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-Title: Sheilah McLeod
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-SHEILAH MCLEOD
-
-[Illustration: Logo]
-
-[Illustration: SHEILAH McLEOD _Frontispiece_.]
-
-
-SHEILAH McLEOD
-
-A Heroine of the Back Blocks
-
-by
-
-GUY BOOTHBY
-
-Author of
-'Dr Nikola,' 'A Bid for Fortune,' 'The Beautiful White
-Devil,' 'The Fascination of the King,' etc.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-London
-Skeffington & Son, Piccadilly
-Publishers to H.M. The Queen and H.R.H. The Prince of Wales
-1897
-
-All Rights reserved.
-
-Copyright in the United States of America by the
-F. A. Stokes Company
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
-PROLOGUE
-
-VAKALAVI IN THE SAMOAN GROUP, 1
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-OLD BARRANDA ON THE CARGOO RIVER,
-SOUTH-WESTERN QUEENSLAND, 20
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-HOW I FIRST LEARNED MY LOVE FOR SHEILAH, 50
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-WHISPERING PETE, 71
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-THE RACE, 107
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-CONSEQUENCES, 139
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-COLIN McLEOD, 170
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-I PROPOSE TO SHEILAH, 199
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-A VISIT FROM WHISPERING PETE, 216
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-SHEILAH'S LOYALTY, 229
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-THE TRIAL, 242
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-HOW I ESCAPED, 281
-
-
-
-
-SHEILAH McLEOD
-
-
-
-
-PROLOGUE
-
-VAKALAVI IN THE SAMOAN GROUP
-
-
-Looking back on it now I can recall every circumstance connected with
-that day just as plainly as if it had all happened but yesterday. In the
-first place, it was about the middle of the afternoon, and the S.E.
-trade, which had been blowing lustily since ten o'clock, was beginning
-to die away according to custom.
-
-There had been a slight shower of rain in the forenoon, and now,
-standing in the verandah of my station looking across the blue lagoon
-with its fringe of boiling surf, it was my good fortune not only to have
-before me one of the finest pictures in the South Pacific, but to be
-able to distinctly smell the sweet perfume of the frangipani blossom and
-wild lime in the jungle which clothed the hillside behind me. I walked
-to one end of the verandah and stood watching a group of native girls
-making tappa outside the nearest hut--then to the other, and glanced
-into my overflowing copra shed, and from it at the bare shelves of the
-big trade room opposite. The one, as I say, was full, the other sadly
-empty, and for more than a week I had been bitterly lamenting the
-non-arrival of the company's schooner, which was supposed to visit the
-island once every six months in order to remove my gains and to supply
-me with sufficient trade to carry me safely through the next half-year.
-The schooner was now ten days overdue, and I had made sure she would put
-in an appearance that morning; but the wind was failing, and it was,
-therefore, ten chances to one against our seeing her before the next
-forenoon. I was more than a little disappointed, if only on the score of
-the company I should have had, for you must understand that it was
-nearly six months since I had seen a white face, and even then the face
-was only that of a missionary. But, in common fairness, I must confess
-that that missionary was as different to the usual run of his cloth as
-chalk is to cheese--a good fellow in every way, not a bit bumptious, or
-la-di-dardy, or fond of coming the Oxford scholar-and-a-gentleman
-touch, but a real white man from top to toe. And my first meeting with
-him was as extraordinary as anyone could imagine, or wish for. It's a
-yarn against myself, but as it shows you what queer beasts we men are, I
-may as well tell you about it. It happened in this way:--
-
-About ten o'clock one fine spring morning I was coming down the hillside
-behind my house, and, according to custom, pulled up at the Big Plateau
-and looked out to sea. To the north and south nothing was in sight, but
-to the eastward there was a tiny blotch on the horizon which gradually
-developed into a small fore-and-aft schooner of about fifty tons. When
-she was level with the island she worked steadily up the reef until she
-found the passage through the surf; then, having edged her way into the
-lagoon, came to an anchor opposite my house. Seeing that she was going
-to send a boat ashore, and suspecting some sort of missionary mischief
-from the cut of her jib, down I went to the beach and got ready to
-receive her.
-
-The craft she was sending ashore was a double-ended surf boat, and a
-well-built one at that, pulled by two Solomon boys, and steered by a
-white man in a queer kind of helmet that I believe they call a 'solar
-topee' in India. The man in the helmet brought her up in first-class
-style, and was preparing to beach her just in front of where I stood
-when I held up my hand in warning.
-
-'Who are you, and what do you want here?' I asked, looking him up and
-down.
-
-'I'm the new missionary at Futuleima,' says he, as bold as brass, 'and
-as I had a couple of spare days at my disposal I thought I would come
-across and talk to the people on this island. Have you anything to say
-against it?'
-
-'Not much,' I answered, feeling my dander rising at the cool way in
-which he addressed me, 'but what I _do_ say I mean.'
-
-'And what is it you mean, my friend?' he asked.
-
-'I mean that you don't set foot ashore if I can prevent it,' I replied.
-'You understand me once and for all. I'm the boss of this island, and
-I'm not going to have any of your nonsense talked to my men. I'm
-civilising 'em on my own lines, and I won't have you interfering and
-shoving your nose in where it ain't wanted.'
-
-'I'm afraid you speak your mind with more candour than courtesy,' he
-said, mopping his forehead with a snow-white pocket-handkerchief which
-he had taken from his pocket.
-
-'You think so, do you?' I cried. 'Well, you just set as much as your
-little toe on this beach and you'll see that I mean it!'
-
-'So I'm to choose between fighting you and going away with my errand
-unaccomplished?' he answered, still as cool as a cucumber. 'Do I take
-you properly?'
-
-'That is my meaning, and I reckon it's a bigger one than you can
-digest,' I replied, like the hot-tempered fool I was. 'Let me tell you,
-you're not the first of your breed that has tasted my fist and gone away
-with his appetite satisfied.'
-
-'Then since it is to be the Church Militant here on Earth, and there's
-no other way out of it, I suppose I must agree to your proposal,' he
-said, after a moment's thought, and forthwith jumped out of the boat on
-to the beach. 'But let it be somewhere where my boatmen cannot see. I
-don't know that the example would be altogether beneficial to them.'
-
-As he stood on the beach before me, Heaven knows it was a poor enough
-figure of a man he made. He was not as big as me by a head and a half;
-for I stand close on six feet in my socks, and am bigger in the beam
-than the ordinary run of men; besides which, I am always, of necessity,
-in the pink of condition. To think, therefore, that such a little
-whipper-snapper should contemplate fighting me was too absurd. I stood
-and stared at him.
-
-'You don't mean to say you intend to put your fists up?' I cried,
-letting him see how astonished I was.
-
-'That I do!' he said, and bidding his men wait for him he led the way up
-the path to the jungle at the back of the station house. 'Since you deem
-it necessary that I should introduce myself to you in such a strange
-fashion, I feel it incumbent upon me to do so. Besides, I want to teach
-you a lesson you will not forget.' Then, stopping short in his walk, he
-felt the muscle of my right arm critically and smiled. 'You'll be a man
-worth fighting,' he said, and continued his walk.
-
-Well, here I was in a mighty curious position, as you will understand.
-Having seen the plucky way he had jumped ashore and taken me up, right
-in my teeth, so to speak, I felt I had made a precious fool of myself in
-being so ready with my challenge. He was a man and not a monkey, like
-most of his fraternity, and he might have converted every nigger in the
-South Pacific for all I should have cared. I wouldn't have stopped a
-man like him for all the world, for I reckon he wouldn't have taught 'em
-anything shady for the life of him. But there was no hope for it now, so
-I walked up the path beside him, as meek as a new-born lamb, till we
-came to an open patch at the base of a small waterfall.
-
-'This should suit our purpose, I think,' he said, taking off his helmet
-and coat and placing them beneath a tree. 'If you're quite ready, let us
-get to business.'
-
-'Hold on,' I cried, 'this won't do. I've changed my mind, and I'm not
-going to fight you after all! Missionary or no missionary, you're a man,
-and a proper sort of man too; and what's more, you shall waltz every
-nigger on this island backwards and forwards in and out of Purgatory as
-often as you please, for all I'll say you nay.'
-
-'That's very kind of you,' he answered, at the same time looking me in
-the face in a curious sort of fashion. 'Nevertheless, for the good of
-your own soul, I intend that you shall fight me, and at once.'
-
-'I won't, and that's the end of it,' I said.
-
-'You will, and immediately,' he answered quietly. Then, walking up to
-me, he drew back his arm and hit me a blow in the face. For a second I
-was too much surprised to do anything at all, but, recovering myself, I
-lifted my fist and drove it home under his jaw. He went down like a
-ninepin and rolled almost over, but before I could say 'knife' he was up
-and at me again. After that I didn't stop to consider, but just let him
-have it, straight from the shoulder, as fast as he could take it. Take
-it he did, like a glutton, and asked for more, but it was sickening work
-for all that, and though I did my best to give him satisfaction, I found
-I could put no heart in it.
-
-When I had sent him flying head over heels in the grass for the sixth
-time, and his face was a good deal more like an underdone beefsteak than
-anything else, I could stand it no longer, and I told him so. But it
-made no difference; he got on to his feet and ran at me again, this time
-catching me a good one on the left jaw. In sheer self-defence I had to
-send him down, though I loathed myself as a beast of the worst kind for
-doing it. But even then he was not satisfied. Once more he came in at me
-and once more I had to let him have it. By this time he could hardly see
-out of his eyes, and his face was streaming with blood.
-
-'That's enough,' I cried, 'I'll have no more of it. I'm a big bully,
-and you're the best plucked little fellow this side of Kingdom Come!
-I'll not lay another finger on you, even if you knock me into a jelly
-trying to make me. Get up and shake hands.'
-
-He got on to his feet and held out his hand.
-
-'All things considered, this is the queerest bit of proselytizing I have
-ever done,' he said. 'But somehow I think I've taught you a lesson, my
-friend!'
-
-'You have,' I answered, humbly, 'and one that I'll never forget if I
-live to be a hundred. I deserve to be kicked.'
-
-'No! You're a man, and a better man, if I'm not mistaken, than you were
-half-an-hour ago.'
-
-He said no more on the subject then, but went over to the little pool
-below the waterfall and bathed his face. I can tell you I felt pretty
-rocky and mean as I watched him. And any man who knows my reputation
-among the Islands will tell you that's a big admission for Jim
-Heggarstone to make.
-
-After that he stayed with me until his bruises disappeared; and when he
-went away I had made a firm friend of him, and told him all the queer
-story that I have set myself to tell you in this book. Ever since that
-time he's been one of my staunchest and truest pals on earth, and all I
-can say is if there's any man has got a word to say against the Rev.
-William Carson-Otway, he had better not say it in my hearing--that's
-all.
-
-But in telling you all this I've been wandering off my course, and now I
-must get back to the afternoon of the day when I was awaiting the
-arrival of the schooner _Wildfowl_ with a cargo of trade from Apia. As I
-have told you the wind had almost dropped, and for that reason I had
-given up all hope of seeing anything of her before morning. But, as it
-happened, I was mistaken, for just about sundown she hove in sight,
-rounded the bit of headland that sheltered the bay on the eastern side,
-and, having safely made the passage, brought up in the lagoon. Her
-arrival put me in the best of spirits, for after all those months spent
-alone with natives, I was fairly sick for a talk with a white man again.
-Long before her anchor was down I was on the beach getting my boat into
-the water, and by the time the rattle of the cable in the hawse-hole had
-died away, I was alongside and clambering aboard. I shook hands with the
-skipper, who was standing aft near the deck-house, then glanced at
-another man whose back was towards me. By-and-by he swung round and
-looked me in the face. Then I saw that it was Dan Nicholson of Salfulga
-Island, on the other side--the biggest blackguard and bully in the
-Pacific, and I don't care where you look for the next. An ugly smile
-came over his face as he recognised me, and then he said very
-politely,--
-
-'And pray how do we find our dear friend, the Rev. James Heggarstone,
-to-day?'
-
-'None the better for seeing your face, Dan Nicholson,' I answered
-sharply. 'And now since you're here I'll give you a bit of advice. Don't
-you set your foot ashore while this boat's at anchor, or, as sure as
-you're born, I'll teach you a lesson you'll not forget as long as you
-live.'
-
-'As you did that poor, soft-headed Futuleima missionary cuss, I
-suppose,' he answered, turning a bit red and shifting uneasily on his
-feet. 'Well, having something else on hand just now, I don't think I'll
-trouble you this time, beloved brother.'
-
-I saw that he had taken the hint, so I could afford to forgive the way
-he spoke.
-
-After a bit more palaver I got my budget of letters, which I put into my
-pyjama pocket, and then, accompanied by the skipper and supercargo,
-went ashore. We strolled up to the station together, and while they sat
-and smoked in the verandah I hunted up some food and set it before them,
-with the last two bottles of gin I had in the store. I am a strict
-teetotaler myself, and have been ever since the events I have set myself
-to tell you about occurred. It was mainly the drink that did that bit of
-mischief, and for the same reason--but there, whatever the reasons may
-have been, I don't see that I need bother you with them till they come
-into the story in their proper places. This yarn is not a temperance
-tract, is it?
-
-While they were at their meal I wandered outside to look through my
-mail. Two of the letters were from the trading firm I represented at
-Vakalavi. One was from Otway the missionary, warning me of an intended
-visit, another was a circular from an Apia storekeeper, enclosing a list
-of things a man in my situation could never possibly require; but the
-fifth was altogether different, and brought me up all standing, as the
-sailors say. With trembling hands, and a face as white as the bit of
-paper I'm now writing on, I opened it and read it through. Then the
-whole world seemed suddenly to change for me. The sun of my life came
-out from behind the cloud that had covered it for so long, and, big,
-rough man as I was, I leaned my back against the wall behind me, feeling
-fairly sick with thankfulness. What a moment that was! I could have gone
-out and shouted my joy aloud to the world. The one thing of all others
-that I had longed for with my whole heart and soul had come at last.
-
-I remained where I was for a while, thinking and thinking, but at the
-end of half-an-hour, having got my feelings under some sort of control,
-I went back to the verandah, where I found my guests smoking their
-pipes. Then we sat talking of mutual friends and common experiences for
-something like an hour, myself with a greater happiness in my heart than
-I had ever felt in my life before.
-
-Living as I had lived for so long, the only white man on the island,
-with never a chance of hearing from or of my old Australian world, it
-may not be a matter for surprise that I had many questions to ask, and
-much news to hear. Since the schooner had last come my way great changes
-had occurred in the world, and on each I had to be rightly and
-exhaustively informed. The skipper and supercargo were both fluent
-talkers, and only too eager to tell me everything, so I had nothing to
-do but to lie back in my chair and listen.
-
-Suddenly, in the middle of the narrative, a woman's scream rang out on
-the night air. Before it had finished I had jumped to my feet and run
-into the house, to return a moment later with a Winchester and a handful
-of cartridges.
-
-'For God's sake, man, what are you going to do?' shouted the skipper,
-seeing the look upon my face, as I opened the magazine of the rifle and
-jammed the cartridges in.
-
-'I'm going to find out what that scream meant,' I answered, as I turned
-towards the verandah steps.
-
-'Be careful what you're up to with that rifle,' he said. 'Remember two
-can play at that game.'
-
-'You bet your life,' I replied, and ran down the steps and along the
-path towards the bit of jungle on the left of the house.
-
-Out on the open it was all quiet as death, and I knew exactly why. I
-entered the thicket pretty cautiously, and before I had gone ten yards
-discovered what I had expected to find there. It was Dan Nicholson sure
-enough, and one glance showed me that he held in his arms buxom little
-Faauma, the daughter of Salevao, the head man of the island. By the way
-he was standing, I could tell that she had been struggling, and, from
-the tilt of his right arm, I guessed that his fingers were on her
-throat, and that he was threatening to choke her if she uttered another
-sound. I moved out of the undergrowth and took stock of him.
-
-'So this is the way you attend to my instructions, is it, Mr Nicholson?'
-I said, kicking a bit of dead wood out of the way, and bringing my rifle
-to the port in case of mischief. 'Look here, I don't want to shoot you
-on my own grounds, when you're, so to speak, my guest, but, by God, if
-you don't put those hands of yours up above your head and
-right-about-face for the beach this very instant, I swear I'll drill you
-through and through as sure as you're born. You understand me now; I've
-got nine deaths under my finger, and all of 'em waiting to look into
-your carcase, so, if you turn round as much as an inch, you're booked
-for Kingdom Come.'
-
-He never said a word, but dropped the girl right there, and put his
-hands up as I had ordered him.
-
-'That's right, I said. 'Now march.'
-
-Without a word he turned to the rightabouts and set off through the
-scrub for the beach. I followed behind him, with the rifle on my arm
-ready to come to the shoulder at an instant's notice. The surf rolled
-upon the reef like distant thunder, the stars shone down upon the still
-lagoon, and through the palm-leaves I could just discern the outline of
-the schooner.
-
-'Now, sir,' I said, when we arrived at the water's edge, 'I'll have to
-trouble you to swim out to yonder vessel. Don't say no, or dare to turn
-round; for if you disobey me, you're dead pig that instant.'
-
-'But I can't swim,' he cried, grinding his teeth so savagely that I
-could hear him yards away.
-
-'That be hanged for a yarn,' I said quietly. 'You swam well enough the
-day Big-head Brown fired you off his lugger at Apia. Come, in you go,
-and no more palaver, or you and I will quarrel.'
-
-'But I shall be eaten by sharks,' he cried, this time meaning what he
-said very thoroughly.
-
-'And I wish them joy of a dashed poor meal,' I answered. 'Come, in you
-go!'
-
-With that he began to blubber outright like a great baby, and while he
-was doing so I couldn't help thinking what a strange situation it was.
-Picture for yourself two men, with the starlit heavens looking down on
-them, standing on the edge of a big lagoon, one talking and the other
-blubbering like a baby that's afraid of the water. I was about tired of
-it by this time, so I gave him two minutes in which to make up his mind,
-and promised him, in the event of his not deciding to strike out then,
-that I'd fire. Consequently he waded in without more ado, and when I had
-seen him more than half way out to the schooner, I put the rifle under
-my arm and went back to the house.
-
-My guests had evidently been listening to our conversation, and at the
-same time amusing themselves with my gin bottles.
-
-'You seem to have turned mighty strait-laced all of a sudden, Mr
-Heggarstone,' said the skipper, a little coldly as I came up the steps
-and stood the rifle in a corner.
-
-'You think so, do you?' I answered. 'And why so, pray?'
-
-'It was only a native girl at the best calculation,' said he. 'And, in
-my opinion, she ought to think herself mighty well honoured to be taken
-notice of. She ain't a European queen or an extra special female
-martyr, is she?'
-
-'I reckon she's a woman, anyhow,' I replied. 'And no Nicholson that ever
-was born, or any other living man for the matter of that, is big enough
-to play fast and loose with the women of my island while I'm about! So
-don't you make any mistake about that, my friend.'
-
-'You seem to think a precious deal more of the sex on your patch than we
-do down our way,' says he.
-
-'Perhaps so! And what if I do?'
-
-'Nothing, of course, but I don't know that it's a good idea to side with
-the niggers against white men. That's all,' he continued, looking a
-trifle foolish, as he saw the way I was staring at him.
-
-'Don't you? Well, when you've had sufficient experience, perhaps you'll
-think differently. No, sirree, I tell you that the man who says a word
-against a woman, black or white, in my hearing has to go down, and I
-don't care who he is.'
-
-'Of course, you've a right to your own opinions,' he answered.
-
-'I have, and what's more, I think I'm big enough to back them!'
-
-The supercargo, all this time, had sat as quiet as a mouse. Now he put
-his spoke into the conversation.
-
-'I suppose there's a yarn at the back of all this palaver.'
-
-'There is,' I answered, 'and a mighty big one too. What's more, if you
-like, you shall hear it. And then, when I've done, if it don't make you
-swear a woman's just the noblest and sweetest work of God's right hand,
-and that the majority of men ain't fit to tie her shoe laces, well,
-then, all I can say is you're not the fellows I take you to be.'
-
-'Give me a light for my pipe,' the skipper said, 'and after that fire
-away. I like a yarn first-rate. The night's young, this bottle's about
-half-full, and if it takes till morning, well, you'll find I'm not the
-chap to grumble.'
-
-I furnished him with a box of matches, and then, seating myself in a
-long cane chair beside the verandah rails, lit my pipe and began the
-yarn which constitutes this book.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-OLD BARRANDA ON THE CARGOO RIVER, SOUTH-WESTERN QUEENSLAND
-
-
-When first I remember old Barranda Township on the Cargoo River,
-South-Western Queensland, it was not what it is to-day. There were no
-grand three-storeyed hotels, with gilded and mirror-hung saloons, and
-pretty, bright-eyed barmaids, in the main street then; no macadamised
-roads, no smart villa residences peeping from groves of Moreton Bay
-fig-trees and stretching for more than a mile out into the country on
-either side, no gas lamps, no theatre, no School of Arts, no churches or
-chapels, no Squatters' Club, and, above all, no railway line connecting
-it with Brisbane and the outer world. No! There were none of these
-things. The township, however, lay down in the long gully, beside the
-winding, ugly creek just as it does to-day--but in those days its site
-was only a clearing out of the primeval bush; the houses were, to use
-an Irishism, either tents or slab huts; two hotels certainly graced the
-main street, but they were grog shanties of the most villainous
-description, and were only patronised by the riffraff of the country
-side. The only means of communicating with the metropolis was by the
-bullock waggons that brought up our stores once every six months, or by
-riding to the nearest township, one hundred and eight miles distant, and
-taking the coach from there--a long and wearisome journey that few cared
-to undertake.
-
-One thing has always puzzled me, and that was how it came about that my
-father ever settled on the Cargoo. Whatever his reason may have been,
-however, certain was it that he was one of the earliest to reach the
-river, a fact which was demonstrated by the significant circumstance
-that he held possession of the finest site for a house and the pick of
-all the best country for miles around the township. It was in the
-earliest days that he made his way out west, and if I have my suspicions
-of why he came to Australia at all, well, I have always kept them
-religiously to myself, and intend to go on doing so. But before I say
-anything about my father, let me tell you what I remember of the old
-home.
-
-It stood, as I suppose it does to-day, for it is many years since I set
-eyes on it, on a sort of small tableland or plateau on the hillside, a
-matter of a hundred yards above the creek, and at just the one spot
-where it could command a lovely view down the gully and across the roofs
-of the township towards the distant hills. It was a well-built place of
-six rooms, constructed of pisa, the only house of that description in
-the township--and, for that matter, I believe, in the whole district. A
-broad verandah, covered with the beautiful Wisteria creeper, ran all
-round it; in front was a large flower garden stretching away to the
-ford, filled with such plants and shrubs as will grow out in that
-country; to the right was the horse and cow paddock; and, on the left,
-the bit of cultivation we always kept going for the summer months, when
-green food is as valuable as a deposit at the bank. At the rear was
-another strip of garden with some fine orange and loquot trees, and
-then, on the other side of the stockyard rails, the thick scrub running
-up the hillside and extending for miles into the back country. The
-interior of the house was comfortably furnished, in a style the like of
-which I have never seen anywhere else in the Bush. I have a faint
-recollection of hearing that the greater part of it--the chairs, tables,
-pictures, bookcases and silver--came out from England the year that I
-was born, and were part of some property my father had inherited. But
-how much truth there was in this I cannot say. At anyrate, I can
-remember those chairs distinctly; they were big and curiously shaped,
-carved all over with a pattern having fruit in it, and each one had a
-hand clasping a battle-axe on a lozenge on the back--a crest I suppose
-it must have been, but whose I never took the trouble to inquire. The
-thing, however, that struck people most about the rooms was the
-collection of books--there were books in hundreds, in every available
-place--on the shelves and in the cupboards, on the tables, on the
-chairs, and even on the floor. There surely never was such a man for
-books as my father, and I can see him now, standing before a shelf in
-the half light of the big dining-room with a volume in his hand,
-studying it as if he were too much entranced to put it down. He was a
-tall, thin man, with a pale, thoughtful face, a high forehead,
-deep-set, curious eyes, that seemed to look you through and through, a
-big, hooked nose (mine is just like it), a handsome mouth, white teeth,
-and a heavy, determined-looking chin. He was invariably clean-shaven,
-well dressed, and so scrupulously neat and natty in his appearance that
-it seemed hard to imagine he had ever done a stroke of rough work in his
-life. And yet he could, and did, work harder than most men, but always
-in the same unostentatious fashion; never saying a word more than was
-absolutely necessary, but always ready at a moment's notice to pick a
-quarrel with you, or to say just the very one thing of all others that
-would be most calculated to give you pain. He was a strange man, was my
-father.
-
-Of my mother my recollections are less distinct, which is accounted for
-by the fact that she died when I was only five years old. Indeed, the
-only remembrance I have of her at all is of a fragile little woman with
-a pale, sweet face, bending down to kiss me when I was in bed at night.
-
-Drink and temper were my father's chief failings, but I was nearly eight
-years old before I really found that out. Even to-day, when I shut my
-eyes, I can conjure up a picture of him sitting in the dining-room
-before the table, two large candelabras lighting the room, drinking and
-reciting to himself, not only in English, but in other outlandish
-tongues that I can only suppose now must have been Latin and Greek. So
-he would go on until he staggered to his bed, and yet next morning he
-would be up and about again before sunrise, a little more taciturn,
-perhaps, and readier to take offence, but otherwise much the same as
-ever.
-
-That he had always a rooted dislike to me, I know, and I am equally
-aware that I detested and feared him more than any other living being.
-For this reason we seldom met. He took his meals in solitary grandeur in
-the dark, old dining-room, hung round with the dingy pictures that had
-come out from England, of men in wigs, knickerbockers and queer,
-long-tailed coats, while I took mine with the old housekeeper in the
-kitchen leading off the back verandah. We were a strange household, and
-before I had turned eight years old--as strong an urchin as ever
-walked--I had come to the conclusion that we were not too much liked or
-trusted by the folk in the township. My father thought them beneath
-him, and let them see that he did; they called him proud, and hinted
-that he was even worse than that. Whether he had anything to be proud of
-is another matter, and one that I cannot decide. You must judge from the
-following illustration.
-
-It was early in the year before the great flood which did so much damage
-in those parts, and which is remembered to this day, that news got about
-that in a few weeks' time the Governor of the colony would be travelling
-in our district, and would probably pay our township a visit. A
-committee of the principal folk was immediately chosen to receive him,
-and big preparations were made to do him honour. As, perhaps, the chief
-personage in our little community, my father was asked to preside over
-their deliberations, and for this purpose a deputation waited upon him.
-They could not possibly, however, have chosen a more unpropitious moment
-for their call; my father had been drinking all day, and, when they
-arrived, he burst into one of his fits of anger and drove them from the
-house, vowing that he would have nothing at all to do with the affair,
-and that he would show His Excellency the door if he dared to set foot
-within his grounds. This act of open hostility produced, as may be
-supposed, a most unfavourable impression, and my father must have seen
-it, for he even went so far as to write a note of apology to the
-committee, and to suggest, as his contribution to the general
-arrangements, that he should take His Excellency in for the night.
-Considering the kind of hotels our township boasted in those days, this
-was no mean offer, and, as may be supposed, it was unhesitatingly
-accepted.
-
-In due course the Governor arrived with his party. He was received by
-the committee in the main street under an archway of flags, and, after
-inspecting the township, rode up the hill with the principal folk
-towards our house. When he came into the grounds my father went out into
-the verandah to receive him, and I followed close in his wake, my eyes,
-I make no doubt, bulging with curiosity. The Governor got off his horse,
-and at the same moment my father went down the steps. He held out his
-hand, His Excellency took it, and as he did so looked at him in a very
-quick and surprised way, just for all the world as if my father were
-somebody he had seen before, in a very different place, and had never
-expected to meet again.
-
-'Good gracious, can it be?' he said to himself under his breath, but
-all the same quite loud enough for me to hear, for I was close beside
-him. 'Surely you are--'
-
-'My name is Heggarstone,' said my father quickly, an unwonted colour
-coming into his face, 'and you are His Excellency, the Governor of the
-colony. If you will allow me, I will make you welcome to my poor abode.'
-
-They looked at each other for a moment, pretty straight, and then the
-Governor pulled himself together and went into the house, side by side
-with my father, without another word. Later on, when the dinner given in
-honour of Her Majesty's representative was over, and the townsfolk had
-departed, His Excellency and my father sat talking, talking, talking,
-till far into the night. I could hear the hum of their voices quite
-distinctly, for my bedroom was next to the dining-room, though, of
-course, I could not catch what they said.
-
-Next morning, when his horse was at the door, and the escort was
-standing ready to be off, His Excellency drew my father a little on one
-side and said in a low voice, so that the others should not hear,--
-
-'And your decision is really final? You will never go back to England
-to take up your proper position in society?'
-
-'Never!' my father replied, viciously crumpling a handful of creeper
-leaves as he spoke. 'I have thought it over carefully, and have come to
-the conclusion that it will be a good thing for society if the name dies
-out with me. Good-bye.'
-
-'Good-bye,' answered His Excellency, 'and God help you!'
-
-Then he mounted his horse and rode away.
-
-I have narrated this little episode in order to show that I had some
-justification for believing that my father was not merely the humble,
-commonplace individual he professed to be. I will now tell you another,
-which if it did not relieve my curiosity, was surely calculated to
-confirm my suspicions.
-
-It happened that one day, early in winter, I was in the township at the
-time when the coach, which now connected us with civilisation, made its
-appearance. This great event happened twice weekly, and though they had
-now been familiar with it for some considerable time, the inhabitants,
-men, women and children, seemed to consider it a point of honour that
-they should be present, standing in the roadway about the Bushmen's
-Rest, to receive and welcome it. For my own part I was ten years old, as
-curious as my neighbours, and above all a highly imaginative child to
-whom the coach was a thing full of mystery. Times out of number I had
-pictured myself the driver of it, and often at night, when I was tucked
-up in my little bed and ought to have been asleep, I could seem to see
-it making its way through the dark bush, swaying to and fro, the horses
-stretched out to their full extent in their frenzied gallop.
-
-On this particular occasion there were more passengers than usual, for
-the reason that a new goldfield had sprung into existence in the ranges
-to the westward of us, and strangers were passing through our township
-every day _en route_ to it. It was not until the driver had descended
-from his box and had entered the hotel that the crowd saw fit to
-disperse. I was about to follow them when I saw, coming towards me, a
-tall, dignified-looking man whom I had noticed sitting next to the
-driver when the coach arrived. He boasted a short, close-cropped beard,
-wore a pair of dark spectacles, and was dressed better than any man I
-had ever seen in my life before, my father not excepted. In his hand he
-carried a small portmanteau, and for a moment I thought he was going to
-enter the Bushmen's Rest like the remainder of the passengers. He
-changed his mind, however, and after looking about him came towards
-where I stood.
-
-'My lad,' said he, 'can you tell me which path I should follow to reach
-Mr Heggarstone's residence?'
-
-My surprise at this question may be better imagined than described. It
-did not prevent me, however, from answering him.
-
-'My name is Heggarstone,' I said, 'and our house is on the hill over
-there. You can just see the roof.'
-
-If I had been surprised at his inquiry, it was plain that he was ever so
-much more astonished when he heard my name. For upwards of half a minute
-he stood and stared at me as if he did not know what to make of it.
-
-'In that case, if you will permit me,' he said, with curious politeness,
-'I will accompany you on your homeward journey. I have come a very long
-way to see your father, and my business with him is of the utmost
-importance.'
-
-My first shyness having by this time completely vanished, I gazed at
-him with undisguised interest. I had not met many travellers in my life,
-and for this reason when I did I was prepared to make the most of them.
-
-'Have you come from Brisbane, sir?' I inquired, after a short silence,
-feeling that it was incumbent upon me to say something.
-
-'Just lately,' he answered. 'But before that from London.'
-
-After this magnificent admission, I felt there was nothing more to be
-said. A man who had come from London to our little township, for the
-sole purpose of seeing my father, was not the sort of person to be
-talked to familiarly. I accordingly trudged alongside him in silence,
-thinking of all the wonderful things he must have seen, and wondering if
-it would be possible for me at some future date to induce him to tell me
-about them. At first he must have inclined to the belief that I was
-rather a forward youth. Now, however, I was as silent as if I were
-struck dumb. We descended the path to the river without a word, crossed
-the ford with our tongues still tied, and had almost reached our own
-boundary fence before either of us spoke. Then my companion moved his
-bag to the other hand and, placing his right upon my shoulder, said
-slowly,--
-
-'So you are--well, Marmaduke Heggarstone's son?'
-
-I looked up at him and noticed the gravity of his face as I answered,
-'Yes, sir!'
-
-He appeared to ruminate for a few seconds, and my sharp ears caught the
-words, 'Dear me, dear me!' muttered below his breath. A few moments
-later we had reached the house, and after I had asked the new-comer to
-take a seat in the verandah, I went in to find my father and to tell him
-that a visitor had arrived to see him.
-
-'Who is it?' he inquired, looking up from his book. 'How often am I to
-tell you to ask people's names before you tell them I am at home? Go
-back and find out.'
-
-I returned to the verandah, and asked the stranger if he would be kind
-enough to tell me his name.
-
-'Redgarth,' he said, 'Michael Redgarth. Tell your father that, and I
-think he will remember me.'
-
-I returned to the dining-room and acquainted my father with what I had
-discovered. Prepared as I was for it to have some effect upon him, I
-had no idea the shock would be so great. My father sprang to his feet
-with what sounded almost like a cry of alarm.
-
-'Redgarth here,' he said; 'what on earth can it mean? However, I'll soon
-find out.'
-
-So saying he pushed me on one side and went quickly down the passage in
-the direction of the verandah. My curiosity by this time was thoroughly
-excited, and I followed him at a respectful distance, frightened lest he
-should see me and order me back, but resolved that, happen what might, I
-would discover his mysterious errand.
-
-I saw my father pass through the door out on to the verandah, and as he
-did so I heard the stranger rise from his chair. What he said by way of
-introduction I could not catch, but whatever it may have been there
-could be no doubt that it incensed my father beyond all measure.
-
-'Call me that at your peril,' I heard him say. 'Now tell me your errand
-here as quickly as you can and be gone again.'
-
-As I stood, listening, in the shadow of the doorway, I could not help
-thinking that this was rather scurvy treatment on my father's part of
-one who had come so many thousand miles to see him. However, Mr
-Redgarth did not seem as much put out by it as I expected he would be.
-
-'I have come to tell you, my--' he began, and then checked himself,
-'well, since you wish it, I will call you Mr Heggarstone, that your
-father is dead.'
-
-'You might have spared yourself the trouble,' my father replied, with a
-bitter little laugh. 'I knew it a week ago. If that is all you have to
-tell me I'm sorry you put yourself to so much inconvenience. I suppose
-my brother sent you?'
-
-'Exactly,' Redgarth replied dryly, 'and a nice business it has been. I
-traced you to Sydney, and then on to Brisbane. There I had some
-difficulty in obtaining your address, but as soon as I did so I took the
-coach and came out here.'
-
-'Well, and now that you have found me what do you want with me?'
-
-'In the first place I am entitled by your brother to say that provided
-you--'
-
-Here my father must have made some sign to him to stop.
-
-'Pardon my interrupting you,' he said, 'but before we proceed any
-further let me tell you once and for all that I will have none of my
-brother's provisoes. Whatever threats, stipulations, or offers he may
-have empowered you to make, I will have nothing whatsoever to do with
-them. I washed my hands of my family, as you know, many years ago, and
-if you had not come now to remind me of the unpleasant fact, I should
-have allowed myself to forget even that they existed. You know my
-opinion of my brother. I have had time to think it over, and I see no
-reason at all for changing it. When we were both younger he ruined my
-career for me, perjured himself to steal my good name, and as if that
-were not enough induced my father to back him up in his treatment of me.
-Go back to them and tell them that I still hate and despise them. Of the
-name they cannot deprive me, that is one consolation; of the money I
-will not touch a sixpence. They may have it, every halfpenny, and I wish
-them joy of it.'
-
-'But have you thought of your son, the little fellow I saw in the
-township, and who conducted me hither?'
-
-'I have thought of him,' replied my father, sternly, 'and it makes no
-difference to my decision. I desire him to be brought up in ignorance of
-his birth. I am convinced that it would be the kinder course. Now I'll
-wish you a very good evening. If you have any papers with you that you
-are desirous I should sign, you may send them over to me and I will
-peruse them with as little delay as possible. I need not warn you to be
-careful of what you say in the township yonder. They know, and have
-always known me, as Marmaduke Heggarstone here, and I have no desire
-that they should become aware of my real name.'
-
-'You need not fear. I shall not tell them,' said Redgarth. 'As for the
-papers, I have them in this bag. I will leave them with you. You can
-send them across to me when you have done with them. I suppose it is no
-use my attempting to make you see the matter in any other light?'
-
-'None whatever.'
-
-'In that case, I have the honour to wish your lor--I mean to wish you,
-Mr Heggarstone, a very good evening.'
-
-As he spoke I heard him buckle the straps of his portmanteau, and then I
-slipped noiselessly down the passage towards the kitchen. A moment later
-his step sounded upon the gravel and he was gone.
-
-On the Thursday following he left the township, and we saw no more of
-him. Whatever his errand may have been, never once during his lifetime
-did my father say anything to me upon the subject, nor did I ever
-venture to question him about it. Perhaps, as he said, there is
-something behind it all that I am happier in not knowing. So far as I
-have ever heard such skeletons are generally best left in undisturbed
-possession of their cupboards.
