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diff --git a/41542-0.txt b/41542-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2dd8140 --- /dev/null +++ b/41542-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11407 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41542 *** + +ROSE CLARK. + +BY + +FANNY FERN. + +NEW YORK: +PUBLISHED BY MASON BROTHERS +1856. + + +Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1855, by +MASON BROTHERS, +In the Clerk's Office of the District Court, for the Southern +District of New York. + +STEREOTYPED BY +THOMAS B. SMITH, +82 & 84 Beekman Street. + +PRINTED BY +JOHN A. GRAY, +97 Cliff St. + + + + +Reader! + + +When the frost curtains the windows, when the wind whistles fiercely at +the key-hole, when the bright fire glows, and the tea-tray is removed, +and father in his slippered feet lolls in his arm-chair; and mother with +her nimble needle "makes auld claes look amaist as weel as new," and +grandmamma draws closer to the chimney-corner, and Tommy with his plate +of chestnuts nestles contentedly at her feet; then let my unpretending +story be read. For such an hour, for such an audience, was it written. + +Should any _dictionary on legs_ rap inopportunely at the door for +admittance, send him away to the groaning shelves of some musty library, +where "literature" lies embalmed, with its stony eyes, fleshless +joints, and ossified heart, in faultless preservation. + +Then, should the smile, and the tear, have passed round, while the +candle flickers in the socket, if but one kindly voice murmur low, + +"MAY GOD BLESS HER!" + +it will brighten the dreams of + +FANNY FERN. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER I. + PAGE +THE ORPHAN ASYLUM--ROSE'S INTRODUCTION TO IT--MRS. +MARKHAM--ROSE'S INITIATION--TIMMINS 15 + + +CHAPTER II. + +MR. BALCH. 27 + + +CHAPTER III. + +ROSE'S COMPANIONS--THE DINING-TABLE AND THE SCHOOLROOM. 30 + + +CHAPTER IV. + +AUNT DOLLY--HOW IT CAME TO PASS--TWO OLD MAIDS' OPINIONS +ON LITERATURE, MEN AND MARRIAGE GENERALLY, AND +ON THE BACHELORS OF DIFFTOWN PARTICULARLY. 34 + + +CHAPTER V. + +LITTLE TIBBS--AN INSTANCE OF MRS. MARKHAM'S "MOTHERLY +CARE" OF THE ORPHANS. 39 + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE FASHIONABLE UNDERTAKER. 45 + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE INVESTIGATING COMMITTEE "INSPECT" THE ASYLUM--MR. +BALCH PRIVATELY RECORDS THE VERDICT ON THE HAND OF +THE MATRON. 48 + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +TIBBS' GHOST. 54 + + +CHAPTER IX. + +AUNT DOLLY REMOVES ROSE FROM THE ASYLUM--THE RIDE +"HOME"--DOLLY'S IDEAS OF NATURE, SENTIMENT, AND DUTY. 57 + + +CHAPTER X. + +AUNT DOLLY REFUSES ROSE'S REQUEST TO BE SENT TO SCHOOL, +AND ATTEMPTS TO CONVINCE HER THAT LYING IS THE BEST +POLICY. 68 + + +CHAPTER XI. + +MR. CLIFTON, THE VILLAGE MINISTER--THE PARSONAGE. 71 + + +CHAPTER XII. + +MR. CLIFTON'S PASTORAL CALL ON DOLLY--THE CONVERSATION +ABOUT ROSE. 76 + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +DEATH AT THE PARSONAGE. 82 + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +ROSE REQUESTS OF AUNT DOLLY A MEMENTO OF HER MOTHER. 86 + + +CHAPTER XV. + +ROSE IN THE MILLINER SHOP. 90 + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +MRS. CLIFTON VISITS "THE BABY'S" GRAVE--A PLEASANT +SURPRISE--DOLLY'S SICKNESS--DAFFY'S SOLILOQUY. 94 + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +DOLLY CONVALESCES AND EFFERVESCES--BAKING-DAY, AND +ROSE'S FIRST ATTEMPT AT COOKING--HEART'S-EASE. 101 + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +VILLAGE GOSSIP--THE DESOLATE PARSONAGE. 109 + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE CHILD-MOTHER--AUNT DOLLY'S LETTER. 112 + + +CHAPTER XX. + +A GLIMPSE AT BACHELOR QUARTERS. 119 + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +ROSE'S SICK BABE--AUNT DOLLY, AS THE FASHIONABLE MRS. +JOHN HOWE. 122 + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +OLD MRS. BOND'S VISIT TO THE CITY--SILENT REPROOF. 128 + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +MR. FINELS, MRS. HOWE'S INTIMATE FRIEND--MRS. BOND'S +INTERVIEW WITH ROSE. 133 + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +A PASSAGE-AT-ARMS BETWEEN MRS. HOWE AND HER FASHIONABLE +FEMALE FRIEND. 147 + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +MR. HOWE ATTEMPTS AN INDEPENDENT COURSE OF ACTION--HE +REMOVES ROSE AND LITTLE CHARLEY FROM THE ATTIC TO THE +BEST SPARE ROOM--MRS. HOWE "LETS HIM HEAR FROM IT." 152 + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +ROSE MAKES AN ASTOUNDING DISCOVERY--MR. HOWE VENTURES +ON A CONNUBIAL JOKE--THE RESULT OF MR. HOWE'S +JOKE--ROSE AND HER SICK BABE IN THE STAGE-COACH. 158 + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +MRS. BOND'S RECEPTION OF ROSE--THE OLD LADY'S CHRISTIAN +FAITH AND PHILOSOPHY. 170 + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +THE WASH-ROOM--THE BRUTAL REMARK. 172 + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +MISS BODKIN'S ACCOUNT OF THE RISE AND PROGRESS OF MRS. +JOHN HOWE. 176 + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE FLIGHT OF ROSE, WITH LITTLE CHARLEY. 181 + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +THE CHRISTENING, AT MRS. HOWE'S--THE SECRET WHISPER--THE +DENOUEMENT. 184 + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +ROSE AT SEA--CAPTAIN LUCAS--FRITZ--DOCTOR PERRY--THE +MARRIAGE PROPOSAL. 189 + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE CAPTAIN AND DR. PERRY--ARRIVAL IN NEW ORLEANS. 198 + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +ROSE'S NEW HOME--THE MANIAC'S STORY--NEWS OF VINCENT. 202 + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +MRS. HOWE THINKS IT TIME TO GO TO THE SPRINGS--MR. HOWE +ATTEMPTS TO CHERISH AN OPINION OF HIS OWN--THE MAGIC +WHISPER. 209 + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE MYSTERY EXPLAINED. 212 + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +ROSE'S ILLNESS. 215 + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +THE LADY ARTIST. 218 + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +GERTRUDE'S STORY. 226 + + +CHAPTER XL. + +MR. AND MRS. HOWE ON THE ROAD TO THE SPRINGS--A RAILROAD +ACCIDENT--THE TABLES TURNED. 256 + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +CHARLEY'S INTRODUCTION TO THE VINCENT MANSION--DOCTOR +PERRY AGAIN SEEKS TO MAKE ROSE HIS WIFE--GERTRUDE'S +LOCKET--THE RECOGNITION. 264 + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +MADAME VINCENT'S PRESENT TO CHARLEY. 278 + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +JOHN AND GERTRUDE--A BIT OF WOMAN'S PHILOSOPHY. 280 + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +ROSE PROPOSES TO TURN AUTHORESS--GERTRUDE GIVES HER +SOME CHOICE SPECIMENS OF CRITICISM. 286 + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +MISS ANNE COOPER--MADAME VINCENT'S SEXAGENARIAN LOVE +REMINISCENCES. 291 + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +MADAME VINCENT'S VISIT TO ROSE. 300 + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +MISS ANNE COOPER'S DIPLOMACY. 304 + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +MADAME MACQUE TURNS ROSE OUT OF DOORS. 369 + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +CUPID IN THE KITCHEN--HIGH LIFE BELOW STAIRS. 312 + + +CHAPTER L. + +A LETTER FROM MR. FINELS. 320 + + +CHAPTER LI. + +ROSE, GERTRUDE, AND JOHN, AT NIAGARA--THE AGED +COUPLE--THE HUSBAND CARRIED OVER THE FALLS, AND +THE MOURNER'S STORY. 323 + + +CHAPTER LII. + +A CHAPTER ON MAN'S VANITY. 335 + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +MARKHAM FOUND OUT--BALCH REPENTANT. 340 + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +THE UNEXPECTED APPEARANCE OF MR. STAHLE, AND ITS +CONSEQUENCES. 344 + + +CHAPTER LV. + +ROSE'S DREAM. 349 + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +A SCENE IN MRS. HOWE'S PARLOR. 353 + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +MRS. BOND'S STRANGE VISITOR. 359 + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +ANOTHER LETTER FROM MR. FINELS. 366 + + +CHAPTER LIX. + +A CHAPTER ON BOSTON, ITS INHABITANTS AND ENVIRONS. 368 + + +CHAPTER LX. + +JOHN'S DREAM. 376 + + +CHAPTER LXI. + +SCENE ON BOARD CAPTAIN LUCAS'S SHIP. 379 + + +CHAPTER LXII. + +GERTRUDE'S SORROWFUL DAY. 383 + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + +A THIRD LETTER FROM MR. FINELS. 385 + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + +CHARLEY'S CHILD-SORROW. 389 + + +CHAPTER LXV. + +MRS. BOND'S FUNERAL. 394 + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + +THE MEETING OF JOHN AND THE STRANGER. 379 + + +CHAPTER LXVII. + +THE STRANGER IN GERTRUDE'S STUDIO--ROSE'S PICTURE +RECOGNIZED--THE MEETING. 402 + + +CHAPTER LXVIII. + +VINCENT'S STORY. 405 + + +CHAPTER LXIX. + +JOHN'S TRIUMPH. 410 + + +CHAPTER LXX. + +JOHN AND VINCENT. 412 + + +CHAPTER LXXI. + +PEACE--RETRIBUTION. 414 + + + + +ROSE CLARK. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Here is number fifty-four, Timmins," said the matron of a +charity-school to her factotum, as she led in a little girl about six +years of age; "number fifty-four; you must put another cot in the long +hall, and another plate in the eating-room. What is your name, child?" + +"Rose," replied the little one, vailing her soft, dark eyes under their +curtaining lashes, and twisting the corner of a cotton shawl. + +"Rose!" repeated the matron, in a contemptuous aside, to Timmins; "I +knew it would be sure to be something fanciful; beggars always go on +stilts." + +"I am not a beggar," said the child, "I am mother's little Rose." + +"Mother's little Rose?" repeated the matron, again, in the same sneering +tone; "well--who was mother?" + +"Mother is dead," said the child, with a quivering lip. + +"No loss, either," said Mrs. Markham to Timmins, "since she did not +know better than to let the child run in the streets." + +"Mother was sick, and I had to go of errands," said the child, +defensively. + +"Ah, yes--always an excuse; but do you know that I am the matron of this +establishment? and that you must never answer me back, in that way? Do +you know that you must do exactly as I and the committee say? Timmins, +bring me the scissors and let us lop off this mop of a wig," and she +lifted up the clustering curls, behind which Rose seemed trying to hide. + +"There--now you look proper and more befitting your condition," said +Mrs. Markham, as the sheared lamb rose from its kneeling posture and +stood before her. "Timmins, Timmins!" Mrs. Markham whispered, "don't +throw away those curls; the hairdresser always allows me something +handsome for them. It is curious what thick hair beggar children always +have." + +"But I am not a beggar," said Rose again, standing up very straight +before Mrs. Markham. + +"Look at it," said Mrs. Markham, with a sneer; "look at it, Timmins, it +is 'not a beggar.' Look at its ragged frock, and soiled shawl, and torn +pinafore; it 'is not a beggar.' We shall have some work to do here, +Timmins. Come here, Rose." + +"Did you hear me, child?" she repeated, as Rose remained stationary. + +The child moved slowly toward Mrs. Markham. + +"Look me in the eye." + +Rose cast a furtive glance at the stern, hard face before her. + +"Do you know that naughty girls, in this house, stay in dark closets." + +Rose shuddered, but made no reply. + +"Ah, I thought so; you had better remember that. Now, go away with +Timmins, and have the school uniform put on; 'not a beggar!' was there +ever the like of that?" and Mrs. Markham settled herself in her +rocking-chair, put her feet upon the sofa, and composed herself for her +after-dinner nap. + +As she reclines there, we will venture to take a look at her: not a +phrenological glance, for she has a cap on her head; under its frilled +borders peep some wiry artificial curls; her lips are thin and vixenish; +her nose sharp and long, with a bridge which seems to defy the beholder +to cross her will; her dress clings very tightly to her bean-pole +figure; and on her long arm hangs a black velvet bag, containing her +spectacles, snuff-box, and some checkerberry lozenges, which she has a +pleasant way of chewing before the children in school hours. You may +know that she expects a call to-day, because she has on her festal gilt +breast-pin with a green stone in the center. + +"Beg your pardon, ma'am; sorry to wake you," said Timmins, with a very +flushed face; "but I can't do nothing with that young one, though I have +tried my best. I went up stairs to wash her all over, according to rule, +before I put on the school uniform; and when I began to strip her, she +pulled her clothes all about her, and held them tight, and cried, and +took on, saying that nobody ever saw her all undressed but her mother, +and all that sort of thing." + +"The affected little prude! and to break up my nap, too!" said Mrs. +Markham. "I'll teach her--come along, Timmins." + +True enough; there stood Rose in the corner, as Timmins had said; her +dress half torn off in the scuffle, leaving exposed her +beautifully-molded shoulders and back, while with her little hands she +clutched the remaining rags closely about her person. With her dilated +nostrils, flushed cheeks, and flashing eyes, she made a tableau worth +looking at. + +"Come here," hissed Mrs. Markham, in a tone that made Rose's flesh +creep. + +Rose moved slowly toward her. + +"Take off those rags--every one of them." + +"I can not," said Rose; "oh, don't make me; I can not." + +"Take them off, I say. What! do you mean to resist me?" (as Rose held +them more tenaciously about her;) and grasping her tightly by the wrist, +she drew her through a long passage-way, down a steep pair of stairs, +and pushing her into a dark closet, turned the key on her and strode +away. + +"Obstinate little minx," she said, as she passed Timmins, on her return +to her rocking-chair and to her nap. + +"Hark! Mrs. Markham! Mrs. Markham!--what's that groan? Hadn't I better +open the door and peep in?" + +"That is always the way with you, Timmins: no, of course not. She can +affect groaning as well as she can affect delicacy; let her stay there +till her spirit is well broke; when I get ready I will let her out +myself;" and Mrs. Markham walked away. + +But Timmins was superstitious, and that groan haunted her, and so she +went back to the closet to listen. It was all very still; perhaps it was +not Rose, after all; and Timmins breathed easier, and walked a few steps +away; and then again, perhaps it was, and Timmins walked back again. It +would do no harm to peep, at any rate; the key was in the lock, and Mrs. +Markham never would know it. Timmins softly turned it;--she called, + +"Rose!" + +No answer. She threw open the blind in the entry, that the light might +stream into the closet. There lay the child in strong convulsions. +Timmins knew she risked nothing in calling Mrs. Markham now. + +"Come quick--quick--she is dying!" + +"Pshaw! only a trick," said Mrs. Markham, more nervous than she chose +to acknowledge, as she consulted her watch and thought of the visitor +she was expecting. + +"Take her up, Timmins," said she, after satisfying herself the child was +senseless, "take her into my room, and put her on the bed." + +"Gracious! how can I?" asked Timmins, looking with dismay at the blood +flowing profusely from a wound in the temple, occasioned by her fall; +"she looks so dreadful, Mrs. Markham." + +"Fool!" exclaimed that lady, as she snatched up the little sufferer in +her arms, and walked rapidly through the entry. "That's the door bell, +Timmins; that is Mr. Balch; tell him I will be there directly--mind--not +a word about the child, as you value your place. I have not forgotten +that brown soap business." + +The cowed Timmins retired as she was bid; and Mrs. Markham, laying the +insensible child on the bed, closed the door of her room and applied the +proper restoratives; for her position involved some little knowledge of +the healing art. After a while, Rose opened her eyes, but as suddenly +closed them again, as they revealed the form of her persecutor. + +"_You_ can attend to her now," said Mrs. Markham to Timmins, about half +an hour after, as she went down to receive Mr. Balch. + +Timmins walked about the room uneasily, for Rose's ghastly face +distressed her. + +"If she would only speak, or open her eyes!" but the child did neither. +Timmins coughed and hemmed, but Rose did not seem to notice it; at last, +going up to the bed-side, she passed her hand over her forehead. + +"Don't," whispered Rose, glancing round the room as if afraid of seeing +Mrs. Markham; "don't try to make me well, I want to die." + +"Oh, no, you don't," exclaimed Timmins, more frightened than ever; +"that's awful--you won't go to Heaven, if you talk that way." + +"Won't I?" asked the child; "won't I go to Heaven and be with my +mother?" + +"No," said Timmins, oracularly; "no--in course you won't; all of us has +to wait till we are sent for; we can't, none of us, hurry the time, or +put it off, nuther, when it comes." + +"When will my time come?" asked Rose, sadly. + +"Lor'! how you talk--don't go on that way; you've got a while to live +yet; you are nothing but a baby." + +"Shall I always live here?" asked Rose, looking round again, as if in +fear of Mrs. Markham. + +"You'll live here till you are bound out, I reckon." + +"What's that?" asked Rose, innocently. + +"Wall, I never!" exclaimed Timmins; "haven't you never heern about being +bound out?" + +"No," answered Rose, a little ashamed of her ignorance. + +"Wall, the upshot of it is, that you are sent away to live with any body +that Mrs. Markham and the committee say, and work for them just as long +as they tell you, for your meat, and drink, and clothing." + +"What is a committee?" asked Rose. + +"Why, it's Mr. Balch, and Mr. Skinner, and Mr. Flint, and Mr. Stone, and +Mr. Grant, and them." + +"Can't you ever get away from the place where they send you?" asked +Rose. + +"What a thing you are to ask questions. Yes, I spose you kin, if you die +or get married--it amounts to about the same thing," said Timmins, with +a shrug of her divorced shoulders. + +"To whom shall I be bound out?" asked the child. + +"Land's sake, as if I could tell; perhaps to one person, perhaps to +another." + +This answer not being very satisfactory to Rose, she turned her face to +the pillow and heaved a deep sigh. + +"Haven't you got no folks?" asked Timmins. + +"What?" + +"No folks? no relations, like?" + +"None but Aunt Dolly." + +"Who is Aunt Dolly?" + +"I don't know; I never saw her till she brought me here." + +"Where did she bring you from?" + +"My mother's grave." + +"Yes--but what house did you live in when she took you?" + +"I didn't live in any house; all day long I sat on my mother's grave, +and, at night, I crept behind some boards, by the grave-yard, and slept. + +"Land's sake, didn't you have nothing to eat?" + +"Sometimes--I was not much hungry, my heart ached so bad; sometimes the +children gave me pieces of bread and cake, as they went to school." + +"What did you do all day at your mother's grave?" + +"Talked to mamma." + +"Land's sake, child, dead folks can't hear." + +"Can't they?" asked Rose, with a quivering lip. "Didn't my mamma hear +what I said to her?" + +"In course not," answered Timmins. "Why, what a chick you are. If you +weren't so bright, I should think you was an idiot." + +"What are you crying for?" + +Rose kept on sobbing. + +"Come now, don't take on so," said the uneasy Timmins, "you are not the +only person who has had a hard time of it. I was a little girl once." + +"Were you?" asked Rose, wiping her eyes, and surveying Timmins's Meg +Merrilees proportions. + +"Yes, of course," said Timmins, laughing; "just as if you didn't know +that every grown-up woman must have been a little girl once. Do you say +those things a purpose, or do they come by accident, like?" + +"Did _your_ mother die?" asked Rose, not appearing to hear Timmins's +last question. + +"Yes--and father, and brother, and sister, and the hull on 'em." + +"Did you cry?" + +"I 'spose so; I know I was awful hungry." + +"But did you cry because your mother was dead?" + +"Partly, I suppose." + +"When you went to bed, did you think you saw her face with a cloud all +around it, and did you call 'Mother?' and did the eyes look sad at you, +but stay still where they were? and when you went up toward the cloud +and the face, did it all go away?" + +"Lor', no; how you talk," said Timmins, as Rose's face grew still paler. +"Don't--you make my flesh creep." + +"You wouldn't be afraid of your own dear mamma, would you?" asked Rose. + +"Lor', yes, if she came to me that way," answered Timmins. "It isn't +natur', child; you saw a--a--," and Timmins hesitated to pronounce the +word ghost. + +"I know you wouldn't run away from it, if it looked so sweet and loving +at you," said Rose; "but why did it not come nearer to me? and why did +it all fade away when I put out my arms to clasp it? That made me think +it couldn't be my mamma, after all; and yet it was mamma, too, but so +pale and sad." + +"Wall--I don't know," said the perplexed Timmins; "you are beyend me; I +don't know nothing about sperrits, and I don't want to; but come here; +you've been asking me all sorts of questions, now I should like to ask +you one." + +"Well," said Rose, abstractedly. + +"What on airth made you carry on so like sixty about my washing you? +Don't you like me?" + +"Y--e--s," replied Rose, blushing deeply. + +"Wall, then, what was the matter with you? any scars on your body, or +any thing?" + +"No," said Rose. + +"What _did_ ail you, then? for I'm curious to know; why didn't you want +me to wash you?" + +"It made me feel ashamed," said Rose; "nobody ever washed me but mamma; +I didn't mind my mamma." + +"Wall, I'm beat if I can understand that," said Timmins, looking +meditatively down upon the carpet; "and one of your own sect, as they +call it, too. It seems ridikilis; but let me tell you, you'd better make +no fuss here; none of the other childern does." + +"Other children?" asked Rose, "are there more children here? I did not +hear any noise or playing." + +"No, I reckon you didn't," said Timmins, laughing. ("I wish to the land +Mrs. Markham had heard you say that;") and Timmins laughed again, as if +it was too good a joke to be thrown away on one listener. + +"Are _their_ mothers dead, too, Timmins?" + +"I dare say--I reckon some on 'em don't know much who their fathers and +mothers was," said Timmins. + +"They had some, didn't they?" + +"In course," said Timmins; "why, you are enough to kill old folks; +sometimes you are away beyend me, and sometimes not quite up to me, as +one may say, but you'd better shut up now, for Mrs. Markham will be +along presently." + +"Do you think Mrs. Markham is a good woman?" asked Rose. + +"About as good as you've seen," said the diplomatic Timmins, touching +the cut on Rose's temple; "the quicker you mind her when she speaks, the +better--that's all." + +"Do _you_ like her?" asked Rose. + +"No--sh--yes--why, what a thing you are to make people say what they +don't mean to. I like you, any how. But don't you never act as if I did, +before folks, because my hands is tied, you see." + +"I don't know what you mean," said Rose. + +"Sh--sh--didn't I tell you to shut up? Somebody is as stealthy as a +cat;" and Timmins looked uneasily at the key-hole of the door. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Mr. Balch was a bachelor of forty-five, with a small fortune, and a +large bump of credulity. Like all ancient and modern bachelors, he liked +"to be made of," and Mrs. Markham's hawk eye discovered this little +weakness, and turned it to her own advantage. A moneyed man's vote on a +committee is of some importance, and Markham had an eye to the +perpetuity of her salary; further than that, we have no right to probe +the secrets of her unappropriated heart. + +On the visit in question, she received Mr. Balch very graciously, +inquired with great solicitude concerning his rheumatism, which she +averred was quite prevalent that year among _young_ people; gave him the +most eligible seat on the sofa, and apologized for having kept him +waiting so long. + +"Not a word, my dear lady, not a word," said the pleased Balch. "We all +know how onerous are your duties, and how indefatigably conscientious +you are in the performance of them. It was spoken of at the last meeting +of the Board; I wish you to know that your services are fully +appreciated by us." + +"Oh! thank you--thank you, Mr. Balch. You are too kind. None of us can +say that we are insensible to appreciation, or independent of our +fellow-creatures. It is particularly grateful to me in my lonely +condition" (and here Markham heaved a sigh as long as her corsets would +allow her,) "for these dear little orphans are all I have to love, and I +think I may say I have won their little hearts." + +"We know it, we all know it, my dear lady; but you must not allow your +duties to press _too_ heavily. I thought you looked over-weary this +evening." + +"Do I?" asked Markham, snapping her eyes to make them look brighter. +"Ah, well--it is very likely--the poor little darling who came here +to-day, was taken in a fit. I find she is subject to them, and I had +just brought her safely out of it, when I came to you. One can't help +feeling at such a time, you know, unless indeed, one is a stock, or a +stone, and my sensibilities are almost too acute for my situation." + +"Very true, my dear lady; but for _our_ sakes, for _my_ sake," and Mr. +Balch lowered his tone, "do try to control them, though to me, a female +without sensibility is a--a--monster, Mrs. Markham." + +"I can't conceive of it," said that lady, in extreme disgust. + +"No, of course you can not; how should you?" asked Balch. "I wish that +I--we--I--dared say how much we think of you." + +"Oh!" said Markham, with a little deprecatory waive of her hand, "I +only do my duty, Mr. Balch." + +"Yes, you do--a great deal more--much more than any one with less heart +would think of doing; you are too modest, Mrs. Markham; you underrate +yourself, Mrs. Markham; I shall move at the next meeting of the Board to +have your salary raised," said Balch, with enthusiasm. + +"Oh, I beg--I beg"--said Markham, covering her face with her +hands--"pray don't, Mr. Balch--I am not at all mercenary." + +"My _dear_ lady," seizing her hands--"as if we--I--we--could think +so--and of _you_? I shall certainly propose it at our next meeting, and +if the Board haven't the means to do it, I know who has;" and Balch +squeezed Markham's hand. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +In a large, uncarpeted, barren-looking room, round narrow strips of +table, were seated Mrs. Markham's collected charge, at dinner. Each +little head was as closely shaven as if the doctor had ordered it done +for blistering purposes; and each little form was closely swathed in +indigo-blue factory cotton, drawn bag-fashion round the neck; their +lack-luster eyes, stooping forms, and pale faces, telling to the +observant eye their own eloquent tale of suffering. + +The stereotyped blessing was duly mumbled over by Mrs. Markham, and the +bread and molasses distributed among the wooden plates. There was little +havoc made, for appetizing fresh air and exercise had been sparingly +dealt out by Mrs. Markham, who had her reward in being spoken of, in the +Reports of the Committee, as "a most economical, trustworthy person, +every way qualified for her important position." For all that, it was +sad to see the hopeless, weary look on those subdued faces, and to +listen to the languid, monotonous tone in which they replied to any +question addressed them. + +Rose sat over the untasted morsel, looking vainly from one face to +another, for some glance of sympathy for the new comer. + +_They_ were once new comers--some long since, some more newly; their +hearts, too, like Rose's, had yearned for sympathy; their ears ached, as +did hers, for one kind tone; but that was all past. Many suns had risen +and set on that hopeless search; risen and set, but never on their +sports or plays. + +The moon sometimes looked in upon them asleep in their little narrow +cots. She saw the bitter waking from some mocking dream of home. She saw +them spring suddenly from their couches, as they dreamed that the +inexorable bell summoned them to rise. She saw them murmuring in their +restless slumbers, the tasks which their overworked brains had failed to +commit, and for which their much abused physiques were held responsible. + +Morning came; no eye brightened at their waking; no little tongue bade a +silver-toned 'good-morrow;' no little foot tripped deftly out of bed: +for Markham stood at the door--Markham with her bell, and her bunch of +keys, and her ferule--Markham, stern and immovable as if she never were +a little child, or as if God had forgotten, when he made her, to give +her a heart. + +And so, as I said before, Rose sat looking round the table, over her +untasted food, and wondering why it was the children looked so old, so +different from any children she ever saw before; and then she thought +that, perhaps, when they were all alone together (as if the hawk-eyed +Markham would ever leave them alone together), some little child might +come up, and put its arm around her neck, and pity and love her. But day +after day went monotonously by; they all went speechless to dinner, +speechless to the school-room, speechless to bed. + +Twice a day they were walked in file round the paved yard, through which +not a blade of grass dared struggle; walled in from the little children +outside, whose merry laughs and shouts startled the little prisoners as +if _those_ tones were unnatural, and only _their_ listless life real. As +evening came on, they sat drowsily stooping over their tasks, or +clicking the monotonous knitting-needle, till weary lids _would_ droop, +and tired fingers resumed their task only at the rap from Markham's +ferule. + +Rose saw it all now--she felt it--the torpor--gradually creeping over +her, and numbing her senses; she ceased to talk about her mother. She +did mechanically what she was bid; and, in the approving words of +Markham, was + +"Quite a subdued child." + +At stated times, the committee came in to look at them, and remarked how +inevitably children of the lower classes inherited poor constitutions +from their depraved parents, and went away as satisfied as if, granting +this to be the case, they were humanely endeavoring to remedy the +inherited curse; as if they were not keeping those growing limbs in +overstrained positions for hours, and depriving them of the blessed air +and sunshine, which God intended childhood to revel in as freely as the +birds and flowers. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +"Well, what did you see in the city, Dolly?" asked a village gossip of +the village milliner. + +"What are the summer fashions? Any thing new? Flounces worn, I suppose? +Always will be, for tall people, they are so becoming. Mantillas worn, +or shawls? Do they trim bonnets with flowers or ribbons? Do they wear +heels on the shoes or tread spat down on the pavement? What is there new +for sleeves? I am going to have a ninepenny calico made up, and I want +to know all about every thing." + +"I hadn't as much time to look round as I wanted, not by half," answered +Dolly, "for the stores are full of splendid goods. I had to put that +child of Maria's into the orphan asylum. People began to talk because I +didn't look after it. I am sure I can't support it, at least not till it +is big enough to pay, by helping me in the shop here. People always die +just at the wrong time. If Maria had only waited a year or two, now, +till that young one had grown bigger; and if she had brought her up to +be good for any thing (she is a little shy kind of a whimpering thing, +no more life in her then a stick); but I don't intend her living shall +come out of me. I have worked hard for what money I have, and I know how +to keep it. She shall stay at that asylum till she is big enough to help +me, as I said before, and then she must work enough here to pay for her +bread and butter." + +"That's it," said Miss Kip. "People who can't live to take care of +children have no business to have them, that is my creed. Was your +sister like you, Dolly?" + +"No; I guess she wasn't. She was after every book she could find, before +she could speak plain, and when she got hold of one, you might fire off +a pistol in the room, and she wouldn't hear it. She crammed her head +inside, and I crammed mine outside," said Dolly, laughing; "for I had a +real milliner's knack before I left off pantalettes. Why, you never saw +any thing like our Maria. She went and sold the only silk gown she had +to buy a grammar and dictionary, to learn what she acknowledged was a +dead language." + +"What a fool!" exclaimed Miss Kip. + +"Of course," said Dolly; "letting alone the gown, which was bran new, +what was the use of her learning a language that was dead and out of +fashion? Well, there was a Professor Clark, who used to come to see her, +and you ought to have heard the heathenish noises they made with that +'dead language,' as they called it; it was perfectly ridikilis. He said +Maria was an extraordinary girl! as if that was any news, when every +body knew she never did any thing like other folks. Why, she'd pretend +she saw bears, and dippers, and ple--pleasure-rides, I believe she +called them, up among the stars." + +"What a fool!" exclaimed Kip, again. + +"Yes; and she said the earth was round and hollow, just as if any of us +could live in safety, hanging on the outside of an egg-shell, and _it_ +turning round all the time, too--it was ridikilis! + +"Well, Professor Clark married her, and their house was fixed up with +books, and pictures, and every thing of that sort which Maria liked. I +never went to see them, for they never talked about any thing that +interested me. Maria didn't care a penny whether her bonnet was an old +or a new one, so long as it was clean and whole. She had no eyes nor +ears for any thing but her books and her husband, till that child was +born, and then she acted just so about that. When it was five years old, +its father died, and then nothing would do but Maria must go after him, +as if there was nobody in the world worth looking at but Professor +Clark. She might have got married again, and then I should not have had +that child to look after. I know she will turn out just like her mother. +She looks just like her, and has all her superfine, good-for-nothing +lady ways already. + +--"No, I did not have any time at all to look after the fashions in the +city. The things there are enough to drive you distracted. Such +beautiful big plaid and striped silks; such gay trimmings, and bright +shawls. I declare every thing looks so homely here in this village, when +I come back, that I am perfectly disgusted. Those old poke bonnets of +the Cramm girls, trimmed with that pink ribbon they have worn two +seasons, and Mrs. Munroe's rusty-looking black mantilla--it is perfectly +disgusting." + +"So it is," said the sympathizing Kip, "I am tired to death of them, +myself. I really wonder, Dolly, you can make up your mind to stay here +in this dull place. Why don't you move into the city?" + +"Perhaps, I shall, one of these days," said Dolly, with a toss of her +head. "I feel as though I was born to better things. It is dull work for +a woman to live all her life alone." + +"I know it," said Kip, disconsolately. + +"There are men enough in the world, no doubt of that," said Dolly, "and +when I go about with them, in the city, I quite enjoy it; but one sees +nothing here, except frogs and crickets; it is perfectly disgusting." + +"So it is," chimed Kip; "and such splendid moonlight-nights as we have, +too, and such nice places to walk." + +"Yes, but to walk with a _woman_!" said Dolly. "I like you very well, +Kip; but when one _has_ had gentlemen's society, it is like swallowing +the parings, after having eaten the peach." + +"So it is," said Kip (quite willing in such a cause to be tossed +unceremoniously among the parings). + +"Well, it is just here," said Dolly, "I will own it to _you_, Kip, I +mean to get married!" + +"You don't!" screamed Kip; "to whom?" + +"Lord knows, I don't, but I feel sure I shall do it." + +"How?" asked Kip, with great interest. + +"Never you mind," said Dolly; "see if I don't live in the city before +long. Such times as they have there! Theaters, concerts, shows, balls, +and every body so pleased with every body; such a delightful noise and +bustle and racket. And just look round this village! You might hear the +town clock tick; it is perfectly disgusting. There is not a man in it, +of any account, but Sprigg's the blacksmith, and he has but one foot; +sometimes I want to scream." + +"So do I," said Kip. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Mrs. Markham sat in her private parlor, comfortably sipping her tea. +Whatever might be said of the children's bill of fare, there was nothing +meager about hers. No Chinaman's tongue was ever a safer tea detector +than Markham's. No spurious mixture found a place in her tea-caddy; no +water-pot was allowed to wash away its strength when made. The warm +biscuit were as fragrant as the tea, and the butter might have won the +prize at any agricultural fair. The room too, in which the tea-table was +spread, had every appliance for the consolation of a single woman. +Comfortably plump sofas and chairs, a looking-glass, selected for its +peculiar faculty of adding breadth to an unnecessarily elongated face; a +handsome, well-filled bottle of Cologne, another of Bay Water, and a +work-box, with all sorts of industrial appendages, the gift of Mr. +Balch. Then, for the look of the thing, a few books, newspapers, +pamphlets, etc., for Mrs. Markham never read; partly because she had a +surfeit in the book line in the school-room, but principally, because +publishers and editors had a sad way of making their types so +indistinct now-a-days; or in other words, Markham had a strong aversion +to spectacles. + +There were no pictures or flowers in the room, because the former +"marked the walls," and the latter "kept dropping their leaves on the +carpet;" but there were two smart, gilt candelabras on the mantle, and a +small clock between them, and an hour glass, and a stuffed owl. There +was also a light kid glove, which always lay there, because it served +for a text for Mr. Balch's little complimentary speeches about hands and +hearts, and pairs, etc. Mrs. Markham was always _going_ to put it away, +but somehow she never did so. + +"Ah, Timmins, is that you? come in. Is Tibbs any better," asked Mrs. +Markham, comfortably sipping her tea. + +"No ma'm, she's awful; her wrists look as if they would snap in two; and +her neck looks so slender; and her head so big. Oh, she's a sight, +ma'am." + +"Pooh, you are always sight-seeing, Timmins; the child always had a +miserable constitution. As the committee say, it is not much use to try +to rear these children; the seeds of disease are in them." + +"Well, Tibbs is going fast enough, that's certain. She's mostly +stupid-like, but now and then she smiles and reaches out her arms, for +all the world as if she saw the angels, and wanted them to come and take +her." + +"What nonsense, Timmins. Hand me that toast. Just as if a pauper-child +would have such notions." + +"Well, ma'am, if you only would stay long enough by the child, you'd +see it; it is awful to watch with her all alone." + +"Afraid of a sick child," said Mrs. Markham, pouring out another cup of +hyson. + +"No, not the child exactly--Tibbs is a good little thing; but the +sperrets, about the room. I do believe," said Timmins, solemnly, "that +sperrets are all round these childern. You don't see things as I do, +Mrs. Markham." + +"I hope I don't," answered that lady, laughing, as she pushed back her +empty cup. "A pretty matron I should make, filled with such fanciful +whims; and a great while the committee would keep me." + +"Perhaps so," answered Timmins. "Sometimes I think--" + +"What?" asked Markham. + +"And then again I don't know," said the perplexed Timmins; "but I must +run back to Tibbs--if you only _would_ look in on her, Mrs. Markham," +said Timmins beseechingly, as she closed the door. + + +While the above conversation was passing, the film gathered slowly over +little Tibbs's eyes; the feet and hands grew colder--colder; drops of +moisture gathered on the marble temples; the lips moved, but no sound +came; a convulsive spasm shook the slight form, and little Tibbs was +dead! None stood by to hold the feeble hand, or wipe the gathering +death-damp from the pale lips and brow. No warm breath was proof to the +dimmed eye and dulled ear of Love's dear presence. + +Tibbs died _alone_. + +And yet not alone, for He who loveth little children, folded her to His +bosom. + + +"It is quite time she took her drops," said Timmins, re-entering the +room; and holding the phial up to the light, and placing a spoon under +its mouth, she commenced counting, "One--two--three--four--here Tibbie. + +"What!" + +The horror-struck Timmins darted through the door, and back to Mrs. +Markham. + +"Oh, ma'am--oh, ma'am--she's gone--all alone, too--oh, Mrs. Markham--" + +"Who's gone? what are you talking about, Timmons?" + +"Tibbs, ma'am--Tibbs--while I was down here talking to you--and all +alone, too--oh dear--oh dear--" + +"Hold your tongue, Timmins; as if _your_ being there would have done any +good?" + +"Don't you think so, ma'am?" asked the relieved Timmins. + +"No, of course not; the child's time had come--it is all well enough; +you couldn't have helped it. Call Watkins, and tell her to go lay her +out. I will be up when I have taken my nap. You stay there till Watkins +has done, and then lock the door and take the key. What o'clock is it?" + +"Oh, I don't know," said Timmins. "Are you _sure_ it was just as well +for Tibbs to die alone? I hope _I_ shan't die alone. Should _you_ like +to die alone, Mrs. Markham?" + +"That has nothing to do with it," answered Mrs. Markham, angrily; "go +along, Timmins, and don't make a fool of yourself." + + +"Poor thing! poor thing!" exclaimed Watkins, as she untied little +Tibbs's night-dress to wash her thin limbs, "_her_ sufferings are over. +I tell you, Timmins, there'll be a long reckoning for this some day. I +had rather be Tibbs here than Mrs. Markham. She isn't a sparrow's +weight," said Watkins, lifting the child. "Was she sensible when she +died, Timmins?" + +"Don't ask me--don't ask me. Oh, Watkins, _could_ I help it? I ran down +to speak to Mrs. Markham, and--and--" + +"She didn't die alone?" asked the horror-struck Watkins, laying the +corpse back upon the pillow. + +Timmins nodded her head, and sat rocking her figure to and fro. + +"Now, don't say a word--don't say a word," said Timmins, "I know I +shall be punished for it; but in deed I didn't mean no harm. I can't +stay much longer in this house, Watkins." + +Watkins made no reply, except by slow shakes of the head, as she drew on +the little charity night-dress which was to answer for a shroud, +smoothed the soft silken hair, and folded the small hands over the weary +little heart. + +"Do you know a prayer, Watkins?" asked Timmins, looking at the dead +child. + +"I know 'Our Father,'" replied Watkins, smoothing a fold in the shroud. + +"Say it," said Timmins, reverently; "it won't do _her_ no good, but it +will _me_." + +"Our Father----" + +"Got all through?" asked Mrs. Markham, throwing open the door; "that's +all right. Now spread the sheet over her face--open the window--lock the +door, and give me the key." + +"Won't you come in, ma'am, and look at the child?" asked Watkins, +stepping one side. + +"No, it don't signify; you washed her and all that, I suppose. Come out, +Timmins; and you, Watkins, run for the undertaker--the sooner the child +is taken away the better; it is not healthy to have a corpse in the +house," and Mrs. Markham applied her smelling-salts to her nose. + +Watkins tied on her bonnet, and went sorrowfully down street for the +undertaker. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Mr. Pall prided himself on the reverent manner in which he performed his +necessary funereal duties. He always dressed in black, and sat, +handkerchief in hand, in the middle of his coffin ware-room, in a +prepared state of mind to receive customers. + +He had every variety of coffin--from plain pine-wood up to the most +polished mahogany and rosewood. His latest invention was "the casket," +daintily lined throughout with white satin, and the lid so constructed +as to expose the whole person instead of the face only, as in more +common coffins. This was what Mr. Pall called "a dress coffin," and was +perfectly consistent with any variety of adornment in the shroud that +the fancy of grief-stricken affection might suggest. + +When Watkins entered, Mr. Pall sat complacently in his chair amid his +piles of coffins, with his hands solemnly folded over his handkerchief. +He would have scorned to disgrace his profession, like many others of +the craft, by reading the newspapers in his sanctum, smoking a cigar, or +in any other way conveying the idea that he had lost sight of his +mournful calling. We are not bound, therefore, to believe, on the +authority of a prying policeman's limited vision through the key-hole, +that when the shop was closed, Mr. Pall nightly drew from an +old-fashioned coffin a bottle of whisky and a box of cigars, wherewith +to console himself for the day's solemn and self-inflicted penance. + +"Good morning, m-a-a-m," drawled the dolorous Pall. + + + "'Hark! from the tombs a doleful sound, + Mine ears attend the cry.' + + +"Want my mournful services, ma'am? I shall take a melancholy pleasure in +showing you my coffins. Age of the corpse, ma'am?" and Pall used his +white handkerchief. + +"Six years." + + + "'Death strikes down all, + Both great and small--' + + +"Place of residence, ma'am? + +"Orphan Asylum, eh?" repeated the disappointed Pall, as his vision of +the costly casket pattern faded away; "pine coffin, of course--no satin +lining or silver nails--no carriages--night burial, Potters' Field, etc. + + + "'Lie in the dust, + We all must.' + + +"Tell the afflicted matron of the Orphan Asylum that I will send up +directly and take the deceased child's measure." + +And Pall flourished his white handkerchief as long as was consistent +with the demise of a charity orphan, and the small sum invested in the +pine coffin. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +It was the day for the committee to make their stated visit of +examination at the Asylum. Timmins had swept the school-room floor very +carefully, scoured off the black-board, dusted the benches, and placed a +bunch of flowers on Mrs. Markham's desk, just as that lady entered on +her tour of inspection. + +"How on earth came that green trash on my desk?" asked the offended +matron. + +"I did it, ma'am, to make it look kind o' cheerful like;" said Timmins, +a little abashed at exhibiting such a weakness in such an august +presence. "It looks so dry and hard here, and children, poor things, is +fond of flowers," and Timmins sighed as she thought of poor Tibbie. + +"Are you in your dotage, Timmins, to bring such a frivolous thing as a +bouquet into a school-room? who ever heard of such a folly?" and Mrs. +Markham sent it spinning through the nearest window. + +Timmins sighed again, and rubbed off one of the benches with a corner of +her apron; then, looking up as if a bright thought had struck her, she +said: + +"They say, ma'am, that this world is nothing but a school for us, and +yet God has strewn flowers all over it. He must have done it for +something." + +"Pshaw!" exclaimed Mrs. Markham, in extreme disgust; "go, bring in the +chairs for the committee, and then ring the bell for the children." + + +Clang--clang--clang went the bell, and in wound the mournful procession; +all habited alike, all with the same listless air, flabby-looking limbs, +and leaden complexions. + +"Seems to me you look uncommonly stupid," remarked the matron, by way of +encouragement to the children; "see if you can't throw a little +animation into your faces." + +The poor little victims stared open their eyes, and made an ineffectual +attempt at a smile, more painful to witness than their former +listlessness. + +"Stand up straighter, can't you?" + +The little crooked spines made a feeble and ineffectual attempt to +remedy the irreparable injury Mrs. Markham had inflicted upon them. + +"Now, let every toe touch that crack on the floor. + +"Now, cross your arms behind, every one of you. + +"There--don't you stir a hair till the committee come in; it is now +eleven; they will be here at quarter before twelve; now mind what I tell +you about throwing a little animation into your faces;" and Mrs. +Markham having laid the ferule in sight, seated herself in an easy +position in a very comfortable chair, put a checkerberry lozenge in her +mouth, and prepared herself to punish the first child whose overstrained +limbs relaxed from weariness. + +Every one knows how much more easily one can walk a mile than stand +perfectly still, in the same position, for fifteen minutes; and no one +who has ever seen the martyrdom which restless childhood is compelled to +undergo, in this respect (even in our best schools), sometimes in the +scorching vicinity of a red-hot stove, sometimes in a shivering draught, +for an hour or more, while the teacher, comfortably seated, leisurely +experiments upon their intellects, can help wishing that he might have +it in his power to subject thoughtless teachers, and as thoughtlessly +criminal parents, to the same daily and intolerable torture; can help +wishing that, having placed _them_ in such positions, he could have +liberty to punish them for the non-committal of tasks which their aching +heads and limbs have rendered impossible. + +Let every parent satisfy himself or herself, by _personal inspection_, +with regard to these things; not on farce exhibition days, but by +unexpected calls, at such times as he or she may see fit; and let any +teacher who would debar a parent from such an inalienable right, be +deposed from his station. + +Many a grave now filled with moldering dust would have been tenantless, +had parents, not trusting to show-circulars, satisfied themselves on +these points, instead of merely paying the term-bills when due. + +"Rose!" + +The little drooping head righted itself; the child had fallen asleep; a +thump on the head with the ever-ready ferule brought on a head-ache, +which rendered a repetition of the offense improbable. + +"Quarter before twelve." + +Markham slides her little gold watch back under her basque. The +committee have arrived. Now she smiles all over. Her hypocritical voice +is pitched to the company key. She glides round the benches, and calls +to "Rose, dear," and "Mabel, dear," and "Anna, dear," patting them on +their shrinking shoulders with her serpent touch. + +Now one of the committee makes a prayer, and thanks God that these dear +children, rescued from sinks of pollution and crime, and from depraved +parents, have here found a Christian home, under the guardianship of a +mother in Israel; he prays that God will reward her abundantly for her +self-sacrificing devotion to them, and that the children may feel +unfeignedly grateful for all their blessings. + +The committee then seat themselves, and Markham asks a list of +questions, cut and dried beforehand, to which parrot tongues respond. +The children then wail out a hymn, composed by a friend of Mrs. +Markham's in which they are made to express to that lady their +affectionate gratitude, as well as to the philanthropic and +discriminating committee present, who blow their noses sympathetically, +and wipe their spectacles. The children are then dismissed to their +bread and molasses, and so the farce ends. + +(Pity, that the munificent bequests of great and good men to such +institutions as these, should, for want of a little investigation, +sometimes be so sadly misappropriated.) + +The next day the readers of _The Morning Budget_ are informed, with a +pretty show of statistics, of the flourishing condition of that humane +institution the CHARITY ORPHAN ASYLUM, and of the spiritual and temporal +well-to-do-a-tiveness of its inmates, under the judicious supervision of +its energetic, self-denying, and Christian matron, Mrs. Clara Markham; +who forthwith orders a dozen copies of _The Morning Budget_, which she +distributes among her friends, reserving one for a fixture on her parlor +table, to edify chance visitors. + +Meanwhile little Tibbie sleeps peacefully in her pine coffin in the +Potters Field, and Rose sits up in her little cot, while all around her +sleep, and stretches out her imploring arms to the peaceful stars that +shimmer through the window. + +On the evening of examination-day, Mr. Balch, as usual, takes his leave +with the rest of the committee, but after seeing them safely round the +corner, returns as usual, to tea with Markham in the cosy little +parlor; and Markham smiles on him as only an unappropriated elderly +female knows how; and Mr. Balch, what with the smile and the Hyson, +considers Webster and Worcester united too meager to express his +feelings, and falls back upon Markham's hand, upon which he makes an +unmistakable record of his bachelor emotions. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +"Mercy on us! you don't expect me to sleep in that room, do you?" asked +Timmins of Mrs. Markham, as they stopped before the door of the room +where little Tibbie died. + +"I wouldn't do it for a purse of gold. I know I should see her ghost; +oh, it would be awful;" and Timmins put her hands before her face, as if +the ghost were looming up in the depths of the dimly-lighted entry. + +"Nonsense!" said Mrs. Markham; "how superstitious you are! I am going to +sleep there with you." + +"Are you? Well, that alters the case," and Mrs. Markham led the way, +while Timmins followed her with distended eyes. + +"I really can't help thinking she _will_ come back," said Timmins, as +Mrs. Markham extinguished the light and crept into bed. "I can't seem to +get over it, about her dying all alone. How very thin she was. Did you +ever think she was unhappy, Mrs. Markham?" + +"I don't think any thing about it, Timmins. I go to bed for the purpose +of sleeping;" and turning her back upon Timmins, she buried her frilled +night-cap in the pillow. + +"Don't cuddie up so close, Timmins," said Mrs. Markham, about ten +minutes after; "you make me insufferably hot." + +"Lor', ma'am, I can't help it; I can't see nothing, and you won't speak +to me, and how am I going to know that you are there?" + +"Guess at it," said Markham, giving another hitch away toward the wall, +and soon her sonorous breathing announced her departure to the land of +dreams. + +"Goodness alive! if she ain't asleep," said Timmins; "what if Tibbie +_should_ come back? Oh dear! I am sure I am sorry enough I left her so. +I'll put my head under the bed-clothes. No I won't--because if it _is_ +coming, Mrs. Markham must wake up, for I shan't be good for nothing; I +never spoke to a ghost in my life." + +"What's--that?" she whispered hoarsely, as, by the dim light of the +street-lamp on the window-glass, she saw the door open slowly, and a +little figure dressed in white, glide in. "Oh Lor'--oh Mrs. +Markham--(griping that lady by the arm)--it's come! +Hist--there--there--oh--oh, it's coming _here_," whispered Timmins, as +Mrs. Markham, now thoroughly roused, trembled as violently as Timmins, +and both made a shuddering plunge under the bed-clothes. + +"_You_ look out, Timmins?" + +"No--_you_, Mrs. Markham!" and both night-caps were thrust carefully +from under the sides of the raised sheets. + +There was the little figure--it was no illusion--flitting, gliding about +the room; now here, now more distant, and now, with its pale, wan face +and outstretched arms, it approaches the bed. Timmins and Markham both +jump shrieking from it through the door, and fall senseless upon the +entry floor. + +The wicked flee when none pursueth. + +Poor innocent little Rose! Waked suddenly from her somnambulistic sleep, +she stands gazing about her, the unconscious avenger of little Tibbie's +sufferings, and her own. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Years pass on. Some of the children have been bound out, others Death +has more mercifully indentured into his own service. Rose has grown +tall. Her step is slow and feeble, and her form has lost its roundness; +but her eyes are beautiful from the light within, and her wee mouth has +a grieved look which makes the beholder long to clasp her to his heart. +Even the ugly charity-school bonnet which Markham has just tied under +her chin, can not make her look ugly. + +Dolly stands waiting to take her to Difftown; she has no bundle to pack +up, she has no regrets at leaving the Asylum, she has no hope for the +future, for she has looked into Dolly's face with her clear calm eyes, +and read her doom. + +"Rose, come and kiss me, darling, before you go," said Markham. "I +always feel _so_ melancholy," she added, in an aside, to Dolly, "at +parting with these dear children. It is quite impossible not to feel a +motherly interest and solicitude after being with them so long. Good-by, +dear Rose--don't _quite_ forget me." + +Rose thought there was little fear of that, as she followed Dolly out +of the house. + +"A very nice woman, that Mrs. Markham," said Dolly, as they walked to +the stable where she had left her horse and chaise, "a very nice woman." + +Rose made no reply. + +"I dare say though, you don't like her at all, do you?" + +"No," said Rose. + +"Why not, I should like to know?" asked Dolly, tartly. + +"I had rather not tell, if you please," answered Rose. + +The civil manner in which the refusal was couched irritated Dolly. + +"You are as like your mother as two peas," said she, angrily; "you look +just like her, and speak just like her." + +"Do you think so?" asked the child, her whole face brightening. + +"I don't know why you should look so pleased about it. Maria was a +thriftless creature. No learning but book learning." + +"Please don't speak so of my mamma," and the tears stood in Rose's eyes. + +"I shall speak just as I please of her," said Dolly; "she was my sister +before she was your mother, by a long spell, and I don't know why I am +bound to love her for that reason, when there was nothing to love in +her." + +"But there was," said Rose. "She was sweet, and gentle, and loving, and +oh, Aunt Dolly, she was every thing to _me_," and the hot tears trickled +through Rose's slender fingers. + +"Fiddle-faddle! Now ain't you ashamed, you great baby, to be bawling +here in the street, as if I was some terrible dragon making off with +you? That's all the thanks I get for taking you out of the church-yard +and putting you in that nice Orphan Asylum." + +"If you had only left me in the church-yard," sobbed Rose. + +Dolly was quite too angry to reply. The very bows on her bonnet trembled +with rage. + +After a pause, she turned round, and laying her hands on Rose's +trembling shoulders, said, + +"Now, look here, Rose Clark, now just take a fair and square look at me. +I don't look much like your _gentle_ mother, as you call her, do I?" + +"No, no," sobbed Rose, with a fresh burst of tears. + +"Well, I ain't like her in any thing. I ain't a-going to pet you, nor +make of you, nor spoil you, as she did. You are bound out to me, and you +have got your bread and butter to earn. I have no taste for cry-babies +nor idlers, and if you don't work and mind too, the committee of the +Orphan Asylum shall know the reason why; you may find worse quarters +than my milliner's shop," and Dolly stopped, not that the subject, but +her breath, was exhausted. + +The morning was calm and serene, and the road through which Dolly's old +horse plodded, very lovely. There had been heavy rains for days before, +and now, as they left the city behind them, the sun shone out, and +bright drops hung glistening on the trees, shrubs, and grass blades, and +the spicy pines and way-side flowers sent forth their sweetest odors. +The little birds, too, came out, pluming their wings for a sunny flight +far--far into the clear blue ether, whither Rose longed to follow them. + +_Such_ a burst of song as they went! + +It thrilled through every fibre of the child's frame. + +Rose glanced at the frowning face beside her. There was no appreciation +there. No, Dolly was thinking how much work she could get out of the +feeble child by her side, the helpless orphan in whose veins her own +blood flowed. + +On they went--the old horse, and Dolly, and Rose. + +Wreaths of mist rolled up from the valleys, crept along the hill-sides, +and were eagerly drunk up by the sun's warm breath, leaving the earth +fresh and fair as when it first came from the forming hand of God. + +Cottages they passed, nestled among the trees, on whose happy thresholds +children clambered on a mother's knee. + +Churches too, whose glistening spires pointed to that Heaven where Rose +longed to be at rest; and far, far away, the silver lake gleamed in the +bright sunlight; oh, how gladly, on its peaceful bosom, would the child +have floated away! + +"For mercy's sake, what are you thinking about," asked Dolly, "with that +curious look in your eyes, and the color coming and going in your face +that way?" + +"I was thinking," said the child, her eyes still fixed on the silver +lake, "how beautiful God made the earth, and how sad it was there should +be--" + +"_What_ now?" asked Dolly tartly. + +"Any sorrow in it," said Rose. + +"The earth is well enough, I s'pose," said Dolly. "I never looked at it +much, and as to the rest of your remark, I hope you will remember it +when you get home, and not plague my life out, when I want you to work. +Let's see; you will have the shop to sweep out, the window shutters to +take down and put up, night and morning, errands to run, sewing, +washing, ironing, and scrubbing to do, dishes to wash, beside a few +other little things. + +"Of course you will have your own clothes to make and to mend, the +sheets and towels to hem, and be learning meanwhile to wait on customers +in the shop; I shan't trust you with the money-drawer till I know +whether you are honest." + +Rose's face became crimson, and she involuntarily moved further away +from Dolly. + +"None of that now," said that lady, "such airs won't go down with me. +It is a pity if I can't speak to my own sister's child." + +Rose thought this was the only light in which she was likely to view the +relationship, but she was too wise to reply. + +"There's no knowing," said Dolly, "what you may have learned among those +children at the Asylum." + +"You put me there, Aunt Dolly," said Rose. + +"Of course I put you there, but did I tell you to learn all the bad +things you saw?" + +"You didn't tell me not; but I never would take what belonged to +another." + +"Shut up now--you are just like your mother ex--actly;" and Dolly +stopped here, considering that she could go no further in the way of +invective. + +And now they were nearing the village. Rose thought it looked much +prettier at a distance than near. + +There was an ugly, dirty tavern in the main street, on whose gaudy +sign-board was painted "The Rising Sun;" and on whose piazza were +congregated knots of men, smoking, chewing, swearing, and bargaining, by +turns; for it was cattle-fair Monday, and the whole population was +astir. + +Herds of cattle; sheep, cows, calves, oxen, and pigs, divided off into +little crowded pens, stood bleating and lowing in the blazing sun, half +dead with thirst, while their owners were chaffering about prices. + +On the opposite side of the street were temporary booths, whose owners +were making the most of the day by opening oysters, and uncorking +bottles for the ravenous farmers; little boys stood by, greedily +devouring the dregs of the glasses whenever they could dodge a boxed +ear. A few sickly trees were planted here and there, at the sides of the +road, which seemed to have dwindled away in disgust at their location. +On a small patch of green, dignified by the name of the Park, an +ill-assorted, heterogeneous company were drilling for 'lection, +presenting arms, etc., in a manner that would have struck Napoleon dumb. + +Dolly's house was on the further side of "the Park," a two story wooden +tenement, of a bright red color, planted on a sand bank close to the +road side, unornamented with a single green thing, if we may except some +gawky boys who were eyeing the tin soldiers and peppermint candy in the +milliner's window, and who had been attentively listening to the +swearing cattle-dealers and picking up stray lobster-claws which good +fortune had thrown in their way. + +"That _her_?" whispered Daffodil (Dolly's factotum), pointing to Rose, +as she assisted Dolly to alight. Dolly nodded. + +"Why--she'd be a real beauty if she was only a little fatter, and +didn't stoop, and her eyes weren't so big, and she wasn't so pale." + +"I don't see any beauty," mumbled Dolly, "she looks exactly like her +mother." + +"O no--of course she isn't a beauty," said Daffy, retracting her +involuntary mistake, "she don't favor you in the least Dolly; I said she +would be pretty if--" + +"Never mind your ifs now, I'm as hungry as a catamount, give me +something to eat, and then I'll talk; some of that cold ham, and warm +over some tea; goodness, how faint I am, that young one has tired me all +out argufying--she's just like her mother--exactly." + +"Shall I set a plate for her too?" asked Daffy. + +"Of course not, till I get through; children always cram all before +them, there wouldn't be a mortal thing left for me--let her wait till I +have done. Rose--here! take off your bonnet, sit down and unpack those +boxes, don't break the strings now, untie the knots carefully, the +strings may do to use again, and don't litter up the shop floor, and +don't----Lord-a-mercy, Daffy, if she ain't undone the wrong boxes, I +knew she would." + +"T-h-o-s-e," she thundered in Rose's ear, pulling her along to the right +pile, and bending her over till her nose touched the boxes; "now see if +you can see them, and don't make another mistake _short_ of ten +minutes," and Dolly threw off her bonnet and sat down to her tea. + +Rose stooped down as she was bid, and commenced her task, but the +excitement she had undergone, so different from the monotonous life she +had led, the heat of the day, and her insufficient breakfast before +starting, brought on a sudden vertigo, and as she stooped to execute her +task, she fell forward upon the floor. + +"Sick now, the very first day," exclaimed Dolly, turning to Daffy, "now +ain't that enough to provoke any body? Her mother used to be just so, +always fainting away at every thing; she's got to get cured of that +trick; get up Rose!" and Dolly shook her roughly by the arm. + +"I really think she can't," said Daffy, looking at her white lips and +relaxed limbs. + +Dolly seized a pitcher of water near, and dashed it with rather more +force than was necessary in the child's face. + +"That's warm water," said Daffy. + +"How did I know that?" muttered Dolly, "bring some cold then;" and Dolly +repeated the application, at a different temperature. + +Rose shivered slightly, but did not open her eyes. + +"She intends taking her own time to come to," said Dolly, "and I have +something else to do, beside stand by to wait for it." + +"But it won't do for her to lie here," said Daffy. "Suppose Mrs. John +Meigs should come in after that new bonnet of hern? It don't look well." + +Dolly appreciated that argument, and Daffy had permission to carry her +out of sight, into a back sitting-room, on the same floor. + +"She _does it_ remarkable, if she _is_ making believe," soliloquized +Daffy, as she laid Rose on the bed; "and she _is_ pretty, too, I can say +it now Dolly isn't round, pretty as a waxen doll, and not much heavier; +she is not fit for hard work anyhow, with those bit-fingers. I shouldn't +wonder if Dolly is too hard on the child, but I daren't say so. What can +that little scar be on her left temple?" and Daffy lifted the curls to +look at that indelible proof of Mrs. Markham's affection on Rose's +initiation day. + +"Well, she's a pretty cretur!" said Daffodil again, as she took one more +glance at her from the half open door. "I couldn't find it in my heart +to speak cross to the poor motherless thing; but it won't do for me to +stay up here." + +"Shall I make a cup of tea for Rose, agin she wakes up?" asked Daffy. + +"Sick folks ought not to eat and drink," said Dolly, sarcastically; "no, +of course not; clear away the table, and put things to rights here. Our +Maria was always acting just so; if she didn't have her breakfast ready +to put in her mouth the minute she got out of bed, she'd up and faint +away; she'd faint if it was hot, and she'd faint if it was cold. She'd +faint if she was glad, and faint if she was sorry. She was always +a-fainting; I never fainted in my life." + +"Sisters are different, you know;" said Daffy, polishing a tea-cup with +a towel. + +"I believe you," said Dolly. "It is lucky they are; I am glad I ain't +such a miserable stick; but Rose has got to get out of that," added she. + +"You don't really believe she, nor Maria, as you call her, could help +it, do you?" asked Daffy. + +"Help a fiddlestick," said Dolly, jerking down her pea-green paper +window-curtain; "ridikilis!" + +Daffy knew that word was Dolly's ultimatum, and pursued the subject no +further. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +"Aunt Dolly," said Rose, timidly, about a month after the events above +related, "Aunt Dolly"--and here Rose stopped short. + +"Out with it," said Dolly, "if you've got any thing to say. You make me +as nervous as an eel, twisting that apron-string, and Aunt Dolly-ing +such an eternity; if you have got any thing to say, out with it." + +"May I go to the evening school?" asked Rose, "it is a free school." + +"Well--you are not free to go, if it is; you know how to read and write, +and I have taught you how to make change pretty well, that is all you +need for _my_ purposes." + +"But I should like to learn other things, Aunt Dolly." + +"What other things, I'd like to know? that's your mother all over. She +never was content without a book at the end of her nose. She couldn't +have earned her living to have saved her life, if she hadn't got +married." + +"It was partly to earn my living I wanted to learn, Aunt Dolly; perhaps +I could be a teacher." + +"Too grand to trim caps and bonnets like your Aunt Dolly, I suppose," +added she, sneeringly; "it is quite beneath a charity orphan, I +suppose." + +"No," said Rose; "but I should like to teach, better." + +"Well, you won't do it; never--no time. So there's all there is to that: +now take that ribbon and make the bows to old Mrs. Griffin's cap--the +idea of wanting to be a school-teacher when you have it at your fingers' +ends to twist up a ribbon so easy--it is ridikilis. Did Miss Snow come +here last night, after I went out, for her bonnet?" + +"Yes," answered Rose. + +"Did you tell her that it was all finished but the cap frill?" asked +Dolly. + +"No; because I knew that it was not yet begun, and I could not tell +a--a--" + +"Lie! I suppose," screamed Dolly, putting her face very close to Rose's, +as if to defy her to say the obnoxious word; "is that it." + +"Yes," said Rose, courageously. + +"Good girl--good girl" said Dolly; "shall have a medal, so it shall;" +and cutting a large oval out of a bit of pasteboard, and passing a twine +string through it, she hung it round her neck--"Good little +Rosy-Posy--just like its conscientious mamma." + +"I wish I were half as good as my mamma," said Rose, with a trembling +voice. + +"I suppose you think that Aunt Dolly is a great sinner!" said that lady. + +"We are all great sinners, are we not?" answered Rose. + +"All but little Rosy Posy;" sneered Dolly, "_she_ is perfect, only needs +a pair of wings to take her straight up to heaven." + +"Many a true word is spoken in jest," muttered Daffy, as she waxed the +end of a bit of sewing silk, behind the counter. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Mr. Clifton, the minister of Difftown village was one of those few +clergymen who possessed of decided talent was yet content to labor in an +humble sphere. Many of his brother clergymen had left their country +parishes to become stars in cities. Some, unspoiled by the breath of +applause, had laid their honors meekly at the Saviour's feet; others, +inflated with pride and self-conceit, preached soft things to those who +built them palaces of ease, and healed the hurt of the daughter of God's +people slightly. + +Mr. Clifton feared the test. Appreciation is as dear to the sanctified +as the unsanctified heart. It _were_ pleasant to see the heart's dear +ones, fitted by nature to enjoy the refinements of life, in full +possession of them; it were pleasant to have daily intercourse with the +large circle of the gifted who congregate in cities--but what shall it +profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul? Mr. +Clifton felt that with his ardent social and impulsive temperament, his +quiet village parish, with its home endearments, was most favorable to +his growth in grace; and so, turning a deaf ear to the Syren voices +which would have called him away, he cheerfully broke the bread of life, +year after year, to his humble flock. + +It was Sabbath evening--Mr. Clifton lay upon the sofa, suffering under +one of those torturing head-aches which excessive mental excitement was +sure to bring on. He loved his calling--it was not mere lip service for +him to expound the word of God, and teach its sacred truths--the +humblest among his people knew this; the tremor in his voice, the +moisture in his eye, told their own eloquent tale. There must have been +something to enchain those whose active limbs, never still during the +other days of the week from dawn till dark, could sit on those narrow +seats and never droop with uneasiness or sleep. + +But the physical reaction was too apt to come to the delicately strung +frame; and with closed eyelids, Mr. Clifton lay upon the sofa in the +parlor of the little parsonage, while his wife bent over him, bathing +his aching temples. + +The parsonage parlor! how difficult to furnish it to suit every carping +eye, for there were those, even in Mr. Clifton's parish, as in all +others, whom his blameless life and welling sympathies could neither +appease nor conciliate. + +The parsonage parlor! The father of Mary Clifton would gladly have +filled it with luxuries for his only daughter; but Mary shook her little +head, and planted her little foot firmly on the plain Kidderminster +carpet, and sat down contentedly in the bamboo rocking-chair, and hung +the pretty pictures her girlhood had cherished in a spare room +up-stairs, and looked round upon the bare walls of the parlor without a +murmur of dissatisfaction. + +Flowers she still clung to. The parsonage parlor was never without them. +They were on the breakfast and tea-table--sometimes but a single +blossom, for Mary had little time to cull them--sometimes only a green +branch or sprig, whose wondrously beautiful leaves, shaded with the +nicest skill, had given her a thrill of pleasure--sometimes a bunch of +simple clover--sometimes a tuft of moss, or a waving corn tassel, mixed +with spears of oats and grass-blades. + +Mr. Clifton loved Mary all the better that she loved these things; and +when she came to him with her blue eye beaming, and her cheek flushed +with pleasure, and held up to him some tiny floral treasure, whose +beauty no eye less spiritual than her's could have discerned, and +pointed out its delicate tinting, he thanked God her heart could be made +happy by such pure, innocent, and simple pleasures. + +But it was at such times as I have alluded to, when Mr. Clifton sank +under his pastoral duties, that Mary's love shone forth the brightest. +On the Sabbath eve of which we speak, his eyes were closed, but he heard +the rustle of her dress and her light foot-fall on the carpet. He felt +her fragrant breath upon his cheek, and the touch of her soft fingers +charming the fever from his temples. Gradually it crept away, yielding +to her magnetic touch, and the smile came back to her husband's lip, and +the beam to his languid eye. And now the healing cup of tea was +prepared, and the little stand with its tray set before him, and Mary +herself sweetened it, more with the smile on her lip and the love-beam +in her eye than with the big lump of sugar she dropped into it; and as +her husband drained the cup and laid his head back again upon the +cushions, he thanked God, as many a convalescent has done, for the +untold wealth of love which sickness may draw forth. + +"Did you see that sweet child, George, in Dolly Smith's pew to-day?" +asked Mary. "Her little face quite fascinated me. It was as sad as it +was sweet. I fancied the child must have known sorrow; perhaps be +motherless," and Mary kissed her own little blue-eyed baby. "You know, +George, things sometimes come to me like a revelation. I am sure that +child's heart is sore. When you read the hymn I saw the tears standing +in her eyes, but then your voice is so musical, George, it might have +been from excess of pleasure." + +"Foolish little wife," said her husband; "as if every body saw me +through your eyes, and heard me with your partial ears." + +"Well, be that as it may," said Mary, "I want you to call at Dolly's +and see that child; get her into my Sabbath-school class if you can, and +if she has a sorrow, we will try to lighten it." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Not the least difficult part of a clergyman's duty is his round of +parochial calls. They must be rightly timed with regard to the domestic +arrangements of each family. This he is supposed to know by a sort of +intuition. They must not be too infrequent. He must remember the number +of the inmates, and be sure to inquire after the new baby. He must stay +no longer at Mrs. Wheeler's than he did at Mrs. Brown's. He must +swallow, at any physical cost, whatever is set before him in the way of +eating or drinking. + +Mr. Clifton was fully aware of all these parochial shoals, and, as far +as mortal man could do it, steered clear of shipwreck; but "offenses +will come," and Dolly was at the wash-tub, up to her elbows in soapsuds, +when "the minister" was announced by the breathless Daffy, who was +unaware that Monday is generally the day when all clergymen turn their +backs upon the study and recruit their exhausted energies by locomotion. + +"Why, in the name of common sense, couldn't he have called Saturday?" +asked Dolly, hastily, wiping the suds from her parboiled fingers; "then +I had on my green silk, and should as lief have seen him as not; but +ministers never have any consideration. Daffy--Daffy, here--where's my +scalloped petticoat and under-sleeves? I dare say now that the +sitting-room center-table is all awry. Daffy, is the Bible on the light +stand? and the hymn-book too? Hand me my silk apron trimmed with the +pink bows, and get my breast-pin quick, for goodness' sake; men prink +forever themselves, but they never can wait a minute for a woman to +dress; how do I look, Daffy? I do wish people had sense enough to stay +away of a Monday morning. Don't let these calicos lay soaking in the +tub, now, till I come back; give 'em a wring and hang 'em out." + +"Good morning, Mr. Clifton," said Dolly, dropping a bobbing courtesy; +"it is quite a pleasure to see you." + +"Thank you, Miss Dolly," replied the minister, with a gravity truly +commendable, when the fact is taken into consideration that he had heard +every syllable of the foregoing conversation, through the thin +partition; "thank you, Miss Dolly." + +"Yes, I was just saying to Daffy," resumed Dolly, "how long it was since +you called here, and how welcome you were at any time, when you felt +_inclined_ to come. I don't think it at all strange that you should +prefer calling oftener at Lawyer Briggs's and Squire Beadle's, than at +my poor place. I know it is hardly fit to ask a clergyman into." + +"Lawyer Briggs and Squire Beadle are my wife's relatives, you know, Miss +Dolly." + +"Oh, I wasn't complaining, at all," said Dolly; "they are eddicated +people, it isn't at all strange; how's your folks?" + +"Very well, I thank you; the baby is getting through his teeth bravely." + +"I saw Mrs. Clifton go into Mrs. Messenger's the other day," said Dolly. +"I see she has her _favorites_ in the parish." + +"Mrs. Messenger's little boy was taken in a fit," said Mr. Clifton, "and +they sent over in great haste for my wife." + +"Ah," said Dolly, "well, I didn't blame her, of course not; I wouldn't +have you think so. Mrs. Messenger is considered very genteel here in the +village; Mrs. Messenger and I are two very different persons." + +"I see you brought me a new parishioner last Sunday," said Mr. Clifton, +glad to change the conversation. + +"Yes; she is a poor child whom I took out of pity to bring up; her +mother is dead, and so I offered her a home." + +"That's right," said Mr. Clifton, who had his own views about Dolly's +motives. "I hope she will attend the Sabbath-school; Mrs. Clifton, I +know, would like her to be in her class." + +Dolly's countenance fell. "Well, I don't know about that, though I'm +obleeged to Mrs. Clifton. I don't think Rose would be willing to go." + +"She might be shy at first," said the minister, "but my wife has quite a +gift at drawing out children's hearts. I think little Rose would soon +love her." + +"I don't think she will be able to go," said Dolly, coldly; "but I'll +think of it." + +"Do," replied Mr. Clifton, "and perhaps you would allow her sometimes to +run over and see the baby and the garden. Children are sociable little +creatures, you know. Is she fond of flowers?" + +"I guess not," said Dolly. "I am sure I never could see any use in them, +except to make artificial ones by, to trim bonnets." + +Mr. Clifton smiled, in spite of himself, at this professional view of +the subject. "Well, the baby then," he added; "it is just beginning to +be interesting. I think she would like the baby." + +"She don't seem to have much inclination to go about," answered Dolly, +"and it is not best to put her up to it; home is the best place for +children." + +Ay, _home_, thought Mr. Clifton, as Rose's sweet sad eyes and pale face +passed before him. + +"Well, good morning, Miss Dolly; perhaps, after all, you will change +your mind about the little girl." + +"Good morning, Mr. Clifton," and Dolly bobbed a succession of little +courtesys, and avoided answering his last remark. "Good morning, Mr. +Clifton; thank you even for a _short_ visit, but I don't complain. It is +a poor place, after all, to invite a clergyman into." + +"I think I see Rose going to Sabbath-school," said Dolly, as she folded +up her finery, put it away, rolled up her sleeves and went back to the +wash-tub; "I think I see _her_ going off to Sunday-school and me doing +up the work; visiting at the minister's house too; 'baby and flowers,' +and all that: she'd be so set up in a fortnight that there would be no +getting along with her: all sorts of notions put in her head, instead of +thinking herself well off here as she is, with her head under shelter, +ten to one she would imagine she was terribly abused. No--Rose don't +make any acquaintances if I can help it, and as to Sunday-school, +there's the Bible, she might as well study it in one place as another; +there's something behind all this; I verily believe that child is going +to bewitch folks, just as her mother did before her; the amount of it +is, they took a fancy to her, Sunday, in meetin'; Rose is just like her +mother exactly; _she_ always looked just so innocent, as if she didn't +know that she was--(Dolly couldn't say _pretty_ even to herself, so she +added--artful). No, that child shan't go any where, nor see any body, +nor do any thing, but work for me;" and Dolly gave the towel she was +wringing out, as vigorous a twist as if it had been Rose's neck. + +The kind-hearted clergyman and his wife made many after attempts to show +Rose some little kindness, but Dolly was always sure to out-general +them, and fearing at last that the situation of the child might be made +still more irksome by their persistence, they reluctantly confined +themselves to sympathetic glances, and nods, when they met her; and this +was much to poor Rose, for Dolly's voice grew each day harsher and +colder, and Rose's future, hour by hour, looked more dark and rayless. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +And now the minister and his gentle wife had their own sorrow to bear. + +_The baby was dead._ + +There are those to whom that phrase conveys but little meaning; there +are others whose every heart-string thrills to it. "The baby" may not be +pretty to any, save those who gave it being. Its first smile, its first +word, its first tottering step, are trifles all to the busy world +without; but ah, not in the little home circle: not to _him_ who +contending all day long with the jostling world of trade, sickened and +disgusted with its trickeries and overreaching, selfishness, and +duplicity, weary with the clamorous din of traffic, crosses at length +his own peaceful threshhold, and sitting down by that little cradle, +bends a brow seamed with care, over the little sleeper, with heaven's +own smile upon its lip, heaven's own purity on its baby brow. + +Not to _her_; to whom its faintest smile were reward enough for mortal +pangs and throes; its faintest wail of pain loud enough to drown the +united call of hunger, thirst, and weariness. + +Not to _those_ who, folding it to their _united_ hearts, say--_Our +baby_. + +Is _their_ love the less when disease lays its withering finger on the +roses of its cheek and lip? Can they spare "the baby" even though other +children cluster round the hearth? And when death's shadow falls, can +they forget the night-watch nestling of that little velvet cheek? the +imploring look of that fading, upturned eye? Can such chords be rudely +snapped without a jarring discord? No, _let_ them weep; Jesus wept. + +Inexpressibly dreadful is the touch of careless fingers upon the loved +dead; the careless robing and unrobing of limbs in life so dearly +cherished, so delicately draped. + +Inexpressibly beautiful are the services weeping love jealously renders +to the departed; bearing on its own shoulders to its last resting-place +the coffin and the pall, lowering it carefully, reverently, as if the +pulseless heart within would be pained by a stranger touch. + +It was Mary Clifton's own fingers which shrouded the baby; it was the +father's own hands which placed it in the coffin, it was in their own +arms by the light of the quiet stars, it was borne to its garden grave. + +"Ridikilis!" exclaimed Dolly, "as if nobody was good enough to touch +that child; minister's folks, too, having sich stuck-up notions; as if +the child knew who carried it, as if the sexton didn't understand his +business, as if the whole village oughtn't to have seen 'em bury it, if +they wanted to. Polly Smith was up in a tree, and saw the whole of it. +She said she was determined to. She said they cried like every thing; +now that just shows how much they believe what they preach about +'heaven's being the best place;' if that is so, they'd naterally be glad +the young one had gone there; pooh, it is all stuff--they don't believe +it no more nor I do; any how, I shall make the most of this world, and +then, if there's nothing better in t' other, I shall have at least +gained something. + +"It was perfectly ridikilis, there not being a funeral time; I should +have sold yards and yards of black ribbon, for the parish to wear; but +minister's folks never think of any body but themselves. I've found that +out." + + +Mary Clifton sits at her nursery-window; the empty cradle is by her +side, with its snowy pillow and coverlid, the baby's rattle lies on the +mantle, and its little cloak and silken hood hang just in sight within +the closet. + +That window was her favorite seat; there she used to toss the baby up +and down, to catch the woodbine branches that clambered over the open +window; _they_ still stirred with life--but oh, where was the little +dimpled hand, so late outstretched in glee to reach them? + +Just one short week ago that day (before "the baby" was taken sick), oh, +how well she remembered it, how bright it looked that morning, with its +snowy frock and blue ribbons, she stood just in that spot with it; a +pane of glass had lately been broken, and the cement in the new one was +yet fresh; the baby pressed its tiny little finger on it, and left its +impress. No wonder Mary sits there passing her own finger slowly over +the indentation, while the tears chase each other down her face; oh, to +how many maternal hearts have such memories been at once a sorrow and a +solace? + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +"Oh, Aunt Dolly!" said Rose, coming in with her face all a-glow, "will +you please tell me is this my mother's thimble? I found it in the +drawer, and _may_ I have it?" she asked, pressing it to her lips. + +"It don't take me long to answer questions," said Dolly; "it _is_ your +mother's, and you may _not_ have it. You had no business to go ferreting +round among my things." + +"You told me to go to the drawer, and get the thread," answered Rose, +"and it lay right there, and I could not help seeing it. Won't you +please let me have it? I shall be _so_ happy if you will." + +Poor child! This was the worst argument she could have used. + +"I will do any thing, Aunt Dolly, if you will," said she, poising the +coveted treasure on her tiny finger. "I'll--I'll--" + +"Won't you ever say another word to me again about going to school, as +long as you live?" + +Rose hesitated, and looked at the thimble. "I don't like to promise +that, Aunt Dolly." + +"Then I don't like to give you the thimble," answered Dolly, snatching +it from Rose's finger, and stuffing it into her own pocket. "Now go back +to your work, miss." + +"I would have given it to her, had I been you," said the good-natured +Daffy (adding the only argument which she knew would tell on Dolly); "I +really believe the child would do twice the work with that thimble on +her finger." + +"I didn't think of that," replied Dolly, "perhaps she would--Rose?" + +Rose came back with traces of tears upon her face. + +"Will you be a very, very good girl, and do every thing I tell you, +always?" + +Rose could not answer for sobbing. + +"Give it to her," whispered the tortured Daffy, "you'll see how it will +work." + +"Well, there's the thimble," said Dolly, throwing it at her. + +"Oh, Aunt Dolly," said Rose, "I thank you. I'll try; indeed I'll try." + +"Well, go along, and see that you keep your word. I haven't much faith +in it, though." + +"I declare," said Dolly, leaning back in her chair, "our Maria was the +beater for one thing; every body who ever saw her used to carry on about +her just like that child; even the cats and dogs liked a kick from her, +better than a petting from any body else, and as to her husband, he +thought the model was broke (as that image man said) after his wife was +made. I don't suppose fire could burn out the love of that young one for +her mother, for all she was so little when Maria died. I am sure I have +done my best, but the fact was, Maria had a way with her." + +Ah, selfish Dolly! Thy sister had a heart. It shone in her eyes, +lingered in her smile, sweetened her voice. _Love_ was the open sesame +by which she unlocked all hearts, and without which thy grasping fingers +shall try in vain. + +"Aunt Dolly," said Rose, returning, "there is a boy in the shop who +wants to know if you can make three mourning bonnets right away. Mrs. +Sharp died this morning." + +"Oh! that's very nice. To be sure I can. Go tell him I will begin them +this minute. Those hats, Daffy, must not cost less than eight dollars +a-piece. It don't do for people in affliction to chaffer about prices +and make bargains beforehand, that's one comfort; they must be made of +the most expensive English crape, Daffy." + +"I thought the Sharps were not very well off," suggested Daffy. + +"That's nothing. They ought to pay a proper respect to the dead, if they +ain't; beside, they have rich relations. I shall be sure to get it out +of some of 'em, never fear. Hand the black crape, Daffy. I wonder what +ailed Mrs. Sharp? She was out to meetin' last Sunday. I hope her husband +will call to settle the bill. Daffy, don't it make you laugh to see what +a fuss widowers make _trying_ to grieve for their wives? It is +ridikilis! Mr. Sharp isn't a bad man to look at. How many children has +he, Daffy?" + +"Ten," said Daffy. + +"Couldn't stand it," said Dolly. "Rose is enough of a pill for me. I +shall certainly refuse him." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +"Good afternoon, Dolly," said one of her neighbors, coming into the back +room, and tossing off her shawl, which served the double purpose of +cloak and bonnet. "Who _is_ that pretty girl you have there in the +shop?" + +"Who can she mean?" asked Dolly of Daffy, in affected surprise. + +"Why," said Miss Tufts, anticipating Daffy, "that pretty creature with +the curly hair and large eyes, who is rolling up your ribbons; she is a +real beauty." + +"She can't mean Rose?" asked Dolly of Daffy, looking innocent again. + +(Simple Daffy, puzzled to know how Dolly wished her to answer, contented +herself with a little doubtful shake of the head.) + +"Call _her_ pretty?" said Dolly, returning from a tour of observation +into the shop, as if she had not the slightest idea who was there; "call +Rose pretty. Well, I'm beat now." + +"Why--don't you?" asked Miss Tufts. "I don't see how you can help it; +her hair curls so beautiful, and she has such a way with her, it took +right hold of me; her voice sounds as if a little bird was singing in +her mouth." + +"Ridikilis!" said Dolly; "how you talk. Has your pa got over his +pleurisy? That's right. How do you like this ribbon? It is new style, +you see; one side is green, and the other red." + +The visitor's eyes being fixed on the ribbon which she had taken to the +window to examine, Dolly took the opportunity to whisper to Daffy, "Go +tell Rose to go out of the shop into the back part of the house." + +"It is a first-rate ribbon," said Miss Tufts, refolding it; "but look, +there's Mrs. Clifton going down street. She hasn't held her head up +since her baby died. How she does take it to heart, Dolly." + +"Yes," said Dolly, snipping off the end of her thread, "that's the way +with those people who are always talking about 'another and a better +world.' I don't see but they hold on to this one with just as tight a +grip as other folks." + +"It isn't nature not to feel bad, when a friend dies," remarked Miss +Tufts. + +"Well, there's no need of making such a blubbering about it," said +Dolly. "I didn't, when our Maria died, I restrained my feelings; it is +perfectly disgusting." + +"Here Daffy," said Dolly, as Miss Tufts tossed her shawl over her head, +and bade them good-by, "here's the trimmings Nancy Dawes brought for +her bonnet; it is not much matter how you put them on, she has no taste +you know; it will be all one to her, if you only tell her it is the +fashion; that is the right kind of customer for me, your knowing people +are a sight of bother, with their fussing. Daffy, mind you save me +enough of Nancy Dawes's ribbon for a bow for my neck, three quarters +will make a very decent one, but I had rather have a yard; and Daffy, +when Lawyer Grant's wife comes in to ask how much ribbon it will take to +trim her bonnet, mind that you tell her a yard extra. She has all her +ribbons from the city, and they are just the thing for neck-ribbons. She +never will know but it is all put on her bonnet, when the bows are cut +up and twisted together; she never asks no questions, there's nothing +mean about Lawyer Grant's wife; she don't mind milliners and +mantua-makers taking their little perquisites." + +"Sometimes I think it isn't right," said Daffy. + +"You do? that's a good one, I'd like to see your year's profits on any +other system. Why, Mrs. Bond gets all hers and her children's aprons out +of the silk, and de-laine, and thibet-cloth that ladies bring her for +dresses; it is all right enough. We must take it out some way, when +ladies beat us down to the lowest possible price for work; talk to me +about its not being right--'self-preservation is the first law of +natur,' as the Bible says." + +Daffy did not dispute the questionable authority of the quotation, but +rolling the responsibility of the anticipated sin she had assumed, off +on Dolly's broad shoulders, proceeded to do her bidding. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Mrs. Clifton _was_ going down street, as Miss Tufts had said; going to +"the baby's" grave, for she could bear the deserted nursery and empty +cradle no longer. It was something to be near the little form, though +the spirit which shone through the sweet eyes had winged its way to Him +who gave it; and so she passes the little wicket-gate, and winds her way +among other graves, over which other mothers, like her, have wept. Some +of them, carefully kept, others overrun with briars and nettles; seas +perhaps, rolling between some babe and her under whose heart it once +stirred with embryo life; or, far away, perhaps, the mother too, may be +sleeping, waiting, as does her solitary babe, for that day when the dead +who are in their graves, shall hear _His_ voice, and come forth! + +Mrs. Clifton nears her baby's grave. A little form is bending over it, a +slender, delicate child, whose clustering curls, as she stoops, quite +hide her sweet face. Somebody else loves "the baby," for the little +grave is dotted over with flowers, simple enough, indeed, but love's own +offering. The mother draws nearer, smiling through her tears the +while--the child looks up; it is Rose. + +"Bless you! bless you, my darling," Mrs. Clifton murmurs, and draws her +to her bosom. + +"Why did you strew flowers on my baby, dear?" asked Mrs. Clifton, wiping +her eyes. + +"Because I was so sorry for you," said Rose, timidly, "I thought perhaps +it would make you happy, when you came here, to see them." + +"Did any one ever die whom you loved?" asked Mary. + +Rose's lip quivered, the tears gathered slowly in her eyes, and hung +trembling on her lashes, as she nodded her little head. + +"Who, my darling?" asked Mary, drawing the child nearer to her. + +"My mother, my own dear mother!" said the weeping child, drawn to her +kind questioner by the mutual sympathy of sorrow. + + +"Rose--Rose--Rose!" screamed the shrill voice of Dolly from over the +wall. + +"Oh, I must go! indeed I must; please don't tell, please don't say any +thing," and Rose, hastily wiping away her tears, ran breathlessly toward +the little wicket-gate. + +"Now I'd just like to know, miss, where you have been without leave?" +asked Dolly. + +"Daffy told me you wanted me to go out of sight till after the company +was gone," said Rose, "and I thought I would just step over into the +church-yard, and put some daisies on the baby's grave." + +"Ridikilis!" exclaimed Dolly; "just as if that baby knew what was top of +it; it is perfectly disgusting--you are just like your mother exactly. +Now go along into the house." + +Rose entered the back parlor and sat down at the little window to her +work. + +"Rose," said Dolly, about half an hour after, "don't your hair trouble +you when you are sewing?" + +Rose looked up in astonishment at this demonstration of interest on the +part of her tormentor. + +"I don't know," she answered; "I never thought any thing about it." + +("Now don't go to cutting it," whispered Daffy; "it looks so pretty.") + +"I think it is spoiling her eyes," said Dolly; "bring me the scissors, +Rose," and Dolly notched her locks in and out, in as jagged a manner as +she knew how. As for the offending eyes which Miss Tufts had +complimented, they were too useful to be extinguished, and as there was +no helping the "bird in her mouth," or the "pretty way she had with +her," Dolly resolved to keep Rose out of sight as much as possible, with +her sewing in the attic, which she designated as Rose's bed-room; and, +in pursuance of this determination, she was ordered up there. + +Every body knows what a country attic is, with its hot, sloping, +pitch-oozing roof, with its indescribable paraphernalia of dried mullen, +elder-blow, thorough-wort, and tansy; with its refuse garden-tools, +boxes, baskets, and chests of odds and ends; its spider-webs and its +rat-holes. + +A salamander could scarcely have endured Dolly's attic that hot August +noon. Rose sat down on the rickety old bed, under the heated eaves, to +ply her needle. There was an opening in the roof, but the breeze seemed +to blow over it, not into it. Rose made little progress with her sewing, +for her temples began to throb painfully, and her fingers almost refused +their office. Now she rubs her forehead and eyes, for a mist seems to be +gathering over them; now she pulls her needle slowly out again, and now +dizziness overpowers her, and she falls forward upon the floor. + +"Now just hear that noise," exclaimed Dolly; "hear that young one +capering round that attic instead of doing her work. I'll soon settle +that:" and taking her little riding-whip from behind the old-fashioned +claw-footed clock in the corner, she mounted up stairs into the attic. + +Phew! how hot it was--the perspiration started at every step, and this +fact did not tend to the diminution of Dolly's rage. + +"You needn't play asleep now, because it won't do," said she, laying the +whip vigorously round the prostrate child. "I shall whip you till you +get up and ask my pardon, d'ye hear?" + +There is not much satisfaction in whipping a person who does not appear +to feel it, and Dolly turned Rose over to see what was the cause of her +obtuseness; the face was so ghastly white that even she was for a moment +daunted. + +But it is _only_ for a moment. Going to the head of the stairs, she +calls, "Daffy?" + +"Look here, now," said Dolly, "see what comes of that young one's going +into grave-yards, where all those horrid dead people lie moldering; take +her up, Daffy, and carry her down into your bed-room; there's a whole +day's work lost now for that nonsense; she won't be able to do another +stitch to-day." + +Days, weeks, and months passed on, no lightening of the heavy load; but +now the active spirit which seemed always devising fresh means of +torture for the child, was itself prostrated by sickness. A fever had +settled upon Dolly's strong frame and iron nerves, and reduced her to +almost childish helplessness. Ah--who glides so gently, so tirelessly up +stairs and down, bearing burdens under which her feeble frame totters? +Who runs to the doctor's, and the apothecary's, who spreads the napkin +over the little light-stand, that no rattle of spoons, glasses, and +phials, may disturb the chance naps or jar the nerves of the invalid? +And who, when she has done her best to please, bears the querulous +fretfulness of disease and ill temper, with lamb-like patience? + +Who but Rose? + +"Why are you crying?" asked Daffy, as Rose stood by the kitchen table +upon which she had just set down some glasses. "What is the matter with +you?" + +"I am so sorry that I can not please Aunt Dolly; she says I have not +done a single thing right for her since she was sick; and indeed, Daffy, +I have tried _very_ hard," and Rose sobbed again: "I thought +perhaps--that--Aunt--Dolly--might love me a little when she got well." + +"Never you mind, Rose," said the distressed Daffy, twitching at her +thread, "never you mind, she's a--a--there's a six-pence for you Rose." + +"No, I thank you," said Rose, returning it, "I don't want money--I +want--I want--somebody to love me," said the poor tired child, hiding +her face in her apron. + +"Never you mind," said Daffy, again, rubbing her sleeve into her own +eyes, "you shall--you shall-- + +"Lor', I don't know what to say to you--Dolly's a--a--well she's sick +and childish," said Daffy, ending her sentence in a very different +manner from what she had intended. + +"Perhaps it _is_ that," said the good little creature, brightening up, +"I did not think of that. How cruel it was for me to think her unkind, +when she was only sick; I am glad you said that, Daffy," and Rose wiped +her eyes and went back into the sick chamber. + +"It's awful to hold in when a body's so rampageous mad," said Daffy, +jumping up and oversetting her basket of spools, cotton, needles, pins, +etc. "I shouldn't wonder if I burst right out some day, to think of that +poor, patient little creature being snubbed so, after being on her tired +little legs these six weeks, traveling up and down, here and there, and +lying on the floor side of Dolly's bed, night after night, and all after +the way she has been treated too (for I have eyes if I don't say +nothing), and as long as nobody hears me, I'll just out with it; Dolly +has no more heart than that pine table," and Daffy gave it a vindictive +thump. + +"There--now I feel better--I wish I dared tell her so to her face--but +it isn't in me; she makes me shrivel all up, when she puts on one of her +horrid looks, and I can't be looking out for a new place with this +rheumatism fastening on me every time the wind blows; I don't know what +is to become of the poor child, bless her sweet face." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +It is a long lane that has no turning, and Dolly now began to get about +once more. + +"Dear me"--she exclaimed one morning, as she crawled round the shop, +enveloped in a woolen shawl--"how every thing _has_ gone to rack and +ruin since I have been sick; one month more sickness and I should have +had to fail. See that yellow ribbon, all faded out, a lying in that +window; when I was about, I moved it from the show-case to the window, +and from the window to the show-case, according to the sun; three +shillings a yard too, bought of Bixby & Co., the last time I went to the +city; and there's the dress-caps put into the bonnet-boxes, and the +bonnets put into the dress-cap boxes. Whose work is that I'd like to +know? And as I live, if there isn't a hole in the cushion of my rocking +chair, and the tassel torn off the window shade. O--d-e-a-r--m-e!" and +Dolly sank into a chair, and looked pins and needles at the helpless +Daffy. + +"You forget how much we have had to do, don't you, Dolly? I have hardly +sat down half an hour at a time. What with waiting on customers, and +looking after housekeeping matters, I am as tired as an old horse. I +tried to do the best I could, Dolly." + +"That's what people always say when they have left every thing at sixes +and sevens; but that don't put the color back into Bixby & Co.'s yellow +ribbon, nor mend the shade tassel, nor the hole in my chair cushion. For +mercy's sake, didn't you have Rose to help you? You make such a fuss +about being tired." + +"It took about all Rose's time to wait on you," answered Daffy. + +"That's a good one!" exclaimed Dolly; "all on earth I wanted was to be +kept quiet, take my medicines, and have a little gruel now and then. You +can't make me believe that." + +"It takes a great many steps to do even that," said Daffy, meekly; "but +you are weak yet, Dolly, and a little thing troubles you." + +"Do you mean to tell me that sickness has injured my mind?" said the +incensed milliner; "that's a pretty story to get about among my +customers. I could trim twenty bonnets if I chose. I am not so far gone +as you think for; perhaps you was looking forward to the time when Dolly +Smith would be taken off the sign-board, and Daffodil put up instead; +perhaps Rose was to be your head apprentice; perhaps so." + +"Oh, Dolly," said Daffy, shrinking away from her cutting tone, "how can +you?" + +"Well, I'm good for a _little_ while longer," said Dolly, "any how; now +see that child," said she, pointing to Rose, who had just entered the +door, "I bought those shoes just before I was sick, and now her toes are +all out of 'em. See there, now. Do you suppose I can afford to find you +in shoes at that rate?" and she seized Rose by the shoulders, pressing +her thumb into her arm-pit, in a way to make her wince. + +"I'm very sorry, Aunt Dolly, but I had so much running to do. Had I +thought of it, I would have taken off my shoes." + +"And worn your stockings all out," said Dolly, "that would have been a +great saving, indeed." + +"I would have taken them off, too, had I thought you would have liked +it, Aunt Dolly." + +"And gone barefoot here, in my house, so that the neighbors might say I +didn't half clothe you. You never will pay for what you cost," said +Dolly, pushing her roughly away. "You are just like your +mother--ex-actly. Now begin to cry--that's mother, too, all over." + +"If I were only with her," thought Rose, as she seated herself at her +work. + +Daffy stooped near to Rose, ostensibly to pick up a spool of thread, but +in fact to whisper, "Never you mind, Rose; it is always the darkest just +before day." + +A few weeks of returning health and successful bonnet-making made the +amiable Dolly a little more endurable to every body but our heroine; +for she had settled it in her mind that scant fare and harsh treatment +were the only means to keep Maria's child where she should be. + +It was Saturday morning, or, in other words, Dolly's baking-day. You +might have known it by the way the tables and chairs spun round, the +window-sashes flew up and down, and by the pop-gun curtness of Dolly's +questions and answers. Every body gave Dolly a wide berth on Saturday; +even the cat kept out of doors till the last smoking loaf was taken from +the oven, and Dolly had reseated herself at her usual post behind the +counter. Poor Daffy dodged round in the most diplomatic manner, and +never ventured a disclaimer for any sin, how heinous soever, with which +Dolly might wrongfully charge her. With Rose it was _always_ 'Saturday,' +and so she experienced no unusual flutter when Dolly bade her follow her +into the kitchen, "as it was high time she learned to do the baking." + +"Here, now," said Dolly, "down with you in that chair, and see if you +can stone those raisins decently. Mind that you whistle all the while +you are doing it, I don't want them all eat up; raisins cost something, +they are very much like you in that respect." + +Rose took the wooden bowl in her lap, and commenced her task, though she +could not exactly understand how she was to learn to bake with her eyes +fixed on the raisins. + +"What is that?" asked Rose, as Dolly measured out some lard, and put it +on the table. + +"What do you suppose it is, for mercy's sake? I dare say you thought it +was cheese. It would be just like you; it's lard, of course." + +"How much did you put in, Aunt Dolly?" + +"The usual quantity; how do you suppose my pies would taste, if I made +them helter-skelter?" + +"That's why I asked you," answered Rose, meekly. + +"Well, how much did I put in? Why, there's that bowl full," said Dolly, +"haven't you got eyes?" + +"But if that bowl should get broke, Aunt Dolly, I couldn't tell, unless +I had another exactly that size, how much to take." + +"I suppose it must needs be a yellow bowl, too," sneered Dolly, "just +like this, with a black rim round the edge; how ridikilis!" + +"Isn't there any rule?" asked Rose, despondingly; "how shall I know when +I get it right?" + +"Why, go by your common sense, of course; how ridikilis; there, now, +just see how you have cut those apples, all sorts of ways; wasted half +of 'em in the parings." + +"I am sorry," said Rose, "I was trying to learn how you made that +crust--how much butter is there there, Aunt Dolly?" + +"Why, those two pieces, don't you see? what silly questions you ask." + +"I am afraid I shall never learn," said the bewildered Rose, "I don't +believe I could do it." + +"I dare say you couldn't; you are just as stupid about that as you are +about every thing else. You are just like your mother, ex-actly." + +"What did you do that for?" asked Rose, as Dolly, having made her paste, +put a small dab of dough in the mouth of the oven. + +"'Cause I felt like it," said Dolly, "it don't look like a pudding, does +it, and it isn't a pie; I dare say you'd stare at it till the +millennium, without ever guessing what it was for; come, stone your +raisins; you won't get done till next Christmas; of course, if you had +any sense, you'd know that it was a piece of dough put there to try the +heat of the oven--you are the tiresomest little young one I ever saw; +you always talk at me, till I'm all gone at the stomach." + +"Why did you stand some of the pies up on bricks in the oven, and set +others on the oven floor?" asked Rose, a short time after. + +"Well," exclaimed Dolly, "that goes ahead of any thing you have said +yet; if it wasn't for letting my oven cool, I could hold my sides and +laugh an hour; a smart cook you'd make; don't you see that there's +either too many pies or too small an oven, and that by standing bricks +endways between the plates, and putting pies on top of 'em, I can get +lots more room, you born fool! Did you ever see such a stupid thing?" +asked Dolly, turning to Daffy. + +"But it's all new to her, you know," said Daffy, apologetically. + +"Well, new or old, that child never will be good for any thing, with all +my trying; she's just like her mother, ex-actly." + +"There, now," said Dolly, "I am going into the bed-room to lie down; now +see if you have sense enough to clear up here; get the dough off that +pan and rolling-pin, put away the dredging-box, and salt, and lard, and +butter, and things; throw away those apple chunks and raisin stuns, wash +off the table, scrub up the floor, rinse out the dish-towels, and don't +be all day about it." + +As Dolly slammed the door to behind her, Rose sat down on one of the +kitchen chairs, leaned her head on the table, and wept; she was growing +older, and more capable of judging of the gross injustice done her. + +Bitter, despairing thoughts came into her gentle heart, for it seemed as +if the more patiently she bore her cross, the heavier it grew. She +wondered if she could be worse off if she ran away, with the earth for +her pillow, the skies for her shelter? Surely, strangers would not be +more unfeeling than Dolly. + +Oh, how could Dolly be sister to the gentle mother, whom she had seen +drooping away day by day, and whose sweet, tender eyes had never yet +faded from her sight. Rose remembered the murmured prayer with which she +drew her little head upon her bosom the day she died, and now--she +looked hopelessly about her. Hark--she thought she heard her name +murmured in those same sweet, loving, maternal accents. + +"_Rose!_" + +Was it fancy? No! A bunch of flowers glanced through the open window and +fell at her feet; a paper was twisted round the stem, and on it was +written, + + + "FOR THE BABY'S FRIEND, LITTLE ROSE. + + "When thy father and thy mother forsake thee, then the Lord will + take thee up." + + +A bright smile came to Rose's lip, and with a hurried glance around the +kitchen, she hid the bouquet in her bosom, and stepped lightly to her +tasks. + +The baby's mother loved her; the flowers were rightly +named--Heart's-ease. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"Don't you think you are a l-i-t-t-le hard on Rose?" asked Daffy, as +Dolly reseated herself behind the counter, after her nap. + +"Hard on her? to feed her, and clothe her, and keep her out of the +alms-house," said Dolly. "Dreadful hard, that is." + +"But you know you speak pretty sharp to her, and she does try to do +right, Dolly." + +"So she ought," said Dolly, tartly. + +"Yes--but you know some children would get clean discouraged, if they +were never praised." + +"Let her get discouraged, then, I don't care, so long as she does what I +tell her." + +"I am afraid it will spoil her temper, by and by, and make it hard for +you to get along with her." + +"No fear of that," answered Dolly, glancing up at her small riding-whip. + +"I have finished in the kitchen, Aunt Dolly," said Rose. "Shall I go +take my sewing?" + +"Of course," said Dolly. "You might know that, without asking." + +"Looking pale, is she?" said Dolly, turning to Daffy, "did you see what +a bright color she had when she came in, and how her eyes sparkled?" + +"I never saw her look so before," replied Daffy; "I wonder what has come +over her." + +"Nothing has come over her, except that it has done her good to work;" +said Dolly, "talk about my being 'hard on her,' indeed." + +"Good morning, Dolly! A paper of No. nine needles, sharps, if you +please--have you heard the news?" + +"No," exclaimed Dolly and Daffy in a breath. + +"Well--Miss Pettingill was down to Miss Gill's to tea last night, and +Miss Gill was to work the day before at Deacon Grant's; and she said +Deacon Grant and Deacon Tufts were closeted in the back parlor all the +afternoon, and Miss Gill listened at the key-hole, and she heard them +say, that the minister ought to go off on a little journey with his +wife, because they were so low sperrited about the baby, and they are +going to raise the funds to send him to the springs or somewhere, I +don't know where. Miss Gill couldn't hear the whole of it, because she +was afraid of being caught listening." + +"I can tell them they won't raise any funds out of me," said Dolly--"Do +I ever go to the springs? Do I ever get low-spirited? When minister's +folks want to go on a frolic they always get up some such nonsense, and +the parish has to pay the fiddler. It won't do," said Dolly. "I shan't +give the first red cent toward it. His wife is going too, I 'spose." + +"Yes--both on 'em--they are both all down at the heel. I'm sorry for +'em." + +"Well, I ain't," said Dolly--"babies is as plenty as blackberries, for +the matter of that; they may have a dozen more yet, and if they don't, +why then they will have more time to call on the parish, and make +sermons and things--it is ridikilis!" + + +Years rolled slowly away. Difftown, doomed to stereotyped dullness, +remained in _statu quo_. It had still its "trainings" on the green, its +cattle-fair Mondays, and its preceding Sabbaths in which herds of +cattle, driven into the village on that day to 'save time' (as if time +was ever saved or gained by breaking the fourth commandment), ran +bleating round the little church, and with the whoas of their drivers, +drowned the feeble Mr. Clifton's voice; feeble, though he still labored +on, for consumption lent its unnatural brightness to his eye, and burned +upon his hollow cheek;--the parsonage was doubly drear now, for the +gentle form which flitted around it, had lain down long since with "the +baby," and the broken band was destined soon to be complete. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +"'Most there, driver?" thundered out a red-faced man, as he thrust his +frowsy head out of the stage-coach window. + +"'Most there? Sahara is nothing to this sand-hill; phew! touch up yer +hosses, can't you? I'm perspiring like an eel in a frying-pan." + +"So are my horses," answered the driver, sulkily, "I can't run them up +hill, this weather, to please you." + +It _was_ hot. The dust-begrimed leaves by the roadside hung limp and +motionless: the cattle lay with protruding tongues under the broad tree +shadows; not a single friendly cloud obscured the fierce brightness of +the sun-rays, while the locust shrilly piped his simoom song in triumph. + +"In-fern-al!" growled the fat man on the back seat, as he wiped his +rubicund face with a soiled cotton handkerchief. + +"Swearing will not make thee any cooler, friend," quietly remarked a +drab bonnet by his side. + +"Did thee ever try it, ma'am?" asked the irritated Falstaff, mimicking +her tone, "'cause if thee hasn't, thee is not qualified to judge on that +point." + +"Did thee ever roll down that precipice?" asked the drab bonnet, "yet +thee knows if thee should it would certainly harm thee." + +"Keen," muttered the fat man to a young lady who sat near him, as a +suppressed titter ran round the coach. "These women always trip up a man +in an argument, not by any fair play either, but by some such +metaphorical twist as that now. Well--nature gives strength to us, +cunning to them; I suppose she knows what she is about. Women are +necessary evils; if we can not get along with them, we certainly can not +without them; I suppose it is all right;" and he looked for a reply in +the face of the young lady whom he had addressed. + +She seemed not to have heard any thing which had passed; her large, dark +eyes were bent upon an infant who lay asleep on her lap, a very cupid +for grace and beauty. The child could scarcely have been her own, for +she could not have numbered more than sixteen summers; and yet there was +the same full red lip, the same straight nose, and the same long curved +lashes. The intense heat which had coarsened the features of her +companions served only to have heightened the beauty of the young girl; +deepening the rose on her lip and cheek, and moistening her tresses till +they curled round her open brow like vine tendrils. + +"This is the house miss," said the driver, throwing open the door, and +looking in. "This is old Ma'am Bond's, miss." + +The young girl colored slightly, and roused the little sleeper on her +lap, who opened his large brown eyes, and yawned just enough to show off +two little snowy teeth, and a very bewitching dimple, and then cuddled +his little head into the girl's neck as the driver held out his arms to +take him. + +The driver deposited his charge and their scanty baggage, on the front +stoop of the old wooden house, and remounting his box, gave his horses' +ears a professional touch with his long whiplash. Turning to give his +ex-passengers a parting glance, he said: + +"Wonder if that girl _is_ the child's mother? Can't be, though," said +he, still gazing at her slight figure; "she's nothing but a child +herself. That boy is a beauty, any how, shouldn't mind owning him +myself. I'm beat if any parson could call _him_ totally depraved. That +girl can't be his mother, though--she's too young." + +Yes, young in years; but what is the dial's finger to those who live +years in a lightning moment, or to whom an hour may be the tortoise +creep of a century? + +Yes, young in years; the face may be smooth and fair, while the heart is +wrinkled; the eye may be bright, though the fire which feeds it is +drying up the life-blood. + +Yes, young in years; but old in sorrow--a child, and yet a woman!--a +mother, but the world said, not a wife. + + +Rat--tat--the dilapidated brass knocker is as old as its mistress. The +young girl draws a glove from her small hand, and applies her knuckles +to the sun-blistered door. Old Mrs. Bond toddles to the threshhold. With +what a stony look the stranger meets her curious gaze! With what a firm +step she crosses the threshhold; as if, child-mother as she was, she had +rights that must not be trampled on. But see, her eye moistens, and her +lip quivers. Harshness she was prepared for--kindness she knows not how +to bear. + +"You must be very weary," said good Mrs. Bond to Rose, as she held out +her matronly arms for little Charley. "Poor little fellow!" and she held +a glass of cold spring water to his parched lips; "how pleasant he is; +and the weather so warm too." + +"Charley is a good boy," said the young mother, pushing back the moist +curls from his temples, with a sad pride. + +"It is a very pleasant country through which you passed to-day," said +Mrs. Bond, "though mayhap you were too weary to look at it." + +"Is it?" answered Rose, languidly. + +"Perhaps you would like to lie down," suggested the old lady, kindly; +"and your little room is quite ready. Your aunt, Mrs. Howe, sent us +word you would be here to-day." + +The old stony look came back to Rose's face, and she stepped like a +young queen, as she tossed the boy carelessly over her shoulder, and +followed the old lady up the narrow stairs to her own room. + +"Mrs. Howe was here yesterday in her carriage," said Mrs. Bond. "She +left this letter for you," handing it to Rose as she spoke. "Here are +water and towels, if you would like to bathe the little fellow. We have +no closets, but I have driven up some nails for your clothes. I hope you +will be comfortable. Shall I close the blinds for you?" + +"No, thank you," said Rose; "I am obliged to you; it is very comfor--" +but the word died upon her lips, and she stooped over Charley to conceal +the rebellious tears, as Mrs. Bond left the room. + +Yes, every thing was neat and clean--but so bare and desolate. The +old-fashioned windows were mere port-holes, and so high that as Rose sat +she could only see the blue sky, and the tops of the waving trees. There +was a yellow wash-stand, a bed, a table, and two chairs. Colored +engravings of Joan of Arc and Mary Queen of Scots habited alike, hung in +wooden frames on the wall. The floor was uncarpeted, and huge beams +crossed the ceiling. + +As Rose looked about her, she drew a long weary breath, and stretched +out her arms, as if imploring some invisible aid. The babe crowed and +smiled; the trail of the serpent was not in his Eden. + +Untying her bonnet, Rose broke the seal of the letter in her hand, and +read as follows: + + + "You must be aware that you have built up a wall between yourself + and the virtuous of your own sex; you must know that you have no + claim upon the love or sympathy of any such. I presume, like others + of your class, you excuse your sin to yourself, and are quite ready + to meet me, your only relative, whom you have disgraced, with a + plausible story of your marriage. It is quite useless. I shall + never associate with you. Still I am willing to provide you a + shelter with Mrs. Bond for two months, till your child (it is a + great pity it lived) is that much older. I shall pay but a small + sum for your board, as I expect you to do your own washing and the + child's, and assist Mrs. Bond in the house work. You are a sad + disgrace to us. My husband is just nominated for mayor. I have + given orders to Mrs. Bond and some of the neighbors to watch you + closely. If you walk out alone, or receive visitors, my allowance + is at once withdrawn. One would think, however, you would have + little desire to show yourself. I hope you will repent of the + disgrace you have brought upon us. + + DOLLY HOWE." + + +Rose sprung up and paced the chamber floor. The veins in her temples +swelled almost to bursting. Her large dark eyes flashed, and her teeth +closed over her full red lip till the blood almost started, and tearing +the letter into pieces, she trampled it under foot. The babe crept +smiling after, picking up the bits as they fell from her hand. With a +quick grasp she wrenched them from his tiny hand, trampling them again +under foot. Then, as the boy uttered a low, grieved cry, she snatched +him to her breast, covered him with kisses, and throwing herself upon +the bed, burst into a long and passionate fit of weeping. + +And thus they sobbed themselves to sleep, the child and the child +mother, pure alike in His eyes who judgeth not by outward appearance, +and to whom the secrets of all hearts are known. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +In a private parlor of one of our great Southern cities sat two young +men, in dressing-gowns, smoking-caps, and slippers. On a table between +them stood a silver cigar-stand, a bottle of wine covered with cobwebs, +and two empty glasses. The room was exquisitely furnished, with the +exception of some questionable drawings upon the walls, and the young +men themselves were what boarding-school misses would have called +"perfect loves." Their hands were very white, their whiskers in a high +state of cultivation, their cravats were quite miraculous, and their +diamond rings of the purest water. + +"Is this your last trophy?" asked Grey, poising a slipper of Cinderella +dimensions on the palm of his hand. + +"That? not by a score," carelessly answered Vincent, changing his +diamond ring to the other hand; "that belongs to the pretty +boarding-school girl. I really had quite forgotten her. I wonder what +ever became of her? She was a perfect little Hebe, effervescent as +Champagne, quite worth a three months' siege." + +"And believed herself married to you, I suppose?" asked Grey. + +"Of course," said Vincent, laughing; "she was the most trusting little +thing you ever saw, primevally innocent in fact; it was quite +refreshing. How's the wine, Grey?" + +"Capital," answered his friend, refilling his glass and holding it up to +the light with the gusto of a connoisseur. "Capital; but, Vincent, you +are a wicked dog." + +"Think so?" drawled Vincent quite proudly, surveying his handsome face +in an opposite mirror. + +"Yes," said Grey, "I am bad enough; but shoot me if I could be the first +to lead a woman astray." + +"You sneaking poltroon," laughed Vincent; "if you did not, somebody else +would." + +"That does not follow," answered Grey; "don't you believe that there are +virtuous women?" + +"Ha! ha! you ought to have your picture taken now," laughed Vincent. +"Propound that question, most innocent Joseph, at our next club-meeting, +will you? The explosion of a basket of Champagne corks would be nothing +to the fizz it would make. A virtuous woman! no woman, my dear boy, was +ever virtuous but for lack of temptation and opportunity." + +"I will never subscribe to that," said Grey, with a flushed cheek; +"no--not as I honor my mother and my sister." + +Vincent's only answer was a slight elevation of the eyebrow, as he +pushed the bottle again toward Grey. + +"No, thank you; no more for me," answered Grey, in disgust, as he left +the room. + +"Green yet," said Vincent, lighting a cigar. "I can remember when I was +just such a simpleton. 'Virtuous women!' If women are virtuous, why do +they give the cold shoulder to steady moral fellows, to smile on a +reckless dog like me? I have always found women much more anxious to +ascertain the state of a man's purse than the state of his morals. If I +am an infidel on the subject of female virtue, women have only +themselves to thank for it. I believed in it once." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +"She's down stairs, she's back again, the young woman and her baby. I +knew you wouldn't like to hear it, ma'am." + +"Go down stairs, and tell her I am not at home, Patty." + +"I did tell her so, knowing your mind, ma'am; but she said I was +mistaken, for that she saw you at the window." + +"Say that I am sick, then, and can not be disturbed; and, Patty, tell +the cook to see that her custards are ready for dessert; Mr. Finels +dines here to-day." + +Patty retired with her instructions, but presently returned in great +haste. + +"Bless us all, ma'am, the baby is taken in a fit in the entry, and is +rolling up its eyes horrid! Shall I tell her to go away with it?" + +"Yes!" said Mrs. Howe--"yes--no--how provoking! I don't believe it--I'll +go down myself, Patty." + +Throwing a large cashmere shawl over her robe-de-chambre, Mrs. Howe went +reluctantly down stairs. + +The baby did look "horrid," as Patty had said, and Rose stood over it +wringing her hands. + +"I don't see what you have come back for," grumbled Mrs. Howe, turning +her back upon the convulsed baby. + +"What shall I do? oh, tell me what to do for him!" said the young +mother--"he will die! Charley will die!" + +"All the better for him, if he should," said Mrs. Howe. + +"Oh," said Rose, kneeling at her feet, "you have lost a little one, can +not you pity me." + +Even this touching appeal would have been powerless to move Mrs. Howe, +had not the twitch of the bell-wire announced a visitor at the front +door. Hastily running to Patty, she said, "Take that child up stairs and +lay it on your bed. I am sure I don't know what to do with him; my +nerves are all unstrung; take him away; I suppose he will come out of +his fit before long." + +Patty stooped to take Charley in her arms, but Rose anticipated her, and +carried the poor tortured child up into the attic. He came out of that +fit only to go into another, and Rose, agonized beyond endurance, fell +senseless across the bed. + +"They are dying, both of 'em!" screamed Patty, bursting into Mrs. Howe's +room again; "you will _have_ to attend to it now, ma'am, sure. I know +_I_ can't stay by them." + +"Go for the doctor, then," said Mrs. Howe, thinking this might be +preferable to a coroner's inquest; "not _our_ doctor, but the one in the +next street." + +"Your doctor is the nearest, ma'am," suggested Patty. + +"Do as I tell you!" said the frowning Mrs. Howe, going leisurely up +stairs. + +"Just see what a spot of work, ma'am," said the cook, who had run up to +see what was the matter; "that child must be undressed, ma'am, and put +into a warm bath." + +"Let it alone," said Mrs. Howe; "the doctor will be here presently. How +do you know it is the right thing to do with the child?" + +"I am sure of it, ma'am, begging your pardon; my sister's child had just +the like of those fits, and that was what we always did for him, but +just as you please, ma'am--hadn't you better hold some smelling-salts to +its mother's face? she's in a faint, like." + +Patty arrived at length with the doctor, who puffed considerably at +climbing so many stairs, and disconcerted Mrs. Howe still more by his +keen survey of the barren attic, Mrs. Howe's expensive apparel, and the +two patients before him. + +Charley he pronounced in a critical state, owing to the length of time +he had lain in the fit; he then wrote a prescription, applied some +remedies, and recommended perfect quiet, and attentive nursing. + +"He can not be moved, then?" asked Rose, who had recovered sufficiently +to know what was passing. + +"By no means," said the doctor, "is it your child?" he asked, looking +with surprise at the girlish form before him. + +Rose bowed her head. + +"In fact," said the doctor, "I shouldn't think you were fit to go +yourself, if that were your intention." + +Mrs. Howe's face flushed, and she walked up and down the floor uneasily. + +"How long before he will be able to be moved?" asked Rose. + +"It is impossible to tell. I think he may have a run of fever. I can +tell better to-morrow. Perhaps it would be better, on account of this +window," suggested the doctor, as he pointed to the broken panes of +glass, "to remove the child into another room. Don't you think so, +madam?" he asked, turning to Mrs. Howe. + +"Oh, of course, certainly," replied Mrs. Howe, "he ought to have every +comfort the house affords." + +Had the doctor known Mrs. Howe better, he would not have been deceived +at the seeming Samaritanism of this sarcastic reply. Rose could only +groan in anguish. + +"It would be well to have those recipes attended to as soon as possible, +madam," said the doctor, handing them to Mrs. Howe, "shall you take +charge of my patient, madam?" + +"Certainly," said Mrs. Howe, with another withering aside glance at +Rose. + +"Well, then, madam, if you will have the goodness to watch the child +closely, until after he has taken his second powder--you see there are +two of them, one to be taken as soon as it arrives, and the other three +hours after. Should any thing unforeseen occur, you know my address," +and the doctor, resuming his hat and cane, left the room, followed by +Mrs. Howe. + +"Oh! Charley, Charley!" murmured Rose, pressing her lips to the little +hot hand which lay upon the bed, "do not leave me." + +But the desolate mother had little time for reflection, for Mrs. Howe +returned immediately after having seen the doctor down stairs, and +coming up to the bed-side, demanded of Rose "what she meant by bringing +that sick child into town to burden her?" + +"He was quite well when I started; I am very sorry, very, that I can not +go back. I lost a letter here, the only one I ever had from--" + +"Your _husband_, I suppose you would say," said Mrs. Howe. "It is +astonishing that you will persist in keeping up that humbug; I should +think you might have learned by this time that your husband, as you call +him, could never have had much love for a woman whom he has neglected so +long; and so all this bother has come of a search for a precious piece +of his writing? 'Tis all a pretense, and you needn't believe that I +don't see through it." + +Rose knew it was quite useless to attempt any justification of herself +and made no reply. + +"I am glad you have sense enough not to deny it," said Mrs. Howe, bent +upon irritating her; "I am quite a match for your cunning in every +respect, Rose. I suppose you will have to stay here now, till the child +gets a little better, but I want you distinctly to understand that you +must wait upon yourself; my servants have something else to do, and when +you have occasion to go below, see that you go down the back stairs, and +do not allow yourself to be seen. You can move into the next room, +Bridget's room, if the Doctor cares for that broken window; that is some +of Patty's carelessness, I suppose. I shall insist upon your leaving the +house at the earliest possible opportunity; when the medicine comes you +must attend to it yourself;" and gathering up her flowing skirts, Mrs. +Howe left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +"It is very curious that Rose does not come back; it is only five miles +into the city. I begin to think that something has happened to the poor +child," said old Mrs. Bond. "I feel quite uneasy. Mrs. Howe certainly +would not keep her any longer than she could help. Something _must_ have +happened;" and she walked from one window to the other, put up her +spectacles, and took them out, then took a book down from the shelf, and +after reading it upside down a few minutes, returned it to its place +again. + +"I must certainly go into town and see what is the matter," said she. "I +never shall rest easy till I know;" and going out to the barn, she +called the cow-boy, and by his help, harnessed the old gray horse into +the chaise, for a drive into the city. + +It was slow work, that ride; for the old, stiff-jointed creature, +knowing well the all-enduring patience of his mistress, crawled +leisurely up and down the long hills, stopped to pay his respects to +every water-trough he came across, and nosed round the sides of the road +after the grass-patches, in the most zig-zag fashion; now and then +stopping short, and insisting upon an entire reprieve from locomotion, +to be lengthened or shortened, at his own discretion. As to the whip, +old Gray stood in no fear of that, because his mistress never used it +for any thing but to drive off the flies. It is not astonishing, +therefore, that it was well on toward noon before he and Mrs. Bond +reached the city. It was as much of an event for old Gray, as for his +mistress, to see it. It was many years since either had been there. Its +kaleidoscope frivolities had little charm for Mrs. Bond; her necessary +wants were easily supplied from the village, and she was so fortunate as +to have no artificial ones. + +Old Gray stopped short, as the city's din fell upon his unsophisticated +ear; and as he moved on and listened to the lashings less favored nags +were receiving from merciless drivers, as he saw the enormous loads +under which they staggered--stumbled--and oftentimes fell upon the +plentifully watered, and slippery pavement, rising (if they rose at all) +with strained and excoriated limbs, he probably thought, if horses ever +think, that "God made the country, and man made the town." + +"Whip up your old skeleton. Get out of the way there, can't ye?" +muttered one of the progressives. "Drive to the left there, ma'am; drive +to the right; halt there, ma'am," and similar other expostulations, +coupled with invectives, were thundered in the ears of Mrs. Bond; who, +in her benevolence of heart, jerked this way and that, backed, sidled, +and went forward, and in the vain attempt to oblige all, displeased +every body; still she maintained her placidity, and smiled as sweetly as +if every person in the blockaded thoroughfare were not wishing her in +the torrid zone. + +The old lady's greatest trouble, was her fear of running over some one +of the many pedestrians, of all sizes and ages, who traversed so +fearlessly that Babel of horses and carriages. + +"Dear heart!" she would ejaculate, as some little child made his +unprotected way through the vehicles. "Dear heart! it will certainly get +killed!" + +Good old soul! she did not know how miraculously city children live on, +in spite of crowded streets, schoolteachers, milk-men, and foolish +mammas. + +But at length, a stable is reached near Mrs. Howe's; and the jolly +hostlers nudge each other in the ribs, as the old ark rattles into the +paved yard; and Mrs. Bond climbs carefully out, and resigns old Gray +into their hands, with many charges as to his plentiful supply of water +and oats. As the nice old lady turns her back, they go into convulsions +of merriment over the whole establishment, from harness to hub; +interrogating old Gray about his pedigree in a way which they think +immensely funny. + +Mrs. Bond threads her way along on foot, now good-naturedly picking up a +parcel for some person who had unconsciously dropped one, now fumbling +from out her pocket a penny for the little vagrants who are tossing mud +back and forth over the crossings, with very questionable stubs of +brooms, to the imminent risk of pedestrians; and now she slides a +newspaper, which the truant wind has displaced, under the door crack for +which it was destined. + +Now she sees a group of ragged, dirty little children, nestled upon a +door-step, upon which they have spread out a dingy cloth, containing old +bones, bits of meat, cold potatoes, and crusts of bread, upon which +their hungry eyes are gloating. It is too much for the old lady. She +points to the gutter, where she wishes their unwholesome meal thrown, +and beckoning them toward a baker's window, plentifully supplies the +whole party with fresh bread and crackers. + +And now she stops short, for she hears a name uttered dear as her hopes +of heaven. + +"Jesus Christ!" + +The speaker's hands are not clasped, his head is not bowed, no prayer +followed that dear name; it was not reverently spoken. She turns on the +gentleman who uttered it a look, not of reproof but pity--such a look as +might have lingered on the Saviour's face when he said, "Father forgive +them; they know not what they do." + +A crimson blush overspread his face, and his "Pardon me, madam" was +answered only by a gathering tear in the old lady's eye as she bowed +her head and turned slowly away, her lips moving as if in prayer. _He_ +felt it--and the jest died upon his lip as his eyes involuntarily +followed her feeble footsteps, and thoughts of a sainted mother's +long-forgotten prayers came rushing through his mind with childhood's +freshness. + +Ah, who shall say into what pits of selfish and unhallowed pleasure that +look shall haunt the recipient? What night shall be dark enough to hide +it, what day bright enough to absorb its intensity? Who shall say that +hallelujahs shall not yet tremble on the lips where erst were curses? + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Mrs. Howe was lying on a sofa in her boudoir, in a showy +_robe-de-chambre_ of green, with cherry facings, over an elaborately +embroidered white petticoat. She had on also toilet slippers, with green +and cherry trimmings, and a very fanciful breakfast cap. + +"Fall fashions open to-day, eh?" said she, laying a nicely printed +envelope, scented with "millefleurs," with which Madame Du Pont had +announced that important fact to her customers. + +"Madame will have loves of things, just as she always does. I shall be +so happy in looking them over. I think I must have a lilac hat; madame +thinks lilac best suited to my complexion. Mr. Finels likes me in lilac; +as to John, he don't appear to know one color from another. I don't +think, however, a man ever knows what his wife has on. Madame Du Pont +would make very little if we had only our husbands to dress for; yes, I +will have a lilac hat, and I will go there before any other woman has a +chance to make a selection of the best. I must go in a carriage: Madame +Du Pont never pays any attention to a lady who comes on foot; a +hackney-coach is terribly vulgar. I must persuade John to set up a +carriage. I will contrive the livery myself. I wonder what is our family +coat-of-arms? I must go to the heraldry office, I think, and buy one; a +bear would be most emblematical of John--how cross he is getting! I +never should get along at all without Finels." And Mrs. Howe drew out +her gold watch, and then rising, surveyed herself in the long glass. + +"Well, Mary, what is wanted?" + +"If you please, ma'am, Mr.---- Mr.----, I forget his name, is below, and +wants to speak with you a few minutes." + +"You stupid creature, you should have brought up his card. How am I to +know who it is? or whether it is worth while to make any change in my +dress or not?" + +"I guess it is, ma'am," said Polly, with a sly look. "It is--Mr.----, +Mr.----Fin--Tin--" + +"Finels?" asked Mrs. Howe, innocently. + +"That's just the name, ma'am. I never can remember it. It is the +gentleman who always says to me if Mr. Howe is busy not to call him; +that _Mrs._ Howe will do just as well," and Polly grinned behind her +apron corner. + +"How tiresome to call so early!" exclaimed Mrs. Howe, with ill-concealed +delight. "Well, I suppose you must tell him that I will be down +directly. Is the parlor all right, Mary?" + +"Yes, ma'am, and Mr. Howe has just gone out." + +This last remark, of course, was not heeded by Mrs. Howe, who was +playing in a very indifferent manner with her cap strings. + + +"You must really excuse my _robe-de-chambre_, Mr. Finels," said Mrs. +Howe, making use of the only French phrase she knew, to draw attention +to her new _negligée_ which a poor dress-maker had set up all night to +finish for the present occasion. + +"I could not have excused you had you not worn it," said Finels, quite +accustomed to the little transparent trickeries of the sex, "it is in +perfect taste, as is every thing you wear; and I feel more particularly +flattered by your wearing it on the present occasion, because I consider +that when a lady dispenses with etiquette in this way toward a gentleman +friend, she pays a silent compliment to the good sense of her visitor," +and Finels made one of his Chesterfieldian bows, and placed his right +hand on his velvet vest. "Beside, my dear madam, one who is so superior +as yourself to all the adornments of dress, should at any rate be exempt +from the tyranny of custom." + +"Oh, thank you," minced Mrs. Howe, playing with her robe tassels, and +trying to improvise a blush. + +"Here is a volume of poems which I had the luck to stumble upon +yesterday. I have brought them to you, because I like to share such a +pleasure with an _appreciative_ spirit," said the wily Finels, who +always complimented a woman for some mental, or physical perfection, of +which she knew herself to be entirely destitute. "It is a book I could +speak of to but _few_ persons, for I hoard such a treasure as a miser +does his gold." + +Mrs. Howe _really_--blushed with pleasure. The diplomatic Finels was not +astonished, he was accustomed to such results. + +"You will find some marked passages here," said Finels, turning over the +leaves. "They are perfect gems; I thought of you when I read them. I +risk nothing in hoping that you will admire them equally with myself," +and he handed her the book. "Is Mr. Howe not yet in?" he asked in a loud +tone of voice as he heard that gentleman's footsteps approaching. +"Ah--how d'ye do, Howe? I was beginning to despair of seeing you." + +"Thank you, thank you," muttered John, gruffly, throwing up the window +in extreme disgust at the strong odor of patchouli on Finel's +handkerchief, "thank you, you are _too_ good." + +"I came," said Finels, "this morning to consult you on important +business matters. We literary people are sadly deficient in practical +affairs, and I know of no one in whose judgment I could so safely rely +as your own. Can you give me your arm down street?" + +"Any time to-morrow I will be happy to oblige you," said the mollified +John; "to-day I have an unpostponable business engagement with the +stockholders of the ---- Railroad." + +"Any time--any time, my dear fellow," said Finels, who was not at all +sorry for the reprieve; "I shall not think of deciding, at any rate, +until I see you again," and with as faultless a bow to Mrs. Howe as +Finels alone could make in a husband's presence, he backed gracefully +out. + +"Finels is a _pretty_ good fellow, after all," said Mr. Howe, "_rather_ +too much of a fop. What's this?" he asked, taking up the book which that +gentleman had left. + +"Good gracious, Mr. Howe! see the paint on your new coat," said his +wife, remembering the marked passages and marginal notes, in the poems, +intended for her eye alone; "good gracious, Mr. Howe! do come up into my +dressing-room, and let me take it off while it is fresh." + +A little sponge wet with spirits of turpentine, if it did not obliterate +the paint that never was there, at least obliterated all recollection of +the book from John's innocent mind; and Mrs. Howe, seeing her lord +safely out of the house with his spotless coat, prepared for her call at +Du Pont's. + +"Please, ma'am," said Patty, "there is an old woman below, as wants to +see you bad." + +"Didn't I tell you to send away all beggars, Patty?" + +"She is not a beggar, and yet she is not a lady exactly, and yet she +_is_," said the puzzled Patty. "She is very respectable, ma'am; she said +her name was--was--I declare ma'am, I am shocking at names." + +"Well--send her off, any way," said Mrs. Howe; "tell her I am out." + +"But I have told her you was _in_, ma'am, not knowing as you might want +to see her." + +"You never should do that, Patty, you should always say that you will +see if I am in; that gives me a chance, you see. Go tell her then, that +I am engaged." + +"Please ma'am," said Patty, returning after a few minutes, "she says her +name is 'Mrs. Bond,' and wants to know if she can see the young woman, +and the sick baby; shall I show her up there?" + +"Yes--yes--don't bother--I never shall get off to Madame Du Pont's." + + +One--two--three--four--five pair of back stairs, dark as only city back +stairs can be. Poor old Mrs. Bond stumbled and panted, panted and +stumbled breathlessly up toward the attic. + +Patty threw open the door of the cook's room which Mrs. Howe, out of her +abundance, had benevolently appropriated to the use of the sick child. +The floor was uncarpeted, the window was without a blind, and the fat +cook's ample petticoat had been pinned up by Mrs. Howe, not out of +kindness to the sick child, but to keep out the eyes of prying +neighbors. + +Rose sat on the only seat in the room, a low cricket, swaying to and fro +with Charley in her lap, vainly trying to hush his moanings; her eyes +were swollen with weeping, and her face was even whiter than Charley's, +for through the long weary hours, she had paced the floor with him, or +sat on the cricket, lulling him as best she could, watching every change +of expression in his little wan face. + +At sight of Mrs. Bond, her pent up heart found vent, and laying her head +upon her shoulder she sobbed aloud. + +"Don't, darling, don't," said Mrs. Bond, with difficulty restraining her +own emotions at Rose's distress, and the comfortless look of every thing +about her. "Dear heart, don't cry;" and taking Charley in her matronly +arms, she pushed Rose gently toward the bed, and sat down beside her. + +"I see--I see"--she whispered, looking round the room, "you needn't say +a word, dear, it is hard to bear; but turn over, and try to catch a nap +while I hold the baby;" and cuddling him up into her comfortably fat +neck, the good hearted old lady commenced her weary walk up and down the +attic floor. Her gentle lulling and gentler touch, for babies know well +how to appreciate an experienced and skillful hand, soon soothed the +little sufferer. Rose, too, relieved from the pressure of +responsibility which had weighed so heavily on her inexperience, yielded +to the exhaustion which overpowered her, and sank into a fitful slumber. + +Mrs. Bond laid Charley down on the foot of the bed, enveloped in her own +warm shawl, and with velvet tread and noiseless touch, rinsed the +glasses and spoons which stood on the window-seat near her, rearranged +the cook's petticoat over the window, and sat down to watch her charge. + +How even those few hours' sickness had blanched Charley's cheek, and +paled Rose's lip!--"How _could_ Mrs. Howe?"--but no, she would not think +about it, if she could help it; and yet it _was_ cruel; no, no, she +would not think of it, and leaning her head forward upon the bed, she +prayed God to make the stony heart a heart of flesh. + +Rose started up--she was not dreaming, for there sat good Mrs. Bond, +with her snowy cap and heart-warming smile. + +"Dear heart! what a nice little nap you have had," she says, kissing +Rose's forehead; "try and sleep again, dear." + +"No," replied Rose, rising slowly; "lie down yourself--how very tired +you must be, and how kind you are! I don't know how to bear such +wretched hours as I have had here; oh, mother--mother!" and Rose sobbed +again. + +"There--there!" said Mrs. Bond, wiping Rose's eyes with her +handkerchief; "don't now, there's a dear. I don't know why this is, but +I know God loves us all, though we may not sometimes think so. Bear it, +and trust Him, dear; we shall know all by and by. There, don't cry, +now;" and Mrs. Bond wiped away her own tears. + +A little stifled moan from the shawl announced Charley's waking. Rose +took him up, and sat down with him upon her lap; how hot was his little +head and hand, and how heavy his eye! + +"Give him a sup of cold water, dear; see how parched his lips are." + +"There is none up here," said Rose. "Mrs. Howe said I must not call upon +the servants, and I could not leave Charley alone to get it; now that +you are here, I will go down for some, if you will take Charley." + +Mrs. Bond shook her head, and motioning Rose to sit still, took a mug in +her hand, and slowly felt her way down the dark back stairway. + +On the third landing she had a little more light on more than one +subject, as Mrs. Howe's "boudoir" door was then open for the purpose of +cleaning it. What soft, downy sofas and cushions!--what a mossy +carpet!--what luxurious curtains and chairs! The old lady shook her head +mournfully; and, supporting herself by the balustrade, descended another +pair. There was light there, too, for the drawing-room door was open; +no niggard hand had furnished its gilded mirrors and pictures, its +lounges, tête-à-têtes, and candelabras; there was no parsimony in that +ample China closet, with its groaning shelves of porcelain, silver, +gold, and cut glass. Down still another pair to the kitchen, whose +savory odors already greeted her nostrils; no parsimony there, with its +turkeys and chickens roasting, its pies and puddings making, its +custards and jellies quivering in costly cut glasses--no parsimony +there. + +"Will you have the goodness to show me to the pump in the yard?" asked +the unsophisticated Mrs. Bond. + +"Pump in the yard! won't this pump do as well?" asked the "professed +cook," with a grin at one of her underlings. + +"Yes, thank you," said the dignified old lady, discovering her mistake, +and moving toward the pump. + +"Civil," whispered the cook to her assistant, "I am sorry I laughed at +her. Let me pump it for you," she said, taking the pitcher from the old +lady's hand. + +"I will be obliged to you if you will," she said, "I don't understand +the handle of the pump. Thank you," said Mrs. Bond, with one of her +disarming smiles, as she held out her hand for the pitcher. + +"Let me carry it up for you," said the cook, "it is such a way up." + +"Oh, no!" said Mrs. Bond, quickly, remembering what Rose had told about +Mrs. Howe's order not to call on the servants. + +But the cook was already out the door with the pitcher, and Mrs. Bond +followed her. + +"What has come over you, now, I'd like to know," said Patty, as the +breathless cook returned to her turkeys, "it is the first time I ever +saw you put yourself out to oblige any body." + +"Well, it won't be the last time, if that old lady stays here; there's +good enough in me, if people only knew how to draw it out; she does, +that's the amount of it. I wish my tongue had been torn out before I +made fun of her; I felt worse when she said 'thank you,' so civil, than +as if she had struck me with that rolling-pin; she's one of the Bible +sort; there ain't many of 'em; she'll go to heaven, she will." + +"Well, let her go, I'm willing," said Patty, "now sing us the rest of +'Rosy-cheeked Molly.'" + +"Oh, I can't," said the cook, breaking down at the end of the first +verse, "I wish you would just stir that custard while I run up with this +rocking-chair to that old lady; there's nothing on earth but a cricket +in that room for her to sit on." + +"You'd better not," said Patty, "Mrs. Howe said we weren't one of us to +do nothing for them folks up stairs, no how." + +"For all that, I shall," said the cook, shouldering the chair; "I am not +afraid of Mrs. Howe; I know my value. She wouldn't part with me for her +eyes, first because she likes my cooking, and second, because Mrs. +Flynn, whom she hates, wants to get me away from her; so now;" and up +stairs she trudged, with the rocking-chair. + +"P-h-e-w! there's some difference between that garret and this kitchen," +said Nancy, when she returned, "both as to distance, and as to +accommodations in 'em," said she, looking round upon the plentiful +supply of viands. "I begin to think that young girl up there, and her +baby, are awful misused; I don't believe Mrs. Howe's story about her; +she don't look as if she wasn't clever." + +"Well, you'd better not say so," said Patty; "it is always my rule never +to burn my fingers pulling other folks' pies out of the oven." + +"I should think so," said Nancy, "just smell that pastry burning now; +that rule won't work in this kitchen, any how; if Mrs. Howe comes home, +she'll be sure to scent it on the front door step, she has _such_ a +nose." + + +"So you think the little boy will get along?" asked Mrs. Bond, following +the doctor out into the entry. + +"Oh, yes, madam, with time, and careful nursing; though he would stand a +better chance if he had a larger apartment; these attics are bad for +sick people. His mother appears to be quite worn out." + +"She's young yet," said the old lady, desirous of attributing Rose's +distress mainly to her anxiety for Charley; "she has had little +experience." + +The doctor would have liked to know more about his patients, but he had +too much delicacy to ask questions; and placing a new recipe in Mrs. +Bond's hand, he withdrew, musing, as he went down the stairs, on the +many painful phases of life to which his profession introduced him, and +which his skill was powerless to remedy. + +Mrs. Bond kissed Rose and Charley, tenderly, as she bade them good-by, +for she could not leave her own household over night; and with a promise +to come again, and an entreaty to the tearful Rose to bear up, she took +a reluctant leave. + +She would like to have seen Mrs. Howe before leaving the house, but +Patty told her she had not yet returned. As she went through the front +entry, she met Mr. Howe returning to dinner. + +"Good-day, sir; I am glad to see you before I go; I have only a word; +you will take it from an old lady who means well: The baby and its +mother, sir--'As ye would that others should do unto you, do ye even so +to them;'" and with a gentle pressure of his hand, she smiled, bowed, +and went out. + +"'As--ye--would--do--unto--them!' What does she mean?" said Mr. Howe. "I +supposed they were comfortable enough. Mrs. Howe told me so. She said +they had a room and every thing they needed. Mrs. Howe likes to manage +things her own way, and I let her," said the easy man, hanging his coat +on the peg; "but if they are not comfortable, that's another thing. That +old lady meant something. I must look into it--after dinner; I am too +hungry now." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Mrs. Howe returned with the lilac hat in her possession, and her purse +lighter by some scores of dollars. She had also a new Honiton pelerine, +a thirty-dollar _mouchoir_, and a gold bracelet, all of which she spread +out upon the silken coverlet of her bed, walking round and round it, +with very unequivocal glances of admiration. + +"Has that old woman gone?" she asked, as Patty answered the bell. + +"Yes, ma'am; just gone, and desired her respects to you." + +"Well, her room is better than her company. Hand me my wine-colored +brocade, Patty, from the wardrobe, a pair of silk stockings, and my +black satin slippers. Now give me my frilled under-sleeves. Dinner going +on, Patty? I thought I smelt something burning as I came in; perhaps it +was only my fancy." + +"I am sure it was, ma'am--the pies has had a lovely bake, and so has the +custards and puddings." + +"I hope Nancy put vanilla in her custards," said Mrs. Howe. "Tell her I +want wine in the pudding-sauce; and tell her to strew grapes over the +dishes of oranges." + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"And, Patty?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Tell Betty--where's my other slipper? Oh! here it is--tell Betty--did +you take down my wine-colored brocade, Patty?--tell Betty--it's no +matter, Patty; I don't know what I was going to tell you." + +Patty had nearly closed the door, when she again heard her name called. + +"I've just thought what I wanted to say, Patty: did you clean the +silver, this morning?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"And wash the parlor looking-glass?" + +"You told me not to do that, ma'am." + +"Oh! so I did. Where's my other under-sleeve? Gracious! you burned a +hole in it, ironing it. Oh, no; it is a fuzz of black silk sticking to +it. There, do go along, Patty; I want to dress;" and the fussy Mrs. Howe +locked the door, and gave herself up to the undisturbed contemplation of +her new Honiton pelerine and gold bracelet. + + +Dinner had been satisfactorily discussed, and Mrs. Howe sat back in her +cushioned chair to the work of digestion, and self-appreciation, while +John retired to smoke. + +A visitor is announced. (_Enter Mrs. Flynn._) + +The usual very sincere compliments, were tossed shuttle-cock fashion +from one lady to the other, Mrs. Howe, meanwhile, losing no opportunity +to display her new bracelet and settle the folds of her new pelerine, +which Mrs. Flynn persistently declined observing. + +"I am _so_ tired," groaned Mrs. Howe, at length; "if I am stupid, my +dear creature, you really must pardon me, for I have been at Du Pont's +all the morning. I bought a few trifles of her, this pelerine, only +forty dollars, and this cheap bracelet for fifty. Du Pont never is easy +till I give her my opinion of her new millinery." + +"She prefers the opinion of one qualified, by experience, to be a +judge," said the vexed Flynn, alluding to Dolly's former chrysalis +state. + +Mrs. Howe bit her lip, and pulling the _mouchoir_ from her pocket, said, +"I forgot to show you this seventy-five dollar handkerchief. I did not +need any _common_ handkerchiefs, but I bought this to please Du Pont." + +"I fancied I had seen that, as well as your pelerine and bracelet at +Mrs. Gardiner's party last winter," said the fibbing, irritating Flynn. + +"Last winter!"--screamed Mrs. Howe--"my dear creature, I wouldn't wear +the same garter two winters." + +"O, I must have been thinking of somebody else; pardon me, dear, my +memory is _so_ bad. What kind of servants have you, dear? I am so +plagued with servants." + +"I have no trouble," replied Mrs. Howe, folding her hands complacently +over her pelerine, "for I always pay the highest prices." The rising +flush on Flynn's face announced this to be a dead shot. + +Taking breath again, however, she came gallantly to the rescue. + +"Yes my dear creature, but they are all alike about gossiping; now our +Margy, came to me with a long story about a baby which she declares she +saw up in your attic, and a young girl, beautiful as an angel, tending +it, and an old woman, and a young doctor, and goodness knows what. I +told her it was all nonsense, sheer nonsense, for of course you would +have spoken of it had there been a baby in your house; did you ever hear +such stuff?" asked Flynn, with a triumphant air. + +"Never," replied the exasperated Mrs. Howe, stooping to settle her +bracelet to conceal her vexation; "I never heed what they say." + +"Of course not," said Flynn, who having accomplished her mission, was +now ready to depart, before the enemy rallied sufficiently to charge +back. "Call and see me, my dear creature; intimate friends like us +should not stand upon ceremony. O, I forgot to tell you Finels called on +me yesterday. Bon jour;" and Flynn made good her retreat with flying +colors. + +"Spiteful creature!" said Mrs. Howe, "she knows she never saw that +pelerine, or bracelet, or _mouchoir_, before this morning. I shall go +mad. And that baby business, too; if she had not floored me so +unexpectedly on that, I could have said a few things that would have +shut her mouth. I know that an own cousin of her husband is servant-man +at Mr. Jenks's; but my bright thoughts never come till afterward. Yes, I +will go and see her, as she requested. She shall hear of it yet, and +then we will see. Finels call on _her_! Finels requires _mind_ in a +female friend," and Dolly turned to the "marked passages" for +consolation. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +"Bless my soul! you don't mean to say you have been up _here_ all this +time, Rose?" asked John, throwing open the door of the attic. "Why, +bless my soul! Mrs. Howe told me that you were fixed very comfortable, +and all that. I did not know any thing about it," said the penitent +John, gazing at Charley's pale face. "This won't do; you must go down +stairs. Why, bless my soul! you _shall_ go down stairs," and before Rose +could reply, John had called Patty. + +"Look here," said John, "take all those medicines and traps down into +the best spare chamber, and bring up a blanket to wrap the baby in; for +these folks are going down stairs." + +"But, Mrs. Howe, sir, said that none of us was to wait on 'em on no +account, sir, and I--" + +"Do what I tell you," said John, "down with these medicines, quick. Why, +bless me," he muttered, looking around, "no carpet on the floor, +no--why--bless me--" and the good-natured John looked from Rose to the +baby, and from the baby to Rose, and at last stooped and gave Charley an +atoning kiss. + +"Had you not better let us stay where we are?" asked Rose, wishing to +avert from the head of her _pro tem._ protector the storm she knew would +be sure to burst upon it. "I am very sorry that Charley was taken sick +here, and that we have been so much trouble to you; very sorry that +I"--and Rose's voice began to tremble. + +"You need not be sorry for any thing at all, any thing," said the +distressed John, "so, don't cry, it is a burning sha--well--never mind; +give me that little fellow, and follow me down stairs. Why, bless my +soul! no carpet on the floor--no--I had no idea of it." + +"There now, Patty," said he, facing that astonished damsel, "go fill +that ewer with fresh water, and don't wait for these folks to ring to +find out whether they want any thing or not." + +Patty stared at him as if she thought he were drunk or dreaming. + +"D'ye hear?" said John. + +"Y--e--s, s--i--r," said Patty, leaving her mouth wide open after this +reply, as though there were several little remarks she might make, if +she only dared. + +Ah, well might little Charley open his wondering eyes at the crimson +silk bed-curtains, looped away over his cherub head. He had never lain +on so dainty a bed of roses as was embroidered on that gorgeous +coverlet; and as Rose sank down beside him into one of those +luxuriously-cushioned chairs, and laid her beautiful head back, with her +finely-chiseled profile relieved against its crimson damask, John +thought how well both mother and child became their new surroundings. + +Yes, Rose's picture should have been taken at that moment, with her +unbound tresses, and her little hands crossed in her lap in such dreary +hopelessness. But when was she not a picture? and what has beauty ever +brought its possessor, but a broken heart? + + +"You will see the end of this," said Patty, to the cook, laying her +forefinger mysteriously on the bridge of her nose. "You will see what's +what, when Mrs. Howe comes home; those folks will be tramped back into +the attic in double quick time." + +"What will you bet on that?" said Nancy; "men get tired after awhile of +being led by the nose. I will bet you that pair of gold ear-rings you +have been hankering after, that they will stay where they are." + +"Done!" exclaimed Patty, "and I will bet you my new silk apron, with the +satin pockets, that they go back in the attic in less than twenty-four +hours from now. Hark! there comes Mrs. Howe home this minute; now we +shall see;" and Patty set the kitchen door wide open, that no sound +might escape her. + +John was pacing up and down the library, whither he had retired, after +moving Rose into the best spare chamber. He was naturally a +good-hearted fellow, but his constitutional indolence had made him a +willing slave of his crafty, designing wife. John hated nothing so much +as trouble. Inch after inch of ground he had yielded to the enemy, +rather than contend for its possession. Now that the excitement of his +late involuntary declaration of independence was over, he began to +reflect upon the probable consequences, to listen nervously for the +door-bell; in fact, he felt very much more like running away than +"facing the music." + +He had done penance before now, by drinking muddy coffee, eating +half-boiled potatoes, raw meat, and smoky puddings. He had groaned under +three weeks of sulks, with which Mrs. Howe had been afflicted, on +account of what she considered his conjugal misdemeanors. He had missed +his business memorandum-book for days together; been obliged to go out +the back door, instead of the front; had stood on one leg three quarters +of an hour at a friend's house, whither he had escorted Mrs. Howe to a +party, waiting for that lady to rejoin him to enter the drawing-room; +she, meanwhile, reclining composedly in an arm-chair in the ladies' +dressing-room, leisurely enjoying the penance she was inflicting. He had +been called _out_ of the party at an early hour, to wait upon her +ladyship home, merely because he seemed to be enjoying it; he had slept +with the window open when it was cold, and slept with it shut when it +was hot. No wonder John felt a little nervous. + + +"There it is--there it is," said Patty, rubbing her hands, "there's the +bell for me," and up she ran, confident of winning the coveted gold +ear-rings. + +"Patty?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +Mrs. Howe's face was pale with rage as, beckoning Patty to follow her, +she pointed through the open door of the best chamber at Rose and the +baby, to whom she had not deigned to speak. + +"It was Mr. Howe's doings, ma'am. I told him you would be angry, and so +I didn't want to have no hand in it, but Lor', ma'am, he made me; it +wasn't no fault of mine, because I know'd it was agin' your wishes, and +so I made bold to tell him, ma'am." + +"Hold your tongue. Take those messes (pointing to the medicines) up into +the attic, and then come back and get that baby." + +Rose clasped Charley closer to her bosom, for Mrs. Howe's face was +demoniac in its rage. + +"Out with you," said Mrs. Howe, taking Rose by the shoulder and pointing +to the door. + +"Patty." + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"You see now," said that amiable lady, locking the door of the spare +room, and putting the key into her pocket, "whom you are to mind--who +is master in this house--do you? Go down into the kitchen." + +"There--didn't I tell you so?" asked the triumphant Patty of the +crest-fallen cook; "now for my gold ear-rings." + +"Not that you know of," said Nancy. + +"What do you mean? Didn't you say that if--" + +"I said," said Nancy, crossing her two stubby forefingers, "that I would +bet you that pair of gold ear-rings you wanted, that _they would stay +where they were_; meaning that the ear-rings would stay where they +were--in the jeweler's shop." + +"It is right down mean," said the pouting Patty; "see if I am not even +with you before the week is out." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +Poor Rose sat down in her old quarters, with Charley in her lap, trying +to read in his pale face the probable duration of his sickness. Poor +little fellow! he did not like the change. He missed the sheen of the +pretty satin curtains, and the glitter of their gilded cornices. They +were something for baby eyes to wonder and look at. He had quite +exhausted those ugly attic walls, hung with the cook's dingy wardrobe. +Even the pretty sunbeams in which babies love to see the little motes +glitter and float, had been jealously excluded by the tyrannical Aunt +Dolly; so poor Charley had nothing to do but roll his little restless +head from side to side, and whimper. + +Ah, there is something now to look at! The door creaks on its hinges, +and an old crone, bent almost double, her nose and chin meeting, totters +in, leaning on a stick. A striped cotton handkerchief thrown over her +spare gray locks, and tied under her chin, and an old shawl over her +cotton gown, complete her wardrobe. + +At any other time this little weird figure, appearing so suddenly, +would have terrified Rose; now her despairing thoughts had crowded out +every other feeling, so she sat quite still as the old woman hobbled, +mumbling, toward her. + +"Why, Maria! there now. I _knew_ you were not dead. I told them so, but +they would not believe a word I said. You look as sweet as a lily. Where +is your husband, dear? and little Rose? and all of 'em, and every body? +I can't find any body I want to see. I am so tired and lonely. Don't +_you_ go away now, Maria. Did you buy that little doll for me to play +with?" she asked, catching sight of Charley. "It opens and shuts its +eyes, don't it dear, just like the waxen dolls? I like +it--chut--chut--chut," and the old lady touched Charley under the chin +with her wrinkled fingers. "Pull the wire and make the doll laugh again, +dear," she said, looking up in Rose's face. "I would like it to play +with. I get _so_ tired, _so_ tired. I stole away to-day; Dolly didn't +know it. Do you know Dolly? does Dolly strike _you_? What made you stay +away such a long time, Maria? Let us go to your house. I don't like to +be locked up in Dolly's house. I get _so_ tired, _so_ tired--dearie +me--dearie me--where's little Rose, Maria?" + +Rose did not answer, for a fight was struggling dimly through her brain. +She remembered long years ago, when she first came to Dolly's, that an +old woman came there, not so bent as this old crone was now, but yet +gray haired and wrinkled, and that Dolly spoke harshly to her, and tried +to make her go away, and that the old lady cried, and said it was cold +at the poor house, and that she was hungry, and then Dolly said she +would give her a small piece of money, and something to eat, if she +would promise never to come there again; and that Dolly sent her (Rose) +into the kitchen till the old lady was gone, but that she had heard all +they said through the thin green baize door. + +"Maria? why don't you speak? where is little Rose?" + +"Is not this little Rose?" asked Rose, compassionately, as she pointed +to Charley. + +"Sure enough," said the pleased old lady; "I thought it was a doll--sure +enough--why--I shall find 'em all by and by, who knows?--But--Maria, why +don't it grow any? it is just as little as it was when I saw it +last--where did I see it last, Maria?--chut--chut--chut--" she said, +tickling Charley's chin again. "Maria? you won't go away again, will +you?--_you_ won't strike me, will you? I'll be very good. Can't I stay +here, dear, with you, and the little doll, little Rose? Why don't it +grow bigger, Maria? Are you hungry? I am hungry--oh, dearie me--dearie +me--" + +"Dear, dear grandmother," sobbed Rose, "I love you." + +"Love me! do you! what for? did Dolly make you cry too? Maria, where's +Rose? Maria, what makes you call your mother grandmother? Do you know +Dolly? Dolly is down stairs; I don't go down stairs. See here," and she +touched her old faded gown and shawl, "I can't, you see, Dolly wouldn't +like it. Oh! dearie me--dearie me! I am _so_ tired," and the old lady +laid her wrinkled face against her granddaughter's. + + +"Voices! and in Rose's room! what new treason now?" and Mrs. Howe +applied her ear to the key-hole. The thin gray locks rested lovingly on +Rose's glossy auburn tresses. Rose's arm was about her withered neck, +and tears fell trickling from her eyes. It was a sweet picture; but the +artist might have found a foil to it, in the demoniac face outside the +door. + +Ah! Rose, the hated Rose, in possession of her secret! Her face grew +darker--deadlier. But perhaps she was not _yet_ in possession of it; not +a moment was to be lost. + +Opening the door, she said, coaxingly, "Why, Betty, are you in here? +This won't do. What will the doctor say? You must go back to bed, +Betty," and Dolly fixed her basilisk eyes on her cowering victim, who +nestled more closely to Rose. + +"Poor crazed thing," said Mrs. Howe, "she imagines every body is going +to hurt her; by and by she will think so of you. She may kill Charley. I +ought to send her to the Lunatic Asylum; but she is an old servant who +used to live in Mr. Howe's family, and so I keep her, though she is so +troublesome. Come, Betty!" + +"Maria!" whispered the old lady, hoarsely, clutching at Rose's +dress--"Maria, tell her _you_ love me, Maria." + +"I do--I do!" sobbed Rose, unable to restrain herself, as she threw her +arms around her. + +"Love that lunatic? What should you love her for, I'd like to know?" +asked the startled Dolly. + +"Because she is my grandmother--my own dear grandmother. Oh Aunt Dolly! +hate me, if you will, but love her; she will not live long to trouble +any body," and Rose kissed the furrowed temples and stroked back the +thin gray locks. + +"Well, if I ever!" said Dolly, looking innocent; "I believe the whole +world is going mad! Come along, Betty." + +"Maria! Maria!" whispered the old lady, again nestling up to Rose. + +"There, you see, she is quite out; she fancies you are somebody she has +seen before." + +"No--she takes me for Maria, my mother," said Rose; "you say that I look +like her exactly." + +"Come along, Betty!" said the infuriated Mrs. Howe. "Mother and +grandmother! you are both as mad as March hares," and seizing "Betty" by +the arm, she drew her across the entry into her own den, and turning +the key on her, put it in her pocket, and went down into the +dining-room. + +We have no desire to record her reflections as she sat down to "Moses in +the Bulrushes," upon which she had already expended pounds and pounds of +German worsted, and who, if ever found by his mother "Miriam," would +scarcely have been recognized. + + +John was in his arm-chair reading the _Daily Bulletin_. He was perfectly +aware of the late overthrow of his domestic authority by Dolly; not that +it was by any means the first instance of the kind, but the others had +been known to no third party. He trusted for the perpetuity of the +declaration of domestic independence which he had lately set up, to its +being made publicly before the servants. Mistaken man! Dolly's pride lay +in a different direction. Well, it was all over now; he only wondered in +his cool moments how he had ever been so mad as to attempt to make Rose +more comfortable; but let no man ever say what he will or will not do +till he has seen a pretty woman in tears. + +Still, John had a rod in pickle for Dolly; his publicly-wounded pride +must have some satisfaction. He saw by the gleam of her eye, as she sat +down to Moses, that she was that morning particularly deficient in his +"meekness." It was a good chance. John cleared his throat, preparatory +to improving it. + +"Oh, I forgot to tell you, Mrs. Howe," said he, laying down his +newspaper, as if a sudden thought had struck him, "Finels asked me the +other day who Rose was?" + +"Finels! Finels!" screamed Mrs. Howe, sticking her needle vigorously +into Moses, "how came Finels to see Rose?" + +John's eyes gleamed. "When I waited upon him to the door the other day, +Rose was just passing through the entry, with a pitcher of water." + +"Just like her, and I told her expressly to go down the back stairs." + +"But the carpenter was fixing the back stairs, that day," said John, +"she couldn't pass, I suppose." + +"I don't suppose any such thing," said Mrs. Howe, "she did it on +purpose; I know she did. Well, what did Finels say of her?" + +"He said she had the loveliest eyes he ever saw, and that her face was +without a flaw." + +"What o'clock is it?" asked Mrs. Howe, in a husky voice. + +"Just one," said John, "Why?" + +"What time does the stage go to Exeter?" + +"Three, I believe." + +"Believe! don't you know?" + +"Yes, I know it goes at three." + +"Well, go and order it here at our door by that time. Rose shall go back +to old Bond this very day; I won't stand it." + +"Is the baby well enough?" asked John, not looking for this painful +termination to his little bit of connubial fun. + +"I don't care whether it is or not; if you don't get that stage, I +will." + +"I'll get it," said John, "but--" + +"There's no but about it, I tell you she shall go, if that child dies on +the road; that's all there is to that," and Mrs. Howe went up stairs to +inform Rose of her determination. + +Rose had just succeeded in lulling the restless baby to sleep upon her +bosom. Upon Mrs. Howe's violent bang of the door after entering the +room, he uttered a loud, frightened cry. + +"Stop that child, will you?" said Mrs. Howe, "I have something to say to +you." + +The quick blood rushed to Rose's face, as she nestled Charley to her +bosom. + +"It is now one o'clock," said Mrs. Howe, drawing out her gold watch, +with its glittering chain and trinkets; "the stage will be at the door +to take you to Exeter, at three o'clock precisely. Do you understand?" +said she, as Rose bent an anxious glance at the sick baby's face. + +"I will be ready," said Rose, in a trembling voice. + +This mild, acquiescent reply was not what Mrs. Howe desired; she would +have preferred something upon which to hinge her pent-up wrath. + +"How came that rocking-chair up here, I should like to know?" + +"Betty brought it up for old Mrs. Bond." + +"Likely story; and Betty told you, I suppose, to parade yourself through +the front entry, when Mr. Howe was talking with a gentleman; I know your +tricks. I should think you had had enough of _gentlemen_ to last you one +while." + +"The carpenter was--" + +"Don't talk to me about 'carpenters;' where there is a will there is a +way; you might have waited for the water." + +"It was to mix Charley's medicine," said Rose, with brimming eyes. + +"I dare say--such things don't go down with me; pick up your things +quick and get ready." + +Rose attempted to lay Charley down on the bed, but he began to cry most +piteously. + +"There is no need of your stopping for him now; he might as well cry for +one thing as another; he is always crying, I am sick to death of hearing +him; he is perfectly spoiled." + +"He is sick," said Rose, stooping to kiss Charley as if he could be +pained by Mrs. Howe's heartlessness. + +"Well--any how, I am sick of both of you; so hurry, and don't think you +are going to stay, because it is beginning to sprinkle," said she, +drawing carefully aside one corner of the cook's petticoat as she +peered out the window--"come, make haste now," and Aunt Dolly swept +down stairs. + +Poor afflicted Mrs. Howe! Flynn had robbed the pelerine and bracelet of +their power to charm, and the "marked passages" no longer gave her +consolation, for Finels had admired Rose's eyes. Consuelo, too, lies +wheezing in his embroidered blanket; dear little Consuelo! it could not +be that _he_ was going to be sick! And Mrs. Howe takes him up gently, +strokes his long silken ears, looks into his eyes, and offers him some +food, which the pampered little cur refuses. + +A scrambling in the blanket! + +Consuelo is in a fit! + +So is his mistress. + +"O, John, for heaven's sake, run for Thomas, he knows all about dogs. +Supposing he should die? O dear--make haste; my darling, my darling!" +and Mrs. Howe ran up stairs, and ran down stairs, ran for water, and ran +for physic, opened the windows, and shut them, pulled round Betty, and +Sally, and Bridget, and threatened the whole crew, unless they helped +Consuelo, to turn them all out of doors. And then Thomas came, and +manipulated Consuelo as only his humbug-ship knew how, and restored the +convalescent jewel to its mistress, who wept with delight, and crossed +his palm with a five-dollar gold piece, and then Thomas retired, calling +down blessings on all over-fed puppies in particular, and credulous +women in general. + +And Rose! + +She crept down stairs as well as her tears would let her, stopping to +kneel before the door through which the wailing "dearie me--dearie me," +was issuing. + +Wrapping Charley in the only shawl she owned, to defend him from the +falling rain, she clambered unassisted, up into the stage. The +passengers growled when they saw the baby; the rain spattered on the +roof, and windows, and the coachman slamming to the door with an oath, +cracked his whip, and the stage rolled away. + +What pen can do justice to the atmosphere of a stage, omnibus, or +railroad car, of a rainy day? + +The fumes of alternate whisky and onions, the steaming, cigar-odored +coats, the dirty straw soaking under foot, a deluge if you open the +window, poison by inhalation if you do not. Charley became more and more +restless, while Rose grew still paler, and the drops stood on her +forehead, in dread of his prolonged cry. + +"I think he will be good with me; let me take him, please," pleaded a +sweet voice at her side. + +Rose turned, and saw a lady dressed in black, whom she had not before +noticed, extending her arms for Charley. Her face was sufficient to win +confidence, and Rose accepted her offer. Handling him as only an +experienced hand can handle a babe, she changed him with perfect ease +from side to side, laid him now up on her shoulder, now down on her +lap, without the slightest appearance of discomfort to herself. + +Rose looked the thanks she could not speak; then, stupified with +exhaustion and sorrow, she leaned back in the dark corner where she sat, +and closed her eyes. + +The lady made no attempt to draw her into conversation, but gazed +lovingly upon Charley's face. Living sorrows, she had none; but on a +little tombstone in a church yard far away, the stranger's foot paused +as he read: + +"OUR FRANK!" + +Oh, how many visions of home joys and home sorrows, did those two little +words call up! + +_Our_ Frank! More than one heart had bled when that little tombstone was +reared, and though the hands which placed it there were far away, yet +the little grave had ever its garland, or its wreath, for even stranger +eyes involuntarily dropped tears, when they read, + +"OUR FRANK." + +And so Frank's mother sat gazing on Charley's little cherub face, and +wondering what grief a _mother_ could know, with her _breathing_ babe +beside her. + +Pity us, oh God! for every heart knoweth its own bitterness, and a +stranger intermeddleth not therewith. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +"What is that?" exclaimed old Mrs. Bond, as she saw the stage, dimly, +through the pelting rain, plowing through the clayey mud, up the steep +hill toward her door. "Somebody must be coming here, else the driver +would have taken the easier cut to the village," and she pressed her +face closer against the moist window-pane to get a clearer view. + +"It is going to stop here, sure as the world," she exclaimed. "Who can +be coming a visiting in such a rain as this? It is not time for old +Cousin Patty, these three months yet." + +"Dear heart," she said, as the driver jumped off his box, and opened the +stage-door, "if it isn't Rose, and that sick baby! Dear heart--dear +heart, it is as much as its life is worth. I hope I shall have grace to +forgive that woman, but I don't know, I don't know; who could have +believed it?" and by this time, the baby was handed into her +outstretched arms, and Rose stepped dripping across the threshold. + +"Cry, dear--do cry. I am going to cry myself. It is dreadful hard." And +she drew the chairs up to the fire, and gazed by its light into Rose's +brimming eyes and Charley's pale face. + +"May God forgive her," she said, at last; "can't you say it, dear? +Try." + +Rose answered by pointing to Charley. + +"I know it, dear heart; I know it; but you remember the 'crown of +thorns,' and the mocking 'sponge,' and the cruel 'spear,'" said the old +lady, struggling down her own incensed feelings. + +"Take Charley now, dear, he is quite warm, while I run and make you a +cup of hot tea," and the old lady piled fresh wood upon the huge +andirons, and drew out her little tea-table, stopping now to wipe her +eyes, now to kiss Rose and the baby, and whispering, "Try, dear, do; it +will make you feel happier; try." + +The cheerful warmth of the fire, and Mrs. Bond's motherly kindness, +brought a little color into Rose's pale face, and Charley kicked his +little cold toes out of his frock, and winked his eyes at the crackling +blaze, as if to say, + +"Now, this is something like." + +After tea, Rose narrated to Mrs. Bond the visit of the old crone to her +attic, and expressed her firm belief that she was Dolly's mother. + +This was even worse in Mrs. Bond's eyes than Mrs. Howe's cruelty to +Rose, and not trusting herself to speak, she gave vent to her feelings +by alternately raising her hands and eyes to heaven. + +"There will be a sad reckoning-day--a sad reckoning-day, dear," said the +old lady solemnly. "He that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor +sleep." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +It was Monday morning. Mrs. Bond's little kitchen was full of the steam +of boiling clothes. Little Charley, with one of Mrs. Bond's long calico +aprons pinned over his frock, was pursuing on all fours his infantile +investigations. + +On the bench before the door stood two wash-tubs, at one of which stood +a strapping Irish girl with red arms and petticoats, scrubbing the +plowman's clothes with superhuman energy. At the other stood Rose, her +curls knotted up on the back of her head, her sleeves rolled up above +her round, white elbows, and her calico skirt pinned away from one of +the prettiest ankles in the world; even this homespun attire could not +disguise her beauty. + +Three hours, by the old-fashioned clock in the corner, she had stood +there; and yet, though she had rubbed the skin from her little hands, +the pile of clothes before her seemed scarcely to have diminished, owing +partly to her unskillfulness, and partly that she was obliged to leave +off every few minutes to extricate Charley from some scrape with the +shovel, tongs, or poker, or to barricade some door through which he +seemed quite determined to go; added to this, her heart was very heavy, +and one's fingers are apt to keep time with the heart pulses. + +Oh, where was Vincent? Would he never return, as he had promised? Was he +still "at his father's dying bed?" How strange she did not hear from +him. How strange he had not told her where he was. He loved her? Oh, +yes--"more than all the world beside." Had he not told her so? He could +not have deserted her? Oh--no--no--and yet, poor Rose, there was such a +weary pain at her heart; but see, there is Charley again, little +mischief, between the andirons. Rose wipes the suds from her hands, and +runs to extricate him for the twentieth time. She pats him petulantly; +the boy does not cry, but he looks up at her with his father's eyes. +Rose kisses those eyes; she dashes away her tears, and goes back again +to her work. She tries to believe it will be all right. Mrs. Bond comes +in to make the pudding for dinner. She sees how little progress Rose is +making, and though Rose does her best to hide them, she sees the +tell-tale tears, trembling on her long eyelashes. + +Mrs. Bond has the best heart in the world; she never treads on the +little ant-houses in the gravel walks, she says the robins have earned a +right to the cherries by keeping the insects from the trees, she has +turned veterinary surgeon to keep the breath of life in an old skeleton +of a horse which Zedekiah "vowed oughter been shot long ago," she puts +crumbs on the piazza for the ground birds, and is very careful to +provide for the motherly yellow cat a soft bed. The peddler always is +sure of a warm cup of tea, and the wooden-ware man of a bit of cheese or +pie. Rose's tears make her quite miserable, so she says to Bridget, in +her soft kind way, "I should think _you_ might help wash the baby's +clothes, Bridget." + +"Not for the likes of her," retorted the vixen, with her red arms +a-kimbo. "Thank the Virgin, _I_ am an honest woman." + +Rose snatched Charley from the floor and darted through the open door, +with the fleetness of a deer; not weary now; strong to bear any thing, +every thing but that coarse, cruel taunt. Away!--away from it! but +where? Oh, Vincent, will it always follow! Strong, is she? Poor Rose! +She falls earthward with her tender burden. Charley utters a cry of pain +as his temples strike a sharp stone. Rose heeds not his cry, for she is +insensible. + +When her consciousness returns, some two hours after, she finds herself +in her own little bed, with Mrs. Bond beside her. There are phials upon +the table, and a strong smell of camphor; a bandage is around her +forehead, and the blinds are closed, and Charley is not there, but she +hears him crowing below stairs. Mrs. Bond puts her finger on her lip, +and says, "Try to sleep, dear," and Rose gladly closes her eyes; she +only wishes it were forever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +"Six rows of the ruffling, edged with lace, and two tucks between each +ruffle. Mind you don't make a mistake, now; had you not better write it +down? You will remember to make the upper tuck about a fifth of an inch +narrower than the others. Do it very nicely, you know I am particular +about my work. Remember--let me have it, without fail, by next Thursday +evening," and the speaker gathered her voluminous skirts in her hand and +tripped through the door and into her carriage. + +"For good gracious' sake, who's that?" asked Miss Snecker. + +"Yes--who's that? Every body who sees her fine airs and gay dresses, +asks me that question. I suppose you wouldn't believe if I should tell +you what caterpillar that butterfly came from;" and Miss Bodkin put her +feet upon the cricket, and took up the interminable yards of ruffling +and commenced her work and her history. + +"Well--that's Mrs. Howe, and _how_ she ever became Howe, is more of a +mystery to other people than it is to me.--'Mrs. John Howe'--a very +well sounding name you see, but for all that it never can make a lady of +her. 'Mrs. John Howe.' It used to be 'Dolly Smith;' it was 'Dolly Smith' +much longer than its owner liked. It was painted in large, green letters +over a little milliner's shop in Difftown. Such a fidget as it was in to +get its name changed; but nobody seemed to want it. It tried the +minister, it tried the deacon, it tried the poor, bony old sexton (mercy +knows it never would have taken so much pains, had it known as much +about men as I do), however, that's neither here nor there. It was a way +it had. Well--by and by a shoe-maker from the city came up to our +village for three weeks' fishing, and while he was baiting for fish, +Dolly baited for him. She used to stand at the door of an evening, when +he came up the village street, with his fishing tackle and basket; by +and by he got to stopping a bit, to rest, and to buy a watch-ribbon and +one thing and another, as a man naturally would, where he was sure of a +welcome. Well, one evening when he came, Dolly was seized with a horrid +cramp--I never had no faith in that cramp--such a fuss as she made. +Well, John said he might be in the way, and so he would leave, till she +was better. Simpleton! That was just what she didn't want him to do. +Well, every body else round was sent flying for 'doctors and medicines,' +and John staid through that cramp; and the next thing I heard, the +bonnets was took down out of the shop, it was shut up, and that's the +way Dolly Smith became Mrs. John Howe. Of course it don't set very well +on me to have her come in here with her patronizing airs, to bring me +her work to do; but a body must pocket their pride such hard times as +these. I shall nurse my wrath, any way, till I get a little richer." + +"Well, I never!" exclaimed Miss Snecker, "how artful some women is! I +suppose now she has every thing she wants, and has a beautiful time--the +hateful creature." + +"Yes, she is rich enough," said Miss Bodkin, "her husband gave up the +shoe business long ago. She is as stingy as she is rich; she beats me +down to the lowest possible price for every stitch I do for her. + +"She was dreadful mortified about her niece Rose; suppose you know all +about that? No! Well, Dolly took her when she was a little thing to +bring up, as she said (the child was an orphan), and a poor sorry little +drudge she made of her. She didn't have no childhood at all. She had a +great faculty for reading, and wanted to devour every book she could +get, which wasn't many, you may be sure, where Dolly was round. The +child had no peace of her life, day nor night; was worried and hunted +round like a wild beast. + +"After Dolly married, she sent Rose away to school, making a great talk +about her 'generosity in giving her an eddication,' but the fact was, +that Mr. Howe was younger than Dolly, and Rose was handsome: you see +where the shoe pinched," said Miss Bodkin, giving Miss Snecker a nudge +in the ribs. + +"Certain," said Miss Snecker; "well, what became of the girl?" + +"Well, Rose was handsome, as I told you, though she didn't know it, and +good as she was handsome; but sad-like, for she never had any body to +love her. I don't think she was sorry to leave her aunt, but still you +know the world is a great wide cold place to push a young thing like +that out into. However, she started off with her little trunk to Mrs. +Graw's school. + +"Mrs. Graw used to be chambermaid to a real Count's wife, and as soon as +she found out that Rose was a poor relation, she kinder trod her down, +and the school-girls disliked her, because she was handsomer than they, +and so she was miserable enough, till she made the acquaintance of +Captain Vincent, who took her away from school, to be married, as he +said, and then ran off and left her. Of course, her aunt was dreadful +hard on her, and drove her almost crazy with her reproaches. She +wouldn't believe any thing she said about her being really married; and +was just as bitter as if she herself hadn't been man-hunting all her +life. + +"_She_ held Rose off at arm's length, as if the poor betrayed child's +touch were poison; shut her doors in her face, and all that; and why the +poor thing didn't take to bad ways nobody knows. She went to a Lying-in +Hospital, and staid there till the babe was born, and then there was a +great noise, when it was found out how rich her aunt was; and when Mrs. +Howe found out that people's tongues were wagging about it, she came +forward and offered to pay her board in the country awhile. + +"Mrs. Howe herself lives up in St. John's Square. She is trying to ride +into fashionable society with her carriage and liveried servants; and +that poor girl so heart-broken. + +"Well, the Lord only knows what is going to become of poor Rose! Beauty +and misery--beauty and misery--I've seen what came of that partnership +before now." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Mrs. Bond had drank her cup of tea and eaten her one slice of toast. +Rose had not yet come down to breakfast, and she hesitated to disturb +her slumbers. So she put the tea-pot down by the fire, covered over the +toast, and sat back in her great leathern chair. + +How beautiful they looked, Rose and the boy, the night before, when she +crept in, shading her lamp with her hand, to see if they were +comfortable. The boy's rosy cheek lay close to his mother's blue-veined +breast, and one of his little dimpled arms was thrown carelessly about +her neck. Rose with her long hair unbound vailing her neck and +shoulders, the tears still glistening on her long lashes, heaving now +and then a sigh that it was pitiful to hear. + +"Ah!" thought Mrs. Bond, "the father of the child should have looked in +upon that scene! Those sighs, those tears, went they not up to heaven as +swift witnesses against him?" + +And so Mrs. Bond, the previous night, extinguished her small lamp, and +knelt by the bed-side; she prayed for those wronged sleepers from the +gushing fullness of her Christian motherly heart. Poor children!--for +what was Rose but a child? + +And now Mrs. Bond sat there over her breakfast-table thinking it all +over. Her own life had been as placid as the little lake you could see +from the cottage door; it was pitiful to her the storm of sorrow beating +down upon that fair young head. She tried to see something bright in her +future. She knew that though she herself had no wish beyond those humble +walls, save to lie in the pleasant church-yard when her work was done, +yet that life must be monotonous and dull there for one like Rose. She +knew that the heart, when wretched and inactive, must prey upon itself. +She wished she knew how to interest Rose in something. There was +Charley, to be sure, dear little fellow, but he was at once a pain and a +pleasure--a comfort and a reproach. Poor little lamb! he did not know +why the caress he proffered was at one time so joyfully welcomed, then +again repulsed with coldness; he did not know how cruelly the poor heart +against which he nestled was rent with alternate hopes and fears; he did +not know why he involuntarily hid his head from the strange, cold look, +in those sometime--loving eyes. + +Mrs. Bond sat a long time thinking of all this; yes, very long, for an +hour and a half was a great while for her to sit still of a morning. She +thought she might as well creep up softly, and see if Rose were waking. +She knocks gently--no answer; they still sleep, she must waken them. +She opens the door--there is no one there but herself; the clothes have +all gone from their pegs, and a note lies upon the table. + +Mrs. Bond takes her spectacles from their leathern case, and her hand +trembles as she breaks the seal. It is in a delicate, beautiful hand. +Her dim eyes can scarce see the small letters; her hand trembles too, +for an indefinable fear has taken possession of her. + +The letter ran thus:-- + + + "MOTHER,-- + + "For so I will call you always, even though I am going to leave + you. You thought I was sleeping when you knelt by my bed-side last + night, and prayed for Charley and me. Every word I heard + distinctly--every word was balm to my heart, and _yet_ I leave you. + + Oh! do not ask me why--I love _him_, the father of my child--it is + life where he is, it is death where he is not. I go to seek him, + the wide earth over. What else is left me, when my heart wearies + even of _your_ kindness, wearies of poor Charley? Mother! pray for + + "Your ROSE." + + +Mrs. Bond did "pray," long and earnestly; she shed reproachful tears, +too--good, motherly Mrs. Bond, that she had not done impossibilities. +Would that none of us more needed forgiveness. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +The setting sun streamed in upon a parlor on St. John's Square. One +might have mistaken it for an upholsterer's ware-room, so loaded was it +with chairs, sofas, and _tête-à-têtes_, of every conceivable size and +pattern. The same taste had hung the walls with pictures, whose +coloring, perspectives, and foreshortening would have driven a true +artist mad; the gaudy frames, with their elaborate gildings, being the +magnet which had drawn the money from the pocket of the lady hostess. + +Distorted mythology, in various forms, looked down from little gilt +roosts in the corners, peeped at you from under tables, stared at you +from out niches. Books there were, whose principal merit was their +"pretty binding," the exception to this being in the shape of a large +Family Bible, splendidly bound, and on the present occasion +ostentatiously placed on the center-table, for Mrs. Howe had at last a +baby, and this was christening-day. + +Mrs. Howe had an idea that it was more exclusive and genteel to have +this little ceremony performed in the house. There was to be a splendid +christening--cake and wine, after the baptism, and only the +appreciative select were to be present. + +Mrs. Howe had expended a small fortune on the baby's christening-cap and +robe, not to speak of her own dress, which she considered, coiffure and +tournure, to be unsurpassable; and now she was flying in and out, with +that vulgar fussiness so common to your would-be-fine-lady; giving +orders, and countermanding them in the same breath, screaming up stairs +and down to the servants; at one moment foolishly familiar with them, +and at the next reprehensibly severe; pulling the furniture this way and +that, and making her servants as much trouble, and herself as red in the +face as possible. "Dolly Smith," was too much for "Mrs. John Howe." St. +John's Square had an odor of the milliner's shop. + +The baby slept as quietly as if it were not the heroine of the day; as +if all the novels, and poems, and newspaper stories had not been +ransacked for fitting appellations; as if its mother had not nudged its +father in the ribs for fourteen consecutive nights, to know if "he had +thought of any thing." + +Mr. John Howe! who had married on purpose to get _rid_ of thinking; who +had no more sentiment than a stove funnel; who would not have cared had +his baby been named Zerubbabel or Kerenhappuch; who was contented to let +the world wag on in its own fashion, provided it did not meddle with his +"pipe." + +Yes, Mr. Howe smoked "a pipe." Mrs. Howe got up several hysteric fits +about it, but on that point only he was immovable, spite of +smelling-salts and burned feathers. Finally, Mrs. Howe made up her mind +to remove the odium by artistifying it, and with the sweetest conjugal +smile presented him with an expensive chibouk, to take the place of that +leveling clay pipe. She also added a crimson velvet smoking-cap, in +which she declared he looked "as Oriental as a dervish." + +"Thunder!" exclaimed Mr. Howe, as he caught sight of himself in a glass, +"you have made me look like that foreign fool of a conjuror we went to +see the other evening, who turned eggs into watches. You don't expect me +to wear this gimcrack?" + +Mrs. Howe whispered something in Mr. Howe's ear. Whatever it was, the +effect was electrifying. Husband's have their weak points like other +mortals. The smoking-cap was received into favor--so was the chibouk. + +In default of any preference of Mr. Howe's for the baby's name, Mrs. +Howe had selected "Fenella Fatima Cecilia." It was written on a card, +all ready for the Reverend Doctor Knott, who had the misfortune to be a +little deaf, laid by the side of the gilt Bible, and held down to the +table by an alabaster hand, with a _real_ diamond ring on the third +finger. + +The baptismal basin was of silver, with two doves perched on the edges. +The water to be used on the occasion, said to have come from the river +Jordan, was in a state of preparedness in a corked bottle in the china +closet. + +All the preparations were completed, but still the baby slept on. Mrs. +Howe was rather glad than otherwise, partly because it gave her plenty +of time to survey her new apparel in a full-length mirror, partly +because the baby always had "such a pretty color in its cheeks when it +first 'woke," and she wanted to carry it in when the flush was on. + +The last pin was adjusted in the maternal head-dress; the Reverend Dr. +Knott had arrived, so had the appreciative select; Mr. Howe's cravat and +waistcoat had been duly jerked into place by his wife, and now the baby +"really must be woke." Mrs. Howe sprinkles a little jockey-club on Mr. +Howe's handkerchief, takes one last lingering look in the mirror, +readjusts a stray ribbon, changes the latitude of a gold head pin, then +steps up to the rose-wood cradle, and draws aside the lace curtains. + +What a pity! There is no flush on the babe's face! and how very pale she +looks! Mrs. Howe takes hold of the plump little waxen hand that lies out +upon the coverlid. What is there in the touch of her own flesh and blood +to blanch her lip and palsy her tongue? + +Ah! she can not face death, who could gaze with stony eyes on misery +worse than death? + +"Vengeance is mine--I will repay, saith the Lord." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +"A stiff breeze, captain; we shall soon be in New Orleans at this rate. +Talk about yellow fever; it can not be worse than sea-sickness. If a +good appetite does not come to my rescue, on reaching land I shall pass +for a live skeleton. + +"But, captain, who is this pretty stewardess you have on board? and you +a family-man, too; eh, captain? And what child is that she has the care +of? And what the deuce ails her?--so young and so sedate, so pretty and +so uncome-atable! I don't understand it." + +"I don't know that it is necessary you should," said the old captain, +dryly. + +"That's true enough; and if she were homely, she might sigh her soul out +before my curiosity would be piqued; but a pretty woman in trouble is +another thing, you know. I feel an immense desire to raise a smile on +that pretty face, though it could hardly look more enchanting under any +circumstances." + +"Look here, Fritz," said the captain; "while that young creature is +aboard my ship, she is under my protection. Understand? Not that any of +your coxcombical nonsense could make any impression on her, for her +heart is heavy with sorrow of some kind, but I won't have her annoyed or +insulted. I don't know her history myself, nor shall I ask to know; her +post as stewardess is a mere sinecure, though she does not know it. + +"She came to me with that child in her arms, in great distress to get to +New Orleans, and proposed herself as stewardess. I saw she was in +trouble, somehow--young, beautiful, and unprotected; I have daughters +just her age; I imagined them in a similar position. Her dignified +modesty was a sufficient recommendation and guaranty. I knew she would +be hurt at the offer of a _free_ passage, so I told her that I needed a +second stewardess. That is all I know about her; and, as I said before, +while she is aboard my ship, I will protect her as if she were my own +child;" and the old man stowed away a tobacco-quid, and walked fore and +aft the cabin, with a determined step. + +"Certainly," said the foiled Fritz; "your sentiments do you honor, +captain. But I have not seen her for two or three days; is she sick?" + +"No; but the boy is, and I told her to let every thing go by the board, +and attend to him till he was better. Beautiful child he is too; I have +never seen a finer one. Doctor Perry thinks he will soon right him." + +"Doctor Perry!" exclaimed Fritz, with a spasm of jealousy; "it is my +opinion he will make a long job curing that boy." + +"The doctor is not one of _your_ sort," said the captain; "her very +defenselessness would be to him her surest shield. The doctor is a fine +man, Mr. Fritz." + +"Yes, and young and unmarried," answered Fritz, with a prolonged +whistle. "We shall see," said he, taking the captain's spy-glass to look +at a vessel that was looming up in the distance. + + +"Charley appears brighter to-day," said Rose to Doctor Perry. "Captain +Lucas is very kind to me; but I am very anxious to get about to fulfill +my engagements. Don't you think my boy will be well soon?" + +"There is every prospect of it," said Doctor Perry. "He is improving +fast. I will stay by him, if you will allow me," said he, more anxious +to give Rose a reprieve from the confined air of the cabin than +solicitous for the "fulfillment of her engagements." + +"Thank you," replied Rose, in her usual grave tone, without raising her +eyes; "but I would not like to trouble you." + +"Nothing _you_ could ask would trouble me," replied the doctor, "unless +you asked me to leave your presence." + +Rose drew her girlish form up to its full height as she answered: "I +did not think you would take advantage of my position to insult me, +sir." + +"Nor have I, nor do I," replied the doctor, with a flushed brow. "I love +you--I love you honorably; I would make you my wife; I am incapable of +insulting any woman." + +Tears sprang to Rose's eyes as she answered, "Forgive me; I can not +explain to you _why_ I am so sensitive to a fancied insult." + +"Nor need you," replied the doctor, as an expression of acute pain +passed over his fine features; "Rose, let me stand between you and harm; +be my wife--my own, dear, honored wife." + +"Oh no, no, no!" gasped Rose, retreating as he approached her; "you do +not know--or you would not. Sir!" and the color receded from her lip and +cheek--"that boy!--God knows I believed myself an honored wife." + +"Rose," again repeated the doctor, without heeding her confession, "will +you be my wife?" + +"I can not," said Rose, moved to tears by his generous confidence, +"_that_ would be sin--I have no heart to give you. Though all is +mystery, though I never more may see him, I love the father of my boy." + +The doctor rose, and walked the little cabin. + +"Is this your final answer?" asked he, returning to the side of Rose. + +"I can give no other, much as I thank you for this proof of your--" and +here her voice again failed her. + +"Rose," exclaimed the doctor, passionately seizing her hand, "I will not +ask you to love _me_. I will be satisfied if you will allow me to love +_you_." + +Poor Rose, none knew better than herself how eloquently the heart may +plead; and _because_ she knew this, because only to the voice of the +loved one would the chords of _her_ heart vibrate, did she turn away +from that pleading voice and those brimming eyes. + +For a long time Rose sat with her face buried in her hands after the +doctor left her. It was hard so to repay such trust. Could he only be +her brother--her counselor--but no--her path in life must be solitary. + +Would the cloud never roll away? + +Must it always be so? + +Would Vincent never come to claim her? + +Would a life of purest rectitude _never_ meet its reward? + +Would the world's scornful "Magdalena" be her earth-baptism? + +Would the sweet fount of her boy's life be turned to bitterness? + +Would he grow up to blush at his mother's name? + +Would his hand be raised in deadly fray to avenge the undeserved taunt +which yet he knew not how to repel? + +O, Vincent! + +Rose's refusal of Doctor Perry but added fuel to the flame; it is the +unattainable we seek, the unattainable only that we fancy can satisfy; +the unattainable that at any cost we must have. + +How could he give her up? How think of her in the great, busy, wicked +city, to which she was going, unfriended and penniless? Was there no way +he could be of service to her? No way in which, without offending her +sensitiveness, he could shield her from suffering and insult. Who was +the father of her child? She "still loved him," believed him true to +her--looked forward to the time when his honor should be vindicated on +her behalf. + +The doctor knew more of the world. The film would fall from her eyes by +and by; he would wait patiently for that moment: then, perhaps, she +would not turn away from him. She was too noble to cherish the memory of +one she believed to be base. What alliance could purity have with +pollution? Poor, trusting, wronged Rose! How immeasurably superior was +she even now, and scorned thus, to the pharisaical of her own sex who, +intrenched outwardly in purity, and pointing the finger of scorn at the +suspected of their own sex, yet hold out the ready hand of welcome to +him who comes into their presence, foul from the pollution of +promiscuous harlotry. + +Beautiful consistency! Pure Christianity! From the decision of such an +incompetent tribunal, thank God! Rose could appeal to a Higher Court. + +Rose was a daily marvel to the conceited Fritz. Accustomed in his +grosser moments to those debasing _liaisons_ which so infallibly unfit a +man for the society of the pure in heart, he could not comprehend the +reserve--even _hauteur_--with which the pretty Rose repelled every +advance to an acquaintance. + +At first, his surprised vanity whispered that it was only a cunning +little _ruse_, to enhance the value of surrender, but this astute +conclusion was doomed to be quenched by Rose's determinate and continued +persistency. Then Fritz had fallen into the common error of fancying +that to know _one_ woman was to know the whole sex; not dreaming that it +is necessary to begin with a different alphabet, in order to read +understandingly _each_ new female acquaintance;--a little fact which +most men blunder through life without finding out. + +In vain he displayed his white hands. In vain he donned successively his +black suit, his gray suit, and his drab suit (which last he never +resorted to except in very obstinate cases); in vain he tied his cravats +in all sorts of fanciful forms; in vain he played "sick" in his crimson +silk dressing-gown, or languished on deck in his Jersey overcoat. In +vain he, who detested children, made advances through Charley, who was +now convalescent; in vain he remarked in Rose's hearing that "his gloves +needed mending," and that "the buttons were off his linen." Rose might +as well have been deaf, dumb, and blind, for all the notice she took of +him. + +It was unaccountable. Fritz was piqued--in fact he did not like it, and +consulted his never-failing solace, the looking-glass, to see what was +the matter. There was still Fritz enough left (such was the verdict of +the looking-glass), spite of sea-sickness, to satisfy any reasonable +woman. + +"Pooh! Rose was a stupid little thing; that was the amount of it; there +was no use wasting his time on her;" and this last, by the way, was the +only sensible reflection he had yet arrived at. He could fancy very well +why she had not liked Doctor Perry (the doctor's distrait manner of late +had attracted his notice). "Perry was well enough, but"--and Fritz +finished the sentence by affectionately caressing his adolescent +mustache. + +"Yes, Rose was a stupid little automaton--she had no soul." Fritz had so +much soul himself, that he considered that article a _sine quâ non_ in +any woman he honored with his notice. + + +Meanwhile the gallant vessel plowed her plashing way through the +pathless waters. Over the mermaids, if there were any, over the coral +reefs, over the wondrously beautiful sea-weeds, over the sheeted dead in +their monumentless sepulchers; dashing--plunging--creaking--soaring and +sinking--defying winds and storms--scattering the dolphins--startling +the sea-birds--hailing cheerily the homeward and outward +bound--careering as gayly over the treacherous waves, as if the +shivering of a mast, a little water in the hold, or the leaden lids of +the pilot, might not land the passengers with their joys, sorrows, and +embryo plans on that measureless shore whence there is no return boat. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +"I am sorry for you, my dear Perry," replied the captain. "Rose is a +glorious, little creature, and you are a whole-souled fellow, and I wish +I could pilot your boat into the port of matrimony; but women are queer +things, you can no more tell which way they'd be likely to jump, than I +can tell what wind will next blow my vessel. Now, I should have thought +she is all alone so, and unprovided--but it is no use talking, cheer up, +Perry. I will do all you ask; I'll disburse the funds for you, and she +shall never know where it comes from; you are a good fellow, Perry; +there are not many rejected suitors that would act as magnanimously as +you have; but do you suppose when you get to New Orleans you can watch +over her, without her finding it out?" + +"Yes," said the doctor. "I think so, with the aid of a little disguise, +false whiskers, etc. At any rate, it is no use for me to try to fix my +mind on any thing. I never was in love before, never saw a woman whom I +did not shudder to think of, in the light of a life-companion. Perhaps +you marvel that I can overlook, what to most men would be an +insuperable obstacle to marriage with Rose; and yet, viewing it through +the world's spectacles, why should you? Do not priests and parents every +day legalize the prostitution of youth to toothless Mammon? Beside Rose +has been deceived. She is at heart pure. In God's sight, she is +innocent. I would stand between her and the scorn of the world. She has +been more sinned against than sinning. + +"True," said the captain, "and loves the rascal in spite of it." + +"Because, with a woman's generous devotion, she does not believe him +false; she looks yet to have the mystery cleared up, and to find his +honor untarnished." + +"God grant it, for her sake," replied the captain. + +"Amen!" exclaimed Perry; for in truth his love for Rose, surpassing the +love of men, was capable even of this magnanimity. + +"Shipwreck me!" exclaimed the captain, consoling himself with a bit of +tobacco, "if I can make out how it is, that the finest women invariable +throw themselves away on these good-for-nothing fellows. It is always +so, Perry." + +"Not always," said the doctor. "Not in your case, at least," and he +grasped the captain's hand. + +"Thank you--thank you," replied Captain Lucas, with emotion. "I believe +my Mary is a happy wife." + +And this was New Orleans! its hot breath swept across Rose's cheek, as +she stood upon the deck of the Neptune, gazing upon its nearing spires, +roofs, and chimneys. The city's distant hum even now falls upon her +watchful ear. Amid its motley population should she find him whom she +had come to seek? Would he take the pain from out her young heart? claim +her, and his boy? or should she walk the crowded streets day by day, +reading faces, measuring forms, listening to voices, and return at +nightfall with eye, ear, and heart, dissatisfied. + +"Rose?" + +She turned her head. "A few words with you," said Captain Lucas. + +Ah--that was what she had been dreading, payment for her services, and +they had been so slight, so interrupted by Charley's sickness, and so +she told the captain with her usual ingenuousness, for she had begun to +fear latterly that Captain Lucas had not needed them at all, and that +his engagement with her was a delicate cover for his charity. But it was +useless talking; the captain was as peremptory as if he were on +quarter-deck among his sailors, instead of talking there in the cabin to +a little woman four feet high; he said "he was in a hurry," he said +(presenting her with Doctor Perry's roll of bills after he had himself +paid her) that "that was a present from himself for Charley," and he +said that as she was all alone, she must let an old man like him direct +her where to find proper lodgings; so he penciled on a card the address +of an old lady, whose quiet house he thought would just suit her; and +then he said, kissing Charley, "God bless you both," and drew his hand +across his eyes. + +Good Captain Lucas! when was ever a sailor's heart callous to the touch +of sorrow? May there not be something in the strong brave element on +which he rides to quicken what is grand and noble in his nature? + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +Rose found the new quarters to which Captain Lucas had directed her, +very comfortable. Her French landlady seemed altogether too busy, +attending to her domestic matters, and nursing her poodle, to trouble +herself about Rose's private affairs. This of itself was an infinite +relief, for she had learned to shrink from the scrutiny of strangers. +Her apartment was furnished neatly, and Charley's delight was unbounded +to be able to pursue his educational baby instincts, untrameled by the +pitching of the vessel. But Rose counted every moment lost, in which she +was not pursuing her search for Vincent; a night of broken slumber, a +hurried breakfast, a hasty toilet, and she started with Charley in her +arms on her almost hopeless errand, she scarce knew whither. + +Past the large hotel, on whose broad piazza strangers and citizens +congregated, past the busy stores, past the quays and wharves, turning +hastily the street corners, gazing into shops, now startled by the tone +of a voice, now quickening her pace at the deceptive outline of a +distant form. Fear found no place in her throbbing heart, and if it +had, was there not an angel in her arms? It is a sweet thought, that the +presence of a little child is often to an unattended woman the surest +protection. The abandoned idler recognizes and respects this holy tie. +He, too, was once a pure and stainless child--the lisping little voice +seems to whisper in his sin-dulled ear, "Go and sin no more." + +Rose could not have told why, of all the Southern cities, she had +selected New Orleans for her search for Vincent. Had you asked, she +could have given no reason for the magnetism which had drawn her +thither. + +Still she pursued her search day after day, spite of discouragement; +still the great busy human tide ebbed and flowed past her, bearing on +its surface barks without ballast--barks without rudder or +compass--drifting hither and thither, careless how surely Time's rapids +were hurrying them on to the shoreless ocean of eternity. + +It was evening. Rose had put Charley in his little bed to sleep, and sat +at the open window, as she had done many an evening before, watching and +listening. It was now a fortnight since she came to New Orleans, and +still no clew of Vincent. She could not always live in this way; she had +not the purse of Fortunatus; she must soon again seek employment. Rose's +heart grew sick and faint with hope deferred. + +A low moan of pain fell upon her ear. She started to her feet and ran up +to the little bed. It was not Charley; he was quietly sleeping. She +looked out of the window; a woman had fallen upon the pavement beneath +it. Rose ran down the steps to her assistance. She had only turned her +ankle, but the pain was so acute that she was unable to rise unaided. + +"Lean on me," said Rose, as she gently placed her arm at her disposal, +and guided her up the steps and into her little parlor; then kneeling +before her, she gently drew off the stocking, and laved the pained foot +with cold water. It was a pretty foot, small, white, and if a high +instep, as some would have us believe, is proof of "blood," an +aristocratic foot. The stranger might have been twenty-five years of +age, and had the remains of great beauty. + +"You are very kind," said she, at length, opening her large eyes; "very +kind--and beautiful too; more's the pity. I was once beautiful; look at +me now. You don't believe it, perhaps. _He_ thought so; he said, 'my +eyes were stars, my teeth pearls.' Did you ever love? It is very sweet +to be loved. My mother died; my father had a new wife. In their +happiness they forgot me, and in my loneliness I prayed for death. Then +_he_ came. Oh, _now_ I prayed to live! he made earth so fair to me. I +was glad that I was beautiful for his sake. He asked me to be his wife. +So one night, when the stars came out, I put my hand in his, and looked +on my home for the last time. I knew my father and his new wife would +not miss me. Oh, I was so happy! I did not see the face of the priest +who married us; it was down by the old church, and the stars were the +only witnesses. That night I slept on my husband's breast, and I wished +my mother were living to know how blest was her child. You are glad I +was so happy; you think some day _you_ will be happy too; you think you +will madden some fiery heart with love. So you may; and then you will be +the blighted thing I am; for our marriage was a mockery; the priest was +his servant. One night, as I sat at the window watching for him, I heard +voices; I heard him, my husband, speak my name lightly to this servant. +I, who believed myself his wife; I, who had thought to turn my back on +misery forever, and hug happiness to my bosom; I, who had trusted all, +given all, and asked for no surety! I heard him plan with his servant to +decoy a young school-girl to his arms, and blight her as he had me. The +roof over my head stifled me; I did not stay to upbraid him; I could not +have taken a drop of water from his hand had I been dying. I fled from +the house;--but oh! not as I left my childhood's home! I sought labor; +for I loathed sin. None would employ me; I hungered for bread; all +turned coldly away. Then one saw me, who knew my story, and wherever I +turned, scorn pointed her finger. The 'good' closed their doors, and +said, 'Stand aside, I am holier than thou;' the bad opened theirs, and +said, 'Eat, drink, and be merry.' Then Despair took me by the hand, and +led me in. Sin fed me, clothed me; sin baptized my child. + +"One night, with other revelers, _he_ came to that unholy place; _he_, +my 'husband!'--oh, it was gay! He smiled the old smile; he said, 'Right, +my girl, a short life and a merry one; there is no future--we die and +there's an end!' My tortured soul gave these false words the lie; but I +smiled back--he was to be _my_ victim now! Peace was lost, heaven was +lost; what should hold me back? The wine cup went round. 'Pledge me,' I +said, 'here's to your happy future!' He drained it, poison and all, to +the dregs--why not? Men make the laws to suit themselves, so they make +no law for the seducer. I had to be judge and jury; oh it was gay! He +writhed--why not? What was it to the writhings of my spirit every hour +in that accursed gilded prison-house! He died, my seducer; then I fled +hither. + +"Down--down--down I am going; beauty buys me no bread now; down--down!" +and the fire died out from her eyes, and her head drooped upon her +breast. + +"Dreadful," said the horror-struck Rose, "don't talk so, I am a stranger +here; but surely," and the crimson flush overspread her cheeks, "there +must be Magdalen Asylums here." + +"Oh, that's gay," said the half-crazed woman, laughing hysterically, +"gay; they write 'Magdalen' over the door where you go in and out, they +tell visitors you are a Magdalen,' when you want to hide your shame, +and be good. They drag you _away_ from heaven, and then tell you to go +there. Listen," and she lowered her voice, and laid her thin hand on +that of Rose. "Listen, and I will tell you a story. Once, at the +Magdalen Asylum, a young girl, half starved, and out of employment, came +and asked for a shelter. They asked her 'if she was virtuous,' she said +'yes,' then they shut the door in her face, saying 'that their house was +for Magdalens;' she wept, and wrung her hands, as she turned away into +the dark night. Next day she came back, and said, 'take me in, now, I'm +a Magdalen, now I shall have a shelter.' Oh it was gay; children of this +world are wiser in their generation than the children of light. Satan is +too busy; down, down. If Vincent sees your pretty face you'll go down, +down, too, but Vincent's dead. Good-by, you are beautiful, more's the +pity." + +The poor, half-crazed creature pressed Rose's robe to her lips, and +limped away, and like one under the influence of night-mare, Rose sat +gazing spell-bound, after her retreating form without the power of +speech or motion. + + +Shine on, as ye have shone, gentle stars! + +Look down upon crushed innocence and triumphant guilt, upon ragged +virtue, and ermined vice--upon the wretched who pray to die, and the +loved and loving whose uplifted hands, and tears of agony, fail to stay +death's dart. + +Roll on, gentle stars! + +Shall not He, who feedeth your never-consuming fires, yet make every +crooked path straight, every rough place plain? What though the tares +grow amid the wheat until the harvest, shall not the great Husbandman +surely winnow them out, and gather the wheat into the heavenly granary? + +Roll on, gentle stars! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +Mr. John Howe sat comfortably in his easy-chair, smoking his chibouk. +Mrs. Howe sat opposite to him, dressed in a fashionable suit of black, +with her gaiter-boots on a bronze hound. + +"John?" + +John smoked away as imperturbably as if he were a bachelor. + +"Mr. Howe?" + +"Well," replied John, complacently regarding the curling smoke. + +"Do you know this is the last day of June?" + +"Well," repeated John. + +"'Well--well!' Mr. Howe, I do wish you'd stop thinking of that +contemptible political paper you are reading, and attend to me. But +before I begin, I wish to say that I _should_ like a paper in the house +that has something in it. There is not an account of the fashions in +that newspaper from one year's end to the other; in fact, there is +nothing in it but politics--politics; it is the stupidest paper I ever +read. Why don't you take the 'Lady's Garland,' now, or 'The Parlor +Weekly,' or some such interesting periodical, with those lovely +fashion-prints, and cuff and collar patterns, and crochet guides? One +would think you imagined a woman's mind needed no nutriment at all. What +are you laughing at, Mr. Howe?" + +"Your thirst for knowledge," replied John. + +"Laugh away--it is a great point gained to get one's husband +good-humored. Now, listen: Mrs. St. Pierre has gone into the country, so +has Mrs. Ralph Denys, and Mrs. George Cook goes to-morrow." + +"What the deuce has that to do with us?" asked John. + +"It is so vulgar to stay in the city in summer," replied Mrs. Howe. +"Nobody does it but tradespeople, and those who can not afford to +migrate. I tell you it is indispensable for people in our station not to +be seen here in the summer months." + +"I don't want to be seen," said John, still puffing. "Shut the front +window-shutters; let the silver door-plate grow rusty, and the cobwebs +gather on the blinds and front-door; live in the back part of the house; +never go out except in the evening. That's the way half the fashionables +'go into the country;' confounded cheap way, too," and John laughed +merrily. + +"Now, John," said his wife, "where did you pick that up? I took good +care not to tell you that, because I knew I should never hear the last +of it; but even that is better than to be thought unfashionable. Still, +it is not like having a country seat." + +"A country-seat!" ejaculated John, wheeling square round, so as to face +his wife; "catch me at it! Eat up by musquitos, kept awake by +bull-frogs, serenaded by tree-toads, bored to death by riding-parties +from the city, who devour your fruit, break off your flowers, and bark +your trees; horses and carriages to keep, two or three extra servants, +conservatory, hot-house, stables, barns, garden-tools, ice-house--shan't +do it, Mrs. Howe;" and John turned his back, put his heels deliberately +up on the window-seat, and resumed his chibouk. + +Mrs. Howe smiled a little quiet smile, snapped her finger, as if at some +invisible enemy, and tiptoeing up behind her husband's chair, whispered +something in his conjugal ear. + +The _second_ time that magic whisper had conquered Mr. Howe! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +Slowly Rose regained her consciousness. Had she been dreaming about +Vincent's death? The dim light of morning was struggling in through the +vines that latticed the window. She raised herself from the floor. Ah, +now she remembered. It was only the incoherent ravings of the poor +crazed being who had been in the evening before; how foolish to let it +make her so miserable! As if there were not more than one person of the +name of Vincent in the world. She tried to shake off her miserable +thoughts; she knelt by the side of little Charley's bed, and kissed his +blue eyes awake, although it was scarcely daylight; for she felt so +lonely, just as if _her_ Vincent were _really_ dead, and the wide earth +held but one. She took Charley up and held him in her arms, and laid her +cheek to his. Strange she could not shake off that leaden feeling. It +must be that she were ill, she was so excitable; she would be better +after breakfast. Sad work those trembling fingers made with Charley's +toilet that morning. Still she kept tying, and buttoning, and pinning, +and rolling his curls over her fingers--for the restless, unquiet heart +finds relief in motion; ay, motion--when the brain reels and despair +tugs at the heart-strings. Oh, Time be merciful! bear swiftly on the +restless spirit to meet its fate; torture it no longer, suspended by a +hair over the dread abyss! + +It had commenced raining. Rose believed it was that which made her +linger on that morning, forgetting through how many drenching rains she +had patiently traversed those streets. + +She walks back and forth from the window irresolutely. She thinks she +will wait till the skies clear. Poor Rose! will thy sky _ever_ be clear? +Now she listlessly takes up a newspaper, with which Charley has been +playing. She smooths out its crumpled folds, and reads mechanically +through advertisements of runaway negroes, sales of slaves at the +auction block, ship-news, casualties, marriages, deaths. Ah! what is +that? + + + "THE MYSTERY EXPLAINED. + + "It is at length ascertained that the young man who was poisoned in + Natchez, in a house of questionable reputation, by an abandoned + female, was Vincent L'Estrange Vincent. The deceased was about + twenty-five, of splendid personal appearance, and will doubtless be + much regretted by the large and fashionable circle in which he + moved. The murderess has not yet been apprehended." + + +The arrow has reached its mark--the bolt has sped--the weary search is +ended--Vincent is found. Rose's Vincent? + +No, not _hers_. + +The idol is dethroned forever: the Vincent _her_ innocent heart loved +was good, and pure, and true. Rose suffers, but she no longer loves. +There is a deep sense of wrong and injury, a hurried look back upon all +that is lost, a shuddering look forward, from youth's blighted +threshhold, at the long, dreary years yet to come--a helpless folding of +the hands at Fate--a hopeless, tearless, measureless grief. + +Blessed tears come quickly; lighten that heavy load; moisten those +burning eyelids; unclasp those icy hands; give to those dumb lips +speech; take from young life death's stony semblance! + +Speak to her, Charley. Stir the deep fountains of a mother's love, poor +fatherless one! Nestle close to her desolate heart. Bid her live for +_thee_, Charley. Tell her that 'mid thorns roses are found. Tell her +that to the _night_ alone, many a dew-gemmed flower yields up its +incense. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +"That will do, Mrs. Macque, thank you; now a small wine-glass and +another tea-spoon, if you please, for the light stand. I think we can +leave nurse Chloe with my patient now," said the speaker, turning to a +tall negress. "You understand, Chloe, give her the drops at four in the +morning, if she should waken; if the effect of the opiate lasts longer, +do not disturb her. I shall be in by six in the morning," and Doctor +Perry took his leave. + +No, not his leave; he might not stay with Rose, but he could pace up and +down beneath her window; he could see by the faint light of the shaded +night-lamp, the shadow of the nurse's figure on the muslin +window-curtains, and know that she was faithful at her post; yes, he +could walk there, and the time would not seem long while he thought of +Rose. + +Did she think, poor child, that his love could be chilled by aught but +unworthiness? + +Did she think it could die out though no encouraging breath of her's +fanned the flame? + +Did she think he could leave her to traverse the crowded streets of +that great Sodom, with no defense but her helplessness? + +Did she think that a rejected lover could not be a trustworthy, firm, +and untiring friend? + +Did she think that, like other men, he would mete out his attendance, +only so far as it met with an equivalent? + +Dear Rose! + +How often he had longed, as he had followed her at a distance through +the crowded streets, and seen her slight form bend under Charley's +burden, to offer her his protecting arm. How he had longed, when the +day's fruitless tramp was over, to go to her in the little parlor, and +bid her lay her weary head, fearlessly, as if on a brother's breast, and +now, when the heart's tonic;--hope--had been suddenly withdrawn, would +the drooping spirit sink? Medicine, he knew, could do little for the +soul's malady, but what it could do, she should be benefited by. + +The old colored nurse Chloe drew aside the bed-curtains to look at her +charge. How still she lay--how white and wan. "Berry sick," she +muttered, with a shake of her turbaned head, "missis berry sick," and +she moved gently a long tress of hair which lay across Rose's forehead. +"Missis berry young," she muttered, "no wrinkles dere; missis' heart is +wrinkled, pr'aps; young face an' ole heart; some trouble been dere," and +the old negress touched the little snow-flake of a hand which lay upon +the coverlid. "Most see trough it," she muttered, following the tracery +of the blue veins. "No ring on de wedding-finger; ah! pr'aps dat's it," +said the old negress, "den she'd better nebber wake up again. Black +skins and white skins, de Lord sends 'em both trouble to make it all +even. Some one ting, some anodder. My ole missis Vincent berry rich, but +had berry bad son; handsome, but berry bad; lub nobody but himself; die +like a dog wid all his money. De Lord he makes it all even, dis nigger +knows dat; ole missis Vincent good to gib ole Chloe her freedom, but +missis' son berry bad. De Lord sends some one ting, some anodder," and +Chloe folded her arms philosophically, and leaned back in her chair. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +The door of Gertrude's studio was ajar, for the day was warm, and the +lady had sat persistently at her easel, as was her wont (when the glow +was on), since early day-light. + +Pictures and picture frames, canvas and brushes, sketches in oils, +engravings and crayons, were scattered round, with as little regard to +housewife-ly order, as if the apartment had been tenanted by one of the +disorderly sex; the light was fine, and that was the most Gertrude cared +about. + +She was a picture herself as she sat there, and though a woman, was not +aware of it. The loose, white wrapper she wore had become unfastened at +the throat, and fallen partially off one shoulder, revealing as perfect +a bust as ever set a sculptor or lover dreaming. No prettier ornament +could have been found to keep back her light brown tresses than her tiny +white ears. And as the light fell upon the arm and hand which held her +palette, one ceased marveling, with such a model before her, at her +successful reproductions of it in the female pictures. + +There are some kinds of hair which always look poetical, whether +arranged or disarranged; their glossy waves changing in the sun's rays +like the arched neck of the peerless golden pheasant; now brown, now +golden, beautiful whether in light or shade. This was one of Gertrude's +greatest charms. And yet Gertrude was no beauty; but somehow there was a +witchery about her which made you think so. It might have been the play +of expression on the flexible lips, the warming up of the complexion, +the sudden kindling of the eye with smiles, to be as suddenly quenched +by tears; the rapid transitions from pensive sadness to mischievous +mirth. When she spoke, you thought the charm in her musical voice, when +she moved, in the symmetry of her form; every dress she wore you wished +she would always wear, every thing she did struck you as being most +perfectly and gracefully done; every thing she said was pertinent and +piquant; she had thought much, and read little, hence she was always +fresh and original; she was an independent thinker, and though +strong-minded and clear-headed, was strictly feminine. You looked your +watch in the face incredulously when you left her, as if _it_, not +_she_, were at fault. + +"I really do not think I can do better than that," she soliloquized, +laying down her brushes, and stepping back to look at her picture, "that +is a success; I feel it." + +"Saints and angels!" she exclaimed as the door creaked slightly on its +hinges; "where did you come from, you delicious little cherub?" + +Well might she exclaim. There was Charley, the little truant, just as he +had crept out of bed, looking (as a babe always does when it first +wakes) like a delicate morning-glory, whose dewy beauty the first sun's +ray will exhale. His little white night-robe hung loosely about him; his +large lustrous eyes were full of childish wonder, his dark hair curled +in moist rings round his white temples, and his cheek was yet warm with +the flush of sleep. + +"Where did you come from, you beautiful creature?" said Gertrude, +snatching him up, and kissing first his cherry lips, then his bare, +dimpled foot, with its pink-tipped toes, then his ivory shoulders; "I +never saw any thing half so beautiful--who _are_ you, you little dumb +angel?" + +Charley only replied by cuddling his little curly head on Gertrude's +shoulder, for even infancy's ear may be won by the musical sweetness of +a voice, and Gertrude's tones were heart-tones. + +"You trusting little innocent," said Gertrude, as her eye moistened, +"you are sweet and holy enough for an Infant Saviour. There, sit there +now, darling," said she, placing him on the middle of the floor, and +scattering a bunch of flowers about him by way of bribe, "sit there +now, while I sketch you for one," and she flew to her easel. + +"Yah--yah," said a voice at the door, as another model presented itself, +in the picturesque turbaned head of Chloe, "yah--yah--you cheat ole +nurse dis time, Massa Charley--" + +"Oh, don't take him away," said Gertrude; "lend him to me a little +while--whose child is it? I almost hoped he belonged to nobody." + +"Missis, down stairs," answered Chloe; "I don't know her name; she berry +sick, I only came las' night to nurse her, and while I busy here and +dere, Massa Charley take hisself off." + +"Your mistress is sick?" said Gertrude; "then of course she does not +want this little piece of quicksilver squirming round her; I want to +make a picture of him like those that you see," said Gertrude, pointing +to her sketches about the room;--"he is as handsome as an angel; leave +him with me, never fear, I can charm babies like a rattlesnake, and bite +them too," she added, touching her lips to Charley's tempting shoulders. + +"But my missis--" remonstrated Chloe. + +"Oh, never mind," said Gertrude, with her usual independence; "no mother +ever was angry yet because her child was admired. I will bring him down +to your door when he gets weary--there, do go away--he grows more lovely +every minute, and I am losing time." + +It was not strange that Gertrude should have been unaware of the +presence of the new lodger, rarely leaving her studio and the little +room adjoining, where she had her meals served, except in the evening, +when Rose was shut up in her own apartment, a prey to sorrowful +thoughts. + +Gertrude was as unlike other women in her dislike of gossip as in +various other items we might name. Provided she were not interfered +with, it mattered nothing to her who occupied the rooms about her. It is +only the empty-minded who, having no resources of their own, busy +themselves with the affairs of their neighbors. It was unaccountable to +her how the number of another woman's dresses, or bonnets, the hours and +the places in which she promenaded, the visitors she had, or refused to +have, her hours for rising, eating, and retiring, or the exact state of +her finances, could be matters of such momentous interest. Living +contentedly in a world of her own, she had neither time nor inclination +for such petty researches. + +A month had elapsed since Rose's sickness; she was now convalescent, and +able to part with the faithful Chloe, who claimed the privilege of +calling in occasionally to see Massa Charley. Rose was again alone--no, +not quite alone, for Gertrude had made her acquaintance, to explain her +capture of Charley, and ask the loan of him till the picture should be +finished. + +Gertrude was at a loss to comprehend Rose's manner: at one moment frank +and sisterly, at the next cold, silent, and repellant. Rose was +struggling with two contending feelings; her straightforward +ingenuousness made her shrink from the idea of concealing from one of +her own sex, who thus sought her acquaintance, her real history. She +shrank from a friendship based on deception. + +Simple, straightforward Rose! as if half the friendships in the world +would not snap in twain, placed on any other basis! If each heart, with +its disingenuous trickeries, its selfish purposes and aims, were laid +bare to its neighbor, if the real motives for seeming kindness, the +inner life, whose pure outward seeming is often in direct inversion to +the hidden corruption were as transparent to the human as to the +Omniscient eye, who could stand the test? + +A few interviews with Gertrude served to dispel, in a great measure, +these feelings. Her ready tact, and quick, womanly sympathies, served to +bridge over the chasm to Rose's naturally trusting heart. + +Oh, that parting with the life-boat of faith--that unsettled, drifting, +sinking, weary feeling--that turning away even from the substance, for +fear of the mocking shadow--that heart-isolation which makes a desert of +the green earth, with all its fragrance, and music, and sunshine--who +that has known misfortune has not deplored it? Who has not striven in +vain to get anchored back again where never a ripple of distrust might +disturb his peace. + +"Tell me how you like it," said Gertrude, placing Charley's finished +picture in the most favorable light. "Now don't say you are no +connoisseur, that is only a polite way of declining to give an +unfavorable opinion. Find all the fault you can with it; you at least +should know if it is true to life." + +"It is perfect," said Rose, delightedly; "it is Charley's own self; he +_is_ a pretty boy," said the proud mother, looking alternately from him +to the picture. + +"You must remember," said Gertrude, "that of all the different +expressions of a loved face, which the heart has daguerreotyped, the +artist can catch but one, and that one may not always be to friends the +favorite expression; hence you see, with all our good intentions, the +craft sometimes labor to disadvantage. However, I seldom paint +portraits; my forte is 'still life;' so, of course," she added, +laughing; "your mercurial little _Charley_ was quite out of my orbit, +but thanks to flowers and lump-sugar, I think I may say there is his +double." + +"A mother's eye sees no flaw in it," said Rose. + +"Thank you," said Gertrude, with a gratified smile. "It has already +found a purchaser. A gentleman who was in my studio this morning thought +it a fancy sketch, and would not believe me when I told him that there +was a beautiful living type; he offered me a sum for it that would at +one time have made my heart leap; I can afford to refuse it now." + +"How early did your artistic talent develop itself?" asked Rose. + +"I was always fond of pictures," replied Gertrude; "but the 'talent' +which prosperity 'folded in a napkin,' the rough hand of adversity shook +out." + +"Adversity?" repeated the astonished Rose, looking at Gertrude's sunny +face. + +"You are skeptical," said Gertrude. "I forgive you, but I have learned +not to wear my heart dangling like a lady's chatelaine at my girdle, to +be plucked at by every idle, curious, or malicious hand. + +"Listen!" And she drew her chair nearer to Rose. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +GERTRUDE'S STORY. + + +"When I was about fifteen, I lost both my parents with an epidemic, +which raged in the neighborhood. Up to that time, I had known poverty +and sorrow only through an occasional novel, which fell in my way. My +dear father, whose silver head I never can think of without +involuntarily and reverentially bowing my own, had made my child-life +one dream of delight. I felt free to think aloud in his presence. I +feared no monastic severity at my childish blunders, or indiscretions; +he was my friend, my play-fellow, as well as my teacher and guardian. + +"I had an only brother, who had imbibed an unconquerable passion for +travel and adventure, and the only mistake my father ever made +educationally, was shutting him off from any mention of the subject. He +thought himself right in this, and meant it kindly; but it resulted in +my brother's secretly leaving home in disguise for a foreign port; he +has never since been heard from, and was probably lost at sea. + +"Upon the death of my parents there was found nothing left for my +support, and I was left to the care of a distant relative. It was an +unexpected and unwelcome legacy, for Mrs. Bluff had five children of her +own, and though in comfortable circumstances, desired no addition to her +family. The knowledge of this added poignancy to the grief which already +burdened my heart. Upon entering this new life, I made many awkward +attempts, with my city-bred fingers, to propitiate Mrs. Bluff on such +occasions as baking-days, cleaning-days, washing-days, and ironing-days. +Mrs. Bluff's daughters were as round as pumpkins, and as flaunting as +sun-flowers; could spin and weave, and quilt, and bake, and brew, and +had the reputation of driving the best bargain at the village store, of +any customer for miles round; they pushed me this way and that, laughed +at my small, baby hands and pale face, wondered where I had been brought +up that I never saw a churn; 'swapped off' my dear books, my only +comforts, unknown to me, to a traveling peddler for some bright-red +ribbon, and voted me on all occasions a most useless piece of furniture. +As for Mr. Bluff, provided his horses, hens, cows, pigs, and chickens, +fulfilled their barn-yard destiny, and Squire Tompkins's rabbits did not +girdle his young trees, and his mug of cider was ready for his cobwebbed +throat as soon as his oxen's horns were seen turning down the lane, the +world might turn round or stand still. + +"Every effort I made to conciliate the Bluffs, or to render myself +useful, met with a rude rebuff. I could not understand it then. I see +now that it was the rough but involuntary tribute which uneducated minds +involuntarily paid to a more refined one. Yet why should they feel thus? +If I could have taught them many things I had learned from books, they, +on the other hand, could have initiated me into the practical duties of +every-day life, without a knowledge of which any woman is in a pitiable +state of helplessness, for though she may be rich enough to have +servants, she is yet at their mercy, for if she chooses to order a +certain pudding for dinner, they may make a reply, which her ignorance +can not controvert, as to the time necessary to prepare it, or the +quantity of ingredients, not on hand, to make it. + +"Deprived of my books, my mind preyed upon itself. I wandered off, in my +leisure hours, in the woods and fields, and built such air-castles as +architects of sixteen are apt to construct. So fond I became of my +wood-rambles in all weathers, and talking to myself for want of company, +that an old lady in the village asked Mrs. Bluff, with the most +commiserating concern, 'if it wasn't a heap of trouble to look after +that crazy critter?' + +"I had been at Greytown about a year when a new pastor was settled over +the village church. It was an event commensurate with the taking of +Sebastopol. There was not an unwedded female in the parish, my cousins +included, who did not _give him a call_ in the most unmistakable manner. +What with utter disgust at these open advances, and renewed signs of +hostility on the part of my cousins since his advent, I resolved to +absent myself on the occasion of every parochial call, and to confine my +eyes to the pew crickets on Sunday. + +"The barriers which my obstinacy thus built up chance threw down. City +bred as I was, I had an extraordinary gift at climbing trees and scaling +fences. In one of my rambles, trusting too much to my agile ankles, when +climbing over a stone wall, I lost my foothold, and was precipitated to +the ground, bringing down a large stone upon my foot. The pain was so +great that I fainted. + +"When I came to myself, the minister was bathing my face with some water +he had brought from a brook near by. I roused myself, and after making +several ineffectual attempts to bear my own weight, was obliged to +accept his offered arm. I was vexed to have been seen in so awkward a +predicament, vexed that the dread of the storm that was sure to burst on +my head on my appearance with him at my aunt's, should render me +incapable of even the most common-place conversation. For some reason or +other, he seemed equally embarrassed with myself, and I shut myself up +on reaching home, to give full vent to my mortification. From that +moment I endured every species of persecution from my aunt and cousins, +who, with their scheming eyes, saw in it only a well-planned stratagem, +and drove me nearly distracted by speaking of it in that light to those +who would be sure to report it to the party most concerned. Whether this +suggested thoughts in the young minister he would not otherwise have +entertained, I can not say--certain it is, that he very soon invited me +to become mistress of the parsonage, and from its flowered windows, a +few weeks after, with my husband's arm about me, I could smile on my +parishioners, both male and female. + +"Never was a wife blessed with a truer heart to rest upon--never was a +wife nearer forgetting that happiness is but the exception in this world +of change. What is this modern clamor about 'obedience' in the marriage +relation? How easy to 'obey' when the heart can not yield enough to the +loved one? Ah, the chain can not fret when it hangs so lightly! I never +heard the clanking of mine. Oh, the deep, unalloyed happiness of those +five short years! I look back upon it from this distance as one +remembers some lovely scene in a sunny, far-off land, where earth and +heaven put on such dazzling glory as dimmed the eyes forever after, +making night's leaden pall denser, gloomier, for the brightness which +had gone before. These are murmuring words; but Rose, if you ever loved +deeply; if after drifting about alone in a stormy sea of trouble, you +gained some gallant vessel, saw the port of peace in sight, and then +were again shipwrecked and engulfed--but you are weak yet, dear Rose; I +should not talk to you thus," said Gertrude, observing Rose's tears. + +"It eases my heart sometimes to weep," was Rose's low reply. "Go on." + +"I left the roof under which no sound of discord was ever heard, my +child and I. The world is full of widows and orphans. One meets their +sabled forms at every step. No one turns to look at them, unless perhaps +some tearful one at whose hearthstone also death has been busy. And so +we passed along, wondering, as thousands have done before us, as +thousands will in time to come, how the sun _could_ shine, how the birds +_could_ sing, how the flowers _could_ bloom, and we so grief-stricken! I +found the world what all find it who need it. Why weary you with a +repetition of its repulses--of my humiliations, and struggles, and +vigils? Years of privation and suffering passed over my head. + +"Amid my ceaseless searches for employment I met a Mr. Stahle. He was a +widower, with two little boys who were at that time with his first +wife's relatives. He proposed marriage to me. My heart recoiled at the +thought, for my husband was ever before me, I told him so, but still he +urged his suit. I then told him that I feared to undertake the +responsibilities of a stepmother. He replied that was the strongest +argument in favor of my fitness for the office. He told me that _my_ +child should be to him dear and cherished as his own. These were the +first words that moved me. For my child's sake should not I accept such +a comfortable home? Often he had been sick and suffered for medicines +not within my means to procure; was I not selfish in declining? I +vacillated. Stahle saw his advantage, and pursued it. A promise of +employment which had been held out to me that morning failed. I gave a +reluctant consent. Mr. Stahle's delight was unbounded; his buoyant +spirits oppressed me; his protestations of love and fidelity pained me; +I shrank away from his caresses, and when, after a few days, he, fearful +of a change in my resolution, urged a speedy union, I told him that the +marriage must not be consummated--that my heart was in my husband's +grave--that I could not love him as I saw he desired, and that our union +under such circumstances could never be a happy one. + +"He would listen to no argument; said I had treated him unkindly; that +my promise was binding, and that I could not in honor retract it; that +he did not expect me to love him as he loved me, and that if I could +yield him no warmer feeling than friendship, he would rather have that +than the love of any other woman. Perplexed, wearied, and desponding, I +ceased to object rather than consented, while Stahle hurried the +preparations for our union. Worn out in mind and body, I resigned +myself as in a sort of stupor, like the wretch whom drowsiness +overpowers in the midst of pathless snows. Oh, had I _but then_ woke up +to the consciousness of my own powers! But I will not anticipate. + +"Mr. Stahle took a house much larger than I thought necessary, for he +had only a limited salary. I begged him to expend nothing in show; that +if his object were to gratify me, I cared for none of those things. He +always had some reason, however, which he considered plausible, for +every purchase he made; and skipped from room to room with the glee of a +child in possession of a new toy, giving orders here and there for the +arrangement of carpets, furniture, and curtains, occasionally referring +to me. On such occasions I would answer at random, memory picturing +_another_ home, whose every nook and corner was cherished as he who had +made it for me an earthly heaven! + +"One morning early, Stahle came to my lodgings in great haste, saying, +'Gertrude, we must be married immediately; this very morning; see here,' +and he drew from his pocket a paper, in which he read: 'Married, last +night, by Rev. Dr. Briggs, Mrs. Gertrude Deane to John H. Stahle.' + +"'Who could have done that?' asked I, no suspicion of the truth crossing +my mind. + +"'It is impossible to tell,' replied Mr. Stahle; 'at all events, there +is only one course for us to pursue; here is the marriage-license--the +clergyman will wait upon us in fifteen minutes. Never mind your dress,' +said he, as I cast my eye down upon my sable robes--(alas! they were all +too fitting)--'you always look pretty, Gertrude,' and he took my hand in +his own, which trembled with agitation. + +"I was bewildered, paralyzed; for up to that moment I had hoped for some +unexpected deliverance. I was hardly conscious during the ceremony. I +remembered the face of my child, and of a friend who was witness. I +remember Stahle's convulsive pressure of my arm against his side. I +remember how like a knell fell these words upon my ear, 'I now pronounce +you man and wife.' I remember my dread of the clergyman's taking leave +of us; and I remember that the gleam of Stahle's eye, as he did so, made +me shiver. + +"Stahle was mentally infinitely my inferior; still I believed him a +conscientious _Christian_. Now when I look back, I only wonder that I +did not lose my faith in the very belief he so disgraced by his +professorship. His external religious duties were most punctiliously +performed. He never was absent, how inclement soever the weather, from +church or vestry-meeting; he never, under any circumstances, omitted +family devotions; the Bible was as familiar to him as A, B, C, and as +often on his lips. I myself was religiously inclined; it was this alone +which had buoyed me up when wave after wave of trouble dashed over me. I +had thought sometimes that on this ground we could meet, if on no other. +This alone inspired me with confidence that his promises to me and my +child would be conscientiously kept. + +"How can I describe to you my gradual waking up from this delusion? The +conviction that came slowly--but surely--that he was a hypocrite, and a +gross sensualist. That it was passion, not love, which he felt for me, +and that marriage was only the stepping-stone to an else impossible +gratification. + +"Now I understood why that, which, to a delicate mind, would have been +an insuperable obstacle to our union, was but a straw in his path. It +was not the _soul_ of which he desired possession, it was not that which +he craved or could appreciate. I was wild with despair. O, the creeping +horror with which I listened to his coming footsteps! I sprang from my +seat when his footfall announced his approach--not to meet him, as a +wife should meet her husband, as I in happier days had met Arthur--but +to fly from him--to throw out my arms despairingly for help, and then to +sink back into my chair, and nerve myself with a calm voice and shrouded +eye to meet his unacceptable caresses. + +"O, what a fate--and for me! I who had soared with the eagle, to burrow +with the mole! + +"How aggravated the misery that one must bear alone! My perfect +self-control could not be penetrated by Stahle's imperfect vision;--to +him my disgust was only coyness, and served but as fuel to the flame. +This was my penance, for a sin against God, of which every woman is +guilty who goes from the altar with perjured lips. But alas! little by +little, as a drop of water may wear away the stone, had poverty, and +sorrow, and discouragement robbed me of my energy, and made me the +helpless tool I was. Still it comforted me that I had not deceived +Stahle;--he knew my heart was not his, and but for the trick to which I +was now sure his fears and passion had alike urged him on that fatal +morning, I might have roused myself ere too late, from the benumbing +spell of despair. + +"Still, before God I resolved conscientiously to perform the duties I +had assumed. The more my heart recoiled, the more strict was my outward +observance. I patiently repaired the dilapidations of Stahle's widower +wardrobe; I attended to his minutest wishes with regard to the +management of his household; I saw that his favorite dishes were set +before him. + +"_Duty_ in place of _Love_! O, the difference in the two watchwords! The +irresistible trumpet tones of the two combined! + +"During the day, the labor of my hands served as an escape-valve for the +restlessness of my heart; but the evenings--the long, long +evenings!--for Stahle never left my side. I proposed his reading to me, +as a reprieve from his caresses. I did not care what, so that his arms +were not round my waist, or his lip near mine. The plan succeeded but +very indifferently; the books which I had on hand were not suited to his +understanding, or his taste. I then procured some novels, involved him +in tracing the fates of distressed lovers and their adjuncts, and +succeeded better; not but that even then there were occasional +parantheses which recalled me from the dream-land into which I had +wandered away from the book and its reader, while employed with my +needle. This reading also served as a pretext for lengthening the +evenings--which, paradoxical as it may appear, was very desirable to me. + +"I have said Stahle had two absent children. I had urged him ever since +our marriage to bring them home. His reply always was: 'I can not leave +you yet, Gertrude, to go for them.' I urged their separation from him, +and the necessity that probably existed for those who had passed through +so many different hands, of some system, as to their government and +education. He seemed quite insensible to these appeals, having only one +thought, that of leaving me, although the journey required but one day. + +"I am, as you have seen, Rose, very fond of children. I determined, God +helping me, to fulfill my duty to the utmost in regard to his. I hoped +to make this a pleasant duty. + +"It was evening. I was alone; a cheerful fire blazed upon the hearth; +the tea-table was spread, the lamps lighted, and my little Arthur was +amusing himself making rabbits with his fingers upon the walls. I sat in +my little rocking-chair thinking. It was so blessed to be again alone +with only my little Arthur. Lip, eye, and brow to be out of school! +True, my bill of sale every where met my eye; the roof over my head was +_his_--I could not say _ours_. + +"Hark!--away with such thoughts--that step was Stahle's! He had returned +from his day's journey. He came in, leading by the hand two little boys. +My heart warmed toward the motherless; these little ones, still clad in +the badge of mourning for her whose loss, with my best efforts, I could +never hope to repair;--these little ones, looking wonderingly about +them, in their meek helplessness, at the strange aspect of every thing! +It was to me an inexpressibly touching sight. Before I could caress +them, Stahle stepped between us, and threw his arms passionately about +me. It was so like him, that mistake. The children felt supplanted, cast +frightened glances at me, and nestled closer to each other. I lost not a +moment in disengaging myself from Stahle, and took them both in my lap. + +"Fragile little things they were. They had outgrown their scanty +garments, the brush had not brought out the gloss on their silky locks, +their little finger-nails were all untrimmed, their flesh out of sight +not scrupulously clean; in short, they looked as childhood ever looks +when the watchful eye and busy hand of the mother is cold in death. + +"We soon became friends. The searching glances they bent on me, in which +I felt they were, to the best of their childish ability, taking my +measure, I returned with looks of heartfelt pity and love. + +"The next day, and many succeeding days, I busied myself in supplying +their wardrobe. I had a natural skill in cutting and making children's +garments, which, in my search for employment, I had sometimes hoped to +turn to account, and which rendered it a matter of little expense to +Stahle. This was a great gratification to me; it seemed to me to repay, +in some sort, an irksome obligation. I worked diligently and +assiduously, and had the satisfaction of hearing Stahle say that 'he had +not thought his children were so pretty;' and yet I expended nothing in +ornament, so unnecessary on childhood; but their limbs had free play in +their clothes; the colors of which their dresses were composed were +suited to their complexions; their feet were not compressed with tight +shoes; their hair was nicely kept, and they gradually lost that shy, +startled look which so distressed me when they first came. + +"I taught Arthur to yield his natural rights in his own property to +them. It was a lesson I was desirous early to teach him, who was in +danger of becoming selfish from always having played alone. + +"Children have quick instincts. Little Edgar and Harry soon learned to +love me, whom they knew to be their friend; they would put their arms +about my neck, and call me 'dear mother.' This troubled me; it seemed as +if it must pain _her_. I never taught them to call me so. I never taught +my child to call Stahle father. It seemed to me this should not be +forced, but should flow out spontaneously; even then I almost shrank +from accepting the sacred appellation. I talked to them often of their +own mother, lest years should efface the indistinct recollections of +infancy. I learned from their childish prattle, that she was 'always +sick.' I could readily believe it, for they had inherited her fragility; +also that she 'taught them a little prayer,' which they 'could not +remember,' though I repeated several which childhood oftenest lisps. + +"They said mother's hair was not curly, like mine, and that she was +'ever so much little-er'; and that she coughed very bad, and could not +play with them much. Consumption then was the enemy I was to ward off; +so I protected their little lungs with flannel. I dressed them warmly, +and then tried to inure them to all weathers, as I had always done my +own child. + +"I found a sort of quiet happiness in thus attempting to perform my +duty, for I really loved the children, who were quite as good as they +could be, after having passed through so many different hands. We had +been some time married when all the little ones were seized with +scarlatina, and after a painful prostration by it, and a partial +convalescence, the doctor advised a change of air, and we accordingly +commenced all needful preparations for the journey. + +"Up to this time I had not been into public with Stahle; even in my +first married life I had never done this, (why should I have done so +when _home_ was Paradise?) and now--what availed change of place, when, +go where I might, the arrow was still quivering in my heart? + +"Occasionally we had callers, business friends of Stahle's, to whom he +requested me to be, and to whom I was, punctiliously civil. + +"But we were now to move out of this orbit into a wider one; we were to +meet more than one class of persons, for the facilities of travel have +made north and south, east and west, mere nominal terms. + +"One day, on our journey, I took my seat at a public dinner-table with +Stahle. Some gentlemen were already seated, and engaged in conversation. +As we entered, one of them glancing at us, said to his companion, 'Look +there, Howard, how in the name of ---- did such a fellow,' nodding at +Stahle, 'get such a fine-looking woman as that for a wife?' + +"Stahle overheard it; his lips were livid with suppressed rage, while in +spite of all my efforts to keep the tell-tale blood from my face, it +was quite crimsoned. From that moment he became changed; for the first +time the disparity between us seemed to dawn upon him. He thought every +body else was looking at us through the same pair of spectacles. He grew +moody, silent, and abstracted; was ever on the alert when we were in +company, overhearing every word, watching every look, noticing every +motion, magnifying every thing into an affront to him, or an overture to +me. + +"I have not described Stahle's physique to you. He was under-sized, with +a pale complexion, and light brown beard. He wore his hair long, and +parted on the left temple, its sleek, shining look, giving him a meek +appearance; his lips were thin, and, in a woman, would have been called +shrewish; this tell-tale feature he dexterously concealed with his +beard. I have never seen such a mouth since, that I have not shuddered; +his eyes were a pale gray, and were always averted in talking, as if he +feared his secret thoughts might shine through them. He appeared to +great disadvantage in company, both from his inferior personal +appearance and his total inability to sustain a conversation on any +subject. Of this he seemed to be unaware until we appeared in company +together. I soon found that the monosyllabic system to which he was +necessarily confined, it would be necessary for me also to adopt, when +addressed. This, apart from the tyranny which prompted it, was no trial +to me, for I never liked going into company, and never was at a party +which paid me for the bore of dressing. + +"Of course I saw all these things as though I saw them not. I was +perfectly aware of my position, and I resolved, under all circumstances, +to control myself, and never descend, whatever might transpire, to a war +of words. I appeared in public as seldom as possible, lest Stahle should +find cause of offense. I was as scrupulously attentive to him and his +interests as if I did not know that my best endeavors would now be +misconstrued. I felt no faltering in my desire to make his innocent +children happy and comfortable. I spoke to no one of my discomfort. I +said to myself, I have made a great mistake, and must bear the +consequences with what fortitude I may. + +"I little knew the deadly malignity of Stahle's disposition. I little +knew the penalty I was to pay for the difference which nature and +education had made between us. + +"One day Stahle came home looking unusually moody and sullen. He found +his dinner nicely prepared, and the children neatly washed and dressed. +The parlor was tidy, I was courteous; there was nothing to find fault +with, nothing to irritate, not the most slender foundation for a +quarrel. + +"Stahle saw this--he could have wished it were otherwise. He was at a +loss how to proceed. After taking one or two turns across the room, he +said, 'Gertrude, I want all the children's clothes packed in a trunk, +and ready by noon to-morrow.' + +"'The children,' asked I, in surprise, 'are you going to send the +children away? Where are they going?' + +"'That's my affair,' he rudely answered. + +"I asked no questions; I simply said 'The trunk shall be ready,' and +went on with my sewing. I did not know then as I do now, that it was the +first of a projected and deliberate series of attempts to injure me, by +creating the impression that the children were not well cared for. He +could not well have wounded me more deeply. I--who had so +conscientiously striven to perform my duty to the motherless. I--who, +when any little question between the children was to be decided, gave +the preference to _his_ children, lest I might wrong them even in a +trifle--those 'trifles,' which, to childhood are matters of as grave +importance as our adult affairs. + +"The cunning malignity of this act was worthy of Stahle. I made no +complaint, I asked the children no question which I was too proud to ask +the father. The little trunk was packed, and Stahle remarking that he +should be gone two days, the carriage drove off. It was some comfort +that the children ran up to me, and put up their lips spontaneously for +a kiss, as they were leaving; it was more still that my conscience +acquitted me before God of any intentional sin of omission toward them. + +"I had just begun to see the good effect of systematic training on +natures sweet and good, though neglected and misdirected. Their +wardrobes were amply supplied, the books purchased to teach them--and +now--well, I bore the cross uncomplainingly at least, and when Stahle +returned, no trace of what had occurred was perceptible in my manner, or +habits. He was evidently as much at a loss to understand my +self-control, as to cope with it. He had expected a scene--an outburst +of indignant feeling--an angry altercation in which his nature might +vent itself in a brutal reply. He judged me by the women whom he had all +his life known. He was at fault. + +"His next step was to break up housekeeping and board out; for this +also, he gave me no reason. Whole days he passed without speaking to me, +and yet, at the same time, no inmate of a harem was ever more slavishly +subject to the gross appetite of her master. It was now midwinter; I had +a bad cough, and was suffering from want of flannels and thick +under-clothes; he furnished me with no funds for the purpose. This was +to compel me to do what would give him some advantage over me--run in +debt. I foresaw this, and avoided it, confining myself to my +insufficient clothing. + +"Stahle always selected a boarding-house for our residence, the mistress +of which was _her own mistress_--(_i. e._, a widow or a single woman). +Immediately upon going to such a house, a private understanding sprung +up between Stahle and herself, and the servants taking their cue from +their mistress, I found it quite impossible to get any thing I wanted. +This was less of a trial to me than it might have been, had I not been +accustomed to wait upon myself; but one is necessarily circumscribed in +a boarding-house; the cellar may not be visited for coal, or the kitchen +for water, if the landlady does not see fit to have the bells answered; +neither, if she chooses to decree otherwise, and your husband is in the +conspiracy, can you be waited on at the table till every one else has +been served. Stahle often finished his dinner and rose from the table +while my plate and Arthur's, had not been once filled. He studiously +insulted me by this public neglect, and to make it still more marked, +helped every one else, even the men, within reach. Of this, also, I took +no outward notice. + +"One day the landlady came to me with a manner so bland that I was +instantly on my guard. She complimented my hair, my figure, my manners. +She wondered I never came down out of my room into the public parlor. +She intimated that the gentlemen were very desirous of making my +acquaintance, particularly one, by the name of Voom--with whom, by the +way, I had seen Stahle leave the house, arm in arm. I saw through the +plot at once--but received it as if I did not, treated her just as +civilly as if she were not a female Judas, and resolutely kept my own +apartment. + +"To show you the pettiness of Stahle's revenge, I will mention one or +two incidents: + +"One evening, while walking my room, a needle penetrated the thin sole +of my slipper, and was at once half buried in my foot. Three times, with +all my strength, I tried to extricate it; the fourth, and I was still +unsuccessful; both strength and courage now failed me. Stahle, from the +other side of the room, looked coolly on, and, with a Satanic smile, +said, 'Why don't you pull again?' With the courage inspired by this +brutal question, I seized the protruding point of the needle with my +trembling fingers, and finally succeeded in withdrawing it. + +"That evening sharp pains commenced shooting through my foot, extending +quite to my side. I began to grow uneasy as they increased, and +requested Stahle to send for the doctor. This he peremptorily refused to +do. I waited a while longer, my limb in the mean time growing more and +more painful. Again I requested Stahle to go for the doctor, or I should +be obliged to send some one. At this he put on his hat and coat, and +went out. After a prolonged absence he returned, not with a doctor, but +a bottle of leeches, which he said 'had been ordered,' and set down the +bottle containing them on a table at the further end of the room. + +"It had become by that time quite difficult for me to step, as the +needle had penetrated the sole of my foot; but, by the help of chairs, +I pushed myself along until I reached the bottle. + +"I am not given to faintings or womanish fears, but from my childhood I +have had a shuddering horror of any thing like a snake; so unconquerable +was this aversion, that I was forced to date it back prior to my birth. + +"Stahle was aware of this weakness, and as, with a strong effort at +self-command, I took up the bottle and then set it down again in a +paroxysm of terror at the squirming inmates, he laughed derisively. That +laugh nerved me with new strength. I uncorked the bottle, holding its +mouth close to my foot, that the leeches might fasten on it, without my +touching them with my fingers. + +"As the first one greedily struck at my foot, I fainted. The effort at +self-control in my nervous, excited state, was too much for me. + +"When I recovered, the broken bottle lay upon the floor, the leeches had +disappeared, save the one which had fastened upon my foot, and Stahle +had gone to bed. + +"Not long after this, unable to go out myself, I sent my little Arthur +of a necessary errand. He had attended to it successfully, and was +returning, when a gig, furiously driven by two young men, turned rapidly +a street-corner, ran against and prostrated him. Arthur was a very +spirited little fellow, and, beside, had much of the Spartan in his +temperament. A policeman who saw the transaction, stepped up and raised +him upon his feet, the brave child stoutly maintaining that he was 'not +much hurt.' With all this bravery, Arthur was also shy and sensitive, +and the gathering crowd and the immediate proximity of the policeman +annoyed and mortified him. The policeman, however, true to his duty, +would not leave him, and Arthur, whose love to me no thought of self +could ever obliterate, gave him the number of Stahle's place of business +instead of our residence, lest I should be distressed or frightened in +my invalid state by their sudden appearance. + +"The policeman accordingly left him there, satisfied that he would be +kindly cared for by a father. After he had gone, Stahle put his pen +behind his ear, his hands in his pockets, and, surveying my boy a +moment, said, 'Well, sir, go home to your mother.' + +"Child as he was, he would have died rather than ask for the conveyance +which he so much needed, or even for Stahle's helping hand on the +way--for it was a long distance to our lodgings--and Stahle saw him limp +out without offering either. + +"The door opened, and with white lips my brave boy staggered into the +room, and briefly narrated his misfortune, still persisting, though the +pain was even then forcing tears from his eyes, that he was 'not hurt.' +I took off his clothes, and found his side already quite black with the +bruise he had received, and so sore that, though he still refrained from +complaining, he winced at the lightest touch of my finger. + +"I had not a cent in my possession. I had not had for a long time, for +I never had asked Stahle for money. This Stahle knew, and that day and +night, and half of the following day he purposely absented himself, +leaving me to get along in these circumstances as best I could with the +child. On his return he asked no questions and took no notice of the +occurrence, although Arthur was still a prisoner to the sofa. Not a word +passed my lips either on the subject, though this, to my maternal heart, +had been the heaviest trial it had yet been called to bear. + +"Time passed on, and Arthur had become convalescent. I was now so +extremely nervous from mental suffering, that I found it impossible to +sleep unless I first wearied myself with out-door exercise. + +"Tying on my bonnet, I went out one afternoon for the purpose. The noise +and whirl of the street was an untold relief to me. + +"Motion--motion--when the brain reels, and despair tugs at the +heart-strings! + +"On my return I was not obliged to ring at the front door, as some +persons were standing upon the steps talking; I passed them and my light +footfall on the carpet, being noiseless, I entered the door of my room +unheralded. + +"Judge of my astonishment when I saw Stahle standing with his back to +me, quite unaware of my presence, inspecting (by means of false keys) +the contents of my private writing-desk! opening my husband's letters, +sacred to me as the memory of his love; reading others from valued +friends, received before my marriage with Stahle--not one of which, for +any stain they cast on me, might not have been bared to the world's +censorious eye. + +"He then took up my husband's miniature--O, how unlike the craven face +which bent over it! At last, I was choking with passion; this was the +brimming drop in my cup; you might have known it by the low, calm tone +with which I almost whispered as I laid my trembling hand on my +treasures--'these are _mine_ not yours--" + +"They were the only words which escaped my lips, but there must have +been something in the tone and in my face, before which his spirit +cowered. He made no attempt to resist me as I took possession of them, +but turning doggedly on his heel, muttered: 'the law says you can have +nothing that is not mine.' O, how many crushed and bleeding hearts all +over our land can endorse the truth of this brutal answer. + +"Stahle began now to spend his nights away from home; I had never yet +made a complaint or remonstrance except in the case just stated. I did +not now. If it was his purpose with his usual want of insight into my +character, to give me a long cord with which to hang myself, it failed, +for my boy and I slumbered innocently and peacefully. + +"You may ask why, with these feelings toward me, he did not desert me; +for two reasons. 1st. He had a religious character to sustain; during +all this time he was more constant than ever, if that were possible, at +every church and vestry-meeting, often taking part in the exercises, and +always out-singing and out-praying every other church-member. 2d. It was +his expectation by these continuous private indignities, which many a +wife suffers in silence, to force _me_ to leave _him_, and thus preserve +his pietistic reputation untarnished. All these plans, which I perfectly +understood, failed. He could find nothing upon which to sustain a charge +against me, either in my daily conduct, or in my private correspondence, +dated, long years before he knew me, but which the _law allowed him to +inspect_. + +"I contracted no debts because he would not supply my necessary wants. I +took no advantage of his absence from home to forfeit my own +self-respect. What was to be done? He must move cautiously, for the +maintenance of a religious character was his stock in trade. + +"Returning from a walk one day with my little Arthur, I found a note on +my table from Stahle, saying 'that he had suddenly been called South on +business, and should remain a few days.' I have never seen him since. +Not that I did not hear from him, for the plan was legally concocted. +Letters were written to me by him, saying 'that he was searching for a +good business-situation, and would send for me when he found it.' +Sending for me to join him, but making no mention of my boy. Sending +for me to come hundreds of miles away under the escort of his brother, +whom I had ascertained to have uttered the foulest slanders about me +(and who was to be my protector and purser on the occasion). Every +letter was legally worded; 'my dear Gertrude' was at the top of the +letter, and 'your affectionate husband' at the bottom. They were always +delivered to me by two witnesses, that I might not dodge having received +them. And yet each one, though without a flaw in the eye of the law, was +so managed as to render compliance with it impossible, had I desired to +rejoin a man who had done, and was still covertly doing, all in his +power to injure my good name. In the meanwhile, what he dared not do +openly, he did by the underground railroad of slander; insinuations were +made by those in his employ; eyebrows were raised, shoulders were +shrugged, hints thrown out that my extravagance had rendered it +necessary for him to leave me. (I, who had never asked for a cent since +our marriage, whose nimble needle had replenished his own and his +children's dilapidated wardrobes.) + +"Men stared insolently at me in the street; women cast self-righteous +scornful glances; 'friends' worse than foes, were emboldened by _his_ +villainy to subject themselves to a withering repulse from her who +sought to earn her _honest_ bread. + +"Did I go out in search of employment--I was 'parading to show myself.' +Did I stay within doors--'there was no doubt a good reason why I _dared_ +not go out.' Did I keep my own and my boy's small stock of clothing +whole, tidy, and neat--'they would like to know who kept me in clothes +now.'" + +"Surely," said Rose, interrupting her, "surely, dear Gertrude, there +must have been those who knew, and could bear witness, that you were +good and innocent." + +"True," answered Gertrude, "there were those who could do so, but +admitting this fact, what plausible excuse could they make for not being +my helpers and defenders on all needful occasions? No, dear Rose, the +world is a selfish one, and degrading as it is to human nature to assert +it, it is nevertheless true, that there are many, like those summer +friends of mine, who would stand by with dumb lips and see the slanderer +distill, drop by drop, his poison into the life-blood of his victim, +rather than bring forward, at some probable cost to themselves, the +antidote of truth in their possession. Even blood relations have been +known to circulate what they knew to be a slander to cover their +parsimony. And those people, who are the most greedy listeners to the +slanderer's racy tale, are the people who "never meddle in such things," +when called upon to refute it. + +"Did these bitter taunts crush me? Was I to become, through despair, the +vile thing Stahle and his agents wished?" + +"No! The nights I walked my chamber-floor, with my finger-nails +piercing my clinched palms till the blood came, were not without their +use. I weighed every faculty God had given me, measured every power, +with a view to its marketable use. I found one yet untried. I seized my +pencil, and I triumphed even with the blood-hounds on my track, for God +helped the innocent." + +"Oh, teach me that, strong-hearted, noble Gertrude, teach me that! for I +have no stay this side Heaven!" and, with sobbing utterance, Rose poured +into Gertrude's sympathizing heart the checkered story of her life. + +Did she whose courage had parted the stormy waters of trouble, and who +had come out triumphant, turn a deaf ear to that wail of despair? + +Is woman _always_ the bitterest foe of her crushed sister? always the +first to throw a stone at her? + +No--God be thanked! For the first time Rose was folded to a loving +sister's heart, and in the sweet words of Ruth to Naomi, Gertrude said, +as she bade Rose good-night, + +"Whither thou goest I will go; whither thou lodgest I will lodge; naught +but death shall part thee and me." + + +Was the watchman's midnight cry, "All's well," beneath the window, a +prophecy? + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + + +"Seems to me that you are nudging a fellow for his ticket every five +minutes," said a lantern-jawed looking individual to the railroad +conductor, as he roused himself from his nap, and pulled a bit of red +pasteboard from his hat-band. "I feel as if my gastronomic region had +been scooped out, and rubbed dry with a crash-towel; how long before we +stop, hey?" + +"Buy some books, sir?" said a young itinerant bookseller to our hungry +traveler. + +"Have you the 'True guide for travelers to preserve their temper?'" said +our friend to the urchin. + +The boy looked anxiously over the titles of his little library, and +replied, with a shake of the head, "No, sir, I never heard of it." + +"Nor I either," responded the hungry growler; "so get about your +business; the best book that was ever written can neither be ate nor +drank; I'd give a whole library for a glass of brandy and water this +minute," and the unhappy man folded his arms over his waistband, and +doubled himself up like a hedgehog in the corner. + +"I am always sure to get a seat on the sunny side of the cars, and next +to an Irish woman," muttered a young lady. "I wonder do the Irish never +feed on any thing but rum and onions?" + +"Very uncomfortable, these seats," muttered a gentleman who had tried +all sorts of positions to accommodate his vertebræ; "the corporation +really should attend to it. I will write an article about it in my +paper, as soon as I reach home. I will annihilate the whole concern; +they ought to remember that editors occasionally travel, and remember +which side their bread is buttered. Shade of Franklin! how my bones +ache; they shall hear of this in 'The Weekly Scimeter.' It is a +downright imposition." + +In fact, every body was cross; every body was hungry and begrimed with +dust; every body was ready to explode at the next feather's weight of +annoyance. + +Not every body; there was one dear little girl who found sunshine even +there, and ran about extracting honey from what to others were only +bitter herbs. Holding on by the seats, she passed up and down the narrow +avenue between the benches, peeping with the brightest smile in the +world into the faces of the cross passengers, drinking from the little +tin-cup at the water-tank, clapping her hands at the sound of the +whistle, and touching the sleeve even of the hedgehog gentleman rolled +up in the corner. The child's mother sat on the back seat, looking after +her as kindly as she was able; but, poor thing, traveling made her +sick, and she held her camphor-bottle to her nostrils, and leaned +gasping against the window-sill to catch every stray breath of air. + +What's that? + +Crash goes the window-glass; clouds of scalding steam pour into the +cars, which seem to be vibrating in mid-air; benches, baskets, bags, and +passengers are all jumbled pell-mell together; every face is blanched +with terror. + +"Oh, it's nothing, only the cars run off the track--only the engine +smashed, and baggage-car a wreck--only the passengers' trunks +disemboweled in a muddy brook--only the engineer scalded, and the +passengers turned out into a wet meadow in a pelting shower of rain; +that's all. Not a son of Adam was to blame for it--of course not," +growls the exasperated editor. "Thank Heaven the Superintendent of the +road and the Directors were in the forward car and got the first baptism +in that muddy brook." + +"Zounds!" he exclaimed, pinning up his torn coat-flap, and punching out +the crown of his hat; "they shall hear of this in 'The Weekly Scimeter.' +Railroad companies should remember that editors sometimes travel." + +"May! my little May!" gasped the poor sick woman, recovering herself, +and looking about for her child; "where's May?" + +Ah, where's May? Folded in His arms who carries the little lambs so +safely in his bosom--gone with the smile yet bright on her lip. + +Blithe little May! + +They take the little lifeless form and bear it across the fields to the +nearest farm-house, and the mother falls senseless, with her face to the +damp grass--the last tie of her widowed heart broken. + +"Sad accident, ma'am--hope you are not hurt," said the bustling village +doctor to a lady who held her handkerchief over her mouth. "Deplorable!" +exclaimed the delighted doctor. "My engagements are very pressing in the +village--five cases of typhoid fever, two of chicken-pox--hurried up +here in the face of promise to a lady, wife of one of our richest men, +not to be gone over half an hour, in _case_ she should want me. Ladies +can't always tell _exactly_, you know, ma'am. + +"Jaw-bone fractured? I'm somewhat in a hurry. Senator Scott's wife, too, +was very unwilling I should leave my office--;" and the doctor drew out +a Lepine watch, as if his moments were so much gold-dust--as if he had +not sat in his leathern chair, week in and week out, watching the +spiders catch flies, and wishing he were a spider, and the flies were +his patients. + +"Jaw-bone broke, ma'am?" he asked, again. + +"She is not hurt at all, I tell you," growled Mr. Howe, shaking the rain +from his hat, as he stood knee-deep in the tall meadow-grass. "She lost +her set of false teeth in the collision, and if you jabber at her till +the last day you won't catch her to open her mouth till she gets another +set." + +"_Mr._ Howe," said that gentleman's wife, in a muffled voice from behind +the handkerchief, "how _can_ you?" + +"How can I? I can do any thing, Mrs. Howe. Are not our trunks all +emptied into that cursed brook? All that French trumpery spoiled for +which you have been draining my pocket all the spring to go to Saratoga. +Did I want to come on this journey? Don't I hate journeying? Haven't I +been obliged to go a whole day at a time with next to nothing on my +stomach? Haven't I been poked in the ribs every fifteen minutes for the +conductor to amuse himself by snipping off the ends of my railroad +tickets? Don't my head feel as if Dodworth's brass band were playing +Yankee Doodle inside of it? Refreshments! Yes--what are the +refreshments? A rush round a semicircular counter by all sorts of +barbarians--bowls of oysters, scalding hot, and ten minutes to swallow +them--tea without milk--coffee without sugar--bread without butter, and +unmitigated egg--no pepper--no salt--no nothing, and, seventy-five cents +to pay; the whole thing is an outrageous humbug; and now here's this +collision, and your false teeth gone, not to mention other things." + +Another muffled groan from behind the handkerchief. + +"I'll have damages, heavy damages--let me see, there is the teeth, +$200." + +"Good heaven's, Mr. Howe," shrieked his wife--"you don't mean to mention +_them_ to the corporation?" + +"But I do, though," said John, "you never will be easy till you get +another set, and I mean they shall find 'em." + +Another groan from behind the handkerchief. + +"Passengers, please go through the meadow, and the cow-yard, yonder, and +cross the stile to get into the cars beyond," shouted the brakeman. + +Down jumped the ladies from their perches on the fences where they had +been roosting, like draggled hens in the rain, for the last half hour, +and all made a rush for the cow-yard. + +"There now, Mrs. Howe--do you hear that? A pretty tramp through that +high grass for your skirts and thin gaiter-boots. This is what tourists +call the delights of traveling, I suppose--humph." + +"We shan't get to ---- till the middle of the night, I suppose--_i. e._, +provided the conductor concludes not to have another smash-up. There +will be no refreshments, of course, to be had, that are good for any +thing, at that time o' night; waiters sleepy and surly, and I as hungry +as a bear who has had nothing but his claws to eat all winter. Pleasant +prospect that. You needn't hold up your skirts Mrs. Howe; there's no +dodging that tall grass. Trip to Saratoga! Mr. John Howe and +lady--ha--ha! Catch me in such a trap again, Mrs. Howe." + +Precisely at two o'clock in the morning, our hungry and jaded travelers +arrived at ----. A warm cup of tea and some cold chicken, somewhat +mollified our hero, and he was just subsiding into that Christian frame +of mind common to his sex when their hunger is appeased, when happening +to remark to the waiter who stood beside him, that he was glad to find +so good a supper so late at night--that worthy unfortunately replied: + +"Oh--yes! massa! de cars keep running off de track so often dat we have +to keep de food ready all de time, 'cause dere's no knowing, you see, +when de travelers will come; and dey is always powerful hungry." + +"Do you hear that?" said Mr. Howe to his wife, who was munching, as well +as she was able, behind her handkerchief; "and we have got to go back +the same road. You may not want that other set of teeth, after all, my +dear." + +"Sh--sh--sh--" said that lady, treading not very gently on his corns +under the table--"are you mad, Mr. Howe?" + +"Yes," muttered her husband--"stark, staring mad, I have been mad all +day--mad ever since I started on this journey; and I shall continue mad +till I get back to St. John's Square and my old arm-chair and +slippers;" and long after the light was extinguished, Mr. Howe was +muttering in his sleep, "I'll have damages--let me see, there's $200 for +the teeth." + +From that journey Mr. Howe dated his final and triumphant Declaration of +Domestic Independence. The spell of Mrs. Howe's cabalistic whisper was +broken. Mr. Howe had a counter-spell. Mrs. Howe's day was over. Mr. Howe +could smoke up stairs and down stairs, and in my lady's chamber; he +could brush his coat in the best parlor; put his booted feet on the +sofa, and read his political newspaper as long as he pleased. The word +"damages," arrested Mrs. Howe in her wildest flights, and brought her to +his feet, like a shot pigeon. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + + +A knock at the door--it was Chloe, with her gay bandanna, and shining +teeth, and eyeballs. She had come to take Charley out, ostensibly "for +an airing," but in fact to make a public exhibition of him, for, in her +eyes, he was the very perfection of childish beauty. + +"He's tired, missis, stayin' in de house," said Chloe, as Charley crept +toward the door, "let me take him out a bit;" and Chloe raised him from +the floor, and tied his cap down over his bright curls, stoutly +resisting all Rose's attempts to cover his massive white shoulders, +promising to protect them from the sun's rays, with her old-fashioned +parasol. + +Rose smiled, as Chloe sauntered off down the street with her pretty +charge; Charley's dimpled hand making ineffectual attempts to gain +possession of the floating ends of her gay-colored head-dress. + +And well might Chloe be proud of him; she had been nurse to many a fair +southern child in her day, but never a cherub like Charley. One and +another stopped to look at him. Mothers who had lost their little ones, +fathers in whose far-absent homes crowed some cherished baby-pet, and +blessed little children, with more love than their little hearts could +carry, stopped, and asked "to kiss the baby." + +Chloe was in a halo of glory. It was such a pity that missis was not +rich, that she might be Charley's nurse. She was sure she was not, +because her clothes and Charley's, though nice, had been so carefully +repaired, and then Chloe fell to romancing about it. + +"Chloe?" + +"Oh, missis, is that you? Berry glad to see you," said the negress, with +a not ungraceful courtesy, as she tried to keep out of the way of the +lady's prancing horses. + +"Whose lovely baby is that?" asked the old lady, putting on her glasses, +"hand him to me, Chloe." + +The old lady seemed to be strangely moved as Chloe sat him on her knee, +and tears chased each other down her face. + +"He is so like, Chloe, so like my poor dear boy at his age; just such +eyes, just such a forehead, just such beautiful shoulders--poor Vincent! +Whose child is it, Chloe?" asked the old lady, as she untied the baby's +cap, and pushed back the curls from his forehead. + +"He belongs to a northern lady I have been nursing, missis. _She_ is +berry handsome, too." + +"I can't spare him, yet," said the old lady, as Chloe held out her arms +for him. "I can not let him go; see, he likes me," said she, +delightedly, as Charley, with one of his caressing little ways, laid +his head down on her shoulder. "He is my dear Vincent back again. Get +in, Chloe, I'll drive you where you want to go. I can not give up the +child yet." + +The gay, prancing horses, with their flowing tails and manes, the +silver-mounted harness, and the bright buttons of the liveried coachman, +sent a brighter sparkle to the baby's eyes, and a richer glow to his +cheeks. He crowed, and laughed, and clapped his little hands, till +wearied with pleasure, and lulled by the rapid motion of the carriage, +his little limbs relaxed, and he fell asleep. + +What is so lovely as a sleeping babe? + +The evening star gemming the edge of a sunset cloud? the bent lily too +heavy with dew to chime its silver bells to the night wind? the closed +rose-bud whose fragrant heart waits for the warm sun-ray to kiss open +its loveliness? + +Unable to account for the powerful magnetism by which she was drawn to +the beautiful child, the old lady sat, without speaking, passing her +fingers over his ivory arm, and gazing upon the rich glow of his cheek, +the perfect outline of his limbs, and the shining curls of his +clustering hair. + +"Is this baby's mother a widow, Chloe?" she asked, at length. + +"I think so, missis--I don't know--I ax no questions." + +"Is she wealthy?" + +"Lor', bless you, no, missis; her clothes all mended berry carful." + +"I wish I had this baby," said the old lady, half musingly, as she again +looked at Charley. + +"Oh, Lor', missis, she lub him like her life--'t ain't no use, I tink." + +The old lady seemed scarcely to hear Chloe's answer, but sat looking at +Charley. + +"It would be a great comfort to me," she continued. "Where does his +mother live, Chloe?" + +"In ---- street," answered the negress. + +"That is close by, I will drive you to the door, and you must ask leave +to bring him to see me, Chloe;" and impressing a kiss on the face of the +sleeping child, she resigned him to his nurse. + + +Rose sat rocking to and fro in her small parlor, in a loose muslin +wrapper, and little lace cap, languid from the excitement of the +previous day, thinking of Gertrude, and wishing she had but a tithe of +that indomitable energy to which obstacles only served as stimulants; +and then Gertrude was talented, what had _she_ but her pretty face? and +that, alas! had brought her only misery! + +"Come in," said Rose, in answer to a slight tap on the door. + +"Ah, sit down, Gertrude. Chloe has just carried Charley away, and I am +quite alone." + +"I must make a sketch of that ebony Venus, some day," said Gertrude. + +"I confess," said she, as she seated herself in Rose's little +rocking-chair, "to a strong penchant for the African. His welling +sympathies, his rollicksome nature, and his punctilious observance of +etiquette in his intercourse with his fellows, both amuse and interest +me. + +"Your genuine African has dancing in his heels, cooking at his fingers' +ends, music on his lips, and a trust in Providence for the supply of his +future wants equaled only by the birds of the air. + +"He dances and prays with a will, nor thinks the two inconsistent, as +they are not. You should have gone with me, Rose, to an African church +not long since. I had grown weary of fine churches, and superfine +ministers, and congregations so polished that they had the coldness as +well as the smoothness of marble. I wearied of tasseled prayer-books, +with gilt clasps, and all the mummeries which modern religionists seem +to have substituted for true worship. + +"So I wandered out into the by-streets and poor places to find _nature_, +rough and uncultivated though it might be. A tumble-down looking church, +set among some old tenement-houses, caught my eye. Bareheaded children +were hanging round the door, scarcely kept in abeyance by a +venerable-looking negro sexton in the porch, with grizzled locks and +white neckerchief, whose admonitory shakes of the head habit had +evidently made second nature, as he bestowed them promiscuously, right +and left, till service was closed. + +"I entered and took my seat among the audience. No surly pew occupant +placed a forbidding hand on the pew door. Seats, hymn-books, crickets, +and fans were at my disposal. The hymn was found for me. I found myself +(minus 'a voice') joining in the hearty chorus. Who could help it? 'God +save the King' and the Marseillaise were tame in comparison. Every body +sang. It was infectious. The bent old negress, with her cracked voice, +her broad shouldered, muscular son, her sweet-voiced mulatto daughter, +and her chubby little grandchild, with swelling chest, to whom Sunday +was neither a bugbear nor a bore. And such _hearty_ singing!