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- ROBERT KIMBERLY
-
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-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with almost
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-under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this
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-
-Title: Robert Kimberly
-Author: Frank H. Spearman
-Release Date: November 21, 2012 [EBook #41433]
-Language: English
-Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ROBERT KIMBERLY ***
-
-
-
-
-Produced by Al Haines.
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: Cover]
-
-
-
-[Illustration: I despise your threats," she said choking with her own
-words. "I despise you."]
-
-
-
-
- ROBERT
- KIMBERLY
-
-
- BY
- FRANK H. SPEARMAN
-
-
-
- ILLUSTRATED BY
- JAMES MONTGOMERY FLAGG
-
-
-
- TORONTO
- McLEOD & ALLEN
- PUBLISHERS
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1911, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
-
- Published February, 1911
-
-
-
-
- TO MY WIFE
-
-
-
-
- ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
-I despise your threats," she said choking with her own words. "I
-despise you." . . . . . . _Frontispiece_
-
-Kimberly placed it without hesitation on her shoulders
-
-She sang for him "Caro Mio Ben"
-
-An acolyte, entering in the gray of the early morning, saw on the last
-of the kneeling benches a man resting with bowed head
-
-
-
-
- Robert Kimberly
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
-
-The dancing pavilion, separated from the Casino itself by an arched
-passageway and affording another pretty view of the lake in the
-moonlight, was filled with young people when Alice entered.
-
-"It will be cool here, I think," suggested Dolly De Castro, leading the
-way for her guest. "The Hickories is by no means a gay place," she
-continued, seating herself beside Alice where they could see the dancers
-moving in and out of the long room. "And it isn't a club. There is
-just this Casino and the fields for golf and polo. It is a neighborhood
-affair--and really the quietest place of the kind in the Lake country.
-Too bad you could not have been here three weeks ago for the Kermess."
-
-"So Miss Venable said. They are great fun."
-
-"We revive one occasionally to preserve the Dutch traditions of the
-family," continued Dolly. "Mrs. Charles Kimberly--Imogene--gave it this
-year. Last year I gave it. You would have seen everybody, especially
-the Sea Ridge people. Fritzie, dear?" Dolly paused to stay a slender
-young woman who was passing. "Miss Venable," she explained, still
-speaking to Alice, "is our favorite cousin and will make you acquainted
-with every one."
-
-Fritzie Venable whose lively, brown eyes escaped beauty only through a
-certain keenness of expression, stopped with a smile and waited on
-Dolly's word.
-
-"I want Mrs. MacBirney to go over to the Nelsons' after a while. This
-dance is really a young people's affair," Dolly went on, turning to
-Alice. "These are friends of Grace's and Larrie's and I don't know half
-of them. Take care of Mrs. MacBirney a moment, Fritzie, will you, while
-I find Arthur?" asked Dolly, rising and leaving the two together.
-
-Alice looked after Dolly as she walked away. Dolly had the Kimberly
-height and preserved it with a care that gave dignity to her carriage.
-Her dignity, indeed, showed in her words as well as in her manner; but
-in both it battled with a mental intensity that fought for immediate
-expression. Dolly persuaded and dictated unblushingly, though it could
-not be said, unpleasingly.
-
-"I know you are enjoying Mrs. De Castro and her lovely home," said
-Fritzie to Alice. "Of course," she added as Alice assented, "The Towers
-is on a much grander scale. But I think Black Rock is the 'homiest'
-place on Second Lake. I suppose since I saw you yesterday you have been
-all around?"
-
-"Not quite; but I've met many lovely people."
-
-"You can't help liking Second Lake people. They are a kind-hearted,
-generous set--notably so for people of means."
-
-"Aren't such people usually generous?"
-
-Fritzie looked doubtful: "People of large means, perhaps, yes. Indeed,
-the only trouble here is, there are too many of that sort. Everybody is
-prosperous and everybody, with, I think, two exceptions, contented. I,"
-laughed Fritzie, "am one of the exceptions. There being no possibility
-of preëminence in the line of means, I believe I have in my rôle of
-discontent a certain distinction; and as far as I can see, as much fun
-as anybody. In fact, I've often thought the only place where I should
-care to be rich would be among the poor. Where every one overflows with
-luxury distinctions are necessarily lost--and I like distinctions.
-Isn't this pretty for dancing?"
-
-"Everything over here is pretty," said Alice.
-
-"The place takes its name, 'The Hickories,' from the grove back of it.
-You see there was nothing about the Lake itself to serve the purpose of
-a country club--no golf course, no polo field. All this stretch of the
-eastern shore is a part of The Towers estate, but Mr. Kimberly was good
-enough to set it apart for the rest of us--you have met Mr. Robert
-Kimberly?"
-
-"Neither of the Mr. Kimberlys as yet."
-
-"There is Charles now." Fritzie indicated a smooth-faced,
-youthful-looking man coming in through one of the veranda openings.
-"That is he speaking to Dolly. They call him the handsome Kimberly."
-
-Alice smiled: "For a man that's rather a severe handicap, isn't it?"
-
-"To be called handsome?"
-
-"It suggests in a way that good looks are exceptional in the family, and
-they are not, for their sister, Mrs. De Castro is very handsome, I
-think. Which brother is this?"
-
-"The married brother; the other is Robert. They call him the homely
-Kimberly. He isn't really homely, but his face in repose _is_ heavy. He
-is the bachelor."
-
-"Mr. MacBirney tells me he is completely wrapped up in business."
-
-"Rather--yes; of late years."
-
-"That, I presume, is why he has never married."
-
-"Perhaps," assented Fritzie with a prudent pause. "Some men," she went
-on somewhat vaguely, "get interested, when they are young, in women in
-general. And afterward never settle down to any one woman, you know."
-
-"I should think that kind of a man would be tiresome."
-
-Fritzie looked at young Mrs. MacBirney somewhat in surprise, but there
-was nothing in Alice's frank eyes to provoke criticism. They met
-Fritzie's with an assurance of good-nature that forestalled hostility.
-Then, too, Fritzie remembered that Mrs. MacBirney was from the West
-where people speak freely. "Robert is deliberate but not a bit
-tiresome," was all Fritzie said in answer. "Indeed, he is not
-communicative."
-
-"I didn't mean in that way," explained Alice. "I should only be afraid a
-man like that would take himself so seriously."
-
-Fritzie laughed: "He wouldn't know what that meant. You had music at
-your dinner to-night."
-
-"Lovely music: the Hawaiian singers."
-
-"I was sorry I couldn't be there. They always come out to sing for
-Robert when they are in the States, and they are always in dreadful
-financial straits when they get as far from home as this, and he is
-always making up their deficits. They used to sing at The Towers, from
-barges on the lake. But The Towers is hardly ever opened nowadays for a
-function. The music over the water with the house illuminated was
-simply superb. And the evening winding up with fireworks!" sighed
-Fritzie in pleasing retrospect.
-
-"There is Robert now," she continued.. "Do you see him? With Mrs.
-Charles Kimberly. They are devoted. Isn't she a slip? And the
-daintiest little thing. Robert calls her his little Quakeress--her
-people were Quakers. She seems lost among the Kimberlys--though Robert
-isn't quite so tall as his brother, only more muscular and slower."
-
-Robert Kimberly with Imogene on his arm entered from the opposite side
-of the room and walked across the floor to take her to her husband. His
-face was darker than that of Charles and heavier eyebrows rendered his
-expression less alert. Fritzie waved a hand at Imogene, who answered
-with her fan and greeted Alice.
-
-"And there comes Mrs. Nelson--the pale brunette. Heroic woman, I call
-her. She has been fighting her advancing weight for ten years. Isn't
-she trim? Heavens, she ought to be. She lives in Paris half the time
-and does nothing but dress and flirt."
-
-"And who is it with her?"
-
-"The stately creature with her is Dora Morgan. She is a divorcée. She
-likewise lives in Paris and is quite a singer. I haven't heard her
-lately but she used to sing a little off the key; she dresses a little
-off the key yet, to say nothing of the way she acts sometimes. They are
-going to dance."
-
-A small orchestra of stringed instruments with a French horn, hidden
-somewhere in a balcony, began the faint strains of a German waltz. The
-night was warm. Young people in white strolling through dim veranda
-openings into the softly lighted room moved at once out upon the floor
-to the rhythm of the music. Others, following, paused within the
-doorways to spin out ends of small talk or persist in negligible
-disputes. The dancers wore the pretty Hawaiian leis in honor of the
-Island singers.
-
-"There were some interesting men at the dinner to-night," said Alice.
-
-"You mean the German refiners? Yes, they are Charles Kimberly's
-guests," remarked Fritzie as the floor filled. "There they are now, in
-that group in the archway with Mr. Nelson."
-
-"But the smaller man was not at the dinner."
-
-"No, that is Guyot, the French representative of the Kimberlys. He and
-George Doane, the bald, good-looking man next to him, have the party in
-charge. You met the immense man, Herr Gustav Baumann, at dinner. He is
-a great refiner and a Hawaiian planter. They are on their way to
-Honolulu now and leave within an hour or two in Robert Kimberly's car
-for San Francisco. The Baumanns have known the Kimberlys for
-generations. Should you ever think Herr Baumann could dance? He is as
-light as a cat on his feet, but he waltzes in the dreadful European
-round-and-round way. The black-haired man with the big nose is Lambert,
-a friend of his, a promoter and a particularly famous chemist whom
-Robert Kimberly, by the way, hates--he is a Belgian. I can't bear him,
-either--and, Heavens, Guyot is bringing him over here now to ask me to
-dance!"
-
-Fritzie's fear proved true. However, she accepted graciously as Lambert
-was brought forward and bowed in making his request. But she did not
-fail to observe that though he bowed low, Lambert's bold eyes were glued
-on Alice even while he was begging Fritzie for the dance. Something in
-Alice's slender face, the white hardly touched enough with pink, except
-under animation, held Lambert's glance. Alice, already prejudiced,
-directed her eyes as far away as possible under the inspection and was
-glad that Fritzie rose at once.
-
-Robert Kimberly joined Baumann and Edward Nelson. "You have not told me
-yet, Robert," Baumann began, "how you put in your time here in the
-country."
-
-"I have a good secretary and do a great deal of my work here, Gustav."
-
-"But one does not always work. What else? I remember," he continued,
-turning to Nelson, "the stories my father used to tell about the
-Kimberlys--your father, Robert, and especially your Uncle John."
-Baumann radiated interest in everything American. "Those men were busy
-men. Not alone sugar-refining, but horses, steamboats, opera-houses,
-women--always, always some excitement."
-
-"Other times, other manners, Baumann," suggested Nelson. "In those days
-a fine horse had a national interest; to-day, everybody's horse does his
-mile in two minutes. The railroads long ago killed the steamboats;
-newsboys build the opera-houses now; sugar refines itself. Mere
-money-making, Baumann, has become so absorbing that a Kimberly of this
-generation doesn't have time to look at a woman."
-
-"Nelson!" protested the good-natured and perspiring German, "no time to
-look at a woman? That, at least, cannot be true, can it, Robert?"
-
-"Not quite. But I imagine the interest has waned," said Kimberly.
-"When a man took his life in his hand on such a venture the excitement
-gave it a double zest--the reflection that you were an outlaw but
-prepared, if necessary, to pay the price with your life. Nowadays, the
-husband has fallen lower than the libertine. If you break up his
-home--he sues you. There is nothing hair-raising in that. Will you
-dance, Gustav?"
-
-"I want very much to dance. Your women dance better than ours."
-
-"Why, your women dance beautifully. Nelson will find you a partner,"
-suggested Kimberly. "I must hunt up Mrs. Nelson. I have a dance with
-her, myself."
-
-Alice sat for a moment alone. Among the dancers, Robert Kimberly moved
-past her with Lottie Nelson on his arm. Alice noticed how handsome and
-well poised Lottie was on her feet; Kimberly she thought too cold to be
-an attractive partner.
-
-Within a moment Dolly came back. "I can't find Arthur anywhere."
-
-"He isn't on the floor, Mrs. De Castro."
-
-"No matter, I will let him find me. Isn't it a pretty company? I do
-love these fresh faces," remarked Dolly, sitting down. "The young
-people complain of our being exclusive. That is absurd. We have to
-keep quiet, otherwise why live in the country? Besides, what would be
-gained by opening the doors?"
-
-Dolly had a pleasing way of appealing in difficulties, or what seemed
-such, even to a stranger. "We don't want ambitious people," she went on;
-"they are killing, you know--and we certainly don't want any more like
-ourselves. As Arthur says," Dolly laughed a little rippling laugh, "'we
-have social liabilities enough of our own.'"
-
-Arthur De Castro came up just in time to hear his name: "What's that
-Arthur says, Dolly?"
-
-"Oh, here you are!" exclaimed his wife. "No matter, dear, what it was."
-
-"It is certain Arthur never said anything of the kind, Mrs. MacBirney,"
-interposed De Castro. "If any one said it, it must have been you,
-Dolly."
-
-Alice laughed at the two. "No matter who said it," remarked Dolly,
-dismissing the controversy, "somebody said it. It really sounds more
-like Robert than anybody else."
-
-"You will be aware very soon, Mrs. MacBirney," continued De Castro,
-"that the Kimberlys say all manner of absurd things--and they are not
-always considerate enough to father them on some one else, either."
-
-Alice turned to her hostess with amused interest: "You, of course, are
-included because you are a Kimberly."
-
-"She is more Kimberly _than_ the Kimberlys," asserted her husband. "I
-am not a Kimberly." Arthur De Castro in apologizing bowed with so real a
-deprecation that both women laughed.
-
-"Of course, the young people rebel," persisted Dolly, pursuing her
-topic, and her dark hair touched with gray somehow gave an authority to
-her pronouncements, "young people always want a circle enlarged, but a
-circle _never_ should be. What is it you want, Arthur?"
-
-"I am merely listening."
-
-"Don't pretend that you leave the men just to listen to me. You want
-Mrs. MacBirney to dance."
-
-"She is always like that," declared De Castro to Alice, whom he found
-pleasing because her graciousness seemed to invite its like. "Just such
-bursts of divination. At times they are overwhelming. I remember how
-stunned I was when she cried--quite before I could get my breath: 'You
-want to marry me!'"
-
-"Was she right?" laughed Alice, looking from one to the other.
-
-"Absolutely."
-
-"Is she right now?"
-
-"Dolly is always right."
-
-"Then I suppose I must dance."
-
-"Not, of course, unless you want to."
-
-Alice appealed to Dolly: "What did you do?"
-
-"I said I wouldn't marry him."
-
-"But you did," objected her companion.
-
-"He was so persistent!"
-
-Alice laughingly rose: "Then it would be better to consent at once."
-
-Dolly rose with her. Two of the dancers stopped before them: a tall,
-slender girl and a ruddy-faced, boyish young man.
-
-"Grace," said Dolly to the blue-eyed girl, "I want you to meet Mrs.
-MacBirney. This is my niece, Grace De Castro."
-
-The young girl looked with pretty expectancy into Alice's face, and
-frankly held out her hand.
-
-"Oh, what a bloom!" exclaimed Alice, looking at the delicate features
-and transparent skin. Grace laughed happily. Alice kept her hand a
-moment: "You are like a bit of morning come to life, Grace."
-
-"And this is my cousin, Mrs. MacBirney--Mr. Morgan," said Grace shyly.
-
-Larrie Morgan, a bit self-conscious, stood for an instant aloof. Alice
-said nothing, but her eyes in the interval worked their spell. He
-suddenly smiled.
-
-"I'm mightily pleased to meet you, Mrs. MacBirney," he exclaimed with
-heartiness. "We've all heard about you. Is Mr. MacBirney here?" he
-continued, tendering the biggest compliment he could think of.
-
-"He is somewhere about, I think."
-
-"We shall lose our waltz, Mrs. MacBirney," urged Arthur De Castro.
-
-"Oh, we mustn't do that. Let's run," whispered Alice, taking his arm.
-
-"Who is Mrs. MacBirney?" asked Grace of Larrie with an appealing look as
-Alice moved away.
-
-"Why, don't you know? Her husband owns some beet plants."
-
-"What lovely manners she has." Grace spoke under her breath. "And so
-quiet. Where are their refineries, Larrie?"
-
-"In the West."
-
-"Where in the West?"
-
-"Somewhere out toward the Rocky Mountains," hazarded Larrie.
-
-"Denver?" suggested Grace doubtfully.
-
-"I fancy that's it. Anyway," explained Larrie coldly, "we are buying
-them."
-
-"Are you?" asked Grace, lifting her soft eyes timidly.
-
-To her, Larrie was the entire Kimberly sugar interest; and at the moment
-of making the MacBirney purchase he looked, to Grace, the part.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
-
-Edward Nelson, the counsel, in some measure the political adviser and,
-as to the public, the buffer of the Kimberly sugar interests, was fond
-of entertaining. Being naturally an amiable gourmet, his interests
-suited his tastes. Moreover, his wife, Lottie Nelson, pleasing of face,
-with a figure well proportioned and with distinction in her bright,
-indolent eyes, loved to entertain. And she loved to entertain without
-working hard to do so. Morningside, her country home at Second Lake,
-though both attractive and spacious, and designed with a view to
-entertaining, was already being replaced with a new home more attractive
-and more spacious, and meant to be filled with still more guests.
-
-Observation and experience had convinced Lottie that the easiest way to
-keep people in hand is to feed them well. And she quite understood that
-a vital part of the feeding in such a philosophy is the drinking. There
-were difficulties, it is true, but which of us has not difficulties?
-
-People--provided, they were people of consequence--diverted Lottie. She
-had no children--children had no place in her view of life--nor was she
-vitally interested in her husband. The companionship of those whom she
-called her friends thus became a necessity; the annoyance being that not
-always would the particular friends whom she wanted--men chiefly--gather
-to her.
-
-On the evening of the De Castro dinner and dance, Lottie was in better
-than her usual spirits. She had brought home Charles Kimberly--who as a
-yachtsman bore the title of Commodore--and his wife, Imogene. Imogene,
-the little Quakeress, did not like her, as Lottie was aware, but Charles
-Kimberly was always in sorts and always tractable--different in that
-respect from Robert. Charles and his wife took MacBirney and Fritzie
-Venable to the Nelsons' with them and Alice was to follow with the De
-Castros.
-
-When Lottie reached home, Dora Morgan had already come over with George
-Doane, one of the Kimberly stock brokers. These two assured the
-evening. In the dining-room only a few--of the right sort--were needed
-for good company.
-
-But more was in prospect for this evening--Robert Kimberly was expected.
-Nelson came down from the library with MacBirney and left him with
-Imogene while he followed Charles to a smoking-room. Fritzie and Mrs.
-Nelson joined Doane and Dora Morgan in the music-room. Cards were
-proposed, but no one had the energy to get at them.
-
-A servant passed in the hall to answer the door and Lottie Nelson at
-once left the room. When she reached the vestibule the footman was
-taking Robert Kimberly's coat. She walked well up to Robert before she
-spoke: "At last!"
-
-"I went back to The Towers for a moment," said Kimberly in explanation.
-"Are Charles and Nelson here?"
-
-"And is that all after a month--'Are Charles and Nelson here?'!" echoed
-Lottie patiently and with a touch of intimate reproach.
-
-"We have a conference to-night, you know, Lottie. How are you?"
-
-She put back her abundant hair: "Why didn't you call up last week when
-you were home to find out?"
-
-"I was home only overnight. And I came late and left before you were
-awake. You know I have been at the new refinery for a week. We began
-melting yesterday."
-
-"At the big one?"
-
-"At the big one."
-
-She took hold of the lei that he had worn over from the dance and in a
-leisurely way made a pretence of braiding the stem of a loose rose back
-into it. "This is the prettiest I've seen," said Lottie. "Who gave it
-to you?"
-
-"Grace. What is the matter with it?" he asked looking down at her white
-fingers.
-
-"You are losing your decoration," she murmured with leisurely
-good-nature. "Nobody to do anything for you."
-
-Kimberly looked at the parting lei with some annoyance, but if he
-entertained doubts as to its needing attention he expressed none.
-"These things are a nuisance anyway," he declared at length, lifting the
-lei impatiently over his head and depositing it without more ado on a
-console. "We will leave it there."
-
-"Where else have you been all this time?" demanded Lottie with an
-indolent interest.
-
-"All over the country--even across the Rockies."
-
-"Across the Rockies! And a whole big car to yourself! You must love
-solitude. And now you are buying a lot of refineries."
-
-"Not I--the companies are."
-
-"Oh, it's all the same."
-
-"Not precisely; this MacBirney purchase is not by my advice or with my
-approval."
-
-"He is in there now, Imogene is talking with him."
-
-"The trip was extremely tedious," said Kimberly, casting his eyes slowly
-around for means of escape.
-
-"How could it be anything else with no friends along?"
-
-"With McCrea and two secretaries and a stenographer, I hadn't time to
-take any friends."
-
-"What is time for?"
-
-"I should say in the West it is valuable for getting home with."
-
-"And when you do get home?"
-
-"To build more; borrow more; control more; sell more; spend more. I'm
-speaking for all the rest of you, not for myself. I'm just the
-centrifugal to throw the money out."
-
-"Never by any chance to live more, I suppose?"
-
-"You mean to eat and drink more? How could we?"
-
-"I _don't_ mean to eat and drink more. I mean just what I say, to live
-more!"
-
-They were at the threshold of the music room. He laughed good-naturedly,
-but Lottie declined to be appeased.
-
-"Lord, but I'm sick of it all!" she exclaimed petulantly.
-
-Kimberly used care not to offend, yet he always interposed a screen
-between himself and her, and however delicate the barrier, Lottie Nelson
-had never been able to penetrate it.
-
-"No sicker of it than I am," he returned. "But I'm a part of the
-machine; I can't get out. I suppose you are, and you can't get out. But
-you are too young to talk like that; wait till the new home is finished.
-Then you will shine."
-
-She uttered a contemptuous exclamation, not quite loud enough for the
-others to hear, as she reëntered the room. The others, in fact,
-scarcely would have heard. Fritzie, Doane, and Dora Morgan were
-laughing immoderately. Imogene at the piano was playing softly.
-Kimberly stopped to speak to her.
-
-"I forgot, by the way, to ask you when you sail, Imogene," he said.
-
-She answered with one hand running over the keys: "That depends on you,
-doesn't it, Robert? I do hope you'll get through soon."
-
-"Anxious to get away, are you?"
-
-"You know I always am."
-
-"Where are you going this time?"
-
-"To the Mediterranean, I suppose."
-
-"You are fond of the Mediterranean."
-
-"Every place else seems so savage after it."
-
-"Lottie says you have been talking with MacBirney."
-
-"Just a few minutes."
-
-"How do you like him?" asked her brother-in-law.
-
-Imogene laughed a little: "He is very intelligent. He confuses me a
-little, though; he is so brisk."
-
-"Is he entertaining?"
-
-Imogene shrugged her shoulders: "Yes. Only, he rather makes you feel as
-if he were selling you something, don't you know. I suppose it's hardly
-fair to judge of one from the first interview. His views are broad,"
-smiled Imogene in retrospect. "'I can't understand,' he said 'why our
-American men should so unceasingly pursue money. What can more than a
-million or two possibly be good for--unless to give away?'" Imogene
-looked with a droll smile into Kimberly's stolid face. "When he said,
-'a million or two,' I thought of my wretched brother-in-law struggling
-along with thirty or forty that he hasn't yet managed to get rid of!"
-
-"You don't think, then, he would accept a few of them?" suggested
-Kimberly.
-
-"Suppose you try him some time," smiled Imogene as she walked with
-Kimberly to the card-table where Fritzie and Dora Morgan sat with Doane.
-
-"Travelling agrees with you, Robert," observed Doane.
-
-"The country agrees with you," returned Kimberly. "Good company, I
-suppose, George, is the secret."
-
-"How is the consolidation getting along?"
-
-"There isn't any consolidation."
-
-"Combination, then?"
-
-"Slowly. How is the market?"
-
-"Our end of it is waiting on you. When shall you have some news for
-us?"
-
-"You don't need news to make a market," returned Kimberly indifferently,
-as he sat down. He looked at those around the table. "What are you
-doing?"
-
-"Tell your story again, Dora," suggested Doane.
-
-Dora Morgan looked at Kimberly defiantly. "No," she said briefly.
-
-"Pshaw, tell it," urged Doane. "It's about the Virgin Mary, Robert."
-
-Dora was firm: "It's not a bachelor's story," she insisted.
-
-"Most of your stories are bachelors' stories, Dora," said Kimberly.
-
-Dora threw away her cigarette. "Listen to that! Didn't I tell you?"
-she asked appealing to Doane. "Robert is getting to be a real nice
-man."
-
-In an effort to appease both sides, Doane laughed, but somewhat
-carefully.
-
-"I got into trouble only the other day in telling that story," continued
-Dora, with the same undercurrent of defiance.
-
-Effectively dressed, though with a tendency to color, and with dark,
-regular features, flushed a little at night, Dora Morgan had a promise
-of manner that contrasted peculiarly with her freedom of tongue.
-
-"Tell us about it, Dora?" said Lottie Nelson.
-
-"It was over at The Towers. I was telling the story to Uncle John. His
-blood is red, yet," she added without looking at Robert Kimberly to
-emphasize her implication.
-
-"Uncle John!" echoed Fritzie, at fault. "Did Uncle John object?"
-
-"Oh, no, you misunderstand. It wasn't Uncle John." Every one but
-Kimberly laughed. "I was telling Uncle John the story, and his
-nurse--your protégé, what's his name? I never can remember--Lazarus?
-the queer little Italian," she said, appealing to Kimberly.
-
-"Brother Francis," he answered.
-
-"He's not so awfully little," interposed Fritzie.
-
-"Well, he was in the room," continued Dora, "and he got perfectly
-furious the moment he heard it."
-
-"Furious, Dora? Why, how funny!" exclaimed Lottie Nelson, languidly.
-
-"He turned on me like a thunder-cloud. Poor Uncle John was still
-laughing--he laughs on one side of his face since his stroke, and looks
-so fiendish, you know--when Lazarus began to glower at me. He was
-really insulting in his manner. 'Oh, I didn't know you were here,' I
-said to hush him up. 'What difference should that make?' he asked, and
-his eyes were flashing, I can tell you."
-
-"'The Virgin Mary is no relation of yours, is she?' I demanded frigidly.
-You ought to have seen the man. You know how sallow he is; he flushed
-to the roots of his hair and his lips snapped like a trap. Then he
-became ashamed of himself, I dare say, and his eyes fell; he put his
-hand on his breast and bowed to me as if I had been a queen--they
-certainly have the prettiest manners, these poor Italians--haven't they,
-Imogene?"
-
-"But what did he say?" asked Fritzie.
-
-"'Madame,' he exclaimed, as if I had stabbed him to the heart, 'the
-Blessed Virgin is my mother.' You really would have thought I had
-insulted his own mother. They have such queer ideas, these foreigners.
-My, but he was mad! Then, what do you think? The next day I passed him
-walking up from the lake and he came over with such apologies! He
-prayed I would overlook his anger--he professed to have been so shocked
-that he had forgotten himself--no doubt he was afraid he would lose his
-job."
-
-"George, you look sleepy," Lottie Nelson complained, looking at Doane.
-"You need something to wake you up. Suppose we adjourn to the
-dining-room?"
-
-Imogene returned to the piano. Kimberly walked to the door of the
-dining-room with the others. "I will go upstairs," he said to Lottie
-Nelson.
-
-"Don't stay all night," she returned peremptorily. "And come have
-something before you go up."
-
-"Perhaps when I come down."
-
-Fritzie caught his arm, and walked with him into the hall. They talked
-for a moment. "You must meet her," declared Fritzie at length, "she is
-perfectly lovely and will be over after a while with Dolly." Then she
-looked at him suddenly: "I declare, I don't believe you've heard a word
-of what I've been saying."
-
-"I'm afraid not, Fritzie, but no matter, listen to what I say. Don't go
-in there and drink with that bunch."
-
-"I won't."
-
-"Whiskey makes a fool of you."
-
-Fritzie put up her hand: "Now don't scold."
-
-Upstairs, Nelson and Charles Kimberly, facing each other, were seated at
-a big table on which lay a number of type-written sheets, beautifully
-clear and distinct. These they were examining.
-
-"What are you going over?" asked Robert, taking the chair Nelson drew up
-for him.
-
-"The Colorado plants."
-
-"Our own or the MacBirney?"
-
-"Both."
-
-Charles Kimberly with one hand in his pocket, and supporting his head
-with the other as his elbow rested on the table, turned to Robert with a
-question.
-
-"You've seen the MacBirney figures. What do you think of them?"
-
-"They are high. But I expected that."
-
-"Do you really need the MacBirney plants to control the Western market?"
-asked Charles Kimberly. With eyes half closed behind his glasses he
-studied his brother's face, quite as occupied with his thoughts as with
-his words.
-
-Robert did not answer at once. "I should hate to say so, personally,"
-he remarked at length.
-
-"McCrea," continued Charles, "contends that we do need them to forestall
-competition. That is, he thinks with the MacBirney crowd out of the
-field we can have peace for ten years out there."
-
-Nelson asked a question. "What kind of factories have they got?"
-
-"Old-fashioned," answered Robert Kimberly.
-
-"What kind of influence?"
-
-"In public affairs, I don't know. In trade they are not dangerous,
-though MacBirney is ambitious and full of energy. The father-in-law was
-a fine old fellow. But he died just before the reorganization. I don't
-know how much money they've got now."
-
-"They haven't much," remarked Nelson.
-
-"We bother them a good deal from San Francisco," continued Robert
-Kimberly, reflecting, "but that is expensive. Ultimately we must own
-more factories in Colorado. Of course, as far as that goes, I would
-rather build new plants than remodel rat-hospitals."
-
-Charles Kimberly straightened up and turned himself in his chair. "Ten
-years of peace is worth a good deal to us. And if MacBirney can insure
-that, we ought to have it. All of this," he appealed to Robert, as he
-spoke, "is supposing that you are willing to assent."
-
-"I do not assent, chiefly because I distrust MacBirney. If the rest of
-you are satisfied to take him in, go ahead."
-
-"The others seem to be, Robert."
-
-"Then there is nothing more to be said. Let's get at the depreciation
-charges and the estimates for next year's betterments, so we can go over
-the new capitalization."
-
-While the conference went on, the muffled hum of gathering motor-cars
-came through the open windows.
-
-Robert Kimberly leaving the two men, walked downstairs again. The rooms
-were filling with the overflow from the dance. They who had come were
-chiefly of the married set, though boys and girls were among them.
-
-After the manner of those quite at home, the dancers, still wearing
-their flower leis, were scattered in familiar fashion about small tables
-where refreshment was being served.
-
-At one end of the music room a group applauded a clever young man, who,
-with his coat cuffs rolled back, was entertaining with amateur
-sleight-of-hand.
-
-At the other end of the room, surrounded by a second group, Fritzie
-Venable played smashing rag-time. About the tables pretty, overfed
-married women, of the plump, childless type, with little feet, fattening
-hands, and rounding shoulders, carried on a running chatter with men
-younger than their husbands.
-
-A young girl, attended at her table by married men, was trying to tell a
-story, and to overcome unobserved, her physical repugnance to the
-whiskey she was drinking.
-
-In the dining-room Lottie Nelson was the centre of a lively company, and
-her familiar pallor, which indulgence seemed to leave untouched,
-contrasted with the heightened color in Dora Morgan's face.
-
-Robert Kimberly had paused to speak to some one, when Fritzie Venable
-came up to ask a question. At that moment Arthur and Dolly De Castro,
-with Alice on Dolly's left, entered from the other end of the room.
-Kimberly saw again the attractive face of a woman he had noticed dancing
-with Arthur at the Casino. The three passed on and into the hall.
-Kimberly, listening to Fritzie's question, looked after them.
-
-"Fritzie, who is that with Dolly?" he asked suddenly.
-
-"That is Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-"Mrs. MacBirney?" he echoed. "Who is Mrs. MacBirney?"
-
-"Why, Mr. MacBirney's wife, of course. How stupid of you! I told you
-all about her before you went upstairs. He has brought his wife on with
-him. Dolly knew her mother and has been entertaining Alice for a week."
-
-"Alice! Oh, yes. I've been away, you know. MacBirney's wife? Of
-course. I was thinking of something else. Well--I suppose I ought to
-meet her. Come, Fritzie."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
-
-They found Alice with the De Castros in the hall. Dolly looked pleased
-as her brother came forward. Alice collected herself. She felt a
-momentary trepidation at meeting this man, from whom, she was already
-aware, much of what she had seen and most of the people whom she had met
-at Second Lake in some degree derived.
-
-She had heard for years, since girlhood, indeed, of the house of
-Kimberly. Her own father's struggle through life had been in the line
-of their business, and the name of the Kimberlys could not but be haloed
-wherever refiners discussed their affairs. Moreover, at the moment her
-own husband was seeking, and with prospects of success, an alliance with
-them.
-
-Yet in a moment she found it all very easy. Kimberly's manner as he met
-her was simplicity itself. His words were few and did not confuse her,
-yet they were sufficient to relieve the necessity of any effort on her
-part to avoid embarrassing pauses. She only noticed that the others
-rather waited for Kimberly to speak; giving him a chance to say without
-interruption whatever he pleased to say. Beyond this, that the
-conversation was now reserved for herself and Kimberly, she was at ease
-and wondered why she had been a little afraid of him. The surprise was
-that he was younger than she had supposed. She began to wonder that his
-name should at times command so much of the public interest. Nor could
-any but those who knew him have realized that under his restraint Alice
-was experiencing his most gracious manner.
-
-But those who did know him saw instantly how interested he was in her
-youth and inexperience. Her cheeks were already flooded with pink, as if
-she realized she must do her best to please and was conscious that she
-was not wholly failing. Timidity reflected itself in her answers, yet
-this was no more than an involuntary compliment, pleasing in itself.
-And whenever possible, Alice took refuge from the brother's more direct
-questions by appealing to his sister Dolly. Kimberly was diverted to
-see her seek escape in this fashion from his directness.
-
-She expressed presently her admiration for the decorations at the Casino
-and the talk turned upon the Hawaiian singers; from them to Hawaii and
-Honolulu. Word at that moment came from the music room that the singing
-was beginning. Kimberly without any sign of giving up Alice, followed
-Dolly and her husband down the hall to where the guests were gathering.
-
-The group paused near the foot of the stairs. Alice asked an explanation
-of the chant that they had heard at the Casino and Kimberly interpreted
-the rhythm for her. "But I should have thought," he added, "you would
-be familiar with it."
-
-"Why so?"
-
-"Because you have been at the Islands."
-
-"Pray, how did you know that?"
-
-"By your pronunciations."
-
-"Ah, I see. But I was there only once, when I was quite young, with my
-father."
-
-"And yet you have no lei to-night? That is hardly loyal, is it?"
-
-"We came late and they had all been given out, I suppose."
-
-"I have one in reserve. You must show your good-will to the musicians.
-Permit me." He turned with dignity to the console where he had so
-unceremoniously discarded his own lei and picked the garland up to lay
-it upon Alice's shoulders.
-
-"But Robert," Fritzie cried, "you mustn't! That is a rose lei."
-
-"What is the difference?" asked Kimberly.
-
-"There's a superstition, you know, about a rose lei."
-
-"Mercy, what is it?" demanded Alice, pink and smiling.
-
-"If a man gives you a rose lei you must marry him or you will die."
-
-"Fortunately," remarked Kimberly, lifting the decoration quickly above
-Alice's head and placing it without hesitation on her shoulders,
-"neither Mrs. MacBirney nor I are superstitious. And the roses
-harmonize perfectly with your gown, Mrs. MacBirney. Don't you love the
-Islands?"
-
-"I've always wanted to go back to them to stay. I don't think if I had
-my choice I should ever leave them."
-
-"Neither should I. We must get up a party and have a yacht meet us in
-San Francisco for the trip. This fall would be a good time to get
-away."
-
-His decisive manner was almost startling; the trip seemed already under
-way. And his mannerisms were interesting. A certain halting confidence
-asserted itself under the affected indifference of his utterance.
-Whatever he proposed seemed as easy as if done. He carried his chin
-somewhat low and it gave a dogmatism to his words. While he seemed to
-avoid using them obtrusively, his eyes, penetrating and set under the
-straight heavy brows which contracted easily, were a barometer from
-which it was possible to read his intent.
-
-"You have been frequently at the Islands?" returned Alice.
-
-"Years ago I knew them very well."
-
-"Father and I," Alice went on, "spent a month at Honolulu." And again
-the softness of her long vowels fell agreeably on Kimberly's ear. Her
-voice, he thought, certainly was pretty. "It is like a paradise. But
-they have their sorrows, do they not? I remember one evening," Alice
-turned toward Fritzie to recount the incident, "just at the sunset of a
-rarely perfect day. We were walking along the street, when we heard the
-most piercing cries from a little weeping company of women and children
-who were coming down the esplanade. In front of them walked a man all
-alone--he was a leper. They were taking him away from his family to be
-sent to Molokai. It was the most distressing thing I ever saw." She
-turned to Kimberly. "You have never been at Molokai?"
-
-"I have cruised more or less around it. Do you remember the windward
-cliffs just above the leper settlement? They are superb from the sea.
-We put in once at Kalawao for a night and I called on the priest in
-charge of the mission."
-
-"It must have been very, very dreadful."
-
-"Though like all dreadful places, disappointing at first; nothing,
-apparently, to inspire horror. But after we had breakfasted with the
-priest in the morning, we went around with him to see his people."
-Kimberly's chin sank and his eyes closed an instant as he moved his
-head. "I remember," he added slowly, "a freezing up around the heart
-before we had gone very far." Then he dismissed the recollection. "The
-attendant at home who takes care of my uncle--Francis--" he continued,
-"had a brother in the leper missions. He died at Molokai. Francis has
-always wanted to go there."
-
-[Illustration: Kimberly placed it without hesitation on her shoulders]
-
-The conversation waited a few moments on the singing. "Miss Venable
-tells me," said Alice, presently, "these singers always come out to sing
-for you when they visit this country."
-
-"I have met most of them at one time or another in Hawaii. You know
-they are the gentlest, most grateful people in the world. Sha'n't we
-have some refreshment, Mrs. MacBirney?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
-
-"I am hoping it will all be settled satisfactorily soon," said Dolly De
-Castro to Alice one afternoon a few weeks afterward. She had invited
-Alice out from town for a fortnight at Black Rock while MacBirney, with
-McCrea and the active partners of the Kimberly interests were working on
-the negotiations for the purchase of the MacBirney factories.
-
-"And when it is settled, I can congratulate you, I think, my dear, most
-sincerely on any issue that associates your husband and his interests
-with those of my brothers."
-
-"Indeed, I realize that it would be a matter for congratulation, Mrs. De
-Castro. I hope if they do come to terms, your brothers will find Mr.
-MacBirney's Western acquaintance and experience of some value. I am
-sorry you haven't seen more of my husband----"
-
-"I understand perfectly how engaged he has been."
-
-"He is an unceasing worker. I told him yesterday, when he was leaving
-home, that Mrs. De Castro would think I had no husband."
-
-"Then," continued Dolly, pursuing her topic, "if you can secure the
-little Cedar Lodge estate on the west shore--and I think it can be
-arranged--you will be very comfortable."
-
-Dolly had suggested a drive around the lake, and as she made an
-admirable guide Alice looked forward with interest to the trip. If it
-should be objected that Dolly was not a good conversationalist, it could
-be maintained that she was a fascinating talker.
-
-It is true that people who talk well must, as a penalty, say things.
-They can have no continued mental reserves, they must unburden their
-inner selves. They let you at once into the heart of affairs about
-them--it is the price that the brilliant talker must pay. Such a one
-gives you for the moment her plenary confidence, and before Alice had
-known Dolly a month, she felt as if she had known her for years.
-
-On their drive the orders were to follow the private roads, and as the
-villas around the entire lake connected with one another, they were
-obliged to use the high-roads but little. Each of the places had a
-story, and none of these lost anything in Dolly's dramatic rendering.
-
-From the lower end of the lake they drove to Sunbury, the
-village--commonplace, but Colonial, Dolly explained--and through it.
-Taking the ridge road back of the hills, they approached another group
-of the country places. The houses of these estates belonged to an older
-day than those of the lake itself. Their type indicated the descent
-from the earlier simplicity of the Colonial, and afforded a melancholy
-reminder of the architectural experiments following the period of the
-Civil War.
-
-"Our families have been coming out here for a hundred years," observed
-Dolly. "These dreadful French roofs we have been passing, give you the
-latest dates on this side of the ridge." As she spoke they approached a
-house of brown sandstone set in an ellipse of heavy spruces.
-
-"This was the Roger Morgan place. Mrs. Morgan, Bertha, was our
-half-sister, dear, the only child of my father's first marriage--she
-died seven years ago. This villa belongs to Fritzie Venable. She was
-Roger Morgan's niece. But she hasn't opened it for years--she just
-keeps a caretaker here and makes her home with Imogene. To me, spruces
-are depressing."
-
-"And what is that?" asked Alice, indicating an ivy-covered pile of stone
-in the midst of a cluster of elms at some distance to the left of the
-house and on a hill above it. "How odd and pretty!"
-
-"That is the Morgan chapel."
-
-"Oh, may we see it?"
-
-"Of course," assented Dolly, less enthusiastically. "Do you really want
-to see it?"
-
-It was Alice's turn to be interested: "Why, yes, if we may. How
-quaint-looking," she pursued, scrutinizing the façade.
-
-"It is, in fact, a mediæval style," said Dolly.
-
-The car was turned into the driveway leading up to the chapel. When the
-two women had alighted and walked up the steps to the porch, Alice found
-the building larger than it had appeared from below the Morgan house.
-
-Dolly led the way within. "It really is a beautiful thing," she sighed
-as they entered. "A reproduction in part--this interior--of a little
-church in Rome, that Mrs. Morgan was crazy about, Santa Maria in--dear
-me, I never can remember, Santa Maria in something or other. But I want
-you to look at this balustrade, and to walk up into one of these
-ambones. Can't you see some dark-faced Savonarola preaching from one on
-the sins of society?" Dolly ascended the steps of one ambone as she
-spoke, while Alice walked up into the other.
-
-"You look as if you might do very well there yourself on that topic,"
-suggested Alice.
-
-"But I don't have to get into an ambone to preach. I do well anywhere,
-as long as I have an audience," continued Dolly as she swept the modest
-nave with a confident glance.
-
-They walked back toward the door: "Here's a perfect light on the chancel
-window," said Dolly pausing. "Superb coloring, I think."
-
-Alice, held by the soft rich flame of the glass, halted a moment, and
-saw in a niche removed from casual sight the bronze figure of a knight
-standing above a pavement tomb. "Is this a memorial?"
-
-"Poor Bertha," continued Dolly; "ordered most of these windows herself."
-
-"But this bronze, Mrs. De Castro, what is it?"
-
-"A memorial of a son of Bertha's, dear."
-
-The shield of the belted figure bore the Morgan arms. An inscription
-set in the tomb at his feet took Alice's attention, and Dolly without
-joining her waited upon her interest.
-
-"And in whose memory do you say this is?" persisted Alice.
-
-"In memory of one of Bertha's sons, dear."
-
-"Is he buried here?"
-
-"No, he lies in Kimberly Acre, the family burial-ground on The Towers
-estate--where we shall all with our troubles one day lie. This poor boy
-committed suicide."
-
-"How dreadful!"
-
-"It is too sad a story to tell."
-
-"Of course."
-
-"And I am morbidly sensitive about suicide."
-
-"These Morgans then were relatives of the Mrs. Morgan I met last night?"
-
-"Relatives, yes. But in this instance, that signifies nothing. These,
-as I told you, were Fritzie's people and are _very_ different."
-
-They reëntered the car and drove rapidly down the ridge. In the
-distance, to the south and east, the red gables of a cluster of
-buildings showed far away among green, wooded hills.
-
-"That is a school, is it?" asked Alice.
-
-"No, it is a Catholic institution. It is a school, in a way, too, but
-not of the kind you mean--something of a charitable and training school.
-The Catholic church of the village stands just beyond there. There are
-a number of Catholics over toward the seashore--delightful people. We
-have none in our set."
-
-The ridge road led them far into the country and they drove rapidly
-along ribboned highways until a great hill confronted them and they
-began to wind around its base toward the lake and home. Half-way up they
-left the main road, turned into an open gateway, and passing a lodge
-entered the heavy woods of The Towers villa.
-
-"The Towers is really our only show-place," explained Dolly, "though
-Robert, I think, neglects it. Of course, it is a place that stands hard
-treatment. But think of the opportunities on these beautiful slopes for
-landscape gardening."
-
-"It is very large."
-
-"About two thousand acres. Robert, I fancy, cares for the trees more
-than anything else."
-
-"And he lives here alone?"
-
-"With Uncle John Kimberly. Uncle John is all alone in the world, and a
-paralytic."
-
-"How unfortunate!"
-
-"Yes. It is unfortunate in some ways; in others not so much so. Don't
-be shocked. Ours is so big a family we have many kinds. Uncle John!
-mercy! he led his poor Lydia a life. And she was a saint if ever a wife
-was one. I hope she has gone to her reward. She never saw through all
-the weary years, never knew, _outwardly_, anything of his wickedness."
-
-Dolly looked ahead. "There is the house. See, up through the trees? We
-shall get a fine view in a minute. I don't know why it has to be, but
-each generation of our family has had a brainy Kimberly and a wicked
-Kimberly. The legend is, that when they meet in one, the Kimberlys will
-end."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
-
-To afford Alice the effect of the main approach to The Towers itself,
-Dolly ordered a roundabout drive which gave her guest an idea of the
-beauties of the villa grounds.
-
-They passed glades of unusual size, bordered by natural forests. They
-drove among pleasing successions of hills, followed up valleys with
-occasional brooks, and emerged at length on wide, open stretches of a
-plateau commanding the lake.
-
-A further drive along the bluffs that rose high above the water showed
-the bolder features of an American landscape unspoiled by overtreatment.
-The car finally brought them to the lower end of a long, formal avenue
-of elms that made a setting for the ample house of gray stone, placed on
-an elevation that commanded the whole of Second Lake and the southern
-country for many miles.
-
-Its advantage of position was obvious and the castellated effect, from
-which its name derived, implied a strength of uncompromising pride
-commonly associated with the Kimberlys themselves.
-
-At Dolly's suggestion they walked around through the south garden which
-lay toward the lake. At the garden entrance stood a sun-dial and Alice
-paused to read the inscription:
-
- Per ogni ora che passa, im ricordo.
- Per ogni ora che batte, una felicità.
- Per ogni ora che viene, una speranza.
-
-
-"It is a duplicate of a dial that Robert fancied in the garden of the
-Kimberly villa on Lago Maggiore," Dolly explained. "Come this way, I
-want you to see the lake and the terrace."
-
-From the terrace they looked back again at the house. Well-placed
-windows and ample verandas afforded views in every direction of the
-surrounding country. Retracing their way to the main entrance, they
-ascended a broad flight of stone steps and entered the house itself.
-
-Following Dolly into the hall, Alice saw a chamber almost severe in
-spaciousness and still somewhat untamed in its oak ruggedness. But
-glimpses into the apartments opening off it were delightfully
-satisfying.
-
-They peeped into the dining-room as they passed. It was an old-day room,
-heavily beamed in gloomy oak, with a massive round table and high
-chairs. The room filled the whole southern exposure of its wing and at
-one end Alice saw a fireplace above which hung a great Dutch mirror
-framed in heavy seventeenth-century style. Dolly pointed to it: "It is
-our sole heirloom, and Robert won't change it from the fireplace. The
-Kimberly mirror, we call it--from Holland with our first Kimberly. The
-oak in this room is good."
-
-Taken as a whole, however, Dolly frankly considered The Towers too
-evidently suggestive of the old-fashioned. This she satisfactorily
-accounted for by the fact that the house lacked the magic of a woman's
-presence.
-
-Alice, walking with her, slowly and critically, found nowhere any
-discordant notes. The carpets offered the delicate restraints of
-Eastern fancy, and the wall pictures, seen in passing, invited more
-leisurely inspection.
-
-There was here something in marble, something there Oriental, but
-nowhere were effects confused, and they had been subdued until
-consciousness of their art was not aroused.
-
-Alice, sensitive to indefinable impressions, had never seen anything
-comparable to what she now saw, and an interior so restful should have
-put her at ease.
-
-Yet the first pleasing breath in this atmosphere brought with it
-something, she could not have told what, of uneasiness, and it was of
-this that she was vaguely conscious, as Dolly questioned the servant
-that met them.
-
-"Is Mr. De Castro here yet?" she asked.
-
-"Yes, Mrs. De Castro. He is with Mr. Kimberly. I think they are in the
-garden."
-
-"Tell them we are here. We will go up and speak to Uncle John."
-
-They were at the foot of the stairs: "Sha'n't I wait for you?" suggested
-Alice.
-
-"By no means. Come with me. He is really the head of the family, you
-know," Dolly added in an undertone, "and mustn't be slighted."
-
-Alice, amused at the importance placed upon the situation, smiled at
-Dolly's earnestness. As she ascended the stairs with her hostess, a
-little wave of self-consciousness swept over her.
-
-On the second floor was a long gallery opening at the farther end upon a
-western belvedere, lighted just then by the sun. The effect of the
-room, confusing at first in its arrangement, was, in fact, that of a
-wide and irregular reception hall for the apartments opening on the
-second floor. At the moment the two women reached the archway, a man
-walked in at the farther end from the terrace.
-
-"There is Robert, now!" Dolly exclaimed. He was opening the door of a
-room near at hand when he saw his sister with Alice, and came forward to
-meet them. As he did so, a door mid-way down the hall opened and a man
-clad in a black habit crossed between Kimberly and Alice.
-
-"That is Francis, who takes care of Uncle John," said Dolly. Francis,
-walked toward the balcony without seeing the visitors, but his ear
-caught the tones of Dolly's voice and she waved a hand at him as he
-turned his head. He paused to bow and continued his way through a
-balcony door.
-
-As Kimberly came forward his face was so nearly without a smile that
-Alice for a moment was chilled.
-
-"I brought Mrs. MacBirney in to see Uncle John a moment, Robert. How
-are you?" Dolly asked.
-
-"Thank you, very well. And it is a pleasure to see Mrs. MacBirney,
-Dolly."
-
-He looked into Alice's eyes as he spoke. She thanked him, simply.
-Dolly made a remark but Alice did not catch it. In some confusion of
-thought she was absurdly conscious that Kimberly was looking at her and
-that his eyes were gray, that he wore a suit of gray and that she now,
-exchanging compliments with him, was clad in lavender. The three talked
-together for some moments. Yet something formal remained in Kimberly's
-manner and Alice was already the least bit on the defensive.
-
-She was, at any rate, glad to feel that her motoring rig would bear
-inspection, for it seemed as if his eyes, without offensively appearing
-to do so, took in the slightest detail of her appearance. His words were
-of a piece with his manner. They were agreeable, but either what he
-said lacked enthusiasm or preoccupation clouded his efforts to be
-cordial.
-
-"They told us," said Dolly, at length, "you were in the garden."
-
-"Arthur is down there somewhere," returned Kimberly. "We will go this
-way for Uncle John," he added. "Francis is giving him an airing."
-
-They walked out to the belvedere. Facing the sunset, Alice saw in an
-invalid chair an old man with a wrinkled white face. Dolly, hastening
-forward, greeted him in elevated tones. Kimberly turned to Alice with a
-suggestion of humor as they waited a little way from Dolly's hand. "My
-sister, curiously enough," said he, "always forgets that Uncle John is
-_not_ deaf. And he doesn't like it a bit."
-
-"Many people instinctively speak louder to invalids," said Alice. Uncle
-John's eyes turned slowly toward Alice as he heard her voice. Dolly,
-evidently, was referring to her, and beckoned her to come nearer. Alice
-saw the old man looking at her with the slow care of the paralytic--of
-one who has learned to distrust his physical faculties. Alice disliked
-his eyes. He tried to rise, but Dolly frowned on his attempt: it looked
-like a failure, anyway, and he greeted Alice from his chair.
-
-"You are getting altogether too spry, Uncle John," cried Dolly.
-
-His eyes turned slowly from Alice's face to Dolly's and he looked at his
-talkative niece quizzically: "Am I?" Then, with the mildly suspicious
-smile on his face, his eyes returned to Alice. Kimberly watched his
-uncle.
-
-"They say you want to ride horseback," continued Dolly, jocularly. He
-looked at her again: "Do they?" Then he looked back at Alice.
-
-Kimberly, his hands half-way in the pockets of his sack-coat, turned in
-protest: "I think you two go through this every time you come over,
-Dolly." Dolly waved her hand with a laugh. Uncle John this time did not
-even take the trouble to look around. He continued to smile at Alice
-even while he returned to Robert his non-committal: "Do we?"
-
-Alice felt desirous of edging away from Uncle John's kind of Kimberly
-eyes. "You ought to get better here very fast, Mr. Kimberly," she said
-to him briskly. "This lovely prospect!" she exclaimed, looking about
-her. "And in every direction."
-
-"It is pretty toward the lake," Robert volunteered, knowing that Uncle
-John would merely look at Alice without response.
-
-He led the way as he spoke toward the mirrored sheet of water and, as
-Alice came to his side, pointed out the features of the landscape.
-Dolly sat a moment with Uncle John and joined Kimberly and Alice as they
-walked on.
-
-They encountered the attendant, Brother Francis, who had retreated as
-far as he could from the visitors. Dolly, greeting him warmly, turned
-to Alice. "Mrs. MacBirney, this is Brother Francis who takes care--and
-such excellent care!--of Uncle John."
-
-Brother Francis's features were spare. His slender nose emphasized the
-strength of his face. But if his expression at the moment was sober, and
-his dark eyes looked as if his thoughts might be away, they were kindly.
-His eyes, too, fell almost at the instant Dolly spoke and he only bowed
-his greeting to Alice. But with Francis a bow was everything. Whether
-he welcomed, tolerated, or disapproved, his bow clearly and sufficiently
-signified.
-
-His greeting of Alice expressed deference and sincerity. But there was
-even more in it--something of the sensible attitude of a gentleman who,
-in meeting a lady in passing, and being himself an attendant, desires to
-be so considered and seeks with his greeting to dismiss himself from the
-situation. To this end, however, Francis's efforts were unsuccessful.
-
-"He is the most modest man in the world," murmured Dolly, in concluding
-a eulogium, delivered to Alice almost in the poor Brother's face.
-
-"Then why not spare his feelings?" suggested Kimberly.
