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diff --git a/41414-0.txt b/41414-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9b6ca2d --- /dev/null +++ b/41414-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6002 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41414 *** + + The Girl From the Marsh Croft + + By Selma Lagerlöf + + Author of "The Story of Gösta Berling," "The Miracles of + Antichrist," "Invisible Links," etc. + + + _Translated from the Swedish_ + By Velma Swanston Howard + + GARDEN CITY NEW YORK + DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY + 1916 + + _Copyright, 1910, by_ + DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY + + _All rights reserved, including that of + translation into foreign languages._ + + + + +PREFATORY NOTE + + +Readers of Miss Lagerlöf will observe that in this, her latest book, +"The Girl from the Marsh Croft," the Swedish author has abandoned her +former world of Romanticism and has entered the field of Naturalism and +Realism. + +This writer's romantic style is most marked, perhaps, in her first +successful work, "Gösta Berling." + +How "The Story of Gösta Berling" grew, and the years required to perfect +it, is told in the author's unique literary autobiography, "The Story of +a Story," which is embodied in the present volume. + +In "The Girl from the Marsh Croft" Miss Lagerlöf has courageously chosen +a girl who had gone astray as the heroine of her love story, making her +innate honesty and goodness the redemptive qualities which win for her +the love of an honest man and the respect and esteem of all. + +To the kindness of the publishers of _Good Housekeeping_, I am indebted +for permission to include "The Legend of the Christmas Rose" in this +volume. + +This book is translated and published with the sanction of the author, +Selma Lagerlöf. + + + + +CONTENTS + + +I. THE GIRL FROM THE MARSH CROFT 3 + +II. THE SILVER MINE 99 + +III. THE AIRSHIP 125 + +IV. THE WEDDING MARCH 163 + +V. THE MUSICIAN 173 + +VI. THE LEGEND OF THE CHRISTMAS ROSE 189 + +VII. A STORY FROM JERUSALEM 219 + +VIII. WHY THE POPE LIVED TO BE SO OLD 235 + +IX. THE STORY OF A STORY 257 + + + + +The Girl from the Marsh Croft + + +I + +It took place in the court room of a rural district. At the head of the +Judges' table sits an old Judge--a tall and massively built man, with a +broad, rough-hewn visage. For several hours he has been engaged in +deciding one case after another, and finally something like disgust and +melancholy has taken hold of him. It is difficult to know if it is the +heat and closeness of the court room that are torturing him or if he has +become low-spirited from handling all these petty wrangles, which seem +to spring from no other cause than to bear witness to people's +quarrel-mania, uncharitableness, and greed. + +He has just begun on one of the last cases to be tried during the day. +It concerns a plea for help in the rearing of a child. + +This case had already been tried at the last Court Session, and the +protocols of the former suit are being read; therefore one learns that +the plaintiff is a poor farmer's daughter and the defendant is a married +man. + +Moreover, it says in the protocol, the defendant maintains that the +plaintiff has wrongfully, unjustly, and only with the desire of +profiting thereby, sued the defendant. He admits that at one time the +plaintiff had been employed in his household, but that during her stay +in his home he had not carried on any intrigue with her, and she has no +right to demand assistance from him. The plaintiff still holds firmly to +her claim, and after a few witnesses have been heard, the defendant is +called to take the oath and show cause why he should not be sentenced by +the Court to assist the plaintiff. + +Both parties have come up and are standing, side by side, before the +Judges' table. The plaintiff is very young and looks frightened to +death. She is weeping from shyness and with difficulty wipes away the +tears with a crumpled handkerchief, which she doesn't seem to know how +to open out. She wears black clothes, which are quite new and whole, but +they fit so badly that one is tempted to think she has borrowed them in +order to appear before the Court of Justice in a befitting manner. + +As regards the defendant, one sees at a glance that he is a prosperous +man. He is about forty and has a bold and dashing appearance. As he +stands before the Court, he has a very good bearing. One can see that he +does not think it a pleasure to stand there, but he doesn't appear to be +the least concerned about it. + +As soon as the protocols have been read, the Judge turns to the +defendant and asks him if he holds fast to his denials and if he is +prepared to take the oath. + +To these questions the defendant promptly answers a curt yes. He digs +down in his vest pocket and takes out a statement from the clergyman who +attests that he understands the meaning and import of the oath and is +qualified to take it. + +All through this the plaintiff has been weeping. She appears to be +unconquerably bashful, and doggedly keeps her eyes fixed upon the floor. +Thus far she has not raised her eyes sufficiently to look the defendant +in the face. + +As he utters his "yes," she starts back. She moves a step or two nearer +the Court, as if she had something to say to the contrary, and then she +stands there perplexed. It is hardly possible, she seems to say to +herself; he cannot have answered yes. I have heard wrongly. + +Meanwhile the Judge takes the clergyman's paper and motions to the court +officer. The latter goes up to the table to find the Bible, which lies +hidden under a pile of records, and lays it down in front of the +defendant. + +The plaintiff hears that some one is walking past her and becomes +restless. She forces herself to raise her eyes just enough to cast a +glance over the table, and she sees then how the court officer moves the +Bible. + +Again it appears as though she wished to raise some objection, and again +she controls herself. It isn't possible that he will be allowed to take +the oath. Surely the Judge must prevent him! + +The Judge is a wise man and knows how people in her home district think +and feel. He knew, very likely, how severe all people were as soon as +there was anything which affected the marriage relation. They knew of no +worse sin than the one she had committed. Would she ever have confessed +anything like this about herself if it were not true? The Judge must +understand the awful contempt that she had brought down upon herself, +and not contempt only, but all sorts of misery. No one wanted her in +service--no one wanted her work. Her own parents could scarcely tolerate +her presence in their cabin and talked all the while of casting her out. +Oh, the Judge must know that she would never have asked for help from a +married man had she no right to it. + +Surely the Judge could not believe that she lied in a case like this; +that she would have called down upon herself such a terrible misfortune +if she had had any one else to accuse than a married man. And if he +knows this, he must stop the oath-taking. + +She sees that the Judge reads through the clergyman's statements a +couple of times and she begins to think he intends to interfere. + +True, the Judge has a wary look. Now he shifts his glance to the +plaintiff, and with that his weariness and disgust become even more +marked. It appears as though he were unfavorably disposed toward her. +Even if the plaintiff is telling the truth, she is nevertheless a bad +woman and the Judge cannot feel any sympathy for her. + +Sometimes the Judge interposes in a case, like a good and wise +counsellor, and keeps the parties from ruining themselves entirely. But +to-day he is tired and cross and thinks only of letting the legal +process have its course. + +He lays down the clergyman's recommendation and says a few words to the +defendant to the effect that he hopes he has carefully considered the +consequences of a perjured oath. The defendant listens to him with the +calm air which he has shown all the while, and he answers respectfully +and not without dignity. + +The plaintiff listens to this in extreme terror. She makes a few +vehement protests and wrings her hands. Now she wants to speak to the +Court. She struggles frightfully with her shyness and with the sobs +which prevent her speaking. The result is that she cannot get out an +audible word. + +Then the oath will be taken! She must give it up. No one will prevent +him from swearing away his soul. + +Until now, she could not believe this possible. But now she is seized +with the certainty that it is close at hand--that it will occur the next +second. A fear more overpowering than any she has hitherto felt takes +possession of her. She is absolutely paralyzed. She does not even weep +more. Her eyes are glazed. It is his intention, then, to bring down upon +himself eternal punishment. + +She comprehends that he wants to swear himself free for the sake of his +wife. But even if the truth were to make trouble in his home, he should +not for that reason throw away his soul's salvation. + +There is nothing so terrible as perjury. There is something uncanny and +awful about that sin. There is no mercy or condonation for it. The gates +of the infernal regions open of their own accord when the perjurer's +name is mentioned. + +If she had then raised her eyes to his face, she would have been afraid +of seeing it stamped with damnation's mark, branded by the wrath of God. + +As she stands there and works herself into greater and greater terror, +the Judge instructs the defendant as to how he must place his fingers on +the Bible. Then the Judge opens the law book to find the form of the +oath. + +As she sees him place his fingers on the book, she comes a step nearer, +and it appears as though she wished to reach across the table and push +his hand away. + +But as yet she is restrained by a faint hope. She thinks he will relent +now--at the last moment. + +The Judge has found the place in the law book, and now he begins to +administer the oath loudly and distinctly. Then he makes a pause for the +defendant to repeat his words. The defendant actually starts to repeat, +but he stumbles over the words, and the Judge must begin again from the +beginning. + +Now she can no longer entertain a trace of hope. She knows now that he +means to swear falsely--that he means to bring down upon himself the +wrath of God, both for this life and for the life to come. + +She stands wringing her hands in her helplessness. And it is all her +fault because she has accused him! But she was without work; she was +starving and freezing; the child came near dying. To whom else should +she turn for help? Never had she thought that he would be willing to +commit such an execrable sin. + +The Judge has again administered the oath. In a few seconds the thing +will have been done: the kind of thing from which there is no turning +back--which can never be retrieved, never blotted out. + +Just as the defendant begins to repeat the oath, she rushes forward, +sweeps away his outstretched hand, and seizes the Bible. + +It is her terrible dread which has finally given her courage. He must +not swear away his soul; he must not! + +The court officer hastens forward instantly to take the Bible from her +and to bring her to order. She has a boundless fear of all that pertains +to a Court of Justice and actually believes that what she has just done +will bring her to prison; but she does not let go her hold on the Bible. +Cost what it may, he cannot take the oath. He who would swear also runs +up to take the Bible, but she resists him too. + +"You shall not take the oath!" she cries, "you shall not!" + +That which is happening naturally awakens the greatest surprise. The +court attendants elbow their way up to the bar, the jurymen start to +rise, the recording clerk jumps up with the ink bottle in his hand to +prevent its being upset. + +Then the Judge shouts in a loud and angry tone, "Silence!" and everybody +stands perfectly still. + +"What is the matter with you? What business have you with the Bible?" +the Judge asks the plaintiff in the same hard and severe tone. + +Since, with the courage of despair, she has been able to give utterance +to her distress, her anxiety has decreased so that she can answer, "He +must not take the oath!" + +"Be silent, and put back the book!" demands the Judge. + +She does not obey, but holds the book tightly with both hands. "He +cannot take the oath!" she cries fiercely. + +"Are you so determined to win your suit?" asks the Judge sharply. + +"I want to withdraw the suit," she shrieks in a high, shrill voice. "I +don't want to force him to swear." + +"What are you shrieking about?" demands the Judge. "Have you lost your +senses?" + +She catches her breath suddenly and tries to control herself. She hears +herself how she is shrieking. The Judge will think she has gone mad if +she cannot say what she would say calmly. She struggles with herself +again to get control of her voice, and this time she succeeds. She says +slowly, earnestly, and clearly, as she looks the Judge in the face: "I +wish to withdraw the suit. He is the father of the child. I am still +fond of him. I don't wish him to swear falsely." + +She stands erect and resolute, facing the Judges' table, all the while +looking the Judge square in the face. He sits with both hands resting on +the table and for a long while does not take his eyes off from her. +While the Judge is looking at her, a great change comes over him. All +the ennui and displeasure in his face vanishes, and the large, +rough-hewn visage becomes beautiful with the most beautiful emotion. +"Ah, see!" he thinks--"Ah, see! such is the mettle of my people. I shall +not be vexed at them when there is so much love and godliness even in +one of the humblest." + +Suddenly the Judge feels his eyes fill up with tears; then he pulls +himself together, almost ashamed, and casts a hasty glance about him. He +sees that the clerks and bailiffs and the whole long row of jurymen are +leaning forward and looking at the girl who stands before the Judges' +table with the Bible hugged close to her. And he sees a light in their +faces, as though they had seen something very beautiful, which had made +them happy all the way into their souls. + +Then the Judge casts a glance over the spectators, and he sees that they +all breathe a quick sigh of relief, as if they had just heard what they +had longed above everything to hear. + +Finally, the Judge looks at the defendant. Now it is _he_ who stands +with lowered head and looks at the floor. + +The Judge turns once more to the poor girl. "It shall be as you wish," +he says. "The case shall be stricken from the Calendar,"--this to the +recording clerk. + +The defendant makes a move, as though he wished to interpose an +objection. "Well, what now?" the Judge bellows at him. "Have you +anything against it?" + +The defendant's head hangs lower and lower, and he says, almost +inaudibly, "Oh, no, I dare say it is best to let it go that way." + +The Judge sits still a moment more, and then he pushes the heavy chair +back, rises, and walks around the table and up to the plaintiff. + +"Thank you!" he says and gives her his hand. + +She has laid down the Bible and stands wiping away the tears with the +crumpled up handkerchief. + +"Thank you!" says the Judge once more, taking her hand and shaking it as +if it belonged to a real man's man. + + +II + +Let no one imagine that the girl who had passed through such a trying +ordeal at the bar of justice thought that she had done anything +praiseworthy! On the contrary, she considered herself disgraced before +the whole court room. She did not understand that there was something +honorable in the fact that the Judge had gone over and shaken hands with +her. She thought it simply meant that the trial was over and that she +might go her way. + +Nor did she observe that people gave her kindly glances and that there +were several who wanted to press her hand. She stole by and wanted only +to go. There was a crush at the door. The court was over and many in +their hurry to get out made a rush for the door. She drew aside and was +about the last person to leave the court room because she felt that +every one else ought to go before her. + +When she finally came out, Gudmund Erlandsson's cart stood in waiting at +the door. Gudmund was seated in the cart, holding the reins, and was +apparently waiting for some one. As soon as he saw her among all the +people who poured out of the court room, he called to her: "Come here, +Helga! You can ride with me since we are going in the same direction." + +Although she heard her name, she could not believe that it was she whom +he was calling. It was not possible that Gudmund Erlandsson wanted to +ride with her. He was the most attractive man in the whole parish, young +and handsome and of good family connections and popular with every one. +She could not imagine that he wished to associate with her. + +She was walking with the head shawl drawn far down on her forehead, and +was hastening past him without either glancing up or answering. + +"Don't you hear, Helga, that you can ride with me?" said Gudmund, and +there was a friendly note in his voice. But she couldn't grasp that +Gudmund meant well by her. She thought that, in one way or another, he +wished to make sport of her and was only waiting for those who stood +near by to begin tittering and laughing. She cast a frightened and +indignant glance at him, and almost ran from the Court House grounds to +be out of earshot when the laughter should start in. + +Gudmund was unmarried at that time and lived at home with his parents. +His father was a farm-owner. His was not a large farm and he was not +rich, but he made a good living. The son had gone to the Court House to +fetch some deeds for his father, but as there was also another purpose +in the trip, he had groomed himself carefully. He had taken the +brand-new trap with not a crack in the lacquering, had rubbed up the +harness and curried the horse until he shone like satin. He had placed a +bright red blanket on the seat beside him, and himself he had adorned +with a short hunting-jacket, a small gray felt hat, and top boots, into +which the trousers were tucked. This was no holiday attire, but he +probably knew that he looked handsome and manly. + +Gudmund was seated alone in the cart when he drove from home in the +morning, but he had agreeable things to think of and the time had not +seemed long to him. When he had arrived about half-way, he came across +a poor young girl who was walking very slowly and looked as though she +were scarcely able to move her feet because of exhaustion. It was autumn +and the road was rain-soaked, and Gudmund saw how, with every step, she +sank deeper into the mud. He stopped and asked where she was going. When +he learned that she was on her way to the Court House, he invited her to +ride. She thanked him and stepped up on the back of the cart to the +narrow board where the hay sack was tied, as though she dared not touch +the red blanket beside Gudmund. Nor was it his meaning that she should +sit beside him. He didn't know who she was, but he supposed her to be +the daughter of some poor backwoodsman and thought the rear of the cart +was quite good enough for her. + +When they came to a steep hill and the horse began to slow up, Gudmund +started talking. He wanted to know her name and where she was from. When +he learned that her name was Helga, and that she came from a backwoods +farm called Big Marsh, he began to feel uneasy. "Have you always lived +at home on the farm or have you been out to service?" he asked. + +The past year she had been at home, but before this she had been working +out. + +"Where?" asked Gudmund hastily. + +He thought it was a long while before the answer was forthcoming. "At +the West Farm, with Per Mårtensson," she said finally, sinking her voice +as if she would rather not have been heard. + +But Gudmund heard her. "Indeed! Then it is you who--" said he, but did +not conclude his meaning. He turned from her, and sat up straight in his +seat and said not another word to her. + +Gudmund gave the horse rap upon rap and talked loudly to himself about +the wretched condition of the road and was in a very bad humor. + +The girl sat still for a moment; presently Gudmund felt her hand upon +his arm. "What do you wish?" he asked without turning his head. + +Oh, he was to stop, so she could jump out. + +"Why so?" sneered Gudmund. "Aren't you riding comfortably?" + +"Yes, thank you, but I prefer to walk." + +Gudmund struggled a little with himself. It was provoking that he should +have bidden a person of Helga's sort to ride with him to-day of all +days! But he thought also that since he had taken her into the wagon, +he could not drive her out. + +"Stop, Gudmund!" said the girl once again. She spoke in a very decided +tone, and Gudmund drew in the reins. + +"It is she, of course, who wishes to step down," thought he. "I don't +have to force her to ride against her will." + +She was down on the road before the horse had time to stop. "I thought +you knew who I was when you asked me to ride," she said, "or I should +not have stepped into the cart." + +Gudmund muttered a short good-bye and drove on. She was doubtless right +in thinking that he knew her. He had seen the girl from the marsh croft +many times as a child, but she had changed since she was grown up. At +first he was very glad to be rid of the travelling companion, but +gradually he began to feel displeased with himself. He could hardly have +acted differently, yet he did not like being cruel to any one. + +Shortly after Gudmund had parted from Helga, he turned out of the road +and up a narrow street, and came to a large and fine estate. As Gudmund +drew up before the gate, the house door opened and one of the daughters +appeared. + +Gudmund raised his hat; at the same time a faint flush covered his face. +"Wonder if the Juryman is at home?" said he. + +"No, father has gone down to the Court House," replied the daughter. + +"Oh, then he has already gone," said Gudmund. "I drove over to ask if +the Juryman would ride with me. I'm going to the Court House." + +"Father is always so punctual!" bewailed the daughter. + +"It doesn't matter," said Gudmund. + +"Father would have been pleased, I dare say, to ride behind such a fine +horse and in such a pretty cart as you have," remarked the girl +pleasantly. + +Gudmund smiled a little when he heard this commendation. + +"Well, then, I must be off again," said he. + +"Won't you step in, Gudmund?" + +"Thank you, Hildur, but I'm going to the Court House, you know. It won't +do for me to be late." + +Now Gudmund takes the direct road to the Court House. He was very well +pleased with himself and thought no more of his meeting with Helga. It +was fortunate that only Hildur had come out on the porch and that she +had seen the cart and blanket, the horse and harness. She had probably +taken note of everything. + +This was the first time Gudmund had attended a Court. He thought that +there was much to see and learn, and remained the whole day. He was +sitting in the court room when Helga's case came up; saw how she +snatched the Bible and hugged it close, and saw how she defied both +court attendants and Judge. When it was all over and the Judge had +shaken hands with Helga, Gudmund rose quickly and went out. He hurriedly +hitched the horse to the cart and drove up to the steps. He thought +Helga had been brave, and now he wished to honor her. But she was so +frightened that she did not understand his purpose, and stole away from +his intended honor. + +The same day Gudmund came to the marsh croft late in the evening. It was +a little croft, which lay at the base of the forest ridge that enclosed +the parish. The road leading thither was passable for a horse only in +winter, and Gudmund had to go there on foot. It was difficult for him to +find his way. He came near breaking his legs on stumps and stones, and +he had to wade through brooks which crossed the path in several places. +Had it not been for the bright moonlight, he could not have found his +way to the croft. He thought it was a very hard road that Helga had to +tramp this day. + +Big Marsh croft lay on the clearing about half-way up the ridge. Gudmund +had never been there before, but he had often seen the place from the +valley and was sufficiently familiar with it to know that he had gone +aright. + +All around the clearing lay a hedge of brushwood, which was very thick +and difficult to get through. It was probably meant to be a kind of +defence and protection against the whole wilderness that surrounded the +croft. The cabin stood at the upper edge of the enclosure. Before it +stretched a sloping house-yard covered with short, thick grass; and +below the yard lay a couple of gray outhouses and a larder with a +moss-covered roof. It was a poor and humble place, but one couldn't deny +that it was picturesque up there. The marsh, from which the croft had +derived its name, lay somewhere near and sent forth mists which rose, +beautiful, splendid, and silvery, in the moonlight, forming a halo +around the marsh. The highest peak of the mountain loomed above the +mist, and the ridge, prickly with pines, was sharply outlined against +the horizon. Over the valley shone the moon. It was so light that one +could distinguish fields and orchards and a winding brook, over which +the mists curled, like the faintest smoke. It was not very far down +there, but the peculiar thing was that the valley lay like a world +apart, with which the forest and all that belonged to it seemed to have +nothing in common. It was as if the people who lived here in the forest +must ever remain under the shadow of these trees. They might find it +quite as hard to feel contented down in the valley as woodcock and +eagle-owl and lynx and star-flowers. + +Gudmund tramped across the open grass-plot and up to the cabin. There a +gleam of firelight streamed through the window. As there were no shades +at the windows, he peeped into the cabin to see if Helga was there. A +small lamp burned on the table near the window, and there sat the master +of the house, mending old shoes. The mistress was seated farther back in +the room, close to the fireplace, where a slow fire burned. The +spinning-wheel was before her, but she had paused in her work to play +with a little child. She had taken it up from the cradle, and Gudmund +heard how she prattled to it. Her face was lined and wrinkled and she +looked severe. But, as she bent over the child, she had a mild +expression and she smiled as tenderly at the little one as his own +mother might have done. + +Gudmund peered in, but could not see Helga in any corner of the cabin. +Then he thought it was best to remain outside until she came. He was +surprised that she had not reached home. Perhaps she had stopped on the +way somewhere to see an acquaintance and to get some food and rest? At +all events, she would have to come back soon if she wished to be indoors +before it was very late at night. + +Gudmund stood still a moment and listened for footsteps. He thought that +never before had he sensed such stillness. It was as though the whole +forest held its breath and stood waiting for something extraordinary to +happen. + +No one tramped in the forest, no branch was broken, and no stone rolled +down. + +"Surely, Helga won't be long in coming! I wonder what she will say when +she sees that I'm here?" thought Gudmund. "Perhaps she will scream and +rush into the forest and will not dare come home the whole night!" + +At the same time it struck him as rather strange that now, all of a +sudden, he had so much business with that marsh croft girl! + +On his return from the Court House to his home, he had, as usual, gone +to his mother to relate his experiences of the day. Gudmund's mother was +a sensible and broad-minded woman who had always understood how to treat +her son, and he had as much confidence in her now as when he was a +child. She had been an invalid for several years and could not walk, but +sat all day in her chair. It was always a good hour for her when Gudmund +came home from an outing and brought her the news. + +When Gudmund had told his mother about Helga from Big Marsh, he observed +that she became thoughtful. For a long while she sat quietly and looked +straight ahead. "There seems to be something good in that girl still," +she remarked. "It will never do to condemn a person because she has once +met with misfortune. She might be very grateful to any one who helped +her now." + +Gudmund apprehended at once what his mother was thinking of. She could +no longer help herself, but must have some one near her continually, and +it was always difficult to find anybody who cared to remain in that +capacity. His mother was exacting and not easy to get on with, and, +moreover, all young folk preferred other work where they could have more +freedom. Now, it must have occurred to his mother that she ought to take +Helga from Big Marsh into her service, and Gudmund thought this a +capital idea. Helga would certainly be very devoted to his mother. + +"It will be hard for the child," remarked the mother after a little, and +Gudmund understood that she was thinking seriously of the matter. + +"Surely the parents would let it stay with them?" said Gudmund. + +"It does not follow that she wants to part with it." + +"She will have to give up thinking of what she wants or doesn't want. I +thought that she looked starved out. They can't have much to eat at the +croft," said the son. + +To this his mother made no reply, but began to talk of something else. +It was evident that some new misgivings had come to her, which hindered +her from coming to a decision. + +Then Gudmund told her of how he had found a pretext for calling at the +Juryman's at Älvåkra and had met Hildur. He mentioned what she had said +of the horse and wagon, and it was easily seen that he was pleased with +the meeting. His mother was also very much pleased. Where she sat in the +cottage, unable to move from her chair, it was her constant occupation +to spin plans for her son's future, and it was she who had first hit +upon the idea that he should try and set his cap for the pretty daughter +of the Juryman. It was the finest match he could make. + +The Juryman was a yeoman farmer. He owned the largest farm in the parish +and had much money and power. It was really absurd to hope that he would +be satisfied with a son-in-law with no more wealth than Gudmund, but it +was also possible that he would conform to his daughter's wishes. That +Gudmund could win Hildur if he so wished, his mother was certain. + +This was the first time Gudmund had betrayed to his mother that her +thought had taken root in him, and they talked long of Hildur and of all +the riches and advantages that would come to the chosen one. Soon there +was another lull in the conversation, for his mother was again absorbed +in her thoughts. "Couldn't you send for this Helga? I should like to see +her before taking her into my service," said the mother finally. + +"It is well, mother, that you wish to take her under your wing," +remarked Gudmund, thinking to himself that if his mother had a nurse +with whom she was satisfied, his wife would have a pleasanter life here. +"You'll see that you will be pleased with the girl," he continued. + +"Then, too, it would be a good deed to take her in hand," added the +mother. + +As it grew dusk, the invalid retired, and Gudmund went out to the +stable to tend the horses. It was beautiful weather, with a clear +atmosphere, and the whole tract lay bathed in moonlight. It occurred to +him that he ought to go to Big Marsh to-night and convey his mother's +greeting. If the weather should continue clear on the morrow, he would +be so busy taking in oats that neither he nor any one else would find +time to go there. + +Now that Gudmund was standing outside the cabin at Big Marsh croft +listening, he certainly heard no footsteps. But there were other sounds +which at short intervals pierced through the stillness. He heard a soft +weeping, a very low and smothered moaning, with now and then a sob. +Gudmund thought that the sounds came from the outhouse lane, and he +walked toward it. As he was nearing, the sobs ceased; but it was evident +that some one moved in the woodshed. Gudmund seemed to comprehend +instantly who was there. "Is it you, Helga, who sit here and weep?" +asked Gudmund, placing himself in the doorway so that the girl could not +rush away before he had spoken with her. + +Again it was perfectly still. Gudmund had guessed rightly that it was +Helga who sat there and wept; but she tried to smother the sobs, so +that Gudmund would think he had heard wrongly and go away. It was pitch +dark in the woodshed, and she knew that he could not see her. + +But Helga was in such despair that evening it was not easy for her to +keep back the sobs. She had not as yet gone into the cabin to see her +parents. She hadn't had the courage to go in. When she trudged up the +steep hill in the twilight and thought of how she must tell her parents +that she was not to receive any assistance from Per Mårtensson in the +rearing of her child, she began to fear all the harsh and cruel things +she felt they would say to her and thought of burying herself in the +swamp. And in her terror she jumped up and tried to rush past Gudmund; +but he was too alert for her. "Oh, no! You sha'n't get by before I have +spoken with you." + +"Only let me go!" she said, looking wildly at him. + +"You look as though you wanted to jump into the river," said he; for now +she was out in the moonlight and he could see her face. + +"Well, what matters it if I did?" said Helga, throwing her head back and +looking him straight in the eye. "This morning you didn't even care to +have me ride on the back of your cart. No one wants to have anything to +do with me! You must surely understand that it is best for a miserable +creature like me to put an end to herself." + +Gudmund did not know what to do next. He wished himself far away, but he +thought, also, that he could not desert a person who was in such +distress. "Listen to me! Only promise that you will listen to what I +have to say to you; afterwards you may go wherever you wish." + +She promised. + +"Is there anything here to sit on?" + +"The chopping-block is over yonder." + +"Then go over there and sit down and be quiet!" + +She went very obediently and seated herself. + +"And don't cry any more!" said he, for he thought he was beginning to +get control over her. But he should not have said this, for immediately +she buried her face in her hands and cried harder than ever. + +"Stop crying!" he said, ready to stamp his foot at her. "There are +those, I dare say, who are worse off than you are." + +"No, no one can be worse off!" + +"You are young and strong. You should see how my mother fares! She is so +wasted from suffering that she cannot move, but she never complains." + +"She is not abandoned by everybody, as I am." + +"You are not abandoned, either. I have spoken with my mother about you." + +There was a pause in the sobs. One heard, as it were, the great +stillness of the forest, which always held its breath and waited for +something wonderful. "I was to say to you that you should come down to +my mother to-morrow that she might see you. Mother thinks of asking if +you would care to take service with us." + +"Did she think of asking _me_?" + +"Yes; but she wants to see you first." + +"Does she know that--" + +"She knows as much about you as all the rest do." + +The girl leaped up with a cry of joy and wonderment, and the next moment +Gudmund felt a pair of arms around his neck. He was thoroughly +frightened, and his first impulse was to break loose and run; but he +calmed himself and stood still. He understood that the girl was so +beside herself with joy that she didn't know what she was doing. At that +moment she could have hugged the worst ruffian, only to find a little +sympathy in the great happiness that had come to her. + +"If she will take me into her service, I can live!" said she, burying +her head on Gudmund's breast and weeping again. "You may know that I was +in earnest when I wished to go down into the swamp," she said. "You +deserve thanks for coming. You have saved my life." Until then Gudmund +had been standing motionless, but now he felt that something tender and +warm was beginning to stir within him. He raised his hand and stroked +her hair. Then she started, as if awakened from a dream, and stood up +straight as a rod before him. "You deserve thanks for coming," she +repeated. She had become flame-red in the face, and he too reddened. + +"Well, then, you will come home to-morrow," he said, putting out his +hand to say good-bye. + +"I shall never forget that you came to me to-night!" said Helga, and her +great gratitude got the mastery over her shyness. + +"Oh, yes, it was well perhaps that I came," he said quite calmly, and he +felt rather pleased with himself. "You will go in now, of course?" + +"Yes, now I shall go in." + +Gudmund suddenly felt himself rather pleased with Helga too--as one +usually is with a person whom one has succeeded in helping. She lingered +and did not want to go. "I would like to see you safely under shelter +before I leave." + +"I thought they might retire before I went in." + +"No, you must go in at once, so that you can have your supper and rest +yourself," said he, thinking it was agreeable to take her in hand. + +She went at once to the cabin, and he accompanied her, pleased and proud +because she obeyed him. + +When she stood on the threshold, they said good-bye to each other again; +but before he had gone two paces, she came after him. "Remain just +outside the door until I am in. It will be easier for me if I know that +you are standing without." + +"Yes," said he, "I shall stand here until you have come over the worst +of it." + +Then Helga opened the cabin door, and Gudmund noticed that she left it +slightly ajar. It was as if she did not wish to feel herself separated +from her helper who stood without. Nor did he feel any compunction about +hearing all that happened within the cabin. + +The old folks nodded pleasantly to Helga as she came in. Her mother +promptly laid the child