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diff --git a/41545-0.txt b/41545-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5d33b3f --- /dev/null +++ b/41545-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,15022 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41545 *** + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 41545-h.htm or 41545-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/41545/41545-h/41545-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/41545/41545-h.zip) + + + Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive. See + http://archive.org/details/cu31924013434802 + + + + + +THE ORANGE GIRL + +by + +SIR WALTER BESANT + +Illustrated by Warren B. Davis + + + + + + + +New York +Dodd, Mead & Company +1899 + +Copyright, 1898, +By Walter Besant. + + + + +[Illustration: "OVER THIS RURAL PLACE WE STRAYED AT OUR WILL."] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + + PROLOGUE 1 + + + PART I + + HOW I GOT INTO THE KING'S BENCH + + + I I AM TURNED OUT INTO THE WORLD 15 + + II A CITY OF REFUGE 23 + + III A WAY TO LIVE 29 + + IV LOVE AND MUSIC 33 + + V WEDDING BELLS AND THE BOOK OF THE PLAY 40 + + VI A CITY FUNERAL 51 + + VII THE READING OF THE WILL 58 + + VIII THE TEMPTATION 65 + + IX THE CLAIM AND THE ARREST 72 + + X THE ARREST 79 + + + PART II + + OUT OF THE FRYING PAN INTO THE FIRE + + + I RELEASE 91 + + II HOW I GOT A NEW PLACE 97 + + III THE MASQUERADE 103 + + IV WHO SHE WAS 116 + + V THE BLACK JACK 130 + + VI A WARNING AND ANOTHER OFFER 143 + + VII JENNY'S ADVICE 156 + + VIII A SUCCESSFUL CONSPIRACY 162 + + IX NEWGATE 170 + + X THE SAME OFFER 184 + + XI THE IMPENDING TRIAL 191 + + XII THE TRIAL 197 + + XIII THE COMPANY OF REVENGE 213 + + XIV AN UNEXPECTED CHARGE 225 + + XV THE FILIAL MARTYR 238 + + XVI THE SNARE WHICH THEY DIGGED FOR OTHERS 248 + + XVII THE CASE OF CLARINDA 253 + + XVIII THE FALLEN ALDERMAN 261 + + XIX THE END OF THE CONSPIRACY 267 + + XX THE HONOURS OF THE MOB 273 + + XXI GUILTY, MY LORD 280 + + XXII FROM THE CONDEMNED CELL 295 + + XXIII AN UNEXPECTED EVENT 308 + + XXIV COMMUTATION 316 + + XXV TRANSPORTATION 322 + + XXVI THE LAST TEMPTATION 336 + + + + +PROLOGUE + + +On a certain afternoon in May, about four or five of the clock, I was +standing at the open window of my room in that Palace to which Fortune +leads her choicest favourites--the College, or Prison, as some call it, +of the King's Bench. I was at the time a prisoner for debt, with very +little chance of ever getting out. More fortunate than most of the +tenants, I was able to carry on my business. For instance, all that +morning I had been engaged in composing a song--it was afterwards sung +with great applause at the Dog and Duck; and on the bed reposed the +instrument with which I earned the greater part of my daily bread--my +faithful violin. + +My window was on the ground-floor in the great building which was then +new, for the Prison had been transferred from the other side two or +three years before. This building contains more than two hundred rooms, +and twice that number of prisoners. Many of the ground-floor rooms have +been converted into shops--chandlers', grocers', mercers', hosiers'. You +may buy anything in these shops, except a good book. I believe that +there is no demand in the prison for such an article of commerce. +Song-books and jest-books and cards on the other hand, are constantly +called for. It was a day of bright sunshine. Outside, on the Grand +Parade--otherwise called King Street--which is a broad footway flagged, +strolled up and down in the sunshine an endless procession. They paced +the pavement from East to West; they turned and paced it again from West +to East. Among them were a few neatly attired, but by far the greater +number, men and women, were slatternly, untidy, and slipshod. Their +walk--nobody was ever seen to walk briskly in the Prison--was the +characteristic scuffle easily acquired in this place; the men were +mostly in slippers: some were in morning gowns: very few had their +heads dressed: some wore old-fashioned wigs, rusty and uncombed: some, +the poorer set, were bare-footed, and in such rags and tatters as would +not be tolerated in the open streets. The faces of the people as they +passed were various. There was the humorous face of the prisoner who +takes fortune philosophically: there was the face always resentful: the +face resigned: the face vacuous: the face of suffering: the face sodden +with drink: the face vicious: the face soured: the face saddened: the +face, like the clothes, ragged and ruined: everything but the face +happy--that cannot be found in the King's Bench Prison. Children ran +about playing and shouting: there were at this time many hundreds of +children in the prison. Against the wall--'tis surely twenty-five feet +higher than is needed--the racquet and fives players carried on their +games: at the lower end of the Parade some played the game called Bumble +Puppy: here and there tables were set where men drank and smoked pipes +of tobacco and played cards, though as yet it was only afternoon. The +people talked as they went along, but not with animation: now and then +one laughed; but the merriment of the College is very near the fount of +tears; it hath a sound hysterical. Some conversed eagerly with visitors: +by their eagerness you knew that they were newcomers. What did they talk +about? The means of release? Yet so few do get out. For the first three +or four years of imprisonment, when visitors call, prisoners talk of +nothing else. After that time visitors cease to call: and there is no +more talk of release. A man in the King's Bench is speedily forgotten. +He becomes dead to the world: dead and forgotten. Surely there is no +more pitiless and relentless enemy than a creditor. Yet in church every +Sunday he asks, and expects, that mercy from his God which he himself +refuses to his debtor. + +On no other day in the year could the Prison look more cheerful. Yet as +I stood at the window there fell upon me such sadness as belongs only to +the Prison; it is a longing to be free: a yearning inconceivable for the +green fields and the trees. Such moods are common in the Prison. I have +seen men turn aside from their friends in the midst of a song, in the +height of the revelry, and slink away from the company with drooping +head and bowed shoulders. It is indeed difficult not to feel this +sadness from time to time. I was young: I had few friends, for a reason +that I shall tell you presently. For aught that I could see there was +nothing before me but a life-long imprisonment. Nobody, I say, can +understand the strength and the misery of this yearning for liberty--for +air--that sometimes seizes the prisoner and rends him and will not let +him go. Yet I was better off than many, because, though I could in no +way pay the money for which I was imprisoned, I was not without the +means of a livelihood. I had, as I have said, my fiddle. So long as a +man has a fiddle and can play it he need never want. To play the fiddle +is the safest of all trades, because the fiddler is always wanted. If a +company is drinking they will call for the fiddler to lift up their +hearts: if there are girls with them they will call for the fiddler to +make them dance: if they would sing they want the fiddler to lead them +off: if they are sitting in the coffee-room they call for the fiddler to +enliven them. Grave discourse or gay; young people or old: they are +always ready to call for the fiddler and to pay him for his trouble. So +that by dint of playing every evening, I did very well, and could afford +to dine at the two shilling ordinary and to drink every day a glass or +two of ale, and to pay my brother-in-law for the maintenance of Alice +and the boy. + +Among the prisoners were two who always walked together: talked +together: and drank together. The others looked askance upon them. One, +who was called the Captain, wore a scarlet coat which might have been +newer, and a gold-laced hat which had once been finer. He was a tall, +burly fellow, with the kind of comeliness one may see in a horse-rider +at a fair, or a fellow who performs on a tight-rope; a man who carries +by storm the hearts of village girls and leaves them all forlorn. He +swaggered as he walked, and looked about him with an insolence which +made me, among others, desirous of tweaking him by the nose, if only to +see whether his courage was equal to his swagger. I have always, since, +regretted that I lost the opportunity. Duels are not allowed in the +College, and perhaps in an encounter with the simpler weapons provided +by Nature I might have been equal to the Captain. His manners at the +Ordinary were noisy and, if he had ever really carried His Majesty's +Commission, as to which there were whispers, it must have been in some +branch of the service where the urbanities of life were not required. +Further: it was known that he was always ready to play with anyone: and +at any time of the day: it was reported that he always won: this +reputation, coupled with his insolent carriage, caused him to be shunned +and suspected. + +His companion, commonly known as the Bishop, was dressed in the habit of +a clergyman. He wore a frayed silk cassock and a gown with dirty bands. +His wig, which wanted dressing, was canonical. His age might have been +forty or more: his cheeks were red with strong drink: his neck was +puffed: his figure was square and corpulent: his voice was thick: he +looked in a word what he was, not a servant of the Lord at all, but of +the Devil. + +At this period I had little experience or knowledge of the people who +live by rogueries and cheats: nor had I any suspicion when a stranger +appeared that he was not always what he pretended to be. At the same +time one could not believe that the hulking fellow in a scarlet coat had +ever received a commission from the King: nor could anyone believe that +the hoglike creature who wore a cassock and a gown and a clergyman's wig +was really in Holy Orders. + +Among the collegians there was one who pleased me, though his raiment +was shabby to the last degree, by his manners, which were singularly +gentle; and his language, which was that of a scholar. He scorned the +vulgar idiom and turned with disgust from the universal verb (or +participle) with which annoyance or dislike or disappointment was +commonly expressed. And he spoke in measured terms as one who pronounces +a judgment. I heard afterward that he wrote critical papers on new books +in the _Gentlemen's Magazine_. But I never read new books unless they +are books of music. When he could afford to dine at the Ordinary, which +was about twice a week, he sat beside me and instructed me by his +discourse. He was a scholar of some college at Cambridge and a poet. I +sometimes think that it may be a loss to the world not to know its +poets. There are without doubt some who regard poetry as musicians +regard music. Now if the work of a Purcell or a Handel were to fall dead +and unnoticed it would be a most dreadful loss to music and a +discouragement for composers. So that there may be poets, of whom the +world hears nothing, whose verse is neglected and lost, though it might +be of great service to other poets or to mankind, if verse can in any +way help the world. + +However, one day, when these two prisoners, the Captain and the Bishop, +had left the Ordinary and were brawling in the tavern hard by for a +bottle of Port, my friend the scholar turned to me. + +'Sir,' he said, 'the Prison ought to be purged of such residents. They +should be sent to the Borough Compter or the Clink. Here we have +gentlemen: here we have tradesmen: here we have craftsmen: we are a +little World. Here are the temptations of the world': he looked across +the table where some of the ladies of the Prison were dining. 'The +tavern invites us: the gaming table offers us a seat: we have our +virtues and our vices. But we have not our crimes. And as a rule we +cannot boast among our company the presence of the Robber, the Forger, +or the Common Rogue. We have, in a word, no representative, as a rule of +the Gallows, the Pillory, the Stocks, the Cart-tail, and the Whipping +Post.' + +I waited, for he did not like to be interrupted. + +'Sir,' he went on, 'I am a Poet. As a child of the Muses'--I thought +they were unmarried but did not venture on that objection--'it is my +business to observe the crooked ways of men and the artful ways of +women, even though one may at times be misunderstood--as has once or +twice happened. One may be the temporary companion of a Rogue without +having to pick a pocket. I remember the faces of those two men--I saw +them in a Thieves' Kitchen whither I was taken in disguise by one who +knows them. The Captain, Sir, is a Highwayman, common and notorious. He +is now five-and-twenty, and his rope is certainly long out, so that he +is kept from Tyburn Tree by some special favour by Mr. Merridew the +Thief-Taker. The other, whom they call the Bishop, is a Rogue of some +education. He may last longer because he is useful and it would be hard +to replace him. He was once usher in a suburban school at Marybone, and +now writes lying, threatening or begging letters for the crew. He also +concocts villainies. He threatens to set the house on fire, or to bring +the householder into bankruptcy: or in some way to injure him fatally +unless he sends a certain sum of money. He tells gentlemen who have been +robbed that they can have their papers back, but not their money, by +sending a reward. His villainy is without any pity or mercy or +consideration. The Captain is a mere robber--a Barabbas. The Bishop is +worse: he has the soul of a Fiend in the body of a man.' + +'But why,' I said 'are they here?' + +'They are in hiding. A sham debt has been sworn against them. From their +dejected faces and from what I have overheard them saying, I learn that +a true debt has been added for another detainer. But indeed I know not +their affairs, except that they came here in order to be out of the way, +and that something has happened to disconcert their plans. As honest men +we must agree in hoping that their plans, which are certainly dishonest, +may succeed, in order that their presence among us may cease and so we +may breathe again. The air of the Prison is sometimes close and even +musty, but we do not desire it to be mistaken for the reek of St. +Giles's or the stench of Turnmill Street.' + +However, I troubled myself but little as to these two men. And I know +not how long they were in the prison. Had I known what they would do for +me in the future I think I should have brained them there and then. + +This afternoon the pair were talking together with none of the +listlessness that belongs to the King's Bench. 'Might as well get out at +once'--I heard fragments--'quite certain that he won't appear--no more +danger--if she will consent,' and so on--phrases to which I paid no +attention. + +Suddenly, however, they stopped short, and both cried out together: + +'She's come herself!' + +I looked out of my window and beheld a Vision. + +The lady was alone. She stood at the end of the Parade and looked about +her for a moment with hesitation, because the scene was new to her. She +saw the ragged rout playing racquets: drinking at their tables: leaning +against the pumps at each of which there is always a little gathering: +or strolling by in couples on the Parade. Then she advanced slowly, +looking to the right and to the left. She smiled upon the people as they +made way for her: no Queen could have smiled more graciously: yet not a +Queen, for there was no majesty in her face, which was inspired by, and +filled with, Venus herself, the Goddess of charm and grace and +loveliness. Never was a face more lovely and more full of love. As for +her dress, all that I can tell you is that I have never known at any +time how this lady was dressed: she carried, I remember, an +ivory-handled fan in her hand: she seemed to beholders to be dressed in +nothing but lace, ribbons and embroidery. Her figure was neither tall +nor short. Reasonably tall, for a woman ought not to be six feet high: +so tall as not to be insignificant: not so tall as to dwarf the men: +slender in shape and quick and active in her movements. Her eyes, which +I observed later, changed every moment with her change of mood: one +would say that they even changed their colour, which was a dark blue: +they could be limpid, or melting, or fiery, or pitiful; in a word, they +could express every fleeting emotion. Her features changed as much as +her eyes: one never knew how she would look, until one had watched and +known her in all her moods and passions: her lips were always ready to +smile: her face was continually lit up by the sunshine of joy and +happiness. But this woman wanted joy as some women want love. Her voice +was gentle and musical. + +I speak of her as I knew her afterwards, not as she appeared on this, +the first day of meeting. I make no excuse for thus speaking of her, +because, in truth, the very thought of Jenny--I have too soon revealed +her name--makes me long to speak of what she was. Out of the fulness of +my heart I write about her. And as you will understand presently, I +could love without wronging my wife, and as much as a woman can be +loved, and yet in innocence and with the full approval of the other +woman whom also I loved. + +At the sight of this apparition the whole Prison stared with open mouth. +Who was this angel, and for what fortunate prisoner did she come? At the +very outset, when I could not dream that she would ever condescend to +speak to me, she seemed the most lovely woman I had ever beheld. Some +women might possess more regular features: no one, sure, was ever so +lovely, so bewitching, so attractive. It is as if I could go on forever +repeating my words. The women of the Prison--poor tattered drabs, for +the most part--looked after her with sighs--oh! to dress like that! Some +of them murmured impudently to each other, 'Who gave her all that +finery?' Most of them only looked and longed and sighed. Oh! to be +dressed like her! To look like her! To smile like her! To put on that +embroidered petticoat--that frock--those gloves--to carry that fan--to +possess that figure--that manner! Well: to gaze upon the inaccessible +may sometimes do us good. The sight of this Wonder made those poor women +appear a little less slatternly. They straightened themselves: they +tidied their hair: the more ragged crept away. + +As for the men, they followed her with looks of wonder and of worship. +For my own part I understood for the first time that power of beauty +which compels admiration, worship and service: when I am greatly moved +by music that memory comes back to me. In looking upon such a woman, one +asks not what has been her history: what she is: what she has done: one +accepts the heavenly cheerfulness of her smile: the heavenly wisdom +seated on her brow: the heavenly innocence in her eyes: the purity which +cannot be smirched or soiled by contact with things of the world. + +I continued to gaze upon her while she walked up the Parade. To my +surprise this angelic creature stopped before the pair of worthies--the +bully in scarlet and the drunken divine. What could she want with them? +They received her with profound salutations, the Bishop sweeping the +ground with his greasy hat. + +'Madam,' he said, 'we did not expect that you would yourself condescend +to such a place.' + +'I wished to see you,' she replied, curtly. I seemed to remember her +voice. + +'May we conduct you, Madam,' said the Captain, 'to the Coffee-room for +more private conversation. Perhaps a glass----' + +'Or,' said the Bishop, for she refused the proffered glass with an +impatient gesture--could such a woman drink with such men? she refused, +I say, with a shake of her head, 'for greater privacy to our own room. +It is on the third floor. No one will venture to intrude upon us--and +there is a chair. I fear that, in the neglect, which is too common in +this place, the beds are not yet made,' He looked as if the morning wash +had not been performed either. + +'What do I care, sir,' she asked, interrupting again, 'whether your beds +are made or not? I shall stay here,' She withdrew a little nearer to the +wall beside my window, so as to be outside the throng of people. 'We can +talk, I suppose, undisturbed, and unheard, though, so far as I care, all +the world may hear. Bless me! The people look as if a woman was a rare +object here.' She looked round at the crowd. 'Yet there are women among +your prisoners. Well, then, what have you got to say? Speak up, and +quickly, because I like not the place or the company. You wrote to me. +Now go on.' + +'I wrote to you,' said the Bishop, 'asking a great favour. I know that +we have no reason to expect that or any other favour from you.' + +'You have no reason. But go on.' + +'We came here, you know'--his voice dropped to a whisper, but I heard +what he said--'in order to escape a great danger.' + +'I heard. You told me. The danger was in connection with a gentleman and +a post-chaise.' + +'A villainous charge,' said the Captain. + +'Villainous indeed,' repeated the Bishop. 'I could prove to you in five +minutes and quite to your satisfaction that the Captain was engaged at +Newmarket on the day in question, while I myself was conducting a +funeral in place of the Vicar in a country village thirty miles on the +other side of London.' + +'An excellent defence, truly. But I will leave that to the lawyers. +Well, the debt was sworn against you by Mr. Merridew.' I pricked up my +ears at this because this was the name of the man, as you shall hear, +who swore a debt which never existed against me. Could there be two +Merridews? + +'That was mere form. Unfortunately other detainers are out against both +of us. I know not how they found out that we were here. Mr. Merridew +refuses to take us out. He says that he thinks our time is up, and so he +knows that we are safe.' He shuddered. Afterwards I understood why. +'There is the danger that we may have to remain here till he takes us +out. As for our present necessities--' He drew out his purse and dangled +it--a long purse with a very few guineas in it. 'You see, Madam, to stay +here, where there is no opportunity of honest work, is ruin and +starvation.' + +'Honest work! Why, if you go out, you will only continue in your old +courses.' + +'They are at least honest and even pious courses,' said the Bishop with +a snuffle. + +'As you please. But there is still the former danger.' + +'No. The gentleman understands now that he only mislaid his pocket-book. +Mr. Merridew found it for him. The drafts and notes were still in it, +fortunately. The gentleman has redeemed the papers from Mr. Merridew. He +will not take any further steps.' + +'If I take you out,' she spoke to the Captain, 'you know what will +happen. Better stay here in safety.' + +'What else can a man do?' asked the Captain. + +'You might go abroad; go to America--anything is better than the Road +and the certain end.' She made a gesture with her hand, easy to be +understood. + +'If a man has a long rope, what else can he expect?' + +'And you?' she turned to the Bishop, 'what will become of you? Will you +stay in London where you are known in every street?' + +'I have had thoughts of trying Ireland. A good many things can be done +in Ireland. The Irish are a confiding people.' + +'Do what you please. It is nothing to me what becomes of both of you. I +interfere because--oh! you know why. And as for your future--that, I +suppose, will be arranged for you by your friend Mr. Merridew. + +Putting together what my friend the starveling poet told me and what +they themselves confessed, they were clearly a pair of rogues, and she +knew it, and she was going to help them. Charity covereth a multitude of +sins. Yet, surely, it was remarkable that a gentlewoman should come to +the King's Bench Prison in order to send two abominable criminals back +to their old haunts. + +'Any place is better than this,' said the Captain. + +'Much better than this,' echoed the Bishop. 'Give me freedom while I +live. A short life--' but he was certainly past forty--'and a free life, +for me.' + +'How much is it, then, altogether, for the pair of you?' + +'The detainers, not counting Mr. Merridew's, amount to close upon +seventy pounds. Then there are the costs and the fees.' + +'Oh!' she cried impatiently, 'what is the good of setting you loose +again? Why should I let loose upon the world such a pair of rogues? Why +not keep you here so that you may at least die in your beds?' + +The Bishop looked astonished at this outburst. 'Why,' he said, slowly, +'we are what we are. That is true. What else can we be? Nobody knows +better than you what we are. Come, now, nobody, I say, knows better than +you what we are.' + +'Yes,' she replied with a sigh. 'I do know very well--I wish I did +not.' + +And nobody knows better than you,' he went on, roughly, 'that what we +are we must continue to be. What else can we do?' + +'Say no more,' she replied, sighing again. 'There is no help, I suppose. +When I made up my mind to come here at all, I made up my mind that I +would take you out--both of you. Yet--it is like walking over a grave, I +shiver'--she did actually shiver as she spoke. 'I feel as if I were +contriving a mischief for myself. These signs always come true--a +mischief,' she repeated, 'to myself'--indeed she was, as you shall +afterwards learn. 'As for the world you will certainly do as much +mischief to that as you can.' + +'As we can, Madam,' said the Bishop with a smile--he was easy now that +he knew her mind. Before, he was inclined to be rough. 'The world, on +the other hand, is always trying to do a mischief to me.' + +'But mischief to you, Madam?' cried the captain, that mirror of +gallantry. 'A soldier is all gratitude and honour. Mischief to you? +Impossible!' + +'And a Divine,' added the other with a grin, 'is all truth, fidelity, +and honesty. His profession compels these qualities.' + +'Quite so. Well, gentlemen of honour and truth, you shall once more +return to the scenes and the pursuits and the companions that you love. +Moll and Doll and Poll impatiently await you at the Black Jack. And I +see, only a short mile from that hospitable place, another refuge--call +it the Black Jug--where before long you will pass a few pleasant days of +rest and repose before going forth in a glorious procession.' + +'If we go forth in that procession', murmured the Bishop with lowering +face, 'there are other people quite as deserving, who will sit there +beside us.' + +'Go,' she said. 'I have talked enough and more than enough with such as +you. Go.' + +They bowed again and walked away. + +Now I heard this interview, half of which I did not understand, with +amazement unspeakable. The lady was going to release this pair of +villains--Why? Out of the boundless charity of her benevolent heart? + +She looked after the precious pair, standing for a moment with her hand +shading her eyes. The light went out of her face: a cloud fell upon it: +she sighed again: her lips parted: she caught her breath. Ah! Poor +lady! Thy face was made for joy and not for sorrow. What thought, what +memory, was it that compelled the cloud and chased away the sunshine? + +She turned her head--she moved away. I was still standing at my window +looking on: as she passed she started and stopped short, her face +expressing the greatest possible bewilderment and amazement. + +'It is not ...' she cried--'Surely--No--Yet the resemblance is so great. +Sir, I thought--at first--you were a gentleman of my acquaintance. You +are so much like him that I venture to ask you who you are?' + +'A prison bird, Madam. Nothing more,' + +'Yes, but you are so like that gentleman. May I ask your name?' + +'My name, at your service, Madam, is Halliday. My friends call me Will +Halliday.' + +'Will Halliday. Are you a brother--but that cannot be--of Mr. Matthew +Halliday?' + +'I am his first cousin.' + +'Matthew Halliday's first cousin? But he is rich. Does he allow you to +remain in this place?' + +'It is not only by the sufferance of my cousin Matthew but by his desire +that I am here.' + +'By his desire! Yes--I know something of your cousin, sir. It is by his +desire. I discover new virtues in your cousin the more I learn of him. I +suppose, then, that you are not on friendly terms with your cousin?' + +'I am not indeed. Quite the contrary,' + +'Can you tell me the reason why?' + +'Because he desires my death. Therefore he has caused my arrest--he and +an attorney of the devil--named Probus.' + +'Oh! Probus! I have heard of that Probus. Sir, I would willingly hear +more concerning this matter and your cousin and Mr. Probus, if you will +kindly tell me. I must now go, but with your permission I will come +again. It is not I assure you, out of idle curiosity that I ask these +questions.' + +The next day, or the day after, the Captain and the Bishop walked out of +the Prison. When they were gone open talk went round the Prison, perhaps +started by the Poet, that one was a highwayman and the other a +sharper--perhaps a forger--a contriver of plots and plans to deceive the +unwary. I marvelled that they should have received the bounty of so +fine a lady, for indeed, whether highwayman or sharper or honest men, +they were as foul-mouthed a pair of reprobates--drunken withal--as we +had in the prison. + +And then I remembered, suddenly, the reason why I recognised the lady's +voice and why there was something in the face also that I seemed to +know. I had been but once in my life to the Theatre. On that occasion +there was an actress whose beauty and vivacity gave me the greatest +possible delight. One may perhaps forget the face of an actress playing +a part, because she alters her face with every part: but her voice, when +it is a sweet voice, one remembers. The lady was that actress. I +remembered her--and her name. She was Miss Jenny Wilmot of Drury Lane. + + + + +PART I + +HOW I GOT INTO THE KING'S BENCH + + + + +CHAPTER I + +I AM TURNED OUT INTO THE WORLD + + +In the year 1760 or thereabouts, everybody knew the name of Sir Peter +Halliday, Merchant. The House in which Sir Peter was the Senior Partner +possessed a fleet of West Indiamen which traded between the Port of +London and Jamaica, Barbadoes, and the other English Islands, taking out +all kinds of stuffs, weapons, implements, clothing, wine, silks, gloves, +and everything else that the planters could want, and returning laden +with sugar in bags, mahogany, arrack, and whatever else the islands +produce. Our wharf was that which stands next to the Tower stairs: the +counting-house was on the wharf: there the clerks worked daily from +seven in the morning till eight at night. As a boy it was my delight to +go on board the ships when they arrived. There I ran up and down the +companion: into the dark lower deck where the midshipmen messed and +slept among the flying cockroaches, which buzzed into their faces and +the rats which ran over them and the creatures which infest a ship in +hot latitudes and come on board with the gunny-bags, such as centipedes, +scorpions, and great spiders. And I would stand and watch the barges +when they came alongside to receive the cargo. Then with a yeo-heave-oh! +and a chantey of the sailors, mostly meaningless, yet pleasant to hear, +they tossed the bags of sugar into the barge as if they were loaves of +bread, and the casks of rum as if they had been pint pots. Or I would +talk to the sailors and hear stories of maroon niggers and how the +planters engaged the sailors to go ashore in search of these fierce +runaways and shoot them down in the mountains: and stories of shark and +barra coota: of hurricanos and islands where men had been put ashore to +starve and die miserably: of pirates, of whom there have always been +plenty in the Caribbean Sea since that ocean was first discovered. +Strange things these sailors brought home with them: coral, pink and +white: preserved flying-fish: creatures put in spirits: carved +cocoanuts: everybody knows the treasures of the sailor arrived in port. + +This, I say, was my delight as a boy: thus I learned to think of things +outside the narrow bounds of the counting-house and the City walls. +Marvellous it is to mark how while the Pool is crammed with ships from +all parts of the world, the Londoner will go on in ignorance of any +world beyond the walls of the City or the boundaries of his parish. +Therefore, I say, it was better for me than the study of Moll's +Geography to converse with these sailors and to listen to their +adventures. + +Another thing they taught me. It is well known that on board every ship +there is one, at least, who can play the fiddle. A ship without a +fiddler is robbed of the sailors' chief joy. Now, ever since I remember +anything I was always making music: out of the whistle pipe: the +twanging Jews' harp: the comb and paper: but above all out of the +fiddle. I had a fiddle: I found it in a garret of our house in Great +College Street. I made a sailor tell me how to practise upon it: +whenever one of our ships put into port I made friends with the fiddler +on board and got more lessons; so that I was under instruction, in this +rude manner for the greater part of the year, and before I was twelve I +could play anything readily and after the fashion, rough and vigorous, +of the sailors with whom strength of arm reckons before style. + +I belong to a family which for nearly two hundred years have been +Puritans. Some of them were preachers and divines under Cromwell. Their +descendants retained the strict observance of opinions which forbid +mirth and merriment, even among young people. Although they conformed to +the Church of England, they held that music of all kinds: the theatre: +dancing at the Assembly: reading poetry and tales: and wearing of fine +dress must be sinful, because they call attention from the salvation of +the soul, the only thing about which the sinner ought to think. Why it +was worse to let the mind dwell upon music than upon money-getting I +know not, nor have I ever been able to discover. It will be understood, +however, that ours was a strict household. It consisted of my father, +myself, a housekeeper and five servants, all godly. We had long prayers, +morning and evening; we attended the Church of St. Stephen Walbrook, +instead of our own parish church of St. Michael Paternoster, because +there was no organ in it: we went to church on Sundays twice: and twice +in the week to the Gift Lectures, of which there were two. My father was +a stern man, of great dignity. When he was Lord Mayor he was greatly +feared by malefactors. He was of a full habit of body, with a large red +face, his neck swollen into rolls. Like all merchants in his position he +drank a great deal of port, of which he possessed a noble cellar. + +I have often wondered why it was never discovered that I practised the +fiddle in the garret. To be sure, it was only at those hours when my +father was on the wharf. When I had the door shut and the windows open +the maids below thought, I suppose, that the sounds came from the next +house. However that may be, I was never found out. + +Now this fondness for music produced an unfortunate result. The sight of +a book of arithmetic always filled me with a disgust unspeakable. The +sight of a book of accounts inspired me with loathing. The daily aspect +of my father's clerks all sitting in a row on high stools, and all +driving the quill with heads bending over the paper, made me, even as a +child, believe theirs to be the most miserable lot that Fortune has to +offer her most unhappy victims. I still think so. Give me any other kind +of life: make me a bargee: a coal-heaver: a sailor before the mast: an +apothecary: a schoolmaster's usher: in all these occupations there will +be something to redeem the position: but for the accountant there is +nothing. All day long he sits within four walls: his pay is miserable: +his food is insufficient: when in the evening he crawls away, there is +only time left for him to take a little supper and go to his miserable +bed. + +Imagine, therefore, my loathing when I understood that at the age of +sixteen I was to take my place among these unfortunates, and to work my +way towards the succession which awaited me--the partnership held by my +father--by becoming a clerk like unto these others whom I had always +pitied and generally despised. From that lot, however, there was no +escape. All the partners, from father to son, had so worked their way. +The reason of this rule was that the young men in this way acquired a +knowledge of the business in all its branches before they were called +upon to direct its enterprise, and to enter upon new ventures. I daresay +that it was a good practical rule. But in my own case I found it almost +intolerable. + +I was unlike the clerks in one or two respects: I had good food and +plenty of it. And I received no salary. + +I had a cousin, named Matthew, son of my father's younger brother and +partner, Alderman Paul Halliday, Citizen and Lorimer, who had not yet +passed the chair. Matthew, though his father was the younger son, was +three or four years older than myself. He, therefore, mounted the +clerks' stool so many years before me. He was a young man with a face +and carriage serious and thoughtful (to all appearance) beyond his +years. He had a trick of dropping his eyes while he talked: his face was +always pale and his hands were always clammy. Other young men who had +been at school with him spoke of him with disrespect and even hatred, +but I know not why. In a word, Matthew had no friends among those of his +own age. On the other hand, the older people thought highly of him. My +father spoke with praise of his capacity for business and of his +industry, and of the grasp of detail which he had already begun to show. +As for me, I could never like my cousin, and what happened when I was +about eighteen years of age gave me no reason to like him any better. + +I had been in the counting-house for two years, each day feeling like a +week for duration. But the question of rebellion had so far never +occurred to me. I could no longer practise in the garret while my father +was in the counting-house. But I could get away, on pretence of business +to the ships, and snatch an hour below with the fiddler. And in the +evening sometimes, when my father was feasting with a City Company or +engaged in other business out of the house, I could take boat across the +river and run over to St. George's Fields, there to have half an hour of +play with a musician, of whom you shall learn more, called Tom Shirley. +After the manner of youths I never asked myself how long this would go +on without discovery: or what would be the result when it was +discovered. Yet I knew very well that no Quaker could be more decided +as to the sinfulness of music than my father and my uncle. Had not the +great and Reverend Samuel Halliday, D. D., preached before the Protector +on the subject of the snares spread by the devil to catch souls by means +of music? + +Now, one afternoon in the month of June, when the counting-house is more +than commonly terrible, a message came to me that my father wished to +speak with me. + +I found him in his own room, his brother Paul sitting with him. His face +showed astonishment and anger; that of his brother presented some +appearance of sorrow--real or not, I cannot say. My uncle Paul was, as +often happens in a family, a reduced copy of his elder brother. He was +not so tall: not so portly: not so red in the face: not so swollen in +the neck: yet he was tall and portly and red and swollen. He was shaking +his head as I entered saying, 'Dear! dear! dear! And in our family +too--in our family!' + +'Son William,' said my father, 'I have heard a serious thing.' + +'What is that, Sir, if I may ask?' + +'I learn from my brother, who had it from Matthew----' + +'From Matthew,' my uncle interposed solemnly. + +'That you lose no opportunity of getting away from your desk to go on +board our ships in the Pool, there to play the fiddle with the common +sailors--to play the fiddle--the common fiddle--like a fellow with a +bear--with the common sailors. I hear that our Captains and officers are +all acquainted with this unworthy pastime of yours! I hear, further, +that you have formed an acquaintance with a certain fellow named +Shirley, now a prisoner in the Rules of the King's Bench, one who makes +a sinful living by playing wanton music for lewd and wicked persons at +what are called Pleasure Gardens, whither resort such company as no +godly youth should meet. And I hear that you spend such time as you can +spare under the tuition of this person.' + +He stopped. My uncle took up the word. + +'All these things I am assured by my son Matthew to be the case. I have +informed Matthew that in my opinion it was right and even necessary that +they should be brought before the notice of my brother.' + +'I wait thy reply, Will,' said my father. + +'It is all quite true, Sir.' + +'Quite true.' I felt a little sinking of the heart because of the +disappointment and sadness in his voice. 'But,' he went on, 'what is the +meaning of it? For my own part I see no good purpose to be gained by +music. On the other hand my grandfather, the Rev. Dr. Samuel Halliday, +hath clearly shown in his book of godly discourses, that music, +especially music with dancing, is the surest bait by which the devil +draws souls to destruction. People, I am aware, will have music. At our +Company's feasts music attends: at the Lord Mayor's banquets there is +music: at the Lord Mayor's Show there is music: at many churches there +is an organ: but what hast thou to do with music, Will? It is thy part +to become a merchant, bent on serious work: and outside the +counting-house to become a magistrate. What hast thou to do with music?' + +He spoke, being much moved, kindly--because--alas! he loved his son. + +'Sir,' I said, 'it is all most true. There is nothing that I love so +much as music.' + +'Consider,' he went on. 'There is no place for music in the life before +thee. All day long learning thy work in the counting-house: some time to +succeed me in this room. How is it possible for a young man who stoops +to make music on catgut with a bow to become a serious merchant, +respected in the City?' + +'Indeed, Sir, I do not know,' + +'How will it be possible for you to advance the interests of the +House--nay, to maintain the interests of the House, when it is known +that you are a common scraper in a crowd like a one-legged man with a +Jack in the Green?' + +Now I might even then have submitted and promised and given up my fiddle +and so pleased my father and remained in his favour. But this was one of +those moments which are turning-points in a man's life. Besides I was +young; I was inexperienced. And an overwhelming disgust fell upon my +soul as I thought of the counting-house and the ledgers and the long +hours in the dingy place driving the quill all day long. So without +understanding what the words meant, I broke out impatiently: + +'Sir,' I said, 'with submission, I would ask your leave to give up my +place in this office.' + +'Give up? Give up?' he cried, growing purple in the face. 'Does the boy +know what he means?' + +[Illustration: "'GIVE UP!' HE CRIED, GROWING PURPLE IN THE FACE."] + +'Give up?' cried my uncle. 'Is the boy mad? Give up his prospects in +this House--this--the soundest House in the whole City? Nephew Will, +wouldst starve?' + +'I will make a living by music.' + +'Make a living--a living--make a living--by music? What? To play the +fiddle in a tavern? To play in the gallery while your father is feasting +below?' + +'Nay, sir; but there are other ways.' + +'Hark ye, Will; let this stop. Back to thy desk lest something happen.' +My father spoke with sudden sternness. + +'Nay, sir; but I am serious.' + +'Ay--ay? Serious? Then I am serious, too. Understand, then, that I own +no son who disgraces the City family to which he belongs by becoming a +common musician. Choose. Take thy fiddle and give up me--this +office--thine inheritance--thine inheritance, mind, or lay down the +fiddle and go back to thy desk. There, sir, I am, I hope, serious +enough.' + +He was. My father was a masterful man at all times; he was perfectly +serious. Now the sons of masterful men are themselves often masterful. I +walked out of the counting-house without a word. + +I am conscious that there is no excuse for a disobedient son. I ought to +have accepted any orders that my father might choose to lay upon me. But +to part with my fiddle, to give up music: to abandon that sweet +refreshment of the soul: oh! it was too much. + +Moreover, no one knew better than myself the inveterate hatred with +which my father and the whole of my family regarded what they called the +tinkling cymbal which they thought leads souls to destruction. Had I +seen any gleam of hope that there would be a relenting, I would have +waited. But there was none. Therefore I cast obedience to the winds, and +left the room without a word. + +Had I known what awaited me: the misfortunes which were to drag me down +almost unto a shameful death, in consequence of this act of +disobedience, I might have given way. + +But perhaps not: for in all my troubles there were two things which +cheered and sustained me, I enjoyed at all times, so you shall learn, +the support of love and the refreshment of music. + +Had my father known of these misfortunes would he have given way? I +doubt it. Misfortune does not destroy the soul, but music does. So he +would say and so think, and conduct his relations with his own +accordingly. + +I walked out of the counting-house. At the door I met, face to face, the +informer, my cousin Matthew, who had caused all this trouble. + +He was attired as becomes a responsible merchant, though as yet only a +clerk or factor with the other clerks. He wore a brown coat with silver +buttons: white silk stockings: silver buckles in his shoes: silver braid +upon his hat: a silver chain with seals hanging from his fob: with white +lace ruffles and neckerchief as fine as those of his father, or of any +merchant on Change. + +He met me, I say, face to face, and for the first time within my +knowledge, he grinned when he met me. For he knew what had been said to +me. He grinned with a look of such devilish glee that I understood for +the first time how much he hated me. Why? I had never crossed him. +Because I was the son of the senior partner whose place I was to take +and of the richer man of the two Partners. His would be the subordinate +position with a third only of the profits. Therefore my cousin hated me. +He, I say, noted my discomfiture. Now, at that moment, I was in no mood +for mockery. + +Something in my face stopped his grinning. He became suddenly grave: he +dropped his eyes: he made as if he would pass by me and so into the +house. + +'Villain and maker of mischief!' I cried. Then I fell upon him. I had +but fists: he had a stick: I was eighteen: he was five-and-twenty: he +was heavier and taller: well; there is little credit, because he was a +poor fighter: in two minutes I had his stick from him, and in three more +I had broken it over his head and his shoulders. However, had his wind +and his strength equalled his hatred and desire that the stick should be +broken over my shoulders instead of his, the result would have been +different. + +'You shall pay--you shall pay--you shall pay for this,' he gasped, lying +prostrate. + +I kicked him out of my way as if he had been a dog and strode off, my +cheek aflame, my hand trembling and my limbs stiffened with the joy of +the fight and the victory. Come what might, I had whipped my cousin, +like the cur he was. A thing to remember. + +I have never repented that act of justice. The memory of it brought many +woes upon me, but I have never repented or regretted it. And certain I +am that to the day of his miserable death Matthew never forgot it. Nor +did I. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +A CITY OF REFUGE + + +My last recollection of the counting-house is that of Matthew lying in a +heap and shaking his fist, at me, while, behind, my uncle's face looks +out amazed upon the spectacle from one door, and the clerks in a crowd +contemplate the discomfiture of Mr. Matthew from another door. Then I +strode off, I say, like a gamecock after a victory, head erect, cheek +flushed, legs straight. Ha! I am always glad that I drubbed my cousin, +just once. A righteous drubbing it was, too, if ever there was one. It +hanselled the new life. After it, there was no return possible. + +And so home--though the house in College Street could no longer be +called a home--I now had no home--I was turned into the street. However, +I went upstairs to my own room--mine no longer. I looked about. In the +cupboard I found a black box in which I placed everything I could call +my own: my music; my linen and my clothes. On the wall hung the +miniature of my mother. Happily she had not lived to see the banishment +of her son: this I put in my pocket. The fiddle I laid in its case. Then +with my cudgel under my arm and carrying the fiddle in one hand and the +box on my shoulder I descended the stairs--now, I must confess, with a +sinking heart--and found myself in the street. + +I had in my purse five guineas--the son of a most solid and substantial +merchant, and I had no more than five guineas in the world. What could I +do to earn a living? Since I had been for two years in my father's +counting house I might be supposed to know something of affairs. Alas! I +knew nothing. One art or accomplishment I possessed: and one alone. I +could play the fiddle. Now that I had to depend upon my playing for a +livelihood, I began to ask whether I could play well enough. At all +events, I could play vigorously. But the die was cast. I had made my +choice, and must make the best of it. Besides, had I not drubbed my +cousin Matthew and that, as they say, with authority? + +You have heard how my father accused me of intimacy with a person named +Shirley, a resident in the Rules of the King's Bench. That charge I +could not deny. Indeed, the person named Shirley, by all his friends +called Tom, had been of late my master. Every spare hour that I had was +spent with him, practising with him and learning from him. He taught a +finer style than I could learn from the sailors. When I went into the +counting-house I had no longer any spare hours, except in the evening, +and then my master was engaged earning his bread in an orchestra. Still +I could manage to visit him sometimes on Sunday evenings when my father +was generally occupied with friends who loved likewise to limit and make +as narrow as they could the mercies of the Almighty. + +At this moment I could think of no one except Tom Shirley who could help +me or advise me. + +I therefore lugged my box and my violin to the Three Cranes, and took +boat across to Moldstrand Stairs, from which it is an easy half mile by +pleasant lanes, Love Lane and Gravel Lane, past Looman's Pond to St. +George's Fields where Tom Shirley lived. + +It was a little after noon when I arrived at the house. It was one of +three or four cottages standing in a row, every cottage consisting of +four or five rooms. They are pleasing retreats, each having a small +front garden where lilacs, laburnums, hollyhock, sunflowers, tulips, and +other flowers and bushes grow. In front of the garden flows languidly +one of the many little streams which cross the fields and meadows of +Southwark: a rustic bridge with a single hand-rail crosses the stream. + +The region of St. George's Fields, as is very well known, has a +reputation which, in fact, is well deserved. The fact that it is covered +with shallow ponds, some of which are little better than mere laystalls, +causes it to be frequented on Sundays and on summer evenings by the rude +and barbarous people who come here to hunt ducks with dogs--a horrid +sport: some of them even throw cats into the water and set their dogs at +them. The same people come here for prize fights, but they say that the +combatants have an understanding beforehand how long the fight is to +last: some come for quarter-staff practice: some come for hockey or for +football. Outside the Fields there are many taverns and places of +entertainment: on the Fields there is at least one, the notorious Dog +and Duck. Every evening except in winter these places are full of people +who come to dance and drink and sing. Every kind of wickedness is openly +practised here: if a man would gamble, here are the companions for him +and here are rooms where he can play: if he would meet women as deboshed +as himself here they may be found. + +It is unfortunate for Southwark and its environs that everything seems +to have conspired to give it a bad name. First of all, it was formerly +outside the jurisdiction of the City, so that all the villains and +criminals of the City got across the water and found refuge here. Next, +the government of the place was not single, but divided by the manors, +so that a rogue might pass from one manor into another and so escape: +thirdly, the Sanctuary of Southwark tolerated after the Reformation at +St. Mary Overies, grew to accommodate as great a number as that in +Westminster where they only lately pulled down the gray old Tower which +looked like a donjon keep rather than the walls enclosing two chapels. I +know not whether there was such a tower at Montagu Close, but within my +recollection no officer of the law dared to arrest any sanctuary man in +Mint Street--their latest refuge: nor did any person with property to +lose venture into that street. For first his hat would be snatched off: +then his wig: then his silk handkerchief: then he would be hustled, +thrown, and kicked: when he was permitted to get up it was without +watch, chain, buckles, shoes, lace cravat, ruffles. Fortunate if he was +allowed to escape with no more injury. The presence of these villains +was alone enough to give the place a bad name. But there was more. +Prisons there must be, but in Southwark there were too many. The King's +Bench Prison: the Marshal-sea: the Borough Compter: the Clink: the White +Lyon. So many prisons in a place so thinly populated produced a +saddening effect. And, besides, there are those who live in the Rules, +which are themselves a kind of prison but without walls. In another +part, along the Embankment, the Show Folk used to live: those who act: +those who write plays and songs: those who dance and tumble: mimes, +musicians, buffoons: and those who live by the bear-baiting, +badger-baiting, bull-baiting, and cock-throwing, which are the favourite +sports of Southwark. + +These considerations are quite sufficient to account for the evil +reputation which clings to the Borough. They do not, however, prevent it +from being a place of great resort for those who come up from Kent and +Surrey on business, and they do not for obvious reasons prevent the +place from being inhabited by the prisoners of the Rules. + +When I arrived, Tom Shirley was playing on the harpsichord, his head in +a white nightcap, his wig hanging on a nail. As he played, not looking +at notes or keys, his face was turned upwards and his eyes were rapt. As +one watched him his face changed in expression with the various emotions +of the music: no man, certainly, was more moved by music than Tom +Shirley. No man, also, could more certainly bring out the very soul of +the music, the inner thought of the composer. He played as if he loved +playing, which indeed he did whether it was a country dance, or a minuet +or an oratorio or a Roman Catholic Mass. It was a fine face, delicate in +outline; full of expression: the face of a musician: it lacked the +firmness which belongs to one who fights: he was no gladiator in the +arena: a face full of sweetness. Everyone loved Tom Shirley. As for age, +he was then about five-and-twenty. + +I stood at the open door and looked in, listening, for at such moments +he heard nothing. There was another door opposite leading to the +kitchen, where his wife was engaged in some domestic work. Presently, +she lifted her head and saw me. 'Father,' she cried. 'Here is Will!' + +He heard that: brought his fingers down with a splendid chord and sprang +to his feet. 'Will? In the morning? What is the meaning--why this box?' + +'I have come away, Tom. I have left the counting-house for good.' + +'What? You have deserted the money bags? You have run away for the sake +of music?' + +'My father has turned me out.' + +'And you have chosen music. Good--good--what could you have done better? +Wife, hear this. Will has run away. He will play the fiddle in the +orchestra rather than become an Alderman and Lord Mayor.' + +'I want to live as you live, Tom.' + +'If you can, boy, you shall.' Now it was the humour of Tom to speak of +his own cottage and his manner of life as if both were stately and +sumptuous. 'Very few,' he added proudly, 'can live as we live.' He +looked proudly round. The room was about ten feet square: low, painted +drab, without ornament, without curtains: there were a few shelves: a +cupboard: a small table: two brass candlesticks, a brass pair of +snuffers: four rush-bottomed chairs, and nothing more. + +Tom was dressed in an old brown coat with patches on the elbows, the +wrists frayed and the buttons gone. To be sure he had a finer coat for +the orchestra. His stockings were of worsted, darned in many places: a +woollen wrapper was round his neck. Everything proclaimed poverty: of +course people who are not poor do not live in the Rules. 'Few,' he +repeated, 'are privileged to live as I live.' I have never known whether +this was a craze or his humour to pretend that he fared sumptuously: was +lodged like a prince: and received the wages of an ambassador. Perhaps +it was mere habit; a way of presenting his own life to himself by +exaggeration and pretence which he had somehow grown to believe. + +'You ask, Will, a thing difficult of achievement.' + +'But gradually--little by little. One would never expect it all at +once.' + +'Ay, there we talk sense. But first, why hath Sir Peter behaved with +this (apparent) harshness? I would not judge him hastily. Therefore I +say, apparent.' + +'Because he found out at last--my cousin Matthew told him--that I came +here to play the fiddle. So he gave me the choice--either to give up the +counting-house or to give up the music. And I gave up the +counting-house, Tom. I don't care what happens so that I get out of the +counting-house.' + +'Good--lad--good.' + +'And I drubbed my cousin--I paid him with his own stick. And here I am.' + +He took my hand, his honest face beaming with satisfaction. At that +moment, his sister Alice came back from making some purchases in the +Borough High Street. 'Alice my dear,' he said, 'Will has been turned out +of house and home by his father--sent out into the streets without a +penny.' + +Alice burst into tears. + +When I think of Alice at that moment, my heart swells, my eyes grow +humid. She was then fifteen, an age when the child and the woman meet, +and one knows not whether to expect the one or the other. When Alice +burst into tears it was the child who wept: she had always loved me with +a childish unconsciousness: she was only beginning to understand that I +was not her brother. + +You know how sweet a flower will sometimes spring up in the most +unlovely spot. Well: in this place, close to the Dog and Duck, with +prodigals and rakes and painted Jezebels always before her eyes, this +child grew up sweet and tender and white as the snow. I have never known +any girl upon whom the continual sight--not to be concealed--of gross +vice produced so little effect: it was as if the eyes of her soul +involuntarily closed to the meaning of such things. Such sweetness, such +purity, was stamped upon her face then as afterwards. Never, surely, was +there a face that showed so plain and clear to read that the thoughts +behind it were not earthly or common. + +'It is the soul of music that possesses her,' said her brother once. +'She has imbibed that soul day by day. Will, 'tis a saintly child. +Sometimes I fear that she may be carried away like Elijah.' + +Well, when I saw those tears, I was seized with a kind of joyful +compassion and, so to speak, happy shame, to think that those tears were +for me. I drew her gently and kissed her. + +'Why, nothing better could have happened to him. Thou little simpleton,' +said her brother. Warming up with his subject, he became eloquent. 'He +shall do much better--far better--than if he had stayed in the +counting-house. He shall not be weighed down with a load of riches: he +shall have to work in order to live--believe me, Will, Art must be +forced by necessity: where there is no necessity there is no Art: when +riches creep in, Art becomes a toy. Because he must work, therefore he +will be stimulated to do great things. He shall never set his mind upon +growing rich: he shall remain poor.' + +'Not too poor,' said his wife gently. Indeed her poor shabby dress +showed what she meant. + +'Peace, woman. He shall be poor, I say. Happy lad! He shall be poor. He +shall never have money in a stocking, and he shall never want any. He +shall live like the sparrows, from day to day, fed by the bounty of the +Lord.' + +'Who loveth the Dog and Duck,' said his wife. + +The husband frowned. 'To sum up, Will, thy lot shall be the happiest +that the world can give. What?' He lifted his hand and his eyes grew +brighter. 'For the musician the curse of labour is remitted: for him +there is no longing after riches: for him there is no flattery of great +men: for him there is no meanness; for him there are no base arts: for +him there is no wriggling: for him there are no back stairs: for him +there is no patron.--In a word, Will, the musician is the only free man +in the world.' + +'In the Rules, you mean, my dear.' This was his wife's correction. + +'Will,' said Alice, 'shall you really become like Tom?' + +'Truly, Alice, if I can.' + +'Wife,' said Tom. 'Will shall stay with us. He can sleep in the garret. +We must find a mattress somewhere.' + +'Nay, but I must pay my footing. See, Tom. I have five guineas.' I +showed this mine of wealth. He took one and gave it to his wife. + +'Aha!' he laughed. 'Buy him a mattress and a blanket, wife. And this +evening we will have a bowl of punch. Will, we shall fare like Kings and +like the Great ones of the Earth.' + + + + +CHAPTER III + +A WAY TO LIVE + + +I think that Tom Shirley was the most good-natured man in the whole +world: the most ready to do anything he could for anybody: always +cheerful: always happy: partly, I suppose, because he looked at +everything through spectacles of imagination. He joined, however, to his +passion for music another which belonged to a lower world: namely, for +punch. Yet he was not an intemperate man: he showed neither purple +cheeks, nor a double chin, nor a swollen neck, nor a rubicund nose--all +of which were common sights on Change and in the streets of London. The +reason why he displayed no signs of drink was that he could seldom +gratify his passion for punch by reason of his poverty, and that in +eating, which, I believe, also contributes its share to the puffing out +of the neck and the painting of the nose, such as may be seen on Change, +he was always as moderate, although he thought every meal a feast, as +became his slender means. + +I do not know how he got into the King's Bench, but the thing is so easy +that one marvels that so many are able to keep out. They put him in and +kept him there for a time, when he was enabled to obtain the privilege +of the Rules. He was, as he boasted, always rich, because he thought he +was rich. His wife took from him, every week, the whole of his wages, +otherwise he would have given them away. + +At one o'clock Alice laid the cloth and we had dinner. Tom lifted the +knife and fork and held it over the cold boiled beef as if fearing to +mar that delicate dish by a false or clumsy cut. 'Is there anything,' he +said, 'more delicious to the palate than cold boiled beef? It must be +cut delicately and with judgment--with judgment, Will.' He proceeded to +exercise judgment. There was a cabbage on the table. 'This delicacy,' he +said, 'is actually grown for us--for us--in the gardens of Lambeth +Marsh. Remark the crispness of it: there is a solid heart for you: there +is colour: there is flavour.' All this was, I remember, the grossest +flattery. 'Oat cake,' he said, breaking a piece. 'Some, I believe, +prefer wheaten bread. They do wrong. Viands must not be judged by their +cost but by their fitness to others on the table, and by the season. +Remember, Will, that with cold boiled beef, oat cake is your only +eating.' He poured out some beer into a glass and held it up to the +light. 'Watch the sparkles: hear the humming: strong October this'--it +was the most common small beer--'have a care, Will, have a care.' And so +on, turning the simple meal into a banquet. + +His wife and sister received these extravagances without a smile. They +were used to them. The latter, at least, believed that they were the +simple truth. The poor girl was innocently proud of her humble home, +this cottage on St. George's Fields, within the Rules. + +After dinner, we talked. As the subject was Music Tom was somewhat +carried away; yet there was method in his madness. + +'I said, lad, that there would be no Art if there were no necessity. +'Tis Poverty alone makes men became musicians and painters and poets. +Where can you find a rich man who was ever a great artist? I am no +scholar, but I have asked scholars this question, and they agree with me +that riches destroy Art. Hardly may Dives become even a Connoisseur. He +may become a general or a statesman: we do not take all from him: we +leave him something--but not the best--that we keep for ourselves--we +keep Art for ourselves. As for a rich merchant becoming a musician or a +painter--it is impossible: one laughs at the very thought.' + +'Well, that danger is gone, Tom, so far as I am concerned.' + +'Ay. The reason I take it, is that Art demands the whole man--not a bit +of him--the whole man--all his soul, all his mind, all his thoughts, all +his strength. You must give all that to music, Will.' + +'I ask nothing better.' + +'Another reason is that Art raises a man's thoughts to a higher level +than is wanted for Trade. It is impossible for a man's mind to soar or +to sink according as he thinks of art or trade. You will remember, Will, +for your comfort, that your mind is raised above the City.' + +'I will remember.' + +'Well, then, let us think about what is best to be done.' + +He pondered a little. Then he smiled. + +'Put pride in pocket, Will. Now what would you like?' + +'To write great music.' + +'A worthy ambition. It has been my own. It is not for me to say whether +my songs, which are nightly sung at the Dog and Duck, are great music or +not. Posterity may judge. Lad, it is one thing to love music--and +another thing to compose it. The latter is given to few: the former to +many. It may be that it is thy gift. But I know not. Meantime, we must +live.' + +'I will do anything.' + +'Again--put pride in pocket. Now there is a riverside tavern at +Bermondsey. It is a place for sailors and their Dolls. A rough and +coarse place it is, at best. They want a fiddler from six o'clock till +ten every night, and later on Saturdays.' + +I heard with a shiver. To play in a sailors' tavern! It was my father's +prophecy. + +'Everybody must begin, Will. What? A sailors' tavern is no place for the +son of a City merchant, is it? But that is gone. Thou art now nobody's +son--a child of the gutter--the world is thine oyster--free of all +ties--with neither brother nor cousin to say thee nay. Lucky dog! What? +We must make a beginning--I say--in the gutter.' + +His eyes twinkled and smiled, and I perceived without being told that he +meant to try my courage. So, with a rueful countenance and a foolish +sense of shame, I consented to sit in the corner of a sanded room in a +common riverside tavern and to make music for common sailors and their +sweethearts. + +'Why,' said Tom, 'that is well. And now, my lad, remember. There are no +better judges of a fiddle than sailors. They love their music as they +love their lobscouse, hot and strong and plenty. Give it elbow, Will. +They are not for fine fingering or for cunning strokes and effects--they +like the tune to come out full and sweet. They will be thy masters. As +for dancing, they like the time to be marked as well as the tune. Find +out how they like to take it. There is one time for a hornpipe and +another for a jig. As for pay----' + +I will not complete the sentence. For such as myself there must be a Day +of Small Things. But one need not confess how very small these things +have been. + +Thus it was that I found an Asylum--a City of Refuge--in the Rules of +the King's Bench, when I was turned out by my own people. And in this +way I became that despised and contemptible object, a Common Fiddler. I +played, not without glory, every night, to a company as low as could be +found. At least, I thought so at the time. Later on, it is true, I found +a lower company still. And I dare say there are assemblies of men and +women even lower. My fellows, at least, were honest, and their +companions were, at least, what the men had made them. + +We settled the business that very afternoon, walking over to Bermondsey. +The landlord said I was very young, but if I could fiddle he did not +mind that, only it must be remembered in the pay. So I was engaged to +begin the next day. In the evening I went with Tom to the Dog and Duck +where he played first fiddle in the Orchestra, and sat in the +musicians' gallery. About this place more anon. At twelve o'clock the +music ceased and I walked home with Tom. I remember, it was then a fine +clear night in September: the wind blew chill across the marshes: it had +come up with the flow of the river: the moon was riding high: a strange +elation possessed my soul: for my independence was beginning: four +guineas in my pocket: and a place with so many shillings a week to live +upon: nothing to do but to work at music: and to live with the +best-hearted man in the whole world. + +We got home. Alice had gone to bed. Tom's wife was sitting up for us, +the bowl of punch was ready for us, not too big a bowl, because Tom's +weakness where punch was concerned was well known. He drank my success +in one glass: my future operas and oratorios in the second: my joyful +independence in the third: and my happy release in the fourth. That +finished the bowl and we went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +LOVE AND MUSIC + + +You need not be told how I lived for the next three or four years. I +took what came. Pride remained in pocket. I fiddled a wedding-party to +church and home again. I fiddled the Company of Fellowship Porters +through the streets when they held their yearly feast. I fiddled for +sailors; I fiddled at beanfeasts; I fiddled for Free Masons; I fiddled +in taverns; I fiddled here and there and everywhere, quite unconcerned, +even though I was playing in the gallery of a City company's hall, and +actually saw my cousin sitting in state among the guests at the feast +below, and knew that he saw me and rejoiced at the sight, in his +ignorance of the consolations of music. + +Nothing in those days came amiss to me. One who makes music for his +livelihood has no cause to be ashamed of playing for anyone. It does not +seem an occupation such as one would choose, to spend the evening in a +chair, stuck in a corner out of the way, in a stinking room, for rough +fellows to dance hornpipes: the work does not lift up the soul to the +level which Tom Shirley claimed for the musician. But this was only the +pot-boiling work. I had the mornings to myself, when I could practise +and attempt composition. Besides, at eighteen, the present, if one +belongs to a calling which has a career, is of very little importance: +the real life lies before: the boy lives for the future. I was going, in +those days, to be a great composer like Handel. I was going to write +oratorios such as his: majestic, where majesty was wanted: tender, where +love and pity must be depicted: devout, where piety was called for. I +would write, besides, in my ambition, such things as were written by +Purcell and Arne: anthems for the church: songs and madrigals and rounds +and catches such as those with which my patron Tom Shirley delighted his +world. + +The profession of music is one which can only be followed by those who +have the gift of music. That is the definition of any Art: it can only +be followed by those who have the gift of that Art. In any other calling +a man may serve after a fashion, who hath not been called thereto. Many +men, for example, are divines who have neither learning nor eloquence +nor--the Lord help them!--religion. Many lawyers have no love for the +law. Many merchants hate the counting-house. But in music no one can +serve at all unless he is a musician born. He who, without the gift, +would try to enter the profession breaks down at the outset, seeing that +he cannot even learn to play an instrument with feeling, ease, or +judgment. Nay, there are distinct ranks of music, to each of which one +is raised by Nature, as much as by study. Thus, you have at the bottom, +the rank and file, namely, those who can play a single instrument: next, +those who can compose and make simple music for songs, in which all that +is wanted is a tuneful and spirited air with an ordinary accompaniment: +next those who understand harmony and can make music of a higher +character, such as anthems, part-songs, and so forth. Lastly, you have +the composer in whose brains lies the knowledge of every instrument in +the orchestra. He is the King of musicians: from him come the noble +oratorios which delight our age and lift our souls to Heaven: from him +come the masses which are sung--I have the scores of several--in +Cathedrals of Roman Catholic countries. It is not for an Englishman to +admire aught that belongs to Rome: but we must at least concede to the +Roman Catholic the possession of noble music. + +This, then, was my ambition. For four years I continued to live with my +friend Tom Shirley. I held no communication with my father or any of my +own people. None of them made any attempt at reconciliation. I believe +they were honestly ashamed of me. The new friends I made were good and +faithful: musical people have ever kindly hearts, and are loyal to each +other: they do not backbite: there is no room for envy where one man +plays the fiddle and another the cornet: we are all a company of +brothers. + +The time came when it was no longer necessary for me to play at taverns +for the sailors: when I was no longer compelled to attend weddings. I +obtained, one after the other, two posts, neither of which was a very +great thing, but both together made it possible for me to live in some +comfort. The first was that of organist at St. George's in the Borough. +I had to attend the service and to play the organ twice on Sunday: the +week day services and the Gift Lectures were conducted without any +singing. The Church contains, I believe, the most fashionable +congregation of South London, and therefore the most critical. I do not +think, however, that, while I sat in the organ-loft, they had any reason +to complain either of music or of choir. There sat with me in the +organ-loft, Alice, who possessed a sweet, clear, and strong voice: her +brother Tom, who brought into the choir an excellent tenor: Mr. Ramage, +one of my father's clerks, who lodged behind the Marshal-sea, gave us a +bass of indifferent quality, though he was now past fifty. Half a dozen +boys and girls from the Charity School, of no great account for voices, +made up our choir. I believe it was better than the average, and I think +that people came on Sunday morning on purpose to hear the organ and the +singing. + +Mr. Ramage, or Ramage, as he was called in the Counting-house, where no +title is allowed to any below the rank of partner or partner's son, kept +me acquainted with events in College Street and on the wharf. My father, +it was understood, never mentioned my name: the business of the Firm was +never more flourishing: Mr. Matthew was constantly called in for +consultations. 'And oh! Master Will,' my old friend always concluded, +'be reconciled. What is it--to give up playing the organ at Church? +Why--it is nothing. Someone else will play while you sit in state in +your red velvet pew below. Give way to your father. He is a hard man, +but he is just.' + +It also appeared from Mr. Ramage's information that it was perfectly +well known by the clerks and by Mr. Matthew, who doubtless told my +father, the ways by which I had been making a living: I had been seen by +one marching ahead of a sailor's wedding-party: by another fiddling in +the Bermondsey Tavern: by a third in the Gallery of a City Company Hall. +The Counting-house down to the messengers was humiliated: there was but +one feeling among the clerks: I had brought disgrace upon the House. + +'They are sorry, Master Will, for your father's sake. It is hard for +him: so proud a man--with so much to be proud of--a quarter of a +million, some say. Think how hard it is for him.' + +'It is harder for me Ramage,' I replied, 'to be driven to fiddle for +sailors, when all I ask is to be allowed to follow music in peace. +However, tell the clerks that I am sorry to have disgraced them.' + +Disgraced the clerks! What did I say? Why, theirs is the lowest kind of +work that the world can find for men. They were disgraced because their +Master's son played the fiddle for a living. But I could not afford to +consider their opinions. + +Ramage knew nothing about my other place, or his entreaties would have +been more fervent. I had but one answer, however. I could not give up +the only work that I cared for, even to be reconciled to my father. Why, +I was born for music. Shall a man fly in the face of Providence, and +scorn the gifts with which he is endowed? + +My other place was none other than second fiddle, Tom Shirley being the +first fiddle, of the _Dog and Duck_. + +I have mentioned the Pleasure Gardens south of the River. There are, as +Londoners know very well, a great many such gardens, all alike in most +respects. That is to say, there is in every one of them an avenue or +walk, lined by trees which at night are festooned by thousands of lights +in coloured glass lamps hanging from tree to tree. There is also in most +a piece of water with swans or ducks upon it, and all round it arbours +where the company take tea or punch or wine. There is a tavern where +drink may be had: suppers are served in the evening: there is a floor +for dancing in the open air with a place for the band; and there is a +Long Room with an organ at one end where the company promenade and +listen, and where on hot nights the band and the singers perform. In +many gardens there is also a bowling-green: there is sometimes a +swimming bath, and in most there is a chalybeate spring the water of +which is warranted to cure anything, but especially rheumatism, gout, +and the King's evil. + +Every one of these gardens employs an orchestra, and engages the +services of singers. The number of musicians employed is therefore +considerable. There are certainly in the south of London alone more than +a dozen Gardens large enough to have a band. Beside the _Dog and Duck_, +there are the _Temple of Flora_: the Lambeth Wells: the Cumberland +Gardens: Vauxhall Gardens: Bermondsey Spa: St. Helena Gardens: Finch's +Grotto: Cupid's Gardens: Restoration Spring Gardens--is not that twelve? +And there are more. So that it is not difficult for a young man who can +play any instrument tolerably to get a place in the orchestra of some +Garden. + +One would not choose such a position if Fortune gave one a choice. At +the Dog and Duck there are visitors to whose pleasure we should be +ashamed of ministering: people whose proper place is the House of +Correction or Bridewell: they are allowed to attend these gardens with +friends who should also be denied entrance: they make the company noisy +and disorderly. We gave them music that was a great deal better than +they deserved: it was thrown away upon the majority: we gave them songs +that were innocent and tender--Tom Shirley wrote and composed them +himself: we also had to give them other songs more suited to their gross +and grovelling tastes. + +It was part of Tom's humour to speak of the audience at the Dog and Duck +as the most polite, fashionable, and aristocratic assembly in the world. +He declared that their taste in music was excellent: their attention +that of a connoisseur: and their appreciation of his own songs all that +he could desire. I asked him once how he reconciled these things with +their delight in the comic songs which were also provided for them. 'The +aristocracy,' he said, 'must from time to time, unbend: they must from +time to time, laugh: they laugh and they unbend when we give them a song +to which in their more polite moments they would refuse to listen.' I +knew very well that the company was chiefly composed of deboshed +profligates: prentices who daily robbed their masters in order to come +to the gardens: young gentlemen from the country; prodigal sons from the +Temple and Lincoln's Inn; and tradesmen who were dissipating their +capital. If good music was played they talked and laughed: at the +singing of good songs they walked about or left the open platform for +the dark lanes of the garden. 'You are lucky, Will,' said Tom. 'To play +for such an audience brings good luck, with name and fame and riches.' + +It brought me fifteen shillings a week. And as for name and fame I never +heard of either. + +I did not propose to write my own history, but that of a woman to whom +you have already seen me conversing. Yet my own history must be +understood before hers can be related. You have been told how for my +obstinate adherence to music I was turned out of my father's house: how +I found a refuge: how I earned my livelihood by playing the fiddle. Now, +before I come to the events which connected my fortunes with those of +the lady whom I call my mistress--and that with my wife's consent--I +must tell one or two events which befell me. The first of them was my +courtship and my marriage. In the courtship there was no obstacle: the +course of true love ran smoothly: in my marriage there were no regrets: +no discords: always a full deep current of affection on both sides. A +simple, plain story, in which nothing happened, so far: would to Heaven +that nothing had happened, afterwards. + +When a young man and girl live under the same roof: when they share the +same interests: when they have the same affections--Alice herself could +not love her brother more than I did: when the home is happy in spite of +poverty and its restrictions: when the hearts of the two go out to each +other spontaneously, then the time must come when they will resolve upon +becoming brother and sister or declared and open lovers. + +When I think of this time, this truly happy time, I sometimes feel as if +we were too hurried over it. I sat beside Alice every morning at +breakfast and at dinner: I played to her: I composed songs for her: I +even wrote verses for the music--I have some of them still, and really, +though I do not pretend to be a poet, there are things in them which I +admire. Poets always speak of the warblers in the grove: so did I. +Love, which rhymes to grove, always burns and flames--did so in my +verses. As to the rhymes, I abolished the first and third, which was a +great relief. Without the necessity of rhyming one could easily become a +poet. + +I say that the situation being so pleasant and so happy, I might have +prolonged it: but there comes a time when a man must take the last step. +The uncertainty is sweet. Can she love me? Will she perhaps say nay? Yet +the pleasing pain, the charming smart, the raptured flames--I quote from +my own verses which were really like many that I have seen used in +songs--become in time too much: one must perforce go on to secure the +happiness beyond. + +In the morning, when the weather was fine, we would walk abroad among +the fields and gardens that lie stretched out behind the river bank: +some of them are pretty gardens, each with its hedge and bushes filled +with flowers in the summer: garden houses stand about here and there: +windmills vary the landskip: the lanes are shaded by trees: at the end +of one is a great stone barn, formerly part of King Richard's Palace, of +which not another stone is left. Beside the river are Lambeth Palace and +Lambeth Church with a few fishermen's cottages. Over this rural place we +strayed at our will, now among the lanes; picking wild flowers; +recalling scraps of songs; listening to the skylark, while the fresh +breeze coming up the river with the tide fanned Alice's cheek and +heightened the soft colour which was one of her charms. Sometimes we +left the fields and walked along the high Embankment watching the laden +barges slowly going up or down and the sailing tilt-boats bound for +Richmond: or the fishermen in mid-stream with their nets: or the +wherries plying with their fares and the swans: admiring, in a word, the +life and animation of the river at Westminster and above it. Chiefly, +however, Alice loved the fields, where in the morning we were always +alone save for a gardener here and there at work. Since the life that +she saw around her was such as she saw--made up of debtors' prisons, +noisy duck-hunters, prize-fighters and drunken profligates, what wonder +if she loved to linger where she was apart from the vileness of men and +women? To meditate: to muse: to sing all alone, for my companionship +counted nothing: was her greatest joy. So it has continued: even now she +loves to wander alone beneath the trees--they are other trees under +another sky--and lift up her voice to Heaven, which answers by giving +her thoughts, always new and always holy. + +It was in the middle of May, the poet's month, when we were thus roaming +in the fields. Alice carried a handful of hawthorn. She sang as she +went. Dear Heart! how she sang! Yet I know not what. It was Prayer: it +was Praise: it was Adoration: it was Worship: I know not what she sang. +The larks were dumb because they could not sing with her. + +It was the time of which I have spoken--the time of uncertainty. Never +had Alice looked so heavenly sweet: she carried her hat by the strings: +her hair fell about her shoulders--fair, soft hair, like silk, with a +touch of gold in it: her eyes gazed upwards when the light clouds flew +across the blue, as if they were things of this world trying to turn her +eyes and thoughts away from the things of Heaven. I could endure the +doubt no longer. I laid my arm about her waist: the song was troubled: +her eyes dropped. 'Oh!' she said. 'What wilt thou?' I drew her closer. +The song broke off. I kissed her head, her brow, her lips. We said +nothing. She sang no more. But the larks began their hymns of joy: the +clouds passed: the sun came out in splendour: the hedges seemed all to +burst together into blossom. + +Thus it was--so easily--so sweetly--did we pass into the condition of +lovers. Yet we had been lovers all the time. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +WEDDING BELLS AND THE BOOK OF THE PLAY + + +We were married without delay. Why should we wait? I should be no richer +for waiting and time would be passing. We were married, therefore. It +was impossible from time to time we should not be reminded of the lowly +station in which we lived. When one of my cousins was married, what +preparations! what feasts arranged and provided! What troops of guests! +What a noble company in the Church! What crowds afterwards--the street +filled with beggars come for the broken victuals: the butchers with +their din unmusical of marrow-bones and cleavers: the band of music +playing outside: the acclamation of the crowd when the bride was brought +back from church: the rooms full of guests all with wedding favours: the +loving-cup passing from hand to hand: the kissing of the bridesmaids: +the merriment and coquetry over the bride-cake and the wedding-ring! All +this I remembered and it made me sad for a moment. Not for long, for +beside me stood a bride sweeter far than was any cousin of mine: and I +was a musician; and I was independent. + +We walked over the Fields to St. George's Church and were there married +at ten o'clock in the morning. Tom gave away his sister: Alice had no +bridesmaids: I had no groomsmen: there was no crowd of witnesses: there +was no loving-cup. We were married in an empty church, and after +marriage we walked home again to Tom's cottage. + +He sat down and played a wedding march, of his own composition, made for +the occasion. 'There!' he said, 'that is better than a wedding +feast--yet there shall be a wedding feast and of the best.' + +It was served at noon: there was a duck pie: a pair of soles: a cowslip +tart--a very dainty dish: and fried sweetbreads. After dinner there was +a bottle of port. + +'Will,' said my brother-in-law, taking the last glass in the bottle, +'who would be one of those unhappy creatures who cannot be married +without crowds and noise and a great company? Here are we, contented +with ourselves: we have been married: we have had a royal banquet--your +sweetbreads, wife, were a morsel for a king. You are contented, Will?' + +'Quite.' For I was holding Alice by the hand. + +'You never regret the flesh-pots?' + +'Never--I have forgotten them.' This was not quite true, but it passed. + +'I have sometimes thought'--he looked from me to Alice and from Alice to +me again--'that there might have been regrets.' + +'There can be none, now.' + +'Good. Hands upon it, brother. We shall miss Alice, shall we not, wife? +But she will not be far off. So.' A tear stood in his eye while he +kissed his sister. 'Now,' he said, 'enough of sentiment. The day is +before us. I have got a man to take my place to-night and another to +take yours. On such an occasion, Will, we must not spare and grudge. We +will see the sights of London and then--then--none of your Pleasure +Gardens--we will--but I have a surprise for you.' + +We sallied forth. Never was a wedding-day kept in so strange a fashion. +We took oars at the Falcon Stairs to the Tower. Now Alice had spent all +her life in or about the Rules of the King's Bench, but she had never +seen London City or the Sights of London. To her everything was new. We +showed her the Tower and the wild beasts and the arms and armour and the +Royal Crown and Sceptre. After the Tower, we walked along Thames Street +where are the Custom House and Billingsgate Market and the Steelyard and +the Monument. We climbed up the Monument for the sake of the view: it +was a clear day, and we could discern in the distance Lambeth Palace and +the Church and perhaps even, one was not sure, the cottage which we had +taken on the Bank. After this we went to see the Guildhall and the +famous Giants: then the Bank of England and the Royal Exchange: we +looked at the shops in Cheapside: they are the richest shops in the +world, but the mercers and haberdashers do not put out in the window +their costly stuffs to tempt the shoplifter. 'You must imagine, Alice,' +I told her, 'the treasures that lie within: some time if we ever become +rich you shall come here and buy to your heart's content.' Then we +entered St. Paul's, that solemn and magnificent pile: here we heard part +of the afternoon service, the boys in their white surplices singing like +angels, so that the tears rolled down my girl's face--they were tears of +praise and prayer, not of repentance. From St. Paul's we walked up the +narrow street called the Old Bailey and saw the outside of Newgate. Now +had we known what things we were to do and to suffer in that awful +place, I think we should have prayed for death. But Heaven mercifully +withholds the future. + +[Illustration: "WE TOOK OARS AT THE FALCON STAIRS TO THE TOWER."] + +It was then about five o'clock. We went to a coffee-house and took some +coffee and ratafia. The animation of the place; the brisk conversation; +the running about of the boys: the fragrant odour of the coffee: pleased +us. There were coffee-houses in the High Street, but they lacked the +vivacity of this on Ludgate Hill, where Templars, Doctors of Divinity, +and the mercers and goldsmiths of Ludgate Hill and Fleet Street were +assembled together to talk and drink the fragrant beverage which has +done so much to soften the manners of the better sort. + +'And now,' said Tom, 'for my surprise.' + +He called a coach and we drove not knowing whither; he was taking us to +Drury Lane. + +We were to celebrate our wedding-day by going to the Play. + +For my own part I had never--for reasons which you will understand--been +allowed to go to the Play. To sober-minded merchants the Play was a +thing abhorrent: a hot-bed of temptation: the amusements of Prodigals +and Profligates. Therefore I had never seen the Play. Nor had Alice or +her sister-in-law, while Tom, who had once played in the orchestra, had +never seen the Play since his debts carried him off to the King's Bench. + +We found good places in the Boxes: the House was not yet half full and +the candles were not all lighted: many of the seats were occupied by +footmen waiting for their mistresses to take them: in the Pit the +gentlemen, who seemed to know each other, were standing about in little +knots conversing with the utmost gravity. One would have thought that +affairs of state were being discussed: on the contrary, we were assured, +they were arguing as to the merits or the blemishes of the piece, now in +its third night. + +Presently the musicians came in and the cheerful sound of tuning up +began: then the House began to fill up rapidly; and the orange girls +made their way about the Pit with their baskets, and walked about the +back of the boxes calling out their 'fine Chaney orange--fine Chaney +orange.' Why do I note these familiar things? Because they were not +familiar to me: because they are always connected in my mind with what +followed. + +The play was 'The Country Girl.' The story is about an innocent Country +Girl, an heiress, who knows nothing of London, or of the world. Her +guardian wants to marry her himself for the sake of her money, though he +is fifty and she is twenty: as he cannot do so without certain papers +being drawn up, he makes her believe that they are married by breaking a +sixpence, and brings her to London with him. How she deceives him, +pretends this and that, makes appointments and writes love-letters under +his very nose, wrings his consent to a subterfuge and marries the man +she loves--these things compose the whole play. + +The first Act, I confess, touched me little. The young fellow, the +lover, talks about the girl he loves: her guardian is introduced: there +is no action: and there were no women. I felt no interest in the talk of +the men: there was an old rake and a young rake; the soured and gloomy +guardian, and the lover. They did not belong to my world, either of the +City or of St. George's Fields. + +But in the second Act the Country Girl herself appeared and with her as +a foil and for companion the town woman. Now the Country Girl, Peggy by +name, instantly, on her very first appearance, ravished all hearts. For +she was so lovely, with her light hair hardly dressed at all, hanging in +curls over her neck and shoulders, her bright eyes, her quick movements, +that no one could resist her. She brought with her on the stage the air +of the country; one seemed to breathe the perfumes of roses and +jessamine. And she was so curious and so ignorant and so innocent. She +had been taken, the evening before, to the Play: she found the actors +'the goodliest, properest men': she liked them 'hugeously': she wants to +go out and see the streets and the people. Her curmudgeon of a guardian +comes in and treats her with the barbarity of a natural bad temper +irritated by jealousy. There was a charming scene in which the Country +Girl is dressed as a boy so that she may walk in the Park without being +recognised by her lover--but she is recognised and is kissed by the very +man whom her guardian dreads. There is another in which she is made to +write a letter forbidding her lover ever to see her again: this is +dictated by the guardian: when he goes to fetch sealing-wax she writes +another exactly the opposite and substitutes it. Now all this was done +with so much apparent artlessness and so much real feminine cunning that +the play was charming whenever the Country Girl was on the stage. + +It was over too soon. + +'Oh!' cried Alice. 