-
-"Because I don't believe in hiding a light under a bushel," returned
-Dolly, vigorously. "There is so little modesty left nowadays----"
-
-"That you want to be rid of what there is," suggested Kimberly.
-
-"That when I find it I think it a duty to recognize it," Dolly
-persisted.
-
-Brother Francis maintained his composure as well as he could. Indeed,
-self-consciousness seemed quite lacking in him. "Surely," he smiled,
-bowing again, "Madame De Castro has a good heart. That," he added to
-Alice, italicizing his words with an expressive forefinger, "is the real
-secret. But I see danger even if one _should_ possess a gift so
-precious as modesty," he continued, raising his finger this time in mild
-admonition; "when you--how do you say in English--'trot out' the modesty
-and set it up to look at"--Francis's large eyes grew luminous in
-pantomime--"the first thing you know, pff! Where is it? You search."
-Brother Francis beat the skirt of his black gown with his hands, and
-shook it as if to dislodge the missing virtue. Then holding his empty
-palms upward and outward, and adding the dismay of his shoulders to the
-fancied situation, he asked: "Where is it? It is gone!"
-
-"Which means we shouldn't tempt Brother Francis's modesty," interposed
-Alice.
-
-Francis looked at Alice inquiringly. "You are a Catholic?" he said,
-"your husband not."
-
-Alice laughed: "How did you know?"
-
-Francis waved his hand toward his informant: "Mr. Kimberly."
-
-The answer surprised Alice. She looked at Kimberly.
-
-There was an instant of embarrassment. "Francis feels our pagan
-atmosphere so keenly," Kimberly said slowly, "that I gave him the news
-about you as a bracer--just to let him know we had a friend at court
-even if we were shut out ourselves."
-
-"He told me," continued Francis, with humor, "that a Catholic lady was
-coming this afternoon, and to put on my new habit."
-
-"Which, of course, you did not do," interposed Kimberly, regaining the
-situation.
-
-Brother Francis looked deprecatingly at his shiny serge.
-
-Dolly and Alice laughed. "Mr. Kimberly didn't understand that you kept
-on your old one out of humility," said Alice. "But how did you know
-anything about my religion?" she asked, turning to Kimberly.
-
-Francis took this chance to slip away to his charge.
-
-"Arthur De Castro is the culprit," answered Kimberly. "He told me some
-time ago."
-
-"You have a good memory."
-
-"For some things. Won't you pour tea for Mrs. MacBirney, Dolly? Let us
-go downstairs, anyway."
-
-He walked with Alice into the house, talking as they went.
-
-Dolly bent over Uncle John's chair. "Isn't she nice?" she whispered,
-nodding toward Alice as Alice disappeared with Kimberly. "You know
-Madame De Castro went to school in Paris with her mother, who was a De
-Gallon, and her father--Alice's grandfather--was the last man in
-Louisville to wear a queue."
-
-Uncle John seemed not greatly moved at this information, but did look
-reminiscent. "What was her father's name?"
-
-"Alice's father was named Marshall. He and her mother both are dead.
-She has no near relatives."
-
-"I remember Marshall--he was a refiner."
-
-"Precisely; he met with reverses a few years ago."
-
-Uncle John looked after Alice with his feeble, questioning grin. "Fine
-looking," he muttered, still looking after her much as the toothless
-giant looked after Christian as he passed his cave. "Fine looking."
-
-Dolly was annoyed: "Oh, you're always thinking about fine looks! She is
-nice."
-
-Uncle John smiled undismayed. "Is she?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
-
-Alice had been married five years--it seemed a long time. The first
-five years of married life are likely to be long enough to chart pretty
-accurately the currents of the future, however insufficient to predict
-just where those currents will carry one.
-
-Much disillusioning comes in the first five years; when they have passed
-we know less of ourselves and more of our consort. Undoubtedly the
-complement of this is true, and our consort knows more of us; but this
-thought, not always reassuring, comes only when we reflect concerning
-ourselves, which fortunately, perhaps, is not often. Married people, if
-we may judge from what they say, tend to reflect more concerning their
-mates.
-
-Alice, it is certain, knew less of herself. Much of the confidence of
-five years earlier she had parted with, some of it cruelly. Yet coming
-at twenty-five into the Kimberly circle, and with the probability of
-remaining in it, of its being to her a new picture of life, Alice
-gradually renewed her youth. Some current flowing from this joy of
-living seemed to revive in her the illusions of girlhood. All that she
-now questioned was whether it really was for her.
-
-Her husband enjoyed her promise of success in their new surroundings
-without realizing in the least how clearly those about them
-discriminated between his wife and himself. She brought one quality
-that was priceless among those with whom she now mingled--freshness.
-
-Among such people her wares of mental aptness, intelligence, amiability,
-not to discuss a charm of person that gave her a place among women, were
-rated higher than they could have been elsewhere. She breathed in her
-new atmosphere with a renewed confidence, for nothing is more gratifying
-than to be judged by what we believe to be the best in us; and nothing
-more reassuring after being neglected by stupid people than to find
-ourselves approved by the best.
-
-Walter MacBirney, her husband, representing himself and his Western
-associates, and now looked on by them as a man who had forced
-recognition from the Kimberly interests, made on his side, too, a
-favorable impression among the men with whom his affairs brought him for
-the first time in contact.
-
-If there was an exception to such an impression it was with Robert
-Kimberly, but even with him MacBirney maintained easily the reputation
-accorded to Western men for general capacity and a certain driving
-ability for putting things through.
-
-He was described as self-made; and examined with the quiet curiosity of
-those less fortunate Eastern men who were unwilling or unable to ascribe
-their authorship to themselves, he made a satisfactory showing.
-
-In the Kimberly coterie of men, which consisted in truth more of the
-staff associates in the Kimberly activities than of the Kimberlys
-themselves, the appearance of MacBirney on the scene at Second Lake was
-a matter of interest to every one of the fledgling magnates, who, under
-the larger wing of the Kimberlys, directed the commercial end of their
-interests.
-
-McCrea, known as Robert Kimberly's right-hand man; Cready Hamilton, one
-of the Kimberly bankers, and brother of Doctor Hamilton, Robert's
-closest friend; Nelson, the Kimberly counsel--all took a hand in going
-over MacBirney, so to say, and grading him up. They found for one thing
-that he could talk without saying anything; which in conducting
-negotiations was an excellent trait. And if not always a successful
-story-teller, he was a shrewd listener. In everything his native energy
-gave him a show of interest which, even when factitious, told in his
-favor.
-
-Soon after the call on Uncle John, Dolly arranged a dinner for the
-MacBirneys, at which Charles Kimberly and his wife and Robert Kimberly
-were to be the guests. It followed a second evening spent at the
-Nelsons', whence Robert Kimberly had come home with the De Castros and
-MacBirneys. Alice had sung for them. After accepting for the De Castro
-dinner, Robert at the last moment sent excuses. Dolly masked her
-feelings. Imogene and Charles complained a little, but Arthur De Castro
-was so good a host that he alone would have made a dinner go.
-
-MacBirney, after he and Alice had gone to their rooms for the night,
-spoke of Robert's absence. "I don't quite understand that man," he
-mused. "What do you make of him, Alice?"
-
-Alice was braiding her hair. She turned from her table. "I've met him
-very little, you know--when we called at his house, and twice at the
-Nelsons'. And I saw very little of him last night. He was with that
-drinking set most of the evening."
-
-MacBirney started. "Don't say 'that drinking set.'"
-
-"Really, that describes them, Walter. I don't see that they excel in
-anything else. I hate drinking women."
-
-"When you're in Rome, do as the Romans do," suggested MacBirney, curtly.
-
-Alice's tone hardened a trifle. "Or at least let the Romans do as they
-please, without comment."
-
-"Exactly," snapped her husband. "I don't know just what to make of
-Kimberly," he went on.
-
-"Charles, or the brother?"
-
-"Robert, Robert. He's the one they all play to here." MacBirney,
-sitting in a lounging-chair, emphasized the last words, as he could do
-when impatient, and shut his teeth and lips as he did when perplexed.
-"I wonder why he didn't come to-night?"
-
-Alice had no explanation to offer. "Charles," she suggested, tying her
-hair-ribbon, "is very nice."
-
-"Why, yes--you and Charles are chummy already. I wish we could get
-better acquainted with Robert," he continued, knitting his brows. "I
-thought you were a little short with him last night, Alice."
-
-"Short? Oh, Walter! We didn't exchange a dozen words."
-
-"That's just the way it struck me."
-
-"But we had no chance to. I am sure I didn't mean to be short. I sang,
-didn't I? And more on his account, from what Dolly had said to me, than
-anybody else's. He didn't like my singing, but I couldn't help that.
-He didn't say a single word."
-
-"Why, he did say something!"
-
-"Just some stiff remark when he thanked me."
-
-Alice, rising, left her table. MacBirney laughed.
-
-"Oh, I see. That's what's the matter. Well, you're quite mistaken, my
-dear." Catching Alice in his arms as she passed, in a way he did when
-he wished to seem affectionate, MacBirney drew his wife to him. "He
-_did_ like it. He remarked to me just as he said good-night, that you
-had a fine voice."
-
-"That does not sound like him--possibly he was ironical."
-
-"And when I thanked him," continued MacBirney, "he took the trouble to
-repeat: 'That song was beautifully sung.' Those were his exact words."
-
-In spite of painful experiences it rarely occurred to Alice that her
-husband might be deceiving her, nor did she learn till long afterward
-that he had lied to her that night. With her feelings in some degree
-appeased she only made an incredulous little exclamation: "He didn't ask
-me to sing again," she added quietly.
-
-MacBirney shrugged his shoulders. "He is peculiar."
-
-"I try, Walter," she went on, lifting her eyes to his with an effort,
-"to be as pleasant as I can to all of these people, for your sake."
-
-"I know it, Alice." He kissed her. "I know it. Let us see now what we
-can do to cultivate Robert Kimberly. He is the third rail in this
-combination, and he is the only one on the board of directors who voted
-finally against taking us in."
-
-"Is that true?"
-
-"So Doane told Lambert, in confidence, and Lambert told me."
-
-"Oh, Lambert! That detestable fellow. I wouldn't believe anything he
-said anyway."
-
-MacBirney bared his teeth pleasantly. "Pshaw! You hate him because he
-makes fun of your Church."
-
-"No. I despise him, because he is a Catholic and ridicules his own."
-
-Her husband knew controversy was not the way to get a favor. "I guess
-you're right about that, Allie. Anyway, try being pleasant to Kimberly.
-The way you know how to be, Allie--the way you caught me, eh?" He drew
-her to him with breezy enthusiasm. Alice showed some distress.
-
-"Don't say such things, please."
-
-"That was only a joke."
-
-"I hate such jokes."
-
-"Very well, I mean, just be natural," persisted MacBirney amiably, "you
-are fascinating enough any old way."
-
-Alice manifested little spirit. "Does it make so much difference to
-you, Walter, whether we pay attention to _him_?"
-
-MacBirney raised his eyebrows with a laughing start. "What an innocent
-you are," he cried in a subdued tone. And his ways of speech, if ever
-attractive, were now too familiar. "Difference!" he exclaimed cheerily.
-"When they buy he will name the figure."
-
-"But I thought they had decided to buy."
-
-"The executive committee has authorized the purchase. But he, as
-president, has been given the power to fix the price. Don't you see?
-We can afford to smile a little, eh?"
-
-"It would kill me to smile if I had to do it for money."
-
-"Oh, you are a baby in arms, Allie," exclaimed her husband impatiently,
-"just like your father! You'd starve to death if it weren't for me."
-
-"No doubt."
-
-MacBirney was still laughing at the idea when he left his wife's room,
-and entering his own, closed the door.
-
-Alice, in her room, lay in the darkness for a long time with open eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
-
-The test of Alice's willingness to smile came within a brief fortnight,
-when with the De Castros, she was the guest of Imogene Kimberly at The
-Cliffs, Imogene's home.
-
-"This is all most informal," said Imogene, as she went downstairs
-arm-in-arm with Alice; "as you see, only one-half the house is open."
-
-"The open half is so lovely," returned Alice, "that I'm glad to take the
-other half on faith."
-
-"It was my only chance--this week, and as Dolly says, I 'jumped at it'!
-I am sorry your husband has disappointed us."
-
-"He was called to town quite unexpectedly."
-
-"But Providence has provided a substitute. Robert Kimberly is coming."
-Alice almost caught her breath. "He is another of those men," continued
-Imogene, "whom you never can get when you want them. Fortunately he
-telephoned a moment ago saying he _must_ see Charles. I answered that
-the only possible way to see him was to come over now, for he is going
-fishing and leaves at midnight. The guides wired this morning that the
-ice is out. And when the ice goes out," Imogene raised her hands,
-"neither fire nor earthquake can stop Charles. Here is Robert now. Oh,
-and he has Doctor Hamilton with him. All the better. If we can get
-both we shall have no lack of men."
-
-Robert Kimberly and Doctor Hamilton were coming down the hall. "How
-delightful!" cried Imogene, advancing, "and I am so glad _you_'ve come,
-doctor."
-
-Kimberly paused. He saw Alice lingering behind her hostess and the De
-Castros with Fritzie Venable coming downstairs.
-
-"You have a dinner on," he said to Imogene.
-
-"Only a small one."
-
-"But you didn't tell me----"
-
-"Just to give you a chance to show your indifference to surprises,
-Robert."
-
-She introduced Doctor Hamilton to Alice. "These two are always
-together," she explained to Alice, lifting her fan toward the doctor and
-her brother-in-law. "But any hostess is fortunate to capture them like
-this, just the right moment."
-
-Hamilton, greeting Alice, turned to Imogene: "What is this about your
-husband's going to Labrador to-morrow?"
-
-"He is going to-night. The salmon are doing something or other."
-
-"Deserted Gaspé, has he?"
-
-"Temporarily," said Imogene, pausing to give an order to a butler.
-Robert waited a moment for her attention. "I brought the doctor," he
-explained, "because I couldn't leave him to dine alone. And now----"
-
-"And now," echoed Imogene, "you see how beautifully it turns out. The
-Nelsons declined, Mr. MacBirney disappoints me, Charles goes fishing,
-and can't get home to-night in time to dine. But there are still seven
-of us--what could be better? Mrs. De Castro will claim the doctor.
-Arthur won't desert me, and, Robert, you may give an arm to Fritzie and
-one to Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-There was now no escape from a smile, and Alice resolved to be loyal to
-her hostess. The party moved into the drawing-room.
-
-Fritzie Venable tried to engage Kimberly in answering her questions
-about a saddle-horse that one of his grooms had recommended. Kimberly
-professed to know nothing about it. When it became apparent that he
-really did know nothing of the horse, Fritzie insisted on explaining.
-
-Her spirited talk, whether concerning her own troubles or those of other
-people, was not uninteresting. Soon she talked more especially to
-Alice. Kimberly listened not inattentively but somewhat perfunctorily,
-and the manner, noticeable at their second meeting, again impressed
-Alice.
-
-Whether it was a constraint or an unpleasing reserve was not clear; and
-it might have been the abstraction of a busied man, one of that type
-familiar in American life who are inherently interesting, but whose
-business affairs never wholly release their thought.
-
-Whatever the cause, Fritzie was sufficiently interested in her own
-stories to ignore it and in a degree to overcome the effect of it. She
-was sure of her ground because she knew her distinguished connection had
-a considerate spot in his heart for her. She finally attacked him
-directly, and at first he did not go to the trouble of a defence. When
-she at length accused him, rather sharply, of letting business swallow
-him up, Kimberly, with Alice listening, showed a trace of impatience.
-
-"The old sugar business!" Fritzie exclaimed reproachfully, "it is taking
-the spirituality completely out of the Kimberly family."
-
-Robert looked at her in genuine surprise and burst into a laugh.
-"What's that?" he demanded, bending incredulously forward.
-
-Fritzie tossed her head. "I don't care!"
-
-"Spirituality?" echoed Kimberly, with a quiet malice. His laugh annoyed
-Fritzie, but she stuck to her guns: "Spirits, then; or gayety, or life!"
-she cried. "I don't care what you call it. Anything besides
-everlastingly piling up money. Oh, these almighty dollars!"
-
-"You tire of them so quickly, is it, Fritzie? Or is it that they don't
-feel on familiar terms enough to stay long with you?" he asked, while
-Alice was smiling at the encounter.
-
-Fritzie summoned her dignity and pointed every word with a nod. "I
-simply don't want to see _all_ of my friends--ossify! Should you?" she
-demanded, turning to Alice for approval.
-
-"Certainly not," responded Alice.
-
-"Bone black is very useful in our business," observed Kimberly.
-
-Fritzie's eyes snapped. "Then buy it! Don't attempt to supply the
-demand out of your own bones!"
-
-It would have been churlish to refuse her her laugh. Kimberly and Alice
-for the first time laughed together and found it pleasant.
-
-Fritzie, following up her advantage, asked Doctor Hamilton whether he
-had heard Dora Morgan's latest joke. "She had a dispute," continued
-Fritzie, "with George Doane last night about Unitarians and
-Universalists----"
-
-"Heavens, have those two got to talking religion?" demanded Kimberly,
-wearily.
-
-"George happened to say to Cready Hamilton that Unitarians and
-Universalists believed just about the same doctrine. When Dora insisted
-it was not so, George told her she couldn't name a difference. 'Why,
-nonsense, George,' said Dora, 'Unitarians deny the divinity of Christ,
-but Universalists don't believe in a damned thing.' And the funny part
-of it was, George got furious at her," concluded Fritzie with merriment.
-
-"I suppose you, too, fish," ventured Alice to Kimberly as the party
-started for the dining-room.
-
-"My fishing is something of a bluff," he confessed. "That is, I fish,
-but I don't get anything. My brother really does get the fish," he said
-as he seated her. "He campaigns for them--one has to nowadays, even for
-fish. I can't scrape up interest enough in it for that. I whip one
-pool after another and drag myself wearily over portages and chase about
-in boats, and my guides fable wisely but I get next to nothing."
-
-Alice laughed. Even though he assumed incompetence it seemed assumed.
-And in saying that he got no fish one felt that he did get them.
-
-Arthur was talking of Uncle John's nurse--whom the circle had nicknamed
-"Lazarus." He referred to the sacrifices made sometimes by men.
-
-"It won't do to say," De Castro maintained, "that these men are mere
-clods, that they have no nerves, no sensitiveness. The first one you
-meet may be such a one; the next, educated or of gentle blood."
-
-"'Lazarus,'" he continued, "is by no means a common man. He is a
-gentleman, the product of centuries of culture--this is evident from
-five minutes' talk with him. Yet he has abandoned everything--family,
-surroundings, luxuries--for a work that none of us would dream of
-undertaking."
-
-"And what about women, my dear?" demanded Dolly. "I don't say, take a
-class of women--take any woman. A woman's life is nothing but
-sacrifice. The trouble is that women bear their burdens
-uncomplainingly. That is where all women make a mistake. My life has
-been a whole series of sacrifices, and I propose people shall know it."
-
-"No matter, Dolly," suggested Imogene, "your wrongs shall be righted in
-the next world."
-
-"I should just like the chance to tell my story up there," continued
-Dolly, fervently.
-
-Kimberly turned to Alice: "All that Dolly fears," said he, in an aside,
-"is that heaven will prove a disappointment. But to change the subject
-from heaven abruptly--you are from the West, Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-"Do you find the change so abrupt? and must I confess again to the
-West?"
-
-"Not if you feel it incriminates you."
-
-"But I don't," protested Alice with spirit.
-
-"Has your home always been there?"
-
-"Yes, in St. Louis; and it is a very dear old place. Some of my early
-married life was spent much farther West."
-
-"How much farther?"
-
-"So much that I can hardly make anybody comprehend it--Colorado."
-
-"How so?"
-
-"They ask me such wild questions about buffalos and Indians. I have
-found one woman since coming here who has been as far West as Chicago,
-once."
-
-"In what part of Colorado were you?"
-
-"South of Denver."
-
-"You had beautiful surroundings."
-
-"Oh, do you know that country?"
-
-"Not nearly as well as I should like to. It is beautiful."
-
-Alice laughed repentantly as she answered: "More beautiful to me now,
-I'm afraid, than it was then."
-
-"Any town is quiet for a city girl, of course. Was it a small town?"
-
-"Quite small. And odd in many ways."
-
-"I see; where the people have 'best clothes'----"
-
-"Don't make fun."
-
-"And wear them on Sunday. And there is usually one three-story building
-in the town--I was marooned over Sunday once in a little Western town,
-with an uncle. I saw a sign on a big building: 'Odd Fellows' Hall.'
-Who are the Odd Fellows, uncle?' I asked. He was a crusty old fellow:
-'Optimists, my son, optimists,' he growled, 'They build three-story
-buildings in two-story towns.' What was your town, by the way?"
-
-"Piedmont."
-
-"Piedmont?" Kimberly paused a moment. "I ought to know something of
-that town."
-
-Alice looked surprised. "You?"
-
-"The uncle I spoke of built a railroad through there to the Gulf. Isn't
-there a town below Piedmont named Kimberly?"
-
-"To be sure there is. How stupid! I never thought it was named after
-your uncle."
-
-"No, that uncle was a Morgan,", interposed Imogene, listening, "the town
-was named after your next neighbor."
-
-"How interesting! And how could you make such fun of me--having me tell
-you of a country you knew all about! And a whole town named after you!"
-
-"That is a modest distinction," remarked Kimberly. "As a boy I was out
-there with an engineering party and hunted a little. My uncle gave me
-the town as a Christmas present."
-
-"A town for a Christmas present!"
-
-"I suspected after I began paying taxes on my present that my uncle had
-got tired of it. They used to sit up nights out there to figure out new
-taxes. In the matter of devising taxes it is the most industrious,
-progressive, tireless community I have ever known. And their pleas were
-so ingenious; they made you feel that if you opposed them you were an
-enemy to mankind."
-
-"Then they beguiled Robert every once in a while," interposed Fritzie,
-"into a town hall or public library or a park or electric lighting
-plant. Once they asked him for a drinking fountain." Fritzie laughed
-immoderately at the recollection. "He put in the fountain and afterward
-learned there was no water within fifteen miles; they then urged him to
-put in a water-works system to get water to it."
-
-"I suggested a brewery to supply the fountain," said Arthur, looking
-over, "and that he might work out even by selling the surplus beer.
-There were difficulties, of course; if he supplied the fountain with
-beer, nobody would buy it in bottles. Then it was proposed to sell the
-surplus beer to the neighboring towns. But with the fountain playing in
-Kimberly, these would pretty certainly be depopulated. Per contra, it
-was figured that this might operate to raise the price of his Kimberly
-lots. But while we were working the thing out for him, what do you
-think happened?"
-
-"I haven't an idea," laughed Alice.
-
-"The town voted for prohibition."
-
-"Fancy," murmured Imogene, "and named Kimberly!"
-
-"And what became of the fountain?"
-
-"Oh, it is running; he put in the water-works."
-
-"Generous man!"
-
-"Generous!" echoed Hamilton. "Don't be deceived, Mrs. MacBirney. You
-should see what he charges them for water. I should think it would be
-on his conscience, if he has one. He is Jupiter with the frogs.
-Whatever they ask, he gives them. But when they get it--how they do get
-it!"
-
-"Don't believe Doctor Hamilton, Mrs. MacBirney," said Robert Kimberly.
-"I stand better with my Western friends than I do with these cynical
-Easterners. And if my town will only drink up the maintenance charges,
-I am satisfied."
-
-"The percentage of lime in the water he supplies is something fierce,"
-persisted the doctor. "It is enough to kill off the population every ten
-years. I suggested a hospital."
-
-"But didn't Mr. MacBirney tell me they have a sugar factory there?"
-asked Alice.
-
-"They have," said De Castro. "One of Robert's chemists was out there
-once trying to analyze the taxes. Incidentally, he brought back some of
-the soil, thinking there might be something in it to account for the tax
-mania. And behold, he found it to be fine for sugar beets! Irrigation
-ditches and a factory were put in. You should see how swell they are
-out there now."
-
-"Robert has had all kinds of resolutions from the town," said Fritzie.
-
-Kimberly turned to Alice to supplement the remark. "Quite true, I
-_have_ had all kinds--they are strong on resolutions. But lately these
-have been less sulphurous."
-
-"Well, isn't it odd? My father's ranch once extended nearly all the way
-from Piedmont to the very town you are speaking of!" exclaimed Alice.
-
-Kimberly looked at her with interest. "Was that really yours--the big
-ranch north of Kimberly?"
-
-"I spent almost every summer there until I was fifteen."
-
-"That must have been until very lately."
-
-Alice returned his look with the utmost simplicity. "No, indeed, it is
-ten years ago."
-
-Kimberly threw back his head and it fell forward a little on his chest.
-"How curious," he said reflectively; "I knew the ranch very well."
-
-When they were saying good-night, Imogene whispered to Alice: "I
-congratulate you."
-
-Alice, flushed with the pleasure of the evening, stood in her wraps.
-She raised her brows in pleased surprise. "Pray what for?"
-
-"Your success. The evening, you know, was in your honor; and you were
-decidedly the feature of it."
-
-"I really didn't suspect it."
-
-"And you made a perfect success with your unexpected neighbor."
-
-"But I didn't do anything at all!"
-
-"It isn't every woman that succeeds without trying. We have been
-working for a long time to pull Robert out of the dumps." Imogene
-laughed softly. "I noticed to-night while you were talking to him that
-he tossed back his head once or twice. When he does that, he is waking
-up! Here is your car, Dolly," she added, as the De Castros came into
-the vestibule.
-
-"Arthur is going to take Doctor Hamilton and Fritzie in our car,
-Imogene," explained Dolly. "Robert has asked Mrs. MacBirney and me to
-drive home around the south shore with him."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
-
-Charles Kimberly was at The Towers the morning after the return from his
-fishing trip, to confer with Uncle John and his brother upon the
-negotiations for the MacBirney properties. In the consideration of any
-question each of the three Kimberlys began with a view-point quite
-distinct from those of the others.
-
-John Kimberly, even in old age and stricken physically to an appalling
-degree, swerved not a hair's-breadth from his constant philosophy of
-life. He believed first and last in force, and that feeble remnant of
-vitality which disease, or what Dolly would have termed, "God's
-vengeance," had left him, was set on the use of force.
-
-To the extent that fraud is an element of force, he employed fraud; but
-it was only because fraud is a part of force, and whoever sets store by
-the one will not always shrink from the other. Any disposition of a
-question that lacked something of this complexion seemed to Uncle John a
-dangerous one.
-
-Charles had so long seen bludgeoning succeed that it had become an
-accepted part of his business philosophy. But in the day he now faced,
-new forces had arisen. Public sentiment had become a factor in
-industrial problems; John was blind to its dangerous power; Charles was
-quite alive to it.
-
-New views of the problem of competition had been advanced, and in
-advocating them, one of the Kimberlys, Robert, was known to be a leader.
-This school sought to draw the sting of competitive loss through
-understandings, coöperation, and peace, instead of suspicion, random
-effort, and war.
-
-Charles saw this tendency with satisfaction; Uncle John saw it
-sceptically. But Charles, influenced by the mastery of his uncle,
-became unsettled in his conclusions and stood liable to veer in his
-judgment to one side or the other of the question, as he might be swayed
-by apprehensions concerning the new conditions or rested in confidence
-in the policies of the old.
-
-Between these two Kimberly make-ups, the one great in attack, the other
-in compromise, stood Robert. "Say what you please," Nelson often
-repeated to McCrea, "John may be all right, but his day is past.
-Charlie forgets every day more than the opposition know, all told. But
-I call Robert the devil of the family. How does he know when to be
-bold? Can you tell? How does he know when to be prudent? I know men,
-if I do anything, McCrea--but I never can measure that fellow."
-
-Whatever Robert liked at least enlisted all of his activities and his
-temperament turned these into steam cylinders. John Kimberly influenced
-Robert in no way at all and after some years of profanity and rage
-perceived that he never should. This discovery was so astounding that
-after a certain great family crisis he silently and secretly handed the
-sceptre of family infallibility over to his nephew.
-
-Left thus to himself, Robert continued to think for himself. The same
-faculties that had served John a generation earlier now served Robert.
-John had forgotten that when a young man he had never let anybody think
-for him, and the energy that had once made John, also made his younger
-nephew.
-
-The shrewdness that had once overcome competition by war now united with
-competitors to overcome the public by peace. The real object of
-industrial endeavor being to make money, a white-winged and benevolent
-peace, as Nelson termed it, should be the policy of all interests
-concerned. And after many hard words, peace with eighty per cent. of
-the business was usually achieved by the united Kimberlys.
-
-It had cost something to reach this situation; and now that the West had
-come into the sugar world it became a Kimberly problem to determine how
-the new interests should be taken care of.
-
-On the morning that Charles called he found Uncle John in his chair.
-They sent for Robert, and pending his appearance opened the conference.
-At the end of a quarter of an hour Robert had not appeared. Charles
-looked impatiently at his watch and despatched a second servant to
-summon his brother. After twenty-five minutes a third call was sent.
-
-During this time, in the sunniest corner of the south garden, sheltered
-by a high stone wall crested with English ivy and overgrown with
-climbing roses, sat Robert Kimberly indolently watching Brother Francis
-and a diminutive Skye terrier named Sugar.
-
-Sugar was one of Kimberly's dogs, but Francis had nursed Sugar through
-an attack after the kennel keepers had given him up. And the little dog
-although very sick and frowsy had finally pulled through. The intimacy
-thus established between Sugar and Francis was never afterward broken
-but by death.
-
-In this sunny corner, Kimberly, in a loose, brown suit of tweed, his
-eyes shaded by a straw hat, sat in a hickory chair near a table. It was
-the corner of the garden in which Francis when off duty could oftenest
-be found. A sheltered walk led to the pergola along which he paced for
-exercise. Near the corner of the wall stood an oak. And a bench, some
-chairs and a table made the spot attractive. Sugar loved the bench,
-and, curled up on it, usually kept watch while Francis walked. On cold
-days the dog lay with one hair-curtained eye on the coming and going
-black habit. On warm days, cocking one ear for the measured step, he
-dozed.
-
-Francis, when Sugar had got quite well, expressed himself as scandalized
-that the poor dog had never been taught anything. He possessed, his new
-master declared, neither manners nor accomplishments, and Francis amid
-other duties had undertaken, in his own words, to make a man of the
-little fellow.
-
-Robert, sitting lazily by, instead of attending the conference call, and
-apparently thinking of nothing--though no one could divine just what
-might be going on under his black-banded hat--was watching Francis put
-Sugar through some of the hard paces he had laid out for him.
-
-"That dog is naturally stupid, Francis--all my dogs are. They
-continually cheat me on dogs," said Kimberly presently. "You don't
-think so? Very well, I will bet you this bank-note," he took one from
-his waistcoat as he spoke, "that you cannot stop him this time on
-'two'."
-
-"I have no money to bet you, Robert."
-
-"I will give you odds."
-
-"You well know I do not bet--is it not so?"
-
-"You are always wanting money; now I will bet you the bank-note against
-one dollar, Francis, that you cannot stop him on 'two'."
-
-Francis threw an eye at the money in Kimberly's hand. "How much is the
-bank-note, Robert?"
-
-"One hundred dollars."
-
-Francis put the temptation behind him. "You would lose your money.
-Sugar knows how to stop. In any case, I have no dollar."
-
-"I will bet the money against ten cents."
-
-"I have not even ten cents."
-
-"I am sorry, Francis, to see a man receiving as large a salary as you
-do, waste it in dissipation and luxury. However, if you have no money,
-I will bet against your habit."
-
-"If I should lose my habit, what would I do?"
-
-"You could wear a shawl," argued Kimberly.
-
-"All would laugh at me. In any case, to bet the clothes off my back
-would be a sin."
-
-"I am so sure I am right, I will bet the money against your snuff-box,
-Francis," persisted Kimberly.
-
-"My snuff-box I cannot bet, since Cardinal Santopaolo gave it to me."
-
-"Francis, think of what you could do for your good-for-nothing boys with
-one hundred dollars."
-
-Francis lifted his dark eyes and shook his head.
-
-"I will bet this," continued the tempter, "against the snuff in your
-box, that you can't stop him this time on 'two'."
-
-"Sugar will stop on 'two'," declared Francis, now wrought up.
-
-"Dare you bet?"
-
-"Enough! I bet! It is the snuff against the money. May my poor boys
-win!"
-
-The sunny corner became active. Kimberly straightened up, and Francis
-began to talk to Sugar.
-
-"Now tell me again," said Kimberly, "what this verse is."
-
-"I say to him," explained Francis, "that the good soldier goes to
-war----"
-
-"I understand; then you say, 'One, two, three!'"
-
-"Exactly."
-
-"When you say 'three,' he gets the lump?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But the first time you say the verse you stop at 'two.' Then you
-repeat the verse. If the dog takes the lump before you reach the end
-the second time and say 'three'----"
-
-"You get the snuff!" Francis laid the box on the table beside
-Kimberly's bank-note.
-
-"Sugar! Guarda!" The Skye terrier sat upright on his haunches and
-lifted his paws. Francis gave him a preliminary admonition, took from a
-mysterious pocket a lump of sugar, laid it on the tip of the dog's nose,
-and holding up his finger, began in a slow and clearly measured tone:
-
- "Buon soldato
- Va alia guerra,
- Mangia male,
- Dorme in terra.
- Uno, due--
- Buon soldato
- Va--"
-
-
-But here Sugar, to Francis's horror, snapped the lump into his mouth and
-swallowed it.
-
-"You lose," announced Kimberly.
-
-Francis threw up his hands. "My poor boys!"
-
-"This is the time, Francis, your poor boys don't get my money. I get
-your snuff."
-
-"Ah, Sugar, Sugar! You ruin us." The little Skye sitting fast, looked
-innocently and affectionately up at his distressed master. "Why,"
-demanded the crestfallen Francis, "could you not wait for the lump one
-little instant?"
-
-"Sugar is like me," suggested Kimberly lazily, "he wants what he wants
-when he wants it."
-
-Alice, this morning, had been deeply in his thoughts. From the moment
-he woke he had been toying indolently with her image--setting it up
-before his imagination as a picture, then putting it away, then tempting
-his lethargy again with the pleasure of recalling it.
-
-He drew a cigar-case from his pocket and carefully emptied the snuff out
-of the box into it. "When do you get more snuff, Francis?"
-
-"On Saturday."
-
-"This is Tuesday. The box is nearly full. It looks like good stuff."
-He paused between each sentence. "But you would bet."
-
-Francis without looking busied himself with his little pupil.
-
-"I have emptied the box," announced Kimberly. There was no answer. "Do
-you want any of it back?"
-
-Francis waved the offer aside.
-
-"A few pinches, Francis?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"That dog," continued Kimberly, rapping the box to get every grain out
-and perceiving the impossibility of harrying Francis in any other way,
-"is good for nothing anyway. He wasn't worth saving."
-
-"That dog," returned Francis earnestly, "is a marvel of intelligence and
-patience. He has so sweet a temper, and he is so quick, Robert, to
-comprehend."
-
-"I fail to see it."
-
-"You will see it. The fault is in me."
-
-"I don't see that either."
-
-Francis looked at Kimberly appealingly and pointed benevolently at
-Sugar. "I ask too much of that little dog. He will learn. 'Patience,
-Francis,' he says to me, 'patience; I will learn.'"
-
-Summoning his philosophy to bridge over the disappointment, Francis, as
-he stood up, absent-mindedly felt in his deep pocket for his snuff-box.
-It was in difficulties such as this that recourse to a frugal pinch
-steadied him. He recollected instantly that the snuff was gone, and
-with some haste and stepping about, he drew out his handkerchief
-instead--glancing toward Kimberly as he rubbed his nose vigorously to
-see if his slip had been detected.
-
-Needless to say it had been--less than that would not have escaped
-Kimberly, and he was already enjoying the momentary discomfiture. Sugar
-at that moment saw a squirrel running down the walk and tore after him.
-
-Francis with simple dignity took the empty snuff-box from the table and
-put it back in his pocket. His composure was restored and the incident
-to him was closed.
-
-Kimberly understood him so well that it was not hard to turn the talk to
-a congenial subject. "I drove past the college the other day. I see
-your people are doing some building."
-
-Francis shrugged his shoulders. "A laundry, Robert."
-
-"Not a big building, is it?"
-
-"We must go slow."
-
-"It is over toward where you said the academy ought to go."
-
-"My poor academy! They do not think it will ever come."
-
-"You have more buildings now than you have students. What do you want
-with more buildings?"
-
-"No, no. We have three hundred students--three hundred now." Francis
-looked at his questioner with eyes fiercely eager. "That is the
-college, Robert. The academy is something else--for what I told you."
-
-"What did you tell me?" Kimberly lighted a cigar and Francis began
-again to explain.
-
-"This is it: Our Sisters in the city take now sixteen hundred boys from
-seven to eight years old. These boys they pick up from the orphan
-courts, from the streets, from the poor parents. When these boys are
-twelve the Sisters cannot keep them longer, they must let them go and
-take in others.
-
-"Here we have our college and these boys are ready for it when they are
-sixteen. But, between are four fatal years--from twelve to sixteen. If
-we had a school for _such_ boys, think what we could do. They would be
-always in hand; now, they drift away. They must go to work in the city
-filth and wickedness. Ah, they need the protection we could give them
-in those terrible four years, Robert. They need the training in those
-years to make of them mechanics and artisans--to give them a chance, to
-help them to do more than drift without compass or rudder--do you not
-see?
-
-"Those boys that are bright, that we find ready to go further, they are
-ready at sixteen for our college; we keep and educate them. But the
-others--the greater part--at sixteen would leave us, but trained to
-earn. And strengthened during those four critical years against evil.
-Ah!"
-
-Francis paused. He spoke fast and with an intensity that absorbed him.
-
-Kimberly, leaning comfortably back, sat with one foot resting on his
-knee. He knocked the ash of his cigar upon the heel of his shoe as he
-listened--sometimes hearing Francis's words, sometimes not. He had
-heard all of them before at one time or another; the plea was not new to
-him, but he liked the fervor of it.
-
-"Ah! It is not for myself that I beg." Brother Francis's hands fell
-resignedly on his knees. "It is for those poor boys, to keep them,
-Robert, from going to hell--from hell in this world and in the next. To
-think of it makes me always sorrowful--it makes a beggar of me--a
-willing beggar."
-
-Kimberly moved his cigar between his lips.
-
-"But where shall I get so much money?" exclaimed Francis, helplessly.
-"It will take a million dollars to do what we ought to do. You are a
-great man, Robert; tell me, how shall I find it?"
-
-"I can't tell you how to find it; I can tell you how to make it."
-
-"How?"
-
-"Go into the sugar business."
-
-"Then I must leave God's business."
-
-"Francis, if you will pardon me, I think for a clever man you are in
-some respects a great fool. I am not joking. What I have often said
-about your going into the sugar business, I repeat. You would be worth
-ten thousand dollars a year to me, and I will pay you that much any
-day."
-
-Francis looked at Kimberly as if he were a madman, but contented himself
-with moving his head slowly from side to side in protest. "I cannot
-leave God's business, Robert. I must work for him and pray to him for
-the money. Sometime it will come."
-
-"Then tell Uncle John to raise your wages," suggested Kimberly,
-relapsing into indifference.
-
-"Robert, will you not sometime give me a letter to introduce me to the
-great banker who comes here, Hamilton?"
-
-"He will not give you anything."
-
-"He has so much money; how can he possibly need it all?"
-
-"You forget, Francis, that nobody needs money so much as those that have
-it."
-
-"Ah!"
-
-"Hamilton may have no more money than I have, and you don't ask me for a
-million dollars."
-
-"It is not necessary to ask you. You know I need it. If you could give
-it to me, you would."
-
-"If I gave you a million dollars how should I ever get it back?"
-
-Francis spoke with all seriousness. "God will pay you back."
-
-"Yes, but when? That is a good deal of money to lend to God."
-
-"It is a good deal."
-
-"When do I get it back, and how?"
-
-"He will surely pay you, Robert; God pays over there."
-
-"That won't do--over there. It isn't honest."
-
-Francis started. "Not honest?"
-
-"You are offering deferred dividends, Francis. What would my
-stockholders say if I tried that kind of business? Gad, they would drag
-me into court."
-
-"Ah, yes! But, Robert; you pay for to-day: he pays for eternity."
-
-Kimberly smoked a moment. "In a proposition of that kind, Francis, it
-seems to me the question of guarantees is exceedingly important. You
-good men are safe enough; but where would the bad men come in on your
-eternal dividends?"
-
-"You are not with the bad men, Robert. Your heart is not bad. You are,
-perhaps, cruel----"
-
-"_What?_"
-
-"But generous. Sometime God will give you a chance."
-
-"You mean, sometime I will give God a chance."
-
-"No, Robert, what I say I mean--sometime, God will give you a chance."
-
-Charles Kimberly's impatient voice was heard from the pergola.
-
-"Robert! We've been waiting thirty minutes," he stormed.
-
-"I am just coming."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
-
-That afternoon MacBirney played golf with Charles Kimberly. Toward five
-o'clock, Alice in one of the De Castro cars drove around to The
-Hickories after him. When he came in, she was sitting on the porch with
-a group of women, among them Fritzie Venable and Lottie Nelson.
-
-"I must be very displeasing to Mrs. Nelson," Alice said to her husband
-as they drove away. "It upsets me completely to meet that woman."
-
-"Why, what's the matter with _her_?" asked MacBirney, in a tone which
-professing friendly surprise really implied that the grievance might
-after all be one of imagination.
-
-"I haven't an idea," declared Alice a little resentfully. "I am not
-conscious of having done a thing to offend her."
-
-"You are oversensitive."
-
-"But, Walter, I can tell when people mean to be rude."
-
-"What did Mrs. Nelson do that was rude?" asked her husband in his
-customary vein of scepticism.
-
-"She never does anything beyond ignoring me," returned Alice. "It must
-be, I think, that she and I instinctively detest each other. They were
-talking about a dinner and musicale Thursday night that Mr. Robert
-Kimberly is giving at The Towers. Miss Venable said she supposed we
-were going, and I had to say I really didn't know. We haven't been
-asked, have we?"
-
-"Not that I know of."
-
-"Mrs. Nelson looked at me when Fritzie spoke; I think it is the first
-time that she ever has looked at me, except when she had to say
-'good-morning' or 'good-evening.' I was confused a little when I
-answered, I suppose; at any rate, she enjoyed it. Mr. Kimberly would
-not leave us out, would he?"
-
-"I don't think so. He was playing golf this afternoon with Cready
-Hamilton, and he stopped to offer me his yacht for the week of the cup
-races."
-
-"Why, how delightful! How came he ever to do that?"
-
-"And I think he has made up his mind what he is going to do about
-placing me on the board," continued MacBirney, resuming his hard, thin
-manner and his eager tone of business. "I wish I knew just what is
-coming."
-
-Alice had scarcely reached her room when she found the dinner
-invitation. She felt a little thrill of triumph as she read it. Her
-maid explained that the note had been laid in the morning with Mrs. De
-Castro's letters.
-
-Late in the evening Kimberly came over with his sister-in-law, Imogene.
-The De Castros were at the seashore overnight and the visitors' cards
-were sent up to the MacBirneys. It was warm and the party sat on the
-south veranda. Kimberly talked with Alice and she told him they hoped to
-be present at his dinner.
-
-"You are sure to be, aren't you?" he asked. "The evening is given for
-you."
-
-"For us?"
-
-"No, not for 'us,' but for you," he said distinctly. "Mr. MacBirney has
-said he is fond of the water--you like music; and I am trying something
-for each of you. I should have asked you about your engagements before
-the cards went out. If there is any conflict the date can easily be
-recalled."
-
-"Oh, no. That would be a pity."
-
-"Not at all. I change my arrangements when necessary every ten
-minutes."
-
-"But there isn't any conflict, and I shall be delighted to come. Pray,
-how do you know I like music?"
-
-"I heard you say so once to Arthur De Castro. Tell me what you are
-amused about?"
-
-"Have I betrayed any amusement?"
-
-"For just about the hundredth part of a second, in your eyes."
-
-They were looking at each other and his gaze though within restraint was
-undeniably alive. Alice knew not whether she could quite ignore it or
-whether her eyes would drop in an annoying admission of
-self-consciousness. She avoided the latter by confessing. "I am sure I
-don't know at all what you are talking about----"
-
-"I am sure you do, but you are privileged not to tell if you don't want
-to."
-
-"Then--our dinner card was mislaid and until to-night we didn't know
-whether----"
-
-"There was going to be any dinner."
-
-"Oh, I knew that. I was at the Casino this afternoon----"
-
-"I saw you."
-
-"And when I was asked whether I was going to the dinner at The Towers I
-couldn't, of course, say."
-
-"Who asked you, Mrs. Nelson?"
-
-"No, indeed. What made you think it was she?"
-
-"Because she asked me if you were to be there. When I said you were, she
-laughed in such a way I grew suspicious. I thought, perhaps, for some
-reason you could not come, and now _I_ am confessing--I ran over
-to-night expressly to find out."
-
-"How ridiculous!"
-
-"Rather ridiculous of me not to know before-hand."
-
-"I don't mean that--just queer little complications."
-
-"A mislaid dinner-card might be answerable for more than that."
-
-"It was Miss Venable who asked, quite innocently. And had I known all I
-know now, I could have taken a chance, perhaps, and said yes."
-
-"You would have been taking no chance where my hospitality is
-concerned."
-
-"Thank you, Mr. Kimberly, for my husband and myself."
-
-"And you might have added in this instance that if you did not go there
-would be no dinner."
-
-Alice concealed an embarrassment under a little laugh. "My husband told
-me of your kindness in placing your yacht at our disposal for the
-races."
-
-"At his disposal."
-
-"Oh, wasn't I included in that?"
-
-"Certainly, if you would like to be. But tastes differ, and you and Mr.
-MacBirney being two----"
-
-"Oh, no, Mr. Kimberly; my husband and I are one."
-
-"--and possibly of different tastes," continued Kimberly, "I thought
-only of him. I hope it wasn't ungracious, but some women, you know,
-hate the water. And I had no means of knowing whether you liked it. If
-you do----"
-
-"And you are not going to the races, yourself?"
-
-"If you do, I shall know better the next time how to arrange."
-
-"And you are not going to the races?"
-
-"Probably not. Do you like the water?"
-
-"To be quite frank, I don't know."
-
-"How so?"
-
-"I like the ocean immensely, but I don't know how good a sailor I should
-be on a yacht."
-
-Imogene was ready to go home. Kimberly rose. "I understand," he said,
-in the frank and reassuring manner that was convincing because quite
-natural. "We will try you some time, up the coast," he suggested,
-extending his hand. "Good-night, Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-"I believe Kimberly is coming to our side," declared MacBirney after he
-had gone upstairs with Alice.
-
-Annie had been dismissed and Alice was braiding her hair. "I hope so; I
-begin to feel like a conspirator."
-
-MacBirney was in high spirits. "You don't look like one. You look just
-now like Marguerite." He put his hands around her shoulders, and
-bending over her chair, kissed her. The caress left her cold.
-
-"Poor Marguerite," she said softly.
-
-"When is the dinner to be?"
-
-"A week from Thursday. Mr. Kimberly says the yacht is for you, but the
-dinner is for me," continued Alice as she lifted her eyes toward her
-husband.
-
-"Good for you."
-
-"He is the oddest combination," she mused with a smile, and lingering
-for an instant on the adjective. "Blunt, and seemingly
-kind-hearted----"
-
-"Not kind-hearted," MacBirney echoed, incredulously. "Why, even Nelson,
-and he's supposed to think the world and all of him, calls him as cold
-as the grave when he _wants_ anything."
-
-Alice stuck to her verdict. "I can't help what Nelson says; and I don't
-pretend to know how Mr. Kimberly would act when he wants anything. A
-kind-hearted man is kind to those he likes, and a cold-blooded man is
-just the same to those he likes and those he doesn't like. There is
-always something that stands between a cold-blooded man and real
-consideration for those he likes--and that something is himself."
-
-Alice was quite willing her husband should apply her words as he
-pleased. She thought he had given her ample reason for her reflection
-on the subject.
-
-But MacBirney was too self-satisfied to perceive what her words meant
-and too pleased with the situation to argue. "Whatever he is," he
-responded, "he is the wheel-horse in this combination--everybody agrees
-on that--and the friendship of these people is an asset the world over.
-If we can get it and keep it, we are the gainers."
-
-"Whatever we do," returned Alice, "don't let us trade on it. I shrink
-from the very thought of being a gainer by his or any other friendship.
-If we are to be friends, do let us be so through mutual likes and
-interests. Mr. Kimberly would know instantly if we designed it in any
-other way, I am sure. I never saw such penetrating eyes. Really, he
-takes thoughts right out of my head."
-
-MacBirney laughed in a hard way. "He might take them out of a woman's
-head. I don't think he would take many out of a man's."
-
-"He wouldn't need to, dear. A man's thought's, you know, are clearly
-written on the end of his nose. I wish I knew what to wear to Mr.
-Kimberly's dinner."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
-
-One morning shortly after the MacBirneys had been entertained at The
-Towers John Kimberly was wheeled into his library where Charles and
-Robert were waiting for him. Charles leaned against the mantel and his
-brother stood at a window looking across the lake toward Cedar Point.
-As Francis left the room Uncle John's eyes followed him. Presently they
-wandered back with cheerful suspicion toward his nephews, and he laid
-his good arm on the table as they took chairs near him.
-
-"Well?" he said lifting his eyebrows and looking blandly from one to the
-other.
-
-"Well?" echoed Charles good-naturedly, looking from Uncle John to
-Robert.
-
-"Well?" repeated Robert with mildly assumed idiocy, looking from Charles
-back again to Uncle John.
-
-But Uncle John was not to be committed by any resort to his own tactics,
-and he came back at Charles on the flank. "Get any fish?" he asked, as
-if assured that Charles would make an effort to deceive him in
-answering.
-
-"We sat around for a while without doing a thing, Uncle John. Then they
-began to strike and I had eight days of the best sport I ever saw on the
-river,"
-
-Uncle John buried his disappointment under a smile. "Good fishing, eh?"
-
-"Excellent."
-
-There was evidently no opening on this subject, and Uncle John tried
-another tender spot. "Yacht go any better?"
-
-"McAdams has done wonders with it, Uncle John. She never steamed so
-well since she was launched."
-
-"Cost a pretty penny, eh, Charlie?"
-
-"That is what pretty pennies are for, isn't it?"
-
-Unable to disturb his nephew's peace of mind, Uncle John launched
-straight into business. "What are you going to do with those fellows?"
-
-"You mean the MacBirney syndicate? Robert tells me he has concluded to
-be liberal with them."
-
-"He is giving too much, Charlie."
-
-"He knows better what the stuff is worth than we do."
-
-Uncle John smiled sceptically. "He will give them more than they are
-worth, I am afraid."
-
-Robert said nothing.
-
-"Perhaps there is a reason for that," suggested Charles.
-
-They waited for Robert to speak. He shifted in his chair presently and
-spoke with some decision. His intonation might have been unpleasant but
-that the depth and fulness of his voice redeemed it. The best note in
-his utterance was its open frankness.
-
-"Uncle John understands this matter just as well as I do," he began,
-somewhat in protest.
-
-"We have been over the ground often. These people have been an
-annoyance to us; this is undeniable. McCrea has complained of them for
-two years. Through a shift in the cards--this money squeeze--we have
-them to-day in our hands----"
-
-Uncle John's eyes shone and he clasped the fingers of one hand tightly
-in the other. "That is what I say; trim them!" he whispered eagerly.
-
-Robert went on, unmoved: "Let us look at that, too. He wants me to trim
-them. I have steadily opposed buying them at all. But the rest of you
-have overruled me. Very good. They know now that they are in our
-power. They are, one and all, bushwhackers and guerillas. To my mind
-there isn't a trustworthy man in the crowd--not even MacBirney.
-
-"They have made selling agreements with McCrea again and again and left
-him to hold the sack. We can't do business in that way. When we give
-our word it must be good. They give their word to break it. Whenever
-we make a selling agreement with such people we get beaten, invariably.
-They have cut into us on the Missouri River, at St. Paul, even at
-Chicago--from their Kansas plants. They make poor sugar, but it sells,
-and even when it won't sell, it demoralizes the trade. Now they are on
-their knees. They want us to buy to save what they've got invested. At
-a receiver's sale they would get nothing. But on the other hand Lambert
-might get the plants. If we tried to bid them in there would be a howl
-from the Legislature, perhaps."
-
-Uncle John was growing moody, for the prey was slipping through his
-fingers. "It might be better to stand pat," he muttered.
-
-Robert paid no attention. "What I propose, and God knows I have
-explained it before, is this: These people can be trimmed, or they can
-be satisfied. I say give them eleven millions--six millions cash--three
-millions preferred and two millions in our common for fifty per cent of
-their stock instead of sixteen millions for all of their stock."
-
-Uncle John looked horror stricken. "It is nothing to us," exclaimed
-Robert, impatiently. "I can make the whole capital back in twelve
-months with McCrea to help MacBirney reorganize and run the plants. It
-is a fortune for them, and we keep MacBirney and the rest of them, for
-ten years at least, from scheming to start new plants. Nelson says there
-are legal difficulties about buying more than half their stock. But the
-voting control of all of it can be safely trusteed."
-
-Uncle John could barely articulate: "Too much, it is too much."
-
-"Bosh. This is a case where generosity is 'plainly indicated,' as
-Hamilton says."
-
-"Too much."
-
-"Robert is right," asserted Charles curtly.
-
-Uncle John threw his hand up as if to say: "If you are resolved to ruin
-us, go on!"
-
-"You will be surprised at the success of it," concluded Robert.
-"MacBirney wants to come here to live, though Chicago would be the
-better place for him. Let him be responsible for the Western territory.
-With such an arrangement we ought to have peace out there for ten years.
-If we can, it means just one hundred millions more in our pockets than
-we can make in the face of this continual price cutting."
-
-Charles rose. "Then it is settled."
-
-Uncle John ventured a last appeal. "Make the cash five and a half
-millions."
-
-"Very good," assented Robert, who to meet precisely this objection had
-raised the figure well above what he intended to pay. "As you like,
-Uncle John," he said graciously. "Charles, make the cash five and a
-half millions."
-
-And Uncle John went back to his loneliness, treasuring in his heart the
-half million he had saved, and encouraged by his frail triumph in the
-conference over his never-quite-wholly-understood nephew.
-
-At a luncheon next day, the decision was laid by Charles and Robert
-before the Kimberly partners, by whom it was discussed and approved.
-
-In the evening Charles, with Robert listening, laid the proposal before
-MacBirney, who had been sent for and whose astonishment at the
-unexpected liberality overwhelmed him.