-
-After that we resumed the same sort of life as had been our portion
-before his arrival.
-
-This monotonous existence continued undisturbed until the time of the
-great flood, which, as I have said before, is even remembered to this
-day. It occurred at the end of a wet season, and after a fortnight's
-pouring rain, which continued day and night. Never was such rain known,
-and for this reason the ground soon became so thoroughly saturated that
-it could absorb no more. In consequence the creeks filled, and all the
-billabongs became deep as lakes.
-
-In order to realise what follows you must understand that above the
-township, perhaps a couple of miles or so, three creeks joined forces,
-and by so doing formed the Cargoo River, on the banks of which our
-township was located. There had been heavy rain on all these creeks, and
-in consequence they came down bankers, united, as I have just said, and
-then, being penned in by the hills and backed up by the stored water in
-the billabongs, swept down the valley towards the township in one great
-flood, which carried everything before it. Never shall I forget that
-night. The clouds had cleared off the sky earlier in the evening, and it
-was as bright as day, the moon being almost at the full. I was having my
-supper with old Betty in the kitchen when suddenly I heard an odd sort
-of rumbling in the distance. I stopped eating to listen. Even to my
-childish ears the sound was peculiar, and as it still continued, I asked
-Betty, who was my oracle in everything, what she thought it meant. She
-was a little deaf, and suggested the wind in the trees. But I knew that
-this was no wind in trees. Every moment it was growing louder, and when
-I left the kitchen and went through the house to the front verandah,
-where I found my father standing looking up the valley, it had grown
-into a well-defined roar. I questioned him on the subject.
-
-'It is a flood,' he answered, half to himself. 'Nothing but water, and
-an enormous body of it, could make that sound.'
-
-The words were scarcely out of his mouth before a man on horseback
-appeared round the bend of the hill and galloped up the path. His horse
-was white with foam, and as he drew up before the steps he shouted
-wildly,--
-
-'The flood is coming down the valley. Fly for your lives.'
-
-My father only laughed--a little scornfully, I thought--and said, in his
-odd, mocking voice,--
-
-'No flood will touch us here, my friend, but if you are anxious to do
-humanity a service, you had better hasten on and warn the folk in the
-township below us. They are in real danger!'
-
-Long before he had finished speaking, the man had turned his horse and
-was galloping down the track, as fast as he had come, towards the little
-cluster of houses we could discern in the hollow below us. That young
-man was Dennis O'Rourke, the eldest son of a Selector further up the
-valley, and the poor fellow was found, ten days later, dead, entangled
-in the branches of a gum tree, twenty miles below Barranda Township,
-with a stirrup iron bent round his left foot, and scarcely half a mile
-from his own selection gate. Without doubt he had been overtaken by the
-flood before he could reach his wife to give her the alarm. In
-consequence, the water caught her unprepared, she was never seen again,
-and only one of her children escaped alive; their homestead, which
-stood on the banks of the creek, was washed clean off the face of the
-earth, and when I rode down that way on my pony, after the flood had
-subsided, it would have been impossible to distinguish the place where
-it had once stood.
-
-But to return to my narrative. O'Rourke had not left us five minutes
-before the rumbling had increased to a roar, almost like that of
-thunder. And every second it was growing louder. Then, with a suddenness
-no man could imagine who has never seen such a thing, a solid wall of
-water, shining like silver in the moonlight, came into view, seemed to
-pause for a moment, and then swept trees, houses, cattle, haystacks,
-fences, and even large boulders before it like so much driftwood. Within
-a minute of making its appearance it had spread out across the valley,
-and, most marvellous part of all, had risen half way up the hill, and
-was throwing a line of yeast-like foam upon our garden path. A few
-seconds later we distinctly heard it catch the devoted township, and the
-crashing and rending sound it made was awful to hear. Then the noise
-ceased, and only a swollen sheet of angry water, stretching away across
-the valley for nearly a mile and a half was to be seen. Such a flood no
-man in the district, and I state this authoritatively, had ever in his
-life experienced before. Certainly I have not seen one like it since.
-And the brilliant moonlight only intensified the terrible effect.
-
-Having assured himself that we had nothing to fear, my father ordered me
-off to bed, and reluctantly I went--only to lie curled up in my warm
-blankets thinking of the waters outside, and repicturing the effect
-produced upon my mind by O'Rourke's sensational arrival. It was the
-first time I had ever seen a man under the influence of a life-and-death
-excitement, and, imaginative child as I was, the effect it produced on
-my mind was not one to be easily shaken off. Then I must have fallen
-asleep, for I have no recollection of anything else till I was awakened
-in the middle of the night by the noise of people entering my room.
-Half-asleep and half-awake I sat up, rubbing my eyes, and blinking at
-the brightness of the candle my father carried in his hand. Old Betty
-was with him, and behind them, carrying a bundle in his arms, stalked a
-tall, thin man with a grey beard, long hair and a white, solemn face.
-His clothes, I noticed, were sopping wet, and a stream of water marked
-his progress across the floor.
-
-'Take James out and put the child in his place,' said my father, coming
-towards my bed. The man advanced, and Betty lifted me out and placed me
-on a chair. The bundle was then tucked up where I had been, and, when
-that had been done, Betty turned to me.
-
-'Jim,' she said, 'you must be a good boy and give no trouble, and I'll
-make you up a nice bed in the corner.' This was accordingly done, and
-when it was ready I was put into it, and in five minutes had forgotten
-the interruption and was fast asleep once more.
-
-As usual, directly there was light in the sky, I woke and looked about
-me. To my surprise, however, for I had for the moment forgotten the
-strange waking of the night, I found myself, not in my own place, but on
-a pile of rugs in the corner. Wondering what this might mean, I looked
-across at my bed, half-expecting to find it gone. But no! There it
-stood, sure enough, with an occupant I could not remember ever to have
-seen before--a little rose-leaf of a girl, at most not more than four
-years old. Like myself she was sitting up, staring with her great blue
-eyes, and laughing from under a tangled wealth of golden curls at my
-astonishment. Her little pink and white face, so charmingly dimpled,
-seemed prettier than anything I had ever seen or dreamed of before; but
-I did not know what to make of it all, and, boy-like, was inordinately
-shy. Seeing this, and not being accustomed to be slighted, the little
-minx climbed out of bed, and, with her tiny feet peeping from beneath
-one of my flannel night-shirts, came running across to where I lay. Then
-standing before me, her hands behind her back, she said in a baby
-voice--that I can hear now even after twenty years,--
-
-'I'se Sheilah!'
-
-And that was my introduction to the good angel of my life. Five minutes
-later we were playing together on the floor as if we had been friends
-for years instead of minutes. And when Betty came into the room,
-according to custom, to carry me off to my bath, her first remark was
-one which has haunted me all my life, and will go on doing so until I
-die.
-
-'Pretty dears,' she cried, 'sure they're just made for each other.'
-
-And so we were!
-
-It was not until some time later that I learnt how it was that old
-McLeod and his baby daughter came to be under our roof that night. This
-was the reason of it. The man and his wife, it appears, were but new
-arrivals in the colony, and were coming out our way to settle. They
-were finishing their last day's stage down the valley when the flood
-caught the bullock dray, drowned his wife and all the cattle, and
-well-nigh finished the father and child, who were carried for miles
-clinging to a tree, to be eventually washed up before our house. My
-father, standing in the verandah, heard a cry for help, and waded out
-into the water just in time to save them. Having done this he brought
-them up to the house, and, as there was nowhere else to put her, I was
-turned out and Sheilah was given my bed.
-
-Next morning a foaming sea of water cut us off from the township, or
-what few houses remained of it, and for this reason it was manifestly
-impossible that old McLeod could continue his journey. I remember that
-poor, little motherless Sheilah and I played together all day long in
-the verandah, as happy as two birds, while her father watched us from a
-deep chair, with grave, tear-stained eyes. In the death of his wife he
-had sustained a grievous loss, from which somehow I don't think he ever
-thoroughly recovered.
-
-Three days later the water fell as rapidly as it had risen, and as soon
-as it had sufficiently abated, McLeod, having thanked my father for his
-hospitality, which I could not help thinking had been grudgingly enough
-bestowed, took Sheilah in his arms, right up from the middle of our
-play, and tramped off, a forlorn black figure, down the path towards the
-township. As far as the turn of the track, and until the scrub timber
-hid her from my gaze, I could see the little mite waving her hand to me
-in farewell.
-
-That week McLeod purchased Gregory's farm on the other side of the
-township, and installed himself in the house on the knoll overlooking
-the river, taking care this time to choose a position that was safely
-out of water reach. Once he had settled in, I was as often to be found
-there as at my own home, and continued to be Sheilah's constant
-companion and playmate from that time forward.
-
-And so the years went by, every one finding us firmer friends. It was I
-who held her while she took her first ride upon the old grey pony McLeod
-bought for the boy to run up the milkers on. It was I who taught her to
-row the cranky old tub they called a boat on the Long Reach; it was I
-who baited the hook that caught her first fish; it was I who taught her
-the difference in the nests in the trees behind the homestead, and how
-to distinguish between the birds that built them; in everything I was
-her guide, philosopher and her constant friend. And surely there never
-was so sweet a child to teach as Sheilah--her quickness was
-extraordinary, and, bush-bred boy though I was, it was not long before
-she was my equal at everything where strength was not absolutely
-required. By the time she was twelve and I sixteen, she could have
-beaten any other girl in the township at anything they pleased, and,
-what made them the more jealous, her beauty was becoming more and more
-developed every day. Even in the hottest sun her sweet complexion seemed
-to take no hurt, and now the hair, that I remembered curling closely
-round her head on the morning when we first became acquainted, descended
-like a fall of rippling gold far below her shoulders. And her eyes--but
-there, surely there never were such eyes as Sheilah's--for truth and
-innocence. Oh, Sheilah, my own sweetheart, if only we could have
-foreseen then all the bitterness and agony of the rocky path that we
-were some day to tread, what would we not have done to ward off the
-fatal time? But, of course, we could not see it, and so we went on
-blindfold upon our happy-go-lucky way, living only in the present, and
-having no thought of the cares of the morrow. And the strangest part
-about it all was that, thrown together continually as we were, neither
-of us had taken any account of love. The little god had so far kept his
-arrows in his quiver. But he was to shoot them soon enough in all
-conscience.
-
-To say that my father forbade my intercourse with the McLeods would not
-be the truth. But if I said that he lost no opportunity of sneering at
-the old man and his religion (he was a Dissenter of the most vigorous
-description, and used to preach on Sundays in the township) I should not
-be overstepping the mark.
-
-I don't believe there was another man in the world who could sneer as
-could my father. He had cultivated that accomplishment to perfection,
-and in a dozen words would bring me to such a pitch of indignation that
-it was as much as I could do to refrain from laying violent hands upon
-him. I can see him now lying back in his chair in the old dining-room,
-when he was hearing me my lessons (for he taught me all I know), a book
-half-closed upon his knee, looking me up and down with an expression
-upon his face that seemed to say, 'Who ever would have thought I should
-have been plagued with such a dolt of a son!' Then, as likely as not, he
-would lose his temper over my stupidity, box my ears, and send me
-howling from the room, hating him with all the intensity of which my
-nature was capable. I wonder if ever a boy before had so strange and
-unnatural a parent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-HOW I FIRST LEARNED MY LOVE FOR SHEILAH
-
-
-It was the morning of my eighteenth birthday, and, to celebrate it,
-Sheilah and I had long before made up our minds to ride to, and spend
-the day at, the Blackfellow's Cave--a large natural cavern in the
-mountains, some fifteen or sixteen miles distant from the township. It
-was one of our favourite jaunts, and according to custom we arranged to
-start early.
-
-For this reason, as soon as light was in the sky, I was astir, took a
-plunge in the creek, and then ran down to the paddock and caught the
-horse I intended riding that day--a fine, well set-up thoroughbred of
-our own breeding. And, by the same token, there were no horses like ours
-in the district, either for looks, pace, stamina, or pedigree. What my
-father did not know about horse and cattle breeding no man in the length
-and breadth of Australia could teach him. And a good bushman he was
-too, for all his scholarly ways and habits, a first-class rider, and
-second to none in his work among the beasts in the stockyard. All I know
-myself I learnt from him, and I should be less than grateful if I were
-above owning it. But that has nothing to do with my story. Having caught
-my horse, I took him up to the stable and put a first-class polish on
-him with the brush, then, fastening him up to the bough-shade to be
-ready when I wanted him, hurried in to my breakfast. When I entered the
-room my father was already seated at the table. He received me after his
-usual fashion, which was to look me up and down, smile in a way that was
-quite his own, and then, with a heavy sigh, return to his reading as if
-it were a matter of pain to him to have anything at all to do with me.
-When we were half through the meal he glanced up from his book, and
-said,--
-
-'As soon as you've done your breakfast, you'd better be off and muster
-Kidgeree paddock. If you come across Bates's bull bring him in with you
-and let him remain in the yard until I see him.'
-
-This was not at all what I had looked forward to on my birthday, so I
-said,--
-
-'I can't muster to-day. It's my birthday, and I'm going out.'
-
-He stared at me for nearly a minute without speaking, and then said with
-a sneer,--
-
-'I'm sure I very much regret that I should have inadvertently interfered
-with your arrangements. Miss McLeod accompanies you, of course!'
-
-'I am going out with Sheilah! Yes!'
-
-Again he was silent for a few moments--then he looked up once more.
-
-'As it is your birthday of course you consider you have an excuse for
-laziness. Well, I suppose you must go, but if you should chance to
-honour the father with your society you might point out to him that, on
-two occasions this week, his sheep have been on my frontage.'
-
-'It's our own fault; we should mend our boundary.'
-
-'Indeed! And pray how long have you been clear-headed enough to see
-that?'
-
-'Anyone could see it. It's not fair to blame Mr McLeod for what is not
-his fault.'
-
-'Dear me! This perspicuity is really most pleasing. An unexpected Daniel
-come to judgment, I declare. Well, at anyrate, I'll give you a note to
-take to the snuffling old hound and in it I'll tell him that the next
-beast of his I catch on my property I'll shoot. That's a fair warning.
-You can come in for it when you are starting.'
-
-'I shall not take it.'
-
-'Indeed! I am sorry to hear that. Your civility is evidently on a par
-with your industry.'
-
-Then, seeing that I had risen, he bowed ironically, and wished me a
-'very good morning.'
-
-I did not answer, but marched out of the room, my cheeks flushed with
-passion. Nothing, I knew, gave him greater pleasure than to let him see
-that he had hurt me, and yet, do what I would, I could not prevent
-myself from showing it.
-
-Having passed through the house, I went into the kitchen to obtain from
-Betty, who still constituted the female element of our household, some
-provender for the day. This obtained, I saddled my horse, strapped a
-quart pot on to my saddle, mounted, and rode off. As I passed the front
-of the house I heard my father call to me to stop, but I did not heed
-him, and rode on down the track to the ford, thence, through the
-township, to McLeod's selection.
-
-And now a few words about the latter's homestead--the house which has
-played such a prominent part in my life's drama. I think I have already
-told you that it stood on the top of a small rise about a quarter of a
-mile above the river and looked right up the valley over the township
-roofs, just in the opposite direction to ours. In the twelve years that
-McLeod had lived there he had added considerably to it--a room here and
-there--till it had grown into a rambling, disconnected, but charming,
-old place, overgrown with creepers, and nestling in a perfect jungle of
-peppermint trees, gums, oranges and bamboos. The stockyard, for the
-selection carried about five hundred cattle and a couple of thousand
-sheep, was located at the back, with the stables and Sheilah's
-poultry-yard; and it had always been one of my greatest pleasures to be
-allowed to go down and give the old man a hand with his mustering or
-branding; to help Sheilah run up the milkers, or to hunt for eggs in the
-scrub with her when the hens escaped and laid outside.
-
-Reaching the slip panels I jumped off and tied my horse to the fence;
-then went up the shady path towards the house. Bless me! how the memory
-of that morning comes back as I sit talking now. The hot sun, for it was
-the middle of summer, was streaming through the foliage and dancing on
-the path; there was the creeper-covered verandah, with its chairs and
-old-fashioned sofa inviting one to make oneself at home, and, last but
-not least, there was Sheilah standing waiting for me, dressed in her
-dark green habit and wearing a big straw hat upon her pretty head.
-
-'You're late, Jim,' she said, for, however much she might spoil me,
-Sheilah always made a point of telling me my faults, 'I've been waiting
-for you nearly half-an-hour.'
-
-'I'm sorry, Sheilah,' I answered. 'I could not get away as soon as I
-expected.'
-
-I did not tell her what had really made me so late; for somehow, even if
-I did think badly of my father myself, I had no wish that other people
-should do so too.
-
-'But I am forgetting,' she continued, 'I ought first to have wished you
-many happy returns of the day, dear old Jim, and have scolded you
-afterwards.'
-
-'Somehow I never seem to take offence however much you scold, Sheilah,'
-I said, as we left the verandah and went round by the neat path to the
-stables.
-
-'Then it's not much use my trying to do you any good, is it?' she
-answered with a little laugh.
-
-We found her pretty bay pony standing waiting at the rails, and when
-she was ready I swung her up into the saddle like a bird. Then mounting
-my own horse, off we went down the track, through the wattle scrub,
-across the little bubbling creek that joined the big river a bit below
-the township, and finally away through the Mulga towards the mountains
-and the Blackfellow's Cave.
-
-It was a breathless morning--the beginning of a typical Australian
-summer day. In the trees overhead the cicadas chirped, parroquets and
-wood pigeons flew swiftly across our path; now and again we almost rode
-over a big silly kangaroo, who went blundering away at what looked a
-slow enough pace, but was in reality one that would have made a good
-horse do all he knew to keep up with him. Our animals were in splendid
-trim and, in spite of the heat, we swung easily along, side by side,
-laughing and chattering, as if we had never known a care in our lives.
-Indeed, I don't know that we had then. At least not as I understand
-cares now.
-
-About ten o'clock we halted for half-an-hour in the shadow of a big gum,
-and alongside a pretty water-hole. Then, continuing our ride, we reached
-the Blackfellow's Cave about mid-day.
-
-How the cave received its name must remain a mystery; personally, I
-never remember to have seen a black fellow within half-a-dozen miles of
-it. In fact, I believe they invariably avoided it, being afraid of
-meeting 'debil-debils' in its dark and gloomy interior.
-
-On arrival, we hobbled our horses out, lit a fire, and, as soon as we
-had procured water from a pool hard by, set our quart pot on to boil.
-This done, we made tea, ate our lunch, and then marched in to explore
-the cavern. It was a queer enough place in all conscience, cave leading
-from cave and passage from passage, and for each we had our own
-particular name--the church, the drawing-room, the coach-house, and a
-dozen others. Some were pitch dark, and necessitated our lighting the
-candle Sheilah had brought with her, others were open at the top,
-enabling us, through the aperture, to see the bright blue sky overhead.
-From one to another we wandered, trying the echoes, and making each
-resound with the noises of our voices. The effects produced were most
-weird, and I could not help thinking that any black fellow who might
-have penetrated inside would soon have collected material for
-'debil-debil' yarns sufficient to last him and his tribe for
-generations.
-
-At last, having thoroughly explored everything we made our way out into
-the open air once more. By this time it was nearly three o'clock and a
-terribly hot afternoon. Not a breath of wind stirred the leaves, while
-the parched earth seemed to throw back the sun's scorching rays with all
-the fierceness of a burning-glass. It was too hot even for the birds,
-and though we could hear the monotonous cawing of crows in the distance,
-and the occasional chatter of the parakeets, not one was visible;
-indeed, when an old-man kangaroo hopped on to the little plateau before
-the cave's mouth, and saw us, it was nearly half-a-minute before he
-could find sufficient energy to hop away again. The cicadas were still
-busy in the trees, and in the dead atmosphere their chirrup seemed to
-echo half across the world.
-
-When it was time for us to think of returning home, we crossed to where
-our horses were standing idly whisking their tails under a big gum, and
-having saddled them, mounted and started on our journey. We had not,
-however, proceeded more than five miles before thick clouds rose in the
-sky, driven by a strong wind that rustled the dry twigs and grass, and
-sent the dust flying about our ears like so much small shot.
-
-Suddenly Sheilah brought her pony to a standstill and began to sniff
-the wind.
-
-'What is it?' I asked, stopping my horse and looking round at her. 'What
-do you smell?'
-
-'Burning grass,' she answered. And as she spoke I got a distinct whiff
-of it myself.
-
-'There's a fire somewhere,' she said; 'I hope it's not coming our way.'
-
-'It is probably on the top of the ranges,' I answered. 'And the wind's
-funnelling it down to us.'
-
-For some time we rode on in silence, the smell growing stronger and
-stronger as we progressed. Overhead, dense smoke was floating towards
-us, while the air was becoming momentarily hotter.
-
-'It is a fire, and a big one,' I said, pulling my horse up again and
-signing to Sheilah to do the same. 'The question is whether we are wise
-in going on, without first finding out which way it is coming.
-
-'It's somewhere in the gully ahead of us,' said Sheilah. 'Let us proceed
-as far as we can.'
-
-Accordingly we rode on, the smoke getting every moment thicker, and the
-heat more powerful. Presently we reached a slight eminence, from which
-we knew we should be able to command a good view of the gully we were
-about to enter. As we ascended the little rise, however, something
-caught my eye, and I turned and shouted to Sheilah--
-
-'Round--round, and ride for your life!'
-
-As I spoke I wheeled my horse and she followed my example--but not
-before we had both seen a thin line of fire run through the dry grass
-not fifty yards from where we stood. Next moment there was an awful
-blaze behind us, and our terrified horses were dashing down the gully,
-as fast as they could lay their legs to the ground. It was perilous
-going, over rocks and logs, across rain chasms and between trees, but
-heedless of anything we rode on at breakneck speed, knowing that we were
-racing for our very lives. And the flames came after us with the fury
-and noise of an express train. When we had gone about a hundred yards I
-looked at Sheilah. She was sitting back in her saddle, her mouth firmly
-set, steering her terrified and almost unmanageable pony with all the
-skill and dexterity of which she was mistress.
-
-As we turned the corner I looked back and saw that the fire had
-stretched high up the hills on either side, while it was also sweeping
-down the valley behind us with terrifying rapidity. Fast as we were
-going, the flames were overtaking us. What were we to do to escape? The
-heat was so intense that it was sapping every atom of strength out of
-the horses, and one crash into a tree, one stumble in a hole, one little
-mistake and the result would be an awful and agonising death. On all
-sides were terrified animals--cattle, horses, sheep, kangaroo, emu,
-wallabies, dingoes even, all like ourselves flying for their lives,
-while overhead thousands of birds flew screeching before the hot blast.
-I endeavoured to keep my horse by the side of Sheilah's in order to be
-ready to help her in case of accident, but it was almost an
-impossibility. Seeing that we might be separated I called to her.
-
-'Steer to your left, and if possible try to reach the cave.'
-
-She nodded to let me see that she understood, and then on we went as
-before. Strong man as I was, the heat behind, the choking smoke and the
-awful glare all round were almost more than I could bear, and I dared
-not think of their effect on Sheilah. But whatever her sufferings may
-have been, she was riding as carefully as if nothing out of the common
-were occurring.
-
-Leaving a little bit of open ground we plunged into the scrub again,
-but had not gone twenty paces in it before an awful thing happened.
-Sheilah's pony, who for the last hundred yards had been going very
-heavily, now put his foot into a hole and went down with a crash,
-throwing the girl over his head a dozen feet or more. With a cry of
-terror I pulled my horse to a standstill, and jumped off, but Sheilah
-lay as if she were dead, her legs curled up under her and her head
-curiously twisted round. The pony was screaming with agony where he had
-fallen. What was to be done? There was not an instant to be lost.
-Dragging my own frightened horse over to where she lay, I picked her up.
-She was unconscious and for a moment I thought the fall had broken her
-neck. Then I turned to her poor pony, who by this time had struggled to
-his feet. One glance told me the worst. He had broken his off fore leg
-and it was useless counting further on him for assistance. Here was a
-terrible position. As far as I could see only one thing was to be done.
-The flames were drawing closer and closer--there was scarcely time for
-thought. A large log lay near at hand. I backed my horse against it, and
-then lifting poor Sheilah in my arms, placed her on his wither and
-climbed into the saddle. Being only a youngster and very high-spirited,
-he did not take very kindly to this curious proceeding, but I forced him
-to it with a strength and determination I did not know that I possessed,
-and then, holding Sheilah in my arms, off we went again, leaving her own
-pony to meet his fate from the on-rushing flames.
-
-If my ride had been difficult before, I will leave you to imagine how
-much more perilous it was now that I had not only to guide my horse in
-order to escape low hanging branches and other dangers, but at the same
-time to hold Sheilah in her place. She lay with her pretty head hanging
-over my arm, as white and still as death.
-
-On--on we dashed for our very lives. The pace had been fast before--now,
-even with the additional burden my animal had to bear, it was terrific.
-But I knew we could not be more than a couple of miles at furthest from
-the cave. If he only could keep it up till then, it was just possible we
-might be saved.
-
-But even as this thought passed through my brain I felt his powers begin
-to fail. The old elasticity was quite gone, and I had to rouse him with
-my voice and heel. Oh, how awful seemed my utter helplessness--my life,
-Sheilah's life, her father's happiness, all depending on the strength,
-pluck and endurance of an uncomprehending animal. I called him by name;
-in an ecstasy of fear I even promised him perpetual ease for the rest of
-his equine existence if only he would carry me as far as the cave. And
-then it was, in that moment of despair, when death seemed inevitable for
-both of us, that I discovered that I loved Sheilah with something more
-than the brotherly affection I had always supposed myself to entertain
-for her. Yes! I was a man and she was a woman, and with all the
-certainty of a man's knowledge, I knew that I loved her then. On, on
-brave horse and give that love a chance of ripening. On, on, though the
-clammy sweat of death bedews and paralyses thy nostrils, on, on, for on
-thy courage and endurance depends the happiness of two human lives.
-
-By this time the wind had risen to the strength of a hurricane and this
-could only mean that the flames would travel proportionately faster.
-They could not be more than half a mile behind us now at the greatest
-calculation, and the cave was, perhaps, half that distance ahead. It was
-a race for life with the odds against us, but at all hazards, even if I
-had to lay down my own to do it, I knew that Sheilah must be saved.
-Looking back on it now I can truthfully say that that was my one and
-only thought. On and on we went--the horse lurching in his stride, his
-powers failing him with every step; and yet we dared not dismount, for I
-knew that I could not run fast enough with Sheilah in my arms to stand
-any possible chance of saving her.
-
-At last we turned the corner of the gully, and could see before us,
-scarcely more than a hundred yards distant, the black entrance to the
-cave. I looked round, and as I did so saw a narrow tongue of fire lick
-out and seize upon the grass scarcely fifty yards behind us. Great beads
-of sweat rose upon my forehead; blisters, caused by the intense heat,
-were forming on my neck; my hat was gone, and my horse's strength was
-failing him with every stride. God help us, for we were in desperate
-straits. And only a hundred yards lay between us and safety. Then I felt
-the animal under me pause, and give a shiver--he struggled on for a few
-yards, and then down in a heap he went without more ado, throwing us
-gently from him in his fall. Death was surely only a matter of a few
-moments now. However, I was not going to die without a struggle.
-
-Springing up I again took Sheilah in my arms, and set off with her as
-fast as I could run towards the cave. Short distance though it was, it
-seemed an eternity before I had toiled to the top of the little hill,
-crossed the plateau, and was laying my precious burden upon the ground
-inside the cave. Then I fell beside her, too much exhausted to care very
-much what became of me. As I did so, I heard the fire catch great trees
-outside, and presently little flames came licking up almost to the
-entrance of the cave where we lay. Still Sheilah remained unconscious,
-and for some few moments I was but little better. As soon, however, as
-my strength returned to me, I picked her up again and bore her through
-the first cave into the second, where it was comparatively light and
-cool. Leaving her alone here for a minute I picked my way into the third
-cave, where there was a small pool of spring water. From this I took a
-deep draught, and then, wetting my handkerchief thoroughly, hurried back
-to Sheilah's side. Thereupon I set to work to bathe her hands and face,
-but for some time without any satisfactory result. Then her eyes
-opened, and she looked about her. At first she seemed scarcely to
-comprehend where she was, or what had happened, but her memory soon came
-back to her, and as she heard the roar of the fire outside and felt the
-hot blast sweeping into the cave, a great shudder swept over her.
-
-'Ah! I remember now!' she said. 'I had a fall. What has become of poor
-Rorie?'
-
-'We had to leave him behind.'
-
-She put her little hands up to her eyes, as if to shut out the dreadful
-picture my words had conjured up.
-
-'But how did you get me here?' she asked.
-
-'I carried you on my saddle before me till my own horse dropped,' I
-said, 'and then I brought you the rest of the distance in my arms.'
-
-She closed her eyes and was silent for a minute or so, then she opened
-them again and turned to me with a womanliness I had never before
-remarked in her.
-
-'Jim,' she said, laying her little hand upon my arm, 'you have saved my
-life! As long as I live I will never forget what you have done for me
-to-day!'
-
-From that moment she was no longer Sheilah, my old playfellow and
-almost sister. She was Sheilah, the goddess--the one woman to be loved
-by me for the remainder of my life.
-
-I took her hand and kissed it. Then everything seemed to swim round
-me--a great darkness descended upon me, and I fell back in a dead faint.
-
-When I recovered myself and was able to move, I left her and went into
-the outer cave. The fire had passed, and was sweeping on its way down
-the gully, leaving behind it a waste of blackened earth, and in many
-cases still flaring timber. But prudence told me that the ground was
-still far too hot to be safe for walking on. So I went back to Sheilah,
-and we sat talking about our narrow escape until nightfall.
-
-Then just as we were wondering how, since we had no horses, we could
-best make our way home, a shout echoed in the outer cave, and we ran
-there to be confronted by McLeod, my father and half-a-dozen other
-township men who had come out in search of us. Sheilah flew to her
-father's arms, while I looked anxiously, I must confess, at mine. But,
-whether he felt any emotion or not, he allowed no sign to escape him. He
-only held out his hand, and said dryly,--
-
-'This, you see, is the outcome of your obstinacy.'
-
-Then he turned and called to a black boy, who stood outside holding a
-horse. The lad brought the animal up, and my father signed to me to
-mount, which I did, and presently we were all making our way home.
-
-At the entrance to the township, where we were to separate, I stopped
-the animal I was riding and turned to Sheilah to say good-bye. She drew
-the horse her father had brought for her up alongside mine, and said
-softly,--
-
-'Good-bye, and God bless you, Jim! Whatever may happen in the future, I
-shall never forget what you have done for me to-day.'
-
-Then old McLeod, who had heard from Sheilah all about our ride for life,
-came up and thanked me in his old-fashioned way for having saved his
-daughter's life, and after that we rode home, my father and I, silently,
-side by side. As soon as supper was over, I went to bed, thoroughly worn
-out, but the stirring events of the day had been too much for me, and so
-hour after hour I lay tossing about, unable to sleep. At last I dozed
-off, only to be wakened a short while later by a curious sound coming
-from my father's room. Not knowing what it might be, I sprang from my
-bed and went into the verandah, where I had a clear view into his
-apartment. And a curious sight it was that I saw.
-
-My father was kneeling at his bedside, his head hidden in his hands,
-praying as if his whole life depended on it. His hands were white with
-the tenacity of their grip on each other, and his whole figure quivered
-under the influence of his emotion. When he raised his head I saw that
-his face was stained with tears and that others were still coursing down
-his cheeks. But the reason of it all was more than I could tell.
-
-Having satisfied my curiosity, and feeling somehow rather ashamed of
-myself for having watched him, I went back to bed and fell fast asleep,
-not to wake next morning till the sun was high in the sky.
-
-
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-
-CHAPTER III
-
-WHISPERING PETE
-
-
-After the events described in the preceding chapter it was a new life
-that Sheilah opened up for me--one as different from that which had
-existed before as could well be imagined. Every moment I could spare
-from my work (and I was generally pretty busy for the reason that my
-father was increasing in years and he had resigned a large measure of
-the management of his property to me) was spent in her company. I
-thought of her all day and dreamed of her all night.
-
-For two important reasons, however, I was compelled to keep my love a
-secret, both from herself and from the world in general. My father would
-have laughed the very notion of an engagement to scorn, and without his
-consent I was in less than in no position at all to marry. Therefore I
-said nothing on the subject to anybody.
-
-And now having introduced you to the good angel of my life, I must do
-the same for the reverse character.
-
-About two years after the bush fire described in the last chapter, there
-came to our township, whither nobody was ever able to discover, a man
-who was destined to exercise a truly sinister influence upon my life.
-
-In appearance he presented a strange individuality, being of medium
-stature, with a queer sort of Portuguese face, out of which two dark
-eyes glittered like those of a snake. He arrived in the township late
-one summer evening, mounted on a fine upstanding bay mare and followed
-by a couple of the most diabolical-looking black boys any man could
-possibly set eyes on, stayed the night at the grog shanty, and early
-next morning rode off up the hill as far as Merther's old homestead,
-which it was said he had taken for a term of years. Whatever its
-intrinsic advantages may have been, it was a queer place for a man to
-choose; firstly, because of the strange stories that were told about it,
-and secondly, because it had stood empty for nearly five years and was
-reported to be overrun by snakes, rats and scorpions. But Whispering
-Pete, by which name he afterwards became known to us (from a peculiar
-habit he had of speaking in a voice but little louder than a whisper)
-seemed to have no objection to either the rumours or the vermin, but
-just went his way--doing a bit of horse and cattle dealing as the
-chances turned up--never interfering with his neighbours, and only
-showing him self in the township when compelled by the exigencies of his
-business to do so.
-
-It was not until some considerable time after the events which it is my
-purpose to describe to you now that I heard the stories, that were told
-about him, but when I did I could easily credit their truth. Among other
-peculiarities the man was an ardent and clever musician, and strangely
-enough, considering his brutality towards grown-up people, a great lover
-of children. It was well known that the little ones could do more with
-him in five minutes than anyone else could hope to do in a lifetime.
-Women, I believe, had never filled any place in his life. The following
-episode in his career will, I fancy give you a better notion of his
-character than any amount of explanation upon my part could do.
-
-Somewhere on the Murray River, Pete, who was then running a flash hotel
-for squatters and skippers of the river steamers, managed to get himself
-into hot water with the police on a charge of working an illicit still.
-They had had suspicions of him for some considerable time, but, knowing
-the character of their man, had waited in order to make certain before
-effecting his arrest. One of his acquaintances, however, a man, who for
-some reason or another bore him no good will, put them on the right
-track, and now all they had to do was to ride up to his residence and
-take him into custody. By the time they reached it, however, Pete had
-been warned by somebody and had taken to the bush to be out of the way.
-He did not return to the neighbourhood but left South Australia
-forthwith, and migrated into New South Wales, where he embarked upon a
-new career, much to the relief of the man who had betrayed him, whose
-life, as you may imagine, had up to this time been cursed with the very
-real fear of Pete's revenge.
-
-The months went slowly by, Pete was not heard of again, and at last it
-so happened that this self-same individual was also compelled, by the
-exigencies of his business, to leave South Australia, and to cross into
-the oldest Colony, where, being a sanguine man, he hoped to lay the
-foundation of a fortune. By the time he reached his destination Pete was
-once more an outlaw, and the police were looking for him, but on what
-charge I cannot now remember. It is sufficient that he was known to be
-in hiding near the identical township where his old enemy had taken up
-his abode. Of course, when the latter made his choice and had fixed upon
-this particular locality, he did not know this; but he was to learn it
-before very long, and in a manner that was destined to prove highly
-unpleasant, if not dangerous, to himself and his family.
-
-It was a terribly hot summer that year, and the country was burnt up to
-a cinder; bush fires were of almost daily occurrence, and the loss of
-life during that particular season was, so the oldest inhabitants
-asserted, exceptional. Beeton, the new-comer--the man who had betrayed
-Pete in South Australia, as narrated, nearly two years before--had taken
-up a selection some few miles outside the township, had built himself a
-homestead, and had settled down in it with his wife and family,
-blissfully unconscious that the man whom he dreaded meeting more than he
-would have done the Father of Evil himself was hidden in a large cavern
-in the ranges scarcely ten miles, as the crow flies, from his own
-verandah steps. He imagined that everything was safe, and went about his
-daily work feeling as contented with his lot in life as any man who
-takes up new country and begins to work it can expect to be. The sword,
-however, which was suspended above his head by a single hair, was
-beginning to tremble, and would fall before very long and cut him to
-pieces in so doing.
-
-Now it had so happened that in the old days in South Australia, when
-Pete and Beeton had still been friends, the former had been a constant
-playfellow of the latter's youngest child, a bewitching little girl of
-two, who returned with interest the affection the other bestowed upon
-her. Two days before Christmas, this mite, now nearly three years old,
-strayed away from her home and was lost in the scrub. Search parties
-were organised and sent out in every direction, but without success;
-look where they would, they could find no trace of her. And for a very
-good reason. All the time they were hunting for her she was safe and
-sound in Pete's cavern. The outlaw had found her when she was about ten
-miles from home, and had conveyed her there with all possible speed. He
-was well aware what he was doing, for the child had recognised him at
-once, and he had never forgotten her. It would probably have surprised
-some of those who were wont to regard him with so much apprehension
-could they have seen him during the evening, playing with his little
-guest upon the floor of the cavern; and later on, seated by her side,
-telling her fairy stories until she began to feel sleepy, when she
-insisted upon saying her prayers to him, and compelled him to listen
-with all the gravity at his command.