'She is an angel, sure. How fortunate was the +exchange of letters! And how lucky that he was made, without knowing it, +to grant his consent. I hope that her lover will treat her well. She +will be a fond wife, Will, do you not think?' + +And so she went on as if the play was real and the Country Girl came +really from the country and the thing really happened. The name of the +actress, I saw on the Play Bill, was Miss Jenny Wilmot. I am not +surprised looking back on that evening. The wit and sparkle of her +words seemed, by the way she spoke them, invented by herself on the +spot. She held the House in a spell: when she left the stage the place +became instantly dull and stupid: when she returned the stage became +once more bright. + +We went back by water: it was a fine evening: a thousand stars were +gleaming in the sky and in the water: we were all silent, as happens +when people have passed a day of emotions. At my brother-in-law's +cottage we made a supper out of the remains of the dinner, and after +supper Alice and I went away to the house we had taken at Lambeth, +beside the church. And so our wedded life began. + +There was another incident connected with my wedding which turned out to +be the innocent cause of a great deal that happened afterwards. + +Among my former friends in the City was a certain Mr. David Camlet who +had a shop in Bucklersbury for the sale of musical instruments. He +allowed me the run of the place and to try different instruments; it was +he who first taught me to play the harpsicord and suffered me to +practise in his back parlour overlooking the little churchyard of St. +Pancras. The good old man would also converse with me--say, rather, +instruct me in the history of composers and their works. Of the latter +he had a fine collection. In brief he was a musician born and, as we +say, to the finger tips; a bachelor who wanted no wife or mistress; one +who lived a simple happy life among his instruments and with his music. +Whether he was rich or not, I do not know. + +He knew the difficulties which surrounded me: I used to tell him all: my +father's prejudice against music: my own dislike of figures and +accounts: my refuge in the highest garret when I wished to +practice--only at such times when my father was out of the house: my +beloved teacher in the King's Bench Rules: he encouraged me and warned +me: he took the most kindly interest in my position, counselling always +obedience and submission even if by so doing I was forbidden to practise +at all for a time: offering his own parlour as a place of retreat where +I could without fear of discovery practise as much as I pleased. + +When I was turned out of the house, I made haste to inform him what had +happened. He lifted up his hands in consternation. 'What?' he cried. +'You, the only son of Sir Peter Halliday, Knight, Alderman, ex-Lord +Mayor, the greatest merchant in the City: the heir to a plum--what do I +say? Three or four plums at the least: the future partner of so great a +business: the future owner of a fleet, and the finest and best appointed +fleet on the seas--and you throw all this away----' + +'But,' I said, 'I will be nothing but a musician.' + +'Thou shalt be a musician, lad. Wait--thou shalt have music for a hobby. +It is good and useful to be a patron of music: to encourage musicians.' + +'But I would be a musician by profession.' + +'It is a poor profession, Will. Believe me, it is a beggarly profession. +If you think of making money by it--give up that hope.' + +That day I had ringing in my ears certain glowing words of Tom Shirley +upon the profession and I laughed. + +'What do I care about poverty, if I can only be a musician? Mr. Camlet, +you have been so kind to me always, do not dissuade me. I have chosen my +path,' I added with the grandeur that belongs to ignorance, 'and I abide +by my lot.' + +He sighed. 'Nay, lad, I will not dissuade thee. Poverty is easy to face, +when one is young: it is hard to bear when one is old.' + +'Then we shall be friends still, and I may come to see you sometimes +when I am a great composer.' + +He took my hand. 'Will,' he said, with humid eyes, 'Music is a +capricious goddess. It is not her most pious votary whom she most often +rewards. Be a musician if she permits. If not, be a player only. Many +are called but few are chosen. Of great composers, there are but one or +two in a generation. 'Tis an eager heart, and an eager face. The Lord be +good to thee, Will Halliday!' + +From time to time I visited this kind old man, telling him all that I +did and hiding nothing. At the thought of my playing at the riverside +tavern for the sailors to dance he laughed till the tears ran down his +cheeks. 'Why,' he said, 'it was but yesterday that I looked in at +Change, because it does one good sometimes to gaze upon those who, like +the pillars of St. Paul's bear up and sustain this great edifice of +London. Among the merchants, Will, I saw thy respected father. Truly +there was so much dignity upon his brow: so much authority in his walk: +so much mastery in his voice: so much consideration in his reception: +that I marvelled how a stripling like thyself should dare to rebel. And +to think that his son plays the fiddle in a sanded tavern for ragged +Jack tars to dance with their Polls and Molls. I cannot choose but +laugh. Pray Heaven, he never learn!' + +But he did learn. My good cousin kept himself informed of my doings +somehow, and was careful to let my father know. + +'Sir Peter looks well,' Mr. Camlet went on. 'He is perhaps stouter than +is good for him: his cheeks are red, but that is common: and his neck is +swollen more than I should like my own to be. Yet he walks sturdily and +will wear yet, no doubt many a long year. London is a healthy place.' + +Presently I was able to tell him that I was about to be married, being +in a position which seemed to promise a sufficiency. He wished me hearty +congratulations, and begged to know the happy day and the place of our +abode. + +On the morning after our wedding, before we had had time to look around +us in our three-roomed cottage--it was designed for one of the Thames +fisherman: hardly had I found time to talk over the disposition of the +furniture, I perceived, from the casement window, marching valiantly +down the lane from St. George's Fields, my old friend Mr. David Camlet. +The day was warm and he carried his wig and hat in one hand, mopping his +head with a handkerchief. + +'He comes to visit us, my dear,' I said. 'It is Mr. Camlet. What is he +bringing with him?' + +For beside him a man dragged a hand-cart in which lay something large +and square, covered with matting. + +'He is the maker of musical instruments,' I explained. 'Alice, what +if--in the cart----' + +'Oh, Will--if it were----' + +Know that my great desire was to possess a harpsichord, which for +purposes of composition is almost a necessity. But such an instrument +was altogether beyond my hopes. I might as well have yearned for an +organ. + +He stopped where the houses began and looked about him. He made straight +for our door which was open and knocked gently with his knuckles. + +Alice went out to meet him. By this time he had put on his wig and stood +with his hat under his arm. + +'The newly married lady of my young friend, Master Will Halliday?' he +asked. 'I knew it. In such a matter I am never wrong. Virtue, Madam, +sits on thy brow, Love upon thy lips. Permit an old man--yet a friend of +thy worthy husband'--so saying he kissed her with great ceremony. Then +at length, the room being rather dark after the bright sunshine, he +perceived me, and shaking hands wished me every kind of happiness. + +'I am old,' he said, 'and it is too late for me to become acquainted +with Love. Yet I am assured that if two people truly love one another, +to the bearing of each other's burdens: to working for each other: then +may life be stripped of half its terrors. I say nothing of the blessing +of children, the support and prop of old age. My children, love each +other always,' Alice took my hand. 'For better for worse; in poverty and +in riches: love each other always.' + +I drew my girl closer and kissed her. The old man coughed huskily. 'Twas +a tender heart, even at seventy. + +Alice gave him a chair: she also brought out the wedding cake (which she +made herself--a better cake was never made) and she opened the bottle of +cherry brandy we had laid in for occasions. He took a glass of the +cordial to the health of the bride, and ate a piece of bride cake to our +good luck. + +'This fellow ought to be fortunate,' he said, nodding at me. 'He has +given up all for the sake of music. He ought to be rewarded. He might +have been the richest merchant on Change. But he preferred to be a +musician, and to begin at the lowest part of the ladder. It is wonderful +devotion.' + +'Sir, I have never regretted my decision.' + +'That is still more wonderful. No--no--I am wrong'--he laughed--'quite +wrong. If you were to regret it, now, you would be the most +thankless dog in the world. Aha! The recompense begins--in full +measure--overflowing--with such a bride.' + +'Oh! Sir,' murmured Alice blushing. + +He took a second glass of cherry brandy and began a speech of some +length of which I only remember the conclusion. + +'Wherefore, my friends, since life is short, resolve to enjoy all that +it has to give--together: and to suffer all that it has to +inflict--together. There is much to enjoy that is lawful and innocent. +The Lord is mindful of His own--Love is lawful, and innocent: there is +abiding comfort in love: trust in each other raises the soul of him who +trusts and of him who is trusted: sweet music is lawful and innocent: if +there is ever any doubt: if there is any trouble: if any fail in love: +if the world becomes like a threatening sea: you shall find in music new +strength and comfort. But why do I speak of the solace of music to Will +Halliday and the sister of Tom Shirley? Therefore, I say no more.' + +He stopped and rose. Alice poured out another glass of cherry brandy for +him. + +'I nearly forgot what I came for. Such is the effect of contemplating +happiness. Will, I have thought for a long time that you wanted a +harpsichord.' + +'Sir, it has been ever beyond my dreams.' + +'Then I am glad--because I can now supply that want. I have brought with +me, dear lad--and dear blooming bride, as good an instrument as I have +in my shop: no better in all the world.' He went out and called his man. +We lifted the instrument--it was most beautiful not only in touch but +also with its rosewood case. We set it up and I tried it. + +'Oh!' Alice caught his hand and kissed it. 'Now Will is happy indeed. +How can we thank you sufficiently?' + +'Play upon it,' he said. 'Play daily upon it: play the finest music only +upon it. So shall your souls be raised--even to the gates of Heaven.' + +Once more he drew my wife towards him and kissed her on the forehead. +Then he seized my hand and shook it and before I had time or could find +words to speak or to thank him, he was gone, marching down the hot lane +with the firm step of thirty, instead of seventy. + +A noble gift, dictated by the most friendly feeling. Yet it led to the +first misfortune of my life--one that might well have proved a +misfortune impossible to be overcome. + +Then began our wedded life. For two years we continued to live in that +little cottage. There our first child was born, a lovely boy. Every +evening I repaired to the Dog and Duck, and took my place in the +orchestra. Familiarity makes one callous: I had long since ceased to +regard the character of the company. They might be, as Tom pretended, +the most aristocratic assembly in the world: they might be the reverse. +The coloured lamps in the garden pleased me no more: nor did the sight +of those who danced or the pulling of corks and the singing of songs +after supper in the bowers: the ladies were no longer beautiful in my +eyes: I enquired not about the entertainment except for my own part: I +never looked at the fireworks. All these things to one who has to attend +night after night becomes part of the work and not of the entertainment +and amusement of life. + +The musician is a being apart. He takes no part in the conduct of State +or City: he is not a philosopher: or a theologian: he is not a preacher +or teacher: he writes nothing either for instruction or for amusement: +in the pleasures of mankind he assists but having no share or part in +them. His place is in the gallery: they cannot do without him: he cannot +live without them: but he is a creature apart. + +My mornings were my own. Sometimes I walked with Alice on the terrace of +Lambeth Palace: or went down into the Marsh and walked about the +meadows: we made no friends except among the humble fishermen to whose +wives Alice taught cleanliness. Sometimes, after the child came, I would +leave Alice for the morning and walk into the City. Perhaps I had a hope +that I might meet my father. I never did, however. I looked for him on +Change: I walked in Great College Street: but I never met him. I knew +beforehand that my reception would be of the coldest--but I wanted to +see him and to speak with him. I went down to Billingsgate Stairs and +took boat and was rowed about the ships in the Pool. There I recognised +our own ships: they might have been my own, but would never be mine, +now. All these things I had thrown away--ships, wharf, trade, fortune. +It made me proud to think so. Yet I would have spoken to my father had I +met him. + +Once I met Matthew in the street and passed him touching shoulders. He +looked me full in the face with the pretence of not knowing me. I +commanded my temper and let him go without expostulation which would +have led to a second fight, for which I had no desire. + +On two other occasions I saw him though he did not see me. The first was +on a certain afternoon in October when it grows dark about five. I was +strolling down Garlickhithe near Queenhithe. As I passed the Church of +St. James's which stands a little back with steps I saw two figures +conversing: one was a man whom I knew at once for my cousin by his +shoulders and by the shape of his head. The other was a woman with a +veil over her face. I knew the man next by his voice. Our Matthew had +such a voice--oily and yet harsh. 'If you loved me,' he said, 'you +would do this simple thing.' + +'I will never do it,' she declared, passionately. 'You have deceived +me.' + +I would not be an eavesdropper, and I passed on. Matthew, therefore, had +'deceived'--the word may mean many things--a woman. Matthew, of all men! +However, it was no concern of mine. + +A third time I saw him--or heard him, because I did not see him. It was +in one of those taverns where small square pews are provided with high +walls so that one cannot be heard. I sat in one with Tom Shirley, taking +a pint of wine. All round were the voices of people carrying on business +in whispers and in murmurs. Suddenly I distinguished the voice of +Matthew. + +'The security is good,' he said. 'There is no finer security in the +City. I want the money.' + +'You can have some to-morrow night.' I was destined to hear a great deal +more of that grating voice. 'And the rest next week, if I can get the +papers signed. It is a confidential business, I suppose. + +'Nothing is to be said. Our House does not like to borrow money, but the +occasion is pressing.' + +'Let us go,' I said to Tom. 'We shall learn presently all Matthew's +secrets.' + +'Matthew? Your cousin Matthew?' + +'He is in one of the boxes. I have heard his voice. Come, Tom.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +A CITY FUNERAL + + +Thus we lived--humble folk if you please--far from the world of wealth +or of fashion. + +This happiness was too great to last. We were to be stricken down, yet +not unto death. + +The troubles began with the death of my father. + +One morning, when he ought to have been at his desk, my old friend +Ramage came to see me. + +'Master Will,' he said, the tears running down his cheeks, 'Master +Will--'tis now too late. You will never be reconciled now.' + +'What has happened?' I asked. But his troubled face told me. + +'My master fell down in a fit last night, coming home from the Company's +feast. They carried him home and put him to bed. But in the night he +died.' + +In such a case as mine one always hopes vaguely for reconciliation, so +long as there is life: without taking any steps, one thinks that a +reconciliation will come of its own accord. I now believe that if I had +gone to my father and put the case plainly: my manifest vocation: my +incapacity for business; if I had asked his permission to continue in +the musical profession: if I had, further, humbled myself so far as to +admit that I deserved at his hands nothing less than to be cut off +without a shilling: he might have given way. It is a terrible thing to +know that your father has died with bitterness in his heart against his +only son. Or, I might have sent Alice, with the child. Surely the sight +of that sweet girl, the sight of the helpless child, would have moved +him. I reproached myself, in a word, when it was too late. + +'Sir,' said the clerk, 'I do not believe that Mr. Matthew, or his +father, will send you word of this event, or of the funeral.' + +'They do not know where I live.' + +'Excuse me, Sir, Mr. Matthew knows where you live and everything that +you have done since you left your home. Believe me, Mr. Will, you have +no greater enemy than your cousin. He has constantly inflamed your +father's mind against you. It was he who told my master that you were +playing for sailors at a common tavern with a red blind and a sanded +floor. He told him that you were playing in the orchestra at the Dog and +Duck for all the 'prentices and the demireps of town: he told him that +you had married--a----' + +'Stop, Ramage, lest I do my cousin a mischief. How do you know all +this?' + +'I listen,' he replied. 'From my desk, I can hear plainly what is said +in the counting-house. I listen. I can do no good. But sometimes it is +well to know what goes on.' + +'It may be useful--but to listen--well--Ramage, is there more to tell?' + +'This. They do not intend to invite you to the funeral. Mr. Matthew will +assume the place of the heir, and his father will be chief mourner.' + +'Oh! Do you tell me, old friend, when it is to take place, and I will be +there.' + +So he promised, though it was worth his situation if he were found out +to have held any intercourse with me. In the end it proved useful to +have a friend in the enemy's camp. At the time, I laughed at danger. +What had I to fear from Matthew's enmity? + +The manner of my father's death is common among Merchants of the City of +London. Their very success makes them liable to it: the City customs +favour feasting and the drinking of wine: the richer sort ride in a +coach when they should be walking for health: it is seldom, indeed, that +one may meet a citizen of Quality walking in the fields of which there +are so many and of such a wholesome air round London, whether we go East +to the fields of Mile End and Bow: or North where, not to speak of +Moorfields, there are the fields this side of Islington: or on the West +where are the fields of Westminster and Chelsea: or South where the +whole country is a verdant meadow with orchards. I say that among the +crowds who flock out on a summer evening to take the air (and other +refreshments) in these fields, one may look in vain for the substantial +merchant. He takes the air lolling in his coach: he feasts every day, +drinking quantities of rich and strong wine such as Port or Lisbon: he +stays too much indoors: the counting-house is too often but a step from +the parlour. + +The consequence is natural: at thirty-five the successful merchant +begins to swell and to expand: his figure becomes arched or rounded: +perhaps his nose grows red: at forty-five his circumference is great: +his neck is swollen; his cheek is red: perhaps his nose has become what +is called a Bottle. Soon after fifty, he is seized with an apoplexy. It +is whispered on Change that such an one fell down stepping out of his +Company's Hall, after a Feast, into the road: that he never recovered +consciousness: and that he is dead. The age of fifty, I take it, is the +grand Climacteric of the London Merchant. + +On the day of the funeral, then, I presented myself, with Alice, +properly habited, to take my place as chief Mourner. The house, within, +was all hung with black cloth. The hall and the stairs were thus +covered: it was evening at eight o'clock: candles placed in sconces +feebly lit up the place: at the door and on the stairs stood the +undertaker's men, mutes, bearing black staves with black plumes: within, +the undertaker himself was busy serving out black cloaks, tying the +weepers on the hats, distributing the gloves and the rosemary, and +getting ready the torches. + +Upstairs, the room in which my father's body lay had been prepared for +the ceremony. All the furniture--bed, chairs, everything--had been taken +out: there was nothing at all in the room but the coffin on trestles: +the wainscotted walls had been hung with black velvet, which looked +indeed funereal as it absorbed the light of fifty or sixty wax tapers +and reflected none. The tapers stood in silver sconces on the walls: +they showed up the coffin, the lid of which, not yet screwed down, was +laid so as to expose the white face of the deceased, grave, set, serious +and full of dignity. I remembered how it looked, fiery and passionate, +when my father drove me from his presence. The candles also lit up the +faces of the mourners: in the midst of so much blackness their faces +were white and deathlike. On the breast of the dead man lay branches of +rosemary: on the lid of the coffin were branches of rosemary, of which +every person present carried a sprig. On the lid of the coffin was also +a large and capacious silver cup with two handles. + +Only one thing relieved the blackness of the walls. It was a hatchment +with the family shield. Everyone would believe, so splendid is this coat +of arms, that our family must rank among the noblest in the land. But +the time has passed when the City Fathers were closely connected by +blood with the gentry and the aristocracy of the country: of our family +one could only point to the shield: where we came from, I know not: nor +how we obtained so fine a shield: nor to what station of life my +ancestors originally belonged. Family pride, however, is a harmless +superstition: not one of us, I am sure, would surrender that coat of +arms, or acknowledge that we were anything but a very ancient and +honourable House. + +When I entered the house, accompanied by Alice, I found the hall and the +steps, and even the street itself, which is but narrow, crowded with the +humbler class of mourners. There was a whisper of surprise, and more +than one honest hand furtively grasped mine. Well: there would be few +such hands to welcome Matthew. + +I did not need to be told where the coffin lay. I led my wife up the +stairs and so into my father's room, which was the best bedroom, on the +first floor. I found the various members of the family already +assembled, my Uncle Paul as I expected, with Matthew, usurping my place +at the head of the coffin. My cousins, of whom there were +five-and-twenty at least, including my Uncle Paul's wife and two +daughters, showed signs of profound astonishment at the sight of the +banished son. The Alderman, for his part, held up his hands in +amazement, and looked up to Heaven as if to protest against this +assertion of filial rights. The girls, who were as amiable as their +brother Matthew, stared with more rudeness than one would expect even +from a Wappineer, at Alice. They knew not, perhaps, that I had taken a +wife: to a natural curiosity on such a subject they affected a contempt +which they took no pains to disguise. + +There was a man standing behind my cousin whom I knew not: nor did I +understand by what right he stood among us at all: a tall thin figure +somewhat bowed with years: a lean and wrinkled face: his appearance +filled me with distrust at the outset--let no one deny that first +thoughts are best thoughts. He stooped and whispered something to my +cousin--whose face seemed to show trouble of some kind, but not grief. +Matthew started, and looked at me with astonishment. + +I stepped forward, drawing Alice with me. 'Uncle Paul,' I said, 'I take +my place as my father's chief mourner.' + +My cousin glared at me, as if threatening to dispute the point, but he +gave way and retired to my left hand. Thus, Alice beside me, my Uncle +Paul at my right, and Matthew at my left, I waited the arrival of the +funeral guests. + +Meantime, the ladies moaned and wailed. Outside, the women-servants on +the stairs lifted up their lamentation. The crying of the women at a +funeral hath in it little reality of grief: yet it penetrates to the +soul of those who hear it. As each new guest arrived, the wail was +raised anew: the louder in proportion to the rank of the arrival, in so +much that when the Lord Mayor himself walked up the stairs the lament +became a shriek. + +The undertaker whispered in my ear that all were present. + +I looked about me. 'Twas not in human nature to avoid a sense of honour +and glory in looking upon so honourable a company. They proclaimed by +their presence the respect with which they regarded my father. Here, +beside our cousins, were the Lord Mayor and Aldermen, the Sheriffs, the +Town Clerk, the Recorder, the Common Sergeant, the Remembrancer, the +Dean of St. Paul's, the Master and Wardens of his Company and many of +the greatest merchants on Change. They were there to do honour to my +father's memory, and I was there to receive them, as my father's son, +despite the respect in which I had failed. + +It was not a time, however, for regrets. + +I lifted the great cup, I say, and looked around. The wailing ceased. +All eyes were turned to me as I drank from the cup--it was hypocras, a +drink much loved at City feasts. Then I handed it to Alice, who drank +and gave it back to me. Then to my uncle the Alderman, after whom it +went round. Down below, in the hall, there was the solemn drinking of +wine. We drank thus to the memory of the dead: in old times, I am +assured, the mourners drank to the repose of the soul just gone out of +the body. For memory or for repose, it is an old custom which one would +not willingly neglect. + +After the ceremony the ladies began once more their wailing and +groaning. They make too much of this custom. It is not in reason that +girls like my cousins Amelia and Sophia should be so torn and lacerated +by grief as their wails betokened. Indeed, I saw them after the funeral +talking and laughing as they went away. + +We then descended the stairs and waited below while the men went up to +finish their work and to shut out the face of the dead man for ever from +the world. + +They brought out the coffin. The housekeeper with one last wail of +grief--one hopes there was some sincerity in it--locked the door of the +death chamber: she locked it noisily, so that all might hear: she turned +the handle loudly so that all might be sure that the door was shut: she +had before put out the wax candles: out of respect for the late occupant +the room would not be opened or used again for years: it would remain as +it was with the black velvet hangings and the silver sconces. This is +one of the privileges accorded to wealth--an empty honour, but one that +is envied by those who cannot afford to spare a room. What can the dead +man know or feel or care while the black velvet grows brown and shabby, +and the silver sconces become yellow, and the sunbeams through the +shutters slowly steal round the room, and except for the dancing of the +motes in the sunlight there is no motion or sound or touch of life or +light in the solitude and silence of the chamber? It is giving Death to +Death--not the Life for which we pray, for which we hope and trust. + +The pall was of velvet with a gold fringe and gold embroidery. I knew it +for the parish pall bequeathed by some pious person for the use of +parishioners. When all was ready the undertaker marshalled the +procession. First marched two conductors with staves and plumes: then +followed six men in long black coats, two and two; then one bearing the +Standard, with black plumes: then, eighteen men in long black cloaks as +before, all being servants to the Deceased: then the Minister of the +Parish: after him an officer of Arms carrying a knight's sword and +target, helm and crest: with him another officer of Arms carrying the +shield, both in their tabards or embroidered coats: then the Body, the +pall being borne by six Merchants between men carrying the Shields of +the City: of the Company: and of Bridewell, Christ's Hospital, St. +Bartholomew's and St. Thomas's, of which the Deceased was a Governor. +Then I followed as chief mourner with my wife: after me the Alderman my +uncle and his lady. Then came Matthew. With him should have walked one +of his sisters: but there stepped out of the crowd a woman in black +holding a handkerchief to her face. Who she was I knew not. After them +came the rest of the cousins. Then followed the Lord Mayor and the City +Fathers; and, lastly, the clerks, porters, stevedores, bargemen, and +others in the service of the House. In our hands we carried, as we went, +lighted torches: a considerable number of people came out to see the +funeral: they lined the street which by the flames of the torches was +lit up as if by daylight. The faces at the windows: the crowds in the +street: the length of the procession filled my soul with pride, though +well I knew that I was but a castaway from the affections of the dead +man whom these people honoured. + +The procession had not far to go: the parish church, that of St. Michael +Paternoster Royal, is but a short distance down the street: it is the +church in which Whittington was buried, his tomb and his ashes being +destroyed in the Great Fire a hundred years ago. The Church, like the +house, was hung with black and lit by wax candles and our torches. The +Rector read the service with a solemnity which, I believe, affected all +hearts. After the reading of that part which belongs to the Church we +carried the body to the churchyard at the back--a very small churchyard: +there we lowered the coffin into the grave--I observed that the mould +seemed to consist entirely of skulls and bones--and when dust was given +to dust and ashes to ashes, we dashed our torches upon the ground and +extinguished the flames. Then in darkness we separated and went each his +own way. I observed that the lady who walked with Matthew left him when +the ceremony was over. The weeping of the women ceased and the whispers +of the men: everybody talked aloud and cheerfully. No more mourning for +my father: pity and regret were buried in the grave with him: they +became the dust and ashes which were strewed upon the coffin. He had +gone hence to be no more seen: to be no more wept over. But, as you +shall shortly hear, the dead man still retained in his hands the power +of doing good or evil. + +Matthew spoke to me as we left the Churchyard. + +'Cousin,' he said, with more civility than I expected, 'if you can come +to the counting-house to-morrow morning you will learn your father's +testamentary dispositions. The will is to be opened and read at ten +o'clock.' + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE READING OF THE WILL + + +'We will make him sell his Reversionary interest'--the voice was +curiously harsh and grating--'and you will then be able to take the +whole.' + +You know how, sometimes, one hears things in a mysterious way which one +could not hear under ordinary circumstances. I was standing in the outer +counting-house in the room assigned to the accountants. In the inner +counting-house, I knew, my cousin was sitting. Without being told any +thing more, I guessed that the voice belonged to the tall lean man who +was present at the funeral, and that he was addressing Matthew, and +that he was talking about me. And, without any reason, I assumed a +mental attitude of caution. They were going to make me sell something, +were they? + +When I was called into the room I found that I was so far right, +inasmuch as the only two persons in the room were my cousin and the lean +man who by his black dress I perceived to be an attorney. + +Now, I daresay that there are attorneys in the City of London whose +lives are as holy as that of any Bishop or Divine. At the same time it +is a matter of common notoriety that the City contains a swarm of +vermin--if I may speak plainly--who are versed in every kind of +chicanery: who know how to catch hold of every possible objection: and +who spend the whole of their creeping lives in wresting, twisting, and +turning the letter of the law to their own advantage, under the pretense +of advantage to their clients. These are the attorneys who suggest and +encourage disputes and lawsuits between persons who would otherwise +remain friends: there are those who keep cases running on for years, +eating up the estates: when they fasten upon a man, it is the spider +fastening on a big fat fly: they never leave him until they land him in +a debtor's prison, naked and destitute. I have observed that a course of +life, such as that indicated above, presently stamps the face with a +look which cannot be mistaken: the eyes draw together: the mouth grows +straight and hard: the lips become thin: the nose insensibly, even if it +be originally a snub, becomes like the beak of a crow--the creature +which devours the offal in the street: the cheeks are no longer flesh +and skin, but wrinkled parchment: the aspect of the man becomes, in a +word, such as that of the man who sat at the table, a bundle of papers +before him. + +I knew, I say, that Mr. Probus--which was his name--was an attorney at +the outset. His black coat: his wig: his general aspect: left no doubt +upon my mind. And from the outset I disliked and distrusted the man. + +The last time I had entered this room was to make my choice between my +father and my music. The memory of the dignified figure in the great +chair behind the table: his voice of austerity: his expectation of +immediate obedience made my eyes dim for a moment. Not for long, because +one would not show any tenderness before Matthew. + +With some merchants the counting-house is furnished with no more than +what is wanted: in this wharf it was a substantial house of brick in +which certain persons slept every night for the better security of the +strong-room in the cellars below. The principal room, that which had +been my father's, had two windows looking out upon the river: the room +was carpeted: family portraits hung upon the walls: the furniture was +solid mahogany: no one who worked in such a room could be anything but a +substantial merchant. + +My cousin looked up and sulkily pointed to a chair. + +At this time Matthew Halliday presented the appearance of a responsible +City Merchant. His dress was sober yet of the best: nobody had whiter +ruffles at his wrist or at his shirt-front: nobody wore a neck-cloth of +more costly lace: his gold buttons, gold buckles, and gold laced hat +proclaimed him an independent person: he carried a large gold watch and +a gold snuff-box: he wore a large signet-ring on his right thumb, his +face was grave beyond his years: this morning it presented an appearance +which in lesser men is called sulky. I knew the look well, from old +experience. It meant that something had gone wrong. All my life long I +had experienced at the hands of this cousin an animosity which I can +only explain by supposing a resentment against one who stood between +himself and a rich man's estate. As a boy--I was four or five years +younger than himself--he would take from me, and destroy, things I +cherished: he invented lies and brought false accusations against me; he +teased, pinched, bullied me when no one was looking. When I grew big +enough I fought him. At first I got beaten: but I went on growing and +presently I beat him. Then, if he attempted any more false accusations +he knew that he would have to fight me again; a consideration which made +him virtuous. + +'Cousin,' he said coldly, 'this gentleman is Mr. Probus, the new +attorney of the House. Mr. Littleton, his late attorney, is dead. Mr. +Probus will henceforth conduct our affairs.' + +'Unworthily,' said Mr. Probus. + +'That is my concern,' Matthew replied with great dignity. 'I hope I know +how to choose and to appoint my agents.' + +'Sir'--Mr. Probus turned to me--'it has ever been the business of my +life to study the good of my fellow man. My motto is one taken from an +ancient source--you will allow one of the learned profession to have +some tincture of Latin. The words are--ahem!--_Integer vitæ scelerisque +Probus_. That is to say: Probus--Probus, Attorney-at-Law; _vitæ_, lived; +_integer_, respected; _scelerisque_, and trusted. Such, Sir, should your +affairs ever require the nice conduct of one who is both guide and +friend to his clients, you will ever find me. Now, Mr. Matthew, Sir, my +honoured patron, I await your commands.' + +'We are waiting, cousin,' said Matthew, 'for my father. As soon as he +arrives Mr. Probus will read the Will. The contents are known to me--in +general terms--such was the confidence reposed in me by my honoured +uncle--in general terms. I believe you will find that any expectations +you may have formed--' + +'Pardon me, Sir,' interrupted the attorney. 'Not before the reading of +the Will--' + +'Will be frustrated. That is all I intended to say. Of course there may +be a trifle. Indeed I hope there may prove to be some trifling legacy. + +'Perhaps a shilling. Ha, ha!' The attorney looked more forbidding when +he became mirthful than when he was serious. + +Then some of my cousins arrived and sat down. We waited a few minutes in +silence, until the arrival of my uncle the Alderman with his wife and +daughters. + +The ladies stared at me without any kind of salutation. The Alderman +shook his head. + +'Nephew,' he said, 'I am sorry to see you here. I fear you will go away +with a sorrowful heart--' + +'I am sorrowful already, because my father was not reconciled to me. I +shall not be any the more sorrowful to find that I have nothing. It is +what I expect. Now, sir, you may read my father's will as soon as you +please.' + +In spite of my brave words I confess that, for Alice's sake, I did hope +that something would be left me. + +Then all took chairs and sat down with a cough of expectation. There was +no more wailing from the ladies. + +Mr. Probus took up from the table a parchment tied with red tape and +sealed. He solemnly opened it. + +'This,' he said, 'is the last will and testament of Peter Halliday, +Knight, and Alderman, late Lord Mayor, Citizen and Lorimer.' + +My uncle interposed. 'One moment, sir.' Then he turned to me. +'Repentance, nephew, though too late to change a parent's testamentary +dispositions, may be quickened by the consequences of a parent's +resentment. It may therefore be the means of leading to the +forgiveness--ahem--and the remission--ahem--of more painful +consequences--ahem--at the hands of Providence.' + +I inclined my head. 'Now, sir, once more.' + +'This will was made four years ago when the late Mr. Littleton was the +deceased gentleman's attorney. It was opened three months ago in order +to add a trifling codicil, which was entrusted to my care. I will now +read the will.' + +There is no such cumbrous and verbose document in the world as the will +of a wealthy man. It was read by Mr. Probus in a harsh voice without +stops in a sing-song, monotonous delivery, which composed the senses and +made one feel as if all the words in the Dictionary were being read +aloud. + +At last he finished. + +'Perhaps,' I said, 'someone will tell me in plain English what it +means?' + +'Plain English, Sir? Let me tell you,' Mr. Probus replied, 'that there +is no plainer English in the world than that employed by lawyers.' + +I turned to my uncle. 'Will you, Sir, have the goodness to explain to +me?' + +'I cannot recite the whole. As for the main points--Mr. Probus will +correct me if I am wrong--my lamented brother leaves bequests to found +an almshouse for eight poor men and eight poor widows, to bear his name; +he also founds at his Parish Church an annual Lecture, to bear his name: +he establishes a New Year's dole, to bear his name, of coals and bread, +for twenty widows of the Parish. He has founded a school, for twelve +poor boys, to bear his name. He has ordered his executors to effect the +release of thirty poor prisoners for debt, in his name. Is there more, +Mr. Probus?' + +'He also founds a scholarship for a poor and deserving lad, to assist +him at Cambridge. The same scholarship to bear his name and to be in the +gift of his Company.' + +'What does he say about me?' + +'I am coming to that,' Mr. Probus replied. 'He devises many bequests to +his nephews and nieces, his cousins and his personal friends, with +mourning rings to all: there are, I believe, two hundred thus honoured: +two hundred--I think, Mr. Paul, that it is a long time since the City +lost one so rich and so richly provided with friends.' + +'But what does he say about me?' I insisted. + +'Patience. He then devises the whole of his remaining estate: all his +houses, investments, shares, stocks: all his furniture and plate: to his +nephew Matthew.' + +'I expected it. And nothing said about me at all.' + +'It is estimated that the remainder, after deducting the monies already +disposed of, will not amount to more than £100,000, because there is a +reservation----' + +'Oh!' + +'It is provided that the sum of £100,000 be set aside: that it be placed +in the hands of trustees whom he names--the Master of his Company and +the Clerk of the Company. This money is to accumulate at compound +interest until one of two events shall happen--either the death of his +son, in which case Mr. Matthew will have it all: or the death of Mr. +Matthew, in which case the son is to have it all. In other words, this +vast sum of money with accumulations will go to the survivor of the +two.' + +I received this intelligence in silence. At first I could not understand +what it meant. + +'I think, Sir,' Mr. Probus addressed the Alderman, 'we have now set +forth the terms of this most important document in plain language. We +ought perhaps to warn Mr. William against building any hopes upon the +very slender chance of succeeding to this money. We have here'--he +indicated Matthew--'health, strength, an abstemious life: on the other +hand we have'--he indicated me--'what we see.' + +I laughed. At all events I was a more healthy subject, to look at, than +my cousin, who this morning looked yellow instead of pale. + +'The span of life,' the attorney went on, 'accorded to my justly +esteemed client, will probably be that usually assigned to those who +honour their parents--say eighty, or even ninety. You, sir, will +probably be cut off at forty. I believe that it is the common lot in +your class. Above all things, do not build upon the chances of this +reversion.' + +Suddenly the words I had heard came back to me. What were they? 'We +will make him sell his reversion.' 'Sell his reversion.' Then the +reversion must not be sold. + +Mr. Probus went on too long. You may destroy the effect of your words by +too much repetition. + +'A shadowy chance,' he said, 'a shadowy chance.' + +'I don't know. Why should not my cousin die before me? Besides, it means +that my father in cutting me off would leave a door for restitution.' + +'Only an imaginary door, sir--not a real door.' + +'A very real door. I shall live as long as I can. My cousin will do as +he pleases. Mr. Probus, the "shadowy chance," as you call it, is a +chance that is worth a large sum of money if I would sell my reversion.' +Mr. Probus started and looked suspicious. 'But I shall not sell it. I +shall wait. Matthew might die to-morrow--to-day, even--' + +'Fie, Sir--oh, fie!--to desire the death of your cousin! This indeed +betokens a bad heart--a bad heart. How dreadful is the passion of envy! +How soul-destroying is the thirst for gold!' + +I rose. I knew the worst. + +'Do not,' Mr. Probus went on, 'give, I entreat you, one thought to the +thing. Before your cousin's life lies stretched what I may call a +charming landskip with daisies in the grass, and--and--the pretty +warblers of the grove. It is a life, I see very plainly, full of +goodness, which is Heavenly Wealth, stored up for future use; and of +success on Change, which is worldly wealth. Happy is the City which owns +the possessor of both!' + +The moralist ceased and began to tie up his papers. When his strident +voice dropped, the air became musical again, so to speak. However, the +harsh voice suited the sham piety. + +'Cousin Matthew,' I rose, since there was nothing to keep me longer. +'Could I remember, in your seven-and-twenty years of life, one single +generous act or one single worthy sentiment, then I could believe this +fustian about the length of days and the Heavenly Wealth. Live as long +as you can. I desire never to see you again, and never to hear from you +again. Go your own way, and leave me to go mine.' + +The whole company rose: they parted right and left to let me pass: as +the saying is, they gave me the cold shoulder with a wonderful +unanimity. There was a common consent among them that the man who had +become a fiddler had disgraced the family. As for Matthew, he made no +reply even with looks. He did not, however, present the appearance of +joy at this great accession to wealth. Something was on his mind that +troubled him. + +My uncle the Alderman spoke for the family. + +'Nephew,' he said, 'believe me, it is with great sorrow that we see thee +thus cast out: yet we cannot but believe the acts of my brother to be +righteous. I rejoice not that my son has taken thine inheritance. I +lament that thou hast justly been deprived. The will cuts thee off from +the family.' He looked round. A murmur of approval greeted him. A +disinherited son who is also a fiddler by profession cannot be said to +belong to a respectable City family. 'We wish thee well--in thy lower +sphere--among thy humble companions. Farewell.' I passed through them +all with as much dignity as I could assume. 'Alas!' I heard him saying +as I stepped out. 'Alas! that cousins should so differ from each other +in grain--in grain!' + +[Illustration: "I PASSED THROUGH THEM ALL."] + +His daughters, my dear cousins, turned up their noses, coughed and +flattened themselves against the wall so that I should not touch so much +as a hoop--and I saw these affectionate creatures no more, until--many +things had happened. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE TEMPTATION + + +One morning, about six weeks after the funeral, I was sitting at the +harpsichord, picking out an anthem of my own composition. The theme was +one of thanksgiving and praise, and my heart was lifted to the level of +the words. All around was peace and tranquillity: on the river bank +outside Alice walked up and down carrying our child, now nearly a year +and a half old: the boy crowed and laughed: the mother would have been +singing, but she would not disturb me at work. Can mortal man desire +greater happiness than to have the work of his own choice; the wife who +is to him the only woman in the world: a strong and lovely child: and a +sufficiency earned by his own work? As for my chance of ever getting +that huge fortune by my cousin's death, I can safely aver that I never +so much as thought of it. We never spoke of it: we put it out of our +minds altogether. + +I heard steps outside: steps which disturbed me: I turned my head. It +was Mr. Probus the attorney. He stood hat in hand before Alice. + +'Mr. William's wife I believe,' he was saying. 'And his child? A lovely +boy indeed, Madam. I bring you news--nothing less in short than a +fortune--a fortune--for this lovely boy.' + +'Indeed, Sir? Are you a friend of my husband?' + +'A better friend, I warrant, Madam, than many who call him friend.' + +'He is within, Sir. Will you honour our poor cottage?' He stood in the +open door. + +'Mr. Will,' he said, 'I have your permission to enter?' + +At sight of him the whole of the anthem vanished: harmony, melody, solo, +chorus. It was as if someone was singing false: as if all were singing +false. I put down my pen. 'Sir,' I said, 'I know not if there is any +business of mine which can concern you.' + +'Dear Sir,' he tried to make his grating voice mellifluous: he tried to +smile pleasantly. 'Do not, pray, treat me as if I was an adviser of the +will by which your father deprived you of your inheritance.' + +'I do not say that you were. Nevertheless, I cannot understand what +business you have with me.' + +'I come from your cousin. You have never, I fear, regarded your cousin +with kindly feelings'--this was indeed reversing the position--'but of +that we will not speak. I come at the present moment as a messenger of +peace--a messenger of peace. There is Scripture in praise of the +messenger of peace. I forget it at the moment: but you will know it. +Your good lady will certainly know it.' Alice, who had followed him, +placed a chair for him and stood beside him. 'I bear the olive-branch +like the turtle-dove,' he continued, smiling. 'I bring you good tidings +of peace and wealth. They should go together, wealth and peace.' + +'Pray, Sir, proceed with your good tidings.' + +Alice laid her hand on my shoulder. 'Husband,' she said, 'it would be no +good tidings which would deprive us of the happiness which we now enjoy. +Think well before you agree to anything that this gentleman, or your +cousin, may offer.' So she left us, and carried the boy out again into +the fresh air. + +'Now, Sir, we are alone.' + +He looked about him curiously. 'A pretty room,' he said, 'but small. One +would take it for the cottage of a fisherman. I believe there are some +of these people in the neighbourhood. The prospect either over the river +or over the marsh is agreeable: the trees are pleasant in the summer. +The Dog and Duck, which is, I believe, easily accessible, is a cheerful +place, and the company is polite and refined, especially that of the +ladies. No one, however, would think that a son of the great Sir Peter +Halliday, ex-Lord Mayor and Alderman, West India Merchant, was living in +this humble place.' + +'Your good tidings, Sir?' + +'At the same time the position has its drawbacks. You are almost within +the Rules. And though not yourself a prisoner, you are in the company of +prisoners.' + +'Again, Sir, your good tidings?' + +'I come to them. Scelerisque Probus is my motto. Probus, attorney at +law, trusted by all. Now, Sir, you shall hear what your cousin proposes. +Listen to me for a moment. You can hardly get on, I imagine, even in so +small a way as this appears to be, under fifty pounds a year.' + +'It would be difficult.' + +'And in your profession, improperly hard and unjustly despised, it is +difficult, I believe, to make much more.' + +'It is difficult to make much more.' + +'Ha! As your cousin said: "They must be pinched--this unfortunate +couple--pinched at times."' + +'Did my cousin say that?' + +'Assuredly. He was thinking especially of your good lady, whom he +remarked at the funeral. Well, your cousin will change all that. A heart +of gold, Mr. William, all pure gold'--I coughed, doubtfully--'concealed, +I admit, by a reserved nature which often goes with our best and most +truly pious men, especially in the City of London. I do assure you, a +heart of gold.' + +He played his part badly. His cunning eyes, his harsh voice, the words +of praise so out of keeping with his appearance and manner--as if such a +man with such a face could be in sympathy with hearts of gold--struck a +note of warning. Besides, Matthew with a heart of gold? + +'Well, Sir,' I interrupted him, 'what have you come to say?' + +'In plain words, then, this. Mr. Matthew has discovered a way of serving +you. Now, my dear Sir, I pray your attention.' He leaned back and +crossed his legs. 'Your father showed a certain relenting--a disposition +to consider you as still a member of the family by that provision as to +survival which you doubtless remember.' + +'So I interpret that clause in the will.' + +'And with this view has put you in as the possible heir to the money +which is now accumulating in the hands of trustees. Mr. Matthew, now a +partner in the business, will, it is assumed, provide for his heirs out +of the business. On his death your father's fortune will come to you if +you are living. If you die first it will go to your cousin. In the +latter event there will be no question of your son getting aught.' + +'So I understand.' + +'Your cousin, therefore, argues in this way. First, he is only a year or +two older than yourself: next, he is in full possession of his health +and strength. There is nothing to prevent his living to eighty: I +believe a great-grandmother of his, not yours, lived to ninety-six. It +is very likely that he may reach as great an age. You will allow that.' + +'Perhaps.' + +'Why then, we are agreed. As for you, musicians, I am told, seldom get +past forty: they gradually waste away and--and wither like the blasted +sprig in July. Oh! you will certainly leave this world at +forty--enviable person!--would that I could have done so!--you will +exchange your fiddle for a harp--the superior instrument--and your +three-cornered hat for a crown--the external sign of promotion--long +before your cousin has been passed the Chair.' + +'All this is very likely, Mr. Probus. Yet----' + +'I am coming to my proposal. What Mr. Matthew says is this. "My cousin +is cut out of the will. It is not for me to dispute my uncle's decision. +Still, what he wants just now is ready money--a supplement--a +supplement--to what he earns."' + +'Well?' For he stopped here and looked about the room with an air of +contempt. + +'A pleasant room,' he said, going back, 'but is it the room which your +father's son should have for a lodging? Rush-bottomed chairs: no +carpet ... dear me, Mr. William, it is well to be a philosopher. +However, we shall change all that.' + +I waited for him to go on without further interruption. + +'In a word, Sir, I am the happy ambassador--privileged if ever there was +one--charged to bring about reconciliation and cousinly friendship.' +Again he overdid it. 'Your cousin sent me, in a word, to propose that +you should sell him your chances of inheritance. That is why I am here. +I say, Mr. William, that you may if you please sell him your chance of +the inheritance. He proposes to offer you £3,000 down--£3,000, I +say--the enormous sum of three--thousand--pounds--for your bare chance +of succeeding. Well, Sir? What do you say to this amazing, this +astounding piece of generosity?' + +I said nothing. Only suddenly there returned to my mind the words I had +overheard in the outer counting-house. + +'We will make him sell his reversion.' + +What connection had these words with me? There was no proof of any +connection: no proof except that jumping of the wits which wants no +proof. + +'With £3,000,' Mr. Probus continued, 'you can take a more convenient +residence of your own--here, or elsewhere: near the Dog and Duck, or +further removed: you can live where you please: with the interest, which +would amount to £150 a year at least, and what you make by your honest +labour, you will be, for one of your profession, rich. It will be a +noble inheritance for your children. Why, Sir, you are a made man!' + +He threw himself back in his chair and puffed his cheeks with the +satisfaction that naturally follows on the making of a man. + +I was tempted: I saw before me a life of comparative ease: with £150 a +year there would be little or no anxiety for the future. + +Mr. Probus perceived that I was wavering. He pulled a paper out of his +pocket--he slapped it on the table and unrolled it: he looked about for +ink and pen. + +'You agree?' he asked with an unholy joy lighting up his eyes. +'Why--there--I knew you would! I told Mr. Matthew that you would. Happy +man! Three thousand pounds! And all your own! And all for nothing! Where +is the ink? Because, Sir--I can be your witness--that cousin of yours, +I may now tell you, is stronger than any bull--sign here, then, +Sir--here--he will live for ever.' + +His eagerness, which he could not conceal, to obtain my signature +startled me. Again I remembered the words: + +'We will make him sell his reversion.' + +'Stop, Mr. Probus,' I said. 'Not so quick, if you please.' + +'Not so quick! Why, dear Sir, you have acceded. You have acceded. Where +is the ink?' + +'Not at all.' + +'If you would like better terms I might raise it another fifty pounds.' + +'Not even another fifty will persuade me.' At that moment I heard Alice +singing, + + 'The Lord my pasture shall prepare, + And lead me with a shepherd's care.' + +The Lord--not Mr. Probus. I took the words for a warning. + +'We shall not want any ink,' I said, 'nor any witness. Because I shall +not sign.' + +'Not sign? Not sign? But Mr. William--Sir--surely--have a care--such an +offer is not made every day. You will never again receive such an +offer.' + +'Hark ye, Mr. Probus. By that clause in his will my father signified his +desire, although he would punish me for giving up the City--to show that +he was not implacable and that if it be Heaven's will that I should +survive my cousin I should then receive his forgiveness and once more be +considered as one of the family. Sir, I will not, for any offer that you +may make, act against my father's wish. I am to wait, God knows I desire +not the death of my cousin--I wait: it is my father's sentence upon me. +I shall obey my father. He forgives me after a term of years--long or +short--I know not. He forgives me by that clause. I am not cursed with +my father's resentment.' + +'Oh! He talks like a madman. With £3,000 waiting for him to pick up!' + +'I repeat, Sir. In this matter I shall leave the event to Providence, in +obedience to my father's wishes. Inform my cousin, if you please, of my +resolution.' + +More he said, because he was one of those tenacious and obstinate +persons who will not take 'No,' for an answer. Besides, as I learned +afterwards, he was most deeply concerned in the success of his mission. +He passed from the stage of entreaty to that of remonstrance and finally +to that of wrath. + +'Sir,' he said, 'I perceive that you are one of those crack-brained and +conceited persons who will not allow anyone to do them good: you throw +away every chance that offers, you stand in your own light, you bring +ruin upon your family.' + +'Very well,' I said, 'very well indeed.' + +'I waste my words upon you.' + +'Why then waste more?' + +'You are unworthy of the name you bear. You are only fit for the +beggarly trade you follow. Well, Sir, when misery and starvation fall +upon you and yours, remember what you have thrown away.' + +I laughed. His cunning face became twisted with passion. + +'Sir,' he said, 'all this talk is beside the mark. There are ways. Do +not think that we are without ways and means.' Then he swore a great +round oath. 'We shall find a way, somehow, to bring you to reason.' + +'Well Mr. _Integer Vitæ scelerisque Probus_,' I said. 'If you +contemplate rascality you will have to change your motto.' + +He smoothed out his face instantly, and repressed the outward signs of +wrath. 'Mr. Will,' he said, 'forgive this burst of honest indignation. +You will do, of course, what you think fit. Sir, I wish you a return to +better sense. I think I may promise you'--he paused and clapped his +forefinger to his nose, 'I am sure that I can so far trespass on the +forbearance of your cousin as to promise that this offer shall be kept +open for three weeks. Any day within the next three weeks you shall find +at my office the paper ready for your signature. After that time the +chance will be gone--gone--gone for ever,' he threw the chance across +the river with a theatrical gesture and walked away. + +What did it mean? Why did Matthew want to buy my share? We might both +live for forty years or even more. Neither could touch that money till +the other's death. He might desire my early death in which case all +would be his. But to buy my share--it meant that if I died first he +would have paid a needless sum of money for it: and that if he died +first it would not be in his power to enjoy that wealth. I asked Ramage +on the Sunday why Matthew wanted it. He said that merchants sometimes +desire credit and that perhaps it would strengthen Matthew if it were +known that this great sum of money would be added to his estate whenever +either his cousin or he himself should die. And with this explanation I +must be content. There was another possibility but that I learned +afterwards. + +'We will make him sell his reversion.' What was the meaning of those +words? Perhaps they did not apply to me. But I was sure that they did. +Like a woman I was certain that they did: and for a woman's +reason--which is none. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE CLAIM AND THE ARREST + + +You have heard how my old friend David Camlet, musical instrument maker, +of Dowgate Street, presented me--or my wife--on our marriage, with a +handsome harpsichord. Shortly after my father's death, this good old +gentleman also went the way of all flesh: a melancholy event which I +only learned by receiving a letter from Mr. Probus. Imagine, if you can, +my amazement when I read the following: + + 'Sir, + + 'I have to call your immediate attention to your debt of fifty-five + pounds for a harpsichord supplied to you by David Camlet of Dowgate + Street, deceased. I shall be obliged if you will without delay + discharge this liability to me as attorney for the executors-- + + 'And Remain Sir, + + 'Your obedient humble Servant, + + 'EZEKIEL PROBUS' + +'Why,' said Alice. 'Mr. Camlet gave us the instrument. It was a free +gift.' + +'It was. If Mr. Probus will acknowledge the fact.' + +'Mr. Probus? Is it that man with the harsh voice who talked lies to +you?' + +'The same. And much I fear, wife, that he means no good by this +letter.' + +'But Mr. Camlet gave us the harpsichord.' + +Had the letter been received from any other person I should have +considered it as of no importance; but the thought that it came from Mr. +Probus filled me with uneasiness. What had that worthy attorney said? +'There are ways--we shall find a way to bring you to reason.' + +'My dear,' said Alice, 'since we have had the instrument for two years +without any demand for payment, we ought to be safe. Better go and see +the man.' + +It was with very little hope that I sallied forth. Not only was this man +a personal enemy but he was an attorney. What must be the true nature of +that profession which so fills the world with shuddering and loathing? +Is it, one asks, impossible to be an honest attorney? This one, at all +events, was as great a villain as ever walked. They are a race without +pity, without scruple, without turning either to the right or to the +left when they are in pursuit of their prey. They are like the weasel +who singles out his rabbit and runs it down, being turned neither to one +side nor the other. Their prey is always money: they run down the man +who has money: when they have stripped him naked they leave him, whether +it is in a debtor's prison or in the street: when he is once stripped +they regard him no longer. Other men take revenge for human motives, for +wrongs done and endured: these men know neither revenge nor wrath: they +do not complain of wrongs: you may kick them: you may cuff them: it is +nothing: they want your money: and that they will have by one way or +another. + +I took boat from St. Mary Overies stairs. As I crossed the river a +dreadful foreboding of evil seized me. For I perceived suddenly that, +somehow or other, Mr. Probus was personally interested in getting me to +sell my reversion. How could he be interested? I could not understand. +But he was. I remembered the persuasion of his manner: his anxiety to +get my signature: his sudden manifestation of disappointment when I +refused. Why? Matthew was now a partner with a large income and the +fortune which my father left him. Matthew had no expensive tastes. Why +should Mr. Probus be interested in his affairs? + +Next, asked the silent reasoner in my brain, what will happen when you +declare that you cannot pay this debt? This man will show no mercy. You +will be arrested--you will be taken to Prison. At this thought I +shivered, and a cold trembling seized all my limbs. 'And you will stay +in the Prison till you consent to sell your reversion.' At which I +resumed my firmness. Never--never--would I yield whatever an accursed +attorney might say or do to me. + +Mr. Probus wrote from a house in White Hart Street. It is a small +street, mostly inhabited by poulterers, which leads from Warwick Lane to +Newgate market: a confined place at best: with the rows of birds +dangling on the hooks, not always of the sweetest, and the smell of the +meat market close by and the proximity of the shambles, it is a dark and +noisome place. The house, which had a silver Pen for its sign, was +narrow, and of three stories: none of the windows had been cleaned for a +long time, and the door and doorposts wanted paint. + +As I stood on the doorstep the words again came back to me, 'We will +make him sell his reversionary interest.' + +The door was opened by an old man much bent and bowed with years: his +thin legs, his thin arms, his body--all were bent: on his head he wore a +small scratch wig: he covered his eyes with his hand on account of the +blinding light, yet the court was darkened by the height of the houses +above and the dangling birds below. + +He received my name and opened the door of the front room. I observed +that he opened it a very little way and entered sliding, as if afraid +that I should see something. He returned immediately and beckoned me to +follow him. He led the way into a small room at the back, not much +bigger than a cupboard, which had for furniture a high desk and a high +stool placed at a window so begrimed with dirt that nothing could be +seen through it. + +There was no other furniture. The old man climbed upon his stool with +some difficulty and took up his pen. He looked very old and shrivelled: +his brown coat was frayed: his worsted stockings were in holes: his +shoes were tied with leather instead of buckles: there was no show of +shirt either at the wrist or the throat. He looked, in fact, what he +was, a decayed clerk of the kind with which, as a boy, I had been quite +familiar. It is a miserable calling, only redeemed from despair--because +the wages are never much above starvation-point--by the chance and the +hope of winning a prize in the lottery. No clerk is ever so poor that he +cannot afford at least a sixteenth share in this annual bid for fortune. +I never heard that any clerk within my knowledge had ever won a prize: +but the chance was theirs: once a year the chance returns--a chance of +fortune without work or desert. + +Presently the old man turned round and whispered, 'I know your face. I +have seen you before--but I forget where. Are you in trade? Have you got +a shop?' + +'No. I have no shop,' + +'You come from the country? No? A bankrupt, perhaps? No? Going to make +him your attorney?' He shook his head with some vehemence and pointed to +the door with his pen. 'Fly,' he said. 'There is still time.' + +'I am not going to make him or anyone else my attorney,' + +'You come to borrow money? If so'--again he pointed to the door with the +feathery end of the quill. 'Fly! There is still time.' + +'Then you owe him money. Young man--there is still time. Buy a stone at +the pavior's--spend your last penny upon it; then tie it round your neck +and drop into the river. Ah! It is too late--too late--' For just then +Mr. Probus rang a bell. 'Follow me, Sir. Follow me. Ah! That paving +stone!' + +Mr. Probus sat at a table covered with papers. He did not rise when I +appeared, but pointed to a chair. + +'You wish to see me, Mr. William,' he began. 'May I ask with what +object?' + +'I come in reply to your letter, Mr. Probus,' + +'My letter? My letter?' He pretended to have forgotten the letter. 'I +write so many, and sometimes--ay--ay--surely. The letter about the +trifling debt due to the estate of David Camlet Deceased. Yes--yes, I am +administering the worthy man's estate. One of many--very many--who have +honoured me with their confidence.' + +'That letter, Mr. Probus, is the reason why I have called.' + +'You are come to discharge your obligation. It is what I expected. You +are not looking well, Mr. William. I am sorry to observe marks--are they +of privation?--on your face. Our worthy cousin, on the other hand, has a +frame of iron. He will live, I verily believe, to ninety.' + +'Never mind my cousin, Mr. Probus. He will live as long as the Lord +permits.' + +'When last I saw you Sir, you foolishly rejected a most liberal offer. +Well: youth is ignorant. We live and learn. Some day, too late, you +will be sorry. Now, Sir, for this debt. Fifty-five pounds. Ay. +Fifty-five pounds. And my costs, which are trifling.' + +'I have come to tell you, Mr. Probus, that your letter was written under +a misapprehension.' + +'Truly? Under a misapprehension? Of what kind, pray?' + +The harpsichord was a gift made by Mr. David Camlet. I did not buy it.' + +Mr. Probus lifted his eyebrows. 'A gift? Really? You have proof, no +doubt, of this assertion?' + +'Certainly.' + +'Well, produce your proofs. If you have proofs, as you say, I shall be +the first to withdraw my client's claim. But makers of musical +instruments do not usually give away their wares. What are your proofs, +Sir?' + +'My word, first.' + +'Ta--ta--ta. Your word. By such proof every debtor would clear himself. +What next?' + +'The word of my wife who with me received the instrument from Mr. +Camlet.' + +'Receiving the instrument does not clear you of liability--what else?' + +'The fact that Mr. Camlet never asked me for the money.' + +'An oversight. Had he, in a word, intended the instrument for a gift, he +would have said so. Now, Sir, what other proofs have you?' + +I was silent. I had no other proof. + +He turned again to the book he had before consulted. It was the ledger, +and there, in Mr. Camlet's own handwriting, firm and square, was an +entry: + +'To Will Halliday--a Harpsichord, £55. + +In another book was an entry to the office that the instrument had been +delivered. + +Of course, I understand now what the old man meant by the entry. He +wanted to note the gift and the value: and unfortunately he entered it +as if it was a business transaction. + +'Well, Sir?' asked Mr. Probus. + +I said nothing. My heart felt as heavy as lead. I was indeed in the +power of this man. + +'There are such things as conspiracy,' he went on, severely. 'You have +told me, for instance, that you and your wife are prepared to swear that +the instrument was a gift. I might have indicted you both for a +conspiracy, in which case Tyburn would have been your lot. For the sake +of your excellent cousin and the worthy Mr. Peter, your uncle, Sir, I +refrain from the indictment, though I fear I might be charged with +compounding a felony. But mercy before all things: charity, mercy, and +long suffering. These are the things that chiefly nourish the human +soul, not guineas.' + +I remained still silent, not knowing what to do or to say, and seeing +this abyss yawning before me. + +'Come Sir,' he said with changed voice, 'you owe fifty pounds and costs. +If it were to myself I would give you time: I would treat you tenderly: +but an Attorney must protect his clients. Therefore I must have that +money at once.' + +'Give me time to consult my friends.' Alas! All my friends could not +raise fifty pounds between them. + +'You have none. You have lost your friends. Pay me fifty pounds and +costs.' + +'Let me see the executors. Perhaps they will hear reason.' + +'For what purpose? They must have their own. The long and the short of +it, Mr. William Halliday, is that you must pay me this money.' + +'Man! I have not got so much money in the world.' + +He smiled--he could not disguise his satisfaction. + +'Then, Mr. William Halliday'--he shut the ledger with a slam--'I fear +that my clients must adopt--most unwillingly, I am sure--the measures +sanctioned by the law.' His eyes gleamed with a malicious satisfaction. +'I only trust that the steps we shall have to take will not disturb the +mind of my much-respected client, your cousin. You will have to choose +your prison, and you will remain in the--the Paradise of your choice +until this money, with costs, is paid. As for your choice, the situation +of the Fleet is more central: that of the Bench is more rural: beyond +the new Prison there are green fields. The smell of the hay perhaps +comes over the wall. Should you find a lengthened residence necessary, I +believe that the rooms, though small, are comfortable. Ah! how useful +would have been that three thousand pounds which you refused--at such a +juncture as this.' + +'If there is nothing more to be said----' I got up, not knowing what I +said, and bewildered with the prospect before me. + +'Heaven forbid, Sir,' he continued sweetly, 'that I should press you +unduly. I will even, considering the tender heart of your cousin, extend +to you the term. I will grant you twenty-four hours in which to find the +money.' + +'You may as well give me five minutes. I have no means of raising the +sum.' + +'I am sorry to hear that for the sake of my clients. However, I can only +hope'--he pushed back the papers and rose with a horrible grin of malice +on his face--'that you will find the air of the Prison salubrious. There +have been cases of infectious fever--gaol fever, lately: perhaps the +King's Bench and the Fleet are equal in this respect. Small-pox, also, +is prevalent in one: but I forget which. Many persons live for years in +a Prison. I hope, I am sure, that you will pass--many--many--happy years +in that seclusion.' + +I listened to none of this ill-omened croaking, but hastened to leave +him. At the door I passed the old clerk. + +'Go to the King's Bench,' he whispered. 'Not to the Fleet where he'll +call every day to learn whether you are dead. There is still time,' he +pointed to his throat while he noisily opened the door. 'Round the neck. +At the bottom of the River: the lying is more comfortable than in the +King's Bench.' + +I had entered the house with very little hope. I left it with despair. I +walked home as one in a dream, running against people, seeing nothing, +hearing nothing. When I reached home I sat down in a kind of stupor. + +'My dear,' I said, presently recovering, 'we are lost--we are ruined. I +shall starve in a Prison. Thou wilt beg thy bread. The boy will be a +gutter brat.' + +'Tell me,' Alice took my hand. 'Oh! tell me all--my dear. Can we be lost +if we are together?' + +'We shall not be together. To-morrow I shall be in the Prison. For how +long God only knows.' + +'Since _He_ knows, my dear, keep up your heart. When was the righteous +man forsaken? Come, let us talk. There may be some means found. If we +were to pay--though we owe nothing--so much a week.' + +'Alice, it is not the debt. There is no debt. It is revenge, and the +hope----' + +I did not finish--what I would have added was, 'The hope that I may die +of gaol fever or something.' 'My dear, be brave and let us arrange. +First, I lose my situation in the Church and at the Gardens. Next, we +must provide for the child and for thyself outside the prison. No, my +dear, if the Lord permits us to live any other way the child shall not +be brought up a prison bird.' + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE ARREST + + +In this distress I again consulted Tom, who knew already the whole case. + +'In my opinion, Will,' he said, 'the best thing for you is to run away. +Let Alice and the boy come here. Run away.' + +'Whither could I run?' + +'Go for a few days into hiding. They will come here in search of you. +Cross the river--seek a lodging somewhere about Aldgate, which is on the +other side of the river. They will not look for you there. Meantime I +shall inquire--Oh! I shall hear of something to carry on with for a +time. You might travel with a show. Probus does not go to country fairs. +Or you might go to Dublin or to York, or to Bath, and play in the +orchestra of the theatre. We will settle for you afterwards--what to do. +Meantime pack thy things and take boat down the river.' + +This seemed good advice. I promised I would think of it and perhaps act +upon it. Some might think it cowardly to run away: but if an enemy plays +dishonest tricks and underhand practices, there is no better way, +perhaps, than to run away. + +Now had I been acquainted with these tricks I should have remained where +I was, in Tom's house, where no sheriff's officer could serve me with a +writ. I should have remained there, I say, until midnight, when I could +safely attempt the flight. Unfortunately I thought there was plenty of +time: I would go home and discuss the matter with Alice. I left the +house, therefore, and proceeded across the fields without any fear or +suspicion. As I approached the Bank, I saw two fellows waiting about. +Still I had no suspicion, and without the least attempt to escape or to +avoid them I fell into the clutches of my enemy. + +'Mr. William Halliday?' said one stepping forward and tapping my +shoulder. 'You are my prisoner, Sir, at the suit of Mr. Ezekiel Probus, +for the debt of fifty-five pounds and costs.' + +As I made no resistance, the fellows were fairly civil. I was to be +taken, it appeared, first to the Borough Compter. They advised me to +leave all my necessaries behind and to have them sent on to the King's +Bench as soon as I should be removed there. + +And so I took leave of my poor Alice and was marched off to the prison +where they take debtors first before they are removed to the larger +prison. + +The Borough Compter is surely the most loathsome, fetid, narrow place +that was ever used for a prison. Criminals and Debtors are confined +together: rogues and innocent girls: the most depraved and the most +virtuous: there is a yard for exercise which is only about twenty feet +square for fifty prisoners: at night the men are turned into a room +where they have to lie edgeways for want of space: there is no +ventilation, and the air in the morning is more horrible than I can +describe. My heart aches when I think of the cruelty of that place: it +is a cruel place, because no one ever visits it, no righteous Justice of +the Peace, no godly clergyman: there is no one to restrain the warder: +and he goes on in the same way, not because he is cruel by nature, but +because he is hardened by daily use and custom. + +I stayed in that terrible place for two nights, paying dues and garnish +most exorbitant. At the end of that time I was informed that I could be +removed to King's Bench at once. So I was taken to the Court and my +business was quickly despatched. As a fine for being poor, I had to pay +dues which ought not to be demanded of any prisoner for debt--at least +we ought to assume that a debtor wants all the money he has for his +maintenance. Thus, the Marshal demanded four shillings and sixpence on +admission: the turnkey eighteen-pence: the Deputy Marshal a shilling: +the Clerk of the Papers, a shilling: four tipstaffs ten shillings +between them: and the tipstaff for bringing the prisoner from the Court, +six shillings. + +These dues paid, I was assigned a room, on the ground-floor of the Great +Building (it was shared with another), and my imprisonment began. It was +Matthew's revenge and Mr. Probus's first plan of reduction to +submission. But I did not submit. + +Thus I was trapped by the cunning of a man whom I believe to have been +veritably possessed of a Devil. That there are such men we know very +well from Holy Writ: their signs are a wickedness which shrinks from +nothing: a pitiless nature: a constant desire for things of this world: +and lastly, as happens always to such men, the transformation of what +they desire, when they do get it, into dust and ashes; or its vanishing +quite away never to be seen, touched, or enjoyed any more. These signs +were all visible in the history of Mr. Probus, as you shall hear. +Possessed, beyond a doubt, by a foul fiend, was this man whom then I had +every reason to hate and fear. Now, I cannot but feel a mingled terror +and pity when exemplary punishment overtakes and overwhelms one who +commits crimes which make even the convicts in the condemned cell to +shake and shudder. His end was horrible and terrible, but it was a +fitting end to such a life. + +Tom Shirley came, with Alice, to visit me in my new lodging. + +He looked about him cheerfully. 'The new place,' he said, 'is more airy +and spacious than the old prison on the other side of the road, where I +spent a year or two. This is quite a handsome court: the Building is a +Palace: the Recreation ground is a Park, but without trees or grass: the +three passages painted green remind me somehow of Spring Gardens: the +numbers of people make me think of Cheapside or Ludgate Hill: the shops, +no doubt contain every luxury: the society, if mixed, is harmonious....' + +'In a word, Tom, I am very lucky to get here.' + +'There might be worse places. And hark ye, lad, if there is not another +fiddler in the Bench, you will make in a week twice as much in the +Prison as you can make out of it. Nothing cheers a prisoner more than +the strains of a fiddle. + +This gave me hope. I began to see that I might live, even in this place. + +'There are one or two objections to the place,' this optimist +philosopher went on. 'I have observed, for instance, a certain languor +which steals over mind and body in a Prison. Some have compared it with +the growth they call mildew. Have a care, Will. Practise daily. I have +known a musician leave this place fit for nothing but to play for Jack +in the Green. Look at the people as they pass. Yonder pretty fellow is +too lazy to get his stockings darned: that fellow slouching after him +cannot stoop to pull up his stockings: that other thrusts his feet into +his slippers without pulling up the heels: there goes one who has worn, +I warrant you, his morning gown all day for years: he cannot even get +the elbows darned: keep up thy heart, lad. Before long we will get thee +into the Rules.' + +He visited my room. 'Ha!' he said, 'neat, clean, commodious. With a fine +view of the Parade; with life and activity before one's eyes.' He forgot +that he had just remarked on the languor and the mildew of the Prison. +'Observe the racquet players: there are finer players here than anywhere +else, I believe. And those who do not play at racquets may find +recreation at fives: and those who are not active enough for fives may +choose to play at Bumble puppy. Well, Will, Alice will come back to me, +with the boy. She can come here every morning if you wish. Patience, +lad, patience. We will get thee, before long, within the Rules.' + +It is possible, by the Warder's permission, to go into the Rules. But +the prisoner must pay down £10 for the first £100 of his debts, and £5 +for every subsequent £100. Now I had not ten shillings in the world. +When I look back upon the memory of that time: when I think of the +treatment of prisoners: and of the conduct of the prison: and when I +reflect that nothing is altered at the present day I am amazed at the +wonderful apathy of people as regards the sufferings of others--it may +become at any time their own case: at their carelessness as concerns +injustice and oppression--yet subject every one to the same oppression +and cruelty. + +What, for instance, is more monstrous than the fact that a man who has +been arrested by writ, has to pay fees to the prison for every separate +writ? If he has no money he is still held liable, so that even if his +friends are willing to pay his debts with the exorbitant costs of the +attorney, there are still the fees to be paid. And even if the +prisoner's friends are willing to release him there is still the warden +who must be satisfied before he suffers his prisoner to go. + +Again what can be more iniquitous than the license allowed to attorneys +in the matter of their costs? Many a prisoner, originally arrested for a +debt of four or five pounds or even less, finds after a while that the +attorney's costs amount to twenty or thirty pounds more. He might be +able to discharge the debt alone: the costs make it impossible: the +creditor might let him go: the attorney will never let him go: the +friends might club together to pay the debt: they cannot pay the costs: +the attorney abates nothing, hoping that compassion will induce the +man's friends to release him. In some cases they do: in others, the +attorney finds that he has overreached himself and that the prisoner +dies of that incurable disease which we call captivity. + +At first sight the Parade and the open court of the Prison present an +appearance of animation. The men playing racquets have a little crowd +gathered round them, there are others playing skittles: children run +about shouting: there are the shrill voices of women quarrelling or +arguing: the crowd is always moving about: there are men at tables +smoking and drinking: the tapsters run about with bottles of wine and +jugs of beer. There are women admitted to see their friends, husbands +and brothers, and to bring them gifts. Alas! when I remember--the sight +comes back to me in dreams--the sadness and the earnestness in their +faces and the compassion and the love--the woman's love which endures +all and survives all and conquers all--I wish that I had the purse of +Croesus to set these captives free, even though it would enrich the +attorney, whose wiles have brought them to this place. + +One has not to look long before the misery of it is too plainly apparent +above the show of cheerful carelessness. One sees the wives of the +prisoners: their husbands play racquets and drink about and of an +evening sit in the tavern bawling songs; the poor women, ragged and +draggled, come forth carrying their babes to get a little air: their +faces are stamped with the traces of days and weeks and years of +privation. The Prison has destroyed the husband's sense of duty to his +wife: he will not, if he can, work for his family; he lives upon such +doles as he can extract from his family or hers. Worse still, men lose +their sense of shame: they say what they please and care not who hears: +they introduce companions and care not what is said or thought about +them: things are said openly that no Christian should hear: things are +done openly that no Christian should witness or should know. There are +many hundreds of children within these accursed walls. God help them, if +they understand what they hear and what they see! + +In the prison there are many kinds of debtors: there is the debtor who +is always angry at the undeserved misery of his lot: sometimes his +wrongs drive him mad in earnest: then the poor wretch is removed to +Bedlam where he remains until his death. There is, next, the despairing +debtor who sits as one in a dream and will never be comforted. There is +the philosophical debtor who accepts his fate and makes the best of it: +there is the meek and miserable debtor--generally some small tradesman +who has been taught that the greatest disgrace possible is that which +has actually fallen upon him; there is the debtor who affects the Beau +and carries his snuff-box with an air. There is the debtor who was a +gentleman and can tell of balls at St. James's; there is the ruffler who +swaggers on the Parade, looking out for newcomers and inviting those who +have money to play with him. As for the women they are like the men: +there are the wives of the prisoners who fall, for the most part, into a +draggled condition like their husbands; there are ladies who put on +sumptuous array and flaunt it daily on the Parade: stories are whispered +about them; there are others about whom it is unnecessary to tell +stories; in a word it is a place where the same wickedness goes on as +one may find outside. + +There is a chapel in the middle of the great Building. Service is held +once a week but the attendance is thin; there is a taproom which is +crowded all day long: here men sit over their cups from morning till +evening; there is a coffee-room where tea and coffee can be procured and +where the newspapers are read; this is a great place for the politicians +of whom there are many in the Prison. Indeed, I know not where politics +are so eagerly debated as in the King's Bench. + +The King's Bench Prison is a wonderful place for the observation of +Fortune and her caprices. There was a society--call it not a +club--consisting entirely of gentlemen who had been born to good estates +and had suffered ruin through no fault of their own. These gentlemen +admitted me to their company. We dined together at the Ordinary and +conversed after dinner. One of them, born to an easy fortune, was ruined +by the discovery of a parchment entitling him to another estate. There +was a lawsuit lasting for twenty years. He then lost it and found that +the whole of his own estate had gone too. Another, a gentleman of large +estate, married an heiress. Her extravagancies ran through both her own +fortune and her husband's. She lived with him in the Prison and daily, +being now a shrew as well as a slattern, reproached him with the ruin +she herself had caused. There was a young fellow who had fallen among +lawyers and been ruined by them. He now studied law intending as soon as +he got out to commence attorney and to practise the tricks and rogueries +he had learned from his former friends. Another had bought a seat in the +House of Commons and a place with it. But at the next election he lost +his seat and his place, too. And another was a great scholar in Arabic. +His captivity affected him not one whit because he had his books and +could work in the Prison as well as out. + +With such companions, I endeavoured to keep aloof from the drinking and +roystering crew which made the Prison disorderly and noisy. Yet, as I +will show you directly, I was the nightly servant of the roysterers. + +You have heard of Tom Shirley's judgment that in every debtors' prison +the collegians, if they do not, as many do, go about in filthy rags and +tatters, are all slatterns: some can afford to dress with decency and +cleanliness, not to speak of fashion, which would be, indeed, out of +place in the King's Bench; even those care not to observe the customs of +the outside world; the ruffles are no longer white or no longer visible; +the waistcoat is unbuttoned; the coat is powdered; the wig is uncurled; +those who wear their own hair leave it hanging over the ears instead of +tying it neatly with a black ribbon behind. This general neglect of +dress corresponds with the universal neglect of morals which prevails +throughout the Prison. Everything conspires to drag down and to degrade +the unfortunate prisoner: the hopelessness of his lot; the persecution +of his enemies; the uncertainty about the daily bread; the freedom with +which drink is offered about by those who 'coll it,' _i.e._, in the +language of the place who have money; the temptation to do as others do +and forget his sorrows over a bowl of punch; speedily contaminate the +prisoner and make him in all respects like unto those around him. I have +said already that if it is bad for men it is worse for women. Let me +draw a veil over this side of the King's Bench. Suffice it to say that +one who has written on the Prisons has declared that if Diana herself +and her nymphs were to be imprisoned for twelve months in the King's +Bench, at the end of that time they would all be fit companions for +Messalina. + +It is not only from their rags that the poverty of the prisoners is +betrayed; one may learn from their hollow cheeks, their eager eyes, +their feeble gait, that many--too many--are suffering from want of food. +It is true that the law of the land gives to every prisoner a +groat--four-pence a day--to be paid by the detaining creditor: yet the +groat is not always paid, and can only be obtained if the creditor +refuses it by legal steps, which a man destitute of money cannot take. +What attorney will take up the case of a man without a farthing? If the +debtor wins his case how is he to pay the attorney and costs out of +four-pence a day? If he wishes to plead in _formâ pauperis_, the law +allows the warder to charge six shillings and eight-pence for leave to +go to the Court and half a crown for the turnkey to take him there--what +prisoner on the poor side can pay these fees? So that when a prisoner is +really poor he cannot get his groats at all, for the creditor will not +pay them unless he is obliged. Again there are other ways of evading the +law. If a debtor surrenders in June there is no Court till November and +the creditor need not pay anything till the order of the Court is +issued. There are a few doles and charities; but these amount to no more +than about £100 a year, say, two pounds a week or six shillings a day. +Now there are 600 prisoners as a rule. How many of these are on the poor +side? And how far will six shillings a day go among these starving +wretches? There are also the boxes into which a few shillings a day are +dropped. But how far will these go among so many? It is within my +certain knowledge that many would die of sheer starvation every week +were it not for the kindness of those but one step above them. + +If, for instance, one would understand what poverty may mean he must +visit the Common side of the King's Bench Prison. Those who have visited +the courts and narrow lanes of Wapping report terrible stories of rags +and filth, but the people, by hook or by crook, get food. In the Prison +there is neither hook nor crook: the prisoner unless he knows a trade +which may be useful in that place: unless he can repair shoes and +clothes: unless he can shave and dress the hair, cannot earn a penny. +Look at these poor wretches, slinking about the courts, hoping to +attract the compassion of some visitor; see them uncombed, unwashed, +unshaven; their long hair hanging over their ears; a horrid bristling +beard upon their chin; their faces wan with insufficient food, their +eyes eagerly glancing here and there to catch a look of pity, a dole or +a loan. If you follow them to the misery of the Common side where they +are thrust at night you will see creatures more wretched still. These +can go abroad even though skewers take the place of buttons; these have +shoes--which once had toes; these have beds, of a kind; there are others +who have no beds, but lie on the floor; who have no blankets and never +take off their rags; who go bare-footed and bare-headed. Remember that +their life-long imprisonment was imposed upon them because they could +not pay a debt of a pound or two. Their pound or two, by reason of the +attorney's costs and the warden's fees, has grown and swelled till it +has reached the amount of £20 or £40 or anything you will. No one can +release them; the only thing to be hoped is that cold and starvation may +speedily bring them to the end--the long sleep in the graveyard of St. +George's Church. + +I speedily found that I could manage to live pretty well by means of my +fiddle. Almost every evening there was some drinking party which engaged +my services. I played for them the old tunes to which they sang their +songs about wine and women--bawling them at the top of their voices; +they paid me as much as I could expect. By good luck there was no other +fiddler in the place; a harpist there was; and a flute-player; we +sometimes agreed together to give a concert in the coffee-room. + +I continued this life for about six months, making enough money every +week to pay my way at the Ordinary. Perhaps--I know not--the prison was +already beginning to work its way with me and to reduce me, as Tom +Shirley said, to the condition of a fiddler to Jack in the Green. + +I had a visit, after some three months, from Mr. Probus. He came one day +into the prison. I saw him standing on the pavement looking round him. +Some of the collegians knew him: they whispered and looked at him with +the face that means death if that were possible. One man stepped forward +and cursed him. 