-
-He was promptly whirled away from The Towers in a De Castro car. And
-from a simple after-dinner conference, in which he had sat down at ten
-o'clock a promoter, he had risen at midnight with his brain reeling, a
-millionaire.
-
-Alice excused herself when her husband appeared at Black Rock, and
-followed him upstairs. She saw how he was wrought up. In their room,
-with eyes burning with the fires of success, he told her of the
-stupendous change in their fortunes. With an affection that surprised
-and moved Alice, who had long believed that never again could anything
-from him move her, he caught her closely in his arms.
-
-Tears filled her eyes. He wiped them away and forced a laugh. "Too
-good to be true, dearie, isn't it?"
-
-She faltered an instant. "If it will only bring us happiness, Walter."
-
-"Alice, I'm afraid I have been harsh, at times." Her memory swept over
-bitter months and wasted years, but her heart was touched. "It is all
-because I worry too much over business. There will be no more worries
-now--they are past and gone. And I want you to forget everything,
-Allie." He embraced her fervently. "I have had a good deal of anxiety
-first and last. It is over now. Great God! This is so easy here.
-Everything is so easy for these people."
-
-The telephone bell tinkled. Through a mist of tears Alice felt her
-husband's kiss. She rose to answer the bell. Dolly was calling from
-downstairs. "Come down both of you," she said. "Charles and Imogene are
-here with Fritzie and Robert."
-
-With Charles and Imogene had come a famous doctor from the city,
-Hamilton's friend, Doctor Bryson. Alice protested she could not come
-down. Dolly told her she "simply must." The controversy upset Alice
-but she had at last to give way. She bathed her face in cold water and
-her husband deceived her with assurances that her eyes showed no traces
-of tears.
-
-Very uncertain about them, she followed MacBirney down, taking refuge at
-once in a corner with Imogene.
-
-While the two were talking, Grace De Castro and Larrie Morgan came in,
-bringing some young friends. "Aren't they the nicest couple?" exclaimed
-Alice as they crossed the room.
-
-"It is a blessing they are," said Imogene. "You see, Grace will probably
-succeed to the De Castro fortune, and Larrie is likely sometime to have
-the Kimberly burdens. It crushes me to think that Charles and I have no
-children."
-
-"Are you so fond of children?" Alice asked wistfully.
-
-"Why, of course, dear; aren't you?"
-
-"Indeed I am, too fond of them. I lost my only child, a baby girl----"
-
-"And you never have had another?"
-
-"No."
-
-"If Robert would marry, we should have a family hope there," continued
-Imogene. "But I am afraid he never will. How did you enjoy your
-evening at The Towers?"
-
-"We had a delightful time."
-
-"Isn't Robert a good host? I love to see him preside. And he hasn't
-given a dinner before for years."
-
-"Why is that?"
-
-Imogene laid her hand gently on Alice's. "It is a long story, dear, a
-tragedy came into his life--into all our lives, in fact. It changed him
-greatly."
-
-Soon after the MacBirneys came down, the Nelsons arrived on the scene
-and the company moved to a south room to get the breeze. Imogene talked
-with Alice and MacBirney, but Kimberly joined them and listened, taking
-part at intervals in the conversation.
-
-When Imogene's attention was taken by MacBirney, Robert, asking Alice if
-she got the air from the cooling windows, moved her chair to where the
-breeze could be felt more perceptibly. "I hope you haven't had bad news
-to-night," he said, taking a seat on a divan near her.
-
-She understood instantly that her eyes had not escaped his scrutiny, but
-concealed her annoyance as best she could. "No, indeed. But I had some
-exciting news to-night."
-
-"What was it?"
-
-"Oh, I mayn't tell, may I? I am not supposed to know anything, am I?"
-
-Her little uncertainty and appeal made her charmingly pretty, he
-thought, as he watched her. The traces in her eyes of tears attracted
-him more than anything he had seen before. Her first little air of
-annoyed defiance and her effort to throw him off the track, all
-interested him, and her appeal now, made in a manner that plainly said
-she was aware the secret of the news was his own, pleased him.
-
-He was in the mood of one who had made his plans, put them through
-generously, and was ready for the enjoyment that might follow.
-"Certainly, you are supposed to know," said he graciously. "Why not?
-And you may tell if you like. At any rate, I absolve you as far as
-_I'm_ concerned. I couldn't conceive you guilty of a very serious
-indiscretion."
-
-"Then I suppose you know that we are very happy, and why--don't you?"
-
-"Perhaps; but that should be mere excitement. How about the tears?"
-
-She frowned an impatient protest and rose. "Oh, I haven't said anything
-about tears. They are going out on the porch--shall we join them?" He
-got up reluctantly and followed her.
-
-Arthur De Castro and Charles Kimberly offered chairs to Alice. They
-were under a cluster of electric lamps, where she did not wish to sit
-for inspection. As she hesitated Robert Kimberly spoke behind her.
-"Possibly it will be pleasanter over here, Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-He was in the shadow and had drawn a chair for her near Nelson outside
-the circle of light, from which she was glad to escape. He took the
-seat under the light himself. When an ice was served, the small tables
-were drawn together. Alice, occupied with Nelson, who inspired by his
-vis-à-vis had summoned something of his grand air, lost the conversation
-of the circle until she heard Doctor Bryson, and turned with Nelson to
-listen. He was thanking Mrs. De Castro for a compliment.
-
-"I am always glad to hear anything kind of my profession." He spoke
-simply and his manner Alice thought engaging. "It _is_ a high
-calling--and I know of but one higher. We hear the complaint that
-nowadays medicine is a savagely mercenary profession. If a measure of
-truth lies in the charge I think it is due to the fact that doctors are
-victims of the mercenary spirit about them. It's a part of the very air
-they breathe. They can't escape it. The doctor, to begin with, must
-spend one small fortune to get his degree. He must spend another to
-equip himself for his work. Ten of the best years of his life go
-practically to getting ready. His expense for instruments, appliances,
-and new and increasingly elaborate appointments is continuous."
-
-"But doctor," Fritzie Venable leaned forward with a grave and lengthened
-face, "think of the fees!"
-
-The doctor enjoyed the laugh. "Quite true. When you find an ambitious
-doctor, unless his energy is restrained by a sense of his high
-responsibility, he may be possessed of greed. If a surgeon be set too
-fast on fame he will affect the spectacular and cut too much and too
-freely. I admit all of this. My plea is for the conscientious doctor,
-and believe me, there are many such. Nor must you forget that, at the
-best, half our lives we are too young to please and half our lives too
-old."
-
-"Hamilton said the other night," observed Robert Kimberly, filling in
-the pause, "that a good doctor must spend his time in killing, not his
-own patients, but his own business."
-
-"No other professional man is called on to do that," observed Bryson.
-"Indeed, the saddest of all possible proofs of the difficulties of our
-calling is found in the fact that the suicide rate among doctors is the
-highest in the learned professions."
-
-MacBirney expressed surprise. "I had no idea of such a thing. Had you,
-Mr. Kimberly?" he asked with his sudden energy.
-
-"I have known it, but perhaps only because I have been interested in
-questions of that kind."
-
-Dolly's attention was arrested at once by the mention of suicide. "Oh,
-dear," she exclaimed, "Don't let us talk about suicide."
-
-But Robert Kimberly could not always be shut off and this subject he
-pursued with a certain firmness. Some of the family were disturbed but
-no one presumed to interfere. "Suicide," he went on, "has a painful
-interest for many people. Has your study of it, doctor, ever led you to
-believe that it presupposes insanity?" he asked of Bryson.
-
-"By no means."
-
-"You conclude then that sane men and women do commit suicide?"
-
-"Frequently, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-Kimberly drew back in his chair. "I am glad to be supported in my own
-conviction. The fact is," he went on in a humorous tone, "I am forced
-either to hold in this way or conclude that I am sprung from a race of
-lunatics."
-
-"Robert," protested Dolly, "can't we talk about something else?"
-
-Kimberly, however, persisted, and he now had, for some reason not clear
-to Alice, a circle of painfully acute listeners. "The insanity theory
-is in many cases a comfortable one. But I don't find it so, and I must
-stick to the other and regard suicide as the worst possible solution of
-any possible difficulty."
-
-Doctor Bryson nodded assent. Kimberly spoke on with a certain
-intensity. "If every act of a man's life had been a brave one," he
-continued, "his suicide would be all the more the act of a coward. I
-don't believe that kind of a man can commit suicide. Understand, I am
-considering the act of a man--not that of a youth or of one immature."
-
-"Well, I don't care what you are _considering_, Robert," declared Dolly
-with unmistakable emphasis, "we will _talk_ about something else."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
-
-The conversation split up. Kimberly, unruffled, turned to Alice and
-went on in an undertone: "I am going to tell you Francis's views on the
-subject anyway. He has the most intense way of expressing himself and
-the pantomime is so contributing. 'Suicide, Mr. Kimberly,' he said to
-me one day, 'is no good. What would a man look like going back to God,
-carrying his head in his hand? "Well, I am back, and here are the
-brains you gave me." "What did you do with them?" "I blew them out
-with a bullet!" That is a poor showing I think, Mr. Kimberly, for
-business. Suicide is _no_ good.'"
-
-"But who is this Brother Francis," asked Alice, "whom I hear so much of?
-Tell me about him."
-
-"He is one of the fixtures at The Towers. A religious phenomenon whom I
-personally think a great deal of; an attendant and a nurse. He is an
-Italian with the courtesy of a gentleman worn under a black gown so
-shabby that it would be absurd to offer it to a second-hand man."
-
-"Does the combination seem so odd?"
-
-"To me he _is_ an extraordinary combination."
-
-"How did you happen to get him?"
-
-"That also is curious. The Kimberlys are cantankerous enough when well;
-when ill they are likely to be insupportable. Not only that, but
-kindness and faithfulness are some of the things that money cannot buy;
-they give themselves but never sell themselves. When my uncle fell ill,
-after a great mental strain, we hired nurses for him until we were
-distracted--men and women, one worse than another. We tried all colors
-and conditions of human kind without finding one that would suit Uncle
-John. I began to think of throwing him into the lake--and told him so.
-He cried like a child the day I had the set-to with him. To say the
-truth, the old gentleman hasn't many friends left anywhere, but early
-impressions are a great deal to us, you know, and I remember him when he
-was a figure in the councils of the sugar world.
-
-"I recall," continued Kimberly, "a certain Black Friday in our own
-little affairs when the wolves got after us. The banks were throwing
-over our securities by the wagon-load, and this old man who sits and
-swears and shakes there, alone, upstairs, was all that remained between
-us and destruction. He stood in our down-town office with fifty men
-fighting to get at him--struggling, yelling, screaming, and cursing, and
-some who couldn't even scream or curse, livid and pawing the air.
-
-"He stood behind his desk all day like a field-marshal, counselling,
-advising, ordering, buying, steadying, reassuring, juggling millions in
-his two hands like conjuror's balls. I could never forget that. I am
-not answering your question----"
-
-"But do go on!" There were no longer tears in Alice's eyes. They were
-alive with interest. "That," she exclaimed, "was splendid!"
-
-"He won out, and then he set himself on vengeance. That was the end of
-our dependence on other people's banks. Most people learn sooner or
-later that a banking connection is an expensive luxury. He finally
-drove off the street the two institutions that tried to save themselves
-at our expense. The father of Cready and Frank Hamilton, Richard
-Hamilton, a rank outsider, helped Uncle John in that crisis and Uncle
-John made Richard Hamilton to pillow his head on tens of millions.
-Since that day we have been our own bankers; that is, we own our own
-banks. And I this is curious, never from that day to this has Uncle
-John completely trusted any man--not even me--except this very man we
-are talking about."
-
-"Brother Francis?"
-
-"Brother Francis. You asked how I got him; it is not uninteresting; a
-sort of sermon on good deeds. Just before this big school in the valley
-was started, the order to which he belongs had been expelled from
-France--it was years ago; the reformers over there needed their
-property. Half a dozen of the Brothers landed down here in the village
-with hardly a coat to their backs. But they went to work and in a few
-years had a little school. The industry of these people is
-astonishing."
-
-"One day they came to The Towers for aid. Old Brother Adrian, the head
-Brother, came himself--as he long afterward told me--with a heavy heart,
-indeed, with fear and trembling. The iron gates and the Krupp eagles
-frightened him, he said, when he entered the grounds. And when he asked
-for the mistress of the house, he could hardly find voice to speak. My
-mother was away, so Aunt Lydia appeared--you have seen her portrait,
-haven't you?"
-
-"No."
-
-"You must; it is not unlike you. Aunt Lydia and my mother were two of
-the loveliest women I have ever known. When she came down that day,
-Brother Adrian supposing it was my mother begged a slight aid for the
-work they had undertaken in the valley. Aunt Lydia heard him in
-silence, and without saying a word went upstairs, wrote out a cheque and
-brought it down. He glanced at the figures on it--fifty--thanked her,
-gave it to the young Brother with him, and with some little compliment
-to the beauty of The Towers, rose to go.
-
-"While they were moving toward the door the young Brother, studying the
-cheque grew pale, halted, looked at it again and handed it to his
-superior. Brother Adrian looked at the paper and at the young Brother
-and stood speechless. The two stared a moment at each other. Aunt Lydia
-enjoyed the situation. Brother Adrian had thought the gift had been
-fifty dollars--it was fifty thousand.
-
-"He fainted. Servants were hurried in. Even when he recovered, he was
-dazed--he really for a year had not had enough to eat. Aunt Lydia
-always delighted in telling how the young Brother helped him down the
-avenue after he could walk. This is a tediously long story."
-
-"Do go on."
-
-"When he again reached the big iron gates he turned toward the house and
-with many strange words and gestures called down the mercies of Heaven
-on that roof and all that should ever sleep under it----"
-
-"How beautiful!"
-
-"He blessed us right and left, up and down, fore and aft--he was a fine
-old fellow, Adrian. When my mother heard the story she was naturally
-embarrassed. It looked something like obtaining blessings under false
-pretences. The only thing she could do to ease her conscience was to
-send over a second cheque."
-
-"Princely!"
-
-"It came near killing Brother Adrian. It seems odd, too, compared with
-the cut-and-dried way in which we solemnly endow institutions nowadays,
-doesn't it? They all three are dead, but we have always stood, in a
-way, with Adrian's people.
-
-"The young man that made the exciting call with him is now the superior
-over there, Brother Edmund. After the trouble we had with Uncle John,
-in finding some one he could stand and who could stand him, I went one
-day in despair to Brother Edmund. I allowed him to commit himself
-properly on what they owed to Aunt Lydia's goodness and the rest, and
-then began to abuse him and told him he ought to supply a nurse for my
-uncle. He told me theirs was a teaching order and not a nursing order.
-I redoubled my harshness. 'It is all very well when _you_ need
-anything,' I said, 'when _we_ need anything it is different. Did those
-women,' I thundered, 'ask what you were, when you were starving here?'
-
-"It wasn't precisely logical, but abuse should be vigorous rather than
-logical, anyway, and I tried to be vigorous. They got very busy, I can
-tell you. They held a conclave of some sort and decided that Uncle John
-must be taken care of. If he were a common pauper, they argued, they
-would not refuse to take care of him; should they refuse because he was
-a pauper of means? They concluded that it was a debt they owed to Aunt
-Lydia and by Heaven, next morning over came this sallow-faced, dark-eyed
-Brother Francis, and there he is still with Uncle John."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
-
-MacBirney's personal efforts in effecting the combination with the
-Kimberly interests were adjudged worthy of a substantial recognition at
-the hands of the company and he was given charge of the Western
-territory together with a place on the big directorate of all the
-companies and made one of the three voting trustees of the syndicate
-stock. The two other trustees were, as a "matter of form," Kimberly
-men--McCrea and Cready Hamilton. This meant for MacBirney a settled
-Eastern residence and one befitting a gentleman called to an honor so
-unusual. He was made to feel that his new circumstances entailed new
-backgrounds socially as well as those that had been accorded him in a
-monetary way, and through the Kimberlys, negotiations were speedily
-concluded for his acquiring of the Cedar Lodge villa some miles across
-the lake from The Towers.
-
-At the end of a trying two months, the MacBirneys were in their new home
-and Alice had begun receiving from her intimates congratulations over
-the telephone. Another month, and a busy one, went to finishing
-touches. At the end of that period there was apparently more than ever
-to be done. It seemed that a beginning had hardly been made, but the
-new servants were at home in their duties, and Alice thought she could
-set a date for an evening. Her head, night and day, was in more or less
-of a whirl.
-
-The excitement of new fortunes had come very suddenly upon her and with
-her husband she walked every day as if borne on the air of waking
-dreams. Dolly declared that Alice was working too hard, and that her
-weary conferences with decorators and furnishers were too continual.
-Occasionally, Dolly took matters into her own hands and was frequently
-in consultation on domestic perplexities; sometimes she dragged Alice
-abruptly from them.
-
-Even before it had been generally seen, the new home, once thrown open,
-secured Alice's reputation among her friends. What was within it
-reflected her taste and discrimination. And her appointments were not
-only good, they were distinctive. To be able to drape the vestments of a
-house so as to make of it almost at once a home was not a feat to pass
-unnoticed among people who studied effects though they did not
-invariably secure them.
-
-Robert Kimberly declared that Alice, under many disadvantages, had
-achieved an air of stability and permanence in her home. Dolly told
-Lottie Nelson that nothing around the lake among the newer homes
-compared with it. Lottie Nelson naturally hated Alice more cordially
-than ever for her success. She ventured, when the new house was being
-discussed at a dinner, to say that Mr. MacBirney seemed to have
-excellent taste; whereupon Charles Kimberly over a salad bluntly replied
-that the time MacBirney had shown his taste was when he chose a wife.
-"But," added Charles, reflectively, "perhaps a man doesn't prove his
-taste so much in getting a wife as in keeping one.
-
-"Any man," he continued, "may be lucky enough to get a wife; we see that
-every day. But who, save a man of feeling, could keep, well, say
-Imogene or Dolly, for instance?"
-
-Robert agreed that if the MacBirney home showed anything it showed the
-touch of an agreeable woman. "Any one," he declared, paraphrasing his
-brother, "can buy pretty things, but it takes a clever woman to combine
-them."
-
-One result of the situation was a new cordiality from Lottie Nelson to
-the MacBirneys. And since it had become necessary to pay court to them,
-Lottie resolved to pay hers to Mr. MacBirney. She was resourceful rather
-than deep, and hoped by this to annoy Alice and possibly to stir Robert
-Kimberly out of his exasperating indifference. The indifference of a
-Kimberly could assume in its proportions the repose of a monument.
-
-Lottie, too, was a mover in many of the diversions arranged to keep the
-lake set amused. But as her efforts did not always tend to make things
-easy for Alice, Dolly became active herself in suggesting things.
-
-One Saturday morning a message came from her, directing Alice to forbid
-her husband's going to town, drop everything, provide a lunch and join a
-motoring party for the seashore. MacBirney following the lines of
-Robert Kimberly's experience with cars had secured at his suggestion,
-among others, a foreign car from which things might reasonably be
-expected.
-
-Imogene Kimberly and Charles took Alice with them and Dolly rode with
-MacBirney, who had Robert Kimberly with him in the new car to see how it
-behaved. Kimberly's own chauffeur drove for them. Doane took Arthur De
-Castro and Fritzie Venable. The servants and the lunch followed with a
-De Castro chauffeur.
-
-As the party climbed toward Sea Ridge a shower drove them into the
-grounds of a country club. While it rained, the women, their long veils
-thrown back, walked through the club house, and the men paced about,
-smoking.
-
-Alice, seated at a table on the veranda, was looking at an illustrated
-paper when Robert Kimberly joined her. He told her what extravagant
-stories he had heard from Dolly about the success of her new home. She
-laughed over his sister's enthusiasm, admitted her own, and confessed at
-length how the effort to get satisfactory effects had tired her. He in
-turn described to her what he had once been through in starting a new
-refinery and how during the strain of six weeks the hair upon his
-temples had perceptibly whitened, turning brown again when the mental
-pressure was relieved.
-
-"I never heard of such a thing," exclaimed Alice.
-
-"I don't know how unusual it is, but it has happened more than once in
-our family. I remember my mother's hair once turned in that way. But
-my mother had much sadness in her life."
-
-"Mrs. De Castro often speaks of your mother."
-
-"She was a brave woman. You have never seen her portrait? Sometime at
-The Towers you must. And you can see on her temples just what I speak
-of. But your home-making will have just the opposite effect on you. If
-care makes the hair white, happiness ought to make it browner than
-ever."
-
-"I suppose happiness is wholly a matter of illusion."
-
-"I don't see that it makes much difference how we define it; the thing
-is to be happy. However, if what you say is so, you should cling to
-your illusions. Get all you can--I should--and keep all you can get."
-
-"You don't mean to say you practise that?"
-
-"Of course I do. And I think for a man I've kept my illusions very
-well."
-
-"For a _man_!" Alice threw her head back. "That is very comfortable
-assurance."
-
-He looked at her with composure. "What is it you object to in it?"
-
-"To begin with," demanded Alice, "how can a man have any illusions? He
-knows everything from the very beginning."
-
-"Oh, by no means. Far from it, I assure you."
-
-"He has every chance to. It is only the poor women who are constantly
-disillusionized in life."
-
-"You mustn't be disillusionized, Mrs. MacBirney. Hope unceasingly."
-
-She resented the personal application. "I am not speaking of myself."
-
-"Nor am I speaking of you, only speaking through you to womankind. You
-'poor women' should not be discouraged." He raised his head as if he
-were very confident. "If we can hope, you can hope. I hope every day.
-I hope in a woman."
-
-She bore his gaze as she had already borne it once or twice before,
-steadily, but as one might bear the gaze of a dangerous creature, if
-strengthened by the certainty of iron bars before its impassive eyes.
-Kimberly was both too considerate and possessed too much sense of
-fitness to overdo the moment. With his hand he indicated a woman
-walking along a covered way in front of them. "There, for instance, goes
-a woman," he continued, following up his point. "Look at her. Isn't
-she pretty? I like her walk. And a woman's walk! It is impossible to
-say how much depends on the walk. And all women that walk well have
-good feet; their heels set right and there is a pleasure in watching
-each sure foot-fall. Notice, for instance, that woman's feet; her walk
-is perfect."
-
-"How closely observant!"
-
-"She is well gowned--but everybody is well gowned. And her figure is
-good. Let us say, I hope in her, hope she will be all she looks. I
-follow the dream. In a breath, an instant, a twinkling, the illusion
-has vanished! She has spoken, or she has looked my way and I have seen
-her face. But even then the face is only the dial of the watch; it may
-be very fair. Sometime I see her mind--and everything is gone!"
-
-"Would it be impertinent to ask who has put women up in this way to be
-inspected and criticised?" retorted Alice.
-
-"Not in the least. I am speaking only in illustration and if you are
-annoyed with me I shall miss making my point. Do I give up merely
-because I have lost an illusion? Not at all. Another springs up at
-once, and I welcome it. Let us live in our illusions; every time we
-part with one and find none to take its place we are poorer, Mrs.
-MacBirney, believe me."
-
-"Just the same, I think you are horridly critical of women."
-
-"Then you should advise me to cultivate my illusions in their
-direction."
-
-"I should if I thought it were necessary. As I have a very high opinion
-of women, I don't think any illusions concerning them are necessary."
-
-"Loftily said. And I sha'n't allow you to think my own opinion any less
-high. When I was a boy, women were all angels to me; they are not quite
-that, we know."
-
-"In spite of illusions."
-
-"But I don't want to put them very much lower than the angels--and I
-don't. I keep them up because I like to."
-
-Her comment was still keen. "Not because they deserve it."
-
-"I won't quarrel with you--because, then, they do deserve it. It is
-pleasant to be set right."
-
-The shower had passed and the party was making ready to start. Alice
-rose. "You haven't said what you think of your own kind, as you call
-them--menkind."
-
-Kimberly held her coat for her to slip into. "Of course, I try not to
-think of them."
-
-When they reached the summit dividing the lake country from the sea the
-sun was shining. To the east, the sound lay at their feet. In the west
-stretched the heavy forests and the long chain of lakes. They followed
-the road to the sea and after their shore luncheon relaxed for an hour
-at the yacht club. Driving back by the river road they put the new car
-through some paces, and halting at intervals to interchange passengers,
-they proceeded homeward.
-
-Going through Sunbury at five o'clock the cars separated. MacBirney,
-with whom Robert Kimberly was again riding, had taken in Fritzie Venable
-and Alice. Leaving the village they chose the hill road around the
-lake. Brice, Kimberly's chauffeur, took advantage of the long, straight
-highway leading to it to let the car out a little. They were running
-very fast when he noticed the sparker was binding and stopped for a
-moment. It was just below the Roger Morgan place and Kimberly, who could
-never for a moment abide idleness, suggested that they alight while
-Brice worked. He stood at the door of the tonneau and gave his hand to
-Alice as she stepped from the car. In getting out, her foot slipped and
-she turned her ankle. She would have fallen but that Kimberly caught
-her. Alice recovered herself immediately, yet not without an instant's
-dependence on him that she would rather have escaped.
-
-Brice was slow in correcting the mechanical difficulty, and finding it
-at last in the magneto announced it would make a delay of twenty
-minutes. Fritzie suggested that they walk through her park and meet the
-car at the lower end. MacBirney started up one of the hill paths with
-Alice, Kimberly and Fritzie following. They passed Morgan house and
-higher in the hills they reached the chapel. Alice took her husband in
-to see the beauty of the interior. She told him Dolly's story of the
-building and when Fritzie and Kimberly joined them, Alice was regretting
-that Dolly had failed to recollect the name of the church in Rome it was
-modelled after. Kimberly came to her aid. "Santa Maria in Cosmedin, I
-think."
-
-"Oh, do you remember? Thank you," exclaimed Alice. "Isn't it all
-beautiful, Walter? And those old pulpits--I'm in love with them!"
-
-MacBirney pronounced everything admirable and prepared to move on. He
-walked toward the door with Fritzie.
-
-Alice, with Kimberly, stood before the chancel looking at the
-balustrade. She stopped near the north ambone, and turning saw in the
-soft light of the aisle the face of the boy dreaming in the silence of
-the bronze.
-
-Below it, measured words of Keats were dimly visible. Alice repeated
-them half aloud. "What a strange inscription," she murmured almost to
-herself.
-
-Kimberly stood at her elbow. "It is strange."
-
-She was silent for a moment. "I think it is the most beautiful head of
-a boy I have ever seen."
-
-"Have you seen it before?"
-
-"I was here once with Mrs. De Castro."
-
-"She told you the story?"
-
-"No, we remained only a moment." Alice read aloud the words raised in
-the bronze: "'Robert Ten Broeck Morgan: ætat: 20.'"
-
-"Should you like to hear it?"
-
-"Very much."
-
-"His father married my half-sister--Bertha; Charles and I are sons of my
-father's second marriage. 'Tennie' was Bertha's son--strangely shy and
-sensitive from his childhood, even morbidly sensitive. I do not mean
-unbalanced in any way----"
-
-"I understand."
-
-"A sister of his, Marie, became engaged to a young man of a Southern
-family who came here after the war. They were married and their wedding
-was made the occasion of a great family affair for the Morgans, and
-Alices and Legares and Kimberlys. Tennie was chosen for groomsman. The
-house that you have seen below was filled with wedding guests. The hour
-came."
-
-"And such a place for a wedding!" exclaimed Alice.
-
-"But instead of the bridal procession that the guests were looking for,
-a clergyman came down the stairs with a white face. When he could
-speak, he announced as well as he could that the wedding would not take
-place that night; that a terrible accident had occurred, and that Tennie
-Morgan was lying upstairs dead."
-
-Alice could not recall, even afterward, that Kimberly appeared under a
-strain; but she noticed as she listened that he spoke with a care not
-quite natural.
-
-"You may imagine the scene," he continued. "But the worst was to
-come----"
-
-"Oh, you were there?"
-
-"When you hear the rest you will think, if there is a God, I should have
-been, for I might have saved him. I was in Honolulu. I did not even
-hear of it for ten days. They found him in his bathroom where he had
-dressed, thrown himself on a couch, and shot himself."
-
-"How terrible!"
-
-"In his bedroom they found a letter. It had been sent to him within the
-hour by a party of blackmailers, pressing a charge--of which he was
-quite innocent--on the part of a designing woman, and threatening that
-unless he complied with some impossible demands, his exposure and news
-of an action for damages should follow in the papers containing the
-account of his sister's wedding. They found with this his own letter to
-his mother. He assured her the charge was utterly false, but being a
-Kimberly he knew he should not be believed because of the reputation of
-his uncles, one of whom he named, and after whom he himself was named,
-and to whom he had always been closest. This, he feared, would condemn
-him no matter how innocent he might be; he felt he should be unable to
-lift from his name a disgrace that would always be recalled with his
-sister's wedding; and that if he gave up his life he knew the charges
-would be dropped because he was absolutely innocent. And so he died."
-
-For a moment Alice stood in silence. "Poor, poor boy!" she said softly.
-"How I pity him!"
-
-"Do you so? Then well may I. For I am the uncle whom he named in his
-letter."
-
-Unable or unwilling to speak she pointed to the tablet as if to say:
-"You said the uncle he was named after."
-
-He understood. "Yes," he answered slowly, "my name is Robert Ten Broeck
-Kimberly."
-
-Her eyes fell to the tessellated pavement. "It is frightfully sad," she
-said haltingly. Then as if she must add something: "I am very sorry you
-felt compelled to recall so painful a story."
-
-"It isn't exactly that I felt compelled; yet perhaps that expresses it,
-too. I have expected sometime to tell it to you."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
-
-The showers returned in the night. They kept Alice company during
-several sleepless hours. In the morning the sun was out. It was Sunday
-and when Annie brought her mistress her rolls and chocolate Alice asked
-the maid if she had been to church.
-
-"Kate and I went to early church," said Annie.
-
-"And what time is late church, Annie?"
-
-"Ten thirty, Mrs. MacBirney."
-
-"I am going myself this morning."
-
-"And what will you wear?"
-
-"Anything that is cool."
-
-Alice was thinking less of what she should wear than of how she should
-tell her husband that she had resolved upon going to church. Painful
-experience had taught her what ridicule and resource of conjugal
-meanness to expect whenever she found courage to say she meant to go to
-church. Yet hope, consoling phantom, always suggested that her husband
-the next time might prove more amenable to reason.
-
-When at last she managed casually to mention her momentous resolve,
-MacBirney showed that he had lost none of his alertness on the subject.
-He made use first of surprise to express his annoyance. "To church?"
-Then he gave vent to a contemptuous exclamation uttered with a semblance
-of good-natured indifference. "I thought you had got that notion pretty
-well out of your head, Alice."
-
-"You have got it pretty well out for me, Walter. Sometimes it comes
-back. It came this morning--after a wakeful night. I haven't been for
-a long time."
-
-"What church do you want to go to?"
-
-His disingenuousness did not stir her. "To my own, of course. There is
-a little church in the village, you know."
-
-"Oh, that frame affair, yes. Awfully cheap looking, isn't it? And it
-threatens rain again. Don't mind getting wet?"
-
-"Oh, no, I'll take the victoria."
-
-"You can't; Peters is going to drive me over to The Towers."
-
-"Then give me one of the cars."
-
-"I understand they are both out of order."
-
-"Oh, Walter! Can't you have Peters drive you to The Towers after he
-takes me to Sunbury?"
-
-"I have an engagement with Robert Kimberly at eleven o'clock."
-
-"Could you change it a little, do you think, Walter?"
-
-"An engagement with Robert Kimberly!"
-
-"Or be just a little late for it?"
-
-MacBirney used his opportunity to advantage. "Keep _him_ waiting!
-Alice, when you get an idea into your head about going to church you
-lose your common-sense."
-
-She turned to the window to look at the sky. "I can't walk," she said
-hopelessly. Her husband made no comment. As her eyes turned toward the
-distant Towers she remembered that Robert Kimberly the evening before
-had asked--and so insistently that it had been one of the causes of her
-wakefulness--for permission to bring over in the morning some grapes
-from his hot-houses. He had wanted to come at eleven o'clock and she
-had assured him she should not be at home--this because, during some
-uneasy moments when they were close together in the car, she had
-resolved that the next morning she should seek if only for an hour an
-influence long neglected but quite removed from his. It was clear to
-her as she now stood at the window, that Kimberly had sought every
-chance to be at her personal service at eleven o'clock, even though her
-husband professed an engagement with him.
-
-"Couldn't Peters," she asked, turning again to MacBirney, "drive me down
-half an hour earlier--before you go? I can wait at the church till he
-comes back after me?"
-
-MacBirney was reading the stock-market reports in the morning paper.
-"All right," he said curtly.
-
-She was contained this time. There had been occasions when scenes such
-as this had brought hot tears, but five years of steady battering had
-fairly subdued Alice.
-
-At high mass, an hour later, villagers saw a fine lady--a Second Lake
-lady, they shrewdly fancied from the carriage that brought her--kneeling
-among them in a pew close to the altar, and quite oblivious of those
-about her, kneeling, too, at times when they stood or sat; kneeling
-often with her face--which they thought pretty--hidden in her hands as
-if it somehow had offended; kneeling from the credo until the stragglers
-in the vestibule and about the church door began to slip away from the
-last gospel. There was an unusual stir about the church because it was
-a confirmation Sunday and an archbishop, a white-haired man who had once
-been in charge of the little Sunbury parish himself, was present.
-
-Alice followed the last of the congregation out of the door and into the
-village sunshine. She looked up and down the country road for her
-horses but none were in sight. Below the church where the farmers' rigs
-stood, a big motor-car watched by village boys was waiting. They knew
-that the car, with its black and olive trimmings, was from The Towers
-because they were familiar with the livery of the villa grooms.
-
-Their curiosity was rewarded when they saw the fine lady come out of the
-church. The instant she appeared a great gentleman stepped from the
-black tonneau and, lifting his hat very high, hastened across the muddy
-road to greet her--certainly she made a picture as she stood on the
-church steps in her tan pongee gown with her brown hair curling under a
-rose-wreathed Leghorn hat.
-
-Her heart gave a frightened jump when she saw who was coming. But when
-the gentleman spoke, his voice was so quiet that even those loitering
-near could not hear his words. There was some discussion between the
-two. His slight gestures as they talked, seemed to indicate something
-of explanation and something of defence. Then a suggestion of urgency
-appeared in his manner. The fine lady resisted.
-
-From under her pongee parasol she looked longingly up the road and down
-for her horses, but for a while no horses came. At last a carriage
-looking like her own did come down the lake road and she hoped for a
-moment. Then as the carriage drove rapidly past her face fell.
-
-The great gentleman indicated his annoyance at the insolent mud that
-spattered from the carriage wheel by a look, but he kept quite near to
-the fine lady and his eyes fell very kindly on her pink cheeks. Her
-carriage did not come even after they had gone to his car and seated
-themselves in the tonneau to await it. He was too clever to hurry her.
-He allowed her to wait until she saw her case was quite hopeless, then
-she told him he might drive her home.
-
-"I came," he explained, answering an annoyed note in a second question
-that she asked, "because I understood you were going to church----"
-
-"But I did not say I was."
-
-"I must have dreamed it."
-
-Brice, sitting at the wheel in front of them, smiled--but only within
-his heart--when this came to his ears; because it was Brice who had been
-asked during the morning where Mrs. MacBirney was and Brice who had
-reported. He was senior to Peters, senior to all the Second Lake
-coachmen and chauffeurs, and usually found out whatever he wanted to
-find out.
-
-"At any rate," Kimberly laughed good-naturedly, "I have been waiting
-here half an hour for you."
-
-Brice knew that this was true to the minute, for in that half-hour there
-had been many glances at two good watches and a hamper of hot-house
-grapes. Brice himself, since a certain missed train, involving language
-that lingered yet in his ears, carried a good watch.
-
-But to-day not even amiable profanity, which Brice recalled as normal
-during extended waits, had accompanied the unusual detention. No
-messenger had been despatched to sound the young village priest with a
-view of expediting the mass and the fine lady had been in nowise
-interrupted during her lengthened devotions. Kimberly, in this
-instance, had truthfully been a model of patience.
-
-"These are the grapes," Brice heard behind him, as he let the machine
-out a bit and fancied the top of the hamper being raised. "Aren't they
-exceptional? I found the vines in Algeria. There are lilies on this
-side."
-
-An expression of involuntary admiration came from the tonneau.
-"Assumption lilies! For your sister?"
-
-"No, for you. They are to celebrate the feast."
-
-"The feast? Why, of course!" Then came a categorical question,
-animated but delivered with keenness: "How did you know that to-day is
-the feast of the Assumption?"
-
-A bland evasion followed. "I supposed that every one knew the fifteenth
-of August is the feast of the Assumption. Taste this grape."
-
-"I am very sure _you_ didn't know."
-
-"But I _did_. Taste the grape."
-
-"Who told you?"
-
-"Whence have you the faculties of the Inquisition? Why do you rack me
-with questions?"
-
-"I begin to suspect, Mr. Kimberly, that you belong on the rack."
-
-"No doubt. At least I have spent most of my life there."
-
-"Come, please! Who told you?"
-
-"Francis, of course; now will you taste this grape?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-When MacBirney reached home with the victoria Alice had not yet taken
-off her hat, and a maid was bringing vases for the lilies. He had been
-driving toward Sea Ridge and taken the wrong road and was sorry for his
-delay in getting to the church. Alice accepted his excuses in good
-part. He tried to explain his misunderstanding about the engagement
-with Kimberly. She relieved his endeavors by making everything easy,
-telling him finally how Kimberly had brought her home and had left the
-grapes and lilies. When the two sat down at luncheon, MacBirney noticed
-Alice's preoccupation; she admitted she had a slight headache. She was
-glad, however, to have him ask her to go for a long motor drive in the
-afternoon, thinking the air would do her good, and they spent three
-hours together.
-
-When they got home it was dusk. The dinner served on the porch was
-satisfying and the day which had opened with so little of promise seemed
-to do better at the close. Indeed, Alice all day had sought quiet
-because she had something to say which she was resolved to say this day.
-After dinner she remained with her husband in the moonlight. He was
-talking, over his cigar, of an idea for adding a strip of woodland to
-the lower end of their new estate, when she interrupted him.
-
-"Should you be greatly shocked, Walter, if I said I wish we could go
-away from here?" She was leaning toward him on the arm of her chair
-when she spoke and her hands were clasped.
-
-His astonishment was genuine. "What do you mean?"
-
-"I don't know. Yet I feel as if we ought to go, Walter."
-
-"What for?"
-
-She was looking earnestly at him, but in the shadow he could not see,
-though he felt, her eyes.
-
-"It is hard to explain." She paused a moment. "These people are
-delightful; you know I like them as much as you do."
-
-MacBirney took his cigar from his mouth to express his surprise. "I
-thought you were crazy about the place and the people and everything
-else," he exclaimed. "I thought this was just what you were looking
-for! You've said so much about refined luxury and lovely manners----"
-
-"I am thinking of all that." There was enough in her tone of an
-intention to be heard to cause him to forget his favorite expedient of
-drowning the subject in a flood of words. "But with all this, or to
-enjoy it all, one needs peace of mind, and my peace of mind is becoming
-disturbed."
-
-Quite misunderstanding her, MacBirney thought she referred to the
-question of church-going, and that subject offered so much delicate
-ground that Alice continued without molestation.
-
-"It is very hard to say what I meant to say, without saying too little
-or too much. You know, Walter, you were worried at one time about how
-Mr. Robert Kimberly would look at your proposals, and you told me you
-wanted me to be agreeable to him. And without treating him differently
-from any one else here, I have tried to pay particular regard to what he
-had to say and everything of that kind. It is awfully hard to specify,"
-she hesitated in perplexity. "I am sure I haven't discriminated him in
-any way from his brother, or Mr. De Castro, for instance. But I have
-always shown an interest in things he had to point out, and he seemed to
-enjoy--perhaps more than the others--pointing things out. And----"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"It seems to me now as if he has begun to take an interest in everything
-_I_ do----"
-
-Her husband became jocular. "Oh, has he?"
-
-Alice's words came at last bluntly. "And it completely upsets me,
-Walter."
-
-MacBirney laughed again. "Why so?"
-
-She took refuge in a shade of annoyance. "Because I don't like to think
-about it."
-
-"Think about what?"
-
-"About any man's--if I must say it--paying attention to me, except my
-husband."
-
-"Now you are hitting me, aren't you, Alice? You are pretty clever, after
-all," declared MacBirney still laughing.
-
-She threw herself back in her chair. "Oh, Walter, you don't understand
-at all! Nothing could be further from what I am thinking. I ought not
-to say he has been attentive enough to speak of. It is not that I
-dislike Mr. Kimberly. But he does somehow make me uncomfortable. Perhaps
-I don't understand their way here."
-
-"Why, that is all there is to it, Alice. It's merely their way. Give
-it no thought. He is simply being agreeable. Don't imagine that every
-man that sends you flowers is interested in you. Is that all, Allie?"
-
-"Yes." Her acuteness divined about what he would reply. "And," she
-added, "I think, however foolish it may sound, it is enough."
-
-"Don't worry about bridges you will never have to cross. That's the
-motto I've followed."
-
-"Yes, I know, but----"
-
-"Just a moment. All you have to do is to treat everybody alike."
-
-"But, Walter----"
-
-"You would have to do that anywhere--shouldn't you? Of course. Suppose
-we should go somewhere else and find a man that threatened to become an
-admirer----"
-
-"Don't use such a word!"
-
-"Call it what you please--we can't keep moving away from that kind of a
-possibility, can we?"
-
-"Still, Walter, I feel as if we might get away from here. I have merely
-told you exactly what I thought."
-
-"We can't get away. This is where everything is done in the sugar
-business. This is the little world where the big moves are decided
-upon. If you are not here, you are not in it. We are in the swim now;
-it took long enough to get in it, God knows. Now let us stay. You can
-take care of yourself, can't you?"
-
-"How can you ask me!"
-
-He pursued her with a touch of harshness. "How can I ask you? Aren't
-you talking about running away from a situation? _I_ don't run away
-from situations. I call the man or woman that runs away from a
-situation, a coward. Face it down, work it out--don't dodge it."
-
-MacBirney finished without interruption.
-
-In the living room the telephone bell rang. He went in to answer it and
-his wife heard him a moment in conversation. Then on the garage wire he
-called up the chauffeur and ordered a car. Coming out again on the porch
-he explained: "Lottie wants us to come over."
-
-"Lottie?" There was a shade of resentment, almost of contempt, in
-Alice's echo and inquiry.
-
-"Lottie Nelson."
-
-"Don't call her Lottie, Walter."
-
-"She calls me Walter."
-
-"She has no business to. What did you tell her? Don't let us go out
-to-night."
-
-"It is a little celebration of some kind and I told her we would come."
-
-"My head has ached all day."
-
-"It will do your head good. Come on. I told her we were coming."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
-
-They found a lively party at the Nelsons'. Guyot was there, with
-Lambert, thick-lipped and voluble. Dora Morgan with Doane and Cready
-Hamilton had come, worn and bedraggled, from a New England motoring
-trip. Dora, still quite hoarse, was singing a music-hall song when the
-MacBirneys entered the room.
-
-She stopped. "My ears are crazy to-night--I can't sing," she
-complained, responding to Alice's greeting. "I feel as if there were a
-motor in my head. Tired? Oh, no, not a bit. But the dust!" Her smile
-died and her brows rose till her pretty eyes shone full. She threw her
-expiring energy into two husky words: "_Something_ fierce!"
-
-Dolly and her husband with Imogene and Charles had responded to Lottie's
-invitation, and Robert Kimberly came later with Fritzie Venable. Dolly
-greeted Alice with apologies. "I am here," she admitted with untroubled
-contempt, "but not present. I wanted to see what Lambert looks like.
-We hear so much about his discoveries. Robert doesn't think much of
-them."
-
-Mrs. Nelson, languidly composed, led MacBirney to the men who were in an
-alcove off the music room. Near them sat Robert Kimberly talking to
-Imogene. Dora could not be coaxed to sing again. But the hostess meant
-to force the fighting for a good time. Dora joined the men and Guyot,
-under Nelson's wing, came over to meet Alice, who had taken refuge with
-Dolly. At a time when the groups were changing, Nelson brought Lambert
-over. But neither Alice nor Dolly made objection when his host took him
-away again.
-
-Kimberly came after a while with Fritzie to Alice's divan and, standing
-behind it, tried by conversation and such attraction of manner as he
-could offer, to interest Alice. He failed to waken any response. She
-quite understood a woman's refuge from what she wishes to avoid and
-persevered in being indifferent to every effort.
-
-Kimberly, not slow to perceive, left presently for the party in the
-dining-room. But even as he walked away, Alice's attitude toward him
-called to her mind a saying of Fritzie's, that it is not pleasant to be
-unpleasant to pleasant people, even if it is unpleasant to be pleasant
-to unpleasant people.
-
-"Were you tired after yesterday's ride?" asked Dolly of Alice.
-
-"Not too tired."
-
-"Robert told you about Tennie Morgan's death."
-
-Alice looked at her inquiringly. "How did you know?"
-
-"You were in the Morgan chapel together. And you looked upset when you
-came back. I had promised to tell you the story sometime myself. I
-know how easy it is to get a false impression concerning family
-skeletons. So I asked Robert about it the minute you left the car, and
-I was annoyed beyond everything when he said he had told you the whole
-story."
-
-"But dear Mrs. De Castro! Why should you be annoyed?"
-
-Dolly answered with decision: "Robert has no business ever to speak of
-the affair." Alice could not dispute her and Dolly went on: "I know
-just how he would talk about it. Not that I know what he said to you.
-But it would be like him to take very much more of the blame on himself
-than belongs to him. Men, my dear, look at these things differently
-from women, and usually make less of them than women do. In this case
-it is exactly the reverse. Robert has always had an exaggerated idea of
-his responsibility in the tragedy--that is why it annoys me ever to have
-him speak about it. I know my brother better, I think, than anybody
-alive knows him, and I am perfectly familiar with all the circumstances.
-I know what I am talking about."
-
-Very much in earnest Dolly settled back. "To begin with, Tennie was an
-abnormal boy. He was as delicate in his mental texture as cobweb lace.
-His sensitiveness was something incredible and twenty things might have
-happened to upset his mental balance. No one, my dear, likes to talk
-state secrets."
-
-"Pray do not, then. It really is not necessary," pleaded Alice.
-
-"Oh, it is," said Dolly decidedly, "I want you to understand. Suicide
-has been a spectre to the Kimberlys for ages. Two generations ago
-Schuyler Kimberly committed suicide at sixty-six--think of it! Oh! I
-could tell you stories. There has been no suicide in this generation.
-But the shadow," Dolly's tones were calm but inflected with a burden of
-what cannot be helped may as well be admitted, "seems only to have
-passed it to fall upon the next in poor Tennie. Two years afterward
-they found his mother dead one morning in bed. I don't know what the
-trouble was--it was in Florence. Nobody knows--there was just a little
-white froth on her lips. The doctors said heart disease. She was a
-strange woman, Bertha, strong-willed and self-indulgent--like all the
-rest of us."
-
-"Don't say that of yourself. You are not self-indulgent, you are
-generous."
-
-"I am both, dear. But I know the Kimberlys, men and women, first and
-last, and that is why I do not want you to get wrong impressions of
-them. My brother Robert isn't a saint, neither is Charles. But compare
-them with the average men of their own family; compare them with the
-average men in their own situation in life; compare them with the
-Nelsons and the Doanes; compare them with that old man that Robert is so
-patient with! Compare them, my dear, to the men everywhere in the world
-they move in--I don't think the Kimberly men of this generation need
-apologize particularly.
-
-"Robert was so completely stunned by Tennie's death that for years I did
-not know what would happen. Then a great industrial crisis came in our
-affairs, though afterward it seemed, in a way, providential. Poor old
-Uncle John got it into his head he could make sugar out of corn and
-ended by nearly ruining us all. If things had gone on we should all
-have been living in apartments within another year. When we were so
-deep in the thing that the end was in sight we went to Robert on our
-knees, and begged him to take hold of the business and save the
-family--oh, it had come quite to that. He had been doing absolutely
-nothing for a year and I feared all sorts of things about him. But he
-listened and _did_ take hold and made the business so big--well, dear
-heart, you have some idea what it is now when they can take over a lot
-of factories, such as those of your husband and his associates, on one
-year's profits. I suppose, of course, these are state secrets--you
-mustn't repeat them----"
-
-"Certainly not."
-
-"And for years they have been the largest lenders of ready money in the
-Street. So you can't wonder that we think a great deal of Robert. And
-he likes you--I can see that. He has been more natural since you came
-here than for years."
-
-"Surely your brothers never can say they have not a devoted sister."
-
-"I can't account for it," persisted Dolly, continuing. "It is just that
-your influence is a good one on him; no one can explain those things. I
-thought for years he would never be influenced by any woman again.
-You've seen how this one," Dolly tossed her head in disgust as she
-indicated Lottie Nelson, then passing, "throws herself at him." With
-the last words Dolly rose to say she was going home. Imogene was ready
-to join her, and Lottie's protests were of no avail. Charles was
-upstairs conferring with Nelson and Imogene went up to get him.
-
-Alice walked to the dining-room. Her husband, in an uncommonly
-good-humor, was drinking with their hostess. In the centre of the room,
-Hamilton, Guyot, Lambert, and Dora Morgan sat at the large table. Guyot
-offered Alice a chair. She sat down and found him entertaining. He took
-her after a time into the reception room where Lottie had hung a Degas
-that Guyot had brought over for her. Alice admired the fascinating
-swiftness and sureness of touch but did not agree with Guyot that the
-charm was due to the merit of color over line. When the two returned to
-the dining-room, Kimberly stood at a cellaret with Fritzie.
-
-Lottie and MacBirney sat with the group at the big table. "Oh, Robert,"
-Lottie called to Kimberly as Alice appeared in the doorway, "mix me a
-cocktail."
-
-Turning, Kimberly saw Alice: "I am out of practice, Lottie," he said.
-
-"Give me some plain whiskey then."
-
-Kimberly's shortness of manner indicated his annoyance. "You have that
-at your hand," he said sitting down.
-
-"How rude, Robert," retorted Lottie, with assumed impatience. She
-glanced loftily around. "Walter," she exclaimed, looking across the
-table at Alice's husband and taking Alice's breath away with the appeal,
-"give me some whiskey."
-
-"Certainly, Mrs. Nelson."
-
-"No, stop; mix me a cocktail."
-
-"Is your husband an expert, Mrs. MacBirney?" asked Guyot as MacBirney
-rose.
-
-"Not to my knowledge," answered Alice frankly. "I hope," she added, with
-a touch of asperity as her husband stepped to a sideboard, "that Mrs.
-Nelson is not fastidious."
-
-"It is disgusting the way my friends are behaving," complained Lottie
-turning to Lambert. "This is my birthday----"
-
-"Your birthday!"
-
-"That is why you are all here. And whoever refuses now to drink my
-health I cast off forever."
-
-"Is this a regular birthday or are you springing an extra on us?"
-demanded Fritzie.
-
-"Go on, MacBirney, with your mixture," exclaimed Lambert, "I'll serve at
-the table. You are going to join us, of course, Mrs. MacBirney?"
-
-Alice answered in trepidation: "It must be something very light for me."
-
-"Try whiskey, Mrs. MacBirney," suggested Dora Morgan benevolently, "it
-is really the easiest of all."
-
-Alice grew nervous. Kimberly, without speaking, pushed a half-filled
-glass toward her. She looked at him in distress. "That will not hurt
-you," he said curtly.
-
-The men were talking Belgian politics. Lambert was explaining the
-antiquated customs of the reactionaries and the battle of the liberals
-for the laicizing of education. He dwelt on the stubbornness of the
-clericals and the difficulties met with in modernizing their following.
-
-Kimberly either through natural dislike for Lambert or mere stubbornness
-objected to the specific instances of mediævalism adduced and soon had
-the energetic chemist nettled. "What do you know about the subject?"
-demanded Lambert at length. "Are you a Catholic?"
-
-"I am not a Catholic," returned Kimberly amiably. "I am as far as
-possible, I suppose, from being one. The doors of the church are wide,
-but if we can believe even a small part of what is printed of us they
-would have to be broadened materially to take in American refiners."
-
-"If you are not a Catholic, what are you?" persisted Lambert with heat.
-
-"I have one serious religious conviction; that is, that there are just
-two perfectly managed human institutions; one, the Standard Oil Company,
-the other the Catholic Church."
-
-There was now a chance to drop the controversy and the women together
-tried to effect a diversion. But Lambert's lips parted over his white
-teeth in a smile. "I have noticed sometimes that what we know least
-about we talk best about." Kimberly stirred languidly. "I was born of
-Catholic parents," continued Lambert, "baptized in the Catholic Church,
-educated in it. I should know something about it, shouldn't I? You, Mr.
-Kimberly, must admit you know nothing about it." Kimberly snorted a
-little. "All the same, I take priests' fables for what they are worth,"
-added Lambert; "such, for example, as the Resurrection of Christ."
-Lambert laughed heartily. Fritzie looked uneasily at Alice as the words
-fell. Her cheeks were crimsoned.
-
-"Can a central fact of Christianity such as the Resurrection fairly be
-called a priests' fable?" asked Kimberly.
-
-"Why not?" demanded Lambert with contemptuous brevity. "None but
-fossilized Catholics believe such nonsense!"
-
-"There are still some Protestants left," suggested Kimberly mildly.
-
-"No priest dictates to me," continued the chemist, aroused. "No
-superstition for me. I want Catholics educated, enlightened, made free.
-I should know something about the church, should I not? You admit you
-know nothing----"
-
-"No, I did not admit that," returned Kimberly. "You admitted it for me.
-And you asked me a moment ago what I was. Lambert, what are you?"
-
-"I am a Catholic--not a clerical!" Lambert emphasized the words by
-looking from one to another in the circle. Kimberly spread one of his
-strong hands on the table. Fritzie watching him shrank back a little.
-
-"You a Catholic?" Kimberly echoed slowly. "Oh, no; this is a mistake."
-His hand closed. "You say you were born a Catholic. And you ridicule
-the very corner-stone of your faith. The last time I met you, you were
-talking the same sort of stuff. I wonder if you have any idea what it
-has cost humanity to give you the faith you sneer at, Lambert? To give
-you Catholic parents, men nineteen hundred years ago allowed themselves
-to be nailed to crosses and torn by dogs. Boys hardly seven years old
-withstood starvation and scourging and boys of fifteen were burned in
-pagan amphitheatres that you might be born a Christian; female slaves
-were thrown into boiling oil to give you the privilege of faith;
-delicate women died in shameful agonies and Roman maidens suffered their
-bodies to be torn to pieces with red-hot irons to give you a Christian
-mother--and you sit here to-night and ridicule the Resurrection of
-Christ! Call yourself liberal, Lambert; call yourself enlightened; call
-yourself Modern; but for God's sake don't call yourself a Catholic."
