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diff --git a/41010-0.txt b/41010-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e698923 --- /dev/null +++ b/41010-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8322 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41010 *** + +Transcriber's Note: + + Inconsistent hyphenation and spelling in the original document have + been preserved. Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. + + Italic text is denoted by _underscores_. + + + + + A Colony of + Girls + + By + KATE LIVINGSTON + WILLARD + + New York + Dodd, Mead and Company + + + + + Copyright, 1892, by DODD, MEAD & COMPANY. All rights reserved. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + PAGE + + I. THE LAWRENCES AND OTHERS, 1 + + II. NAN'S SHIP ARRIVES, 11 + + III. A LEAF FROM HELEN'S PAST, 24 + + IV. A SAIL ON THE "CYCLONE," 38 + + V. SUNSET-HOUR ON THE CLIFFS, 51 + + VI. A DINNER AT THE MANOR, 59 + + VII. A WALK IN THE SHRUBBERY, 69 + + VIII. NAN REBELS, 88 + + IX. A FLYING MACHINE AND WHAT CAME OF IT, 97 + + X. MISS STUART'S ARRIVAL, 118 + + XI. DULL DAYS, 131 + + XII. EDDYING CURRENTS, 139 + + XIII. AN INVITATION, 156 + + XIV. A DANCE AT CRESCENT BEACH, 171 + + XV. HELEN IS PUZZLED, 184 + + XVI. "IT WAS ONLY MY IMAGINATION," 193 + + XVII. THE "VORTEX" DEPARTS, 206 + + XVIII. A RIFT IN THE CLOUDS, 224 + + XIX. A CABLEGRAM, 244 + + XX. "PEACE ON EARTH--GOOD WILL TO MEN," 259 + + + + +A COLONY OF GIRLS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE LAWRENCES AND OTHERS. + + +"I cannot understand why the children do not return from the beach. +They have been gone so long." + +"None too long," sighed Nathalie Lawrence, swinging lazily to and fro +in a hammock which was hung across one end of the veranda. "What a +heaven it is without them. I declare, Helen," she continued, +addressing her sister in aggrieved tone, "we do get a lot of those +children, somehow or other. For my part, I cannot see why you let them +stay about with us all the time, when they are a thousand times better +off with Mary," and she gave a vindictive tug at a rope fastened to +the railing, which sent the hammock back and forth with the utmost +rapidity. + +"Take care, Nat; you will be out next, and there will be a hubbub +worse than the children would think of making in their wildest +moments." + +The young girl who thus spoke laughed a low, musical laugh, and looked +up from her book with a pair of wide-open blue eyes. + +"Nathalie, as usual, thinks only of herself," said Helen with a frown, +as she walked away. + +"I never can say one word about those children without raising Helen's +ire. She spoils them, and she might as well admit it." + +"In my short and uneventful career," responded Jean smiling, "I have +not found that people are over-fond of admitting anything, least of +all their weaknesses. I don't see how you can expect Helen to be +superior to all the rest of the world--yourself and myself included. +Now, imagine," she continued tantalizingly, "if anyone insisted upon +your admitting your weakness for Mr. Church----" + +"Oh, keep quiet, Jean; you are too stupid." + +"Dear, dear," cried Jean, jumping up and closing her book, "of course +I am, and that is my weakness; so now we are quits." + +Nathalie tossed her head as much as her position would permit. + +"Jean Lawrence," she said solemnly, "you bore me." + +"What a catastrophe!" Jean flung back her head with a merry laugh. +"Good-by, dear; you are the picture of injured innocence." + +"Jean, come back," cried Nathalie, struggling to obtain an upright +position. "I do think you are too bad. Ah, well, some day,"--then +breaking into song: + + "Some day, some day, some day I shall meet you, + Love, I know not when nor how; + Love, I know not when nor how. Only this, + Only this, only this, that once you loved me; + Only this, I love you now----" + +"Rats!" called out a small voice from the lawn below. + +Nathalie raised herself on her elbow, and peered through the railing. + +"Larry, I am thunderstruck. What is the meaning of that weird +expression?" + +"Nathalie singing a love song," cried Larry, scampering about on the +lawn. "Oh, what fun!" + +"Larry," called Helen, coming out once more on to the veranda. "Where +are Willie and Gladys? Why did you stay so long? I have been worrying +about you." + +"Oh, they're coming along. Now, don't you worry, Helen, 'cause we was +all right. You don't need never to send Mary with us," he added +eagerly, "'cause we wouldn't get drownded, nor nothing, really." + +Jean strolled back from the other end of the veranda, and put her hand +on Helen's shoulder. + +"Larry, love," she said, looking down at her little brother, "your +grammar is something to be deplored." + +A fleeting smile lit up Helen's pale face and gentle brown eyes. + +"Ah, here come the little culprits," she cried, starting forward. +"Gladys, my precious baby, I have been worried to death about you. +What naughty chicks to have staid so long. Willie, I can never trust +you." + +Willie was a grave little fellow, the eldest of the three children. + +"Why, Helen, we weren't gone long. Gladys was good, and so was +Larry--that is pretty----" he added deprecatingly. "The moment I said +'Come on, children,' we all started; only Gladys, she couldn't walk +very fast, so Larry wouldn't wait for us. Oh," sighed Willie, his +grave little face in a pucker at the recollection, "I would rather +Mary went along with Gladys another time." + +"Anyhow I was awful good, sister," lisped little Gladys, trying to +frown on Willie, "only----" + +"Only your short little legs would not carry you any quicker. Is that +not so, darling? Well, since you were all good, there is nothing to +scold you about." + +"Helen's faith is sublime," laughed Jean, in an aside to Nathalie. + +Helen took little Gladys in her arms, and sat down in a large rocker, +which stood close to the front door. + +She was a slender, frail-looking girl. Her soft, brown hair was +arranged close to her head with the utmost simplicity, and her rather +pale face would perhaps have been plain, had it not been redeemed by a +pair of beautiful sad brown eyes. She was the eldest of the Lawrences, +and it seemed to her only a brief time since the Angel of Death had, +twice in one short year, visited their home, leaving them bereft of +father and mother. + +Her father had been a physician of undoubted skill, a man of wide +learning and great culture. Had the lash of poverty given an incentive +to his somewhat lagging spirit, he might have commanded the attention +and the admiration of his fellow-men; but his was a nature of great +shyness and reserve, and when his father died, leaving him a +comfortable fortune, he had, with an almost unconscious sigh of +relief, turned his back on ambition and withdrawn to the old homestead +in the sleepy little town of Hetherford, content with a small country +practice which left him undisturbed hours among his books and in his +laboratory. + +Mrs. Lawrence's inclinations were thoroughly social; but so unbounded +was her faith in her husband's judgment that it never occurred to her +to complain of the narrowness and isolation of their life in +Hetherford. As her girls grew older, however, she reproached herself +with the thought that she was hardly doing them justice in thus +secluding them from the advantages of contact with the great world +which lay beyond their own pretty village. She appeased her conscience +by giving them occasional visits to town and one long, happy summer in +Europe, which they had enjoyed to their hearts' content. + +The winter following this last delightful holiday, Dr. Lawrence had +been stricken with a fatal illness and, after weeks of suffering, had +passed away. + +Mrs. Lawrence survived this blow but two months, and at little Gladys' +birth had turned to Helen with a weary, heartbroken sigh: + +"My darling, I am so lonely--your father. Take care of the little +ones--this wee lamb. God bless you, my----" + +Helen had sunk speechless at her mother's bedside, until the sound of +a wailing cry brought her once more to herself. + +"My dear," said gentle Aunt Helen, leaning over her, "won't you take +the poor little baby? Perhaps she will help to comfort you." + +And Helen took her little sister in her arms, and made her way into +the nursery, where, in two small cribs, side by side, lay her little +brothers, fast asleep. + +Jean and Nathalie stood by the nursery window, looking out into the +night. At Helen's entrance they turned sharply. + +"O Helen, how is mamma?" Jean stopped short, appalled at the change in +her sister's face. + +"Helen," she cried, a sharp ring of pain in her voice, "mamma is not--" + +"Yes, Jean--Nathalie--mamma is gone. Oh, what shall we do," Helen +moaned. + +"My poor children," said Aunt Helen tenderly, crossing the room and +putting an arm around little Nathalie, and clasping Jean's hand +tightly in hers; "your dear mamma is gone. She was so sad and lonely +without papa. Oh, darlings! do not grieve, but think of her as happy +and at rest. You, Helen, must learn to be a mother to these little +sisters and brothers, and teach them all your dear mamma would have +them know. And Jean and even little Nathalie, too, can help." + +"Auntie"--Helen's tears were falling fast--"I will do all I can. Poor +baby," she whispered, and she kissed the soft little face, which was +nestled in her arms, and then she turned toward the cribs, and looked +with loving eyes at the sleeping children. "God bless them, and help +me." + +Since that sad night six years had rolled by. Nathalie was now +eighteen, Jean her elder by two years, and Helen's twenty-third +birthday was close at hand. Larry and Willie were respectively eight +and ten, and little Gladys was fast outgrowing her babyhood. + +Aunt Helen, Mrs. Dennis, had since Mrs. Lawrence's death made her +permanent home with her nieces and nephews. She was a sweet, gentle +woman, a widow and childless, and her lonely life had been thus +gladdened by the love of this household of happy-go-lucky children. +She had always been delicate, and during the past few years had become +so great an invalid that she rarely left her room. + +Thus Helen Lawrence had been obliged to assume unusual cares and +responsibilities for so young a girl, and these were not without their +effect on her mind and character. + +For years the manor house of Hetherford had been in the possession of +the Lawrences, and no family in the town was better known, or more +universally loved. The manor itself was a charming old park, +stretching out far enough to make it no small walk to compass its +grounds. Grand old trees shaded the well-kept lawns, and pretty +graveled paths, lined with box-wood, led hither and thither. + +The house was old-fashioned in the extreme, large, square, and +commodious. A broad veranda ran around three sides of it, and across +the front there was an upper balcony, which, in the season, was +covered with trailing vines of roses, honeysuckles, and passion +flowers. During the warm summer days this was a favorite retreat of +the girls. A few rugs were thrown down, comfortable wicker chairs were +scattered here and there, and on the low round table in the center +there was always a motley collection of books, writing materials, and +work-baskets. Through occasional openings in the vines were revealed +pretty vistas of lawn and flowering rosebeds, beyond which stretched +the blue waters of the sound, sparkling in the sunshine as if strewn +with a thousand jewels. It was, indeed, an Arcadian spot. + +Within doors everything was equally old-fashioned and comfortable. +Opening on to the broad hall, which ran through the middle of the +house, were four large airy rooms, simply but substantially furnished, +and with an unmistakable air of being lived in. Upstairs, in addition +to the rooms occupied by the family, each one of which was bright and +cheery, and clearly revealed the individuality of its occupant, were +several guest chambers, with heavy four-post bedsteads and quaint +mahogany dressing-tables, and during the summer season these were +rarely untenanted, for the Lawrences' hospitality was as old-fashioned +as their home. + +Quiet Hetherford was almost unknown as a summer resort, but the few +people who had once found their way there came again and again, and +with them all the Lawrences were on intimate and friendly terms. It +was not strange that young men came but rarely to this out-of-the-way +little village, but a colony of girls thrived and were happy there; +happier, perhaps, for this very lack of the masculine element. The +girls often laughed merrily over it, and no one of them seemed to take +it very much to heart, save pretty little dark-eyed Emily Varian, who +spent her summers with her uncle, Dr. Evelyn Birdsall, the +Presbyterian minister. + +"It is deplorable," she sighed, "and if the girls were not selfishly +lazy they could quite easily get some men to come out here. Certainly +town is not so far off as to make us quite out of the world. It is +nothing but stupid nonsense and vanity on the girls' part. They think +it is something fine and independent never to see anything of men. For +my part, I should think they would be ashamed of it." + +There was one girl who always laughed good-humoredly at Emily's +grumbling, and she was none other than charming Eleanor Hill. However, +she had less cause to complain, for while Emily went from her winter +home in one little country town to sleepier Hetherford for the summer +months, Miss Hill for more than half of every year led the gayest of +lives in New York. When June came with its warm sunshine and long +days, she and her mother gladly turned their face toward pretty, +dreamy Hetherford; to them the dearest spot in the world. + +Mollie Andrews said that, for her part, she didn't care. Taking it all +in all, she did not see but that they had a pretty good time. The +Andrews had been coming to Hetherford for years, and were all deeply +attached to the place; Mollie's handsome, scatterbrained brother Dick +had set the seal of his approval on their choice of a summer resort, +and thenceforth Mollie would have deemed it nothing short of heresy to +call the place stupid. To be sure, Dick rarely turned up oftener than +once a week, but then her cousin Clifford Archer, nicknamed "the fatal +beauty," was wont to put in an appearance for a few days, frequently +with his great chum Wendell Churchill, whose yacht was quite a +familiar object in Hetherford Harbor. + +"It is perfectly absurd of Emily," Mollie would end, with a toss of +her head. + +Emily always looked scornful, and Nan Birdsall, happy-go-lucky Nan, +who rarely went away from Hetherford, would laugh gleefully. + +"Poor Em," she exclaimed one evening, after one of her cousin's +tirades, "you are man-crazy. Never mind, dear; you wait. I know a +thing or two, and by and by when my ship comes in," looking around at +the girls, with a mischievous twinkle in her eye, "you will be +surprised. Perhaps we will have more men here than we have bargained +for." + +"What do you mean, Nan?" they cried in chorus; but not a bit of +satisfaction would Nan give them. + +The parsonage adjoined the manor, and an opening in the hedge made +intercourse between the two families an easy matter. Just across the +road was the inn, where all the summer visitors stayed, and a quainter +retreat could not be imagined. They formed only a small circle of +people, but many were the happy times they had together. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +NAN'S SHIP ARRIVES. + + +"I wonder why we couldn't have a swim this morning, Jean?" Nathalie +stood before her mirror, arranging her pretty brown tresses which, in +spite of vigorous efforts with brush and comb, would curl, and refuse +to be orderly. "Of course, Aunt Helen will say it is too early in the +season." + +"Well, I think that is absurd. It is warm enough. 'Afric's sunny +clime' is not a circumstance to it. Look out, Jean, at the sunlight on +the lawn. When it has that pinkish tinge, you may be sure it's hot." + +Jean peeped through the half-open shutters. + +"Oh! what a sweet day. Yes, it is going to be hot, and, unless Aunt +Helen objects seriously, we will surely go in." + +She crossed the room and, opening the wardrobe door, took out a pretty +striped cotton gown. "Warm enough for this, isn't it?" + +Nathalie nodded. + +In a few minutes more the girls were both in the dining room. Helen +and the children were already at breakfast. + +"How late you are," cried Helen, looking up from an open letter. "I +wish you----" + +"Never mind, dear," interrupted Nathalie. "It will all be the same a +hundred years hence." + +"Oh, yes, I suppose so," sighed Helen. "Gladys, don't beat on the +table with your spoon. The noise is distracting." + +"And although your tones are dulcet, my love, suppose you give us that +little song after breakfast," and Jean slipped into her place at her +little sister's side. + +Gladys turned and threw her arms around her. + +"I didn't see you come in, Jeanie." + +"That is because you have not eyes in the back of your head, pet." + +"Of course I haven't. Nobody has, 'cept fairies and princesses, I +s'pose," and Gladys straightened herself up, and, in so doing, +overturned her glass of milk into her lap. + +"Gladys," cried Helen sharply, "look at your nice, clean frock. It is +a shame." + +The little girl's lips trembled, and her bright blue eye overflowed +with tears. + +"You don't s'pose I did it a-purpose--for nothing." + +"No, no, dear. Of course not. Don't cry. I didn't mean to scold you. +There, get down and run up to Mary, like a good little girl, and have +your frock changed," for the sight of tears always put an end to +Helen's best efforts at severity. + +But Gladys' feelings had been hurt, and now that she was mistress of +the situation, she had no intention of drying her eyes. + +"I think you were unkind, Helen," she began plaintively. + +"Don't be a baby, Gladys," interposed Nathalie irritably. "I declare, +I think it a perfect nuisance to have our breakfast spoiled in this +way. If you can't behave, you had better have yours in the nursery." + +The child's tears were about to begin afresh when a pleasant voice was +heard at the door. + +"Good-morning. Can I come in?" And without awaiting permission Miss +Hill crossed the room. In her pretty flannel gown and garden hat she +made a very pleasing picture. "How are you, puss?" And she stooped and +kissed little Gladys' tear-stained cheek, smiling meanwhile at the +girls, as she divined the situation. + +"All right," said the little girl, her face brightening perceptibly, +for she dearly loved Miss Hill. + +"Helen, here is a rose," said Eleanor, "and when you smell it you will +realize that June is here." + +Helen smiled her thanks. + +"Well, Eleanor, what started you so early?" asked Jean, as she +buttered her roll. + +"Early? You girls don't know what early means. Why it is after nine +and I had my breakfast a good hour ago." + +"Horror!" shuddered Nathalie. "The very thought is pain." + +"They are spoiled," spoke Helen, "and even I am getting into bad +habits. I simply gave up struggling, and set the breakfast hour a half +hour later, with the desperate hope that it might bring them down on +time." + +"Girls, you ought to be ashamed," said Eleanor, with well-feigned +reproach in her tone. + +"What nonsense! You would do exactly the same yourself if Mrs. Moffins +were not such a disciplinarian. You can't make me think you are so +superior," laughed Nathalie. + +Helen rose, and, pushing open the blind door, stepped out on the +veranda. It was a beautiful June morning, bright and sunshiny. The air +was soft and warm, and the gentle south wind felt like a caress. The +fragrance of roses and honeysuckles was almost intoxicating. Every now +and then the delicious stillness was broken by the soft plaintive song +of a bird. The old manor looked more beautiful than ever to Helen, who +loved every nook and cranny of it. She stood for a moment, shading her +eyes with her hand from the sun. + +"What a pretty day," she murmured to herself. "Oh, I wish----" but +then a voice called her, and she went back into the house. + +"Helen," said Jean, coming out from the dining room, "ask Auntie if we +can go in bathing. It is so warm, and we are wild to go in." + +"Very well," nodded Helen, as she went upstairs. + +Mrs. Dennis was in her chair by the window, with her breakfast tray on +a small table at her side. + +"Good-morning, darling," she said cheerily. "Where did these delicious +strawberries come from?" glancing at the pretty cut-glass dish which +was filled with them. + +"They are the first out of the garden, Auntie, and I was determined +that no one should have them but your own dear self." + +"Thank you, my dear, it was just like you to think of Auntie first. I +shall indeed enjoy them." + +"Do please; and oh, Auntie! the girls want to go bathing to-day. Are +you willing they should?" + +"I am afraid the water will be cold." + +"Well, we have had a good deal of warm weather, and I think it can't +be very frigid. I suppose we might as well say 'yes,' Auntie?" + +"Of course," replied Aunt Helen laughingly. "Past experience has +taught us that when Jean and Nathalie have set their hearts on a +thing, we might as well surrender at once. You won't go in, dear?" + +"No, indeed," and Helen shivered at the idea. "I must go and tell the +girls, for they will want to know." + +When the roomy buckboard came to the door, Nathalie jumped into the +front seat and gathered up the reins. + +"Hurry and get in, girls," she called. "The horses are very fresh this +morning," and in a moment more they were bowling down the avenue. + +"Stop at the inn, Nat," said Jean, "and we will get the letters, and +ask Mollie to go down to the beach with us." + +As they pulled up before the inn, Mollie Andrews came running out on +to the porch, with a package of letters in her hand. + +"Don't get out, Jean; I have your mail. Have you got room enough for +me?" + +"Certainly. Jump right in," cried Nathalie. "The tide is just right +now, so we must hurry. Oh! isn't this jolly? I love the delicious +sense of excitement one always feels at the first swim of the season. +Say, Moll, will you go in?" + +"I don't know. Yes, I think I will." + +It was quite a pretty scene, this bright June morning, down on the +little stretch of sands which Hetherford dignified by the name of "The +Beach." + +Little children were digging in the sand and filling their pails, and +some of the small boys were running up and down, now in the water, and +now out. The girls were in a group in front of the bathing houses, all +chattering at once, and discussing the momentous question as to +whether to make the plunge or not. + +In a brief time Jean and Nathalie were swimming far out, and Mollie +came creeping timidly to the water's edge. + +"Oh! how I dread it," she laughed. + +"Nonsense, Moll; go ahead. It will do you good." + +Mollie walked off, and Helen and Eleanor, who had found a sheltered +nook, watched the bathers for a while in silence. By and by Helen's +gaze strayed from the bathers to the stretch of blue water beyond, and +a slightly troubled look crept into her eyes. A sudden, deep sigh +recalled Eleanor's thoughts to her companion. + +"Why, Helen, what world of melancholy does that sigh proclaim?" + +"Oh, I don't know," evasively. "I am low-spirited this morning, +somehow or other." + +"Can't you tell me the reason, dear?" + +Helen did not answer, and for a moment Eleanor watched her closely. +Something in the delicate face and in the eyes, in which, of late, a +shadow always lurked, touched her. + +"I would love your confidence, Helen," she said at last; "but unless +you can give it to me freely, I would not wish to ask it of you." + +Helen stirred uneasily. + +"Ah, well, for a moment I thought to speak to you of something +troublesome, but be glad, dear, that I have changed my mind. I am +going to speak of something pleasant instead. Do you remember my +friend Miss Stuart? She has visited me several times, but always in +the winter." + +"Oh, yes! I remember Jean's writing me about her." + +Helen turned a questioning glance on Eleanor, but the girl's +expression was perfectly non-committal. + +"Yes? Well, she is coming here to visit me later. The time is not set +as yet, but I hope it will be early next month." + +"Indeed. How nice. But, Helen, I thought she was very gay and devoted +to society. What will she do in this colony of girls, with scarcely a +man to say a pretty thing to her?" + +"I don't know," replied Helen, a shade of annoyance crossing her face. +"I think, perhaps, the girls may be mistaken about her. I feel quite +sure she will be happy here." + +Just then Nan Birdsall came rushing down over the sands, warm but +radiant. + +"Going in, Nan?" called Eleanor in greeting. + +"No, indeed," breathlessly. "I hate the water more than a cat does," +and Nan dropped down on the sand at Eleanor's side, and, taking off +her hat, fanned her flushed face. + +"Where is Em this morning?" queried Helen. + +"What a superfluous question," laughed Nan. "Don't you see that the +_Sylph_ is in the harbor? Of course, Em has Mr. Churchill in tow." + +"How will Nathalie like that?" asked Eleanor with an amused smile. + +"Oh, Nat won't care," replied Nan, picking up a pebble and sending it +skimming across the water. "She is far too sensible." + +"Look over your shoulder, Nan, and see your prediction verified;" and +surely enough, strolling across the beach, in their direction, came +Emily Varian, with Wendell Churchill at her side. + +"Isn't Em in her element?" said Nan, lowering her voice. + +Nothing could have been more characteristic than the welcome the three +girls gave Mr. Churchill. Into Eleanor Hill's courteous greeting was +thrown just enough of personal interest as to be slightly flattering. +Helen's "How do you do" was both shy and reserved, and Nan just nodded +indifferently, and continued her occupation of skipping stones. + +"We ought to be going home," announced Helen presently. + +"I wonder if the girls are not ready yet? Oh, yes! there they come!" +as the three girls came down from the bathing house and joined the +little group. Suddenly Nan dropped her pebbles and sprang to her feet +with an exclamation: + +"Oh, girls, what fun! My ship has come in at last!" + +"Why, Nan, are you going out of your mind?" cried Jean. "What ship?" + +"Look, girls, look! Don't you see that big schooner just rounding the +point?" + +"Yes, but what of it?" + +"Why, that's the U. S. Coast Survey schooner _Vortex_, and she's going +to be stationed here for a long time, and Dick knows all the officers +aboard. How is that for a piece of news?" + +"This must be your secret," laughed Eleanor. + +"Of course, and didn't I keep it well? Dick told me weeks ago that +they were coming." + +"I say, it is jolly. We will have some fun, won't we?" It was Nathalie +who spoke. + +"It is a perfect god-send," declared Emily Varian, solemnly. "Nan, your +secret is a success, and I congratulate you." + +"I wonder," ruminated Jean, "who the men are, and whether we will +really like them." + +"Time will tell," spoke