-
-The following morning he made up his mind, mounted his horse and,
-lifting the child up before him, set off through the scrub in the
-direction of the father's selection. Reaching the boundary fence, from
-which the house could be easily seen, he kissed the youngster and set
-her down, bidding her run home as fast as she could go and let her
-mother see that she was none the worse for her adventure. When he had
-made sure that she had reached her destination, he wheeled his horse
-and set off on his return journey to the ranges. As he did so he saw the
-signs of a bush fire rising above the trees ahead of him, dense clouds
-of smoke were rolling up into the azure sky, and, as if to make the
-danger more complete, the wind was freshening every minute. A
-quarter-of-an-hour later it looked as if his fate were sealed. Behind
-him was civilisation, with its accompaniment of police; ahead, and on
-either hand, the fire and seemingly certain destruction by one of the
-most terrible deaths imaginable. What was he to do? It did not take him
-very long, however, to make up his mind. At one spot, a couple of miles
-or so to his left, the smoke was not so heavy, and his knowledge of the
-country told him the reason of this. It was due to a dry water-course in
-which there was nothing that would burn. Urging his horse forward he
-made for it as fast as he could go. But he was not destined to get there
-quite as quickly as he expected, for, when he was only a hundred yards
-or so distant from the bank, his quick eye detected the body of a man
-lying on the ground beneath a casuarina tree. With his habitual
-carelessness of human life he was about to leave him to be dealt with by
-the on-rushing flames, when he chanced to catch sight of the other's
-face. Then he pulled his horse to a standstill, as if he had been shot.
-The individual on the ground was Beeton, the man who had betrayed him in
-South Australia, and the father of the child whom he had risked so much
-that day to save. The recognition was mutual, for the man, though quite
-incapable of moving (he had broken his right leg, so it transpired
-later) was still conscious. Here was a glorious chance of revenge, and
-one of which Pete was just the sort of man to take the fullest
-advantage. He brought his terrified horse a little closer, and lolling
-in his saddle looked calmly down on his prostrate foe.
-
-'How d'ye do, Beeton?' he said, with the easy familiarity of an old
-acquaintance, to all intents and purposes quite oblivious to the fact
-that an enormous bush fire was raging in their vicinity, and was every
-second drawing closer to them. 'It is some time since we last had the
-pleasure of meeting, or my memory deceives me. Let me see, I think it
-was in South Australia, was it not?'
-
-Beeton's complexion was even whiter than it had been before as he
-glanced up at his enemy and marked the relentless look upon his face.
-He did not answer, however.
-
-'Looks as if you've been inconsiderate enough to have forgotten the
-circumstance,' continued Pete, mockingly, 'and yet, if I'm not making a
-mistake, there was every reason why you should have remembered it.
-However, that does not matter; it seems as if I'm to have a chance of
-getting even with you after all. D'you see yonder fire? Well it will
-pass this way in a few minutes. There's only one chance of escape and
-that is to make your way into the creek bed yonder. I should advise you
-to hurry up and get there unless you wish to be roasted to a cinder.'
-
-'Curse you, you can see I'm done for and can't move,' cried the other in
-a tone of agony. 'If you were not the devil you are, you would help me
-to get there. But you will leave me to die, I know.'
-
-'Why should I help you?' inquired Pete, with continued calmness. 'Who
-was it put the police on my track at Yackamunda, eh--and drove me out
-here? Why, you did! And now you want me to save you. No, my lad, you can
-lie there and burn for all I care or will help you.'
-
-'Then be off,' cried the man on the ground, with the savageness of
-despair. 'If I'm to die let me die alone, not with those devilish eyes
-of yours watching me!'
-
-By this time the heat was almost unbearable, and Pete's horse was
-growing unmanageable. He plunged and snorted at the approaching flames,
-until none but a man of Pete's experience and dexterity could have
-retained his seat in the saddle.
-
-'Since you do not desire my presence,' said Pete, 'I'll wish you a good
-afternoon.'
-
-So saying he lifted his hat with diabolical politeness and started for
-the creek. He had not gone very far, however, before he changed his mind
-and once more brought his horse to a standstill, this time with even
-more difficulty than before, for the animal was now almost beyond
-control. Glancing round to see how far the flames were away, he leapt
-from the saddle to the ground, and realising that he would not have time
-to make the beast secure, let him go free, and set off as fast as his
-legs would carry him back to the spot where he had left his enemy to
-meet his fate. As he reached it, the flames entered a little belt of
-timber fifty yards from the place.
-
-'Come, Beeton,' he cried. 'If you're going to be saved there's not an
-instant to lose. Let me get a good hold of you and I'll see what I can
-do. Confound the man, he's fainted.'
-
-Picking the prostrate figure up as if he weighed only a few pounds, he
-placed him on his shoulder and set off at a run for the creek. It was a
-race for life with a vengeance, and only a man like Pete could have
-hoped to win it. As it was, he reached the bank just as the foremost
-flames were licking up the dry grass not a dozen paces from where he had
-stood. When they reached the bottom Beeton was saved, but what it was
-that had induced his benefactor to do it it is doubtful if he himself
-could tell. That evening, when the fire had passed, he walked into the
-township and gave himself up to the police, at the same time bidding
-them send out for the man he had risked his life to save.
-
-I have narrated this incident at some length in order that you may have
-an idea of the complex character of the man who was later on to exercise
-such a potent influence on my life. That it was a complex character I
-don't think anyone will attempt to deny. And it was to those who knew
-him best that he appeared in the strangest light. How well I remember my
-first meeting with him.
-
-It was about a month after his arrival in the district that I had
-occasion one morning to cross the river and visit his selection in order
-to inquire about a young bull of ours that had been seen working his way
-down the boundary fence. I rode up to the slip panels, let myself in,
-and went round the tangled wilderness of green stuff to the back of the
-house. Much of it was in a tumble-down state; indeed, I had heard that
-only three rooms were really habitable. In the yard I found the two
-black boys previously mentioned, and whom I had had described to me,
-playing knuckle bones on a log. They looked up at me in some surprise,
-and when I told one of them to go in and let his master know that I
-wanted to see him, it was nearly a minute before he did so. In response
-to the summons, however, Whispering Pete emerged, his queer eyes
-blinking in the sunlight, for all the world like a cat's. He came over
-to where I sat on my horse, and asked my business.
-
-'My name is Heggarstone,' I replied. 'And I come from the station across
-the river. I want to inquire after a young brindle bull that was last
-seen working his way down your boundary fence. I believe he crossed the
-river above the township.'
-
-'I don't know that I've seen him,' whispered Pete, at the same time
-looking into my face and taking stock of me with those extraordinary
-eyes of his. 'But I'll make inquiries. In the meantime get off your
-horse and come inside, won't you?'
-
-Anxious to see what sort of place he had made of Merther's old shanty, I
-got off, and, having made my horse fast to a post, followed Pete into
-his dwelling. A long and dark passage led from the back door right
-through the house to the front verandah. Passing along this, we
-proceeded to a room on the right hand side, the door of which he threw
-open.
-
-I'd only been in the house once before in my life, and that was when old
-Merther had the place and kept it like a pig-sty. Now everything was
-changed, and I found myself in a room such as I had never in my life
-seen before. It was large and well-shaped, with dark panelled walls, had
-a big, old-fashioned fireplace at one end, in which half-a-dozen people
-could have seated themselves comfortably, and a long French window at
-the other, leading into the verandah, and thence into the tangled
-wilderness of front garden.
-
-But it was not the shape or the size of the room that surprised me as
-much as the way in which it was furnished. Books there were, as in our
-rooms at home, and to be counted by the hundred, mixed up pell-mell with
-a collection of antique swords, quite a couple of dozen silver cups on
-brackets, pictures, a variety of fowling-pieces, rifles and pistols, a
-couple of suits of armour, looking very strange upon their carved
-pedestals, an easel draped with a curtain, a lot of what looked like
-valuable china, a heavy, carved table, two or three comfortable chairs,
-and last, but by no means least, a piano placed across one corner with a
-pile of music on the top. Though I had it all before me, I could hardly
-believe my eyes, for this was the last house in the township I should
-have expected to find furnished in such a fashion.
-
-'Sit down,' said Pete, pointing to a large chair. 'Perhaps you will let
-me offer you some refreshment after your ride?'
-
-It was a hot morning, and I was thirsty, so I gladly accepted his
-hospitality. Hearing this, he went to a quaint old cupboard on one side
-of the room and from it took a bottle with a gold cap--which I knew
-contained champagne. This was a luxury of which I had never partaken,
-for in the bush in those days we were very simple in our tastes, and I
-doubt if even the grog shanty itself had a bottle of this wine upon the
-premises, much less any other house in the township. Pete placed two
-strange-shaped glasses on the table, and then unscrewed the cork, not
-using a corkscrew as I should have done had I been in his place. The
-wine creamed and bubbled in the glasses, and, after handing one to me,
-my host took the other himself, and, bowing slightly, said, 'I drink to
-our better acquaintance, Mr Heggarstone.'
-
-I knew I ought to say something polite in return, but for the life of me
-I could think of nothing, so I simply murmured, 'Thank you,' and drank
-off my wine at a gulp, an action which seemed to surprise him
-considerably. He said nothing, however, but poured me out another
-glassful, and then took a small silver case from his pocket which, when
-he offered it to me, I discovered contained cigarettes.
-
-'Do try one,' he said. 'If you are a cigarette smoker, I think you will
-enjoy them. They are real Turkish, and as I have them made for myself I
-can guarantee their purity.'
-
-I took one, lit it, and by the time it was half smoked felt more at my
-ease. The wine was having a tranquillising effect upon me, and the
-strings of my tongue were loosened. I even went so far as to comment
-upon his room.
-
-'So glad you like it,' he murmured softly, with an intonation impossible
-to imitate. 'It's so difficult, as possibly you are aware, to make a
-room in any way artistic in these awful up-country townships--the
-material one has to work upon is, as a rule, so very, very crude. In
-this particular instance I can scarcely claim much credit, for this old
-room was originally picturesque, and all I had to do was to put my
-things in it, and give them a certain semblance of order.'
-
-'And how do you manage to employ your time up here?' I asked.
-
-He looked at me a little curiously for a moment and then said,--
-
-'Well, in the first place, I have my work among my cattle, and then I
-paint a little, as you see by that easel, then I have my piano, and my
-books. But at the same time I feel bound to confess existence is a
-little monotonous. One wants a friend, you know, and that's why I took
-the liberty of asking you to come in and see my room.'
-
-Though I did not quite see what my friendship had to do with his room,
-I could not help feeling a little gratified at the compliment he paid
-me. Presently I said,--
-
-'I hope you won't think me rude, but would it be too much to ask you to
-play me something?'
-
-'I will do so with great pleasure,' he answered. 'I am glad you are fond
-of music. But first let me fill your glass and offer you another
-cigarette.'
-
-Having made me comfortable, he went across to the piano and sat down
-before it. For a few moments he appeared to be thinking, and then his
-fingers fell upon the notes, and a curious melody followed--the like of
-which I never remember to have heard before. I have always been
-strangely susceptible to the influence of music, and I think my host
-must have discovered this, for presently he began to sing in a low,
-silky sort of voice, that echoed in my brain for hours afterwards. What
-the song was I do not know, but while it lasted I sat entranced. When it
-was finished he rose and came across to me again.
-
-'I hope you will take pity upon a poor hermit, and let me see you
-sometimes,' he said, lighting another cigarette. 'For the future you
-must consider this house and all it contains yours, whenever you care to
-use it.'
-
-I took this as a dismissal and accordingly rose, at the same time
-thanking him for the treat he had given me.
-
-'Oh, please don't be so grateful!' he said, with a laugh, 'or I shall
-begin to believe you don't mean it. Well, if you really must be going,
-let me call your horse.'
-
-He opened the door and gave a peculiar whistle, which was immediately
-answered from the back premises. A few moments later my horse made his
-appearance before the front verandah. I shook hands, and, having
-mounted, looked once more into his curious eyes, and then rode away. It
-was only when I reached home, and my father asked what answer I had
-brought back, that I remembered I had learned nothing of the animal
-about which I had ridden over to inquire.
-
-My father said nothing, because there was nothing to be said, but he
-evidently thought the more. As for me, I could think of nothing but that
-curious man, and the peculiar fascination he had exercised over me.
-
-A few days later I met him in the township. Directly he saw me he
-stopped his horse and entered into conversation with me.
-
-'I have been wondering when I should see you again,' he said. 'I was
-beginning to be afraid you had forgotten that such a person existed.'
-
-'I have been wanting to come up and see you,' I answered, 'but I did not
-like to thrust myself upon you. You might have been busy.'
-
-'You need never be afraid of that,' he answered, with his usual queer
-smile. No--please come up whenever you can. I shall always be glad to
-see you. What do you say to Thursday evening at eight o'clock?'
-
-I answered that I should be very glad to come, and then we separated,
-and I rode on to see Sheilah.
-
-Thursday evening came, and as soon as I had my supper, I set off across
-the creek to the old house on the hill. It had struck eight by the time
-I reached it, and to my surprise I heard the sound of voices coming from
-the sitting-room. I knocked at the door, and a moment later it was
-opened by my host himself, who shook me warmly by the hand and invited
-me to enter. Thereupon I passed into the lamp-lit room to discover two
-young men of the township, Pat Doolan and James Mountain, installed
-there. They were making themselves prodigiously at home, as if they had
-been there many times before. Which I believe they had.
-
-'I need not introduce you, I suppose?' said my host, looking round. 'You
-are probably well acquainted with these gentlemen.'
-
-As I had known them all my life, played with them as children, and met
-them almost every day since, it may be supposed that I was.
-
-We sat down and a general conversation ensued. After a while our host
-played and sang to us; drinks were served, and later on somebody--I
-really forget who--suggested a game of cards. The pasteboards were
-accordingly produced, and for the first time in my life I played for
-money. When, two hours later, we rose from the table, I was the winner
-of twenty pounds, while Pete had lost nearly fifty. I went home as happy
-as a man could well be, with the world in my watch pocket, not because I
-had won the money, but because I had been successful in something I had
-undertaken. How often that particular phase of vanity proves our
-undoing. Two evenings later I returned and won again, yet another
-evening, and still with the same result. Then the change came, my luck
-broke. I followed it up, but still lost. After that the sum I had won
-melted away like snow before the mid-day sun, till, on the fifth
-evening, I rose from the table having lost all I had previously won and
-fifteen pounds into the bargain. The next night I played again, hoping
-to retrieve my fortune, but ill-luck still pursued me, and I lost ten
-pounds more. This time it was much worse, for I had not enough capital
-by twenty pounds to meet my liabilities. I rose from the table like many
-another poor fool, bitterly cursing the hour I had first touched a card.
-The others had gone home, and when I prepared to follow them, Pete, to
-whom I owed the money, accompanied me into the verandah.
-
-'I'm sorry you've had such bad luck lately,' he said quietly. 'But you
-mustn't let the memory of the small sum you owe me trouble you. I'm in
-no hurry for it. Fortune's bound to smile on you again before very long,
-and then you can settle with me at your convenience.'
-
-'To tell the honest truth,' I blurted out, feeling myself growing hot
-all over, 'I can't pay. I ought not to have played at all.'
-
-'Oh, don't say that,' he answered. 'Remember we only do it for
-amusement. If you let your losses worry you I shall be more than
-miserable. No! come up next Monday evening, and let us see what will
-happen then.'
-
-Monday night came and I played and won!
-
-I paid Pete, and then, because I was a coward and afraid to stop lest
-they should laugh at me, began again. Once more I won, then Fortune
-again began to frown upon me, and I lost. We played every evening after
-that with varying success. At last the crash came. One evening, after
-liquidating my liabilities to the other men, I rose from the table owing
-Whispering Pete a hundred pounds.
-
-Bidding him good-night, I went down the hill in a sort of stupor. How I
-was to pay him I could not think. I had not a halfpenny in the world,
-and nothing that I could possibly sell to raise the money. That night,
-as may be imagined, I did not sleep a wink.
-
-Next morning I asked my father to advance me the amount in question. He
-inquired my reason, and as I declined to give it, he refused to consider
-my request.
-
-After that, for more than a week, I kept away from the house on the
-hill, being too much ashamed to go near it. My life, from being a fairly
-happy one, now became a burden to me. I carried my miserable secret
-locked up in my breast by day, and dreamed of it by night.
-
-Then the climax came. One evening a note from Whispering Pete was
-brought to me by one of his black boys. I took it into the house and
-read it with my coward heart in my mouth. It ran as follows:--
-
-
- 'DEAR JIM,--Have you quite forgotten me? I have been hoping every
- evening that you would come across for a chat. But you never put in
- an appearance. I suppose you have been too busy mustering lately to
- have any time to spare for visiting. If you are likely to be at
- home to-morrow evening, will you come across to supper at
- eight?--Yours ever,
-
- 'PETE.
-
- '_P.S._--By the way, would it be convenient to you to let me have
- that L100? I am sending down to Sydney, and being a trifle short it
- would just come in handily for a little speculation I have on
- hand.'
-
-
-Telling the boy to inform his master that I would come over and see him
-first thing in the morning, I returned to my own room and went to
-bed--but not to sleep.
-
-Next morning I saddled my horse and rode over as I had promised. When I
-arrived at the house, Whispering Pete was in the stable at the rear
-examining a fine chestnut horse that had just arrived. As soon as he saw
-me he looked a little confused I thought, and came out, carefully
-closing the door behind him. From the stable we passed into the house
-and to the sitting-room, where Pete bade me be seated.
-
-'I was beginning to fear I had offended you in some way, and that you
-wished to avoid me,' he began, as he offered me a cigarette.
-
-'So I did,' I answered boldly, 'and it's on account of that wretched
-money. Pete, I'm in an awful hole. I cannot possibly pay you just yet.
-To tell you the honest truth, at the present moment I haven't a red cent
-in the world, and I feel just about the meanest wretch in all
-Australia.'
-
-He gave his shoulders a peculiar twitch, as was his habit, and then rose
-to his feet, saying as he did so,--
-
-'And so you've worked yourself into this state about a paltry hundred
-pounds. Well, if I'd been told it by anybody else I'd not have believed
-it. Come, come, Jim, old man, if that debt worries you, we'll strike it
-off the books altogether. Thank God, I can safely say I'm not a
-money-grubber, and, all things considered, I set a greater value on your
-society than on twice a hundred pounds. So there that's done with, and
-you must forget all about it!'
-
-Generous as was his speech I could not help thinking there was something
-not quite sincere about it. However, he had lifted a great weight off my
-mind, and I thanked him profusely, at the same time telling him I should
-still regard myself as in his debt, and that I would repay him on the
-first possible opportunity.
-
-'Would you really like to pay me?' he said suddenly, as if an idea had
-struck him. 'Because, if you are desirous of doing so, I think I can
-find you a way by which you can not only liquidate your debt to me, but
-recoup yourself for all your losses into the bargain.'
-
-'And what is that?' I asked. 'If it's possible, of course I should like
-to do it.'
-
-'Well, I'll tell you. It's like this! You know, next month the township
-races come off, don't you? Well, it's to be the biggest meeting they
-have ever had, and, seeing that, I have determined to bring up a horse
-from the South and enter him for the Cup. Now, here's what I propose. I
-know your reputation as a horseman, and I think with you in the saddle
-my nag can just about win. I'll pay you a hundred pounds to ride him,
-and there you are. What do you say?'
-
-I thought for a moment, and then said,--
-
-'I won't take the hundred, but I'll ride the horse for you, if you wish
-it, with pleasure.'
-
-'Thank you,' he answered. 'I thought I could depend on you.'
-
-Little did I dream to what misery I was condemning myself by so readily
-consenting to his proposition.
-
-From Whispering Pete's house I went on through the township to see
-Sheilah. It was a lovely morning, with just a suspicion of a coming
-thunderstorm in the air. I found her in the yard among her fowls, a pale
-blue sun-bonnet on her head, and a basket full of eggs upon her arm. She
-looked incomparably sweet and womanly.
-
-'Why, Jim,' she said, looking up at me as I opened the gate and came
-into the yard, 'this is, indeed, an unexpected pleasure. I thought you
-were out mustering in your back country.'
-
-'No, Sheilah,' I replied. 'I had some important business in the
-township, which detained me. Directly it was completed I thought I'd
-come over and see you.'
-
-'That was kind of you,' she answered. 'I was wondering when you would
-come. We don't seem to have seen so much of you lately as we used to
-do.'
-
-Because there was a considerable amount of truth in what she said, and
-my conscience pricked me for having forsaken old friends for a new-comer
-like Whispering Pete, I naturally became indignant at such an accusation
-being brought against me. Sheilah looked at me in surprise, but for a
-few moments she said nothing, then, as we left the yard and went up the
-path towards the house, she put her little hand upon my arm and said
-softly,--
-
-'Jim, my dear old friend, you've something on your mind that's troubling
-you. Won't you tell me all about it and let me help you if I can?'
-
-'It's nothing that you can help me in, Sheilah,' I replied. 'I'm down on
-my luck, that's all; and, because I'm a fool, I've promised to do a
-thing that I know will make a lot of trouble in the future. However, as
-it can't be helped, it's no use crying over it, is it?'
-
-'Every use, if it can make you any happier. Jim, you've not been
-yourself for weeks past. Come, tell me all about it, and let me see if I
-can advise you. Has it, for instance, anything to do with Whispering
-Pete?'
-
-I looked at her in surprise.
-
-'What do you know about Whispering Pete?' I asked.
-
-'A good deal more than you think, or I like,' she answered, 'and when I
-find him making my old playfellow miserable, I am even more his enemy
-than before.'
-
-'I didn't say that it had anything to do with Whispering Pete,' I
-retorted, beginning to flare up, according to custom, at the idea of
-anything being said or hinted against those with whom I was intimate.
-
-'No, Jim, you didn't say so, but I'm certain he is at the bottom of it,
-whatever it is! Come, won't you tell me, old friend?'
-
-She looked into my face so pleadingly that I could not refuse her;
-besides, it had always been my custom to confide in Sheilah ever since I
-was a little wee chap but little bigger than herself, and somehow it
-seemed to come natural now. What's more, if the truth were known, I
-think it was just that very idea that had brought me down to see her.
-
-'It's this way, Sheilah,' I stammered, hardly knowing how to begin.
-'Like the fool I am, I've been playing cards up at Whispering Pete's for
-the last month or so, and, well, the long and the short of it is, I've
-lost more money than I can pay.'
-
-She didn't reproach me, being far too clever for that. She simply put
-her little hand in mine, and looked rather sorrowfully into my face.
-
-'Well, Jim?' she said.
-
-'Well, to make a long story short, I owe Whispering Pete a hundred
-pounds. He wrote asking me for the money. I couldn't pay, so I went over
-and told him straight out that I couldn't.'
-
-'That was brave of you!'
-
-'He received me very nicely and generously, and told me not to bother
-myself any more about it. Then I found there was something I could do
-for him in return.'
-
-'And what was that?'
-
-'Why, to ride his horse for the Cup at the township races next month.'
-
-'Oh, Jim--you won't surely do that, will you?'
-
-'Well, you see I've promised, and it's that that's worrying me.'
-
-'Jim, what is the amount you want to pay him off?'
-
-'A hundred pounds, Sheilah.'
-
-'Well, I have more than that saved. Jim, do let me lend it to you, and
-then you can pay him in full, and you needn't ride in the race. You
-know, Jim, that nobody among our friends in the township ever goes to
-them, and you must see for yourself what would be said if you rode.'
-
-'And what business would it be of anybody's pray, if I did? I go my way,
-they can go theirs.'
-
-'But I don't want people to think badly of you, Jim.'
-
-'If they're fools enough to do so because I ride a good horse in a fair
-race they'll think anything; and, as far as I'm concerned, they're
-welcome to their opinions.'
-
-'And you won't let me lend you the money, Jim?'
-
-'No, Sheilah, dear, it's impossible. I couldn't think of such a thing.
-But I thank you all the same from the bottom of my heart. It's like your
-goodness to make me such an offer.'
-
-'And you've made up your mind to ride for this man.'
-
-'See for yourself how I am situated. How can I get out of it? He has
-done me a kindness, and in return he asks me to do him one. If I can't
-do anything else I can ride, and he is pinning his chance of winning on
-me. Am I therefore to disappoint him because the old goody-goodies in
-the township disapprove of horse-racing?'
-
-'Jim, that isn't the right way to look at it.'
-
-'Isn't it? Well, it's the way I've got to look at it anyhow, and, as far
-as I can see, there's no other. Only, I'll give you one bit of advice,
-don't let any of the people hereabouts come preaching to me, or they'll
-find I'm not in the humour for it.'
-
-Sheilah was quiet for a little while. Then she said very sorrowfully,--
-
-'This man's coming into the township will prove to have been the
-beginning of trouble for all of us. Jim, mark my words; your decision
-will some day recoil upon those you love best.'
-
-This was not at all what I expected from Sheilah, so like a fool I lost
-my temper.
-
-'What nonsense you talk,' I cried. 'At any rate, if it does it will do
-us good. We want a bit of waking up, or I'm mistaken.'
-
-'Oh, Jim, Jim,' she said, 'if only I could persuade you to give this
-notion up.'
-
-'It's not to be thought of, Sheilah,' I answered, 'so say no more about
-it. One thing I know, however, and that is, if all the rest turn against
-me, you will not.'
-
-'I shall never turn against you, Jim. And you know that.'
-
-'Well, then, that's all right. I don't care a scrap about the rest.'
-
-'But does it never strike you, Jim, that in thus following your own
-inclinations you are being very cruel to those who love you best in the
-world.'
-
-'Those who love me best in the world,' I repeated mockingly. 'Pray how
-many may there be of them?'
-
-'More than you seem to think,' she answered reproachfully. 'If only you
-were not so headstrong and proud, you would soon discover that you have
-in reality lots of friends--even among those whom you affect to despise.
-Some day you may find this out. God grant it may not then be too late.'
-
-How true her words were destined to prove you will see for yourself.
-Surely enough the time _was_ to come, the bitterest time of all my life,
-when I should see for myself in what estimation I was held by the people
-of the township. Strange are the ways of Providence, for then it was I
-discovered that my best friends were not those who had been my
-companions in prosperity, and whom I had every right to think would
-stand by me through evil and good report--but the very people whom I had
-been accustomed to call _old fossils_ and by a hundred other and similar
-terms of reproach. However, I was not going to give in that Sheilah was
-right.
-
-'Too late or not too late,' I answered, 'I must go my own way, Sheilah.
-If it turns out that I'm wrong, I shall have to suffer for my folly. If
-I'm beaten, you may be sure I sha'n't cry out. I'll take my punishment
-like a man, never fear. I'll not ask anyone to share my punishment.'
-
-She gave a little sigh.
-
-'No, you're not asking us to share your punishment,' she replied.
-'Nevertheless we must do so. Can you not think and see for yourself what
-it must mean to those who are your friends and have your welfare most
-at heart, to see you so blindly thrusting your head into the trap that
-is so cunningly set for you by the arch enemy of all mankind?'
-
-'How do you know it _is_ a trap?' I cried. 'Why will you always make
-such mountains out of molehills, Sheilah? If, as you say, Pete is my
-enemy, which, mind you, I do not for a single moment admit, he cannot do
-me very much harm. I may lose a little money to him at cards, but I
-shall soon be able to pay him back. I may ride his horse for him at the
-township races and offend some of the strait-laced goody-goody folk by
-so doing--but their censure will break no bones, and in a few weeks they
-will have forgotten it and be much the same to me as ever. It is not as
-if I were going to continue race riding all my life, because I do it
-this once. I may never ride another. Indeed, I'll even go so far as to
-give you my promise to that effect if you wish it.'
-
-'You will make me very happy if you will.'
-
-'Then I'll do so,' I answered. 'From this moment I promise you that,
-without your permission, I will never ride another horse in a race.
-There! Are you satisfied now?'
-
-'I am much happier. I thank you, Jim, from the bottom of my heart. For
-I know you well enough to be sure that if you have once given your word
-you will stick to it. God bless you.'
-
-'God bless you, Sheilah. And now I must be off. Good-bye.'
-
-'Good-bye.'
-
-I jumped on to my horse, and, waving my hand to her, went back up the
-track to the township with a strange foreboding in my heart that her
-prophecy would some day be realised.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-THE RACE
-
-
-Slowly the month rolled by, and every day brought the fatal races
-nearer, till at last only a week separated us from them. With each
-departing day a greater nervousness took possession of me. I tried to
-reason it out, but without success. As far as I could see, I had nothing
-very vital to fear! I might lose the esteem of the grey heads of the
-township, it was true, and possibly get into trouble with my father--but
-beyond those two unpleasantnesses I was unable to see that anything
-serious could happen to me.
-
-Since giving him my promise I had only once set eyes on Whispering Pete.
-To tell the truth, I felt a desire to keep out of his way. At the same
-time, however, I had not the very slightest intention of going back on
-my promise to ride for him. At last, one morning, I met him riding
-through the township on a skittish young thoroughbred. As usual he was
-scrupulously neat in his dress, and, when he stopped to speak to me, his
-beady black eyes shone down on me like two live coals.
-
-'You're not going to throw me over about that race are you, Jim?' he
-said, after we had pulled up our horses and saluted each other.
-
-'What should make you think so?' I answered. 'When I give my word I
-don't go back on it as a general rule.'
-
-'Of course, you don't,' he replied; 'I know that. But I heard yesterday
-that the folk in the township had been trying to persuade you to
-withdraw your offer. The time is drawing close now, and I shall have the
-horse up here to-night. Come over in the evening and have a look at him,
-and then in the morning, if you're agreeable and have nothing better to
-do, we might try him against your horse Benbow, who, I take it, is the
-best animal in the district. What do you say?'
-
-'I'm quite willing,' I answered. 'And where do you intend to do it?'
-
-'Not where all the township can see, you may be sure,' he answered,
-with one of his peculiar laughs. 'We'll keep this little affair dark. Do
-you know that bit of flat on the other side of Sugarloaf Hill?'
-
-'Quite well,' I said. 'Who should know it better than I?'
-
-'Very well, then; we'll have our trial spin there.' Then bending towards
-me he said very softly, 'Jim, my boy, it won't be my fault if we don't
-make a big haul over this race. There will be a lot of money about, and
-you've no objection, I suppose?'
-
-'None whatever,' I answered. 'But do you think it's as certain as all
-that? Remember it's a pretty stiff course, and from what I heard this
-morning, the company your horse is likely to meet will be more than
-usually select.'
-
-'I'm not the least afraid,' he answered 'My horse is a good one, and if
-he is well, will walk through them as if they were standing still.
-Especially with you on his back.'
-
-I took this compliment for what it was worth, knowing that it was only
-uttered for the sake of giving me a bit of a fillip.
-
-'I shall see you, then, this evening?' I said.
-
-'This evening. Can you come to dinner?'
-
-'I'm afraid not,' I answered; and with a parting salutation we separated
-and rode on our different ways.
-
-When I reached the corner I turned and looked back at him, asking myself
-what there was about Whispering Pete that made him so different to other
-men. That he _was_ different nobody could deny. Even the most
-commonplace things he did and said had something about them that made
-them different from the same things as done and said by other people. I
-must confess that, while I feared him a little, I could not help
-entertaining a sort of admiration for the man. Who and what was he? He
-had been in the township now, off and on, for two years, and during the
-whole of that time, with the exception of myself and a few other young
-men, he had made no friends at all. Indeed, he used to boast that he had
-no sympathy with men above a certain age, and it was equally certain
-that not one of the elderly inhabitants of the town, from my father and
-old McLeod downwards, had any sympathy or liking for him.
-
-When I had watched him out of sight, I rode on to the McLeods'
-selection, and, having tied up my horse, entered the house. Sheilah, I
-discovered, was not at home, having ridden out to their back boundary to
-see a woman who was lying ill at one of the huts. Old McLeod was in the
-stockyard, branding some heifers, and I strolled out to give him a hand.
-When we had finished we put away the irons, and went up the path to the
-house together. On reaching the dining-room, a neat and pretty room,
-with Sheilah's influence showing in every corner of it, the old man
-turned and put his hand on my shoulder. He was a strange-looking old
-chap, with his long, thin face, bushy grey eyebrows, shaven upper lip,
-and enormous white beard. After looking at me steadily for a minute or
-so, he said, with the peculiar Scotch accent that time had never been
-able to take away from him,--
-
-'James, my lad, it is my business to warn ye to be verra careful what
-ye're about, for I ken, unless ye mend your ways, ye're on the straight
-road to hell. And, my boy, I like ye too well to see ye ganging that way
-without a word to so stay ye.'
-
-'And what have you heard about me, Mr McLeod?' I asked, resolved to
-have it out with him while the iron was hot. 'What gossip has been
-carried to your ears?'
-
-'Nay! nay!' he answered. 'Not gossip, my laddie. What I have heard is
-the sober truth, and that ye'll ken when I tell ye. First an' foremost,
-ye've been card-playing up at the house on the hill yonder these many
-months past.'
-
-'That's quite true,' I replied. 'But I can also tell you that I have not
-seen or touched a card for close upon five weeks now; and, if I can help
-it, I never will do so again. What else have you been told about me?'
-
-'Well, lad,' he said, 'I've heard that ye're going to ride in the races
-out on the plain yonder next week. Maybe that'll not be true, too?'
-
-'Yes. It's quite true; I am.'
-
-'But ye'll think better of it, laddie. I'm sure of that!'
-
-'No! I have no option. I have promised to ride, and I cannot draw back.'
-
-'And ye'll have reckoned what the consequences may be?'
-
-'I think I have!'
-
-'Well, well; I'm sorry for ye. Downright sorry, laddie. I thought ye
-had more strength of mind than that. However, it's no care of mine;
-ye'll have your own day of reckoning I make no doubt.'
-
-'I cannot see that what I do concerns anyone but myself,' I answered
-hotly.
-
-He looked at me under his bushy eyebrows for a second or two, and then
-said, shaking his old head,--
-
-'Foolish talk--vain and verra foolish talk!'
-
-By this time my temper, never one of the best, as you already know, had
-got completely out of my control, and I began to rage and storm against
-those who had spoken against me to him, at the same time crying out
-against the narrowness and hypocrisy of the world in general. Old McLeod
-gravely heard me to the end, visibly and impartially weighing the pros
-and cons of all I said. Then, when I had finished, he remarked,--
-
-'Ye're but a poor, half-baked laddie, after all, to run your head
-against a wall in this silly fashion. But ye'll see wisdom some day. By
-that time, however, 'twill be too late.'
-
-Never has a prophecy been more faithfully fulfilled than that one. I
-have learned wisdom since then--learned it as few men have done, by the
-hardest and bitterest experience. And when I got it, it was, as he had
-said, too late to be of any use to me. But as that has all to be told in
-its proper order, I must get on with my story.
-
-Leaving the house, I mounted my horse again and rode off in the
-direction I knew Sheilah would come, my heart all the time raging within
-me against the injustice of which I considered myself the victim. What
-right had old McLeod to talk to me in such a fashion? I was not his son;
-and, poor fool that I was, I told myself that if I liked I would go to a
-thousand races and ride in every one of them, before I would consider
-him or anyone else in the matter. But one thing puzzled me considerably,
-and that was how he had come to know so much of my private affairs.
-Since it had been kept such a profound secret, who could have told him
-about my gambling, and my promise to ride Pete's horse in the
-steeplechase? So far as I was aware, no one but Sheilah knew, to whom I
-had told my whole story. Could she have revealed my shortcomings to her
-father? In my inmost heart, I knew that she had not said a word. But I
-was so angry that I could not do justice to anybody, not even to
-Sheilah herself. God help me!
-
-For an hour I rode on; then, crossing a bit of open plain, I saw Sheilah
-ahead, mounted on a big brown horse, coming cantering towards me. When
-she made out who I was, she quickened her pace, and we were presently
-alongside each other, riding back together. Angry as I was, I could not
-help noticing how pretty her face looked under her big hat, and how well
-she sat her horse.
-
-'You seem put out about something, Jim,' she said, when I had turned my
-horse and we had gone a few yards.
-
-'I am,' I answered, 'very much put out. Sheilah, why did you tell your
-father what I told you the other day?'
-
-'What have I told him?'
-
-'Why, about my playing cards at Whispering Pete's, and my resolve to
-ride in the steeplechase next week?'
-
-'I have not told him, Jim. You surely don't think I would be as mean as
-that, do you?'
-
-'But how did he come to hear of it?' I asked, ignoring the last portion
-of her speech. 'He taxed me with it this morning, and was kind enough
-to preach me a sermon on the strength of it.'
-
-'I have not said a word to him. You seem to have a very poor opinion of
-me, Jim.'
-
-'You must admit that it's strange he should have known!'
-
-'Don't you think he may have heard it in the township?'
-
-'Your father's not given to gossiping among the township folk; you know
-that as well as I do, Sheilah!'
-
-'Then you still think, in spite of what I have told you, that I did tell
-him? Answer me, straightforwardly, do you think so?'
-
-'If you want it in plain English, without any beating about the bush, I
-do! There, now I have said it.'