'Dog!' he said, 'if I had you outside this accursed +place, I would make an end of you.' + +'Sir,' said Mr. Probus, at whose heels marched a turnkey, 'you do me an +injustice for which you will one day be sorry. Am I your detaining +creditor?' + +The man cursed him again, I know not why, and turned on his heel. + +Then I stepped forward. 'Did you come here to gloat over your work, Mr. +Probus?' + +'Mr. William? I hope you are well, Sir. The prison air, I find, is fresh +from the fields. You look better than I expected. To be sure it is early +days. You are only just beginning.' + +'You will be sorry to hear that I am very well.' + +'I would have speech in a retired place, Mr. William.' + +'You want once more to dangle your bribe before me. I understand, sir, +very well, what you would say.' + +'Then let me say it here. Your cousin, I may say, deplores deeply this +new disgrace to the family. He earnestly desires to remove it. I am +again empowered to purchase an imaginary reversion. Mr. William, he will +now make it £4,000. Will that content you?' + +'Nothing will content me. There is some secret reason for this +persecution. You want--you--not my cousin--to get access to this great +sum of money. Well, Mr. Probus, my opinion is that my cousin will die +before me. And since I am firmly persuaded upon that point, and since I +believe that you think so too, my answer is the same as before.' + +'Then,' he said, 'stay here and rot.' He looked round the prison. 'It is +a pleasant place for a young man to spend his days, is it not? All his +days--till an attack of gaol fever or small-pox visits the place. Eh? +Eh? Eh? Then you will be sorry.' + +'I shall never be sorry, Mr. Probus, to have frustrated any plots and +designs of yours. Be assured of that--and for the rest, do your worst.' + +He slowly walked away without a word. But all the devil in his soul +flared in his eyes as he turned. + +'You do wrong,' said the turnkey who had accompanied him. 'Tis the +keenest of his kind. Not another attorney in all London has brought us, +not to speak of the Fleet and Newgate, more prisoners than Mr. Probus. +For hunting up detainers and running up the costs he has no equal.' + +'He is my detaining creditor,' I said. + +The turnkey shrugged his shoulders. + +'Young gentleman,' he said, 'I see that you are a gentleman, although +you are a fiddler--take advice. Agree with his terms quickly, whatever +they are. He made you an offer--take it, before he lands you in another +court with new writs and more costs.' + +In fact, the very next day, I heard that there was another writ in the +name of one John Merridew, Sheriff's officer, for fifty pounds alleged +to have been lent to me by him. As for Mr. John Merridew, I knew not +even the name of the man, and I had never borrowed sixpence of anyone. + +I showed the writ to my friend the turnkey. He read it with admiration. + +'I told you so,' he said, 'what a man he is! And Merridew, +too--Merridew! And you never borrowed the money, and never saw the man! +What a man! What a man! Merridew, too, under his thumb! There's ability +for you! There's resource!' + +I murmured something not complimentary. Indeed, I knew nothing, at that +time, of Merridew. + +'Ah! He means to keep you here until you accept his offer. Better take +it now, then he'll let you go for his costs. He won't give up the costs. +What a man it is! And you've never set eyes on John Merridew, have you? +What a man! He knows John Merridew, you see. Why, between them--'He +looked at me meaningly, and laid his hand upon my shoulder. 'Take my +advice, Sir. Take my advice, and accept that offer of his. Else--I don't +say, mind, but Merridew--Merridew----'He placed his thumb upon the left +side of my neck, and pressed it. 'Many--many--have gone that +way--through Merridew. And Probus rules Merridew.' + + +END OF BOOK I + + + + +PART II + +OUT OF THE FRYING PAN INTO THE FIRE + + + + +CHAPTER I + +RELEASE + + +You have read how a certain lady came to the Prison: how she spoke with +two prisoners of the baser sort in a manner familiar and yet scornful: +and how she addressed me and appeared moved and astonished on hearing my +name. I thought little more about her, save as an agreeable vision in +the midst of the rags and sordidness of the Prison, now growing +daily--alas!--more familiar and less repulsive. For this is the way in +the King's Bench. + +She came, however, a second time, and this time she came to visit me. It +was in the morning. Alice was in my room; with her the boy, now in his +second year, so strong that he could not be kept from pulling himself up +by the help of a chair. She was showing me his ways and his tricks, +rejoicing in the wilfulness and strength of the child. I was watching +and listening, my pride and happiness in the boy dashed by the thought +that he must grow up to be ashamed of his father as a prison bird. +Prison has no greater sting than the thought of your children's shame. +For the time went on and day after day only made release appear more +impossible. How could I get out who had no friends and could save no +money? I had now been in prison for nearly a year: I began to look for +nothing more than to remain there for all my life. + +While I was looking at the boy and sadly thinking of these things, I +heard a quick, light step outside, followed by a gentle tap at the door. +And lo! there entered the lady who had spoken with those two sons of +Belial and with me. + +'I said I would come again.' She smiled, and it was as if the sunshine +poured into the room. She gave me her hand and it was like a hand +dragging me out of the Slough of Despond. 'Your room,' she said, 'is not +so bad, considering the place. This lady is your wife? Madam, your most +respectful.' + +So she curtseyed low and Alice did the like. Then she saw the child. + +'Oh!' she cried. 'The pretty boy! The lovely boy!' She snatched him and +tossed him crowing and laughing, and covered him with kisses. 'Oh! The +light, soft, silky hair!' she cried. 'Oh! the sweet blue eyes! Oh! the +pretty face. Master Will Halliday, you are to be envied even in this +place. Your cousin Matthew hath no such blessing as this.' + +'Matthew is not even married.' + +'Indeed? Perhaps, if he is, this, as well as other blessings, has been +denied him,' she replied, with a little change in her face as if a cloud +had suddenly fallen. But it quickly passed. + +I could observe that Alice regarded her visitor with admiration and +curiosity. This was a kind of woman unknown to my girl, who knew nothing +of the world or of fine ladies: they were outside her own experience. +The two women wore a strange contrast to each other. Alice with her +serious air of meditation, and her grave eyes, might have sat to a +painter for the Spirit of Music, or for St. Cecilia herself: or indeed +for any saint, or muse, or heathen goddess who must show in her face a +heavenly sweetness of thought, with holy meditation. All the purity and +tenderness of religion lay always in the face of Alice. Our visitor, on +the other hand, would have sat more fitly for the Queen of Love, or the +Spirit of Earthly Love. Truly she was more beautiful than any other +woman whom I had ever seen, or imagined. I thought her beautiful on the +stage, but then her face was covered with the crimson paint by which +actresses have to spoil their cheeks. Off the stage, it was the beauty +of Venus herself: a beauty which invited love: a beauty altogether soft: +in every point soft and sweet and caressing: eyes that were limpid and +soft: a blooming cheek which needed no paint, which was as soft as +velvet and as delicately coloured as a peach: lips smiling, rosy red and +soft: her hands: her voice: her laugh: everything about this heavenly +creature, I say, invited and compelled and created love. + +You think that as one already sworn to love and comfort another woman, I +speak with reprehensible praise. Well, I have already confessed--it is +not a confession of shame--that I loved her from the very first: from +the time when she spoke to me first. I am not ashamed of loving her: +Alice knows that I have always loved her: you shall hear, presently, why +I need not be ashamed and why I loved her, if I may say so, as a sister. +It is possible to love a woman without thoughts of earthly love: to +admire her loveliness: to respect her: to worship her: yet not as an +earthly lover. Such love as Petrarch felt for Laura I felt for this +sweet and lovely woman. + +She gave back the child to his mother. 'Mr. Will Halliday,' she said. +'It is not only for the child that thou art blessed above other +men'--looking so intently upon Alice that the poor girl blushed and was +confused. 'Sure,' she said, 'it is a face which I have seen in a +picture.' + +She was a witch: she drew all hearts to her: yet not, like Circe, to +their ruin and undoing. And if she was soft and kind of speech, she was +also generous of heart. She was always, as I was afterwards to find out, +helping others. How she helped me you shall hear. Meantime I must not +forget that her face showed a most remarkable virginal innocence. It +seemed natural to her face: a part of it, that it should proclaim a +perfect maidenly innocence of soul. I know that many things have been +said about her; for my own part I care to know nothing more about her +than she herself has been pleased to tell me. I choose to believe that +the innocence in her face proclaimed the innocence of her life. And, +with this innocence, a face which was always changing with every mood +that crossed her mind: moved by every touch of passion: sensitive as an +Aeolian harp to every breath of wind. + +She sat down on the bed. 'I told you that I would come again,' she said. +'Do not take me for a curious and meddlesome person. Madam,' she turned +to Alice, 'I come because I know something about your husband's cousin, +Matthew. If you will favour me, I should like to know the meaning of +this imprisonment, and what Matthew has to do with it.' + +So I told the whole story: the clause in my father's will: the attempt +made to persuade me to sell my chance of the succession: the threats +used by Mr. Probus: the alleged debt for his harpsichord: and the +alleged debt to one John Merridew. + +She heard the whole patiently. Then she nodded her head. + +'Probus I know, though he does not, happily, know me. Of the man +Merridew also I know something. He is a sheriff's officer by trade; but +he has more trades than one. Probus is an attorney; but he, too, has +more trades than one. My friends, this is the work of Probus. I see +Probus in it from the beginning. I conjecture that Merridew, for some +consideration, has borrowed money from Probus more than he can repay. +Therefore, he has to do whatever Probus orders.' + +'Mr. Probus is Matthew's attorney.' + +'Yes. An attorney does not commit crimes for his client, unless he is +well paid for it. I do not know what it means except that Matthew wants +money, which does not surprise me----' + +'Matthew is a partner in the House of Halliday Brothers. He has beside a +large fortune which should have been mine.' + +'Yet Matthew may want money. I am not a lawyer, but I suppose that if +you sell your chance to him, he can raise money on the succession.' + +'I suppose so.' + +'Probus must want money too. Else he would not have committed the crime +of imprisoning you on a false charge of debt. Well, we need not waste +time in asking why. The question is, first of all, how to get you out.' + +Alice clutched her little one to her heart and her colour vanished, by +which I understood the longing that was in her. + +'To get me out? Madam; I have no friends in the world who could raise +ten pounds.' + +'Nevertheless, Mr. Will, a body may ask how much is wanted to get you +out.' + +'There is the alleged debt for the harpsichord of fifty-five pounds: +there is also the alleged debt due to Mr. John Merridew of fifty pounds: +there are the costs: and there are the fines or garnish without which +one cannot leave the place.' + +'Say, perhaps in all, a hundred and fifty pounds. It is not much. I +think I can find a man'--she laughed--'who, out of his singular love to +you, will give the money to take you out.' + +'You know a man? Madame, I protest--there is no one, in the whole +world--who would do such a thing.' + +'Yet if I assure you----' + +'Oh! Madame! Will!' Alice fell on her knees and clasped her hand. 'See! +It is herself! herself!' + +[Illustration: "ALICE FELL ON HER KNEES AND CLASPED HER HAND."] + +'But why?--why?' I asked incredulous. + +'Because she is all goodness,' Alice cried, the tears rolling down her +face. + +'All goodness!' Madame laughed. 'Yes, I am indeed all goodness. Get up +dear woman. And go on thinking that, if you can. All goodness!' And she +laughed scornfully. 'A hundred and fifty pounds,' she repeated. 'Yes, I +think I know where to get this money.' + +'Are we dreaming?' I asked. + +'But, Will,' she became very serious, 'I must be plain with you. It is +certain to me that the man Probus has got some hold over your cousin. +Otherwise he would not be so impatient for you to sell your reversion. +Some day I will show you why I think this. Learn, moreover, that the man +Probus is a man of one passion only. He wants money: he wants nothing +else: it is his only desire to get money. If anybody interferes with his +money getting, he will grind that man to powder. You have interfered +with him: he has thrust you into prison. Do not believe that when you +are out he will cease to persecute you.' + +'What am I to do, then?' + +'If you come to terms with him he will at once cease his persecution.' + +'Come to terms with him?' + +'His terms must mean a great sum of money for himself, not for you--or +for your cousin. Else he would not be so eager.' + +'I can never accept his terms,' I said. + +'He will go on, then. If it is a very large sum of money he will stick +at nothing.' + +'Then what am I to do?' + +'Keep out of his way. For, believe me, there is nothing that he will not +attempt to get you once more in his power. Consider: he put you in here, +knowing that you are penniless. He calculates that the time will come +when you will be so broken by imprisonment that you will be ready to +make any terms. Nay--he thinks that the prison air will kill you.' + +'The Lord will protect us,' said Alice. + +Madame looked up with surprise. 'They say that on the stage,' she said. +'What does it mean?' + +'It means that we are all in the hands of the Lord. Without His will not +even a sparrow falleth to the ground.' + +Madame shook her head. 'At least,' she said, 'we must do what we can to +protect ourselves.' She rose. 'I am going now to get that money. You +shall hear from me in a day or two. Perhaps it may take a week before +you are finally released. But keep up your hearts.' + +She took the child again and kissed him. Then she gave him back to his +mother. + +'You are a good woman,' she said. 'Your face is good: your voice is +good: what you say is good. But, remember. Add to what you call the +protection of the Lord a few precautions. To stand between such an one +as Probus and the money that he is hunting is like standing between a +tigress and her prey. He will have no mercy: there is no wickedness that +he will hesitate to devise: what he will do next, I know not, but it +will be something that belongs to his master, the Devil.' + +'The Lord will protect us,' Alice repeated, laying her hand on the +flaxen hair of her child. + +We stared at each other, when she was gone. 'Will,' asked Alice, with +suffused eyes and dropping voice. 'Is she an angel from Heaven?' + +'An angel, doubtless--but not from Heaven--yet. My dear, it is the +actress who charmed us when we went to the Play--on our wedding-day. It +is Miss Jenny Wilmot herself.' + +'Oh! If all actresses are like her! Yet they say----Will, she shall +have, at least, our prayers----' + + * * * * * + +Three or four days later--the time seemed many years--an attorney came +to see me. Not such an attorney as Mr. Probus: a gentleman of open +countenance and pleasant manners. He came to tell me that my business +was done, and that after certain dues were paid--which were provided +for--I could walk out of the prison. + +'Sir,' I said, I beg you to convey to Miss Jenny Wilmot, my +benefactress, my heartfelt gratitude.' + +'I will, Mr. Halliday. I perceive that you know her name. Let me beg you +not to wait upon her in person. To be sure, she has left Drury Lane and +you do not know her present address. It is enough that she has been able +to benefit you, and that you have sent her a becoming message of +gratitude. But, Sir, one word of caution. She bids you remember that you +have an implacable enemy. Take care, therefore, take care.' + + + + +CHAPTER II + +How I got a new place + + +So I was free. For twenty-four hours I was like a boy on the first day +of his holidays. I exulted in my liberty: I ran about the meadows and +along the Embankment: I got into a boat and rowed up and down the river. +But when the first rapture of freedom was spent I remembered that free +or within stone walls, I had still to earn a living. I had but one way: +I must find a place in an Orchestra. At the Dog and Duck, where my +brother-in-law still led, there was no place for me. + +There are, however, a great many taverns with gardens and dancing and +singing places and bands of music. I set off to find one where they +wanted a fiddle. I went, I believe, the whole round of them--from the +Temple of Flora to the White Conduit House, and from Bermondsey Spa to +the Assembly Rooms at Hampstead. Had all the world turned fiddler? +Everywhere the same reply--'No vacancy.' Meantime we were living on the +bounty of my brother-in-law whose earnings were scanty for his own +modest house. + +Then I thought of the organ. Of course my place at St. George's Borough +was filled up. There are about a hundred churches in London, however: +most of them have organs. I tried every one: and always with the same +result: the place was filled. I thought of my old trade of fiddling to +the sailors. Would you believe it? There was not even a tavern parlour +where they wanted a fiddle to make the sailors dance and drink. Had Mr. +Probus been able to keep me out of everything? + +Alice did her best to sustain my courage. She preserved a cheerful +countenance: she brushed my coat and hat in the morning with a word of +encouragement: she welcomed me home when I returned footsore and with an +aching heart. Why, even in the far darker time that presently followed +she preserved the outward form of cheerfulness and the inner heart of +faith. + +The weeks passed on: my bad luck remained: I could hear of no work, not +even temporary work: I began to think that even the Prison where I could +at least earn my two or three shillings a day was better than freedom: I +began also to think that Mr. Probus must have all the orchestras and +music-galleries in his own power, together with all the churches that +had organs. My shoes wore out and could not be replaced: my appearance +was such as might be expected when for most of the time I had nothing +between bread and cheese and beer for breakfast, and bread and cheese +and beer for supper. And I think that the miserable figure I presented +was often the cause of rejection. + +Chance--say Providence--helped me. I was walking, sadly enough, by +Charing Cross, one afternoon, being weary, hungry, and dejected, when I +heard a voice cry out, 'Will Halliday! Will Halliday! Are you deaf?' + +I turned round. It was Madame, my benefactress, my patroness. She was in +a hackney coach. + +[Illustration: "I TURNED AROUND; IT WAS MADAM."] + +'Come in,' she cried, stopping her driver. 'Come in with me.' + +I obeyed, nothing loth. + +'Why,' she said looking at me. 'What is the matter? Your cheeks are +hollow: your face is pale: your limbs are shaking: worse still--you are +shabby. What has happened?' + +I could make no reply. + +'Your sweet wife--and the lovely boy. They are well?' + +When a man has been living for many weeks on insufficient food: when he +has been turned away at every application, he may be forgiven if he +loses, on small provocation, his self-control. I am not ashamed to say +that her kind words and her kind looks were too much for me in my weak +condition. I burst into tears. + +She laid her hand on my arm, 'Will,' she said, as if she were a +sister, 'you shall tell me all--but you shall go home with me and we +will talk.' + +I observed that the coachman drove up St. Martin's Lane and through a +collection of streets which I had never seen before. It was the part +called St. Giles's; a place which is a kind of laystall into which are +shot every day quantities of the scum, dirt, and refuse of this huge and +overgrown city. I looked out of the window upon a crowd of faces more +villainous than one could conceive possible, stamped with the brand of +Cain. They were lying about in the doorways, at the open windows, for it +was the month of September and a warm day and on the doorsteps and in +the unpaved, unlit, squalid streets. Never did I see so many ragged and +naked brats; never did I see so many cripples, so many hunchbacks, so +many deformed people: they were of all kinds--bandy-legged, knock-kneed, +those whose shins curve outward like a bow, round-backed, one-eyed, +blind, lame. + +'They are the beggars,' said my companion. 'Their deformities mean +drink: they mean the mothers who drink and drop the babies about. +Beggars and thieves--they are the people of St. Giles's.' + +'I wonder you come this way. Are you not afraid?' + +'They will not hurt me. I wish they would,' she added with a sigh. + +A strange wish. I was soon, however, to understand what she meant. + +Certainly, no one molested us, or stopped the coach: we passed through +these streets into High Street, Holborn, and to St. Giles's Church where +the criminal on his way to Tyburn receives his last drink. Then, by +another turn, into a noble square with a garden surrounded by great +houses, of which the greatest was built for the unfortunate Duke of +Monmouth. The coachman stopped before one of these houses on the East +side of the Square. It was a very fine and noble mansion indeed. + +I threw open the door of the coach and handed Madame down the steps. + +'This is my house,' she said. 'Will you come in with me?' + +I followed marvelling how an actress could be so great a lady: but still +I remembered how she spoke familiarly to those two villains in the +King's Bench Prison. The doors flew open. Within, a row of a dozen tall +hulking fellows in livery stood up to receive Madame. She walked +through them with an air that belonged to a Duchess. Then she turned +into a small room on the left hand and threw herself into a chair. 'So,' +she said, 'with these varlets I am a great lady. Here, and in your +company, Will, I am nothing but....' She paused and sighed. 'I will tell +you another time.' + +I think I was more surprised at the familiarity with which she addressed +me than with the splendour of the place. This room, for instance, though +but little, was lofty and its walls were painted with flowers and birds: +silver candlesticks each with two branches, stood on the mantelshelf +which was a marvel of fine carving: a rich carpet covered the floor: +there were two or three chairs and a table in white and gold. A portrait +of Madame hung over the fireplace. + +'Forgive me, my friend,' She sprang from the chair and pulled the bell +rope. 'Before we talk you must take some dinner.' + +She gave her orders in a quick peremptory tone as one accustomed to be +obeyed. In a few minutes the table was spread with a white cloth and +laid out with a cold chicken, a noble ham, a loaf of bread, and a bottle +of Madeira. You may imagine that I made very little delay in sitting +down to these good things. Heavens! How good they were after the +prolonged diet of bread and cheese! + +Madame looked on and waited, her chin in her hand. When I desisted at +length, she poured out another glass of Madeira. 'Tell me,' she said. +'Your sweet wife and the lovely boy--are they as hungry as you?' + +I shook my head sadly. + +'We shall see, presently, what we can do. Meantime, tell me the whole +story.' + +I told her, briefly, that my story was nothing at all but the story of a +man out of employment who could not find any and was slowly dropping +into shabbiness of appearance and weakness of body. + +'No work? Why, I supposed you would go back to--to--to something in the +City.' + +'Though my father was a Knight and a Lord Mayor, I am a simple musician +by trade. I am not a gentleman.' + +'I like you all the better,' she replied, smiling. 'I am not a +gentlewoman either. The actress is a rogue and a vagabond. So is the +musician I suppose.' + +I stared. Was she, then, still an actress--and living in this stately +Palace? + +'You are a musician. Do you, then, want to find work as a fiddler?' + +'That is what I am looking for.' + +'Let us consider. Do you play like a--a--gentleman or like one of the +calling?' + +'I am one of the calling. When I tell you that I used to live by +fiddling for sailors to dance----' + +'Say no more--say no more. They are the finest critics in the world. If +you please them it is enough. Why should I not engage you, myself?' + +'You--engage--me? You--Madame?' + +'Friend Will,' she laid her hand on mine, 'there are reasons why I wish +you well and would stand by you if I could. I will tell you, another +day, what those reasons are. Let me treat you as a friend. When we are +alone, I am not Madame: I am Jenny.' + +There are some women who if they said such a thing as this, would be +taken as declaring the passion of love. No one could look at Jenny's +face which was all simplicity and candour and entertain the least +suspicion of such a thing. + +'Nay, I can only marvel,' I said. For I still thought that I was talking +to some great lady. 'I think that I must be dreaming.' + +'Since you know not where you are, this is the Soho Assembly and I am +Madame Vallance.' + +I seemed to have heard of Madame Vallance. + +'You know nothing. That is because you have been in the King's Bench. I +will now tell you, what nobody else knows, that Madame Vallance is Jenny +Wilmot. I have left the stage, for a time, to avoid a certain person. +Here, if I go among the company, I can wear a domino and remain unknown. +Do you know nothing about us? We have masquerades, galas, +routs--everything. Come with me. I will show you my Ball Room.' + +She led me up the grand staircase from the Hall into a most noble room. +On the walls were hung many mirrors: between the mirrors were painted +Cupids and flowers: rout seats were placed all round the room: the +hanging candelabra contained hundreds of candles: at one end stood a +music gallery. + +'Will,' she said, 'go upstairs and play me something.' + +I obeyed. + +I found an instrument, which I tuned. Then I stood up in the gallery and +played. + +She stood below listening. 'Well played!' she cried. 'Now play me a +dance tune. See if you can make me dance.' + +I played a tune which I had often played to the jolly sailors. I know +not what it is called. It is one of those tunes which run in at the ears +and down to the heels which it makes as light as a feather and as quick +silver for nimbleness. In a minute she was dancing--with such grace, +such spirit, such quickness of motion, as if every limb was without +weight. And her fair face smiling and her blue eyes dancing!--never was +there such a figure of grace: as for the step, it was as if invented on +the spot, but I believe that she had learned it. Afraid of tiring her, I +laid down the violin and descended into the hall. + +She gave me both her hands. 'Will,' she said. 'You will make my fortune +if you consent to join my orchestra. There never was such playing. Those +sailors! How could they let you go? Now listen. I can pay you thirty +shillings. Will you come? The Treasury pays every Saturday morning. You +shall have, besides, four weeks in advance. Spend it in generous food +after your long Lent. Say--Will you accept?' + +'It is too much, Jenny.' I took her hand and kissed it. 'First you take +me out of prison: then you give me the means of living. How can I thank +you sufficiently? How repay----' + +'There is nothing to repay. I will tell you another time why I take an +interest in you.' + +'When the most beautiful woman in the world----' + +'Stop, Will. I warn you. There must be no love-making.' I suppose she +saw the irresistible admiration in my eyes. 'Oh! I am not angry. But +compliments of that kind generally lead to love-making. They all try it, +but it is quite useless--now,' she added with a sigh. 'And you, of all +men, must not.' + +I made no reply, not knowing what to say. + +'There is another face in your home, Will, that is far more beautiful +than mine. Think of that face. Enough said.' + +'I protest----' I began. + +She laid her hand upon my lips. 'There must be no compliments,' she +said. Her voice was severe but her smiling eyes forgave. + +I left her and hastened home with dancing feet. + +I was returning with an engagement of thirty shillings a week: I had +four weeks' pay in my pocket: Fortune once more smiled upon me: I ran in +and kissed my wife with an alacrity and a cheerfulness which rejoiced +her as much as it astonished her. I threw down the money. 'Take it, my +dear,' I said. 'There is more to come. We are saved again. Oh! Alice--we +are saved--and by the same hand as before.' + +'I have heard of Madame Vallance,' said Tom, presently. 'She comes from +no one knows where: she keeps herself secluded: at the Assemblies she +always wears a mask: the people say she is generous: some think she is +rich: others that the expense of the place must break her.' + +'I hope she is another Croesus,' I said. 'I hope that the River of +Pactolus will flow into her lap. I hope she will inherit the mines of +Golgonda. I hope she will live a thousand years and marry a Prince. And +we will drink her health in a bowl of punch this very night.' + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE MASQUERADE + + +I commenced my duties in the music gallery on one of the nights devoted +to the amusement called the Masquerade. It was an amusement new to me +and to all except those who can afford to spend five guineas, besides +the purchase of a dress, on the pleasure of a single night. I understand +the Masquerade has taken a great hold upon the fashionable world and +upon those who have money to spend and are eager for the excitement of a +new pleasure. 'Give--give' is the cry of those who live, day by day, for +the pleasure of the moment. + +Truly in a Masquerade there is everything; the novelty or the beauty of +the disguise: the music: the dancing: the revelry after supper: the +gambling: the pursuit of beauty in disguise--it is wonderful to reflect, +in the quiet corner of the earth in which I write, that, across the +Atlantic, in London City, there are thousands who are never happy save +when they are crowded together, seeking such excitement as is afforded +by the masquerade, the assembly, the promenade and the pleasure garden. +Here we have no such excitements and we want none: life for us flows in +a tranquil stream: for them it flows away in waterfalls and cataracts, +leaping to the sea. + +Madame managed her masquerades as she did everything, with the greatest +care: she arranged everything: the selection of the music: the +decorations: the supper: even the chalking of the floor. The doors were +thrown open at eleven. Long before that hour the Square was filled with +people, some were come to see the fashionable throng arrive--the fine +dresses of the ladies and the masquerading of the men. Some were come to +pick the pockets of the others. There was no confusion: the hackney +coaches and the chairs were directed by Madame's servants, who stood +outside, to arrive by one road and to depart by another. Thus, one after +the other, without quarrelling or fighting, drove to the doors, +deposited their company and departed. The same order was observed in the +departure. + +For my own part, as there was nothing to do before eleven, I amused +myself by going round and seeing the rooms all lit up with candles in +sconces or by candelabra and painted with flowers and fruit and Cupids +even to the ceiling, and hung with costly curtains. It is a large and +spacious house, of commanding appearance, built by an Earl of Carlisle. +There is a grand staircase, broad and stately: when a well-dressed +Company are going up and down it looks like the staircase of a Palace: +on the landing I found flowers in pots and bushes in tubs which gave the +place a rural appearance and so might lead the thoughts of the visitor +insensibly into the country. There are a great many rooms in the +original House which has been very handsomely increased by the addition +of two large chambers, one above the other, built out at the back, over +part of the garden. One of these new rooms was the Ball Room which I +have already mentioned. The other room below it, equally large but not +so high, was used as the supper-room. It had its walls painted with +dancing Satyrs and Fauns: gilded pilasters, raised an inch or so, +relieved the flatness of the wall. This was the supper-room: for the +moment it had nothing in it but long narrow tables arranged down the +room in rows: the servants were already beginning to spread upon them +the napery and lay the knives and forks for supper. + +On the ground-floor on the right hand of the entrance hall was a large +room used as a card room. Here stood a long table covered with a green +cloth for the players of those games which require a Bank or a large +company. They are Hazard, Lansquenet, Loo, Faro, and I know not how many +more. But, whatever their names, they all mean the same thing and only +one thing, viz., gambling. Along the wall on either side were small +tables for parties of two or four, who came to play Quadrille, Whist, +Piquet, Ecarté, and the like--games more dangerous to the young and the +beginner than the more noisy gambling of the crowd. Candles stood on all +the small tables and down the middle of the great table: there were also +candles in sconces on the wall. As yet none of them were lit. + +While I was looking round the empty room, Madame herself came in dressed +in white satin, and carrying her domino in her hand. + +'I look into every room,' she said, 'before the doors are open: but into +this room I look two or three times every evening.' + +'You come to look at the players?' + +'I have a particular reason for coming here. I will tell you some time +or other--perhaps to-night, Will. If so, it will be the greatest +surprise of your life--the very greatest surprise. Yes--I watch the +players. Their faces amuse me. When I see a man losing time after time, +and remaining calm and unmoved, I say to myself, "There is a gentleman." +Play is the finest test of good breeding. When a man curses his luck; +curses his neighbour for bringing him bad luck; bangs the table with his +fist; and calls upon all the Gods to smite him dead, I say to myself, +"That is a city spark."' + +'I fear I am a city spark.' + +'When I see two sitting together at a table quiet and alone I ask myself +which is the sharper and which is the flat. By watching them for a few +minutes I can always find out--one of them always is the sharper, you +see, and the other always the flat. And if you watch them for a few +minutes you can always find out. Beware of this room, Will. Be neither +sharper nor flat.' + +She turned and went off to see some other room. + +Looking out at the back I saw that the garden had been hung with +coloured lamps, and looked gay and bright. It was a warm fine evening: +there would be many who would choose the garden for a promenade. Other +rooms there were: the Blue Room: the Star Room: the Red Room: the +Chinese Room: I know not what, nor for what they were all used. + +But the time approached. I climbed up the steep stairs and took my place +in the music gallery, where already most of the orchestra were +assembled: like them I tuned my violin, and then waited the arrival of +the Company. + +They came by tickets which included supper. Each ticket cost five +guineas, and admitted one gentleman or two ladies including supper. It +seems a monstrous price for a single evening; but the cost of the +entertainment was enormous. The ticket itself was a beautiful thing +representing Venus with Cupids. They were gazing with interest upon a +Nymph lying beside a fountain. She had, as yet, nothing upon her, and +she was apparently engaged in thinking what she would wear for the +evening. A pretty thing, prettily drawn. But five guineas for a single +evening! + +As soon as the doors were thrown open, a line of footmen received the +company, took their tickets and showed them into the tea-room where that +refreshment was offered before the ball commenced. When this room was +full, the doors leading to the ball-rooms and the other rooms were also +thrown open, and the company streamed along the great gallery which was +lined with flowering shrubs. Here was stationed a small string band +playing soft and pleasing music. Then they crowded up the Grand +staircase. When most of the masqueraders were within the Ball-room, and +before they had done looking about them and crying out for astonishment +at the mirrors and the candelabra and the lights, we struck up the music +in the gallery, and as soon as order was a little restored, the minuets +began. + +For my own part I love to look upon dancing. The country-dance expresses +the happiness of youth and the gladness of life. The hey and jig are +rustic joys which cannot keep still, but must needs jump about to show +their pleasure. But the minuet expresses the refinement, the courtesies, +the politeness of life. It is artificial, but the politeness of Fashion +in the Civilized world must be acknowledged to be an improvement on +mere Nature, which is too often barbarous in its expression and coarse +in its treatment. I know not any of our music which could be played to +such a dance of savages as the Guinea Traders report from the West Coast +and the Bight of Benin. + +The company flowed in fast. All, except a few who kept about the doors +and did not venture in the crowd, were in masquerade dress, and even +those who were not carried dominoes in their hands. One would have +thought the whole world had sent representatives to the ball. There were +pig-tailed Chinese; Dervishes in turbans; American Indians with +tomahawks; Arabs in long silken robes; negroes and negresses; proud +Castilians; Scots in plaid; Monks and Romish Priests; Nuns and Sisters; +milkmaids in dowlass; ploughboys in smocks; lawyers; soldiers and +sailors: there were gods and goddesses; Venus came clad much like her +figure in the books; Diana carried her bow; the Graces endeavoured to +appear as they are commonly represented: Apollo came with his lyre; Mars +with his shield and spear: Vulcan with his lame leg: Hercules with his +club. There were dozens of Cupids: there were dozens of Queens; +Cleopatra; Dido; Mary, Queen of Scots: and Queen Elizabeth. There were +famous kings as Henry the Fifth; Henry the Eighth: Charles the First; +and Charles the Second. There were potentates, as the Pope, the Sultan, +the Grand Cham, Prester John, and the Emperor of China: there were +famous women, mostly kings' favourites, as the Fair-Haired Editha: Fair +Rosamund: Jane Shore, the most beautiful of London maidens: and merry +Nell Gwynne, once an Orange Girl: there were half a dozen ladies +representing Joan of Arc in armour: there was a bear-ward leading a man +dressed as a bear who made as if he would hug the women (at which they +screamed in pretended affright) and danced to the music of a crowd: +there were gipsies and fortune-tellers: there were two girls--nobody +knew who they were--one of whom danced on a tight-rope, while the other +turned somersaults. There were Harlequin, Columbine, Pantaloon and +clown, as if straight from Drury Lane: there was the showman who put his +show in a corner and loudly proclaimed the wonders that were within: +there was the Cheap Jack in another corner, who pretended to sell +everything: there was the itinerant Quack who bawled his nostrums for +prolonging life and restoring youth and arresting beauty: there was the +orange girl, of Drury Lane, impudent and ready with an answer and a joke +to anything: there were dancing-girls who ran in and out, cleared a +space; danced: then ran to another place and danced again. I learned, +afterwards, that the dancers and tumblers, with many of the masks, were +actors, actresses, and dancing-girls, hired from the Theatre by Madame +herself, in order to ensure vivacity and activity and movement in the +evening. If these things were neglected or left to the masquers +themselves, the assembly would fall quite flat, very few persons having +the least power to play any part or keep up any character. Punchinello, +for instance, trod the floor with a face like a physician for solemnity: +the clown could not dance or laugh or make other people laugh: and so +with the women: they thought their part was played as soon as they were +dressed. + +Meantime, the music played on without stopping. After the minuets, we +proceeded to the country dance. But you must not think that at the +Masquerade we conducted our dancing with the same order and form as an +ordinary assembly. I looked down upon a scene which was quite unlike the +ordinary assembly, and yet was the most beautiful, the most animated, +the most entrancing that I had ever witnessed. The room was like a +flower-bed in July filled with flowers of every colour. It was enough, +at first, to look at the whole company, as one might look upon a garden +filled with flowers. Presently I began to detach couples or small +groups. First, I observed the fair domino who lured on the amorous +youth--dressed, perhaps, as a monk--by running away and yet looking +back--a Parthian Amazon of Love. She must be young, he thought, with +such a sprightly air and so easy a step: she must be beautiful, with +such a figure, to match her face: she must be rich, with such a +habit--with those gold chains and bracelets and pearls. Presently the +young fellow caught his goddess: he spoke to her and he led her to a +seat among the plants where they could sit a little retired and apart. +But from the gallery I could see them. He took her hand: he pressed her, +saying I know not what: presently she took off her domino: and disclosed +loveliness: the youth fell into raptures: she held him off: she put on +her domino again: she rose: he begged for a little more discourse--it +was a pretty pantomime--she refused: she went back to the general +company: they remained together all the night: when they went away in +the morning he led her out whispering, and one hopes that this was the +beginning of a happy match. The removal of the domino to let the +gentleman see the masked face was, I observed, very common, yet it was +not always that the little comedy ended, as they say, happily. Sometimes +the lady, after showing her face, would run away and exchange a +kerchief, or a mantle, with a friend so as to mystify and bewilder her +pursuer who could not tell what had become of his lovely partner. + +Such were the little comedies performed before the eyes of the +spectators from the music gallery. As for the rest, the mountebanks +pranced, and the dancing-girls and the tumbling-girls capered, and they +all laughed and sang and gave themselves wholly to the mirth and +merriment of the moment. + +Some of the men I observed were drunk when they arrived: others +pretended to be drunk in order that they might roll about and catch hold +of the girls. It has always been to me a marvel that women do not mark +their displeasure, at the intrusion upon their pleasures, of men who are +drunk. They mar all the enjoyment of society whether at the theatre, or +at such assemblies as this, or in the drawing-room. Ladies of fashion +have it in their power to put an end to the habit at a stroke of the +pen, so to speak: namely, by forbidding the presence at their assemblies +of gentlemen in liquor: they should be refused admission however great +their position, even if their breast is ablaze with stars. + +There were many stars present, and with them ladies whose head-dresses +were covered with diamonds. It was rumoured that Madame retained in her +service for these occasions, a body of stout fellows on the watch for +any attempt upon the jewels. It was also rumoured that there were R--l +P--s present at the Masquerade: the young D-- of Y--k, for instance, it +was said positively, was among the company, but so disguised that none +could recognise him. Some of the ladies wore no dominoes; but these +persons, I observed, did not leave their partners and took no share in +the merriment. Indeed, they seemed, for the most part, not to laugh at +the fun: I suppose they found it somewhat low and vulgar. In our gallery +they were well known. 'That is the Duchess of Q-- with the rubies: the +lady with the diamond spray in her hair is Lady H--: the lady with the +strings of pearls round her neck and arms is the Lady Florence D--,' and +so forth--with scandalous stories and gossip which belonged, I thought, +more to the footmen in the hall than to the music gallery. We had no +such talk at the Dog and Duck. Perhaps, however, the reason for our +reticence in that favourite retreat and rendezvous of the aristocracy +was that there were no women at the Dog and Duck whose lives were not +scandalous. The stories, therefore, would become monotonous. + +At one, a procession was formed for supper. There was no order or rank +observed because there were plenty of persons who masqueraded as +noblemen, and it would take too long to examine into their claims. The +small band of stringed instruments, of which I have spoken, headed the +procession, played the company into the supper-room, and played while +they were taking supper. There was not room for more than half in the +supper-room: the rest waited their turn. + +'It is a rest for us,' said the First violin, 'we shall get some supper +downstairs. Eat and drink plenty, for what we have done already is a +flea-bite compared with what we have to do.' + +It was, indeed. They came back, their cheeks flushed, their eyes bright +with wine. Some of them too tipsy to stand, rolled upon the rout seats, +and so fell fast asleep. + +I observed that the great ladies and the gentlemen with them did not +return after supper: their absence removed some restraint: and the +gentlemen who had arrived without a masquerade dress did not come back +after supper. The company was thinner, but it was much louder: there was +no longer any pretence of keeping up a character: the Quack left off +bawling his wares: the showman deserted his show: the fortune-tellers +left their tents: the Hermit left his cell: the dancing and tumbling +girls joined in the general throng: there were many sets formed but +little regular dancing: all were broken up by rushes of young men more +than half drunk: they caught the girls and kissed them--nothing loth, +though they shrieked: it was a proof that the gentlewomen had all gone, +that no one resented this rudeness--either a partner or the girl +herself: the scene became an orgy: all together were romping, touzling, +laughing, shrieking, and quarrelling. + +Still the music kept up: still we played with unflinching arm and all +the spirit which can be put into them, the most stirring dance tunes. At +last they left off trying to dance: some of the women lay back on the +rout seats partly with liquor overcome and partly with fatigue: men were +sprawling unable to get up: bottles of wine were brought up from the +supper-room and handed round. The men grew every minute noisier: the +women shrieked louder and more shrilly--perhaps with cause. And every +minute some slipped away and the crowd grew thinner, till there were +left little more than a heap of drunken men and weary women. + +At last word came up that it was five o'clock, the time for closing. + +The conductor laid down his violin: the night's work was over: we would +go. + +The people below clamoured for more music, but in vain. Then they, too, +began to stream out noisily. + +As I passed the supper-room I saw that half a dozen young fellows had +got in and were noisily clamouring for champagne. The waiters who were +clearing the supper took no notice. Then one of them with a bludgeon set +to work and began to smash plates, glasses, dishes, bottles, windows, in +a kind of a frenzy of madness or mischief. Half a dozen stout fellows +rushed at him: carried him out of the supper-room and so into the Square +outside. It was a fitting end for the Masquerade. + +While I was looking on, I was touched on the arm by a mask. I knew her +by her white satin dress for Madame. + +I had seen her from time to time flitting about the room, sometimes with +a partner, sometimes alone. She was conversing one moment with a +gentleman whose star betokened his rank, and the next with one of her +paid actors or actresses, directing the sports. I had seen her dancing +two minuets in succession each with a grace and dignity which no other +woman in the room could equal. + +'A noisy end, Will, is it not? We always finish this way. The young +fellow who smashed the glass is Lord St. Osyth. To-morrow morning he +will have to pay the bill. 'Tis a good-natured fool. See: they are +carrying out the last of the drunken hogs. Faugh! How drunk they are!' + +'I have watched you all the evening, Madame. Believe me, there were none +of the ladies who approached you in the minuet.' + +'Naturally, Will. For I have danced it on the stage, where we can at +least surpass the minuet of the Assembly. What do they understand of +action and carriage, and how to bear the body and how to use the arms +and how to handle the fan? But it was not to talk about my +dancing--Will--I said that perhaps I should be able to show you +something or to tell you something--that might astonish you. Come with +me: but first--I would not have you recognised, put on this +domino'--there were a good many lying about--'So--Now follow me and +prepare for the greatest surprise of your whole life.' + +In the hall there were still many waiting for their carriages and +chairs. Outside, there was a crowd now closing in upon the carriages, +and now beaten back by Madame's men who were armed with clubs and kept +the pickpockets and thieves at bay. And there was a good deal of +bawling, cursing, and noise. + +Madame led the way into the card-room. Play had apparently been going on +all night: the candles on the table were burning low: the players had +nearly all gone: the servants were taking the shillings from under the +candlesticks: at the long table, two or three were still left: they were +not playing: they were settling up their accounts. + +A young fellow got up as we came in. 'What's the good of crying, Harry?' +he said, to his companion. 'I've dropped five hundred. Well--better luck +to-morrow.' + +'Poor lad!' said Madame. 'That morrow will never come. 'Tis a pretty +lad: I am sorry for him. He will end in a Debtors' Prison or he will +carry a musket in the ranks.' + +They were settling, one by one, with the player who had held the Bank +for the evening. There were no disputes: they had some system by means +of which their loses or gains were represented by counters. The business +of the conclusion was the paying or receiving of money as shown by their +counters which were accepted as money. For instance, if a person took so +many counters he incurred so much liability. But, I do not understand +what were the rules. The man who held the Bank was, I heard afterwards, +one of those who live by keeping the Bank against all comers. He was an +elderly man of fine manners, extremely courtly in his behaviour and his +dress. One by one he received the players, of whom there were a dozen or +so, and examined their liabilities or their claims. There was left but +one of the players, a man whose back was turned to me. + +'Sir,' he said politely, 'I am grieved indeed to keep a gentleman +waiting so long. Let me now release you. I hope, Sir, that the balance +will prove in your favour. It pleases me, believe me, that a gentleman +should leave my table the winner. So, Sir, thank you. I perceive, Sir, +that your good fortune has deserted you for this evening. I trust it is +but a temporary cloud. After all it is a trifle--a bagatelle--a mere +matter of one hundred and fifty-five guineas--one hundred and +fifty-five. Your Honour is not, perhaps, good at figures, but, should +you choose to verify----' + +The other man whose back and shoulders were still the only part of him +presented to my view, snatched the paper and looked at it and threw it +on the table. + +'It is right, Sir?' + +'I suppose it is right. The luck was against me, as usual; the luck +never is for me.' + +I knew the voice and started. + +Madame whispered in my ear softly. 'The greatest surprise of your life.' + +'One hundred and fifty-five guineas,' said the gentleman who kept the +Bank. 'If you are not able to discharge the liability to-night, Sir, I +shall be pleased to wait upon you to-morrow.' + +'No! No! I can pay my way still--pay my way,' He pulled out a long purse +filled with guineas. + +'Your luck will certainly turn, Sir, before long. Why I have seen +instances----' + +'Damn it, Sir, leave me and my affairs alone. My luck never will turn. +Don't I know my own affairs?' + +The voice could be none other than my cousin Matthew's. I was startled. +My head which had been filled with the noise of the music and the +excitement of the revelry became clear at once and attentive and +serious. My cousin Matthew. Impossible not to know that voice! + +He poured out the guineas on the table and began to count them, dividing +them into heaps of ten. Then he counted them over again, very slowly, +and, at last, with greatest reluctance passed them over to the other +player, who in his turn counted them over, taking up the pieces and +biting them in order to see if they were good. + +'I thank you, Sir,' he said, gravely. 'I trust that on a future +occasion----' + +Matthew waved his hand impatiently. The other turned and walked down +the room. The candles were mostly out by this time; only two or three +were left on the point of expiring: the room was in a kind of twilight. +Matthew turned his head--it _was_ my cousin: he seemed not to see us: he +sank into a chair and laid his head in his hands groaning. + +No one was left in the room except Madame, Matthew and myself. + +Madame stepped forward: the table was between her and my cousin. As for +me I kept in the background watching and listening. What might this +thing mean? Matthew, the sober, upright, religious London citizen! +Matthew the worthy descendant of the great Puritan preacher! Matthew the +denouncer of wicked musicians! Matthew the scourge of frivolity and +vice! Matthew, my supplanter! Matthew in a gaming room! Matthew playing +all night long and losing a hundred and fifty-five guineas in a single +night! What was one to believe next? + +Jenny bent over the table: she still kept on her domino. + +'Mr. Matthew Halliday,' she said. + +He lifted his head, stupidly. + +'I congratulate you, Mr. Matthew Halliday,' she went on. 'You have +passed a most pleasant and profitable evening. A hundred and fifty-five +guineas! It is nothing, of course, to a rich merchant like yourself.' + +'Who are you?' he asked. 'What concern is it of yours?' + +'I am one who knows you. One who knows you already, and too well.' + +He stood up. 'I am going, Mistress,' he said--'unless you have something +else to say.' + +'Mr. Halliday--you lost two hundred guineas last night, and on Sunday +you lost four hundred.' + +'Zounds, Miss or Mistress, how do you know?' + +'I know because I am told. You are a very rich man, Mr. Halliday, are +you not? You must be to lose so much every night. You must be very rich +indeed. You have whole fleets of your own, and Quays and Warehouses +filled with goods--and you inherited a great fortune only two years +ago.' + +He sank back in a chair and gazed stupidly upon her. 'How speeds your +noble trade? How fares it with your fleets? How much is left of your +great fortune?' He growled, but made no reply. Curiosity and wonder +seized him and held him. Besides, what reply could he make? + +'Who are you?' he asked. + +'I will tell you, perhaps. How do you stand with Mr. Probus?' + +He sprang to his feet again. 'This is too much. How dare you speak of my +private affairs? What do you know about Mr. Probus?' + +'How long is it, Mr. Halliday, since you agreed with Mr. Probus that +your cousin should be locked up in a Debtors' Prison there to remain +till he died, or sold his birthright?' + +He answered with a kind of roar, as if he had no words left. He stood +before her--the table between--half in terror--half in rage. Who was +this woman? Besides, he was already very nearly beside himself over the +long continuance of his bad luck. + +'Who are you?' he asked again. 'What do you know about my cousin?' + +'I will tell you, directly, who I am. About your cousin, Matthew, I warn +you solemnly. The next attempt you make upon his life and liberty will +bring upon your head--yours--not to speak of the others--the greatest +disaster that you can imagine, or can dread. The greatest disaster,' she +repeated solemnly, 'that you can imagine or can dread.' She looked like +a Prophetess, standing before him with hand raised and with solemn +voice. + +'This is fooling. What do you know? Who are you?' + +'I cannot tell what kind of disaster it will be--the greatest--the worst +possible--it will be. Be warned. Keep Mr. Probus at arm's length or he +will ruin you--he will ruin you, unless he has ruined you already.' + +'You cannot frighten me with bugaboo stories. If you will not tell me +who you are. I shall go.' + +She tore off her glove. 'Does this hand,' she said, 'remind you of +nothing?' + +On the third finger of the white hand was a wedding-ring which I had +never seen there before. + +He stared at the hand. Perhaps he suspected. I think he did. No one who +had once seen that hand could possibly forget it. + +She tore off her domino. 'You have doubtless forgotten, Matthew, by this +time, the face--of your wife.' + +He cursed her. He stood up and cursed her in round terms. I don't know +why. He accused her of nothing. But he cursed her. She was the origin +and cause of his bad luck. + +I would have interfered. 'Let be--let be,' she said. 'The time will +surely come when the ruin which I have foretold will fall upon him. Let +us wait till then. That will be sufficient punishment for him. I see it +coming--I know not when. I see it coming. Let him curse.' + +He desisted. He ran out of the room without another word. + +She looked after him with a deep sigh. + +'I told you, Will, that I had a surprise for you--the greatest surprise +of your life. I will tell you more to-morrow if you will come in the +afternoon. You shall hear more about Matthew, my husband Matthew. Get +you gone now and home to bed with all the speed you may. Good-night, +cousin Will--cousin Will.' + +I left her as I was bidden. I walked home through the deserted streets +of early morning. My brain was burning. Matthew the gambler! Matthew the +husband of Jenny! Matthew the gambler. Why--everything shouted the word +as I passed: the narrow streets of Soho: the water lapping the arches of +Westminster Bridge: the keen air blowing over the Bank; all shouted the +words--'Matthew the gambler! Matthew the husband of Jenny! Matthew the +gambler!' And when I lay down to sleep the words that rang in my ear +were 'Matthew my husband--Cousin Will!--Cousin Will!' + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +WHO SHE WAS + + +'You now know, Will,' said Jenny, when I called next day, 'why I have +been interested in you, since I first saw you. Not on account of your +good looks, Sir, though I confess you are a very pretty fellow: nor on +account of your playing, which is spirited and true; but because you are +my first cousin by marriage.' + +She received me, sitting in the small room on the left of the Hall. The +great house was quite empty, save for the servants, who were always +clearing away the remains of one fête and arranging for another. Their +footsteps resounded in the vacant corridors and their voices echoed in +the vacant chambers. + +'Jenny, I have been able to think of nothing else. I could not sleep for +thinking of it. I am more and more amazed.' + +'I knew you would be. Well, Will, I wanted to have a long talk with you. +I have a great deal to say. First, I shall give you some tea--believe +me, it is far better for clearing the head after a night such as last +night, than Madeira. I have a great deal to tell you--I fear you will +despise me--but I will hide nothing. I am resolved to hide nothing from +you.' + +Meantime the words kept ringing in my ears. 'Matthew a gambler! The +religious Matthew! To whom music was a snare of the Devil and the +musician a servant of the Devil! The steady Matthew! The irreproachable +Matthew!' + +Yet, since I had always known him to be a violator of truth; a slanderer +and a backbiter, why not, also, a gambler? Why not also a murderer--a +forger--anything? I was to find out before long that he was quite ready +to become the former of these also, upon temptation. Yet the thing was +wonderful, even after I had actually seen it and proved it. And again, +Matthew married! Not to a sober and godly citizen's daughter, but to an +actress of Drury Lane Theatre! Matthew, to whom the theatre was as the +mouth of the Bottomless Pit! Who could believe such a thing? + +As for what follows, Jenny did not tell me the whole in this one +afternoon. I have put together, as if it was all one conversation, what +took several days or perhaps several weeks. + +'You think it so wonderful, Will,' Jenny said, reading my thoughts in my +face. 'For my own part it is never wonderful that a man should gamble, +or drink, or throw himself away upon an unworthy mistress. Every man may +go mad: it is part of man's nature: women, never, save for love and +jealousy and the like. Men are so made: madness seizes them: down they +go to ruin and the grave. It is strong drink with some: and avarice with +some: and gaming with some. Your cousin Matthew is as mad as an Abram +man.' + +She was silent for a while. Then she went on again. I have written it +down much as if all that follows was a single speech. It was broken up +by my interruptions and by her pauses and movements. For she was too +quick and restless to sit down while she was speaking. She would spring +from her chair and walk about the room; she would stand at the window, +and drum at the panes of glass: she would stand over the fireplace; she +would look in the round mirror hanging on the wall. She had a thousand +restless ways. Sometimes she stood behind me and laid a hand on my +shoulder as if she was ashamed for me to look upon her. + +It was a wonderful tale she told me: more wonderful that a woman who had +gone through that companionship should come out of it, filled through +and through, like a sponge, with the knowledge of wickedness and found +in childhood with those who practise wickedness, yet should be herself +so free from all apparent stain or taint of it. Surely, unless the face, +the eyes, the voice, the language, the thoughts, can all lie together, +this woman was one of the purest and most innocent of Heaven's +creatures. + +It is not always the knowledge of evil that makes a woman wicked. Else, +if you think of it, there would be no good woman at all among us. +Consider: it is only a question of degree. A child born in the Mint; or +in Fullwood's Rents; or in St. Giles's: or in Turnmill Street learns, +one would think, everything that is vile. But children do not always +inquire into the meaning of what they hear: most things that they see or +hear may pass off them like water from a duck's back. Their best +safe-guard is their want of curiosity. Besides, it is not only in St. +Giles's that children hear things that are kept from them: in the +respectable part of the city, in Cheapside itself, they can hear the low +language and the vile sayings and the blasphemous oaths of the common +sort. Children are absorbed by their own pursuits and thoughts. The +grown-up world: the working world, does not belong to them; they see and +see not; they hear and hear not; they cannot choose, but see and hear: +yet they inquire not into the meaning. + +'Will,' she said, 'I would I had never heard your name. It has been an +unlucky name to me--and perhaps it will be more unlucky still.' I know +not if she was here foretelling what certainly happened, afterwards. +'Your cousin, Matthew, is no common player, who carries a few guineas in +his pocket and watches them depart with a certain interest and even +anxiety and then goes away. This man is a fierce, thirsty, insatiable +gambler. There is a play called 'The Gamester' in which the hero is such +an one. He plays like this hero with a thirst that cannot be assuaged. +He plays every night: he has, I believe, already ruined himself: yet he +cannot stop: he would play away the whole world and then would stake his +soul, unless he had first sold his soul for money to play with. Soul? If +he has any soul--but I know not.' + +'You amaze me, Jenny. Indeed, I am overwhelmed with amazement. I cannot +get the words out of my head, "Matthew a gambler! Matthew a gambler!"' + +'Yes--Matthew a gambler. He has been a gambler in a small way for many +years. When he got possession of your father's money and the management +of that House, he became a gambler in a large way. I say that I believe +he is already well-nigh ruined. You have seen him on one night, Will; he +is at the same game every night. I have had him watched--I know. His +luck is such as the luck of men like that always is--against him +continually. He never wins: or if ever, then only small sums as will +serve to encourage him. There is no evening in the week, not even +Sunday, when he does not play. I have reason to know--I will tell you +why, presently--that he has already lost a great fortune.' + +'The fortune that my father left to him. It should have been mine.' + +'Then, my poor Will, it never will be yours. For it is gone. I learned, +six months ago, that his business is impaired: the credit of the House +is shaken. Worse than this, Will'--she laid her hand on my arm--'he had +then, already, borrowed large sums of Mr. Probus, and as he could not +pay he was borrowing more. There is the danger for you!' + +'What danger?' + +'You musicians live in the clouds. Why does Matthew continue to borrow +money? He pretends that he wants to put it into the business. Really, he +gambles with it. Why does Probus continue to lend him money? Probus does +not suspect the truth. In the hope that he will presently have such a +hold over Matthew that he will get possession of the business, become a +partner and turn out Matthew and your uncle. It looks splendid. All +these ships: the wharf covered with goods: but the ships are mortgaged +and their cargoes are mortgaged: and the interest on Probus's loans can +only be paid by borrowing more. In a very short time, Will, the bubble +will burst. The situation is already dangerous; it will then become full +of peril.' + +'Why dangerous to me? I have borrowed no money.' + +'You are a very simple person, Will. They put you into the King's Bench. +Yet you don't understand. I do. Matthew wanted to borrow money on the +security of that succession. Probus would have lent him money on that +security. Probus would have had another finger in the pie. He did not +know, then, what he will very soon find out, that all the money he has +already advanced to his rich client is lost. Then it was a mere +temptation to Matthew to put you under pressure: now it will become a +necessity to make you submit: a necessity for both, and they are a pair +of equal villains.' + +'Last night you warned Matthew. Jenny, your words seemed to be no common +warning. You know something or you would not have pronounced that solemn +warning.' + +'Every woman is a prophetess,' she replied, gravely. 'Oh! I can +sometimes foretell things. Not always: not when I wish: not as I wish. +The prophecy comes to me. I know not how it comes: and I cannot expect +it or wait for it. Last night, suddenly, I saw a vision of villainy, I +know not what. It was directed against you and Alice--and the +villains--among them was Matthew--were driven back with whips. They fled +howling. Will, this Vision makes me speak.' + +This kind of talk was new to me: I confess it made me uneasy. + +'Well, you now know the truth. Your cousin has defamed and slandered +you: without relenting and without ceasing. So long as it was possible +to do you a mischief with your father he did it: he has robbed you of +your inheritance: well: you can now, if you please, revenge yourself.' + +'Revenge myself? How?' + +'You will not only revenge yourself: you may make it impossible for your +cousin to do you any further injury.' + +'Does he wish to do me any further injury?' + +'Will, I suppose that you are a fool because you are a musician. Wish? A +man like that who has injured you as much as he could and as often as +he could will go on: it is the nature of such a man to injure others: +his delight and his nature: he craves for mischief almost as he craves +for gambling.' + +'You are bitter against--your husband, Jenny.' + +'I am very bitter against him. I have reason.' + +'But about the revenge. Of what kind is it?' + +'You may do this. His father, the Alderman, has withdrawn from any +active partnership in the business, which is conducted entirely by +Matthew. He passes now an idle life beside Clapham Common, with his +gardens and his greenhouses. Go to this poor gentleman: tell him the +truth. Let him learn that his son is a gambler: that he is wasting all +that is left to waste: that his losses have been very heavy already: and +that the end is certain bankruptcy. You can tell your uncle that you saw +yourself with your own eyes Matthew losing a hundred and fifty-five +guineas in the card-room of a Masquerade: this will terrify him, though +at first he will not believe it: then he will cause the affairs of the +House to be examined, and he will find out, if accountants are any use, +how much has been already wasted. Mind, Will, I invent nothing. All this +I know. The House is well-nigh ruined.' + +'How do you know all this, Jenny?' + +'Not by visions, certainly. I know it from information. It is, I assure +you, the bare truth. The House is already well-nigh ruined.' + +'I fear I cannot tell my uncle these things.' + +'It would be a kindness to him in the end, Will. Let him learn the truth +before the worst happens.' + +I shook my head. Revenge is not a pleasing task. To go to my uncle with +such a tale seemed a mean way of returning Matthew's injuries. + +'I do not counsel revenge, then,' she went on, again divining my +thoughts. 'Call it your safety. When you have alarmed your uncle into +calling for an explanation, go and see the man Probus.' + +'See Probus? Why?' + +'I would separate Probus from his client. Go and tell the man--go and +tell him without reference to his past villainies that his client +Matthew is an incurable gambler, and that all the money Probus has lent +to him has been lost over the gaming table.' + +'Tell Probus?' The thought of speaking to Probus except as to a viper +was not pleasant. + +'I have made inquiries about Probus,' She knew everything, this woman! +'He is of the tribe they call blood-suckers: they fasten upon their +victim, and they never let go till such time as there is no more blood +to suck. There is some blood left. Probus will never think of you while +he is saving what he can of his own. Tell the money-lender this, I say, +and what with Probus on the one hand, maddened by his loss, and his own +father on the other, well-nigh terrified to death, Matthew will have +enough to do.' + +'Would you like me to do this, Jenny?' + +'I should like it done,' she replied, turning away her face. + +'Would you like to do it yourself, Jenny?' + +'I am a woman. Women must not do violent things.' + +'Jenny, there is more revenge than precaution in this.' + +'There may be some revenge, but there is also a good deal of prudence.' + +'I cannot do it, Jenny.' + +'Are you afraid, Will? To be sure, a musician is not a +sold--so--no--Will, forgive me. You are not afraid. Forgive me.' + +'I shall leave them to work out their destruction in their own way, +whatever way that may be.' + +'But that way may be hurtful to you, my poor Will--even fatal to you,' + +'I shall leave them alone: their punishment will surely fall upon them, +they will dig a trap to their own undoing.' + +'Will, I have heard that kind of talk before. I have used those words +myself upon the stage.' She threw herself into an attitude and declaimed +with fire. + + 'Think not, Allora, that I dread their hate: + Nor hate, nor vile conspiracy shall turn me-- + Still on their own presumptuous heads shall fall + The lightning they invoke for mine; for lower + Hangs yon black thunder cloud; and even louder + I hear the rumbling of the angry earth. + Wait but a moment: then the flash shall shoot; + Then shall the thunder roar; the earth shall gape; + And where they stood there shall be nothingness.' + +'That is your position, Will. For my own part, if I were you, I should +prefer safety, and I should not object to revenge.' + +'It is true, Jenny.' + +'Perhaps. For my own part, I have known a monstrous number of wicked +people on whom no lightnings fell, and for whom the earth did never +gape. Nothing has happened to them so long as they were gentlemen. With +the baser sort, of course, there is Tyburn, and I dare say that feels at +the end like the gaping of the earth and the flash of lightning and the +roar of the thunder, all together. Even with them some escape.' + +I would have quoted the Psalmist, but refrained, because by this time I +had made the singular discovery that Jenny seemed to have no knowledge +of religion at all. If one spoke in the common way of man's dependence +she looked as if she understood nothing: or she said she had heard words +to that effect on the stage: if one spoke indirectly of the Christian +scheme she showed no response: had I mentioned the Psalmist she would +have asked perhaps who the Psalmist was, or where his pieces were +played. She never went to church: she never read any books except her +own parts. She was sharp and clever in the conduct of affairs: she was +not to be taken in by rogues: how could such a woman, considering our +mode of education and the general acknowledgment of Christianity, even +in an atheistical age, that prevails in our books, escape some +knowledge, or tincture, of religion? + +'Do not call it revenge,' she insisted. 'In your own safety you should +strike: and without delay. I repeat it: I cannot put it too strongly +before you. There is a great danger threatening. When Probus finds that +the money is really gone, he will become desperate: he will stick at +nothing.' + +'Since he knows, now, that nothing will persuade me to sell that chance +of succession, he will perhaps desist.' + +'He will never desist. If you were dead! The thought lies in both their +minds. If you were dead! Then that money would be Matthew's.' + +'Do you think Mr. Probus will murder me?' + +'Not with his own hands. Still--do you think, Will, that when two +villains are continually brooding over the same thought, villainy will +not follow? If I were you I would take this tale to the Alderman first, +and to Probus next, and I should then keep out of the way for six months +at least.' + +'No.' I said. 'They shall be left to themselves.' + +Perhaps I was wrong. Had I told my uncle all, the bankruptcy would have +been precipitated and Probus's claim would have been treated with all +the others, and even if that large sum had fallen it would have been +added to the general estate and divided accordingly. + +It was in the afternoon: the sun was sinking westward: it shone through +the window upon Jenny as she restlessly moved about the room--disquieted +by all she had to tell me. I remember how she was dressed: in a frock of +light blue silk, with a petticoat to match: her hair hung in its natural +curls, covered with a kerchief--the soft evening sunlight wrapped her in +a blaze of light and colour. And oh! the pity of it! To think that this +divine creature was thrown away upon my wretched cousin! The pity of it! + +'Tell me, Jenny,' I said, 'how you became his wife?' + +'Yes, Will, I will tell you,' she replied humbly. 'Don't think that I +ever loved him--nor could I endure his caresses--but he never offered +any--the only man who never wanted to caress me was my husband--to be +sure he did not love me--or anyone else--he is incapable of love. He is +a worm. His hand is slimy and cold: his face is slimy: his voice is +slimy. But I thought I could live with him, perhaps. If not, I could +always leave him.' + +She paused a little as if to collect herself. + +'Every actress,' she went on, 'has troops of lovers. There are the +gentlemen first who would fain make her their mistress for a month: +those who would make her their mistress for a year: and those who desire +only the honour and glory of pretending that she is their mistress: and +then there are the men who would like nothing better than to marry the +actress and to live upon her salary--believe me, of all these there are +plenty. Lastly, there is the gentleman who would really marry the +actress, all for love of her, and for no other consideration. I thought, +at first, that your cousin Matthew was one of these.' + +'How did you know him?' + +'He was brought into the Green Room one night by some gambling +acquaintance. I remarked his long serious face, I thought he was a man +who might be trusted. He asked permission to wait upon me----' + +'Well?' For she stopped. + +'I thought, I say, that he was a man to be trusted. He did not look like +one who drank: he did not follow other actresses about with his eyes: I +say, Will, that I thought I could trust him. He came to my lodging. He +told me that he was a rich City merchant: he asked me what I should like +if I would marry him and he promised to give it to me--that--and +anything else----' + +'If you did not love him--Jenny----' + +'I did not love him. I will tell you. I wanted to get away from the man +I did love; and so I wanted, above all, to be taken away from London and +the Theatre into the country, never to hear anything more about the +stage. Had he done what he promised, Will, I would have made a good wife +to him, although he is a slimy worm. But he did not. He broke his word +on the very morning when we came out of church----' + +'How?' + +'He began by saying that he had a little explanation to offer. He said +that when he told me he was a rich merchant--that, indeed, was his +reputation: but his position was embarrassed: he wanted money: he wished +not to borrow any: he therefore thought that if he married an +actress--that class of persons being notorious for having no honour--his +very words to me, actually, his very words an hour after leaving the +church--he intended to open a gaming-house at which I was to be the +decoy. Now you understand why I call him a villain, and a wretch, and a +slimy worm.' + +'Jenny!' + +'I left him on the spot after telling him what he was--I left him--I +left the Theatre as well. I had a friend who found me the money to take +this place under another name. I have seen the man many times here--last +night--and once I called upon him and I made him give me the money to +get you out of the Prison, Will.' + +'Matthew found that money?' + +'Of course, he did. I had none--I went to him and reminded him that he +had contributed nothing to the maintenance of his wife, and that he must +give me whatever the sum was. He was obliged to give it, otherwise I +should have informed the clerks of the Counting-house who I was.' + +I laughed. 'Well, but Jenny, there was another man----' + +'You are persistent, Sir. Why should I tell you? Well, I will confess. +This man protested a great deal less than the others. He was a noble +Lord, if that matters. He was quite different from all the rest: he +never came to the Green Room drunk: he never cursed and swore: he never +shook his cane in the face of footman or chairman: he was a gentle +creature--and he loved me and would have married me: well--I told him +who and what I was--I will tell you presently--that mattered nothing. He +would carry me away from them all. I would have married him, Will: and +we should have been happy: but his sister came to see me and she went on +her knees crying and imploring me to refuse him because in the history +of their family there had never been any such alliance as that with an +actress of no family. Would I bring disgrace into a noble family? If I +refused, he would forget me, and she would do all in her power for me, +if ever I wanted a friend. It was for his sake--if I loved him I would +not injure him. And so she went on: and she persuaded me, Will--because, +you see, when people pride themselves about their families it is a pity +to bring the gutter into it--with Newgate and Tyburn, isn't it?' + +'Jenny, what has Newgate got to do with it?' + +'Wait and I will tell you. I gave way. It cost me a great deal, +Will--more than you would believe--because I had never loved anyone +before--and when a woman does love a man----' The tears rose in her +eyes,--'and then it was that your cousin came to the Theatre.' + +Poor Jenny! And she always seemed so cheerful, so lively, so happy! Her +face might have been drawn to illustrate Milton's 'L'Allegra.' How could +she look so happy when she had this unhappy love story and this unhappy +marriage to think upon?' + +'Will,' she cried passionately, 'I am the most unhappy woman in the +world.' + +I made no reply. Indeed I knew not what there was to say. Matthew was a +villain: there can be few worse villains: Jenny was in truth a most +injured and a most unhappy woman. + +It was growing twilight. What followed was told, or most of it, because +I have set down the result of two or three conversations in one, by the +light of the fire, in a low voice, a low musical voice--that seemed to +rob the naked truth of much of its horrors. + +'I told my Lord, Will,' she said, 'what I am going to tell you +because I would not have him ignorant of anything, or find out +anything--afterwards--but there was no afterwards--which he might think +I should have told him before. He has a pretty gift of drawing: he +makes pictures of things and people with a pencil and a box of +water-colours. I made him take certain sketches for me. He did so, +wondering what they might mean.' Here she rose, opened a drawer in a +cabinet and took out a little packet tied up with a ribbon. 'First I +begged him to sketch me one of the little girls who run about the +streets in Soho. There are hundreds of them: they are bare-footed: +bare-headed: dressed in a sack, in a flannel petticoat: in anything: +they have no schooling: they are not taught anything at all: their +parents and their brothers and sisters and their cousins and their +grandparents are all thieves and rogues together: what can they become? +What hope is there for them? See,' she took one of the pictures out and +gave it to me. By the firelight I made out a little girl standing in the +street. In her carriage there was something of the freedom of a gipsy in +the woods: her hair blew loose in the wind, her scanty petticoat clung +to her little figure: she was bare-legged, bare-footed, bare-headed. +'Can you see it, Will? Well--when I had got all the pictures together, I +asked the artist to sit down, as I have asked you to-day. And when he +was sat down, I had the bundle of pictures in my hand, and I said to +him, "My Lord, this is a very pretty sketch--I like it all the better +because it shows what I was like at that age." "You, Jenny?" "Yes, my +Lord, I myself. That little girl is myself." "Well!" he cried out on the +impossibility of the thing. But I assured him of the truth of what I +said. Then I took up the next picture. It represented the entrance of a +court in Soho. Round this entrance were gathered a collection of men and +women with the most evil faces possible. "These, my Lord," I said, "are +the people who were once my companions when they and I were young +together." "But not now?" he asked. "Not now," I told him, "save that +they all remember me and consider me as one of themselves and come to +the Theatre in order to applaud me: the highwaymen going to the pit; the +petty thieves and pickpockets and footpads to the gallery." Well, at +first he looked serious. Then he cleared up and kissed my hand: he loved +me for myself, he said, and as regards the highwaymen and such fellows, +he would very soon take me out of their way.' + +'But, Jenny----' + +'Will, I am telling you what I told his Lordship. Believe me, it does +not cost me to tell you half as much as it did to tell that noble +heart. For he loved me, Will, and I loved him.' Again her eyes glistened +by the red light of the fire. + +She took up a third picture. It represented a public-house. Over the +door swung the sign of a Black Jack: the first story projected over the +ground-floor, and the second story over the first: beside the +public-house stood a tall church. + +'This,' I told my Lord, 'is the Black Jack tavern. It is the House of +Call for most of the rogues and thieves of Soho. The church is St. +Giles's Church. As for my own interest in the house, I was born there: +my mother and sister still keep the place between them: it is in good +repute among the gentry who frequent it for its kitchen, where there is +always a fire for those who cook their own suppers, and for the drinks, +which are excellent, if not cheap. What is the use of keeping cheap +things for thieves? Lightly got, lightly spent. There is nothing cheap +at that House. My mother enjoys a reputation for being a Receiver of +Stolen Goods--a reputation well deserved, as I have reason to believe. +The Goods are all stowed away in a stone vault or cellar once belonging +to some kind of house--I know not what.' + +I groaned. + +'That is how my Lord behaved. Then he kissed my hand again. "Jenny," he +said, "it is not the landlady of the Black Jack that I am marrying, but +Jenny Wilmot." He asked me to tell him more. Will you hear more?' + +'I will hear all you desire to tell me, Jenny.' + +'Once I had a father. He was a gipsy, but since he had fair hair and +blue eyes, he was not a proper gipsy. I do not know how he got into the +caravan with the gipsies. Perhaps he was stolen in infancy: or picked up +on a doorstep. However, I do not remember him. My mother speaks of him +with pride, but I do not know why. By profession he was a footpad +and--and'--she faltered for a moment--'he met the fate that belongs to +that calling. See!' She showed me a drawing representing the Triumphal +March to Tyburn. 'My mother speaks of it as if it was the fitting end of +a noble career. I have never been quite able to think so too, and Will, +if I must confess, I would rather that my father had not been----' + +'Not formed the leading figure in that procession,' I interposed. 'But +go on, Jenny.' + +She took up another picture and handed it to me. It was a spirited +sketch representing a small crowd; a pump; and a boy held under the +pump. + +'I had two brothers. This was one. He was a pickpocket. What could be +expected? He was caught in the act and held under a pump. But they kept +him so long that it brought on a chill and he died. The other brother is +now in the Plantations of Jamaica.' + +She produced another picture. It represented an Orange Girl at Drury +Lane. She carried her basket of oranges on her arm: she had a white +kerchief over her neck and shoulders and another over her head: her face +was full of impudence, cleverness and wit. + +'That, Will, is the first step upwards of your cousin's wife. From the +gutter to the pit of Drury Lane as an Orange girl. There was a step for +me! Yes. I looked like that: I behaved like that: I was as shameless as +that: I used to talk to the men in the Pit as they talk--you know the +kind of talk. And now, Will, confess: you are heartily ashamed of me.' + +'Jenny!' Like the noble Lord, I kissed her fingers. 'Believe me, I am +not in the least ashamed of you.' + +'The next step was to the stage. That, Will, was pure luck. The Manager +heard me imitating the actors and actresses--and himself. He saw me +dancing to please the other girls--I used to dance to please the people +in the Black Jack. He took a fancy in his head that I was clever. He +took me from among the other girls: he gave me instruction: and +presently a speaking part. That is the whole history. I have told you +all--I never told these things to Matthew--why should I? But to my Lord, +I told all----' + +'Yes--and he was not ashamed.' + +'No--but he did not like the applause of the rogues, and the orange +girls. While the highwaymen applauded in the pit and the pickpockets in +the Gallery, the Orange Girls were telling all the people that once I +was one of them with my basket of oranges like the rest--and so it was +agreed that I was to leave the stage and go away into the country out of +the way of all the old set.' + +'And then.' + +'Then I could no longer oblige my Lord. I left it to oblige myself and +to marry Matthew.' + +She sat down and buried her face in her hands. 'But I loved my Lord,' +she said. 'I loved my Lord.' + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE BLACK JACK + + +Jenny finished her story, much as you have heard it, though some has +been forgotten. + +'And now,' she said, 'I will take you to the very place where I was +born. You shall see for yourself the house, and my mother and my sister +and the company among whom I was brought up. Wait for a moment while I +change my dress. I cannot go like this. And I do not want all of them to +learn where I now live.' + +She returned in a few minutes dressed in the garb of an orange girl of +Drury. Everybody knows how these girls are attired; a frock of the +commonest linsey-woolsey; a kerchief over her head tied under her chin: +another kerchief round her neck and bosom; her sleeves coming down to +her elbows; on her arm a round deep basket filled with oranges. But no +orange girl ever had so sweet a face; so fine a carriage; hands and arms +so white. Nor could any disguise deprive this lovely creature of her +beauty or rob her face of its pure and virginal expression. That such a +being should come out of the Black Jack! But then we find the white lily +growing beside a haystack or a pigsty and none the less white and +delicate and fragrant. + +The tavern called the Black Jack stands over against the west front of +St. Giles's Church, at the corner of Denmark Street, with a double +entrance which has proved useful, I believe, on the appearance of +constables or Bow Street runners. The Church which is large and +handsome, worthy of better parishioners, stands in the midst of a +quarter famous for harbouring, producing and encouraging the most +audacious rogues and the most impudent drabs that can be found in the +whole of London. As for the Church, of course they never enter it: as +for religion, they have never learned any: as for morals, they know of +none; as for the laws, they defy them; as for hanging, whipping and +imprisonment, they heed them no more than other folk heed the necessity +of death or the chances of pain and suffering, before death releases +them. + +Every man must die, they say. Few people among them live naturally more +than forty years or so. Fever, small-pox, ague, carry off most of their +class before forty. If, therefore, one takes part in the march to Tyburn +at five-and-thirty one does but lose two or three years of life. Then, +again, there is the punishment of the lash--that seems very terrible. +But every man, rich or poor, has to endure pain; very often pain worse +than that of the lash. Certainly, the agony of the whip is not worse +than that of rheumatism or gout: it is sooner over: it makes no man any +the older: it does not unfit him for his work: after a day or two, he is +none the worse for it. As for imprisonment; a prison, if your friends +look after you, may be made, with the help of a few companions, as +cheerful a place as the kitchen of the Black Jack with drinking and +singing and tobacco. This kind of talk is the religion of Roguedom, and +since it is so, we may cease to wonder why these people are not deterred +by the severity of their punishments. For no punishment can deter when +it is not feared: that is beyond question: and since after punishment, +the rogue is still regarded as a rogue, whom no one will employ, +punishment does not convert. Nor does the prison chaplain effect any +miracles in conversion, because no one listens to his exhortations. + +Over against the church of St. Giles's, the tavern of the Black Jack +lifts its shameless head: the projecting upper windows bend threatening +brows against the west end of the Church with its pillars of white +stone: the house has villainy written large over all the front: it is +covered with yellow places breaking away in lumps and showing the black +timbers behind: the roof, of red tiles, is sunken in parts: many of the +windows are broken and stuffed with rags. + +The ground floor consists of a long low room: at one end is a bar with a +counter, behind it casks of beer and rum and shelves with bottles +containing cordials: there is a door behind the bar opening to a cellar +staircase: and is said to communicate with a subterranean passage +leading one knows not whither. It is also rumoured that the cellar, into +which no one but the landlady of the Black Jack and her daughter has +ever penetrated, is a large stone vault with pillars and arches, the +remains of some Roman Catholic building. The kitchen, or public room, is +on the ground floor about twelve inches below the level of the street: +it is entered by two steps: the window is garnished with red curtains, +which on wintry evenings give the place a warm and cheerful look: the +bright colour promises a roaring fire and lights and drink. Both in the +summer and winter the place is always cheerful because it is always +filled with company. + +Three or four candles in sconces light up the room, and, in addition, a +generous fire always burning every night, adds to the light of the +place. The fire is kept up partly for warmth: partly for the convenience +of those who bring their suppers with them and cook them on the fire. +Also, for their convenience, frying-pans and gridirons are lying ready +beside the fireplace: and for the convenience of the punch-drinkers a +huge kettle bubbles on the hob. Two tables stand for those who take +their supper here. As the food principally in favour consists of +bloaters, red herrings, sprats, mackerel, pig's fry, pork, fat bacon, +beefsteak and onions, liver and lights and other coarse but savoury +dishes, the mingled fragrance makes the air delightful and refreshing. +As the windows are never open the air is never free from this fragrance, +added to which is the reek, or stench of old beer, rum, gin, and rank +tobacco taken in the horrid manner of the lower classes, by means of a +clay pipe, not in the more courtly fashion of snuff. Nor must one forget +the--pah!