Helen, a bit indifferently. "Come, girls, we +must be going. Here is the carriage." + +Almost every evening the young people gathered together on the +Lawrences' broad veranda, and to-night was no exception to the rule. +When the girls strolled out from the dining room, they found Nan and +Emily sitting on the steps. + +"Why, we never heard you at all," said Jean. "You must have come over +the lawn like--oh dear, I can't think of a comparison. The night is +too warm for one to exert one's brain unnecessarily." + +Nathalie seated herself on the railing. + +"Here come Eleanor and Wendell Churchill." + +"Ah!" laughed Jean teasingly. Her sister looked around at her with +heightened color. + +"Don't be silly, Jean." + +"Do you know I have hardly seen you to-day, Miss Nathalie," said +Churchill, finding a place on the railing at her side. "Where have you +kept yourself?" + +"Everywhere--anywhere. I have not been hard to find." + +Nathalie's eyes were smiling wickedly into his, and his gave her back +a smile. + +"Now, let me explain," he began. + +"Oh, don't let me put you to any unnecessary trouble," she interrupted +with mock formality. + +"You are very cruel to-night," said Churchill laughing. "By the way, +Dick and I went down to the _Vortex_ this afternoon, and there are +some awfully good fellows aboard. I hope you girls will give them a +good time." + +"It seems to me that the responsibility ought to rest with them," +interposed Eleanor Hill. + +"Otherwise we should feel absolutely overwhelmed," said Nan comically. + +"Here comes Dick now," exclaimed Nathalie, "and he has a strange man +with him." + +In a moment more Dick Andrews gained the veranda, and introduced his +friend Beverly Dudley, of the _Vortex_. + +It was Jean who came forward and, extending her hand, bade him +welcome. + +"Ah, Mr. Dudley, I fear you will feel yourself overwhelmed with such a +bevy of girls, but let me help you. This is my sister Nathalie--my +friends Miss Hill, Miss Birdsall, and Miss Varian. Unfortunately my +elder sister is not here to receive you. She will join us presently. +Emily, can't you make room for Mr. Dudley on the settle?" she added +glancing about her. + +Emily smiled radiantly, and Dudley, who seemed to be a charming youth, +made his way to her side. + +Leaving Nathalie and Em each happy in a _tête-à-tête_, the other girls +formed a circle of which jolly Dick was the center, and much +good-natured chaffing and light-hearted laughter were in order. + +After a while Helen appeared in the doorway with two mandolins in her +hands. + +"What a good idea," exclaimed Eleanor enthusiastically. "Now we can +have some singing." + +"I can't very well shake hands, Mr. Dudley," said Helen, in response +to Jean's introduction. + +"Let me relieve you, Miss Lawrence." + +"Thanks. Will you give this mandolin to my sister Nathalie?" + +They all joined in a song, and their voices, with the mandolin +accompaniment, sounded wondrously sweet in the soft night air. + +It was growing late when Nan at last jumped up. + +"I am sorry to break up the party, but Emily and I must be going. +Father will have the town crier out pretty soon." + +There was a general move, and Mr. Dudley crossed to Helen's side. + +"I have had a charming evening, Miss Lawrence. I hope you will honor +us with your presence on the _Vortex_ very soon." He spoke with the +soft drawl peculiar to Southerners. + +"It will be a great pleasure, and indeed we will." + +"Won't you let me walk home with you, Miss Varian?" he asked. "It is +rather late for you to go alone." + +Emily's answer was lost in a merry peal of laughter from Nan. + +"Mr. Dudley evidently appreciates the dangers lurking in that desolate +stretch of lawn between here and the parsonage," she said with +good-natured sarcasm. + +The girls joined in a general laugh, in spite of themselves, but Emily +frowned portentously. + +After "good-night" had been said all around, and Helen found herself +alone in her room, she took out from between the leaves of a book the +letter she had received in the morning. As she re-read it she glanced +up from time to time at a likeness which stood on the table close at +hand. It was the face of a very beautiful woman--a face delicate, oval +in shape, with straight eyebrows, from under which looked out a pair +of eyes with a world of witchery in their depths; the whole crowned by +a halo of soft hair. + +Helen dropped the letter in her lap, and folding her hands over it, +fell into a deep reverie. Rousing herself at last, she slowly crossed +the room, and opened a little drawer in her writing desk. There, +hidden among some papers, lay another photograph--a man's face this +time. As she looked at it steadily a heavy sigh escaped her lips, for +it seemed to her that the grave eyes looked at her reproachfully. With +a half-impatient exclamation she tossed it back into its hiding-place +and closed the drawer sharply, and not until sleep claimed her did +these two faces fade entirely from her mental vision. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A LEAF FROM HELEN'S PAST. + + +Many years before the opening of this story the Lawrence children +counted among their dearest friends a certain pleasant-faced, sturdy +little chap, Guy Appleton by name, who never considered a day quite +complete unless at least a part of it was spent at the hospitable +manor. His own pretty home, Rose Cottage, lay only a stone's throw +away, and there the little Lawrence girls passed many a happy hour. +Mrs. Appleton and Mrs. Lawrence had been schoolgirls together, and the +flight of years had but strengthened their friendship. Mrs. Appleton +was delighted that her shy little son had found such pleasant +companions, and in every way encouraged his intercourse with them. The +Lawrences were all dear to Guy's boyish heart, but none held quite the +same place as Helen. She had been especially kind and friendly to him, +and for her his affection was particularly deep and adoring. + +The years, as they rolled by, served but to increase his love for his +little playmate, and from his allegiance to her he never swerved. When +his college days were over and he was about to sail for Europe on an +extended tour, he found it impossible to say farewell without +speaking to her of the subject which lay nearest his heart. + +Helen was very young and inexperienced, and these were the first words +of love to which she had ever listened. Her tender heart was deeply +touched, and Guy went away gladdened by her shy expression of sorrow +at his departure, and by the whispered "Yes" that her lips spoke +falteringly. + +Helen had accepted her youthful lover, and many were the rejoicings +among the small Hetherford circle over what they termed Helen's +engagement; although the girl herself looked a little grave over so +serious a term. At the manor the new relationship was accepted gladly, +for it seemed only a fitting ending to Guy's long friendship in their +family. + +Three years slipped by; years in which Guy bent every energy to the +study of architecture, which he had chosen as his profession. He had +decided talent, and by continued assiduity was making a name for +himself among his colleagues. + +Little change had taken place in Hetherford except such as the flight +of time must necessarily bring. Helen was now quite a woman, with a +pretty air of gravity which the new cares had lent to her. + +When finally, one crisp October day, Guy walked in upon them, his face +bronzed by the recent ocean trip, his slender figure grown broad and +strong, his blue eyes beaming with happiness, he was welcomed with the +greatest warmth of affection, and as they sat about the crackling +flames in the manor hall his long absence seemed almost a dream. + +It was during the following winter that Helen had her first +misgivings as to her real feeling for Guy. Indeed, sometimes, her +engagement oppressed her strangely, and she was assailed by an +overwhelming longing to be free. + +Women are indeed incomprehensible, and when the largess of their love +is not given, it is rare, save through some sharp lesson, that they +appreciate to the full the men whose hearts they possess. In this +Helen was, perhaps, in nowise different from the rest of her sex. Be +this as it may, Guy's unchanging love and devotion sometimes wearied +her, and failed to call forth an answering love in her own heart. Yet +the months glided by, and she had not the courage to tell her lover +the truth. She was not always successful in hiding it from him, +however, and once or twice a faint suspicion of her indifference came +to him. + +The summer came and went, and almost a year had drifted by since his +return. Guy finally broached the subject of marriage. + +At his first words Helen was filled with dismay, and as she listened +with down-bent head and averted eyes, Guy was suddenly conscious of a +great lack in her love for him, and a sense of foreboding swept over +him. To his long and pleading request that a time might be set for +their marriage, Helen put forth the children's claim upon her; and +when he gently urged her to reconsider her determination, she answered +him so sharply and curtly that he yielded, convinced that it would be +unwise to press the matter any further. + +Helen's lips had almost formed the words "Guy, I do not love you as I +should," but her lover's face, pale with grief at her all too evident +reluctance, robbed her of the needful courage. + +Guy was not a man of half measures, and, having accepted Helen's +decision, resolutely put out of his mind his painful doubts, and +trusted to the future to strengthen her love for him. She was greatly +touched by his generosity and half ashamed of the stand she had taken, +and now that the question of marriage was indefinitely postponed, +persuaded herself that she was deeply attached to him, and that it +would have been both cruel and unwise to have broken her engagement. + +In September Guy took his vacation and, his mother having volunteered +to go to the mountains with him, he induced Helen to accompany them. +She had many qualms of conscience at leaving the children, but the +invitation was a tempting one, and she had not the heart to disappoint +her lover a second time. So, after strict injunctions to Mary, and +urgent entreaties to Jean and Nathalie, she started off. + +It was a delightful holiday for all three. Mrs. Appleton, who had no +thought for anyone but her son, was overjoyed to see him in such high +spirits, for of late she had thought him both sad and depressed; and +Guy felt that his happiness was quite complete, for never had he had +Helen so much to himself, and never had she been so frankly +affectionate and sweet with him. The days glided by like a dream, even +to Helen. She had thrust all worry and anxiety from her, and entered +with eager interest and zest into all the plans for their pleasant +journeyings. If now and then she found herself a bit wearied by Guy's +unceasing attentions, she strenuously hid the fact from him and called +herself strictly to account for the unworthy thought. + +It was at a hotel on the borders of a beautiful lake that Helen first +saw Lillian Stuart. One morning Guy had gone off fishing, and as Mrs. +Appleton was writing letters in the seclusion of her room, Helen took +her book and wandered out into the grounds in search of a cool, shady +spot where she could read in peace. Coming at length upon a retired +nook, she found herself forestalled, for, comfortably ensconced under +the shade of a great willow, was a woman so beautiful that, as Helen +caught sight of her, she could scarce repress an exclamation. The girl +looked up, and their eyes met. Helen shyly dropped hers and passed +quickly on, but that brief glimpse left a vivid impression upon her +mind of a well-poised head, crowned with the most wonderful auburn +hair, of a face dazzlingly fair, and a pair of deep violet eyes. + +All day long Helen's thoughts reverted to this vision, and that +afternoon, when Guy returned from his fishing, she gave him a glowing +description of her encounter. + +Just before dinner, while they were standing together in the corridor, +the girl came toward them on her way to the dining room. Helen laid +her hand impulsively on her lover's arm. + +"Please look, Guy," she whispered. "Here she comes. Isn't she +beautiful? Why, Guy," excitedly, "do you know her? She is bowing to +you." + +"Is that the woman you mean?" he asked, when he had gravely returned +her bow. + +"Why, yes. Where did you ever know her?" + +"I met her at Baden, when I was over there." + +"How strange," said Helen musingly. "Why did you never tell me about +her?" + +"Because I never liked her," he replied with decision, "and I trust +you and she will not meet." + +A curiously unaccountable feeling of resentment swept across Helen. + +"I don't suppose there is much chance of it," she returned coldly. + +It is the unexpected that happens; for one afternoon, only a few days +later, as Helen stood talking with some friends on the broad hotel +veranda, Miss Stuart joined the group and, before Helen had hardly +appreciated the situation, an introduction had ensued. + +In spite of Guy's protests a friendship sprang up between the two +girls. It seemed to him that there was something almost pointed in the +way Helen ignored his request, and followed up this acquaintance, to +which he had so strenuously objected. Helen was not only fascinated +and charmed by Miss Stuart's meteor-like brilliance, but felt, +moreover, the keenest annoyance at the masterful way in which Guy had +laid his injunctions upon her. He had maintained a strict reticence +concerning his reasons, giving her no further explanation than that +the friendship ran counter to his wishes. Helen's defiance was +aroused, and perhaps a growing sense of _ennui_ in her lover's society +increased the temptation to welcome eagerly any new interest. + +Meanwhile Miss Stuart had a well-defined motive in trying to secure +Helen's friendship, and an even stronger desire to lessen Guy's +influence with the girl. Whatever her past acquaintance with Guy had +been, it would have been apparent to anyone less easily deceived than +Helen, that she bore him no good will. + +The rest of the holiday time, which had begun so happily, was spoiled +for Guy, and he was relieved when at length their faces were turned +toward home, feeling sure that a separation from Miss Stuart was all +that was necessary to awaken Helen's loyalty to him and to put an end +to what he considered a most unfortunate episode in the girl's life. +To his deep sorrow their return did not accomplish his expectations, +for not only had a correspondence been begun between the girls, but +Helen's whole bearing toward him changed completely, and her manner +was both cold and distant. Finally, one evening, she came to him, and, +after a few preliminaries, announced her intention of visiting Miss +Stuart at her home in town. This brief announcement aroused Guy's +quick temper, and before he realized what had happened, bitter words +had been spoken, and Helen had swept out of the room. + +The following day she left for town. When a week had passed without a +line from her, Guy could endure it no longer and sought an interview, +battling with his indignation at the thought that it must take place +under Miss Stuart's roof. + +Many a time afterward he tried to recall the exact words that were +spoken on that memorable occasion, but everything seemed unreal to +him, save Helen's face, pale with the determination not to accede to +his wishes. Finally, he could recall asking her if she desired her +freedom. Alas, poor Guy! The quick spontaneity of her response +shattered his last hope. + +"Ah, yes, Guy, please. We will be so much better friends, then." + +"Friends!" he echoed bitterly; "after all these years." + +Helen put her hand on his shoulder, but he gently pushed her from him. + +"It is as well I should know the truth now as later. You do not love +me, Helen. There is nothing left now, but for us to part." + +When he was leaving a sudden recollection came to him of the cause of +all this unhappiness, and crushing down his own bitterness, he +endeavored in quiet and carefully chosen words to dissuade her from a +friendship which he feared she would rue, but she maintained an almost +unbroken silence, and the expression of her face told him that his +warning was of no avail. So they parted. + +Guy was more than justified in his distrust of Lillian Stuart. Had he +been a man of less delicate sense of honor he could have righted +himself in Helen's eyes by simply relating to her some incontrovertible +facts; but the circumstances which had given him his knowledge sealed +his lips. + +While at college, the name, Lillian Stuart, had grown familiar to him, +through hearing her praises sounded by his chum Nelson Leonard. The +year after their graduation they ran across each other at Baden, and +their college friendship was resumed. Guy was not long in discovering +that there was something radically wrong with his friend, and the +cause, which all Baden apparently understood, was soon made clear to +him. + +Among the most noted people frequenting Baden at this time, were a +Mrs. Ogden-Stuart and her beautiful daughter. It had been understood +on their arrival that Miss Stuart was engaged to the good-looking +American, Mr. Leonard, who was traveling in their party. This fact, +however, did not seem to stand in the way of her flirting openly with +every eligible man in the place, nor prevent her from receiving their +constant homage. Leonard was evidently wretched, and there was a touch +of recklessness in his manner, which, Guy felt, boded no good to a man +of his highly strung, sensitive nature. For a week after Guy's arrival +things drifted on, but there was something in the air that seemed to +foretell a crisis. Guy had been presented to Miss Stuart, but in spite +of her beauty and fascination found nothing in her to like or respect. +This Miss Stuart felt instinctively, and as she was accustomed to +admiration, it stung her into a desire to win something more than +indifference from Leonard's friend. Her efforts were totally +unsuccessful, and, as her treatment of her lover became less and less +loyal, Guy withdrew altogether from her society, showing her no +further courtesy than an occasional bow of recognition. In the +meantime Miss Stuart's latest affair, with a certain Frenchman of +unenviable reputation, was giving Baden food for gossip and keeping it +on the _qui vive_ for a scandal. + +Late one afternoon, while Guy sat on the veranda reading letters from +home, Miss Stuart and Leonard passed him. The girl's face wore a +mocking smile, her eyes a taunt; Leonard was white as death, and his +lips twitched piteously. Guy's own face grew stern as he looked up at +them, and when Miss Stuart threw him a careless word in salutation he +could scarcely frame a civil reply. + +That evening Leonard went to Guy's room, and flinging himself down in +a chair, gave voice for the first time to his misery. + +"I tell you, Appleton," he exclaimed, with a hard laugh, "I shall +throw up the game pretty soon. I may be a coward; but it takes more +courage than I have to face this thing any longer." + +Guy was more startled than he cared to reveal by his friend's +passionate, despairing vehemence; and he made an effort to treat the +matter lightly and to divert Leonard's thoughts, but his efforts were +not crowned with success. When Leonard had left him he paced up and +down the room, revolving in his mind what step he should take. At +length he determined to go to Miss Stuart, and appeal to her, hoping +that so direct a course would result favorably. + +He began the interview awkwardly, feeling that his presumption was +almost unwarrantable, but when she met his earnest plea for his friend +first with indifference, and then with undisguised amusement, he found +his anger rising. + +"I do not think you can realize Leonard's condition of mind, Miss +Stuart," he said darkly. "If you would only put an end to this once +for all, I am sure that he is man enough to go away from you and try +to live down his disappointment; but he has a peculiarly excitable and +sensitive temperament, and if you continue to torture him in this way, +I fear you will have his death at your door." + +"I am sorry to say," she replied lightly, "that our friend is a fool +now," looking up at him with a glance strangely deep and subtle, "if +he were half the man you are----" + +"I have nothing further to say," Guy interrupted, flushing with +indignation and disgust, and without another word he abruptly left +her. + +Two days later all Baden was shocked by the startling news that young +Nelson Leonard had accidentally shot himself and was lying at the +point of death. + +Those melancholy hours of watching by Leonard's bedside, in that +dreary hotel room, lived in Guy's memory. When the doctor's sad +verdict was pronounced, the dying man pleaded to be left alone with +his friend. + +"Ah, dear old fellow," he said gently, when they were alone, "pretty +well done--for an accident? Forgive me," he murmured, as he caught a +sharp look of pain in Guy's face. "Forgive----" his voice faltered, +and his head fell wearily back on the pillow. + +Then the poor boy's mind wandered, and Lillian Stuart's name was +constantly on his lips. In broken, halting sentences a pitiful story +of deception and disappointment was revealed to Guy--a story which +would be sacred to him to his life's end, and, as he listened, his +whole soul revolted against the woman who had so willfully trifled +with this man's tender, loyal heart. Before morning dawned, Nelson +Leonard's eyes had closed forever on a life which he had found too +difficult for him. When the sad affair was over, Guy would fain have +left Baden at once, but he was obliged to await there the arrival of +Leonard's family from America. + +In the days that ensued Lillian Stuart was markedly subdued, but if +she had any suspicion of the real truth concerning Leonard's death she +never betrayed it by word or look. She did all in her power to +overcome Guy's aversion for her, but he sternly repulsed her. To +attempt conciliation was a new rôle for Miss Stuart, and his cold +disregard of all her efforts was the severest wound her vanity had +ever received. + +Such a slight is not readily forgiven or forgotten by a woman of her +type. So when Guy Appleton once more crossed her path, and she found, +in his deep love for Helen, his vulnerable point, she felt that her +day of triumph had come. + +It had been an easy task to secure Helen's friendship, and then to so +use her influence with the girl as to effect the annulling of the +engagement. Miss Stuart knew Guy's nature well enough to feel almost +sure that, however sorely he might be tempted, he would probably never +betray his knowledge of that unpleasant episode in her past; so, +trading on the man's very uprightness, she revenged herself for the +bitter sting of wounded vanity that rankled in her memory. + +Her well-planned scheme had been marvelously successful, but one +unlooked-for element had entered into it; for Helen's simplicity and +purity of nature, her lack of vanity, coquetry, or duplicity, above +all, her entire confidence and trust, had touched a tender chord in +the heart of this cold and worldly woman, and were in themselves a +power so great she felt herself held by them. Could she have foreseen +the future, she would, perhaps, have struggled against this most +disturbing element. + +Guy's return to Hetherford with the announcement that his engagement +was at an end, and that he was going immediately abroad, created quite +a ferment among the good people at the manor and Rose Cottage, and +many were their fruitless conjectures as to the cause of Helen's +sudden change of feeling. Across at the parsonage, happy-go-lucky Nan +puckered up her jolly face, pondered long over this vexatious +question, and hit at last upon the correct solution of it, but wisely +kept her own counsel. + +Mrs. Appleton took her son's disappointment very much to heart, and +when Helen came home again Rose Cottage was closed and its occupants +once more gone abroad. When the buckboard rolled by the deserted +little place Helen drew her breath sharply, then, catching Jean's +reproachful eyes upon her, began hurriedly to speak of other things. +The Lawrences frankly avowed to her their regret and disappointment, +but not one word of explanation did the girl vouchsafe to them, so +after a little they accepted the inevitable, and Guy's name was no +longer spoken among them. + +And thus it was that of the Lawrence girls, Helen alone had the proud +distinction of having had a genuine love affair, the memory of which, +however, was tinged with deep regret, and caused her naught but pain. +Perhaps she felt intuitively that she had done wrong. What was a +pleasant friendship compared to the love of a true man's heart? Yet +the thought of a marriage with Guy was out of the question. + +So the foolish girl reasoned. Time brings many changes, however, and +perhaps what once seemed to Helen a catastrophe may one day seem to +open the very gates of Paradise. + +And now that we have taken a leaf from Helen's past, let us resume our +way. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A SAIL ON THE "CYCLONE." + + +"They have hired the dear old _Cyclone_, Helen, because the men +thought the wind was bound to be light to-day and we would have so +much more sport in a small boat than on the _Vortex_." + +Nathalie stood in the doorway, gesticulating eagerly with her slender +brown hands. Her pretty face was quite flushed with excitement, and +her hurried words tripped over each other in their anxiety to be +spoken. + +"You see we must make haste, for Dick says we must be at the dock at +eleven, or we won't catch the tide." + +"But what about luncheon?" interposed Helen quietly. + +A comical expression of dismay crossed Nathalie's face. + +"Oh, dear, I suppose you will want to kill us; but Jean and I, in a +sudden fit of enthusiasm, said we would attend to that, and not one +thing have we done yet." + +"Did you think to provide any cold meat for sandwiches?" demanded the +young housekeeper. + +"Oh, yes; there are three stout chickens, some cold corned beef, and a +'bit of ham bone,' as Bridget puts it, gracing your larder." + +"Well, we haven't a moment to spare, so call Jean, and let us get +right to work." + +The pile of sandwiches grew rapidly under the girls' deft hands, and +little Larry, wandering in from the veranda, looked longingly at these +interesting preparations. + +"Wish I could go with you," he ventured, with sudden courage. + +"Don't speak of it," replied Helen emphatically, as she ran out of the +room to get a fresh supply of bread. + +"Guess you'll all be drownded, anyway," and Larry eyed them with a +superior and triumphant mien. + +"That's right, my cheerful little brother," laughed Jean. "Always look +on the bright side of things." + +"Now, when shall we tell Aunt Helen we will be back?" asked Nathalie, +as they were fitting the cover down on the well-filled hamper. + +"Not later than five, I should think." + +"Don't let's commit ourselves, Helen," suggested Jean. "It is such a +bore, and we will be troubling about it all the afternoon." + +"We must be home by five; I am not willing to leave the children any +longer than that." + +"Perhaps you can manage the wind to suit your own purposes. You know +it generally plays more or less of a part in sailing," and Jean gave a +vicious tug at the last unfastened strap. + +"Don't be impertinent, Jean," Nathalie called out, as she ran swiftly +upstairs. "Never mind, Helen, her youth is her only excuse." + +"All the same, we shall be home on time if possible, dearie." + +Jean laughed good-humoredly. + +"I am always disagreeable," she admitted, "when anyone speaks with +decision. I don't know why, but it sets my teeth on edge." + +Dudley met them at the wharf with the cutter from the _Vortex_, and +soon they were pulling swiftly out to the _Cyclone's_ mooring. As they +rounded the stern of the old oyster sloop, a young man was seen +standing at the wheel, his slender figure held firmly erect, one hand +shading his eyes as he scanned the blue waters of the sound. + +"Who is that?" whispered Mollie. + +"Up oars!" cried Dudley, intent on bringing the cutter up in good +form, and in a moment more they were clambering up the gang-steps, and +Mollie's question went unanswered. + +"Hullo, Farr," called Dick cheerfully, and thus addressed, Lieutenant +Farr left the wheel and moved leisurely forward. + +"You will have to individualize for yourself, old fellow, for it would +be impossible for me to name all these charming people." + +"Time enough," spoke Farr, in a well-modulated voice, as he raised his +cap and glanced at the group before him. + +"Come, let us get off," he said, turning abruptly to the men, and soon +the _Cyclone_ was sailing lazily away before a light breeze. + +"How delightful!" sighed Eleanor Hill, as she settled herself +comfortably to windward. "This is my idea of bliss." + +Farr paused an instant on his way aft and glanced interestedly at the +girl's earnest face, then proceeded to his place at the wheel. + +"For pity's sake, let somebody go and talk to that man," said Jean, +dropping her voice. + +"I fancy he doesn't care much about it," replied Eleanor quietly. + +"You go, Em," Mollie suggested. + +"Certainly!" and, nothing daunted, Emily started up. + +"Who doubted her willingness?" laughed Nan saucily. + +Eleanor shook her head at the speaker. + +Dick threw himself down in the midst of the group of girls and kept up +an incessant chatter. + +One voice was lacking in the general interchange of nonsense, for +to-day Jean Lawrence, who was usually the merriest of them all, found +her interest flagging strangely. Sitting somewhat apart from the +others, her eyes wandered persistently to where Farr was courteously +and patiently initiating Emily Varian into the art of steering. There +was something about the man that caught her attention and held it +almost against her will. She noted with what an air of distinction his +rough yachting flannels were worn, and how beautifully shaped were the +long slender hands which moved so lazily, yet with such a suggestion +of strength. His cap was drawn down over his face, so that only the +lines of a well-molded mouth and chin were revealed, and Jean found +herself waiting with almost childish interest for a glimpse of the +eyes so tantalizingly hid from view. A sudden shout of boisterous +laughter from Dick brought her sharply to herself, and with a keen +sense of shame, and a passionate hope that her defection might have +passed unnoticed, she turned and plunged into the conversation. + +"Let us have some songs, girls," suggested Eleanor. "We are getting +very much demoralized, and I don't know what that strange man will +think of us." + +"Oh, if I were a little bird how happy I would be," began Jean, with +more energy than correctness. + +"Hold on, Jeanie," interrupted Nathalie, catching up her mandolin, +"the other words have lots more flavor." + + "Oh, the first that came a-courting was little Tommy Green, + The finest young man that ever was seen, + But the words of my grandmother ran in my head, + And I would not listen to a word that he said." + +"There, that will do, Nathalie," interposed Helen with decision. + +"Not at all," cried Jean. + + "Says I to myself there must be some mistake, + What a great fuss these old folks make, + If the boys and the girls had all been so afraid, + Why grandma herself would have been an old maid." + +Jean sang the foolish words recklessly, and when she had finished shot +a half-defiant glance from under her long lashes in Farr's direction. +His eyes met hers with a long, steady look. Somewhat disconcerted, +Jean flushed hotly and turned hurriedly away. + +"That was a daisy, Jean," and Dick roared with laughter. + +When the merriment had subsided a little: + +"Farr," said Dudley, rising and making his way out of the circle, "I +think you have had your turn at the wheel. Suppose I take your place +for a while." + +"I hope you are not very much bored, Mr. Farr," ventured Jean shyly. + +"Quite the reverse--much entertained," he replied quietly. + +Jean wondered if there were a touch of sarcasm in this reply, but his +face was impenetrable. + +"Charming accent he has," smiled Eleanor in an aside to Nan. + +"I wonder where he got it, don't you?" + +"Have you lived very much abroad, Mr. Farr?" queried Eleanor, turning +politely to him. + +"And why do you ask?" + +"Why, your accent is so un-American." + +A broad smile crossed Dudley's face as he caught Miss Hill's words. It +amused him not a little to hear reticent Farr thus catechized. + +"Where are you from?" asked Nathalie, coming to the front in her usual +outspoken fashion. + +Farr glanced at her, and then, after an instant's hesitation, answered +languidly. + +"From New Jersey." + +At this the little group, throwing manners to the winds, burst into +merry laughter. + +"Doesn't look a bit like a mosquito," said Nan to Mollie in an audible +whisper. + +Poor Mollie looked quite horror-struck, for she felt sure that the +saucy words had reached Farr's ear. + +If the man felt any annoyance he was most successful in concealing it, +for his expression remained quite unchanged. Not so with poor Jean, +who had flushed hotly at what she considered Nan's unwarrantable +impertinence. She made a swift, angry little movement, and the book +she had been holding slipped to the deck. Farr leaned forward, and +picked it up. As he returned it to her his eyes met hers with a quiet, +reassuring smile, for he had been quick to notice the girl's silent +championship, and it had greatly touched him. The color in Jean's face +deepened, and with sudden shyness she dropped her eyes. + +"Have a cigar, Farr?" + +To these two Clifford Archer's question came almost like an +interruption, although no word had been spoken between them. + +"No, thanks," taking from his pocket a silver case of curious design, +"but, if no one objects, I will light a cigarette!" + +"I can't help it," cried Nathalie, laughing until the tears were in +her eyes, "did you hear the way he said that word 'cigarette,'--with +such a lingering over each syllable? I am sure you are a Spaniard, Mr. +Farr, in spite of New Jersey." + +"I knew it," Nan put in, "the moment you spoke." + +"Ah," exclaimed Nathalie, drawing back in mock affright, "you are an +exile." + +"How interesting," spoke Nan. "Do tell us all about it." + +"About what?" queried Farr coolly, and Nan subsided, feeling suddenly +very much embarrassed. + +Eleanor Hill caught an expression half impatient in Farr's eyes, and +turned warningly to Nathalie. + +"You will be sorry." + +"When I'm sober," interrupted the young girl merrily. + +"What a rowdy you are, Nat; Helen is looking at you most +disapprovingly." + +A shrug of the shoulders was Nathalie's only answer, and starting up +she crossed over, and stood before Farr, where he sat at Jean's side. + +"You have been very good and patient," she assured him with a +mischievous twinkle in her brown eyes, "and now I am going to reward +you by unpacking the luncheon hamper." + +"That's a good idea," cried Dick; "I am almost starved to death." + +"What delicious salad," exclaimed Churchill a few moments later, as +they sat about the open hamper. "Miss Helen, you are a culinary +artist." + +Helen smiled her thanks. + +"May I not sit by you, Eleanor," pleaded Clifford Archer, dropping +down on the deck at her side. "With you near me I could never know +hunger or thirst." + +"Nonsense," frowning on him in seeming disapproval. "I think your +appetite is one which stands you in good stead." + +He was a handsome youth, graceful in the extreme. It was a constant +source of annoyance to Eleanor Hill that she found him so charming, +for, she often assured herself, there was nothing to the boy but his +good looks and perfect manners. But who will dare to say that these +are nothing? + +"I do hope there are plenty of sandwiches," sighed Nan, as she sat +eating her fourth. + +Dick tipped up the plate, depositing a dozen or more in her lap. + +"That enough?" he asked innocently. + +"You idiot!" cried Nan. + +"Do say something new, Nan," called Mollie from the other side of the +boat. "That is the third time to-day you have given Dick that +appellation." + +"How can I help it," groaned Nan, "when it characterizes him so +perfectly?" + +"You can't," said Nathalie consolingly, "and if I were you I would not +attempt to." + +Dick looked at both girls with withering scorn, then glanced by them +as if their existence were a matter of small import. + +"Helen, can I open the beer and ginger ale now?" + +"If it will be any comfort to you, Dick, you have my consent." + +"I think I will try another sandwich, if Miss Birdsall can spare me +one." + +"Then catch, Mr. Farr," and Nathalie tossed him one, with unerring +aim. + +"O Nathalie," protested Jean, with changing color. + +"Well, I am glad to know he is not a muff," said Nathalie, as Farr +caught the sandwich. "What is the matter, Jean? I didn't know you were +so easily shocked." + +"Look out for the boom," called Dudley most opportunely, and the +_Cyclone_ came swiftly about. + +"What an unfortunate move. Now the sun is right in our eyes," and Jean +looked up at Farr appealingly. "Won't you please have it removed?" + +"Why, certainly. Are not your wishes my law?" and even as he spoke the +sun slipped under a cloud. + +"What a wonderful man," Eleanor Hill laughed softly. + +The afternoon sped away all too rapidly, and the hours were as minutes +to the happy young people skimming the waters of the beautiful sound. +Nature was at her very best this sunshiny summer afternoon. Light +fleecy clouds scudded swiftly across the delicious blue of the vaulted +sky above, and in the distance the low, far-stretching, Long Island +shore was bathed in a soft, violet haze, broken here and there by +patches of white, glistening sand. + +The _Cyclone_, with every yard of canvas set, was running gayly before +the breeze, which since noon had grown strong and steady. The swash of +the water against the boat, the slight straining and creaking of the +rigging, the sighing of the wind in the sails, were sounds sweet as +music to the ear of every true lover of the sea. + +And now the summer day began to wane, and in the western sky the sun +was shining with a brilliant radiance. + +"Ah!" sighed Jean softly, as they dropped anchor in Hetherford Harbor, +"why do all pleasant things come to an end?" + +"But they invariably do," and there was a touch of genuine regret in +Farr's voice, which was quite sincere; for in this last pleasant hour, +he had thoroughly enjoyed a delightful _tête-à-tête_ with his pretty +companion, and had every reason, in spite of the merry chaffing of +these gay young strangers, to vote the day a great success. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +SUNSET-HOUR ON THE CLIFFS. + + +The following morning the girls were collected together in the upper +balcony of the manor, where the clustering vines afforded a welcome +shelter from the sun's hot rays. A wicker table, laden down with books +and work baskets, occupied a central position, and the low rockers +which surrounded it were tilted swiftly back and forth as the girls +worked and chatted in an easy, desultory way. On the wide +old-fashioned settle in the background sat Eleanor Hill and Nan +Birdsall; Eleanor lounging lazily back among the cushions, her hands +resting idly in her lap, Nan all curled up in a heap, her sketchbook +on her knee, her deft fingers making rapid strokes with a long, +well-sharpened pencil. + +"Do you know," spoke Eleanor Hill, "I fear we behaved very badly +yesterday. I have had qualms of conscience ever since, and a growing +conviction that we made perfect fools of ourselves in the eyes of +those two strange men." + +"Better that than dullards," laughed Nan lightly. + +"Hobson's choice," said Jean dryly. + +Just then Helen, with a somewhat preoccupied air, pushed back her +chair and passed into the house, her mind evidently intent on some +domestic question. Nathalie's eyes followed the retreating figure, +until it was quite lost from view in the shadowy hallway, and then +were bent thoughtfully on her work again. + +"To change the subject, girls," she began, after a moment, devoting +herself energetically to the threading of her needle, and tossing her +head impatiently at every unsuccessful effort; "have you heard the +news? Helen's friend, Miss Stuart, is coming down upon us for a +visit." + +"Yes, indeed we have." Emily's sigh came from the depths of her heart. +"I can't imagine what we will do with another girl here." + +"What she will do with us may be more to the point," and Jean raised +her eyebrows expressively. "I don't know how it is, but I am +apprehensive about this visit. I suppose," with a sort of honest +protest in her voice, "that I have never really liked Miss Stuart." + +"Nor I," agreed Nathalie. "There is something about her that I do not +trust. And the worst of it is," with a grimace, "that she winds Helen +around her little finger. It always makes me so angry." + +"Nonsense, Nat. You do Helen an injustice," objected Eleanor +pleasantly. "However, I frankly confess to a fear that the harmony of +our own little circle will be somewhat marred by the advent of a +stranger." + +"That's so, and then you know she is such a swell that she will +probably look down upon us poor country girls with the utmost scorn," +and Nathalie gave a vindictive tug at her knotted thread. + +"Of course she is devoted to men?" queried Emily lugubriously. + +"Oh, I should judge so, although I have never seen her with them. You +know she has only stopped with us in the winter season, when we have +been alone." + +"Let us do her the justice to suppose that the men are equally devoted +to her," added Jean generously. + +"It amounts to about the same thing, whether she is devoted to men, or +they to her," and there was in Emily's tone such a note of tragic +melancholy that the girls could not refrain from laughing. + +"Oh, what a happy nook and cranny of the great world this dear old +Hetherford is," cried Eleanor, clasping her hands behind her head, and +looking out with dreamy eyes over the sweep of softly undulating lawn +that stretched away toward the manor gates. "It all seems so idyllic +to me. There is so much petty jealousy and miserable heartburning +beyond the confines of this little haven of rest. People's motives are +so often selfish that one grows strangely doubting, even of one's +friends. Do you know," leaning forward impulsively and speaking with +deeper earnestness, "I think we girls have found the secret of true +friendship--mutual trust and respect. These are what have made our +long intercourse such a happy one." + +"Indeed you are right, Eleanor, dear," Jean replied gently. + +"The bother of it all will be," interrupted Nathalie following out her +own train of thought "that Mademoiselle will come here with trunks +full of fine clothes, and we will be obliged to dress up." + +"I would like to see the girl who could make me discard my shirt and +blazer," laughed Nan defiantly. + +"How would we look _en grande toilette_ with such hands as these," +said Jean, thrusting forward her own little brown ones. + +"Attractive, but from a different standpoint," Nan asserted with a +fine assumption of authority. "Everything depends upon your point of +view, according to Henry James. Now, from my artistic pinnacle," +tilting her head to one side, and surveying the group with critical, +but approving eyes, "I declare I prefer brown hands to white ones." + +"By the way," asked Jean, with well-feigned indifference, "what did +you think of the naval officers?" + +"To return to our muttons," murmured Nathalie, with a sidelong glance +at her sister. + +"Mr. Dudley was very pleasant and agreeable," replied Emily, "but I +thought Mr. Farr rather uninteresting." + +"Well," laughed Eleanor demurely, "Nan is right. Everything does +depend upon one's point of view. Now I thought Mr. Farr decidedly +attractive, and Mr. Dudley just a good-natured boy." + +"That reminds me of something I saw in the paper the other day," Jean +observed smilingly. "To the question 'What is taste?' the answer was +given, 'There is no such thing, except on the principle that some +people haven't any.'" + +"That is a fine way of disposing of one," and there was an expression +of quiet amusement in Eleanor's eyes. "Never mind, dear," leaning +forward and pinching Jean's cheek, "I will forgive you. Besides," +dropping her voice, "you know that you agree with me." + +"Now, what are you girls whispering about?" complained Nathalie. "Oh, +bother this sewing," she went on irrelevantly; "I have had enough of +it for to-day," and the bit of work was tossed impatiently into her +basket. + +This was the signal for a general uprising, and then, as they were +dispersing, Nathalie made the announcement: + +"Helen has asked Mr. Dudley and Mr. Farr to dinner to-morrow night." + +"Yes," answered Mollie, turning back from the open doorway, "and +Captain Dodd and his wife, too. Dick says," with an air of profound +conviction, "that they are delightful." + +"That settles it," laughed Nan, "Dick can't be wrong. Come on, Moll," +linking her arm in Mollie's, "I am going to take you home to luncheon +with me to-day." + +It was late that afternoon when Jean, who had been reading for hours +on the quiet veranda, suddenly jumped to her feet, with a little sigh +of weariness, and tossed her book into a neighboring chair. She was +tired of sitting still so long and felt in the humor for a walk. +Slowly she made her way down the broad steps and across the grounds of +the manor. Strolling on in a reverie, and heeding but little in which +way her steps were taking her, she came upon the great iron gates +which opened out into the roadway. Passing through them she wandered +listlessly on toward the water. + +It was the loveliest hour of the bright, sunny June day. Already the +shadows were lengthening, and a little whiff of cooler air was +stirring after the warmth of the noonday. The sun was nearing the +western horizon, now shining out in bright radiance, now obscured by +some light passing cloud. The murmur of a little brook which followed +the roadside, and the whispering of the wind among the leaves, made a +soft music. Now and then a bird darted by overhead, singing out a +shrill note in some high key, then dropping into a soft coo. A +squirrel ran out from the thicket, sped across the road, and +disappeared over a low stone wall. + +"Oh, you foolish little chap," exclaimed Jean, half-aloud, as Master +Squirrel gave her one glance from his bright eyes, before dropping out +of sight. "You are the swiftest little fellow I have ever seen." + +It was growing rough and heavy underfoot now, and in a moment more +Jean had reached the beach, and was strolling down toward the cliffs. + +The water was alive with boats, their white sails glimmering in the +sunlight, as the dying breeze bore them slowly on their way. + +At the foot of the cliffs Jean paused a moment. The glory of the +golden light fell on her slender, girlish figure, and illumined her +wistful, upturned face. As her eyes rested lovingly on the beautiful +scene that lay before her a deep sigh of pleasure escaped her slightly +parted lips, for to-day the old familiar sights and sounds seemed +strangely new and sweet. A narrow beaten track led temptingly to the +summit of the cliffs whence a magnificent view could be obtained, and +after an instant's hesitation she began the steep ascent. Turning the +corner of a sharp rock, which reared itself boldly into the air, she +came suddenly to a standstill, uttering a stifled exclamation, for +almost at her feet, stretched at full length in a sheltered cranny of +the rocks, lay Valentine Farr, his hat drawn down over his forehead, +his eyes thoughtfully intent upon the distant horizon. As Jean's +exclamation reached him, he glanced quickly up and sprang to his feet. + +"Why, Miss Lawrence, this is indeed an unexpected pleasure. You stole +a march on me. I did not hear your approach at all." + +"Indeed, I am equally surprised, Mr. Farr, and I assure you you really +startled me. I came upon you, so suddenly." + +Farr's eyes rested admiringly on the soft color in the girl's face as +she went on: + +"And may I ask how you hit upon my particular retreat in these rocks? +Let me warn you. You can only make yourself happy in it with my +especial permission." + +"I had no idea I was trespassing. Pardon my curiosity, but by what +right do you hold your title to this spot?" he queried with an amused +smile. + +"By the right of priority. Do you know of any better, Mr. Farr?" with +a pretty air of defiance. "When I was a little girl in pinafores I +played here with my doll; when I was a schoolgirl I studied my lessons +in this dear spot; and now that I am a grown woman," drawing herself +up to her full height, and glancing at him merrily, "I come here to +read, to ponder, and to think." + +"A sacred spot indeed," spoke Farr laughingly, but with just a little +lowering of his voice. "I yield at once, for I see that no one could +dispute your right." + +"No one." She threw out her hand with a pretty gracious gesture. "But +won't you let me extend to you an invitation to occupy it whenever you +feel inclined?" + +"Thanks, ever so much," he rejoined heartily, "You are very good. And +now, can't I persuade you to rest a little after your climb, Miss +Lawrence?" + +She slipped down on the rocks, and he threw himself at her side. + +"What delightful times you all seem to have here," he went on. "Do you +know I think this is a most charming place, quite an Elysium." Jean's +soft eyes lighted up with pleasure. + +"I am so glad you like it, but I fear you will find very little to +interest you in so sleepy a place." + +Farr was about to make answer in words of conventional flattery, but +something in the girl's tone of sincerity and good faith deterred him +and impelled him to reply in kind. + +"But I assure you I am delighted with it. You know we knock about a +good deal, and some of our stations are almost unendurable. We have +been on the Sound for several months now, and this is to me by far the +pleasantest place in which we have cast anchor." + +"It does my heart good to hear you say that," she rejoined naïvely, +"for naturally Hetherford is very dear to us." + +"You have lived here all your life, Miss Lawrence?" + +"Ever since I was a wee little girl. Of course we have been away from +time to time, but we are always glad to get back again." + +"I can well understand your feeling so, although I have had very +little of home life myself." Farr sighed as he uttered these last +words. + +Jean looked at him with gentle sympathy. "You say that sadly," she +said. + +"Do I?" He turned on his elbow, and his grave eyes met hers. His next +words were prompted by a sudden unwonted impulse. "Perhaps I will tell +you about it some day." + +Then a silence fell between them. + +The sweet stillness held its sway o'er land and sea, its perfect +harmony emphasized by the soft lapping of the waves against the +shadowy sands below. The breeze was dying with the dying sun. Just off +the shore a little white-sailed cat-boat was drifting in with the +flowing tide. + +Jean drew a long breath and started swiftly to her feet. + +"Why, how late it is growing," she exclaimed. "I must be going, Mr. +Farr." + +"Already?" he said, and then they made their way down the rugged +cliff. + +"Take care, Miss Lawrence," he cried, as she missed her footing and +slipped a little. "Please let me assist you," and he extended his +hand. + +Jean put her hand in his with a demure uplifting of her eyebrows, and +just a fleeting smile on her lips. There flashed through her mind the +thought: + +"How unmercifully Nan would chaff me, if she could catch a glimpse of +me now." + +The descent was a brief one, and soon they had crossed the sands and +were strolling along the road in the direction of the manor. + +"You are coming to dine with us to-morrow night, are you not, Mr. +Farr?" + +"Your sister was good enough to ask us, and I shall be only too +delighted to avail myself of her kind invitation." + +"I really will not let you come any further with me," she declared as +they reached the manor gates. "I fear, as it is, I have taken you very +much out of your way, and it must be late." + +"It is close upon seven," he told her after looking at his watch. "And +you dine?" + +"At seven, and let me warn you now that to be late is to meet with my +sister's ire." + +"I shall remember," he answered, with his pleasant laugh. "And now can +I not see you to your door?" + +"No, indeed. I must hurry away," she said as they shook hands, "for +time, tide, and dinner at the manor wait for no man. Good-by." + +"Until to-morrow," he said, as he turned away. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A DINNER AT THE MANOR. + + +It was the evening of the dinner given in honor of the naval officers, +and even as the old Dutch clock in the corner of the manor hall struck +the hour of seven, Farr was shaking hands with Mrs. Dennis. + +"I am so sorry," she said to him with a sweet smile, "that I shall be +obliged to absent myself from the dinner table to-night, but my +strength is not very great and I dare not overtax it. My niece Helen," +with a proud accent, which was not lost upon Farr, "has taken my place +for so long that I feel no hesitation in leaving everything in her +hands." + +"Oh, Auntie," cried Helen, with shy deprecation, "Mr. Farr will begin +to think me that most tiresome of all things, a paragon of household +virtue." + +Farr made a gesture of dissent, and then as Clifford Archer presented +himself, he turned and followed Helen with admiring eyes. Very fair +and womanly she seemed to him, in her gown of pale lavender crepe, +moving about among her guests, greeting one and all with gentle +courtesy. + +His gaze wandered on to where, in a further corner of the +drawing-room, Nathalie was keeping up a merry chatter with Wendell +Churchill. In spite of her eighteen years, she looked a very child +to-night, in her white mulle gown, with a broad white sash around her +waist, and one red rose in her brown hair. A spoiled child, too, she +undeniably was; unused to restraint, somewhat willful and +quick-tempered, but with a heart so true and generous that one could +always trust this small maiden and know that the good would +predominate. + +Eleanor Hill, standing very erect, her slender figure clad in a +severely simple gown of India silk, her hair brushed straight from her +fair face, her blue eyes alight with intelligence, her sensitive mouth +revealing every passing shade of feeling, held his attention for a +moment, for there was something patrician in the girl's mien and +bearing which greatly charmed him. + +Involuntarily Farr smiled as he caught sight of Nan's jolly face +beaming with an unending fund of good humor, and he was man enough of +the world for one glance at dainty Mollie Andrews to suffice to tell +him that she was an adept in the truly feminine art of dressing, for +her white gown, covered with lace and embroidery, was made in a +mysterious Parisian fashion, not easily imitated. + +What an arrant little flirt was dark-eyed Emily Varian. The smile that +Nan had evoked deepened as Farr noted the rapt expression on Dudley's +face as he bent over her. Her yellow gown, while not as modish as +Eleanor's and Mollie's, nor as artistic as the Lawrence girls', yet +showed a fine sense of color, and lighted up her pretty, piquant face, +which was surmounted by a smooth coil of hair the color of a raven's +wing. + +They were an unusually lovely group of girls, and, beyond this, +unusually pure-hearted and intelligent. Farr appreciated this the more +keenly, perhaps, in that he had seen much of the world in his thirty +years of life. Sometimes the old ideals of his boyhood had suffered +sadly; but his faith in the gentler sex was too deep-rooted to be +easily dispelled, and now all that was noblest and most chivalrous in +his nature was awakened by the atmosphere of honesty and sweetness +surrounding him. + +He was brought back to the starting-point of his observations by +Helen's voice saying, apologetically: + +"I am so sorry my sister is so late," and even as she spoke a little +hand pushed the portières hastily aside, and Jean stood in the +doorway. + +She glanced impulsively across at Farr, and caught a wicked gleam from +his eyes as he advanced to meet her. + +"'Time, tide, and dinner at the manor wait for no man,'" he quoted +maliciously. + +"That is one advantage in being a woman," she promptly retorted. + +She was radiant to-night in a gown of silver and blue. From under +level brows her eyes shone like stars, and some slight inward tremor +of excitement flushed her sweet face with unusual color. Her soft +yellow hair was gathered up in a simple coil, little tendrils of it +curling upon her forehead and on her neck. + +"What a bonny little lass she is," thought Farr, surprised by the +sudden feeling of tenderness which took possession of him. + +Then dinner was announced, and, with a half cynical smile at his own +susceptibility, he pulled himself together, and offered her his arm. + +"Why, I am quite in the navy, am I not?" she asked archly, as she took +her place between Farr and Dudley. + +"You honor it," Farr returned. + +Jean's brows contracted with a slight frown. "That savors of flattery, +Mr. Farr." + +"I especially dislike your accusation, Miss Lawrence." + +"Then I must be more careful not to run counter to your prejudices +hereafter." + +"If you would be so good," he said to her dryly; then their eyes met, +and they both laughed light-heartedly. + +"I hope you enjoyed the sail the other day. I meant to ask you about +it yesterday afternoon." + +"Thoroughly. Your songs were particularly delightful." + +Jean blushed, and answered in some confusion: + +"They were very foolish. I really hope you will forgive our absurd +behavior." + +"Charming folly needs no apology," Jean found the glance he gave her a +trifle disconcerting. + +"But pray, Mr. Farr, do not----" she began, and hesitated. + +"Do not what?" he interrogated, with a faint show of eagerness. + +"Do not allow your soup to grow cold," she finished, with a merry +glance at him from under her long lashes. + +"While you are in Hetherford," spoke Nathalie across the table to +Dudley, "you should make a point of going up to the cemetery. There +are some epitaphs there a hundred years old, and they are so funny." + +"So Andrews was telling us. Speaking of epitaphs I was very much +amused by one I saw in a magazine the other day. Let me see. How was +it? + + "Here lies the body of Mary Ann, + With her head on the bosom of Abraham; + Pretty soft thing for Mary Ann, + But very hard lines on Abraham." + +"Here is a good one," cried Dick, when he had partially recovered from +his ebullition of mirth: + + "Here lies the body of Mary Bin, + Who having had her little fling, + Burst this outer shell of sin, + And hatched herself a cherubim." + +Helen shook her head at Dick in gentle protest. + +"What will Captain and Mrs. Dodd think of us." she said. + +"Suppose I should recall one to you all," suggested the captain, with +a merry twinkle in his eye. + +"Please do," they cried in chorus. + + "He heard the angels calling him, + From that celestial shore, + He flapped his wings and away he went, + To make one angel more." + +"Splendid," exclaimed Nathalie, with enthusiasm. "Mr. Dudley and Dick +are quite in the background." + +"Dick saw his in that charming novel 'Comin' thro' the Rye.'" + +"Guess I did, Nancy. By Jove, girls," he whispered mischievously, "you +are all stunning to-night," and he drew himself up with an air of +pride and satisfaction. + +"You shine in a kind of reflected glory; don't you, Dick?" laughed +Nathalie. + +After dinner they gathered about the great wood fire burning cheerily +in the drawing-room. The evening had grown suddenly chill. The wind +had veered to the southeast, and the strong sea breeze lowered the +temperature by many degrees; a not uncommon occurrence in our American +summers. + +Helen seated herself at the open piano, and her music did much to +enhance the charm of the hour. She felt a bit sad to-night and +something of her feeling crept into her music, as she drifted into a +plaintive melody, with an oft-recurring refrain almost like a spoken +regret. As her eyes wandered about the fire-lit room, with its far-off +corners half in mystic shadow, there were awakened within her memories +of happy childhood days when the love of her father and mother had +been the sunshine of their home. Interwoven with these thoughts came +the recollection of one who, in those days, had been near at hand and +who was now far away, in strange lands, separated from her by more +than the mere expanse of restless waters. + +She sighed a little and, bringing her music abruptly to an end, rose +and crossed the room. After a few words of courteous explanation to +Mrs. Dodd, she ran away upstairs to assure herself that the children +were safely in bed. + +Just as she was passing through the doorway, she caught a glimpse of +Jean, who, with earnest upturned face, was talking interestedly with +Farr, and something she saw in her sister's blue eyes made her start. +What was there in that upturned face, in those eyes, which made Helen +feel so strangely, as if something were going to happen? + +And Eleanor Hill chatting gayly with Cliff Archer found her thoughts +traveling in much the same direction. + +In all these summers they had been a very happy little colony of +girls, and they had entered into a sort of compact in true girl +fashion that no lover should be allowed in their midst, to break the +spell. Helen had been engaged, but that relation had existed previous +to the making of the bond, and she had been so little absorbed that no +one had thought much about it. One other exception had to be made, for +there was no use in trying to hold Emily strictly to any such +agreement, for flirt she would whenever the opportunity offered. +However, her digressions had been few and far between, for Cliff +Archer and Dick were almost the only men who came to Hetherford, and +they were so like brothers to her that a sentimental attitude toward +either of them would have seemed supremely ridiculous. + +So this summer had come around as many others had before, and already +a new element had entered into their midst, and that naughty little +Nathalie was at the root of the matter; for ever since one bright day +in May, when the _Sylph_ had come sailing along these pleasant waters +and Wendell Churchill had called at the manor to pay his respects, the +old order of things had been changed. Until that day the _Sylph_ had +been better known to Hetherford than her good-looking owner; for +rarely had he cast anchor in the harbor without having aboard his +yacht a party of gay and fashionable people, who urgently claimed his +whole attention. But now he no longer brought strangers to Hetherford, +and when, as now and then occurred, he was obliged to absent himself +for a few days, the _Sylph_ lay at the disposal of the girls. And all +this that little minx Nathalie had brought about, laughing while she +disclaimed emphatically any disloyalty to the vows of their bond. + +The worst of it was the mischief was spreading, and Eleanor's eyes +falling just then upon Jean, she experienced a sense of keen +annoyance, for warm-hearted Jean had been the most whole-souled, the +most valiant of them all. It was a great pity that the _Vortex_ had +been stationed here, and doubly a pity that there was no immediate +prospect of her departure. It would not do to be introducing all sorts +of folly into their circle. + +Eleanor had quite worked herself up to a pitch of righteous +indignation when, on surveying the ground that had brought her to this +point, she became uncomfortably conscious of some slight changes +within herself; for here before her, looking into her eyes and saying +all sorts of pretty things, which of course were nonsensical, was the +"fatal beauty" whom she had always looked upon as a boy. Half-vexed, +half-amused she rose to go, and when Cliff, after helping her with +her coat, gently pressed her hand, she felt immensely like boxing his +ears. It was idiotic and sentimental, his looking at her in that way, +and there was no occasion whatever for his saying good-night like a +lover in a play. + +There was quite a little excitement and bustle of departure in the +hall-way, as coats and cloaks were sought for, found, and donned. Jean +stood by the large open fireplace, where a log lay smoldering, its red +ashes still giving out a grateful heat, and at her side was Farr, hat +in hand, a light summer overcoat on his arm. He spoke a few words to +her as he took her hand in parting, and she looked up at him smiling +and defiant. The girl's blue eyes were dark with unwonted excitement, +her cheeks flushed with bright color, and Eleanor noted all this and +found her impressions of the evening deepened. + +When the last guest had gone, Helen dropped down on the foot of the +stairs. + +"Oh, how tired I am," she exclaimed. "Do put out the lamps in the +drawing-room, Nat, like a good girl." Then she rose to her feet with a +little sigh of weariness. "I think I am sleepy too," she said. + +"I wish I were," spoke Jean from before the fire, her whole expression +eminently wide-awake. + +"Come to bed, Jeanie," laughed Helen, "and court sleep. Perhaps it +will come to you if you do." + +Jean paused a moment by the hall table to select one from out of the +mass of books and magazines collected there, and then followed Helen +up the stairs. + +When she had reached her room she threw herself down in an easy-chair +and opened her book. + +"You won't mind if I read for a while, will you, Nat? There is no use +of thinking of going to sleep yet." + +Nathalie whistled very softly, at which Jean glanced swiftly up at +her. + +"Eh, Jean? Love at first sight?" + +Jean blushed to the roots of her pretty hair, and there was an angry +light in her eyes. + +"I wouldn't be a goose if I were you, Nathalie," she said scornfully. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A WALK IN THE SHRUBBERY. + + +It was Sunday and Nan and Emily were sitting together on the +vine-covered porch of the parsonage, trying to while away the long +hour between church time and the midday dinner. + +Nan gave a prodigious yawn, and stretched herself out in the +comfortable steamer chair. + +"Oh, dearie me," she sighed, "I wonder if it would be a crime for me +to admit how bored I was in church this morning." + +"Well, I don't think it would be in very good taste, considering your +father preached," replied Emily severely. + +"I can't help it if he did. I was tired, and moreover," crossly, "I am +always bored." + +Emily raised her eyebrows. + +"I am afraid, Nan, your soul longs for Gregorian chants and tapering +candles." + +"Of course it does; and acolytes, incense, and embroidered altar +cloths. Yes, I admit it frankly, I should have belonged to The +Church," she ended, with great emphasis. + +"I know, Em," she continued, after waiting a moment to observe the +effect of her last words, "you will think it absurd; but, I tell you, +I really envy the Lawrence girls. To think that they attend that +dear, delightful Episcopal chapel, while I----" and the sentence ended +with a laugh. "Why, Em, of course you won't sympathize with me, but I +do think it is bad form." + +Emily looked really shocked. + +"Nan Birdsall, I am ashamed of you. What would uncle think of you?" + +"Well," replied Nan, with a perverse expression on her face, "I don't +intend that the ministers' sons shall have it all their own way. I +have just as good a right to live up to the old saying as any of +them." + +Emily would not stay to listen to another word, and with a great air +of dignity, she arose, and swept into the house. Very soon the soft +tinkling of a bell told Nan that the noonday meal was ready. Old Mr. +Birdsall stood at one end of the table, his hands folded on the back +of the chair before him, waiting for Emily and Nan to appear. When +they were come the long grace was spoken slowly and impressively, and +no one watching Nan's demure face would have guessed at her outbreak +of the morning. + +They were a somewhat incongruous trio, and what little conversation +there was consisted chiefly of good-natured banter of Emily by the +irrepressible Nan, to which Mr. Birdsall listened somewhat +abstractedly. + +The dinner hour had not as yet assumed a position of importance to +either of the girls, and as soon as possible they pushed back their +chairs, and once more sought the shady porch. Emily gave one furtive +glance over her shoulder to assure herself that her uncle was not +following them, and then picked up a novel from a neighboring table, +and opened it with a great show of interest. Nan watched the bit of +deception, and a smile spread itself over her face. + +"Puss," she cried, stooping to lift up a little white kitten which was +brushing against her skirt, "it is now our turn to be shocked and +horrified." + +Her remark being received in contemptuous silence, for a while she +played languidly with the little creature in her lap, then her hand +dropped at her side, her head fell back against the cushions, and Nan +was fast asleep. The air was heavy and drowsy, all about the insects +hummed so lazily and the very atmosphere lulled one into +forgetfulness. By and by, the crunching sound of footsteps on the +graveled path roused Nan to sudden consciousness. + +"Oh! dear, Nan," Emily was whispering in a tone of suppressed +excitement, "please wake up. Here comes Mr. Dudley. I forgot to tell +you that I was going for a walk with him." + +"That's all right," Nan interrupted her sleepily. "I am going in so he +won't see me," and lifting herself lazily from her chair, she slipped +into the house through one of the French windows. + +Within the house there reigned the solemn stillness of the Day of +Rest. The door of the study stood part-way open, and Nan could see her +father lying on his lounge, his white head shining like silver against +the dark leather of the cushion. She stole in on tip-toe to avoid +awakening him, caught up a bright-colored afghan and threw it over +him. + +"How sweet he looks," she thought with great tenderness, as she +stooped and gently kissed him. She paused a moment by the large +writing table to find, amid a litter of papers, an old hymnbook, +shabby from long usage, and opening it marked the hymns selected for +the evening service. Then she passed out and closed the door softly +behind her. She waited a few moments until she heard Emily and Mr. +Dudley leave the porch, then put on her hat, and started across the +lawn to the manor. Coming out upon the drive-way she met Helen walking +briskly along. + +"Well," she cried, "where are you going?" + +"To evening prayers, Nancy. Won't you come with me?" + +"Yes, indeed I will. I thought you never left the children Sunday +afternoon." + +"I don't usually, but to-day I felt just in the humor for church." + +There was a note of sadness in Helen's tone, which ordinarily Nan +would have readily detected, but to-day the girl was possessed by a +sense of personal dissatisfaction and restlessness, and so, absorbed +in her own mood, this was lost upon her. There was a pause of brief +duration, then Helen drew a long breath, and resumed more lightly: + +"How sweet and sunny it is, isn't it, Nan? I love these first early +days of summer when everything is so fresh and green. The country +doesn't begin to look so lovely later in the season." + +"I suppose so," returned Nan laconically. "I am such a country girl +that I don't half see the beauties about me. When you are so used to +things I don't think you are apt to be so keenly alive to them." + +"I dare say that is true; you see I go away just enough to appreciate +this dear place when I come back to it." + +"While I," grumbled Nan, "have never been away from Hetherford but two +or three times in my whole life. One year is just like another. There +is always father, deeply interested in church matters, and looking +upon me as an enigma; and cross old Bridget who runs the house and +disapproves of me. I often long to dance a jig before father and to +throw something at Bridget's head, just to relieve the monotony." + +Helen laughed softly as Nan's grievances multiplied, knowing full well +how it diminishes one's annoyances to be able to give voice to them. + +"Then Emily comes," continued Nan, with a scowl, "and tells me that my +clothes are awful and that I look like a fright, and wonders why I +can't cultivate a slight interest in men. I tell her," laughing +dubiously, "that I would if I found them eager to do their share." + +"You silly child," and Helen squeezed Nan's arm affectionately. "I +won't have you depreciate your dear self." + +But Nan was not to be so easily diverted. + +"I do hope that some day I shall see something of the world," she +replied. "I would like to lead an exciting life, full of incident and +adventure, and oh, dear me, who could lead one less so. I wish +something new and interesting would happen." + +"O Nancy," Helen said to her gravely, "don't be so anxious to have +things happen. It is so much better when they don't, little girl." + +Nan looked up at Helen and felt rebuked for her egotism, as she saw +the shadow clouding her friend's pale face. + +Dissimilar as these two girls were in character, a very warm +friendship existed between them. Helen dearly loved Nan for her ready +wit, easy-going ways, warm heart, and sunny nature, and Nan simply +adored Helen, looking up to her with the greatest admiration, and +deferring readily to her judgment in all things. There was a very +romantic side to Nan's nature, hidden away though it was, beneath so +much nonsense and jollity, and Helen's love affair and its sad ending +had touched her keenly. She thoroughly liked Guy, and he, on his part, +had always shown a preference for her above the other girls. Perhaps +he had guessed at her strong love for Helen and partisanship for +himself, for to her alone had he spoken of Helen on his return from +that last unhappy interview. His words had been few, but Nan had seen +the real grief in his honest eyes, and her heart had ached for him. +She made a pretty shrewd guess at the real state of affairs, and she +found her firm belief, that Helen's heart belonged to Guy and that it +would all come out right in the end, greatly strengthened by her +friend's present unhappiness and discontent. To-day she was full of +sympathy for Helen, but she respected her reticence too deeply to +broach the subject, so she consoled herself with the thought that this +mood scored a point in Guy's favor. Her reverie was broken in upon by +Helen's voice saying gently: + +"I consider it a most fortunate thing, Nan, that I am carrying you off +to church; I am sure the service will do us both good." + +"Well, there's room for improvement in me," laughed Nan. "You should +have seen Em's face this morning when I told her that my one ambition +was to imitate the proverbial minister's son." + +"Nancy, I am ashamed of you," Helen remonstrated, with a reluctant +smile. "Come, be a good girl, for we are just at the church door. Let +us give our hearts and minds to the service," she added with sweet +gravity, "and we will see how much peace will come to us." + +"I will, dear," Nan whispered as they started up the aisle to the +Lawrences' pew. + +The rector of St. Andrew's leaned somewhat toward ritualism, and no +form nor observance that to his mind lent beauty and solemnity to the +service was omitted. As the girls took their places the solemn chords +of the Stabat Mater inclined their hearts to reverential prayer. In a +moment more the doors of the vestry swung open and the organ took up +the sweet strains of the soul-inspiring hymn, "Hark, hark, my soul." +Slowly the choristers filed by; first the cross-bearer, his young face +full of dignity, then the singers, two by two, and as their numbers +swelled their fresh young voices filled the church. + +The grace and beauty of the Episcopal form of worship appealed to Nan. +The rhythmic lines of the confessional, "We have erred and strayed +from Thy ways like lost sheep," etc., moved her to a heartfelt +penitence for her shortcomings, and inspired her with an earnest +desire to live more nobly and unselfishly. One by one her petty trials +took their flight, and only a sense of great peace remained. When the +benediction had been pronounced and the girls had left the church, +they were both somewhat subdued and silent. The slanting rays of the +sun fell softly athwart the quaint old churchyard, and on the faintly +stirring breeze was borne the sweet perfume of roses and honeysuckle +which grew in such profusion against the low stone wall. Passing +through the gateway they strolled side by side along the road. + +"I wish I could always attend St. Andrew's," mused Nan, slipping her +hand within Helen's arm. "I really believe I would be a better girl. +The ritual impresses me so deeply, and seems to bring religion home to +me in such a convincing sort of way." + +"I don't think that is at all unnatural; but as time goes on, Nan, I +believe you will find that your love for outside things will diminish, +in proportion as your dependence upon what is deep and vital grows." + +"I would not fret about it in the least if it were not for my dear +father," and Nan's face grew tender as she spoke, "but I know that +this disposition of mine toward forms and symbols is a source of +sorrow to him. He would have me a strong adherent to the old school of +Presbyterianism, and he feels that my tendencies are leading me +rapidly along the highway to Rome," and Nan's puzzled eyes met Helen's +with a frank appeal for advice. + +Helen was silent for a moment, and then spoke slowly and +meditatively. + +"Of course, Nan, each person has to decide such a question for +himself, but it seems to me that when two people love each other +dearly yet differ in their views, each should be willing to make some +concessions and thus grow more generous and lenient with each +other--Love is such a great power." + +"Indeed it is," cried big-hearted Nan, "and I know that the larger +share of yielding should be mine, for dear father has grown old in his +opinions, and it must be very hard for him to have me branch out for +myself." + +They had reached a turn in the road where their paths diverged, and +Nan asked: + +"You will come over and sing hymns this evening, won't you, Helen?" + +"Certainly. Are they coming over from the inn?" + +"I suppose so," and then with a friendly nod each went on her way. + +It was close upon eight o'clock that evening when Helen and Nathalie +started out for the parsonage. The lovely twilight hour was almost +over. High in the heavens rode the crescent moon, and, as the slowly +fading daylight vanished, its white light penetrated the soft gloom +which lay like a shroud over the manor park, and trees and lawns and +winding paths came suddenly to life, as by the touch of a fairy wand. +A sighing breeze stirred the leaves, from a fountain near at hand came +the soft splash of falling waters and the night air vibrated gently +with the myriad sounds of insect life. + +There was a rush and a scamper, and around the corner of the house +the children raced and threw themselves upon Helen, with a shout of +delight. + +"You naughty youngsters," chided their sister gently. "You ought to be +in bed this minute, everyone of you." + +"We's going right off," cried Gladys breathlessly. "On'y we wants to +be kissed first." + +Helen stooped down to fulfill their clamorous demand. + +"Now, be off," she laughed, straightening herself up and shaking a +mildly reproachful finger at them, "and don't forget to go in and say +good-night to Auntie," and then she and Nathalie proceeded leisurely +on their way. + +They found the vine-covered porch of the parsonage quite overflowing +with people. Wendell Churchill and Farr stepped hastily forward, and, +after an interchange of cordial greetings, found seats for them. + +"How late you are," called Nan, from somewhere in the background. "I +thought you were not coming." + +Helen left apologies and explanations to Nathalie, and turned to +answer an inquiry from Farr in regard to Jean. + +"I am sorry to say she is deep in a book," she said, looking up at him +with a smile, "and we could not persuade her to leave it. However, she +promised to follow us shortly." + +"And does Miss Jean always keep her promises?" Farr asked lightly. + +"I think she does," Helen rejoined, meeting his eyes for an instant. + +"Come, Helen. Start some of the good old hymns." + +At Mollie's suggestion Helen's clear soprano took up the refrain of +"Lead, kindly light," and the others joined in heartily. From long +practice their voices blended beautifully. + +They had been singing for nearly an hour when Farr rose quietly to his +feet. + +"Miss Lawrence," he said, bending over her chair, "don't you think +Miss Jean should be brought to a realizing sense of her delinquencies +and coerced into making some reparation?" + +"Indeed, I do," she assented with a frank laugh, "but what are we +going to do about it?" + +"I don't think my desertion