-
-"Stop a moment!" cried Lambert at white heat.
-
-Lottie put out her arm. "Don't let's be cross," she said with
-deliberate but unmistakable authority. "I hate a row." She turned her
-languid eyes on MacBirney. "Walter, what are these people drinking that
-makes them act in this way? Do give Mr. Kimberly something else; he
-began it."
-
-Kimberly made no effort to soothe any one's feelings. And when Fritzie
-and Alice found an excuse to leave the room he rose and walked leisurely
-into the hall after them.
-
-The three talked a few moments. A sound of hilarity came from the music
-room. Alice looked uneasily down the hall.
-
-"I never knew your husband could sing," said Fritzie.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
-
-It dawned only gradually on Alice that her husband was developing a
-surprising tendency. He walked into the life that went on at the Nelson
-home as if he had been born to it. From an existence absorbed in the
-pursuit of business he gave himself for the moment to one absorbed in
-pursuit of the frivolous. Alice wondered how he could find anything in
-Lottie Nelson and her following to interest him; but her husband had
-offered two or three unpleasant, even distressing, surprises within as
-few years and she took this new one with less consternation than if it
-had been the first.
-
-Yet it was impossible not to feel annoyance. Lottie Nelson, in what she
-would have termed an innocent way, for she cared nothing for MacBirney,
-in effect appropriated him, and Alice began to imagine herself almost
-third in the situation.
-
-Tact served to carry the humiliated wife over some of the more flagrant
-breaches of manners that Mrs. Nelson did not hesitate at, if they served
-her caprice. MacBirney became "Walter" to her everywhere. She would
-call him from the city in the morning or from his bed at night; no hour
-was too early to summon him and none too late. The invitations to the
-Nelsons' evenings were extended at first both to Alice and to him. Alice
-accepted them in the beginning with a hopeless sort of protest, knowing
-that her husband would go anyway and persuading herself that it was
-better to go with him. If she went, she could not enjoy herself.
-Drinking was an essential feature of these occasions and Alice's efforts
-to avoid it made her the object of a ridicule on Lottie's part that she
-took no pains to conceal.
-
-It was at these gatherings that Alice began to look with a degree of
-hope for a presence she would otherwise rather have avoided. Kimberly
-when he came, which was not often, brought to her a sense of relief
-because experience had shown that he would seek to shield her from
-embarrassment rather than to expose her to it.
-
-Lottie liked on every occasion to assume to manage Kimberly together
-with the other men of her acquaintance. But from being, at first,
-complaisant, or at least not unruly, Kimberly developed mulish
-tendencies. He would not, in fact, be managed. When Lottie attempted
-to force him there were outbreaks. One came about over Alice, she being
-a subject on which both were sensitive.
-
-Alice, seeking once at the De Castros' to escape both the burden of
-excusing herself and of drinking with the company, appealed directly to
-Kimberly. "Mix me something mild, will you, please, Mr. Kimberly?"
-
-Kimberly made ready. Lottie flushed with irritation. "Oh, Robert!"
-She leaned backward in her chair and spoke softly over her fan. "Mix me
-something mild, too, won't you?"
-
-He ignored Lottie's first request but she was foolish enough to repeat
-it. Kimberly checked the seltzer he was pouring long enough to reply to
-her: "What do you mean, Lottie? 'Mix you something mild!' You were
-drinking raw whiskey at dinner to-night. Can you never understand that
-all women haven't the palates of ostriches?" He pushed a glass toward
-Alice. "I don't know how it will taste."
-
-Lottie turned angrily away.
-
-"Now I have made trouble," said Alice.
-
-"No," answered Kimberly imperturbably, "Mrs. Nelson made trouble for
-herself. I'm sorry to be rude, but she seems lately to enjoy baiting
-me."
-
-Kimberly appeared less and less at the Nelsons' and the coolness between
-him and Lottie increased.
-
-She was too keen not to notice that he never came to her house unless
-Alice came and that served to increase her pique. Such revenge as she
-could take in making a follower of MacBirney she took.
-
-Alice chafed under the situation and made every effort to ignore it.
-When matters got to a point where they became intolerable she uttered a
-protest and what she dreaded followed--an unpleasant scene with her
-husband. While she feared that succeeding quarrels of this kind would
-end in something terrible, they ended, in matter of fact, very much
-alike. People quarrel, as they rejoice or grieve, temperamentally, and
-a wife placed as Alice was placed must needs in the end submit or do
-worse. MacBirney ridiculed a little, bullied a little, consoled a
-little, promised a little, and urged his wife to give up silly,
-old-fashioned ideas and "broaden out."
-
-He told her she must look at manners and customs as other people looked
-at them. When Alice protested against Lottie Nelson's calling him early
-and late on the telephone and receiving him in her room in the
-morning--MacBirney had once indiscreetly admitted that she sometimes did
-this--he declared these were no incidents for grievance. If any one
-were to complain, Nelson, surely, should be the one. Alice maintained
-that it was indecent. Her husband retorted that it was merely her way,
-that Lottie often received Robert Kimberly in this way--though this, so
-far as Robert was concerned, was a fiction--and that nobody looked at
-the custom as Alice did. However, he promised to amend--anything, he
-pleaded, but an everlasting row.
-
-Alice had already begun to hate herself in these futile scenes; to hate
-the emotion they cost; to hate her heartaches and helplessness. She
-learned to endure more and more before engaging in them, to care less
-and less for what her husband said in them, less for what he did after
-them, less for trying to come to any sort of an understanding with him.
-
-In spite of all, however, she was not minded to surrender her husband
-willingly to another woman. She even convinced herself that as his wife
-she was not lively enough and resolved if he wanted gayety he should
-have it at home. The moment she conceived the notion she threw the gage
-at Lottie's aggressive head. Dolly De Castro, who saw and understood,
-warmly approved. "Consideration and peaceable methods are wasted on
-that kind of a woman. Humiliate her, my dear, and she will fawn at your
-feet," said Dolly unreservedly.
-
-Alice was no novice in the art of entertaining; it remained only for her
-to turn her capabilities to account. She made herself mistress now of
-the telephone appointment, of the motoring lunch, of the dining-room
-gayety. Nelson himself complimented her on the success with which she
-had stocked her liquor cabinets.
-
-She conceived an ambition for a wine cellar really worth while and
-abandoned it only when Robert Kimberly intimated that in this something
-more essential than ample means and the desire to achieve were
-necessary. But while gently discouraging her own idea as being
-impractical, he begged her at the same time to make use of The Towers'
-cellars, which he complained had fallen wholly into disuse; and was
-deterred only with the utmost difficulty from sending over with his
-baskets of flowers from the gardens of The Towers, baskets of wines that
-Nelson and Doane with their trained palates would have stared at if
-served by Alice. But MacBirney without these aids was put at the very
-front of dinner hosts and his table was given a presage that surprised
-him more than any one else. As a consequence, Cedar Lodge invitations
-were not declined, unless perhaps at times by Robert Kimberly.
-
-He became less and less frequently a guest at Alice's entertainments,
-and not to be able to count on him as one in her new activities came
-after a time as a realization not altogether welcome. His declining,
-which at first relieved her fears of seeing him too often, became more
-of a vexation than she liked to admit.
-
-Steadily refusing herself, whenever possible, to go to the Nelsons' she
-could hear only through her husband of those who frequented Lottie's
-suppers, and of the names MacBirney mentioned none came oftener than
-that of Robert Kimberly. Every time she heard it she resented his
-preferring another woman's hospitalities, especially those of a woman he
-professed not to like.
-
-Mortifying some of her own pride she even consented to go at times to
-the Nelsons' with her husband to meet Kimberly there and rebuke him.
-Then, too, she resolved to humiliate herself enough to the hateful woman
-who so vexed her to observe just how she made things attractive for her
-guests; reasoning that Kimberly found some entertainment at Lottie's
-which he missed at Cedar Lodge.
-
-Being in the fight, one must win and Alice meant to make Lottie Nelson
-weary of her warfare. But somehow she could not meet Robert Kimberly at
-the Nelsons'. When she went he was never there. Moreover, at those
-infrequent intervals in which he came to her own house he seemed ill
-entertained. At times she caught his eye when she was in high humor
-herself--telling a story or following her guests in their own lively
-vein--regarding her in a curious or critical way; and when in this
-fashion things were going at their best, Kimberly seemed never quite to
-enter into the mirth.
-
-His indifference annoyed her so that as a guest she would have given him
-up. Yet this would involve a social loss not pleasant to face. Her
-invitations continued, and his regrets were frequent. Alice concluded
-she had in some way displeased him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
-
-One morning she called up The Towers to ask Kimberly for a dinner. He
-answered the telephone himself and wanted to know if he might not be
-excused from the dinner and come over, if it were possible, in the
-evening.
-
-Alice had almost expected the refusal. "I wish you would tell me," she
-said, laughing low and pleasantly, "what I have done."
-
-He paused. "What you have done?"
-
-"What I have done that you avoid coming to Cedar Lodge any more?"
-
-"I don't, do I?" He waited for an answer but Alice remained silent.
-His tone was amiable and his words simple, yet her heart was beating
-like a hammer. "You know I haven't gone about much lately," he went on,
-"but whenever you really want me for a dinner you have need only to say
-so."
-
-"I never ask a guest for dinner without wanting him."
-
-It was his turn to laugh. "Do you really manage that, Mrs. MacBirney?
-I can't; and yet I think myself fairly independent."
-
-"Oh, of course, we are all tied more or less, I suppose, but--you know
-what I mean."
-
-"Then you do want me to appear?"
-
-Alice suddenly found her tongue. "We should never ask any one to whom
-Mr. MacBirney and I are under so many obligations as we are to Mr.
-Kimberly without 'wanting him,' as you express it. And we really want
-you very much to-morrow night."
-
-He laughed, this time with amusement. "You are rather strong now on
-third persons and plurals. But I think I understand that you really do
-want me to come."
-
-"Haven't I just said so?" she asked with good-humored vexation.
-
-"Not quite, but I shall arrive just the same."
-
-Alice put up the receiver, agreeably stirred by the little tilt. It was
-a lift out of the ruck of uncomfortable thought that went to make up her
-daily portion, and the elation remained with her all day.
-
-She decided that some vague and unwillingly defined apprehensions
-concerning Kimberly's feeling toward her were after all foolish. Why
-make herself miserable with scruples when she was beset with actual
-perplexities at home? Walter himself was now more of what she wanted
-him to be. He perceived his wife's success in her active hospitality
-and applauded it, and Alice began to feel she could, after all, be safe
-in a nearer acquaintance with Kimberly and thus lessen a little Lottie
-Nelson's pretensions.
-
-It is pleasant to a woman to dress with the assurance that anticipates
-success. Alice went to her toilet the following afternoon with an
-animation that she had not felt for weeks. Every step in it pleased her
-and Annie's approbation as she progressed was very gratifying to her
-mistress.
-
-The trifles in finishing were given twice their time, and when Alice
-walked into her husband's room he kissed her and held her out at arm's
-length in admiration. She hastened away to look at the table and the
-stairs rose to meet her feet as she tripped down the padded treads.
-
-Passing the drawing-room the rustle of her steps caused a man within it
-to turn from a picture he was studying, and Alice to her surprise saw
-Kimberly standing before a sanguine of herself. She gave a little
-exclamation.
-
-"I asked not to be announced," he explained. "I am early and did not
-want to hurry you." He extended his hand. "How are you?"
-
-"I couldn't imagine who it was, when I looked in," exclaimed Alice
-cordially. "I am glad to see you."
-
-He held out his hand and waited till she gave him hers. "You look
-simply stunning," he answered quietly. "There is something," he added
-without giving her a chance to speak and turning from the eyes of the
-portrait back again to her own, "in your eyes very like and yet unlike
-this. I find now something in them more movingly beautiful; perhaps
-twenty-five years against eighteen--I don't know--perhaps a trace of
-tears."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Kimberly, spare your extravagances. I hear you have been away."
-
-"At least, I have never seen you quite so beautiful as you are this
-moment."
-
-"I am not beautiful at all, and I am quite aware of it, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"I would not wish you to think anything else. There the beauty of your
-character begins."
-
-Her repugnance was evident but she bore his eyes without flinching.
-"You humiliate me exceedingly," was all she attempted to say.
-
-"The truth should not humiliate you. I----"
-
-"Must I run away?"
-
-"Not, I hope, because I tell you you are beautiful, for I shall continue
-to tell you so every time I see you."
-
-"Surely you will not take advantage of your hostess, Mr. Kimberly?"
-
-"In what way?" he asked.
-
-"By saying things most unpleasant for her to hear."
-
-"I say things awkwardly, perhaps unpleasantly, but always sincerely."
-
-Alice looked down at her fan, but spoke with even more firmness. "If we
-are to be good friends, you must excuse me even from sincerity on topics
-of this kind."
-
-"Don't cut me from your friendship. We must be the best of friends. I
-cannot conceive of you as being other than kind, even patient with me."
-
-"Then do not say things I cannot listen to."
-
-"I will never say anything you may not listen to. But concede me the
-privilege--for it is one--of paying honest tribute to your loveliness
-when I can't help it."
-
-Without raising her eyes she spoke with decision. "I positively will not
-listen." With the word she caught up her gown and started away. He
-walked with her. "I am afraid," he said regretfully, "you are sorry you
-sent for me."
-
-She turned with burning eyes. "You should be the last to make me so,
-Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"I wish to be the last. Yet I hate to sacrifice sincerity."
-
-"There is something I put far above sincerity."
-
-He looked mildly surprised. "What can it be?"
-
-"Consideration for the feelings of another--particularly if she be
-somewhat helpless."
-
-"Just a moment." They were entering the hall and he stopped her. "In
-what way are you helpless?"
-
-"Through consideration on my part for my guest to-night, for my
-husband's friend, for a friend to whom we both owe much----"
-
-"You owe that friend nothing. If you really think so, disabuse your
-mind. And I have never professed the slightest friendship for Mr.
-MacBirney. Whatever we do, let us keep the facts clear. If we speak of
-consideration, what about my feelings? And about helplessness--I am up
-against a stone wall all the time in trying to say anything."
-
-"You have no right to say anything!" exclaimed Alice energetically and
-starting on as she spoke.
-
-"Perhaps that is true. One that can't say things better than I do
-shouldn't attempt them. If one of us must be humiliated let it be me.
-Where are you taking me?"
-
-She stopped. "Nowhere at all, Mr. Kimberly. Won't you----"
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"To look at my table. Mr. MacBirney will be right down. Won't you wait
-for him in the library?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I should be most grateful."
-
-"I want to see the table myself."
-
-Alice tossed her head. "This way then."
-
-At the threshold of the dining-room, Kimberly paused. The table was
-dressed in yellow with the lowest tones in the fruits of the
-centrepiece. The pears were russet, the grapes purple, and pomegranates,
-apples, and golden plums supplied the tints of autumn. The handles of
-the old silver basket were tied with knots of broad, yellow ribbon.
-Alice, touching the covers here and there, passed behind the chairs.
-
-"You get your effects very simply," observed Kimberly. "Only people
-with a sure touch can do that."
-
-"I thought there were to be no more compliments."
-
-He looked at the sconces. "Just one for the lighting. Even Dolly and
-Imogene sin in that way. They overdo it or underdo it, and Mrs. Nelson
-is impossible. Where have you put me?"
-
-She pointed with her fan. "Next to Mrs. Nelson."
-
-"Next to Mrs. Nelson?" he echoed in surprise.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Did you say humiliation? Do I deserve so much?"
-
-"At dinner one tries, of course, to group congenial people," suggested
-Alice coldly.
-
-"But we are not congenial."
-
-"I supposed you were Mrs. Nelson's most frequent guest."
-
-"I have not been at Mrs. Nelson's since the evening Guyot and Lambert
-were there," said Kimberly. "You, yourself, were there that night."
-
-Alice betrayed no confusion but she was shocked a little to realize that
-she believed him instantly. Kimberly, at least as to truthfulness, had
-won her confidence. Her own husband had forfeited it. The difficulty
-now, she felt, would be ever to believe him at all.
-
-"I remember," she assented with returning cordiality. "I was very proud
-to listen that night."
-
-Kimberly stood with his hand on the back of a chair. "Lambert is a
-brilliant fellow."
-
-"Possibly; my sympathies were not with his views.
-
-"So I sit here?" continued Kimberly patiently. "Who sits next to you?"
-
-"Your brother."
-
-Kimberly spoke with resignation. "Charles always had the luck of the
-family."
-
-A door opened and a butler entered the room. On seeing Kimberly he
-attempted to withdraw.
-
-"Come in, Bell," said Alice. "What is it?"
-
-"The juggler, Mrs. MacBirney; his assistant has telephoned they've
-missed their train."
-
-"Oh, Bell!" exclaimed his mistress in indignant protest. "Don't tell me
-that."
-
-"And it's the last out, till ten-thirty o'clock."
-
-Alice's face fell. "That ends my evening. Isn't it _too_ exasperating.
-Stupid jugglers!"
-
-Kimberly intervened. "What train did he miss, Bell?"
-
-"The seven-ten, sir, from town."
-
-"Why don't you call up the division superintendent and ask his office to
-stop the eight-ten?"
-
-Bell looked at his mistress. "I might do that, sir."
-
-"Oh, can you?" cried Alice.
-
-"You ought to have done it without being told, Bell," observed Kimberly.
-"You've done such things before."
-
-"Might I use your name, sir?"
-
-"Use whatever is necessary to get him. And ask them to hunt up the
-juggler in the waiting-room and put him aboard. Who is he?"
-
-"A China boy, sir, I understand."
-
-"In that case, they could not miss him."
-
-The butler left the room. "Do you think they will do it?" asked Alice
-anxiously.
-
-"Don't give it further thought. We could get him out on a special if
-necessary."
-
-Voices came from the front room. Alice started forward. "There are
-guests."
-
-"By-the-way," added Kimberly, pointing to the card on his cover and that
-on his brother's, "you don't mind my correcting this mistake, do you?"
-
-Alice looked very frankly at him, for the success of the dinner was
-keenly on her mind. "You will be of more assistance, Mr. Kimberly, if
-you will not make any change. Mrs. Nelson and Mrs. Morgan are my
-difficulties and I hoped you would solve them for me."
-
-"By all means."
-
-Dolly's voice was heard in the hall. "Where are you, Alice? Here are
-the McCreas, from town, and Doctor Hamilton."
-
-They sat down fourteen at the table--the Kimberlys, De Castros, Nelsons,
-McCreas, Hamilton, Miss Venable, and Dora Morgan.
-
-Alice was playing to the enemy and meant to demonstrate to the Nelson
-coterie that she needed no assistance from them to establish herself as
-a hostess at Second Lake. If she wished, on this occasion, for a great
-success it was hers. The dinner was good, and the moment that Nelson
-had assured himself of this he began good-naturedly to help things on.
-
-A remark from some one about the gulf between law and justice gave him a
-chance. "Why associate the two at all?" he asked lazily. "Law is
-strictly a game of the wits. It is played under the convention of an
-appeal to justice, but justice is invoked merely to satisfy the
-imagination. If people understood this there would be no complaint
-about a gulf between the two. We imagine justice; we get law.
-Similarly, we imagine heaven; we get--what we deserve. If the
-imagination be satisfied, man will endure the sweat of Sisyphus; most of
-us suffer it in this world, anyway. Law and justice are like chemical
-incompatibles and there must be a gulf between them. And law is no
-better and no worse than other conventions of society. Who that studies
-human government in any form has ever been able to regard it otherwise
-than with contempt?"
-
-"Certainly," interposed Fritzie Venable, with formal irony. "No one
-that takes care of the Kimberly interests at Washington."
-
-"The Kimberly interests at Washington," returned Nelson with
-complaisance, "are so well behaved that they take care of themselves."
-
-"Then I don't see what contempt you should have for this government,"
-retorted Fritzie vigorously.
-
-"Only that it affords him no adequate exercise for his ingenuity,"
-suggested Arthur De Castro.
-
-"I don't care," protested Fritzie; "I am an American and I won't have
-our government abused. I believe in sticking to your own."
-
-"Well, if _we_ haven't stuck to our own, I should like to know who has?"
-observed Charles Kimberly benevolently. "We've stuck for fifty years to
-our tariff builders, as Mustard would to a stot. MacBirney's farmers are
-doing the work for us now," he continued. "Our beet growers guard the
-sugar schedule at Washington. These wonderful Western States; lowest in
-illiteracy, highest in political sagacity! It is really a shame to take
-the money."
-
-"I don't see how _you_ conscientiously can take it," declared Hamilton,
-appealing to Robert Kimberly.
-
-"I do it by educating my conscience, Doctor," responded Robert Kimberly.
-"Every one that takes the trouble to inquire knows I am a free trader.
-I abstain from the Reform Club, but that is out of deference to my
-partners. I contribute to both campaign funds; to the one for our
-shareholders, to the other for my conscience; for as I say, personally I
-am a free trader."
-
-"And a tariff beneficiary," added Arthur De Castro.
-
-"Why not, Arthur? Wasn't it Disraeli who said sensible men are all of
-one religion? He might better have said, sensible men are all of one
-politics. It is true, we are tariff beneficiaries, but this country is
-doing business under a protective theory. We are engaged, as we were
-long before there was a tariff, in what is now a protected industry. We
-can't change our business because the government changes its economic
-policy.
-
-"And if anybody _is_ to have protection here, Arthur, why shouldn't we?
-Who has a better right to it? Our warrants of occupation were extorted
-from the Iroquois. We fought the Indian, we fought the French, we
-fought the English----"
-
-"Was there anybody you didn't fight?"
-
-"We put up our credit in Paris and Amsterdam for the colonies and for
-the Federal Government when the colonies and the Federal Government had
-none. Then along comes a little coterie of steel men in our own day,"
-Kimberly tossed his head with disdainful impatience, "who make the toil
-of a hundred years look like a farce--out-Herod Herod in protection and
-pile up hundreds of millions while we are up to our armpits in molasses
-trying to grind out a mere living. Protection! We don't get half
-enough. Who has any better sanction for exercising that airy, invisible
-pressure of a tariff tax?" he demanded, lifting a glass of wine to the
-light.
-
-"Picturesque old pirate," murmured Hamilton.
-
-"And he needs the money," commented De Castro. "Why quarrel with him?"
-
-"I am sure you will all pledge the sugar business," continued Kimberly,
-raising a refilled glass blandly, "and join me in welcoming anybody that
-wants to go into it. This is a free country, gentlemen."
-
-"What do you use on competitors, the rack and dungeon?"
-
-"Nothing that savors of them."
-
-"But you take care of competition," persisted Hamilton.
-
-Kimberly laughed.
-
-"Certainly we do," interposed McCrea, quickly and frankly. "But without
-unnecessary cruelty, as Mr. Robert Kimberly puts it. No man that ever
-fought the company and had horse-sense has ever starved to death. We
-can use such a man's talents better than he can, and very often he comes
-into camp and becomes our teacher; that has happened. Our system of
-combination has brought comforts and luxuries into thousands of homes
-that never would have known them under the waste of competition.
-Hundreds and thousands of men have profited by uniting their efforts
-with ours. And no man that wasn't a business lunatic has ever been the
-worse for anything we've done."
-
-"Your husband talks well, Mrs. McCrea," said Robert Kimberly, to a quiet
-little woman near him.
-
-"He has had able teachers," laughed Mrs. McCrea.
-
-"No, it is because he believes in himself. It's a great thing to be
-able to believe in yourself."
-
-"Don't you?"
-
-"Far from it."
-
-"You've made a good many others believe in you."
-
-"Not always for their own best interests, I'm afraid."
-
-"Yes, I know," Dolly was saying to those of the women who were listening
-to her, "the weight of authority is against me. But I have always held,
-and hold yet, that a simple thing, such as lapis-lazuli, is best set in
-gold--much better than in silver. Talk with Castellani about it
-sometime, or Viola."
-
-"Yes, and they'll tell you silver, every time," interrupted Fritzie
-vigorously.
-
-Dolly waved her hand as if to dismiss controversy.
-
-"Gold is so common," objected Lottie Nelson.
-
-"Not more so than lapis," retorted Dolly.
-
-"But isn't that the glory of gold," suggested Robert, "that it is
-common? It has the seal of approval of mankind; what higher sanction do
-you want? You are always safe in resting with that approval. I believe
-in common things--pearls for example and rubies. I am just common
-enough to like them."
-
-Bell, passing behind his mistress, spoke in her ear. Alice's face
-lighted and she caught Kimberly's eye. "He is here," she nodded
-laughingly across the table.
-
-The juggler had come and as the dessert was being served he followed a
-butler into the room in his native robes and assumed his place as one of
-Bell's assistants. The Chinaman was handsome and of great size and
-strength. Alice only hinted to her guests what awkwardness might be
-looked for from the new footman, and the juggler smiling in Oriental
-silence began to cajole the senses of his spectators.
-
-After he had amused them with trifles he floated a gossamer veil of
-yellow silk over a huge glass bowl filled with fruit from a serving
-table. With this in his hands he hastened to the fireplace at the end
-of the room and turning heaved the bowl swiftly toward the ceiling,
-catching it in his arms as it descended filled with quivering goldfish
-swimming in water of crystal clearness.
-
-He took oranges from the side tables and, splitting them, released
-song-birds into the air. The guests tossed fruit at him, and from
-apples and pomegranates he cut favors for them--jewelled stick-pins,
-belt agraffes and Florentine bonbonières. When the evening was over
-Alice thanked her guests for their compliments. Lottie Nelson's words
-in particular left a flush of triumph in Alice's cheeks and she looked
-so happy that Kimberly paused before he spoke.
-
-"Well?" said Alice questioningly. And then: "If you have had a good
-time, don't be afraid to say so."
-
-He looked at her as if pleased at her fervor. "Are you a little bit
-sorry?" he asked quizzically.
-
-Her brows rose with a pretty assumption of ignorance. "I have nothing
-to be sorry for."
-
-"Then I suppose I must have."
-
-She dropped her eyes for a moment to her sandalwood fan. "Of course,
-you will decide that."
-
-"I presume," he continued, taking the fan without apology from her
-hands, "I may come over when you are not at home and look at your
-portrait?"
-
-"I am sure you don't realize how silly that sounds. I hear you have a
-new picture," she added, looking up.
-
-"It is to be hung next week. MacBirney is to bring you over to see it.
-Are you sorry I came?"
-
-"Oh, is _that_ what you meant? Why, such a question! You saved my
-evening."
-
-"But are you sorry?"
-
-"I shouldn't say so if I were, should I?"
-
-"No, but answer, anyway."
-
-Her expression of vexation was pleasing. "How obstinate! No, then.
-And you saved my evening besides."
-
-"You must take me as I am."
-
-"You cannot, I know, be less than you should be."
-
-"How about you?"
-
-She drew herself up the least bit. "I hope no friend of mine would wish
-me anything less."
-
-"We are both then to be all we should be."
-
-"Don't you think I am very patient?" she demanded impatiently.
-
-"You are. We are both to be, aren't we?"
-
-She did not conceal her annoyance. "I sincerely trust so," she said
-coldly. "But there is a limit to all things."
-
-He held out his hand. "Thank you for a delightful evening."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
-
-The new picture at The Towers made a topic of interest among Kimberly's
-friends, but Alice found excuses for not going to see it until MacBirney
-would brook no further delays. They drove over one afternoon and found
-Doctor Hamilton and Imogene in the library. Robert Kimberly came
-downstairs with Charles and greeted the MacBirneys. Tea was brought
-presently and Kimberly asked Alice to pour it.
-
-"I haven't seen you since your dinner," said he, sitting down after a
-time by Alice. "You were indisposed the day I called. Imogene tells me
-you intend spending the winter in town."
-
-"Mr. MacBirney wants to."
-
-"I hoped you would winter in the country."
-
-"I like the country, but Mr. MacBirney likes the town. I shall enjoy
-it, too. You know we are really country folk and haven't had as much
-town life as you have."
-
-The others started for the east room. "Come," said Dolly, beckoning
-Alice, "you want to see the Rubens."
-
-The new picture was hung as a panel between a smaller Rubens and an
-unknown head of the Virgin, in the manner of Botticelli. Kimberly
-seated Alice apart from the others and stood behind her.
-
-"You have been in this room before?" he said questioningly.
-
-"Once before. It is very much richer now." She indicated the new
-picture as she spoke, a large canvas of the Crucifixion. "There are two
-titles for it," explained Kimberly, "a Latin and a Dutch. I like the
-Dutch best: 'The Ninth Hour.' This picture doesn't appeal so much to my
-friends as it has appealed to me. But see what this master magician has
-chosen here; the supreme moment of the Crucifixion."
-
-Those with them were chatting apart. Alice sat in silence while
-Kimberly spoke and when he had done they were silent together. "I hope
-you are going to like it," he said after a pause.
-
-MacBirney asked a question, and Kimberly walked to where he was seated.
-When he came back he seemed unable to wait longer for Alice's comment.
-"What is the verdict?"
-
-"Nothing I have ever seen of Rubens's leaves me unmoved," she answered.
-"This is almost overwhelming, terrible."
-
-"Mrs. MacBirney likes my 'Crucifixion,' Dolly," observed Kimberly after
-another silence.
-
-"Oh, you needn't quote Alice," exclaimed Dolly from a window seat. "So
-do I like it. All I said was, that it is a sin to pay so much for a
-picture."
-
-"No price is too great for a great inspiration. See," he pointed for
-Alice to the face of a Roman soldier cowering in the foreground of the
-canvas. "There is one man's face. Hamilton has studied a good many
-pictures and watched unnumbered faces in every expression of suffering.
-He has told me that, so far as he knows pictures, the emotion of fear
-has never been depicted on the human countenance except in that face.
-As a great surgeon, of a very wide experience, he may be said to know
-what fear pictured on a human face should be. And there it is before
-us. Conceive what a triumph for that man to have achieved this, so far
-from us in the dead centuries, and yet so near to us in this magic of
-his skill. Observe what a background he has chosen to depict it
-from--Jerusalem, bathed in the uncanny, terrifying light that
-accompanies a convulsion of nature. The earth rent, the dead issuing
-from their graves, nature prostrate, and everywhere--brooding over
-everything, but stamped most of all on this one guilty face--fear. How
-it all builds up the agony of that death sweat on the cross! By Heaven,
-it is tremendous! And Dolly says it is a sin to spend so much money for
-it. Brother Francis doesn't agree with her; I found him in here early
-one morning saying his prayers to it."
-
-"Before it," said Alice instantly.
-
-"I thought that no mean tribute. Frankly, do you think me extravagant?"
-
-"Did you really pay the price named in the newspapers?"
-
-"Even then?"
-
-"It does take one's breath away--at least, it took mine."
-
-"I have wanted this picture for years. Hamilton made one trip over with
-me to look at it--he told me of it first. Then I had to wait all these
-years for the opportunity to acquire it."
-
-"What patience!"
-
-His eyes were fixed on the picture. "It must have taken patience to
-paint it. But patience gives us everything in this life." Alice was
-silent. "You don't agree with me?"
-
-"How do you know that?"
-
-"I feel it; the air is thick with your dissent. But, Alice, I am right
-and you are wrong."
-
-Her name coming so suddenly and for the first time from his lips
-astonished her. Her heart sent its blood in protest to her very ears.
-In a room with other people nothing could be said. But she rose and
-turning from Kimberly called to her husband, asking if he were ready.
-
-"Before you go I have a favor to ask," said Kimberly, intervening, and
-Kimberly's petitions had always something of the color of command. "I
-told you," he said, speaking to Alice, "of my mother's portrait. It is
-upstairs; will you come see it?"
-
-"I should like very much to see it. Come, Walter," she held out her
-hand for her husband. "Mr. Kimberly wants us to see his mother's
-portrait."
-
-Kimberly made no comment, but the manner with which he paused, waiting
-for MacBirney to join them, sufficiently indicated that he was conscious
-of waiting. When MacBirney noticed his attitude he moved from those he
-was with much more quickly than he would have done at his wife's behest.
-Dolly came with MacBirney and the four walked upstairs. Kimberly's
-rooms opened to the south. There were five in the apartment and while
-Kimberly excused himself to take MacBirney in for a moment to speak to
-his uncle, Dolly took Alice through Kimberly's suite.
-
-"These rooms are charming!" exclaimed Alice, when the men came in to
-them. "You must see them, Walter. The breakfast room is dear."
-
-They were standing in the library, which served as a writing room and a
-conference room. It was finished in oak and on the east the breakfast
-room opened, in white and green.
-
-Alice took her husband's arm. "See, Walter," she said passing through
-the open door; "isn't this darling? These tones must be restful to wake
-to!"
-
-"I had lunch here once," announced MacBirney in his choppy way. "With
-you and your brother and McCrea," he added, turning to Kimberly.
-
-"You never said a word to me about seeing such a pretty place," remarked
-his wife.
-
-"You've been in the west room?" asked Kimberly.
-
-"Yes, Alice sang for me while you were with Uncle John," responded
-Dolly.
-
-"I thought I heard music," remarked Kimberly, looking at Alice. "What
-did you sing?"
-
-"I only hummed an old air."
-
-Kimberly tried to get her to go back to the piano but could not. "I
-miss music keenly," he said, "I wish I could make a contract with you to
-sing here every day."
-
-Alice laughed.
-
-"You would be in very good company," interposed Dolly. "Some famous
-artistes have sung at that piano. Robert," she added, as the two women
-walked toward his dressing-room, "has everything here but what he ought
-to have--a wife. When mother lived, The Towers was more than a
-habitation--it was a home."
-
-In his bedroom, Kimberly indicated a portrait above the fireplace.
-"This is my mother," he said to Alice. "Sit down for just a moment--I
-want you to like her."
-
-"I like her very much, already," returned Alice. "But I should like to
-sit a moment to enjoy the portrait. I wish I could have known your
-mother."
-
-"This room I fancy best of them all," Dolly was saying to MacBirney as
-they walked on. "All of this wall panelling and ceiling was made from
-one mahogany log brought up from Santo Domingo many years ago with a
-cargo of sugar."
-
-Kimberly, sitting with Alice before his mother's picture, showed a
-self-consciousness he did not often betray, a solicitude, seemingly,
-that Alice should agree with his own estimate of his mother. "She was
-the most tender, kindly woman in the world," he said after a moment.
-
-"Such a mother ought to be an inspiration to you for everything high and
-good, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"Yet I have never reached anything high and good."
-
-"Sometime you will."
-
-He looked at her curiously. "Do you really think that?"
-
-"Yes, I do. And thank you for letting me see your mother."
-
-"If you only could have met her!" There was an intensity of regret in
-his words. "It was a tragedy for such a woman to die young. I have
-long wanted you to see her portrait; you constantly make me think of
-her, Alice."
-
-She turned calmly and frankly. "It is most kind of you to say that, Mr.
-Kimberly. So kind that I am going to be bold enough to ask a favor."
-
-"I know what you are going to ask, but I wish you wouldn't. I want very
-much to do what you are about to ask me not to do----"
-
-"It is almost nothing--only not to call me Alice."
-
-"There is no use my asking a favor, is there?" He turned with almost a
-boyish humor in his manner. His mother's eyes seemed to look at her in
-his eyes as he spoke.
-
-"Not, Mr. Kimberly, this time. I want you to oblige me."
-
-"You are afraid of me." There was no resentment in the words; nothing
-beyond a regret.
-
-Her answer was low but neither weak nor confused. "Is it quite generous,
-Mr. Kimberly--here?"
-
-"No," he answered in the same even voice, "it is not. Unhappily, there
-are times when generosity is weakness. I've been trying ever since I
-have known you to think of you just as I think of myself. I believe I
-have tried to give you a little the best of it--yet a selfish man can't
-always be sure of doing that."
-
-"I trust you think of me," she responded, "only as one of the least
-important among your friends."
-
-"You are afraid of me. And yet I want your confidence above everything
-in this world--and I must in some way deserve and win it."
-
-"I do wish you would not say these things. I have to try very hard not
-to dislike you exceedingly when you speak in this way."
-
-"You do dislike me exceedingly when I speak in this way. I know it
-perfectly."
-
-If her voice trembled the least bit it was with indignation. "I
-sometimes ask myself whether I should suffer it even for my husband's
-sake. You will force me to do something unpleasant, I fear."
-
-"I never will force you to do anything. I do want to call you Alice.
-But don't hate me for that."
-
-She heard with relief Dolly talking to her husband in the doorway. "It
-was almost three years before Imogene saw Charles again," Alice heard
-Dolly say, "and, would you believe it, he began exactly where he left
-off. After that Imogene decided it was of no use. So, she is Mrs.
-Kimberly!"
-
-"By Jove! He had patience," laughed MacBirney.
-
-Dolly laughed a little, too. "That is the only exasperating thing about
-the Kimberly men--their patience."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
-
-MacBirney's decision to spend the winter in town became very welcome to
-Alice; the atmosphere within a wide radius of The Towers seemed too
-charged with electricity for mental peace. And her husband, having
-tasted for the first time the excitement of the stock markets, desired
-to be near his brokers.
-
-Fritzie, who was an authority in town affairs, made it easy for Alice to
-find acceptable quarters. In general the Second Lake people cared less
-and less for opening their town houses. Robert Kimberly's house, while
-nominally open, never saw its master. Charles and Imogene Kimberly for
-several years had spent their winters cruising and now made ready to
-take Grace De Castro to the eastern Mediterranean. Arthur and Dolly
-were to winter at Biarritz and join Charles and Imogene in Sicily on
-their return from the Levant. Fritzie accepted Alice's invitation to
-spend the season in town with her. Dora Morgan had already gone to
-Paris for an indefinite stay and the Nelsons, Congress being in session,
-were starting for Washington.
-
-MacBirney came over to The Towers just before leaving with Alice for
-town to see Robert Kimberly. When Kimberly asked him what was on his
-mind, "I would like to know," MacBirney answered frankly, "what I can
-make some money in this winter." It was the second time he had brought
-the subject up and Kimberly who had once evaded his inquiries saw that
-nothing was to be gained by further effort in that direction.
-
-Kimberly regarded him gravely. "Buy standard railway shares," he
-suggested, "on a four-and-a-half-per-cent average."
-
-"But I want to do better than four-and-a-half-per-cent. It costs
-something to live."
-
-"I mean, you would have your profit in the advances. But your present
-income ought to cover a very liberal scale of living," said Kimberly.
-
-MacBirney squirmed in his chair. Kimberly would have preferred he
-should sit still. "That is true," assented MacBirney, with smiling
-candor, "but a poor man doesn't want to spend all his money. Isn't
-there a chance," he asked, coming to the point in his mind, "to make
-some money in our own stock? I have heard a rumor there would be, but I
-can't run it down."
-
-"There are always chances if you are closely enough in touch with
-general conditions. Charles keeps better track of those things than I
-do; suppose you talk with him."
-
-"Charles sends me to you," protested MacBirney good naturedly.
-
-"Our shares seem just now to be one of the speculative favorites,"
-returned Kimberly. "That means, as you know, violent fluctuations."
-
-MacBirney was impatient of hazards. "Put me next on any one of your own
-plans, Mr. Kimberly, that you might feel like trusting me with," said
-MacBirney, jocularly.
-
-"I don't often have any speculative schemes of my own," returned
-Kimberly. "However," he hesitated a moment; MacBirney leaned forward.
-"Doane," continued Kimberly abruptly, "has a strong party interested now
-in putting up the common. They profess to think that on its earnings it
-should sell higher. In fact, they have sounded me about an extra
-dividend. I am opposed to that--until Congress adjourns, at any rate.
-But the company is making a great deal of money. I can't uncover
-Doane's deal, but I can say this to you: I have agreed to help them as
-much as I safely can. By that, I mean, that their speculative interests
-must always come second to the investment interests of our
-shareholders."
-
-"By Jove, I wish I could get in on a movement like that, Mr. Kimberly.
-With you behind it----"
-
-"I am not behind it--only not opposed to it. For my part, I never advise
-any one to speculate in our securities. I can't do it. I do business
-with speculators, but I never speculate myself. You don't credit that,
-do you? What I mean is this: I never take chances. If it is necessary,
-for cogent reasons, to move our securities up or down, I am in a
-position to do so without taking any extreme chances. That is natural,
-isn't it?"
-
-MacBirney laughed and swayed in his chair. "I'd like to be fixed that
-way for just one year of my life!" he exclaimed.
-
-"If you were you would find plenty of other things to engage your
-attention."
-
-"Well, can you do anything for me on this present deal?"
-
-Kimberly reflected a moment. "Yes," he said finally, "if you will
-operate through the brokers I name and do exactly as I say, and run the
-risk of losing half the money you put up--I don't see how you could lose
-more than that. But if you don't do exactly as I tell you, without
-question, you might lose a great deal more. I am not supposing, of
-course, that you would risk more than you could afford to lose."
-
-"Not at all. I want to play safe."
-
-"Place your orders to-day and to-morrow then for what common you can
-carry. Hamilton will let you have what money you need--or he will get
-it for you. Then forget all about your investment until I tell you to
-sell. Don't question the advice, but get out promptly at that moment no
-matter what you hear or what the market looks like. Can you do that?
-And keep your own counsel?"
-
-"Trust me."
-
-"Good luck then. And if it should come bad, try not to feel incensed at
-me," concluded Kimberly, rising.
-
-"Surely not!" exclaimed MacBirney.
-
-Kimberly smiled. "But you will, just the same. At least, that is my
-experience."
-
-"What about the winter, Mr. Kimberly--are you going in town?"
-
-"I haven't decided."
-
-But although Kimberly had made no decision he had made vague promises to
-every one. With Charles he talked about putting his own yacht into
-commission, taking Larrie from the refineries for a breathing spell and
-meeting Charlie's party in February at Taormina. He discussed with
-Dolly a shorter vacation, one of taking passage to Cherbourg, motoring
-with Arthur and herself across France and meeting Charles at Nice,
-whence all could come home together.
-
-The Nelsons left the lake last. Lottie gave Kimberly a parting thrust
-as she said good-by, delivering it in such a way that she hoped to upset
-him. "So you are in love with Alice MacBirney?" she said smilingly.
-
-Kimberly looked frankly into her clear, sensuous eyes. "What put that
-into your head, Lottie?"
-
-She laughed unsympathetically. "I'm glad you've got some one this time
-that will make you do the walking--not one like the rest of us poor
-creatures."
-
-"Why do you talk about 'this time,' and 'us poor creatures'? Let me
-tell you something."
-
-"Do, so I can tell it to Alice."
-
-"You may at any time tell Mrs. MacBirney anything I say. It is this: if
-I should ever find a woman to love, I expect to do the walking. Tell
-her that, will you? I respect Mrs. MacBirney very highly and admire her
-very much--is that clear? But that is far from outraging her feelings by
-coupling her name with mine or mine with hers. Don't do that. I will
-never forgive it." She had never seen him so angry.
-
-He realized more than once during the long winter that the slighted
-woman had told him only the truth. But from her it was an impertinent
-truth. And it galled him to be forced to admit to the loose-thinking
-members of his own set what he felt toward Alice.
-
-Meantime, he spent the whole winter at The Towers with Uncle John, the
-tireless Francis, and his own unruly thoughts. His time went to
-conferences with his city associates, infrequent inspections of the
-refineries, horseback rides over the winter landscape, and to winter
-sunsets watched alone from the great western windows.
-
-In town Alice found Fritzie an admirable guide.
-
-"I try," said Fritzie calmly, answering one of Alice's jests at her wide
-acquaintance, "to move with the best. I suppose in heaven we shall
-encounter all sorts. And if we don't cultivate the elect here we may
-never have another chance to."
-
-"You are far-sighted, Fritzie dear," smiled Alice. "What I can't
-understand is, why you don't marry."
-
-"I have too many rich relations. I couldn't marry anybody in their
-class. I should have to pick up with some wretched millionaire and be
-reduced to misery. The Lord deliver us from people that watch their
-incomes--they are the limit. And it must, I have always thought, be
-terrible, Alice, to live with a man that has made a million honestly.
-He would be so mean. Of course, we are mean, too; but happily a good
-part of our meannesses are underground--buried with our ancestors."
-
-Fritzie's light words struck home with an unsuspected force. Alice knew
-Fritzie had no thought of painting MacBirney; it was only Alice herself
-who recognized her husband's portrait.
-
-Fritzie certainly had, as she admitted, an appetite for the luxurious
-and even MacBirney liked her novel extravagances. In their few resting
-hours the two women talked of Second Lake. "Fritzie," said Alice one
-night when they were together before the fire, "the first time I met
-you, you said every one at Second Lake was contented, with two
-exceptions. You were one; who was the other?"
-
-"Robert, dear. He is the most discontented mortal alive. Isn't it all
-a strange world?"
-
-Alice, too, had thoughts that winter, but they were confused thoughts
-and not always to be tolerated. She, likewise, was beginning to think
-it a strange world.
-
-MacBirney, guided by McCrea, followed the pool operations with sleepless
-vigilance. They reached their height when Congress adjourned early
-without disturbing the tariff. The street saw enormous gains ahead for
-the crowd operating in the Kimberly stocks and with public buying
-underway the upward movement in the shares took on renewed strength.
-
-It was just at this moment of the adjournment of Congress that Kimberly
-sent McCrea to MacBirney with directions to sell, and explicitly as to
-how and through whom to sell. MacBirney, to McCrea's surprise, demurred
-at the advice and argued that if he dropped out now he should lose the
-best profits of the venture.
-
-McCrea consented to talk to Kimberly again. Doane, the Hamilton banking
-interests and their associates were still ostensibly buying and were
-talking even higher prices. It did not look right to MacBirney to sell
-under such circumstances but McCrea came back the very next day with one
-word: "Sell." No reasons, no explanations were given, nothing
-vouchsafed but a curt command.
-
-MacBirney, doubtful and excited, consulted Alice, to whom indeed, in
-serious perplexity, he often turned. Knowing nothing about the
-situation, she advised him to do precisely as Kimberly directed and to
-do so without loss of time. He was still stubborn. No one but himself
-knew that he was carrying twice the load of stock he had any right to
-assume, and battling thus between greed and prudence he reluctantly
-placed the selling orders.
-
-Just as he had gotten fairly out of it, the market, to his
-mortification, advanced. A few days later it ran quite away. Huge
-blocks of stock thrown into it made hardly any impression. The market,
-as MacBirney had predicted, continued strong. At the end of the week he
-felt sure that Kimberly had tricked him, and in spite of winning more
-money than he had ever made in his life he was in bad humor. Kimberly
-himself deigned no word of enlightenment. McCrea tried to explain to
-MacBirney that the public had run away with the market--as it sometimes
-did. But MacBirney nursed resentment.
-
-The Nelsons came over from Washington that week--it was Holy Week--for
-the opera and the week-end, and MacBirney asked his wife to entertain
-them, together with Lambert, at dinner on Friday night.
-
-Alice fought the proposal, but MacBirney could not be moved. She
-endeavored to have the date changed to Easter Sunday; MacBirney was
-relentless. He knew it was Good Friday and that his wife was trying to
-avoid entertaining during the evening. But he thought it an opportunity
-to discipline her. Alice sent out her invitations and they were
-accepted. No such luck, she knew, as a declination would be hers.
-
-Lottie, amusing herself for the winter with Lambert, was in excellent
-humor. But Alice was nervous and everything went wrong. They rose from
-the table to go to the opera, where Nelson had the Robert Kimberly box.
-Alice seeking the retirement of an easy-chair gave her attention to the
-stage and to her own thoughts. In neither did she find anything
-satisfying. Mrs. Nelson, too talkative with the men, was a mild
-irritation to her, and of all nights in the year this was the last on
-which Alice would have wished to be at the opera. It was only one more
-link in the long chain of sacrifices she wore for domestic peace, but
-to-night her gyves lay heavy on her wrists. She realized that she was
-hardly amiable. This box she was enjoying the seclusion of, brought
-Kimberly close to her. The difference there would be within it if he
-himself were present, suggested itself indolently to her in her
-depression. How loath, she reflected, Kimberly would have been to drag
-her out when she wished to be at home. It was not the first time that
-she had compared him with her husband, but this was the first time she
-was conscious of having done so. All they were enjoying was his; yet
-she knew he would have been indifferent to everything except what she
-preferred.
-
-And it was not alone what he had indicated in deferring to her wishes;
-it was what he often did in deferring in indifferent things to the
-wishes of others that had impressed itself upon her more than any trait
-in his character. How much happier she should be if her own husband
-were to show a mere trace of such a disposition, she felt past even the
-possibility of telling him; it seemed too useless. He could not be made
-to understand.
-
-For supper the party went with Nelson. The gayety of the others left
-Alice cold. Nelson, with the art of the practised entertainer, urged
-the eating and drinking, and when the party left the buzzing café some
-of them were heated and unrestrained. At two o'clock, Alice with her
-husband and Fritzie reached their apartment, and Alice, very tired, went
-directly to her own rooms. MacBirney came in, somewhat out of humor.
-"What's the matter with you to-night?" he demanded. Alice had dismissed
-Annie and her husband sat down beside her table.
-
-"With me? Nothing, Walter; why?"
-
-"You acted so cattish all the evening," he complained, with an
-irritating little oath.
-
-Alice was in no mood to help him along. "How so?" she asked tying her
-hair as she turned to look at him.
-
-An inelegant exclamation annoyed her further. "You know what I mean just
-as well as I do," he went on curtly. "You never opened your mouth the
-whole evening. Lottie asked me what the matter was with you----"
-
-Alice repeated but one word of the complaining sentence. "Lottie!" she
-echoed. Her husband's anger grew. "If Lottie would talk less,"
-continued Alice quietly, "and drink less, I should be less ashamed to be
-seen with her. And perhaps I could talk more myself."
-
-"You never did like anybody that liked me. So it is Lottie you're
-jealous of?"
-
-"No, not 'jealous of,' only ashamed of. Even at the dinner she was
-scandalous, I thought."
-
-Her husband regarded her with stubborn contempt, and it hurt. "You are
-very high and mighty to-night. I wonder," he said with a scarcely
-concealed sneer, "whether prosperity has turned your head."
-
-"You need not look at me in that way, Walter, and you need not taunt
-me."
-
-"You have been abusing Lottie Nelson a good deal lately. I wish you
-would stop it." He rose and stood with one hand on the table. Alice
-was slipping her rings into the cup in front of her and she dropped in
-the last with some spirit.
-
-"I will stop it. And I hope you will never speak of her again. I
-certainly never will entertain her again under any circumstances," she
-exclaimed.
-
-"You will entertain her the next time I tell you to."
-
-Alice turned quite white. "Have you anything else to say to me?"
-
-Her very restraint enraged him. "Only that if you try to ride your high
-horse with me," he replied, "I will send you back to St. Louis some fine
-day."
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-"That is all. And if you think I don't mean what I say, try it
-sometime." As he spoke he pushed the chair in which he had been sitting
-roughly aside.
-
-Alice rose to her feet. "I despise your threats," she said, choking
-with her own words. "I despise you. I can't tell you how I despise
-you." Her heart beat rebelliously and she shook in every limb;
-expressions that she would not have known for her own fell stinging from
-her lips. "You have bullied me for the last time. I have stood your
-abuse for five years. It will stop now. You will do the cringing and
-creeping from now on. That woman never shall sit down at a table with
-me again, not if you beg it of me on your knees. You are a cowardly
-wretch; I know you perfectly; you never were anything else. I have paid
-dearly for ever believing you a man." Her contempt burned the words she
-uttered. "Now drive me one step further," she sobbed wildly, "if you
-dare!"
-
-She snapped out the light above her head with an angry twist. Another
-light shone through the open door of her sleeping-room and through this
-door she swiftly passed, slamming it shut and locking it sharply behind
-her.
-
-MacBirney had never seen his wife in such a state. He was surprised;
-but there could be no mistake. Her blood was certainly up.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
-
-If Alice or her husband apprehended a stormy sequel to the unpleasant
-scene in her dressing room both were relieved that none followed. Not a
-word came up between them as a result of the breach. There was the
-usual silence that follows a tempestuous outbreak and the usual
-indirect, almost accidental, resumption of speaking relations after the
-acute suspicion of renewed hostilities had worn itself out.
-
-MacBirney had the best of reasons for ignoring what had passed. He had,
-in fact, experienced the most surprising moments of his life and caution
-advised against the stirring up of any further altercation. Heretofore
-he had always known just what his wife, when bullied, would do; but he
-no longer knew and the uncertainty gave him pause.
-
-He found matter for surprise, indeed for a series of surprises, in the
-manner in which Alice stood newly revealed to him. Dependence and
-timidity seemed suddenly to have left her. She walked a new path; not
-one of complete indifference to her husband, but of decision complete in
-itself. Forced to cast aside his judgment and fall back on her own,
-Alice accepted the alternative openly. Her new attitude made itself
-felt in unnumbered ways--sometimes in no more than arranging for a day
-down-town with Fritzie, sometimes in discussing when Cedar Lodge should
-be opened and how. MacBirney found himself no longer consulted; Alice
-told him what she intended to do. If he gave arbitrary or unreasonable
-orders they were ignored. If he followed the subject further his
-inquiries were ignored.
-
-Alice realized it was not right to live in a home in this way, but
-MacBirney himself had taught her so many ways of wrong living that
-compunction had grown dull. His pupil, long unwilling to accept his
-debasing standards of married life, long suffering the cruelty of
-finding them enforced upon her, had at last become all that he had made
-her and something unpleasantly more--she made herself now complete
-mistress of her own affairs.
-
-Nor was Alice less surprised at the abject surrender of her husband.
-She knew him in the end better than he knew himself, and cowardly though
-he was, she felt the new situation would not endure forever--that worse
-must surely follow. But those who learn to sleep on dumb reproach and
-still for years the cry of waking apprehension, learn also not to look
-with foreboding ahead.
-
-There were, it is true, times in which Alice asked herself if in her new
-attitude she were not walking in a dream; slumbers in which the old
-shrinking fear returned; moments in which she could hardly realize her
-own determination. But the fear that had so long subdued her now served
-to support her courage. Go back she would not; the present she had made
-her own, the future must account for itself.
-
-Moreover, as the acuteness of the crisis passed everything looked
-better. The present tends always to justify itself. And prosperous
-skies opening on MacBirney's speculative ventures consoled him for such
-loss of prestige as he suffered in his own home.
