + +"Oh, let me go, Charles," she said, trying, ever so feebly, to repulse +him. "Dear Charles, pray do; I am frightened." + +"Not till you tell me you love me, false one." + +"I love you more than all the world." + +"Traitress! And why did you repulse me and laugh at me?" + +"I did not think you were in earnest." + +"Another kiss for that wicked, wicked falsehood. Do you know that this +rustication business has all come from the despair consequent on your +wicked behaviour the other day?" + +"You said Welter caused it, Charles. But oh, please let me go." + +"Will you go as a governess now?" + +"I will do nothing but what you tell me." + +"Then give me one, your own, own self, and I will let you go." + +Have the reader's feelings of horror, indignation, astonishment, +outraged modesty, or ridicule, given him time to remember that all this +went on in the dark, within six feet of an unconscious old lady? Such, +however, was the case. And scarcely had Adelaide determined that it was +time to wake her, and barely had she bent over her for that purpose, +when the door was thrown open, and--enter attendants with lights. Now, +if the reader will reflect a moment, he will see what an awful escape +they had; for the chances were about a thousand to one in favour of two +things having happened: 1st, the groom of the chambers might have come +into the room half a minute sooner; and 2nd, they might have sat as they +were half a minute longer; in either of which cases, Charles would have +been discovered with his arm round Adelaide's waist, and a fearful +scandal would have been the consequence. And I mention this as a caution +to young persons in general, and to remind them that, if they happen to +be sitting hand in hand, it is no use to jump apart and look very red +just as the door opens, because the incomer can see what they have been +about as plain as if he had been there. On this occasion, also, Charles +and Adelaide set down as usual to their own sagacity what was the result +of pure accident. + +Adelaide was very glad to get away after tea, for she felt rather guilty +and confused. On Charles's offering to go, however, Lady Ascot, who had +been very silent and glum all tea-time, requested him to stay, as she +had something serious to say to him. Which set the young gentleman +speculating whether she could possibly have been awake before the +advent of candles, and caused him to await her pleasure with no small +amount of trepidation. + +Her ladyship began by remarking that digitalis was invaluable for +palpitation, and that she had also found camomile, combined with gentle +purgatives, efficient for the same thing, when suspected to proceed from +the stomach. She opined that, if this weather continued, there would be +heavy running for the Cambridgeshire, and Commissioner would probably +stand as well as any horse. And then, having, like a pigeon, taken a few +airy circles through stable-management, theology, and agriculture, she +descended on her subject, and frightened Charles out of his five wits by +asking him if he didn't think Adelaide a very nice girl. + +Charles decidedly thought she was a very nice girl; but he rather +hesitated, and said--"Yes, that she was charming." + +"Now, tell me, my dear," said Lady Ascot, manoeuvring a great old fan, +"for young eyes are quicker than old ones. Did you ever remark anything +between her and Welter?" + +Charles caught up one of his legs, and exclaimed, "The devil!" + +"What a shocking expression, my dear! Well, I agree with you. I fancy I +have noticed that they have entertained a decided preference for one +another. Of course, Welter will be throwing himself away, and all that +sort of thing, but he is pretty sure to do that. I expect, every time he +comes home, that he will bring a wife from behind the bar of a +public-house. Now, Adelaide--" + +"Aunt! Lady Ascot! Surely you are under a mistake. I never saw anything +between them." + +"H'm." + +"I assure you I never did. I never heard Welter speak of her in that +sort of way, and I don't think she cares for him." + +"What reason have you for thinking _that_?" + +"Well--why, you know it's hard to say. The fact is, I have rather a +partiality for Adelaide myself, and I have watched her in the presence +of other men." + +"Oho! Do you think she cares for you? Do you know she won't have a +sixpence?" + +"We shall have enough to last till next year, aunt; and then the world +is to come to an end, you know, and we shan't want anything." + +"Never you mind about the world, sir. Don't you be flippant and +impertinent, sir. Don't evade my question, sir. Do you think Adelaide +cares for you, sir?" + +"Charles looked steadily and defiantly at his aunt, and asked her +whether she didn't think it was very difficult to find out what a +girl's mind really was--whereby we may conclude that he was profiting by +Lord Saltire's lesson on the command of feature." + +"This is too bad, Charles," broke out Lady Ascot, "to put me off like +this, after your infamous and audacious conduct of this evening--after +kissing and hugging that girl under my very nose--" + +"I thought it!" said Charles, with a shout of laughter. "I thought it, +you were awake all the time!" + +"I was not awake all the time, sir--" + +"You were awake quite long enough, it appears, aunty. Now, what do you +think of it?" + +At first Lady Ascot would think nothing of it, but that the iniquity of +Charles's conduct was only to be equalled by the baseness and +ingratitude of Adelaide's; but by degrees she was brought to think that +it was possible that some good might come of an engagement; and, at +length, becoming garrulous on this point, it leaked out by degrees, that +she had set her heart on it for years, that she had noticed for some +time Charles's partiality for her with the greatest pleasure, and +recently had feared that something had disturbed it. In short, that it +was her pet scheme, and that she had been coming to an explanation that +very night, but had been anticipated. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +GIVES US AN INSIGHT INTO CHARLES'S DOMESTIC RELATIONS, AND SHOWS HOW THE +GREAT CONSPIRATOR SOLILOQUISED TO THE GRAND CHANDELIER. + + +It may be readily conceived that a considerable amount of familiarity +existed between Charles and his servant and foster-brother William. But, +to the honour of both of them be it said, there was more than this--a +most sincere and hearty affection; a feeling for one another which, we +shall see, lasted through everything. Till Charles went to Shrewsbury, +he had never had another playfellow. He and William had been allowed to +paddle about on the sand, or ride together on the moor, as they would, +till a boy's friendship had arisen, sufficiently strong to obliterate +all considerations of rank between them. This had grown with age, till +William had become his confidential agent at home, during his absence, +and Charles had come to depend very much on his account of the state of +things at head-quarters. He had also another confidential agent, to whom +we shall be immediately introduced. She, however, was of another sex and +rank. + +William's office was barely a pleasant one. His affection for his master +led him most faithfully to attend to his interests; and, as a Catholic, +he was often brought into collision with Father Mackworth, who took a +laudable interest in Charles's affairs, and considered himself injured +on two or three occasions by the dogged refusal of William to +communicate the substance and result of a message forwarded through +William, from Shrewsbury, to Densil, which seemed to cause the old +gentleman some thought and anxiety. William's religious opinions, +however, had got to be somewhat loose, and to sit somewhat easily upon +him, more particularly since his sojourn to Oxford. He had not very long +ago confided to Charles, in a private sitting, that the conviction which +was strong on his mind was, that Father Mackworth was not to be trusted. +God forgive him for saying so; and, on being pressed by Charles to state +why, he point-blank refused to give any reason whatever, but repeated +his opinion with redoubled emphasis. Charles had a great confidence in +William's shrewdness, and forbore to press him, but saw that something +had occurred which had impressed the above conviction on William's mind +most strongly. + +He had been sent from Oxford to see how the land lay at home, and had +met Charles at the Rose and Crown, at Stonnington, with saddle horses. +No sooner were they clear of the town than William, without waiting for +Charles's leave, put spurs to his horse and rode up alongside of him. + +"What is your news, William?" + +"Nothing very great. Master looks bothered and worn." + +"About this business of mine." + +"The priest goes on talking about it, and plaguing him with it, when he +wants to forget it." + +"The deuce take him! He talks about me a good deal." + +"Yes; he has begun about you again. Master wouldn't stand it the other +day, and told him to hold his tongue, just like his own self. Tom heard +him. They made it up afterwards, though." + +"What did Cuthbert say?" + +"Master Cuthbert spoke up for you, and said he hoped there wasn't going +to be a scene, and that you weren't coming to live in disgrace, for that +would be punishing every one in the house for you." + +"How's Mary?" + +"She's well. Master don't trust her out of his sight much. They will +never set him against you while she is there. I wish you would marry +her, Master Charles, if you can give up the other one." + +Charles laughed and told him he wasn't going to do anything of the sort. +Then he asked, "Any visitors?" + +"Ay; one. Father Tiernay, a stranger." + +"What sort of man?" + +"A real good one. I don't think our man likes him, though." + +They had now come to the moor's edge, and were looking down on the +amphitheatre which formed the domain of Ravenshoe. Far and wide the +tranquil sea, vast, dim, and grey, flooded bay and headland, cave and +islet. Beneath their feet slept the winter woodlands; from whose brown +bosom rose the old house, many-gabled, throwing aloft from its chimneys +hospitable columns of smoke, which hung in the still autumn air, and +made a hazy cloud on the hill-side. Everything was so quiet that they +could hear the gentle whisper of the ground-swell, and the voices of the +children at play upon the beach, and the dogs barking in the kennels. + +"How calm and quiet old home looks, William," said Charles; "I like to +get back here after Oxford." + +"No wine parties here. No steeplechases. No bloomer balls," said +William. + +"No! and no chapels and lectures, and being sent for by the Dean," said +Charles. + +"And none of they dratted bones, neither," said William, with emphasis. + +"Ahem! why no! Suppose we ride on." + +So they rode down the road through the woodland to the lodge, and so +through the park--sloping steeply up on their left, with many a clump of +oak and holly, and many a broad patch of crimson fern. The deer stood +about in graceful groups, while the bucks belled and rattled noisily, +making the thorn-thickets echo with the clatter of their horns. The +rabbits scudded rapidly across the road, and the blackbird fled +screaming from the mountain-ash tree, now all a-fire with golden fruit. +So they passed on until a sudden sweep brought them upon the terrace +between the old grey house and the murmuring sea. + +Charles jumped off, and William led the horses round to the stable. A +young lady in a straw hat and brown gloves, with a pair of scissors and +a basket, standing half-way up the steps, came down to meet him, +dropping the basket, and holding out the brown gloves before her. This +young lady he took in his arms, and kissed; and she, so far from +resenting the liberty, after she was set on her feet again, held him by +both hands, and put a sweet dark face towards his, as if she wouldn't +care if he kissed her again. Which he immediately did. + +It was not a very pretty face, but oh! such a calm, quiet, pleasant one. +There was scarcely a good feature in it, and yet the whole was so gentle +and pleasing, and withal so shrewd and _espiègle_, that to look at it +once was to think about it till you looked again; and to look again was +to look as often as you had a chance, and to like the face the more each +time you looked. I said there was not a good feature in the face. Well, +I misled you; there was a pair of calm, honest, black eyes--a very good +feature indeed, and which, once seen, you were not likely to forget. +And, also, when I tell you that this face and eyes belonged to the +neatest, trimmest little figure imaginable, I hope I have done my work +sufficiently well to make you envy that lucky rogue Charles, who, as we +know, cares for no woman in the world but Adelaide, and who, between you +and me, seems to be much too partial to this sort of thing. + +"A thousand welcomes home, Charley," said the pleasant little voice +which belonged to this pleasant little personage. "Oh! I am so glad +you're come." + +"You'll soon wish me away again. I'll plague you." + +"I like to be plagued by you, Charley. How is Adelaide?" + +"Adelaide is all that the fondest lover could desire" (for they had no +secrets, these two), "and either sent her love or meant to do so." + +"Charles, dearest," she said, eagerly, "come and see him now! come and +see him with me!" + +"Where is he?" + +"In the shrubbery, with Flying Childers." + +"Is he alone?" + +"All alone, except the dog." + +"Where are _they_?" + +"They are gone out coursing. Come on; they will be back in an hour, and +the Rook never leaves him. Come, come." + +It will be seen that these young folks had a tolerably good +understanding with one another, and could carry on a conversation about +"third parties" without even mentioning their names. We shall see how +this came about presently; but, for the present, let us follow these +wicked conspirators, and see in what deep plot they are engaged. + +They passed rapidly along the terrace, and turned the corner of the +house to the left, where the west front overhung the river glen, and the +broad terraced garden went down step by step towards the brawling +stream. This they passed, and opening an iron gate, came suddenly into a +gloomy maze of shrubbery that stretched its long vistas up the valley. + +Down one dark alley after another they hurried. The yellow leaves +rustled beneath their feet, and all nature was pervaded with the smell +of decay. It was hard to believe that these bare damp woods were the +same as those they had passed through but four months ago, decked out +with their summer bravery--an orchestra to a myriad birds. Here and +there a bright berry shone out among the dull-coloured twigs, and a +solitary robin quavered his soft melancholy song alone. The flowers were +dead, the birds were flown or mute, and brave, green leaves were stamped +under foot; everywhere decay, decay. + +In the dampest, darkest walk of them all, in a far-off path, hedged with +holly and yew, they found a bent and grey old man walking with a +toothless, grey old hound for his silent companion. And, as Charles +moved forward with rapid elastic step, the old man looked up, and +tottered to meet him, showing as he did so the face of Densil Ravenshoe. + +"Now the Virgin be praised," he said, "for putting it in your head to +come so quick, my darling. Whenever you go away now, I am in terror lest +I should die and never see you again. I might be struck with paralysis, +and not know you, my boy. Don't go away from me again." + +"I should like never to leave you any more, father dear. See how well +you get on with my arm. Let us come out into the sun; why do you walk in +this dismal wood? + +"Why?" said the old man, with sudden animation, his grey eye kindling as +he stopped. "Why? I come here because I can catch sight of a woodcock, +lad! I sprang one by that holly just before you came up. Flip flap, and +away through the hollies like a ghost! Cuthbert and the priest are away +coursing. Now you are come, surely I can get on the grey pony, and go up +to see a hare killed. You will lead him for me, won't you? I don't like +to trouble _them_." + +"We can go to-morrow, dad, after lunch, you and I, and William. We'll +have Leopard and Blue-ruin--by George, it will be like old times again." + +"And we'll take our little quiet bird on _her_ pony, won't we?" said +Densil, turning to Mary. "She's such a good little bird, Charley. We sit +and talk of you many an hour. Charley, can't you get me down on the +shore, and let me sit there? I got Cuthbert to take me down once; but +Father Mackworth came and talked about the Immaculate Conception through +his nose all the time. I didn't want to hear him talk; I wanted to hear +the surf on the shore. Good man! he thought he interested me, I dare +say." + +"I hope he is very kind to you, father?" + +"Kind! I assure you, my dear boy, he is the kindest creature; he never +lets me out of his sight; and so attentive!" + +"He'll have to be a little less attentive in future, confound him!" +muttered Charles. "There he is. Talk of the devil! Mary, my dear," he +added aloud, "go and amuse the Rooks for a little, and let us have +Cuthbert to ourselves." + +The old man looked curious at the idea of Mary talking to the rooks; but +his mind was drawn off by Charles having led him into a warm, southern +corner, and set him down in the sun. + +Mary did her errand well, for in a few moments Cuthbert advanced rapidly +towards them. Coming up, he took Charles's hand, and shook it with a +faint, kindly smile. + +He had grown to be a tall and somewhat handsome young man--certainly +handsomer than Charles. His face, even now he was warmed by exercise, +was very pale, though the complexion was clear and healthy. His hair was +slightly gone from his forehead, and he looked much older than he really +was. The moment that the smile was gone his face resumed the expression +of passionless calm that it had borne before; and sitting down by his +brother, he asked him how he did. + +"I am as well, Cuthbert," said Charles, "as youth, health, a conscience +of brass, and a whole world full of friends can make me. _I'm_ all +right, bless you. But you look very peaking and pale. Do you take +exercise enough?" + +"I? Oh, dear, yes. But I am very glad to see you, Charles. Our father +misses you. Don't you, father?" + +"Very much, Cuthbert." + +"Yes. I bore him. I do, indeed. I don't take interest in the things he +does. I can't; it's not my nature. You and he will be as happy as kings +talking about salmon, and puppies, and colts." + +"I know, Cuthbert; I know. You never cared about those things as we do." + +"No, never, brother; and now less than ever. I hope you will stay with +me--with us. You are my own brother. I will have you stay here," he +continued in a slightly raised voice; "and I desire that any opposition +or impertinence you may meet with may be immediately reported to me." + +"It will be immediately reported to those who use it, and in a way they +won't like, Cuthbert. Don't you be afraid; I shan't quarrel. Tell me +something about yourself, old boy." + +"I can tell you but little to interest you, Charles. You are of this +world, and rejoice in being so. I, day by day, wean myself more and more +from it, knowing its worthlessness. Leave me to my books and my +religious exercises, and go on your way. The time will come when your +pursuits and pleasures will turn to bitter dust in your mouth, as mine +never can. When the world is like a howling wilderness to you, as it +will be soon, then come to me, and I will show you where to find +happiness. At present you will not listen to me." + +"Not I," said Charles. "Youth, health, talent, like yours--are these +gifts to despise?" + +"They are clogs to keep me from higher things. Study, meditation, life +in the past with those good men who have walked the glorious road before +us--in these consist happiness. Ambition! I have one earthly +ambition--to purge myself from earthly affections, so that, when I hear +the cloister-gate close behind me for ever, my heart may leap with joy, +and I may feel that I am in the antechamber of heaven." + +Charles was deeply affected, and bent down his head. "Youth, love, +friends, joy in this beautiful world--all to be buried between four dull +white walls, my brother!" + +"This beautiful earth, which is beautiful indeed--alas! how I love it +still! shall become a burden to us in a few years. Love! the greater the +love, the greater the bitterness. Charles, remember _that_, one day, +will you, when your heart is torn to shreds? I shall have ceased to love +you then more than any other fellow-creature; but remember my words. You +are leading a life which can only end in misery, as even the teachers of +the false and corrupt religion which you profess would tell you. If you +were systematically to lead the life you do now, it were better almost +that there were no future. You are not angry, Charles?" + +There was such a spice of truth in what Cuthbert said that it would have +made nine men in ten angry. I am pleased to record of my favourite +Charles that he was not; he kept his head bent down, and groaned. + +"Don't be hard on our boy, Cuthbert," said Densil; "he is a good boy, +though he is not like you. It has always been so in our family--one a +devotee and the other a sportsman. Let us go in, boys; it gets chill." + +Charles rose up, and, throwing his arms round his brother's neck, +boisterously gave him a kiss on the cheek; then he began laughing and +talking at the top of his voice, making the nooks and angles in the grey +old façade echo with his jubilant voice. + +Under the dark porch they found a group of three--Mackworth; a +jolly-looking, round-faced, Irish priest, by name Tiernay; and Mary. +Mackworth received Charles with a pleasant smile, and they joined in +conversation together heartily. Few men could be more agreeable than +Mackworth, and he chose to be agreeable now. Charles was insensibly +carried away by the charm of his frank, hearty manner, and for a time +forgot who was talking to him. + +Mackworth and Charles were enemies. If we reflect a moment, we shall see +that it could hardly be otherwise. + +Charles's existence, holding as he did the obnoxious religion, was an +offence to him. He had been prejudiced against him from the first; and, +children not being very slow to find out who are well disposed towards +them, or the contrary, Charles had early begun to regard the priest with +distrust and dislike. So a distant, sarcastic line of treatment, on the +one hand, and childish insolence and defiance, on the other, had grown +at last into something very like hatred on both sides. Every soul in the +house adored Charles but the priest; and, on the other hand, the +priest's authority and dignity were questioned by none but Charles. And, +all these small matters being taken into consideration, it is not +wonderful, I say, that Charles and the priest were not good friends even +before anything had occurred to bring about any open rupture. + +Charles and Mackworth seldom met of late years without a "sparring +match." On this day, however--partly owing, perhaps, to the presence of +a jolly good-humoured Irish priest--they got through dinner pretty well. +Charles was as brave as a lion, and, though by far the priest's inferior +in scientific "sparring," had a rough, strong, effective method of +fighting, which was by no means to be despised. His great strength lay +in his being always ready for battle. As he used to tell his crony +William, he would as soon fight as not; and often, when rebuked by +Cuthbert for what he called insolence to the priest, he would exclaim, +"I don't care; what did he begin at me for? If he lets me alone, I'll +let him alone." And, seeing that he had been at continual war with the +reverend gentleman for sixteen years or more, I think it speaks highly +for the courage of both parties that neither had hitherto yielded. When +Charles afterwards came to know what a terrible card the man had held in +his hand, he was struck with amazement at his self-possession in not +playing it, despite his interest. + +Mackworth was hardly so civil after dinner as he was before; but +Cuthbert was hoping that Charles and he would get on without a +battle-royal, when a slight accident brought on a general engagement, +and threw all his hopes to the ground. Densil and Mary had gone up to +the drawing-room, and Charles, having taken as much wine as he cared +for, rose from the table, and sauntered towards the door, when Cuthbert +quite innocently asked him where he was going. + +Charles said also in perfect good faith that he was going to smoke a +cigar, and talk to William. + +Cuthbert asked him, Would he get William or one of them to give the grey +colt a warm mash with some nitre in it; and Charles said he'd see it +done for him himself; when, without warning or apparent cause, Father +Mackworth said to Father Tiernay, + +"This William is one of the grooms. A renegade, I fancy! I believe the +fellow is a Protestant at heart. He and Mr. Charles Ravenshoe are very +intimate; they keep up a constant correspondence when apart, I assure +you." + +Charles faced round instantly, and confronted his enemy with a smile on +his lips; but he said not a word, trying to force Mackworth to continue. + +"Why don't you leave him alone?" said Cuthbert. + +"My dear Cuthbert," said Charles, "pray don't humiliate me by +interceding; I assure you I am greatly amused. You see he doesn't speak +to me; he addressed himself to Mr. Tiernay." + +"I wished," said Mackworth, "to call Father Tiernay's attention, as a +stranger to this part of the world, to the fact of a young gentleman's +corresponding with an illiterate groom in preference to any member of +his family." + +"The reason I do it," said Charles, speaking to Tiernay, but steadily +watching Mackworth to see if any of his shafts hit, "is to gain +information. I like to know what goes on in my absence. Cuthbert here is +buried in his books, and does not know everything." + +No signs of flinching there. Mackworth sat with a scornful smile on his +pale face, without moving a muscle. + +"He likes to get information," said Mackworth, "about his village +amours, I suppose. But, dear me, he can't know anything that the whole +parish don't know. I could have told him that that poor deluded fool of +an underkeeper was going to marry Mary Lee, after all that had happened. +He will be dowering a wife for his precious favourite some day." + +"My precious favourite, Father Tiernay," said Charles, still closely +watching Mackworth, "is my foster-brother. He used to be a great +favourite with our reverend friend; his pretty sister Ellen is so still, +I believe." + +This was as random an arrow as ever was shot, and yet it went home to +the feather. Charles saw Mackworth give a start and bite his lip, and +knew that he had smote him deep; he burst out laughing. + +"With regard to the rest, Father Tiernay, any man who says that there +was anything wrong between me and Mary Lee tells, saving your presence, +a lie. It's infernally hard if a man mayn't play at love-making with the +whole village for a confidant, and the whole matter a merry joke, but +one must be accused of all sorts of villainy. Isn't ours a pleasant +household, Mr. Tiernay?" + +Father Tiernay shook his honest sides with a wondering laugh, and said, +"Faix it is. But I hope ye'll allow me to put matters right betune you +two. Father Mackworth begun on the young man; he was going out to his +dudeen as peaceful as an honest young gentleman should. And some of the +best quality are accustomed to converse their grooms in the evening over +their cigar. I myself can instance Lord Mountdown, whose hospitality I +have partook frequent. And I'm hardly aware of any act of parliament, +brother, whereby a young man shouldn't kiss a pretty girl in the way of +fun, as I've done myself, sure. Whist now, both on ye! I'll come with +ye, ye heretic, and smoke a cigar meeself." + +"I call you to witness that he insulted me," said Mackworth, turning +round from the window. + +"I wish you had let him alone, Father," said Cuthbert, peevishly; "we +were getting on very happily till you began. Do go, Charles, and smoke +your cigar with Father Tiernay." + +"I am waiting to see if he wants any more," said Charles, with a laugh. +"Come on, Father Tiernay, and I'll show you the miscreant, and his +pretty sister, too, if you like." + +"I wish he hadn't come home," said Cuthbert, as soon as he and Mackworth +were alone together. "Why do you and he fight like cat and dog? You make +me perfectly miserable. I know he is going to the devil, in a worldly +point of view, and that his portion will be hell necessarily as a +heretic; but I don't see why you should worry him to death, and make the +house miserable to him." + +"It is for his good." + +"Nonsense," rejoined Cuthbert. "You make him hate you; and I don't think +you ought to treat a son of this house in the way you treat him, You are +under obligations to this house. Yes, you are. I won't be contradicted +now. I will have my say when I am in this temper, and you know it. The +devil is not dead yet by a long way, you see. Why do you rouse him?" + +"Go on, go on." + +"Yes, I will go on. I'm in my own house, I believe. By the eleven +thousand virgins, more or less, of the holy St. Ursula, virgin and +martyr, that brother of mine is a brave fellow. Why, he cares as much +for you as for a little dog barking at him. And you're a noble enemy for +any man. You'd better let him alone, I think; you won't get much out of +him. Adieu." + +"What queer wild blood there is in these Ravenshoes," said Mackworth to +himself, when he was alone. "A younger hand than myself would have been +surprised at Cuthbert's kicking after so much schooling. Not I. I shall +never quite tame him, though he is broken in enough for all practical +purposes. He will be on his knees to-morrow for this. I like to make him +kick; I shall do it sometimes for amusement; he is so much easier +managed after one of these tantrums. By Jove! I love the man better +every day; he is one after my own heart. As for Charles, I hate him, and +yet I like him after a sort. I like to break a pointless lance with that +boy, and let him fancy he is my equal. It amuses me. + +"I almost fancy that I could have fallen in love with that girl Ellen. I +was uncommon near it. I must be very careful. What a wild hawk she is! +What a magnificent move that was of hers, risking a prosecution for +felony on one single throw, and winning. How could she have guessed that +there was anything there? She couldn't have guessed it. It was an effort +of genius. It was a splendid move. + +"How nearly that pigheaded fool of a young nobleman has gone to upset my +calculations! His namesake the chessplayer could not have done more +mischief by his talents than his friend had by stupidity. I wish Lord +Ascot would get ruined as quickly as possible, and then my friend would +be safe out of the way. But he won't." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +CONTAINING A SONG BY CHARLES RAVENSHOE, AND ALSO FATHER TIERNAY'S +OPINION ABOUT THE FAMILY. + + +Charles and the good-natured Father Tiernay wandered out across the old +court-yard, towards the stables--a pile of buildings in the same style +as the house, which lay back towards the hill. The moon was full, +although obscured by clouds, and the whole court-yard was bathed in a +soft mellow light. They both paused for a moment to look at the fine old +building, standing silent for a time; and then Charles startled the +contemplative priest by breaking into a harsh scornful laugh, as unlike +his own cheery Ha! Ha! as it was possible to be. + +"What are you disturbing a gentleman's meditations in that way for?" +said the Father. "Is them your Oxford manners? Give me ye'r cigar-case, +ye haythen, if ye can't appreciate the beauties of nature and art +combined--laughing like that at the cradle of your ancestors too." + +Charles gave him the cigar-case, and trolled out in a rich bass voice-- + + "The old falcon's nest + Was built up on the crest + Of the cliff that hangs over the sea; + And the jackdaws and crows, + As every one knows, + Were confounded respectful to he, to he--e--e." + +"Howld yer impudence, ye young heretic doggrel-writer; can't I see what +ye are driving at?" + + "But the falcon grew old, + And the nest it grew cold, + And the carrion birds they grew bolder; + So the jackdaws and crows, + Underneath his own nose, + Gave both the young falcons cold shoulder." + +"Bedad," said the good-natured Irishman, "some one got hot shoulder +to-day. Aren't ye ashamed of yourself, singing such ribaldry, and all +the servants hearing ye?" + +"Capital song, Father; only one verse more. + + "The elder was quelled, + But the younger rebelled; + So he spread his white wings and fled over the sea. + Said the jackdaws and crows, + 'He'll be hanged I suppose, + But what in the deuce does that matter to we?'" + +There was something in the wild, bitter tone in which he sang the last +verse that made Father Tiernay smoke his cigar in silence as they +sauntered across the yard, till Charles began again. + +"Not a word of applause for my poor impromptu song? Hang it, I'd have +applauded anything you sang." + +"Don't be so reckless and bitter, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Tiernay, laying +his hand on his shoulder. "I can feel for you, though there is so little +in common between us. You might lead a happy peaceful life if you were +to come over to us; which you will do, if I know anything of my trade, +in the same day that the sun turns pea-green. _Allons_, as we used to +say over the water; let us continue our travels." + +"Reckless! I am not reckless. The jolly old world is very wide, and I am +young and strong. There will be a wrench when the tooth comes out; but +it will soon be over, and the toothache will be cured." + +Tiernay remained silent a moment, and then in an absent manner sang this +line, in a sweet low voice-- + + "For the girl of my heart that I'll never see more." + +"She must cast in her lot with me," said Charles. "Ay, and she will do +it, too. She will follow me to the world's end, sir. Are you a judge of +horses? What a question to ask of an Irishman! Here are the stables." + +The lads were bedding down, and all the great building was alive with +the clattering of busy feet and the neighing of horses. The great +Ravenshoe Stud was being tucked up for the night; and over that two +thousand pounds' worth of horse-flesh at least six thousand pounds' +worth of fuss was being made, under the superintendence of the stud +groom, Mr. Dickson. + +The physical appearance of Mr. Dickson was as though you had taken an +aged Newmarket jockey, and put a barrel of oysters, barrel and all, +inside his waistcoat. His face was thin; his thighs were hollow; calves +to his legs he had none. He was all stomach. Many years had elapsed +since he had been brought to the verge of dissolution by severe +training; and since then all that he had eaten, or drunk, or done, had +flown to his stomach, producing a tympanitic action in that organ, +astounding to behold. In speech he was, towards his superiors, courteous +and polite; towards his equals, dictatorial; towards his subordinates, +abusive, not to say blasphemous. To this gentleman Charles addressed +himself, inquiring if he had seen William: and he, with a lofty, though +courteous, sense of injury, inquired, in a loud tone of voice, of the +stablemen generally, if any one had seen Mr. Charles's pad-groom. + +In a dead silence which ensued, one of the lads was ill-advised enough +to say that he didn't exactly know where he was; which caused Mr. +Dickson to remark that, if that was all he had to say, he had better go +on with his work, and not make a fool of himself--which the man did, +growling out something about always putting his foot in it. + +"Your groom comes and goes pretty much as he likes, sir," said Mr. +Dickson. "I don't consider him as under my orders. Had he been so, I +should have felt it my duty to make complaint on more than one occasion; +he is a little too much of the gentleman for _my_ stable, sir." + +"Of course, my good Dickson," interrupted Charles, "the fact of his +being my favourite makes you madly jealous of him; that is not the +question now. If you don't know where he is, be so good as to hold your +tongue." + +Charles was only now and then insolent and abrupt with servants, and +they liked him the better for it. It was one of Cuthbert's rules to be +coldly, evenly polite, and, as he thought, considerate to the whole +household; and yet they did not like him half so well as Charles, who +would sometimes, when anything went wrong, "kick up," what an +intelligent young Irish footman used to call "the divvle's own shindy." +Cuthbert, they knew, had no sympathy for them, but treated them, as he +treated himself, as mere machines; while Charles had that infinite +capacity of goodwill which none are more quick to recognise than +servants and labouring people. And on this occasion, though Mr. Dickson +might have sworn a little more than usual after Charles's departure, yet +his feeling, on the whole, was that he was sorry for having vexed the +young gentleman by sneering at his favourite. + +But Charles, having rescued the enraptured Father Tiernay from the +stable, and having listened somewhat inattentively to a long description +of the Curragh of Kildare, led the worthy priest round the back of the +stables, up a short path through the wood, and knocked at the door of a +long, low keeper's lodge, which stood within a stone's throw of the +other buildings, in an open, grassy glade, through which flowed a +musical, slender stream of water. In one instant, night was hideous with +rattling chains and barking dogs, who made as though they would tear the +intruders to pieces; all except one foolish pointer pup, who was loose, +and who, instead of doing his duty by barking, came feebly up, and cast +himself on his back at their feet, as though they were the car of +Juggernaut, and he was a candidate for paradise. Finding that he was not +destroyed, he made a humiliating feint of being glad to see them, and +nearly overthrew the priest by getting between his legs. But Charles, +finding that his second summons was unanswered, lifted the latch, and +went into the house. + +The room they entered was dark, or nearly so, and at the first moment +appeared empty; but, at the second glance, they made out that a figure +was kneeling before the dying embers of the fire, and trying to kindle a +match by blowing on the coals. + +"Hullo!" said Charles. + +"William, my boy," said a voice which made the priest start, "where have +you been, lad?" + +At the same moment a match was lit, and then a candle; as the light +blazed up, it fell on the features of a grey-headed old man, who was +peering through the darkness at them, and the priest cried, "Good God! +Mr. Ravenshoe!" + +The likeness for one moment was very extraordinary; but, as the eye grew +accustomed to the light, one saw that the face was the face of a taller +man than Densil, and one, too, who wore the dress of a gamekeeper. +Charles laughed at the priest, and said-- + +"You were struck, as many have been, by the likeness. He has been so +long with my father that he has the very trick of his voice, and the +look of the eye. Where have you been to-night, James?" he added, +affectionately. "Why do you go out so late alone? If any of those mining +rascals were to be round poaching, you might be killed." + +"I can take care of myself yet, Master Charles," said the old man, +laughing; and, to do him justice, he certainly looked as if he could. + +"Where is Norah?" + +"Gone down to young James Holby's wife; she is lying-in." + +"Pretty early, too. Where's Ellen?" + +"Gone up to the house." + +"See, Father, I shall be disappointed in showing you the belle of +Ravenshoe; and now you will go back to Ireland, fancying you can compete +with us." + +Father Tiernay was beginning a story about five Miss Moriartys, who were +supposed to rival in charms and accomplishments any five young ladies in +the world, when his eye was attracted by a stuffed hare in a glass case, +of unusual size and very dark colour. + +"That, sir," said James, the keeper, in a bland, polite, explanatory +tone of voice, coming and leaning over him, "is old Mrs. Jewel, that +lived in the last cottage on the right-hand side, under the cliff. I +always thought that it had been Mrs. Simpson, but it was not. I shot +this hare on the Monday, not three hundred yards from Mrs. Jewel's +house; and on the Wednesday the neighbours noticed the shutters hadn't +been down for two days, and broke the door open; and there she was, sure +enough, dead in her bed. I had shot her as she was coming home from some +of her devilries. A quiet old soul she was, though. No, I never thought +it had been she." + +It would be totally impossible to describe the changes through which the +broad, sunny face of Father Tiernay went during the above astounding +narration; horror, astonishment, inquiry, and humour were so strangely +blended. He looked in the face of the old gamekeeper, and met the +expression of a man who had mentioned an interesting fact, and had +contributed to the scientific experience of the listener. He looked at +Charles, and met no expression whatever; but the latter said-- + +"Our witches in these parts, Father, take the form of some inferior +animal when attending their Sabbath or general meetings, which I believe +are presided over by an undoubted gentleman, who is not generally named +in polite society. In this case, the old woman was caught sneaking home +under the form of a hare, and promptly rolled over by James; and here +she is." + +Father Tiernay said, "Oh, indeed!" but looked as if he thought the more. + +"And there's another of them out now, sir," said the keeper; "and, +Master Charles, dear, if you're going to take the greyhounds out +to-morrow, do have a turn at that big black hare under Birch Tor----" + +"A black hare!" said Father Tiernay, aghast. + +"Nearly coal-black, your reverence," said James. "She's a witch, your +reverence, and who she is the blessed saints only know. I have seen her +three or four times. If the master was on terms with Squire Humby to +Hele, we might have the harriers over and run her down. But that can't +be, in course. If you take Blue-ruin and Lightning out to-morrow, Master +Charles, and turn her out of the brambles under the rocks, and leave the +Master and Miss Mary against the corner of the stone wall to turn her +down the gully, you must have her." + +The look of astonishment had gradually faded from Father Tiernay's face. +It is said that one of the great elements of power in the Roman Catholic +priesthood is that they can lend themselves to any little bit of--well, +of mild deception--which happens to be going. Father Tiernay was up to +the situation. He looked from the keeper to Charles with a bland and +stolid expression of face, and said-- + +"If she is a witch, mark my words, the dogs will never touch her. The +way would be to bite up a crooked sixpence and fire at her with that. I +shall be there to see the sport. I never hunted a witch yet." + +"Has your reverence ever seen a white polecat?" said the keeper. + +"No, never," said the priest; "I have heard of them though. My friend, +Mr. Moriarty, of Castledown (not Mountdown Castle, ye understand; that +is the sate of my Lord Mountdown, whose blessed mother was a Moriarty, +the heavens be her bed), claimed to have seen one; but, bedad, no one +else ever saw it, and he said it turned brown again as the season came +round. May the--may the saints have my sowl if I believe a word of it." + +"_I_ have one, your reverence; and it is a rarity, I allow. Stoats turn +white often in hard winters, but polecats rarely. If your reverence and +your honour will excuse me a moment, I will fetch it. It was shot by my +Lord Welter when he was staying here last winter. A fine shot is my +lord, your reverence, for so young a man." + +He left the room, and the priest and Charles were left alone together. + +"Does he believe all this rubbish about witches?" said Father Tiernay. + +"As firmly as you do the liquefaction of the blood of----" + +"There, there; we don't want all that. Do you believe in it?" + +"Of course I don't," said Charles; "but why should I tell him so?" + +"Why do you lend yourself to such humbug?" + +"Why do you?" + +"Begorra, I don't know. I am always lending. I lent a low-browed, +hang-jawed spalpeen of a Belgian priest two pound the other day, and +sorra a halfpenny of it will me mother's son ever see again. Hark!" + +There were voices approaching the lodge--the voices of two uneducated +persons quarrelling; one that of a man, and the other of a woman. They +both made so much out in a moment. Charles recognised the voices, and +would have distracted the priest's attention, and given those without +warning that there were strangers within; but, in his anxiety to catch +what was said, he was not ready enough, and they both heard this. + +The man's voice said fiercely, "You did." + +The woman's voice said, after a wild sob, "I did not." + +"You did. I saw you. You are a liar as well as----" + +"I swear I didn't. Strike me dead, Bill, if there's been anything +wrong." + +"No. If I thought there had, I'd cut his throat first and yours after." + +"If it had been _him_, Bill, you wouldn't have used me like this." + +"Never you mind that." + +"You want to drive me mad. You do. You hate me. Master Charles hates me. +Oh, I wish I was mad." + +"I'd sooner see you chained by the waist in the straw than see what I +saw to-night." Then followed an oath. + +The door was rudely opened, and there entered first of all our old +friend, Charles's groom, William, who seemed beside himself with +passion, and after him a figure which struck the good Irishman dumb with +amazement and admiration--a girl as beautiful as the summer morning, +with her bright brown hair tangled over her forehead, and an expression +of wild terror and wrath on her face, such as one may conceive the old +sculptor wished to express when he tried, and failed, to carve the face +of the Gorgon. + +She glared on them both in her magnificent beauty only one moment. Yet +that look, as of a lost soul of another world, mad, hopeless, defiant, +has never past from the memory of either of them. + +She was gone in an instant into an inner room, and William was standing +looking savagely at the priest. In another moment his eyes had wandered +to Charles, and then his face grew smooth and quiet, and he said-- + +"We've been quarrelling, sir; don't you and this good gentleman say +anything about it. Master Charles, dear, she drives me mad sometimes. +Things are not going right with her." + +Charles and the priest walked thoughtfully home together. + +"Allow me to say, Ravenshoe," said the priest, "that, as an Irishman, I +consider myself a judge of remarkable establishments. I must say +honestly that I have seldom or never met with a great house with so many +queer elements about it as yours. You are all remarkable people. And, on +my honour, I think that our friend Mackworth is the most remarkable man +of the lot." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE BLACK HARE. + + +It was a glorious breezy November morning; the sturdy oaks alone held on +to the last brown remnants of their summer finery; all the rest of the +trees in the vast sheets of wood which clothed the lower parts of the +downs overhanging Ravenshoe had changed the bright colours of autumn for +the duller, but not less beautiful, browns and purples of winter. Below, +in the park, the deer were feeding among the yellow fern brakes, and the +rabbits were basking and hopping in the narrow patches of slanting +sunlight, which streamed through the leafless trees. Aloft, on the hill, +the valiant blackcock led out his wives and family from the +whortle-grown rocks, to flaunt his plumage in the warmest corner beneath +the Tor. + +And the Tors, too, how they hung aloft above the brown heather, which +was relieved here and there by patches of dead, brown, king-fern; hung +aloft like brilliant, clearly-defined crystals, with such mighty +breadths of light and shadow as Sir Charles Barry never could +accomplish, though he had Westminster Abbey to look at every day. + +Up past a narrow sheep-path, where the short grass faded on the one side +into feathery broom, and on the other into brown heather and grey stone, +under the shadow of the Tor which lay nearest to Ravenshoe, and overhung +those dark woods in which we saw Densil just now walking with his old +hound; there was grouped, on the morning after the day of Charles's +arrival, a happy party, every one of whom is already known to the +reader. Of which circumstance I, the writer, am most especially glad. +For I am already as tired of introducing new people to you as my lord +chamberlain must be of presenting strangers to her Majesty at a levée. + +Densil first, on a grey cob, looking very old and feeble, straining his +eyes up the glen whither Charles, and James, the old keeper, had gone +with the greyhounds. At his rein stood William, whom we knew at Oxford. +Beside the old man sat Mary on her pony, looking so radiant and happy, +that, even if there had been no glorious autumn sun overhead, one glance +at her face would have made the dullest landscape in Lancashire look +bright. Last, not least, the good Father Tiernay, who sat on his horse, +hatless, radiant, scratching his tonsure. + +"And so you're determined to back the blue dog, Miss Mary," said he. + +"I have already betted a pair of gloves with Charles, Mr. Tiernay," said +Mary, "and I will be rash enough to do so with you. Ruin is the quickest +striker we have ever bred." + +"I know it; they all say so," said the priest; "but come, I must have a +bet on the course. I will back Lightning." + +"Lightning is the quicker dog," said Densil; "but Ruin! you will see him +lie behind the other dog all the run, and strike the hare at last. +Father Mackworth, a good judge of a dog, always backs him against the +kennel." + +"Where is Father Mackworth?" + +"I don't know," said Densil. "I am surprised he is not with us; he is +very fond of coursing." + +"His reverence, sir," said William, "started up the moor about an hour +ago. I saw him going." + +"Where was he going to?" + +"I can't say, sir. He took just over past the rocks on the opposite side +of the bottom from Mr. Charles." + +"I wonder," said Father Tiernay, "whether James will find his friend, +the witch, this morning." + +"Ah," said Densil, "he was telling me about that. I am sure I hope not." + +Father Tiernay was going to laugh, but didn't. + +"Do you believe in witches, then, Mr. Ravenshoe?" + +"Why, no," said Densil, stroking his chin thoughtfully, "I suppose not. +It don't seem to me now, as an old man, a more absurd belief than this +new electro-biology and table-turning. Charles tells me that they use +magic crystals at Oxford, and even claim to have raised the devil +himself at Merton; which, at this time of day, seems rather like +reverting to first principles. But I am not sure I believe in any of it. +I only know that, if any poor old woman has sold herself to Satan, and +taken it into her head to transform herself into a black hare, my +greyhounds won't light upon her. She must have made such a deuced hard +bargain that I shouldn't like to cheat her out of any of the small space +left her between this and, and--thingamy." + +William, as a privileged servant, took the liberty of remarking that old +Mrs. Jewel didn't seem to have been anything like a match for Satan in +the way of a bargain, for she had had hard times of it seven years +before she died. From which-- + +Father Tiernay deduced the moral lesson, that that sort of thing didn't +pay; and-- + +Mary said she didn't believe a word of such rubbish, for old Mrs. Jewel +was as nice an old body as ever was seen, and had worked hard for her +living, until her strength failed, and her son went down in one of the +herring-boats. + +Densil said that his little bird was too positive. There was the witch +of Endor, for instance-- + +Father Tiernay, who had been straining his eyes and attention at the +movements of Charles and the greyhounds, and had only caught the last +word, said with remarkable emphasis and distinctness-- + + "A broomstick of the Witch of Endor, + Well shod wi' brass," + +and then looked at Densil as though he had helped him out of a +difficulty, and wanted to be thanked. Densil continued without noticing +him-- + +"There was the witch of Endor. And 'thou shalt not suffer a witch to +live.' If there weren't such things as witches, you know, St. Paul +wouldn't have said that." + +"I don't think it was St. Paul, papa, was it?" said Mary. + +"It was one of them, my love; and, for that matter, I consider St. Peter +quite as good as St. Paul, if not better. St. Peter was always in +trouble, I know; but he was the only one who struck a blow for the good +cause, all honour to him. Let me see, he married St. Veronica, didn't +he?" + +"Marry St. Veronica, virgin and martyr?" said the priest, aghast. "My +good sir, you are really talking at random." + +"Ah, well, I may be wrong; she was virgin, but she was no martyr." + +"St. Veronica," said Father Tiernay, dogmatically, and somewhat sulkily, +"was martyred under Tiberius; no less than that." + +"I bet you what you like of it," cried Densil, "she died----" + +But what was Densil's opinion about the last days of St. Veronica will +for ever remain a mystery; for at this moment there came a "See, HO!" +from Charles; in the next a noble hare had burst from a tangled mass of +brambles at his feet; in another the two dogs were on her haunches, and +Charles, carrying two little flags furled in his hand, had dashed at the +rough rocks on the bottom of the valley, had brought his horse on his +nose, recovered him, and was half way up the hill after the flying +greyhounds. + +It was but a short course. Puss raced for some broken ground under the +hill, opposite to where our party stood. She was too close pressed, and +doubled back for the open, but, meeting James, turned as a last +desperate chance back to her first point. Too late; the dogs were upon +her. There was a short scuffle, and then Charles, rising in his saddle, +unfurled his blue flag, and waved it. + +"Hurrah!" cried Mary, clapping her hands, "two pairs of gloves this +morning; where will he try now, I wonder? Here comes James; let us ask +him." + +James approached them with the dead hare, and Densil asked where he was +going to try. He said, just where they were. + +Densil asked, had he seen Father Mackworth? and he was in the act of +saying that he was gone over the down, when a shout from Charles, and a +still louder one from James, made them all start. A large _black hare_ +had burst from the thorns at Charles's feet, and was bowling down the +glen straight toward them, with the dogs close behind her. + +"The witch," shouted James, "the witch! we shall know who she is now." + +It seemed very likely indeed. Densil broke away from William, and, +spurring his pony down the sheep-path at the risk of his neck, made for +the entrance of the wood. The hare, one of such dark colour that she +looked almost black, scudded along in a parallel direction, and dashed +into the grass ride just in front of Densil; they saw her flying down +it, just under the dog's noses, and then they saw her dash into a cross +ride, one of the dogs making a strike at her as she did so; then hare +and greyhounds disappeared round the corner. + +"She's dead, sir, confound her; we shall have her now, the witch!" + +They all came round the corner pell-mell. Here stood the dogs, panting +and looking foolishly about them, while in front of them, a few yards +distant, stood Father Mackworth, looking disturbed and flushed, as +though he had been running. + +Old James stared aghast; William gave a long whistle; Mary, for a +moment, was actually terrified. Densil looked puzzled, Charles amused; +while Father Tiernay made the forest ring with peal after peal of +uproarious laughter. + +"I am afraid I have spoilt sport, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Mackworth, coming +forward; "the hare ran almost against my legs, and doubled into the +copse, puzzling the dogs. They seemed almost inclined to revenge +themselves on me for a moment." + +"Ha, ha!" cried the jolly priest, not noticing, as Charles did, how +confused the priest was. "So we've caught you sneaking home from your +appointment with your dear friend." + +"What do you mean, sir, by appointment? You are over-stepping the bounds +of decorum, sir. Mr. Ravenshoe, I beg you to forgive me for +inadvertently spoiling your sport." + +"Not at all, my dear Father," said Densil, thinking it best, from the +scared look of old James, to enter into no further explanations; "we +have killed one hare, and now I think it is time to come home to lunch." + +"Don't eat it all before I come; I must run up to the Tor; I have +dropped my whip there," said Charles. "James, ride my horse home; you +look tired. I shall be there on foot in half the time." + +He had cast the reins to James, and was gone, and they all turned +homewards together. + +Charles, fleet of foot, was up on the Tor in a few minutes, and had +picked up his missing property; then he sat him down on a stone, +thinking. + +"There is something confoundedly wrong somewhere, and I should like to +find out what it is. What had that Jack priest been up to, that made him +look so queer? And also, what was the matter between Ellen and William +last night? Whom has she been going on with? I will go down. I wish I +could find some trace of him. One thing I know, and one thing only, that +he hates me worse than poison; and that his is not likely to be a +passive hatred." + +The wood into which Charles descended was of very large extent, and +composed of the densest copse, intersected by long straight grass rides. +The day had turned dark and chilly; and a low moaning wind began to +sweep through the bare boughs, rendering still more dismal the prospect +of the long-drawn vistas of damp grass and rotting leaves. + +He passed musing on from one ride to another, and in one of them came in +sight of a low, white building, partly ruinous, which had been built in +the deepest recesses of the wood for a summer-house. Years ago Cuthbert +and Charles used to come and play there on happy summer holidays--play +at being Robinson Crusoe and what not; but there had been a fight with +the poachers there, and one of their young men had been kicked in the +head by one of the gang, and rendered idiotic; and Charles had seen the +blood on the grass next morning; and so they voted it a dismal place, +and never went near it again. Since then it had been taken possession of +by the pheasants to dust themselves in. Altogether it was a solitary, +ghostly sort of place; and, therefore, Charles was considerable +startled, on looking in at the low door, to see a female figure, sitting +unmoveable in the darkest corner. + +It was not a ghost, for it spoke. It said, "Are you come back to upbraid +me again? I know my power, and you shall never have it." And Charles +said, "Ellen!" + +She looked up, and began to cry. At first a low, moaning cry, and +afterwards a wild passionate burst of grief. + +He drew her towards him, and tried to quiet her, but she drew away. "Not +to-day," she cried, "not to-day." + +"What is the matter, pretty one? What is the matter, sister?" said +Charles. + +"Call me sister again," she said, looking up. "I like that name. Kiss +me, and call me sister, just for once." + +"Sister dear," said Charles kindly, kissing her on the forehead, "What +is the matter?" + +"I have had a disagreement with Father Mackworth, and he has called me +names. He found me here walking with Master Cuthbert." + +"With Cuthbert?" + +"Ay, why not? I might walk with you or him any time, and no harm. I must +go." + +Before Charles had time to say one word of kindness, or consolation, or +wonder, she had drawn him towards her, given him a kiss, and was gone +down the ride towards the house. He saw her dress flutter round the last +corner, and she disappeared. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +LORD SALTIRE'S VISIT, AND SOME OF HIS OPINIONS. + + +There followed on the events above narrated two or three quiet months--a +time well remembered by Charles, as one of the quietest and most +peaceful in his life, in all the times which followed. Every fine day +there was a ramble with his father through the kennels and stables, and +down through the wood, or over the farm. Charles, who at Oxford thought +no day complete, after riding with the drag, or Drakes, or rowing to +Sandford; without banquier, vingt-et-un, or loo, till three oclock in +the morning, now found, greatly to his astonishment, that he got more +pleasure by leaning over a gate with his father, and looking at fat +beasts and pigs, chewing a straw the while. A noisy wine-party, where he +met the same men he had met the night before, who sang the same songs, +and told the same silly stories, was well enough; but he began to find +that supper in the oak dining-room, sitting between Mary and his father, +and talking of the merest trifles, was a great deal pleasanter. Another +noticeable fact was that Father Mackworth's sarcasms were turned off +with a good-natured laugh, and that battle was on all occasions refused +to the worthy priest. In short, Charles, away from company and +dissipation, was himself. The good, worthy fellow, whom I learnt to like +years ago. The man whose history I am proud to write. + +Lord Saltire had arrived meanwhile; he had written to Densil, to say +that he was horribly bored; that he wished, as an ethical study, to +settle, once for all, the amount of boredom a man could stand without +dying under it; that, having looked carefully about him, to select a +spot and a society where that object could be obtained, he had selected +Ravenshoe, as being the most eligible; that he should wish his room to +have a south aspect; and that his man would arrive with his things three +days after date. To this Densil had written an appropriate reply, +begging his kind old friend to come and make his house his home; and +Lord Saltire had arrived one evening, when every one was out of the way +but Mary, who received him in the hall. + +She was in some little trepidation. She had read and heard enough of +"the wild prince and Poyns," and of Lord Saltire's powers of sarcasm, to +be thoroughly frightened at her awful position. She had pictured to +herself a terrible old man, with overhanging eyebrows, and cruel +gleaming eyes beneath them. Therefore she was astonished to see a +gentleman, old it is true, but upright as a young oak, of such +remarkable personal beauty, and such a pleasant expression of +countenance, as she had never seen before. + +She was astonished, I said; but, mind you, Mary was too much of a lady +to show too much of it. She sailed towards him through the gloom of the +old hall with a frank smile, and just that amount of admiration in her +sweet eyes which paid Lord Saltire the truest compliment he had had for +many a day. + +"Mr. Ravenshoe will be sorry to have missed receiving you, my lord," she +said. + +"If Mr. Ravenshoe is sorry," he said, "I certainly am not. Mr. Ravenshoe +has done me the honour to show me the most beautiful thing in his house +first. I rather think that is a pretty compliment, Miss Corby, unless I +am getting out of practice." + +"That is a very pretty compliment, indeed," she answered, laughing. "I +most heartily thank you for it. I know nothing in life so pleasant as +being flattered. May I introduce Father Mackworth?" + +Lord Saltire would be delighted. Father Mackworth came forward, and Mary +saw them look at one another. She saw at a glance that either they had +met before, or there was some secret which both of them knew. She never +forgot Mackworth's defiant look, or Lord Saltire's calm considerate +glance, which said as plain as words, "This fellow knows it." + +This fellow knew it--had known it for years. The footman who had left +Mackworth at the lodge of the French Lycée, the nameless domestic, who +formed the last link with his former life--this man had worn Lord +Saltire's livery, and he remembered it. + +"I see," said Lord Saltire, "that Miss Corby is prepared for walking. I +guess that she is going to meet Mr. Ravenshoe, and, if my surmise is +correct, I beg to be allowed to accompany her." + +"You are wonderfully correct, my lord. Cuthbert and Charles are shooting +pheasants in the wood, and Mr. Ravenshoe is with them on his pony. If +you will walk with me, we shall meet them." + +So the grand old eagle and the pretty sweet-voiced robin passed out on +to the terrace, and stood looking together, under the dull December sky, +at the whispering surges. Right and left the misty headlands seemed to +float on the quiet grey sea, which broke in sighs at their feet, as the +long majestic ground-swell rolled in from the ocean; and these two stood +there for a minute or more without speaking. + +"The new school of men," said Lord Saltire at last, looking out to sea, +"have perhaps done wisely, in thinking more of scenery and the mere +externals of nature than we did. We lived the life of clubs and crowds, +and we are going to our places one after another. There are but few left +now. These Stephensons and Paxtons are fine men enough. _They_ are +fighting inert matter, but _we_ fought the armies of the Philistine. We +had no time for botany and that sort of thing; which was unfortunate. +You young folks shouldn't laugh at us though." + +"I laugh at you!" she said, suddenly and rapidly; "laugh at the giants +who warred with the gods. My lord, the men of our time has not shown +themselves equal to their fathers." + +Lord Saltire laughed. + +"No, not yet," she continued; "when the time comes they will. The time +has not come yet." + +"Not yet, Miss Corby. It will come,--mind the words of a very old man; +an old fellow who has seen a confounded deal of the world." + +"Are we to have any more wars, Lord Saltire?" + +"Wars such as we never dreamt of, young lady." + +"Is all this new inauguration of peace to go for nothing?" + +"Only as the inauguration of a new series of wars, more terrible than +those which have gone before." + +"France and England combined can give the law to Europe." + +Lord Saltire turned upon her and laughed. "And so you actually believe +that France and England can really combine for anything more important +than a raid against Russia. Not that they will ever fight Russia, you +know. There will be no fight. If they threaten loud enough, Russia will +yield. Nicholas knows his weakness, and will give way. If he is fool +enough to fight the Western powers, it will end in another _duel à +l'outrance_ between France and England. They will never work together +for long. If they do, Europe is enslaved, and England lost." + +"But why, Lord Saltire?" + +"Well, well; I think so. Allow me to say that I was not prepared to find +a deep-thinking, though misguided politician in such an innocent-looking +young lady. God defend the dear old land, for every fresh acre I see of +it confirms my belief that it is the first country in the world." + +They were crossing the old terraced garden towards the wood, when they +heard the guns going rapidly, and both were silent for a minute or so. +The leafless wood was before them, and the village at their feet. The +church spire rose aloft among the trees. Some fisherman patriarch had +gone to his well-earned rest that day, and the bell was tolling for him. +Mary looked at the quiet village, at the calm winter sea, and then up at +the calm stern face of the man who walked beside her, and said-- + +"Tell me one thing, Lord Saltire; you have travelled in many countries. +Is there any land, east or west, that can give us what this dear old +England does--settled order, in which each man knows his place and his +duties? It is so easy to be good in England." + +"Well, no. It is the first country in the world. A few bad harvests +would make a hell of it, though. Has Ravenshoe got many pheasants down +here?" + +And, so talking, this strange pair wandered on towards the wood, side by +side. + +Charles was not without news in his retirement, for a few friends kept +him pretty well _au fait_ with what was going on in the world. First, +there was news from Oxford; one sort of which was communicated by +Charles Marston, and another sort by one Marker of Brazenose, otherwise +known as "Bodger," though why, I know not, nor ever could get any one to +tell me. He was purveyor of fashionable intelligence, while Charles +Marston dealt more in example and advice. About this time the latter +wrote as follows:-- + +"How goes Issachar? Is the ass stronger or weaker than formerly? Has my +dearly-beloved ass profited, or otherwise, by his stay at Ranford? How +is the other ass, my Lord Welter? He is undoubtedly a fool, but I think +an honest one, so long as you keep temptation out of his way. He is +shamefully in debt; but I suppose, if their horse wins the Derby, he +will pay; otherwise I would sooner be my lord than his tradesmen. How +goes the 'grand passion,'--has Chloe relented? She is a great fool if +she does. Why, if she refuses you, she may marry Lord Welter, and he may +settle his debts on her. A word in your ear. I have an invitation to +Ranford. I must go, I suppose. The dear old woman, whose absurdities +your honour is pleased to laugh at, has been always kind to me and mine; +and I shall go. I shall pay my just tribute of flattery to the noble +honest old soul, who is struggling to save a falling house. Don't you +laugh at Lady Ascot, you impudent young rascal. I have no doubt that +she offers some prominent points for the exercise of your excellency's +wit, but she is unmeasurably superior to you, you young scapegrace. + +"Bless your dear old face; how I long to see it again! I am coming to +see it. I shall come to you at the beginning of the Christmas vacation. +I shall come to you a beaten man, Charley. I shall only get a second. +Never mind; I would sooner come to you and yours and hide my shame, than +to any one else. + +"Charles, old friend, if I get a third, I shall break my heart. Don't +show this letter to any one. I have lost the trick of Greek prose. Oh, +old Charley! believe this, that the day once lost can never, never come +back any more! They preach a future hell; but what hell could be worse +than the eternal contemplation of opportunities thrown away--of +turning-points in the affairs of a man's life, when, instead of rising, +he has fallen--not by a bold stroke, like Satan, but by laziness and +neglect?" + +Charles was very sorry, very grieved and vexed, to find his shrewd old +friend brought to this pass by over-reading, and over-anxiety about a +subject which, to a non-university man, does not seem of such vital +importance. He carried the letter to his father, in spite of the +prohibition contained in it, and he found his father alone with the +good, honest Father Tiernay; to whom, not thinking that thereby he was +serving his friend ill, he read it aloud. + +"Charley dear," said his father, half rising from his chair, "he must +come to us, my boy; he must come here to us, and stay with us till he +forgets his disappointment. He is a noble lad. He has been a good friend +to my boy; and, by George, the house is his own." + +"I don't think, dad," said Charles, looking from Densil to Father +Tiernay, "that he is at all justified in the dark view he is taking of +matters. The clever fellows used to say that he was safe of his first. +You know he is going in for mathematics as well." + +"He is a good young man, any way," said Father Tiernay; "his sentiments +do honour to him; and none the worst of them is his admiration for my +heretic young friend here, which does him most honour of all. Mr. +Ravenshoe, I'll take three to one against his double first; pity he +ain't a Catholic. What the divvle do ye Prothestants mean by absorbing +(to use no worse language) the rints and revenues left by Catholic +testators for the good of the hooly Church, for the edication of +heretics? Tell me that, now." + +The other letter from Oxford was of a very different tenor. Mr. Marker, +of Brazenose, began by remarking that-- + +"He didn't know what was come over the place; it was getting +confoundedly slow, somehow. They had had another Bloomer ball at +Abingdon, but the thing was a dead failure, sir. Jemmy Dane, of +University, had driven two of them home in a cart, by way of Nuneham. He +had passed the Pro's at Magdalen turnpike, and they never thought of +stopping him, by George. Their weak intellects were not capable of +conceiving such glorious audacity. Both the Proctors were down at +Coldharbour turnpike, stopping every man who came from Abingdon way. +Toreker, of Exeter, was coming home on George Simmond's Darius, and, +seeing the Proctors in the light of the turnpike-gate, had put his horse +at the fence (Charles would remember it, a stubbed hedge and a ditch), +and got over the back water by the White House, and so home by the +Castle. Above forty men had been rusticated over this business, and some +good fellows too." (Here followed a list of names, which I could +produce, if necessary; but seeing that some names on the list are now +rising at the bar, or in the Church, think it better not.) "Pembroke had +won the fours, very much in consequence of Exeter having gone round the +flag, and, on being made to row again, of fouling them in the gut. The +water was out heavily, and had spoilt the boating. The Christchurch +grind had been slow, but the best that year. L--n was going down, and +they said was going to take the Pychley. C--n was pretty safe of his +first--so reading men said. Martin, of Trinity, had got his testamur, at +which event astonishment, not unmixed with awe, had fallen on the +University generally. That he himself was in for his _vivâ voce_ two +days after date, and he wished himself out of the hands of his enemies." + +There was a postscript, which interested Charles as much as all the rest +of the letter put together. It ran thus:-- + +"By the by, Welter has muckered; you know that by this time. But, worse +than that, they say that Charles Marston's classical first is fishy. The +old cock has overworked himself, they say." + +Lord Saltire never went to bed without having Charles up into his +dressing-room for a chat. "Not having," as his lordship most truly said, +"any wig to take off, or any false teeth to come out, I cannot see why I +should deny myself the pleasure of my young friend's company at night. +Every evening, young gentleman, we are one day older, and one day wiser. +I myself have got so confoundedly wise with my many years, that I have +nothing left to learn. But it amuses me to hear your exceedingly +_naïve_ remarks on things in general, and it also flatters and soothes +me to contrast my own consummate wisdom with your folly. Therefore, I +will trouble you to come up to my dressing-room every night, and give me +your crude reflections on the events of the day." + +So Charles came up one night with Mr. Marker's letter, which he read to +Lord Saltire, while his valet was brushing his hair; and then Charles, +by way of an easily-answered question, asked Lord Saltire, What did he +think of his friend's chances? + +"I must really remark," said Lord Saltire, "even if I use +unparliamentary language, which I should be very sorry to do, that that +is one of the silliest questions I ever had put to me. When I held +certain seals, I used to have some very foolish questions put to me +(which, by the way, I never answered), but I don't know that I ever had +such a foolish question put to me as that. Why, how on earth can I have +any idea of what your friend's chances are? Do be reasonable." + +"Dear Lord Saltire, don't be angry with me. Tell me, as far as your +experience can, how far a man who knows his work, by George, as well as +a man can know it, is likely to fail through nervousness. You have seen +the same thing in Parliament. You know how much mischief nervousness may +do. Now, do give me your opinion." + +"Well, you are putting your question in a slightly more reasonable form; +but it is a very silly one yet. I have seen a long sort of man, with +black hair, and a hook nose, like long Montague, for instance, who has +been devilishly nervous till he got on his legs, and then has astonished +every one, and no one more than myself, not so much by his power of +declamation as by the extraordinary logical tenacity with which he clung +to his subject. Yes, I don't know but what I have heard more telling and +logical speeches from unprepared men than I ever have from one of the +law lords. But I am a bad man to ask. I never was in the Lower House. +About your friend's chance;--well, I would not give twopence for it; in +after-life he may succeed. But from what you have told me, I should +prepare myself for a disappointment." + +Very shortly after this, good Lord Saltire had to retire for a time into +the upper chambers; he had a severe attack of gout. + +There had been no more quarrelling between Father Mackworth and Charles; +peace was proclaimed--an armed truce; and Charles was watching, watching +in silence. Never since he met her in the wood had he had an opportunity +of speaking to Ellen. She always avoided him. William, being asked +confidentially by Charles what he thought was the matter, said that +Ellen had been "carrin on" with some one, and he had been blowing her +up; which was all the explanation he offered. In the meantime, Charles +lived under the comforting assurance that there was mischief brewing, +and that Mackworth was at the bottom of it. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +CHARLES'S "LIDDELL AND SCOTT." + + +A growing anxiety began to take possession of Charles shortly before +Christmas, arising from the state of his father's health. Densil was +failing. His memory was getting defective, and his sense dulled. His eye +always was searching for Charles, and he was uneasy at his absence. So +it was with a vague sense of impending misfortune that he got a letter +from the Dean of his college, summoning him back after the Christmas +vacation. + +Mr. Dean said, "That Mr. Ravenshoe's case had been reconsidered, and +that at the warm, and, he thought, misguided, intercession of the +Bursar, a determination had been come to, to allow Mr. Ravenshoe to come +into residence again for the Lent term. He trusted that this would be a +warning, and that, while there was time, he would arrest himself in that +miserable career of vice and folly which could only have one +termination--utter ruin in this world and in the next." + +A college "Don," by long practice, acquires a power of hurting a young +man's feelings, utterly beyond competition, save by a police magistrate. +Charles winced under this letter; but the same day Mary, coming singing +downstairs as was her wont, was alarmed by the descent of a large opaque +body of considerable weight down the well of the staircase, which lodged +in the wood basket at the bottom, and which, on examination, she found +to be a Liddell and Scott's Lexicon. At which she rejoiced; for she +concluded that Charles had taken to reading again, though why he should +begin by throwing his books downstairs she could not well understand, +until he joined her, and explained that he had been dusting it on the +landing, and that it had slipped out of his hand. + +"What a crack it came down," added he; "I wish Father Mackworth's head +had been underneath it." + +"I have no doubt of it, young gentleman," said the priest quietly from +behind; and there he was with his hand on the library door, and in he +went and shut it behind him. + +Mary and Charles were both awfully disconcerted. Mary felt horribly +guilty; in fact, if the priest had remained quiet one moment more, he +would undoubtedly have heard one or two candid and far from +complimentary remarks about himself from that young lady, which would +have made his ears tingle. + +"Confound him," said Charles; "how he glides about! He learned that +trick, and a few others, at that precious Jesuit College of his. They +teach them that sort of thing as the old Jews teach the young +pickpockets. The old father inquisitor puts the door ajar with a bell +against it, and they all have to come in one after another. The one who +rings it gets dropped on to like blazes." + +Mary was going to ask what exact amount of personal suffering being +dropped on to like blazes involved; but Charles stopped her, and took +her hand. + +"Mary dear," he said, "do you ever think of the future?" + +"Night and day, Charles,--night and day." + +"If he dies, Mary? When he dies?" + +"Night and day, brother," she answered, taking one of his great brown +hands between her two white little palms. "I dream in my sleep of the +new regime which is to come, and I see only trouble, and again trouble." + +"And then?" + +"There is a God in heaven, Charles." + +"Ay, but Mary, what will you do?" + +"I?" and she laughed the merriest little laugh ever you heard. "Little +me? Why, go for a governess, to be sure. Charles, they shall love me so +that this life shall be a paradise. I will go into a family where there +are two beautiful girls; and, when I am old and withered, there shall be +two nurseries in which I shall be often welcome, where the children +shall come babbling to my knee, the darlings, and they shall tell me how +they love me, almost as well as their mother. There is my future. Would +you change it?" + +Charles was leaning against the oak banister; and, when he saw her there +before him, when he saw that valiant, true-hearted face, in the light +which streamed from the old window above, he was rebuked, and bent down +his head on the rail. The Dean's letter of that morning had done +something; but the sight of that brave little woman, so fearless with +all the world before her, did more. She weak, friendless, moneyless, and +so courageous! He with the strong arm, so cowardly! It taught him a +lesson indeed, a lesson he never forgot. But oh! for that terrible +word--too late! + +Ah! too late! What word is so terrible as that? You will see what I mean +soon. That is the cry which one writer puts in the mouths of the lost +spirits in hell. God's mercy is infinite, and it is yet a question +whether it were better for Charles to have fallen into the groove of +ordinary life, or to have gone through those humiliating scenes through +which we must follow him. + +"Charley dear," said Mary, laying her hand on his shoulder, "it is not +about myself I am thinking; it is about you. What are you going to do +when he has gone? are you going into the Church?" + +"Oh, no!" said Charles, "I couldn't bear the idea of that." + +"Then why are you at Oxford?" + +"To get an education, I suppose." + +"But what use will a university education be to you, Charles! Have you +no plans?" + +"I give you my word, my dear Mary, that I am as much in the dark about +the future as a five days old puppy." + +"Has he made any provision for you?" + +"Oh, yes! I am to have six thousand." + +"Do you know that the estate is involved, Charles?" + +"No." + +"I believe it is. There has been a great deal of state kept up here, and +I believe it is the case." + +"Cuthbert would soon bring that round." + +"I tremble to think of the future, Charles. Are your debts at Oxford +heavy?" + +"Pretty well. Five hundred would clear me." + +"Don't get any more in debt, that's a dear." + +"No, Mary dear, I won't. I don't care for the future. I shall have £180 +a year. That will be enough for William and me. Then I shall go to the +bar, and make a deuce of a lot of money, and marry Adelaide. Then you +will come to live with us, and we shall have such jolly times of +it.--Take that, you villain!" + +This last elegant apostrophe was addressed to William (who at that +moment had come in by the side door), and was accompanied by the +dexterous delivery of the Liddell and Scott, in the manner of a cricket +ball. Our friend William stood to catch it in a style worthy of Box, +with his knees a yard apart, and one palm over the other; but as luck +would have it, he missed it, and it alighted full on the shins of Father +Mackworth, who had selected that time for coming out of the library; and +so it lay sillily open at [Greek: lam, gem.] at his feet. + +Mackworth really thought that it was intentional, and was furious. He +went back into the library; and Charles, seeing what must come, followed +him, while Mary fled upstairs. There was no one in the room but Cuthbert +and Father Tiernay. + +"I will be protected from insult in this house," began Mackworth; "twice +to-day I have been insulted by Mr. Charles Ravenshoe, and I demand +protection." + +"What have you been doing, Charley?" said Cuthbert. "I thought you two +had given up quarrelling. You will wear my life out. Sometimes, what +with one thing and another, I wish I were dead. Oh! if the great problem +were solved! Surely my brother may avoid brawling with a priest, a man +sacred by his office, though of another faith. Surely my brother has +taste enough to see the propriety of that." + +"Your brother has no taste or sense, sir," said Father Mackworth. "He +has no decency. He has no gentlemanly feeling. Within ten minutes he has +dropped a book downstairs, and lamented, to my face, that it hadn't +fallen on my head; and just now he has thrown the same book at me, and +hit me with it." + +"I thank God, Charles," said poor weary Cuthbert, "that our father is +spared this. It would kill him. Brother, brother, why do you vex me like +this? I have always stood on your side, Charley. Don't let me be killed +with these ceaseless brawls." + +"They will soon cease, sir," said Father Mackworth; "I leave this house +to-morrow." + +"Cuthbert, hear me now. I never intended to insult him." + +"Why did you throw your book at him, Charley? It is not decorous. You +must know when you wound him you wound me. And I have fought such +battles for you, Charley." + +"Cuthbert! brother! do hear me. And let him hear me. And let Father +Tiernay hear me. Cuthbert, you know I love you. Father Tiernay, you are +a good and honest man; hear what I have to say. You, Mackworth, you are +a scoundrel. You are a double-dyed villain. What were you doing with +that girl in the wood, the day you hunted the black hare a month ago? +Cuthbert, tell me, like an honest gentleman, did you ever walk in the +wood with Ellen?" + +"I?" said Cuthbert, scared; "I never walked with Ellen there. I have +walked with Mary there, brother. Why should I not?" + +"There, look at the lie that this man has put into her mouth. She told +me that he had found you and her walking together there." + +"I am not answerable for any young woman's lies," said Father +Mackworth. "I decline to continue this discussion. It is humiliating. As +for you, you poor little moth," he said, turning to Charles, "when the +time comes, I will crush you with my thumb against the wall. My liking +for your father prevents my doing my duty as yet. In that I err. Wait." + +Charles had been in a passion before this; but, seeing danger, and real +danger, abroad, he got cool, and said-- + +"Wait." + +And they both waited, and we shall see who waited the longest. + +"I have done it now, Mary dear," said Charles, returning upstairs with +the unlucky lexicon. "It is all over now." + +"Has there been a scene?" + +"A terrible scene. I swore at him, and called him a villain." + +"Why did you do that, Charles? Why are you so violent? You are not +yourself, Charles, when you give way to your temper like that." + +"Well, I'll tell you, my robin. He is a villain." + +"I don't think so, Charles. I believe he is a high-minded man." + +"I know he is not, birdie. At least, I believe he is not." + +"I believe him to be so, Charles." + +"I know him to be otherwise; at least, I think so." + +"Are you doing him justice, Charley dear? Are you sure you are doing him +justice?" + +"I think so." + +"Why?" + +"I cannot tell you, Mary. When the end of all things comes, and you and +I are thrown abroad like two corks on the great sea, you will know. But +I cannot tell you." + +"I believe, dear, that you are so honest that you would not do injustice +even to him. But, oh! be sure that you are right. Hush! Change the +subject. What were you going to read when that unlucky book fell +downstairs?" + +"Demosthenes." + +"Let me come in and sit with you, Charley dear, and look out the words; +you don't know how clever I am. Is it the 'De Coronâ'?" + +Charles took her hand and kissed it; and so they two poor fools went on +with their Demosthenes. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MARSTON'S ARRIVAL. + + +The night after the terrible lexicon quarrel, which, you will observe, +arose entirely from Charles's good resolution to set to work +reading--whereby we should take warning not to be too sanguine of good +resolutions, taken late, bringing forth good fruit--the very evening, I +say, after this fracas, Charles, his father, and Mary, were sitting in +the library together. Of course Densil had heard nothing of the +disturbance, and was, good old gentleman, as happy as you please; all +his elements of pleasure were there. Father Mackworth was absent. Father +Tiernay was throwing his whole hearty soul into a splendid copy of +Bewick's birds, date 1799. Cuthbert was before the upper fireplace, +beyond the pillar, poring over goodness only knows what monkish lore; +while close to him was bird Mary sewing, and Charles reading aloud a +book, very often quoted in everyday life unconsciously. + +Charles read how Mr. Quilp begged Mr. Brass would take particular care +of himself, or he would never forgive him; how there was a dog in the +lane who had killed a boy on Tuesday, and bitten a man on Friday; how +the dog lived on the right-hand side, but generally lurked on the left, +ready for a spring; and they were laughing over Mr. Brass's horror, when +there came a noise of wheels on the gravel. + +"That is Marston, father, for a thousand pounds," said Charles. + +He hurried into the hall, as the men were undoing the door; Mary, +dropping her work, went after him; and Densil taking his stick, came +too. Cuthbert looked up from the further end of the room, and then bent +his head over his book again. Father Tiernay looked up, inquisitive and +interested, but sat still. They who followed into the hall saw this. + +Charles stood in front of the hall door, and out of the winter's +darkness came a man, with whom, as Mary once playfully said, she had +fallen in love at once. It was Marston. + +Charles went up to him quickly with both hands out, and said-- + +"We are so glad." + +"It is very kind of you. God bless you; how did you know it?" + +"We know nothing, my dear Marston, except that you are welcome. Now put +me out of my pain." + +"Why, well," said the other, "I don't know how it has happened: but I +have got my double first." + +Charles gave a wild cheer, and the others were all on him +directly--Densil, Tiernay, Cuthbert, and all. Never was such a welcome; +not one of them, save Charles, had ever seen him before, yet they +welcomed him as an old friend. + +"You have not been to Ranford, then?" said Charles. + +"Why, no. I did not feel inclined for it after so much work. I must take +it on my way back." + +Lord Saltire's gout was better to-night, and he was downstairs. He +proceeded to remark that, having been in----; well, he wouldn't shock +Miss Corby by saying where--for a day or so, he had suddenly, through no +merit of his own, got promoted back into purgatory. That, having fought +against the blue devils, and come downstairs, for the sole purpose of +making himself disagreeable, he had been rewarded, for that display of +personal energy and self-sacrifice, by most unexpectedly meeting a son +of his old friend, Jackdaw Marston. He begged to welcome his old +friend's son, and to say that, by Jove, he was proud of him. His young +friend's father had not been a brilliant scholar, as his young friend +was; but had been one of the first whist-players in England. His young +friend had turned his attention to scholastic honours, in preference to +whist, which might or might not be a mistake: though he believed he was +committing no breach of trust in saying that the position had been +thrust on his young friend from pecuniary motives. Property had an +infernal trick of deteriorating. His own property had not happened to +deteriorate (none knew why, for he had given it every chance); but the +property of his young friend's father having deteriorated in a +confounded rapid sort of way, he must say that it was exceedingly +creditable in his young friend to have made such a decided step towards +bringing matters right again as he had. + +"My father's son, my lord, thanks you for your kind remembrance of his +father. I have always desired to see and meet my father's old friends, +of whom you, Mr. Ravenshoe, were among the kindest. We have given up the +greater vices lately, my lord, but we do our best among the smaller +ones." + +There was a quiet supper, at which Lord Saltire consented to stay, +provided no one used the expression "cheese"; in which case he said he +should have to retire. There wasn't cheese on the table, but there was +more than cheese; there was scolloped cockles, and Lord Saltire ate +some. He said at the time that they would have the same effect on him as +swallowing the fire-shovel. But, to relieve your mind at once, I may +tell you that they didn't do him any harm at all, and he was as well as +ever next morning. + +Father Tiernay said grace; and, when the meal was half over, in came +Father Mackworth. Densil said, "Father Mackworth, Mr. Marston;" and +Marston said, after a moment's glance at him, "How do you do, sir?" + +Possibly a more courteous form of speaking to a new acquaintance might +have been used. But Marston had his opinions about Father Mackworth, and +had no objection that the holy father should know them. + +"We got, Mary," said Cuthbert, suddenly, "more cocks than pheasants +to-day. Charles killed five couple, and I four. I was very vexed at +being beaten by Charles, because I am so much the better shot." + +Charles looked up and met his eyes--a look he never forgot. Accompanying +the apparent petulance of the remark was a look of love and pity and +sorrow. It pleased him, above everything, during the events which were +to come, to-recall that look, and say, "Well, he liked me once." + +That evening Charles and Marston retired to Charles's study (a deal of +study had been carried on there, you may depend), and had a long talk +over future prospects. Charles began by telling him all about Madam +Adelaide, and Marston said, "Oh, indeed! what are you going to do, +Charley, boy, to keep her? She comes out of an extravagant house, you +know." + +"I must get called to the bar." + +"Hard work for nothing, for many years, you know." + +"I know. But I won't go into the Church; and what else is there?" + +"Nothing I know of, except billiard marking and steeplechase riding." + +"Then, you approve of it?" + +"I do, most heartily. The work will be good for you. You have worked +before, and can do it again. Remember how well you got on at +Shrewsbury." + +Then Charles told him about the relations between himself and Father +Mackworth, and what had happened that day. + +"You and he have had disgraceful scenes like this before, haven't you?" + +"Yes, but never so bad as this." + +"He is a very passionate man, isn't he? You took utterly wrong grounds +for what you did to-day. Don't you see that you have no earthly grounds +for what you said, except your own suspicions? The girl's own account of +the matter seems natural enough. That she was walking with your most +saint-like brother, and the priest found them, and sent them to the +right-about with fleas in their ears." + +"I believe that man to be a great villain," said Charles. + +"So may I," said the other, "but I shan't tell him so till I can prove +it. As for that quarrel between William and his sister the night you +came home, that proves nothing, except that she has been going too far +with some one. But who? What have you been doing that empowers him to +say that he will crush you like a moth?" + +"Oh, bravado, I take it! You should have seen how mad he looked when he +said it." + +"I am glad I did not. Let us talk no more about him; Is that sweet +little bird Mary Corby?" + +"You know it is." + +"Well, so I do know, but I wanted an excuse for saying the name over +again. Charles, you are a fool." + +"That is such a very novel discovery of yours," said Charles, laughing. +"What have I been a-doing on now?" + +"Why didn't you fall in love with Mary Corby instead of Madam Adelaide?" + +"I am sure I don't know. Why, I never thought of such a thing as that." + +"Then you ought to have done so. Now go to bed." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +IN WHICH THERE IS ANOTHER SHIPWRECK. + + +Time jogged on very pleasantly to the party assembled at Ravenshoe that +Christmas. There were woodcocks and pheasants in the woods; there were +hares, snipes, and rabbits on the moor. In the sea there were fish; and +many a long excursion they had in the herring-boats--sometimes standing +boldly out to sea towards the distant blue island in the main, sometimes +crawling lazily along under the lofty shoreless cliffs which towered +above their heads from 200 to 1,100 feet high. + +It was three days before Christmas-day, and they were returning from +fishing along the coast, and were about ten miles or so from home. I say +returning, though in fact there was not a breath of wind, and the boat +was drifting idly along on the tide. Two handsome simple-looking young +men were lolling by the useless tiller; an old man, hale and strong as a +lion, with a courteous high-bred look about him, was splicing a rope; +and a tall, pale, black-haired man was looking steadily seaward, with +his hands in his pockets, while Charles and Marston were standing in the +bows smoking. + +"What a curious, dreamy, dosy, delicious kind of winter you have down +here," said Marston. + +"I am very fond of it," said Charles; "it keeps you in continual hope +for the spring that is coming. In the middle of frost and snow and ice +one is apt to lose one's faith in waving boughs and shady pools." + +"I have had such a quiet time with you down here, Charley. I am so +pleased with the way in which you are going on. You are quite an altered +man. I think we shall both look back to the last few quiet weeks as a +happy time." + +Here the tall dark man, who was looking out to sea, suddenly said-- + +"Rain and hail, snow and tempest, stormy wind fulfilling His word." + +"Ay, ay," said the old man; "going to blow to-night, I expect." + +"We shall go home pretty fast, may be." + +"Not us, Master Charles, dear," said the tall man. "We are going to have +it from south and by west, and so through west round to north. Before +which time there'll be souls in glory, praise be to God." + +The old man took off his hat reverently. + +"There won't be amuch surf on when we beaches she," said one of the +young men. "It won't get up afore the wind be full round west for an +hour." + +"You're a spaking like a printed buke, Jan," said the old man. + +"I'm a thinking differently, Master Evans," said the dark man. "It will +chop round very sudden, and be west before we know where we are. I speak +with humility to a man who has seen the Lord's wonders in the deep so +many years longer nor me. But I think, under God, I am right." + +"You most in general be right. They as converses with the Lord night and +day, day and night, like as you do, knows likely more of His works nor +we, as ain't your gifts." + +"The Lord has vouchsafed me nothing in the way of a vision, about this +afternoon, Master Evans." + +"Didn't 'ee dream never at all last night?" said one of the young men: +"Think 'ee now." + +"Nought to bear on wind or weather, Jan. I judges from the glass. It's a +dropping fast." + +Jan would have had more faith in one of Matthew's dreams, and didn't +seem to think much of the barometer. Meanwhile Marston had whispered +Charles-- + +"Who is Matthews? What sect is he?" + +"Oh, he's a Brianite." + +"What is that?" + +"A sort of Ranter, I believe." + +Marston looked up, and saw the two great black eyes under the lofty +forehead fixed full upon him. With the instinct of a gentleman, he said +at once-- + +"I was asking Mr. Charles what sect you were of; that was all. He tells +me you are a Brianite, and I had never heard of that sect before. I hope +you will let me talk to you about your matters of belief some day." + +Matthews took off his hat, and said--That with the Lord's will he would +speak to his honour. "Will your honour bear with a poor fisherman, +ignorant of the world's learning, but who has had matters revealed to +him by the Lord in dreams and visions of the night? Peter was only a +fisherman, your honour, and, oh, if we could only hear him speak now!" + +He paused, and looked again to seaward. Charles had gone again into the +bow, and Marston was standing among the men right aft. Suddenly Matthews +turned again upon him and said-- + +"In the beaching of this here boat to-night, your honour, there may be +danger. In such case my place will be alongside of him," pointing to +Charles. "There'd be a many kind hearts aching, if aught happened to +him. You stick close to these young men. They'll see after you, sir." + +"You keep close alongside of we, sir. You hold on of we, sir. We'll see +you all right, sir," said the two young men. + +"But, my dear good souls, I am as good a swimmer as any in England, and +as active as a cat. Pray, don't mind me." + +"You keep hold of we and run, sir," said one of the young men, "that's +all you're a'got to do, sir." + +"I shall most certainly run," said Marston, laughing, "but I decline +drowning any one but myself--" + +Charles said at this moment, "Do come here and look at this." + +It was worth looking at, indeed. They were about a mile from shore, +floating about anyhow on an oily smooth sea; for the tide had changed, +and they were making no headway. Before them one of the noblest +headlands on the coast, an abrupt cone of slate, nigh a thousand feet +high, covered almost entirely with grass, sloped suddenly into the +water; and in advance of it, but slightly on one side, a rugged mound of +black rock, nearly six hundred feet, stood out into the sea, and +contrasted its horrid jagged lines with the smooth green of the peak +behind. Round its base, dividing it from the glossy sea, ran a delicate +line of silver--the surf caused by the ground-swell; and in front the +whole promontory was dimly mirrored in the quietly heaving ocean. + +"What a noble headland," said Marston; "is that grass on the further +peak too steep to walk upon?" + +"There's some one a'walking on it now," said old Evans. "There's a woman +a'walking on it." + +None could see it but he, except Matthews, who said he couldn't tell if +it was a sheep or no. + +Charles got out his glass, and the old man was right. A woman was +walking rapidly along the peak, about the third of the way down. + +"What a curious place for a woman to be in!" he remarked. "It is almost +terrible to look at." + +"I never saw any one there before, save the shepherd," said the old man. + +"It's a sheep-path," said one of the young ones. "I have been along +there myself. It is the short way round to Coombe." + +Charles would have thought more of the solitary female figure on that +awful precipice, but that their attention was diverted by something +else. From the south-westward black flaws of wind began to creep towards +them, alternated with long irregular bands of oily calm. Soon the calm +bands disappeared, and the wind reached them. Then they had steerage, +and in a very short time were roaring out to sea close hauled, with a +brisk and ever-increasing breeze. + +They saw that they would have to fetch a very long leg, and make a great +offing, in order to reach Ravenshoe at all. The wind was freshening +every moment, changing to the west, and the sea was getting up. It took +them three hours to open Ravenshoe Bay; and, being about five miles from +the shore, they could see that already there was an ugly side-surf +sweeping in, and that the people were busy on the beach hauling up their +boats out of harm's way. + +"How beautifully these craft sail," said Marston, as they were all +hanging on by her weather gunwale, and the green sea was rushing past to +leeward, almost under their feet, in sheets of angry foam. + +"It is amazing what speed is got out of them on a wind," said Charles, +"but they are dangerous craft." + +"Why so?" + +"These lug-sails are so awkward in tacking, you will see." + +They ran considerably past Ravenshoe and about six miles to sea, when +the word was given to go about. In an instant the half deck was lumbered +with the heavy red sails; and, after five minutes of unutterable +confusion, she got about. Marston was expecting her to broach to every +moment during this long five minutes, but fortune favoured them. They +went freer on this tack, for the wind was now north of west, and the +brave little craft went nearly before it at her finest pace. The men +kept on her as much sail as she could stand, but that was very little; +fast as they went, the great seas went faster, as though determined to +be at the dreadful rendezvous before the boat. Still the waves rose +higher and the wind howled louder. They were nearing the shore rapidly. + +Now they began to see, through the mist, the people gathered in a crowd +on the shore, densest at one point, but with a few restless stragglers +right and left of that point, who kept coming and going. This spot was +where they expected to come ashore. They were apparently the last boat +out, and all the village was watching them with the deepest anxiety. + +They began to hear a sound other than the howling of the wind in the +rigging, and the rush of waters around them--a continuous thunder, +growing louder each moment as the boat swept onward. The thunder of the +surf upon the sand. And, looking forward, they could see just the top of +it as it leapt madly up. + +It was a nervous moment. They stood ready in their shirts and trousers, +for a rush, should it be necessary. And the old man was at the helm. +They saw the seas begin to curl. Then they were in the middle of them. +Then the water left them on the sand, and three brave fellows from the +shore dashed to hook on the tackles; but they were too late. Back with a +roar like a hungry lion came the sea; the poor boat broached to, and +took the whole force of the deluge on her broadside. In a moment more, +blinded and stunned, they were all in the water, trying to stand against +the backward rush which took them near midthigh. Old Master Evans was +nearest to Marston; he was tottering to fall when Marston got hold of +him, and saved him. The two young men got hold of both of them. Then +three men from the shore dashed in and got hold of Charles; and then, as +the water went down and they dared move their feet, they all ran for +their lives. Marston and his party got on to dry land on their feet, +but Charles and his assistants were tumbled over and over, and washed up +ignominiously covered with sand. Charles, however, soon recovered +himself, and, looking round to thank those who had done him this +service, found that one of them was William, who, when the gale had come +on, had, with that bland indifference to the stud-groom's personal +feelings which we have seen him exhibit before, left his work, and +dressed in a Jersey and blue trousers, and come down to lend a hand. He +had come in time to help his foster-brother out of the surf. + +"I am so very thankful to you," said Charles to the two others. "I will +never forget you. I should have been drowned but for you. William, when +I am in trouble I am sure to find you at my elbow." + +"You won't find me far off, Master Charles," said William. They didn't +say any more to one another those two. There was no need. + +The tall man, Matthews, had been cast up with a broken head, and, on the +whole, seemed rather disappointed at not finding himself in paradise. He +had stumbled in leaping out of the boat, and hurt his foot, and had had +a hard time of it, poor fellow. + +As Charles and William stood watching the poor boat breaking up, and the +men venturing their lives to get the nets out of her, a hand was laid on +Charles's shoulder, and, turning round, he faced Cuthbert. + +"Oh, Charles, Charles, I thought I had lost you! Come home and let us +dry you, and take care of you. William, you have risked your life for +one who is very dear to us. God reward you for it! Brother, you are +shivering with cold, and you have nothing but your trousers and Jersey +on, and your head and feet are bare, and your poor hair is wet and full +of sand; let me carry you up, Charles, the stones will cut your feet. +Let me carry you, Charles. I used to do it when you were little." + +There was water in Charles's eyes (the salt water out of his hair, you +understand), as he answered:-- + +"I think I can walk, Cuthbert; my feet are as hard as iron." + +"No, but I must carry you," said Cuthbert. "Get up, brother." + +Charles prepared to comply, and Cuthbert suddenly pulled off his shoes +and stockings, and made ready. + +"Oh, Cuthbert, don't do that," said Charles, "you break my heart." + +"Do let me, dear Charles. I seldom ask you a favour. If I didn't know +that it was acceptable to God, do you think I would do it?" + +Charles hesitated one moment; but he caught William's eye, and William's +eye and William's face said so plainly "do it," that Charles hesitated +no longer, but got on his brother's back. Cuthbert ordered William, who +was barefoot, to put on his discarded shoes and stockings, which William +did; and then Cuthbert went toiling up the stony path towards the hall, +with his brother on his back--glorying in his penance. + +Is this ridiculous? I cannot say I can see it in this light. I may laugh +to scorn the religion that teaches men that, by artificially producing +misery and nervous terror, and in that state flying to religion as a +comfort and refuge, we in any way glorify God, or benefit ourselves. I +can laugh, I say, at a form of religion like this; but I cannot laugh at +the men who believe in it, and act up to it. No. I may smoke my pipe, +and say that the fool Cuthbert Ravenshoe took off his shoes, and gave +them to the groom, and carried a twelve-stone brother for a quarter of a +mile barefoot, and what a fool he must be, and so forth. But the sneer +is a failure, and the laugh dies away; and I say, "Well, Cuthbert, if +you are a fool, you are a consistent and manly one at all events." + +Let us leave these three toiling up the steep rocky path, and take a +glance elsewhere. When the gale had come on, little Mary had left +Densil, and putting on her bonnet, gone down to the beach. She had asked +the elder fishermen whether there would be any danger in beaching the +boat, and they had said in chorus, "Oh, bless her sweet ladyship's +heart, no. The young men would have the tackles on her and have her up, +oh, ever so quick;" and so she had been reassured, and walked up and +down. But, as the wind came stronger and stronger, and she had seen the +last boat taken in half full of water--and as the women kept walking up +and down uneasily, with their hands under their aprons--and as she saw +many an old eagle eye, shaded by a horny hand, gazing anxiously seaward +at the two brown sails plunging about in the offing--she had lost heart +again, and had sat her down on a windlass apart, with a pale face, and a +sick heart. + +A tall gaunt brown woman came up to her and said, + +"My lady musn't fret. My lady would never do for a fisherman's wife. +Why, my dear tender flesh, there's a hundred strong arms on the beach +now, as would fetch a Ravenshoe out of anywhere a'most. 'Tis a cross +surf, Miss Mary; but, Lord love ye, they'll have the tackles on her +afore she's in it. Don't ye fret, dear, don't ye fret." + +But she had sat apart and fretted nevertheless; and, when she saw the +brown bows rushing madly through the yellow surf, she had shut her eyes +and prayed, and had opened them to see the boat on her beam ends, and a +dozen struggling figures in the pitiless water. + +Then she had stood up and wrung her hands. + +They were safe. She heard that, and she buried her face in her hands, +and murmured a prayer of thanksgiving. + +Some one stood beside her. It was Marston, bareheaded and barefooted. + +"Oh, thank God!" she said. + +"We have given you a sad fright." + +"I have been terribly frightened. But you must not stand dripping there. +Please come up, and let me attend you." + +So she got him a pair of shoes, and they went up together. The penance +procession had passed on before; and a curious circumstance is this, +that although on ordinary occasions Marston was as lively a talker as +need be, on this occasion he was an uncommonly stupid one, as he never +said one word all the way up to the hall, and then separated from her +with a formal little salutation. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +MARSTON'S DISAPPOINTMENT. + + +Mary did not wonder at Marston's silence. She imagined that perhaps he +had been sobered by being cast on the shore so unceremoniously, and +thought but little more of it. Then she dressed for dinner, and went and +stood in one of the deep windows of the hall, looking out. + +The great fire which leapt and blazed in the hall chimney was fast +superseding the waning daylight outside. It was very pleasant to look at +the fire, and the fire-light on wall and ceiling, on antler and armour, +and then to get behind the curtain, and look out into the howling +winter's evening, over the darkening, raging sea, and the tossing trees, +and think how all the boats were safe in, and the men sitting round the +pleasant fires with their wives and children, and that the dogs were +warm in the kennels, and the horses in the stable; and to pity the poor +birds, and hope they had good warm nooks and corners to get to; and +then to think of the ships coming up the channel, and hope they might +keep a good offing. + +This brought her to thinking, for the first time, of her own little +self--how, so many years ago, she had been cast up like a little piece +of seaweed out of that awful ocean. She thought of the _Warren +Hastings_, and how she and Charles, on summer days, when out gathering +shells on the rocks, used to look over to where the ship lay beneath the +sea, and wonder whereabout it was. Then she had a kindly smile on her +face as she thought of Mr. Archer, the brave and good (now I am happy to +say Captain Archer), and looked over the hall to a hideous and +diabolical graven image, which he had sent the year before, among some +very valuable presents, and had begged her to be particularly careful +of, as he had risked his life in getting it; and which she and Charles +had triumphantly placed in the hall, and maintained there, too, in spite +of the sarcasms of Father Mackworth, and the pious horror of the +servants and villagers. And so she went on thinking--thinking of her +dead parents, of the silence maintained by her relations, of old +Densil's protection, and then of the future. That protection must cease +soon, and then-- + +A governess! There were many stories about governesses not being well +treated. Perhaps it was their own fault, or they were exceptional cases. +She would like the nursery best, and to keep away from the drawing-room +altogether. "Yes," she said, "I will _make_ them love me; I will be so +gentle, patient, and obliging. I am not afraid of the children--I know I +can win _them_--or of my mistress much; I believe I can win _her_. I am +most afraid of the superior servants; but, surely, kindness and +submission will win them in time. + +"My sheet-anchor is old Lady Ascot. She got very fond of me during that +six months I stayed with her; and she is very kind. Surely she will get +me a place where I shall be well treated! and, if not, why then--I shall +only be in the position of thousands of other girls. I must fight +through it. There is another life after this. + +"It will be terribly hard parting from all the old friends though! After +that, I think I shall have no heart left to suffer with. Yes; I suppose +the last details of the break-up will be harder to bear than anything +which will follow. That will tear one's heart terribly. That over, I +suppose my salary will keep me in drawing materials, and give me the +power, at every moment of leisure, of taking myself into fairy land. + +"I suppose actual destitution is impossible. I should think so. Yes, +yes; Lady Ascot would take care of that. If that were to come though? +They say a girl can always make four-pence a day by her needle. How I +would fight, and strive, and toil! And then how sweet death would be!" + +She paused, and looked out on the darkened ocean. "And yet," she thought +again, "I would follow--follow him to the world's end:-- + + "'Across the hills, and far away, + Beyond their utmost purple rim; + Beyond the night, across the day, + The happy princess followed him.'" + +A door opened into the hall, and a man's step was on the stone-floor; +she raised the curtain to see who it was. It was Marston; and he came +straight towards her, and stood beside her, looking out over the wild +stormy landscape. + +"Miss Corby," he said, "I was coming to try and find you." + +"You are very lucky in your search," she said, smiling on him. "I was +alone here with the storm; and, if I had not raised the curtain, you +would never have seen me. How it blows! I am glad you are not out in +this. This is one of your lucky days." + +"I should be glad to think so. Will you listen to me for a very few +minutes, while I tell you something?" + +"Surely," she said. "Who is there that I would sooner listen to?" + +"I fear I shall tire your patience now, though. I am a comparatively +poor man." + +"And what of that, my dear Mr. Marston? You are rich in honour, in +future prospects. You have a noble future before you." + +"Will you share it, Mary?" + +"Oh! what do you mean?" + +"Will you be my wife? I love you beyond all the riches and honours of +the world--I love you as you will never be loved again. It is due to you +and to myself to say that, although I call myself poor, I have enough to +keep you like a lady, and all my future prospects beside. Don't give me +a hasty answer, but tell me, is it possible you can become my wife?" + +"Oh, I am so sorry for this!" said poor Mary. "I never dreamt of this. +Oh, no! it is utterly and entirely impossible, Mr. Marston--utterly and +hopelessly impossible! You must forgive me, if you can; but you must +never, never think about me more." + +"Is there no hope?" said Marston. + +"No hope, no hope!" said Mary. "Please never think about me any more, +till you have forgiven me; and then, with your children on your knee, +think of me as a friend who loves you dearly." + +"I shall think of you till I die. I was afraid of this: it is just as I +thought." + +"What did you think?" + +"Nothing--nothing! Will you let me kiss your hand?" + +"Surely; and God bless you!" + +"Are we to say good-bye for ever, then?" said poor Marston. + +"I hope not. I should be sorry to think that," said poor Mary, crying. +"But you must never speak to me like this again, dear Mr. Marston. God +bless you, once more!" + +Charles was dressing while this scene was going on, and was thinking, +while brushing his hair, what there was for dinner, and whether there +would be a turbot or not, and whether the cook would send in the breast +of the venison. The doe, Charles sagely reflected, had been killed five +days before, and the weather had been warm: surely That Woman would let +them have the breast. He was a fool not to have told her of it in the +morning before he went out; but she was such an obstinate old catamaran +that she very likely wouldn't have done it. "There was no greater +mistake," this young Heliogabalus proceeded to remark, "than hanging +your breasts too long. Now your haunch, on the other hand----" but we +cannot follow him into such a vast and important field of speculation. +"There would be a couple of cocks, though--pretty high, near about the +mark----" + +The door opened, and in walked Father Mackworth. + +"Hallo, Father!" said Charles. "How are you? Did you hear of our spill +to-day? We were deuced near done for, I assure you." + +"Charles," said the priest, "your nature is frank and noble. I was in +terror to-day lest you should go to your account bearing me malice." + +"A Ravenshoe never bears malice, Father," said Charles. + +"A Ravenshoe never does, I am aware," said Father Mackworth, with such a +dead equality of emphasis, that Charles could not have sworn that he +laid any on the word "Ravenshoe." + +"But I have got an apology to make to you, Father," said Charles: "I +have to apologise to you for losing my temper with you the other day, +and breaking out into I can't say what tirade of unjust anger. I pray +you to forgive me. We don't love one another, you know. How can we? But +I behaved like a blackguard, as I always do when I am in a passion. +Will you forgive me?" + +"I had forgotten the circumstance." ("Good heaven!" said Charles to +himself, "can't this man help lying!") "But, if I have anything to +forgive, I freely do so. I have come to ask for a peace. As long as your +father lives, let there be outward peace between us, if no more." + +"I swear there shall," said Charles. "I like you to-night, sir, better +than ever I did before, for the kindness and consideration you show to +my father. When he is gone there will be peace between us, for I shall +leave this house, and trouble you no more." + +"I suppose you will," said Father Mackworth, with the same deadness of +emphasis remarked before. And so he departed. + +"That is a manly young fellow, and a gentleman," thought Father +Mackworth. "Obstinate and headstrong, without much brains; but with more +brains than the other, and more education. The other will be very +troublesome and headstrong; but I suppose I shall be able to manage +him." + +What person do you think Father Mackworth meant by the "other"? He +didn't mean Cuthbert. + +At dinner Densil was garrulous, and eager to hear of their shipwreck. He +had made a great rally the last fortnight, and was his old self again. +Lord Saltire, whose gout had fled before careful living and moderate +exercise, informed them, after the soup, that he intended to leave them +after four days' time, as he had business in another part of the +country. They were rather surprised at his abrupt departure, and he said +that he was very sorry to leave such pleasant society, in which he had +been happier than he had been for many years. + +"There is a pleasant, innocent, domestic sort of atmosphere which +radiates from you, my old friend," he said, "such as I seldom or never +get away from you or Mainwaring, grim warrior though he be (you remember +him at Ranford, Charles?). But the law of the Medes and Persians is not +amenable to change, and I go on Thursday." + +The post arrived during dinner, and there was a letter for Charles. It +was from Ranford. "Welter comes on Thursday, father--the very day Lord +Saltire goes. How annoying!" + +"I must try to bear up under the affliction!" said that nobleman, taking +snuff, and speaking very drily. + +"Where is he to go, I wonder?" mused Mary, aloud. "He must go into the +west wing, for he always smokes in his bedroom." + +Charles expected that Cuthbert would have had a sneer at Welter, whom he +cordially disliked; but Cuthbert had given up sneering lately. "Not much +more reading for you, Charles!" he said. + +"I am afraid not," said Charles. "I almost wish he wasn't coming; we +were very happy before." + +Charles was surprised to see Marston so silent at dinner. He feared he +might have offended him, but couldn't tell how. Then he wondered to see +Mary so silent, too, for she generally chirruped away like a lark; but +he didn't refer the two similar phenomena to a common cause, and so he +arrived at no conclusion. + +When Lord Saltire went to bed that night, he dismissed Charles from +attendance, and took Marston's arm; and, when they were alone together, +he thus began:-- + +"Does your shrewdness connect my abrupt departure with the arrival of +Lord Welter?" + +"I was inclined to, my lord; but I do not see how you were to have known +it." + +"I heard yesterday from Lady Ascot." + +"I am sorry he is coming," said Marston. + +"So am I. I can't stay in the house with him. The contrast of his loud, +coarse voice and stable slang to the sort of quiet conversation we have +had lately would be intolerable; besides, he is an atrocious young +ruffian, and will ruin our boy if he can." + +"Charles won't let him now, Lord Saltire." + +"Charles is young and foolish. I am glad, however, that Welter does not +go back to Oxford with him. But there will be Welter's set in their +glory, I suppose, unless some of them have got hung. I would sooner see +him at home. He is naturally quiet and domestic. I suppose he was in a +sad set up there." + +"He was in a very good set, and a very bad one. He was a favourite +everywhere." + +"He had made some acquaintances he ought to be proud of, at least," said +Lord Saltire, in a way which made honest Marston blush. "I wish he +wasn't going to Ranford." + +"Report says," said Marston, "that affairs are getting somewhat shaky +there: Welter's tradesmen can't get any money." + +Lord Saltire shook his head significantly, and then said, "Now I want to +speak to you about yourself. Did not you have a disappointment to-day?" + +"Yes, my lord." + +"Ha!" + +They both sat silent for a moment. + +"How did you guess that, Lord Saltire?" + +"I saw what was going on; and, by your manner and hers to-day, I guessed +something had taken place. Is there no hope for you?" + +"None." + +"I feared not: but what right had I to tell you so?" + +"Perhaps, my lord, I should not have believed you if you had," said +Marston, smiling. + +"What man would have? You are not angry?" + +"How could I be? The world is out of joint, that is all." + +"You are a true gentleman. I swear to you," said the old man, eagerly, +"that there is no one in fault. She has given her honest little heart +away--and what wonder!--but believe me that you are behaving as a man +should behave, in not resenting it. If you were a heathen and a +Frenchman (synonymous terms, my dear boy), you might find it your duty +to cut somebody's throat; but, being a Christian and a gentleman, you +will remain a true friend to somebody who loves you dearly, and is worth +loving in return. This sort of thing cuts a man up confoundedly. It +happened to me once; but, believe me, you will get over it." + +"I mean to do so. How kind and generous you are to me! How shall I ever +repay you?" + +"By kindness to those I love," said the old man. "I take this +opportunity of telling you that your fortunes are my particular care. I +cannot get you the wife you love, but I am rich and powerful, and can do +much. Not another word. Go to bed, sir--to bed." + +Marston, sitting on his bedside that night, said aloud to himself, "And +so that is that dicing old _roué_, Saltire, is it? Well, well; it is a +funny world. What a noble fellow he would have been if he had had a +better chance. Nay, what a noble fellow he is. I am ten years older +since this morning" (he wasn't, but he thought it). And so he said his +prayers like an honest man, and prayed for the kind old heathen who had +such a warm heart; and then, being nowise ashamed to do so, he prayed +that he might sleep well; and, for a time, he forgot all about his +disappointment, and slept like a child. + +Lord Saltire's valet was a staid and sober-minded gentleman of +sixty-four. Generally, when he was putting his lordship to bed, he used +to give him the news of the day; but to-night Lord Saltire said, "Never +mind the news, Simpson, if you please; I am thinking of something." My +lord used to wear a sort of muffler, like a footless stocking, to keep +his old knees warm in bed. He remained silent till he got one on, and +then, without taking the other from the expectant Simpson, he addressed +the fire-irons aloud: + +"This is a pretty clumsy contrivance to call a world!" he said, with +profound scorn. "Look here (to the poker), here's as fine a lad as ever +you saw, goes and falls in love with a charming girl, who cares no more +for him than the deuce. He proposes to her, and is refused. Why? because +she has given her heart away to another fine young fellow, who don't +care twopence for her, and has given _his_ heart away to the most +ambitious young Jezebel in the three kingdoms, who I don't believe cares +so very much for him. I am utterly disgusted with the whole system of +mundane affairs! Simpson, give me that muffler, if you please; and pray +don't wake me before nine. I must try to sleep off the recollection of +some of this folly." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +ELLEN'S FLIGHT. + + +After all the fatigues and adventures of the day before, Charles slept +well--long pleasant dreams of roaming in sunny places on summer days +fell to his happy lot--and so he was not pleased when he found himself +shaken by the shoulder. + +It was William come to wake him. Charles was at once alarmed to see him +there, and started up, saying-- + +"Is anything the matter, Will? Is my father ill?" + +"The Master's well, I trust, Master Charles. I want to tell you +something that I want others to find out for themselves." + +"What is it?" said Charles, seriously alarmed, for he had had his +suspicions lately, though he had dreaded to give them a name. + +"Ellen is gone!" + +"My dear lad," said Charles, hurriedly, "what makes you think so? Since +when have you missed her?" + +"Since yesterday afternoon." + +"Have you been in her room?" + +"Yes. She has not been to bed, and the window is open just as it was +yesterday morning at bed-making time." + +"Hush--wait! There may be time yet. Go down and saddle two horses at +once. I will tell you what I know as we ride, but there is not time now. +Tell me only one thing, Is there any one she would be likely to go to at +Coombe?" + +"No one that I know of." + +William departed to get the horses. Charles had suddenly thought of the +solitary female figure he had seen passing along the dizzy sheep-path +the day before, and he determined to follow that till he lost sight of +it. + +"For the poor dear girl's sake--for the honour of this old house--I +wonder who is at the bottom of all this? I must tell Marston," he said, +when he was out on the landing. "George, tell them to get me some coffee +instantly. I am going out hunting." + +Marston thought as Charles did. The right thing to do would be to follow +her, see that she wanted for nothing, and leave her brother with her for +a time. "He won't quarrel with her now, you'll see. He is a good fellow, +mind you, Charles, though he did lose his temper with her that night." + +So they rode forth side by side into the wild winter's morning. The rain +had ceased for a time, but the low dark clouds were hurrying swiftly +before the blast, and eddying among the loftier tors and summits. The +wind was behind them, and their way was east, across the lofty downs. + +"William," said Charles, at last, "who is at the bottom of this?" + +"I don't know, Master Charles. If I did there would be mischief, unless +it was one of two." + +"Ay, Will, but it ain't. You don't think it is Cuthbert?" + +"No, no! He, forsooth! Father Mackworth knows, I believe, more than we +do." + +"You do not suspect him?" + +"Certainly not. I did, but I don't now. I suspect he knows, as I said, +more than we do. He has been speaking harshly to her about it." + +They had arrived at the hill round which Charles suspected he had seen +her pass the day before. It was impossible to pass round the promontory +on horseback in the best of weathers; now doubly so. They would have to +pass inland of it. They both pulled up their horses and looked. The +steep slope of turf, the top of which, close over head, was hid by +flying mists, trended suddenly downwards, and disappeared. Eight hundred +feet below was the raging sea. + +As they stood there, the same thought came across both of them. It was a +dreadful place. They neither spoke at all, but spurred on faster, till +the little grey village of Coombe, down at their feet, sheltered from +the storm by the lofty hills around, opened to their view; and they +pushed on down the steep rocky path. + +No. No one had seen her yesterday at such a time. The streets would have +been full of the miners coming from work; or, if she had come earlier, +there would have been plenty of people to see her. It was a small place, +and no stranger, they said, could ever pass through it unnoticed. + +And, though they scoured the country far and wide, and though for months +after the fishermen fished among the quiet bays beneath the cliffs in +fear, lest they should find there something which should be carried in +silent awe up the village, and laid quietly in the old churchyard, +beneath the elm; yet Ellen was gone--gone from their ken like a summer +cloud. They thought it a pious fraud to tell Densil that she was +gone--with some excuse, I forget what, but which satisfied him. In a +conclave held over the matter, Cuthbert seemed only surprised and +shocked, but evidently knew nothing of the matter. Father Mackworth said +that he expected something of the kind for some little time, and William +held his peace. The gossips in the village laid their heads together, +and shook them. There was but one opinion there. + + "Never again shall she put garland on; + Instead of it she'll wear sad cypress now, + And bitter elder broken from the bough." + +Nora--poor old Nora--took to her bed. Father Mackworth was with her +continually, but she sank and sank. Father Mackworth was called away +across the moors, one afternoon, to an outlying Catholic tenant's +family; and, during his absence, William was sent to Charles to pray him +to come, in God's name, to his mother. Charles ran across at once, but +Nora was speechless. She had something to say to Charles; but the great +Sower, which shall sow us all in the ground, and tread us down, had His +hand heavy on her, and she could not speak. In the morning, when the +gale had broken, and the white sea-birds were soaring and skimming +between the blue sky and the noble green, rolling sea, and the ships +were running up channel, and the fishing-boats were putting out gaily +from the pier, and all nature was brilliant and beautiful, old Nora lay +dead, and her secret with her. + +"Master Charles," said William, as they stood on the shore together, +"she knew something, and Ellen knows it too, I very much suspect. The +time will come, Master Charles, when we shall have to hunt her through +the world, and get the secret from her." + +"William, I would go many weary journeys to bring poor Ellen back into +the ways of peace. The fact of her being your sister would be enough to +make me do that." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +RANFORD AGAIN. + + +Charles, though no genius, had a certain amount of common sense, and, +indeed, more of that commodity than most people gave him credit for. +Therefore he did not pursue the subject with William. Firstly, because +he did not think he could get any more out of him (for William had a +certain amount of sturdy obstinacy in his composition); and secondly, +because he knew William was, in the main, a sensible fellow, and loved +the ground he stood on. Charles would never believe that William would +serve him falsely; and he was right. + +He told Marston of the curious words which William had used, and Marston +had said-- + +"I don't understand it. The devil is abroad. Are you coming into any +money at your father's death?" + +"I am to have £180 a year." + +"I wouldn't give £50 a year for your chance of it. What is this property +worth?" + +"£9,000 a year. The governor has lived very extravagantly. The stable +establishment is fit for a duke now; and, then, look at the servants!" + +"He is not living up to ten thousand a year now, I should say." + +"No; but it is only the other day he gave up the hounds. They cost him +two thousand a year; and, while he had them, the house was carried on +very extravagantly. The governor has a wonderful talent for muddling +away money; and, what is more, I believe he was bit with the railways. +You know, I believe, the estate is involved." + +"Bathershin. But still, Cuthbert won't marry, and his life is a bad one, +and you are a heretic, my poor little innocent." + +"And then?" + +"Heaven only knows what then. I am sure I don't. At what time does the +worthy and intellectual Welter arrive?" + +"He will be here about six." + +"Two hours more rational existence for one, then. After that a smell as +of ten thousand stables and fifty stale copies of _Bell's Life_ in one's +nose, till his lordship takes his departure. I don't like your cousin, +Charles." + +"What an astounding piece of news! He says you are a conceited prig, and +give yourself airs." + +"He never said a wiser or truer thing in his life. I am exactly that; +and he is a fifth-class steeple chaserider, with a title." + +"How you and he will fight!" + +"So I expect. That is, if he has the courage for battle, which I rather +doubt. He is terribly afraid of me." + +"I think you are hard on poor Welter," said Charles; "I do, indeed. He +is a generous, good-hearted fellow." + +"Oh! we are all generous, good-hearted fellows," said Marston, "as long +as we have plenty of money and good digestions. You are right, though, +Charley. He is what you say, as far as I know; but the reason I hate him +is this:--You are the dearest friend I have, and I am jealous of him. He +is in eternal antagonism to me. I am always trying to lead you right, +and he is equally diligent in leading you into wrong." + +"Well, he sha'n't lead me into any more, I promise you now. Do be civil +to him." + +"Of course I will, you gaby. Did you think I was going to show fight in +your house?" + +When Marston came down to dinner, there was Lord Welter, sitting beside +old Densil, and kindly amusing him with all sorts of gossip--stable and +other. + +"How do, Marston?" said he, rising and coming forward. + +"How d'ye do, Lord Welter?" said Marston. + +"I am very glad to meet you here," said Lord Welter, with a +good-humoured smile, "although I am ashamed to look you in the face. +Marston, my dear Mr. Ravenshoe, is Charles's good genius, and I am his +evil one; I am always getting Charles into mischief, and he is always +trying to keep him out of it. Hitherto, however, I have been completely +successful, and he has made a dead failure." + +Old Densil laughed. "You are doing yourself injustice, Welter," he said. +"Is he not doing himself an injustice, Mr. Marston?" + +"Not in the least, sir," said Marston. And the two young men shook hands +more cordially than they had ever done before. + +That evening Lord Welter fulfilled Mary's prophecy, that he would smoke +in his bedroom, and not only smoked there himself, but induced Charles +to come and do so also. Marston was not in the humour for the style of +conversation he knew he should have there, and so he retired to bed, and +left the other two to themselves. + +"Well, Charles," said Welter. "Oh, by the by, I have got a letter for +you from that mysterious madcap, Adelaide. She couldn't send it by post; +that would not have been mysterious and underhand enough for her. Catch +hold." + +Charles caught hold, and read his letter. Welter watched him curiously +from under the heavy eyebrows, and when he had finished, said-- + +"Come, put that away, and talk. That sort of thing is pretty much the +same in all cases, I take it. As far as my own experience goes, it is +always the same. Scold and whine and whimper; whimper, whine, and scold. +How's that old keeper of yours?" + +"He has lost his wife." + +"Poor fellow! I remember his wife--a handsome Irish woman." + +"My nurse?" + +"Ay, ay. And the pretty girl, Ellen; how is she?" + +"Poor Ellen! She has run away, Welter; gone on the bad, I fear." + +Lord Welter sat in just the same position, gazing on the fire. He then +said, in a very deliberate voice:-- + +"The deuce she is! I am very sorry to hear that. I was in hopes of +renewing our acquaintance." + +The days flew by, and, as you know, there came no news from Ellen. The +household had been much saddened by her disappearance and by Norah's +death, though not one of the number ever guessed what had passed between +Mary and Marston. They were not a very cheerful household; scarce one of +them but had some secret trouble. Father Tiernay came back after a week +or so; and, if good-natured, kindly chatter could have cheered them at +all, he would have done it. But there was a settled gloom on the party, +which nothing could overcome. Even Lord Welter, boisterous as his +spirits usually were, seemed often anxious and distraught; and, as for +poor Cuthbert, he would, at any time, within the knowledge of man, have +acted as a "damper" on the liveliest party. His affection for Charles +seemed, for some reason, to increase day by day, but it was sometimes +very hard to keep the peace between Welter and him. If there was one man +beyond another that Cuthbert hated, it was Lord Welter; and sometimes, +after dinner, such a scene as this would take place. + +You will, perhaps, have remarked that I have never yet represented +Cuthbert as speaking to Mary. The real fact is, that he never did speak +to her, or to any woman, anything beyond the merest commonplaces--a +circumstance which made Charles very much doubt the truth of Ellen's +statement--that the priest had caught them talking together in the wood. +However, Cuthbert was, in this way, fond enough of the bonny little soul +(I swear I am in love with her myself, over head and ears); and so, one +day, when she came crying in, and told him--as being the first person +she met--that her little bantam-cock had been killed by the Dorking, +Cuthbert comforted her, bottled up his wrath, till his father had gone +into the drawing-room with her after dinner, and the others were sitting +at their wine. Then he said, suddenly-- + +"Welter, did you have any cock-fighting to-day?" + +"Oh, yes, by the by, a splendid turn-up. There was a noble little bantam +in an inclosed yard challenging a great Dorking, and they both seemed so +very anxious for sport that I thought it would be a pity to baulk them; +so I just let the bantam out. I give you my word, it is my belief that +the bantam would have been the best man, but that he was too old. His +attack was splendid; but he met the fate of the brave." + +"You should not have done that, Welter," said Charles; "that was Mary's +favourite bantam." + +"I don't allow any cock-fighting at Ravenshoe, Welter," said Cuthbert. + +"You don't allow it!" said Lord Welter, scornfully. + +"No, by heaven," said Cuthbert, "I don't allow it!" + +"Don't you?" said Welter; "you are not master here, nor ever will be. No +Ravenshoe was ever master of his own house yet." + +"I am absolute master here," said Cuthbert, with a rising colour. "There +is no appeal against me here." + +"Only to the priest," said Welter. (I must do him justice to say that +neither Mackworth nor Tiernay was in the room, or he would not have said +it.) + +"You are insolent, Welter, and brutal. It is your nature to be so," said +Cuthbert, fiercely. + +Marston, who had been watching Welter all this time, saw a flash come +from his eyes, and, for one moment, a terrible savage setting of the +teeth. "Ha, ha! my friend," thought he, "I thought that stupid face was +capable of some such expression as that. I am obliged to you, my friend, +for giving me one little glimpse of the devil inside." + +"By gad, Cuthbert," said Lord Welter, "if you hadn't been at your own +table, you shouldn't have said that, cousin or no cousin, twice." + +"Stop, now," said Charles, "don't turn the place into a bear-pit. +Cuthbert, do be moderate. Welter, you shouldn't have set the cocks +fighting. Now don't begin quarrelling again, you two, for heaven's +sake!" + +And so the peace was made: but Charles was very glad when the time came +for the party to break up; and he went away to Ranford with Welter, +preparatory to his going back to Oxford. + +His father was quite his own old self again, and seemed to have rallied +amazingly; so Charles left him without much anxiety; and there were +reasons we know of why his heart should bound when he heard the word +Ranford mentioned, and why the raging speed of the Great Western Railway +express seemed all too slow for him. Lord Ascot's horses were fast, the +mail-phaeton was a good one, and Lord Welter's worst enemies could not +accuse him of driving slow; yet the way from Didcot to Ranford seemed so +interminably long that he said:-- + +"By Jove, I wish we had come by a slower train, and gone on to Twyford!" + +"Why so?" + +"I don't know. I think it is pleasanter driving through Wargrave and +Henley." + +Lord Welter laughed, and Charles wondered why. There were no visitors at +Ranford; and, when they arrived, Welter of course adjourned to the +stables, while Charles ran upstairs and knocked at Lady Ascot's door. + +He was bidden to come in by the old lady's voice. Her black-and-tan +terrier, who was now so old that his teeth and voice were alike gone, +rose from the hearth, and went through the motion and outward semblance +of barking furiously at Charles, though without producing any audible +sound. Lady Ascot rose up and welcomed him kindly. + +"I am so glad to see your honest face, my dear boy. I have been sitting +here all alone so long. Ascot is very kind, and comes and sits with me, +and I give him some advice about his horses, which he never takes. But I +am very lonely." + +"But where is Adelaide, aunt, dear?" + +"She's gone." + +"Gone! My dear aunt, where to?" + +"Gone to stay ten days with Lady Hainault." + +Here was a blow. + +"I know you are very disappointed, my poor boy, and I told Welter so +expressly to tell you in my last letter. He is so shockingly careless +and forgetful!" + +"So Welter knew of it," said Charles to himself. "And that is what made +him laugh at my hurry. It is very ungentlemanly behaviour." + +But Charles's anger was like a summer cloud. "I think, aunt," he said, +"that Welter was having a joke with me; that was all. When will she be +back?" + +"The end of next week." + +"And I shall be gone to Oxford. I shall ride over to Casterton and see +her." + +"You knew Hainault at Shrewsbury? Yes. Well, you had better do so, +child. Yes, certainly." + +"What made her go, aunt, I wonder?" + +"Lady Hainault was ill, and would have her, and I was forced to let her +go." + +Oh, Lady Ascot, Lady Ascot, you wicked old fibster! Didn't you hesitate, +stammer, and blush, when you said that? I am very much afraid you +didn't. Hadn't you had, three days before, a furious _fracas_ with +Adelaide about something, and hadn't it ended by her declaring that she +would claim the protection of Lady Hainault? Hadn't she ordered out the +pony-carriage and driven off with a solitary bandbox, and what I choose +to call a crinoline-chest? And hadn't you and Lady Hainault had a +brilliant passage of arms over her ladyship's receiving and abetting the +recalcitrant Adelaide? + +Lady Ascot was perfectly certain of one thing--that Charles would never +hear about this from Adelaide; and so she lied boldly and with +confidence. Otherwise, she must have made a dead failure, for few people +had practised that great and difficult art so little as her ladyship. + +That there had been a furious quarrel between Lady Ascot and Adelaide +about this time, I well know from the best authority. It had taken place +just as I have described it above. I do not know for certain the cause +of it, but can guess; and, as I am honestly going to tell you all I +know, you will be able to make as good a guess as I hereafter. + +Lady Ascot said, furthermore, that she was very uneasy in her mind about +Ascot's colt, which she felt certain would not stay over the Derby +course. The horse was not so well ribbed up as he should be, and had +hardly quarter enough to suit her. Talking of that, her lumbago had set +in worse than ever since the frost had come on, and her doctor had had +the impudence to tell her that her liver was deranged, whereas, she knew +it proceeded from cold in the small of her back. Talking of the frost, +she was told that there had been a very good sheet of ice on the +carp-pond, where Charles might have skated, though she did hope he would +never go on the ice till it was quite safe--as, if he were to get +drowned, it would only add to her vexation, and surely she had had +enough of that, with that audacious chit of a girl, Adelaide, who was +enough to turn one's hair grey; though for that matter it had been grey +many years, as all the world might see. + +"Has Adelaide been vexing you, aunt, dear?" interrupted Charles. + +"No, my dear boy, no," replied the old woman. "She is a little tiresome +sometimes, but I dare say it is more my fault than hers." + +"You will not be angry with her, aunt, dear? You will be long-suffering +with her, for my sake?" + +"Dear Charles," said the good old woman, weeping, "I will forgive her +till seventy times seven. Sometimes, dear, she is high-spirited, and +tries my temper. And I am very old, dear, and very cross and cruel to +her. It is all my fault, Charles, all my fault." + +Afterwards, when Charles knew the truth, he used to bless the memory of +this good old woman, recalling this conversation, and knowing on which +side the fault lay. At this time, blindly in love as he was with +Adelaide, he had sense enough left to do justice. + +"Aunt, dear," he said, "you are old, but you are neither cross nor +cruel. You are the kindest and most generous of women. You are the only +mother I ever had, aunt. I dare say Adelaide is tiresome sometimes; bear +with her for my sake. Tell me some more about the horses. God help us, +they are an important subject enough in this house now!" + +Lady Ascot said, having dried her eyes and kissed Charles, that she had +seen this a very long time: that she had warned Ascot solemnly, as it +was a mother's duty to do, to be careful of Ramoneur blood, and that +Ascot would never listen to her; that no horse of that breed had ever +been a staying horse; that she believed, if the truth could be got at, +that the Pope of Rome had been, indirectly, perhaps, but certainly, the +inventor of produce stakes, which had done more to ruin the breed of +horses, and consequently the country, than fifty reform bills. Then her +ladyship wished to know if Charles had read Lord Mount E----'s book on +the Battle of Armageddon, and on receiving a negative answer, gave a +slight abstract of that most prophetical production, till the gong +sounded, and Charles went up to dress for dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +CLOTHO, LACHESIS, AND ATROPOS. + + +The road from Ranford to Casterton, which is the name of Lord Hainault's +place, runs through about three miles of the most beautiful scenery. +Although it may barely come up to Cookham or Cliefden, yet it surpasses +the piece from Wargrave to Henley, and beats Pangbourne hollow. Leaving +Ranford Park, the road passes through the pretty village of Ranford. And +in the street of Ranford, which is a regular street, the principal inn +is the White Hart, kept by Mrs. Foley. + +Here, in summer, all through the long glorious days, which seem so hard +to believe in in winter time, come anglers, and live. Here they order +their meals at impossible hours, and drive the landlady mad by not +coming home to them. Here, too, they plan mad expeditions with the +fishermen, who are now in all their glory, wearing bright-patterned +shirts, scornful of half-crowns, and in a general state of obfuscation, +in consequence of being plied with strange liquors by their patrons, out +of flasks, when they are out fishing. Here, too, come artists, with +beards as long as your arm, and pass the day under white umbrellas, in +pleasant places by the waterside, painting. + +The dark old porch of the inn stands out in the street, but the back of +the house goes down to the river. At this porch there is generally a +group of idlers, or an old man sunning himself, or a man on horseback +drinking. On this present occasion there were all three of these things, +and also Lord Ascot's head-keeper, with a brace of setters. + +As Charles rode very slowly towards the group, the keeper and the groom +on horseback left off talking. Charles fancied they had been talking +about him, and I, who know everything, also know that they had. When +Charles was nearly opposite him, the keeper came forward and said-- + +"I should like to show you the first trout of the season, sir. Jim, show +Mr. Ravenshoe that trout." + +A beautiful ten-pounder was immediately laid on the stones. + +"He would have looked handsomer in another month, Jackson," said +Charles. + +"Perhaps he would, sir. My lady generally likes to get one as soon as +she can." + +At this stage the groom, who had been standing apart, came up, and, +touching his hat, put into Charles's hand a note. + +It was in Adelaide's handwriting. The groom knew it, the keeper knew it, +they all knew it, and Charles knew they knew it; but what cared he?--all +the world might know it. But they knew and had been talking of something +else before he came up, which Charles did not know. If anything is going +wrong, all the country side know it before the person principally +concerned. And all the country side knew that there had been a great and +scandalous quarrel between Adelaide and Lady Ascot--all, except Charles. + +He put the note in his pocket without opening it; he gave the groom +half-a-crown; he bade good-bye to the keeper; he touched his hat to the +loiterers; and then he rode on his way towards Casterton, down the +village street. He passed the church among the leafless walnut trees, +beneath the towering elms, now noisy with building rooks; and then, in +the broad road under the lofty chalk downs, with the elms on his left, +and glimpses of the flashing river between their stems, there he pulled +up his horse, and read his love-letter. + + "DEAR CHARLES,--Ain't you very cross at my having been away + when you came? I don't believe you are, for you are never + cross. I couldn't help it, Charles, dear. Aunt wanted me to + go. + + "Aunt is very cross and tiresome. She don't like me as well + as she used. You mustn't believe all she says, you know. It + ain't one word of it true. It is only her fancy. + + "Do come over and see me. Lord Hainault" (this I must tell + you, reader, is the son, not the husband, of Lady Ascot's + most cherished old enemy,) "is going to be married, and + there will be a great wedding. She is that long Burton + girl, whom you may remember. I have always had a great + dislike for her; but she has asked me to be bridesmaid, and + of course one can't refuse. Lady Emily Montfort is 'with + me,' as the lawyers say, and of course she will have her + mother's pearls in her ugly red hair."-- + + Charles couldn't agree as to Lady Emily's hair being red. + He had thought it the most beautiful hair he had ever seen + in his life.-- + + "_Pour moi_, I shall wear a camelia, if the gardener will + give me one. How I wish I had jewels to beat hers! She + can't wear the Cleveland diamonds as a bridesmaid; that is + a comfort. Come over and see me. I am in agony about what + aunt may have said to you. + + "ADELAIDE." + +The reader may see more in this letter than Charles did. The reader may +see a certain amount of selfishness and vanity in it: Charles did not. +He took up his reins and rode on; and, as he rode, said, "By Jove, +Cuthbert shall lend me the emeralds!" + +He hardly liked asking for them; but he could not bear the idea of Lady +Emily shining superior to Adelaide in consequence of her pearls. Had he +been a wise man (which I suppose you have, by this time, found out that +he is decidedly not. Allow me to recommend this last sentence in a +grammatical point of view), he would have seen that, with two such +glorious creatures as Adelaide and Lady Emily, no one would have seen +whether they were clothed in purple and fine linen, or in sackcloth and +ashes. But Charles was a fool. He was in love, and he was riding out to +see his love. + +The Scotchman tells us about Spey leaping out a glorious giant from +among the everlasting hills; the Irishman tells you of Shannon rambling +on past castle and mountain, gathering new beauty as he goes; the +Canadian tells you of the great river which streams over the cliff +between Erie and Ontario; and the Australian tells you of Snowy pouring +eternally from his great curtain of dolomite, seen forty miles away by +the lonely traveller on the dull grey plains; but the Englishman tells +you of the Thames, whose valley is the cradle of Freedom, and the +possessors of which are the arbiters of the world. + +And along the Thames valley rode Charles. At first the road ran along +beneath some pleasant sunny heights; but, as it gradually rose, the +ground grew more abrupt, and, on the right, a considerable down, with +patches of gorse and juniper, hung over the road; while, on the left, +the broad valley stretched away to where a distant cloud of grey smoke +showed where lay the good old town of Casterton. Now the road entered a +dark beech wood beneath lofty banks, where the squirrels, merry fellows, +ran across the road and rattled up the trees, and the air was faint with +the scent of last year's leaves. Then came a break in the wood to the +right, and a vista up a long-drawn valley, which ended in a chalk cliff. +Then a break in the wood to the left, and a glance at the flat meadows, +the gleaming river, and the dim grey distance. Then the wood again, +denser and darker than ever. Then a sound, at first faint and +indistinct, but growing gradually upon the ear until it could be plainly +heard above the horse's footfall. Then suddenly the end of the wood, and +broad open sunlight. Below, the weirs of Casterton, spouting by a +hundred channels, through the bucks and under the mills. Hard by, +Casterton town, lying, a tumbled mass of red brick and grey flint, +beneath a faint soft haze of smoke, against the vast roll in the land +called Marldown. On the right, Casterton Park, a great wooded +promontory, so steep that one can barely walk along it, clothed with +beech and oak from base to summit, save in one place, where a bold lawn +of short grass, five hundred feet high, stoops suddenly down towards the +meadows, fringed at the edges with broom and fern, and topped with three +tall pines--the landmark for ten miles along the river. + +A lodge, the white gate of which is swung open by a pretty maiden; a +dark oak wood again, with a long vista, ended by the noble precipitous +hill on which the house stands; a more open park, with groups of deer +lying about and feeding; another dark wood, the road now rising rapidly; +rabbits, and a pot-valiant cock-pheasant standing in the middle of the +way, and "carrucking," under the impression that Charles is in +possession of all his domestic arrangements, and has come to disturb +them; then the smooth gravel road, getting steeper and steeper; then the +summit; one glimpse of a glorious panorama; then the front door and +footmen. + +Charles sent his card in, and would be glad to know if Lady Hainault +could see him. While he waited for an answer, his horse rubbed its nose +against its knee, and yawned, while the footmen on the steps looked at +the rooks. They knew all about it too. (The footmen, I mean, not the +rooks; though I wouldn't swear against a rook's knowing anything, mind +you.) + +Lady Hainault would see Mr. Ravenshoe--which was lucky, because, if she +wouldn't have done so, Charles would have been obliged to ask for +Adelaide. So Charles's horse was led to the stable, and Charles was led +by the butler through the hall, and shown into a cool and empty library, +to purge himself of earthly passions, before he was admitted to The +Presence. + +Charles sat himself down in the easiest chair he could find, and got +hold of "Ruskin's Modern Painters." That is a very nice book: it is +printed on thick paper, with large print; the reading is very good, full +of the most beautiful sentiments ever you heard; and there are also +capital plates in it. Charles looked through the pictures: he didn't +look at the letterpress, I know--for, if he had, he would have been so +deeply enchained with it that he wouldn't have done what he did--get up, +and look out of the window. The window looked into the flower-garden. +There he saw a young Scotch gardener, looking after his rose-trees. His +child, a toddling bit of a thing, four years old (it must have been his +first, for he was a very young man), was holding the slips of matting +for him; and glancing up between whiles at the great façade of the +house, as though wondering what great people were inside, and whether +they were looking at him. This was a pretty sight to a good +whole-hearted fellow like Charles; but he got tired of looking at that +even, after a time; for he was anxious and not well at ease. And so, +after his watch had told him that he had waited half an hour he rang the +bell. + +The butler came almost directly. + +"Did you tell Lady Hainault that I was here?" said Charles. + +"My lady was told, sir." + +"Tell her again, will you?" said Charles, and yawned. + +Charles had time for another look at Ruskin, and another look at the +gardener and his boy, before the butler came back and said, "My lady is +disengaged, sir." + +Charles was dying to see Adelaide, and was getting very impatient; but +he was, as you have seen, a very contented sort of fellow: and, as he +had fully made up his mind not to leave the house without a good +half-hour with her, he could afford to wait. He crossed the hall behind +the butler, and then went up the great staircase, and through the +picture-gallery. Here he was struck by seeing the original of one of the +prints he had seen downstairs, in the book, hanging on the wall among +others. He stopped the butler, and asked, "What picture is that?" + +"That, sir," said the butler, hesitatingly, "that, sir--that is the +great Turner, sir. Yes, sir," he repeated, after a glance at a Francia +on the one side, and a Rembrandt on the other, "yes, sir, that _is_ the +great Turner, sir." + +Charles was shown into a boudoir on the south side of the house, where +sat Lady Hainault, an old and not singularly agreeable looking woman, +who was doing crotchet-work, and her companion, a strong-minded and +vixenish-looking old maid, who was also doing crotchet-work. They looked +so very like two of the Fates, weaving woe, that Charles looked round +for the third sister, and found her not. + +"How d'ye do, Mr. Ravenshoe?" said Lady Hainault. "I hope you haven't +been kept waiting?" + +"Not at all," said Charles; and if that was not a deliberate lie, I want +to know what is. + +If there was any one person in the world for whom Charles bore a +cherished feeling of dislike, it was this virtuous old lady. Charles +loved Lady Ascot dearly, and Lady Hainault was her bitterest enemy. That +would have been enough; but she had a horrid trick of sharpening her wit +upon young men, and saying things to them in public which gave them a +justifiable desire to knock her down and jump on her, as the Irish +reapers do to their wives; and she had exercised this talent on Charles +once at Ranford, and he hated her as much as he could hate any one, and +that was not much. Lord Saltire used to say that he must give her the +credit of being the most infernally disagreeable woman in Europe. +Charles thought, by the twitching of her long fingers over her work, +that she was going to be disagreeable now, and he was prepared. But, to +Charles's great astonishment, the old lady was singularly gracious. + +"And how," she said, "is dear Lady Ascot? I have been coming, and +coming, for a long time, but I never have gone so far this winter." + +"Lucky for aunt!" thought Charles. Then there was a pause, and a very +awkward one. + +Charles said, very quietly, "Lady Hainault, may I see Miss Summers?" + +"Surely! I wonder where she is. Miss Hicks, ring the bell." + +Charles stepped forward and rang; and Miss Hicks, as Clotho, who had +half-risen, sat down again, and wove her web grimly. + +Atropos appeared, after an interval, looking as beautiful as the dawn. +So Charles was looking too intently at her to notice the quick, eager +glances that the old woman threw at her as she came into the room. His +heart leapt up as he went forward to meet her; and he took her hand and +pressed it, and would have done so if all the furies in Pandemonium were +there to prevent him. + +It did not please her ladyship to see this; and so Charles did it once +more, and then they sat down together in a window. + +"And how am I looking?" said Adelaide, gazing at him full in the face. +"Not a single pretty compliment for me after so long? I require +compliments; I am used to them. Lady Hainault paid me some this +morning." + +Lady Hainault, as Lachesis, laughed and woved. Charles thought, "I +suppose she and Adelaide have been having a shindy. She and aunt fall +out sometimes." + +Adelaide and Charles had a good deal of quiet conversation in the +window; but what two lovers could talk with Clotho and Lachesis looking +on, weaving? I, of course, know perfectly well what they talked of, but +it is hardly worth setting down here. I find that lovers' conversations +are not always interesting to the general public. After a decent time, +Charles rose to go, and Adelaide went out by a side door. + +Charles made his adieux to Clotho and Lachesis, and departed at the +other end of the room. The door had barely closed on him, when Lady +Hainault, eagerly thrusting her face towards Miss Hicks, hissed out-- + +"Did I give her time enough? Were her eyes red? Does he suspect +anything?" + +"You gave her time enough, I should say," said Miss Hicks, deliberately. +"I didn't see that her eyes were red. But he must certainly suspect that +you and she are not on the best of terms, from what she said." + +"Do you think he knows that Hainault is at home? Did he ask for +Hainault?" + +"I don't know," said Miss Hicks. + +"She shall not stop in the house. She shall go back to Lady Ascot. I +won't have her in the house," said the old lady, furiously. + +"Why did you have her here, Lady Hainault?" + +"You know perfectly well, Hicks. You know I only had her to spite old +Ascot. But she shall stay here no longer." + +"She must stay for the wedding now," said Miss Hicks. + +"I suppose she must," said Lady Hainault; "but, after that, she shall +pack. If the Burton people only knew what was going on, the match would +be broken off." + +"I don't believe anything is going on," said Miss Hicks; "at least, not +on his side. You are putting yourself in a passion for nothing, and you +will be ill after it." + +"I am not putting myself in a passion, and I won't be ill, Hicks! And +you are impudent to me, as you always are. I tell you that she must be +got rid of, and she must marry that young booby, or we are all undone. I +say that Hainault is smitten with her." + +"I say he is not, Lady Hainault. I say that what there is is all on her +side." + +"She shall go back to Ranford after the wedding. I was a fool to have +such a beautiful vixen in the house at all." + +We shall not see much more of Lady Hainault. Her son is about to marry +the beautiful Miss Burton, and make her Lady Hainault. We shall see +something of her by and by. + +The wedding came off the next week. A few days previously Charles rode +over to Casterton and saw Adelaide. He had with him a note and +jewel-case. The note was from Cuthbert, in which he spoke of her as his +future sister, and begged her to accept the loan of "these few poor +jewels." She was graciously pleased to do so; and Charles took his leave +very soon, for the house was turned out of the windows, and the next day +but one "the long Burton girl" became Lady Hainault, and Lady Ascot's +friend became Dowager. Lady Emily did not wear pearls at the wedding. +She wore her own splendid golden hair, which hung round her lovely face +like a glory. None who saw the two could say which was the most +beautiful of these two celebrated blondes--Adelaide, the imperial, or +Lady Emily, the gentle and the winning. + +But, when Lady Ascot heard that Adelaide had appeared at the wedding +with the emeralds, she was furious. "She has gone," said that deeply +injured lady--"she, a penniless girl, has actually gone, and, without my +consent or knowledge, borrowed the Ravenshoe emeralds, and flaunted in +them at a wedding. That girl would dance over my grave, Brooks." + +"Miss Adelaide," said Brooks, "must have looked very well in them, my +lady!" for Brooks was good-natured, and wished to turn away her +ladyship's wrath. + +Lady Ascot turned upon her and withered her. She only said, "Emeralds +upon pink! Heugh!" But Brooks was withered nevertheless. + +I cannot give you any idea as to how Lady Ascot said "Heugh!" as I have +written it above. We don't know how the Greeks pronounced the amazing +interjections in the Greek plays. We can only write them down. + +"Perhaps the jewels were not remarked, my lady," said the maid, making a +second and worse shot. + +"Not remarked, you foolish woman!" said the angry old lady. "Not remark +a thousand pounds' worth of emeralds upon a girl who is very well known +to be a pensioner of mine. And I daren't speak to her, or we shall have +a scene with Charles. I am glad of one thing, though; it shows that +Charles is thoroughly in earnest. Now let me get to bed, that's a good +soul; and don't be angry with me if I am short tempered, for heaven +knows I have enough to try me! Send one of the footmen across to the +stable to know if Mahratta has had her nitre. Say that I insist on a +categorical answer. Has Lord Ascot come home?" + +"Yes, my lady." + +"He might have come and given me some news about the horse. But there, +poor boy, I can forgive him." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE LAST GLIMPSE OF OXFORD. + + +Oxford. The front of Magdalen Hall, about which the least said the +soonest mended. On the left, further on, All Souls, which seems to have +been built by the same happy hand which built the new courts of St. +John's, Cambridge (for they are about equally bad). On the right, the +Clarendon and the Schools, blocking out the western sky. Still more to +the right, a bit of Exeter, and all Brazenose. In front, the Radcliff, +the third dome in England, and, beyond, the straight façade of St. +Mary's, gathering its lines upward ever, till tired of window and +buttress, of crocket, finial, gargoyle, and all the rest of it, it leaps +up aloft in one glorious crystal, and carries up one's heart with it +into the heaven above. + +Charles Ravenshoe and Marston. They stood side by side on the pavement, +and their eyes roamed together over the noble mass of architecture, +passing from the straight lines, and abrupt corner of the Radcliffe, on +to the steeple of St. Mary's. They stood silent for a moment, and then +Marston said-- + +"Serve him right." + +"Why?" said Charles. + +"Because he had no business to be driving tandem at all. He can't afford +it. And, besides, if he could, why should he defy the authorities by +driving tandem? Nobody would drive tandem if it wasn't forbidden." + +"Well, he is sent down, and therefore your virtue may spare him." + +"Sent down!" said Marston, testily, "he never ought to have come up. He +was only sent here to be pitchforked through the Schools, and get a +family living." + +"Well, well," said Charles; "I was very fond of him." + +"Pish!" said Marston. Whereat Charles laughed uproariously, and stood in +the gutter. His mirth was stopped by his being attacked by a toothless +black-and-tan terrier, who was so old that he could only bark in a +whisper, but whose privilege it was to follow about one of the first +divinity scholars of the day, round the sunniest spots in the town. The +dog having been appeased, Charles and Marston stood aside, and got a +kindly smile from the good old man, in recognition of their having +touched their caps to him. + +"Charley," said Marston, "I am so glad to hear of your going on so +well. Mind you, if you had stuck to your work sooner, you would have had +more than a second in Moderations. You must, and you shall, get a first, +you know. I will have it." + +"Never, my boy, never;" said Charles: "I haven't head for it." + +"Nonsense. You are a great fool; but you may get your first." + +Thereupon Charles laughed again, louder than before, and wanted to know +what his friend had been eating to upset his liver. To which Marston +answered "Bosh!" and then they went down Oriel Lane, "And so by Merton," +as the fox-hunters say, to Christ Church Meadow. + +"I am glad you are in the University eight," said Marston; "it will do +you a vast deal of good. You used to over-value that sort of thing, but +I don't think that you do so now. You can't row or ride yourself into a +place in the world, but that is no reason why you should not row or +ride. I wish I was heavy enough to row. Who steers to-day?" + +"The great Panjandrum." + +"I don't like the great Panjandrum. I think him slangy. And I don't +pardon slang in any one beyond a very young bachelor." + +"I am very fond of him," said Charles, "and you are bilious, and out of +humour with every one in heaven and earth, except apparently me. But, +seriously speaking, old man, I think you have had something to vex you, +since you came up yesterday. I haven't seen you since you were at +Ravenshoe, and you are deucedly altered, do you know?" + +"I am sure you are wrong, Charles. I have had nothing--Well, I never +lie. I have been disappointed in something, but I have fought against it +so, that I am sure you must be wrong. I cannot be altered." + +"Tell me what has gone wrong, Marston. Is it in money matters? If it is, +I know I can help you there." + +"Money. Oh! dear no;" said Marston. "Charley, you are a good fellow. You +are the best fellow I ever met, do you know? But I can't tell you what +is the matter now." + +"Have I been doing anything?" said Charles, eagerly. + +"You have been doing a great deal to make me like and respect you, +Charles; but nothing to make me unhappy. Now answer me some questions, +and let us change the subject. How is your father?" + +"Dear old dad is very well. I got a letter from him to-day." + +"And how is your brother?" + +"Well in health, but weak in mind, I fear. I am very much afraid that I +shall be heir of Ravenshoe." + +"Why? is he going mad?" + +"Not a bit of it, poor lad. He is going into a religious house, I am +afraid. At least he mentioned that sort of thing the last time he wrote +to me, as if he were trying to bring me face to face with the idea; and +be sure my dearly beloved Father Mackworth will never let the idea +rest." + +"Poor fellow! And how is Adelaide the beautiful?" + +"_She's_ all right," said Charles. "She and aunt are the best friends in +the world." + +"They always were, weren't they?" + +"Why, you see," said Charles, "sometimes aunt was cross, and Adelaide is +very high-spirited, you know. Exceedingly high-spirited." + +"Indeed?" + +"Oh, yes, very much so; she didn't take much nonsense from Lady +Hainault, I can tell you." + +"Well," said Marston, "to continue my catechising, how is William?" + +"He is very well. Is there no one else you were going to ask after?" + +"Oh, yes. Miss Corby?" + +"She is pretty well, I believe, in health, but she does not seem quite +so happy as she was," said Charles, looking at Marston, suddenly. + +He might as well have looked at the Taylor building, if he expected any +change to take place in Marston's face. He regarded him with a stony +stare, and said-- + +"Indeed. I am sorry to hear that." + +"Marston," said Charles, "I once thought that there was something +between you and her." + +"That is a remarkable instance of what silly notions get into vacant +minds," said Marston, steadily. Whereat Charles laughed again. + +At this point, being opposite the University barge, Charles was hailed +by a West-countryman of Exeter, whom we shall call Lee, who never met +with Charles without having a turn at talking Devonshire with him. He +now began at the top of his voice, to the great astonishment of the +surrounding dandies. + +"Where be gwine? Charles Ravenshoe, where be gwine?" + +"We'm gwine for a ride on the watter, Jan Lee." + +"Be gwine in the 'Varsity eight, Charles Ravenshoe?" + +"Iss, sure." + +"How do'e feel? Dont'e feel afeard?" + +"Ma dear soul, I've got such a wambling in my innards, and--" + +"We are waiting for you, Ravenshoe," said the Captain; and, a few +minutes after, the University eight rushed forth on her glorious career, +clearing her way through the crowd of boats, and their admiring rowers, +towards Iffley. + +And Marston sat on the top of the University barge, and watched her +sweeping on towards the distance, and then he said to himself-- + +"Ah! there goes the man I like best in the world, who don't care for the +woman I love best in the world, who is in love with the man before +mentioned, who is in love with a woman who don't care a hang for him. +There is a certain left-handedness in human affairs." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII.[2] + +THE LAST GLIMPSE OF THE OLD WORLD. + + +Putney Bridge at half an hour before high tide; thirteen or fourteen +steamers; five or six thousand boats, and fifteen or twenty thousand +spectators. This is the morning of the great University race, about +which every member of the two great Universities, and a very large +section of the general public, have been fidgeting and talking for a +month or so. + +The bridge is black, the lawns are black, every balcony and window in +the town is black; the steamers are black with a swarming, eager +multitude, come to see the picked youths of the upper class try their +strength against one another. There are two friends of ours nearly +concerned in the great event of the day. Charles is rowing three in the +Oxford boat, and Marston is steering. This is a memorable day for both +of them, and more especially for poor Charles. + +Now the crowd surges to and fro, and there is a cheer. The men are +getting into their boats. The police-boats are busy clearing the +course. Now there is a cheer of admiration. Cambridge dashes out, swings +round, and takes her place at the bridge. + +Another shout. Oxford sweeps majestically out and takes her place by +Cambridge. Away go the police-galleys, away go all the London +club-boats, at ten miles an hour down the course. Now the course is +clear, and there is almost a silence. + +Then a wild hubbub; and people begin to squeeze and crush against one +another. The boats are off; the fight has begun! then the thirteen +steamers come roaring on after them, and their wake is alive once more +with boats. + +Everywhere a roar and a rushing to and fro. Frantic crowds upon the +towing-path, mad crowds on the steamers, which make them sway and rock +fearfully. Ahead Hammersmith Bridge, hanging like a black bar, covered +with people as with a swarm of bees. As an eye-piece to the picture, two +solitary flying boats, and the flashing oars, working with the rapidity +and regularity of a steam-engine. + +"Who's in front?" is asked by a thousand mouths; but who can tell? We +shall see soon. Hammersmith Bridge is stretching across the water not a +hundred yards in front of the boats. For one half-second a light shadow +crosses the Oxford boat, and then it is out into the sunlight beyond. In +another second the same shadow crosses the Cambridge boat. Oxford is +ahead. + +The men with light-blue neckties say that, "By George, Oxford can't keep +that terrible quick stroke going much longer;" and the men with +dark-blue ties say, "Can't she, by Jove?" Well, we shall know all about +it soon, for here is Barnes Bridge. Again the shadow goes over the +Oxford boat, and then one, two, three, four seconds before the Cambridge +men pass beneath it. Oxford is winning! There is a shout from the people +at Barnes, though the [Greek: polloi] don't know why. Cambridge has made +a furious rush, and drawn nearly up to Oxford; but it is useless. Oxford +leaves rowing, and Cambridge rows ten strokes before they are level. +Oxford has won! + +Five minutes after, Charles was on the wharf in front of the Ship Inn at +Mortlake, as happy as a king. He had got separated from his friends in +the crowd, and the people round him were cheering him, and passing +flattering remarks on his personal appearance, which caused Charles to +laugh, and blush, and bow, as he tried to push through his good-natured +persecutors, when he suddenly, in the midst of a burst of laughter +caused by a remark made by a drunken bargeman, felt somebody clasp his +arm, and, turning round, saw William. + +He felt such a shock that he was giddy and faint. "Will," he said, "what +is the matter?" + +"Come here, and I'll tell you." + +He forced his way to a quieter place, and then turned round to his +companion,--"Make it short, Will; that's a dear fellow. I can stand the +worst." + +"Master was took very bad two days ago, Master Charles; and Master +Cuthbert sent me off for you at once. He told me directly I got to +Paddington to ask for a telegraph message, so that you might hear the +last accounts; and here it is." + +He put what we now call a "telegram" into Charles's hand, and the burden +of it was mourning and woe. Densil Ravenshoe was sinking fast, and all +that steam and horse-flesh could do would be needed, if Charles would +see him alive. + +"Will, go and find Mr. Marston for me, and I will wait here for you. How +are we to get back to Putney?" + +"I have got a cab waiting." + +William dashed into the inn, and Charles waited. He turned and looked at +the river. + +There it was winding away past villa and park, bearing a thousand boats +upon its bosom. He looked once again upon the crowded steamers and the +busy multitude, and even in his grief felt a rush of honest pride as he +thought that he was one of the heroes of the day. And then he turned, +for William was beside him again. Marston was not to be found. + +"I should like to have seen him again," he said; "but we must fly, Will, +we must fly!" + +Had he known under what circumstances he was next to see a great +concourse of people, and under what circumstances he was next to meet +Marston, who knows but that in his ignorance and short-sightedness he +would have chosen to die where he stood in such a moment of triumph and +honour? + +In the hurry of departure he had no time to ask questions. Only when he +found himself in the express train, having chosen to go second-class +with his servant, and not be alone, did he find time to ask how it had +come about. + +There was but little to be told. Densil had been seized after breakfast, +and at first so slightly that they were not much alarmed. He had been +put to bed, and the symptoms had grown worse. Then William had been +despatched for Charles, leaving Cuthbert, Mary, and Father Mackworth at +his bedside. All had been done that could be done. He seemed to be in no +pain, and quite contented. That was all. The telegraph told the rest. +Cuthbert had promised to send horses to Crediton, and a relay forty +miles nearer home. + +The terrible excitement of the day, and the fact that he had eaten +nothing since breakfast, made Charles less able to bear up against the +news than he would otherwise have been. Strange thoughts and fears began +to shape themselves in his head, and to find voices in the monotonous +jolting of the carriage. + +Not so much the fear of his father's death. That he did not fear, +because he knew it would come; and, as to that, the bitterness of death +was past, bitter, deeply bitter, as it was; but a terror lest his father +should die without speaking to him--that he should never see those dear +lips wreathe into a smile for him any more. + +Yesterday he had been thinking of this very journey--of how, if they won +the race, he would fly down on the wings of the wind to tell them, and +how the old man would brighten up with joy at the news. Yesterday he was +a strong, brave man; and now what deadly terror was this at his heart? + +"William, what frightens me like this?" + +"The news I brought you, and the excitement of the race. And you have +been training hard for a long time, and that don't mend a man's nerves; +and you are hungry." + +"Not I." + +"What a noble race it was! I saw you above a mile off. I could tell the +shape of you that distance, and see how you was pulling your oar +through. I knew that my boy was going to be in the winning boat, Lord +bless you! before the race was rowed. And when I saw Mr. C---- come in +with that tearing, licking quick stroke of his, I sung out for old +Oxford, and pretty nearly forgot the photograph for a bit." + +"Photograph, Will? what photograph?" + +"Telegraph, I mean, It's all the same." + +Charles couldn't talk, though he tried. He felt an anxiety he had never +felt before. It was so ill-defined that he could not trace it to its +source. He had a right to feel grief, and deep anxiety to see his father +alive; but this was sheer terror, and at what? + +At Swindon, William got out and returned laden with this and with that, +and forced Charles to eat and drink. He had not tasted wine for a long +time; so he had to be careful with it; but it seemed to do him no good. +But, at last, tired nature did something for him, and he fell asleep. + +When he awoke it was night, and at first he did not remember where he +was. But rapidly his grief came upon him; and up, as it were out of a +dark gulf, came the other nameless terror and took possession of his +heart. + +There was a change at Exeter; then at Crediton they met with their first +relay of horses, and, at ten o'clock at night, after a hasty supper, +started on their midnight ride. The terror was gone the moment Charles +was on horseback. + +The road was muddy and dark, often with steep banks on each side; but a +delicious April moon was overhead, and they got on bravely. At Bow there +was a glimpse of Dartmoor towering black, and a fresh puff of westerly +wind, laden with scents of spring. At Hatherleigh, there were fresh +horses, and one of the Ravenshoe grooms waiting for them. The man had +heard nothing since yesterday; so at one o'clock they started on again. +After this, there were none but cross-country roads, and dangerous steep +lanes; so they got on slowly. Then came the morning with voice of ten +thousand birds, and all the rich perfume of awaking nature. And then +came the woods of home, and they stood on the terrace, between the old +house and the sea. + +The white surf was playing and leaping around the quiet headlands; the +sea-birds were floating merrily in the sunshine; the April clouds were +racing their purple shadows across the jubilant blue sea; but the old +house stood blank and dull. Every window was closed, and not a sound was +heard. + +For Charles had come too late. Densil Ravenshoe was dead. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE FIRST GLIMPSE OF THE NEW WORLD. + + +In the long dark old room with the mullioned windows looking out on the +ocean, in the room that had been Charles's bedroom, study, and +play-room, since he was a boy, there sat Charles Ravenshoe, musing, +stricken down with grief, and forlorn. + +There were the fishing-rods and the guns, there were the books and the +homely pictures in which his soul had delighted. There was "The +Sanctuary and the Challenge," and Bob Coombes in his outrigger. All were +there. But Charles Ravenshoe was not there. There was another man in his +place, bearing his likeness, who sat and brooded with his head on his +hands. + +Where was the soul which was gone? Was he an infant in a new cycle of +existence? or was he still connected with the scenes and people he had +known and loved so long? Was he present? Could he tell at last the deep +love that one poor foolish heart had borne for him? Could he know now +the deep, deep grief that tore that poor silly heart, because its owner +had not been by to see the last faint smile of intelligence flutter over +features that he was to see no more? + +"Father! Father! Where are you? Don't leave me all alone, father." No +answer! only the ceaseless beating of the surf upon the shore. + +He opened the window, and looked out. The terrace, the woods, the +village, and beyond, the great unmeasurable ocean! What beyond that? + +What was this death, which suddenly made that which we loved so well, so +worthless? Could they none of them tell us? One there was who triumphed +over death and the grave, and was caught up in His earthly body. Who is +this Death that he should triumph over us? Alas, poor Charles! There are +evils worse than death. There are times when death seems to a man like +going to bed. Wait! + +There was a picture of Mary's, of which he bethought himself. One we all +know. Of a soul being carried away by angels to heaven. They call it St. +Catherine, though it had nothing particular to do with St. Catherine, +that I know of; and he thought he would go see it. But, as he turned, +there stood Mary herself before him. + +He held out his hands towards her, and she came and sat beside him, and +put her arm round his neck. He kissed her! Why not? They were as brother +and sister. + +He asked her why she had come. + +"I knew you wanted me," she said. + +Then she, still with her arm round his neck, talked to him about what +had just happened. "He asked for you soon after he was taken on the +first day, and told Father Mackworth to send off for you. Cuthbert had +sent two hours before, and he said he was glad, and hoped that Oxford +would win the race----" + +"Charles," said Mary again, "do you know that old James has had a fit, +and is not expected to live?" + +"No." + +"Yes, as soon as he heard of our dear one's death he was taken. It has +killed him." + +"Poor old James!" + +They sat there some time, hand in hand, in sorrowful communion, and then +Charles said suddenly-- + +"The future, Mary! The future, my love?" + +"We discussed that before, Charles, dear. There is only one line of life +open to me." + +"Ah!" + +"I shall write to Lady Ascot to-morrow. I heard from Adelaide the other +day, and she tells me that young Lady Hainault is going to take charge +of poor Lord Charles's children in a short time; and she will want a +nursery governess; and I will go." + +"I would sooner you were there than here, Mary. I am very glad of this. +She is a very good woman. I will go and see you there very often." + +"Are you going back to Oxford, Charles?" + +"I think not." + +"Do you owe much money there?" + +"Very little, now. He paid it almost all for me." + +"What shall you do?" + +"I have not the remotest idea. I cannot possibly conceive. I must +consult Marston." + +There passed a weary week--a week of long brooding days and sleepless +nights, while outside the darkened house the bright spring sun flooded +all earth with light and life, and the full spring wind sang pleasantly +through the musical woods, and swept away inland over heather and crag. + +Strange sounds began to reach Charles in his solitary chamber; sounds +which at first made him fancy he was dreaming, they were so mysterious +and inexplicable. The first day they assumed the forms of solitary notes +of music, some almost harsh, and some exquisitely soft and melodious. As +the day went on they began to arrange themselves into chords, and sound +slightly louder, though still a long way off. At last, near midnight, +they seemed to take form, and flow off into a wild, mournful piece of +music, the like of which Charles had never heard before; and then all +was still. + +Charles went to bed, believing either that the sounds were supernatural +or that they arose from noises in his head. He came to the latter +conclusion, and thought sleep would put an end to them; but, next +morning, when he had half opened the shutters, and let in the blessed +sunlight, there came the sound again--a wild, rich, triumphant melody, +played by some hand, whether earthly or unearthly, that knew its work +well. + +"What is that, William?" + +"Music." + +"Where does it come from?" + +"Out of the air. The pixies make such music at times. Maybe it's the +saints in glory with their golden harps, welcoming Master and Father." + +"Father!" + +"He died this morning at daybreak; not long after his old master, eh? He +was very faithful to him. He was in prison with him once, I've heard +tell. I'll be as faithful to you, Charles, when the time comes." + +And another day wore on in the darkened house, and still the angelic +music rose and fell at intervals, and moved the hearts of those that +heard it strangely. + +"Surely," said Charles to himself, "that music must sound louder in one +place than another." And then he felt himself smiling at the idea that +he half believed it to be supernatural. + +He rose and passed on through corridor and gallery, still listening as +he went. The music had ceased, and all was still. + +He went on through parts of the house he had not been in since a boy. +This part of the house was very much deserted; some of the rooms he +looked into were occupied as inferior servants' bedrooms; some were +empty, and all were dark. Here was where he, Cuthbert, and William would +play hide-and-seek on wet days; and well he remembered each nook and +lair. A window was open in one empty room, and it looked into the +court-yard. They were carrying things into the chapel, and he walked +that way. + +In the dark entrance to the dim chapel a black figure stood aside to let +him pass; he bowed, and did so, but was barely in the building when a +voice he knew said, "It is Charles," and the next moment he was clasped +by both hands, and the kind face of Father Tiernay was beaming before +him. + +"I am so glad to see you, Father Tiernay. It is so kind of you to come." + +"You look pale and worn," said the good man; "you have been fretting. I +won't have that, now that I am come. I will have you out in the air and +sunshine, my boy, along the shore----" + +The music again! Not faint and distant as heretofore, but close +overhead, crashing out into a mighty jubilate, which broke itself +against rafter and window in a thousand sweet echoes. Then, as the noble +echoes began to sink, there arose a soft flute-like note, which grew +more intense until the air was filled with passionate sound; and it +trilled and ran, and paused, and ran on, and died you knew not where. + +"I can't stand much of that, Father Tiernay," said Charles. "They have +been mending the organ, I see. That accounts for the music I have heard. +I suppose there will be music at the funeral, then." + +"My brother Murtagh," said Father Tiernay, "came over yesterday morning +from Lord Segur's. He is organist there, and he mended it. Bedad he is +a sweet musician. Hear what Sir Henry Bishop says of him." + +There came towards them, from the organ-loft, a young man, wearing a +long black coat and black bands with white edges, and having of his own +one of the sweetest, kindliest faces eye ever rested on. Father Tiernay +looked on him with pride and affection, and said-- + +"Murty, my dear brother, this is Mr. Charles Ravenshoe, me very good +friend, I hope you'll become acquaintances, for the reason that two good +fellows should know one another." + +"I am almost afraid," said the young man, with a frank smile, "that +Charles Ravenshoe has already a prejudice against me for the +disagreeable sounds I was making all day yesterday in bringing the old +organ into work again." + +"Nay, I was only wondering where such noble bursts of melody came from," +said Charles. "If you had made all the evil noises in Pandemonium, they +would have been forgiven for that last piece of music. Do you know that +I had no idea the old organ could be played on. Years ago, when we were +boys, Cuthbert and I tried to play on it; I blew for him, and he sounded +two or three notes, but it frightened us, and we ran away, and never +went near it again." + +"It is a beautiful old instrument," said young Tiernay; "will you stand +just here, and listen to it?" + +Charles stood in one of the windows, and Father Tiernay beside him. He +leant his head on his arm, and looked forth eastward and northward, over +the rolling woods, the cliffs, and the bright blue sea. + +The music began with a movement soft, low, melodious, beyond expression, +and yet strong, firm, and regular as of a thousand armed men marching to +victory. It grew into volume and power till it was irresistible, yet +still harmonious and perfect. Charles understood it. It was the life of +a just man growing towards perfection and honour. + +It wavered and fluttered, and threw itself into sparkling sprays and +eddies. It leapt and laughed with joy unutterable, yet still through all +the solemn measure went on. Love had come to gladden the perfect life, +and had adorned without disturbing it. + +Then began discords and wild sweeping storms of sound, harsh always, but +never unmelodious: fainter and fainter grew the melody, till it was +almost lost. Misfortunes had come upon the just man, and he was bending +under them. + +No. More majestic, more grand, more solemn than ever the melody +re-asserted itself: and again, as though purified by a furnace, marched +solemnly on with a clearness and sweetness greater than at first. The +just man had emerged from his sea of troubles ennobled. Charles felt a +hand on his shoulder. He thought it had been Father Tiernay. Father +Tiernay was gone. It was Cuthbert. + +"Cuthbert! I am so glad you have come to see me. I was not surprised +because you would not see me before. You didn't think I was offended, +brother, did you? I know you. I know you!" + +Charles smoothed his hair and smiled pleasantly upon him. Cuthbert stood +quite still and said nothing. + +"Cuthbert," said Charles, "you are in pain. In bodily pain I mean." + +"I am. I spent last night on these stones praying, and the cold has got +into my very bones." + +"You pray for the dead, I know," said Charles. "But why destroy the +health God has given you because a good man has gone to sleep?" + +"I was not praying for him so much as for you." + +"God knows I want it, dear Cuthbert. But can you benefit me by killing +yourself?" + +"Who knows? I may try. How long is it since we were boys together, +Charles?" + +"How long? Let me see. Why, it is nineteen years at least since I can +first remember you." + +"I have been sarcastic and distant with you sometimes, Charles, but I +have never been unkind." + +"Cuthbert! I never had an unkind word or action from you. Why do you say +this?" + +"Because----Charles, do you remember the night the _Warren Hastings_ +came ashore?" + +"Ay," said Charles, wonderingly. + +"In future, when you call me to mind, will you try to think of me as I +was then, not as I have been lately? We slept together, you remember, +through the storm, and he sat on the bed. God has tried me very hard. +Let us hope that heaven will be worth the winning. After this you will +see me no more in private. Good-bye!" + +Charles thought he knew what he meant, and had expected it. He would not +let him go for a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +FATHER MACKWORTH BRINGS LORD SALTIRE TO BAY, AND WHAT CAME OF IT. + + +Old James was to be buried side by side with his old master in the vault +under the altar. The funeral was to be on the grandest scale, and all +the Catholic gentry of the neighbourhood, and most of the Protestant +were coming. Father Mackworth, it may be conceived, was very busy, and +seldom alone. All day he and the two Tiernays were arranging and +ordering. When thoroughly tired out, late at night, he would retire to +his room and take a frugal supper (Mackworth was no glutton), and sit +before the fire musing. + +One night, towards the middle of the week, he was sitting thus before +the fire, when the door opened, and some one came in; thinking it was +the servant, he did not look round; but, when the supposed servant came +up to the fireplace and stood still, he cast his eyes suddenly up, and +they fell upon the cadaverous face of Cuthbert. + +He looked deadly pale and wan as he stood with his face turned to the +flickering fire, and Mackworth felt deep pity for him. He held an open +letter towards Mackworth, and said-- + +"This is from Lord Saltire. He proposes to come here the night before +the funeral and go away in Lord Segur's carriage with him after it is +over. Will you kindly see after his rooms, and so on? Here is the +letter." + +"I will," said Mackworth. "My dear boy, you look deadly ill." + +"I wish I were dead." + +"So do all who hope for heaven," said Mackworth. + +"Who would not look worn and ill with such a scene hanging over their +heads?" + +"Go away and avoid it." + +"Not I. A Ravenshoe is not a coward. Besides, I want to see him again. +How cruel you have been! Why did you let him gain my heart? I have +little enough to love." + +There was a long pause--so long that a bright-eyed little mouse ran out +from the wainscot and watched. Both their eyes were bent on the fire, +and Father Mackworth listened with painful intentness for what was to +come. + +"He shall speak first," he thought. "How I wonder----" + +At last Cuthbert spoke slowly, without raising his eyes-- + +"Will nothing induce you to forego your purpose?" + +"How can I forego it, Cuthbert, with common honesty? I have foregone it +long enough." + +"Listen now," said Cuthbert, unheedingly: "I have been reckoning up what +I can afford, and I find that I can give you five thousand pounds down +for that paper, and five thousand more in bills of six, eight, and +twelve months. Will that content you?" + +Father Mackworth would have given a finger to have answered promptly +"No," but he could not. The offer was so astounding, so unexpected, that +he hesitated long enough to make Cuthbert look round, and say-- + +"Ten thousand pounds is a large sum of money, Father." + +It was, indeed; and Lord Saltire coming next week! Let us do the man +justice; he acted with a certain amount of honour. When you have read +this book to the end you will see that ten thousand pounds was only part +of what was offered to him. He gave it all up because he would not lower +himself in the eyes of Cuthbert, who had believed in him so long. + +"I paused," said he, "from astonishment, that a gentleman could have +insulted me by such a proposition." + +"Your pause," said Cuthbert, "arose from hesitation, not from +astonishment. I saw your eyes blaze when I made you the offer. Think of +ten thousand pounds. You might appear in the world as an English Roman +Catholic of fortune. Good heavens! with your talent you might aspire to +the cardinal's chair!" + +"No, no, no!" said Mackworth, fiercely. "I did hesitate, and I have lied +to you; but I hesitate no longer. I won't have the subject mentioned to +me again, sir. What sort of a gentleman are you to come to men's rooms +in the dead of night, with your father lying dead in the house, and +tempt men to felony? I will not." + +"God knows," said Cuthbert, as he passed out, "whether I have lost +heaven in trying to save him." + +Mackworth heard the door close behind him, and then looked eagerly +towards it. He heard Cuthbert's footsteps die along the corridor, and +then, rising up, he opened it and looked out. The corridor was empty. He +walked hurriedly back to the fireplace. + +"Shall I call him back?" he said. "It is not too late. Ten thousand +pounds! A greater stake than I played for; and now, when it is at my +feet, I am throwing it away. And for what? For honour, after I have +acted the----" (he could not say the word). "After I have gone so far. I +must be a gentleman. A common rogue would have jumped at the offer. By +heaven! there are some things better than money. If I were to take his +offer he would know me for a rogue. And I love the lad. No, no! let the +fool go to his prayers. I will keep the respect of one man at least. + +"What a curious jumble and puzzle it all is, to be sure. Am I any worse +than my neighbours? I have made a desperate attempt at power, for a +name, and an ambition; and then, because the ball comes suddenly at my +feet, from a quarter I did not expect, I dare not strike it because I +fear the contempt of one single pair of eyes from which I have been used +to receive nothing but love and reverence. + +"Yet he cannot trust me, as I thought he did, or he would not have made +the offer to me. And then he made it in such a confident way that he +must have thought I was going to accept it. That is strange. He has +never rebelled lately. Am I throwing away substance for shadow? I have +been bound to the Church body and soul from my boyhood, and I must go +on. I have refused a cardinal's chair this night, but who will ever know +it? + +"I must go about with my Lord Saltire. I could go at him with more +confidence if I had ten thousand pounds in the bank though, in case of +failure. I am less afraid of that terrible old heretic than I am of +those great eyes of Cuthbert's turned on me in scorn. I have lived so +long among gentlemen that I believe myself to be one. He knows, and he +shall tell. + +"And, if all fails, I have served the Church, and the Church shall serve +me. What fools the best of us are! Why did I ever allow that +straightforward idiot Tiernay into the house? He hates me, I know. I +rather like the fool. He will take the younger one's part on Monday; but +I don't think my gentleman will dare to say too much." + +After this soliloquy, the key to which will appear very shortly, Father +Mackworth took off his clothes and got into bed. + +The day before the funeral, Cuthbert sent a message to Charles, to beg +that he would be kind enough to receive Lord Saltire; and, as the old +man was expected at a certain hour, Charles, about ten minutes before +the time, went down to the bottom of the hall-steps on to the terrace, +to be ready for him when he came. + +Oh, the glorious wild freshness of the sea and sky after the darkened +house! The two old capes right and left; the mile-long stretch of sand +between them; and the short crisp waves rolling in before the westerly +wind of spring! Life and useful action in the rolling water; budding +promise in the darkening woods; young love in every bird's note! + +William stood beside him before he had observed him. Charles turned to +him, and took his arm in his. + +"Look at this," he said. + +"I am looking at it." + +"Does it make you glad and wild?" said Charles. "Does it make the last +week in the dark house look like twenty years? Are the two good souls +which are gone looking at it now, and rejoicing that earth should still +have some pleasure left for us?" + +"I hope not," said William, turning to Charles. + +"And why?" said Charles, and wondering rather what William would say. + +"I wouldn't," said William, "have neither of their hearts broke with +seeing what is to come." + +"Their hearts broke!" said Charles, turning full round on his +foster-brother. "Let them see how we behave under it, William. That will +never break their hearts, my boy." + +"Charles," said William, earnestly, "do you know what is coming?" + +"No; nor care." + +"It is something terrible for you, I fear," said William. + +"Have you any idea what it is?" said Charles. + +"Not the least. But look here. Last night, near twelve, I went down to +the chapel, thinking to say an ave before the coffin, and there lay +Master Cuthbert on the stones. So I kept quiet and said my prayer. And +of a sudden he burst out and said, 'I have risked my soul and my fortune +to save him: Lord, remember it!'" + +"Did he say that, William?" + +"The very words." + +"Then he could not have been speaking of me," said Charles. "It is +possible that by some means I may not come into the property I have been +led to expect; but that could not have referred to me. Suppose I was to +leave the house, penniless, to-morrow morning, William, should I go +alone? I am very strong, and very patient, and soon learn anything. +Cuthbert would take care of me. Would you come with me, or let me go +alone?" + +"You know. Why should I answer?" + +"We might go to Canada and settle. And then Adelaide would come over +when the house was ready; and you would marry the girl of your choice; +and our boys would grow up to be such friends as you and I are. And then +my boy should marry your girl, and----" + +Poor dreaming Charles, all unprepared for what was to come! + +A carriage drove on to the terrace at this moment, with Lord Saltire's +solemn servant on the box. + +Charles and William assisted Lord Saltire to alight. His lordship said +that he was getting devilish stiff and old, and had been confoundedly +cut up by his old friend's death, and had felt bound to come down to +show his respect to the memory of one of the best and honestest men it +had ever been his lot to meet in a tolerably large experience. And then, +standing on the steps, went on-- + +"It is very pleasant to me to be greeted by a face I like as yours, +Charles. I was gratified at seeing your name in the _Times_ as being one +of the winners of the great boat-race the other day. My man pointed it +out to me. That sort of thing is very honourable to a young fellow, if +it does not lead to a neglect of other duties, in which case it becomes +very mischievous; in yours it has not. That young man is, I believe, +your foster-brother. Will he be good enough to go and find Miss Corby, +and tell her that Lord Saltire wants her to come and walk with him on +the terrace? Give me your shoulder." William ran right willingly on his +errand. + +"Your position here, Charles," continued Lord Saltire, "will be a +difficult one." + +"It will, indeed, my lord." + +"I intend you to spend most of your time with me in future. I want some +one to take care of me. In return for boring you all day, I shall get +you the run of all the best houses, and make a man of you. Hush! not a +word now! Here comes our Robin Redbreast. I am glad I have tempted her +out into the air and the sunshine. How peaked you look, my dear! How are +you?" + +Poor Mary looked pale and wan, indeed, but brightened up at the sight of +her old friend. They three walked and talked in the fresh spring morning +an hour or more. + +That afternoon came a servant to Lord Saltire with a note from Father +Mackworth, requesting the honour of ten minutes' conversation with Lord +Saltire in private. + +"I suppose I must see the fellow," said the old man to himself. + +"My compliments to Mr. Mackworth, and I am alone in the library. The +fool," continued he, when the man had left the room, "why doesn't he let +well alone? I hate the fellow. I believe he is as treacherous as his +mother. If he broaches the subject, he shall have the whole truth." + +Meanwhile, Father Mackworth was advancing towards him through the dark +corridors, and walking slower, and yet more slow, as he neared the room +where sat the grim old man. He knew that there would be a fencing match; +and of all the men in broad England he feared his lordship most. His +determination held, however; though, up to the very last, he had almost +determined to speak only about comparatively indifferent subjects, and +not about that nearest to his heart. + +"How do you do, my good sir," said Lord Saltire, as he came in; "I have +to condole with you on the loss of our dear old friend. We shall neither +of us ever have a better one, sir." + +Mackworth uttered some commonplaces; to which Lord Saltire bowed, +without speaking, and then sat with his elbows on the arms of his chair, +making a triangle of his two fore-fingers and thumbs, staring at Father +Mackworth. + +"I am going, Lord Saltire, to trouble you with some of my early +reminiscences as a boy." + +Lord Saltire bowed, and settled himself easily in his chair, as one does +who expects a good story. Mackworth went on-- + +"One of my earliest recollections, my lord, is of being at a French +lycée." + +"The fault of those establishments," said Lord Saltire, pensively, "is +the great range of subjects which are superficially taught. I ask pardon +for interrupting you. Do you take snuff?" + +Mackworth declined, with great politeness, and continued-- + +"I was taken to that school by a footman in livery." + +"Upon my honour, then, I owe you an apology. I thought, of course, that +the butler had gone with you. But, in a large house, one never really +knows what one's people are about." + +Father Mackworth did not exactly like this. It was perfectly evident to +him, not only that Lord Saltire knew all about his birth and parentage, +but also was willing to tell. + +"Lord Saltire," he said, "I have never had a parent's care, or any name +but one I believe to be fictitious. You can give me a name--give me, +perhaps, a parent--possibly, a brother. Will you do this for me?" + +"I can do neither the one thing nor the other, my good sir. I entreat +you, for your own sake, to inquire no further." + +There was a troubled expression in the old man's face as he answered. +Mackworth thought he was gaining his point, and pressed on. + +"Lord Saltire, as you are a gentleman, tell me who my parents were;" +and, as he said this, he rose up and stood before him, folding his arms. + +"Confound the impudent, theatrical jackanapes!" thought Lord Saltire. +"His mother all over. I will gratify your curiosity sir," he said aloud, +angrily. "You are the illegitimate son of a French ballet-dancer!" + +"But who was my father, my lord? Answer me that, on your honour." + +"Who was your father? _Pardieu_, that is more than I can tell. If any +one ever knew, it must have been your mother. You are assuming a tone +with me, sir, which I don't intend to put up with. I wished to spare you +a certain amount of humiliation. I shall not trouble myself to do so +now, for many reasons. Now listen to me, sir--to the man who saved you +from the kennel, sir--and drop that theatrical attitude. Your mother was +my brother's mistress, and a clever woman in her way; and meeting her +here and there, in the green-room and where not, and going sometimes to +her house with my brother, I had a sort of acquaintance with her, and +liked her as one likes a clever, brilliant woman of that sort. My +brother died. Some time after your mother fell into poverty and disgrace +under circumstances into which I should advise you not to inquire, and +on her death-bed recommended you to my care as an old acquaintance, +praying that you might be brought up in her own religion. The request +was, under the circumstances, almost impudent; but remembering that I +had once liked the woman, and calling to mind the relation she had held +to poor dear John, I complied, and did for you what I have done. You +were a little over a twelvemonth old at the time of your mother's death, +and my brother had been dead nearly or quite five years. Your mother had +changed her protector thrice during that time. Now, sir!" + +Mackworth stood before Lord Saltire all this time as firm as a rock. He +had seen from the old man's eye that every word was terribly true, but +he had never flinched--never a nerve in his face had quivered; but he +had grown deadly pale. When Lord Saltire had finished he tried to speak, +but found his mouth as dry as dust. He smiled, and, with a bow, reaching +past Lord Saltire, took up a glass of lemonade which stood at his elbow +and drank it. Then he spoke clearly and well. + +"You see how you have upset me, my lord. In seeking this interview, I +had some hopes of having forced a confession from your lordship of my +relationship with you, and thereby serving my personal ambition. I have +failed. It now remains to me to thank you heartily and frankly for the +benefits I have received from you, and to beg you to forgive my +indiscretion." + +"You are a brave man, sir," said Lord Saltire. "I don't think you are an +honest one. But I can respect manliness." + +"You have a great affection for Charles Ravenshoe, my lord?" + +"Yes," said Lord Saltire; "I love Charles Ravenshoe more than any other +human being." + +"Perhaps the time may come, my lord, when he will need all your love and +protection." + +"Highly possible. I am in possession of the tenor of his father's will; +and those who try to set that will aside, unless they have a very strong +case, had better consider that Charles is backed up by an amount of +ready money sufficient to ruin the Ravenshoe estate in law." + +"No attempt of the kind will be made, my lord. But I very much doubt +whether your lordship will continue your protection to that young man. I +wish you good afternoon." + +"That fellow," said Lord Saltire, "has got a card to play which I don't +know of. What matter? I can adopt Charles, and he may defy them. I wish +I could give him my title; but that will be extinct. I am glad little +Mary is going to Lady Hainault. It will be the best place for her till +she marries. I wish that fool of a boy had fallen in love with her. But +he wouldn't." + +Mackworth hurried away to his room; and, as he went, he said, "I have +been a fool--a fool. I should have taken Cuthbert's offer. None but a +fool would have done otherwise. A cardinal's chair thrown to the dogs! + +"I could not do it this morning; but I can do it now. The son of a +figurante, and without a father! Perhaps he will offer it again. + +"If he does not, there is one thing certain. That young ruffian Charles +is ruined. Ah, ah! my Lord Saltire, I have you there! I should like to +see that old man's face when I play my last card. It will be a finer +sight than Charles's. You'll make him your heir, will you, my lord? Will +you make him your groom?" + +He went to his desk, took out an envelope, and looked at it. He looked +at it long, and then put it back. "It will never do to tempt him with +it. If he were to refuse his offer of this morning, I should be ruined. +Much better to wait and play out the ace boldly. I can keep my hold over +_him_: and William is mine, body and soul, if he dies." + +With which reflections, the good Father dressed for dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +THE GRAND CRASH. + + +The funeral was over. Charles had waited with poor weeping Mary to see +the coffin carried away under the dark grim archway of the vault, and +had tried to comfort her who would not be comforted. And, when the last +wild wail of the organ had died away, and all the dark figures but they +two had withdrawn from the chapel, there stood those two poor orphans +alone together. + +It was all over, and they began for the first time to realise it; they +began to feel what they lost. King Densil was dead, and King Cuthbert +reigned. When a prime minister dies, the world is shaken; when a county +member dies, the county is agitated, and the opposition electors, till +lately insignificant, rise suddenly into importance, and the possible +new members are suddenly great men. So, when a mere country gentleman +dies, the head of a great family dies, relations are changed entirely +between some score or two of persons. The dog of to-day is not the dog +of yesterday. Servants are agitated, and remember themselves of old +impertinences, and tremble. Farmers wonder what the new Squire's first +move will be. Perhaps even the old hound wonders whether he is to keep +his old place by the fire or no; and younger brothers bite their nails, +and wonder, too, about many things. + +Charles wondered profoundly in his own room that afternoon, whither he +had retired after having dismissed Mary at her door with a kiss. In +spite of his grief, he wondered what was coming, and tried to persuade +himself that he didn't care. From this state of mind he was aroused by +William, who told him that Lord Segur was going, and Lord Saltire with +him, and that the latter wanted to speak to him. + +Lord Saltire had his foot on the step of the carriage. "Charles, my dear +boy," he said, "the moment things are settled come to me at Segur +Castle. Lord Segur wants you to come and stay there while I am there." + +Lord Segur, from the carriage, hoped Charles would come and see them at +once. + +"And mind, you know," said Lord Saltire, "that you don't do anything +without consulting me. Let the little bird pack off to Lady Ascot's, and +help to blow up the grooms. Don't let her stay moping here. Now, +good-bye, my dear boy. I shall see you in a day or so." + +And so the old man was gone. And, as Charles watched the carriage, he +saw the sleek grey head thrust from the window, and the great white hand +waved to him. He never forgot that glimpse of the grey head and the +white hand, and he never will. + +A servant came up to him, and asked him, Would he see Mr. Ravenshoe in +the library? Charles answered Yes, but was in no hurry to go. So he +stood a little longer on the terrace, watching the bright sea, and the +gulls, and the distant island. Then he turned into the darkened house +again, and walked slowly towards the library door. + +Some one else stood in the passage--it was William, with his hand on the +handle of the door. + +"I waited for you, Master Charles," he said; "they have sent for me too. +Now you will hear something to your advantage." + +"I care not," said Charles, and they went in. + +Once, in lands far away, there was a sailor lad, a good-humoured, +good-looking, thoughtless fellow, who lived alongside of me, and with +whom I was always joking. We had a great liking for one another. I left +him at the shaft's mouth at two o'clock one summer's day, roaring with +laughter at a story I had told him; and at half-past five I was helping +to wind up the shattered corpse, which when alive had borne his name. A +flake of gravel had come down from the roof of the drive and killed him, +and his laughing and story-telling were over for ever. How terrible +these true stories are! Why do I tell this one? Because, whenever I +think of this poor lad's death, I find myself not thinking of the +ghastly thing that came swinging up out of the darkness into the summer +air, but of the poor fellow as he was the morning before. I try to think +how he looked, as leaning against the windlass with the forest behind +and the mountains beyond, and if, in word or look, he gave any sign of +his coming fate before he went gaily down into his tomb. + +So it was with Charles Ravenshoe. He remembers part of the scene that +followed perfectly well; but he tries more than all to recall how +Cuthbert looked, and how Mackworth looked before the terrible words were +spoken. After it was all over he remembers, he tells me, every trifling +incident well. But his memory is a little gone about the first few +minutes which elapsed after he and William came into the room. He says +that Cuthbert was sitting at the table very pale, with his hands clasped +on the table before him, looking steadily at him without expression on +his face; and that Mackworth leant against the chimney-piece, and looked +keenly and curiously at him. + +Charles went up silently and kissed his brother on the forehead. +Cuthbert neither moved nor spoke. Charles greeted Mackworth civilly, and +then leant against the chimney-piece by the side of him, and said what a +glorious day it was. William stood at a little distance, looking +uneasily from one to another. + +Cuthbert broke silence. "I sent for you," he said. + +"I am glad to come to you, Cuthbert, though I think you sent for me on +business, which I am not very well up to to-day." + +"On business," said Cuthbert: "business which must be gone through with +to-day, though I expect it will kill me." + +Charles, by some instinct (who knows what? it was nothing reasonable, he +says) moved rapidly towards William, and laid his hand on his shoulder. +I take it, that it arose from that curious gregarious feeling that men +have in times of terror. He could not have done better than to move +towards his truest friend, whatever it was. + +"I should like to prepare you for what is to come," continued Cuthbert, +speaking calmly, with the most curious distinctness; "but that would be +useless. The blow would be equally severe whether you expect it or not. +You two who stand there were nursed at the same breast. That groom, on +whose shoulder you have your hand now, is my real brother. You are no +relation to me; you are the son of the faithful old servant whom we +buried to-day with my father." + +Charles said, Ho! like a great sigh. William put his arm round him, and, +raising his finger, and looking into his face with his calm, honest +eyes, said with a smile-- + +"This was it then. We know it all now." + +Charles burst out into a wild laugh, and said, "Father Mackworth's ace +of trumps! He has inherited a talent for melodrama from his blessed +mother. Stop. I beg your pardon, sir, for saying that; I said it in a +hurry. It was blackguardly. Let's have the proofs of this, and all that +sort of thing, and witnesses too, if you please. Father Mackworth, there +have been such things as prosecutions for conspiracy. I have Lord +Saltire and Lord Ascot at my back. You have made a desperate cast, sir. +My astonishment is that you have allowed your hatred for me to outrun +your discretion so far. This matter will cost some money before it is +settled." + +Father Mackworth smiled, and Charles passed him, and rang the bell. Then +he went back to William and took his arm. + +"Fetch the Fathers Tiernay here immediately," said Charles to the +servant who answered the bell. + +In a few minutes the worthy priests were in the room. The group was not +altered. Father Mackworth still leant against the mantel-piece, Charles +and William stood together, and Cuthbert sat pale and calm with his +hands clasped together. + +Father Tiernay looked at the disturbed group and became uneasy. "Would +it not be better to defer the settlement of any family disagreements to +another day? On such a solemn occasion----" + +"The ice is broken, Father Tiernay," said Charles. "Cuthbert, tell him +what you have told me." + +Cuthbert, clasping his hands together, did so, in a low, quiet voice. + +"There," said Charles, turning to Father Tiernay, "what do you think of +that?" + +"I am so astounded and shocked, that I don't know what to say," said +Father Tiernay; "your mind must be abused, my dear sir. The likeness +between yourself and Mr. Charles is so great that I cannot believe it. +Mackworth, what have you to say to this?" + +"Look at William, who is standing beside Charles," said the priest, +quietly, "and tell me which of those two is most like Cuthbert." + +"Charles and William are very much alike, certainly," said Tiernay; +"but----" + +"Do you remember James Horton, Tiernay?" said Mackworth. + +"Surely." + +"Did you ever notice the likeness between him and Densil Ravenshoe?" + +"I have noticed it, certainly; especially one night. One night I went to +his cottage last autumn. Yes--well?" + +"James Horton was Densil Ravenshoe's half-brother. He was the +illegitimate son of Petre." + +"Good God." + +"And the man whom you call Charles Ravenshoe, whom I call Charles +Horton, is his son." + +Charles was looking eagerly from one to the other, bewildered. + +"Ask him, Father Tiernay," he said, "what proofs he has. Perhaps he will +tell us." + +"You hear what Mr. Charles says, Mackworth. I address you because you +have spoken last. You must surely have strong proofs for such an +astounding statement." + +"I have his mother's handwriting," said Father Mackworth. + +"My mother's, sir," said Charles, flushing up, and advancing a pace +towards him. + +"You forget who your mother was," said Mackworth. "Your mother was +Norah, James Horton's wife. She confessed to me the wicked fraud she +practised, and has committed that confession to paper. I hold it. You +have not a point of ground to stand on. Fifty Lord Saltires could not +help you one jot. You must submit. You have been living in luxury and +receiving an expensive education when you should have been cleaning out +the stable. So far from being overwhelmed at this, you should consider +how terribly the balance is against you." + +He spoke with such awful convincing calmness that Charles's heart died +away within him. He knew the man. + +"Cuthbert," he said, "you are a gentleman. Is this true?" + +"God knows how terribly true it is," said Cuthbert, quietly. Then there +was a silence, broken by Charles in a strange thick voice, the like of +which none there had heard before. + +"I want to sit down somewhere. I want some drink. Will, my own boy, take +this d----d thing from round my neck? I can't see; where is there a +chair? Oh, God!" + +He fell heavily against William, looking deadly white, without sense or +power. And Cuthbert looked up at the priest, and said, in a low voice-- + +"You have killed him." + +Little by little he came round again, and rose on his feet, looking +round him as a buck or stag looks when run to soil, and is watching to +see which dog will come, with a piteous wild look, despairing and yet +defiant. There was a dead silence. + +"Are we to be allowed to see this paper?" said Charles, at length. + +Father Mackworth immediately handed it to him, and he read it. It was +completely conclusive. He saw that there was not a loophole to creep out +of. The two Tiernays read it, and shook their heads. William read it and +turned pale. And then they all stood staring blankly at one another. + +"You see, sir," said Father Mackworth, "that there are two courses open +to you. Either, on the one hand, to acquiesce in the truth of this +paper; or, on the other, to accuse me in a court of justice of +conspiracy and fraud. If you were to be successful in the latter course, +I should be transported out of your way, and the matter would end so. +But any practical man would tell you, and you would see in your calmer +moments, that no lawyer would undertake your case. What say you, Father +Tiernay?" + +"I cannot see what case he has, poor dear," said Father Tiernay. +"Mackworth," he added, suddenly. + +Father Mackworth met his eye with a steady stare, and Tiernay saw there +was no hope of explanation there. + +"On the other hand," continued Father Mackworth, "if this new state of +things is quietly submitted to (as it must be ultimately, whether +quietly or otherwise you yourself will decide), I am authorised to say +that the very handsomest provision will be made for you, and that, to +all intents and purposes, your prospects in the world will not suffer in +the least degree. I am right in saying so, I believe, Mr. Ravenshoe?" + +"You are perfectly right, sir," said Cuthbert in a quiet, passionless +voice. "My intention is to make a provision of three hundred a year for +this gentleman, whom, till the last few days, I believed to be my +brother. Less than twenty-four hours ago, Charles, I offered Father +Mackworth ten thousand pounds for this paper, with a view to destroy it. +I would, for your sake, Charles, have committed an act of villainy which +would have entailed a life's remorse, and have robbed William, my own +brother, of his succession. You see what a poor weak rogue I am, and +what a criminal I might become with a little temptation. Father +Mackworth did his duty and refused me. I tell you this to show you that +he is, at all events, sincere enough in his conviction of the truth of +this." + +"You acted like yourself, Cuthbert. Like one who would risk body and +soul for one you loved." + +He paused; but they waited for him to speak again. And very calmly, in a +very low voice, he continued-- + +"It is time that this scene should end. No one's interest will be served +by continuing it. I want to say a very few words, and I want them to be +considered as the words, as it were, of a dying man; for no one here +present will see me again till the day when I come back to claim a right +to the name I have been bearing so long--and that day will be never." + +Another pause. He moistened his lips, which were dry and cracked, and +then went on-- + +"Here is the paper, Father Mackworth; and may the Lord of Heaven be +judge between us if that paper be not true!" + +Father Mackworth took it, and, looking him steadily in the face, +repeated his words, and Charles's heart sank lower yet as he watched +him, and felt that hope was dead. + +"May the Lord of Heaven be judge between us two, Charles, if that paper +be not true! Amen." + +"I utterly refuse," Charles continued, "the assistance which Mr. +Ravenshoe has so nobly offered. I go forth alone into the world to make +my own way, or to be forgotten. Cuthbert and William, you will be sorry +for a time, but not for long. You will think of me sometimes of dark +winter nights when the wind blows, won't you? I shall never write to +you, and shall never return here any more. Worse things than this have +happened to men, and they have not died." + +All this was said with perfect self-possession, and without a failure in +the voice. It was magnificent despair. Father Tiernay, looking at +William's face, saw there a sort of sarcastic smile, which puzzled him +amazingly. + +"I had better," said Charles, "make my will. I should like William to +ride my horse Monté. He has thrown a curb, sir, as you know" he said, +turning to William; "but he will serve you well, and I know you will be +gentle with him." + +William gave a short, dry laugh. + +"I should have liked to take my terrier away with me, but I think I had +better not. I want to have nothing with me to remind me of this place. +My greyhound and the pointers I know you will take care of. It would +please me to think that William had moved into my room, and had taken +possession of all my guns, and fishing-rods, and so on. There is a +double-barrelled gun left at Venables', in St. Aldate's, at Oxford, for +repairs. It ought to be fetched away. + +"Now, sir," he said, turning to Cuthbert, "I should like to say a few +words about money matters. I owe about £150 at Oxford. It was a great +deal more at one time, but I have been more careful lately. I have the +bills upstairs. If that could be paid----" + +"To the utmost farthing, my dear Charles," said Cuthbert; "but----" + +"Hush!" said Charles, "I have five-and-twenty pounds by me. May I keep +that?" + +"I will write you a check for five hundred. I shall move your +resolution, Charles," said Cuthbert. + +"Never, so help me God!" said Charles; "it only remains to say good-bye. +I leave this room without a hard thought towards any one in it. I am at +peace with all the world. Father Mackworth, I beg your forgiveness. I +have been often rude and brutal to you. I suppose that you always meant +kindly to me. Good-bye." + +He shook hands with Mackworth, then with the Tiernays; then he offered +his hand to William, who took it smiling; and, lastly, he went up to +Cuthbert, and kissed him on the cheek, and then walked out of the door +into the hall. + +William, as he was going, turned as though to speak to Cuthbert, but +Cuthbert had risen, and he paused a moment. + +Cuthbert had risen, and stood looking wildly about him; then he said, +"Oh, my God, he is gone!" And then he broke through them, and ran out +into the hall, crying, "Charles, Charles, come back. Only one more word, +Charles." And then they saw Charles pause, and Cuthbert kneel down +before him, calling him his own dear brother, and saying he would die +for him. And then Father Tiernay hastily shut the library door, and left +those two wild hearts out in the old hall together alone. + +Father Tiernay came back to William, and took both his hands. "What are +you going to do?" he said. + +"I am going to follow him wherever he goes," said William. "I am never +going to leave him again. If he goes to the world's end, I will be with +him." + +"Brave fellow!" said Tiernay. "If he goes from here, and is lost sight +of, we may never see him again. If you go with him, you may change his +resolution." + +"That I shall never do," said William; "I know him too well. But I'll +save him from what I am frightened to think of. I will go to him now. I +shall see you again directly; but I must go to him." + +He passed out into the hall. Cuthbert was standing alone, and Charles +was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +THE COUP DE GRACE. + + +In the long watches of the winter night, when one has awoke from some +evil dream, and lies sleepless and terrified with the solemn pall of +darkness around one--on one of those deadly, still dark nights, when the +window only shows a murky patch of positive gloom in contrast with the +nothingness of the walls, when the howling of a tempest round chimney +and roof would be welcomed as a boisterous companion--in such still dead +times only, lying as in the silence of the tomb, one realises that some +day we shall lie in that bed and not think at all: that the time will +come soon when we must die. + +Our preachers remind us of this often enough, but we cannot realise it +in a pew in broad daylight. You must wake in the middle of the night to +do that, and face the thought like a man, that it will come, and come to +ninety-nine in a hundred of us, not in a maddening clatter of musquetry +as the day is won; or in carrying a line to a stranded ship, or in such +like glorious times, when the soul is in mastery over the body, but in +bed, by slow degrees. It is in darkness and silence only that we realise +this; and then let us hope that we humbly remember that death has been +conquered for us, and that in spite of our unworthiness we may defy him. +And after that sometimes will come the thought, "Are there no evils +worse even than death?" + +I have made these few remarks (I have made very few in this story, for I +want to suggest thought, not to supply it ready-made) because Charles +Ravenshoe has said to me in his wild way, that he did not fear death, +for he had died once already. + +I did not say anything, but waited for him to go on. + +"For what," he continued, "do you make out death even at the worst? A +terror, then a pang, more or less severe; then a total severance of all +ties on earth, an entire and permanent loss of everything one has loved. +After that, remorse, and useless regret, and the horrible torture of +missed opportunities without number thrust continually before one. The +monotonous song of the fiends, 'Too late! too late!' I have suffered all +these things! I have known what very few men have known, and +lived--despair; but perhaps the most terrible agony for a time was the +feeling of _loss of identity_--that I was not myself; that my whole +existence from babyhood had been a lie. This at times, at times only, +mind you, washed away from me the only spar to which I could cling--the +feeling that I was a gentleman. When the deluge came, that was the only +creed I had, and I was left alone as it were on the midnight ocean, out +of sight of land, swimming with failing strength." + +I have made Charles speak for himself. In this I know that I am right. +Now we must go on with him through the gathering darkness without +flinching; in terror, perhaps, but not in despair as yet. + +It never for one moment entered into his head to doubt the truth of what +Father Mackworth had set up. If he had had doubts even to the last, he +had none after Mackworth had looked him compassionately in the face, and +said, "God judge between us if this paper be not true!" Though he +distrusted Mackworth, he felt that no man, be he never so profound an +actor, could have looked so and spoken so if he were not telling what he +believed to be the truth. And that he and Norah were mistaken he justly +felt to be an impossibility. No. He was the child of Petre Ravenshoe's +bastard son by an Irish peasant girl. He who but half an hour before had +been heir to the proud old name, to the noble old house, the pride of +the west country, to hundreds of acres of rolling woodland, to mile +beyond mile of sweeping moorland, to twenty thriving farms, deep in +happy valleys, or perched high up on the side of lofty downs, was now +just this--a peasant, an impostor. + +The tenantry, the fishermen, the servants, they would come to know all +this. Had he died (ah! how much better than this), they would have +mourned for him, but what would they say or think now? That he, the +patron, the intercessor, the condescending young prince, should be the +child of a waiting-woman and a gamekeeper. Ah! mother, mother, God +forgive you! + +Adelaide: what would she think of this? He determined that he must go +and see her, and tell her the whole miserable story. She was ambitious, +but she loved him. Oh yes, she loved him. She could wait. There were +lands beyond the sea, where a man could win a fortune in a few years, +perhaps in one. There were Canada, and Australia, and India, where a man +needed nothing but energy. He never would take one farthing from the +Ravenshoes, save the twenty pounds he had. That was a determination +nothing could alter. But why need he? There was gold to be won, and +forest to be cleared, in happier lands. + +Alas, poor Charles! He has never yet set foot out of England, and +perhaps never will. He never thought seriously about it but this once. +He never had it put before him strongly by any one. Men only emigrate +from idleness, restlessness, or necessity; with the two first of these +he was not troubled, and the last had not come yet. It would, perhaps, +have been better for him to have gone to the backwoods or the diggings; +but, as he says, the reason why he didn't was that he didn't. But at +this sad crisis of his life it gave him comfort for a little to think +about; only for a little, then thought and terror came sweeping back +again. + +Lord Saltire? He would be told of this by others. It would be Charles's +duty not to see Lord Saltire again. With his present position in +society, as a servant's son, there was nothing to prevent his asking +Lord Saltire to provide for him, except--what was it? Pride? Well, +hardly pride. He was humble enough, God knows; but he felt as if he had +gained his goodwill, as it were, by false pretences, and that duty would +forbid his presuming on that goodwill any longer. And would Lord Saltire +be the same to a lady's-maid's son, as he would to the heir presumptive +of Ravenshoe? No; there must be no humiliation before those stern grey +eyes. Now he began to see that he loved the owner of those eyes more +deeply than he had thought; and there was a gleam of pleasure in +thinking that, when Lord Saltire heard of his fighting bravely +unassisted with the world, he would say, "That lad was a brave fellow; a +gentleman after all." + +Marston? Would this terrible business, which was so new and terrible as +to be as yet only half appreciated--would it make any difference to him? +Perhaps it might. But, whether or no he would humble himself there, and +take from him just reproaches for idleness and missed opportunities, +however bitter they might be. + +And Mary? Poor little Mary! Ah! she would be safe with that good Lady +Hainault. That was all. Ah, Charles! what pale little sprite was that +outside your door now, listening, dry-eyed, terrified, till you should +move? Who saw you come up with your hands clutched in your hair, like a +madman, an hour ago, and heard you throw yourself upon the floor, and +has waited patiently ever since to see if she could comfort you, were it +never so little? Ah, Charles! Foolish fellow! + +Thinking, thinking--now with anger, now with tears, and now with +terror--till his head was hot and his hands dry, his thoughts began to +run into one channel. He saw that action was necessary, and he came to a +great and noble resolution, worthy of himself. All the world was on one +side, and he alone on the other. He would meet the world humbly and +bravely, and conquer it. He would begin at the beginning, and find his +own value in the world, and then, if he found himself worthy, would +claim once more the love and respect of those who had been his friends +hitherto. + +How he would begin he knew not, nor cared, but it must be from the +beginning. And, when he had come to this resolution, he rose up and +faced the light of day once more. + +There was a still figure sitting in his chair, watching him. It was +William. + +"William! How long have you been here?" + +"Nigh on an hour. I came in just after you, and you have been lying on +the hearthrug ever since, moaning." + +"An hour? Is it only an hour?" + +"A short hour." + +"It seemed like a year. Why, it is not dark yet. The sun still shines, +does it?" + +He went to the window and looked out. "Spring," he said, "early spring. +Fifty more of them between me and rest most likely. Do I look older, +William?" + +"You look pale and wild, but not older. I am mazed and stunned. I want +you to look like yourself and help me, Charles. We must get away +together out of this house." + +"You must stay here, William; you are heir to the name and the house. +You must stay here and learn your duty; I must go forth and dree my +weary weird alone." + +"You must go forth, I know; but I must go with you." + +"William, that is impossible." + +"To the world's end, Charles; I swear it by the holy Mother of God." + +"Hush! You don't know what you are saying. Think of your duties." + +"I know my duty. My duty is with you." + +"William, look at the matter in another point of view. Will Cuthbert let +you come with me?" + +"I don't care. I am coming." + +William was sitting where he had been in Charles's chair, and Charles +was standing beside him. If William had been looking at Charles, he +would have seen a troubled thoughtful expression on his face for one +moment, followed by a sudden look of determination. He laid his hand on +William's shoulder, and said-- + +"We must talk this over again. I _must_ go to Ranford and see Adelaide +at once, before this news gets there from other mouths. Will you meet me +at the old hotel in Covent Garden, four days from this time?" + +"Why there?" said William. "Why not at Henley?" + +"Why not at London, rather?" replied Charles. "I must go to London. I +mean to go to London. I don't want to delay about Ranford. No; say +London." + +William looked in his face for a moment, and then said,-- + +"I'd rather travel with you. You can leave me at Wargrave, which is only +just over the water from Ranford, or at Didcot, while you go on to +Ranford. You must let me do that, Charles." + +"We will do that, William, if you like." + +"Yes, yes!" said William. "It must be so. Now you must come downstairs." + +"Why?" + +"To eat. Dinner is ready. I am going to tea in the servant's hall." + +"Will Mary be at dinner, William?" + +"Of course she will." + +"Will you let me go for the last time? I should like to see the dear +little face again. Only this once." + +"Charles! Don't talk like that. All that this house contains is yours, +and will be as long as Cuthbert and I are here. Of course you must go. +This must not get out for a long while yet--we must keep up +appearances." + +So Charles went down into the drawing-room. It was nearly dark; and at +first he thought there was no one there, but, as he advanced towards the +fireplace, he made out a tall, dark figure, and saw that it was +Mackworth. + +"I am come, sir," he said, "to dinner in the old room for the last time +for ever." + +"God forbid!" said Mackworth. "Sir, you have behaved like a brave man +to-day, and I earnestly hope that, as long as I stay in this house, you +will be its honoured guest. It would be simply nonsensical to make any +excuses to you for the part I have taken. Even if you had not +systematically opposed your interest to mine in this house, I had no +other course open. You must see that." + +"I believe I owe you my thanks for your forbearance so long," said +Charles; "though that was for the sake of my father more than myself. +Will you tell me, sir, now we are alone, how long have you known this?" + +"Nearly eighteen months," said Father Mackworth, promptly. + +Mackworth was not an ill-natured man when he was not opposed, and, being +a brave man himself, could well appreciate bravery in others. He had +knowledge enough of men to know that the revelation of to-day had been +as bitter a blow to a passionate, sensitive man like Charles, as he +could well endure and live. And he knew that Charles distrusted him, and +that all out-of-the-way expressions of condolence would be thrown away; +and so, departing from his usual rule of conduct, he spoke for once in a +way naturally and sincerely, and said: "I am very, very sorry. I would +have done much to avoid this." + +Then Mary came in and the Tiernays. Cuthbert did not come down. There +was a long, dull dinner, at which Charles forced himself to eat, having +a resolution before him. Mary sat scared at the head of the table, and +scarcely spoke a word, and, when she rose to go into the drawing-room +again, Charles followed her. + +She saw that he was coming, and waited for him in the hall. When he shut +the dining-room door after him she ran back, and putting her two hands +on his shoulders, said-- + +"Charles! Charles! what is the matter?" + +"Nothing, dear; only I have lost my fortune; I am penniless." + +"Is it all gone, Charles?" + +"All. You will hear how, soon. I just come out to wish my bird good-bye. +I am going to London to-morrow." + +"Can't you come and talk to me, Charles, a little?" + +"No; not to-night. Not to-night." + +"You will come to see me at Lady Hainault's in town, Charles?" + +"Yes, my love; yes." + +"Won't you tell me any more, Charles?" + +"No more, my robin. It is good-bye. You will hear all about it soon +enough." + +"Good-bye." + +A kiss, and he was gone up the old staircase towards his own room. When +he gained the first landing he turned and looked at her once more, +standing alone in the centre of the old hall in the light of a solitary +lamp. A lonely, beautiful little figure, with her arms drooping at her +sides, and the quiet, dark eyes turned towards him, so lovingly! And +there, in his ruin and desolation, he began to see, for the first time, +what others, keener-eyed, had seen long ago. Something that might have +been, but could not be now! And so, saying, "I must not see her again," +he went up to his own room, and shut the door on his misery. + +Once again he was seen that night. William invaded the still-room, and +got some coffee, which he carried up to him. He found him packing his +portmanteau, and he asked William to see to this and to that for him, if +he should sleep too long. William made him sit down and take coffee and +smoke a cigar, and sat on the footstool at his feet, before the fire, +complaining of cold. They sat an hour or two, smoking, talking of old +times, of horses and dogs, and birds and trout, as lads do, till Charles +said he would go to bed, and William left him. + +He had hardly got to the end of the passage, when Charles called him +back, and he came. + +"I want to look at you again," said Charles; and he put his two hands on +William's shoulders, and looked at him again. Then he said, "Good +night," and went in. + +William went slowly away, and, passing to a lower storey, came to the +door of a room immediately over the main entrance, above the hall. This +room was in the turret above the porch. It was Cuthbert's room. + +He knocked softly, and there was no answer; again, and louder. A voice +cried querulously, "Come in," and he opened the door. + +Cuthbert was sitting before the fire with a lamp beside him and a book +on his knee. He looked up and saw a groom before him, and said, +angrily-- + +"I can give no orders to-night. I will not be disturbed to-night." + +"It is me, sir," said William. + +Cuthbert rose at once. "Come here, brother," he said, "and let me look +at you. They told me just now that you were with our brother Charles." + +"I stayed with him till he went to bed, and then I came to you." + +"How is he?" + +"Very quiet--too quiet." + +"Is he going away?" + +"He is going in the morning." + +"You must go with him, William," said Cuthbert, eagerly. + +"I came to tell you that I must go with him, and to ask you for some +money." + +"God bless you. Don't leave him. Write to me every day. Watch and see +what he is inclined to settle to, and then let me know. You must get +some education too. You will get it with him as well as anywhere. He +must be our first care." + +William said yes. He must be their first care. He had suffered a +terrible wrong. + +"We must get to be as brothers to one another, William," said Cuthbert. +"That will come in time. We have one great object in common--Charles; +and that will bring us together. The time was, when I was a fool, that I +thought of being a saint, without human affections. I am wiser now. +People near death see many things which are hidden in health and youth." + +"Near death, Cuthbert!" said William, calling him so for the first time. +"I shall live, please God, to take your children on my knee." + +"It is right that you should know, brother, that in a few short years +you will be master of Ravenshoe. My heart is gone. I have had an attack +to-night." + +"But people who are ill don't always die," said William. "Holy Virgin! +you must not go and leave me all abroad in the world like a lost sheep." + +"I like to hear you speak like that, William. Two days ago, I was moving +heaven and earth to rob you of your just inheritance." + +"I like you the better for that. Never think of that again. Does +Mackworth know of your illness?" + +"He knows everything." + +"If Charles had been a Catholic, would he have concealed this?" + +"No; I think not. I offered him ten thousand pounds to hush it up." + +"I wish he had taken it. I don't want to be a great man. I should have +been far happier as it was. I was half a gentleman, and had everything I +wanted. Shall you oppose my marrying when Charles is settled?" + +"You must marry, brother. I can never marry, and would not if I could. +You must marry, certainly. The estate is a little involved; but we can +soon bring it right. Till you marry, you must be contented with four +hundred a year." + +William laughed. "I will be content and obedient enough, I warrant you. +But, when I speak of marrying, I mean marrying my present sweetheart." + +Cuthbert looked up suddenly. "I did not think of that. Who is she?" + +"Master Evans's daughter, Jane." + +"A fisherman's daughter," said Cuthbert. "William, the mistress of +Ravenshoe ought to be a lady." + +"The master of Ravenshoe ought to be a gentleman," was William's reply. +"And, after your death (which I don't believe in, mind you), he won't +be. The master of Ravenshoe then will be only a groom; and what sort of +a fine lady would he buy with his money, think you? A woman who would +despise him and be ashamed of him. No, by St. George and the dragon, I +will marry my old sweetheart or be single!" + +"Perhaps you are right, William," said Cuthbert; "and, if you are not, I +am not one who has a right to speak about it. Let us in future be honest +and straightforward, and have no more miserable _esclandres_, in God's +name. What sort of a girl is she?" + +"She is handsome enough for a duchess, and she is very quiet and shy." + +"All the better. I shall offer not the slightest opposition. She had +better know what is in store for her." + +"She shall; and the blessing of all the holy saints be on you! I must go +now. I must be up at dawn." + +"Don't go yet, William. Think of the long night that is before me. Sit +with me, and let me get used to your voice. Tell me about the horses, or +anything--only don't leave me alone yet." + +William sat down with him. They sat long and late. When at last William +rose to go, Cuthbert said-- + +"You will make a good landlord, William. You have been always a patient, +faithful servant, and you will make a good master. Our people will get +to love you better than ever they would have loved me. Cling to the old +faith. It has served us well so many hundred years. It seems as if God +willed that Ravenshoe should not pass from the hands of the faithful. +And now, one thing more; I must see Charles before he goes. When you go +to wake him in the morning, call me, and I will go with you. Good +night!" + +In the morning they went up together to wake him. His window was open, +and the fresh spring air was blowing in. His books, his clothes, his +guns and rods, were piled about in their usual confusion. His dog was +lying on the hearthrug, and stretched himself as he came to greet them. +The dog had a glove at his feet, and they wondered at it. The curtains +of his bed were drawn close. Cuthbert went softly to them and drew them +aside. He was not there. The bed was smooth. + +"Gone! gone!" cried Cuthbert. "I half feared it. Fly, William, for God's +sake, to Lord Ascot's, to Ranford; catch him there, and never leave him +again. Come, and get some money, and begone. You may be in time. If we +should lose him after all--after all!" + +William needed no second bidding. In an hour he was at Stonnington. Mr. +Charles Ravenshoe had arrived there at daybreak, and had gone on in the +coach which started at eight. William posted to Exeter, and at eleven +o'clock in the evening saw Lady Ascot at Ranford. Charles Ravenshoe had +been there that afternoon, but was gone. And then Lady Ascot, weeping +wildly, told him such news as made him break from the room with an oath, +and dash through the scared servants in the hall and out into the +darkness, to try to overtake the carriage he had discharged, and reach +London. + +The morning before, Adelaide had eloped with Lord Welter. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +FLIGHT. + + +When William left Charles in his room at Ravenshoe, the latter sat down +in his chair and began thinking. + +The smart of the blow, which had fallen so heavily at first, had become +less painful. He knew by intuition that it would be worse on the morrow, +and on many morrows; but at present it was alleviated. He began to dread +sleeping, for fear of the waking. + +He dreaded the night and dreams; and, more than all, the morrow and the +departure. He felt that he ought to see Cuthbert again, and he dreaded +that. He dreaded the servants seeing him go. He had a horror of parting +from all he had known so long, formally. It was natural. It would be so +much pain to all concerned; were it not better avoided? He thought of +all these things, and tried to persuade himself that these were the +reasons which made him do what he had as good as determined to do an +hour or two before, what he had in his mind when he called William back +in the corridor--to go away alone, and hide and mope like a wounded stag +for a little time. + +It was his instinct to do so. Perhaps it would have been the best thing +for him. At all events, he determined on it, and packed up a portmanteau +and carpet-bag, and then sat down again, waiting. + +"Yes," he said to himself, "it will be better to do this. I must get +away from William, poor lad. He must not follow my fortunes, for many +reasons." + +His dog had been watching him, looking, with his bright loving eyes, +first at him and then at his baggage, wondering what journey they were +going on now. When Charles had done packing, and had sat down again in +his chair, before the fire, the dog leapt up in his lap unbidden, and +laid his head upon his breast. + +"Grip, Grip!" said Charles, "I am going away to leave you for ever, +Grip. Dogs don't live so long as men, my boy; you will be quietly under +the turf and at rest, when I shall have forty long years more to go +through with." + +The dog wagged his tail, and pawed his waistcoat. He wanted some +biscuit. Charles got him some, and then went on talking. + +"I am going to London, old dog. I am going to see what the world is +like. I sha'n't come back before you are dead, Grip, I expect. I have +got to win money and a name for the sake of one who is worth winning it +for. Very likely I shall go abroad, to the land where the stuff comes +from they make sovereigns of, and try my luck at getting some of the +yellow rubbish. And she will wait in the old house at Ranford." + +He paused here. The thought came upon him, "Would it not be more +honourable to absolve Adelaide from her engagement? Was he acting +generously in demanding of her to waste the best part of her life in +waiting till a ruined man had won fortune and means?" + +The answer came. "She loves me. If I can wait, why not she?" + +"I have wronged her by such a thought, Grip. Haven't I, my boy?"--and +so on. I needn't continue telling you the nonsense Charles talked to his +dog. Men will talk nonsense to their dogs and friends when they are in +love; and such nonsense is but poor reading at any time. To us who know +what had happened, and how worthless and false Adelaide was, it would be +merely painful and humiliating to hear any more of it. I only gave you +so much to show you how completely Charles was in the dark, poor fool, +with regard to Adelaide's character, and to render less surprising the +folly of his behaviour after he heard the news at Ranford. + +Charles judged every one by his own standard. She had told him that she +loved him; and perhaps she did, for a time. He believed her. As for +vanity, selfishness, fickleness, calculation, coming in and conquering +love, he knew it was impossible in his own case, and so he conceived it +impossible in hers. I think I have been very careful to impress on you +that Charles was not wise. At all events, if I have softened matters so +far hitherto as to leave you in doubt, his actions, which we shall have +to chronicle immediately, will leave not the slightest doubt of it. I +love the man. I love his very faults in a way. He is a reality to me, +though I may not have the art to make him so to you. His mad, impulsive +way of forming a resolution, and his honourable obstinacy in sticking to +that resolution afterwards, even to the death, are very great faults; +but they are, more or less, the faults of men who have made a very great +figure in the world, or I have read history wrong. Men with Charles +Ravenshoe's character, and power of patience and application superadded, +turn out very brilliant characters for the most part. Charles had not +been drilled into habits of application early enough. Densil's +unthinking indulgence had done him much harm, and he was just the sort +of boy to be spoilt at school--a favourite among the masters and the +boys; always just up to his work and no more. It is possible that Eton +in one way, or Rugby in another, might have done for him what Shrewsbury +certainly did not. At Eton, thrown at once into a great, free republic, +he might have been forced to fight his way up to his proper place, +which, I believe, would not have been a low one. At Rugby he would have +had his place to win all the same; but to help him he would have had all +the traditionary school policy which a great man has left behind him as +an immortal legacy. It was not to be. He was sent to a good and manly +school enough, but one where there was for him too little of +competition. Shrewsbury is, in most respects, the third of the _old_ +schools in England; but it was, unluckily, not the school for him. He +was too great a man there. + +At Oxford, too, he hardly had a fair chance. Lord Welter was there +before him, and had got just such a set about him as one would expect +from that young gentleman's character and bringing up. These men were +Charles's first and only acquaintances at the University. What chance +was there among them for correcting and disciplining himself? None. The +wonder was, that he came out from among them without being greatly +deteriorated. The only friend Charles ever had who could guide him on +the way to being a man was John Marston. But John Marston, to say the +truth, was sometimes too hard and didactic, and very often roused +Charles's obstinacy through want of tact. Marston loved Charles, and +thought him better than the ninety and nine who need no repentance; but +it did not fall to Marston's lot to make a man of Charles. Some one took +that in hand who never fails. + +This is the place for my poor apology for Charles's folly. If I had +inserted it before, you would not have attended to it, or would have +forgotten it. If I have done my work right, it is merely a statement of +the very conclusion you must have come to. In the humiliating scenes +which are to follow, I only beg you to remember that Charles Horton was +Charles Ravenshoe once; and that, while he was a gentleman, the people +loved him well. + +Once, about twelve o'clock, he left his room, and passed through the +house to see if all was quiet. He heard the grooms and footmen talking +in the servants' hall. He stole back again to his room, and sat before +the fire. + +In half an hour he rose again, and put his portmanteau and carpet-bag +outside his room door. Then he took his hat, and rose to go. + +One more look round the old room! The last for ever! The present +overmastered the past, and he looked round almost without recognition. I +doubt whether at great crises men have much time for recollecting old +associations. I looked once into a room, which had been my home, ever +since I was six years old, for five-and-twenty years, knowing I should +never see it again. But it was to see that I had left nothing behind me. +The coach was at the door, and they were calling for me. Now I could +draw you a correct map of all the blotches and cracks in the ceiling, as +I used to see them when I lay in bed of a morning. But then, I only shut +the door and ran down the passage, without even saying "good-bye, old +bedroom." Charles Ravenshoe looked round the room thoughtlessly, and +then blew out the candle, went out, and shut the door. + +The dog whined and scratched to come after him; so he went back again. +The old room bathed in a flood of moonlight, and, seen through the open +window, the busy chafing sea, calling to him to hasten. + +He took a glove from the table, and, laying it on the hearthrug, told +the dog to mind it. The dog looked wistfully at him, and lay down. The +next moment he was outside the door again. + +Through long moonlit corridors, down the moonlit hall, through dark +passages, which led among the sleeping household, to the door in the +priest's tower. The household slept, old men and young men, maids and +matrons, quietly, and dreamt of this and of that. And he, who was +yesterday nigh master of all, passed out from among them, and stood +alone in the world, outside the dark old house, which he had called his +home. + +Then he felt the deed was done. Was it only the night-wind from the +north that laid such a chill hand on his heart? Busy waves upon the +shore talking eternally--"We have come in from the Atlantic, bearing +messages; we have come over foundered ships and the bones of drowned +sailors, and we tell our messages and die upon the shore." + +Shadows that came sweeping from the sea, over lawn and flower-bed, and +wrapped the old mansion like a pall for one moment, and then left it +shining again in the moonlight, clear, pitiless. Within, warm rooms, +warm beds, and the bated breath of sleepers, lying secure in the lap of +wealth and order. Without, hard, cold stone. The great world around +awaiting to devour one more atom. The bright unsympathising stars, and +the sea, babbling of the men it had rolled over, whose names should +never be known. + +Now the park, with herds of ghostly startled deer, and the sweet scent +of growing fern; then the rush of the brook, the bridge, and the vista +of woodland above; and then the sleeping village. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +CHARLES'S RETREAT UPON LONDON. + + +Passing out of the park, Charles set down his burden at the door of a +small farm-house at the further end of the village, and knocked. For +some time he stood waiting for an answer, and heard no sound save the +cows and horses moving about in the warm straw-yard. The beasts were in +their home. No terrible new morrow for them. He was without in the +street; his home irrevocable miles behind him; still not a thought of +flinching or turning back. He knocked again. + +The door was unbarred. An old man looked out, and recognised him with +wild astonishment. + +"Mr. Charles! Good lord-a-mercy! My dear tender heart, what be doing out +at this time a-night? With his portmantle, too, and his carpet-bag! Come +in, my dear soul, come in. An' so pale and wild! Why, you'm overlooked, +Master Charles." + +"No, Master Lee, I ain't overlooked. At least not that I know of----" + +The old man shook his head, and reserved his opinion. + +"----But I want your gig to go to Stonnington." + +"To-night?" + +"Ay, to-night. The coach goes at eight in the morning; I want to be +there before that." + +"Why do'ee start so soon? They'll be all abed in the Chichester Arms." + +"I know. I shall get into the stable. I don't know where I shall get. I +must go. There is trouble at the Hall." + +"Ay! ay! I thought as much, and you'm going away into the world?" + +"Yes." + +The old man said, "Ay! ay!" again, and turned to go upstairs. Then he +held his candle over his head, and looked at Charles; and then went +upstairs muttering to himself. + +Presently was aroused from sleep a young Devonshire giant, half +Hercules, half Antinoüs, who lumbered down the stairs, and into the +room, and made his obeisance to Charles with an air of wonder in his +great sleepy black eyes, and departed to get the gig. + +Of course his first point was Ranford. He got there in the afternoon. He +had in his mind at this time, he thinks (for he does not remember it all +very distinctly), the idea of going to Australia. He had an idea, too, +of being eminently practical and business-like; and so he did a thing +which may appear to be trifling, but which was important--one cannot say +how much so. He asked for Lord Ascot instead of Lady Ascot. + +Lord Ascot was in the library. Charles was shown in to him. He was +sitting before the fire, reading a novel. He looked very worn and +anxious, and jumped up nervously when Charles was announced. He dropped +his book on the floor, and came forward to him, holding out his right +hand. + +"Charles," he said, "you will forgive me any participation in this. I +swear to you----" + +Charles thought that by some means the news of what had happened at +Ravenshoe had come before him, and that Lord Ascot knew all about Father +Mackworth's discovery. Lord Ascot was thinking about Adelaide's flight; +so they were at cross purposes. + +"Dear Lord Ascot," said Charles, "how could I think of blaming you, my +kind old friend?" + +"It is devilish gentlemanly of you to speak so, Charles," said Lord +Ascot. "I am worn to death about that horse, Haphazard, and other +things; and this has finished me. I have been reading a novel to +distract my mind. I must win the Derby, you know; by Gad, I must." + +"Whom have you got, Lord Ascot?" + +"Wells." + +"You couldn't do better, I suppose?" + +"I suppose not. You don't know--I'd rather not talk any more about it, +Charles." + +"Lord Ascot, this is, as you may well guess, the last time I shall ever +see you. I want you to do me a favour." + +"I will do it, my dear Charles, with the greatest pleasure. Any +reparation----" + +"Hush, my lord! I only want a certificate. Will you read this which I +have written in pencil, and, if you conscientiously can, copy in your +own hand, and sign it. Also, if I send to you a reference, will you +confirm it?" + +Lord Ascot read what Charles had written, and said-- + +"Yes, certainly. You are going to change your name then?" + +"I must bear that name, now; I am going abroad." + +Lord Ascot wrote-- + + "The undermentioned Charles Horton I have known ever since + he was a boy. His character is beyond praise in every way. + He is a singularly bold and dexterous rider, and is + thoroughly up to the management of horses. + +"ASCOT." + +"You have improved upon my text, Lord Ascot," said Charles. "It is like +your kindheartedness. The mouse may offer to help the lion, my lord; +and, although the lion may know how little likely it is that he should +require help, yet he may take it as a sign of goodwill on the part of +the poor mouse. Now good-bye, my lord; I must see Lady Ascot, and then +be off." + +Lord Ascot wished him kindly good-bye, and took up his novel again. +Charles went alone up to Lady Ascot's room. + +He knocked at the door, and received no answer; so he went in. Lady +Ascot was there, although she had not answered him. She was sitting +upright by the fire, staring at the door, with her hands folded on her +lap. A fine brave-looking old lady at all times, but just now, Charles +thought, with that sweet look of pity showing itself principally about +the corners of the gentle old mouth, more noble-looking than ever! + +"May I come in, Lady Ascot?" said Charles. + +"My dearest own boy! You must come in and sit down. You must be very +quiet over it. Try not to make a scene, my dear. I am not strong enough. +It has shaken me so terribly. I heard you had come, and were with Ascot. +And I have been trembling in every limb. Not from terror so much of you +in your anger, as because my conscience is not clear. I may have hidden +things from you, Charles, which you ought to have known." And Lady Ascot +began crying silently. + +Charles felt the blood going from his cheeks to his heart. His interview +with Lord Ascot had made him suspect something further was wrong than +what he knew of, and his suspicions were getting stronger every moment. +He sat down quite quietly, looking at Lady Ascot, and spoke not one +word. Lady Ascot, wiping her eyes, went on; and Charles's heart began to +beat with a dull heavy pulsation, like the feet of those who carry a +coffin. + +"I ought to have told you what was going on between them before she went +to old Lady Hainault. I ought to have told you of what went on before +Lord Hainault was married. I can never forgive myself, Charles. You may +upbraid me, and I will sit here and make not one excuse. But I must say +that I never for one moment thought that she was anything more than +light-headed. I,--oh Lord! I never dreamt it would have come to this." + +"Are you speaking of Adelaide, Lady Ascot?" said Charles. + +"Of course I am," she said, almost peevishly. "If I had ever----" + +"Lady Ascot," said Charles, quietly, "you are evidently speaking of +something of which I have not heard. What has Adelaide done?" + +The old lady clasped her hands above her head. "Oh, weary, weary day! +And I thought that he had heard it all, and that the blow was broken. +The cowards! they have left it to a poor old woman to tell him at last." + +"Dear Lady Ascot, you evidently have not heard of what a terrible fate +has befallen me. I am a ruined man, and I am very patient. I had one +hope left in the world, and I fear that you are going to cut it away +from me. I am very quiet, and will make no scene; only tell me what has +happened." + +"Adelaide!--be proud, Charles, be angry, furious--you Ravenshoes +can!--be a man, but don't look like that. Adelaide, dead to honour and +good fame, has gone off with Welter!" + +Charles walked towards the door. + +"That is enough. Please let me go. I can't stand any more at present. +You have been very kind to me and to her, and I thank you and bless you +for it. The son of a bastard blesses you for it. Let me go--let me go!" + +Lady Ascot had stepped actively to the door, and had laid one hand on +the door, and one on his breast. "You shall not go," she said, "till you +have told me what you mean!" + +"How? I cannot stand any more at present." + +"What do you mean by being the son of a bastard?" + +"I am the son of James, Mr. Ravenshoe's keeper. He was the illegitimate +son of Mr. Petre Ravenshoe." + +"Who told you this?" said Lady Ascot. + +"Cuthbert." + +"How did he know it!" + +Charles told her all. + +"So the priest has found that out, eh?" said Lady Ascot. "It seems +true;" and, as she said so, she moved back from the door. "Go to your +old bedroom, Charles. It will always be ready for you while this house +is a house. And come down to me presently. Where is Lord Saltire?" + +"At Lord Segur's." + +Charles went out of the room, and out of the house, and was seen no +more. Lady Ascot sat down by the fire again. + +"The one blow has softened the other," she said. "I will never keep +another secret after this. It was for Alicia's sake and for Petre's that +I did it, and now see what has become of it. I shall send for Lord +Saltire. The boy must have his rights, and shall, too." + +So the brave old woman sat down and wrote to Lord Saltire. We shall see +what she wrote to him in the proper place--not now. She sat calmly and +methodically writing, with her kind old face wreathing into a smile as +she went on. And Charles, the madman, left the house, and posted off to +London, only intent on seeking to lose himself among the sordid crowd, +so that no man he had ever called a friend should set eyes on him +again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +MR. SLOANE. + + +Charles Ravenshoe had committed suicide--committed suicide as +deliberately as any maddened wretch had done that day in all the wide +miserable world. He knew it very well, and was determined to go on with +it. He had not hung himself, or drowned himself, but he had committed +deliberate suicide, and he knew--knew well--that his obstinacy would +carry him through to the end. + +What is suicide, nine cases out of ten? Any one can tell you. It is the +act of a mad, proud coward, who flies, by his own deed, not from +humiliation or disgrace, but, as he fancies, from feeling the +consequences of them--who flies to unknown, doubtful evils, sooner than +bear positive, present, undoubted ones. All this had Charles done, +buoying him up with this excuse and that excuse, and fancying that he +was behaving, the cur, like Bayard, or Lieutenant Willoughby--a greater +than Bayard--all the time. + +The above is Charles's idea of the matter himself, put in the third +person for form's sake. I don't agree with all he says about himself. I +don't deny that he did a very foolish thing, but I incline to believe +that there was something noble and self-reliant in his doing it. Think a +moment. He had only two courses open to him--the one (I put it coarsely) +to eat humble-pie, to go back to Cuthbert and Mackworth, and accept +their offers; the other to do as he had done--to go alone into the +world, and stand by himself. He did the latter, as we shall see. He +could not face Ravenshoe, or any connected with it, again. It had been +proved that he was an unwilling impostor, of base, low blood; and his +sister--ah! one more pang, poor heart!--his sister Ellen, what was she? + +Little doubt--little doubt! Better for both of them if they had never +been born! He was going to London, and, perhaps, might meet her there! +All the vice and misery of the country got thrown into that cesspool. +When anything had got too foul for the pure country air, men said, Away +with it; throw it into the great dunghill, and let it rot there. Was he +not going there himself? It was fit she should be there before him! They +would meet for certain! + +How would they meet? Would she be in silks and satins, or in rags? +flaunting in her carriage, or shivering in an archway? What matter? was +not shame the heritage of the "lower orders"? The pleasures of the rich +must be ministered to by the "lower orders," or what was the use of +money or rank? He was one of the lower orders now. He must learn his +lesson; learn to cringe and whine like the rest of them. It would be +hard, but it must be learnt. The dogs rose against it sometimes, but it +never paid. + +The devil was pretty busy with poor Charles in his despair, you see. +This was all he had left after three and twenty years of careless +idleness and luxury. His creed had been, "I am a Ravenshoe," and lo! one +morning, he was a Ravenshoe no longer. A poor crow, that had been +fancying himself an eagle. A crow! "by heavens," he thought, "he was not +even that." A nonentity, turned into the world to find his own value! +What were honour, honesty, virtue to him? Why, nothing--words! He must +truckle and pander for his living. Why not go back and truckle to Father +Mackworth? There was time yet. + +No! + +Why not? Was it pride only? We have no right to say what it was. If it +was only pride, it was better than nothing. Better to have that straw +only to cling to, than to be all alone in the great sea with nothing. We +have seen that he has done nothing good, with circumstances all in his +favour; let us see if he can in any way hold his own, with circumstances +all against him. + +"America?" he thought once. "They are all gentlemen there. If I could +only find her, and tear her jewels off, we would go there together. But +she must be found--she must be found. I will never leave England till +she goes with me. We shall be brought together. We shall see one +another. I love her as I never loved her before. What a sweet, gentle +little love she was! My darling! And, when I have kissed her, I never +dreamed she was my sister. My pretty love! Ellen, Ellen, I am coming to +you. Where are you, my love?" + +He was alone, in a railway carriage, leaning out to catch the fresh +wind, as he said this. He said it once again, this time aloud. "Where +are you, my sister?" + +Where was she? Could he have only seen! We may be allowed to see, though +_he_ could not. Come forward into the great Babylon with me, while he is +speeding on towards it; we will rejoin him in an instant. + +In a small luxuriously furnished hall, there stands a beautiful woman, +dressed modestly in the garb of a servant. She is standing with her arms +folded, and a cold, stern, curious look on her face. She is looking +towards the hall-door, which is held open by a footman. She is waiting +for some one who is coming in; and two travellers enter, a man and a +woman. She goes up to the woman, and says, quietly, "I bid you welcome, +madam." Who are these people? Is that waiting-woman Ellen? and these +travellers, are they Lord Welter and Adelaide? Let us get back to poor +Charles; better be with him than here! + +We must follow him closely. We must see why, in his despair, he took the +extraordinary resolution that he did. Not that I shall take any +particular pains to follow the exact process of his mind in arriving at +his determination. If the story has hitherto been told well it will +appear nothing extraordinary, and, if otherwise, an intelligent reader +would very soon detect any attempt at bolstering up ill-told facts by +elaborate, soul-analysing theories. + +He could have wished the train would have run on for ever; but he was +aroused by the lights growing thicker and more brilliant, and he felt +that they were nearing London, and that the time for action was come. + +The great plunge was taken, and he was alone in the cold street--alone, +save for the man who carried his baggage. He stood for a moment or so, +confused with the rush of carriages of all sorts which were taking the +people from the train, till he was aroused by the man asking him where +he was to go to. + +Charles said, without thinking, "The Warwick Hotel," and thither they +went. For a moment he regretted that he had said so, but the next moment +he said aloud, "Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die!" + +The man turned round and begged his pardon. Charles did not answer him; +and the man went on, wondering what sort of a young gentleman he had got +hold of. + +The good landlord was glad to see him. Would he have dinner?--a bit of +fish and a lamb chop, for instance? Then it suddenly struck Charles that +he was hungry--ravenous. He laughed aloud at the idea; and the landlord +laughed too, and rubbed his hands. Should it be whiting or smelts now? +he asked. + +"Anything," said Charles, "so long as you feed me quick. And give me +wine, will you, of some sort; I want to drink. Give me sherry, will you? +And I say, let me taste some now, and then I can see if I like it. I am +very particular about my wine, you must know." + +In a few minutes a waiter brought in a glass of wine, and waited to know +how Charles liked it. He told the man he could go, and he would tell +him at dinner-time. When the man was gone, he looked at the wine with a +smile. Then he took it up, and poured it into the coal-scuttle. + +"Not yet," he said, "not yet! I'll try something else before I try to +drink my troubles away." And then he plunged into the _Times_. + +He had no sooner convinced himself that Lord Aberdeen was tampering with +the honour of the country by not declaring war, than he found himself +profoundly considering what had caused that great statesman to elope +with Adelaide, and whether, in case of a Russian war, Lady Ascot would +possibly convict Father Mackworth of having caused it. Then Lady Ascot +came into the room with a large bottle of medicine and a testament, +announcing that she was going to attend a sick gun-boat. And then, just +as he began to see that he was getting sleepy, to sleep he went, fast as +a top. + +Half an hour's sleep restored him, and dinner made things look +different. "After all," he said, as he sipped his wine, "here is only +the world on the one side and I on the other. I am utterly reckless, and +can sink no further. I will get all the pleasure out of life that I can, +honestly; for I am an honest man still, and mean to be. I love you +Madame Adelaide, and you have used me worse than a hound, and made me +desperate. If he marries you, I will come forward some day, and disgrace +you. If you had only waited till you knew everything, I could have +forgiven you. I'll get a place as a footman, and talk about you in the +servant's hall. All London shall know you were engaged to me." + +"Poor dear, pretty Adelaide: as if I would ever hurt a hair of your +head, my sweet love! Silly----" + +The landlord came in. There was most excellent company in the +smoking-room. Would he condescend to join them? + +Company and tobacco! Charles would certainly join them; so he had his +wine carried in. + +There was a fat gentleman, with a snub nose, who was a Conservative. +There was a tall gentleman, with a long nose, who was Liberal. There was +a short gentleman, with no particular kind of nose, who was Radical. +There was a handsome gentleman, with big whiskers, who was commercial; +and there was a gentleman with bandy legs, who was horsy. + +I strongly object to using a slang adjective, if any other can be got to +supply its place; but by doing so sometimes one avoids a periphrasis, +and does not spoil one's period. Thus, I know of no predicate for a +gentleman with a particular sort of hair, complexion, dress, whiskers, +and legs, except the one I have used above, and so it must stand. + +As Providence would have it, Charles sat down between the landlord and +the horsy man, away from the others. He smoked his cigar, and listened +to the conversation. + +The Conservative gentleman coalesced with the Liberal gentleman on the +subject of Lord Aberdeen's having sold the country to the Russians; the +Radical gentleman also come over to them on that subject; and for a time +the Opposition seemed to hold an overwhelming majority, and to be merely +allowing Aberdeen's Government to hold place longer, that they might +commit themselves deeper. In fact, things seemed to be going all one +way, as is often the case in coalition ministries just before a grand +crash, when the Radical gentleman caused a violent split in the cabinet, +by saying that the whole complication had been brought about by the +machinations of the aristocracy--which assertion caused the Conservative +gentleman to retort in unmeasured language; and then the Liberal +gentleman, trying to trim, found himself distrusted and despised by both +parties. Charles listened to them, amused for the time to hear them +quoting, quite unconsciously, whole sentences out of their respective +leading papers, and then was distracted by the horsy man saying to him-- + +"Darn politics. What horse will win the Derby, sir?" + +"Haphazard," said Charles, promptly. This, please to remember, was Lord +Ascot's horse, which we have seen before. + +The landlord immediately drew closer up. + +The horsy man looked at Charles, and said, "H'm; and what has made my +lord scratch him for the Two Thousand, sir?" + +And so on. We have something to do with Haphazard's winning the Derby, +as we shall see; and we have still more to do with the result of +Charles's conversation with the "horsy man." But we have certainly +nothing to do with a wordy discussion about the various horses which +stood well for the great race (wicked, lovely darlings, how many souls +of heroes have they sent to Hades!), and so we will spare the reader. +The conclusion of their conversation was the only important part of it. + +Charles said to the horsy man on the stairs, "Now you know everything. I +am penniless, friendless, and nameless. Can you put me in the way of +earning my living honestly?" + +And he said, "I can, and I will. This gentleman is a fast man, but he is +rich. You'll have your own way. Maybe, you'll see some queer things, but +what odds?" + +"None to me," said Charles; "I can always leave him." + +"And go back to your friends, like a wise young gentleman, eh?" said the +other, kindly. + +"I am not a gentleman," said Charles. "I told you so before. I am a +gamekeeper's son; I swear to you I am. I have been petted and pampered +till I look like one, but I am not." + +"You are a deuced good imitation," said the other. "Good night; come to +me at nine, mind." + + * * * * * + +At this time, Lady Ascot had despatched her letter to Lord Saltire, and +had asked for Charles. The groom of the chambers said that Mr. Ravenshoe +had left the house immediately after his interview with her ladyship, +three hours before. + +She started up--"Gone!--Whither?" + +"To Twyford, my lady." + +"Send after him, you idiot! Send the grooms after him on all my lord's +horses. Send a lad on Haphazard, and let him race the train to London. +Send the police! He has stolen my purse, with ten thousand gold guineas +in it!--I swear he has. Have him bound hand and foot, and bring him +back, on your life. If you stay there I will kill you!" + +The violent old animal nature, dammed up so long by creeds and formulas, +had broken out at last. The decorous Lady Ascot was transformed in one +instant into a terrible, grey-headed, magnificent old Alecto, hurling +her awful words abroad in a sharp, snarling voice, that made the hair of +him that heard it to creep upon his head. The man fled, and shut Lady +Ascot in alone. + +She walked across the room, and beat her withered old hands against the +wall. "Oh, miserable, wicked old woman!" she cried aloud. "How surely +have your sins found you out! After concealing a crime for so many +years, to find the judgment fall on such an innocent and beloved head! +Alicia, Alicia, I did this for your sake. Charles, Charles, come back to +the old woman before she dies, and tell her you forgive her." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +LIEUTENANT HORNBY. + + +Charles had always been passionately fond of horses and of riding. He +was a consummate horseman, and was so perfectly accomplished in +everything relating to horses, that I really believe that in time he +might actually have risen to the dizzy height of being stud-groom to a +great gentleman or nobleman. He had been brought up in a great +horse-riding house, and had actually gained so much experience, and had +so much to say on matters of this kind, that once, at Oxford, a +promising young nobleman cast, so to speak, an adverse opinion of +Charles's into George Simmond's own face. Mr. Simmonds looked round on +the offender mildly and compassionately, and said, "If any undergraduate +_could_ know, my lord, that undergraduate's name would be Ravenshoe of +Paul's. But he is young, my lord; and, in consequence, ignorant." His +lordship didn't say anything after that. + +I have kept this fact in the background rather, hitherto, because it has +not been of any very great consequence. It becomes of some consequence +now, for the first time. I enlarged a little on Charles being a rowing +man, because rowing and training had, for good or for evil, a certain +effect on his character. (Whether for good or for evil, you must +determine for yourselves.) And I now mention the fact of his being a +consummate horseman, because a considerable part of the incidents which +follow arise from the fact. + +Don't think for one moment that you are going to be bored by +stable-talk. You will have simply none of it. It only amounts to +this--that Charles, being fond of horses, took up with a certain line of +life, and in that line of life met with certain adventures which have +made his history worth relating. + +When he met the "horsy" man next morning, he was not dressed like a +gentleman. In his store he had some old clothes, which he used to wear +at Ravenshoe, in the merry old days when he would be up with daylight to +exercise the horses on the moor--cord trousers, and so on--which, being +now old and worn, made him look uncommonly like a groom out of place. +And what contributed to the delusion was, that for the first time in his +life he wore no shirt collar, but allowed his blue-spotted neckcloth to +border on his honest red face, without one single quarter of an inch of +linen. And, if it ever pleases your lordship's noble excellence to look +like a blackguard for any reason, allow me to recommend you to wear a +dark necktie and no collar. Your success will be beyond your utmost +hopes. + +Charles met his new friend in the bar, and touched his hat to him. His +friend laughed, and said, that would do, but asked how long he thought +he could keep that sort of thing going. Charles said, as long as was +necessary; and they went out together. + +They walked as far as a street leading out of one of the largest and +best squares (I mean B--lg--e Sq--e, but I don't like to write it at +full length), and stopped at the door of a handsome shop. Charles knew +enough of London to surmise that the first floor was let to a man of +some wealth; and he was right. + +The door was opened, and his friend was shown up stairs, while he was +told to wait in the hall. Now Charles began to perceive, with +considerable amusement, that he was acting a part--that he was playing, +so to speak, at being something other than what he really was, and that +he was, perhaps, overdoing it. In this house, which yesterday he would +have entered as an equal, he was now playing at being a servant. It was +immensely amusing. He wiped his shoes very clean, and sat down on a +bench in the hall, with his hat between his knees, as he had seen grooms +do. It is no use wondering; one never finds out anything by that. But I +do wonder, nevertheless, whether Charles, had he only known in what +relation the master of that house stood to himself, would or would not +have set the house on fire, or cut its owner's throat. When he did find +out, he did neither the one thing nor the other; but he had been a good +deal tamed by that time. + +Presently a servant came down, and, eyeing Charles curiously as a +prospective fellow-servant, told him civilly to walk up stairs. He went +up. The room was one of a handsome suite, and overlooked the street. +Charles saw at a glance that it was the room of a great dandy. A dandy, +if not of the first water, most assuredly high up in the second. Two +things only jurred on his eye in his hurried glance round the room. +There was too much bric-a-brac, and too many flowers. "I wonder if he is +a gentleman," thought Charles. His friend of the night before was +standing in a respectful attitude, leaning on the back of a chair, and +Charles looked round for the master of the house, eagerly. He had to +cast his eyes downward to see him, for he was lying back on an easy +chair, half hidden by the breakfast table. + +There he was--Charles's master: the man who was going to buy him. +Charles cast one intensely eager glance at him, and was satisfied. "He +will do at a pinch," said he to himself. + +There were a great many handsome and splendid things in that room, but +the owner of them was by far the handsomest and most splendid thing +there. + +He was a young man, with very pale and delicate features, and a +singularly amiable cast of face, who wore a moustache, with the long +whiskers which were just then coming into fashion; and he was dressed +in a splendid uniform of blue, gold, and scarlet, for he had been on +duty that morning, and had just come in. His sabre was cast upon the +floor before him, and his shako was on the table. As Charles looked at +him, he passed his hand over his hair. There was one ring on it, but +_such_ a ring! "That's a high-bred hand enough," said Charles to +himself. "And he hasn't got too much jewellery on him. I wonder who the +deuce he is?" + +"This is the young man, sir," said Charles's new friend. + +Lieutenant Hornby was looking at Charles, and after a pause, said-- + +"I take him on your recommendation, Sloane. I have no doubt he will do. +He seems a good fellow. You are a good fellow, ain't you?" he continued, +addressing Charles personally, with that happy graceful insolence which +is the peculiar property of prosperous and entirely amiable young men, +and which charms one in spite of oneself. + +Charles replied, "I am quarrelsome sometimes among my equals, but I am +always good-tempered among horses." + +"That will do very well. You may punch the other two lads' heads as much +as you like. They don't mind me; perhaps they may you. You will be over +them. You will have the management of everything. You will have +unlimited opportunities of robbing and plundering me, with an entire +absence of all chance of detection. But you won't do it. It isn't your +line, I saw at once. Let me look at your hand." + +Charles gave him the great ribbed paw which served him in that capacity. +And Hornby said-- + +"Ha! Gentleman's hand. No business of mine. Don't wear that ring, will +you? A groom mustn't wear such rings as that. Any character?" + +Charles showed him the letter Lord Ascot had written. + +"Lord Ascot, eh? I know Lord Welter, slightly." + +"The deuce you do," thought Charles. + +"Were you in Lord Ascot's stables?" + +"No, sir. I am the son of Squire Ravenshoe's gamekeeper. The Ravenshoes +and my Lord Ascot's family are connected by marriage. Ravenshoe is in +the west country, sir. Lord Ascot knows me by repute, sir, and has a +good opinion of me." + +"It is perfectly satisfactory. Sloane, will you put him in the way of +his duties? Make the other lads understand that he is master, will you? +You may go." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +SOME OF THE HUMOURS OF A LONDON MEWS. + + +So pursuing the course of our story, we have brought ourselves to the +present extraordinary position. That Charles Ravenshoe, of Ravenshoe, in +the county Devonshire, Esquire, and some time of St. Paul's College, +Oxford, has hired himself out as groom to Lieutenant Hornby, of the +140th Hussars, and that also the above-named Charles Ravenshoe was not, +and never had been Charles Ravenshoe at all, but somebody else all the +time, to wit, Charles Horton, a gamekeeper's son, if indeed he was even +this, having been christened under a false name. + +The situation is so extraordinary and so sad, that having taken the +tragical view of it in the previous chapter, we must of necessity begin +to look on the brighter side of it now. And this is the better art, +because it is exactly what Charles began to do himself. One blow +succeeded the other so rapidly, the utter bouleversement of all that he +cared about in the world. Father, friends, position, mistress, all lost +in one day, had brought on a kind of light-hearted desperation, which +had the effect of making him seek company, and talk boisterously and +loud all day. It was not unnatural in so young and vigorous a man. But +if he woke in the night, there was the cold claw grasping his heart. +Well, I said we would have none of this at present, and we won't. + +Patient old earth, intent only on doing her duty in her set courses, and +unmindful of the mites which had been set to make love or war on her +bosom, and the least of whom was worth her whole well-organised mass, +had rolled on, and on, until by bringing that portion of her which +contains the island of Britain, gradually in greater proximity to the +sun, she had produced that state of things on that particular part of +her which is known among mortals as spring. Now, I am very anxious to +please all parties. Some people like a little circumlocution, and for +them the above paragraph was written; others do not, and for them, I +state that it was the latter end of May, and beg them not to read the +above flight of fancy, but to consider it as never having been written. + +It was spring. On the sea-coast, the watchers at the lighthouses and the +preventive stations began to walk about in their shirt-sleeves, and trim +up their patches of spray-beaten garden, hedged with tree-mallow and +tamarisk, and to thank God that the long howling winter nights were +past for a time. The fishermen shouted merrily one to another as they +put off from the shore, no longer dreading a twelve hours' purgatory of +sleet and freezing mist and snow; saying to one another how green the +land looked, and how pleasant mackerel time was after all. Their wives, +light-hearted at the thought that the wild winter was past, and that +they were not widows, brought their work out to the doors, and gossiped +pleasantly in the sun, while some of the bolder boys began to paddle +about in the surf, and try to believe that the Gulf Stream had come in, +and that it was summer again, and not only spring. + +In inland country places the barley was all in and springing, the +meadows were all bush-harrowed, rolled, and laid up for hay; nay, in +early places, brimful of grass, spangled with purple orchises, and in +moist rich places golden with marsh marigold, over which the south-west +wind passed pleasantly, bringing a sweet perfume of growing vegetation, +which gave those who smelt it a tendency to lean against gates, and +stiles, and such places, and think what a delicious season it was, and +wish it were to last for ever. The young men began to slip away from +work somewhat early of an evening, not (as now) to the parade ground, or +the butts, but to take their turn at the wicket on the green, where Sir +John (our young landlord) was to be found in a scarlet flannel shirt, +bowling away like a catapult, at all comers, till the second bell began +to ring, and he had to dash off and dress. Now lovers walking by +moonlight in deep banked lanes began to notice how dark and broad the +shadows grew, and to wait at the lane's end by the river, to listen to +the nightingale, with his breast against the thorn, ranging on from +height to height of melodious passion, petulant at his want of art, till +he broke into one wild jubilant burst, and ceased, leaving night silent, +save for the whispering of new-born insects, and the creeping sound of +reviving vegetation. + +Spring. The great renewal of the lease. The time when nature-worshippers +made good resolutions, to be very often broken before the leaves fall. +The time the country becomes once more habitable and agreeable. Does it +make any difference in the hundred miles of brick and mortar called +London, save, in so far as it makes every reasonable Christian pack up +his portmanteau and fly to the green fields, and lover's lanes +before-mentioned (though it takes two people for the latter sort of +business)? Why, yes; it makes a difference to London certainly, by +bringing somewhere about 10,000 people, who have got sick of shooting +and hunting through the winter months, swarming into the west end of +it, and making it what is called full. + +I don't know that they are wrong after all, for London is a mighty +pleasant place in the season (we don't call it spring on the +paving-stones). At this time the windows of the great houses in the +squares begin to be brilliant with flowers; and, under the awnings of +the balconies, one sees women moving about in the shadow. Now, all +through the short night, one hears the ceaseless low rolling thunder of +beautiful carriages, and in the daytime also the noise ceases not. All +through the west end of the town there is a smell of flowers, of +fresh-watered roads, and Macassar oil; while at Covent Garden, the scent +of the peaches and pine-apples begins to prevail over that of rotten +cabbage-stalks. The fiddlers are all fiddling away at concert pitch for +their lives, the actors are all acting their very hardest, and the men +who look after the horses have never a minute to call their own, day or +night. + +It is neither to dukes nor duchesses, to actors nor fiddlers, that we +must turn our attention just now, but to a man who was sitting in a +wheelbarrow, watching a tame jackdaw. + +The place was a London mews, behind one of the great squares--the time +was afternoon. The weather was warm and sunny. All the proprietors of +the horses were out riding or driving, and so the stables were empty, +and the mews were quiet. + +This was about a week after Charles's degradation, almost the first hour +he had to himself in the daytime, and so he sat pondering on his unhappy +lot. + +Lord Ballyroundtower's coachman's wife was hanging out the clothes. She +was an Irishwoman off the estate (his lordship's Irish residences, I +see, on referring to the peerage, are, "The Grove," Blarney, and +"Swatewathers," near Avoca). When I say that she was hanging out the +clothes, I am hardly correct, for she was only fixing the lines up to do +so, and being of short stature, and having to reach was naturally +showing her heels, and the jackdaw, perceiving this, began to hop +stealthily across the yard. Charles saw what was coming, and became +deeply interested. He would not have spoken for his life. The jackdaw +sidled up to her, and began digging into her tendon Achilles with his +hard bill with a force and rapidity which showed that he was fully aware +of the fact, that the amusement, like most pleasant things, could not +last long, and must therefore be made the most of. Some women would have +screamed and faced round at the first assault. Not so our Irish friend. +She endured the anguish until she had succeeded in fastening the +clothes-line round the post, and then she turned round on the jackdaw, +who had fluttered away to a safe distance, and denounced him. + +"Bad cess to ye, ye impident divvle, sure it's Sathan's own sister's +son, ye are, ye dirty prothestant, pecking at the hales of an honest +woman, daughter of my lord's own man, Corny O'Brine, as was a dale +bether nor them as sits on whalebarrows, and sets ye on too't--" (this +was levelled at Charles, so he politely took off his cap, and bowed). + +"Though, God forgive me, there's some sitting on whalebarrows as should +be sitting in drawing-rooms, may be (here the jackdaw raised one foot, +and said 'Jark'). Get out, ye baste; don't ye hear me blessed lady's own +bird swearing at ye, like a gentleman's bird as he is. A pretty dear." + +This was strictly true. Lord Ballyroundtower's brother, the Honourable +Frederick Mulligan, was a lieutenant in the navy. A short time before +this, being on the Australian station, and wishing to make his +sister-in-law a handsome present, he had commissioned a Sydney Jew +bird-dealer to get him a sulphur-crested cockatoo, price no object, but +the best talker in the colony. The Jew faithfully performed his behest; +he got him the best talking cockatoo in the colony, and the Hon. Fred +brought it home in triumph to his sister-in-law's drawing-room in +Belgrave Square. + +The bird was a beautiful talker. There was no doubt about that. It had +such an amazingly distinct enunciation. But then the bird was not always +discreet. Nay, to go further, the bird never _was_ discreet. He had been +educated by a convict bullock-driver, and finished off by the sailors on +board H.M.S. _Actæon_; and really, you know, sometimes he did say things +he ought not to have said. It was all very well pretending that you +couldn't hear him, but it rendered conversation impossible. You were +always in agony at what was to come next. One afternoon, a great many +people were there, calling. Old Lady Hainault was there. The bird was +worse than ever. Everybody tried to avoid a silence, but it came +inexorably. That awful old woman, Lady Hainault, broke it by saying that +she thought Fred Mulligan must have been giving the bird private lessons +himself. After that, you know, it wouldn't do. Fred might be angry, but +the bird must go to the mews. + +So there the bird was, swearing dreadfully at the jackdaw. At last, her +ladyship's pug-dog, who was staying with the coachman for medical +treatment, got excited, bundled out of the house, and attacked the +jackdaw. The jackdaw formed square to resist cavalry, and sent the dog +howling into the house again quicker than he came out. After which the +bird barked, and came and sat on the dunghill by Charles. + +The mews itself, as I said, was very quiet, with a smell of stable, +subdued by a fresh scent of sprinkled water; but at the upper end it +joined a street leading from Belgrave Square towards the Park, which was +by no means quiet, and which smelt of geraniums and heliotropes. +Carriage after carriage went blazing past the end of the mews, along +this street, like figures across the disk of a magic lanthorn. Some had +scarlet breeches, and some blue; and there were pink bonnets, and yellow +bonnets, and Magenta bonnets; and Charles sat on the wheelbarrow by the +dunghill, and looked at it all, perfectly contented. + +A stray dog lounged in out of the street. It was a cur dog--that any one +might see. It was a dog which had bit its rope and run away, for the +rope was round its neck now; and it was a thirsty dog, for it went up to +the pump and licked the stones. Charles went and pumped for it, and it +drank. Then, evidently considering that Charles, by his act of good +nature, had acquired authority over its person, and having tried to do +without a master already, and having found it wouldn't do, it sat down +beside Charles, and declined to proceed any further. + +There was a public-house at the corner of the mews, where it joined the +street; and on the other side of the street you could see one house, No. +16. The footman of No. 16 was in the area, looking through the railings. +A thirsty man came to the public-house on horseback, and drank a pot of +beer at a draught, turning the pot upside down. It was too much for the +footman, who disappeared. + +Next came a butcher with a tray of meat, who turned into the area of No. +16, and left the gate open. After him came a blind man, led by a dog. +The dog, instead of going straight on, turned down the area steps after +the butcher. The blind man thought he was going round the corner. +Charles saw what would happen; but, before he had time to cry out, the +blind man had plunged headlong down the area steps and disappeared, +while from the bottom, as from the pit, arose the curses of the butcher. + +Charles and others assisted the blind man up, gave him some beer, and +sent him on his way. Charles watched him. After he had gone a little +way, he began striking spitefully at where he thought his dog was, with +his stick. The dog was evidently used to this amusement, and dexterously +avoided the blows. Finding vertical blows of no avail, the blind man +tried horizontal ones, and caught an old gentleman across the shins, +making him drop his umbrella and catch up his leg. The blind man +promptly asked an alms from him, and, not getting one, turned the +corner; and Charles saw him no more. + +The hot street and, beyond, the square, the dusty lilacs and laburnums, +and the crimson hawthorns. What a day for a bathe! outside the gentle +surf, with the sunny headlands right and left, and the moor sleeping +quietly in the afternoon sunlight, and Lundy, like a faint blue cloud on +the Atlantic horizon, and the old house----He was away at Ravenshoe on a +May afternoon. + +They say poets are never sane; but are they ever mad? Never. Even old +Cowper saved himself from actual madness by using his imagination. +Charles was no poet; but he was a good day-dreamer, and so now, instead +of maddening himself in his squalid brick prison, he was away in the old +bay, bathing and fishing, and wandering up the old stream, breast high +among king-fern under the shadowy oaks. + +Bricks and mortar, carriages and footmen, wheelbarrows and dunghills, +all came back in one moment, and settled on his outward senses with a +jar. For there was a rattle of horse's feet on the stones, and the clank +of a sabre, and Lieutenant Hornby, of the 140th Hussars (Prince Arthur's +Own), came branking into the yard, with two hundred pounds' worth of +trappings on him, looking out for his servant. He was certainly a +splendid fellow, and Charles looked at him with a certain kind of pride, +as on something that he had a share in. + +"Come round to the front door, Horton, and take my horse up to the +barracks" (the Queen had been to the station that morning, and his guard +was over). + +Charles walked beside him round into Grosvenor Place. He could not avoid +stealing a glance up at the magnificent apparition beside him; and, as +he did so, he met a pair of kind grey eyes looking down on him. + +"You mustn't sit and mope there, Horton," said the lieutenant; "it never +does to mope. I know it is infernally hard to help it, and of course you +can't associate with servants, and that sort of thing, at first; but you +will get used to it. If you think I don't know you are a gentleman, you +are mistaken. I don't know who you are, and shall not try to find out. +I'll lend you books or anything of that sort; but you mustn't brood over +it. I can't stand seeing my fellows wretched, more especially a fellow +like you." + +If it had been to save his life, Charles couldn't say a word. He looked +up at the lieutenant and nodded his head. The lieutenant understood him +well enough, and said to himself-- + +"Poor fellow!" + +So there arose between these two a feeling which lightened Charles's +servitude, and which, before the end came, had grown into a liking. +Charles's vengeance was not for Hornby, for the injury did not come from +him. His vengeance was reserved for another, and we shall see how he +took it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +A GLIMPSE OF SOME OLD FRIENDS. + + +Hitherto I have been able to follow Charles right on without leaving him +for one instant: now, however, that he is reduced to sitting on a +wheelbarrow in a stable-yard, we must see a little less of him. He is, +of course, our principal object; but he has removed himself from the +immediate sphere of all our other acquaintances, and so we must look up +some of them, and see how far they, though absent, are acting on his +destiny--nay, we must look up every one of them sooner or later, for +there is not one who is not in some way concerned in his adventures past +and future. + +By reason of her age, her sex, and her rank, my Lady Ascot claims our +attention first. We left the dear old woman in a terrible taking on +finding that Charles had suddenly left the house and disappeared. Her +wrath gave way to tears, and her tears to memory. Bitterly she blamed +herself now for what seemed, years ago, such a harmless deceit. It was +not too late. Charles might be found; would come back, surely--would +come back to his poor old aunt! He would never--hush! it won't do to +think of that! + +Lady Ascot thought of a brilliant plan, and put it into immediate +execution. She communicated with Mr. Scotland Yard, the eminent +ex-detective officer, forwarding a close description of Charles, and a +request that he might be found, alive or dead, immediately. Her efforts +were crowned with immediate and unlooked-for success. In a week's time +the detective had discovered, not one Charles Ravenshoe, but three, from +which her ladyship might take her choice. But the worst of it was that +neither of the three was Charles Ravenshoe. There was a remarkable point +of similarity between Charles and them, certainly; and that point was +that they were all three young gentlemen under a cloud, and had all +three dark hair and prominent features. Here the similarity ended. + +The first of the cases placed so promptly before her ladyship by +Inspector Yard presented some startling features of similarity with that +of Charles. The young gentleman was from the West of England, had been +at college somewhere, had been extravagant ("God bless him, poor dear! +when lived a Ravenshoe that wasn't?" thought Lady Ascot), had been +crossed in love, the inspector believed (Lady Ascot thought she had got +her fish), and was now in the Coldbath Fields Prison, doing two years' +hard labour for swindling, of which two months were yet to run. The +inspector would let her ladyship know the day of his release. + +This could not be Charles: and the next young gentleman offered to her +notice was a worse shot than the other. He also was dark-haired; but +here at once all resemblance ceased. This one had started in life with +an ensigncy in the line. He had embezzled the mess funds, had been to +California, had enlisted, deserted, and sold his kit, been a +billiard-marker, had come into some property, had spent it, had enlisted +again, had been imprisoned for a year and discharged--here Lady Ascot +would read no more, but laid down the letter, saying, "Pish!" + +But the inspector's cup was not yet full. The unhappy man was acting +from uncertain information, he says. He affirmed, throughout all the +long and acrimonious discussion which followed, that his only +instructions were to find a young gentleman with dark hair and a hook +nose. If this be the case, he may possibly be excused for catching a +curly-headed little Jew of sixteen, who was drinking himself to death in +a public-house off Regent Street, and producing him as Charles +Ravenshoe. His name was Cohen, and he had stolen some money from his +father and gone to the races. This was so utterly the wrong article, +that Lady Ascot wrote a violent letter to the ex-inspector, of such an +extreme character, that he replied by informing her ladyship that he had +sent her letter to his lawyer. A very pretty quarrel followed, which I +have not time to describe. + +No tidings of Charles. He had hidden himself too effectually. So the old +woman wept and watched--watched for her darling who came not, and for +the ruin that she saw settling down upon her house like a dark cloud, +that grew evermore darker. + +And little Mary had packed up her boxes and passed out of the old house, +with the hard, bitter world before her. Father Mackworth had met her in +the hall, and had shaken hands with her in silence. He loved her, in +his way, so much, that he cared not to say anything. Cuthbert was +outside, waiting to hand her to her carriage. When she was seated he +said, "I shall write to you, Mary, for I can't say all I would." And +then he opened the door and kissed her affectionately; then the carriage +went on, and before it entered the wood she had a glimpse of the grey +old house, and Cuthbert on the steps before the porch, bareheaded, +waving his hand; then it was among the trees, and she had seen the last +of him for ever; then she buried her face in her hands, and knew, for +the first time, perhaps, how well she had loved him. + +She was going, as we know, to be nursery-governess to the orphan +children of Lord Hainault's brother. She went straight to London to +assume her charge. It was very late when she got to Paddington. One of +Lord Hainault's carriages was waiting for her, and she was whirled +through "the season" to Grosvenor Square. Then she had to walk alone +into the great lighted hall, with the servants standing right and left, +and looking at nothing, as well-bred servants are bound to do. She +wished for a moment that the poor little governess had been allowed to +come in a cab. + +The groom of the chambers informed her that her ladyship had gone out, +and would not be home till late; that his lordship was dressing; and +that dinner was ready in Miss Corby's room whenever she pleased. + +So she went up. She did not eat much dinner; the steward's-room boy in +attendance had his foolish heart moved to pity by seeing how poor an +appetite she had, when he thought what he could have done in that line +too. + +Presently she asked the lad where was the nursery. The second door to +the right. When all was quiet, she opened her door, and thought she +would go and see the children asleep. At that moment the nursery-door +opened, and a tall, handsome, quiet-looking man came out. It was Lord +Hainault; she had seen him before. + +"I like this," said she, as she drew back. "It was kind of him to go and +see his brother's children before he went out;" and so she went into the +nursery. + +An old nurse was sitting by the fire sewing. The two elder children were +asleep; but the youngest, an audacious young sinner of three, had +refused to do anything of the kind until the cat came to bed with him. +The nursery cat being at that time out a-walking on the leads, the +nurserymaid had been despatched to borrow one from the kitchen. At this +state of affairs Mary entered. The nurse rose and curtsied, and the +rebel clambered on her knee, and took her into his confidence. He told +her that that day, while walking in the square, he had seen a +chimney-sweep; that he had called to Gus and Flora to come and look; +that Gus had been in time and seen him go round the corner, but that +Flora had come too late, and cried, and so Gus had lent her his hoop, +and she had left off, &c., &c. After a time he requested to be allowed +to say his prayers to her: to which the nurse objected on the +theological ground that he had said them twice already that evening, +which was once more than was usually allowed. Soon after this the little +head lay heavy on Mary's arm, and the little hand loosed its hold on +hers, and the child was asleep. + +She left the nursery with a lightened heart; but, nevertheless, she +cried herself to sleep. "I wonder, shall I like Lady Hainault; Charles +used to. But she is very proud, I believe. I cannot remember much of +her.--How those carriages growl and roll, almost like the sea at dear +old Ravenshoe." Then, after a time, she slept. + +There was a light in her eyes, not of dawn, which woke her. A tall, +handsome woman, in silk and jewels, came and knelt beside her and kissed +her; and said that, now her old home was broken up, she must make one +there, and be a sister to her, and many other kind words of the same +sort. It was Lady Hainault (the long Burton girl, as Madam Adelaide +called her) come home from her last party; and in such kind keeping I +think we may leave little Mary for the present. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +IN WHICH FRESH MISCHIEF IS BREWED. + + +Charles's duties were light enough; he often wished they had been +heavier. There were such long idle periods left for thinking and +brooding. He rather wondered at first why he was not more employed. He +never was in attendance on the lieutenant, save in the daytime. One of +the young men under him drove the brougham, and was out all night and in +bed all day; and the other was a mere stable-lad from the country. +Charles's duty consisted almost entirely in dressing himself about two +o'clock, and loitering about town after his master; and, after he had +been at this work about a fortnight, it seemed to him as if he had been +at it a year or more. + +Charles soon found out all he cared to know about the lieutenant. He was +the only son and heir of an eminent solicitor, lately deceased, who had +put him into the splendid regiment to which he belonged in order to get +him into good society. The young fellow had done well enough in that +way. He was amazingly rich, amazingly handsome, and passionately fond of +his profession, at which he really worked hard; but he was terribly +fast. Charles soon found that out; and the first object which he placed +before himself, when he began to awaken from the first dead torpor which +came on him after his fall, was to gain influence with him and save him +from ruin. + +"He is burning the candle at both ends," said Charles. "He is too good +to go to the deuce. In time, if I am careful, he may listen to me." + +And, indeed, it seemed probable. From the very first, Hornby had treated +Charles with great respect and consideration. Hornby knew he was a +gentleman. One morning, before Charles had been many days with him, the +brougham had not come into the mews till seven o'clock; and Charles, +going to his lodgings at eight, had found him in uniform, bolting a cup +of coffee before going on duty. There was a great pile of money, +sovereigns and notes, on the dressing-table, and he caught Charles +looking at it. + +Hornby laughed. "What are you looking at with that solemn face of +yours?" said he. + +"Nothing, sir," said Charles. + +"You are looking at that money," said Hornby; "and you are thinking that +it would be as well if I didn't stay out all night playing--eh?" + +"I might have thought so, sir," said Charles. "I did think so." + +"Quite right, too. Some day I will leave off, perhaps." + +And then he rattled out of the room, and Charles watched him riding down +the street, all blue, and scarlet, and gold, a brave figure, with the +world at his feet. + +"There is time yet," said Charles. + +The first time Charles made his appearance in livery in the street he +felt horribly guilty. He was in continual terror lest he should meet +some one he knew; but, after a time, when he found that day after day he +could walk about and see never a familiar face, he grew bolder. He +wished sometimes he could see some one he knew from a distance, so as +not to be recognised--it was so terrible lonely. + +Day after day he saw the crowds pass him in the street, and recognised +no one. In old times, when he used to come to London on a raid from +Oxford, he fancied he used to recognise an acquaintance at every step; +but now, day after day went on, and he saw no one he knew. The world had +become to him like a long uneasy dream of strange faces. + +After a very few days of his new life, there began to grow on him a +desire to hear of those he had left so abruptly; a desire which was at +first mere curiosity, but which soon developed into a yearning regret. +At first, after a week or so, he began idly wondering where they all +were, and what they thought of his disappearance; and at this time, +perhaps, he may have felt a little conceited in thinking how he occupied +their thoughts, and of what importance he had made himself by his sudden +disappearance. But his curiosity and vanity soon wore away, and were +succeeded by a deep gnawing desire to hear something of them all--to +catch hold of some little thread, however thin, which should connect him +with his past life, and with those he had loved so well. He would have +died in his obstinacy sooner than move one inch towards his object; but +every day, as he rode about the town, dressed in the livery of +servitude, which he tried to think was his heritage, and yet of which he +was ashamed, he stared hither and thither at the passing faces, trying +to find one, were it only that of the meanest servant, which should +connect him with the past. + +At last, and before long, he saw some one. + +One afternoon he was under orders to attend his master on horseback, as +usual. After lunch, Hornby came out, beautifully dressed, handsome and +happy, and rode up Grosvenor Place into the park. At the entrance to +Rotten Row he joined an old gentleman and his two daughters, and they +rode together, chatting pleasantly. Charles rode behind with the other +groom, who talked to him about the coming Derby, and would have betted +against Haphazard at the current odds. They rode up and down the Row +twice, and then Hornby, calling Charles, gave him his horse and walked +about by the Serpentine, talking to every one, and getting a kindly +welcome from great and small, for the son of a great attorney, with +wealth, manners, and person, may get into very good society, if he is +worth it; or, quite possibly, if he isn't. + +Then Hornby and Charles left the park, and, coming down Grosvenor Place, +passed into Pall Mall. Here Hornby went into a club, and left Charles +waiting in the street with his horse half an hour or more. + +Then he mounted again, and rode up St. James's Street, into Piccadilly. +He turned to the left; and, at the bottom of the hill, not far from +Half-moon Street, he went into a private house, and, giving Charles his +reins, told him to wait for him; and so Charles waited there, in the +afternoon sun, watching what went by. + +It was a sleepy afternoon, and the horses stood quiet, and Charles was a +contented fellow, and he rather liked dozing there and watching the +world go by. There is plenty to see in Piccadilly on an afternoon in the +season, even for a passer-by; but, sitting on a quiet horse, with +nothing to do or think about, one can see it all better. And Charles had +some humour in him, and so he was amused at what he saw, and would have +sat there an hour or more without impatience. + +Opposite to him was a great bonnet-shop, and in front of it was an +orange-woman. A grand carriage dashed up to the bonnet-shop, so that he +had to move his horses, and the orange-woman had to get out of the way. +Two young ladies got out of the carriage, went in, and (as he believes) +bought bonnets, leaving a third, and older one, sitting in a back seat, +who nursed a pug dog, with a blue riband. Neither the coachman nor +footman belonging to the carriage seemed to mind this lady. The footman +thought he would like some oranges; so he went to the orange-woman. The +orange-woman was Irish, for her speech bewrayed her, and the footman was +from the county Clare; so those two instantly began comparing notes +about those delectable regions, to such purpose, that the two ladies, +having, let us hope, suited themselves in the bonnet way, had to open +their own carriage-door and get in, before the footman was recalled to a +sense of his duties--after which he shut the door, and they drove away. + +Then there came by a blind man. It was not the same blind man that +Charles saw fall down the area, because that blind man's dog was a brown +one, with a curly tail, and this one's dog was black with no tail at +all. Moreover, the present dog carried a basket, which the other one did +not. Otherwise they were so much alike (all blind men are), that Charles +might have mistaken one for the other. This blind man met with no such +serious accident as the other, either. Only, turning into the +public-house at the corner, opposite Mr. Hope's, the dog lagged behind, +and, the swing-doors closing between him and his master, Charles saw him +pulled through by his chain, and nearly throttled. + +Next there came by Lord Palmerston, with his umbrella on his shoulder, +walking airily arm-in-arm with Lord John Russell. They were talking +together; and, as they passed, Charles heard Lord Palmerston say that it +was much warmer on this side of the street than on the other. With +which proposition Lord John Russell appeared to agree; and so they +passed on westward. + +After this there came by three prize fighters, arm-in-arm; each of them +had a white hat and a cigar; two had white bull-dogs, and one a +black-and-tan terrier. They made a left wheel, and looked at Charles and +his horses, and then they made a right wheel, and looked into the +bonnet-shop; after which they went into the public-house into which the +blind man had gone before; and, from the noise which immediately arose +from inside, Charles came to the conclusion that the two white bull-dogs +and the black-and-tan terrier had set upon the blind man's dog, and +touzled him. + +After the prize-fighters came Mr. Gladstone, walking very fast. A large +Newfoundland dog with a walking-stick in his mouth blundered up against +him, and nearly threw him down. Before he got under way again, the Irish +orange-woman bore down on him, and faced him with three oranges in each +hand, offering them for sale. Did she know, with the sagacity of her +nation, that he was then on his way to the house, to make a Great +Statement, and that he would want oranges? I cannot say. He probably got +his oranges at Bellamy's for he bought none of her. After him came a +quantity of indifferent people; and then Charles's heart beat high--for +here was some one coming whom he knew with a vengeance. + +Lord Welter, walking calmly down the street, with his big chest thrown +out, and his broad, stupid face in moody repose. He was thinking. He +came so close to Charles that, stepping aside to avoid a passer-by, he +whitened the shoulder of his coat against the pipe-clay on Charles's +knee; then he stood stock still within six inches of him, but looking +the other way towards the houses. + +He pulled off one of his gloves and bit his nails. Though his back was +towards Charles, still Charles knew well what expression was on his face +as he did that. The old cruel lowering of the eyebrows, and pinching in +of the lips was there, he knew. The same expression as that which +Marston remarked the time he quarrelled with Cuthbert once at +Ravenshoe--mischief! + +He went into the house where Charles's master, Hornby, was; and Charles +sat and wondered. + +Presently there came out on to the balcony above, six or seven +well-dressed young men, who lounged with their elbows on the red +cushions which were fixed to the railing, and talked, looking at the +people in the street. + +Lord Welter and Lieutenant Hornby were together at the end. There was no +scowl on Welter's face now; he was making himself agreeable. Charles +watched him and Hornby; the conversation between them got eager, and +they seemed to make an appointment. After that they parted, and Hornby +came down stairs and got on his horse. + +They rode very slowly home. Hornby bowed right and left to the people he +knew but seemed absent. When Charles took his horse at the door, he said +suddenly to Charles-- + +"I have been talking to a man who knows something of you, I +believe--Lord Welter." + +"Did you mention me to him, sir?" + +"No; I didn't think of it." + +"You would do me a great kindness if you would not do so, sir." + +"Why," said Hornby, looking suddenly up. + +"I am sorry I cannot enter into particulars, sir; but, if I thought he +would know where I was, I should at once quit your service and try to +lose myself once more." + +"Lose yourself?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"H'm!" said Hornby, thoughtfully. "Well, I know there is something about +you which I don't understand. I ain't sure it is any business of mine +though. I will say nothing. You are not a man to chatter about anything +you see. Mind you don't. You see how I trust you." And so he went in, +and Charles went round to the stable. + +"Is the brougham going out to night?" he asked of his fellow-servant. + +"Ordered at ten," said the man. "Night-work again, I expect, I wanted to +get out too. Consume the darned card-playing. Was you going anywhere +to-night?" + +"Nowhere," said Charles. + +"It's a beautiful evening," said the man. "If you should by chance +saunter up towards Grosvenor Square, and could leave a note for me, I +should thank you very much; upon my soul I should." + +I don't think Charles ever hesitated at doing a good-natured action in +his life. A request to him was like a command. It came as natural to him +now to take a dirty, scrawled love-letter from a groom to a +scullery-maid as in old times it did to lend a man fifty pounds. He said +at once he would go with great pleasure. + +The man (a surly fellow enough at ordinary times) thanked him heartily; +and, when Charles had got the letter, he sauntered away in that +direction slowly, thinking of many things. + +"By Jove," he said to himself, "my scheme of hiding does not seem to be +very successful. Little more than a fortnight gone, and I am thrown +against Welter. What a strange thing!" + +It was still early in the afternoon--seven o'clock, or thereabouts--and +he was opposite Tattersall's. A mail phaeton, with a pair of splendid +horses, attracted his attention and diverted his thoughts. He turned +down. Two eminent men on the turf walked past him up the nearly empty +yard, and he heard one say to the other-- + +"Ascot will run to win; that I know. He _must_. If Haphazard can stay, +he is safe." + +To which the other said, "Pish!" and they passed on. + +"There they are again," said Charles, as he turned back. "The very birds +of the air are talking about them. It gets interesting, though--if +anything could ever be interesting again." + +St. George's Hospital. At the door was a gaudily-dressed, handsome young +woman, who was asking the porter could she see some one inside. No. The +visiting hours were over. She stood for a few minutes on the steps, +impatiently biting her nails, and then fluttered down the street. + +What made him think of his sister Ellen? She must be found. That was the +only object in the world, so to speak. There was nothing to be done, +only to wait and watch. + +"I shall find her some day, in God's good time." + +The world had just found out that it was hungry, and was beginning to +tear about in wheeled vehicles to its neighbours' houses to dinner. As +the carriages passed Charles, he could catch glimpses of handsome girls, +all a mass of white muslin, swan's-down fans, and fal-lals, going to +begin their night's work; of stiff dandies, in white ties, yawning +already; of old ladies in jewels, and old gentlemen buttoned up across +the chest, going, as one might say, to see fair play among the young +people. And then our philosophical Charles pleased himself by picturing +how, in two months more, the old gentlemen would be among their turnips, +the old ladies among their flowers and poor folks, the dandies creeping, +creeping, weary hours through the heather, till the last maddening +moment when the big stag was full in view, sixty yards off; and +(prettiest thought of all), how the girls, with their thick shoes on, +would be gossiping with old Goody Blake and Harry Gill, or romping with +the village school-children on the lawn. Right, old Charles, with all +but the dandies! For now the apotheosis of dandies was approaching. The +time was coming when so many of them should disappear into that black +thunder-cloud to the south, and be seen no more in park or club, in +heather or stubble. + +But, in that same year, the London season went on much as usual; only +folks talked of war, and the French were more popular than they are now. +And through the din and hubbub poor Charles passed on like a lost sheep, +and left his fellow-servant's note at an area in Grosvenor Square. + +"And which," said he to the man who took it, with promises of instant +delivery, "is my Lord Hainault's house, now, for instance?" + +Lord Hainault's house was the other side of the square; number +something. Charles thanked the man, and went across. When he had made it +out he leant his back against the railings of the square, and watched +it. + +The carriage was at the door. The coachman, seeing a handsomely-dressed +groom leaning against the rails, called to him to come over and alter +some strap or another. Charles ran over and helped him. Charles supposed +her ladyship was going out to dinner. Yes, her ladyship was now coming +out. And, almost before Charles had time to move out of the way, out she +came, with her head in the air, more beautiful than ever, and drove +away. + +He went back to his post from mere idleness. He wondered whether Mary +had come there yet or not. He had half a mind to inquire, but was afraid +of being seen. He still leant against the railings of the gate, as I +said, in mere idleness, when he heard the sound of children's voices in +the square behind. + +"That woman," said a child's voice, "was a gipsy-woman. I looked through +the rails, and I said, 'Hallo, ma'am, what are you doing there?' And she +asked me for a penny. And I said I couldn't give her anything, for I had +given three halfpence to the Punch and Judy, and I shouldn't have any +more money till next Saturday, which was quite true, Flora, as you +know." + +"But, Gus," said another child's voice, "if she had been a gipsy-woman +she would have tried to steal you, and make you beg in the streets; or +else she would have told your fortune in coffee-grounds. I don't think +she was a real gipsy." + +"I should like to have my fortune told in the coffee-grounds," said Gus; +"but, if she had tried to steal me, I should have kicked her in the +stomach. There is a groom outside there; let us ask him. Grooms go to +the races, and see heaps of gipsies! I say, sir." + +Charles turned. A child's voice was always music to him. He had such a +look on his face as he turned to them, that the children had his +confidence in an instant. The gipsy question was laid before him +instantly, by both Gus and Flora, with immense volubility, and he was +just going to give an oracular opinion through the railings, when a +voice--a low, gentle voice, which made him start--came from close by. + +"Gus and Flora, my dears, the dew is falling. Let us go in." + +"There is Miss Corby," said Gus. "Let us run to her." + +They raced to Mary. Soon after the three came to the gate, laughing, and +passed close to him. The children were clinging to her skirt and talking +merrily. They formed a pretty little group as they went across the +street, and Mary's merry little laugh comforted him. "She is happy +there," he said; "best as it is!" + +Once, when half-way across the street, she turned and looked towards +him, before he had time to turn away. He saw that she did not dream of +his being there, and went on. And so Charles sauntered home through the +pleasant summer evening, saying to himself, "I think she is happy; I am +glad she laughed." + +"Three meetings in one day! I shall be found out, if I don't mind. I +must be very careful." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +IN WHICH AN ENTIRELY NEW, AND, AS WILL BE SEEN HEREAFTER, A MOST +IMPORTANT CHARACTER IS INTRODUCED. + + +The servants, I mean the stable servants, who lived in the mews where +Charles did, had a club; and, a night or two after he had seen Mary in +the square, he was elected a member of it. The duke's coachman, a wiry, +grey, stern-looking, elderly man, waited upon him and informed him of +the fact. He said that such a course was very unusual--in fact, without +precedent. Men, he said, were seldom elected to the club until they were +known to have been in good service for some years; but he (coachman) had +the ear of the club pretty much, and had brought him in triumphant. He +added that he could see through a brick wall as well as most men, and +that when he see a _gentleman_ dressed in a livery, moping and brooding +about the mews, he had said to himself that he wanted a little company, +such as it was, to cheer him up, and so he had requested the club, &c.; +and the club had done as he told them. + +"Now this is confoundedly kind of you," said Charles; "but I am not a +gentleman; I am a gamekeeper's son." + +"I suppose you can read Greek, now, can't you?" said the coachman. + +Charles was obliged to confess he could. + +"Of course," said the coachman; "all gamekeepers' sons is forced to +learn Greek, in order as they may slang the poachers in an unknown +tongue. Fiddle-dedee! I know all about it; least-wise, guess. Come along +with me; why, I've got sons as old as you. Come along." + +"Are they in service?" said Charles, by way of something to say. + +"Two of 'em are, but one's in the army." + +"Indeed!" said Charles, with more interest. + +"Ay; he is in your governor's regiment." + +"Does he like it?" said Charles. "I should like to know him." + +"Like it?