in the crib, and then went over to the cupboard +and brought out a bowl of milk and a bread cake and placed them on the +table. + +"There! Now sit down and eat," said she. Then she went up to the +fireplace and freshened the fire. "I have kept the fire alive, so you +could dry your feet and warm yourself when you came home. But eat +something first! It is food that you need most." + +All the while Helga had been standing at the door. "You mustn't receive +me so well, mother," she said in a low tone. "I will get no money from +Per. I have renounced his help." + +"There was some one here from the Court House this evening who had been +there and heard how it turned out for you," said the mother. "We know +all." + +Helga was still standing by the door, looking out, as if she knew not +which was in or out. + +Then the farmer put down his work, pushed his spectacles up on his +forehead, and cleared his throat for a speech of which he had been +thinking the whole evening. "It is a fact, Helga," said he, "that mother +and I have always wanted to be decent and honorable folk, but we have +thought that we had been disgraced on your account. It was as though we +had not taught you to distinguish between good and evil. But when we +learned what you did to-day, we said to each other--mother and I--that +now folks could see anyway that you have had a proper bringing up and +right teaching, and we thought that perhaps we might yet be happy in +you. And mother did not want that we should go to bed before you came +that you might have a hearty welcome home." + + +III + +Helga from the marsh croft came to Närlunda, and there all went well. +She was willing and teachable and grateful for every kind word said to +her. She always felt herself to be the humblest of mortals and never +wanted to push herself ahead. It was not long until the household and +the servants were satisfied with her. + +The first days it appeared as if Gudmund was afraid to speak to Helga. +He feared that this croft girl would get notions into her head because +he had come to her assistance. But these were needless worries. Helga +regarded him as altogether too fine and noble for her even to raise her +eyes to. Gudmund soon perceived that he did not have to keep her at a +distance. She was more shy of him than of any one else. + +The autumn that Helga came to Närlunda, Gudmund paid many visits to +Älvåkra, and there was much talk about the good chance he stood of being +the prospective son-in-law of this estate. That the courtship had been +successful all were assured at Christmas. Then the Juryman, with his +wife and daughter, came over to Närlunda, and it was evident that they +had come there to see how Hildur would fare if she married Gudmund. + +This was the first time that Helga saw, at close range, her whom Gudmund +was to marry. Hildur Ericsdotter was not yet twenty, but the marked +thing about her was that no one could look at her without thinking what +a handsome and dignified mistress she would be some day. She was tall +and well built, fair and pretty, and apparently liked to have many about +her to look after. She was never timid; she talked much and seemed to +know everything better than the one with whom she was talking. She had +attended school in the city for a couple of years and wore the prettiest +frocks Helga had ever seen, but yet she didn't impress one as being +showy or vain. Rich and beautiful as she was, she might have married a +gentleman at any time, but she always declared that she did not wish to +be a fine lady and sit with folded hands. She wanted to marry a farmer +and look after her own house, like a real farmer's wife. + +Helga thought Hildur a perfect wonder. Never had she seen any one who +made such a superb appearance. Nor had she ever dreamed that a person +could be so nearly perfect in every particular. To her it seemed a +great joy that in the near future she was to serve such a mistress. + +Everything had gone off well during the Juryman's visit. But whenever +Helga looked back upon that day, she experienced a certain unrest. It +seems that when the visitors had arrived, she had gone around and served +coffee. When she came in with the tray, the Juryman's wife leaned +forward and asked her mistress if she was not the girl from the marsh +croft. She did not lower her voice much, and Helga had distinctly heard +the question. + +Mother Ingeborg answered yes, and then the other had said something +which Helga couldn't hear. But it was to the effect that she thought it +singular they wanted a person of that sort in the house. This caused +Helga many anxious moments. She tried to console herself with the +thought that it was not Hildur, but her mother, who had said this. + +One Sunday in the early spring Helga and Gudmund walked home together +from church. As they came down the slope, they were with the other +church people; but soon one after another dropped off until, finally, +Helga and Gudmund were alone. + +Then Gudmund happened to think that he had not been alone with Helga +since that night at the croft, and the memory of that night came +forcibly back to him. He had thought of their first meeting often enough +during the winter, and with it he had always felt something sweet and +pleasant thrill through his senses. As he went about his work, he would +call forth in thought that whole beautiful evening: the white mist, the +bright moonlight, the dark forest heights, the light valley, and the +girl who had thrown her arms round his neck and wept for joy. The whole +incident became more beautiful each time that it recurred to his memory. +But when Gudmund saw Helga going about among the others at home, toiling +and slaving, it was hard for him to think that it was she who had shared +in this. Now that he was walking alone with her on the church slope, he +couldn't help wishing for a moment that she would be the same girl she +was on that evening. + +Helga began immediately to speak of Hildur. She praised her much: said +she was the prettiest and most sensible girl in the whole parish, and +congratulated Gudmund because he would have such an excellent wife. "You +must tell her to let me remain always at Närlunda," she said. "It will +be a pleasure to work for a mistress like her." + +Gudmund smiled at her enthusiasm, but answered only in monosyllables, as +though he did not exactly follow her. It was well, of course, that she +was so fond of Hildur, and so happy because he was going to be married. + +"You have been content to be with us this winter?" he asked. + +"Indeed I have! I cannot begin to tell you how kind mother Ingeborg and +all of you have been to me!" + +"Have you not been homesick for the forest?" + +"Oh, yes, in the beginning, but not now any more." + +"I thought that one who belonged to the forest could not help yearning +for it." + +Helga turned half round and looked at him, who walked on the other side +of the road. Gudmund had become almost a stranger to her; but now there +was something in his voice, his smile, that was familiar. Yes, he was +the same man who had come to her and saved her in her greatest distress. +Although he was to marry another, she was certain that he wanted to be a +good friend to her, and a faithful helper. + +She was very happy to feel that she could confide in him, as in none +other, and thought that she must tell him of all that had happened to +her since they last talked together. "I must tell you that it was rather +hard for me the first weeks at Närlunda," she began. "But you mustn't +speak of this to your mother." + +"If you want me to be silent, I'll be silent." + +"Fancy! I was so homesick in the beginning that I was about to go back +to the forest." + +"Were you homesick? I thought you were glad to be with us." + +"I simply could not help it," she said apologetically. "I understood, of +course, how well it was for me to be here; you were all so good to me, +and the work was not so hard but that I could manage with it, but I was +homesick nevertheless. There was something that took hold of me and +wanted to draw me back to the forest. I thought that I was deserting and +betraying some one who had a right to me, when I wanted to stay here in +the village." + +"It was perhaps--" began Gudmund, but checked himself. + +"No, it was not the boy I longed for. I knew that he was well cared for +and that mother was kind to him. It was nothing in particular. I felt as +though I were a wild bird that had been caged, and I thought I should +die if I were not let out." + +"To think that you had such a hard time of it!" said Gudmund smiling, +for now, all at once, he recognized her. Now it was as if nothing had +come between them, but that they had parted at the forest farm the +evening before. + +Helga smiled again, but continued to speak of her torments. "I didn't +sleep a single night," said she, "and as soon as I went to bed, the +tears started to flow, and when I got up of a morning, the pillow was +wet through. In the daytime, when I went about among all of you, I could +keep back the tears, but as soon as I was alone my eyes would fill up." + +"You have wept much in your time," said Gudmund without looking the +least bit sympathetic as he pronounced the words. + +Helga thought that he was laughing to himself all the while. "You surely +don't comprehend how hard it was for me!" she said, speaking faster and +faster in her effort to make him understand her. "A great longing took +possession of me and carried me out of myself. Not for a moment could I +feel happy! Nothing was beautiful, nothing was a pleasure; not a human +being could I become attached to. You all remained just as strange to me +as you were the first time I entered the house." + +"But didn't you say a moment ago that you wished to remain with us?" +said Gudmund wonderingly. + +"Of course I did!" + +"Then, surely, you are not homesick now?" + +"No, it has passed over. I have been cured. Wait, and you shall hear!" + +As she said this, Gudmund crossed to the other side of the road and +walked beside her, laughing to himself all the while. He seemed glad to +hear her speak, but probably he didn't attach much importance to what +she was relating. Gradually Helga took on his mood, and she thought +everything was becoming easy and light. The church road was long and +difficult to walk, but to-day she was not tired. There was something +that carried her. She continued with her story because she had begun it, +but it was no longer of much importance to her to speak. It would have +been quite as agreeable to her if she might have walked silently beside +him. + +"When I was the most unhappy," she said, "I asked mother Ingeborg one +Saturday evening to let me go home and remain over Sunday. And that +evening, as I tramped over the hills to the marsh, I believed positively +that I should never again go back to Närlunda. But at home father and +mother were so happy because I had found service with good and +respectable people, that I didn't dare tell them I could not endure +remaining with you. Then, too, as soon as I came up into the forest all +the anguish and pain vanished entirely. I thought the whole thing had +been only a fancy. And then it was so difficult about the child. Mother +had become attached to the boy and had made him her own. He wasn't mine +any more. And it was well thus, but it was hard to get used to." + +"Perhaps you began to be homesick for us?" blurted Gudmund. + +"Oh, no! On Monday morning, as I awoke and thought of having to return +to you, the longing came over me again. I lay crying and fretting +because the only right and proper thing for me to do was to go back to +Närlunda. But I felt all the same as though I were going to be ill or +lose my senses if I went back. Suddenly I remembered having once heard +some one say that if one took some ashes from the hearth in one's own +home and strewed them on the fire in the strange place, one would be rid +of homesickness." + +"Then it was a remedy that was easy to take," said Gudmund. + +"Yes, but it was supposed to have this effect also: afterwards one could +never be content in any other place. If one were to move from the +homestead to which one had borne the ashes, one must long to get back +there again just as much as one had longed before to get away from +there." + +"Couldn't one carry ashes along wherever one moved to?" + +"No, it can't be done more than once. Afterwards there is no turning +back, so it was a great risk to try anything like that." + +"I shouldn't have taken chances on a thing of that kind," said Gudmund, +and she could hear that he was laughing at her. + +"But I dared, all the same," retorted Helga. "It was better than having +to appear as an ingrate in your mother's eyes and in yours, when you had +tried to help me. I brought a little ashes from home, and when I got +back to Närlunda I watched my opportunity, when no one was in, and +scattered the ashes over the hearth." + +"And now you believe it is ashes that have helped you?" + +"Wait, and you shall hear how it turned out! Immediately I became +absorbed in my work and thought no more about the ashes all that day. I +grieved exactly as before and was just as weary of everything as I had +been. There was much to be done that day, both in the house and out of +it, and when I finished with the evening's milking and was going in, the +fire on the hearth was already lighted." + +"Now I'm very curious to hear what happened," said Gudmund. + +"Think! Already, as I was crossing the house yard, I thought there was +something familiar in the gleam from the fire, and when I opened the +door, it flashed across my mind that I was going into our own cabin and +that father and mother would be sitting by the hearth. This flew past +like a dream, but when I came in, I was surprised that it looked so +pretty and homelike in the cottage. To me your mother and the rest of +you had never appeared as pleasant as you did in the firelight. It +seemed really good to come in, and this was not so before. I was so +astonished that I could hardly keep from clapping my hands and shouting. +I thought you were all so changed. You were no longer strangers to me +and I could talk to you about all sorts of things. You can understand, +of course, that I was happy, but I couldn't help being astonished. I +wondered if I had been bewitched, and then I remembered the ashes I had +strewn over the hearth." + +"Yes, it was marvellous," said Gudmund. He did not believe the least +little bit in witchcraft and was not at all superstitious; but he didn't +dislike hearing Helga talk of such things. "Now the wild forest girl has +returned," thought he. "Can anybody comprehend how one who has passed +through all that she has can still be so childish?" + +"Of course it was wonderful!" said Helga. "And the same thing has been +coming back all winter. As soon as the fire on the hearth was burning, I +felt the same confidence and security as if I had been at home. But +there must be something extraordinary about this fire--not with any +other kind of fire, perhaps--only that which burns on a hearth, with all +the household gathered around it, night after night. It gets sort of +acquainted with one. It plays and dances for one and talks to one, and +sometimes it is ill-humored. It is as if it had the power to create +comfort and discomfort. I thought now that the fire from home had come +to me and that it gave the same glow of pleasure to every one here that +it had done back home." + +"What if you had to leave Närlunda?" said Gudmund. + +"Then I must long to come back again all my life," said she. And the +quiver in her voice betrayed that this was spoken in profound +seriousness. + +"Well, I shall not be the one to drive you away!" said Gudmund. Although +he was laughing, there was something warm in his tone. + +They started no new subject of conversation, but walked on in silence +until they came to the homestead. Now and then Gudmund turned his head +to look at her who was walking at his side. She had gathered strength +after her hard time of the year before. Her features were delicate and +refined; her hair was like an aureole around her head, and her eyes were +not easy to read. Her step was light and elastic, and when she spoke, +the words came readily, yet modestly. She was afraid of being laughed +at, still she had to speak out what was in her heart. + +Gudmund wondered if he wished Hildur to be like this, but he probably +didn't. This Helga would be nothing special to marry. + +A fortnight later Helga heard that she must leave Närlunda in April +because Hildur Ericsdotter would not live under the same roof with her. +The master and mistress of the house did not say this in so many words, +but the mistress hinted that when the new daughter-in-law came, they +would in all probability get so much help from her they would not +require so many servants. On another occasion she said she had heard of +a good place where Helga would fare better than with them. + +It was not necessary for Helga to hear anything further to understand +that she must leave, and she immediately announced that she would move, +but she did not wish any other situation and would return to her home. + +It was apparent that it was not of their own free will they were +dismissing Helga from Närlunda. + +When she was leaving, there was a spread for her. It was like a party, +and mother Ingeborg gave her such heaps of dresses and shoes that she, +who had come to them with only a bundle under her arm, could now barely +find room enough in a chest for her possessions. + +"I shall never again have such an excellent servant in my house as you +have been," said mother Ingeborg. "And do not think too hard of me for +letting you go! You understand, no doubt, that it is not my will, this. +I shall not forget you. So long as I have any power, you shall never +have to suffer want." + +She arranged with Helga that she was to weave sheets and towels for her. +She gave her employment for at least half a year. + +Gudmund was in the woodshed splitting wood the day Helga was leaving. He +did not come in to say good-bye, although his horse was at the door. He +appeared to be so busy that he didn't take note of what was going on. +She had to go out to him to say farewell. + +He laid down the axe, took Helga's hand, and said rather hurriedly, +"Thank you for all!" and began chopping again. Helga had wanted to say +something about her understanding that it was impossible for them to +keep her and that it was all her own fault. She had brought this upon +herself. But Gudmund chopped away until the splinters flew around him, +and she couldn't make up her mind to speak. + +But the strangest thing about this whole moving affair was that the +master himself, old Erland Erlandsson, drove Helga up to the marsh. + +Gudmund's father was a little weazened man, with a bald pate and +beautiful and knowing eyes. He was very timid, and so reticent at times +that he did not speak a word the whole day. So long as everything went +smoothly, one took no notice of him, but when anything went wrong, he +always said and did what there was to be said and done to right matters. +He was a capable accountant and enjoyed the confidence of every man in +the township. He executed all kinds of public commissions and was more +respected than many a man with a large estate and great riches. + +Erland Erlandsson drove Helga home in his own wagon, and he wouldn't +allow her to step down and walk up any of the hills. When they arrived +at the marsh croft, he sat a long while in the cabin and talked with +Helga's parents, telling them of how pleased he and mother Ingeborg had +been with her. It was only because they did not need so many servants +that they were sending her home. She, who was the youngest, must go. +They had felt that it was wrong to dismiss any of those who were old in +their service. + +Erland Erlandsson's speech had the desired effect, and the parents gave +Helga a warm welcome. When they heard that she had received such large +orders that she could support herself with weaving, they were satisfied, +and she remained at home. + + +IV + +Gudmund thought that he had loved Hildur until the day when she exacted +from him the promise that Helga should be sent away from Närlunda; at +least up to that time there was no one whom he had esteemed more highly +than Hildur. No other young girl, to his thinking, could come up to her. +It had been a pleasure for him to picture a future with Hildur. They +would be rich and looked up to, and he felt instinctively that the home +Hildur managed would be good to live in. He liked also to think that he +would be well supplied with money after he had married her. He could +then improve the land, rebuild all the tumble-down houses, extend the +farm, and be a real landed proprietor. + +The same Sunday that he had walked home from church with Helga, he had +driven over to Älvåkra in the evening. Then Hildur had started talking +about Helga and had said that she wouldn't come to Närlunda until that +girl was sent away. At first Gudmund had tried to dismiss the whole +matter as a jest, but it was soon obvious that Hildur was in earnest. +Gudmund pleaded Helga's cause exceedingly well and remarked that she was +very young when first sent out to service and it was not strange that +things went badly when she came across such a worthless fellow as Per +Mårtensson. But since his mother had taken her in hand, she had always +conducted herself well. "It can't be right to push her out," said he. +"Then, perhaps, she might meet with misfortune again." + +But Hildur would not yield. "If that girl is to remain at Närlunda, +then I will never come there," she declared. "I cannot tolerate a person +of that kind in my home." + +"You don't know what you are doing," said Gudmund. "No one understands +so well as Helga how to care for mother. We have all been glad that she +came to us. Before she came, mother was often peevish and depressed." + +"I shall not compel you to send her away," said Hildur, but it was clear +that if Gudmund were to take her at her word, in this instance, she was +ready to break the engagement. + +"It will probably have to be as you wish," said Gudmund. He did not feel +that he could jeopardize his whole future for Helga's sake, but he was +very pale when he acquiesced, and he was silent and low-spirited the +entire evening. + +It was this which had caused Gudmund to fear that perhaps Hildur was not +altogether what he had fancied her. He did not like, I dare say, that +she had pitted her will against his. But the worst of it was that he +could not comprehend anything else than that she was in the wrong. He +felt that he would willingly have given in to her had she been +broad-minded, but instead, it seemed to him, she was only petty and +heartless. Once his doubts were awakened, it was not long before he +perceived one thing and another which were not as he wished. "Doubtless +she is one of those who think first and foremost of themselves," he +muttered every time he parted from her, and he wondered how long her +love for him would last if it were put to the test. He tried to console +himself with the idea that all people thought of themselves first, but +instantly Helga flashed into his mind. He saw her as she stood in the +court room and snatched the Bible, and heard how she cried out: "I +withdraw the suit. I am still fond of him and I don't want him to swear +falsely." It was thus he would have Hildur. Helga had become for him a +standard by which he measured people. Though certainly there were many +who were equal to her in affection! + +Day by day he thought less of Hildur, but it did not occur to him that +he should relinquish his prospective bride. He tried to imagine his +discouragement was simply an idle whim. Only a few weeks ago he regarded +her as the best in the world! + +Had this been at the beginning of the courtship, he would have +withdrawn, perhaps, but now the banns were already published and the +wedding day fixed, and in his home they had begun repairing and +rebuilding. Nor did he wish to forfeit the wealth and the good social +position which awaited him. What excuse could he offer for breaking the +engagement? That which he had to bring against Hildur was so +inconsequential that it would have turned to air on his lips had he +attempted to express it. + +But the heart of him was often heavy, and every time he had an errand +down to the parish or the city he bought ale or wine at the shops to +drink himself into a good humor. When he had emptied a couple of +bottles, he was again proud of the marriage and pleased with Hildur. +Then he didn't understand what it was that pained him. + +Gudmund often thought of Helga and longed to meet her. But he fancied +that Helga believed him a wretch because he had not kept the promise +which he voluntarily made her, but had allowed her to go away. He could +neither explain nor excuse himself, therefore he avoided her. + +One morning, when Gudmund was walking up the road, he met Helga, who had +been down in the village to buy milk. Gudmund turned about and joined +her. + +She didn't appear to be pleased with his company and walked rapidly, as +if she wished to get away from him, and said nothing. Gudmund, too, kept +still because he didn't quite know how he should begin the +conversation. + +A vehicle was seen on the road, far behind. Gudmund was absorbed in +thought and did not mark it, but Helga had seen it and turned abruptly +to him: "It is not worth your while to be in my company, Gudmund, for, +unless I see wrongly, it is the Juryman from Älvåkra and his daughter +who come driving back there." + +Gudmund glanced up quickly, recognized the horse, and made a movement as +if to turn back; but the next instant he straightened up and walked +calmly at Helga's side until the vehicle had passed. Then he slackened +his pace. Helga continued to walk rapidly, and they parted company +without his having said a word to her. But all that day he was better +satisfied with himself than he had been in a long while. + + +V + +It was decided that Gudmund and Hildur's wedding should be celebrated at +Älvåkra the day following Palm Sunday. On the Friday before, Gudmund +drove to town to make some purchases for the home-coming banquet, which +was to be held at Närlunda the day after the wedding. In the village he +happened across a number of young men from his parish. They knew it was +his last trip to the city before the marriage and made it the occasion +for a carouse. All insisted that Gudmund must drink, and they succeeded +finally in getting him thoroughly intoxicated. + +He came home on Saturday morning so late that his father and the men +servants had already gone out to their work, and he slept on until late +in the afternoon. When he arose and was going to dress himself, he +noticed that his coat was torn in several places. "It looks as though I +had been in a fight last night," said he, trying to recall what he had +been up to. He remembered this much: he had left the public tavern at +eleven o'clock in company with his comrades; but where they had gone +afterwards, he couldn't remember. It was like trying to peer into a +great darkness. He did not know if they had only driven around on the +streets or if they had been in somebody's home. He didn't remember +whether he or some one else had harnessed the horse and had no +recollection whatever of the drive home. + +When he came into the living-room of the cottage, it was scoured and +arranged for the occasion. All work was over for the day, and the +household were having coffee. No one spoke of Gudmund's trip. It seemed +to be a matter agreed upon that he should have the freedom of living as +he chose these last weeks. + +Gudmund sat down at the table and had his coffee like the others. As he +sat pouring it from the cup into the saucer and back into the cup again +to let it cool, mother Ingeborg, who had finished with hers, took up the +newspaper, which had just arrived, and began reading. She read aloud +column after column, and Gudmund, his father, and the rest sat and +listened. + +Among other things which she read, there was an account of a fight that +had taken place the night before, on the big square, between a gang of +drunken farmers and some laborers. As soon as the police turned up, the +fighters fled, but one of them lay dead on the square. The man was +carried to the police station, and when no outward injury was found on +him, they had tried to resuscitate him. But all attempts had been in +vain, and at last they discovered that a knife-blade was imbedded in the +skull. It was the blade of an uncommonly large clasp-knife that had +pierced the brain and was broken off close to the head. The murderer had +fled with the knife-handle, but as the police knew perfectly well who +had been in the fight, they had hopes of soon finding him. + +While mother Ingeborg was reading this, Gudmund set down the +coffee-cup, stuck his hand in his pocket, pulled out a clasp-knife, and +glanced at it carelessly. But almost immediately he started, turned the +knife over, and poked it into his pocket as quickly as though it had +burned him. He did not touch the coffee after that, but sat a long +while, perfectly still, with a puzzled expression on his face. His brows +were contracted, and it was apparent that he was trying with all his +might to think out something. + +Finally he stood up, stretched himself, yawned, and walked leisurely +toward the door. "I'll have to bestir myself. I haven't been out of +doors all day," he said, leaving the room. + +About the same time Erland Erlandsson also arose. He had smoked out his +pipe, and now he went into the side room to get some tobacco. As he was +standing in there, refilling his pipe, he saw Gudmund walking along. The +windows of the side room did not, like those of the main room, face the +yard, but looked out upon a little garden plot with a couple of tall +apple trees. Beyond the plot lay a bit of swamp land where in the spring +of the year there were big pools of water, but which were almost dried +out in the summer. Toward this side it was seldom that any one went. +Erland Erlandsson wondered what Gudmund was doing there, and followed +him with his eyes. Then he saw that the son stuck his hand into his +pocket, drew out some object, and flung it away in the morass. Thereupon +he walked back across the little garden plot, leaped a fence, and went +down the road. + +As soon as his son was out of sight, Erland, in his turn, betook +himself, as he should have done, to the swamp. He waded out into the +mire, bent down, and picked up something his foot had touched. It was a +large clasp-knife with the biggest blade broken off. He turned it over +and over and examined it carefully while he still stood in the water. +Then he put it into his pocket, but he took it out again and looked at +it before returning to the house. + +Gudmund did not come home until the household had retired. He went +immediately to bed without touching his supper, which was spread in the +main room. + +Erland Erlandsson and his wife slept in the side room. At daybreak +Erland thought he heard footsteps outside the window. He got up, drew +aside the curtain, and saw Gudmund walking down to the swamp. He +stripped off stockings and shoes and waded out into the water, tramping +back and forth, like one who is searching for something. He kept this up +for a long while, then he walked back to dry land, as if he intended to +go away, but soon turned back to resume his search. A whole hour his +father stood watching him. Then Gudmund went back to the house again and +to bed. + +On Palm Sunday Gudmund was to drive to church. As he started to hitch up +the horse, his father came out. "You have forgotten to polish the +harness to-day," he said, as he walked by; for both harness and cart +were muddy. + +"I have had other things to think of," said Gudmund listlessly, and +drove off without doing anything in the matter. + +After the service Gudmund accompanied his betrothed to Älvåkra and +remained there all day. A number of young people came to celebrate +Hildur's last evening as a maid, and there was dancing till far into the +night. Intoxicants were plentiful, but Gudmund did not touch them. The +whole evening he had scarcely spoken a word to any one, but he danced +wildly and laughed at times, loudly and stridently, without any one's +knowing what he was so amused over. + +Gudmund did not come home until about two in the morning, and when he +had stabled the horse he went down to the swamp back of the house. He +took off his shoes and stockings, rolled up his trousers, and waded +into the water and mud. It was a light spring night, and his father was +standing in the side room behind the curtain, watching his son. He saw +how he walked bending over the water and searching as on the previous +night. He went up on land between times, but after a moment or two he +would wade again through the mud. Once he went and fetched a bucket from +the barn and began dipping water from the pools, as if he intended to +drain them, but really found it unprofitable and set the bucket aside. +He tried also with a pole-net. He ploughed through the entire +swamp-ground with it, but seemed to bring up nothing but mud. He did not +go in until the morning was so well on that the people in the house were +beginning to bestir themselves. Then he was so tired and spent that he +staggered as he walked, and he flung himself upon the bed without +undressing. + +When the clock struck eight, his father came and waked him. Gudmund lay +upon the bed, his clothing covered with mud and clay, but his father did +not ask what he had been doing. He simply said, "It is time now to get +up," and closed the door. + +After a while Gudmund came down stairs, dressed in his wedding clothes. +He was pale, and his eyes wore a troubled expression, but no one had +ever seen him look so handsome. His features were as if illumined by an +inner light. One felt that one was looking upon something no longer made +up of flesh and blood,--only of soul and will. + +It was solemnly ceremonious down in the main room. His mother was in +black, and she had thrown a pretty silk shawl across her shoulders, +although she was not to be at the wedding. Fresh birch leaves were +arranged in the fireplace. The table was spread, and there was a great +quantity of food. + +When they had breakfasted, mother Ingeborg read a hymn and something +from the Bible. Then she turned to Gudmund, thanked him for having been +a good son, wished him happiness in his new life, and gave him her +blessing. Mother Ingeborg could arrange her words well, and Gudmund was +deeply moved. The tears welled to his eyes time and again, but he +managed to choke them back. His father, too, said a few words. "It will +be hard for your parents to lose you," he said, and again Gudmund came +near breaking down. All the servants came forward and shook hands with +him and thanked him for the past. Tears were in his eyes all the while. +He pulled himself together and made several attempts to speak, but +could scarcely get a word past his lips. + +His father was to accompany him to the wedding and be one of the party. +He went out and harnessed the horse, after which he came back and +announced that it was time to start. When Gudmund was seated in the +cart, he noticed that it was cleansed and burnished. Everything was as +bright and shiny as he himself always wished it to be. At the same time +he saw, also, how neat everything about the place looked. The driveway +had been laid with new gravel; piles of old wood and rubbish, which had +lain there all his life, were removed. On each side of the entrance door +stood a birch branch, as a gate of honor. A large wreath of blueberry +hung on the weather-vane, and from every aperture peeped light green +birch-leaves. Again Gudmund was ready to burst into tears. He grasped +his father's hand hard when he was about to start; it was as though he +wished to prevent his going. + +"Is there something--?" said the father. + +"Oh, no!" said Gudmund. "It is best, I dare say, that we go ahead." + +Gudmund had to say one more farewell before he was very far from the +homestead. It was Helga from Big Marsh, who stood waiting at the hedge, +where the foliage path leading from her home opened into the highway. +The father was driving and stopped when he saw Helga. + +"I have been waiting for you, as I wanted to wish you happiness to-day," +said Helga. + +Gudmund leaned far out over the cart and shook hands with Helga. He +thought that she had grown thin and that her eyelids were red. Very +probably she had lain awake and cried all night and was homesick for +Närlunda. But now she tried to appear happy and smiled sweetly at him. +Again he felt deeply moved but could not speak. + +His father, who was reputed never to speak a word until it was called +forth by extreme necessity, joined in: "That good wish, I think, Gudmund +will be more glad over than any other." + +"Yes, of that you may be sure!" said Gudmund. He shook hands with Helga +once more, and then they drove on. + +Gudmund leaned back in the cart and looked after Helga. When she was +hidden from view by a couple of trees, he hastily tore aside the apron +of the carriage, as if he wished to jump out. + +"Is there anything more you wish to say to Helga?" asked his father. + +"No, oh, no!" answered Gudmund and turned round again. + +Suddenly Gudmund leaned his head against his father's shoulder and burst +out crying. + +"What ails you?" asked Erland Erlandsson, drawing in the reins so +suddenly that the horse stopped. + +"Oh, they are all so good to me and I don't deserve it." + +"But you have never done anything wrong, surely?" + +"Yes, father, I have." + +"That we can't believe." + +"I have killed a human being!" + +The father drew a deep breath. It sounded almost like a sigh of relief, +and Gudmund raised his head, astonished, and looked at him. His father +set the horse in motion again; then he said calmly, "I'm glad you have +told of this yourself." + +"Did you know it already, father?" + +"I surmised last Saturday evening that there was something wrong. And +then I found your knife down in the morass." + +"So it was you who found the knife!" + +"I found it and I noticed that one of the blades had been broken off." + +"Yes, father, I'm aware that the knife-blade is gone, but still I +cannot get it into my head that I did it." + +"It was probably done in the drunkenness and delirium." + +"I know nothing; I remember nothing. I could see by my clothes that I +had been in a fight and I knew that the knife-blade was missing." + +"I understand that it was your intention to be silent about this," said +the father. + +"I thought that perhaps the rest of the party were as irresponsible as +myself and _I_ couldn't remember anything. There was perhaps no other +evidence against me than the knife, therefore I threw it away." + +"I comprehend that you must have reasoned in that way." + +"You understand, father, that I do not know who is dead. I had never +seen him before, I dare say. I have no recollection of having done it. I +didn't think I ought to suffer for what I had not done knowingly. But +soon I got to thinking that I must have been mad to throw the knife into +the marsh. It dries out in summer, and then any one might find it. I +tried last night and the night before to find it." + +"Didn't it occur to you that you should confess?" + +"No! Yesterday I thought only of how I could keep it a secret, and I +tried to dance and be merry, so that no one would mark any change in +me." + +"Was it your intention to go to the bridal altar to-day without +confessing? You were assuming a grave responsibility. Didn't you +understand that if you were discovered you would drag Hildur and her kin +with you into misery?" + +"I thought that I was sparing them most by saying nothing." + +They drove now as fast as possible. The father seemed to be in haste to +arrive, and all the time he talked with his son. He had not said so much +to him in all his life before. + +"I wonder how you came to think differently?" said he. + +"It was because Helga came and wished me luck. Then there was something +hard in me that broke. I was touched by something in her. Mother, also, +moved me this morning, and I wanted to speak out and tell her that I was +not worthy of your love; but then the hardness was still within me and +made resistance. But when Helga appeared, it was all over with me. I +felt that she really ought to be angry with me who was to blame for her +having to leave our home." + +"Now I think you are agreed with me that we must let the Juryman know +this at once," said the father. + +"Yes," answered Gudmund in a low tone. "Why, certainly!" he added almost +immediately after, louder and firmer. "I don't want to drag Hildur into +my misfortune. This she would never forgive me." + +"The Älvåkra folk are jealous of their honor, like the rest," remarked +the father. "And you may as well know, Gudmund, that when I left home +this morning I was thinking that I must tell the Juryman your position +if you did not decide to do so yourself. I never could have stood +silently by and let Hildur marry a man who at any moment might be +accused of murder." + +He cracked the whip and drove on, faster and faster. "This will be the +hardest thing for you," said he, "but we'll try and have it over with +quickly. I believe that, to the Juryman's mind, it will be right for you +to give yourself up, and they will be kind to you, no doubt." + +Gudmund said nothing. His torture increased the nearer they approached +Älvåkra. The father continued talking to keep up his courage. + +"I have heard something of this sort before," said he. "There was a +bridegroom once who happened to shoot a comrade to death during a hunt. +He did not do it intentionally, and it was not discovered that he was +the one who had fired the fatal shot. But a day or two later he was to +be married, and when he came to the home of the bride, he went to her +and said: 'The marriage cannot take place. I do not care to drag you +into the misery which awaits me.' But she stood, dressed in bridal +wreath and crown, and took him by the hand and led him into the +drawing-room, where the guests were assembled and all was in readiness +for the ceremony. She related in a clear voice what the bridegroom had +just said to her. 