-
-He was again, curiously enough, Alice thought, in cordial touch with
-Robert Kimberly. She never asked a question and did not know for a long
-time what could account for this change, since he had been abusing
-Kimberly vigorously during the life of the market pool. Kimberly had
-never called at the town apartment and Alice heard of him only through
-Fritzie, who visited The Towers on monetary errands and always spoke
-interestingly of Robert's affairs.
-
-And now spring airs came even to town, and Alice, breathing them, with
-the sudden sunshine and the morning song of birds, longed for her
-country home. She kept the telephone wire busy summoning her gardener
-to conferences and laid out elaborate plans with him for making Cedar
-Lodge more beautiful for the summer. A number of things conspired to
-keep her from getting out to Second Lake early. But the servants had
-been installed and the lodge put in readiness for her coming.
-
-One night in May--a summer night, warm, lighted by the moon and
-still--an impulse seized Alice to break away from everything for the
-country. Morning found her with Fritzie, and accompanied only by their
-maids, in a big motor-car speeding over the ribbon roads toward Second
-Lake. A curious play of emotions possessed Alice as they whirled
-through the dust of the village and swung into the hills toward The
-Towers. She had given no instructions to her chauffeur as to which road
-he should take and he had chosen the southern road because the grades
-were better.
-
-It was months since Alice had seen Kimberly. But not until now did she
-realize with some apprehension how much he had been in her mind all
-winter. The near prospect of meeting him disturbed her and she felt an
-uneasiness at the thought. It was too late to change the route. She
-felt she had been wrong not to give orders for the north road in time.
-Then the notion came that she must meet him sometime, anyway, and
-whenever they met he must be kept within bounds she had set many times
-since their last hour together. She could see in the distance The
-Towers gates and the lodge, sentinel-like, away up the road. The mere
-sight of the familiar entrance brought Kimberly up sharply. The
-chauffeur checked the car to ask whether he should drive through the
-grounds. Fritzie said, "Yes."
-
-Alice corrected her, "No, no."
-
-"Why, my dear," exclaimed Fritzie, "not stop to speak to Robert!"
-
-"It will delay us, and I am crazy to get home."
-
-"But it will cut off two miles!"
-
-"And keep us an hour."
-
-"It won't keep us five minutes and the grounds are beautiful."
-
-"We will see them to-morrow. Drive straight ahead, Peters."
-
-Fritzie protested as they flew past the lodge. "I feel like a heathen
-going by The Towers in this way. I hope Robert won't hear of it."
-
-"I will take all the blame," returned Alice, with a bravado she did not
-feel. Then she laid her hand on Fritzie's arm. "You may come back
-right after luncheon."
-
-When they reached the hill beyond Black Rock they saw Cedar Point lying
-below in the sunshine of the lake. Alice cried out at the beauty of it.
-Her spirits rose with an emotion that surprised her. For an instant she
-could not speak. Her eyes moistened and the load that had oppressed her
-a moment earlier took wings. Before she had quite recovered, the car
-was down the hill and speeding through the green gates, up the winding
-avenue of maples, and swinging in an alarming ellipse around to the
-front of the house.
-
-She ran in through the open doors as if she had left it all but
-yesterday. Flowers were everywhere. She passed from room to room with
-the bubbling spirits of a child and dropped at last into her own little
-chair at her toilet table. Annie, infected with the happiness of her
-mistress, was wreathed in smiles as she took her hat, while Fritzie,
-sitting in dusty veil and gloves, telephone in hand, was calling The
-Towers and in the same breath begging her maid to prepare her bath. No
-response to Fritzie's telephone message came until late in the
-afternoon. About four o'clock Robert Kimberly called her up.
-
-"I hear you have arrived," he said.
-
-"This is a pretty time for you to be answering, Robert. Where have you
-been all day?"
-
-"Driving with Francis. He hasn't been very well lately. I took him
-over to the Sound. How is Mrs. MacBirney, Fritzie?"
-
-"Come over and see."
-
-"Call her to the telephone."
-
-Alice took the receiver. "How do you do, Mr. Kimberly?"
-
-"Glad to hear your voice. Fritzie has been telling me stories about you
-all winter."
-
-Alice controlled the pleasant excitement that came with the familiar
-sound of his own voice. "You mustn't believe the stories you hear," she
-laughed. "How are you all?"
-
-"One story to-day sounded pretty straight."
-
-"Sometimes those are the least reliable. How is your uncle?"
-
-"Still I shall have to have it out with you--passing us by this
-morning."
-
-"But you weren't at home."
-
-"Worse and worse--you didn't know that."
-
-She laughed again happily. "You may scold as much as you like, I'm so
-happy to get home I'm walking on air."
-
-"How do you manage that? I never can get up any excitement over getting
-home. I wish I might come and see how it affects you."
-
-"Do come."
-
-"Unfortunately I am leaving to-night for the Southwest."
-
-"For the Southwest?" she echoed in surprise. "But we heard of you just
-back from the West."
-
-"Yes, and with some stories for you. This time it is New Orleans and a
-terminal project."
-
-"So busy a man! I hope we shall see you when you return."
-
-"I certainly hope so. If I didn't, I shouldn't go. By-the-way," he
-added humorously, "I seem to have dropped something."
-
-"What can it be?"
-
-"The string you held out a minute ago."
-
-Alice's eyes danced but only the telephone receiver saw them. "What
-string?"
-
-"About letting me come over. A car was set in this afternoon at Sunbury
-but the train doesn't pick me up till eleven o'clock to-night. I might
-run over to see you on my way down----"
-
-"Oh, by all means, do, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"--just to see how you look when you are happy."
-
-"Do come; but I am always happy."
-
-He hesitated a moment. "If I were sure of that I might not come."
-
-"You _may_ be 'sure,' I assure you. And why, pray, shouldn't you come?"
-
-He retreated easily. "Because in that case I could see your happiness,
-without intruding on you when you are tired--as you must be now.
-However, I will run in for a few moments after dinner."
-
-Kimberly appeared shortly before nine o'clock. Fritzie greeted him.
-"Oh, aren't you youthful to-night?" she exclaimed. He was in a
-travelling suit and his face was tanned from his Western trip. "You
-should never wear anything but gray, Robert."
-
-"Has she been as agreeable as this all winter?" asked Kimberly turning
-to greet Alice.
-
-"All winter," declared Fritzie, answering for herself, "except once when
-Lottie Nelson's dog chewed up a lace hat for me, and Robert, I have
-spent this whole winter saying good things about you--haven't I Alice?
-Even when we saw they were trying to put you in jail."
-
-"Many worthy people seemed to sympathize with that effort," responded
-Kimberly dryly. "I trust you didn't?" he added turning to Alice.
-
-"I? Not in the least. If they had succeeded, I should have brought you
-flowers."
-
-The three sat down. Kimberly looked at Alice. "What have you been doing
-all winter?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Listen to that!" exclaimed Fritzie. "Why, we've been as busy as ants
-all winter."
-
-"Fritzie would never allow you to do nothing," said Kimberly. "You met
-a lot of people she tells me."
-
-"I said 'nothing,' because the time went so fast I found no time to do
-anything I had intended to."
-
-Fritzie objected again: "You kept at your singing all winter, didn't
-you?"
-
-Kimberly showed interest at once. "Good! Let us hear now how your voice
-sounds in the country air."
-
-"I haven't any songs."
-
-"You threw some into the wicker trunk," interposed Fritzie.
-
-"Find them, Fritzie, do," said Kimberly. "And what else did you do?" he
-asked of Alice as Fritzie ran upstairs.
-
-"Everything that country people do," responded Alice. "And you've been
-West? Tell me all about it."
-
-Kimberly looked very comfortable in a Roman chair as he bent his eyes
-upon her. "Hardly a spot in Colorado escaped me this time. And I went
-to Piedmont----"
-
-"To Piedmont?" cried Alice. "Oh, to see the little factory."
-
-"To see the house you lived in when you were there."
-
-"What possible interest could that poor cottage have for any one? You
-must have realized that we began housekeeping very modestly."
-
-He brushed her suggestion away with a gesture.
-
-"I wanted to see it merely because you had lived in it." He waited a
-moment. "Can't you understand that?"
-
-"Frankly, I cannot."
-
-"St. Louis was very interesting," he went on.
-
-"Oh, I love St. Louis!" Alice exclaimed.
-
-"So do I," assented Kimberly. "And in St. Louis I went to see the house
-you were born in. It was worth looking at; your father's house was a
-house of character and dignity----"
-
-"Why, thank you!"
-
-"--Like many of the older houses I ran across in searching it out----"
-
-Alice seemed unable to rise quite above her embarrassment. "I can
-hardly believe you are not making fun of me. What ridiculous quests in
-St. Louis and in Piedmont! Surely there must have been incidents of
-more importance than these in a three-weeks' trip."
-
-He ignored her comment. "I stood a long time staring at your father's
-house, and wishing I might have been born in that little old cottage
-just across the street from where that rich little girl of sixteen
-lived. I would rather have known you then than lived all I have lived
-since you were born there."
-
-Alice returned his look with control of every feature. "I did not live
-there till I was sixteen, if you mean the old home. And if you had been
-born just across the street you would have had no absurd idea about that
-little girl in your head. Little girls are not usually interested in
-little boys across the street. Little boys born thousands of miles away
-have better chances, I think, of knowing them. And it is better so--for
-_they_, at least, don't know what absurd, selfish little things girls
-across the street are."
-
-"That is all wrong----"
-
-"It is not," declared Alice pointedly.
-
-But the force of everything she said was swept away by his manner.
-"Only give me the same street and the meanest house in it!" His
-intensity would not be answered. "_I_ would have taken the chances of
-winning."
-
-"What confidence!"
-
-"And I'd have done it or torn the house down."
-
-Fritzie came back. "I can't find the music anywhere."
-
-Kimberly rose to go to the music room. "No matter," he persisted, "sing
-anything you can remember, Mrs. MacBirney--just sing."
-
-It seemed easier, as it always seemed when Kimberly persisted, to
-consent than to decline. Alice sang an English ballad. Then a
-scrap--all she could remember--of a Moskowski song; then an Italian
-ballad. Kimberly leaned on the piano.
-
-"Do you like any of those?" asked Alice with her hands running over the
-keys.
-
-"All of them. But what was the last?"
-
-"An Italian air."
-
-"Yes, I remember it--in Italy. Sing it again, will you?"
-
-"Tell me about that song," he said when she had repeated it. "It is
-lovely."
-
-"I don't know much. It is a very old song."
-
-"Have I ever told you about a villa on Lago Maggiore?"
-
-"Fritzie has told me. She says it is a dream."
-
-"I should like to hear you sing that song there sometime."
-
-The moon was rising when Kimberly left for the train. Fritzie objected
-to his going. "Give up your trip. Stay over to-night. What's the
-difference?"
-
-"I can't, Fritzie. I'm going like a minstrel show, billed for one-night
-stands. I have engagements ahead of me all the way and if I miss a day
-I upset the whole schedule."
-
-"What's it all about?"
-
-"A railroad terminal and reorganization. And I've just time to get
-around and back for Charles's return."
-
-"And the country dance!" said Fritzie.
-
-"Dolly's country dance," explained Alice.
-
-"Good. I don't want to miss that."
-
-Fritzie caught his sleeve. "You disappointed us last year."
-
-"You may count on me," promised Kimberly.
-
-Fritzie pouted. "I know what that means, 'don't count on me!'"
-
-"This time," returned Kimberly as the door of his motor-car was opened
-for him, "it isn't going to mean that, Fritzie."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
-
-MacBirney followed his household to the country after two weeks. The De
-Castros were then back and Dolly enlisted Alice and Fritzie to make
-ready for the dance at Black Rock barn which regularly signalized at
-Second Lake what Nelson termed the "opening of navigation."
-
-Alice, with Fritzie to help, was charged with the decorations for the
-event, and two days before it, the available men about the place, under
-their direction, were emptying the green-houses and laying the woods
-under tribute.
-
-The lighting scheme Alice pronounced ineffective. For years no one had
-given the subject any attention. At the last moment electricians were
-brought out from town to work early and late and lights were installed
-from which operators in elevated cages could throw sheets of color on
-the dancers.
-
-When Imogene and Charles got home--and they were late, arriving only the
-evening before the party--Dolly, who met them at the train, drove them
-directly to Black Rock, where Alice with her husband, Fritzie, and
-Arthur De Castro was conducting a rehearsal of the electrical effects.
-The kisses and embraces of the committee and the arrivals took place
-under the rays of the new spot lights.
-
-"Now if Robert were here," cried Fritzie impatiently, "everything would
-be complete. No one knows where he is. Suppose he doesn't come?"
-
-"He is in town and will be out to-morrow." Imogene as she made the
-announcement put her arm around Alice. "Sweetheart, you must be dead."
-
-Alice was sustained by the excitement. "Nothing of the sort. I haven't
-done anything but suggest," she said gayly. "Fritzie has done all the
-work. In the morning we will bring in the apple blossoms and we are
-through."
-
-But when she had received all the enthusiasm and compliments she went
-home tired. MacBirney came to her room to talk, but he had no word for
-the successful decorations and Alice pleading fatigue went directly to
-bed.
-
-She woke with the sun streaming through the east windows. It was late
-and though still tired she rose at once. The morning was superb, and,
-while dressing, Alice surprised Annie by singing to herself.
-
-Fritzie drove over with her to Black Rock. Alice running in to speak to
-Dolly found her in bed. Dolly kissed her. "You look so fresh, dear."
-Alice drew herself up with a laugh. "It's the morning, Dolly."
-
-"By-the-way, Robert is here. He came late and he and Arthur talked so
-long he stayed all night. He is just across the hall in the blue room."
-
-"Then every one is accounted for. I must be off, Dolly."
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"To the woods with Fritzie to get the blossoms."
-
-An old coaching brake had been sent up from the stables and Arthur De
-Castro was waiting for the two women. "I am going to drive you down the
-field before I take my ride," he explained.
-
-"You do need exercise. You look sleepy, Arthur," remarked Fritzie,
-critically.
-
-"Robert kept me up all night." Arthur turned to Alice. "You knew he
-was back?"
-
-"Dolly told me."
-
-"The lazy fellow isn't up yet," said Fritzie.
-
-Arthur corrected her. "He is up and gone home. But he will be over
-again this morning."
-
-The horses were fresh and took Arthur's attention across the field and
-the big wagon lurched as the team danced along. In the woods they found
-Grace De Castro with the men who were to work. Arthur's saddle-horse was
-in waiting. The men began loading the brake with elder blossoms, brier
-roses, and branches from the forest trees. Arthur had meant to take his
-groom with him, but found there would be nobody to drive the brake back
-to the barn.
-
-"No matter, Mr. De Castro," said Alice. "Take him. I will drive back."
-Arthur demurred, but Alice insisted. "I would rather drive the team
-than not. I drive our horses all the time."
-
-Arthur and the groom rode away. Fritzie and Grace looked at Alice in
-astonishment when the wagon had been loaded and Alice took the driver's
-high seat, pulled her glove gauntlets back taut and a gardener handed
-her the reins.
-
-"Aren't you afraid?" cried Grace.
-
-"Not in the least," Alice answered, slipping her hands into the driving
-loops and putting her foot on the wheel-brake.
-
-"Really," declared Grace, "you have quite an air."
-
-Fritzie was apprehensive. "For Heaven's sake, don't let them run away,
-Allie."
-
-The men at the bridles stood aside, Alice spoke and the team leaped
-swiftly ahead. She gave them leeway for a few moments, but kept them
-under control and her manner was so confident that Fritzie's fears were
-allayed before the brake had crossed the first hill. As Alice made the
-turn in the road and looked laughingly back the two girls waved approval
-at her. They saw the brim of her broad hat rising and falling like a
-bird's wings as she nodded to them; then she threw on the wheel-brake
-and started down the hill.
-
-For a moment the difficulty of holding the pair in check increased and
-by the time the barn was in sight the struggle had stirred her blood.
-It colored two little circles in her cheeks and had lighted fires of
-animation in her gray eyes. She saw the rising entrance to the barn and
-only took heed that the doors were wide open. Then she gave all her
-strength to guiding the rushing horses up the long incline. Just as
-their heads shot under the doorway the off horse shied. The front
-wheels of the brake bounced over the threshold and Alice saw, standing
-within, Robert Kimberly.
-
-She gave an exclamation of surprise as she threw on the wheel-brake,
-pulled with all her strength on the reins and brought her horses to a
-halt. Kimberly with one hand on the casement stood perfectly still
-until she looked around. Then he came forward laughing. "You certainly
-are a capital whip."
-
-"You frightened me nearly to death!" exclaimed Alice with a long breath.
-"Where, pray, did you come from?" she demanded, looking down from her
-eminence.
-
-"From almost everywhere. And you?"
-
-"From the woods."
-
-He laid a hand on the foot-board. "Really, I wonder whether there is
-anything you can't do."
-
-"I am afraid there is one thing now. I don't see how I am going to get
-down. Aren't there any men around to take the horses?"
-
-"The horses will stand. Just hook your lines and jump from the wheel."
-
-Alice looked at the distance in dismay. "That is easy to say."
-
-"Not hard to do," returned Kimberly. "I'll break your flight."
-
-"I'm a wretched jumper."
-
-"Nonsense. You can't tell me you're a wretched anything after that
-drive."
-
-"Step away then and I'll jump. Only, I don't see just how I am going to
-stop after I start."
-
-"What do you want to stop for? Come ahead."
-
-She put her foot cautiously on the wheel; it was a very pretty foot.
-Then she steadied herself and with her hand swept little ringlets of
-hair from her eyes.
-
-She knew he was waiting to receive her and, meaning to elude him, turned
-at the last instant and jumped away from where he stood. Kimberly, in
-spite of her precaution, caught her as her feet struck the floor, and
-leaned an instant over her. "Beautifully done!" he exclaimed, and
-drawing her suddenly into his arms he kissed her.
-
-She pushed him back with all her strength. He met her consternation with
-good humor. "I couldn't help it."
-
-Alice, burning with angry blushes, retreated. He hoped it would end
-there and ignored the outraged spirit in her eyes as she took her
-handkerchief from her waist.
-
-He tried to laugh again. "Don't be angry." But Alice put both hands to
-her face and walked quickly away.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
-
-Kimberly followed her through the open door. "Where are you going?" he
-asked. Her answer came in her quickened step. He repeated his words
-without eliciting any response. Then he stepped directly in front of her
-in the path. "Stop for one moment. Alice, you can't go any farther
-while you are as angry at me as you are now."
-
-"I am Alice to no one but my husband," she exclaimed controlling herself
-as well as she could. "You shall not stop me, you have no right to."
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"I am going home."
-
-"Listen; you are Alice to me--now, and forever; remember that."
-
-Her knees trembled as she strove to escape him. She tried to pass
-through the shrubbery and could not. She felt faint and dizzy. The
-very world had changed with a kiss. Everything in life seemed upset,
-every safeguard gone.
-
-He took her arm. "Come back to the path, Alice. We must walk it
-together."
-
-She paused an instant for breath and made an effort to speak as she put
-his hand angrily away. "I insist," she cried, "that you do not continue
-to insult me."
-
-"If you wait for me to insult you, Alice, you will wait a long time. I
-should be as likely to insult my own mother."
-
-"I have done nothing to deserve this," she sobbed, frantic with
-confusion.
-
-"You deserve more a thousand times than my devotion ever can bring you.
-But all it can ever bring, from the moment I kissed you, is yours."
-
-Her eyes blazed through her tears. In her helpless wrath she stamped
-her foot. "You are shameless. I detest your conduct. If you are going
-to the house I will stay here. If you are not, let me go."
-
-He met her denunciation with steadiness. "Nothing you can say will anger
-me."
-
-"You mean you have no respect for me." She spoke so fast she could
-scarcely frame the words. "Why don't you say so? Are you too cowardly?"
-
-The imputation stung him. He seemed to explode inwardly. "I have
-nothing _but_ respect for you, Alice," he insisted with terrifying
-energy, "but this thing must be fought out----"
-
-She attempted to speak. His words drowned her. "I want to say nothing
-that will wound or offend you. You make it very hard for me to speak at
-all----"
-
-"You have no right to speak----"
-
-"But, Alice," he exclaimed, throwing all his force into the words, "you
-don't love that man. That is why I speak. If you _did_ love him, if
-even he loved you, I could be silent."
-
-"I love my husband as a wife should," she cried, struggling vainly to
-escape his accusation.
-
-"You do not. You cannot!"
-
-They spoke at white heat, she fighting vainly to control her trembling
-limbs and Kimberly pausing at times to deal better his sledge-hammer
-blows at her pitiful strength.
-
-"You do not love that man. If I believed you did," he spoke with a
-bitterness she had never heard before, "I should never want to see
-another sun rise. I respect you above all women that breathe; but in
-that I am right, I can't be wrong. I have suppressed and stifled and
-smothered as long as I can and it will come out!"
-
-"I will not hear you!"
-
-"Sometime, somewhere, you will hear me. Don't speak!" he exclaimed
-vehemently. The veins knotted upon his forehead. "I forgot myself for
-a moment. If you knew what it costs me to remember! But, Alice, for me
-it is you--or nothing in this world. Remember! You or nothing!"
-
-She searched his face for pity. "I am sinking with shame. What
-further, what more humiliation do you want? We are in plain view of the
-house. I am utterly helpless. Will you not have the decency to leave
-me?"
-
-"I wish I could have said this better; I do nothing well. If I have
-hurt you, I am very, very sorry." He strode away toward the garden.
-
-Trying to compose herself, Alice walked to the house. Providentially,
-Dolly had already started for the field. Summoning a servant, Alice
-ordered her car and with her head whirling started for home. As she was
-hurried over the country road her mind gradually righted itself, and
-strange thoughts ran like lightning flashes through her brain. Reaching
-home, she hastened upstairs and locked her door.
-
-What startled her most painfully in her reflections was the unwelcome
-conviction that there was nothing new, nothing surprising in her
-situation. Nothing, at least, except this violent outburst which she now
-realized she ought long ago to have foreseen. She was suddenly
-conscious that she had long known Kimberly loved her, and that one day
-he would call her to account--for the crime of being loved in spite of
-herself, she reflected bitterly.
-
-She threw herself on her couch and held her hands upon her burning
-temples. He had caught her in his arms and forced a kiss upon her. The
-blood suffused her face at the recollection. Again and again, though
-she turned from the picture, imagination brought it back. She saw his
-eyes as he bent over her; the thought of the moment was too much to
-support. Her very forehead crimsoned as the scene presented itself.
-And worse, was the realizing that something of fascination lingered in
-the horror of that instant of amazement and fear and mad repulsion of
-his embrace. She hid her face in her pillow.
-
-After a time she grew calmer, and with her racing pulse quieted, her
-emotion wore itself somewhat out. Saner thoughts asserted themselves.
-She felt that she could fight it out. She searched her heart and found
-no wantonness within it. Strongly assailed, and not, she felt, through
-her own fault, she would fight and resist. He had challenged her when
-he had said it should be fought out. She, too, resolved it should be.
-
-She bathed her forehead, and when she felt sure of herself, rang for
-Annie. Lunch was served in her room, but she could eat nothing. At
-moments she felt the comforting conviction of having settled her mind.
-Unhappily, her mind would not stay settled. Nothing would stay settled.
-No mood that brought relief would remain. The blood came unbidden to
-her cheeks even while Annie was serving her and her breath would catch
-at the opening of a door.
-
-When she heard the hum of a motor-car on the open highway her heart
-jumped. She opened the porch doors and went out to where she could look
-on the lake. Her eyes fell upon the distant Towers and her anger
-against Kimberly rose. She resolved he should realize how he had
-outraged her self-respect. She picked from the troubled current of her
-thought cutting things that she ought to have said. She despised
-herself for not having more angrily resented his conduct, and
-determined, if he dared further persist, to expose him relentlessly to
-the circle of their friends, even if they were his own relations. There
-should be no guilty secret between them; this, at least, she could
-insure.
-
-When the telephone bell rang, Annie answered it. Dolly was calling for
-Alice and went into a state when told that Alice had come home affected
-by the heat, and had given up and gone to bed; she hoped yet, Annie
-said, to be all right for the evening. Fritzie took the wire at Black
-Rock to ask what she could do, and Annie assured her there was nothing
-her mistress needed but quiet and rest.
-
-When the receiver had been hung up the first bridge was crossed, for
-Alice was resolved above all things not to be seen that night at the
-dance. When Fritzie came back to Cedar Lodge to dress, Alice was still
-in bed. Her room was darkened and Annie thought she might be sleeping.
-At dinner-time, MacBirney, who had been in town all day, came in to see
-how she was. She told her husband that he would have to go to Dolly's
-with Fritzie.
-
-MacBirney bent over his wife and kissed her, greatly to her mental
-discomfort. An unwelcome kiss from him seemed to bring back more
-confusingly the recollection of Kimberly's kiss, and to increase her
-perplexities. She detested her husband's caresses; they meant no real
-affection and she did not intend he should think she believed they did.
-But she never could decide where to draw the line with him, and was
-divided between a desire to keep him always at a distance and a wish not
-to seem always unamiable.
-
-Fritzie, after she was dressed, tiptoed in. The room was lighted to
-show Alice the new gown. It was one of their spring achievements, and
-Alice raised herself on her pillow to give a complete approval of the
-effect. "It is a stunning thing; simply stunning. If you would only
-stop running yourself to death, Fritzie, and put on ten pounds, you
-would be absolute perfection."
-
-"If I stopped running myself to death what would there be to live for?"
-demanded Fritzie, refastening the last pin in her Dresden girdle. "We
-all have to live for something."
-
-Alice put her hand to her head. "I wonder what I have to live for?"
-
-Fritzie turned sharply. "You? Why nothing but to spend your money and
-have a good time. Too bad about you, isn't it? You'll soon have a
-million a year for pin-money."
-
-Alice shook her head. "A dozen millions a year would not interest me,
-Fritzie."
-
-Fritzie laughed. "Don't be too sure, my dear; not too sure. Well,"
-Fritzie's hands ran carefully over her hair for the last time, "there
-are a lot of men coming over from the Sound to-night. I may meet my
-fate!"
-
-"I wish you may with all my heart, Fritzie. Why is it fates always come
-to people that don't want them?"
-
-"Don't you believe it," cried Fritzie, "they do want them."
-
-"They don't--not always."
-
-"Don't you ever believe it--they only say they don't or think they
-don't!" she exclaimed, with accustomed vehemence.
-
-Alice moved upon her pillow in impatient disapproval. "I hope you'll
-have a good time to-night."
-
-MacBirney was ready and Fritzie joined him. The house grew quiet after
-they left. Annie brought up a tray and Alice took a cup of broth. She
-did not long resist the drowsiness that followed. She thought vaguely
-for a moment of a prayer for safety. But her married life had long
-excluded prayer. What good could come of praying to be kept unharmed
-while living in a state that had in itself driven her from prayer?
-That, at least, would be too absurd, and with a dull fear gnawing and
-dying alternately at her heart she fell asleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
-
-At noon next day MacBirney, seeking his wife, found her in her
-dressing-room. She had come from the garden and stood before a table
-filled with flowers, which she was arranging in vases.
-
-"I've been looking for you." MacBirney threw himself into a convenient
-chair as he spoke. "Robert Kimberly is downstairs."
-
-"Mr. Kimberly? To see you, I suppose."
-
-"No, to see you."
-
-"To see _me_?" Alice with flowers in her hand, paused. Then she
-carried a vase to the mantel-piece. "At this time of day?"
-
-"Well--to see us, he says."
-
-She returned to the table. "What in the world does he want to see us
-about?"
-
-MacBirney laughed. "He says he has something to say to both of us. I
-told him I would bring you down."
-
-A breath would have toppled Alice over. "I can't dress to go down now,"
-she managed to say. "It may be something from Dolly. Ask him to give
-you any message he has."
-
-Walking hurriedly to the mantel with another jar of roses, she found her
-fear extreme. Could it be possible Kimberly would dream of saying to
-her husband what he had said to her yesterday? She smothered at the
-thought, yet she knew his appalling candor and felt unpleasantly
-convinced that he was capable of repeating every word of it. The idea
-threw her into a panic. She resolved not to face him under such
-circumstances; she was in no position to do so. "Tell him," she said
-abruptly, "that as much as I should like to hear what he has to say, he
-will have to excuse me this morning."
-
-"He offered to come this evening if you preferred."
-
-"We have other guests to-night," returned Alice coldly. "And I can't be
-bothered now."
-
-"Bothered?" echoed MacBirney with sarcasm. "Perhaps I had better tell
-him that."
-
-"By all means, if you want to," she retorted in desperation. "Tell him
-anything you like."
-
-Her husband rose. "You are amiable this morning."
-
-"No, I am not, I'm sorry to say. I am not quite well--that is the real
-truth and must be my excuse. Make it for me or not as you like."
-
-MacBirney walked downstairs. After an interminable time, Alice,
-breathing more freely, heard Kimberly's car moving from the door. When
-she went down herself she watched narrowly the expression of her
-husband's face. But he was plainly interested in nothing more serious
-than Fritzie's account of the country dance. When Alice ventured to ask
-directly what Kimberly's messages were, he answered that Kimberly had
-given none. With Fritzie, Alice took a drive after luncheon somewhat
-easier in mind. Yet she reflected that scarcely twenty-four hours had
-passed and she already found herself in an atmosphere of suspense and
-apprehension from which there seemed no escape.
-
-While she was dressing that night, flowers from The Towers' gardens were
-brought to Cedar Lodge in boxfuls, just as they had regularly been sent
-the year before--roses for the tables, violets for Alice's rooms,
-orchids for herself. If she only dared send them back! Not, she knew,
-that it would make any difference with the sender, but it would at least
-express her indignation. She still speculated as to whether Kimberly
-would dare to tell her husband and upon what would happen if he should
-tell him.
-
-And her little dream of publicity as an antidote! What had become of it
-already? So far as Kimberly was concerned, she now firmly believed he
-was ready to publish his attitude toward her to the world. And she
-shrank with every instinct from the prospective shame and humiliation.
-
-The water about her seemed very deep as she reflected, and she felt
-singularly helpless. She had never heard of a situation just such as
-this, never imagined one exactly like it. This man seemed different
-from every other she had ever conceived of; more frankly brutal than
-other brutes and more to be dreaded than other men.
-
-A week passed before Kimberly and Alice met. It was at Charles
-Kimberly's. Doctor Bryson, the Nelsons, and Fritzie were there.
-
-As Alice and her husband came down, Charles Kimberly and Robert walked
-out of the library. Robert bowed to MacBirney and to Alice--who scarcely
-allowed her eyes to answer his greeting.
-
-"Are you always glad to get back to your own country, Mrs. Kimberly?"
-asked MacBirney greeting his hostess.
-
-Imogene smiled. "Dutifully glad."
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-"At least, I come back with the same feeling of relief that I am getting
-back to democracy."
-
-"That is," suggested Lottie Nelson, "getting back to where you are the
-aristocracy."
-
-Dolly, who with her husband joined them in time to hear the remark,
-tossed her head. "I always thank Heaven, Lottie, that we have no
-aristocracy here."
-
-"But you are wrong, Dolly, we have," objected Robert Kimberly as the
-party went into the drawing-room. "Democracy is nothing but an
-aristocracy of ability. What else can happen when you give everybody a
-chance? We began in this country by ridding ourselves of an aristocracy
-of heredity and privilege; and we have only succeeded in substituting
-for it the coldest, cruelest aristocracy known to man--the aristocracy
-of brains. This is the aristocracy that controls our manufacturing, our
-transportation, our public service and our finance; it makes our laws
-and apportions our taxation. And from this fell cause done our present
-griefs arise."
-
-"But you must rid yourself of the grossly material conception of an
-aristocracy, Mr. Kimberly," said Nelson. "Our real aristocracy, I take
-it, is not our material one, as Robert Kimberly insists. The true
-aristocrat, I hold, is the real but mere gentleman."
-
-"Exactly right," assented De Castro. "The gentleman and nothing else is
-the thing."
-
-"There is nothing more interesting than the gentleman," returned Robert
-Kimberly, "except the gentleman plus the brute. But the exception is
-enormous, for it supplies our material aristocrat."
-
-"You must remember, though, that ideas of superiority and inferiority
-are very tricky," commented Imogene. "And they persist for centuries.
-To the Naples beggar, even to-day, the Germans are 'barbarians.' And
-whenever I encounter the two I never can decide which _is_ the
-aristocrat, the traveller or the beggar."
-
-"I read your speech at the New England dinner last night," said Imogene,
-turning to Nelson, "and I saw all the nice things that were said about
-it this morning."
-
-"If credit were due anywhere it would be to the occasion," returned
-Nelson. "There is always something now in such gatherings to suggest
-the discomforting reflection that our best native stock is dying out."
-
-Dolly looked distressed. "Oh, dear, are those unfortunate people still
-dying out? I've been worrying over their situation for years. Can't
-any one do anything?"
-
-"Don't let it disturb you, Mrs. De Castro," said Bryson.
-
-"But I am afraid it is getting on my nerves."
-
-"Nothing dies out that doesn't deserve to die out," continued Bryson.
-"As to the people Nelson speaks of, I incline to think they ought to die
-out. Their whole philosophy of life has been bad. Nature ought to be
-ashamed, of course, to pass them by and turn to inferior races for her
-recruits. But since all races are inferior to them, what can she do but
-take refuge with the despised foreigner? The men and women that take
-life on the light-housekeeping plan may do so if they will--for one
-generation. What may safely be counted on is that nature will find its
-workers in the human hive even if it has to turn to the savage tribes."
-
-"But the poor savages, doctor--they also are on the verge of extinction,
-are they not?" demanded Dolly.
-
-"Then nature will provide its workers from one unfailing source--from
-those we have always with us, the poor and the despised. And it can be
-depended on with equal certainty to cast the satisfied, cultivated, and
-intellectual drones into outer darkness."
-
-"My dear, but the doctor is savage, isn't he?" Lottie Nelson made the
-appeal indolently to Imogene. "We shall soon be asking, doctor," she
-concluded languidly, "which tribe you belong to."
-
-"He would answer, the medical tribe," suggested Fritzie.
-
-"Speaking of savages," interposed Arthur De Castro, "Charles and I were
-making a portage once on the York River. On the trail I met two superb
-little Canadian lads--straight, swarthy, handsome fellows. They
-couldn't speak English. 'You must be French,' I suggested, addressing
-the elder by way of compliment in that tongue. Imagine my surprise when
-he answered with perfect composure, 'Non, monsieur. Nous sommes des
-sauvages!'"
-
-"For my part," said Imogene, "I am always glad to hear Doctor Bryson
-defend families and motherhood. I don't care how savage he gets."
-
-"I defend motherhood because to me it is the highest state of womanhood.
-Merely as an instinct, its mysteries are a never-ending marvel."
-
-Lottie Nelson looked patiently bored. "Oh, tell us about them, do,
-doctor."
-
-"I will tell you of one," returned Bryson undismayed. "Take the young
-mother that brings her first child into the world; from the day of its
-birth until the day of that mother's death, her child is never wholly
-out of her thought. The child may die, may be forgotten by every one
-else on earth, may be to all other conscious existence in this world as
-a thing that never was. But in its mother's heart it never dies. I
-call that a mystery."
-
-The doctor's glance as he finished fell on Alice's face. He was sorry
-at once that he had spoken at all. Her eyes were fixed on him with a
-look of acute pain.
-
-Alice hardly knew Doctor Bryson, but what he saw in the sadness of her
-face he quite understood. And though they had never met, other than in
-a formal way, he never afterward felt that they were wholly strangers.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
-
-"By the way, Nelson," said De Castro, "what is there in this story in
-the afternoon papers about Doane and Dora Morgan?"
-
-"It is substantially true, I fancy. They have eloped."
-
-"From whom could they possibly be eloping?" asked Lottie.
-
-"Why, you must know Doane has a wife and two little girls," exclaimed
-Dolly indignantly.
-
-"I supposed his wife was divorced," returned Lottie helplessly. "Why
-wasn't she?"
-
-"Perhaps," suggested Fritzie, "there wasn't time."
-
-"I don't care; Dora's life has been a very unhappy one," persisted
-Lottie, "and frankly I am sorry for her."
-
-"Even though she has run away with another woman's husband," said
-Imogene.
-
-"Don't _you_ think she deserves a great deal of sympathy, Robert?" asked
-Lottie, appealing to Kimberly.
-
-"I can't say that I do," he answered slowly. "What moves one in any
-consideration of a situation of that kind is, in the first place, the
-standards of those that fall into it. Who, for instance, can scrape up
-any interest in the affairs of the abandoned? Or of those who look on
-irregular relations pretty much as they do on regular? People to enlist
-sympathy in their troubles must respect themselves."
-
-The conversation drifted and Alice, within range of both tables, caught
-snatches of the talk at each. She presently heard Lottie Nelson
-speaking petulantly, and as if repeating a question to Kimberly. "What
-_do_ men most like, Robert?" Alice could not see Kimberly's face, but
-she understood its expression so well that she could imagine the brows
-either luminously raised if Kimberly were interested, or patiently flat
-if he were not.
-
-"You ought to know," she heard Kimberly answer. "You have been very
-successful in pleasing them."
-
-"And failed where I have most wanted to succeed. Oh, no. I am asking
-you. What _do_ they like?"
-
-The answer halted. "I can't tell you. To me, of course, few men seem
-worth pleasing."
-
-"What should you do to please a man, if you were a woman?"
-
-"Nonsense."
-
-"I'm asking purely out of curiosity," persisted Lottie. "I have failed.
-I realize it and I shall never try again. But at the end--I'd like to
-know."
-
-"You probably would not agree with me," answered Kimberly after a
-silence, "most women would not. Perhaps it would fail with most
-men--but as I say, most men wouldn't interest me, anyway. If I had it
-to try, I would appeal to a man's highest nature."
-
-"What is his highest nature?"
-
-"Whatever his best instincts are,"
-
-"And then?"
-
-"That's all."
-
-"Oh, nonsense!"
-
-"No, it isn't nonsense. Only I am not good at analyzing. If I once
-caught a man in that way I should know I had him fast forever. There is
-absolutely no use in flinging your mere temptations at him. Keep those
-quietly in the background. He will go after them fast enough when you
-have made sure of him on the higher plane. If you are compelled to
-display your temptations at the start, the case is hopeless. You have
-surrendered your advantage of the high appeal. Trust him to think about
-the other side of it, Lottie. You can't suggest to him anything he
-doesn't know, and perhaps--I'm not sure--he prefers to turn to that side
-when he thinks you are not looking. The difficulty is," he concluded,
-speaking slowly, "even if you get him from the lower side, he won't stay
-hooked. You know how a salmon strikes at a fly? All human experience
-shows that a man hooked from the side of his lower instincts, will
-sooner or later shake the bait."
-
-"It must be something even to have him on the hook for a while, Robert."
-
-"But you don't agree with me."
-
-"No."
-
-"No doubt, I'm wrong. And it isn't, I suppose, of much consequence
-whether the men stay caught or not. I look at it, probably, with a
-business instinct. When I do anything, I want it to stay done forever.
-When I make a deal or fasten a point I want it to stay fastened for all
-time. That is my nature. Now, that may not be a woman's nature. You
-shouldn't have asked me, don't you see, because we 'begin' differently."
-
-"I fancy that's it, Robert. We 'begin' differently."
-
-"Try another seer--there is De Castro. Here is Mrs. MacBirney. Mrs.
-MacBirney," Kimberly moved so he could command Alice's attention, "Mrs.
-Nelson is trying to find out what a man likes in a woman. I haven't
-been able to tell her----"
-
-"It isn't that at all," smiled Lottie, wearily. "Mr. Kimberly can tell.
-He won't."
-
-Kimberly appealed to Alice. "It is a great mistake not to trust your
-oracle when he is doing his best--don't you think so, Mrs. MacBirney?"
-
-"I suppose an oracle is consulted on his reputation--and it is on his
-reputation that his clients should rely," suggested Alice.
-
-"Anyway," declared Lottie, rising, "I am going to try another."
-
-Kimberly turned his chair as she walked away so that he could speak to
-Alice. "Giving advice is not my forte. Whenever I attempt it I
-disappoint somebody; and this time I had a difficult subject. Mrs.
-Nelson wants to know what men like in women. A much more interesting
-subject would be, what women like in men. I should suppose, in my
-blundering way, that sincerity would come before everything else, Mrs.
-MacBirney. What do you think?"
-
-"Sincerity ought to be of value."
-
-"But there is a great deal else, you imply."
-
-"Necessarily, I should think."
-
-"As, for instance?"
-
-"Unselfishness among other things," said Alice.
-
-He objected frankly to her suggestion. "I don't know about
-unselfishness. I have my doubts about unselfishness. Are you sure?"
-
-"Most ideals include it, I believe."
-
-"I don't know that I have any ideals--abstract ideals, that is. Though
-I once took quite an interest in the Catholic Church."
-
-"An academic interest."
-
-"No, no; a real and concrete interest. I admire it greatly. I tried
-once to look into its claims. What in part discouraged me was the
-unpleasant things Catholics themselves told me about their church."
-
-"They must have been bad Catholics."
-
-"I don't know enough about them to discriminate between the good and the
-bad. What, by the way," he asked bluntly, "are you--a good Catholic or
-a bad one?"
-
-She was taken for an instant aback; then she regarded him with an
-expression he did not often see in her eyes. "I am a bad one, I am
-ashamed to say."
-
-"Then these I speak of must have been good ones," he remarked at once,
-"because they were not in the least like you."
-
-If he thought he had perplexed her he was soon undeceived. "There are
-varying degrees even of badness," she returned steadily. "I hope I
-shall never fall low enough to speak slightingly of my faith."
-
-"I don't understand," he persisted, musing, "why you should fall at all.
-Now, if I were a Catholic I should be a good one."
-
-"Suppose you become one."
-
-He disregarded her irony. "I may sometime. To be perfectly frank, what
-I found most lacking when I looked into the question was some sufficient
-inducement. Of what use? I asked myself. If by following Christianity
-and its precepts a man could make himself anything more than he
-is--prolong his years, or recall his youth. If he could achieve the
-Titanic, raise himself to the power of a demigod!" Kimberly's eyes
-shone wide at the thought, then they closed to a contrasting torpor.
-"Will religion do this for any one? I think not. But fancy what that
-would mean; never to grow old, never to fall ill, never to long for
-without possessing!" A disdainful pride was manifest in every word of
-his utterance, but he spoke with the easy-mannered good-nature that was
-his characteristic.
-
-"A man that follows the dreams of religion," he resumed but with
-lessening assurance, for Alice maintained a silence almost contemptuous
-and he began to feel it, "is he not subject to the same failures, the
-same pains, the same misfortunes that we are subject to? Even as the
-rest of us, he must grow old and fail and die."
-
-"Some men, of course," she suggested with scant patience, "should have a
-different dispensation from the average mortal."
-
-Kimberly squirmed dissentingly. "I don't like that phrase, 'the average
-mortal.' It has a villainously hackneyed sound, don't you think? No,
-for my part I should be willing to let everybody in on the greater, the
-splendid dispensation."
-
-"You might be sorry if you did."
-
-"You mean, there are men that should die--some that should die early?"
-
-"There are many reasons why it might not work."
-
-He stopped. "That is true--it might not work, if universally applied.
-It would do better restricted to a few of us. But no matter; since we
-can't have it at all, we must do the best we can. And the way to beat
-the game as it must be played in this world at present," he continued
-with contained energy, "is to fight for what we want and defend it when
-won, against all comers. Won't you wish me success in such an effort,
-Alice?"
-
-"I have asked you not to call me Alice."
-
-"But wish me the success, won't you? It's awfully up-hill work fighting
-alone. Two together can do so much better. With two the power is
-raised almost to the infinite. Together we could be gods--or at least
-make the gods envy us."
-
-She looked at him an instant without a word, and rising, walked to an
-anteroom whither MacBirney, Lottie Nelson, De Castro, and Fritzie had
-gone to play at cards.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
-
-When the season was fairly open the Kimberlys made Alice the recipient
-of every attention. A solidarity had always seemed, in an unusual
-degree, to animate the family. They were happy in their common
-interests and their efforts united happily now to make Alice a favored
-one in their activities.
-
-In everything proposed by Dolly or Imogene, Alice was consulted. When
-functions were arranged, guests lists were submitted to her.
-Entertainment was decided upon after Alice had been called in. The
-result was a gay season even for Second Lake. And Dolly said it was the
-influx of Alice's new blood into the attenuated strain at the lake that
-accounted for the successful summer. Alice herself grew light-hearted.
-In social affairs the battalions inclined to her side. Even Lottie
-Nelson could not stand out and was fain to make such peace as she could.
-
-In all of this Alice found consolation for the neglect of her husband.
-She had begun to realize that this neglect was not so much a slight,
-personal to her, as a subordination of everything to the passion for
-money-getting. It is impossible to remain always angry and Alice's
-anger subsided in the end into indifference as to what her husband said
-or did.
-
-She had, moreover--if it were a stimulus--the continual stimulus of
-Kimberly's attitude. Without insincerity or indifference he accommodated
-his interest in her to satisfactory restraint. This gave Alice the
-pleasure of realizing that her firmness had in nowise estranged him and
-that without being turbulent he was always very fond of her. She knew he
-could look to many other women for whatever he chose to ask of favor,
-yet apparently he looked to her alone for his pleasure in womankind; and
-in a hundred delicate ways he allowed her to feel this.
-
-A handsome young Harvard man came to her at the lake seeking an opening
-in the refineries. His people were former Colorado acquaintances whom
-Alice was extremely desirous of obliging. She entertained her visitor
-and tried vainly to interest her husband in him. MacBirney promised but
-did nothing, and one day Dolly calling at Cedar Lodge found Alice
-writing a note to the college boy, still waiting in town on MacBirney's
-empty promises, telling him of the failure of her efforts and advising
-him not to wait longer.
-
-"But why worry?" asked Dolly, when Alice told her. "Speak to Robert
-about it. He will place him within twenty-four hours."
-
-"I can't very well ask a favor of that kind from Mr. Kimberly, Dolly."
-
-"What nonsense! Why not?"
-
-Alice could not say precisely why. "After my own husband hasn't found a
-way to place him!" she exclaimed.
-
-Dolly did not hesitate. "I will attend to it. Give me his address.
-Football, did you say? Very good."
-
-Within a week the young man wrote Alice--from the Orange River
-refineries, where he was, he picturesquely said, knee-deep in
-sugar--that he had actually been before the sugar magnate, Robert
-Kimberly himself, adding with the impetuous spelling of a football man,
-that the interview had been so gracious and lasted so long he had grown
-nervous about the time Mr. Kimberly was giving him.
-
-Kimberly never referred to the matter nor did Alice ever mention it to
-him. It was merely pleasant to think of. And in such evidences as the
-frequent letters from her protégé she read her influence over the man
-who, even the chronicle of the day could have told her, had she needed
-the confirmation, extorted the interest of the world in which he moved;
-and over whom, apparently, no woman other than herself could claim
-influence.
-
-She came tacitly to accept this position toward Kimberly. Its nature
-did not compromise her conscience and it seemed in this way possible
-both to have and not have. She grew to lean upon the thought of him as
-one of the consoling supports in her whirling life--the life in which
-reflection never reached conclusion, action never looked forward to
-result, and denial had neither time nor place.
-
-The pursuit of pleasure, sweetened by that philanthropy and the
-munificent almsgiving which was so esteemed by those about her, made up
-her life. Alice concluded that those of her circle severely criticised
-by many who did not know them, did much good. Their failings,
-naturally, would not condemn them with critics who, like herself, came
-in contact with them at their best.
-
-Some time after the placing of the young college man, Alice, running in
-one morning on Dolly found her in tears. She had never before seen
-Dolly even worried and was at once all solicitude. For one of the very
-few times in her life, it appeared, Dolly had clashed with her brother
-Robert. Nor could Alice get clearly from her what the difference had
-been about. All that was evident to Alice was that Dolly was very much
-grieved and mortified over something Kimberly had said or done, or
-refused to say or do, concerning a distinguished actress who upon
-finishing an American tour was to be entertained by Dolly.
-
-Alice in the afternoon was over at Imogene's. Robert Kimberly was there
-with his brother. Afterward he joined Imogene and Alice under the elms
-and asked them to drive. While Imogene went in to make ready Alice
-poured a cup of tea for Kimberly. "I suppose you know you have made
-Dolly feel very bad," she said with a color of reproach.
-
-Kimberly responded with the family prudence. "Have I?" Alice handed him
-the tea and he asked another question. "What, pray, do you know about
-it?"
-
-"Nothing at all except that she is hurt, and that I am sorry."
-
-"She didn't tell you what the difference was?"
-
-"Except that it concerned her coming guest."
-
-"I offered Dolly my yacht for her week. She wanted me to go with the
-party. Because I declined, she became greatly incensed."
-
-"She thought, naturally, you ought to have obliged her."
-
-"I pleaded I could not spare the time. She has the Nelsons and enough
-others, anyway."
-
-"Her answer, of course, is that your time is your own."
-
-"But the fact is, her guest made the request. Dolly without consulting
-me promised I would go, and now that I will not she is angry."
-
-"I should think a week at sea would be a diversion for you."
-
-"To tag around a week in heavy seas with wraps after a person of
-distinction? And pace the deck with her on damp nights?"
-
-"That is unamiable. She is a very great actress."
-
-Kimberly continued to object. "Suppose she should be seasick. I once
-went out with her and she professed to be ill every morning. I had to
-sit in her cabin--it was a stuffy yacht of De Castro's--and hold her
-hand."
-
-"But you are so patient. You would not mind that."
-
-"Oh, no; I am not in the least patient. The Kimberlys are described as
-patient when they are merely persistent. If I am even amiable,
-amiability is something quite other than patience. Patience is almost
-mysterious to me. Francis is the only patient man I ever have known."
-
-"In this case you are not even amiable. We all have to do things we
-don't want to do, to oblige others. And Dolly ought to be obliged."
-
-"Very well. If you will go, I will. What do you say?"
-
-"You need not drag me in. I shall have guests of my own next week. If
-Dolly made a mistake about your inclination in the affair it would be
-only generous to help her out."
-
-"Very well, I will go."
-
-"Now you are amiable."
-
-"They can put in at Bar Point and I will join them for the last two
-days. I will urge McEntee, the captain, to see that they are all sick,
-if possible, before I come aboard. Then they will not need very much
-entertaining."
-
-"How malicious!"
-
-"Not a bit. Dolly is a good sailor. Her guest cares nothing for me.
-It is only to have an American at her heels."
-
-"They say that no one can resist her charm. You may not escape it this
-time."
-
-A fortnight passed before any news came to Alice from the yachting
-party. Then Fritzie came home from Nelsons' one day with an interesting
-account of the trip. Until the story was all told, Alice felt gratified
-at having smoothed over Dolly's difficulty.
-
-"They were gone longer than they expected," said Fritzie. "Robert was
-having such a good time. Lottie Nelson tells me Dolly's guest made the
-greatest sort of a hit with Robert. He didn't like her at first. Then
-she sang a song that attracted him, and he kept her singing that song
-all the time. He sat in a big chair near the piano and wouldn't move.
-The funny thing was, she was awfully bored the way he acted. By the
-way, you must not miss the golf to-morrow. Everybody will be out."
-
-Alice hardly heard the last words. She was thinking about Kimberly's
-entertaining the celebrity. Every other incident of the voyage had been
-lost upon her. When she found herself alone her disappointment and
-resentment were keen. Some unaccountable dread annoyed her. He was
-then, she reflected, like all other men, filled with mere professions of
-devotion.
-
-Something more disturbed her. The incident revealed to her that he had
-grown to be more in her thoughts than she realized. Racks and
-thumb-screws could not have dragged from her the admission that she was
-interested in him. It was enough that he professed to be devoted to her
-and had been led away by the first nod of another woman.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
-
-The golf course and the casino were crowded next day when Alice arrived.
-Yet among the throng of men and women, her interest lay only in the
-meeting of one, as in turn his interest in all the summer company lay
-only in seeking Alice. She had hardly joined Imogene and the lake
-coterie when Kimberly appeared.
-
-The players had driven off and the favorites, of whom there were many,
-could already be trailed across the hills by their following. When the
-"out" score had been posted, De Castro suggested that the party go down
-to the tenth hole to follow the leaders in.
-
-A sea-breeze tempered the sunshine and the long, low lines of the
-club-house were gayly decorated. Pavilions, spread here and there among
-the trees, gave the landscape a festival air.
-
-On the course, the bright coloring of groups of men and women moving
-across the fields made a spectacle changing every moment in brilliancy.
-
-Kimberly greeted Alice with a gracious expectancy. He was met with a
-lack of response nothing less than chilling. Surprised, though fairly
-seasoned to rebuffs, and accepting the unexpected merely as a
-difficulty, Kimberly set out to be entertaining.
-
-His resource in this regard was not scanty but to-day Alice succeeded in
-taxing his reserves. In his half-mile tramp with her in the "gallery,"
-punctuated by occasional halts, he managed but once to separate her from
-the others. The sun annoyed him. Alice was aware of his lifting his
-straw hat frequently to press his handkerchief to beads of perspiration
-that gathered on his swarthy forehead, but she extended no sympathy.
-
-In spite of his discomfort, however, his eyes flashed with their
-accustomed spirit and his dogged perseverance in the face of her
-coldness began to plead for itself. When the moving "gallery" had at
-last left them for an instant behind, Kimberly dropped on a bench under
-the friendly shade of a thorn apple tree.
-
-"Sit down a moment, do," he begged, "until I get a breath."
-
-"Do you find it warm?"
-
-"Not at all," he responded with negligible irony. "It is in some
-respects uncommonly chilly." He spoke without the slightest petulance.
-"For Heaven's sake, tell me what I have done!"
-
-"I don't know what you mean."
-
-"I mean, you are not kind in your manner toward me. I left you--I hoped
-you would remember--to do a favor for you----"
-
-"For me?" Her tone was not in the least reassuring.
-
-"At least, I conceived it to be for you," he replied.
-
-"That is a mistake."
-
-"Very good. Let us call it mistake number one. I spent five days with
-Dolly and her guests----"
-
-"Guests," repeated Alice, lingering slightly on the word, as she poked
-the turf slowly with her sunshade, "or guest?"
-
-"Guest!" he echoed, "Ah!" He paused. "Who has put me wrong in so simple
-a matter? What I did was no more than to be agreeable to Dolly's guests.
-I spent much time with the guest of honor at Dolly's repeated requests.
-She happened to sing a song that pleased me very much, for one
-particular reason; it was your lovely little Italian air; I am not
-ashamed to say it brought back pleasant moments. Since she could do
-nothing else that was so pleasing," he continued, "I kept her singing
-the song. She became bored and naturally ceased to be good-natured.