--don't he?" said the coachman. "See what society he gets into. +I suppose there ain't no gentlemen's sons troopers in that regiment, eh? +Oh dear no. Don't for a moment suppose it, young man. Not at all." + +Charles was very much interested by this news. He made up his mind there +and then that he would enlist immediately. But he didn't; he only +thought about it. + +Charles found that the club was composed of about a dozen coachmen and +superior pad-grooms. They were very civil to him, and to one another. +There was nothing to laugh at. There was nothing that could be tortured +into ridicule. They talked about their horses and their business quite +naturally. There was an air of kindly fellowship, and a desire for +mutual assistance among them, which, at times, Charles had not noticed +at the university. One man sang a song, and sang it very prettily, too, +about stag-hunting. He had got as far as-- + + "As every breath with sobs he drew, + The labouring buck strained full in view," + +when the door opened, and an oldish groom came in. + +The song was not much attended to now. When the singer had finished, the +others applauded him, but impatiently; and then there was a general +exclamation of "Well?" + +"I've just come down from the Corner. There has been a regular run +against Haphazard, and no one knows why. Something wrong with the horse, +I suppose, because there's been no run on any other in particular, only +against him." + +"Was Lord Ascot there?" said some one. + +"Ah, that he was. Wouldn't bet though, even at the long odds. Said he'd +got every sixpence he was worth on the horse, and would stand where he +was; and that's true, they say. And master says, likewise, that Lord +Welter would have taken 'em, but that his father stopped him." + +"That looks queerish," said some one else. + +"Ay, and wasn't there a jolly row, too?" + +"Who with?" asked several. + +"Lord Welter and Lord Hainault. It happened outside, close to me. Lord +Hainault was walking across the yard, and Lord Welter came up to him and +said, 'How d'ye do, Hainault?' and Lord Hainault turned round and said, +quite quiet, 'Welter, you are a scoundrel!' And Lord Welter said, +'Hainault, you are out of your senses;' but he turned pale, too, and he +looked--Lord! I shouldn't like to have been before him--and Lord +Hainault says, 'You know what I mean;' and Lord Welter says, 'No, I +don't; but, by Gad, you shall tell me;' and then the other says, as +steady as a rock, 'I'll tell you. You are a man that one daren't leave a +woman alone with. Where's that Casterton girl? Where's Adelaide Summers? +Neither a friend's house, nor your own father's house, is any protection +for a woman against you.' 'Gad,' says Lord Welter, 'you were pretty +sweet on the last-named yourself, once on a time.'" + +"Well!" said some one, "and what did Lord Hainault say?" + +"He said, 'you are a liar and a scoundrel, Welter.' And then Lord Welter +came at him; but Lord Ascot came between them, shaking like anything, +and says he, 'Hainault, go away, for God's sake; you don't know what you +are saying.--Welter, be silent.' But they made no more of he than----" +(here our friend was at a loss for a simile). + +"But how did it end?" asked Charles. + +"Well," said the speaker, "General Mainwaring came up, and laid his hand +on Lord Welter's shoulder, and took him off pretty quiet. And that's all +I know about it." + +It was clearly all. Charles rose to go, and walked by himself from +street to street, thinking. + +Suppose he _was_ to be thrown against Lord Welter, how should he act? +what should he say? Truly it was a puzzling question. The anomaly of his +position was never put before him more strikingly than now. What could +he say? what could he do? + +After the first shock, the thought of Adelaide's unfaithfulness was not +so terrible as on the first day or two; many little unamiable traits of +character, vanity, selfishness, and so on, unnoticed before, began to +come forth in somewhat startling relief. Anger, indignation, and love, +all three jumbled up together, each one by turns in the ascendant, were +the frames of mind in which Charles found himself when he began thinking +about her. One moment he was saying to himself, "How beautiful she was!" +and the next, "She was as treacherous as a tiger; she never could have +cared for me." But, when he came to think of Welter, his anger +overmastered everything, and he would clench his teeth as he walked +along, and for a few moments feel the blood rushing to his head and +singing in his ears. Let us hope that Lord Welter will not come across +him while he is in that mood, or there will be mischief. + +But his anger was soon over. He had just had one of these fits of anger +as he walked along; and he was, like a good fellow, trying to conquer +it, by thinking of Lord Welter as he was as a boy, and before he was a +villain, when he came before St. Peter's Church, in Eaton Square, and +stopped to look at some fine horses which were coming out of Salter's. + +At the east end of St. Peter's Church there is a piece of bare white +wall in a corner, and in front of the wall was a little shoeblack. + +He was not one of the regular brigade, with a red shirt, but an "Arab" +of the first water. He might have been seven or eight years old, but was +small. His whole dress consisted of two garments; a ragged shirt, with +no buttons, and half of one sleeve gone, and a ragged pair of trousers, +which, small as he was, were too small for him, and barely reached below +his knees. His feet and head were bare; and under a wild, tangled shock +of hair looked a pretty, dirty, roguish face, with a pair of grey, +twinkling eyes, which was amazingly comical. Charles stopped, watching +him, and, as he did so, felt what we have most of us felt, I dare +say--that, at certain times of vexation and anger, the company and +conversation of children is the best thing for us. + +The little man was playing at fives against the bare wall, with such +tremendous energy, that he did not notice that Charles had stopped, and +was looking at him. Every nerve in his wiry, lean little body was braced +up to the game; his heart and soul were as deeply enlisted in it, as +though he were captain of the eleven, or stroke of the eight. + +He had no ball to play with, but he played with a brass button. The +button flew hither and thither, being so irregular in shape, and the boy +dashed after it like lightning. At last, after he had kept up +five-and-twenty or so, the button flew over his head, and lighted at +Charles's feet. + +As the boy turned to get it, his eyes met Charles's, and he stopped, +parting the long hair from his forehead, and gazing on him, till the +beautiful little face--beautiful through dirt and ignorance and +neglect--lit up with a smile, as Charles looked at him, with the kind, +honest old expression. And so began their acquaintance, almost comically +at first. + +Charles don't care to talk much about that boy now. If he ever does, it +is to recall his comical, humorous sayings and doings in the first part +of their strange friendship. He never speaks of the end, even to me. + +The boy stood smiling at him, as I said, holding his long hair out of +his eyes; and Charles looked on him and laughed, and forgot all about +Welter and the rest of them at once. + +"I want my boots cleaned," he said. + +The boy said, "I can't clean they dratted top-boots. I cleaned a groom's +boots a Toosday, and he punched my block because I blacked the tops. +Where did that button go?" + +And Charles said, "You can clean the lower part of my boots, and do no +harm. Your button is here against the lamp-post." + +The boy picked it up, and got his apparatus ready. But, before he began, +he looked up in Charles's face, as if he was going to speak; then he +began vigorously, but in half a minute looked up again, and stopped. + +Charles saw that the boy liked him, and wanted to talk to him; so he +began, severely-- + +"How came you to be playing fives with a brass button, eh?" + +The boy struck work at once, and answered, "I ain't got no ball." + +"If you begin knocking stamped pieces of metal about in the street," +continued Charles, "you will come to chuck-farthing, and from +chuck-farthing to the gallows is a very short step indeed, I can assure +you." + +The boy did not seem to know whether Charles was joking or not. He cast +a quick glance up at his face; but, seeing no sign of a smile there, he +spat on one of his brushes, and said-- + +"Not if you don't cheat, it aint." + +Charles suffered the penalty, which usually follows on talking nonsense, +of finding himself in a dilemma; so he said imperiously-- + +"I shall buy you a ball to-morrow; I am not going to have you knocking +buttons about against people's walls in broad daylight, like that." + +It was the first time that the boy had ever heard nonsense talked in his +life. It was a new sensation. He gave a sharp look up into Charles's +face again, and then went on with his work. + +"Where do you live, my little manikin?" said Charles directly, in that +quiet pleasant voice I know so well. + +The boy did not look up this time. It was not very often, possibly, that +he got spoken to so kindly by his patrons; he worked away, and answered +that he lived in Marquis Court, in Southwark. + +"Why do you come so far, then?" asked Charles. + +The boy told him why he plodded so wearily, day after day, over here in +the West-end. It was for family reasons, into which I must not go too +closely. Somebody, it appeared, still came home, now and then, just once +in a way, to see her mother, and to visit the den where she was bred; +and there was still left one who would wait for her, week after +week--still one pair of childish feet, bare and dirty, that would patter +back beside her--still one childish voice that would prattle with her, +on her way to her hideous home, and call her sister. + +"Have you any brothers?" + +Five altogether. Jim was gone for a sojer, it appeared, and Nipper was +sent over the water. Harry was on the cross-- + +"On the cross?" said Charles. + +"Ah!" the boy said, "he goes out cly-faking, and such. He's a prig, and +a smart one, too. He's fly, is Harry." + +"But what is cly-faking?" said Charles. + +"Why a-prigging of wipes, and sneeze-boxes, and ridicules, and such." + +Charles was not so ignorant of slang as not to understand what his +little friend meant now. He said-- + +"But _you_ are not a thief, are you?" + +The boy looked up at him frankly and honestly, and said-- + +"Lord bless you, no! I shouldn't make no hand of that. I ain't brave +enough for that!" + +He gave the boy twopence, and gave orders that one penny was to be spent +in a ball. And then he sauntered listlessly away--every day more +listless, and not three weeks gone yet. + +His mind returned to this child very often. He found himself thinking +more about the little rogue than he could explain. The strange babble of +the child, prattling so innocently, and, as he thought, so prettily, +about vice, and crime, and misery; about one brother transported, one a +thief--and you see he could love his sister even to the very end of it +all. Strange babble indeed from a child's lips. + +He thought of it again and again, and then, dressing himself plainly, +he went up to Grosvenor Square, where Mary would be walking with Lord +Charles Herries's children. He wanted to hear _them_ talk. + +He was right in his calculations; the children were there. All three of +them this time; and Mary was there too. They were close to the rails, +and he leant his back on them, and heard every word. + +"Miss Corby," said Gus, "if Lady Ascot is such a good woman, she will go +to heaven when she dies?" + +"Yes, indeed, my dear," said Mary. + +"And, when grandma dies, will she go to heaven, too?" said the artful +Gus, knowing as well as possible that old Lady Hainault and Lady Ascot +were deadly enemies. + +"I hope so, my dear," said Mary. + +"But does Lady Ascot hope so? Do you think grandma would be happy +if----" + +It became high time to stop master Gus, who was getting on too fast. +Mary having bowled him out, Miss Flora had an innings. + +"When I grow up," said Flora, "I shall wear knee-breeches and top-boots, +and a white bull-dog, and a long clay pipe, and I shall drive into +Henley on a market-day and put up at the Catherine Wheel." + +Mary had breath enough left to ask why. + +"Because Farmer Thompson at Casterton dresses like that, and he is such +a dear old darling. He gives us strawberries and cream; and in his +garden are gooseberries and peacocks; and the peacock's wives don't +spread out their tails like their husbands do--the foolish things. Now, +when I am married----" + +Gus was rude enough to interrupt her here. He remarked-- + +"When Archy goes to heaven, he'll want the cat to come to bed with him; +and, if he can't get her, there'll be a pretty noise." + +"My dears," said Mary, "you must not talk anymore nonsense; I can't +permit it." + +"But, my dear Miss Corby," said Flora, "we haven't been talking +nonsense, have we? I told you the truth about Farmer Thompson." + +"I know what she means," said Gus; "we have been saying what came into +our heads, and it vexes her. It is all nonsense, you know, about your +wearing breeches and spreading out your tail like a peacock; we mustn't +vex her." + +Flora didn't answer Gus, but answered Mary by climbing on her knee and +kissing her. "Tell us a story, dear," said Gus. + +"What shall I tell?" said Mary. + +"Tell us about Ravenshoe," said Flora; "tell us about the fishermen, and +the priest that walked about like a ghost in the dark passages; and +about Cuthbert Ravenshoe, who was always saying his prayers; and about +the other one who won the boat race." + +"Which one?" said silly Mary. + +"Why, the other; the one you like best. What was his name?" + +"Charles!" + +How quietly and softly she said it! The word left her lips like a deep +sigh. One who heard it was a gentleman still. He had heard enough, +perhaps too much, and walked away towards the stable and the +public-house, leaving her in the gathering gloom of the summer's evening +under the red hawthorns, and laburnums, among the children. And, as he +walked away, he thought of the night he left Ravenshoe, when the little +figure was standing in the hall all alone. "She might have loved me, and +I her," he said, "if the world were not out of joint; God grant it may +not be so!" And although he said, "God grant that she may not," he +really wished it had been so; and from this very time Mary began to take +Adelaide's place in his heart. + +Not that he was capable of falling in love with any woman at this time. +He says he was crazy, and I believe him to a certain extent. It was a +remarkably lucky thing for him that he had so diligently neglected his +education. If he had not, and had found himself in his present position, +with three or four times more of intellectual cravings to be satisfied, +he would have gone mad, or taken to drinking. I, who write, have seen +the thing happen. + +But, before the crash came, I have seen Charles patiently spending the +morning cutting gun-wads from an old hat, in preference to going to his +books. It was this interest in trifles which saved him just now. He +could think at times, and had had education enough to think logically; +but his brain was not so active but that he could cut gun-wads for an +hour or so; though his friend William could cut one-third more gun-wads +out of an old hat than he. + +He was thinking now, in his way, about these children--about Gus and +Flora on the one hand, and the little shoeblack on the other. Both so +innocent and pretty, and yet so different. He had taken himself from the +one world and thrown himself into the other. There were two worlds and +two standards--gentlemen and non-gentlemen. The "lower orders" did not +seem to be so particular about the character of their immediate +relations as the upper. That was well, for he belonged to the former +now, and had a sister. If one of Lord Charles Herries's children had +gone wrong, Gus and Flora would never have talked of him or her to a +stranger. He must learn the secret of this armour which made the poor so +invulnerable. He must go and talk to the little shoeblack. + +He thought that was the reason why he went to look after the little +rogue next day; but that was not the real reason. The reason was, that +he had found a friend in a lower grade than himself, who would admire +him and look up to him. The first friend of that sort he had made since +his fall. What that friend accidentally saved him from, we shall see. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE DERBY. + + +Hornby was lying on his back on the sofa in the window and looking out. +He had sent for Charles, and Charles was standing beside him; but he had +not noticed him yet. In a minute Charles said, "You sent for me, sir." + +Hornby turned sharply round. "By Jove, yes," he said, looking straight +at him; "Lord Welter is married." + +Charles did not move a muscle, and Hornby looked disappointed. Charles +only said-- + +"May I ask who she is, sir?" + +"She is a Miss Summers. Do you know anything of her?" + +Charles knew Miss Summers quite well by sight--had attended her while +riding, in fact. A statement which, though strictly true, misled Hornby +more than fifty lies. + +"Handsome?" + +"Remarkably so. Probably the handsomest (he was going to say 'girl,' but +said 'lady') I ever saw in my life." + +"H'm!" and he sat silent a moment, and gave Charles time to think. "I am +glad he has married her, and before to-morrow, too." + +"Well," said Hornby again, "we shall go down in the drag to-morrow. +Ferrers will drive, he says. I suppose he had better; he drives better +than I. Make the other two lads come in livery, but come in black +trousers yourself. Wear your red waistcoat; you can button your coat +over it, if it is necessary." + +"Shall I wear my cockade, sir?" + +"Yes; that won't matter. Can you fight?" + +Charles said to himself, "I suppose we shall be in Queer Street +to-morrow, then;" but he rather liked the idea. "I used to like it," +said he aloud. "I don't think I care about it now. Last year, at Oxford, +I and three other University men, three Pauls and a Brazenose, had a +noble stramash on Folly-bridge. That is the last fighting I have seen." + +"What College were you at?" said Hornby, looking out at the window; +"Brazenose?" + +"Paul's," said Charles without thinking. + +"Then you are the man Welter was telling me about--Charles Ravenshoe." + +Charles saw it was no good to fence, and said, "Yes." + +"By Jove," said Hornby, "yours is a sad story. You must have ridden out +with Lady Welter more than once, I take it." + +"Are you going to say anything to Lord Welter, sir?" + +"Not I. I like you too well to lose you. You will stick by me, won't +you?" + +"I will," said Charles, "to the death. But oh, Hornby, for any sake mind +those d----d bones!" + +"I will. But don't be an ass: I don't play half as much as you think." + +"You are playing with Welter now, sir; are you not?" + +"You are a pretty dutiful sort of a groom, I don't think," said Hornby, +looking round and laughing good-naturedly. "What the dickens do you mean +by cross-questioning me like that? Yes, I am. There--and for a noble +purpose too." + +Charles said no more, but was well pleased enough. If Hornby had only +given him a little more of his confidence! + +"I suppose," said Hornby, "if Haphazard don't win to-morrow, Lord Ascot +will be a beggar." + +"They say," said Charles, "that he has backed his own horse through +thick and thin, sir. It is inconceivable folly; but things could not be +worse at Ranford, and he stands to win some sum on the horse, as they +say, which would put everything right; and the horse is a favourite." + +"Favourites never win," said Hornby; "and I don't think that Lord Ascot +has so much on him as they say." + +So the next day they went to the Derby. Sir Robert Ferrer, of the Guards +drove (this is Inkerman Bob, and he has got a patent cork leg now, and +a Victoria Cross, and goes a-shooting on a grey cob); and there was Red +Maclean, on furlough from India; and there was Lord Swansea, youngest of +existing Guardsmen, who blew a horn, and didn't blow it at all well; and +there were two of Lieutenant Hornby's brother-officers, besides the +Lieutenant: and behind, with Hornby's two grooms and our own Charles, +dressed in sober black, was little Dick Ferrers, of the Home Office, who +carried a peashooter, and pea-shot the noses of the leading horses of a +dragful of Plungers, which followed them--which thing, had he been in +the army, he wouldn't have dared to do. And the Plungers swore, and the +dust flew, and the wind blew, and Sir Robert drove, and Charles laughed, +and Lord Swansea gave them a little music, and away they went to the +Derby. + +When they came on the course, Charles and his fellow-servants had enough +to do to get the horses out and see after them. After nearly an hour's +absence he got back to the drag, and began to look about him. + +The Plungers had drawn up behind them, and were lolling about. Before +them was a family party--a fine elderly gentleman, a noble elderly lady, +and two uncommonly pretty girls; and they were enjoying themselves. They +were too well bred to make a noise; but there was a subdued babbling +sound of laughter in that carriage, which was better music than that of +a little impish German who, catching Charles's eye, played the accordion +and waltzed before him, as did Salome before Herod, but with a different +effect. + +The carriage beyond that was a very handsome one, and in it sat a lady +most beautifully dressed, alone. By the step of the carriage were a +crowd of men--Hornby, Hornby's brother-officers, Sir Robert Ferrers, and +even little Dick Ferrers. Nay, there was a Plunger there; and they were +all talking and laughing at the top of their voices. + +Charles, goose as he was, used to be very fond of Dickens's novels. He +used to say that almost everywhere in those novels you came across a +sketch, may be unconnected with the story, as bold and true and +beautiful as those chalk sketches of Raphael in the Taylor--scratches +which, when once seen, you could never forget any more. And, as he +looked at that lady in the carriage, he was reminded of one of Dickens's +master-pieces in that way, out of the "Old Curiosity Shop"--of a lady +sitting in a carriage all alone at the races, who bought Nell's poor +flowers, and bade her go home and stay there, for God's sake. + +Her back was towards him, of course; yet he guessed she was beautiful. +"She is a fast woman, God help her!" said he; and he determined to go +and look at her. + +He sauntered past the carriage, and turned to look at her. It was +Adelaide. + +As faultlessly beautiful as ever, but ah--how changed! The winning +petulance, so charming in other days, was gone from that face for ever. +Hard, stern, proud, defiant, she sat there upright, alone. Fallen from +the society of all women of her own rank, she knew--who better?--that +not one of those men chattering around her would have borne to see her +in the company of his sister, viscountess though she were, countess and +mother of earls as she would be. They laughed, and lounged, and joked +before her; and she tolerated them, and cast her gibes hither and +thither among them, bitterly and contemptuously. It was her first +appearance in the world. She had been married three days. + +Not a woman would speak to her: Lord Welter had coarsely told her so +that morning; and bitterness and hatred were in her heart. It was for +this she had bartered honour and good fame. She had got her title, flung +to her as a bone to a dog by Welter; but her social power, for which she +had sold herself, was lower, far lower, than when she was poor Adelaide +Summers. + +It is right that it should be so, as a rule; in her case it was doubly +right. + +Charles knew all this well enough. And at the first glance at her face +he knew that "the iron had entered into her soul" (I know no better +expression), and he was revenged. He had ceased to love her, but revenge +is sweet--to some. + +Not to him. When he looked at her, he would have given his life that she +might smile again, though she was no more to him what she had been. He +turned, for fear of being seen, saying to himself,-- + +"Poor girl! Poor dear Adelaide! She must lie on the bed she has made. +God help her!" + +Haphazard was the first favourite--_facile princeps_. He was at two and +a half to one. Bill Sykes, at three and a half, was a very dangerous +horse. Then came Carnarvon, Lablache, Lick-pitcher, Ivanhoe, Ben Caunt, +Bath-bun, Hamlet, Allfours, and Colonel Sibthorp. The last of these was +at twenty to one. Ben Caunt was to make the running for Haphazard, so +they said; and Colonel Sibthorp for Bill Sykes. + +So he heard the men talking round Lady Welter's carriage. Hornby's voice +was as loud as any one's, and a pleasant voice it was; but they none of +them talked very low. Charles could hear every word. + +"I am afraid Lady Welter will never forgive me," said Hornby, "but I +have bet against the favourite." + +"I beg your pardon," said Adelaide. + +"I have bet against your horse, Lady Welter." + +"My horse?" said Adelaide, coolly and scornfully. "My horses are all +post-horses, hired for the day to bring me here. I hope none of them are +engaged in the races, as I shall have to go home with a pair only, and +then I shall be disgraced for ever." + +"I mean Haphazard." + +"Oh, that horse?" said Adelaide; "that is Lord Ascot's horse, not mine. +I hope you may win. You ought to win something, oughtn't you? Welter has +won a great deal from you, I believe." + +The facts were the other way. But Hornby said no more to her. She was +glad of this, though she liked him well enough, for she hoped that she +had offended him by her insolent manner. But they were at +cross-purposes. + +Presently Lord Welter came swinging in among them; he looked terribly +savage and wild, and Charles thought he had been drinking. Knowing what +he was in this mood, and knowing also the mood Adelaide was in, he +dreaded some scene. "But they cannot quarrel so soon," he thought. + +"How d'ye do?" said Lord Welter to the knot of men round his wife's +carriage. "Lady Welter, have your people got any champagne, or anything +of that sort?" + +"I suppose so; you had better ask them." + +She had not forgotten what he had said to her that morning so brutally. +She saw he was madly angry, and would have liked to make him commit +himself before these men. She had fawned, and wheedled, and flattered +for a month; but now she was Lady Welter, and he should feel it. + +Lord Welter looked still more savage, but said nothing. A man brought +him some wine; and, as he gave it to him, Adelaide said, as quietly as +though she were telling him that there was some dust on his coat-- + +"You had better not take too much of it; you seem to have had enough +already. Sir Robert Ferrers here is very taciturn in his cups, I am +told; but you make such a terrible to-do when you are drunk." + +They should feel her tongue, these fellows! They might come and dangle +about her carriage-door, and joke to one another, and look on her beauty +as if she were a doll; but they should feel her tongue; Charles's heart +sank within him as he heard her. Only a month gone, and she desperate. + +But of all the mischievous things done on that race-course that day--and +they were many--the most mischievous and uncalled-for was Adelaide's +attack upon Sir Robert Ferrers, who, though very young, was as sober, +clever, and discreet a young man as any in the Guards, or in England. +But Adelaide had heard a story about him. To wit, that, going to dinner +at Greenwich with a number of friends, and having taken two glasses or +so of wine at his dinner, he got it into his head that he was getting +tipsy; and refused to speak another word all the evening for fear of +committing himself. + +The other men laughed at Ferrers. And Lord Welter chose to laugh too; he +was determined that his wife should not make a fool of him. But now +every one began to draw off and take their places for the race. Little +Dick Ferrers, whose whole life was one long effort of good nature, +stayed by Lady Welter, though horribly afraid of her, because he did not +like to see her left alone. Charles forced himself into a front position +against the rails, with his friend Mr. Sloane, and held on thereby, +intensely interested. He was passionately fond of horse-racing; and he +forgot everything, even his poor, kind old friend Lord Ascot, in +scrutinising every horse as it came by from the Warren, and guessing +which was to win. + +Haphazard was the horse, there could be no doubt. A cheer ran all along +the line, as he came walking majestically down, as though he knew he was +the hero of the day. Bill Sykes and Carnarvon were as good as good could +be; but Haphazard was better. Charles remembered Lady Ascot's tearful +warning about his not being able to stay; but he laughed it to scorn. +The horse had furnished so since then! Here he came, flying past them +like a whirlwind, shaking the earth, and making men's ears tingle with +the glorious music of his feet on the turf. Haphazard, ridden by Wells, +must win! Hurrah for Wells! + +As the horse came slowly past again, he looked up to see the calm stern +face; but it was not there. There were Lord Ascot's colours, dark blue +and white sash; but where was Wells? The jockey was a smooth-faced young +man, with very white teeth, who kept grinning and touching his cap at +every other word Lord Ascot said to him. Charles hurriedly borrowed +Sloane's card, and read, + +"Lord Ascot's Haphazard----J. Brooks." + +Who, in the name of confusion, was J. Brooks? All of a sudden he +remembered. It was one of Lord Ascot's own lads. It was the very lad +that rode Haphazard on the day that Adelaide and he rode out to the +Downs, at Ranford, to see the horse gallop. Lord Ascot must be mad. + +"But Wells was to have ridden Haphazard, Mr. Sloane," said Charles. + +"He wouldn't," said Sloane, and laughed sardonically. But there was no +time for Charles to ask why he laughed, for the horses were off. + +Those who saw the race were rather surprised that Ben Caunt had not +showed more to the front at first to force the running; but there was +not much time to think of such things. As they came round the corner, +Haphazard, who was lying sixth, walked through his horses and laid +himself alongside of Bill Sykes. A hundred yards from the post, Bill +Sykes made a push, and drew a neck a-head; in a second or so more +Haphazard had passed him, winning the Derby by a clear length; and poor +Lord Ascot fell headlong down in a fit, like a dead man. + +Little Dicky Ferrers, in the excitement of the race, had climbed into +the rumble of Adelaide's carriage, peashooter and all; and, having +cheered rather noisily as the favourite came in winner, he was beginning +to wonder whether he hadn't made a fool of himself, and what Lady Welter +would say when she found where he had got to, when Lord Welter broke +through the crowd, and came up to his wife, looking like death. + +"Get home, Adelaide! You see what has happened, and know what to do. +Lady Welter, if I get hold of that boy Brooks, to-night, in a safe +place, I'll murder him, by----!" + +"I believe you will, Welter. Keep away from him, unless you are a +madman. If you anger the boy it will all come out. Where is Lord Ascot?" + +"Dead, they say, or dying. He is in a fit." + +"I ought to go to him, Welter, in common decency." + +"Go home, I tell you. Get the things you know of packed, and taken to +one of the hotels at London Bridge. Any name will do. Be at home +to-night, dressed, in a state of jubilation; and keep a couple of +hundred pounds in the house. Here, you fellows! her ladyship's +horses--look sharp!" + +Poor little Dicky Ferrers had heard more than he intended; but Lord +Welter, in his madness, had not noticed him. He didn't use his +peashooter going home, and spoke very little. There was a party of all +of them in Hornby's rooms that night, and Dicky was so dull at first, +that his brother made some excuse to get him by himself, and say a few +eager, affectionate words to him. + +"Dick, my child, you have lost some money. How much? You shall have it +to-morrow." + +"Not half a halfpenny, Bob; but I was with Lady Welter just after the +race, and I heard more than I ought to have heard." + +"You couldn't help it, I hope." + +"I ought to have helped it; but it was so sudden, I couldn't help it. +And now I can't ease my mind by telling anybody." + +"I suppose it was some rascality of Welter's," said Sir Robert, +laughing. "It don't much matter; only don't tell any one, you know." And +then they went in again, and Dicky never told any one till every one +knew. + +For it came out soon that Lord Ascot had been madly betting, by +commission, against his own horse, and that forty years' rents of his +estates wouldn't set my lord on his legs again. With his usual +irresolution, he had changed his policy--partly owing, I fear, to our +dear old friend Lady Ascot's perpetual croaking about "Ramoneur blood," +and its staying qualities. So, after betting such a sum on his own horse +as gave the betting world confidence, and excusing himself by pleading +his well-known poverty from going further, he had hedged, by commission; +and, could his horse have lost, he would have won enough to have set +matters right at Ranford. He dared not ask a great jockey to ride for +him under such circumstances, and so he puffed one of his own lads to +the world, and broke with Wells. The lad had sold him like a sheep. +Meanwhile, thinking himself a man of honour, poor fool, he had raised +every farthing possible on his estate to meet his engagements on the +turf in case of failure--in case of his horse winning by some mischance, +if such a thing could be. And so it came about that the men of the turf +were all honourably paid, and he and his tradesmen were ruined. The +estates were entailed; but for thirty years Ranford must be in the hands +of strangers. Lord Welter, too, had raised money, and lost fearfully by +the same speculation. + +There are some men who are always in the right place when they are +wanted--always ready to do good and kind actions--and who are generally +found "to the fore" in times of trouble. Such a man was General +Mainwaring. When Lord Ascot fell down in a fit, he was beside him, and, +having seen him doing well, and having heard from him, as he recovered, +the fearful extent of the disaster, he had posted across country to +Ranford and told Lady Ascot. + +She took it very quietly. + +"Win or lose," she said, "it is all one to this unhappy house. Tell them +to get out my horses, dear general, and let me go to my poor darling +Ascot. You have heard nothing of Charles Ravenshoe, general?" + +"Nothing, my dear lady." + +Charles had brushed his sleeve in the crowd that day, and had longed to +take the dear old brown hand in his again, but dared not. Poor Charles! +If he had only done so! + +So the general and Lady Ascot went off together, and nursed Lord Ascot; +and Adelaide, pale as death, but beautiful as ever, was driven home +through the dust and turmoil, clenching her hands impatiently together +at every stoppage on the road. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +LORD WELTER'S MÉNAGE. + + +There was a time, a time we have seen, when Lord Welter was a merry, +humorous, thoughtless boy. A boy, one would have said, with as little +real mischief in him as might be. He might have made a decent member of +society, who knows? But to do him justice, he had had everything against +him from his earliest childhood. He had never known what a mother was, +or a sister. His earliest companions were grooms and gamekeepers; and +his religious instruction was got mostly from his grandmother, whose +old-fashioned Sunday-morning lectures and collect learnings, so rigidly +pursued that he dreaded Sunday of all days in the week, were succeeded +by cock-fighting in the Croft with his father in the afternoon, and +lounging away the evening among the stable-boys. As Lord Saltire once +said, in the former part of this story, "Ranford was what the young men +of the day called an uncommon fast house." + +Fast enough, in truth. "All downhill and no drag on." Welter soon defied +his grandmother. For his father he cared nothing. Lord Ascot was so +foolishly fond of the boy that he never contradicted him in anything, +and used even to laugh when he was impudent to his grandmother, whom, to +do Lord Ascot justice, he respected more than any living woman. Tutors +were tried, of whom Welter, by a happy combination of obstinacy and +recklessness, managed to vanquish three, in as many months. It was +hopeless. Lord Ascot would not hear of his going to school. He was his +only boy, his darling. He could not part with him; and, when Lady Ascot +pressed the matter, he grew obstinate, as he could at times, and said he +would not. The boy would do well enough; he had been just like him at +his age, and look at him now! + +Lord Ascot was mistaken. He had not been quite like Lord Welter at his +age. He had been a very quiet sort of boy indeed. Lord Ascot was a great +stickler for blood in horses, and understood such things. I wonder he +could not have seen the difference between the sweet, loving face of his +mother, capable of violent, furious passion though it was, and that of +his coarse, stupid, handsome, gipsy-looking wife, and judged +accordingly. He had engrafted a new strain of blood on the old Staunton +stock, and was to reap the consequences. + +What was to become of Lord Welter was a great problem, still unsolved; +when, one night, shortly before Charles paid his first visit to Ranford, +vice Cuthbert, disapproved of, Lord Ascot came up, as his custom was, +into his mother's dressing-room, to have half-an-hour's chat with her +before she went to bed. + +"I wonder, mother dear," he said, "whether I ought to ask old Saltire +again, or not? He wouldn't come last time you know. If I thought he +wouldn't come, I'd ask him." + +"You must ask him," said Lady Ascot, brushing her grey hair, "and he +will come." + +"_Very_ well," said Lord Ascot. "It's a bore; but you must have some one +to flirt with, I suppose." + +Lady Ascot laughed. In fact, she had written before, and told him that +he _must_ come, for she wanted him; and come he did. + +"Now, Maria," said Lord Saltire, on the first night, as soon as he and +Lady Ascot were seated together on a quiet sofa, "what is it? Why have +you brought me down to meet this mob of jockeys and gamekeepers? A +fortnight here, and not a soul to speak to, but Mainwaring and yourself. +After I was here last time, dear old Lady Hainault croaked out in a +large crowd that some one smelt of the stable." + +"Dear old soul," said Lady Ascot. "What a charming, delicate wit she +has. You will have to come here again, though. Every year, mind." + +"Kismet," said Lord Saltire. "But what is the matter?" + +"What do you think of Ascot's boy?" + +"Oh, Lord!" said Lord Saltire. "So I have been brought all this way to +be consulted about a schoolboy. Well, I think he looks an atrocious +young cub, as like his dear mamma as he can be. I always used to expect +that she would call me a pretty gentleman, and want to tell my fortune." + +Lady Ascot smiled: _she_ knew her man. She knew he would have died for +her and hers. + +"He is getting very troublesome," said Lady Ascot. "What would you +reco----" + +"Send him to Eton," said Lord Saltire. + +"But he is very high-spirited, James, and----" + +"_Send him to Eton._ Do you hear, Maria?" + +"But Ascot won't let him go," said Lady Ascot. + +"Oh, he won't, won't he?" said Lord Saltire. "Now, let us hear no more +of the cub, but have our picquet in peace." + +The next morning Lord Saltire had an interview with Lord Ascot, and two +hours afterwards it was known that Lord Welter was to go to Eton at +once. + +And so, when Lord Welter met Charles at Twyford, he told him of it. + +At Eton, he had rapidly found other boys brought up with the same tastes +as himself, and with these he consorted. A rapid interchange of +experiences went on among these young gentlemen; which ended in Lord +Welter, at all events, being irreclaimably vicious. + +Lord Welter had fallen in love with Charles, as boys do, and their +friendship had lasted on, waning as it went, till they permanently met +again at Oxford. There, though their intimacy was as close as ever, the +old love died out, for a time, amidst riot and debauchery. Charles had +some sort of a creed about women; Lord Welter had none. Charles drew a +line at a certain point, low down it might be, which he never passed; +Welter set no bounds anywhere. What Lord Hainault said of him at +Tattersall's was true. One day, when they had been arguing on this point +rather sharply, Charles said-- + +"If you mean what you say, you are not fit to come into a gentleman's +house. But you don't mean it, old cock; so don't be an ass." + +He did mean it, and Charles was right. Alas! that ever he should have +come to Ravenshoe! + +Lord Welter had lived so long in the house with Adelaide that he never +thought of making love to her. They used to quarrel, like Benedict and +Beatrice. What happened was her fault. She was worthless. Worthless. Let +us have done with it. I can expand over Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot, and +such good people, but I cannot over her, more than is necessary. + +Two things Lord Welter was very fond of--brawling and dicing. He was an +arrant bully, very strong, and perfect in the use of his fists, and of +such courage and tenacity that, having once began a brawl, no one had +ever made him leave it, save as an unqualified victor. This was getting +well known now. Since he had left Oxford and had been living in London, +he had been engaged in two or three personal encounters in the terribly +fast society to which he had betaken himself, and men were getting +afraid of him. Another thing was, that, drink as he would, he never +played the worse for it. He was a lucky player. Sometimes, after winning +money of a man, he would ask him home to have his revenge. That man +generally went again and again to Lord Welter's house, in St. John's +Wood, and did not find himself any the richer. It was the most beautiful +little gambling den in London, and it was presided over by one of the +most beautiful, witty, fascinating women ever seen. A woman with whom +all the men fell in love; so staid, so respectable, and charmingly +behaved. Lord Welter always used to call her Lady Welter; so they all +called her Lady Welter too, and treated her as though she were. + +But this Lady Welter was soon to be dethroned to make room for Adelaide. +A day or two before they went off together, this poor woman got a note +from Welter to tell her to prepare for a new mistress. It was no blow to +her. He had prepared her for it for some time. There might have been +tears, wild tears, in private; but what cared he for the tears of such +an one? When Lord Welter and Adelaide came home, and Adelaide came with +him into the hall, she advanced towards her, dressed as a waiting-woman, +and said quietly, + +"You are welcome home, madam." + +It was Ellen, and Lord Welter was the delinquent, as you have guessed +already. When she fled from Ravenshoe, she was flying from the anger of +her supposed brother William; for he thought he knew all about it; and, +when Charles Marston saw her passing round the cliff, she was making her +weary way on foot towards Exeter to join him in London. After she was +missed, William had written to Lord Welter, earnestly begging him to +tell him if he had heard of her. And Welter had written back to him that +he knew nothing, on his honour. Alas for Welter's honour, and William's +folly in believing him! + +Poor Ellen! Lord Welter had thought that she would have left the house, +and had good reason for thinking so. But, when he got home, there she +was. All her finery cast away, dressed plainly and quietly. And there +she stayed, waiting on Adelaide, demure and quiet as a waiting-woman +should be. Adelaide had never been to Ravenshoe, and did not know her. +Lord Welter had calculated on her going; but she stayed on. Why? + +You must bear with me, indeed you must, at such times as these. I touch +as lightly as I can; but I have undertaken to tell a story, and I must +tell it. These things are going on about us, and we try to ignore them, +till they are thrust rudely upon us, as they are twenty times a year. No +English story about young men could be complete without bringing in +subjects which some may think best left alone. Let us comfort ourselves +with one great, undeniable fact--the immense improvement in morals which +has taken place in the last ten years. The very outcry which is now +raised against such relations shows plainly one thing at least--that +undeniable facts are being winked at no longer, and that some reform is +coming. Every younger son who can command £200 a year ought to be +allowed to marry in his own rank in life, whatever that may be. They +will be uncomfortable, and have to save and push; and a very good thing +for them. They won't lose caste. There are some things worse than mere +discomfort. Let us look at bare facts, which no one dare deny. There is +in the great world, and the upper middle-class world too, a crowd of +cadets; younger sons, clerks, officers in the army, and so on; +non-marrying men, as the slang goes, who are asked out to dine and dance +with girls who are their equals in rank, and who have every opportunity +of falling in love with them. And yet if one of this numerous crowd were +to dare to fall in love with, and to propose to, one of these girls, he +would be denied the house. It is the fathers and mothers who are to +blame, to a great extent, for the very connexions they denounce so +loudly. But yet the very outcry they are raising against these +connexions is a hopeful sign. + +Lieutenant Hornby, walking up and down the earth to see what mischief he +could get into, had done a smart stroke of business in that way, by +making the acquaintance of Lord Welter at a gambling-house. Hornby was a +very good fellow. He had two great pleasures in life. One, I am happy to +say, was soldiering, at which he worked like a horse, and the other, I +am very sorry to say, was gambling, at which he worked a great deal +harder than he should. He was a marked man among professional players. +Every one knew how awfully rich he was, and every one in succession had +a "shy" at him. He was not at all particular. He would accept a battle +with any one. Gaming men did all sorts of dirty things to get introduced +to him, and play with him. The greater number of them had their wicked +will; but the worst of it was that he always won. Sometimes, at a game +of chance, he might lose enough to encourage his enemies to go on; but +at games of skill no one could touch him. His billiard playing was +simply masterly. And Dick Ferrers will tell you, that he and Hornby, +being once, I am very sorry to say, together at G--n--ch F--r, were +accosted in the park by a skittle-sharper, and that Hornby (who would, +like Faust, have played chess with Old Gooseberry) allowed himself to be +taken into a skittle-ground, from which he came out in half an hour +victorious over the skittle-sharper, beating him easily. + +In the heyday of his fame, Lord Welter was told of him, and saying, +"Give me the daggers," got introduced to him. They had a tournament at +_écarté_, or billiards, or something or another of that sort, it don't +matter; and Lord Welter asked him up to St. John's Wood, where he saw +Ellen. + +He lost that night liberally, as he could afford to; and, with very +little persuasion, was induced to come there the next. He lost liberally +again. He had fallen in love with Ellen. + +Lord Welter saw it, and made use of it as a bait to draw on Hornby to +play. Ellen's presence was, of course, a great attraction to him, and he +came and played; but unluckily for Lord Welter, after a few nights his +luck changed, or he took more care, and he began to win again; so much +so that, about the time when Adelaide came home, my Lord Welter had had +nearly enough of Lieutenant Hornby, and was in hopes that he should have +got rid of Ellen and him together; for his lordship was no fool about +some things, and saw plainly this--that Hornby was passionately fond of +Ellen, and, moreover, that poor Ellen had fallen deeply in love with +Hornby. + +So, when he came home, he was surprised and angry to find her there. She +would not go. She would stay and wait on Adelaide. She had been asked to +go; but had refused sharply the man she loved. Poor girl, she had her +reasons; and we shall see what they were. Now you know what I meant when +I wondered whether or no Charles would have burnt Hornby's house down if +he had known all. But you will be rather inclined to forgive Hornby +presently, as Charles did when he came to know everything. + +But the consequence of Ellen's staying on as servant to Adelaide brought +this with it, that Hornby determined that he would have the _entrée_ of +the house at St. John's Wood, at any price. Lord Welter guessed this, +and guessed that Hornby would be inclined to lose a little money in +order to gain it. When he brushed Charles's knee in Piccadilly he was +deliberating whether or no he should ask him back there again. As he +stood unconsciously, almost touching Charles, he came to the +determination that he would try what bargain he could make with the +honour of Charles's sister, whom he had so shamefully injured already. +And Charles saw them make the appointment together in the balcony. How +little he guessed for what! + +Lord Hainault was right. Welter was a scoundrel. But Hornby was not, as +we shall see. + +Hornby loved play for play's sake. And, extravagant dandy though he was, +the attorney blood of his father came out sometimes so strong in him +that, although he would have paid any price to be near, and speak to +Ellen, yet he could not help winning, to Lord Welter's great disgust, +and his own great amusement. Their game, I believe, was generally +_picquet_ or _écarté_, and at both these he was Lord Welter's master. +What with his luck and his superior play, it was very hard to lose +decently sometimes; and sometimes, as I said, he would cast his plans to +the winds and win terribly. But he always repented when he saw Lord +Welter get savage, and lost dutifully, though at times he could barely +keep his countenance. Nevertheless the balance he allowed to Lord Welter +made a very important item in that gentleman's somewhat precarious +income. + +But, in spite of all his sacrifices, he but rarely got even a glimpse of +Ellen. And, to complicate matters, Adelaide, who sat by and watched the +play, and saw Hornby purposely losing at times, got it into her silly +head that he was in love with her. She liked the man--who did not? But +she had honour enough left to be rude to him. Hornby saw all this, and +was amused. I often think that it must have been a fine spectacle, to +see the honourable man playing with the scoundrel, and give him just as +much line as he chose. And, when I call Hornby an honourable man, I mean +what I say, as you will see. + +This was the state of things when the Derby crash came. At half-past +five on that day, the Viscountess Welter dashed up to her elegant +residence in St. John's Wood, in a splendid barouche, drawn by four +horses, and, when "her people" came and opened the door and let down the +steps, lazily descended, and followed by her footman bearing her +fal-lals, lounged up the steps as if life were really too _ennuyant_ to +be borne any longer. Three hours afterwards, a fierce, eager woman, +plainly dressed, with a dark veil, was taking apartments in the Bridge +Hotel, London Bridge, for Mr. and Mrs. Staunton, who were going abroad +in a few days; and was overseeing, with her confidential servant, a +staid man in black, the safe stowage of numerous hasped oak boxes, the +most remarkable thing about which was their great weight. The lady was +Lady Welter, and the man was Lord Welter's confidential scoundrel. The +landlord thought they had robbed Hunt and Roskell's, and were off with +the plunder, till he overheard the man say, "I think that is all, my +lady;" after which he was quite satisfied. The fact was, that all the +Ascot race plate, gold salvers and épergnes, silver cups rough with +designs of the chase, and possibly also some of the Ascot family jewels, +were so disgusted with the state of things in England, that they were +thinking of going for a little trip on the Continent. What should a +dutiful wife do but see to their safe stowage? If any enterprising +burglar had taken it into his head to "crack" that particular "crib" +known as the Bridge Hotel, and got clear off with the "swag," he might +have retired on the hard-earned fruits of a well-spent life into happier +lands--might have been "run" for M.L.C., or possibly for Congress in a +year or two. Who can tell? + +And, also, if Lord Welter's confidential scoundrel had taken it into his +head to waylay and rob his lordship's noble consort on her way +home--which he was quite capable of doing--and if he also had got clear +off, he would have found himself a better man by seven hundred and +ninety-four pounds, three half-crowns, and a threepenny-piece; that is, +if he had done it before her ladyship had paid the cabman. But both the +burglars and the valet missed the tide, and the latter regrets it to +this day. + +At eleven o'clock that night, Lady Welter was lolling leisurely on her +drawing-room sofa, quite bored to death. When Lord Welter, and Hornby, +and Sir Robert Ferrers, and some Dragoons came in, she was yawning, as +if life was really too much of a plague to be endured. Would she play +loo? Oh, yes; anything after such a wretched, lonely evening. That was +the game where you had three cards, wasn't it, and you needn't go on +unless you liked. Would Welter or some one lend her some money. She had +got a threepenny-piece and a shilling somewhere or another, but that +would not be enough, she supposed. Where was Sir Robert's little +brother! Gone to bed? How tiresome; she had fallen in love with him, and +had set her heart on seeing him to-night. And so on. + +Lord Welter gave her a key, and told her there was some money in his +dressing-case. As she left the room, Hornby, who was watching them, saw +a quick look of intelligence pass between them, and laughed in his +sleeve. + +I have been given to understand that guinea unlimited loo is a charming +pursuit, soothing to the feelings, and highly improving to the moral +tone. I speak from hearsay, as circumstances over which I have no +control have prevented my ever trying it. But this I know--that, if Lord +Welter's valet had robbed his master and mistress, when they went to bed +that night, instead of netting seven hundred and ninety-four, seven, +nine, he would have netted eleven hundred and forty-six, eight, six; +leaving out the threepenny-piece. But he didn't do it; and Lord and Lady +Welter slept that sleep which is the peculiar reward of a quiet +conscience undisturbed. + +But, next morning, when Charles waited on Hornby, in his dressing-room, +the latter said-- + +"I shall want you to-night, lad. I thought I might have last night; but, +seeing the other fellows went, I left you at home. Be ready at half-past +six. I lost a hundred and twenty pounds last night. I don't mean to +afford it any longer. I shall stop it." + +"Where are we to go to, sir?" + +"To St. John's Wood. We shall be up late. Leave the servant's hall, and +come up and lie in the hall, as if you were asleep. Don't let yourself +be seen. No one will notice you." + +Charles little thought where he was going. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE HOUSE FULL OF GHOSTS. + + +Charles had really no idea where he was going. Although he knew that +Hornby had been playing with Lord Welter, yet he thought, from what +Hornby had said, that he would not bring him into collision with him; +and indeed he did not--only taking Charles with him as a reserve in case +of accidents, for he thoroughly distrusted his lordship. + +At half-past six in the evening Hornby rode slowly away, followed by +Charles. He had told Charles that he should dine in St. John's Wood at +seven, and should ride there, and Charles was to wait with the horses. +But it was nearly seven, and yet Hornby loitered, and seemed +undetermined. It was a wild, gusty evening, threatening rain. There were +very few people abroad, and those who were rode or walked rapidly. And +yet Hornby dawdled irresolutely, as though his determination were hardly +strong enough yet. + +At first he rode quite away from his destination, but by degrees his +horse's head got changed into the right direction; then he made another +détour, but a shorter one; at last he put spurs to his horse, and rode +resolutely up the short carriage-drive before the door, and giving the +reins to Charles, walked firmly in. + +Charles put up the horses and went into the servants' hall, or the room +which answered that end in the rather small house of Lord Welter. No +one was there. All the servants were busy with the dinner and Charles +was left unnoticed. + +By-and-by a page, noticing a strange servant in passing the door, +brought him some beer, and a volume of the Newgate Calendar. This young +gentleman called his attention to the print of a lady cutting up the +body of her husband with a chopper, assisted by a young Jew, who was +depicted "walking off with a leg," like one of the Fans (the use of +which seems to be, to cool the warm imagination of other travellers into +proper limits), while the woman was preparing for another effort. After +having recommended Charles to read the letterpress thereof, as he would +find it tolerably spicy, he departed, and left him alone. + +The dinner was got over in time; and after a time there was silence in +the house--a silence so great that Charles rose and left the room. He +soon found his way to another; but all was dark and silent, though it +was not more than half-past nine. + +He stood in the dark passage, wondering where to go, and determined to +turn back to the room from which he had come. There was a light there, +at all events. + +There was a light, and the Newgate Calendar. The wild wind, that had +eddied and whirled the dust at the street corners, and swept across the +park all day, had gone down, and the rain had come on. He could hear it +drip, drip, outside; it was very melancholy. Confound the Newgate +Calendar! + +He was in a very queer house, he knew. What did Hornby mean by asking +him the night before whether or no he could fight, and whether he would +stick to him? Drip, drip; otherwise a dead silence. Charles's heart +began to beat a little faster. + +Where were all the servants? He had heard plenty of them half an hour +ago. He had heard a French cook swearing at English kitchen-girls, and +had heard plenty of other voices; and now--the silence of the grave. Or +of Christie and Manson's on Saturday evening; or of the Southern Indian +Ocean in a calm at midnight; or of anything else you like; similes are +cheap. + +He remembered now that Hornby had said, "Come and lie in the hall as if +asleep; no one will notice you." He determined to do so. But where was +it? His candle was flickering in its socket, and as he tried to move it, +it went out. + +He could scarcely keep from muttering on oath, but he did. His situation +was very uncomfortable. He did not know in what house he was--only that +he was in a quarter of the town in which there were not a few uncommonly +queer houses. He determined to grope his way to the light. + +He felt his way out of the room and along a passage. The darkness was +intense, and the silence perfect. Suddenly a dull red light gleamed in +his eyes, and made him start. It was the light of the kitchen fire. A +cricket would have been company, but there was none. + +He continued to advance cautiously. Soon a ghostly square of very dim +grey light on his left showed him where was a long narrow window. It was +barred with iron bars. He was just thinking of this, and how very queer +it was, when he uttered a loud oath, and came crashing down. He had +fallen upstairs. + +He had made noise enough to waken the seven sleepers; but those +gentlemen did not seem to be in the neighbourhood, or, at all events, if +awakened gave no sign of it. Dead silence. He sat on the bottom stair +and rubbed his shins, and in spite of a strong suspicion that he had got +into a scrape, laughed to himself at the absurdity of his position. + +"Would it be worth while, I wonder," he said to himself, "to go back to +the kitchen and get the poker? I'd better not, I suppose. It would be so +deuced awkward to be caught in the dark with a poker in your hand. Being +on the premises for the purpose of committing a felony--that is what +they would say; and then they would be sure to say that you were the +companion of thieves, and had been convicted before. No. Under this +staircase, in the nature of things, is the housemaid's cupboard. What +should I find there as a weapon of defence? A dust-pan. A great deal +might be done with a dust-pan, mind you, at close quarters. How would it +do to arrange all her paraphernalia on the stairs, and cry fire, so that +mine enemies, rushing forth, might stumble and fall, and be taken +unawares? But that would be acting on the offensive, and I have no safe +grounds for pitching into any one yet." + +Though Charles tried to comfort himself by talking nonsense, he was very +uncomfortable. Staying where he was, was intolerable; and he hardly +dared to ascend into the upper regions unbidden. Besides, he had fully +persuaded himself that a disturbance was imminent, and, though a brave +man, did not like to precipitate it. He had mistaken the character of +the house he was in. At last, taking heart, he turned and felt his way +upstairs. He came before a door through the keyhole of which the light +streamed strongly; he was deliberating whether to open it or not, when a +shadow crossed it, though he heard no noise, but a minute after the +distant sound of a closing door. He could stand it no longer. He opened +the door, and advanced into a blaze of light. + +He entered a beautiful flagged hall, frescoed and gilded. There were +vases of flowers round the walls, and strips of Indian matting on the +pavement. It was lit by a single chandelier, which was reflected in four +great pier-glasses reaching to the ground, in which Charles's top-boots +and brown face were re-duplicated most startlingly. The _tout ensemble_ +was very beautiful; but what struck Charles was the bad taste of having +an entrance-hall decorated like a drawing-room. "That is just the sort +of thing they do in these places," he thought. + +There were only two hats on the entrance table; one of which he was +rejoiced to recognise as that of his most respected master. "May the +deuce take his silly noddle for bringing me to such a place!" thought +Charles. + +This was evidently the front hall spoken of by Hornby; and he remembered +his advice to pretend to go to sleep. So he lay down on three +hall-chairs, and put his hat over his eyes. + +Hall-chairs are hard; and, although Charles had just been laughing at +the proprietor of the house for being so lavish in his decorations, he +now wished that he had carried out his system a little further, and had +cushions to his chairs. But no; the chairs were _de rigueur_, with +crests on the back of them. Charles did not notice whose. + +If a man pretends to go to sleep, and, like the Marchioness with her +orange-peel and water, "makes believe very much," he may sometimes +succeed in going to sleep in good earnest. Charles imitated the thing so +well, that in five minutes he was as fast off as a top. + +Till a night or two before this, Charles had never dreamt of Ravenshoe +since he had left it. When the first sharp sting of his trouble was in +his soul, his mind had refused to go back further than to the events of +a day or so before. He had dreamt long silly dreams of his master, or +his fellow-servants, or his horses, but always, all through the night, +with a dread on him of waking in the dark. But, as his mind began to +settle and his pain got dulled, he began to dream about Ravenshoe, and +Oxford, and Shrewsbury again; and he no longer dreaded the waking as he +did, for the reality of his life was no longer hideous to him. With the +fatal "plasticity" of his nature, he had lowered himself, body and soul, +to the level of it. + +But to-night, as he slept on these chairs, he dreamt of Ravenshoe, and +of Cuthbert, and of Ellen. And he woke, and she was standing within ten +feet of him, under the chandelier. + +He was awake in an instant, but he lay as still as a mouse, staring at +her. She had not noticed him, but was standing in profound thought. +Found, and so soon! His sister! How lovely she was, standing, dressed in +light pearl grey, like some beautiful ghost, with her speaking eyes +fixed on nothing. She moved now, but so lightly that her footfall was +barely heard upon the matting. Then she turned and noticed him. She did +not seem surprised at seeing a groom stretched out asleep on the +chairs--she was used to that sort of thing, probably--but she turned +away, gliding through a door at the further end of the hall, and was +gone. + +Charles's heart was leaping and beating madly, but he heard another door +open, and lay still. + +Adelaide came out of a door opposite to the one into which Ellen had +passed. Charles was not surprised. He was beyond surprise. But, when he +saw her and Ellen in the same house, in one instant, with the quickness +of lightning, he understood it all. It was Welter had tempted Ellen from +Ravenshoe! Fool! fool! he might have prevented it once if he had only +guessed. + +If he had any doubt as to where he was now, it was soon dispelled. Lord +Welter came rapidly out of the door after Adelaide, and called her in a +whisper, "Adelaide." + +"Well," she said, turning round sharply. + +"Come back, do you hear?" said Lord Welter. "Where the deuce are you +going?" + +"To my own room." + +"Come back, I tell you," said Lord Welter, savagely, in a low voice. +"You are going to spoil everything with your confounded airs." + +"I shall not come back. I am not going to act as a decoy-duck to that +man, or any other man. Let me go, Welter." + +Lord Welter was very near having to let her go with a vengeance. Charles +was ready for a spring, but watched, and waited his time. Lord Welter +had only caught her firmly by the wrist to detain her. He was not +hurting her. + +"Look you here, my Lady Welter," he said slowly and distinctly. "Listen +to what I've got to say, and don't try the shadow of a tantrum with me, +for I won't have it for one moment. I don't mind your chaff and nonsense +in public; it blinds people, it is racy and attracts people; but in +private I am master, do you hear? Master. You know you are afraid of me, +and have good cause to be, by Jove. You are shaking now. Go back to that +room." + +"I won't, I won't, I won't. Not without you, Welter. How can you use me +so cruelly, Welter? Oh, Welter, how can you be such a villain?" + +"You conceited fool," said Lord Welter, contemptuously. "Do you think he +wants to make love to you?" + +"You know he does, Welter; you know it," said Adelaide, passionately. + +Lord Welter laughed good-naturedly. (He could be good-natured.) He drew +her towards him and kissed her. "My poor little girl," he said, "if I +thought that, I would break his neck. But it is utterly wide of the +truth. Look here, Adelaide; you are as safe from insult as my wife as +you were at Ranford. What you are not safe from is my own temper. Let us +be friends in private and not squabble so much, eh? You are a good, +shrewd, clever wife to me. Do keep your tongue quiet. Come in and mark +what follows." + +They had not noticed Charles, though he had been so sure that they +would, that he had got his face down on the chair, covered with his +arms, feigning sleep. When they went into the room again, Charles caught +hold of a coat which was on the back of a chair, and, curling himself +up, put it over him. He would listen, listen, listen for every word. He +had a right to listen now. + +In a minute a bell rang twice. Almost at the same moment some one came +out of the door through which Lord Welter had passed, and stood silent. +In about two minutes another door opened, and some one else came into +the hall. + +A woman's voice--Ellen's--said, "Oh, are you come again?" + +A man's voice--Lieutenant Hornby's--said in answer, "You see I am. I got +Lady Welter to ring her bell twice for you, and then to stay in that +room, so that I might have an interview with you." + +"I am obliged to her ladyship. She must have been surprised that I was +the object of attraction. She fancied herself so." + +"She was surprised. And she was more so, when I told her what my real +object was." + +"Indeed," said Ellen, bitterly. "But her ladyship's surprise does not +appear to have prevented her from assisting you." + +"On the contrary," said Hornby, "she wished me God speed--her own +words." + +"Sir, you are a gentleman. Don't disgrace yourself and me--if I can be +disgraced--by quoting that woman's blasphemy before me. Sir, you have +had your answer. I shall go." + +"Ellen, you must stay. I have got this interview with you to-night, to +ask you to be my wife. I love you as I believe woman was never loved +before, and I ask you to be my wife." + +"You madman! you madman!" + +"I am no madman. I was a madman when I spoke to you before; I pray your +forgiveness for that. You must forget that. I say that I love you as a +woman was never loved before. Shall I say something more, Ellen?" + +"Say on." + +"You love me." + +"I love you as man was never loved before; and I swear to you that I +hope I may lie stiff and cold in my unhonoured coffin, before I'll ruin +the man I love by tying him to such a wretch as myself." + +"Ellen, Ellen, don't say that. Don't take such vows, which you will not +dare to break afterwards. Think, you may regain all that you have lost, +and marry a man who loves you--ah, so dearly!--and whom you love too." + +"Ay; there's the rub. If I did not love you, I would marry you +to-morrow. Regain all I have lost, say you? Bring my mother to life +again, for instance, or walk among other women again as an honest one? +You talk nonsense, Mr. Hornby--nonsense. I am going." + +"Ellen! Ellen! Why do you stay in this house? Think once again." + +"I shall never leave thinking; but my determination is the same. I tell +you, as a desperate woman like me dare tell you, that I love you far too +well to ruin your prospects, and I love my own soul too well ever to +make another false step. I stayed in this house because I loved to see +you now and then, and hear your voice; but now I shall leave it." + +"See me once more, Ellen--only once more!" + +"I will see you once more. I will tear my heart once more, if you wish +it. You have deserved all I can do for you, God knows. Come here the day +after to-morrow; but come without hope, mind. A woman who has been +through what I have can trust herself. Do you know that I am a +Catholic?" + +"No." + +"I am. Would you turn Catholic if I were to marry you?" + +God forgive poor Hornby! He said, "Yes." What will not men say at such +times? + +"Did I not say you were a madman? Do you think I would ruin you in the +next world, as well as in this? Go away, sir; and, when your children +are round you, humbly bless God's mercy for saving you, body and soul, +this night." + +"I shall see you again?" + +"Come here the day after to-morrow; but come without hope." + +She passed through the door, and left him standing alone. Charles rose +from his lair, and, coming up to him, laid his hand on his shoulder. + +"You have heard all this," said poor Hornby. + +"Every word," said Charles. "I had a right to listen, you know. She is +my sister." + +"Your sister?" + +Then Charles told him all. Hornby had heard enough from Lord Welter to +understand it. + +"Your sister! Can you help me, Horton? Surely she will hear reason from +you. Will you persuade her to listen to me?" + +"No," said Charles. "She was right. You are mad. I will not help you do +an act which you would bitterly repent all your life. You must forget +her. She and I are disgraced, and must get away somewhere, and hide our +shame together." + +What Hornby would have answered, no man can tell; for at this moment +Adelaide came out of the room, and passed quickly across the hall, +saying good night to him as she passed. She did not recognise Charles, +or seem surprised at seeing Hornby talking to his groom. Nobody who had +lived in Lord Welter's house a day or two was surprised at anything. + +But Charles, speaking to Hornby more as if he were master than servant, +said, "Wait here;" and, stepping quickly from him, went into the room +where Lord Welter sat alone, and shut the door. Hornby heard it locked +behind him, and waited in the hall, listening intensely, for what was to +follow. + +"There'll be a row directly," said Hornby to himself; "and that +chivalrous fool, Charles, has locked himself in. I wish Welter did not +send all his servants out of the house at night. There'll be murder done +here some day." + +He listened and heard voices, low as yet--so low that he could hear the +dripping of the rain outside. Drip--drip! The suspense was intolerable. +When would they be at one another's throats? + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +CHARLES'S EXPLANATION WITH LORD WELTER. + + +There is a particular kind of Ghost, or Devil, which is represented by +an isosceles triangle (more or less correctly drawn) for the body; +straight lines turned up at the ends for legs; straight lines divided +into five at the ends for arms; a round O, with arbitrary dots for the +features, for a head; with a hat, an umbrella, and a pipe. Drawn like +this, it is a sufficiently terrible object. But, if you take an ace of +clubs, make the club represent the head, add horns, and fill in the body +and limbs as above, in deep black, with the feather end of the pen, it +becomes simply appalling, and will strike terror into the stoutest +heart. + +Is this the place, say you, for talking such nonsense as this; If you +must give us balderdash of this sort, could not you do so in a chapter +with a less terrible heading than this one has? And I answer, Why not +let me tell my story my own way? Something depends even on this nonsense +of making devils out of the ace of clubs. + +It was rather a favourite amusement of Charles's and Lord Welter's, in +old times at Ranford. They used, on rainy afternoon's, to collect all +the old aces of clubs (and there were always plenty of them to be had in +that house, God help it), and make devils out of them, each one worse +than the first. And now, when Charles had locked the door, and advanced +softly up to Welter, he saw, over his shoulder, that he had got an ace +of clubs, and the pen and ink, and was making a devil. + +It was a trifling circumstance enough, perhaps; but there was enough of +old times in it to alter the tone in which Charles said, "Welter," as he +laid his hand on his shoulder. + +Lord Welter was a bully; but he was as brave as a lion, with nerves of +steel. He neither left off his drawing, nor looked up; he only +said--"Charley, boy, come and sit down till I have finished this fellow. +Get an ace of clubs and try your own hand. I am out of practice." + +Perhaps even Lord Welter might have started when he heard Charles's +voice, and felt his hand on his shoulder; but he had had one +instant--only one instant--of preparation. When he heard the key turn in +the door, he had looked in a pier-glass opposite to him, and seen who +and what was coming, and then gone on with his employment. Even allowing +for this moment's preparation, we must give him credit for the nerve of +one man in ten thousand; for the apparition of Charles Ravenshoe was as +unlooked-for as that of any one of Charles Ravenshoe's remote ancestors. + +You see, I call him Charles Ravenshoe still. It is a trick. You must +excuse it. + +Charles did not sit down and draw devils; he said, in a quiet, mournful +tone, + +"Welter, Welter, why have you been such a villain?" + +Lord Welter found that a difficult question to answer. He let it alone, +and said nothing. + +"I say nothing about Adelaide. You did not use me well there; for, when +you persuaded her to go off with you, you had not heard of my ruin." + +"On my soul, Charles, there was not much persuasion wanted there." + +"Very likely. I do not want to speak about that, but about Ellen, my +sister. Was anything ever done more shamefully than that?" + +Charles expected some furious outbreak when he said that. None came. +What was good in Lord Welter came to the surface, when he saw his old +friend and playmate there before him, sunk so far below him in all that +this world considers worth having, but rising so far above him in his +fearless honour and manliness. He was humbled, sorry, and ashamed. +Bitter as Charles's words were, he felt they were true, and had manhood +enough left not to resent them. To the sensation of fear, as I have said +before, Lord Welter was a total stranger, or he might have been nervous +at being locked up in a room alone, with a desperate man, physically his +equal, whom he had so shamefully wronged. He rose and leant against the +chimney-piece, looking at Charles. + +"I did not know she was your sister, Charles. You must do me that +justice." + +"Of course you did not. If----" + +"I know what you are going to say--that I should not have dared. On my +soul, Charles, I don't know; I believe I dare do anything. But I tell +you one thing--of all the men who walk this earth, you are the last I +would willingly wrong. When I went off with Adelaide, I knew she did not +care sixpence for you. I knew she would have made you wretched. I knew +better than you, because I never was in love with her, and you were, +what a heartless ambitious jade it was! She sold herself to me for the +title I gave her, as she had tried to sell herself to that solemn prig +Hainault, before. And I bought her, because a handsome, witty, clever +wife is a valuable chattel to a man like me, who has to live by his +wits." + +"Ellen was as handsome and as clever as she. Why did not you marry her?" +said Charles, bitterly. + +"If you will have the real truth, Ellen would have been Lady Welter now, +but----" + +Lord Welter hesitated. He was a great rascal, and he had a brazen front, +but he found a difficulty in going on. It must be, I should fancy, very +hard work to tell all the little ins and outs of a piece of villainy one +has been engaged in, and to tell, as Lord Welter did on this occasion, +the exact truth. + +"I am waiting," said Charles, "to hear you tell me why she was not made +Lady Welter." + +"What, you will have it, then? Well, she was too scrupulous. She was too +honourable a woman for this line of business. She wouldn't play, or +learn to play--d--n it, sir, you have got the whole truth now, if that +will content you." + +"I believe what you say, my lord. Do you know that Lieutenant Hornby +made her an offer of marriage to-night?" + +"I supposed he would," said Lord Welter. + +"And that she has refused him?" + +"I guessed that she would. She is your own sister. Shall you try to +persuade her?" + +"I would see her in her coffin first." + +"So I suppose." + +"She must come away from here, Lord Welter. I must keep her and do what +I can for her. We must pull through it together, somehow." + +"She had better go from here. She is too good for this hole. I must make +provision for her to live with you." + +"Not one halfpenny, my lord. She has lived too long in dependence and +disgrace already. We will pull through together alone." + +Lord Welter said nothing, but he determined that Charles should not have +his way in this respect. + +Charles continued, "When I came into this room to-night I came to +quarrel with you. You have not allowed me to do so, and I thank you for +it." Here he paused, and then went on in a lower voice, "I think you are +sorry, Welter; are you not? I am sure you are sorry. I am sure you +wouldn't have done it if you had foreseen the consequences, eh?" + +Lord Welter's coarse under-lip shook for half a second, and his big +chest heaved once; but he said nothing. + +"Only think another time; that is all. Now do me a favour; make me a +promise." + +"I have made it." + +"Don't tell any human soul you have seen me. If you do, you will only +entail a new disguise and a new hiding on me. You have promised." + +"On my honour." + +"If you keep your promise I can stay where I am. How is--Lady Ascot?" + +"Well. Nursing my father." + +"Is he ill?" + +"Had a fit the day before yesterday. I heard this morning from them. He +is much better, and will get over it." + +"Have you heard anything from Ravenshoe?" + +"Not a word. Lord Saltire and General Mainwaring are both with my +father, in London. Grandma won't see either me or Adelaide. Do you know +that she has been moving heaven and earth to find you?" + +"Good soul! I won't be found, though. Now, good-night!" + +And he went. If any one had told him three months before that he would +have been locked in the same room with a man who had done him such +irreparable injury, and have left it at the end of half an hour with a +quiet "good-night," he would most likely have beaten that man there and +then. But he was getting tamed very fast. Ay, he was already getting +more than tamed; he was in a fair way to get broken-hearted. + +"I will not see her to-night, sir," he said to Hornby, whom he found +with his head resting on the table; "I will come to-morrow, and prepare +her for leaving this house. You are to see her the day after to-morrow; +but without hope, remember." + +He roused a groom from above the stable to help him to saddle the +horses. "Will it soon be morning?" he asked. + +"Morning," said the lad; "it's not twelve o'clock yet. It's a dark +night, mate, and no moon. But the nights are short now. The dawn will be +on us before we have time to turn in our beds." + +He rode slowly home after Hornby. "The night is dark, but the dawn will +be upon us before we can turn in our beds!" Only the idle words of a +sleepy groom, yet they echoed in his ears all the way home. The night is +dark indeed; but it will be darker yet before the dawn, Charles +Ravenshoe. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +A DINNER PARTY AMONG SOME OLD FRIENDS. + + +Lady Hainault (_née_ Burton, not the Dowager) had asked some one to +dinner, and the question had been whom to ask to meet him. Mary had been +called into consultation, as she generally was on most occasions, and +she and Lady Hainault had made up a list together. Every one had +accepted, and was coming; and here were Mary and Lady Hainault dressed +for dinner, alone in the drawing-room with the children. + +"We could not have done better for him, Mary, I think. You must go in to +dinner with him." + +"Is Mary going to stop down to dinner?" said the youngest boy; "what a +shame! I sha'n't say my prayers to-night if she don't come up." + +The straightforward Gus let his brother know what would be the +consequences of such neglect hereafter, in a plain-spoken way peculiarly +his own. + +"Gus! Gus! don't say such things," said Lady Hainault. + +"The hymn-book says so, aunt," said Gus, triumphantly; and he quoted a +charming little verse of Dr. Watts's, beginning, "There is a dreadful +Hell." + +Lady Hainault might have been puzzled what to say, and Mary would not +have helped her, for they had had an argument about that same hymn-book +(Mary contending that one or two of the hymns were as well left alone at +first), when Flora struck in and saved her aunt, by remarking. + +"I shall save up my money and buy some jewels for Mary like aunt's, so +that when she stays down to dinner some of the men may fall in love with +her, and marry her." + +"Pooh! you silly goose," said Gus, "those jewels cost sixty million +thousand pounds a-piece. I don't want her to be married till I grow up, +and then I shall marry her myself. Till then, I shall buy her a yellow +wig, like grandma Hainault's, and then nobody will want to marry her." + +"Be quiet, Gus," said Lady Hainault. + +It was one thing to say "be quiet Gus," and it was another thing to make +him hold his tongue. But, to do Gus justice, he was a good fellow, and +never acted "_enfant terrible_" but to the most select and private +audience. Now he had begun: "I wish some one would marry grandma," when +the door was thrown open, the first guest was announced, and Gus was +dumb. + +"General Mainwaring." The general sat down between Lady Hainault and +Mary, and, while talking to them, reached out his broad brown hand and +lifted the youngest boy on his knee, who played with his ribands, and +cried out that he would have the orange and blue one, if he pleased; +while Gus and Flora came and stood at his knee. + +He talked to them both sadly in a low voice about the ruin which had +come on Lord Ascot. There was worse than mere ruin, he feared. He feared +there was disgrace. He had been with him that morning. He was a wreck. +One side of his face was sadly pulled down, and he stammered in his +speech. He would get over it. He was only three-and-forty. But he would +not show again in society, he feared. Here was somebody else; they would +change the subject. + +Lord Saltire. They were so glad to see him. Every one's face had a kind +smile on it as the old man came and sat down among them. His own smile +was not the least pleasant of the lot, I warrant you. + +"So you are talking about poor Ascot, eh?" he said. "I don't know +whether you were or not; but, if you were, let us talk about something +else. You see, my dear Miss Corby, that my prophecy to you on the +terrace at Ravenshoe is falsified. I said they would not fight, and lo, +they are as good as at it." + +They talked about the coming war, and Lord Hainault came in and joined +them. Soon after, another guest was announced. + +Lady Ascot. She was dressed in dark grey silk, with her white hair +simply parted under a plain lace cap. She looked so calm, so brave, so +kind, so beautiful, as she came with firm strong step in at the door, +that they one and all rose and came towards her. She had always been +loved by them all; how much more deeply was she loved now, when her +bitter troubles had made her doubly sacred! + +Lord Saltire gave her his arm, and she came and sat down among them with +her hands calmly folded before her. "I was determined to come and see +you to-night, my dear," she said. "I should break down if I couldn't see +some that I loved. And to-night, in particular" (she looked earnestly at +Lord Saltire). "Is he come yet?" + +"Not yet, dear grandma," said Mary. + +"No one is coming besides, I suppose?" asked Lady Ascot. + +"No one; we are waiting for him." + +The door was opened once more, and they all looked curiously round. This +time the servant announced, perhaps in a somewhat louder tone than +usual, as if he were aware that they were more interested, + +"Mr. Ravenshoe." + +A well-dressed, gentlemanly-looking man came into the room, bearing such +a wonderful likeness to Charles Ravenshoe, that Lady Hainault and +General Mainwaring, the only two who had never seen him before, started, +and thought they saw Charles himself. It was not Charles, though; it was +our old friend whilom pad-groom to Charles Ravenshoe, Esquire, now +himself William Ravenshoe, Esquire, of Ravenshoe. + +He was the guest of the evening. He would be heir to Ravenshoe himself +some day; for they had made up their minds that Cuthbert would never +marry. Ravenshoe, as Cuthbert was managing it now, would be worth ten or +twelve thousand a year, and, if these new tin lodes came to anything, +perhaps twenty. He had been a stable-helper, said old Lady +Hainault--the companion of the drunken riots of his foster-brother +impostor, and that quiet gentlemanly creature Welter. If he entered the +house, she left it. To which young Lady Hainault had replied that some +one must ask him to dinner in common decency, if it was only for the +sake of that dear Charles, who had been loved by every one who knew him. +That she intended to ask him to dinner, and that, if her dear +mother-in-law objected to meet him, why the remedy lay with herself. +Somebody must introduce him to some sort of society; and Lord Hainault +and herself had made up their minds to do it, so that further argument +on the subject would be wasted breath. To which the Dowager replied that +she really wished, after all, that Hainault had married that pretty chit +of a thing, Adelaide Summers, as he was thinking of doing; as she, the +Dowager, could not have been treated with greater insolence even by her, +bold as she was. With which Parthian piece of spite she had departed to +Casterton with Miss Hicks, and had so goaded and snapped at that +unfortunate reduced gentlewoman by the way, that at last Hicks, as her +wont was, had turned upon her and given her as good as she brought. If +the Dowager could have heard Lady Hainault telling her lord the whole +business that night, and joking with him about his alleged _penchant_ +for Adelaide, and heard the jolly laugh that those two good souls had +about it, her ladyship would have been more spiteful still. + +But, nevertheless, Lady Hainault was very nervous about William. When +Mary was consulted, she promptly went bail for his good behaviour, and +pled his case so warmly, that the tears stood in her eyes. Her old +friend William! What innocent plots she and he had hatched together +against the priest in the old times. What a bond there was between them +in their mutual love for him who was lost to them. + +But Lady Hainault would be on the safe side; and so only the party named +above were asked. All old friends of the family. + +Before dinner was announced, they were all at their ease about him. He +was shy, certainly, but not awkward. He evidently knew that he was asked +there on trial, and he accepted his position. But he was so handsome +(handsomer than poor Charles), he was so gentle and modest, +and--perhaps, too, not least--had such a well-modulated voice, that, +before the evening was over, he had won every one in the room. If he +knew anything of a subject, he helped the conversation quietly, as well +as he could; if he had to confess ignorance (which was seldom, for he +was among well-bred people), he did so frankly, but unobtrusively. He +was a great success. + +One thing puzzled him, and pleased him. He knew that he was a person of +importance, and that he was the guest of the evening. But he soon found +that there was another cause for his being interesting to them all, more +powerful than his curious position, or his prospective wealth; and that +was his connection with Charles Ravenshoe, now Horton. _He_ was the hero +of the evening. Half William's light was borrowed from him. He quickly +became aware of it, and it made him happy. + +How strange it is that some men have the power of winning such love from +all they meet. I knew one, gone from us now by a glorious death, who had +that faculty. Only a few knew his great worth and goodness; and yet, as +his biographer most truly says, those who once saw his face never forgot +it. Charles Ravenshoe had that faculty also, though, alas! his value, +both in worth and utility, was far inferior to that of the man to whom I +have alluded above.[3] But he had the same infinite kindness towards +everything created; which is part of the secret. + +The first hint that William had, as to how deeply important a person +Charles was among the present company, was given him at dinner. Various +subjects had been talked of indifferently, and William had listened, +till Lord Hainault said to William-- + +"What a strange price people are giving for cobs! I saw one sold to-day +at Tattersall's for ninety guineas." + +William answered, "Good cobs are very hard to get, Lord Hainault. I +could get you ten good horses, over fifteen, for one good cob." + +Lord Saltire said, "My cob is the best I ever had; and a sweet-tempered +creature. Our dear boy broke it for me at Ravenshoe." + +"Dear Charles," said Lady Ascot. "What a splendid rider he was! Dear +boy! He got Ascot to write him a certificate about that sort of thing, +before he went away. Ah, dear!" + +"I never thought," said Lord Saltire, quietly, "that I ever should have +cared half as much for anybody as I do for that lad. Do you remember, +Mainwaring," he continued, speaking still lower, while they all sat +hushed, "the first night I ever saw him, when he marked for you and me +at billiards, at Ranford? I don't know why, but I loved the boy from the +first moment I saw him. Both there and ever afterwards, he reminded me +so strongly of Barkham. He had just the same gentle, winning way with +him that Barkham had. Barkham was a little taller, though, I fancy," he +went on, looking straight at Lady Ascot, and taking snuff. "Don't you +think so, Maria?" + +No one spoke for a moment. + +Lord Barkham had been Lord Saltire's only son. He had been killed in a +duel at nineteen, as I have mentioned before. Lord Saltire very rarely +spoke of him, and, when he did, generally in a cynical manner. But +General Mainwaring and Lady Ascot knew that the memory of that poor boy +was as fresh in the true old heart, after forty years, as it was on the +morning when he came out from his dressing-room, and met them carrying +his corpse upstairs. + +"He was a good fellow," said Lord Hainault, alluding to Charles. "He was +a very good fellow." + +"This great disappointment which I have had about him," said Lord +Saltire, in his own dry tone, "is a just judgment on me for doing a +good-natured and virtuous action many years ago. When his poor father +Densil was in prison, I went to see him, and reconciled him with his +family. Poor Densil was so grateful for this act of folly on my part, +that I grew personally attached to him; and hence all this misery. +Disinterested actions are great mistakes, Maria, depend upon it." + +When the ladies were gone upstairs, William found Lord Saltire beside +him. He talked to him a little time, and then finished by saying-- + +"You are modest and gentlemanly, and the love you bear for your +foster-brother is very pleasing to me indeed. I am going to put it to +the test. You must come and see me to-morrow morning. I have a great +deal to say to you." + +"About him, my lord? Have you heard of him?" + +"Not a word. I fear he has gone to America or Australia. He told Lord +Ascot he should do so." + +"I'll hunt him to the world's end, my lord," said true William. "And +Cuthbert shall pray for me the while. I fear you are right. But we shall +find him soon." + +When they went up into the drawing-room, Mary was sitting on a sofa by +herself. She looked up to William, and he went and sat down by her. They +were quite away from the rest, together. + +"Dear William," said Mary, looking frankly at him, and laying her hand +on his. + +"I am so glad," said William, "to see your sweet face again. I was down +at Ravenshoe last week. How they love you there! An idea prevails among +old and young that dear Cuthbert is to die, and that I am to marry you, +and that we are to rule Ravenshoe triumphantly. It was useless to +represent to them that Cuthbert would not die, and that you and I most +certainly never would marry one another. My dearest Jane Evans was +treated as a thing of nought. You were elected mistress of Ravenshoe +unanimously." + +"How is Jane?" + +"Pining, poor dear, at her school. She don't like it." + +"I should think not," said Mary. "Give my dear love to her. She will +make you a good wife. How is Cuthbert?" + +"Very well in health. No more signs of his heart complaint, which never +existed. But he is peaking at getting no tidings from Charles. Ah, how +he loved him! May I call you 'Mary'?" + +"You must not dare to call me anything else. No tidings of him yet?" + +"None. I feel sure he is gone to America. We will get him back, Mary. +Never fear." + +They talked till she was cheerful, and at last she said-- + +"William, you were always so well-mannered; but how--how--have you got +to be so gentlemanly in so short a time?" + +"By playing at it," said William, laughing. "The stud-groom at Ravenshoe +used always to say I was too much of a gentleman for him. In twenty +years' time I shall pass muster in a crowd. Good-night." + +And Charles was playing at being something other than a gentleman all +the time. We shall see who did best in the end. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +CHARLES'S SECOND EXPEDITION TO ST. JOHN'S WOOD. + + +What a happy place a man's bed is--probably the best place in which he +ever finds himself. Very few people will like to deny that, I think; +that is to say, as a general rule. After a long day's shooting in cold +weather, for instance; or half a night on deck among the ice, when the +fog has lifted, and the ghastly cold walls are safe in sight; or after a +fifty mile ride in the bush, under a pouring rain; or after a pleasant +ball, when you have to pull down the blind, that the impudent sun may +not roast you awake in two hours; for in all these cases, and a hundred +more, bed is very pleasant; but you know as well as I do, that there +are times when you would sooner be on a frozen deck, or in the wildest +bush in the worst weather, or waltzing in the hall of Eblis with +Vathek's mama, or almost in your very grave, than in bed and awake. + +Oh, the weary watches! when the soul, which in sleep would leave the +tortured body to rest and ramble off in dreams, holds on by a mere +thread, yet a thread strong enough to keep every nerve in tense agony. +When one's waking dreams of the past are as vivid as those of sleep, and +there is always present, through all, the dreadful lurking thought that +one is awake, and that it is all real. When, looking back, every kindly +impulsive action, every heartily spoken word, makes you fancy that you +have only earned contempt where you merit kindness. When the past looks +like a hell of missed opportunities, and the future like another black +hopeless hell of uncertainty and imminent misfortune of all kinds! Oh, +weary watches! Let us be at such times on the bleakest hill-side, in the +coldest night that ever blew, rather than in the warmest bed that money +will buy. + +When you are going to have a night of this kind, you seldom know it +beforehand, for certain. Sometimes, if you have had much experience in +the sort of thing--if you have lost money, or gone in debt, or if your +sweetheart has cut you very often--you may at least guess, before you +get your boots off, that you are going to have a night of it; in which +case, read yourself to sleep _in bed_. Never mind burning the house down +(that would be rather desirable as a distraction from thought); but +don't read till you are sleepy with your clothes on, and then undress, +because, if you do, you will find, by the time you have undressed +yourself, that you are terribly wide awake, and, when the candle is +blown out, you will be all ready for a regular Walpurgis night. + +Charles, poor lad, had not as yet had much experience of Walpurgis +nights. Before his catastrophe he had never had one. He had been used to +tumble tired into his bed, and sleep a heavy dreamless sleep till an +hour before waking. Then, indeed, he might begin to dream of his horses, +and his dogs, and so on, and then gradually wake into a state more sweet +than the sweetest dream--that state in which sense is awake to all +outward objects, but in which the soul is taking its few last airy +flutters round its home, before coming to rest for the day. But, even +since then, he had not had experience enough to make him dread the +night. The night he came home from St. John's Wood, he thought he would +go to bed and sleep it off. Poor fellow! + +A fellow-servant slept in the same room with him--the younger and better +tempered of the two (though Charles had no complaint against either of +them). The lad was asleep; and, before Charles put out the light, he +looked at him. His cheek was laid on his arm, and he seemed so calm and +happy that Charles knew that he was not there, but far away. He was +right. As he looked the lad smiled, and babbled out something in his +dream. Strange! the soul had still sufficient connection with the body +to make it smile. + +"I wonder if Miss Martineau or Mr. Atkinson ever watched the face of one +who slept and dreamt," said Charles, rambling on as soon as he had got +into bed. "Pish! why that fellow's body is the mere tool of his soul. +His soul is out a-walking, and his body is only a log. Hey, that won't +do; that's as bad as Miss Martineau. I should have said that his body is +only a fine piece of clockwork. But clockwork don't smile of itself. My +dear Madam, and Mr. Atkinson, I am going to leave my body behind, and be +off to Ravenshoe in five minutes. That is to say, I am going to sleep." + +He was, was he? Why no, not just at present. If he had meant to do so, +he had, perhaps, better not have bothered himself about "Letters on the +laws of man's nature"; for, when he had done his profound cogitations +about them, as above, he thought he had got a----well, say a pulex in +his bed. There was no more a pulex than there was a scorpion; but he had +an exciting chase after an imaginary one, like our old friend Mr. Sponge +after an imaginary fox at Laverick Wells. After this, he had an +irritation where he couldn't reach, that is to say, in the middle of his +back: then he had the same complaint where he could reach, and used a +certain remedy (which is a pretty way of saying that he scratched +himself); then he had the cramp in his right leg; then he had the cramp +in his left leg; then he grew hot all over, and threw the clothes off; +then he grew cold all over, and pulled them on again; then he had the +cramp in his left leg again; then he had another flea hunt, cramp, +irritation in back, heat, cold, and so on, all over; and then, after +half an hour, finding himself in a state of feverish despondency, he +fell into a cheerful train of thought, and was quite inclined to look at +his already pleasant prospects from a hopeful point of view. + +Poor dear fellow! You may say that it is heartless to make fun of him +just now, when everything is going so terribly wrong. But really my +story is so very sad, that we must try to make a little feeble fun where +we can, or it would be unreadable. + +He tried to face the future, manfully. But lo! there was no future to +face--it was all such a dead, hopeless blank. Ellen must come away from +that house, and he must support her; but how? It would be dishonourable +for him to come upon the Ravenshoes for a farthing; and it would be +dishonourable for her to marry that foolish Hornby. And these two +courses, being dishonourable, were impossible. And there he was brought +up short. + +But would either course be dishonourable? Yes, yes, was the answer each +weary time he put the question to himself; and there the matter ended. +Was there one soul in the wide world he could consult? Not one. All +alone in the weary world, he and she. Not one friend for either of them. +They had made their beds, and must lie on them. When would the end of it +all come? What would the end be? + +There was a noise in the street. A noise of a woman scolding, whose +voice got louder and louder, till it rose into a scream. A noise of a +man cursing and abusing her; then a louder scream, and a sound of blows. +One, two, then a heavy fall, and silence. A drunken, homeless couple had +fallen out in the street, and the man had knocked the woman down. That +was all. It was very common. Probably the woman was not much hurt. That +sort of woman got used to it. The police would come and take them to the +station. There they were. The man and woman were being taken off by two +constables, scolding and swearing. Well, well! + +Was it to come to that? There were bridges in London, and under them +runs the river. Charles had come over one once, after midnight. He +wished he had never seen the cursed place. He remembered a fluttering +figure which had come and begged a halfpenny of him to pay the toll and +get home. He had given her money, and then, by a sudden impulse, +followed her till she was safe off the bridge. Ugly thoughts, Charles! +ugly thoughts! Will the dawn never come? Why, the night is not half over +yet. + +God in His mercy sets a limit to human misery in many ways. I do not +believe that the condemned man, waiting through the weary night for the +gallows, thinks all night through of his fate. We read generally in +those accounts of the terrible last night (which are so rightly +published in the newspapers--they are the most terrifying part of the +punishment), that they conversed cheerfully, or slept, or did something, +showing that they half forgot for a time what was coming. And so, before +the little window grew to a lighter grey, poor Charles had found some +relief from his misery. He was between sleep and waking, and he had +fulfilled his challenge to Miss Martineau, though later than he +intended. He had gone to Ravenshoe. + +There it was, all before him. The dawn behind the eastern headland had +flooded the amphitheatre of hills, till the crags behind the house had +turned from grey to gold, and the vane upon the priest's tower shone +like a star. The sea had changed from black to purple, and the +fishing-boats were stealing lazily homewards, over the gentle rolling +ground-swell. The surf was whispering to the sand of their coming. As +window after window blazed out before the sun, and as woodland and +hill-side, stream and park, village and lonely farm in the distant +valley, waked before the coming day, Charles watched, in his mind's eye, +the dark old porch, till there came out a figure in black, and stood +solitary in the terrace gazing seawards. And as he said, "Cuthbert," he +fell into a dreamless, happy sleep. + +He determined that he would not go to see Ellen till the afternoon. +Hornby was on duty in the morning, and never saw Charles all day; he +avoided him as though on purpose. Charles, on his part, did not want to +meet him till he had made some definite arrangement, and so was glad of +it. But, towards two o'clock, it came across his mind that he would +saunter round to St. Peter's Church, and see the comical little imp of a +boy who was generally to be found there, and beguile a quarter of an +hour by listening to his prattle. + +He had given up reading. He had hardly opened a book since his +misfortune. This may seem an odd thing to have to record about a +gentleman, and to a certain extent a scholar; but so it was. He wanted +to lower himself, and he was beginning to succeed. There was an +essential honesty in him, which made him hate to appear what he was not; +and this feeling, carried to an absurd extent, prevented his taking +refuge in the most obvious remedy for all troubles except hunger--books. +He did not know, as I do, that determined reading--reading of anything, +even the advertisements in a newspaper--will stop all cravings except +those of the stomach, and will even soften them; but he guessed it, +nevertheless. "Why should I read?" said he. "I must learn to do as the +rest of them." And so he did as the rest of them, and "rather loafed +away his time than otherwise." + +And he was more inclined to "loaf" than usual this day, because he very +much dreaded what was to come. And so he dawdled round to St. Peter's +Church, and came upon his young friend, playing at fives with the ball +he had given him, as energetically as he had before played with the +brass button. Shoeblacks are compelled to a great deal of unavoidable +"loafing;" but certainly this one loafed rather energetically, for he +was hot and frantic in his play. + +He was very glad to see Charles. He parted his matted hair from his +face, and looked at him admiringly with a pleasant smile; then he +suddenly said-- + +"You was drunk last night, worn't you?" + +Charles said, No--that he never got drunk. + +"Worn't you really, though?" said the boy; "you look as tho' you had a +been. You looks wild about the eyes;" and then he hazarded another +theory to account for Charles's appearance, which Charles also negatived +emphatically. + +"I gave a halpenny for this one," said the boy, showing him the ball, +"and I spent the other halpenny." Here he paused, expecting a rebuke, +apparently; but Charles nodded kindly at him, and he was encouraged to +go on, and to communicate a piece of intelligence with the air of one +who assumes that his hearer is _au fait_ with all the movements of the +great world, and will be interested. + +"Old Biddy Flanigan's dead." + +"No! is she?" said Charles, who, of course, had not the wildest idea who +she was, but guessed her to be an aged, and probably a dissipated +Irishwoman. + +"Ah! I believe you," said the boy. "And they was a-waking on her last +night, down in our court (he said, "daone in aour cawt"). +They waked me sharp enough; but, as for she! she's fast." + +"What did she die of?" asked Charles. + +"Well, she died mostly along of Mr. Malone's bumble foot, I fancy. Him +and old Biddy was both drunk a-fighting on the stairs, and she was a +step below he; and he being drunk, and bumble-footed too, lost his +balance, and down they come together, and the back of her head come +against the door scraper, and there she was. Wake she!" he added with +scorn, "not if all the Irish and Rooshans in France was to put stones in +their stockings, and howl a week on end, they wouldn't wake her." + +"Did they put stones in their stockings?" asked Charles, thinking that +it was some papist form of penance. + +"Miss Ophelia Flanigan, she put half a brick in her stocking end, so she +did, and come at Mr. Malone for to break his head with it, and there +were a hole in the stocking, and the brick flew out, and hit old Denny +Moriarty in the jaw, and broke it. And he worn't a doing nothink, he +worn't; but was sitting in a corner decent and quiet, blind drunk, a +singing to his self; and they took he to Guy's orspital. And the pleece +come in, and got gallus well kicked about the head, and then they took +they to Guy's orspital; and then Miss Flanigan fell out of winder into +the airy, and then they took she to Guy's orspital; and there they is, +the whole bilin of 'em in bed together, with their heads broke, a-eating +of jelly and a-drinking of sherry wind; and then in comes a mob from +Rosemary Lane, and then they all begins to get a bit noisy and want to +fight, and so I hooked it." + +"Then there are a good many Irish in your court?" said Charles. + +"Irish! ah! I believe you. They're all Irish there except we and Billy +Jones's lot. The Emperor of Rooshar is a nigger; but his lot is mostly +Irish, but another bilin of Irish from Mr. Malone's lot. And one on 'em +plays the bagpipes, with a bellus, against the water-butt of a Sunday +evening, when they're off the lay. And Mr. Malone's lot heaves crockery +and broken vegetables at him out of winder, by reason of their being +costermongers, and having such things handy; so there's mostly a shine +of a Sunday evening." + +"But who are Mr. Malone, and Billy Jones, and the Emperor of Russia?" + +"They keeps lodging houses," said the boy. "Miss Ophelia Flanigan is +married on Mr. Malone, but she keeps her own name, because her family's +a better one nor his'n, and she's ashamed of him. They gets on very well +when they're sober, but since they've been a making money they mostly +gets drunk in bed of a morning, so they ain't so happy together as they +was." + +"Does she often attack him with a brick in the foot of a stocking?" +asked Charles. + +"No," said the boy, "she said her papa had taught her that little game. +She used to fist hold of the poker, but he got up to that, and spouted +it. So now they pokes the fire with a mop-stick, which ain't so handy to +hit with, and softer." + +Charles walked away northward, and thought what a charming sort of +person Miss Ophelia Flanigan must be, and how he would rather like to +know her for curiosity's sake. The picture he drew of her in his mind +was not exactly like the original, as we shall see. + +It was very pleasant summer weather--weather in which an idle man would +be inclined to dawdle, under any circumstances; and Charles was the more +inclined to dawdle, because he very much disliked the errand on which he +went. He could loiter at street corners now with the best of them, and +talk to any one who happened to be loitering there too. He was getting +on. + +So he loitered at street corners and talked. And he found out something +to-day for the first time. He had been so absorbed in his own troubles +that all rumours had been to him like the buzzing of bees; but to-day he +began to appreciate that this rumour of war was no longer a mere rumour, +but likely to grow into an awful reality. + +If he were only free, he said to himself. If he could only provide for +poor Ellen. "Gad, if they could get up a regiment of fellows in the same +state of mind as I am!" + +He went into a public-house, and drank a glass of ale. They were talking +of it there. "Sir Charles Napier is to have the fleet," said one man, +"and if he don't bring Cronstadt about their ears in two hours, I am a +Dutchman. As for Odessa----" + +A man in seedy black, who (let us hope) had seen better days, suggested +Sebastopol. + +The first man had not heard of Sebastopol. It could not be a place of +much importance, or he must have heard of it. Talk to him about +Petersburg and Moscow, and he would listen to you. + +This sort of talk, heard everywhere on his slow walk, excited Charles; +and thinking over it, he came to the door of Lord Welter's house, and +rang. + +The door was barely opened, when he saw Lord Welter himself in the hall, +who called to him by his Christian name, and bade him come in. Charles +followed Lord Welter into a room, and, when the latter turned round, +Charles saw that he was disturbed and anxious. + +"Charles," he said, "Ellen is gone!" + +Charles said "Where?" for he hardly understood him. + +"Where? God knows! She must have left the house soon after you saw her +last night. She left this note for me. Take it and read it. You see I am +free from blame in this matter." + +Charles took it and read it. + + "MY LORD, + + "I should have consented to accept the shelter of your roof + for a longer period, were it not that, by doing so, I + should be continually tempted to the commission of a + dishonourable action--an action which would bring speedy + punishment on myself, by ruining too surely the man whom, + of all others in the world, I love and respect. + + "Lieutenant Hornby has proposed marriage to me. Your + lordship's fine sense of honour will show you at once how + impossible it is for me to consent to ruin his prospects by + a union with such a one as myself. Distrusting my own + resolution, I have fled, and henceforth I am dead to him + and to you. + + "Ah! Welter, Welter! you yourself might have been loved as + he is, once; but that time is gone by for ever. I should + have made you a better wife than Adelaide. I might have + loved you myself once, but I fell more through anger and + vanity than through love. + + "My brother, he whom we call Charles Ravenshoe, is in this + weary world somewhere. I have an idea that you will meet + him. You used to love one another. Don't let him quarrel + with you for such a worthless straw as I am. Tell him I + always loved him as a brother. It is better that we should + not meet yet. Tell him that he must make his own place in + the world before we meet, and then I have something to say + to him. + + "Mary, the Mother of God, and the blessed saints before the + throne, bless you and him, here and hereafter!" + +Charles had nothing to say to Lord Welter, not one word. He saw that the +letter was genuine. He understood that Welter had had no time to tell +her of his coming, and that she was gone; neither Welter nor he knew +where, or were likely to know; that was all. He only bid him good-bye, +and walked home again. + +When you know the whole story, you will think that Charles's run of ill +luck at this time is almost incredible; but I shall call you to witness +that it is not so. This was the first stroke of real ill luck that he +had had. All his other misfortunes came from his mad determination of +alienating himself from all his friends. If he had even left Lord Welter +free to have mentioned that he had been seen, all might have gone well, +but he made him promise secrecy; and now, after having, so to speak, +made ill luck for himself, and lamented over it, here was a real stroke +of it with a vengeance, and he did not know it. He was not anxious about +Ellen's future; he felt sure at once that she was going into some Roman +Catholic refuge, where she would be quiet and happy. In fact, with a new +fancy he had in his head, he was almost content to have missed her. And +Ellen, meanwhile, never dreamt either of his position or state of mind, +or she would have searched him out at the end of the world. She thought +he was just as he always had been, or, perhaps, turning his attention to +some useful career with Cuthbert's assistance; and she thought she would +wait, and wait she did; and they went apart, not to meet till the valley +of the shadow of death had been passed, and life was not so well worth +having as it had been. + +But as for our old friend Father Mackworth. As I said once before, "It's +no use wondering, but I do wonder," whether Father Mackworth, had he +known how near Ellen and Charles had been to meeting the night before, +would not have whistled "Lillibulero," as Uncle Toby did in times of +dismay; that is, if he had known the tune. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +RAVENSHOE HALL, DURING ALL THIS. + + +The villagers at Ravenshoe, who loved Charles, were very much puzzled +and put out by his sudden disappearance. Although they had little or no +idea of the real cause of his absence, yet it was understood to be a +truth, not to be gainsayed, that it was permanent. And as it was a +heavily-felt misfortune to them, and as they really had no idea why he +was gone, or where he was gone to, it became necessary that they should +comfort themselves by a formula. At which time Master Lee up to Slarrow, +erected the theory, that Master Charles was gone to the Indies--which +was found to be a doctrine so comfortable to the souls of those that +adopted it, as being hazy and vague, and as leaving his return an open +question, that it was unanimously adopted; and those who ventured to +doubt it, were treated as heretics and heathens. + +It was an additional puzzle to them to find that William had turned out +to be a gentleman, and a Ravenshoe, a fact which could not, of course, +be concealed from them, though the other facts of the case were +carefully hushed up--not a very difficult matter in a simple feudal +village, like Ravenshoe. But, when William appeared, after a short +absence, he suffered greatly in popularity, from the belief that he had +allowed Charles to go to the Indies by himself. Old Master James Lee of +Tor Head, old Master James Lee of Withycombe Barton, and old Master +James Lee up to Slarrow, the three great quidnuncs of the village, were +sunning themselves one day under the wall which divides part of the +village from the shore, when by there came, talking earnestly together, +William and John Marston. + +The three old men raised their hats, courteously. They were in no +distinguishable relation to one another, but, from similarity of name +and age, always hunted in a leash. (Sporting men will notice a confusion +here about the word "leash," but let it pass.) When no one was by, I +have heard them fall out and squabble together about dates, or such +like; but, when others were present, they would, so to speak, trump one +another's tricks to any amount. And if, on these occasions, any one of +the three took up an untenable position, the other two would lie him out +of it like Jesuits, and only fall foul of him when they were alone +together--which, to say the least of it, was neighbourly and decent. + +"God save you, gentlemen," said old Master Lee up to Slarrow, who was +allowed to commit himself by the other two, who were waiting to be "down +on him" in private. "Any news from the Indies lately?" + +William and Marston stopped, and William said-- + +"No, Master Lee, we have not heard from Captain Archer for seven months, +or more." + +"I ask your pardon," said Lee up to Slarrow; "I warn't a speaking of he. +I was speaking of our own darling boy, Master Charles. When be he +a-coming back to see we?" + +"When, indeed!" said William. "I wish I knew, Master Lee." + +"They Indies," said the old man, "is well enough; but what's he there no +more than any other gentleman? Why don't he come home to his own. Who's +a-keeping on him away?" + +William and John Marston walked on without answering. And then the two +other Master Lees fell on to Master Lee up to Slarrow, and verbally +ill-treated him--partly because he had got no information out of +William, and partly because, having both sat quiet and given him plenty +of rope, he had not hanged himself. Master Lee up to Slarrow had evil +times of it that blessed spring afternoon, and ended by "dratting" both +his companions, for a couple of old fools. After which, they adjourned +to the public-house and hard cider, sent them to drink for their sins. + +"They'll never make a scholar of me, Marston," said William; "I will go +on at it for a year, but no more, I shall away soon to hunt up Charles. +Is there any police in America?" + +Marston answered absently, "Yes; he believed so;" but was evidently +thinking of something else. + +They had gone sauntering out for a walk together. Marston had come down +from Oxford the day before (after an examination for an Exeter +fellowship, I believe) for change of air; and he thought he would like +to walk with William up to the top of the lofty promontory, which +bounded Ravenshoe Bay on the west, and catch the pleasant summer breeze +coming in from the Atlantic. + +On the loftiest point of all, with the whispering blue sea on three +sides of them, four hundred feet below, there they sat down on the short +sheep-eaten turf, and looked westward. + +Cape after cape stretched away under the afternoon sun, till the last +seemed only a dark cloud floating on the sea. Beyond that cape there was +nothing but water for three thousand weary miles. The scene was +beautiful enough, but very melancholy; a long coastline trending away +into dim distance, on a quiet sunny afternoon, is very melancholy. +Indeed, far more melancholy than the same place in a howling gale: when +the nearest promontory only is dimly visible, a black wall, echoing the +thunder of bursting waves, and when sea, air, and sky, like the three +furies, are rushing on with mad, destructive unanimity. + +They lay, these two, on the short turf, looking westward; and, after a +time, John Marston broke silence. He spoke very low and quietly, and +without looking at William. + +"I have something very heavy on my mind, William. I am not a fool, with +a morbid conscience, but I have been very wrong. I have done what I +never can undo. I loved that fellow, William!" + +William said "Ay." + +"I know what you would say. You would say, that every one who ever knew +Charles loved him; and you are right. He was so utterly unselfish, so +entirely given up to trying to win others, that every one loved him, and +could not help it. The cleverest man in England, with all his +cleverness, could not gain so many friends as Charles." + +William seemed to think this such a self-evident proposition, that he +did not think it worth while to say anything. + +"And Charles was not clever. And what makes me mad with myself is this. +I had influence over him, and I abused it. I was not gentle enough with +him. I used to make fun of him, and be flippant, and priggish, and +dictatorial, with him. God help me! And now he has taken some desperate +step, and, in fear of my ridicule, has not told me of it. I felt sure he +would come to me, but I have lost hope now. May God forgive me--God +forgive me!" + +In a few moments, William said, "If you pause to think, Marston, you +will see how unjust you are to yourself. He could not be afraid of me, +and yet he has never come near me." + +"Of course not," said Marston. "You seem hardly to know him so well as +I. He fears that you would make him take money, and that he would be a +burthen on you. I never expected that he would come back to you. He +knows that you would never leave him. He knows, as well as you know +yourself, that you would sacrifice all your time and your opportunities +of education to him. And, by being dependent on you, he would be +dependent on Father Mackworth--the only man in the world he dislikes and +distrusts." + +William uttered a form of speech concerning the good father, which is +considered by foreigners to be merely a harmless national _façon de +parler_--sometimes, perhaps, intensive, when the participle is used, but +in general no more than expletive. In this case, the speaker was, I +fear, in earnest, and meant what he said most heartily. + +Marston never swore, but he certainly did not correct William for +swearing, in this case, as he should have done. There was a silence for +a time. After a little, William laid his hand on Marston's shoulder, and +said-- + +"He never had a truer friend than you. Don't you blame yourself?" + +"I do; and shall, until I find him." + +"Marston," said William, "what _has_ he done with himself? Where the +deuce is he gone?" + +"Lord Saltire and I were over the same problem for two hours the other +night, and we could make nothing of it, but that he was gone to America +or Australia. He hardly took money enough with him to keep him till now. +I can make nothing of it. Do _you_ think he would be likely to seek out +Welter?" + +"If he were going to do so, he would have done so by now, and we must +have heard of it. No," said William. + +"He was capable of doing very odd things," said Marston. "Do you +remember that Easter vacation, when he and Lord Welter and Mowbray went +away together?" + +"Remember!" said William. "Why I was with them; and glorious fun it was. +Rather fast fun though--too fast by half. We went up and lived on the +Severn and Avon Canal, among the bargeman, dressing accordingly. Charles +had nothing to do with that folly, beyond joining in it, and spending +the day in laughing. That was Lord Welter's doing. The bargees nicknamed +Lord Welter 'the sweep,' and said he was a good fellow, but a terrible +blackguard. And so he was--for that time, at all events." + +Marston laughed, and, after a time, said, "Did he ever seem to care +about soldiering? Do you think he was likely to enlist?" + +"It is possible," said William; "it is quite possible. Yes, he has often +talked to me about soldiering. I mind--I remember, I should say--that he +once was hot about going into the army, but he gave it up because it +would have taken him away from Mr. Ravenshoe too much." + +They turned and walked homewards, without speaking a word all the way. +On the bridge they paused and leant upon the coping, looking into the +stream. All of a sudden, William laid his hand on Marston's arm, and +looking in his face, said-- + +"Every day we lose, I feel he is getting farther from us. I don't know +what may happen. I shall go and seek him. I will get educated at my +leisure. Only think of what may be happening now! I was a fool to have +given it up so soon, and to have tried waiting till he came to us. He +will never come. I must go and fetch him. Here is Cuthbert, too, good +fellow, fretting himself to death about it. Let us go and talk to him." + +And John Marston said, "Right, true heart; let us go." + +Of all their acquaintances, there was only one who could have given them +any information--Lord Welter; and he, of all others, was the very last +they dreamt of going to. You begin to see, I dare say, that, when +Charles is found, my story will nearly be at an end. But my story is not +near finished yet, I assure you. + +Standing where they were on the bridge, they could look along the +village street. It was as neat a street as one ever sees in a fishing +village; that is to say, rather an untidy one, for of all human +employments, fishing involves more lumber and mess than any other. +Everything past use was "hit," as they say in Berkshire, out into the +street; and of the inorganic part of this refuse, that is to say, tiles, +bricks, potsherds, and so on, the children built themselves shops and +bazaars, and sold one another the organic orts, that is to say, +cabbage-stalks, fish-bones, and orange-peel, which were paid for in +mussel-shells. And, as Marston and William looked along this street, as +one may say, at high market time, they saw Cuthbert come slowly riding +along among the children, and the dogs, and the pigs, and the +herring-bones, and brickbats. + +He was riding a noble horse, and was dressed with his usual faultless +neatness and good taste, as clean as a new pin from top to toe. As he +came along, picking his way gently among the children, the fishermen and +their wives came out right and left from their doors, and greeted him +kindly. In olden times they would not have done this, but it had got +about that he was pining for the loss of his brother, and their hearts +had warmed to him. It did not take much to make their hearts warm to a +Ravenshoe; though they were sturdy, independent rogues enough at times. +I am a very great admirer of the old feudal feeling, when it is not +abused by either party. In parts of Australia, where it, or something +near akin to it, is very strong indeed, I have seen it act on high and +low most beneficially; giving to the one side a sense of responsibility, +and to the other a feeling of trust and reliance. "Here's 'Captain +Dash,' or 'Colonel Blank,' or 'Mr. So-and-So,' and he won't see me +wronged, I know. I have served him and his father for forty year, and +he's a _gentleman_, and so were his father before him." That is a sort +of thing you will hear often enough in Australia. And even on the +diggings, with all the leaven of Americanism and European Radicalism one +finds there, it is much easier for a warden to get on with the diggers +if he comes of a known colonial family, than if he is an unknown man. +The old colonial diggers, the people of the greatest real weight, talk +of them, and the others listen and mark. All people, prate as they may, +like a guarantee for respectability. In the colonies, such a guarantee +is given by a man's being tolerably well off, and "come of decent +people." In England, it is given, in cases, by a man and a man's +forefathers having been good landlords and honest men. Such a guarantee +is given by such people as the Ravenshoes, but that is not the whole +secret of _their_ influence. That comes more from association--a feeling +strong enough, as one sees, to make educated and clever men use their +talents and eloquence towards keeping a school in a crowded unhealthy +neighbourhood, instead of moving it into the country; merely because, as +far as one can gather from their speeches, they were educated at it +themselves, twenty years ago. Hereby visiting the sins of the fathers on +the children with a vengeance! + +"Somewhat too much of this." It would be stretching a point to say that +Cuthbert was a handsome man, though he was very near being so, indeed. +He was tall, but not too slender, for he had developed in chest somewhat +since we first knew him. His face was rather pale, but his complexion +perfectly clear; save that he had a black mark round his eyes. His +features were decidedly marked, but not so strongly as Charles's; and +there was an air of stately repose about him, showing itself in his way +of carrying his head perfectly upright, and the firm, but not harsh, +settling of his mouth, with the lower lip slightly pouting, which was +very attractive. He was a consummate horseman, too, and, as I said, +perfectly dressed; and, as he came towards them, looking apparently at +nothing, both William and Marston thought they had never seen a finer +specimen of a gentleman. + +He had strangely altered in two months. As great a change had come over +him as comes over a rustic when the drill-sergeant gets him and makes a +soldier of him. There is the same body, the same features, the same hair +and eyes. Bill Jones is Bill Jones, if you are to believe his mother. +But Bill Jones the soldier is not Bill Jones the ploughboy. He is quite +a different person. So, since the night when Charles departed, Cuthbert +had not been the Cuthbert of former times. He was no longer wayward and +irritable; he was as silent as ever, but he had grown so staid, so +studiously courteous to every one, so exceedingly humble-minded and +patient with every one, that all save one or two wondered at the change +in him. + +He had been passionately fond of Charles, though he had seldom shown it, +and was terribly cut up at his loss. He had greatly humiliated himself +to himself by what was certainly his felonious offer to Father +Mackworth; and he had found the estate somewhat involved, and had +determined to set to work and bring it to rights. These three causes had +made Cuthbert Ravenshoe a humbler and better man than he had ever been +before. + +"William," he said, smiling kindly on him, "I have been seeing after +your estate for you. It does me good to have some one to work for. You +will die a rich man." + +William said nothing. One of Cuthbert's fixed notions was, that he would +die young and childless. He claimed to have a heart-complaint, though it +really appeared without any foundation. It was a fancy which William had +combated at first, but now acquiesced in, because he found it useless to +do otherwise. + +He dismounted and walked with him. "Cuthbert," said William, "we have +been thinking about Charles." + +"I am always thinking about him," said Cuthbert; "is there no way of +finding him?" + +"I am going. I want you to give me some money and let me go." + +"You had better go at once, William. You had better try if the police +can help you. We are pretty sure that he has gone to America, unless he +has enlisted. In either case, it is very possible we may find him. Aunt +Ascot would have succeeded, if she had not lost her temper. Don't you +think I am right, my dear Marston?" + +"I do, indeed, Ravenshoe," said Marston. "Don't you think now, Mr. +Mackworth, that, if a real push is made, and with judgment, we may find +Charles again?" + +They had reached the terrace, and Father Mackworth was standing in front +of the porch. He said he believed it was perfectly possible. "Nay," he +said, "possible! I am as sure of seeing Charles Horton back here again +as I am that I shall eat my dinner to-day." + +"And I," said Cuthbert, "am equally sure that we shall see poor Ellen +back some day. Poor girl! she shall have a warm welcome." + +Father Mackworth said he hoped it might be so. And the lie did not choke +him. + +"We are going to send William away again to look after him, Father," +said Cuthbert. + +"He had much better stay at home and mind his education," said +Mackworth. + +William had his back towards them, and was looking out to sea, +whistling. When the priest spoke he turned round sharply, and said-- + +"Hey? what's that?" + +The priest repeated it. + +"I suppose," said William, "that that is more my business than yours, is +it not? I don't intend to go to school again, certainly not to you." + +Cuthbert looked from one to the other of them, and said nothing. A few +days before this William and the priest had fallen out; and Mackworth, +appealing, had been told with the greatest kindness and politeness by +Cuthbert that he could not interfere. That William was heir to +Ravenshoe, and that he really had no power over him whatever. Mackworth +had said nothing then, but now he had followed Cuthbert into the +library, and, when they were alone, said-- + +"Cuthbert, I did not expect this from you. You have let him insult me +twice, and have not corrected him." + +Cuthbert put his back against the door, and said-- + +"Now you don't leave this room till you apologise for these wicked +words. My dear old fellow, what a goose you are! Have not you and he +always squabbled? Do fight it out with him, and don't try and force me +to take a side. I ain't going to do it, you know, and so I tell you +plainly. Give it to him. Who can do it so well as you? Remember what an +altered position he is in. How can you expect me to take your part +against him?" + +Father Mackworth cleared his brow, and said, laughing, "You are right, +Cuthbert. I'll go about with the rogue. He is inclined to kick over the +traces, but I'll whip him in a little. I have had the whip-hand of every +Ravenshoe I have had to deal with yet, yourself included, and it's hard +if I am to be beat by this new whipper-snapper." + +Cuthbert said affectionately to him, "I think you love me, Mackworth. +Don't quarrel with him more than you can help. I know you love me." And +so Cuthbert went to seek John Marston. + +Love him! Ay, that he did. John Mackworth could be cruel, hard, false, +vindictive. He could cheat, and he could lie, if need were. He was +heartless and ambitious. But he loved Cuthbert. It was a love which had +taken a long time growing, but there it was, and he was half ashamed of +it. Even to himself he would try to make out that it was mere +selfishness and ambition--that he was gentle with Cuthbert, because he +must keep his place at Ravenshoe. Even now he would try to persuade +himself that such was the case--perhaps the more strongly because he +began to see now that there was a soft spot in his heart, and that +Cuthbert was master of it. Since the night when Cuthbert had offered him +ten thousand pounds, and he had refused it, Cuthbert had never been the +same to him. And Mackworth, expecting to find his influence increased, +found to his astonishment that from that moment it was _gone_. +Cuthbert's intensely sensitive and proud nature revolted from the +domination of a man before whom he had so lowered himself; and firmly, +though humbly now, for he was altered by seeing how nearly he had been a +villain, he let him see that he would walk in future in his own +strength. Father Mackworth saw soon that Ravenshoe was a comfortable +home for him, but that his power was gone. Unless! + +And yet he knew he could exercise a power little dreamt of. It is in the +power, possibly, of a condemned man to burn the prison down, and +possibly his interest; but he has compunctions. Mackworth tried to +persuade himself that the reason he did not use his power was that it +would not be advisable. He was a cipher in the house, and knew by +instinct that he would never be more. But in reality, I believe, he let +his power sleep for Cuthbert's sake. + +"Who could have thought," he said, "that the very thing which clenched +my power, as I thought, should have destroyed it? Are not those people +fools who lay down rules for human action? Why, no. They are possibly +right five times out of ten. But as for the other five! Bah! + +"No, I won't allow that. It was my own fault. I should have known his +character better. But there, I could not have helped it, for he did it +himself. I was passive." + +And Cuthbert followed Marston into the hall, and said, "You are not +going away because William goes, Marston?" + +"Do you want me?" said Marston. + +"Yes," said Cuthbert. "You must stay with me. My time is short, and I +must know as much of this world as I may. I have much to do; you must +help me. I will be like a little child in your hands. I will die in the +old faith; but I will learn something new." + +And so Marston stayed with him, and they two grew fast friends. Cuthbert +had nothing to learn in this management of his estate; there he was +Marston's master; but all that a shrewd young man of the world could +teach a bookworm, so much Cuthbert got from Marston. + +Marston one day met the village doctor, the very man whom we saw at the +beginning of the book, putting out William (whom we then supposed to be +Charles) to nurse. Marston asked him, "Was there any reality in this +heart-complaint of Cuthbert's?" + +"Not the very faintest shadow of a reality," said the doctor. "It is the +most tiresome whimsy I ever knew. He has persuaded himself of it, +though. He used to be very hypochondriac. He is as likely to live till +eighty as you are." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +THE MEETING. + + +There was ruin in the Ascot family, we know. And Lord Ascot, crippled +with paralysis at six-and-forty, was lying in South Audley Street, +nursed by Lady Ascot. The boxes, which we saw packed ready for their +foreign tour at the London Bridge Hotel, were still there--not gone +abroad yet, for the simple reason that Herodias had won the Oaks, and +that Lord Welter had won, some said seven, others said seventy thousand +pounds. (He had really won nine). So the boxes might stay where they +were a few days, and he might pursue his usual avocations in peace, all +his debts of honour being satisfied. + +He had barely saved himself from being posted. Fortunately for him, he +had, on the Derby, betted chiefly with a few friends, one of whom was +Hornby; and they waited and said nothing till after the Oaks, when they +were paid, and Welter could hold up his head again. He was indebted to +the generosity of Hornby and Sir Charles Ferrars for his honour--the +very men whom he would have swindled. But he laughed and ate his +dinner, and said they were good fellows, and thought no more of it. + +The bailiffs were at Ranford. The servants were gone, and the horses +were advertised at Tattersall's already. It was reported in the county +that an aged Jew, being in possession, and prowling about the premises, +had come into the poultry-yard, and had surreptitiously slain, cooked, +and essayed to eat, the famous cock "Sampson," the champion bird of +England, since his match with "Young Countryman." On being informed by +the old keeper that my lord had refused sixty guineas for him a few +weeks before, he had (so said the county) fled out of the house, tearing +his hair, and knocked old Lady Hainault, who had also come prowling over +in her pony-carriage, down the steps, flat on her back. Miss Hicks, who +was behind with her shawls, had picked her up, they said, and "caught +it." + +If Adelaide was beautiful everywhere, surely she was more beautiful on +horseback than anywhere else, and no one knew it better than herself. +She was one of the few who appeared in the park in a low-crowned hat--a +"wide-awake." They are not _de rigueur_ even yet, I believe; but +Adelaide was never very particular, so long as she could look well. She +had found out how splendid her perfect mask looked under the careless, +irregular curves of such a head-dress, and how bright her banded hair +shone in contrast with a black ostrich feather which drooped on her +shoulder. And so she had taken to wear one since she had been Lady +Welter, and had appeared in the park in it twice. + +Lord Welter bethought himself once in these times--that is, just after +the Oaks--that he would like to take his handsome wife out, and show her +in the park. His Hornby speculation had turned out ill; in fact, Hornby +had altogether made rather a handsome sum out of him, and he must look +for some one else. The some one else, a young Austrian, Pscechenyi by +name, a young fellow of wealth, had received his advances somewhat +coldly, and it became necessary to hang out Adelaide as a lure. + +Lord Welter was aware that, if he had asked Adelaide to come and ride +with him, on the ground of giving her an afternoon's amusement, and +tried to persuade her to it by fair-spoken commonplaces, she would +probably not have come; and so he did nothing of the kind. He and his +wife thoroughly understood one another. There was perfect confidence +between them in everything. Towards one another they were perfectly +sincere; and this very sincerity begot a feeling of trust between them, +which ultimately ripened into something better. They began life together +without any professions of affection; but out of use, and a similarity +of character, there grew a liking in the end. She knew everything about +Lord Welter, save one thing, which she was to know immediately, and +which was of no importance; and she was always ready to help him, +provided, as she told him, "he didn't humbug," which his lordship, as we +know, was not inclined to do, without her caution. + +Lord Welter went into her dressing-room, in the morning, and said-- + +"Here's a note from Pscechenyi. He won't come to-night." + +"Indeed!" said Adelaide, brushing her hair. "I did not give him credit +for so much sense. Really, you know, he can't be such a fool as he +looks." + +"We must have him," said Lord Welter. + +"Of course we must," said Adelaide. "I really cannot allow such a fat +goose to run about with a knife and fork in him any longer. Heigh ho! +Let's see. He affects Lady Brittlejug, don't he? I am going to her party +to-night, and I'll capture him for you, and bring him home to you from +under her very nose. Now, do try and make a better hand of him than you +did of Hornby, or we shall all be in the workhouse together." + +"I'll do my best," said Lord Welter, laughing. "But look here. I don't +think you'll catch him so, you know. She looks as well as you by +candlelight; but she can't ride a hang. Come out in the park this +afternoon. He will be there." + +"Very well," said Adelaide; "I suppose you know best. I shall be glad of +a ride. Half-past two, then." + +So, at the time appointed, these two innocent lambkins rode forth to +take the air. Lord Welter, big, burly, red-faced, good-humoured, +perfectly dressed, and sitting on his horse as few others could sit, the +model of a frank English nobleman. Adelaide, beautiful and fragile +beyond description, perfect in dress and carriage, riding trustingly and +lovingly in the shadow of her lord, the happy, timid bride all over. +They had no groom. What should a poor simple couple like them want with +a groom? It was a beautiful sight, and many turned to look at them. + +But Lord Saltire, who was looking out of the drawing-room window of Lord +Ascot's house in South Audley Street, as they passed, turned to Marston, +and said very emphatically-- + +"Now, I do really wonder what infernal mischief those two are after. +There is an air of pastoral simplicity about their whole get-up, which +forebodes some very great--very great"--here he paused, took snuff, and +looked Marston straight in the face--"obliquity of moral purpose." + +Meanwhile the unconscious innocents sauntered on into the park, under +the Marble Arch, and down towards Rotten Row. When they got into the +Row, they had a canter. There was Pscechenyi riding with Hornby and Miss +Buckjumper, but they gave them the "go by," and went sortly on towards +Kensington Gate. "Who is the woman in the hat and feathers?" said +everybody who didn't know. "Lady Welter" said everybody who did; and, +whatever else they said of her, they all agreed that she was wonderfully +beautiful, and rode divinely. When they came slowly back, they found +Hornby and the Austrian were standing against the rail, talking to some +ladies. They drew close up, and entered into conversation; and Adelaide +found herself beside Miss Buckjumper, now Lady Handlycross. + +Adelaide was somewhat pleased to find herself at the side of this famous +horsewoman and beauty. She was so sure that comparisons would be +favourable to herself. And they were. If ever an exquisitely-formed nose +was, so to speak put out of joint, that nose was in the middle of Miss +Buckjumper's face that day. Nevertheless, she did not show anything. She +had rather a respect for Adelaide, as being a successful woman. Was not +she herself cantering for a coronet? There was very soon a group round +them, and Lord Welter's hoarse, jolly laugh was heard continually. +People, who were walking in the park to see the great people, paused +outside the circle to look at her, and repassed again. Mr. Pelagius J. +Bottom, of New York, whose father emigrated to Athens, and made a great +fortune at the weaving business in the time of King Theseus, got on a +bench, and looked at her through a double-barrelled opera-glass. There +never was such a success. The Austrian thought no more of Hornby's +cautions, thought no more of Miss Buckjumper or Lady Brittlejug. He was +desperately in love, and was dying for some excuse to withdraw his +refusal of this morning. Pelagius Jas. Bottom would have come, and +mortgaged the paternal weaving business at the dice, but unfortunately +his letters of introduction, being all addressed to respectable people, +did not include one to Lord and Lady Welter. All the young fellows would +have come and played all night, till church-time next morning, for her +sake. As Lord Welter candidly told her that night, she was the best +investment he had ever made. + +They did not want all the young fellows though. Too many cooks spoil the +broth. They only wanted the young Austrian, and so Lord Welter said, +after a time, "I was in hopes of seeing you at my house last night." +That was quite enough. Fifty Hornbys would not have stopped him now. + +Still they stood there talking. Adelaide was almost happy. Which of +these staid women had such power as she? There was a look of pride and +admiration even on Lord Welter's stupid face. Yes, it was a great +success. Suddenly all people began to look one way and come towards the +rails, and a buzz arose, "The Queen--the Queen!" + +Adelaide turned just as the outriders were opposite to her. She saw the +dark claret-coloured carriage, fifty yards off, and she knew that Lady +Emily Montford, who had been her sister bridesmaid at Lady Hainault's +wedding, was in waiting that day. Hornby declares the whole thing was +done on purpose. Let us be more charitable, and suppose that her horse +was startled at the scarlet coats of the outriders; however it was, the +brute took fright, stood on its hind legs, and bolted straight towards +the royal carriage. She reined it up within ten feet of the carriage +step, plunging furiously. Raising her whip hand to push her hat more +firmly on, she knocked it off, and sat there bareheaded, with one loop +of her hair fallen down, a sight which no man who saw it ever forgot. +She saw a look of amazed admiration in the Queen's face. She saw Lady +Emily's look of gentle pity. She saw her Majesty lean forward, and ask +who it was. She saw her name pass Lady Emily's lips, and then she saw +the Queen turn with a frown, and look steadily the other way. + +Wrath and rage were in her heart, and showed themselves one instant in +her face. A groom had run out and picked up her hat. She bent down to +take it from him, and saw that it was Charles Ravenshoe. + +Her face grew soft again directly. Poor thing! she must have had a kind +heart after all, crusted over as it was with vanity, pride, and +selfishness. Now, in her anger and shame, she could have cried to see +her old love so degraded. There was no time for crying, or for saying +more than a few sharp words, for they were coming towards her. + +"What nonsense is this, Charles?" she said. "What is this masquerade? +Are you come to double my shame? Go home and take that dress off and +burn it. Is your pride dead, that you disgrace yourself like this in +public? If you are desperate, as you seem, why are you not at the war? +They want desperate men there. Oh! if I was a man!" + +They parted then! no one but Lord Welter and Hornby knew who Charles +was. The former saw that Adelaide had recognised him, and, as they rode +simply home together, said-- + +"I knew poor Charles was a groom. He saw his sister the other night at +our house. I didn't tell you; I hardly know why. I really believe, do +you know, that the truth of the matter is, Adelaide, that I did not want +to vex you. Now!" + +He looked at her as if he thought she would disbelieve him, but she +said-- + +"Nay, I do believe you, Welter. You are not an ill-natured man, but you +are selfish and unprincipled. So am I, perhaps to a greater extent than +you. At what time is that fool of a German coming?" + +"At half-past eleven." + +"I must go to that woman Brittlejug's party. I must show there, to keep +friends with her. She has such a terrible tongue, I will be back by +twelve or so." + +"I wish you could stay at home." + +"I really dare not, my dear Welter. I must go. I will be back in good +time." + +"Of course you will please yourself about it," said Lord Welter, a +thought sulkily. And, when he was by himself he said-- + +"She is going to see Charles Ravenshoe. Well, perhaps she ought. She +treated him d----d bad! And so did I." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +ANOTHER MEETING. + + +Lord Ascot had been moved into South Audley Street, his town house, and +Lady Ascot was there nursing him. General Mainwaring was off for Varna. +But Lord Saltire had been a constant visitor, bringing with him very +often Marston, who was, you will remember, an old friend of Lady Ascot. + +It was not at all an unpleasant house to be in. Lord Ascot was +crippled--he had been seized with paralysis at Epsom; and he was ruined. +But every one knew the worst, and felt relieved by thinking that things +could get no worse than worst, and so must get better. + +In fact, every one admitted to the family party about that time +remembered it as a very happy and quiet time indeed. Lord Ascot was +their first object, of course; and a more gentle and biddable invalid +than the poor fellow made can hardly be conceived. He was passionately +fond of reading novels (a most reprehensible practice), and so was +easily amused. Lord Saltire and he would play picquet: and every evening +there would be three hours of whist, until the doctor looked in the +last thing, and Lord Ascot was helped to bed. + +Marston was always set to play with Lord Ascot, because Lord Saltire and +Lady Ascot would not play against one another. Lord Saltire, was, of +course, one of the best players in Europe; and I really believe that +Lady Ascot was not the worst by any means. I can see the party now. I +can see Lady Ascot laying down a card, and looking at the same time at +her partner, to call his attention to her lead. And I can see Lord +Saltire take out his snuff-box threat, as if he were puzzled, but not +alarmed. William would come sometimes and sit quietly behind Marston, or +Lord Saltire, watching the game. In short, they were a very quiet +pleasant party indeed. + +One night--it was the very night on which Adelaide had lost her hat in +the Park--there was no whist. Marston had gone down to Oxford suddenly, +and William came in to tell them so. Lady Ascot was rather glad, she +said, for she had a friend coming to tea, who did not play whist; so +Lord Saltire and Lord Ascot sat down to picquet, and William talked to +his aunt. + +"Who is your friend, Maria?" asked Lord Saltire. + +"A Mr. Bidder, a minister. He has written a book on the Revelations, +which you really ought to read, James; it would suit you." + +They both laughed. + +"About the seven seals, hey?" said Lord Saltire; "'_septem phocæ_,' as I +remember Machynleth translated it at Eton once. We called him 'Vitulina' +ever after. The name stuck to him through life with some of us. A +capital name for him, too! His fussy blundering in this war-business is +just like his old headlong way of looking out words in his dictionary. +He is an ass, Maria; and I will bet fifty pounds that your friend, the +minister, is another." + +"How can you know? at all events, the man he brings with him is none." + +"Another minister?" + +"Yes, a Moravian missionary from Australia." + +"Then certainly another ass, or he would have gone as missionary to a +less abominably detestable hole. They were all burnt into the sea there +the other day. Immediately after which the river rose seventy feet, and +drowned the rest of them." + +Soon after were announced Mr. Bidder and Mr. Smith. Mr. Bidder was an +entirely unremarkable man; but Mr. Smith was one of the most remarkable +men I have ever seen, or rather heard--for externally there was nothing +remarkable about him, except a fine forehead, and a large expressive +grey eye, which, when he spoke to you, seemed to come back from a long +distance, and fix itself upon yours. In manners he was perfect. He was +rather taciturn, though always delighted to communicate information +about his travels, in a perfectly natural way. If one man wanted +information on botany, or what not, he was there to give it. If another +wanted to hear about missionary work, he was ready for him. He never +spoke or acted untruthfully for one instant. He never acted the free and +easy man of the world as some religious gentlemen of all sects feel it +necessary to do sometimes, imitating the real thing as well as Paul +Bedford would imitate Fanny Ellsler. What made him remarkable was his +terrible earnestness, and the feeling you had, that his curious language +was natural, and meant something; something very important indeed. + +He has something to do with the story. The straws in the gutter have to +do with the history of a man like Charles, a man who leaves all things +to chance. And this man Smith is very worthy of notice, and so I have +said thus much about him, and am going to say more. + +Mr. Bidder was very strong on the Russian war, which he illustrated by +the Revelations. He was a good fellow, and well-bred enough to see that +his friend Smith was an object of greater interest to Lady Ascot than +himself; so he "retired into" a book of prints, and left the field +clear. + +Mr. Smith sat by Lady Ascot, and William drew close up. Lady Ascot began +by a commonplace, of course. + +"You have suffered great hardships among those savages, Mr. Smith, have +you not?" + +"Hardships! Oh, dear no, my dear lady. Our station was one of the +pleasantest places in the whole earth I believe; and we had a peaceful +time. When the old man is strong in me I wish I was back there." + +"You did not make much progress with them, I believe?" + +"None whatever. We found out after a year or two that it was hopeless to +make them understand the existence of a God; and after that we stayed on +to see if we could bring them to some knowledge of agriculture, and save +them from their inevitable extermination, as the New Zealanders have +been saved." + +"And to no purpose?" + +"None. For instance, we taught them to plant our potatoes for us. They +did it beautifully, but in the night they dug them up and ate them. And +in due season we waited that our potatoes should grow, and they grew +not. Then they came to Brother Hillyar, my coadjutor, an old man, now +ruling ten cities for his Master, and promised for rewards of flour to +tell him why the potatoes did not grow. And he, loving them, gave them +what they desired. And they told him that they dug them up while we +slept. And for two days I went about my business, laughing in secret +places, for which he tried to rebuke me, but could not, laughing +himself. The Lord kept him waiting long, for he was seventy-four; but, +doubtless, his reward is the greater." + +William said, "You brought home a collection of zoological specimens, I +think. They are in the Museum." + +"Yes. But what I could not bring over were my live pets. I and my wife +had a menagerie of our own--a great number of beasts----" + +Mr. Bidder looking up from his book, catching the last sentence only, +said the number of the beast was 666; and, then turning round, held +himself ready to strike into the conversation, thinking that the time +was come when he should hide his light no longer. + +"The natives are very low savages, are they not, Mr. Smith?" said +William. "I have heard that they cannot count above ten." + +"Not so far as that," said Mr. Smith. "The tribe we were most among used +to express all large unknown quantities by 'eighty-four;'[4] it was as +_x_ and _y_ to them. That seems curious at first, does it not?" + +William said it did seem curious, their choosing that particular number. +But Mr. Bidder, dying to mount his hobby-horse, and not caring how, said +it was not at all curious. If you multiplied the twelve tribes of Israel +into the seven cities of refuge, there you were at once. + +Mr. Smith said he thought he had made a little mistake. The number, he +fancied, was ninety-four. + +Lord Saltire, from the card-table, said that that made the matter +clearer than before, For if you placed the Ten Commandments to the +previous result you arrived at ninety-four, which was the number wanted. +And his lordship, who had lost, and was consequently possibly cross, +added that, if you divided the whole by the five foolish virgins, and +pitched Tobit's dog, neck and heels into the result, you would find +yourself much about where you started. + +Mr. Bidder, who, as I said, was a good fellow, laughed, and Mr. Smith +resumed the conversation once more; Lord Saltire seemed interested in +what he said, and did not interfere with him. + +"You buried poor Mrs. Smith out there," said Lady Ascot. "I remember her +well. She was very beautiful as a girl." + +"Very beautiful," said the missionary. "Yes; she never lost her beauty, +do you know. That climate is very deadly to those who go there with the +seeds of consumption in them. She had done a hard day's work before she +went to sleep, though she was young. Don't you think so, Lady Ascot?" + +"A hard day's work; a good day's work, indeed. Who knows better than I?" +said Lady Ascot. "What an awakening it must be from such a sleep as +hers!" + +"Beyond the power of human tongue to tell," said the missionary, looking +dreamily as at something far away. "Show me the poet that can describe +in his finest language the joy of one's soul when one wakes on a +summer's morning. Who, then, can conceive or tell the unutterable +happiness of the purified soul, waking face to face with the King of +Glory?" + +Lord Saltire looked at him curiously, and said to himself, "This fellow +is in earnest. I have seen this sort of thing before. But seldom! Yes, +but seldom!" + +"I should not have alluded to my wife's death," continued the +missionary, in a low voice, "but that her ladyship introduced the +subject. And no one has a better right to hear of her than her kind old +friend. She fell asleep on the Sabbath evening after prayers. We moved +her bed into the verandah, Lady Ascot, that she might see the sunlight +fade out on the tops of the highest trees--a sight she always loved. And +from the verandah we could see through the tree stems Mount Joorma, laid +out in endless folds of woodland, all purple and gold. And I thought she +was looking at the mountain, but she was looking far beyond that, for +she said, 'I shall have to wait thirty years for you, James, but I shall +be very happy and very busy. The time will go quick enough for me, but +it will be a slow, weary time for you, my darling. Go home from here, my +love, into the great towns, and see what is to be done there.' And so +she went to sleep. + +"I rebelled for three days. I went away into the bush, with Satan at my +elbow all the time, through dry places, through the forest, down by +lonely creeksides, up among bald volcanic downs, where there are slopes +of slippery turf, leading down to treacherous precipices of slag; and +then through the quartz ranges, and the reedy swamps, where the black +swans float, and the spur-winged plover hovers and cackles; all about I +went among the beasts and the birds. But on the third day the Lord +wearied of me, and took me back, and I lay on His bosom again like a +child. He will always take you home, my lord, if you come. After three +days, after thrice twenty years, my lord. Time is nothing to Him." + +Lord Saltire was looking on him with kindly admiration. + +"There is something in it, my lord. Depend upon it that it is not all a +dream. Would not you give all your amazing wealth, all your honours, +everything, to change places with me?" + +"I certainly would," said Lord Saltire. "I have always been of opinion +that there was something in it. I remember," he continued, turning to +William, "expressing the same opinion to your father in the Fleet Prison +once, when he had quarrelled with the priests for expressing some +opinions which he had got from me. But you must take up with that sort +of thing very early in life if you mean it to have any reality at all. I +am too old now!"[5] + +Lord Saltire said this in a different tone from his usual one. In a tone +that we have never heard him use before. There was something about the +man Smith which, in spite of his quaint language, softened every one who +heard him speak. Lady Ascot says it was the grace of God. I entirely +agree with her ladyship. + +"I came home," concluded the missionary, "to try some city work. My +wife's nephew, John Marston, whom I expected to see here to-night, is +going to assist me in this work. There seems plenty to do. We are at +work in Southwark, at present." + +Possibly it was well that the company, more particularly Lady Ascot, +were in a softened and forgiving mood. For, before any one had resumed +the conversation, Lord Ascot's valet stood in the door, and, looking at +Lady Ascot with a face which said as plain as words, "It is a terrible +business, my lady, but I am innocent," announced-- + +"Lady Welter." + +Lord Saltire put his snuff-box into his right-hand trousers' pocket, and +his pocket handkerchief into his left, and kept his hands there, leaning +back in his chair, with his legs stretched out, and a smile of infinite +wicked amusement on his face. Lord Ascot and William stared like a +couple of gabies. Lady Ascot had no time to make the slightest change, +either in feature or position, before Adelaide, dressed for the evening +in a cloud of white and pink, with her bare arms loaded with bracelets, +a swansdown fan hanging from her left wrist, sailed swiftly into the +room, with outstretched hands, bore down on Lady Ascot, and began +kissing her, as though the old lady were a fruit of some sort, and she +were a dove pecking at it. + +"Dearest grandma!"--peck. "So glad to see you!"--peck. "Couldn't help +calling in on you as I went to Lady Brittlejug's--and how well you are +looking!"--peck, peck. "I can spare ten minutes--do tell me all the +news, since I saw you. My dear Lord Ascot, I was so sorry to hear of +your illness, but you look better than I expected. And how do _you_ do, +my dear Lord Saltire?" + +Lord Saltire was pretty well, and was delighted to see Lady Welter +apparently in the enjoyment of such health and spirits, and so on, +aloud. But, secretly, Lord Saltire was wondering what on earth could +have brought her here. Perhaps she only wanted to take Lady Ascot by +surprise, and force her into a recognition of her as Lady Welter. No. My +lord saw there was something more than that. She was restless and absent +with Lady Ascot. Her eye kept wandering in the middle of all her +rattling talk; but, wherever it wandered, it always came back to +William, of whom she had hitherto taken no notice whatever. + +"She has come after him. For what?" thought my lord. "I wonder if the +jade knows anything of Charles." + +Lady Ascot had steeled herself against this meeting. She had determined, +firstly, that no mortal power should ever induce her to set eyes on +Adelaide again; and, secondly, that she, Lady Ascot, would give her, +Adelaide, a piece of her mind, which she should never forget to her +dying day. The first of these rather contradictory determinations had +been disposed of by Adelaide's audacity; and as for the second--why, the +piece of Lady Ascot's mind which was to be given to Adelaide was somehow +not ready; but, instead of it, only silent tears, and withered, +trembling fingers, which wandered lovingly over the beautiful young +hand, and made the gaudy bracelets on the wrist click one against the +other. + +"What could I say, Brooks? what could I do?" said Lady Ascot to her maid +that night, "when I saw her own self come back, with her own old way? I +love the girl more than ever, Brooks, I believe. She beat me. She took +me by surprise. I could not resist her. If she had proposed to put me in +a wheelbarrow, and wheel me into the middle of that disgraceful, that +detestable woman Brittlejug's drawing-room, there and then, I should +have let her do it, I believe. I might have begged for time to put on my +bonnet; but I should have gone." + +She sat there ten minutes or more, talking. Then she said that it was +time to go, but that she should come and see Lady Ascot on the morrow. +Then she turned to William, to whom she had not been introduced, and +asked, would he see her to her carriage? Lord Saltire was next the bell, +and looking her steadily in the face, raised his hand slowly to pull it. +Adelaide begged him eagerly not to trouble himself; he, with a smile, +promptly dropped his hand, and out she sailed on William's arm, Lord +Saltire holding the door open, and shutting it after her, with somewhat +singular rapidity. + +"I hope none of those fools of servants will come blundering upstairs +before she has said her say," he remarked, aloud. "Give us some of your +South African experiences, Mr. Smith. Did you ever see a woman beautiful +enough to go clip a lion's claws singlehanded, eh?" + +William, convoying Adelaide downstairs, had got no farther than the +first step, when he felt her hand drawn from his arm; he had got one +foot on the step below, when he turned to see the cause of this. +Adelaide was standing on the step above him, with her glorious face bent +sternly, almost fiercely, down on his, and the hand from which the fan +hung pointed towards him. It was as beautiful a sight as he had ever +seen, and he calmly wondered what it meant. The perfect mouth was curved +in scorn, and from it came sharp ringing words, decisive, hard, clear, +like the sound of a hammer on an anvil. + +"Are you a party to this shameful business, sir? you, who have taken his +name, and his place, and his prospects in society. You, who professed, +as I hear, to love him like another life, dearer than your own. You, who +lay on the same breast with him--tell me, in God's name, that you are +sinning in ignorance." + +William, as I have remarked before, had a certain amount of shrewdness. +He determined to let her go on. He only said, "You are speaking of +Charles Ravenshoe." + +"Ay," she said, sharply; "of Charles Ravenshoe, sir--ex-stable-boy. I +came here to-night to beard them all; to ask them did they know, and did +they dare to suffer it. If they had not given me an answer, I would have +said such things to them as would have made them stop their ears. Lord +Saltire has a biting tongue, has he? Let him hear what mine is. But when +I saw you among them, I determined to save a scene, and speak to you +alone. Shameful----" + +William looked quietly at her. "Will your ladyship remark that I, that +all of us, have been moving heaven and earth to find Charles Ravenshoe, +and that we have been utterly unable to find him? If you have any +information about him, would it not be as well to consider that the +desperation caused by your treatment of him was the principal cause of +his extraordinary resolution of hiding himself? And, instead of scolding +me and others, who are doing all we can, to give us all the information +in your power?" + +"Well, well," she said, "perhaps you are right. Consider me rebuked, +will you have the goodness? I saw Charles Ravenshoe to-day." + +"To-day!" + +"Ay, and talked to him." + +"How did he look? was he pale? was he thin? Did he seem to want money? +Did he ask after me? Did he send any message? Can you take me to where +he is? Did he seem much broken down? Does he know we have been seeking +him? Lady Welter, for God's sake, do something to repair the wrong you +did him, and take me to where he is." + +"I don't know where he is, I tell you. I saw him for just one moment. He +picked up my hat in the Park. He was dressed like a groom. He came from +I know not where, like a ghost from the grave. He did not speak to me. +He gave me my hat, and was gone. I do not know whose groom he is, but I +think Welter knows. He will tell me to-night. I dared not ask him +to-day, lest he should think I was going to see him. When I tell him +where I have been, and describe what has passed here, he will tell me. +Come to me to-morrow morning, and he shall tell you; that will be +better. You have sense enough to see why." + +"I see." + +"Another thing. He has seen his sister Ellen. And yet another thing. +When I ran away with Lord Welter, I had no idea of what had happened to +him--of this miserable _esclandre_. But you must have known that before, +if you were inclined to do me justice. Come to-morrow morning. I must go +now." + +And so she went to her carriage by herself after all. And William stood +still on the stairs, triumphant. Charles was as good as found. + +The two clergymen passed him on their way downstairs, and bade him +good-night. Then he returned to the drawing-room, and said-- + +"My lord, Lady Welter has seen Charles to-day, and spoken to him. With +God's help, I will have him here with us to-morrow night." + +It was half-past eleven. What Charles, in his headlong folly and +stupidity, had contrived to do before this time, must be told in +another chapter--no, I have not patience to wait. My patience is +exhausted. One act of folly following another so fast would exhaust the +patience of Job. If one did not love him so well, one would not be so +angry with him. I will tell it here and have done with it. When he had +left Adelaide, he had gone home with Hornby. He had taken the horses to +the stable; he had written a note to Hornby. Then he had packed up a +bundle of clothes, and walked quietly off. + +Round by St. Peter's Church--he had no particular reason for going +there, except, perhaps, that his poor foolish heart yearned that evening +to see some one who cared for him, though it were only a shoeblack. +There was still one pair of eyes which would throw a light for one +instant into the thick darkness which was gathering fast around him. + +His little friend was there. Charles and he talked for a while, and at +last he said-- + +"You will not see me again. I am going to the war. I am going to Windsor +to enlist in the Hussars, to-night." + +"They will kill you," said the boy. + +"Most likely," said Charles. "So we must say good-bye. Mind, now, you go +to the school at night, and say that prayer I gave you on the paper. We +must say good-bye. We had better be quick about it." + +The boy looked at him steadily. Then he began to draw his breath in long +sighs--longer, longer yet, till his chest seemed bursting. Then out it +all came in a furious hurricane of tears, and he leant his head against +the wall, and beat the bricks with his clenched hand. + +"And I am never to see you no more! no more! no more!" + +"No more," said Charles. But he thought he might soften the poor boy's +grief; and he did think, too, at the moment, that he would go and see +the house where his kind old aunt lived, before he went away for ever; +so he said-- + +"I shall be in South Audley Street, 167, to-morrow at noon. Now, you +must not cry, my dear. You must say good-bye." + +And so he left him, thinking to see him no more. Once more, Charles, +only once more, and then God help you! + +He went off that night to Windsor, and enlisted in the 140th Hussars. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +HALF A MILLION. + + +And so you see here we are all at sixes and sevens once more. Apparently +as near the end of the story as when I wrote the adventures of Alured +Ravenshoe at the Court of Henry the Eighth in the very first chapter. If +Charles had had a little of that worthy's impudence, instead of being +the shy, sensitive fellow he was, why, the story would have been over +long ago. In point of fact, I don't know that it would ever have been +written at all. So it is best as it is for all parties. + +Although Charles had enlisted in Hornby's own regiment he had craftily +calculated that there was not the slightest chance of Hornby's finding +it out for some time. Hornby's troop was at the Regent's Park. The +head-quarters were at Windsor, and the only officer likely to recognise +him was Hornby's captain. And so he went to work at his new duties with +an easy mind, rather amused than otherwise, and wondering where and when +it would all end. + +From sheer unadulterated ignorance, I cannot follow him during the first +week or so of his career. I have a suspicion almost amounting to a +certainty, that, if I could, I should not. I do not believe that the +readers of Ravenshoe would care to hear about sword-exercise, +riding-school, stable-guard, and so on. I can, however, tell you thus +much, that Charles learnt his duties in a wonderfully short space of +time, and was a great favourite with high and low. + +When William went to see Adelaide by appointment the morning after his +interview with her, he had an interview with Lord Welter, who told him +in answer to his inquiries, that Charles was groom to Lieutenant Hornby. + +"I promised that I would say nothing about it," he continued, "but I +think I ought; and Lady Welter has been persuading me to do so, if any +inquiries were made, only this morning. I am deuced glad, Ravenshoe, +that none of you have forgotten him. It would be a great shame if you +had. He is a good fellow, and has been infernally used by some of us--by +me, for instance." + +William, in his gladness, said, "Never mind, my lord; let bygones be +bygones. We shall all be to one another as we were before, please God. I +have found Charles, at all events; so there is no gap in the old circle, +except my father's. I had a message for Lady Welter." + +"She is not down; she is really not well this morning, or she could have +seen you." + +"It is only this. Lady Ascot begs that she will come over to lunch. My +aunt wished she would have stopped longer last night." + +"Your aunt?" + +"My aunt, Lady Ascot." + +"Ah! I beg pardon; I am not quite used to the new state of affairs. Was +Lady Welter with Lady Ascot last night?" + +William was obliged to say yes, but felt as if he had committed an +indiscretion by having said anything about it. + +"The deuce she was!" said Lord Welter. "I thought she was somewhere +else. Tell my father that I will come and see him to-day, if he don't +think it would be too much for him." + +"Ah, Lord Welter! you would have come before, if you had known----" + +"I know--I know. You must know that I had my reasons for not coming. +Well, I hope that you and I will be better acquainted in our new +positions; we were intimate enough in our old." + +When William was gone, Lord Welter went up to his wife's dressing-room +and said-- + +"Lady Welter, you are a jewel. If you go on like this, you will be +recognised, and we shall die at Ranford--you and I--a rich and +respectable couple. If 'ifs and ands were pots and pans,' Lady Welter, +we should do surprisingly well. If, for instance, Lord Saltire could be +got to like me something better than a mad dog, he would leave my father +the whole of his landed estate, and cut Charles Horton, whilom +Ravenshoe, off with the comparatively insignificant sum of eighty +thousand pounds, the amount of his funded property. Eh! Lady Welter?" + +Adelaide actually bounded from her chair. + +"Are you drunk, Welter?" she said. + +"Seeing that it is but the third hour of the day, I am not, Lady Welter. +Neither am I a fool. Lord Saltire would clear my father now, if he did +not know that it would be more for my benefit than his. I believe he +would sooner leave his money to a hospital than see me get one farthing +of it." + +"Welter," said Adelaide, eagerly, "if Charles gets hold of Lord Saltire +again, he will have the whole; the old man adores him. I know it; I see +it all now; why did I never think of it before. He thinks he is like +Lord Barkham, his son. There is time yet. If that man William Ravenshoe +comes this morning, you must know nothing of Charles. Mind that. +Nothing. They must not meet. He may forget him. Mind, Welter, no +answer!" + +She was walking up and down the room rapidly now, and Lord Welter was +looking at her with a satirical smile on his face. + +"Lady Welter," he said, "the man William Ravenshoe has been here and got +his answer. By this time, Charles is receiving his lordship's blessing." + +"Fool!" was all that Adelaide could say. + +"Well, hardly that," said Lord Welter. "At least, _you_ should hardly +call me so. I understood the position of affairs long before you. I was +a reckless young cub not to have paid Lord Saltire more court in old +times; but I never knew the state of our affairs till very shortly +before the crash came, or I might have done so. In the present case, I +have not been such a fool. Charles is restored to Lord Saltire through +my instrumentality. A very good basis of operations, Lady Welter." + +"At the risk of about half a million of money," remarked Adelaide. + +"There was no risk in the other course, certainly," said Lord Welter, +"for we should never have seen a farthing of it. And besides, Lady +Welter----" + +"Well!" + +"I have your attention. Good. It may seem strange to you, who care about +no one in heaven or earth, but I love this fellow, this Charles Horton. +I always did. He is worth all the men I ever met put together. I am glad +to have been able to give him a lift this morning. Even if I had not +been helping myself, I should have done it all the same. That is +comical, is it not? For Lord Saltire's landed property I shall fight. +The campaign begins at lunch to-day, Lady Welter; so, if you will be so +good as to put on your full war-paint and feathers, we will dig up the +tomahawk, and be off on the war-trail in your ladyship's brougham. +Good-bye for the present." + +Adelaide was beaten. She was getting afraid of her husband--afraid of +his strong masculine cunning, of his reckless courage, and of the +strange apparition of a great brutal _heart_ at the bottom of it all. +What were all her fine-spun female cobwebs worth against such a huge, +blundering, thieving hornet as he? + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +TO LUNCH WITH LORD ASCOT. + + +That same day, Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot were sitting in the +drawing-room window, in South Audley Street, alone. He had come in, as +his custom was, about eleven, and found her reading her great old Bible; +he had taken up the paper and read away for a time, saying that he would +not interrupt her; she, too, had seemed glad to avoid a _tête-à-tête_ +conversation, and had continued; but, after a few minutes, he had +dropped the paper, and cried-- + +"The deuce!" + +"My dear James," said she, "what is the matter?" + +"Matter! why, we have lost a war-steamer, almost without a shot fired. +The Russians have got the _Tiger_, crew and all. It is unbearable, +Maria; if they are going to blunder like this at the beginning, where +will it end?" + +Lord Saltire was disgusted with the war from the very beginning, in +consequence of the French alliance, and so the present accident was as +fuel for his wrath. Lady Ascot, as loyal a soul as lived, was possibly +rather glad that something had taken up Lord Saltire's attention just +then, for she was rather afraid of him this morning. She knew his great +dislike for Lord Welter, and expected to be scolded for her weakness +with regard to Adelaide the night before. Moreover, she had the guilty +consciousness that she had asked Adelaide to come to lunch that morning, +of which he did not yet know. So she was rather glad to have a subject +to talk of, not personal. + +"And when did it happen, my dear James?" she asked. + +"On the twelfth of last month, Lady Ascot. Come and sit here in the +window, and give an account of yourself, will you have the goodness?" + +Now that she saw it must come, she was as cool and as careless as need +be. He could not be hard on her. Charles was to come home to them that +day. She drew her chair up, and laid her withered old hand on his, and +the two grey heads were bent together. Grey heads but green hearts. + +"Look at old Daventry," said Lord Saltire, "on the other side of the +way. Don't you see him, Maria, listening to that organ? He is two years +older than I am. He looks younger." + +"I don't know that he does. He ought to look older. She led him a +terrible life. Have you been to see him lately?" + +"What business is that of yours? So you are going to take Welter's wife +back into your good graces, eh, my lady?" + +"Yes, James." + +"'Yes, James!' I have no patience with you. You are weaker than water. +Well, well, we must forgive her, I suppose. She has behaved generous +enough about Charles, has she not? I rather admire her scolding poor +William Ravenshoe. I must renew our acquaintance." + +"She is coming to lunch to-day." + +"I thought you looked guilty. Is Welter coming?" + +Lady Ascot made no reply. Neither at that moment would Lord Saltire have +heard her if she had. He was totally absorbed in the proceedings of his +old friend Lord Daventry, before mentioned. That venerable dandy had +listened to the organ until the man had played all his tunes twice +through, when he had given him half-a-crown, and the man had departed. +Immediately afterwards, a Punch and Judy had come, which Punch and Judy +was evidently an acquaintance of his; for, on descrying him, it had +hurried on with its attendant crowd, and breathlessly pitched itself in +front of him, let down its green curtains, and plunged at once _in +medias res_. The back of the show was towards Lord Saltire; but, just as +he saw Punch look round the corner, to see which way the Devil was gone, +he saw two pickpockets advance on Lord Daventry from different quarters, +with fell intentions. They met at his tail-coat pocket, quarrelled, and +fought. A policeman bore down on them; Lord Daventry was still +unconscious, staring his eyes out of his head. The affair was becoming +exciting, when Lord Saltire felt a warm tear drop on his hand. + +"James," said Lady Ascot, "don't be hard on Welter. I love Welter. There +is good in him; there is, indeed. I know how shamefully he has behaved; +but don't be hard on him, James." + +"My dearest Maria," said Lord Saltire, "I would not give you one +moment's uneasiness for the world. I do not like Welter. I dislike him. +But I will treat him for your sake and Ascot's as though I loved +him--there. Now about Charles. He will be with us to-day, thank God. +What the deuce are we to do?" + +"I cannot conceive," said Lady Ascot; "it is such a terrible puzzle. One +does not like to move, and yet it seems such a sin to stand still." + +"No answer to your advertisement, of course?" said Lord Saltire. + +"None whatever. It seems strange, too, with such a reward as we have +offered; but it was worded so cautiously, you see." + +Lord Saltire laughed. "Cautiously, indeed. No one could possibly guess +what it was about. It was a miracle of obscurity; but it won't do to go +any further yet." After a pause, he said--"You are perfectly certain of +your facts, Maria, for the fiftieth time." + +"Perfectly certain. I committed a great crime, James. I did it for +Alicia's sake. Think what my bringing up had been, how young I was, and +forgive me if you can; excuse me if you cannot." + +"Nonsense about a great crime, Maria. It was a great mistake, certainly. +If you had only had the courage to have asked Petre one simple question! +Alicia never guessed the fact, of course?" + +"Never." + +"Do you think, Maria, that by any wild possibility James or Nora knew?" + +"How could they possibly? What a foolish question." + +"I don't know. These Roman Catholics do strange things," said Lord +Saltire, staring out of window at the crowd. + +"If she knew, why did she change the child?" + +"Eh?" said Lord Saltire, turning round. + +"You have not been attending," said Lady Ascot. + +"No, I have not," said Lord Saltire; "I was looking at Daventry." + +"Do you still," said Lord Saltire, "since all our researches and +failures, stick to the belief that the place was in Hampshire?" + +"I do indeed, and in the north of Hampshire too." + +"I wonder," said Lord Saltire, turning round suddenly, "whether +Mackworth knows?" + +"Of course he does," said Lady Ascot, quietly. + +"Hum," said Lord Saltire, "I had a hold over that man once; but I threw +it away as being worthless. I wish I had made a bargain for my +information. But what nonsense; how can he know?" + +"Know?" said Lady Ascot, scornfully; "what is there a confessor don't +know? Don't tell me that all Mackworth's power came from finding out +poor Densil's _faux pas_. The man had a sense of power other than that." + +"Then he never used it," said Lord Saltire. "Densil, dear soul, never +knew." + +"I said a _sense_ of power," said Lady Ascot, "which gave him his +consummate impudence. Densil never dreamt of it." + +At this point the policeman had succeeded in capturing the two +pickpockets, and was charging them before Lord Daventry. Lord Daventry +audibly offered them ten shillings a-piece to say nothing about it; at +which the crowd cheered. + +"Would it be any use to offer money to the priest--say ten thousand +pounds or so?" said Lord Saltire. "You are a religious woman, Maria, and +as such are a better judge of a priest's conscience than I. What do you +think?" + +"I don't know," said Lady Ascot. "I don't know but what the man is +high-minded, in his heathenish way. You know Cuthbert's story of his +having refused ten thousand pounds to hush up the matter about Charles. +His information would be a blow to the Popish Church in the West. He +would lose position by accepting your offer. I don't know what his +position may be worth. You can try him, if all else fails; not +otherwise, I should say. We must have a closer search." + +"When you come to think, Maria, he can't know. If Densil did not know, +how could he?" + +"Old Clifford might have known, and told him." + +"If we are successful, and if Adelaide has no children--two improbable +things--" said Lord Saltire, "why then----" + +"Why then----" said Lady Ascot. "But at the worst you are going to make +Charles a rich man. Shall you tell William?" + +"Not yet. Cuthbert should never be told, I say; but that is Charles's +business. I have prepared William." + +"Cuthbert will not live," said Lady Ascot. + +"Not a chance of it, I believe. Marston says his heart-complaint does +not exist, but I think differently." + +At this moment, Lord Daventry's offer of money having been refused, the +whole crowd moved off in procession towards the police-station. First +came three little girls with big bonnets and babies, who, trying to do +two things at once--to wit, head the procession by superior speed, +and at the same time look round at Lord Daventry and the +pickpockets--succeeded in neither, but only brought the three babies' +heads in violent collision every other step. Next came Lord Daventry, +resigned. Next the policeman, with a pickpocket in each hand, who were +giving explanations. Next the boys; after them, the Punch and Judy, +which had unfortunately seen the attempt made, and must to the station +as a witness, to the detriment of business. Bringing up the rear were +the British public, who played practical jokes with one another. The +dogs kept a parallel course in the gutter, and barked. In turning the +first corner, the procession was cut into, and for a time thrown into +confusion, by a light-hearted costermonger, who, returning from a +successful market with an empty barrow, drove it in among them with +considerable velocity. After which, they disappeared like the baseless +fabric of a dream, only to be heard of again in the police reports. + +"Lord and Lady Welter." + +Lord Saltire had seen them drive up to the door; so he was quite +prepared. He had been laughing intensely; but quite silently, at poor +Lord Daventry's adventures, and so, when he turned round, he had a smile +on his face. Adelaide had done kissing Lady Ascot, and was still holding +both her hands with a look of intense mournful affection. Lord Saltire +was so much amused by Adelaide's acting, and her simplicity in +performing before himself, that, when he advanced to Lord Welter, he was +perfectly radiant. + +"Well, my dear scapegrace, and how do _you_ do?" he said, giving his +hand to Lord Welter; "a more ill-mannered fellow I never saw in my life. +To go away and hide yourself with that lovely young wife of yours, and +leave all us oldsters to bore one another to death. What the deuce do +you mean by it, eh, sir?" + +Lord Welter did not reply in the same strain. He said-- + +"It is very kind of you to receive me like this. I did not expect it. +Allow me to tell you, that I think your manner towards me would not be +quite so cordial if you knew everything; there is a great deal that you +don't know, and which I don't mean to tell you." + +It is sometimes quite impossible, even for a writer of fiction, a man +with _carte blanche_ in the way of invention, to give the cause, for a +man's actions. I have thought and thought, and I cannot for the life of +me tell you why Lord Welter answered Lord Saltire like that, whether it +was from deep cunning or merely from recklessness. If it was cunning, it +was cunning of a high order. It was genius. The mixture of respect and +kindness towards the person, and of carelessness about his favour +was--well--very creditable. Lord Saltire did not think he was acting, +and his opinion is of some value, I believe. But then, we must remember +that he was prepared to think the best of Lord Welter that day, and must +make allowances. I am not prepared with an opinion; let every man form +his own. I only know that Lord Saltire tapped his teeth with his +snuff-box and remained silent. Lord Welter, whether consciously or no, +was nearer the half of a million of money than he had ever been before. + +But Adelaide's finer sense was offended at her husband's method of +proceeding. For one instant, when she heard him say what he did, she +could have killed him. "Reckless, brutal, selfish," she said fiercely +to herself, "throwing a duke's fortune to the winds by sheer obstinacy." +(At this time she had picked up Lady Ascot's spectacles, and was +playfully placing them on her venerable nose.) "I wish I had never seen +him. He is maddening. If he only had some brains, where might not we +be?" But the conversation of that morning came to her mind with a jar, +and the suspicion with it, that he had more brains of a sort than she; +that, though they were on a par in morality, there was a strength about +him, against which her finesse was worthless. She knew she could never +deceive Lord Saltire, and there was Lord Saltire tapping him on the knee +with his snuff-box, and talking earnestly and confidentially to him. She +was beginning to respect her husband. _He_ dared face that terrible old +man with his hundreds of thousands; _she_ trembled in his presence. + +Let us leave her, fooling our dear old friend to the top of her bent, +and hear what the men were saying. + +"I know you have been, as they say now, 'very fast,'" said Lord Saltire, +drawing nearer to him. "I don't want to ask any questions which don't +concern me. You have sense enough to know that it is worth your while to +stand well with me. Will you answer me a few questions which do concern +me?" + +"I can make no promises, Lord Saltire. Let me hear what they are, will +you?" + +"Why," said Lord Saltire, "about Charles Ravenshoe." + +"About Charles!" said Lord Welter, looking up at Lord Saltire. "Oh, yes; +any number. I have nothing to conceal there. Of course you will know +everything. I had sooner you knew it from me than another." + +"I don't mean about Adelaide; let that go by. Perhaps I am glad that +that is as it is. But have you known where Charles was lately? Your wife +told William to come to her this morning; that is why I ask." + +"I have known a very short time. When William Ravenshoe came this +morning, I gave him every information. Charles will be with you to-day." + +"I am satisfied." + +"I don't care to justify myself, but if it had not been for me you would +never have seen him. And more. I am not the first man, Lord Saltire, who +has done what I have done." + +"No, of course not," said Lord Saltire. "I can't fling the first stone +at you; God forgive me." + +"But you must see, Lord Saltire, that I could not have guessed that +Ellen was his sister." + +"Hey?" said Lord Saltire. "Say that again." + +"I say that, when I took Ellen Horton away from Ravenshoe, I did not +know that she was Charles's sister." + +Lord Saltire fell back in his chair, and said-- + +"Good God!" + +"It is very terrible, looked at one way, Lord Saltire. If you come to +look at it another, it amounts to this, that she was only, as far as I +knew, a gamekeeper's daughter. Do you remember what you said to Charles +and me when we were rusticated?" + +"Yes. I said that one vice was considered more venial than another vice +nowadays; and I say so still. I had sooner that you had died of delirium +tremens in a ditch than done this." + +"So had not I, Lord Saltire. When I became involved with Adelaide, I +thought Ellen was provided for; I, even then, had not heard this +_esclandre_ about Charles. She refused a splendid offer of marriage +before she left me." + +"We thought she was dead. Where is she gone?" + +"I have no idea. She refused everything. She stayed on as Adelaide's +maid, and left us suddenly. We have lost all trace of her." + +"What a miserable, dreadful business!" said Lord Saltire. + +"Very so," said Lord Welter. "Hadn't we better change the subject, my +lord?" he added, drily. "I am not at all sure that I shall submit to +much more cross-questioning. You must not push me too far, or I shall +get savage." + +"I won't," said Lord Saltire. "But, Welter, for God's sake, answer me +two more questions. Not offensive ones, on my honour." + +"Fifty, if you will; only consider my rascally temper." + +"Yes, yes! When Ellen was with you, did she ever hint that she was in +possession of any information about the Ravenshoes?" + +"Yes; or rather, when she went, she left a letter, and in it she said +that she had something to tell Charles." + +"Good, good!" said Lord Saltire. "She may know. We must find her. Now, +Charles is coming here to-day. Had you better meet him, Welter?" + +"We have met before. All that is past is forgiven between us." + +"Met!" said Lord Saltire, eagerly. "And what did he say to you? Was +there a scene, Welter?" + +Lord Welter paused before he answered, and Lord Saltire, the wise, +looked out of the window. Once Lord Welter seemed going to speak, but +there was a catch in his breath. The second attempt was more fortunate. +He said, in a low voice-- + +"Why, I'll tell you, my lord. Charles Ravenshoe is broken-hearted." + +"Lord and Lady Hainault." + +And Miss Corby, and Gus, and Flora, and Archy, the footman might have +added, but was probably afraid of spoiling his period. + +It was rather awkward. They were totally unexpected, and Lord Hainault +and Lord Welter had not met since Lord Hainault had denounced Lord +Welter at Tattersall's. It was so terribly awkward that Lord Saltire +recovered his spirits, and looked at the two young men with a smile. The +young men disappointed him, however, for Lord Hainault said, "How d'ye +do, Welter?" and Lord Welter said, "How do, Hainault?" and the matter +was settled, at all events for the present. + +When all salutations had been exchanged among the ladies, and Archy had +hoisted himself up into Mary's lap, and Lady Hainault had imperially +settled herself in a chair, with Flora at her knee, exactly opposite +Adelaide, there was a silence for a moment, during which it became +apparent that Gus had a question to ask of Lady Ascot. Mary trembled, +but the others were not quite sorry to have the silence broken. Gus, +having obtained leave of the house, wished to know whether or not Satan, +should he repent of his sins, would have a chance of regaining his +former position? + +"That silly Scotch nursemaid has been reading Burns's poems to him, I +suppose," said Lady Hainault; "unless Mary herself has been doing so. +Mary prefers anything to Watts's hymns, Lady Ascot." + +"You must not believe one word Lady Hainault says, Lady Ascot," said +Mary. "She has been shamefully worsted in an argument, and she is +resorting to all sorts of unfair means to turn the scales. I never read +a word of Burns's poems in my life." + +"You will be pleased not to believe a single word Miss Corby says, Lady +Ascot," said Lady Hainault. "She has convicted herself. She sings, 'The +banks and braes of bonny Doon'--very badly, I will allow, but still she +sings it." + +There was a laugh at this. Anything was better than the silence which +had gone before. It became evident that Lady Hainault would not speak to +Adelaide. It was very uncomfortable. Dear Mary would have got up another +friendly passage of arms with Lady Hainault, but she was too nervous. +She would have even drawn out Gus, but she saw that Gus, dear fellow, +was not in a humour to be trusted that morning. He evidently was aware +that the dogs of war were loose, and was champing the bit like a +war-horse. Lady Ascot was as nervous as Mary, dying to say something, +but unable. Lady Hainault was calmly inexorable, Adelaide sublimely +indifferent. If you will also consider that Lady Ascot was awaiting news +of Charles--nay, possibly Charles himself--and that, in asking Adelaide +to lunch, she had overlooked the probability that William would bring +him back with him--that Lord Welter had come without invitation, and +that the Hainaults wore totally unexpected--you will think that the dear +old lady was in about as uncomfortable a position as she could be, and +that any event, even the house catching fire, must change matters for +the better. + +Not at all. They say that, when things come to the worst, they must +mend. That is undeniable. But when are they at the worst? Who can tell +that? Lady Ascot thought they were at the worst now, and was taking +comfort. And then the footman threw open the door, and announced-- + +"Lady Hainault and Miss Hicks." + +At this point Lady Ascot lost her temper, and exclaimed aloud, "This is +too much!" They thought old Lady Hainault did not hear her; but she did, +and so did Hicks. They heard it fast enough, and remembered it too. + +In great social catastrophes, minor differences are forgotten. In the +Indian mutiny, people spoke to one another, and made friends, who were +at bitterest variance before. There are crises so terrible that people +of all creeds and shades of political opinion must combine against a +common enemy. This was one. When this dreadful old woman made her +totally unexpected entrance, and when Lady Ascot showed herself so +entirely without discretion as to exclaim aloud in the way she did, +young Lady Hainault and Adelaide were so horrified, so suddenly +quickened to a sense of impending danger, that they began talking loudly +and somewhat affectionately to one another. And young Lady Hainault, +whose self-possession was scattered to the four winds by this last +misfortune, began asking Adelaide all about Lady Brittlejug's drum, in +full hearing of her mamma-in-law, who treasured up every word she said. +And, just as she became conscious of saying wildly that she was so sorry +she could not have been there--as if Lady Brittlejug would ever have had +the impudence to ask her--she saw Lord Saltire, across the room, looking +quietly at her, with the expression on his face of one of the idols at +Abou Simbel. + +Turn Lady Ascot once fairly to bay, you would (if you can forgive slang) +get very little change out of her. She came of valiant blood. No +Headstall was ever yet known to refuse his fence. Even her poor brother, +showing as he did traces of worn-out blood (the men always go a +generation or two before the women), had been a desperate rider, +offered to kick Fouquier Tinville at his trial, and had kept Simon +waiting on the guillotine while he pared his nails. Her ladyship rose +and accepted battle; she advanced towards old Lady Hainault, and, +leaning on her crutched stick, began-- + +"And how do you do, my dear Lady Hainault?" + +She thought Lady Hainault would say something very disagreeable, as she +usually did. She looked at her, and was surprised to see how altered she +was. There was something about her looks that Lady Ascot did not like. + +"My dear Lady Ascot," said old Lady Hainault, "I thank you. I am a very +old woman. I never forget my friends, I assure you. Hicks, is Lord +Hainault here?--I am very blind, you will be glad to hear, Lady Ascot. +Hicks, I want Lord Hainault, instantly. Fetch him to me, you stupid +woman. Hainault! Hainault!" + +Our Lady Hainault rose suddenly, and put her arm round her waist. +"Mamma," she said, "what do you want!" + +"I want Hainault, you foolish girl. Is that him? Hainault, I have made +the will, my dear boy. The rogue came to me, and I told him that the +will was made, and that Britten and Sloane had witnessed it. Did I do +right or not, eh? Ha! ha! I followed you here to tell you. Don't let +that woman Ascot insult me, Hainault. She has committed a felony, that +woman. I'll have her prosecuted. And all to get that chit Alicia married +to that pale-faced papist, Petre Ravenshoe. She thinks I didn't know it, +does she? I knew she knew it well enough, and I knew it too, and I have +committed a felony too, in holding my tongue, and we'll both go to +Bridewell, and----" + +Lord Saltire here came up, and quietly offered her his arm. She took it +and departed, muttering to herself. + +I must mention here, that the circumstance mentioned by old Lady +Hainault, of having made a will, had nothing to do with the story. A +will had existed to the detriment of Lady Hainault and Miss Hicks, and +she had most honourably made another in their favour. + +Lady Ascot would have given worlds to unsay many things she had +heretofore said to her. It was evident that poor old Lady Hainault's +mind was failing. Lady Ascot would have prayed her forgiveness on her +knees, but it was too late. Lady Hainault never appeared in public +again. She died a short time after this, and, as I mentioned before, +left poor Miss Hicks a rich woman. Very few people knew how much good +there was in the poor old soul. Let the Casterton tenantry testify. + +On this occasion her appearance had, as we have seen, the effect of +reconciling Lady Hainault and Adelaide. A very few minutes after her +departure William entered the room, followed by Hornby, whom none of +them had ever seen before. + +They saw from William's face that something fresh was the matter. He +introduced Hornby, who seemed concerned, and then gave an open note to +Lord Saltire. He read it over, and then said-- + +"This unhappy boy has disappeared again. Apparently his interview with +you determined him, my dear Lady Welter. Can you give us any clue? This +is his letter:" + + "DEAR LIEUTENANT,--I must say good-bye even to you, my last + friend. I was recognised in your service to-day by Lady + Welter, and it will not do for me to stay in it any longer. + It was a piece of madness ever taking to such a line of + life." + + [Here there were three lines carefully erased. Lord Saltire + mentioned it, and Hornby quietly said, "I erased those + lines previous to showing the letter to any one; they + referred to exceedingly private matters." Lord Saltire + bowed and continued.] "A hundred thanks for your kindness; + you have been to me more like a brother than a master. We + shall meet again, when you little expect it. Pray don't + assist in any search after me; it will be quite useless. + + CHARLES HORTON." + +Adelaide came forward as pale as death. "I believe I am the cause of +this. I did not dream it would have made him alter his resolution so +suddenly. When I saw him yesterday he was in a groom's livery. I told +him he was disgracing himself, and told him, if he was desperate, to go +to the war." + +They looked at one another in silence. + +"Then," Lady Ascot said, "he has enlisted, I suppose. I wonder in what +regiment?--could it be in yours, Mr. Hornby?" + +"The very last in which he would, I should say," said Hornby, "if he +wants to conceal himself. He must know that I should find him at once." + +So Lady Ascot was greatly pooh-poohed by the other wiseacres, she being +right all the time. + +"I think," said Lord Saltire to Lady Ascot, "that perhaps we had better +take Mr. Hornby into our confidence." She agreed, and, after the +Hainaults and Welters were gone, Hornby remained behind with them, and +heard things which rather surprised him. + +"Inquiries at the depôts of various regiments would be as good a plan as +any. Meanwhile I will give any assistance in my power. Pray, would it +not be a good plan to advertise for him, and state all the circumstances +of the case?" + +"Why, no," said Lord Saltire, "we do not wish to make known all the +circumstances yet. Other interests have to be consulted, and our +information is not yet complete. Complete! we have nothing to go on but +mere surmise." + +"You will think me inquisitive," said Hornby. "But you little know what +a right (I had almost said) I have to ask these questions. Does the +present Mr. Ravenshoe know of all this?" + +"Not one word." + +And so Hornby departed with William, and said nothing at all about +Ellen. As they left the door a little shoeblack looked inquisitively at +them, and seemed as though he would speak. They did not notice the +child. He could have told them what they wanted to know, but how were +they to guess that? + +Impossible. Actually, according to the sagacious Welter, half a million +pounds, and other things, going a-begging, and a dirty little shoeblack +the only human being who knew where the heir was! A pig is an obstinate +animal, likewise a sheep; but what pig or sheep was ever so provoking in +its obstinacy as Charles in his good-natured, well-meaning, blundering +stupidity? In a very short time you will read an advertisement put into +_The Times_ by Lady Ascot's solicitor, which will show the reason for +some of the great anxiety which she and others felt to have him on the +spot. At first Lady Ascot and Lord Saltire lamented his absence, from +the hearty goodwill they bore him; but, as time wore on, they began to +get deeply solicitous for his return for other reasons. Lady Ascot's +hands were tied. She was in a quandary, and, when the intelligence came +of his having enlisted, and there seemed nearly a certainty of his being +shipped off to foreign parts, and killed before she could get at him, +she was in a still greater quandary. Suppose, before being killed, he +was to marry some one? "Good heavens, my dear James, was ever an +unfortunate wretch punished so before for keeping a secret?" + +"I should say not, Maria," said Lord Saltire, coolly. "I declare I love +the lad the better the more trouble he gives one. There never was such a +dear obstinate dog. Welter has been making his court, and has made it +well--with an air of ruffian-like simplicity, which was charming, +because novel. I, even I, can hardly tell whether it was real or not. He +has ten times the brains of his shallow-pated little wife, whose +manoeuvres, my dear Maria, I should have thought even you, not +ordinarily a sagacious person, might have seen through." + +"I believe the girl loves me; and don't be rude, James." + +"I believe she don't care twopence for you; and I shall be as rude as I +please, Maria." + +Poor Lord Ascot had a laugh at this little battle between his mother and +her old friend. So Lord Saltire turned to him and said-- + +"At half-past one to-morrow morning you will be awakened by three +ruffians in crape masks, with pistols, who will take you out of bed with +horrid threats, and walk you upstairs and down in your shirt, until you +have placed all your money and valuables into their hands. They will +effect an entrance by removing a pane of glass, and introducing a small +boy, disguised as a shoeblack, who will give them admittance." + +"Good Gad!" said Lord Ascot, "what are you talking about?" + +"Don't you see that shoeblack over the way?" said Lord Saltire. "He has +been watching the house for two hours; the burglars are going to put him +in at the back-kitchen window. There comes Daventry back from the +police-station. I bet you a sovereign he has his boots cleaned." + +Poor Lord Ascot jumped at the bet like an old war-horse. "I'd have given +you three to one if you had waited." + +Lord Daventry had indeed re-appeared on the scene; his sole attendant +was one of the little girls with a big bonnet and a baby, before +mentioned, who had evidently followed him to the police-station, watched +him in, and then accompanied him home, staring at him as at a man of +dark experiences, a man not to be lost sight of on any account, lest +some new and exciting thing should befall him meanwhile. This young +lady, having absented herself some two hours on this errand, and having +thereby deprived the baby of its natural nourishment, was now suddenly +encountered by an angry mother, and, knowing what she had to expect, was +forced to "dodge" her infuriated parent round and round Lord Daventry, +in a way which made that venerable nobleman giddy, and caused him to +stop, shut his eyes, and feebly offer them money not to do it any more. +Ultimately the young lady was caught and cuffed, the baby was refreshed, +and his lordship free. + +Lord Saltire won his pound, to his great delight. Such an event as a +shoeblack in South Audley Street was not to be passed by. Lord Daventry +entered into conversation with our little friend, asked him if he went +to school? if he could say the Lord's Prayer? how much he made in the +day? whether his parents were alive? and ultimately had his boots +cleaned, and gave the boy half-a-crown. After which he disappeared from +the scene, and, like many of our large staff of supernumeraries, from +this history for evermore--he has served his turn with us. Let us +dismiss the kind-hearted old dandy with our best wishes. + +Lord Saltire saw him give the boy the half-crown. He saw the boy pocket +it as though it were a halfpenny: and afterwards continue to watch the +house, as before. He was more sure than ever that the boy meant no good. +If he had known that he was waiting for one chance of seeing Charles +again, perhaps he would have given him half-a-crown himself. What a +difference one word from that boy would have made in our story! + +When they came back from dinner, there was the boy still lying on the +pavement, leaning against his box. The little girl who had had her ears +boxed came and talked to him for a time, and went on. After a time she +came back with a quartern loaf in her hand, the crumbs of which she +picked as she went along, after the manner of children sent on an errand +to the baker's. When she had gone by, he rose and leant against the +railings, as though lingering, loth to go. + +Once more, later, Lord Saltire looked out, and the boy was still there. +"I wonder what the poor little rogue wants?" said Lord Saltire; "I have +half a mind to go and ask him." But he did not. It was not to be, my +lord. You might have been with Charles the next morning at Windsor. You +might have been in time if you had; you will have a different sort of +meeting with him than that, if you meet him at all. Beyond the grave, my +lord, that meeting must be. Possibly a happier one, who knows? who dare +say? + +The summer night closed in, but the boy lingered yet, to see, if +perchance he might, the only friend he ever had; to hear, if he might, +the only voice which had ever spoken gently and kindly to him of higher +things: the only voice which had told him that strange, wild tale, +scarce believed as yet, of a glorious immortality. + +The streets began to get empty. The people passed him-- + + "Ones and twos, + And groups; the latest said the night grew chill, + And hastened; but he loitered; whilst the dews + Fell fast, he loitered still." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +LADY HAINAULT'S BLOTTING-BOOK. + + +In the natural course of events, I ought now to follow Charles in his +military career, step by step. But the fact is that I know no more about +the details of horse-soldiering than a marine, and therefore I cannot. +It is within the bounds of possibility that the reader may congratulate +himself on my ignorance, and it may also be possible that he has good +reason for so doing. + +Within a fortnight after Hornby's introduction to Lord Saltire and Lady +Ascot, he was off with the head-quarters of his regiment to Varna. The +depôt was at Windsor, and there, unknown to Hornby, was Charles, +drilling and drilling. Two more troops were to follow the head-quarters +in a short time, and so well had Charles stuck to his duty that he was +considered fit to take his place in one of them. Before his moustaches +were properly grown, he found himself a soldier in good earnest. + +In all his troubles this was the happiest time he had, for he had got +rid of the feeling that he was a disgraced man. If he must wear a +livery, he would wear the Queen's; there was no disgrace in that. He was +a soldier, and he would be a hero. Sometimes, perhaps, he thought for a +moment that he, with his two thousand pounds' worth of education, might +have been better employed than in littering a horse, and +swash-bucklering about among the Windsor taverns; but he did not think +long about it. If there were any disgrace in the matter, there was a +time coming soon, by all accounts, when the disgrace would be wiped out +in fire and blood. On Sunday, when he saw the Eton lads streaming up to +the terrace, the old Shrewsbury days, and the past generally, used to +come back to him rather unpleasantly; but the bugle put it all out of +his head again in a moment. Were there not the three most famous armies +in the world gathering, gathering, for a feast of ravens? Was not the +world looking on in silence and awe, to see England, France, and Russia +locked in a death-grip? Was not he to make one at the merry meeting? Who +could think at such a time as this? + +The time was getting short now. In five days they were to start for +Southampton, to follow the head-quarters to Constantinople, to Varna, +and so into the dark thunder-cloud beyond. He felt as certain that he +would never come back again, as that the sun would rise on the morrow. + +He made the last energetic effort that he made at all. It was like the +last struggle of a drowning man. He says that the way it happened was +this. And I believe him, for it was one of his own mad impulses, and, +like all his other impulses, it came too late. They came branking into +some pot-house, half a dozen of them, and talked aloud about this and +that, and one young lad among them said, that "he would give a thousand +pounds, if he had it, to see his sister before he went away, for fear +she should think that he had gone off without thinking of her." + +Charles left them, and walked up the street. As he walked, his purpose +grew. He went straight to the quarters of a certain cornet, son to the +major of the regiment, and asked to speak to him. + +The cornet, a quiet, smooth-faced boy, listened patiently to what he had +to say, but shook his head and told him he feared it was impossible. +But, he said, after a pause, he would help him all he could. The next +morning he took him to the major while he was alone at breakfast, and +Charles laid his case before him so well, that the kind old man gave him +leave to go to London at four o'clock, and come back by the last train +that same evening. + +The Duchess of Cheshire's ball was the last and greatest which was given +that season. It was, they say, in some sort like the Duchess of +Richmond's ball before Waterloo. The story I have heard is, that Lord +George Barty persuaded his mother to give it, because he was sure that +it would be the last ball he should ever dance at. At all events it was +given, and he was right; for he sailed in the same ship with Charles +four days after, and was killed at Balaclava. However, we have nothing +to do with that. All we have to do with is the fact, that it was a very +great ball indeed, and that Lady Hainault was going to it. + +Some traditions and customs grow by degrees into laws, ay, and into laws +less frequently broken than those made and provided by Parliament. Allow +people to walk across the corner of one of your fields for twenty years, +and there is a right of way, and they may walk across that field till +the crack of doom. Allow a man to build a hut on your property, and live +in it for twenty years, and you can't get rid of him. He gains a right +there. (I never was annoyed in either of these ways myself, for reasons +which I decline to mention; but it is the law, I believe.) There is no +law to make the young men fire off guns at one's gate on the 6th of +November, but they never miss doing it. (I found some of the men using +their rifles for this purpose last year, and had to fulminate about +it.) To follow out the argument, there was no rule in Lord Hainault's +house that the children should always come in and see their aunt dress +for a ball. But they always did; and Lady Hainault herself, though she +could be perfectly determined, never dared to question their right. + +They behaved very well. Flora brought in a broken picture-broom, which, +stuck into an old straw hat of Archy's, served her for feathers. She +also made unto herself a newspaper fan. Gus had an old twelfth-cake +ornament on his breast for a star, and a tape round his neck for a +garter. In this guise they represented the Duke and Duchess of Cheshire, +and received their company in a corner, as good as gold. As for Archy, +he nursed his cat, sucked his thumb, and looked at his aunt. + +Mary was "by way of" helping Lady Hainault's maid, but she was very +clumsy about it, and her hands shook a good deal. Lady Hainault, at last +looking up, saw that she was deadly pale, and crying. So, instead of +taking any notice, she dismissed the children as soon as she could, as a +first step towards being left alone with Mary. + +Gus and Flora, finding that they must go, changed the game, and made +believe that they were at court, and that their aunt was the Queen. So +they dexterously backed to the door, and bowed themselves out. Archy was +lord chamberlain, or gold stick, or what not, and had to follow them in +the same way. He was less successful, for he had to walk backwards, +sucking his thumb, and nursing his cat upside down (she was a patient +cat, and was as much accustomed to be nursed that way as any other). He +got on very well till he came to the door, when he fell on the back of +his head, crushing his cat and biting his thumb to the bone. Gus and +Flora picked him up, saying that lord chamberlains never cried when they +fell on the backs of their heads. But Archy, poor dear, was obliged to +cry a little, the more so as the dear cat had bolted upstairs, with her +tail as big as a fox's, and Archy was afraid she was angry with him, +which seemed quite possible. So Mary had to go out and take him to the +nursery. He would stop his crying, he said, if she would tell him the +story of Ivedy Avedy. So she told it him quite to the end, where the +baffled old sorcerer, Gongolo, gets into the plate-warmer, with his +three-farthings and the brass soup-ladle, shuts the door after him, and +disappears for ever. After which she went down to Lady Hainault's room +again. + +Lady Hainault was alone now. She was sitting before her dressing-table, +with her hands folded, apparently looking at herself in the glass. She +took no notice of what she had seen; though, now they were alone +together, she determined that Mary should tell her what was the +matter--for, in truth, she was very anxious to know. She never looked at +Mary when she came in; she only said-- + +"Mary, my love, how do I look?" + +"I never saw you look so beautiful before," said Mary. + +"I am glad of that. Hainault is so ridiculously proud of me, that I +really delight in looking my best. Now, Mary, let me have the necklace; +that is all, I believe, unless you would like me to put on a little +rouge." + +Mary tried to laugh, but could not. Her hands were shaking so that the +jewels were clicking together as she held them. Lady Hainault saw that +she must help her to speak, but she had no occasion; the necklace helped +her. + +It was a very singular necklace, a Hainault heirloom, which Lady +Hainault always wore on grand occasions to please her husband. There was +no other necklace like it anywhere, though some folks who did not own it +said it was old-fashioned, and should be reset. It was a collar of nine +points, the ends of brilliants, running upwards as the points broadened +into larger rose diamonds. The eye, catching the end of the points, was +dazzled with yellow light, which faded into red as the rays of the +larger roses overpowered the brilliants; and at the upper rim the soft +crimson haze of light melted, overpowered, into nine blazing great +rubies. It seemed, however, a shame to hide such a beautiful neck by +such a glorious bauble. + +Mary was trying to clasp it on, but her fingers failed, and down went +the jewels clashing on the floor. The next moment she was down too, on +her knees, clutching Lady Hainault's hand, and saying, or trying to say, +in spite of a passionate burst of sobbing, "Lady Hainault, let me see +him; let me see him, or I shall die." + +Lady Hainault turned suddenly upon her, and laid her disengaged hand +upon her hair. "My little darling," she said, "my pretty little bird." + +"You must let me see him. You could not be so cruel. I always loved him, +not like a sister, oh! not like a sister, woe to me. As you love Lord +Hainault; I know it now." + +"My poor little Mary. I always thought something of this kind." + +"He is coming to-night. He sails to-morrow or next day, and I shall +never see him again." + +"Sails! where for?" + +"I don't know; he does not say. But you must let me see him. He don't +dream I care for him, Lady Hainault. But I must see him, or I shall +die." + +"You shall see him; but who is it? Any one I know?" + +"Who is it? Who could it be but Charles Ravenshoe?" + +"Good God! Coming here to-night! Mary, ring the bell for Alwright. Send +round to South Audley Street for Lord Saltire, or William Ravenshoe, or +some of them. They are dying to catch him. There is something more in +their eagerness than you or I know of. Send at once, Mary, or we shall +be too late. When does he come? Get up, my dear. My poor little Mary. I +am so sorry. Is he coming here? And how soon will he come, dear? Do be +calm. Think what we may do for him. He should be here now. Stay, I will +write a note--just one line. Where is my blotting-book? Alwright, get my +blotting-book. And stay; say that, if any one calls for Miss Corby, he +is to be shown into the drawing-room at once. Let us go there, Mary." + +Alwright had meanwhile, not having heard the last sentence, departed to +the drawing-room, and possessed herself of Lady Hainault's portfolio, +meaning to carry it up to the dressing-room; then she had remembered the +message about any one calling being shown up to the drawing-room, and +had gandered down to the hall to give it to the porter; after which she +gandered upstairs to the dressing-room again, thinking that Lady +Hainault was there, and missing both her and Mary from having gone +downstairs. So, while she and Mary were looking for the blotting-book +impatiently in the drawing-room, the door was opened, and the servant +announced, "A gentleman to see Miss Corby." + +He had discreetly said a gentleman, for he did not like to say an +Hussar. Mary turned round and saw a man all scarlet and gold before her, +and was frightened, and did not know him. But when he said "Mary," in +the old, old voice, there came such a rush of bygone times, bygone +words, scenes, sounds, meetings and partings, sorrows and joys, into her +wild, warm little heart, that, with a low, loving, tender cry she ran to +him and hid her face on his bosom.[6] + +And Lady Hainault swept out of the room after that unlucky +blotting-book. And I intend to go after her, out of mere politeness, to +help her to find it. I will not submit to be lectured for making an +aposiopesis. If any think they could do this business better than I, let +them communicate with the publishers, and finish the story for +themselves. I decline to go into that drawing-room at present. I shall +wander upstairs into my lady's chamber, after that goosey-gander +Alwright, and see what she has done with the blotting-book. + +Lady Hainault found the idiot of a woman in her dressing-room, looking +at herself in the glass, with the blotting-book under her arm. The maid +looked as foolish as people generally do who are caught looking at +themselves in the glass. (How disconcerting it is to be found standing +on a chair before the chimney-glass, just to have a look at your entire +figure before going to a party!)