'I have told of this, that all may know you have +practised no deceit on me.' Then she turned to the bridegroom. 'Now I +want to be married to you at once. You are what you are, even though you +have met with misfortune, and whatever awaits you, I want to share it +equally with you.'" + +Just as the father had finished the narrative, they were on the long +avenue leading to Älvåkra. Gudmund turned to him with a melancholy +smile. "It will not end thus for us," he said. + +"Who knows?" said the father, straightening in the cart. He looked upon +his son and was again astonished at his beauty this day. "It would not +surprise me if something great and unexpected were to come to him," +thought he. + +There was to have been a church ceremony, and already a crowd of people +were gathered at the bride's home to join in the wedding procession. A +number of the Juryman's relatives from a distance had also arrived. They +were sitting on the porch in their best attire, ready for the drive to +church. Carts and carriages were strung out in the yard, and one could +hear the horses stamping in the stable as they were being curried. The +parish fiddler sat on the steps of the storehouse alone, tuning his +fiddle. At a window in the upper story of the cottage stood the bride, +dressed and waiting to have a peep at the bridegroom before he had time +to discover her. + +Erland and Gudmund stepped from the carriage and asked immediately for a +private conference with Hildur and her parents. Soon they were all +standing in the little room which the Juryman used as his study. + +"I think you must have read in the papers of that fight in town last +Saturday night, where a man was killed," said Gudmund, as rapidly as if +he were repeating a lesson. + +"Oh, yes, I've read about it, of course," said the Juryman. + +"I happened to be in town that night," continued Gudmund. Now there was +no response. It was as still as death. Gudmund thought they all glared +at him with such fury that he was unable to continue. But his father +came to his aid. + +"Gudmund had been invited out by a few friends. He had probably drunk +too much that night, and when he came home he did not know what he had +been doing. But it was apparent that he had been in a fight, for his +clothes were torn." + +Gudmund saw that the dread which the others felt increased with every +word that was said, but he himself was growing calmer. There awoke in +him a sense of defiance, and he took up the words again: "When the paper +came on Saturday evening and I read of the fight and of the knife-blade +which was imbedded in the man's skull, I took out my knife and saw that +a blade was missing." + +"It is bad news that Gudmund brings with him," said the Juryman. "It +would have been better had he told us of this yesterday." + +Gudmund was silent; and now his father came to the rescue again. "It was +not so easy for Gudmund. It was a great temptation to keep quiet about +the whole affair. He is losing much by this confession." + +"We may be glad that he has spoken now, and that we have not been +tricked and dragged into this wretched affair," said the Juryman +bitterly. + +Gudmund kept his eyes fixed on Hildur all the while. She was adorned +with veil and crown, and now he saw how she raised her hand and drew out +one of the large pins which held the crown in place. She seemed to do +this unconsciously. When she observed that Gudmund's glance rested upon +her, she stuck the pin in again. + +"It is not yet fully proved that Gudmund is the slayer," said his +father, "but I can well understand that you wish the wedding postponed +until everything has been cleared up." + +"It is not worth while to talk of postponement," said the Juryman. "I +think that Gudmund's case is clear enough for us to decide that all is +over between him and Hildur now." + +Gudmund did not at once reply to this judgment. He walked over to his +betrothed and put out his hand. She sat perfectly still and seemed not +to see him. "Won't you say farewell to me, Hildur?" + +Then she looked up, and her large eyes stared coldly at him. "Was it +with that hand you guided the knife?" she asked. + +Gudmund did not answer her, but turned to the Juryman. "Now I am sure of +my case," he said. "It is useless to talk of a wedding." + +With this the conference was ended, and Gudmund and Erland went their +way. + +They had to pass through a number of rooms and corridors before they +came out, and everywhere they saw preparations for the wedding. The door +leading to the kitchen was open, and they saw many bustling about in +eager haste. The smell of roasts and of baking penetrated the air; the +whole fireplace was covered with large and small pots and pans, and the +copper saucepans, which usually decorated the walls, were down and in +use. "Fancy, it is for my wedding that they are puttering like this!" +thought Gudmund, as he was passing. + +He caught a glimpse, so to speak, of all the wealth of this old peasant +estate as he wandered through the house. He saw the dining-hall, where +the long tables were set with a long row of silver goblets and +decanters. He passed by the clothes-press, where the floor was covered +with great chests and where the walls were hung with an endless array of +wearing apparel. When he came out in the yard, he saw many vehicles, old +and new, and fine horses being led out from the stable, and gorgeous +carriage robes placed in the carriages. He looked out across a couple of +farms with cow-sheds, barns, sheep-folds, storehouses, sheds, larders, +and many other buildings. "All this might have been mine," he thought, +as he seated himself in the cart. + +Suddenly he was seized with a sense of bitter regret. He would have +liked to throw himself out of the cart and go in and say that what he +had told them was not true. He had only wished to joke with them and +frighten them. It was awfully stupid of him to confess. Of what use had +it been to him to confess? The dead was dead. No, this confession +carried nothing with it save his ruin. + +These last weeks he had not been very enthusiastic over this marriage. +But now, when he must renounce it, he realized what it was worth to him. +It meant much to lose Hildur Ericsdotter and all that went with her. +What did it matter that she was domineering and opinionated? She was +still the peer of all in these regions, and through her he would have +come by great power and honor. + +It was not only Hildur and her possessions he was missing, but minor +things as well. At this moment he should have been driving to the +church, and all who looked upon him would have envied him. And it was +to-day that he should have sat at the head of the wedding table and been +in the thick of the dancing and the gayety. It was his great luck-day +that was going from him. + +Erland turned time and again to his son and looked at him. Now he was +not so handsome or transfigured as he had been in the morning, but sat +there listless and heavy and dull-eyed. The father wondered if the son +regretted having confessed and meant to question him about it, but +thought it best to be silent. + +"Where are we driving to now?" asked Gudmund presently. "Wouldn't it be +as well to go at once to the sheriff?" + +"You had better go home first and have a good sleep," said the father. +"You have not had much sleep these last nights, I dare say." + +"Mother will be frightened when she sees us." + +"She won't be surprised," answered the father, "for she knows quite as +much as I do. She will be glad, of course, that you have confessed." + +"I believe mother and the rest of you at home are glad to get me into +prison," snarled Gudmund. + +"We know that you are losing a good deal in acting rightly," said the +father. "We can't help but be glad because you have conquered yourself." + +Gudmund felt that he could not endure going home and having to listen to +all who would commend him because he had spoiled his future. He sought +some excuse that he might escape meeting any one until he had recovered +his poise. Then they drove by the place where the path led to Big Marsh. +"Will you stop here, father? I think I'll run up to see Helga and have a +talk with her." + +Willingly the father reined in the horse. "Only come home as quickly as +you can, that you may rest yourself," said he. + +Gudmund went into the woods and was soon out of sight. He did not think +of seeking Helga; he was only thinking of being alone, so that he +wouldn't have to control himself. He felt an unreasonable anger toward +everything, kicked at stones that lay in his path, and paused sometimes +to break off a big branch only because a leaf had brushed his cheek. + +He followed the path to Big Marsh, but walked past the croft and up the +hill which lay above it. He had wandered off the path, and in order to +reach the hill-top he must cross a broad ridge of sharp, jagged rocks. +It was a hazardous tramp over the sharp rock edges. He might have broken +both arms and legs had he made a misstep. He understood this perfectly, +but went on as if it amused him to run into danger. "If I were to fall +and hurt myself, no one can find me up here," thought he. "What of it? I +may as well die here as to sit for years within prison walls." + +All went well, however, and a few moments later he was up on High Peak. +Once a forest fire had swept the mountain. The highest point was still +bare, and from there one had a seven-mile outlook. He saw valleys and +lakes, dark forest tracts and flourishing towns, churches and manors, +little woodland crofts and large villages. Far in the distance lay the +city, enveloped in a white haze from which a pair of gleaming spires +peeped out. Public roads wound through the valleys, and a railway train +was rushing along the border of the forest. It was a whole kingdom that +he saw. + +He flung himself upon the ground, all the while keeping his eyes riveted +upon the vast outlook. There was something grand and majestic about the +landscape before him, which made him feel himself and his sorrows small +and insignificant. + +He remembered how, when a child, he had read that the tempter led Jesus +up to a high mountain and showed him all the world's glories, and he +always fancied that they had stood up here on Great Peak, and he +repeated the old words: "All these things will I give thee if thou wilt +fall down and worship me." + +All of a sudden he was thinking that a similar temptation had come to +him these last days. Certainly the tempter had not borne him to a high +mountain and shown him all the glories and powers of this world! "Only +be silent about the evil which you think you have done," said he, "and I +will give you all these things." + +As Gudmund thought on this, a grain of satisfaction came to him. "I have +answered no," he said, and suddenly he understood what it had meant for +him. If he had kept silent, would he not have been compelled to worship +the tempter all his life? He would have been a timid and faint-hearted +man; simply a slave to his possessions. The fear of discovery would +always have weighed upon him. Nevermore would he have felt himself a +free man. + +A great peace came over Gudmund. He was happy in the consciousness that +he had done right. When he thought back to the past days, he felt that +he had groped his way out of a great darkness. It was wonderful that he +had come out right finally. He asked himself how he had ever happened to +go astray. "It was because they were so kind to me at home," he thought, +"and the best help was that Helga came and wished me happiness." + +He lay up there on the mountain a little longer, but presently he felt +that he must go home to his father and mother and tell them that he was +at peace with himself. When he rose to go, he saw Helga sitting on a +ledge a little farther down the mountain. + +Where she sat, she had not the big, broad outlook which he enjoyed; only +a little glint of the valley was visible to her. This was in the +direction where Närlunda lay, and possibly she could see a portion of +the farm. When Gudmund discovered her, he felt that his heart, which all +the day before had labored heavily and anxiously, began to beat lightly +and merrily; at the same time such a thrill of joy ran through him that +he stood still and marvelled at himself. "What has come over me? What is +this?" he wondered, as the blood surged through his body and happiness +gripped him with a force that was almost painful. At last he said to +himself in a surprised tone: "Why, it is she that I'm fond of! Think, +that I did not know it until now!" + +It took hold of him with the strength of a loosened torrent. He had been +bound the whole time he knew her. All that had drawn him to her he had +held back. Now, at last, he was freed from the thought of marrying some +one else--free to love her. + +"Helga!" he cried, rushing down the steep to her. She turned round with +a terrified shriek. "Don't be frightened! It is only I." + +"But are you not at church being married?" + +"No, indeed! There will be no wedding to-day. She doesn't want +me--she--Hildur." + +Helga rose. She placed her hand on her heart and closed her eyes. At +that moment she must have thought it was not Gudmund who had come. It +must be that her eyes and ears were bewitched in the forest. Yet it was +sweet and dear of him to come, if only in a vision! She closed her eyes +and stood motionless to keep this vision a few seconds longer. + +Gudmund was wild and dizzy from the great love that had flamed up in +him. As soon as he came down to Helga, he threw his arms around her and +kissed her, and she let it happen, for she was absolutely stupefied with +surprise. It was too wonderful to believe that he, who should now be +standing in church beside his bride, actually could have come here to +the forest. This phantom or ghost of him that had come to her may as +well kiss her. + +But while Gudmund was kissing Helga, she awoke and pushed him from her. +She began to shower him with questions. Was it really he? What was he +doing in the forest? Had any misfortune happened to him? Why was the +wedding postponed? Was Hildur ill? Did the clergyman have a stroke in +church? + +Gudmund had not wished to talk to her of anything in the world save his +love, but she forced him to tell her what had occurred. While he was +speaking she sat still and listened with rapt attention. + +She did not interrupt him until he mentioned the broken blade. Then she +leaped up suddenly and asked if it was his clasp-knife, the one he had +when she served with them. + +"Yes, it was just that one," said he. + +"How many blades were broken off?" she asked. + +"Only one," he answered. + +Then Helga's head began working. She sat with knit brows trying to +recall something. Wait! Why, certainly she remembered distinctly that +she had borrowed the knife from him to shave wood with the day before +she left. She had broken it then, but she had never told him of it. He +had avoided her, and at that time he had not wished to hold any converse +with her. And of course the knife had been in his pocket ever since and +he hadn't noticed that it was broken. + +She raised her head and was about to tell him of this, but he went on +talking of his visit that morning to the house where the wedding was to +have been celebrated, and she wanted to let him finish. When she heard +how he had parted from Hildur, she thought it such a terrible misfortune +that she began upbraiding him. "This is your own fault," said she. "You +and your father came and frightened the life out of her with the +shocking news. She would not have answered thus had she been mistress of +herself. I want to say to you that I believe she regrets it at this very +moment." + +"Let her regret it as much as she likes, for all of me!" said Gudmund. +"I know now that she is the sort who thinks only of herself. I am glad +I'm rid of her!" + +Helga pressed her lips, as if to keep the great secret from escaping. +There was much for her to think about. It was more than a question of +clearing Gudmund of the murder; the wretched affair had also dragged +with it enmity between Gudmund and his sweetheart. Perhaps she might try +to adjust this matter with the help of what she knew. + +Again she sat silent and pondered until Gudmund began telling that he +had transferred his affections to her. + +But to her this seemed to be the greatest misfortune he had met with +that day. It was bad that he was about to miss the advantageous +marriage, but still worse were he to woo a girl like herself. "No, such +things you must not say to me," she said, rising abruptly. + +"Why shouldn't I say this to you?" asked Gudmund, turning pale. "Perhaps +it is with you as with Hildur--you are afraid of me?" + +"No, that's not the reason." + +She wanted to explain how he was seeking his own ruin, but he was not +listening to her. "I have heard said that there were women-folk in olden +times who stood side by side with men when they were in trouble; but +that kind one does not encounter nowadays." + +A tremor passed through Helga. She could have thrown her arms around his +neck, but remained perfectly still. To-day it was she who must be +sensible. + +"True, I should not have asked you to become my wife on the day that I +must go to prison. You see, if I only knew that you would wait for me +until I'm free again, I should go through all the hardship with courage. +Every one will now regard me as a criminal, as one who drinks and +murders. If only there were some one who could think of me with +affection!--this would sustain me more than anything else." + +"You know, surely, that I shall never think anything but good of you, +Gudmund." + +Helga was so still! Gudmund's entreaties were becoming almost too much +for her. She didn't know how she should escape him. He apprehended +nothing of this, but began thinking he had been mistaken. She could not +feel toward him as he did toward her. He came very close and looked at +her, as though he wanted to look through her. "Are you not sitting on +this particular ledge of the mountain that you may look down to +Närlunda?" + +"Yes." + +"Don't you long night and day to be there?" + +"Yes, but I'm not longing for any person." + +"And you don't care for me?" + +"Yes, but I don't want to marry you." + +"Whom do you care for, then?" + +Helga was silent. + +"Is it Per Mårtensson?" + +"I have already told you that I liked him," she said, exhausted by the +strain of it all. + +Gudmund stood for a moment, with tense features, and looked at her. +"Farewell, then! Now we must go our separate ways, you and I," said he. +With that he made a long jump from this ledge of the mountain down to +the next landing and disappeared among the trees. + + +VI + +Gudmund was hardly out of sight when Helga rushed down the mountain in +another direction. She ran past the marsh without stopping and hurried +over the wooded hills as fast as she could and down the road. She +stopped at the first farmhouse she came to and asked for the loan of a +horse and car to drive to Älvåkra. She said that it was a matter of life +and death and promised to pay for the help. The church folk had already +returned to their homes and were talking of the adjourned wedding. They +were all very much excited and very solicitous and were eager to help +Helga, since she appeared to have an important errand to the home of the +bride. + +At Älvåkra Hildur Ericsdotter sat in a little room on the upper floor +where she had dressed as a bride. Her mother and several other peasant +women were with her. Hildur did not weep; she was unusually quiet, and +so pale that she looked as though she might be ill at any moment. The +women talked all the while of Gudmund. All blamed him and seemed to +regard it as a fortunate thing that she was rid of him. Some thought +that Gudmund had shown very little consideration for his parents-in-law +in not letting them know on Palm Sunday how matters stood with him. +Others, again, said that one who had had such happiness awaiting him +should have known how to take better care of himself. A few +congratulated Hildur because she had escaped marrying a man who could +drink himself so full that he did not know what he was doing. + +Amid this, Hildur was losing her patience and rose to go out. As soon as +she was outside the door, her best friend, a young peasant girl, came +and whispered something to her. "There is some one below who wants to +speak with you." + +"Is it Gudmund?" asked Hildur, and a spark of life came into her eyes. + +"No, but it may be a messenger from him. She wouldn't divulge the nature +of her errand to any one but yourself, she declared." + +Hildur had been sitting thinking all day that some one must come who +could put an end to her misery. She couldn't comprehend that such a +dreadful misfortune should come to her. She felt that something ought to +happen that she might again don her crown and wreath, so they could +proceed with the wedding. When she heard now of a messenger from +Gudmund, she was interested and immediately went out to the kitchen hall +and looked for her. + +Hildur probably wondered why Gudmund had sent Helga to her, but she +thought that perhaps he couldn't find any other messenger on a holiday, +and greeted her pleasantly. She motioned to Helga to come with her into +the dairy across the yard. "I know no other place where we can be +alone," she said. "The house is still full of guests." + +As soon as they were inside, Helga went close up to Hildur and looked +her square in the face. "Before I say anything more, I must know if you +love Gudmund." + +Hildur winced. It was painful for her to be obliged to exchange a single +word with Helga, and she had no desire to make a confidant of her. But +now it was a case of necessity, and she forced herself to answer, "Why +else do you suppose I wished to marry him?" + +"I mean, do you still love him?" + +Hildur was like stone, but she could not lie under the other woman's +searching glance. "Perhaps I have never loved him so much as to-day," +she said, but she said this so feebly that one might think it hurt her +to speak out. + +"Then come with me at once!" said Helga. "I have a wagon down the road. +Go in after a cloak or something to wrap around you; then we'll drive to +Närlunda." + +"What good would it do for me to go there?" asked Hildur. + +"You must go there and say you want to be Gudmund's, no matter what he +may have done, and that you will wait faithfully for him while he is in +prison." + +"Why should I say this?" + +"So all will be well between you." + +"But that is impossible. I don't want to marry any one who has been in +prison!" + +Helga staggered back, as though she had bumped against a wall, but she +quickly regained her courage. She could understand that one who was rich +and powerful, like Hildur, must think thus. "I should not come and ask +you to go to Närlunda did I not know that Gudmund was innocent," said +she. + +Now it was Hildur who came a step or two towards Helga. "Do you know +this for certain, or is it only something which you imagine?" + +"It will be better for us to get into the cart immediately; then I can +talk on the way." + +"No, you must first explain what you mean; I must know what I'm doing." + +Helga was in such a fever of excitement that she could hardly stand +still; nevertheless she had to make up her mind to tell Hildur how she +happened to know that Gudmund was not the murderer. + +"Didn't you tell Gudmund of this at once?" + +"No, I'm telling it now to Hildur. No one else knows of it." + +"And why do you come to me with this?" + +"That all may be well between you two. He will soon learn that he has +done no wrong; but I want you to go to him as if of your own accord, and +make it up." + +"Sha'n't I say that I know he is innocent?" + +"You must come entirely of your own accord and must never let him know I +have spoken to you; otherwise he will never forgive you for what you +said to him this morning." + +Hildur listened quietly. There was something in this which she had never +met with in her life before, and she was striving to make it clear to +herself. "Do you know that it was I who wanted you to leave Närlunda?" + +"I know, of course, that it was not the folk at Närlunda who wished me +away." + +"I can't comprehend that you should come to me to-day with the desire to +help me." + +"Only come along now, Hildur, so all will be well!" + +Hildur stared at Helga, trying all the while to reason it out. "Perhaps +Gudmund loves you?" she blurted out. + +And now Helga's patience was exhausted. "What could I be to him?" she +said sharply. "You know, Hildur, that I am only a poor croft girl, and +that's not the worst about me!" + +The two young women stole unobserved from the homestead and were soon +seated in the cart. Helga held the reins, and she did not spare the +horse, but drove at full speed. Both girls were silent. Hildur sat +gazing at Helga. She marvelled at her and was thinking more of her than +of anything else. + +As they were nearing the Erlandsson farm, Helga gave the reins to +Hildur. "Now you must go alone to the house and talk with Gudmund. I'll +follow a little later and tell that about the knife. But you mustn't say +a word to Gudmund about my having brought you here." + +Gudmund sat in the living-room at Närlunda beside his mother and talked +with her. His father was sitting a little way from them, smoking. He +looked pleased and said not a word. It was apparent that he thought +everything was going now as it should and that it was not necessary for +him to interfere. + +"I wonder, mother, what you would have said if you had got Helga for a +daughter-in-law?" ventured Gudmund. + +Mother Ingeborg raised her head and said in a firm voice, "I will with +pleasure welcome any daughter-in-law if I only know that she loves you +as a wife should love her husband." + +This was barely spoken when they saw Hildur Ericsdotter drive into the +yard. She came immediately into the cottage and was unlike herself in +many respects. She did not step into the room with her usual briskness, +but it appeared almost as though she were inclined to pause near the +door, like some poor beggarwoman. + +However, she came forward finally and shook hands with mother Ingeborg +and Erland. Then she turned to Gudmund: "It is with you that I would +have a word or two." + +Gudmund arose, and they went into the side room. He arranged a chair for +Hildur, but she did not seat herself. She blushed with embarrassment, +and the words dropped slowly and heavily from her lips. "I was--yes, it +was much too hard--that which I said to you this morning." + +"We came so abruptly, Hildur," said Gudmund. + +She grew still more red and embarrassed. "I should have thought twice. +We could--it would of course--" + +"It is probably best as it is, Hildur. It is nothing to speak of now, +but it was kind of you to come." + +She put her hands to her face, drew a breath as deep as a sigh, then +raised her head again. + +"No!" she said, "I can't do it in this way. I don't want you to think +that I'm better than I am. There was some one who came to me and told me +that you were not guilty and advised me to hurry over here at once and +make everything right again. And I was not to mention that I already +knew you were innocent, for then you wouldn't think it so noble of me to +come. Now I want to say to you that I wish I had thought of this myself, +but I hadn't. But I have longed for you all day and wished that all +might be well between us. Whichever way it turns out, I want to say that +I am glad you are innocent." + +"Who advised you to do this?" asked Gudmund. + +"I was not to tell you that." + +"I am surprised that any one should know of it. Father has but just +returned from the Sheriff. He telegraphed to the city, and an answer has +come that the real murderer has already been found." + +As Gudmund was relating this, Hildur felt that her legs were beginning +to shake, and she sat down quickly in the chair. She was frightened +because Gudmund was so calm and pleasant, and she was beginning to +perceive that he was wholly out of her power. "I can understand that you +can never forget how I behaved to you this forenoon." + +"Surely I can forgive you that," he said in the same even tone. "We will +never speak of the matter again." + +She shivered, dropped her eyes, and sat as though she were expecting +something. "It was simply a stroke of good fortune, Hildur," he said, +coming forward and grasping her hand, "that it is over between us, for +to-day it became clear to me that I love another. I think I have been +fond of her for a long time, but I did not know it until to-day." + +"Whom do you care for, Gudmund?" came in a colorless voice from Hildur. + +"It doesn't matter. I shall not marry her, as she does not care for me, +nor can I marry anyone else." + +Hildur raised her head. It was not easy to tell what was taking place in +her. At this moment she felt that she, the rich farmer's daughter, with +all her beauty and all her possessions, was nothing to Gudmund. She was +proud and did not wish to part from him without teaching him that she +had a value of her own, apart from all the external things. "I want you +to tell me, Gudmund, if it is Helga from Big Marsh whom you love." + +Gudmund was silent. + +"It was she who came to me and taught me what I should do that all might +be well between us. She knew you were innocent, but she did not say so +to you. She let me know it first." + +Gudmund looked her steadily in the eyes. "Do you think this means that +she has a great affection for me?" + +"You may be sure of it, Gudmund. I can prove it. No one in the world +could love you more than she does." + +He walked rapidly across the floor and back, then he stopped suddenly +before Hildur. "And you--why do you tell me this?" + +"Surely I do not wish to stand beneath Helga in magnanimity!" + +"Oh, Hildur, Hildur!" he cried, placing his hands on her shoulders and +shaking her to give vent to his emotion. "You don't know, oh, you don't +know how much I like you at this moment! You don't know how happy you +have made me!" + +Helga sat by the roadside and waited. With her cheek resting on her +hand, she sat and pictured Hildur and Gudmund together and thought how +happy they must be now. + +While she sat thus, a servant from Närlunda came along. He stopped when +he saw her. "I suppose you have heard that affair which concerns +Gudmund?" + +She had. + +"It was not true, fortunately. The real murderer is already in custody." + +"I knew it couldn't be true," said Helga. + +Thereupon the man went, and Helga sat there alone, as before. So they +knew it already down there! It was not necessary for her to go to +Närlunda and tell of it. + +She felt herself so strangely shut out! Earlier in the day she had been +so eager. She had not thought of herself--only that Gudmund and Hildur's +marriage should take place. But now it flashed upon her how alone she +was. And it was hard not to be something to those of whom one is fond. +Gudmund did not need her now, and her own child had been appropriated by +her mother, who would hardly allow her to look at it. + +She was thinking that she had better rise and go home, but the hills +appeared long and difficult to her. She didn't know how she should ever +be able to climb them. + +A vehicle came along now from the direction of Närlunda. Hildur and +Gudmund were seated in the cart. Now they were probably on their way to +Älvåkra to tell that they were reconciled. To-morrow the wedding would +take place. + +When they discovered Helga, they stopped the horse. Gudmund handed the +reins to Hildur and jumped down. Hildur nodded to Helga and drove on. + +Gudmund remained standing on the road and facing Helga. "I am glad you +are sitting here, Helga," he said. "I thought that I would have to go up +to Big Marsh to meet you." + +He said this abruptly, almost harshly; at the same time he gripped her +hand tightly. And she read in his eyes that he knew now where he had +her. Now she could no more escape from him. + + + + +The Silver Mine + + +King Gustaf the Third was travelling through Dalecarlia. He was pressed +for time, and all the way he wanted to drive like lightning. Although +they drove with such speed that the horses were extended like stretched +rubber bands and the coach cleared the turns on two wheels, the King +poked his head out of the window and shouted to the postilion: "Why +don't you go ahead? Do you think you are driving over eggs?" + +Since they had to drive over poor country roads at such a mad pace, it +would have been almost a miracle had the harness and wagon held +together! And they didn't, either; for at the foot of a steep hill the +pole broke--and there the King sat! The courtiers sprang from the coach +and scolded the driver, but this did not lessen the damage done. There +was no possibility of continuing the journey until the coach was mended. + +When the courtiers looked round to try and find something with which the +King could amuse himself while he waited, they noticed a church spire +looming high above the trees in a grove a short distance ahead. They +intimated to the King that he might step into one of the coaches in +which the attendants were riding and drive up to the church. It was a +Sunday, and the King might attend service to pass the time until the +royal coach was ready. + +The King accepted the proposal and drove toward the church. He had been +travelling for hours through dark forest regions, but here it looked +more cheerful, with fairly large meadows and villages, and with the Dal +River gliding on, light and pretty, between thick rows of alder bushes. + +But the King had ill-luck to this extent: the bellringer took up the +recessional chant just as the King was stepping from the coach on the +church knoll and the people were coming out from the service. But when +they came walking past him, the King remained standing, with one foot in +the wagon and the other on the footstep. He did not move from the +spot--only stared at them. They were the finest lot of folk he had ever +seen. All the men were above the average height, with intelligent and +earnest faces, and the women were dignified and stately, with an air of +Sabbath peace about them. + +The whole of the preceding day the King had talked only of the desolate +tracts he was passing through, and had said to his courtiers again and +again, "Now I am certainly driving through the very poorest part of my +kingdom!" But now, when he saw the people, garbed