-Then, Dolly asked me to run around by Nantucket, which we could have
-done in two days. Not to be churlish, I consented. Then the coal gave
-out, which took another day."
-
-"What a mishap! Well, I am glad to hear the trip went pleasantly."
-
-"If you are, something has gone wrong with you----"
-
-"Nothing whatever, I can assure you."
-
-"You are offended with me."
-
-"I assure you I am not."
-
-"I assure you, you are." He took the sunshade from her hand. "You
-remember the fable about the man that tried to oblige everybody? He
-wasn't a refiner--he was a mere miller. At the start I really did my
-best for three days to entertain Dolly's lovely vampire and at the end
-of that time she made a face at me--and wound up by telling Dolly my
-head was full of another woman. Then--to be quite shamefully frank--I
-had to dodge Lottie Nelson's apologies for her unpleasant temper on an
-evening that you remember; altogether my lot was not a happy one. My
-head was full of another woman. You remember you said nobody could
-resist her charm? I thought of it. What is charm? I often asked
-myself. I saw nothing of charm in that charming woman. Who can define
-it? But penetration! She could read you like a printed book. We talked
-one night of American women. I dared to say they were the loveliest in
-the world. She grew incensed. 'They know absolutely nothing!' she
-exclaimed. 'That is why we like them' I answered. 'They are innocent;
-you are as corrupt as I am.' Then she would call me a hypocrite." He
-stopped suddenly and Alice felt his eyes keenly upon her. "Is it
-possible you do not believe what I am saying?"
-
-"Innocent women believe whatever they are told."
-
-"I don't deserve sarcasm. I am telling the simple truth. For once I am
-wholly at fault, Alice. I don't know what the matter is. _What_ has
-happened?"
-
-"Nothing has happened; only to-day I seem especially stupid."
-
-"Are you as frank with me as I am with you?"
-
-She made no answer. He drew back as if momentarily discouraged. "If
-you no longer believe me--what can I do?"
-
-"It isn't at all that I do not believe you--what difference should it
-make whether or no I believe you? Suppose I were frank enough to admit
-that something I heard of you had disappointed me a little. What credit
-should I have for commenting on what in no way concerns me?"
-
-"Anything heard to my discredit should be carefully received. Believe
-the best of me as long as you can. It will never be necessary, Alice,
-for any one to tell you I am unworthy; when that day comes you will know
-it first from me. And if I ever am unworthy, it will not be because I
-willed to be--only because through my baseness I never could know what
-it means to be worthy of a woman far above me."
-
-She reached out her hand for her sunshade but he refused to give it
-back. She tried to rise; he laid his hand on her arm. "A moment! It
-was about me, was it?" he continued. "Did you receive it cautiously?
-Put me in your position. How do you think one would fare who came to me
-with anything to your discredit? Think of it, Alice--how do you think
-one would fare--look at me."
-
-She looked up only for an instant and as if in protest. But in spite of
-herself something in her own eyes of confidence in him, some tribute to
-his honesty, stood revealed, and inspired him with a new courage.
-
-"You say what you hear of me does not concern you. Anything you hear of
-me does concern you vitally." His intensity frightened her, and
-thinking to escape him, she still sat motionless.
-
-"Everything I do, important or trivial, has its relation to you. Do you
-believe me? Alice, you must believe me. You do believe me. How can
-you say that anything you hear of me does not concern you? It concerns
-you above every living person. It concerns your happiness----"
-
-"Such wildness--such extravagance!" she exclaimed trying to control her
-fear.
-
-"I tell you I am neither wild nor extravagant. Our happiness, our very
-lives are bound up together. It isn't that I say to you, you are
-mine--I am yours."
-
-The furious beating of her heart would not be stilled. "How can you say
-such things!"
-
-"I say them because I can't escape your influence in my life. I only
-want to come up to where you are--not to drag you down to where I am--to
-where I have been condemned to be from the cradle. If what you hear of
-me conflicts with what I say to you, believe nothing of what you hear."
-His words fell like blows. "If I could show you my very heart I could
-not be more open. It is you who are everything to me--you alone."
-
-Breathless and rigid she looked away. Hardly breathing himself,
-Kimberly watched her. Her lip quivered. "Oh, my heart!" he murmured.
-But in the words she heard an incredible tenderness. It moved her where
-intensity had failed. It stilled the final pangs of revolt at his words.
-She drifted for an instant in a dream. New and trembling thoughts woke
-in a reluctant dawn and glowed in her heart like faint, far streamers of
-a new day.
-
-"Oh, my heart!" The words came again, as if out of another world. She
-felt her hand taken by a strong, warm hand. "Do you tremble for me? Is
-my touch so heavy? How shall I ever safeguard the flower of your
-delicacy to my clumsiness?"
-
-She neither breathed nor moved. "No matter. You will teach me how,
-Alice. Learning how you can be happiest, I shall be happiest. I feel
-beggared when I lay my plea before you. What are all my words unless
-you breathe life upon them? A few things--not many--I have succeeded
-in. And I succeeded," the energy of success echoed in his confession,
-"only because I let nothing of effort stand between me and the goal.
-You have never been happy. Let me try to succeed with your happiness."
-
-A silence followed, golden as the moment. Neither felt burdened. About
-them was quiet and the stillness seemed to flow from the hush of their
-thoughts.
-
-"It is easy for you to speak," she faltered at last, "too easy for me to
-listen. I am unhappy--so are many women; many would be strong enough
-never to listen to what you have said. I myself should be if I were
-what you picture me. And that is where all the trouble lies. You
-mistake me; you picture to yourself an Alice that doesn't exist. If I
-could return your interest I should disappoint you. I am not
-depreciating myself to extort compliments--you would supply them easily,
-I know. Only--I know myself better than you know me."
-
-"What you say," he responded, "might have point if I were a boy--it
-would have keen point. While to me your beauty--do not shake your head
-despairingly--your beauty is the delicacy of girlhood, you yourself are
-a woman. You have known life, and sorrow. I cannot lead you as a fairy
-once led you from girlhood into womanhood--would that I could have done
-it! He should be a very tender guide who does that for a woman.
-
-"But I can lead you, I think, Alice, to everything in this world that
-consoles a woman for what she gives to it. Do not say I do not know
-you--that is saying I do not know myself, men, women, life--it is saying
-I know nothing. Modest as I am," he smiled lightly, "I am not yet ready
-to confess to that. I do know; as men that have lived and tasted and
-turned away and longed and waited, know--so I know you. And I knew from
-the moment I saw you that all my happiness in this world must come from
-you."
-
-"Oh, I am ashamed to hear you say that. I am ashamed to hear you say
-anything. What base creature am I, that I have invited you to speak!"
-She turned and looked quickly at him, but with fear and resolve in her
-eyes. "This you must know, here and now, that I can never be, not if
-you kill me, another Dora Morgan."
-
-He met her look with simple frankness. "The world is filled with Dora
-Morgans. If you could be, Alice, how could I say to you what I never
-have said, or thought of saying, to any Dora Morgan?"
-
-"To be a creature would kill me. Do not be deceived--I know."
-
-"Or do worse than kill you. No, you are like me. There is no half-way
-for you and me. Everything--or nothing!"
-
-She rose to her feet. He saw that she supported herself for a moment
-with one hand still on the bench rail. He took her other hand within
-his own and drew her arm through his arm.
-
-It was the close of the day. The sun, setting, touched the hills with
-evening, and below the distant Towers great copses of oak lay like
-islands on the mirrored landscape. They walked from the bench slowly
-together. "Just a little help for the start," he murmured playfully as
-he kept her at his side. "The path is a new one. I shall make it very
-easy for your feet."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
-
-"I hope you rested well after your excitement," said Kimberly to Alice,
-laughing reassuringly as he asked. It was the day following their
-parting at the golf grounds. He had driven over to Cedar Lodge and
-found Alice in the garden waiting for Dolly. The two crossed the
-terrace to a sheltered corner of the garden overlooking the bay where
-they could be alone. After Alice had seated herself Kimberly repeated
-his question.
-
-She regarded him long and thoughtfully as she answered, and with a
-sadness that was unexpected: "I did not rest at all. I do not even yet
-understand--perhaps I never shall--why I let you talk to me in that
-wild, wild way. But if I did not rest last night, I thought. I am to
-blame--I know that--as much as you are. Don't tell me. I am as much to
-blame as you are. But this cannot go on."
-
-His eyes were upon her hands as they lay across flowers in her lap. He
-took a spray from her while she spoke and bent his look upon it. She
-was all in white and he loved to see her in white. In it she fulfilled
-to him a dream of womanhood. "I ought to ask you what you mean when you
-say and think these fearful things," she went on, waiting for him to
-lift his eyes. "I ought to ask you; but you do not care what it means,
-at least as far as you are concerned. And you never ask yourself what
-it means as far as I am concerned."
-
-He replied with no hesitation. "I began asking myself that question
-almost the first time I ever saw you. I have asked myself nothing else
-ever since. It means for both of us exactly the same thing; for you,
-everything you can ask that I can give you; for me, everything I can
-give you that you can ask."
-
-"If there were no gulf between us--but there is. And even if what you
-say were true, you can see how impossible it would be for me to say
-those words back to you."
-
-He looked at the spray. "Quite true; you cannot. But I shall ask so
-little--less of you than of any woman in the world. And you will give
-only what you can, and when you can. And you alone are to be the judge
-of what you can give and when, until our difficulties are worked out.
-
-"I shall only show you now that I _can_ be patient. I never have
-been--I have confessed to that. Now I am going to the test. Meantime,
-you don't realize, Alice, quite, how young you are, do you? Nor how
-much in earnest I am. Let us turn to that for a while."
-
-From a shrub at his side he plucked sprigs of rosemary and crushed them
-with the spray. "Even love never begins but once. So, for every hour
-that passes, a memory; for every hour that tarries, a happiness; for
-every hour that comes, a hope. Do you remember?"
-
-"I read it on your sun-dial."
-
-"Every one may read it there. Where I want you to read it is in my
-heart."
-
-"I wonder whether it is most what you say, or the way in which you say
-it, that gets people into trouble?"
-
-"On the contrary; my life has been spent in getting people out of
-trouble, and in waiting to say things to you."
-
-"You are improving your opportunity in that respect. And you are losing
-a still more delightful opportunity, for you don't know how much relief
-you can give me by leaving most of them unsaid."
-
-"It is impossible, of course, to embrace all of our opportunities--often
-impossible to embrace the cause of them."
-
-"Don't pick me up in that way, please."
-
-He held his hands over hers and dropped the crushed rosemary on them.
-"Would that I could in any way. Since I cannot, let me annoy you."
-
-Dolly appeared at a distance, and they walked down the terrace to meet
-her. She kissed Alice. "What makes you look so girlish to-day? And
-what is all this color around your eyes? Never wear anything but white.
-I never should myself," sighed Dolly. "You know Alice and I are off for
-the seashore," she added, turning to her brother.
-
-"So I hear."
-
-"Come along."
-
-"Who is going?"
-
-"Everybody, I suppose. They all know about the trip."
-
-"Where do you dine?"
-
-"On the shore near the light-house. Arthur is bringing some English
-friends out from town; we are going to dance."
-
-That night by the sea Kimberly and Alice danced together. He held her
-like a child, and his strength, which for a moment startled her, was a
-new charm when she glided across the long, half-lighted floor within his
-arm. Her grace responded perfectly to the ease with which he led, and
-they, stopped only when both were breathing fast, to stroll out on the
-dark pier and drink in the refreshment of the night wind from the ocean.
-
-They remained out of doors a long time, talking sometimes, laughing
-sometimes, walking sometimes, sometimes sitting down for a moment or
-kneeling upon the stone parapet benches to listen to the surf pounding
-below them. When they went in, he begged her again to dance. Not
-answering in words she only lifted her arm with a smile. Making their
-way among those about them they glided, he in long, undulating steps,
-she retreating in swift, answering rhythm, touching the floor as lightly
-as if she trod on air.
-
-"This plume in your hat," he said as they moved on and on to the low,
-sensuous strains of the music, "it nods so lightly. Where do you carry
-your wings?"
-
-The very effort of speaking was exhilarating. "It is you," she answered,
-"who are supplying the wings."
-
-The gayety of the others drew them more closely together. Little
-confidences of thought and feeling--in themselves nothing, in their
-unforbidden exchange everything--mutual confessions of early impressions
-each of the other, compliments more eagerly ventured and ignored now
-rather than resented. Surprise read in each other's eyes, dissent not
-ungracious and denial that only laughingly denied--all went to feed a
-secret happiness growing fearfully by leaps and bounds into ties that
-never could be broken.
-
-The dance with its exhilaration, the plunging of her pulse and her
-quick, deep breathing, shone in Alice's cheeks and in her eyes. The two
-laughed at everything; everything colored their happiness because
-everything was colored by it.
-
-The party drove home after a very late supper, Alice heavily wrapped and
-beside Dolly in Kimberly's car. Entertainments for the English party
-followed for a week and were wound up by Kimberly with an elaborate
-evening for them at The Towers. For the first time in years the big
-house was dressed _en fête_ and the illuminations made a picture that
-could be seen as far as the village.
-
-Twenty-four sat at The Towers round table that night. Alice herself
-helped Dolly to pair the guests and philosophically assigned her husband
-to Lottie Nelson. Kimberly complimented her upon her arrangement.
-
-"Why not?" she asked simply, though not without a certain bitterness
-with which she always spoke of her husband. "People with tastes in
-common seem to drift together whether you pair them or not."
-
-They were standing in an arbor and Kimberly was plucking grapes for her.
-
-"He is less than nothing to me," she continued, "as you too well
-know--or I should not be here now eating your grapes."
-
-"Your grapes, Alice. Everything here is yours. I haven't spoken much
-about our difficulties--'our' difficulties! The sweetness of the one
-word blots out the annoyance of the other. But you must know I shall
-never rest until you are installed here with all due splendor as
-mistress, not alone of the grapes, but of all you survey, for this is to
-be wholly and simply yours. And if I dare ask you now and here,
-Alice--you whose every breath is more to me than the thought of all
-other women--I want you to be my wife."
-
-Her lips tightened. "And I am the wife of another man--it is horrible."
-
-He heard the tremor in her tone. "Look at me."
-
-"I cannot look at you."
-
-"When you are free----"
-
-"Free!" Her voice rising in despair, fell again into despair. "I shall
-never be free."
-
-"You shall, and that speedily, Alice!" She could imagine the blood
-surging into Kimberly's neck and face as he spoke. "I am growing
-fearful that I cannot longer stand the thought of his being under the
-same roof with you."
-
-"He cannot even speak to me except before Annie."
-
-Kimberly paused. "I do not like it. I want it changed."
-
-"How can I change it?"
-
-"We shall find a way, and that very soon, to arrange your divorce from
-him."
-
-"It is the one word, the one thought that crushes me." She turned
-toward him as if with a hard and quick resolve. "You know I am a
-Catholic, and you know I am ashamed to say it."
-
-"Ashamed?"
-
-"I have disgraced my faith."
-
-"Nonsense, you are an ornament to any faith."
-
-"Do not say that!" She spoke with despairing vehemence. "You don't
-realize how grotesque it sounds. If what you say were true I should not
-be here."
-
-He drew himself up. There was a resentful note in his tone. "I did not
-suppose myself such a moral leper that it would be unsafe for any one to
-talk to me. Other Catholics--and good ones--talk to me, and apparently
-without contamination."
-
-"It is only that _I_ have no right to. Now you are going to be angry
-with me."
-
-He saw her eyes quiver. "God forbid! I misunderstood. And you are
-sensitive, dearest."
-
-"I am sensitive," she said reluctantly. "More than ever, perhaps, since
-I have ceased practising my religion."
-
-"But why have you ceased?"
-
-Her words came unwillingly. "I could not help it."
-
-"Why could you not help it?"
-
-"You ask terribly hard questions."
-
-"You must have wanted to give it up."
-
-"I did not want to. I was forced to."
-
-"Who could force you?"
-
-He saw what an effort it cost her to answer. The words were dragged from
-her. "I could not live with my husband and practise it."
-
-"So much the more reason for quitting him, isn't it?"
-
-"Oh, I want to. I want to be free. If I only could."
-
-"Alice, you speak like one in despair. There is nothing to be so
-stirred about. You want to be free, I want you to be, you shall be.
-Don't get excited over the matter of a divorce. Your eyes are like
-saucers at the thought. Why?"
-
-"Only because for me it is the final disgrace--not to be separated from
-him--but to marry again with him alive! It means the last step for me.
-And the public scandal! What will they say of me, who knew me at home?"
-
-"Alice, this is the wildest supersensitiveness. The whole world lives in
-divorced marriages. Public scandal? No one will ever hear of your
-divorce. The courts that grant your plea will attend to suppressing
-everything."
-
-"Not everything!"
-
-"Why not? We abase them every day to so many worse things that their
-delicate gorges will not rise at a little favor like that."
-
-She looked at him gravely. "What does the world say of you for doing
-such things?"
-
-"I never ask. You know, of course, I never pay any attention to what
-the world says of anything I do. Why should I? It would be difficult
-for the world to despise me as much as I despise it. You don't
-understand the world. All you need is my strength. I felt that from
-the very first--that if I could give you my strength the combination
-would be perfect. That is why I am so helplessly in love with you--my
-strength must be yours. I want to put you on a throne. Then I stand
-by, see?--and guard your majesty with a great club. And I can do it."
-
-They laughed together, for he spoke guardedly, as to being heard of
-others, but with ominous energy. "I believe you could," murmured Alice.
-
-"Don't worry over your religion. I will make you practise it. I will
-make a devotee of you."
-
-"Robert! Robert!"
-
-He stooped for her hand and in spite of a little struggle would not
-release it until he had kissed it. "Do you know it is the first time my
-name has ever passed your lips?" he murmured.
-
-She was silent and he went on with another thought. "Alice, I don't
-believe you are as bad a Catholic as you think. I'll tell you why. I
-have known Catholic women, and men, too, that have given up their
-religion. Understand, I know nothing about your religion, but I do know
-something about men and women. And when they begin elaborate
-explanations they think they deceive me. In matter of fact, they
-deceive only themselves. When they begin to talk about progress,
-freedom of thought, decay of dogmas, individual liberty and all that
-twaddle, and assume a distinctly high, intellectual attitude, even
-though I don't know what they have given up, I know what they are
-assuming; I get their measure instantly. I've sometimes thought that
-when God calls us up to speak on judgment day He will say in the most
-amiable manner: 'Just tell your own story in your own way.' And that
-our own stories, told in our own way, will be all the data He will need
-to go ahead on. Indeed, He would not always need divine prescience to
-see through them; in most cases mere human insight would be enough.
-Just listen to the ordinary story of the ordinary man and notice how out
-of his own mouth he condemns himself. I see that sort of posturing
-every day in weak-kneed men and women who want to enlist large sums of
-money to float magnificent schemes. Now you are honest with yourself
-and honest with me, and I see in this a vital difference."
-
-They walked back through the garden and encountered Brother Francis who
-was taking the air. Kimberly stopped him. Nelson and Imogene joined
-the group. "Ah, Francis!" exclaimed Imogene, "have they caught you
-saying your beads?"
-
-"Not this time, Mrs. Kimberly."
-
-"Come now, confess. What were you doing?"
-
-Brother Francis demurred and protested but there was no escape. He
-pointed to The Towers. "I came out to see the beautiful illumination.
-It is very beautiful, is it not?"
-
-"But that isn't all, for when we came along you were looking at the
-sky."
-
-"Ah, the night is so clear--the stars are so strong to-night----"
-
-"Go on."
-
-"I was thinking of Italy."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-
-"I never can catch Brother Francis, thinking of anything but Italy,"
-remarked Kimberly.
-
-"Who can blame him?" exclaimed Imogene.
-
-"Or the hereafter," added Kimberly.
-
-Nelson grunted. "I'm afraid he doesn't find much sympathy here on that
-subject," he observed, looking from one to another.
-
-"Don't be mistaken, Nelson," said Kimberly, "_I_ think about it, and
-Francis will tell you so. I have already made tentative arrangements
-with him on that score. Francis is to play Lazarus to my Dives. When I
-am in hell I am to have my cup of cold water from him. And remember,
-Francis, if you love me, the conditions. Don't forget the conditions;
-they are the essence of the contract. I am to have the water one drop
-at a time. Don't forget that; one drop at a time. Eternity is a long,
-long while."
-
-Francis, ill at ease, took a pinch of snuff to compose himself.
-
-"Your rôle doesn't seem altogether to your liking, Francis," suggested
-Imogene.
-
-"His rôle! Why, it's paradise itself compared to mine," urged Kimberly.
-
-Brother Francis drew his handkerchief and wiped his nose very simply.
-"I pray, Robert," he said, "that you may never be in hell."
-
-"But keep me in your eye, Francis. Don't relax your efforts. A sugar
-man is liable to stumble and fall in while your back is turned."
-
-"We must get started for the lake," announced Imogene. "Brother
-Francis, we are all going down to see The Towers from the water. Will
-you come?"
-
-Francis excused himself, and his companions joined the other guests who
-were gathering at the water. Oarsmen were waiting with barges and fires
-burned from the pillars of the esplanade. As the boats left the shore,
-music came across the water. Alice, with Kimberly, caught a glimpse of
-her husband in a passing boat. "Having a good time?" he cried. For
-answer she waved her hand.
-
-"Are you really having a good time?" Kimberly asked. "I mean, do you
-care at all for this kind of thing?"
-
-"Of course, I care for it. Who could help it? It is lovely. Where are
-we going?"
-
-"Down the lake a mile or two; then the boats will return for the
-fireworks."
-
-"You don't seem very lively yourself to-night. Are you bored?"
-
-"No; only wondering whether you will go driving with me to-morrow."
-
-"I said I would not."
-
-"I hoped, of course, you might reconsider."
-
-He did not again press the subject of the drive, but when they were
-walking up the hill after the rockets and showers of gold falling down
-the dark sky, she told him he might come for her the next day. "I don't
-know how it is," she murmured, "but you always have your own way. You
-wind me right around your finger."
-
-He laughed. "If I do, it is only because I don't try to."
-
-"I realize it; that is what puzzles me."
-
-"The real secret is, not that I wind you around my finger, but that you
-don't want to hurt my feelings. I find something to wonder at, too.
-When I am with you--even when you are anywhere near me, I am totally
-different. Alone, I am capable of withdrawing wholly within myself. I
-am self-absorbed and concentrated. With you I am never wholly within
-myself. I am, seemingly, partly in your consciousness."
-
-Alice shook her head. "It is true," he persisted. "It is one of the
-consequences of love; to be drawn out of one's self. I have it." He
-turned to her, questioningly, "Can you understand it?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-"But do you ever feel it?"
-
-"Sometimes."
-
-"Never, of course, for me?"
-
-"Sometimes."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
-
-"This is a courtship without any spring," said Dolly one night to her
-husband. They were discussing her brother and Alice. "At first it was
-all winter, now it is all summer."
-
-She thought they showed themselves together too much in public, and
-their careless intimacy was, in fact, outwardly unrestrained.
-
-Not that Dolly was censorious. Her philosophy found refuge in fatalism.
-And since what is to be must be--especially where the Kimberlys were
-concerned--why worry over the complications? Seemliness, however, Dolly
-held, was to be regarded, and concerning this she felt she ought to be
-consulted. The way to be consulted she had long ago learned was to find
-fault.
-
-But if she herself reproved Kimberly and Alice, Dolly allowed no one
-else to make their affairs a subject of comment. Lottie Nelson, who
-could never be wholly suppressed, was silenced when occasion offered.
-One afternoon at The Hickories, Alice's name being mentioned, Lottie
-asked whether Robert was still chasing her.
-
-"Chasing her?" echoed Dolly contemptuously and ringing the changes on
-the objectionable word, "Of course; why shouldn't he chase her? Who
-else is there to chase? He loves the excitement of the hunt; and who
-else around here is there to hunt? The other women hunt him. No man
-wants anything that comes tumbling after him. What we want is what we
-can't get; or at least what we're not sure of getting."
-
-Kimberly and Alice if not quite unconscious of comment were at least
-oblivious of it. They motored a great deal, always at their own will,
-and they accounted to no one for their excursions.
-
-"They are just a pair of bad children," said Imogene to Dolly. "And
-they act like children."
-
-One of their diversions in their rambling drives was to stop children
-and talk with them or ask questions of them. One day near Sunbury they
-encountered a puny, skeleton-faced boy, a highway acquaintance, wheeling
-himself along in an invalid chair.
-
-They had never hitherto talked with this boy and they now stopped their
-car and backed up. Alice usually asked the questions. "I thought you
-lived away at the other end of the village, laddie?"
-
-"Yes'm, I do."
-
-"You haven't wheeled yourself all this way?"
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-"What's the matter with you that you can't walk, Tommie?" demanded
-Kimberly.
-
-"My back is broken."
-
-Alice made a sympathetic exclamation. "My dear little fellow--I'm very
-sorry for you!"
-
-The boy smiled. "Oh, don't be sorry for me."
-
-"Not sorry for you?"
-
-"I have a pretty good time; it's my mother--I'm sorry for her."
-
-"Ah, indeed, your mother!" echoed Alice, struck by his words. "I am
-sorry for both of you then. And how did you break your back?"
-
-"In our yard--climbing, ma'am."
-
-"Poor devil, he's not the first one that has broken his back climbing,"
-muttered Kimberly, taking a note from his waistcoat. "Give him
-something, Alice."
-
-"As much as this?" cried Alice under her breath, looking at the note and
-at Kimberly.
-
-"Why not? It's of no possible use to us, and it will be a nine-months'
-wonder in that little household."
-
-Alice folded the note up and stretched her white-gloved hand toward the
-boy. "Take this home to your mother."
-
-"Thank you. I can make little baskets," he added shyly.
-
-"Can you?" echoed Alice, pleased. "Would you make one for me?"
-
-"I will bring one up to your house if you want me to."
-
-"That would be too far! And you don't know where I live."
-
-The boy looked at the green and black car as if he could not be
-mistaken. "Up at The Towers, ma'am."
-
-Brice, who took more than a mild interest in the situation, grinned
-inwardly.
-
-Kimberly and Alice laughed together. "Very well; bring it to The
-Towers," directed Kimberly, "I'll see that she gets it."
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"And see here; don't lose that note, Tommie. By Heavens, he handles
-money more carelessly than I do. No matter, wait till his mother sees
-it."
-
-While they were talking to the boy, Dolly drove up in her car and
-stopped a moment to chat and scold. They laughed at her and she drove
-away as if they were hopeless.
-
-"Your sister is the dearest woman," remarked Alice as Dolly's car
-disappeared. "I am so fond of her, I believe I am growing like her."
-
-"Don't grow too like her."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Dolly has too much heart. It gets her into trouble."
-
-"She says you have too much, yourself."
-
-"I've paid for it, too; I've been in trouble."
-
-"And I shall be, if you don't take me home pretty soon."
-
-"Don't let us go home as long as we can go anywhere else," pleaded
-Kimberly. "When we go home we are separated."
-
-He often attempted to talk with Alice of her husband. "Does he
-persecute you in any way?" demanded Kimberly, trying vainly to get to
-details.
-
-Alice's answer was always the same. "Not now."
-
-"But he used to?" Kimberly would persist.
-
-"Don't ask me about that."
-
-"If he ever should lay a hand on you, Alice----"
-
-"Pray, pray," she cried, "don't look like that. And don't get excited;
-he is not going to lay a hand on me."
-
-They did not reach Cedar Lodge until sundown and when they drove up to
-the house MacBirney, out from town, was seated on the big porch alone.
-They called a greeting to him as they slowed up and he answered in kind.
-Kimberly, without any embarrassment, got out to assist Alice from the
-car. The courtesy of his manner toward her seemed emphasized in
-MacBirney's presence.
-
-On this night, it was, perhaps, the picture of Kimberly standing at the
-door of his own car giving his hand to MacBirney's wife to alight, that
-angered the husband more than anything that had gone before. Kimberly's
-consideration for Alice was so pronounced as completely to ignore
-MacBirney himself.
-
-The small talk between the two when Alice alighted, the laughing
-exchanges, the amiable familiarity, all seemed to leave no place in the
-situation for MacBirney, and were undoubtedly meant so to be understood.
-Kimberly good-humoredly proffered his attentions to that end and Alice
-could now accept them with the utmost composure.
-
-Fritzie had already come over to Cedar Lodge from Imogene's for dinner
-and Kimberly returned afterward from The Towers, talking till late in
-the evening with MacBirney on business affairs. He then drove Fritzie
-back to The Cliffs.
-
-MacBirney, smarting with the stings of jealousy, found no outlet for his
-feeling until he was left alone with his wife. It was after eleven
-o'clock when Alice, reading in her sitting-room, heard her husband try
-the door connecting from his apartments. Finding it bolted, as usual,
-MacBirney walked out on the loggia and came into her room through the
-east door which she had left open for the sea-breeze. He was smoking
-and he sat down on a divan. Alice laid her book on her knee.
-
-It was a moment before he spoke. "You seem to be making Kimberly a
-pretty intimate member of the family," he began.
-
-"Oh, do you think so? Charles or Robert?"
-
-"You know very well who I mean."
-
-"If you mean Robert, he is a familiar in every family circle around the
-lake. It is his way, isn't it? I don't suppose he is more intimate
-here than at Lottie's, is he? Or at Dolly's or Imogene's?"
-
-"They are his sisters," returned MacBirney, curtly.
-
-"Lottie isn't. And I thought you wanted me rather to cultivate Robert,
-didn't you, Walter?" asked Alice indifferently.
-
-He was annoyed to be reminded of the fact but made no reply.
-
-"Robert is a delightfully interesting man," continued Alice recklessly,
-"don't you think so?"
-
-MacBirney returned to the quarrel from another quarter. "Do you know
-how much money you have spent here at Cedar Lodge in the last four
-months?"
-
-Alice maintained her composure. "I haven't an idea."
-
-He paused. "I will tell you how much, since you're so very superior to
-the subject. Just twice as much as we spent the first five years we
-were married."
-
-"Quite a difference, isn't it?"
-
-"It is--quite a difference. And the difference is reckless
-extravagance. You seem to have lost your head."
-
-"Suppose it is reckless extravagance! What do you mean to say--that I
-spent all the money? This establishment is of your choosing, isn't it?
-And have you spent nothing? How do you expect to move in a circle of
-people such as live around this lake without reckless extravagance?"
-
-"By using a little common-sense in your expenditures."
-
-For some moments they wrangled over various details of the ménage.
-Alice at length cut the purposeless recrimination short. "You spoke of
-the first five years we were married. You know I spent literally
-nothing the first five years of our married life. You continually said
-you were trying 'to build up.' That was your cry from morning till
-night, and like a dutiful wife, I wore my own old clothes for the first
-two years. Then the next three years I wore made-over hats and hunted
-up ready-made suits to enable you to 'build up.'"
-
-"Yes," he muttered, "and we were a good deal happier then than we are
-now."
-
-She made an impatient gesture. "Do speak for yourself, Walter. You
-were happier, no doubt. I can't remember that you ever gave me any
-chance to be happy."
-
-"Too bad about you. You look like a poor, unhappy thing--half-fed and
-half-clothed."
-
-"Now that you have 'built up,'" continued Alice, "and brought me into a
-circle not in the least of my choosing, and instructed me again and
-again to 'keep our end up,' you complain of 'reckless extravagance.'"
-
-"Well, for a woman that I took with a travelling suit from a bankrupt
-father, and put at the head of this establishment, you certainly can
-hold your 'end up,'" laughed MacBirney harshly.
-
-"Just a moment," returned Alice, with angry eyes. "You need not taunt
-me about my father. When you were measuring every day the sugar and
-coffee we were to use during the first five years of our married life,
-you should have foreseen you couldn't move as a millionaire among
-multimillionaires without spending a lot of money."
-
-MacBirney turned white. "Thank you for reminding me," he retorted, with
-shining teeth, "of the thrift of which you have since had the
-advantages."
-
-"Oh dear, no, Walter. The advantages of that kind of thrift are purely
-imaginary. The least spark of loving-kindness during those years would
-have been more to me than all the petty meannesses necessary to build up
-a fortune. But it is too late to discuss all this."
-
-MacBirney could hardly believe his ears. He rose hastily and threw
-himself into another chair. "You've changed your tune mightily since
-'the first five years of our married life,'" he said.
-
-Alice tossed her head.
-
-"But I want you to understand, _I_ haven't."
-
-"I believe that!"
-
-"And I've brought you to time before now, with all of your high airs,
-and I'll do it again."
-
-"Oh, no; not again."
-
-"I'll teach you who is master under this roof."
-
-"How like the sweet first five years that sounds!"
-
-He threw his cigar angrily away. "I know exactly what's the matter with
-you. You have run around with this lordly Kimberly till he has turned
-your head. Now you are going to stop it, now and here!"
-
-"Am I?"
-
-"You are."
-
-"Hadn't you better tell Mr. Kimberly that?"
-
-"I will tell _you_, you are getting yourself talked about, and it is
-going to stop. Everybody is talking about you."
-
-Alice threw back her head. "So? Where did you hear that?"
-
-"Lambert told me yesterday."
-
-"I hope you were manly enough to defend your wife. Where did you see
-Lambert?"
-
-"I saw him in town."
-
-"I shouldn't listen to silly gossip from Lambert, and I shouldn't see
-Lambert again."
-
-"How long have you been adviser as to whom I had better or better not
-see?" asked MacBirney contemptuously.
-
-"You will find me a good adviser on some points in your affairs, and
-that is one."
-
-"If you value your advice highly, you should part with it sparingly."
-
-"I know what _you_ value highly; and if Robert Kimberly finds out you
-are consorting with Lambert it will end your usefulness in _his_
-combinations very suddenly."
-
-The thrust, severe in any event, was made keener by the fact that it
-frightened him into rage. "Since you come from a family that has made
-such a brilliant financial showing--" he began.
-
-"Oh, I know," she returned wearily, "but you had better take care." He
-looked at his wife astounded. "You have insulted me enough," she added
-calmly, "about the troubles of my father. The 'first five years' are at
-an end. I have spoiled you, Walter, by taking your abuse so long
-without striking back and I won't do it any more."
-
-"What do you mean?" he cried, springing from his chair. "Do you think
-you are to keep your doors bolted against me for six months at a time
-and then browbeat and abuse me when I come into your room to talk to
-you? Who paid for these clothes you wear?" he demanded, pointing in a
-fury.
-
-"I try never to think of that, Walter," replied Alice, rising to her
-feet but controlling herself more than she could have believed possible.
-"I try never to think of the price I have paid for anything I have; if I
-did, I should go mad and strip these rags from my shoulders."
-
-She stood her ground with flashing eyes. "_I, not you_," she cried,
-"have paid for what I have and the clothes I wear. _I_ paid for
-them--not you--with my youth and health and hopes and happiness. I paid
-for them with the life of my little girl; with all that a wretched woman
-can sacrifice to a brute. Paid for them! God help me! How haven't I
-paid for them?"
-
-She stopped for sheer breath, but before he could find words she spoke
-again. "Now, I am done with you forever. I am out of your power
-forever. Thank God, some one will protect me from your brutality for
-the rest of my life----"
-
-MacBirney clutched the back of a chair. "So you have picked up a lover,
-have you? This sounds very edifying from my dear, dutiful, religious
-wife." Hardly able to form the words between his trembling lips, he
-smiled horribly.
-
-She turned on him like a tigress. "No," she panted, "no! I am no
-longer your religious wife. It wasn't enough that I should go shabby and
-hungry to make you rich. Because I still had something left in my
-miserable life to help me bear your cruelty and meanness you must take
-that away too. What harm did my religion do you that you should
-ridicule it and sneer at it and threaten and abuse me for it? You
-grudged the few hours I took from your household drudgery to get to
-church. You promised before you married me that our children should be
-baptized in my faith, and then refused baptism to my dying baby."
-
-Her words rained on him in a torrent. "You robbed me of my religion.
-You made me live in continual sin. When I pleaded for children, you
-swore you would have no children. When I told you I was a mother you
-cursed and villified me."
-
-"Stop!" he screamed, running at her with an oath.
-
-The hatred and suffering of years were compressed into her moment of
-revolt. They flamed in her cheeks and burned in her eyes as she cried
-out her choking words. "Stop me if you dare!" she sobbed, watching him
-clench his fist. "If you raise your hand I will disgrace you publicly,
-now, to-night!"
-
-He struck her. She disdained even to protect herself and crying loudly
-for Annie fell backward. Her head caught the edge of the table from
-which she had risen.
-
-Annie ran from the bedroom at the sound of her mistress's voice. But
-when she opened the boudoir door, Alice was lying alone and unconscious
-on the floor.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
-
-She revived only after long and anxious ministrations on Annie's part.
-But with the return of her senses the blood surged again in her veins in
-defiance of her husband. Her first thought was one of passionate hatred
-of him, and the throbbing pain in her head from her fall against the
-table served to sharpen her resentment.
-
-MacBirney, possessed of enough craft to slip away from an unpleasant
-situation, returned early to town, only hoping the affair would blow
-over, and still somewhat dazed by the amazing rebellion of an enduring
-wife.
-
-He realized that a storm might break now at any moment over his head.
-Always heavily committed in the speculative markets, he well understood
-that if Kimberly should be roused to vengeance by any word from Alice
-the consequences to his own fortune might be appalling.
-
-It chanced that Kimberly was away the following day and Alice had
-twenty-four hours to let her wrath cool. Two days of reflection were
-enough. The sense of her shame and her degradation as a woman at the
-hands of a man so base as her husband were alone enough to suggest
-moderation in speaking to Kimberly of the quarrel.
-
-But more than this was to be considered. What would Kimberly do if she
-told him everything? A scandalous encounter, even a more serious issue
-between the two men was too much to think of. She felt that Kimberly
-was capable in anger of doing anything immoderate and it was better by
-far, her calmer judgment told her, to bury her humiliation in her own
-heart than to risk something worse. She was now, she well knew, with
-this secret, a terror to her cowardly husband, just as he had been,
-through a nightmare of wretched years, her own terror.
-
-For the first time, on the afternoon of the second day, she found
-herself awaiting with burning impatience some word from The Towers. She
-had resolved what to say to Kimberly and wanted now to say it quickly.
-When the telephone bell rang promptly at four o'clock her heart dilated
-with happiness; she knew the call came from one who never would fail
-her. Alice answered the bell herself and her tones were never so
-maddening in Kimberly's ears as when she told him, not only that he
-might come, but that she was weary with waiting. She stood at the
-window when his car drove up and tripped rapidly downstairs. When she
-greeted him he bent down to kiss her hand.
-
-She did not resist his eagerness. She even drew a deep breath as she
-returned his look, and having made ready for him with a woman's lovely
-cunning, enjoyed its reward.
-
-"I've been crazy to see you," he cried. "It is two days, Alice. How
-can I tell you how lovely you are?"
-
-Her eyes, cast down, were lifted to his when she made her confession.
-"Do you really like this rig? It is the first toilet I ever made with
-the thought of nobody but you in my head. So I told Annie" she
-murmured, letting her hand rest on his coat sleeve, "to be sure I was
-exactly right."
-
-He caught her hands.
-
-"Let's go into the garden," she said as he held them. "I have something
-to say to you."
-
-They sat down together. "Something has happened since I saw you," she
-began.
-
-"Has the break come?" demanded Kimberly instantly.
-
-"We had a very painful scene night before last," said Alice. "The break
-has come. He has gone to town--he went yesterday morning. I have asked
-myself many questions since then. My father and mother are dead. I
-have no home to go to, and I will not live even under the same roof with
-him any longer. I feel so strange. I feel turned out, though there was
-nothing of that in what he said--indeed, I am afraid I did most of the
-talking."
-
-"I wish to God I had heard you!"
-
-"It is better not. Every heart knoweth its own bitterness----"
-
-"Let me help bear yours."
-
-"I feel homeless, I feel so alone, so ashamed--I don't know what I don't
-feel. You will never know what humiliation, what pain I have been
-through for two days. Robert--" her voice faltered for an instant.
-Then she spoke on, "I never can tell you of the sickness and shame I
-have long felt of even pretending to live with some one I could not
-respect."
-
-"Close the book of its recollection. I came into your life for just
-such a moment, to be everything you need. I am home, husband, and
-protection--everything."
-
-"If I could only make my senses believe my ears." She paused. "It
-seems as if I am in a dream and shall wake with a horror."
-
-"No, this is a dream come true. I foresaw this time and I have provided
-for it. Only delicacy has kept me from asking you before about your
-very personal affairs and your private purse, Alice. Understand at
-once," he took her hands vehemently, "everything I have is yours without
-the least reserve. Do you understand? Money is the last thing to make
-any one happy, I well know that, but in addition to the word of my heart
-to your heart--the transfers to you, Alice, have long been made and at
-this moment you have, merely waiting for you to draw upon them, more
-funds than you could make use of in ten lifetimes. Everything is
-provided for. There are tears in your eyes. Sit still for a moment and
-let me speak."
-
-"No, I must speak. I am in a horrible position. I cannot at such a
-juncture receive anything from you. But there are matters to be faced.
-Shall I stay here? If I do, he must go. Shall I go? And if I do go,
-where?"
-
-"Let me answer with a suggestion. My family are all devoted to us.
-Dolly and Imogene are good counsellors. I will lay the matter before
-them. After a family council we shall know just what to do and how. I
-have my own idea; we shall see what the others say. Dolly, you know,
-has taken you under her wing from the first, and Dolly you will find is
-a powerful protector. If I tell you what I did to-day you will gasp
-with astonishment. I cabled for a whole new set of photographs of the
-Maggiore villa. I want our first year together, Alice, to be in Italy."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI
-
-
-Accompanied by Imogene, Dolly hastened over to Cedar Lodge in the
-morning. Alice met them in the hall. "My dear," cried Dolly, folding
-her impulsively in her arms, "you are charged with fate!"
-
-Then she drew back, laid her hands on Alice's shoulders and, bringing
-her face tenderly forward, kissed her. "How can I blame Robert for
-falling in love with you? And yet!" She turned to Imogene. "If we had
-been told that first night that _this_ was the woman of our destiny!
-How do you bear your new honors, dearie? What! Tears! Nonsense, my
-child. You are freighted with the Kimberly hopes now. You are one of
-us. Tears are at an end. I, too, cried when I first knew of it. Come,
-sit down. Imogene will tell you everything." And having announced this
-much, Dolly proceeded with the telling herself.
-
-"When you first knew of it?" echoed Alice. "Pray, when was that?"
-
-"Oh, long, long ago--before ever you did, my dear. But no matter now.
-We talked last night, Arthur, Charles, Imogene, and Robert and I until
-midnight. And this is what we said: 'The dignity of your personal
-position is, before everything else, to be rigidly maintained.' Mr.
-MacBirney will be required to do this. He will be counselled on this
-point--made to understand that the obligation to maintain the dignity of
-his wife's position is primary. Robert, of course, objected to this.
-He was for allowing no one but himself to do anything----"
-
-"I hope you clearly understand, Dolly, I should allow Mr. Kimberly to do
-nothing whatever at this juncture," interposed Alice quickly.
-
-"I understand perfectly, dear. But there are others of us, you know,
-friends of your own dear mother, remember. Only, aside from all of
-that, we considered that the situation admitted of but one arrangement.
-Charles will tell Nelson exactly what MacBirney is to do, and Nelson
-will see that it is done. The proper bankers will advise you of your
-credits from your husband, for the present--and they are to be very
-generous ones, my dear," added Dolly significantly. "So all that is
-taken care of and Mr. MacBirney will further be counselled not to come
-near Cedar Lodge or Second Lake until further orders. Do you
-understand?"
-
-"Why, yes, Dolly," assented Alice perplexed, "but Mr. MacBirney's
-acquiescence in all this is very necessary it seems to me. And he may
-agree to none of it."
-
-"My dear, it isn't at all a question of _his_ agreeing. He will do as
-he is advised to do. Do you imagine he can afford breaking with the
-Kimberlys? A man that pursues money, dear heart, is no longer a free
-agent. His interests confront him at every turn. Fledgling
-millionaires are in no way new to us. Mercy, they pass in and out of
-our lives every day! A millionaire, dear, is nothing but a million
-meannesses and they all do exactly as they are told. Really, I am sorry
-for some of them. Of all unfortunates they are nowadays the worst.
-They are simply ground to powder between the multi-millionaires and the
-laboring classes. In this case, happily, it is only a matter of making
-one do what he ought to do, so give it no thought."
-
-Dolly proved a good prophet concerning MacBirney's course in the
-circumstances. MacBirney, desirous of playing at once to the lake
-public in the affair of his domestic difficulties, made unexceptional
-allowances for his wife's maintenance. Yet at every dollar that came to
-her from his abundance she felt humiliated. She knew now why she had
-endured so much at his hands for so long; it was because she had
-realized her utter dependence on him and that her dreams of self-support
-were likely, if she had ever acted on them, to end in very bitter
-realities.
-
-At the first sign of hot weather, Charles and Imogene put to sea with a
-party for a coasting cruise; Dolly sailed for the continent to bring
-Grace back with her. Robert Kimberly unwilling to leave for any
-extended period would not let Alice desert him; accordingly, Fritzie was
-sent for and came over to stay with her. The lake country made a
-delightful roaming place and Alice was shown by Kimberly's confidences
-how close she was to him.
-
-He confided to her the journal of the day, whatever it might be.
-Nothing was held back. His successes, failures, and worries all came to
-her at night. He often asked her for advice upon his affairs and her
-wonder grew as the inwardness of the monetary world in which he moved
-stood revealed to her. She spoke of it one day.
-
-"To be sought after as you are--to have so many men running out here to
-find you; to be consulted by so many----"
-
-Kimberly interrupted her. "Do you know why they seek me? Because I
-make money for them, Alice. They would run after anybody that could
-make them money. But they are wolves and if I lost for them they would
-try to tear me to pieces. No man is so alone as the man the public
-follows for a day even while it hates or fears him. And the man the
-bankers like is the man that can make money for them; their friendship
-is as cold and thin as autumn ice."
-
-"But even then, to have the ability for making money and doing
-magnificent things; to be able to succeed where so many men fail--it
-seems so wonderful to me."
-
-"Don't cherish any illusions about it. Everyone that makes money must
-be guilty of a thousand cold-blooded things, a thousand sharp turns, a
-thousand cruelties; it's a game of cruelties. Fortunately, I'm not a
-brilliant success in that line, anyway; people merely think I am. The
-ideal money-maker always is and always will be a man without a temper,
-without a heart, and with an infusion, in our day, of hypocrisy. He
-takes refuge in hypocrisy because the public hates him and he is forced
-to do it to keep from hating himself. When public opinion gets too
-strong for him he plays to it. When it isn't too strong, he plays to
-himself. I can't do that; I have too much vanity to play to anybody.
-And the recollection of a single defeat rankles above the memory of a
-thousand victories. This is all wrong--far, far from the ideal of money
-getting; in fact, I'm not a professional in the game at all--merely an
-amateur. A very successful man should never be trusted anyway."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Because success comes first with him. It comes before friendship and
-he will sacrifice you to success without a pang."
-
-She looked at him with laughing interest. "What is it?" he asked
-changing his tone.
-
-"I was thinking of how I am impressed sometimes by the most unexpected
-things. You could never imagine what most put me in awe of you before I
-met you."
-
-"There must have been a severe revulsion of feeling when you did meet
-me," suggested Kimberly.
-
-"We were going up the river in your yacht and Mr. McCrea was showing us
-the refineries. All that I then knew of you was what I had read in
-newspapers about calculating and cold-blooded trust magnates. Mr.
-McCrea was pointing out the different plants as we went along."
-
-"The river is very pretty at the Narrows."
-
-"First, we passed the independent houses. They kept getting bigger and
-bigger until I couldn't imagine anything to overshadow them and I began
-to get frightened and wonder what your refineries would be like. Then,
-just as we turned at the island, Mr. McCrea pointed out a perfectly huge
-cluster of buildings and said those were the Kimberly plants. Really,
-they took my breath away. And in the midst of them rose that enormous
-oblong chimney-stack. A soft, lazy column of smoke hovered over
-it--such as hovers over Vesuvius." She smiled at the remembrance. "But
-the repose and size of that chimney seemed to me like the strength of
-the pyramids. When we steamed nearer I could read, near the top, the
-great terra-cotta plaque: KIMBERLYS AND COMPANY. Then I thought: Oh,
-what a tremendous personage Mr. Robert Kimberly must be!"
-
-"The chimney is yours."
-
-"Oh, no, keep it, pray--but it really did put me wondering just what you
-were like."
-
-"It must have been an inspiration that made me build that chimney. The
-directors thought I would embarrass the company before we got the
-foundations in. I didn't know then whom I was building it for, but I
-know now; and if you got a single thrill out of it the expenditure is
-justified. And I think mention of the thrill should go into the
-directors' minutes on the page where they objected to the bill--we will
-see about that. But you never expected at that moment to own the
-chimney, did you? You shall. I will have the trustees release it from
-the general mortgage and convey it to you."
-
-"And speaking of Vesuvius, you never dreamed of a volcano lying in wait
-for you beneath the lazy smoke of that chimney, did you? And that
-before very long you would not alone own the chimney but would be
-carrying the volcano around in your vanity bag?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII
-
-
-One afternoon in the early autumn Kimberly came to Cedar Lodge a little
-later than usual and asked Alice, as he often did, to walk to the lake.
-He started down the path with something more than his ordinary decision
-and inclined for a time to reticence. They stopped at a bench near an
-elm overlooking the water. "You have been in town to-day," said Alice.
-
-"Yes; a conference this morning on the market. Something extraordinary
-happened."
-
-"In the market?"
-
-"Market conditions are bad enough, but this was something personal."
-
-"Tell me about it."
-
-"MacBirney was present at the conference. After the meeting he came to
-the head of the table where I was talking with McCrea--and sat down.
-When McCrea joined the others in the lunchroom, MacBirney said he wanted
-to speak to me a moment. I told him to go ahead.
-
-"He began at once about his differences with you. His talk puzzled me.
-I was on the defensive, naturally. But as far as I could see, he
-designed no attack on me; and of you he could utter nothing but
-praise--it was rather trying to listen to. I could not fathom his
-purpose in bringing the matter before me in this singular way, but he
-ended with an appeal----"
-
-"An appeal!"
-
-"He asked me to bring a message to you. I told him I would deliver any
-message entrusted to me. He wants you to know that he is very sorry for
-what has taken place. He admits that he has been in the wrong----"
-
-"It is too late!" Alice in her emotion rose to her feet.
-
-"And he asks you, through me," Kimberly spoke under a strain he did not
-wholly conceal, "if he may come back and let the past bury itself."
-
-"It is too late."
-
-"He said," Kimberly rose and faced Alice, "there had been differences
-about religion----"
-
-"Ask him," she returned evenly, "whether I ever sought to interfere with
-his religious views or practices."
-
-"These, he promises, shall not come between you again."
-
-"Wretched man! His words are not the slightest guarantee of his
-conduct."
-
-Kimberly took his hat from his head and wiped his forehead. "This was
-the message, Alice; is he to come back to you?"
-
-"Whatever becomes of me, I never will live again with him."
-
-"That is irrevocable?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I have kept my word--that you should have his message as straight as I
-could carry it."
-
-"I believe you have. He certainly could not, whatever his intentions,
-have paid you a higher tribute than to entrust you with one for me."
-
-"Then he does not and never can stand between you and me, Alice?"
-
-"He never can."
-
-The expression of his eyes would have frightened her at a moment less
-intense. Slightly paler than she had been a year earlier and showing in
-her manner rather than in her face only indefinable traces of the
-trouble she had been through, Alice brought each day to Kimberly an
-attraction that renewed itself unfailingly.
-
-He looked now upon her eyes--he was always asking whether they were blue
-or gray--and upon her brown hair, as it framed her white forehead. He
-looked with tender fondness on the delicate cheeks that made not alone a
-setting for her frank eyes but for him added to the appeal of her lips.
-He sat down again, catching her hand to bring her close.
-
-"Come," he urged, relaxing from his intensity, "sit down. By Heaven, I
-have suffered to-day! But who wouldn't suffer for you? Who but for the
-love of woman would bear the cares and burdens of this world?"
-
-Alice smiled oddly. "We have to bear them, you know, for the love of
-man." She sat down on the bench beside him. "Tell me, how have you
-suffered to-day?"
-
-"Do you want to know?"
-
-"Of course, I want to know. Don't you always want to know how I have
-suffered? Though I used to think," she added, as if moved by unpleasant
-recollections, "that nobody cares when a woman suffers."
-
-"The man that loves her cares. It is one of love's attributes. It
-makes a woman's sorrow and pain his, just as her joy and happiness are
-his. Pleasure and pain are twins, anyway, and you cannot separate them.
-Alice!" He looked suddenly at her. "You love me, don't you?"
-
-Her face crimsoned, for she realized he was bent on making her answer.
-
-"Let us talk about something else, Robert."
-
-He repeated his question.
-
-"Don't make me put it into words yet, Robert," she said at last. "You
-have so long known the answer--and know that I still speak as his wife.
-Do I love you?" She covered her face with her hands.
-
-"Alice!" His appeal drew her eyes back to his. They looked speechless
-at each other. The moment was too much. Instinctively she sprang in
-fear to her feet, but only to find herself caught within his arm and to
-feel his burning lips on her lips. She fought his embrace in
-half-delirious reproach. Then her eyes submitted to his pleading and
-their lips met with her soft, plunging pulse beating swiftly upon his
-heart.
-
-It was only for an instant. She pushed him away. "I have answered you.
-You must spare me now or I shall sink with shame."
-
-"But you are mine," he persisted, "all mine."
-
-She led him up the path toward the house.
-
-"Sometimes I am afraid I shall swallow you up, as the sea swallows up
-the ship, in a storm of passion."
-
-"Oh no, you will not."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Because I am helpless. Was there more to your story?"
-
-"You know then I haven't told it all."
-
-"Tell me the rest."
-
-"When he had finished, I told him I, too, had something to say. 'I
-shall deliver your message to Alice,' I said. 'But it is only fair to
-say to you I mean to make her my wife if she will accept me, and her
-choice will lie between you and me, MacBirney.'
-
-"You should have seen his amazement. Then he collected himself for a
-stab--and I tried not to let him see that it went deep. 'Whatever the
-outcome,' he said, 'she will never marry you.'