-
-For a moment her face flushed crimson, then her eyes filled with tears
-and she looked another way, thinking I should not see them. As soon as I
-had spoken I would have given all I possessed in the world to have
-recalled those fatal words; but my foolish pride would not let me say
-anything. Then Sheilah turned to me with a white face.
-
-'I am sorry, Jim,' she said slowly, 'that you should think so badly of
-me as to believe me capable of telling you a lie. God forgive you for
-doubting one who would be, if you would only let her, your truest and
-best friend on earth.'
-
-Then giving her horse a smart cut with her whip, she set off at a
-gallop, leaving me behind, feeling just the meanest and most
-contemptible cur on earth. For two pins I would have made after her, and
-licked the very dust off her boots in apology. But before I could do so
-my temper got the better of me again, and I turned off the track, made
-for the river, and, having forded it, rode home, about as miserable a
-man as could have been found in the length and breadth of Australia.
-
-When I reached the house it was hard upon sundown, and old Betty was
-carrying in dinner. I turned my horse into the night paddock, hung my
-saddle and bridle on the peg in the verandah, and then went inside. The
-old woman met me in the passage, and one glance at my face told her what
-sort of state I was in. She drew me into the kitchen in her old
-affectionate way, and, having got me there, said,--
-
-'Jim, boy, it's ye that must be very careful to-night. Your father's
-been at his old tricks all day, and he's just quarrelsome enough now to
-snap your head off if you say a word. Don't cross him, lad, whatever you
-do.'
-
-'All right, old girl,' I answered, patting her weather-beaten cheek,
-and going past her into my room. Then, having changed my things, I went
-into the dining-room, where my father was sitting with a book upon his
-knee, staring straight before him.
-
-He looked up as I entered, and shut his volume with a snap; but for some
-time he did not utter a word, indeed it was not until our meal was well
-nigh finished that he spoke. Then he put down his knife and fork, poured
-himself out some whiskey, drank it slowly, with his eyes fixed on me all
-the time, and said,--
-
-'Pray, what is the meaning of this new scandal that I hear about you?'
-
-'What new scandal?' I asked; for I did not know what false yarn he might
-have picked up.
-
-'This story about your having promised to ride a horse in the
-steeplechase next week?'
-
-'It is perfectly true that I have promised,' I answered. 'What more do
-you want me to tell you about it?'
-
-'I won't tell you what I want you to tell me. I'll tell you what I
-command, and that is that you don't as much as put your leg over any
-horse at those races.'
-
-'And, pray, why not?'
-
-He filled himself another glass of whiskey and sipped it slowly.
-
-'Because I forbid it at once and for all. That's why!'
-
-'It's too late to forbid it now. I have given my promise, and I cannot
-draw back.'
-
-'You both can and will,' he said hotly. 'I order you to.'
-
-'I am sorry,' I answered, trying hard to keep my temper. 'But I have no
-option. I _must_ ride.'
-
-He staggered to his feet, and stood for a moment glaring down at me, his
-fingers twitching convulsively as he rested them on the table.
-
-'Listen to my last word, you young dog,' he cried. 'I tell you this on
-my word of honour. If you ride that horse, you leave my house there and
-then. As surely as you disobey me, I'll have no more to do with you.'
-
-I rose to my feet and faced him. My whole future was trembling in the
-balance. Little I cared, however.
-
-'Then, if I understand my position aright, I am to choose between your
-house and my word of honour. A pretty choice for a father to give his
-son, I must say.'
-
-'Don't dare to bandy words with me, sir!' he cried. 'Take your choice.
-Give up that race, or no longer consider this your home. That's all I
-have to say to you. Now go.'
-
-I left the room and went out into the yard. Then, leaning upon the slip
-rails of the horse paddock, I reviewed the situation. My world was
-toppling about my ears. I had quarrelled with old McLeod, I had plainly
-told Sheilah that I disbelieved her, and now I was being called upon to
-break my plighted word to Pete or lose my home. A nice position I was
-in, to be sure. Look at it how I would, I could come to no decision more
-plain than that, in persisting in my determination to ride, I was doing
-what is generally called cutting off my nose to spite my face. On the
-other hand, I had given my word, and was in honour bound to Pete. On the
-other I--but there, what did it all matter; if they could be obstinate,
-so could I, and come what might I would not give in--no, not if I had to
-resign all I possessed and go out into the world and begin life again as
-a common station hand. It's all very well now to say what a fool I was.
-You must remember I was young, I was hot-headed, and as if that were not
-enough, I came of a race that were as vile-tempered as even the Tempter
-of Mankind could wish.
-
-After a while I crossed the creek and went up the hill to Whispering
-Pete's abode. I found him in his verandah, smoking. As soon as he saw me
-he rose and shook hands. One glance at my face must have told him that
-something was wrong, for he immediately said,--
-
-'You look worried, Jim. What's the matter?'
-
-'Everything,' I answered. 'My promise to ride that horse for you has got
-me into a rare hot-bed of trouble.'
-
-'I'm sorry for that,' he replied, offering me one of his splendid
-cigars, and pushing up a chair for me. 'But never mind, you're going to
-win a pot of money, and that will make them forgive and forget, or I
-don't know my world. I've got the weights to-day. My horse has to carry
-twelve stone. What do you ride?'
-
-'A little under eleven,' I answered.
-
-'Then that should make it about right. However, we'll arrange all that
-to-morrow.'
-
-'Has the horse arrived yet?'
-
-'No,' he answered. 'But I'm expecting him every minute.'
-
-For a while we chatted on, then suddenly my host sat upright, and bent
-his head forward in a listening attitude.
-
-'What do you hear?' I asked, for I could only distinguish the rustling
-of the night wind in the leaves of the creepers that covered the
-verandah.
-
-'I thought I heard a strange horse's step,' he answered, still
-listening. 'Yes, there it is again. I expect it's my animal arriving.'
-
-A few moments later I could plainly distinguish the clatter of a horse's
-step on the hard beaten track that led up to the door. How Pete had
-heard it so long before I could not imagine. Presently a dark form
-appeared against the starlight, and pulled up opposite where we sat.
-Pete sprang to his feet and went forward to the steps.
-
-'Is that you, Dick?' he cried.
-
-'My word, it is,' came back a voice from the darkness. 'And a nice job
-I've had of it.'
-
-'Well, then, follow the track round to the left there, and I'll meet you
-at the stables.'
-
-The horseman did as he was ordered, and when he had disappeared, Pete
-turned to me and said,--
-
-'If you would care to see the horse, come with me.'
-
-I accordingly rose and followed him through the house to the back
-regions. When we reached the stables we found the stranger dismounted
-and in the act of leading a closely-rugged horse into a loose-box, which
-had evidently been specially prepared for his reception. Pete followed
-him, and said something in a low voice, to which the man, who was a
-tall, weedy individual, murmured some reply. Having done so, he spat on
-the floor with extreme deliberation, and wiped his mouth on his sleeve.
-
-'Now, let us have a look at him,' said Pete, signing to a blackboy to
-strip him of his clothing. The boy did as he was ordered, and for the
-first time I saw the horse whose destiny it was to change the whole
-course of my life.
-
-He was a fine-looking, bright bay, with black points, standing about
-fifteen hands, long and low, with short, flat legs, large, clean hocks,
-good thighs, and as sweet a head and neck as any man ever saw on a
-horse. Long as was the stage he had evidently done that day, he looked
-as fresh as paint as his big eyes roamed about and took in the lamp-lit
-box which was ever so much below what a beauty of his kind deserved.
-Somehow it seems to come natural to every Australian, man or woman, to
-be a lover of a good horse, and I know that, as I looked at that
-beautiful beast, all my regrets were forgotten and my whole soul rose in
-longing to be upon his back.
-
-'What do you think of him?' said Pete, who had been closely watching my
-face. 'Isn't he a beauty, and doesn't he look as if he ought to be able
-to show the animals about here the way to go?'
-
-'He does, indeed,' I answered. 'But don't you think it seems a waste of
-good material to bring a horse like that up here to take part in a
-little country race meeting.'
-
-'I want to show the folk about here what I can do, my boy,' he said, and
-dropping his voice lower even than usual, he continued, 'Besides, as I
-told you to-night, the race will be worth more than a little. Between
-ourselves, I stand to win five thousand over it already, and if you've
-got any savee you'll have a bit on him, especially as you're going to
-ride him yourself, and therefore know it must all be fair, square, and
-above board.'
-
-'I intend, all being well, to back him as far as my means will permit,'
-I said. 'And now, with regard to this trial, is that to come off
-to-morrow morning?'
-
-'No! I think not. The horse is not ready for it. The day after
-to-morrow, perhaps, at three in the morning, on the flat behind the
-Sugarloaf Hill. Is old Benbow anything like well?'
-
-'As fit as possible,' I said. 'If your horse can give him a stone, I
-shall be quite satisfied.'
-
-'Well, bring him over and we'll try. The result should give us some idea
-of how this chap can go.'
-
-'By the way, you've never told me his name.'
-
-'He is called The Unknown, if that tells you anything.'
-
-'Not much,' I answered, at the same time giving a final glance at the
-beautiful animal now undergoing his toilet. He had only one blemish as
-far as I could see, and I had to look him over pretty closely to find
-it, and that was a small, white mark on the point of the bone of his
-near hock. It caught the eye, and, as I thought, looked unsightly. Just
-as we were leaving the box, Pete, who was behind me, suddenly stopped,
-and turned angrily on the man sponging the horse's legs.
-
-'You clumsy fool,' he cried, 'are you quite without sense? One more
-piece of forgetfulness like that and you'll spoil everything.'
-
-What it was that he complained of I could not say, for when I turned
-round he was carefully examining the horse's off fore knee, but the man
-he addressed looked woefully distressed.
-
-'Attend to that at once,' said Pete, with an ugly look upon his face.
-'And let me catch you neglecting your duties again, and I'll call in the
-One-eyed Doctor to you. Just you remember that.'
-
-Then taking my arm, Pete drew me across the yard back to the house.
-There I took a glass of grog, and, after a little conversation, bade him
-good-bye.
-
-It was a lovely night when I left the house and started for home. A
-young moon lay well down upon the opposite hilltop, and her faint light
-sparkled on the still water of the creek. Now and again a night bird
-hooted in the scrub, and once or twice 'possums ran across and scuttled
-up into the trees to right and left of my path. My thoughts were still
-full of my awkward position, but I would not alter my determination a
-jot; I had only one regret, and that was my conduct towards Sheilah.
-From the place where I stood by the ford I could see the light of her
-bedroom window shining distinctly as a star down the valley. I watched
-it till my eyes ached, then, with a heavy sigh, continued my walk up the
-hill, and, having reached the house, went straight to bed.
-
-On the morning appointed for the trial I was up before it was light, had
-saddled old Benbow, whom I had kept in the stable for two days, so that
-he might be the fitter for the work which would be required of him, and
-was at the Sugarloaf Hill just as the first signs of dawn were making
-their appearance. I had not long to wait before the others put in an
-appearance--Pete mounted on the handsome black I have elsewhere
-described, and the man he had called Dick on The Unknown. We greeted
-each other, and then set to work arranging preliminaries.
-
-'You had better get on The Unknown, Jim,' said Pete, 'and let Dick,
-here, ride Benbow. I'll give you a lead for the first half of the
-distance, then Dick can pick you up and take you on to the end. That
-should tell us pretty well what the horse can do, I think.'
-
-I changed places with the man, and for the first time realised what a
-compact horse The Unknown was. The course was then pointed out to me,
-and the groom went on to his place to wait for us. The sun was just in
-the act of rising, and already the magpies were making day musical in
-the trees above us. A heavy dew lay upon the grass, and the air was as
-cool and fresh as the most luxurious could desire.
-
-'Now,' said Pete, gathering up his reins preparatory to business, 'when
-you're ready we'll start.'
-
-'I'm quite ready,' I said, taking my horse in hand.
-
-With that we walked back a yard or two, and turned round. No sooner had
-we done so than Pete cried, 'Go!' As the word left his lips the two
-horses sprang forward and away we went. The wind whistled and shrieked
-past our ears--the trees and shrubs came into view and fell behind us
-like objects seen from the windows of an express train--but I was only
-conscious of the glory of the gallop and the exquisite action of the
-beast beneath me. By the time we had picked up Benbow, Pete's horse was
-done. Then I took the other horse on, and at the appointed tree had
-beaten him easily, with a couple of lengths to spare. After that I
-gradually eased him down and returned to the others, his head in the
-air, his ears pricked, and his feet dancing upon the earth as if he were
-shod with satin instead of steel.
-
-'What do you think of him now that you've tried him?' said Pete, as I
-came back to where he and his companion were standing waiting for me.
-
-'I think he's as good as he's handsome,' I replied enthusiastically,
-'and if he doesn't make the company he is to meet next week sing
-small--well--I don't know anything about horses.'
-
-'Let us hope he will. Now, Dick, change saddles and then take him home,
-and be sure you look after him properly.'
-
-The animal and his rider having disappeared round the hill, we mounted
-our horses again and made our way back to the river. As we went Pete
-gave me an outline of the scheme he had arranged for backing his horse.
-I had understood all along that he intended to make it a profitable
-speculation, but I had no idea it was as big as he gave me to
-understand it was.
-
-At last the day before the races arrived. For nearly a week before the
-township had been assuming a festive garb. The three hotels, for the one
-grog shanty I have mentioned as existing at the time of the Governor's
-visit so many years before, had now been relegated to a back street, and
-three palatial drinking-houses, with broad verandahs, bars, and elegant
-billiard and dining-rooms, had grown up along the main street, were
-crammed with visitors. Numbers of horsey-looking men had arrived by
-coach from the nearest railway terminus, a hundred miles distant, and
-the various stables of the township were filled to overflowing. The race
-week was an event of great importance in our calendar, and, though the
-more sober-minded of the population professed to strongly disapprove of
-it, the storekeepers and hotelkeepers found it meant such an increase of
-business, that for this reason they encouraged its continuance. The
-racecourse itself was situated across the creek, and almost directly
-opposite the McLeod's selection. It consisted of a plain of considerable
-size, upon which the club had made a nice track with a neat grand stand,
-weighing-shed saddling-paddock, and ten pretty stiff jumps.
-
-I rose early on the morning of Cup Day, and had finished my breakfast
-before my father was out of bed. I had no desire to risk an encounter
-with him, so I thought I would clear out before he was astir. But I was
-bargaining without my host; for just as I was setting off for the
-township, he left his room and came out into the verandah.
-
-'Of course you know what you're doing,' he called to me.
-
-I answered that I did.
-
-'Well, remember what I told you,' he replied. 'As certainly as you ride
-that horse to-day, I'll turn you out of my house to-night. Make no
-mistake about that!'
-
-'I quite understand,' I answered. 'I've given my word to ride and I
-can't go back on it. If you like to punish me for keeping my promise and
-acting like a gentleman, well, then, you must do so. But I'll think no
-more of you for it, and so I tell you!'
-
-'Ride that horse and see what I'll do,' he shouted, shaking his fist at
-me, and then disappeared into his room. I did not wait for him to come
-out again, but went down the track whistling to keep my spirits up.
-Having crossed the creek I made my way up the hill to Whispering Pete's
-house, reaching it in time to find him at breakfast with a man I had
-never seen before. The first view I had of this individual did not
-prepossess me in his favour.
-
-His hair was black as--well, as black as Pete's eyes--but his face was
-deathly pale, with the veins showing up blue and matted on either
-temple. To add still further to his curious appearance, he had but one
-eye and one arm. The socket of the eye that was missing gaped wide, and
-almost made one turn away in disgust. But his voice was, perhaps, the
-most extraordinary thing about him. It was as soft and caressing as a
-woman's, and every time he spoke he gave you the idea he was trying to
-wheedle something out of you.
-
-Pete rose and introduced him to me as Dr Finnan, of Sydney, and when we
-had shaken hands I sat down at the table with them. The Doctor asked me
-my opinion of the season, the prospects of the next wool clip, my length
-of residence in the district, and finally came round to what I knew he
-was working up to all the time--namely, my opinion of my chance in the
-race to be run that day. I answered that, having considered the various
-horses engaged I thought I could just about win, and on inquiry, learnt
-that the animal I was to ride had not started for the course, and would
-not do so until just before the time of the race.
-
-'And I commend your decision,' said the Doctor, sweetly; 'he is a
-nervous beast, and the turmoil of a racecourse could only tend to
-disturb his temper.'
-
-After breakfast we sat and smoked for perhaps half-an-hour, and were in
-the act of setting off for the racecourse, when a boy rode up to the
-verandah and called to Pete to know if I were inside. On being informed
-that I was, he took a note from his cabbage-tree hat and handed it to
-me. It was from Sheilah, and ran as follows:--
-
-
- 'DEAR OLD JIM,--Is it too late for your greatest friend to implore
- you not to ride to-day? I have a feeling that if you do, it will
- bring misery upon both of us. You know how often my prophecies come
- true. At any hazard, give it up, I implore you, and make
- happy--Your sincere friend,
-
- 'SHEILAH.'
-
-
-I crushed the note in my fingers, and told the boy to say there was no
-answer. It was too late to draw back now.
-
-Nevertheless, I felt I would have given anything I possessed to have
-been able to do what Sheilah asked.
-
-A little before twelve we left the house and went down the path to the
-township, crossed the river at the ferry, and walked thence to the
-course. Already numbers of people were making their way in the same
-direction, while more were flocking in from the district on the other
-side. The course itself, when we reached it, presented an animated
-appearance with its booths and lines of carriages, and by the time we
-entered the grand stand enclosure the horses were parading for the first
-race. That once over we lunched, and then I went off to the tent set
-apart for the jockeys, to dress. Pete's colours consisted of a white
-jacket with black bars and a red cap, and I found one of his blackboys
-waiting with them at the door.
-
-As soon as I was ready I took my saddle and bridle and went down to the
-weighing-shed in the saddling-paddock. Then, on my weight being declared
-'correct,' set off in search of Pete and the horse. I found them under a
-big gum-tree putting the final touches to the toilet of an animal I
-scarcely recognised. Since I had last seen him a few important changes
-had been made in his appearance; his mane had been hogged and his tail
-pulled a good deal shorter than it was before. What was more, the
-peculiar white spot on his hock had been painted out, for not a sign of
-it could I discover though I looked pretty hard for it. I was about to
-ask the reason of his altered appearance when the bell sounded, and the
-Doctor cried,--
-
-'All aboard. There's no time to lose. Be quick, Mr Heggarstone.'
-
-Pete gave me a lift, and I settled myself comfortably in the saddle.
-Then gathering up my reins I made my way into the straight. As I passed
-the scratching board I glanced at it, and saw that three competitors
-were missing; this left eight runners. One thing, however, surprised me;
-the Unknown was only quoted at eight to one in the betting ring--the
-favourite being a well-known Brisbane mare, Frivolity by name. The
-Emperor, a big chestnut gelding, and Blush Rose, a bonny little mare,
-were also much fancied. Nobody seemed to know anything at all of my
-mount.
-
-After the preliminary canter, we passed through a gate in the railings
-on the opposite side of the straight, and assembled about a hundred
-yards below the first fence. I was second from the outside on the left,
-a big grey horse, named Lochinvar, being on my right, and Frivolity on
-my left. There was a little delay in starting, caused by the vagaries of
-Blush Rose, who would not come into line. Then the starter dropped his
-flag, and away we went. For the first hundred yards or so it was as much
-as I could do to keep my horse in hand; indeed, by the time I had got
-him steadied we were in the quadruple enclosure, charging in a mass at
-the first fence, a solid wall of logs placed on top of each other. Blush
-Rose and a big bay named Highover, ridden by a well-known Brisbane
-professional, were the first to clear it. I came third, with the Emperor
-close alongside me. Where we left the ground on taking off and where we
-landed on the other side I have no notion. I only know that we _did_ get
-over, that the big post and rail fence came next, and that after that we
-raced at the stone wall. At the latter two horses fell, and by the time
-we reached the other side of the course, opposite the stand, two more
-had followed suit. When we reached the quadruple again our number had
-dwindled down to three--The Emperor, Blush Rose, and The Unknown. Then
-as we passed through the gate in the quadruple picket fence, the rider
-of The Emperor challenged me, and we went at the logs together neck and
-neck. The result was disastrous; my horse took off too soon, hit it with
-his chest and turned a complete somersault, throwing me against the
-rails. I could not have been on the ground more than a minute, however,
-before I was up again, feeling as sick as a dog, and looking for my
-horse. A man had caught him and was holding him for me. Hardly knowing
-how I did it, I scrambled into the saddle and set off again in pursuit
-of the others. It seemed at first impossible that I could overtake them,
-but I was always hard to beat, and gradually I began to draw a wee bit
-closer. Little by little I decreased the distance until, at last, I was
-only a few lengths behind them.
-
-In spite of the distance he had had to make up The Unknown was still
-full of running, so as fast as our horses could lay their legs to the
-ground we rode at the last fence. With a blind rush the trio rose into
-the air together, and came safely down on the other side. Then on we
-went, amid a hurricane of cheers, past the stand, between the two lines
-of carriages, and towards the judge's box. I have but an imperfect
-recollection of the last hundred yards. I was only conscious that Blush
-Rose was alongside me, that we were neck and neck, and that we were both
-doing all we knew. Then, as we approached the box, I lifted my whip and
-called upon my horse for a last effort. He responded gamely, and
-half-a-dozen strides later I had landed him winner by a neck.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-CONSEQUENCES
-
-
-As soon as I reached the scales after the race, and had dismounted and
-weighed, Pete pushed his way through the crowd and clapped his hand upon
-my shoulder.
-
-'A beautiful race,' he cried enthusiastically, 'and splendidly ridden.
-You eclipsed even yourself, Jim. Now you must come along with me and let
-us drink your health.'
-
-I wanted a stimulant pretty badly, for my fall had been a severe one,
-and I was still feeling dizzy from it. So I followed him to the booth at
-the back of the grand stand, where I found the One-eyed Doctor and
-another man, whom I had never seen before, awaiting our coming in close
-conversation. The stranger was a medium-sized, sandy-haired person, with
-mutton-chop whiskers and sharp, twinkling eyes. He might have been a
-member of any profession from a detective to a bookmaker. His name was
-Jarman, and when I came up he was good enough to congratulate me on
-winning my race. Then, turning to Pete, he said quietly,--
-
-'By the way, there's something I've been meaning to ask you for the last
-half-hour. How's your horse bred?'
-
-Pete seemed surprised for a second, then he quickly recovered himself
-and answered,--
-
-'Don't ask me, for I'm sure I couldn't tell you. I picked him up, quite
-by chance, out of a likely-looking mob from the South. He may be well
-bred, he certainly looks it, but, on the other hand, he may not, so as I
-shall soon sell him again, and don't want to tell any lies about it, I
-think it safest not to inquire; you can see his brand for yourself.'
-
-Then two or three more men came up, and we had another, and yet another,
-round of drinks, till I began to feel as if, after all my excitement, I
-had had more than was prudent. But somehow I didn't care. I was
-desperate, and drink seemed to drive the blue devils away! I knew that
-by riding the race I had done for myself, lock, stock, and barrel, so
-far as my own prospects were concerned, so what did anything else
-matter. At last it was time to start for home.
-
-'By the way, Mr Jarman,' said Pete, turning to the man who had asked
-the question about the horse's breeding, 'if you've nothing better to do
-this evening, won't you come up to my place to dinner. You'll join us,
-Jim?'
-
-I jumped at the opportunity--for I was certainly not going home, to be
-insulted and shown the door by my father. Jarman accepted the invitation
-with companionable alacrity, and then the four of us set off together
-for the township. By the time we reached it my head was swimming with
-the liquor I had taken, and I have only a very confused recollection of
-what followed. I know that we sat down to dinner, waited on by one of
-the blackboys; I know that I drank every time anything was offered to
-me, and that I talked incessantly; I am also horribly aware that, do
-what I would, I could not drive the picture of poor little Sheilah's
-troubled face out of my brain. I also recollect seeing Jarman sitting
-opposite me with his impassive, yet always closely-observant face,
-listening to everything that was said, and watching Pete continually.
-Great as had been my success that day, and triumphant as I naturally
-felt at winning the race--I think that that was the most ghastly meal
-of which I have ever partaken. At last an idea seized me, why or
-wherefore I cannot tell, and would not be denied. It urged me to go home
-and get my trouble with my father over. I staggered to my feet, and as I
-did so the whole room seemed to reel and fall away from me. Feeling like
-a criminal going to execution, I bade them all good night. Pete looked
-at me with a queer, half-contemptuous smile upon his face, and I noticed
-that Jarman rose as if he were going to stop me, but evidently changed
-his mind and sat down again in his chair. Then reeling out into the
-verandah, I picked my way carefully down the steps, and set off for my
-home.
-
-How I managed to get there I cannot say, for my rebellious legs would
-not, or could not, carry me straight for three yards on end. But at last
-I managed it, and went boldly up the steps into the front verandah.
-Nobody was there, so I passed into the dining-room, where a lamp was
-burning brightly. Pushing my way round the chairs, I came to a
-standstill before the table and confronted my father, who sat in the
-furthest corner with a book upon his knee as usual. He looked up at me,
-and I looked down at him. Then he said very calmly, 'Well, what do you
-want here?'
-
-I tried to speak, but my voice failed me.
-
-'You rode the horse in spite of my orders to the contrary, I suppose?'
-
-'I did,' I answered--my poor head swimming all the time.
-
-'And I suppose, having defied me to the very best of your ability, you
-have come back expecting me to forget and forgive?'
-
-'I do not expect anything,' I stammered; 'I only want to know what you
-intend doing with me. That's all.'
-
-'Well, that's easily told,' he answered. 'Of course I intend sticking to
-my share of the bargain. As I warned you, you leave this house to-night,
-and until I ask you, you'd better not come near it again.'
-
-'And then you can ask as long as you please and you'll find I won't
-come,' I replied. 'No, no! You needn't be afraid of my troubling you. My
-home has not been made so sweet to me that I should love it so
-devotedly. You've been an unnatural father to me all my life, and this
-is the only logical outcome of it.'
-
-He pointed furiously to the door, and without another word I took the
-hint and left the room. Then I fumbled my way across the verandah down
-into the garden, and having reached it, stopped to look back at the
-house. My father was now standing on the steps watching me. His head was
-bare, and his grey hair was just stirred by the cool night wind. I held
-on to a post of the wire fence, and looked at him. Seeing that I did not
-go away he shook his fist at me, and dared me to come back on peril of
-my life; assuring me with an oath that he would shoot me like a dog if I
-ever showed my face in his grounds again. There was something so
-devilish about the old man's anger, that I was more afraid of him than I
-should have been of a young man twice his size and strength, so I said
-no more, but went back on my tracks down the hill, over the ford, and up
-again to Whispering Pete's. It was as if Pete were deliberately drawing
-me towards the tragedy that was to prove the undoing of all my life.
-
-Reaching the house, I stumbled up the steps on to the verandah. I had
-not been gone more than three-quarters of an hour, but it seemed like
-years. Remembering all that had happened to me in the interval, it came
-almost like a shock to me to find Pete, the One-eyed Doctor and Jarman
-still seated at the table, conversing as quietly as when I had left
-them. The room was half full of smoke, and it was to be easily seen that
-they had been drinking more than was good for them. I can recall Pete's
-evil face smiling through the cigar smoke even now.
-
-As my footsteps sounded in the verandah Jarman rose to his feet and,
-putting his hand on Pete's shoulder, said, in a loud voice, 'In the
-Queen's name, I arrest you, Peter Dempster, and you, Edward Finnan, on a
-charge of horse-stealing.' For upwards of a minute there was complete
-silence in the room. Then Pete turned half round, and, quick as a cat,
-sprang at Jarman, who had stepped back against the wall. There was a
-wild struggle that scarcely lasted more than half-a-dozen seconds, then
-Pete forced his antagonist into a chair, and, while holding him by the
-throat, picked up a knife from the table, drove it into his breast,
-plucked it out, and drove it in again. The blood spurted over his hands,
-and Jarman, feeling his death agony upon him, gave a great cry for help
-that rang far out into the dark night. Then there was silence again,
-broken only by a horrible kind of choking noise from the body on the
-chair, and the hooting of a mopoke in the tree above the house. Try how
-I would I could not move from the place where I stood, until Pete
-sprang to his feet and put the knife down on a plate, taking particular
-care that it should not touch the white linen cloth. The meticulous
-precision of his action gave me back my power of thinking, and what was
-more, sobered me like a cold douche. What should I do? What could I do?
-But there was no time for anything--I must have moved and made a noise,
-for suddenly the Doctor, revolver in hand, sprang to the window and
-threw it open, discovering me.
-
-'You!' he cried, as soon as he became aware of my identity. 'My God! you
-can thank your stars it's you. Come inside.'
-
-Almost unconsciously I obeyed, and stepped into the room. Pete was at
-the further end, examining his finger. He looked up at me, licking his
-thin lips, cat fashion, as he did so.
-
-'Damn it all, I've cut my finger,' he said, as coolly as if he had done
-it paring his nails.
-
-'For pity's sake, Pete,' I cried, gazing from him to the poor bleeding
-body in the chair, 'tell me why you did it?'
-
-'Hold your jaw!' said he, twisting his handkerchief round his cut
-finger, and looking, as he did so, with eyes that were more like a
-demon's than a man's. 'But stay, if you want to know why I did it, I'll
-tell you. I did it because the rope is round all our necks, and if you
-move only as much as a finger contrary to what I tell you, you'll hang
-us and yourself into the bargain.'
-
-Here the mysterious, One-eyed Doctor reeled out into the verandah, and
-next moment I heard him being violently sick over the rails. By the time
-he returned, Pete had tied up his hand, and was bending over the figure
-in the chair.
-
-'He's dead,' he said to the Doctor. 'Now, we've got to find out what's
-best to be done with him. Jim, you're in a tight place, and must help us
-all you know.'
-
-'For God's sake explain yourself, Pete!' I cried, in an agony. 'How can
-I do anything if you don't. Why did you do it?'
-
-'I'll tell you,' he answered, 'and in as few words as possible, for
-there is no time to waste. This individual is a Sydney detective (here
-he pointed to the dead man). The horse you rode in the race to-day is
-none other than Gaybird, the winner of the Victorian Grand National and
-the Sydney Steeplechase. The Doctor there and I stole him from his box
-at Randwick, three months ago, and brought him out here by a means we
-understand. Information was given to the police, and Jarman followed
-him. He got in tow with me. I recognised him the moment I set eyes on
-him, and invited him to dinner to-night. When you turned up the second
-time he must have imagined it was the local trooper whom he had ordered
-to meet him here, and decided to arrest us. He found out his mistake,
-and that is the result. Now you know how you stand. You must help us,
-for one moment's consideration will show you that you are implicated as
-deeply as we are. If this business is discovered, we shall all swing; if
-the horse racket is brought home, the three of us will get five years
-apiece, as sure as we're born: so don't you make any mistake about
-that!'
-
-'But I am innocent,' I cried. 'I had nothing whatever to do with either
-the murder or the stealing of the horse.'
-
-'Take that yarn to the police, and see what they will say to you. Look
-here!'
-
-He crossed to the dead man again and fumbled in his coat pocket. Next
-moment he produced three blue slips of paper--one of which he opened and
-laid on the table before me. It was a warrant for my arrest.
-
-'This is your doing, Pete,' I cried. 'Oh, what a fool I was ever to
-have anything to do with you.'
-
-I fell back against the wall sick and giddy. To this pass had all my
-folly brought me. Well might Sheilah have prophesied that my obstinacy
-would end in disaster.
-
-'My God, what are we to do?' I cried, in an agony of terror as thought
-succeeded thought, each blacker and more hopeless than the last. 'If the
-man expected help from the township it may be here any minute. For
-Heaven's sake let us get that body out of the way before it comes.'
-
-'You begin to talk like a man,' said Pete, rising from the chair in
-which he had seated himself. 'Let us get to business, and as quickly as
-possible.'
-
-The Doctor got up from his chair and approached the murdered man.
-
-'The first business must be to get rid of this,' he asked; 'but how?'
-
-'We must bury him somewhere,'said Pete. 'Where do you think would be the
-best place?'
-
-'Not near here, at any rate,' said the Doctor. 'Remember when he doesn't
-put in an appearance after a few days they'll be sure to overhaul this
-house and every inch of the grounds. No, it must be done at once, and
-miles away.'
-
-'You're right as usual, Doctor,' said Pete. Then turning to me he
-continued, 'Look here, Jim--this falls to your share. I have schemed for
-it and worked it out, so don't you fail me. This morning I sent away a
-mob of five hundred fat cattle _via_ Bourke to Sydney. Yates is in
-charge for the reason that I could get nobody else. At the present
-moment they'll probably be camped somewhere near the Rocky Waterhole.
-You must set off after them as hard as you can go, and take over the
-command. Do you see? You can take my bay horse, Archer, for your own
-riding, a pack horse, and for a part of the way, The Unknown, with this
-strapped on his back and properly hidden. You'll go across country as
-far as the Blackfellow's Well at the dip in the Ranges; once there,
-you'll bury him up among the rocks, conceal the place as craftily as you
-can, and drop the spade into the well. After that you'll go on to
-Judson's Boundary fence, where you'll be met by a man on a grey horse.
-You'll hand The Unknown over to him, and then hurry on as fast as you
-can travel to catch up the cattle. Having taken over the command,
-you'll see them on to Bourke, deliver them to Phillips, the agent, and
-then come back here as if nothing had happened.'
-
-'But why can't you take the body, Pete? Why should you push it on to
-me?'
-
-'Because, if I left here to-night, it would give the whole thing away.
-They will never suspect you. The Doctor and I must remain to answer
-inquiries.'
-
-'But supposing the police visit the house to-night and search the
-stable, how will you account for the absence of the horse?'
-
-'I sha'n't try to account for it at all. I've got a horse in the box now
-as like him as two peas. They can collar him if they want to, but
-there'll be one vital difference, I'll defy them to win a Grand National
-with him, let them be as clever as they will. But now let's get on with
-our work, it's close on twelve o'clock, and we haven't a moment to
-lose.'
-
-Between them, Pete and the Doctor carried the body of the murdered
-detective out of the room, and I was left alone to think over my
-position. But it did not need much thought to see what sort of a fix I
-was in. Supposing I went down to the township and gave evidence, I
-should hang Pete and do myself little good, for who in their sober
-senses, seeing that I had ridden the horse at the races that day, had
-backed him to win me a large stake, and was known to have spent the
-evening at Pete's house, besides having been hand and glove with him for
-weeks past, would believe me innocent? Not one! No, everything was
-against me, and the only chance for me now was to fall in with their
-plans and to save my own neck by assisting them to carry them out to the
-best of my ability--at any rate, the fright I had experienced had made
-me as sober as a judge.
-
-In about ten minutes Pete returned to the room.
-
-'Now, Jim,' he said, 'everything is ready. Here's a note to Yates
-telling him I've sent you to take charge, and another to Phillips at
-Bourke. If you're going to do what we want you'd better be off. Anything
-to say first?'
-
-'Only that I hope you see what I'm doing for your sake, Pete,' I
-answered. 'You know I'm as innocent as a babe unborn, and you're making
-me appear guilty. I'm fool enough to let you do it. But all the same I
-don't know that it's altogether square on your part.'
-
-'Don't you, Jim? Then, by Jove! you shan't do it. I like you too well to
-let you run the risk of saving me against your will. Ride away down to
-the police station as hard as you can go, if you like, and tell them
-everything. Only don't upbraid me when I'm trying to save your neck as
-well as my own.'
-
-Though I knew I was an arrant fool to do it, when he spoke like that I
-couldn't desert him. So I followed him out of the room into the yard
-like the coward I was.
-
-Directly I got there I came to a sudden stop.
-
-'This won't do at all,' I said. 'Look here, I'm dressed for the races
-and not for over-landing.'
-
-And so I was. Whatever happened, I knew I must change my things.
-
-'Take the horses down to the Creek Bend,' I said. 'I'll run home as fast
-as I can--change my duds, get my whip, and meet you there.'
-
-He nodded, and off I set as hard as I could go--forded the creek, and in
-less than a quarter of an hour was back once more at my old home. Not a
-light of any kind shone from it. Seeing this, I crept round to my own
-window. Then, lifting the sash as quietly as I possibly could, I crept
-in like a thief. Knowing exactly where to find the things I wanted, in
-less than ten minutes I had changed my clothes, packed my valise, and
-let myself out again. Then down the track I sped once more, to find Pete
-waiting with the three horses in the shadow of a gum.
-
-'I've been counting the minutes since you left,' he cried impatiently,
-as I buckled my valise on to the pack-saddle. 'Now jump up and be off.
-Keep away from the township, and steer for the well as straight as you
-can go. You ought to be at the camp before daybreak.'
-
-As he spoke he led the horses out of the shadow, and I was in the act of
-mounting when he suddenly dragged them back into it once more.
-
-'Quiet for your life,' he whispered; 'here are the troopers, coming up
-the path.'
-
-Sure enough, on the other side, three mounted troopers were riding up
-the track. A heavy sweat rose on my forehead as I thought what would
-happen if one of our horses were to move or neigh and so draw their
-attention to us. With the body in the pack-saddle, we should be caught
-red-handed.
-
-Morgan, our township officer, rode a little in advance, the two other
-troopers behind him. They were laughing and joking, little dreaming how
-close we stood to them. When they had safely passed, Pete turned to me.