in the picturesque +dress of this section of the country, he forgot to think of their +poverty; instead his heart warmed, and he remarked to himself: "The King +of Sweden is not so badly off as his enemies think. So long as my +subjects look like this, I shall probably be able to defend both my +faith and my country." + +He commanded the courtiers to make known to the people that the stranger +who was standing amongst them was their King, and that they should +gather around him, so he could talk to them. + +And then the King made a speech to the people. He spoke from the high +steps outside the vestry, and the narrow step upon which he stood is +there even to-day. + +The King gave an account of the sad plight in which the kingdom was +placed. He said that the Swedes were threatened with war, both by +Russians and Danes. Under ordinary circumstances it wouldn't be such a +serious matter, but now the army was filled with traitors, and he did +not dare depend upon it. Therefore there was no other course for him to +pursue than to go himself into the country settlements and ask his +subjects if they would be loyal to their King and help him with men and +money, so he could save the Fatherland. + +The peasants stood quietly while the King was speaking, and when he had +finished they gave no sign either of approval or disapproval. + +The King himself thought that he had spoken very well. The tears had +sprung to his eyes several times while he was speaking. But when the +peasants stood there all the while, troubled and undecided, and could +not make up their minds to answer him, the King frowned and looked +displeased. + +The peasants understood that it was becoming monotonous for the King to +wait, and finally one of them stepped out from the crowd. + +"Now, you must know, King Gustaf, that we were not expecting a royal +visit in the parish to-day," said the peasant, "and therefore we are not +prepared to answer you at once. I advise you to go into the vestry and +speak with our pastor, while we discuss among ourselves this matter +which you have laid before us." + +The King apprehended that a more satisfactory response was not to be had +immediately, so he felt that it would be best for him to follow the +peasant's advice. + +When he came into the vestry, he found no one there but a man who looked +like a peasant. He was tall and rugged, with big hands, toughened by +labor, and he wore neither cassock nor collar, but leather breeches and +a long white homespun coat, like all the other men. + +He arose and bowed to the King when the latter entered. + +"I thought I should find the parson in here," said the King. + +The man grew somewhat red in the face. He thought it annoying to mention +the fact that he was the parson of this parish, when he saw that the +King had mistaken him for a peasant. "Yes," said he, "the parson is +usually on hand in here." + +The King dropped into a large armchair which stood in the vestry at that +time, and which stands there to-day, looking exactly like itself, with +this difference: the congregation has had a gilded crown attached to the +back of it. + +"Have you a good parson in this parish?" asked the King, who wanted to +appear interested in the welfare of the peasants. + +When the King questioned him in this manner, the parson felt that he +couldn't possibly tell who he was. "It's better to let him go on +believing that I'm only a peasant," thought he, and replied that the +parson was good enough. He preached a pure and clear gospel and tried to +live as he taught. + +The King thought that this was a good commendation, but he had a sharp +ear and marked a certain doubt in the tone. "You sound as if you were +not quite satisfied with the parson," said the King. + +"He's a bit arbitrary," said the man, thinking that if the King should +find out later who he was, he would not think that the parson had been +standing here and blowing his own horn, therefore he wished to come out +with a little fault-finding also. "There are some, no doubt, who say the +parson wants to be the only one to counsel and rule in this parish," he +continued. + +"Then, at all events, he has led and managed in the best possible way," +said the King. He didn't like it that the peasant complained of one who +was placed above him. "To me it appears as though good habits and +old-time simplicity were the rule here." + +"The people are good enough," said the curate, "but then they live in +poverty and isolation. Human beings here would certainly be no better +than others if this world's temptations came closer to them." + +"But there's no fear of anything of the sort happening," said the King +with a shrug. + +He said nothing further, but began thrumming on the table with his +fingers. He thought he had exchanged a sufficient number of gracious +words with this peasant and wondered when the others would be ready with +their answer. + +"These peasants are not very eager to help their King," thought he. "If +I only had my coach, I would drive away from them and their palaver!" + +The pastor sat there troubled, debating with himself as to how he should +decide an important matter which he must settle. He was beginning to +feel happy because he had not told the King who he was. Now he felt that +he could speak with him about matters which otherwise he could not have +placed before him. + +After a while the parson broke the silence and asked the King if it was +an actual fact that enemies were upon them and that the kingdom was in +danger. + +The King thought this man ought to have sense enough not to trouble him +further. He simply glared at him and said nothing. + +"I ask because I was standing in here and could not hear very well," +said the parson. "But if this is really the case, I want to say to you +that the pastor of this congregation might perhaps be able to procure +for the King as much money as he will need." + +"I thought you said just now that every one here was poor," said the +King, thinking that the man didn't know what he was talking about. + +"Yes, that is true," replied the rector, "and the parson has no more +than any of the others. But if the King would condescend to listen to me +for a moment, I will explain how the pastor happens to have the power to +help him." + +"You may speak," said the King. "You seem to find it easier to get the +words past your lips than your friends and neighbors out there, who +never will be ready with what they have to tell me." + +"It is not so easy to reply to the King! I'm afraid that, in the end, it +will be the parson who must undertake this on behalf of the others." + +The King crossed his legs, folded his arms, and let his head sink down +on his breast. "You may begin now," he said in the tone of one already +asleep. + +"Once upon a time there were five men from this parish who were out on a +moose hunt," began the clergyman. "One of them was the parson of whom +we are speaking. Two of the others were soldiers, named Olaf and Eric +Svärd; the fourth man was the innkeeper in this settlement, and the +fifth was a peasant named Israel Per Persson." + +"Don't go to the trouble of mentioning so many names," muttered the +King, letting his head droop to one side. + +"Those men were good hunters," continued the parson, "who usually had +luck with them; but that day they had wandered long and far without +getting anything. Finally they gave up the hunt altogether and sat down +on the ground to talk. They said there was not a spot in the whole +forest fit for cultivation; all of it was only mountain and swamp land. +'Our Lord has not done right by us in giving us such a poor land to live +in,' said one. 'In other localities people can get riches for themselves +in abundance, but here, with all our toil and drudgery, we can scarcely +get our daily bread.'" + +The pastor paused a moment, as if uncertain that the King heard him, but +the latter moved his little finger to show that he was awake. + +"Just as the hunters were discussing this matter, the parson saw +something that glittered at the base of the mountain, where he had +kicked away a moss-tuft. 'This is a queer mountain,' he thought, as he +kicked off another moss-tuft. He picked up a shiver of stone that came +with the moss and which shone exactly like the other. 'It can't be +possible that this stuff is lead,' said he. Then the others sprang up +and scraped away the turf with the butt end of their rifles. When they +did this, they saw plainly that a broad vein of ore followed the +mountain. 'What do you think this might be?' asked the parson. The men +chipped off bits of stone and bit into them. 'It must be lead, or zinc +at least,' said they. 'And the whole mountain is full of it,' added the +innkeeper." + +When the parson had got thus far in his narrative, the King's head was +seen to straighten up a little and one eye opened. "Do you know if any +of those persons knew anything about ore and minerals?" he asked. + +"They did not," replied the parson. + +Then the King's head sank and both eyes closed. + +"The clergyman and his companions were very happy," continued the +speaker, without letting himself be disturbed by the King's +indifference; "they fancied that now they had found that which would +give them and their descendants wealth. 'I'll never have to do any more +work,' said one. 'Now I can afford to do nothing at all the whole week +through, and on Sundays I shall drive to church in a golden chariot!' +They were otherwise sensible men, but the great find had gone to their +heads and they talked like children. Still they had enough presence of +mind to put back the moss-tufts and conceal the vein of ore. Then they +carefully noted the place where it was, and went home. Before they +parted company, they agreed that the parson should travel to Falun and +ask the mining expert what kind of ore this was. He was to return as +soon as possible, and until then they promised one another on oath not +to reveal to a single soul where the ore was to be found." + +The King's head was raised again a trifle, but he did not interrupt the +speaker with a word. It appeared as though he was beginning to believe +that the man actually had something of importance he wished to say to +him, since he didn't allow himself to be disturbed by his indifference. + +"Then the parson departed with a few samples of ore in his pocket. He +was just as happy in the thought of becoming rich as the others were. He +was thinking of rebuilding the parsonage, which at present was no better +than a peasant's cottage, and then he would marry a dean's daughter whom +he liked. He had thought that he might have to wait for her many years! +He was poor and obscure and knew that it would be a long while before he +should get any post that would enable him to marry. + +"The parson drove over to Falun in two days, and there he had to wait +another whole day because the mining expert was away. Finally, he ran +across him and showed him the bits of ore. The mining expert took them +in his hand. He looked at them first, then at the parson. The parson +related how he had found them in a mountain at home in his parish, and +wondered if it might not be lead. + +"'No, it's not lead,' said the mining expert. + +"'Perhaps it is zinc, then?' asked the parson. + +"'Nor is it zinc,' said the mineralogist. + +"The parson thought that all the hope within him sank. He had not been +so depressed in many a long day. + +"'Have you many stones like these in your parish?' asked the +mineralogist. + +"'We have a whole mountain full,' said the parson. + +"Then the mineralogist came up closer, slapped the parson on the +shoulder, and said, 'Let us see that you make such good use of this that +it will prove a blessing both to yourselves and to the country, for this +is silver.' + +"'Indeed?' said the parson, feeling his way. 'So it is silver!' + +"The mineralogist began telling him how he should go to work to get +legal rights to the mine and gave him many valuable suggestions; but the +parson stood there dazed and didn't listen to what he was saying. He was +only thinking of how wonderful it was that at home in his poor parish +stood a whole mountain of silver ore, waiting for him." + +The King raised his head so suddenly that the parson stopped short in +his narrative. "It turned out, of course, that when he got home and +began working the mine, he saw that the mineralogist had only been +fooling him," said the King. + +"Oh, no, the mineralogist had not fooled him," said the parson. + +"You may continue," said the King, as he settled himself more +comfortably in the chair to listen. + +"When the parson was at home again and was driving through the parish," +continued the clergyman, "he thought that first of all he should inform +his partners of the value of their find. And as he drove alongside the +innkeeper Sten Stensson's place, he intended to drive up to the house to +tell him they had found silver. But when he stopped outside the gate, +he noticed that a broad path of evergreen was strewn all the way up to +the doorstep. + +"'Who has died in this place?' asked the parson of a boy who stood +leaning against the fence. + +"'The innkeeper himself,' answered the boy. Then he let the clergyman +know that the innkeeper had drunk himself full every day for a week. +'Oh, so much brandy, so much brandy has been drunk here!' + +"'How can that be?' asked the parson. 'The innkeeper used never to drink +himself full.' + +"'Oh,' said the boy, 'he drank because he said he had found a mine. He +was very rich. He should never have to do anything now but drink, he +said. Last night he drove off, full as he was, and the wagon turned over +and he was killed.' + +"When the parson heard this, he drove homeward. He was distressed over +what he had heard. He had come back so happy, rejoicing because he could +tell the great good news. + +"When the parson had driven a few paces, he saw Israel Per Persson +walking along. He looked about as usual, and the parson thought it was +well that fortune had not gone to his head too. Him he would cheer at +once with the news that he was a rich man. + +"'Good day!' said Per Persson. 'Do you come from Falun now?' + +"'I do,' said the parson. 'And now I must tell you that it has turned +out even better than we had imagined. The mineralogist said it was +silver ore that we had found.' + +"That instant Per Persson looked as though the ground under him had +opened! 'What are you saying, what are you saying? Is it silver?' + +"'Yes,' answered the parson. 'We'll all be rich men now, all of us, and +can live like gentlemen.' + +"'Oh, is it silver!' said Per Persson once again, looking more and more +mournful. + +"'Why, of course it is silver,' replied the parson. 'You mustn't think +that I want to deceive you. You mustn't be afraid of being happy.' + +"'Happy!' said Per Persson. 'Should I be happy? I believed it was only +glitter that we had found, so I thought it would be better to take the +certain for the uncertain: I have sold my share in the mine to Olaf +Svärd for a hundred dollars.' He was desperate, and when the parson +drove away from him, he stood on the highway and wept. + +"When the clergyman got back to his home, he sent a servant to Olaf +Svärd and his brother to tell them that it was silver they had found. +He thought that he had had quite enough of driving around and spreading +the good news. + +"But in the evening, when the parson sat alone, his joy asserted itself +again. He went out in the darkness and stood on a hillock upon which he +contemplated building the new parsonage. It should be imposing, of +course, as fine as a bishop's palace. He stood out there long that +night; nor did he content himself with rebuilding the parsonage! It +occurred to him that, since there were such riches to be found in the +parish, throngs of people would pour in and, finally, a whole city would +be built around the mine. And then he would have to erect a new church +in place of the old one. Towards this object a large portion of his +wealth would probably go. And he was not content with this, either, but +fancied that when his church was ready, the King and many bishops would +come to the dedication. Then the King would be pleased with the church, +but he would remark that there was no place where a king might put up, +and then he would have to erect a castle in the new city." + +Just then one of the King's courtiers opened the door of the vestry and +announced that the big royal coach was mended. + +At the first moment the King was ready to withdraw, but on second +thought he changed his mind. "You may tell your story to the end," he +said to the parson. "But you can hurry it a bit. We know all about how +the man thought and dreamed. We want to know how he acted." + +"But while the parson was still lost in his dreams," continued the +clergyman, "word came to him that Israel Per Persson had made away with +himself. He had not been able to bear the disappointment of having sold +his share in the mine. He had thought, no doubt, that he could not +endure to go about every day seeing another enjoying the wealth that +might have been his." + +The King straightened up a little. He kept both eyes open. "Upon my +word," he said, "if I had been that parson, I should have had enough of +the mine!" + +"The King is a rich man," said the parson. "He has quite enough, at all +events. It is not the same thing with a poor curate who possesses +nothing. The unhappy wretch thought instead, when he saw that God's +blessing was not with his enterprise: 'I will dream no more of bringing +glory and profit to myself with these riches; but I can't let the silver +lie buried in the earth! I must take it out, for the benefit of the +poor and needy. I will work the mine, to put the whole parish on its +feet.' + +"So one day the parson went out to see Olaf Svärd, to ask him and his +brother as to what should be done immediately with the silver mountain. +When he came in the vicinity of the barracks, he met a cart surrounded +by armed peasants, and in the cart sat a man with his hands tied behind +him and a rope around his ankles. + +"When the parson passed by, the cart stopped, and he had time to regard +the prisoner, whose head was tied up so it wasn't easy to see who he +was. But the parson thought he recognized Olaf Svärd. He heard the +prisoner beg those who guarded him to let him speak a few words with the +parson. + +"The parson drew nearer, and the prisoner turned toward him. 'You will +soon be the only one who knows where the silver mine is,' said Olaf. + +"'What are you saying, Olaf?' asked the parson. + +"'Well, you see, parson, since we have learned that it was a silver mine +we had found, my brother and I could no longer be as good friends as +before. We were continually quarrelling. Last night we got into a +controversy over which one of us five it was who first discovered the +mine. It ended in strife between us, and we came to blows. I have killed +my brother and he has left me with a souvenir across the forehead to +remember him by. I must hang now, and then you will be the only one who +knows anything about the mine; therefore I wish to ask something of +you.' + +"'Speak out!' said the parson. 'I'll do what I can for you.' + +"'You know that l am leaving several little children behind me,' began +the soldier, but the parson interrupted him. + +"'As regards this, you can rest easy. That which comes to your share in +the mine, they shall have, exactly as if you yourself were living.' + +"'No,' said Olaf Svärd, 'it was another thing I wanted to ask of you. +Don't let them have any portion of that which comes from the mine!' + +"The parson staggered back a step. He stood there dumb and could not +answer. + +"'If you do not promise me this, I cannot die in peace,' said the +prisoner. + +"'Yes,' said the parson slowly and painfully. 'I promise you what you +ask of me.' + +"Thereupon the murderer was taken away, and the parson stood on the +highway thinking how he should keep the promise he had given him. On +the way home he thought of the wealth which he had been so happy over. +But if it really were true that the people in this community could not +stand riches?--Already four were ruined, who hitherto had been dignified +and excellent men. He seemed to see the whole community before him, and +he pictured to himself how this silver mine would destroy one after +another. Was it befitting that he, who had been appointed to watch over +these poor human beings' souls, should let loose upon them that which +would be their destruction?" + +All of a sudden the King sat bolt upright in his chair. "I declare!" +said he, "you'll make me understand that a parson in this isolated +settlement must be every inch a man." + +"Nor was it enough with what had already happened," continued the +parson, "for as soon as the news about the mine spread among the +parishioners, they stopped working and went about in idleness, waiting +for the time when great riches should pour in on them. All the +ne'er-do-wells there were in this section streamed in, and drunkenness +and fighting were what the parson heard talked of continually. A lot of +people did nothing but tramp round in the forest searching for the mine, +and the parson marked that as soon as he left the house people followed +him stealthily to find out if he wasn't going to the silver mountain and +to steal the secret from him. + +"When matters were come to this pass, the parson called the peasants +together to vote. To start with, he reminded them of all the misfortunes +which the discovery of the mountain had brought upon them, and he asked +them if they were going to let themselves be ruined or if they would +save themselves. Then he told them that they must not expect him, who +was their spiritual adviser, to help on their destruction. Now he had +decided not to reveal to any one where the silver mine was, and never +would he himself take riches from it. And then he asked the peasants how +they would have it henceforth. If they wished to continue their search +for the mine and wait upon riches, then he would go so far away that not +a hearsay of their misery could reach him; but if they would give up +thinking about the silver mine and be as heretofore, he would remain +with them. 'Whichever way you may choose,' said the parson, 'remember +this, that from me no one shall ever know anything about the silver +mountain!'" + +"Well," said the King, "how did they decide?" + +"They did as their pastor wished," said the parson. "They understood +that he meant well by them when he wanted to remain poor for their +sakes. And they commissioned him to go to the forest and conceal the +vein of ore with evergreen and stone, so that no one would be able to +find it--neither they themselves nor their posterity." + +"And ever since the parson has been living here just as poor as the +rest?" + +"Yes," answered the curate, "he has lived here just as poor as the +rest." + +"He has married, of course, and built himself a new parsonage?" said the +King. + +"No, he couldn't afford to marry, and he lives in the old cabin." + +"It's a pretty story that you have told me," said the King. After a few +seconds he resumed: "Was it of the silver mountain that you were +thinking when you said that the parson here would be able to procure for +me as much money as I need?" + +"Yes," said the other. + +"But I can't put the thumb-screws on him," said the King. "Or how would +you that I should get such a man to show me the mountain--a man who has +renounced his sweetheart and all the allurements of life?" + +"Oh, that's a different matter," said the parson. "But if it's the +Fatherland that is in need of the fortune, he will probably give in." + +"Will you answer for that?" asked the King. + +"Yes, that I will answer for," said the clergyman. + +"Doesn't he care, then, what becomes of his parishioners?" + +"That can rest in God's hand." + +The King rose from the chair and walked over to the window. He stood for +a moment and looked upon the group of people outside. The longer he +looked, the clearer his large eyes shone, and his figure seemed to grow. +"You may greet the pastor of this congregation, and say that for +Sweden's King there is no sight more beautiful than to see a people such +as this!" + +Then the King turned from the window and looked at the clergyman. He +began to smile. "Is it true that the pastor of this parish is so poor +that he removes his black clothes as soon as the service is over and +dresses himself like a peasant?" asked the King. + +"Yes, so poor is he," said the curate, and a crimson flush leaped into +his rough-hewn face. + +The King went back to the window. One could see that he was in his best +mood. All that was noble and great within him had been quickened into +life. "You must let that mine lie in peace," said the King. "Inasmuch +as you have labored and starved a lifetime to make this people such as +you would have it, you may keep it as it is." + +"But if the kingdom is in danger?" said the parson. + +"The kingdom is better served with men than with money," remarked the +King. When he had said this, he bade the clergyman farewell and went out +from the vestry. + +Without stood the group of people, as quiet and taciturn as they were +when he went in. As the King came down the steps, a peasant stepped up +to him. + +"Have you had a talk with our pastor?" said the peasant. + +"Yes," said the King. "I have talked with him." + +"Then of course you have our answer?" said the peasant. "We asked you to +go in and talk with our parson, that he might give you an answer from +us." + +"I have the answer," said the King. + + + + +The Airship + + +Father and the boys are seated one rainy October evening in a +third-class railway coach on their way to Stockholm. The father is +sitting by himself on one bench, and the boys sit close together +directly opposite him, reading a Jules Verne romance entitled "Six Weeks +in a Balloon." The book is much worn. The boys know it almost by heart +and have held endless discussions on it, but they always read it with +the same pleasure. They have forgotten everything else to follow the +daring sailors of the air all over Africa, and seldom raise their eyes +from the book to glance at the Swedish towns they are travelling +through. + +The boys are very like each other. They are the same height, are dressed +alike, with blue caps and gray overcoats, and both have large dreamy +eyes and little pug noses. They are always good friends, always +together, do not bother with other children, and are forever talking +about inventions and exploring expeditions. In point of talent they are +quite unlike. Lennart, the elder, who is thirteen, is backward in his +studies at the High School and can hardly keep up with his class in any +theme. To make up for this, he is very handy and enterprising. He is +going to be an inventor and works all the time on a flying-machine which +he is constructing. Hugo is a year younger than Lennart, but he is +quicker at study and is already in the same grade as his brother. He +doesn't find studying any special fun, either; but, on the other hand, +he is a great sportsman--a ski-runner, a cyclist, and a skater. He +intends to start out on voyages of discovery when he is grown up. As +soon as Lennart's airship is ready, Hugo is going to travel in it in +order to explore what is still left of this globe to be discovered. + +Their father is a tall thin man with a sunken chest, a haggard face, and +pretty, slender hands. He is carelessly dressed. His shirt bosom is +wrinkled and the coat band pokes up at the neck; his vest is buttoned +wrongly and his socks sag down over his shoes. He wears his hair so long +at the neck that it hangs on his coat collar. This is due not to +carelessness, but to habit and taste. + +The father is a descendant of an old musical family from far back in a +rural district, and he has brought with him into the world two strong +inclinations, one of which is a great musical talent; and it was this +that first came into the light. He was graduated from the Academy in +Stockholm and then studied a few years abroad, and during these study +years made such brilliant progress that both he and his teacher thought +he would some day be a great and world-renowned violinist. He certainly +had talent enough to reach the goal, but he lacked grit and +perseverance. He couldn't fight his way to any sort of standing out in +the world, but soon came home again and accepted a situation as organist +in a country town. At the start he felt ashamed because he had not lived +up to the expectations of every one, but he felt, also, that it was good +to have an assured income and not be forced to depend any longer upon +the charity of others. + +Shortly after he had got the appointment, he married, and a few years +later he was perfectly satisfied with his lot. He had a pretty little +home, a cheerful and contented wife, and two little boys. He was the +town favorite, feted, and in great demand everywhere. But then there +came a time when all this did not seem to satisfy him. He longed to go +out in the world once more and try his luck; but he felt bound down at +home because he had a wife and children. + +More than all, it was the wife who had persuaded him to give up this +journey. She had not believed that he would succeed any better now than +before. She felt they were so happy that there was no need for him to +strive after anything else. Unquestionably she made a mistake in this +instance, but she also lived to regret it bitterly, for, from that time +on, the other family trait showed itself. When his yearning for success +and fame was not satisfied, he tried to console himself with drinking. + +Now it turned out with him, as was usual with folk of his family--he +drank inordinately. By degrees he became an entirely different person. +He was no longer charming or lovable, but harsh and cruel; and the +greatest misfortune of all was that he conceived a terrible hatred for +his wife and tortured her in every conceivable way, both when he was +drunk and when he wasn't. + +So the boys did not have a good home, and their childhood would have +been very unhappy had they not been able to create for themselves a +little world of their own, filled with machine models, exploring +schemes, and books of adventure. The only one who has ever caught a +glimpse of this world is the mother. The father hasn't even a suspicion +of its existence, nor can he talk with the boys about anything that +interests them. He disturbs them, time and again, by asking if they +don't think it will be fun to see Stockholm; if they are not glad to be +out travelling with father, and other things in that way, to which the +boys give brief replies, in order that they may immediately bury +themselves in the book again. Nevertheless the father continues to +question the boys. He thinks they are charmed with his affability, +although they are too bashful to show it. + +"They have been too long under petticoat rule," he thinks. "They have +become timid and namby-pamby. There will be some go in them now, when I +take them in hand." + +Father is mistaken. It is not because the boys are bashful that they +answer him so briefly; it simply shows that they are well brought up and +do not wish to hurt his feelings. If they were not polite, they would +answer him in a very different manner. "Why should we think it fun to be +travelling with father?" they would then say. "Father must think himself +something wonderful, but we know, of course, that he is only a poor +wreck of a man. And why should we be glad to see Stockholm? We +understand very well that it is not for our sakes that father has taken +us along, but only to make mother unhappy!" + +It would be wiser, no doubt, if the father were to let the boys read +without interrupting them. They are sad and apprehensive, and it +irritates them to see him in a good humor. "It is only because he knows +that mother is sitting at home crying that he is so happy to-day," they +whisper to each other. + +Father's questions finally bring matters to this pass: the boys read no +more, although they continue to sit bent over the book. Instead, their +thoughts begin in bitterness to embrace all that they have had to endure +on their father's account. + +They remember the time when he drank himself full in the morning and +came staggering up the street, with a crowd of school boys after him, +who poked fun at him. They recall how the other boys teased them and +gave them nicknames because they had a father who drank. + +They have been put to shame for their father. They have been forced to +live in a state of constant anxiety for his sake, and as soon as they +were having any enjoyment, he always came and spoiled their fun. It is +no small register of sins that they are setting down against him! The +boys are very meek and patient, but they feel a greater and greater +wrath springing up in them. + +He should at least understand that, as yet, they cannot forgive him for +the great wrong he did them yesterday. This was by far the worst wrong +he had ever done them. + +It seems that, last year, mother and the boys decided to part from +father. For a number of years he had been persecuting and torturing her +in every possible way, but she was loath to part from him and remained, +so that he wouldn't go altogether to rack and ruin. But now, at last, +she wanted to do it for the sake of her boys. She had noticed that their +father made them unhappy, and realized that she must take them away from +this misery and provide them with a good and peaceable home. + +When the spring school-term was over, she sent them to her parents in +the country, and she herself went abroad in order to obtain a divorce in +the easiest way possible. She regretted that, by going about it in this +way, it would appear as though it were her fault that the marriage was +dissolved; but that she must submit to. She was even less pleased when +the courts turned the boys over to the father because she was a run-away +wife. She consoled herself with the thought that he couldn't possibly +wish to keep the children; but she had felt quite ill at ease. + +As soon as the divorce was settled, she came back and took a small +apartment where she and the boys were to live. In two days she had +everything in readiness, so that they could come home to her. + +It was the happiest day the boys had experienced. The entire apartment +consisted of one large living-room and a big kitchen, but everything was +new and pretty, and mother had arranged the place so cosily. The big +room she and they were to use daytimes as a work-room, and nights they +were to sleep there. The kitchen was light and comfortable. There they +would eat, and in a little closet off the kitchen mother had her bed. + +She had told them that they would be very poor. She had secured a place +as singing-teacher at the girls' school, and this was all they had to +live upon. They couldn't afford to keep a servant, but must get along +all by themselves. The boys were in ecstasies over everything--most of +all, because they might help along. They volunteered to carry water and +wood. They were to brush their own shoes and make their own beds. It was +only fun to think up all that they were going to do! + +There was a little wardrobe, in which Lennart was to keep all his +mechanical apparatus. He was to have the key himself, and no one but +Hugo and he should ever go in there. + +But the boys were allowed to be happy with their mother only for a +single day. Afterwards their father spoiled their pleasure, as he had +always done as far back as they could remember. Mother told them she had +heard that their father had received a legacy of a few thousand kronor, +and that he had resigned from his position as organist and was going to +move to Stockholm. Both they and mother were glad that he was leaving +town, so they would escape meeting him on the streets. And then a friend +of father's had called on mother to tell her that father wanted to take +the boys with him to Stockholm. + +Mother had wept and begged that she might keep her boys, but father's +messenger had answered her that her husband was determined to have the +boys under his guardianship. If they did not come willingly, he would +let the police fetch them. He bade mother read through the divorce +papers, and there it said plainly that the boys would belong to their +father. This, of course, she already knew. It was not to be gainsaid. + +Father's friend had said many nice things of father and had told her of +how much he loved his sons, and for this reason he wanted them to be +with him. But the boys knew that father was taking them away solely for +the purpose of torturing mother. She would have to live in a state of +continual anxiety for them. The whole thing was nothing but malice and +revenge! + +But father had his own way, and here they were now, on their way to +Stockholm. And right opposite them their father sits, rejoicing in the +thought that he has made their mother unhappy. With every second that +passes, the thought of having to live with father becomes more +repellent. Are they then wholly in his power? Will there be no help for +this? + +Father leans back in his seat, and after a bit he falls asleep. +Immediately the boys begin whispering to each other very earnestly. It +isn't difficult for them to come to a decision. The whole day they have +been sitting there thinking that they ought to run away. They conclude +to steal out on the platform and to jump from the train when it goes +through a big forest. Then they will build them a hut in the most +secluded spot in the forest, and live all by themselves and never show +themselves to a human being. + +While the boys are laying their plans, the train stops at a station, and +a peasant woman, leading a little boy by the hand, comes into the coupé. +She is dressed in black, with a shawl on her head, and has a kind and +friendly appearance. She removes the little one's overcoat, which is wet +from the rain, and wraps a shawl around him. Then she takes off his +shoes and stockings, dries his little cold feet, takes from a bundle dry +shoes and stockings and puts them on him. Then she gives him a stick of +candy and lays him down on the seat with his head resting on her lap, +that he might sleep. + +First one boy, then the other casts a glance over at the peasant woman. +These glances become more frequent, and suddenly the eyes of