--the company--the people themselves, the men and women, the +boys and girls who frequent this tavern nightly. Taking all into +account, I think it would be difficult, outside Newgate, to find a more +noisome den than the kitchen or bar-room of the Black Jack. + +All round the room ran a bench: the company sat on the bench, every man +with a pipe of tobacco and a mug of drink: the walls were streaming: one +felt inclined to run away--out into the fresh air for breath. The space +in the middle was mostly kept open for a fight, perhaps: for a dance, +perhaps, if a fiddler could be found. Every evening, I believe, there +was a fight either between two men, or between two women: or between two +boys. What would an Englishman of the baser sort become if he were +forbidden to fight? + +I describe what I saw after we entered. When Jenny pushed open the door +and the breath of that tavern ascended to my nostrils I trembled and +hesitated. + +'Strong, at first, isn't it?' said Jenny. 'Cousin Will, to stand here +and breathe the air that comes up carries me back to my childhood. You +are ready to face it? After a little one grows accustomed. They like it, +the people inside.' She stood with the handle of the half opened door in +her hand. 'Now,' she said. 'You shall visit the Rogues' Delight: the +Thieves' Kitchen: the Black Jack: the favourite House of Call for the +gallows bird. You shall see what manner of woman is the old lady my +mother: and what sort of woman is the young lady my sister.' + +'I am ready, Jenny,' I replied, with an effort. One would join a forlorn +hope almost as readily. + +'Don't mind me. Take no notice whatever I say or do,' she whispered. 'I +must humour the wretches. It is more than twelve months since I have +been among them. They may resent my absence. However, you keep quiet, +and say nothing. Call for drink if you like, and pretend to be an old +hand in the place.' + +Jenny threw up her head: opened her lips: laughed loudly and impudently: +looked round her with an impudent stare: became, in a word, once more, +one of the brazen young queans who sell oranges and exchange rude jokes +with the gentlemen in the Pit of Drury Lane Theatre. It was a wonderful +change. I saw a girl who would perhaps be beautiful if she had preserved +any rags or the least appearance of feminine modesty: as for Jenny's +sweet and attractive look of innocence, that had vanished. She had, in +fact, resumed her former self, and more than her former self. I saw her +as she had been. Was there ever before known such a thing that a girl +who had never been taught what was meant by feminine modesty should be +able to assume, at will, the look of one brought up in a convent--all +innocence and ignorance--and, at will, be able to put it off and go back +to her former self? No--it is impossible: the innocence of Jenny's face +proclaimed the innocence of Jenny's soul. + +'Follow me,' she said. 'Keep close, or expect a pewter plate or a pot +hurled at your head. They love not strangers.' + +She pushed open the door: she descended the steps: I followed. The room +was quite full, and the reek of it made me sick and faint for a moment. +But to the worst of stinks one quickly grows hardened. + +'By----!' cried a voice from out of the smoke. 'It's Madame.' + +'Lawks, Mother'--this was a girl's voice-''tis Jenny. Why, Jenny, we +all thought you was grown too proud for the Black Jack.' + +'Good-evening all,' she cried with a loud coarse laugh; she added, as a +finishing stroke of art, a certain click or choking in the middle of the +laugh such as one may hear among the lowest sort of women as they walk +along the street. 'How are you, mother? You did not expect me to come in +to-night, did you? How's business? How are you, Doll? Adding up the +figures on the slate as usual? How are you, boys? I haven't seen any of +you at the Theatre for a spell. That's because I've been resting. +Actresses must rest sometimes. Where have I been? That's my business. +Who with? That's my business, too. Now'--she brandished her basket, and +walked about among them shaking her petticoats in the way of the +impudent orange girls--'choose a fine Chaney orange! Choose a fine +Chaney orange! One for your sweetheart, my curly boy? Here is a fine +one: pay me when I come again. Doll, chalk up to the gentleman an orange +for his girl. One for this pretty country girl? Take it, my beauty. I +will tell your fortune presently--a lover and a pile of gold and babies +as sweet as this orange.' So she got rid of her oranges, offering and +presenting them here and there with the impudence of the craft she +assumed, yet with something of her own inimitable grace which she could +not quite put off. Then she turned to me. 'Sit down here,' she ordered. +'Lads,' she said, 'I've brought you a friend of mine. He's a fiddler by +trade. If you like he will fiddle for you till he puts fire into your +toes and springs into your heels.' + +'Who is he?' cried a voice. Through the smoke I now recognised the +Bishop, formerly of the King's Bench Prison. The reverend gentleman's +face was redder and his cheek fuller than when last I saw him. He +seemed, however, in better case: he had gotten a new cassock: his bands +and his cuffs were of whiter hue: his wig was better shaped and better +dressed: it came, I make no doubt, from some place where are deposited +the wigs snatched from the passengers in hackney coaches or even in the +streets. His looks, however, were certainly more prosperous than when I +had seen him last. He did not recognise me, which was as well. Beside +him sat the Captain, also more prosperous to all appearance. He wore a +purple coat and a fawn-coloured waistcoat: he had rings on his fingers, +and his hat was laced with gold: he wore gold buckles: buttons silver +gilt and white silk stockings. He looked what he was--a ruffian, a +robber, and a swashbuckler. He had a girl on his knee, and one arm round +her waist: she was a handsome, red-faced wench dressed up in all kinds +of finery, somewhat decayed and second hand. A pipe was between the +gallant Captain's lips and a glass of punch was in his right hand. 'Twas +a picture of Rogues' Paradise: warmth, light, fire, clothes, drink, +tobacco, good company, and a fine girl. What more can a man want? + +'Who's your man?' repeated the Bishop. 'We are not going to have +strangers here spying on us for what we do. Who is he?' + +'Who is he? What's that to you? I shall bring anybody I like to the +Black Jack. If you don't like your Company, Bishop, get up and go.' He +growled, but made no attempt to rise. 'If'--she appealed to the Company +generally--'I choose to bring my fancy man here, am I to ask the +Bishop's leave?' Then before there was time for a reply: 'Mother, bustle +about. Let every man call for what he wants. Score it to me. This +evening I pay for all.' + +Her mother, a fat old woman of fifty, red faced, with the look of +callous indifference that belongs to such a woman, sat behind the Bar, a +piece of knitting in her hand. She got up grumbling. + +'Oh! ay,' she said. 'When Jenny comes you must all get drunk at her +expense. She'd better give me the money to keep for her. Well--what +shall it be? Doll, stir about: stir about--you leave it all to me. Ask +the gentlemen what they will take. And the ladies too. Whatever they +like. Jenny pays to-night. Whatever they like--that's Jenny's +way--whatever they like so that it ruins my poor girl.' + +Doll, the other daughter, made no response. She was continually occupied +with the slate, and I suppose she was slow at calculation for she kept +adding up over and over again, wiping out with her wet finger and adding +up again. The Black Jack refused credit as a rule: most of the company +had to pay for what they called for on the spot; but there were a few to +whom limited credit was granted, as a privilege. + +The girl called Doll, I remarked, was not in the least like her sister. +She had black hair and a somewhat swarthy complexion and appeared to +belong, as indeed she did, to the people called gipsies. The mother had +also the same black hair and dark skin. Strange, that a girl of Jenny's +complexion with her fair hair, blue eyes, and peach-like skin, should +come of the same stock. I sought in vain for any likeness between Jenny +and this girl. I thought that she might present the same features with a +difference: debased: but I could find none. She wore a red kerchief tied +round her head, a red ribbon tied round her neck: a red scarf tied round +her waist. In her way she was a handsome girl: in her manners she showed +no inclination to oblige the company or to be civil to them. She paid no +heed when her mother bade her stir about. On the contrary, she went on +with her sums on the slate. + +It was Jenny who ran round laughing and joking with the men, ordering +punch for one and gin for another. Most of the company regarded her with +bewilderment. It was long since she had been among them: they knew +something about her: she was the daughter of the house: she had been an +orange girl at Drury: she had been an actress at the same theatre: some +of them had seen her there: then she disappeared, and no one knew where +she was. + +One young fellow there was who sat on the bench with hanging head. He +had apparently no friends among the company. 'Here,' cried Jenny, 'is a +lad half awake. What art doing here, friend?' The lad shook his head +mournfully. 'Hast any money?' He shook his head again. Jenny pulled out +a piece of silver. 'Go,' she said. 'Get food, and'--she whispered--'come +back here no more. Go--get thee home again.' And so, let me believe, she +saved one lad that night from the gallows. For he got up slowly and +walked out. + +There was another lad also from the country whose fresh cheek and +country dress betokened the fact. He sat sheepishly, as a new comer. + +Jenny stopped before him. 'And pray what do they call thee, Sirrah? +Jack? 'Twill serve. What lay is it, Jack? Oh! Shop-lifting?' He nodded. +'For Mr. Merridew?' she whispered. He nodded again. 'Drink punch, Jack, +and forget thyself awhile.' + +Some of the men were dressed like the Captain, but not so fine: the +buttons had been cut off their coats and their shoes had lost the +buckles. There were boys among them: boys who had none of the innocence +of childhood; their faces betrayed a life of hunting and being hunted: +they were always on the prowl for prey or were running away and hiding. +They had all been whipped, held under the pump, thrown into ponds, +clapped in prison. They were all doomed to be hanged. In their habits of +drink as in their crimes, they were grown up. In truth there were no +faces in the whole room which looked more hopeless than those of the +boys. + +The women, of whom there were nearly as many as there were men, were +either bedizened in tawdry finery or they were in rags: some wearing no +more than a frock stiffened by the accumulation of years, black leather +stays, and a kerchief for the neck with another for the head: their hair +hung about their shoulders loose; and undressed: it was not unbecoming +in the young, but in the older women it became what is called rats' +tails. With most of the men, their dress was simple and scanty. Shirts +were scarce: stockings without holes in them were rare: buttons had +mostly vanished. + +Most of them, I observed further, had an anxious, hungry look: not the +look of a creature of prey which has always in it something that is +noble: but the look of one insufficiently fed. I believe that the +ordinary lot of the rogue is, even on this earth, miserable beyond +expression: uncertain as to food: cruelly hard in cold weather in the +matter of raiment. + +In a little while they were all happy: happier, I am sure, than they had +been for a long time. While they drank and while they talked, I observed +among them a veritable brotherhood. The most successful rogue--he in +gold lace--was hail fellow with the most ragged. And although the +successful rogue stood the nearest to the gallows, and he knew it and +the other rogue knew it, yet the beginner envied the success of his +brother as a soldier envies the successful general. They drank and +laughed: they drank more and they laughed more. Then the Captain called +silence for a song. + +'Now, you fiddler!' he cried with a curse. 'Sit up, man, and show us how +you can play.' + +The tune, the Captain told me, was 'The Warbling of the Lark.' I struck +up that air which every frequenter of Vauxhall, or even the Dog and +Duck, knows very well, and the Captain began his song. + +Now in such a company I expected a song in praise of Roguery and +Robbery; or at least something of the kind introduced in Gay's Opera. On +the contrary, the song which the Captain gave us was a sentimental +ditty which you may hear at any Pleasure Garden on a summer evening: it +was all about the flames of love which could only be extinguished by +Chloe: and a broken heart: and darts and groves, and, in fact, a song +such as would be sung in a concert before a party of ladies. The fellow +had a good voice, and rolled out his lovesick strains to the admiration +of the women, some of whom even shed tears. This is the kind of song +they like: not the song in praise of a Highwayman's life, because in +matters of imagination these women are but poorly provided, and they +always see the reality beyond the words, and if they love the man his +certain end makes them unhappy. But hearts, and flames and love! That, +if you please, which is unreal, seems real. + +When he finished, Jenny sprang to her feet. I will dance for you, lads.' +She turned to me. 'Play up--the Hey.' + +She ran into the middle of the room, bowed to the people as if she had +been on the stage, and danced with such grace and freedom and simplicity +that it ravished my heart. Her sister, I observed, went on adding up +figures on the slate without paying the least attention to the +performance. + +'Ah!' said her mother growing confidential. 'Thus would she dance when +she was quite a little thing on the stones in front of the church, when +the fiddler played in the house. A clever girl, she was, even then, a +clever girl! You are her friend. I hope, Sir, that you are going to +behave handsome by my girl. You look like one of the right sort. Make +over, while there is time. I will keep the swag for you--you may trust +the poor girl's mother. Many a brave fellow she might have had: many a +brave fellow: they come and go----I wish you a long rope young man, if +so be you're kind to my girl. Life is short--what odds, so long as 'tis +merry? Where do you work, if I may ask?' + +'Jenny will tell you, perhaps,' I replied. + +'I don't know, I don't know. Since she left off the orange line, Jenny +hasn't been the same to her old mother: not to tell her things, I mean, +and to take her advice. I should have made her rich by this time if she +had taken my advice.' + +'Many people like to have their own way, don't they?' + +'They do, Sir--they do--to their loss.' She took another pull at the +punch and began to get maudlin and to shed tears--while she enlarged +upon what she would have done had Jenny only listened to her. I gathered +from her discourse that the old gipsy woman, like the whole of her +tribe, was without a gleam or a spark of virtue or goodness. Her nature +was sordid and depraved through and through. With such a mother--poor +Jenny! + +Suddenly the old woman stopped short and sat upright with a look of +terror. + +'Good Lord!' she murmured. 'It's Mr. Merridew!' + +At sight of the new-comer standing on the steps a dead silence fell upon +the whole Company. All knew him by name: those who knew his face +whispered to each other: all quailed before him; down to the meanest +little pickpocket, they knew him and feared him. Every face became +white; even the faces of the women who shook with terror on account of +the men. I observed the girl on the Captain's knee catch him by the hand +and place herself in front of him, as if to save him. Then his arm left +her waist and she slipped down and sat humbly on the bench beside her +man. Thus there was some human affection among these poor things. But +the Captain's face blanched with terror and the glass that he was +lifting to his lips remained halfway on its journey. The Bishop's face +could not turn white, in any extremity of fear, but it became +yellow--while his eyes rolled about and he grasped the table beside him +in his agitation. Doll, I observed, after a glance to learn the cause of +the sudden silence went on sucking her fingers, rubbing out the figures +on the slate and adding them up again. + +'Who is it?' I whispered to Jenny. + +'Hush! It's the thief-taker: they are all afraid that their time has +come. If he wants one of them he will have to get up and go.' + +'Won't they fight, then? Do they sit still to be taken?' + +'Fight Mr. Merridew? As well walk straight to Tyburn.' + +The man was a large and heavy creature, having something of the look of +a prosperous farmer. His face, however, was coarse and brutal. And he +looked round the terrified room as if he was selecting a pig from a +herd, with as much pity and no more! This was the man whose perjuries +had added a new detainer to my imprisonment. I could have fallen upon +him with the first weapon handy, but refrained. + +He came into the room. 'Your place stinks, Mother,' he said, 'and it's +so thick with tobacco and the steam of the punch that a body can't see +across.' + +'To be sure, Mr. Merridew,' the old woman apologised. 'If we'd known you +were coming----' + +'There would have been a large company, would there not?' + +'Well, Sir, you see us here, as we are, as orderly and peaceful a house +as your Worship would desire.' + +The fellow grinned. 'Orderly, truly, mother. It is a quiet and a +well-conducted company, isn't it? These are quiet and well-conducted +girls are they not?' He chucked one of the girls under the chin. + +'As much as you like--there,' said the girl, impudently, 'so long as you +keep your fingers off my neck.' + +At this playful allusion to his profession, that of sending people to +the gallows, Mr. Merridew laughed and patted the girl on the cheek. 'My +dear,' he said, 'if you were on my list you should get rich and you +should have the longest rope of any one.' + + * * * * * + +'The man,' Jenny told me afterwards, 'is the greatest villain in the +whole world. He is a thief-taker by profession.' + +'You mean, he informs and takes the reward.' + +'Yes: but he makes the thing which he sells. He lays traps for +pickpockets and such small fry and while he has them in his power he +encourages them to become bigger rogues who will be worth more to him. +Do you understand? A highwayman is worth about eighty pounds' reward to +him: a man returned from transportation before his time is worth no more +than forty. He does not therefore give up the returned convict until he +has returned to his highway robberies. All those fellows you saw last +night are in his power. The Captain is a returned convict whose time +must before long be up, for Merridew only allows a certain amount of +rope. He says he cannot afford more. As for the Bishop, he will go on +longer: he is useful in many other ways: he can write letters and forge +things and invent villainies: he persuades the young fellows to take to +the road. I think he will be suffered to go on as long as his powers +last.' + +'Why was your mother so terrified?' + +Jenny hesitated. 'Because--I told you, but you do not +understand--because she, too, is in his power for receiving stolen +goods. My mother is what they call a fence. Oh!' she shook herself +impatiently: 'they are all rogues together. I wonder I can ever hold up +my head. To think of the Black Jack and the Company there!' + + * * * * * + +The Captain sprang to his feet with an effort at ease and politeness. +'What will your Honour think of us?' he cried. 'Gentlemen, Mr. Merridew +is thirsty and no one offers him a drink. Call for it, sir--call for the +best this house affords.' + +'Punch, mother,' the great man replied. 'Thank you, Captain.' + +Then the Bishop, not to be outdone, got up too. 'Gentlemen,' he said, +'let us all drink to the health of Mr. Merridew. He is our truest +friend. Now, gentlemen. Together. After me.' He held up his hand. They +watched the sign and all together drank and shouted--hollow shouts they +were--to the health of the man who was going to sell them all to the +hangman. I wondered that they had not run upon him with their knives and +despatched him as he stood before them, unarmed. But this they dared not +do. + +Mr. Merridew acknowledged the compliment. 'Boys and gallant riders,' he +said, 'I thank you. There was a friend of ours whom I expected to find +here, but I do not see him.' He looked round the room curiously. I think +he enjoyed the general terror. 'No matter, I shall find him at the +Spotted Dog.' + +Every one breathed relief. No one, then, of that company was wanted. The +Captain sat down and drank off a whole glass of punch: the rest of the +men looked at each other as sailors might look whose ship has just +scraped the rock. + +'I like to look in, friendly, as it might be,' Mr. Merridew went on, +'especially when I don't want anybody--just to see you enjoying +yourselves, happy and comfortable together, as you should be. There's no +profession more happy and comfortable, is there? That's what I always +say, even to the ungrateful. Plenty to eat: no work to do: no masters +over you: girls, and drink, and music, and dancing, every night. Find me +another trade half so prosperous. Mother, I'll take a second glass of +punch. I drink your healths--all of you--Bless you!' The fellow looked +so brutal, and so cunning that I longed to kill him as one would kill a +noxious beast. + +'A long rope and a merry life,' he went on. 'It is not my fault, +gentlemen, that the rope is not longer. The expenses are great and the +profits are small. Meantime, go on and prosper. You are all safe under +my care. Without me, who knows what would happen to all this goodly +company? A long rope, I say, and a merry life.' + +He tossed off his glass and went out. + +When he was gone, the talk began again, but it was flat. The mirth had +gone out of the party. It was as if the Angel of Death himself had +passed through the room. + +I played to them, but only the boys would dance: Jenny asked them to +sing, but only the girls would sing, and, truth to say, the poor +creatures' efforts were not musical. They drank, but moodily. The +Captain took glass after glass, but his arm had left the girl's waist: +she now sat neglected on the bench beside him. The Bishop, sobered by +the fright, said nothing, but sat with his eyes fixed upon the sanded +floor, shuddering. He thought his time had come, and the shock made him +for the moment reflect. Yet what was the good of reflecting? They were +in the hands of a relentless monster: he would sell them when it was +worth his while to put younger men in their place. They tried to forget +this, but from time to time, his presence, or the absence of one of +their Company, reminded them and then they were subdued for a time. It +filled me with pity: it made me think a little better of them that they +should be capable of being thus affected. + +Jenny touched my arm. 'Come,' she said. 'Let us be gone.' So without any +farewells she led the way out. The old woman, by this time, was sound +asleep beside her half finished glass: and Doll was still adding up the +figures on her slate, putting her finger in her mouth, rubbing out and +adding up again. + +Outside, the tall white spire of St. Giles's looked down upon us. In the +churchyard the white tombs stood in peace, and overhead the moon sailed +in splendour. + +Jenny drew a long breath: she caught one of the rails of the churchyard +and looked in curiously. + +'Will,' she said shuddering, 'I am ashamed of myself because the manners +and the talk come back to me so easily. Once I am with them, I become +one of them again. I tremble when the man Merridew appears. It is as if +he will do me, too, a mischief some day. I cannot forget the old times +and the old talk. Yet I know how dreadful it is. Look at the graves, +Will. Under them they sleep so quiet; they never move: they don't hear +anything: and beside them every night collects this company of +gaol-birds and Tyburn birds. Why, they don't shiver and shake when Mr. +Merridew looks in.' + +'Let us get back, Jenny.' I shuddered, like all the rest. + +'Will, I have seen that man--that monster--that wretch--for whom no +punishment is enough--three times. Each time I have felt that, like the +rest of those poor rogues, my own life was in his hands. Do you think he +can do me a mischief? Why do I ask? I know that he will. I am never +wrong.' + +'What mischief, Jenny, could he do?' + +'I don't know. It is a prophetic feeling. But who knows what such a +villain may be concocting? Good-night, you happy people in the graves. +Good-night.' + +I drew her away, and walked with her to her own door in the Square. + +'Will?' she asked, 'what do you think of me now?' + +'Whatever I think, Jenny, I am all wonder and admiration that you +are--what you are--when I see--what you might have been.' + +She burst into tears. She flung her empty basket out into the road. +'Oh,' she cried, 'if I could escape from them! If I could only escape +from them for ever! I should think nothing too terrible if only I could +escape from them!' + +A month or two later I remembered those words. Nothing too terrible if +only she could escape from them! + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +A WARNING AND ANOTHER OFFER + + +As soon as we had once more found the means of keeping ourselves we went +back to our former abode under the shadow of Lambeth Church on the Bank +looking over the river on one side and over the meadows and orchards of +Lambeth Marsh on the other. The air which sweeps up the river with every +tide is fresh and strong and pure; good for the child, not to speak of +the child's mother, while the people, few in number, are generally +honest though humble: for the most part they are fishermen. + +Here I should have been happy but for the thought, suggested by Jenny, +that my cousin and his attorney Probus were perhaps devising some new +means of persecution, and that the man Merridew, who had perjured +himself concerning me already, whose sinister face I had gazed upon with +terror, so visibly was the mark of Cain stamped upon it, was but a tool +of the attorney. + +Yet what could they devise? If they swore between them another debt, my +patron Jenny promised to provide me with the help of a lawyer. What else +could they do? It is a most miserable feeling that someone in the world +is plotting your destruction, you know not how. + +However, on Sunday afternoon--it was in November, when the days are +already short, we had a visit from my father's old clerk, Ramage. + +He was restless in his manner: he was evidently in some anxiety of mind. +After a few words he began: + +'Mr. Will,' he said, 'I have much to say. I have come, I fear, to tell +you something that will make you uneasy.' + +'I will leave you alone,' said Alice, taking up the child. + +'No, Madam, no, I would rather that you heard. You may advise. Oh! +Madam, I never thought the day would come that I should reveal my +master's secrets. I eat his bread; I take his wages: and I am come here +to betray his most private affairs.' + +'Then do not betray them, Mr. Ramage,' said Alice. 'Follow your own +conscience.' + +'It ought to be your bread and your wages, Mr. Will, and would have been +but for tales and inventions. Sir, in a word, there is villainy +afloat----' + +'What kind of villainy?' + +'I know all they do. Sir, there is that sum of one hundred thousand +pounds in the hands of trustees, payable to the survivor of you two. +That is the bottom of the whole villainy. Well, they are mad to make you +sell your chance.' + +'I know that.' + +'Mr. Matthew, more than a year ago, offered Mr. Probus a thousand pounds +if he could persuade you to sell it for three thousand.' + +'That is why he was so eager.' This was exactly how Jenny read the +business. + +'Yes, he reported that you would not sell, he said that if it was made +worth his while, he would find a way to make you.' + +'That is why he put me in the King's Bench, I suppose?' + +'That was agreed upon between them. Sir, if ever there was an infamous +conspiracy, this was one. Probus invented it. He said that he would keep +you there till you rotted; he said that when you had been there four or +five months you would be glad to get out on any terms. You were there +for a year or more. Probus sent people to report how you were looking. +He told Mr. Matthew with sorrow that you were looking strong and hearty. +Then you were taken out. They were furious. They knew not who was the +friend. An attorney named Dewberry had done it. That was all they could +find out. I know not what this Mr. Dewberry said to Mr. Probus, but +certain I am that they will not try that plan any more.' + +'I am glad to hear so much.' + +'Mr. Will, there is more behind. I know very well what goes on, I say. A +little while after the death of your father, when the Alderman retired +and Mr. Matthew was left sole active partner, he began to borrow money +of Mr. Probus, who came often to see him. I could hear all they said +from my desk in the corner of the outer counting-house.' + +'Ay! Ay! I remember your desk.' + +'Sitting there I heard every word. And I am glad, Mr. Will--I ought to +be ashamed, but I am glad that I listened. Well. He began to borrow +money of Mr. Probus at 15 per cent, on the security of the business. +Anyone would lend money to such a house at 10 per cent. He said he +wanted to put the money into the business; to buy new ships and to +develop it. This made me suspicious. Why? Because our House, in your +father's time, Sir, wanted no fresh capital; it developed and grew on +its own capital. This I knew. The business wanted no new capital. What +did he borrow the money for then?' + +'I know not, indeed.' + +'He bought no new ships: he never meant to buy any. Mr. Will, to my +certain knowledge'--here his voice deepened to a whisper, 'he wanted for +some reason or other more ready money. I am certain that he has got +through all the money that your father left him: I know that he has sold +some of the ships: he has mortgaged the rest; the business of the House +decays and sinks daily; he has got rid of all the money that Mr. Probus +advanced him. It was £25,000, for which he is to pay 15 per cent. on +£40,000. 'Tis a harpy--a shark--a common rogue!' + +'How has he lost this money?' I pretended not to know: but, as you have +heard, I knew, perfectly well. + +'That, Sir, I cannot tell you. I have no knowledge how a man can, in +three years, get through such an amazing amount of money and do so much +mischief to an old established business. But the case is as I tell you.' + +'This is very serious, Ramage. Does my uncle know?' + +'He does not, Sir. That poor man will be a bankrupt in his old age. It +will kill him. It will kill him. And I must not tell him. Remember that +most of what I tell you is what I overheard.' + +'I think that my uncle ought to know.' I remembered Jenny's advice. Here +was another opportunity. I should have told him. But I neglected this +chance as well. + +'I cannot tell him, Sir. There is, however, more. This concerns you, Mr. +Will. Yesterday in the afternoon Mr. Probus came to the counting-house. +He came for the interest on his money. Mr. Matthew told him, shortly, +that it was not convenient to pay him. Mr. Probus humbly explained that +he had need of the money for his own occasions. Now Mr. Matthew had been +drinking; he often goes to the tavern of a forenoon and returns with a +red face and heavy shoulders. Perhaps yesterday he had been drinking +more than was usual with him. Otherwise, he might not have been so +plain-spoken with his creditor. "Mr. Probus," he said, "it is time to +speak the truth with you. I cannot pay you the interest of your +money--either to-day or at any other time." + +'"Cannot ... cannot ... pay? Mr. Halliday, what do you mean?" + +'"I say, Sir, that I cannot pay your interest ... and that your +principal, the money you lent me--yes--your £25,000--is gone. You'll +never get a penny of it," and then he laughed scornfully. I heard Mr. +Probus's step as he sprang to his feet, I heard him strike the table +with his open hand. His face I could not see. + +'"Sir," he cried, "explain. Where is my money?" + +'"Gone, I say. Everything is gone. Your money; my money; all that I +could raise--my ships are sold; the business is gone: the creditors are +gathering. Probus, I shall be a bankrupt in less than three months. I +have worked it out; I can play one against the other, but only for three +months. Then the House must be bankrupt." + +'"The House--bankrupt?--this House--Halliday Brothers? You had a hundred +thousand of your own when you succeeded. You had credit: you had a noble +fleet: and a great business. And there's your father's money in the +business as well. It _can't_ be gone." + +'"It is gone--I tell you--all gone--my money, Probus--_integer +vitae_--that's gone: and your money, old Scelerisque Probus. That's gone +too. All gone--all gone." To be sure he was three parts drunk. I heard +Mr. Probus groan and sink back into his chair. Then he got up again. +"Tell me," he said again, "tell me, you poor drivelling drunken +devil--I'll kill you if you laugh. Tell me, where is the money gone?" + +'"I don't know," his voice was thick with drink, "I don't know. It's all +gone. Everything's gone." + +'"I lent you the money to put into the business--it must be in the +business still." + +'"It never was in the business. I tell you, Probus--it's all gone." + +'There was silence for a few minutes. Then Mr. Probus said softly, "Mr. +Halliday, we are old friends--tell me that you have only been playing +off a joke upon me. You are a little disguised in liquor. I can pass +over this accident. The money is in the business, you know; in this fine +old business, where you put it when you borrowed it." + +'"It's all gone--all gone," he repeated. "Man, why won't you believe? I +tell you that everything is gone. Make me a bankrupt at once, and you +will share with the creditors: oh! yes, you will be very lucky: you will +divide between you the furniture of the counting-house and the empty +casks on the Quay." + +'Then Mr. Probus began to curse and to swear, and to threaten. He would +throw Mr. Matthew into prison and keep him there all his life: he would +prosecute him at the Old Bailey: he called him thief, scoundrel, +villain: Mr. Matthew laughed in his drunken mood. He would not explain +how the money was lost: he only repeated that it was gone--all gone. + +'Mr. Will--I know that he was speaking the truth. I had seen things +done--you cannot hide things from an old accountant who keeps the books: +cargoes sold at a sacrifice for ready money: ships sold: our splendid +fleet thrown away: there were six tall vessels in the West India trade: +one was cast away: the underwriters paid for her. Where is that money? +Where are the other five ships? Sold. Where is that money? Our coffers +are empty: there is no running cash at the Bank: the wharf is deserted: +clerks are dismissed: creditors are put off. I know that what Mr. +Matthew said was true: but for the life of me I cannot tell what he has +done with the money unless he has thrown it into the river. + +'Then I think that Mr. Matthew took more drink, for he made no more +reply, and Mr. Probus, after calling him hog and beast and other names +of like significance, left him. + +'When he came out of the counting-house he was like one possessed of a +devil: his face distorted: his eyes blood-shot: his lips moving: his +hands trembling. Sir, although he is a villain I felt sorry for him. He +has lost all that he cared for: all that he valued: and since he is now +old, and can make no more money, he has lost perhaps his means of +livelihood.' + +Ramage paused. Alice brought him a glass of beer, her own home-brewed. +Thus refreshed, he presently went on again. + +'After two days Probus came again to the counting-house. Mr. Matthew was +sober. + +'"Probus," he said, "I told you the other day when I was drunk what I +should have kept from you if I was sober. However, now you know what I +told you was the truth." + +'"Is it all true?" + +'"It is all true. Everything is gone." + +'"But how--how--how?" I heard his lamentable cry and I could imagine his +arm waving about. + +'"This way and that way. Enough that it is all gone." + +'"Mr. Matthew," I think he sat down because he groaned--which a man +cannot do properly--that is to say movingly, unless he is sitting--"I +have been thinking--Good God! of what else could I think? You can keep +yourself afloat for three months more, you say--Heavens! Halliday +Brothers to go in three months! And my money! Where--where--where has it +gone?" + +'"In about three months--or may be sooner, the end must come." + +'"Mr. Matthew," he lowered his voice, "there is one chance left--one +chance--I may get back my money--by that one chance." + +'"What chance? The money is all gone." + +'"If we can make your cousin part with his chance of the succession, we +can raise money on it before the bankruptcy--we can divide it between +us." + +'"Put it out of your thoughts. My cousin is the most obstinate +self-willed brute that ever lived. You couldn't bend him with the King's +Bench Prison. You cannot bend him now." + +'"I will try again. He is still poor. He plays the fiddle at some +wretched gardens I believe. He lives where he did before--I know where +to find him. I will try again. If I succeed we could raise say £50,000 +upon the succession, it should be more but you are both young. Let me +see, that will be £40,000 for me; £6,000 interest due to me: that makes +£46,000 for me and £4,000 for you." + +'"No, friend Probus. You have lent me £25,000. That you shall take and +no more. If you are not content with that you shall have none. Remember +that the money must be raised by me for my own use, not by you. Get him +to sign if you can--and you shall have back all your money, but without +any interest. If you think you are going to get all this money for +yourself, let me tell you that you are mistaken." + +'Mr. Matthew can be as hard as--as your father, sometimes. He was hard +now. Well, the pair wrangled over these terms for a long time. At last +it was arranged that if Mr. Probus can persuade you to sign the paper +which he is to bring you he is to take £25,000 and interest on that and +not on the alleged £40,000, at 15 per cent. And Mr. Matthew is to pay +you the sum required to buy out. When they had completed this +arrangement Mr. Probus started another line of discourse. Now listen to +this, Mr. Will, because it concerns you very closely. + +'"If," he said, "your cousin were to die--actually to die----" + +'"He won't die. I wish he would." + +'"I said--If he were to die--you would then immediately take over +£100,000 together with the interest at 5 per cent. already accumulated +for three years, namely, about £115,000. That would put all square +again. You could get back some of your ships and your credit." + +'"What's the use? Man, I have told you--my cousin is a selfish, +unfeeling, obstinate Brute. He won't die." + +'"I said. If he were to die. That is what I said. If he were to die." + +'Then there was silence for a space. + +'"Probus," said Mr. Matthew, "I believe you are a devil. Tell me what +you mean. We can't make him die by wishing." + +'"I was only supposing: If he were to die--strange things have +happened--would you be disposed to let me take the half of that +money--say £55,000?" + +'"If he were to die," Mr. Matthew repeated. "Have you heard, by +accident, that he is ill? Has he taken small-pox, or gaol fever? I did +hear that was gaol fever in Newgate some time ago." + +'"No: on the contrary, I believe that he is in perfect health at +present. Still, he might die. Anybody may die, you know." + +'"Why do you say that he may die?" + +'"I only put the case. Anybody may die. What do you say about my +proposal?" + +'"You call it a proposal--Man--you look like a murderer--are you going +to murder him?" + +'"Certainly not. Well--what do you say?" + +'"Well--if you are not going to murder him, what do you mean?" + +'"Men die of many complaints, besides murder. Some men get themselves +into the clutches of the law----"' + +When Ramage said this, I became suddenly aware of a great gulf opening +at my feet with a prospect of danger such as I had never before +contemplated. I thought that the man might swear upon me some crime of +which I was innocent and so bring it home to me by a diabolical artifice +that I should be accused, found guilty, and executed. I reeled and +turned pale. + +Alice caught my hand. 'Have faith, my dear,' she said. + +Yet the thought was like a knife piercing me through and through. I +could not afterwards shake it off. And I made up my mind--I know not +why--that the charge would take the form of an accusation of forgery. + +'"Probus," said Mr. Matthew, "I will have nothing to do with this----" + +'"Sir, you need not. Give me your word only, your simple word that if +your cousin refuses to sign the paper I shall lay before him, so that +you cannot raise money on that succession--and if within two months of +this day your cousin dies, so that you will succeed before you are +bankrupt, I am to take half that money in full discharge of all my +claims. That is all. I will leave you now, to think the matter over." + +'He went away. The next day he returned, bringing with him a man whom I +had never seen before. + +'"Mr. Matthew," he said, "I have brought you a gentleman whose +acquaintance with our criminal law is vast--probably unequaled. His +name, Sir, is Merridew." + +'"His honour says no more than what is true," said Mr. Merridew. "I know +more than most. I understand you want me to advise you on a little +matter of prosecution. Well, Sir, I can only say that if you want a +friend put out of the way, so to speak, nothing is easier, for them that +knows how to work the job and can command the instruments. It is only a +question of pay." Then they talked in whispers and I heard no more. When +they were gone Mr. Matthew began to drink again. + +'That is all, Mr. Will. But have a care. You now know what to expect, +sir; there will be no pity from any of them. Have a care. Go away. Go to +some place where they cannot find you. Sir, the man Probus is mad. He is +mad with the misery of losing his money. There is nothing that he will +not do. He is a money-lender: his money is all in all to him: his +profession and his pride and everything. And he has lost his money. Go +out of his way.' + +'Is that all, Ramage?' + +'Yes, Sir. That is all I had to say.' + +'Then, my old friend, you have come just in time, for if I mistake not +there is Mr. Probus himself walking across the meadow with the intention +of calling here. You could not have chosen a better time.' Indeed, that +was the case. The man was actually walking quickly across the Marsh. +'Now, Ramage,' I said, 'it would be well for you to hear what he has to +say. Go into the kitchen and wait with the door ajar--go. Alice, my +dear, stay here with me.' + +'Remember, Will,' she said, 'it was your father's last command. To sell +it would be to sell your father's forgiveness--a dreadful thing.' + +The man stood at the open door. Ramage was right. He looked truly +dreadful. Anxiety was proclaimed in his face, with eagerness and +courage: he reminded me of a weasel, which for murderous resolution is +said to surpass the whole of the animal creation. He came in blinking +after the light and offered me his hand, but I refused it. + +'Fie!' he said. 'Fie, Mr. Will! This is ill done. You confuse the +attorney's zeal for his clients with an act of hostility to yourself. +Put that out of your thoughts, I pray.' + +'Why do you come here, Mr. Probus?' + +'I said to myself: It is not easy to catch a man of Mr. William's +reputation at home, his society being eagerly sought after. I will +therefore visit him on Sunday. Not in the morning, when he will be +lifting the hymn in Church: but in the afternoon. I came here straight +from St. George's, Borough, where I sometimes repair for morning +service. A holy discourse, Mr. William, moving and convincing.' His eyes +kept shifting to and fro as he spoke. + +'Very likely. But we will not talk about sermons. Look ye, Mr. Probus, +your presence here is not desired. Say what you have to say, and +begone.' + +'Hot youth! Ah! I envy that fine heat of the blood. Once I was just the +same myself.' + +He must have been a good deal changed, then, since that time. + +He went on. 'I will not stay long. I am once more a peacemaker. It is a +happy office. It is an office that can be discharged on the Sabbath. +Sweetly the river flows beneath your feet. Ah! A peacemaker. I come from +your cousin again.' + +'To make another offer?' + +'Yes, that is my object. I am again prepared to offer you terms which, I +believe, no one else in the world would propose to you. Mr. William, I +will give you the sum of four thousand pounds down--equivalent to an +annual income of two hundred pounds a year if you will sell your +reversion.' + +'No.' + +'Mr. Matthew can use the money to advantage: while it lies locked up it +is of no use to anyone.' + +'No.' + +'Such obstinacy was never known before, I believe. Why, Sir, I offer you +an annual income of two hundred pounds a year--two hundred pounds a +year. You can leave this wretched little cottage overhanging a marsh: +you can move into a fashionable quarter, and live like a person of +Quality: you can abandon your present mode of life, which I take to be +repellent to every person of virtue--that of musician to the Dog and +Duck or some other resort of the profligate. Oh, we know where you are +and what you do! Instead of servant you will be master. You, Madam, will +no longer be a household drudge: you will have your cook, your maids, +your page to carry your Prayer-Book to church.' + +'No.' + +He hesitated a little, the sham benevolence dying out of his face, and +the angry look of baffled cunning taking its place. Mr. Probus was a bad +actor. + +He took out a parchment. 'Sign it, Mr. William--here.' He unrolled it +and indicated the place. 'Let us have no more shilly shally, willy nilly +talk. It is for your good and for my client's.' + +'And yours, too, Mr. Probus.' + +'My dear,' said Alice, 'do not exchange words any longer. You have said +No already. It is my husband's last word, Sir.' + +There I should have stopped. It is always foolish to reveal to an enemy +what one has discovered. I think that up to that moment Mr. Probus was +only anxious: that is to say, he was crazy with anxiety, but he could +not believe that his money was all gone, because he had no knowledge or +suspicion in what way it had gone. Things that appear impossible cannot +be believed. I think that he would have assured himself of the fact in +some other way before proceeding to the wickedness which he actually had +in his mind. He would have waited: and I could have eluded him some way +or other. As it was, the mere statement of Matthew drunk drove him half +mad with fear: but there was still the chance that Matthew sober would +have spoken differently. + +'No,' according to Alice, was my last word. + +'Not quite the last word,' I said. 'Hark ye, Mr. Probus. The sum waiting +for me when Matthew dies, is one hundred thousand pounds with +accumulations of interest, is it not? If he were to die to-morrow--to +be sure it is not likely--but he may be murdered, or he may put himself +within the power of the Law and so be executed----' Mr. Probus turned +ghastly white and shook all over. 'Then I should come in for the whole +of that money, which is much better than four thousand pounds, whereas +if I were to die to-morrow--either by the operation of the law or by +some other manner, Matthew would have the whole and you would get back +the twenty-five thousand pounds you have lent my cousin with a noble +addition. If you do get it, that is--Mr. Probus, I think that you will +not get it. I think you will never get any more of your money back at +all.' + +'I don't know, Sir, what you mean: or what you know,' he stammered. + +'I know more than you think. I know where your money has gone.' + +'He jumped up. 'Where? Where? Where? Tell me.' + +'It has gone into the bottomless gulf that they call the gaming table, +Mr. Probus. It has been gambled away: the ships of my father's fleet: +the cargoes: the accumulated treasures: the credit of the business: the +private fortune of my cousin: your own money lent to Matthew: it has all +gone: irrecoverably gone----' + +'The gaming table!' he groaned. 'The gaming table! I never thought of +that. Sir, do you know what you mean--the gaming table?' + +No one but a money-lender knows all that may be meant by the gaming +table. + +'I know what I say. Matthew told you the truth. Everything has gone: +ruin stares him in the face----Your money is gone with the rest.' + +'The gaming table. And I never suspected it.... The gaming table!' He +fell into a kind of trance or fit, with open mouth, white cheeks, and +fixed eyes. This lasted only for a few moments. + +'Mr. Probus,' I went on, 'I cannot say that I am sorry for your +misfortunes; but I hope we shall never meet again.' + +He got up, slowly. His face was full of despair. I confess that I pitied +him. For he gave way altogether to a madness of grief. + +'Gone?' he cried. 'No--no--no--not gone--it can't be gone.' He threw +himself into a chair and buried his face in his hands. He sobbed: he +moaned: when he lifted his head again his features were distorted. 'It +is my all,' he cried. 'Oh! you don't know what it is to lose your all. I +can never get any more--I am old: I have few clients left--I get no new +ones: the old cannot get new clients: my character is not what it was: +they cry out after me in the street: they say I lend money at cent. per +cent.--why not? They call me old cent. per cent. If I lose this money I +am indeed lost.' + +'We cannot help you, Mr. Probus.' + +'Oh! yes, do what I ask you. Sell your chance. You will never outlive +your cousin. You will save my life. Think of saving a man's life. As for +your cousin, let him go his own way. I hate him. It is you, you, Mr. +William, I have always loved.' + +'No.' + +He turned to Alice and fell on his knees. + +'Persuade him, Madam. You are all goodness. Oh! persuade him--think of +your child. You can make him rich with a stroke of a pen--think of that. +Oh! think of that!' The tears ran down his cheeks. + +'Sir, I think only of my husband's father. And of his wishes, which are +commands.' + +'Enough said'--there was too much said already--'your money is gone, Mr. +Probus.' + +'Gone?' he repeated, but no longer in terms of entreaty. He was now +fallen into the other extreme; he was blind and mad with rage and +despair. 'No--no--it's not gone. I will get it out of you. Those who +threw you into prison can do worse--worse. You have brought it on +yourself. It is your ruin or mine. Once more----' With trembling fingers +he held out the paper for me to sign. + +'No.' + +He stayed no longer: he threw out his arms again: it was as if his +breath refused to come: and he turned away. He looked like a broken-down +man, crawling, bent, with hanging head, along the road. + +As soon as he was gone, Ramage opened the door and came out cautiously. + +'Mr. Will,' he cried. 'For Heaven's sake, sir. For your dear lady's +sake: for the child's sake: get out of the way. Nothing else will serve. +He is desperate; and he is as cunning as the Devil himself. To get back +his money he will shrink from nothing.' + +'Indeed, Ramage,' I said, 'I think you are right. I will take a holiday +for awhile.' + +'When the bankruptcy comes,' he said, 'there will be no more danger, +because all the money would be divided among the creditors. Better to +run away than to be ruined.' + +I promised to think of flight. Indeed, my mind was shaken. I was not +afraid of open villainy, but of that which might be concealed and +designed in secret. It would perhaps be best to go where the man could +not find me. + +So Ramage departed. When he saw me again, it was in a very different +place. + + * * * * * + +The bell of Lambeth Church began to toll. It seemed to me like a funeral +knell, though it was the bell for the afternoon service. The wind came +up from the river chilled with the November air. My heart sank. + +'My dear,' said Alice, 'let us go to Church. Oh! the mark of the Evil +Spirit is stamped upon the unhappy man's forehead. Let us pray not for +ourselves, but for God's mercy upon a wandering soul.' + +I followed her as she led the way, carrying the child. Alas! How long +before I could sit with her again to hear the prayers of the church +among godly folk! + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +JENNY'S ADVICE + + +After this plain warning: after knowing the nature of the design against +me: after the savage threats of the man Probus: I ought to have +hesitated no longer: I should have taken Alice and the child to her +brother Tom, and should then have retired somewhere until the inevitable +bankruptcy relieved me from fear of conspiracy. Once before, I had +suffered from delay: yet had I not learned the perils of +procrastination. I had formed in my mind an idea that they would try in +some way to fix upon me the crime of forgery, and I thought that this +would take time: so that I was not hurried: I confess that I was +disquieted: but I was not hurried. + +On Monday morning I repaired to Soho Square and laid the whole business +before Jenny. + +'Will,' she said, after hearing all and asking a few questions, 'this +seems a very serious affair. You have to deal with a man driven frantic +by the loss of all his money: the money that he has spent his life in +scraping together. He throws out hints about your possible death in the +counting-house, and makes a bargain in case you die: he threatens you +with some mysterious revenge.' + +'I believe he will trump up some charge of forgery.' + +'He is quite unscrupulous. Now, I will tell you something. The man +Merridew's perjury about your alleged debt put me on the scent. Probus +works through Merridew. First of all Merridew owes him money--more than +he can pay. This debt goes on rolling up. This puts Merridew in his +power. What Probus orders Merridew must do.' + +'Is there always behind every villain a greater villain?' + +'I suppose so. The greater the rogue the safer he is. Merridew goes to +the shopkeepers and offers to return them stolen goods--at a price. It +is one of his ways of making money. Then he finds out their necessities. +Most shopkeepers are always in want of money. Then Merridew takes them +to Probus who lends them money. Oh! at first there was never such a kind +friend--on the easiest terms: they can pay when they please: then they +want a little more: and so they go on. When their debt has risen to half +the value of their stock, Probus wants to be paid. Then he sells them +up. The father of the family becomes bankrupt and goes into a prison for +the rest of his days: what becomes of the children I know not--no one +knows. I dare say some of them go to St. Giles's.' + +This is what Jenny told me. I know not if it is true, but I think it +must be. + +'Well, you see, that Probus pulls the strings and sets Merridew's arms +and legs at work, and Merridew has all the rogues under his thumb. Now +you understand why the position is serious.' + +She considered for a few minutes. 'Will,' she said, 'for sure they will +talk it over at the Black Jack. When anything is arranged it is +generally done in the kitchen and in the morning.' She looked at the +clock. 'It is now nearly one. If I were to go round!' She considered +again. 'Doll will be there. They may be there too. But this time they +must not recognise me. Wait a bit, Will.' + +She left me and presently came back dressed, not as an Orange Girl, but +as a common person, such as one may see anywhere in St. Giles's. She had +on a linsey woolsey frock: a dirty white apron all in holes: a kerchief +round her neck: another over her head tied under her chin: a straw hat +also tied under her chin: and woollen mittens on her hands. One cheek +was smudged as by a coal, and her left eye was blackened: no one would +have recognised her. On her arm she carried a basket carefully covered +up. + +'Now,' she said, 'I'm a woman with a basket full of stolen goods for +Mother Wilmot.' + +I let her out by the garden-door which opened on to Hog's Lane. +Presently she returned: from what she told me, this was what passed. + +She found her mother nodding over knitting, and her sister Doll busy +with the slate. The kitchen was well-nigh empty because most of the +frequenters were abroad picking up their living. Like the sparrows they +pick it up as they can from pockets and doorways and from shop bulks. + +'Doll,' she whispered. 'Pretend not to know me. Turn over the things in +the basket.' + +'What is it, Jenny?' + +She looked round the room. There were only two or three sitting by the +fire. 'No one who knows me,' she said. 'Tell me, Doll. Has Mr. Merridew +been here--and when?' + +'Why, he's only just gone. Him and the Bishop--and the Captain--and +another one--a gentleman he looked like. All in black.' + +'All in black? Was he tall and thin and stooping? So?' + +'Yes. They've been talking over it all the morning.' + +'What is it, Doll? You've got ears like gimlets. I sometimes think it +must be pleasant to be able to hear so much that goes on.' + +'I can hear a thing if I like. The Bishop don't like it, Jenny.' She +dropped her voice. 'It's business for getting a man out of the way. +They'll have to give evidence at the Old Bailey, and he's afraid.' + +'How is the man to be put out of the way?' + +'I don't know. There's money on it. But they're afraid.' + +'Why are they afraid?' + +'Because they're going to make a man swing. If he doesn't swing, they +will.' + +'I suppose it's an innocent man, Doll.' + +'How should I know? It isn't one of themselves. If the case breaks down +they'll have to swing. Mr. Merridew promised them so much, for I heard +him. He means it, too--and they know it. I heard him. "If you do break +down," he says, "after all, you will be no worse off than you are at +present. For your time's up and you know it, both of you. So, if you +break down, you will be arrested for conspiracy and detained on my +information on a capital charge." After which--he made so----' with her +finger on her neck. + +'Well, what did they say, Doll?' + +'The Bishop said it would be easier and quicker to knock him on the head +at once. Mr. Merridew wouldn't hear of it. He said if they obeyed him +they should have two years' more rope. If not, they knew what to expect. +So they went away with him, looking mighty uneasy.' + +'When is it to be, Doll?' + +'Lord, sister, you are mighty curious. 'Tis no affair of yours. Best +know nothing, I say. Only a body must hear things. And it makes the time +pass knowing what to expect.' + +'Can you find out when it is to be?' + +'If I learn, I will tell you. It's all settled, I know that. We shall +have the pair of them giving evidence in the Old Bailey.' Doll laughed +at the thought. 'All St. Giles's will go to the Court to hear--all them +that dare.' + +'So they went away with Mr. Merridew,' Jenny repeated, thoughtfully. + +'Yes, after a mug of purl, but the Bishop went away shaking. Not on +account of the crime, I suppose, but with the thought of being +cross-examined in the Old Bailey, and the terror that he might be +recognised. But the only London Prison that knew him was the King's +Bench.' + +Jenny took up her basket and went away. Just outside the door she met a +young country fellow: he had come up from some village in consequence of +trouble concerned with a girl: Jenny had had speech with him already, as +you have heard, at the Black Jack. + +'Jack,' she said, 'you don't remember me: I was at the Black Jack some +time ago in the evening. They called me Madam. Now you remember.' + +'Ay----' he said, looking at her curiously. 'But I shouldn't know you +again. You are dressed different.' + +'Jack, why don't you go home?' + +'A man must live,' he replied. + +'You'll be hanged. For sure and certain, one of these days, you'll be +hanged. Now, Jack, I'll give you a chance. Let us sit here by the rails, +and talk--then people won't suspect. You've seen Mr. Merridew to-day. I +thought so. He told you that he might want you on some serious job. I +thought so. Your looks are still innocent, Jack. Now tell me all about +it--and I'll give you money to take you home again out of the way and +safe.' + +Jack had very little to tell. He had been in the kitchen that morning. +Mr. Merridew called him--bade him not to go away: said that he should +want him perhaps for a good job: so he waited. Then a gentleman came in: +he was in black--a long, and lean figure. Jack would know him again; and +they all four--but not Jack--talked very earnestly together. Then the +gentleman went away and presently Mr. Merridew also went away, with the +Bishop and the Captain. + +'Very good, Jack. I will see you to-morrow morning again--just in the +same place. Don't forget. If anything else occurs you will tell me. Poor +Jack! I should be sorry to see so proper a fellow hanged,' so she nodded +and laughed and pressed his hand and left him. + +She came home: she joined me again. There was something hatching; that +was certain. + +'Perhaps,' she said, 'the plot is not directed against you. Merridew is +always finding out where a house can be broken or a bale of stuff +stolen.' + +'Then what did Probus want there?' + +'The long, lean man in black was not Probus, perhaps.' + +She considered again. + +'After all, Will, I think the best thing is for you to disappear. They +are desperate villains. Get out of their way. Your friend Ramage gave +you the best advice possible. If all he says is true, Matthew cannot +hold out much longer. Once he is bankrupt, your death will no longer +help Probus. Where could you go?' + +I told her that I thought of Dublin, where I might get into the +orchestra of the theatre. So after a little discussion, it was settled. +Jenny, always generous, undertook to provide for Alice in my absence, +and gave me a sum of money for present necessities. + +I stayed there all day. In the evening I played at a concert in the +Assembly Room. After the concert I took supper with Jenny. + +During supper Jenny entertained me with a fuller description of the +wretches from whose hands she was trying to rescue me. There was no turn +or trick of villainy that Jenny did not know. She made no excuses for +knowing so much--it was part of her education to hear continually talk +of these things. They make up disguises in which it is impossible to +recognise them: they arrange that respectable people shall swear to +their having been miles away at the time of the crime: they practise on +the ignorance of some: on the cunning of others. They prey upon mankind. +And all the time, behind every villain stands a greater villain. Behind +the humble footpad stands the Captain: behind the Captain stands the +thief-taker: behind the thief-taker stands the money-lender himself +unseen. It would surely be to the advantage of the Law could it tackle +the greater villains first. A cart-load of gentlemen like Mr. Probus on +its way to Tyburn would perhaps be more useful than many cartloads of +poor pickpockets and hedge-lifters. Sometimes, however, as this history +will relate, Justice with tardy step overtakes a Probus, and that with +punishment so dreadful that he is left incapable of any further +wickedness. + +'Now,' she said, 'when Probus wants money, he squeezes Merridew. Then he +lays information against some poor wretch who expected a longer rope. In +order to get at these wretches he has to encourage them to break the +law. So you see, if he has to make a payment to Probus, he must +manufacture criminals. As I said, there cannot be many things worse than +the making of criminals for the satisfaction of the money-lender.' + +I hardly understood, at the time, the full villainy of this system. In +fact, I was wholly absorbed in my own particular case. What was going to +be done? + +About midnight I bade this kindest of women farewell. + +'Remember, Will,' she said, 'trust nothing to chance. Take boat down the +river before daybreak. There is sure to be a Holyhead coach somewhere +in the morning. In a month or two you can come back again in safety.' + +Yes--I was to come back in safety in that time, but not as Jenny meant. +I shouldered my trusty club and marched off. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +A SUCCESSFUL CONSPIRACY + + +My way home lay through Dean Street as far as St. Ann's Church: then I +passed across Leicester Fields: and through Green Street at the +south-east angle of the Fields into St. Martin's Lane. All this part of +the way is greatly infested at night by lurking footpads from the choice +purlieus of Seven Dials and Soho. Of footpads, however, I had very +little fear: they are at best a cowardly crew, even two or three +together, and a man with a stout cudgel and some skill at a +quarter-staff or single-stick need not be afraid of them: generally, two +or three passengers will join together in order to get across the Fields +which are especially the dangerous part: on many nights it was so late +when I left the Square that even footpads, highwaymen, pickpockets and +all were fairly home and in bed before I walked through the streets. + +This evening by bad luck, I was alone. I found no other passengers going +my way. But I had no fear. I poised my cudgel and set out, expecting +perhaps an encounter with a footpad, but nothing worse. And it was not +yet late, as hours go, in London: there were still people in the +streets. + +What had happened was this. As soon as Probus learned the truth about +the gaming-table--a fatal thing it was to disclose my knowledge--he +understood two things: first, that his money was irrevocably gone: and +second, that if I revealed the truth to the Alderman in his suburban +retreat, he must needs investigate the position of things in which case +Bankruptcy would be precipitated. After that, whether I died or signed +the agreement, or refused to sign it would matter nothing to him. +Whereas, on the other hand, if my signature could be obtained before the +bankruptcy, then money could be raised upon the succession: and if I +were to die, then the whole of the money would be paid on the day of my +death to Matthew. Whatever was done must therefore be done as soon as +possible. + +Therefore, he resolved that the plot should be carried into execution on +the very Monday evening. He caused the cottage to be watched by one of +the girls who frequented the Black Jack: she followed me all the way +from Lambeth to Soho Square: and she carried intelligence where to find +me to the tavern, where Probus himself with Merridew, the Bishop, and +the Captain, was now waiting. + +They understood that I was playing at a concert: they therefore sallied +out about the time when the concert would be finishing and waited for me +in the Square: at eleven o'clock I sallied forth: I walked down Dean +Street: they ran down Greek Street to meet me at the other end, where +there are fewer people: but (I heard this afterwards) changed their +minds and got over the Fields into Green Street behind the Mews, where +they resolved to wait for me. The Bishop posted himself on one side: the +Captain on the other: Mr. Probus and Mr. Merridew waited a little +further down the street. It was a dangerous plot that they were going to +attempt: I am not surprised that neither the Bishop nor the Captain had +much stomach for the play. At this place, which has as bad a reputation +as any part of London, there are seldom any passengers after night-fall; +after midnight, none. It is dark: the houses are inhabited by criminal +and disorderly people--but all this is well known to everybody. + +I walked briskly along, anticipating no danger of this kind. Suddenly, I +heard footsteps in front of me and behind me: there was a movement in +the quiet street; by such light as the stars gave, I saw before me the +rascally face of the Bishop: I lifted my cudgel: I half +turned:--crash!--I remember nothing more. + +When I came to my senses, or to some part of my senses, I found myself +lying on a sanded floor: my head was filled with a dull and heavy pain: +my eyes were dazed: to open them brought on an agony of pain. For awhile +the voices I heard were like the buzzing of bees. + +I grew better: I was able to distinguish a little: but I could not yet +open my eyes. + +The first voice that I recognized was that of Mr. Probus--the rasping, +harsh, terrifying voice--who could mistake it? + +'A bad case, gentlemen,' he was saying, 'a very bad case: it was +fortunate that I was passing on my way, if only to identify the +prisoner. Dear me! I knew his honoured father, gentlemen; I was his +father's unworthy attorney. His father was none other than Sir Peter +Halliday. The young man was turned out of the house for misconduct. A +bad case----Who would have thought that Sir Peter's son would die at +Tyburn?' + +Then there was another voice: rich and rolling, like a low stop of the +organ--I knew that too. It was the voice of the Bishop. + +'My name, Mr. Constable, is Carstairs; Samuel Carstairs; the Rev. Samuel +Carstairs, Doctor of Divinity, Sanctæ Theologiæ Professor, sometime of +Trinity College, Dublin. I am an Irish clergyman, at present without +cure of souls. I was walking home after certain godly exercises'--in the +Black Jack--I suppose--'when this fellow ran out in front of me, crying +"Your money or your life." I am not a fighting man, Sir, but a servant +of the Lord. I gave him my purse, entreating him to spare my life. As he +took it, some other gentleman, unknown to me, ran to my assistance, and +knocked the villain down. Perhaps, Mr. Constable, you would direct his +pockets to be searched. The purse contained seventeen guineas.' + +I felt hands in my pocket. Something was taken out. + +'Ha!' cried the Doctor. 'Let the money be counted.' + +I heard the click of coin and another voice cried 'Seventeen guineas.' + +'Well,' said Mr. Probus, 'there cannot be much doubt after that.' + +'I rejoice,' said the Doctor, 'not so much that the money is +found--though I assure you, worthy Sir, I could ill afford the loss--as +because it clearly proves the truth of my evidence--if, that is to say, +there could be any question as to its truth, or anyone with the +hardihood to doubt it.' + +At this point, I was able to open my eyes. The place I knew for a Round +House. The Constable in charge sat at a table, a book before him, +entering the case: Mr. Probus stood beside him, shaking his virtuous +head with sorrow. The Doctor was holding up his hands to express a good +clergyman's horror of the crime: Mr. Merridew was standing on the other +side of the Constable, and beside him the Captain, who now stepped +forward briskly. + +'My name,' he said, 'is Ferdinando Fenwick. I am a country man from +Cumberland. I was walking with this gentleman'--he indicated Mr. +Merridew. 'We were walking together for purposes of mutual protection, +for I have been warned against this part of London, when I saw the +action described by this pious clergyman. The man ran forward raising +his cudgel. I have brought it with me--You can see, Sir, that it is a +murderous weapon. I saw the gentleman here, whose name I did not +catch----' + +'Carstairs--By your leave, Sir--Samuel Carstairs--The Rev. Samuel +Carstairs--Doctor of Divinity--Sanctæ Theologiæ Professor.' + +'Thank you, Sir. I saw him hand over his purse. The villain raised his +cudgel again. I verily believe he intended to murder as well as to rob +his victim. I therefore ran to the rescue and with a blow of my stick +felled the ruffian.' + +The Constable looked doubtfully at Mr. Merridew, whom he knew by sight, +as everybody connected with the criminal part of the law certainly did: +he knew him as Sheriff's officer, nominally: thief-taker by secret +profession: thief-maker, as matter of notoriety at the Courts. From him +he looked at Mr. Probus, but more doubtfully, because he knew nothing +about him except that he was an attorney, which means to such people as +the Constable, devil incarnate. He also looked doubtfully at the +Captain, whose face, perhaps, he knew. Considering that the Captain had +been living for eight years at least in and about St. Giles's, and +robbing about all the roads that run out of London, perhaps the +Constable did know him by sight. + +'Well,' he said, 'I suppose Sir John will look into it to-morrow. As for +this gentleman who says he is----I remember----' + +Here Mr. Probus slipped something into his hand. + +'It is not for me,' the worthy Constable added, 'to remember anything. +Besides, I may be wrong. Well, gentlemen, you will all attend to-morrow +morning at Bow Street and give your evidence before Sir John Fielding.' + +So they went away and I lay on the floor still wondering stupidly what +would happen next. + +Just then two watchmen came in. One was leading, or dragging, or +carrying a young gentleman richly dressed but so drunk that he could +neither stand nor speak: the other brought with him a poor creature--a +woman--young--only a girl still--dressed in rags and tatters; +shivering: unwashed; uncombed; weak and emaciated: a deplorable object. + +The Constable turned to the first case. + +'Give the gentleman a chair,' he said. 'Put him before the fire. Reach +me his watch and his purse. Search his pockets, watchman.' + +'Please your honour,' said the watchman, 'I have searched his pockets. +We came too late, Sir. Nothing in them.' + +'The town is full of villains--full of villains,' said the officer, with +honest indignation. 'Well, put him in the chair. A gentleman can send +for guineas if he hasn't got any guineas. Did he assault you, watchman? +I thought so--Well--Let him sleep it off. Who's this woman?' + +The watchman deposed to finding her walking about the deserted streets +because she had nowhere to go. + +'Has she got any money? Then just put her in the strong room--and carry +this poor devil in after her. If that story holds--well--lay him on the +bench--and take care of his head.' + +They pushed the girl into the strong-room: carried me after her: laid me +down on a wide stone bench without any kind of pillow or covering. Then +they went out locking the door behind them. + +I suppose that I should have suffered more than I did had it not been +for the stupefying effect of the blow upon my head. I have only a dim +recollection of the night. The place was filled with poor wretches, men +and women, who could not afford to bribe the Constable. In this land of +freedom to be a poor rogue is hanging matter: to be a rogue with money +in pocket and purse is quite another thing: that rogue goes free. The +rogue runs the gauntlet: first, he may get off by bribing the watchman: +if he fails to do that, he may bribe the constable: or if the worst +happens, he may then bribe the magistrate. I understand, however, that +this has been changed, and that there are now no Justices who take +bribes. Now, if the watchman brings few cases to the constable, and +those all poor rogues, he may lose his place: and if the constable +pockets all the bribes and brings the magistrate none, he may lose his +place. So that it is mutually agreed between the three that each is to +have his share. All mankind are for ever seeking and praying for +Justice, and behold, this is all we have got in the boasted eighteenth +century. I suppose, however, that in such a case as mine, a charge of +highway robbery, in which the prisoner was taken red-handed, no +constable would dare to take a bribe. + +From time to time in the night we were disturbed by the grating of the +key in the lock as the door was opened for the admission of another poor +wretch. Then these interruptions ceased, and we were left in quiet. + +When the day broke through the bars of the only window, I could look +round upon the people, my companions in misfortune. There were three or +four women in tawdry finery--very poor and miserable creatures who would +be happier in the worst prison than in the way they lived: two or three +pickpockets and footpads: one or two prentices, who would be sent to +Bridewell and flogged for being found drunk. There was very little talk. +Mostly, the wretches sat in gloomy silence. They had not even the +curiosity to ask each other as to the offenses with which they were +charged. + +As the light increased the women began to whisper. They exhorted each +other to courage. Before them all, in imagination, stood the dreadful +whipping-post of Bridewell. Some of them have had an experience of that +punishment. + +'It takes but two or three minutes,' they said. 'Then it soon passes +off. Mind you screech as if they were murdering you. That frightens the +Alderman, and brings down the knocker. Don't begin to fret about it.' +They were talking about their whippings in Bridewell. 'Perhaps Sir John +will let you go. Sometimes he does.' My head pained, and I closed my +eyes again. + +At about eight o'clock the doors were flung wide open. Everyone started, +shuddered, and stood up. 'Now, then,' cried a harsh voice, 'out with +you! Out, I say.' + +I was still giddy with last night's blow: my hair was stiff with blood: +my head ached, but I was able to walk out with the others. The +constables arranged us in a kind of procession, and put the handcuffs on +every one. Then we were marched through the streets two by two, guarded +by constables, to Bow Street Office, the Magistrate of which was then +Sir John Fielding. + +There was some slight comfort in the thought that he was blind: he could +not be prejudiced against me by my appearance, for my face was smeared +with blood: my hair was stiff with blood. There was blood on my coat, +and where there was not blood there was the mud of the street in which I +had lain senseless. + +The business of the Court was proceeding. The Magistrate sat at a table: +his eyes were bandaged. The eyes of Justice should be always bandaged. +Over his head on the wall hung the Lion and the Unicorn: the prisoners +were placed in a railed space: the witnesses in another, those in my +case, I observed, were in readiness and waiting: three or four Bow +Street runners were standing in the Court: there was a dock for the +prisoner facing the magistrate. + +The cases took little time. There is a dreadful sameness about the +charges. The women were despatched summarily and sent off to Bridewell: +they received their sentences with cries and lamentations, which stopped +quickly enough when they found that they could not move the magistrate: +the pickpockets were ordered to be whipped: the other rogues were +committed to prison. They were destined, for the most part, to +transportation beyond the seas. It is useful for the country to get rid +of its rogues: it seems also humane to send them to a country where they +may lead an honest life. Alas! the humanity of the law is marred by the +execution of the sentence, for though the voyage does not last more than +six or eight weeks, the gaol fever taken on board the ship; the sea +sickness; the stench; the dirt; the foul air of the ship, commonly kill +at least a third of the poor creatures thus sent out. As for those who +are left, many of them run away from their masters: make their way to a +port, get on board a ship, and are carried back to London, where they +are fain to go back to their old companions and resume their old habits, +and get known to Mr. Merridew and his friends, and so at last find +themselves in the condemned cells. + +My case came on, at last. I was placed in the dock facing the +magistrate. The clerk read to him the notes of the case provided by the +chief constable. + +'Your name, prisoner?' he asked. + +'I am William Halliday,' I said, 'only son of the late Sir Peter +Halliday, formerly Lord Mayor of London. I am a musician now in the +employment of Madam Vallance, Proprietor of the Assembly Rooms in Soho +Square.' + +The Magistrate whispered to his clerk. + +Then the evidence was given. One after the other they manfully stood +up: kissed the book: and committed perjury. Sir John Fielding asked the +Doctor several questions. He was evidently doubtful: his clerk whispered +again: he pressed the doctor as to alleged profession and position. +However, the man stuck to his tale. The fact that the purse was found in +my pocket was very strong. Then the Captain told his story. + +Mr. Merridew did not attempt any disguise: he was too well known +in Court: he stated that he was a Sheriff's officer--named +Merridew--everybody in the court gazed upon him with the greatest +curiosity, the women whispering and looking from him to me. 'Who is he?' +they asked each other. 'What has he done? Do you know him--do you?' The +surprise at the appearance of a stranger in the dock charged on the +evidence of the worthy sheriff's officer caused general surprise. +However, Mr. Merridew took no notice of the whispering. He was +apparently callous: he took it perhaps as proof of popularity and +admiration: he gave his evidence in the manner of one accustomed to bear +witness, as indeed he was, having perhaps given evidence oftener than +any other living man. He stated that he had joined a stranger to walk +from the Tottenham Court Road to Charing Cross, each carrying a cudgel +for self-defence: that he observed the action described by the worthy +and learned Doctor of Divinity from Ireland: that his companion, this +gallant young gentleman, rushed out to the rescue of the clergyman, and +so forth. So he retired with a front of iron. + +Mr. Probus added to the evidence which you have already heard the +statement that he came accidentally upon the party and after the +business was over: that he happened to have been attorney to the late +Sir Peter Halliday: that he recognized the robber as the unnatural son +of that good man, turned out of his father's home for his many crimes +and vices: and that in the interest of justice and respect for the laws +of his country he went out of his way, and was at great personal loss +and inconvenience in order to give this evidence. + +The Magistrate put no questions to him. He turned to me and asked if I +had anything to say or any evidence to offer. + +I had none, except--that I was no highwayman, but a respectable +musician, and that this was a conspiracy. + +'You will have the opportunity,' said Sir John, 'of proving the fact. +Meantime, in the face of this evidence, conspiracy or not, I have no +choice but to commit you to Newgate, there to remain until your trial.' + +They set me aside and the next case was called. + +So you understand, there are other ways of compassing a man's death +besides simple murder. It is sufficient to enter into a conspiracy and +to charge him with an offence which, by the laws of the country, is +punishable by death. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +NEWGATE + + +A man must be made of brass or wrought-iron who can enter the gloomy +portals of Newgate as a prisoner without a trembling of the limbs and a +sinking of the heart. Not even consciousness of innocence is sufficient +to sustain a prisoner, for alas! even the innocent are sometimes found +guilty. Once within the first doors I was fain to lay hold upon the +nearest turnkey or I should have fallen into a swoon; a thing which, +they tell me, happens with many, for the first entrance into prison is +worse to the imagination even than the standing up in the dock to take +one's trial in open court. There is, in the external aspect of the +prison: in the gloom which hangs over the prison: in the mixture of +despair and misery and drunkenness and madness and remorse which fills +the prison, an air which strikes terror to the very soul. They took me +into a large vaulted ante-room, lit by windows high up, with the +turnkey's private room opening out of it, and doors leading into the +interior parts of the Prison. The room was filled with people waiting +their turn to visit the prisoners; they carried baskets and packages and +bottles; their provisions, in a word, for the Prison allows the +prisoners no more than one small loaf of bread every day. Some of the +visitors were quiet, sober people: some were women on whose cheeks lay +tears: some were noisy, reckless young men, who laughed over the coming +fate of their friends; spoke of Tyburn Fair; of kicking off the shoes at +the gallows; of dying game; of Newgate music--meaning the clatter of the +irons; of whining and snivelling; and so forth. They took in wine, or +perhaps rum under the name of wine. There were also girls whose +appearance and manner certainly did not seem as if sorrow and sympathy +with the unfortunate had alone brought them to this place. Some of the +girls also carried bottles of wine with them in baskets. + +I was then brought before the Governor who, I thought, would perhaps +hear me if I declared the truth. But I was wrong. He barely looked at +me; he entered my name and occupation, and the nature of the crime with +which I was charged. Then he coldly ordered me to be taken in and +ironed. + +The turnkey led me into a room hung with irons. 'What side?' he asked. + +I told him I knew nothing about any sides. + +'Why,' he said, 'I thought all the world knew so much. There's the State +side. If you go there you will pay for admission three guineas; for +garnish and a pair of light irons, one guinea; for rent of a bed half a +guinea a week; and for another guinea you can have coals and candles, +plates and a knife. Will that suit you?' He looked disdainfully at the +dirt and blood with which I was covered, as if he thought the State side +was not for the likes of me. + +'Alas!' I replied, 'I cannot go to the State side.' + +'I thought not, by the look of you. Well, there's the master's side +next; the fee for admission is only thirteen and sixpence: irons, half a +guinea: the rent of a bed or part of a bed half a crown, and as for your +food, what you like to order and pay for. No credit at this tavern, +which is the sign of the Clinking Iron. Will that suit you?' + +'No, I can pay nothing.' + +'Then why waste time asking questions? There's the common side; you've +got to go into that, and very grateful you ought to be that there is a +common side at all for such a filthy Beast as you.' + +My choice must needs be the last because I had no money at all: not a +single solitary shilling--my obliging friends when they put their purse +into my pocket as a proof of the alleged robbery, abstracted my +own--which no doubt the worthy Professor of Sacred Theology had in his +pocket while he was explaining the nature of the attack to the +Constable. + +The turnkey while he grumbled about waste of time--a prisoner ought to +say at once if he had no money: officers of the Prison were not paid to +tell stories to every ragged, filthy footpad; the common side was as +good as any other on the way to Tyburn: what could a ragamuffin covered +with blood and filth expect?--picked out a pair of irons: they were the +rustiest and the heaviest that he could find: as he hammered them on he +said that for half a crown he would drive the rivet into my heel only +that he would rob his friend Jack Ketch of the pleasure of turning off a +poor whining devil who came into Newgate without a copper. 'Damme!' he +cried, as he finished his work, 'if I believe you ever tried to rob +anyone!' + +'I did not,' I replied. At which he laughed, recovering his good temper, +and opening a door shoved me through and shut it behind me. + +The common side of Newgate is a place which, though I was in it no more +than two hours or so, remains fixed in my memory and will stay there as +long as life remains. The yard was filled to overflowing with a company +of the vilest, the filthiest, and the most shameless that it is possible +to imagine. They were pickpockets, footpads, shoplifters, robbers of +every kind; they were in rags; they were unwashed and unshaven; some of +them were drunk; some of them were emaciated by insufficient food--a +penny loaf a day was doled out to those who had no money and no friends: +that was actually all that the poor wretches had to keep body and soul +together: the place was crowded not only with the prisoners, but with +their friends and relations of both sexes; the noise, the cursings, the +ribald laugh; the drunken song; the fighting and quarrelling can never +be imagined. And, in the narrow space of the yard which is like the +bottom of a deep well, there is no air moving, so that the stench is +enough, at first, to make a horse sick. + +I can liken it to nothing but a sty too narrow for the swine that +crowded it; so full of unclean beasts was it, so full of noise and +pushing and quarrelling: so full of passions, jealousies, and suspicions +ungoverned, was it. Or I would liken it to a chamber in hell when the +sharp agony of physical suffering is for a while changed for the equal +pains of such companionship and such discourse as those of the common +side. I stood near the door as the turnkey had pushed me in, staring +stupidly about. Some sat on the stone bench with tobacco-pipes and pots +of beer: some played cards on the bench: some walked about: there were +women visitors, but not one whose face showed shame or sorrow. To such +people as these Newgate is like an occasional attack of sickness; a +whipping is but one symptom of the disease: imprisonment is the natural +cure of the disease; hanging is only the natural common and inevitable +end when the disease is incurable, just as death in his bed happens to a +man with fever. + +While I looked about me, a man stepped out of the crowd. 'Garnish!' he +cried, holding out his hand. Then they all crowded round, crying +'Garnish! garnish!' I held up my hands: I assured them that I was +penniless. The man who had first spoken waved back the others with his +hand. 'Friend,' he said, 'if you have no money, off with your coat.' + +Then, I know not what happened, because I think I must have fallen into +a kind of fit. When I recovered I was lying along the stone bench: my +coat was gone: my waistcoat was gone; my shirt was in rags; my shoes--on +which were silver buckles, were gone; and my stockings, which were of +black silk. My head was in a woman's lap. + +'Well done,' she said, 'I thought you'd come round. 'Twas the touching +of the wound on your head. Brutes and beasts you are, all of you! all of +you! One comfort is you'll all be hanged, and that very soon. It'll be a +happy world without you.' + +'Come, Nan,' one of the men said, 'you know it's the rule. If a +gentleman won't pay his garnish he must give up his coat.' + +'Give up his coat! You've stripped him to the skin. And him with an open +wound in his head bleeding again like a pig!' + +The people melted away: they offered no further apology; but the coat +and the rest of the things were not returned. + +My good Samaritan, to judge by her dress and appearance, was one of the +commonest of common women--the wife or the mistress of a Gaol-bird; the +companion of thieves; the accomplice of villains. Yet there was left on +her still, whatever the habit of her life, this touch of human kindness +that made her come to the assistance of a helpless stranger. No +Christian could have done more. 'Forasmuch,' said Christ, 'as you did it +unto one of these you did it unto Me.' When I read these words I think +of this poor woman, and I pray for her. + +'Lie still a minute,' she said, 'I will stanch the bleeding with a +little gin,' she pulled out a flat bottle. 'It is good gin. I will pour +a little on the wound. That can't hurt--so.' But it did hurt. 'Now, my +pretty gentleman, for you are a gentleman, though maybe only a gentleman +rider and woundily in want of a wash. Take a sip for yourself, don't be +afraid. Take a long sip. I brought it here for my man, but he's dead. He +died in the night after a fight in the yard here. He got a knife between +his ribs,' she spoke of this occurrence as if such a conclusion to a +fight was quite in the common way. 'Look here, sir, you've no business +in this place. Haven't you got any friends to pay for the Master's side? +Now you're easier, and the bleeding has stopped. Can you stand, do you +think?' + +I made a shift to get to my feet, shivering in the cold damp November +air. She had a bundle laying on the bench. ''Tis my man's clothes,' she +said. 'Take his coat and shoes. You must. Else with nothing but the +boards to sleep upon you'll be starved to death. Now I must go and tell +his friends that my man is dead. Well--he won't be hanged. I never did +like to think that I should be the widow of a Tyburn bird.' + +She put on me the warm thick coat that had been her husband's; she put +on his shoes. I was still stupid and dull of understanding. But I tried +to thank her. + +Some weeks afterwards, when I was at length released, I ventured back +into the prison in hopes of finding the name and the residence of the +woman--Samaritan, if ever there was one. The turnkeys could tell me +nothing. The gaol was full of women, they said. My friend was named Nan. +They were all Nans. She was the wife of a prisoner who died in the +place. They were always dying on the common side. That was nothing. They +all know each other by name; but it was six weeks ago; prisoners change +every day; they are brought in; they are sent out to be hanged, +pilloried, whipped or transported. In a word they knew nothing and would +not take the trouble to inquire. What did it matter to these men made +callous by intimacy with suffering, that a woman of the lower kind had +done a kind and charitable action? Nevertheless, we have Christ's own +assurance--His words--His promise. The woman's action will be remembered +on the day when her sins shall be passed before a merciful Judge. Her +sins! Alas! she was what she was brought up to be; her sins lie upon the +head of those who suffer her, and those like to her, to grow up without +religion, or virtue, or example, or admonition. + +By this time I was growing faint with hunger as well as with loss of +blood and fatigue. I had taken nothing for fourteen hours; namely, since +supper the evening before the attack. The first effect of hunger is to +stop the power of thought. There fell upon me a feeling of carelessness +as if nothing mattered: the night in the watch-house: the appearance +before the magistrate: my reception on the common side: all passed +across my brain as if they belonged to someone else. I rose with +difficulty, but staggered and fell back upon the bench. My head was +light: I seemed strangely happy. This lightness of head was quickly +followed by a drowsiness which became stupor. How long I lay there I +know not. I remember nothing until a heavy hand was laid on my shoulder. +'Come,' it was the voice of a turnkey. 