--sometimes +too fast, sometimes too slow, but to my ear music, because it was soul, +not cold science. + +"It was communion-Sabbath, and so I went up to the chancel and knelt +side by side with my dusky friends. The clergyman was a white man, and +it was millennial to see his loving hand of blessing laid on those dusky +brows. This is as it should be, said I--this is worship; and as we +retired to make room for other communicants, the clergyman himself +stepped forward to assist to the chancel a gray old negress, of +fourscore years, whose tottering steps were even then at the grave's +brink. I went home happy, for I had not fed on husks. + +"Ah! visitors? Then I must run," said Gertrude, springing up at a rap +on the door. + +"It is Chloe, I fancy," said Rose. + +"Well, good-by," said she, stooping to kiss Charley, whom she passed on +the threshhold, "I must back to my easel. Ah! it is the locket you want, +not me, you rogue," said she to Charley, as she disengaged a chain from +her neck, and threw it over the child's, "mercenary, like the rest of +your sex." + +Chloe marched in with Charley, who, now wide awake, sat perched upon her +shoulder, looking as imperial as young Napoleon. + +"This yere boy has got to go, missis," said Chloe, still marching round +the room, as if treading all objections under foot. "Whar's his frocks +and pinafores? My ole missis. Vincent, see him, and take him to ride in +her fine carriage, and cry over him, cause she say he so berry like her +poor murdered boy." + +"De Lor'! missis," exclaimed Chloe, "how white you look! Whar's your +salts?" + +"Open the window," said Rose, faintly, "the room is too close, Chloe." + +"Thar--will you hab some water, missis? you ain't nowise strong yet," +said Chloe. "Hadn't you better lie down, missis?" + +"No, thank you. What were you saying, Chloe, about Charley?" + +"Well, you see, my ole missis. Vincent, she gib me my freedom, you +know; good missis, but hab berry bad son; berry handsome, but berry bad; +bad for wine, and bad for women; gambled, and ebery ting; broke his ole +fadder's heart clean in two, and den got killed hisself by some bad +woman. + +"Ole missis berry rich now, but her money ain't no comfort, cause she +hab to lib all alone. To-day she met me wid Massa Charley here. De Lor', +how she did take on! She say he look jess like young Massa Vincent, when +he was little piccaninny, and she kiss him, and hold him, and hab such a +time ober him, and noting would do but he must go ride in de carriage, +and she bring us way home to de door. + +"She wants you, missis, to let her hab Charley. I told her you wouldn't, +certain," said Chloe, with a scrutinizing glance at Rose, for in truth, +Chloe secretly wished, in that African heart of hers, that the matter +might be brought about, and that she might be installed nurse for the +handsome boy. + +"No, of course, you wouldn't, missis; but wouldn't it be a fine thing +for _you_, Massa Charley?" said she, perching him on the edge of her +knee, "to ride all de blessed time in dat fine carriage, and one day hab +it all yourself, and de house, and de silver, and de money, for missis +hab no relations now, no chick, nor child, and you're just handsome +enough to do it," said Chloe, with another sly glance at Rose's face. +"You're jess born for dat same--dat's a fac--so ole Chloe tinks, yah, +yah--jess as well to laff about it, missis," said the cunning Chloe, "no +harm in dat, you know; but he took to the ole lady jess as nat'ral, and +set up in her lap, just as if he belonged dere in dat carriage; it made +ole Chloe laff--yah, yah. Massa Charley, he make his way in de world wid +dat handsome face of his'n. Ole Chloe is always stumbling on good luck," +said the old negress, laughing, "all for dis," said she, exhibiting an +old metal "charm" attached to a string inside her dress. "Good-by--we +shall see. I come for you agin, Massa Charley, for my ole missis berry +childish, when she wants a ting she _will_ hab it, and de debbel hisself +can't help it--yah, yah." + +As the door closed on old Chloe's weird figure, Rose almost felt as if +her words were prophecies. What if the law of nature should set aside +all other law and bring in a verdict for Charley? Should she, regardless +of her strong maternal feelings, yield him up? Away from _her_ he would +escape the taunt of his birth, and yet how could she school her heart to +such a parting. What was wealth and position compared to high moral +principle and a pure life? If Vincent's mother knew not how to instill +these into her own son, might she not wreck Charley on the same fatal +rock? But what wild dream was her brain weaving? She could not, would +not deceive Madam Vincent, and then would there not be a revulsion of +feeling when the proud old lady knew the truth? for how could Rose +mention the great wrong she had suffered, and not wound the doting +mother's heart? or how could she yield up Charley to one who would +ignore his mother? No, no. She would think no more of it; and yet that +Vincent's mother should have petted and fondled, even unconsciously, +Vincent's boy--there _was_ comfort in that thought. + + +"Are you well enough to receive a visitor this morning," asked Doctor +Perry, as he entered the room. + +"Physicians do not consider it necessary to ask that question," said +Rose, with some little embarrassment in her manner. "I have much to +thank you for, doctor, and am none the less grateful for your kind +attentions, that I was unconscious of them. But how happened it?" asked +she, with surprise. "I thought you had left town with Captain Lucas. How +did you find us?" + +"No," said the doctor, "I was unexpectedly detained by business. The +morning of the day you were taken ill, happening to pass, I saw you +accidentally at the window, and resolved to call that very evening. It +happened quite opportunely, you see." + +"Yes--thank you; I think I had become overpowered with the heat and +fatigue." + +"I was apprehensive of brain fever," said the doctor; "you talked so +incoherently." + +Rose's face instantly became suffused, and the doctor added kindly: + +"Whatever I may have heard, is of course, safe with me, Rose." + +"No one else heard?" she asked. + +"No one. Your landlady is too deaf, and Chloe seemed absorbed in taking +care of Charley, and preparing your medicines." + +"Rose," said the doctor, "if my possession of your secret distresses +you, suppose I give you one in exchange: I had, and have, no business in +New Orleans, save to watch over you and yours. Every weary footstep of +yours, my eye has tracked; nay, do not be angry with me, for how could +love like mine abandon your helplessness in this great strange city? I +am not about to weary you by a repetition of what you have already +heard, or distress you by alluding to what you unconsciously revealed. I +know that your heart is cold and benumbed; but Rose, it is not dead. You +say you are grateful to me for what, after all, was mere selfishness on +my part, for my greatest happiness was, though unseen, to be near you. I +will be satisfied with that gratitude. Will you not accept _for life_, +my services on those terms?" and the doctor drew his chair nearer to +Rose, and took her hand in his own. + +"You know not what you ask," mournfully replied Rose. "You are deceiving +yourself. You think that in time, gratitude will ripen into a warmer +feeling. I feel that this can never be. My heart has lost its spring; it +is capable only of a calm, sisterly feeling, and the intensity of your +love for me would lead you after awhile to weary of, and reject this; +you would be a prey to chagrin and disappointment. How can I bring such +a misery on the heart to whose kindness I owe so much?" + +"Rose, you do not know me," said the doctor, passionately. "Do not judge +me by other men. As far as my own happiness is concerned, I fearlessly +encounter the risk." + +"Then," said Rose, thoughtfully, "there would be dark days when even +_your_ society would be irksome to me, when solitude alone could restore +the tension of my mind." + +"I should respect those days," replied her lover; "I would never intrude +upon their sacredness; I would never love you the less for their +recurrence." + +"Then," said the ingenuous Rose, blushing as she spoke, "the sin which +the world wrongly imputes to me will never be forgiven of earth. As your +_wife_ I must appear in society; how would you bear the whisper of +malice? the sneer of envy?--no, no!" said Rose, while tears stole down +her face; "I must meet this alone." + +"Rose, you shall not choose!" said the doctor, passionately. "I must +stand between you and all this; I declare to you that I will never leave +you. If you refuse me the right to protect you legally, I will still +watch over you at a distance;--but oh Rose, dear Rose, do _not_ deny me. +I have no relations whose averted faces you need fear; my parents are +dead. I had a sister once; but whether living or dead I know not. There +are none to interfere between us; let us be all the world to each other. + +"Charley! plead for me," said the doctor, as he raised the beautiful +child in his arms; "who shall pilot your little bark safely? _This_ +little hand is all too fragile," and he took that of Rose tenderly in +his own--"Nay, do not answer me now; I am selfish so to distress you," +said he, as Rose made an ineffectual attempt to speak;--"think of it, +dear Rose, and let your answer be kindly; oh, trust me, Rose." + +As he stooped to place Charley on the floor, the locket which the child +had around his neck became separated from the chain to which it was +attached, and, striking upon the floor, touched a spring which opened +the lid; under it was a miniature. The doctor gazed at it as if +spell-bound. + +"Where did you get this, Rose? Surely it can not be yours," and a deadly +paleness overspread his face. + +"It belongs to a lady who boards here," said Rose, "and who transferred +it from her neck to Charley's this morning. Has it any interest for +you?" + +"What is her name? let me see her!" said the doctor, still looking at +the picture. + +"Her name? Gertrude Dean," said Rose. + +"Dean?" repeated the doctor, looking disappointed, "Dean? Rose, that is +a picture of my own father." + +While they were speaking, Gertrude tapped on the door. "My locket, dear +Rose; I hope 'tis not lost." + +Turning suddenly, her eye fell upon the doctor. With a wild cry of joy +she flew into his arms, exclaiming, "My brother! my own long-lost +Walter!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + + +"Good morning, missis," and Chloe's turbaned head followed the +salutation. "Didn't I tell you dat Massa Charley be born wid a silver +spoon in his mouf? His dish right side up when it rains, for certain. + +"See here, missis," and she handed Rose a small package, containing a +pair of coral and gold sleeve-ties for Charley's dimpled shoulders. +"Didn't I tell you dat missis couldn't lose sight of him? and she sent +me here for him to come ride in de carriage wid her again to-day, and +eat dinner at de big house, and all dat," and Chloe rubbed her hands +together, and looked the very incarnation of delight. + +"Well," said Rose, "Charley has nothing fine to wear; only a simple +white frock, Chloe." + +"All de same, missis; he handsome enuff widout any ting. Missis must +take powerful liking to give him dese; dey are Massa Vincent's gold +sleeve-ties _he_ wore when _he_ little piccaninny like Charley dare." + +Rose took them in her hand, and was lost in thought. + +"Jess as good, for all dat, missis," said Chloe, thinking Rose objected +to them because they were secondhand. "Missis wouldn't gib dem away to +every body, but she say Charley so like young Massa Vincent, dat she +couldn't talk of nuffing else de whole bressed time. Hope you won't tink +of sending them back, missis," said Chloe, apologetically; "she is old +and childish, you know." + +"No," said Rose, sadly; "Charley may wear them;" and she looped them up +over his little white shoulders, with a prayer that his manhood might +better fulfill the promise of _his_ youth. + +"Ki!" exclaimed Chloe, as she held him off at arm's length. "Won't ole +missis' servants--Betty, and Nancy, and Dolly, and John, and de +coachman, and all dat white trash, tink dey nebber see de like of dis +before? And won't Massa Charley make 'em all step round, one of dese +days, wid dem big black eyes of his?" + +Chloe's soliloquies were very suggestive, and Rose sat a long while +after her departure analyzing Charley's disposition, and wondering if +the seeds of _such_ a spirit lay dormant in her child, waiting only the +sun of prosperity to quicken them into life. How many mothers, as they +rocked their babes, have pondered these things in their hearts; and how +many more, alas! have reaped the bitter harvest of those who take no +thought for the soul's morrow! + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + + +"And so you will not give me the poor satisfaction of punishing and +exposing the scoundrel who has treated you so basely?" said John to his +sister, as they sat in her little studio. + +"No," said Gertrude; "he has taken that trouble off your hands--he has +punished himself. He has traveled all over the Union in search of +employment, and succeeded in nothing he has undertaken. He has met with +losses and disappointments in every shape, and occupies, at present, a +most inferior business position, I am told. Now that I have become +famous, and it is out of his power to injure me, he quails at the +mention of my name in public, and dreads nothing so much as recognition +by those who are acquainted with his baseness. He sneaks through life, +with the consciousness that he has played the part of a scoundrel--what +could even you add to this?" + +"But the idea of such a miserable apology for a man getting a divorce +from a sister of _mine_," said John, striding impatiently across the +room. "Why did you not anticipate him, Gertrude? and with right on your +side, too." + +"Had I been pecuniarily able to do so," replied Gertrude, "I had not +the slightest _wish_ to oppose a divorce, especially as I knew it could +be obtained on no grounds that would compromise me. For months after +Stahle left me, and, indeed, before, he and his spies had been on my +track. Had there been a shadow of a charge they could have preferred +against my good name, _then_ would have been their hour of triumph! I +have a copy of the divorce papers in my possession, and the only +allegation there preferred is, that I did not accept Stahle's invitation +to join him when he wrote me, in the manner I have related to you." + +"But the world, Gertrude, the world," said the irritated John, "will not +understand this." + +"My dear John," said Gertrude, "they who _desire_ to believe a lie, will +do so in the face of the clearest evidence to the contrary. But I have +found out that though a person (a woman especially) may suffer much from +the bitter persecution of such persons, from the general undeserved +suspicion of wrong, and from the pusillanimity of those who _should_ be +her defenders, yet even in such a position, a woman can never be injured +_essentially_, save by her own acts, for God is just, and truth and +innocence will triumph. I am righted before the world; my untiring +industry and uprightness of life are the refutal of his calumnies. Leave +him to his kennel obscurity, my dear John. I do not _now_ need the blow +that I am sure you would not have been slow to strike for me had you +known how your sister was oppressed." + +"I don't know but you are right, Gertrude, and yet--if he ever should +cross my path, my opinion might undergo a sudden revulsion. Does he +still keep up the show of piety?" + +"So I have heard," said Gertrude. "The first thing he does, when he goes +into a new place is to connect himself with some church. What a pity, +John, such men should bring religion into disrepute." + +"You think so, do you? And yet you refuse to expose it. It is just +because of this that so many hypocrites go unmasked. Sift them out, I +say--if there is not a communicant left in the church. I do not believe +in throwing a wide mantle over such whited sepulchers." + +"Do you suppose," said Gertrude, "that they whose houses are built on +such a sandy foundation will quietly see them undermined? _Such_ a hue +and cry as they will raise (all for the honor of the cause, of course!) +about your 'speaking lightly of religion and its professors!'" + +"Very true," said John, "it is speaking lightly of its _professors_ but +not of its _possessors_. They might as well tell you to keep dumb about +a gang of counterfeiters, lest it should do injury to the money-market; +bah! Gertrude, I have no patience with such tampering; but to dismiss an +unpleasant topic, you have plenty of employment, I see;" and John +glanced round the room at Gertrude's pictures. "I am proud of you, +Gertrude; I honor you for your self-reliance; but what is your fancy, +with your artistic reputation, for living such a nun's life?" + +"Well," said Gertrude, "in the first place, my time is too valuable to +me to be thrown away on bores and idlers, and the Paul Pry family, in +all its various ramifications. Autograph hunters I have found not +without their use, as I never answer their communications, and they find +me in letter stamps. But _entre nous_, John, I have no very exalted +opinion of the sex to which you belong. + +"Men are so gross and unspiritual, John, so wedded to making money and +promiscuous love, so selfish and unchivalric; of course there are +occasionally glorious exceptions, but who would be foolish enough to +wade through leagues of brambles, and briars, to find perchance one +flower? Female friends, of course, are out of the question, always +excepting Rose, whose title is no misnomer. And as to general society, +it is so seldom one finds a congenial circle that, having resources of +my own, I feel disinclined to encounter the risk." + +"This isolation is unnatural; Gertrude, you can not be happy." + +"Who is?" asked Gertrude. "Are you? Is Rose? Where is the feast at +which there is no skeleton? I make no complaint. I enjoyed more +happiness in the five years of my first wedded life than falls to the +lot of most mortals in a life-time. I know that such an experience can +not be repeated, so I live on the past. You say I am not happy; I am +negatively happy. If I gather no honey, I at least escape the sting." + +"I wish for my sake, Gertrude, you would go into society. I can not but +think you would form new ties that would brighten life. As a woman, you +can not be insensible to your attractive power." + +"I have no desire to exert it," replied Gertrude; "there are undoubtedly +men in want of housekeepers, and plenty of widowers in want of nurses +for their children. My desires do not point that way." + +"You are incorrigible, Gertrude. Do you suppose there is no man who has +sense enough to love you for yourself alone?" + +"What if I do not want to be loved?" asked his sister. + +"But you do," persisted John; "so long as there is any vitality in a +women, she likes to be loved." + +"Well, then, granting your proposition for the sake of the argument, +please give me credit for a most martyr-like and persistent +self-denial," said Gertrude, laughing. + +"I will give you credit for nothing, till your heart gets thawed out a +little; and I think I know a friend of mine who can do it." + +"Forewarned forearmed," said his sister. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + + +"Rose, you are not looking well, this morning. Confess, now, that you +did not sleep a wink last night. I heard the pattering of your little +feet over my head long after midnight." + +"Very likely, for I was unaccountably restless. I will tell you what +troubled me. I was trying to think of some way to support myself; I wish +I had a tithe of your energy, Gertrude." + +"Well you have not, you are just made to be loved and petted. You are +too delicate a bit of porcelain to be knocked and hustled round amid the +delf of the world. Your gift is decidedly wife-wise, and the sooner you +let my good brother John make you one, the better for all of us." + +"What do you think of my turning authoress?" asked Rose, adroitly +turning the subject. + +"Oh, do it, by all means," mocked Gertrude, "it is the easiest thing in +the world to write a book. It would be just the thing for a little +sensitive-plant like you. I think I see it fairly launched. I think I +see you sit down with the morning paper in your hand to read a +criticism on it, from some coarse pen, dressed in a little brief +authority, in the absence of some editor; a fellow who knows no +difference between a sun-flower and a violet, and whose daily +aspirations are bounded by an oyster supper, or a mint-julep. I think I +see you thumped on the head with his butchering cleaver, every nerve +quivering under the crucifixion of his coarse scalpel." + +"But surely there are those who know a good book when they see it, and I +mean to write a good book." + +"You little simpleton, as if that would save you! Do you suppose you +will be forgiven for writing a _good_ book? No, my dear; the editor of +'The Daily Lorgnette,' takes it up, he devours a chapter or two, he +begins to fidget in his chair, he sees there is genius in it, he gets up +and strides across his office, he recollects certain books of his own, +which nobody ever read but his publishers and himself, and every word he +reads irritates that old sore. The next day, under the head of book +notices you will see the following in the Daily Lorgnette:-- + +"'Gore House, by Rose Ringdove.' + +"'We have perused this book; it is unnecessary to state in its +title-page that it was written by a _female_ hand. The plot is feeble +and inartistic. In dialogue, the writer utterly fails; the heroine, +Effie Waters, is a stiff, artificial creation, reminding us constantly +of those females painted on the pannels of omnibuses, convulsively +grasping to their bosoms a posy, or a poodle. There is an indescribable +and heterogeneous jumbling of characters in this volume. The authoress +vainly endeavors to straighten out this snarl in the last chapter, which +has nothing to recommend it but that it _is_ the last. We advise the +authoress of 'Gore House' to choose some other escape-valve for her +restless femininity; petticoat literature has become a drug in the +market.' + +"How do you like that?" said Gertrude, laughing. + +"Well, the editor of the 'Christian Warrior' sits down to read 'Gore +House,' he takes out his spectacles, and wipes them deliberately on his +red-silk pocket-handkerchief, he adjusts them on the bridge of his +sagacious nose; he reads on undisturbed until he comes to the +description of 'Deacon Pendergrast,' who is very graphically sketched as +a 'wolf in sheep's clothing.' Conscience holds up the mirror, and he +beholds _himself_, like unto a man who sees his natural face in a glass. +Straightway he sitteth down, and writeth the following impartial +critique of the book: + +"'We have read "Gore House." We do not hesitate to pronounce it a _bad_ +book, unfit to lie on the table of any _religious_ family. In it, +_religion_ is held up to ridicule. It can not fail to have a most +pernicious influence on the minds of the young. We hope Christian +editors all over the land will not hesitate, out of courtesy to the +authoress, to warn the reading public of this locomotive poison.' + +"The editor of the 'Christian Warrior' then hands the notice to his +foreman for an early insertion, puts on his hat, and goes to the +anniversary of the Society for the Propagation of the Gospel, of which +he is president. + +"The editor of the 'John Bull' reads 'Gore House.' He is an Englishman, +and pledged to his British blood, while he makes his living out of +America, to abuse, underrate, and vilify, her government, institutions, +and literature, therefore he says, curtly: + +"'We have received "Gore House"--they of course who wish for +_literature_, especially female literature, will look the other side of +the Atlantic." He then takes one of the most glowing passages in 'Gore +House,' and transposing the words slightly, passes it off for editorial +in his own columns. + +"The editor of 'The Timbrel' reads Gore House. He has a female relative, +Miss Clementina Clemates, whose mission she thinks is to be an +authoress. In furtherance of this design of hers, he thinks it policy to +decry all other rival books. So he says: + +"'We have read "Gore House." We ought to say we have _tried_ to read it. +The fact is, the only lady book recently published that we can heartily +recommend to our readers is "Sketches of the Fireside, by Clementine +Clemates."' + +"The editor of the 'Dinsmore Republican' reads the book. He is of the +Don Quixote order, goes off like an old pistol half primed, whenever the +right chord is struck. Gore House takes him captive at once. He wishes +there were a tournament, or some such arrangement, by which he could +manifest his devotion to and admiration of the authoress. He throws down +the book, unties his neckcloth, which seems to be strangling him, +loosens his waistband button to give his breathing apparatus more play, +throws up the window, runs his fingers through his hair, till each one +seems as charged with electricity as a lightning-rod, and then seizing +his goose-quill, piles on the commendatory adjectives till your modesty +exclaims, in smothering agony, 'Save me from my friends, and I will take +care of my enemies.'" + +"But tell me," said Rose, "is there no bright side to this subject you +can depict me?" + +"Oh, yes," said Gertrude, "there are editors who can read a book and +deal fairly and conscientiously by it and its author, who neither +underrate nor overrate from fear or favor, who find fault, not as an +escape-valve for their own petulance or indigestion, but gently, kindly, +as a wise parent would rebuke his child--editors on whose faith you can +rely, whose book reviews are, and can be, depended upon, who feel +themselves accountable to other than a _human_ tribunal for their +discharge of so important a public trust." + +"Well," said Rose, in despair, "if I might be Sappho herself I could +not run such a gauntlet of criticism as you have described." + +"Far happier to be Cornelia with her jewels," said Gertrude, snatching +up the beautiful Charley (I take it Cornelia had a glorious husband). +"Fame is a great unrest to a true woman's heart. The fret, and tumult, +and din of battle are not for her. The vulgar sneer for which there is +no preventive, save the unrecognized one of _honor_; the impertinent +tone of familiarity, supposed to be acceptable by those to whom a +woman's heart is yet a sealed book; what are tears to oppose to such +bludgeon weapons? No, the fret and din of battle are not for her; but +if, at the call of trumpet-tongued necessity, she buckle on the armor, +let her fight with what good courage her God may give her, valuing far +above the laurel crown, when won, the loving hearts for which she +toils--which beat glad welcome home." + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + + +Miss Anne Cooper was a maiden lady of forty-two; a satellite who was +well contented to revolve year after year round Madame Vincent, and +reflect her _golden_ rays. Madame Vincent had been a beauty in her day, +and was still tenacious of her claims to that title. It was Miss Anne's +constant study to foster this bump of self-conceit, and so cunningly did +she play her part, so indignantly did she deny the advances of Old Time, +that madame was flattered into the belief that he had really given her a +quit claim. + +Miss Anne's disinterested care of the silver, linen, and store-room was +quite praiseworthy to those who did not know that she supplied a family +of her relatives with all necessary articles from the Vincent resources. +It was weary waiting for the expected codicil, and Miss Anne thought "a +bird in the hand was worth two in the bush;" so if she occasionally +abducted a pound or two of old Hyson or loaf-sugar, or a loaf of cake, +or a pair of pies, she reasoned herself into the belief that they were, +after all, only her lawful perquisites. + +Yes, it was weary waiting for the codicil. Madame Vincent was an +invalid, 'tis true; but so she had been these twenty years, having one +of those india-rubber constitutions, which seem to set all medical +precedents at defiance. She might last along for ten years to come--who +knew? + +Ten years! Miss Anne looked in the glass; the crow's-feet were planted +round her own eyes, and it needed no microscope to see the silver +threads in her once luxuriant black locks. Not that Miss Anne did not +smile just as sweetly on her patroness as if she would not at any time +have welcomed a call upon her from the undertaker. Miss Anne's voice, as +she glided through the house with her bunch of keys, had that oily, +hypocritical whine which is inseparable from your genuine toady, be it +man or woman. + +Miss Anne sat in the "blue chamber" of the Vincent mansion--a chamber +that had once been occupied by young Master Vincent. Whether this gave +it a charm in the lady's eyes or no, Miss Anne never had said. It was +true that young Master Vincent, when he had nothing else to do, amused +himself with irritating Miss Anne up to the snapping-point. They scarce +met without a war of words, half jest, half earnest; but for all that, +young Vincent's every wish was anticipated by Miss Anne. It was she who +reinserted the enameled buttons in his vests, when they came from the +laundress; it was she who righted his room, and kept all his little +dandy apparatus (in the shape of perfumes, gold shirt-buttons, hair-oil, +watch-guards, rings, etc.) in their appropriate places. + +Your D'Orsay abroad, is generally a brute at home; selfish, sarcastic, +ill-tempered, and exacting where he thinks it does not pay to be +otherwise. All this Miss Anne turned aside with the skill and tact of a +woman; occasionally quite quenching him with her witty replies, and +forcing him to laugh even in his most diabolical moods. To be sure he +would mutter some uncanonical words after it, and tell her to go to the +torrid zone; and Miss Anne would smile as usual, drop a low courtesy, +and glide from his presence; sometimes to go round making all sorts of +housekeeping blunders; sometimes to sit down in her room, with her hands +folded in her lap, and her great black eyes fixed immovably on the +carpet, for all the world just as if Miss Anne were in love. + +Old maids have their little thoughts; why not? + +On the present occasion, as I have said, Miss Anne sat in "the blue +chamber." She was paler than usual, and her Xantippe lips were closed +more firmly together. The thread of her thoughts seemed no smoother than +the thread between her fingers, beside breaking which she had broken six +of Hemming's best drilled-eyed needles. At length, pushing the stool +from beneath her feet, she threw down her work and strode impatiently up +and down the apartment. + +"To be balked after serving this Leah's apprenticeship, by a baby! and +by _that_ baby! I could love it for its likeness to _him_, did it not +stand in my way. It was such doll faces as that baby's mother's which +could fascinate Vincent, hey?--soulless, passionless little automatons. +Ye gods! and how _I_ have loved him, let these sunken eyes and mottled +tresses bear witness," and Miss Anne looked at herself in the glass. +"That is all past now; thank heaven, that secret dies with me. Who would +ever suspect _me_ of falling in love?" and Miss Anne laughed +hysterically. "And now that hope died out, that baby is to come between +me and my expected fortune! + +"Simple Chloe! She little thought, when she repeated to me what she +called 'her young mistress's crazy ravings,' that _I_ could 'find a +method in that madness.' Love is sharp-sighted; so is policy. That baby +shall never come here. It should not, at any rate, for the mother's +sake, pretty little fool! + +"Madame will 'adopt' the baby, forsooth! She will fill the house with +bibs and pinafores, and install me as head nurse, and to _that_ child! +All my fine castles to be knocked down by a baby's puny hand! We shall +see. + +"That old dotard, to adopt a baby at _her_ time of life, when she ought +to be thinking of her shroud." + + +"Ah, Anne, you there," said a voice at the door, "and busy as usual?" + +"Yes, dear madame, work for you is only pastime." + +"You were always a good creature, Anne," and madame tapped her +affectionately on the shoulder. + +"How very well you are looking to-day," said Anne. "Mourning is +uncommonly becoming to you. Becky and I were saying this morning, as you +passed through the hall, that no one would suppose you to be more than +thirty." + +"S-i-x-t-y, my dear, s-i-x-t-y," replied the old lady, cautiously +closing the door; "but you should not flatter, Annie." + +"It is not flattery to speak the truth," said Anne, with a mock-injured +air. + +"Well, well, don't take a joke so seriously, child; what everybody says +_must_ be true, I suppose," and madame looked complacently in the glass. + +"Anne, do you know I can not think of any thing but that beautiful +child? Don't you think his resemblance to our Vincent very remarkable?" + +"Very, dear madame, I am not at all surprised at your fancying him. He +is quite a charming little fellow." + +"Isn't he, though?" exclaimed madame, with a pleased laugh; "do you know +Anne I have about made up my mind to adopt him? I shall call him Vincent +L'Estrange Vincent." + +"How charming!" said Anne, "how interesting you will look; you will be +taken for his mother." + +"Very likely," said madame. "I recollect we were quite an object of +attraction the day we rode out together; I think I _am_ looking youthful +Anne." + +"No question of it, my dear madame--here--let me rearrange this bow in +your cap; that's it; what execution you must have done in your day, +madame." + +"I had _some_ lovers," replied the sexegenarian widow, with mock +humility, as she twisted a gold circlet upon her finger. + +"If report speaks true, their name was legion; I dare say there is some +interesting story now, connected with that ring," suggested Anne. + +"Poor Perry!" exclaimed madame--"I _didn't_ treat him well; I wonder +what ever came of him; _how_ he used to sigh! What beautiful bouquets he +brought me--how jealous he was of poor dear Vincent. I was a young, +giddy thing then; and yet, I was good-hearted, Anne, for I remember how +sorry I used to be that I couldn't marry _all_ my lovers. I told Perry +so, one day when he was on his knees to me, but he did not seem as much +pleased as I expected. I don't think he always knew how to take a +compliment. + +"Poor Perry! + +"I couldn't help liking him, he had such a dear pair of whiskers, quite +à-la-corsair--but Vincent had the money, and I always needed such a +quantity of dresses and things, Anne. + +"Well--on my wedding-day, Perry walked by the house, looking handsomer +than ever. I believe the creature did it on purpose to plague me. He had +on white pants, and yellow Marseilles vest, salmon-colored neck-tie, and +_such_ a pretty dark-blue body-coat, with brass buttons; _such_ a fit! I +burst out a crying; I never saw any thing so heart-breaking as that +coat; there was not a wrinkle in it from collar to tail. I don't think I +should ever have got over it, Anne, had not my maid Victorine just then +brought me in a set of bridal pearls from Vincent; they were really +sumptuous. + +"Poor dear Perry! + +"Well--I was engaged to him just one night; and I think the moon was to +blame for that, for as soon as the sun rose next morning, I knew it +would not do. He was poor, and it was necessary I should have a fine +establishment, you know. But poor Perry! I never shall forget that blue +body-coat, never--it was such a fit!" + +"The old fool!" exclaimed Anne, dismissing the bland smile from her face +as the last fold of madame's dress fluttered through the door; "after +all, she might do worse than to adopt this child. I could easier get rid +of that baby than her second husband. I must rein up a little, with my +flattery, or she may start off on that track. + +"Poor Perry, indeed!" soliloquized Anne, "what geese men are! how many +of them, I wonder, have had reason to thank their stars, that they did +not get what their hearts were once set on. Well--any will-o'-the-wisp +who trips it lightly, can lead any Solomon by the nose; it is a +humiliating fact;" and Miss Anne took a look at herself in the glass; +"sense is at a discount; well, it is the greatest compliment the present +generation of men could have paid me, never to have made me an offer." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + + +"And you, then, are the mother of the beautiful child, I wish to adopt?" +asked Madame Vincent, gazing admiringly at Rose. + +Our heroine's long lashes drooped upon a cheek that crimsoned like the +heart of a June rose, as she timidly answered: + +"Yes, madame." + +"You are extremely pretty, child, and very young to be a mother. Have +you any other children?" + +"None," replied Rose, "but Charley." + +"And you would not give him up to me?" asked madame, coaxingly. "Do you +think his father would object?" + +"His father is dead, madame," said Rose, in a low voice. + +"Pardon me, child, I did not know that you were a widow. _I_ am a widow. +It is very dull, being a widow; don't you think so, dear? Did your +husband leave you property?" + +"No," replied Rose, answering the inexcusable question, for she could +not bear to seem disrespectful to Vincent's mother. + +"That is a pity, dear; my husband left me plenty. I shall will it all +to Charley, if you will only give him up to me. What was your husband's +name, dear." + +"Vincent L'Estrange Vincent;" answered Rose, startled at the strange +sound of her own voice. + +"Singular! Same name as my son's," said madame, "Very singular." + +"He _was_ your son;" said Rose, in the same strange, cold tone. + +"My son never was married;" replied madame. + +"God knows he told me we were so, and I believed him," answered Rose. + +"He made believe marry you, then, did he?" asked the childish old lady. +"He did that to a great many women, I believe. Gentlemen often do such +things, so they tell me. Your child is of course illegitimate then." + +Rose's lips moved, but no answer came. + +"And what do you intend to do with him, child?" + +"Bring him up to despise the sin of which his father was guilty," +replied Rose, boldly. + +"Oh yes, that's all very proper; but if you give him to me, there will +be no occasion ever to mention it at all, or _you either_, child." + +"Madame," said Rose, with a proud dignity. "Is it a mother who speaks to +a mother such words as these? You love _your_ son none the less that he +made _my_ name a reproach and a by-word, crimsoned my innocent cheek +with shame, dimmed my eyes with unavailing tears. Shall I, think you, +love _my_ son the less that _your son_ deserted him? Shall I love my son +the less that through days and nights of tearful anguish his smile, his +love, was all of heaven I ever dared to look for?" + +"Oh, certainly not--oh, of course not," replied the old lady, nervously; +"but you know he may not _always_ love you as well as he does now, when +he knows--" + +"In God I put my trust;" said Rose, as tears streamed from her eyes. + +"Well, don't cry, child--don't cry. I hate to see people cry. All I +wanted to say was, that you would always be a drag on him, if he tried +to rise in the world; but don't cry. It is right for you to trust in +God, every body ought to be pious, it is so respectable. I have been +confirmed myself; but don't cry, it will spoil your handsome eyes. You +are young yet, perhaps somebody may marry you, if you keep quiet about +this." + +"I would never so deceive any man," answered Rose, with dignity. + +"_Deceive!_ oh, no, child, that would be _very_ wrong. I only meant that +you should say nothing about it; that is a different thing, you see. Now +I loved a Mr. Perry much better than I did my husband, but it would have +been quite foolish had I allowed it to be known, you know, because +Vincent was very rich, and it was necessary I should have a handsome +establishment. Oh, no! of course I do not approve of deception, that is +very wrong, but there _are_ cases where it is best for a woman to keep +quiet. Well, how about Charley? have you quite decided not to part with +him?" + +"Quite," said Rose, "Charley must remain with me;" and, with a dignified +air, she bowed madame to her carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + + +"A regular little romance, I declare," said madame, laying off her black +bonnet, and fanning herself languidly, "quite a little romance. + +"_Vincent's_ boy! no wonder he is so handsome; no wonder I was so +attracted toward him. Vincent was a little wild, but very likely that +young thing did _her_ part of the courting. She is very handsome, and, +with a little instruction under other circumstances--with a little +instruction from me, I say, she would be quite presentable in society. + +"It is very odd she would not give up Charley. I thought that style of +people were always glad to get rid of their children; in fact, I think +it her _duty_ not to stand in the child's light. She is a Puritanical +little puss, and quite queenly, too, for a Magdalen. I was quite dashed, +as one may say, once or twice, by her manner, although I pride myself on +my self-possession. She is really quite superior to her station; but +Vincent, dear boy, always had indisputable taste; there never was a +taint of grossness about him. + +"He was very fastidious. I remember I put off his father's funeral one +whole day, in order that the tailor might alter the coat-collar of his +new mourning-suit. Yes, and he was so sensitive, too, poor dear! he felt +his father's death so much that he was obliged to go directly from the +grave to the club-house, to dissipate his mournful thoughts. + +"Ah! Anne, is that you? sit down; I have just returned. Do you know, the +mother of that baby refused to give him up. She says it is one of our +Vincent's children. She is a very pretty young woman, Anne--not a +high-bred beauty, of course; that you never see, except in aristocratic +circles, still, she is quite pretty." + +"Very," replied Anne, quite nonchalantly. + +"Ha! you have seen her, then?" asked madame, with some surprise. + +"My dear madame, I really would prefer saying nothing upon the subject. +I answered your first question frankly, because I make it a point never +to deceive you; but I really wish you would not question me, I dislike +so much to speak ill of any one." + +"But I insist upon knowing, Anne; in fact, I think it is quite unkind of +you to have any secrets from me, so long as you have been in my +confidence, too." + +"Ah, well, dear madame, if you insist, I suppose I must yield, for I can +refuse you nothing. The person you have been to see this morning is an +arrant impostor. She is playing a deep game with you; her refusal is not +sincere; she expects you will return and persist in asking for Charley, +and intends then to make money out of the operation." + +"Well, she is very much mistaken, then," said the old lady, indignant, +as easily duped people are, who always fancy themselves a match for any +double and twisted diplomatist, "very much mistaken, for I shall never +go near her again. Then that story was all trumped up she told me about +the baby being our Vincent's." + +"Certainly," said Anne; "I tell you, my dear madame, she has played that +game on several people beside you." + +"Possible?" said the old lady, fanning herself violently; "the impudent +little baggage! But how did you find it all out, Annie?" + +"Ah! there, you must really excuse me, my dear madame. My informant is +so afraid of being involved, that I was sworn to the strictest secrecy +on that point, but, I assure you, my authority is reliable." + +"I have no doubt of it, my dear Anne, if _you_ say so. But why did you +not speak of it before?" + +"Well, that was my first impulse, of course; but you see how it was. I +was placed in very delicate circumstances, dear madame. Here I am a +dependent on your bounty; you have been always like a kind mother to me; +your heart was set on adopting this child; had I opposed it, you might +have suspected my motives; that thought was too painful for me; and so, +up to this time, when you extorted it from me, I have been +vacillating," and Anne looked lachrymose. + +"You dear, good creature," exclaimed madame, "you always had the best +heart in the world. You should not have tortured yourself so +unnecessarily, Anne. You know I never would imagine you guilty of such +mean motives. You may have my brown silk dress, Anne, and the dark blue +brocade. I had never worn either when I was called into mourning. I +declare, Anne, you have the best heart in the world. You need not blush +about it, child," said madame, as Anne covered her face with her +handkerchief to conceal a laugh. "You are too modest by half, Anne; but +it is always so with real merit." + + +"What an invaluable creature that Anne is," exclaimed madame, as she +went out of the door in pursuit of the brown silk. "To think of the +brazen-facedness of that young woman! I declare I could not have +believed any body could tell a lie with such an innocent face. It is +really almost past belief; what an invaluable creature Anne is. I never +should be able to get along without her. I must go to Mme. Descomb's and +select her a new dress hat. Just to think now of the impudence of that +Rose. + +"I must furnish Anne with means to go on some little excursion. I think +I will buy her that pretty music-box I saw yesterday. + +"How wide awake Anne is to my interests! Had it not been for her I +might have been taken in by that scheming young woman. I hope nobody saw +me go to her house; I must warn Chloe against her, it will not do for +her to go there again." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + + +Rose was sitting in her little parlor giving Charley his morning bath; +the water was dripping from his polished limbs, and he was laughing and +splashing about with the nude grace of a young sea-god; now catching his +breath, as his head was immersed under water; now shaking back his +dripping curls, and flashing upon you his dark bright eyes, as if life +were all sunshine, and his infant sky were cloudless. + +"I sall inform you zat you can leave my maison--my house--dis morning," +said Rose's French landlady, entering the room without a preliminary +rap. "You understand, mademoiselle--_dis morning_, I say--you are von +bad woman, mademoiselle." + +Twice Rose opened her lips to speak, but the color receded from her lips +and cheeks, and she stood terror-struck and speechless. + +"Zat is all ver' well," said madame, quite accustomed to see her +country-women strike an attitude. "Zat is all ver' well; you did not +expect I sall know any ting about it, but one personne tell me zat I +know; you can go, for you are von bad woman." + +"What is all this?" exclaimed Gertrude, opening the door and seeing +Rose's pallid face and madame's angry gesticulations. + +"Ah, ha! she has impose on you too!" exclaimed Madame Macqué. "She von +ver' sly woman--ver' bad; she no' stay in my house long time." + +"Woman!" said Gertrude, throwing her arm around Rose, "this is my +sister; every word you speak against her you speak against me. She is as +pure as that sweet child. If she leaves your house, I leave it." + +"Ver' well--_trés bien_," said madame, shaking her overloaded French +head-dress; "you can go, den--von day you see I tell you de truf when I +say she von--" + +"Don't repeat that again, in my hearing," said Gertrude, standing before +her with sparkling eyes. + +"Speak, Rose--dear Rose!" said Gertrude, kissing her cold face, as +madame left the room. "Speak, Rose; do not let that miserable bundle of +French trumpery crush so pure and noble a heart as yours. We will go +away, Rose--you, and I, and dear little Charley. And, oh, Rose! when +could I have a better time to plead for my brother's happiness, for +yours, for my own? Put it beyond the power of any one to poison your +peace, Rose; be _indeed_ my sister." + +Rose's only reply was a low shuddering sob, as she drew closer to +Gertrude. + + +"Just as good as new," said Miss Anne, looking complacently at herself +in the brown silk. "Anne, you should be prime minister; you have a +talent for diplomacy; femininity is too circumscribed a sphere for the +exercise of your talents. You did that well, Anne--Madame Vincent thrown +completely off the track, Rose crushed and out of your way forever; the +baby ditto. Madame Macque is very careful of her reputation in _this_ +country, because she never had any in France. Ha--ha, Anne, you are a +genius--and this brown silk is a proof of it. Now, look out for presents +about this time, for your star is at its culminating point. Rose has +beauty--has she? Vincent fancied her--did he? A rose's doom is to fade +and wither--to be plucked, then trodden under foot;" and Miss Anne +laughed one of her Satanic laughs. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + + +Sally came into the kitchen just as the clock was striking seven. The +Maltese cat heard the old clock, jumped up, and shook herself, just as +if her dream of a ducking at the hands of the grocer-boy were true. +Three stray cockroaches--cockroaches, like poor relatives, will intrude +into the best-regulated families--scampered before Sally's footsteps to +their hiding-places, and the little thieving brown mouse on the dresser +took temporary refuge in the sugar-bowl. + +Sally had been up stairs performing her afternoon toilet by the aid of a +cracked looking-glass, which had a way of multiplying Sally's very +suggestive to her crushed hopes. Sally, I am sorry to say, had been +jilted. Milkmen do not always carry the milk of human kindness in their +flinty bosoms. Time was when Jack Short never came into the kitchen with +his can, without tossing Sally a bunch of caraway, or fennel, a nosegay +of Bouncing Bettys, or a big apple or pear. Time was when his whip-lash +always wanted mending, and it took two to find a string in the closet to +do it, and two pair of hands to tie it on when found. + +"Poor old thing!" the faithless John would now say to the rosy little +plumptitude who had won his heart away from the angular Sally; "Poor old +thing! I was only fooling a little, just to keep my hand in, and she +thought I was in love." + +Sally had as much spirit as the rest of her sex, and so to show John +that she was quite indifferent about the new turn in their affairs, she +set the milk-pan, into which he was to pour his morning's milk, out into +the porch, and closed the kitchen-door in his false face, that he might +have nothing upon which to hinge an idea that she wanted to see him. And +more; she tied the yellow neck-ribbon he gave her on the last fourth of +July round the pump-handle, and if John Short had not been blind as well +as "short," he must have seen that "when a woman will--she will, you may +depend on't," and "when a woman won't--she won't, and there's an end +on't." + +Poor Sally, before she saw John, had lived along contentedly in her +underground habitations, year after year, peeling potatoes, making +puddings, washing, ironing, baking, and brewing; nobody had ever made +love to her; she had not the remotest idea what a Champagne draught love +was. She could have torn her hair out by the roots, when she did find +out, to think she had so misspent her past time. It really _did_ seem to +her, although she was squint-eyed, that there was nothing else in this +world of any account at all. She had thought herself happy when her +bonnet was trimmed to suit her, or her gown a good fit; but a love-fit! +ah, that was a very different matter. Poor Sally! mischievous John!--the +long and short of it was, if Bouncing Bettys have any floral +significance, Sally should have been Mrs. Short. + +Of course, she had no motive on the afternoon we speak of, to look long +in the cracked looking-glass; it made no difference now whether she wore +her brown calico with the little white dots, or her plaid delaine with +the bishop sleeves; there was no use in braiding her hair, or in putting +on her three-shilling collar; she had resigned herself to her fate. She +even threw a pitcher of hot water at the innocent organ-grinder, because +he played Love's young Dream. + +Still you see, she goes on mechanically with her work, putting the +tea-kettle over the fire, setting the six brass lamps in a regular row +on the mantle, and tucking the ends of some clean towels, out of sight, +in the half-open bureau-drawers. Sally is neat; but John Short's little +Patty is plump and rosy. + +Ah! now she has some company--there is Miss Harriet Place, who has the +misfortune to have so stiff a neck that when she turns it, her whole +body must follow. Miss Harriet has black eyes, affects the genteel, and +speaks of "my poor neck" in a little mincing way, as if its stiffness +were only a pretty little affectation on her part. Her cronies wink at +this weakness, for Miss Harriet has a gift at trimming their bonnets, +and putting finishing touches to all sorts of feminine knicknacks; then, +here comes Alvah Kittridge, who is a rabid Free-will Baptist, and who +lives at Mayor Treadwell's! where they have such fine dinners; at which +the Mayor drinks a great deal, and "finds fault very bad," with every +thing the next morning. Miss Alvah pays her way as she goes, both in +stories, and maccaroons; the former her own, the latter Mayor +Treadwell's. + +Last, but by no means least, comes Mrs. Becky Saffron, all cap-border +and eyes, the only other noticeable thing about her being her mouth, +which displays, in her facetious moods, two enormous yellow tusks, one +upper and one under, reminding the observer of a hungry catamount; this +resemblance scarce diminishes on acquaintance, as Mrs. Becky, like all +the skinny skeleton-ish tribe, is capable of most inordinate guzzling +and gorging. + +"Glad to see you, Miss Place," said Mrs. Becky (giving her cap-border a +twitch), and getting on the right side of that stiff-necked individual, +"I have not set eyes on you these six months." + +"No," minced Miss Place; "I called at your boarding-house, and they said +you had gone somewhere, they could not tell where." + +"Oh, I'm nobody; of course they wouldn't know; I'm nobody. I'm down in +the world, as one may say. I'm nobody but 'Becky.' I come and go; +nobody cares, especially when I _go_," and Mrs. Becky gave her two +yellow tusks an airing. + +"I left my old place some time ago. I'm to _broth_-er's now." Mrs. Becky +always pronounced the first syllable of this word like the liquid +commonly designated by that syllable. "Yes, I'm to _broth_-ers now. His +wife never wanted me in the house. She's dreadful pert and stuck-up, for +all she was nobody; so I have always been boarded out, and been given to +understand that my room was better than my company. But something queer +has happened. I can't find out what, only that _broth_-er has got the +whip-rein of his wife now, and has it all his own way; so he came and +told me that it would cost less for him to keep me at St. John's Square +than to board me out; so there I am. + +"It is no use for _broth_-er's wife to teach me about silver forks and +finger-bowls, about not doing this, or that, or t'other thing; can't +teach an old dog new tricks. But I let her fret. I am not afraid of her +now, for whenever she gets on her high horse, _broth_-er fetches her +right off with the word "damages." I can't tell for the life of me what +it means. I've seen her change right round when he whispered it, as +quick as a weather-cock, and it would be all fair weather in one minute. +It's curious. How do you like your new place, Alvah?" + +"Places are all about alike," said Alvah, dejectedly. "See one, you see +all. Damask and satin in the parlor; French bedsteads and mirrors in my +lady's chamber, and broken panes of glass up in the attic; lumpy straw +beds, coarse, narrow sheets, torn coverlets, and one broken table and +chair, will do for the servants' room. Always fretting and fault-finding +too, just as if we had heart to work, when we are treated so like dogs; +worse than dogs, for young master's Bruno has a dog-house all to +himself, and a nice soft bed in it; which is more than I can say. I +declare it is discouraging," said Alvah. "It fetches out all the bad in +me, and chokes off all the good. Mistress came down the other day and +scolded because I washed myself at the kitchen sink. Well, where should +I wash? There is neither bowl, pitcher, wash-stand, or towels furnished +in my attic, and, after cooking over the fire all day, it isn't reason +to ask any body not to wash wherever they can get a chance. It don't +follow that I like dirt, because I have to do dirty work. I can't put +clean clothes over a soiled skin. I feel better-natured when I am +clean--better-tempered and more human like. When I first went out to +live, I was conscientious like; but now, I know it is wicked, but I get +ugly and discouraged, and then I don't care. I say if they treat me like +a dog, I shall snatch a bone when I can get it. Mistress, now, wants +breakfast at just such a time. She is too stingy to find me in proper +kindling for my fire, so in course it keeps going out as fast as I +light it, and _henders_ me; and then she gets in a fury 'cause breakfast +don't come up. Well, I stood it as long as I could; now I pour lamp-oil +on the wood to make it kindle; that does the business. I reckon it isn't +no saving to her not to buy kindling. I know it isn't right; but I get +aggravated to think they don't have no bowels for us poor servants." + +Mrs. Becky Saffron paid little attention to this narrative. There was +more attractive metal for her on the tea-table, upon which Sally had +just placed some smoking hot cakes, and a fragrant pot of tea. Mrs. +Becky's great yellow black eyes rolled salaciously round in her head, +and her two tusks commenced whetting themselves against each other, +preparatory to a vigorous attack on the edibles. + +"Green tea!" exclaimed Mrs. Becky, after the first satisfactory +gulp--"not a bit of black in it--that's something like;" and untying her +cap-strings, she spread her white handkerchief over her lap, and gave +herself up to the gratification of her ruling passion, next to gossip. +"How _did_ you come by green tea in the kitchen?" asked the delighted +Mrs. Becky. + +"Oh, I laid in with the housekeeper," answered Sally; "she has dreadful +low wages, and has hard work enough to get even that. I iron all her +muslins, and she finds me in green tea. 