would be noticed if I should go in search +of her," Farr suggested, lowering his voice. "Do you?" + +Helen gave him a swift glance of amusement. + +"'I would not hear thine enemy say so.' But go and see what your +persuasive powers can do." + +"You have put me on my mettle now," he rejoined, as he stepped over +the low railing and dropped noiselessly on to the grass below, and it +was with a sense of amusement that he recognized his own impatience +and eagerness as he set out for the manor. + +He paused to light a cigarette, then strode on over the soft turf, +revolving many and varied thoughts in his mind. The brightness died +out of his eyes, and the lines of the mouth were stern and +compressed, for to-night the past with its perplexities and +disappointments rose vividly before him. In his thirty years of life +fortune had dealt him some severe blows and had set him adrift with +more doubts than beliefs, more cynicism than sentiment. His was a very +reserved and sensitive temperament, and under the garb of laziness and +indifference his troubles were jealously hidden from curious eyes. The +man's best self lay dormant, and some influence was sorely needed to +rouse him to the necessity of facing his difficulties and conquering +them before they should conquer him. + +He had left the hedge behind him, and, as he came out on the +drive-way, a gleam of light from the manor house shot out through the +trees and brightened his path. Involuntarily he started, and a vision +of Jean Lawrence's face came between his mind and all painful memories +and robbed them of their sting. + +Reaching the veranda steps, he threw away his cigarette, mounted them +and crossed to where the outer door stood hospitably open, revealing +the wide hall within, its shadowy recesses softly penetrated by the +light from a quaint lamp swung from the low, studded ceiling. He +lifted the hand knocker, and let it fall, then pushing his hat back on +his head, stared meditatively before him, while waiting for a response +to his summons. Not a sound broke the stillness, and at length he took +his hat in his hand and stepped across the threshold, and made his way +to the entrance of the drawing-room, across which the portières were +partly drawn. His footfalls on the soft rugs scarce heralded his +approach. The scene which met his eyes was indeed a pretty one, and +for a brief space he stood motionless. + +On a low divan in a far corner of the room, Jean had thrown herself +with unconscious grace of pose. The warm coloring of the Oriental rug +and bright-colored cushions made a charming background for the slender +white-clad figure. A tall lamp shed a bright light across the open +page of her book, on which her eyes were riveted. Her face was flushed +with interest, her soft hair in fine disorder. Farr noted everything, +from the golden head, resting upon the silken cushions, to the dainty +slippered foot, just peeping beneath the hem of her gown. + +A slight movement on his part discovered him to Jean, and she started +up in dismay. + +"Well, Mr. Farr, you did give me a fright," she cried, laughing +confusedly, for his steady gaze disconcerted her somewhat. "I should +think you would be ashamed of yourself for having startled me so." + +"I am," recovering himself with a slight effort, for the swift change +that had swept over Jean's expressive face at his unexpected +appearance had set his heart to beating with unwonted emotion. "You +will forgive me, will you not?" he finished, as he stood at her side +and looked penitently down at her. + +"Why, yes, but I don't advise your making a practice of strolling into +people's houses, and appearing suddenly in their drawing-rooms; you +might be mistaken for a burglar, and I have heard," with a malicious +little laugh, "that it is unpleasant to be shot." + +"Oh, come now, Miss Jean, you are very unfair to me; if you only knew +the real facts of the case." + +But Jean was still a little resentful, for she felt that she had been +taken at a disadvantage. + +"Really?" she answered incredulously, with a mischievous shrug of the +shoulders. + +"Yes, very," he protested, with a glance of amusement into her +upraised eyes. "I did everything I could to gain admission in the +regulation way, but was quite unsuccessful." + +"What a shame," she said, interrupting him with softened voice. "I +suppose the maids were all out in the garden for a stroll this fine +night, and I was so absorbed in my book that I didn't hear the +knocker." + +"And then," he resumed, with a valiant disregard of the truth, "I came +in making as much ado as I conveniently could, without calling out or +overturning the furniture." + +"Under the circumstances I see that you must be forgiven. Won't you be +seated, Mr. Farr? I don't know what I have been thinking of, to allow +you to remain standing all this while." + +"Thank you, no. On the other hand, I want to persuade you to arise." + +"Why?" + +"Because I am here on a mission. I have come to reproach you for not +keeping your promise to join us at the parsonage." + +"And to whom am I indebted for this kind and flattering interest?" + +"None other than myself." + +"Oh, you are too good," she cried laughingly, springing to her feet, +and making him a sweeping obeisance. + +"If that is your honest opinion, Miss Jean, suppose you prove it by +going back with me." + +"I can't be a traitor to my words," and she tossed her book on to the +table, and preceded him out into the hall-way. + +"Is it cool enough for a wrap?" + +Farr surveyed her muslin gown with a critical eye. + +"Indeed, it is." + +"All right," she yielded carelessly, "but I never take cold." + +She picked up a coat from the rack, and Farr helped her on with it, +and then they wandered out into the night. + +"Is it not delicious?" Jean sighed, as they sauntered leisurely along. + +"It seems so to me," he returned, with a glance into the girl's eyes. + +"Miss Jean," he began, after a brief silence, "Did you not tell me +once that there was a pretty walk through the shrubbery?" + +"Yes?" with a note of interrogation. + +"In which direction would it lead us, if we should take it now?" + +"To the parsonage, eventually, but," hesitatingly, "by a much longer +way than by the path through the hedge." + +"The longer, the better--for me." + +"I don't know what they will think has become of us," she demurred. + +Farr laughed easily. + +"I never trouble myself too much about what people think." + +"I don't doubt that you are in no way different from the rest of your +sex. I believe it is generally conceded that selfishness is its +salient characteristic." + +"A popular fallacy. Do I not prove it to you, Miss Jean?" + +"Oh, of course you are the exception that proves the rule," she +returned with gentle sarcasm. + +He stopped suddenly, midway in the path they were traversing, and +looked straight down at her. There was a ring of deeper feeling in his +voice as he spoke: + +"I want you to think just as well of me as you can, and I cannot +imagine having a more earnest desire than that I might always prove +worthy of your kindest thoughts." + +There was a tinge of defiance in Jean's manner as she answered him +flippantly: + +"Don't you think I would be using my time rather aimlessly, Mr. Farr, +were I to give it up to thoughts of you?" + +An expression of keen displeasure crossed Farr's face. + +"I beg your pardon," he said stiffly. + +Instantly Jean repented of her foolish words, and was heartily sorry +to have wounded her companion, but the slight tremor at her heart +warned her that to confess would be unwise. + +"I think of you quite as much as you deserve," she ventured with a +nervous little laugh, and she began to walk on toward the shrubbery at +a brisker pace. + +Farr made no immediate rejoinder, and when he spoke again it was in an +altered tone. + +"There is quite a fragrance to this box-wood, is there not?" + +"Yes, indeed, and a very pleasant one. The perfume is heavy these warm +nights after the sun has been shining on it all day." + +"You have no idea what a charm the country has for me. I have really +been in it so little since I was a boy." + +"But your home is in the country, is it not?" + +"Yes, but my family spend the winters in Washington, and our country +home is only open during the summer months. I don't often get a chance +to go down there. My mother keeps the house pretty well filled, for my +two married brothers live at home." + +"And have you no sisters?" + +Farr's voice, which had sounded a little cold when speaking of his +home, changed to sudden tenderness. + +"Yes, one, and she is the dearest little girl in the world." + +"I suppose you love her dearly, and do your best to spoil her?" + +"Well, Clarisse and I are certainly great chums," he assented. + +"How nice it must be to have an older brother. We girls have always +regretted so that we did not have one, although," with a sad little +sigh, "we used to have a dear old friend who was just as good as a +brother; but he has gone away now." + +"I suppose that there are times when they are of some use," said Farr, +"although men are so hopelessly selfish." + +"I would not think of contradicting you," Jean laughingly averred. +"Come, we are talking a great deal, and not making much headway, and +it must be growing late." + +"I am all tangled up in this maze of by-paths. In which direction is +the parsonage from here?" + +"If you don't mind climbing a stone wall, we can turn to our right, +and take a short cut, and we will be there in no time." + +Farr agreed, and they walked on in silence until they had emerged from +the shrubbery into a small clearing, skirted on the further side by a +wall, its line broken at a certain point where some stones had been +thrown down. Farr sprang lightly across, and turned back to assist +Jean. Just then the moon, which had slipped under a cloud, shone out +again, its soft rays falling directly on the girl's face. She had one +foot already on the first stepping stone when he put up his hand to +stay her. + +"Well," she asked, as he did not speak. "What is it? Are you not going +to help me?" + +"Of course I am, but," leaning a little toward her, "this wall is a +sort of a Rubicon. Once crossed we cannot go back, for we are then in +the parsonage grounds. It has been a pleasant walk, and one to be +remembered, has it not?" + +"Yes," she murmured, with a quick indrawing of her breath. + +"I wish----" he began impetuously. + +"Mr. Farr," she interposed with gentle decision, "will you please help +me over." + +He gave her his hand, and gravely assisted her to the ground on the +other side. + +They were nearing the porch, and already the sounds of gay voices +reached them through the stillness of the summer night, when Jean +turned abruptly to the man at her side. + +"By the way, Mr. Farr, we are to have a visitor shortly, and I hope +you men will help us to make it pleasant for her." + +He uttered some polite commonplace, and Jean went on: + +"Perhaps you know Helen's friend, a Miss Stuart of New York." + +A sudden recollection flashed through Farr's mind. + +"Not one chance in a thousand that it should be the same," he thought, +as he answered indifferently, "I think not." + +"I thought possibly you might have met," she said carelessly. "She +seems to know almost everyone." + +He half turned to put a question to her, but already they were at the +vine-covered porch, and Nan's jolly greeting lost him the opportunity. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +NAN REBELS. + + +Into the days that followed were crowded more gay doings than the +quiet village of Hetherford had ever seen before. Old Dr. Birdsall +shook his head disapprovingly over all this unseemly frivolity, but +Aunt Helen's gentle voice championed the young folks, and persuaded +him to allow Nan to join in the good times. The naval officers were in +constant demand whenever they were not on duty, and at the end of the +week the other men came out from town, and their advent was the signal +for a series of rides, drives, walks, tennis matches, and amusements +of every description. + +Emily pronounced herself perfectly satisfied, and when Nan and Mollie +grumbled over a few of the changes that had followed in the train of +all these merry-makings, she declared them heretics and disdainfully +turned her back upon them. + +It was after a day on the _Vortex_ that Eleanor, Nan, and Mollie sat +together in Eleanor's box of a room in the inn, and held a council of +war. + +They had had a beautiful sail. There was a "smoky sou'wester" blowing, +and Uncle Sam's schooner, decked in holiday attire, had flown before +the wind like a bird. Captain Dodd proved a genial, pleasant host, and +Mrs. Dodd's heart had been quite won by Helen's notice of her +three-year-old boy, a jolly little chap, whose tow-colored hair showed +in strange contrast to his sunburned face. No stone had been left +unturned to make the day successful, and as the girls were all good +sailors, the stiff breeze and careening of the boat only added zest to +their enjoyment. + +However, nothing in this world is quite perfect. Nan and Mollie +scowled at the general tendency to wander off in pairs. Mollie termed +it bad form, while Nan sniffed, and called it utterly ridiculous. +Finally Nan was roused to action. She called to Jean, who, with Farr +at her side, was leaning against the rail well up forward, and +demanded a recitation. Jean complied somewhat reluctantly. She stood +in the midst of the little group, one hand holding fast to the +companion-way to steady herself, the other tucked away down into the +pocket of her reefer. She hesitated a moment, searching about in her +mind. Her choice at length fell upon one, dearly loved by all the +girls, called "Sister Felicité." + +The beautiful lines were spoken with the greatest simplicity, but +there was a depth of pathos in the girl's low voice that went straight +to the hearts of her hearers. The short silence that followed her last +words was more flattering in its import than would have been the +loudest applause. There was a slight pallor in the girl's face when +she had finished, and during the rest of the afternoon she was very +subdued; and Farr, who had been deeply impressed by her rendering of +this sad and beautiful poem, seemed to share her mood. + +Nan, and Mollie, who were both a little rebellious at the turn affairs +were taking, noticed this incident, and so the council of war had been +called. Nan's conscience was quite clear, and she plunged bluntly into +the conversation. + +"Now that Jean has turned sentimental and emotional, I think it is +high time for us to take matters in hand. Em always has been a +backslider from the compact, but when Jean begins that sort of thing +it is going a little too far." + +"Punning is sadly out of place, Nan, on such a serious subject," +laughed Eleanor, not sorry for an excuse to interrupt the discussion. + +Nan was thoroughly in earnest, and beyond a chuckle at her own +discomfiture, she took no notice of Eleanor's frivolity. + +"I don't think love affairs are much fun, anyway," sighed Mollie. +"Surely Helen's was miserable, and only resulted in making everybody +unhappy and uncomfortable." + +"That strikes me as a trifle pessimistic, Moll," said Eleanor. "Happy +marriages may be rare, but it can't be denied that they exist." + +"Oh! dearie me," groaned Nan, "when you talk like that you make me +feel as if the world were turning upside down. I never dreamed of it +being a question of love affairs, and marriages." + +"I was not referring to anyone in particular," Eleanor protested +hastily, "we were merely arguing in an abstract way. Weren't we, +Moll?" + +"All I meant was," Nan went on in a dolorous voice, "that we have lost +our originality when we begin to act just like other girls--flirting, +and all that sort of rot. We used to have fun in the good old days +when we all staid together. There were never any discussions as to how +we should walk or drive for everybody was willing to go with everybody +else. _Tête-à-têtes_ were unheard of, and nobody was ever silly." + +Mollie's sentiments chimed in with Nan, but Eleanor's assent was +somewhat slower in coming. + +"I suppose it is only a question of time," she said, "for the _Vortex_ +can't be here much longer, and Mr. Churchill always takes the _Sylph_ +back to town in September. Then we can settle down, and have a good +old-fashioned time during 'the autumn.'" + +"When will Cliff go?" Nan asked, with a sly laugh. + +Eleanor turned her head away to hide the tell-tale color that rose in +her face. + +"Oh! come, Nancy, your imagination is running away with you. Nothing +will satisfy you short of the banishment of the sex." + +"Qui s'excuse, s'accuse," quoted Mollie in an undertone. + +Eleanor laughed in spite of herself. She pushed back her chair, and +crossed to the open window. Along the dusty highroad Cliff came +sauntering. When he was just in front of the inn he looked up, and +caught sight of Eleanor. He raised his hat, and called out to her to +come down, and go for a stroll before supper. She gave him a curt +refusal, and turned back into the room. + +"You shouldn't punish Cliff for my impertinence," reproved Nan. "It +was not his fault." + +Eleanor frowned and spoke impatiently: + +"Cliff is only a boy, and a rather foolish one at that. But to +continue. All this nonsense, as you call it, Nan, will be of brief +duration, and my advice is to make the best of it." + +"There is a worse time coming," Mollie declared. "The _Vortex_ has +wrought changes enough, but I don't suppose we will recognize the old +place at all when the magnificent Miss Stuart arrives." + +"Sufficient unto the day," said Nan. "Well, good-by, girls I must be +off." + +When the door had closed upon her two friends, Eleanor went back to +the window, and leaning against the casement, looked abstractedly out. +She thought of Cliff, and the disappointed look his face had worn when +she spoke to him so rudely. Certainly Cliff had come under the spell +that was over them all this eventful summer. She had striven to deter +him, but in spite of her best efforts, he had found a moment in which +to tell her of his love. To this she had lent the coldest ear, holding +out to him no hope whatever. Cliff had listened very patiently, but +there was something in his quiet refusal to accept this answer as +final that had made Eleanor, woman of the world as she was, feel +singularly helpless. They had taken up life again just where they had +left it before Cliff spoke, and since then no reference had been made +to the matter. + +The smile had quite died out of Eleanor's face. She went over to her +writing table and picked up a little note which Cliff had written her +on some trifling matter. She looked at it for a moment, then half +raised it to her lips. With a shame-faced laugh she dropped it back +among the letters on her table and turned impatiently away. + + * * * * * + +One sultry morning toward the end of July, as Helen sat sewing on the +upper balcony, a maid came out through the French window with a small +tray in her hand, on which lay a yellow envelope. Helen leaned forward +and picked up the telegram. + +"Thank you, Susie. Is the boy waiting?" + +"Yes, Miss." + +"Well, you may go. I will bring the answer down myself when I have it +ready." + +When the maid had withdrawn Helen tore open the envelope. The message +read thus: "Can you come to town for the night? Want to see you. +Please don't disappoint. L. S." + +Helen read it through twice. + +"Oh I should love to go," she thought. "I wonder if Auntie or the +girls would object." + +She folded the telegram and fitted it into the envelope, and then sat +looking absent-mindedly at the address, the while her face wore a +puzzled look. Her indecision lasted for an instant only, and then she +sprang up and ran through the hall-way to Mrs. Dennis' room. + +Aunt Helen met her request with a ready consent, and in a moment the +little boy was riding off to the station with Helen's answer carefully +stowed away in the pocket of his coat. + +As Helen entered her room a glance at the clock told her that a little +celerity would enable her to catch the twelve forty-five express, and +she went to work with a will to collect her traps. She was in the +midst of packing when a knock came at the door, and Jean, without +waiting for permission, entered. She looked around the disordered room +with a questioning glance. + +"What is the matter?" she asked. + +Her sister answered from the depths of her closet: + +"I am going to town unexpectedly, and you are just the girl I want to +see, Jeanie, for I have a lot of things to say to you before I leave." + +"Where are you going to stay?" + +"With Lillian." + +Jean's face fell, and she spoke coldly. + +"What train do you take?" + +"The twelve forty-five, and I haven't a moment to spare. It must be +noon now." + +"It is. The village clock struck as I came in." + +"Oh, dear! Put those things in the valise, Jean, won't you, while I +hunt for my hat and gloves. The carriage will be at the door in five +minutes." + +Jean complied, and, as she was making room for the last few articles +in the already crowded valise, Helen came and stood beside her. + +"Dearie," she said, as she drew on her gloves, "will you please be +very attentive to Aunt Helen while I am away, and not leave her too +much alone? And, oh, Jean, do look after the children. Don't have them +off your mind for a moment. I am always so afraid that something will +happen to them when I am not here." + +Jean laughed cheerily. + +"That is nonsense, Helen. Why in the world should you worry? Of course +I will look after them." + +"I know you always do, dear; only I wanted to remind you." + +"Well, you need not be anxious. When will you return?" + +"To-morrow, I think. You might have the carriage meet the afternoon +express. Now I must fly." + +Jean caught up the valise, and carried it downstairs, while her sister +went to say good-by to Mrs. Dennis. + +The carriage was already at the door when Helen came out on the +veranda. She stopped a moment to kiss the boys and charge them to be +good, and caught Gladys up in her arms. + +"Do you want to go to the station with sister?" + +"Course I do," enthusiastically. + +Helen put the child in the carriage, and then stepped in beside her. + +"Is my valise in, Jean?" + +"Yes, dear. Good-by, and have a good time." + +"I will," replied Helen, as Nathalie took her place on the front seat +and gathered up the reins. "Remember, Jean, you have the entire +responsibility of the children, and do not let Gladys out of your +sight." + +Jean nodded smilingly, and stood on the steps and watched the carriage +until a turn in the road bid it from view. + +Then, as she slowly made her way into the house, the light died out of +her face, and involuntarily she sighed. + +"I wish I did not distrust Lillian Stuart as I do," she thought. "It +is so unfounded--as yet." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A FLYING MACHINE AND WHAT CAME OF IT. + + +Early that same afternoon Eleanor and Nan dropped in at the manor and +suggested a game of tennis. The Lawrences acquiesced, and after a +search for balls and rackets they wandered down to the courts. Jean +stopped behind for a moment to find the children and tell them to +follow her, for nurse had begged a holiday and had gone off for the +afternoon. The sun's hot rays beat down upon the unshaded courts, +discouraging even Nan's enthusiasm; so, after one set played with +flagging energy, they threw down their rackets and retired to a pretty +little summerhouse, just at the foot of the terrace. By and by, when +they were cool again, Eleanor arose and suggested that they should +stroll down toward the station to meet Cliff and Dick, who were coming +up early. Jean alone demurred. It was sweet and peaceful within the +shelter of the little summerhouse, and the prospect of a long hot walk +along the dusty road was not tempting. Most opportunely she remembered +Helen's injunction in regard to the children, and pleading this excuse +she sent the others off with a half-promise that she might join them +at the inn later, if nurse should get home in good season. + +When Jean was alone, she leaned back in her comfortable corner with +an air of great contentment. She rested her elbow on the ledge of the +seat, and propping her chin in her hand gazed dreamily, unseeingly out +across the sunlit lawn. The children were playing under the shade of a +widespreading elm, and the clear treble of their young voices was a +pleasant accompaniment to her happy thoughts. Now and again, as some +look or gesture of Farr's recurred to her with peculiar distinctness, +a shy and tremulous joy dawned in her face, and lingered there. + +Ah, Jean, such moments are indeed golden, when in your dreams all life +seems sweet and fair. Do not hasten the inevitable awakening, for with +the realization comes ever a sting to make the heart ache and throb. +In after days this peaceful scene will live with you, the memory of +its happiness haunt and mock you, until you fain would thrust it from +you! + +Meanwhile Valentine Farr was making his way down the terraced pathway +in search of Jean, his heart strangely stirred with the thought of the +sweet voice that would speak to him, of the pair of blue eyes that +would welcome him. Then, as he walked blithely on, there fell on him +the shadow of a memory fraught with pain. He threw back his head and +drew a deep breath, as he squarely faced the difficulties that lay +before him. He knew that before he might dare to hope, before he might +dare to speak to Jean, there was much that must be told her, and +although his heart grew heavy within him, the look of resolution on +his grave face betokened a strong determination to overcome all +obstacles so far as lay within his power. + +He was descending the last terrace when little Gladys ran out from +her shady playground and, holding out her arms to him, begged for a +ride. He caught her up and swinging her on to his shoulder held her +there securely as he hastened on toward the summerhouse, whence he had +seen a flutter of Jean's white gown. Gladys was wild with excitement, +and her shrill little cries of pleasure roused Jean from her reverie. +She shifted her position a little to see what was going on, and then +started up and moved forward to the arched doorway of the summerhouse +and stood waiting for them. From her elevated position, Gladys waved +frantically to her and then flung her arms tightly around Farr's neck. + +"That is hot work, little one," he declared with a laugh, as he +deposited the child on the ground and raised his hat to Jean. + +"Oh, it was grand!" cried Gladys, capering around and shaking her +golden curls into a tangled mass. + +Jean smiled and extended her hand to Farr, but her words were for +Gladys. + +"I have not a doubt of it, darling," she said, "but I fear Mr. Farr +found you a very heavy load to carry this hot day." + +Gladys' head drooped, and she gave Farr a shy glance from out of the +corners of her eyes. + +"Was I vewy heavy?" she asked, in such a plaintive little voice that +he had hard work to keep his face straight as he hastened to reassure +her. + +"Is