both boys +fill with tears. Then they look up no more, but keep their eyes +obstinately lowered. + +It seems that when the peasant woman entered some one else--some one who +was invisible and imperceptible to all save the boys--came into the +coupé. The boys fancied that she came and sat down between them and took +their hands in hers, as she had done late last night, when it was +settled that they must leave her; and she was talking to them now as she +did then. "You must promise me that you will not be angry with father +for my sake. Father has never been able to forgive me for preventing him +from going abroad. He thinks it is my fault that he has never amounted +to anything and that he drinks. He can never punish me enough. But you +mustn't be angry at him on that account. Now, when you are to live with +father, you must promise me that you will be kind to him. You mustn't +quarrel with him and you are to look after his needs as well as you can. +This you must promise me, otherwise I don't know how I can ever let you +go." And the boys promised. "You mustn't run away from father, promise +me that!" mother had said. That they had also promised. + +The boys are as good as their word, and the instant they happen to think +that they had given mother these promises, they abandon all thought of +flight. Father sleeps all the while and they remain patiently in their +places. Then they resume their reading with redoubled zeal, and their +friend, the good Jules Verne, soon takes them away from many heavy +sorrows to Africa's happy wonder world. + +Far out on the south side of the city, father has rented two rooms and a +kitchen on the ground floor, with an entrance from the court and an +outlook over a narrow yard. The apartment has long been in use; it has +gone from family to family, without ever having been renovated. The wall +paper is full of tears and spots; the ceilings are sooty; a couple of +window-panes are cracked, and the kitchen floor is so worn that it is +full of ruts. Expressmen have brought the furniture cases from the +railway station and have left them there, helter skelter. Father and the +boys are now unpacking. Father stands with axe raised to hack open a +box. The boys are taking out glass and porcelain ware from another box, +and are arranging them in a wall cupboard. They are handy and work +eagerly, but the father never stops cautioning them to be careful, and +forbids their carrying more than one glass or plate at a time. Meanwhile +it goes slowly with father's own work. His hands are fumbly and +powerless, and he works himself into a sweat without getting the lock +off the box. He lays down the axe, walks around the box, and wonders if +it's the bottom that is uppermost. Then one of the boys takes hold of +the axe and begins to bend the lock, but father pushes him aside. "That +lock is nailed down too hard. Surely you don't imagine that you can +force the lock when father couldn't do it? Only a regular workman can +open that box," says father, putting on his hat and coat to go and fetch +the janitor. + +Father is hardly outside the door when an idea strikes him. Instantly he +understands why he has no strength in his hands. It is still quite early +in the morning and he has not consumed anything which could set the +blood in motion. If he were to step into a café and have a cognac, he +would get back his strength and could manage without help. This is +better than calling the janitor. + +Then father goes into the street to try and hunt up a café. When he +returns to the little apartment on the court, it is eight o'clock in the +evening. + +In father's youth, when he attended the Academy, he had lived at the +south end of the city. He was then a member of a double quartette, +mostly made up of choristers and petty tradesmen, who used to meet in a +cellar near Mosebacke. Father had taken a notion to go and see if the +little cellar was still there. It was, in fact, and father had the luck +to run across a pair of old comrades who were seated there having their +breakfast. They had received him with the greatest delight, had invited +him to breakfast, and had celebrated his advent in Stockholm in the +friendliest way possible. When the breakfast was over, finally, father +wanted to go home and unpack his furniture, but his friends persuaded +him to remain and take dinner with them. This function was so long drawn +out that he hadn't been able to go home until around eight o'clock. And +it had cost him more than a slight effort to tear himself away from the +lively place that early. + +When father comes home, the boys are in the dark, for they have no +matches. Father has a match in his pocket, and when he has lighted a +little stump of a candle, which luckily had come along with their +furnishings, he sees that the boys are hot and dusty, but well and happy +and apparently very well pleased with their day. + +In the rooms the furniture is arranged alongside the walls, the boxes +have been removed and straw and papers have been swept away. Hugo is +just turning down the boys' beds in the outer room. The inner room is to +be father's bedroom, and there stands his bed, turned down with as great +care as he could possibly wish. + +Now a sudden revulsion of feeling possesses him. When he came home, he +was displeased with himself because he had gone away from his work and +had left the boys without food; but now, when he sees that they are in +good spirits and not in any distress, he regrets that, for their sakes, +he should have left his friends; and he becomes irritable and +quarrelsome. + +He sees, no doubt, that the boys are proud of all the work they have +accomplished and expect him to praise them; but this he is not at all +inclined to do. Instead, he asks who has been here and helped them, and +begs them to remember that here in Stockholm one gets nothing without +money, and that the janitor must be paid for all he does. The boys +answer that they have had no assistance and have got on by themselves. +But father continues to grumble. It was wrong of them to open the big +box. They might have hurt themselves on it. Had he not forbidden them to +open it? Now they would have to obey him. He is the one who must answer +for their welfare. + +He takes the candle, goes out into the kitchen, and peeps into the +cupboards. The scanty supply of glass and porcelain is arranged on the +shelves in an orderly manner. He scrutinizes everything very carefully +to find an excuse for further complaint. + +All of a sudden he catches sight of some leavings from the boys' supper, +and begins immediately to grumble because they have had chicken. Where +did they get it from? Do they think of living like princes? Is it his +money they are throwing away on chicken? Then he remembers that he had +not left them any money. He wonders if they have stolen the chicken and +becomes perturbed. He preaches and admonishes, scolds and fusses, but +now he gets no response from the boys. They do not bother themselves +about telling him where they got the chicken, but let him go on. He +makes long speeches and exhausts his forces. Finally he begs and +implores. + +"I beseech you to tell me the truth. I will forgive you, no matter what +you have done, if you will only tell me the truth!" + +Now the boys can hold in no longer. Father hears a spluttering sound. +They throw off the quilts and sit up, and he notices that they are +purple in the face from suppressed laughter. And as they can laugh now +without restraint, Lennart says between the paroxysms, "Mother put a +chicken in the food sack which she gave us when we left home." + +Father, draws himself up, looks at the boys, wants to speak, but finds +no suitable words. He becomes even more majestic in his bearing, looks +with withering scorn at them, and goes to his room without further +parley. + + * * * * * + +It has dawned upon father how handy the boys are, and he makes use of +this fact to escape hiring servants. Mornings he sends Lennart into the +kitchen to make coffee and lets Hugo lay the breakfast-table and fetch +bread from the baker's. After breakfast he sits down on a chair and +watches how the boys make up the beds, sweep the floors, and build a +fire in the grate. He gives endless orders and sends them from one task +to another, only to show his authority. When the morning chores are +over, he goes out and remains away all the forenoon. The dinner he lets +them fetch from a cooking-school in the neighborhood. After dinner he +leaves the boys for the evening, and exacts nothing more of them than +that his bed shall be turned down when he comes home. + +The boys are practically alone almost the entire day and can busy +themselves in any way they choose. + +One of their most important tasks is to write to their mother. They get +letters from her every day, and she sends them paper and postage, so +that they can answer her. Mother's letters are mostly admonitions that +they shall be good to their father. She writes constantly of how lovable +father was when she first knew him, of how industrious and thrifty he +was at the beginning of his career. They must be tender and kind to him. +They must never forget how unhappy he is. "If you are very good to +father, perhaps he may feel sorry for you and let you come home to me." + +Mother tells them that she has called to see the dean and the +burgomaster to ask if it were not possible to get back the boys. Both of +them had replied that there was no help for her. The boys would have to +stay with their father. Mother wants to move to Stockholm that she may +see her boys once in a while, at least, but every one advises her to +have patience and abide her time. They think father will soon tire of +the boys and send them home. Mother doesn't quite know what she should +do. On the one hand she thinks it dreadful that the boys are living in +Stockholm with no one to look after them, and on the other hand she +knows that if she were to leave her home and her work, she could not +take them and support them, even if they were freed. But for Christmas, +at all events, mother is coming to Stockholm to look after them. + +The boys write and tell her what they do all day, hour by hour. They let +mother know that they cook for father and make his bed. She apprehends +that they are trying to be kind to him for her sake, but she probably +perceives that they like him no better now than formerly. + +Her little boys appear to be always alone. They live in a large city, +where there are lots of people, but no one asks after them. And perhaps +it is better thus. Who can tell what might happen to them were they to +make any acquaintances? + +They always beg of her not to be uneasy about them. They tell how they +darn their stockings and sew on their buttons. They also intimate that +Lennart has made great headway with his invention and say that when this +is finished all will be well. + +Mother lives in a state of continual fear. Night and day her thoughts +are with her boys. Night and day she prays God to watch over her little +sons, who live alone in a great city, with no one to shield them from +the temptations of the destroyer, and to keep their young hearts from +the desire for evil. + + * * * * * + +Father and the boys are sitting one morning at the Opera. One of +father's old comrades, who is with the Royal Orchestra, has invited him +to be present at a symphony rehearsal, and father has taken the boys +along. When the orchestra strikes up and the auditorium is filled with +tone, father is so affected that he can't control himself, and begins to +weep. He sobs and blows his nose and moans aloud, time and again. He +puts no restraint upon his feelings, but makes such a noise that the +musicians are disturbed. A guard comes along and beckons him away, and +father takes the boys by the hand and slinks out without a word of +protest. All the way home his tears continue to flow. + +Father is walking on, with a boy on each side, and he has kept their +hands in his all the while. Suddenly the boys start crying. They +understand now for the first time how much father has loved his art. It +was painful for him to sit there, besotten and broken, and listen to +others playing. They feel sorry for him who had never become what he +might have been. It was with father as it might be with Lennart were he +never to finish his flying-machine, or with Hugo if he were not to make +any voyages of discovery. Think if they should one day sit like old +good-for-nothings and see fine airships sailing over their heads which +they had not invented and were not allowed to pilot! + + * * * * * + +The boys were sitting one morning on opposite sides of the +writing-table. Father had taken a music roll under his arm and gone out. +He had mumbled something about giving a music lesson, but the boys had +not for a moment been tempted into believing this true. + +Father is in an ugly mood as he walks up the street. He noticed the look +the boys exchanged when he said that he was going to a music lesson. +"They are setting themselves up as judges of their father," he thinks. +"I am too indulgent toward them. I should have given them each a sound +box on the ear. It's their mother, I dare say, who is setting them +against me. Suppose I were to keep an eye on the fine gentlemen?" he +continues. "It would do no harm to find out how they attend to their +lessons." + +He turns back, walks quietly across the court, opens the door very +softly, and stands in the boys' room without either of them having heard +him coming. The boys jump up, red in the face, and Lennart quickly +snatches a bundle of papers which he throws into the table drawer. + +When the boys had been in Stockholm a day or two, they had asked which +school they were to attend, and the father had replied that their +school-going days were over now. He would try and procure a private +tutor who would teach them. This proposition he had never carried into +effect, nor had the boys said anything more about going to school. But +in less than a week a school chart was discovered hanging on the wall in +the boys' room. The school books had been brought forth, and every +morning they sat on opposite sides of an old writing-table and studied +their lessons aloud. It was evident that they had received letters from +their mother counselling them to try and study, so as not to forget +entirely what they had learned. + +Now, as father unexpectedly comes into the room, he goes up to the chart +first and studies it. He takes out his watch and compares. "Wednesday, +between ten and eleven, Geography." Then he comes up to the table. +"Shouldn't you have geography at this hour?" + +"Yes," the boys reply, growing flame-red in the face. + +"Have you the geography and the map?" + +The boys glance over at the book shelf and look confused. "We haven't +begun yet," says Lennart. + +"Indeed!" says father. "You must have been up to something else." He +straightens up, thoroughly pleased with himself. He has an advantage, +which he doesn't care to let go until he has browbeaten them very +effectually. + +Both boys are silent. Ever since the day they accompanied father to the +Opera, they have felt sympathy for him, and it has not been such an +effort for them to be kind to him as it was before. But, naturally, they +haven't for a moment thought of taking father into their confidence. He +has not risen in their estimation although they are sorry for him. + +"Were you writing letters?" father asks in his severest tone. + +"No," say both boys at the same time. + +"What were you doing?" + +"Oh, just talking." + +"That isn't true. I saw that Lennart hid something in the drawer of the +table." + +Now both boys are mum again. + +"Take it out!" shouts the father, purple with rage. He thinks the sons +have written to his wife, and, since they don't care to show the letter, +of course there is something mean about him in it. + +The boys do not stir, and father raises his hand to strike Lennart, who +is sitting before the table drawer. + +"Don't touch him!" cries Hugo. "We were only talking over something +which Lennart has invented." + +Hugo pushes Lennart aside, opens the drawer, and pulls out the paper, +which is scrawled full of airships of the most extraordinary shapes. +"Last night Lennart thought out a new kind of sail for his airship. It +was of this we were speaking." + +Father wouldn't believe him. He bends over, searches in the drawer, but +finds only sheets of paper covered with drawings of balloons, +parachutes, flying-machines, and everything else appertaining to +air-sailing. + +To the great surprise of the boys, father does not cast this aside at +once, nor does he laugh at their attempts, but examines closely sheet +after sheet. As a matter of fact, father, too, has a little leaning +toward mechanics, and was interested in things of this sort in days gone +by, when his brain was still good for something. Soon he begins to ask +questions as to the meaning of one thing and another, and inasmuch as +his words betray that he is deeply interested and understands what he +sees, Lennart fights his bashfulness, and answers him, hesitatingly at +first and then more willingly. + +Soon father and boys are absorbed in a profound discussion about +airships and air-sailing. After they are fairly well started, the boys +chatter unreservedly and give father a share in their plans and dreams +of greatness. And while the father comprehends, of course, that the boys +cannot fly very far with the airship which they have constructed, he is +very much impressed. His little sons talk of aluminum motors, +aeroplanes, and balancers, as though they were the simplest things in +the world. He had thought them regular blockheads because they didn't +get on very fast at school. Now, all at once, he believes they are a +pair of little scientists. + +The high-soaring thoughts and aspirations father understands better than +anything else; he cognizes them. He himself has dreamed in the same +way, and he has no desire to laugh at such dreams. + +Father doesn't go out again that morning, but sits and chats with the +boys until it is time to fetch the food for dinner and set the table. +And at that meal father and the boys are real good friends, to their +great and mutual astonishment. + + * * * * * + +The hour is eleven at night, and father is staggering up the street. The +little boys are walking on either side of him, and he holds their hands +tightly clasped in his all the while. + +They have sought him out in one of his haunts, where they have stationed +themselves just inside the door. Father sits by himself at a table with +a big brown toddy in front of him, and listens to a ladies' orchestra +which is playing at the other end of the hall. After a moment's +hesitancy he rises reluctantly and goes over to the boys. "What is it?" +he asks. "Why do you come here?" + +"Father was to come home," they say. "This is the fifth of December. +Father promised--" + +Then he remembers that Lennart had confided to him that it was Hugo's +birthday and that he had promised him to come home early. But this he +had entirely forgotten. Hugo was probably expecting a birthday present +from him, but he had not remembered to get him one. + +At any rate, he has gone with the boys and is walking along, displeased +with them and with himself. When he comes home, the birthday table is +laid. The boys had wished to give a little party. Lennart had creamed +some pancakes, which are now a few hours old and look like pieces of +leather. They had received a little money from their mother, and with +this they had bought nuts, raisins, and a bottle of soda-water. + +This fine feast they did not care to enjoy all by themselves, and they +had been sitting and waiting for father to come home and share it with +them. Now, since they and father have become friends, they cannot +celebrate such a big event without him. Father understands it all, and +the thought of being missed flatters him and puts him in a fairly good +humor. Half full as he is, he plumps himself down at the table. Just as +he is about to take his place he stumbles, clutches at the table-cloth, +falls, and draws down on the floor everything on the table. As he raises +himself, he sees how the soda flows out over the floor and pickles and +pancakes are strewn about among bits of porcelain and broken glass. + +Father glances at the boys' long faces, rips out an oath, and makes a +rush for the door, and he doesn't come back home until on towards +morning. + + * * * * * + +One morning in February, the boys are coming up the street with their +skates dangling from their shoulders. They are not quite like +themselves. They have grown thin and pale and look untidy and uncared +for. Their hair is uncut; they are not well washed and they have holes +in both stockings and shoes. When they address each other, they use a +lot of street-boy expressions, and one and another oath escapes from +their lips. + +A change has taken place in the boys. It had its beginning on the +evening when their father forgot to come home to help celebrate Hugo's +birthday. It was as if until that time they had been kept up by the hope +that soon their father would be a changed man. + +At first they had counted on his tiring of them and sending them home. +Later, they had fancied that he would become fond of them and give up +drinking for their sakes, and they had even imagined that mother and he +might become reconciled and that all of them would be happy. But it +dawned upon them that night that father was impossible. He could love +nothing but drink. Even if he were kind to them for a little while, he +didn't really care for them. + +A heavy hopelessness fell upon the boys; nothing would ever be changed +for them. They should never get away from father. They felt as though +they were doomed to sit shut in a dark prison all their lives. Not even +their great plans for the future could comfort them. In the way that +they were bound down, these plans could never be carried out. Only +think, they were not learning anything! They knew enough of the +histories of great men to know that he who wants to accomplish anything +noteworthy must first of all have knowledge. + +Still the hardest blow was that mother did not come to them at +Christmas. In the beginning of December she had fallen down stairs and +broken her leg, and was forced to lie in a hospital during the Christmas +holidays, therefore she could not come to Stockholm. Now that mother was +up, her school had begun again. Apart from this, she had no money with +which to travel. The little that she had saved was spent while she lay +ill. + +The boys felt themselves deserted by the whole world. It was obvious +that it never would be any better for them, no matter how good they +were! So, gradually, they ceased to exert themselves with the sort of +things that were tiresome. They might just as well do that which amused +them. + +The boys began to shirk their morning studies. No one heard their +lessons, so what was the use of their studying? There had been good +skating for a couple of days and they might as well play truant all day. +On the ice there were always throngs of boys, and they had made the +acquaintance of a number who also preferred skating to being shut in the +house with their books. + +It has turned out to be such a fine day that it is impossible to think +of staying indoors. The weather is so clear and sunny that the school +children have been granted skating leave. The whole street is filled +with children, who have been home to get their skates and are now +hurrying down to the ice. + +The boys, as they move among the other children, appear solemn and +low-spirited. Not a smile lights up their faces. Their misfortune is so +heavy that they cannot forget it for a second. + +When they come down on the ice, it is full of life and movement. All +along the edges it is bordered with a tight mass of people; farther +out, the skaters circle around one another, like gnats, and still +farther out, solitary black specks that float along at lightning speed +are seen. + +The boys buckle on their skates and join the other skaters. They skate +very well, and as they glide out on the ice, full speed, they get color +in their cheeks and their eyes sparkle, but not for a moment do they +appear happy, like other children. + +All of a sudden, as they are making a turn toward land, they catch sight +of something very pretty. A big balloon comes from the direction of +Stockholm and is sailing out toward Salt Lake. It is striped in reds and +yellows, and when the sun strikes it it glitters like a ball of fire. +The basket is decorated with many-hued flags, and as the balloon does +not fly very high the bright color-play can be seen quite plainly. + +When the boys spy the balloon, they send up a shriek of delight. It is +the first time in their lives that they have seen a big balloon sailing +through the air. All the dreams and plans which have been their +consolation and joy during the many trying days come back to them when +they see it. They stand still that they may observe how the ropes and +lines are fastened; and they take note of the anchor and the sand bags +on the edge of the car. + +The balloon moves with good speed over the ice-bound fiord. All the +skaters, big and little, dart around one another, laughing and hooting +at it when it first comes into sight, and then they bound after it. They +follow it out to sea, in a long swaying line, like a drag line. The +air-sailors amuse themselves by scattering handfuls of paper strips in a +variety of colors, which come circling down slowly through the blue air. + +The boys are foremost in the long line that is chasing after the +balloon. They hurry forward, with heads thrown back, and gaze steadily +turned upward. Their eyes dance with delight for the first time since +they parted from their mother. They are beside themselves with +excitement over the airship and think of nothing else than to follow it +as long as possible. + +But the balloon moves ahead rapidly, and one has to be a good skater not +to be left behind. The crowd chasing after it thins down, but in the +lead of those who keep up the pursuit the two little boys are seen. +Afterwards people said there was something strange about them. They +neither laughed nor shouted, but on their upturned faces there was a +look of transport--as though they had seen a heavenly vision. + +The balloon also affects the boys like a celestial guide, who has come +to lead them back to the right path and teach them how to go forward +with renewed courage. When the boys see it, their hearts bound with +longing to begin work again on the great invention. Once more they feel +confident and happy. If only they are patient, they'll probably work +their way toward success. A day will surely come when they can step into +their own airship and soar aloft in space. Some day _they_ will be the +ones who travel up there, far above the people, and _their_ airship will +be more perfect than the one they now see. Theirs shall be an airship +that can be steered and turned, lowered and raised, sail against wind +and without wind. It shall carry them by day and by night, wherever they +may wish to travel. They shall descend to the highest mountain peaks, +travel over the dreariest deserts, and explore the most inaccessible +regions. They shall behold all the glories of the world. + +"It isn't worth while to lose heart, Hugo," says Lennart. "We'll have a +fine time if we can only finish it!" + +Father and his ill-luck are things which do not concern them any more. +One who has something as great to strive for as they have cannot let +himself be hindered by anything so pitiable! + +The balloon gains in speed the farther out it comes. The skaters have +ceased following it. The only ones who continue the chase are the two +little boys. They move ahead as swiftly and lightly as if their feet had +taken on wings. + +Suddenly the people who stand on the shore and can look far out across +the fiord send up a great cry of horror and fear. They see that the +balloon, pursued all the while by the two children, sails away toward +the fairway, where there is open sea. "Open sea! It is open sea out +there!" the people shout. + +The skaters down on the ice hear the shouts and turn their eyes toward +the mouth of the fiord. They see how a strip of water shimmers in the +sunlight yonder. They see, also, that two little boys are skating toward +this strip, which they do not notice because their eyes are fixed on the +balloon; and not for a second do they turn them toward earth. + +The people are calling out with all their might and stamping on the ice. +Fast runners are hurrying on to stop them; but the little ones mark +nothing of all this, where they are chasing after the airship. They do +not know that they alone are following it. They hear no cries back of +them. They do not hear the splash and roar of the water ahead of them. +They see only the balloon, which as it were carries them with it. +Lennart already feels his own airship rising under him, and Hugo soars +away over the North Pole. + +The people on the ice and on the shore see how rapidly they are nearing +the open sea. For a second or two they are in such breathless suspense +that they can neither move nor cry out. It seems as if the two children +are under a magic spell--in their chase after a shining heavenly vision. + +The air-sailors up in the balloon have also caught a glimpse of the +little boys. They see that they are in danger and scream at them and +make warning gestures; but the boys do not understand them. When they +notice that the air-sailors are making signs at them, they think they +want to take them up into the car. They stretch their arms toward them, +overjoyed in the hope of accompanying them through the bright upper +regions. + +At this moment the boys have reached the sailing channel, and, with arms +uplifted, they skate down into the water and disappear without a cry for +help. The skaters, who have tried to reach them in time, are standing a +couple of seconds later on the edge of the ice, but the current has +carried their bodies under the ice, and no helping hand can reach +them. + + + + +The Wedding March + + +Now I'm going to tell a pretty story. + +A good many years ago there was to be a very big wedding at Svartsjö +parish in Vermland. + +First, there was to be a church ceremony and after that three days of +feasting and merrymaking, and every day while the festivities lasted +there was to be dancing from early morning till far into the night. + +Since there was to be so much dancing, it was of very great importance +to get a good fiddler, and Juryman Nils Olafsson, who was managing the +wedding, worried almost more over this than over anything else. + +The fiddler they had at Svartsjö he did not care to engage. His name was +Jan Öster. The Juryman knew, to be sure, that he had quite a big name; +but he was so poor that sometimes he would appear at a wedding in a +frayed jacket and without shoes to his feet. The Juryman didn't wish to +see such a ragtag at the head of the bridal procession, so he decided to +send a messenger to a musician in Jösse parish, who was commonly called +Fiddler Mårten, and ask him if he wouldn't come and play at the wedding. + +Fiddler Mårten didn't consider the proposition for a second, but +promptly replied that he did not want to play at Svartsjö, because in +that parish lived a musician who was more skilled than all others in +Vermland. While they had him, there was no need for them to call +another. + +When Nils Olafsson received this answer, he took a few days to think it +over, and then he sent word to a fiddler in Big Kil parish, named Olle +in Säby, to ask him if he wouldn't come and play at his daughter's +wedding. + +Olle in Säby answered in the same way as Fiddler Mårten. He sent his +compliments to Nils Olafsson, and said that so long as there was such a +capable musician as Jan Öster to be had in Svartsjö, he didn't want to +go there to play. + +Nils Olafsson didn't like it that the musicians tried in this way to +force upon him the very one he did not want. Now he considered that it +was a point of honor with him to get another fiddler than Jan Öster. + +A few days after he had the answer from Olle in Säby, he sent his +servant to fiddler Lars Larsson, who lived at the game lodge in Ullerud +parish. Lars Larsson was a well-to-do man who owned a fine farm. He was +sensible and considerate and no hotspur, like the other musicians. But +Lars Larsson, like the others, at once thought of Jan Öster, and asked +how it happened that he was not to play at the wedding. + +Nils Olafsson's servant thought it best to say to him that, since Jan +Öster lived at Svartsjö, they could hear him play at any time. As Nils +Olafsson was making ready to give a grand wedding, he wished to treat +his guests to something a little better and more select. + +"I doubt if you can get any one better," said Lars Larsson. + +"Now you must be thinking of answering in the same way as fiddler Mårten +and Olle in Säby did," said the servant. Then he told him how he had +fared with them. + +Lars Larsson paid close attention to the servant's story, and then he +sat quietly for a long while and pondered. Finally he answered in the +affirmative: "Tell your master that I thank him for his invitation and +will come." + +The following Sunday Lars Larsson journeyed down to Svartsjö. He drove +up to the church knoll just as the wedding guests were forming into line +to march to the church. He came driving in his own chaise and with a +good horse and dressed in black broadcloth. He took out his fiddle from +a highly polished box. Nils Olafsson received him effusively, thinking +that here was a fiddler of whom he might be proud. + +Immediately after Lars Larsson's arrival, Jan Öster, too, came marching +up to the church, with his fiddle under his arm. He walked straight up +to the crowd around the bride, exactly as if he were asked to come and +play at the wedding. + +Jan Öster had come in the old gray homespun jacket which they had seen +him wearing for ages. But, as this was to be such a grand wedding, his +wife had made an attempt at mending the holes at the elbow by sewing big +green patches over them. Jan Öster was a tall handsome man, and would +have made a fine appearance at the head of the bridal procession, had he +not been so shabbily dressed, and had his face not been so lined and +seamed by worries and the hard struggle with misfortune. + +When Lars Larsson saw Jan Öster coming, he seemed a bit displeased. "So +you have called Jan Öster, too," he said under his breath to the Juryman +Nils Olafsson, "but at a grand wedding there's no harm in having two +fiddlers." + +"I did not invite him, that's certain!" protested Nils Olafsson. "I +can't comprehend why he has come. Just wait, and I'll let him know that +he has no business here!" + +"Then some practical joker must have bidden him," said Lars Larsson. +"But if you care to be guided by my counsel, appear as if nothing were +wrong and go over and bid him welcome. I have heard said that he is a +quick-tempered man, and who knows but he may begin to quarrel and fight +if you were to tell him that he was not invited?" + +This the Juryman knew, too! It was no time to begin fussing when the +bridal procession was forming on the church grounds; so he walked up to +Jan Öster and bade him be welcome. Thereupon the two fiddlers took their +places at the head of the procession. The bridal pair walked under a +canopy, the bridesmaids and the groomsmen marched in pairs, and after +them came the parents and relatives; so the procession was both imposing +and long. + +When everything was in readiness, a groomsman stepped up to the +musicians and asked them to play the Wedding March. Both musicians swung +their fiddles up to their chins, but beyond that they did not get. And +thus they stood! It was an old custom in Svartsjö for the best fiddler +to strike up the Wedding March and to lead the music. + +The groomsman looked at Lars Larsson, as though he were waiting for him +to start; but Lars Larsson looked at Jan Öster and said, "It is you, Jan +Öster, who must begin." + +It did not seem possible to Jan Öster that the other fiddler, who was as +finely dressed as any gentleman, should not be better than himself, who +had come in his old homespun jacket straight from the wretched hovel +where there were only poverty and distress. "No, indeed!" said he. "No, +indeed!" + +He saw that the bridegroom put forth his hand and touched Lars Larsson. +"Larsson shall begin," said he. + +When Jan Öster heard the bridegroom say this, he promptly lowered his +fiddle and stepped aside. + +Lars Larsson, on the other hand, did not move from the spot, but +remained standing in his place, confident and pleased with himself. Nor +did he raise the bow. "It is Jan Öster who shall begin," he repeated +stubbornly and resistingly, as one who is used to having his own way. + +There was some commotion among the crowds over the cause of the delay. +The bride's father came forward and begged Lars Larsson to begin. The +sexton stepped to the door of the church and beckoned to them to hurry +along. The parson stood waiting at the altar. + +"You can ask Jan Öster to begin, then," said Lars Larsson. "We musicians +consider him to be the best among us." + +"That may be so," said a peasant, "but we peasants consider you the best +one." + +Then the other peasants also gathered around them. "Well, begin, why +don't you?" they said. "The parson is waiting. We'll become a +laughing-stock to the church people." + +Lars Larsson stood there quite as stubborn and determined as before. "I +can't see why the people in this parish are so opposed to having their +own fiddler placed in the lead." + +Nils Olafsson was perfectly furious because they wished in this way to +force Jan Öster upon him. He came close up to Lars Larsson and +whispered: "I comprehend that it is you who have called hither Jan +Öster, and that you have arranged this to do him honor. But be quick, +now, and play up, or I'll drive that ragamuffin from the church grounds +in disgrace and by force!" + +Lars Larsson looked him square in the face and nodded to him without +displaying any irritation. "Yes, you are right in saying that we must +have an end of this," said he. + +He beckoned to Jan Öster to return to his place. Then he himself walked +forward a step