'Live, and let live,' you know." + +"That reminds me," minced Miss Place, who sometimes set up for a wit, +"that's what I read on the side of a baker's cart the other day, 'Live, +and let live;' but, unfortunately, right under it was written 'Pisin +cakes!'" + +About half an hour after this, Mrs. Becky choked over her sixth cup of +tea; Miss Place's pun had just penetrated her obtuse intellect. + + + + +CHAPTER L. + +MR. FINCH FINELS TO TOM CORDIS. + + + "Dear Tom,-- + + "The next best thing to seeing you, you witty dog, is reading one + of your letters; but accept a little advice from one who has had + experience, and don't throw away so many good things on one + individual; economise your bon-mots, my dear fellow, spread them + over your private correspondence as sparingly as they do butter on + bread at boarding-schools. Ah! you will grow wiser by and by, when + you find out how very rare is an original idea. Why--we literary + people, if by chance we improvise one in conversation, always stop + short after it, and turning to our friends say, 'Now remember, + that's _mine_, don't you use it, for I intend putting it in my next + book.' + + + "What am I doing, hey? Living by my wits, though not in the way of + literature, which I find does not pay; for there has been such a + surfeit of poor books that even a good one is now eyed with + suspicion. + + "At present, however, I am, thanks to Mrs. John Howe, in a + comfortable state of wardrobe and purse. You should see this Venus! + Who can set bounds to the vanity of woman? (This is in Proverbs, I + believe; if it is not it ought to be.) At any rate, woman's vanity + is the wire I am now pulling, to keep me in bread and butter. + + "Mrs. John Howe is old, ugly, and shrewish; how she _would_ rave, + if she saw this! All her married life, she has led her husband by + the nose. John is a good-natured, easy fellow, with no brains or + education to speak of. Latterly, something has turned up between + them, deuce knows what, I don't; but Richard is himself again, + smokes when and where he likes, and goes round like the rest of us. + + "You will see that he is improving when I tell you that he has + bought his wife off to mind her own business, and let him mind his, + by an allowance of so much a year; and here's where the interest of + my story comes in, my dear boy, for just so long as I can make Mrs. + John believe that she is as young as she ever was, (and as + beautiful, as by Jove! she _never_ was), and that I can not exist + one minute out of her presence, why so much the more hope there is + for my tailor and landlady, confound them! _En passant_: I dare say + _you_ might wince a little at the idea of being supported by a + woman; that only shows that you have not yet learned to recognize + 'the sovereignty of the individual.' But the best thing is yet to + come. Mrs. John imagines herself a blue-stocking! though she can + not spell straight to save her life, and has not the remotest idea + whether Paris is in Prussia or Ireland. You should hear her mangle + Italian, which she has just begun. It makes my very hair stand on + end; I see where it is all tending. She asked me the other day + about the divorce law; as if I would _marry_ the old vixen! Never + mind, so long as the money holds out I shall hoodwink her even in + this. + + "Write soon. I saw little Kate last week, fresh as a Hebe, and + beautiful as nobody else ever was, or can be. Pity she is such a + little Puritan! She would be irresistible were it not for that + humbug. I live in hope that contact with the world, and intercourse + with me, will eradicate this, her only weakness. Bless her sweet + mouth, and witching eyes. + + "Yours, as usual, + FINELS." + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + + +"The dirge-like sound of those rapids," said Rose, as she tossed on her +pillow at the public-house, at Niagara, vainly courting sleep; "it +oppresses me, Gertrude, with an indescribable gloom." + +"Your nerves are sadly out of tune, dear Rose; it will be quite another +affair to-morrow, _i. e._, if the sun shines out. Niagara's organ-peal +will then be music to you, and the emerald sheen of its rushing +waters--the rosy arch, spanning its snowy mist--beautiful beyond your +wildest dream! And that lovely island, too. Dear Rose, life, after all, +is very beautiful. But how cold your hands are, and how you tremble; let +me try my sovereign panacea, music;" and drawing Rose's head to her +breast, Gertrude sang-- + + + "Tarry with me, oh, my Saviour! + For the day is passing by; + See! the shades of evening gather, + And the night is drawing nigh. + Tarry with me! tarry with me! + Pass me not unheeded by. + + "Dimmed for me is earthly beauty, + Yet the spirit's eye would fain + Rest upon Thy lovely features-- + Shall I seek, dear Lord, in vain? + Tarry with me, oh, my Saviour! + Let me see Thy smile again. + + "Dull my ear to earth-born music; + Speak Thou, Lord! in words of cheer; + Feeble, faltering, my footstep; + Leaps my heart with sudden fear. + Cast _Thine_ arms, dear Lord, about me, + Let me feel Thy presence near!" + + +"Poor Rose," sighed Gertrude, as she kissed her closed lids, laid her +head gently back upon the pillow, and released the little hand within +her own. "If she could only bear up under this new trial; she is so pure +and good that the thought of the sin the world wrongly imputes to her is +wearing her life away. This journey, which I hoped would do so much for +her, may fail after all. Poor wronged Rose! how can it be right the +innocent should thus suffer?" but ere the murmur had found voice the +answer came: + + + "For right is right, since God is God, + And right the day must win: + To doubt, would be disloyalty-- + To falter, would be sin." + + +And laying her cheek by the side of Rose, Gertrude slept. + +The next day was fine, and the faint smile on Rose's pale face was sweet +as the much longed-for sunlight. Our travelers descended to the ample +drawing-room of the hotel to breakfast. + +Rose glanced timidly about, scanning the forms which passed before her, +as was her wont at a new place, and then the unsatisfied eye drooped +beneath its snowy lid; and they who had been struck with the pensive +beauty of her face, gazed upon it unnoticed by its object, whose +thoughts were far away. + +The tall Indian head-waiter was at his post, as purveyor of corn-cakes +and coffee; and excellently well as he filled it, Gertrude protested, as +an artist, against such a desecration of his fine athletic form and +kingly air. + +Human nature is never more _en déshabille_ than in traveling; and +Gertrude's bump of mirthfulness found ample food in the length and +breadth of the well-filled breakfast-table. The jaded pleasure-seekers, +whose fashion-filmed eyes were blind to natural beauty, were talking of +"doing the Falls in one hour." The little new-made bride sat there with +love-swimming eyes, innocently expecting to escape detection in the +disguise of a plain brown traveling-dress: pretty little simpleton! and +casting such tell-tale glances at her new husband, too! The half-fledged +"freshman" was there, with his incipient beard and his first long-tailed +coat, making love and bad puns to a knot of his sister's mischief-loving +female friends. + +In came the pompous city aristocrat, all dignity and shirt-collar, +following his abdomen and the waiter with measured steps and +supercilious glance, to the court-end of the table. There, too, was the +pale student, feasting his book-surfeited eyes on the pleasanter page of +young beauty's April face. There, too, the unsophisticated country girl, +too anxious to please, exhausting all her toilet's finery on the +breakfast-table. There, too, the poor dyspeptic, surveying with longing +eye the tabooed dainties, for which he must pay to Dame Nature if he +ate, and to the landlord whether or no. + +"Your spirits are at high-water mark this morning," said John to his +sister, as Gertrude's quick eye took these notes of her neighbors. "I +think you have made up your mind not to grow old. You look as handsome +as a picture, this morning." + +"As an artist, allow me to tell you that your compliment is a doubtful +one," said Gertrude. "And as to old age, which is such a bugbear to most +of my sex, I assure you it has no terrors for me. My first gray hair +will excite in me no regretful emotions." + +"Ah! you can well afford to be philosophic now," retorted John, touching +the shining curls around his sister's face. + +"You don't believe me? I assure you that the only terror old age has for +me is its helplessness and imbecility. My natural independence revolts +at being a burden even to those whom I love;" and Gertrude's tone had a +touch of sadness in it. "You remember old Aunt Hepsy, John? how long her +body outlived her mind; how at eighty years she would beg for tin +carts, and soldiers, and rag dolls, and amuse herself by the hour with +them, like a little child. This, I confess, is humiliating. In this view +I can truly say I dread old age. But the mere thinning of the luxuriant +locks, the filming of the bright eye, the shrinking of the rounded +limbs, these things give me no heart-pangs in the anticipation. I can +not understand the sensitiveness with which most men and women, past the +season of youth, hear their age alluded to. It certainly can be no +secret, for if Time deal gently with them the family register will not; +and if the finger of vanity obliterate all traces of the latter, some +toothless old crone yet hobbles, who, forgetful of every thing else, yet +remembers the year, week, day, minute, and second in which (without your +leave) you were introduced to life's cares and troubles. + +"Beside, old age _need_ not be repulsive or unlovely," said Gertrude; +"look at that aged couple, yonder! How beautiful those silver hairs, how +genuine and heart-warming the smile with which they regard each other! +To my eye, there is beauty on those furrowed temples, beauty in those +wrinkled hands, so kindly outstretched to meet each other's wants. +Life's joys and sorrows have evidently knit _their_ hearts but more +firmly together. What is the mad love of youthful blood to the sun-set +effulgence of their setting lives? God bless them!" said Gertrude, as, +kindly leaning one on the other, they passed out the hall. "Old age +_may_ be beautiful!" + +"Yes," replied John, "when the heart is kept fresh and green; that which +neutralizes the counsels of old age is the ascetic severity with which +it too often denounces innocent pleasure, forgetting that the blood +which now flows so sluggishly in its veins had once the torrent's mad +leap. But look, Gertrude, while I discuss this ham omelette, and see +what is in the morning papers." + +"Well--in the first place, 'dreadful casualty.' What _would_ editors do, +I wonder, without these dreadful casualties? I sometimes amuse myself, +when I have nothing better to do, in comparing their relative tastes for +the horrible, and their skill in dishing it up spicily to the appetites +of their various readers. The ingenuity they manifest in this line is +quite incredible. + +"Observe now, the flippant heartlessness with which these city items, +are got up, as if a poor degraded drunkard were the less an object of +pity that he had parted with the priceless power of self-resistance! A +man who could make a jest of a sight so sad, has sunk lower even than +the poor wretch he burlesques. + +"Well--let me see--then here are stupid letters from watering-places, +got up as pay for the writer's board, at the fashionable hotel, from +which they are written and which the transparent writer puffs at every +few lines. Then here are some ingenious letters which the editor has +written to himself, thanking himself for 'some judicious and sensible +editorials which have lately appeared in his columns, and for the +general tone of independence and honesty which pervades his admirable +paper.' O, dear!" said Gertrude, laughing, "what a thing it is, to be +sure, to get a peep behind the scenes! + +"Then here is an advertisement headed, 'Women out of employment.' I +wonder none of these women have ever thought of going out to do a +family's mending by the day or week. I have often thought that a +_skillful_ hand would meet a hearty welcome, and a ready remuneration, +from many an over-tasked mother of a family, who sighs over the ravages +of the weekly wash, and whose annual baby comes ever between her and the +bottom of the stereotyped I 'stocking-basket.' + +"But a truce to newspapers, with such a bright sun wooing us out of +doors; now for Goat Island; but first let me prepare you for a depletion +of your pocket-book in the shape of admiration-fees. You will be +twitched by the elbow, plucked by the skirt, solicited with a courtesy +or a bow; 'moccasins' to buy from sham squaws--'stuffed beasts' to see +by the roadside--'views of Niagara,' done in water-colors, 'for sale,' +at rude shanties. Then there will be boys popping from behind trees with +'ornaments made of Table Rock;' disinterested gentlemen desirous to +'take you under the sheet' in a costume that would frighten the +mermaids; disinterested owners of spy-glasses 'anxious you should get +the best view.' I tell you," said Gertrude, "for a damper the spray is +nothing to it! You must be content to cork up your enthusiasm till these +'horse-leech' gentry are appeased. + +"Do you know, John, that my '76 blood was quite up to boiling-point the +first time I came here, when the toll-keeper on the Canada side demanded +what was my business, and how long I intended to stay over there?" + +"I can fancy it," said John, laughing; "did you answer him?" + +"Not I," said Gertrude, "until I had ascertained that the same +catechetical rule held good on the American side. Nevertheless, I would +be willing to wager that I could smuggle any thing I pleased into Her +Majesty's dominions under the toll-keeper's very nose, had I a mind to +try it. + +"I wonder," continued Gertrude, after a pause, "could one ever _get +used_ to Niagara? Could its roar be one's cradle lullaby and the spirit +not plume itself for lofty flights? Could one look at it when laughing +to scorn stern winter's fetters, as did Sampson the impotent green +withes of the Philistines, dashing on in its might, though all Nature +beside lay wrapped in old winter's winding-sheet? see it accepting, like +some old despot, the tribute of silver moon-beams, golden sun-rays, and +a rainbow arch of triumph for its hoary head to pass under;--ever +absolute--unconquerable--omnipotent--eternal--as God himself! Could +this be the first leaf turned over in Nature's book to the infant's eye, +and _not_ make it unshrinking as the eagle's? + +"Hark! what is that?" exclaimed Gertrude, starting to her feet, and +bounding forward with the fleetness of a deer. + +Oh, that shriek! + +High it rose above Niagara's wildest roar, as the foaming waters +engulfed its victim! In the transit of a moment, they who for fourscore +years and ten, through storm and sunshine, had walked side by side +together, were parted, and forever! With the half-uttered word on his +lip--with the love-beam in his eye--he "was not!" + +"God comfort her," sobbed Gertrude, as the aged and widowed survivor was +carried back insensible to the hotel. "How little we thought this +morning, when looking at their happy and united old age, that Death +would so unexpectedly step between; and still Niagara's relentless +waters plunge down the abyss, shroud and sepulcher to the loved and +lifeless form beneath?" + + +Serene as the sky when the thunder-cloud has rolled away, calm as the +ocean when the moon has lulled its crested waves to sleep, smiling as +earth when from off its heaving bosom the waters of the flood were +rolled, leaning on Him who is the "widow's God and Husband," the aged +mourner whispered, "It is well." + +"God has been so good to me," she said to Gertrude. "He has lifted the +cloud even at the tomb's portal. Listen, my child, and learn to trust in +Him who is the believer's Rock of Ages. + +"The first years of my wedded life were all brightness. We were not +rich, but Love sweetens labor, and so that we were only spared to each +other (my husband and I), for us there could be no sorrow. Children +blessed us, bright, active, and healthy, and, hugging my idols to my +heart, I forgot to look beyond. I saw the dead borne past my door, but +the sunshine still lay over my own threshhold. I saw the drunkard reel +past, but _my_ mountain stood strong! As I rocked my baby's cradle, my +heart sang to its sweet smile--earth only seemed near, eternity a great +way off. To-day I knew was bliss--the future, what was it? A riddle +which puzzled the wisest; and I was not wise, only happy. Alas, the worm +was creeping silently on toward the root of my gourd. It was 'the worm +of the still.' One by one its leaves fell off. Silently but relentlessly +he did his blighting work. Where plenty ruled, poverty came--clouds in +place of sunshine--sobs for smiles--curses for kisses--tears for +laughter. + +"Bitter tears fell when they rolled by me in their carriages, whose +wealth was coined from my heart's blood; but I did not chide _him_; I +toiled and sorrowed on, for still I loved. I know not where the strength +came to labor, still I found my babes and him bread; but, as week after +week rolled by, and the reeling form still staggered past me, my heart +grew faint and sick; for the hand which had never been raised save to +bless us, now dealt the cruel blow; and the children who had been wont +to wait for his coming, and to climb his knee, now cowered when they +heard his unsteady footsteps. Each day I hoped against hope, for some +change for the better, but it came not. + +"One day a thought occurred to me by which I might perchance keep the +demon at bay; I would watch the moment at which this craving thirst took +possession of my husband. I would give him a substitute in the shape of +strong hot chocolate, of which he was inordinately fond; I denied myself +every comfort to procure it. I prepared it exactly to his taste--it was +ready to the minute that the tempting fiend was wont to whisper in his +ear. I was first upon the ground; I forestalled the demon. The sated +appetite heeded not his Judas entreaties. My husband smiled on me again, +he called me his saviour, his preserver; he again entered the shop of +his employer; it was near the house, so it was easy for me to run over +with the tempting beverage; I watched him night and day; I anticipated +his every wish; my husband was again clothed, and in his right mind; we +both learned our dependence on a stronger arm than each other's. Riches +came with industry, our last days were our best days. + +"And now, my dear child," and the old lady smiled through her tears, +"there is music to my ears, even in those rushing waters, for he who +sleeps beneath them fills no _drunkard's_ grave. What matters it by what +longer or shorter road we travel, so that heaven be gained at last?" + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + + +"Did I not tell you that old age was beautiful?" exclaimed Gertrude, to +Rose, as they sought the privacy of their own apartments. "The world +talks of 'great deeds' (ambition-nurtured though they be), yet who +chronicles these beautiful unobtrusive acts of feminine heroism beneath +hundreds of roof-trees in our land? too common to be noted, save by the +recording angel! Now I understand the meaning of Solomon's words, +'Blessed is the man who hath a virtuous wife, for the number of his days +shall be doubled.' + +"Confess you are better, _ma petite_," and Gertrude kissed Rose's pale +forehead; "nothing better helps us to bear our own troubles than to +learn the struggles of other suffering hearts, and how many unwritten +tragedies are locked up in memory's cabinet, pride only yielding up the +keys to inexorable death! + +"Sometimes, Rose, when I am mercilessly at war with human nature, I +appease myself by jotting down the _good_ deeds of every day's +observation; and it has been a tonic to my fainting hopes to have seen +the poor beggar divide his last crust with a still poorer one who had +none; to see the sinewy arm of youth opportunely offered in the crowded +streets to timorous, feeble, and _obscure_ old age; to see the hurried +man of business stop in the precious forenoon hours, to hunt up the +whereabouts of some stray little weeping child; or to see the poor +servant-girl bestow half her weekly earnings in charity. These things +restore my faith in my kind, and keep the balance even, till some +horribly selfish wretch comes along and again kicks the scales! + +"And now Charley must needs be waking up there--see him! looking just as +seraphic as if _he_ never meant to be a little sinner! The tinting of a +sea-shell could not be more delicate than that cheek; see the faultless +outline of his profile against the pillow; look at his dimpled arms and +fat little calves; and that little plump cushion of a foot. Was there +ever any thing so seducing? I wish that child belonged to me. + +"See here, Rose, look at those ladies pacing up and down the long hall, +armed for conquest to the teeth. What an insatiable appetite for +admiration they must needs have, to make such an elaborate toilet in the +dog-days! Nothing astonishes me like the patient endurance of these +fashionists at the watering-places; prisoning themselves within doors +lest the damp air should uncurl a ringlet; wearing gloves with the +thermometer at ninety in the shade; soliciting wasp-waists in the very +face of consumption. They are what I call 'the working people;' for +your mechanic has the liberty of cooling himself in his shirt-sleeves, +and your sempstress, though Nature may have furnished her no hips, does +not perspire in interminable piles of skirts. Rose, imagine the old age +of such women--no resource but the looking-glass, and that at last +casting melancholy _reflections_ in their faces. Not that vanity is +confined to the female sex--(Come in, John, you are just in time). I am +about to give you an exemplification of the remark I have just hazarded, +in the history of Theodore Vanilla. + +"River House was full of summer boarders when I first saw him there; +nursery-maids and children _ad infinitum_; ladies in profusion, whose +husbands and brothers went and returned morning and evening to their +business in the city. + +"Of course the ladies were left to themselves in the middle of the day, +and some of the most mischievous verified the truth of the old +primer-adage; that 'Satan finds some mischief still for idle hands to +do.' Theodore was their unconscious butt, and they made the most of him. + +"Every evening they assembled on the piazza when the cars came in, and +'hoped,' with anxious faces, 'that Mr. Vanilla had not concluded to +remain over night in the city.' The self-satisfied smile with which he +would step up on the piazza rub his hands, and his + +"'Now really, ladies,' + +"As he turned delightedly from one to the other, were a picture for +Hogarth. + +"Then after tea there was a preconcerted dispute among them, which +should monopolize him 'for their evening walk;' and the innocence with +which he would reply to all this fore-ordained wrangling, + +"'Now ladies _don't_ quarrel, and I'll engage to take turns with you,' + +"Was too much for mortal risibles. One lady would affect the sulks that +'he did not sit next her at table;' another, that 'he did not, like a +true knight, wear her colors in the hue of his cravat.' Enveloped in his +panoply of self-conceit, he was tossed back and forth on this female +hornet's-nest, an agonized, but delighted victim. + +"On one occasion a gentleman, jealous for his sex's honor, whispered to +one of the lady ringleaders-- + +"'You are too relentless; I really think this is wrong.' + +"'Do you!' answered the pretty tyrant, with an arch smile; 'I will +engage one could throw just such a dust in the eyes of any gentleman you +might select in this house (including yourself), even with this example +before your and their eyes.'" + +"Gertrude," said John, reprovingly, "do you remember what Solomon says-- + +"'A _wise_ woman have I not found?'" + +"John," mimicked Gertrude, "do you know the reason of Solomon's failure? +It was because he met with a _pretty_ woman, and forgot to look for a +_wise_ one!" + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + + +"Good evening, Balch. Bless me! how gloomy you look here, after coming +from the glare and music of the opera, its ladies and its jewels; you +are as good as a nightmare, sitting there with your one bachelor candle, +keeping that miserable fire company. One would think your veins were +turned to ice, or that there was not a bright eye left in the world to +make the blood leap through them. Turn up the gas, sing us a song, hand +out a cigar; you are as solemn as a sexton." + +"I dare say," replied Balch, in a melancholy key, as he languidly turned +on the gas for his friend, and set a box of cigars before him. "I know I +am not good company, so I shall not advise you to stay." + +"A woman in the case, I dare be sworn," said Gerritt, lighting a cigar, +"Lord bless 'em, they are always at the top and bottom of every thing!" + +Balch gave the anthracite a poke, crossed his slippered feet, folded his +arms, and looked at Gerritt. + +"I knew it," said Gerritt. "I am acquainted with all the symptoms of +that malady; let's have it, Balch; you can tell me nothing new in the +way of woman's twistings and turnings. Bless 'em!" + +"Bless 'em?" exclaimed Balch, unfolding his arms, placing both hands on +his knees and staring in Gerritt's face. "Bless 'em?" + +"Yes; bless 'em. I knew what I was saying, well enough. Bless 'em, I +repeat, for if they do not give a man more than five rapturous moments +in a life time, it is well worth being born for. Fact;" said Gerritt, as +the speechless Balch continued gazing at him. + +"Did you ever see Mrs. Markham?" asked Balch, finding voice. + +The solemnity with which he asked the question, and his whole _tout +ensemble_ at that moment, was too much for Gerritt, who burst into an +uproarious laugh. + +"Ah, you may laugh," said Balch, "it is all very well; but I wish there +was not a woman in the world." + +"Horrible!" said Gerritt. "I shan't join you there; but who was this +Mrs. Markham?" + +Balch moved his chair nearer to Gerritt, and shutting his teeth very +closely together, hissed through them, + +"The very d--l." + +"Is that all?" said the merry philosopher. "So is every woman, unless +you get the right side of her. Women are like cats; you must 'poor' +them, as the children say, the right way of the fur, unless you want +them to scratch. I suppose you did not understand managing her." + +"Were you ever on a committee of an Orphan Asylum?" asked Balch, +solemnly. + +"No--no;" laughed Gerritt. "Why, Balch, I beg pardon on my knees, for +calling you and your den here, funereal; I have not laughed so hard for +a twelvemonth." + +"Because," said Balch, not heeding his friend's raillery; "_I have_, and +Mrs. Markham was the matron." + +"O--h--I see," said Gerritt. "You thought her an angel, and _she_ +thought that _you_ thought the children under her care were well cared +for, when they were not; is that it?" + +"Ex-actly," said Balch, in admiration of his friend's penetration; "it +was awful how that woman deceived every body. I don't mind myself, +though I must say that I never want to see any thing that wears a +petticoat again, till the day of my death; but those poor children, I +can't get over it; and I one of the investigating committee, too! It was +infamous that I did not look into things closer. But, Gerritt, you see, +that Mrs. Markham--" and Balch looked foolish. + +"I understand;" said Gerritt. "I see the whole game; well, what did you +say about it? I suppose you did not content yourself with resigning?" + +"No, indeed, and that comforts me a little. I had her turned out. I +don't suppose (she was so plausible) that I should have believed Gabriel +himself, had be told me any thing against her; but I saw her with my +own eyes one day, when I called unexpectedly, abuse those children. She +did not know I was within hearing, and tried afterward to gloss it over; +it wouldn't do; and then, when the scales had fallen off my eyes, I +looked back and saw a great many other things to which that scene gave +me the clew. Then I went to Timmins and Watkins, two of her assistants, +and after making me promise not to get them into any difficulty about +it, they told me things that would make your very flesh creep; and I one +of the investigating committee; but that Mrs. Markham was--" + +"I have no doubt of it," said Gerritt; "but, my dear fellow, there is +always a drop of consolation to be squeezed out of every thing. Suppose +you had married her!" + +Balch jammed the poker furiously into the anthracite, shaking his head +mournfully the while, and the laughing Gerritt withdrew. + +"Yes, yes," said Balch, "that is lucky; but poor little Tibbie! poor +little Tibbie! that will not bring _her_ back to life; and poor little +Rose, too--and I one of the investigating committee! It is dreadful." + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + + +The moon shone brightly on the trellised piazza of the ---- House, at +Niagara. The sleepy house-porter had curled himself up in the hall +corner; the sonorous breathings of weary travelers might be heard +through the open windows, for the night was warm and sultry. Two persons +still lingered on the piazza. Judging from their appearance, they were +not tempted by the beauty of the night. Ensconced in the shadow of the +further corner, they were earnestly engaged in conversation. + +"I tell you she is in this house; I saw her name on the books--'Gertrude +Dean,' your ex-wife. What do you think of that--hey?" + +"The d--l!" exclaimed Stahle. "I can _swear_, now that I am out of +school, you know, Smith." + +"Of course," replied the latter, laughing; "the only wonder is, how you +manage to get along with so few vacations. To my mind, swearing lets off +the steam wonderfully." + +"How long has this admirable spouse of mine been here?" asked Stahle. + +"Don't know. Didn't like to ask questions, you know, until I had first +spoken to you. She's flush of money, of course, or she could not stay +here, where they charge so like the deuce. I should think it would gall +you a little, Stahle, and you so out of pocket." + +"It would," said the latter, with another oath, "had I not the way of +helping myself to some of it." + +"How's that? The law does not allow you to touch her earnings, now you +are divorced." + +"All women are fools about law matters. She don't know that," sneered +Stahle. "She is probably traveling alone, and I will frighten her into +it--that's half the battle. I owe her something for the cool way she +walked round all the traps I sprung for her, without getting caught. I +thought when I left her that she would just fold her hands, and let the +first man who offered find her in clothes, on his own terms, for she +never was brought up to work, and I knew she had no relations that would +give her any thing but advice;" and Stahle gave a low, chuckling laugh. + +"You see I always look all round before I leap, Smith. I can't +understand it now, and I never have, why she didn't do as I expected, +for she might have had lovers enough. She was good-looking, and it was +what I reckoned on to sustain the rumors I took care to circulate about +her before I left; but what does she do but shut herself up, work night +and day, and give the lie to every one of them. I wrote to my brother, +Fred, to try every way to catch her tripping, to track her to every +boarding-house she went to, and hint things to the landlord, carefully, +of course. Fred knows how to do it; but you know if a woman does nothing +but mind her own business, and never goes into company, a rumor against +her will very soon die out. I kept spies constantly at work, but it was +no use, confound her; but some of her money I will have. Here she is +living in clover, going to the Springs, and all that; while I am a poor +clerk in a grocery store. I feel as cheap when any Eastern man comes in, +and recognizes me there, as if I had been stealing. I won't stand it; +Mrs. Gertrude Dean, as she calls herself, has got to hand over the cash. +If I can't ruin her reputation, I'll have some of her money." + +"You advertised her in the papers, didn't you, when you left?--(after +the usual fashion, 'harboring and trusting,' and all that)--were you +afraid she would run you in debt?" + +"Devil a bit; she's too proud for that; she would have starved first." + +"Why did you do it, then?" + +"To mortify her confounded pride," said Stahle, with a diabolical sneer, +"and to injure her in public estimation. That stroke, at least, told for +a time." + +"A pretty set of friends she must have had," said Smith, "to have stood +by and borne all that." + +"Oh, I know _them_ all, root and branch. I knew I could go to the full +length of my rope without any of their interference. In fact, their +neglect of her helped me more than any thing else. Every body said I +must have been an injured man, and that the stories I had circulated +_must_ be true about her, or they would certainly have defended and +sheltered her. I knew them--I knew it would work just so; that was so +much in my favor, you see." + +"They liked you, then?" + +Stahle applied his thumbs to the end of his nose, and gave another +diabolical sneer. + +"Liked me! Humph! They all looked down on me as a vulgar fellow. I was +tolerated, and that was all--hardly that." + +"I don't understand it, then," said Smith. + +"I do, though; if they _defended_ her, they would have no excuse for not +helping her. It was the cash, you see, the cash! so they preferred +siding with me, vulgar as they thought me. I knew them--I knew how it +would work before I began." + +"Well, I suppose this is all very interesting to you," said Smith, +yawning, "but as I am confounded tired and sleepy, and as it is after +midnight, I shall wish you good-night." + +"Good-night," said Stahle. "I shall smoke another cigar while I arrange +my plans. This is the last quiet night's sleep 'Mrs. Gertrude Dean' will +have for some time, I fancy." + +"Scoundrel!" exclaimed John, leaping suddenly upon the piazza through +his low parlor window. "Scoundrel! I have you at last," and well aimed +and vigorous were the blows which John dealt his sister's traducer. + +Your woman slanderer is invariably a coward--the very nature of his +offense proves it. There never was one yet who dared face a man in fair +fight; and so on his knees Stahle pleaded like a whipped cur for mercy. + +"Go, cowardly brute," said John, kicking him from the piazza. "If you +are seen here after daylight, the worse for you." + + +"Very strange," muttered Smith the next morning, "very strange. +Something unexpected must have turned up to send Stahle off in such a +hurry. Well, he is a sneaking villain. I am bad enough, but what I do is +open and above board. I don't say prayers or sing psalms to cover it up. +I don't care whether I ever hear from him again or not." + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + + +"How radiant you look this morning," exclaimed Gertrude, in +astonishment, as she opened Rose's chamber door, and sat down by her +bed-side; "your eyes have such a dazzling sparkle, and your cheeks such +a glow. What is it, _ma petite_?" she asked, still gazing on the +speechless Rose. + +"Vincent is not dead," said Rose, slowly and oracularly, "Vincent is not +false. The weight has gone from here, Gertrude," laying her hand on her +heart. "I shall see him, though I can not tell you how nor where; but he +will come back to me and Charley. I saw him last night in my dream--so +noble--so good--but, oh! so wan, with the weary search for me. I hid my +face--I could not look in his eyes--for I had doubted him--but he +forgave me; oh! Gertrude, it was blessed, the clasp of those shadowy +arms," and Rose smiled, and closed her eyes again, as if to shut out the +sight of all that might dim her spiritual vision. + +"Poor--poor Rose!" murmured Gertrude, terrified at the idea which forced +itself upon her, "reason gone! Poor Rose!" and as she gazed, the warm +tears fell upon the pillow. + +Gertrude passed her soft hand magnetizingly over Rose's closed lids and +temples; gradually the bright flush left her cheek, and she sank quietly +to sleep. + +"Was this to be the end of all Rose's sufferings? God forbid," murmured +Gertrude. "Death itself were preferable to this," said she, her eyes +still riveted on the beauty of that pale, childish face. + +"Hush!" whispered Gertrude, with her finger on her lips, as her brother +rapped on the door for her; she little thought that she had an unread +page in her own eventful history to turn. + +"I am so glad I did not see him," exclaimed she, when her brother +finished his narration. "I should have felt as if a rattlesnake lay +coiled in my path. He deserved his chastisement; and yet, John, I do not +like this whipping system; it always seems to me as if a gentleman who +stooped to it put himself on a level with the villain whom he punished." + +"It is the only way, Gertrude," said the doctor; "especially where the +law gives no redress. Besides, it is the only thing that appeals to that +kind of fellow." + +"But he is so vindictive;" said Gertrude, looking apprehensively at her +brother, "he may lay coiled like a wounded snake, but he will yet make a +spring." + +"You forget that his Christian reputation stands in the way of any such +little personal gratification," said John, sarcastically. + +"He has been able, though, heretofore, to make a compromise with it," +said Gertrude. + +"Ah! he had only a woman to deal with," answered John, "and one whom he +knew would suffer in silence, as many an injured high-minded woman has +done before, rather than sacrifice the delicacy of her sex, by publicly +brandishing the cudgel in her own defense, even in a righteous cause. +_I_ shall have no such scruples, and you will see that he understands +it. A good sound flagellation is the only 'moral suasion' for such women +tyrants; it is only against the defenseless such cowards dare wage war." + +"Let us talk of something else," said Gertrude; and she related to John +what had transpired between her and Rose. + +John looked very grave, and sat absorbed in thought. + +"I knew it would trouble you," said Gertrude; "it would be so dreadful +should she lose her reason." + +"I do not fear that," replied John; "I do not think her mind was +wandering when she told you her dream. I think you will find that she +will be perfectly sane when she wakes. + +"Her dream,"--and John hesitated, "may prove true; stranger things have +happened. Stronger chains of evidence than that which apparently +overthrew her hopes have been snapped in twain, and, if--he should--be +living--if--he--should prove worthy of her--dear as she is to me, I +feel Gertrude, that my love is capable of self-sacrifice. I will use my +best endeavors to bring them together. + +"I shall never love again," said John; "I shall never see another woman +who will so satisfy my soul, so pure, so childlike, so trusting, and yet +so strong, so immovable in what she considers right--so vastly superior +to all other women. I _had_ woven bright dreams, in which she had a +part," and John walked to the window to conceal his emotion. + +Gertrude did not follow him; she knew from experience that there are +moments when the presence even of the dearest friend is a restraint, +when the overcharged spirit must find relief only in solitude and +self-communing, and with a heart yearning with tenderness toward her +brother, she stole softly from his presence. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + + +"Don't talk to me, Mrs. Howe," said her husband, slamming to the door, +and dumping down in his arm-chair as if to try the strength of the seat. +"If there is any thing I hate, Mrs. Howe, it is that tribe of popinjays, +one of whom has just gone through that door; hate don't express it, Mrs. +Howe, I detest, and abominate, and despise him." + +"Well, now, Mr. Howe, I am athtonithed," lisped his wife, that lady not +having yet accommodated her speech to the play of her new set of teeth. +"I am thure he ith the moth elegant and refined and thivil thpoken young +man I ever thaw; I never heard him thay an offenthive thing to any one +in my life." + +"Of course you haven't, Mrs. Howe; and that's just what I hate him for; +a man who is so loaded and primed with civil speeches is always rotten +at the core. I always steer clear of such a fellow," said John, +forgetting the compliments to himself which he had heretofore swallowed. + +"That man never sneezes without calculating the effect of it; he has the +same smile and bow and obsequious manner for every body; it is his aim +to be popular, and it may go down with women and softheaded men, but he +don't take John Howe in. He is an oily-tongued hypocrite. That's plain +Saxon, Mrs. Howe. I am astonished at you--no, I am not, either," said +John, slamming himself down again into the chair. + +"Mrs. Howe!" + +And John wheeled his chair close up to her, "didn't you hear him the +other day, when that tiresome, stupid Mrs. Frink was here, inquire so +touchingly after a bad cough which he recollected she had when he met +her a year ago? Did you see the effect it had on the silly old thing? I +wonder she got out the door without having it widened, she was so puffed +up. + +"Mrs. Howe!" + +And John moved up still closer, "if that man should meet our old cat in +the entry after a month's absence, he'd take off his hat, and inquire +after that very precocious kitten of hers he had the pleasure of seeing +on the stairs when he was last here. Fact--I'm astonished at you, Mrs. +Howe," and John dumped himself down again into the chair; "the man is a +jackass, a fool, a perfume-bottle on legs--faugh! + +"Mrs. Howe!" + +And John wheeled round again, "didn't he upset that old squirrel-eyed +Miss Price, by repeating a common-place remark of hers which she made +him two or three years ago, and which he had the brass to say struck +him so forcibly at the time that he never forgot it? Didn't she go home +in the full belief that she had up to that time been terribly underrated +by her folks at home? Certainly;--now do you suppose he does all that +for nothing, Mrs. Howe? No--he gets his pay out of you all by an +invitation to a good dinner. He does the same here, whenever it is more +convenient to stop here than down town, and then you and all the rest of +these silly women become his trumpeters. + +"For his fine speeches to steamboat captains, he gets a free pass in +their boats; landlords of hotels, ditto; that's it, Mrs. Howe. + +"I am astonished at you, Mrs. Howe. + +"He gets presents of hats, presents of coats, presents of canes, +presents of pictures, presents of books and stationery. + +"As for the women, of course, as I said before, such flummery takes them +right down--just as it did you, Mrs. Howe. + +"May he be strangled in his pink and blue cravat before he comes here to +another dinner. + +"That's right, Jonathan, come in," said Mr. Howe, as an unpolished, but +good-hearted country cousin strode over the carpet in his thick-soled +boots; "that's right. You have come just in time to save me from being +sick at the stomach; sit down--any where, top of the piano if you like; +put your feet on that Chinese work-table, and hang your hat on that +Venus. It will do me good. And give me that bit of hay sticking on your +outside coat. Let us have something natural, somehow." + +Mrs. Howe retired in disgust, although she was too much under the yoke +to make any remonstrance, which she felt sure would be thrown _in her +teeth_! + +In default of any more children, Mrs. Howe, like many other ladies +similarly situated, consoled herself with her dog, Consuelo. + +Seating herself in what she called her "boudoir," a little room whose +walls were covered with red satin paper, which Mrs. Howe imagined +particularly in harmony with her rubicund complexion, she took Consuelo +on her lap, and stroking his long silken ears, said: "How like Mr. Howe, +to prefer that clumsy country cousin of his to the elegant Finels. There +is just the same difference between them that there is between you, my +lovely Consuelo, and that hideous yellow terrier of the butcher's boy. I +think I may say, Consuelo, that both you and I are quite thrown away in +this house," and wrapping her pet in his embroidered blanket, she laid +him down in her lap to sleep. + +"Jealous! ah, ha! That's it, Consuelo. That is what sets Mr. Howe so +against Finels; as for his coming here for our good dinners, that is all +sheer nonsense. _He_ sees plainly enough, with all his politeness to +John, that I am miserably sacrificed to him. I was not aware of it +myself until after I became acquainted with Mr. Finels. Finels always +pays so much attention when I speak. John, on the contrary, half the +time, does not seem to hear me. It is not at all uncommon for him to +leave the room or to fall asleep in the middle of one of my +conversations. It is very irritating to a sensible woman. Finels always +remembers some little remark I have made him. I think I must have been +in the habit of throwing away a great many good things on John. John has +grown very stupid since I married him. + +"Finels says such pretty French words; I have not the slightest idea +what they mean, but doubtless there is some delicate compliment conveyed +in them, if I only understood the language. I think I will study French. +Oh! that would be delightful, and then John can't understand a word dear +Finels and I say;" and Mrs. Howe tied on her hat, and went in pursuit of +a French grammar. + +"What on earth is this?" exclaimed Mrs. Howe, as she entered the parlor +two hours after, with her French bonnet and French grammar. "What on +earth is this?" applying a tumbler which stood on the center-table to +her nose, and tasting some remaining crumbs in a plate. + +"What is it?" repeated John, puffing away, not at the chibouk, but at +the old clay pipe. "What is it? Why, it is the dregs of some molasses +and water Jonathan has been drinking, and those crumbs are all that +remain of a loaf of brown bread, for which I sent Mary to the grocer's. +If he likes country fare he shall have it--why not, as well as your +superfine Finels his olives, and sardines, and gimcracks? I pay the +'damages,' you know, Mrs. Howe;" and John's eye gave a triumphant +twinkle. + +"Of course, my dear--of course," replied that subjugated lady; "it is +all right, my dear, and does great credit to your kindness of heart; but +it is such a _very_ odd, old-fashioned taste, you know;" and applying +her embroidered handkerchief to her nose, she motioned Mary to remove +the remains of the homespun feast. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + + +Old Mrs. Bond had taken her station on the sunny side of her piazza. +Mrs. Bond was no sentimentalist, as I have said before. She had never +read a line of poetry in her life; but she had read her Bible, and she +loved to watch the glorious sun go down, and think of the golden streets +of the New Jerusalem, with its gates of pearl, and walls of jasper. Many +a blessed vision from that sunset-seat had she seen with her spiritual +eyes; and many a sealed passage in the Holy Book which lay upon her lap, +had then, and there, and thus, been solved; and many a prayer had gone +from thence swift-winged to heaven. + +The Bible contains great and mighty truths which none of us may safely +reject; but apart from this, no mind, how uncultivated soever, can be +familiar with its glowing beauty and sublimity, without being +unconsciously refined. + +Oh! how many times, even to the God-forgetting, has the beauty of its +imagery come home with a force and aptness which no uninspired pen, how +gifted soever, could rival! + +How vital and immovably lodged, though buried for years under the dust +of worldliness, its wise and indisputable precepts! + +How like a sun-flash they sometimes illume what else were forever +mystery-shrouded! + +And now the last tint of gold and crimson had faded out, and one bright +star sparkled like a gem on the brow of the gray old mountain, behind +which the sun had sank--bright as the Star of Bethlehem to Judea's +gazing shepherds, and like them, Mrs. Bond knelt and worshiped. + +Broad as the world was her Bible-creed: it embraced all nations, all +colors, all sects. Whosoever did the will of God the same was her +father, sister, and mother; and like the face of Moses when he came down +from the mount, hers shone that evening with the reflected glory of +heaven. + +The traveler could not have told, as he stopped before that little brown +house, and stepped on its homely piazza, _why_ he raised his hat with +such an involuntary deference to the unpretending form before him; _why_ +his simple "Good evening, madam," should have been so reverently spoken; +but so it was; and the kind old lady's welcome to a seat by her frugal +board was just as unaccountably to himself accepted. + +The traveler was a tall, dark-browed man, with a face and form which +must have been once pre-eminently attractive; but now, his fine dark +eyes were sunken, as if grief, or sickness, perhaps both, had weighed +heavily there; and his tall form seemed bent with weakness. All this his +kind hostess noted, and her nicest cup of tea was prepared, and the +wholesome loaf set before him, and a blessing craved over it, from lips +which knew no fear of man, with Heaven in sight. Perhaps this touched a +chord to which the stranger's heart vibrated, for his eyes grew moist +with unshed tears, and his voice was tremulous when he addressed his +hostess. + +"Can you tell me, madam, how far it is to the nearest inn?" + +"A weary way, sir--a matter of fifteen miles, and you so feeble. You are +quite welcome to stay here, sir, till morning; and your horse will be +well content in yonder pasture." + +"You are very kind, madam," said the stranger, hesitatingly; then adding +with a smile, "travelers who have preceded me on this road must have +borne a good name." + +"There is nothing here to tempt a thieving hand," said Mrs. Bond. "I +seldom think at night of barring yonder door. Where one's trust is in an +Almighty arm, there is little room for fear. + +"I can remember when yonder broad oak was but a sapling. I was born and +married here, sir; through that door my husband and child passed to +their long home. My time can not be long; but while I stay, every stone +and twig in this place is dear to me." + +"With pleasant memories for company, one can not be lonesome," replied +the stranger. + +"No--and sad ones may be made pleasant, if one only knows how," and she +laid her withered hand on the Bible. + +As she did so a paper fluttered out from between its leaves. "Sometimes, +though," said she, as she took it up, "one's faith is sorely tried. + +"This now--this letter--it was from my child. I called her my child, and +yet no blood of mine ever flowed in her veins; and she called me +'mother,' because my heart warmed to her; God knows she had sore need of +it, poor lamb. + +"An old woman like myself may speak plain words, sir. He who was her +child's father left her to weep over it alone. It was heart-breaking to +see the poor young thing try to bear up, try to believe that he whom her +innocent heart trusted, would turn out worthy of its love; but sometimes +she would quite break down with the grief; and when she grew fretful +with it, I did not chide her, because I knew her heart was chafed and +sore. + +"Her's was such a lovely babe; so bright, and handsome, and winsome. +_She_ was good and loving too. She had not sinned. She had been deceived +and wronged. So she could not bear the taunting word, sir; and when it +came, unexpectedly to us, she fled away like a hunted deer, through +yonder door, till her poor strength gave out, and then we found her and +the babe just like dead. + +"I brought her home, and nursed her along, and thought to keep her, and +make it all easy for her; but her young heart pined for _him_--she +fancied, poor child, she could find him, and the world so wide--and that +he would lift her pure brow in the taunting world's face, and call her +'wife;' and so she fled away in the night, no one knew whither, and left +me this letter, sir. My eyes are dim--but I have no need to read it, for +the words come up to me by day and by night; read it yourself, +sir--mayhap in your travels, you may hear of the poor young thing--I +should so like to know of her, before I die. + +"The light is but dim, sir," said the old lady, as the traveler took it +in his hand, and held the letter between his face and Mrs. Bond's. + +Yes--the light _was_ dim, so were the traveler's eyes; he must have been +sadly feeble too, for his hands trembled so that he could scarcely hold +the letter. + +"And you never heard from her, after this?" he asked, his eyes still +riveted on the letter. + +"Not a word, sir; it makes me so sad when I think of it; perhaps she may +be dead." + +"Perhaps so," answered the traveler, shuddering. + +"May be you could make some inquiries, sir, if it would not trouble +you, as you go along; her name was Rose, though she looked more like a +lily when she left us, poor thing! Rose--and her lover's name was +Vincent; perhaps you may have heard of _him_." + +"The name sounds familiar," said the stranger; "perhaps I shall be able +to get some clew to it." + +"Thank you," said Mrs. Bond, gratefully; "and now, sir, as I get up +early I go to rest early; so, if you please, I will show you your room; +it is very plain--but it is all the spare one I have. It was poor Rose's +room;" and Mrs. Bond taking her candle, led the way to it. + +"There," said she, setting the light down upon the table, "many a time +when she stood at that little window, sir, she and the babe, people +stopped here to ask who they were, they were both so handsome, and so +different from our country folks. + +"On that very little table she left her letter; it was a long time +before I could come here and feel that it was all right she should +suffer so, although I know that God's ways are just; but I shall know +all about it when I get to heaven; perhaps it was only 'the narrow way' +to take _her_ there--who knows? I would rather be Rose than they who +brought her here; and yet," said the mild old lady, hesitatingly, +"perhaps they _thought_ they did right, but riches make us take strange +views of things; it takes grace to be a _rich_ Christian. And when I +feel displeased with Mrs. Howe's heartlessness, I say, _money_ might +have turned _me_ aside too--who knows? Good-night, sir; heaven send you +sweet sleep;" and Mrs. Bond went down into her small kitchen. + + +And it was here--in this very room, that Rose had wept, and suffered, +and wrestled with her great sorrow! On that very pillow her aching head +vainly sought rest; at that window she had sat thinking--thinking--till +brain and heart grew sick, and God himself seemed to have forsaken her; +and down that road she had fled, like a hunted deer, with slander's +cruel arrow rankling in her quivering heart! + +Not on _that_ pillow could sleep woo our weary traveler. + +At the little window he sat and saw the night-shadows deepen, and only +the shivering trees, as the night-wind crept through them, made answer +to his low moan, + +"Rose! Rose!" + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + + + "Dear Tom,-- + + "I am glad you are going abroad. You see I _can_ be unselfish. How + I wish _I_ were going! Of course you mean to take notes on the way. + For Heaven's sake, if you do, don't bore us with re-vamping the + travelers' guide-book, like all your predecessors; don't prate + stereotyped stupidities about Madonnas, and Venuses, and + Gladiators, or go mad over a bit of Vesuvius lava, or wear Mont + Blanc or the Rhine threadbare. Spare us also all egotistical + descriptions of your dinners and breakfasts with foreign literary + lions, and great lords and ladies. Strike out a new path, 'an thou + lovest me, Hal, or I will write your book down with one dash of my + puissant goose-quill. + + "Mrs. John has gone to the dogs. Well, listen, and I will tell you. + As John's allowance to her grew fitful, so did my attentions; a man + can not live on air you know, or waste his time where it will not + pay. Mrs. John pouted, and I whistled. Mrs. John coaxed, and I + sulked. Mrs. John took to drinking, and I took French leave, + making love to little Kate, who, I hear, has lately had a fortune + left her. Well, I had quite lost sight of old Mrs. John for some + months; I only knew that her husband was a hanger-on at Gripp's + gambling-house, and, like all steady fellows when they break loose, + was out-heroding Herod in every sort of dissipation, leaving Mrs. + John to take care of herself. + + "Well, the other night Harry and I--you remember Harry? that clever + dog who always beat us at billiards--Harry and I were coming home + about midnight, when we came across a policeman dragging off a + woman, who was swearing at him like a privateersman. That was + nothing to us, you know, or would not have been, had I not heard my + name mentioned. I turned my head; the light from the gas-lamp fell + full upon her bloated face, and, by Jove! if it was not old Mrs. + John! her clothes half torn off her in the drunken scuffle, looking + like the very witch of Endor. Wasn't it a joke? She died that + night, at the station-house, of delirium tremens, shrieking for + 'John,' and 'Rose,' and 'Finels,' and the deuce knows who. So we + go. Have you seen the new danseuse, Felissitimi? If not, do so by + all means when she comes to Baltimore. She will dance straight into + your heart with her first _pas_. I'm off, like all the world, to + see her. + + "As ever, yours, + "FINELS." + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + + +"And here we are in Boston!" said Gertrude. "Find me any thing lovelier +than this Common," she exclaimed, as she seated herself under the trees +one sweet summer morning. + +"See! Beyond Charles River the hills stretch away in the distance, while +the fragrant breath of their woods and hay-fields come wafted on every +passing breeze. + +"And the Common! one might look till the eye grows weary through those +long shady vistas, on whose smoothly-trodden paths the shifting sunlight +scarce finds place, through the leafy roofs, to play. + +"Look, Rose, at those lovely children gamboling on the velvet grass, +fresher and sweeter than the clover-blossoms they hide in their bosoms. + +"See! Up springs the fountain! like the out-gushing of Nature's full +heart at its own sweet loveliness; leaping upward, then falling to earth +again, only to rise with fresher beauty. No aristocratic 'park' key +keeps out the poor man's child, for Bunker Hill lifts its granite finger +of warning there in the distance, and the little plebeian's soiled +fingers are as welcome to pluck the butter-cups as his more dainty +little neighbor's. + +"God be thanked for that!" said Gertrude. "I well remember one balmy +summer morning in New York, when my gipsy feet carried me out over the +pavements in search of a stray blade of grass or a fresh blossom. My new +dress was an 'open sesame' to one of the 'locked parks' under the charge +of an old gardener. Lovely flowers were there, odorous shrubs, and +graceful trees. The children of the privileged few, daintily clad, +played in its nicely-graveled, shady walks. + +"It was beautiful; but outside, the poor man's child, hollow-eyed and +sad, crouched that balmy morning on the heated pavement, pressing his +pale face close against the iron rails, looking and longing, as only the +children of poverty _can_ look and long, into that forbidden Eden! + +"It made my heart ache. I could not walk there. That little pale, sad +face haunted me at every step. The very flowers were less sweet, the +drooping trees less graceful, and the lovely green hedge seemed some +tyrant jailor, within whose precincts my very breath grew thick; and +so," said Gertrude, "I thank God for this 'Common'--free to all--yes, +_Common_. I like the homely, democratic word. + +"Not that there is no aristocracy in Boston," said she, laughing; "on +the contrary, the Beacon-street millionaire, whose father might have +made his _débût_ three years ago as a tin peddler, looks down +contemptuously on those who live outside this charmed locality. The +Boston Unitarian never dreams of sharing the same heaven as the Boston +Presbyterian, and this is the only platform on which he and the Boston +Presbyterian meet! And 'High Church' and 'Low Church' are fenced off and +labeled, with a touch-me-not precision, for which the 'Great Shepherd of +the sheep' furnished no precedent. + +"Still, Boston is a nice little place. One does not, as in New York, +need to drive all the afternoon to get out into the country. Start for +an afternoon drive in New York, you have your choice between the +unmitigated gutter of its back streets, or a half hour's blockading of +your wheels every fifteen minutes, in the more crowded thoroughfares. +Add to this your detention at the ferry, blocked in by teams and carts, +and forced to listen to their wrangling drivers, and you can compute, if +you have an arithmetical turn, how much to subtract from the present, or +prospective, enjoyment of the afternoon; which, by the way, the first +evening star announces to be at an end, just as you arrive where a +little light on a fine prospect would be highly desirable. This, to one +whose preoccupied morning hours admit of no choice as to the time for +riding, may, perhaps, without wresting the king's English, be +called--tantalizing! But what drives are _Boston_ drives! What green, +winding lanes, what silver lakes, what lovely country-seats, what +tasteful pleasure-grounds! And the carriages, so handsome, so +comfortable; and the drivers so decent, respectable, and intelligent; so +well-versed in the history of the city environs. Send for a chance +carriage in New York, one hesitates to sit on its soiled cushions, +dreads its dirty steps and wheels, and turns away disgusted from its +loaferish driver, whiffing tobacco-smoke through the window in your +face, and exchanging oaths with his comrade whom he is treating to a +ride on the box. A handsome, cleanly public carriage, in New York, is as +rare there, as a tastefully-dressed woman or a healthy-looking child. + +"Then, Boston has its Sabbaths--its quiet, calm, blessed Sabbaths. No +yelling milk-men or newsboys disturb its sacred stillness. Engines are +not Sabbatically washed, and engine companies do not take that day to +practice on tin horns; military companies do not play funereal Yankee +Doodles; fruit-stalls do not offend your eye at street-corners, or open +toy-shops in the back streets; but instead, long processions of families +thread their way over the clean pavements to their respective churches, +where the clergymen can preach three times a day without fainting away; +where no poor servant-girl, whose morning hours are unavoidably +occupied, finds, after a long walk there, her church closed in the +afternoon, while her minister is at home taking his nap; where churches +are _not_ shut up in the summer months, while the minister luxuriates in +the country at his ease." + +"You are severe," said John; "ministers are but men; their health +requires respites." + +"I am not speaking of cases where a clergyman is really unable to +labor," said Gertrude; "but that habit of closing churches whole months +in the summer, strikes me most painfully. Death has all seasons for his +own--sorrow casts her shadow regardless of summer's heat or winter's +cold. I can not think it right that families should be left without +_some_ kind shepherd. Even then, with a substitute, every one knows +there are sorrows, as well as joys, with which the most well-meaning +stranger can not intermeddle. + +"O, it is from the lips of one's _own_ pastor the parting soul would +fain hear the soul-cheering promise. _His_ confiding ear that one would +entreat for the tearful bed-side weepers! Verily those ministers have +their reward, who, like their blessed Master, are 'not weary of +well-doing.' It were worth some sacrifice of luxurious pleasure to ease +one dying pang, to plume one broken wing for its eternal flight! It were +sad to think the smallest and weakest lamb of the fold perished +uncheered by the voice of its earthly shepherd. Ah! it was a life of +self-denial that the 'Man of Sorrows' led." + +"Quite a homily, Gertrude; you are evidently behind the progressive +spirit of the times; when clergymen yacht and boat, and hunt and fish, +and electioneer in the most layman-wise manner." + +"I confess to conservatism on these points," said Gertrude; "I dislike +a starched minister, as much as I dislike an undignified one. I dislike +a stupid sermon, as much as I dislike a facetious or a ranting one; I +dislike a pompous, solemn clergyman, as much as I dislike a jolly, +story-telling, jovial one. A dignified, gentlemanly, courteous, +consistent, genial clergyman, it were rare to find; though there are +such, to whom, when I meet them, my very heart warms; to whom I would +triumphantly point the carping unbeliever, who, because of the spots +which defile too many a clerical cassock, sneers indiscriminately at the +pulpit." + +"Well--to change the subject, what have you to show Rose and me, here in +Boston?" asked John. + +"Use your eyes," said Gertrude; "do you not see that the gutters are +inodorous; that the sidewalks are as clean as a parlor-floor; that the +children are healthy, and sensibly dressed; that the gentlemen here do +not smoke in public; that the intellectual, icicle women glide through +the streets, all dressed after one pattern, with their mouths puckered +up as if they were going to whistle; and that there is a general air of +substantiality and well-to-do-ativeness pervading the place; a sort of +touch-me-not, pharisaical atmosphere of 'stand-aside' propriety? + +"Do you not see that slops are not thrown at your ankles from unexpected +back doors, basements, or windows; that tenement-houses and palatial +residences do not stand cheek by jowl; that Boston men are handsome, +but provincial, and do you not know that the munificence of her rich men +is proverbial. + +"Yes, John, Boston is a nice little place; that its inhabitants go to +church three times on Sunday, is a fixed fact, and that many of them +discuss fashions going, and slander their neighbors coming back, is +quite as fixed a fact. If I should advise her, it would be after this +wise. + +"Hop out of thy peck measure, oh Boston! and take at least a _half_ +bushel view of things, so shalt thou be weighed in the balance, and not +be found wanting! + +"And yet thou hast thy sweet Mount Auburn! and for that I will love +thee. What place of sepulture can compare with it? Planted by Nature's +own prodigal and tasteful hand, with giant oaks and cedars nesting +myriad birds, now flitting through the sun-flecked branches, now pluming +their wings from some moss-grown grave-stone, and soaring upward like +the freed spirit, over whose mortal dust their sweetest requiem is sung. + +"Beautiful Mount Auburn! beautiful when summer's warm breath distills +spicy odors from thousand flowers, trembling with countless dewy +diamonds; beautiful when the hushed whisper passes through its tall +treetops, as weeping trains of mourners wind slowly with their dead +beneath them. + +"Beautiful at daybreak! when the sun gilds thy sacred temple; when the +first wakeful bird trills out his matin song. + +"Beautiful when evening's star creeps softly out, to light the homeless +widow's footstep to the grave of him, whose strong arm lies stricken at +her trembling feet. + +"Beautiful when the radiant moon silvers lovingly some humble grave, +monumentless but for the living statue--Grief! + +"Beautiful, even when winter's pall softly descends over its sacred +dust; when the tall pines, in their unchanging armor of green, stand +firm, like some brave body-guard, while all around is fading, falling, +dying; pointing silently upward, where there is no shadow of change. + +"Beautiful Mount Auburn! beautiful even to the laughing eye which sorrow +never dimmed; beautiful even to the bounding foot, which despair never +paralyzed at the tomb's dark portal--but _sacred_ to the rifled heart +whose dearest treasures lay folded to thy fragrant bosom!" + + + + +CHAPTER LX. + + +"Is that you, John? because if it is, you