-'Now,' he whispered, 'as soon as they are out of hearing be off as hard
-as you can go. I shall slip through the wattles and be back at the house
-and smoking with the Doctor in the verandah before they can reach it.'
-
-The troopers went on up the track, and, when they got on to the top of
-the hill, turned off sharp to the left. As they disappeared from view I
-took a horse on either side of me, not without a shudder, as I thought
-of The Unknown's burden, and set off through the scrub towards some slip
-rails at the top of Pete's selection, which I knew would bring me out a
-little to the northward of the township. By the time the troopers could
-have reached the house I was through the fence and making my way down
-the hill as fast as my beasts could travel. It was a beautiful starlight
-night now, without a cloud or a breath of wind. Within a quarter of an
-hour I had left the last house behind me, and was heading away towards
-the south-west, across the open plain that surrounded the township on
-its northern side. Then, plunging into the scrub again, I made for the
-Blackfellow's Well as straight as I could steer. Considering the hard
-race he had run that day and the additional weight he was now carrying,
-The Unknown was wonderfully fresh, and the other two horses found it
-took them all their time to keep pace with him.
-
-The silence of the scrub was mysterious in the extreme, 'possums
-scuttled across my track, a stray dingoe had a long stare at me from
-some rocks above a creek, while curlews whistled at me from every pool.
-I hardly dared look at the bundle strapped upon the thoroughbred's back,
-and yet I knew that when half my journey was done I should have to
-undertake a still more gruesome bit of business.
-
-By two o'clock I was within sight of the well, as it was called. It was
-more like a deep pool than a well, however, and lay in the shadow of a
-high rock. It derived its name from a superstition that existed in the
-neighbourhood that on a certain night in every year the blacks came down
-and cleaned it out. It was one of the loneliest spots in the district,
-and as it lay in a barren region, remote from the principal stock and
-travelling route, it was not visited by the general public more than
-once or twice a year. A better place could not have been selected for
-burying the man Pete had killed.
-
-On arrival at the rock I jumped off and secured the horses to a
-tree--then taking the shovel from the old pack horse's back I set off,
-clambering up among the rocks, on the look-out for a likely spot where I
-might dig the grave. At last, having discovered a place that I thought
-suitable, I set to work. The ground was hard, and nearly half-an-hour
-had elapsed before I had dug a deep enough hole for my purpose. Then
-putting down my shovel I went back to the well. The horses stood just as
-I had left them, and as soon as I had assured myself that there was not
-a soul about to spy upon me, I unstrapped the body and took it in my
-arms. However long I may live I shall never be able to rid myself of the
-horror of that moment. Having taken my ghastly burden in my arms, I set
-off, staggering and clambering up the hillside again till I found the
-grave I had dug. Then, when I had laid the body in it, I began hastily
-to cover it with earth. The sweat rolled off my face in streams before I
-had finished, but not so much with the labour as by reason of the
-horrible nature of my work. I hardly dared look at what was before me,
-but worked away with stubborn persistence until the greater part of the
-earth I had taken out was replaced. Then using the handle of the shovel
-as a lever, I wedged a big rock, a step or two up the hill, over on one
-side, worked round, and undermined it on the other, and finally rolled
-it down upon the grave itself. When this was done it was completely
-hidden from the most prying gaze, and I knew that every day would hide
-it better. Then giving a hasty glance round me to see that no one was
-about, and that I had left nothing behind me to furnish a clue, I picked
-up the shovel and set off, as hard as I could go, down the hill towards
-the horses. Arriving at the well, I threw the shovel into the pool and
-watched it disappear from view--then, untying my animals, I mounted,
-and, with a somewhat lightened heart, resumed my journey. The horses
-were cold with standing so long, and we soon made up for lost time,
-arriving at Judson's Boundary fence shortly before half-past two. One
-thing struck me as peculiar, and that was how Pete could have
-communicated with the man, but surely enough at the corner of the fence
-was an individual seated on a grey horse and evidently waiting for me.
-
-'Good evening,' he said, in a gruff voice, as I rode up. 'A nice night
-for travelling--ain't it?'
-
-'A very nice night,' I answered, looking him carefully over, 'and pray
-who are you waiting for?'
-
-'For a messenger from Whispering Pete,' he answered. 'Is this the
-horse?'
-
-I informed him that it was, and gave him the reins of The Unknown. He
-looked at him pretty closely, and then wheeled him round.
-
-'Good night,' he said, 'and good luck to you. I've got a hundred miles
-to do before sundown.'
-
-'Good night,' I cried in return, and then changing my course, set off
-across country for the place where I knew I should find the cattle. The
-sun was in the act of rising from the night fog when I made them out and
-rode up to the camp. The fire burnt brightly, and the cook was bustling
-about getting breakfast. Seeing me, Yates, who was not at all a bad sort
-of fellow, sat up in his blankets and stared, as well he might.
-
-'Well, bless my soul, and how on earth did you get here?' he cried, 'and
-now you're here, what do you want? Anything wrong?'
-
-'No, of course not; what on earth should make you think so?' I replied.
-'Only I happened to be going to Bourke on business, so Pete asked me to
-come on and take charge. Here's a letter from him to you.'
-
-I took Pete's note out of my pocket and handed it to him. Having torn it
-open, he read it through slowly. When he had done so he said, 'Well, I'm
-precious glad. It was against my will that I came at all; now I'm free,
-and all the responsibility, and in this dry season there's plenty of
-that, rests upon your shoulders and not on mine. I don't envy you!'
-
-'I must take my chance,' I said. 'Now, supposing we have breakfast, and
-afterwards get on the move.'
-
-Yates stared in surprise, for I must have looked more dead than alive
-after my long night ride, and all the excitement I had passed through.
-
-'You don't mean to say you intend going on before you've had a rest,' he
-cried. 'Why, man, you're a death's head already. No, let's wait a bit
-and have a sleep; the cattle are on good feed and water, and, if all's
-true that I hear, they won't get any more like it on the other side of
-the border.'
-
-'I don't want a rest,' I said, 'and if I do I can take it in the saddle
-as we go along. Tell one of the blackboys to run up the horses, will
-you? and then we'll have breakfast and start.'
-
-'As you please, of course,' he said, but it was evident that he regarded
-my proposal in the light of madness. He was not very fond of work, was
-Mr Yates, and never had been since I had first known him, which was a
-matter of well nigh fifteen years.
-
-In less than half-an-hour breakfast was ready, and, as soon as it was
-eaten, we mustered the cattle and got under way. It was not a very big
-mob, but the animals were all valuable, and in the pink of condition.
-
-To those who have never seen a mob of cattle on the march, the picture
-they present would be a novel and exciting one. Imagine marching on
-ahead, day after day, as proud as a drum-major, some old bull, the
-leader of the mob; behind him are some hundreds of cattle; on either
-flank vigilant stockmen ride, ever on the look-out for stragglers; the
-drover in command and the rest of the party follow as whippers-in, while
-the cart containing the blankets, camp and cooking utensils, driven by
-the cook, travels on some miles ahead. The latter individual chooses the
-night's camp, prepares it, and has the evening meal cooked and ready by
-the time the mob puts in an appearance. After nightfall, a perpetual
-two hours' watch is kept by mounted men, while emergency horses are
-fastened near the camp to be ready in the event of a stampede or other
-trouble occurring.
-
-Our journey, in this instance, was an uneventful one, lasting something
-like six weeks. When we reached Bourke, and had handed over our cattle
-to the agent for trucking to Sydney, our mission was accomplished. As
-soon, therefore, as I had obtained my receipt from Mr Phillips, the
-agent to whom the mob was consigned, I took the train to Sydney, and
-once there hunted about for a medium-sized class hotel where I could put
-up while I remained in the metropolis. A big city was a new experience
-to me, and you may be sure I made the most of my opportunity of seeing
-it; at the same time, I kept a watchful eye on the daily papers for
-anything that transpired at Barranda during my absence. But from what I
-could gather, nothing unusual seemed to have happened in that sleepy
-hollow; so I was gradually recovering my old peace of mind when I
-received a shock that knocked my feeling of security about my ears
-again. I had been to the theatre one night, I remember, and was
-standing outside the door, after the fall of the curtain, thinking about
-getting back to my hotel, when who should come along the pavement but
-Finnan, the One-eyed Doctor, himself, dressed in evening clothes, and
-looking as contented and happy as you please. He seemed a bit surprised,
-not to say _nonplussed_, at seeing me, but shook hands with every
-appearance of heartiness. Then putting his arm through mine, he led me
-into a side street.
-
-'You managed that bit of business splendidly,' he said, when we were
-sure there was no one near enough to overhear us. 'Pete was delighted at
-the way you did it.'
-
-'Has anything turned up about it yet?' I asked anxiously.
-
-'Nothing important,' he answered. 'The Government are wondering what can
-have become of Jarman, who is supposed to have gone north, but the
-people in the township have discovered somehow that Pete is suspected of
-having stolen Gaybird. Of course, they all implicate you in it; and if I
-were you I should keep out of their way till the fuss blows over.'
-
-This was unpleasant hearing with a vengeance, but I was not going to let
-him see that I thought it, so I said,--
-
-'Where is Pete now?'
-
-'Goodness only knows. He remained hanging about the township for a
-fortnight after you went away, just to allay suspicion, then he
-announced that he was off to buy cattle on the Diamintina. Since then he
-has not been heard of.'
-
-'A nice kettle of fish he has let me in for,' I answered hotly. 'I can't
-say that I think he has acted at all like a man.'
-
-'I don't know that I think he has acted altogether fairly towards you,'
-said the agreeable Doctor. 'However, what's done can't be undone; so I
-suppose we must make the best of it. Anything more to say? Nothing?
-Well, perhaps we'd better not be seen together for very long, so good
-night!'
-
-I bade him good night, and having done so, walked slowly back to my
-hotel, wondering what was best to be done. To remain away from the
-township would look as if I were afraid of facing its inhabitants. And
-yet it was pretty dangerous work going back there. However, knowing my
-own innocence, I wasn't going to give them the right to call me guilty,
-so I determined to risk it, and accordingly next morning off I set for
-Bourke _en route_ for the Cargoo again. In about a fortnight I had
-reached the township.
-
-Darkness had fallen when I rode up the main street, and as I did not
-know quite what to do with myself now that I had no home to go to, I
-halted at the principal hotel and installed myself there. A good many
-men were in the bar when I entered, and from the way one and all looked
-at me, I could see that they were aware of the rumours that were afloat
-concerning me. However, nobody said anything on the subject, so I called
-for a glass of whiskey and, having drunk it, went into the dining-room,
-where about a dozen people were seated at the table. I took my place
-alongside a man I had known ever since we were kiddies together, and
-more for the sake of making myself agreeable than anything else, said
-'good evening' to him. He replied civilly enough, but I could see that
-he did not care to be friendly, and, when he made an excuse and went
-round and sat on the other side of the table, I saw significant glances
-flash round the board. 'All right,' I thought to myself, 'I'll say
-nothing just now, but the first man who drops a hint about that horse
-or my connection with the race, I'll go for tooth and nail, if it costs
-me my life.' But never a hint _was_ dropped, and when the meal was over
-I went out into the verandah to rage alone. I was in an unenviable
-position, and the worst part of it all was, I had nothing to thank for
-it but my own consummate obstinacy and stupidity.
-
-About nine o'clock I filled my pipe afresh and set off for a stroll down
-the street, keeping my eyes open to see if any of my old friends would
-take notice of me. But no one did till I had almost left the township.
-Then an elderly man, by name Bolton, who kept one of the principal
-stores in Main Street, and had always been a special crony of mine,
-crossed the road and came towards me.
-
-'Jim Heggarstone,' said he, when he got on to the footpath alongside me,
-'I want to have a few words with you, if you don't mind.'
-
-'I'm your man!' I answered. 'Shall we sit on the rail here, or would you
-rather walk along a bit?'
-
-'No, let us sit here,' he replied, and as he spoke, mounted the fence;
-'we're not likely to be interrupted, and I don't know that it would
-matter particularly if we were. Look here, Jim, I've always been your
-friend, and I am now. But certain things have been said about you of
-late in the township that I tell you frankly are not to your credit.
-What I want is authority to deny them on your behalf.'
-
-'You must first tell me what they are,' I answered; 'you can't expect a
-chap to go about explaining his actions every time a township like this
-takes it into its head to invent a bit of tittle-tattle against him.
-What have they to say against me? Out with it.'
-
-'Well, in the first place, they say that Whispering Pete on the hill up
-yonder knew that the horse he raced as The Unknown was Gaybird, the
-winner of the Victorian Grand National and the Sydney Steeplechase. Do
-you think that's true?'
-
-'How can I say? He may or may not have known it. But I don't see that it
-has anything to do with me if he did?'
-
-'No! Perhaps not! But you will when I tell you that it's also said that
-you were aware of it too, and that you laid your plans accordingly.'
-
-'Whoever says that tells a deliberate falsehood,' I cried angrily. 'I
-did not know it. If I had I would rather have died than have ridden
-him.'
-
-'I know that, Jim,' he answered, 'and so I have always said. Now, if you
-will let me, I'll call the next man who says so a liar to his face, on
-your behalf.'
-
-'So you shall, and I'll ram it down his throat with my fist afterwards.
-This has been a bad business for me, Bolton. In the first place, I have
-been kicked out of doors by my father for riding that race, and now my
-character is being taken away in this shabby fashion for a thing I'm
-quite innocent of.'
-
-'You ought never to have got in tow with Whispering Pete, Jim.'
-
-'Nobody knows that better than I do!' I cried bitterly. 'But it's too
-late to alter it now.'
-
-'Well, good night. And keep your heart up. Things will come right yet.
-And remember, Jim, I'm your friend through all.'
-
-We shook hands, and having done so, the kind-hearted fellow went his way
-down the street while I strolled on as far as the McLeods' homestead.
-There was a light shining from the sitting-room window, and I could
-hear the music of a piano. Then Sheilah's pretty voice came out to me
-singing a song, of which I am very fond. The words are Kingsley's, I
-believe, and the last verse seemed so appropriate to my case, that it
-brought a lump into my throat that almost choked me. It ran as
-follows:--
-
-
- When all the world is old, lad,
- And all the trees are brown,
- And all the sport is stale, lad,
- And all the wheels run down,
- Creep home, and take your place there,
- The spent and maimed among;
- God grant you find one face there
- You loved when all was young.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-COLIN McLEOD
-
-
-Next morning as soon as I had finished my breakfast I put on my hat and
-went down to McLeod's selection, resolved to find out once and for all
-in what sort of light I stood with Sheilah. In my own inmost heart I
-knew that I deserved to be shown the door on presenting myself, but
-somehow I had a sort of conviction that my fate would not be quite as
-hard as that. Reaching the gate, I let myself in, and walked down the
-path, under the little avenue of pepper-trees, that entwined overhead,
-to the house. Everything was just as I had left it, but, oh, how
-different were my own feelings!
-
-I found old McLeod on his knees in the verandah fastening up some
-creepers that had fallen out of place. When he saw me he rose and
-without a second thought came forward and shook me warmly by the hand.
-
-'Welcome home, James, my lad,' said he, looking me full and square in
-the face, 'I'm glad ye've come back to us, and so will Sheilah be, ye
-may depend. Ye've been a long time away.'
-
-This kindly reception was more than I had bargained for, and like the
-big baby I was I felt the hot tears rise and flood my eyes. There was
-that in my heart then which would have made me lay down my life for old
-McLeod if need have been. That was always the way with me, I could be
-brought to do anything by kindness, when force could not make me budge
-an inch. For the self-same reason old Betty at home had always been able
-to manage me--my father never.
-
-'Mr McLeod,' said I, as I returned the pressure of the hand he held out
-to me, a hand that was as knotted and gnarled as any ti-tree in the
-scrub, 'after all that has happened this is a generous way for you to
-receive me. Do you know that only one soul in the township up yonder has
-spoken to me since my return.'
-
-'I'm sorry to hear that, James,' said he, seating himself in a chair
-near by, and mopping his forehead with his red pocket-handkerchief. 'No
-young man can afford to lose his friends in that extravagant fashion.'
-
-'Do you know the charge they bring against me?'
-
-'I have heard it,' he answered, looking straight at me. 'But I think it
-only right to ye to say that I do not believe it all the same.'
-
-'It is not true, so help me, God,' I burst out impetuously. 'If I had
-dreamt that the horse had been stolen I would no more have ridden him in
-that race than I would have shot him. I hope you know me well enough to
-believe that, Mr McLeod.'
-
-'I think I do,' he answered; 'at any rate, this has been a lesson that
-should last you all your life.'
-
-'It has,' I answered bitterly; 'but all the same I don't think I have
-been at all fairly treated over it. Whispering Pete was generous to me,
-and when he asked me to do him the favour of riding his horse I could
-not refuse. Then I was told by my father that he would turn me out of
-doors if I did not obey him. But having given my promise to Pete, how
-could I be expected to break it again?'
-
-'James, James,' the old man said, when I had finished, 'the devil had
-ye in a tight place just then, and ye ought to thank God right down on
-your bended knees that He has permitted ye to come out of it as well as
-ye have. I shall say a word for ye next Sunday, and if ye'll mind what's
-right ye'll be there to hear it.'
-
-'That I will,' I answered, completely carried away by the good old man's
-earnestness. 'Mr McLeod, you've treated me as I did not expect I should
-be treated, and I'll never forget it as long as I live. Now, may I see
-Sheilah?'
-
-'And why not, laddie? Of course ye may, and right glad the lassie will
-be to have ye back again, I'll warrant. She's out with her chickens just
-now, I fancy, for I saw her going down the path with her egg basket on
-her arm but a wee bit since. Go and find her, and hear for yourself what
-she has to say to ye.'
-
-I went round the verandah, passed Sheilah's own window, with its little
-cluster of pot plants on the sill, and then down the path towards the
-fowl-yard. True enough, there she was, dressed all in white, with her
-pretty face looking out from the large blue sun-bonnet she always wore
-on summer mornings. At first she did not see me, so I stood still
-watching her. One thing I can always assert, and that is that I have
-seen many pretty girls in my time, but never one to equal Sheilah. There
-was a softness and natural grace about her that was beyond the power of
-other girls to imitate; a grace which could never have been taught in
-any school or dancing academy. And as I watched my heart rose in love to
-her, then I suppose I must have made some noise among the bushes, for
-she suddenly turned round and stood face to face with me. As she saw me
-a glad smile leapt into her face, and she ran towards me with hands
-outstretched in welcome.
-
-'Jim, dear old Jim,' she cried, 'I knew you would come back to us before
-long. Oh, I have missed you so dreadfully! Remember, you have been away
-nearly two months.'
-
-'Don't, Sheilah!' I cried, 'don't speak so kindly to me. Scold me a
-little or I shall make a fool of myself, I know.'
-
-'Scold you!' she cried, with her little hands in mine. 'Scold you, old
-Jim, when you're only just come back to us. Oh no, no! This is, indeed,
-a happy day. Have you seen my father? He was talking of you only this
-morning.'
-
-'I left him to come to you. His welcome was as warm as yours. Oh,
-Sheilah, I feel that I have been such a brute to you. And it hurts me
-the more because I know you will so freely forgive me.'
-
-'Hush, we will not talk of that. All that part of your life is done with
-and put away. It was a miserable time for all of us, but thank goodness
-it's over.'
-
-Just at that moment a young man appeared from the fowl-house and came
-towards us with some eggs in his hand.
-
-'I can find no more,' he said to Sheilah. Then he looked at me with a
-searching glance, and did not seem altogether pleased.
-
-'Jim,' said Sheilah, noticing my surprise, 'this is my cousin, Colin
-McLeod, who has come up to be our new trooper in Barranda. He has only
-been eighteen months in the Colonies, and was sent out from Brisbane
-last week. Colin, this is my old playfellow of whom you have so often
-heard me speak, Jim Heggarstone.'
-
-We nodded to each other, and when I saw that he was going to make the
-eggs he held an excuse for not shaking hands with me, I put my own in
-my pockets, and stared hard at him. He was a fine, well-set-up young
-fellow of about my own age, with blue eyes and peculiar sandy-coloured
-hair.
-
-'Now,' said Sheilah, who must have noticed that it was not all plain
-sailing with us, 'suppose we go inside and see what my father is doing.
-He intended to brand some colts this morning, and if he does I expect
-you'd like to help him in the yard, Jim?'
-
-'Of course I should,' I answered readily enough. 'I'm pining to get to
-work again.'
-
-'You have not been doing much work lately, then,' says Mr Colin, with a
-shadow of a sneer.
-
-'I've just returned from taking a mob of cattle down to Bourke,' I
-answered.
-
-'Ah!' was his sole reply, and then we went into the house.
-
-Half-an-hour later I was with old McLeod in the yards, had the fire for
-heating the branding-irons lighted, and was running the green hide lasso
-through my hands to see that it was supple and ready for use. I don't
-want to boast, seeing that, all things considered, I'd far better be
-holding my tongue, but lassoing was a thing I could challenge any man
-in the country at. However, I was not so successful on this occasion.
-Whether it was Colin McLeod sitting on the rails watching me, or whether
-it was that I was out of practice, I cannot say; I only know that time
-after time I missed, and on each occasion, as the noose fell to the
-ground, I saw the sneer spread out on Colin's face, and once I could
-have sworn I heard him chuckle. But I managed to keep my temper under
-control. Then my old skill suddenly returned, and after a while I could
-not miss a beast. But here I must do Colin justice. For a new chum he
-was as good a man in the yard as ever I've met, being quiet and gentle
-with the beasts, and, what is still more to the point, always ready to
-do what he was told. He only wanted practice to make a really good hand.
-I found occasion to tell him so when the work was finished, and I could
-have bitten my tongue out with vexation when he replied with his long
-Scotch drawl, still with the same diabolical sneer on his face,--
-
-'Ye see, I've not had so much experience with horses as ye've had, Mr
-Heggarstone.'
-
-It was plain to what he referred, and it took me all my time, I can
-assure you, to prevent my tongue from replying something sharp.
-However, I had no desire to celebrate my return to the selection by
-thrashing the owner's nephew, so I did manage to control myself, and
-side by side we returned to the house. At first, seeing how things
-stood, I was for going back to the township for lunch, but of this
-neither Sheilah nor her father would hear. So I was forced to stay where
-I was and endure the other man's treatment as best I could. One thing
-was very plain, and that was that Colin was madly in love with Sheilah.
-He could hardly take his eyes off her, almost trembled when he addressed
-her, lost no opportunity of doing her little services, and glared madly
-at me whenever I spoke to her or attempted to do anything for her. It
-was a queer sight, and one that was not calculated to fill me with
-pleasure, you may be sure. At last, after the mid-day meal was over, his
-conduct became so outrageous that I made the first excuse that suggested
-itself and said good-bye, promising to come down again next day. As I
-shook hands with her, Sheilah looked at me with rather a wistful
-expression on her face, I thought; while even old McLeod seemed to
-wonder that my first visit should terminate so abruptly. To tell the
-truth, however, I could not have bottled up my feelings another minute;
-so rather than make an exhibition of myself I preferred to go away.
-
-Back I went to the hotel, my whole being raging against the man. In the
-face of this rivalry I learned what Sheilah really was to me, and for
-the first time I understood how I should feel if any man were to win her
-from me.
-
-Next day, according to promise, I went down to the selection again, to
-find Sheilah sitting in the verandah. She was alone and received me very
-sweetly. I sat beside her talking of old days, and firmly resolved not
-to let her imagine that I had been in any way put out by her cousin's
-curious behaviour on the preceding day.
-
-'We must celebrate your return in some way, Jim,' she said after a
-little while. 'It is a lovely morning, so what do you say to a ride?'
-
-'The very thing!' I answered, only too thankful to do anything that
-would take me away from the house, and prevent my seeing the irate Colin
-again.
-
-With that we went out to the back, and borrowing the milkboy's pony, I
-ran up two horses from the paddock for our use. After I had rubbed them
-down a bit I saddled them, and by the time I had done this Sheilah was
-dressed and ready. With a thrill running through me such as I had never
-known before, I swung her up into the saddle, and then mounted my own
-beast; after that, when the boy had let down the slip rails, away we
-went across the plains towards the hills. It was as lovely a morning as
-any man could wish to be out in. The soft breeze rustled among the trees
-and high grass, the clouds chased each other across the blue vault of
-heaven, the air was musical with birds, and now and again we would put
-up a kangaroo and send him hopping away from us as if his very life
-depended upon it. Sheilah was in the best of spirits and looked
-incomparably sweet and graceful. Just swaying to the motion of her horse
-as he covered the ground in a gentle canter, her body well balanced and
-her head thrown back, the wind nodding the feather in her pretty hat,
-and just a suspicion of a neat little boot showing beneath her habit,
-she made a picture pretty enough for a king. And now that Colin McLeod
-had come to make me understand how much I really loved her, I was
-induced to notice her beauties even more closely than before.
-
-For nearly an hour we rode on, all the past forgotten, living only in
-the keen enjoyment of the present. Then, like a flash, the memory of my
-ride to the Blackfellow's Well--part of the very route we were now
-pursuing--rose before me. I saw again the dark night, the flashing tree
-trunks, the horses galloping on either side of me, and that horrible
-burden swaying on The Unknown's back. Then I saw the Blackfellow's Well,
-pictured myself digging that lonely grave among the rocks, and seemed
-again to hear the curlews crying from the pool below. I suppose
-something of the horror of the memory must have been reflected on my
-face, for Sheilah looked at me and then said,--
-
-'Jim, what is the matter? You're as pale as death.'
-
-'Nothing,' I answered hoarsely. 'A twinge of an old pain, that is all.'
-
-'It must have been a bad one,' she answered quietly. 'Your face looked
-really ghastly.'
-
-'It has passed,' I cried, giving myself a vigorous shake. 'I don't know
-what brought it on. However, we'll have no more dismal thoughts to-day,
-Sheilah, by your leave.'
-
-'That's right,' she answered. 'I do not like to see such an expression
-upon your face. Now let's turn round and go back by the Pelican
-Waterhole. See here's a nice piece of turf, we can give our horses a
-gallop.'
-
-The words were hardly out of her mouth before she had shaken up her
-horse and we were off like the wind. Good as my animal was, Sheilah's
-was better, and, when we reached the fringe of timber on the opposite
-side of the little plain, she was leading by a good five lengths. Then,
-seeing that the ground did not look very safe ahead, I was about to call
-to her to pull up, when her horse crossed his legs, and went down with a
-crash, throwing Sheilah, and rolling completely over her.
-
-For a second my heart seemed to stand still, then to the ground I sprang
-and ran swiftly to her side. Her horse by this time had risen, and was
-shaking himself, but Sheilah lay just as she had fallen, horribly white
-and still.
-
-'Sheilah!' I cried, as I knelt by her side, 'for pity's sake speak to
-me!'
-
-But not a word came from her pallid lips, and seeing this I picked up my
-heels and ran to the creek for water. Filling my cabbage-tree hat I
-hurried back to her, but by the time I reached her she was conscious
-once more.
-
-'Jim,' she said, with a fine show of bravery, 'this is a very bad
-business. I'm dreadfully afraid I've broken my leg. What am I to do? I
-can't get up.'
-
-'Oh, Sheilah, you don't mean that!' I cried in agony. 'It's all my
-fault, I should not have brought you for this ride.'
-
-'Don't be silly, Jim,' she answered stoutly. 'It was not your fault at
-all. But what am I to do? We are at least four miles from home?'
-
-I considered for a moment before I answered.
-
-'If you can't move, the best thing for me to do would be to make you as
-comfortable as possible here, and then ride off as fast as I can go for
-the tray buggy and a mattress. We could bring you in in that way better
-than any other.'
-
-'That's it, Jim. Now go as fast as you can. My poor father will be in a
-terrible state when he hears the news.'
-
-'First let me make you as comfortable as possible,' I replied. 'I think
-it would be better for you to lie just where you are.'
-
-Taking off my coat, I rolled it into a pad. Next I caught her horse and
-removed her saddle. This I placed flaps upward, beneath her head, with
-my coat upon it, and so made a fairly comfortable pillow.
-
-'Do you feel easier now?' I asked, looking down at her.
-
-'Much easier,' she answered; 'but don't be any longer than you can help,
-Jim.'
-
-'Not a second,' I replied, and ran towards my own horse and climbed into
-the saddle. Then with a last call of encouragement I set off, and within
-half-an-hour was at the stable slip panels. Then without waiting to let
-them down I sprang off and ran into the house. Old Mrs Beazley, the
-cook, was standing at her kitchen door.
-
-'Where is Mr McLeod?' I asked, almost trembling with excitement.
-
-'Gone up to the township,' she answered. 'What is the matter? Has
-anything happened?'
-
-'Miss Sheilah has met with an accident out by Pelican Creek,' I
-answered. 'She thinks she has broken her leg. You had better send for
-the doctor and her father at once. In the meantime, I'll take the buggy
-and a mattress, if you will give me one, and go out and bring her in?'
-
-At this moment Colin McLeod, with a face the colour of zinc, appeared
-from the house and stood staring at me.
-
-'What's that you say?'
-
-'Sheilah has broken her leg out yonder. I'm going with the buggy to
-bring her in. If you like you can come and help me lift her,' I
-answered, all my former animosity forgotten in this new and greater
-trouble.
-
-'Come on,' he cried in a voice I hardly recognised. 'Are you going to
-stand talking all day?'
-
-He ran into the yard as he spoke, and after giving a final instruction
-to Mrs Beazley, I followed, to find him leading a horse from the stable.
-Without a word I went to the coach-house and drew out McLeod's big tray
-buggy, took the harness from the peg and threw it down by the horse's
-nose, then back into the house again for the mattress Mrs Beazley was
-stripping off a bed for me. This I placed on the tray, and by the time I
-had done so the horse was harnessed and ready for putting in. Colin held
-up the shafts while I backed him to his place. By the time this was done
-the slip rails were down and I drove through. Then Colin sprang up
-beside me, and off we went across the plain towards the place where I
-had left Sheilah.
-
-When we reached it we found her lying exactly as I had left her. Colin
-jumped down, ran to her side, and said something in a low voice that I
-did not catch. Without losing a second, I lifted the seat from its place
-and lowered it overboard; then I, too, jumped down and went towards the
-sufferer.
-
-'How can we lift you, do you think, with the least likelihood of hurting
-you?' I asked.
-
-'I don't know,' she answered. 'I think you had better put the mattress
-down here beside me, and then lift me on to it.'
-
-I saw the wisdom of this idea, and forthwith dragged the mattress out
-and laid it on the ground by her side. Then, with all the tenderness of
-which we were capable, Colin and I lifted her and placed her on it. She
-paled a little while we were doing it, but did not let a sound escape
-her. After that I brought the buggy as close as possible, helped Colin
-to lift the mattress on to the tray, and then climbed aboard and placed
-her in such a position that her head lay against the splashboard. Having
-done this, I signed to Colin to hand me the saddle and my coat, with
-which I once more constructed a pillow for her. The seat was then
-refixed without touching her, and her own horse having been fastened on
-behind, I chose the straightest and least rutty track, and set off
-slowly for the homestead. It took us nearly an hour to reach it, and
-when we did old McLeod met us at the slip rails. He looked very
-nervous, but bore up bravely for Sheilah's sake.
-
-Pulling the buggy up at the kitchen door, we withdrew the seat again,
-removed the pillows, and then lifted our precious burden down. Just as
-we did so the doctor rode up to the door, and, having tied his horse to
-the fence, gave us a hand to carry Sheilah to her room. Then leaving her
-to his care, with Mrs Beazley to assist him, we went into the verandah,
-where Mr McLeod asked me to tell him how it had happened.
-
-I gave him a full description of it, but though it appeared to satisfy
-him it was more than it did for Colin, who listened with the same
-expression on his face that was always there when I was present. How it
-was that I had aroused such antagonistic feelings in him I could not
-imagine. Whether he would have been the same with any other rival I
-could not tell, but that he hated me with all the strength of his
-powerful nature was plain to the least observant. After I had finished
-my narrative, and had discovered that I could do no more good by
-remaining, I rose to say good-bye.
-
-'Good-bye, James, my lad,' said the old man, giving me his hand. 'I
-know that what has happened has given you as much pain as it has me.
-But, remember, you must not reproach yourself. It was in no way your
-fault. And are you going too, Colin, my lad?'
-
-'I'm on duty this afternoon,' Colin said, putting on his hat, 'and I
-must get back and prepare for it. Good-bye, uncle!'
-
-'Good-bye, my lad.'
-
-Old McLeod retired into the house, and we went up the garden path
-together. When we got into the road outside, Colin McLeod turned to me
-and said, 'Have you any objection to my walking a little way with you?
-I've got something I want to say to you.'
-
-'Come along, then,' I answered, 'and say it for mercy's sake. I'm sick
-of all these black looks and sarcastic speeches. What is it? Out with
-it!'
-
-'It's this,' he said. 'First and foremost, I'll have no more of you down
-yonder.' He nodded his head in the direction of his uncle's house.
-
-'Indeed! and, pray, what right have you to say you will, or you won't?'
-
-'If you don't know, I'll tell you,' he answered; 'but I think you do!'
-
-'I don't,' I answered, stopping and facing him, 'and I'll be glad if you
-will tell me.'
-
-'Well, in the first place, I won't have you there because of that
-business with the man they call Whispering Pete, and, in the second,
-because, in my official capacity, I know more about you than my uncle
-and cousin do--and I tell you I won't let you mix with them.'
-
-'Colin McLeod,' I said, looking him straight in the face, and speaking
-very slowly, 'you're either a plucky man or a most extraordinary fool.
-Remember this once and for all--neither you nor the whole police force
-of Australia know anything that would keep me away from my old friends
-the McLeods. And if you say you do, well, I tell you you're a liar to
-your face. So there now!'
-
-'Fair and softly,' he said in reply. 'Listen to what I have to say
-before you talk so big. I tell you we know a good deal more than you
-think we do, and when we lay our hands on Whispering Pete we shall know
-still more. In the meantime, I'm not going to trade on my official
-knowledge against you. I'll meet you as man to man, and chance the
-consequences. I tell you that I love my cousin to desperation, and I'm
-not going to have a man like you hanging round her. Keep away from her,
-and I'll do no more than my duty demands. Continue to visit them, and,
-I warn you, you'll have to take the consequences.'
-
-'And what are the consequences, pray?' I said, wishing he would come to
-the point.
-
-'That you'll have to deal with me,' he answered, as if he were
-threatening me with death.
-
-'That's rather big talking on your part, isn't it?' I asked. 'I don't
-know that I'm altogether afraid of dealing with you.'
-
-'I'm glad to hear you say that! Now, will you fight me for her?'
-
-He stopped in his walk and, turning round, clutched me by the arm.
-
-'No, I will not,' I replied firmly, at the same time feeling that I
-would have given anything in the world to have been able to answer
-'Yes.'
-
-'I thought not,' he continued, with a sigh. 'You're a coward, and I knew
-it.'
-
-'Steady! steady!' I said. 'One more remark like that and you'll get into
-trouble.'
-
-'Then let me see if this will help you,' he cried, and at the same time
-he lifted his arm and hit me a hard blow across the mouth with the back
-of his left hand. I was about to strike back, when I suddenly changed my
-mind.
-
-'You have raised your hand to me,' I said quietly. 'And a blow dealt in
-anger I'll take from no man on God's earth, much less you, Colin
-McLeod. I refused to fight you just now--for the simple reason that you
-are Sheilah's kith and kin. But since you've struck me, I'd do it if you
-were her own blood brother. One thing first, however. Be so good as to
-do me the justice to remember that you yourself have forced the quarrel
-on me.'
-
-'I will remember,' he said sullenly. 'And where is it to be?'
-
-'Down in the bit of scrub by the Big Gum at the creek bend,' I answered.
-'We're not likely to be disturbed there.'
-
-'At eight to-night. I am on patrol duty and can't get away before.'
-
-I nodded, and then we separated; he went up the hill to the police
-station, while I continued my walk towards the township. As I went I
-thought over my position; here was another pretty fix I had got myself
-into. My old luck had certainly deserted me, for what would Sheilah say,
-if by any chance she should come to hear of it. When all was said and
-done, however, was it my fault? I didn't want to fight the man, I would
-far rather not have done so, but since he had struck the first blow I
-could not very well get out of it. Any man who knows me will tell you
-that I haven't the reputation of being a coward. Ruminating in this
-fashion I went on up the street to my hotel, and arrived there as the
-lodgers were sitting down to lunch. While I was eating, a curious notion
-seized me. What if I went up to the old home and interviewed my father?
-I had quite lived down my animosity, and if he proved willing to forgive
-I was quite ready to do the same.
-
-As soon, therefore, as I rose from the table I went to my room, tidied
-myself up a bit, and set off. It seemed an eternity since I had forded
-the creek and trod that familiar path. I recalled with a shudder that
-horrible night when I had sneaked home to change my things prior to
-going off to bury Jarman. It was like a part of another life to look
-back on now--a nightmare, the remembrance of which always seized me in
-my happiest moments--like the skeleton at the Egyptian feast. And all
-the time I had to remember that the horrible secret lay hidden under
-those rocks only waiting for some chance passer-by to discover it.
-
-At last I reached the verandah and paused upon the threshold like a
-stranger, not knowing quite what to do. My doubts, however, were soon
-set at rest by the appearance of my father in the passage. A great
-change had come over him. He looked years older, and was evidently a
-much feebler man than when I had left him last. So different was he that
-the shock almost unnerved me. But I soon saw that his disposition had
-not changed very much.