'This is not the kind of place +for an afternoon nap in November. Come this way. A lady wants to see +you.' + +He led me to the door of the common side: and threw it open: in the +waiting-room was none other than Jenny herself. How had she learned what +had happened? + +'Oh! my poor Will!' she cried, the tears running down her cheeks. 'This +is even worse than I expected. But first you must be made comfortable. +Here, you fellow,' she called the turnkey. 'Take him away. I will pay +for everything. Let him be washed and get his wound dressed; give him a +clean shirt and get him at once new clothes.' + +'If your ladyship pleases--' + +'Change these rusty irons for the lightest you have. Put him into the +best cell that you have on the State side. Get a dinner for him: +anything that is quickest--cold beef--ham--bread--a bottle of Madeira. +Go--quick.' She stamped her foot with authority; she put into the man's +hand enough money to pay for half a dozen prisoners on the State side. +'Now, fly--don't crawl--fly!--one would think you were all asleep. A +pretty place this is to sleep in!' + +The man knocked off my heavy irons and substituted a pair of lighter +ones, highly polished and even ornamental. He took me away and washed +me; it was in the turnkeys' room on the right hand of the entrance; he +also with some dexterity dressed my wound, dressed and cleaned my +hair--it was filled with clotted blood; he fitted me with new clothes, +and in less time than one would think possible, I was taken back +looking once more like a respectable person, even a gentleman if I chose +to consider myself entitled to claim that empty rank. I found Jenny +waiting for me in the best cell that Newgate could offer on the State +side: a meal was spread for me, with a bottle of wine. + +'Before we say a word, Will, sit down and eat. Heavens! You have had +nothing since our supper last night.' + +I checked an impulse to thank her: I drove back the swelling in my +heart. Reader--I was too hungry for these emotions: I had first to +satisfy starving nature. While I ate and drank Jenny talked. + +'You shall tell me the whole story presently, Will. Meantime, go on with +your dinner. You must want it, my poor friend. Now let me tell you why I +am here. You know I was uneasy about the conspiracy that was hatching. I +feared it might be meant for you. So great was my uneasiness that I bade +my sister to keep watching and listening: this morning about one o'clock +I went to the Black Jack myself to learn if she had discovered anything. + +'Well, she had discovered everything. She said that at eleven o'clock +this morning the two fellows called the Bishop and the Captain, whom I +had taken out of the King's Bench, came to the Black Jack, laughing and +very merry: they called for a mug of purl and a pack of cards: that +while they played they talked out loud because there was no one in the +house except themselves. Doll they disregarded as they always do, +because Doll is generally occupied with her slate and her scores, which +she adds up as wrong as she can. They said that it was as good as a play +to see the Attorney playing the indignant friend of the family, and how +their own evidence could not possibly be set aside, and the case was as +good as finished and done with; that the fellow went off to Newgate as +dumb as an ox to the shambles; and the poor devil had no money and no +friends, and must needs swing, and the whole job was as clean and +creditable piece of work as had ever been turned out. It must be +hanging: nobody could get him off. Then they fell to wondering as well, +what Mr. Probus had done it for; and what he would get by it; and +whether (a speculation which pleased them most) he had not put himself +into Mr. Merridew's power, in which case they might have the holy joy of +seeing the attorney himself, when his rope was out, sitting in the cart. +And they congratulated each other on their own share in the job; ten +guineas apiece, down, and a promise of more when the man was out of the +way: with a long extension of time.' I condense Jenny's narrative which +was long, and I alter the language which was wandering. + +'When Doll told me all this,' she concluded, 'I had no longer any doubt +that the man whom they had succeeded in placing in Newgate was none +other than yourself, my poor Will--so I took a coach and drove here.' + +I then told her exactly how everything had happened. + +'I hope,' she said, 'that Matthew, if he is in the conspiracy, does not +know what has been done. Besides, the chief gainer will be Probus, not +Matthew. Remember, Will, it is just a race; if he can compass your death +before Matthew becomes bankrupt, then he will get back all his +money--all his money. Think of that: if not, he will lose the whole. +Well, Will, he thinks nobody knows except himself. He is mistaken. We +shall see--we shall see.' So she fell to considering again. + +'If there is a loophole of escape,' she went on, 'he will wriggle out. +Let us think. What do we know?' + +'We only know through Ramage,' I replied. 'Is that enough to prove the +conspiracy? I know what those two men are who are the leading +witnesses--how can I prove it? I know that they were suborned by Probus +and that they are in the power of Merridew. How can I prove it? I know +that Probus has talked to my cousin about my possible death, but what +does that prove? I know that he will benefit by my death to the amount +of many thousands, but how can I prove it? My mouth will be closed. +Where are my witnesses?' + +'You can't prove anything, Will. And therefore you had better not try.' + +'Jenny.' The tears came to my unmanly eyes. 'Leave me. Go, break the +news to Alice, and prepare her mind to see me die.' + +'I will break the news to Alice, but I will not prepare her mind to see +you die. For, my dear cousin, you shall not die.' She spoke with +assurance. She was standing up and she brought her hand down upon the +table with a slap which with her flashing eyes and coloured cheek +inspired confidence for the moment. 'You shall not die by the conspiracy +of these villains.' + +'How to prevent them?' + +'It would be easy if their friends would bear evidence against them. +But they will not. They will sit in the Court and admire the tragic +perjuries of the witnesses. There is one rule among my people which is +never broken; no one must peach on his brother. Shall dog bite dog? If +that rule is broken it is never forgiven--never--so long as the offender +lives.' + +'Then, what can we do?' + +'The short way would be to buy them. But in this respect they cannot be +bought. They will rob or murder or perjure themselves with cheerfulness, +but they will not peach on their brother. Money will not tempt them. +Jealousy might, but there are no women in this case. Revenge might, but +there is here no private quarrel. Besides, they are all in the hands of +the man Merridew. To thwart him would bring certain destruction on their +heads. And if there was any other reason, they are naturally anxious to +avoid a Court of Justice. They would rather see their own children +hanged than go into a court to give evidence, true or false.' + +'Then I must suffer, Jenny.' + +'Nay, Will, I said not so much--I was only putting the case before +myself. I see many difficulties but there is always a way out--always an +end.' + +'Always an end.' I repeated. 'Oh! Jenny. What an end!' + +A Newgate fit was on me; that is, a fit of despondency which is almost +despair. All the inmates of Newgate know what it means; the rattling of +the irons; the recollection of the trial to come; a word that jars; and +the Newgate shuddering seizes a man and shakes him up and down till it +is spent. Jenny made me drink a glass of wine. The fit passed away. + +'I feel,' I said at last, 'as if the rope was already round my neck. My +poor Alice! My poor child! Thou wilt be the son of a highwayman and a +Tyburn bird. To the third and fourth generation ...' + +'I know nothing about generations,' Jenny interrupted. 'All I know is +that you are going to be saved. Why, man, consider. Probus knows nothing +about me; these conspirators know nothing about Madame Vallance; none of +them have the least suspicion; and must not have: that you know Jenny of +the Black Jack. Now I shall try to get a case as to the conspiracy clear +without attacking the loyalty of the gang to each other. I have thought +of such a plan. And I know an attorney. You have seen him. He is +tolerably honest. He shall advise us--I will send him here. Be of good +cheer, Will. I go to fetch Alice. Put on a smiling countenance to greet +her. Come, you are a man. Lift the drooping spirit of the woman who +loves you. Keep up her heart if not your own.' + +She came back at about five: the day was already over; the yards and +courts of the Prison were already dark. My cell was lit with a pair of +candles when Jenny brought Alice and her brother Tom to see me. + +Alice, poor child! fell into my arms and so lay for a long time, unable +to speak for the sobs that tore her almost in pieces, yet unwilling to +let me see her weakness. + +Tom--the good fellow--assumed the same air of cheerfulness which he had +learned to show in the King's Bench. He sniffed the air approvingly. He +looked round with pretended satisfaction. 'Ha!' he said, 'this place +hath been misrepresented. The room is convenient, if small; the +furniture solid: the air is not so close as one might expect. For a +brief residence--a temporary residence--a man might ... might--I say--' +He cleared his throat; the tears came into his eyes: he sank into a +chair. 'Oh! Will ... Will,' he cried, breaking down, and unable to +pretend any longer. + +Then no one spoke. Indeed all our hearts were full. + +'It is not so much on your account, Will,' said Jenny--I observed that +she wore a domino, and indeed, she never came to the prison after the +first visit without a domino, a precaution by no means unusual, because +ladies might not like to be seen in Newgate, and in any case it might +arouse suspicions if Jenny were recognised. 'I say it is not on your +account, so much as for the sake of this dear creature. Madam--Alice--I +implore you--take courage; we have the proofs of the conspiracy in our +hands. It is a black and hellish plot. The only difficulty is as to the +best means of using our knowledge, and here, I confess, for the moment, +I am not certain--' + +Alice recovered herself and stood up, holding my hand. 'I cannot +believe,' she said, 'that such wickedness as this will be permitted to +succeed. It would bring shame and sorrow on children and grandchildren +to the third and fourth generations.' + +'You all talk about generations,' said Jenny. 'For my part I think of +you that are alive, not those who are to come. Well, so far it has not +succeeded. For the conspirators are known to me and I am Will's +cousin--and this they know not.' + +They stayed talking till nine o'clock when visitors had to leave the +Prison. Jenny cheered all our hearts. She would hear of no difficulties: +all was clear: all was easy: she had the conspirators in her power. +To-morrow she would return with her honest and clever attorney. So Alice +went away with a lighter heart, and I was left for the night alone in my +cell with a gleam of hope. In the morning that gleam left me, and the +day broke upon the place of gloom and brought with it only misery and +despair. + +In the forenoon Jenny returned with her attorney. He was the man who had +already acted for me. His name was Dewberry; he was possessed of a +manner easy and assured, which inspired confidence: in face and figure +he was attractive, and he betrayed no eagerness to possess himself of +his client's money. I observed also, at the outset, that, like all the +rest he was the servant (who would, if he could, become the lover) of +Jenny. + +'Now, Mr. Halliday,' he said, 'I have heard some part of your story from +Madame Vallance. I want, next, to hear your own version.' So I told it, +while he listened gravely, making notes. + +'It is certainly,' he said, 'a very strong point that your death would +give Probus the chance of recovering his money. Your cousin could then +pay him off, if he wished, in full. Whether he would do so is another +question. If bankruptcy arrives and finds you still living, all the +creditors would be considered together. Madame,' he turned to Jenny, +'you who have so fine a head for management, let us hear your opinion.' + +'I think of nothing else,' she said. 'Yet I cannot satisfy myself. I +have thought that my sister Doll might warn the Captain that both he and +the Bishop would be exposed in Court. But what would happen? They would +instantly go off with the news to Merridew. And then? An information +against Doll and my mother for receiving stolen goods. And what would +happen then? You know very well, Mr. Dewberry. They would have to buy +their release by forbidding the exposure! Why, they are the most +notorious receivers living. Or, suppose Doll plainly told them that her +sister Jenny knew the whole case--they don't know at present--at least, +I think not--where I am--but they can easily find out--that I knew the +whole case and meant to expose them. What would happen next? Murder, my +masters. I should be found on my bed with my throat cut, and a letter to +show that it was done by one of my maids.' + +'Jenny, for Heaven's sake, do not run these risks.' + +'Not if I can help it, Will. Do you know what I think of--besides? It is +a doubt whether Matthew would be more rejoiced to see the conspiracy +succeed and you put out of the way, or to witness the conviction of +Probus for conspiracy.' + +'Softly--softly, Madam,' said the attorney; 'we are a long way yet from +the trial, even, of Mr. Probus.' + +'Jenny,' I said, 'your words bring me confidence.' + +'If you feel all the confidence that there is in Newgate it will not be +enough, Will, for the confidence that you ought to have. But we must +work in silence. If our friends only knew what we are talking here, why +then--the Lord help the landlady of the Black Jack and her two +daughters, Jenny and Doll!' + +'You must be aware, Sir,' said Mr. Dewberry, 'that it is absolutely +necessary for us to preserve silence upon everything connected with your +defence. You must not communicate any details upon the subject to your +most intimate friends and relations.' + +'He means Alice,' said Jenny. + +'We must have secrecy.' + +'You may trust a man whose life is at stake.' + +'Yes. Now the principal witnesses are the pretended Divine and the +pretended country gentleman. They rest in the assurance that none of +their friends will betray them. We must see what can be done. If we +prove that your Irish Divine is a common rogue we make his evidence +suspected, but we do not prove the conspiracy. The fellow might brave it +out, and still swear to the attempted robbery. Then as to the other +worthy, we may prove that he is a notorious rogue. Still he may swear +stoutly to his evidence. We must prove, in addition, that these two +rogues are known to each other--' + +'That can be proved by any who were in the King's Bench Prison with +them--' + +'And we must connect them with Probus and Merridew.' + +'I can prove that as well,' said Jenny. 'That is, if--' + +She paused. + +'If your witnesses will give evidence. Madam, I would not pour cold +water on your confidence--but--will your witnesses go into the box?' + +Jenny smiled. 'I believe,' she said, 'that I can fill the Court with +witnesses.' + +'I want more than belief--I want certainty.' + +'There is another way,' said Jenny. 'If we could let Mr. Probus +understand that the sudden and unexpected appearance of a new set of +creditors would force on Bankruptcy immediately--' + +Mr. Dewberry interposed hastily. 'Madam, I implore you. There is no +necessity at all. Sir, this lady would actually sacrifice her own +fortune and her future prospects in your cause.' + +'For his safety and for his life--everything.' + +'I assure you, dear Madam, there is no need. Your affairs want only +patience, and they will adjust themselves. To throw them also upon your +husband's other liabilities would not help this gentleman. For this +reason. There are a thousand tricks and subtleties which a man of Mr. +Probus's knowledge may employ for the postponement of bankruptcy until +after the trial of our friend here. You know not the resources of the +law in a trained hand. I mean that, supposing Mr. Probus to reckon on +the success of this conspiracy--in which I grieve to find a brother in +the profession involved; he may cause these delays to extend until his +end is accomplished or defeated. A man of the Law, Madam, has great +powers.' + +I groaned. + +'Another point is that, unless I am much mistaken, this conspiracy is +intended to intimidate and not to be carried out. Mr. Probus will offer +you, I take it, your liberty on condition of your yielding in the matter +of that money.' + +'Never!' I declared. 'I will die first!' + +'Then it remains to be seen if he will carry the thing through.' + +So they went on arguing on this side and on that side: which line of +action was best: which was dangerous: in the end, as you shall see, +Jenny took the management of the case into her own hands with results +which astonished Mr. Dewberry as well as the Court, myself, and the four +heroes of the conspiracy. + +Five weeks, I learned, would elapse before my case would be tried in +Court. It was a long and a tedious time to contemplate in advance. +Meantime, I was kept in ignorance, for the most part, of what was being +done. Afterwards I learned that Jenny carried on the work in secrecy, so +that not only the conspirators might not have the least suspicion but +that even Mr. Dewberry did not know what was doing until she placed the +case complete, in his hands a few days before the trial. Jenny contrived +all: Jenny paid for all: what the case cost her in money I never +learned. She spared nothing, neither labour, nor travel, nor money. +Meantime I lived on now in hope, now in despondency: to go outside among +my fellow prisoners was to increase the wretchedness of prison. Every +morning Alice brought provisions for the day. Tom brought me my violin +and music so that I was not without some consolations. + +As I remember this gloomy period, I remember with thankfulness how I was +stayed and comforted by two women, of whom one was a Saint: and the +other was--well, Heaven forbid that I should call her a Sinner, in whom +I never found the least blemish: but not, at least, a Christian. The +first offered up prayers for me day and night, wrestling in prayer like +Jacob, for the open manifestation of my innocence. Alice was filled with +a sublime faith. The Lord whom she worshipped was very near to her. He +would destroy His enemies; He would preserve the innocent; the wicked +would be cast down and put to perpetual shame. Never have I witnessed a +faith so simple and so strong. Yet to all seeming; to the conspirators +themselves; I had not a single witness whom I could call in my defence: +that a man was poor favoured the chance of his becoming a robber; that a +brother-in-law, also a prisoner in the Rules, should be ready to say +that I was incapable of such an action could not help. What could we +allege against the clear and strong evidence that the four perjured +villains would offer when they should stand up, and swear away my life? +'Have courage,' said Alice, 'Help cometh from the Lord. He will have +mercy upon the child and--oh! Will--Will--He will have mercy upon the +father of the child.' + +Mr. Dewberry came often. He had little to tell me. Jenny had gone away. +Jenny had not told him what she was doing. 'Sir,' he said, 'but for the +confidence I have in that incomparable woman and in her assurances I +should feel anxious. For as yet, and we are within a fortnight of the +trial, I have not a single witness who can prove the real character of +the pretended Divine and the pretended country gentleman. But since +Madam assures us--' He produced his snuff-box and offered it-- +'Why--then, Sir--in that case--I believe in the success of your +defence.' + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE SAME OFFER + + +Thus I passed that weary and anxious imprisonment. The way of getting +through the day was always the same. Soon after daylight, I went out and +walked in the yards for half an hour. The early morning, indeed, was the +only time of the day when a man of decent manners could venture abroad +even on the State side. At that time the visitors had not yet begun to +arrive; the men were still sleeping off their carouse of the evening +before; only a few wretches to whom a dismal foreboding of the future, a +guilty conscience, an aching heart, would not allow sleep, crept +dolefully about the empty yards; restlessly sitting or standing: if they +spoke to each other, it was with distracted words showing that they knew +not what they said. Alas! The drunken orgies of the others caused them +at least some relief from the terrible sufferings of remorse and looking +forward. It is not often that one can find an excuse for drunkenness. + +After this melancholy walk I returned to my cell where I played for an +hour or two, afterwards reading or meditating. But always my thoughts +turned to the impending trial. I represented myself called upon to make +my own defence: I read it aloud: I failed to impress the Jury: the Judge +summed up: the Jury retired: cold beads stood upon my forehead: I +trembled: I shook: the verdict was Guilty: the Judge assumed the black +cap--Verily I suffered, every day, despite the assurance of Jenny and +Mr. Dewberry, all the tortures of one convicted and condemned to death. +If my heart were examined after my death sure I am that a black cap +would be found engraven upon it, to show the agonies which I endured. + +About one o'clock Alice arrived, sometimes with Tom, sometimes alone. +As for Tom he had quickly rallied and had now completely accepted the +assurance that an acquittal was certain: his confidence would have been +wonderful but for the consideration that it was not his own neck that +was in danger but that of his brother-in-law. The child was not allowed +to be brought into the prison for fear of the fever which always lurks +about the wards and cells and corridors. In the afternoon, while we were +talking, Jenny herself, when she was not on her mysterious journeys, +came wearing a domino. About four o'clock, Tom departed and, a little +after, Alice. Then I was left alone to sleep and reflection for twelve +hours. + +This was the daily routine. On Sunday there was service, in the chapel, +made horrid by the condemned prisoners in their pew sitting round the +empty coffin: and by the ribaldry and blasphemous jests of the prisoners +themselves. Not even in the chapel could they refrain. + +One afternoon there was a surprise. We were sitting in conversation +together, Alice and Jenny with my brother-in-law Tom, and myself, when +we received a visit from no less a person than Mr. Probus himself. That +Prince of villains had the audacity to call in person upon me. He stood +in the doorway, his long, lean body bent, wearing a smile that had +evidently been borrowed for the occasion. I sprang to my feet with +indignation. My arm was gently touched. Jenny sat beside me, but a +little behind. + +'Hush!' she whispered. 'Let him say what he has to say. Sit down. Do not +answer by a single word.' + +Mr. Probus looked disconcerted to see me resume my chair and make as if +I neither saw nor heard. + +'You did not expect, Mr. Halliday, to see me here?' + +I made no reply. + +'I am astonished, I confess, to find myself here, after all that has +passed. Respect for the memory of my late employer and client, Sir Peter +Halliday, must be my excuse--my only excuse. Respect, and, if I may be +permitted to add, compassion--compassion, Madam'--he bowed to Alice. + +'Compassion, Sir, is a Christian virtue,' she said, with such emphasis +on the adjective as to imply astonishment at finding that quality in Mr. +Probus. + +'Assuredly, Madam--assuredly, which is the reason why I cultivate +it--sometimes to my own loss--my own loss.' + +'Sir,' Alice went on, 'you cannot but be aware that your presence here +is distasteful. Will you be so good as to tell us what you have to say?' + +'Certainly, Madam. I think I have seen you before. You are Mr. William +Halliday's wife. This gentleman I have not seen before.' + +'He is my brother.' + +'Your brother--And the lady who prefers to wear a domino?' For Jenny had +made haste to replace that disguise. 'No doubt it is proper in +Newgate--but is it necessary among friends?' + +'This lady is my cousin,' said Alice. 'She will please herself as to +what she wears.' + +'Your cousin. We are therefore, as one may say, a family party. The +defendant; his wife: his brother-in-law: his cousin. This is very good. +This is what I should have desired above all things had I prayed upon my +way hither. A family party.' + +'Mr. Probus,' said Alice, 'if this discourse is to continue beware how +you speak of prayers.' Never had I seen her face so set, so full of +righteous wrath, with so much repression. The man quaked under her eyes. + +'I come to business,' he said. 'I fear there is a spirit of suspicion, +even of hostility, abroad. Let that pass. I hope, indeed, to remove it. +Now, if you please, give me your attention.' + +He was now the lawyer alert and watchful. 'Your trial, Mr. Halliday, +takes place in a short time--a few days. I do not know what defence you +will attempt--I hope you may be successful--I have thought upon the +subject, and, I confess--well--I can only say that I do not know what +kind of defence will be possible in a case so clear and so well +attested.' + +'Hush!' Jenny laid her hand again on my arm. 'Hush!' she whispered. + +I restrained myself and still sat in silence. + +'Let me point out to you--in a moment you will understand why--how you +stand. You know, of course, yet it is always well to be clear in one's +mind--the principal evidence is that given by those two gentlemen from +the country, the young squire of Cumberland--or is it Westmoreland?--and +the clergyman of the Sister Kingdom. I have naturally been in frequent +communication with those two gentlemen. I find that they are both kept +in London to the detriment of their own affairs: that they would +willingly get the business despatched quickly so that they would be +free to go home again: that they bear no malice--none whatever: one +because he is a clergyman, and therefore practises forgiveness as a +Christian duty: the other because he is a gentleman who scorns revenge, +and, besides, was not the attacked, but the attacking party. "So far," +says the noble-hearted gentleman, "from desiring to hang the poor +wretch, I would willingly suffer him to go at large." This is a +disposition of mind which promises a great deal. I have never found a +more happy disposition in any witness before. No resentment: no revenge: +no desire for a fatal termination to the trial. It is wonderful and +rare. So I came over to tell you what they say and to entreat you to +make use of this friendly temper while it lasts. They might--I do not +say they will--but they might be induced to withdraw altogether from the +trial, in which case the prosecution would fall to the ground. For the +case depends wholly upon their evidence. For myself, as you know, I +arrived by accident upon the scene, and was too late to see anything. +Mr. Merridew tells me that what he saw might have been a fight rather +than a robbery; I ought not to have revealed this weak point in the +evidence, but I am all for mercy--all for mercy. So I say, that if their +evidence is not forthcoming, the prosecution must fall through, and +then, dear Sir, liberty would be once more your happy lot.' He stopped +and folded his arms. + +I had not offered him a chair partly because he was Mr. Probus and I +would not suffer him to sit in my presence: partly because there was no +chair to offer him. + +'These gentlemen, Sir,' said Tom, 'are willing, we understand, to retire +from the case.' + +'I would not say willing. I would rather say, not unwilling.' + +'Do they,' Tom asked, 'demand money as a bribe as a price for retiring?' + +'No, Sir. These gentlemen are far above any such consideration. I +believe they would be simply contented with such a sum of money as would +meet their personal expenses and their losses by this prolonged stay.' + +'And to how much may these losses and expenses, taken together, amount?' + +'I hear that his Reverence has lost a valuable Lectureship which has +been given to another in his absence: and that the Squire has sustained +losses among his cattle and his horses also owing to his absence.' + +'And the combined figures, Sir, which would cover these losses?' + +'I cannot say positively. Probably the clergyman's losses would be +represented by £400 and the Squire's by £600. There would be my own +costs in the case as well--but they are--as usual--a trifle.' + +'And suppose we were to pay this money,' Tom continued, 'what should we +have to prove that they would not give their evidence?' + +'Sir--There you touch me on the tenderest point--the "pundonor," as the +Spaniards say. You should lodge the money with any person in whom we +could agree as a person of honour--and after the case for the +prosecution had broken down--not before--he should give me that money. +Observe that on the part of these two simple gentlemen there is trust, +even in an attorney--in myself.' + +I said nothing, for as the man knew that I could not find a tenth part +of the sum, I knew there was something behind. What it was I guessed +very well. And, in fact, Mr. Probus immediately showed what it was. + +'Mr. Halliday,' he said, 'I believe that I know your circumstances. I +have on one or two occasions had to make myself acquainted with them. I +shall not give offence if I suppose that you cannot immediately raise +the sum of £1,000 even to save your life.' + +He spoke to me, but he looked at Alice. + +'He cannot, certainly,' said Alice, 'either immediately or in any time +proposed.' + +'Quite so. Now, this is a case of life or death--life or death, Sir: +life or death, Madam: an honourable life--a long life for your husband: +or a shameful death--a shameful death: shameful to him: shameful to you: +shameful to your child or children.' + +'Hush!' whispered Jenny, laying a repressive hand again upon my +shoulder, for again I was boiling over with indignation. What! The +author and contriver of this shameful death was to come and call +attention to the disgrace of which he was the sole cause! Had I been +left to myself without Alice or Jenny, I would have brained the old +villain. But I obeyed and sat in silence, answering nothing. + +'Consider, Madam'--he continued to address Alice--'this is not a time +for false pride or for obstinacy, or even for standing out for better +terms. Once more I make the same offer which I made before. Let him sell +his chance of a certain succession of which he knows. Let him do that, +and all his difficulties and troubles will vanish like the smoke of a +bonfire. I tell you plainly, Madam, that I can control the appearance of +this evidence without which the prosecution can do nothing. I will +control it. If he agrees to sell, your husband shall walk out, on the +day of the trial, a free man.' He drew out of his pocket a pocket-book +and from that a document which I remembered well--the deed of sale or +transfer. + +Nobody replied. Alice looked at me anxiously. I remained silent and +dogged. + +'Two years ago--or somewhere about that time--I made the same proposal +to him. I offered him £3,000 down for his share of an estate which might +never be his--or only after long years--I offered him £3,000 down. It +was a large sum of money. He refused. A day or two afterwards he found +himself in the King's Bench Prison. I would recall that coincidence to +you. Four or five weeks ago I made a similar offer. This time I proposed +£4,000 down. He refused again, blind to his own interest. A few days +afterwards he found himself within these walls on a capital charge. A +third time, and the last time, I make him another offer. This time I +raise the sum to £5,000 in order to cover the losses of those two +witnesses, and in addition to the money, which is a large sum, enough to +carry you on in comfort and in credit, I offer your husband the crowning +gift of life. Life--do you hear, woman! Life: and honour: and +credit--life--life--life--I say.' + +His face was troubled: his accents were eager: he was not acting: he +felt that he was offering me far more than anything he had ever offered +me before. + +'Hush,' whispered Jenny, keeping me quiet again--for all the time I was +longing to spring to my feet and to let loose a tongue of fiery +eloquence. But to sit quite quiet and to say nothing was galling. + +'Take it, Will, take it,' said Tom. 'If the gentleman can do what he +promises, take it. Life and liberty--I say--before all.' + +'Sir,' said Alice--her voice was gentle, but it was strong: her face was +sweet, but it was firm. The man saw and listened--and misunderstood. I +know the mind of my husband in this matter. For reasons which you +understand, he will not speak to you. The money that was devised by his +father to the survivor of the two--his cousin or himself--has always +been accepted by him as a proof that at the end his father desired him +to understand that he was not wholly unforgiven: that there was a +loophole of forgiveness, but he did not explain what that was: that +should my husband, who has no desire to see the death of his cousin, +survive Mr. Matthew, he will receive the fortune as a proof that a life +of hard and honest work has been accepted by his father in full +forgiveness. Sir, my husband considers his father's wishes as sacred. +Nothing--no pressure of poverty--no danger such as the present will ever +make him consent to sign the document you have so often submitted to +him.' + +'Then'--Mr. Probus put back his paper--'if this is your last +word--remember--you have but a few days left. Nothing can save +you--nothing--nothing--nothing. You have but a few days before you are +condemned--a week or two more of life. Is this your last word?' + +'It is our last word, Sir,' said Alice. + +'She is right--Will is right,' cried Tom. 'Hark ye--Mr. Attorney. There +is foul play here. We may find it out yet, with the help of God. Shall I +put him out of the door, Alice?' + +'He will go of his own accord, Tom. Will you leave us, Sir?' + +'Yes, I will leave you.' He shook his long forefinger in my face. 'Ha! I +leave you to be hanged: you shall have your miserable neck twisted like +a chicken, and your last thought shall be that you threw your life +away--no--that by dying you give your cousin all.' + +So he flung out of the room and left us looking blankly at each other. + +Then Jenny spoke. + +'You did well, Will, to preserve silence in the presence of the wretch. +We all do well to preserve silence about your defence. You dear people. +I have counted up the cost. It will be more than at first I thought, +because the case must be made complete, so complete that there can be no +doubt I promise you.' She took off her domino: her face was very pale: I +remember now that there was on it an unaccustomed look of nobility such +as belongs to one who takes a resolution certain to involve her in +great trouble and at the expense of self-sacrifice or martyrdom. 'I +promise you,' she said, 'that, cost what it may, the CASE SHALL BE +COMPLETE.' + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE IMPENDING TRIAL + + +The time--the awful time--the day of Fate--drew nearer. Despite the +assurances both of Jenny and of her attorney there were moments when +anticipation and doubt caused agonies unspeakable. Sometimes I have +thought that these agonies were cowardly: I should be ashamed of them: +but no one knows, who has not suffered in the same way, the torture of +feeling one's self in the absolute power of a crafty conspiracy directed +by a man as relentless as a weasel after a rabbit, or an eagle after a +heron, not out of hatred or revenge, but after money, the only object of +his life, the real spring of his wickedness. After my experience, I can +briefly say, as David in his old age said, 'Let me fall into the hands +of the Lord, for His mercies are great: but let me not fall into the +hands of man.' + +Presently it wanted but a week: then six days, then five. + +'You should now,' said Mr. Dewberry, 'prepare and write out your +defence: that is to say, your own speech after the trial is over. Take +no thought about the evidence; your counsel will cross-examine the +witnesses against you; he will also examine those for you. Trust your +counsel for doing the best with both. Heaven help two or three of them +when Mr. Caterham has done with them.' Mr. Caterham, K. C., our senior +counsel, was reported to be the best man at the Old Bailey Bar; with him +was Mr. Stanton, a young man still, quite young, but with a brain of +fire and a front of brass. 'You must not leave your defence to the +eloquence of the moment, which may fail you. Write it down; write it +plainly, fully and without passion. State who you are; what your +occupation; what your salary; what your rent; what your daily habits; we +shall have called witnesses to establish all these points. Then tell the +Court exactly what you have told me. Do not try to be eloquent or +rhetorical. The plain facts, plainly told, will impress the Jury and +will affect the Judge's charge, far more than any flights of eloquence +on your part. What the Judge wants is to get at the truth. Remember +that. Behind his habitual severity of manner Mr. Justice Parker, who +will try your case, is bent always upon discovering, if possible, the +truth. Sit down, therefore, and relate the facts, exactly as they were. +Take care to marshal them in their best and most convincing manner. Many +a good cause has been wasted by a careless and ignorant manner of +presenting them. In your case first relate the facts as to the alleged +assault. Next inform the Court who and what you are. Thirdly relate the +circumstances of your relations with Mr. Probus. Fourthly state the +reasons why he would profit by your death. Next, call attention to the +conversation overheard by Mr. Ramage. Then show that he has on more than +one occasion threatened you, and that he has actually imprisoned you in +the King's Bench in the hope of moving you. I think that you will have a +very moving story to tell, supported, as it will be, by the evidence +which has gone before. But you have no time to lose. Such a statement +must not be put together in a hurry. When it is finished I will read it +over and advise you.' + +What was important to me in this advice was the necessity of ordering, +or marshalling the facts. To one not accustomed to English Composition +such a necessity never occurred, and without such advice I might have +presented a confused jumble, a muddled array, of facts not dependent one +upon the other, the importance of which would have been lost. However, +armed with this advice, I sat down, and after drawing up a schedule or +list of divisions, or headings, or chapters, I set to work, trying to +keep out everything but the facts. No one will believe how difficult a +thing it is to stick to the mere facts and to put in nothing more. +Indignation carried me beyond control from time to time. I went out of +my way to point to the villainy of Probus: I called the vengeance of +Heaven upon him and his colleagues: I appealed to the unmerited +sufferings of my innocent wife; to the shameful future of my innocent +offspring--and to other matters of a personal kind all of which were +ruthlessly struck out by the attorney; with the result that I had with +me when I went into court as plain and clear a statement of a case as +ever was presented by any prisoner. This statement I read and re-read +until I knew it by heart: yet I was advised not to trust to memory but +to take the papers into court and to seem to read. All this shows the +care which was taken by our ever-watchful attorney, lest anything should +happen to hinder the development of the case, as he intended and hoped. + +Among other things he called upon Mr. Probus, nominally on account of +another matter. + +'I believe,' he said, 'that you are the attorney of Mr. Matthew +Halliday?' + +'I have that honour.' + +'Yes. I observed the fact in reading an affidavit of yours in connection +with a case in which I am engaged for the defence, the case of Mr. +William Halliday, now in Newgate on a charge of highway robbery.' + +'Defence? He has, then, a defence?' + +'A defence? Certainly he has a defence. And Counsel. We have engaged Mr. +Caterham, K. C., and Mr. Stanton, both of whom you probably know, as +counsel for the defence. My dear Sir, we have a very good defence +indeed. Let me see. You arrived on the spot, I observe, after the +alleged attack was committed.' + +'Certainly. My affidavit and my evidence before Sir John, were only as +to the identity of the robber.' + +'Quite so. But we need not concern ourselves, here, with the defence of +Mr. William Halliday. I come to speak about the affairs of Mr. Matthew.' + +'Well, sir? What about his affairs?' + +'I hear that they are in a very bad way. Oh! Sir, indeed I do not wish +to ask any questions. I only repeat what I hear in the City. It is there +freely stated that the Firm is ruined: that their ships are sold: and +that their business is gone.' + +'They are injurious and false reports.' + +'It is possible. I hope so. Meantime, however, I have come to +communicate to you a matter which perhaps you do not know; but which it +is important that you should know. The person chiefly concerned gives me +permission to speak of it. Perhaps you do know it already. Perhaps your +client has not concealed it from you. Do you, for instance, know that +Mr. Matthew Halliday is a married man?' + +Mr. Probus started. 'Married?' he cried. 'Married? No, certainly not.' + +'It is evident that you do not know your client's private history. He +has been married two years and more. He does not, however, cohabit with +his wife. They are separated--by consent.' + +'Matthew married?' + +'They are separated, I say. Such separation, however, does not release +the husband from the liability of his wife's debts.' + +'Has his wife--has Mrs. Matthew--contracted debts?' He looked very +uneasy. + +'His wife--she is a client of mine--has contracted very large debts. She +may possibly make an arrangement with her creditors. But she may not. In +the latter case, she will send them to your client who will hand them +over to you. They will demand payment without delay. Failing payment +they will take all the steps that the law permits--also without delay. +That is why I thought it best to communicate the facts to you. My client +authorized me to do so.' + +Mr. Probus made no answer. He could not understand what this meant. + +'If it is your interest to postpone bankruptcy, Mr. Probus, it may be +wiser, for some reason or other, to force it on. I only came to tell you +of this danger which threatens your client--not you, of course. But your +client whose wife is mine.' + +Mr. Probus made at first no reply. He was thinking what this might mean. +He was, of course, too wary not to perceive that the threat of forcing +on bankruptcy was part of the defence, though in an indirect manner. + +'Have you,' he asked presently, 'any knowledge of the amount of these +debts?' + +'I believe they amount to over £40,000.' + +Mr. Probus groaned aloud. + +'I thought I would prepare your mind for the blow which may happen any +day. Let me see. The trial takes place next Wednesday--next Wednesday. I +dare say the creditors will wait till after that event. Good-morning, +Mr. Probus.' + +He was going away when Mr. Probus called him back. + +'You are aware, sir, that I made the prisoner a handsome offer?' + +'I have been told that you made a certain offer.' + +'I offered him the very large sum of £5,000 if he would sell his +succession. If he consents the principal witnesses in the case shall not +appear.' + +'Mr. Probus, as the case stands now I would not take £50,000 for the +price of his chance.' + +Again he was going away, and again Mr. Probus called him back. + +'We were speaking,' he said, 'of the defence of that unhappy young man, +Mr. William Halliday. Of course I am concerned in the matter only as an +accidental bystander--and, of course, an old friend of the family. There +is to be a defence, you say.' + +'Assuredly.' + +'I have always understood that the young man was quite poor, and that +his wife's friends were also quite poor.' + +'That is true. But a man may be quite poor, yet may have friends who +will fight every point rather than see the man condemned to death--and +on a false charge.' + +'False?' + +'Quite false, I assure you.' + +'Sir, you surprise me. To be sure I did not see the assault. Yet the +evidence was most clear. Two gentlemen, unknown to each other--another +unknown to both who witnessed the affair--how can such evidence as that +be got over?' + +'Well, Mr. Probus, it is not for me to say how it will be got over. You +are, I believe, giving evidence on what may be called a minor point; you +will therefore be in the Court on the occasion of the Trial. I can say +nothing, of course; but I should advise all persons engaged in the case +to abstain from appearing if possible. I am assured that things quite +unexpected will take place. Meantime, to return to the point for which I +came here--advise your client to prepare himself to meet claims rising +out of his wife's debts to the sum of many thousands.' + +'How many thousands, did you say?' + +'Forty thousand, I believe.' + +'Good Heavens, sir, what can a woman be doing to get through such an +enormous sum?' + +'Indeed, I cannot inform you. It is an age in which women call +themselves the equals of men. Your client, Mr. Probus, has got through a +great deal more than that in the same time, including, I believe, the +£25,000 which you lent him and which he cannot repay----' + +'What do you know about these affairs, Sir?' + +'Nothing--nothing. I shall see you in Court on the day of the Trial, Mr. +Probus.' + +He went away leaving, as he intended, his brother in the law in an +anxious condition, and having said nothing that would lead him to +suspect that the conspiracy was entirely discovered, and would be laid +open in court. + +Then came the last day before the Trial. + +In the afternoon all my friends were gathered together in my cell. The +attorney had read for the last time my statement of defence. + +He looked through it once more. 'I do not believe,' he said, 'that the +case will get so far. Whatever happens, Mr. Halliday, you will do well +to remember that you have to thank Madame here, and I do not believe it +will be possible for you to thank her enough, until you find out for +yourself the sacrifices she has made for you and the risks she is +running on your behalf. I can but hope, Madame, that the sacrifices may +be made up to you, and that the risks may prove illusory.' + +She smiled, but it was a wan smile. 'Whatever the result,' she said, +'believe me, Sir, I shall never regret either the sacrifices, if you +call them such, or the risks, if by either we can defeat this most +abominable conspiracy.' + +'I was in hopes,' said the attorney, 'that Mr. Probus might be +terrified, and so might withdraw at the last moment. It is easy to +withdraw. He has only to order the two principal witnesses not to +attend, when the case falls to the ground. As we are now free from all +anxiety,' I sighed, 'well, from all but the very natural anxiety that +belongs to a prison and to the uncertainty of the law, it is better for +us that he should put in all the witnesses when we can establish our +charge of conspiracy. I marvel, indeed, greatly that a man so astute +should not perceive that defence, where a King's Counsel and a Junior of +great repute are engaged must mean a serious case, and that a serious +case only means denial of the main charge. Else there would be no +defence at all. Well,' he rose--'I drink your health, Mr. Halliday, in +this excellent Madeira, and a speedy release to you.' + +'And I, Will,' said Tom, pouring out another glass, 'I, too, drink a +speedy release to you.' + +So they went away. + +Then Jenny got up. 'Cousin Will,' she said sadly, 'I have done all I +could for you. If the Black Jack knew to-night what would be said in +Court to-morrow, there would be murder. They will all be in Court--every +one--to hear the splendid perjuries of the Bishop and the Captain. Those +two worthies expect a brave day: indeed, it will be a great day for +them, yet not quite in the manner they anticipate. Well 'tis the last +night in prison, Will. To-morrow thou wilt be back again in the Cottage +beside the river. Happy Will! Happy Alice! As for me----' she sighed +wearily. + +'Why, Jenny, as for you--what can happen to you?' + +'Nothing can happen to me,' she replied, dolorously. + +'Then, why so sad?' + +'Because, from the outset I have foreseen something dark and dreadful, +but I knew not what. I see myself in a strange place--but I know not +where. I look around at the places which I know--and I cannot see +myself. I am neither at Drury Lane nor the Garden: nor am I at Soho +Square. I look in the grave, but I am not there. I am to live--but I +know not where or how. All is to be changed----' + +'Jenny,' Alice caught her hand. 'This reading of the future. It is +wicked since the Lord hath not thought fit to reveal what is to happen.' + +She repeated stupidly, as one who understands not, 'Since the Lord--what +Lord?--what do you mean? Alice, how can I help it? I can read the +future. Sometimes it is like a printed book to me. Well--no matter. +Farewell, Will. Sleep sound to-night. To-morrow we shall meet in the +Court. Good-night, dear woman.' She threw her arms round Alice, kissed +her and went away. + +And as for what passed between husband and wife--what tender things were +said--what prayers for faith--on the eve of the day of Life or Death: of +Honour or of Shame; shall they, too, be written on a page which is open +to every curious eye and to every mocking eye? + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE TRIAL + + +It is a most terrible thing for a man of sensibility to stand in the +dock of the Old Bailey before the awful array of Judges, Lord Mayor, +Sheriffs and Aldermen. I know very well that most of the hardened +wretches that stand there have no sense of terror and little of anxiety. +For them the Judge is like that fabled Sister who cuts the thread of +life: they have come to the end of their rope: their time is up: they +are fatalists in a stupid way: the sentence is passed: they bear no +malice against the informer: the game has been played according to the +rules--what more can a man desire? Tyburn awaits them. And afterwards? +They neither know nor do they care. + +Early on the morning of the trial, Mr. Dewberry came to see me. He was +cheerful, and rubbed his hands with great satisfaction. 'The case,' he +said, 'is complete. Never was a case more complete or more astonishing +as you shall see.' He would not explain further: he said that walls, +even in Newgate, have ears: that I must rely upon his word. 'Sir,' he +said, 'so much I will explain because it may give you ease. Never has a +man gone forth to be tried for his life, with a greater confidence in +the result than you ought to have. And, with that assurance enter the +Court with a light heart.' + +They knocked off my irons before going into Court. Thus relieved, I was +marched along a dismal passage, leading from the prison to the Old +Bailey. The Court was crowded, not so much out of compliment to me, but +because it was bruited abroad among the rogues of St. Giles's that two +of their body were that day about to achieve greatness. They were, +truly: but not in the way that was expected. The crowd, in fact, +consisted chiefly of pickpockets and thieves, with their ladies. And the +heroes of the day were the Bishop and the Captain. + +At first, a prisoner entering the court, sees nothing. When the mist +before his eyes clears away he observes the jury being sworn in--one +after the other, they lift the great chained Bible and kiss its leathern +cover, black with ten thousand kisses, and take their seats: he observes +the counsel arranging their papers: the officers of the court standing +about and the crowd in the gallery and about the doors: the box for the +witnesses--my heart sank when I saw sitting together my four enemies, +looking calm and assured, as if there was no doubt possible as to the +results. Nay, the Captain seemed unable to repress or to conceal the +pride he felt in imagination, at thinking of the figure he should cut. +Mr. Ramage, my own witness, I saw modestly sitting in a corner. Tom +Shirley, another witness for me, if he would prove of any use, was also +there. As I entered the dock Mr. Probus turned and his lips moved as if +he was speaking to Tom. I could not hear what he said, but I knew it, +without the necessity of ears. He said, 'Sir, I saw you in Newgate three +weeks ago. Your friend might have saved his life, had he accepted my +offer. It is now too late.' Then he turned his hatchet face to me and +grinned. Well--he grins no longer. Under the Dock stood Alice, and with +her, closely veiled, Jenny herself. They took my hands: Alice held the +right and Jenny the left. 'Courage, my dear,' said Alice. 'It will soon +be over now.' 'It is all over already,' whispered Jenny. 'There is such +evidence as will astonish you--and the whole world.' She kissed my hand +and dropped a tear upon it. I was to learn afterwards what she meant, +and what were her own sacrifices and perils in bringing forward this +evidence. + +Then Mr. Dewberry came bustling up. 'That is your lawyer, Mr. Caterham, +King's Counsel, now arranging his papers. I was with him yesterday. He +will make a great case--a very great case--out of this. The attorney +arranges it all and the higher branch gets the credit of it all. Never +mind. That is your Junior, behind, Mr. Stanton. There's a head for you: +there's an eye. I can always tell what they think of the case by the way +they arrange their papers. The Counsel in front of him is Serjeant +Cosins, King's Counsel, an able man--oh, yes--an able man: he conducts +the prosecution. We shall open his eyes presently. He thinks he has got +an ordinary case to conduct. He will see. He will see.' + +Then the Judges came in: the Lord Mayor, Mr. Justice Parker, the +Aldermen, the Recorder, and the Sheriffs. The Lord Mayor sat in the +middle under the great sword of Justice: but the case was conducted by +Mr. Justice Parker, who sat on his right hand. I looked along the row of +faces on the Bench. They all seemed white, cold, stern, hard and +unforgiving. Despite assurances, my heart sank low. + +I pass over the reading of the indictment, my pleading and the opening +of the case. The Prosecutor said that although it was a most simple +case, which would not occupy the attention of the court very long, it +was at the same time one of the most flagrant and audacious robberies +that had ever been brought before the court of the Old Bailey: that the +facts were few: that he was not aware of any possible line of defence: +'Oh yes,' observed my Counsel, smiling, 'a very possible line of +defence': that he, for one, should be prepared to receive any line of +defence that could be set up. But he thought his learned brother would +not waste the time of the Court. + +He then rehearsed the history of the facts and proceeded to call the +witnesses. First he called Samuel Carstairs, Doctor of Divinity (I do +not intend to set down the whole of the evidence given by him or by the +others because you already know it). + +The Doctor, with alacrity, stepped into the witness-box: he was clean +shaven, in a new wig, a silken cassock; snow white bands; and a flowing +gown. But that his face was red and his neck swollen and his appearance +fleshy and sensual--things which may sometimes be observed even among +the City Clergy--he presented the appearance of a prosperous +ecclesiastic. For my own part I can never satisfy myself whether he was +in Holy Orders at all. One hopes, for the sake of the Church that he was +not. After kissing the Testament with fervour, he turned an unblushing +front to the Prosecutor. He said that he was a Clergyman, a Doctor of +Divinity, formerly of Trinity College, Dublin, and some time the holder +of certain benefices in the neighbourhood of that city. He deposed that +on the night in question he was making his way through Leicester Fields +to Charing Cross at the time of nine in the evening or thereabouts: that +suddenly a young man rushed out of some dark recess and flourished a +cudgel over him, crying, 'Your money or your life!' That being a man of +peace, as becomes his profession, he instantly complied with the demand +and handed over his purse: that he also cried out either on account of +the extremity of his fear, or for help: that help came in the shape of a +stranger, who felled the ruffian: that they called the watch: carried +the senseless robber to the guard-house, and that the witness's purse +was found in his pocket. + +My counsel deferred cross-examining this witness for the present. + +Next came the Captain. He, too, stood unabashed while he poured out his +tale of perjury. He assumed the style and title of a Gentleman from the +North, Mr. Ferdinando Fenwick: and he entirely bore out the previous +witness's evidence. My counsel also deferred his cross-examination of +this witness. + +Mr. Merridew was the third witness. He followed suit. He deposed that +he was a Sheriff's officer. He had seen the assault and the rescue: he +had also helped to carry the robber to the round house. This witness's +cross-examination was also deferred. + +Mr. Probus, attired in black velvet with fine lace ruffles and +neckerchief, so that his respectable appearance could not but impress +the jury, said that he was passing the watch-house, by accident, about +midnight, having been summoned by a client, when he saw an unconscious +figure carried in: that he followed from motives of humanity hoping to +be of use to some fellow Christian: that he then perceived, to his +amazement, that the robber was none other than the son of his old friend +and employer the late Sir Peter Halliday, Alderman and ex-Lord Mayor: +that he saw the worthy clergyman's purse taken from his pocket so that +there could be no doubt of his guilt. He also added that it was four +years and more since Sir Peter had turned his son out of doors, since +when he believed that the young man had earned a precarious living by +playing the fiddle to sailors and such low company. + +Then the cross-examination began. + +My counsel asked him first, whether he knew any of the three preceding +witnesses. He did not: they were strangers to him. Had he never seen the +man Merridew? He never had. Did not Merridew owe him money? He did not. +He was now attorney to Mr. Matthew Halliday? Had he ever taken the man +Merridew to Mr. Halliday's counting-house? He had not. 'In fact, Mr. +Probus, you know nothing at all about Mr. Merridew?' 'Nothing.' 'And +nothing about the other two men?' 'Nothing.' + +'I come now, Mr. Probus, to a question which will astonish the Court. +Will you tell me in what way the prisoner's death will benefit you?' + +'In no way.' + +'Oh! In no way. Come, Sir, think a little. Collect yourself, I pray you. +You are attorney to Mr. Matthew Halliday. You have lent him money?' No +answer. 'Please answer my question.' No answer. 'Never mind, I shall +find an answer from you before long. Meantime I inform the Jury that you +have lent him £25,000 on the condition that he pays 15 per cent. +interest on £40,000, the sum to be repaid. That is the exact description +of the transaction, I believe?' + +He replied unwillingly, 'If you please to say so.' + +'Very well. Now your client has spent, or lost, the whole of his money +and yours--do not deny the fact because I am going to prove it +presently. He cannot pay you one farthing. In fact, before long the firm +of Halliday Brothers will become bankrupt.' (There was a movement and a +whisper among the Aldermen and Sheriffs on the Bench.) 'Is this true or +not?' No answer. + +'My Lud, I press for an answer. This is a most important question. I can +find an answer from another witness, but I must have an answer from the +witness now in the box.' + +'Answer the question immediately, Sir,' said the Judge. + +'I do not know.' + +'You do not know? Come, Sir, have you been informed, or have you not, by +Mr. Matthew Halliday himself, of his position?' + +'I have not.' + +'You have not. Mark his answer, gentlemen of the Jury. Do not forget his +statement. He says that he knows nothing and has been told nothing of +his client's present unfortunate condition. Let us go on. The late Sir +Peter Halliday left a large sum of money--£100,000, I believe--to the +survivor of two--either his son or his nephew?' + +'That is true.' + +If Halliday Brothers becomes bankrupt, your claim would rank with those +of the other creditors?' + +'I suppose so.' + +'In which case you would get little or nothing of the £40,000. But if +the prisoner could be persuaded to sell his chance of succession before +the declaration of bankruptcy, your client could raise money on that +succession out of which you could be paid in full, if he consented?' + +'Yes, if he consented.' + +'You have already made three several attempts to make him sell, have you +not?' + +'Acting by my client's instructions.' + +'The first time, when he refused, you threatened revenge, did you not?' + +'I did not.' + +'You then clapped him in a debtors' prison on a trumped-up charge of +debt?' + +'It was a debt due to an estate placed in my hands.' + +'The prisoner denied the debt: said that the instrument was given to him +by the owner, did he not?' + +'Perhaps.' + +'But you put him in prison and kept him there?' + +'I did, acting for my clients, the executors.' + +'The next time you called upon him and offered to buy his share was +about six weeks ago?' + +'It was, acting on instructions from my client.' + +'He refused. You then threatened him again?' + +'I did not.' + +'Two days afterwards the alleged robbery took place at which you were an +accidental observer?' + +'Accidental.' + +'I said so--accidental. Now, if this case should prove fatal to the +prisoner, on his death your client, not a bankrupt, would take the whole +of the £100,000?' + +'He would.' + +'You would then expect to be paid?' No answer. 'I say, you would then +expect to be paid?' + +'I should hope to be.' + +'In full?' + +'I should hope so.' + +'Then you would be the better by £40,000 by the execution of the +prisoner?' + +'If you put it so, I should.' + +'You made a third and last attempt, a few days ago, to obtain his +consent?' + +'I did, acting on my client's instructions.' + +'When he was in Newgate. There were present two other friends of the +prisoner. You then offered, if he would sign the document, to withdraw +the principal witnesses?' + +'I did not.' + +'I put it in another way. You promised, if he would sign, that the +principal witnesses should not appear?' + +'I did not.' + +'You swear that you did not?' + +'I swear that I did not.' + +'You say that you have no power to withdraw witnesses?' + +'I have no power to withdraw witnesses.' + +'You have no power over the case at all?' + +'None.' + +Mr. Caterham sat down. Serjeant Cosins stood up. + +'You might be the better by the prisoner's death. You are not however in +any way concerned with the case except as an accidental observer?' + +'Not in any way.' + +'And you are not in any way acquainted with the witnesses who are +chiefly concerned?' + +'Not at all.' + +Mr. Probus sat down. + +Mr. Caterham called again, the Rev. Dr. Samuel Carstairs. + +'My Lud,' he began, 'I must ask that none of the witnesses in this case +be allowed to leave the court without your Ludship's permission.' + +The Bishop entered the box, but with much less assurance than he had +previously assumed. And the cross-examination began. + +I then understood what Jenny meant when she talked of making the case +complete. He swore again that his name was Carstairs: that he had held +preferment in the county of Dublin: he named, in fact, three places: he +had never used any other name: he was not once called Onslow, at another +time Osborne: at another Oxborough: he knew nothing about these names: +he had never been tried at York for fraud: or at Winchester for +embezzlement: he had never been whipped at the cart-tail at Portsmouth. +As these lies ran out glibly I began to take heart. I looked at Probus: +he was sitting on the bench, his fingers interlaced, cold drops of dew +rising upon his forehead and nose. But the Bishop held out bravely, that +is, with a brazen impudence. + +'You know, Doctor, I believe, the Black Jack?' + +'A tavern, is it? No, sir, I do not. One of my profession should not be +seen in taverns.' + +'Yet surely you know the Black Jack, close to St. Giles's Church?' + +'No, sir, I am a stranger in London.' + +'Do you know the nickname of the "Bishop"?' + +'No.' + +'Oh! you never were called the "Bishop"?' + +'No.' + +'Do you know the gallant gentleman who rescued you?' + +'No, I do not.' + +'You do not know him? Never met him, I suppose, at the Black Jack?' + +'Never.' + +'Never? Do you know the other witness, Mr. Merridew?' + +'No, I do not.' + +'Where were you staying for the night when this romantic incident +happened?' + +For the first time the Bishop hesitated. 'I--I--forget,' he said. + +'Come, come, you cannot forget so simple a thing, you know. Where were +you staying?' + +'It was in a street off the Strand--I forget its name--I am a stranger +to this city.' + +'Well--where did you stay last night?' + +'In the same street--I forget its name.' + +'Not at the Black Jack, St. Giles's?' + +He was pressed upon this point, but nothing could be got out of him. He +stuck to the point--he had forgotten the name of the street, and he knew +nothing of the Black Jack. + +So he stood down. The Captain was called by the name he gave +himself--Ferdinando Fenwick. He said he had never been known by any +other name, that he had no knowledge of the name of Tom Kestever. He had +never heard that name. Nor did he know of any occasion on which the said +Tom Kestever had been ducked for a pickpocket: flogged for a rogue: +imprisoned and tried on a capital charge for cattle lifting. Oh! Jenny, +the case was well got up, truly. He, too, had never heard of the Black +Jack, and stoutly stood it out that he was a gentleman of Cumberland. +Asked what village or town of Cumberland, he named Whitehaven as the +place in which he was born and had his property--to wit, five farms +contiguous to the town and two or three messuages in the town. + +When this evidence was concluded a juryman rose and asked permission of +the Court to put a question to the witness, which was granted him. + +'Those farms,' he said, 'are contiguous to Whitehaven? Yes, and you were +born in that town? What was your father by occupation?' + +'He was a draper.' + +'My lord,' said the Juryman, 'I am myself a native of Whitehaven. I am +the son of the only draper in the town. I am apparently about the same +age as the witness. I have never seen him in the town. There is no +reputable tradesman of that name in the town, or anywhere near it. There +are gentlefolk of the name, but in Northumberland.' + +'I wish, Sir,' said the Counsel, 'that I had you in the box.' + +'The statement of a Juryman is not evidence,' the Prosecuting Counsel +interposed. + +'I fear, my learned brother,' said the Judge, 'that when the Jury +retire, it will become a strong piece of evidence, whatever direction I +may give them.' + +The Serjeant declined to re-examine this evidence. + +Then my counsel called Mr. Merridew, who very reluctantly got into the +box again. + +He denied solemnly that he knew either of the preceding witnesses. He +denied that he knew the Black Jack. He owned, with a pretence at pride, +that he had frequently served his country by informing against rogues +and had taken the reward to which he was entitled. He denied that he +encouraged young fellows to become highwaymen in hopes of securing the +higher reward. He denied that he knew Mr. Probus. He swore that he +should not benefit by the conviction of the prisoner. + +You observe that the object of the Counsel was to make everyone plunge +deeper into the mire of perjury. His case was strong indeed, or he would +not have followed this method. + +The Counsel then called half a dozen witnesses in succession. They were +turnkeys from York, Winchester, Reading and Portsmouth and other places. +They identified the Rev. Dr. Samuel Carstairs, D.D., as a person +notoriously engaged in frauds for which an educated person was +necessary. He had been imprisoned for two years at Winchester for +embezzlement: for a twelvemonth with a flogging at York for fraud: he +was whipped through the High Street of Portsmouth and down to Point and +back again for similar practices. They also identified the Captain as a +rogue from tender years: hardly a whipping-post anywhere but knew the +sound of his voice: hardly a prison in which he had not passed some of +his time. + +And now the case looked brighter. Everyone was interested, from the +Aldermen to the Jury: it was a case of surprises: only Serjeant Cosins +stood with his papers in his hand looking perplexed and annoyed. So far +there was no doubt about the two fellows, the authors of the charge, +being notorious and arrant rogues. A very pitiful figure they cut, as +they sat side by side on the witnesses' bench. Even their own friends in +the gallery were laughing at them, for the admiration of the rogue is +for successful roguery, while for detected roguery he has nothing but +contempt. + +Then the Counsel called John Ramage. He said that he was an accountant +in the counting-house of Messrs. Halliday Brothers: that in that +capacity he knew the position of the House: that in two years the +managing partner, Mr. Matthew Halliday, had reduced the business to a +state of insolvency: that they might become bankrupts at any moment: +that creditors were pressing, and the end could not be far off. He went +on to state that he revealed the secrets of his office because he was +informed that the knowledge was necessary for the defence of Mr. William +Halliday, and that the safety and innocence of his late master's only +son were of far more importance to him than the credit of the House. And +here the tears came into his eyes. This, however, was the least +important part of the case. For he went on to depose that the position +of his desk near the door of Mr. Matthew's office enabled him to hear +all that went on: that Mr. Probus was constantly engaged with Mr. +Matthew: that every day there were complaints and quarrels between them: +that Mr. Probus wanted his money back, and that Mr. Matthew could not +pay him: that every day they ended with the regret that they could not +touch this sum of money waiting for the survivor: that every day they +sighed to think what a happy event it would be for them both if Mr. +William Halliday were dead. That, one day, Mr. Probus said that there +were many ways for even a young man to die: he might, for instance, fall +into the hands of the law: to this Mr. Matthew gave no reply, but when +he was alone began to drink. That Mr. Probus returned the next day with +Mr. Merridew, who said that the job was easy and should be done, but he +should expect to stand in: he said that the thing would cost a good +deal, but that, for a thousand pounds, he thought that Mr. Will +Halliday's case might be considered certain. 'When I heard this,' the +witness said, 'I hastened to Lambeth, where Mr. Will was living with his +wife. I could not see him because he was playing for Madame Vallance's +Assembly. I therefore went again to Lambeth the next day, which was +Sunday, and I told him all. While I was telling him, Mr. Probus himself +came. So they put me in the kitchen where I could hear what was said. +Mr. Probus made another effort to persuade Mr. Will to sell his chance +of succession. Then he went away in a rage, threatening things. So I +implored Mr. Will to get out of the way of the villains. He promised: +but it was too late. The next thing I hear is that he has been charged +with highway robbery. Mr. Will--the best of men!' + +I now thought my case was going pretty well. + +There were, however, other witnesses. + +To my amazement Jenny's mother appeared. She was dressed up as a most +respectable widow with a white cap, a black dress, and a white apron. +She curtseyed to the Court and kissed the book with a smack, as if she +enjoyed it. + +She said that she was a widow, and respectable: that she kept the Black +Jack, which was much frequented by the residents of St. Giles's. The +Counsel did not press this point but asked her if she knew the Rev. Dr. +Carstairs. She replied that she knew him, under other names, as a +frequenter of her house off and on for many years: that he was +familiarly known as the 'Bishop': that she did not inquire into the +trades of her customers, but that it was understood that the Bishop was +one of those who use their skill in writing for various purposes: for +threatening persons who have been robbed: for offering stolen property +for sale: for demanding money: for forging documents: and other branches +of roguery demanding a knowledge of writing. She showed her own +knowledge of the business by her enumeration of the branches. She said, +further, that the gentleman had slept at the Black Jack every night for +the last two months: that he had a bed there, took his meals there, and +carried on his business there. As regards Mr. Ferdinando Fenwick, she +knew him as the 'Captain,' or as Tom Kestever, and she identified him in +the same way and beyond any power of doubt. As for Merridew, she knew +him very well: he was a thief-taker by profession: he gave his man a +good run and then laid information against him: he encouraged young +rogues and showed them how to advance in their profession: and she +deposed that on a certain day Merridew came to the house where the +Bishop and the Captain were drinking together and sat with them: that +all their talk was about getting a man out of the way: that the Bishop +did not like it, but was told by Mr. Merridew very plainly that he must, +and that he then assented. + +Jenny's sister, Doll, next appeared. She was transformed into a young +and pleasing woman with a silver ring for greater respectability. Her +evidence corroborated that of her mother. But she added an important +particular, that one morning when there was no one in the place but the +Bishop and the Captain, Mr. Probus came with Mr. Merridew and sat +conversing with those two gentlemen for a long time. + +Then the young fellow called Jack went into the box. By this time the +interest of everyone in the court was intense, because here was the +unrolling of a plot which for audacity and wickedness was perhaps +unequalled. And the wretched man Probus, still writhing in his seat, +cast his eyes to the door in hopes of a chance at flight: in his agony +his wig was pushed back, and the whole of his head exposed to view. I +confess that horror rather than revenge possessed me. + +The young fellow called Jack gave his evidence in a straightforward way. +He confessed that he had run away from his native village in consequence +of an unfortunate love affair; that he had come up to town, hoping to +get employment: that he had been taken to the Black Jack by someone who +met him in the street: that he had there been introduced to Mr. +Merridew, who promised to find him work: that in fact he had been +employed by him in shop-lifting and in small street robberies: his +employer, he explained, would go along the street first and make a sign +where he could carry off something: that he was promised promotion to be +a highwayman by Mr. Merridew if he should deserve it: that he had been +told to keep himself in readiness to help in knocking a gentleman on the +head: that the thing was talked over with him by the Bishop and the +Captain: that at the last moment they told him they should want none of +his help. Asked what he should do after giving this evidence, replied +that if Mr. Merridew got off, he should have to enlist in order to save +his neck, which would be as good as gone. More he said, but this was the +most important. + +Then Mr. Caterham called Mr. Halliday. + +My unfortunate cousin entered the witness-box pale and trembling. In +answer to questions he acknowledged that he had lost the whole of his +fortune and ruined a once noble business in the space of three or four +years. He confessed that his bankruptcy was inevitable: that Probus had +been urgent with him to get his cousin to sell his chance of succession +in order to raise money by which he himself might recover his money: +that he was willing to do so if his cousin would sell: but his cousin +would not. He said that Mr. Probus had come to him stating that a man's +life might be lost in many ways: that, for instance, he might fall into +the hands of the law: that he had brought Mr. Merridew, who offered to +arrange so that his cousin might lose his life in some such way if he +were paid a thousand pounds down; that he would not listen to such +detestable overtures; that he heard of his cousin's arrest: that he had +informed his cousin's attorney of the offer made him by Probus and +Merridew: but he had neither paid nor promised a thousand pounds, or +anything at all: and that he had never been a consenting party to the +plot. + +He was allowed to stand down: he remained in the court, trembling and +shivering, as pitiable an object as the wretched conspirators +themselves. + +If there had been interest in the case before, judge what it was now in +the appearance of the next witness, for there entered the box none other +than Jenny herself, the bewitching Jenny. She was all lace and ribbons, +as beautiful a creature as one could expect to see anywhere. She smiled +upon the Judge and upon the Lord Mayor: she smiled upon the Jury: she +smiled upon me, the prisoner in the Dock. In answer to the questions put +to her, she answered, in substance: 'My name is Jenny Halliday. I am the +wife of the last witness, Matthew Halliday. I am an actress. I am known +by my maiden name, Jenny Wilmot. As an entertainer, I am known as Madame +Vallance.' There was now the most breathless attention in Court. 'By +birth, I am the daughter of the landlady of the Black Jack. It is a +place of resort of the residents of St. Giles's. Most of them, to my +certain knowledge, probably all, are thieves. I sometimes go there to +see my mother and sister, not to see the frequenters of the place. +Whenever I do go there, I always find the two witnesses who just now +called themselves Carstairs and Fenwick: at the Black Jack they were +always called the Bishop and the Captain. I have always heard, and I +understand, that they are rogues of the deepest dye. The Bishop is not a +clergyman at all: he is so called because he dresses like a clergyman +and can write well: the Captain is a highwayman: most of his fraternity +call themselves Captains: he is the son of a butcher in Clare market. +His name is Tom Kestever. Both are Mr. Merridew's men: that is, they +have to carry out whatever he orders, and they live in perpetual terror +that their time is up. The last time I was in the Black Jack, Merridew +came in, drank a glass or two of punch in a friendly way, and so left +them. When he said that he did not know the men, it was flat perjury. He +was continually in the Black Jack looking up his people; admonishing the +young and threatening the elders. Not a rogue in London but knows Mr. +Merridew, and trembles at the thought of him.' + +Asked about Mr. Probus, she said she did not know him at all, save by +repute. That he constantly threatened the prisoner with consequences if +he did not consent to sell his chance of succession: and that she had +been present on a certain occasion in Newgate when Mr. Probus visited +the prisoner and offered him there and then, if he would sign the +document offered, that the principal witnesses should not appear at the +Trial, which would thus fall through. + +Asked as to her knowledge of the prisoner, she deposed that she found +him in the King's Bench Prison, sent there through the arts of Mr. +Probus: that she took him out, paying the detainers: that she then gave +him employment in her orchestra: that he was a young gentleman of the +highest principle, married to a wife of saintly conduct and character: +that he was incapable of crime--that he lived quietly, was not in debt, +and received for his work in the orchestra the sum of thirty shillings a +week, which was enough for their modest household. + +Asked again about her husband, she said that she could not live with +him, partly because he was an inveterate gambler: and that to gratify +this passion there was nothing he would not sell. That he had gamed away +a noble fortune and ruined a noble business: that steps had already been +taken to make him bankrupt: and that it was to save his own money that +the man Probus had designed this villainy. + +'Call Thomas Shirley.' It was the Junior Counsel who rose. + +Tom went into the box and answered the preliminary questions. 'Do you +remember meeting Mr. Probus in Newgate about a month ago?' + +'I do.' + +'What offer did he make?' + +'He offered my brother-in-law £5,000 down if he would sell his chance of +the succession, and further promised that the principal witnesses should +not appear.' + +'You swear that this was his offer?' + +'I swear it.' + +The counsel looked at Serjeant Cosins who shook his head. + +'You may sit down, Sir.' + +'My Lud,' said Mr. Caterham, 'my case is completed. I have no other +evidence unless you direct me to sweep the streets of St. Giles's and +compel them to come in.' + +When all the evidence was completed there was a dead silence in the +Court. Everybody was silent for a space: the faces of the rogues in the +gallery were white with consternation: here were the very secrets of +their citadel, their home, the Black Jack, disclosed, and by the very +people of the Black Jack, the landlady and her daughters. The Jury +looked at each other in amazement. Here was the complete revelation of a +plot which for wickedness and audacity went beyond everything ever +invented or imagined. What would happen next? + +'Brother Cosins,' said the Judge. + +He threw his papers on the desk. 'My Lud,' he said, 'I throw down my +brief.' + +Then the Judge charged the Jury. 'Gentlemen,' he said, 'it has been +clearly established--more clearly than I ever before experienced, that a +wicked--nay a most horrible--crime, designed by one man, carried out by +three others, has been perpetrated against the prisoner, William +Halliday. It is a case in which everything has been most carefully +prepared: the perjury of the witnesses has been established beyond a +doubt even though the witnesses have been in part taken from the regions +of St. Giles's, and from actual criminals. Gentlemen, there is but one +verdict possible.' + +They did not leave the box: they conferred for a moment: rose and +through their foreman pronounced their verdict--'Not Guilty.' They added +a hope that the conspirators would not escape. + +'They shall not,' said the Judge. 'William Halliday, the verdict of the +jury sets you free. I am happy to say that you leave this court with an +unblemished character: and that you have the most heartfelt +commiseration of the court for your wholly undeserved sufferings and +anxiety.' Then the Judge turned to the four. 'I commit Eliezer Probus: +Samuel Carstairs alias what he pleases: the man who calls himself +Ferdinando Fenwick: and John Merridew for trial on the charge of +conspiracy and perjury.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE COMPANY OF REVENGE + + +The case was over--I stepped out of the Dock: I was free: everybody, +including Mr. Caterham, K.C., was shaking my hand: the Lord Mayor sent +for me to the Bench and shook my hand warmly: he said that he had known +my worthy father, Sir Peter, and that he rejoiced that my innocence had +been made as clear as the noonday: all the Jury shook hands with me: my +cousin Tom paid my dues to the prison, without payment of which even a +free man, proved innocent, must go back to the prison again and there +stay till he discharges them--because a gaoler everywhere has a heart +made of flint. At last, surrounded by my friends I went out of Court. +Outside in the street there was a crowd who shouted and cried my name +with 'Death to the Conspirators!' But I saw many who did not shout. Who +are they who had no sympathy with innocence? They stood apart, with +lowering faces. They came down from the public gallery where--I was +afterwards told--the appearance in that witness-box first of the +well-known landlady of the Black Jack--their ancient friend: next, of +her daughter--also their friend: thirdly, of the young fellow called +Jack, one of themselves, a rogue and the companion of rogues: and +lastly, of the woman of whom they had been so proud, Jenny the actress, +Jenny the Orange Girl: Jenny of Drury Lane: filled them with dismay and +rage. What? Their own people turn against their own friends? The +landlady of the Black Jack, even the landlady of the Black Jack, that +most notorious receiver of stolen goods, and harbourer of rogues, to +give evidence against her own customers? Thief betray thief? Dog bite +dog? Heard ever man the like? Now you understand the lowering and gloomy +faces. These people whispered to each other in the Gallery of the Court +House: they murmured to each other outside on the pavement: when we +climbed into a hackney coach--Jenny--her mother and sister--the young +fellow called Jack and myself--they followed us--in pairs;--by fours, +talking low and cursing below their breath. After a while they desisted: +but one or two of them still kept up with the coach. + +I sent Alice home under charge of Tom. I would get home, I said, as +quickly as I could, after seeing Jenny safely at her own house. + +We arrived at the house in Soho Square. It was empty save for some +women-servants, for there was no entertainment that evening. We went +into the small room on the left and lit the candles. + +It was then about seven o'clock in the evening and quite dark, as the +time of year was November. Jenny was restless and excited. She went to +the window and looked out. 'The Square is quiet,' she said. 'How long +will it remain quiet?' + +The servants brought in some supper. Jenny took a little glass of wine. +She then went away and returned in a plain dress with a cloak and hood. + +'I must be ready,' she said, 'to set off on my travels--whither? +Mother'--she turned to the old lady--'you are a witch. Look into the +fire and tell me what you see.' + +The old woman filled and drained a glass of Madeira and turned her chair +round. She gazed intently into the red coals. + +'I see,' she said, 'a crowd of people. I see a Court. I see the +condemned cell....' She turned away. 'No, Jenny, I will look no more. +'Twas thus I looked in the fire before thy father was taken. Thus and +thus did I see. I will look no longer.' + +'Well,' said Doll, 'what will they do next? They know now where you +live, Madame Vallance.' + +The old woman sat down and sighed heavily. 'The Black Jack!' she +murmured. 'We shall never see it again.' + +Jenny was quiet and grave. 'We have beaten them,' she said. 'They never +suspected that so complete a beating was in store for them. Now comes +our turn--my turn rather.' + +'Your turn, Jenny?' + +'Yes, Will, my turn. Do you suppose they will forgive us? Why, we have +given evidence against our own people. All St. Giles's trusted my mother +and sister--Could one suspect the Black Jack? Why, because I was a +daughter of the house, all St. Giles's trusted me--and we have betrayed +them! There will be revenge and that quickly.' + +Doll nodded expressively. Her mother groaned. + +'What kind of revenge?' + +Doll nodded her head again and drew a long breath. Her mother groaned +again. + +'I do not know, yet. Listen, Will. The people know very well that this +case has been got up by myself. I found out, by my mother's assistance, +those facts about the trials and floggings and imprisonments: I went +into the country and secured the evidence. I brought up the gaolers to +testify to the men's identity. I even went to my husband and +promised--yes, I swore--that I would put him into the conspiracy as well +as the other four if he did not give evidence without saying a word to +Probus. And then I bought my mother out.' + +'You bought out your mother?' + +''Twas as sweet a business, Sir,' the old woman interrupted, 'as you +ever saw. A matter of three pounds a day takings and two pounds a day +profit.' + +'I bought her out,' said Jenny. 'I also compensated her for the contents +of her vaults.' + +'Ah!' sighed the old woman. 'There were treasures!' + +'The Black Jack is shut up. When the people go there this +evening'--again Doll nodded--'they will find it closed--and they will +wreck the place.' + +'And drink up all that's left,' said Doll. + +'Let us prevent murder. Jack, you will find it best for your health to +get at far as possible out of London. Take my mother and sister to one +of the taverns in the Borough. There's a waggon or a caravan starts +every morning for some country place or other; never mind where. Go with +them, Jack: stay with them for a while till they are settled. Mother, +you won't be happy unless you can have a tavern somewhere. If you can +find one, Jack will do for you. There you will be safe, I think. St. +Giles's doesn't contain any of our people. But in London you will be +murdered--you and Doll, too--for sure and certain.' + +'For sure and certain,' said Doll, grimly. + +Jenny gave her mother more money. 'That will carry you into the +country,' she said. 'You can let me know, somehow, where you are. But +take care not to let anyone know who would tell the people here. The +gipsies are your best friends, not the thieves.' + +I asked her if it was really necessary to make all these preparations. + +'You don't know these people, Will. I do. The one thing to which they +cling is their safety from the law so long as they are among themselves. +There will be wild work this evening. As for me I have under my dress +all my money and all my jewels. I am ready for flight.' + +'Why, Jenny, you don't think they will attack you here?' + +'I do, indeed. There is nothing more likely. Did you observe a woman +running along Holborn beside the coach? I know that woman. She is the +Captain's girl. Revenge was written on her face--easy to +read--revenge--revenge. She stood beside the doorstep when we came in. +She marked the house. She has gone back to St. Giles's to tell them +where we can be found this evening. But they learned that fact in Court. +Oh! They will come presently.' + +'Well, Jenny, let us escape while we can.' + +'There are many ways of escape,' she said. 'There is no hurry. We can +pass over the roof of the next house and so into the garrets of the +house beyond. I have proved this way of escape----Oh! Will, I counted +the cost beforehand. Or there is the back door which opens on Hog Lane. +We can get out that way. I am sure they will not think of the back door. +Or it is easy to climb over the garden wall into the next house: there +are plenty of ways. I am not afraid about our escape--if we can keep +them out for a few minutes. But, Jack, you had better take my mother and +sister away at once.' + +'No,' said Jack, stoutly. 'Where you are, Madame, there I am.' + +'You are a fool, Jack,' she replied with her sweet smile, which made him +more foolish still. 'They will murder you if they can.' + +'They shan't murder you, then,' the lad replied, clutching his cudgel. + +By the time we finished supper and held this discourse it was close upon +eight. + +'Will,' said Jenny, 'you and Jack had better barricade the door. It is a +strong door but even oak will give way. Take the card-tables and pile +them up.' + +The card-tables were thin slight things with curved legs all gilt and +lacquer. But the long table was a heavy mahogany thing. We took out +some of the pieces by which it was lengthened and closed it up. Then we +carried it out to the hall and placed it against the door: the length of +the door filled the breadth of the hall and jammed in the boards until +it seemed as if it would bear any amount of pressure from without. We +piled the smaller tables one above the other behind the large table: if +the mob did get in, they would be encumbered for awhile among the legs +of so many tables. This was the only attempt we could make at fortifying +the house: the lower windows were protected by the iron railings +outside. + +'Will,' said Jenny, 'we have made the door safe. But Lord! what is to +prevent their breaking down the railings and entering by the area? Or +why should they not bring a ladder and force their way at the first +floor?' + +'Would they be so determined?' + +'They scent blood. They are like the carrion crow. They mean blood and +pillage. The latter they will have. Not the former.' + +At this point we heard a low grumbling noise in the distance, which +became the roar of many voices. + +'They are already at the Black Jack,' said Jenny. 'I should like to see +what they are doing. Come with me, Will. It is too dark for anyone to +recognise me, and there will be a great crowd. All St. Giles's will be +out to see the wreck of the Black Jack.' + +She drew her hood over her head which in a measure hid her face, and +taking my hand, she led me through the garden and so out by the back +door into Hog Lane. The place, always quiet, was deserted and, besides, +was nearly pitch dark, having no lamps in it. + +Jenny's house--the Assembly Rooms of Soho Square--stood at the corner of +Sutton Street, and with its gardens extended back into Hog Lane. Nearly +opposite Sutton Street, a little lower down, the short street called +Denmark Street ran from Hog Lane into St. Giles's High Street opposite +the Church. The Black Jack stood opposite to the Church. + +When we got to Denmark Street we took the north side, because there were +fewer people there. Yet the crowd was gathering fast. We stood at the +corner of the street at the East and where we could see what was going +on and be ready to escape as quickly as possible in case of necessity. + +A company of men with whom were a good many women and a few boys, were +besieging the dark and deserted Black Jack. They were a company apart +acting by themselves without any assistance from the crowd, which looked +on approvingly and applauded. They neither asked for, nor would they +accept, assistance. If any man from the outside offered to join them, he +was roughly ordered back. 