can not come in," said +Gertrude, opening the door just wide enough for her head to be seen. + +"I am so miserable, Gertrude." + +"Poor John! Well, just wait a bit, and I will open the door;" and +darting back into the room, Gertrude shuffled away a picture on which +she had been painting, and then threw open the door of her studio. + +"Poor John, what is it?" and Gertrude seated herself on the lounge +beside him, and laid her cheek against his, "what is it, John?" + +"I am so dissatisfied and vexed with myself," said her brother, "I +thought I was disinterested and unselfish, and I am not. I have caught +myself hoping that Rose's dream might _not_ prove true--that Vincent +might never appear, so that I might win her--and she so bound up in him, +too! I am a disgrace to my manhood, Gertrude, a poor, miserable, +vacillating, unhappy wretch." + +"No, you are not," said Gertrude, kissing his moist eyelids; "only a +great soul would have made the generous confession which has just passed +your lips; a more ignoble nature would have excused and palliated it, +perhaps denied its existence; you _are_ generous, and noble, and good, +and I only wish you were not my brother, that I might marry you myself;" +and she tried to force a smile upon John's face, by peeping archly into +it. + +"Do not jest with me, Gertrude; comfort me if you can. I too have had my +dream; I am about to lose Rose. I can not tell you about it now, it is +too painfully vivid. How can I live without love? without Rose's love? +Tell me how you learned, Gertrude, to tame down that fiery heart of +yours." + +Gertrude only replied by her caresses; for, in truth, her heart was too +full. + +There is an _outward_ life visible to all; there is an _inward_ life +known only to our own souls, and Him who formed them. + +_Was_ Gertrude's heart "tamed?" + +Ah, there were moments when she threw aside book, pallet, and pencil, +when she could listen only to its troubled, mournful wailings, because +there was nothing in all the wide earth, that could satisfy its +cravings. Only in the Infinite can such a spirit find rest; and leaning +her head upon John's shoulder, Gertrude sang: + + + "Oh, ask thou, hope thou not too much + From sympathy below; + Few are the hearts whence one same touch + Bids the sweet fountains flow: + Few, and by still conflicting powers, + Forbidden here to meet, + Such ties would make this world of ours + Too fair for aught so fleet; + + "But for those bonds all perfect made, + Wherein bright spirits blend; + Like sister flowers of one sweet shade, + With the same breeze that bends. + For that full bliss of soul allied + Never to mortals given; + Oh, lay thy lovely dreams aside, + Or lift them up to Heaven!" + + +"You are a good girl, Gertrude," said her brother. "I am no Puritan, but +your song has soothed me. There _must_ be something more satisfying in +another state of existence than there is in this, else were our very +being a mockery." + +"Poor John; he will arrive at the truth by and by," said Gertrude, as he +left the room. "I think it is easier for woman to lean upon an Almighty +arm; it is only through disappointment and suffering that man's proud +spirit is bowed childlike before the cross. And how, when it gets there, +the soul looks wondering back that it should ever have opposed its own +poor pride of self to Calvary's meek sufferer!" + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. + + +How the wind roared! how the sails creaked and flapped! and the tall +masts groaned! How the great vessel rolled from side to side, and tossed +hither and thither, like a plaything for the winds and waves. The poor +invalid groaned in his berth with pain and _ennui_. It mattered little +to him whether the vessel ever made port or not. Sea-sickness is a great +leveler, making the proud and haughty spirit quail before it, and +disposing it to receive a sympathizing word from even the humblest. + +"A rough sea, sir," said the captain, stripping off his shaggy +deck-coat, and seating himself by the side of the invalid; "rough even +for us old sea-dogs; but for a landsman, ah! I see it has taken you all +aback," and the captain smiled as a man may smile who is quits with old +Neptune in his fiercest moods. + +"I can't say, though," continued the captain, "that you looked any too +robust when you came on board. I suppose we must take that into the +account. I hope you find yourself comfortable here--stewardess +attentive, and so on. She is an uncouth creature, but seems to +understand her business. Ah! had you been aboard my ship some years ago, +you would have seen a stewardess! Such a noiseless step; such a gentle +voice; such a soft touch; it was quite worth while to be sick to be so +gently cared for." + +The invalid made no reply, save to turn his head languidly on the +pillow; he was too weak, and sick, and dispirited to take any interest +in the old captain's story. + +"I wonder what ever became of her," continued the captain, tapping on +the lid of his snuff-box; "I made all sorts of inquiries when I returned +from my last voyage. Such a boy as she had with her! You should have +seen that boy (bless me, I hope you'll excuse my sneezing). Such a pair +of eyes; black--like what, I fancy, yours might have been when you were +young, and handsomer; he was a splendid child. We thought one spell the +little fellow was going to slip his cable; but he managed to weather the +storm, and came out from his sickness brighter than ever. Poor Rose! how +she did love him!" + +"Rose?" asked the invalid, for the first time betraying any sign of +interest. + +"Yes; pretty name, wasn't it? and just sweet enough for her too. But, +poor girl, she was a blighted Rose!" and the old captain set his teeth +together, and bringing his horny palm down on his knee, exclaimed, +"Great Cæsar! I should like to see the rascal who broke that woman's +heart run up to the yard-arm yonder. I don't care how fine a broad-cloth +such a fellow wears; the better his station the greater his sin, and the +more weight his damning example carries with it. If a man wants to do a +mean action, let him not select a woman to victimize. Yes, sir, as I +said before, I should like to have that fellow dangling from yonder +yard-arm! I am an old man, and have seen a great deal of this sort of +thing in my travels round the world. The laws need righting on this +subject, and if men were not so much interested in letting them remain +as they are, women would be better protected. Imprisonment for life is +none too heavy a penalty for such an offense. It is odd," said the old +captain, reflectively, "how a woman will forgive every thing to a man +she loves. Now that poor little Rose--she clung to the belief that her +lover had neither betrayed nor deserted her--isn't it odd now? and isn't +it a cursed shame," said the old captain, striking his hand down again +on his knee, "that the most angelic trait in woman's nature should be +the very noose by which man drags her down to perdition? Hang it, I +could almost foreswear my own sex when I think of it. + +"But you don't agree with me, I suppose," said the captain, unbuttoning +his vest, as if it impeded the play of his feelings. "You young fellows +are not apt to look on it in this light. You _will_, sir, if you ever +have daughters. Every such victim is somebody's daughter, somebody's +sister. No man can indulge in illicit gratification--not even with a +consenting party--and say he does no wrong. In the first place, as I +look at it, he blunts his own moral sense; secondly, that of his +companion; for it is well known that even the most depraved have moments +when their better natures are in the ascendant; who can tell that _on +him_ does not rest the responsibility of balancing the scales at such a +critical moment? Thirdly, the weight of his example on society; for +none, not even the humblest, is without his influence; the smallest +pebble thrown into a lake will widen out its circle; but I am talking +too much to you," said the old captain; "I think of these things oftener +since I saw poor Rose. You must forgive me if I said aught to displease +you." + +The invalid stretched out his hand, and said, with a languid smile, "I +have not strength to talk to you about it now, captain; but God will +surely bless you for befriending poor Rose, as you call her." + +"Oh, that's a trifle!" said the captain; "it was a blessing to look on +her sweet face and the boy's; you should see that boy, sir; any father +might have been proud of _him_. Good-day; bear up, now. Nobody dies of +sea-sickness. We shall make port before long. Let me know if you want +any thing. Good-day, sir." + + + + +CHAPTER LXII. + + +"Weeping! dear Gertrude," exclaimed John, as he entered his sister's +studio, and seated himself by her side. + +Gertrude laid her head upon his shoulder without replying. + +"You do not often see me thus," she said, after a pause. "To-day is the +anniversary of my husband's death, and as I sat at the window and saw +the autumn wind showering down the bright leaves, I thought of that +mournful October day, when, turning despairingly away from his dying +moans, I walked to the window of his sick room, and saw the leaves +eddying past as they do now. I could almost see again before me that +pallid face, almost hear those fleeting, spasmodic breaths, and all the +old agony woke up again within me. And yet," said Gertrude, smiling +through her tears, "such blissful memories of his love came with it! Oh! +surely, John, love like this perishes not with its object--dies not in +this world? + +"And my little Arthur, too, John--you have never seen my treasures. You +have never looked upon the faces which made earth such a paradise for +me;" and touching a spring in a rosewood box near her, Gertrude drew +from it the pictures of her husband and child, and as John scanned their +features in silence, she leaned upon his shoulder, and the bright +teardrops fell like rain upon them. + +"It is seldom that I allow myself to look at them," she said. "I were +unfitted else for life's duties." + +"It is a fine face,", said John, gazing at that of Gertrude's husband. +"It is a faithful index of the noble soul you worship. Your boy's face +is yours in miniature, Gertrude." + +"Yes; and I so deplored it after my husband's death; I used to watch so +eagerly for one flitting expression of his father's." + +John replaced the pictures in the box with a sigh, and sat a few moments +thinking. + +"Gertrude, do you know that your nature would never have fully developed +itself in prosperity? The rain was as needful as the sunshine to ripen +and perfect it." + +"Yes, I feel that," said his sister. "And when I look around and see +divided households; husbands and wives wedded to misery; parents, whose +clutching love for gold swallows up every parental feeling; children, +whose memories of home are hate, and discord, and all uncharitableness, +I hug my brief day of unalloyed happiness to my bosom, and cheerfully +accept my lot at His hand who hath disposed it." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + + + "Dear Tom-- + + "Received your last letter by the Baltic. It was a gem, as usual. + If your book is half as good, you will make your reputation and a + fortune out of it. I knew you would like Paris; it is the only + place in the world to live in. I hope yet to end my days there. + + "And speaking of ending days, I have the most extraordinary thing + to tell you: + + "Jack--our glorious dare-devil Jack--has turned parson! Actual + parson--black coat, white neck-tie, and long-tailed surtout--it is + incredible! The little opera-dancer, Felissitimi, laughed till she + was black in the face when I told her. It is no laughing matter to + me, though, for he was always my shadow. I miss him at the club, + the billiard-table, at King street, and every where else. It is + confoundedly provoking. I feel like half a pair of scissors, and + wander round in a most unriveted state. + + "Such crowds as Jack draws to hear him! There is no church in town + that will hold all his admiring listeners. _I_ have not been, from + principle, because I think all that sort of thing is a deuced + humbug, and I won't countenance it. But the other night, Menia did + not perform, as was announced on the play-bills, and I looked about + quite at a loss where to spend my evening. The first thing I knew, + I found myself borne along with the current toward John's church. + Then I said to myself 'Now if that crowd choose to relieve me of + the responsibility of countenancing John's nonsense, by _pushing_ + me into that church, well and good;' so I just resigned myself to + the elbowing tide. And, by Jove! the first thing I knew, there I + was, in a broad aisle-pew, sitting down as demure as if I were + Aminidab Sleek. + + "Well, pretty soon John came in. How well he had got himself up in + that black suit! It was miraculous. I looked round on the + women--_he_ had them! With that musical voice of his, even that old + hymn he read, sounded as well as any thing of Byron's. His prayer + was miraculous!--I can't think how he did it; one would have + supposed he felt every syllable; but you and I know Jack. + + "Well, then came the sermon. 'Cast thy bread upon the waters, for + thou shalt find it after many days.' He said it was in the Bible, + and I suppose it was; I never heard of it before, but that may be + for want of reading. By that time I was all eyes and ears. I knew + he had impudence enough, so I was not afraid of his breaking down; + and if he did, so much the better; there'd be something to laugh + at him about. + + "Now, Tom, you can't credit what I am going to tell you; that + fellow began to relate his own experience; beginning with the + prayers and hymns his mother taught him, and which he gradually + lost the recollection of after she died, and as he grew older; then + he described--and, by Jove, he did it well--his past downward + steps, as he called them (I think that expression is open to + discussion, Tom), the temptations of his youth, the gradual searing + of conscience, and Satan's final triumph, when he cast off all + restraint, and acknowledged no law but the domination of his own + mad passions. Then he described his life at that point, _our_ + life--(I wonder if he saw _me_ there?) he spoke of the occasional + twinges of conscience, growing fainter, fainter, and at last dying + out altogether. + + "Then came his waking up from that long trance of sin, our meeting + with that old lady in the street--(you remember, Tom), and the + tearful look which she bent on him, when in reply to some remark of + mine, he exclaimed, + + "'Jesus Christ!' + + "Then, how that look had haunted him, tortured him, by day and + night; how it had wakened to new life all the buried memories of + childhood--his mother's prayers and tears, and dying words; and + how, after wrestling with it, through deeper depths of sin than + any into which he had yet plunged, he had yielded to the holy + spell, and that 'Jesus Christ' had now become to him, with + penitential utterance, 'My Lord and my God.' + + "Tom--there was not a dry eye in that church when Jack got through, + no--not even mine, for I caught the infection (I might as well own + it); I felt as wicked as old King Herod; and all day to-day--it is + a rainy day, though, and I suppose, when the sun shines out, I + shall feel better, I have not been able to get that sermon out of + my mind. I don't believe in it, of course not; hang me if I know + what _does_ ail me; I am inclined to think it is a bad fit of + indigestion. I must have a game at billiards. Write me. + + "Yours, + "FINELS." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + + +"How you grow, Charley," said John, tossing him up on his shoulder, and +walking up to the looking-glass. "It seems but yesterday that you lay +wrapped up in your blanket a-board Captain Lucas' ship with your thumb +in your mouth (that unfailing sign of a good-natured baby), thinking of +nothing at all; and now here you are six years' old to-day--think of +that man? and I dare say you expect a birth-day present." + +"Yes, if you please," said Charley. + +"There, now; that is to the point. I like an honest boy. What will you +have, Charley?" + +"Something pretty for my mamma," said the loving little heart. + +"Better still," said John; "but mamma won't take presents. I have tried +her a great many times. There is one I want very much to make her, but +she always says 'No.'" And John glanced at Gertrude. + +"Mind what you say," whispered his sister. "He might chance to repeat it +to his mother." + +"So much the better, Gertrude. Then she will be sure to think of me at +least one minute. + +"But, Charley, tell me what _you_ want. I would like to get you +something for _yourself_." + +"I want my papa," said Charley, resolutely. "Tommy Fritz keeps saying +that I 'haven't got any papa.' _Haven't_ I got a papa, cousin John?" + +"You have a Father in heaven," said John, kissing Charley as he evaded +the earnest question. + +"When did he die? I want you to tell me all about him, cousin John, +because Tommy Fritz sits next me at school and teases me so about not +having any papa." + +"Fritz?" repeated John, turning to Gertrude; "Fritz?--the name sounds +familiar. Where could I have heard it? Fritz?" and John paced up and +down the room, trying to remember. + +"Yes, Tommy Fritz," repeated Charley; "and Tommy's big brother comes to +school with him some days, and he saw me, and told Tommy that I hadn't +any papa." + +"Did you say any thing to your mamma about it?" asked John. + +"No," said Charley, with a very resolute shake of the head, "because it +always makes mamma look so sad when I talk to her about papa; but I +don't want Tommy to plague me any more. Is it bad not to have a papa, +cousin John?" + +"There are a great many little boys whose papas are dead," said John. +"Yes, it is bad for them, because they feel lonesome without them, just +as you do." + +Charley looked very earnestly in John's face, as if he were not +satisfied with his answer, and yet as if he did not know how better to +make himself understood. Looking thoughtfully on the ground a few +moments, he said-- + +"Was my papa good, cousin John?" + +John drew Charley closer to his breast. "I did not know your papa, my +dear, but your mamma loves him very much, and she is so good herself +that I think she would not love him so were he not a good man." + +"I'm _so_ glad!" exclaimed Charley, with sparkling eyes. "May I tell +Tommy Fritz that?" he asked, with the caution acquired by too early an +acquaintance with sorrow. + +"Certainly," said John, secretly resolving to inquire into this Fritz +matter himself. + +"Your mother is calling you, Charley," said Gertrude. "Poor little +fellow," she added, as he ran nimbly out of the room. "Just think of a +child with such a frank outspoken nature, burying such a corroding +mystery in his own loving little heart, rather than pain his mother by +asking for a solution. Poor Rose--the haunting specter which her +prophet-eye discerned in her child's future, has assumed shape sooner +than even she dreamed. Who can this 'big Fritz' be, John? and where +could he have known Rose?" + +"I have it," exclaimed John, stopping suddenly before his sister, with a +deep red flush upon his face. "This Fritz was a fellow-passenger of +Rose's and mine on board Captain Lucas's vessel. The conceited puppy +imagined that Rose would save him the trouble of gathering her by +dropping at his feet--he found thorns instead of a rose, and his wounded +vanity has taken this mean revenge. But he shall learn Rose has a +protector," said John, folding his arms, and closing his lips firmly +together. + +"I shall do nothing rashly," said he, shaking off the clasp of +Gertrude's hand. "Puppy"--he exclaimed--"contemptible coward, with all +his pretensions to the title of a gentleman, to slander a woman!" + +"Defining the word gentleman in that way," answered Gertrude, "the ranks +would be pretty well thinned out. Some do it with a shrug--some with an +uplifted eyebrow--some with a curl of the lip--some with a protracted +whistle; and many a 'gentleman,' to make himself the paltry hero of the +hour, has uttered boasting words of vanity, false as his own black +heart; and many a virtuous woman has had occasion to repel insults +growing out of this dastardly mention of her name before strangers, that +else would never have been offered her. The crime is so common as to +excite little or no reprehension, as to be little or no barrier in the +intercourse between gentlemen. If every man who honors woman, and who +finds himself in such unscrupulous society--testified his abhorrence by +turning his back upon such a circle, the rebuke would soon tell. There +_are_ those whose standard of manly honor requires this in an associate. + +"What! going, John?" + +"Yes, I am too irritable to be good company; I must cool off my +indignation by a walk in the open air. Go and sit with Rose, Gertrude; +it may be that Charley may drop some word that will make known to her +this new trouble." + +"Never fear him," said Gertrude, "I don't know whether to call it +instinct or tact, but he always seems to know what to say, and what to +leave unsaid; he has the most lightning perceptions of any child I ever +saw. No subtle shade of meaning in conversation seems to escape him, and +he will often drop a remark which convinces you that he has grasped the +subject at the very moment you are contriving some way to elucidate your +meaning. Poor little Charley--it is always such natures whose heritage +is sorrow." + + + + +CHAPTER LXV. + + +The old Bond mansion, though threatening to tumble down at every +wind-gust, stood just where Rose had left it. The woodbine still +festooned its piazza with green garlands in summer, and scarlet and +purple berries and leaves in autumn. The tall butternut-trees still +stood sentinel before it, the old moss-roofed barn leaned over on one +side, like some old veteran whose work was almost done, and the +iron-gray horse still took his afternoon-roll on the grass-plot before +the door, kicking up his hoofs in the very face of old Time. The brown +chickens, once Charley's delight, had become respectable mothers of +families, and clucked round after their lordly chanticleer, too happy to +escape with half a dozen rebuffs a day from his majesty, and old Bruno, +the house-dog, took longer naps on the sunny side of the house, and was +less irascible at tin peddlers and stray cattle. The once nicely-kept +little garden was overrun with pig-weed and nettles, and the tall, +slender hollyhocks swung hither and thither with their flushed faces, +like some awkward overgrown school-girl, looking for a place to hide. + +It was five o'clock in the afternoon, and yet old Mrs. Bond had not +thrown open the kitchen-door opposite the well-sweep, or filled the +tea-kettle, or kindled up the kitchen-fire for tea. But look! a strange +woman steps out upon the piazza; such a woman as every country village +boasts; round, rubicund, check-aproned and spectacled, with very long +cap-strings, turtle-shaped feet, thick ankles, and no waist. With her +fat, red hands crossed over the place where her waist once was, she +steps out on the piazza and looks over her spectacles, this way and +that, up and down the road. + +The little brook babbles on as usual, and the linden-trees and maples +are nodding and whispering to each other across the road; but nothing +else is stirring. So Mrs. Simms goes back into the house, and closes the +door, and Bruno gives a low growl to signify that all is right, as far +as he knows. + +Then Mrs. Simms lays her hand on the latch of the sitting-room door, and +softly glides in. It is very dark; just a ray of light is shining in +through a chink in the shutter. She opens it a little further, and the +pleasant afternoon sunlight streams in across the floor--across the pine +table--across the coffin--across the placid face of good, dear, old Mrs. +Bond. + +She has gone to that city where "there is no need of the sun, nor of the +moon, to shine in it, for the glory of God doth lighten it, and the Lamb +is the light thereof." + +And now the neighbors drop in gently, one by one. Not one there but can +remember some simple act of kindness, which makes the warm tears drop +upon the placid face, upon which they are looking for the last time. +Mrs. Bond had no kin; and yet every trembling lip there, called her +"mother." + +Not for thee, "mother," whom the busy world honored not, whom the Lord +of Glory crowned; not for _thee_ the careless city sepulture, the +jostled hearse, the laughing, noisy, busy crowd. Reverently the prayer +is said; now the little, rosy child is lifted up, to see how sweet a +smile even icy Death may wear; and now toil-hardened hands, though +kindly, bear her gently on to the quiet corner in the leafy church-yard, +to which she has so long looked forward. The mold has fallen on her +breast, the grave is spaded over, and still they linger, loth to leave +even to the fragrant night, the kindly heart which had beat so long +responsive to their homely joys and sorrows. + +Oh, many such an earth-dimmed diamond shall Jehovah set sparkling in his +crown, in the day when he maketh up his jewels. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + + +It is astonishing the miles one may pass over unconsciously when one's +mind is absorbed in thought. John strode rapidly down street, after his +interview with Gertrude, running against foot-passengers with an +audacity which his bland "beg pardon" scarcely atoned for. Some scowled, +some muttered "tipsy;" an old apple-woman whose basket he upset, picked +up the half-dollar he threw her with a very equivocal look of thanks, +and a lady whose flounces he pinned to the sidewalk, darted vengeance at +him, from a pair of eyes evidently made only for love-glances. Poor, +distracted John! pedestrians should have seen that his elbow had a +pugilistic crook in it, which might have notified any one with half an +eye, that he was in a state of mind. But it is heart-rending how +indifferent and stupid the out-door world is to one's individual frames. +The hardhearted teamster persists in halting his cart on the only dry +street-crossing, though bright eyes look down imploringly at pretty +gaiter boots; gentlemen who have practiced before the looking-glass the +most killing way of carrying a cane, and finally settled down upon the +arm-pit style, mercilessly extinguish unwary eyes with the protruding +weapon. It matters not to the smoker that he poisons the fresh air upon +which one has depended to cure a villainous headache. It matters not +that the stain of the cigar-stump he tosses upon your dress, is as +indelible as the stamp of loaferism upon the best-dressed man who smokes +in the street. It matters not to the grocer's boy, as he walks with his +head hind side before, that he draws a slimy salt-fish across a silk +mantle, or fetches up against a brocade with a quart of molasses. It +matters not that you are unable to decide whether the world is not big +enough, or whether there are too many people in it; the census keeps +going on all the same. + +As our hero was sufficiently unfashionable never to have defiled his +very handsome mouth with a cigar, he had no escape-valve for his +irritation but accelerated motion; and that brought him, after a time, +to the door of a restaurant which stood invitingly open. Entering, +partly from weariness, partly from extreme thirst, consequent upon being +in an excited state, he seated himself in a curtained alcove, and +tossing his hat on the table, gave his order to the waiter, and +listlessly took up a newspaper. Ere his eyes were riveted upon any +particular paragraph, voices in the next alcove attracted his attention. + +"Do you stay long in the city?" + +"I think not; only a day or two." + +"Well, there are plenty of things to look at, if you are fond of +sight-seeing; and if your taste runs to women, we have plenty of fair +faces. There is one in ---- street--ripe, rosy lips--such a foot, and +such a symmetrical little form; knows what she is about, too--demure as +a nun and sly as a priest; took me completely in with her Methodist way. +I thought she was what she pretended to be, and all the time she was +carrying on a most desperate flirtation with a fellow by the name of +Perry. She was a picture, that little Rose, and now it seems he has +caged her at last." + +"Rose? Married her?" + +"Lord bless you, no--of course not. He schools the boy, and all +that--pays the bills, etc.--you understand. The boy goes to school with +my little brother; that's the way I tracked her out. You see, it was on +board ship I first saw her, and then I lost sight of her again until I +got this clew. This whining Perry carried her off under my very +nose--I--who have had such success; well, I don't wish to boast, but +Perry's money was the thing--women are mercenary creatures. I suppose +she passes here for respectable. They have a lady with them whom Perry +pretends is his sister, to give it a more respectable air. No woman +treats me with contempt without rueing it. By Jupiter, she was as +imperious as a duchess because I honored her with a few compliments. +I'll turn their little comedy into a tragedy, as sure as my name is +Fritz." + +"I will save you that trouble," exclaimed John, darting into the +alcove, and slapping him across the face with his glove. "There's my +card. You know me, sir," and he stood facing him with folded arms. + +It is half the battle to have right on one's side, and Fritz was taken +at a liar's disadvantage. Conscious of this, he made no attempt at a +retort, but pointing to "his friend," muttered something to John about +"hearing from him." + +John strode out into the open air, to the astonishment of the +open-mouthed waiter, who stood, tray in hand. + +"A word with you, sir," said the gentleman, whom he had just seen in +Fritz's company, following him. "The lady who was the occasion of this +quarrel--'Rose'--I would speak of _her_." + +"I am not accustomed to hearing her so familiarly designated by a +stranger," answered Perry, haughtily. + +"Pardon me!" exclaimed the gentleman, much agitated. "I--I--in fact, +sir, I am a stranger to Mr. Fritz. We met casually in a railroad-car, +and meeting me just now before De Marco's, he invited me in to take a +glass of wine with him. I have declined having any thing to do as his +second in this affair. His manner to you convinced me that he has no +right to consider himself a gentleman. With regard to the lady, sir, it +may seem to you an impertinence that I should speak of her again--the +name attracted me--it is that of a dear lost friend--I fancied this +might be she," and the speaker became more agitated. "Now--it is at +your option, sir, whether to pursue the subject further." + +John looked him in the face; there was goodness there, and must have +been sorrow, too--for the eyes were sunken and the form emaciated, and +his thin pale hands were as transparent as a woman's. + +"Could this be _he_?" and John in his turn became agitated. + +"If it were? should he lead him out of this labarynth of doubt? should +he place in his hand the thread which should conduct him through its dim +shadows out under the clear blue sky, 'mid soft breezes and blossoming +flowers? or leave him there to grope, while he wooed the blessed +sun-light for his own path?" + +The temptation was but for a moment. + +"You seem feeble," said John, kindly, though his voice still trembled +with emotion; "do me the favor to accompany me home, and then we will +talk of this more at length." + +The two walked on, overshadowed each with the presence of a power, of +which all of us have been at some eventful moment conscious, and over +which the conventionalities of life have had no control. It did not seem +strange therefore to either, that they who had exchanged words, so +fraught with meaning to each, should walk on side by side in thoughtful +silence. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII. + + +Arrived at John's lodgings, he ushered the stranger into Gertrude's +studio, of which she had given him the key when they parted, as she +intended riding out with Rose. Motioning him to a seat, and adding that +he would rejoin him presently, John left him there alone. + +The stranger looked around; there were landscape, game, fruit, cattle, +and flower pieces, and all so exquisitely painted that any other moment +each would have been a study to him--now heart and brain were both +pre-occupied. What was in store for him? He felt this to be a +turning-point in his life. + + +A slight jar, and a picture, which stands with the back toward him, +falls over. The stranger rises, and stoops to replace it! + +Ah!--why that suppressed cry of joy? Why those passionate kisses on the +insensible canvas? Why those fast-falling tears, and heart-beaming +smiles? + + +"It is not _your_ mamma--it is _my_ mamma," said Charley, stepping up +between the picture and the stranger. + +"His own eyes! his own brow! and Rose's sweet mouth! his own, and +Rose's child! + +"My God, I thank thee!" he murmured; but the thin arms that were +outstretched to clasp his new found treasure, fell powerless at his +side. To sorrow he had become inured; he could not bear the out-gushing +fountain of joy. + +John, who had been an unseen spectator, had not looked for this tragic +termination of his test. On _his_ kind heart his rival's head was +pillowed, _his_ hand bathed his cold temples, _his_ voice assisted +returning consciousness. + +"Who is he?" whispered Charley, tiptoeing up to John. + +"Ask him," whispered John, as the stranger slowly opened his eyes. + +Charley advanced, then retreated a step--then, won by the beaming smile +which irradiated the stranger's face, he asked, + +"Did you come here to see my Aunt Gertrude's pictures?" + +"No," replied the stranger, with the same bright smile. + +"Did you come to see John?" + +"No, my dear." + +"Did you come to see me?" + +"Yes." + +"What did you come to see me, for?" + +Drawing him closer to his heart, and kissing his brow, the stranger +said, "See if you can not guess." + +Charley looked at Cousin John, but the conflicting expressions which +flitted over his face gave him no clew. He looked at the stranger--his +dark eyes were brimming with tears, but the same smile still played upon +his lips. Charley stood for a moment irresolute, then, with another +timid look into his face, he said, "I don't know--_certainly_--who you +are, but--" + +"But what, my dear?" + +"Perhaps--you are my own papa come home." + +No reply--but a deadly pallor overspread the stranger's face as he +glanced in the direction of the door. John, who was standing with his +back to it, turned around--and there--in the doorway, stood Rose with +her small head bent forward--her lips apart--and her dilated eyes fixed +upon the prostrate form before her. It was only for an instant--with a +piercing cry, in which fear and joy both found utterance, she bounded to +his side--kissed his brow, his lips, his eyes. Oh, was death to divide +them then? God forbid! + +"Vincent--Vincent--my own Vincent!" and in that long, idolatrous kiss, +her woman's heart absolved the past, whatever that past might be. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII. + + +"Sit down by me--tell me what you have learned from Rose," said John, +the next day to his sister. + +"His history is so singular," said Gertrude, "that in a novel it would +be stigmatized as incredible, overdrawn, and absurd; in truth, a +novelist who would not subject himself to such charges must not too +closely follow Nature. If the gorgeous colors of our autumnal scenery +were faithfully transferred to canvas, the artist would be considered a +glaring, tasteless burlesquer. Both artist and novelist must learn to +'tone down' their pictures; but as my story is not for the critic's ear, +but for yours, John, I shall tell it verbatim. + + + VINCENT'S HISTORY. + + "Rose and Vincent were legally married by the Rev. Mr. Lehmann, a + few miles from the boarding-school where Vincent first saw Rose. + Vincent took her from thence immediately to the hotel, where his + friend, the Rev. Mr. Lehmann, was staying for a few days previous + to his departure for the Continent. The rector's brother, who was + with him, was the witness to the ceremony. + + "Rose and Vincent then left for a few days' sojourn in a + neighboring city. There Vincent received intelligence of the dying + condition of his aged father. As his father had been unapprised of + his sudden marriage, he thought it not best to take Rose with him + at such a time;--providing, therefore, every thing necessary for + her comfort, and expecting to be gone at farthest but a few days, + he took a reluctant leave of her--he little thought for how long a + time. + + "Part of the journey lay off from the regular public conveyances; + and Vincent, being anxious to return to Rose as soon as possible, + hesitated not, though the road was lonely, to perform it at night + on horseback. On this night he was met by a gang of desperados, + who, unknown to him, herded in the vicinity, and who attacked him + and left him for dead, after possessing themselves of his watch, + pocket-book, and papers. There he was found the next day, by a + passing traveler, in an insensible state, and taken to the nearest + farm-house. He was quite unable to give any account of himself; and + not wishing to be burdened with the care of him, they put him into + a cart and took him to the county poor-house. Here his sufferings, + aggravated by neglect, assumed the form of brain fever, and from + thence, after awhile, he was removed to the lunatic asylum, where + he remained for a year without any symptoms of returning reason. + + "His distress, when he finally became conscious of the length of + time which had elapsed since he left Rose, was too much for his + weak frame. A relapse ensued, and for months longer he vibrated + between life and death. + + "When consciousness again returned, though weakened in body and + enfeebled in mind, he commenced his weary search for Rose. He could + hear nothing except that part of her story which he gleaned from + Mrs. Bond, and which only served to aggravate his distress. Since + then he has traveled unceasingly in steamboats, railroad cars, and + stages; haunted hotels, haunted villages, and loitered trembling in + churchyards. There is no misery like suspense, and acting upon an + already enfeebled frame, it sapped the very fountains of life, and + reduced him so fearfully as to render him quite unable to bear the + sudden shock of joy which so unexpectedly met him." + + "Poor Vincent!" exclaimed John; "and I have grudged him his + happiness." + + "Dear John!" + + "Where was Charley born, Gertrude?" + + "In a Lying-in Hospital; in which poor Rose took refuge when the + sorrowful hour drew near. + + "Then," said Gertrude, resuming her story, "Rose's husband had a + cousin of the same name as himself, extravagant, reckless, and + dissipated, who, though only twenty-five, had run through a + handsome property, inherited in his own right from his grandmother, + besides making unreasonable demands upon the paternal + purse-strings. The old gentleman at last remonstrated, and the + young man's affairs being even worse than he had dared to + represent, he became desperate and unscrupulous. + + "The father of Rose's husband, who, spite of the profligacy of his + nephew, cherished a warm attachment for him, had willed him his + property, in case of his son's death. This the young spendthrift + was aware of, and when he first heard of the old gentleman's + illness, he planned with three desperados to murder his cousin, and + remove the only obstacle to his immediate possession of the + fortune." + + "How was this discovered?" asked John. + + "It was revealed by one of the gang on his deathbed, though not + until after the instigator had met his own doom at the hands of a + woman whom he had betrayed and deserted." + + "Then," said John, after a pause, "Rose and her husband have no + immediate means of support. It is happiness to know that I can be + of service even now." + + "But Vincent is not a man to incur such an obligation," said his + sister, "enfeebled as he is." + + "He must--he shall," said the generous John, "at least till he is + stronger and better able to substantiate his claim to what is + rightfully his own; he _may_ get even more than his own," said + John, "when the old lady in New Orleans finds out that he is the + father of the beautiful child she fancied so much; the family + likeness must have been well handed down in Charley's face." + + "That is not strange," said Gertrude; "cases have occurred in which + the family likeness, after having been apparently wholly + obliterated, has re-appeared in the third or fourth generation." + + "Well, Vincent's story passes belief," said John; "truth _is_, + indeed, stranger than fiction." + + + + +CHAPTER LXIX. + + +Had cousin John no war to wage with self? Could the long-hoarded hope of +years be relinquished without a struggle? Could blissful days and +nights, in which to breathe the same air with Rose, win even the +faintest smile, were reward enough for any toil,--could such memories +cease at once to thrill? Could he see that smile, in all its brightness, +beaming upon another?--hear that voice ten fold more musically modulated +whispering (not for him) words he would have died to hear--and not feel +a pang bitter as death? Tell me, ye who have made earth-idols only to +see them pass away? + +No--cousin John felt all this; Rose lost all was lost--nothing to toil +for--nothing to hope for--nothing to live for. + +Was it indeed so? He dashed the unmanly tears away. Was he, indeed, such +a poor, selfish driveler that the happiness of her whom he loved was +less dear to him than his own? Was it no joy to see that sweet eye +brighten with hope, though kindled by another? Was it nothing to see the +shadow of shame pass from that fair brow, and see it lifted in the +world's scornful face in loving pride to him who rightfully called her +"wife?" Was it nothing that Charley's little heaving heart had found his +own papa? + +"Shame--shame--was _his_ manly heart powerless to bear what _she_, whom +he so loved, had borne in all her woman's feebleness?" + +"I knew it would be so, John," said Gertrude, gazing into her brother's +calm face, in which the traces of suffering still lingered. "I knew you +could conquer"--and tears of sympathy fell upon the hand she pressed. + + + + +CHAPTER LXX. + + +"Sit down," said John, a few hours after, as Vincent rapped at his +room-door. "I was just wishing for you, although it were cruel to +monopolize you a moment, at such a time as this. Sit down--I want to +confess to you," said John, with a heightened color. "It will make my +heart easier--it will be better for both of us. + +"Vincent--you have taken away from me all that has made life dear to me +since I first saw your--since I first saw Rose; and yet"--and John +reached out his hand--"I can look on your happiness and hers, and thank +God for it. It has cost me a struggle--but it is all over now. Peerless +as Rose is--I feel that you are worthy of her." + +"I can not find words to say what I would," said Vincent; "by my gain, +my dear friend, I can measure your loss," and he grasped John's hand +with unfeigned emotion. "Rose has spoken of you to me in a way this +morning that, independent of this noble frankness on your part, would +forever have insured you a brother's place in my heart. How can I thank +you for it all? How can I prove to you my gratitude for your kindness +to me and mine?" + +"By not leaving us," answered John; "by considering my ample means as +yours, and Rose's, and Charley's; by making my otherwise solitary life +glad, bright, and blessed by your presence; by placing a confidence in +me which you will never have cause to regret," said John, with a flushed +brow. + +"I know it--I believe it--I know it--God bless you," said Vincent; "you +can ask nothing that I could refuse. Had it not been for you, I might +never have found my treasures. I will be your guest for a time, until I +have established claims which I must not neglect, for those who are dear +to me--and _then_ our homes shall be one. God bless you, John, my +brother." + +Rose glided in! Oh how surpassingly lovely! with those love-brimming +eyes and that sunny smile. Placing her little hand in John's, she said, +"and my brother, too." + +"Seal it with a kiss, Rose," said Vincent. + +"That I will," exclaimed the happy little wife. "Kiss me, John." + +"Me, too," said Charley. "Oh, John, is not _he_ (pointing to Vincent) +all of our papas? Mayn't I run and tell Tommy Fritz?" + + + + +CHAPTER LXXI. + + +It was a cold January night. The stars glowed and sparkled, and ever and +anon shot rapidly across the clear blue sky, as if it was out of all +reason to expect them to stay on duty such a bitter night, without a +little occasional exercise. + +The few pedestrians whom business had unfortunately driven out, hurried +along with rapid strides, steaming breath, and hands thrust into their +pockets; and, as their arms protruded, handle-fashion, they might have +been mistaken for so many brown jugs in locomotion. + +Through many a richly-curtained window, the bright lights gleamed +cheerfully, while the merry song or laugh from within, might be heard by +the shivering outsiders, quickening the steps of those who were so lucky +as to have firesides of their own, and making the night, to those who +had none, seem still more cold and drear. + +Beneath one of these brilliantly-lighted windows, down upon the frosty +pavement, crouched a bundle of rags, it scarce seemed more, so +motionless had it lain there, for hours; for on such a bitter night no +one felt inclined to stop and investigate it; and yet there was life +within it, feeble and nickering though it was. + +Now and then a pair of hollow eyes gleamed out, and gazed wildly about, +and then the lids would close over them, and the head droop back again +to its old posture. + +Now and then a murmur issued from the parched lips, and one might have +heard, had he been very near, the words-- + +"Mercy! mercy!" + +And still from the window above, the bird-like voice caroled out its +sweet song, and merry voices joined in the chorus. + +Now a little child, with broad, expansive brow, and sweet, soul-lit +eyes, parts the rich damask curtains, and pressing his little face +closely against the window-pane, gazes out into the frosty night. + +"How brightly the gleaming stars shine! I wonder how _long_ have they +shone? I wonder are they _really_ all little worlds? and people in them? +I wonder--" and here the child stopped, for the bundle of rags beneath +the window gave a convulsive heave, and his quick ear had caught the +words despair had uttered: + +"Mercy! mercy!" + +"Oh! papa--dear papa, Gertrude, John, oh, come!" and with heart of pity +and winged feet, little Charley darted through the dining-room door, out +into the wide hall, and down the steps to the bundle of rags whence the +sound issued. + +The eyes had closed again, the head had drooped, and the poor thin, +outstretched hands fallen hopelessly down upon the frosty pavement. + +"Run in, Charley," said John; "the air is bitter cold. Move away, dear, +and let me take this poor creature up." + +It was a light burthen, that bundle of rags, though the heart beneath it +was so heavy. + +Rose and Gertrude sprang forward and arranged pillows on the sofa for +the dying woman, for such she seemed to be, and chafed her hands and +temples, while John and Vincent dropped some wine between the pale lips. + +Slowly she opened her eyes. Warmth! light! kind words! kind faces! Where +was she? + +Now Rose bends over her a face pitying as God's angels. The hollow eyes +glare wildly upon it, a spasm passes over the pale face of the sufferer, +and as she turns away to the pillow, she falters out, + +"Oh! God forgive me! 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LOWELL MASON'S + +CHURCH MUSIC. + ++THE HALLELUJAH.+ A book for the Service of Song in the House of the Lord, +containing tunes, chants, and anthems, both for the choir and +congregation; to which is prefixed the Singing School, a manual for +classes in vocal music, with exercises, rounds, and part songs, for +choir practice; also, Musical Notation in a Nut-shell; a brief course +for singing-schools, intended for skillful teachers and apt pupils. By +LOWELL MASON. $1. Do. cloth extra, $1 25. + + + The publication of this, Dr. Mason's last work, was looked for with + great interest by the musical public, as he had enjoyed peculiar + advantages, and bestowed extraordinary labor in its preparation. It + has not disappointed the expectations with regard to it. Thus far + it has proved the most successful work of its class ever published, + and it is believed that it will take its place by the side of + "Carmina Sacra," by the same author, as a standard work in its + department. + + ++CANTICA LAUDIS+; or, the American Book of Church Music; being chiefly a +selection of chaste and elegant melodies from the most classic authors, +ancient and modern, with harmony parts; together with anthems and other +set pieces for choirs and singing-schools; to which are added tunes for +congregational singing. By LOWELL MASON and GEORGE JAMES WEBB. $1. + ++THE CARMINA SACRA+; or, Boston Collection of Church Music, comprising the +most popular psalm and hymn tunes in general use, together with a great +variety of new tunes, chants, sentences, motetts, and anthems, +principally by distinguished European composers; the whole being one of +the most complete collections of music for choirs, congregations, +singing-schools, and societies extant. By LOWELL MASON. $1. + ++NEW CARMINA SACRA+; or, Boston Collection of Church Music. This book is a +careful and thorough revision of the favorite work heretofore published +under the same title. The object has been to retain the most valuable +and universally pleasing part of the former work as the basis of the +new, omitting such portions as experience had proved to be the least +serviceable and popular, and substituting choice tunes and pieces +selected from the whole range of the author's previous works; appending, +also, additional pages of entirely new and interesting music, from other +sources. In its present form it undoubtedly comprises one of the best +collections of sacred music ever published. $1. + +*** More than 400,000 copies of the "Carmina Sacra" have been sold. + ++THE BOSTON ACADEMY'S COLLECTION OF CHURCH MUSIC.+ By LOWELL MASON. +Published under direction of the Boston Academy of Music. $1. + ++THE PSALTERY.+ A new Collection of Church Music. By LOWELL MASON and +GEORGE J. WEBB. Published under the direction and with the sanction of +the Boston Academy of Music, and of the Boston Handel and Haydn Society. +$1. + ++THE NATIONAL PSALMIST.+ A collection of the most popular and useful Psalm +and Hymn tunes, together with a great variety of new tunes, anthems, +sentences, and chants--forming a most complete manual of church music +for choirs, congregations, singing-classes, and musical associations. By +LOWELL MASON and G. J. WEBB. $1. + ++THE CONGREGATIONAL TUNE BOOK.+ A collection of popular and approved +tunes, suitable for congregational use. By LOWELL MASON and G. J. WEBB. +30 cents. + ++BOOK OF CHANTS.+ Consisting of selections from the Scriptures, adapted to +appropriate music, and arranged for chanting, designed for +congregational use in public or social worship. By LOWELL MASON. 12mo, +cloth. 75 cents. + ++THE BOSTON ANTHEM BOOK.+ Being a selection of Anthems and other pieces. +By LOWELL MASON. $1 25. + ++THE BOSTON CHORUS BOOK.+ Enlarged; consisting of a new selection of +popular choruses, from the works of Handel, Haydn, and other eminent +composers, arranged in full Vocal score, with an accompaniment for the +Organ or Piano Forte. Compiled by LOWELL MASON and G. J. WEBB. 75 cents. + + +CHURCH MUSIC. + ++THE SHAWM.+ A Library of Church Music, embracing about one thousand +pieces, consisting of psalm and hymn tunes, adapted to every meter in +use; anthems, chants, and set pieces; to which is added an original +cantata, entitled "Daniel; or, the Captivity and Restoration;" including +also the "Singing Class," an entirely new and practical arrangement of +the elements of music, interspersed with social part songs for practice. +By WM. B. BRADBURY and G. F. ROOT, assisted by THOMAS HASTINGS and T. B. +MASON. $1. + ++THE NATIONAL LYRE.+ A collection of Psalm and Hymn tunes, with a +selection of chants, anthems, etc. Designed for the use of all choirs, +congregations, singing-schools, and societies throughout the United +States. Compiled and arranged by S. P. TUCKERMAN, S. A. BANCROFT, and H. +K. OLIVER. 75 cents. + ++TEMPLE MELODIES.+ A collection of about two hundred popular tunes, +adapted to nearly five hundred favorite hymns, selected with special +reference to public, social, and private worship. By DARIUS E. JONES. +12mo. cloth, 62 ½ cents. 12mo, roan, gilt, 75 cents. 12mo, cloth, full +gilt sides and edges, $1. 8vo, cloth, 87 ½ cents. 8vo, roan, gilt, $1. +8vo, Turkey morocco, extra gilt (pulpit copies), $3. + +The different editions correspond exactly in all their contents, being +_page for page the same_, varying only in the size of type and style of +binding. This work has been extensively introduced into churches of +various denominations, in different parts of the country, and has, we +believe, given universal satisfaction in all cases. It is believed that +it contains a very much larger number of really favorite and useful +hymns and tunes than any other book. + ++PLAIN MUSIC FOR THE BOOK OF COMMON PRAYER.+ A complete collection of +sacred music, for the worship of the Protestant Episcopal Church, +designed especially for congregational use. Edited by Rev. G. T. RIDER, +A.M. 50 cents. + +This work has been carefully prepared to meet a long felt want, namely, +of a book of chants and tunes for congregational use, that should +contain, in convenient order and form, and attractive style, and at the +same time at a reasonable price, all the music required for the use of +the people. + ++THE LIBER MUSICUS+; or, New York Anthem Book and Choir Miscellany, +comprising anthems, choruses, quartetts, trios, duets, songs, etc. It +includes pieces for the festivals of Christmas, Thanksgiving, and +Easter, commencement and close of the year, dedications and +installations, for funerals and fasts, etc., etc. Most of the pieces are +new, and while their simple melody and ease of performance peculiarly +adapt them to the wants of smaller choirs, they are also all the largest +can require. $1. + ++THE CHOIR CHORUS BOOK.+ A collection of choruses from the works of the +most distinguished composers. Compiled, adapted to English words, and +arranged with particular reference to choir practice, and for the use of +musical societies, by A. N. JOHNSON. In the large and varied collection +which this book contains, five of the choruses are by Handel, thirteen +by Haydn, seventeen by Mozart, six by Mendelssohn, and the remainder by +Cherubini, Neukomm, Zingarelli, Romberg, Webbe, Naumann, Spohr, King, +Steymann, etc. $1. + ++CHORUSES OF HANDEL'S MESSIAH.+ Complete vocal parts, forming No. 1 of the +"Oratorio Chorus Book." This is the first of a series, the design of +which is to furnish, in a compact and very cheap form, the choruses of +the great oratorios, so that this standard music may be brought within +reach of all. 50 cents. + ++THE PILGRIM FATHERS.+ A Cantata in two parts. Composed by GEORGE F. ROOT, +assisted in the preparation of the words by Miss FRANCES J. CROSBY, the +blind poetess. Paper, 25 cents. + +This cantata was originally prepared for the pages of the "Hallelujah," +and is now published as a supplement to that work. + + +GLEE BOOKS. + ++THE NEW YORK GLEE AND CHORUS BOOK.+ A collection of new and admired glees +and choruses, for singing-schools, choir practice, Musical conventions, +and the social circle. By WM. B. BRADBURY and LOWELL MASON. (In press.) +$1. + ++THE NEW ODEON.+ A collection of Secular Melodies, arranged and harmonized +in four parts. By LOWELL MASON and G. J. WEBB. $1. + +A revised edition of the most popular collection of secular music ever +published in America, but which has for some time been out of the +market. New Elements of Music have been prepared for it, and the places +of such pieces as proved least attractive in former editions are +occupied by arrangements of popular melodies, especially prepared for +this new edition. It is the largest collection of secular music +published. + ++THE GLEE HIVE.+ A collection of glees and part songs. By LOWELL MASON and +G. J. WEBB. Revised and enlarged edition. 50 cents. + +In the revised edition a few of the heavier and more difficult pieces +have been laid aside, and their place, and a number of additional pages, +are filled by lighter and more pleasing compositions. + ++THE VOCALIST.+ Consisting of short and easy glees, or songs, arranged for +soprano, alto, tenor, and bass voices. By L. MASON and G. J. WEBB, +Professors in the Boston Academy of Music. $1. + ++THE BOSTON GLEE BOOK.+ By LOWELL MASON and GEO. J. WEBB. Containing the +choicest of the Standard English Glees. This work has been most admired +of any similar publication, and has retained its popularity unabated. $1 +25. + ++TWENTY-ONE MADRIGALS.+ Selected mostly from old and distinguished +composers. By L. MASON and G. J. WEBB. 50 cents. + ++THE MELODIST.+ A collection of glees and part songs. By G. J. WEBB and +WM. MASON. $1. + ++THE SOCIAL GLEE BOOK.+ A collection of classic glees, mostly from the +German. By WM. MASON and SILAS A. BANCROFT. For skillful singers who are +able to sing music of some difficulty with taste, this book is a +treasure. It is filled with gems of the first water, which will not lose +their luster by once wearing. The more these gems are sung, the better +they will be liked. New edition. Price reduced to $1. + ++FIRESIDE HARMONY.+ A collection of glees and part songs. By WM. MASON. +$1. + + +FOR MEN'S VOICES. + ++THE YOUNG MEN'S SINGING BOOK.+ A collection of music for male voices, +intended for use in Colleges, Theological Seminaries, and the social +circle, consists of, Part I.--The Singing School. II.--Glees and part +Songs. III.--Choir Tunes. IV.--Congregational Tunes. V.--Anthems, +Chants, etc. By GEORGE F. ROOT, assisted by L. MASON. $1. + ++THE GENTLEMEN'S GLEE BOOK.+ A selection of glees for men's voices, from +the most admired German composers. By L. MASON. This is the only work of +the kind published in this country. It contains a very choice selection +of the very best of the German glees for men's voices. $1. + + +JUVENILE MUSIC. + ++BRADBURY'S YOUNG SHAWM.+ A collection of School Music. By W. B. BRADBURY. +The features of this new book are, 1st, a brief elementary course, in +which tunes and songs in the body of the work are referred to, instead +of mere "exercises," printed in the elementary department; 2d, Musical +Notation in a Nutshell; or, Things to be taught; furnishing to the +teacher a synopsis of such subjects as he will need to introduce from +lesson to lesson; 3d, a great variety of new juvenile music. 38 cents. + ++THE SONG BOOK OF THE SCHOOL ROOM.+ Consisting of a great variety of +songs, hymns, and Scriptural selections, with appropriate music. +Containing, also, the Elementary Principles of Vocal Music according to +the Inductive Method. Designed to be a complete Music Manual for Common +or Grammar Schools. By LOWELL MASON and G. J. WEBB. 38 cents. + ++THE PRIMARY SCHOOL SONG BOOK.+ In two parts; the first part consisting of +songs suitable for Primary Juvenile Singing Schools, and the second part +consisting of an Explanation of the Inductive or Pestalozzian Method of +teaching Music to such schools. By LOWELL MASON and GEORGE JAMES WEBB. +18 cents. + ++THE BOSTON SCHOOL SONG BOOK.+ Sanctioned by the Boston Academy of Music. +Original and Selected. By LOWELL MASON. 30 cents. + ++LITTLE SONGS FOR LITTLE SINGERS.+ For the youngest classes, the nursery, +etc. By LOWELL MASON. 18 cents. + ++WILDER'S MUSICAL ELEMENTARY.+ An improved text-book in the first +principles of Singing by Note, with a variety of recreative school +music. A new and revised edition of this popular work, to which are +added many new pieces. By LEVI WILDER, Teacher of Music in Brooklyn +Public Schools, etc., etc. 38 cents. + ++WILDER'S SCHOOL MUSIC.+ A collection of pleasing pieces for schools and +juvenile classes. By L. WILDER, Teacher of Music in Brooklyn Public +Schools. 18 cents. + ++HASTINGS'S SABBATH SCHOOL SONGS.+ A collection of many original tunes and +hymns for Sabbath schools. By THOMAS HASTINGS. 18 cents. + ++JUVENILE ORATORIOS+; the Festival of the Rose, Indian Summer, and the +Children of Jerusalem; designed for Floral and other Concerts, Singing +and Common Schools, etc. By J. C. JOHNSON, originator of the Floral +Concerts in Boston. The Oratorios are arranged to be sung entire or in +parts, to suit the taste and occasion. 30 cents. + ++THE TEMPLE OF INDUSTRY.+ A juvenile Oratorio. By J. C. JOHNSON, author of +Juvenile Oratorios. 30 cents. + + +MUSICAL WORKS FOR ACADEMIES AND SEMINARIES. + ++THE MUSICAL ALBUM.+ A Vocal Class Book for Female Seminaries, Academies, +and High Schools. By GEO. F. ROOT. The demand for new music in female +seminaries, academies, etc., and especially from those who have used the +"Academy Vocalist," has led to the preparation and publication of this +work. The elementary instruction, exercises, solfeggios, and rounds, +together with the anthems, etc., are taken by permission from Mr. +Mason's popular work, "The Hallelujah." 63 cents. + ++THE ACADEMY VOCALIST.+ A collection of Vocal Music, arranged for the use +of Seminaries, High Schools, Singing Classes, etc. By GEO. F. ROOT, +Professor of Music in Abbott's Collegiate Institution, Spingler +Institute, Rutger's Institute, etc. Including a complete course of +elementary instruction, vocal exercises, and solfeggios. By L. MASON. +"The Academy Vocalist" is the standard text-book of a large portion of +the most esteemed academies, seminaries, high schools, etc., in the +land, and has already passed through ten editions, which proves it a +most acceptable work. 63 cents. + ++THE FLOWER QUEEN+; or, the Coronation of the Rose. A cantata in two +parts. Words by Miss F. J. CROSBY, a graduate of the New York +Institution for the Blind. Music by G. F. ROOT, editor of "Academy +Vocalist," "The Shawm," etc. 50 cts. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Rose Clark, by Fanny Fern + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41542 *** |