-
-'Good morning,' he said, just as if he were greeting a total stranger.
-'Pray what can I do for you?'
-
-'Father, I have come up to see if I can't induce you to forgive me, and
-let us patch this quarrel up!'
-
-'I beg your pardon,' he answered slowly, but still with the same
-exquisite politeness; 'I don't know that I understand you. Did I
-understand you to address me by the title of father?'
-
-'I am your son!'
-
-He seated himself in one of the verandah chairs, and I noticed that his
-hand trembled on the arm as he laid it there.
-
-'I have forgotten that I ever had a son,' he said, after a moment's
-pause, 'and I have no desire to be reminded of the disagreeable fact.'
-
-'Then you will not forgive me,' I cried bitterly, amazed at his
-obstinacy.
-
-'My son was a horse coper and a blackguard,' he continued, 'and even if
-I were to admit him to my house I should certainly not forgive him!'
-
-'Thank you,' I said, moving towards the steps to go away again. 'You
-wronged me before--and now you do so again. I will trouble you no more.'
-
-'One moment before you go,' he cried, tapping on the floor with his
-stick. 'You have not come up here to work upon my feelings without
-having some object in view, I suppose. I hear you are living in the
-township at the principal hotel, doing nothing for your living. Your
-presence here means, I presume, that you want money. If that is so, I
-will give you five hundred pounds to enable you to start afresh in the
-world, provided you leave this place within twenty-four hours, and do
-not let me ever see you or hear of you again.'
-
-'And you refuse me your forgiveness for the wrong you have done me?'
-
-'I am not aware that I have done you any wrong,' he answered. 'I only
-believe what everybody in the township down yonder knows to be a fact.
-To-morrow morning you shall have that money if you wish it. After that I
-will not give you a halfpenny to save you from starving.'
-
-Then, as if to justify himself, he continued, 'I do it on principle.'
-
-'Very good--then, on principle, I refuse to receive even a penny from
-you.'
-
-He looked at me in surprise.
-
-'You won't take the five hundred pounds?'
-
-'Not one halfpenny,' I answered; 'I would not if I were dying. Good
-day.'
-
-'You are very foolish. But you will change your mind in a few hours; so
-may I. Good day.'
-
-Without more ado I left him and strode angrily back to the township.
-Surely no man ever had a more pig-headed, unnatural father?
-
-That evening, a few minutes before eight o'clock, I left the hotel and
-strode off down the path by the creek to the place where I had arranged
-to meet Colin. Bitterly as I hated him, and angry as I was over the blow
-he had dealt me, I was not at all reconciled to the notion of fighting
-him. My position was already sufficiently precarious without my
-endeavouring to make it more so.
-
-The moon was up, and it was a glorious night. In the little open space
-where I sat down to wait, it was almost as bright as day. In a gum to
-the back of me a mopoke was hooting dolefully, and to my right, among
-the bracken, the river ran sluggishly along, the moonlight touching it
-like silver. It was the beginning of summer, and there was still
-sufficient water coming down from the hills to make a decent stream.
-
-Almost punctually at eight o'clock Colin put in an appearance, and came
-across the open towards me.
-
-'I was half afraid I might keep you waiting,' he said, as he took off
-his coat and threw it on the ground.
-
-'You're punctual, I think,' I answered, rising. 'But look here, McLeod,
-I'm not going to fight you after all. I can't do it!'
-
-'Turning cocktail again, are you?' he said coldly. 'Do you want me to
-find your courage for you in the same fashion as this morning?'
-
-'Don't push me too far,' I said, 'or God alone knows what I may not do.
-I'm a bad man to cross, as you may have heard.'
-
-'Your reputation is only too well known to me,' he answered. 'Are you
-going to stand up or not?'
-
-'Since you wish it so much,' I said wearily, seeing that further
-argument was useless.
-
-'I thought you would hear reason,' he said, and took up his position.
-
-We faced each other, and he led off with a blow that caught me on the
-chin. That roused my blood, and there and then I let him have it. He was
-not a bad boxer, and by no means deficient in courage, but he was like a
-baby in my hands. I can say that safely without fear of bragging. Three
-times in succession I sent him down to measure his length upon the
-ground. And each time he got up and faced me again. At last I could
-stand it no longer.
-
-'That's enough,' I cried. 'Good God, man, you don't know what you're
-doing! If I go on I shall murder you.'
-
-'We'll go on then till you do,' he said, getting up for the fourth time
-and preparing to renew the battle. But just as he did so a loud voice
-behind us called 'Stop!'
-
-It was old McLeod.
-
-'And pray what does this mean?' he cried, as he came between us. 'James
-Heggarstone, I am ashamed of ye. Colin, surely ye must have taken leave
-of your senses.'
-
-Then Colin gave me another sample of his curious character.
-
-'You must not blame Heggarstone,' says he. 'I assure you it was all my
-fault. I challenged him, and when he refused to fight I struck him.'
-
-I could not let him take all the blame in this fashion, so I was just
-going to chip in when old McLeod stopped me by holding up his hand.
-
-'I don't care whose fault it is. Ye are both to blame. I've seen it
-coming on day by day, and I can tell ye both it has distressed me beyond
-measure. I'll have no more of it, remember. Ye'll shake hands, lads,
-here now, and be good friends for the future, or ye'll both quarrel with
-me.'
-
-'I've no objection at all,' I said, holding out my hand.
-
-'Nor I,' says Colin, doing the same.
-
-And then and there we shook hands, and that was the last of my enmity
-with Colin McLeod.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-I PROPOSE TO SHEILAH
-
-
-Next morning, as soon after breakfast as was fit and proper, I set off
-to inquire after Sheilah. I found her looking very pale and jaded, poor
-girl; and no wonder, for the business of setting the broken limb had
-been a painful one.
-
-'Sit down,' she said, pointing to a chair by her sofa. 'I want to have a
-good talk with you. Jim, I hear you were fighting with Colin last
-night.'
-
-I hung my head and did not answer.
-
-'What you two should have to fight about I'm sure I don't know,' she
-went on. 'But, remember, I'll have no more of it. If I thought you were
-to blame I should be very angry with you. But Colin has already been
-here and cleared you of everything. Poor Colin!'
-
-'I'm sorry I ever laid my hand upon him,' I said. 'He's a better man
-than I am by a good deal.'
-
-'I'm not so sure of that, Jim,' she said, holding out her little hand
-to me; 'but, remember, on no account are you two to be anything but the
-very best of friends for the future. And now we'll forget all about it.
-I want to talk to you about another matter.'
-
-'What is that, Sheilah?'
-
-'About yourself. What do you intend to do? You must not--and, indeed,
-you cannot--go on living here without employment. Have you thought of
-looking for anything?'
-
-'I have. And what's more I have made inquiries all round, but for the
-life of me I can hear of nothing. I'm no good for anything but bush
-work, as you know, or I might apply for the billet there is vacant in
-the bank up yonder. No, Sheilah! I'm afraid I shall have to clear out
-and look for work elsewhere. There's a drover, Billy Green of Bourke,
-going up North as far as the Flinders River for a mob of fat cattle next
-week. He might take me on.'
-
-'No! no! Jim, you're fit for something better than that,' she answered.
-'Why not stay here and take a place for yourself. With your knowledge of
-cattle, backed up by patience and hard work, you might make a very good
-thing of it in time.'
-
-'There's one serious drawback to that, Sheilah, and that is the fact
-that I haven't got the money. If I had, I admit I might be able to do
-something in a small way. But as I haven't, well, you must see for
-yourself it's impossible.'
-
-'It's not so impossible as you imagine, old friend,' said Sheilah, with
-a smile.
-
-'What do you mean?' I asked, surprised at the confident way in which she
-spoke. 'Has anyone told you of the money I refused to take from my
-father yesterday?'
-
-'You refused to take money from your own father? Oh, Jim, that was
-foolish of you. How much did he offer you?'
-
-'Five hundred pounds,' I answered. 'I almost wish now I had put my pride
-in my pocket and accepted it. It would have come in very handily,
-wouldn't it?'
-
-'You must go up and see him directly you leave here,' she said with
-authority. 'Whatever you do, you must not let such an opportunity slip
-through your fingers. It was too foolish of you to decline his help.'
-
-'I'm afraid I'm a very foolish fellow altogether, Sheilah,' I answered.
-'But my father insulted me; he called me--well, never mind what he
-called me; at any rate, having done it, he said he would give me five
-hundred pounds, and not another halfpenny, if I were to come to him
-starving. I flared up in reply, and told him that I would not touch his
-money if I were dying, and came away in a huff.'
-
-'Well, you must go back and get it now, whatever happens. Why, with five
-hundred pounds you might lay the foundation of a splendid fortune. Now,
-pay attention to me, and tell me if there is any place about here you
-would like to take?'
-
-'I should just think there is. Why, there's Merriman's selection on the
-other side of the creek; it's as good a little place as any in the
-district, and better than most. I've been coveting it for years, and if
-I had the money I would take it, stock it by degrees, and as time went
-on, and opportunity served, get possession of the land on either side of
-it. Yes! If I had that place, I do believe I could make it pay.'
-
-'How much capital would you want to take it and stock it?'
-
-I picked up a bit of paper from the table by where I sat, and, finding a
-pencil, set to work to figure it all out. Sheilah was quite excited, and
-offered suggestions and corrections as we proceeded, like the clever
-little business woman she always was. At last it was done.
-
-'I reckon,' I said, looking up at her from the paper in my hand, 'that
-if I had eight hundred pounds cash, and a balance in the bank of five
-hundred more, I could do it, and I'm certain I could make a success of
-it. But, then, what's the use of all this calculation. I haven't got the
-money, and, what's more, I'm certain my father won't go higher than the
-five hundred he mentioned, even if he lets me have that now.'
-
-Sheilah was silent for nearly a minute, looking out of the window to
-where the tall sunflowers were nodding their heads in the scorching
-glare. A little dry wind rustled through the garden and flickered a
-handful of earth on to the well-swept boards of the verandah. Then she
-turned to me again and said rather nervously,--
-
-'Jim, you have known me a long time have you not?'
-
-'What a question, Sheilah,' I cried. 'Why, I've known you ever since the
-night of the great storm--when you were a little toddling blue-eyed
-baby. Of course, I've known you a long time.'
-
-'Well, in that case, you mustn't be angry with an old friend for making
-a suggestion.'
-
-'Angry with you, Sheilah! Not if I know it. What is it you wish to say?'
-
-'That--well, that you let me lend you the money. No! No don't speak,'
-she cried, seeing that I was about to interpose. 'Let me say what I want
-to say first, and then you can talk as much as you please. Yes! I
-repeat, let me lend you the money, Jim. My father, as you know, has
-always put by so much a year for me, to do as I like with, ever since I
-was born. The sum now amounts to nearly fifteen hundred pounds. Well, I
-want to lend you a thousand pounds of it. And that, with the five
-hundred from your father, will give you fifteen hundred pounds to begin
-with, or two hundred more than you consider necessary. There, Jim, I
-have done; now what have you to say?'
-
-'What can I say? How can I tell you how deeply I am touched by your
-generosity and goodness. Oh, Sheilah! what a true friend you have always
-been to me.'
-
-'You accept my offer, then, Jim?' she cried, her beautiful eyes at the
-same time filling with tears.
-
-'I cannot,' I answered. 'Deeply as I am touched by it, I cannot. It
-would not be right.'
-
-'Oh, Jim, I never thought you would refuse. You will break my heart if
-you do. I have been thinking this out ever since you returned from
-Bourke, and always hoping that I should be able to persuade you to
-accept it. And now you refuse!'
-
-She gave a deep sigh, and the big tears trembled in her eyes as if
-preparatory to flowing down her cheeks.
-
-'Don't you see my position, Sheilah?' I said. 'Can't you understand that
-if I took your money, and invested in this enterprise, and it did not
-turn out a success, I might never have the means of repaying you. No! At
-any cost I feel that I ought not to take it.'
-
-'Jim, you are giving me the greatest disappointment I have ever had in
-my life. Really you are.'
-
-'Do you mean it?'
-
-'I do.'
-
-'Will it really make you happy if I accept?'
-
-'Perfectly happy.'
-
-'Then I will do so. And may God bless you for it. By giving me this
-chance you are saving me.'
-
-'You will work hard then, won't you, Jim?'
-
-'I will work my fingers to the bone, Sheilah.'
-
-It was as much as I could do to speak, so great was my emotion. My
-brain surged with words, but my mouth could not utter them. I took her
-hand and kissed it tenderly. A declaration of love trembled on my
-tongue, and wanted but one little word to make me pour it out.
-
-'You must go and see your father this afternoon,' she said after a
-little pause, 'and then come down and tell me what he says. When you've
-done that you'd better inquire about the place. Oh, if only I were able
-to see it with you!'
-
-'So you shall directly, Sheilah,' I cried. 'You shall guide and counsel
-me in all I do; for you are my guardian angel, and have always been.'
-
-'Do you mean that, Jim?' she asked very softly.
-
-'Before God, I do,' I cried vehemently. 'Sheilah, I know now what you
-are to me. I know that the old brotherly affection I have felt for you
-all these years is dead.'
-
-'Dead, Jim!' she cried. 'Oh, surely not dead!'
-
-'Yes, dead,' I answered; 'but out of its ashes has risen a greater, a
-nobler, a purer love than I ever believed myself capable of feeling.
-Sheilah, I love you with all my heart and soul, I love you more than
-life itself.'
-
-She did not answer. For a minute or so there was only to be heard the
-chirping of the cicadas in the trees outside, and the dry rustle of the
-wind among the oranges bushes.
-
-'Darling,' I said, when I found my voice once more, 'if I take this
-money and work as hard as any man can, is it to be for nothing? Or may I
-toil day and night, knowing that there is a reward, greater than any
-money, saving up for me at the end? Sheilah, do you love me well enough
-to be my wife!'
-
-This time she answered, without a falter in her voice, and as she did
-she took my great brown hand between hers and smoothed it.
-
-'Jim, I have always loved you' she said, 'all my life long. I will
-gladly; nay, that doesn't seem to express it at all. Let me say only
-that I love you, and that I will be your wife whenever you come to claim
-me. Will that satisfy you, dear?'
-
-I bent over and kissed her on her sweet, pure lips.
-
-'God bless you, Sheilah,' I replied so softly that I scarcely knew my
-own voice.
-
-Then we both sat silent again for some time. Sheilah it was who spoke
-first.
-
-'Now, Jim, how are you going to begin?'
-
-'I'm going to find your father, and tell him everything,' I said. 'He
-ought to know before anyone else.'
-
-'Very well, find him and tell him. Then go and see your own father and
-ask him for the money. After that, if you like, you may come back here
-and tell me how you have succeeded.'
-
-I bade her good-bye, and went off to find her father.
-
-He was in the act of leaving the stockyard when I encountered him, and I
-suppose he must have seen from my face that I had news for him--for,
-when he had shaken hands with me, he stepped back to the rails and
-leaned against them.
-
-'Now, James,' he said, 'what is it ye have to tell me?'
-
-'Something I'm rather doubtful whether you'll like,' I answered,
-wondering how to begin.
-
-'Supposing I can guess already,' he said, with a smile. 'Ye have been a
-long time with Sheilah!'
-
-'I have been deciding a very important matter!' I replied.
-
-'Have ye accepted her offer?'
-
-'I have; but how do you know that she had made one?' I answered.
-
-'We discussed it together last night,' he said. 'My Sheilah is a
-generous girl, and she takes a great interest in ye, James, lad.'
-
-'Who knows that better than I?' I answered. 'And I will do my best to
-show her that her trust is not misplaced. But her generous loan is not
-the chief thing I wish to speak to you about.'
-
-'What is the other, then?' he said, looking a little nervously at me, I
-thought.
-
-'It concerns Sheilah's own happiness,' I replied. 'Mr McLeod, your
-daughter has promised to be my wife.'
-
-He was more staggered by this bit of news than I had expected he would
-be, and for a little while gazed at me in silent amazement. At last he
-pulled himself together, and said solemnly,--
-
-'This is a very serious matter.'
-
-'I hope it is,' I replied, 'for I love Sheilah and she loves me. We are
-both deeply serious, and I hope you have nothing to say against it?'
-
-'Of course, if ye both love each other--as I believe ye do,' he
-answered, 'and ye, laddie, work hard to prove yourself worthy of her, I
-shall say nothing. But we must look things squarely in the face and have
-no half measures. Ye must bear with me, lad--if in what I'm going to say
-I hurt your feelings--but my duty lies before me, and I must do it. Ye
-see, Jim, ye have been foolish; your reputation in the township is a
-wild one; ye admitted to me having been a gambler; remember ye rode in
-that race against your father's and your best friends' wishes; ye were
-mixed up with a very disreputable set hereabouts, one of whom has been
-openly accused of felony; remember, I do not believe that ye had
-anything at all to do with the stealing of that horse--if he was stolen,
-as folks say; and now ye have also been turned out of house and home by
-your own father. Ye must yourself admit that these circumstances are not
-of a kind calculated to favourably impress a father who loves his only
-daughter as I love mine. But, on the other hand, my lad, I have known ye
-pretty nearly all your life, and I know that your errors are of the
-head, not of the heart, so I am inclined to regard them rather
-differently. Now, your path lies before ye. Ye have an opportunity of
-retrieving the past and building up the future, let us see what ye can
-do. If, we'll say, by this day year ye have proved to me that ye are
-really in earnest, ye shall have my darling, and God's blessing be on ye
-both. I can't say anything fairer than that, can I?'
-
-'I have no right to expect that you should say anything so fair,' I
-answered. 'Mr McLeod, I will try; come what may, you shall not be
-disappointed in me.'
-
-'I believe ye, laddie,' he said, and then we went towards the front gate
-together. I wished him good-bye, and having done so, left him and went
-up the hill towards the township.
-
-Never in my life do I remember to have walked with so proud and so
-confident a step. My heart was filled with hope and happiness. Sheilah
-loved me, and had promised to be my wife. Her father had, to all intents
-and purposes, given his consent. It only remained for me to prove myself
-worthy of the trust that had been reposed in me. And come what might, I
-would be worthy. Henceforward, no man should have the right to breathe a
-word against me. I would work for Sheilah as no man ever worked for a
-girl before; so that in the happy days before us she might always have
-reason to look up to and be proud of me. Then in a flash came back the
-memory of that gruesome ride to the Blackfellow's Well. Once again I saw
-the murdered man lying so still in his lonely grave among the rocks on
-the hillside. I shuddered, and with an effort I put the memory from me.
-And just as I did so, I arrived at the hotel.
-
-As soon as I had eaten my lunch I set off to call upon my father. I
-found him sitting in the verandah, as usual, reading. He did not seem at
-all surprised at my appearance. On the other hand, he said, as I came up
-to the steps,--
-
-'You have thought better of it and come back for that money, I suppose?'
-
-'I have,' I answered. 'A chance has been given me to-day of settling
-down to a good thing, if I can only raise a certain sum of money. If you
-are still of the same mind as you were yesterday, I should feel grateful
-if you would let me have your cheque for the amount you mentioned?'
-
-Without another word he rose and went into the house; when he returned
-he held between his finger and thumb a little slip of pale blue paper
-which I well knew was a cheque. Giving it to me he said,--
-
-'There it is. Now go!'
-
-I thanked him, and turned to do as he ordered, but before I had time to
-descend the steps he stopped me by saying,--
-
-'I have asked no questions, but I trust this business you are now
-embarking on will prove a little more reputable than that in which you
-have been hitherto engaged.'
-
-'You need have no fear on that score,' I answered. 'At the same time, I
-do not admit that there was anything in the last matter, to which you
-refer, of which I need be ashamed.'
-
-'I think we have discussed that before. We need not do so again.'
-
-I was once more about to leave him, when something induced me to say,--
-
-'Father, is this state of things to go on between us much longer? Will
-you never forgive a bit of heedless obstinacy on the part of one so much
-younger than yourself?'
-
-'When I see signs of improvement I may be induced to re-consider my
-decision, not till then,' he answered. 'The sad part of it is that so
-far those signs are entirely wanting.'
-
-'I am turning over a new leaf now.'
-
-'I desire to see proof of it first,' he replied. 'I must confess my
-experience makes me sceptical.'
-
-'It is useless, then, for me to say any more on the subject.'
-
-'Quite useless. For the future let your actions speak for themselves.
-They will be quite significant enough, believe me.'
-
-'Then I wish you good day.'
-
-'Good day to you.'
-
-And so we parted.
-
-Leaving the old home, I strode down the hill, crossed the ford, and made
-my way to the principal bank in the township, where I opened an account
-with my father's cheque. This business completed, I passed on to the
-agent who had Merriman's selection under offer, and when I left his
-office an hour later I was in a fair way towards calling myself the
-proprietor of the property for a term of years.
-
-Next morning I rode over to the selection and thoroughly examined it. It
-was about 10,000 acres in extent, splendidly grassed, and had an
-excellent frontage to the river. Merriman had built himself a hut on a
-little knoll, and there I determined to install myself, utilising all
-the time I could spare from my work among the stock in building another
-and better one, to which I could bring Sheilah when she became my wife.
-That afternoon the arrangements advanced another step, and by the end of
-the week following the papers were signed, and I was duly installed as
-possessor.
-
-The next business was to secure the services of a man. This
-accomplished, I set to work in grim earnest, the fences were thoroughly
-overhauled and renovated--a new well was sunk in the back country--a new
-stockyard was erected near the hut, and, by the time Sheilah was able to
-get about again, I had bought a couple of thousand sheep at a price
-which made them an undoubted bargain, had erected my bough-shearing
-shed, and was all ready for getting to work upon my clip.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-A VISIT FROM WHISPERING PETE
-
-
-Three months later the shearing of my small flock was at an end, and the
-result, an excellent clip, had been dispatched to market. Then, having a
-good deal of spare time on my hands, I held a consultation with Sheilah,
-planned our house, and set to work upon it. Like my own old home, it was
-to be of _pisa_, would consist of five rooms and a kitchen, and have a
-broad verandah running all round it. No man, who has not built a house
-under similar circumstances, will be able properly to understand what
-the construction of that humble abode meant to me, and how I worked at
-it. Every second that I could possibly spare was given to it, and as bit
-by bit it raised itself above the earth, my love for Sheilah seemed to
-grow stronger and purer with it. It was a proud day for me, you may be
-sure, when the roof was started, and a still prouder when it was
-completed. The windows and doors were then put into the walls, the
-floors of the rooms and verandah laid, the papering and painting
-completed, until at last it stood ready for occupation. A prettier
-position no man could possibly have desired, and as far as construction
-went, well, when I say that I had worked at it with the patience and
-thoroughness that can only be brought to bear by a man in what is a
-labour of love, you will have some idea of what it was like. Ah! what a
-glorious time that was--when everything animate and inanimate spoke to
-me of Sheilah. When I rose from my bed in the morning, with the sun, it
-was to work for her, and when I returned to it again at night it was
-with the knowledge that I had done all that man could do for her, and
-was just so many hours nearer the time when she would be my wife. It may
-be a strange way of putting it, but if you've ever been in love yourself
-you'll understand me when I say that her gentle influence was with me
-always, in the wind blowing through the long bush grass, in the
-whispering of the leaves of the trees, in the rising of the moon above
-the distant ranges, and in the murmur of the water in the creek. Nor
-did I want for encouragement. When the day's work was done I would cross
-the creek and discuss it with my sweetheart and her father, and even
-Colin McLeod, now that it was all definitely settled between us and he
-knew his fate, treated me quite as one of the family, and without a sign
-of his old antagonism.
-
-Then, at last, the joyful day was fixed, and I knew that on a certain
-Thursday two months ahead, all being well, Sheilah would become my wife.
-The house was completely finished, painted, papered, and furnished, and
-even the garden, which I had constructed so that it should slope down to
-the river, was beginning to show signs of the labour that had been
-expended on it. Then, in the midst of my happiness, when I felt so
-secure that it seemed as if nothing could possibly come between me and
-the woman I loved, something happened which was destined to be the
-precursor of all the terrible things I have yet to tell, and which were
-to bow Sheilah's head and mine in sorrow and shame down even to the very
-dust.
-
-It was a night at the end of the first week after the completion of the
-new house. Having finished his supper, my factotum had gone across to
-the township, and I was paying my evening visit to Sheilah. About ten
-o'clock I started for home. It had been hot and thundery all the
-afternoon and evening, and now a mass of heavy cloud had almost covered
-the heavens. The wind whistled dismally through the she-oak trees in the
-scrub and moaned along the valley. A premonition of coming ill was upon
-me, and when I reached the new house, where I had already installed
-myself, I went into the kitchen feeling ready to jump away from my own
-shadow. The fire just showed a red glow, and to my amazement gave me the
-outline of a man sitting beside it.
-
-'You're up late, Dick,' I cried, thinking it was my man returned from
-his evening's outing. But he did not answer.
-
-I lit a candle and held it aloft. Then I almost dropped it in horror and
-astonishment.
-
-The man sitting beside the fire was Whispering Pete!
-
-'Good heavens, how did you get here?' I cried, as I set the candle down
-upon the table.
-
-'Rode,' he answered laconically, getting on to his feet. 'My horse is in
-your stockyard now. I've ridden three hundred miles this week, and must
-be over the border before Tuesday.'
-
-'But why have you come here of all other places?' I asked, resolved to
-let him see that I was not at all pleased to have him on my premises.
-
-'Because I had to see you, Jim, for myself.' Here he stopped and went
-over to the door and looked out. 'Nobody about is there?' he asked
-suspiciously.
-
-'Not a soul,' I answered. 'Go on, out with it, what do you want to see
-me for?'
-
-He came closer and sank his voice almost to a whisper, as he said,--
-
-'Because, Jim, if we're not careful there'll be trouble, and what's
-more, big trouble. The police are looking high and low for Jarman, and
-naturally they can't find him. The rumour which I had circulated that he
-followed the horse Gaybird up to Northern Queensland has been exploded,
-and now they're coming back to the original idea--that we know something
-of his whereabouts.'
-
-'Don't say "we" if you please,' I answered hotly. 'Remember I had
-nothing at all to do with it.'
-
-Once more he leant towards me. This time he spoke in the same curious
-undertone, but with more emphasis.
-
-'Indeed, and pray who had then? Jim Heggarstone, if you're wise you
-won't try that game with me. It will not do. Just review the
-circumstances of the case, my friend, before you talk like that. What
-horse did you ride in that race? Why, the horse that was discovered to
-have been stolen. Where did you spend the evening after the race? In my
-house. Jarman was among the guests, wasn't he? Who took his dead body
-away and buried it in the mountains, and then disappeared himself? Why,
-you did. Are those the actions of an innocent man? Answer me that
-question before you say anything more about having had nothing to do
-with it!'
-
-I saw it all, then, with damning distinctness. And oh, how I loathed
-myself for the part I had played in it.
-
-'You have contrived my ruin, Pete!' I cried, like a man in agony.
-
-'Don't be a fool,' he answered. 'I only tell you this to show you that
-we must stand by each other, and sink or swim together. If they ask me,
-I shall admit that he dined with us and went away about ten o'clock. I
-should advise you to do the same. If you did your work well they can
-hunt till all's blue and they'll not find the body. And as long as they
-can't find that we're safe. I came out of my way here to warn you,
-because inquiries are certain to be made, and then we must all give the
-same answer. Present a bold front to them, or else clear out or do away
-with yourself altogether.'
-
-I could say nothing--I was too stunned even to think. I wanted air and
-to be alone, so I opened the door, and went out into the night. The wind
-had dropped and an unearthly stillness reigned, broken at intervals by
-the sullen booming of thunder in the west. It was a night surcharged
-with tragedy, and surely my situation was tragic enough to satisfy
-anybody.
-
-'And where are you going to now, Pete?' I asked, when I went into the
-room again.
-
-'I'm off to Sydney,' he replied. 'I shall show myself there as much as
-possible, for I do not want it to be supposed that I am in hiding. Then
-I shall wait awhile, and, when things get settled down a bit, clear out
-of Australia altogether. If you are wise, I should advise you to do the
-same!'
-
-'Never!' I answered firmly. Then, after a little pause, I continued,
-'Pete, does it never strike you what a cruel wrong you have done me?
-Fancy, if the girl I am about to marry--whom I love better than my
-life--should hear of my part in this dreadful business? Imagine what she
-should think of me?'
-
-'She would think all the more of you,' he answered quickly. 'Remember
-you are sacrificing yourself for your friend, and as long as it doesn't
-make any difference to them, women like that sort of thing.' Then,
-changing his voice a little, he said, 'Jim, you must not think I'm
-ungrateful. If ever the chance serves I'll set it right for you--I give
-you my word I will.'
-
-He held out his hand to me, but I would not take it. It seemed to me to
-reek with the blood of the murdered man.
-
-'You won't take my hand?--well, perhaps you're right. But I tell you
-this, man, if you think I haven't repented the stab that killed him,
-you're making the greatest mistake of your life. My God! that poor
-devil's cry, to say nothing of the expression on his face as he fell
-back in his chair, has been a nightmare to me ever since. I never go to
-sleep without dreaming of him. Out there, in the loneliness of the West,
-I've had him with me day and night. Think what that means, and then see
-if you can judge me too harshly.'
-
-'God help you!' I cried. 'I cannot judge you!'
-
-'And you will help to save me, Jim,' he said, with infinite pleading in
-his voice. 'You will not draw any tighter the rope that is round my
-throat--will you?'
-
-'What do you mean by drawing it tighter?'
-
-'I mean, you will not say or do anything that may lead them to suspect?'
-
-'What do you take me for?' I cried. 'I am not an informer. No; I will do
-my best for you, come what may. But, remember this, Pete, I'll not have
-you coming round here any more. It isn't safe.'
-
-'I'll remember it, never fear,' he answered. 'You shall not set eyes on
-me again. Now I'll lie down for an hour, and then I must be off.'
-
-There and then he laid himself down on my kitchen floor near the wall,
-and in less than five minutes was fast asleep, for all the world as if
-he had not a care upon his mind. I sat by the window, thinking and
-thinking. What a position was I in! Just as I had thought myself clear
-of my old life for ever, it had sprung up again, hydra-headed, and
-threatened to annihilate me. A deadly fear was tearing at my
-heart-strings; not fear for myself, you must understand that, but fear
-for Sheilah--Sheilah, who believed in me so implicitly.
-
-At the end of an hour, almost to the minute, Pete sat up, rubbed his
-eyes, and then leapt to his feet.
-
-'Time's up,' he said briskly. 'I must be getting on again. Will you come
-down to the yard with me?'
-
-'Of course,' I answered, and followed him out of the door. We walked
-across the paddock together, and when his horse was saddled, he turned
-to me and said, solemnly,--
-
-'As you deal by me, Jim, so may God deal with you! I'm not the sort of
-chap you would associate with religion, but, little though you may be
-able to square it with what you know of me, I tell you I am a firm
-believer in a God. My account with Him is a pretty black one, I'm
-afraid; but yours, old man, is made a bit whiter by what you've done,
-and will do for me--there's a sermon for you! Now, good-bye; perhaps we
-may never meet again.'
-
-'Good-bye,' I answered, and this time, almost without knowing it, I
-shook him by the hand. Then he swung himself into his saddle, and
-without another word drove in his spurs and galloped off into the
-darkness. I stood and watched him till I could see him no longer, then
-back I went to the house, my heart full of forebodings. Try how I would,
-I could not drive the memory of his visit out of my mind. An unknown,
-yet all-consuming, terror seized me at every sound. I thought of the
-lonely grave among the rocks near the Blackfellow's Well, of the
-mysterious man in grey who had appeared, no one knew whence, to relieve
-me of the horse on that awful night. Then I fell to wondering what
-Sheilah and her father would say if they knew all. I never thought of
-bed. Indeed, when the sun rose, he found me still gazing into the
-ash-strewn fireplace thinking and thinking the same interminable
-thoughts.
-
-That afternoon Sheilah commented on my haggard appearance, and I had to
-invent an excuse to account for it. Then under her gentle influence my
-fears slowly subsided, until I had forgotten them as much as it would
-ever again be possible for me to do.
-
-On the Thursday following Pete's visit, I wrote to my father informing
-him of my approaching marriage and imploring him to make the occasion an
-opportunity for a reconciliation. To my letter I received the following
-characteristic reply:--
-
-
- 'SIR,--I have to acknowledge the receipt of your communication of
- yesterday's date, and to thank you for the same. In reply, I beg to
- state that I have noted the contents as you desire me to do. With
- regard to the step you intend taking, as it has been arranged
- without any consideration of my feelings, I am not prepared to
- venture an opinion of its merits. As to the latter portion of your
- communication, I may say that on and after your wedding-day I shall
- be pleased to consider you once more a member of my family.--I am,
- Your paternal parent,
-
- 'MARMADUKE HEGGARSTONE.
-
- '_P.S._--I may say that I have in my possession certain jewels
- which were the property of your mother, and which are heirlooms in
- our family. On your wedding-day I shall, according to custom, do
- myself the honour of begging your wife's acceptance of them.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-SHEILAH'S LOYALTY
-
-
-A fortnight before my wedding-day it became necessary for me to send a
-small mob of cattle away to Bourke, and as I had no drover, and could
-not afford to wait for one to put in an appearance, I determined to take
-them down myself. Accordingly, having bidden Sheilah good-bye, off I
-went, and, after what seemed an eternity, delivered them to the agent
-and paid the cheque I received in return into the bank to my account.
-Then, with a joyful heart, I turned my horse's head towards home once
-more. The journey back was a quicker one than it had been going, and
-only occupied four days. Night was falling as I reached the township,
-and as soon as I had turned my horses loose and snatched a hasty meal, I
-changed my clothes and crossed the creek to McLeod's homestead. It was
-the night before my wedding-day, and with a wave of happiness flooding
-my heart I shut the gate behind me and went up the path. A warm glow of
-lamplight streamed from the window of the sitting-room, and as the blind
-had not been drawn, I could see Sheilah, her father and Colin McLeod
-sitting talking earnestly together at the table. The solemn expressions
-on their faces frightened me, though I could not tell why, and it was
-with almost a feeling of nervousness that I pushed open the door and
-walked into the room.
-
-When I entered there was a little embarrassed silence for a moment, and
-then Sheilah came across the room and kissed me before them all and
-wished me joy of being home again. Both old McLeod and Colin then shook
-me by the hand, but it seemed as if there were something they were
-keeping back from me. I passed with Sheilah to the other end of the
-room, and stood leaning against the mantlepiece waiting for the matter
-to be explained to me. It was Sheilah who spoke first. She stood beside
-me, and, taking my hand, said to her father,--
-
-'Dad, dear, do not let us beat about the bush. Tell Jim
-straightforwardly what is said about him.'
-
-I pricked up my ears and felt a chill like that of death pass over me.
-What was coming now? I asked myself. Old McLeod rose from his chair as
-if he were going to make a speech, while Colin looked another way.
-
-'James, my lad,' said the old man, 'ye must forgive us for ever
-listening to such talk on the eve of your wedding-day, but we will trust
-to your good sense to understand why we do it. Remember, none of us
-believe it. But we feel we ought to have your word against those who are
-hinting things against ye.'
-
-'What is it they are saying against me?' I asked, my heart fairly
-standing still with fear of what his answer would be.
-
-Old McLeod paused for a moment, and then, looking me full in the face,
-said,--
-
-'James, while ye have been away inquiries have been made concerning the
-disappearance of the Sydney detective, Jarman, who was here at the time
-of the races last year, and who has never since been heard of.'
-
-'But what has that got to do with me?' I asked, feeling all the time
-that my face must be giving damning evidence against me. 'Do they accuse
-me of having murdered him, or what?'
-
-'No, no! Not quite as bad as that! But they say he was last seen
-walking through the township towards Whispering Pete's house in your
-company; and that he has never been seen since.'
-
-'Of course, he was seen with me,' I said. 'He dined and spent the
-evening with us at Pete's house. But I don't see anything suspicious in
-that--do you?'
-
-'Not at all,' said the old man. 'But what became of him afterwards?'
-
-'How can I tell you?' I cried impatiently. 'I was told that he went
-after the horse up North. He did not make me his confidant. Why should
-he? I had never seen him before that day, and I have never seen him
-since.'
-
-'Don't be angry with father for telling you what people say, Jim, dear,'
-said Sheilah, looking into my face with her beautiful eyes. 'Remember,
-none of us have ever doubted you for a moment.'
-
-'Thank God for that, Sheilah,' I answered. 'It would not be like you to
-believe ill of an innocent man.'
-
-Colin McLeod was the next to speak, and what he said was to the
-point--straightforward and honourable, like himself.
-
-'Heggarstone,' said he, 'in my official capacity I have to follow any
-instructions that are given to me; but I want you to understand that
-personally I do not believe you had any hand in the man's
-disappearance.'
-
-'Thank you, Colin,' I said. 'I don't believe you do.'
-
-Old McLeod seemed to me to be considering something in his mind, for
-presently he turned from looking out of the window and said,--
-
-'James, it's a nasty thing to ask ye to do. But I do it for motives of
-my own. Here is a Bible.' He took one down from a shelf and laid it on
-the table before me. 'For form's sake, will ye swear on it that ye know
-nothing of, and had nothing to do with, the disappearance of this man?
-It will make my mind easier if ye will, because, then, I can give your
-accusers the lie direct.'