-
-"'You must recollect you have not been in her confidence for some time,'
-I retorted. He seemed in no way disconcerted and ended by disconcerting
-me. 'Remember what I tell you, Mr. Kimberly,' he repeated, 'you will
-find me a good prophet. She is a Catholic and will never marry you or
-any other man while I live.'
-
-"'You may be right,' I replied. 'But if Alice marries me she will never
-live to regret it for one moment on account of her religion. I have no
-religion myself, except her. She is my religion, she alone and her
-happiness. You seem to invoke her religion against me. What right have
-you to do this? Have you helped her in its practice? Have you kept the
-promises you made when you married a Catholic wife? Or have you made
-her life a hell on earth because she tried to practise her religion, as
-you promised she should be free to do? Is she a better Catholic because
-she believed in you, or a worse because to live in peace with you she
-was forced to abandon the practice of her religion? These are questions
-for you to think over, MacBirney. I will give her your message----'
-
-"'Give her my message,' he sneered. 'You would be likely to!'
-
-"'Stop!' I said. 'My word, MacBirney, is good. Friend and foe of mine
-will tell you that. Even my enemies accept my word. But if I could
-bring myself to deceive those that trust me I would choose enemies to
-prey upon before I chose friends. I could deceive my own partners. I
-could play false to my own brother--all this I could do and more. But
-if I could practise deceits a thousand times viler than these, I could
-not, so help me God, lie to a trusting girl that I had asked to be my
-wife and the mother of my children! Whatever else of baseness I stooped
-to, _that_ word should be forever good!'
-
-"Alice, I struck the table a blow that made the inkstands jump. My
-eye-glasses went with a crash. Nelson and McCrea came running in;
-MacBirney turned white. He tried to stretch his lips in a smile; it was
-ghastly. Everybody was looking at me. I got up without a word to any
-one and left the room."
-
-Alice caught his sleeve. "Robert, I am proud of you! How much better
-you struck than you knew! Oh," she cried, "how could I help loving
-you?"
-
-"Do you love me?"
-
-"I would give my life for you."
-
-"Don't give it for me; keep it for me. You will marry me; won't you?
-What did the cur mean by saying what he did, Alice?"
-
-"He meant to taunt me; to remind me of how long I tried to live in some
-measure up to the religion that he used every means to drive me
-from--and did drive me from."
-
-"We will restore all that."
-
-"He meant I must come to you without its blessing."
-
-He looked suddenly and keenly at her. "Should you be happier with its
-blessing?"
-
-"Ah, Robert."
-
-"But should you?"
-
-She gazed away. "It is a happiness I have lost."
-
-"Then you shall have it again."
-
-"I will trust to God for _some_ escape from my difficulties. What else
-can I do? My husband!" she exclaimed bitterly--"generous man to remind
-me of religion!"
-
-Kimberly spoke with a quick resolve. "I am going to look into this
-matter of where you stand as a wife. I am going to know why you can't
-have a chance to live your life with me. If I give you back what he has
-robbed you of, our happiness will be doubled."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII
-
-
-When Kimberly reached The Towers it was dusk. Brother Francis was
-walking on the terrace. Kimberly joined him. "How is Uncle John
-to-day, Francis?"
-
-"Always the same. It is an astonishing vitality in your family,
-Robert."
-
-"They need all they have."
-
-"But all that need strength do not have it. How is your market to-day?"
-
-"Bad," muttered Kimberly absently.
-
-"I am sorry that you are worried."
-
-"More than the market worries me, Francis. But the market is getting
-worse and worse. We met again to-day and reduced prices. The outsiders
-are cutting. We retaliate to protect our customers. When _we_ cut, the
-cut is universal. Their warfare is guerilla. They are here to-day,
-there to-morrow."
-
-"I have thought of what you said last night. Cutting you say, has
-failed. Try something else. To-morrow advance all of your standard
-brands one quarter. Be bold; cut with your own outside refineries. The
-profit from the one hand pays the cost of the war on the other."
-
-Kimberly stopped. "How childish of you to waste your life in a shabby
-black gown, nursing people! Absolutely childish! If you will go into
-the sugar business, I tell you again, Francis, I will pay you twenty
-thousand dollars a year for ten years and set aside as much more
-preferred stock for you."
-
-"Nonsense, Robert."
-
-"You are a merchant. You could make a name for yourself. The world
-would respect you. There are enough to do the nursing, and too few
-brains in the sugar business. To-night I will give the orders and the
-advance shall be made when the market opens."
-
-"But your directors?"
-
-"We will direct the directors. They have had two months to figure how
-to fight the scalpers; you show me in twenty-four hours. Some monks
-were in to see me this morning; I was too busy. They told my secretary
-they were building an asylum for old men. I told him to say, not a
-dollar for old men; to come to me when they were building an asylum for
-old women. What do you say to my offer, Francis?"
-
-"What do I say? Ah, Robert, although you are a very big paymaster, I am
-working for a Paymaster much bigger than you. What do I say? I say to
-you, give up this sugar business and come with me to the nursing. I
-will give you rags in place of riches, fasting in place of fine dinners,
-toil in place of repose, but my Paymaster--He will reward you there for
-all you endure here."
-
-"Always deferred dividends. Besides, I should make a poor nurse,
-Francis, and you would make a good sugar man. And you seem to imply I
-am a bad man in the sugar business. I am not; I am a very excellent
-man, but you don't seem to know it."
-
-"I hope so; I hope you are. God has given you splendid talents--he has
-given you more reason, more heart, more judgment than he has given to
-these men around you. If you waste, you are in danger of the greater
-punishment."
-
-"But I don't waste. I build up. What can a man do in this world
-without power? He must have the sinews of empire to make himself felt.
-Francis, what would Cromwell, Frederick, Napoleon have been without
-power?"
-
-"Ah! These are your heroes; they are not mine. I give glory to no man
-that overcomes by force, violence, and worse--fraud, broken faith,
-misrule, falsehood. What is more detestable than the triumph of mere
-brains? Your heroes, do they not tax, extort, pillage, slaughter, and
-burn for their own glory? Do they not ride over law, morality, and
-justice, your world's heroes? They are not my heroes. When men shrink
-at nothing to gain their success--what shall we say of them? But to
-hold law, morality, and justice inviolable; to conquer strength but only
-by weakness, to vanquish with pity, to crush with mercy--that alone is
-moving greatness."
-
-"Where do you find it?" demanded Kimberly sharply.
-
-"Never where you look for your heroes; often where I look for
-mine--among the saints of God. Not in men of bronze but in men of clay.
-It is only Christ who puts the souls of heroes into hearts of flesh and
-blood."
-
-"But you have, along with your saints, some very foolish rules in your
-church, Francis. Take the case of Mrs. MacBirney. There is a woman who
-has done evil to no one and good to every one. She finds herself married
-to a man who thenceforth devotes himself to but one object in life--the
-piling up of money. She is forgotten and neglected. That is not the
-worst; he, with no religion of his own, makes it his business to harass
-and worry her in the practice of hers. He is filled with insane
-jealousies, and moved by equally insane hatreds of whatever she desires.
-I come into their lives. I see this proud and unhappy woman struggling
-to keep her trials hidden. I break down the barriers of her
-reserve--not easily, not without being repulsed and humiliated as I
-never before have been by a woman--and at last make her, unwillingly,
-tell me the truth. Meantime her husband, after a scene--of which I have
-never yet learned the real facts--has left her. I say such a woman has
-the right to free herself from a brute such as this; your church says
-'no.'"
-
-"Robert, I see what you are coming to. But do not make the case harder
-than it is. She may free herself from him if she cannot live in peace
-with him; she may leave him under intolerable conditions. But not marry
-again."
-
-"Precisely. And I offer her my devotion and a home and only ask to make
-her truly my wife and restore to her the religion he has robbed her of.
-And this very religion that he has trampled on and throttled, what does
-it say? 'No.'"
-
-"You state a hard case. Your reasoning is very plausible; you plead for
-the individual. There is no law, human or divine, against which the
-individual might not show a case of hardship. The law that you find a
-hardship protects society. But to-day, society is nothing, the
-individual everything. And while society perishes we praise the
-tolerant anarchism that destroys it."
-
-"Francis, you invoke cruelty. What do I care for society? What has
-society done for me?"
-
-"No, I invoke responsibility, which none of us can forever escape. You
-seek remarriage. Your care is for the body; but there is also the
-soul."
-
-"Your law is intolerant."
-
-"Yours is fatal. How often have you said to me--for you have seen it,
-as all thoughtful men see it--that woman is sinking every day from the
-high estate to which marriage once lifted her. And the law that
-safeguards this marriage and against which you protest is the law of
-God. I cannot apologize for it if I would; I would not if I could.
-Think what you do when you break down the barrier that He has placed
-about a woman. It is not alone that the Giver of this law died a
-shameful death for the souls of men. You do not believe that Christ was
-God, and Calvary means nothing to you.
-
-"But, Robert, to place woman in that high position, millions of men like
-you and me, men with the same instincts, the same appetites, the same
-passions as yours and mine, have crucified their desires, curbed their
-appetites, and mastered their passions--and this sacrifice has been
-going on for nineteen hundred years and goes on about us every day. Who
-realizes it?
-
-"Faith is ridiculed, fasting is despised, the very idea of self-denial
-is as absurd to pagan to-day as it was nineteen hundred years ago to
-pagan Rome. And with its frivolous marriages and easy divorces the world
-again drags woman back to the couch of the concubine from which
-Christianity with so much blood and tears lifted her up nineteen hundred
-years ago."
-
-"Francis, you are a dreamer. Society is gone; you can't restore it. I
-see only a lovely woman its victim. I am not responsible for the
-condition that made her one and I certainly shall not stand by and see
-her suffer because the world is rotten--nor would you--don't protest, I
-know you, too. So I am going to raise her as high as man can raise a
-woman. She deserves it. She deserves infinitely more. I am only sorry
-I can't raise her higher. I am going to make her my wife; and you,
-Francis, shall dance at the wedding. Oh, you needn't throw up your
-hands--you are going to dance at the wedding."
-
-"Non posso, non posso. I cannot dance, Robert."
-
-"You don't mean, Francis," demanded Kimberly severely suspicious, "to
-tell me you would like me the less--that you would be other than you
-have been to me--if you saw me happily married?"
-
-"How could I ever be different to you from what I have been? Every day,
-Robert, I pray for you."
-
-Kimberly's brows contracted. "Don't do it."
-
-Francis's face fell. "Not?"
-
-"For the present let me alone. I'm doing very well. The situation is
-delicate."
-
-Francis's distress was apparent, and Kimberly continued good-naturedly
-to explain. "Don't stir God up, Francis; don't you see? Don't attract
-his attention to me. I'm doing very well. All I want is to be let
-alone."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-
-"By the way, how does it seem to be quite a free woman?" said Kimberly
-one evening to Alice.
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"Your decree was granted to-day."
-
-She steeled herself with an exclamation. "_That_ nightmare! Is it
-really over?"
-
-He nodded. "Now, pray forget it. You see, you were called to the city
-but once. You spent only ten minutes in the judge's chambers, and
-answered hardly half a dozen questions. You have suffered over it
-because you are too sensitive--you are as delicate as Dresden. And this
-is why I try to stand between you and everything unpleasant."
-
-"But sha'n't you be tired of always standing between me and everything
-unpleasant?"
-
-He gazed into her eyes and they returned his searching look with the
-simplicity of faith. In their expression he felt the measure of his
-happiness. "No," he answered, "I like it. It is my part of the job.
-And when I look upon you, when I am near you, even when I breathe the
-fragrance of your belongings--of a glove, a fan, a handkerchief--I have
-my reward. Every trifle of yours takes your charm upon itself."
-
-He laid a bulky package in her lap. "Here are the maps and
-photographs."
-
-"Oh, this is the villa." Alice's eye ran with delight over the views as
-she spread them before her. "Tell me everything about it."
-
-"I have not seen it since I was a boy. But above Stresa a pebbled Roman
-highway winds into the northern hills. It is flanked with low walls of
-rotten stone and shaded with plane trees. Half an hour above the town
-an ilex grove marks a villa entrance."
-
-He handed her a photograph. "This is the grove, these are the
-gates--they are by Krupp, and you will like them. Above them are the
-Dutch Kimberly arms--to which we have no right whatever that I can
-discover. But wasn't it delightfully American for Dolly to appropriate
-them?
-
-"The roadway grows narrower as it climbs. Again and again it sinks into
-the red hill-side, leaving a wall tapestried with ivy. Indeed, it winds
-about with hardly any regard for a fixed destination, but the air is so
-bland and the skies at every turn are so soft, that pretty soon you
-don't care whether you ever get anywhere or not. The hills are studded
-with olives and oranges.
-
-"When you have forgotten that you have a destination the road opens on a
-lovely _pineto_. You cross it to a casino on the eastern edge and there
-is the lake, two hundred feet below and stretching away into the Alps.
-
-"Above the casino you lose yourself among cedars, chestnuts, magnolias,
-and there are little gorges with clumps of wild laurel. Figs and
-pomegranates begin beyond the gorge. The arbors are hidden by oleander
-trees and terraces of camellias rise to the belvedere--the tree you see
-just beside it there is a magnolia.
-
-"Back of this lies the garden, laid out in the old Italian style, and
-crowning a point far above the lake stands the house. The view is a
-promise of paradise--you have the lake, the mountains, the lowlands, the
-walnut groves, yellow campaniles, buff villas, and Alpine sunsets."
-
-"You paint a lovely picture."
-
-"But incomplete; to-night you are free to tell me when I can take you.
-Make it an early day, Alice. The moment we are married, we start. We
-will land at any little port along the Riviera that strikes your fancy,
-have a car to meet us, and drive thence by easy stages to the lake. From
-the moment we touch at Gibraltar you will fall in love with everything
-anew; there is only one Mediterranean--one Italy, cara mia ben. Let us
-go in. I want you to sing my song."
-
-They walked into the house and to the dimly lighted music room. There
-they sat down together on the piano bench and she sang for him, "Caro
-Mio Ben."
-
-[Illustration: She sang for him "Caro Mio Ben"]
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV
-
-
-Not every day brought unalloyed happiness. Moments of depression
-asserted themselves with Alice and, if tolerated, led to periods of
-despondency. She found herself seeking a happiness that seemed to elude
-her.
-
-Even her depression, banished by recreation, left behind something of a
-painful subconsciousness like the uneasy subsidence of a physical pain.
-Activity thus became a part of her daily routine and she gained a
-reputation for lively spirits.
-
-Kimberly, whose perception was not often at fault, puzzled over the
-strain of gayety that seemed to disclose a new phase in Alice's nature.
-Once, after a gay day at Sea Ridge, he surprised her at home in the
-evening and found her too depressed to dissemble.
-
-"Now," he said, taking both her hands, "you are going to tell me what
-the matter is."
-
-"Robert, nothing is the matter."
-
-"Something is the matter," he persisted. "Tell me what it is."
-
-"It is less than nothing. Just a miserable spectre that haunts me
-sometimes. And when I feel in that way, I think I am still his wife.
-Now you are vexed with me."
-
-"Not for an instant, darling; only perplexed. Your worries are mine and
-we must work out some relief for them, that is all. And when things
-worry me you will help me do away with my spectres, won't you?"
-
-He soothed and quieted her, not by ridicule and harshness but by
-sympathy and understanding, and her love for him, which had found a
-timid foothold in the frailest response of her womanly reserve, now sent
-its roots deep into her nature.
-
-It was nothing to her that he was great in the world's eyes; that in
-itself would have repelled her--she knew what the world would say of her
-ambition in marrying him. But he grew in her eyes because he grew in
-her heart as she came to realize more and more his solicitude for her
-happiness--the only happiness, he told her, in which he ever should find
-his own.
-
-"I know how it will end, Robert." They were parting after a moment the
-most intense they had ever allowed themselves together. She was putting
-away his unwilling arms, as she looked in the darkness of the garden up
-into his face.
-
-"How will it end?" he asked.
-
-"In my loving you as much as you love me."
-
-Winter passed and the spring was again upon them before they realized
-it. In the entertaining around the lake they had been fêted until it
-was a relief to run away from it all, as they often did. To escape the
-park-like regularity of their own domains, they sought for their riding
-or driving the neglected country below the village. Sometimes on their
-horses they would explore the backwoods roads and attempt swampy lanes
-where frogs and cowslips disputed their entry and boggy pools menaced
-escape.
-
-Alice, hatless and flushed with laughter and the wind, would lead the
-way into abandoned wood-paths and sometimes they found one that led
-through a forest waste to a hidden pond where the sun, unseen of men,
-mirrored itself in glassy waters and dogwood reddened the margin where
-their horses drank.
-
-In the woods, if she offered a race, Kimberly could never catch Alice no
-matter what his mount. She loved to thread a reckless way among sapling
-trees, heedless of branches that caught her neck and kissed her cheeks
-as she hurried on--riding gave them delightful hours.
-
-They were coming into the village one May morning after a long
-cross-country run when they encountered a procession of young girls
-moving across the road from the parish school to the church and singing
-as they went. The church itself was _en fête_. Country folk gathered
-along the road-side and clustered about the church door where a priest
-in surplice waited the coming procession.
-
-Kimberly and Alice, breathing their horses, halted. Dressed in white,
-like child brides, the little maidens advanced in the sunshine, their
-eyes cast down in recollection and moving together in awkward, measured
-step. From their wrists hung rosaries. In their clasped hands they
-carried prayer-books and white flowers, and white veils hung from the
-rose wreaths on their foreheads.
-
-"How pretty!" exclaimed Kimberly as the children came nearer.
-
-"Robert," asked Alice suddenly, "what day is this?"
-
-"Thursday, isn't it?"
-
-"It is Ascension Thursday."
-
-The church-bells began to ring clamorously and the little girls, walking
-slowly, ceased their song. The lovers waited. Childhood, hushed with
-expectancy and moving in the unconscious appeal of its own innocence,
-was passing them.
-
-The line met by the young priest reached the open door. Kimberly noted
-the wistful look in Alice's eyes as the little band entered the church.
-She watched until the last child disappeared and when she spoke to her
-horse her eyes were wet. Her companion was too tactful to venture a
-question. They rode until his silence told her he was aware of her
-agitation and she turned to him.
-
-"Do you know," she said, slowly searching his eyes, "that you are
-awfully good?"
-
-"If I am," he responded, "it is a discovery. And the honor, I fear, is
-wholly yours."
-
-"It is something," she smiled, her voice very sweet, "to have lived to
-give that news to the world."
-
-They rode again in silence. She felt it would be easier if he were to
-question her, but it was only after some time that he said: "Tell me
-what the little procession was about."
-
-"I am ashamed to have acted in this way. But this was the day of my
-First Communion, Ascension Thursday. It was only a coincidence that I
-should see a First Communion class this morning."
-
-"What is First Communion?"
-
-"Oh, don't you know?" There was a sadness in the tone. "You don't, of
-course, you dear pagan. It is _you_ who should have been the Christian
-and I a pagan. You would never have fallen away."
-
-"You only think you have fallen away, Alice. You haven't. Sometimes you
-seem to act as if you had fallen from some high estate. You have not;
-don't think it. You are good enough to be a saint--do you give me
-credit for no insight? I tell you, you haven't fallen away from your
-religion. If you had, you would be quite at ease, and you are very ill
-at ease over it. Alice," he turned about in his saddle, "you would be
-happier if our marriage could be approved by your church."
-
-"It never can be."
-
-"I have led a number of forlorn hopes in my day. I am going to try this
-one. I have made up my mind to see your archbishop--I have spoken with
-Francis about it. I am going to find out, if nothing more, exactly
-where we stand."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI
-
-
-In response to a request from Kimberly, Hamilton came out to spend the
-night at The Towers. Dolly was leaving just as the doctor arrived. She
-beckoned him to her car.
-
-"You are to save the sixteenth for us, doctor; don't forget to tell Mrs.
-Hamilton," she said. "We have persuaded Robert to give a lawn fête for
-Grace and Larrie and we want you. Then, too--but this is a
-secret--Robert's own wedding occurs two weeks later. That will be
-private, of course, so the affair on the sixteenth will include all of
-our friends, and we want you to be sure to be here."
-
-When the doctor sat down with Kimberly in the library after dinner, the
-latter spoke of his coming marriage. "You know," he said briefly, as
-the doctor took a book from the table, "I am going to make Mrs.
-MacBirney my wife."
-
-"I do. I rejoice in it. You know what I think of her."
-
-"She has at last set the date and we are to be married on the thirtieth
-of June. It will be very quiet, of course. And, by the way, save the
-sixteenth of June for us, doctor."
-
-"Mrs. De Castro has told me. We shall be glad to come out."
-
-"You, I know, do not approve of marriages made through divorce,"
-continued Kimberly, bluntly.
-
-"No, nor do you," returned the doctor. "Not as a general proposition.
-In this case, frankly, I look on it as the most fortunate thing that has
-happened in the Kimberly family since your own mother married into it."
-
-"She was a Whitney," muttered Kimberly, leaning back and lifting his
-chest as he often did when talking. "Arthur De Castro has a strain of
-that blood. He has all her refinement. The Kimberlys are brutes.
-
-"MacBirney," he went on abruptly, "complained to McCrea yesterday--among
-other things that he wants to quarrel about--that I had broken up his
-home. I have not; I think you know that."
-
-"A man came to me the other day"--the doctor laid aside his book--"to
-say he was going to stand on his 'rights' and sue for alienation a man
-who had run off with his wife. He asked me what I thought of it. 'I
-suppose you want my honest opinion,' I replied. 'Yet I am afraid it
-won't comfort you much. What "rights" have you established in your
-marriage that anybody is bound to respect?' He looked at me astonished.
-'The rights of a husband,' he answered. 'Doesn't the law, doesn't
-society give them to me?' 'A man that asks equity from society,' said
-I, 'ought to come into court with clean hands.' I should like to know
-whose hands are cleaner than mine,' he replied, 'I married, made a home
-for my wife and supported her.'"
-
-Kimberly leaning further back let his chin sink on his breast, but his
-eyes shining under his black brows showed that he followed the story.
-
-"'But where are the fruits of your marriage?' I asked," continued the
-doctor, narrating. "'Don't stare at me--where are the children? How
-have you lived with your wife? As nature and law and society intended
-you should--or as a mere paramour? Children would have protected your
-wife as a woman; the care of children would have filled her life and
-turned her mind from the distraction of listening to another man. Why
-didn't you make a wife and mother of the woman you married instead of a
-creature? In that case you might have pleaded "rights." But you
-thought you could beat the game; and the game has beaten you. You
-thought you could take the indulgence of marriage without its
-responsibilities. Either you debased your wife to your level or allowed
-her to debase you to hers. Don't talk about "rights," you haven't
-any.'"
-
-Hamilton ceased.
-
-"What did the fellow say?" asked Kimberly.
-
-"What could he say?" demanded Hamilton.
-
-They sat a moment in silence.
-
-Kimberly broke it. "It is a humiliating fact, Hamilton--I often think
-of it," he said moodily--"that the only way in which we can determine
-our own moral standing is by measuring the standards of our vicious
-classes. I mean by our vicious classes the social driftwood who figure
-in the divorce courts and the scandal of the day and should be placed in
-a social penitentiary.
-
-"What is really alarming to-day is that our standards of what
-constitutes vice have fallen so low. We speak of husbands; has there
-ever been a period in the history of our race when husbands have fallen
-so low? There was a time when the man that spoke the English tongue
-would defend his home with his life----"
-
-"In those days they had homes to defend."
-
-"--when it meant death to the man that crossed the threshold of his
-honor----"
-
-"They had honor, too."
-
-"But consider the baseness the American husband has reached. When he
-suspects his wife's infidelity, instead of hiding his possible disgrace,
-he employs detectives to make public the humiliating proofs of it. He
-advertises himself in the bill he files in the courts. He calls on all
-men to witness his abasement. He proclaims his shame from the housetops
-and wears his stripes as a robe of honor. And instead of killing the
-interloper he brands the woman that bears his name, perhaps the mother
-of his children, as a public creature--isn't it curiously infamous? And
-this is what our humane, enlightened, and progressive social views have
-brought us to--we have fallen too low to shoot!
-
-"However," concluded Kimberly, shaking himself free from the subject,
-"my own situation presents quite other difficulties. And, by the way,
-Francis is still ailing. He asked the superior yesterday for a
-substitute and went home ill. You have seen Uncle John?"
-
-"A moment, before dinner."
-
-"Is he failing, Hamilton?"
-
-"Mentally, no; physically, he loses ground lately."
-
-"We die hard," said Kimberly, reflecting, "we can't help it. The old
-gentleman certainly brightened up after he heard of my coming marriage.
-Not that I told him--Dolly did so. It pleased him marvellously. I
-couldn't understand exactly why, but Dolly suggested it was one of the
-natural instincts of Uncle John coming out. His eyes sparkle when the
-subject is mentioned," continued Kimberly dryly. "I really think it is
-the covetous instinct in him that is gratified. He has always disliked
-MacBirney and always itched to see him 'trimmed.' This seems to
-satisfy, heroically, Uncle John's idea of 'trimming' him. He is as
-elated as if he were doing the 'trimming' himself."
-
-Kimberly explained to Hamilton why he had sent for him and asked him for
-a letter of introduction to the archbishop, whom he desired to meet.
-
-"You are on one or two executive boards with him, I think," suggested
-Kimberly. "Do you know him well enough to oblige me?"
-
-"I know him very well," returned Hamilton. "And you, too, ought to know
-him."
-
-The surgeon wrote the note at once.
-
-
-"MOST REVEREND AND DEAR ARCHBISHOP:
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII
-
-
-Kimberly was lunching next day at the city office when MacBirney's name
-came in with a request for an interview. He was admitted without delay
-and while a valet removed the trays and the table, Kimberly greeted his
-visitor and, indicating a chair, asked him to sit down. He saw at a
-glance the suppressed feeling in MacBirney's manner; the latter, in
-fact, carried himself as a man fully resolved to carry out a course yet
-fearful of the results.
-
-"I have come to give notice of my withdrawal from the June pool in
-common," began MacBirney without preface.
-
-"I am not the one to give notice to," returned Kimberly civilly,
-"inasmuch as I am not in the June pool and not in touch with its
-operations."
-
-"Well, I've sold--I am selling," MacBirney corrected himself hastily,
-"my allotment, no matter who is at interest."
-
-"McCrea and my brother are the organizers----"
-
-"I understand," interjected MacBirney, "that you made a good deal of
-talk about my action in the December pool a year ago--I give you no
-chance to say I haven't served ample notice this time."
-
-"On the contrary, I quieted a great deal of talk about your action a
-year ago. It was so grossly unfair to your associates that I ascribed
-your unloading of your stock without notifying them to rank ignorance,
-and was disposed to overlook it on that ground."
-
-MacBirney smiled with some sarcasm. "Though you were careful enough to
-say publicly that you would never be caught in another pool with me."
-
-"I never have been, have I? And I did not 'say publicly'; I said so to
-McCrea, who had my permission to tell you. It cost me six hundred
-thousand dollars at that time to support the market against you for
-three days. And while I like to see my associates make money, I object
-to their making it out of me."
-
-"You didn't say so to poison my wife against me?"
-
-"I have never, MacBirney, spoken of that or of any other of your
-business affairs to your wife. I never have spoken even your name to
-your wife, in praise or in blame, until you left her--except twice to
-ask her if she loved you. Even that she treated as an insult."
-
-"You must have made some progress since then."
-
-Kimberly's head began to move slowly from side to side. "I am told,"
-added MacBirney, in a thin, hard voice, "you are getting ready to marry
-her."
-
-"Quite true, I am."
-
-MacBirney's rage forced him to his feet. "I am beginning to understand
-now, Kimberly," he framed the words slowly and carefully, "the way you
-have plotted against me from the start. I was warned before I ever saw
-you that you had no respect for the law of God or man where a woman was
-concerned. I was warned that no woman was safe near you."
-
-Kimberly eyed his enraged associate calmly. "You are travelling far in a
-few words, MacBirney. I hope you understand, once for all, that certain
-limits cover a situation even such as this. I don't like your last
-phrase. It might be made to apply unpleasantly to a woman now very dear
-to me. I am used to angry men, and what you say about me----"
-
-"What I say about----"
-
-"What you say about me is allowable, no matter what I think of it. But
-understand this, if you say one word about her--here or elsewhere, now
-or hereafter--I will stop you, if I have to choke you with my own
-hands."
-
-"You can't scare me, Kimberly."
-
-"I don't want to; I don't want to choke you; but if you wish to see me
-try it, pass that limit just once. Now go on, MacBirney."
-
-"I could have nothing to say against Alice."
-
-Kimberly nodded heartily in approval.
-
-"But I have something to say about a man who pretended to be my
-friend----"
-
-"I never pretended to be your friend."
-
-"--And played traitor to me as you have done. But it's of a piece with
-your whole record. First you got me down here----"
-
-"I never got you down here."
-
-"--Then you began to lay your plans to ruin my home."
-
-"What were you doing all this time? Trying to circumvent me by making
-your home happy or trying to help me by neglecting it?"
-
-MacBirney shook his finger at Kimberly in rage. "You can't escape with
-smooth phrases. You broke up my home!"
-
-Kimberly had regained his coolness. "No, you broke it up. Long before
-I ever saw you, you broke up your home. It was broken up and only
-waiting for some one to save your wife from the wreck. MacBirney, you
-have made a success of your business; one one-hundredth of the effort
-you have given to your business would have saved your home. Yet you
-thought you could treat your wife like a servant, humiliate and abuse
-her and still hold her forth a figurehead for your 'home'!" muttered
-Kimberly with scorn.
-
-"You, yourself, put her up to the divorce. Deny that, will you?"
-
-"No, I will not deny it," retorted Kimberly relapsing into indifference.
-"After I came into her life she followed my advice. I believe I have
-advised her for the best."
-
-"I see your finger trailing through every turn of my trouble now. I saw
-it too late. But I'm not done with you. And I'm not the only man that
-understands your trickery. Lambert will have you on your knees in the
-sugar business before you are very much older. Now, I have come to you
-with a straight proposition. I want the escrow control of the Western
-refineries. If you are ready to give it to me we will make a working
-agreement and have peace. If you are not, I will back Lambert in a
-string of modern plants that will drive you out of the Western field.
-We are ready; the question for you to consider is whether you want to
-compromise."
-
-At this threat Kimberly, so far as the words could be used of him, went
-to pieces. To be outfaced in his own headquarters by one whom he would
-have termed a hare-brained upstart in the refining world was too much
-for his poise. The only outward indication of his surprise and disgust
-was a smile; but it was a dangerous smile. "I am afraid I am not enough
-of a business man to compromise, MacBirney," he responded in low tones.
-"You can't have the escrow control of the Western refineries."
-
-"Very good. That decision suits me. I am now practically out of your
-stock; we shall see what we shall see."
-
-"One moment, MacBirney," said Kimberly, moved by some sudden impulse of
-mercy following his rage, as if MacBirney were really too small fry to
-pit himself against. "You have brought a personal affair and a business
-affair before me. The business affair, as you are still my associate, I
-may say a word on. Don't put any money you can't afford to lose behind
-Lambert, for it will all go. I myself have not got resources enough to
-give that man a free hand. He has a genius in one direction--that of
-talking men out of their money.
-
-"Moreover, in this case there is a personal friction of long standing
-between him and me, and I will never let him lift his head in the sugar
-business in this country while I am at the head of these companies, not
-if I have to work twenty-four hours a day to clean him out. But that
-would not be necessary--for he will not only attend to ruining himself
-but to ruining every man that goes with him. If you want to quit us, do
-so. Build as many refineries as you like and we will try to get on
-peaceably with you--though I myself would not put a dollar into new
-refineries to-day. You are rich; you had eight hundred thousand dollars
-when I paid you for your junk, and you made two million dollars in the
-December pool alone--a good part of it out of me. You will take from
-these offices eight million dollars in less than three years."
-
-MacBirney's alarm at Kimberly's intimate knowledge of his resources
-showed in his face. "In railroads you might make it forty millions in
-the next ten years, with even average prudence," continued Kimberly
-calmly. "Sugar will be a load, anyway you go into it; but sugar and
-Lambert will beat you to a frazzle."
-
-Charles Kimberly walked into the room as his brother concluded. "Talk a
-few moments with Charles about this," suggested Kimberly, coolly,
-ringing for his office secretary.
-
-"MacBirney," explained Robert Kimberly to his brother, "has sold out his
-common and has a lot of money loose. I am telling him to go in for
-railroads."
-
-The secretary entered. Robert Kimberly after giving him some
-directions, got into his car and was driven up-town to the residence of
-the archbishop. He alighted before a large, remodelled city house not
-far from the cathedral. A messenger had already delivered Hamilton's
-letter of introduction and Kimberly was presenting himself by
-appointment.
-
-At the door a man-servant took his card and he was met in the reception
-room by a young clergyman, who conducted him to the second floor. As
-Kimberly entered the large room into which he was ushered he saw the
-prelate rising from his table. He was a grave man and somewhat spare in
-his height, slightly stooped with the passing of seventy years, and
-bearing in the weariness of his face an expression of kindliness and
-intelligence.
-
-"This is a pleasure, Mr. Kimberly," he said, extending his hand.
-
-"It is a pleasure for me, your grace."
-
-"Come this way," continued the archbishop, indicating a divan in one
-corner of the room.
-
-"I brought no letter of introduction other than that from Doctor
-Hamilton, which I sent you," Kimberly began as the archbishop seated
-himself.
-
-"Surely, you did not consider even Doctor Hamilton's note necessary,"
-returned the archbishop, while his secretary withdrew. "Your name and
-that of your family have been familiar to me for many years. And I fear
-those of my people who venture in upon you with their petitions do not
-always bring letters."
-
-"You have occupied this see for many years," suggested Kimberly in
-compliment.
-
-"As priest and bishop I have lived in this diocese more than forty
-years. It seems a long time. Yet the name of Kimberly was very old
-here when I came, and without ever meeting one of your family, I have
-heard much of you all since. So if there were no other reason, I should
-welcome your call as an opportunity to tell you how grateful I am, and
-the charities of the archdiocese are, for your repeated generosities.
-You know we are not blessed among our own people with many benefactors
-of large means. And the calls come upon us with surprising frequency."
-
-"My father," responded Kimberly, "who was more of a philosopher than a
-merchant, impressed me very early with the truth that your church was a
-bulwark of social order--one which to that extent laid all thoughtful
-men under a debt to it."
-
-"You are a man of wide interests, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"The country grows too fast, your grace. There seems no escape from
-expansion."
-
-"Yet you find time for all of your work?"
-
-Kimberly made a deprecatory gesture. "My chief affair is to find men to
-do my work for me. Personally, I am fairly free."
-
-"From all save responsibility, perhaps. I know how hard it is to
-delegate that. And you give all of your energy to business. You have
-no family?"
-
-"No, and this brings me to the object of my visit." Kimberly paused a
-moment. "I shall soon enter into marriage."
-
-"Ah, I see!"
-
-"And the subject is a difficult one to lay before your grace."
-
-The archbishop saw an indefinable embarrassment in his visitor's manner
-and raised his thin hand. "Then it has every claim to sympathetic
-consideration. Forget for a moment that I am almost a stranger--I am
-certainly no stranger to difficulties. And do no longer address me
-formally. I said a moment ago that I was glad to meet you if only to
-thank you for your responses to our numerous needs. But there is
-another reason.
-
-"When I was a young man, first ordained, my charge was the little
-village of Sunbury up in the lake country. You may imagine how familiar
-the Kimberly estates became to me in my daily rounds of exercise. I
-heard much of your people. Some of their households were of my
-congregation. Your mother I never met. I used to hear of her as
-exceedingly frail in health. Once, at least, I recall seeing her
-driving. But her servants at The Towers were always instructed not
-alone to offer me flowers for the altar but diligently to see that the
-altar was generously provided from her gardens and hot-houses.
-
-"I once learned," the archbishop's head drooped slightly in the
-reminiscence and his eyes rested full upon his visitor, "that she was
-passing through a dreaded ordeal, concerning which many feared for her.
-It was on a Sunday before mass that the word came to me. And at the
-mass I told my little flock that the patroness to whom we owed our
-constant offering of altar flowers was passing that morning through the
-valley of the shadow of death, and I asked them to pray for her with me.
-You were born on a Sunday, Mr. Kimberly." Kimberly did not break the
-silence and the archbishop spoke on. "You see I am quite old enough
-myself to be your father. I remember reading an account of your
-baptism."
-
-Kimberly looked keenly into the clear, gray eyes. Not a shade of
-thought in the mind of the man before him was lost upon his penetration.
-"Any recollection of my mother," he said slowly, "touches me deeply. To
-think that you recall her so beautifully is very grateful to me--as you
-may well imagine. And that was my birthday! Then if my mother was, or
-I have ever been, able to help you I am sure we are repaid in being so
-remembered all these years. I lost my father and my mother many years
-ago----"
-
-He paused. "It is very pleasant to be remembered," he repeated
-uncertainly, as if collecting himself. "I shall never forget what you
-have just told me. And I thank you now for the prayers you said for my
-mother when she brought me into the world. Your grace," he added
-abruptly, "I am greatly perplexed."
-
-"Tell me frankly, how and why."
-
-"I came here with some confidence of getting what I should ask for. I
-am naturally a confident man. Yet my assurance deserts me. It seems,
-suddenly, that my mission here is vain, that my hopes have deluded me--I
-even ask myself why I have come. I could almost say I am sorry that I
-have come."
-
-The archbishop lifted his hand to speak. "Believe me, it is not other
-than for good that you have come," he said.
-
-Kimberly looked at him questioningly. "I cannot tell for what good,"
-added the archbishop as if to say he could not answer the unspoken
-question. "But believe me, you have done right and not wrong in
-coming--of that I am sure. Tell me, first, what you came to tell me,
-what it is in your heart that has brought you here."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII
-
-
-"I must tell you," began Kimberly, "that while seemingly in a wide
-authority in directing the business with which I am connected I am not
-always able to do just as I please. Either voluntarily or
-involuntarily, I yield at times to the views of those associated with
-me. If my authority _is_ final, I prefer not to let the fact obtrude
-itself. Again, circumstances are at times too strong for any business
-man to set his mere personal views against. Yielding some years ago to
-the representations of my associates I took into our companies a group
-of Western factories controlled by a man whom I distrusted.
-
-"To protect our interests it was necessary to move, in the premises, in
-one of two ways. I favored the alternative or driving him out of the
-business then and there. There were difficulties in either direction.
-If we ruined him we should be accused of 'trust methods,' of crushing a
-competitor, and should thus incur added public enmity. On the other
-hand, I contended if the man were untrustworthy he would grow more
-dangerous with power. I need hardly explain to an intelligent man,
-regardless of his views on trusts, that any man of integrity, no matter
-how threatening or violent a competitor he may be in the beginning, is a
-man we welcome as an associate into our business. We need him just as
-he needs us--but that is aside. We took the man in----"
-
-"Against your judgment?"
-
-"Against my judgment. I never met him until he came East. My estimates
-of him were made wholly on his record, and I knew what is known to but
-few--that he had ruined his own father-in-law, who died a bankrupt
-directly through this man's machinations, and without ever suspecting
-him. This seemed to me so unspeakable, so cannibalistic, that I never
-needed to know anything further of the man. Yet I took him in,
-determined only to add a new care in watching him and still to keep him
-in my power so that I could crush him if he ever played false.
-
-"He came to us--and brought his wife. I knew the man thoroughly the
-instant I set eyes on him. His appearance confirmed my impression. But
-I met his wife, and found in her a woman to engage respect, homage, and
-devotion, one with a charm of manner and person to me unequalled; with a
-modesty coupled with spirit and humor that confounded my ideas of
-women--a woman, in a word, like my own mother. I am keeping nothing
-from you----"
-
-"Your confidence is safely bestowed."
-
-"I was moved the moment I saw her. But unhappy experiences had checked
-and changed me somewhat. I did not disclose my feelings though I
-already knew how she affected me. If I had misjudged her husband I
-would make amends--on her account. Then as I watched them the question
-came to me--how is he treating her? I will make, for her sake, a new
-judgment of him, I said. But I saw him as indifferent to her as if she
-did not exist. I saw him neglect her and go out of his way to humiliate
-her with attentions to women of our circle that were not fit to be her
-servants. I asked myself whether she could be happy--and I saw that as
-far as affection was concerned she sat at a hearthstone of ashes.
-
-"Even her religion--she was a Catholic--with petty and contemptible
-persecutions he had robbed her of. She was wretched and I knew it
-before I let even her suspect my interest. After that I vacillated, not
-knowing what I should do. I advanced and retreated in a way I never did
-before. But one day--it was an accident--her ankle turned as she
-stepped out of her car and as she fell forward I caught her on my arm.
-She repelled me in an instant. But from that moment I determined to win
-her for my wife."
-
-The archbishop regarded him in silence.
-
-"I am telling you the exact truth. It would profit me nothing to
-deceive you, nor have I ever deceived myself or her. She fought my
-persistence with all her strength. I tried to make her see that I was
-right and she was wrong, and my best aid came from her own husband. I
-knew it would be said I was to blame. But this man never had made a
-home in any sense for his wife. And if it could be urged that he ever
-did do so, it was he, long before I ever saw him, who wrecked it--not
-his wife--not I."
-
-"You say she was a Catholic. Has this poor child lost her faith?"
-
-Kimberly paused. "I do not know. I should say that whatever her faith
-was, he robbed her of it."
-
-"Do not say exactly that. You have said we must not deceive ourselves
-and you are right--this is of first importance. And for this reason
-alone I say, no one can deprive me of my faith without my consent; if I
-part with it, I do so voluntarily."
-
-"I understand, quite. Whatever I myself might profess, I feel I should
-have no difficulty in practising. But here is a delicate woman in the
-power of a brute. There is an element of coercion which should not be
-lost sight of and it might worry such a woman out of the possession of
-her principles. However, whatever the case may be, she does not go to
-church. She says she never can. But some keen unhappiness lies
-underneath the reason--if I could explain it I should not be here."
-
-"Has she left her husband?"
-
-"No. He, after one of his periodical fits of abuse, and I suspect
-violence, left her, and not until he knew he had lost her did he make
-any effort to claim her again. But he had imperilled her health--it is
-this that is my chief anxiety--wrecked her happiness, and made himself
-intolerable by his conduct. She divorced him and is free forever from
-his brutality.
-
-"So I have come to you. I am to make her my wife--after I had thought
-never to make any woman my wife--and for me it is a very great
-happiness. It is a happiness to my brother and my sister. Through it,
-the home and the family which we believed was fated to die with this
-generation--my brother is, unhappily, childless--may yet live. Can you
-understand all this?"
-
-"I understand all."
-
-"Help me in some way to reconcile her religious difficulties, to remove
-if possible, this source of her unhappiness. Is it asking too much?"
-
-The archbishop clasped his hands. His eyes fixed slowly upon Kimberly.
-"You know, do you not, that the Catholic Church cannot countenance the
-remarriage of a wife while the husband lives."
-
-"I know this. I have a profound respect for the principles that
-restrain the abuses of divorce. But I am a business man and I know that
-nothing is impossible of arrangement when it is right that it should be
-arranged. This, I cannot say too strongly, is the exceptional case and
-therefore I believe there is a way. If you were to come to me with a
-difficult problem within the province of my affairs as I come to you
-bringing one within yours, I should find a means to arrange it--if the
-case had merit."
-
-"Unhappily, you bring before me a question in which neither the least
-nor the greatest of the church--neither bishop nor pope--has the
-slightest discretionary power. The indissolubility of marriage is not a
-matter of church discipline; it is a law of divine institution.
-Christ's own words bear no other meaning. 'What God hath joined
-together let not man put asunder.' He declared that in restoring the
-indissolubility of marriage he only reëstablished what was from the
-beginning, though Moses because of Jewish hardness of heart had
-tolerated a temporary departure. No consent that I could give, Mr.
-Kimberly, to a marriage such as you purpose, would in the least alter
-its status. I am helpless to relieve either of you in contracting it.
-
-"It is true that the church in guarding sacredly the marriage bond is
-jealous that it shall be a marriage bond that she undertakes to guard.
-If there should have been an impediment in this first marriage--but I
-hardly dare think of it, for the chances are very slender. A prohibited
-degree of kindred would nullify a marriage. There is nothing of this, I
-take it. If consent had clearly been lacking--we cannot hope for that.
-If her husband never had been baptized----"
-
-"What difference would that make?"
-
-"A Christian could not contract marriage with a pagan--such a union
-would be null."
-
-"Would a good Catholic enter into such a union?"
-
-"No."
-
-Kimberly shook his head. "Then she would not. If she had been a
-disgrace to her religion she might have done it. If she had been a
-woman of less character, less intelligence it might be. If she had been
-a worse Catholic," he concluded with a tinge of bitterness, "she might
-stand better now."
-
-"Better perhaps, as to present difficulties; worse as to that character
-which you have just paid tribute to; which makes, in part, her charm as
-a woman--the charm of any good woman to a good man. You cannot have and
-not have. When you surrender character a great deal goes with it."
-
-The archbishop's words sounded a knell to Kimberly's hopes, and his
-manner as he spoke reflected the passing of his momentary encouragement.
-"There is nothing then that you can do."
-
-"If there be no defect--if this first marriage was a valid marriage--I
-am powerless in the circumstances. I can do nothing to allow her to
-remarry while her husband lives."
-
-Kimberly arose. "We cannot, of course, _kill_ him," he said quietly.
-"And I am sorry," he added, as if to close the interview, "not to be
-able to relieve her mind. I have made an effort to lay before you the
-truth and the merit of the case as far as she is concerned. I had hoped
-by being absolutely unreserved to invoke successfully something of that
-generosity which you find edifying in others; to find something of that
-mercy and tolerance which are always so commendable when your church is
-not called on to exercise them."
-
-The archbishop, too, had risen. The two men faced each other. If the
-elder felt resentment, none was revealed in his manner or in his answer.
-"You said a few moments ago that you could not always do as you
-pleased," he began; "I, too, am one under authority." His fingers
-closed over the cross on his breast. "All generosity, all mercy, all
-tolerance that lie within His law, nothing could prevent my granting to
-you, and to less than you--to the least of those that could ask it. I
-know too much of the misery, the unhappiness of a woman's life and of
-the love she gives to man, to withhold anything within my power to
-alleviate her suffering.
-
-"I have wounded you, and you rebuke me with harsh words. But do not
-carry harshness against me in your heart. Let us be sure that these
-words mean the same thing to both of us. If generosity and tolerance
-are to override a law given by God, of what use am I? Why am I here to
-be appealed to? On the other hand, if by generosity or tolerance you
-mean patience toward those who do not recognize the law that binds me,
-if you mean hesitancy in judging those whose views and practices differ
-from my own, then I have the right to ask you to grant these qualities
-to me.
-
-"But if you appeal to the laws and principles of Catholic truth, they
-_are_ intolerant, because truth cannot compromise. My church, which you
-rebuke with this intolerance, is the bearer of a message from God to
-mankind. If men already possessed this message there would be little
-reason for the existence of such a church. The very reason of her being
-is to convince men of the truth of which they are not yet convinced.
-
-"Either she is the divinely commissioned messenger of God or she is
-not--and if not, her pretensions are the most arrogant the world has
-ever seen and her authority is the cruelest mockery. And so you view the
-church, so the world views it--this I well know. It is painful
-sometimes, it is at this moment, to insist upon a law that I have no
-power to set aside--but to do less would be simply a betrayal of my
-trust. And if this were the price of what you term 'tolerance,' I must
-rest with my church under the stigmas you put upon us."
-
-Kimberly's anger rose rather than abated with the archbishop's words.
-"Of course," he retorted without trying to conceal his anger, "it makes
-a difference who seeks relief. Your church can find no relief for a
-helpless woman. As I remember, you accommodated Napoleon quickly
-enough."
-
-"Certain unworthy ecclesiastics of my church, constituting an
-ecclesiastical court, pretended to find his marriage with Josephine
-invalid; the church never confirmed their verdict. Thirteen of its
-cardinals suffered Napoleon's penalties because of their protest against
-his remarriage. Let us parallel the case. Suppose I could offer to
-join with you in a conspiracy. Suppose we should assure this suffering
-soul that she is free to remarry. Assume that I could make myself a
-party to deceiving her--would you be party with me, to it? Do I mistake,
-if I believe you could not conspire in such a baseness?"
-
-"I do not deal in deceptions."
-
-"Do you admire Napoleon's methods?"
-
-"Not all of them."
-
-"Let us, then, Mr. Kimberly, bear our burdens without invoking his
-duplicity."
-
-"We can do that, your grace," answered Kimberly coldly. "But we shall
-also be obliged to bear them without relief from where we had the most
-right to look for it. It was not for myself that I came to you. I
-sought to restore to your church one who has been driven from it by a
-wretch. I should have been better advised; I was too hopeful. Your
-policy is, as it always has been, hopelessly fixed and arbitrary. You
-encourage those who heap upon you the greatest abuse and contempt and
-drive from your doors those disposed to meet you upon any reasonable
-composition of a difficulty. I should only wound you if I attempted to
-answer your last rebuke."
-
-"You are going----"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And you go with bitterness. Believe me, it is not pleasant to be
-without the approbation of the well-disposed who think and believe
-differently from ourselves. But if as Catholics we regard it a
-privilege to possess the truth we must be prepared to pay the price it
-exacts. The world will always think us wrong, a peculiar people and
-with principles beyond its comprehension. We cannot help it. It has
-always been so, it always must be so. Good-by."
-
-"Good-by."
-
-"If dividing a burden lightens it, remember you have three now to bear
-yours instead of two. I shall not forget either of you in my prayers,
-certainly not this dear soul of whom you have told me. This is my poor
-offering to you and to her for all you have done for those that come to
-you in my name."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX
-
-
-Following the visit to the archbishop, McCrea, who had been on nettles
-to get hold of Kimberly for a trip of inspection, whisked him away for
-two days among the seaboard refineries.
-
-Instead, however, of the two days planned by McCrea, the inspection kept
-Kimberly, much to his annoyance, for three days. The date set for
-Grace's fête found him still inspecting, but growing hourly more
-unmanageable, and before breakfast was over on the third morning McCrea
-began to feel the violence of Kimberly's protests.
-
-By the most ingenious activity on the part of the alert McCrea and his
-powerful railroad friends the day's programme for the party was hastened
-to completion and the indignant magnate was returned by train to Second
-Lake in time for dinner.
-
-He drove home by way of Cedar Point, and Alice, who had been constantly
-in touch with him on the telephone, felt the elation of his presence
-when she saw him alight from his car and walk across the terrace to
-where she and Fritzie, dressed for the evening, were feeding the
-goldfish.
-
-Kimberly took her hands as she ran forward to meet him. "I thought you
-were never coming!" she exclaimed.
-
-"For a while I thought so myself."
-
-"And you saw the archbishop?" she murmured eagerly. "He could do
-nothing?"
-
-He regarded her with affection. "I had set my heart on bringing back
-good news."
-
-"I knew there was no chance," said Alice as if to anticipate a failure.
-"But it was like you to try. You are always doing unpleasant things for
-me."
-
-He saw the disappointment under her cheerfulness. "And though I did
-fail--you love me just the same?"
-
-She looked into his searching eyes simply. "Always."
-
-"And we marry two weeks from to-night?"
-
-"Two weeks from to-night," she answered, smiling still, but with a
-tremor in her steady voice. Then she clasped her hands.
-
-"What is it?" he asked.
-
-Standing in the sunset before him--and he always remembered her as she
-stood then--Kimberly saw in her eyes the fires of the devotion he had
-lighted. "I hope," she whispered, "I can make you happy."
-
-"You would make a stone happy," he murmured, breathing the fragrance of
-her being as she looked up at him.
-
-It was evening when he saw her again and he stood with Dolly and Imogene
-who were receiving.
-
-The night was warm and the guests sought the lawns, the garden, and the
-groves. When a horn blown across the terrace announced dancing, slight
-and graceful women, whose draperies revealed mere delicate outlines of
-breathing creatures, came like fairies out of the night. The ballroom,
-in candle-light, was cool, and only the ceiling frescoes, artfully
-heightened by lights diffused under ropes of roses, were brighter than
-the rest of the room.
-
-As the last guests arrived from town--Cready Hamilton and his wife with
-Doctor Hamilton and the Brysons--Kimberly walked into the ballroom. He
-caught Alice's eye and made his way toward her.
-
-She smiled as he asked for a dance. "Do you realize," said he as she
-rose, "that this is your first--and your last--dance at The Towers as a
-guest? Next time you will be hostess--won't you?"
-
-A sound of breaking glass crashing above the music of the violins took
-Alice's answer from her lips. Every one started. Women looked
-questioningly at the men. Alice shrank to Kimberly's side. "Merciful
-Heaven!" she whispered, "what was that?"
-
-He answered lightly. "Something has smashed. Whatever it is, it is of
-no consequence."
-
-The music continuing without interruption reassured the timid. There
-was no sequence to the alarming sound, the flow of conversation
-reasserted itself and in a moment the incident was forgotten.
-
-But Kimberly perceived by Alice's pallor that she was upset. "Come out
-into the air," he said, "for a moment."
-
-"But don't you want to see what it was?"
-
-"Some one else will do that; come."
-
-She clung to his arm as they passed through an open door. "You don't
-seem just well, dearie," he said, taking her hand within his own. "Let
-us sit down."
-
-He gave her a chair. She sank into it, supporting her head on her other
-hand. "I haven't been quite well for a day or two, Robert. I feel very
-strange."
-
-Kimberly with his handkerchief wiped the dampness from her forehead.
-Her distress increased and he realized that she was ill. "Alice, let me
-take you upstairs a moment. Perhaps you need a restorative."
-
-The expression on her face alarmed him. They rose just as Dolly
-hastened past. "Oh, you are here!" she cried, seeing Kimberly. "Why,
-what is the matter with Alice?"
-
-Alice herself answered. "A faintness, dear," she said with an effort.
-"I think that awful crash startled me. What was it?"
-
-Dolly leaned forward with a suppressed whisper. "Don't mention it!
-Robert, the Dutch mirror in the dining-room has fallen. It smashed a
-whole tableful of glass. The servants are frightened to death."
-
-"No one was hurt?" said Kimberly.
-
-"Fortunately no one. I must find Imogene."
-
-She hurried on. Alice asked Kimberly to take her back to the ballroom.
-He urged her to go upstairs and lie down for a moment.
-
-The music for the dance was still coming from within and against
-Kimberly's protest Alice insisted on going back. He gave way and led
-her out upon the floor. For a few measures, with a determined effort,
-she followed him. Then she glided mechanically on, supported only by
-Kimberly and leaning with increasing weakness upon his arm.