'It is their revenge, Will,' said Jenny. 'They +will have no one with them to join in their own business.' Their +resolution and the quiet way with which they acted--for the roars and +shouting we heard did not proceed from the company of revenge but from +the crowd that followed them--struck one with terror as if we were +contemplating the irresistible decrees of Fate. They battered at the +doors: as no one answered, they broke in the doors; but first with a +volley of stones they broke every window in the house. + +'Poor mother!' said Jenny. ''Twould break her heart. But she will lose +nothing. I bought her out. It is the landlord who will suffer. Now they +have found candles: they light up; see, they are going all over the +house in search of the landlady.' We saw lights in the rooms one after +the other. 'They will not find her: nor her money: nor anything that is +valuable. It is all gone, gentlemen: all provided for and stowed away in +a safer place. This is not a house where a woman who values her throat +should be found, after to-day's work. See--now, they have made up their +minds that no one is left in the house. What next? Will they set fire to +it?' + +No: they did not set fire to the house. They proceeded to break up +everything: all the furniture: the beds, chairs and tables and to throw +fragments out of windows into the open space below where some of them +collected everything and made a bonfire. When the house was emptied they +began to bring out the bottles and to haul up the casks out of the +cellars: upon this there was a rush of the crowd from the outside: +strange as it may appear the company of revenge were going to break the +bottles and to set the casks running. But the mob rushed in: there was +fighting for a few minutes: someone blew a whistle and the rioters drew +apart, and stood together before the house. Then one of them; their +leader, spoke. + +'This is the revenge of St. Giles's on the landlady of the Black Jack. +Drink up all her casks and all her bottles, and be damned to ye!' + +The people that rushed upon the casks were like ravenous beasts of prey: +you would have thought that they had never had their fill of strong +drink before: indeed for such people it is impossible to have their fill +of strong drink unless insensibility means satiety. They set the casks +running: they made cups of their hands: they drank with their mouths +from the taps: they filled empty bottles: they fought for the full +bottles: the place was covered with broken glass: their faces were +bleeding with cuts from broken bottles: the bonfire lifted its fierce +flame hissing and roaring: at the open windows of houses hard-by women +looked on, shrieking and applauding: some, within the railings of the +Church, looked on as from a place of safety: as the flames lit up their +pale faces, they might have been the ghosts of the dead, called out of +their quiet graves to see what was going on. + +'It is not their intention to burn down the Black Jack,' said Jenny. +'Then there will be a new landlady, and the Thieves' Kitchen will go on +again.' + +The leader of the Company blew his whistle, and the men fell into some +kind of line. + +'My turn now,' said Jenny. 'Let us fly, Will. Let us fly back again.' + +We ran down Denmark Street into the quiet, dark Hog's Lane before the +Company reached the place. We ran through the garden door and locked it. +Then we went back to the house. The old woman was half drunk by this +time and half asleep. Doll was sitting upright, waiting. Jack stood by +the door. + +'They are coming,' said Jenny. 'They have sacked the Black Jack, Doll. +They would have murdered you had you been in the house: they have broken +all the furniture and made a bonfire of it: and they have brought out +all the liquor. The people are drinking it up now--beer and rum and +gin--and wine. Well, you have lost nothing, Doll--nothing at all. Now +they are coming here.' She rang the bell, and called the servants. There +were six of them. 'There is a mob on their way to this house,' she told +them. 'They are going to wreck the place and to murder me, if they can. +You had better get out of the house as soon as you can. Put together all +that you can carry, and go out of the back way. You can go to one of +the inns in Holborn for the night: if any of you have the courage to +venture through the streets of Soho, you might go to the Horse Guards +and call the soldiers to save the house. Now be quick. To-morrow I will +pay you your wages.' + +The women looked astonished, as well they might. What sort of company +was Madame keeping? There was the old woman bemused with drink: there +was the young country man: who were they? What did it mean? + +'The mob are coming to-night, Madame?' + +'They are coming now. They will be here in a few minutes. If you would +escape, go put your things together and fly by the garden door.' + +They looked at each other: without a word they retired: and I suppose +they got away immediately, because we saw no more of them. + +And then we heard a steady tramp of feet along Sutton Street. + +'They are here,' said Jenny. + +We heard the feet, but there was no shouting. They marched in a silence +which was more threatening than any noise. I closed the wooden shutters +of the room. It was as well not to show any lights. + +'I suppose,' said Doll, 'that you will give us time to escape. Otherwise +we shall all four have our throats cut, and perhaps this gentleman too, +for whom you've taken all this trouble--and him with a wife of his own. +He'd better go back to her.' + +'Yes, Doll,' Jenny replied meekly, without replying to the suggestion. +'You shall have time to escape.' + +They drew up, apparently in very good order before the house, without +any shouting, because most of the crowd that had followed them to the +Black Jack were still on the spot drinking what they could get in the +general scramble. There were some, however, who came with them and hung +outside and behind the company of revenge who began to assemble and to +shout 'Huzzah' after the way of the Londoners. But I believe they knew +not what was intended save that it was revenge of some kind: there would +most certainly be the breaking of windows and the smashing of doors: +there would be the pleasant spectacle of revenge with more bonfires of +broken furniture: perhaps more casks and bottles of strong drink: in +all probability women would be turned out into the street with every +kind of insult and ill-usage, as had happened, indeed, only a week +before in the Strand when a company of sailors wrecked a house and +turned the women out of doors with blows and curses. + +First they knocked loudly at the door, shouting for the door to be +opened or it would be the worse for everybody inside. Then they pushed +the door which yielded not. + +'They will not force the door easily,' said Jenny. 'Who will run +downstairs and see that the area door is secure?' + +I volunteered for this duty. The kitchen windows were provided with +strong iron bars which would keep the people off for a time: the area +door was strong and was barred within: for further precaution I locked +and barred the kitchen door and a strong door at the head of the +staircase: we should thus gain time. + +Crash--smash--crash! Were you ever in a house while the mob outside were +breaking the windows? Perhaps not. 'Tis like a field of battle with the +rattle of musquetry. At one moment half the windows in the house were +broken: at the next moment the other half went: and still +crash--crash--the stones flew into the windows tearing out what little +glass remained. + +Then there was silence again. + +'Our time is nearly up,' said Jenny. 'Doll, wake up mother. Tie her hat +under her chin, wrap her handkerchief round her neck--so. What will they +do next? Jack, are you afraid to reconnoitre? Go up to the first floor, +and look out of window.' + +I went with him. The stones were still flying thickly through the +windows. We made our way along the wall till we came to the window. Then +we went on hands and knees and crept to the window. I wrapped one hand +in a curtain and held it before my face while I looked out. + +They were lighting torches and conferring together. By the torchlight I +could make out their faces. They were of the type which I had had a +recent opportunity of studying in Newgate: the type which means both the +hunter and the hunted. It is a cruel and hard type: a relentless type: +the faces all had the same expression--it meant 'Revenge.' 'We have been +betrayed,' said the faces, 'by our friends, by the very people we +trusted: we will have revenge. As we have sacked the Black Jack, so we +will sack the Assembly Rooms. As we would have killed the landlady of +the Black Jack: so we will kill her daughter, the Orange Girl, if we +find her.' That is what the faces seemed to say. + +They were conferring what to do next. One of them I could see, advocated +breaking down the iron railings: but they had no instruments: another +wanted to use a battering ram against the front door but they had no +battering-ram: a third proposed a ladder and entering by the first floor +windows. But they had no ladder. + +While they were thus debating a man came into the Square who brought a +ladder for them. There was no further hesitation. 'Come, Jack,' I said. +'There is no time to be lost: we must get away as quickly as possible.' + +'You go on,' said Jack, 'I will follow.' + +He waited. The ladder was raised to the window at which he watched. A +fellow ran up quickly. Jack sprang to his feet, threw up the sash and +hurled him headlong off the ladder. The poor wretch fell on the spikes. +He groaned but only once. He was killed. There was silence for a moment. +Then there arose a mighty scream--I say it was like the screaming of a +woman. The mob had tasted blood. It was their own--but it was blood. +They yelled and roared. Some of them ran to hold the ladder while a +dozen men ran up. Jack prudently retired, but locked the door behind +him. + +'I believe I have killed him,' he said quickly. 'The one who ran up the +ladder. I think he fell on the spikes.' + +'Come,' said Jenny. 'We must go at once if we mean to go at all. Wake up +mother again, Doll. Farewell to my greatness. Will, I grudge not any +cost--remember--whatever it is. Take me with you, to your own home for +awhile, till I am able to look round again. These devils! they are +overhead, I hear them falling over the furniture. Pray that they break +their shins. Come, everybody.' + +She blew out the candles and led the way. The old woman half awake was +led out by Jack and Doll. I followed last. As we passed out into the +garden, we could hear the cursing of the fellows overhead and the +smashing of the door which Jack had locked. + +In Sutton Street, over the garden wall, everything seemed quiet: that +is, there were no footsteps as of a crowd. Yet in the Square the crowd +roared and yelled, and from St. Giles's was still heard the clamour of +the people fighting over the drink. We looked out of the garden door +cautiously. No one was in Hog Lane, which was as deserted as a city in +the Desert. We closed the door and turned to the right, and so making +our way by streets which I knew well, either by day or by night, we got +to St. Martin's Lane and then to Charing Cross where we found a hackney +coach. + +'Jenny,' I said in the coach, taking her hand. 'The evening spoils the +day. All this you have suffered for my sake. What can I say? What can I +feel?' + +'Oh! Will, what are a few sticks of furniture and curtains compared to +your safety and to Alice's happiness? I care not a straw. I am ruined, +it is true; but--for the first time in my life, I am thankful for it--I +am a married woman. My debts will all be transferred to Matthew. Will! +Think of it! The first effect of the victory will be to make Matthew a +bankrupt at once. After what he owned in Court, after he receives the +news of my debts: there can be no delay. Henceforth, my dear Will, you +will be safe from Mr. Probus.' + +I was, indeed, to be safe from him, but in a way which she could not +expect. + +'Meantime,' she added, with a sigh, 'they have not done with me, yet.' + +'Why, what further harm can they do you?' + +'I know not. You asked the same question before. There is no end to the +ways of a revengeful spirit. They will murder me, perhaps: or they will +contrive some other way.' + +'Then go out of their reach.' + +'The only place of safety for me is with my own folks. I should be safe +in a gipsy camp. They have their camps everywhere, but I do not want to +live with them. No, Will. I shall remain. After all, the revenge of +people like these soon passes away. They will wreck my house to-night. +That very likely will seem to them enough. I should have thought so, but +for the things that mother saw in the coals. She is a witch, indeed. I +say, mother, you are a proper witch.' But the good lady was fast asleep. + +We left her with her daughter Doll and the young fellow they called +Jack, at the White Hart Inn. It appeared that a waggon was going on in +the morning to Horsham in Sussex. They might as well stay at Horsham for +a time as anywhere else. There was very little fear that the St. +Giles's company of revenge would make any further inquiries about them. +So they left us and I saw the pair no more--and cannot tell you what +became of them in the end. As for the young fellow, you will hear more +about him. The hackney coach took us to our cottage on the Bank where, +after so many emotions and surprises, I, for one, slept well. + +Let us return to the house in the Square. The rioters finding no one +within, quickly pulled away the barricade of the front door and threw it +open. Then the work of wrecking the place began. When you remember that +supper was sometimes provided for two thousand people, you will +understand the prodigious quantity of plates, dishes, knives, forks, +tables, benches, and things that were stored in the pantries and +kitchens. You have heard of the hangings, the curtains, the candelabra, +the sconces, the musical instruments, the plants, the vases, the +paintings, the coloured lamps, the card-tables, the candlesticks, the +stores of candles--in a word the immense collection of all kinds +necessary for carrying on the entertainments. It is true that the +suppers were cooked at a tavern and sent in, cold; but they had to be +served in dishes and provided with plates. There was no wine to speak of +in the house, because the wine was sent in for the night from the tavern +which supplied it. Everything in the house was broken. The company of +revenge did its work thoroughly. Everything was broken: everything was +thrown out of the windows: the centre of the Square was made the site of +a huge bonfire which, I believe, must be remembered yet: all the +furniture was piled up on this bonfire: the flames ascended to the +skies: that of the Black Jack was a mere boy's bonfire compared to this, +while the piles of broken glass and china rendered walking in the Square +dangerous for many a day to come. + +You have heard that Jenny recommended her women-servants to call out the +soldiers. One of them dared to run through the dark streets to the Horse +Guards. Half an hour, however, elapsed before the soldiers could be +turned out. At last they started with muskets loaded and bayonets fixed: +when they arrived, the work was nearly finished: it would have been +better for poor Jenny had it been completely finished, as you will +presently discover: the furniture was all broken and, with the hangings, +curtains and carpets, was burning on the bonfire. The soldiers drew up +before the door: the mob began throwing stones: the soldiers fired into +them. Four or five fell--of whom two were killed on the spot: the rest +were wounded. The mob soon ran away. Some of the soldiers proceeded to +search the house: they found a dozen or twenty fellows engaged in +smashing the mirrors and the candelabra in the dancing-hall: they +secured them: and then, the mob all gone, and the bonfire dying away +they left a guard of four or five and marched back with their prisoners +and the wounded men. In the morning the soldiers fastened up the broken +door somehow and left the empty house. Alas! If only the mob had been +able to fire the house and to burn down and gut the place from cellar to +garret. + +This was the first act of revenge on the part of St. Giles's. There was +to be another and a more deadly act. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +AN UNEXPECTED CHARGE + + +The joy of the acquittal and the release was certainly dashed by the +wild revenge of the mob in the evening. The wreck of the great house +with all its costly fittings and decorations could be nothing short of +ruin to poor Jenny. Still it was with heartfelt gratitude that I +returned to my own roof with character unblemished. Alice had a little +feast prepared, not so joyful as it might have been, though Jenny made a +brave attempt to be cheerful. Tom was with us: the punch-bowl was +filled: the glasses went round: Tom played and sang--nobody could sing +more movingly than he when he was in that vein; that is, when he sat +with a cheerful company round the steaming punch-bowl. + +More revenge, however, was to follow. Next morning, about eight or nine +of the clock, Jenny came out with me to walk upon the Bank. For the time +of year the weather was fine, the sun, still warm, though it was now low +down, and had a wintry aspect, shone upon the river: the wind tossed up +the water in little waves; the boats rocked; the swans rolled about and +threatened to capsize. + +Jenny carried the boy, who laughed and played with her hair and +impudently planted his fingers upon her cheek. + +'Will,' she said, 'I must now contrive some other means of existence. +The Assembly Rooms of Soho Square are wrecked and destroyed. That is +certain. They are very likely burned down as well. All my furniture, all +my property is destroyed. Of that I am quite certain. The villains would +make short work once inside. Well, I can never recover credit enough to +refit them. Besides, the mob might break in again, though I do not think +they would. I am sorry for my creditors. They will be much more injured +than I myself,' she laughed. + +'Who are your creditors, Jenny?' + +'Upholsterers, painters, furniture-makers, cooks, wine-merchants, +bakers, grocers, drapers--half London, Will. There was never anybody a +greater benefactor to trade. They let me go on, because you see, they +thought the profits of the winter season would clear them. Poor dear +confiding people!' + +'Well, but Jenny, since they trusted you before, will they not trust you +again?' + +'They cannot, possibly. Consider what it would take to refit that great +place. By this time all the mirrors and the paintings have been +destroyed. Most likely the house is burned down as well; unless the +soldiers came in time, which I doubt. They generally march up when the +mischief is done.' So she began to toss and to dandle the boy, singing +to it. 'Will,' she said, 'the happiest lot for a woman is to live +retired and bring up her brats. If Matthew had been what he promised and +taken me away from London and into the country!' + +'Do you know how much you owe?' + +'I heard, some time ago, that it was over £30,000. Masquerades, I fear, +cannot be made to pay. They say I give them too much wine and too good. +As for giving them too much, that is impossible. The men would drink, +every night, a three-decker full; their throats are like the vasty +deep.' + +'But--is it possible? £30,000? Jenny, you can never pay that enormous +sum.' + +'My dear Will, I never thought I should be able to pay it. Unfortunately +while it is unpaid the good people are not likely to give me any more +money. No, Will, that chapter is finished. Exit Madame Vallance. Who +comes next?' + +'But there are the creditors to consider.' I began to have fears of a +Debtors' Prison for Jenny. + +'Oh! The creditors? The creditors, my dear Will, will be handed over to +Matthew. You are a good musician but an indifferent lawyer. +Matthew--Matthew--is responsible for his wife's liabilities. This is the +only point which reconciles me to marriage with such a man. I am +provided with a person who must take over all my debts. Dear Matthew! +Kind Matthew! That worthy man, that incomparable husband will now, for +the first time, understand the full felicities of the married state.' + +'But Matthew can never pay this enormous sum of money.' + +'I do not suppose he can. Then he will retreat to the Prison where he +put you, and, as long as he lives, will have opportunity of blessing +first the day when he married a wife, and next the day when he made it +impossible for her to live with him. If I can no longer carry on my +Assembly Rooms, what remains?' + +'There is always the stage. Your friends desire nothing so much as your +return to Drury Lane.' + +'Yes, the stage. I might return to Drury Lane. But, Will, those good +people who sacked the Black Jack and wrecked the house in the Square +yesterday, they were my friends of old; some of them, I believe, are my +cousins: they formerly came to applaud. Do you think they would come to +applaud after what has happened? Not so. They would come with baskets +full of rotten apples and addled eggs: they would salute me with those +missiles; there would be frantic cursings and hissings; they would drive +me off the stage with every brutal insult that their filthy minds could +invent. Oh! I know my own people--my cousins. I know them.' + +'They will forget you, Jenny.' + +'Yes, if I keep quiet. If I put myself forward the old rancour will be +revived. Who betrayed her old friends? Who sent the Bishop and the +Captain to Newgate? Who got them put in pillory--where they will most +certainly have to stand? Who caused all the addled eggs in London to fly +in their innocent faces? I tell you, Will, I know my people. Are they +not my people? And have I not betrayed them? You lovely boy--tell your +Dada that Jenny will never repent or regret what she did for his sake: +she would do it again, she would--she would--she would.' + +'Oh! Jenny, you cut me to the heart. What can I do for you?' + +'You can look happy again: and you can get the Newgate paleness out of +your cheeks--that is what you can do, Will.' + +At this point of our discourse I observed, without paying any attention +to them, a little company of two men and a woman, walking across the +Marsh in the direction of the Palace or the Church or perhaps the +cottages. I looked at them without suspicion. Otherwise it would have +been easy for Jenny to have jumped into a boat and to have escaped--for +a time at least. But at this juncture we were singularly unfortunate. +The house in Soho Square had not been burned; otherwise there would have +been no further trouble. But you shall hear. I went back to the question +of the liabilities. How could anyone be easy who owed £30,000? + +'Since there is no help, Jenny, for the creditors, and since you are not +responsible, why then, Jenny, you shall live with us, and it will be our +pride and happiness to work for you.' + +She laughed. No: that would not do either. + +Meantime the people I had seen crossing the Marsh were drawing nearer. I +now observed that the woman with the two men was none other than the +girl I had seen at the Black Jack, sitting on the Captain's knee. + +'Jenny,' I said, 'Quick! Here comes a woman who owes you no goodwill. +Are you afraid of her? If so, let us take boat and escape across the +river.' + +'Is it one of the St. Giles's company? No, Will, I am not afraid of the +woman, and you, I am sure, are not afraid of the men.' + +They were within fifty feet of us. The woman broke away from the men and +ran towards us. 'Here she is!' she cried. 'This is the woman. Make her +prisoner. Quick! She will run away. I told you she would be here. Oh! +Make her prisoner. Quick! Put on the handcuffs. Tie her hand and +foot--she's a devil--bring out the chains. She is desperate. She will +claw some of you with her nails. Once she bit off a man's ear. That was +when she was an orange girl. Make her prisoner, good gentlemen, as quick +as you can. Take care of her. She'll tear your eyes out for you.' + +Jenny flushed scarlet and stood still. But she caught my hand. 'Don't +leave me, Will,' she murmured. Leave her? But a terrible sinking of the +heart warned me that something horrible and dreadful was falling upon +us. What was it? 'I have felt it coming,' said Jenny. 'Come with me +whatever they do.' + +The woman was within six feet of us, standing on the Bank. A wild figure +she was, bare-headed save for her hair which streamed out in the fresh +breeze: she wore a black leather corset and a frock of some thick stuff +with a woollen shawl or kerchief round her neck. Her red arms were bare +to the elbow; she had a black eye and a disfiguring scratch across her +cheek. Her bosom heaved; her lips trembled; her eyes were bright; her +cheeks were flaming. I knew her now! She was the girl I had seen sitting +on the Captain's knee. And I understood. This was more revenge. + +The two men then approached. I knew them, too, alas! I had good reason +to know them. They were officers of Bow Street Court. + +'By your leave, Madame,' said one, 'I have an order to arrest the body +of Madame Vallance, otherwise called Jenny Wilmot, otherwise Mrs. +Matthew Halliday.' He produced his emblem of office, the short wand with +a brass crown upon it. + +'I am the person Sir. I suppose you have some reason--some +charge--against me?' + +'Receiving stolen goods, knowing the same to have been stolen.' + +'Oh!' she caught at my arm. 'I had forgotten that danger--Will, do not +leave me--not yet--not yet.' Then she recovered her self-possession. +'Well, gentlemen, I am your prisoner. This gentleman, my friend and +cousin, may, I suppose, come with me?' Alice came to the door and looked +out astonished to see two officers. 'Take your child, Alice,' said +Jenny, 'I must go with these gentlemen. Not content with destroying my +property, they are now trying to destroy my character. Will goes with me +to see what it means. He will report to you later on!' + +'Oh! your character!' said the woman. 'A pretty character you've got! +How long since you had a character at all, I should like to know? +Destroy your character? I will destroy your life--your life--your +life--vile impudent drab--I shall take your life. You shall learn what +it means to turn against your friends.' + +'Come,' said one of the men, 'you've shown us where she was. No more +jaw. Now leave us. Go. You have had your revenge.' + +'Not yet--not till I see her in the cart. That is the only revenge that +will satisfy me.' + +Jenny looked at her with a kind of pity. 'Poor soul!' she said, gently. +'Do you think the man is worth all this revenge? Do you think he cares +for you? Do you think you will care about him after a day or two? What +do you think you will get by all the revenge possible? More of his love +and fidelity? Who gave you that black eye? Will you make him any happier +in his prison--will you make him any fonder?' + +'Oh!' the woman gasped and caught her breath. 'Revenge? If I can find +your mother and your sister I will kill them both with a pair of +scissors.' She improved this prophecy by a few decorative adjectives. +'As for you, this will teach you to turn against your own folk--the poor +rogues--you belong to us: and you turn against us. To save a man that +belongs to other folk. Ha! The rope is round your neck already! Ha! I +see you swinging. Ho!' She stopped and gasped again, being overcome with +the emotion of satisfied revenge. + +'Perhaps,' I said weakly, 'this good woman would take a guinea and go +away quietly?' + +'No! No!' she replied, 'not if you stuffed my pockets full of guineas. +You've put my man in prison. They say he'll stand in pillory and p'r'aps +be killed--the properest man in St. Giles's. They kill them sometimes in +the pillory,' she shuddered, 'but p'r'aps they'll let him off easy. As +for you, my fine Madame--you that look so haughty--you, the orange +girl--you'll be hanged--you'll be hanged!' She screamed these words +dancing about and cracking her fingers like a mad woman. Never before +had I seen a woman so entirely possessed by the fury of love's +bereavement. Do not imagine that I have set down her actual words--that +I could not do--nor the half of what she said. And all for such a lover! +for a footpad and highway robber; for a brute who beat her, kicked her, +and knocked her down; a low, dirty villain, who made her fetch and carry +and work for him; who had no tenderness, or any good thing in him at +all. Yet he was her man; and she loved him; and she would be revenged +for him. This woman, I say, was like a tigress bereft of her cubs. Had +it not been for the constable who stood between and for myself who stood +beside, she would have flown at poor Jenny with nail and claw and, +indeed, any other weapon which Nature had given to woman. I saw two +women fighting once for a man: 'twas in the King's Bench Prison; they +were pulled apart after one had been disfigured for life by the other's +teeth. This woman wanted only permission to rush in and do likewise. But +the constable kept her back with his strong arm. + +'Come,' he said, 'enough said. What's the use of crying and shrieking? +You'll all be hanged in good time--all be hanged. What else are you fit +for? And a blessed thing it is for you that you will be hanged. That's +what I say. If you only knew it. Madame,' he said very respectfully, 'I +must ask leave to take you before his worship.' He held out his hand: +the hand of Law in all her branches from Counsel to thief taker is +always held out. I gave him half a guinea. + +The woman was still standing beside us, shaking and trembling under the +agitation of the late storm. 'Here you,' said the officer, 'we've had +enough of your filthy tongue. Get off with you. Go, I say.' He stepped +forward with a menacing gesture. Among these women a blow generally +follows a word. She turned and walked away. I followed her with my eyes. +Her shoulders still heaved; her fingers worked: from time to time she +turned and shook her fist: and though I could not hear I am certain she +was talking to herself. + +'Where are we going?' Jenny asked, humbly. + +'To Sir John Fielding's, Bow Street, Madame. Lord! what signifies what a +madwoman like that says? She's lost her man and she's off her head.' + +'How are we to get there?' + +'Well, Madam, there is no coach to be got this side the High Street. If +I may make so bold there's the boats at the Horseferry. We can drop down +the river more quickly than over London Bridge.' + +Jenny made no remark. She sat in the boat with bent head, her cheeks +still flaming. + +'I am thinking, Will. Don't speak to me just at present.' + +The boat carried us swiftly down the river. + +'I am thinking,' she repeated, 'what is best to do. Will, I had quite +forgotten the things.' I could not understand a word of what she said. +'I know now what I have to do. It's a hard thing to do, but it's the +best.' + +She explained no more, and we presently arrived at the Savoy Stairs and +took a coach to Bow Street Police Court. It was only six weeks since I +was there last, but on what a different errand! + +The blind magistrate took our case and called for the evidence. + +First, the woman who had delivered Jenny into the hands of the law +deposed that she was a respectable milliner by trade; that she was +accidentally in the neighbourhood of the Black Jack about midnight three +nights before, when she became aware of something which excited her +curiosity and interest. The landlady of the tavern and her daughter Doll +were carrying between them a box full of something or other. She +followed them, herself unseen. They walked down Denmark Street into +Hog's Lane, and carried their box into a garden, the door of which was +open: for greater certainty of knowing the place again she marked the +door in the corner with a cross. Then the two women came out and +returned to the Black Jack. All night long they were carrying things +from the tavern to the garden gate; sometimes in boxes, sometimes in +their arms; there were silk mantles and satin frocks and embroidered +petticoats, very fine. That work kept them all night. Now, knowing the +old woman to be a notorious fence, she was certain that these were +stolen goods, and that they were removing them for safety to this house +probably unknown to the master and the mistress; that in the morning +when it was light she went back to the place and found that the +garden-door was the back-door of the premises known as the Soho Square +Assembly Rooms kept by a Madame Vallance.' + +'Well? what then?' asked Sir John. + +'Your worship, the next day was the trial of that gentleman there for +robbing the Bishop and the Captain. I was in the Old Bailey, sir, and +the gentleman would have been brought in guilty and hanged, as many a +better man than he has suffered it without a whisper or a snivel--but +this woman here--this Madame Vallance who is nothing in the world but +Jenny Wilmot the actress--who was an Orange Girl at Drury Lane once--and +is the daughter of the old woman that keeps the Black Jack.' + +'The Black Jack!' said Sir John. 'The mob wrecked that house last +night.' + +'And the other house too. They would have set it on fire, your Honour,' +said the girl, 'but the soldiers came up and stopped them. More's the +pity.' + +'Have a care, woman,' said the magistrate, 'or I shall commit you for +taking part in the riot. Go on with your evidence if you have any more.' + +She gave her evidence in a quick impetuous manner. It was like a +cataract of angry burning words. + +'It was in the garret that I found the things; I knew them at once. I'd +been down in Mother Wilmot's cellars. Oh! I knew them at once. Jenny's +got the stolen goods, I said. And so she had. So she had, your Honour, +and oh! let her deny it--let her deny it--if she can.' + +'You found property in the garret which you identified as stolen. Pray +how did you know that fact?' + +'Because it came from Mother Wilmot's cellars.' + +'That does not prove it to be stolen.' + +'Well, Sir, I happened to know some respectable people who had been +robbed of late, and I made bold to tell them of it; and they found their +own things, and here the worthy respectable gentlemen are to testify.' + +'I will hear them presently.' Then Sir John began to ask the woman a few +questions which mightily disconcerted her. If, he asked, she was a +respectable milliner, where did she work? If she was a respectable +woman, what was she doing in front of St. Giles's Church at midnight? If +she were a respectable woman, how did she come to know the landlady of +the Black Jack and her daughter? How was it she found herself in the +garrets at all? At what time was she in the garrets? How did she come to +know the people who had lost property of late? In a word he made the +woman confess who she was and what she was. And he then, to her +confusion and amazement, committed her for trial for taking part in the +riots. So she was put aside, and presently consigned to Newgate with +other rioters taken in the fact. In the end she was imprisoned and +whipped. Still her evidence proved the deposit of goods in the garrets. +The worthy gentlemen to whom she referred were three or four +respectable tradesmen of Holborn. They deposed, one after the other, how +they had suffered of late much from depredations which prevented them +from exposing their goods at their doors; that this woman had called to +warn them of certain things found by the rioters in the garrets of the +Soho Square Assembly Rooms; that they went to see the things by +permission of the guard of soldiers: that they found certain things of +their own, which they identified by private marks upon them. + +The evidence was concluded. 'Madame,' the magistrate said, 'you have +heard the evidence. What have you to say? If you desire to call evidence +for the defence I will remand the case. You can produce, perhaps, your +mother and sister, though I confess, they are not likely to appear.' + +'They got away yesterday, to avoid the fury of the mob, Sir. This woman +is angry because I have proved her lover to be guilty of perjury.' + +'That is evident. On the other hand, your house contained the stolen +goods; your mother was seen taking them into the house. The +circumstances are such as to make it evident that your mother desired a +place of safety. It is proper to show that you were not an accomplice of +the removal and the reception in your house.' + +'I submit, Sir, that I can only prove this by calling my mother as +witness, and, Sir, you have yourself acknowledged that she is not likely +to appear.' + +'Then, Madame, I can only ask you for anything you may say in defence.' + +'Sir, I shall say nothing.' + +This reply amazed me beyond anything. I expected her to deny indignantly +any knowledge of the matter, and to declare that the things had been +brought into the house without her knowledge. She would say nothing. +Then Sir John committed her for trial. I placed her in a coach with such +heaviness of heart as you may imagine and we drove to Newgate. Jenny was +well remembered by the turnkeys, to whom she had been generous and even +profuse, in my case. Turnkeys are never astonished, but the appearance +of Madame was perhaps an exception to this general rule. However, on +payment of certain guineas she was placed, alone, in the best cell that +the woman's side could boast. + +'Jenny!' I cried when we were alone. 'For God's sake what does it mean? +Why did you not deny knowledge of the whole business? What have you to +do with stolen goods? Even supposing that your mother took them there, +what has that got to do with you?' + +'I shall tell the whole truth to you, Will, and only to you. But you may +tell Alice. From you I will keep no secrets.' + +'Oh! Jenny, it is for me--for me--that you have fallen into all this +trouble. What shall I do? What shall I do?' I looked round the mean, +bare, and ugly walls of the cell. 'Twas a poor exchange from the private +room in the Square. And all for me! + +'What did your boy tell you this morning, Will? That Jenny never +regrets--never repents--what she has done for you. She would do it all +over again--over again--a hundred thousand times over again.' She buried +her face in her hands for a moment. 'Twas not in woman's nature to +restrain the tears. Then she sprang to her feet. 'What? you think I am +going to cry because the woman has done this? At least she is coming to +Newgate as well. Now, Will. I must tell you the truth. It was most +important to get the evidence of my mother and of Doll. They connected +Probus with the conspiracy. They helped to identify the two principal +witnesses. Well, I had to buy their evidence. They made me pay a pretty +price for it. As for Doll, you wouldn't believe what a grasping creature +she is. That comes of keeping the slate. I had to compensate them for +the loss of their daily takings at the Black Jack. I paid them for their +stock of liquors--we saw the mob drinking it up last night: I paid them +for their furniture and their clothes. I gave them money to get out of +London with, and to keep them until they can get another tavern; they +got money from me on one pretence or the other till I thought they were +resolved on taking all I had. And when I had paid for everything and +thought they were settled and done with there arose the question of the +stolen goods. And I really thought the whole business was ruined and +undone.' + +'What question?' + +'Why, my parent, Will, had got under the old house a spacious stone +vault quite dry, built up with arches and paved with stone; there isn't +a finer store-room in all London: it belonged once to some people--I +don't know--religious people who liked shutting themselves up in the +dark. I suppose that mother couldn't bear waste or the throwing away of +good opportunities for she turned the vault into a cellar for stolen +goods; she bought the goods; she stored them down below; she sold them +to people who carried them about the country. Everybody knew it; and she +was pretty safe because she had a good name for the prices she gave, and +even Merridew had to let her alone. Well, what was to be done with the +things in the vault? There was enough to hang them both a hundred times. +They took me down to see them. I never suspected there was anything like +the quantity of things. Plain silver melted down; gold melted down; +precious stones picked out of rings; and snuff-boxes; patch boxes; rolls +of silk; boxes of gloves; handkerchiefs; frocks and gowns and +embroidered petticoats and mantles; ribbons of all kinds; the place was +like a wonderful shop. Time was pressing. It was impossible for mother +to sell everything at once; things have to be taken into the country and +sold cautiously to the Squire's' lady, who knows very well what she is +buying, just as her husband knows that he is buying smuggled brandy.' + +'So you bought the things?' + +'There was nothing else to do. Mother tied up the jewels in her +handkerchief; Doll took the melted gold and silver; and they undertook +to carry all the rest of the things across to the garden door in Hog +Lane; the door by which we escaped yesterday; and to store them in my +cellars and garrets. This, I suppose, they did. I paid for the things. +They are mine, Will.' + +'Oh!' I groaned. + +'Yes, they are mine. This comes of being born in St. Giles's and +belonging to the Black Jack. Well, I clean forgot all about the things. +Well now; this is the point. If I deny knowledge of them they will send +out a hue and cry for mother. She will certainly be found and brought up +on the charge. And she is not the sort to suffer in silence. I know my +people, Will: she and Doll will let it be known that I bought the +things, so that we may all thus stand in the Dock together. And I assure +you, Will, I would much rather stand in the Dock alone. I shall have a +better chance.' + +'Yes--but----' + +'If I take the whole business on myself they won't drag in mother. They +will let her alone and she will keep quiet for her own sake. Besides, +seeing what this woman has got by her evidence I don't think the others +will be eager to give their evidence. Now, Will, you know the exact +truth. And--and--this is what one expects if you belong to the Black +Jack.' + +'But--Jenny--think--think.' + +'I know what you would say, dear lad. They will hang me. It is a most +ungraceful way of going out of the world. One would prefer a feather bed +with dignity. But indeed; have no fears, Will. They will do nothing of +the kind. If Jenny Wilmot made any friends at Drury Lane now is the time +to prove them. But I must think what to do.' + +She sat down to the table. There were writing materials upon it. She +took quill in hand. Then she turned to me with her pretty smile. 'Oh! +Will--what a disaster it was that the soldiers came up before the mob +had set fire to the house! What a disaster! If the house was burned the +things in the garrets would have been burned as well and all the stolen +goods would have been destroyed and no trace left. What a disaster!' She +laughed. 'What might have been called my good fortune has turned out the +greatest misfortune that could have happened to me.' + +'I must think,' she said. 'I must be alone and think out the whole +situation. It all depends on what should be told and what should be +concealed. That, I take it, is the history of everything. Some parts we +hide and some we tell. I must think.' + +I did not disturb her. She leaned her head upon her hand and was silent +for awhile. + +'Will,' she said, 'of all my friends there are but two on whom I can +rely with any hope of help--only two. Yet they told me I had troops of +friends. You have heard me speak of a certain noble lord who made love +to me. He made love so seriously that he was ready to marry me. I +refused him, as a reward. Besides his sister came and wept--I told you +the story. I cannot bear to see even a woman weep. Well, Will, this man +is, I am quite sure, a loyal and faithful gentleman, the only one of all +my lovers whom I could respect. I am going to write to him. He promised +me, upon his honour, to come to my assistance if ever I wanted any help +of any kind. I am going to remind him of that promise. The next friend +is the Manager of Drury. He will help me if he can, though he did not +propose to marry me. I will write to him as well. And I must write to my +attorney, who is also a friend of yours. Now, Will I want you to take by +your own hand a letter to his lordship. Go to his town house in Curzon +Street and ask the people to deliver the letter instantly. The other two +letters you can send by messenger. And, Will, one more thing. I believe +you ought to warn Matthew what to expect. Since he is going to be +bankrupt on his own account it will not hurt him very much to be +bankrupt on mine as well. Now wait a little, while I write the letters.' + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE FILIAL MARTYR + + +I hastened on my errand, taking a boat to Westminster, whence it is a +short walk across the Parks to Curzon Street, where my Lord Brockenhurst +had his town house. It was about three o'clock in the afternoon: I found +carriages and chaises waiting outside the open door, and the hall within +filled with servants in livery lolling about and exchanging insolent +remarks upon the people who crowded up the stairs. I am little versed in +the customs of the Great, but I confess that the continual presence of +these insolent and hulking varlets in the house and in all the rooms +would be to me a burden intolerable. What says Doctor Johnson? + + 'The pride of awful state, + The golden canopy, the glitt'ring plate, + The regal palace, the luxurious board, + The liveried army and the menial lord + +I believe he meant the lords who were obsequious to the Cardinal: we may +read it, to suit those times, the impudent menials who lord it over +their Master's house. + +I thought of those lines as I waited, neglected, in the Hall among the +lacqueys. Fortunately I was reminded of other lines by the same great +author. + + 'Where won by bribes, by flatteries implored, + The groom retails the favours of his Lord.' + +I turned to one of them whose shoulder knots and his rod of office +proclaimed him one in authority. + +'Sir,' I said, 'I am the bearer of a letter for his Lordship.' + +'Wait, friend, wait. His Lordship will receive presently.' + +'Sir. It is an important letter. It is from a lady. I assure you that +his Lordship would be much vexed not to receive it.' + +'Give it to me, then.' + +'Sir. By your leave. It is very important. Can you contrive to put it +into his Lordship's hand immediately?' + +He looked at me with an air of surprise, and made no reply. + +'Pardon me, Sir,' I said, taking out my purse, in which were two +guineas--all I had in the world--'I forgot to add that I rely on your +good offices,' with that I slipped a guinea into his hand. + +'Ay--' he said. 'Now you talk sense. Well, Sir, you may trust me. His +Lordship shall have the letter within an hour, as soon as his company +begins to go.' + +With this assurance I was fain to be content. So I came away hoping that +the fellow would keep his word. This, happily, he did. + +It was too late at that hour to seek out Matthew in his counting-house. +Besides, I confess that I felt pity for the poor wretch thus hastening +to destruction. His haggard look at the trial showed the miseries he was +suffering. He gave his evidence, as you have heard on the threat that +otherwise he would be charged with the other four with conspiracy: and +now a misfortune almost as bad was to fall upon him. To go to him would +have the appearance of exulting over these misfortunes. Yet it was +necessary to tell him. + +I went home sadly. That Jenny should suffer the wreck and destruction of +her house in Soho Square, was hard: that she should, also, which was +much worse, be arrested on a capital charge and committed to Newgate: +that she should have nothing to say or to plead in defence: in revenge +for the part she had played in proving my innocence: these things, I +say, were difficult to understand. Why should she not plead 'Not +Guilty,' and leave it to the prosecution to prove that she was the owner +of the property or that she knew it was in her house? Who would believe +the word of the revengeful fury who swore to seeing the things taken to +the house by the old woman and her daughter? Would not a clever counsel +make her contradict herself? and confess, somehow, that she herself had +laid the things there by way of a trap? + +So I argued, blind, in my anxiety. + +'Will,' said Alice, 'you would meet misfortune by falsehood. Fie! You +would lay a trap set by a clever talker to catch this miserable ignorant +woman. Fie!' + +'What then?' I cried. 'Ignorant or not she is a mischievous and a +revengeful woman. My dear, I would save Jenny at any cost.' + +'I think Jenny is right, Will. She will meet the charge by simply +pleading "Guilty" to whatever they can prove against her: namely, having +the things in her house, knowing that they were stolen. I think it is +her wisest course. No questions will be asked: no one will believe that +a woman in her position could actually be guilty of receiving stolen +goods so worthless: it will be understood by everybody that she is +screening someone--some close relation--even at the risk of her own +life.' + +I replied by a groan of dissent. + +'Jenny is not an actress for nothing. She ought not to have bought the +things at all: or she ought to have destroyed them: this I suppose she +would have done, but she forgot: she was wholly occupied in saving you. +We must remember that with gratitude unspeakable, Will.' + +'Yes, wife, God knows I do.' + +'The world has been told over and over again that poor Jenny was once an +Orange Girl: do people ever expect Orange Girls to come of respectable +parents? To take guilt upon yourself--in order to screen your +mother--will appear to the world as a noble and generous act. It would +have taken you and me, Will, a month to discover the best way out of the +trouble. But Jenny saw her way at once.' + +In the end Alice proved to be right. Jenny chose the very best thing +possible, as you shall see. + +In the morning I began by making my way to the old familiar place, the +Counting House and Wharf close to All-hallows the Great. The Wharf was +quite empty and desolate: the cranes were there, but there were no +lighters: the casks and bales that formerly encumbered the place were +gone: in the outer counting-house there were no clerks except Ramage. +But the place was filled with lawyers' clerks attornies, creditors and +their representatives. The talk was loud and angry: all were talking +together: all were threatening terrible things unless their claims were +paid in full. + +Ramage held up his hands when he saw me and shook his head. + +'Will my cousin see me, Ramage?' I asked. 'Tell him I have something of +the greatest importance to say to him.' + +'It is all over, Mr. William,' he whispered. 'The blow has fallen. After +the things which came out in the Old Bailey there was no hope. It was +all over the City at once and on Change in the afternoon. You will find +him within. I fear you will find that he has been drinking. Go in, Sir, +you must not pay any heed to what he says. He has been strange and +unlike himself for a long time. No wonder with all these troubles.' Thus +did the faithful servant stand up for the credit of an unworthy master. +'Go in, Sir. He will insult you. But don't mind what he says.' + +I went in. Matthew was evidently half drunk. He had a bottle of brandy +before him, and he was drinking fast and furiously. + +'Gaol-bird!' he cried, banging his fist on the table and talking +thickly. 'Newgate-bird--what do you want? Money? You all want money. You +may go away then. I haven't got any money. All the money's gone. All the +money's lost.' So he went on repeating his words, and maundering and +forgetting one moment what he had said just before. + +'Matthew,' I said, 'I have not come to ask for money or for anything. I +have brought you news.' + +'What news? There is no news but bad news. Perhaps somebody has murdered +Probus. Why don't you murder Probus--murder--murder Probus?' I suffered +him to go on in his foolish way without reply. 'Do you know, Will,' he +lay back in his chair and plunged his hands in his pockets, 'there is +nobody I should like to see murdered so much as Probus--Ezekiel Probus, +excepting yourself. If I could see both of you hanging side by side, I +should be happy; but if I could see you both murdered with a +bludgeon I could go--I could go--I could go to the King's Bench +cheerfully--cheerfully.' + +It was no use prolonging the interview. I told him, briefly, why I had +come. + +'Your wife,' I said, 'has had her house sacked and the whole of her +property destroyed by the mob.' + +'I am glad of that--very glad to hear that. All of it destroyed you say? +This is good news indeed.' + +'She can no longer carry on her business at the Soho Square Assembly +Rooms. The property destroyed consists largely of furniture supplied for +the use of the Rooms. It is not yet paid for. Therefore, she will be +compelled to refer her creditors to you.' + +'Her creditors? Does this abandoned woman owe any money, then?' + +'I believe about £30,000 is the sum of her liabilities.' + +He laughed. He laughed cheerfully, as if it was one of the merriest and +heartiest jokes he had ever heard. 'Is that all? Why, man, it's nothing. +Put it on my back; and as much more as you please: as much as the Bank +of England contains. Why, I can bear it all. Nothing makes any +difference now. Tell her she is quite welcome to double it, if she can +get the credit. It's all one to me.' + +'That is what I came to tell you.' + +'Very good, gaol-bird. Probus very nearly succeeded, did he not? You +felt a kind of a tightening about the neck, I suppose. Never mind. Don't +be disappointed. I dare say you will go to Tyburn after all. You are +young yet, and then the fortune will come to me--and we shall see--we +shall see'--he drank another glass of Nantes--'we shall see----What was +I going to say?' + +So I left him and went on my way to Newgate. + +Jenny was in conference with her attorney. + +'Come in, Will. I have no secrets from my cousin, Mr. Dewberry. Now, if +you please, give me your opinion.' + +'First, then, if you plead Not Guilty--what can they prove against you? +That certain things were found in your garrets? How did they get there? +A wretched, revengeful drab says that your mother and sister put them +there. Is her word to be believed? She is the sweetheart of a +conspirator and presumably a highwayman, whom you have been instrumental +in consigning to a prison, with probably a severe punishment to follow. +Where are your mother and sister? They are gone away? Where? You cannot +be asked. But you do not know. Why? To escape the revenge of the mob who +have wrecked their house. Very well. There the case ends--and breaks +down.' + +'Not so. It does not break down. My mother has long been known as the +greatest receiver in the trade. She bought more and sold more than +anybody else. The Court dressmakers came to her to buy her lace and her +embroidery for the great Court Ladies. Why, she is the most notorious +woman in London. If I am acquitted, they will get up a Hue and Cry for +her, and they will certainly find her. And then there isn't a thief in +prison or out who will not give evidence against her, after the evidence +she has given against the thieves. And as for Doll--my sister's name is +Doll--in order to save her own skin, she will most certainly be ready to +give evidence to the effect that I bought the things of my mother and +paid for them. Which I did. As I told you.' + +'You never told me so. I don't know that it matters much. I am only +trying to see my way to an acquittal. And considering there is nobody +but that woman to testify to the conveyance of the goods, really, I +think there ought to be no doubt as to the result.' + +'Mr. Dewberry,' Jenny laid her hand upon his arm. 'Understand me. I have +been kept down, all my life, by my origin. As soon as this business is +over I shall try in some way or other to get clear away from them +all--Oh! what an origin it is! Oh, how I have always envied the children +of honest parents. Why--my father----' + +'Dear lady, do not speak of these things.' + +'Well, then, my cousins--I mean those of them who are not yet +hanged--live in the courts and blind alleys of St. Giles's. I have no +longer any patience with them--it makes me wretched to think of them, +and it humiliates me to go among them because I have to become again one +of them and I do it so easily. Well, Sir, I am what I am: yet strange +as it may seem to you--I will not lend my help to getting my mother and +sister hanged.' + +Mr. Dewberry took her hand and kissed it. 'Proceed, Madame,' he said +gravely. + +'If, then, I plead Guilty, the woman's evidence will be received without +any dispute or discussion, and when sentence is passed, the case will be +closed. No one, afterwards, will venture to charge my mother with that +crime.' + +'I suppose not. But the sentence, Madame, the sentence!' + +She shuddered. 'I know what the sentence will be. But I am not afraid. I +have friends who will come to my assistance.' + +In fact one of them appeared at that very moment. He was a gentleman of +a singularly sweet and pleasant countenance, on which kindness, honour, +and loyalty were stamped without the least uncertainty. He was dressed +very finely in a satin coat and waistcoat, and he wore a sash and a +star. + +'Divine Jenny!' he said, taking her hand and kissing it. 'Is it possible +that I find thee in such a place and in such a situation as this?' + +Jenny suffered her hand to remain in his. When I think of her and of her +behaviour at this juncture I am amazed at her power of acting. She +represented, not her own feelings, which were those of the greatest +disgust towards her nearest relations (to whom one is taught to pay +respect), but the feelings which she wished Lord Brockenhurst, and, +through him, the world at large, should believe of her. + +In her left hand she held a white lace handkerchief, scented with some +delicate perfume: the woman was one of those who are never without some +subtle fragrance which seemed to belong to her, naturally. This +handkerchief she applied to her eyes--from time to time: they were dry, +to my certain knowledge but the act was the outward semblance of +weeping. + +'My Lord,' said Jenny, 'this gentleman is my cousin--not of St. +Giles's--my husband's cousin--My husband, however, I cannot suffer to +approach me. This other gentleman is Mr. Dewberry, of Great St. Thomas +Apostle in the City of London, attorney at Law. They are considering my +case with me. By your Lordship's permission we will renew our +conference in your presence. If, on the other hand, you would prefer to +hear, alone, what I have to state, they will leave us.' + +'I am in your hands, Jenny,' he kissed her hand again and let it go. 'My +sole desire is to be of service. Pray remember, Jenny, that whatever I +promise I try to perform. All the service that I can render you in this +time of trouble is at your command.' + +I placed a chair for him and looked to Jenny to begin. + +She sat down and buried her face in her hands while we all waited. + +'My Lord,' she rose at last and continued standing, 'I once told you--at +a time when it was impossible to conceal anything from you, that I was +originally an Orange Girl at the Theatre where you honoured me +frequently by witnessing my humble performances.' + +'Say, rather, Jenny, inspired performances.' + +She bowed her head, like some queen. 'If your Lordship pleases. I also +told you that my parents were of the very lowest--so low that one can +get no lower.' + +'You did.' + +'Now, my Lord, I am accused of receiving stolen property in my house, +knowing the property to be stolen.' + +'Oh! Monstrous! Most monstrous!' + +'My accuser is a girl whose sweetheart is now by my evidence and the +evidence of others lying in this prison beside me, on a charge of +conspiracy. With the girl it is an act of revenge. She would tell you as +much. The mob, also in revenge for exposing a most diabolical plot, has +wrecked and sacked my mother's house in St. Giles's and my own in Soho +Square. They have destroyed all that I possessed. I am therefore ruined. +But that is nothing. On the stage we care very little about losing or +gaining money. This woman has now brought a charge against me which I +blush even to name.' + +'You have only to deny the charge, Jenny. There is not a man in London +who would doubt the word of the incomparable Jenny Wilmot.' + +She bowed her head again. 'I would I could think so.' + +She made as if she would go on; then stopped and hesitated, looking down +as if in doubt and shame. + +'My Lord, I will put the case to you quite plainly. Mr. Dewberry is of +opinion that the result, if the matter is brought before the court will +certainly be decided in my favour.' + +'I am certain on the point,' said the Attorney. 'I beg your Lordship's +pardon for my interruption.' + +'Oh! Sir, who has a better right to interrupt?' He turned again to +Jenny, whom he devoured with his eyes. Truly if ever any man was in love +it was Lord Brockenhurst. + +'If I were acquitted,' she went on. 'Indeed, I believe I should be +acquitted--but the case would not be ended by that acquittal. Suppose, +my Lord--I put a case--it need not be mine'--she plucked at the lace of +her handkerchief as if deeply agitated--'I say, it need not be my own +case--I suppose a case. Such a charge is brought against a +person--perhaps innocent. She is acquitted--But the charge remains. It +will then be brought against the real criminal. Out of revenge every +thief in St. Giles's would crowd in to give evidence. That person's fate +would be certain. She would be--she would be--your Lordship will spare +me the word.' Again she covered her eyes. Then she lifted her head again +and went on. 'I know that the--person--is guilty--She deserves nothing +short of what the law provides. Yet reflect, my Lord. Born among rogues: +brought up among rogues: without education and moral principles, or +honour, or religion, can one wonder if such a person turns to crime? And +can you wonder, my Lord'--again she sank into a chair and covered her +face with her hands--'can you wonder if the daughter should resolve to +save the mother's life, by taking--upon herself--the guilt--the +confession--the consequences of the crime?' + +She was silent save for a sob that convulsed her frame. His Lordship +heard with humid eyes. When she had finished he rose with tears that +streamed down his face. For a while he could not speak. Then he turned +to Mr. Dewberry. + +'Sir,' he said, 'tell me--tell me--what she means.' + +'She means, my Lord, to plead Guilty and to take the consequences. By so +doing she will save her mother--yes, my Lord, her mother--even at the +sacrifice of her own life.' + +'Oh!' he cried, 'it must not be! Great Heavens! It must not be. +Jenny--Jenny--thou art, I swear, an angel.' + +'No, my Lord, no angel.' + +'Yes, an angel! Hear me, Jenny. I will stand by thee. The world shall +know--the world that loves thee--By ---- the world shall know what a +treasure it possesses in the incomparable Jenny Wilmot. As an actress +thou art without an equal. As a child--as a daughter--history records no +greater heroism. Thou shalt be written down in history beside the woman +who saved her father from starvation and the woman who saved her husband +from the traitor's block. I can endure it no longer, Jenny. To-morrow +when my spirits are less agitated, I will come again.' He stooped and +kissed her bowed head and so left us. + +A common or vulgar actress when the man for whom she had been playing +had gone, would have laughed or in some way betrayed herself. Not so +Jenny. She waited a reasonable time after his Lordship's departure and +then lifted her head, placed her handkerchief--still dry--to her eyes +and stood up. + +'Mr. Dewberry,' she said, 'do you agree with me in the line I have +resolved to take?' + +'Madame, I do,' he replied emphatically. + +'And you, Will?' + +I hesitated, because I perceived that she had been playing a part. Yet +an innocent part. She did not, certainly, desire to bring her mother and +sister to a shameful end: but, at the same time, she did not wish it to +be known that she had really paid for the property and ordered its +removal to her own house: she did not regard the landlady of the Black +Jack with all the filial affection (not to speak of respect) which her +emotion undoubtedly conveyed to his Lordship: on the other hand, it +would serve her own case--as well as her estimable mother--better that +she should be regarded as a voluntary victim to save a parent than that +she should be acquitted in order to give place to her mother who would +certainly be convicted. + +'I agree, Jenny--I agree,' I answered. + +'Sir,' said Mr. Dewberry as we walked away, 'I have often heard Miss +Jenny Wilmot described as an incomparable actress. I am now convinced of +the fact.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +THE SNARE WHICH THEY DIGGED FOR OTHERS + + +The same day on leaving Jenny, the Turnkey who conducted me to the gate, +offered me congratulations--rather gruff and even forced--on the turn +things had taken. + +'I assure you, Sir,' he said with feeling, 'that we know generally +beforehand what will happen, and we'd quite made up our minds as to your +case, spite of Madame's interest. There didn't seem any doubt. Some of +us are a bit disappointed: we don't like, you see, for anyone to slip +out. Well: there's always disappointments. Would you like to cast an eye +on your friends--them that hatched that pretty plot? Come this way, +then. I wouldn't like to be in their shoes if it comes to Pillory--and +it will.' + +So he led me out of the passage into one of the yards. At the sight of +the place my heart sank to think how I had myself trodden those +flagstones and stepped from side to side of those dismal walls. The +place was the Master's side: there were twenty prisoners or more in it. +One or two were sitting on the stone bench drinking beer and smoking +tobacco: one was playing a game of fives by himself. My two principal +witnesses, the Bishop and his friend the Captain, were walking side by +side, both in irons. Mr. Probus sat in a corner his head hanging down: +taking no notice of anything. Mr. Merridew walked by himself with an +assumption of being in the wrong place by accident and with an air of +importance, the prisoners making way for him right and left, for the +terror of his name accompanied him even into Newgate. + +The turnkey called him. 'Merridew,' he said, with familiarity. 'Come and +see the young gentleman you tried to hang. Now he'll hang you. That's +curious, isn't it? Here we go up,' he turned to me with a philosophic +smile, 'and here we go down.' + +'Sir,' Mr. Merridew obeyed the call and approached me, bowing with great +humility. His cringing salute was almost as nauseous as the impudent +brutality which he had shown in the Thieves' Kitchen. 'Sir, I am +pleased to make your honoured acquaintance. I hardly expected, in this +place where I am confined by accident----' + +'Oh! Sir, I did not come here to make your acquaintance, believe me.' + +'Sir, I am pleased to have speech with you, even in this place, and if +only to remove a misunderstanding which seems to have arisen regarding +my part in the late unhappy business. If you will kindly remember, Sir, +I merely testified to what I saw, being an accidental eye-witness. The +night was dark: there was a scuffle. You will bear me out, Sir--so +far--a scuffle--whether you were attacking that fellow'--he pointed to +the Bishop who with his friend the Captain was now looking on--'or that +other fellow'--he indicated the Captain--'villains both, +Sir,--both--who, but for my mistaken kindness, would have been hanged +long ago--I cannot exactly say. I may have been--perhaps--we all make +mistakes--too ready to believe the other side, and what they said. +However, that is all over and, of course, I shall be set free in an hour +or two. With expressions of sorrow, for an undeserved imprisonment----' +He looked in my face for some expression of sympathy but, I believe, +found none. 'No malice, Sir, I hope.' He held out the abominable hand +which was steeped in the blood of his victims and rank with the stink of +his wickedness. 'I hope, Sir, that if the case comes to trial, I may not +see you among the prosecutors.' I maintained silence and took no notice +of his proffered hand. 'But indeed, I shall certainly be out in an hour +or two: or perhaps a day or two. My case has not yet, perhaps, been laid +before the authorities. I am here as a mere matter of form. +Ha!--form--in fact I have no business here--no business at all--no +business.' His voice sank to a whisper, showing the real agitation of +his mind. + +'Mr. Merridew, I have not come here with any desire to converse with +you.' + +'You are not going to bear malice, Mr. Halliday? Be content with +exposing two villains. Two will be enough--If you want more there is +Probus. He's an extraordinary villain. As for you, Sir, consider: you +are a fortunate man, Sir. You ought to be in the condemned cell. You +have got off against all expectation, and when everybody, to a man, +thought it was a certainty. Had I been consulted by your sweetheart I +should have advised her, Sir, I should, indeed, so strong a case was +it--to my experienced mind, Sir, I should have advised her, Sir, to buy +the cap and the ribbons and the nosegay and the Orange--Oh! a fortunate +man, indeed!' + +As if he had had nothing whatever to do with the case! As if there had +been no Conspiracy! + +I was turning away in disgust, when the other pair of villains drew +near. I prepared for some volley of abuse and foul language, but was +disappointed. They addressed me, it seemed in no spirit of hostility, +but quite the contrary. They were lamb like. + +'Sir,' said the Bishop, 'what was done by my friend the Captain and +myself was done by orders of Mr. Merridew here. He said, "Do it, or +swing." So we had no choice. Merridew gave us the orders and Probus +invented the plot. "Do it or swing," was the word.' + +'You shall swing, too,' the Thief taker turned upon him savagely, 'as +soon as I get out. A pair of villains, not fit to live.' + +'You won't hang anybody any more,' said the Captain, with defiance. +'Your own time's up at last, Merridew. Your own rope has come to an +end.' + +'Wait till I get out. Wait till I get out,' he roared. + +'That won't be just yet, brother,' said the turnkey. 'Conspiracy's an +ugly word, friend Merridew. There's imprisonment in it--and flogging, +sometimes--and pillory. But make up your mind for a long stay and be +comfortable.' + +'Dick,' said Mr. Merridew. He knew every turnkey as well as most of the +prisoners. It was said that he often had to go shares with the turnkeys. +'Dick, you know me, of old.' + +'Ay--ay--We all know you.' + +'We've worked together----' + +'That is as may be. But go on.' + +'Well, Dick, I am a sheriff's officer. I know all the rogues in London, +don't I?' + +'Why, certainly.' + +'I know where to lay my hands upon every one. I know where they practise +and what they do.' + +'Correct,' said the turnkey. + +'They don't dare to lock me up. Do they? Lock _me_ up?' he snorted. +'Why, if I am kept here long, all the villains will go free. London will +no longer be safe. There won't be fifty hangings in a year. Who fills +your gaols? John Merridew. Who fills your carts? John Merridew. You know +that, Dick. Nobody knows better than you.' + +'Correct,' said Dick. + +'The judges can't send me to prison. They can't do it, I say. Why--of +course--of course----' Again his voice sank to a whisper. + +I looked at the man with amazement. He was evidently seeking consolation +by delusive assurances. At heart he was filled with terror. For beside +the prison, there was the dread of pillory. They might be set in +pillory. He knew, none better, that the thief-taker who is also the +thief-maker, has not a single friend in the whole world. What would be +done to him if he should stand in pillory? + +'Let me get out as soon as possible,' he went on, appealing to me. 'Why, +Sir, unless I go out the whole criminal procedure of this country will +be thrown out of gear. I am the only man--the only man, Sir--ask Dick, +here.' The turnkey shook his keys and nodded. + +'But they'll give you a heavy sentence, my friend,' he said. + +'The only man that can't be spared--the only man--the only man----' +Again his voice dropped to a whisper. He turned away babbling and +shaking his head, all the insolence gone out of him. + +'His power is gone,' said the Bishop. 'He won't get my more rewards.' + +'Yes,' said the turnkey. 'But he has had a long innings. Why, he must be +nearly fifty. There's a many would envy Merridew.' + +The Bishop once more addressed himself to me. 'Sir,' he said, 'I grieve +to hear that our friends wrecked the Black Jack and Madame's house. I +fear these acts of violence may make you vindictive.' + +'Madame herself was brought in yesterday--for receiving stolen goods.' + +'Madame? Madame brought here? On a charge----?' The Bishop's face +expressed the liveliest concern. + +'Why,' said the Captain. 'It's----' A motion of his fingers to his +throat showed what he meant. + +'Nothing could have been more disastrous,' said the Bishop. 'Believe me, +Sir, we have nothing to do with the wreck of the houses, and we were +ignorant of this charge, I assure you, Sir. Oh! This is a great +misfortune!' + +The misfortune, it appeared, lay in the danger--nay, the certainty, that +this persecution would make both Madame and myself more vindictive. Now +the events of the Trial, when at a word, as it seemed, from +Madame--witnesses sprang up in a cloud to confront them with their +villainy, made them believe that she had friends everywhere. + +'It cannot be,' said the Bishop, 'but she will get off. Who is the +principal evidence?' + +'Ask the Captain. And that is enough.' + +I stepped across the yard and laid my finger on Probus's shoulder as he +sat with bowed form and hanging head. He looked up with lack-lustre +eyes. I believe that the loss of his money and the result of his +conspiracy had affected his brain, for he seemed to pay no heed to +anything. + +'Mr. Probus,' I said. 'I must tell you that my cousin is now bankrupt.' + +He stared without any look of recognition. + +'Mr. Probus,' I repeated, 'my cousin Matthew is a bankrupt. I tell you, +in order that you may send in your claim with those of the other +creditors.' + +'Ay--ay--' he replied. 'Very like.' + +'Bankrupt!' I said again. 'Even had you succeeded in your plot you would +have been too late.' + +He nodded without attention. + +'And another mass of debts has been added. His wife's house has been +wrecked by the mob and all her property destroyed. Therefore her +liabilities have been presented to her husband.' + +'All gone!' he moaned. 'All gone! The work of an honest lifetime wasted +and thrown away. Nothing will ever be recovered.' + +'Mr. Probus,' I said, 'the money is gone. That is most true. But more +than that is gone. Your character--your honour--it is all gone--wasted +and thrown away--none of it will be recovered.' + +'All gone--all gone,' he repeated. + +The turnkey stood beside me. 'Queer, isn't it?' he said. 'He's lost his +money and his wits have gone after it. A money lender, he was. He's put +more poor folk into the Fleet and the King's Bench than his friend +Merridew has put prisoners here. And he ought to be thinking of +something else--his trial and his sentence.' + +'His sentence?' + +'Well--you see, Merridew, he knows. This one doesn't. The Bishop, he +knows--and the Captain--and they don't like it. This man doesn't care. +For you see they will certainly have to stand in Pillory--and if the mob +don't love money lenders they love thief takers less, and Merridew's the +most notorious thief taker in town. Well--it's a wonderful country for +Law and Justice. Now, I suppose they poor French would be content to +hang up a man at once. We don't. We give 'em an hour's ride in a cart +where they sometimes gets roses but more often gets addled eggs. Or we +put 'em in pillory where they may get dead cats or they may get flints +and broken bottles.' + +I came away. The heavy gate closed: the key turned in the lock; the four +wretches were shut in once more, there, at least, the prey to the +keenest terrors, dying a thousand deaths before they should be taken out +for the dead cats and the addled eggs and perhaps the flints and broken +bottles. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE CASE OF CLARINDA + + +The town has notoriously a short memory, yet I doubt if there be any +still living who remember the year 1760 and have forgotten the case of +Jenny Wilmot. For, indeed, no one for some time talked of anything else. +There were armies in the field: these were forgotten; there were fleets +and naval battles and expeditions: these were forgotten; there was the +strife of party: that was forgotten; there were the anxieties of trade: +they were forgotten; there were scandals among the aristocracy: they +were forgotten; there was the new play; the new poem: all were clean +forgotten and neglected while the town talked at my Lady's breakfast or +Moll King's tavern of Jenny Wilmot; Jenny Wilmot; Jenny Wilmot. The +world at first could find nothing too bad to say or think of her. At the +clubs they suspended their play while they listened to the latest +rumour about Jenny. At the coffee-houses every quidnunc and gobemouche +brought a new story which he had heard and transmitted with +embroideries; or else a trifling variation in the old story to +communicate. + +People remembered how she disappeared mysteriously from the stage a year +or two before this catastrophe!--Ha! what a proof of wickedness was +that! Why, it was now known that she was none other than Madame Vallance +who provided the masquerades and the Assemblies in Soho Square and was +never seen by the company except in a domino. There was another +illustration of her wicked disposition! It was also recalled, for the +benefit of those who did not remember the fact, that she had been an +Orange Girl at Drury before she was promoted to the stage. What could be +expected of an Orange Girl? And now it was actually brought to +light--could one believe it!--it was actually discovered--had she not +herself confessed it?--that her mother and sister kept a tavern in St. +Giles's, a place of resort for the lowest; a mere thieves' kitchen; the +rendezvous of highwaymen, footpads, pickpockets and rogues of every +description. + +It was certain that Jenny had been born and brought up in this vile +receptacle or Temple of Vice. Many people were found who had +recollections of Jenny as a child playing in the gutter, or on the steps +of St. Giles's Church. These recollections were of an edifying nature. +One gentleman, of an aspect which we call smug--somewhat resembling, in +fact, my cousin Matthew at his earliest and best--related in my hearing +that he had addressed the child, and on hearing that her ambition was to +become an Orange Girl at Drury Lane Theatre, had warned her against the +perils of that path; unhappily without effect, except that while he was +exhorting her to a godly life, his tears were checked by the theft of +his pocket-handkerchief. And so on: and so on; because the occasion gave +an opportunity for securing a momentary distinction, and when the +imagination is fired the tongue is loosed. + +Again, there is in the English mind something particularly repellant in +the life and the acts of the informer. Now it cannot be denied that in +my Trial, Jenny figured as one who had turned against her old friends +and associates; had used her knowledge to secure their arrest; and had +induced her mother and sister and at least one of the rogues of the +Black Jack, to join her in giving evidence against the conspirators. So +that when the news was spread abroad that her house, as well as the +Black Jack, had been wrecked and the contents destroyed there was at +first a strong feeling among many that this was a kind of wild justice +which she deserved, because she ought not to have turned against her +friends. As for the man for whose sake she did it, you may be sure that +the motive commonly attributed to her was such as would naturally +commend itself to the majority. That any woman should be so deeply moved +by generosity of heart, by love of justice, by honest indignation +against so foul a conspiracy as to resolve, at all risks and hazards, to +defeat the object of the villains, and to prevent the destruction of an +innocent man, required too high a flight to make it possible to be +considered by the common sort--I mean, not the poor, but the common sort +of 'respectable' burgesses; the folk of the coffee-house and the club. +The world always accepts the worst where it ought to believe the best. +And the wickedness of the natural man is never so strongly demonstrated +as when he is searching for motives. In a word, it was pretended and +believed, that in order to rescue her lover--a broken-down gentleman and +a highwayman--from the charge of robbery, which could only be proved by +the witnesses taking false names, in order to protect themselves, being +unfortunately rogues themselves, she brought a charge against them of +conspiracy and exposed their true names and their history, which she +could only effect by the knowledge she got from the Black Jack and the +assistance of her mother: that her lover, it was true, was cast loose +upon the world again; but that the innocence of those four persons, +including one most respectable attorney would be established as the +noonday clear at the ensuing Criminal Court at the Old Bailey. + +Further, it was spread abroad that Jenny had been arrested, at her +lover's house in the Rules of the King's Bench, that she had been +brought before Sir John Fielding and had been by him committed to +Newgate on a charge of receiving stolen goods. Receiving stolen goods! +What, however, could one expect from St. Giles's and the daughter of the +Black Jack? She who must needs expose the crimes of her friends was now +in prison on a charge far more serious than theirs. Receiving stolen +goods! Monstrous! And one who entertained even R-- P--s at her +Assemblies! And she was all the time acting with her mother in receiving +stolen goods! After this, what pity could one feel even for a woman so +beautiful and so engaging as Jenny Wilmot? But was she so beautiful? +Some of the men raised this question. Painted for the stage: all +artificial. Was she engaging? She played as she was taught: she smiled +and laughed as she was told to smile and laugh. That is not true acting. +Alas! Poor Jenny! Poor favourite of the town, how wert thou fallen! And +certainly for a day or two the reputation of Jenny was very low indeed. + +Suddenly, however, there came a change--to me most welcome, because +without doubt the mind of the town was poisoned and prejudiced against +Jenny, in whose favour no one ventured to speak. + +The first cause of the change was due to a paper--I think, if my memory +serves me right, in the _Connoisseur_. In this paper the 'Case of +Clarinda' put forth with great skill and power thinly disguised the +history of Jenny. I venture to quote a portion of that paper. As soon as +people understood that it was her history that was told the paper flew +from hand to hand: everybody in the coffee-houses and the taverns cried +out for it when they entered the house. And when it was read a silence +fell upon the room and shame upon all hearts. The author, I have always +understood, I know not why, was my Lord Brockenhurst, though he never +confessed it. + +The mottoes--there were two--were as follows: + + 'Non tali auxilio, non defensoribus istis Tempus eget;' + +and + + 'Tandem desine matrem.... sequi.' + +'The Case of Clarinda, whose future yet remains to be determined, is one +which ought to reduce to humility those who boast of our civilization +and the justice of our institutions. For, certainly, it will be allowed +that the first requisite of justice is that the officers of the State +shall be sufficiently provided with intelligence, with resources and +with encouragement, to search into all cases of alleged crime, and to +take care by ascertaining especially the private character and previous +history of the witnesses how far they are to be credited. In a word, +and speaking of those cases in which human intelligence can be of avail, +it should be impossible for an innocent man to be convicted of any crime +charged to him. Yet the case of Clarinda shows that such is the +condition of the times, such the weakness of our criminal procedure that +a conspiracy as vile, as villainous, as was ever concocted out of Hell +would have succeeded to the judicial murder of an innocent man, had it +not been for the activity, the courage, the lavish expenditure of a +woman unaided and single-handed. Her efforts have resulted in the escape +of the innocent man and the imprisonment of the conspirators. But at +what a price for herself? + +'Clarinda is the daughter of a widow who for a long time has kept a +tavern in that part of the town known as St. Giles's. It is not +pretended that the place is the resort of the Quality. There has been +nothing, however, alleged against the conduct of the house or the +character of the landlady. Some of the frequenters certainly belonged to +the ranks of those who live by their wits. It is not the case, as +alleged in some quarters, that Clarinda was ever the companion or the +friend of these people. When she was still quite young she was placed in +the pit of Drury Lane Theatre as an Orange Girl. Accident drew towards +her the attention of the manager, who found her clever and attractive +with a lovely face and figure, a charming manner, and a beautiful voice. +In a word, the Orange Girl was transferred to the stage, and there +became the delight of the town; the greatest favourite of living +actresses. + +'After a time Clarinda, as often happens to actresses, grew weary of the +stage, and longed for a quiet life in the country far from the lights +and music and applause of the Theatre. + +'Among the many who sighed for her was a young merchant from the city; +he said he was rich; he swore he loved her; he promised to take her out +of town to a country house where she would have a carriage, a garden, +and all that she could desire. + +'Clarinda listened. He was grave in demeanour; he was even austere; but +this proved that he was free from the vices of the men she more +frequently met. Clarinda accepted him, and they were married. + +'She discovered, on the very day of her marriage, that he had lied to +her. He was not rich, though once he had been possessed of a large +fortune; he was a gambler; he had gambled away all his money; he had +married her because she was lovely; he proposed to use her charms for +the purpose of attracting rich gentlemen to his rooms where he intended +to carry on a gaming table. + +'Clarinda on this discovery instantly left the man in disgust; but for +the moment she would not go back to the stage. She then took a large +house in one of the western squares. She decorated and furnished this +house, and she opened it for Masquerades and Assemblies. One day she +received a letter from two of the frequenters of her mother's house. +They were in a Debtors' Prison: they were afraid of becoming known, in +which case not only would other detainers be put in, but they might +themselves be arrested on some criminal charge. + +'Clarinda, always generous, went to the Prison, saw the two men, and +promised them relief. It was an unfortunate act of generosity, which in +the end worked toward her ruin. + +'In the Prison she espied a young man so closely resembling her own +unworthy husband that she accosted him and learned that he was +imprisoned, probably for life, by her husband aided by Mr. Vulpes, an +Attorney, on a vamped-up charge of debt with the hope of making him +obtain his liberty by selling his chance of succession to a large +fortune. + +'She obtained the release of this gentleman, who, with his wife, can +never cease to be sufficiently grateful to her. She gave him, for he was +a fine musician, a place in her orchestra. + +'She then learned that Vulpes, the attorney, together with one Traditor, +a Thief taker, was organizing another plot against this already injured +gentleman. But she was unable to learn the nature of the plot, except +that the two Villains whom she had released from Prison were involved in +it. The next step was that the gentleman was accused by the whole party +of four as a highway robber, and as such was cast into prison. + +'Then it was that our Magistrates should have taken up the case. +Clarinda repaired to Rhadamanthus, the Magistrate, and pointed out to +him the truth. He told her that he had neither men nor money to follow +up the case. Therefore Clarinda, at her own expense, fetched up from +various country prisons turnkeys and governors who should expose the +character of the witnesses; she persuaded her mother and sister to give +evidence to the same effect; in order to do this, she was obliged to buy +her mother out of the tavern. She herself gave evidence; and she made +her unwilling husband give evidence. The result was the acquittal of the +prisoner and the committal of the conspirators. Not the magistrates of +the country; but--_Dux femina facti_--a woman, without assistance, +single-handed, at her own private charges, has done this. + + '"Non tali auxilio non defensoribus istis Tempus eget." + +'That the mob should, in revenge, wreck her house and destroy her +property was to be expected at a time when we cannot protect our streets +in the very day time. But there was more. + +'Clarinda's mother at the time of the trial had in her keeping a certain +quantity of stolen property. Whether she knew it to be stolen or not +cannot be said. When, however, the old woman accepted Clarinda's +proposal that she should give evidence against the conspiracy she seems +to have thought that the garrets of her daughter's house would be a safe +place for storing these goods. She was observed to be conveying them by +a woman, the mistress of one of the conspirators. While the house was in +the hands of the mob, this woman looked for, and found the property--a +miserable paltry collection of rags--in the garrets. For the sake of +revenge she brought information against Clarinda, who now therefore lies +in Newgate waiting her trial at the Old Bailey. + +'What should Clarinda do? If she pleads "Not Guilty," which under +ordinary circumstances she should do; the more so as there is no +evidence whatever to connect her with any knowledge of these rags; she +will be acquitted; but then her mother will be arrested and tried on +this capital charge. If, on the other hand, she takes upon herself the +full responsibility, the mother escapes scot free while the daughter may +pay the full penalty for the crime. + +'The reader will not think it necessary to ask what course will be +pursued by Clarinda. The generous heart which would risk all, sacrifice +all, lavish all, in the cause of justice and for the rescue of a +man--not her lover, but a worthless husband's cousin--from an +ignominious and undeserved death, will assuredly not hesitate to save +her erring mother even at the risk of her own life. That generous heart; +that noble heart; will be sustained and followed unto the end, even +though justice demands the uttermost penalty, by the tears of all who +can admire heroic sacrifice and filial martyrdom.' + + * * * * * + +There was more, but this is enough. + +In a single day the voice of the people veered round to the opposite +pole. It was wonderful how quickly opinion was changed. Jenny, who +yesterday had been a traitress; a spy; a receiver of stolen goods; a +hussy with no character; suddenly became a heroine; a martyr. + +Then the men remembered once more that she was a wonderful actress; a +most charming woman; a most beautiful, graceful, vivacious creature. +Then, as of old, men recalled the evenings when as they sat in the pit, +Jenny seemed to have singled out one by one each for a separate and +individual smile, so that they went home, their heads in the clouds, to +dream of things impossible and unspeakable, and all the old love for the +Favourite returned to them, and they panted for Jenny to be set free. + +During this time I was with Jenny all day long ready to be of service to +her. The more I observed her, the more I marvelled at the strange power +which brought all men to their knees before her. She had but to smile +upon them and they were conquered. The Governor of the Prison was her +servant; the turnkeys were her slaves; her visitors crowded her narrow +cell every afternoon, while Jenny received them dressed like a Countess +with the manner of a Countess. Sometimes I was honoured by her commands +to play to them; tea and chocolate were served daily. Great ladies came +with the rest to gaze upon her; actresses, once her rivals, now came, +all rivalry apart, to weep over her; gentlemen wrote her letters of +passionate love; portrait painters begged on their knees permission to +limn her lovely features. In a word, for a while the centre of fashion +was Jenny's cell in Newgate. + +And every day, among the visitors stood my Lord of Brockenhurst, +foremost in sympathy and truest in friendship. He was, indeed, as Jenny +had assured me, the most loyal of the gentlemen and the most sincere of +friends. + +It must be added that Jenny's time in prison was not wholly spent in +converting a cell into a drawing-room of fashion. The unfortunate women, +her fellow-prisoners, were much worse off than the men; they had fewer +friends; they were suffered to starve on the penny loaf a day, the +allowance of the prison. They lay for the most part in cold and +starvation; in rags and dirt and misery overwhelming. Jenny went into +their yard and among them. There was the poor creature who had caused +her arrest. She was half starved now. Jenny gave her food and spoke to +her friendly without reproach; she sent food to others who were +starving. She not only fed them; she talked to them, not about their +sins, because poor Jenny knew nothing about sins except so far as that +certain deeds are punished by the law; but she talked to them about +being clean and neat: she revived the womanly instinct in them: made +them wash themselves, dress their hair, and take pleasure again in +making themselves attractive. Never had a woman a keener sense of the +duty of women to be beautiful. She made them in a week or two so +civilized that they left off fighting: there was not a black eye in the +place; and while Jenny was in the ward there was hardly so much as a +foul word. It was pretty to see how they loved her and welcomed her and +would have worked themselves to death for her. Poor lost souls--if +indeed they are lost! They must all be dead now. The horrible gallows +has killed some; the gaol fever, others; the fever of bad food and bad +drink and bad air, others, yet until the day of death I am sure that all +remembered Jenny. Notably, there was her accuser. She was sullen at +first; she was revengeful; next she was ashamed and turned aside; then +she wept; and then she became like a tame kitten following her through +the ward, hungering and thirsting for one more word--one more word of +friendship--from the very woman whom she had brought to this place. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE FALLEN ALDERMAN + + +Let me return to the wretched man who had caused this trouble. I learned +that, although his two fellow-prisoners declared openly that Mr. +Merridew's power was gone and that he would never again have the power +to hang anybody, some of his credit was still maintained: he pretended +that the books--of which he spoke often and with pride, were still kept +up, and that every man's life and liberty were in his hands: and many +poor rogues, thinking to curry favour, waited upon him daily, bringing +him presents of wine, tobacco and (secretly) rum, so that he was able to +be drunk and to forget his anxieties for the greater part of the day. +The two rebels against his authority, the Bishop and the Captain, +carried themselves bravely: there is, indeed, in the profession of the +rogue something of the soldier, in that they both brave dangers without +fear. The battle field is covered with the dead and wounded: but there +are plenty left standing unhurt: every soldier thinks he will escape: +the rogue's field of honour is covered with whipping-posts, stocks, +pillory, and gallows. It is far more dangerous than the field of battle. +Yet every rogue hopes to escape, and carries himself accordingly. +Perhaps it is better so. One would not wish such a crew to be whining +and snivelling and pretending repentance and imploring pity. + +One day I met, coming out of the prison, one whose face and appearance I +knew. He was old and bent, and in rags: his woollen stockings were in +holes: the elbows of his coat were gone: his hat was too limp to +preserve its shape: his buttons were off his coat--he wore the old jasey +with a broken pigtail. I touched him on the shoulder. + +'You are Mr. Probus's clerk?' I said. + +'If I am, Sir,' he replied, 'is that a crime?' + +'No--no--no. But you remember me? You bade me once go throw myself into +the river with a stone about my neck.' + +'Ay--ay,' he replied. 'Yes, I remember you now. I did, I did. Was it +good advice, young man?' + +'It was, doubtless, very good advice. But I did not take it. What are +you doing here?' + +'I come to look after my master,' he replied simply. + +'Your master? He has kept you in rags and wretchedness. He has given you +a starvation wage.' + +'Yet he is my master. I have eaten his bread, though it was bitter. I +come every day to look after him.' + +'Has he no friends? No wife or children to do this for him?' + +'His friends were his money bags till he lost them. They were his wife +and children as well.' + +'Has he no relations--cousins--nephews?' + +'Perhaps--he has driven them all away long ago.' + +'You are his friend at least.' + +'I am his clerk,' he repeated. 'Sir, since my master found that all his +money had been thrown away and lost, he has not been himself. He has +been mad with rage and grief. That is why he hatched that unfortunate +plot. I was in Court and heard it. Ah! he was not himself, Sir, I assure +you. Common tricks he practised daily, because he knew how far he could +go. But not such a big job as this conspiracy. In his sober senses he +would not have been so mad. Have you seen him, Sir? Have you observed +the change in him? 'Twould bring tears to a flint. He moans and laments +all day long.' + +'Yes, I have seen him.' + +'Sir, he thinks about nothing else. Sir, I verily believe that he does +not know even that he is in Newgate. All the money he had in the world +is gone--lent to Mr. Matthew and lost by Mr. Matthew. Terrible! +Terrible!' + +'Was there not some lent to the man Merridew?' + +'A trifle, Sir: a few hundreds only. No: it is all gone. My master and I +must become beggars and go together into the workhouse.' He shook his +poor old head and went his way. + +Now this man had received the treatment of a dog. How long he had been +with Probus: what was his previous history I never knew: it matters not: +he had received the treatment of a dog and the wages of a galley slave: +yet he was faithful and stood by his master--the only living thing who +did--in his adversity as in his prosperity. + +I next heard from Mr. Ramage that the Counting House was closed and the +gates of the Quay locked: that Matthew had run away. Then that the +unfortunate Alderman, partner in the House, had been arrested for debt +and was taken to the Fleet Prison. After this, that Matthew had been +arrested: that he was bankrupt: that he had been taken to the same +prison: and that the whole amount of the liabilities was now so great +that this meant certain imprisonment for life. By the custom of London, +too, a creditor may, before the day of payment, arrest his debtor and +oblige him to find sureties to pay the money on the day it shall become +due. By this custom the whole of Jenny's liabilities became the cause of +new detainers, so that I believe the total amount for which Matthew was +imprisoned was not far short of £150,000. I conveyed this intelligence +to my mistress. + +'Misfortune,' she said, gravely, 'is falling upon all of us. Thou alone +wilt survive--the triumph of virtue. Go, however, take the man +something, or he will starve. Give it him from me, Will. Tell him--tell +him'--She considered for a little. 'Tell him--as soon as I can +forget, I will forgive. Not that he cares whether he is forgiven +or not. A man, Will, I very truly believe, may be anything he +pleases--drunkard--murderer--highwayman: yet something may still survive +in him of human kindness. There will still be a place, perhaps, for +compassion or for love. But for a gambler there is no compassion left. +He is more hardened than the worst villain in this wretched place: he +has neither sense, nor pity, nor affection, nor anything. He is all +gambler.' + +'I will give him your money, Jenny. But not your message.' + +She smiled sadly. 'Go, Will. The money will solace him as long as it +lasts. Perhaps a quarter of an hour.' + +I repaired without delay to the Fleet Prison. Those who walk up and down +the Fleet market know of the open window in the wall and the grating, +behind which stands a man holding a tin box which he rattles to attract +attention while he repeats his parrot cry, 'Pity the Poor Prisoners! +Pity the Poor Prisoners!' This humiliation is imposed upon those of the +Common side: they must beg or they must starve. What was my surprise and +shame--who could believe that one of my family should fall so low?--to +recognise in the prisoner behind these bars, my cousin Matthew! None +other. His face was pale--it had always been pale: now it was white: his +hand shook: he was unshaven and uncombed: I pretended not to notice him. +I entered the prison and was told that he was holding the plate, but +would be free in half an hour. So I waited in the yard until he came +out, being relieved of his task. I now saw that he was in rags. How can +a man dressed as a substantial merchant fall into rags in a few days? +There was but one answer. The gambler can get rid of everything: +Matthew had played for his clothes and lost. + +I accosted him. At sight of me he fell into a paroxysm of rage. He +reviled and cursed me. I had been the cause of all his misfortunes: he +wept and sobbed, being weak for want of food and cold. So I let him go +on until he stopped and sank exhausted upon the bench. + +Then I told him that I had come to him from his wife. He began again to +curse and to swear. It was Jenny now who was the cause of all his +troubles: it was Jenny who refused to obey him: her liabilities alone +had prevented him from weathering the storm: he should certainly have +weathered the storm: and so on--foolish recrimination that meant +nothing. + +I made no answer until he had again exhausted his strength, but not his +bitterness. + +'Matthew,' I said, 'the woman against whom you have been railing sends +you money. Here it is. Use it for living and not for gambling,' The +money I gave him was five guineas. + +The moment he had it in his hand he hurried away as fast as he could go. +I thought he ran away in order to conceal his agitation or shame at +receiving these coals of fire. Not so, it was in order to find out +someone who would sit down to play with him. Oh! It was a madness. + +I watched him. He ran to the kitchen and bought some food. He swallowed +it eagerly. Then he bent his steps to the coffee-room. I followed and +looked in. He was already at a table opposite another man, and in his +hands was a pack of cards. In a few hours or a few minutes--it mattered +not which--Jenny's present of five guineas would be gone, and the man +would be destitute again. Poor wretch! One forgave him all considering +this madness that had fallen upon him. + +'But,' said Jenny, 'he was bad before he was mad. He was bad when he +married me: he is only worse: nothing more is the matter with him.' + +But my uncle, the Alderman, also involved in the bankruptcy, had been +carried to the same place, while his great house on Clapham Common, with +all his plate and fine furniture, had been sold for the benefit of the +creditors. Matthew had ruined all. I went to see him. He was on the +Masters', not the common side. It was a most melancholy spectacle. For +my own part I bore the poor man no kind of malice. He had but believed +things told him concerning me. He gave me his hand. + +'Nephew,' he said, his voice breaking, 'this is but a poor place for an +Alderman: yet it is to be my portion for the brief remainder of my days. +What would my brother--your father--have said if he had known? But he +could not even suspect: no one could suspect--' + +'Nay, Sir,' I said, 'I hope that your creditors will give you a speedy +release.' + +'I doubt it, Will. They are incensed--and justly so--at their treatment +by--by--Matthew. They reproach me with not knowing what was doing--why, +Will, I trusted my son'--he sobbed--'my son--Absalom, my son--the steady +sober son, for whom I have thanked God so often: Will, he made me +believe evil things of thee: he accused thee of such profligacy as we +dare not speak of in the City: profligacy such as young men of Quality +may practise but not young men of the City. I dared not tell my brother +all that he told me.' + +'Indeed, Sir, I know how he persuaded not only you but my father as +well--to my injury. In the end it was my own act and deed that drove me +forth, because I would not give up my music.' + +'If not that, then something else would have served his purpose. Alas! +Will. Here come your cousins. Heed them not. They are bitter with me. +Heed them not.' + +The girls, whom I had not seen since my father's funeral, marched along +with disdainful airs pulling their hoops aside, as once before, to +prevent the contamination of a touch. They reddened when they saw me, +but not with friendliness. + +'Oh!' said one, 'he comes to gloat over our misfortunes.' + +'Ah! No doubt they make him happy.' + +'Cousins,' I said, 'I am in no mood to rejoice over anything except my +own escape from grievous peril. The hand of the Lord is heavy upon this +family. We are all afflicted. As for your brother Matthew, it is best to +call him mad.' + +'Who hath driven him mad?' asked Amelia, the elder. 'The revengeful +spirit of his cousin!' + +This was their burden. Women may be the most unreasonable of all +creatures. These girls could not believe that their brother was guilty: +the bankruptcy of the House: the stories of his gambling: his marriage +with an actress: his evidence in the Court: were all set down as +instigated, suggested, encouraged, or invented, by his wicked cousin, +Will. It matters not: I have no doubt that the legend had grown in their +minds until it was an article of their creed: if they ever mention the +Prodigal Son--who is now far away--it is to deplore the wicked wiles by +which he ruined their martyred Saint: their brother Matthew. + +'It is of no use,' I said to my uncle, 'to protest, to ask what my +cousins mean, or how I could have injured Matthew, had I desired. I may +tell you, Sir, that I learned only a short time ago that Matthew was a +gambler: that the affairs of the House were desperate: and that an +attempt was to be made upon my life--an attempt of which Matthew was +cognizant--even if he did not formally consent. So, Sir, I take my +leave.' + +They actually did not know that Matthew was within the same +walls.--Father and son: the father on the Masters' side, dignified at +least with the carriage of fallen authority: the son a ragged, shambling +creature, with no air at all save that of decay and ruin. Unfortunate +indeed was our House: dismal indeed was its fall: shameful was its end. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE END OF THE CONSPIRACY + + +The trial of our four friends for conspiracy took place in the middle of +January. For my own part, I had to relate in open Court the whole +history with which you are already acquainted: the clause in my father's +will giving me a chance of obtaining a large fortune if I should survive +my cousin: the attempts made by Mr. Probus to persuade me to sell the +chance of succession: the trumping up of a debt which never existed: my +imprisonment in a debtors' Prison: my release by Jenny's assistance: the +renewed attempts of Mr. Probus to gain my submission: his threats: and +the truth about the alleged robbery. I also stated that two of the +defendants had been imprisoned in the King's Bench at the same time as +myself and that they were at that time close companions. + +The Counsel for the defence cross-examined me rigorously but with no +effect. My story was plain and simple. It was, in a word, so much to the +interest of Mr. Probus to get me to renounce my chance that he stuck at +nothing in order to effect this purpose--or my death. + +I sat down and looked about me. Heavens! with what a different mind from +that with which I stood in the dock now occupied by my enemies. I should +have been more than human had I not felt a great satisfaction at the +sight of these four men standing in a row. Let me call it gratitude, not +satisfaction. The spectacle of the chief offender, the contriver of the +villainy, Mr. Probus, was indeed enough to move one's heart to terror, +if not to pity. The wretched man had lost, with the whole of his money, +the whole of his wits. The money was his God, his Religion, his Heaven: +he had lost the harvest of a life: he was old: he would get no more +clients: he would save no more money. He would probably have to make a +living, as others of his kind have done, by advising and acting as an +attorney for the rabble of St. Giles's and Clerkenwell. He stood with +rounded shoulders and bowed head: he clutched at the iron spikes before +him: he pulled the sprigs of rue to pieces: he appeared to pay no +attention at all to the evidence. + +Mr. Merridew, on the other hand, showed in his bearing the greatest +possible terror and anxiety: he gasped when his Counsel seemed to make a +point in his favour: he shivered and shook when his part in the plot was +exposed. He who had given evidence in so many hanging cases unconcerned, +now stood in the dock himself. He was made to feel--what he had never +before considered--the natural horror of the prisoner and the dreadful +terror of the sentence. + +The case might have been strengthened by the evidence of the landlady of +the Black Jack. She, worthy soul, was out of the way, and no one +inquired after her. Nor was her daughter Doll present on the occasion. +But there was evidence enough. The gaolers and masters of the country +prisons proved the real character of the two witnesses who called +themselves respectively a clergyman and a country gentleman. Ramage, the +clerk, proved, as before, that Probus brought Merridew to the Counting +House. Jack, the country lad, proved the consultations at the Black Jack +between Probus, Merridew, and the two others. These two, indeed, behaved +with some manliness. They had given up all hope of an acquittal and +could only hope that the sentence would be comparatively light. They +therefore made a creditable appearance of undaunted courage, a thing +which is as popular in their profession as in any other. + +I do not suppose their crime was capital. Otherwise the Judge would most +certainly have sent them all to the gallows. + +'Many,' he said at the end, 'are justly executed for offences mild +indeed, in comparison with the detestable crime of which you stand +convicted.' + +When the case was completed and all the evidence heard, the Judge asked +the prisoners, one after the other, what they had to say in their own +defence. + +'Ezekiel Probus, you have now to lay before the Court whatever you have +to urge in your own defence.' + +Mr. Probus, still with hanging head, appeared not to hear. The warder +touched him on the shoulder and whispered. He held up his head for a +moment: looked round the court, and murmured: + +'No--no--it is all gone.' + +Nothing more could be got from him. + +'John Merridew, you have now the opportunity of stating your own case.' + +He began in a trembling voice. He said that he had been long a sheriff's +officer: that he had incurred great odium by his zeal in the arrest of +criminals: that it was not true that he had concocted any plot either +with Mr. Probus or with the other prisoners: that he was a man of +consideration whose evidence had frequently been received with respect +in that very court: that it was not true, further, as had been stated by +the Prosecution, that he had ever encouraged thieves or advised them to +become highwaymen: that, if he went to such places as the Black Jack, it +was to arrest villains in the cause of Justice: that he deposed at the +last trial, what he saw or thought he saw--namely a scuffle: he might +have been in too great a hurry to conclude that the late prisoner +Halliday was the assaulting party: the night was dark: he only knew the +two witnesses as two rogues whom he intended to bring to justice on a +dozen capital charges for each, as soon as he was out of Newgate: and +that he was a person--this he earnestly begged the Court to +consider--without whom the criminal Courts would be empty and Justice +would be rendered impossible. With more to the same effect, and all +with such servile cringings and entreaties for special consideration as +did him, I am convinced, more harm than good. + +When it came to the Doctor's turn, he boldly declared that if the +verdict of the Jury went against him--'And gentlemen,' he said, 'I must +own that the evidence has certainly placed me in a strange, and +unexpected and most painful position'--he would bring over the +Archbishop of Dublin: the Dean of St. Patrick's Cathedral: and the +Provost of Trinity College: besides noblemen of the Irish Peerage and +many of his old parishioners in order to prove that he was what he +pretended to be. 'The assurance, gentlemen, that I shall be thus +supported, enables me to bear up even against your possible view of the +case and his Lordship's possible opinion. To a Divine of unblemished +life it is, I confess, inexpressibly painful to be confused with forgers +and highwaymen.' + +Lastly, the gallant Captain spoke of himself. 'This,' he said with a +front of brass, 'is a case of most unfortunate resemblance. It appears +that I bear some likeness to a certain notorious robber and highwayman +called, it is said, the Captain.' Here the whole Court burst into +laughter, so unabashed was the villain when he pronounced these words. +He looked round him with affected wonder. 'The event of this trial, +however,' he went on, 'matters but little because in two or three weeks +I can bring to town the Mayor and Alderman, the Town Clerk, the Rector +of the Church and the Master of the Grammar School of my native town to +testify that I am what I have declared myself to be. This being so, +gentlemen, you may proceed, if you please, to do your duty.' + +The Judge then summed up. He went through the whole case, adopting the +views of the Counsel for the Prosecution. He said that the evidence +before him was practically unshaken. It showed that these men, who had +pretended to know nothing of each other were in fact banded and allied +together--in short he gave the whole weight of his opinion against the +prisoners. Indeed, I cannot think what else he would do seeing the +nature of the evidence. So he left the jury to find their verdict. + +They found it, without leaving the box. It was a verdict of 'Guilty' +against all four prisoners. I looked to see the Judge assume the black +cap. To my surprise, he did not. He began by commenting in the +strongest terms on the diabolical wickedness of the conspiracy. He said +that he could find no difference as to the respective guilt of one or +the other. The prisoner Probus, a member of a learned profession, was +the contriver or designer of the deed: perhaps he might be thought the +worst. Indeed, his was a depth of infamy to which it was difficult to +find a rival or an equal. He would be punished worse than the rest +because he would infallibly lose by his disgrace his profession and his +practice. The infamy of the prisoner Merridew, when one considered the +hold that he had over a large number of criminals and rogues, was very +close to that of the prisoner Probus. He had apparently forced the other +two into carrying out the plot, on threat of informing against them. In +short, he pronounced the sentence of the court; namely, that the +prisoners should stand in pillory for an hour and then be imprisoned for +the space of four years. + +On hearing the sentence Mr. Merridew shrieked aloud. 'My Lord!' he +cried. 'My Lord! Have mercy! They will murder me!' + +They led him off crying that he was a murdered man. The Doctor swelled +out his cassock. 'The Archbishop,' he said, 'will arrive, I believe, +next week. There will still be time for his Grace to procure my +release.' So rolling his head and squaring his sleeves, he followed +along the passage which leads to the Prison. + +I left the Court and made my way through the crowd to the gates of +Newgate in order to tell Jenny. + +'Four years,' she said, 'will more than suffice to ruin the man +Merridew. His companies of thieves will be broken up; he will no longer +have any hold over them. He will have to turn rogue himself. When all +has been said, this is the greatest villain of them all. I hope they +will not maltreat the prisoners in pillory; because there they are +defenceless. But a thief-taker--a thief-taker, they cannot abide. If I +were Mr. Merridew I should wish the job well over.' + +While we were discoursing there came a message from the Captain. Would +Madame grant him the favour of speech with her? + +He came in, walking with his heavy clanking irons. He had lost the +braggart swagger which he assumed at the trial, and now looked as +humble as any pickpocket about to undergo the discipline of the pump. + +'Madame,' he said, 'I thank you for this favour.' + +'Your trial is over, Captain, I hear.' + +'It is over,' he sighed. 'Mr. Halliday, Sir, I hope you are satisfied.' + +'I desire no revenge,' I said. 'I want safety and peace--nothing more. +These blessings you and your friends denied me.' + +'It is quite true, Sir. It was a most damnable plot. The only excuse for +me is that I had no choice but to comply and obey, or be hanged.' + +'Captain, I do not desire more of your company than is necessary. Will +you tell me what you want of me?' + +'The sentence is'--he made a wry face--'Pillory, Pillory, Madame. And +four years' imprisonment. But the four years will pass--what I fear is +Pillory.' + +'I have heard of a man's friends protecting him.' + +'Mine will do what they can. But, Madame, my fear is not so much on my +own account as that I may be put up on the same scaffold with Mr. +Merridew or Mr. Probus. There isn't a rogue in London who will not come +out with something for the thief-taker. Madame, no one knows the terror +in which we poor robbers live. The world envies us our lot; they think +it is glorious to ride out of a moonlight night and stop the coach all +alone. They don't know that the thief-taker is always behind the +highwayman. He lays his hand on the largest share of the swag; he +encourages lads to take the roads, and whenever he wants money he says +that the time is up and then he takes the reward. My time was up.' + +'I know all this--unhappily--as well as you. What do you want me to do?' + +'Mr. Probus--he will prove quite as unpopular as Merridew. They thirst +for his blood. There will be murder done in the pillory. Madame, for the +love of God, do something for me.' + +'What?' + +'You have great influence. Everybody knows what powerful friends you +have. Make them put the two unpopular prisoners on the same scaffold. +They will share the flints between them. Let me stand up beside the +Bishop. Nobody will give us much more than a dead cat or two and a +basket of rotten eggs. But the other two'--he shivered with cold +terror--'I know not what will happen to them.' + +'Well, Captain, perhaps if Merridew gives up the profession, you may +possibly turn honest man again when you go out of this place.' + +He shook his head. 'No, that is impossible.' + +'Well, I will do this. The Governor of the Prison is civil to me. I will +ask him as a special favour to place you as you desire. I hope that you +both--the Bishop as well as yourself--will enjoy your short hour on that +elevated position. Will, give the Captain a bottle of wine to take away +with him. You can go, sir.' + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE HONOURS OF THE MOB + + +It was far from my intention to witness the reception of my friends in +Pillory from the sympathizing mob. I was, however, reminded that the day +had arrived by finding in my morning walk from Lambeth to the Old Bailey +the Pillory itself actually erected, in St Martin's Lane, somewhat above +St. Martin's Church. It was put up in the open space where Long Acre +runs into St Martin's Lane, very nearly in the actual spot where the +assault was delivered and the plot carried out A just retribution. Even +now, after thirty years, only to think of the villainy causes my blood +to boil: nothing surely could be bad enough for these creatures, vilest +of all the vile creatures of this wicked town. At the same time when I +saw the preparations that were making for the reception of the +criminals, my heart sank, and I would willingly have spared them all and +forgiven them all to save them from what followed. + +The pillory, on a scaffold four feet high, was put up with +'accommodation'--if we may so describe it--for two persons standing side +by side, so that they could not see each other. They were also so close +together that favours intended for the face of one might if they missed +him be received by some part of the body of the other. A vast crowd was +already assembled, although the sentence would not be carried out till +eleven, and it was then barely nine. The crowd consisted of the scum and +off-scouring of the whole city: there was a company from Southwark. +While I was looking on, they arrived marching in good form like +soldiers: there were contributions from Turnmill Street and +Hockley-by-the-Hole: there were detachments from the Riverside: from St. +Katherine's by the Tower: from Clerkenwell: but, above all, from St. +Giles's. + +'Who is to stand up there to-day?' I asked one of them--a more +decent-looking man than most. Of course, I knew very well, but I wished +to find out what the people intended. + +'Where do you come from, not to know that?' the man replied. ''Tis the +thief-taker: him that makes the rogue: teaches the rogue and then sells +the rogue. Now we've got him--wait till we leave him. And there's the +lawyer who made the plot to hang a man. We've got him, too. We don't +often get a lawyer. Wait a bit--wait a bit. You shall see what they'll +look like when we leave them.' + +He had his apron full of something or other--rotten eggs, perhaps: or +rotten apples: or, perhaps, brickbats. The faces of all around expressed +the same deadly look of revenge. I thought of the Captain's terror, and +of his petition to Jenny; that he might be put up with the Bishop; it +was impossible not to feel awed and terrified at the aspect of so much +hatred and such deliberate preparation for revenge. A thief-taker and a +lawyer! Oh! noble opportunity! Some carried baskets filled with +missiles: some had their aprons full; the women for their part brought +rotten eggs and dead cats, stinking rabbits, and all kinds of putrid +offal in baskets and in their arms, as if they had been things precious +and costly. They conferred together and laughed, grimly telling what +they had to throw, and how they would throw it. + +'I don't waste my basket,' said one, 'on rotten eggs. There's something +here sharper than rotten eggs. He took my man before his time was up, +because he wanted the money. My man was honest before he met Merridew, +who made him a rogue, poor lad!--yes, made him--told him what to +do--taught him: made him a highwayman: told him where to go; hired a +horse for him and gave him a pistol. Then he sold him--got forty pounds +and a Tyburn ticket for him and twenty pounds allowance for his own +horse. Oh! If my arm is strong enough! Let me get near him--close to +him, good people.' + +'He took my son,' said another, 'to be sure he was a rogue, but he +thieved in a safe way till John Merridew got him. If I had my strength +that I used to have it wouldn't be rotten eggs; but never mind--there's +others besides me. Don't waste your brickbats: throw straight: let the +women get to the front. Oh! He shall look very pretty when he is carried +home. He shall have a pleasant hour with his friends. We love him, don't +we? We love him like a son, we do.' + +This man had for years exercised absolute sway over Rogueland. He +instructed the young in the various branches of the criminal's horrid +trade: he led them on from pocket-picking to stealing from stalls and +bulkheads: to shop-lifting; to burglary; to robbery in the street: to +forgery: to coining and issuing false coin: to highway robbery and, at +times, to murder. 'Twas the most accomplished and the most desperate +villain that ever lived--I cannot believe that his like was ever known. +No one dared to cross him or to refuse his orders. If anyone should be +so presumptuous, he speedily repented in Newgate under a capital charge +followed by a capital sentence. There are so many ways of getting +hanged, and so few outside the law know what offences may be capital and +what are not, that there was never any certainty in the mind of the +smallest rogue that he was safe from such a charge. Children of fourteen +on his information were hung as well as grown men: little girls of +fourteen were hung on his information as well as grown women: for +shop-lifting, for lifting linen from the hedge--why this devil incarnate +would instigate a child to commit a capital offence and then give him +into custody for the reward, careless whether the child was hanged or +not. It was a terrible end that he met with. I read sometimes of +dreadful punishments: of tortures and agonies: yet I cannot picture to +myself a punishment more awful than to stand up before an infuriated and +implacable mob; to look down upon thousands of faces and to see no gleam +of relenting upon one: not one with a tear of pity: to hear their yells +of execration: to see their arms springing up with one consent----Poor +wretch! Poor wretch! + +These people knew very well that Mr. Merridew could hang them all: that, +in course of time, he would hang them all; and that, if they offended +him, he would hang them all at once. It was a terrible weapon for one +man to wield: nor can I believe that the laws of the land intended that +any one man should be able to wield such a weapon. Why they allowed him +to exist I know not--seeing their insensibility to crime, one would +think that they would have murdered him long before. From wives he had +taken their husbands; from mothers their sons; from girls their +sweethearts: he had taken their wives and their mistresses from the men; +he had taken the boys--one cannot say the innocent boys--from their +playfellows; and he had hanged them all. It would be interesting to know +how many he had hanged, this murderous, blood-stained villain, whose +heart was like the nether millstone for hardness. + +The punishment of pillory hands a man over to the people, for judgment +and execution or for acquittal or for pardon. The law says practically, +'We find him guilty: we assign him a term of imprisonment: it is for the +people to increase the punishment or to protest against it.' In the case +of a common rogue, whose offence is in no way remarkable, a few rotten +eggs, broken on his face and dropping yellow streams over the nose and +cheeks, please the mob, who like this harmless demonstration in favour +of virtue which does not hurt their friend and brother, the prisoner. In +other cases, where the sympathy of the people is entirely with the +prisoner, one hour of pillory means an hour of triumph. For they bring +bands of music and welcome the criminal; they shout applause: they hang +the pillory with flowers: they take out the horses and drag the +carriage. This happened to Dr. Shebbeare, who came to the pillory in the +sheriff's carriage and stood in front of the pillory, not in it, a man +holding an umbrella over his head the whole time to keep off the rain. +It is, however, the most terrible punishment that can be devised when +the mob are infuriated with the prisoner. In this case the thief-taker, +the Man-slayer was about to stand before them: and with him the designer +of a plot to take away the life of an innocent man. + +The crowd now became so dense that it was impossible to get forwards or +back. Therefore, though it might seem revengeful to look on at the +popular reception of these two wretches, I was fain to stay where I was, +namely, on the top step of Slaughter's Coffee House. The time passed +quickly while I stood looking on and listening. The crowd grew thicker: +on the outskirts with me were many respectable persons. Their +indignation against the crime was, like mine, tempered by the prospect +of the horrible punishment that awaited the evil-doers. I would not tell +them that I myself was the object of this plot, for fear of being +considered as wishing to enjoy a revenge full and satisfying. + +'The greatest villain of the four,' said one gentleman, 'is the +attorney. He will barely escape, I think: but these people are assembled +to vent their revenge upon the thief-taker. I know not whether, when he +is gone, crime will decrease, but it is time that something was done to +prevent the encouragement of crime with one hand, and the arrest of the +criminal with the other. Such a wretch, Sir, is not fit to live.' + +'And,' said another, 'unless I mistake, we are here to witness the +resolution of the mob that he shall no longer live.' + +At eleven o'clock there was a shout which ran all down St. Martin's +Lane. 'Here they come! here they come!' followed by roars which were +certainly not meant for applause and approval. + +'It is an awful moment,' said my next neighbour. 'If I could get out of +the throng I would go away. It will be a terrible spectacle.' + +There was a force of constables round the pillory. As it appeared +immediately afterwards, it was insufficient. They formed a circle +standing shoulder to shoulder, to keep back the crowd and to preserve an +open space round the scaffold. It is a merciful plan because the greater +the distance, the better is the prisoner's chance. + +The prisoners were brought in a cart. It was recognised by the crowd as +a cart used for flogging unfortunates, and there were jokes on the +subject, perhaps the hitching of shoulders, as it passed. It was guarded +by a force of constables armed with clubs; not that they feared a +rescue, but that they feared a rush of the crowd and the tearing of the +prisoners to pieces. + +I was standing, I say, on the highest doorstep of Slaughter's Coffee +House, the windows of which were full of men looking on. Looking thus +over the heads of the people, I saw that the driver and the prisoner +Probus were covered already with filth and with rotten eggs. The former +cursed the people. 'Why can't you wait--you?' he cried as the eggs flew +about his head or broke upon his face. Mr. Probus sat on the bench bowed +and doubled up. He showed no fear: he was as one who is utterly broken +up, and in despair: he had lost his money--all his money: the work of +his life. That was all he cared for. He was disgraced and imprisoned--he +had lost his money. He was going to be pelted in the pillory--he had +lost his money--nothing else mattered. + +To a revengeful man this day's work was revenge indeed, ample and +satisfying, if revenge ever can satisfy. I do not think it can: one +would want to repeat it every day: the man in the Italian Poem who gnaws +his enemy's head can never have enough of his cruel and horrid revenge. +I hope, however, that no one will think that I rejoiced over sufferings, +terrors, and pain unspeakable; even though they were deserved. + +If Mr. Probus showed callousness and insensibility extraordinary, his +companion behaved in exactly an opposite manner. For he had thrown +himself down in the bottom of the cart, and there lay writhing while the +execrations of the people followed the cart. When the procession arrived +at the pillory it took six men to drag him out. He covered his face with +his hands: he wept--the tears ran down his cheeks: he clung to the +constables; it took a quarter of an hour before they had him up the +steps and on the platform: it took another ten minutes before he was +placed in the machine, his face turned towards the crowd on the north +side with his helpless hands struck through the holes. As for the other +he stood facing the south. + +When both the miserable men were ready the under-sheriff and the +constables ducked their heads and ran for their lives from the stage +down the ladder and waited under cover. + +For, with a roar as of a hungry wild beast the mob began. There was no +formal or courteous commencement with rotten eggs and dead cats. These +things, it is true, were flung, and with effect. But from the very +beginning they were accompanied by sharp flints, stones and brickbats. +The mob broke through the line of constables and filled up the open +space; they pushed the women to the front: I think they were mad: they +shrieked and yelled execrations: the air was thick with missiles; where +did they come from? There were neither pause nor cessation. For the +whole time the storm went on: the under-sheriff wanted, I have heard, to +take down the men; but no one would venture on the stage to release +them. Meanwhile with both of them the yellow streams of broken eggs had +given way to blood. Their faces and heads were covered every inch--every +half inch--with open bleeding wounds: their eyes were closed, their +heads held down as much as they could: if they groaned; if they +shrieked; if they prayed for mercy; if they prayed for the mercy of +Heaven since from man there was none; no one could hear in the Babel of +voices from the mob. It was the Thief-taker, the Man-slayer, who was the +principal object of the crowd's attention: but they could not +distinguish between the two and they soon threw at one head or the other +impartially. It was indeed a most dreadful spectacle of the popular +justice. Just so, the Jews took out the man who worshipped false idols, +and the woman who was a witch and stoned them with stones, so that they +died. For my own part I can never forget that sight of the two bowed +heads at which a mob of I know not how many hundreds crowded together in +a narrow street hurled everything that they could find, round paving +stones, sharp flints, broken bricks, wooden logs, with every kind of +execration that the worst and lowest of the people can invent. From the +south and from the north: there was an equal shower; there was no +difference. + +For a whole hour this went on. The pillory should have been turned every +quarter of an hour. But no one dared to mount the stage in order to turn +it--besides it was safer to let one side exhaust their artillery than to +tempt the unspent stores of the other side. + +At last the hour of twelve struck. There was a final discharge: then all +stopped. The heads hung down inanimate, motionless. Had the mob, then, +killed them both? + +The under-sheriff mounted the stage: one of the constables cleared it of +the miscellaneous stuff lying at the feet of the prisoners; then they +took out the men. Both were senseless; they were carried down the steps +and placed in the cart. The driver went to the horse's head; the +constables closed in: the show was over. + +In five minutes the whole crowd had dispersed; they had enjoyed the very +rare chance of expressing their opinion upon a Thief-taker and an +Attorney. They went off in great spirits, marching away in companies +each in its own direction. Those from Clare Market I observed, were +headed by music peculiar to that district played by eight butchers with +marrow-bones and cleavers. + +The horrid business over I thought I would learn how the other two fared +in Soho Square. The pillory was still standing when I got there, but the +business of the day was over. From a gentleman who had been a spectator +I learned that the two men were turned to the four quarters in the +pillory, that their friends on the St. Giles's side would not pelt them; +but that on the other three sides they received a liberal allowance of +eggs and such harmless gifts, together with a more severe expression of +opinion in stones and brickbats. They were taken out wounded and +bleeding, but they could walk down the ladder and were carried off in +their right senses, at least. + +I went on to Newgate. There I learned that the man Merridew was already +dead: he was found dead in the cart when he was brought in. It was not +wonderful. His skull was battered in; his cheek-bones were broken: his +jaw was fractured: for the last half-hour it was thought he had been +already senseless if not dead. The case of Mr. Probus was nearly as bad. +He was breathing, they told me, and no more. It was doubtful if he would +recover. + +The Captain and the Bishop were, as I have said, more fortunate. They +escaped with scars which would disfigure them for life. But they did +escape, and since their master the Man-slayer was dead, they might begin +again, once out of prison, with another rope much longer, perhaps, than +the first. + +I suppose they are long since hanged, both of them. No other lot was +possible for them. I have not seen them or heard of them, since that +day. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +"GUILTY, MY LORD" + + +The days slipped away. Visitors came, gazed, and departed. Our attorney +exhorted Jenny every day to consider her decision and to prepare a +defence. + +'Consider, Madame,' he urged earnestly, 'you will stand before a Court +already prepossessed by the knowledge of your history, in your favour. +There will be no pressure of points against you. It will be shown, nay, +it is already well known, that you have, by your own unaided efforts, +defeated a most odious conspiracy and made it possible for the +conspirators to be brought to justice. This fact, further, assigns +reasons and motives for the persecution and the malignity of their +friends. I am prepared to show that at the time when you are charged +with receiving stolen property you were occupying a fine position; that +you were solvent because you were receiving large sums of money: that +you were the last person to be tempted even to receive stolen goods +especially those of a mean and worthless character. Those who might +otherwise be ready to perjure themselves against you will be afraid to +speak since this last business. You have this protection brought about +by your own action. It will be impossible to prove that you had any +knowledge of the property found on your premises.' + +'All that is true. Yet, dear Sir, I cannot change my mind.' + +'It is so true that I cannot believe it possible under the circumstances +for a jury to convict: you are also, Madame, which is a very important +feature in the case, possessed of a face and form whose loveliness alone +proclaims your innocence.' + +'Oh! Sir, if loveliness had aught to do with justice! But could I, even +then, rely upon that claim?' + +'Let me instruct Counsel. He will brush aside the evidence! Good +Heavens! What evidence! A woman swears that she saw the property carried +into your house during the whole of a certain night. That is quite +possible. Certain shopkeepers have been found to swear to some of the +articles found in your rooms as their own. How do they know? One bale of +goods is like another. That kind of evidence is worth very little. But +if the things are theirs how are you to be connected with them? I shall +prove that you lived in a great house with many servants: that it was +quite easy to carry things in and out of that house without your +knowledge: I shall call your servants, who will swear that they know +nothing of any such conveyance of goods. I will prepare a defence for +you in which you will state that you had no knowledge of these things: +nor do you know when, or by whom, they were brought into the house: you +will point to your troop of servants, including footmen, waiters, +carvers, cooks, butlers and women of all kinds: you will ask if a +manager of any place of entertainment is to be held responsible for what +was brought under his roof--that you were not in want of money and that +if you were the rubbish lying in your garrets would be of no use to you. +And so on. There could not possibly be found a better defence.' + +'I know one better still,' said Jenny quietly. + +'Tell me what it is, then.' + +'I have already told you. Once more then. My mother has long been +notorious as a receiver of stolen goods. The people used to bring their +plunder to the Black Jack by a back entrance: under the house there are +stone vaults and a great deal of property can be stored there. When I +understood that we should want the evidence of my mother I was obliged +to offer her a large sum of money as a bribe before she would consent. +When she found that I would give no more, she accepted my offer but on +conditions. 'Remember,' she said. 'None of us will ever be able to show +our faces at the Black Jack any more. We should be murdered for sure, +for going against our own people.' + +'Well,' said Mr. Dewberry, 'doubtless she was right. But what were the +conditions?' + +'They were connected with the stolen goods. The vaults contained a great +deal of property which could not be sold at once. If I would suffer her +to store that property in my house, she would consent Sir, at that time, +and in order to defeat those villains, I would have consented to +anything. It was agreed that my mother and sister should move the things +by night after the Black Jack was shut up. I suppose the woman watched. +So you see, unfortunately, I did consent without thinking.' + +'You did consent--oh!' he groaned. 'But, after all, your mother and +sister will not give evidence. Where is the evidence of your consent? +Are they out of sight? Good. Let them keep out of sight.' + +'But there is more. Dear Sir, you will say I am very imprudent. When it +was arranged for my mother to go away after the trial and lie snug for +awhile, she could not bear to think of losing all her property, and +so--still without thinking of consequences--I bought the whole lot.' + +'You bought! Oh! This, indeed, I did not expect. You bought the whole! +However, one comfort, no one knows except your mother.' + +'And my sister. Now, Sir, Doll will not allow my mother to suffer alone. +If she is accused of receiving I shall be charged with buying the +property.' + +'I wish the mob had burned the place.' + +'Nobody can wish that more than myself. Now consider. If I plead "Not +Guilty" and am acquitted, my mother will certainly be arrested. There +will be a Hue and Cry after her, and I shall then be charged again with +buying stolen property, knowing it to be stolen. No, Sir, my mind is +quite made up. I shall plead Guilty. If the evidence is only what we +know, there will be no further inquiry after the property. So, at least, +my mother will be safe.' + +Mr. Dewberry said nothing for a while. 'Would your mother,' he asked, +'do as much for you?' + +'I dare say she would. We have our virtues, we poor rogues, sometimes.' + +He remonstrated with her: he repeated over and over again his assurance +that her defence was as perfect as a defence could be. She could not be +examined or cross-examined. The evidence of the woman would be confined +to one point. It was all in vain: she was obstinate. + +'I shall plead Guilty,' she said. + +Finally he went away and left me alone with her. + +'Jenny,' I said, 'sometimes I believe you are mad so far as your own +interests are concerned.' + +'No, Will--only crafty. Now listen a little. I have one firm, strong, +powerful friend--I mean Lord Brockenhurst. If a woman wants a man to +remain in love with her, she must keep him off. He knows all about me, +he says: he has made up the prettiest tale possible. And he actually +believes it.' + +'Made up a tale, Jenny?' + +'It was a very pretty story that he wrote called the "Case of Clarinda," +This is a prettier story still. It appears that I am the lost and stolen +child of noble parents. My birth is stamped upon my face. Never a gipsy +yet was known to have light hair like mine, and blue eyes like mine. I +have been brought up in ignorance of my parentage, by a woman of +dishonest character who stole me in infancy. She made me, against my +wish (for a person of my rank naturally loathes employment so menial) +an Orange Girl of Drury Lane Theatre. Then I rose above that station by +the possession of parts inherited, and became an actress and the Toast +of the Town. The woman clung to her pretended daughter still. Then I +left the stage in order to be married: when I found my husband little +better than a sordid gambler, I left his house and opened the +Assembly-room: the woman, for her own safety, made, unknown to me, a +storehouse of my garrets. That is his story. But the end is better +still. My true nobility of soul, inherited from my unknown illustrious +ancestors, prompts me to plead Guilty in order to save this pretended +mother. Now, Will----' + +'How does the story help?' + +'Because it has already got abroad. Because it will incline everybody's +heart to get me saved.' + +'Yes--but an acquittal is so easy.' + +'Will, you can never understand what it means to belong to such a family +as mine. Suppose I get my acquittal. Then--afterwards----' + +'What will follow afterwards?' + +'Do you think that they will let me return to the stage? I must face the +revenge of the family--the family of St. Giles's. Through me the Bishop +and the Captain have been put in pillory and are now in prison. They +belong to the family--my family, and I have brought them to ruin--I +myself. One of themselves. Can they forgive me? Nay, Will, I was brought +up among them: it is their only point of honour. Can I expect them to +forgive me? Never--until--unless----' She stopped and trembled. + +'Unless--what?' + +'Unless I pay for it, as I have made those two rogues pay for it. Unless +I pass through the fiery furnace of trial and sentence, even if it leads +me to the condemned cell. After that, Will, I may perhaps look for +forgiveness.' + +A man must be a stock or a stone not to be moved by such words as these. +'Oh, Jenny!' I said, 'you have brought all this upon yourself--for me.' + +'Yes, Will, for you and for yours. I have counted the cost. Your life is +worth it all--and more. Don't think I never flinched. No. I had thoughts +of letting everything go. Why should I imperil myself--my life--to +defeat a villain? It was easy to do nothing. Then one night I saw a +ghost--oh! a real ghost. It was Alice, and in her arms lay your boy.' +Jenny rose slowly. The afternoon was turning into early evening: the +cell was already in twilight. She rose, and gradually, so great is the +power of an actress, that even though my eyes were overcast, I saw the +narrow cell no longer. There was no Jenny. In her place stood another +woman. It was Alice. In the arms of that spirit lay the semblance of a +child. And the spirit spoke. It was the voice of Alice. 'Woman!' she +said, solemnly, 'give me back my husband. Give the boy the honour of his +father. Murderess! Thou wouldst kill the father and ruin the son. There +shall be no peace or rest or quiet for thee to the end. Save him--for +thou must. Suffer and endure what follows. Thou shalt suffer, but thou +shalt not be destroyed.' Alice spoke: it was as if she came there with +intent to say those words. Then she vanished. And with a trembling of +great fear, even as Saul trembled when he saw the spirit of Samuel, I +saw Jenny standing in the place where Alice had been. + +She fell into her chair: she burst into tears--the first and the last +that ever I saw upon her cheek: she covered her face with her hands. + +I soothed her, I assured her of all that I could say in gratitude +infinite: perhaps I mingled my tears with hers. + +'Oh, Will,' she cried. 'Do not vex yourself over the fate of an +orange-wench. What does it matter for such a creature as myself?' + +The Old Bailey never witnessed a greater crowd than that which filled +the court to witness the trial of Mistress Jenny Wilmot, charged with +receiving stolen goods knowing them to be stolen. Her assumed name of +Madame Vallance was forgotten: her married name of Halliday was +forgotten: on everybody's tongue she was Jenny Wilmot the actress: Jenny +Wilmot the Toast of the Town: Jenny Wilmot of Drury Lane. They spoke of +her beauty, her grace, her vivacity: these were still remembered in +spite of her absence from the stage of nearly two years. Now two years +is a long time for an actress, unless she is very good indeed, to be +remembered. But the 'Case of Clarinda' was by this time known to every +club and coffee-house in London: not a City clerk or shopman but had the +story pat, with oaths and sighs and tears. My Lord Brockenhurst had done +his share in changing public opinion, and the later story, that of the +noble origin of the stolen girl, was also whispered from mouth to +mouth. + +The court, I say, was crowded. Behind the chairs of the Lord Mayor and +Judge, the Aldermen and the Sheriffs, were other chairs filled with +great ladies: the public gallery was also filled with ladies who were +admitted by tickets issued by sheriffs: the entrances and doorways and +the body of the court were filled with gentlemen, actors and actresses +mixed with an evil-looking and evil-smelling company from St. Giles's. + +The witnesses, among whom I failed to observe the revengeful woman, +consisted, I was pleased to see, of no more than the two or three +shopkeepers who were waiting to swear to their own property. They stood +beside the witness-box, wearing the look of determined and pleased +revenge common to those who have been robbed. The Jury were sworn one +after the other, and took their seats. I could not fail to observe that +the unrelenting faces with which they had received me, the highwayman, +were changed into faces of sweet commiseration. If ever Jury betrayed by +outward signs a full intention, beforehand, of bringing in a verdict of +Not Guilty, with the addition, if the Judge would allow it, that the +lady left the dock without a blemish upon her character, it was that +jury--yet a jury composed entirely of persons engaged in trade, who +would naturally be severe upon the crime of receiving stolen goods. + +When the Court were ready to take their places the prisoner was brought +in, and all the people murmured with astonishment and admiration and +pity, for the prisoner was dressed as for her wedding day. She was all +in white without a touch of any other colour. Her lovely fair hair was +dressed without powder over a high cushion with white silk ribbons +hanging to her shoulders: her white silk frock drawn back in front, +showed a white satin petticoat: white silk gloves covered her hands and +arms: she carried a nosegay of white jonquils: a necklace of pearls hung +round her neck: her belt was of worked silver. She took her place in the +dock: she disposed her flowers between the spikes, among the sprigs of +rue. Her air was calm and collected: not boastful: sad as was natural: +resigned as was becoming: neither bold nor shrinking: there was no +affectation of confidence nor any agitation of terror. She was like a +Queen: she was full of dignity. She seemed to say, 'Look at me, all of +you. Can you believe that I--I--I--such as I--Jenny Wilmot--could +actually stoop to receive a lot of stolen rags and old petticoats and +bales of stuff worth no more altogether than two or three guineas?' + +During the whole time of the trial the eyes of everybody in court, I +observed, were turned upon the prisoner. Never before, I am sure, did a +more lovely prisoner stand in the Dock: never was there one whose +position was more commiserated: they were all, I verily believe, ready +to set her free at once: but for the act and deed of the prisoner +herself. Her attitude: her face: her dress all proclaimed aloud the +words which I have written down above. Everybody had seen her on the +stage playing principally the coquette, the woman of fashion and folly, +the hoyden, the affected prude--but not a part like this. 'Ye gods!' I +heard a young barrister exclaim. 'She looks like an angel: an angel sent +down to Newgate!' The strange, new, unexpected look of virginal +innocence stamped on the brow of the once daring and headlong actress +startled the people: it went to the heart of everyone: it made everybody +present feel that they were assisting at a martyrdom: nay, as if they +were themselves, unwillingly, bringing faggots to pile the fire. Before +the trial began many an eye was dim, many a cheek was humid. + +The Court entered: the people rose: the Counsel bowed to the Bench: the +Lord Mayor took his seat: beside him the Judge: with him the Aldermen +and the Sheriffs: the prisoner also did reverence to the Court like a +gentlewoman receiving company. One would not have been surprised had my +Lord Mayor stepped down and kissed her on the cheek in City fashion. But +neither in her look nor in her actions was there betrayed the least sign +of degradation, fear, or shame. + +When a somewhat lengthy indictment had been read, she raised her head. +'My Lord, I would first desire to ask for my name to be amended.' + +'What amendment do you desire?' + +'I am described as Madame Vallance, alias Jenny Wilmot, actress. It is +true that Jenny Wilmot was my maiden name, and that I assumed the name +of Madame Vallance when I left the stage and opened the Assembly Rooms. +My true name is Jenny Halliday, and I am the wife of Mr. Matthew +Halliday, son of Sir Peter Halliday, Alderman, and partner in the House +of Halliday Brothers, West India Wharf, by the Steel Yard in the Parish +of All Hallows the Great.' + +The Judge, whom nothing could surprise, answered with the awful coldness +which becomes a Judge and so terrifies a prisoner. 'There is no dispute +concerning identity. Plead in your married name, if you will.' + +'Then, my Lord, I plead Guilty.' + +She had done it, then. With a case so strong: with an assurance of +acquittal, she had pleaded Guilty. My heart sank. Yet I knew what she +would do. The Lord Mayor whispered the judge again. + +'You are ignorant of law and procedure in Courts of Justice,' he said. +'I will allow you to withdraw that plea. Have you no Counsel?' + +'I need none, my Lord. I plead Guilty.' + +The people all held their breath. Then the 'Case of Clarinda' was true +after all. + +'I am anxious,' the Judge went on, 'that you should have a fair trial. +Appoint a Counsel. Advise with him.' + +'I plead Guilty' she repeated. + +The Judge threw himself back in his seat 'Let the trial proceed,' he +said. + +The Counsel for the Prosecution opened the case. It was, he said a +remarkable case, because there seemed no sufficient reason or temptation +for breaking the law, or for receiving stolen property. The information +was laid by a woman living in the purlieus of St. Giles's Parish: she +was, very probably, a person of no character at all: but character was +not wanted in this case because her information would be supplemented by +the evidence of several persons of the highest respectability who would +swear to certain articles as their own property. The woman in fact, +would depose to the conveyance of stolen goods to the house in question: +she gave information the goods were actually found there: and other +witnesses would claim as their own many things among the property so +found. + +'Gentlemen of the Jury,' he went on, 'this is a case of a painful +nature. The prisoner who pleads guilty--who rejects the clemency--the +kindly benevolence--of the Court--is a person who, as you know, a year +or two ago was delighting the town by the vivacity of her acting and the +beauty of her person: she left the stage, the world knew not why, or +what had become of her: it now appears that she took a certain house in +Soho Square, where she carried on assemblies, masquerades, and other +amusements still delighting the town: there is nothing to make one +believe that she was in pecuniary embarrassments: and we now learn that +she is actually the wife of a City merchant of great wealth and +reputation.' Here his neighbour hurriedly wrote something on a paper: +and handed it to him. 'My learned friend,' he said correcting himself, +'informs me that this House, until recently in the highest repute, has +fallen into evil times and is now bankrupt. But, gentlemen, whether the +prisoner attempted to stave off her husband's bankruptcy or not, the +property which she received was of so trifling a character that it would +seem as if she was breaking the Law for the sake of a few shillings. The +things found in her possession were not those which we are accustomed to +regard as the booty of robbers: there are no jewels, gold chains, silver +cups, lace, silks or anything at all but things belonging to poor people +or to people just raised above poverty. There are women's petticoats, +men's nightcaps: watches in tortoise-shell cases: knives and forks: +small spoons, handkerchiefs: stockings, even: wigs, and so forth. I +expected, I confess when I surveyed this rubbish, to hear a defence on +the ground that such a person in a position so responsible--with friends +so numerous, some of them of high rank, could not condescend to +countenance the mean and sordid traffic. I confess that I looked forward +to this trial as a means of finding out the real criminal who had taken +advantage of access to the house and impudently used the rooms in Madame +Vallance's premises for their own dishonest purposes. That expectation +must be now disappointed: that hope must be abandoned. By her own +repeated confession, the prisoner has assured the Court that she is +guilty. + +'The case,' he went on, 'has grown out of one recently heard before this +Court. It was one in which the present prisoner exerted herself very +actively in the cause of a man named Halliday, presumably a connection +of her own by marriage. Halliday was charged with highway robbery. The +evidence was clear and direct. The prisoner before us, however, with +great activity and courage, brought together an overwhelming mass of +evidence which proved that the charge was a conspiracy of the blackest +and foulest kind. The conspirators are now undergoing their sentence. By +this brave action an innocent life was saved and four villains were sent +to prison. I mention the fact because it shows that the prisoner +possesses many noble qualities, which make it the more marvellous that +she should be guilty of acts so mean, so paltry, so sordid. The woman +who will appear before you was the mistress of one of these +conspirators. Her information was doubtless laid as an act of revenge. +Yet we cannot weigh motives.' And so on. + +It appeared that the evidence was of a merely formal character and that +the witnesses would not be cross-examined. The first witness was the +woman of whom you know. She, among other women prisoners in Newgate, had +been kept from starvation by Jenny; this fact might have softened her +heart: but unfortunately the recent sufferings of her lover in pillory +re-awakened her desire for revenge. She was an eager witness: she wanted +to begin at once and to tell her tale her own way. The main point now +was a statement invented since her evidence before the magistrate. She +now declared that she herself was engaged by the prisoner to carry the +property to the Assembly Rooms. This abominable perjury she stoutly +maintained. The Counsel for the Prosecution questioned her apparently in +order to elicit the facts: in reality, as I now believe, in order to +make her contradict herself. She was asked where she put the things: why +in the garret: what servants helped her: who received her: who carried +candles for her: why the prisoner selected her for the job: what share +she had in the riots: whether she was in prison on that account: and so +on. She was a poor ignorant creature, thirsting for revenge: therefore +she maintained stoutly that the prisoner had paid her for moving the +goods into her house. + +Whether by accident or design, nothing was said about the Black Jack or +about the landlady of that establishment. I suppose that the Prosecution +was only anxious to establish the bare facts to which the prisoner had +pleaded Guilty. + +The manner in which the witness gave her evidence: the fire in her eyes +and in her cheeks: the dirty slovenly look of the woman: her uncombed +hair: her voice: her gestures: her manifest perjuries and +contradictions: disgusted all who looked on: the Judge laid down his pen +and leaned back in his chair as if what she said was of no concern: the +Aldermen looked at the Judge as much as to ask how long this was to be +permitted: the Jury whispered and shook their heads: the ladies present +knotted their brows and fanned themselves and whispered each other +angrily. At last she sat down flaming and vehement to the end. Her +evidence had in fact ruined the case. Why, she had the impudence to +allege that the property she had herself carried to the house was +received by Madame herself, who ordered her footmen to carry it to the +garrets. + +She was followed by the shopkeepers who had been robbed. They swore to +certain goods of no great value, which had been stolen from them. Their +evidence was quickly given. There was, in fact, no evidence really +implicating the prisoner except that of the woman. There was clearly +something behind: something not explained, which everybody was +whispering to each other--it had been revealed in the famous paper +called 'The Case of Clarinda.' And now I understood what Jenny meant +when she said that her defence would bring her mother into the business. +For Counsel would have inquired into the Black Jack story and asked what +the things were doing there: how they came there: who was the landlord: +with many other particulars, some of which would have brought out the +truth. As for the woman, whether by feminine cunning or by accident, she +concealed the relationship between Jenny and the Black Jack: she had +really seen the sister and the mother carrying things to the house in +Soho Square: she did not then know that Madame Vallance was Jenny: she +found out the fact at the trial: she then invented the story of being +hired for carrying the property _because she knew it was there_. All +that the Court knew, however, was the fact that such a woman as stood +before them, this angel of loveliness this woman of position: had +actually confessed to the crime of receiving the miserable odds and +ends--the rags and tawdry finery--stolen from quite poor people. It was +amazing: it was incredible. + +'That is my case, my Lord,' said the Counsel with a sigh, as if he was +ashamed of having conducted it at all. + +'Prisoner at the Bar,' said the Judge, 'you have heard the verdict of +the Jury. You may now say anything you wish in explanation or +extenuation.' + +'What can I have to say, my Lord,' she replied simply but with dignity, +'since I pleaded guilty? Nevertheless, I have to thank the Counsel for +the Prosecution, who almost proved my pleading impossible.' + +The Judge summed up in a few words. The verdict of the Jury included a +recommendation to mercy. + +The Judge assumed the black cap: he pronounced sentence of Death: the +Ordinary appeared in his robes and prayed that the Lord would have mercy +on her soul: the warder tied the usual slip of string about the +prisoner's thumb to show what hanging meant. The only person unaffected +by the sentence was the prisoner herself. Never before had she acted so +finely: never before, indeed, had Jenny been called upon to play such a +part. She stood with clasped hands gazing into the face of the Judge, +not with defiance, not with wonder: not with resentment: but with a meek +acceptance. The women in the court, the great ladies behind the Lord +Mayor wept and sobbed without restraint: even the younger members of the +outer Bar were affected to unmanly humidity of the eyes. + +Now when the verdict of the Jury was pronounced, and before the sentence +of the Judge, Jenny did a strange thing, which moved the people almost +more than the words of the sentence. She took up a small roll which lay +before her. It was a black lace veil. She threw this over her head: it +fell down upon her shoulders nearly to her waist. She held it up while +the Judge was speaking: when he finished she dropped it over her face. +So with the veil of Death falling over her spotless robes of Innocence +she stepped down from the dock and followed the men in blue back to the +prison. 'Ye Gods!' cried one of the barristers, 'she is nothing less +than the Virgin Martyr!' Indeed she seemed nothing less than one of the +Christian martyrs, the confessors faithful to the end whom no tortures +and no punishment could turn aside from the path of martyrdom. + +I hurried round to the prison. 'Ah! Sir,' sighed a turnkey, 'she must +now go to the condemned cell. Pity! Pity!' They were all her +friends--every one of these officers, hardened by years of daily contact +with the scum of the people. 'But they won't hang her. They can't.' + +'And all for her mother,' said another. 'I remember old Sal of the Black +Jack, also her sister Dolly. All to save that fat old carrion carcass. +Well, well. You can go in, sir.' + +Jenny was standing by the table. She greeted me with a sad smile. 'It is +all over at last,' she said. 'It is harder to play a part on a real +stage than in a theatre. Did I play well, Will?' + +'You left a House in tears, Jenny. Oh!' I cried impatiently, 'Is this +what you wanted?' + +'Yes, I am quite satisfied. I really was afraid at one time that the +Counsel would throw up the case because his leading witness was so gross +and impudent a liar. Didst ever hear a woman perjure herself so roundly +and so often? What next?' + +'Yes, Jenny. What next?' + +'I don't know, Will. The Assembly Rooms which are taken in my name are +seized, I hear, by my husband's creditors. But all the furniture and +fittings have been destroyed already. That is done with, then. Am I to +begin again in order to have everything seized again?' She talked as if +her immediate enlargement was certain. I could not have the heart to +whisper discouragement. + +'There is still the stage, Jenny. The world will welcome you back +again.' + +'Do you think so? The Orange Girl they could stand; it pleased the Pit +to remember how they used to buy my oranges. But the woman who has come +out of a condemned cell? The woman who pleaded guilty to receiving +stolen goods? I doubt it will.' + +'What does that matter? Everybody knows why you pleaded Guilty. You are +Clarinda.' + +'An audience at a theatre, Will, sometimes shows neither pity nor +consideration for an actress. They say what they like: they shout what +they like: they insult her as they please--an actress is fair game: to +make an actress run off the stage in a flood of tears is what they +delight in. They would be pleased to ask what I have done with the +stolen goods.' + +'What will you do then, Jenny?' + +There came along, at this point, another visitor. It was none other than +the Counsel for the Prosecution. He stood at the door of the cell, but +seeing me, he hesitated. + +'Come in, Sir,' said Jenny. 'You wish to speak to me. Speak. This +gentleman, my husband's first cousin, can hear all that you have to ask +or I to reply.' + +'Madame,' he bowed as to a Countess. 'This is a wretched place for you. +I trust, however that it will not be for long. The recommendation of the +Jury will certainly have weight: the Judge is benevolently disposed: you +have many friends.' + +'I hope, Sir, that I have some friends who will not believe that I have +bought a parcel of stolen petticoats?' + +'Your friends will stand by you: of that I am certain. Madame, I venture +here to ask you, if I may do so without the charge of impertinent +curiosity--believe me--I am not so actuated----' + +'Surely, Sir. Ask what you will.' + +'I would ask you then, why you pleaded Guilty. The case was certain from +the outset to break down. I might have pressed the witness as to the +property itself, but I refrained because her perjuries were manifest. +Why then, Madame--if I may ask--why?' + +'Perhaps I had learned that certain things had been sent to my garrets, +but I paid no thought to any risk or danger----' + +'That might have been pleaded.' + +'The case being over, that property can bring no other person into +trouble, I believe?' + +'I should think not. The case is ended.' + +'Then, Sir, I pray you to consider this question. If some person very +closely connected with yourself were actually guilty of this crime: if +you yourself were charged with it: if your acquittal would lead to that +person's conviction, what would you do?' + +'That is what they whisper,' he replied. 'Madame, I hope that such a +choice may never be made to me. Is this true--what you suggest--what +people whisper?' + +'Many things are whispered concerning me,' said Jenny proudly. 'I do not +heed those whispers. Well, Sir, such a choice has been presented to me. +It is part of the penalty of my birth that such a choice could be +possible.' + +'Then it is true?' he insisted; 'the "Case of Clarinda" is true?' + +'Sir, it is true in many points. I was once an Orange Girl of Drury +Lane. My people were residents of St. Giles's in the Fields. I was +brought up in the courts and lanes of that quarter. You, Sir, are a +lawyer. Need I explain further the nature of that choice?' + +'Madam,' said the lawyer, 'I think you are the best woman in the world +as you are the loveliest.' So saying he lifted her hand to his lips, +bowing low, and left us. + +'Well,' said Jenny, 'I think I have done pretty well for my mother and +for Doll. Their slate is clean again. They can begin fair. Receiving has +been her principal trade so long that she is not likely to be satisfied +with drawing beer. But the past is wiped out. And as for myself----' +She sighed. 'What next? Matthew is where the wicked can no longer +trouble. Merridew, poor wretch! has also ceased from troubling. My +friends of St. Giles's will be satisfied because I have now done what I +told you I should do, and gone through the fiery furnace. Why,' she +looked around the bare and narrow walls, 'I believe I am in it still. +But the flames do not burn, nor does the hot air scorch--believe me, +dear Will--oh! believe me--I would do it all again--all again--I regret +nothing--Will, nothing. Assure Alice that I would do it all +again--exactly as I have done.' + +With a full heart I left her. What next? What next? + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +FROM THE CONDEMNED CELL + + +And now, indeed, began the time of endurance and suspense. To the +bravest of women came moments of depression--what else could be expected +when her days and nights were spent in a condemned cell? In this gloomy +apartment Jenny was now compelled to live. The place lies in a corner of +the women's yard or Court; it contains two rooms, one of them a small +bedroom, the other, when there are only one or two in residence, a +living room. One other prisoner was already in this cell, awaiting her +time for execution. Alas! she was a mere child, not more than sixteen, +and looking younger: a poor, ignorant creature who had never learned the +difference between right and wrong: who had been brought up, as was +Jenny herself, among children of rogues, themselves rogues from infancy. +The law was going to kill this child because the law itself had found no +way to protect her. Alas for our humanity! Alas for our statesmen! Alas +for our Church! Will there never arise a Prophet in the land to show us +how much better it is to teach than to kill? + +Outside, the yard was all day long filled with women either convicted or +waiting to be tried: some of them were in prison for short sentences: +some were waiting to be whipped: some were waiting for ships to carry +them to the plantations: all alike were foul in language; unwashed, +uncombed and draggled; rough and coarse and common. Such women, gathered +together in one place, make each other worse: they swear like men: they +fight like men: they drink like men: their hair hangs loose over their +shoulders: the 'loose jumps' of leather which they use for stays are +never changed: the ragged kerchief over their shoulders is never washed: +the linsey-woolsey frock is foul with every kind of stain: their loud +harsh voices have no feminine softness: their red brawny arms terrify +the spectator: in their faces, even of the youngest, is no look of +Venus. + +Taken to this place, Jenny had to wait, expectant, for the relief that +was promised her by Lord Brockenhurst. Her cheek grew pale and thin: her +eyes became unnaturally bright: I feared gaol fever but happily she was +spared this dreadful malady. Yet she kept up the appearance of +cheerfulness, and greeted me every day with a smile that was never +forced, and a grasp that was never chilled. + +For exercise Jenny had the crowded yard. There, with no one to protect +her, she walked a little every morning, the women falling back, right +and left, to let her pass. They offered her no molestation. To save her +fancy man--so ran the legend--she had compassed the ruin of her old +friends: with this object ('twas the only one they could understand) she +put up her mother to bear witness against her own customers. Well: it +was to save her fancy man--the same came every day to see her in the +prison: that was some excuse for her: would not any woman do as much for +her man? And now she was herself condemned all through the other woman +whose man she had put in prison and in pillory. So far, then, they were +quits, and might all become friends again. And they remembered as a +point in Jenny's favour that the noble welcome with which the +thief-taker was received--a thing at which all Roguery rejoiced--was +entirely due to her exertions. These things passed from one to the other +clothed in the language peculiar to such people. + +Jenny took two or three turns in the yard, every morning when the prison +air is freshest, and then went back to her cell, where she remained for +the rest of the day. + +In those days she talked to me more freely than before and a great deal +about herself. She was forced to talk and to think about herself, for +the first time in her life. Her thoughts went back to the past when all +she could expect was to become such as the poor creatures with her in +the prison. Yet these poor women, whom I found so terrible to look upon +and to hear, she regarded with a tenderness which I thought excessive. I +now understand that it was more humane than at that time was within my +comprehension. + +'They are not terrible to me,' she said. 'I know them--what they are and +what has made them so. I can speak their language, but I must not let +them know that I understand. It is the Thieves' tongue made up of Gipsy +and of Tinkers' talk. They talk about me all day--even when I am in +their midst. Poor wretches! They are not so bad as they look.' + +'Nay, Jenny, but to see them beside you!' + +'If we grow up among people, Will, and are used to them, we do not think +much of their manners and their looks. When I was a child I played among +them. Many a cuff have I had: many a slap for getting in their way: but +many a bit of gingerbread and many an apple. You think them terrible. If +they were clean and had their hair dressed they would not be terrible +any longer. Oh! Will, they are not very far from the fine +ladies--no--nor so very much below the best of good women, even Alice. +They are women, though you flog them at Bridewell and hang them at +Tyburn--they are still women. And they love--in their poor fond faithful +way--the very hand that knocks them down and the very foot that kicks +them. They love--Oh! the poor women--they love.' + +She broke off, with a sob in her voice. I marvelled at the time because +I had always looked upon the creatures as something below humanity: as +belonging to a tribe of savages such as Swift called the Yahoos. +Afterwards, I understood; and then I marvelled more. + +Another time she talked about her profession as an actress. 'Acting,' +she said, 'cannot be otherwise than delightful--but it takes an actor +away from himself. When one has been two or three years on the stage +nothing is left but the stage and the dressing-room: the company behind +the scenes and the audience in front. Nothing is real. Everything that +happens is but a scene in a play. When the curtain drops upon this Act, +that is, when they let me go, I shall rest for five minutes while the +next Act is getting ready: the play of _Clarinda_, or the _Orange Girl_, +has some excellent scenes. You remember that scene when the mob wrecked +the house: and the scene when the mob pelted Mr. Merridew--well, I +should not be in the least surprised to meet Mr. Merridew himself +walking along Holborn with one eye on a young thief in training for a +shoplifter: and I might look in at the Black Jack and see my mother +taking her morning dram and Doll adding up the scores upon the slate. In +five minutes after the curtain has dropped what has happened is little +more to me than the last scene in the play at Drury. Why, if I were put +into the cart and carried out to Tyburn I should still be the heroine +playing my part to a breathless house. And I believe I should enjoy that +part of the performance as much as anything. You saw how I played the +Virgin Martyr in Court.' + +'Yet this is real enough, God knows,' I said, looking round the place. + +'I dare say it looks so to you. To me, it is part of the Play. Will, the +Play is nearly over. I knew all along that disaster was coming upon me. +But the worst is over--the worst is over. I know that the worst is over. +I can now foretell what is coming next.' She looked straight before her, +her eyes luminous in the dark cell. 'I can see,' she said, 'a time of +peace and calm. Well, Will, reality or not, that scene will be pleasant. +I shall go out of this place very soon--But I know not when, and I +cannot see myself at any time again upon the boards of Drury. I am +certain that I shall never go back there. I cannot see myself in Soho +Square either. I shall never go back there. I see fields and hills and +woods'--she shuddered and with a gesture pushed the vision from her. +'Will--it is strange, all is strange: it is a beautiful country, but I +know it not--I cannot understand it.' + +It was not the first time, as you have seen, that she showed this +strange power of peering into the future. Whether this fair-haired and +blue-eyed woman was really a child of the gipsies, or, as Lord +Brockenhurst conjectured, a stolen child, she had the powers that we +commonly find in gipsy women who are fortune-tellers all the world over. +That she compelled all men to become her servants you have seen: that +she could also compel women to follow and obey her was proved by what +she did during that three or four weeks which she spent in the condemned +cell: the same magic arts--yet she was no witch: and she could read the +future--a gift which is marvellous in our eyes. + +Her power over others, even the most savage people, was shown by the +changed behaviour of the poor girl waiting for execution. I have +mentioned her: she was at first a wild creature: she fled to the darkest +corner of the cell and there crouched with eyes of suspicion and terror: +she snatched her food and ran into her corner to eat it: she was +altogether unwashed and altogether in rags: she was bare-footed, +bare-legged and bare-armed: her hair which should have been light--like +Jenny's own hair, was matted with dirt: it looked as if it had never +known a comb: yet long and beautiful hair: her eyes were blue, large and +limpid. She had never known kindness, or love, or care since the day +when her mother was marched away to Newgate wearing handcuffs. She was, +I say, a mere savage. The child might have been sixteen, but she looked +thirteen. Still, sixteen is young for Tyburn. Jenny found this child in +her cell: condemned like herself; and she tamed her. Not in a single +day, but in a few days. She tamed her with kindness; with soft words in +the language which the child understood best: with soft touches: with +gifts of pretty things: I suppose she gave her sweetmeats--I know not +what she did, but in a few days I found the savage wild creature +converted into a shy, timid girl--clinging to Jenny and following her +about like a favourite spaniel. She was washed and combed and dressed +from head to foot: she wore stockings and shoes: her hair, just confined +by a ribbon, hung over her shoulders in lovely tresses: she had become +an interesting child who promised to grow into a lovely maiden. And yet +she was to be carried out to Tyburn and there hanged. + +Then, when the girl had assumed a civilized look, Jenny began to lament +her approaching fate of which the poor creature seemed herself +unconscious. Indeed, I think the child understood nothing at her trial +or her sentence except that she was horribly frightened and was carried +out of court crying. + +'Is it not terrible,' she asked, 'that we must hang children--ignorant +children?' + +'It is the law of the land, Jenny. Judges have only to administer the +law of the land.' + +'Then it is a cruel law, and the Judges ought to say so. A man is a +murderer who condemns a child to death, even if it is the law, without +declaring against it.' + +'Nay, Jenny'--this she could not understand for the reasons I have +already given--'we must remember that the children suffer for the sins +of the fathers, unto the third and fourth generation.' + +She stared. 'Why,' she said, 'the poor child has been taught no better.' +And, indeed, there seems no answer to this plea. If in the mysteries of +Providence we must so suffer, the Law of men should not punish +ignorance. 'To hang children!' she insisted. 'To destroy their lives +before they have well begun! And for what? For taking something not +their own--Oh! Will, it is monstrous. Just for a bit of cloth--only a +bit of cloth off a counter. Oh! the poor child! the poor child!' + +Then, just as she had spared no trouble to get me out of my danger so +she now began to work for the rescue of this child. She spoke to the +Governor about it. He looked astonished: children of fifteen, or so, +were frequently executed for one offence or the other: the Law was +doubtless severe: but criminals of all kinds were multiplying: after +all, they were out of the way when they were hanged: this girl, for +instance, would only grow up like the rest, a plague and a curse to the +community. Still he gave Jenny advice, and by her instruction I drew up +a Petition from the child herself addressed to no less a person than her +Gracious Majesty the young Queen, who was said to have a kindly heart. +The petition, with certain changes, might almost have been that of Jenny +herself for her own case. Here is a piece of it. + +'Your Petitioner humbly submits that she was born and brought up in a +part of London occupied entirely by thieves, rogues, and vagabonds: that +she was taught from infancy that the only way by which she could earn +her daily bread was by stealing: that the only art or trade she had ever +learned was that of stealing without being detected: that she was never +at any school or Church or under any kind of instruction whatever: that +she was never taught the meaning of right or wrong: that she had learned +no religion and no morals and knew not what they meant; and that being +caught in the act of stealing a piece of cloth value six shillings from +a shop, she is now lying under sentence of death.' + +To make a long story short, Jenny entrusted this Petition to Lord +Brockenhurst, who generously interested himself in the girl and +undertook that the Petition should reach the hands of Her Majesty the +Queen--with the result, as you shall presently hear, that the girl's +life was spared. + +This incident has nothing to do with the story, save that it shows +Jenny's generous nature and her good heart; thus in the midst of her own +anxieties to think of the troubles of others. Nay, she not only saved +the life of this girl, but she brought her to a new mind and to new +thoughts: and, whereas she had been before what you have seen, she +converted the child into a decent, well conducted civil girl, worthy of +better things--even to marry an honest man and to become the mother of +stout lads and sturdy wenches. Let us consider how many lives might have +been destroyed had they hanged this young girl. I have sometimes +calculated that if they hang a hundred women every year, most of them +young, they deprive the country of five hundred children whose loss may +mean the loss of two thousand five hundred grandchildren, and so on. Can +any country afford to lose so many valuable soldiers and sailors every +year, the number still mounting up? Why, then, cannot we take the +children when they are still young out of Roguery and place them in some +house where they will be taught religion and morals and a craft? At +present the cry is all 'Hang! Hang! Hang!' or 'Flog! Flog! Flog!' So the +soldiers and the sailors and the wretched women are tied up and flogged +well nigh to death: and the carts go rumbling along Holborn loaded with +the poor creatures on their way to be hanged: but the rogues increase +and multiply. Since hanging and flogging do no good cannot we try +Jenny's method of kindness? I say this writing many years +afterwards--because at that time I did not understand the law of +kindness which I now perceive to be the Heavenly Law of Charity. Jenny, +who had no glimmer of religion, poor thing, in her quick way divined the +Law of Charity. + +Why, she changed even the women in the Prison Yard. There was great +suffering among them. Many of them had no friends to bring them food: +they had nothing but the daily dole of the penny loaf. Presently, I +observed that they looked more contented and better fed: they were less +noisy: there was less quarrelling and fighting: they were even cleaner +to look at. All this was Jenny's doing. She fed them first: then when +their craving for food, which made them quarrelsome, was allayed, she +went among them and talked to them one at a time. I have seen her, I +have seen how the rough coarse common creatures would respond, little by +little, to words of kindness. She advised them about their affairs: she +made them confess what they had done: why, was she not one of +themselves? + +'I knew you,' she said to one, 'long ago in Hog's Lane: you lived in the +Old Bell Alley: we were girls together. Come into my cell and I will +find you something more to put on; and your hair wants to be combed and +put up, doesn't it? And your face would look so much better if it were +washed. Come with me----' and so on with one after the other: not the +least case being the girl who had laid information and committed perjury +against her. It was what Jenny said--though the saying was then too hard +for me. They are women: as are all men and women, whether we call some +Yahoos or not: they are women: there is not such very great difference +between the greatest lady and the lowest woman: both are women: both are +ruled by the same irresistible forces of love. Some day, perhaps, some +gentlewoman will put the part of the Christian religion--I mean the Law +of Charity--into practice. It is strange that a woman who was not a +Christian, and had no religion, should first teach me that Charity means +more than the giving of alms. + +'Let me,' said Jenny, 'do something for these poor creatures while I am +among them. That will not be for long. Then they will fall back again +into their own ways.' + +'But, Jenny, you are spending all your money.' + +'An actress never wants money. When I get out of this place I have made +up my mind what to do. I will not return to Drury Lane: I will go over +to Dublin. That is the strange country with hills and woods which I see +before me always. It is Ireland. I will go on the Dublin stage. As for +the money, I brought with me all there was in the house when I left it: +and all my jewels--but they are not worth much. These women have had +some of the money, and the turnkeys have had some, and Mr. Dewberry has +had some: and I think there is not much left.' + +The question of money pressed hard because I had none, and as yet no new +situation, and when Jenny was released she would certainly want money to +carry her on. + +She laughed, seeing my seriousness. 'Oh! Will--Will,' she said. 'You are +a musician and yet you are anxious about money. But you were born in the +City. Now in a theatre nobody thinks about money. When the money is +plenty it is freely lent: when there is none it is freely borrowed. +Believe me, Will, I shall want no money: I never have wanted money. Did +I ever tell you, Will, my own fortune? An old gipsy woman told me. "What +others envy she shall have: what she would have she shall lack. She +shall pass through dangers without harm: she shall be happy in the end. +Yet not in the way she would most desire." That is a strange fortune, is +it not? Now I am in the midst of dangers, yet nothing will do me harm. +What do I most desire? What do all women most desire? You were born in +the City, Will, where they do not study the human heart. Therefore you +know not. The old woman was a witch, as they all are--all the gipsy +women--so far I have had what others envy--and--alas! Will, I still lack +what most I desire.' + +'What is it, Jenny?' + +'Ask your violin, Will. Ask your music. Ask the play upon the stage what +women most desire. Oh! Foolish youth! they ask what you have given to +Alice--they ask the happiness of love.' + +If the time was long to those who watched and waited, it was worse for +her who suffered. I believe if I remember aright that our poor Jenny +spent five or perhaps six weeks in that noisome cell; her cheek, as I +have said, grew thin and pale from the bad air and the confinement; but +her courage she never lost for a single day. She asked for no +consolations and desired no soothing to alleviate the weariness of her +prison. Of those fine ladies who called before she was tried not one +came now: nor did any of the actresses, her old friends and rivals, +visit her. They came before the trial, just as they visit a notorious +robber, because it is interesting to gape upon a person who stands in +the great danger of a trial for his life, or has done some daring act of +villainy, or is about to undergo some terrible ordeal. When her trial +was over and it became certain in everybody's mind that, although the +woman had pleaded guilty: although she was condemned: she would not +suffer the capital sentence, the interest of the public in the case +rapidly declined and in a few days ceased wholly: the great ladies ran +after other excitements: they sent letters to the new singer: they sent +rings to their favourite actor: they crowded the prison of the +fashionable highwaymen: the actresses, for their part, reflected that +they would probably have Jenny back among them before long casting them +all in the shade: so they left off calling: the portrait painters went +elsewhere after studies likely to be popular. Truly it was a lamentable +instance of the breath of popular favour fickle and uncertain. 