-
-I looked from the old man to the open Bible, then at Sheilah, then last
-at Colin. But before I could do anything, Sheilah had sprung forward and
-snatched up the Bible, crying, as she did so, 'No! no! There shall be no
-swearing. I won't have it. Jim's word is the word of a God-fearing,
-honest man, and we'll take that or nothing. Then, turning to me, she
-said, 'Jim, you will tell them, on your love for me, that you know
-nothing of the matter, won't you, dear?'
-
-The room seemed to rock and swing round me. A black mist was rising
-before my eyes. I was conscious only that I was lost; that I was about
-to lie, and wilfully lie, to the one woman of all others that I wanted
-to think well of me. What could I do? If I refused to tell them I would
-be giving assent to the charges brought against me, and in that case
-send Pete to the gallows, while, by being compelled to give her up, I
-should break Sheilah's heart. If I perjured myself and swore that I knew
-nothing, then some day the truth might come out; and what would happen
-then? Like a flash up came the remembrance of Pete's visit, and my oath
-to him. Already I felt that they were wondering at my silence. Oh, the
-agony of those moments! Then I made up my mind; and, taking Sheilah's
-hand, lifted it to my lips, and said deliberately, with a full knowledge
-of what I was doing--but with every word cutting deeper and deeper into
-my heart,--
-
-'I swear, by my love for you, Sheilah, that I know nothing of the man's
-fate.' Then she pulled my face down to hers and kissed me before them
-all.
-
-'Jim,' she said, 'you know that I never doubted you.'
-
-The others shook me by the hand, and then, after a few words about the
-arrangements for the morrow, I said good night and went home. But I went
-like a man who did not know where he was going. I took no heed of my
-actions, but walked on and on--turning neither to the right hand nor to
-the left--conscious only of my degradation, of my lie to Sheilah. I was
-ruined! Ruined! Ruined! That was my one thought. Then, arriving at the
-river bank, I threw myself down upon the ground, and cried like a little
-child. Never shall I be able to rid my mind of the memory of that
-agonising night. From long before midnight till the stars were paling in
-the east, preparatory to dawn, I lay just where I had dropped, hopeless
-even unto death! All joy had gone out of existence for me. And this was
-my wedding-day--the day that should have been the happiest of my life.
-
-Gradually the darkness departed from the sky, and in the chill grey of
-dawn I rose to my feet, and, worn and weary past all belief, like a
-hunted criminal fearing to be seen by his fellow-man, I crept down to
-the water's edge and laved my burning face. Then, fording the river
-higher up, I went back to my home. There, in the morning sunlight, stood
-the pretty house I had built, surrounded by the garden on which I had
-expended so much loving thought and care. On the posts of the verandah
-and along the eastern wall the geranium creeper was just beginning to
-climb. My dog came from his kennel near the wood heap and fawned upon
-me; my favourite horse whinnied to me from the slip panels near the
-stockyard gate; everything seemed happy and full of the joy of
-living--only I, who by rights should have been happiest of them all, was
-miserable. I stooped and patted the dog, and then went into the house.
-In every room was the pretty furniture of which Sheilah and I were so
-proud. The dining-room, with its neat appointments, seemed to mock me;
-the drawing-room, in the corner of which stood Sheilah's piano, sent
-over the previous day, turned upon me in mute reproach. All the
-happiness of my life called me coward and liar, and taunted me with my
-shame. I went into my bedroom and looked at myself in the glass. I could
-hardly believe that it was my own face I saw reflected there, so drawn
-and haggard was it. As it was not yet five o'clock, I threw myself upon
-my bed and tried to sleep; but it was impossible. I could do nothing
-but think. Over and over last night's scene I went; with horrible
-distinctness every circumstance rose before me. At last I could bear it
-no longer; so I got up and went out of the house again. And this was my
-wedding-morn. God help me! My wedding-morn!
-
-In ten hours--for the ceremony was fixed for three o'clock in the
-afternoon--I should be standing by Sheilah's side to swear before God
-and man that I would take her into my keeping, that I would love and
-cherish her all the days of my life. How had I already shown my love for
-her? How had I cherished her? Oh, wretched, wretched man that I was! It
-were better for me that I should die before I took that vow!
-
-In an attempt to discover some relief from my awful thoughts I set
-myself some work, fed the animals, milked the cow, boiled myself some
-water, and made a cup of tea; and then, finding that it was not yet
-eight o'clock, I caught a horse and rode off into the back country. How
-far I went I could not say, for I took no heed of time or distance. But
-it must have been a good journey, for when I returned to the homestead
-my horse was completely knocked up. By this time it was one o'clock,
-and I knew that in another hour I should have to begin my preparations
-for the ceremony. A bath somewhat revived me, and I passed to my
-bedroom, where my wedding suit lay staring at me from the bed, feeling a
-little refreshed. By half-past two I was ready and waiting for the
-kind-hearted storekeeper I have mentioned before, and whom I had asked
-to act as my best man. I dreaded his coming, for some unknown reason;
-yet when I heard his firm step upon the path it seemed to brace me like
-a tonic. I called him into the house.
-
-'Good luck to you,' he said, as he entered and shook me by the hand. 'If
-ever a man deserves a change of fortune, you're that one. Heaven knows
-you've worked hard enough for it.'
-
-'It's about time, for hitherto luck hasn't run my way, has it?' I
-answered bitterly.
-
-'Hullo!' he cried, looking at me in surprise. 'This is not the sort of
-humour to be in on your wedding-day. Jim, my boy, if I didn't happen to
-know that you love the girl you are going to marry with your whole heart
-and soul, I should feel a bit concerned about you.'
-
-'Yes, you know I love her, don't you?' I answered, as if I desired that
-point to be reassured on by an independent witness. 'There can be no
-possible doubt about my love for Sheilah--God bless her! But I'm
-afraid!--horribly afraid.'
-
-'Of what?' he asked; then, mistaking my meaning, 'but, there, it's only
-natural. They say every bridegroom's afraid.'
-
-'Then God help every bridegroom who feels as I do--that's all I can
-say.'
-
-'Come, come,' he said, picking up his hat, 'this won't do at all. I
-can't have you talking like this. Anyhow, we had better be off. It's
-close upon a quarter to three now, and it would never do to keep them
-waiting.'
-
-Accordingly we passed out of the house, and set off for the church,
-which stood on a little hill above the township. All through that walk I
-stumbled along like one in a dream, talking always with feverish
-eagerness, afraid even to trust myself to think of what I said. For was
-I not marrying Sheilah with a lie upon my lips?
-
-As it happened, we were the first to arrive at the church, so we went
-inside and waited. Presently others began to put in an appearance, until
-by three o'clock the little church was well filled. A few moments later
-there was a turning of heads, and a whisper went about that the bride
-was arriving. By this time I was trembling like a leaf, and, I don't
-doubt, looked more like a man about to be hanged than a bridegroom
-waiting for his bride. Then the doors were pushed open, and in a stream
-of sunshine Sheilah, dressed all in white, entered leaning on her
-father's arm. When she got half-way up the aisle I went down to meet
-her, and we walked to the altar rails, where the old clergyman was
-waiting for us, together. Then the ceremony commenced.
-
-When the last words were spoken, I, James, had taken Sheilah to be my
-wedded wife, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness
-and in health, swearing to love her and to cherish her, till death
-should us part. The good old man gave us his blessing, and then, with my
-bride upon my arm, I passed down the aisle again towards the porch. The
-greatest event of my life was celebrated, Sheilah and I were man and
-wife.
-
-The little crowd, gathered on either side of the porch, parted to let us
-through, and we were in the act of turning down the path which would
-bring us out opposite McLeod's gate, when I was conscious of a tall
-figure in uniform coming towards me. It was Sergeant Burns, chief of the
-township police. He came up and stood before us--then, placing his hand
-upon my shoulder, said,--
-
-'James Heggarstone, in the Queen's name, I arrest you on a charge of
-murder. I warn you that anything you may say will be used as evidence
-against you.'
-
-Darkness seemed suddenly to fall upon me but before it enveloped me
-completely I saw the crowd draw closer to us. I felt Sheilah slip from
-my side and fall, with a little moan, to the ground. After that I
-remember no more of what happened, till I woke to find myself in a cell
-at the police station, feeling the most miserable man in the whole
-scheme of the universe.
-
-The blow had fallen at last.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-THE TRIAL
-
-
-It was strange, but nevertheless a fact, how to be accounted for I do
-not know, that when I came to my senses again and found myself in the
-cell at the police station, I was easier in my mind than I had been at
-all since Pete's visit to my house. The truth was the blow had fallen
-and my mind was set at rest once and for all. At first I was like a man
-dead, but now that my wits had returned to me, I was like a man who had
-still to die. Of Sheilah I dared not think.
-
-About sundown the Sergeant entered my cell and found me lying on the
-rough bed-place with my face turned to the wall. He had known me since I
-was a boy, and it didn't take much to see that he was really sorry for
-me.
-
-'Come, come, Jim, my lad,' he said kindly, walking over and sitting down
-on the bed beside me. 'Don't give way like this. Look your difficulties
-in the face and meet them with a bold front like a man.'
-
-'It's all very well for you to say meet them with a bold front,' I
-answered, sitting up and looking at him. 'But think what all this means
-to me.'
-
-'I know about that, my poor lad,' he replied. 'And there's not a soul
-but is downright sorry for you. Unfortunately we had no option but to
-arrest you as we did. We received our instructions by telegraph from
-Brisbane.'
-
-'But what made you arrest me?' I asked. 'Surely they're not going to try
-to prove me guilty of the murder of this man?'
-
-'I can't tell you anything about that, of course,' he answered. 'But we
-had to arrest you, and as you are to be brought before the magistrates
-first thing to-morrow morning you'll know then. In the meantime, if you
-want to send for a lawyer, you are, of course, at liberty to do so!'
-
-'I'll do so at once then,' I answered eagerly, clutching, like a
-drowning man, at the straw held out to me. 'I'd like to have Mr Perkins
-if you will let him know. And might I have some paper, pens, and ink? I
-must write some letters.'
-
-'Of course, you can have anything you want in reason,' the Sergeant
-answered. 'Remember, Jim, you're innocent until you're proved guilty.'
-
-When he went away he did not forget to send in the things I had asked
-for, and as soon as I had received them I sat down and wrote a letter to
-Sheilah. With a mind that was not nearly as easy as I tried to make it
-appear, I told her to keep up her heart, and tried to make her believe
-that this absurd charge must be quickly disproved, as, indeed, I
-confidently expected it would be. Even if the stigma should remain upon
-my character, they could never convict me of connivance for want of
-evidence. As long as the grave under the rocks remained undiscovered,
-all would be well. By this time Pete was probably in America, and the
-One-eyed Doctor with him. The man who had taken the horse from me at the
-corner fence could say nothing about the body, because he had not seen
-it. So that in any case I could scarcely fail to be acquitted. With this
-idea firmly implanted in my mind, I described my arrest as the only
-possible result of all the malicious reports that had lately been
-circulated concerning me, and even went so far as to say that I was
-glad the business had been brought to a head at last. What was more, I
-stated that I felt so far convinced of the result as to arrange
-to meet her the following day--after the examination before the
-magistrates--when we could enter our new home together freed of all
-false charges and suspicions. How far my hopes were destined to be
-realised you will see for yourself.
-
-During the afternoon Mr Perkins, a solicitor who had done two or three
-little bits of legal business for me in brighter days, arrived at the
-station, and was immediately brought to me. He was a sharp,
-ferrety-faced little fellow, with a bald head, clean-shaven chin and
-upper lip, and bushy grey eyebrows. He had a big knowledge of Colonial
-law, and had the wit to remain in the country, quietly working up an
-enormous business for himself, when so many of his fraternity were
-rushing to the cities to take their chances of losing or making fortunes
-there. He seated himself on a stool near the door, and, while doing so,
-expressed himself as exceedingly sorry to see me in such an unpleasant
-position. Then, taking his note-book from his pocket, he set himself to
-ask me a few questions.
-
-'I understand that you are prepared to admit having seen the man Jarman
-on the day of the race in question?' he began.
-
-'Quite prepared,' I answered. 'I was introduced to him immediately after
-I had weighed out!'
-
-'By whom was this introduction effected, and at what spot?'
-
-'By Whispering Pete,' I replied. 'And alongside the refreshment bar at
-the back of the grand stand.'
-
-'And he dined with you a couple of hours later, I understand. At whose
-invitation?'
-
-'At Whispering Pete's, of course. It was his house.'
-
-'To be sure. Now think for one moment before you answer the question I
-am going to ask you. Were you present when Whispering Pete invited him?
-And what words did he use, to the best of your recollection?'
-
-'It came about in this way. We had finished our drinks and were moving
-along the track that leads up to the township, when Jarman said he was
-sorry the amusement was all over, as there was nothing to do in a little
-up-country township like ours in the evening. Then Pete said, "Well, if
-you're afraid of being dull why not come up and dine with us?" "I'll do
-so with pleasure," said Jarman, and then we started off for home.'
-
-'That was exactly what occurred, to the very best of your remembrance?'
-
-'It was. I think I have given you an exact description of it.'
-
-'And when you reached Pete's house--you sat down to dinner, I suppose?'
-
-'Not at once. We each had a glass of sherry first, and sat for a while
-in the verandah.'
-
-'After which you went into dinner? Next to whom did Jarman sit?'
-
-'Between Pete and myself.'
-
-'Was he in good spirits, think you? Did he seem to be enjoying himself?
-I am not asking these questions out of idle curiosity--you will of
-course understand that.'
-
-'In excellent spirits. He told several good stories, described two or
-three sensational arrests he had made in his career, and I should say
-enjoyed himself very much.'
-
-'And after dinner? What did you do then?'
-
-'We sat at the table smoking and talking--then I rose to go.'
-
-'Leaving them still at the table, I presume? Please be particular in
-your answer.'
-
-'Yes, they were still at the table. I bade them good-night, and then
-started for home.'
-
-'Had you any reason for going away at that moment? By the way, what time
-was it when you said good-bye to them?'
-
-'Ten o'clock exactly. I remember looking at my watch and thinking how
-quickly the evening had passed.'
-
-'And what was your reason for going?'
-
-'I could hardly tell you, I'm afraid. You see I was expecting trouble
-with my father because I had ridden the horse for Pete, and I wanted to
-get the fuss over and done with as soon as possible.'
-
-'And when you reached your home, what happened?'
-
-'I saw my father, and we had a violent quarrel. He ordered me out of his
-house then and there, and I went.'
-
-'Where did you go?'
-
-'I went back to Pete, having nowhere else to go.'
-
-'And when you got there was Jarman still there?'
-
-I stopped for a second. This was the question I had all along been
-dreading. But I had no option. If I was going to keep my plighted word,
-and Pete was to be saved, I could not tell the truth. So I said,--
-
-'He had gone.'
-
-'Did you see him go--or meet him on the road?'
-
-'No. I am quite sure I did not.'
-
-'And when you were alone with Pete and the other man, Finnan, what did
-you do?'
-
-'I told Pete what a nasty fix I was in, and let him see that my father
-had turned me out of doors for riding The Unknown.'
-
-'You still consider, then, that the horse was The Unknown--and not the
-Gaybird, as people assert?'
-
-'I cannot say. I never saw Gaybird. I only know that Pete told me his
-horse's name was The Unknown, and having no reason to doubt his
-veracity, that satisfied me, and I asked no further questions.'
-
-'I see! And what had Pete to say when you told him your condition?'
-
-'He said he was extremely sorry to hear it, and asked how he could help
-me.'
-
-'And what answer did you give him?'
-
-'I told him that he could best help me by finding something for me to
-do. I said I was not going to remain in the township idle, to be gaped
-at and talked about by everybody.'
-
-'A very proper spirit. And I understand Pete said he would find you
-something?'
-
-'Yes. He told me he had a mob of cattle then on the way to Sydney. He
-had had to put a man in charge who was not quite up to the work, and
-then he went on to say that if I liked to have the post I was welcome to
-it. He said he thought, if I looked sharp, I could catch them up by
-daybreak.'
-
-'So you started off there and then to try and overtake them?'
-
-'Not at once. I had on my best clothes, you see; so I went home again,
-crept in by a side window, changed my things, got a stock whip, packed a
-few odds and ends into a valise, and then rejoined Pete, who had a
-saddle-horse and a pack-horse waiting for me by the creek. Then off I
-went, and by riding hard caught the mob just as day was breaking.'
-
-'Well, if that is exactly what happened,' said the worthy old lawyer, 'I
-really think I can get you off.'
-
-'I hope and pray you may. Fancy being arrested on such a charge on your
-wedding-day. How would you have liked that, Mr Perkins?'
-
-'Provided it happened before the ceremony, and they did not lock me up
-for more than ten years, I should think it the most fortunate thing
-that could befall me,' he answered. And as he said it I remembered that
-he was a confirmed woman-hater.
-
-Shaking me by the hand, he left me, and I sat down again to my thoughts.
-But my reverie was soon interrupted by the reappearance of the Sergeant.
-
-'There is a lady here who wishes to see you,' he said, and forthwith
-ushered Sheilah into my cell. Then, softly closing the door behind him,
-he left us together. Sheilah ran into my arms, and for some minutes
-sobbed upon my shoulder. When she had recovered her composure a little,
-I led her to a seat and sat down beside her.
-
-'Sheilah--my poor little wife,' I said, with my arm round her neck, 'to
-think that I should have been separated from you like this on our
-wedding-day. But we must be brave, little wife, mustn't we?'
-
-'Oh, Jim! My poor Jim,' was all she could say in answer. 'You are
-innocent. I know you are innocent. Oh, why are they so cruel as to bring
-this charge against you?'
-
-'Of course I am innocent, darling,' I replied, kissing her tear-stained
-cheeks. 'I would not have laid a finger upon the man to hurt him for
-all the world. But you need have no fear. I have Perkins's word for it
-that he can get me off. He has just left me after asking half-a-hundred
-questions.'
-
-'But if the man was not murdered as they say, he must be alive at this
-moment, and in that case he will be sure to come forward and clear your
-character.'
-
-'Of course he will, if he's alive. But, thank goodness, I think I shall
-be able to clear myself without troubling him.'
-
-'Pray God you may. Oh, Jim, I feel like an old woman instead of a young
-bride. I have been so ill all the afternoon that my father would not let
-me come to you before. But I am going to be brave now, and to-morrow I
-shall have you with me again. Then I will make it up to you for all the
-misery you are suffering now.'
-
-'Who knows that better than I do, my darling.'
-
-She rose to her feet, and then, stooping, kissed me on the forehead.
-
-'My own true husband,' she said, 'I believe in you before all the world,
-remember that. Now I must be going. But first, my father is outside. May
-he come in?'
-
-'I should like to see him before all others,' I said--and she went to
-the door. The officer outside opened it for her, and next moment old
-McLeod entered and shook me by the hand.
-
-'I wonder that you care to do this,' I said, as I returned his
-salutation. 'I hope it shows me that so far you do not believe me guilty
-of the horrible charge they have brought against me?'
-
-'I do not!' he answered stoutly. 'No, James, my lad, in Sheilah and
-myself ye have two stalwart champions.'
-
-'And I thank God for it,' I replied fervently. 'I will repay it you
-both, as you will see, when I am released.'
-
-The time was soon up for them to leave, so bidding me good-bye, they
-went out, and once more the heavy door closed upon me. But they had done
-that which had cheered me and made me happier than I had been for some
-time past. Half-an-hour later my tea was brought to me, and by eight
-o'clock I was in bed and asleep. For the reason that I had had no rest
-at all on the previous night, I slept like a top now--a heavy dreamless
-slumber that lasted well into next morning. In fact, it must have been
-considerably after six o'clock before I opened my eyes. Then for a
-moment I was puzzled to know where I was, but my memory soon returned to
-me, and the recollection of the arrest and all that had followed it
-rushed back upon me. However, I was quite confident that in another few
-hours I should be at liberty, so my present captivity and inconvenience
-might only be regarded as temporary, and, therefore, easily to be borne.
-Outside the cell window the birds were chirping merrily, and now and
-again I could hear the voices of passers-by. Giving up an attempt to
-hear what they said, I began to wonder what Sheilah was doing, and
-whether she was as anxious to see me as I was to see her.
-
-Then breakfast was brought in, and by the time I had finished my meal
-and taken some exercise in the yard it was time to be going into Court.
-
-The Court House at Barranda adjoins the police station, so that,
-fortunately, I was not called upon to face the public before my case was
-called on. Then a constable signed to me to follow him, and I crossed
-the yard and went towards a narrow door. This led directly into the
-Court itself, and as soon as I had passed through it, I found myself
-standing in the centre of a large room, of which the gallery at one end
-and a dais at the other were all densely crowded. A trooper opened the
-gate of the dock, and I immediately went up two steps and entered it.
-Almost every face in the Court was familiar to me, and the magistrate on
-the Bench I had known ever since I was a little boy. At the further end
-of a long form, below the dais, I saw old McLeod sitting. Mr Perkins was
-just in front of him, and the Lawyer, who was to act as prosecutor for
-the Government, stood opposite him. Then, just as the case was about to
-commence, the door at the back of the Bench opened, and who should
-appear but my father. He looked very bent and old, and seemed to be
-labouring under the influence of some powerful excitement. He glared
-round the Court as a little buzz of astonishment naturally went up, and
-then took his place on the form where the witnesses were seated. The
-case then commenced. First and foremost the charge was read to me, and
-in reply to questions asked, I gave my name, age and address, and
-pleaded not guilty. A witness was then called to prove that I had ridden
-the horse The Unknown, supposed to be the property of, and entered in
-the name of Peter Dempster, in the race for the Barranda Cup, and that I
-was afterwards seen in the company of the missing man. The landlord of
-the hotel deposed that Jarman had dined out on the evening in question,
-and had not returned since then, either to pay his bill or to remove his
-effects. This evidence created a sensation, which was intensified when
-another witness stepped into the box, and swore that on the night in
-question, somewhere about half-past ten, he was taking a short cut
-across Pete's paddock to reach the township when he heard a sharp
-scream, such as would be made by a man in pain come from the direction
-of Dempster's house.
-
-'And what did you do on hearing it?' asked the Lawyer, who, as I say,
-was conducting the prosecution.
-
-'I stood still and listened for it again,' answered the witness.
-
-'And did you hear it?' asked the Lawyer.
-
-'No, not again,' replied the witness.
-
-'And then?'
-
-'I continued my walk towards the township.'
-
-'You did not consider it sufficiently peculiar as to warrant your making
-inquiries?'
-
-'It was so sharp and sudden that I did not know what it was.'
-
-The Prosecuting Lawyer resumed his seat, and Mr Perkins thereupon
-jumped up and began to cross-examine the witness after his own fashion.
-When he had finished and had sat down again, he had elicited from the
-man--first that he could not even swear it was a human scream he heard;
-secondly, that it was so sudden and so short that he would hardly like
-to swear solemnly that he heard anything at all. It might have been, so
-the cross-examination elicited, the wind in the grass, a mopoke in a
-tree, perhaps, or a curlew down by the river side. The man could not
-state anything definitely, and Mr Perkins asked the Bench to severely
-censure the police for bringing such paltry and unreliable evidence
-before the Court. This was decidedly a point in my favour.
-
-Pete's cook and housekeeper was the next witness called. After a good
-look at me, she asserted that she remembered seeing me sitting next to
-Jarman in the dining-room when she took in some hot water which had been
-ordered by Pete. That was about nine-thirty o'clock. The missing man,
-she said, was talking and laughing, and seemed to be enjoying himself
-immensely. When she entered a second time, about ten-fifteen, I was not
-present in the room, though Jarman was. She did not hear a scream, nor
-did she see any of the visitors leave the house. She went to bed early,
-having to be up by daybreak next morning to bake her bread. On being
-asked if she had noticed anything peculiar about the dinner, either
-while it was proceeding or afterwards, she answered that she had not.
-Thereupon a small and dirty square of linen was produced by the police
-and laid on the table in the centre of the Court. The witness was asked
-if she recognised it, and she was obliged to admit that it was a
-tablecloth that had once belonged to Whispering Pete. It had been
-discovered by the police about a week after the dinner on the edge of a
-burned-out bonfire. The rest of the cloth had evidently been consumed by
-the fire. She was next asked if she could swear to the cloth that had
-been used on that occasion. This she could do, she answered, on account
-of a small iron mould in the corner. She was thereupon shown a mark of
-that description in a corner of the cloth. Having recognised it, she was
-told to step down, and Marmaduke Heggarstone was called.
-
-With a hasty glance at me, my parent walked into the box and took the
-customary oath. In reply to the Lawyer's questions, he asserted that I
-had ridden the race against his wishes, and that he had promised to turn
-me out of his house if I did so. I rode, and when I visited him shortly
-after ten o'clock on the night mentioned, he acted upon his word and
-turned me out. At the time I was the worse for liquor, and to the best
-of his belief was in a very quarrelsome condition. I had remained with
-him about a quarter-of-an-hour. Where I had gone after that he could not
-say, but he had since learned from his housekeeper that I had returned
-to the house later and had changed my clothes. After a short
-cross-examination by Perkins, which elicited very little, he sat down,
-and old Betty, our housekeeper, was called. She went into the box in
-fear and trembling, and immediately she got there began to cry. But the
-Lawyer was very easy with her, and in a few minutes she was able to
-answer his questions after her usual fashion. She deposed to hearing me
-come back to the house about half-past eleven, and to finding my best
-clothes hanging on the peg next morning when she went into my room. The
-Lawyer thereupon took up a coat from where it lay on the table and
-showed it to her.
-
-'Do you recognise this garment?' he asked. She signified that she had
-seen it before.
-
-'Where did you see it last?' he went on.
-
-'When it was hanging up in Master Jim's room,' she said. 'Before you
-took it away.'
-
-'How do you account for this stain on the left cuff? Or, perhaps, you
-have not yet seen it?'
-
-The witness answered that she had noticed it on the morning following
-the dinner, and had intended to sponge it out, but had forgotten to do
-so.
-
-Mr Perkins then cross-examined her as to the time at which she thought
-she had heard me re-enter the house, but he failed to shake her. When
-she left the box, the Government analytical chemist from Brisbane was
-called, and to my horror and astonishment swore that the stain upon the
-coat cuff was undoubtedly that of blood, and human blood. He had
-carefully examined it and tried it by all the known tests, and his
-opinion was not to be shaken. When he had finished his evidence my case
-had altogether changed. My tongue seemed to cleave to the roof of my
-parched mouth. I clung to the rail of the dock, and felt as if by this
-time all the world must be convinced of my guilt. I glanced at the form
-on which old McLeod sat, and saw that his face was ashen pale.
-
-Then the last witness was called. He was a stranger to me. A tall,
-black-bearded man, with a crafty, unpleasant face. In answer to the
-usual questions he said his name was Bennett and that he was a settler
-on the Warrego River. On the day preceding the night in question, he had
-been in Carryfort township, when he received a letter sent by special
-messenger from Peter Dempster to say that he had a valuable horse which
-he wanted him to take charge of for a few months. A man would meet him
-at a certain corner of Judson's Boundary fence near the Blackfellow's
-well, outside Barranda township, about one in the morning, and give
-delivery. Yes! he had had many dealings in horses and cattle with the
-before-mentioned Dempster, and not liking to disappoint him in this
-case, camped near the place mentioned and waited for his messenger to
-make his appearance. At about twenty minutes past one o'clock, a man
-came into view bringing with him three horses, one of which, carrying an
-empty pack-saddle on its back, was the animal he was to take away. He
-had no difficulty in recognising the prisoner as the man who had brought
-him the horse. On being asked what he did with the animal after he had
-received it, he informed the Court that he took it back to the Warrego
-River, where it was afterwards seized by the police, with the
-pack-saddle which had been reposing on a shelf in his store ever since
-he had brought it home. Try how he would to do so, Perkins could not
-shake his assertion that I was the man who had handed him the horse.
-
-The Government Analyst was then recalled and asked certain questions
-regarding the pack-saddle before mentioned. He stated that he had
-examined it carefully and discovered on both sides large stains, which
-he unhesitatingly declared to be blood, but whether the blood on the
-coat cuff and that on the pack-saddle were identical he could not
-decide. Again Perkins was to the fore, and endeavoured to prove that the
-marks upon the saddle might have been there prior to the ride that
-night. But I could see with half an eye that the Court had counted this
-as another point against me. The evidence of the Government Analyst
-concluded the hearing, and the Prosecutor thereupon asked the Court to
-commit me for trial. Perkins followed, and submitted that there was not
-sufficient evidence before the Bench to warrant them in doing anything
-of the sort. It was a forcible speech but quite useless, for after a
-brief consultation the verdict was, 'committed for trial at the next
-criminal sessions to be held in Marksworth.'
-
-I was then removed and conducted back to my cell.
-
-How I got through the rest of that miserable day I cannot remember. I
-believe I spent it cursing myself and the day I was born. Oh, what a
-pitiful fool I had been! If only I had listened to advice and had had
-nothing to do with Whispering Pete, what a different fate might have
-been mine. Even now it was possible for me to put myself right by giving
-evidence against him. But bad as my position was I could not save myself
-by doing that, and so I knew I must take the consequences whatever they
-might be.
-
-All that afternoon and evening I sat with my head on my hands, thinking
-and wondering what Sheilah and her father would believe in the face of
-the evidence against me. They would see that I had perjured myself to
-them that night when I swore I had had nothing to do with Jarman's
-disappearance. What their feelings would be now seemed too horrible to
-contemplate.
-
-Soon after nightfall I heard a commotion in the yard, and presently the
-Sergeant entered my cell. He was booted and spurred as if for a journey.
-
-'Now, my man,' he said in a very different tone to that in which he had
-addressed me yesterday, 'you must prepare for a long ride. We're off to
-Marksworth at once. I've got an old horse for you, and I'll make it all
-as easy as I possibly can--provided you give no trouble, and don't make
-any attempt at escape.'
-
-I was too much surprised at the suddenness of it all to do anything but
-assent, and so I was accordingly conducted to the yard where several
-horses stood ready saddled. The Sergeant had his well-known iron-grey,
-the trooper who was to accompany us was on another fine beast, and held
-the leading rein of a pack-horse in his hand, while a strong but patent
-safety animal was waiting for me. I mounted, and my hands were thereupon
-chained to the front of the saddle, the Sergeant took my reins, and we
-were in the act of riding out of the yard when someone ran out of the
-office and came towards me. It was Colin!
-
-'Heggarstone,' he said hurriedly. 'Before you go I want to wish you
-good-bye and to say how sorry I am for you.'
-
-'Thank you, Colin,' I said sincerely, more touched by his generosity
-than I could say, 'Tell Sheilah, will you, that I still assert my
-innocence, and that my every thought is of her.'
-
-'I'll tell her,' he answered. 'You may be sure of that! Good-bye!'
-
-Then we rode out of the yard, and down the street. Fortunately it was
-quite dark so our passage through the township attracted no attention. I
-looked at the lamp-lit windows and thought of the happy folk inside, and
-could have cried for very shame when I remembered that I too might have
-been in my own house, happy with my pretty wife, but for my own
-obstinate stupidity. Then we turned away from the creek, and in doing so
-left the houses behind us. For nearly four hours we rode steadily on in
-the dark--then reaching the end of a long lagoon, we stopped and
-prepared to camp. The trooper jumped off his horse and lit a fire,
-unpacked the load of the animal he led, while the Sergeant dismounted
-and unfastened my handcuffs. Then I descended from the saddle and stood
-by the fire. As soon as the horses were hobbled and belled we had our
-supper, after which blankets were spread, and I laid myself down to
-sleep with my right hand handcuffed to the Sergeant's left wrist.
-Overhead the stars shone brightly, and hour after hour I lay looking up
-into the vault of heaven, thinking of the girl who had trusted me and
-whose life I had wrecked. By-and-by a lonely dingo crept down from the
-Ranges behind and howled at us, and then I fell asleep and did not wake
-till daybreak.
-
-As soon as breakfast was finished we mounted our horses and proceeded on
-our way again, not to stop until mid-day, and then only for
-half-an-hour. All the afternoon we continued our march and all the next
-day--indeed, it was not till nightfall of the day following that again
-that we saw ahead of us the lights of Marksworth, the biggest township
-on our side of Queensland. Arriving there, we rode straight up to the
-gaol, and I was duly handed over to the Governor. A cell was allotted to
-me, and, thoroughly tired out, I turned into my blankets and was soon
-fast asleep.
-
-Three days later the Assizes commenced, and I learned from a warder
-that my case would be the last on the list. Mr Perkins had obtained an
-eminent Brisbane barrister to defend me, and I knew that, whatever the
-result might be, I should be able to say that I had had a good run for
-my money. The case had become widely known and had attracted an enormous
-amount of attention, so that when the morning of the trial came, and I
-entered the Court, I found it crowded to its utmost holding capacity.
-The Judge sat on the bench, clad in his robes and wig--the barristers in
-their gowns and wigs occupied their usual positions. But though I looked
-along the rows of staring people for the face of someone I knew, I could
-see nobody. Then my heart gave a great leap, for in the front row of the
-gallery, heavily veiled, sat Sheilah and her father. I was just going to
-make a sign to show that I saw her--when the door of the dock opened
-again, _and who should be ushered in than Whispering Pete_. My
-astonishment may be imagined. I had thought him thousands of miles away
-by this time, and had as little counted on seeing him as of having the
-Wandering Jew in the dock beside me. He was looking very ill; his face
-was pinched and haggard, and his eyes were ringed with dark circles. He
-bowed gravely to the Court, and then coolly shook hands with me. As he
-did so the work of empannelling the jury commenced, and when this had
-been satisfactorily accomplished, and we had both been charged and
-pleaded not guilty, the trial commenced. In its early stages it differed
-but little from the magistrate's examination, save for the wrangling and
-disputing that went on between the barristers. A man who had seen me
-ride The Unknown in the race gave evidence, followed by the individual
-who had met us with Jarman on the road to Pete's house, the person who
-had heard the cry came next, then Pete's housekeeper, and the incident
-of the tablecloth, after which my father, who looked in even worse
-health than at the magisterial examination, gave his evidence in more
-than his usual irritable fashion. Betty and the incident of my clothes,
-the Government Analyst, and the selector who had taken the horse from me
-followed in due order. The latter's complexion turned a sort of pea
-green when he was confronted with Pete. After that the Government
-Analyst deposed to the finding of the blood upon the pack-saddle.
-
-When he left the box a sensation was caused by the appearance of the
-owner of the horse Gaybird. In answer to questions put to him he
-described the clever way in which the robbery of his famous horse had
-been accomplished. His stud groom and stable boys, it appeared, had been
-drugged, and the horse, with his feet swathed in flannel bandages, had
-been ridden out of the loose box between two and three in the morning. A
-blacksmith's shop was next visited and broken into, and the forge fire
-lit. The horse had then been re-shod all round, the only difference
-being that the plates were put on backwards. The result of this was that
-when the police thought they were following the tracks, he had in
-reality been going in an exactly opposite direction. That was the last
-he saw of the animal until he heard that he had been discovered by the
-Queensland police on the Warrego River, and he had gone up to identify
-him. Some spirited cross-examination followed, but without doing either
-of us very much good. The witness then stepped from the box and a
-Sergeant of Police took his place.
-
-The Crown Prosecutor glanced at his notes and prepared to question him.
-
-'On Thursday of last week, the day following the examination of one of
-the prisoners before the magistrates at Barranda, you received certain
-information, and on the strength of it you left Marksworth with another
-trooper and a black tracker. In what direction did you proceed?'
-
-'To the pool known as the Blackfellow's Well, on the old Barranda road,'
-was the reply.
-
-My heart turned to ice--a deadly cold sweat broke out all over me. What
-was coming now?
-
-'Having arrived there, what did you do?'
-
-'I dragged the well.'
-
-'And what did you find?'
-
-'A workman's shovel.'
-
-The Crown Prosecutor took up a shovel from a heap of articles lying upon
-the table before him and handed it to the witness, who examined it.
-
-'Is that what you found?'
-
-'Yes! It is!'
-
-'How do you recognise it?'
-
-'By the brand upon the handle.'
-
-'Very good. Now step down for one moment.'
-
-The Sergeant did as he was ordered, and Timothy Cleary was called and
-took his place in the box. When he had been sworn, the Crown Prosecutor
-looked at him for a moment, and the examination proceeded as follows,--
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'You describe yourself as a station hand. Were you
-ever in the employ of either of the prisoners?'
-
-_Witness._--'I was!'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'Which one?'
-
-_Witness._--'Mr Dempster.'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'When, and for how long?'
-
-_Witness._--'It's difficult reckoning, sir, but 'twas in October two
-years back I went to him, and 'twas three months come next Tuesday that
-I left.'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'Very good. Now take this shovel in your hand and
-examine it carefully. Have you ever seen it before?'
-
-_Witness._--'Many's the time, sir!'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'Whose property was it when you knew it?'
-
-_Witness._--'Sure, it belonged to Mr Pete!'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'The elder prisoner you mean--Peter Dempster. You
-are on your oath, remember, and you swear to this?'
-
-_Witness._--'I do, it's the truth sure I'm telling ye, sir, if it's my
-last word.'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'Never mind your last word. Tell me this: How is it
-that you are so certain that this particular shovel was the prisoner's
-property?'
-
-_Witness._--'Because of the brand on the handle, and the burn just
-above the blade, sir! I put both on meself.'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'Acting on the elder prisoner's instruction, of
-course?'
-
-_Witness._--'Of course, sir!'
-
-_Crown Prosecutor._--'That will do. I have done with you.'