or two, and turned around that all might see him. Then +he flung the bow far from him, pulled out his case-knife, and cut all +four violin strings, which snapped with a sharp twang. "It shall not be +said of me that I count myself better than Jan Öster!" said he. + +It appears that for three years Jan Öster had been musing on an air +which he couldn't get out over the strings because at home he was bound +down by dull, gray cares and worries, and nothing ever happened to him, +either great or small, to lift him above the daily grind. But when he +heard Lars Larsson's strings snap, he threw back his head and filled his +lungs. His features were rapt, as though he were listening to something +far away; and then he began to play. And the air which he had been +musing over for three years became all at once clear to him, and as the +tones of it vibrated he walked with proud step down to the church. + +The bridal procession had never before heard an air like that! It +carried them along with such speed that not even Nils Olafsson could +think of staying back. And every one was so pleased both with Jan Öster +and with Lars Larsson that the entire following entered the church, +their eyes brimming with tears of joy. + + + + +The Musician + + +No one in Ullerud could say anything of fiddler Lars Larsson but that he +was both meek and modest in his later years. But he had not always been +thus, it seems. In his youth he had been so overbearing and boastful +that people were in despair about him. It is said that he was changed +and made over in a single night, and this is the way it happened. + +Lars Larsson went out for a stroll late one Saturday night, with his +fiddle under his arm. He was excessively gay and jovial, for he had just +come from a party where his playing had tempted both young and old to +dance. He walked along, thinking that while his bow was in motion no one +had been able to sit still. There had been such a whirl in the cabin +that once or twice he fancied the chairs and tables were dancing too! "I +verily believe they have never before had a musician like me in these +parts," he remarked to himself. "But I had a mighty rough time of it +before I became such a clever chap!" he continued. "When I was a child, +it was no fun for me when my parents put me to tending cows and sheep +and when I forgot everything else to sit and twang my fiddle. And just +fancy! they wouldn't so much as give me a real violin. I had nothing to +play on but an old wooden box over which I had stretched some strings. +In the daytime, when I could be alone in the woods, I fared rather well; +but it was none too cheerful to come home in the evening when the cattle +had strayed from me! Then I heard often enough, from both father and +mother, that I was a good-for-nothing and never would amount to +anything." + +In that part of the forest where Lars Larsson was strolling a little +river was trying to find its way. The ground was stony and hilly, and +the stream had great difficulty in getting ahead, winding this way and +that way, rolling over little falls and rapids--and yet it appeared to +get nowhere. The path where the fiddler walked, on the other hand, tried +to go as straight ahead as possible. Therefore it was continually +meeting the sinuous stream, and each time it would dart across it by +using a little bridge. The musician also had to cross the stream +repeatedly, and he was glad of it. He thought it was as though he had +found company in the forest. + +Where he was tramping it was light summer-night. The sun had not yet +come up, but its being away made no difference, for it was as light as +day all the same. + +Still the light was not quite what it is in the daytime. Everything had +a different color. The sky was perfectly white, the trees and the +growths on the ground were grayish, but everything was as distinctly +visible as in the daytime, and when Lars Larsson paused on any of the +numerous bridges and looked down into the stream, he could distinguish +every ripple on the water. + +"When I see a stream like this in the wilderness," he thought, "I am +reminded of my own life. As persistent as this stream have I been in +forcing my way past all that has obstructed my path. Father has been my +rock ahead, and mother tried to hold me back and bury me between +moss-tufts, but I stole past both of them and got out in the world. +Hay-ho, hi, hi! I think mother is still sitting at home and weeping for +me. But what do I care! She might have known that I should amount to +something some day, instead of trying to oppose me!" + +Impatiently he tore some leaves from a branch and threw them into the +river. + +"Look! thus have I torn myself loose from everything at home," he said, +as he watched the leaves borne away by the water. "I am just wondering +if mother knows that I'm the best musician in Vermland?" he remarked as +he went farther. + +He walked on rapidly until he came across the stream again. Then he +stopped and looked into the water. + +Here the river went along in a struggling rapid, creating a terrible +racket. As it was night, one heard from the stream sounds quite +different from those of the daytime, and the musician was perfectly +astonished when he stood still and listened. There was no bird song in +the trees and no music in the pines and no rustling in the leaves. No +wagon wheels creaked in the road and no cow-bells tinkled in the wood. +One heard only the rapid; but because all the other things were hushed, +it could be heard so much better than during the day. It sounded as +though everything thinkable and unthinkable was rioting and clamoring in +the depths of the stream. First, it sounded as if some one were sitting +down there and grinding grain between stones, and then it sounded as +though goblets were clinking in a drinking-bout; and again there was a +murmuring, as when the congregation had left the church and were +standing on the church knoll after the service, talking earnestly +together. + +"I suppose this, too, is a kind of music," thought the fiddler, +"although I can't find anything much in it! I think the air that I +composed the other day was much more worth listening to." + +But the longer Lars Larsson listened to the music of the rapid, the +better he thought it sounded. + +"I believe you are improving," he said to the rapid. "It must have +dawned upon you that the best musician in Vermland is listening to you!" + +The instant he had made this remark, he fancied he heard a couple of +clear metallic sounds, as when some one picks a violin string to hear if +it is in tune. + +"But see, hark! The Water-Sprite himself has arrived. I can hear how he +begins to thrum on the violin. Let us hear now if you can play better +than I!" said Lars Larsson, laughing. "But I can't stand here all night +waiting for you to begin," he called to the water. "Now I must be going; +but I promise you that I will also stop at the next bridge and listen, +to hear if you can cope with me." + +He went farther and, as the stream in its winding course ran into the +wood, he began thinking once more of his home. + +"I wonder how the little brooklet that runs by our house is getting on? +I should like to see it again. I ought to go home once in a while, to +see if mother is suffering want and hardship since father's death. But +busy as I am, it is almost impossible. As busy as I am just now, I say, +I can't look after anything but the fiddle. There is hardly an evening +in the week that I am at liberty." + +In a little while he met the stream again, and his thoughts were turned +to something else. At this crossing the river did not come rushing on in +a noisy rapid, but glided ahead rather quietly. It lay perfectly black +and shiny under the night-gray forest trees, and carried with it one and +another patch of snow-white scum from the rapids above. + +When the musician came down upon the bridge and heard no sound from the +stream but a soft swish now and then, he began to laugh. + +"I might have known that the Water-Sprite wouldn't care to come to the +meeting," he shouted. "To be sure, I have always heard that he is +considered an excellent performer, but one who lies still forever in a +brook and never hears anything new can't know very much! He perceives, +no doubt, that here stands one who knows more about music than he, +therefore he doesn't care to let me hear him." + +Then he went farther and lost sight of the river again. He came into a +part of the forest which he had always thought dismal and bleak to +wander through. There the ground was covered with big stone heaps, and +gnarled pine stumps lay uprooted among them. If there was anything +magical or fearsome in the forest, one would naturally think that it +concealed itself here. + +When the musician came in among the wild stone blocks, a shudder passed +through him, and he began to wonder if it had not been unwise of him to +boast in the presence of the Water-Sprite. He fancied the large pine +roots began to gesticulate, as if they were threatening him. "Beware, +you who think yourself cleverer than the Water-Sprite!" it seemed as if +they wanted to say. + +Lars Larsson felt how his heart contracted with dread. A heavy weight +bore down upon his chest, so that he could scarcely breathe, and his +hands became ice-cold. Then he stopped in the middle of the wood and +tried to talk sense to himself. + +"Why, there's no musician in the waterfall!" said he. "Such things are +only superstition and nonsense! It's of no consequence what I have said +or haven't said to him." + +As he spoke, he looked around him, as if for some confirmation of the +truth of what he said. Had it been daytime, every tiny leaf would have +winked at him that there was nothing dangerous in the wood; but now, at +night, the leaves on the trees were closed and silent and looked as +though they were hiding all sorts of dangerous secrets. + +Lars Larsson grew more and more alarmed. That which caused him the +greatest fear was having to cross the stream once more before it and the +road parted company and went in different directions. He wondered what +the Water-Sprite would do to him when he walked across the last +bridge--if he might perhaps stretch a big black hand out of the water +and drag him down into the depths. + +He had worked himself into such a state of fright that he thought of +turning back. But then he would meet the stream again. And if he were to +turn out of the road and go into the wood, he would also meet it, the +way it kept bending and winding itself! + +He felt so nervous that he didn't know what to do. He was snared and +captured and bound by that stream, and saw no possibility of escape. + +Finally he saw before him the last bridge crossing. Directly opposite +him, on the other side of the stream, stood an old mill, which must have +been abandoned these many years. The big mill-wheel hung motionless over +the water. The sluice-gate lay mouldering on the land; the mill-race was +moss-grown, and its sides were lined with common fern and beard-moss. + +"If all had been as formerly and there were people here," thought the +musician, "I should be safe now from all danger." + +But, at all events, he felt reassured in seeing a building constructed +by human hands, and, as he crossed the stream, he was scarcely +frightened at all. Nor did anything dreadful happen to him. The +Water-Sprite seemed to have no quarrel with him. He was simply amazed to +think he had worked himself into a panic over nothing whatever. + +He felt very happy and secure, and became even happier when the mill +door opened and a young girl came out to him. She looked like an +ordinary peasant girl. She had a cotton kerchief on her head and wore a +short skirt and full jacket, but her feet were bare. + +She walked up to the musician and said to him without further ceremony, +"If you will play for me, I'll dance for you." + +"Why, certainly," said the fiddler, who was in fine spirits now that he +was rid of his fear. "That I can do, of course. I have never in my life +refused to play for a pretty girl who wants to dance." + +He took his place on a stone near the edge of the mill-pond, raised the +violin to his chin, and began to play. + +The girl took a few steps in rhythm with the music; then she stopped. +"What kind of a polka are you playing?" said she. "There is no vim in +it." + +The fiddler changed his tune; he tried one with more life in it. + +The girl was just as dissatisfied. "I can't dance to such a draggy +polka," said she. + +Then Lars Larsson struck up the wildest air he knew. "If you are not +satisfied with this one," he said, "you will have to call hither a +better musician than I am." + +The instant he said this, he felt that a hand caught his arm at the +elbow and began to guide the bow and increase the tempo. Then from the +violin there poured forth a strain the like of which he had never before +heard. It moved in such a quick tempo he thought that a rolling wheel +couldn't have kept up with it. + +"Now, that's what I call a polka!" said the girl, and began to swing +round. + +But the musician did not glance at her. He was so astonished at the air +he was playing that he stood with closed eyes, to hear better. When he +opened them after a moment, the girl was gone. But he did not wonder +much at this. He continued to play on, long and well, only because he +had never before heard such violin playing. + +"It must be time now to finish with this," he thought finally, and +wanted to lay down the bow. But the bow kept up its motion; he couldn't +make it stop. It travelled back and forth over the strings and jerked +the hand and arm with it; and the hand that held the neck of the violin +and fingered the strings could not free itself, either. + +The cold sweat stood out on Lars Larsson's brow, and he was frightened +now in earnest. + +"How will this end? Shall I sit here and play till doomsday?" he asked +himself in despair. + +The bow ran on and on, and magically called forth one tune after +another. Always it was something new, and it was so beautiful that the +poor fiddler must have known how little his own skill was worth. And it +was this that tortured him worse than the fatigue. + +"He who plays upon my violin understands the art. But never in all my +born days have I been anything but a bungler. Now for the first time I'm +learning how music should sound." + +For a few seconds he became so transported by the music that he forgot +his evil fate; then he felt how his arm ached from weariness and he was +seized anew with despair. + +"This violin I cannot lay down until I have played myself to death. I +can understand that the Water-Sprite won't be satisfied with less." + +He began to weep over himself, but all the while he kept on playing. + +"It would have been better for me had I stayed at home in the little +cabin with mother. What is all the glory worth if it is to end in this +way?" + +He sat there hour after hour. Morning came on, the sun rose, and the +birds sang all around him; but he played and he played, without +intermission. + +As it was a Sunday that dawned, he had to sit there by the old mill all +alone. No human beings tramped in this part of the forest. They went to +church down in the dale, and to the villages along the big highway. + +Forenoon came along, and the sun stepped higher and higher in the sky. +The birds grew silent, and the wind began to murmur in the long pine +needles. + +Lars Larsson did not let the summer day's heat deter him. He played and +played. At last evening was ushered in, the sun sank, but his bow needed +no rest, and his arm continued to move. + +"It is absolutely certain that this will be the death of me!" said he. +"And it is a righteous punishment for all my conceit." + +Far along in the evening a human being came wandering through the wood. +It was a poor old woman with bent back and white hair, and a countenance +that was furrowed by many sorrows. + +"It seems strange," thought the player, "but I think I recognize that +old woman. Can it be possible that it is my mother? Can it be possible +that mother has grown so old and gray?" + +He called aloud and stopped her. "Mother, mother, come here to me!" he +cried. + +She paused, as if unwillingly. "I hear now with my own ears that you are +the best musician in Vermland," said she. "I can well understand that +you do not care any more for a poor old woman like me!" + +"Mother, mother, don't pass me by!" cried Lars Larsson. "I'm no great +performer--only a poor wretch. Come here that I may speak with you!" + +Then the mother came nearer and saw how he sat and played. His face was +as pale as death, his hair dripped sweat, and blood oozed out from under +the roots of his nails. + +"Mother, I have fallen into misfortune because of my vanity, and now I +must play myself to death. But tell me, before this happens, if you can +forgive me, who left you alone and poor in your old age!" + +His mother was seized with a great compassion for the son, and all the +anger she had felt toward him was as if blown away. "Why, surely I +forgive you!" said she. And as she saw his anguish and bewilderment and +wanted him to understand that she meant what she said, she repeated it +in the name of God. + +"In the name of God our Redeemer, I forgive you!" + +And when she said this, the bow stopped, the violin fell to the ground, +and the musician arose saved and redeemed. For the enchantment was +broken, because his old mother had felt such compassion for his distress +that she had spoken God's name over him. + + + + +The Legend of the Christmas Rose + + +Robber Mother, who lived in Robbers' Cave up in Göinge forest, went down +to the village one day on a begging tour. Robber Father, who was an +outlawed man, did not dare to leave the forest, but had to content +himself with lying in wait for the wayfarers who ventured within its +borders. But at that time travellers were not very plentiful in Southern +Skåne. If it so happened that the man had had a few weeks of ill luck +with his hunt, his wife would take to the road. She took with her five +youngsters, and each youngster wore a ragged leathern suit and +birch-bark shoes and bore a sack on his back as long as himself. When +Robber Mother stepped inside the door of a cabin, no one dared refuse to +give her whatever she demanded; for she was not above coming back the +following night and setting fire to the house if she had not been well +received. Robber Mother and her brood were worse than a pack of wolves, +and many a man felt like running a spear through them; but it was never +done, because they all knew that the man stayed up in the forest, and he +would have known how to wreak vengeance if anything had happened to the +children or the old woman. + +Now that Robber Mother went from house to house and begged, she came one +day to Övid, which at that time was a cloister. She rang the bell of the +cloister gate and asked for food. The watchman let down a small wicket +in the gate and handed her six round bread cakes--one for herself and +one for each of the five children. + +While the mother was standing quietly at the gate, her youngsters were +running about. And now one of them came and pulled at her skirt, as a +signal that he had discovered something which she ought to come and see, +and Robber Mother followed him promptly. + +The entire cloister was surrounded by a high and strong wall, but the +youngster had managed to find a little back gate which stood ajar. When +Robber Mother got there, she pushed the gate open and walked inside +without asking leave, as it was her custom to do. + +Övid Cloister was managed at that time by Abbot Hans, who knew all about +herbs. Just within the cloister wall he had planted a little herb +garden, and it was into this that the old woman had forced her way. + +At first glance Robber Mother was so astonished that she paused at the +gate. It was high summertide, and Abbot Hans' garden was so full of +flowers that the eyes were fairly dazzled by the blues, reds, and +yellows, as one looked into it. But presently an indulgent smile spread +over her features, and she started to walk up a narrow path that lay +between many flower-beds. + +In the garden a lay brother walked about, pulling up weeds. It was he +who had left the door in the wall open, that he might throw the weeds +and tares on the rubbish heap outside. + +When he saw Robber Mother coming in, with all five youngsters in tow, he +ran toward her at once and ordered them away. But the beggar woman +walked right on as before. She cast her eyes up and down, looking now at +the stiff white lilies which spread near the ground, then on the ivy +climbing high upon the cloister wall, and took no notice whatever of the +lay brother. + +He thought she had not understood him, and wanted to take her by the arm +and turn her toward the gate. But when the robber woman saw his purpose, +she gave him a look that sent him reeling backward. She had been walking +with back bent under her beggar's pack, but now she straightened +herself to her full height. "I am Robber Mother from Göinge forest; so +touch me if you dare!" And it was obvious that she was as certain she +would be left in peace as if she had announced that she was the Queen of +Denmark. + +And yet the lay brother dared to oppose her, although now, when he knew +who she was, he spoke reasonably to her. "You must know, Robber Mother, +that this is a monks' cloister, and no woman in the land is allowed +within these walls. If you do not go away, the monks will be angry with +me because I forgot to close the gate, and perhaps they will drive me +away from the cloister and the herb garden." + +But such prayers were wasted on Robber Mother. She walked straight ahead +among the little flower-beds and looked at the hyssop with its magenta +blossoms, and at the honeysuckles, which were full of deep +orange-colored flower clusters. + +Then the lay brother knew of no other remedy than to run into the +cloister and call for help. + +He returned with two stalwart monks, and Robber Mother saw that now it +meant business! With feet firmly planted she stood in the path and began +shrieking in strident tones all the awful vengeance she would wreak on +the cloister if she couldn't remain in the herb garden as long as she +wished. But the monks did not see why they need fear her and thought +only of driving her out. Then Robber Mother let out a perfect volley of +shrieks, and, throwing herself upon the monks, clawed and bit at them; +so did all the youngsters. The men soon learned that she could overpower +them, and all they could do was to go back into the cloister for +reinforcements. + +As they ran through the passage-way which led to the cloister, they met +Abbot Hans, who came rushing out to learn what all this noise was about. + +Then they had to confess that Robber Mother from Göinge forest had come +into the cloister and that they were unable to drive her out and must +call for assistance. + +But Abbot Hans upbraided them for using force and forbade their calling +for help. He sent both monks back to their work, and although he was an +old and fragile man, he took with him only the lay brother. + +When Abbot Hans came out in the garden, Robber Mother was still +wandering among the flower-beds. He regarded her with astonishment. He +was certain that Robber Mother had never before seen an herb garden; yet +she sauntered leisurely between all the small patches, each of which +had been planted with its own species of rare flower, and looked at them +as if they were old acquaintances. At some she smiled, at others she +shook her head. + +Abbot Hans loved his herb garden as much as it was possible for him to +love anything earthly and perishable. Wild and terrible as the old woman +looked, he couldn't help liking that she had fought with three monks for +the privilege of viewing the garden in peace. He came up to her and +asked in a mild tone if the garden pleased her. + +Robber Mother turned defiantly toward Abbot Hans, for she expected only +to be trapped and overpowered. But when she noticed his white hair and +bent form, she answered peaceably, "First, when I saw this, I thought I +had never seen a prettier garden; but now I see that it can't be +compared with one I know of." + +Abbot Hans had certainly expected a different answer. When he heard that +Robber Mother had seen a garden more beautiful than his, a faint flush +spread over his withered cheek. The lay brother, who was standing close +by, immediately began to censure the old woman. "This is Abbot Hans," +said he, "who with much care and diligence has gathered the flowers +from far and near for his herb garden. We all know that there is not a +more beautiful garden to be found in all Skåne, and it is not befitting +that you, who live in the wild forest all the year around, should find +fault with his work." + +"I don't wish to make myself the judge of either him or you," said +Robber Mother. "I'm only saying that if you could see the garden of +which I am thinking you would uproot all the flowers planted here and +cast them away like weeds." + +But the Abbot's assistant was hardly less proud of the flowers than the +Abbot himself, and after hearing her remarks he laughed derisively. "I +can understand that you only talk like this to tease us. It must be a +pretty garden that you have made for yourself amongst the pines in +Göinge forest! I'd be willing to wager my soul's salvation that you have +never before been within the walls of an herb garden." + +Robber Mother grew crimson with rage to think that her word was doubted, +and she cried out: "It may be true that until to-day I had never been +within the walls of an herb garden; but you monks, who are holy men, +certainly must know that on every Christmas Eve the great Göinge forest +is transformed into a beautiful garden, to commemorate the hour of our +Lord's birth. We who live in the forest have seen this happen every +year. And in that garden I have seen flowers so lovely that I dared not +lift my hand to pluck them." + +The lay brother wanted to continue the argument, but Abbot Hans gave him +a sign to be silent. For, ever since his childhood, Abbot Hans had heard +it said that on every Christmas Eve the forest was dressed in holiday +glory. He had often longed to see it, but he had never had the good +fortune. Eagerly he begged and implored Robber Mother that he might come +up to the Robbers' Cave on Christmas Eve. If she would only send one of +her children to show him the way, he could ride up there alone, and he +would never betray them--on the contrary, he would reward them, in so +far as it lay in his power. + +Robber Mother said no at first, for she was thinking of Robber Father +and of the peril which might befall him should she permit Abbot Hans to +ride up to their cave. At the same time the desire to prove to the monk +that the garden which she knew was more beautiful than his got the +better of her, and she gave in. + +"But more than one follower you cannot take with you," said she, "and +you are not to waylay us or trap us, as sure as you are a holy man." + +This Abbot Hans promised, and then Robber Mother went her way. Abbot +Hans commanded the lay brother not to reveal to a soul that which had +been agreed upon. He feared that the monks, should they learn of his +purpose, would not allow a man of his years to go up to the Robbers' +Cave. + +Nor did he himself intend to reveal his project to a human being. And +then it happened that Archbishop Absalon from Lund came to Övid and +remained through the night. When Abbot Hans was showing him the herb +garden, he got to thinking of Robber Mother's visit, and the lay +brother, who was at work in the garden, heard Abbot Hans telling the +Bishop about Robber Father, who these many years had lived as an outlaw +in the forest, and asking him for a letter of ransom for the man, that +he might lead an honest life among respectable folk. "As things are +now," said Abbot Hans, "his children are growing up into worse +malefactors than himself, and you will soon have a whole gang of robbers +to deal with up there in the forest." + +But the Archbishop replied that he did not care to let the robber loose +among honest folk in the villages. It would be best for all that he +remain in the forest. + +Then Abbot Hans grew zealous and told the Bishop all about Göinge +forest, which, every year at Yuletide, clothed itself in summer bloom +around the Robbers' Cave. "If these bandits are not so bad but that +God's glories can be made manifest to them, surely we cannot be too +wicked to experience the same blessing." + +The Archbishop knew how to answer Abbot Hans. "This much I will promise +you, Abbot Hans," he said, smiling, "that any day you send me a blossom +from the garden in Göinge forest, I will give you letters of ransom for +all the outlaws you may choose to plead for." + +The lay brother apprehended that Bishop Absalon believed as little in +this story of Robber Mother's as he himself; but Abbot Hans perceived +nothing of the sort, but thanked Absalon for his good promise and said +that he would surely send him the flower. + + * * * * * + +Abbot Hans had his way. And the following Christmas Eve he did not sit +at home with his monks in Övid Cloister, but was on his way to Göinge +forest. One of Robber Mother's wild youngsters ran ahead of him, and +close behind him was the lay brother who had talked with Robber Mother +in the herb garden. + +Abbot Hans had been longing to make this journey, and he was very happy +now that it had come to pass. But it was a different matter with the +lay brother who accompanied him. Abbot Hans was very dear to him, and he +would not willingly have allowed another to attend him and watch over +him; but he didn't believe that he should see any Christmas Eve garden. +He thought the whole thing a snare which Robber Mother had, with great +cunning, laid for Abbot Hans, that he might fall into her husband's +clutches. + +While Abbot Hans was riding toward the forest, he saw that everywhere +they were preparing to celebrate Christmas. In every peasant settlement +fires were lighted in the bath-house to warm it for the afternoon +bathing. Great hunks of meat and bread were being carried from the +larders into the cabins, and from the barns came the men with big +sheaves of straw to be strewn over the floors. + +As he rode by the little country churches, he observed that each parson, +with his sexton, was busily engaged in decorating his church; and when +he came to the road which leads to Bösjo Cloister, he observed that all +the poor of the parish were coming with armfuls of bread and long +candles, which they had received at the cloister gate. + +When Abbot Hans saw all these Christmas preparations, his haste +increased. He was thinking of the festivities that awaited him, which +were greater than any the others would be privileged to enjoy. + +But the lay brother whined and fretted when he saw how they were +preparing to celebrate Christmas in every humble cottage. He grew more +and more anxious, and begged and implored Abbot Hans to turn back and +not to throw himself deliberately into the robber's hands. + +Abbot Hans went straight ahead, paying no heed to his lamentations. He +left the plain behind him and came up into desolate and wild forest +regions. Here the road was bad, almost like a stony and burr-strewn +path, with neither bridge nor plank to help them over brooklet and +rivulet. The farther they rode, the colder it grew, and after a while +they came upon snow-covered ground. + +It turned out to be a long and hazardous ride through the forest. They +climbed steep and slippery side paths, crawled over swamp and marsh, and +pushed through windfall and bramble. Just as daylight was waning, the +robber boy guided them across a forest meadow, skirted by tall, naked +leaf trees and green fir trees. Back of the meadow loomed a mountain +wall, and in this wall they saw a door of thick boards. Now Abbot Hans +understood that they had arrived, and dismounted. The child opened the +heavy door for him, and he looked into a poor mountain grotto, with bare +stone walls. Robber Mother was seated before a log fire that burned in +the middle of the floor. Alongside the walls were beds of virgin pine +and moss, and on one of these beds lay Robber Father asleep. + +"Come in, you out there!" shouted Robber Mother without rising, "and +fetch the horses in with you, so they won't be destroyed by the night +cold." + +Abbot Hans walked boldly into the cave, and the lay brother followed. +Here were wretchedness and poverty! and nothing was done to celebrate +Christmas. Robber Mother had neither brewed nor baked; she had neither +washed nor scoured. The youngsters were lying on the floor around a +kettle, eating; but no better food was provided for them than a watery +gruel. + +Robber Mother spoke in a tone as haughty and dictatorial as any +well-to-do peasant woman. "Sit down by the fire and warm yourself, Abbot +Hans," said she; "and if you have food with you, eat, for the food which +we in the forest prepare you wouldn't care to taste. And if you are +tired after the long journey, you can lie down on one of these beds to +sleep. You needn't be afraid of oversleeping, for I'm sitting here by +the fire keeping watch. I shall awaken you in time to see that which you +have come up here to see." + +Abbot Hans obeyed Robber Mother and brought forth his food sack; but he +was so fatigued after the journey he was hardly able to eat, and as soon +as he could stretch himself on the bed, he fell asleep. + +The lay brother was also assigned a bed to rest upon, but he didn't dare +sleep, as he thought he had better keep his eye on Robber Father to +prevent his getting up and capturing Abbot Hans. But gradually fatigue +got the better of him, too, and he dropped into a doze. + +When he woke up, he saw that Abbot Hans had left his bed and was sitting +by the fire talking with Robber Mother. The outlawed robber sat also by +the fire. He was a tall, raw-boned man with a dull, sluggish appearance. +His back was turned to Abbot Hans, as though he would have it appear +that he was not listening to the conversation. + +Abbot Hans was telling Robber Mother all about the Christmas +preparations he had seen on the journey, reminding her of Christmas +feasts and games which she must have known in her youth, when she lived +at peace with mankind. "I'm sorry for your children, who can never run +on the village street in holiday dress or tumble in the Christmas +straw," said he. + +At first Robber Mother answered in short, gruff sentences, but by +degrees she became more subdued and listened more intently. Suddenly +Robber Father turned toward Abbot Hans and shook his clenched fist in +his face. "You miserable monk! did you come here to coax from me my wife +and children? Don't you know that I am an outlaw and may not leave the +forest?" + +Abbot Hans looked him fearlessly in the eyes. "It is my purpose to get a +letter of ransom for you from Archbishop Absalon," said he. He had +hardly finished speaking when the robber and his wife burst out +laughing. They knew well enough the kind of mercy a forest robber could +expect from Bishop Absalon! + +"Oh, if I get a letter of ransom from Absalon," said Robber Father, +"then I'll promise you that never again will I steal so much as a +goose." + +The lay brother was annoyed with the robber folk for daring to laugh at +Abbot Hans, but on his own account he was well pleased. He had seldom +seen the Abbot sitting more peaceful and meek with his monks at Övid +than he now sat with this wild robber folk. + +Suddenly Robber Mother rose. "You sit here and talk, Abbot Hans," she +said, "so that we are forgetting to look at the forest. Now I can hear, +even in this cave, how the Christmas bells are ringing." + +The words were barely uttered when they all sprang up and rushed out. +But in the forest it was still dark night and bleak winter. The only +thing they marked was a distant clang borne on a light south wind. + +"How can this bell ringing ever awaken the dead forest?" thought Abbot +Hans. For now, as he stood out in the winter darkness, he thought it far +more impossible that a summer garden could spring up here than it had +seemed to him before. + +When the bells had been ringing a few moments, a sudden illumination +penetrated the forest; the next moment it was dark again, and then the +light came back. It pushed its way forward between the stark trees, like +a shimmering mist. This much it effected: The darkness merged into a +faint daybreak. Then Abbot Hans saw that the snow had vanished from the +ground, as if some one had removed a carpet, and the earth began to take +on a green covering. Then the ferns shot up their fronds, rolled like a +bishop's staff. The heather that grew on the stony hills and the +bog-myrtle rooted in the ground moss dressed themselves quickly in new +bloom. The moss-tufts thickened and raised themselves, and the spring +blossoms shot upward their swelling buds, which already had a touch of +color. + +Abbot Hans' heart beat fast as he marked the first signs of the forest's +awakening. "Old man that I am, shall I behold such a miracle?" thought +he, and the tears wanted to spring to his eyes. Again it grew so hazy +that he feared the darkness would once more cover the earth; but almost +immediately there came a new wave of light. It brought with it the +splash of rivulet and the rush of cataract. Then the leaves of the trees +burst into bloom, as if a swarm of green butterflies came flying and +clustered on the branches. It was not only trees and plants that awoke, +but crossbeaks hopped from branch to branch, and the woodpeckers +hammered on the limbs until the splinters fairly flew around them. A +flock of starlings from up country lighted in a fir top to rest. They +were paradise starlings. The tips of each tiny feather shone in +brilliant reds, and, as the birds moved, they glittered like so many +jewels. + +Again, all was dark for an instant, but soon there came a new light +wave. A fresh, warm south wind blew and scattered over the forest +meadow all the little seeds that had been brought here from southern +lands by birds and ships and winds, and which could not thrive elsewhere +because of this country's cruel cold. These took root and sprang up the +instant they touched the ground. + +When the next warm wind came along, the blueberries and lignon ripened. +Cranes