[7] But Lady Hainault said nothing to +her; but, taking the book from under her arm, she sat down and fiercely +scrawled off a note to Lord Saltire, to be opened by any of them, to say +that Charles Ravenshoe was then in her house, and to come in God's name. + +"I have caged their bird for them," she said out loud when she had just +finished and was folding up the letter; "they will owe me a good turn +for this." + +The maid, who had no notion anything was the matter, had been +surreptitiously looking in the glass again, and wondering whether her +nose was really so very red after all. When Lady Hainault spoke thus +aloud to herself, she gave a guilty start, and said, "Immediately, my +lady," which you will perceive was not exactly appropriate to the +occasion. + +"Don't be a goose, my good old Alwright, and don't tread on my necklace, +Alwright; it is close at your feet." + +So it was. Lying where Mary had dropped it. Alwright thought she must +have knocked it off the dressing-table; but when Lady Hainault told her +that Miss Corby had dropped it there, Alwright began to wonder why her +Ladyship had not thought it worth while to pick it up again. + +"Put it on while I seal this letter will you? I cannot trust you, +Alwright; I must go myself." She went out of the room and quickly down +stairs to the hall. All this had taken but a few minutes; she had +hurried as much as was possible, but the time seems longer to us, +because, following my usual plan of playing the fool on important +occasions, I have been telling you about the lady's-maid's nose. She +went down quickly to the hall, and sent off one of the men to South +Audley Street, with her note, giving him orders to run all the way, and +personally to see Lady Ascot, or some one else of those named. After +this she came upstairs again. + +When she came to the drawing-room door, Charles was standing at it. +"Lady Hainault," he said, "would you come here, please? Poor Mary has +fainted." + +"Poor thing," said Lady Hainault. "I will come to her. One word, Mr. +Ravenshoe. Oh, do think one instant of this fatal, miserable resolution +of yours. Think how fond we have all been of you. Think of the love that +your cousin and Lady Ascot bear for you, and communicate with them. At +all events, stay ten minutes more, and see one of them. I must go to +poor Mary." + +"Dear Lady Hainault, you will not change my resolution to stand alone. +There is a source of disgrace you probably know nothing of. Besides, +nothing short of an Order in Council could stop me now. We sail for the +East in twenty-four hours." + +They had just time for this, very hurriedly spoken, for poor little Mary +had done what she never had done before in her life, fainted away. Lady +Hainault and Charles went into the drawing-room. + +Just before this, Alwright, coming downstairs, had seen her most sacred +mistress standing at the drawing-room door, talking familiarly and +earnestly to a common soldier. Her ladyship had taken his hand in hers, +and was laying her other hand upon his breast. Alwright sat down on the +stairs. + +She was a poor feeble thing, and it was too much for her. She was +Casterton-bred, and had a feeling for the honour of the family. Her +first impulse was to run to Lord Hainault's dressing-room door and lock +him in. Her next was to rock herself to and fro and moan. She followed +the latter of these two impulses. Meanwhile, Lady Hainault had succeeded +in bringing poor Mary to herself. Charles had seen her bending over the +poor little lifeless body, and blessed her. Presently Lady Hainault +said, "She is better now, Mr. Ravenshoe; will you come and speak to +her?" There was no answer. Lady Hainault thought Charles was in the +little drawing-room, and had not heard her. She went there. It was dimly +lighted, but she saw in a moment that it was empty. She grew frightened, +and hurriedly went out on to the stairs. There was no one there. She +hurried down, and was met by the weeping Alwright. + +"He is safe out of the house, my lady," said that brilliant genius. "I +saw him come out of the drawing-room, and I ran down and sent the hall +porter on a message, and let him out myself. Oh, my lady! my lady!" + +Lady Hainault was a perfect-tempered woman, but she could not stand +this. "Alwright," she said, "you are a perfect, hopeless, imbecile +idiot. Go and tell his lordship to come to me instantly. Instantly! do +you hear? I wouldn't," she continued to herself when Alwright was gone, +"face Lord Saltire alone after this for a thousand pounds." + +What was the result of Charles's interview with Mary? Simply this. The +poor little thing had innocently shown him, in a way he could not +mistake, that she loved him with all her heart and soul. And, when he +left that room, he had sworn an oath to himself that he would use all +his ingenuity to prevent her ever setting eyes on him again. "I am low +and degraded enough now," he said to himself; "but if I gave that poor +innocent child the opportunity of nourishing her love for me, I should +be too low to live." + +He did not contemplate the possibility, you see, of raising himself to +her level. No. He was too much broken down for that. Hope was dead +within him. He had always been a man of less than average strength of +will; and two or three disasters--terrible disasters they were, +remember--had made him such as we see him, a helpless, drifting log upon +the sea of chance. What Lord Welter had said was terribly true, "Charles +Ravenshoe is broken-hearted." But to the very last he was a just, +honourable, true, kind-hearted man. A man in ten thousand. Call him +fool, if you will. I cannot gainsay you there. But when you have said +that you have finished. + +Did he love Mary? Yes, from this time forward, he loved her as she loved +him; and, the darker the night grew, that star burned steadily and more +steadily yet. Never brighter, perhaps, than when it gleamed on the +turbid waters, which whelm the bodies of those to whose eyesight all +stars have set for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +IN WHICH CUTHBERT BEGINS TO SEE THINGS IN A NEW LIGHT. + + +The stream at Ravenshoe was as low as they had ever seen it, said the +keeper's boys, who were allowed to take artists and strangers up to see +the waterfall in the wood. The artists said that it was more beautiful +than ever; for now, instead of roaring headlong over the rocks in one +great sheet beneath the quivering oak leaves, it streamed and spouted +over and among the black slabs of slate in a million interlacing jets. +Yes, the artists were quite satisfied with the state of things; but the +few happy souls who had dared to ask Cuthbert for a day or so of +salmon-fishing were not so well satisfied by any means. While the +artists were saying that this sort of thing, you know, was the sort of +thing to show one how true it was that beauty, life, and art, were terms +co-ordinate, synonymous, inseparable--that these made up the sum of +existence--that the end of existence was love, and what was love but the +worship of the beautiful (or something of this sort, for your artist is +but a mortal man, like the rest of us, and is apt, if you give him +plenty of tobacco on a hot day, to get uncommon hazy in his +talk)--while, I say, the artists were working away like mad, and +uttering the most beautiful sentiments in the world, the anglers were, +as old Master Lee up to Slarrow would have said, "dratting" the scenery, +the water, the weather, the beer, and existence generally, because it +wouldn't rain. If it had rained, you see, the artists would have left +talking about the beautiful, and begun "dratting" in turn; leaving the +anglers to talk about the beautiful as best they might. Which fact gives +rise to moral reflections of the profoundest sort. But every one, except +the discontented anglers, would have said that it was heavenly summer +weather. The hay was all got in without one drop of rain on it. And now, +as one glorious, cloudless day succeeded another, all the land seemed +silently swelling with the wealth of the harvest. Fed by gentle dews at +night, warmed by the genial sun by day, the corn began to turn from grey +to gold, and the distant valleys which spread away inland, folded in the +mighty grey arms of the moor, shone out gallantly with acre beyond acre +of yellow wheat and barley. A still, happy time. + +And the sea! Who shall tell the beauty of the restless Atlantic in such +weather? For nearly three weeks there was a gentle wind, now here, now +there, which just curled the water, and made a purple shadow for such +light clouds as crept across the blue sky above. Night and morning the +fishing-boats crept out and in. Never was such a fishing season. The +mouth of the stream was crowded with salmon, waiting to get up the first +fresh. You might see them as you sailed across the shallow sand-bank, +the delta of the stream, which had never risen above the water for forty +years, yet which now, so still had been the bay for three weeks, was +within a foot of the surface at low tide. + +A quiet, happy time. The three old Master Lees lay all day on the sand, +where the fishing-boats were drawn up, and had their meals brought to +them by young male relatives, who immediately pulled off every rag of +clothes they had, and went into the water for an hour or two. The +minding of these 'ere clothes, and the looking out to sea, was quite +enough employment for these three old cronies. They never fell out once +for three weeks. They used to talk about the war, or the cholera, which +was said to be here, or there, or coming, or gone. But they cared little +about that. Ravenshoe was not a cholera place. It had never come there +before, and they did not think that it was coming now. They were quite +right; it never came. Cuthbert used his influence, and got the folks to +move some cabbage stalks, and rotten fish, just to make sure, as he +said. They would have done more for him than that just now; so it was +soon accomplished. The juvenile population, which is the pretty way of +saying the children, might have offered considerable opposition to +certain articles of merchandise being removed without due leave obtained +and given; but, when it was done, they were all in the water as naked as +they were born. When it was over they had good sense enough to see that +it could not be helped. These sweeping measures of reform, however, are +apt to bear hard on particular cases. For instance, young James Lee, +great-grandson of Master James Lee up to Slarrow, lost six dozen (some +say nine, but that I don't believe) of oyster-shells, which he was +storing up for a grotto. Cuthbert very properly refunded the price of +them, which amounted to twopence. + +"Nonsense, again," you say. Why, no! What I have written above is not +nonsense. The whims and oddities of a village; which one has seen with +one's own eyes, and heard with one's own ears, are not nonsense. I knew, +when I began, what I had to say in this chapter, and I have just +followed on a train of images. And the more readily, because I know that +what I have to say in this chapter must be said without effort to be +said well. + +If I thought I was writing for a reader who was going to criticise +closely my way of telling my story, I tell you the honest truth, I +should tell my story very poorly indeed. Of course I must submit to the +same criticism as my betters. But there are times when I feel that I +must have my reader go hand in hand with me. To do so, he must follow +the same train of ideas as I do. At such times I write as naturally as I +can. I see that greater men than I have done the same. I see that +Captain Marryat, for instance, at a particular part of his noblest +novel, "The King's Own," has put in a chapter about his grandmother and +the spring tides, which, for perfect English and rough humour, it is +hard to match anywhere. + +I have not dared to play the fool, as he has, for two reasons. The +first, that I could not play it so well, and the second, that I have no +frightful tragedy to put before you, to counterbalance it, as he had. +Well, it is time that this rambling came to an end. I hope that I have +not rambled too far, and bored you. That would be very unfortunate just +now. + +Ravenshoe Bay again, then--in the pleasant summer drought I have been +speaking of before. Father Mackworth and the two Tiernays were lying on +the sand, looking to the sea. Cuthbert had gone off to send away some +boys who were bathing too near the mouth of the stream and hunting his +precious salmon. The younger Tiernay had recently taken to collect +"common objects of the shore"--a pleasant, healthy mania which prevailed +about that time. He had been dabbling among the rocks at the western end +of the bay, and had just joined his brother and Father Mackworth with a +tin-box full of all sorts of creatures, and he turned them out on the +sand and called their attention to them. + +"A very good morning's work, my brother," he said. "These anemones are +all good and rare ones." + +"Bedad," said the jolly priest, "they'd need be of some value, for they +ain't pretty to look at; what's this cockle now wid the long red spike +coming out of him?" + +"Cardium tuberculatum." + +"See here, Mackworth," said Tiernay, rolling over toward him on the sand +with the shell in his hand. + +"Here's the rid-nosed oysther of Carlingford. Ye remember the legend +about it, surely?" + +"I don't, indeed," said Mackworth, angrily, pretty sure that Father +Tiernay was going to talk nonsense, but not exactly knowing how to stop +him. + +"Not know the legend!" said Father Tiernay. "Why, when Saint Bridget was +hurrying across the sand, to attend St. Patrick in his last illness, +poor dear, this divvle of a oysther was sunning himself on the shore, +and, as she went by, he winked at her holiness with the wicked eye of +'um, and he says, says he, 'Nate ankles enough, anyhow,' he says. 'Ye're +drunk, ye spalpeen,' says St. Bridget, 'to talk like that to an honest +gentlewoman.' 'Sorra a bit of me,' says the oysther. 'Ye're always +drunk,' says St. Bridget. 'Drunk yourself,' says the oysther; 'I'm +fastin from licker since the tide went down.' 'What makes your nose so +red, ye scoundrel?' says St. Bridget: 'No ridder nor yer own,' says the +oysther, getting angry. For the Saint was stricken in years, and +red-nosed by rayson of being out in all weathers, seeing to this and to +that. 'Yer nose is red through drink,' says she, 'and yer nose shall +stay as rid as mine is now, till the day of judgment.' And that's the +legend about St. Bridget and the Carlingford oysther, and ye ought to be +ashamed that ye never heard it before." + +"I wish, sir," said Mackworth, "that you could possibly stop yourself +from talking this preposterous, indecent nonsense. Surely the first and +noblest of Irish Saints may claim exemption from your clumsy wit." + +"Begorra, I'm catching it, Mr. Ravenshoe," said Tiernay. + +"What for?" said Cuthbert, who had just come up. + +"Why, for telling a legend. Sure, I made it up on the spot. But it is +none the worse for that; d'ye think so, now?" + +"Not much the better, I should think," said Cuthbert, laughing. + +"Allow me to say," said Mackworth, "that I never heard such shameless, +blasphemous nonsense in my life." + +The younger Tiernay was frightened, and began gathering up his shells +and weeds. His handsome weak face was turned towards the great, strong, +coarse face of his brother, with a look of terror, and his fingers +trembled as he put the sea-spoils into his box. Cuthbert, watching them +both, guessed that sometimes Father Tiernay could show a violent, +headlong temper, and that his brother had seen an outbreak of this kind +and trembled for one now. It was only a guess, probably a good one; but +there were no signs of such an outbreak now. Father Tiernay only lay +back on the sand and laughed, without a cloud on his face. + +"Bedad," he said, "I've been lying on the sand, and the sun has got into +my stomach and made me talk nonsense. When I was a gossoon, I used to +sleep with the pig; and it was a poor, feeble-minded pig, as never got +fat on petaty skins. If folly's catchin', I must have caught it from +that pig. Did ye ever hear the legend of St. Laurence O'Toole's +wooden-legged sow, Mackworth?" + +It was evident, after this, that the more Mackworth fulminated against +good Father Tiernay's unutterable nonsense, the more he would talk; so +he rose and moved sulkily away. Cuthbert asked him, laughing, what the +story was. + +"Faix," said Tiernay, "I ain't sure, principally because I haven't had +time to invent it; but we've got rid of Mackworth, and can now discourse +reasonable." + +Cuthbert sent a boy up to the hall for some towels, and then lay down on +the sand beside Tiernay. He was very fond of that man in spite of his +reckless Irish habit of talking nonsense. He was not alone there. I +think that every one who knew Tiernay liked him. + +They lay on the sand together those three; and, when Father Mackworth's +anger had evaporated, he came back and lay beside him. Tiernay put his +hand out to him, and Mackworth shook it, and they were reconciled. I +believe Mackworth esteemed Tiernay, though they were so utterly unlike +in character and feeling. I know that Tiernay had a certain admiration +for Mackworth. + +"Do you think, now," said Tiernay, "that you Englishmen enjoy such a +scene and such a time as this as much as we Irishmen do? I cannot tell. +You talk better about it. You have a dozen poets to our one. Our best +poet, I take it, is Tommy Moore. You class him as third-rate; but I +doubt, mind you, whether you feel nature as acutely as we do." + +"I think we do," said Cuthbert, eagerly. "I cannot think that you can +feel the beauty of the scene we are looking at more deeply than I do. +You feel nature as in 'Silent O'Moyle'; we feel it as in Keats' 'St. +Agnes' Eve!'" + +He was sitting up on the sand, with his elbows on his knees, and his +face buried in his hands. None of them spoke for a time; and he, looking +seaward, said idly, in a low voice-- + + "'St. Agnes' Eve. Ah! bitter chill it was. + The owl, for all his feathers, was a-cold; + The hare limped, trembling, through the frozen grass; + And drowsy was the flock in woolly fold.'" + +What was the poor lad thinking of? God knows. There are times when one +can't follow the train of a man's thoughts--only treasure up their +spoken words as priceless relics. + +His beautiful face was turned towards the dying sun, and in that face +there was a look of such kindly, quiet peace, that they who watched it +were silent, and waited to hear what he would say. + +The western headland was black before the afternoon sun, and, far to +sea, Lundy lay asleep in a golden haze. All before them the summer sea +heaved between the capes, and along the sand, and broke in short crisp +surf at their feet, gently moving the seaweed, the sand, and the shells. + +"'St. Agnes' Eve,'" he said again. "Ah, yes! that is one of the poems +written by Protestants which help to make men Catholics. Nine-tenths of +their highest religious imagery is taken from Catholicism. The English +poets have nothing to supply the place of it. Milton felt it, and wrote +about it; yes, after ranging through all heathendom for images he comes +home, to us at last:-- + + "'Let my due feet never fail + To walk the studious cloisters pale, + And love the high embowed roof, + With antique pillars massy proof, + And storied windows, richly dight, + Casting a dim religious light.'" + +"Yes; he could feel for that cloister life. The highest form of human +happiness! We have the poets with us, at all events. Why, what is the +most perfect bijou of a poem in the English language? Tennyson's 'St. +Agnes.' He had to come to us." + +The poor fellow looked across the sea, which was breaking in crisp +ripples at his feet among the seaweed, the sand, and the shells; and as +they listened, they heard him say, almost passionately-- + + "'Break up the heavens, oh, Lord! and far + Through all yon starlight keen + Draw me, thy bride, a glittering star + In raiment white and clean.' + +"They have taken our churches from us, and driven us into +Birmingham-built chapels. They sneer at us, but they forget that we +built their arches and stained their glass for them. Art has revenged +herself on them for their sacrilege by quitting earth in disgust. They +have robbed us of our churches and our revenues, and turned us out on +the world. Ay, but we are revenged. They don't know the use of them now +they have got them; and the only men who could teach them, the +Tractarians, are abused and persecuted by them for their superior +knowledge." + +So he rambled on, looking seaward; at his feet the surf playing with the +sand, the seaweed, and the shells. + +He made a very long pause, and then, when they thought that he was +thinking of something quite different, he suddenly said-- + +"I don't believe it matters whether a man is buried in the chancel or +out of it. But they are mad to discourage such a feeling as that, and +not make use of it. Am I the worse man because I fancy that, when I lay +there so quiet, I shall hear above my head the footfalls of those who go +to kneel around the altar? What is it one of them says-- + + "'Or where the kneeling hamlet drains + The chalice of the grapes of God.'" + +He very seldom spoke so much as this. They were surprised to hear him +ramble on so; but it was an afternoon in which it was natural to sit +upon the shore and talk, saying straight on just what came uppermost--a +quiet, pleasant afternoon; an afternoon to lie upon the sand and conjure +up old memories. + +"I have been rambling, haven't I," he said presently. "Have I been +talking aloud, or only thinking?" + +"You have been talking," said Tiernay, wondering at such a question. + +"Have I? I thought I had been only thinking. I will go and bathe, I +think, and clear my head from dreams. I must have been quoting poetry, +then," he added, smiling. + +"Ay, and quoting it well, too," said Tiernay. + +A young fisherman was waiting with a boat, and the lad had come with his +towels. He stepped lazily across the sand to the boat, and they shoved +off. + +Besides the murmur of the surf upon the sand, playing with the shells +and seaweed; besides the shouting of the bathing boys; besides the +voices of the home-returning fishermen, carried sharp and distinct along +the water; besides the gentle chafing of the stream among the pebbles, +was there no other sound upon the beach that afternoon? Yes, a sound +different to all these. A loud-sounding alarm drum, beating more rapidly +and furiously each moment, but only heard by one man, and not heeded by +him. + +The tide drawing eastward, and a gentle wind following it, hardly enough +to fill the sails of the lazy fishing-boats and keep them to their +course. Here and there among the leeward part of the fleet, you might +hear the sound of an oar working in the row-locks, sleepily coming over +the sea and mingling harmoniously with the rest. + +The young man with Cuthbert rowed out a little distance, and then they +saw Cuthbert standing in the prow undressing himself. The fishing-boats +near him luffed and hurriedly put out oars, to keep away. The Squire was +going to bathe, and no Ravenshoe man was ill-mannered enough to come +near. + +Those on the shore saw him standing stripped for one moment--a tall +majestic figure. Then they saw him plunge into the water and begin +swimming. + +And then;--it is an easy task to tell it. They saw his head go under +water, and, though they started on their feet and waited till seconds +grew to minutes and hope was dead, it never rose again. Without one cry, +without one struggle, without even one last farewell wave of the hand, +as the familiar old landscape faded on his eyes for ever, poor Cuthbert +went down; to be seen no more until the sea gave up its dead. The poor +wild, passionate heart had fluttered itself to rest for ever. + +The surf still gently playing with the sand, the sea changing from +purple to grey, and from grey to black, under the fading twilight. The +tide sweeping westward towards the tall black headland, towards the +slender-curved thread of the new moon, which grew more brilliant as the +sun dipped to his rest in the red Atlantic. + +Groups of fishermen and sea boys and servants, that followed the ebbing +tide as it went westward, peering into the crisping surf to see +something they knew was there. One group that paused among the tumbled +boulders on the edge of the retreating surges, under the dark +promontory, and bent over something which lay at their feet. + +The naked corpse of a young man, calm and beautiful in death, lying +quiet and still between two rocks, softly pillowed on a bed of green and +purple seaweed. And a priest that stood upon the shore, and cried wildly +to the four winds of heaven. "Oh, my God, I loved him! My God! my God! I +loved him!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +THE SECOND COLUMN OF "THE TIMES" OF THIS DATE, WITH OTHER MATTERS. + + + "TOMATO. Slam the door!" + + "EDWARD. Come at once; poor Maria is in sad distress. + Toodlekins stole!!!!" + + "J. B. can return to his deeply afflicted family if he + likes, or remain away if he likes. The A F, one and all, + will view either course with supreme indifference. Should + he choose the former alternative, he is requested to be as + quick as possible. If the latter, to send the key of the + cellaret." + + "LOST. A little black and tan lady's lap dog. Its real name + is Pussy, but it will answer to the name of Toodlekins + best. If any gentleman living near Kensal Green, or Kentish + Town, should happen, perfectly accidentally of course, to + have it in his possession, and would be so good as to bring + it to 997, Sloane Street, I would give him a sovereign and + welcome, and not a single question asked, upon my honour." + +It becomes evident to me that the dog Toodlekins mentioned in the second +advertisement, is the same dog alluded to in the fourth; unless you +resort to the theory that two dogs were stolen on the same day, and that +both were called Toodlekins. And you are hardly prepared to do that, I +fancy. Consequently, you arrive at this, that the "Maria" of the second +advertisement is the "little black and tan lady" of the fourth. And +that, in 1854, she lived at 997, Sloane Street. Who was she? Had she +made a fortune by exhibiting herself in a caravan, like Mrs. Gamp's +spotted negress, and taken a house in Sloane Street, for herself, +Toodlekins, and the person who advertised for Edward to come and comfort +her? Again, who was Edward? Was he her brother? Was he something nearer +and dearer? Was he enamoured of her person or her property? I fear the +latter. Who could truly love a little black and tan lady? + +Again. The wording of her advertisement gives rise to this train of +thought. Two persons must always be concerned in stealing a dog--the +person who steals the dog, and the person who has the dog stolen; +because, if the dog did not belong to any one, it is evident that no one +could steal it. To put it more scientifically, there must be an active +and a passive agent. Now, I'll bet a dirty old dishcloth against the +_New York Herald_, which is pretty even betting, that our little black +and tan friend, Maria, had been passive agent in a dog-stealing case +more than once before this, or why does she mention these two +localities? But we must get on to the other advertisements. + + "LOST. A large white bull-dog, very red about the eyes: + desperately savage. Answers to the name of 'Billy.' The + advertiser begs that any person finding him will be very + careful not to irritate him. The best way of securing him + is to make him pin another dog, and then tie his four legs + together and muzzle him. Any one bringing him to the Coach + and Horses, St. Martin's Lane, will be rewarded." + +He seems to have been found the same day, and by some one who was a bit +of a wag; for the very next advertisement runs thus: + + "FOUND. A large white bull-dog, very red about the eyes; + desperately savage. The owner can have him at once, by + applying to Queen's Mews, Belgrave Street, and paying the + price of the advertisement and the cost of a new pad groom, + aged 18, as the dog has bitten one so severely about the + knee that it is necessary to sell him at once to drive a + cab." + + "LOST. Somewhere between Mile-end Road and Putney Bridge, + an old leathern purse, containing a counterfeit sixpence, a + lock of hair in a paper, and a twenty-pound note. Any one + bringing the note to 267, Tylney Street, Mayfair, may keep + the purse and the rest of its contents for their trouble." + +This was a very shabby advertisement. The next, though coming from an +attorney's office, is much more munificent. It quite makes one's mouth +water, and envy the lucky fellow who would answer it. + + "ONE HUNDRED GUINEAS REWARD. Register wanted. To parish + clerks. Any person who can discover the register of + marriage between Petre Ravenshoe, Esq. of Ravenshoe, in the + county of Devon, and Maria Dawson, which is supposed to + have been solemnised in or about the year 1778, will + receive the above reward, on communicating with Messrs. + Compton and Brogden, Solicitors, 2004, Lincoln's Inn + Fields." + +Tomato slammed the door as he was told. Edward dashed up to 997, Sloane +Street, in a hansom cab, just as the little black and tan lady paid one +sovereign to a gentleman in a velveteen shooting-coat from Kentish Town, +and hugged Toodlekins to her bosom. J. B. came home to his afflicted +family with the key of the cellaret. The white bull-dog was restored to +the prize-fighter, and the groom-lad received shin-plaster and was sent +home tipsy. Nay, even an honest man, finding that the note was stopped, +took it to Tylney Street, and got half-a-crown. But no one ever answered +the advertisement of Lord Saltire's solicitor about the marriage +register. The long summer dragged on. The square grew dry and dusty; +business grew slack, and the clerks grew idle; but no one came. As they +sat there drinking ginger-beer, and looking out at the parched lilacs +and laburnums, talking about the theatres, and the war, and the cholera, +it grew to be a joke with them. When any shabby man in black was seen +coming across the square, they would say to one another, "Here comes the +man to answer Lord Saltire's advertisement." Many men in black, shabby +and smart, came across the square and into the office; but none had a +word to say about the marriage of Petre Ravenshoe with Maria Dawson, +which took place in the year 1778. + +Once, during that long sad summer, the little shoeblack thought he would +saunter up to the house in South Audley Street, before which he had +waited so long one night to meet Charles, who had never come. Not +perhaps with any hope. Only that he would like to see the place which +his friend had appointed. He might come back there some day; who could +tell? + +Almost every house in South Audley Street had the shutters closed. When +he came opposite Lord Ascot's house, he saw the shutters were closed +there too. But more; at the second storey there was a great painted +board hung edgeways, all scarlet and gold. There was some writing on it, +too, on a scroll. He could spell a little now, thanks to the +ragged-school, and he spelt out "Christus Salvator meus." What could +that mean? he wondered. + +There was an old woman in the area, holding two of the rails in her +hands, and resting her chin on the kerb-stone, looking along the hot +desolate street. Our friend went over and spoke to her. + +"I say, missus," he said, "what's that thing up there?" + +"That's the scutching, my man," said she. + +"The scutching?" + +"Ah! my lord's dead. Died last Friday week, and they've took him down to +the country house to bury him." + +"My lord?" said the boy; "was he the one as used to wear top-boots, and +went for a soger?" + +The old woman had never seen my lord wear top-boots. Had hearn tell, +though, as his father used to, and drive a coach and four in 'em. None +of 'em hadn't gone for soldiers, neither. + +"But what's the scutching for?" asked the boy. + +They put it for a year, like for a monument, she said. She couldn't say +what the writing on it meant. It was my lord's motter, that was all she +knowd. And, being a tender-hearted old woman, and not having the fear of +thieves before her eyes, she had taken him down into the kitchen and fed +him. When he returned to the upper regions, he was "collared" by a +policeman, on a charge of "area sneaking," but, after explanations, was +let go, to paddle home, barefooted, to the cholera-stricken court where +he lived, little dreaming, poor lad, what an important part he was +accidentally to play in this history hereafter. + +They laid poor Lord Ascot to sleep in the chancel at Ranford, and Lady +Ascot stood over the grave like a grey, old storm-beaten tower. "It is +strange, James," she said to Lord Saltire that day, "you and I being +left like this, with the young ones going down around us like grass. +Surely our summons must come soon, James. It's weary, weary waiting." + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +SHREDS AND PATCHES. + + +Lord Welter was now Lord Ascot. I was thinking at one time that I would +continue to call him by his old title, as being the one most familiar to +you. But, on second thoughts, I prefer to call him by his real name, as +I see plainly that to follow the other course would produce still worse +confusion. I only ask that you will bear his change of title in mind. +The new Lady Ascot I shall continue to call Adelaide, choosing rather to +incur the charge of undue familiarity with people so far above me in +social position, than to be answerable for the inevitable confusion +which would be caused by my speaking, so often as I shall have to speak, +of two Ladies Ascot, with such a vast difference between them of age and +character. + +Colonel Whisker, a tenant of Lord Ascot's, had kindly placed his house +at the disposal of his lordship for his father's funeral. Never was +there a more opportune act of civility, for Ranford was dismantled; and +the doors of Casterton were as firmly closed to Adelaide as the gates of +the great mosque at Ispahan to a Christian. + +Two or three days after Lord Ascot's death, it was arranged that he +should be buried at Ranford. That night the new Lord Ascot came to his +wife's dressing-room, as usual, to plot and conspire. + +"Ascot," said she, "they are all asked to Casterton for the funeral. Do +you think she will ask me?" + +"Oh dear no," said Lord Ascot. + +"Why not?" said Adelaide. "She ought to. She is civil enough to me." + +"I tell you I know she won't. He and I were speaking about it to-day." + +He was looking over her shoulder into the glass, and saw her bite her +lip. + +"Ah," said she. "And what did he say?" + +"Oh, he came up in his infernal, cold, insolent way, and said that he +should be delighted to see me at Casterton during the funeral, but Lady +Hainault feared that she could hardly find rooms for Lady Ascot and her +maid." + +"Did you knock him down? Did you kick him? Did you take him by the +throat and knock his hateful head against the wall?" said Adelaide, as +quietly as if she was saying "How d'ye do?" + +"No, my dear, I didn't," said Lord Ascot. "Partly, you see, because I +did not know how Lord Saltire would take it. And remember, Adelaide, I +always told you that it would take years, years, before people of that +sort would receive you." + +"What did you say to him?" + +"Well, as much as you could expect me to say. I sneered as insolently, +but much more coarsely, than he could possibly sneer; and I said that I +declined staying at any house where my wife was not received. And so we +bowed and parted." + +Adelaide turned round and said, "That was kind and manly of you, Welter. +I thank you for that, Welter." + +And so they went down to Colonel Whisker's cottage for the funeral. The +colonel probably knew quite how the land lay, for he was a man of the +world, and so he had done a very good-natured action just at the right +time. She and Lord Ascot lived for a fortnight there, in the most +charming style; and Adelaide used to make him laugh, by describing what +it was possible the other party were doing up at the solemn old +Casterton. She used to put her nose in the air and imitate young Lady +Hainault to perfection. At another time she would imitate old Lady +Hainault and her disagreeable sayings equally well. She was very amusing +that fortnight, though never affectionate. She knew that was useless; +but she tried to keep Lord Ascot in good humour with her. She had a +reason. She wanted to get his ear. She wanted him to confide entirely to +her the exact state of affairs between Lord Saltire and himself. Here +was Lord Ascot dead, Charles Ravenshoe probably at Alyden in the middle +of the cholera, and Lord Saltire's vast fortune, so to speak, going +a-begging. If he were to be clumsy now--now that the link formed by his +father, Lord Ascot, between him and Lord Saltire was taken away--they +were ruined indeed. And he was so terribly outspoken! + +And so she strained her wits, till her face grew sharp and thin, to keep +him in good humour. She had a hard task at times; for there was +something lying up in the deserted house at Ranford which made Lord +Ascot gloomy and savage now and then, when he thought of it. I believe +that the man, coarse and brutal as he was, loved his father, in his own +way, very deeply. + +A night or so after the funeral, there was a dressing-room conference +between the two; and, as the conversation which ensued was very +important, I must transcribe it carefully. + +When he came up to her, she was sitting with her hands folded on her +lap, looking so perfectly beautiful that Lord Ascot, astonished and +anxious as he was at that moment, remarked it, and felt pleased at, and +proud of, her beauty. A greater fool than she might probably have met +him with a look of love. She did not. She only raised her great eyes to +his, with a look of intelligent curiosity. + +He drew a chair up close to her, and said-- + +"I am going to make your hair stand bolt up on end, Adelaide, in spite +of your bandoline." + +"I don't think so," said she; but she looked startled, nevertheless. + +"I am. What do you think of this?" + +"This? I think that is the _Times_ newspaper. Is there anything in it?" + +"Read," said he, and pointed to the list of deaths. She read. + +"Drowned, while bathing in Ravenshoe Bay, Cuthbert Ravenshoe, Esq., of +Ravenshoe Hall. In the faith that his forefathers bled and died +for.--R.I.P." + +"Poor fellow!" she said, quietly. "So _he's_ gone, and brother William, +the groom, reigns in his stead. That is a piece of nonsense of the +priests about their dying for the faith. I never heard that any of them +did that. Also, isn't there something wrong about the grammar?" + +"I can't say," said Lord Ascot. "I was at Eton, and hadn't the advantage +that you had of learning English grammar. Did you ever play the game of +trying to read the _Times_ right across, from one column to another, and +see what funny nonsense it makes?" + +"No. I should think it was good fun." + +"Do it now." + +She did. Exactly opposite the announcement of Cuthbert's death was the +advertisement we have seen before--Lord Saltire's advertisement for the +missing register. + +She was attentive and eager enough now. After a time, she said, "Oho!" + +Lord Ascot said, "Hey! what do you think of that, Lady Ascot?" + +"I am all abroad." + +"I'll see if I can fetch you home again. Petre Ravenshoe, in 1778, +married a milkmaid. She remembered the duties of her position so far as +to conveniently die before any of the family knew what a fool he had +made of himself; but so far forgot them as to give birth to a boy, who +lived to be one of the best shots, and one of the jolliest old cocks I +ever saw--Old James, the Ravenshoe keeper. Now, my dearly beloved +grandmother Ascot is, at this present speaking, no less than eighty-six +years old, and so, at the time of the occurrence, was a remarkably +shrewd girl of ten. It appears that Petre Ravenshoe, sneaking away here +and there with his pretty Protestant wife, out of the way of the +priests, and finding life unendurable, not having had a single chance to +confess his sins for two long years, came to the good-natured Sir Cingle +Headstall, grandmamma's papa, and opened his griefs, trying to persuade +him to break the matter to that fox-hunting old Turk of a father of his, +Howard. Sir Cingle was too cowardly to face the old man for a time; and +before the pair of them could summon courage to speak, the poor young +thing died at Manger Hall, where they had been staying with the +Headstalls some months. This solved the difficulty, and nothing was said +about the matter. Petre went home. They had heard reports about his +living with a woman and having had a baby born. They asked very few +questions about the child or his mother, and of course it was all +forgotten conveniently, long before his marriage with my grandaunt, Lady +Alicia Staunton, came on the tapis, which took place in 1782, when +grandma was fourteen years of age. Now grandma had, as a girl of ten, +heard this marriage of Petre Ravenshoe with Maria Dawson discussed in +her presence, from every point of view, by her father and Petre. Night +and morning, at bed-time, at meal-times, sober, and very frequently +drunk. She had heard every possible particular. When she heard of his +second marriage (my mouth is as dry as dust with this talking; ring the +bell, and send your maid down for some claret and water)--when she heard +of his second marriage, she never dreamt of saying anything, of +course--a chit of fourteen, with a great liability to having her ears +boxed. So she held her tongue. When, afterwards, my grandfather made +love to her, she held it the tighter, for my grandaunt's sake, of whom +she was fond. Petre, after a time, had the boy James home to Ravenshoe, +and kept him about his own person. He made him his gamekeeper, treated +him with marked favour, and so on; but the whole thing was a sort of +misprision of felony, and poor silly old grandma was a party to it." + +"You are telling this very well, Ascot," said Adelaide. "I will, as a +reward, go so far out of my usual habits as to mix you some claret and +water. I am not going to be tender, you know; but I'll do so much. Now +that's a dear, good fellow; go on." + +"Now comes something unimportant, but inexplicable. Old Lady Hainault +knew it, and held _her_ tongue. How or why is a mystery we cannot +fathom, and don't want to. Grandma says that she would have married +Petre herself, and that her hatred for grandma came from the belief that +grandma could have stopped the marriage with my grandaunt by speaking. +After it was over, she thinks that Lady Hainault had sufficient love +left for Petre to hold her tongue. But this is nothing to the purpose. +This James, the real heir of Ravenshoe, married an English girl, a +daughter of a steward on one of our Irish estates, who had been born in +Ireland, and was called Nora. She was, you see, Irish enough at heart; +for she committed the bull of changing her own child, poor dear Charles, +the real heir, for his youngest cousin, William, by way of bettering his +position, and then confessed the whole matter to the priest. Now this +new discovery would blow the honest priest's boat out of the water; +but----" + +"Yes!" + +"Why, grandma can't, for the life of her, remember where they were +married. She is certain that it was in the north of Hampshire, she says. +Why or wherefore, she can't say. She says they resided the necessary +time, and were married by license. She says she is sure of it, because +she heard him, more than once, say to her father that he had been so +careful of poor Maria's honour, that he sent her from Ravenshoe to the +house of the clergyman who married them, who was a friend of his; +farther than this she knows nothing." + +"Hence the advertisement, then. But why was it not inserted before?" + +"Why, it appears that, when the whole _esclandre_ took place, and when +you, my Lady Ascot, jilted the poor fellow for a man who is not worth +his little finger, she communicated with Lord Saltire at once, and the +result was, that she began advertising in so mysterious a manner that +the advertisement was wholly unintelligible. It appears that she and +Lord Saltire agreed not to disturb Cuthbert till they were perfectly +sure of everything. But, now he is dead, Lord Saltire has insisted on +instantly advertising in a sensible way. So you see his advertisement +appears actually in the same paper which contains Cuthbert's death, the +news of which William got the night before last by telegraph." + +"William, eh? How does he like the cup being dashed from his lips like +this?" + +Lord Ascot laughed. "That ex-groom is a born fool, Lady Ascot. He loves +his foster-brother better than nine thousand a year, Lady Ascot. He is +going to start to Varna, and hunt him through the army and bring him +back." + +"It is incredible," said Adelaide. + +"I don't know. I might have been such a fool myself once, who knows?" + +"Who knows indeed," thought Adelaide, "who knows now?" "So," she said +aloud, "Charles is heir of Ravenshoe after all." + +"Yes. You were foolish to jilt him." + +"I was. Is Alyden healthy?" + +"You know it is not. Our fellows are dying like dogs." + +"Do they know what regiment he is in?" + +"They think, from Lady Hainault's and Mary Corby's description, that it +is the 140th." + +"Why did not William start on this expedition before?" + +"I don't know. A new impulse. They have written to all sorts of +commanding officers, but he won't turn up till he chooses, if I know him +right." + +"If William brings him back?" + +"Why, then he'll come into nine, or more probably twelve thousand a +year. For those tin lodes have turned up trumps." + +"And the whole of Lord Saltire's property?" + +"I suppose so." + +"And we remain beggars?" + +"I suppose so," said Lord Ascot. "It is time to go to bed, Lady Ascot." + +This is exactly the proper place to give the results of William's +expedition to Varna. He arrived there just after the army had gone +forward. Some men were left behind invalided, among whom were two or +three of the 140th. One of these William selected as being a likely man +from whom to make inquiries. + +He was a young man, and, likely enough, a kind-hearted one; but when he +found himself inquired of by a handsome, well-dressed young gentleman, +obviously in search of a missing relative, a lying spirit entered into +him, and he lied horribly. It appeared that he had been the intimate and +cherished comrade of Charles Horton (of whom he had never heard in his +life). That they had ridden together, drunk together, and slept side by +side. That he had nursed him through the cholera, and then (seeing no +other way out of the maze of falsehood in which he had entangled +himself), that he assisted to bury him with his own hands. Lastly, lying +on through mere recklessness, into desperation, and so into a kind of +sublimity, he led William out of the town, and pointed out to him +Charles's untimely grave. When he saw William pick some dry grass from +the grave, when he saw him down on his knees, with his cheek on the +earth, then he was sorry for what he had done. And, when he was alone, +and saw William's shadow pass across the blazing white wall, for one +instant, before he went under the dark gateway of the town, then the +chinking gold pieces fell from his hand on the burning sandy ground, and +he felt that he would have given them, and ten times more, to have +spoken the truth. + +So Charles was dead and buried, was he? Not quite yet, if you please. +Who is this riding, one of a gallant train, along the shores of the bay +of Eupatoria towards some dim blue mountains? Who is this that keeps +looking each minute to the right, at the noble fleet which is keeping +pace with the great scarlet and blue rainbow which men call the allied +armies? At the great cloud of smoke floating angrily seaward, and the +calm waters of the bay beaten into madness by three hundred throbbing +propellers? + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +IN WHICH CHARLES COMES TO LIFE AGAIN. + + +Ha! This was a life again. Better this than dawdling about at the heels +of a dandy, or sitting on a wheelbarrow in a mews! There is a scent here +sweeter than that of the dunghill, or the dandy's essences--what is it? +The smell of tar, and bilge water, and red herrings. There is a fresh +whiff of air up this narrow street, which moves your hair, and makes +your pulse quicken. It is the free wind of the sea. At the end of the +street are ships, from which comes the clinking of cranes; pleasanter +music sometimes than the song of nightingales. + +Down the narrow street towards the wharf come the hussars. Charles is +among them. On the wharf, in the confusion, foremost, as far as he dare, +to assist. He was known as the best horseman in the troop, and, as such, +was put into dangerous places. He had attracted great attention among +the officers by his fearlessness and dexterity. The captain had openly +praised him; and, when the last horse had been slung in, and the last +cheer given, and the great ship was away down the river, on her message +of wrath, and woe, and glory, Charles was looking back at Southampton +spires, a new man with a new career before him. + +The few months of degradation, of brooding misery, of listlessness and +helplessness he had gone through, made this short episode in his life +appear the most happy and most beautiful of all. The merest clod of a +recruit in the regiment felt in some way ennobled and exalted: but as +for Charles, with his intensely, sensitive, romantic nature, he was +quite, as the French say, _tête montée_. The lowest menial drudgery was +exalted and glorified. Groom his horse and help clean the deck? Why not? +That horse must carry him in the day of the merry meeting of heroes. +Hard living, hard work, bad weather, disease, death: what were they, +with his youth, health, strength, and nerve? Not to be thought of save +with a smile. Yes! this expedition of his to the Crimea was the noblest, +and possibly the happiest in his life. To use a borrowed simile, it was +like the mournful, beautiful autumn sunset, before the dark night closes +in. He felt like a boy at midsummer, exploring some wood, or distant +valley, watched from a distance long, and at last attained; or as one +feels when, a stranger in a new land, one first rides forth alone into +the forest on some distant expedition, and sees the new world, dreamt of +and longed for all one's life, realised in all its beauty and wonder at +last; and expanding leaf by leaf before one. In a romantic state of +mind. I can express it no better. + +And really it is no wonder that a man, not sea-sick, should have been in +a state of wonder, eager curiosity, kindliness, and, above all, high +excitement--which four states of mind, I take it, make up together the +state of mind called romantic, quixotic, or chivalrous; which is a very +pleasant state of mind indeed. For curiosity, there was enough to make +the dullest man curious. Where were they going? Where would the blow be +struck? Where would the dogs of war first fix their teeth? Would it be a +campaign in the field, or a siege, or what? For kindliness: were not his +comrades a good set of brave, free-hearted lads, and was not he the +favourite among them? As for wonder and excitement, there was plenty of +that, and it promised to last. Why, the ship herself was a wonder. The +biggest in the world, carrying 500 men and horses; and every man in the +ship knew, before she had been five hours at sea, that that +quiet-looking commander of hers was going to race her out under steam +the whole way. Who could tire of wondering at the glimpse one got down +the iron-railed well into the machinery, at the busy cranks and leaping +pistons, or, when tired of that, at the strange dim vista of swinging +horses between decks? Wonder and excitement enough here to keep twenty +Don Quixotes going! Her very name too was romantic--HIMALAYA. + +A north-east wind and a mountain of rustling white canvas over head. +Blue water that seethed and creamed, and roared past to leeward. A calm, +and the Lizard to the north, a dim grey cape. A south-west wind, and +above a mighty cobweb of sailless rigging. Top-gallant masts sent down +and yards close hauled. Still, through it all, the busy clack and rattle +of the untiring engine. + +A dim wild sunset, and scudding prophet clouds that hurried from the +west across the crimson zenith, like witches towards a sabbath. A wind +that rose and grew as the sun went down, and hummed loud in the rigging +as the bows of the ship dipped into the trough of the waves, and failed +almost into silence as she raised them. A night of storm and terror: in +the morning, the tumbling broken seas of Biscay. A few fruit brigs +scudding wildly here and there; and a cape on a new land. A high round +down, showing a gleam of green among the flying mists. + +Sail set again before a northerly wind, and the ship rolling before it +like a jolly drunkard. Then a dim cloud of smoke before them. Then the +great steamer _Bussorah_, thundering forward against the wind, tearing +furiously at the leaping seas with her iron teeth. A hurried glimpse of +fluttering signals, and bare wet empty decks; and, before you had time +to say what a noble ship she was, and what good weather she was making +of it, only a cloud of smoke miles astern. + +Now, a dark line, too faint for landsmen's eyes, far ahead, which +changed into a loom of land, which changed into a cloud, which changed +into a dim peak towering above the sea mists, which changed into a tall +crag, with a town, and endless tiers of white fortification--Gibraltar. + +Then a strong west wind for three days, carrying the ship flying before +it with all plain sail set. And each day, at noon, a great excitement on +the quarter-deck, among the officers. On the third day much cheering and +laughter, and shaking of hands with the commander. Charles, catching an +opportunity, took leave to ask his little friend the cornet, what it +meant. The _Himalaya_ had run a thousand miles in sixty-three hours.[8] + +And now at sunrise an island is in sight, flat, bald, blazing yellow in +the morning sun, with a solitary, flat-topped mass of buildings just in +the centre, which the sailors say is Civita Vecchia; and, as they sweep +round the southern point of it, a smooth bay opens, and there is a +flat-roofed town rising in tiers from the green water--above heavier +fortifications than those of Gibralter, Charles thinks, but wrongly. +Right and left, two great forts, St. Elmo and St. Angelo, say the +sailors; and that flight of stone steps, winding up into the town, is +the Nix Mangare stairs. A flood of historical recollections comes over +Charles, and he recognises the place as one long known and very dear to +him. On those very stairs, Mr. Midshipman Easy stood and resolved that +he would take a boat and sail to Gozo. What followed on his resolution +is a matter of history. Other events have taken place at Malta, about +which Charles was as well informed as the majority, but Charles did not +think of them; not even of St. Paul and the viper, or the old windy +dispute, in Greek Testament lecture, at Oxford, between this Melita and +the other one off the coast of Illyricum. He thought of Midshipman Easy, +and felt as if he had seen the place before. + +I suppose that, if I knew my business properly, I should at this point +represent Charles as falling down the companion-ladder and spraining his +ankle, or as having over-eaten himself, or something of that sort, and +so pass over the rest of the voyage by saying that he was confined to +his bunk, and saw no more of it. But I am going to do nothing of the +sort, for two reasons. In the first place, because he did not do +anything of the kind; and in the next, because he saw somebody at +Constantinople, of whom I am sure you will be glad to hear again. + +Charles had seen Tenedos golden in the east, and Lemnos purple in the +west, as the sun went down; then, after having steamed at half-speed +through the Dardanelles, was looking the next evening at Constantinople, +and at the sun going down behind the minarets, and at all that sort of +thing, which is no doubt very beautiful, but of which one seems to have +heard once or twice before. The ship was lying at anchor, with fires +banked, and it was understood that they were waiting for a Queen's +messenger. + +They could see their own boat, which they had sent to wait for him at +Seraglio Point. One of the sailors had lent Charles a telescope--a +regular old brute of a telescope, with a crack across the object-glass. +Charles was looking at the boat with it, and suddenly said, "There he +is." + +He saw a small grey-headed man, with moustaches, come quickly down and +get into the boat, followed by some Turks with his luggage. This was +Colonel Oldhoss, the Queen's messenger; but there was another man with +him, whom Charles recognised at once. He handed the telescope to the man +next him, and walked up and down the deck rapidly. + +"I _should_ like to speak to him," he thought, "if it were only one +word. Dear old fellow. But then he will betray me, and they will begin +persecuting me at home, dear souls. I suppose I had better not. No. If I +am wounded and dying I will send for him. I will not speak to him now." + +The Queen's messenger and his companion came on board, and the ship got +under way and steamed through the Bosphorus out into the wild seething +waves of the "Fena Kara degniz," and Charles turned in without having +come near either of them. But in the chill morning, when the ship's head +was north-west, and the dawn was flushing up on the distant Thracian +sierra, Charles was on deck, and, while pausing for an instant in his +duties, to look westward, and try to remember what country and what +mountains lay to the north-west of Constantinople, a voice behind him +said quietly, "Go, find me Captain Croker, my man." He turned, and was +face to face with General Mainwaring. + +It was only for an instant, but their eyes met; the general started, but +he did not recognise him. Charles's moustache had altered him so much +that it was no great wonder. He was afraid that the general would seek +him out again, but he did not. These were busy times. They were at Varna +that night. + +Men were looking sourly at one another. The French expedition had just +come in from Kustendji in a lamentable state, and the army was rotting +in its inactivity. You know all about that as well as I can tell you; +what is of more importance to us is, that Lieutenant Hornby had been +down with typhus, and was recovering very slowly, so that Charles's +chances of meeting him were very small. + +What am I to do with this three weeks or more at Varna to which I have +reduced Charles, you, and myself? Say as little about it as need be, I +should say. Charles and his company were, of course, moved up at once to +the cavalry camp at Devna, eighteen miles off, among the pleasant hills +and woodlands. Once, his little friend, the young cornet, who had taken +a fancy for him, made him come out shooting with him to carry his bag. +And they scrambled and clambered, and they tore themselves with thorns, +and they fell down steep places, and utterly forgot their social +positions towards one another. And they tried to carry home every object +which was new to them, including a live turtle and a basaltic column. +And they saw a green lizard, who arched his tail and galloped away like +a racehorse, and a grey lizard, who let down a bag under his chin and +barked at them like a dog. And the cornet shot a quail, and a hare, and +a long-tailed francolin, like a pheasant, and a wood-pigeon. And, +lastly, they found out that, if you turned over the stones, there were +scorpions under them, who tucked their claws under their armpits, as a +man folds his arms, and sparred at them with their tails, drawing their +sting in and out, as an experienced boxer moves his left hand when +waiting for an attack. Altogether, they had a glorious day in a new +country, and did not remember in what relation they were to one another +till they topped the hill above Devna by moonlight, and saw the two long +lakes, stretching towards the sea, broken here and there into silver +ripples by the oars of the commissariat boats. A happy innocent +schoolboy day--the sort of day which never comes if we prepare for it +and anticipate it, but which comes without warning, and is never +forgotten. + +Another day the cornet had business in Varna, and he managed that +Charles should come with him as orderly; and with him, as another +orderly, went the young lad who spoke about his sister in the pot-house +of Windsor; for this lad was another favourite of the cornet's, being a +quiet, gentlemanly lad, in fact a favourite with everybody. A very +handsome lad, too. And the three went branking bravely down the +hill-side, through the woodlands, over the streaming plain, into the +white dirty town. And the cornet must stay and dine with the mess of the +42nd, and so Charles and the other lad might go where they would. And +they went and bathed, and then, when they had dressed, they stood +together under the burning white wall, looking over the wicked Black +Sea, smoking. And Charles told his comrade about Ravenshoe, about the +deer, and the pheasants, and the blackcock, and about the big trout that +lay nosing up into the swift places, in the cool clear water. And +suddenly the lad turned on him, with his handsome face livid with agony +and horror, and clutched him convulsively by both arms, and prayed him, +for God Almighty's sake---- + +There, that will do. We need not go on. The poor lad was dead in four +hours. The cholera was very prevalent at Varna that month, and those who +dawdled about in the hot sun, at the mouth of the filthy drains of that +accursed hole, found it unto their cost. We were fighting, you see, to +preserve the town to those worthless dirty Turks, against the valiant, +noble, but, I fear, equally dirty Russians. The provoking part of the +Russian war was, that all through we respected and liked our gallant +enemies far more than we did the useless rogues for whom we were +fighting. Moreover, our good friends the French seem to have been more +struck by this absurdity than ourselves. + +I only mentioned this sad little incident to show that this Devna life +among the pleasant woodlands was not all sunshine; that now and then +Charles was reminded, by some tragedy like this, that vast masses of men +were being removed from ordinary occupations and duties into an unusual +and abnormal mode of life; and that Nature was revenging herself for the +violation of her laws. + +You see that we have got through this three weeks more pleasantly than +they did at Varna. Charles was sorry when the time came for breaking up +the camp among the mountain woodlands. The more so, as it had got about +among the men that they were only to take Sebastopol by a sudden attack +in the rear, and spend the winter there. There would be no work for the +cavalry, every one said. + +It is just worthy of notice how, when one once begins a vagabond life, +one gets attached to a place where one may chance to rest even for a +week. When one gets accustomed to a change of locality every day for a +long while, a week's pause gives one more familiarity with a place than +a month's residence in a strange house would give if one were habitually +stationary. This remark is almost a platitude, but just worth writing +down. Charles liked Devna, and had got used to it, and parted from it as +he would from a home. + +This brings us up to the point where, after his death and burial, I have +described him as riding along the shore of the Bay of Eupatoria, +watching the fleet. The 140th had very little to do. They were on the +extreme left; on the seventeenth they thought they were going to have +some work, for they saw 150 of the lancers coming in, driving a lot of +cattle before them, and about 1,000 Cossacks hanging on their rear. But, +when some light dragoons rode leisurely out to support them, the +Cossacks rode off, and the 140th were still condemned to inactivity. + +Hornby had recovered, and was with the regiment. He had not recognised +Charles, of course. Even if he had come face to face with him, it was +almost unlikely that he would have recognised him in his moustache. They +were not to meet as yet. + +In the evening of the nineteenth there was a rumble of artillery over +the hill in front of them, which died away in half an hour. Most of the +rest of the cavalry were further to the front of the extreme left, and +were "at it," so it was understood, with the Cossacks. But the 140th +were still idle. + +On the morning of the twentieth, Charles and the rest of them, sitting +in their saddles, heard the guns booming in front and on the right. It +became understood among the men that the fleet was attacking some +batteries. Also, it was whispered that the Russians were going to stand +and fight. Charles was sixth man from the right of the rear rank of the +third troop. He could see the tails of the horses immediately before +him, and could remark that his front-rank man had a great patch of oil +on the right shoulder of his uniform. He could also see Hornby in the +troop before him. + +These guns went moaning on in the distance till half-past one; but still +they sat there idle. About that time there was a new sound in the air, +close on their right, which made them prick up their ears and look at +one another. Even the head of the column could have seen nothing, for +they were behind the hill. But all could hear, and guess. We all know +that sound well enough now. You hear it now, thank God, on every village +green in England when the cricket is over. Crack, crack! Crack, crack! +The noise of advancing skirmishers. + +And so it grew from the right towards the front, towards the left, till +the air was filled with the shrill treble of musketry. Then, as the +French skirmished within reach of the artillery, the deep bass roared +up, and the men, who dared not whisper before, could shout at one +another without rebuke. + +Louder again, as our artillery came into range. All the air was tortured +with concussion. Charles would have given ten years of his life to know +what was going on on the other side of the hill. But no. There they sat, +and he had to look at the back of the man before him; and at this time +he came to the conclusion that the patch of grease on his right shoulder +was of the same shape as the map of Sweden. + +A long weary two hours or more was spent like this. Charles, by looking +forward and to the right, between the two right-hand men of the troop +before him, could see the ridge of the hill, and see the smoke rising +from beyond it, and drifting away to the left before the sea-breeze. He +saw an aide-de-camp come over that ridge and dismount beside the captain +of Hornby's troop, loosening his girths. They laughed together; then the +captain shouted to Hornby, and he laughed and waved his sword over his +head. After this, he was reduced to watching the back of the man before +him, and studying the map of Sweden. It was becoming evident that the +map of North America, if it existed, must be on his left shoulder, under +his hussar jacket, and that the Pacific Islands must be round in front, +about his left breast, when the word was given to go forward. + +They advanced to the top of the hill, and wheeled. Charles, for one +instant, had a glimpse of the valley below, seething and roaring like a +volcano. Everywhere bright flashes of flame, single, or running along in +lines, or blazing out in volleys. The smoke, driven to the left by the +wind, hung across the valley like a curtain. On the opposite hill a ring +of smoke and fire, and in front of it a thin scarlet line disappearing. +That was all. The next moment they wheeled to the right, and Charles saw +only the back of the man before him, and the patch of grease on his +shoulder. + +But that night was a night of spurs for them. Hard riding for them far +into the night. The field of the Alma had been won, and they were +ordered forward to harass the Cossacks, who were covering the rear of +the Russian army. They never got near them. But ever after, when the +battle of the Alma was mentioned before him, Charles at once used to +begin thinking of the map of Sweden. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +WHAT LORD SALTIRE AND FATHER MACKWORTH SAID WHEN THEY LOOKED OUT OF THE +WINDOW. + + +"And how do you do, my dear sir?" said Lord Saltire. + +"I enjoy the same perfect health as ever, I thank you, my lord," said +Father Mackworth. "And allow me to say, that I am glad to see your +lordship looking just the same as ever. You may have forgotten that you +were the greatest benefactor that I ever had. I have not." + +"Nay, nay," said Lord Saltire. "Let bygones be bygones, my dear sir. +By-the-bye, Mr. Mackworth--Lord Hainault." + +"I am delighted to see you at Casterton, Mr. Mackworth," said Lord +Hainault. "We are such rabid Protestants here, that the mere presence of +a Catholic ecclesiastic of any kind is a source of pleasurable +excitement to us. When, however, we get among us a man like you--a man +of whose talents we have heard so much, and a man personally endeared to +us, through the love he bore to one of us who is dead, we give him a +threefold welcome." + +Lord Saltire used, in his _tête-à-têtes_ with Lady Ascot, to wish to Gad +that Hainault would cure himself of making speeches. He was one of the +best fellows in the world, but he would always talk as if he was in the +House of Lords. This was very true about Lord Hainault; but, although he +might be a little stilted in his speech, he meant every word he said, +and was an affectionate, good-hearted man, and withal, a clever one. + +Father Mackworth bowed, and was pleased with the compliment. His nerve +was in perfect order, and he was glad to find that Lord Hainault was +well inclined towards him, though just at this time the Most Noble the +Marquis of Hainault was of less importance to him than one of the grooms +in the stable. What he required of himself just now was to act and look +in a particular way, and to do it naturally and without effort. His +genius rose to the situation. He puzzled Lord Saltire. + +"This is a sad business," said Lord Saltire. + +"A bitter business," said Mackworth. "I loved that man, my lord." + +He looked suddenly up as he said it, and Lord Saltire saw that he was in +earnest. He waited for him to go on, watching him intently with his +eyelids half dropped over his grey eagle eyes. + +"That is not of much consequence, though," said Father Mackworth. +"Speaking to a man of the world, what is more to the purpose is, to +hear what is the reason of your lordship's having sought this interview. +I am very anxious to know that, and so, if I appear rude, I must crave +forgiveness." + +Lord Saltire looked at him minutely and steadily. How Mackworth looked +was of more importance to Lord Saltire than what he said. On the other +hand, Mackworth every now and then calmly and steadily raised his eyes +to Lord Saltire's, and kept them fixed there while he spoke to him. + +"Not at all, my dear sir," said Lord Saltire. "If you will have business +first, however, which is possibly the best plan, we will have it, and +improve our acquaintance afterwards. I asked you to come to me to speak +of family matters. You have seen our advertisement?" + +"I have, indeed," said Mackworth, looking up with a smile. "I was +utterly taken by surprise. Do you think that you can be right about this +marriage?" + +"Oh! I am sure of it," said Lord Saltire. + +"I cannot believe it," said Mackworth. "And I'll tell you why. If it +ever took place I _must_ have heard of it. Father Clifford, my +predecessor, was Petre Ravenshoe's confessor. I need not tell you that +he must have been in possession of the fact. Your knowledge of the world +will tell you how impossible it is that, in a house so utterly +priest-ridden as the House of Ravenshoe, an affair of such moment could +be kept from the knowledge of the father-confessor. Especially when the +delinquent, if I may so express myself, was the most foolishly bigoted, +and cowardly representative of that house which had appeared for many +generations. I assure you, upon my honour, that Clifford _must_ have +known it. And, if he had known of it, he must have communicated it to +me. No priest could possibly have died without leaving such a secret to +his successor; a secret which would make the owner of it--that is, the +priest--so completely the master of Ravenshoe and all in it. I confessed +that man on his death-bed, my lord," said Mackworth, looking quietly at +Lord Saltire, with a smile, "and I can only tell you, if you can bring +yourself to believe a priest, that there was not one word said about his +marriage." + +"No?" said Lord Saltire, pensively looking out of the window. "And yet +Lady Ascot seems so positive." + +"I sincerely hope," said Mackworth, "that she may be wrong. It would be +a sad thing for me. I am comfortable and happy at Ravenshoe. Poor dear +Cuthbert has secured my position there during my lifetime. The present +Mr. Ravenshoe is not so tractable as his brother, but I can get on well +enough with him. But in case of this story being true, and Mr. Charles +Horton coming back, my position would be untenable, and Ravenshoe would +be in Protestant hands for the first time in history. I should lose my +home, and the Church would lose one of its best houses in the west. The +best, in fact. I had sooner be at Ravenshoe than at Segur. I am very +much pleased at your lordship's having sought this conference. It shows +you have some trust in me, to consult me upon a matter in which my own +interests are all on one side." + +Lord Saltire bowed. "There is another way to look at the matter, too, my +dear sir. If we prove our case, which is possible, and in case of our +poor dear Charles dying or getting killed, which is probable, why then +William comes in for the estate again. Suppose, now, such a possibility +as his dying without heirs; why, then, Miss Ravenshoe is the greatest +heiress in the West of England. Have you any idea where Miss Ravenshoe +is?" + +Both Lord Saltire and Lord Hainault turned on him as the former said +this. For an instant Mackworth looked inquiringly from one to the other, +with his lips slightly parted, and said, "Miss Ravenshoe?" Then he gave +a half-smile of intelligence, and said, "Ah! yes; I was puzzled for a +moment. Yes, in that case poor Ellen would be Miss Ravenshoe. Yes, and +the estate would remain in Catholic hands. What a prospect for the +Church! A penitent heiress! The management of £12,000 a year! Forgive my +being carried away for a moment. You know I am an enthusiastic +Churchman. I have been bound, body and soul, to the Church from a child, +and such a prospect, even in such remote perspective, has dazzled me. +But I am afraid I shall see rather a large family of Ravenshoes between +me and such a consummation. William is going to marry." + +"Then you do not know where poor Ellen is?" said Lord Saltire. + +"I do not," said Mackworth; "but I certainly shall try to discover, and +most certainly I shall succeed. William might die on this very +expedition. You might prove your case. If anything were to happen to +William, I most certainly hope you may, and will give you every +assistance. For half a loaf is better than no bread. And besides, +Charles also might be killed, or die of cholera. As it is, I shall not +move in the matter. I shall not help you to bring a Protestant to +Ravenshoe. Now, don't think me a heartless man for talking like this; I +am nothing of the kind. But I am talking to two very shrewd men of the +world, and I talk as a man of the world; that is all." + +At this point Lord Hainault said, "What is that?" and left the room. +Lord Saltire and Mackworth were alone together. + +"Now, my dear sir," said Lord Saltire, "I am glad you have spoken merely +as a man of the world. It makes matters so much easier. You could help +us if you would." + +Mackworth laughed. "Of course I could, my lord. I could bring the whole +force of the Catholic Church, at my back, to give assistance. With our +powers of organisation, we could discover all about the marriage in no +time (if it ever took place, which I don't choose to believe just now). +Why, it would pay us to search minutely every register in England, if it +were to keep such a house in the hands of the Church. But the Catholic +Church, in my poor person, politely declines to move all its vast +machinery, to give away one of its best houses to a Protestant." + +"I never supposed that the dear old lady would do anything of the kind. +But, as for Mr. Mackworth, will nothing induce _him_ to move _his_ vast +machinery in our cause?" + +"I am all attention, my lord." + +"In case of our finding Charles, then?" + +"Yes," said Mackworth, calmly. + +"Twenty thousand?" + +"No," said Mackworth. "It wouldn't do. Twenty million wouldn't do. You +see there is a difference between a soldier disguising himself, and +going into the enemy's camp, to lie, and it may be, murder, to gain +information for his own side, and the same soldier deserting to the +enemy, and giving information. The one is a hero, and the other a rogue. +I am a hero. You must forgive me for putting matters so coarsely, but +you distrust me so entirely that I am forced to do so." + +"I do not think you have put it so coarsely," said Lord Saltire. "I have +to ask your forgiveness for this offer of money, which you have so nobly +refused. They say every man has his price. If this is the case, yours is +a very high one, and you should be valued accordingly." + +"Now, my lord, before we conclude this interview, let me tell you two +things, which may be of advantage to you. The first is, that you cannot +buy a Jesuit." + +"A Jesuit!" + +"Ay. And the next thing is this. This marriage of Petre Ravenshoe is all +a fiction of Lady Ascot's brain. I wish you good morning, my lord." + +There are two sides to every door. You grant that. A man cannot be in +two places at once. You grant that, without the exception made by the +Irish member. Very well then. I am going to describe what took place on +both sides of the library door at the conclusion of this interview. +Which side shall I describe first? + +That is entirely as I choose, and I choose to describe the outside +first. The side where Father Mackworth was. This paragraph and the last +are written in imitation of the Shandean-Southey-Doctorian style. The +imitation is a bad one, I find, and approaches nearer to the lower style +known among critics as Swivellerism; which consists in saying the first +thing that comes into your head. Any style would be quite allowable, +merely as a rest to one's aching brain, after the dreadfully keen +encounter between Lord Saltire and Father Mackworth, recorded above. + +When Mackworth had closed the library door behind him, he looked at it +for a moment, as if to see it was safe, and then his whole face +underwent a change. It grew haggard and anxious, and, as he parted his +lips to moisten them, the lower one trembled. His eyes seemed to grow +more prominent, and a leaden ring began to settle round them; he paused +in a window, and raised his hand towards his head. When he had raised it +half way he looked at it; it was shaking violently. + +"I am not the man I was," he said. "These great field-days upset me. My +nerve is going, God help me. It is lucky that I was really puzzled by +his calling her Miss Ravenshoe. If I had not been all abroad, I could +never have done so well. I must be very careful. My nerve ought not to +go like this. I have lived a temperate life in every way. Possibly a +little too temperate. I won't go through another interview of this kind +without wine. It is not safe. + +"The chances are ten to one in favour of one never hearing of Charles +again, Shot and steel and cholera. Then William only to think of. In +that case I am afraid I should like to bring in the elder branch of the +family, to that young gentleman's detriment. I wish my nerve was better; +this irritability increases on me in spite of all my care. I wish I +could stand wine. + +"Ravenshoe, with Ellen for its mistress, and Mackworth living there as +her master! A penitential devotee, and a clever man for confessor! And +twelve thousand a year! If we Jesuits were such villains as the +Protestants try to make us out, Master William would be unwise to live +in the house with me. + +"I wonder if Lord Saltire guesses that I hold the clue in my hand. I +can't remember the interview, or what I said. My memory begins to go. +They should put a younger man in such a place. But I would not yield to +another man. No. The stakes are too high. I wish I could remember what I +said. + +"Does William dream that, in case of Charles's death, he is standing +between me and the light? At all events, Lord Saltire sees it. I wonder +if I committed myself. I remember I was very honest and +straightforward? What was it I said at last? I have an uneasy feeling +about that, but I can't remember. + +"I hope that Butler will keep the girl well in hand. If I was to get +ill, it would all rest with him. God! I hope I shall not get ill." + +Now we will go to the other side of the door. Lord Saltire sat quietly +upright in his chair until the door was safely closed. Then he took a +pinch of snuff. He did not speak aloud, but he looked cunningly at the +door, and said to himself-- + +"Odd!" + +Another pinch of snuff. Then he said aloud, "Uncommon curious, by Ged." + +"What is curious?" said Lord Hainault, who had come into the room. + +"Why, that fellow. He took me in to the last moment. I thought he was +going to be simply honest; but he betrayed himself by over-eagerness at +the end. His look of frank honesty was assumed; the real man came out in +the last sentence. You should have seen how his face changed, when he +turned sharply on me, after fancying he had lulled suspicion to sleep, +and told me that the marriage was a fiction. He forgot his manners for +the first time, and laid his hand upon my knee." + +Lord Hainault said, "Do you think that he knows about the marriage?" + +"I am sure he does. And he knows where Ellen is." + +"Why?" + +"Because I am sure of it." + +"That is hardly a reason, my dear Lord Saltire. Don't you think, eh?" + +"Think what?" + +"Think that you are--well," said Lord Hainault, in a sort of +desperation, "are not you, my dear lord, to put it very mildly, +generalising from an insufficient number of facts? I speak with all +humility before one of the shrewdest men in Europe; but don't you think +so?" + +"No, I don't," said Lord Saltire. + +"I bow," said Lord Hainault. "The chances are ten to one that you are +right, and I am wrong. Did you make the offer?" + +"Yes." + +"And did he accept it?" + +"Of course he didn't. I told you he wouldn't." + +"That is strange, is it not?" + +"No," said Lord Saltire. + +Lord Hainault laughed, and then Lord Saltire looked up and laughed too. +"I like being rude to you, Hainault. You are so solemn." + +"Well," said Lord Hainault with another hearty laugh. "And what are we +to do now?" + +"Why, wait till William comes back," said Lord Saltire. "We can do +nothing till then, my dear boy. God bless you, Hainault. You are a good +fellow." + +When the old man was left alone, he rose and looked out of the window. +The bucks were feeding together close under the windows; and, farther +off, under the shadow of the mighty cedars, the does and fawns were +standing and lying about lazily, shaking their broad ears and stamping +their feet. Out from the great rhododendron thickets, right and left of +the house, the pheasants were coming to spend the pleasant evening-tide +in running to and fro, and scratching at the ant-hills. The rabbits, +too, were showing out among the grass, scuttling about busily. The +peacock had lit down from the stable roof, and was elegantly picking his +way and dragging his sweeping train among the pheasants and the rabbits; +and on the topmost, copper-red, cedar-boughs, some guinea fowl were +noisily preparing for roost. One hundred yards from the window the park +seemed to end, for it dropped suddenly down in a precipitous, almost +perpendicular slope of turf, three hundred and fifty feet high, towards +the river, which you could see winding on for miles through the richly +wooded valley; a broad riband of silver, far below. Beyond, wooded +hills: on the left, endless folds of pearl-coloured downs; to the right, +the town, a fantastic grey and red heap of buildings, lying along from +the river, which brimmed full up to its wharves and lane ends; and, over +it, a lazy cloud of smoke, from which came the gentle booming of +golden-toned bells. + +Casterton is not a show place. Lord Hainault has a whim about it. But +you may see just such a scene, with variations, of course, from +Park-place, or Hedsor, or Chiefden, or fifty other houses on the king of +rivers. I wonder when the tour of the Thames will become fashionable. I +have never seen anything like it, in its way. And I have seen a great +many things. + +Lord Saltire looked out on all this which I have roughly described (for +a reason). And, as he looked, he spoke to himself, thus, or nearly so-- + +"And so I am the last of them all; and alone. Hardly one of them left. +Hardly one. And their sons are feeding their pheasants, and planting +their shrubberies still, as we did. And the things that were terrible +realities for us, are only printed words for them, which they try to +realise, but cannot. The thirty mad long years, through which we stood +with our backs to the wall, and ticketed as "the revolutionary wars," +and put in a pigeon-hole. I wish they would do us justice. We _were_ +right. Hainault's pheasants prove it. They must pay their twenty million +a year, and thank us that they have got off so easy. + +"I wonder what _they_ would do, in such a pinch as we had. They seem to +be as brave as ever; but I am afraid of their getting too much +unbrutalised for another struggle like ours. I suppose I am wrong, for I +am getting too old to appreciate new ideas, but I am afraid of our +getting too soft. It is a bygone prejudice, I am afraid. One comfort is, +that such a struggle can never come again. If it did, they might have +the will to do all that we did, and more, but have they the power? This +extension of the suffrage has played the devil, and now they want to +extend it farther, the madmen! They'll end by having a House full of +Whigs. And then--why, then, I suppose, there'll be nothing but Whigs in +the House. That seems to me near about what will happen. Well! well! I +was a Whig myself once on a time. + +"All gone. Every one of them. And I left on here, in perfect health and +preservation, as much an object of wonder to the young ones as a dodo +would be to a poultry-fancier. Before the effect of our deeds has been +fully felt, our persons have become strange, and out of date. But yet I, +strange to say, don't want to go yet. I want to see that Ravenshoe boy +again. Gad! how I love that boy. He has just Barkham's sweet, gentle, +foolish way with him. I determined to make him my heir from the first +time I saw him at Ranford, if he turned out well. If I had announced it, +everything would have gone right. What an endless series of unlucky +accidents that poor boy has had. + +"Just like Barkham. The same idle, foolish, lovable creature, with anger +for nothing; only furious, blind indignation for injustice and wrong. I +wish he would come back. I am getting aweary of waiting. + +"I wonder if I shall see Barkham again, just to sit with my arm on his +shoulder, as I used to on the terrace in old times. Only for one short +half-hour----" + +I shall leave off here. I don't want to follow the kind old heathen +through his vague speculations about a future state. You see how he had +loved his son. You see why he loved Charles. That is all I wished to +show you. + +"And if Charles don't come back? By Gad! I am very much afraid the +chances are against it. Well, I suppose, if the poor lad dies, I must +leave the money to Welter and his wife, if it is only for the sake of +poor Ascot, who was a good fellow. I wonder if we shall ever get at the +bottom of this matter about the marriage. I fancy not, unless Charles +dies, in which case Ellen will be re-instated by the priest. + +"I hope William will make haste back with him. Old fellows like me are +apt to go off in a minute. And if he dies and I have not time to make a +will, the whole goes to the Crown, which will be a bore. I would sooner +Welter had it than that." + +Lord Saltire stood looking out of the library window, until the river +looked like a chain of crimson pools, stretching westward towards the +sinking sun. The room behind him grew dark, and the marble pillars, +which divided it in unequal portions, stood like ghosts in the gloom. He +was hidden by the curtain, and presently he heard the door open, and a +light footstep stealthily approaching over the Turkey carpet. There was +a rustle of a woman's dress, and a moving of books on the centre table, +by some hand which evidently feared detection. Lord Saltire stepped from +behind his curtain, and confronted Mary Corby. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +CAPTAIN ARCHER TURNS UP. + + +"Do not betray me, my lord," said Mary, from out of the gloom. + +"I will declare your malpractices to the four winds of heaven, Miss +Corby, as soon as I know what they are. Why, why do you come rustling +into the room, like a mouse in the dark? Tell me at once what this +hole-and-corner work means." + +"I will not, unless you promise not to betray me, Lord Saltire." + +"Now just think how foolish you are. How can I possibly make myself +particeps, of what is evidently a most dark and nefarious business, +without knowing beforehand what benefit I am to receive? You offer me no +share of booty; you offer me no advantage, direct or indirect, in +exchange for my silence, except that of being put into possession of +facts which it is probably dangerous to know anything about. How can you +expect to buy me on such terms as these?" + +"Well, then, I will throw myself on your generosity. I want +_Blackwood_. If I can find _Blackwood_ now, I shall get a full hour at +it to myself while you are all at dinner. Do you know where it is?" + +"Yes," said Lord Saltire. + +"Do tell me, please. I do so want to finish a story in it. Please to +tell me where it is." + +"I won't." + +"Why not? How very unkind. We have been friends eight months now, and +you are just beginning to be cross to me. You see how familiarity breeds +contempt; you used to be so polite." + +"I shan't tell you where _Blackwood_ is," said Lord Saltire, "because I +don't choose. I don't want you to have it. I want you to sit here in the +dark and talk to me, instead of reading it." + +"I will sit and talk to you in the dark; only you must not tell ghost +stories." + +"I want you to sit in the dark," said Lord Saltire, "because I want to +be '_vox et præterea nihil_.' You will see why, directly. My dear Mary +Corby, I want to have some very serious talk with you. Let us joke no +more." + +Mary settled herself at once into the arm-chair opposite Lord Saltire, +and, resting her cheek on her hand, turned her face towards the empty +fireplace. "Now, my dear Lord Saltire," she said, "go on. I think I can +anticipate what you are going to say." + +"You mean about Charles." + +"Yes." + +"Ah, that is only a part of what I have to say. I want to consult you +there, certainly; but that is but a small part of the business." + +"Then I am curious." + +"Do you know, then, I am between eighty and ninety years old?" + +"I have heard so, my lord." + +"Well then, I think that the voice to which you are now listening will +soon be silent for ever; and do not take offence; consider it as a dead +man's voice, if you will." + +"I will listen to it as the voice of a kind living friend," said Mary. +"A friend who has always treated me as a reasonable being and an equal." + +"That is true, Mary; you are so gentle and so clever, that is no wonder. +See here, you have no private fortune." + +"I have my profession," said Mary, laughing. + +"Yes, but your profession is one in which it is difficult to rise," +said Lord Saltire, "and so I have thought it necessary to provide for +you in my will. For I must make a new one." + +Poor Mary gave a start. The announcement was so utterly unexpected. She +did not know what to say or what to think. She had had long night +thoughts about poverty, old age, a life in a garret as a needlewoman, +and so on; and had many a good cry over them, and had never found any +remedy for them except saying her prayers, which she always found a +perfect specific. And here, all of a sudden, was the question solved! +She would have liked to thank Lord Saltire. She would have liked to kiss +his hand; but words were rather deficient. She tried to keep her tears +back, and she in a way succeeded; then in the honesty of her soul she +spoke. + +"I will thank you more heartily, my lord, than if I went down on my +knees and kissed your feet. All my present has been darkened by a great +cloud of old age and poverty in the distance. You have swept that cloud +away. Can I say more?" + +"On your life, not another word. I could have over-burdened you with +wealth, but I have chosen not to do so. Twenty thousand pounds will +enable you to live as you have been brought up. Believe an old man when +he says that more would be a plague to you." + +"Twenty thousand pounds!" + +"Yes. That will bring you in, you will find, about six hundred a year. +Take my word for it, it is quite enough. You will be able to keep your +brougham, and all that sort of thing. Believe me, you would not be happy +with more." + +"More!" said Mary, quietly. "My lord, look here, and see what you have +done. When the children are going to sleep, I sit, and sew, and sing, +and, when they are gone to sleep, I still sit, and sew, and think. Then +I build my Spanish castles; but the highest tower of my castle has risen +to this--that in my old age I should have ten shillings a week left me +by some one, and be able to keep a canary bird, and have some old woman +as pensioner. And now--now--now. Oh! I'll be quiet in a moment. Don't +speak to me for a moment. God is very good." + +I hope Lord Saltire enjoyed his snuff. I think that, if he did not, he +deserved to. After a pause Mary began again. + +"Have I left on you the impression that I am selfish? I am almost afraid +I have. Is it not so? I have one favour to ask of you. Will you grant +it?" + +"Certainly I will." + +"On your honour, my lord." + +"On my honour." + +"Reduce the sum you have mentioned to one-fourth. I have bound you by +your honour. Oh, don't make me a great heiress; I am not fit for it." + +Lord Saltire said, "Pish! If you say another word I will leave you ten +thousand more. To the deuce with my honour; don't talk nonsense." + +"You said you were going to be quiet in a moment," he resumed presently. +"Are you quiet now?" + +"Yes, my lord, quiet and happy." + +"Are you glad I spoke to you in the dark?" + +"Yes." + +"You will be more glad that it was in the dark directly. Is Charles +Ravenshoe quite the same to you as other men?" + +"No," said Mary; "that he most certainly is not. I could have answered +that question _to you_ in the brightest daylight." + +"Humph!" said Lord Saltire. "I wish I could see him and you comfortably +married, do you know? I hope I speak plain enough. If I don't, perhaps +you will be so good as to mention it, and I'll try to speak a little +plainer." + +"Nay; I quite understand you. I wonder if you will understand me, when I +say that such a thing is utterly and totally out of the question." + +"I was afraid so. You are a pair of simpletons. My dear daughter (you +must let me call you so), you must contemplate the contingency I have +hinted at in the dark. I know that the best way to get a man rejected, +is to recommend him; I therefore, only say, that John Marston loves you +with his whole heart and soul, and that he is a _protégé_ of mine." + +"I am speaking to you as I would to my own father. John Marston asked me +to be his wife last Christmas, and I refused him." + +"Oh, yes. I knew all about that the same evening. It was the evening +after they were nearly drowned out fishing. Then there is no hope of a +reconsideration there?" + +"Not the least," said Mary. "My lord, I will never marry." + +"I have not distressed you?" + +"Certainly not. You have a right to speak as you have. I am not a silly +hysterical girl either, that I cannot talk on such subjects without +affectation. But I will never marry; I will be an old maid. I will write +novels, or something of that sort. I will not even marry Captain Archer, +charm he never so wisely." + +"Captain Archer! Who on earth is Captain Archer?" + +"Don't you know Captain Archer, my lord?" replied Mary, laughing +heartily, but ending her laugh with a short sob. "Avast heaving! Bear a +hand, my hearties, and let us light this taper. I think you ought to +read his letter. He is the man who swam with me out of the cruel sea, +when the _Warren Hastings_ went down. That is who he is, Lord Saltire." +And at this point, little Mary, thoroughly unhinged by this strange +conversation, broke down, and began crying her eyes out, and putting a +letter into his hand, rose to leave the room. + +He held the door open for her. "My dear Mary," he said, "if I have been +coarse or rude, you must try to forgive me." + +"Your straightforward kindness," she said, "is less confusing than the +most delicate finesse." And so she went. + +Captain Archer is one of the very best men I know. If you and I, reader, +continue our acquaintance, you will soon know more of him than you have +been able to gather from the pages of Ravenshoe. He was in person +perhaps the grandest and handsomest fellow you ever saw. He was gentle, +brave, and courteous. In short, the best example I have ever seen of the +best class of sailor. By birth he was a gentleman, and he had carefully +made himself a gentleman in manners. Neither from his dress, which was +always scrupulously neat and in good taste, nor from his conversation, +would you guess that he was a sailor, unless in a very select circle, +where he would, if he thought it pleased or amused, talk salt water by +the yard. The reason why he had written to Mary in the following style +was, that he knew she loved it, and he wished to make her laugh. Lord +Saltire set him down for a mad seaman, and nothing more. You will see +that he had so thoroughly obscured what he meant to say, that he left +Mary with the very natural impression that he was going to propose to +her. + +He had done it, he said, from Port Philip Heads, in sixty-four days, at +last, in consequence of one of his young gentlemen (merchant midshipmen) +having stole a black cat in Flinder's-lane, and brought her aboard. He +had caught the westerly wind off the Leuwin and carried it down to 62°, +through the ice, and round the Horn, where he had met a cyclone, by +special appointment, and carried the outside edge of it past the +Auroras. That during this time it had blown so hard, that it was +necessary for three midshipmen to be on deck with him night and day, to +hold his hair on. That, getting too near the centre, he had found it +necessary to lay her to, which he had successfully done, by tying one of +his false collars in the fore weather-rigging. And so on. Giving an +absurd account of his whole voyage, evidently with the intention of +making her laugh. + +He concluded thus: "And now, my dear Mary, I am going to surprise you. I +am getting rich, and I am thinking of getting married. Have you ever +thought of such a thing? Your present dependence must be irksome. Begin +to contemplate a change to a happier and freer mode of life. I will +explain more fully when I come to you. I shall have much to tell you +which will surprise you; but you know I love you, and only study your +happiness. When the first pang of breaking off old associations is over, +the new life, to such a quiet spirit as yours, becomes at first +bearable, then happy. A past is soon created. Think of what I have said, +before I come to you. Your future, my dear, is not a very bright one. It +is a source of great anxiety to me, who love you so dearly--you little +know how dearly." + +I appeal to any young lady to say whether or no dear Mary was to blame +if she thought good, blundering Archer was going to propose to her. If +they give it against her, and declare that there is nothing in the above +letter leading to such a conclusion, I can only say that Lord Saltire +went with her and with me, and regarded the letter as written +preparatory to a proposal. Archer's dismay, when we afterwards let him +know this, was delightful to behold. His wife was put in possession of +the fact, by some one who shall be nameless, and I have heard that jolly +soul use her information against him in the most telling manner on +critical occasions. + +But, before Captain Archer came, there came a letter from William, from +Varna, announcing Charles's death of cholera. There are melancholy +scenes, more than enough, in this book, and alas! one more to come: so I +may spare you the description of their woe at the intelligence, which we +know to be false. The letter was closely followed by William himself, +who showed them the grass from his grave. This helped to confirm their +impression of its truth, however unreasonable. Lord Saltire had a +correspondence with the Horse Guards, long and windy, which resulted, +after months, in discovering that no man had enlisted in the 140th under +the name of Horton. This proved nothing, for Charles might have enlisted +under a false name, and yet might have been known by his real name to an +intimate comrade. + +Lord Saltire wrote to General Mainwaring. But, by the time his letter +reached him, that had happened which made it easy for a fool to count on +his fingers the number of men left in the 140th. Among the dead or among +the living, no signs of Charles Ravenshoe. + +General Mainwaring was, as we all know, wounded on Cathcart's Hill, and +came home. The news which he brought about the doings of the 140th we +shall have from first hand. But he gave them no hope about Charles. + +Lord Saltire and General Mainwaring had a long interview, and a long +consultation. Lord Hainault and the General witnessed his will. There +were some legacies to servants; twenty thousand pounds to Miss Corby; +ten thousand to John Marston; fifty thousand pounds to Lady Ascot; and +the rest, amounting in one way or another, to nearly five hundred +thousand pounds, was left to Lord Ascot (our old acquaintance, Lord +Welter) and his heirs for ever. + +There was another clause in the will, carefully worded--carefully +guarded about by every legal fence which could be erected by law, and by +money to buy that law--to the effect that, if Charles should reappear, +he was to come into a fortune of eighty thousand pounds, funded +property. + +Now please to mark this. Lord Ascot was informed by General Mainwaring +that, the death of Charles Ravenshoe being determined on as being a +fact, Lord Saltire had made his will in his (Lord Ascot's) favour. I +pray you to remember this. Lord Ascot knew no particulars, only that the +will was in his favour. If you do not keep this in mind, it would be +just as well if there had been no Lord Welter at all in the story. + +Ravenshoe and its poor twelve thousand a year begin to sink into +insignificance, you see. But still we must attend to it. How did +Charles's death affect Mackworth? Rather favourably. The property could +not come into the hands of a Protestant now. William was a staunch +Catholic, though rebellious and disagreeable. If anything happened to +him, why, then there was Ellen to be produced. Things might have been +better, certainly, but they were certainly improved by that young cub's +death, and by the cessation of all search for the marriage register. And +so on. If you care to waste time on it, you may think it all through for +yourselves, as did not Father Mackworth. + +And I'll tell you why. Father Mackworth had had a stroke of paralysis, +as men will have, who lead, as he did, a life of worry and excitement, +without taking proper nourishment; and he was lying, half idiotic, in +the priest's tower at Ravenshoe. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +CHARLES MEETS HORNBY AT LAST + + +Oh for the whispering woodlands of Devna! Oh for the quiet summer +evenings above the lakes, looking far away at the white-walled town on +the distant shore! No more hare-shooting, no more turtle-catching, for +you, my dear Charles. The allies had determined to take Sebastopol, and +winter in the town. It was a very dull place, every one said; but there +was a race-course, and there would be splendid boat-racing in the +harbour. The country about the town was reported to be romantic, and +there would be pleasant excursions in the winter to Simpheropol, a gayer +town than Sebastopol, and where there was more society. They were not +going to move till the spring, when they were to advance up the valley +of the Dnieper to Moscow, while a flying column was to be sent to follow +the course of the Don, cross to the Volga at Suratow, and so penetrate +into the Ural Mountains and seize the gold mines, or do something of +this sort; it was all laid out quite plain. + +Now, don't call this _ex post facto_ wisdom, but just try to remember +what extravagant ideas every non-military man had that autumn about what +our army would do. The ministers of the King of Lernè never laid down a +more glorious campaign than we did. "I will," says poor Picrochole, +"give him fair quarter, and spare his life--I will rebuild Solomon's +Temple--I will give you Caramania, Syria, and all Palestine." "Ha! +sire," said they, "it is out of your goodness. Grammercy, we thank you." +We have had our little lesson about that kind of amusement. There has +been none of it in this American business; but our good friends the +other side of the Atlantic are worse than they were in the time of the +Pogram defiance. Either they don't file their newspapers, or else they +console themselves by saying that they could have done it all if they +had liked. + +It now becomes my duty to use all the resources of my art to describe +Charles's emotions at the first sight of Sebastopol. Such an opportunity +for the display of beautiful language should not be let slip. I could do +it capitally by buying a copy of Mr. Russell's "War," or even by using +the correspondence I have on the table before me. But I think you will +agree with me that it is better left alone. One hardly likes to come +into the field in that line after Russell. + +Balaclava was not such a pleasant place as Devna. It was bare and rocky, +and everything was in confusion, and the men were dying in heaps of +cholera. The nights were beginning to grow chill, too, and Charles began +to dream regularly that he was sleeping on the bare hill-side, in a +sharp frost, and that he was agonisingly cold about the small of his +back. And the most singular thing was, that he always woke and found his +dream come true. At first he only used to dream this dream towards +morning; but, as October began to creep on, he used to wake with it +several times in the night, and at last hardly used to go to sleep at +all for fear of dreaming it. + +Were there no other dreams? No. No dreams, but one ever-present reality. +A dull aching regret for a past for ever gone. A heavy deadly grief, +lost for a time among the woods of Devna, but come back to him now +amidst the cold, and the squalor, and the sickness of Balaclava. A +brooding over missed opportunities, and the things that might have been. +Sometimes a tangled puzzled train of thought, as to how much of this +ghastly misery was his own fault, and how much accident. And above all, +a growing desire for death, unknown before. + +And all this time, behind the hill, the great guns--which had begun a +fitful muttering when they first came there, often dying off into +silence--now day by day, as trench after trench was opened, grew louder +and more continuous, till hearing and thought were deadened, and the +soul was sick of their never-ceasing melancholy thunder. + +And at six o'clock on the morning of the seventeenth, such an infernal +din began as no man there had ever heard before, which grew louder and +louder till nine, when it seemed impossible that the ear could bear the +accumulation of sound; and then suddenly doubled, as the _Agamemnon_ and +the _Montebello_, followed by the fleets, steamed in, and laid +broadside-to under the forts. Four thousand pieces of the heaviest +ordnance in the world were doing their work over that hill, and the +140th stood dismounted and listened. + +At ten o'clock the earth shook, and a column of smoke towered up in the +air above the hill, and as it began to hang motionless, the sound of it +reached them. It was different from the noise of guns. It was something +new and terrible. An angry hissing roar. An hour after they heard that +twenty tons of powder were blown up in the French lines. + +Soon after this, though, there was work to be done, and plenty of it. +The wounded were being carried to the rear. Some cavalry were +dismounted, and told off for the work. Charles was one of them. + +The wind had not yet sprung up, and all that Charles saw for the moment +was a valley full of smoke, and fire, and sound. He caught the glimpse +of the spars and funnel of a great liner above the smoke to the left; +but directly after they were under fire, and the sickening day's work +began. + +Death and horror in every form, of course. The wounded lying about in +heaps. Officers trying to compose their faces, and die like gentlemen. +Old Indian soldiers dying grimly as they had lived; and lads, fresh from +the plough last year, listed at the market-cross some unlucky Saturday, +sitting up staring before them with a look of terror and wonder: sadder +sight than either. But everywhere all the day, where the shot screamed +loudest, where the shell fell thickest, with his shako gone, with his +ambrosial curls tangled with blood, with his splendid gaudy fripperies +soiled with dust and sweat, was Hornby, the dandy, the fop, the dicer; +doing the work of ten, carrying out the wounded in his arms, encouraging +the dying, cheering on the living. + +"I knew there was some stuff in him," said Charles, as he followed him +into the Crown battery; just at that time the worst place of all, for +the _The Twelve Apostles_ had begun dropping red-hot shot into it, and +exploded some ammunition, and killed some men. And they had met a naval +officer, known to Hornby, wounded, staggering to the rear, who said, +"that his brother was knocked over, and that they wanted to make out he +was dead, but he had only fainted." So they went back with him. The +officer's brother was dead enough, poor fellow; but as Charles and +Hornby bent suddenly over to look at him, their faces actually touched. + +Hornby did not recognise him. He was in a state of excitement, and was +thinking of no one less than Charles, and Charles's moustaches had +altered him, as I said before. If their eyes had met, I believe Hornby +would have known him; but it was not to be till the 25th, and this was +only the 17th. If Hornby could only have known him, if they could only +have had ten minutes' talk together, Charles would have known all that +we know about the previous marriage of his grandfather: and, if that +conversation had taken place, he would have known more than any of them, +for Hornby knew something which he thought of no importance, which was +very important indeed. He knew where Ellen was. + +But Charles turned his face away, and the recognition did not take +place. Poor Charles said afterwards that it was all a piece of +luck--that "the stars in their courses fought against Sisera." It is not +the case. He turned away his eyes, and avoided the recognition. What he +meant is this:-- + +As Hornby's face was touching his, and they were both bending over the +dead man, whom they could hardly believe to be dead, the men behind them +fired off the great Lancaster in the next one-gun battery. "Crack!" and +they heard the shell go piff, piff, piff, piff, and strike something. +And then one man close to them cried, "God Almighty!" and another cried, +"Christ!" as sailors will at such awful times; and they both leapt to +their feet. Above the smoke there hung, a hundred feet in the air, a +something like a vast black pine-tree; and before they had time to +realise what had happened, there was a horrible roar, and a concussion +which made them stagger on their legs. A shell from the Lancaster had +blown up the great redoubt in front of the Redan wall, and every Russian +gun ceased firing. And above the sound of the Allied guns rose the +cheering of our own men, sounding, amidst the awful bass, like the +shrill treble of school-children at play. + +Charles said afterwards that this glorious accident prevented their +recognition. It is not true. He prevented it himself, and took the +consequences. But Hornby recognised him on the twenty-fifth in this +wise:-- + +The first thing in the morning, they saw, on the hills to the right, +Russian skirmishers creeping about towards them, apparently without an +object. They had breakfast, and took no notice of them till about eight +o'clock, when a great body of cavalry came slowly, regiment by regiment, +from behind a hill near the Turks. Then gleaming batteries of artillery; +and lastly, an endless column of grey infantry, which began to wheel +into line. And when Charles had seen some five or six grey batallions +come swinging out, the word was given to mount, and he saw no more, but +contemplated the tails of horses. And at the same moment the guns began +an irregular fire on their right. + +Almost immediately the word was given to advance, which they did slowly. +Charles could see Hornby just before him, in his old place, for they +were in column. They crossed the plain, and went up the crest of the +hill, halting on the high road. Here they sat for some time, and the +more fortunate could see the battle raging below to the right. The +English seemed getting rather the worst of it. + +They sat there about an hour and a half; and all in a moment, before any +one seemed to expect it, some guns opened on them from the right; so +close that it made their right ears tingle. A horse from the squadron in +front of Charles bolted from the ranks, and nearly knocked down Hornby. +The horse had need to bolt, for he carried a dead man, who in the last +spasm had pulled him on his haunches, and struck his spurs deep into his +sides. + +Charles began to guess that they were "in for it" at last. He had no +idea, of course, whether it was a great battle or a little one; but he +saw that the 140th had work before them. I, of course, have only to +speak of what Charles saw with his own eyes, and what therefore bears +upon the story I am telling you. That was the only man he saw killed at +that time, though the whole brigade suffered rather heavily by the +Russian cannonade at that spot. + +Very shortly after this they were told to form line. Of course, when +this manoeuvre was accomplished, Charles had lost sight of Hornby. He +was sorry for this. He would have liked to know where he was; to help +him if possible, should anything happen to him; but there was not much +time to think of it, for directly after they moved forward at a canter. +In the front line were the 11th Hussars and the 13th Light Dragoons, and +in the second where the 140th Hussars,[9] the 8th Hussars, and the 4th +Dragoons. Charles could see thus much, now they were in line. + +They went down hill, straight towards the guns, and almost at once the +shot from them began to tell. The men of the 11th and 13th began to fall +terribly fast. The men in the second line, in which Charles was, were +falling nearly as fast, but this he could not remark. He missed the man +next him on the right, one of his favourite comrades, but it did not +strike him that the poor fellow was cut in two by a shot. He kept on +wishing that he could see Hornby. He judged that the affair was getting +serious. He little knew what was to come. + +He had his wish of seeing Hornby, for they were riding up hill into a +narrowing valley, and it was impossible to keep line. They formed into +column again, though men and horses were rolling over and over at every +stride, and there was Hornby before him, sailing along as gallant and +gay as ever. A fine beacon to lead a man to a glorious death. + +And, almost the next moment, the batteries right and left opened on +them. Those who were there engaged can give us very little idea of what +followed in the next quarter of an hour. They were soon among guns--the +very guns that had annoyed them from the first; and infantry beyond +opened fire on them. There seems to have been a degree of confusion at +this point. Charles, and two or three others known to him, were hunting +some Russian artillerymen round their guns, for a minute or so. Hornby +was among them. He saw also at this time his little friend the cornet, +on foot, and rode to his assistance. He caught a riderless horse, and +the cornet mounted. Then the word was given to get back again; I know +not how; I have nothing to do with it. But, as they turned their faces +to get out of this horrible hell, poor Charles gave a short, sharp +scream, and bent down in his saddle over his horse's neck. + +It was nothing. It was only as if one were to have twenty teeth pulled +out at once. The pain was over in an instant. What a fool he was to cry +out! The pain was gone again, and they were still under fire, and Hornby +was before him. + +How long? How many minutes, how many hours? His left arm was nearly +dead, but he could hold his reins in a way, and rode hard after Hornby, +from some wild instinct. The pain had stopped, but was coming on again +as if ten thousand red-hot devils were pulling at his flesh, and twenty +thousand were arriving each moment to help them. + +His own friends were beside him again, and there was a rally and a +charge. At what? he thought for an instant. At guns? No. At men this +time, Russian hussars--right valiant fellows, too. He saw Hornby in the +thick of the _mêlée_, with his sword flickering about his head like +lightning. He could do but little himself; he rode at a Russian and +unhorsed him; he remembers seeing the man go down, though whether he +struck at him, or whether he went down by the mere superior weight of +his horse, he cannot say. This I can say, though, that, whatever he did, +he did his duty as a valiant gentleman; I will go bail for that much. + +They beat them back, and then turned. Then they turned again and beat +them back once more. And then they turned and rode. For it was time. +Charles lost sight of Hornby till the last, when some one caught his +rein and turned his horse, and then he saw that they were getting into +order again, and that Hornby was before him, reeling in his saddle. + +As the noise of the battle grew fainter behind them, he looked round to +see who was riding beside him, and holding him by the right arm. It was +the little cornet. Charles wondered why he did so. "You're hard hit, +Simpson," said the cornet. "Never mind. Keep your saddle a little +longer. We shall be all right directly." + +His faculties were perfectly acute, and, having thanked the cornet he +looked down and noticed that he was riding between him and a trooper, +that his left arm was hanging numbed by his side, and that the trooper +was guiding his horse. He saw that they had saved him, and even in his +deadly agony he was so far his own old courteous self, that he turned +right and left to them, and thanked them for what they had done for him. + +But he had kept his eyes fixed on Hornby, for he saw that he was +desperately hit, and he wanted to say one or two words to him before +either of them died. Soon they were among English faces, and English +cheers rang out in welcome to their return, but it was nothing to him; +he kept his eye, which was growing dim, on Hornby, and, when he saw him +fall off his saddle into the arms of a trooper, he dismounted too and +staggered towards him. + +The world seemed to go round and round, and he felt about him like a +blind man. But he found Hornby somehow. A doctor, all scarlet and gold, +was bending over him, and Charles knelt down on the other side, and +looked into the dying man's face. + +"Do you know me, lieutenant?" he said, speaking thick like a drunken +man, but determined to hold out. "You know your old servant, don't you?" + +Hornby smiled as he recognised him, and said, "Ravenshoe." But then his +face grew anxious, and he said, "Why did you hide yourself from me? You +have ruined everything." + +He could get no further for a minute, and then he said-- + +"Take this from round my neck and carry it to her. Tell her that you saw +me die, and that I was true to our compact. Tell her that my share of +our purification was complete, for I followed duty to death, as I +promised her. She has a long life of weary penance before her to fulfil +our bargain. Say I should wish her to be happy, only that I know she +cannot be. And also say that I see now, that there is something better +and more desirable than what we call happiness. I don't know what it is, +but I suspect it is what we call duty." + +Here the doctor said, "They are at it again, and I must go with them. I +can do no good here for the poor dear fellow. Take what he tells you off +his neck, in my presence, and let me go." + +The doctor did it himself. When the great heavy gold stock was +unbuttoned, Hornby seemed to breathe more freely. The doctor found round +his neck a gold chain, from which hung a photograph of Ellen, and a +black cross. He gave them to Charles, and departed. + +Once more Charles spoke to Hornby. He said, "Where shall I find her?" + +Hornby said, "Why, at Hackney, to be sure; did you not know she was +there?" And afterwards, at the very last, "Ravenshoe, I should have +loved you; you are like her, my boy. Don't forget." + +But Charles never heard that. They found Hornby dead and cold, with his +head on Charles's lap, and Charles looked so like him that they said, +"This man is dead too; let us bury him." But a skilful doctor there +present said, "This man is not dead, and will not die;" and he was +right. + +Oh, but the sabres bit deep that autumn afternoon! There were women in +Minsk, in Moglef, in Tchernigof, in Jitemir, in Polimva, whose husbands +were Hussars--and women in Taganrog, in Tcherkask, in Sanepta, which +lies under the pleasant slate mountains, whose husbands and sons were +Cossacks--who were made widows that day. For that day's work there was +weeping in reed-thatched hovels of the Don, and in the mud-built +shanties of the Dnieper. For the 17th Lancers, the Scots Greys, the 1st +Royals, and the 6th Enniskillens--"these terrible beef-fed islanders" +(to use the words of the _Northern Bee_)--were upon them; and Volhynia +and Hampshire, Renfrewshire and Grodno, Podolia and Fermanagh, were +mixed together in one common ruin. + +Still, they say, the Princess Petrovitch, on certain days, leaves her +carriage, and walks a mile through the snow barefoot, into Alexandroski, +in memory of her light-haired handsome young son, whom Hornby slew at +Balaclava. And I myself know the place where Lady Allerton makes her +pilgrimage for those two merry boys of hers who lie out on the Crimean +hill. Alas! not side by side. Up and down, in all weathers, along a +certain gravel walk, where the chalk brook, having flooded the park with +its dammed-up waters, comes foaming and spouting over a cascade, and +hurries past between the smooth-mown lawns of the pleasance. In the very +place where she stood when the second letter came. And there, they say, +she will walk at times, until her beauty and her strength are gone, and +her limbs refuse to carry her. + +Karlin Karlinoff was herding strange-looking goats on the Suratow +hill-side, which looks towards the melancholy Volga on one side, and the +reedy Ural on the other, when the Pulk came back, and her son was not +with them. Eliza Jones had got on her husband's smock-frock, and was +a-setting of beans, when the rector's wife came struggling over the +heavy lands and water-furrows, and broke the news gently, and with many +tears. Karlin Karlinoff drove her goats into the mud-walled yard that +night, though the bittern in the melancholy fen may have been startled +from his reeds by a cry more wild and doleful than his own; and Eliza +Jones went on setting her beans, though they were watered with her +tears. + +What a strange, wild business it was! The extreme east of Europe against +the extreme west. Men without a word, an idea, a habit, or a hope in +common, thrown suddenly together to fight and slay; and then to part, +having learned to respect one another better, in one year of war, than +ever they had in a hundred years of peace. Since that year we have +understood Eylau and Borodino, which battles were a puzzle to some of us +before that time. The French did better than we, which was provoking, +because the curs began to bark--Spanish curs, for instance; American +curs; the lower sort of French cur; and the Irish curs, who have the +strange habit of barking the louder the more they are laughed at, and +who, now, being represented by about two hundred men among six million, +have rather a hard time of it. They barked louder, of course, at the +Indian mutiny. But they have all got their tails between their legs now, +and are likely to keep them there. We have had our lesson. We have +learnt that what our fathers told us was true--that we are the most +powerful nation on the face of the earth. + +This, you will see, bears all upon the story I am telling you. Well, in +a sort of way. Though I do not exactly see how. I could find a reason, +if you gave me time. If you gave me time, I could find a reason for +anything. However, the result is this, that our poor Charles had been +struck by a ball in the bone of his arm, and that the splinters were +driven into the flesh, though the arm was not broken. It was a nasty +business, said the doctors. All sorts of things might happen to him. +Only one thing was certain, and that was that Charles Ravenshoe's career +in the army was over for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +ARCHER'S PROPOSAL. + + +Six weeks had passed since the date of Captain Archer's letter before he +presented himself in person at Casterton. They were weary weeks enough +to Mary, Lord Saltire, and Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot was staying on at +Casterton, as if permanently, at the earnest request of Lord and Lady +Hainault; and she stayed on the more willingly that she and Mary might +mingle their tears about Charles Ravenshoe, whom they were never to see +again. The "previous marriage affair" had apparently fallen through +utterly. All the advertisements, were they worded never so frantically, +failed to raise to the surface the particular parish-clerk required; and +Lady Ascot, after having propounded a grand scheme for personally +inspecting every register in the United Kingdom, which was pooh-poohed +by Lord Saltire, now gave up the matter as a bad job; and Lord Saltire +himself began to be puzzled and uneasy, and once more to wonder whether +or no Maria was not mistaken after all. Mackworth was still very ill, +though slowly recovering. The younger Tiernay, who was nursing him, +reported that his head seemed entirely gone, although he began to eat +voraciously, and, if encouraged, would take exercise. He would now walk +far and fast, in silence, with the kind priest toiling after him. But +his wilful feet always led him to the same spot. Whether they rambled in +the park, whether they climbed the granite tors of the moor, or whether +they followed the stream up through the woods, they always ended their +walk at the same place--at the pool among the tumbled boulders, under +the dark western headland, where Cuthbert's body had been found. And +here the priest would sit looking seaward, as if his life and his +intellect had come to a full stop here, and he was waiting patiently +till a gleam of light should come from beyond. + +William was at Ravenshoe, in full possession of the property. He had +been born a gamekeeper's son, and brought up as a groom. He had now +£10,000 a year; and was going to marry the fisherman's daughter, his own +true love; as beautiful, as sweet-tempered a girl as any in the three +kingdoms. It was one of the most extraordinary rises in life that had +ever taken place. Youth, health, and wealth--they must produce +happiness. Why no, not exactly in this case. He believed Charles was +dead, and he knew, if that was the case, that the property was his; but +he was not happy. He could not help thinking about Charles. He knew he +was dead and buried, of course; but still he could not help wishing that +he would come back, and that things might be again as they had been +before. It is not very easy to analyse the processes of the mind of a +man brought up as William was. Let us suppose that, having been taught +to love and admire Charles above all earthly persons, his mind was not +strong enough to disabuse himself of the illusion. I suppose that your +African gets fond of his fetish. I take it that, if you stole his +miserable old wooden idol in the night, though it might be badly carved, +and split all up the back by the sun, and put in its place an Old +Chelsea shepherdess, he would lament his graven image, and probably +break the fifty guineas' worth of china with his club. I know this, +however, that William would have given up his ten thousand a year, and +have trusted to his brother's generosity, if he could have seen him back +again. In barbarous, out-of-the-way places, like the west of Devonshire, +the feudal feeling between foster-brothers is still absurdly strong. It +is very ridiculous, of course. Nothing can be more ridiculous or +unnecessary than the lightning coming down the dining-room chimney and +sending the fire-irons flying about the cat's ears. But there it is, and +you must make the best of it. + +We are now posted up well enough in the six weeks which preceded the +arrival of the mysterious Archer. He deferred his arrival till his +honeymoon was completed. His mysterious letter to Mary partly alluded to +his approaching marriage with Jane Blockstrop--daughter of Lieutenant +Blockstrop of the coast guard, and niece of Rear-Admiral Blockstrop, +who, as Captain Blockstrop, had the _Tartar_ on the Australian +station--and partly to something else. We shall see what directly. For, +when Mary came down to see him in the drawing-room, there was with him, +besides his wife, whom he introduced at once, a very tall and handsome +young man, whom he presented to her as her cousin, George Corby. + +Did Charles turn in his pallet at Scutari? Did he turn over and stare at +the man in the next bed, who lay so deadly still, and who was gone when +he woke on the weary morrow? + +There was no mystery about George Corby's appearance. When Mary's +father, Captain Corby, had gone to India, his younger brother, George's +father, had gone to Australia. This younger brother was a somewhat +peevish, selfish man, and was not on the best of terms with Captain +Corby. He heard, of course, of the wreck of the _Warren Hastings_, and +the loss of his brother. He also informed himself that his niece was +saved, and was the protected favourite of the Ravenshoes. He had then +said to himself, "I am needy. I have a rising family. She is better off +than I can make her. Let her stay there." And so he let her stay there, +keeping himself, however, to do him justice, pretty well informed of her +position. He had made the acquaintance of Captain Archer, at Melbourne, +on his first voyage to that port, in the end of 1852; laid the whole +matter before him, and begged him not to break it to her at present. +Captain Archer had readily promised to say nothing, for he saw Mary the +lady of a great house, with every prospect, as he thought, of marrying +the heir. But when he saw Mary, after the break-up, in Grosvenor Square, +a nursery governess, he felt that he ought to speak, and set sail from +the port of London with a full determination of giving a piece of his +mind to her uncle, should he hesitate to acknowledge her. He had no need +to say much. Mr. Corby, though a selfish, was not an unkind man, by any +means. And, besides, he was now very wealthy, and perfectly able to +provide for his niece. So, when Archer had finished his story, he +merely said, "I suppose I had better send over George to see if he will +fall in love with her. That will be the best thing, I take it. She must +not be a governess to those swells. They might slight or insult her. +Take George over for me, will you, my dear soul, and see how it is +likely to go. At all events, bring her back to me. Possibly I may not +have done my duty by her." + +George was called in from the rocking-chair in the verandah to receive +instructions. He was, so his father told him, to go to Europe with +Captain Archer, and, as Captain Archer was going to get married and miss +a voyage, he might stay till he came back. First and foremost, he was to +avail himself of his letters of introduction, and get into the good +society that his father was able to command for him. Under this head of +instruction he was to dance as much as possible, and to ride to the +fox-hounds, taking care not to get too near to the hounds, or to rush at +his fences like a madman, as all Australians did. Secondly, he was, if +possible, to fall in love with his cousin Mary Corby, marry her, bring +her back, and reside _pro tem._ at Toorallooralyballycoomefoozleah, +which station should be swept and garnished for his reception, until the +new house at the Juggerugahugjug crossing-place was finished. Thirdly, +he might run across to the Saxony ram sales, and, if he saw anything +reasonable, buy, but be careful of pink ears, for they wouldn't stand +the Grampian frosts. Fourthly, he was not to smoke without changing his +coat, or to eat the sugar when any one was looking. Fifthly, he was to +look out for a stud horse, and might go as far as five hundred. Such a +horse as Allow Me, Ask Mamma, or Pam's Mixture would do.[10] And so on, +like the directions of the Aulic Council to the Archduke. He was not to +go expressly to Durham; but, if he found himself in that part of the +world, he might get a short-horned bull. He need not go to Scotland +unless he liked; but, if he did, he might buy a couple of collies, &c., +&c. + +George attended the ram sales in Saxony, and just ran on to Vienna, +thinking, with the philosophy of an Australian, that, if he _did_ fall +in love with his cousin, he might not care to travel far from her, and +that therefore she might "keep." However, he came at last, when Archer +had finished his honeymoon; and there he was in the drawing-room at +Casterton. + +Mary was not very much surprised when it was all put before her. She had +said to Charles, in old times, "I know I have relations somewhere; when +I am rich they will acknowledge me;" and, just for one instant, the +suspicion crossed her mind that her relations might have heard of the +fortune Lord Saltire had left her. It was unjust and impossible, and in +an instant she felt it to be so. Possibly the consciousness of her +injustice made her reception of her cousin somewhat warmer. + +He was certainly very handsome and very charming. He had been brought up +by his father the most punctilious dandy in the southern hemisphere, and +thrown from a boy among the best society in the colony; so he was quite +able to make himself at home everywhere. If there was a fault in his +manner, it was that there was just a shade too much lazy ease in the +presence of ladies. One has seen that lately, however, in other young +gentlemen, not educated in the bush, to a greater extent: so we must not +be hard upon him. When Lady Hainault and Lady Ascot heard that a cousin +of Mary's had just turned up from the wilds of Australia, they looked at +one another in astonishment, and agreed that he must be a wild man. But, +when they had gone down and sat on him, as a committee of two, for an +hour, they both pronounced him charming. And so he was. + +Lord Hainault, on receiving this report, could do no less than ask him +to stay a day or two. And so his luggage was sent for to Twyford, and +the good Archer left, leaving him in possession. + +Lord Saltire had been travelling round to all his estates. He had taken +it into his head, about a month before this, that it was time that he +should get into one of his great houses, and die there. He told Lady +Ascot so, and advised her to come with him; but she still held on by +Lord Charles Herries' children, and Mary, and said she would wait. So he +had gone away, with no one but his confidential servant. He had gone to +Cottingdean first, which stands on the banks of the Wannet, at the foot +of the North Hampshire mountains. + +Well, Cottingdean did seem at first sight a noble lair for an old lion +to crawl away to, and die in. There was a great mile-long elm avenue, +carried, utterly regardless of economy, over the flat valley, across the +innumerable branches of the river; and at the last the trees ran up over +the first great heave of the chalk hill: and above the topmost boughs of +those which stood in the valley, above the highest spire of the tallest +poplar in the water-meadow, the old grey house hung aloft, a long +irregular façade of stone. Behind were dark woods, and above all a +pearl-green line of down. + +But Cottingdean wouldn't do. His lordship's man Simpson knew it wouldn't +do from the first. There were draughts in Cottingdean, and doors that +slammed in the night, and the armour in the great gallery used suddenly +to go "clank" at all hours, in a terrible way. And the lady ancestress +of the seventeenth century, who carried her head in a plate before her, +used to stump upstairs and downstairs, from twelve o'clock to one, when +she was punctually relieved from duty by the wicked old ancestor of the +sixteenth century, who opened the cellar door and came rattling his +sword against the banisters up all the staircase till he got to the +north-east tower, into which he went and slammed the door; and, when he +had transacted his business, came clanking down again: when he in turn +was relieved by an [Greek: oi polloi] of ghosts, who walked till +cockcrow. Simpson couldn't stand it. No more could Lord Saltire, though +possibly for different reasons than Simpson's. + +The first night at Cottingdean Lord Saltire had his writing-desk +unpacked, and took therefrom a rusty key. He said to Simpson, "You know +where I am going. If I am not back in half an hour, come after me." +Simpson knew where he was going. Lord Barkham had been staying here at +Cottingdean just before he went up to town, and was killed in that +unhappy duel. The old servants remembered that, when Lord Barkham went +away that morning, he had taken the key of his room with him, and had +said, in his merry way, that no one was going in there till he came back +the next week, for he had left all his love-letters about. Lord Saltire +had got the key, and was going to open the room the first time for forty +years. + +What did the poor old man find there? Probably nothing more than poor +Barkham had said--some love-letters lying about. When the room was +opened afterwards, by the new master of Cottingdean, we found only a +boy's room, with fishing-rods and guns lying about. In one corner were a +pair of muddy top-boots kicked off in a hurry, and an old groom +remembered that Lord Barkham had been riding out the very morning he +started for London. But, amidst the dust of forty years, we could +plainly trace that some one had, comparatively recently, moved a chair +up to the fireplace; and on the cold hearth there was a heap of the +ashes of burnt paper. + +Lord Saltire came back to Simpson just as his half-hour was over, and +told him in confidence that the room he had been in was devilish +draughty, and that he had caught cold in his ear. Cottingdean would not +do after this. They departed next morning. They must try Marksworth. + +Marksworth, Lord Saltire's north country place, is in Cumberland. If you +are on top of the coach, going northward, between Hiltonsbridge and +Copley Beck, you can see it all the way for three miles or more, over +the stone walls. The mountains are on your left; to the right are +endless unbroken level woodlands; and, rising out of them, two miles +off, is a great mass of grey building, from the centre of which rises a +square Norman keep, ninety feet high, a beacon for miles even in that +mountainous country. The Hilton and Copley Beck join in the park, which +is twelve miles in circumference, and nearly all thick woodland. Beyond +the great tower, between it and the further mountains, you catch a gleam +of water. This is Marksmere, in which there are charr. + +The draughts at Marksworth were colder and keener than the draughts at +Cottingdean. Lord Saltire always hated the place: for the truth is this, +that although Marksworth looked as if it had stood for eight hundred +years, every stone in it had been set up by his father, when he, Lord +Saltire, was quite a big boy. It was beautifully done; it was splendidly +and solidly built--probably the best executed humbug in England; but it +was not comfortable to live in. A nobleman of the nineteenth century, +stricken in years, finds it difficult to accommodate himself in a house +the windows of which are calculated to resist arrows. At the time of the +Eglinton tournament, Lord Saltire challenged the whole Tory world in +arms, to attack Marksworth in the ante-gunpowder style of warfare; his +lordship to provide eatables and liquor to besiegers and besieged; +probably hoping that he might get it burnt down over his head, and have +a decent excuse for rebuilding it in a more sensible style. The +challenge was not accepted. "The trouble," said certain Tory noblemen, +"of getting up the old tactics correctly would be very great; and the +expense of having the old engines of war constructed would be enormous. +Besides, it might come on to rain again, and spoil the whole affair." + +Marksworth wouldn't do. And then Simpson suggested his lordship's town +house in Curzon Street, and Lord Saltire said "Hey?" and Simpson +repeated his suggestion, and Lord Saltire said "Hah!" As Charles's luck +would have it, he liked the suggestion, and turned south, coming to +Casterton on his way to London. He arrived at Casterton a few days after +George Corby. When he alighted at the door, Lord Hainault ran down the +steps to greet him, for this pair were very fond of one another. Lord +Hainault, who was accused by some people of "priggishness," was +certainly not priggish before Lord Saltire. He was genial and hearty. +There was a slight crust on Lord Hainault. Because he had held his own +among the clever commoners at the University, he fancied himself a +little cleverer than he was. He in his heart thought more of his second, +than Marston did of his double first, and possibly showed it among his +equals. But before an acknowledged superior, like Lord Saltire, this +never showed. When Lord Saltire talked wisely and shrewdly (and who +could do so better than he?), he listened; when Lord Saltire was cross, +he laughed. On this occasion Lord Saltire was cross. He never was cross +to any one but Lady Ascot, Lord Hainault, and Marston. He knew they +liked it. + +"Good Ged, Hainault," he began, "don't stand grinning there, and looking +so abominably healthy and happy, or I will drive away again and go on to +London. Nothing can be in worse taste than to look like that at a man +whom you see is tired, and cold, and peevish. You have been out +shooting, too. Don't deny it; you smell of gunpowder." + +"Did you _never_ shoot?" said Lord Hainault, laughing. + +"I shot as long as I could walk, and therefore I have a right to nourish +envy and all uncharitableness against those who can still do so. I wish +you would be cross, Hainault. It is wretched manners not to be cross +when you see a man is trying to put you out of temper." + +"And how _are_ you, my dear lad?" continued Lord Saltire, when he had +got hold of his arm. "How is Lady Ascot? and whom have you got here?" + +"We are all very well," said Lord Hainault; "and we have got nobody." + +"Well done," said Lord Saltire. "I thought I should have found the house +smelling like a poulterer's shop on Guy Fawkes's day, in consequence of +your having got together all the hawbucks in the country for pheasant +shooting. I'll go upstairs, my dear boy, and change, and then come down +to the library fire." + +And so he did. There was no one there, and he sank into a comfortable +chair, with a contented "humph!" in front of the fire, beside a big +round table. He had read the paper in the train; so he looked for a +book. There was a book on the table beside him--Ruskin's "Modern +Painters," which had pictures in it; so he took out his great gold +glasses, and began turning it over. + +A man's card fell from it. He picked it up and read it. "Mr. Charles +Ravenshoe." Poor Charles! That spring, you remember, he had come over to +see Adelaide, and, while waiting to see old Lady Hainault, had held his +card in his hand. It had got into the book. Lord Saltire put the book +away, put up his glasses, and walked to the window. + +And Charles lay in his bed at Scutari, and watched the flies upon the +wall. + +"I'll send up for little Mary," said Lord Saltire. "I want to see the +little bird. Poor Charles!" + +He looked out over the landscape. It was dull and foggy. He wandered +into the conservatory, and idly looked out of the glass door at the end. +Then, as he looked, he said, suddenly, "Gadzooks!" and then, still more +briskly, "The deuce!" + +There was a splendid show of chrysanthemums in the flower-garden, but +they were not what his lordship exclaimed at. In the middle of the walk +was Mary Corby, leaning on the arm of a very handsome young man. He was +telling some very animated story, and she was looking up into his face +with sparkling eyes. + +"Othello and Desdemona! Death and confusion!" said Lord Saltire. "Here's +a pretty kettle of fish! Maria must be mad!" + +He went back into the library. Lord Hainault was there. "Hainault," said +he, quietly, "who is that young gentleman, walking with Mary Corby in +the garden?" + +"Oh! her cousin. I have not had time to tell you about it." Which he +did. + +"And what sort of fellow is he?" said Lord Saltire. "A Yahoo, I +suppose?" + +"Not at all. He is a capital fellow--a perfect gentleman. There will be +a match, I believe, unless you put a stop to it. You know best. We will +talk it over. It seems to me to offer a good many advantages. I think it +will come off in time. It is best for the poor little thing to forget +poor Ravenshoe, if she can." + +"Yes, it will be best for her to forget poor Ravenshoe, if she can," +repeated Lord Saltire. "I wish her to do so. I must make the young +fellow's acquaintance. By-the-bye, what time does your post go out?" + +"At five." + +"Have you no morning post?" + +"Yes. We can send to Henley before nine." + +"Then I shall not plague myself with writing my letter now. I should +like to see this young fellow, Hainault." + +George Corby was introduced. Lord Saltire seemed to take a great fancy +to him. He kept near him all the evening, and listened with great +pleasure to his Australian stories. George Corby was, of course, very +much flattered by such attention from such a famous man. Possibly he +might have preferred to be near Mary; but old men, he thought, are +exacting, and it is the duty of gentlemen to bear with them. So he +stayed by him with good grace. After a time, Lord Saltire seemed to see +that he had an intelligent listener. And then the others were astonished +to hear Lord Saltire do what he but seldom did for them--use his utmost +powers of conversation; use an art almost forgotten, that of _talking_. +To this young man, who was clever and well educated, and, like most +"squatters," perhaps a _trifle_ fond of hearing of great people, Lord +Saltire opened the storehouse of his memory, of a memory extending over +seventy years; and in a clear, well modulated voice, gave him his +recollection of his interviews with great people--conversations with +Sièyes, Talleyrand, with Madame de Staël, with Robespierre, with +Egalité, with Alexander, and a dozen others. George was intensely eager +to hear about Marat. Lord Saltire and his snuff-box had not penetrated +into the lair of that filthy wolf, but he had heard much of him from +many friends, and told it well. When the ladies rose to go to bed, +George Corby was astonished; he had forgotten Mary, had never been near +her the whole evening, and he had made an engagement to drive Lord +Saltire the next morning up to Wargrave in a pony-chaise, to look at +Barrymore House, and the place where the theatre stood, and where the +game of high jinks had been played so bravely fifty years before. And, +moreover, he and Lord Saltire were, the day after, to make an excursion +down the river and see Medmenham, where once Jack Wilkes and the devil +had held court. Mary would not see much of him at this rate for a day or +two. + +It was a great shame of this veteran to make such a fool of the innocent +young bushman. There ought to be fair play in love or war. His +acquaintance, Talleyrand, could not have been more crafty. I am so angry +with him that I will give the letter he wrote that night _in extenso_, +and show the world what a wicked old man he was. When he went to his +room, he said to Simpson, "I have got to write a letter before I go to +bed. I want it to go to the post at Henley before nine. I don't want it +to lie in the letter-box in the hall. I don't want them to see the +direction. What an appetite you would have for your breakfast, Simpson, +if you were to walk to Henley." And Simpson said, "Very good, my lord." +And Lord Saltire wrote as follows:-- + + "MY DEAR LAD,--I have been travelling to my places, looking + for a place to die in. They are all cold and draughty, and + won't do. I have come back to Casterton. I must stay here + at present on your account, and I am in mortal fear of + dying here. Nothing, remember, can be more unmannerly or + rude than falling ill, and dying, in another man's house. I + know that I should resent such a proceeding myself as a + deliberate affront, and I therefore would not do it for the + world. + + "You must come here to me _instantly_; do you hear? I am + keeping the breach for you at all sacrifices. Until you + come, I am to be trundled about this foggy valley in pony + carriages through the day, and talk myself hoarse all the + evening, all for your sake. A cousin of Mary Corby's has + come from Australia. He is very handsome, clever, and + gentlemanly, and I am afraid she is getting very fond of + him. + + "This must not be, my dear boy. Now our dear Charles is + gone, you must, if possible, marry her. It is insufferable + that we should have another disappointment from an + interloper. I don't blame you for not having come before. + You were quite right, but don't lose a moment now. Leave + those boys of yours. The dirty little rogues must get on + for a time without you. Don't think that I sneer at the + noble work that you and your uncle are doing; God Almighty + forbid; but you must leave it for a time, and come here. + + "Don't argue or procrastinate, but come. I cannot go on + being driven all over the country in November to keep him + out of the way. Besides, if you don't come soon, I shall + have finished all my true stories, and have to do what I + have never done yet--to lie. So make haste, my dear boy. + + "Yours affectionately, + + "SALTIRE." + +On the second day from this Lord Saltire was driven to Medmenham by +George Corby, and prophesied to him about it. When they neared home, +Lord Saltire grew distraught for the first time, and looked eagerly +towards the terrace. As they drove up, John Marston ran down the steps +to meet them. Lord Saltire said, "Thank God!" and walked up to the +hall-door between the two young men. + +"Are you staying in London?" said George Corby. + +"Yes. I am living in London," said John Marston. "An uncle of mine, a +Moravian Missionary from Australia, is working at a large ragged school +in the Borough, and I am helping him." + +"You don't surely mean James Smith?" said Corby. + +"Indeed I do." + +"Your uncle? Well, that is very strange. I know him very well. My father +fought his battle for him when he was at variance with the squatters +about.... He is one of the best fellows in the world. I am delighted to +make your acquaintance." + +Lord Saltire said to Lord Hainault, when they were alone together--"You +see what a liberty I have taken, having my private secretary down in +this unceremonious way. Do ask him to stay." + +"You know how welcome he is for his own sake. Do you think you are +right?" + +"I think so." + +"I am afraid you are a little too late," said Lord Hainault. + +Alas! poor Charles. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +SCUTARI. + + +Alas! poor Charles. While they were all dividing the spoil at home, +thinking him dead, where was he? + +At Scutari. What happened to him before he got there, no one knows or +ever will know. He does not remember, and there is no one else to tell. +He was passed from hand to hand and put on board ship. Here fever set +in, and he passed from a state of stupid agony into a state of delirium. +He may have lain on the pier in the pouring rain, moistening his parched +lips in the chilling shower; he may have been jolted from hospital to +hospital, and laid in draughty passages, till a bed was found for him; +as others were. But he happily knew nothing of it. Things were so bad +with him now that it did not much matter how he was treated. Read Lord +Sidney Osborne's "Scutari and its Hospitals," and see how he _might_ +have been, and probably was. It is no part of our duty to dig up and +exhibit all that miserable mismanagement. I think we have learnt our +lesson. I think I will go bail it don't happen again. Before Charles +knew where he was, there was a great change for the better. The hospital +nurses arrived early in November. + +He thinks that there were faint gleams of consciousness in his delirium. +In the first, he says he was lying on his back, and above him were the +masts and spars of a ship, and a sailor-boy was sitting out on a yard +in the clear blue, mending a rope or doing something. It may have been a +dream or not. Afterwards there were periods, distinctly remembered, when +he seemed conscious--conscious of pain and space, and time--to a certain +extent. At these times he began to understand, in a way, that he was +dead, and in hell. The delirium was better than this at ordinary times, +in spite of its headlong incongruities. It was not so unbearable, save +at times, when there came the feeling, too horrible for human brain to +bear, of being millions and millions of miles, or of centuries, away, +with no road back; at such times there was nothing to be done but to +leap out of bed, and cry aloud for help in God's name. + +Then there came a time when he began, at intervals, to see a great +vaulted arch overhead, and to wonder whether or no it was the roof of +the pit. He began, after studying the matter many times, to find that +pain had ceased, and that the great vaulted arch was real. And he heard +low voices once at this time--blessed voices of his fellow-men. He was +content to wait. + +At last, his soul and consciousness seemed to return to him in a strange +way. He seemed to pass out of some abnormal state into a natural one. +For he became aware that he was alive; nay, more, that he was asleep, +and dreaming a silly, pleasant dream, and that he could wake himself at +any time. He awoke, expecting to awake in his old room at Ravenshoe. But +he was not there, and looked round him in wonder. + +The arch he remembered was overhead. That was real enough. Three people +were round his bed--a doctor in undress, a grey-haired gentleman who +peered into his face, and a lady. + +"God bless me!" said the doctor. "We have fetched him through. Look at +his eyes, just look at his eyes. As sane an eye as yours or mine, and +the pulse as round as a button." + +"Do you know us, my man?" said the gentleman. + +It was possible enough that he did not, for he had never set eyes on him +before. The gentleman meant only, "Are you sane enough to know your +fellow-creatures when you see one?" Charles thought he must be some one +he had met in society in old times and ought to recognise. He framed a +polite reply, to the effect that he hoped he had been well since he met +him last, and that, if he found himself in the west, he would not pass +Ravenshoe without coming to see him. + +The doctor laughed. "A little abroad, still, I daresay; I have pulled +you through. You have had a narrow escape." + +Charles was recovered enough to take his hand and thank him fervently, +and whispered, "Would you tell me one thing, sir? How did Lady Hainault +come here?" + +"Lady Hainault, my man?" + +"Yes; she was standing at the foot of the bed." + +"That is no Lady Hainault, my man; that is Miss Nightingale. Do you ever +say your prayers?" + +"No." + +"Say them to-night before you go to sleep, and remember her name in +them. Possibly they may get to heaven the quicker for it. Good-night." + +Prayers forgotten, eh! How much of all this misery lay in that, I +wonder? How much of this dull, stupid, careless despair--earth a +hopeless, sunless wilderness, and heaven not thought of? Read on. + +But, while you read, remember that poor Charles had had no domestic +religious education whatever. The vicar had taught him his catechism and +"his prayers." After that, Shrewsbury and Oxford. Read on, but don't +condemn; at least not yet. + +That he thanked God with all the earnestness of his warm heart that +night, and remembered that name the doctor told him, you may be sure. +But, when the prayer was finished, he began to think whether or no it +was sincere, whether it would not be better that he should die, and that +it should be all over and done. His creed was, that, if he died in the +faith of Christ, bearing no ill will to any one, having repented of his +sins, it would not go ill with him. Would it not be better to die now +that he could fulfil those conditions, and not tempt the horrible black +future? Certainly. + +In time he left watching the great arch overhead, and the creeping +shadows, and the patch of light on the wall, which shaped itself into a +faint rhomboid at noon, and crept on till it defined itself into a +perfect square at sundown, and then grew golden and died out. He began +to notice other things. But till the last there was one effect of light +and shadow which he always lay awake to see--a faint flickering on the +walls and roof, which came slowly nearer, till a light was in his eyes. +We all know what that was. It has been described twenty times. I can +believe that story of the dying man kissing the shadow on the wall. When +Miss Nightingale and her lamp are forgotten, it will be time to consider +whether one would prefer to turn Turk or Mormon. + +He began to take notice that there were men in the beds beside him. One, +as we know, had been carried out dead; but there was another in his +place now. And one day there was a great event; when Charles woke, both +of them were up, sitting at the side of their beds, ghastly shadows, and +talking across him. + +The maddest musician never listened to the "vox humana" stop at Haarlem, +with such delight as Charles did to these two voices. He lay for a time +hearing them make acquaintance, and then he tried to sit up and join. He +was on his left side, and tried to rise. His left arm would not support +him, and he fell back, but they crept to him and set him up, and sat on +his bed. + +"Right again, eh, comrade?" said one. "I thought you was gone, my lad. +But I heard the doctor say you'd get through. You look bravely. Time was +when you used to jump out of bed, and cry on God A'mighty. Many a time +I've strove to help ye. The man in _his_ bed died while you was like +that: a Fusilier Guards man. What regiment?" + +"I am of the 140th," said Charles. "We had a bit of a brush with the +enemy on the twenty-fifth. I was wounded there. It was a pretty little +rattle, I think, for a time, but not of very much importance, I fancy." + +The man who had first spoken laughed; the other man, a lad who had a +round face once, perhaps, but which now was a pale death's head, with +two great staring eyes, speaking with a voice which Charles knew at once +to be a gentleman's, said, "Don't you know then that that charge of +yours is the talk of Europe? That charge will never be forgotten while +the world is round. Six hundred men against ten battalions. Good God! +And you might have died there, and not known it." + +"Ah, is it so?" said Charles. "If some could only know it!" + +"That is the worst of it," said the young man. "I have enlisted under a +false name, and will never go home any more. Never more. And she will +never know that I did my duty." + +And after a time he got strong again in a way. A bullet, it appears, had +struck the bone of his arm, and driven the splinters into the flesh. +Fever had come on, and his splendid constitution, as yet untried, save +by severe training, had pulled him through. But his left arm was +useless. The doctor looked at it again and again, and shook his head. + +The two men who were in the beds on each side of him were moved before +him. They were only there a fortnight after his coming to himself. The +oldest of the two went first, and two or three days after the younger. + +The three made all sorts of plans for meeting in England. Alas, what +chance is there for three soldiers to meet again, unless by accident? +At home it would have taken three years to have made these three men +such hearty friends as they had become in a fortnight. Friendships are +made in the camp, in the bush, or on board ship, at a wonderful rate. +And, moreover, they last for an indefinite time. For ever, I fancy: for +these reasons. Time does not destroy friendship. Time has nothing +whatever to do with it. I have heard an old man of seventy-eight talking +of a man he had not seen for twelve years, and before that for +twenty-five, as if they were young men together. Craving for his +company, as if once more they were together on the deck of the +white-sailed yacht, flying before the easterly wind between Hurstcastle +and Sconce Point. Mere continual familiarity, again, does not hurt +friendship, unless interests clash. Diversity of interests is the +death-blow of friendship. One great sacrifice may be made--two, or even +three; but after the first, two men are not to one another as they were +before. Where men are thrown intimately together for a short time, and +part have only seen the best side of one another, or where men see one +another frequently, and have not very many causes of difference, +friendship will flourish for ever. In the case of love it is very +different, and for this obvious reason, which I will explain in a few +pages if---- + +I entered into my own recognisances, in an early chapter of this story, +not to preach. I fear they are escheated after this short essay on +friendship, coming, as it does, exactly in the wrong place. I must only +throw myself on the court, and purge myself of my contempt by promising +amendment. + +Poor Charles after a time was sent home to Fort Pitt. But that mighty +left arm, which had done such noble work when it belonged to No. 3 in +the Oxford University eight, was useless, and Charles Simpson, trooper +in the 140th, was discharged from the army, and found himself on +Christmas Eve in the street in front of the Waterloo Station, with +eighteen shillings and ninepence in his pocket, wondering blindly what +the end of it all would be, but no more dreaming of begging from those +who had known him formerly than of leaping off Waterloo Bridge. Perhaps +not half so much. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +WHAT CHARLES DID WITH HIS LAST EIGHTEEN SHILLINGS. + + +Charles's luck seemed certainly to have deserted him at last. And that +is rather a serious matter, you see; for, as he had never trusted to +anything but luck, it now follows that he had nothing left to trust to, +except eighteen shillings and ninepence and his little friend the +cornet, who had come home invalided and was living with his mother in +Hyde Park Gardens. Let us hope, reader, that you and I may never be +reduced to the patronage of a cornet of Hussars, and eighteen shillings +in cash. + +It was a fine frosty night, and the streets were gay and merry. It was a +sad Christmas for many thousands; but the general crowd seemed +determined not to think too deeply of these sad accounts which were +coming from the Crimea just now. They seemed inclined to make Christmas +Christmas, in spite of everything; and perhaps they were right. It is +good for a busy nation like the English to have two great festivals, and +two only, the object of which every man who is a Christian can +understand, and on these occasions to put in practice, to the best of +one's power, the lesson of goodwill towards men which our Lord taught +us. We English cannot stand too many saints' days. We decline to stop +business for St. Blaise or St. Swithin; but we can understand Christmas +and Easter. The foreign Catholics fiddle away so much time on saints' +days that they are obliged to work like the Israelites in bondage on +Sunday to get on at all. I have as good a right to prophesy as any other +freeborn Englishman who pays rates and taxes; and I prophesy that, in +this wonderful resurrection of Ireland, the attendance of the male +population at Church on week-days will get small by degrees and +beautifully less. + +One man, Charles Ravenshoe, has got to spend his Christmas with eighteen +shillings and a crippled left arm. There is half a million of money or +so, and a sweet little wife, waiting for him if he would only behave +like a rational being; but he will not, and must take the consequences. + +He went westward, through a kind of instinct, and he came to Belgrave +Square, where a certain duke lived. There were lights in the windows. +The duke was in office, and had been called up to town. Charles was glad +of this; not that he had any business to transact with the duke, but a +letter to deliver to the duke's coachman. + +This simple circumstance saved him from being much nearer actual +destitution than I should have liked to see him. The coachman's son had +been wounded at Balaclava, and was still at Scutari, and Charles brought +a letter from him. He got an English welcome, I promise you. And, next +morning, going to Hyde Park Gardens, he found that his friend the cornet +was out of town, and would not be back for a week. At this time the +coachman became very useful. He offered him money, house-room, +employment, everything he could possibly get for him; and Charles +heartily and thankfully accepted house-room and board for a week. + +At the end of a week he went back to Hyde Park Gardens. The cornet was +come back. He had to sit in the kitchen while his message was taken +upstairs. He merely sent up his name, said he was discharged, and asked +for an interview. + +The servants found out that he had been at the war, in their young +master's regiment, and they crowded round him, full of sympathy and +kindness. He was telling them how he had last seen the cornet in the +thick of it on the terrible 25th, when they parted right and left, and +in dashed the cornet himself, who caught him by both hands. + +"By gad, I'm so glad to see you. How you are altered without your +moustache! Look you here, you fellows and girls, this is the man that +charged up to my assistance when I was dismounted among the guns, and +kept by me, while I caught another horse. What a cropper I went down, +didn't I? What a terrible brush it was, eh? And poor Hornby, too! It is +the talk of Europe, you know. You remember old Devna, and the galloping +lizard, eh?" + +And so on, till they got upstairs; and then he turned on him, and said, +"Now, what are you going to do?" + +"I have got eighteen shillings." + +"Will your family do nothing for you?" + +"Did Hornby tell you anything about me, my dear sir?" said Charles, +eagerly. + +"Not a word. I never knew that Hornby and you were acquainted, till I +saw you together when he was dying." + +"Did you hear what we said to one another?" + +"Not a word. The reason I spoke about your family is, that no one, who +had seen so much of you as I, could doubt that you were a gentleman. +That is all. I am very much afraid I shall offend you----" + +"That would not be easy, sir." + +"Well, then, here goes. If you are utterly hard up, take service with +me. There." + +"I will do so with the deepest gratitude," said Charles. "But I cannot +ride, I fear. My left arm is gone." + +"Pish! ride with your right. It's a bargain. Come up and see my mother. +I must show you to her, you know, because you will have to live here. +She is deaf. Now you know the reason why the major used to talk so +loud." + +Charles smiled for an instant; he did remember that circumstance about +the cornet's respected and gallant father. He followed the cornet +upstairs, and was shown into the drawing-room, where sat a very handsome +lady, about fifty years of age, knitting. + +She was not only stone deaf, but had a trick of talking aloud, like the +old lady in "Pickwick," under the impression that she was only thinking, +which was a very disconcerting habit indeed. When Charles and the cornet +entered the room, she said aloud, with amazing distinctness, looking +hard at Charles, "God bless me! Who has he got now? What a fine +gentlemanly-looking fellow. I wonder why he is dressed so shabbily." +After which she arranged her trumpet, and prepared to go into action. + +"This, mother," bawled the cornet, "is the man who saved me in the +charge of Balaclava." + +"Do you mean that that is trooper Simpson?" said she. + +"Yes, mother." + +"Then may the blessing of God Almighty rest upon your head!" she said to +Charles. "That time will come, trooper Simpson, when you will know the +value of a mother's gratitude. And when that time comes think of me. But +for you, trooper Simpson, I might have been tearing my grey hair this +day. What are we to do for him, James? He looks ill and worn. Words are +not worth much. What shall we do?" + +The cornet put his mouth to his mother's trumpet, and in an apologetic +bellow, such as one gets from the skipper of a fruit brig, in the Bay of +Biscay, O! when he bears up to know if you will be so kind as to oblige +him with the longitude; roared out: + +"He wants to take service with me. Have you any objection?" + +"Of course not, you foolish boy," said she. "I wish we could do more for +him than that." And then she continued, in a tone slightly lowered, but +perfectly audible, evidently under the impression that she was thinking +to herself: "He is ugly, but he has a sweet face. I feel certain he is a +gentleman who has had a difference with his family. I wish I could hear +his voice. God bless him! he looks like a valiant soldier. I hope he +won't get drunk, or make love to the maids." + +Charles had heard every word of this before he had time to bow himself +out. + +And so he accepted his new position with dull carelessness. Life was +getting very worthless. + +He walked across the park to see his friend the coachman. The frost had +given, and there was a dull dripping thaw. He leant against the railings +at the end of the Serpentine. There was still a great crowd all round +the water; but up the whole expanse there were only four skaters, for +the ice was very dangerous and rotten, and the people had been warned +off. One of the skaters came sweeping down to within a hundred yards of +where he was--a reckless, headlong skater, one who would chance drowning +to have his will. The ice cracked every moment and warned him, but he +would not heed, till it broke, and down he went; clutching wildly at the +pitiless, uptilted slabs which clanked about his head, to save himself; +and then with a wild cry disappeared. The icemen were on the spot in a +minute; and, when five were past, they had him out, and bore him off to +the receiving-house. A gentleman, a doctor apparently, who stood by +Charles, said to him, "Well, there is a reckless fool gone to his +account, God forgive him!" + +"They will bring him round, won't they?" said Charles. + +"Ten to one against it," said the doctor. "What right has he to +calculate on such a thing, either? Why, most likely there will be half a +dozen houses in mourning for that man to-morrow. He is evidently a man +of some mark. I can pity his relations in their bereavement, sir, but I +have precious little pity for a reckless fool." + +And so Charles began to serve his friend the cornet, in a way--a very +poor way, I fear, for he was very weak and ill, and could do but little. +The deaf lady treated him like a son, God bless her! but Charles could +not recover the shock of his fever and delirium in the Crimea. He grew +very low-spirited and despondent by day, and worst of all, he began to +have sleepless nights--terrible nights. In the rough calculation he had +made of being able to live through his degradation, and get used to it, +he had calculated, unwittingly, on perfect health. He had thought that +in a few years he should forget the old life, and become just like one +of the grooms he had made his companions. This had now become +impossible, for his health and his nerve were gone. + +He began to get afraid of his horses; that was the first symptom. He +tried to fight against the conviction, but it forced itself upon him. +When he was on horseback, he found that he was frightened when anything +went wrong; his knees gave way on emergency, and his hand was +irresolute. And, what is more, be sure of this, that, before he +confessed the fact to himself, the horses had found it out, and "taken +action on it," or else may I ride a donkey, with my face towards the +tail, for the rest of my life. + +And he began to see another thing. Now, when he was nervous, in ill +health, and whimsical, the company of men among whom he was thrown as +fellow-servants became nearly unbearable. Little trifling acts of +coarseness, unnoticed when he was in good health and strong, at the time +he was with poor Hornby, now disgusted him. Most kind-hearted young +fellows, brought up as he had been, are apt to be familiar with, and +probably pet and spoil, the man whose duty it is to minister to their +favourite pleasures, be he gamekeeper, or groom, or cricketer, or +waterman. Nothing can be more natural, or, in proper bounds, harmless. +Charles had thought that, being used to these men, he could live with +them, and do as they did. For a month or two, while in rude coarse +health, he found it was possible; for had not Lord Welter and he done +the same thing for amusement? But now, with shattered nerves, he found +it intolerable. I have had great opportunities of seeing gentlemen +trying to do this sort of thing--I mean in Australia--and, as far as my +experience goes, it ends in one of two ways. Either they give it up as a +bad job, and assume the position that superior education gives them, or +else they take to drink, and go, not to mince matters, to the devil. + +What Charles did, we shall see. Nobody could be more kind and +affectionate than the cornet and his deaf mother. They guessed that he +was "somebody," and that things were wrong with him; though, if he had +been a chimney-sweep's son, it would have made no difference to them, +for they were "good people." The cornet once or twice invited his +confidence; but he was too young, and Charles had not the energy to tell +him anything. His mother, too, asked him to tell her if anything was +wrong in his affairs, and whether she could help him; and possibly he +might have been more inclined to confide in her, than in her son. But +who could bellow such a sad tale of misery through an ear-trumpet? He +held his peace. + +He kept Ellen's picture, which he had taken from Hornby. He determined +he would not go and seek her. She was safe somewhere, in some Catholic +asylum. Why should he re-open her grief? + +But life was getting very, very weary business. By day, his old +favourite pleasure of riding had become a terror, and at night he got no +rest. Death forty good years away, by all calculation. A weary time. + +He thought himself humbled, but he was not. He said to himself that he +was prevented from going back, because he had found out that Mary was in +love with him, and also because he was disgraced through his sister; and +both of these reasons were, truly, most powerful with him. But, in +addition to this, I fear there was a great deal of obstinate pride, +which thing is harder to beat out of a man than most things. + +And, now, after all this half-moralising narrative, an important fact or +two. The duke was very busy, and stayed in town, and, as a consequence, +the duke's coachman. Moreover, the duke's coachman's son came home +invalided, and stayed with his father; and Charles, with the hearty +approval of the cornet, used to walk across the park every night to see +him, and talk over the campaign, and then look in at the Servants' Club, +of which he was still a member. And the door of the Servants' Club room +had glass windows to it. And I have noticed that anybody who looks +through a glass window (under favourable circumstances) can see who is +on the other side. I have done it myself more than once. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +THE NORTH SIDE OF GROSVENOR SQUARE. + + +John Marston's first disappointment in life had been his refusal by +Mary. He was one of those men, brought up in a hard school, who get, +somehow, the opinion that everything which happens to a man is his own +fault. He used to say that every man who could play whist could get a +second if he chose. I have an idea that he is in some sort right. But he +used to carry this sort of thing to a rather absurd extent. He was apt +to be hard on men who failed, and to be always the first to say, "If he +had done this, or left that alone, it would not have been so," and he +himself, with a calm clear brain and perfect health, had succeeded in +everything he had ever tried at, even up to a double first. At one point +he was stopped. He had always given himself airs of superiority over +Charles, and had given him advice, good as it was, in a way which would +have ruined his influence with nine men out of ten; and suddenly he was +brought up. At the most important point in life, he found Charles his +superior. Charles had won a woman's love without knowing it, or caring +for it; and he had tried for it, and failed. + +John Marston was an eminently noble and high-minded man. His faults were +only those of education, and his faults were very few. When he found +himself rejected, and found out why it was so--when he found that he was +no rival of Charles, and that Charles cared naught for poor Mary--he +humbly set his quick brain to work to find out in what way Charles, so +greatly his inferior in intellect, was superior to him in the most +important of all things. For he saw that Charles had not only won Mary's +love, but the love of every one who knew him; whereas he, John Marston, +had but very few friends. + +And, when he once set to work at this task, he seemed to come rapidly to +the conclusion that Charles was superior to him in everything except +application. "And how much application should I have had," he concluded, +"if I had not been a needy man?" + +So you see that his disappointment cured him of what was almost his only +vice--conceit. Everything works together for good, for those who are +really good. + +Hitherto, John Marston has led only the life that so many young +Englishmen lead--a life of study, combined with violent, objectless, +physical exertion as a counterpoise. He had never known what enthusiasm +was, as yet. There was a vast deal of it somewhere about him; in his +elbows or his toes, or the calves of his legs, or somewhere, as events +prove. If I might hazard an opinion, I should say that it was stowed +away somewhere in that immensely high, but somewhat narrow, forehead of +his. Before he tried love-making, he might have written the calmest and +most exasperating article in the _Saturday Review_. But, shortly after +that, the tinder got a-fire; and the man who set it on fire was his +uncle Smith, the Moravian missionary. + +For this fellow, Smith, had, as we know, come home from Australia with +the dying words of his beautiful wife ringing in his ears: "Go home from +here, my love, into the great towns, and see what is to be done there." +And he had found his nephew, John Marston. And, while Marston listened +to his strange, wild conversation, a light broke in upon him. And what +had been to him merely words before this, now became glorious, +tremendous realities. + +And so those two had gone hand in hand down into the dirt and profligacy +of Southwark, to do together a work the reward of which comes after +death. There are thousands of men at such work now. We have no more to +do with it than to record the fact, that these two were at it heart and +hand. + +John Marston's love for Mary had never waned for one instant. When he +had found that, or thought he had found that, she loved Charles, he had, +in a quiet, dignified way, retired from the contest. He had determined +that he would go away, and work at ragged schools, and so on, and try to +forget all about her. He had begun to fancy that his love was growing +cool, when Lord Saltire's letter reached him, and set it all a-blaze +again. + +This was unendurable--that a savage from the southern wilds should step +in like this, without notice. He posted off to Casterton. + +Mary was very glad to see him; but he had proposed to her once, and, +therefore, how could she be so familiar with him as of yore? +Notwithstanding this, John was not so very much disappointed at his +reception; he had thought that matters were even worse than they were. + +After dinner, in the drawing-room, he watched them together. George +Corby was evidently in love. He went to Mary, who was sitting alone, the +moment they came from the dining-room. Mary looked up, and caught his +eyes as he approached; but her eyes wandered from him to the door, until +they settled on John himself. She seemed to wish that he would come and +talk to her. He had a special reason for not doing so: he wanted to +watch her and George together. So he stayed behind, and talked to Lord +Hainault. + +Lord Saltire moved up beside Lady Ascot. Lady Hainault had the three +children--Archy in her lap, and Gus and Flora beside her. In her high +and mighty way she was amusing them, or rather trying to do so. Lady +Hainault was one of the best and noblest women in the world, as you have +seen already; but she was not an amusing person. And no one knew it +better than herself. Her intentions were excellent: she wanted to leave +Mary free from the children until their bed-time, so that she might talk +to her old acquaintance, John Marston; for, at the children's bed-time, +Mary would have to go with them. Even Lady Hainault, determined as she +was, never dared to contemplate putting those children to bed without +Mary's assistance. She was trying to tell them a story out of her own +head, but was making a dreadful mess of it; and she was quite conscious +that Gus and Flora were listening to her with contemptuous pity. + +So they were disposed. Lord Saltire and Lady Ascot were comfortably out +of hearing. We had better attend to them first, and come round to the +others afterwards. + +Lady Ascot began. "James," she said, "it is perfectly evident to me that +you sent for John Marston." + +"Well, and suppose I did?" said Lord Saltire. + +"Well, then, why did you do so?" + +"Maria," said Lord Saltire, "do you know that sometimes you are +intolerably foolish? Cannot you answer that question for yourself?" + +"Of course I can," said Lady Ascot. + +"Then why the deuce did you ask me?" + +That was a hard question to answer, but Lady Ascot said: + +"I doubt if you are wise, James. I believe it would be better that she +should go to Australia. It is a very good match for her." + +"It is not a good match for her," said Lord Saltire, testily. "To begin +with, first-cousin marriages are an invention of the devil. Third and +lastly, she sha'n't go to that infernal hole. Sixthly, I want her, now +our Charles is dead, to marry John Marston; and, in conclusion, I mean +to have my own way." + +"Do you know," said Lady Ascot, "that he proposed to her before, and was +rejected?" + +"He told me of it the same night," said Lord Saltire. "Now, don't talk +any more nonsense, but tell me this: Is she bitten with that young +fellow?" + +"Not deeply, as yet, I think," said Lady Ascot. + +"Which of them has the best chance?" said Lord Saltire. + +"James," said Lady Ascot, repeating his own words, "do you know that +sometimes you are intolerably foolish? How can I tell?" + +"Which would you bet on, Miss Headstall?" asked Lord Saltire. + +"Well, well!" said Lady Ascot, "I suppose I should bet on John Marston." + +"And how long are you going to give Sebastopol, Lord Hainault?" said +John Marston. + +"What do you think about the Greek Kalends, my dear Marston?" said Lord +Hainault. + +"Why, no. I suppose we shall get it at last. It won't do to have it said +that England and France----" + +"Say France and England just now," said Lord Hainault. + +"No, I will not. It must not be said that England and France could not +take a Black Sea fortress." + +"We shall have to say it, I fear," said Lord Hainault. "I am not quite +sure that we English don't want a thrashing." + +"I am sure we do," said Marston, "But we shall never get one. That is +the worst of it." + +"My dear Marston," said Lord Hainault, "you have a clear head. Will you +tell me this: Do you believe that Charles Ravenshoe is dead?" + +"God bless me, Lord Hainault, have you any doubts?" + +"Yes." + +"So have I," said Marston, turning eagerly towards him. "I thought you +had all made up your minds. If there is any doubt, ought we not to +mention it to Lord Saltire?" + +"I think that he has doubts himself. I may tell you that he has secured +to him, in case of his return, eighty thousand pounds." + +"He would have made him his heir, I suppose," said John Marston; "would +he not?" + +"Yes: I think I am justified in saying Yes." + +"And so all the estates go to Lord Ascot, in any case?" + +"Unless in case of Charles's re-appearance before his death; in which +case I believe he will alter his will." + +"Then if Charles be alive, he had better keep out of Lord Ascot's way on +dark nights, in narrow lanes," said John Marston. + +"You are mistaken there," said Lord Hainault, thoughtfully. "Ascot is a +bad fellow. I told him so once in public, at the risk of getting an +awful thrashing. If it had not been for Mainwaring I should have had +sore bones for a twelvemonth. But--but--well, I was at Eton with Ascot, +and Ascot was and is a great blackguard. But, do you know, he is to some +a very affectionate fellow. You know he was adored at Eton." + +"He was not liked at Oxford," said Marston. "I never knew any good of +him. He is a great rascal." + +"Yes," said Lord Hainault, "I suppose he is what you would call a great +rascal. Yes; I told him so, you know. And I am not a fighting man, and +that proves that I was strongly convinced of the fact, or I should have +shirked my duty. A man in my position don't like to go down to the House +of Lords with a black eye. But I doubt if he is capable of any deep +villainy yet. If you were to say to me that Charles would be unwise to +allow Ascot's wife to make his gruel for him, I should say that I agreed +with you." + +"There you are certainly right, my lord," said John Marston, smiling. +"But I never knew Lord Ascot spare either man or woman." + +"That is very true," said Lord Hainault. "Do you notice that we have +been speaking as if Charles Ravenshoe were not dead?" + +"I don't believe he is," said John Marston. + +"Nor I, do you know," said Lord Hainault; "at least only half. What a +pair of ninnies we are! Only ninety men of the 140th came out of that +Balaclava charge. If he escaped the cholera, the chances are in favour +of his having been killed there." + +"What evidence have we that he enlisted in that regiment at all?" + +"Lady Hainault's and Mary's description of his uniform, which they never +distinctly saw for one moment," said Hainault. "_Violà tout._" + +"And you would not speak to Lord Saltire?" + +"Why, no. He sees all that we see. If he comes back, he gets eighty +thousand pounds. It would not do either for you or me to press him to +alter his will. Do you see?" + +"I suppose you are right, Lord Hainault. Things cannot go very wrong +either way. I hope Mary will not fall in love with that cousin of hers," +he added, with a laugh. + +"Are you wise in persevering, do you think?" said Lord Hainault, kindly. + +"I will tell you in a couple of days," said John Marston. "Is there any +chance of seeing that best of fellows, William Ravenshoe, here?" + +"He may come tumbling up. He has put off his wedding, in consequence of +the death of his half-brother. I wonder if he was humbugged at Varna?" + +"Nothing more likely," said Marston. "Where is Lord Welter?" + +"In Paris--plucking geese." + +Just about this time, all the various groups in the drawing-room +seemed to come to the conclusion that the time had arrived for +new combinations, to avoid remarks. So there was a regular +pass-in-the-corner business. John Marston went over to Mary; George +Corby came to Lord Hainault; Lord Saltire went to Lady Hainault, who had +Archy asleep in her lap; and Gus and Flora went to Lady Ascot. + +"At last, old friend," said Mary to John Marston. "And I have been +watching for you so long. I was afraid that the time would come for the +children to go to bed, and that you would never come and speak to me." + +"Lord Hainault and I were talking politics," said Marston. "That is why +I did not come." + +"Men must talk politics, I suppose," said Mary. "But I wish you had come +while my cousin was here. He is so charming. You will like him." + +"He seems to be a capital fellow," said Marston. + +"Indeed he is," said Mary. "He is really the most lovable creature I +have met for a long time. If you would take him up, and be kind to him, +and show him life, from the side from which _you_ see it, you would be +doing a good work; and you would be obliging _me_. And I know, my dear +friend, that you like to oblige me." + +"Miss Corby, you know that I would die for you." + +"I know it. Who better? It puzzles me to know what I have done to earn +such kindness from you. But there it is. You will be kind to him." + +Marston was partly pleased and partly disappointed by this conversation. +Would you like to guess why? Yes. Then I will leave you to do so, and +save myself half a page of writing. + +Only saying this, for the benefit of inexperienced novel-readers, that +he was glad to hear her talk in that free and easy manner about her +cousin; but would have been glad if she had not talked in that free and +easy manner to himself. Nevertheless, there was evidently no harm done +as yet. That was a great cause of congratulation; there was time yet. + +Gus and Flora went over to Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot said, "My dears, is it +not near bed-time?" just by way of opening the conversation--nothing +more. + +"Lawks a mercy on me, no," said Flora. "Go along with you, do, you +foolish thing." + +"My dear! my dear!" said Lady Ascot. + +"She is imitating old Alwright," explained Gus. "She told me she was +going to. Lord Saltire says, 'Maria! Maria! Maria!--you are intolerably +foolish, Maria!'" + +"Don't be naughty, Gus," said Lady Ascot. + +"Well, so he did, for I heard him. Don't mind us; we don't mean any +harm. I say, Lady Ascot, has she any right to bite and scratch?" + +"Who?" said Lady Ascot. + +"Why, that Flora. She bit Alwright because she wouldn't lend her Mrs. +Moko." + +"Oh, you dreadful fib!" said Flora. "Oh, you wicked boy! you know where +you'll go to if you tell such stories. Lady Ascot, I didn't bite her; I +only said she ought to be bit. She told me that she couldn't let me have +Mrs. Moko, because she was trying caps on her. And then she told nurse +that I should never have her again, because I squeezed her flat. And so +she told a story. And it was not I who squeezed her flat, but that boy, +who is worse than Ananias and Sapphira. And I made a bogey of her in the +nursery door, with a broom and a counterpane, just as he was coming in. +And he shut the door on her head, and squeezed a piece of paint off her +nose as big as half-a-crown." + +Lady Ascot was relieved by being informed that the Mrs. Moko aforesaid +was only a pasteboard image, the size of life, used by the lady's maid +for fitting caps. + +There were many evenings like this; a week or so was passed without any +change. At last there was a move towards London. + +The first who took flight was George Corby. He was getting dissatisfied, +in his sleepy semi-tropical way, with the state of affairs. It was +evident that, since John Marston's arrival, he had been playing, with +regard to Mary, second fiddle (if you can possibly be induced to pardon +the extreme coarseness of the expression). One day, Lord Saltire asked +him to take him for a drive. They went over to dismantled Ranford, and +Lord Saltire was more amusing than ever. As they drove up through the +dense larch plantation, on the outskirt of the park, they saw Marston +and Mary side by side. George Corby bit his lip. + +"I suppose there is something there, my lord?" said he. + +"Oh dear, yes; I hope so," said Lord Saltire. "Oh, yes, that is a very +old affair." + +So George Corby went first. He did not give up all hopes of being +successful, but he did not like the way things were going. His English +expedition was not quite so pleasant as he intended it to be. He, poor +fellow, was desperately in love, and his suit did not seem likely to +prosper. He was inclined to be angry with Lord Saltire. "He should not +have let things go so far," thought George, "without letting him know;" +quite forgetting that the mischief was done before Lord Saltire's +arrival. + +Lord Saltire and John Marston moved next. Lord Saltire had thought it +best to take his man Simpson's advice, and move into his house in Curzon +Street. He had asked John to come with him. + +"It is a very nice little house," he said; "deuced well aired, and that +sort of thing; but I know I shall have a creeping in my back when I go +back for the first week, and fancy there is a draught. This will make me +peevish. I don't like to be peevish to my servants, because it is +unfair; they can't answer one. I wish you would come and let me be +peevish to you. You may just as well. It will do you good. You have got +a fancy for disciplining yourself, and all that sort of thing; and you +will find me capital practice for a week or so in a fresh house. After +that I shall get amiable, and then you may go. You may have the use of +my carriage, to go and attend to your poor man's plaster business in +Southwark, if you like. I am not nervous about fever or vermin. Besides, +it may amuse me to hear all about it. And you can bring that cracked +uncle of yours to see me sometimes; his Scriptural talk is very +piquant." + +Lord and Lady Hainault moved up into Grosvenor Square too, for +Parliament was going to meet rather early. They persuaded Lady Ascot to +come and stay with them. + +After a few days, William made his appearance. "Well, my dear +Ravenshoe," said Lord Hainault, "and what brings you to town?" + +"I don't know," said William. "I cannot stay down there. Lord Hainault, +do you know I think I am going cracked?" + +"Why, my dear fellow, what do you mean?" + +"I have got such a strange fancy in my head, I cannot rest." + +"What is your fancy?" said Lord Hainault. "Stay; may I make a guess at +it?" + +"You would never dream what it is. It is too mad." + +"I will guess," said Lord Hainault. "Your fancy is this:--You believe +that Charles Ravenshoe is alive, and you have come up to London to take +your chance of finding him in the streets." + +"But, good God!" said William, "how have you found this out? I have +never told it even to my own sweetheart." + +"Because," said Lord Hainault, laying his hand on his shoulder, "I and +John Marston have exactly the same fancy. That is why." + +And Charles so close to them all the time. Creeping every day across the +park to see the coachman and his son. Every day getting more hopeless. +All energy gone. Wit enough left to see that he was living on the +charity of the cornet. There were some splinters in his arm which would +not come away, and kept him restless. He never slept now. He hesitated +when he was spoken to. Any sudden noise made him start and look wild. I +will not go on with the symptoms. Things were much worse with him than +we have ever seen them before. He, poor lad, began to wonder whether it +would come to him to die in a hospital or---- + +Those cursed bridges! Why did they build such things? Who built them? +The devil. To tempt ruined, desperate men, with ten thousand fiends +gnawing and sawing in their deltoid muscles, night and day. Suppose he +had to cross one of these by night, would he ever get to the other side? +Or would angels from heaven come down and hold him back? + +The cornet and his mother had a conversation about him. Bawled the +cornet into the ear-trumpet: + +"My fellow Simpson is very bad, mother. He is getting low and nervous, +and I don't like the looks of him." + +"I remarked it myself," said the lady. "We had better have Bright. It +would be cheaper to pay five guineas, and get a good opinion at once." + +"I expect he wants a surgeon more than a doctor," said the cornet. + +"Well, that is the doctor's business," said the old lady. "Drop a line +to Bright, and see what he says. It would be a burning shame, my +dear--enough to bring down the wrath of God upon us--if we were to let +him want for anything, as long as we have money. And we have plenty of +money. More than we want. And if it annoys him to go near the horses, we +must pension him. But I would rather let him believe that he was earning +his wages, because it might be a weight on his mind if he did not. See +to it the first thing in the morning. Remember Balaclava, James! +Remember Balaclava! If you forget Balaclava, and what trooper Simpson +did for you there, you are tempting God to forget you." + +"I hope He may when I do, mother," shouted the cornet. "I remember +Balaclava--ay, and Devna before." + +There are such people as these in the world, reader. I know some of +them. I know a great many of them. So many of them, in fact, that this +conclusion has been forced upon me--that the world is _not_ entirely +peopled by rogues and fools; nay, more, that the rogues and fools form a +contemptible minority. I may become unpopular, I may be sneered at by +men who think themselves wiser for coming to such a conclusion; but I +will not retract what I have said. The good people in the world +outnumber the bad, ten to one, and the ticket for this sort of belief is +"Optimist." + +This conversation between the cornet and his mother took place at +half-past two. At that time Charles had crept across the park to the +Mews, near Belgrave Square, to see his friend the duke's coachman and +his son. May I be allowed, without being accused of writing a novel in +the "confidential style," to tell you that this is the most important +day in the whole story. + +At half-past two, William Ravenshoe called at Lord Hainault's house in +Grosvenor Square. He saw Lady Ascot. Lady Ascot asked him what sort of +weather it was out of doors. + +William said that there was a thick fog near the river, but that on the +north side of the square it was pleasant. So Lady Ascot said she would +like a walk, if it were only for ten minutes, if he would give her his +arm; and out they went. + +Mary and the children came out too, but they went into the square. Lady +Ascot and William walked slowly up and down the pavement alone, for Lady +Ascot liked to see the people. + +Up and down the north side, in front of the house. At the second turn, +when they were within twenty yards of the west end of the square, a tall +man with an umbrella over his shoulder came round the corner, and leant +against the lamp-post. They both knew him in an instant. It was Lord +Ascot. He had not seen them. He had turned to look at a great +long-legged chestnut that was coming down the street, from the right, +with a human being on his back. The horse was desperately vicious, but +very beautiful and valuable. The groom on his back was neither beautiful +nor valuable, and was losing his temper with the horse. The horse was +one of those horses vicious by nature--such a horse as Rarey (all honour +to him) can terrify into submission for a short time; and the groom was +a groom, not one of our country lads, every one of whose virtues and +vices have been discussed over and over again at the squire's +dinner-table, or about whom the rector had scratched his head, and had +had into his study for private exhortation or encouragement. Not one of +the minority. One of the majority, I fear very much. Reared, like a dog, +among the straw, without education, without religion, without +self-respect--worse broke than the horse he rode. When I think of all +that was said against grooms and stable-helpers during the Rarey fever, +I get very angry, I confess it. One man said to me, "When we have had a +groom or two killed, we shall have our horses treated properly." Look to +your grooms, gentlemen, and don't allow such a blot on the fair fame of +England as some racing stables much longer, or there will be a heavy +reckoning against you when the books are balanced. + +But the poor groom lost his temper with the horse, and beat it over the +head. And Lord Ascot stayed to say, "D---- it all, man, you will never +do any good like that," though a greater fiend on horseback than Lord +Ascot I never saw. + +This gave time for Lady Ascot to say, "Come on, my dear Ravenshoe, and +let us speak to him." So on they went. Lord Ascot was so busy looking at +the horse and groom, that they got close behind him before he saw them. +Nobody being near, Lady Ascot, with a sparkle of her old fun, poked him +in the back with her walking-stick. Lord Ascot turned sharply and +angrily round, with his umbrella raised for a blow. + +When he saw who it was, he burst out into a pleasant laugh. "Now, you +grandma," he said, "you keep that old stick of yours quiet, or you'll +get into trouble. What do you mean by assaulting the head of the house +in the public streets? I am ashamed of you. You, Ravenshoe, you egged +her on to do it. I shall have to punch your head before I have done. How +are you both?" + +"And where have you been, you naughty boy?" said Lady Ascot. + +"At Paris," said that ingenuous nobleman, "dicing and brawling, as +usual. Nobody can accuse me of hiding _my_ talents in a napkin, grandma. +Those two things are all I am fit for, and I certainly do them with a +will. I have fought a duel, too. A Yankee Doodle got it into his head +that he might be impertinent to Adelaide; so I took him out and shot +him. Don't cry, now. He is not dead. He'll walk lame though, I fancy, +for a time. How jolly it is to catch you out here! I dread meeting that +insufferable prig Hainault, for fear I should kick him. Give me her arm, +my dear Ravenshoe." + +"And where is Adelaide?" said Lady Ascot. + +"Up at St. John's Wood," said he. "Do steal away, and come and see her. +Grandma, I was very sorry to hear of poor Charles's death--I was indeed. +You know what it has done for me; but, by Gad, I was very sorry." + +"Dear Welter--dear Ascot," said Lady Ascot, "I am sure you were sorry. +Oh! if you would repent, my own dear. If you would think of the love +that Christ bore you when He died for you. Oh, Ascot, Ascot! will +nothing save you from the terrible hereafter?" + +"I am afraid not, grandma," said Lord Ascot. "It is getting too cold for +you to stay out. Ravenshoe, my dear fellow, take her in." + +And so, after a kind good-bye, Lord Ascot walked away towards the +south-west. + +I am afraid that John Marston was right. I am afraid he spoke the truth +when he said that Lord Ascot was a savage, untameable blackguard. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + +LORD ASCOT'S CROWNING ACT OF FOLLY. + + +Lord Ascot, with his umbrella over his shoulder, swung on down the +street, south-westward. The town was pleasant in the higher parts, and +so he felt inclined to prolong his walk. He turned to the right into +Park Lane. + +He was a remarkable-looking man. So tall, so broad, with such a mighty +chest, and such a great, red, hairless, cruel face above it, that +people, when he paused to look about him, as he did at each street +corner, turned to look at him. He did not notice it; he was used it. +And, besides, as he walked there were two or three words ringing yet in +his ears which made him look less keenly than usual after the handsome +horses and pretty faces which he met in his walk. + +"Oh, Ascot, Ascot! will nothing save you from the terrible hereafter?" + +"Confound those old women, more particularly when they take to religion. +Always croaking. And grandma Ascot, too, as plucky and good an old soul +as any in England--as good a judge of a horse as William Day--taking to +that sort of thing. Hang it! it was unendurable. It was bad taste, you +know, putting such ideas into a fellow's head. London was dull enough +after Paris, without that." + +So thought Lord Ascot, as he stood in front of Dudley House, and looked +southward. The winter sun was feebly shining where he was, but to the +south there was a sea of fog, out of which rose the Wellington statue, +looking more exasperating than ever, and the two great houses at the +Albert Gate. + +"This London is a beastly hole," said he. "I have got to go down into +that cursed fog. I wish Tattersall's was anywhere else." But he +shouldered his umbrella again, and on he went. + +Opposite St. George's Hospital there were a number of medical students. +Two of them, regardless of the order which should always be kept on Her +Majesty's highway, were wrestling. Lord Ascot paused for a moment to +look at them. He heard one of the students who were looking on say to +another, evidently about himself-- + +"By Gad! what preparations that fellow would cut up into." + +"Ah!" said another, "and wouldn't he cuss and d---- under the operation +neither." + +"I know who that is," said a third. "That's Lord Ascot; the most +infernal, headlong, gambling savage in the three kingdoms." + +So Lord Ascot, in the odour of sanctity, passed down into Tattersall's +yard. There was no one in the rooms. He went out into the yard again. + +"Hullo, you sir! Have you seen Mr. Sloane?" + +"Mr. Sloane was here not ten minutes ago, my lord. He thought your +lordship was not coming. He is gone down to the Groom's Arms." + +"Where the deuce is that?" + +"In Chapel Street, at the corner of the mews, my lord. Fust turning on +the right, my lord." + +Lord Ascot had business with our old acquaintance, Mr. Sloane, and went +on. When he came to the public-house mentioned (the very same one in +which the Servants' Club was held, to which Charles belonged), he went +into the bar, and asked of a feeble-minded girl, left accidentally in +charge of the bar--"Where was Mr. Sloane?" And she said, "Upstairs, in +the club-room." + +Lord Ascot walked up to the club-room, and looked in at the glass door. +And there he saw Sloane. He was standing up, with his hand on a man's +shoulder, who had a map before him. Right and left of these two men were +two other men, an old one and a young one, and the four faces were close +together; and while he watched them, the man with the map before him +looked up, and Lord Ascot saw Charles Ravenshoe, pale and wan, looking +like death itself, but still Charles Ravenshoe in the body. + +He did not open the door. He turned away, went down into the street, and +set his face northward. + +So he was alive, and----There were more things to follow that "and" than +he had time to think of at first. He had a cunning brain, Lord Ascot, +but he could not get at his position at first. The whole business was +too unexpected--he had not time to realise it. + +The afternoon was darkening as he turned his steps northwards, and began +to walk rapidly, with scowling face and compressed lips. One or two of +the students still lingered on the steps of the hospital. The one who +had mentioned him by name before said to his fellows, "Look at that Lord +Ascot. What a devil he looks! He has lost some money. Gad! there'll be +murder done to-night. They oughtn't to let such fellows go loose!" + +Charles Ravenshoe alive. And Lord Saltire's will. Half a million of +money. And Charley Ravenshoe, the best old cock in the three kingdoms. +Of all his villainies--and, God forgive him, they were many--the one +that weighed heaviest on his heart was his treatment of Charles. And +now---- + +The people turned and looked after him as he hurled along. Why did his +wayward feet carry him to the corner of Curzon Street? That was not his +route to St. John's Wood. The people stared at the great red-faced +giant, who paused against the lamp-post irresolute, biting his upper lip +till the blood came. + +How would they have stared if they had seen what I see.[11] + +There were two angels in the street that wretched winter afternoon, who +had followed Lord Ascot in his headlong course, and paused here. He +could see them but dimly, or only guess at their existence, but I can +see them plainly enough. + +One was a white angel, beautiful to look at, who stood a little way off, +beckoning to him, and pointing towards Lord Saltire's house; and the +other was black, with its face hid in a hood, who was close beside him, +and kept saying in his ear, "Half a million! half a million!" + +A strange apparition in Curzon Street, at four o'clock on a January +afternoon! If you search the files of the papers at this period, you +will find no notice of any remarkable atmospheric phenomena in Curzon +Street that afternoon. But two angels were there, nevertheless, and Lord +Ascot had a dim suspicion of it. + +A dim suspicion of it! How could it be otherwise, when he heard a voice +in one ear repeating Lady Ascot's last words, "What can save you from +the terrible hereafter?" and in the other the stealthy whisper of the +fiend, "Half a million! half a million!" + +He paused, only for a moment, and then headed northward again. The black +angel was at his ear, but the white one was close to him--so close, that +when his own door opened, the three passed in together. Adelaide, +standing under the chandelier in the hall, saw nothing of the two +spirits; only her husband, scowling fiercely. + +She was going upstairs to dress, but she paused. As soon as Lord Ascot's +"confidential scoundrel," before mentioned, had left the hall, she came +up to him, and in a whisper, for she knew the man was listening, said: + +"What is the matter, Welter?" + +He looked as if he would have pushed her out of the way. But he did not. +He said: + +"I have seen Charles Ravenshoe." + +"When?" + +"To-night." + +"Good God! Then it is almost a matter of time with us," said Adelaide. +"I had a dim suspicion of this, Ascot. It is horrible. We are ruined." + +"Not yet," said Lord Ascot. + +"There is time--time. He is obstinate and mad. Lord Saltire might +die----" + +"Well?" + +"Either of them," she hissed out. "Is there no----" + +"No what?" + +"There is half a million of money," said Adelaide. + +"Well?" + +"All sorts of things happen to people." + +Lord Ascot looked at her for an instant, and snarled out a curse at her. + +John Marston was perfectly right. He was a savage, untameable +blackguard. He went upstairs into his bedroom. The two angels were with +him. They are with all of us at such times as these. There is no +plagiarism here. The fact is too old for that. + +Up and down, up and down. The bedroom was not long enough; so he opened +the door of the dressing-room; and that was not long enough; and so he +opened the door of what had been the nursery in a happier household than +his; and walked up and down through them all. And Adelaide sat below, +before a single candle, with pale face and clenched lips, listening to +his footfall on the floor above. + +She knew as well as if an angel had told her what was passing in his +mind as he walked up and down. She had foreseen this crisis plainly--you +may laugh at me, but she had. She had seen that if, by any wild +conjunction of circumstances, Charles Ravenshoe were alive, and if he +were to come across him before Lord Saltire's death, events would +arrange themselves exactly as they were doing on this terrible evening. +There was something awfully strange in the realisation of her morbid +suspicions. + +Yes, she had seen thus far, and had laughed at herself for entertaining +such mad fancies. But she had seen no further. What the upshot would be +was hidden from her like a dark veil, black and impenetrable as the fog +which was hanging over Waterloo Bridge at that moment, which made the +squalid figure of a young, desperate girl show like a pale, fluttering +ghost, leading a man whom we know well, a man who followed her, on the +road to--what? + +The rest, though, seemed to be, in some sort, in her own hands. Wealth, +position in the world, the power of driving her chariot over the necks +of those who had scorned her--the only things for which her worthless +heart cared--were all at stake. + +"He will murder me," she said, "_but he shall hear me_." + +Still, up and down, over head, his heavy footfall went to and fro. + +Seldom, in any man's life, comes such a trial as his this night. A good +man might have been hard tried in such circumstances. What hope can we +have of a desperate blackguard like Lord Ascot? He knew Lord Saltire +hated him; he knew that Lord Saltire had only left his property to him +because he thought Charles Ravenshoe was dead; and yet he hesitated +whether or no he should tell Lord Saltire that he had seen Charles, and +ruin himself utterly. + +Was he such an utter rascal as John Marston made him out? Would such a +rascal have hesitated long? What could make a man without a character, +without principle, without a care about the world's opinion, hesitate at +such a time as this? I cannot tell you. + +He was not used to think about things logically or calmly: and so, as he +paced up and down, it was some time before he actually arranged his +thoughts. Then he came to this conclusion, and put it fairly before +him--that, if he let Lord Saltire know that Charles Ravenshoe was alive, +he was ruined; and that, if he did not, he was a villain. + +Let us give the poor profligate wretch credit for getting even so far as +this. There was no attempt to gloss over the facts, and deceive himself. +He put the whole matter honestly before him. + +He would be a fool if he told Lord Saltire. He would be worse than a +fool, a madman--there was no doubt about that. It was not to be thought +about. + +But Charles Ravenshoe! + +How pale the dear old lad looked. What a kind, gentle old face it was. +How well he could remember the first time he ever saw him. At Twyford, +yes; and, that very same visit, how he ran across the billiard-room, and +asked him who Lord Saltire was. Yes. What jolly times there were down in +Devonshire, too. Those Claycomb hounds wanted pace, but they were full +fast enough for the country. And what a pottering old rascal Charley was +among the stone walls. Rode through. Yes. And how he'd mow over a +woodcock. Fire slap through a holly bush. Ha! + +And suppose they proved this previous marriage. Why, then he would be +back at Ravenshoe, and all things would be as they were. But suppose +they couldn't---- + +Lord Ascot did not know that eighty thousand pounds were secured to +Charles. + +By Gad! it was horrible to think of. That it should be thrown on him, of +all men, to stand between old Charley and his due. If it were any other +man but him---- + +Reader, if you do not know that a man will act from "sentiment" long, +long years after he has thrown "principle" to the winds, you had better +pack up your portmanteau, and go and live five years or more among +Australian convicts and American rowdies, as a friend of mine did. The +one long outlives the other. The incarnate devils who beat out poor +Price's brains with their shovels, when they had the gallows before +them, consistently perjured themselves in favour of the youngest of the +seven, the young fiend who had hounded them on. + +Why there never was such a good fellow as that Charley. That Easter +vacation--hey! Among the bargees, hang it, what a game it was----I won't +follow out his recollections here any further. Skittle-playing and +fighting are all very well; but one may have too much of them. + +"I might still do this," thought Lord Ascot: "I might----" + +At this moment he was opposite the dressing-room door. It was opened, +and Adelaide stood before him. + +Beautiful and terrible, with a look which her husband had, as yet, only +seen shadowed dimly--a look which he felt might come there some day, but +which he had never seen yet. The light of her solitary candle shone upon +her pale face, her gleaming eyes, and her clenched lip; and he saw what +was written there, and for one moment quailed. + +("If you were to say to me," said Lord Hainault once, "that Charles +would be unwise to let Ascot's wife make his gruel for him, I should +agree with you.") + +Only for one moment! Then he turned on her and cursed her. + +"What, in the name of hell, do you want here at this moment?" + +"You may murder me if you like, Ascot; but, before you have time to do +that, you shall hear what I have got to say. I have been listening to +your footsteps for a weary hour, and I heard irresolution in every one +of them. Ascot, don't be a madman!" + +"I shall be soon, if you come at such a time as this, and look like +that. If my face were to take the same expression as yours has now, Lady +Ascot, these would be dangerous quarters for you." + +"I know that," said she. "I knew all that before I came up here +to-night, Ascot. Ascot, half a million of money----" + +"Why, all the devils in the pit have been singing that tune for an hour +past. Have you only endangered your life to add your little pipe to +theirs?" + +"I have. Won't you hear me?" + +"No. Go away." + +"Are you going to do it." + +"Most likely not. You had better go away." + +"You might give him a hundred thousand pounds, you know, Ascot. Four +thousand a year. The poor dear fellow would worship you for your +generosity. He is a very good fellow, Ascot." + +"You had better go away," said he, quietly. + +"Not without a promise, Ascot. Think----" + +"Now go away. This is the last warning I give you. Madwoman!" + +"But, Ascot----" + +"Take care; it will be too late for both of us in another moment." + +She caught his eye for the first time, and fled for her life. She ran +down into the drawing-room, and threw herself into a chair. "God +preserve me!" she said; "I have gone too far with him. Oh, this lonely +house!" + +Every drop of blood in her body seemed to fly to her heart. There were +footsteps outside the door. Oh, God! have mercy on her; he was following +her. + +Where were the two angels now, I wonder? + +He opened the door, and came towards her slowly. If mortal agony can +atone for sin, she atoned for all her sins in that terrible half-minute. +She did not cry out; she dared not; she writhed down among the gaudy +cushions, with her face buried in her hands, and waited--for what? + +She heard a voice speaking to her. It was not his voice, but the kind +voice of old Lord Ascot, his dead father. It said-- + +"Adelaide, my poor girl, you must not get frightened when I get in a +passion. My poor child, you have borne enough for me; I would not hurt a +hair of your head." + +He kissed her cheek, and Adelaide burst into a passion of sobs. After a +few moments those sobs had ceased, and Lord Ascot left her. He did not +know that she had fainted away. She never told him that. + +Where were the angels now? Angels!