-
-Our barristers immediately began to cross-examine, but elicited nothing
-of any importance.
-
-The Inspector of Brands was next called and sworn. His evidence was to
-the effect that the brand upon the shovel was that registered in the
-elder prisoner's name, and after our counsel had stated that he had no
-desire to cross-examine him he withdrew, and the Sergeant of Police who
-had found the implement was recalled.
-
-He informed the Court that after discovering the shovel in question in
-the well, he had instituted a thorough and careful search of the
-locality. The result was that a rock on the hillside showed signs of
-having been tampered with and moved from its original position. This
-struck him as being curious, so he had it cleared away altogether. He
-then discovered that under where it had stood a large hole had been dug.
-
-Here the excitement in Court became intense. I dared not look to right
-or left but stood staring straight before me at the Judge upon the
-bench.
-
-'And having rolled away the stone, pray tell me what you found in that
-hole?' the Crown Prosecutor continued in the same remorseless voice.
-
-'I found the decomposed body of a man sir!'
-
-Great sensation in Court.
-
-'And when you had made this alarming discovery, what did you do?' asked
-the Prosecutor.
-
-'I brought it into Marksworth as quickly as possible.'
-
-'Have you been able to discover whose body it was?'
-
-'At the Coroner's inquest it was proved to be that of Jarman!'
-
-'How was that proved?'
-
-'By means of certain cards in a case,' the man answered, 'the name on
-the linen, certain letters in the pockets, and the inscription inside
-the cover of the watch.'
-
-The witness then stepped down, and certain other people, strangers to
-me, were called. They affirmed that they had seen and identified the
-body as that of the Sydney detective, James Jarman.
-
-Only one more witness remained to be examined, and he was now called. He
-informed the Court that he was a swagman, and that, on the night in
-question, he was camped near the main track on the outskirts of Barranda
-township. About a quarter past twelve o'clock, as nearly as he could fix
-it, he was awakened by the sound of horses approaching him at a smart
-pace. There was sufficient light for him to see that it was a man riding
-one horse and leading two others. The pack-horse on the right was loaded
-in the usual way; that on the left had a bulky package upon his back,
-and what looked very much like a shovel fastened to the top of it. On
-being asked by our counsel how he knew all this, he stated that he was
-lying under a tree scarcely ten yards distant from where the man passed.
-He could not say that he would know the rider again.
-
-A doctor having given evidence as to the manner in which death had been
-caused, the case for the prosecution was at an end. For the defence a
-number of witnesses were called, particularly as to my character, and
-an attempt was made to prove that it was a matter of impossibility for
-me to have ridden from Barranda by the Blackfellow's Well track, dug the
-grave, buried the body, delivered up the horse, and reached the cattle
-camp at the time I did. Both our counsels made eloquent speeches, and
-just as dusk was falling, the Judge began his summing up. He drew the
-particular attention of the jury to the way in which all the
-circumstances of the case dovetailed into one another. The murdered man
-was at the house for the express purpose of arresting the prisoners on a
-charge of horse-stealing; he had last been seen alive by the woman who
-acted as housekeeper to the elder prisoner when he was sitting in that
-prisoner's dining-room. That was about a quarter past ten o'clock. It
-must be remembered by the jury, His Honour pointed out, that the younger
-prisoner, Heggarstone, was not present on the last occasion that she
-entered the room. From ten o'clock to ten-thirty it had been proved that
-he was in his father's house, evidently the worse for liquor. It would
-probably have taken him fully ten minutes in the state he was then in to
-walk back to the elder prisoner's house, which would bring it up to the
-time when another witness heard, or, more strictly speaking, thought he
-heard a scream come from the house. Then there were the two particulars
-about the burning of the tablecloth which had been used that night to be
-carefully considered, also the stain upon the cuff of the younger
-prisoner's coat, which he had gone back to his father's house to change
-at half-past eleven o'clock. Then it must be noted that at or about a
-quarter-past twelve o'clock a man was seen by another witness riding
-swiftly from the township on one horse, leading two others, one of which
-carried a peculiarly shaped burden with a shovel strapped upon it. At
-one-twenty, or thereabouts, the younger prisoner was met by another
-witness and relieved of one horse. That horse turned out to be stolen,
-by whom His Honour could not say, but without a doubt with the elder
-prisoner's knowledge and sanction. It was necessary for him to point out
-that there were two other cases on record against the prisoner Dempster
-of horse and cattle stealing in Queensland and one in the Colony of New
-South Wales. For each he had suffered terms of imprisonment. The police
-had obtained possession of the horse and pack-saddle, and the latter
-was found to be stained with blood. Since that time the police had
-discovered the shovel, marked with the prisoner's brand, at the bottom
-of the well near where the horse was handed over to the selector from
-the Warrego River; also the body of the murdered man buried beneath a
-rock on the hillside. The identification had been complete. In
-conclusion, he would draw their attention to the fact that there was a
-third man concerned in the case who had not yet been brought to justice,
-but who, doubtless, soon would be. It only remained for him to caution
-the jury to carefully weigh the evidence that had been submitted to
-them, giving the prisoners the benefit of every doubt that existed in
-their minds, and then to ask them to bring in a verdict in accordance
-with those beliefs.
-
-When he had finished his address, the jury filed out of their box and
-left the Court, the Judge vanished into an adjoining room, and, amid a
-buzz of conversation, we were led to cells in the rear of the building.
-The heat was intense, and in the interval of waiting, which was less
-than a quarter-of-an-hour, I seemed to live my whole life over again.
-God help me, what a wretched man I was! Then we were called back to our
-places; the Judge entered, and silence was demanded. Next moment the
-jury filed in again. The foreman, I remember, was a little bald-headed
-fellow, in a long black coat, and wore spectacles. In reply to the usual
-questions by the Judge's associate, he stated that he and his colleagues
-had arrived at a decision.
-
-'Do you find the prisoners guilty or not guilty?'
-
-There was such a silence in the Court that you could have heard a pin
-drop as we waited for his answer.
-
-It seemed years in coming. Then the foreman said,--
-
-'We find both prisoners guilty. The younger, however, we strongly
-recommend to mercy, believing him to have been intoxicated at the time
-and under the influence of the elder.'
-
-A little moan came from the gallery--followed by a cry of 'Silence in
-the Court.' Then came the solemn question,--
-
-'Prisoners at the bar, have you anything to say why sentence should not
-be pronounced against you?'
-
-Pete went to the front of the dock, and I thought he was going to give
-an explanation which would have saved me; but he only licked his thin
-lips and said,--
-
-'I have nothing at all to say, Your Honour.'
-
-I followed his example, with the addition that I reiterated my
-innocence.
-
-Then the Judge turned to me and said,--
-
-'James Heggarstone, you have been found guilty of complicity in the
-murder of James Jarman. You have had the benefit of the advice of a
-learned counsel, and you have had a fair trial. The jury, who have
-carefully weighed the evidence submitted to them, have recommended you
-to mercy, so nothing remains for me now but to pass sentence upon you.'
-(Here he glanced at a paper before him.) 'The sentence of the Court,
-therefore, is that you suffer penal servitude for the remainder of the
-term of your natural life.'
-
-I murmured something in reply--what I could not tell you. Just as I did
-so there was the sound of a heavy fall at the back of the Court, and I
-looked round to see two policemen carrying my father out. Then the Judge
-fumbled about among his papers once more, and finally took up the awful
-black cap, and placed it upon his head. Then he turned to Pete, who was
-leaning quietly on the rail, and said,--
-
-'Peter Dempster, you have been found guilty of the cruel murder of the
-man James Jarman, and with that verdict I most fully concur. Of the
-motive for the crime I say nothing, but the sentence of this Court is
-that you be taken back to the place whence you came, and there be hanged
-by the neck until you are dead. And may God have mercy on your soul!'
-
-While the Judge was speaking Pete did not move a muscle of his face, but
-looked at him just as usual, and when he had finished, said as quietly
-as usual,--
-
-'I thank Your Honour.'
-
-After that we were led away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-HOW I ESCAPED
-
-
-I am not going to attempt to furnish you with a description of my
-sensations during the first fortnight of my imprisonment. It would be
-quite impossible to give you any adequate idea of them. I believe for
-the greater part of the time I was on the verge of madness, one moment
-buoyed up with hope that Pete, seeing his own inevitable doom
-approaching, would make confession of my innocence, and the next hurled
-down into the depths lest he should not do it at all, and so leave me,
-an innocent man, to suffer undeserved punishment for the remainder of my
-natural existence. The day of his execution was drawing closer, and with
-every moment my anxiety was growing more and more unbearable. As if to
-make it harder, by the rules of the prison I could not appeal to him in
-any way. Of Sheilah I dared not think at all, and by the same token I
-could only speculate what had happened to my father.
-
-One morning, however, I was destined to be enlightened on two of these
-subjects. The Governor, going his rounds, stopped at my cell, and when I
-saw him I dropped the work upon which I had been engaged and stood at
-attention.
-
-'Prisoner,' he said, 'you have this morning addressed a letter to me
-asking if the condemned man Dempster has made any confession of your
-innocence. In reply I have some news to give you which I fear will
-greatly distress you. Dempster died suddenly this morning of aneurism of
-the heart, leaving no confession of any kind.'
-
-'Dead!' I cried, hardly able to believe my ears. 'And left no
-confession. Then I am ruined indeed! I shall have to spend my life in
-prison and I am an innocent man.'
-
-With that I fell back on my bed-place and fainted away. When I
-recovered, the Governor was still with me. But his face was less stern
-than it had been.
-
-'My man,' he said, 'if you are innocent, as you say, your case is indeed
-a hard one. But you must prepare yourself for some more sad news, which
-I think it my duty to communicate to you.'
-
-I looked up at him with a white face. If the truth must be known, I
-feared some misfortune had befallen Sheilah.
-
-'What is it, sir?' I whispered, almost afraid to speak.
-
-'I have to tell you that your father is also dead,' he answered; 'he was
-seized with a stroke of paralysis in Court and lingered until this
-morning, when he passed quietly away.'
-
-Strange though it may appear, a feeling of positive relief seized me
-when I heard this last piece of news. I had so dreaded hearing that
-something had befallen Sheilah that the news of my father's death failed
-to affect me as keenly as it would have done at any other time. Perhaps
-the calmness with which I received it struck the Governor as
-extraordinary, for he looked at me in a curious fashion, and then, with
-a few brief words of advice, to which I hardly listened, left the cell.
-When he had gone I had plenty of leisure to think over my position, and
-my consternation was boundless. Now that Pete was dead, and the One-eyed
-Doctor could not be found, my innocence might never be proved, and in
-that case I should have to remain a prisoner at least for thirteen
-years. Pete was dead, my father was dead! The words seemed to ring in my
-head like a passing knell. Pete was dead, my father was dead, and
-I--well, I was buried alive.
-
-According to custom I was to remain at Marksworth Gaol for a month and
-then be transferred for the balance of my term to Burowie Convict
-Prison, in the township of that name, a hundred miles distant, and in
-the opposite direction to Barranda. So for the rest of that month I
-fretted on, doing the work set me almost unconsciously, dreaming all the
-time of my wife and the beautiful free world outside that I was not to
-see, save on my journey between the gaols, for thirteen long years. The
-mere thought of such captivity was enough to kill any man, especially
-one born and bred in the bush as I had been.
-
-At last the day, long looked for, came for me to change gaols. It was
-scorchingly hot, and for this reason our departure was delayed till the
-cool of the evening. About seven o'clock I and two more prisoners were
-paraded in the central yard. Our guard, consisting of a sergeant and
-four troopers, well mounted and equipped, paraded with us, leading the
-three horses which were to carry us to our destination. They were not
-bad looking beasts, the horses I mean, but nothing like as good as those
-ridden by our guards. When all was ready we were ordered to mount, and
-having done so our hands were manacled behind us. Then the sergeant in
-charge taking the lead, we started off, skirted the town and the common,
-and at last entered the scrub.
-
-Throughout the journey my mind was occupied, almost without cessation,
-endeavouring to find an opportunity to escape. But not one presented
-itself. Next morning we were on our way again by the time the sun was
-above the horizon, jogging quietly through the scrub. And now I come to
-recall it, I think that was the hottest day's ride I ever remember.
-Little by little, however, the sun sank below the tree-tops, and at
-last, when we had arrived at a suitable spot, the sergeant called a
-halt. The troopers immediately dismounted, and we were told to follow
-their example. While the sergeant stood guard over us, two men
-unharnessed the horses and turned them loose, and the other two set
-about preparing the camp. Suddenly, like a flash, I saw my opportunity.
-The sergeant's horse, the best of the whole lot, a well-bred young
-chestnut, had not been hobbled, and was grazing barebacked, with his
-bridle still on, a short distance from the others. Thinking all was
-safe, the sergeant had unfastened my handcuffs for a moment to give my
-arms a rest. I leaned idly against a tree, keeping my eye all the time
-fixed upon the horse. Then suddenly I called out at the top of my voice,
-leaping away as I spoke.
-
-'Great Scott, sergeant, look out for that snake!'
-
-He jumped as if a dynamite cartridge had been exploded under his feet,
-and, while he was turning to look for the snake, I made a rush as hard
-as I could for the spot where his horse was standing. In less time than
-it takes to tell I had reached him, sprung upon his back, driven my
-heels into his sides, and was off across the plain at a racing gallop.
-When we had gone about fifty paces a carbine cracked in the air; but I
-was going too fast to be any sort of a mark for a bullet, so that did
-not trouble me very much. The shot, however, had one good effect; fast
-as my horse had hitherto been travelling, he now went even faster.
-Across the little open plain we dashed, into the thick scrub timber on
-the other side, and just as we did so I looked behind me. Short as the
-warning had been, two troopers were already scrambling into their
-saddles. Keeping well to the left, and having by this time secured the
-reins that at first had been flying loose about his head, I set the
-horse going in downright earnest. The ground was broken and by no means
-safe for galloping, but I trusted to be able to keep my pursuers at a
-distance until it was thoroughly dark, when I knew I should stand an
-admirable chance of giving them the slip altogether. As I left the
-timber, and emerged on to another bit of plain, I saw them descending
-the ridge behind me. What was worse, they had evidently cut a corner
-somehow, for now they were not more than a couple of hundred yards
-distant. My mind, however, was fully made up. I would risk anything,
-even my life, rather than be captured. If they came up with me, I was
-determined to fight to the death.
-
-Once more I reached the security of the timber, but this time it was all
-down hill--broken ground, strewn here and there with big rocks, and the
-trunks of fallen trees. But if it had been paved with razor blades I
-believe I should have gone down it just as fast--for could I not hear
-the rattle of stones and the shouts of the men behind me. Suddenly my
-horse stuck his forelegs out and stiffened his whole body, and
-experience told me he had scented danger ahead. I looked over his ears,
-and there, straight before me, in the half dark, was a dry water-course,
-stretching away as far as I could see to right and left. In front it was
-at least thirty feet wide and sixty feet deep--a formidable jump, even
-on the best steeplechaser living. What was I to do? If I turned to the
-right or left, the men behind me would certainly head me off and capture
-me. If I went back up the hill I should come face to face with them;
-while, if I jumped, I might break my neck and so end my flight for good
-and all. But one thing was certain, to remain where I was meant certain
-capture, so at any cost I made up my mind to attempt the leap. Taking my
-horse by the head, I turned him round and rode him a little way up the
-hill. As I did so the troopers came into view, riding helter skelter,
-and making certain they had got me. The nearest was not more than half
-a dozen lengths or so from me, when I turned my animal's head down hill
-again.
-
-'It's no good, Heggarstone,' he shouted, as he saw the ravine ahead.
-'You can't escape, so throw up your hands.'
-
-'Can't I,' I cried, and digging my heels into my horse's side, I set him
-going again at his top speed. He tried to pull off the jump, but it was
-no use, I'd got him too tight by the head for that, and I wouldn't let
-him budge an inch. He tried to stop, but I shouted at him and forced him
-to go on. So, seeing that there was nothing for it but to jump, he made
-a dash forward, gathered his legs well under him, and went at it like a
-shot out of a gun. With a snort he sprang into the air. I heard the
-little stones he dislodged go tinkling down to the bottom of the ravine,
-and next moment he had landed with a scramble on the opposite bank. It
-was a wonderful leap, and I thanked God from the bottom of my heart that
-I was safely over. As I reached terra firma, I turned and looked round.
-The two troopers had pulled their horses up and were standing watching
-me. One of them was raising his carbine, so I did not stop, but waved
-my hand to them and disappeared into the scrub. In ten minutes I had
-left them far behind me, and by the time darkness had fallen was far
-beyond their reach.
-
-But though I had come so well out of my scrape, I was not safe yet by
-any manner of means. After spelling my horse alongside a pretty little
-creek for half-an-hour, I mounted him again, and set off in the
-direction I knew Barranda to lie. About nine o'clock the moon rose, and
-by her rays I was able to pick my path quite comfortably. I had fully
-planned my movements by this time. Come what might, I was going to make
-my way back to the township and see Sheilah once more, if only for the
-last time. If she cast me off and refused to have anything more to do
-with me--well, then, God help me, I would either kill myself or give
-myself up to the police and go back to serve my sentence with the
-additional punishment for escape, whatever it might be.
-
-All that night I made my way through the scrub, keeping my eyes wide
-open for chance travellers' camps or station homesteads. Throughout the
-next day I lay hidden in a cave in the Ranges, hobbling my horse with
-his reins, so that he could not stray very far. Unfortunately I had
-nothing to eat, and by nightfall I was literally starving. As soon as it
-was dark I went on again, still keeping a constant watch about me.
-Towards midnight it seemed that I was on a definite track, and presently
-this supposition became a certainty. I could distinctly see wheel marks,
-and, for this reason, I knew I must be approaching a habitation of some
-sort. Then the outlines of a fence hove in sight, and after a little
-while the white roofs of buildings, glistening in the moonlight. It was
-a station; and, if I might judge by the number of huts and outhouses, a
-big one. Now, I told myself, if only I could get into the kitchen
-without exciting attention, I might be able to satisfy my hunger, and,
-perhaps, obtain a few provisions to carry along with me. Accordingly I
-got off my horse, and tied him carefully to the fence; then, stealthily
-as a thieving dingo, crept across the small paddock towards the building
-I had settled in my own mind was the kitchen. Every moment I expected
-some dog to bark and give the alarm, but all was quiet as the grave. I
-reached the hut, and crept round it, looking in at the side window to
-see if anyone slept there. I could not, however, distinguish a sign, so
-I went back to the door and turned the handle. It opened, and I crept
-in. Yes! I was right. It was the kitchen, and a fire was still
-glimmering on the hearth. A big, old-fashioned meat safe stood along one
-wall, and to this I made my way. A box of matches lay on the table, and
-having struck one I shaded it with my hand and commenced to explore.
-Cooked meat there was in abundance, and a loaf and a half of bread,
-which I took, with a knife I discovered in a box upon the dresser. Then
-out again I crept, softly closing the door behind me. A minute later I
-was back with my horse. Before unhitching him I had a good feed, and
-then stowed away the rest of my provender in my pockets. What a meal
-that was--never before had bread and meat tasted so good. Then, mounting
-and gathering up my reins, I went on again--to lie hidden all the day
-following and the day after that, in each case resuming my journey
-immediately the stars appeared. So far I had been fortunate almost
-beyond my expectations, but the nearer I approached the township the
-more afraid I became of being seen. At length, by the lay of the
-country, and by numerous land marks familiar to me from my youth up, I
-knew I could not be more than fifteen miles from my home; and
-accordingly I started that night almost at dusk, resolved to leave my
-horse in a bit of thick scrub, near where Sheilah had met with her
-accident the previous year, and to approach the house on foot. Reaching
-the timber in question, I accordingly turned my horse loose, and, after
-a short rest, made my way towards the homestead, which was now not more
-than three miles distant. Just as I reached it I heard a clock in the
-kitchen strike ten.
-
-Little by little, taking infinite pains not to make a noise, I made my
-way along the garden fence, and then, crawling through it, went on under
-the old familiar pepper-trees into the verandah. A light was burning in
-the sitting-room, and when I was near enough, I craned my neck and
-looked inside. Sheilah, my wife, was there alone. She was sitting in her
-father's arm-chair, knitting--though, at the moment that I looked, her
-work lay in her lap, and she was staring into the empty fireplace. Her
-face was just as beautiful as ever--but, oh, so worn and sad. While I
-watched her she heaved a great sigh, and I saw large tears rise in her
-eyes. Something seemed to tell me that she was thinking of me, so
-creeping closer to the window I rapped softly with my fingers upon the
-pane. Instantly she sprang to her feet and ran to the door; another
-minute and she was in the verandah and in my arms.
-
-'Oh, Jim, Jim! my husband! my dear, dear boy!' she whispered again and
-again. 'Thank God you have come back to me once more.'
-
-The tears were streaming down my cheeks, and my heart was beating like a
-wheat flail against my ribs, but I had the presence of mind to draw her
-into the house and shut the door as quickly as possible. Then I
-disengaged myself from her arms and looked at her.
-
-'Sheilah,' I said, 'you should not receive me in this fashion. I am not
-worthy.'
-
-'Hush! hush!' she cried; 'you must never say that to me. Jim, to me you
-are innocent; let the world say what it will. I am convinced you did not
-do it.'
-
-'But, Sheilah, I am not as innocent as you think. No, no! Do not look so
-scared. I did not kill the man, but I told you a lie when I said that I
-knew nothing of his death. I did know something about it, for I saw him
-murdered--but I could not say so, or I must have betrayed another man. I
-had sworn to Pete that I would not reveal what I had seen. So my lips
-were tied.'
-
-'My own dear husband,' she said, looking up into my face, and then led
-the way towards the sitting-room, 'I have never thought you guilty. But
-come in here now--I must not let you be seen. Your escape is known to
-the police, and they were here looking for you only this afternoon.'
-
-'Where is your father, Sheilah?'
-
-'He has gone up to the township to attend a meeting of the Presbyterian
-Church. He may be back at any moment. First you must change your
-clothes. Go in there,' and as she spoke she opened the door of her own
-bedroom. 'You will find a suit hanging in the cupboard. While you are
-doing that, I will prepare a meal for you.'
-
-I did not stop to ask how she had come to prepare for me in this way,
-but went into the room and changed my things as I was told to do. That
-done, and having folded the other hateful garments up and hidden them on
-the top of the cupboard, I rejoined her in the sitting-room. By this
-time she had a meal spread on the table for me, but I did not want to
-eat until I had told her the whole history of my trouble from beginning
-to end, without keeping anything back.
-
-'And now, Sheilah,' I said, in conclusion of my narrative, 'Whispering
-Pete is dead. And what is worse, he died without exonerating me.
-Therefore, if I am caught, I shall have to go back to gaol again and
-serve my sentence to the bitter end.'
-
-'But you must not be caught. I have taken steps to ensure your safety.
-As soon as you have eaten your meal you must start again. I have a
-saddle-horse and pack-horse ready in the stable--they have been there
-every night since you left here. You must take them, cross the border
-near Engonia, and set off by a roundabout route marked on this map for
-Newcastle--arriving there, you will go to this address (here she gave me
-a slip of paper which I deposited in my pocket) and interview the
-captain of the ship named upon it. I have got a friend whom I can trust
-implicitly to arrange it all. The captain will give you a passage to
-Valparaiso, and three hundred pounds when you land there. You can either
-settle in Chili or the South Sea Islands as you think best. In either
-case, when a year has elapsed, if you will let me know where you are I
-will join you. In the meantime, I am going to set to work to find this
-One-eyed Doctor, Finnan, and to prove your innocence.'
-
-'Sheilah!' I cried, 'what can I say to you?'
-
-'Say nothing, Jim, but do as I tell you. Remember your wife believes in
-you, whatever the world may say. So be brave and cautious for my sake.'
-
-'And, Sheilah, you forgive me for that lie I told you? Oh! my darling,
-what misery my foolish obstinacy has brought upon us all--my father
-included.'
-
-'But it will all end well yet, Jim; only you must do exactly as I tell
-you!'
-
-At that moment my ear caught the sound of a footstep on the path.
-Sheilah heard it as soon as I did, and cried,--
-
-'Jim, somebody is coming; you must hide. In here at once!'
-
-She led the way to her own room, and made me go inside. A moment later I
-heard someone enter the room I had just quitted.
-
-'Colin,' cried Sheilah, trying to speak in her natural voice, 'what on
-earth brings you down here at this time of night?'
-
-'I have come to warn you, Sheilah,' said her cousin, 'that we have
-received information that your husband is on his way here. You know,
-don't you, that if he is discovered he will be at once arrested and
-taken back?'
-
-'You would not arrest him, Colin, would you?' Sheilah asked, in agonised
-tones. 'Surely you could not be so cruel to me!'
-
-Colin had evidently been studying her face.
-
-'I'm afraid I should fail in my duty for your sake, Sheilah,' he said,
-after a moment's pause. 'But, my cousin, you know more than you are
-telling me. Sheilah! I see it all; Jim is here!'
-
-Sheilah must have felt that she could trust him, for she answered,--
-
-'You are right. He is here. Colin, you will not act against him?'
-
-'Have I not told you I shall not! But remember, Sheilah, this will cost
-me my position. I shall send in my resignation to-morrow.'
-
-At this I walked out, and Colin stared; but did not say that he was glad
-to see me.
-
-'Jim,' my wife said, 'everything is prepared; you must go. Colin is your
-friend, you can trust him. Now come. Every moment you are here increases
-your danger.'
-
-I went over to Colin McLeod and looked him in the face.
-
-'McLeod,' I said, 'you are acting the part of a brave and true man. God
-bless you for it. Tell me one thing, do you believe me guilty of the
-charge upon which I was convicted?'
-
-'No! I do not,' he answered; 'if I did I should not be helping you
-now.'
-
-'Then I'll ask you to shake hands with me.'
-
-We shook hands; and, after that, without another word, I followed
-Sheilah into the darkness. As she had said, two horses stood saddled and
-ready in the stockyard. I led them out, and, having done so, took
-Sheilah in my arms.
-
-'My wife,' I said, 'my Sheilah, what a wonderful and beautiful faith is
-yours! Who else would have believed in me as you have done, through good
-and ill report!'
-
-'It is because I love you so, and because I know you better than you
-know yourself that I believe in you as I do,' she answered. 'Now, Jim,
-darling, good-bye. Let me know what happens to you. Write, not only
-before you leave Australia, but when you arrive in Chili; and, for my
-sake, be careful. May the good God be with you and keep you safe for me.
-Good-bye--oh, Jim, Jim, good-bye.'
-
-I kissed her sweet, upturned face again and again, and then, tearing
-myself away from her, passed through the slip panels, which she had let
-down for me, and with a last wave of my hand rode off into the dark
-night, feeling that I had left what was more than my life behind me.
-
-Passing through old McLeod's paddock I made my way carefully along the
-creek side to the old ford--the place where I had fought Colin McLeod
-one memorable evening, and where I had spent that awful night after I
-had lied to Sheilah about Jarman's death and she had believed and kissed
-me before them all. Before I went down the steep bank to the water's
-edge I checked my horse and looked back across the paddocks to where I
-could just distinguish the outline of the house that sheltered the woman
-I loved. How much had happened and how terrible had been my life since I
-had last stood in this place and had gazed in the same direction. Then,
-turning my eyes across the stream, I made out the house I had built with
-such pride and loving care; the home to which I was to have brought my
-wife after the wedding that had ended so disastrously. There it stood,
-dark and forlorn, the very picture of loneliness, a grave of
-disappointed hopes if ever there was one. The garden was straggling and
-overgrown, the building itself already cried aloud for attention. Almost
-unconscious of my actions, I crossed the ford and rode up to within a
-few yards of it, thinking of the happy days I had spent in building it,
-of the good resolutions I had then formed, and the way in which I had
-afterwards failed in the trust reposed in me. In the darkness and
-silence of the night the place seemed haunted with phantoms of the past.
-I almost fancied I could see my father in one corner, and Pete from
-another, watching me, the outlaw, as I sat in my saddle under the big
-Gum Tree, gazing at what might once have been the very centre of all
-that could have made life beautiful. At last, saddened almost to the
-verge of despair, I urged my horse forward and quitted the spot, heaving
-a heavy sigh as I did so for _auld lang syne_, and all the happiness
-that might have been my portion had I only shunned Pete at the
-commencement of our acquaintance instead of trusting him and believing
-in him against my better judgment. Now, however, that it was all over
-and done with, there was nothing for it but for me to eat my bread of
-sorrow and drink my water of affliction alone. In the words of the old
-saying, I had made my bed, and now it was my portion to lie upon it.
-
-Leaving the house, I made my way by a path, which I had good reason to
-know as well as any man living, in the direction of my old home. Like
-the other house it was quite dark. Not a light shone from the windows,
-though instinctively I turned towards those of the dining-room where my
-father had been wont to sit, half expecting to see one there. For my own
-part I did not know whether there was anyone still living in the house.
-My father was dead, I was cut off from the society of the living, Betty
-might be dead, too, for all I knew to the contrary. Repressing a groan,
-I turned my horse's head and set off through the scrub in the direction
-Sheilah had advised me to follow.
-
-By the time the sun rose next morning I had put upwards of thirty miles
-between myself and Barranda township. I had travelled as quickly as
-possible in order that I might have more time to lay by later on, for I
-was determined to push on at night and to camp during the day. I had two
-reasons for this decision. In the first place, I wanted to give my beard
-a chance of growing, in order that my appearance might be altered as
-much as possible, and in the second, because I knew that in a district
-where I was so well known the chances would be a thousand to one that
-someone would recognise me in the daylight, and thus lead up to my
-recapture. For the first two or three days, however, complete success
-crowned my efforts. I was fortunate enough to be able to make my way
-across country each night without attracting attention. But a serious
-fright was saving up for me.
-
-On the third day after I had said good-bye to Sheilah and Barranda
-township, I found myself leaving the Mallee scrub and entering more open
-country. Here I did not like to attract attention by camping during the
-day. Accordingly I made up my mind to risk meeting anyone who might know
-me, and, saddling my horse, started down the track. It was a warm
-morning, and seeing the amount of work that still lay before him, I did
-not push my horse too hard. I therefore jogged easily along, smoking my
-pipe, and thinking of Sheilah, my pretty wife, and of the old life I had
-left behind me. For upwards of an hour I had been following a faint
-track, which was now fast developing into a well-defined road. A little
-later I heard behind me the sound of a couple of horses coming along at
-a slow, swinging canter. For the reason that I was only travelling at a
-walk they soon caught me up, when I discovered that the new-comer was a
-smart, active, fresh-complexioned young fellow, obviously an Englishman,
-mounted on a neat bay and leading a clever-looking grey pack-horse
-beside him.
-
-'Good morning,' he said, as he drew up alongside me. 'Pretty warm, ain't
-it? Travelling far?'
-
-In case I should be questioned I had already decided upon the sort of
-answer I would return.
-
-'I'm thinking of turning off after the next township,' I said, 'and
-following the river down till I strike the track for Bourke.' Then
-reflecting that if he were an experienced bushman he would find
-something wrong in this, I hastened to add, 'I should have gone in
-higher up, I know, and followed the coach road along the foot of the
-Ranges, but they say the country thereabouts is all burnt up and
-travelling is next door to an impossibility.'
-
-'That is so,' he answered. 'I've come over the border myself, and had a
-pretty rough time of it out towards the Warrego. Are you droving?'
-
-'Going down for a mob to take out to the Diamintina,' I answered. 'One
-of Blake & Furley's of Callington Plains.'
-
-He shook his head.
-
-'I don't know them,' he said. 'I'm next door to a new chum myself; been
-out on the Balloo best part of three years. Now, however, I'm going to
-take a jolly good holiday.'
-
-For an hour or so we jogged on side by side, talking of horses, cattle,
-sheep, and half a hundred other things. Then the township came into
-view, and nothing would please my new friend but we must pull up at the
-grog shanty and take a drink. I would have made an excuse and have said
-good-bye to him, but he would not hear of such a thing. Accordingly,
-very loth, but unable to persist in my refusal for fear of exciting his
-suspicions, I consented and we pulled up at the Drover's Arms, as the
-shanty was called, and having made our horses fast to the rail outside,
-went in to the bar. There were two or three other men of the usual bar
-loafer stamp present at the time, and according to bush custom they were
-invited to join us in our refreshment. To my horror, as we were
-satisfying their curiosity as to whence we had come and whither we were
-going, and what the track was like further up, a police trooper entered
-and called for a nobbler of whiskey.
-
-'How are you, Sergeant?' asked one of the loafers with well simulated
-interest. 'Any news to-day of the man you're looking for?'
-
-The Sergeant shook his head.
-
-'Not yet,' he answered; 'but we'll nab him before long, never fear.'
-
-'Who are you looking for?' inquired my companion, with sudden interest.
-
-'For Jim Heggarstone,' replied the Sergeant; 'the man who got a lifer
-for being mixed up with Whispering Pete in that murder case out Barranda
-way in Queensland. He escaped on his way to gaol, and we were told to
-look out for him in this direction, as it is supposed he is making
-south.'
-
-My heart seemed to stand still for a moment as he turned round and ran
-his eye over me. I felt that I must make some remark, but what to say
-that would avert suspicion I could not for the very life of me think.
-At last I found my voice.
-
-'What is he like--this, what's his name--Heggarfield?' I inquired, as
-coolly as I knew how.
-
-The Sergeant glanced at me again as he answered,--
-
-'Oh, a decent-sized sort of fellow. About your height, or a little
-taller, I should say.'
-
-To my intense relief I was not permitted to monopolize the great man's
-attention for very long, as one of the loafers was desirous of learning
-what punishment the criminal would be likely to receive when he was
-captured and taken back to gaol.
-
-'A year in irons, most likely,' I heard the Sergeant answer as I paid
-for the drinks and, lighting my pipe, sauntered out into the verandah,
-feeling ready to drop in my anxiety to be out of the township once more.
-As soon as my companion was ready, which seemed to me an eternity, we
-mounted our horses, and waving our adieux to the loafers in the bar, set
-off down the street, and in something less than a quarter-of-an-hour
-were clear of the houses and bidding each other good-bye at the spot
-where the three cross roads branched off. Two days later I joined a mob
-of fat cattle _en route_ to Bourke, with whom I kept company until I
-reached the town. Then having sold my horse, saddle and bridle to the
-drover in charge, I found the railway station, purchased a ticket for
-Sydney, and placing myself on board the train was next day landed safe
-and sound in the capital. To make my way thence to Newcastle was a
-matter of small difficulty.
-
-Once there, I hastened to seek out the address written on the paper
-Sheilah had given me. It was a nice house in a fashionable locality, and
-when I inquired for Captain Blake of the _Amber Crown_ steamer, and gave
-my name as George Brown, I was told by the maid servant to walk in.
-
-It appeared that old McLeod had once done a signal service for my new
-friend, which the latter had never forgotten. For this reason he was
-only too glad to have an opportunity of repaying his benefactor. Whether
-or not he knew who I was I cannot say; at any rate he said nothing to me
-on the subject. When I said good-bye to him I went straight off and
-boarded the _Amber Crown_, then lying in the harbour. The following
-morning I wrote to Sheilah, and during the afternoon we weighed anchor;
-by nightfall Australia lay beneath the horizon behind us. I was free!!!
-
-Of the voyage across the Pacific there is nothing to tell. On arrival at
-Valparaiso I had an interview with Captain Blake in his private cabin.
-
-'Mr Brown,' said he, for, as I have said, that was the name I was
-travelling under, 'having landed you here, I have carried out half of my
-contract. Now I must fulfil the other half.'
-
-As he spoke he handed me a canvas bag containing the three hundred
-pounds in English gold Sheilah had told me to expect. I thanked him for
-his kindness to me during the voyage, signed the receipt for Mr McLeod,
-and then went ashore. The same night I sailed aboard an island schooner
-bound for Tahiti, the capital of the Friendly Group, where I entered the
-employ of the firm for whom I am now trading here on Vakalavi.
-
-Now, my friends, you know my curious story, and there remain but three
-things to tell. The One-eyed Doctor was discovered at last by Sheilah,
-after a tedious hunt, dying of consumption in a Melbourne slum. She
-nursed him, and in a moment of gratitude, with the hand of death
-clutching at his throat, he gave her, in the presence of a magistrate, a
-full and complete confession of the murder of Jarman by Whispering Pete,
-stating that, beyond burying the body, I had nothing whatsoever to do
-with it. So my innocence was established, and I was cleared before the
-whole world. That is the first thing. Now for the next. Your schooner
-to-day brought me a letter from my wife, in which she tells me that she
-is coming to join me by the next boat. God bless her! Her father, who is
-tired of Barranda, is accompanying her. That is the second! The third is
-that by my father's death, so the lawyers and bankers tell me, I am a
-rich man. This being so, I shall send in my resignation to the firm,
-move across to Apia, and once there, set about building a big house on
-the mountain side overlooking the bay. In that lovely spot, for I shall
-never go back to Australia now, I shall hope to begin a new life, with
-Sheilah for my sweet companion. There is one point, doubtless, upon
-which you will agree with me, and that is, try how I will, I shall
-never be able to make up to her for her confidence and love during the
-bitterest period of my life. But I'll try, God helping me, I'll
-try!--you may be sure of that.
-
-And now you know why I say that I believe in and reverence the name of
-woman. God bless the sex, and, above all, the girl, now my wife, who was
-once SHEILAH MCLEOD!
-
-
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