and wild geese shrieked in the air, the bullfinches built nests, +and the baby squirrels began playing on the branches of the trees. + +Everything came so fast now that Abbot Hans could not stop to reflect on +how immeasurably great was the miracle that was taking place. He had +time only to use his eyes and ears. The next light wave that came +rushing in brought with it the scent of newly ploughed acres, and far +off in the distance the milkmaids were heard coaxing the cows--and the +tinkle of the sheep's bells. Pine and spruce trees were so thickly +clothed with red cones that they shone like crimson mantles. The juniper +berries changed color every second, and forest flowers covered the +ground till it was all red, blue, and yellow. + +Abbot Hans bent down to the earth and broke off a wild strawberry +blossom, and, as he straightened up, the berry ripened in his hand. + +The mother fox came out of her lair with a big litter of black-legged +young. She went up to Robber Mother and scratched at her skirt, and +Robber Mother bent down to her and praised her young. The horned owl, +who had just begun his night chase, was astonished at the light and went +back to his ravine to perch for the night. The male cuckoo crowed, and +his mate stole up to the nests of the little birds with her egg in her +mouth. + +Robber Mother's youngsters let out perfect shrieks of delight. They +stuffed themselves with wild strawberries that hung on the bushes, large +as pine cones. One of them played with a litter of young hares; another +ran a race with some young crows, which had hopped from their nest +before they were really ready; a third caught up an adder from the +ground and wound it around his neck and arm. + +Robber Father was standing out on a marsh eating raspberries. When he +glanced up, a big black bear stood beside him. Robber Father broke off +an osier twig and struck the bear on the nose. "Keep to your own ground, +you!" he said; "this is my turf." Then the huge bear turned around and +lumbered off in another direction. + +New waves of warmth and light kept coming, and now they brought with +them seeds from the star-flower. Golden pollen from rye fields fairly +flew in the air. Then came butterflies, so big that they looked like +flying lilies. The bee-hive in a hollow oak was already so full of honey +that it dripped down on the trunk of the tree. Then all the flowers +whose seeds had been brought from foreign lands began to blossom. The +loveliest roses climbed up the mountain wall in a race with the +blackberry vines, and from the forest meadow sprang flowers as large as +human faces. + +Abbot Hans thought of the flower he was to pluck for Bishop Absalon; but +each new flower that appeared was more beautiful than the others, and he +wanted to choose the most beautiful of all. + +Wave upon wave kept coming until the air was so filled with light that +it glittered. All the life and beauty and joy of summer smiled on Abbot +Hans. He felt that earth could bring no greater happiness than that +which welled up about him, and he said to himself, "I do not know what +new beauties the next wave that comes can bring with it." + +But the light kept streaming in, and now it seemed to Abbot Hans that it +carried with it something from an infinite distance. He felt a celestial +atmosphere enfolding him, and tremblingly he began to anticipate, now +that earth's joys had come, the glories of heaven were approaching. + +Then Abbot Hans marked how all grew still; the birds hushed their songs, +the flowers ceased growing, and the young foxes played no more. The +glory now nearing was such that the heart wanted to stop beating; the +eyes wept without one's knowing it; the soul longed to soar away into +the Eternal. From far in the distance faint harp tones were heard, and +celestial song, like a soft murmur, reached him. + +Abbot Hans clasped his hands and dropped to his knees. His face was +radiant with bliss. Never had he dreamed that even in this life it +should be granted him to taste the joys of heaven, and to hear angels +sing Christmas carols! + +But beside Abbot Hans stood the lay brother who had accompanied him. In +his mind there were dark thoughts. "This cannot be a true miracle," he +thought, "since it is revealed to malefactors. This does not come from +God, but has its origin in witchcraft and is sent hither by Satan. It is +the Evil One's power that is tempting us and compelling us to see that +which has no real existence." + +From afar were heard the sound of angel harps and the tones of a +Miserere. But the lay brother thought it was the evil spirits of hell +coming closer. "They would enchant and seduce us," sighed he, "and we +shall be sold into perdition." + +The angel throng was so near now that Abbot Hans saw their bright forms +through the forest branches. The lay brother saw them, too; but back of +all this wondrous beauty he saw only some dread evil. For him it was the +devil who performed these wonders on the anniversary of our Saviour's +birth. It was done simply for the purpose of more effectually deluding +poor human beings. + +All the while the birds had been circling around the head of Abbot Hans, +and they let him take them in his hands. But all the animals were afraid +of the lay brother; no bird perched on his shoulder, no snake played at +his feet. Then there came a little forest dove. When she marked that the +angels were nearing, she plucked up courage and flew down on the lay +brother's shoulder and laid her head against his cheek. + +Then it appeared to him as if sorcery were come right upon him, to tempt +and corrupt him. He struck with his hand at the forest dove and cried in +such a loud voice that it rang throughout the forest, "Go thou back to +hell, whence thou art come!" + +Just then the angels were so near that Abbot Hans felt the feathery +touch of their great wings, and he bowed down to earth in reverent +greeting. + +But when the lay brother's words sounded, their song was hushed and the +holy guests turned in flight. At the same time the light and the mild +warmth vanished in unspeakable terror for the darkness and cold in a +human heart. Darkness sank over the earth, like a coverlet; frost came, +all the growths shrivelled up; the animals and birds hastened away; the +rushing of streams was hushed; the leaves dropped from the trees, +rustling like rain. + +Abbot Hans felt how his heart, which had but lately swelled with bliss, +was now contracting with insufferable agony. "I can never outlive this," +thought he, "that the angels from heaven had been so close to me and +were driven away; that they wanted to sing Christmas carols for me and +were driven to flight." + +Then he remembered the flower he had promised Bishop Absalon, and at the +last moment he fumbled among the leaves and moss to try and find a +blossom. But he sensed how the ground under his fingers froze and how +the white snow came gliding over the ground. Then his heart caused him +even greater anguish. He could not rise, but fell prostrate on the +ground and lay there. + +When the robber folk and the lay brother had groped their way back to +the cave, they missed Abbot Hans. They took brands with them and went +out to search for him. They found him dead upon the coverlet of snow. + +Then the lay brother began weeping and lamenting, for he understood that +it was he who had killed Abbot Hans because he had dashed from him the +cup of happiness which he had been thirsting to drain to its last drop. + + * * * * * + +When Abbot Hans had been carried down to Övid, those who took charge of +the dead saw that he held his right hand locked tight around something +which he must have grasped at the moment of death. When they finally got +his hand open, they found that the thing which he had held in such an +iron grip was a pair of white root bulbs, which he had torn from among +the moss and leaves. + +When the lay brother who had accompanied Abbot Hans saw the bulbs, he +took them and planted them in Abbot Hans' herb garden. + +He guarded them the whole year to see if any flower would spring from +them. But in vain he waited through the spring, the summer, and the +autumn. Finally, when winter had set in and all the leaves and the +flowers were dead, he ceased caring for them. + +But when Christmas Eve came again, he was so strongly reminded of Abbot +Hans that he wandered out into the garden to think of him. And look! as +he came to the spot where he had planted the bare root bulbs, he saw +that from them had sprung flourishing green stalks, which bore beautiful +flowers with silver white leaves. + +He called out all the monks at Övid, and when they saw that this plant +bloomed on Christmas Eve, when all the other growths were as if dead, +they understood that this flower had in truth been plucked by Abbot Hans +from the Christmas garden in Göinge forest. Then the lay brother asked +the monks if he might take a few blossoms to Bishop Absalon. + +And when he appeared before Bishop Absalon, he gave him the flowers and +said: "Abbot Hans sends you these. They are the flowers he promised to +pick for you from the garden in Göinge forest." + +When Bishop Absalon beheld the flowers, which had sprung from the earth +in darkest winter, and heard the words, he turned as pale as if he had +met a ghost. He sat in silence a moment; thereupon he said, "Abbot Hans +has faithfully kept his word and I shall also keep mine." And he ordered +that a letter of ransom be drawn up for the wild robber who was outlawed +and had been forced to live in the forest ever since his youth. + +He handed the letter to the lay brother, who departed at once for the +Robbers' Cave. When he stepped in there on Christmas Day, the robber +came toward him with axe uplifted. "I'd like to hack you monks into +bits, as many as you are!" said he. "It must be your fault that Göinge +forest did not last night dress itself in Christmas bloom." + +"The fault is mine alone," said the lay brother, "and I will gladly die +for it; but first I must deliver a message from Abbot Hans." And he drew +forth the Bishop's letter and told the man that he was free. "Hereafter +you and your children shall play in the Christmas straw and celebrate +your Christmas among people, just as Abbot Hans wished to have it," said +he. + +Then Robber Father stood there pale and speechless, but Robber Mother +said in his name, "Abbot Hans has indeed kept his word, and Robber +Father will keep his." + +When the robber and his wife left the cave, the lay brother moved in and +lived all alone in the forest, in constant meditation and prayer that +his hard-heartedness might be forgiven him. + +But Göinge forest never again celebrated the hour of our Saviour's +birth; and of all its glory, there lives to-day only the plant which +Abbot Hans had plucked. It has been named CHRISTMAS ROSE. And each year +at Christmastide she sends forth from the earth her green stalks and +white blossoms, as if she never could forget that she had once grown in +the great Christmas garden at Göinge forest. + + + + +A Story from Jerusalem + + +In the old and time-honored mosque, El Aksa, in Jerusalem, there is a +long, winding path leading from the main entrance up to a very deep and +wide window-niche. In this niche a very old and much worn rug is spread; +and upon this rug, day in and day out, sits old Mesullam, who is a +fortune-teller and dream-interpreter, and who for a paltry penny serves +the visitors to the mosque by prying into their future destinies. + +It happened one afternoon, several years ago, that Mesullam, who sat as +usual in his window, was so ill-natured that he wouldn't even return the +greetings of the passers-by. No one thought, however, of feeling +offended at his rudeness, because every one knew that he was grieving +over a humiliation which had been put upon him that day. + +At that time a mighty monarch from the Occident was visiting Jerusalem, +and in the forenoon the distinguished stranger with his retinue had +wandered through El Aksa. Before his arrival the superintendent of the +mosque had commanded the servants to scour and dust all the nooks and +corners of the old building, at the same time giving orders that +Mesullam should move out of his accustomed place. He had found that it +would be simply impossible to let him remain there during the visit of +the distinguished guest. It was not only that his rug was very ragged, +or that he had piled up around him a lot of dirty sacks in which he kept +his belongings, but Mesullam himself was anything but an ornament to the +mosque! He was, in reality, an inconceivably ugly old negro. His lips +were enormous, his chin protruded aggressively, his brow was exceedingly +low, and his nose was almost like a snout; and in addition to these, +Mesullam had a coarse and wrinkled skin and a clumsy, thick-set body, +which was carelessly draped in a dirty white shawl. So one can't wonder +that he was forbidden to show himself in the mosque while the honored +guest was there! + +Poor Mesullam, who knew well enough that, despite his ugliness, he was a +very wise man, experienced a bitter disappointment in that _he_ was not +to see the royal traveller. He had hoped that he might give him some +proofs of the great accomplishments which he possessed in occult things +and in this way add to his own glory and renown. Since this hope had +miscarried, he sat hour after hour in a queer position, and mourned, +with his long arms stretched upward and his head thrown far back, as +though he were calling upon heaven for justice. + +When it drew on toward evening, Mesullam was wakened from his state of +all-absorbing grief by a cheery voice calling him. It was a Syrian who, +accompanied by another traveller, had come up to the soothsayer. He told +him that the stranger whom he was conducting wished for a proof of +Oriental wisdom, and that he had spoken to him of Mesullam's ability to +interpret dreams. + +Mesullam answered not a word to this, but maintained his former attitude +rigidly. When the guide asked him again if he would not listen to the +dreams the stranger wished to relate to him and interpret them, his arms +dropped and he crossed them on his breast. Assuming the attitude of a +wronged man, he answered that this evening his soul was so filled with +his own troubles that he couldn't judge anything clearly which concerned +another. + +But the stranger, who had a buoyant and commanding personality, didn't +seem to mind his objections. As there was no chair handy, he kicked +aside the rug and seated himself in the window-niche. Then he began, in +a clear and vibrant voice, to narrate a few dreams, which later were +translated for the soothsayer by the guide. + +"Tell him," said the traveller, "that a few years ago I was at Cairo, in +Egypt. Since he is a learned man, naturally he knows there is a mosque +there, called El Azhar, which is the most celebrated institution of +learning in the Orient. I went there one day to visit it, and found that +the whole colossal structure--all its rooms and arcades, all its +entrances and halls were filled with students. There were old men who +had devoted their entire lives to the quest for knowledge, and children +who were just learning to form their letters. There were giantesque +negroes from the heart of Africa; lithe, handsome youths from India and +Arabia; far-travelled strangers from Barbary, from Georgia, from every +land where the natives embrace the doctrines of the Koran. Close to the +pillars--I was told that in El Azhar there were as many teachers as +there were pillars--the instructors were squatted on their rugs, while +their students, who were arranged in a circle around them, eagerly +followed their lectures, which were accompanied by swaying movements of +their bodies. And tell him that, although El Azhar is in no way +comparable to the great Occidental seats of learning, I was nevertheless +astonished at what I saw there. I remarked to myself: 'Ah, this is +Islam's great stronghold and defence! From here Mohammed's young +champions go out. Here, at El Azhar, the potions of wisdom that keep the +Koran's doctrines healthy and vigorous are blended.'" + +All of this the traveller said almost in one breath. Now he made a +pause, so that the guide would have an opportunity to interpret for the +soothsayer. Then he continued: + +"Now tell him that El Azhar made such a powerful impression upon me that +on the following night I saw it again in a dream. I saw the white marble +structure and the many students dressed in white mantles and white +turbans--as is the custom at El Azhar. I wandered through halls and +courts and was again astonished at what a splendid fortress and wall of +protection this was for Mohammedanism. Finally--in the dream--I came to +the minaret upon which the prayer-crier stands to inform the faithful +that the hour of prayer has struck. And I saw the stairway which winds +up to the minaret, and I saw a prayer-crier walking up the steps. He +wore a black mantle and a white turban, like the others, and as he went +up the stairs I could not at first see his face, but when he had made a +few turns on the spiral stairway, he happened to turn his face toward +me, and then I saw that it was _Christ_." + +The speaker made a short pause, and his chest was expanded for a deep +inhalation. "I shall never forget, although it was only a dream," he +exclaimed, "what an impression it made upon me to see Christ walking up +the steps to the minaret in El Azhar! To me it seemed so glorious and +significant that he had come to this stronghold of Islam to call out the +hours of prayer that I leaped up in the dream and awaked." + +Here the traveller made another pause to let the guide interpret for the +soothsayer. But this appeared to be well-nigh useless labor. Mesullam +sat all the while, with his hands on his sides, rocking back and forth, +and with his eyes half closed. He seemed to want to say: "Inasmuch as I +cannot escape these importunate people, at least I will let them see +that I don't care to listen to what they have to say. I'll try and rock +myself to sleep. It will be the best way to show them how little I care +about them." + +The guide intimated to the traveller that all their trouble would be in +vain and they wouldn't hear a sensible word from Mesullam while he was +in this mood. But the European stranger seemed to be entranced by +Mesullam's indescribable ugliness and extraordinary behavior. He looked +at him with the pleasure of a child when it is watching a wild animal in +a menagerie, and he desired to continue the interview. + +"Tell him that I wouldn't have troubled him to interpret this dream," he +said, "had it not, in a certain sense, come to me again. Let him know +that two weeks ago I visited the Sophia Mosque at Constantinople, and +that I, after wandering through this magnificent building, stepped up on +a minaret in order to get a better view of the auditorium. Tell him, +also, that they allowed me to come into the mosque during a service, +when it was filled with people. Upon each of the innumerable prayer rugs +which covered the whole floor of the main hall, a man was standing and +saying his prayers. All who took part in the service simultaneously made +the same movements. All fell upon their knees and threw themselves on +their faces and raised themselves, at the same time whispering their +prayers very low; but from the almost imperceptible movements of so many +lips came a mysterious murmur, which rose toward the high arches and +died away, time and again. Then there came melodious responses from +remote passages and galleries. It was so strange altogether that one +wondered if it was not the Spirit of God that poured into the old +sanctuary." + +The traveller made another pause. He observed Mesullam carefully, while +the guide interpreted his speech. It actually appeared as if he had +tried to win the negro's approbation with his eloquence. And it seemed, +too, as though he would succeed, for Mesullam's half-closed eyes flashed +once, like a coal that is beginning to take fire. But the soothsayer, +stubborn as a child that will not let itself be amused, dropped his head +on his breast and began an even more impatient rocking of his body. + +"Tell him," resumed the stranger, "tell him that I have never seen +people pray with such fervor! To me it seemed as if it was the sublime +beauty of this marvellous structure which created this atmosphere of +ecstasy. Verily this is still an Islam bulwark! This is the home of +devoutness! From this great mosque emanate the faith and enthusiasm +which make Islam a mighty power." + +Here he paused again, noting carefully Mesullam's play of features +during its interpretation. Not a trace of interest was discernible in +them. But the stranger was evidently a man who liked to hear himself +talk. His own words intoxicated him; he would have become ill-natured +had he not been allowed to proceed. + +"Well," said he, when it was his turn again to speak, "I cannot rightly +explain what happened to me. Possibly the faint odor from the hundreds +of oil lamps, together with the low murmurings of the devotees, lulled +me into a kind of stupefaction. I could not help but close my eyes as I +stood leaning against a pillar. Soon sleep, or rather insensibility, +overcame me. Probably it did not last more than a minute, but during +this interval I was entirely removed from reality. While in this trance +I could see the whole Sophia Mosque before me, with all the praying +people; but now I saw what I had not hitherto observed. Up in the dome +were scaffoldings, and on these stood a number of workmen with paint +pots and brushes. + +"Tell him, if he does not already know it," continued the narrator, +"that Sophia Mosque was once a Christian church, and that its arches and +dome are covered with sacred Christian mosaics, although the Turks have +painted out all these pictures with plain yellow paint. And it appeared +to me as if the yellow paint in the dome had peeled off in a couple of +places and that the painters had clambered up on the scaffolding to +touch up the picture. But, look! when one of them raised his brush to +fill in the color, another large piece scaled off, and suddenly one saw +from behind it a beautiful painting of the _Christ_ emerge. Again the +painter raised his arm to paint out the picture, but the arm, which +appeared to be numb and powerless, dropped down before this beautiful +face; at the same time the paint dropped from the entire dome and arch, +and Christ was visible there in all his glory, among angels and heavenly +hosts. Then the painter cried out, and all the worshippers down on the +floor of the mosque raised their heads. And when they saw the heavenly +hosts surrounding the Saviour, they sent up a cry of joy, and when I +witnessed this joy, I was seized with such strong emotion that I waked +instantly. Then everything was like itself. The mosaics were hidden +under the yellow paint and the devotees continued all the while to +invoke Allah." + +When the interpreter had translated this, Mesullam opened one eye and +regarded the stranger. He saw a man who he thought resembled all other +Occidentals that wandered through the mosque. "I don't believe the +pale-faced stranger has seen any visions," thought he. "He has not the +dark eyes that can see what is behind the veil of mystery. I think, +rather, that he came here to make sport of me. I must beware lest on +this accursed day I be overtaken by another humiliation." + +The stranger spoke anon: "You know, O Dream Interpreter!" turning now +direct to Mesullam, as if he thought that he could understand him, +despite his foreign tongue--"you know that a distinguished foreigner is +visiting Jerusalem at present, and on his account they have talked of +opening the walled-up gate in Jerusalem's ring-wall--the one they call +'the Golden' and which is believed to be the gate through which Jesus +rode into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday. They have actually been thinking of +doing the distinguished traveller the honor of letting him ride into the +city through a gate which has been walled up for centuries; but they +were held back by an old prophecy which foretells that when this gate is +opened the Occidentals will march in through it to take possession of +Jerusalem. + +"And now you shall hear what happened to me last night. The weather was +superb; it was glorious moonlight, and I had gone out alone to take a +quiet promenade around the Holy City. I walked outside the ring-wall on +the narrow path that extends all round the wall, and my thoughts were +borne so far back into distant ages that I scarcely remembered where I +was. All of a sudden I began to feel tired. I wondered if I should not +soon come to a gate in the wall, through which I might get into the city +and thus return to my quarters by a shorter road. Well, just as I was +thinking of this, I saw a man open a large gate in the wall directly in +front of me. He opened it wide and beckoned to me that I might pass in +through it. I was absorbed in my dreams and hardly knew how far I had +been walking. I was somewhat surprised that there was a gate here, but I +thought no more about the matter and walked through it. As soon as I had +passed through the deep archway, the gate closed with a sharp clang. +When I turned round, there was no opening visible, only a walled-up +gate--the one called the Golden. Before me lay the temple place, the +broad Haram plateau, in the centre of which Omar's Mosque is enthroned. +And you know that no gate in the ring-wall leads thither but the Golden, +which is not only closed but walled up. + +"You can understand that I thought I'd gone mad; that I dreamed I had +tried in vain to find some explanation of this. I looked around for the +man who had let me in. He had vanished and I could not find him. But, on +the other hand, I saw him all the plainer in memory--the tall and +slightly bent figure, the beautiful locks, the mild visage, the parted +beard. It was _Christ_, soothsayer, _Christ_ once again. + +"Tell me now, you who can look into the hidden, what mean my dreams? +What, more than all, can be the meaning of my having really and truly +passed through the Golden Gate? Even at this moment I do not know how it +happened, but I have done so. Tell me, now, what these three things can +mean!" + +The interpreter translated this for Mesullam, but the soothsayer was all +the while in the same suspicious and crabbed mood. "I am certain that +this stranger wants to poke fun at me," he thought. "Perchance he would +provoke me to anger with all this talk about Christ?" + +He would have concluded not to answer at all; but when the interpreter +insisted, he muttered a few words. + +"What does he say?" asked the traveller eagerly. + +"He says he has nothing to say to you but that dreams are dreams." + +"Then tell him from me," retorted the stranger, somewhat exasperated, +"that this is not always true. It depends entirely upon who dreams +them." + +Before these words had been interpreted to Mesullam, the European had +arisen and with quick and elastic step had walked toward the long +passage-way. + +But Mesullam sat still and mused over his answer for five minutes. Then +he fell upon his face, utterly undone. "Allah, Allah! Twice on the same +day Fortune has passed by me without my having captured her. What hath +thy servant done to displease thee?" + + + + +Why the Pope Lived to be so Old + + +It happened at Rome in the early nineties. Leo XIII was just then at the +height of his fame and greatness. All true Catholics rejoiced at his +successes and triumphs, which in truth were sublime. And, even for those +who could not grasp the great political events, it was plain that the +power of the Church was again coming to the front. Any one at all could +see that new cloisters were going up everywhere and that throngs of +pilgrims were beginning to pour into Italy, as in olden times. In many, +many places one saw the old, dilapidated churches in process of +restoration, damaged mosaics being put in order, and the treasure-vaults +of the churches being filled with golden relic-boxes and jewelled +exhibits. + +Right in the midst of this progressive period the Roman people were +alarmed by the news that the Pope had been taken ill. He was said to be +in a very precarious condition; it was even rumored that he was dying. + +His condition was, too, in a great degree serious. The Pope's physicians +issued bulletins which inspired but little hope. It was maintained that +the Pope's great age--he was then eighty years old--made it seem almost +incredible that he could survive this attack. + +Naturally, the Pope's illness caused great unrest. In all the churches +in Rome prayers were said for his recovery. The newspapers were filled +with communications regarding the progress of the illness. The Cardinals +were beginning to take steps and measures for the new Papal election. + +Everywhere they bemoaned the approaching demise of the brilliant leader. +They feared that the good fortune which had followed the Church's +standard under Leo XIII might not be faithful to it under the leadership +of his successor. There were many who had hoped that this Pope would +succeed in winning back Rome and the Ecclesiastical States. Others, +again, had dreamed that he would bring back into the bosom of the Church +some of the large Protestant countries. + +For each second that was passing, fear and anxiety grew apace. As night +came on, in many homes the inmates would not retire. The churches were +kept open until long past midnight, that the anxious ones might have an +opportunity to go in and pray. + +Among these throngs of devotees there was certainly more than one poor +soul who cried out: "Dear Lord, take my life instead of his! Let him, +who has done so much for Thy glory, live, and extinguish instead my +life-flame, which burns to no one's use!" + +But if the Angel of Death had taken one of these devotees at his word +and had suddenly stepped up to him, with sword raised, to exact the +fulfilment of his promise, one might wonder somewhat as to how he would +have behaved. No doubt he would have recalled instantly such a rash +proffer and begged for the grace of being allowed to live out all the +years of his allotted time. + +At this time there lived an old woman in one of the dingy ramshackle +houses along the Tiber. She was one of those who have the kind of spirit +that thanks God every day for life. Every morning she used to sit at the +market-place and sell garden truck. And this was an occupation that was +very congenial to her. She thought nothing could be livelier than a +market of a morning. All tongues were wagging--all were harking their +commodities, and buyers crowded in front of the stalls, selected and +bargained, and many a good sally passed between buyer and seller. +Sometimes the old woman was successful in making a good deal and in +selling out her entire stock; but even if she couldn't sell so much as a +radish, she loved to be standing amongst flowers and green things in the +fresh morning air. + +In the evening she had another and an even greater pleasure. Then her +son came home and visited with her. He was a priest, but he had been +assigned to a little church in one of the humble quarters. The poor +priests who served there had not much to live upon, and the mother +feared that her son was starving. But from this, also, she derived much +pleasure, for it gave her the opportunity of stuffing him full of +delicacies when he came to see her. He struggled against it, as he was +destined for a life of self-denial and strict discipline, but his mother +became so distressed when he said no that he always had to give in. +While he was eating she trotted around in the room and chattered about +all that she had seen in the morning during market hours. These were all +very worldly matters, and it would occur to her sometimes that her son +might be offended. Then she would break off in the middle of a sentence +and begin to talk of spiritual and solemn things, but the priest +couldn't help laughing. "No, no, mother Concenza!" he said, "continue in +your usual way. The saints know you already, and they know what you are +up to." + +Then she, too, laughed and said: "You are quite right. It doesn't pay to +pretend before the good Lord." + +When the Pope was taken ill, Signora Concenza must also have a share in +the general grief. Of her own accord it certainly never would have +occurred to her to feel troubled about his passing. But when her son +came home to her, she could neither persuade him to taste of a morsel of +food nor to give her a smile, although she was simply bubbling over with +stories and interpolations. Naturally she became alarmed and asked what +was wrong with him. "The Holy Father is ill," answered the son. + +At first she could scarcely believe that this was the cause of his +downheartedness. Of course it was a sorrow; but she knew, to be sure, +that if a Pope died, immediately there would come another. She reminded +her son of the fact that they had also mourned the good Pio Nono. And, +you see, the one who succeeded him was a still greater Pope. Surely the +Cardinals would choose for them a ruler who was just as holy and wise as +this one. + +The priest then began telling her about the Pope. He didn't bother to +initiate her into his system of government, but he told her little +stories of his childhood and young manhood. And from the days of his +prelacy there were also things to relate--as, for instance, how he had +at one time hunted down robbers in southern Italy, how he had made +himself beloved by the poor and needy during the years when he was a +bishop in Perugia. + +Her eyes filled with tears, and she cried out: "Ah, if he were not so +old! If he might only be allowed to live many more years, since he is +such a great and holy man!" + +"Ah, if only he were not so old!" sighed the son. + +But Signora Concenza had already brushed the tears from her eyes. "You +really must bear this calmly," said she. "Remember that his years of +life are simply run out. It is impossible to prevent death from seizing +him." + +The priest was a dreamer. He loved the Church and had dreamed that the +great Pope would lead her on to important and decisive victories. "I +would give my life if I could purchase new life for him!" said he. + +"What are you saying?" cried his mother. "Do you really love him so +much? But, in any case, you must not express such dangerous wishes. +Instead, you should think of living a good long time. Who knows what may +happen? Why couldn't you, in your turn, become Pope?" + +A night and a day passed without any improvement in the Pope's +condition. When Signora Concenza met her son the following day, he +looked completely undone. She understood that he had passed the whole +day in prayer and fasting, and she began to feel deeply grieved. "I +verily believe that you mean to kill yourself for the sake of that sick +old man!" said she. + +The son was hurt by again finding her without sympathy, and tried to +persuade her to sympathize a little with his grief. "You, truly, more +than any one else, ought to wish that the Pope might live," he said. "If +he may continue to rule, he will name my parish priest for bishop before +the year shall have passed and, in that event, my fortune is made. He +will then give me a good place in a cathedral. You shall not see me +going about any more in a worn-out cassock. I shall have plenty of +money, and I shall be able to help you and all your poor neighbors." + +"But if the Pope dies?" asked Signora Concenza breathlessly. + +"If the Pope dies, then no one can know--If my parish priest doesn't +happen to be in favor with his successor, we must both remain where we +now are for many years to come." + +Signora Concenza came close to her son and regarded him anxiously. She +looked at his brow, which was covered with wrinkles, and at his hair +that was just turning gray. He looked tired and worn. It was actually +imperative that he should have that place at the cathedral right away. +"To-night I shall go to church and pray for the Pope," thought she. "It +won't do for him to die." + +After supper she bravely conquered her fatigue and went out on the +streets. Great crowds of people thronged there. Many were only curious +and had gone out because they wished to catch the news of the death at +first hand; but many were really distressed and wandered from church to +church to pray. + +As soon as Signora Concenza had come out on the street, she met one of +her daughters, who was married to a lithographer. "Oh, mother, but you +do right to come out and pray for him!" exclaimed the daughter. "You +can't imagine what a misfortune it would be if he were to die! My +Fabiano was ready to take his own life when he learned that the Pope was +ill." + +She related how her husband, the lithographer, had but just struck off +hundreds of thousands of the Pope's pictures. Now, if the Pope were to +die, he wouldn't be able to sell half of them--no, not even a quarter of +them. He would be ruined. Their entire fortune was at stake. + +She rushed on to gather some fresh news, wherewith she might comfort her +poor husband, who did not dare venture out, but sat at home and brooded +over his misfortune. Her mother stood still on the street, mumbling to +herself: "It won't do for him to die. It will never do for him to die!" + +She walked into the first church she came to. There she fell upon her +knees and prayed for the life of the Pope. + +As she arose to leave, she happened to lift her eyes to a little votive +tablet which hung on the wall just above her head. The tablet was a +representation of Death raising a terrifying two-edged sword to mow down +a young girl, while her mother, who had cast herself in his path, tries +in vain to receive the blow in place of her child. + +She stood long before the picture, musing. "Signor Death is a careful +arithmetician," she remarked. "One has never heard of his agreeing to +exchange an old person for a young one." + +She remembered her son's words that he would be willing to die in the +Pope's stead, and a shudder passed through her whole body. "Think, if +Death were to take him at his word!" + +"No, no, Signor Death!" she whispered. "You mustn't believe him. You +must understand that he didn't mean what he said. He wants to live. He +doesn't want to leave his old