-
-When he spoke to her, her answers were vague, her words almost
-incoherent. "Take me away, Robert," she whispered, "I am faint."
-
-He led her quietly from the floor and assisted her up a flight of stairs
-to his mother's apartment. There he helped her to lie down on a couch.
-Annie was hurriedly summoned. A second maid was sent in haste for
-Doctor Hamilton and Dolly.
-
-Alice could no longer answer Kimberly's questions as he knelt. She lay
-still with her eyes closed. Her respiration was hardly perceptible and
-her hands had grown cold. It was only when Kimberly anxiously kissed
-her that a faint smile overspread her tired face. In another moment she
-was unconscious.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XL
-
-
-When Hamilton hastily entered the room, Annie, frightened and helpless,
-knelt beside her mistress, chafing her hands. On the opposite side of
-the couch Kimberly, greatly disturbed, looked up with relief.
-
-Taking a chair at her side, the doctor lifted Alice's arm, took her
-pulse and sat for some time in silence watching her faint and irregular
-respiration.
-
-He turned after a moment to Kimberly to learn the slight details of the
-attack, and listening, retracted the lids of Alice's eyes and examined
-the pupils. Reflecting again in silence, he turned her head gently from
-side to side and afterward lifted her arms one after the other to let
-them fall back beside her on the couch.
-
-Even these slight efforts to obtain some knowledge of Alice's condition
-seemed to Kimberly disquieting and filled him with apprehension. The
-doctor turned to Annie. "Has your mistress ever had an experience like
-this before, Annie?"
-
-"No, doctor, never. She has never been in this way before."
-
-Imogene came hurrying upstairs with Dolly to learn of Alice's condition.
-They looked upon her unconsciousness with fear and asked whispered
-questions that intensified Kimberly's uneasiness.
-
-"Do you think we could take her home, doctor?" asked Annie, timidly.
-
-The doctor paused. "I don't think we will try it to-night, Annie. It
-is quite possible for her to remain here, isn't it?" he asked, looking
-at Dolly and Kimberly.
-
-"Certainly," returned Dolly. "I will stay. Alice can have these rooms
-and I will take the blue rooms connecting."
-
-"Then put your mistress to bed at once," said Hamilton to Annie.
-
-"And telephone home, Annie," suggested Dolly, "for whatever you need. I
-will see the housekeeper right away about the linen."
-
-Kimberly listened to the concise directions of the doctor for immediate
-measures of relief and followed him mechanically into the hall. Only
-one thought came out of the strange confusion--Alice was at least under
-his roof and in his mother's room.
-
-When he returned with the doctor the lights were low and Alice lay with
-her head pillowed on her loosened hair. The maid and Dolly had hastened
-away to complete their arrangements for the emergency and for a few
-moments the two men were alone with their charge.
-
-"Doctor, what do you make of this?" demanded Kimberly.
-
-Hamilton, without taking his eyes from the sick woman, answered
-thoughtfully: "I can hardly tell until I get at something of the
-underlying cause. Bryson will be here in a moment. We will hear what he
-has to say."
-
-Doctor Bryson appeared almost on the word. Hamilton made way for him at
-Alice's side and the two conferred in an undertone.
-
-Bryson asked many questions of Hamilton and calling for a candle
-retracted Alice's eyelids to examine the pupils for reaction to the
-light. The two doctors lost not an unnecessary moment in deliberation.
-Consulting rapidly together, powerful restoratives were at once prepared
-and administered through the circulation.
-
-Reduced to external efforts to strengthen the vital functions the two
-medical men worked as nurses and left nothing undone to overcome the
-alarming situation. Then for an hour they watched together, closely,
-the character and frequency of Alice's pulse and breathing.
-
-To Kimberly the conferences of the two men seemed unending. Sometimes
-they left the room and were gone a long time. He walked to a window to
-relieve his suspense. Through the open sash came the suppressed hum of
-motors as the cars, parked below the stables, moved up the hill to
-receive departing guests and made their way down the long, dark avenue
-to the highway.
-
-On the eastern horizon a dull gray streak crossed a mirror that lay in
-the darkness below. Kimberly had to look twice to convince himself that
-the summer night was already waning.
-
-Annie came into the room and, he was vaguely conscious, was aiding the
-doctors in a painstaking examination of their patient. Through delicacy
-Kimberly withdrew, as they persistently questioned the maid in the hope
-of obtaining the much-needed information concerning her mistress's
-previous condition; for what Annie could not supply of this they knew
-they must work without.
-
-Plunged in the gloom of his apprehensions, he saw the doctors coming
-down the hall toward him and stopped them. "Speak before me," he said
-with an appeal that was a command. "You both know what I have at
-stake."
-
-The three retired to the library and Kimberly listened attentively to
-every phase of the discussion between the two master clinicians as they
-laid their observations before him. The coma was undisguisedly a
-serious matter. It seemed to them already ingravescent and, taken in
-connection with the other symptoms, was even ominous. The two men,
-without a satisfactory history, and without a hope of obtaining one from
-the only available source--the suffering woman herself--discussed the
-case from every side, only to return unwillingly to the conclusion to
-which everything pointed--that a cerebral lesion underlay the attack.
-
-Their words sent a chill to Kimberly's heart. But the lines of defence
-were mapped out with speed and precision; a third eminent man, an
-authority on the brain, was to be sent for at once. Nurses, equal almost
-in themselves to good practitioners, were to be called in, and finally
-Hamilton and Bryson arranged that either one or the other should be at
-the sick-bed every instant to catch a possible moment of consciousness.
-
-Hamilton himself returned to his patient. Bryson at the telephone took
-up the matter of summoning aid from town, and when he had done threw
-himself down for a few hours' sleep. Kimberly followed Hamilton and
-returned to Alice's side. He saw as he bent over her how the expression
-of her face had changed. It was drawn with a profound suffering.
-Kimberly sitting noiselessly down took her hand, waiting to be the first
-to greet her when she should open her eyes.
-
-
-All Second Lake knew within a day or two of Alice's critical illness.
-The third doctor had come in the morning and he remained for several
-days.
-
-Hamilton questioned Annie repeatedly during the period of consultations.
-"Try to think, Annie," he said once, "has your mistress never at any
-time complained of her head?"
-
-"Indeed, sir, I cannot remember. She never complained about herself at
-all. Stop, sir, she did last summer, too--what am I thinking of? I am
-so confused. She had a fall one night, sir. I found her in her
-dressing-room unconscious. Oh, she was very sick that night. She told
-me that she had fallen and her head had struck the table--the back of
-her head. For days she suffered terribly. Could it have been that, do
-you think?"
-
-"Put your hand to the place on your head where she complained the pain
-was."
-
-"How did she happen," Hamilton continued, when Annie had indicated the
-region, "to fall backward in her own room, Annie?"
-
-"She never told me, doctor. I asked her but I can't remember what she
-said. It was the night before Mr. MacBirney left Cedar Lodge."
-
-The doctors spent fruitless days in their efforts to overcome the
-unconsciousness. There was no longer any uncertainty as to the seat of
-the trouble. It lay in the brain itself and defied every attempt to
-relieve it. Even a momentary interval of reason was denied to the dumb
-sufferer.
-
-Kimberly, on the evening of the third day, had summoned his medical
-advisers to his own room and asked the result of their consultation.
-The frail and eminent man whom Hamilton and Bryson had brought from town
-told Kimberly the story. He could grasp only the salient points of what
-the specialist said: That in a coma such as they faced it was the
-diagnosis of the underlying conditions that was always important. That
-this was often difficult; sometimes, as now, impossible. That at times
-they encountered, as now, a case so obscure as to defy the resources of
-clinical medicine. Kimberly asked them their judgment as to the issue;
-the prognosis, they could only tell him, was doubtful, depending wholly
-upon the gravity of the apoplectic injury.
-
-The Kimberly family rose to the emergency. Aware of the crisis that had
-come, through Alice, into Robert's life, Imogene and Dolly, on hand day
-and night, were mother and sister to him and to her. Nowhere in the
-situation was there any failure or weakening of support.
-
-Hamilton, undismayed in the face of the physical catastrophe he had been
-called upon so unexpectedly to retrieve, and painfully aware of what the
-issue meant to his near and dear friend, never for an instant relaxed
-his efforts.
-
-Seconded by his nurses, reinforced by his counsel and strengthened by
-Bryson's close co-operation, Hamilton faced the discouragement steadily,
-knowing only too well that the responsibility must rest, in the end, on
-him alone.
-
-Absorbed, vigilant, tireless--pouring the reserve energy of years into
-the sustained struggle of the sleepless days and nights--he strove with
-every resource of his skill and watched unremittingly for an instant's
-abatement of the deadly lethargy that was crushing the vitality of the
-delicate woman before him.
-
-Kimberly, following the slightest details of the sick-room hours, spent
-the day and the night at the bedside or in pacing the long hall. If he
-slept it was for an hour and after leaving orders to summon him
-instantly if Alice woke. They who cared for her knew what he meant by
-"waking." They knew how long and mutely, sometimes in the day,
-sometimes in the silence of the night, he watched her face for one
-returning instant of reason.
-
-They knew how when hope burned low in every other eye it shone always
-steadily in his. The rising of the sun and its setting meant to him
-only another day of hope, another night of hope for her; every concern
-had passed from him except that which was centered in the fight for her
-life.
-
-Considerate as he was to those about him they feared him, and his
-instinctive authority made itself felt more keenly in his silence than
-in his words. The heavy features, the stubborn brow, the slow, steady
-look became intensified in the long, taciturn vigil. Every day Dolly
-walked with him and talked with him. She made a bond between him and
-the world; but she saw how little the world meant when danger came
-between him and the woman he loved.
-
-One evening the nurses told him that Alice was better. They hoped for a
-return of consciousness and he sat all night waiting for the precious
-instant. The next day while he slept, wearied and heartsick, Alice
-sank. For ten minutes those about her endured a breathless, ageing
-suspense that sapped their energy and strength, until it was known that
-the doctor had won the fight and the weary heart had returned to its
-faint and labored beat. They told Kimberly nothing of it. When he
-awoke he still thought she was better.
-
-When he came into the room he was so hopeful that he bent over her and
-fondly called her name. To his consternation and delight her eyes opened
-at the sound of his voice; it seemed as if she were about to speak.
-Then her eyes closed again and she lay still. The incident electrified
-him and he spoke hopefully of it for hours. At midnight he sent
-Hamilton away, saying he himself was fresh and would be on duty with the
-nurse until daylight.
-
-The air was sultry. Toward morning a thunder-storm broke violently.
-Kimberly walked out into the hall to throw the belvedere doors open to
-the fresh air. As he turned to go back, his heart stopped beating. In
-the gloom of the darkened gallery a slender, white figure came from the
-open door of the sick-room and Kimberly saw Alice, with outstretched
-hands, walking uncertainly toward him. He stood quite still and taking
-her hands gently as they touched his own he murmured her name.
-
-"Alice! What is it, darling?" She opened her eyes. Their vacancy
-pierced his heart.
-
-"Baby is crying," she faltered; "I hear my baby. Walter." Her hands
-groped pitifully within his own. "Walter! Let me go to her!"
-
-She tried to go on but Kimberly restrained and held her for a moment
-trembling in his arms. "Come with me," he said, leading her slowly back
-to her pillow. "Let us go to her together."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLI
-
-
-When the sun burst upon The Towers in the freshness of the morning,
-Kimberly's eyes wore another expression. The pleading of her words
-still rang in his ears. The tears in her voice had cost him his
-courage. Before another night fell they told him but a slender hope
-remained. He seemed already to have realized it.
-
-After the doctors had spoken and all knew, Annie crept into Kimberly's
-room. His head was bowed on the table between his arms. With her
-little wet handkerchief and her worn beads crushed in her hands, she
-ventured to his side. Her sobs aroused him. "What is it, Annie?"
-
-"Oh, Mr. Kimberly; she is so sick!"
-
-"Yes, Annie."
-
-"Don't you think you should call a priest for her?"
-
-"A priest?" He opened his eyes as if to collect his thoughts.
-
-"Oh, yes, a priest, Mr. Kimberly."
-
-"Go yourself for him, Annie."
-
-Tears were streaming down the maid's cheeks. She held out an ivory
-crucifix. "If her eyes should open, dear Mr. Kimberly, won't you give
-this to her? It is her own." Kimberly took the crucifix in silence and
-as Annie hurried away he buried his head again in his arms.
-
-The timid young clergyman from the village responded within half an
-hour. Hamilton spoke kindly to him and explained to him Alice's
-condition; for unless consciousness should return Hamilton knew that
-nothing could be done.
-
-After trying in vain to speak to her the priest asked leave to wait in
-an adjoining room. His youthfulness and timidity proved no detriment to
-his constancy, for he sat hour after hour relieved only by Annie's
-messages and declining to give up. In the early morning finding there
-had been no change he left, asking that he be sent for if consciousness
-should return.
-
-With a strength that the doctors marvelled at, Alice rallied after the
-bad night. She so held her improvement during the day that Hamilton at
-nightfall felt she still might live.
-
-While the doctors and the family were at dinner Kimberly was kneeling
-upstairs beside Alice. She lay with her eyes closed, as she had lain the
-night she was stricken, but breathing more quietly. The racking pain no
-longer drew her face. Kimberly softly spoke her name and bent over her.
-He kissed her parched lips tenderly and her tired eyes opened. A
-convulsion shook him. It seemed as if she must know him, but his
-pleading brought no response.
-
-Then as he looked, the light in her eyes began to fade. With a sudden
-fear he took her in his arms and called to Annie on the other side of
-the bed. The nurse ran for Hamilton. Annie with a sob that seemed to
-pierce Alice's stupor held up the ivory crucifix and the eyes of her
-dying mistress fixed upon it.
-
-Reason for an instant seemed to assert itself. Alice, her eyes bent upon
-the crucifix, and trying to rise, stretched out her hands. Kimberly,
-transfixed, supported her in his arms. Annie held the pleading symbol
-nearer and Alice with a heart-rending little cry clutched it
-convulsively and sank slowly back.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLII
-
-
-She died in his arms. In the stillness they heard her name again and
-again softly spoken, as if he still would summon her from the apathy of
-death. They saw him, in their sobbing, wait undiscouraged for his
-answer from the lips that never would answer again.
-
-If he had claimed her in her life he claimed her doubly in her death;
-now, at least, she was altogether his. He laid her tenderly upon the
-pillow and covering her hands, still clasping the crucifix, in his own
-hands he knelt with his face buried in the counterpane.
-
-Day was breaking when he kissed her and rose to his feet. When Dolly
-went to him in the morning to learn his wishes she found him in his
-room. Alice was to lie, he said, with the Kimberlys on the hill, in the
-plot reserved for him. His sister assented tearfully. As to the
-funeral, he asked Dolly to confer with the village priest. He directed
-that only Annie and her own women should make Alice ready for the burial
-and forbade that any stranger's hand should touch his dead.
-
-She lay in the sunshine, on her pillow, after Annie had dressed her
-hair, as if breathing. Kimberly went in when Annie came for him. He saw
-how the touch of the maid's loving hands had made for her dead mistress
-a counterfeit of sleep; how the calm of the great sleep had already come
-upon her, and how death, remembering the suffering of her womanhood, had
-restored to her face its girlish beauty. Hamilton, who was with him,
-followed him into the room. Kimberly broke the silence.
-
-"What _is_ First Communion, Hamilton?" he asked.
-
-Hamilton shook his head.
-
-"I think," Kimberly said, pausing, "it must be the expression upon her
-face now."
-
-During the day he hardly spoke. Much of the time he walked in the hall
-or upon the belvedere and his silence was respected. Those of his
-household asked one another in turn to talk with him. But even his
-kindness repelled communication.
-
-In the early morning when the white couch had been placed to receive her
-for the grave he returned to the room with Dolly and they stood beside
-Alice together.
-
-"This is my wedding day, Dolly. Did you remember it?"
-
-"Robert!"
-
-"I tried for once to do better; to treat Alice as a woman should be
-treated. This is my reward--my wedding day."
-
-He lifted her in his arms like a child and as he laid her in her coffin
-looked at her stonily. "My bride! My Alice!"
-
-Dolly burst into tears. The harshness of his despair gave way as he
-bent over her for the last time and when he spoke again the tenderness
-of his voice came back. "My darling! With you I bury every earthly
-hope; for I take God to witness, in you I have had all my earthly joy!"
-He walked away and never saw her face again.
-
-The unintelligible service in the church did not rouse him from his
-torpor and he was only after a long time aware of a strange presence on
-the altar. Just at the last he looked up into the sanctuary. Little
-clouds of incense rising from a swinging thurible framed for an instant
-the face of a priest and Kimberly saw it was the archbishop.
-
-The prelate stood before the tabernacle facing the little church filled
-with people. But his eyes were fixed on the catafalque and his lips
-were moving in prayer. Kimberly watched with a strange interest the
-slender, white hand rise in a benediction over the dead. He knew it was
-the last blessing of her whom he had loved.
-
-Dolly had dreaded the scene at the grave but there was no scene. Nor
-could Kimberly ever recollect more than the mournful trees, the green
-turf, and the slow sinking of a flowered pall into the earth. And at
-the end he heard only the words of the archbishop, begging that they who
-remained might, with her, be one day received from the emptiness of this
-life into one that is both better and lasting.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIII
-
-
-In the evening of the day on which they had buried Alice, and the family
-were all at The Towers, Dolly, after dinner, asked Doctor Hamilton to
-walk with her. Robert Kimberly had dined upstairs and Hamilton upon
-leaving Dolly went up to Kimberly's rooms.
-
-The library door was closed. Hamilton, picking up a book in an
-adjoining room, made a place under the lamp and sat down to read. It
-was late when Kimberly opened the closed door. "Do you want to see me,
-doctor?" he asked abruptly.
-
-"Not particularly. I am not sleepy."
-
-Kimberly sat down in the corner of a davenport. "Nor am I, doctor. Nor
-am I talkative--you understand, I know."
-
-"I have been reading this pretty little French story." Hamilton had the
-book in his hand. "Mrs. MacBirney gave it to you. I have been thinking
-how like her it seems--the story itself--elevated, delicate,
-refined----"
-
-"It happens to be the only book she ever gave me."
-
-Hamilton looked again at the inscription on the fly-leaf, and read in
-Alice's rapid, nervous hand:
-
-"From Alice, To Robert."
-
-"What slight chances," the doctor went on, "contribute sometimes to our
-treasures. You will always prize this. And to have known and loved
-such a woman--to have been loved by her--so much does not come into
-every man's life."
-
-Kimberly was silent. But Hamilton had come to talk, and disregarding
-the steady eyes bent suspectingly upon him he pursued his thought. "To
-my mind, to have known the love of one woman is the highest possible
-privilege that can come to a man. And this is the thought I find in
-this book. It is that which pleases me. What surprises me in it is the
-light, cynical view that the man takes of the responsibility of life
-itself."
-
-"All sensualists are cynical."
-
-"But how can a man that has loved, or treasures, as this man professes
-to treasure, the memory of a gifted woman remain a sensualist?"
-
-Kimberly shrugged his shoulders. "Men are born sensualists. No one
-need apologize for being a sensualist; a man should apologize for being
-anything else."
-
-"But no matter what you and I are born, we die something other."
-
-"You mean, we progress. Perhaps so. But that we progress to any more
-of respect for man or for life, I have yet to learn. We progress from a
-moment of innocence to an hour of vanity, and from an hour of vanity to
-an eternity of ashes."
-
-"You are quoting from the book."
-
-"It is true."
-
-"She did not believe it true. She died clinging to a crucifix."
-
-Kimberly shrank under the surgeon's blade.
-
-"A memory is not vanity," persisted Hamilton. "And the day some time
-comes when it embodies all the claim that life has upon us; but it is
-none the less a valid claim. In this case," the surgeon held up the
-book, "Italy and work proved such a claim."
-
-"My work would be merely more money-getting. I am sickened of all
-money-getting. And my Italy lies to-night--up there." His eyes rolled
-toward the distant hill. "I wish I were there with her."
-
-"But between the wishing and the reality, Robert--you surely would not
-hasten the moment yourself."
-
-Kimberly made no answer.
-
-"You must think of Alice--what would she wish you to do? Promise me,"
-Hamilton, rising, laid his hand on Kimberly's shoulder, "that to-night
-you will not think of yourself alone. Suicide is the supreme
-selfishness--remember your own words. There was nothing of selfishness
-in her. Tell me, that for to-night, you will think of her."
-
-"That will not be hard to do. You are very kind. Good-night."
-
-In the morning Kimberly sent for Nelson and later for Charles. It was
-to discuss details concerning their business, which Robert, conferring
-with his brother, told him frankly he must now prepare to take up more
-actively. Charles, uneasy, waited until they had conferred some time
-and then bluntly asked the reason for it.
-
-Kimberly gave no explanation beyond what he had already given to Nelson,
-that he meant to take a little rest. The two worked until Charles,
-though Robert was quite fresh, was used up. He rose and going to an
-open window looked out on the lake, saying that he did not want to work
-any longer.
-
-The brothers were so nearly of an age that there seemed no difference in
-years between them. Robert had always done the work; he liked to do it
-and always had done it. To feel that he was now putting it off,
-appalled Charles, and he hid his own depression only because he saw the
-mental strain reflected in Robert's drawn features.
-
-Charles, although resolutely leaving the table and every paper on it,
-looked loyally back after a moment to his brother. "It's mighty good of
-you, Bob," he said slowly, "to explain these things all over again to
-me. I ought to know them--I'm ashamed that I don't. But, somehow, you
-always took the load and I like a brute always let you take it. Then
-you are a lot brainier than I am."
-
-Robert cut him off. "That simply is not true, Charlie. In matter of
-fact, that man has the most brains who achieves happiness. And you have
-been supremely happy."
-
-"While you have done the work!"
-
-"Why not? What else have I been good for? If I could let you live--if
-even one of us could live--why shouldn't I?"
-
-The elder brother turned impulsively. "Why? Because you have the right
-to live, too. Because sunshine and bright skies are as much for you as
-they are for me."
-
-They were standing at the window together. Robert heard the feeling in
-the words.
-
-"Yes," he answered, "I know the world is full of sunshine, and flowers
-are always fresh and life is always young and new hands are always
-caressing. This I well know, and I do not complain. The bride and the
-future are always new. But Charlie," he laid his hand on his brother's
-shoulder, "we can't all play the game of life with the same counters;
-some play white but some must play black. It's the white for you, the
-black for me. The sun for you, the shadow for me. Don't speak; I know,
-I have chosen it; I know it is my fault. I know the opportunities
-wasted. I might have had success, I asked for failure. But it all
-comes back to the same thing--some play the white, some the black."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIV
-
-
-A second shock within a week at The Towers found Kimberly still dazed.
-In the confusion of the household Uncle John failed one morning to
-answer Francis's greeting. No word of complaint had came from him. He
-lay as he had gone to sleep.
-
-Hamilton stood in the room a moment with Kimberly beside his dead uncle.
-
-"He was an extraordinary man, Robert," said the surgeon, breaking the
-silence at last. "A great man."
-
-"He asked no compromise with the inevitable," responded Kimberly,
-looking at the stern forehead and the cruel mouth. "I don't know"--he
-added, turning mechanically away, "perhaps, there is none."
-
-After the funeral Dolly urged Robert to take Hamilton to sea and the two
-men spent a week together on the yacht. Between them there existed a
-community of mental interest and material achievement as well as a
-temperamental attraction. Hamilton was never the echo of any expression
-of thought that he disagreed with. Yet he was acute enough to realize
-that Kimberly's mind worked more deeply than his own and was by this
-strongly drawn to him.
-
-Moreover, to his attractive independence Hamilton united a tenderness
-and tact developed by long work among the suffering--and the suffering,
-like children, know their friends. Kimberly, while his wound was still
-bleeding, could talk to Hamilton more freely than to any one else.
-
-The day after their return to The Towers the two men were riding
-together in the deep woods over toward the Sound when Kimberly spoke for
-the first time freely of Alice. "You know," he said to Hamilton,
-"something of the craving of a boy's imagination. When we are young we
-dream of angels--and we wake to clay. The imagination of childhood sets
-no bounds to its demands, and poor reality, forced to deliver, is left
-bankrupt. From my earliest consciousness my dreams were of a little girl
-and I loved and hungered for her. She was last in my sleeping and first
-in my waking thoughts.
-
-"It grew in me, and with me, this pictured companion of my life. It was
-my childish happiness. Then the time came when she left me and I could
-not call her back. An old teacher rebuked me once. 'You think,' said
-he, 'that innocence is nothing; wait till you have lost it.'
-
-"I believed at last, as year after year slipped away, that I had created
-a being of fancy too lovely to be real. I never found her--in all the
-women I have ever known I never found her until one night I saw Alice
-MacBirney. Dolly asked me that night if I had seen a ghost. She was my
-dream come true. Think of what it means to live to a reality that can
-surpass the imagination--Alice was that to me.
-
-"To be possessed of perfect grace; that alone means so much--and grace
-was but one of her natural charms. I thought I knew how to love such a
-woman. It was all so new to her--our life here; she was like a child.
-I thought my love would lift me up to her. I know, too late, it dragged
-her down to me."
-
-"You are too harsh. You did what you believed right."
-
-"Right?" echoed Kimberly scornfully. "What _is_ right? Who knows or
-cares? We do what we please--who does _right_?"
-
-They turned their horses into a bridle-path toward the village and
-Kimberly continued to speak. "Sometimes I have thought, what
-possibilities would lie in moulding a child to your own ideas of
-womanhood. It must be pleasing to contemplate a girl budding into such
-a flower as you have trained her to be.
-
-"But if this be pleasing, think what it is to find such a girl already
-in the flower of her womanhood; to find in her eyes the light that moves
-everything best within you; to read in them the answer to every question
-that springs from your heart. This is to realize the most powerful of
-all emotions--the love of man for woman."
-
-The horses stopped on the divide overlooking the lakes and the sea. To
-the left, the village lay at their feet, and beyond, the red roofs of
-the Institute clustered among clumps of green trees. The sight of the
-Institute brought to Kimberly's mind Brother Francis, who, released from
-his charge at The Towers, had returned to it.
-
-He had for a time wholly forgotten him. He reflected now that after
-Hamilton's departure the companionship of Francis might help to relieve
-his insupportable loneliness. The men rode together past the village
-and parted when they reached the lake, Hamilton returning to The Towers
-and Kimberly riding south to the Institute to take, if possible, Brother
-Francis home with him. He expected some objection, but was prepared to
-overcome it as he dismounted at the door of the infirmary and rang. A
-tall, shock-haired brother answered.
-
-"I have come to see Brother Francis."
-
-"You mean Brother Francis, who was at The Towers? He has gone, I am
-sorry to say."
-
-"Where has he gone?"
-
-"Brother Francis has gone to the leper mission at Molokai."
-
-Kimberly stared at the man: "Molokai! Francis gone to Molokai? What do
-you mean?"
-
-A wave of amazement darkening Kimberly's features startled the
-red-haired brother. "Who sent him?" demanded Kimberly angrily. "Why
-was I not notified? What kind of management is this? Where is your
-Superior?"
-
-"Brother Ambrose is ill. I, Mr. Kimberly, am Brother Edgar. No one
-sent Brother Francis. Surely you must know, for years he has wished to
-go to the Molokai Mission? When he was once more free he renewed his
-petition. The day after it was granted he left to catch the steamer.
-He went to The Towers to find you to say good-by. They told him you had
-gone to sea."
-
-Kimberly rode slowly home. He was unwilling to admit even to himself
-how hateful what he had now heard was to him and how angrily and
-inexplicably he resented it.
-
-He had purposed on the day that he made Alice his wife to give Brother
-Francis as a foundation for those higher schools that were the poor
-Italian's dream, a sum of money much larger than Francis had ever
-conceived of. It was to have been one of those gifts the Kimberlys
-delighted in--of royal munificence, without ceremony and without the
-slightest previous intimation; one of those overwhelming surprises that
-gratified the Kimberly pride.
-
-Because it was to have been in ready money even the securities had
-previously been converted, and the tons of gold lay with those other
-useless tons that were to have been Alice's on the same day--in the bank
-vaults. And of the two who were to have been made happy by them, one
-lay in her grave and the other with his own hand had opened the door of
-his living tomb.
-
-Kimberly in the weariness of living returned to the empty Towers. Dolly
-and her husband had gone home and Hamilton now returning to town was to
-dine with Charles Kimberly. Robert, welcoming isolation, went upstairs
-alone.
-
-His dinner was brought to his room and was sent down again untasted. He
-locked his doors and sat down to think. The sounds about the house
-which at best barely penetrated the heavy walls of his apartment died
-gradually away. A clock within the room chiming the hour annoyed him
-and he stopped it. His thoughts ran over his affairs and the affairs of
-his brother and his sister and partners and turned to those in various
-measure dependent upon his bounty.
-
-His sense of justice, never wholly obscured, because rooted in his
-exorbitant pride, was keenly alive in this hour of silent reckoning. No
-injustice, however slight, must be left that could be urged against his
-memory, and none, he believed, could now thus be urged. If there were a
-shock on the exchanges at the news of his death, if the stocks of his
-companies should be raided, no harm could come to the companies
-themselves. The antidote to all uneasiness lay in the unnecessarily
-large cash balances, rooted likewise in the Kimberly pride, that he kept
-always in hand for the unexpected.
-
-His servants, to the least, had been remembered and he was going over
-his thought of them when, with a pang, he reflected that he had
-completely forgotten the maid, Annie. It was a humiliation to think
-that of all minor things this could happen--that the faithful girl who
-had been closer than all others to her who was dearest to him could have
-been neglected. However, this could be trusted to a letter to his
-brother, and going to a table he wrote a memorandum of the provisions he
-wished made for Annie.
-
-Brother Francis and his years of servitude came to his mind. Was there
-any injustice to this man in leaving undone what he had fully intended
-to do in providing for the new school? He thought the subject over long
-and loosely. What would Francis say when he heard? Could he, stricken
-sometime with a revolting disease, ever think of Kimberly as unjust?
-
-The old fancy of Francis in heaven and Dives begging for a drop of water
-returned. But the thought of lying for an eternity in hell without a
-drop of water was more tolerable than the thought of this faithful
-Lazarus' accusing finger pointing to a tortured Dives who had been in
-the least matter unjust. If there were a hereafter, pride had something
-at stake in this, too.
-
-And thus the thought he most hated obtruded itself unbidden--was there a
-hereafter?
-
-Alice rose before him. He hid his face in his hands. Could this woman,
-the very thought of whom he revered and loved more than life
-itself--could she now be mere dissolving clay--or did she live? Was it
-but breathing clay that once had called into life every good impulse in
-his nature?
-
-He rose and found himself before his mother's picture. How completely
-he had forgotten his mother, whose agony had given him life! He looked
-long and tenderly into her eyes. When he turned away, dawn was beating
-at the drawn shades. The night was gone. Without even asking what had
-swayed him he put his design away.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLV
-
-
-Kimberly took up the matters of the new day heavy with thought. But he
-sent none the less immovably for Nelson and the troublesome codicil for
-the school was put under immediate way. He should feel better for it,
-he assured himself, even in hell. And whether, he reflected, it should
-produce any relief there or not, it would silence criticism. With his
-accustomed reticence he withheld from Nelson the name of the
-beneficiaries until the final draught should be ready, and in the
-afternoon rode out alone.
-
-McCrea and Cready Hamilton came out later with the treasurer. They had
-brought a messenger who carried balance sheets, reports, and estimates
-to be laid before Kimberly. He kept his partners for dinner and talked
-with them afterward of the affairs most on their minds. He told them he
-would go over the estimates that night alone and consult with them in
-the morning. The type-written sheets were spread with some necessary
-explanations on his table in the library upstairs and after his usual
-directions for their comfort for the night he excused his associates.
-
-He closed his door when they had gone. The table lamp was burning and
-its heavy shade shrouded the beamed ceiling and the distant corners of
-the sombre room. But the darkness suited Kimberly's mood. He seated
-himself in a lounging chair to be alone with his thoughts and sat
-motionless for an hour before he moved to the table and the papers. The
-impressive totals of figures before him failed to evoke any possible
-interest; yet the results were sufficient to justify enthusiasm or, at
-least, to excite a glow of satisfaction. He pushed the reports back and
-as he stared into the gloom Alice's deathbed rose before him. He heard
-her sharp little cry, the only cry during that fortnight of torture. He
-saw her grasp the crucifix from Annie's hand and heard Annie's answering
-cry, "Christ, Son of God, have mercy!"
-
-Christ, Son of God! Suppose it were true? The thought urged itself. He
-walked to a window and threw it open. The lake, the copses and fields
-lay flooded with moonlight, but his eyes were set far beyond them. What
-if it were true? He forced himself back to the lamp and doggedly took
-up the figures.
-
-Mechanically he went over and over them. One result lost its meaning
-the moment he passed to the next and the question that had come upon him
-would not down. It kept knocking disagreeably and he knew it would not
-be put away until the answer was wrung from him.
-
-The night air swept in cool from the lake and little chills crept over
-him. He shook them off and leaned forward on the table supporting his
-head with his hands. "It is not true," he cried stubbornly. There was
-a savage comfort in the words. "It is not true," he muttered. His
-hands tightened and he sat motionless.
-
-His head sank to the table, and supporting it on his forearm, with the
-huge typewritten sheets crumpled in his hands, he gave way to the
-exhaustion that overcame him. "It is not true," he whispered. "I never
-will believe it. He is not the Son of God. There is no God."
-
-Yet he knew even as he lost consciousness that the answer had not yet
-come.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVI
-
-
-When Charles came over in the morning, Robert made a pretence of
-discussing the budget with his associates. It was hardly more than a
-pretence. Figures had palled upon him and he dragged himself each day
-to his work by force of will.
-
-The city offices he ceased to visit. Every matter in which his judgment
-was asked or upon which his decision was needed was brought to The
-Towers. His horses were left to fret in the stables and he walked,
-usually alone, among the villa hills.
-
-Hamilton, even when he felt he could not penetrate the loneliness of
-Kimberly's moods, came out regularly and Kimberly made him to know he
-was welcome. "It isn't that I want to be alone," he said one night in
-apology to the surgeon. "The only subjects that interest me condemn me
-to loneliness. Charles asked me to meet a Chicago friend of his last
-night--and he talked books to me and pictures! How can I talk pictures
-and books? McCrea brought out one of our Western directors the other
-day," as Kimberly continued his chin went down to where it sank when
-matters seemed hopeless, "and he talked railroads!"
-
-"Go back to your books," urged Hamilton.
-
-"Books are only the sham battles of life."
-
-"Will you forego the recreation of the intellect?"
-
-"Ah! The intellect. We train it to bring us everything the heart can
-wish. And when our fairy responds with its gifts the appetite to enjoy
-them is gone. Hamilton, I am facing an insupportable question--what
-shall I do with myself? Shall I stop or go on? And if I go on, how?
-This is why I am always alone."
-
-"You overlook the simplest solution. Take up life again; your
-difficulties will disappear."
-
-"What life? The one behind me? I have been over that ground. I should
-start out very well--with commendable resolutions to let a memory guide
-me. And I should end--in the old way. I tell you I will never do it.
-There is a short cut to the end of that road--one I would rather take at
-the beginning. I loathe the thought of what lies behind me; I know the
-bitterness of the flesh." His hands were stretched upon the table and
-he clenched them slowly as he drew them up with his words, "I never will
-embrace or endure it again."
-
-"Yet, for the average man," he went on, "only two roads lie
-open--Christianity or sensuality--and I am just the average man. I
-cannot calmly turn back to what I was before I knew her. She changed
-me. I am different. Christians, you know," his voice dropped as if he
-were musing, "have a curious notion that baptism fixes an indelible mark
-on the soul. If that is so, Alice was my baptism."
-
-"Then your choice is already made, Robert."
-
-"Why do you say that? When I choose I shall no longer be here. What I
-resent is being forced to choose. I hate to bow to law. My life has
-been one long contempt for it. I have set myself outside every law that
-ever interfered with my desires or ambitions. I have scorned law and
-ignored it--and I am punished. What can a man do against death?"
-
-"Even so, there is nothing appalling in Christianity. Merely choose the
-form best adapted to your individual needs."
-
-"What would you have me do? Fill myself with sounding words and echoing
-phrases? I am doing better than that where I am. There is only one
-essential form of Christianity--you know what it is. I tell you I never
-will bow to a law that is not made for every man, rich or poor, cultured
-or crude, ignorant or learned. I never will take up the husks of a 'law
-adapted to individual needs.' That is merely making my own law over
-again, and I am leaving that. I am sick of exploiting myself. I
-despise a law that exploits the individual. I despise men in religious
-thought that exploit themselves and their own doctrines. I need wholly
-another discipline and I shall never bring myself to embrace it."
-
-"You are closer to it than you think. Yet, for my part, I hate to see
-you lose your individuality--to let some one else do your thinking for
-you."
-
-"A part of my individuality I should be gainer for losing. A part of it
-I wish to God some one had robbed me of long ago. But I hate to see
-you, Hamilton, deceive yourself with phrases. 'Let some one else do your
-thinking for you,'" Kimberly echoed, looking contemptuously away. "If
-empty words like that were all!"
-
-"You are going a good way, Robert," said the surgeon, dryly.
-
-"I wish I might go far."
-
-"Parting company with a good many serious minds--not to say brilliant
-ones."
-
-"What has their brilliancy ever done for me? I am tired of this rubbish
-of writing and words. Francis was worth libraries. I esteem what he did
-with his life more than I do the written words of ten thousand. He
-fought the real battle."
-
-"Did he win?"
-
-Kimberly's hand shot out. "If I knew! If I knew," he repeated
-doggedly. And then more slowly. "If I knew--I would follow him."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVII
-
-
-Kimberly no longer concealed from his family the trend of his thinking
-nor that which was to them its serious import. Dolly came to him in
-consternation. "My dear brother!" she wept, sitting down beside him.
-
-His arm encircled her. "Dolly, there is absolutely nothing to cry
-about."
-
-"Oh, there is; there is everything. How can you do it, Robert? You are
-turning your back on all modern thought."
-
-"But 'modern thought,' Dolly, has nothing sacred about it. It is merely
-present-day thought and, as such, no better than any other day thought.
-Every preposterous thought ever expressed was modern when it first
-reached expression. The difficulty is that all such 'modern' thought
-delights in reversing itself. It was one thing yesterday and is wholly
-another to-day; all that can with certainty be predicated of it is, that
-to-morrow it will be something quite else. Present day modern thought
-holds that what a man believes is of no moment--what he does is
-everything. Four hundred years ago 'modern' thought announced that what
-a man did was of no moment, what he believed was everything. Which was
-right?"
-
-"Well, which was right?" demanded Dolly, petulantly. "You seem to be
-doing the sermonizing."
-
-"If you ask me, I should say neither. I should say that what a man
-believes is vital and what he does is vital as well. I know--if my
-experience has taught me anything--that what men do will be to a
-material degree modified by what they believe. It is not I who am
-sermonizing, Dolly. Francis often expressed these thoughts. I have only
-weighed them--now they weigh me."
-
-"I don't care what you call it. Arthur says it is pure mediævalism."
-
-"Tell Arthur, 'mediævalism' is precisely what I am leaving. I am
-casting off the tatters of mediæval 'modern' thought. I am discarding
-the rags of paganism to which the modern thought of the sixteenth
-century has reduced my generation and am returning to the most primitive
-of all religious precepts--authority. I am leaving the stony deserts of
-agnosticism which 'modern' thought four hundred years ago pointed out as
-the promised land and I am returning to the path trodden by St.
-Augustine. Surely, Dolly, in this there is nothing appalling for any
-one unless it is for the man that has it to do."
-
-Yet Kimberly deferred a step against which every inclination in his
-nature fought. It was only a persistent impulse, one that refused to be
-wholly smothered, that held him to it. He knew that the step must be
-taken or he must do worse, and the alternative, long pondered, was a
-repellent one.
-
-Indeed, the alternative of ignoring a deepening conviction meant, he
-realized, that he must part with his self-respect. He went so far as
-seriously to ask himself whether he could not face putting this away;
-whether it was not, after all, a fanciful thing that he might do better
-without. He considered that many men manage to get on very well in this
-world without the scruple of self-respect.
-
-But honesty with himself had been too long the code of his life to allow
-him to evade an unanswered question and he forced himself gradually to
-the point of returning to the archbishop. One night he stood again, by
-appointment, in his presence.
-
-"I am at fault in not having written you," Kimberly said simply. "It
-was kind of you to remember me in my sorrow last summer. Through some
-indecision I failed to write."
-
-"I understand perfectly. Indeed, you had no need to write," returned
-the archbishop. "Somehow I have felt I should see you again."
-
-"The knot was cruelly cut."
-
-The archbishop paused. "I have thought of it all very often since that
-day on the hill," he said. "'Suppose,' I have asked myself, 'he had
-been taken instead. It would have been easier for him. But could he
-really wish it? Could he, knowing what she once had suffered, wish that
-she be left without him to the mercies of this world?'" The archbishop
-shook his head. "I think not. I think if one were to be taken, you
-could not wish it had been you. That would have been not better, but
-worse."
-
-"But she would not have been responsible for my death. I am for hers."
-
-"Of that you cannot be certain. What went before your coming into her
-life may have been much more responsible."
-
-"I am responsible for another death--my own nephew, you know, committed
-suicide. And I would, before this, have ended my mistakes and
-failures," his voice rose in spite of his suppression "--put myself
-beyond the possibility of more--but that she believed what you believe,
-that Christ is the Son of God."
-
-The words seemed wrung from him. "It is this that has driven me to you.
-I am sickened of strife and success--the life of the senses. It is Dead
-Sea fruit and I have tasted its bitterness. If I can do nothing to
-repair what I have already done, then I am better done with life."
-
-"And do not you, too, believe that Christ is the Son of God?"
-
-"I do not know what I believe--I believe nothing. Convince me that He
-was the Son of God and I will kneel to him in the dust."
-
-"My dear son! It is not I, nor is it another, that can convince you.
-God, alone, extends the grace of faith. Have you ever asked for it?"
-
-Kimberly started from his apathy. "I?" He relapsed again into
-moodiness. "No." The thought moved him to a protest. "How can I reach
-a far-off thing like faith?" he demanded with angry energy---"a shadowy,
-impalpable, evasive, ghostly thing? How can I reach, how can I grasp,
-what I cannot see, what I cannot understand?"
-
-"You can reach it and you can grasp it. Such questions spring from the
-anger of despair; despair has no part in faith. Faith is the death of
-despair. From faith springs hope. It is despair that pictures faith to
-you as a far-off thing."
-
-"Whatever it may be, it is not for me. I have no hope."
-
-"What brought you to-night? Can you not see His grace in forcing you to
-come against your own inclination? His hope has sustained you when you
-least suspected it. It has stayed your hand from the promptings of
-despair. Faith a far-off thing? It is at your side, trembling and
-invisible. It is within your reach at every moment. You have but to put
-forth your hand to touch it."
-
-Kimberly shook his bowed head.
-
-"Will you stretch forth your hand--will you touch the hem of His
-garment?"
-
-Kimberly sat immovable. "I cannot even stretch forth a hand."
-
-"Will you let me stretch forth mine?" His silence left the archbishop
-to continue. "You have come to me like another Nicodemus, and with his
-question, unasked, upon your lips. You have done wrong--it is you who
-accuse yourself, not I. Your own words tell me this and they can spring
-only from an instinct that has accused you in your own heart.
-
-"Christianity will teach you your atonement--nothing else can or will.
-You seem to picture this Christianity as something distant, something of
-an unreal, shadowy time and place. It is not. It is concrete, clear,
-distinct, alive, all about you every day, answering the very questions
-you have asked in your loneliness. It is hidden in the heart of the
-servant that waits at your call, locked in the breast of the man that
-passes you in the street. It is everywhere, unseen, unapprehended about
-you. I am going to put it before you. Stay with me to-night. In that
-room, my own little chapel," the archbishop rose as he indicated the
-door, "spend the time until you are ready to sleep. You have given many
-years to the gratification of yourself. Give one hour to-night to the
-contemplation of God. May I tell you my simple faith? The night before
-He suffered, He took bread and blessed and broke it, and gave it to His
-disciples. And He said, in substance, 'Take and eat of this, for this
-is my body, broken for your sins. And as often as ye shall do this, do
-it in commemoration of me.' And on these words I ground my faith in
-this mystery of His presence; this is why I believe He is here to-night,
-and why I leave you with Him in this tabernacle before you. If you feel
-that you have done wrong, that you want to atone for it, ask Him to
-teach you how."
-
-The archbishop opened the chapel door. In the darkness of the cool
-room, the red sanctuary lamp gleamed above the altar. The archbishop
-knelt for a moment beside his questioner; then he withdrew, closing the
-door behind him, and the silence of the night remained unbroken.
-
-An acolyte, entering in the gray of the early morning, saw on the last
-of the kneeling benches a man resting with bowed head. In the adjoining
-room the archbishop himself had slept, within call, in his chair. He
-entered the chapel and an assistant robed him to say his mass before his
-single auditor. The service over, he made his thanksgiving, walked to
-where the man knelt and, touching him on the shoulder, the two left the
-room together.
-
-[Illustration: An acolyte, entering in the gray of the early morning,
-saw on the last of the kneeling benches a man resting with bowed head]
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVIII
-
-
-The apprehension that had long waited upon Robert Kimberly's intentions
-weighed upon his circle. It was not enough for those about him to
-assure themselves that their affairs of business or of pleasure must
-move on whether Robert should determine to move on with them or not. His
-aloofness carried with it an uncertainty that was depressing.
-
-If he were wholly gone it would be one thing; but to be not gone and not
-of them was quite another. When Nelson brought the codicil providing for
-the school, satisfactorily framed, Kimberly had changed his intention
-and resolved, instead of incorporating the foundation in his will, to
-make immediate provision for an endowment. When the details were worked
-out, Nelson left to bring his wife home from Paris. Lottie's first
-visit was to Dolly's home, and there she found Imogene and Fritzie. She
-tiptoed in on the surprised group with a laugh.
-
-They rose in astonishment, but Lottie looked so trim and charming in her
-French rig that she disarmed criticism. For a moment every one spoke at
-once. Then Dolly's kind heart gave way as she mentally pronounced
-Lottie faultless.
-
-"You never looked so well in your life," she exclaimed with sincerity.
-"I declare, Lottie, you are back to the sprightliness of girlhood.
-Paris certainly agrees with you."
-
-Lottie smiled. "I have had two great rejuvenators this year--Paris and
-a good conscience."
-
-Fritzie could not resist. "Do they go together, Lottie?" she asked.
-
-Lottie responded with perfect ease: "Only when one is still young, dear.
-I shouldn't dare recommend them to mature persons."
-
-"You felt no risk in the matter yourself?" suggested Fritzie.
-
-"Not in the least," laughed Lottie, pushing down her slender girdle.
-But she was too happy to quarrel and had returned resolved to have only
-friends. "You must tell me all about poor Robert." She turned, as she
-spoke to Dolly, with a sudden sympathy in her tender eyes. "I have
-thought so much about his troubles. And I am just crazy to see the poor
-fellow. What is he doing?"
-
-"He is in town for a few days, just now. But he has been away for two
-months--with the yacht."
-
-"Where?"
-
-"No one knows. Somewhere along the coast, I suppose."
-
-"With whom?"
-
-"Alone."
-
-Lottie threw her eyes upward. "_What_ does he _mean_? What do _you_
-all mean by letting him get into such a rut? Such isolation; such
-loneliness! He needs to be cheered up, poor fellow. Dolly, I should
-think _you_ would be frightened to death----"
-
-"What could I possibly do that I haven't done?" demanded Dolly. "No one
-can do a thing with Robert when he is set. I have simply _had_ to give
-up."
-
-"You _mustn't_ give up," protested Lottie courageously. "It is just the
-giving up that ruins everything. Personally, _I_ am convinced that no
-one can long remain insensible to genuine and sincere sympathy. And
-certainly no one could accuse poor Robert of being unresponsive."
-
-"Certainly not--if you couldn't," retorted Fritzie.
-
-Lottie turned with amiability. "Now, Fritzie dear, you are _not_ going
-to be unkind to me. I put myself entirely out of the case. It is
-something we ought all to work for together. It is our duty, I think."
-
-She spoke very gently but paused to give the necessary force to her
-words. "Truly, it would be depressing to _any_ one to come back to a
-gay circle and find it broken up in the way ours is. We can't help the
-past. Its sorrows belong to it alone. We must let the dead bury the
-dead and all work together to restore the old spirit when everybody was
-happy--don't you feel so, Arthur?" she asked, making that sudden kind of
-an appeal to Arthur De Castro to which it is difficult to refuse assent.
-
-"Certainly we should. And I hope you will be successful, Lottie, in
-pulling things together."
-
-"Robert is at home now, isn't he?"
-
-"He has been at home a fortnight," returned Arthur, "but shut up with
-the new board of directors all the time. MacBirney walked the plank,
-you know, last fall when Nelson went on the board."
-
-"I think it was very nice of Robert to confer such an honor on Nelson,"
-observed Lottie simply, "and I intend to tell him so. He is always
-doing something for somebody," she continued, rising to go. "And I want
-to see what the constant kindness he extends to others will do if
-extended to him."
-
-"She also wants to see," suggested Fritzie to Imogene, as Dolly and
-Arthur walked with Lottie to the door, "what Paris and a good
-conscience, and a more slender figure, will do for him."
-
-"Now, Fritzie!"
-
-"If Robert Kimberly," blurted Fritzie hotly, "ever takes up again with
-Lottie Nelson, I'll never speak to him as long as I live."
-
-"Again? When did he ever take up with her?"
-
-"I don't care. You never can tell what a man will do."
-
-Imogene, less easily moved, only smiled. "Dolly entertains the Nelsons
-to-morrow evening, and Robert will be asked very particularly to come."
-
-Kimberly did not return home, as was expected, that night. At The
-Towers they had no definite word as to whether he would be out on the
-following day. Dolly called up the city office but could only leave a
-message for him. As a last resort she sent a note to The Towers, asking
-Robert to join them for the evening in welcoming Lottie. Her failure to
-receive an answer before the party sat down to dinner rather led Dolly
-to conclude that they should not see him and she felt no surprise when a
-note was handed her while the coffee was being served. She tore it open
-and read:
-
-
-"DEAR DOLLY:
-
-"I am just home and have your note. I am sorry not to be with you
-to-night to join in welcoming the Nelsons. I send all good wishes to
-the little company, but what I have now to tell you will explain my
-absence.
-
-"I had already made an appointment before I learned of your arrangements
-for the evening. Father Pauly, the village clergyman, sleeps to-night at
-The Towers and I am expecting him as I write. He does not know of my
-intention, but before he leaves I shall ask him to receive me into the
-Roman Catholic Church.
-
-"ROBERT."
-
-
-Dolly handed the note to Arthur. He asked if he should read it aloud.
-She nodded assent.
-
-Fritzie, next morning, crossing the lake with flowers for Alice, was
-kneeling at her grave when Kimberly came up. She rose hastily but could
-not control herself and burst into tears. Kimberly took her hands as she
-came to him. "Dear Fritzie," he murmured, "_you_ haven't forgotten."
-
-"I loved you both, Robert."
-
-They walked down the hill together. Fritzie asked questions and
-Kimberly met her difficulties one after another. "What great difference
-does it make, Fritzie, whether I work here or elsewhere? I want a year,
-possibly longer, of seclusion--and no one will bother me at the Islands.
-Meantime, in a year I shall be quite forgotten."
-
-Charles Kimberly was waiting at The Towers for a conference. The
-brothers lunched together and spent the afternoon in the library. Dolly
-came over as they were parting. "Is it true, Robert," she asked
-piteously, "that you are going to Molokai?"
-
-"Not for weeks yet, Dolly. Much remains to be arranged here."
-
-"To the lepers?"
-
-"Only for a year or two." He saw the suffering in her face and bent
-over her with affectionate humor. "I must go somewhere for a while,
-Dolly. You understand, don't you?"
-
-She shook the tears from her long lashes. "You need not tell me.
-Robert, you will never come back."
-
-He laughed tenderly. "My heart is divided, Dolly. Part of it is here
-with you who love me; part of it, you know, is with her. If I come
-back, I shall find you here. If I do not come back, I shall find her
-THERE."
-
-
-In a distant ocean and amid the vastness of a solitude of waters the
-winter sun shines warm upon a windward cliff. From the face of this
-gigantic shape, rising half a mile into the air, springs a tapestry of
-living green, prodigal with blossoms and overhanging at intervals a
-field of flowers.
-
-On the heights of the crumbling peak the wild goat browses in cool and
-leafy groves. In its grassy chimneys rabbits crouch with listening
-ears, and on the sheer face of the precipice a squirrel halts upon a
-dizzy vine. Above its crest a seabird poises in a majesty of flight,
-and in the blue distance a ship sails into a cloudless sky. This is
-Molokai.
-
-At the foot of the mountain the morning sun strikes upon a lowland,
-thrust like a tongue of fire into the cooling sea, and where the lava
-meets the wave, breakers beat restlessly.
-
-On one shore of this lowland spit, and under the brow of the cliff, a
-handful of white cottages cluster. On the opposite shore lies a
-whitewashed hamlet brightened by tropical gardens and shaded with
-luxuriant trees; it is the leper port. Near the sea stands a chapel
-surmounted by a cross. Beyond it a larger and solitary cross marks a
-second village--the village of the leper dead.
-
-An island steamer whistled one summer evening for the port, and a
-landing boat put out from the pier. It was the thirtieth of June.
-Three passengers made ready to disembark, two of them women, Sisters of
-St. Francis, who had offered themselves for the leper mission, and the
-third a man, a stranger, who followed them over the steamer's side and,
-rearranging their luggage, made a place for the two women in the stern
-of the weather-beaten craft.
-
-It was the close of the day and the sun flowed in a glory of gold over
-the sea. On one edge of the far horizon a rain cloud drifted. In the
-east the moon was rising full and into a clear sky. A heavy swell
-lifted the boat from the steamer's side. The three passengers steadied
-themselves as they rose on its crest, and the brown oarsmen, catching
-the sweep of the sea, headed for the long line of foam that crawled upon
-the blackened rocks.
-
-On the distant beach a black-robed figure outlined against the evening
-sky watched with straining eyes the sweep of the dripping oars and with
-arm uplifted seemed to wait with beating heart upon their stroke for him
-who was coming. Along the shore, cripples hastening from the village
-crowded the sandy paths toward the pier. In the west, the steamer was
-putting out again upon its course, and between the two the little boat,
-a speck upon the waves, made its way stoutly through the heaving sea.
-
-
-
-
- THE END
-
-
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