--there was but one of them left. +Which one was that, think you? + +Hurrah! the good angel. The black fiend with the hood had sneaked away +to his torment. And, as Lord Ascot closed the door behind him, and sped +away down the foggy street, the good one vanished too; for the work was +done. Ten thousand fiends would not turn him from his purpose now. +Hurrah! + + * * * * * + +"Simpson," said Lord Saltire, as he got into bed that evening, "it won't +last much longer." + +"What will not last, my lord?" said Simpson. + +"Why, me," said Lord Saltire, disregarding grammar. "Don't set up a +greengrocer's shop, Simpson, nor a butter and egg shop, in Berkeley +Street, if you can help it, Simpson. If you must keep a lodging-house, I +should say Jermyn Street; but don't let me influence you. I am not sure +that I wouldn't sooner see you in Brook Street, or Conduit Street. But +don't try Pall Mall, that's a good fellow; or you'll be getting fast +men, who will demoralise your establishment. A steady connection among +government clerks, and that sort of person, will pay best in the long +run." + +"My dear lord--my good old friend, why should you talk like this +to-night?" + +"Because I am very ill, Simpson, and it will all come at once; and it +may come any time. When they open Lord Barkham's room, at Cottingdean, I +should like you and Mr. Marston to go in first, for I may have left +something or another about." + +An hour or two after, his bell rang, and Simpson, who was in the +dressing-room, came hurriedly in. He was sitting up in bed, looking just +the same as usual. + +"My good fellow," he said, "go down and find out who rung and knocked at +the door like that. Did you hear it?" + +"I did not notice it, my lord." + +"Butchers, and bakers, and that sort of people, don't knock and ring +like that. The man at the door now brings news, Simpson. There is no +mistake about the ring of a man who comes with important intelligence. +Go down and see." + +He was not long gone. When he came back again, he said-- + +"It is Lord Ascot, my lord. He insists on seeing you immediately." + +"Up with him, Simpson--up with him, my good fellow. I told you so. This +gets interesting." + +Lord Ascot was already in the doorway. Lord Saltire's brain was as acute +as ever; and as Lord Ascot approached him, he peered eagerly and +curiously at him, in the same way as one scrutinises the seal of an +unopened letter, and wonders what its contents may be. Lord Ascot sat +down by the bed, and whispered to the old man; and, when Simpson saw his +great coarse, red, hairless, ruffianly face actually touching that of +Lord Saltire, so delicate, so refined, so keen, Simpson began to have a +dim suspicion that he was looking on rather a remarkable sight. And so +he was. + +"Lord Saltire," said Lord Ascot, "I have seen Charles Ravenshoe +to-night." + +"You are quite sure?" + +"I am quite sure." + +"Ha! Ring the bell, Simpson." Before any one had spoken again, a footman +was in the room. "Bring the major-domo here instantly," said Lord +Saltire. + +"You know what you have done, Ascot," said Lord Saltire. "You see what +you have done. I am going to send for my solicitor, and alter my will." + +"Of course you are," said Lord Ascot. "Do you dream I did not know that +before I came here?" + +"And yet you came?" + +"Yes; with all the devils out of hell dragging me back." + +"As a matter of curiosity, why?" said Lord Saltire. + +"Oh, I couldn't do it, you know. I've done a good many dirty things; but +I couldn't do that, particularly to that man. There are some things a +fellow can't do, you know." + +"Where did you see him?" + +"At the Groom's Arms, Belgrave Mews; he was there not three hours ago. +Find a man called Sloane, a horse-dealer; he will tell you all about +him; for he was sitting with his hand on his shoulder. His address is +twenty-seven, New Road." + +At this time the major-domo appeared. "Take a cab at once, and _fetch_ +me--you understand when I say _fetch_--Mr. Brogden, my solicitor. Mr. +Compton lives out of town, but he lives over the office in Lincoln's +Inn. If you can get hold of the senior partner, he will do as well. Put +either of them in a cab, and pack them off here. Then go to Scotland +Yard; give my compliments to inspector Field; tell him a horrible murder +has been committed, accompanied by arson, forgery, and regrating, with a +strong suspicion of sorning, and that he must come at once." + +That venerable gentleman disappeared, and then Lord Saltire said-- + +"Do you repent, Ascot?" + +"No," said he. "D---- it all, you know, I could not do it when I came to +think of it. The money would never have stayed with me, I take it. +Good-night." + +"Good-night," said Lord Saltire; "come the first thing in the morning." + +And so they parted. Simpson said, "Are you going to alter your will +to-night, my lord? Won't it be a little too much for you?" + +"It would be if I was going to do so, Simpson; but I am not going to +touch a line of it. I am not sure that half a million of money was ever, +in the history of the world, given up with better grace or with less +reason. He is a noble fellow; I never guessed it; he shall have it--by +Jove, he shall have it! I am going to sleep. Apologise to Brogden, and +give the information to Field; tell him I expect Charles Ravenshoe here +to-morrow morning. Good-night." + +Simpson came in to open the shutters next morning; but those shutters +were not opened for ten days, for Lord Saltire was dead. + +Dead. The delicate waxen right hand, covered with rings, was lying +outside on the snow-white sheet, which was unwrinkled by any death +agony; and on the pillow was a face, beautiful always, but now more +beautiful, more calm, more majestic than ever. If his first love, dead +so many years, had met him in the streets but yesterday, she would not +have known him; but if she could have looked one moment on the face +which lay on that pillow, she would have seen once more the gallant +young nobleman who came a-wooing under the lime-trees sixty years agone. + +The inspector was rapid and dexterous in his work. He was on Charles +Ravenshoe's trail like a bloodhound, eager to redeem the credit which +his coadjutor, Yard, had lost over the same case. But his instructions +came to him three hours too late. + + + + +CHAPTER LX. + +THE BRIDGE AT LAST. + + +The group which Lord Ascot had seen through the glass doors consisted of +Charles, the coachman's son, the coachman, and Mr. Sloane. Charles and +the coachman's son had got hold of a plan of the battle of Balaclava, +from the _Illustrated London News_, and were explaining the whole thing +to the two older men, to their great delight. The four got enthusiastic +and prolonged the talk for some time; and, when it began to flag, Sloane +said he must go home, and so they came down into the bar. + +Here a discussion arose about the feeding of cavalry horses, in which +all four were perfectly competent to take part. The two young men were +opposed in argument to the two elder ones, and they were having a right +pleasant chatter about the corn or hay question in the bar, when the +swing doors were pushed open, and a girl entered and looked round with +that bold, insolent expression one only sees among a certain class. + +A tawdry draggled-looking girl, finely-enough dressed, but with +everything awry and dirty. Her face was still almost beautiful; but the +cheekbones were terribly prominent, and the hectic patch of red on her +cheeks, and the parched cracked lips, told of pneumonia developing into +consumption. + +Such a figure had probably never appeared in that decent aristocratic +public-house, called the Groom's Arms, since it had got its licence. The +four men ceased their argument and turned to look at her; and the +coachman, a family man with daughters, said, "Poor thing!" + +With a brazen, defiant look she advanced to the bar. The barmaid, a very +beautiful, quiet-looking, London-bred girl, advanced towards her, +frightened at such a wild, tawdry apparition, and asked her mechanically +what she would please to take. + +"I don't want nothing to drink, miss," said the girl; "least-ways, I've +got no money; but I want to ask a question. I say, miss, you couldn't +give a poor girl one of them sandwiches, could you? You would never miss +it, you know." + +The barmaid's father, the jolly landlord, eighteen stone of good humour, +was behind his daughter now. "Give her a porkpie, Jane, and a glass of +ale, my girl." + +"God Almighty bless you, sir, and keep her from the dark places where +the devil lies a-waiting. I didn't come here to beg--it was only when I +see them sandwiches that it came over me--I come here to ask a question. +I know it ain't no use. But you can't see him--can't see him--can't see +him," she continued, sobbing wildly, "rattling his poor soul away, and +not do as he asked you. I didn't come to get out for a walk. I sat there +patient three days, and would have sat there till the end, but he would +have me come. And so I came; and I must get back--get back." + +The landlord's daughter brought her some food, and as her eyes gleamed +with wolfish hunger, she stopped speaking. It was a strange group. She +in the centre, tearing at her food in a way terrible to see. Behind, the +calm face of the landlord, looking on her with pity and wonder; and his +pretty daughter, with her arm round his waist, and her head on his +bosom, with tears in her eyes. Our four friends stood to the right, +silent and curious--a remarkable group enough; for neither the duke's +coachman, nor Mr. Sloane, who formed the background, were exactly +ordinary-looking men; and in front of them were Charles and the +coachman's son, who had put his hand on Charles's right shoulder, and +was peering over his left at the poor girl, so that the two faces were +close together--the one handsome and pale, with the mouth hidden by a +moustache; the other, Charles's, wan and wild, with the lips parted in +eager curiosity, and the chin thrust slightly forward. + +In a few minutes the girl looked round on them. "I said I'd come here to +ask a question; and I must ask it and get back. There was a gentleman's +groom used to use this house, and I want him. His name was Charles +Horton. If you, sir, or if any of these gentlemen, know where I can find +him, in God Almighty's name tell me this miserable night." + +Charles was pale before, but he grew more deadly pale now; his heart +told him something was coming. His comrade, the coachman's son, held his +hand tighter still on his shoulder, and looked in his face. Sloane and +the coachman made an exclamation. + +Charles said quietly, "My poor girl, I am the man you are looking for. +What, in God's name, do you want with me?" and, while he waited for her +to answer, he felt all the blood in his body going towards his heart. + +"Little enough," she said. "Do you mind a little shoeblack boy as used +to stand by St. Peter's Church?" + +"Do I?" said Charles, coming towards her. "Yes, I do. My poor little +lad. You don't mean to say that you know anything about him?" + +"I am his sister, sir; and he is dying; and he says he won't die not +till you come. And I come off to see if I could find you. Will you come +with me and see him?" + +"Will I come?" said Charles. "Let us go at once. My poor little monkey. +Dying, too!" + +"Poor little man," said the coachman. "A many times, I've heard you +speak of him. Let's all go." + +Mr. Sloane and his son seconded this motion. + +"You mustn't come," said the girl. "There's a awful row in the court +to-night; that's the truth. He's safe enough with me; but if you come, +they'll think a mob's being raised. Now, don't talk of coming." + +"You had better let me go alone," said Charles. "I feel sure that it +would not be right for more of us to follow this poor girl than she +chooses. I am ready." + +And so he followed the girl out into the darkness; and, as soon as they +were outside, she turned and said to him-- + +"You'd best follow me from a distance. I'll tell you why; I expect the +police wants me, and you might get into trouble from being with me. +Remember, if I am took, it's Marquis Court, Little Marjoram Street, and +it's the end house, exactly opposite you as you go in. If you stands at +the archway, and sings out for Miss Ophelia Flanigan, she'll come to +you. But if the row ain't over, you wait till they're quiet. Whatever +you do, don't venture in by yourself, however quiet it may look; sing +out for her." + +And so she fluttered away through the fog, and he followed, walking fast +to keep her in sight. + +It was a dreadful night. The fog had lifted, and a moaning wind had +arisen, with rain from the south-west. A wild, dripping, melancholy +night, without rain enough to make one think of physical discomfort, and +without wind enough to excite one. + +The shoeblacks and the crossing-sweepers were shouldering their brooms +and their boxes, and were plodding homewards. The costermongers were +letting their barrows stand in front of the public-houses, while they +went in to get something to drink, and were discussing the price of +vegetables, and being fetched out by dripping policemen, for obstructing +her Majesty's highway. The beggars were gathering their rags together, +and posting homewards; let us charitably suppose, to their bit of fish, +with guinea-fowl and sea-kale afterwards, or possibly, for it was not +late in February, to their boiled pheasant and celery sauce. Every one +was bound for shelter but the policemen. And Charles--poor, silly, +obstinate Charles, with an earl's fortune waiting for him, dressed as a +groom, pale, wan, and desperate--was following a ruined girl, more +desperate even than he, towards the bridge. + +Yes; this is the darkest part of my whole story. Since his misfortunes +he had let his mind dwell a little too much on these bridges. There are +very few men without a cobweb of some sort in their heads, more or less +innocent. Charles had a cobweb in his head now. The best of men might +have a cobweb in his head after such a terrible breakdown in his +affairs as he had suffered; more especially if he had three or four +splinters of bone in his deltoid muscle, which had prevented his +sleeping for three nights. But I would sooner that any friend of mine +should at such times take to any form of folly (such even as having +fifty French clocks in the room, and discharging the butler if they did +not all strike at once, as one good officer and brave fellow did) rather +than get to thinking about bridges after dark, with the foul water +lapping and swirling about the piers. I have hinted to you about this +crotchet of poor Charles for a long time; I was forced to do so. I think +the less we say about it the better. I call you to witness that I have +not said more about it than was necessary. + +At the end of Arabella Row, the girl stopped, and looked back for him. +The mews' clock was overhead, a broad orb of light in the dark sky. Ten +minutes past ten. Lord Ascot was sitting beside Lord Saltire's bed, and +Lord Saltire had rung the bell to send for Inspector Field. + +She went on, and he followed her along the Mall. She walked fast, and he +had hard work to keep her in sight. He saw her plainly enough whenever +she passed a lamp. Her shadow was suddenly thrown at his feet, and then +swept in a circle to the right, till it overtook her, and then passed +her, and grew dim till she came to another lamp, and then came back to +his feet, and passed on to her again, beckoning him on to follow her, +and leading her--whither? + +How many lamps were there? One, two, three, four; and then a man lying +asleep on a bench in the rain, who said, with a wild, wan face, when the +policeman roused him, and told him to go home, "My home is in the +Thames, friend; but I shall not go there to-night, or perhaps +to-morrow." + +"His home was in the Thames." The Thames, the dear old happy river. The +wonder and delight of his boyhood. That was the river that slept in +crystal green depths, under the tumbled boulders fallen from the chalk +cliff, where the ivy, the oak, and the holly grew; and then went +spouting, and raging, and roaring through the weirs at Casterton, where +he and Welter used to bathe, and where he lay and watched kind Lord +Ascot spinning patiently through one summer afternoon, till he killed +the eight-pound trout at sundown. + +That was the dear old Thames. But that was fifty miles up the river, and +ages ago. Now, and here, the river had got foul, and lapped about +hungrily among piles, and barges, and the buttresses of bridges. And +lower down it ran among mud banks. And there was a picture of one of +them, by dear old H. K. Browne, and you didn't see at first what it was +that lay among the sedges, because the face was reversed, and the limbs +were---- + +They passed in the same order through Spring Gardens into the Strand. +And then Charles found it more troublesome than ever to follow the poor +girl in her rapid walk. There were so many like her there: but she +walked faster than any of them. Before he came to the street which leads +to Waterloo Bridge, he thought he had lost her; but when he turned the +corner; and as the dank wind smote upon his face, he came upon her, +waiting for him. + +And so they went on across the bridge. They walked together now. Was she +frightened, too? + +When they reached the other end of the bridge, she went on again to show +the way. A long way on past the Waterloo Station, she turned to the +left. They passed out of a broad, low, noisy street, into other streets, +some quiet, some turbulent, some blazing with the gas of miserable +shops, some dark and stealthy, with only one or two figures in them, +which disappeared round corners, or got into dark archways as they +passed. Charles saw that they were getting into "Queer Street." + +How that poor gaudy figure fluttered on! How it paused at each turning +to look back for him, and then fluttered on once more! What innumerable +turnings there were! How should he ever find his way back--back to the +bridge? + +At last she turned into a street of greengrocers, and marine-store +keepers, in which the people were all at their house doors looking out; +all looking in one direction, and talking so earnestly to one another, +that even his top-boots escaped notice: which struck him as being +remarkable, as nearly all the way from Waterloo Bridge a majority of the +populace had criticised them, either ironically; or openly, in an +unfavourable manner. He thought they were looking at a fire, and turned +his head in the same direction; he only saw the poor girl, standing at +the mouth of a narrow entry, watching for him. + +He came up to her. A little way down a dark alley was an archway, and +beyond there were lights, and a noise of a great many people shouting, +and talking, and screaming. The girl stole on, followed by Charles a few +steps, and then drew suddenly back. The whole of the alley, and the dark +archway beyond, was lined with policemen. A brisk-looking, middle-sized +man, with intensely black scanty whiskers, stepped out, and stood before +them. Charles saw at once that it was the inspector of police. + +"Now then, young woman," he said sharply, "what are you bringing that +young man here for, eh?" + +She was obliged to come forward. She began wringing her hands. + +"Mr. Inspector," she said, "sir, I wish I may be struck dead, sir, if I +don't tell the truth. It's my poor little brother, sir. He's a dying in +number eight, sir, and he sent for this young man for to see him, sir. +Oh! don't stop us, sir. S'elp me----" + +"Pish!" said the inspector; "what the devil is the use of talking this +nonsense to me? As for you, young man, you march back home double quick. +You've no business here. It's seldom we see a gentleman's servant in +such company in this part of the town." + +"Pooh! pooh! my good sir," said Charles; "stuff and nonsense. Don't +assume that tone with me, if you will have the goodness. What the young +woman says is perfectly correct. If you can assist me to get to that +house at the further end of the court, where the poor boy lies dying, I +shall be obliged to you. If you can't, don't express an opinion without +being in possession of circumstances. You may detain the girl, but I am +going on. You don't know who you are talking to." + +How the old Oxford insolence flashed out even at the last. + +The inspector drew back and bowed. "I must do my duty, sir. Dickson!" + +Dickson, in whose beat the court was, as he knew by many a sore bone in +his body, came forward. He said, "Well, sir, I won't deny that the young +woman is Bess, and perhaps she may be on the cross, and I don't go to +say that what with flimping, and with cly-faking, and such like, she +mayn't be wanted some day like her brother the Nipper was; but she is a +good young woman, and a honest young woman in her way, and what she says +this night about her brother is gospel truth." + +"Flimping" is a style of theft which I have never practised, and, +consequently, of which I know nothing. "Cly-faking" is stealing +pocket-handkerchiefs. I never practised this either, never having had +sufficient courage or dexterity. But, at all events, Police-constable +Dickson's notion of "an honest young woman in her way" seems to me to be +confused and unsatisfactory in the last degree. + +The inspector said to Charles, "Sir, if gentlemen disguise themselves +they must expect the police to be somewhat at fault till they open their +mouths. Allow me to say, sir, that in putting on your servant's clothes +you have done the most foolish thing you possibly could. You are on an +errand of mercy, it appears, and I will do what I can for you. There's +a doctor and a Scripture reader somewhere in the court now, so our +people say. _They_ can't get out. I don't think you have much chance of +getting in." + +"By Jove!" said Charles, "do you know that you are a deuced good fellow? +I am sorry that I was rude to you, but I am in trouble, and irritated. I +hope you'll forgive me." + +"Not another word, sir," said the inspector. "Come and look here, sir. +You may never see such a sight again. _Our_ people daren't go in. This, +sir, is, I believe, about the worst court in London." + +"I thought," said Charles, quite forgetting his top-boots, and speaking, +"_de haut en bas_" as in old times--"I thought that your Rosemary Lane +carried off the palm as being a lively neighbourhood." + +"Lord bless you," said the inspector, "nothing to this;--look here." + +They advanced to the end of the arch, and looked in. It was as still as +death, but it was as light as day, for there were candles burning in +every window. + +"Why," said Charles, "the court is empty. I can run across. Let me go; I +am certain I can get across." + +"Don't be a lunatic, sir;" said the inspector, holding him tight; "wait +till I give you the word, unless you want six months in Guy's Hospital." + +Charles soon saw the inspector was right. There were three houses on +each side of the court. The centre one on the right was a very large +one, which was approached on each side by a flight of three steps, +guarded by iron railings, which, in meeting, formed a kind of platform +or rostrum. This was Mr. Malone's house, whose wife chose, for family +reasons, to call herself Miss Ophelia Flanigan. + +The court was silent and hushed, when, from the door exactly opposite to +this one, there appeared a tall and rather handsome young man, with a +great frieze coat under one arm, and a fire-shovel over his shoulder. + +This was Mr. Dennis Moriarty, junior. He advanced to the arch, so close +to Charles and the inspector that they could have touched him, and then +walked down the centre of the court, dragging the coat behind him, +lifting his heels defiantly high at every step, and dexterously beating +a "chune on the bare head of um wid the fire-shovel. Hurroo!" + +He had advanced half-way down the court without a soul appearing, when +suddenly the enemy poured out on him in two columns, from behind two +doorways, and he was borne back, fighting like a hero with his +fire-shovel, into one of the doors on his own side of the court. + +The two columns of the enemy, headed by Mr. Phelim O'Neill, uniting, +poured into the doorway after him, and from the interior of the house +arose a hubbub, exactly as though people were fighting on the stairs. + +At this point there happened one of those mistakes which so often occur +in warfare, which are disastrous at the time, and inexplicable +afterwards. Can any one explain why Lord Lucan gave that order at +Balaclava? No. Can any one explain to me why, on this occasion, Mr. +Phelim O'Neill headed the attack on the staircase in person, leaving his +rear struggling in confusion in the court, by reason of their hearing +the fun going on inside, and not being able to get at it? I think not. +Such was the case, however, and, in the midst of it, Mr. Malone, howling +like a demon, and horribly drunk, followed by thirty or forty worse than +himself, dashed out of a doorway close by, and before they had time to +form line of battle, fell upon them hammer and tongs. + +I need not say that after this surprise in the rear, Mr. Phelim +O'Neill's party had very much the worst of it. In about ten minutes, +however, the two parties were standing opposite one another once more, +inactive from sheer fatigue. + +At this moment Miss Ophelia Flanigan appeared from the door of No. +8--the very house that poor Charles was so anxious to get to--and slowly +and majestically advanced towards the rostrum in front of her own door, +and ascending the steps, folded her arms and looked about her. + +She was an uncommonly powerful, red-faced Irishwoman; her arms were +bare, and she had them akimbo, and was scratching her elbows. + +Every schoolboy knows that the lion has a claw at the end of his tail +with which he lashes himself into fury. When the experienced hunter sees +him doing that, he, so to speak, "hooks it." When Miss Flanigan's +enemies saw her scratching her elbows, they generally did the same. She +was scratching her elbows now. There was a dead silence. + +One woman in that court, and one only, ever offered battle to the +terrible Miss Ophelia: that was young Mrs. Phaylim O'Nale. On the +present occasion she began slowly walking up and down in front of the +expectant hosts. While Miss Flanigan looked on in contemptuous pity, +scratching her elbows, Mrs. O'Neill opened her fire. + +"Pussey, pussey!" she began, "kitty, kitty, kitty! Miaow, miaow!" (Mr. +Malone had accumulated property in the cat's meat business.) "Morraow, +ye little tabby divvle, don't come anighst her, my Kitleen Avourneen, or +yill be convarted into sassidge mate, and sowld to keep a drunken +one-eyed old rapparee, from the county Cark, as had two months for +bowling his barrer sharp round the corner of Park Lane over a ould +gineral officer, in a white hat and a green silk umbereller; and as +married a red-haired woman from the county Waterford, as calls herself +by her maiden name, and never feels up to fighting but when the licker's +in her, which it most in general is, pussey; and let me see the one of +Malone's lot or Moriarty's lot ather, for that matter, as will deny it. +Miaow!" + +Miss Ophelia Flanigan blew her nose contemptuously. Some of the low +characters in the court had picked her pocket. + +Mrs. O'Neill quickened her pace and raised her voice. She was beginning +again, when the poor girl who was with Charles ran into the court and +cried out, "Miss Flanigan! I have brought him; Miss Flanigan!" + +In a moment the contemptuous expression faded from Miss Flanigan's face. +She came down off the steps and advanced rapidly towards where Charles +stood. As she passed Mrs. O'Neill she said, "Whist now, Biddy O'Nale, me +darlin. I ain't up to a shindy to-night. Ye know the rayson." + +And Mrs. O'Neill said, "Ye're a good woman, Ophelia. Sorra a one of me +would have loosed tongue on ye this night, only I thought it might cheer +ye up a bit after yer watching. Don't take notice of me, that's a dear." + +Miss Flanigan went up to Charles, and, taking him by the arm, walked +with him across the court. It was whispered rapidly that this was the +young man who had been sent for to see little Billy Wilkins, who was +dying in No. 8. Charles was as safe as if he had been in the centre of a +square of the Guards. As he went into the door, they gave him a cheer; +and, when the door closed behind him, they went on with their fighting +again. + +Charles found himself in a squalid room, about which there was nothing +remarkable but its meanness and dirt. There were four people there when +he came in--a woman asleep by the bed, two gentlemen who stood aloof in +the shadow, and the poor little wan and wasted boy in the bed. + +Charles went up and sat by the bed; when the boy saw him he made an +effort, rose half up, and threw his arms round his neck. Charles put his +arm round him and supported him--as strange a pair, I fancy, as you +will meet in many long days' marches. + +"If you would not mind, Miss Flanigan," said the doctor, "stepping +across the court with me, I shall be deeply obliged to you. You, sir, +are going to stay a little longer." + +"Yes, sir," said the other gentleman, in a harsh, unpleasant voice; "I +shall stay till the end." + +"You won't have to stay very long, my dear sir," said the doctor. "Now, +Miss Flanigan, I am ready. Please to call out that the doctor is coming +through the court, and that, if any man lays a finger on him, he will +exhibit croton and other drastics to him till he wishes he was dead, and +after that, throw in quinine till the top of his head comes off. +_Allons_, my dear madam." + +With this dreadful threat the doctor departed. The other gentleman, the +Scripture reader, stayed behind, and sat in a chair in the further +corner. The poor mother was sleeping heavily. The poor girl who had +brought Charles, sat down in a chair and fell asleep with her head on a +table. + +The dying child was gone too far for speech. He tried two or three +times, but he only made a rattle in his throat. After a few minutes he +took his arms from round Charles's neck, and, with a look of anxiety, +felt for something by his side. When he found it he smiled, and held it +towards Charles. Well, well; it was only the ball that Charles had given +him---- + +Charles sat on the bed, and put his left arm round the child, so that +the little death's head might lie upon his breast. He took the little +hand in his. So they remained. How long? + +I know not. He only sat there with the hot head against his heart, and +thought that a little life, so strangely dear to him, now that all +friends were gone, was fast ebbing away, and that he must get home again +that night across the bridge. + +The little hand that he held in his relaxed its grasp, and the boy was +dead. He knew it, but he did not move. He sat there still with the dead +child in his arms, with a dull terror on him when he thought of his +homeward journey across the bridge. + +Some one moved and came towards him. The mother and the girl were still +asleep--it was the Scripture reader. He came towards Charles, and laid +his hand upon his shoulder. And Charles turned from the dead child, and +looked up into his face--into the face of John Marston. + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. + +SAVED. + + +With the wailing mother's voice in their ears, those two left the house. +The court was quiet enough now. The poor savages who would not stop +their riot lest they should disturb the dying, now talked in whispers +lest they should awaken the dead. + +They passed on quickly together. Not one word had been uttered between +them--not one--but they pushed rapidly through the worst streets to a +better part of the town, Charles clinging tight to John Marston's arm, +but silent. When they got to Marston's lodgings, Charles sat down by the +fire, and spoke for the first time. He did not burst out crying, or +anything of that sort. He only said quietly-- + +"John, you have saved me. I should never have got home this night." + +But John Marston, who, by finding Charles, had dashed his dearest hopes +to the ground, did not take things quite so quietly. Did he think of +Mary now? Did he see in a moment that his chance of her was gone? And +did he not see that he loved her more deeply than ever? + +"Yes," I answer to all these three questions. How did he behave now? + +Why, he put his hand on Charles's shoulder, and he said, "Charles, +Charles, my dear old boy, look up and speak to me in your dear old +voice. Don't look wild like that. Think of Mary, my boy. She has been +wooed by more than one, Charles; but I think that her heart is yours +yet." + +"John," said Charles, "that is what has made me hide from you all like +this. I know that she loves me above all men. I dreamt of it the night I +left Ravenshoe. I knew it the night I saw her at Lord Hainault's. And +partly that she should forget a penniless and disgraced man like myself, +and partly (for I have been near the gates of hell to-night, John, and +can see many things) from a silly pride, I have spent all my cunning on +losing myself--hoping that you would believe me dead, thinking that you +would love my memory, and dreading lest you should cease to love Me." + +"We loved your memory well enough, Charles. You will never know how +well, till you see how well we love yourself. We have hunted you hard, +Charles. How you have contrived to avoid us, I cannot guess. You do not +know, I suppose, that you are a rich man?" + +"A rich man?" + +"Yes. Even if Lord Saltire does not alter his will, you come into three +thousand a year. And, besides, you are undoubtedly heir to Ravenshoe, +though one link is still wanting to prove that." + +"What do you mean?" + +"There is no reasonable doubt, although we cannot prove it, that your +grandfather Petre was married previously to his marriage with Lady +Alicia Staunton, that your father James was the real Ravenshoe, and that +Ellen and yourself are the elder children, while poor Cuthbert and +William----" + +"Cuthbert! Does he know of this? I will hide again; I will never +displace Cuthbert, mind you." + +"Charles, Cuthbert will never know anything about it. Cuthbert is dead. +He was drowned bathing last August." + +Hush! There is something, to me, dreadful in a man's tears. I dare say +that it was as well, that night, that the news of Cuthbert's death +should have made him break down and weep himself into quietness again +like a child. I am sure it was for the best. But it is the sort of thing +that good taste forbids one to dwell upon or handle too closely. + +When he was quiet again, John went on: + +"It seems incredible that you should have been able to elude us so long. +The first intelligence we had of you was from Lady Ascot, who saw you in +the Park." + +"Lady Ascot? I never saw my aunt in the Park." + +"I mean Adelaide. She is Lady Ascot now. Lord Ascot is dead." + +"Another of them!" said Charles. "John, before you go on, tell me how +many more are gone." + +"No more. Lady Ascot and Lord Saltire are alive and well. I was with +Lord Saltire to-day, and he was talking of you. He has left the +principal part of his property to Ascot. But, because none of us would +believe you dead, he has made a reservation in your favour of eighty +thousand pounds." + +"I am all abroad," said Charles. "How is William?" + +"He is very well, as he deserves to be. Noble fellow! He gave up +everything to hunt you through the world like a bloodhound and bring you +back. He never ceased his quest till he saw your grave at Varna." + +"At Varna!" said Charles; "why, we were quartered at Devna." + +"At Devna! Now, my dear old boy, I am but mortal; do satisfy my +curiosity. What regiment did you enlist in?" + +"In the 140th." + +"Then how, in the name of all confusion," cried John Marston, "did you +miss poor Hornby?" + +"I did not miss Hornby," said Charles, quietly. "I had his head in my +lap when he died. But now tell me, how on earth did you come to know +anything about him?" + +"Why, Ascot told us that you had been his servant. And he came to see +us, and joined in the chase with the best of us. How is it that he never +sent us any intelligence of you?" + +"Because I never went near him till the film of death was on his eyes. +Then he knew me again, and said a few words which I can understand now. +Did he say anything to any of you about Ellen?" + +"About Ellen?" + +"Yes. Did Ascot ever say anything either?" + +"He told Lord Saltire, what I suppose you know----" + +"About what?" + +"About Ellen." + +"Yes, I know it all." + +"And that he had met you. Now tell me what you have been doing." + +"When I found that there was no chance of my remaining _perdu_ any +longer, and when I found that Ellen was gone, why, then I enlisted in +the 140th...." + +He paused here, and hid his face in his hands for some time. When he +raised it again his eyes were wilder, and his speech more rapid. + +"I went out with Tom Sparks and the Roman-nosed bay horse; and we ran a +thousand miles in sixty-three hours. And at Devna we got wood-pigeons; +and the cornet went down and dined with the 42nd at Varna; and I rode +the Roman-nosed bay, and he carried me through it capitally, I ask your +pardon, sir, but I am only a poor discharged trooper. I would not beg, +sir, if I could help it; but pain and hunger are hard things to bear, +sir." + +"Charles, Charles, don't you know me?" + +"That is my name, sir. That is what they used to call me. I am no common +beggar, sir. I was a gentleman once, sir, and rode a-horseback after a +blue greyhound, and we went near to kill a black hare. I have a +character from Lord Ascot, sir. I was in the light cavalry charge at +Balaclava. An angry business. They shouldn't get good fellows to fight +together like that. I killed one of them, sir. Hornby killed many, and +he is a man who wouldn't hurt a fly. A sad business!" + +"Charles, old boy, be quiet." + +"When you speak to me, sir, of the distinction between the upper and +lower classes, I answer you, that I have had some experience in that way +of late, and have come to the conclusion that, after all, the gentleman +and the cad are one and the same animal. Now that I am a ruined man, +begging my bread about the streets, I make bold to say to you, sir, +hoping that your alms may be none the less for it, that I am not sure +that I do not like your cad as well as your gentleman, in his way. If I +play on the one side such cards as my foster-brother William and Tom +Sparks, you, of course, trump me with John Marston and the cornet. You +are right; but they are all four good fellows. I have been to death's +gate to learn it. I will resume my narrative. At Devna the cornet, +besides wood-pigeons, shot a francolin----" + +It is just as well that this sort of thing did not come on when Charles +was going home alone across the bridge; that is all I wished to call +your attention to. The next morning, Lord and Lady Hainault, old Lady +Ascot, William, Mary, and Father Tiernay, were round his bed, watching +the hot head rolling from side to side upon the pillow, and listening to +his half-uttered delirious babble, gazing with a feeling almost of +curiosity at the well-loved face which had eluded them so long. + +"Oh, Hainault! Hainault!" said Lady Ascot, "to find him like this after +all! And Saltire dead without seeing him! and all my fault, my fault. I +am a wicked old woman; God forgive me!" + +Lord Hainault got the greatest of the doctors into a corner, and said:-- + +"My dear Dr. B----, will he die?" + +"Well, yes," said the doctor; "to you I would sooner say yes than no, +the chances are so heavy against him. The surgeons like the look of +things still less than the physicians. You must really prepare for the +worst." + + + + +CHAPTER LXII. + +MR. JACKSON'S BIG TROUT. + + +Of course, he did not die; I need not tell you that. B---- and P. H---- +pulled him through, and shook their honest hands over his bed. Poor +B---- is reported to have winked on this occasion; but such a proceeding +was so unlike him, that I believe the report must have come round to us +through one of the American papers--probably the same one which +represented the Prince of Wales hitting the Duke of Newcastle in the eye +with a champagne cork. + +However, they pulled him through; and, in the pleasant spring-time, he +was carried down to Casterton. Things had gone so hard with him, that +the primroses were in blossom on the southern banks before he knew that +Lord Saltire was dead, and before he could be made to understand that he +was a rich man. + +From this much of the story we may safely deduce this moral, "That, if a +young gentleman gets into difficulties, it is always as well for him to +leave his address with his friends." But, as young gentlemen in +difficulties generally take particularly good care to remind their +friends of their whereabouts, it follows that this story has been +written to little or no purpose. Unless, indeed, the reader can find for +himself another moral or two; and I am fool enough to fancy that he may +do that, if he cares to take the trouble. + +Casterton is built on arches, with all sorts of offices and kitchens +under what would naturally be the ground floor. The reason why Casterton +was built on arches (that is to say, as far as you and I are concerned) +is this: that Charles, lying on the sofa in Lord Hainault's study, could +look over the valley and see the river; which, if it had been built on +the ground, he could not have done. From this window he could see the +great weirs spouting and foaming all day; and, when he was carried up to +bed, by William and Lord Hainault, he could hear the roar of them rising +and pinking, as the night-wind came and went, until they lulled him to +sleep. + +He lay here one day, when the doctors came down from London. And one of +them put a handkerchief over his face, which smelt like chemical +experiments, and somehow reminded him of Dr. Daubeny. And he fell +asleep; and when he awoke, he was suffering pain in his left arm--not +the old dull grinding pain, but sharper; which gradually grew less as +he lay and watched the weirs at Casterton. They had removed the +splinters of bone from his arm. + +He did not talk much in this happy quiet time. William and Lady Ascot +were with him all day. William, dear fellow, used to sit on a footstool, +between his sofa and the window, and read the _Times_ to him. William's +education was imperfect, and he read very badly. He would read Mr. +Russell's correspondence till he saw Charles's eye grow bright, and +heard his breath quicken, and then he would turn to the list of +bankrupts. If this was too sad he would go on to the share list, and +pound away at that, till Charles went to sleep, which he generally did +pretty quickly. + +About this time--that is to say, well in the spring--Charles asked two +questions:--The first was, whether or no he might have the window open; +the next, whether Lord Hainault would lend him an opera-glass? + +Both were answered in the affirmative. The window was opened, and Lord +Hainault and William came in, bearing, not an opera-glass, but a great +brass telescope, on a stand--a thing with an eight-inch object-glass, +which had belonged to old Lord Hainault, who was a Cambridge man, and +given to such vanities. + +This was very delightful. He could turn it with a move of his hand on to +any part of the weirs, and see almost every snail which crawled on the +burdocks. The very first day he saw one of the men from the paper-mill +come to the fourth weir, and pull up the paddles to ease the water. The +man looked stealthily around, and then raised a wheel from below the +apron, full of spawning perch. And this was close time! Oho! + +Then, a few days after, came a tall, grey-headed gentleman, spinning a +bleak for trout, who had with him a lad in top-boots, with a +landing-net. And this gentleman sent his bait flying out here and there +across the water, and rattled his line rapidly into the palm of his hand +in a ball, like a consummate master, as he was. (King among fishermen, +prince among gentlemen, you will read these lines, and you will be so +good as to understand that I am talking of you.) And this gentleman spun +all day and caught nothing. + +But he came the next day to the same place, and spun again. The great +full south-westerly wind was roaring up the valley, singing among the +budding trees, and carrying the dark, low, rainless clouds swiftly +before it. At two, just as Lady Ascot and William had gone to lunch, and +after Charles had taken his soup and a glass of wine, he, lying there, +and watching this gentleman diligently, saw his rod bend, and his line +tighten. The lad in the top-boots and the landing-net leaped up from +where he lay; there was no doubt about it now. The old gentleman had got +hold of a fish, and a big one. + +The next twenty minutes were terrible. The old gentleman gave him the +but, and moved slowly down along the camp-shuting, and Charles followed +him with the telescope, although his hand was shaking with excitement. +After a time, the old gentleman began to wind up his reel, and then the +lad, top-boots, and the landing-net, and all, slipped over the +camp-shooting (will anybody tell me how to spell that word? +_Camps-heading_ won't do, my dear sir, all things considered), and +lifted the fish (he was nine pound) up among the burdocks at the old +gentleman's feet. + +Charles had the whole group in the telescope--the old gentleman, the +great trout, and the dripping lad, taking off his boots, and emptying +the water out of them. But the old gentleman was looking to his right at +somebody who was coming, and immediately there came into the field of +the telescope a tall man in a velvet coat, with knee-breeches and +gaiters, and directly afterwards, from the other side, three children +and a young lady. The gentleman in the knee-breeches bowed to the young +lady, and then they all stood looking at the trout. + +Charles could see them quite plainly. The gentleman in velveteen and +small-clothes was Lord Ascot, and the young lady was Mary. + +He did not look through the telescope any more; he lay back, and tried +to think. Presently afterwards old Lady Ascot came in, and settled +herself in the window, with her knitting. + +"My dear," she said, "I wonder if I fidget you with my knitting-needles? +Tell me if I do, for I have plenty of other work." + +"Not at all, dear aunt; I like it. You did nineteen rows this morning, +and you would have done twenty-two if you had not dropped a stitch. When +I get stronger I shall take to it myself. There would be too much +excitement and over-exertion in it for me to begin just now." + +Lady Ascot laughed; she was glad to see him trying even such a feeble +joke. She said-- + +"My dear, Mr. Jackson has killed a trout in the weirs just now, nine +pounds." + +"I know," said Charles; "I did not know the weight, but I saw the fish. +Aunt, where is Welter--I mean, Ascot?" + +"Well, he is at Ranford. I suppose you know, my dear boy, that poor +James left him nearly all his fortune. Nearly five hundred thousand +pounds' worth, with Cottingdean and Marksworth together. All the Ranford +mortgages are paid off, and he is going on very well, my dear. I think +they ought to give him his marquisate. James might have had it ten times +over, of course, but he used to say, that he had made himself the most +notorious viscount in England, and that if he took an earldom, people +would forget who he was." + +"I wish he would come to see me, aunt. I am very fond of Welter." + +I can't help it; he said so. Remember how near death's door he had been. +Think what he had been through. How he had been degraded, and kicked +about from pillar to post, like an old shoe; and also remember the state +he was in when he said it. I firmly believe that he had at this time +forgotten everything, and that he only remembered Lord Ascot as his old +boy love, and his jolly college companion. You must make the best of it, +or the worst of it for him, as you are inclined. He said so. And in a +very short time Lady Ascot found that she wanted some more wool, and +hobbled away to get it. + +After a time, Charles heard a man come into the room. He thought it was +William; but it was not. This man came round the end of the sofa, and +stood in the window before him. Lord Ascot. + +He was dressed as we know, having looked through Charles's telescope, in +a velveteen coat, with knee breeches and leathern gaiters. There was not +much change in him since the old times; only his broad, hairless face +seemed redder, his lower jaw seemed coarser and more prominent, his +great eyebrows seemed more lowering, his vast chest seemed broader and +deeper, and altogether he looked rather more like a mighty, coarse, +turbulent blackguard than ever. + +"Well, old cock," he said, "so you are on your back, hey?" + +"Welter," said Charles, "I am so glad to see you again. If you would +help me up, I should like to look at you." + +"Poor old boy," said Lord Ascot, putting his great arm round him, and +raising him. "So! there you are, my pippin. What a good old fellow you +are, by Gad! So you were one of the immortal six hundred, hey? I thought +you would turn up somewhere in Queer Street, with that infernal old hook +nose of yours. I wish I had taken to that sort of thing, for I am fond +of fighting. I think, now I am rich and respectable, I shall subsidise a +prize-fighter to pitch into me once a fortnight. I wish I had been +respectable enough for the army; but I should always have been in +trouble with the commander-in-chief for dicing and brawling, I suppose. +Well, old man, I am devilish glad to see you again. I am in possession +of money which should have been yours. I did all I could for you, +Charles; you will never know how much. I tried to repair the awful wrong +I did you unconsciously. I did a thing in your favour I tremble to think +of now, but which, God help me, I would do again. You don't know what I +mean. If old Saltire had not died so quick, you would have known." + +He was referring to his having told Lord Saltire that he had seen +Charles. In doing that, remember, he had thought that he was throwing +half a million to the winds. I only tell you that he was referring to +this, for fear you should not gather it from his own brutal way of +speaking. + +I wonder how the balance will stand against Lord Ascot at last? Who ever +could have dreamt that his strong animal affection for his old friend +could have led him to make a sacrifice which many a more highly +organised man would have evaded, glossing over his conscience by fifty +mental subterfuges? + +"However, my dear fellow," he continued, "it comes to this: I have got +the money; I shall have no children; and I shall make no will; therefore +it all comes to you, if you outlive me. About the title I can't say. The +lawyers must decide about that. No one seems to know whether or not it +descends through the female branch. By-the-bye, you are not master of +Ravenshoe yet, though there seems no doubt that grandma is right, and +that the marriage took place. However, whether the estate goes to you or +to William, I offer the same advice to both of you: if you get my money, +don't spend it in getting the title. You can get into the House of +Commons easy enough, if you seem to care about that sort of fun; and +fellows I know tell me that you get much better amusement there for your +money than in the other place. I have never been to the House of Lords +since the night I took my seat. It struck me as being slow. The fellows +say that there is never any chaff, or personalities, or calling to +order, or that sort of thing there, which seem to me to be half the fun +of the fair. But, of course, you know more about this than I." + +Charles, in a minute, when he had ineffectually tried to understand what +Lord Ascot had been saying, collected his senses sufficiently to say: + +"Welter, old boy, look here, for I am very stupid. Why did you say that +you should have no children?" + +"Of course I can't; have they told you nothing?" + +"Is Adelaide dead, Welter?" asked Charles, plucking at the buttons of +his coat nervously. + +"They ought to have told you, Charles," said Lord Ascot, turning to the +window. "Now tell me something. Have you any love left for her yet?" + +"Not one spark," said Charles, still buttoning and unbuttoning his coat. +"If I ever am a man again, I shall ask Mary Corby to marry me. I ought +to have done so sooner, perhaps. But I love your wife, Welter, in a way; +and I should grieve at her death, for I loved her once. By Gad! yes; you +know it. When did she die?" + +"She is not dead, Charles." + +"Now, don't keep me like this, old man; I can't stand it. She is no more +to me than my sister--not so much. Tell me what is the matter at once; +it can't be worse than what I think." + +"The truth is very horrible, Charles," said Lord Ascot, speaking slowly. +"She took a fancy that I should buy back her favourite old Irish mare, +'Molly Asthore,' and I bought it for her; and we went out hunting +together, and we were making a nick, and I was getting the gate open for +her, when the devil rushed it; and down they came on it together. And +she broke her back--Oh, God! oh, God!--and the doctor says she may live +till seventy, but that she will never move from where she lies--and just +as I was getting to love her so dearly----" + +Charles said nothing; for with such a great brutal blackguard as Lord +Ascot sobbing passionately at the window, it was as well to say nothing; +but he thought, "Here's work to the fore, I fancy, after a life of +laziness. I have been the object of all these dear soul's anxiety for a +long time. She must take my place now." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + +IN WHICH GUS CUTS FLORA'S DOLL'S CORNS. + + +That afternoon Charles said nothing more, but lay and looked out of the +window at the rhododendrons just bursting into bloom, at the deer, at +the rabbits, at the pheasants; and beyond, where the park dipped down so +suddenly, at the river which spouted and foamed away as of old; and to +the right, at the good old town of Casterton, and at the blue smoke from +its chimneys, drifting rapidly away before the soft south-westerly wind; +and he lay and looked at these and thought. + +And before sundown an arch arose in the west which grew and spread; an +arch of pale green sky, which grew till it met the sun, and then the wet +grass in the park shone out all golden, and the topmost cedar boughs +began to blaze like burnished copper. + +And then he spoke. He said, "William, my dear old friend--loved more +deeply than any words can tell--come here, for I have something to say +to you." + +And good William came and stood beside him. And William looked at him, +and saw that his face was animated, and that his eyes were sparkling. +And he stood and said not a word, but smiled and waited for him to go +on. + +And Charles said, "Old boy, I have been looking through that glass +to-day, and I saw Mr. Jackson catch the trout, and I saw Welter, and I +saw Mary; and I want you to go and fetch Mary here." + +And William straightway departed; and as he went up the staircase he met +the butler, and he looked so happy, so radiant, and so thoroughly +kind-hearted and merry, that the butler, a solemn man, found himself +smiling as he drew politely aside to let him pass. + +I hope you like this fellow, William. He was, in reality, only a groom, +say you. Well, that is true enough. A fellow without education or +breeding, though highly born. But still, I hope you like him. I was +forgetting myself a little, though. At this time he is master of +Ravenshoe, with certainly nine, and probably twelve, thousand a year--a +most eminently respectable person. One year's income of his would +satisfy a man I know, very well, and yet I am talking of him +apologetically. But then we novel writers have an unlimited command of +money, if we could only realise it. + +However, this great capitalist went upstairs towards the nursery; and +here I must break off, if you please, and take up the thread of my +narrative in another place (I don't mean the House of Lords). + +In point of fact there had been a shindy (I use the word advisedly, and +will repeat it)--a shindy, in the nursery that evening. The duty of a +story-teller is to stick in a moral reflection wherever he can, and so +at this place I pitchfork in this caution to young governesses, that +nothing can be more incautious or reprehensible, than to give children +books to keep them quiet without first seeing what these books are +about. + +Mary was very much to blame in this case (you see I tell the truth, and +spare nobody). Gus, Flora, and Archy had been out to walk with her, as +we know, and had come home in a very turbulent state of mind. They had +demanded books as the sole condition on which they would be good; and +Mary, being in a fidget about her meeting with Lord Ascot, over the +trout, and being not quite herself, had promptly supplied Gus with a +number of _Blackwood's Magazine_, and Flora with a "Shakspeare." + +This happened early in the afternoon. Remember this; for if we are not +particular in our chronology, we are naught. + +Gus turned to the advertisements. He read, among other things, a +testimonial to a great corn-cutter, from a potentate who keeps a very +small army, and don't mean any harm:-- + +"(TRANSLATION.) + + "Professor Homberg has cut my corns with a dexterity truly + marvellous. + + (Signed) "NAPOLEON." + +From a country baronet:-- + + "I am satisfied with Professor Homberg. + + (Signed) "PITCHCROFT COCKPOLE, Bart." + +From a bishop in the South Sea Islands:-- + + "Professor Homberg has cut my corns in a manner which does + equal honour to his head and his heart. + + (Signed) "RANGEHAIETA." + +(His real name is Jones, but that is neither here nor there); and in the +mean time Flora had been studying a certain part of "King Lear." + +Later in the afternoon, it occurred to Gus that he would like to be a +corn-cutter and have testimonials. He proposed to cut nurse's corns, but +she declined, assigning reasons. Failing here, he determined to cut +Flora's doll's corns, and, with this view, possessed himself of her +person during Flora's temporary absence. + +He began by snicking the corner of her foot off with nurse's scissors. +Then he found that the sawdust dribbled out at the orifice. This was +very delightful. He shook her, and it dribbled faster. Then he cut the +other foot off and shook her again. And she, not having any stitches put +in about the knee (as all dolls should), lost, not only the sawdust +from her legs, but also from her stomach and body, leaving nothing but +collapsed calico and a bust, with an undisturbed countenance of wax +above all. + +At this time Flora had rushed in to the rescue; she felt the doll's +body, and she saw the heap of sawdust; whereupon she, remembering her +"King Lear," turned on him and said scornfully: + +"Nero is an angler in the lake of darkness." At this awful taunt, Gus +butted her in the stomach, and she got hold of him by the hair. Archy, +excited for the first time in his life, threw a box of ninepins at them, +which exploded. Mary rushed in to separate them, and at the same moment +in came William with a radiant face, and he quietly took Mary round the +waist (like his impudence), and he said, "My dear creature, go down to +Charles, and leave these Turks to me." + +And she left these Turks to him. And he sat on a chair and administered +justice; and in a very few minutes, under the influence of that kind, +happy, sunny face of his, Flora had kissed Gus, and Archy had cuddled up +on his knee, and was sucking his thumb in peace. + +And going down to the hall, he found Lady Ascot hobbling up and down, +taking her afternoon's exercise, and she said to him, "Ravenshoe, you +best and kindest of souls, she is there with him now. My dear, we had +better not move in this matter any more. I tried to dispossess you +before I knew your worth and goodness, but I will do nothing now. He is +rich, and perhaps it is better, my dear, that Ravenshoe should be in +Papist hands--at least, in such hands as yours." + +He said, "My dear madam, I am not Ravenshoe. I feel sure that you are +right. We must find Ellen." + +And Mary came out and came toward them; and she said, "Lady Ascot and +Mr. Ravenshoe, Charles and I are engaged to be married." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + +THE ALLIED ARMIES ADVANCE ON RAVENSHOE. + + +"How near the end we are getting, and yet so much to come! Never mind. +We will tell it all naturally and straightforwardly, and then there will +be nothing to offend you." + +By-and-bye it became necessary that Charles should have air and +exercise. His arm was well. Every splinter had been taken out of it, and +he must lie on the sofa no longer. + +So he was driven out through pleasant places, through the budding +spring, in one of Lord Hainault's carriages. All the meadows had been +bush-harrowed and rolled long ago, and now the orchises and fritillaries +were beginning to make the grass look purple. Lady Hainault had a low +carriage and a pair of small cobs, and this was given up to Charles; +Lady Hainault's first coachman declined to drive her ladyship out in the +daytime, for fear that the second coachman (a meritorious young man of +forty) should frighten Charles by a reckless and inexperienced way of +driving. + +Consequently Lady Hainault went a buying flannel petticoats and that +sort of thing, for the poor people in Casterton and Henley, driven by +her second coachman; and Charles was trundled all over the country by +the first coachman, in a low carriage with a pair of cobs. But Lady +Hainault was as well pleased with the arrangement as the old coachman +himself, and so it is no business of ours. For the curious thing was, +that no one who ever knew Charles would have hesitated for an instant in +giving up to him his or her bed, or dinner, or carriage, or any other +thing in this world. For people are great fools, you know. + +Perhaps the reason of it was, that every one who made Charles's +acquaintance, knew by instinct that he would have cut off his right hand +to serve them. I don't know why it was. But there is the fact. + +Sometimes Lady Ascot would go with him and sometimes William. And one +day, when William was with him, they were bowling quietly along a +by-road on the opposite side of the water from Henley. And in a secret +place, they came on a wicked old gentleman, breaking the laws of his +country, and catching perch in close time, out of a punt, with a chair, +and a stone bottle, and a fisherman from Maidenhead, who shall be +nameless, but who must consider himself cautioned. + +The Rajah of Ahmednuggur lives close by there; and he was reading the +_Times_, when Charles asked the coachman to pull up, that he might see +the sport. The Rajah's attention was caught by seeing the carriage +stopped; and he looked through a double-barrelled opera-glass, and not +only saw Charles and William in the carriage, but saw, through the +osiers, the hoary old profligate with his paternoster pulling the perch +out as fast as he could put his line in. Fired by a virtuous indignation +(I wish every gentleman on the Thames would do likewise), he ran in his +breeches and slippers down the lawn, and began blowing up like Old +Gooseberry. + +The old gentleman who was fishing looked at the rajah's redbrick house, +and said, "If my face was as ugly as that house, I would wear a green +veil;" but he ordered the fisherman to take up the rypecks, and he +floated away down stream. + +And as Charles and William drove along, Charles said, "My dear boy, +there could not be any harm in catching a few roach. I should so like to +go about among pleasant places in a punt once more." + +When they got home the head keeper was sent for. Charles told him that +he would so much like to go fishing, and that a few roach would not make +much difference. The keeper scornfully declined arguing about the +matter, but only wanted to know what time Mr. Ravenshoe would like to +go, adding, that any one who made objections would be brought up +uncommon short. + +So William and he went fishing in a punt, and one day Charles said, "I +don't care about this punt-fishing much. I wish--I wish I could get back +to the trout at Ravenshoe." + +"Do you really mean that?" said William. + +"Ah, Willy!" said Charles. "If I could only see it again!" + +"How I have been waiting to hear you say that!" said William. "Come to +your home with me; why, the people are wondering where we are. My +darling bird will be jealous, if I stay here much longer. Come down to +my wedding." + +"When are you to be married, William?" + +"On the same day as yourself," said William, sturdily. + +Said Charles, "Put the punt ashore, will you?" And they did. And +Charles, with his nose in the air, and his chest out, walked beside +William across the spring meadows, through the lengthening grass, +through the calthas, and the orchises, and the ladies' slippers, and the +cowslips, and the fritillaries, through the budding flower garden which +one finds in spring among the English meadows, a hale, strong man. And +when they had clomb the precipitous slope of the deer-park, Charles +picked a rhododendron flower, and put it in his button-hole, and turned +round to William, with the flush of health on his face, and said-- + +"Brother, we will go to Ravenshoe, and you will be with your love. Shall +we be married in London?" + +"In St. Petersburgh, if you like, now I see you looking your old self +again. But why?" + +"A fancy of mine. When I remember what T went through in London through +my own obstinacy, I should like to take my revenge on the place, by +spending the happiest day of my life there. Do you agree?" + +"Of course." + +"Ask Lady Ascot and Mary and the children down to Ravenshoe. Lady +Hainault will come too, but he can't. And have General Mainwaring and +the Tiernays. Have as many of the old circle as we can get." + +"This is something like life again," said William. "Remember, Charles, I +am not spending the revenues of Ravenshoe. They are yours. I know it. I +am spending about £400 a year. When our grandfather's marriage is +proved, you will provide for me and my wife, I know that. Be quiet. But +we shall never prove that till we find Ellen." + +"Find Ellen!" exclaimed Charles, turning round. "I will not go near +Ellen yet." + +"Do you know where she is?" asked William, eagerly. + +"Of course I do," said Charles. "She is at Hackney. Hornby told me so +when he was dying. But let her be for a time." + +"I tell you," said William, "that I am sure that she knows everything. +At Hackney!" + +The allied powers, General Mainwaring, Lady Ascot, Lord Hainault, and +William, were not long before they searched every hole and corner of +Hackney, in and out. There was only one nunnery there, but, in that +nunnery, there was no young lady at all resembling Ellen. The priests, +particularly Father Mackworth's friend Butler, gave them every +assistance in their power. But it was no good. + +As Charles and William were in the railway carriage going westward, +Charles said-- + +"Well, we have failed to find Ellen. Mackworth, poor fellow, is still at +Ravenshoe." + +"Yes," said William, "and nearly idiotic. All his fine-spun cobwebs cast +to the winds. But he holds the clue to the mystery, or I am mistaken. +The younger Tiernay takes care of him. He probably won't know you. But +Charles, when you come into Ravenshoe, keep a corner for Mackworth." + +"He ought to be an honoured guest of the house as long as he lives," +said Charles. "You still persist in saying that Ravenshoe is mine." + +"I am sure it is," said William. + +And, at the same time, William wrote to two other people telling all +about the state of affairs, and asking them to come and join the circle. +And John Marston came across into my room, and said, "Let us go." And I +said, "My dear John, we ought to go. It is not every day that we see a +man, and such a man, risen from the dead, as Charles Ravenshoe." + +And so we went. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV. + +FATHER MACKWORTH PUTS THE FINISHING TOUCH ON HIS GREAT PIECE OF +EMBROIDERY. + + +And so we went. At Ravenshoe were assembled General Mainwaring, Lady +Ascot, Mary, Gus, Flora, Archy and nurse, William, Charles, Father +Tiernay and Father Murtagh Tiernay, John Marston, and Tommy Cruse from +Clovelly, a little fisherboy, cousin of Jane Evans's--Jane Evans, who +was to be Mrs. Ravenshoe. + +It became necessary that Jane Evans should be presented to Lady Ascot. +She was only a fisherman's daughter, but she was wonderfully beautiful, +and gentle, and good. William brought her into the hall one evening, +when every one was sitting round the fire; and he said, "My dear madam, +this is my wife that is to be." Nothing more. + +And the dear old woman rose and kissed her, and said, "My love, how +wonderfully pretty you are. You must learn to love me, you know, and you +must make haste about it, because I am a very old woman, and I sha'n't +live very long." + +So Jane sat down by Mary, and was at home, though a little nervous. And +General Mainwaring came and sat beside her, and made himself as +agreeable as very few men beside him know how to. And the fisherboy got +next to William, and stared about with his great black eyes, like a deer +in a flower-garden. (You caught that face capitally, Mr. Hook, if you +will allow me to say so--best painter of the day!) + +Jane Evans was an immense success. She had been to school six months at +Exeter, and had possibly been drilled in a few little matters; such as +how to ask a gentleman to hold her fan; how to sit down to the piano +when asked to sing (which she couldn't do); how to marshal her company +to dinner; how to step into the car of a balloon; and so on. Things +absolutely necessary to know, of course, but which had nothing to do +with her success in this case; for she was so beautiful, gentle, and +winning, that she might have done anything short of eating with her +knife, and would have been considered nice. + +Had she a slight Devonshire accent? Well, well! Do you know, I rather +like it. I consider it equally so good with the Scotch, my dear. + +I could linger and linger on about this pleasant spring at old +Ravenshoe, but I must not. You have been my companion so long that I am +right loth to part with you. But the end is very near. + +Charles had his revenge upon the trout. The first day after he had +recovered from his journey, he and William went out and did most +terrible things. William would not carry a rod, but gave his to the +servant, and took the landing-net. That Ravenshoe stream carries the +heaviest fish in Devonshire. Charles worked up to the waterfall, and got +nineteen, weighing fourteen pounds. Then they walked down to the weir +above the bridge, and then Charles's evil genius prompted him to say, +"William, have you got a salmon-fly in your book?" And William told him +that he had, but solemnly warned him of what would happen. + +Charles was reckless and foolish. He, with a twelve-foot trout rod, and +thirty yards of line, threw a small salmon fly under the weir above the +bridge. There was a flash on the water. Charles's poor little reel began +screaming, and the next moment the line came "flick" home across his +face, and he said, "By gosh, what a fool I was," and then he looked up +to the bridge, and there was Father Mackworth looking at him. + +"How d'ye do, my dear sir," said Charles. "Glad to see you out. I have +been trying to kill a salmon with trout tackle, and have done quite the +other thing." + +Father Mackworth looked at him, but did not speak a word. Then he looked +round, and young Murtagh Tiernay came up and led him away; and Charles +got up on the road and watched the pair going home. And as he saw the +tall narrow figure of Father Mackworth creeping slowly along, dragging +his heels as he went, he said, "Poor old fellow, I hope he will live to +forgive me." + +Father Mackworth, poor fellow, dragged his heels homeward; and when he +got into his room in the priest's tower, Murtagh Tiernay said to him, +"My dear friend, you are not angry with me? I did not tell you that he +was come back, I thought it would agitate you." + +And Father Mackworth said slowly, for all his old decisive utterance was +gone, "The Virgin bless you, you are a good man." + +And Father Mackworth spoke truth. Both the Tiernays were good fellows, +though papists. + +"Let me help you off with your coat," said Murtagh, for Mackworth was +standing in deep thought. + +"Thank you," said Mackworth. "Now, while I sit here, go and fetch your +brother." + +Murtagh Tiernay did as he was told. In a few minutes our good jolly old +Irish friend was leaning over Mackworth's chair. + +"Ye're not angry that we didn't tell ye there was company?" he said. + +"No, no," said Mackworth. "Don't speak to me, that's a good man. Don't +confuse me. I am going. You had better send Murtagh out of the room." + +Father Murtagh disappeared. + +"I am going," said Mackworth. "Tiernay, we were not always good friends, +were we?" + +"We are good friends, any way, now, brother," said Tiernay. + +"Ay, ay, you are a good man. I have done a wrong. I did it for the sake +of the Church partly, and partly----well, I was very fond of Cuthbert. I +loved that boy, Tiernay. And I spun a web. But it has all got confused. +It is on this left side which feels so heavy. They shouldn't make one's +brains in two halves, should they?" + +"Begorra no. It's a burning shame," said Father Tiernay, determining, +like a true Irishman, to agree with every word said, and find out what +was coming. + +"That being the case, my dear friend," said poor Mackworth, "give me the +portfolio and ink, and we will let our dear brother Butler know, _de +profundis clamavi_, that the time is come." + +Father Tiernay said, "That will be the proper course," and got him pen +and ink, fully assured that another fit was coming on, and that he was +wandering in his mind; but still watching to see whether he would let +out anything. A true Irishman. + +Mackworth let out nothing. He wrote, as steadily as he could, a letter +of two lines, and put it in an envelope. Then he wrote another letter of +about three lines, and enclosed the whole in a larger envelope, and +closed it. Then he said to Father Tiernay, "Direct it to Butler, will +you, my dear friend; you quite agree that I have done right?" + +Father Tiernay said that he had done quite right; but wondered what the +dickens it was all about. We soon found out. But we walked, and rode, +and fished, and chatted, and played billiards, and got up charades with +Lady Ascot for an audience; not often thinking of the poor paralytic +priest in the lonely tower, and little dreaming of the mine which he was +going to spring under our feet. + +The rows (there is no other expression) that used to go on between +Father Tiernay and Lady Ascot were as amusing as anything I ever heard. +I must do Tiernay the justice to say that he was always perfectly well +bred, and also, that Lady Ascot began it. Her good temper, her humour, +and her shrewdness were like herself; I can say no more. Tiernay dodged, +and shuffled, and went from pillar to post, and was as witty and +good-humoured as an Irishman can be; but I, as a staunch Protestant, am +of opinion that Lady Ascot, though nearly ninety, had the best of it. I +daresay good Father Tiernay don't agree with me. + +The younger Tiernay was always in close attendance on Mackworth. Every +one got very fond of this young priest. We used to wait until Father +Mackworth was reported to be in bed, and then he was sent for. And +generally we used to make an excuse to go into the chapel, and Lady +Ascot would come, defiant of rheumatism, and we would get him to the +organ. + +And then--Oh, Lord! how he would make that organ speak, and plead, and +pray, till the prayer was won. And then, how he would send aggregated +armies of notes, marching in vast battalions one after another, out into +space, to die in confused melody; and then, how he would sound the +trumpet to recall them, and get no answer but the echo of the roof. Ah, +well, I hope you are fond of music, reader. + +But one night we sent for him, and he could not come. And later we sent +again, but he did not come; and the man we had sent, being asked, looked +uneasy, and said he did not know why. By this time the ladies had gone +to bed. General Mainwaring, Charles, William, John Marston, and myself, +were sitting over the fire in the hall, smoking, and little Tommy Cruse +was standing between William's knees. + +The candles and the fire were low. There was light outside from a +clouded moon, so that one could see the gleam of the sea out of the +mullioned windows. Charles was stooping down, describing the battle of +the Alma on the hearthrug, and William was bending over, watching him, +holding the boy between his knees, as I said. General Mainwaring was +puffing his cigar, and saying, "Yes, yes; that's right enough;" and +Marston and I were, like William, looking at Charles. + +Suddenly the boy gave a loud cry, and hid his face in William's bosom. I +thought he had been taken with a fit. I looked up over General +Mainwaring's head, and I cried out, "My God! what is this?" + +We were all on our legs in a moment, looking the same way. At the long +low mullioned window which had been behind General Mainwaring. The +clouded moonlight outside showed us the shape of it. But between us and +it there stood three black figures, and as we looked at them, we drew +one towards the other, for we were frightened. The General took two +steps forward. + +One of the figures advanced noiselessly. It was dressed in black, and +its face was shrouded in a black hood. In that light, with that silent, +even way of approaching, it was the most awful figure I ever saw. And +from under its hood came a woman's voice, the sound of which made the +blood of more than one to stand still, and then go madly on again. It +said:-- + +"I am Ellen Ravenshoe. My sins and my repentance are known to some here. +I have been to the war, in the hospitals, till my health gave way, and I +came home but yesterday, as it were, and I have been summoned here. +Charles, I was beautiful once. Look at this." + +And she drew her hood back, and we looked at her in the dim light. +Beautiful once! Ay, but never so beautiful as now. The complexion was +deadly pale, and the features were pinched, but she was more beautiful +than ever. I declare I believe that if we had seen a ring of glory round +her head at that moment none of us would have been surprised. Just then, +her beauty, her nun's dress, and the darkness of the hall, assisted the +illusion, probably; but there was really something saint-like and +romantic about her, for an instant or so, which made us all stand +silent. Alas! there was no ring of glory round her head. Poor Ellen was +only bearing the cross; she had not won the crown. + +Charles was the first who spoke or moved; he went up to her, and kissed +her, and said, "My sweet sister, I knew that if I ever saw you again I +should see you in these weeds. My dear love, I am so glad to see you. +And oh, my sister, how much more happy to see you dressed like that----" + +(Of course he did not use exactly those words, but words to that effect, +only more passionate and even less grammatical. I am not a shorthand +writer. I only give you the substance of conversations in the best prose +I can command.) + +"Charles," said she, "I do right to wear weeds, for I am the widow +of--(Never mind what she said; that sort of thing very properly jars on +Protestant ears). I am a sister of the Society of Mercy of St. Bridget, +and I have been to the East, as I told you: and more than once I must +have been into the room where you lay, to borrow things, or talk with +English Catholic ladies, and never guessed you were there. After Hornby +had found me at Hackney, I got leave from Father Butler to join an Irish +sisterhood; for our mother was Irish in speech and in heart, you +remember, though not by birth. I have something to say--something very +important. Father Mackworth, will you come here? Are all here intimate +friends of the family? Will you ask any of them to leave the hall, +Charles?" + +"Not one," said Charles. "Is one of those dark figures which have +frightened us so much Father Mackworth? My dear sir, I am so sorry. Come +to the fire; and who is the other?" + +"Only Murtagh Tiernay," said a soft voice. + +"Why did you stand out there these few minutes? Father Mackworth, your +arm." + +William and Charles helped him in towards the fire. He looked terribly +ill and ghastly. The dear old general took him from them, and sat him +down in his own chair by the fire; and there he sat looking curiously +around him, with the light of the wood fire and the candles strong on +his face, while Ellen stood behind him, with her hood thrown back, and +her white hands folded on her bosom. If you have ever seen a stranger +group than we were, I should be glad to hear of it. + +Poor Mackworth seemed to think that it was expected of him to speak. He +looked up to General Mainwaring, and he said-- + +"I hope you are better of your wound, sir. I have had a sharp stroke of +paralysis, and I have another coming on, sir, and my memory is going. +When you meet my Lord Saltire, whom I am surprised to find absent +to-night, you will tell him that I presented my compliments, and thought +that he had used me very well on the whole. Had she not better begin, +sir? or it may be too late; unless you would like to wait for Lord +Saltire." + +Father Murtagh Tiernay knelt down and whispered to him. + +"Ay! ay!" he said, "Dead--ay! so he is, I had forgotten. We shall all be +dead soon. Some of us will to hell, General, and some to heaven, and all +to purgatory. I am a priest, sir. I have been bound body and soul to the +Church from a child, and I have done things which the Church will +disapprove of when they are told, though not while they are kept secret; +and I tell them because the eyes of a dead man, of a man who was drowned +bathing in the bay, haunt me day and night, and say, Speak +out!--Murtagh!" + +Little Tiernay was kneeling beside him, and called his attention to him. + +"You had better give me the wine; for the end is getting very near. Tell +her to begin." + +And while poor Mackworth was taking some wine (poor fellow, it was +little enough he had taken in his lifetime), Ellen began to speak. I had +some notion that we should know everything now. We had guessed the truth +for a long while. We had guessed everything about Petre Ravenshoe's +marriage. We believed in it. We seemed to know all about it, from Lady +Ascot. No link was wanting in the chain of proof, save one, the name of +the place in which that marriage took place. That had puzzled every one. +Lady Ascot declared it was a place in the north of Hampshire, as you +will remember, but every register had been searched there, without +result. So conceive how we all stared at poor Ellen when she began to +speak, wondering whether she knew as much as ourselves, or even more. + +"I am Miss Ravenshoe," she said quietly. "My brother Charles there is +heir to this estate; and I have come here to-night to tell you so." + +There was nothing new here. We knew all about that. I stood up and put +my arm through Charles Ravenshoe's, and William came and laid his hand +upon my shoulder. The general stood before the fire, and Ellen went on. + +"Petre Ravenshoe was married in 1778 to Maria Dawson, and his son was +James Ravenshoe, my father, who was called Horton, and was Densil +Ravenshoe's gamekeeper. I have proof of this." + +So had we. We knew all this. What did she know more? It was intolerable +that she was to stop just here, and leave the one awful point +unanswered. I forgot my good manners utterly; I clutched Charles's arm +tighter, and I cried out-- + +"We know about the marriage, Miss Ravenshoe; we have known of it a long +while. But where did it take place, my dear young lady? Where?" + +She turned on me and answered, wondering at my eagerness. _I_ had +brought out the decisive words at last, the words that we had been dying +to hear for sixth months; she said-- + +"At Finchampstead, in Berkshire; I have a copy of the certificate with +me." + +I let go of Charles's arm, and fell back in my chair. My connection with +this story is over (except the trouble of telling it, which I beg you +won't mention, for it has given me as much pleasure as it has you; and +that, if you look at it in a proper point of view, is quite just, for +very few men have a friend who has met with such adventures as Charles +Ravenshoe, who will tell them all about it afterwards). I fell back in +my chair, and stared at poor Father Mackworth as if he were a copper +disk, and I was trying to get into a sufficiently idiotic state to be +electro-biologised. + +"I have very little more to tell," said Ellen. "I was not aware that you +knew so much. From Mr. William Marston's agitation, I conclude that I +have supplied the only link which was missing. I think that Father +Mackworth wishes to explain to you why he sent for me to come here +to-night. If he feels himself able to do so now, I shall be glad to be +dismissed." + +Father Mackworth sat up in his chair, and spoke at once. He had gathered +himself up for the effort, and went through it well, though with halting +and difficult speech. + +"I knew of Petre Ravenshoe's marriage from Father Clifford, with all the +particulars. It had been confessed to him. He told it to me the day Mrs. +Ravenshoe died, after Densil Ravenshoe had told me that his second son +was to be brought up to the Protestant faith. I went to him in a furious +passion, and he told me about this previous marriage which had been +confessed to him, to quiet me. It showed me, that if the worst were to +happen, and Cuthbert were to die, and Ravenshoe go to a Protestant, I +could still bring in a Catholic as a last resource. For if Cuthbert had +died, and Norah had not confessed about the changing of the children, I +should have brought in James, and after him William, both Catholics, +believing him to be the son of James and Norah. Do you understand? + +"Why did I not? I loved that boy Cuthbert. And it was told under seal of +confession, and must not be used save in deadly extremity, and William +was a turbulent boy. Which would have been the greater crime at that +time? It was only a choice of evils, for the Church is very dear to me. + +"Then Norah confessed to me about the change of children, and then I +saw, that by speaking of Petre Ravenshoe's marriage I should only bring +in a Protestant heir. But I saw, also, that, by using her confession +only, I could prove Charles Ravenshoe to be merely a gamekeeper's son, +and turn him out into the world, and so I used it, sir. You used to +irritate and insult me, sir," he said, turning to Charles, "and I was +not so near death then as now. If you can forgive me, in God's name say +so." + +Charles went over to him, and put his arm round him "Forgive you?" he +said; "dear Mackworth, can you forgive me?" + +"Well, well!" he continued, "what have I to forgive, Charles? At one +time, I thought if I spoke that it would be better, because Ellen, the +only daughter of the house, would have had a great dower, as Ravenshoe +girls have. But I loved Cuthbert too well. And Lord Welter stopped my +even thinking of doing so, by coming to Ravenshoe. And--and--we are all +gentlemen here. The day that you hunted the black hare, I had been +scolding her for writing to him. And William and I made her mad between +us, and she ran away to him. And she is with the army now, Charles. I +should not fetch her back, Charles. She is doing very good work there." + +By this time she had drawn the black hood over her face, and was +standing behind him, motionless. + +"I will answer any more questions you like to-morrow. Petre Ravenshoe's +marriage took place at Finchampstead, remember. Charles, my dear boy, +would you mind kissing me? I think I always loved you, Charles. Murtagh +Tiernay, take me to my room." + +And so he went tottering away through the darkness. Charles opened the +door for him. Ellen stood with her hood over her face, motionless. + +"I can speak like this with my face hidden," she said. "It is easy for +one who has been through what I have, to speak. What I have been you +know, what I am now is--(she used one of those Roman Catholic forms of +expression, which are best not repeated too often). I have a little to +add to this statement. William was cruel to me. You know you were. You +were wrong. I will not go on. You were awfully unjust--you were horribly +unjust. The man who has just left the room had some slight right to +upbraid me. You had none. You were utterly wrong. Mackworth, in one way, +is a very high-minded honourable man. You made me hate you, William. God +forgive me. I have forgiven you now." + +"Yes; I was wrong," said William, "I was wrong. But Ellen, Ellen! before +old friends, only with regard to the person." + +"When you treated me so ill, I was as innocent as your mother, sir. Let +us go on. This man Mackworth knew more than you. We had some terrible +scenes together about Lord Welter. One day he lost his temper, and +became theatrical. He opened his desk and showed me a bundle of papers, +which he waved in the air, and said they contained my future destiny. +The next day I went to the carpenter's shop and took a chisel. I broke +open his desk, and possessed myself of them. I found the certificate of +Petre Ravenshoe's marriage. I knew that you, William, as I thought, and +I were the elder children. But I loved Cuthbert and Charles better than +you or myself, and I would not speak. When, afterwards, Father Butler +told me while I was with Lord Welter, before I joined the sisters, of +the astounding fact of the change of children, I still held my peace, +because I thought Charles would be the better of penance for a year or +so, and because I hesitated to throw the power of a house like this +into heretic hands, though it were into the hands of my own brother. +Mackworth and Butler were to some extent enemies, I think; for Butler +seems not to have told Mackworth that I was with him for some time, and +I hardly know how he found it out at last. Three days ago I received +this letter from Mackworth, and after some hesitation I came. For I +thought that the Church could not be helped by wrong, and I wanted to +see that he concealed nothing. Here it is. I shall say no more." + +And she departed, and I have not seen her since. Perhaps she is best +where she is. I got a sight of the letter from Father Mackworth. It ran +thus-- + +"Come here at once, I order you. I am going to tell the truth. Charles +has come back. I will not bear the responsibility any longer." + +Poor Mackworth! He went back to his room, attended by the kind-hearted +young priest, who had left his beloved organ at Segur, to come and +attend to him. Lord Segur pished and pshawed, and did something more, +which we won't talk about, for which he had to get absolution. But +Murtagh Tiernay stayed at Ravenshoe, defying his lordship, and his +lordship's profane oaths, and making the Ravenshoe organ talk to Father +Mackworth about quiet churchyards and silent cloisters; and sometimes +raging on until the poor paralytic priest began to see the great gates +rolled back, and the street of the everlasting city beyond, crowded with +glorious angels. Let us leave these two to their music. Before we went +to town for the wedding, we were sitting one night, and playing at loo, +in the hall. (Not guinea unlimited loo, as they used to play at Lord +Welter's, but penny loo, limited to eighteen pence.) General Mainwaring +had been looed in miss four times running, making six shillings (an +almost impossible circumstance, but true), and Lady Ascot had been +laughing at him so, that she had to take off her spectacles and wipe +them, when Murtagh Tiernay came into the hall, and took away Charles, +and his brother Father Tiernay. + +The game was dropped soon after this. At Ravenshoe there was an +old-fashioned custom of having a great supper brought into the hall at +ten. A silly old custom, seeing that every one had dined at seven. +Supper was brought in, and every one sat down to table. All sorts of +things were handed to one by the servants, but no one ate anything. No +one ever did. But the head of the table was empty, Charles was absent. + +After supper was cleared away, every one drew in a great circle round +the fire, in the charming old-fashioned way one sees very seldom now, +for a talk before we went to bed. But nobody talked much. Only Lady +Ascot said, "I shall not go upstairs till he comes back. General, you +may smoke your cigar, but here I sit." + +General Mainwaring would not smoke his cigar, even up the chimney. +Almost before he had time to say so, Charles and Father Tiernay came +into the room, without saying a word, and Charles, passing through the +circle, pushed the logs on the hearth together with his foot. + +"Charles," said Lady Ascot, "has anything happened?" + +"Yes, aunt." + +"Is he dead?" + +"Yes, aunt." + +"I thought so," said Lady Ascot, "I hope he has forgiven me any hard +thoughts I had of him. I could have been brought to love that man in +time. There were a great many worse men than he, sir," she added, in her +old clear ringing tones, turning to Father Tiernay. "There were a great +many worse men than he." + +"There were a great many worse men, Lady Ascot," said Father Tiernay. +"There have been many worse men with better opportunities. He was a good +man brought up in a bad school. A good man spoilt. General Mainwaring, +you who are probably more honoured than any man in England just now, and +are worthy of it; you who can't stop at a street corner without a crowd +getting together to hurrah to you; you, the very darling of the nation, +are going to Oxford to be made an honorary Doctor of Laws. And when you +go into that theatre, and hear the maddening music of those boys' voices +cheering you: then, general, don't get insane with pride, like Herod, +but think what you might have been with Mackworth's opportunities." + +I think we all respected the Irishman for speaking up for his friend, +although his speech might be extravagant. But I am sure that no one +respected him more sincerely than our valiant, humble, old friend, +General Mainwaring. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + +GUS AND FLORA ARE NAUGHTY IN CHURCH, AND THE WHOLE BUSINESS COMES TO AN +END. + + +Charles's purpose of being married in London held good. And I need not +say that William's held good too. + +Shall I insult your judgment by telling you that the whole story of +Petre Ravenshoe's marriage at Finchampstead was true? I think not. The +register was found, the lawyers were busy down at Ravenshoe, for every +one was anxious to get up to London, and have the two marriages over +before the season was too far advanced. + +The memorabilia about this time at Ravenshoe, were--The weather was +glorious. (I am not going to give you any more about the two capes, and +that sort of thing. You have had those two capes often enough. And I am +reserving my twenty-ninth description of the Ravenshoe scenery for the +concluding chapter.) The weather, I say, was glorious. And I was always +being fetched in from the river, smelling fishy, and being made to +witness deeds. I got tired of writing my name. I may have signed away +the amount of the national debt in triplicate, for anything I know (or +care. For you can't get blood out of a stone). I signed some fifty of +them, I think. But I signed two which gave me great pleasure. + +The first was a rent-charge on Ravenshoe of two thousand a year, in +favour of William Ravenshoe. The second was a similar deed of five +hundred a year in favour of Miss Ravenshoe. We will now have done with +all this sordid business, and go on. + +The ladies had all left for town, to prepare for the ceremony. There was +a bachelors' house at Ravenshoe for the last time. The weather was hot. +Charles Ravenshoe, General Mainwaring, and the rest, were all looking +out of the dining-room windows towards the sea, when we were astonished +by seeing two people ride up on to the terrace, and stop before the +porch. + +A noble-looking old gentleman, in a blue coat and brass buttons, +knee-breeches and gaiters, on a cob, and a beautiful boy of sixteen on a +horse. _I_ knew well enough who it was, and I said, Ho! But the others +wondered. William would have known, had he been looking out of window +just then, but by the time he got there, the old gentleman and the boy +were in the porch, and two of Charles's men were walking the horses up +and down. + +"Now, who the deuce is this?" said Charles. "They haven't come far; but +I don't know them. I seem to know the old man, somehow; but I can't +remember." + +We heard the old gentleman's heavy step along the hall, and then the +door was thrown open, and the butler announced, like a true Devonshire +man-- + +"Mr. Humby to Hele!" + +The old gentleman advanced with a frank smile and took Charles's hand, +and said, "Welcome home, sir; welcome to your own; welcome to Ravenshoe. +A Protestant at Ravenshoe at last. After so many centuries." + +Everybody had grown limp and faint when they heard the awful name of +Humby, that is to say, every one but me. Of course I had nothing to do +with fetching him over. Not at all. This was the first time that a Humby +had had friendly communication with a Ravenshoe for seven hundred and +eighty-nine years. The two families had quarrelled in 1066, in +consequence of John Humby having pushed against Kempion Ravenshoe, in +the grand rush across the Senlac, at the battle of Hastings. Kempion +Ravenshoe had asked John Humby where he was shoving to, and John Humby +had expressed a wish to punch Kempion Ravenshoe's head (or do what went +for the same thing in those times. I am no antiquarian). The wound was +never healed. The two families located themselves on adjoining estates +in Devonshire immediately after the Conquest, but never spoke till 1529, +when Lionel Humby bit his thumb at our old friend, Alured Ravenshoe, in +Cardinal Wolsey's antechamber, at Hampton, and Alured Ravenshoe asked +him, what the devil he meant by that. They fought in Twickenham meadow, +but held no relations for two hundred and fourteen years, that is to +say, till 1745, when Ambrose Ravenshoe squeezed an orange at Chichester +Humby, at an election dinner in Stonnington, and Body Fortescue went out +as second to Chichester Humby, and Lord Segur to Ambrose Ravenshoe. +After this the families did not speak again for one hundred and ten +years, that is to say, till the time we are speaking of, the end of +April, 1855, when James Humby to Hele frightened us all out of our wits, +by coming into the dining-room at Ravenshoe, in a blue coat and brass +buttons, and shaking hands with Charles, and saying, beside what I have +written above-- + +"Mrs. Humby and my daughters are in London for the season, and I go to +join them the day after to-morrow. There has been a slight cloud between +the two houses lately" (that is to say, as we know it, for seven hundred +and eighty-nine years. But what is time?) "and I wish to remove it. I am +not a very old man, but I have my whimsies, my dear sir. I wish my +daughters to appear among Miss Corby's bridesmaids, and do you know, I +fancy when you get to London that you will find the whole matter +arranged." + +Who was to resist this? Old Humby went up in the train with all of us +the next day but one. And if I were asked to pick out the most +roystering, boisterous, jolly old county member in England, Scotland, or +Ireland, I should pick out old Humby of Hele. What fun he made at the +stations where the express stopped! The way he allowed himself to be +fetched out of the refreshment-room by the guard, and then, at the last +moment, engaged him in a general conversation about the administration +of the line, until the station-master was mad, and an accident imminent, +was worthy of a much younger man, to say the least. But then, in a blue +coat and brass buttons, with drab small clothes, you may do anything. +They are sure to take you for a swell. If I, William Marston, am ever +old enough, and fat enough, and rich enough, I shall dress like that +myself, for reasons. If my figure does not develop, I shall try black +br--ch--s and gaiters, with a shovel hat, and a black silk waistcoat +buttoned up under my throat. That very often succeeds. Either are better +than pegtops and a black bowler hat, which strike no awe into the +beholders. + +When we all got to town, we were, of course, very busy. There was a +great deal of millinery business. Old Humby insisted on helping at it. +One day he went to Madame Tulle's, in Conduit Street, with his wife and +two daughters, and asked me to come too, for which I was sorry at first, +for he behaved very badly, and made a great noise. We were in a great +suite of rooms on the first floor, full of crinolines and that sort of +thing, and there were a great many people present. I was trying to keep +him quiet, for he was cutting a good many clumsy jokes, as an +old-fashioned country squire will. Everybody was amused with him, and +thoroughly appreciated his fun, save his own wife and daughters, who +were annoyed; so I was trying to keep him quiet, when a tall, +brown-faced, handsome young man came up to me and said-- + +"I beg a thousand pardons; but is not your name Marston?" + +I said, "Yes." + +"You are a first cousin of John Marston, are you not?--of John Marston, +whom I used to meet at Casterton?" + +I said, "Yes; that John Marston was my cousin." But I couldn't remember +my man, for all that. + +"You don't remember me! I met you once at old Captain Archer's, at +Lashbrook, for ten minutes. My wife has come here to buy fal-lals for +Charles Ravenshoe's wedding. He is going to marry my cousin. My name is +George Corby. I have married Miss Ellen Blockstrop, daughter of Admiral +Blockstrop. Her eldest sister married young Captain Archer of the +merchant service." + +I felt very faint, but I congratulated him. The way those Australians do +business shames us old-country folk. To get over a heavy disappointment +and be married in two months and a week is very creditable. + +"We bushmen are rough fellows," he said. (His manners were really +charming. I never saw them beaten.) "But you old-country fellows must +excuse us. Will you give me the pleasure of your acquaintance? I am sure +you must be a good fellow, for your cousin is one of the best fellows I +ever knew." + +"I should be delighted." And I spoke the truth. + +"I will introduce you to my wife directly," he said; "but the fact is, +she is just now having a row with Madame Tulle, the milliner here. My +wife is a deuced economical woman, and she wants to show at the +Ravenshoe wedding in a white moiré-antique, which will only cost fifty +guineas, and which she says will do for an evening dress in Australia +afterwards. And the Frenchwoman won't let her have it for the purpose, +because she says it is incorrect. And I hope to Gad the Frenchwoman will +win, because my wife will get quite as good a gown to look at for twenty +guineas or so." + +Squire Humby begged to be introduced. Which I did. + +"I am glad, sir," he said, "that my daughters have not heard your +conversation. It would have demoralised them, sir, for the rest of their +lives. I hope they have not heard the argument about the fifty-guinea +gown. If they have, I am a ruined man. It was one of you Australians who +gave twelve hundred guineas for the bull, 'Master Butterfly,' the day +before yesterday?" + +"Well, yes," said George Corby, "I bought the bull. He'll pay, sir, +handsomely, in our part of the world." + +"The devil he will," said Squire Humby. "You don't know an opening for a +young man of sixty-five, with a blue coat and brass buttons, who +understands his business, in your part of the country, do you?" + +And so on. The weddings took place at St. Peter's, Eaton Square. If the +ghost of the little shoeblack had been hovering round the wall where he +had played fives with the brass button, he might have almost heard the +ceremony performed. Mary and Charles were not a handsome couple. The +enthusiasm of the population was reserved for William and Jane Evans, +who certainly were. It is my nature to be a Jack-of-all-trades, and so I +was entrusted with old Master Evans, Jane's father, a magnificent old +sea-king, whom we have met before. We two preferred to go to church +quietly before the others, and he, refusing to go into a pew, found +himself a place in the free seats, and made himself comfortable. So I +went out into the porch, and waited till they came. + +I waited till the procession had gone in, and then I found that the tail +of it was composed of poor Lord Charles Herries' children, Gus, Flora, +and Archy, with their nurse. + +If a bachelor is worth his salt, he will make himself useful. I saw that +nurse was in distress and anxious, so I stayed with her. + +Archy was really as good as gold till he met with his accident. He +walked up the steps with nurse as quiet as possible. But even at first I +began to get anxious about Gus and Flora. They were excited. Gus +wouldn't walk up the steps; but he put his two heels together, and +jumped up them one at a time, and Flora walked backwards, looking at him +sarcastically. At the top step but one Gus stumbled; whereupon Flora +said, "Goozlemy, goozlemy, goozlemy." + +And Gus said, "you wait a minute, my lady, till we get into church," +after which awful speech I felt as if I was smoking in a powder +magazine. + +I was put into a pew with Gus, and Flora, and Archy. Nurse, in her +modesty, went into the pew behind us. + +I am sorry to say that these dear children, with whom I had had no +previous acquaintance, were very naughty. The ceremony began by Archy +getting too near the edge of his hassock, falling off, pitching against +the pew door, bursting it open, and flying out among the free seats, +head foremost. Nurse, a nimble and dexterous woman, dashed out, and +caught him up, and actually got him out of the church door before he had +time to fetch his breath for a scream. Gus and Flora were left alone +with me. + +Flora had a great scarlet and gold church service. As soon as she opened +it, she disconcerted me by saying aloud, to an imaginary female friend, +"My dear, there is going to be a collection; and I have left my purse on +the piano." + +At this time, also, Gus, seeing that the business was well begun, +removed to the further end of the pew, sat down on the hassock, and took +from his trousers' pocket a large tin trumpet. + +I broke out all over in a cold perspiration as I looked at him. He saw +my distress, and putting it to his lips, puffed out his cheeks. Flora +administered comfort to me. She said, "You are looking at that foolish +boy. Perhaps he won't blow it, after all. He mayn't if you don't look at +him. At all events, he probably won't blow it till the organ begins; and +then it won't matter so much." + +Matters were so hopeless with me that I looked at old Master Evans. He +had bent down his head on to the rail of the bench before him. His +beautiful daughter had been his only companion at home for many years, +for his wife had died when Jane was a little bare-legged thing, who +paddled in the surf. It had been a rise in life for her to marry Mr. +Charles Ravenshoe's favourite pad-groom. And just now she had walked +calmly and quietly up the aisle, and had stopped when she came to where +he sat, and had pushed the Honiton-lace veil from her forehead, and +kissed his dear old cheek: and she would walk back directly as Mrs. +William Ravenshoe. And so the noble old privateer skipper had bent down, +and there was nothing to be seen there but a grey head and broad +shoulders, which seemed to shake. + +And so I looked up to the east end. And I saw the two couples kneeling +before the clergyman. And when I, knowing everything as I did, saw +Charles kneeling beside Mary Corby, with Lord Ascot, great burly, brutal +giant, standing behind him, I said something which is not in the +marriage service of the Church of England. After it all, to see him and +her kneeling so quietly there together! We were all happy enough that +day. But I don't think that any one was much happier than I. For I knew +more than any one. And also, three months from that time, I married my +present wife, Eliza Humby. And the affair had only been arranged two +days. So I was in good spirits. + +At least I should have been, if it had not been for Lord Charles +Herries' children. I wish those dear children (not meaning them any +harm) had been, to put it mildly, at play on the village green, that +blessed day. + +When I looked at Gus again, he was still on the hassock, threatening +propriety with his trumpet. I hoped for the best. Flora had her +prayer-book open, and was playing the piano on each side of it, with her +fingers. After a time she looked up at me, and said out loud-- + +"I suppose you have heard that Archy's cat has kittened?" + +I said, "No." + +"Oh, yes, it has," she said. "Archy harnessed it to his meal cart, which +turns a mill, and plays music when the wheels go round; and it ran +downstairs with the cart; and we heard the music playing as it went; and +it kittened in the wood-basket immediately afterwards; and Alwright +says she don't wonder at it; and no more do I; and the steward's-room +boy is going to drown some. But you mustn't tell Archy, because, if you +do, he won't say his prayers; and if he don't say his prayers, he will," +&c., &c. Very emphatically and in a loud tone of voice. + +This was very charming. If I could only answer for Gus, and keep Flora +busy, it was wildly possible that we might pull through. If I had not +been a madman, I should have noticed that Gus had disappeared. + +He had. And the pew door had never opened, and I was utterly +unconscious. Gus had crawled up, on all fours, under the seat of the +pew, until he was opposite the calves of his sister's legs, against +which calves, _horresco referens_, he put his trumpet and blew a long +shrill blast. Flora behaved very well and courageously. She only gave +one long, wild shriek, as from a lunatic in a padded cell at Bedlam, and +then, hurling her prayer-book at him, she turned round and tried to kick +him in the face. + +This was the culminating point of my misfortunes. After this, they +behaved better. I represented to them that every one was just coming out +of the vestry, and that they had better fight it out in the carriage +going home. Gus only made an impertinent remark about Flora's garters, +and Flora only drew a short, but trenchant, historical parallel between +Gus and Judas Iscariot; when the brides and bridegrooms came down the +aisle, and we all drove off to Charles's house in Eaton Square. + +And so, for the first time, I saw all together, with my own eyes, the +principal characters in this story. Only one was absent. Lord Saltire. I +had seen him twice in my life, and once had the honour of a conversation +with him. He was a man about five feet eleven, very broad shouldered, +and with a very deep chest. As far as the animal part of him went, I +came to the conclusion, from close and interested examination for twenty +minutes, that he had, fifty or sixty years before, been a man with whom +it would have been pleasanter to argue than to box. His make was +magnificent. Phrenologically speaking, he had a very high square head, +very flat at the sides: and, when I saw him, when he was nearly eighty, +he was the handsomest old man I had ever seen. He had a florid, pure +complexion. His face was without a wrinkle. His eyebrows were black, and +his hair seemed to refuse to be grey. There was as much black as grey in +it to the last. His eye was most extraordinary--a deep blue-grey. I can +look a man as straight in the face as any one; but when Lord Saltire +turned those eyes on me three or four times in the course of our +interview, I felt that it was an effort to meet them. I felt that I was +in the presence of a man of superior vitality to my own. We were having +a talk about matters connected with Charles Ravenshoe, which I have not +mentioned, because I want to keep myself, William Marston, as much out +of this story as possible. And whenever this terrible old man looked at +me, asking a question, I felt my eyebrows drawing together, and knew +that I was looking _defiantly_ at him. He was the most extraordinary man +I ever met. He never took office after he was forty. He played with +politics. He was in heart, I believe (no one knows), an advanced Whig. +He chose to call himself Tory. He played the Radical game very deep, +early in life, and, I think, he got disgusted with party politics. The +last thing the old Radical atheist did in public life was to rally up to +the side of the Duke in opposition to the Reform Bill. And another fact +about him is, that he had always a strong personal affection for Sir +Francis. + +He was a man of contradictions, if one judges a man by Whig and Tory +rules; but he was a great loss to the public business of the country. He +might have done almost anything in public life, with his calm clear +brain. My cousin John thinks that Lord Barkham's death was the cause of +his retirement. + +So much about Lord Saltire. Of the other characters mentioned in this +story, I will speak at once, just as I saw them sitting round the table +at Charles and William Ravenshoe's wedding. + +I sat beside Eliza Humby. She was infinitely the most beautiful, clever, +and amiable being that the world ever produced. (But that is my +business, not yours.) Charles Ravenshoe sat at the head of the table, +and I will leave him alone for a minute. I will give you my impressions +of the other characters in this story, as they appeared to me. + +Mary was a very charming-looking little person indeed, very short, and +with small features. I had never seen her before, and had never heard +any one say that she was pretty. I thought her very pretty indeed. Jane +Evans was an exceedingly beautiful Devonshire girl. My eye did not rest +very long on her. It came down the table to William, and there it +stopped. + +I got Eliza Humby to speak to him, and engage him in conversation while +I looked at him. I wanted to see whether there was anything remarkable +in his face, for a more remarkable instance of disinterested goodwill +than his determining to find Charles and ruin himself, I never happened +to have heard of. + +Well, he was very handsome and pleasing, with a square determined look +about the mouth, such as men brought up among horses generally have. +But I couldn't understand it, and so I spoke to him across Lizzie, and I +said, casting good manners to the winds, "I should think that the only +thing you regretted to-day was, that you had not been alongside of +Charles at Balaclava;" and then I understood it, for when I mentioned +Charles and Balaclava, I saw for one instant not a groom, but a poet. +Although, being a respectable and well-conducted man, he has never +written any poetry, and probably never will. + +Then I looked across the table at Lady Ascot. They say that she was +never handsome. I can quite believe that. She was a beautiful old woman +certainly, but then all old women are beautiful. Her face was very +square, and one could see that it was capable of very violent passion; +or could, knowing what one did, guess so. Otherwise there was nothing +very remarkable about her except that she was a remarkably charming old +lady. She was talking to General Mainwaring, who was a noble-looking old +soldier. + +Nothing more. In fact, the whole group were less remarkable and +tragical-looking than I thought they would have been. I was disappointed +until I came to Lord Ascot, and then I could not take my eyes off him. + +There was tragedy enough there. There was coarse brutality and passion +enough, in all conscience. And yet that man had done what he had done. +Here was a puzzle with a vengeance. + +Lord Ascot, as I saw him now, for the first time, was simply a low-bred +and repulsive-looking man. In stature he was gigantic, in every respect +save height. He was about five feet nine, very deep about the chest. His +hair was rather dark, cut close. His face was very florid, and perfectly +hairless. His forehead was low. His eyes were small, and close together. +His eyebrows were heavy, and met over his nose, which was short and +square. His mouth was large; and when you came to his mouth, you came to +the first tolerable feature in his face. When he was speaking to no one +in particular, the under lip was set, and the whole face, I am sorry to +say, was the sort of face which is quite as often seen in the dock, as +in the witness-box (unless some gentleman has turned Queen's evidence). +And this was the man who had risked a duke's fortune, because "There +were some things a fellow couldn't do, you know." + +It was very puzzling till he began to speak about his grandmother, and +then his lower lip pouted out, his eyebrows raised, his eyes were apart, +and he looked a different man. Is it possible that if he had not been +brought up to cock-fighting and horse-racing, among prize-fighters and +jockeys, that he might have been a different man? I can't say, I am +sure. + +Lord and Lady Hainault were simply a very high-bred, very handsome, and +very charming pair of people. I never had the slightest personal +acquaintance with either of them. My cousin knows them both very +intimately, and he says there are not two better people in the world. + +Charles Ravenshoe rose to reply to General Mainwaring's speech, +proposing the brides and bridegrooms, and I looked at him very +curiously. He was pale, from his recent illness, and he never was +handsome. But his face was the face of a man whom I should fancy most +people would get very fond of. When we were schoolfellows at Shrewsbury, +he was a tall dark-haired boy, who was always laughing, and kicking up a +row, and giving his things away to other fellows. Now he was a tall, +dark, melancholy-looking man, with great eyes and lofty eyebrows. His +vivacity, and that carriage which comes from the possession of great +physical strength, were gone; and while I looked at him, I felt ten +years older. Why should I try to describe him further? He is not so +remarkable a man as either Lord Ascot or William. But he was the best +man I ever knew. + +He said a few kind hearty words, and sat down, and then Lord Ascot got +up. And I took hold of Lizzie's hand with my left; and I put my right +elbow on the table and watched him intensely, with my hand shading my +face. He had a coat buttoned over his great chest, and as he spoke he +kept on buttoning and unbuttoning it with his great coarse hand. He +said-- + +"I ain't much hand at this sort of thing. I suppose those two Marstons, +confound them, are saying to themselves that I ought to be, because I am +in the House of Lords. That John Marston is a most impudent beggar, and +I shall expect to see his friend to-morrow morning. He always was, you +know. He has thwarted me all through my life. I wanted Charles Ravenshoe +to go to the deuce, and I'll be hanged if he'd let him. And it is not to +be borne." + +There was a general laugh at this, and Lord Ascot stretched his hand +across General Mainwaring, and shook hands with my cousin. + +"You men just go out of the room, will you?" (the servants departed, and +Lord Ascot went to the door to see they were not listening. I thought +some revelation was coming, but I was mistaken.) "You see I am obliged +to notice strangers, because a fellow may say things among old friends +which he don't exactly care to before servants. + +"It is all very well to say I'm a fool. That is very likely, and may be +taken for granted. But I am not such a fool as not to know that a very +strong prejudice exists against me in the present society." + +Every one cried out, "No, no!" Of all the great wedding breakfasts that +season, this was certainly the most remarkable. Lord Ascot went on. He +was getting the savage look on his face now. + +"Well, well! let that pass. Look at that man at the head of the +table--the bridegroom. Look at him. You wonder that I did what I did. +I'll tell you why. I love that fellow. He is what I call a man, General +Mainwaring. I met that fellow at Twyford years ago, and he has always +been the same to me since. You say I served him badly once. That is true +enough. You insulted me once in public about it, Hainault. You were +quite right. Say you, I should not talk about it to-day. But when we +come to think how near death's gates some of us have been since then, +you will allow that this wedding day has something very solemn about it. + +"My poor wife has broken her back across that infernal gate, and so she +could not come. I must ask you all to think kindly of that wife of mine. +You have all been very kind to her since her awful accident. She has +asked me to thank you. + +"I rose to propose a toast, and I have been carried away by a personal +statement, which, at every other wedding breakfast I ever heard of, it +would be a breach of good manners to make. It is not so on this +occasion. Terrible things have befallen every one of us here present. +And I suppose we must try all of us to--hey!--to--hah!--well, to do +better in future. + +"I rose, I said, to propose a toast. I rose to propose the most +blameless and excellent woman I ever knew. I propose that we drink the +health of my grandmother, Lady Ascot." + +And oh! but we leapt to our feet and drank it. Manners to the winds, +after what we had gone through. There was that solemn creature, Lord +Hainault, with his champagne glass in his hand, behaving like a +schoolboy, and giving us the time. And then, when her dear grey head was +bent down over the table, buried in her hands, my present father-in-law, +Squire Humby, leapt to his feet like a young giant, and called out for +three times three for Lord Ascot. And we had breath enough left to do +that handsomely, I warrant you. The whole thing was incorrect in the +highest degree, but we did it. And I don't know that any of us were +ashamed of it afterwards. + +And while the carriages were getting ready, Charles said, would we walk +across the square. And we all came with him. And he took us to a piece +of dead white wall, at the east end of St. Peter's Church, opposite the +cab-stand. And then he told us the story of the little shoeblack, and +how his comical friendship for that boy had saved him from what it would +not do to talk about. + + * * * * * + +But there is a cloud on Charles Ravenshoe's face, even now. I saw him +last summer lying on the sand, and playing with his eldest boy. And the +cloud was on him then. There was no moroseness, no hardness in the +expression; but the face was not the merry old face I knew so well at +Shrewsbury and Oxford. There is a dull, settled, dreaming melancholy +there still. The memory of those few terrible months has cast its shadow +upon him. And the shadow will lie, I fancy, upon that forehead, and will +dim those eyes, until the forehead is smoothed in the sleep of death, +and the eyes have opened to look upon eternity. + +Good-bye. + + +WARD, LOCK AND BOWDEN, LTD., LONDON, NEW YORK AND MELBOURNE. + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] The best banisters for sliding down are broad oak ones, with a rib +in the middle. This new narrow sort, which is coming in, are wretched. + +[2] The short description of the University boat-race which begins this +chapter was written two years ago, from the author's recollections of +the race of 1852. It would do for a description of this year's race, +quite as well as of any other year, substituting "Cambridge" for +"Oxford," according to the year. + +[3] I mean C. M. + +[4] A fact with regard to one tribe, to the author's frequent confusion. +Any number above two, whether of horses, cattle, or sheep, was always +represented as being eighty-four. Invariably, too, with an adjective +introduced after the word "four," which we don't use in a drawing-room. + +[5] Once for all, let me call every honest reader to witness, that, +unless I speak in the first person, I am not bound to the opinions of +any one of the characters in this book. I have merely made people speak, +I think, as they would have spoken. Even in a story, consisting so +entirely of incident as this, I feel it necessary to say so much, for no +kind of unfairness is so common as that of identifying the opinions of a +story-teller with those of his _dramatis personæ_. + +[6] As a matter of curiosity I tried to write this paragraph from the +word "Mary," to the word "bosom," without using a single word derived +from the Latin. After having taken all possible pains to do so, I found +there were eight out of forty-eight. I think it is hardly possible to +reduce the proportion lower, and I think it is undesirable to reduce it +so low. + +[7] Which is a crib from Sir E. B. L. B. L. + +[8] The most famous voyage of the _Himalaya_, from Cork to Varna in +twelve days with the Fifth Dragoon Guards, took place in June. The +voyage here described, is, as will be perceived a subsequent one, but +equally successful, apparently. + +[9] If one has to raise an imaginary regiment, one must put it in an +imaginary place. The 17th Dragoons must try to forgive me. + +[10] These names actually occur, side by side, in my newspaper (_The +Field_), to which I referred for three names. They are in training by +Henry Hall, at Hambleton, in Yorkshire. Surely men could find better +names for their horses than such senseless ones as these. I would that +was all one had to complain of. I hope the noble old sport is not on its +last legs. But one trembles to think what will become of it, when the +comparatively few high-minded men who are keeping things straight are +gone. + +[11] Perhaps a reference to "The Wild Huntsman" will stop all criticism +at this point. A further reference to "Faust" will also show that I am +in good company. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41636 *** |