'The Case +of Clarinda' was forgotten as soon as people had made up their minds +that Clarinda was not to be hanged, although she had screened her mother +and pleaded guilty and received sentence of death. + +The only persons who now came to the cell were Lord Brockenhurst and Mr. +Dewberry the attorney, not to speak of the Governor of the Prison, who +came daily to ask after his fair prisoner's health. His Lordship let us +know day by day concerning the efforts being made on Jenny's behalf. The +reason why they were so slow was partly due to a feeling on the part of +the Judge that though the motive of the prisoner might be good she had +confessed to a heinous crime, and the Law must not be made ridiculous. +Therefore, a few weeks of prison should be allowed, whatever was done +afterwards, in vindication of the Majesty of the Law. 'But,' said Lord +Brockenhurst, 'he is at least on your side. So much I know for a fact. +It is a great thing to have the Judge on your side.' He also told us +that the Counsel for the Prosecution, a gentleman of great eminence in +the Law, was also very active on our behalf: that the Jurymen had drawn +up a petition and signed it unanimously for Jenny's pardon and release: +that the Queen was also reported to be interested in the case and in +favour of clemency, the whole circumstances being so unusual and the +behaviour of the prisoner so strangely actuated by filial affection even +towards an unworthy object: and that the general opinion of the people +was that it was impossible to suppose that a woman in Jenny's position, +commanding receipts of thousands every night of a masquerade, could +condescend to so low and miserable a business as receiving a bundle of +stolen goods, not worth a couple of guineas altogether, with the +assistance of wretched confederates whose evidence might hang her: and +further that the minds of the people being made up they thought no more +about the matter. In a word, that all was going well, but we must wait: +he could not tell us how long, and possess our souls in patience. + +'If only we do not die of gaol fever,' Jenny sighed. 'Faugh! To die in +the reek and the stench of this place. My Lord, I am always your most +obliged servant. Perhaps the Judge would consider his opinion and give +me at least the choice of death. Let me die like my own people. They lie +down in a little tent which keeps off the cold rain and the hot sun: on +their backs they lie looking through the open front at the sky and the +clouds and presently they shut their eyes and their limbs grow cold. +Then they are buried in the hedge without coffin or winding-sheet.' + +'And without prayers,' said his Lordship. 'Dear Madame, they are not +your people. There was never yet gipsy with fair hair and blue eyes. You +shall not die in a tent, but in a bed with those who love you weeping +over you. And you shall be borne to a marble tomb in the Church with the +singing men and the boys chanting the service for the good of your +soul.' + +The doctrine was unsound, but the meaning of his Lordship was good. + +'The good of my soul,' Jenny repeated, doubtfully. 'Well, my Lord, I +have at least learned something from the people who stole me--if they +did steal me. I love the light and the sunshine and the wind. Restore me +to these and I will promise never, never, never to have another mother +who will tempt me with second-hand petticoats.' + +She laughed, but Lord Brockenhurst, who was a grave gentleman, did not +laugh. + +'Madame,' he said, kissing her fingers--of which he never seemed to +weary--'I should desire nothing better than to lead you into meadows and +beside gentle streams where the Zephyrs would bring back their rosy hue +to your pale cheek. We must not speak of death but of life.' + +'But not of love, my Lord,' she interrupted. 'Remember I have a husband. +He is in the King's Bench Prison, a bankrupt, there to remain for life, +because he can never hope to pay his debts. But he is my husband.' + +'Of everything but love, Madame,' he replied with the dignity which sat +upon him as naturally as grace sat upon Jenny. 'Seriously, I have a +house some fifty miles from here. It stands among deep woods, beside a +flowing stream: behind it is a hill, not terrible with crags but of a +gentle ascent: it has gardens and orchards: around is a park with flocks +of the timid deer: not far off you may discover the tower of a village +Church and hear the music of the bells. Thither, thither, Madame, I will +lead you when you are free from the misery of this place, and there you +shall stay till your spirits are restored and your mind recreated: nay, +you shall stay there, if you will so honour me, all your life. The house +and all that belongs to it shall be your own. I will be content if once +in a while I may spend a day or two with you, as your honoured guest.' + +'Oh! my Lord,' Jenny made reply, through her tears, 'you are too good to +me. Indeed I deserve none of this kindness.' + +'You deserve all--all--divine Jenny--that a man can offer. Believe me +there is nothing that is too good or too great for such as Jenny +Wilmot.' + +This dialogue was only one of many. Truly, as Jenny said, here was a +faithful and a loyal friend. + +One more friend was found, as faithful and as loyal, but more humble. +You remember the country lad called Jack, who had fallen into Merridew's +clutches and had already entered under his guidance upon the career of a +rogue. He it was who gave evidence which helped to connect all four +plotters with the plot. He it was, also, who carried off the old woman +and Doll by the waggon to Horsham in Sussex. We thought no more about +him. He had done his service and had received his pay and had gone his +own way. The lad had an honest look--a wholesome country-bred face, +different from the pale cheeks of the boys and the swollen faces of the +men with whom he had begun to sit. In a word, he was not yet branded +with the mark of Cain. But, I say, we had forgotten him. He was one of +the characters in the last scene but one of the play which we were +performing with Miss Jenny Wilmot of Drury Lane Theatre as the heroine. + +Now, one morning, while I was playing something to please our prisoner +in her cell the turnkey brought us a visitor. It was none other than the +country lad. He stood at the open door and pulled his hair, holding his +hat in one hand. + +'Your servant to command, Madame,' he said timidly, pronouncing his +words in the broad country manner which is too uncouth to be presented +to eyes polite. + +'Why,' cried Jenny, 'it is Jack! How fares it, honest Jack?' and so took +him by the hand as if he was of her station. Jenny had no sense of what +is due to rank and station. 'Why,' she said, when I spoke to her about +it, 'we are all players in the same company: and we all like speaking +parts.' + +'And how did you leave Mother and Doll?' she went on. + +'Purely well, Madame. They got out of the waggon about two miles from +Horsham at a tavern by the roadside. It was shut up. Doll saw it. +"Mother," she said, "it would do for us." They wanted me to stay, and if +they could get the House I should be tapster and drawer. But I thought I +would go home. So I left them.' + +'And then you went home.' + +'Ay--I went home. But they didn't want me there. And the parson talked +about the whipping-post. So I came away again. And I found out where you +were, Madame, and I came to offer my humble services.' + +'Thank you kindly, Jack. But what can I do with you here?' + +'I will fetch and carry. I want no wages but just to live. Let me stay +with your Ladyship.' + +He looked so earnest and so honest that Jenny turned to me. 'He might be +useful. I believe he is honest. What say you, Will?' + +What could I say? Should I turn away a friend when we might want all the +friends we could find? How we were to keep our new servant was more than +I knew: however, there he was, upon our hands. It was a kindly act of +Jenny, when her fortunes were at their worst to take over this poor lad +who was thrown upon the world without a trade--save that of rustic +labourer, which is useless in London: without a character: and without +friends. Jenny's consent saved him--he could remain honest. + +'Vex not your soul about money, Will. We shall want none. There is +always money when it is really wanted. See how cheaply I live: I cannot +wear out my fine clothes--indeed, the mob has left me mighty few to +wear: I have no rent to pay nor any servants. It is true that my money +is nearly gone, but there are still things--well--things of which you +know nothing: and the Judge who thinks so much about the Majesty of the +Law--will surely relent before long. If he would come to see me I think +I could soften his heart.' + +'Indeed you would, Jenny, if it was of the hardness of the nether +millstone.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +AN UNEXPECTED EVENT + + +At this juncture the question of money became pressing. For three months +I had been out of a place. Jenny's money, of which she was so prodigal, +was coming to an end; and although she hinted at other resources it +became obvious to me that the attempt must be made to find employment. I +looked forward to another round of walking about the town day after day +in fruitless search. At this juncture, however, an event happened wholly +unexpected, which changed the position altogether both for myself and, +as it proved, for Jenny. + +You have heard how I visited my cousin in the Prison; how I found him +ragged and half starved; and how I gave him five guineas from his wife, +which he instantly gambled away. Jenny sent him no more money; nor did +she speak of him again; nor did I again visit him; nor did I think upon +him. To think of one who had been my life-long enemy served no purpose +but to make me angry: even now, after thirty years, when I have long +since forgiven this poor deluded wretch, ever running after a +Will-o'-the-wisp, I cannot think of what he did for me--how he made it +impossible for my father to be reconciled--without a momentary wrath +boiling up in my heart. Still, I say, at thinking of my Cousin Matthew +the pulse beats quicker; the blood rises to my cheeks; it is like a +wound whose scar never vanishes, though it may be hidden away: I would +not injure Matthew if he were still living in the world, but I cannot +forget. The old rule taught to children was that we must forget and +forgive; two boys fight and are reconciled: the master flogs the boy, +who is then forgiven and his offence at once forgotten: we all forget +and forgive daily: yet some things may not be forgotten: the long years +of continued persecution, animosity, misrepresentation and conspiracy +against dear life I cannot forget, though I have long since forgiven. + +One evening Mr. Ramage came to see me. 'Mr. Will,' he said, 'I have +called to tell you what you ought to know. The Alderman, Sir, has I +fear, lost his wits: his misfortunes have made him distracted: he now +dreams that he is living in a palace, and that his riches have no limit. +He buys land; he gives his daughters diamonds; he founds almshouses----' + +'If he believes all that, he is surely happy,' I said. + +This faithful servant shook his head. 'There is a look in his eyes which +belies his words,' he said, 'I would rather see him wretched in his +senses than happy without them.' + +'How does he live?' + +'He has a room on the Master's side; some of his old friends of the City +send him a guinea every week: his daughters pass the day with him. He +wants for nothing. But, Mr. Will--the change! the change!' and so his +eyes filled with tears. 'And he who would have been Lord Mayor--Lord +Mayor--next year!' + +'How do my cousins treat you?' + +'If I was a dog and toothless they could not treat me worse, because I +gave that evidence.' + +The unfortunate Alderman! This was, indeed, a wretched ending to an +honourable career. I suppose that he knew nothing and suspected nothing +of what was threatening; and that the news of his wrecked fortunes fell +upon him like a thunderbolt. That some of his friends sent him a guinea +a week showed that he was pitied rather than blamed for this wreck and +ruin of a noble House. Poor old merchant! And this after his Alderman's +pride and glory: after being Warden of his Company: after a long +partnership in one of the oldest Houses in the City! Fortune, which used +to put Kings down and put Kings up, just by a turn of her wheel, now +makes rich merchants bankrupt and consigns Aldermen to Debtors' Prisons +in order to bring home to all of us--even the humble musician--the +uncertainty of human wealth. His wits gone a-wandering! A happiness for +him: a thing to be expected, when, at his age, there had fallen upon him +the thing which City merchants dread worse than death. + +'How can we help him?' I asked. + +'Nay: there is no help, but pity and to bear the scorn of the young +ladies as best one may.' + +'Do they know that Matthew is in the prison with him?' + +'No, Sir. They do not know. They do not inquire after Mr. Matthew. But +it was of him, Sir, that I came to speak.' + +It then appeared that since in every depth of misery there is a lower +depth, so the unfortunate man had sunk still lower since I last saw him. +He was absolutely destitute, ragged, starving, even bare-footed. + +'Will,' said Alice, 'we must take him to-morrow what we can spare. After +all he is your cousin. You must forgive him.' + +'I would not harm him, certainly.' + +Alas! Silver and gold had we little: out of our slender store we might +spare two or three shillings and some provisions. Half a loaf; a piece +of cheese; a piece of gammon; a bottle of beer; these things I carried +over to the Fleet Prison in the morning. I also carried over a warm coat +which I could ill spare; a pair of shoes and stockings; a warm wrapper +for the neck; and a thick blanket. + +I had no difficulty in finding Matthew. He sat in a bare and wretched +room where, on this cold day of January, with a sharp frost outside, +there was no fire in the grate, no curtains to the rattling windows, no +carpet, no beds, nothing but the hard planks to lie upon when night fell +and the poor debtors could huddle together for such warmth as the +half-starved human body could afford. There was a small bench--I suppose +it found its way there by accident. Matthew sat on that, his feet under +the bench, his body bent, his hands clasped. I called him by name. +'Matthew!' + +He looked up. He knew me. He murmured something, I know not what, but it +was unfriendly. To the last, he remained unfriendly. + +I opened my bundle. I took out my provisions and the bottle of beer. He +ate and drank enormously, but without a word of thanks. Then I took out +the stockings and the shoes and put them on: tied the kerchief round his +neck; laid the thick blanket on the floor, laid him on it and rolled it +round him. He was quite unresisting; he was without gratitude; he +cursed, but mechanically, and as if he could say nothing else. Instead +of getting warmer, his teeth chattered and he shivered still. + +I spoke to him again. 'Is there anything more I can do for you, +Matthew?' + +'You can go away,' he said, articulate at last. 'You can go away and +leave me. The sight of you makes me mad.' I have since thought that this +might be a sign of repentance. + +'I will go away directly. Is there anything more I can do for you?' + +'I want,' he said, lifting his head and looking round, 'I want to have +my turn. The last time I lost. If you will find the man who won my coat +and will send him here, I shall be warm directly, and I can have another +turn. I've lost a good deal, somehow. The luck's been against me, always +against me.' + +He lay back and shivered again, though now he was wrapped up in the +blanket with a warm coat on over his old rags. He should have been quite +warm. I felt his forehead; it was hot and dry. + +'Matthew,' I said, 'I think you are in some kind of fever. Shall I bring +a doctor for you?' There are generally about a thousand people in this +barrack, men, women, and children, yet they have not so much as an +apothecary in the place. Outside, there is the wise woman who knows the +herbs and professes to cure all the diseases that flesh is heir to with +a bundle of camomile, feverfew, or vervain. She commonly lives in a +court. In Fleet Street there is the apothecary who has a shop full of +drugs. He despises the wise woman, yet is not so much wiser than she is, +except in his own conceit. There is the tooth-drawer; and there is the +bone-setter; but for physicians there are none. + +His face, now that the pains of cold and hunger were appeased, looked +gray, and what the old women call drawn. It is a bad sign had I known +it, but I did not. I thought he was suffering from cold and hunger +first, and from some kind of fever brought on by privation. + +'You think,' he murmured--his voice was sunk almost to a whisper--'to +bring a man--a murderer--to make an end--that is your revenge. But you +shall not. I will send to the Warden for protection. Go away. Leave me +alone. I can do you no more harm. I will have no doctor sent by you, to +poison me.' + +'Do you know, Matthew, that Probus received such terrible injuries in +pillory that he will remain blind for the rest of his life?' + +'Blind?' he sat up eagerly repeating. 'Blind for the rest of his life. +Ha! Then he will not be able to find me. Will, he wanted to get you +hung--so as to be out of the way. He was going to try next to get me +hung. Then all the money would be his. Blind, is he? Then he can't find +me. Will, the man is a devil; now a blind devil; a devil in the dark.' +The thought seemed to revive and to comfort him. + +'The other man, Merridew, was killed by the mob in pillory.' + +'Killed--killed--by the mob. I was afraid he was going to give me up for +the reward. Then I am safe; at last. Both of them out of the way. Now I +shall prosper again.' + +'Yes--you are quite safe.' + +'Will,' he held out his hand. 'Don't bear malice. Don't give information +against me.' + +'I am not going to give any information against you.' But I could not +take his hand, for which I was afterwards sorry. + +'The information ought to be worth fifty pounds at least and a Tyburn +ticket--a Tyburn ticket,' he went on repeating the words over one after +the other, which showed the weakness of his condition. + +It is useless setting down all the nonsense he talked. After a while I +left him and looked about for someone who would attend to him. Presently +I found an old man in rags, almost as bad as Matthew's, who undertook to +look after him and give him some food from time to time. So I went away +and repaired to my daily post at Newgate again, saying nothing to Jenny +about this illness. + +I repeat that I had no thought of anything but what they call a feverish +cold, which would be checked by the warmth and the food. You may +therefore imagine my surprise when I went to visit the sick man in the +morning to learn that he was dead. + +'He talked a lot of nonsense,' said the old man, his nurse; 'all day +long he talked nonsense about murdering and hanging, and dividing +thousands. Now and then I gave him a bit and a sup and he went on +talking. There was no candle and I lay down beside him with a corner of +his blanket over me, and in the middle of the night I woke up and found +that he had left off talking and was quite still and cold. So I went to +sleep again.' The insensate wretch had actually finished his sleep +beside the corpse. + +Matthew was dead. + +They showed me his body lying in a small shed against the wall. It was +laid in a shell of pinewood roughly painted black, with no name or plate +upon it. It was to be taken across to the churchyard of St. George's +that afternoon, to be laid in a pauper's grave without mourners or +friends, and with a service hurriedly gabbled over his coffin. + +The old man who had nursed him was now comfortably wrapped in the +blanket and clothed in the coat and stockings which Alice had sent for +the use of the dead man. I hope the things kept him warm. + +Matthew was dead. At first I did not understand the difference it made +to me. I asked if he had left anything behind him; any letters or papers +or anything at all that his sisters might desire to have. There was +nothing; absolutely nothing was left of him at all. + +Most of our lives are like the stones thrown in the water; it makes +circles widening and growing indistinct; presently these signs vanish +altogether. Then the stone is clean forgotten. So the man and his life +are clean forgotten, never to be brought to mind again. Matthew left no +circles even; his was a stone that fell into the water silently and made +no splash and left no mark upon the surface even for a minute. He lived +for eight-and-twenty years: he ruined an old and noble House of trade; +he lost all the wealth and possessions and money of the House; he lost +all the money he could borrow; he plotted against me continually in +order to get some of the money which might be mine; he wilfully and +deliberately deceived the woman who married him; he died in a debtors' +prison without a single friend in the world or a single possession to +bequeath to a single friend, if he had one. To die lying on the +floor--it would have been on the bare planks but for Alice; in the dark +room without fire or light; what more wretched end could one desire for +his worst enemy? What more miserable record could one set down against a +man? + +I could do nothing more. I left the poor shell in the shed and passed +over to the other side. If my uncle could understand anything I had to +communicate the sad news to him. His only son was dead--What a son! What +a life! What a death! + +The alderman was sitting before the fire. With him sat his two +daughters. The guinea a week which was meant for him alone procured food +for the two girls as well. They passed the whole day, I believe, sitting +thus before the fire in gloom and bitterness; their bitterness was +mostly directed against myself as the supposed cause of all their +troubles. + +'Cousin,' said one of them looking up, 'you are not wanted here.' + +'Perhaps not. I have come, however, to bring you news. It is not good +news, I am sorry to say.' + +'That one can see by the joy expressed in your face.' Yet I did not feel +joyful. + +'Sir,' I addressed my uncle. 'I bring you bad news.' + +He looked up and smiled vacuously. 'You will find my brother, sir, on +Change, I believe.' + +'Yes, Sir. I would speak to you of Matthew.' + +'He is in the counting-house, or perhaps on board one of the ships. Or +on the Quay.' + +I turned to the daughters. 'I see that he understands nothing.' + +'No. He eats and sleeps. He talks nonsense. It is no use speaking to +him. You have seen us in our shame and misery. Give us your news and +go.' + +'It is about Matthew.' + +'Matthew? Where is he? We heard he had escaped.' + +'You do not know? Matthew has been in this prison for some weeks.' + +'Here? In this prison? And we have not see him?' + +'He has been on the Common side; on the Poor side. Perhaps that is the +reason; perhaps he did not know that. + +They looked at each other. Then they burst into tears. I thought they +were natural tears such as a sister might shed over the loss of her +brother. But they were not. 'Oh!' they cried. 'Oh! Oh! Oh! And now you +will have the whole of that great fortune. And we thought that you would +die and that Matthew would have it. What a misfortune! What a dreadful +thing!' They wept and lamented, capping each other in lamentations all +to the effect that the fortune had fallen to the undeserving one. 'And +after all his plots and after his shameful trial before all the world! +And after his highway robbery! And after the things that have been done +to us! and now that people will say that Matthew died a Pauper--on the +Common side! On the Poor side! We can never hold up our heads again.' + +So I left these dear creatures. Never could I understand why they +attributed any one of their misfortunes to me; nor of what nature were +the plots to which they referred; nor why my trial was shameful. + +However, I left these poor ladies. The reduction in their circumstances; +their precarious condition; their having nothing but the guinea a week +given by the Alderman's old friend; the uncertainty of his life; all +should be considered when we think of their bitterness. + +For my own part it was not until my cousins reminded me that I +understood the great difference which the event made to me. + +I was the survivor: and my succession came to me in less than three +years after my father's death. + +I was the survivor. At a single step I rose from the condition of a +simple fiddler, at twenty-five or thirty shillings a week, to the +possession of a fortune of over a hundred thousand pounds. + +I hastened to our trusty attorney, Mr. Dewberry. I apprised him of what +had happened; he undertook to present my claims and to transfer the +money to my name, which he faithfully effected, and without difficulty. + +Then I went on to Newgate. + +'What is the matter, Will?' cried Jenny, 'you look strangely agitated.' + +'Jenny'--I took her hand and held it--'you told me the other day that +you were in no anxiety about money.' + +'I never am, Will. For people of parts there is always plenty of money.' + +'You are a Prophetess, Jenny. You will never want for money so long as +you live. For all that I have is yours, and I am rich.' + +'You are rich?' Over her face, so quick to change, there passed a cloud. +'You are rich? Then--Will ... then ... if you are rich--I must be--a +widow. Is Matthew dead?' + +'He is dead, Jenny.' + +She sank into a chair. She shed no tears: she expressed no sorrow. + +'Matthew is dead. I wish I had never met him--Matthew is dead.' + +'He is dead, Jenny. He died in the prison.' + +'And I am a widow. I am free again. I am a widow who never was a wife. +Will, I would not speak ill of the dead--of the unburied: but ... alas! +I can find no good words to speak of him. He can do no more harm--either +to you or to me.' + +'Let us not speak of him, then.' + +'No--we must forget him. As for this money, Will, it is yours--your +own--yours and Alice's--and the lovely boy's.' + +'Jenny--all that we have is yours: all that we have and +more ... more ... gratitude and love and devotion--which are +more than gold.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +COMMUTATION + + +At that very moment, while we were trying to find words befitting the +occasion which would not admit of grief yet demanded the respect due to +Death, arrived the news so long expected. + +The Governor of the Prison, accompanied by our friend the Counsel for +the Prosecution, stood at the door, followed by one of the Turnkeys. + +'Madame,' said the Governor, 'I come to bring you news.' But he looked +so serious that my heart sank. + +'And I, Madame,' said the lawyer, 'shall be pleased to add a codicil to +this intelligence.' + +'Gentlemen, I have already this morning received news enough for one day +at least. Am I, gentlemen, ordered to adorn the next procession along +the Oxford Road?' + +'No, Madame,' the Governor replied. 'But I wish the news were more +joyful. I had hoped--I had expected--considering the whole case----' + +I looked at Jenny. She turned suddenly pale; I thought she was going to +faint. Consider: she had persuaded herself that a full and immediate +pardon would be granted. She had no doubt as to that point. She did not +faint; she recovered and spoke with white lips and a hard forced voice. + +'Tell me quick!' + +'Madame, His Majesty has graciously commuted the sentence into +transportation to the plantations for the term of five years.' + +Jenny made no reply. I groaned aloud. Transportation? To go out as a +servant! To be bought by a planter and made to work in the tobacco +fields under the lash? This for Jenny! All the world knew what +transportation meant and what were the mercies served out to convicts. + +The Governor sighed and shook his head. The lawyer took up the tale. +'Madame,' he said, 'believe me; everything has been done that could be +done. Had you pleaded Not Guilty you would most certainly have been +acquitted. Madame, I know your reasons, and I respect them. You pleaded +Guilty. Your reasons were not such as could be laid before the King, +unless privately. The Judge in your case is a lawyer of great eminence; +that is to say, he is jealous of the Law; he holds that above all things +the Law must be feared. He is called a hanging Judge, being a most +merciful man; but the Law must be respected. There must not be one Law +for the rich rogue and another for the poor rogue.' + +'Rich or poor,' said Jenny, 'I am a rogue for having stolen nightcaps in +my garrets; and I am a rogue and a vagabond because I am an actress.' + +'Nay, Madame; but the Toast of the Town, the most lovely----' + +'My loveliness does not stand me in much stead at this juncture. Tell me +again. I am to be shipped across seas: I am to stay there five years: I +am to herd on board with the wretched women outside: I am to work in the +fields with them and with negroes: I am to be whipped by my master: I am +to live on sweet potatoes. I am to wear sacking for all my clothes. +Gentlemen,' she added with flushed cheek, 'go, tell the King that I will +not accept this mercy.' + +'Nay, Madame,' said the lawyer with persuasive tongue. 'You go too fast. +Those who have friends can evade the obligations of service; you, who +have so many friends, will find that you have nothing to fear beyond the +voyage and a short residence in a pleasant climate. For my own part, +dear Madame, I hope to see you before another year begins back upon the +boards of Drury Lane, with all the town at your feet. I pine, Madame, I +languish for the first evening to arrive.' + +'Jenny,' I whispered, 'for Heaven's sake be careful. Consider; this +gentleman cannot be deceiving you. If there is, as he says, no real +obligation to service; and if, as he says, the sentence means only a +short residence in a pleasant country--then surely you must accept. +There is, however, the voyage. Perhaps, Sir,' I addressed the lawyer, +'it will be possible for Madame to take the voyage in a private cabin +apart from the rest of the--the company.' + +'It will certainly be possible. She may take state rooms for herself and +her maid: she will be treated as a gentlewoman. It is only a question of +arrangement with the Captain. Madame, I assure you, upon my honour, that +the sentence means no more than what I have stated. It is a brief exile +in which you will endure no other indignity than that of sailing on +board the ship which carries a few scores of the wretches going out as +slaves--if one may call an Englishman a slave.' + +Jenny wavered. Her cheek was still red with shame and disappointment. +She wavered. + +'Jenny,' I said, taking her hand. + +She sat down. 'Let it be, then, as you will.' + +'That is bravely resolved,' said the Governor. 'And now I shall have the +pleasure of removing you immediately from this close and confined +chamber to one more airy and more commodious.' + +'Gentlemen,' said Jenny, still crestfallen, 'I thank you both for your +good intentions. I should love you better if you would put a sword +through me and so end it. Perhaps, however, the ship may go to the +bottom. Let us hope so. It must sink, I am sure, so heavy will be the +heart of lead on board it.' + +So, with renewed protestations of assistance and goodwill the lawyer +went away with the Governor. In the yard I observed that he stopped and +looked upon the crowd of women, many of whom he would help to the +gallows. Does such a lawyer, always occupied in getting up and preparing +a case, so as to persuade a jury into a verdict of 'Guilty' ever feel +remorse at having done so, or repugnance at doing it again? Do the +ghosts of those whom he has sent to the other world haunt his bedside at +night? One may as well ask if the Judge who pronounces the sentence +feels remorse or pity. He is the mouth of the Law; the Counsel feeds the +mouth; the Governor of Newgate is the arm of the Law. However, that the +Counsel for the Prosecution should take so much interest in the release +of a prisoner is, I should think, without example in the history of +Newgate, where they have never had before, and can never have again, a +prisoner so lovely, so attractive, so interesting, as Jenny. After him +came another visitor. It was my Lord Brockenhurst who brought us the +news we had already heard--but with a difference. + +'Madame,' he said, after telling us what we had already heard, 'I shall +always regret that I was not the first to let you know. Indeed, I have +flown. The commutation of the sentence involves a voyage; that cannot be +denied; but there is no obligation to service. That will be arranged for +you; I can undertake so much, if necessary. The voyage is no great +matter; six weeks if you are fortunate; eight weeks, at most, will set +you on shore; the country is said to be beautiful; the climate is +healthy, the Virginians are mostly gentlemen of good family.' + +'I thank you, my Lord, for your kind words.' + +'There is another thing, Madame. I am empowered to assure you that the +Petition which you drew up for your young protégée here has been +graciously received by Her Majesty the Queen. She has herself asked for +the remission of the capital sentence. The girl's life will be spared.' + +'This is good news, at least.' + +'On conditions, which you must expect. She will go with you to Virginia +for five years. You can take her as your maid, if you please.' + +'With me for five years?' Jenny repeated. 'I know so little of what is +ordered----' + +'Briefly, Madame, a prisoner under sentence of transportation is engaged +as a servant, generally on a tobacco plantation, where he works with the +negroes. If there should happen to be one among them of a superior class +he becomes an accountant or even a manager; or if he can command +influence or money his engagement is merely nominal. Your engagement +will be a form which I shall arrange for you. This girl can remain with +you. When you come home you can bring her with you.' + +'In five years?' + +'No--in much less time--in a few months. I am permitted on the highest +authority to assure you that your banishment will be but short. As soon +as it can with decency be asked for, a full pardon will be asked for and +it will be granted. You will then only have to return in order to +delight your friends once more.' + +'When shall I have to go?' + +'A ship is now fitting out. She sails in a week or a fortnight. You will +sail as a cabin passenger, entrusted to the protection of the Captain. +The--the other--passengers will be confined between decks, I believe.' + +'My Lord, I am deeply touched by all your kindness.' + +'Madame, _I_ have done little--little indeed. Would it had been more! I +shall now, with your permission, make arrangements with the Captain of +the ship for your entertainment on the voyage and your reception on +reaching the port.' + +'So,' said Jenny, 'in one day I am deprived of my husband. I am a widow +who never was a wife. I am deprived of my country--which is London; and +of all my friends.' + +His lordship's face changed. 'Your husband, Madame? Is he dead?' + +'He died last night. Let us not speak of him.' + +'Then you are free' He glanced at me: I saw his meaning and the purpose +in his eyes. 'You are free.' + +I stepped out, leaving them together. In a few minutes he came out with +the look of one distracted, and not knowing what he was doing or whither +he went. + +Within the cell Jenny was sitting at the table with red and tearful +eyes. + +'That good and noble friend, Will, would make me Lady Brockenhurst.' + +'Jenny--why not?' + +'He would go with me: he would marry me here and sail with me. No--no--I +promised his sister. What? Because I love a man--the best of men--should +I give him children who would be ashamed of their mother and her origin? +Mine would be a pretty history for them to learn, would it not? No, +Will, no. Believe me I love him too well. Even if he were a meaner man, +I could never bring my history to smirch the chronicles of a respectable +family.' + +She was silent a little. 'Will,' she said presently, looking up, 'all +that I foretold has proved true. I want no money. I am going out to a +strange country. It is not Ireland as I thought. It is Virginia. I see +it again so plain--so clear--I shall know it when I land. But I can see +no farther. There will be no return for me to Drury Lane. My vision +stops short--now that I see you--somewhere--with me--I see Alice also. +But I cannot see England or London--or the Black Jack or Drury Lane.' + +Then we moved to the more commodious chamber, where I soothed her +spirits with a cup of tea which is better far than wine or cordials for +the refreshment of the mind. Presently she began to recover a little +from her disappointment. + +'It will be lonely at first,' she said, 'without a single friend, and I +suppose that a transported convict--say that for me, Will--it hath a +strange sound. It is like a slap in the face--a transported convict----' + +'Nay, Jenny, do not say it.' + +'I must. I say that though a transported convict must be despised, yet I +shall have my girl here with me, and perhaps my Lord will prove right +and I may come home again. Yet I do not think so. Will, there is one +consolation. At last I shall get clean away from my own people. They +used to congregate round the stage-door of the Theatre to congratulate +their old friend on her success. The Orange-Girls were never tired of +claiming old friendship. I married in order to get away from them, but +Matthew never meant to keep his promise--I am tired, Will, of my own +people. They have made me suffer too much. Henceforth let them go and +hang without any help from me.' + +'It is high time, Jenny.' + +'The Act ends lamely, perhaps. It may be the last Act of the Play. The +ship leaves the Quay. On the deck stands the heroine in white satin, +waving her handkerchief. The people weep. The bo's'n blows his whistle. +The sailors stamp about; the curtain falls. Will, if things are +real--what am I to do when I get back--if I do get back? How am I to +live?' + +'Jenny,' I said seriously, 'I believe that one so good and so fearless, +for whom daily prayers are offered, will be led by no will of her own, +into some way of peace and happiness.' + +'Think you so, good cousin? There spoke Alice. It is her language. She +says that beyond the stars are eyes that can see and hands that can +lead. Why, Will, for my people, the only hand that leads is the hand of +hunger: the only hand that directs is the hand with the whip in it; as +for eyes that see'--she shook her head sadly--'I wish there were,' she +said. 'Perhaps there would then be some order in St. Giles's. And there +would be some hope for the poor rogues. Oh! Will--the poor helpless, +ignorant, miserable rogues--of whom I am one--a transported convict--a +transported convict--how we suffer! how we die! And pass away and are +forgotten! Will ... Will ... I go with a heavy heart--I go to meet my +death. For never more shall I return. Where is the eye that sees? Oh! +Will--where is the hand that leads?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +TRANSPORTATION + + +In the evening when I left the prison, it was with emotions strange and +bewildering. Jenny, who was to have received a free pardon, was sent, a +self-accused convict, to the plantations. To the plantations, where they +send the common rogues and villains. She was to go out on board a +convict ship, counted happy because although one of that shameful +company, she was not kept below all the voyage on convict fare with +those wretches vile and unspeakable. + +And I was rich. After all these troubles: after my father's displeasure: +after my disinheritance: after my persecution and imprisonment: I was +rich---- + +And Matthew, the cause of all, was dead. + +Truly the hand of the Lord had been heavy upon them all. Matthew dying +in starvation and misery. Mr. Probus, lying in prison, a pauper and +blind: Merridew stoned to death: the other two escaped with life, but +that was all. But the innocent were suffering with the guilty: the old +man Alderman languishing in a debtors' prison with no hope of release: +and Jenny a convict to be transported across the seas. They did well to +call it a voyage: a short exile in a pleasant climate: she was a +convict: she was under sentence. + +And I was rich. So I kept saying to myself as I walked home that +evening. So I kept saying to Alice when I told her what had happened +while we sat till late at night talking over these acts of Providence. + +We were to see her go far away across the ocean--a convict, never +perhaps to return: to see her go alone, save for her little maid: in +danger of wicked men of whom there are plenty over every part of the +world: perhaps, in spite of what was said, a servant even, at her +master's beck and call: the woman to whom I owed more than life: far +more than life: honour: and the respect of the world: and the happiness +of my children and grandchildren: yea, even unto the third and fourth +generation. What was wealth? Where was its happiness when we had to +think of Jenny? It was this woman, I say, who by her ready wit, her +generosity, her fearlessness in the presence of risks certain and +dangers inevitable, made my innocence as clear as the noonday's sun. For +this service shall her name be blessed among those who come after me and +bear my name and are stimulated to deeds of honour by the thought that +they come of an honourable stock. Think of the burden upon their lives +had they been doomed to remember that their father or their grandfather +before them had suffered a shameful death for highway robbery! + +Jenny saved me--but at what a price! She braved the worst that the +rogues, her former friends, could do to her. She compelled her own +people: their own associates to betray them in order to prove my +innocence. She paid for the betrayal by prison, trial and ruin. She +poured out her money like water in order that no doubt whatever should +exist in the mind of the Court or the Jury as to the real character of +the witnesses. In return she endured the foul air and the foul +companionship of Newgate and a shameful transportation to Virginia, +there to be set up, if her sentence was carried out, and sold as +a slave for five years. It was no common gratitude--we repeated over +and over again--that we owed her for this service. We owed her +all--all--all--that we possessed or ever could possess. + +But money cannot effect everything: it could not, in this case, give +Jenny the full pardon and the immediate release we desired. + +In the dead of night, as I lay sleepless, tortured in my mind because I +could think of nothing that we could do for Jenny, who had done so much +for us, Alice spoke to me, sitting up in bed. + +'Husband,' she said, and then she fell to weeping for a while and it +seemed as if she could not stop her crying and sobbing--but they were +tears of prayer and praise. 'Let us talk. It is yet night. The world +sleeps; but the Lord is awake. Let us talk.' + +So we talked. + +'I am heavy in my mind about that poor creature,' she began. + +'And I no less, my dear.' + +'We must not think that the innocent are punished with the guilty. That +old man the Alderman is pulled down by his son: they lie in ruin +together: but he is innocent: for this reason he has been permitted to +lose his wits and now feels nothing. Jenny suffers because though she is +innocent in intention, she is guilty in fact. Will, if I think of that +poor creature, so good and generous and so self-denying: and of the +company among whom she has lived: and of the people among whom she was +born: and how she has no religion, not the least sense of religion, I +think that this new business may be but the leading of the poor +trembling soul to knowledge.' + +'She is assured that before long she will be permitted to return.' + +'Perhaps she will not be permitted to return. There is One who is higher +than kings.' + +'What would you do, Alice?' + +'Let us ask ourselves, Will, what we are to do with our new riches. I am +but a homely body, I cannot become a fine lady. As for yourself, +remember, my dear, that you have been a musician, playing for your +livelihood at the Dog and Duck: and you have stood your trial at the Old +Bailey: and you have been in a Debtors' Prison: and your father's House +is bankrupt: and your name is held in contempt where formerly it was in +honour. Where will you seek your new friends? In the country? But the +Quality despise a musician. In the City? They despise a musician much: +prisoner for debt, more: a bankrupt, most.' + +'I know not what is in your mind, Alice.' + +'I am coming to it, my dear. Remember, once more, what you said to-night +that we owe her all--all--all. Your life: your honour: your son's pride +in his father: my life, for the agony and the shame would have killed +me. Oh! Will, what can we do for her? What can we give her in return for +benefits and services such as these?' + +'I will give her all I have, my dear, my whole fortune, this new great +fortune. I will give her everything but you, my dear, and the boy.' + +'Money she does not want and it will not help her in this strait.' + +'What then can we do? We have gratitude--it is hers. And our fortune, it +is hers if she will take it.' + +'Oh! Will, be patient with me, dear. We can give her indeed, all that we +have: we can give her'--she bent over me and kissed me, and her tears +fell upon my forehead--'we can give her, Will--ourselves.' + +'What?' + +'We can give her--ourselves. The whole of our lives. We can become her +servants in grateful thanks for all that she has done for us.' + +'But how, Alice, how?' + +'Consider: she is going out to a new country--alone. We know not into +what company she may fall. It is a rough country not yet fully settled I +am told: there are fierce Indians and cruel snakes and wild +beasts--though I fear the men worse than the beasts. Who will protect +her? She is beautiful and men are sometimes driven mad by beauty in +women.' + +I began to understand. + +'Let us go away with her to this new country, where she shall be the +mistress and we will be the servants. They say it is a beautiful +country, with fine sunshine and fruits in plenty. Let us go with her, +Will, and protect her from dangers and teach her to forget the thieves' +kitchen and make her happy among the flowers and the woods. We will turn +her captivity into a holiday: we will think of nothing in the world but +to make her happy. I have told you. Will, what is in my mind. And, my +dear, I verily believe the Lord Himself has put it there.' + +I reflected for a little. Then I kissed her. 'I am content, my dear,' I +said. 'As you desire, so shall it be. We will go with Jenny and become +her servants as long as the duty shall be laid upon us.' + +And so we fell asleep. And in the morning this thing seemed a dream. But +it was no dream. Then we had to begin our preparations. It would be +close on three weeks, we learned, before the ship, the _Pride of +Ratcliffe_, would be ready to drop down the river. I went on board and +saw the Captain. He told us that Lord Brockenhurst had already engaged +the best cabin for Madame, that although one of the convicts she was to +be treated differently: to be separated from the rest: not to mix with +them: wherein, he said grimly, 'she is lucky indeed.' With her and in +her cabin was to go another convict, a young girl. They were to mess in +the Captain's cabin. 'See,' he said, 'what it is to be a friend of a +noble Lord.' I told him that the lady was a cousin of my own, which +disconcerted him. However, without many more words, we came to an +understanding. I was to have a cabin for so much. And the Captain +undertook to lay in provisions for us. He was kind enough to draw up a +list of the things we should require: it appeared necessary for a +passenger to America to buy up half the beeves and sheep of Smithfield, +together with all the turkey, geese and poultry, of Leadenhall, not to +speak of wine and rum, enough for the whole crew. He said that in bad +weather so much of the live-stock was destroyed that it was necessary to +provide against these accidents. So he prevailed, and I think I kept the +whole ship's company with my stores. + +The ship was of 350 tons burden, a stout, well-built ship, with three +masts, not unlike one of my father's West Indiamen, but inferior in +tonnage: she was slow, it afterwards appeared, generally doing from +four knots an hour, or about a hundred knots a day at such times as +there was a favourable wind. If the wind was unfavourable, as generally +happened, her speed was much less. As for the length of the voyage, the +Captain reckoned that taking one voyage with another, she would get +across in six or eight weeks: the uncertainty of the time, as he pointed +out, as well as the possibility of storms, called for the apparently +vast quantity of provisions which he was laying in for our party. + +And now began a busy time. First I communicated our design to Mr. +Dewberry, the attorney, who entirely approved of it. Next I arranged +with him for the safe investment of my new fortune as to which there was +no difficulty at all as soon as the death of Matthew had been duly +proved and attested. The amount which was originally £100,000 had now by +the accumulation of the interest become over £120,000, which, at five +per cent., produced the enormous income of £6,000 a year--more than a +hundred pounds a week. What would we do with a hundred pounds a week? +Mr. Dewberry laughed. 'I have never yet,' he said, 'found a rich man +complaining of too much wealth. For the most part he complains of +poverty. In a word, Mr. Halliday, your wealth will before many months +cease to be a burden to you. But remember, great as is this income, even +in the wealthy City of London, and enormous as it will be in the distant +land of Virginia, there are limits to the power even of such an income. +Keep within it: keep within it.' + +It matters not how we made this money safe--that is, as safe as money +can be made. There are stocks and shares in the National Debt. Some of +these were obtained: and there were houses in the City which were +bought: in a few days my excellent attorney put my affairs in such order +that I was enabled to leave England without fear, and to be provided, +moreover, with letters of credit by which I could draw for such money as +might be necessary from time to time. By this time our plans, much +talked about, were matured. We would purchase an estate, as a +plantation: in Virginia every estate is a plantation: it would be +probably a tobacco-growing estate with its servants and slaves and +buildings complete. Thither we would all go together and take up our +abode. Letters were provided which I could present to responsible and +honest merchants at Baltimore, by whose assistance I hoped to get what +we desired, and we resolved, further, to tell Jenny nothing of these +plans until we were all on board together. + +The next thing was to find out what we should take out from the old +country to the new. It was reported that already they made nearly +everything that was wanted: such as furniture and things made out of the +woods of the country, which are various and excellent. The things most +in demand were reported to be knives, tools, and ironmongery of all +kinds: guns and weapons: clothes of the better kind, especially dresses +for gentlewomen in silk and satin and embroidered work. Books, music, +and musical instruments were also scarce. I laid in a great stock of all +these things: they were packed in large chests bound in iron and sent on +board as they were bought. + +In getting these purchases and in procuring this information the days +passed quickly, because it was necessary as well that I should visit +Jenny every day. A happy bustling time. After all the trouble of the +past it was pleasant to think of a new world opening before us with new +hopes of happiness. These hopes were realized. I do not say that people +are better in the New World than in the Old; everywhere are men +self-seeking and grasping: but there is less suffering, less poverty, +and, I believe, none of such infernal wickedness as may be devised at +home by men like Probus and Merridew. Such monstrous growths are not +found in a new country where the population is thin, and there is no +place for villains to hide their heads. The worst trouble in Virginia, +in those days, was with the convicts, concerning whom I shall speak +immediately. + +While these preparations were going on, Jenny waited in Newgate somewhat +sadly. Lord Brockenhurst came to visit her daily: she had the girl whom +she had saved for a maid: the lad Jack came every day to fetch and carry +and do her bidding. I said nothing to this fellow of our purpose. One +day, however, while he waited in the corridor outside the cell, I called +him in and spoke to him seriously. 'Jack,' I said, ''tis known to thee +that Madame sails for America in a week or so?' + +'Ay, Sir,' and his face dropped. + +'What will you do, Jack? There is the old company of the kitchen at the +Black Jack: if that is broken up they have gone to the Spotted Dog.' + +'No, Sir,' he said stoutly, 'I will be a rogue no more. I have promised +Madame.' + +'Then there is the village. You could go home again, Jack.' + +'They will not have me.' + +'Then, Jack, what will you do?' + +He held his hat in his hands, and then with tears rolling down his +cheeks he fell on his knees to Jenny. 'Take me with you, Madame,' he +said. 'I will be your faithful servant to command. Only take me with +you.' + +'Alas, Jack! who am I that I should have a servant with me who shall be +but a servant myself. Poor lad, I cannot take thee.' + +'By your leave, Jenny,' I said. 'There will be a little maid to wait +upon you and you will want Jack to protect both you and her. If you +consent to take him, he shall go.' + +'But, Will, you know the conditions. I shall not be mistress even of +myself.' + +'That is provided. Did not Lord Brockenhurst promise?' + +'Lord Brockenhurst will do what he can. Of that I have no doubt. But as +to his power across the Atlantic, of that I have grave doubts.' + +'Jenny,' I took her hand. 'Do you trust my word? Could I deceive you? +Could I ever hold out hopes unless I knew that they were well grounded?' + +'Why, Will, whom should I trust if not you?' + +'Then, Jenny, listen and believe. It is so arranged and provided that on +landing in America you will be provided with a house fit for your +station and with everything, so long as you may stay in the country, +that a gentlewoman can require. And all that you have or enjoy will be +yours--your own--and over all you shall be mistress.' + +'Dear Will--this providing is your providing.' + +'A manservant you must have to begin with. Negroes there are in plenty, +but an English manservant--an honest'--here I looked Jack in the face; +he reddened and was confused--'an honest, strong, capable, faithful +servant, that you want, Jenny; and that you must have, and here he is.' +I clapped the fellow on the shoulder as he still knelt before his +mistress. + +'Get up, Jack,' she said. 'Since it must be so, it must. But you must +thank Mr. Halliday and not me.' + +It was not a servant that she took out with her but a slave, one of +those willing slaves to whom their slavery is freedom, who have no +thoughts or desires of their own; none but the thought how best to +please their Lords or Ladies. Such servants are rare, except those who +have served in the army, where duty is taught to be the first virtue. + +'At least,' said Jenny, 'I shall not be put ashore alone or among the +gang of poor creatures with whom I ought to stand as a companion.' And +indeed the prospect of this strong fellow to protect her at the outset +caused her, I was pleased to find, no slight consolation. Yet I dared +not tell her till it was too late to be altered, the resolution which we +had formed to go with her as well. + +Despite the injurious treatment of my two cousins, I took it greatly to +heart that the unfortunate Alderman should, for no fault of his own, be +condemned to imprisonment for the short remainder of his days. He was +past understanding where he was. In imagination he rolled in his chariot +from Clapham Common to the Wharf and Counting House: he received the +Captains of the West Indiamen: he appeared on Change: he dined with his +Company: he sat on the Bench: he walked in his garden: he cut +pine-apples and grapes in his hothouses. He was quite happy. But there +was the shame of knowing that he was there and that he was supported by +the charity of his old friends. + +Accordingly I sought Mr. Dewberry's advice and help. There was now but +little time to be lost, a matter which made things easier, because, Mr. +Dewberry said, so long as there was any chance of getting more by +putting off the matter it would be put off. In a word, he called +together the creditors. They were fortunately a small body: all those +who had claims in respect to Jenny's liabilities were cut off by +Matthew's death. The debt of Mr. Probus was also removed by his death +because it was an account of monies borrowed by Matthew privately. There +remained the debts of the House, and these were due to merchants and to +banks. The creditors met, therefore, and I attended. Mr. Dewberry +pointed out that my desire was the release of my uncle: that the +creditors had no claim upon me: that anything I might offer with the +view of attaining that object was a free and voluntary gift: that if the +creditors refused this gift they would never get anything at all: and +finally that they should consider that the poor man now in prison had +not been a party to any of the transactions which led to the ruin of +the House. + +They asked half an hour to consider. At the end of that time, they +offered to accept in full discharge of all claims, two shillings in the +pound. I was advised to accept this offer. It took nearly £20,000 out of +my fortune; in fact, all the accumulations. But I had the satisfaction +before I left of releasing my uncle from his chamber in the loathed +King's Bench. + +I knew how I should be received by my cousins: but words break no bones. +Besides, I wished to release him, so to speak, with my own hands. + +'You are come again then,' said my elder cousin, who for some reason +unknown, was much the more bitter of the two. There is your handiwork. +Gaze upon it,' she pointed to her father, 'and exult! Exult!' + +'On the whole,' I said, 'I can, this day at least, exult in my work.' + +'It is your doing. None but yours. If you had signed what he wished this +misery would have been saved. And you would have had quite as much as +one in your beggarly trade could desire.' + +'Thank you, cousin. You are always kind to me.' + +'You are my brother's murderer. You have ruined my father,' she added. + +'I am anything you wish. Indeed, I have no reply to make to such charges +as these. Meantime I have come here to-day in order to release your +father. Down below waits the attorney with his discharge in due form. He +is free. You can take him out of the Prison.' + +'Out of prison?' + +They both stared at me. Their eyes flashed: the sudden joy of liberty +seized them: they sprang to their feet. + +'Free? He is free?' cried the younger. 'Father, you are free--do you +hear?' + +'Free?' he replied. I have been free of the City for six-and-thirty +years.' + +'Free!' echoed the elder. 'What is the good of freedom without the means +of getting a living? Free? Let us stay here, where at least we have a +guinea a week.' + +'Your livelihood is provided for. You will receive during your three +lives the sum of three guineas paid weekly.' + +'Three guineas?' The younger caught my hand, 'Cousin Will! Oh! It is +our living. It is everything to us poor paupers. Will, I doubt we have +misjudged you.' + +Her sister snatched her hand away. 'Don't touch him!' she cried. 'Don't +speak to him! Three guineas a week! The miserable pittance! and he has +thousands--thousands--thousands a year'--her voice rose to a +shriek--'which ought to have been our murdered brother's and our own!' + +One must never look for gratitude or even for reasonable recognition: or +for the courtesy of thanks: but these words were really more shrewish +and more bitter than one can endure. However, I made no reply and left +them, pleased at least that one of them could be moved to confessing her +prejudice. I know not what became of them, nor have I ever heard tidings +of them since that day. + +One more addition was made to our party. + +My brother-in-law, Tom Shirley, came to me one morning with a serious +face--serious at least, for him. 'Will,' he said, 'I have been thinking +about my own concerns, that is, my wife has been thinking about them for +me. It is a great advantage for a man to give over that part of his +business to his wife.' + +'Well, Tom?' + +'She says, if I remember right, because she has been saying a good deal, +that so long as I am content to play first fiddle at the Dog and Duck +for thirty shillings a week it matters not, as we shall never get on, +and shall have to live in the Rules all our life. Well, Will, I would as +lief live in the Rules as out of them. There is very good company in the +Rules, almost as good as in the King's Bench itself.' + +'She is not content that you should always play the fiddle at that +place, and you are. Is that so?' + +'For the patronage of aristocracy and the esteem of an audience of taste +there is no equal to the Dog and Duck,' he replied gravely, as if he +meant what he said of the dirty disreputable haunt of 'prentices and +their kind. 'But I confess, Will, that there are times when I consider +my musical compositions and when I long for a wider popularity. I think +that I should like an opportunity to get my name better known. At the +Dog and Duck the noble audience doth not ask the name of the composer.' + +'You would leave the Rules if you could, and go live at Westminster, +where there are concerts and rich patrons? Well, Tom, we are now rich. +We might manage that for you I believe.' + +He shook his head. 'No. Best not waste good money. I should only get +back here again in a month or two. My dear Will, if you only knew how +difficult it is to refuse when things are offered on credit. Now, in the +Rules no one has any credit, so that we save all our money.' + +I never heard of Tom's saving any money. However, I asked him what he +would have. + +He would go with me. But did they want music in Virginia? + +'Perhaps not now. Wait, however, till they have heard and seen me. I +believe there is no musical composer, yet, in the Province. I will be +the first Virginian musician. I will be the Handel of Virginia.' + +'Well, Tom, why not?' The knowledge of my great income made me yielding. +Was there not enough for a dozen Toms? 'I dare say we could pay out your +detaining creditors with no great difficulty.' + +'Not for the world, my dear brother-in-law. Even from you I could not +accept such a favour. Pay me out? Why, it would be no favour: it would +be a crime. Do you know that my only detaining creditor is an attorney? +Pay an attorney? Never. Remember Probus. Surely you have had enough of +attorneys.' + +'Indeed I am not likely to forget Probus as long as I live. But then, if +you are not paid out, Tom, how will you get out?' + +'I shall walk out, Mr. William Halliday. If you let us go out with you I +shall send the wife on board with Alice and I shall then walk out with +my violin in one hand and a bundle of music in the other on the evening +before the ship sails. I shall go on board. When my creditor finds out +that I have taken my departure, which may take weeks--or it may take +months--that honest attorney will be pained no doubt, for he is of a +revengeful spirit. He will then do exactly what he pleases. But I +believe he will not venture out to Virginia. If he should dare that +attempt I will give him to friendly Indians in order to be--carbonadoed, +as I believe you Americans call it. That attorney, Will, shall be +carbonadoed over a slow fire.' + +Tom, then, was to come with us. So with Jenny, her maid, and her man: +Tom Shirley and his wife: Alice, the boy and myself we should make up +as pleasant a family party as ever sailed across the Atlantic. + +The time approached when we were to go on board. The ship was to drop +down with the ebb on Saturday morning at nine with the turn of the tide. +Everything was on board; on the forecastle on deck my live stock was +gathered: sheep, pigs, turkeys (all of which died in the Channel) geese +and poultry: our furniture, books and music were stowed away in the +hold: our wine and liquors were laid in bunks around the cabin: the +Captain and the mate were to take meals with us: they were also so +obliging as to drink up our rum and our wine. We had no leavetakings: on +Friday afternoon Alice and her sister-in-law went on board. Tom joined +them after sundown. At eight o'clock or thereabouts I was to bring Jenny +and her party on board. Lord Brockenhurst had expressed his desire to +say farewell to her on the quarterdeck. + +A little after seven I repaired to the Gaol. At the gates I saw waiting +three large waggons which the people were filling with boxes and bundles +tied up in sacking and canvas. I thought nothing of these waggons at the +moment: they did not concern me, and I entered the Lodge. There was +waiting for me Jenny herself, dressed in splendour as if for a wedding. +Surely no prisoner sentenced to transportation ever went on board ship +in such a guise. She was taking an affectionate leave of the Governor, +who was moved almost to tears by her departure. + +'Indeed, Sir,' she said, 'I am grieved to have put you to so much +trouble.' So she shook hands, smiling sweetly: then she turned to the +turnkeys. 'I am also very much in your debt, my friends,' and walked +along the whole line distributing guineas. 'God bless your Ladyship!' +they uttered fervently. 'We shall never see the likes of your Ladyship +here again.' + +Indeed I am sure that they never will. + +She mounted the steps of the coach which waited outside, she was +followed by the girl, by myself, and by the lad called Jack. + +'I am glad,' she said, 'that this child goes out with me to Virginia.' +The child--she looked little more--took Jenny's hand and kissed it. 'She +is an affectionate little fool,' said Jenny, 'and loves me much. And to +think what they were going to do with her! Oh! Fools! Fools!' she +cried. 'Oh! monstrous Fools!' + +We were now rolling slowly along Ludgate Hill. There was a rumbling +after us which continued. I looked out. They were the three waggons I +had observed at the Gate. + +'What are those waggons?' I asked. + +'They contain my baggage. Did you think I was going abroad with +nothing?' + +'But in those waggons you must have the whole wardrobe of Drury Lane.' + +She laughed. 'Will, you understand nothing. Did I not tell you that I +would have all those turnkeys at my feet in a day or two? Well, I +succeeded.' + +'But what has that got to do with your baggage?' + +'Why, you see, the officers that went to search my house for stolen +property began with the garrets. And there they stopped. Now when my +mother agreed to give evidence it was on conditions as I told you. I +gave her money for compensation and I bought the whole of her stock of +stolen property. It had been stored in the stone vaults under the Black +Jack. They carried it over to the cellars of my house, and when there +was no room left there, they used the garrets.' + +'Oh! They took the garrets first.' + +'Where there was very little to see. Now you understand why there was +such a paltry show. Could a woman in my position brave such a fate for +things so miserable?' + +'Jenny! Jenny! You are wonderful.' + +'No, Will, only I have my wits about me.' + +'You have actually converted Newgate--Newgate Prison--into a Receiving +House for stolen property.' + +'Five guineas apiece for the turnkeys was what it cost. I thought it the +safest and the simplest plan, Will.' + +'Safest and simplest!' + +Before I recovered the surprise of this information we reached the +stairs. On the Quarter deck was Alice with the boy. + +'You dear good woman,' Jenny cried. 'You are come to see the last of the +transported convict: the end of the Orange Girl!' + +Yet beside my wife in her homely dress, Jenny looked like a Countess. +Alice kissed her. 'We are not going to leave you, Jenny. We are going +with you, your servants as long as we live.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +THE LAST TEMPTATION + + +'We are waiting,' said the Captain, 'for our passengers.' + +While he spoke there came alongside the ship a dozen boats or more laden +with the passengers for whose sake the good ship was about to cross the +Atlantic. There were, I remember--it is not possible for me to forget +anything that happened on this voyage--one hundred and eight of them who +came on board, men and women. They were brought down from Blackfriars +Stairs in a closed lighter. + +'Jenny,' I said, 'go into the cabin. Do not look at them.' + +'Why, Will, I ought to be among them. I am one of them. Suffer me to +look at my brothers and sisters in misfortune.' + +Of these poor wretches we had seen the greater part already in Newgate. +Within those walls: in the bad air; among those companions; where +everything was sordid and wretched; they did not present an appearance +so horrible as they did in the open air; on the bright river; in the +sunshine; under the flying clouds; among the sailors; where everything +spoke of freedom. The pallor of their faces; their wretched rags blowing +about in the breeze; their pinched faces; the unnatural brightness of +their eyes; their tottering limbs; their meek submissiveness to order; +proclaimed their long detention in prison while they were waiting for +the ship. As they climbed up the companion painfully; as they stepped +down upon the deck; as they stood huddled together like sheep, my heart +sank within me for thinking that Jenny, too, was reckoned as one of +these. I glanced at her; she was thinking the same thing; her cheek was +aflame; her eyes, glowed; her lips trembled. + +'Will,' said she; 'we are a proper company. Virginia will welcome us.' + +They brought with them--faugh! the prison reek and stench. But we saw +them for a few moments only. Then they were bundled down below to their +own quarters and we saw the poor creatures no more. + +It has been said that these poor convicts are cruelly ill-used on board +the transport ships. I can speak only of what I saw; I know that our +Captain was a humane man. I can testify to the fact that there were +seldom more than two or three floggings a day, and of the women not so +many; I know that our convicts were a gang of hardened wretches whom +nothing but the fear of the lash kept in order; I know that when they +came on board they were for the most part in a wretched condition; of +low habits from long confinement, poor food, and bad drink; that many of +them lay down directly the ship got into open water and, what with +sea-sickness, fever, and weakness, never got up again. The truth is that +the contractors, who receive £5 a head for a voyage which takes about +two months, do honestly provide the convicts the rations prescribed by +the Government. These rations are sufficient but not luxurious; they +consist of beef, pork, biscuits and cheese once a week; to keep up their +spirits they are served a ration of gin. The beef may have been tough +and the pork rusty, but such as it was the Captain served it out among +them. Yet, on the voyage of seven weeks we buried forty-seven, or nearly +one every day. It seems a large number; those who died were nearly all +men; very few of them were women. They were unfit to face the fatigues +of the voyage and the rolling of the ship; some of them were even +consumptive; some were asthmatic; some were in fevers; some had other +diseases; they died; perhaps they would have died at home in prison. At +Newgate scarce a day passes that some poor wretch does not succumb to +privation and bad air. If so many of them died on board the ship that is +no proof of inhumanity. + +Let us forget these poor sinners. It is easy to say that they deserved +all they got. No doubt they did. And what do we deserve? And when a man +like myself has gone through that gate and mouth of Hell called Newgate, +he looks on the poor creatures who go there to be flogged and branded +and pilloried and hanged and transported with some compassion because he +knows that such as they are, such they have been made. Mr. Merridew is +always with them: the landlady of the Black Jack is always ready to buy +what they offer her for sale: no respectable person will employ them; +they have never been taught anything. The Divine and the schoolmaster +dare not venture within their streets, which are the very Sanctuary of +Wickedness; our charities are all for the deserving; we have no bowels, +no compassion, for those we call the undeserving. Let us forget them. +Better to lie at the bottom of the ocean, where at least it is peaceful, +than to face the cruel whip of the overseer, and the burning fields of +the American Plantations. + +Our voyage lasted, I say, little more than seven weeks; we were wafted +across a smooth sea by favouring breezes. After leaving the Channel we +got into a warmer air; we began to sit on the quarterdeck. Tom and I got +out our violins and played. We played for our party; we played for the +sailors; we sang those part-songs which he made so well. Jenny, for her +part, was silent. Now and then she spoke to me about herself. + +'Will,' she said, 'if I receive that permission to return which my Lord +promises, what will you do? Will you come home with me?' + +'I do not know,' I told her. 'If the place pleases us, why should we go +home again? My memories of home will be full of wrongs for many a year +to come. I can never get back to my old friends in the City. Although, +thanks to you, I was fully acquitted, I am a Newgate bird and a bird of +the King's Bench. People look askance upon such a man. I must think of +Alice, too, and of the boy. We must not let these memories haunt the +mother and make the boy ashamed.' + +'To go back,' she answered without heeding me, 'to stand on the stage at +Drury Lane once more. Have they forgotten me already, do you think? The +Orange Girls will remember, I am sure, and the natives of St. Giles's,' +she laughed, 'I don't think they will bear malice.' + +'You must not go back to Drury Lane, Jenny.' + +'I can do better than Drury Lane, Will,' she said. 'I have but to +consent and I shall be--a Countess. And oh! how proud will my children +be of their mother, proud indeed of their mother. Oh! Will, to think how +one's birth clings round and hampers us all our lives. I might be happy; +I might make a good and faithful man happy; but the time would come when +the children would grow up and would ask who and what was their mother +and where she was born. Could I take them to the ruins of the Black +Jack? Could I take them to the Tyburn Tree of Glory and tell them how +how their grandfather died?' Then she relapsed into silence and so +remained for awhile. + +She had none of the common accomplishments of women; she could not sew +or embroider or make things as women used. She could do nothing; she +could not cook or make cordials; she understood no household work of any +kind: she could read, but she had read nothing beyond the plays in which +she had acted; she knew no history or geography or politics; she knew +nothing but what she had learned for her own purposes; the scaffolding, +so to speak, on which the actor builds his playing; the art of fine +dress; and how to wear it; the art of dancing with an admirable grace of +manner and of carriage; the art of courtesy and graciousness, in which +she was a Princess; the art of making herself even more beautiful than +Nature intended; and the art of bringing all men to her feet. Before we +had been a day at sea, the Captain was her servant to command; by the +second day, the mate was her slave; by the third day the sailors +worshipped her. She brought good luck to the ship; every sailor will +tell you that passengers may, and often do, resemble Jonah, who was +pursued by a tempest; Jenny brought fair weather and a balmy breeze +always from the right quarter. + +She did not forget our fellow-passengers. When she heard that they were +dying fast she would have gone below to visit them but the Captain +refused his leave; the noisome quarters where they herded together, day +and night, was not a proper place for any decent woman to visit. Let her +send down what she pleased, and they should have it. She sent down from +our stores daily drams of cordial and of rum; if she did not save many +lives she made death less terrible. + +The voyage came to an end all too quickly. On a certain day at the +beginning of April we put into port and presently landed on the shores +of the New World. There are certain forms. The bodies of Jenny Halliday +and Pamela St. Giles's--I called the girl Pamela for obvious +reasons--were duly delivered to the officer representing the Governor +and as duly handed over to me as their master for five years. This +proceeding was performed without Jenny's presence or knowledge. I then +found a lodging not far from the Port and sought the merchants to whom I +had letters of introduction and credit. + +My tale draws to an end. Let it not grow tedious in its last pages. In +one word, in a week or so after our landing we started on a short +journey of thirty miles or so over a somewhat rough road. Our journey +took us five hours. It was about three o'clock in the afternoon when we +arrived. First there was a large wooden house of two storeys painted +white; in the front a long and deep veranda--meaning a place covered +over and protected from the sun by the roof and hangings at the side and +in the front. Before the house was a flower-garden; at the back was a +kitchen garden and orchard; the house was well and solidly furnished; +all round the house lay fields of tobacco on which black people were +working; on the steps of the veranda; in the garden; under the trees +played in the warm sun the little naked negro children. + +'Where are we?' asked Jenny, looking round her. + +I assisted her to get out of the waggon--it was little better--in which +we had made our journey. + +I led her into the house. In the principal room there was a long table +laid as if for dinner. At the head was an armchair carved, I should +think, in the sixteenth century, or earlier; it was a kind of throne +with a coat of arms carved, gilded, and coloured upon it; the shield of +the late occupant of the estate, recently dead. + +I led Jenny to the head of the table. I placed her in the throne. + +'Madame,' I said, 'this house is yours; these gardens are yours; this +estate is yours; and we, if you please, are your most humble servants to +command.' So I bent one knee and kissed her hand. + +'Your most humble, obedient and grateful servants,' said Alice, +following my example. + +So we all did homage, but our Queen and mistress hid her face in her +handkerchief and for a while she could not speak. + +Thus began our new life, in which we all vied with each other in making +Jenny feel that she was our mistress. We called her Madame; we made way +for her; we flew to obey her; the overseers were instructed to report to +her, personally, as to the condition of the field and the conduct of the +slaves--there were no white servants on the estate; the slaves +themselves looked to Madame as their owner, their mistress, and their +friend. + +For a time Jenny's mind remained still with the events of the past: the +thought of Lord Brockenhurst; of the danger and the horrors which she +had escaped; indeed she could never forget these things. Little by +little, as I hoped, the sense of power and authority returned. She never +asked how this lovely property came to her, or if it truly belonged to +her; she began quietly, as she had done in the Assembly Rooms at Soho +Square, to direct, administrate, and improve. She mitigated the +floggings; she improved the slaves' rations; she gave them days of +rejoicing; she made the poor ignorant blacks who for the most part +understand little but the whip and the stick and the cuff, feel that +they were in kindly hands; their children rolled about at her feet +taking their childish liberties; she learned the business of +tobacco-growing in all the stages; she walked about the fields in the +morning before the sun was high, and noted how the plants were looking +and whether the weeds were kept down. + +Our neighbours--we had neighbours in all directions at two or three +miles' distance--for some time hesitated to call. Things were variously +reported; that Madame had come out for the help of her cousin, a +convict; that Madame had brought out a large fortune; that the cousin +had certainly letters of credit for a very large amount; that Madame was +herself a convict; that we were all convicts--political prisoners--sent +out for some kind of treason--Jacobite conspirators; friends of the +Young Pretender; there was no end to the rumours and reports which were +spread abroad concerning us. Nor was it until Lord Brockenhurst himself +came all the way from England to visit us and stay with us, as you shall +hear, that the neighbours made up their minds that we could be visited. +I believe people think that Colonial society is open to all comers +without question--perhaps they think it is composed of convicts. On the +other hand the Colonials are more careful than the English at home whom +they admit into their houses on friendly or intimate terms. + +Our method of life was simple and uniform. We assembled on the veranda +at seven, when I read prayers and a chapter. This done we took +breakfast, not the petty meal of thin bread and butter and tea which +satisfies the man about town, but a plentiful repast with many dishes +containing vegetables and fruits unknown in London. After breakfast came +the duties of the day. My own part was the keeping of the accounts. I +called myself the steward. Alice directed the household; Jack was +butler in command over the negroes of the house; and Pamela St. Giles's +was in charge of the stillroom. Outside, the blacks were busy in the +fields. At twelve a bell rang which brought them all back to camp where +they took their dinner. At half past twelve we dined. For our eating I +declare that we had the choicest birds; the finest mutton; the best +beef; the most excellent fish that you can imagine; all things cheap; +all plentiful; and for drink our cellars were full of such Canary, +Madeira and Port as few gentlemen could show at home. In the evening we +had supper at six; after supper I read prayers and another chapter. Then +we played cards; or we had in the violins; or Tom played on the +harpischord; or we sang glees and Madrigals. And every night all to bed +by nine. + +On Sundays we had morning service, which I read. The overseers were +present and after the blacks grew to like the music they sat about the +door while we chanted the Psalms and sang our Hymns. In the evening I +read a sermon or a discourse on some godly subject. + +At these religious exercises Madame would always be present; sitting in +her carved armchair, her head resting on her hand, expressing in her +face neither interest nor weariness. Remember that never had anyone +taught her a word of religion. She looked on and listened; sometimes she +did not listen; her eyes were fixed and far away; she was back on the +stage of Drury Lane. + +Who can tell how they all loved and worshipped her? Even the overseers, +commonly the most brutal of men, some of whom pride themselves at being +able to cut a lump of flesh from a negro's leg at a distance of ten feet +and more, were softened by the gracious presence. The worst cruelties +were abandoned on our estate; as for floggings; of course there must be +flogging so long as there are slaves; and of course there must be slaves +so long as there are negroes. The clergy of Virginia are united in this +opinion; I wish they were also united in the opinion that even a slave +should be protected by the law from inhuman treatment. + +This our quiet mode of life was broken into one day when there appeared +unexpectedly Lord Brockenhurst himself. It was about six months after +our arrival. He dismounted; he threw his reins to his servant and +mounted the steps of the veranda. + +It was late in the afternoon--about six; the autumn sun was getting +low; Jenny was sitting with Alice and Tom's wife talking of household +affairs. She rose quietly with a pretty blush and stepped forward. + +'Good Heavens, Jenny!' his Lordship cried, 'you are more beautiful than +ever, I swear.' + +'Welcome, my Lord, to Virginia. You are come, I trust, to accept the +hospitality of this poor house?' + +'Madame, you honour me. It is a lovely house with a view the most +charming in the world. I knew not that Virginia was half so fine a +country.' + +'Indeed, if English people did know--they would all come over. I pray +your Lordship not to speak too well of us. There are some people in the +old country that we would not willingly welcome in the New.' + +So she led him into the inner room and sent for Madeira to refresh him. + +'Your Lordship has something to tell me,' she said, beginning to shiver +and shake. 'You did not come all the way from England only to wish me +Good-morning.' + +'I bring you, Jenny, what I promised, your full pardon and release. It +is in the hands of the Governor. You can return, now, whenever you +please.' + +'I was beginning to forget, my Lord, that I am but a prisoner still and +a convict. These people with whom I live, the best people, I very +believe, in the whole world, have almost made me forget that fact. But I +thank your Lordship all the same. I thank you most humbly and most +gratefully. Except my Cousin Will--my husband's cousin--there is no more +loyal and faithful gentleman than my Lord Brockenhurst.' + +'I have done what I can. I could do no more.' + +'My lord, you have ridden thirty miles. You are tired? No? Then--let me +ask you one more favour. Tell me about this matter to-morrow. Sleep +first upon it,' for she saw his purpose in his eyes. 'Think, I pray you, +partly of what I am and of what you are; partly of your own dignity; +partly of how one such as I am should behave towards one such as you.' + +She rose. + +'I will now,' she said, 'if you are not tired, show you our gardens and +our tobacco-fields.' + +His Lordship took supper with us. I saw that he was pleased at the +little state and ceremony with which we surrounded Jenny. I saw, as +well, the love in his eyes, which he could not tear away from her face. + +After supper, we had a little concert Tom took the harpsichord, and I +took the violin. First we played a piece, as a duet; then Tom played +while Alice sang; then we all, with Jack our Butler, who had an +excellent bass, while Tom sang alto and I the tenor, sang four-part +songs, and I saw how his Lordship watched the negroes sitting about +outside and crowding up the doorway. I am sure he took home the belief +that we were a happy household, blacks and all; and that Jenny was the +mistress over all. + +After breakfast in the morning Jenny bade Alice and me come with her +while she received his Lordship. + +She took her place at the window, sitting in her high chair. Lord +Brockenhurst entered, bearing certain papers in his hand. + +'My lord,' she said, 'you can speak with perfect freedom. I entreat you +to use perfect freedom before my cousins. I have no secrets from them; +they can tell you perhaps more about myself than I ever will speak--for +myself.' + +Lord Brockenhurst coloured and was confused, but only for a little. +'Dear Madame,' he said, 'since you will not give an interview alone I +must make the best of the presence of others.' + +'They know everything,' said Madame. + +He bowed. 'I have told you,' he said, 'that I have brought out and +delivered over to the Governor your full pardon and release. These +papers are a copy.' + +Jenny pushed them aside. 'I do not want to see them,' she said, 'let me +never be reminded of their existence. Take them, Will, and lock them +up.' + +I received them and placed them in my pocket. + +'That done, Madame,' he went on, 'I have only to invite your remembrance +of a certain proposal that--I believe you have not forgotten it. Since +your worthy cousins know what that proposal was I have only to say that +once more, most divine woman, I offer myself--my name and rank--my +fortune and possessions--at your feet.' He fell on his knees and took +her hand. + +Jenny turned away her face. 'Answer him, Alice--tell him what I have so +often told you. Rise, my Lord. Do not pain me by kneeling at my unworthy +feet.' + +'My Lord,' said Alice solemnly, 'there is no one in the world--believe +me--whom Jenny regards with greater respect and gratitude than +yourself.' + +'Respect and gratitude are but cold words,' he said. + +'Let me add with greater love. Your Lordship is the only man in the +world whom she has ever loved or could love. That also, believe me, is +most true.' + +'Why, then----' He held out his hand. + +'Nay, my Lord. Jenny loves you so well that nothing would induce her to +accept the honour of your proposal.' + +'How? Loves me so well?' + +'Jenny bids me tell you that the time would come when your children +would ask who was their mother, and who were her mother's friends. They +would learn her history, I need not remind you of her history. You know +it all. Jenny loves you too well to bring shame and discredit on a noble +House. Your children, she says, must have a mother worthy of yourself.' + +'There is no more worthy woman in the world than Jenny!' + +'Their mother must have an unblemished name, my Lord, worthy of your +own. She knows you to be so good and loyal that you could never reproach +her with the past. But it belongs to her. And, my Lord, it must not +belong to you.' + +'It must not; it shall not,' Jenny repeated through her tears. + +'Is this your answer, Jenny? Oh! Jenny, will you cast me off for such a +scruple?' + +'I must--I must. Go, my Lord. Think of me no more. Why'--she sprang to +her feet--'what could I expect? I--the Orange Girl--the daughter of the +Black Jack--the friend of thieves; the Newgate Prisoner; the transported +convict? A coronet? For me? the hand of a noble gentleman? the name of a +noble house? For me? Fie upon you, my Lord, for thinking of such a +thing! Remember what is due to a gentleman. And I thank you--oh! I thank +you--you can never know how much--for thinking--you the only one--of +nothing less or lower. Go, my Lord. Tempt me no more. I know what I must +do. Farewell.' + +He seized her in his arms; he kissed her--forehead and cheek and lips +and hands. He ceased to urge his suit. He saw that she was fixed, and in +his heart he knew that she was right. 'I obey,' he said. 'Oh! noblest +of women, I obey.' + +So he rushed away, and Jenny fell into Alice's arms. + + * * * * * + +I sit on my own estate in the pleasant land of Virginia; outside the +veranda the hot sun ripens the corn and fruit: I did my duty in the +great and glorious war which set our country free: my sons will do +theirs if the occasion should again arise: we have taught our cousins +across the seas that we can fight for freedom: but there will be no more +fighting for that. It is won, once for all--I am now old, but as I sit +alone, my eyes resting on as fair a landscape of river and forest and +orchard and garden as the world can show, I suddenly wander away and +gaze beyond the ocean, beyond the years, upon that abode of despair and +wretchedness, where Jenny sits like a flower in a pigsty, talking of +what she should do when she came out of prison, but unable to read in +the future any return to the world at all. As for fear or doubt, or any +anxiety about the future, the poor soul had none. She was going to +continue for ever beautiful, to win that worship of men which she loved +so much. I have now lost all the friends of my youth: they pass before +me sometimes in a long procession. It is the consolation of age to live +in the past: but in all the array of ghosts there is none that brings +tears except the figure of Jenny in her wondrous beauty and her soft and +lovely eyes. + +She lived with us for more than thirty years. She grew gray--but she was +as lovely in her age as in her youth. She was mistress unquestioned to +the end and never more than in her old age. But always with the same +kindness: the same grace: the same sweetness of look, and the same +softness of eye. + +She died at last of some fever caught of a young negress whom she +visited in the infirmary. She was ill for three days only, and she died +lying in the veranda, looking out upon the woods and mountains on the +golden sunshine that she loved. + +'Alice, dear,' she said, 'you have told me, often, that we are led, we +know not how, to things that are best for us, though by ways that we +would not choose. I have not forgotten what you said. I never forget, my +dear, what you say.' + +Alice kissed her fingers. + +'I understand now what you mean. I have been led. I have been led----My +dear, I am going to die. Bury me as one of yourselves--not in a ditch +like my own people--who, perhaps, are not led. Bury me in the +burial-ground where your baby lies. Put no stone upon my grave, but +plant white flowers over it. Let my abode, at least, look lovely after +death. I have been led, Alice--I have been led--I understand it now.' + +After a little. 'Alice, I have been proud of what men called my +loveliness. It makes every woman happy when men call her lovely. My Lord +called me lovely. Send him, Alice, a lock of my hair. Tell him that I +have never loved any other man.' + +She died. We buried her in the little burial-ground where lay the child +we lost. We put up no headstone, but we planted the grave with white +flowers. + +There is now another grave beside hers with more white flowers. It bears +the name of Alice. + +To me it has been given to love two women at the same time, and that +with equal love and equal respect and without blame or sin. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41545 *** |