mother, who loves him." + +For the first time the thought struck her that if any one should +sacrifice himself for the Pope, it were better that she did it--she, who +was already old and had lived her life. + +When she left the church, she happened into the company of some nuns of +the saintliest and most devout appearance, who lived in the northern +part of the country. They had travelled down to Rome to obtain a little +help from the Pope's treasury. "We are actually in the most dire need of +aid," they told old Concenza. "Only think! our convent was so old and +dilapidated that it blew down during the severe storm of last winter. We +may not now present our case to him. If he should die, we must return +home with an unaccomplished mission. Who can know if his successor will +be the sort of man who will trouble himself to succor poor nuns?" + +It seemed as if all the people were thinking the same thoughts. It was +very easy to get into converse with any one. Each and all whom Signora +Concenza approached let her know that the Pope's death would be for them +a terrible misfortune. + +The old woman repeated again and again to herself: "My son is right. It +will never do for the Pope to die." + +A nurse was standing among a group of people, talking in a loud voice. +She was so affected that the tears streamed down her cheeks. She related +how five years ago she had been ordered away, to serve at a leper +hospital on an island at the other end of the globe. Naturally, she had +to obey orders; but she did so against her wishes. She had felt a +horrible dread of this mission. Before she left Rome, she was received +by the Pope, who had given her a special blessing and had also promised +her that if she came back alive she should have another audience with +him. And it was upon this that she had lived during the five years she +had been away--only on the hope that she might see the Holy Father once +more in this life! This had helped her to go through all the horrors. +And now, when she had got home at last, she was met by the news that he +lay upon his death-bed! She could not even see him! + +She was in extreme despair, and old Concenza was deeply moved. "It would +really be much too great a sorrow for every one if the Pope were to +die," thought she, as she wandered farther up the street. + +When she observed that many of the passers-by looked perfectly exhausted +from weeping, she thought with a sense of relief: "What a joy it would +be to see everybody's happiness if the Pope should recover!" And she, +like many others who have a buoyant disposition, was apparently no more +afraid of dying than of living; so she said to herself: "If I only knew +how it could be done, I would gladly give the Holy Father the years that +are left to me of life." + +She said this somewhat in jest, but back of the words there was also +seriousness. She truly wished that she might realize something in that +way. "An old woman could not wish for a more beautiful death," thought +she. "I would be helping both my son and my daughter, and, besides, I +should make great masses of people happy." + +Just as this thought stirred within her, she raised the patched curtain +which hung before the entrance of a gloomy little church. It was one of +the very old churches--one of those which appear to be gradually sinking +into the earth because the city's foundation has, in the intervening +years, raised itself several metres all around them. This church in its +interior had preserved somewhat of its ancient gloom, which must have +come down through the dark ages during which it had sprung into +existence. Involuntarily a shudder passed through one as one stepped in +under its low arches, which rested upon uncommonly thick pillars, and +saw the crudely painted saints' pictures that glimpsed down at one from +walls and altars. + +When Signora Concenza came into this old church, which was thronged with +worshippers, she was seized with a mysterious awe and reverence. She +felt that in this sanctuary there verily lived a Deity. Beneath the +massive arches hovered something infinitely mighty and mysterious, +something which inspired such a sense of annihilating superiority that +she felt nervous about remaining in there. "Ah, this is no church where +one goes to hear a mass or to confessional," remarked Signora Concenza +to herself. "Here one comes when one is in great trouble, when one can +be helped in no other way than through a miracle." + +She lingered down by the door and breathed in this strange air of +mystery and gloom. "I don't even know to whom this old church is +dedicated; but I feel that here there must be some one who is able to +grant us that which we pray for." + +She sank down among the kneeling people, who were so many that they +covered the floor from the altar to the door. All the while that she +herself was praying, she heard around her sighs and sobs. All this grief +went to her heart and filled it with greater and greater compassion. +"Oh, my God, let me do something to save the old man!" she prayed. "In +the first place, I ought to help my children, and then all the other +people." + +Every once in a while a thin little monk stole in among the praying and +whispered something in their ears. The one to whom he was speaking +instantly stood up and followed him into the sacristy. + +Signora Concenza soon apprehended what there was in question. "They are +of the kind who give pledges for the Pope's recovery," thought she. + +The next time the little monk made his rounds, she rose up and went with +him. It was a perfectly involuntary action. She fancied that she was +being impelled to do this by the power which ruled in the old church. + +As soon as she came into the sacristy, which was even more archaic and +more mystical than the church itself, she regretted it. "What have I to +do in here?" she asked herself. "What have I to give away? I own nothing +but a couple of cartloads of garden truck. I certainly can't present the +saints with a few baskets of artichokes!" + +At one side of the room there was a long table at which a priest stood +recording in a register all that was pledged to the saints. Concenza +heard how one promised to present the old church with a sum of money, +while a second promised to give his gold watch, and a third her pearl +earrings. + +Concenza stood all the while down by the door. Her last poor copper had +been spent to procure a few delicacies for her son. She saw a number of +persons who appeared to be no richer than herself buying wax candles and +silver hearts. She turned her skirt pocket inside out, but she could not +afford even that much. + +She stood and waited so long that finally she was the only stranger in +the sacristy. The priests walking about in there looked at her a little +astonished. Then she took a step or two forward. She seemed at the start +uncertain and embarrassed, but after the first move she walked lightly +and briskly up to the table. "Your Reverence!" she said to the priest, +"write that Concenza Zamponi, who was sixty last year, on Saint John the +Baptist's Day, gives all her remaining years to the Pope, that the +thread of his life may be lengthened!" + +The priest had already begun writing. He was probably very tired after +having worked at this register the whole night, and thought no more +about the sort of things he was recording. But now he stopped short in +the middle of a word and looked quizzically at Signora Concenza. She met +his glance very calmly. + +"I am strong and well, your Reverence," said she. "I should probably +have lived out my allotted seventy years. It is at least ten years that +I am giving to the Holy Father." + +The priest marked her zeal and reverence and offered no objections. "She +is a poor woman," thought he. "She has nothing else to give." + +"It is written, my daughter," he said. + +When old Concenza came out from the church, it was so late that the +commotion had ceased and the streets were absolutely deserted. She found +herself in a remote part of the city, where the gas lamps were so far +apart that they dispelled only a very little of the darkness. All the +same, she walked on briskly. She felt very solemn within and was certain +that she had done something which would make many people happy. + +As she walked up the street, she suddenly got the impression that a live +being circled above her head. In the darkness, between the tall houses, +she thought she could distinguish a pair of large wings, and she even +fancied she heard the sound of their beating. + +"What is this?" said she. "Surely it can't be a bird! It is much too big +for that." All at once she thought she saw a face which was so white +that it illuminated the darkness. Then an unspeakable terror seized her. +"It is the Angel of Death hovering over me," thought she. "Ah, what have +I done? I have placed myself in the dreaded one's power!" + +She started to run, but she could hear the rustle of the strong wings +and was convinced that Death was pursuing her. + +She fled with breathless haste through several streets, thinking all the +while that Death was coming nearer and nearer her. She already felt his +wings brushing against her shoulder. + +Suddenly she heard a whizzing in the air, and something heavy and sharp +struck her head. Death's two-edged sword had reached her. She sank to +her knees. She knew that she must lose her life. + +A few hours later, old Concenza was found on the street by two workmen. +She lay there unconscious, stricken with apoplexy. The poor woman was +immediately removed to a hospital, where they succeeded in bringing her +to, but it was apparent that she could not live very long. + +There was time, at all events, to send for her children. When, in a +state of despair, they reached her sick-bed, they found her very calm +and happy. She couldn't speak many words to them, but she lay and +caressed their hands. "You must be happy," said she, "happy, happy!" +Evidently she did not like their crying. She also bade the nurses smile +and show their joy. "Cheerful and happy," said she; "now you must be +cheerful and happy!" She lay there with hunger in her eyes, waiting to +see a little joy in their faces. + +She grew more and more impatient with her children's tears and with the +solemn faces of the nurses. She began to utter things which no one could +comprehend. She said that in case they were not glad she might just as +well have lived. Those who heard her thought she was raving. + +Suddenly the doors opened, and a young physician came into the +sick-room. He was waving a newspaper and calling in a loud voice: "The +Pope is better. He will live. A change has taken place in the night." + +The nurses silenced him, so that he shouldn't disturb the dying woman, +but Signora Concenza had already heard him. + +She had also marked a spark of joy--a gleam of happiness which could not +be concealed--pass through those who stood around her bed. + +There she lay looking about her, with something far-seeing in her gaze. +It was as though she were looking out over Rome, where the people were +now thronging up and down the streets and greeting one another with the +joyful news. + +She raised her head as high as she could and said: "So am I--I am very +happy. God has allowed me to die that he may live. I don't mind dying +when I have made so many people happy." + +She lay down again, and a few seconds later she was dead. + + * * * * * + +But they say in Rome that, after his recovery, the Holy Father +entertained himself one day by looking through the church records of +pious pledges which had been offered for his recovery. + +Smilingly he read the long lists of little gifts until he came to the +record where Concenza Zamponi had presented him with her remaining +years of life. Instantly he became very serious and thoughtful. + +He made inquiries about Concenza Zamponi and learned that she had died +on the night of his recovery. He then bade them call to him her son, +Dominico, and questioned him minutely as to her last moments. + +"My son," said the Pope to him when he had spoken, "your mother has not +saved my life, as she believed in her last hour; but I am deeply moved +by her love and self-sacrifice." + +He let Dominico kiss his hand, whereupon he dismissed him. + +But the Romans assure you that, although the Pope would not admit that +his span of years had been lengthened by the poor woman's gift, he was +nevertheless certain of it. "Why else should Father Zamponi have had +such a meteoric career?" asked the Romans. "He is already a bishop and +it is whispered that he will soon be a Cardinal." + +And in Rome they never feared after that that the Pope would die, not +even when he was mortally ill. They were prepared to have him live +longer than other people. His life had of course been lengthened by all +the years that poor Concenza had given him. + + + + +The Story of a Story + + +Once there was a story that wanted to be told and sent out in the world. +This was very natural, inasmuch as it knew that it was already as good +as finished. Many, through remarkable deeds and strange events, had +helped create it; others had added their straws in it by again and again +relating these things. What it lacked was merely a matter of being +joined together, so that it could travel comfortably through the +country. As yet it was only a confused jumble of stories--a big, +formless cloud of adventures rushing hither and thither like a swarm of +stray bees on a summer's day, not knowing where they will find some one +who can gather them into a hive. + +The story that wanted to be told had sprung up in Vermland, and you may +be sure that it circled over many mills and manors, over many parsonages +and many homes of military officers, in the beautiful province, peering +through the windows and begging to be cared for. But it was forced to +make many futile attempts, for everywhere it was turned away. Anything +else was hardly to be expected. People had many things of much more +importance to think of. + +Finally the story came to an old place called Mårbacka. It was a little +homestead, with low buildings overshadowed by giant trees. At one time +it had been a parsonage, and it was as if this had set a certain stamp +upon the place which it could not lose. They seemed to have a greater +love for books and reading there than elsewhere, and a certain air of +restfulness and peace always pervaded it. There rushing with duties and +bickering with servants were never met with, nor was hatred or +dissension given house room, either. One who happened to be a guest +there was not allowed to take life too seriously, but had to feel that +his first duty was to be light-hearted and believe that for one and all +who lived on this estate our Lord managed everything for the best. + +As I think of the matter now, I apprehend that the story of which I am +speaking must have lingered thereabouts a great many years during its +vain longing to be told. It seems to me as though it must have enwrapped +the place, as a mist shrouds a mountain summit, now and then letting one +of the adventures of which it consisted rain down upon it. + +They came in the form of strange ghost stories about the superintendent +of the foundries, who always had black bulls hitched to his wagon when +he drove home at night from a revel. And in his home the Evil One +himself used to sit in the rocker and rock while the wife sat at the +piano and played. They came as true stories from the neighboring +homestead, where crows had persecuted the mistress until she didn't dare +venture outside the door; from the Captain's house, where they were so +poor that everything had to be borrowed; from the little cottage down by +the church, where there lived a lot of young and old girls who had all +fallen in love with the handsome organ builder. + +Sometimes the dear adventures came to the homestead in an even more +tangible form. Aged and poverty-stricken army officers would drive up to +the doorstep behind rickety old horses and in rickety carryalls. They +would stop and visit for weeks, and in the evenings, when the toddy had +put courage into them, they would talk of the time when they had danced +in stockingless shoes, so that their feet would look small, of how they +had curled their hair and dyed their mustaches. One of them told how he +had tried to take a pretty young girl back to her sweetheart and how he +had been hunted by wolves on the way; another had been at the Christmas +feast where an angered guest had flung all the hazel-hens at the wall +because some one had made him believe they were crows; a third had seen +the old gentleman who used to sit at a plain board table and play +Beethoven. + +But the story could reveal its presence in still another way. In the +attic hung the portrait of a lady with powdered hair, and when any one +walked past it he was reminded that it was a portrait of the beautiful +daughter of the Count, who had loved her brother's young tutor, and had +called to see him once when she was an old gray-haired lady and he an +old married man. In the lumber room were heaped up bundles of documents +containing deeds of purchase and leases signed by the great lady, who +once ruled over seven foundries which had been willed to her by her +lover. If one entered the church, one saw in a dusty little cabinet +under the pulpit the chest filled with infidel manuscripts, which was +not to be opened until the beginning of the new century. And not very +far from the church is the river, at the bottom of which rests a pile of +sacred images that were not allowed to remain in the pulpit and chancel +they once had ornamented. + +It must have been because so many legends and traditions hovered around +the farm that one of the children growing up there longed to become a +narrator. It was not one of the boys. They were not at home very much, +for they were away at their schools almost the whole year; so the story +did not get much of a hold upon them. But it was one of the girls--one +who was delicate and could not romp and play like other children, but +found her greatest enjoyment in reading and hearing stories about all +the great and wonderful things which had happened in the world. + +However, at the start it was not the girl's intention to write about the +stories and legends surrounding her. She hadn't the remotest idea that a +book could be made of these adventures, which she had so often heard +related that to her they seemed the most commonplace things in the +world. When she tried to write, she chose material from her books, and +with fresh courage she strung together stories of the Sultans in +"Thousand and One Nights," Walter Scott's heroes, and Snorre Sturleson's +"Kings of Romance." + +Surely it is needless to state that what she wrote was the least +original and the crudest that has ever been put upon paper. But this +very naturally she herself did not see. She went about at home on the +quiet farm, filling every scrap of paper she could lay her hands on +with verse and prose, with plays and romances. When she wasn't writing, +she sat and waited for success. And success was to consist in this: Some +stranger who was very learned and influential, through some rare freak +of fortune, was to come and discover what she had written and find it +worth printing. After that, all the rest would come of itself. + +Meanwhile nothing of the sort happened. And when the girl had passed her +twentieth year, she began to grow impatient. She wondered why success +did not come her way. Perhaps she lacked knowledge. She probably needed +to see a little more of the world than the homestead in Vermland. And +seeing that it would be a long time before she could earn her livelihood +as an author, it was necessary for her to learn something--find some +work in life--that she might have bread while she waited for herself. Or +maybe it was simply this--that the story had lost patience with her. +Perhaps it thought thus: "Since this blind person does not see that +which lies nearest her eyes, let her be forced to go away. Let her tramp +upon gray stone streets; let her live in cramped city rooms with no +other outlook than gray stone walls; let her live among people who hide +everything that is unusual in them and who appear to be all alike. It +may perchance teach her to see that which is waiting outside the gate of +her home--all that lives and moves between the stretch of blue hills +which she has every day before her eyes." + +And so, one autumn, when she was two-and-twenty, she travelled up to +Stockholm to begin preparing herself for the vocation of teacher. + +The girl soon became absorbed in her work. She wrote no more, but went +in for studies and lectures. It actually looked as though the story +would lose her altogether. + +Then something extraordinary happened. This same autumn, after she had +been living a couple of months amidst gray streets and house walls, she +was walking one day up Malmskillnad Street with a bundle of books under +her arm. She had just come from a lecture on the history of literature. +The lecture must have been about Bellman and Runeberg, because she was +thinking of them and of the characters that live in their verses. She +said to herself that Runeberg's jolly warriors and Bellman's +happy-go-lucky roisterers were the very best material a writer could +have to work with. And suddenly this thought flashed upon her: Vermland, +the world in which you have been living, is not less remarkable than +that of Fredman or Fänrik Stål. If you can only learn how to handle it, +you will find that your material is quite as good as theirs. + +This is how it happened that she caught her first glimpse of the story. +And the instant she saw it, the ground under her seemed to sway. The +whole long Malmskillnad Street from Hamn Street Hill to the fire-house +rose toward the skies and sank again--rose and sank. She stood still a +long while, until the street had settled itself. She gazed with +astonishment at the passers-by, who walked calmly along, apparently +oblivious to the miracle that had taken place. + +At that moment the girl determined that she would write the story of +Vermland's Cavaliers, and never for an instant did she relinquish the +thought of it; but many and long years elapsed before the determination +was carried out. + +In the first place she had entered upon a new field of labor, and she +lacked the time needful for the carrying out of a great literary work. +In the second place she had failed utterly in her first attempts to +write the story. + +During these years many things were constantly happening which helped +mould it. One morning, on a school holiday, she was sitting at the +breakfast-table with her father, and the two of them talked of old +times. Then he began telling of an acquaintance of his youth, whom he +described as the most fascinating of men. This man brought joy and cheer +with him wherever he went. He could sing; he composed music; he +improvised verse. If he struck up a dance, it was not alone the young +folk who danced, but old men and old women, high and low. If he made a +speech, one had to laugh or cry, whichever he wished. If he drank +himself full, he could play and talk better than when he was sober, and +when he fell in love with a woman, it was impossible for her to resist +him. If he did foolish things, one forgave him; if he was sad at times, +one wanted to do anything and everything to see him glad again. But any +great success in life he had never had, despite his wealth of talents. +He had lived mostly at the foundries in Vermland as private tutor. +Finally he was ordained as a minister. This was the highest that he had +attained. + +After this conversation she could see the hero of her story better than +heretofore, and with this a little life and action came into it. One +fine day a name was given to the hero and he was called Gösta Berling. +Whence he got the name she never knew. It was as if he had named +himself. + +Another time, she came home to spend the Christmas holidays. One +evening the whole family went off to a Christmas party a good distance +from home in a terrible blizzard. It turned out to be a longer drive +than one would have thought. The horse ploughed his way ahead at a +walking pace. For several hours she sat there in the sleigh in the +blinding snowstorm and thought of the story. When they arrived finally, +she had thought out her first chapter. It was the one about the +Christmas night at the smithy. + +What a chapter! It was her first and for many years her only one. It was +first written in verse, for the original plan was that it should be a +romance cycle, like "Fänrik Stål's Sagas." But by degrees this was +changed, and for a time the idea was that it should be written as drama. +Then the Christmas night was worked over to go in as the first act. But +this attempt did not succeed, either; at last she decided to write the +story as a novel. Then the chapter was written in prose. It grew +enormously long, covering forty written pages. The last time it was +rewritten it took up only nine. + +After a few more years came a second chapter. It was the story of the +Ball at Borg and of the wolves that hunted Gösta Berling and Anna +Stjernhök. + +In the beginning this chapter was not written with the thought that it +could come into the story, but as a sort of chance composition to be +read at a small social gathering. The reading, however, was postponed, +and the novelette was sent to _Dagny_. After a time the story was +returned as unavailable for the magazine. It was in reality not +available anywhere. As yet it was altogether lacking in artistic +smoothness. + +Meanwhile the author wondered to what purpose this unluckily born +novelette could be turned. Should she put it into the story? To be sure, +it was an adventure by itself--and ended. It would look odd among the +rest, which were better connected. Perhaps it wouldn't be such a bad +idea, she thought then, if all the chapters of the story were like this +one--almost finished adventures? This would be difficult to carry out, +but it might possibly be done. There would doubtless be gaps in the +continuity here and there, but that should give to the book great +strength and variety. + +Now two important matters were settled: The story was to be a novel, and +each chapter should be complete in itself. But nothing much had been +gained hereby. She who had been fired with the idea of writing the story +of Vermland's Cavaliers when she was two-and-twenty, at this stage was +nearing the thirties and had not been able to write more than two +chapters. Where had the years gone? She had been graduated from the +Teachers' College and for several years past had been a teacher at +Landskrona. She had become interested in much and had been occupied with +many things, but the story was just as unwritten. A mass of material had +certainly been collected, but why was it so hard for her to write it +down? Why did the inspiration never come to her? Why did the pen glide +so slowly over the paper? She certainly had her dark moments at that +time! She began to think that she never would finish her novel. She was +that servant who buried his talent in the ground and never tried to use +it. + +As a matter of fact, all this occurred during the eighties, when stern +Realism was at its height. She admired the great masters of that time, +never thinking that one could use any other style in writing than the +one they employed. For her own part, she liked the Romanticists better, +but Romanticism was dead, and she was hardly the one to think of +reviving its form and expression! Although her brain was filled to +overflowing with stories of ghosts and mad love, of wondrously beautiful +women and adventure-loving cavaliers, she tried to write about it in +calm, realistic prose. She was not very clear-visioned. Another would +have seen that the impossible was impossible. + +Once she wrote a couple of chapters in another style. One was a scene +from Svartsjö churchyard; the other was about the old philosopher, Uncle +Eberhard, and his infidel manuscripts. She scribbled them mostly in fun, +with many ohs and ahs in the prose, which made it almost rhythmical. She +perceived that in this vein she could write. There was inspiration in +this--she could feel it. But when the two short chapters were finished, +she laid them aside. They were only written in fun. One could not write +a whole book in that vein. + +But now the story had been waiting long enough. It thought, no doubt, as +it did at the time when it sent her out in the world: "Again I must send +this blinded person a great longing which will open her eyes." + +The longing came over her in this manner: The homestead where she had +grown up was sold. She journeyed to the home of her childhood to see it +once again before strangers should occupy it. + +The evening before she left there, perhaps nevermore to see the dear old +place, she concluded in all meekness and humility to write the book in +her own way and according to her own poor abilities. It was not going to +be any great masterwork, as she had hoped. It might be a book at which +people would laugh, but anyway she would write it--write it for herself, +to save for herself what she could still save of the home--the dear old +stories, the sweet peace of the care-free days, and the beautiful +landscape with the long lakes and the many-hued blue hills. + +But for her, who had hoped that she might yet learn to write a book +people would care to read, it seemed as though she had relinquished the +very thing in life she had been most eager to win. It was the hardest +sacrifice she had made thus far. + +A few weeks later, she was again at her home in Landskrona, seated at +her writing-desk. She began writing--she didn't know exactly what it was +to be--but she was not going to be afraid of the strong words, the +exclamations, the interrogations, nor would she be afraid to give +herself with all her childishness and all her dreams! After she had come +to this decision, the pen began to move almost by itself. This made her +quite delirious. She was carried away with enthusiasm. Ah, this was +writing! Unfamiliar thoughts and things, or, rather, things she never +had surmised were stored away in her brain, crowded down upon the paper. +The pages were filled with a haste of which she had never dreamed. What +had hitherto required months--no, years--to work out, was now +accomplished in a couple of hours. That evening she wrote the story of +the young countess' tramp over the ice on River Löven, and the flood at +Ekeby. + +The following afternoon she wrote the scene in which the gouty ensign, +Rutger von Örneclou, tries to raise himself in bed to dance the Cachuca, +and the evening of the next day appeared the story of the old _Mamsell_ +who went off to visit the parsimonious Broby clergyman. + +Now she knew for certain that in this style she could write the book; +but she was just as certain that no one would have the patience to read +it through. + +However, not many chapters let themselves be written like this--in one +breath. Most of them required long and arduous labor, and there were +only little snatches of time in the afternoons which she could devote to +authorship. When she had been writing about half a year, reckoning from +the day when she had gone in for romanticism with a vengeance, about a +dozen chapters were written. At this rate the book would be finished in +three or four years. + +It was in the spring of this year, 1890, that _Idun_ invited prize +competitors to send in short novelettes of about one hundred printed +pages. This was an outlet for a story that wanted to be told and sent +into the world. It must have been the story itself that prompted her +sister to suggest to her that she make use of this opportunity. Here, at +last, was a way of finding out if her story was so hopelessly bad! If it +received the prize, much would be gained; if it didn't, she simply stood +in exactly the same position as before. + +She had nothing against the idea, but she had so little faith in herself +that she couldn't come to any conclusion. + +Finally, just eight days before the time for submitting manuscripts had +expired, she decided to take from the novel five chapters which were +sufficiently well connected to pass for a novelette, and chance it with +these. But the chapters were far from ready. Three of them were loosely +written, but of the remaining two there was barely an outline. Then the +whole thing must be legibly copied, of course. To add to this, she was +not at home just then, but was visiting her sister and brother-in-law, +who still lived in Vermland. And one who has come to visit with dear +friends for a short time cannot spend the days at a writing-desk. She +wrote therefore at night, sitting up the whole week until four in the +mornings. + +Finally there were only twenty-four hours of the precious time left, and +there were still twenty pages to be written. + +On this the last day they were invited out. The whole family were going +on a little journey to be gone for the night. Naturally, she had to +accompany the rest. When the party was over and the guests dispersed, +she sat up all night writing in the strange place. + +At times she felt very queer. The place where she was visiting was the +very estate on which the wicked Sintram had lived. Fate, in a singular +way, had brought her there on the very night when she must write about +him who sat in the rocker and rocked. + +Now and then she looked up from her work and listened in the direction +of the drawing-room for the possible sound of a pair of rockers in +motion. But nothing was heard. When the clock struck six the next +morning, the five chapters were finished. + +Along in the forenoon they travelled home on a little freight steamer. +There her sister did up the parcel, sealed it with sealing-wax, which +had been brought from home for this purpose, wrote the address, and sent +off the novelette. + +This happened on one of the last days in July. Toward the end of August +_Idun_ contained a notice to the effect that something over twenty +manuscripts had been received by the editors, but that one or two among +them were so confusedly written they could not be counted in. + +Then she gave up waiting for results. She knew, of course, which +novelette was so confusedly written that it could not be counted in. + +One afternoon in November she received a curious telegram. It contained +simply the words "Hearty Congratulations," and was signed by three of +her college classmates. + +For her it was a terribly long wait until dinner-time of the following +day, when the Stockholm papers were distributed. When the paper was in +her hands, she had to search long without finding anything. Finally, on +the last page she found a little notice in fine print which told that +the prize had been awarded to her. + +To another it might not have meant so much, perhaps, but for her it +meant that she could devote herself to the calling which all her life +she had longed to follow. + +There is but little to add to this: The story that wanted to be told and +sent out in the world was now fairly near its destination. Now it was to +be written, at least, even though it might take a few years more before +it was finished. + +She who was writing it had gone up to Stockholm around Christmas time, +after she had received the prize. + +The editor of _Idun_ volunteered to print the book as soon as it was +finished. + +If she could ever find time to write it! + +The evening before she was to return to Landskrona, she spent with her +loyal friend, Baroness Adlersparre[1], to whom she read a few chapters +aloud. + +[Footnote 1: Baroness Adlersparre--pen name, Esselde--was a noted +Swedish writer, publisher, and philanthropist, and a contemporary of +Fredrika Bremer.] + +"Esselde" listened, as only she could listen, and she became interested. +After the reading she sat silently and pondered. "How long will it be +before all of it is ready?" she asked finally. + +"Three or four years." + +Then they parted. + +The next morning, two hours before she was to leave Stockholm, a message +came from Esselde bidding her come to her before the departure. + +The old Baroness was in her most positive and determined mood. "Now you +must take a leave of absence for a year and finish the book. I shall +procure the money." + +Fifteen minutes later the girl was on her way to the Principal of the +Teachers' College to ask her assistance in securing a substitute. + +At one o'clock she was happily seated in the railway carriage. But now +she was going no farther than Sörmland, where she had good friends who +lived in a charming villa. + +And so they--Otto Gumaelius and his wife--gave her the freedom of their +home--freedom to work, and peace, and the best of care for nearly a +year, until the book was finished. + +Now, at last, she could write from morning till night. It was the +happiest time of her life. + +But when the story was finished at the close of the summer, it looked +queer. It was wild and disordered, and the connecting threads were so +loose that all the parts seemed bent upon following their old +inclination to wander off, each in its own way. + +It never became what it should have been. Its misfortune was that it +had been compelled to wait so long to be told. If it was not properly +disciplined and restrained, it was mostly because the author was so +overjoyed in the thought that at last she had been privileged to write +it. + + * * * * * + +BOOKS BY THE SAME AUTHOR + + + JERUSALEM, A Novel + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + CHRIST LEGENDS + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + WONDERFUL ADVENTURES OF NILS + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + FURTHER ADVENTURES OF NILS + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + GIRL FROM THE MARSH CROFT + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + LEGEND OF THE SACRED IMAGE + (_Trans. from Swedish by Velma Swanston Howard_) + + MIRACLES OF ANTICHRIST + (_Trans. from Swedish by Pauline Bancroft Flach_) + + STORY OF GÖSTA BERLING + (_Trans. from Swedish by Pauline Bancroft Flach_) + + FROM A SWEDISH HOMESTEAD + (_Trans. from Swedish by Jessie Bröchner_) + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Girl From the Marsh Croft, by Selma Lagerlöf + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41414 *** |