not this a sylvan retreat, and are you not glad you came?" Jean +queried, looking over her shoulder at him as she led the way into the +summerhouse. + +"Glad!" he echoed. "Glad does not begin to express it." + +"Wait until you see how sleepy and stupid I am before you make such a +rash assertion. Evidently you are in no way disheartened," she added, +as Farr, looking somewhat incredulous, took his place beside her on +the low seat. + +"Not one whit," he replied softly. "It would be a very novel +experience for me to find you stupid." + +Jean turned a quizzical glance upon him. + +"What an extravagant compliment. Where did you learn such gallantry?" + +"When first I saw you," he returned, and although he spoke lightly +there was an undercurrent of earnestness in his tone. + +Gladys, who had been chasing a butterfly around and around the +summerhouse, now stopped at the doorway and peeped in. She lingered a +moment, tilting her head, first on one side and then on the other, and +smiling encouragingly on the twain. Then, as neither Jean nor Farr +took any notice of her, she twisted about and scampered off toward the +playground. Larry and Willie hailed her with delight, and anyone +watching the three little heads so close together would have known +that there was mischief brewing. + +"I know some splendid fun," Willie was saying in a cautiously lowered +voice. "I read lots about it in a book. It's all about flyin' machines +an' human birds. Let's go over to the orchard, an' I'll tell you how +to play it." + +"Me, too, Willie, please," piped Gladys. + +"Oh, yes. You can come along, 'cause you're just the person we might +want," and Willie's air of importance was most impressive. + +"I guess Jean won't mind," said Larry. + +Willie was far too excited to vouchsafe a reply, and the children +scurried along toward the orchard. Their route lay past the +summerhouse, and when they were opposite it some pin-prick of +conscience made them pause and look within. Jean and Farr were deeply +absorbed in conversation, and it was quite apparent, even to their +childish minds, that their sister would never notice their absence. Of +one accord they broke into a run, and did not subside into a more +demure pace until the shrubbery hid them from view. + +"You see," said Willie, when he had recovered his breath, "it is the +greatest fun to play birds. All we've got to do is to use our arms +right, an' then we can fly good enough. It said so in the book," he +ended with a wise little nod of his head. + +Gladys' eyes grew big with wonder. + +"Can I fly, too?" she pleaded. + +"Course you can. You're just the most principal." + +Gladys beamed upon him, and her face wore a proud smile. To have +Willie call her "the most principal" was a very deep and far-reaching +compliment. + +Willie heaved a sigh of relief when, after scrambling over the stone +wall, they were at last within the orchard. + +"Now, nobody can find us. We've all got to learn to fly. See, Larry, +you just flop your arms so. They've got to be our wings." + +"Don't guess I'se got any wings," sighed Gladys, "'cause they don't +f'y me a bit." + +Willie and Larry were racing around the orchard, swinging their arms +in the air until they looked like animated wind-mills. Gladys trotted +after them, striving to imitate their motions until her little legs +and arms grew very weary. Then she stopped and stood watching them +disconsolately. + +"I don't fink you games any fun at all," she exclaimed, in an +aggrieved tone, as the boys ran up to her puffing and panting from +their exertions. "You don't f'y a bit like birdies, any more nor I +do." + +Willie eyed her with great scorn. + +"Oh, you're only a baby. Course you can't do anything." + +"You said I was most principal," Gladys reminded him, with quivering +lips. + +"Oh, I say," Larry broke in, "I'll tell you what we'll do, Will. We'll +play she's a baby bird, an' then we'll teach her to fly. We must put +her up in a tree, an' then pretend to shove her out of the nest, just +the way the mamma bird does." + +Gladys' face brightened, and she smiled sunnily. + +"P'r'aps," objected tender-hearted Willie, "she might tumble herself +an' break her wings." + +Larry scouted the idea. + +"You're a regular muff, Will. Gladys ain't afraid; are you, Gladys?" + +"Course I aren't," cried Gladys stoutly. + +After an exciting and somewhat heated discussion, the boys finally +arrived at a satisfactory decision as to the best way of getting +Gladys up into a tree, and, in the midst of much chaffing and some +wrangling, a rustic bench was drawn to the foot of a gnarled old apple +tree, and the difficult task was begun. "Oh, dear!" ejaculated Willie, +very red and very warm, "She's a terrible heavy bird." + +They were in a perilous position, and Gladys' burst of laughter nearly +brought them all to the ground. + +"Guess I eated too many worms," she said. + +When at last she was safely perched on a projecting branch, Willie +clambered down and drew away the bench, and Larry, sitting astride +another branch, assumed the rôle of master of ceremonies. + +"Now, little bird," he said authoritatively, "I ain't goin' to bring +you any more worms to eat, an' you just got to learn to fly yourself. +You must flap your wings like this, an' when I count three you must +fly away." + +Gladys' first attempt to follow these instructions nearly upset her, +but she regained her balance and gripping tight hold of an overhanging +limb turned a troubled face toward her brother. + +"I guess my wings is gwowed w'ong." + +"Cause there ain't any feathers on 'em, I s'pose," giggled Larry. + +This sally proved too much for Gladys, and flinging back her head she +burst into a merry peal of laughter. In her sudden movement her little +hands lost their hold on the limb, and plunging forward she fell +heavily to the ground. One sharp cry and then the child lay still and +silent, her little white face upturned. + +"Oh!" gasped Willie, "p'r'aps she's broke her wings." + +Larry slipped quickly down from the tree, and leaned anxiously over +his little sister's prostrate form. + +"Get up, Gladys," he pleaded, and then, as the child did not stir, he +began to cry piteously. + +For an instant Willie stood irresolute, his hands tightly clinched, +his ruddy face grown pale with fear. + +"I'm going to find Jean," he said, and turned and started on a run +toward the shrubbery. + +Larry caught hold of him and clung to him in an agony of fear. + +"I'm awfully scared, Willie. Please don't leave me." + +Willie shook him off impatiently, and pointed a reproachful finger to +where Gladys lay in an unnatural stillness, and then, without another +word, he was gone. + + * * * * * + +During all this time Jean had not once thought of the children, and +Helen's injunctions had been completely forgotten. While Farr was +waiting an opportunity to broach the subject that was uppermost in his +mind, Jean herself opened the way for him. She had been telling him in +her happiest vein of numberless incidents of her childish days; +laughing outright at the memory of many a scrape and frolic, and +speaking with a pathetic quiver in her voice as she showed him the +reverse side of the picture, recalling those dreary days when to the +poor little orphaned Lawrences, in their desolation, it seemed that +the light of their lives had been forever darkened. + +As Farr listened to the innocent recital, told in Jean's own forceful +dramatic way, he found his heart growing very tender, yet sad withal. +It made him feel infinitely far away from her to hear her speak thus +lovingly and trustfully of her family. Ah, yes, love was indeed the +keynote of life at the manor. Farr had never realized this more +strongly than he did to-day as he mentally contrasted the happy +atmosphere, the tender relationships of Jean's home life, with his own +unloved, unhappy boyhood. So deep was he in thought that he did not +notice that Jean had ceased speaking, until she turned and called him +by name. + +"Mr. Farr, I have been very egotistical and I want you to do me a +great favor to prove that you have forgiven me." + +"I would find it hard to refuse you." + +"Do you remember that day down on the cliffs, so long ago?" + +Farr signified his assent, and she continued: + +"Well, that day you said that perhaps sometime you would tell me +something of your life." + +Farr's face flushed with gratification, and he would have spoken but +she stopped him almost imperiously. + +"I have thought that your 'perhaps' signified a great deal; that it +was put in to save yourself in case, on further acquaintance with me, +you felt that you did not want to give me your confidence, and I +confess," looking up at him with a reproachful smile, "that I have +been not a little hurt by your silence." + +"Please don't say that, Miss Jean; and do you know that, strangely +enough, I came here to-day to tell you--to tell you that miserable +story, but I scarcely knew how to begin it." + +He paused a moment, and then resumed bitterly: + +"I never knew half how miserable the story would sound to you until I +listened to you this afternoon, and realized all that I had missed out +of my life." + +Jean looked at him sympathetically, and her eyes urged him to +continue, although she did not speak. + +"I am going to try not to bore you with any complaints, Miss Jean, and +I must beg you not to be distressed if I speak plainly in regard to my +family, with whom I am on exceedingly bad terms." + +"Surely that does not include Clarisse?" + +"Oh, no; not Clarisse, bless her heart. She and I have always stood +faithfully by each other. My troubles began when my father died. I was +quite a little chap at the time, but I loved my poor old governor +dearly. My mother is a woman of great strength of character and with +an unbounded love of power, and she and I were decidedly antagonistic. +My father, who was the mildest of men, had the greatest admiration for +her and in most things yielded readily to her stronger will, but where +I was concerned he took a firm stand; so, although I was in great awe +of my mother, I always had a refuge in my father. My older brothers, +Lansing and Fred, never took to me at all. They were wise in their day +and generation, and even when they were youngsters studied to please, +and so in our quarrels and disputes my mother invariably took their +part. I felt the injustice without being able to reason about it, and +grew daily more surly and defiant. From the day my father died I had a +very bad time of it, and was always in disgrace. I know I was by no +means blameless, but there was something in my mother's cold disregard +of me that roused a very demon of defiance in me. Clarisse was the +only person in the world whom I honestly loved, and the first serious +trouble with my mother was on her account," and even at this day +Farr's face grew black at the remembrance. "It was a rainy day, and we +children were all playing in the nursery. Clarisse was just recovering +from an illness, and was not yet very strong. In some way she +accidentally broke a new boat of Fred's. He was angry and, after +scolding her until she began to cry, finally struck her across the +face. I sprang toward him, my blind rage lending me unusual strength, +and beat him unmercifully. Lansing, nurse, and Clarisse set up a great +hue and cry, and in the midst of it all my mother walked into the +room. Fred, who certainly did present a rather battered appearance, +rushed to her and bawled out a garbled version of the affair and I +slunk off into a corner, looking thoroughly guilty, I have not a +doubt. My mother did not wait for any explanation, but summarily sent +Clarisse and myself to Coventry. I might have forgiven her for the +injustice to myself. I was so used to it as to have hardly noticed it, +but I never forgave the unkindness to poor little Clarisse." + +There was a brief silence, broken at length by Jean. + +"I cannot understand it, Mr. Farr; surely a mother must love all her +children." + +"I suppose my mother did in her way. I do not tell you this, Miss +Jean, to prejudice you against her nor to exonerate myself, but only +to, in a measure, explain subsequent events. There was never any +sympathy between us. My manner, my character, my very looks were +distasteful to her, and she made no attempt to conceal this from me. +Up to the time of this occurrence I had had moments of feeling very +contrite, when I had striven to overcome my faults; but from that time +I hardened myself and never tried to break down the barrier that had +been raised. Clarisse shared my feeling to a great extent, but she was +far too gentle and loving to oppose my mother. She did her best to +soften me and to prevent circumstances from embittering me. As I grew +older my relationship with my family became more and more strained, +and it was my great ambition to enter the navy and cut adrift from my +home. When finally I broached the subject to my mother, I learned for +the first time that my father had left his entire estate, which was a +considerable one, to my mother, and that I was entirely dependent upon +her. My mother was exceedingly generous in those matters, and in +justice to her I must say that, however much she may have denied me +her affection, she always treated me most liberally in a material way. +I had been given every advantage without stint, and had been brought +up in the greatest comfort and luxury, and without any adequate +knowledge of the value of money. She did not favor the idea of my +entering the navy, but I was troublesome at home, so she made a +concession and I was allowed to go to Annapolis. In the meantime my +brothers had obediently followed the careers my mother had marked out +for them, and having furthermore married in accordance with her +wishes, she provided each of them with a most liberal allowance, +retaining, however, a controlling hand in their affairs. Those years +at Annapolis were the happiest I had ever known. I had been very much +touched by my mother's yielding, and when I was at home I did my best +not to annoy or antagonize her in any way, and we really got along +very smoothly." + +Farr had reached a difficult point in his story, and hesitated a +moment to mentally review the past, and then began again in the same +quiet voice that had characterized his telling of it so far. + +"The summer preceding my senior year I went home to find stopping in +the house a distant cousin of mine, a very nice pretty girl, whom I +shortly discovered my mother had selected to be her third +daughter-in-law. Then I revolted. In the first place Carrie, poor +girl, was quite ignorant of the scheme and felt no interest whatever +in me, and----" He broke off undecidedly, and looked with thoughtful +eyes out across the level tennis courts. There was one thing he could +not quite make up his mind to recount to Jean. The memory of it was +growing faint (he could not but smile a little grimly as he thus +argued to himself), and why rake up that disagreeable part of his +past. In truth, how could he tell clear-eyed, pure-hearted Jean of +that other! + +"Well?" interrogated Jean, cutting short his brief reverie. + +His indecision was at an end. He straightened himself, squared his +shoulders, and answered with almost a show of relief. + +"Well, the very fact that I was to be compelled to marry aroused such +a tempest of resentment within me that I had no room for any other +emotion. For several weeks the atmosphere was thunderous, and at the +end of that time the storm broke. I boldly announced my determination +to remain single. My mother--well, she did not spare me. She told me I +had always been a most unnatural and ungrateful son; that I had +deliberately and intentionally thwarted her in every possible way +without once considering the duty that I owed to her. She gave me to +understand most emphatically that, from the day I finished my course +at Annapolis, she would consider her obligations to me at an end. That +I might go where I pleased, do what I pleased; but, that her home was +no longer mine." + +"Oh, how cruel!" escaped from Jean. Her little hands were tightly +clenched, and her eyes flashed indignantly. + +"It did seem rather hard, especially just at that time," he returned +slowly, some unexpected thought lending an expression peculiarly +somber and grave in his face. "But since then I have often thought +that I gave my mother a great deal of provocation." + +"By not marrying according to her desire?" asked Jean, a little +quickly. + +Farr looked straight in her eyes for a moment before answering dryly: + +"That was certainly a great factor; you see Carrie was an heiress, and +owned a lot of property adjoining ours." + +"Oh!" was all Jean said, but the monosyllable was most expressive. + +Farr laughed light-heartedly. He had been wrought up by this opening +of a long-closed chapter in his life, and it was a relief to have the +tension relaxed. + +"I have never for one instant regretted it, and certainly now----" + +"You haven't finished your story," Jean interrupted with but scant +courtesy, "please go on." + +"There is not much more to tell, and I fear, too, that I am tiring +you. No? well I took my mother at her word, and from that day to this +I have never darkened her door. It came hardest on poor little +Clarisse, I think," he went on sadly; "she had learned to depend upon +me, and when she found that I was going to desert her she broke down +completely. It wrung my heart to leave her, but it had to be done. I +never like to think of that scene." + +"Poor Clarisse!" murmured Jean softly. + +"It was uphill work, at first," Farr resumed. "The lesson of poverty, +with its grinding necessities, was bitter, and its bitterness +redoubled by experiences that shook my faith in humanity." He flung +back his head and drew a deep breath. "Somehow I lived through that +first year, and then it grew easier; a maiden sister of my father's +died and left me a legacy which, though small, is yet sufficient for +all my needs. It is a good many years ago now, and I have only seen +Clarisse once or twice, when I have happened to be in Washington in +the winter. She is lonely, poor little girl; but we console each other +by planning the good times we will have in some indefinite future." + +After a moment, he began speaking again: + +"I know how terrible this must seem to you, Miss Jean. A man at +variance with his family is at a great disadvantage, and after all, +you have only heard my side of the story. I almost dread," gloomily, +"to have you tell me what you think of me now." + +"Oh, how unjust you are to me," cried Jean indignantly. "Do you think +that your trouble could make any difference to me, except to make me +sorry--oh, so sorry--for you, and to make me like you and want to be +your friend more than ever." + +She stopped suddenly, half frightened by the look in Farr's eyes. He +had grown very pale, and he spoke huskily. + +"You must not be so kind to me; you tempt me to tell you why----" + +"Jean! Jean!" + +This piercing cry, so fraught with terror, brought them to their feet. +They started forward, and even as they did so Willie stumbled across +the doorway and leaned up against the post, sobbing piteously. + +"Gladys, hurt," he panted, and then, his courage forsaking him, he +burst into a storm of tears. + +Every bit of color faded from Jean's face. + +"What do you mean? O Willie, where is Gladys?" + +Farr put his hand on the boy's shoulder. + +"Come, little man," he said kindly, "don't cry, but take a long +breath. There, that's a brave little chap. Now tell your sister where +Gladys is, and what has happened." + +"We were playing birds in a tree, and Gladys fell, and she can't get +up," faltered Willie. + +"Where?" Jean asked sharply. + +"In the orchard." + +Almost before the words had passed his lips, Jean pushed by him and +was flying toward the orchard. Farr stopped a moment, to tell Willie +to run up to the house and have them send down a couple of pillows to +the orchard and to dispatch a man on horseback for the doctor; then he +started in pursuit of Jean. He quickly overtook her, and they sped +across the intervening space in silence. As they entered the orchard +Larry's heartbreaking sobs indicated the scene of the accident, and in +another instant Jean had fallen on her knees beside her little sister. +The child's face was drawn, and the wide, distended eyes were +strangely, unnaturally bright. + +"Gladys, precious, where does it hurt you?" But a moan was her only +answer. + +"Oh, Mr. Farr, what can I do? How do you suppose she is hurt?" + +Farr bent tenderly over little Gladys, and laid his hand lightly on +her arm. A wail of pain escaped from the child's white lips, and she +again lost consciousness. + +Everything grew black to Jean and she swayed a little, leaning against +the trunk of the tree for support. Farr's voice sounded very +indistinct and strange to her. + +"Come, Miss Jean, you must not faint. Do you hear me? Now, take a +mouthful of this," holding out his flask to her. + +Jean obeyed him unresistingly, and rallied at once, the color coming +back into her face. + +"Gladys has broken her arm," he went on, in a quiet, even voice that +somehow helped to steady her. "There, that is right. Now you look like +yourself again." + +"Never mind me," she returned resolutely, straightening herself. "Is +there nothing we can do for Gladys?" + +"I sent Willie to the house to tell nurse to come here with pillows +and to send Barnes for the doctor. Now give me the flask and put your +arm under her head and raise it a trifle, so that I can give her some +brandy. There, she is coming to now." + +The white lids fluttered, and Gladys' eyes opened slowly. + +"Jeanie, I twied to f'y, but I was too little," she murmured weakly, +and she smiled up at her sister, who was bending over her with so much +tenderness. + +The sound of footsteps reached them, and nurse, a comfortable, +motherly-looking woman, bustled up to them, her arms laden with +pillows and restoratives. + +Her presence brought great reassurance to Jean. + +"Oh, nurse, I am so glad you are here. Gladys has been hurt." + +"My poor baby, Nana will make it all well. She shouldn't have left you +at all. Whatever will Miss Helen say!" + +Jean's face contracted sharply, and she turned away to hide the tears +that sprang to her eyes. Farr threw an angry glance at nurse, who, all +unconscious of her offense, was petting and comforting Gladys. + +"This is no time for talking," he said. "We must get Gladys home as +quickly as possible. Miss Jean, will you help me lift her?" + +Jean recognized the kindly intent in his words, and her eyes were +eloquent with gratitude. + +"Little one," he went on to Gladys, "will you be a good, brave little +girl and let me carry you? I will put you on this pillow, and I will +be as gentle as possible. I can't promise that it won't hurt you some, +but when you are once home you will be so comfortable." + +"All right," assented Gladys, looking up at him with touching +confidence. + +But in spite of all their care, it was a very painful ordeal, and the +poor child was quite spent before the manor was reached. As they +mounted the steps of the veranda the doctor's gig drove up to the +door. They carried Gladys up to the nursery, and Farr lingered there +long enough to hear his opinion confirmed that the child had sustained +no further injury than the breaking of her arm. + +"I will wait downstairs," he said in an undertone to Jean, and he went +out and closed the door softly behind him. + +The moments dragged slowly, and he had almost renounced all hope of +seeing Jean again, when he heard her footfall on the stair. She came +down toward him, her white face showing the traces of tears. He sprang +forward to meet her. + +"I can't stay but a moment," she said to him, "for I must go right +back to Gladys. The doctor has set her arm and has given her something +to make her sleep and he is going very soon now." + +He laid his hand on her shoulder and looked tenderly down at her. + +"You look worn out. Won't you try and rest a little?" + +She did not resent his action, but she moved a step away from him and +his hand dropped at his side. Her lips quivered. + +"I don't care about myself. I shall never, never forgive myself for my +wicked thoughtlessness. That poor baby's suffering haunts me." + +"I won't have you blame yourself," he declared vehemently. "I was more +at fault than you, for I claimed your attention with my stupid story." + +"Don't talk nonsense," she returned gently, but, nevertheless, her +face lost much of its misery. + +They were silent for a moment. The past hour had broken down the last +barrier of reserve between them and had drawn them very close to each +other. Of the two, Farr was perhaps the more conscious of the subtle +change that had been wrought, and he was filled with unspeakable joy. + +"You must go now," Jean told him, "but you will come back to-morrow, +won't you?" She was so sure of his answer that she did not wait for +him to speak. "I don't know how to thank you for all you have done for +Gladys--and me," she added very low. + +"If I have been the least help to you, Jean, it is more----" he began, +when the outer door was pushed open, and Nathalie rushed in like a +whirlwind. + +"What in the world has happened," she cried excitedly. "Larry says +that Gladys is hurt, but he is too frightened to be clear about it." + +Jean hastened to give her an account of the accident, shrinking back a +little from the light that streamed in from the open doorway, for fear +of what her telltale face might reveal to Nathalie's keen eyes. Farr +bade them good-by and went away, and then the two girls went directly +to the nursery. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +MISS STUART'S ARRIVAL. + + +On this selfsame day, after a two hours' trip on the cars, Helen found +herself at length at her destination. It was somewhat after three when +she stood ringing the front-door bell of a substantial brown-stone +house in a quiet side street. The city seemed hot indeed after the +dewy freshness of the country, and the sun's rays beat relentlessly +upon the stone flagging and cobblestones. The rumblings of carriages +and wagons rolling by, the tinkling of the far off car-bells, the +constant roar of the great city fell strangely upon the girl's ears so +unaccustomed to the ceaseless din. Just then a street vender passed +by, his shrill voice crying now and again, "Peaches! peaches! ten +cents a quart!" Helen watched him pityingly until her attention was +attracted by a hand-organ grinding away, "White wings, they never grow +weary." Two poor little urchins sat on a neighboring doorstep pitching +pennies, their small pale faces making her heart ache as she wondered +what a glimpse of green fields and winding lanes would be to them. A +feeling of sadness assailed her, as these sights and sounds, so +familiar to city life, awakened within her a realization that outside +of her sheltered life lay so many full of sorrow and suffering. Her +reverie was cut short by the appearance of the maid, who immediately +ushered her into the darkened drawing-room. Between the closed +shutters crept a few rays of straggling sunlight which fell upon the +furniture in its muslin slips, the bronzes and gas jets in their +wrappings of tarlatan. + +Helen had hardly found a seat, when someone hastily descended the +stairs, and pushing open the door, made a rush across the room and +threw her arms about her. + +"You dear girl," Miss Stuart cried, "how glad I am to see you, and how +good of you to come. You cannot imagine how overjoyed I was when I +received your telegram." + +"But I wanted to come, Lillian. You do not seem to take that into +consideration." Then, after a pause, "Ah! how lovely you look, but +then it seems to me you invariably do." + +Helen was right, for Miss Stuart, gowned in a dainty peignoir of white +silk covered with filmy lace, looked especially charming. + +At the compliment she laughed softly, and pinched Helen's cheek. +"There is no curing you, is there, dear? I thought, perhaps, a +separation from me might have improved you." + +"But you must not expect it," Helen maintained naïvely, "unless you +grow less pretty." + +Miss Stuart kissed her warmly. "Let us talk sense now," she said +reprovingly. "Were you surprised at my message? I must explain. I was +obliged to come down for mamma on a matter of business, and as it was +too long a trip to return again to Bar Harbor to-day, I thought it +better to rest, and remain overnight in town." + +"And do you go back to-morrow?" + +"Well, no; not if you will take me to Hetherford with you." + +"Indeed I will, with the greatest pleasure." + +"And you are quite sure it is convenient now? I did not expect to be +with you until the middle of August, but being obliged to come down at +this time, I thought perhaps I had better go to you at once for my +visit. Later I have several others to pay, and do not know that I +could manage then to get to Hetherford at all." + +"I am delighted to have you at once, Lillian; you could not come too +soon to please me, and you can always be sure of a welcome at the +manor." + +"Yes, with you, but I am not so sure of those sisters of yours." + +Helen flushed. "Pray don't say that." + +"Ah, my dear, don't let it trouble you. I rest quite content in your +affection." + +But whatever there was in Miss Stuart's words or tone, a shadow rested +on Helen's face for some little while afterward. + +Perhaps Lillian Stuart saw it, for, by and by, she began to speak +again of the manor. + +"You have no idea, Helen, how much I long to see your lovely home, nor +with what pleasure I look forward to being with you, dearest." + +"You are good to say so, Lillian, and I will do all in my power to +make you happy." + +"You will not have to try, dear, I am sure." + +Miss Stuart rose and touched a bell. A quiet middle-aged woman +answered it. + +"Mrs. Perkins, Miss Lawrence remains with me overnight. See that +dinner is prepared for us." + +"Yes, Miss." + +"Wait, Perkins. I want you to send Virginie to me." + +In a moment the French maid was knocking on the door. + +"Virginie, preparez la chambre voisine de la mienne, et portez-y le +sac de Mlle. Lawrence." + +When the girls at length were seated in Miss Stuart's pretty boudoir, +they fell into a long and pleasant chat, finding much to say to one +another after several months' separation. + +By and by Miss Stuart presented a programme for the evening, saying. +"Now, Helen, you little puritan, don't dare to find fault or +criticise. My cousin, Harry Stuart, is going to take us to the +theater, and it will be perfectly charming. He is almost like a +brother to me, and there could not be the slightest impropriety in +it." + +Helen did not demur then, but, after returning from the theater and in +looking back over the evening, she felt some misgivings. "Harry" +proved to be a gay, scatterbrained youth, more or less in love with +his beautiful cousin. He stared a little curiously at Helen on being +presented, and then devoted himself exclusively to Miss Stuart, whom +he treated with a lack of deference, a familiarity, which Helen hotly +resented. Miss Stuart, however, was apparently quite oblivious of it, +and flirted with him openly, exchanging glances of amusement with +him, as Helen's face grew graver and graver. + +A chance remark of his, which unfortunately reached Helen's ears, did +not tend to soften her judgment of him. + +"Who is your little friend, coz? She is tremendously respectable, and +doesn't approve of us at all." + +Helen retired to her room that night in a frame of mind to find +serious fault with her fascinating friend. + +Miss Stuart realized that she had gone a little too far, and +determined to overcome the impression she had made. She well knew the +power that her great beauty exerted over Helen, blinding her to faults +that he who ran might read, so she coiled her mass of auburn hair most +becomingly, slipped on a dainty pale blue wrapper, encased her feet in +slippers of the same hue and presented herself in Helen's room, and +proceeded to make herself so charming and agreeable that in ten +minutes Helen had completely forgotten her grievance. + +The following morning, at an early hour, they left for Hetherford. +Helen neglected to wire Jean of their change of plan, so no carriage +met them at the station, and they were obliged to rumble up to the +manor in the old Hetherford stage. + +Helen's heart sank when Jean ran down to the veranda to tell her of +Gladys' accident. + +"You cannot imagine how I felt, Helen, for I knew it was all my fault. +I should not have forgotten her for one moment." + +"Indeed, I think you were very careless, Jean." Helen spoke sharply, +for her anxiety made her nervous and irritable. + +Jean had gone forward and shaken hands with Miss Stuart, but at these +words she turned abruptly away. She felt so reproached and woe-begone. +It almost seemed to her that all the world must know how completely +absorbed she had been in that sweet talk with Farr, to have allowed +her mind to wander from the little sister. In this guilty and +depressed state of mind, her welcome to Miss Stuart somewhat lacked +cordiality, and the latter, who had never liked Jean, found herself no +whit better pleased. + +Nathalie came flying down the stairs, making a fortunate diversion. + +"Now, Helen, don't scold Jean, for she is heartbroken. Gladys is doing +splendidly and will be about in a few days. How do you do, Miss +Stuart? I am very glad to see you, and so sorry that our anxiety about +Gladys is making us forget to make you at home. Please let me take +your bag, and come right up to your old quarters." + +Helen looked gratefully at her sister, and Miss Stuart's manner +relaxed under this warm cordiality, and she followed Nathalie up to +her room. + +Jean went out upon the veranda, and walked slowly up and down. Her +thoughts, which for a moment had been diverted, flew swiftly back to +Farr. He had not spoken the words, yet she knew he loved her. She +trembled a little, startled at the depth of emotion this knowledge +aroused in her. So this was love--this sudden wild beating of her +heart, this passionate joy of living. + +"Poor fellow," she thought, with yearning tenderness, "how much he has +suffered." + +It was a blessed comfort to feel that it lay within her power to help +to brighten his lonely, loveless life. She stood quite still and +clasped her hands tightly together. "I love him! I love him!" The +unspoken words sent the blood to her cheeks, and she was filled with +dismay. She roused herself abruptly from her dream and hastened +upstairs to join Helen in the nursery. + +That day seemed interminable to Jean. When the long afternoon had worn +away and Farr had not come, she consoled herself with the thought that +the evening would surely bring him. She tried to curb her impatience +by filling the slow-footed moments with manifold unnecessary duties, +but it seemed to her that the happy time would never come. + +They were all very quiet at dinner, for Helen was listening for the +slightest sound from the nursery, while Jean's absorbing thoughts held +her tongue in chains. + +"Well, well," cried Nathalie at last, "what will Miss Stuart think of +us? No doubt that this is the home of the Sphinx. Our silence is +growing gruesome." + +Thus recalled to her duties as hostess, Helen glanced quickly at her +friend, and was distressed to see the expression of cold disdain that +rested on her face. + +"I beg your pardon, Lillian," she said penitently, leaning forward +and taking Miss Stuart's hand. "I am so upset about Gladys that I have +forgotten my manners." + +"Pray, don't apologize, Helen. It is of no consequence whatever." Miss +Stuart spoke with studied indifference and withdrew her hand. She +deemed it only her right to be first with her friends always and under +all circumstances; and to have Helen, adoring, subservient Helen, +relegate her to a position of secondary importance was an offense +which merited instant punishment. + +Jean and Nathalie, on the alert for any slight to their sister, +exchanged significant glances. + +Helen made no further demonstration of affection, but began to talk +gently and courteously to her guest. Jean and Nathalie came valiantly +to her assistance, until at last Miss Stuart was forced to respond to +their friendly overtures. When they were leaving the dining room she +slipped her hand into Helen's arm. It was the nearest approach to an +apology of which her nature was capable, and Helen had fain to be +content. All her life Miss Stuart had been in the habit of snubbing +people at her own sweet will and had found it a diverting occupation; +but somehow it hurt her to snub Helen, the girl was always so patient +and generous about it. + +They drifted quite naturally out onto the veranda. The sky was +overcast, and a faint wind sighed among the trees. The heavy clouds +promised rain, and the earth, after reveling in days of sunshine and +nights of brilliant beauty, seemed wrapped in melancholy submission. + +Before very long Nan and Emily came running across the lawn. Nan +greeted Miss Stuart cordially, but Emily was very cool, and looked +askance at this dangerously beautiful addition to their circle. When +she had shaken hands, she faced the girls as solemn as a judge. + +"Girls, what do you suppose has happened? The _Vortex_ has gone away, +and those miserable men never came to say good-by, and did not even +send a line." + +"Now see here, Emily," Nan interposed warmly. "I don't believe in +being unjust. It must have been a sudden move, and of course we will +hear from them." + +"It is a great shame," complained Nathalie. "What shall we do with +ourselves?" + +At Emily's first words Jean started forward, then fell back in her +chair, dazed and stunned. She pressed her hand against her heart to +stay its loud throbbing, passionately grateful that the kindly +darkness sheltered her from view. She could not tell how long it might +have been when she was aroused by a sentence from Emily which arrested +her attention. + +"Yes, it is such a pretty stitch. I'll teach it to you some day, +Helen." + +Had she heard aright? Could it be possible that the _Vortex_ was +already forgotten--its officers banished to the indifferent past? Her +sudden excitement died away and a dull feeling of pain tugged at her +heart. Her hands dropped nervelessly into her lap, and her lids closed +wearily over her aching eyes. + +The conversation drifted into local channels, and Miss Stuart was +beginning to feel very much bored when Eleanor and Cliff sauntered up +the driveway and joined the party. She awaked from her apathy to +survey Cliff critically, and then proceeded to monopolize his +attention. Cliff dropped into a chair beside her and lent himself +readily to her plan. She was a charming woman, a beautiful woman, so +he assumed his most devoted manner, and apparently succumbed at once +to her gracious, subtle flattery. Eleanor cast an amused glance at him +over her shoulder; she felt too sure of him to be disturbed; and +pushing her way among the group until she reached Jean's side: + +"I met Johnnie Matthews at the gate, dear. He was on his way to the +manor with a note for you, and, since it required no answer, I +volunteered to bring it up." + +"Thanks, Eleanor. I suppose Mrs. Matthews wants me to take her class +again next Sunday. She has been ill." + +Eleanor had dropped the note into Jean's lap and was moving away, but +something in her friend's voice startled her. She looked at her +curiously, but in that light she could not discern her expression. She +hesitated a moment, and then sat down on the arm of Jean's chair. + +"How is Gladys to-night?" she asked. + +Jean made an effort to speak more naturally. + +"Very comfortable, thank you. The doctor says her arm is doing nicely, +and so far she has not had any fever." + +"Eleanor, did you know the _Vortex_ had gone?" + +As Nathalie spoke Eleanor impulsively took Jean's hand in hers. It was +very cold, and trembled in her clasp. Jean's unhappiness was +explained, and at the same moment another idea flashed through her +mind. She answered Nathalie with well-feigned lightness: + +"It can't be more than a temporary absence, I am sure." Then added in +a lower tone to Jean, "Don't you want to read your note, dearie? It +may not be from Mrs. Matthews." + +Jean gave a start, and, instinctively, her disengaged hand closed over +the note in her lap. + +"I think I will take it to the light." + +She rose hurriedly and made her way to the doorway, where the light +from the lamp fell upon her letter. The handwriting was unfamiliar, +and Jean's heart seemed to stand still as she tore open the envelope. +The opening words dispelled the last doubt; her whole expression +changed, and she eagerly drank in the contents of the sheet, all +unconscious of the pair of eyes that were watching her narrowly. +Nothing escaped Miss Stuart. She saw plainly the sudden start, the +rising color, the tremulous happiness in the young girl's face. +Perhaps the sight stirred some strange memory, deep hidden in her +heart, for she smiled bitterly, and answered some pleasantry of +Cliff's with such stinging cynicism that even that languid youth was +aroused to retort. + +But to Jean the whole world was forgotten, as she read the lines: + + MY DEAR MISS LAWRENCE: + + It is with deep regret I write you that the _Vortex_ has + been ordered up the Sound to survey a certain locality. Most + unfortunately, our orders came very late. We have only just + time to catch the tide by weighing anchor at once. I do not + know whether you realize how great is my disappointment at + leaving Hetherford, or how great is my regret at not seeing + you before I go. Our stay, I trust, will not extend beyond a + week, and I look forward with great pleasure to the time + when we once more cast anchor in your harbor. I shall be + anxious for news of little Gladys, and if I did not fear to + presume, I should ask you to write me. Perhaps your goodness + of heart will prompt you to forgive and indulge me at the + same time. My address will be F----, which is the + post-office nearest to our anchorage. + + Yours faithfully, + VALENTINE FARR. + + +Jean raised her eyes and let them rest on the group of people outside +the doorway. No one, apparently, had a thought for her; for Miss +Stuart had discreetly withdrawn her gaze, and they one and all seemed +absorbed in the merry conversation. She longed to slip away to her own +room, that she might be alone with her happy thoughts, but paused, +irresolute, wondering, as she crumpled the note in her hand, if it +would be unpardonably rude to leave her guests thus abruptly. Helen +came to her rescue. + +"Jean, will you please go up and see if Gladys is asleep?" + +Jean nodded her head in assent, and gladly disappeared. Eleanor looked +after her with a kindly smile, yet she sighed a little, +notwithstanding. + +"What would Nan do if she knew this?" she thought. + +Shortly afterward a servant came to the door, bringing word that Miss +Gladys was sleeping soundly, and that Miss Jean begged to be excused, +as she had a headache. + +In the night the rain fell heavily, and the rising wind sighed and +sobbed like a child in pain, but Jean's dreams were sweet, and her +last sleeping and first waking thoughts were of Valentine Farr. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +DULL DAYS. + + +The days that followed were the quietest that this summer had brought +to Hetherford. Not only had the _Vortex_ gone, but Wendell and +Churchill had carried the other men off on the _Sylph_ for a +long-planned fishing excursion, and the girls were left to their own +devices. This was too common an occurrence to be looked upon as a +great hardship; yet it was quite obvious, even to Nan, that they did +not revel so much in their once treasured independence, and that the +old-time simple pleasures had somehow lost their zest. There was +something strangely amiss in the little colony. Jean, who had always +been depended upon to set the ball rolling, and to keep everyone in +good spirits, failed them utterly. She was so quiet and absent-minded, +so unlike her usual self, that Eleanor began to fear that her surmises +in regard to the letter had been incorrect after all. Miss Stuart's +presence at the manor acted as a great restraint upon everybody. She +did not adapt herself in the least to their quiet, humdrum existence, +and maintained a stoical silence that was especially irritating. The +weather was very depressing. A fine drizzling rain fell persistently, +the sky was gray and leaden, and the roads and lanes were almost +impassable with the mud. The dampness retarded Gladys' recovery, and +she was fractious and troublesome. Poor Helen was in despair, for Miss +Stuart was unreasonable enough to resent her spending so much time in +the nursery, and took small pains to conceal the fact that she was +almost bored to death. + +By Friday Aunt Helen was seriously fretting over her niece, for Helen +was looking pale and tired and seemed quite incapable of coping with +the anxieties of housekeeping, Gladys, and the entertainment of her +difficult friend. + +On the afternoon of this day the rain ceased and Nathalie, in despair +of any more interesting amusement, declared her intention to drive to +the station to see the express arrive. + +"Not that anyone ever comes here," she said dolorously as she drew on +her driving gloves. + +An hour later she burst into the drawing-room, her face radiant, her +eyes twinkling. Helen sat before the low tea-table serving tea, Miss +Stuart lounged in a huge armchair, while Jean was on her way between +the tea-table and Miss Stuart, with a dainty cup in her hand. She +paused, and looked expectantly at Nathalie. + +"Well, cheer up, girls, for I have some news at last. Who do you think +arrived to-day?" + +Even Miss Stuart leaned forward in her chair, and lost something of +her air of languor. + +"Don't ask tiresome riddles, Nathalie," pleaded Jean, "but tell us." + +"Mrs. Archer." + +Miss Stuart looked blank; Helen laughed softly, and Jean handed Miss +Stuart her cup of tea with a disgusted expression on her bonny face. + +"You must, indeed, be in the depths to call that good news," she said +scornfully. + +"I didn't say good news. I said news," Nathalie retorted triumphantly, +"and in any case I think Mrs. Archer is a godsend after the monotony +of the last few days." + +Miss Stuart smiled faintly for Nathalie, but echoed her sentiments. + +"I think Cliff's mother is a charming woman," interposed Helen. "She +is somewhat overbearing and imposing, but I know she does not mean to +be disagreeable." + +"I like her," maintained Nathalie. "She is so worldly, so thoroughly +magnificent." + +Jean laughed and meekly took her cup of tea from Helen. + +"I have not another word to say. I suppose the truth is that I am +mortally afraid of Mrs. Archer. She completely subdues me." + +After a moment she spoke again, from the comfortable place she had +taken on the divan: + +"Do you know, Nathalie, just for one moment I thought it might have +been Guy of whom you were speaking." + +Helen set the teapot down suddenly, and there was a moment's +uncomfortable silence. Miss Stuart let her glance travel slowly from +Helen's flushed face to Jean's grave one. + +"Are you speaking of Mr. Appleton?" she asked lazily. + +"Yes," replied Jean, with perfect unconsciousness, "I suppose you met +him at the same time you did Helen. I wish it had been he instead of +Mrs. Archer." + +Miss Stuart shrugged her shoulders, and answered with insolent +disregard of Jean's evident affection for Guy: + +"A nice enough man in his way, but so deadly uninteresting, so lacking +in that knowledge of the world which alone makes a man worth talking +to." + +Jean's eyes flashed, and her voice trembled with anger. + +"Mr. Appleton is a very dear friend of ours, Miss Stuart, and to none +of us is it agreeable to hear him spoken ill of." + +She looked impulsively across at Helen, feeling sure that her sister +would speak some word of vindication of Guy, but the girl's head was +bent and she seemed wholly occupied in pushing the tea-cups aimlessly +about on the polished surface of the mahogany tea-table. For the first +time in her life Jean felt a contempt for her sister, and pressed her +lips tightly together to keep down the bitter words that rose to them. +Nathalie, who hated a scene above all things, and yet was too +thoroughly in sympathy with Jean to feel equal to changing the +conversation, sat down at the piano and began to drum. + +Miss Stuart looked from one to the other and laughed unpleasantly. + +"Mr. Appleton should be proud of such an ardent champion." + +Jean made no answer. She finished her tea in silence and then left +the room, followed by a sneering glance from Miss Stuart's eyes. + +That evening Mrs. Andrews and her sister, Mrs. Archer, called at the +manor. The young people had taken advantage of the first clear evening +since Miss Stuart's arrival and had gone for a walk, so Mrs. Dennis +asked her guests up to her room. During the conversation Mrs. Andrews +said: + +"How badly Helen is looking lately." + +Aunt Helen agreed with her and related to Mrs. Archer the facts of +Gladys' accident, and dilated upon Helen's untiring devotion to her +little sister. + +"She is worn out," she sighed in conclusion, "and it is so hard for +her to have Miss Stuart here just at present." + +"You don't mean Lillian Stuart, that beautiful girl about whom +everyone is raving?" exclaimed Mrs. Archer, roused to a degree of +interest she rarely felt when in Hetherford. + +"I suppose it is the same. She is certainly very beautiful, but +somehow," and Aunt Helen's face grew puzzled, "she doesn't seem at all +the kind of girl my Helen should care for. However, they are close +friends, so I----" + +"Oh, she is a great belle," Mrs. Archer interrupted brusquely. "Poor +girl! What in the world does she do with herself in this +out-of-the-way place?" + +Mrs. Andrews replied with some heat: + +"She must be very hard to please if she cannot find anything to amuse +or interest her here." + +A gleam of amusement flashed into Aunt Helen's eyes, but was instantly +suppressed. Hetherford was the basis of an old feud between the +sisters, and had been the cause of more than one bitter quarrel. Mrs. +Archer was a fashionable woman to the tips of her fingers, and for +years she had striven to impress her easy-going sister with the +importance of society, and to persuade her at least to spend her +summers in some resort more frequented by the world of society. Mrs. +Andrews, however, stood out against her and stoutly maintained that +she and her children were perfectly happy where they were, and Mrs. +Archer had to content herself with an occasional visit from her niece +Mollie, who was eminently unsatisfactory as a fashionable girl. To +crown her displeasure, her only son Clifford, instead of finding +pleasure in his charming home at Newport, insisted upon spending the +summer at Hetherford Inn, and Mrs. Archer bore a great grudge against +this small place. She was a very hospitable woman, and enjoyed keeping +open house, but she found it a great drawback to have no young person +at home. + +As she rose to leave, it suddenly occurred to her that it would be +very delightful to take two of the girls back to Newport with her. Her +choice fell upon Helen, because in that way she could include Miss +Stuart in the invitation. Mrs. Dennis met the suggestion with +approval, for she knew it would do Helen good to get away from home +for a few days, and that so pleasant a change would please Miss +Stuart. In the midst of the discussion, the two girls walked into the +room. + +Mrs. Archer's shrewd, worldly eyes took in every detail of Miss +Stuart's beautiful face and faultless gown, and she instantly dropped +the somewhat patronizing tone she had used toward Helen, and urged +their acceptance with great cordiality. Helen hesitated, for she was +loath to leave Gladys again, but Aunt Helen and Miss Stuart overruled +all her objections, and it was agreed that they should accompany Mrs. +Archer. + +The quiet that settled down over the manor after their departure was +very grateful to Jean, who during the past week had been disturbed and +harassed. She knew that she was fast approaching the most serious +crisis of her life. All during these joyous summer days she had +drifted on so happily, evading self-questionings, living only for the +day. Now she realized that the drifting was at an end. On his return +Valentine Farr would speak to her, and although she had no doubt as to +the answer she would give him, yet she trembled a little and would +fain have been alone with her secret. And now, when she would have had +her whole mind dominated by this one thought, Miss Stuart's unwelcome +presence in the house thrust other and less pleasant thoughts upon +her. Up to the time of this last visit Jean's dislike of Miss Stuart +had been a vague, passing sentiment, which had concerned her but +little. She had distrusted her always, but even that distrust was +purely intuitive, for she had no idea of the part Miss Stuart had +played in the severing of Helen's engagement. In that slight +controversy about Guy, however, Jean had unwittingly pierced beneath +the surface of Miss Stuart's suave manner, and had caught a glimpse of +the girl's true nature. She could not understand why this should +affect her so strongly. In vain she tried to account for it to +herself. Miss Stuart, although so dear a friend of Helen's, occupied a +comparatively unimportant position in their home life. In another +fortnight she would be gone from among them, and for months they would +know nothing of her, save what Helen might choose to communicate from +her oft received letters. So Jean argued with herself, battling with a +curious sense of apprehension that struggled within her. She longed to +talk it all over with Aunt Helen, whose judgment was always to be +trusted; but that seemed a kind of disloyalty to Helen, so she +smothered the vague doubts and fears which threatened to overwhelm her +usual good sense. Her thoughts flew off to Farr, and poised over that +strange talk they had had on that last afternoon. She drew from her +pocket a letter that had come from him, and read it over slowly, +lingering over every sentence. But when she had finished and was +folding it into its envelope again, she sighed a little, for even that +dear missive could not quite dispel the vision which haunted her of +Lillian Stuart's beautiful, cruel face. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +EDDYING CURRENTS. + + +Monday dawned bright and clear. When Jean awoke the sunlight was +flooding the room, and through the open window came the sweet voices +of the birds as they merrily chirped and sang. As she sprang out of +bed she was filled with a sense of well-being and happiness. She could +even find it in her heart to laugh a little scornfully at the fancies +that had disturbed her, for they had vanished with the vanishing +clouds. She dressed hurriedly and ran down to the dining room with a +snatch of song upon her lips. By her plate on the breakfast table lay +an envelope addressed in a man's legible handwriting. She flushed as +she caught it up, and crossed to the window to read it. Farr had +written in great haste to say that the _Vortex_ would be in Hetherford +Harbor by noon on Monday. When Jean had reached that point in his note +she read no further. She stood very still, her hands holding the bit +of paper closely, her breath coming hurriedly through her slightly +parted lips. For one moment thus--then the maid entered bearing the +coffee urn, Larry clattered noisily into the room, and Jean turned +back to the ordinary duties of everyday life. But her face was still +illumined, and in the depths of her shining eyes lingered the +reflection of her soul's great happiness. + +During the morning a telegram came from Helen saying that she and Miss +Stuart would arrive by the afternoon express. Jean had just terminated +a long interview with the cook, and was frowning portentously over her +unusual duties as housekeeper, when Nathalie brought her the news. She +made a grimace and then proceeded to inform Nathalie of the +approaching arrival of the _Vortex_, subduing as best she could the +tremor of excitement in her voice. Nathalie was jubilant. At last the +dull days were at an end, and they would start on a new round of +festivities. While she was chattering volubly it suddenly occurred to +Jean that it would be a pleasant welcome to Helen and Miss Stuart to +ask Mr. Dudley and Farr to dinner. She made the suggestion timidly, +for she feared that Nathalie would divine the true motive which +prompted her. Her mind was instantly set at rest, for Nathalie, +overjoyed at the break in the monotony, gave her a friendly push +toward the desk to hasten the writing of the notes. Jean laughingly +reminded her that the _Vortex_ had not yet arrived, and then they put +their two heads together to concoct a dinner which should quite equal +one of Helen's ordering. + +That afternoon, as they were about starting for the station, Barnes +brought back the answer from the _Vortex_. Farr's was of so grateful +and rejoicing a nature that Jean laughed light-heartedly as she read +it. It came to her suddenly, as they were bowling along the highroad, +that in her note to him she had not mentioned the fact that Miss +Stuart was with them, nor had she done so in the one letter she had +written him during his absence. + +"It was just an oversight," she said to herself. "A mere chance." + +A mere chance, and yet chance sometimes means fate. + +Helen met them with so many questions about Gladys, the boys, and Aunt +Helen, that Jean had no opportunity to unfold her plan for dinner +until Miss Stuart had gone to her room, and she had followed her +sister into the nursery. Helen was tired and travel-worn, but she was +delighted by Jean's thoughtfulness for Lillian's pleasure, and +listened interestedly while her sister anxiously submitted the menu +for her approval. + +"Everything is perfect, dear," she said, putting Gladys down from her +lap and making her way out into the hall, "but before I go to dress I +must tell Lillian that we are to have guests to dinner," and she +turned away without noting the shadow that crossed Jean's face at the +mention of Miss Stuart's name. + +Miss Stuart stood before her dressing-table arranging the silver +toilet articles which she had just taken from her trunk. She had +thoroughly enjoyed her stay at Newport, and was feeling in a good +humor with all the world. She turned a bright glance of inquiry as the +door opened to admit Helen, and betrayed a ready interest in her +friend's announcement. + +"Who are the men?" + +"Two officers from the Coast Survey schooner that is anchored here, +Mr. Dudley and Mr. Farr; Valentine Farr." + +The little vinaigrette Miss Stuart held in her hand dropped on the +dressing-table. Her face contracted sharply, and she made a quick +instinctive movement away from the light. + +"Valentine Farr," she repeated slowly, keeping her voice well under +control. "It must be the same of course." + +"Do you know him?" Helen asked the question absent-mindedly, for she +was looking about her critically, to assure herself that everything in +the room was as it should be. + +"Oh, yes. I have known him for a long while." She had quite recovered +from her surprise, and spoke lightly, in her usual tone. "What a small +world it is after all." + +"Dinner at seven, Lillian," Helen said to her as she closed the door; +and then she was alone. + +"So Val is here," she murmured. "Val, of all people in the world." She +flung back her head with a reckless laugh, and began to pace up and +down the room. + +A flood of recollections swept over her; recollections which stirred +her with a strange emotion. How long ago it seemed since +sunny-tempered strong-willed Val Farr had wooed her in so masterful a +way. What folly it had been, and yet a sweet folly withal! Miss Stuart +paused midway in the room. Her face softened, and her beautiful mouth +drooped tenderly. She had craved a splendid future which Val could +not give her, so she had thrust his love out of her heart, and filled +its place with the admiration and exactions of the gay world in which +she moved. Val's misfortunes, his poverty, and his estrangement from +his family gave her the opportunity which she sought to jilt him. She +frowned with vexation as she recalled the look of scorn that he had +cast at her when she had laid bare to him the aims and ambitions to +which she had sacrificed their love. And after all, it had been a +useless, needless exposure, for Val had come to her to give her her +freedom. She told herself that she had acted wisely, she laughed to +scorn the sentiment that was so hard to stifle--but no other man had +ever taken Val's place. + +They had met from time to time in Washington, during the past few +years, and at each fresh meeting Farr had found himself more and more +disillusioned concerning the woman whom he had once loved. Something +of this Lillian Stuart divined, with a bitterness of spirit which she +could not quell. His indifference stung her to the quick, and she +could not renounce the hope that she might win him back, if only +circumstances would give her the opportunity. Miss Stuart's thoughts +brought her back to the present. She drew her brows together and +stared meditatively before her, with eyes that saw nothing of the room +around her: + +"I wonder if Val is in love with one of these girls, and if so which +one." + +Jean Lawrence's face flashed before her. She struck her hands sharply +together, and an angry light gleamed in her eyes. + +"That would be a curious way of punishing me. I have always detested +that sister of Helen's." + +She crossed to the mirror, and gazed critically at the picture +presented there. A smile, slow and cruel, touched her lips, and with a +satisfied air of triumph she turned away and began to dress for +dinner. + +The hands of the little French clock on the mantel were close upon +seven, when a knock came at the door and Helen entered. She started +back with a faint gasp of admiration, as Miss Stuart turned from the +dressing-table and swept across the room to meet her. + +"O Lillian," she cried, "how beautiful you look; but, my dear, you +will take away my guests' breath. You know we are thoroughly informal +at Hetherford." + +Miss Stuart raised her hands to clasp a string of pearls about her +throat, with slow deliberation. + +"I am very sorry," she said distantly, "that my gown does not meet +with your approval. I can easily change it." + +"Why Lillian, I find your gown charming, and would not have you change +it for the world; I exclaimed simply because I did not expect to see +you _en grande toilette_." + +"It did not occur to me that I was inappropriately dressed, but of +course I am not conversant with your customs here." + +The covert sneer was not lost upon Helen, and she flushed painfully at +the sharp words. With her usual self-depreciation she felt reproached +for what she considered her lack of tact and courtesy. + +"I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am, Lillian," she murmured, +with deep contrition, "for my inadvertent speech. I never knew you to +look lovelier. Won't you please believe me when I tell you that?" + +The naïveté of the compliment touched Miss Stuart, and she smiled +gayly into Helen's troubled eyes. + +"I admit that I did not understand you at first. I thought that I was +guilty of a social error. However, it is all right now." + +Helen put her hand on her shoulder, and turned her gently around. + +"I want to really see your gown. It is exquisite. What perfect taste +you have, Lillian." + +Miss Stuart's gown was of the palest shade of green velvet, made so +simply as to be almost severe in its lines. The low-cut bodice was +ornamented with some fine cut jet, and a little dagger of the same was +thrust through the soft coil of auburn hair which crowned her small +and shapely head. Her neck and arms shone dazzlingly fair, and the +contour of the firm white throat would have delighted the eyes of an +artist. The long straight lines of her gown accentuated her height, +which was somewhat above the average, and she carried herself with +regal grace. + +Helen gazed at her a moment in silent admiration. She absolutely +worshiped beauty, and its power over her was very great. Had anyone +hinted to her that it was chiefly this in Miss Stuart which so charmed +her, she would have indignantly refuted the accusation, and yet in a +great measure it was true. Many and many a time she had cause to +puzzle over her friend--aye, almost to distrust and fear her; but the +power of the girl's great beauty blinded her and left her helpless to +condemn one who possessed such infinite attraction. + +The silence lasted but a moment, yet Miss Stuart had read Helen's +verdict in her transparent face, and her pulses quickened with +triumphant hope. + +"Well, well," she cried laughingly, at length, "are you spellbound, +and have you forgotten your guests?" + +Helen cast a hurried glance at the clock. + +"Why, it is seven. I must run down at once. Follow me as soon as you +can, dear." + +Down in the drawing-room, Jean was wandering restlessly about, too +excited to keep still for one moment. She wore the simplest of her +gowns, but one which Farr had once told her he liked. Jean was almost +without vanity, but to-night, as she passed the long mirror over the +mantel, she could not refrain from glancing therein. She was counting +the slow-footed moments, and at every turn her eyes consulted the old +Dutch clock in the corner. At last a carriage drove up the graveled +road, there were steps upon the veranda, and the front door opened and +closed again. She longed to run out into the hall, but an overwhelming +shyness deterred her; and even as she halted, irresolute, the +portières were pushed apart, and, as in a dream, she saw Farr coming +toward her. Her heart beat so she could not trust her voice to speak +him greeting. + +He caught both her hands in his, and held them closely. + +"Jean, do you know how glad I am to see you again?" he whispered. + +Slowly she raised her eyes to meet his. The depth of her emotion paled +her cheek, and her young face wore a look of awe. Farr's heart bounded +with joy, and he would have spoken, but suddenly she flushed crimson +and, wrenching her hands from his, started forward to meet Dudley, who +stood in the doorway, uncertain whether to advance or beat a retreat. +Jean covered her embarrassment as best she could; although Dudley +tried valiantly to put her at her ease, there was a merry twinkle in +his blue eyes which she found very disconcerting. At that moment Helen +and Nathalie made their entrance, and Jean moved a little apart from +the others, struggling to regain her self-possession. + +Farr had turned to appeal to her for confirmation of some statement +when a sudden lull fell upon the buzz of conversation. Miss Stuart +stood in the doorway, her brilliant figure strikingly set against the +dark background of the dimly lighted hall-way. She surveyed them for a +brief instant with apparent nonchalance, but that brief glance told +her that it was with Jean that Farr was talking. With slow grace she +crossed the room and gained Helen's side. + +Farr's eyes followed Jean's, and as they reached Miss Stuart his +expression underwent a sudden change. She was looking directly at him, +and smiled faintly at the dismay in his face. + +"Well, Mr. Farr, is it so great a surprise to you to see such an old +friend in Hetherford?" + +Farr recovered himself, instantly, and met her challenging glance with +an impenetrable smile. + +"It is, indeed, an unexpected pleasure, Miss Stuart," he said with +grave courtesy, and Miss Stuart was conscious of feeling curiously +baffled. + +To Jean, watching them with dilating eyes, that apparently meaningless +incident seemed fraught with significance. All the haunting doubts and +fears, that not twelve hours ago she had scorned as morbid fancies, +returned upon her with redoubled force. Love, which makes us strangely +blind, makes us also strangely alert; and Jean's eyes had seen the +change in Farr's face, and as he spoke those few conventional words, +her quick ears had detected an unnatural ring in his voice. Miss +Stuart had called herself an old friend, and yet Farr had never spoken +of her. Jean searched her memory to see if it were possible that she +had never mentioned Miss Stuart's name to him, and, as she thus +pondered, a chance sentence of Nathalie's reached her: + +"You go through the shrubbery----" + +She heard no more. In an instant the scene was clear before her--the +long stretch of lawn beyond the shrubbery, bright in the silver +moonlight, the sound of voices from the parsonage, breaking softly +upon the evening stillness, through which Farr and she walked slowly +side by side. Then she had spoken of Miss Stuart, and he had certainly +disclaimed any acquaintance with her. Her heart grew cold as her first +doubt of her lover found lodgment there. As if in consummation of her +thoughts, she looked up to see Farr offer Miss Stuart his arm. With a +sense of foreboding she followed them slowly into the dining room, +smiling a little drearily as she remembered with what eagerness she +had anticipated this dinner. + +Farr's place at table was between Miss Stuart and Jean, and as they +took their seats, he spoke to the latter in a carefully lowered tone: + +"You can't imagine how delightful it is to be here again. I was +absolutely homesick for the manor while I was away." + +"Indeed? How unhappy you must have been." + +"I was," he replied gravely, observing for the first time the girl's +air of disdain, and wondering at the cause thereof, "and I shall have +a new cause for sorrow if you look at me as you are now doing." + +Jean's levity was somewhat forced as she replied: + +"I am very sorry you are not pleased. I do not find it easy to change +my expression." + +"No?" He bent a very direct and earnest gaze upon her. "Why, Miss +Jean," he said softly, "I thought we were friends when I went away; +and only to-night you seemed glad at my return." + +The last spark of resentment died out of Jean's heart. Her distrust of +him seemed suddenly both groundless and foolish. Ashamed and contrite, +she was about to speak, when Miss Stuart's suave voice broke in upon +them: + +"Mr. Farr, have you heard anything of the Saunders since you left +Washington?" + +Farr had no alternative but to reply to so direct a question, and +Jean, although annoyed at the unwelcome interruption, waited +patiently, confident that he would seize upon the first opportunity to +resume his conversation with her. As the moments passed, however, and +his undivided attention was still given to Miss Stuart, she was first +hurt, and then bitterly angry. A lump rose in her throat, and for one +miserable moment she thought she was going to cry; then her pride came +to her rescue, and under an almost reckless gayety of speech and +manner she hid her momentary weakness. It was unjust and unreasonable +to blame Farr, but Jean was in no frame of mind for logical argument. +He had turned away from her to speak to Miss Stuart, and although she +had given him ample time to take up the broken thread of their +discourse, he had failed to do so. As she talked on excitedly with +Dudley, her cheeks burning, her eyes dark and restless, she was +mentally comparing herself with Miss Stuart, whom she had already +almost unconsciously begun to regard as her rival. She had always +known that Helen's friend was beautiful, but to-night her newly +awakened jealousy caused her to lay great stress on the brilliancy and +fascination of their guest. She recalled, with curious distinctness, +the image of herself which the mirror had shown her while she awaited +Farr's coming, and her heart contracted as she thought how colorless +she must appear in contrast with Miss Stuart's rich and vivid beauty. + +When at length Farr was once more at liberty to address her, she had +worked herself up to such a pitch of miserable jealousy that she would +have none of him, and took an almost savage delight in thwarting his +every attempt at speech with her. He was too reserved to let her see +how deeply he was wounded by her flippancy and incivility, and, in his +apparent indifference, Jean found an added proof of his disloyalty and +of her own unpardonable folly. She had almost come to the end of her +courage, when Helen rose, giving the signal to the ladies to withdraw. + +Helen sat down before the open piano, and Nathalie picked up her +mandolin from the music stand and began to tune it. When she had +finished she spoke in a low tone to her sister: + +"Let's play Guy's old favorite, will you, dear?" + +Helen complied, but not before she had cast a half-guilty glance +across the room to where Miss Stuart was gracefully reclining in a +huge armchair, to satisfy herself that the mention of her lover's name +had escaped her friend's notice. The piano took up the accompanying +strains of a soft _andante_, the mandolin carrying the air with its +tremulous and strangely human wail. + +Jean leaned her face on her hand as she nestled down among the +cushions on the divan. Her good angel was whispering to her in the +sweet harmony of the music, and gentler thoughts of her lover were +prevailing against the cruel doubts of him which her jealousy had +taught her. After all, had not Miss Stuart been chiefly at fault, and +had he not honestly striven to make amends? + +"It is entirely the result of my morbid dislike of that girl," she +said to herself; and when the officers came out from the dining room, +she gave Farr a bright glance of welcome, and when he had joined her, +she talked to him until her persistent gentleness had completely +melted away the barrier of reserve which had crept between them. Once +or twice it was on the tip of her tongue to say, "Why did you never +tell me that you knew Miss Stuart?" but the words, held back by a +foolish sentiment of pride, never passed her lips. + +Meanwhile Farr, although touched by the sweet friendliness, was more +disheartened than he quite cared to own. He had allowed his hope to +grow too quickly, founded on that one honest glance from Jean's eyes, +a glance so full of love and trust that he had felt he could not be +deceived. Scarcely had he told himself that his happiness was assured +when Jean's coldness had denied the love which her eyes had bespoken. +No suspicion of the truth had crossed his mind, and as Jean had never +been given to moods, he was left to the discouraging conclusion that +he had been too hasty and that she was resenting it. She was willing +now to treat him with her old-time cordial frankness, for having once +clearly defined their relative positions, she was too courteous to +continue a course of treatment which she must have seen had greatly +pained him. Never until he had reached this unhappy decision had he +realized how strong and deep-rooted was his love for Jean. As his eyes +rested on her, a longing seized him to take her in his arms, and to +bring back to her face that look which had given him such promise of +joy. + +His unexpected meeting with Miss Stuart had brought back to his memory +the foolish impetuosity, the passionate unrest of his boyish love for +her, and he thanked God for the wholesome lesson he had learned, and +prayed earnestly for the love of this young girl, whose truth and +sincerity stirred all the dormant possibilities of his higher nature. +With these thoughts in his mind his eyes wandered across the room to +where Lillian Stuart sat talking with Dudley. He acknowledged the +force and charm of her rare exotic beauty, but it moved him not at +all. Her effective pose was studied and artificial. Her face, so +perfect in contour, was lacking in any suggestion of tender +womanliness, and her glorious eyes, now raised to Dudley's, although +full of the power of expression, revealed no depth of soul. + +It was refreshing to him to turn once more to Jean, to meet the dear +laughter-loving eyes, to watch the fleeting changes of expression on +her bonny face, to mark the unconscious grace of every movement of her +lithe, slender figure. Yet, the secret of Jean's strong hold on his +heart lay not in these superficial attractions, nor in her frank +simplicity of manner, nor yet in her girlish freshness, which was her +greatest claim to beauty, but in the knowledge he had gained of her +true nature; a nature so honest, so unfailing in loyalty, so +unselfish, so charitable, so responsive in its sympathies, that both +respect and reverence were blended with his love for her. And yet he +was not wholly blind to her faults. He knew that she was impatient and +hot-tempered, and that, in anger, she was often sarcastic and cutting; +but he also saw that she made a brave effort to hold herself in check, +and that, however she might be worsted, she never ceased to struggle +for the mastery. His meditations had carried him far adrift of the +conversation, but although Jean had observed his abstraction, she did +not resent it. She was living in a day-dream herself, a dream that was +all the happier for that miserable hour at the dinner-table. She rose +with a regretful sigh when Helen asked her to go up with a message to +Aunt Helen. She looked up at Farr as he held back the portière for her +to pass, and impulsively put out her hand to him. + +"We are friends again, are we not?" she asked scarcely above her +breath. + +Farr gripped the little hand so tightly it almost hurt her. + +"Only friends, Jean?" was all he said; but Jean was satisfied. + +Aunt Helen detained her for some few moments with questions about the +dinner, and when at last she was free Mary called to her to please +step into the nursery, for Larry was wakeful and naughty and would not +be quiet. Quite a half-hour had passed before she re-entered the +drawing-room. + +She paused on the threshold, attracted by Farr's voice. He was seated +just within the doorway. His back was turned toward her and he faced +Miss Stuart, who was leaning slightly forward in her chair. + +"You are mistaken," he was saying. "I remember everything about that +evening, to the color of the gown you wore." + +Before the conclusion of this sentence Miss Stuart had detected Jean, +half hidden by the heavy portière. + +"Those were pleasant days in Washington, Val," she said, accompanying +the words with a faint sigh. + +Jean, never dreaming that she had been seen, retreated precipitately +to a far corner of the hall, and when she once more entered the room +her face was pale, but she held her head well up, and with a low "I +beg your pardon," swept by the two, who still maintained their +positions. + +That night Miss Stuart's light burned until a late hour, and in +response to Helen's gentle inquiry as to the cause thereof she gave +through the closed door, but a curt "Good-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +AN INVITATION. + + +Wednesday brought the return of the _Sylph_ from her cruise. The men, +tanned and burned by exposure to wind and sun, were in great spirits, +and declared themselves ready for any sport that might be suggested. +The girls rallied forces, and in solemn conclave bade them extend +their vacation one more week, that Miss Stuart might be amused and +entertained. They drew a pathetic picture of her first week in +Hetherford, and maintained that it would be rank disloyalty to allow +her to go away with such an impression of the beloved place. + +In the confusion of tongues two voices were silent. Emily and Jean +each had her own reason for wishing Miss Stuart a thousand miles away, +and both looked a little contemptuous at the excitement that was being +made over her. However, their lack of interest did not dampen the +enthusiasm of the others, and the day was carried. The men did not +need a great deal of urging, for they had already met Miss Stuart, and +were eloquent in their praises of her. Dick Andrews succumbed at once +to the tender passion, much to everybody's amusement, for jolly Dick +in the rôle of lovesick swain was a most diverting spectacle. + +Andrews did not have it all his own way, however, for Miss Stuart, +with an exception in Farr's favor, treated them quite impartially. It +was conceded that Farr, as an old friend, had a prior right, and no +one marveled that Miss Stuart's manner toward him was particularly +gracious and amiable. They were much in each other's society, and so +diplomatic was Miss Stuart, that no one discerned that their frequent +_tête-à-têtes_ were invariably of her planning. + +It must be said, however, that Farr made no resistance and appeared +eminently at ease with her. He was sorely wounded, and as angry with +Jean as it was possible for him to be; and in this dejected and +unenviable frame of mind, he took small heed of what he did with his +time. Monday night when, at Helen's request, Jean had left the +drawing-room, she had distinctly bade him hope. One hour later, she +had again veered round and had treated him with a contemptuous +indifference which he felt he had in no way deserved. Even then he had +tried to believe that his imagination was at fault, but when she had +purposely overlooked the hand which he had extended to her in parting, +he could no longer deceive himself. Unfortunately, Miss Stuart had +seen the slight which Jean had put upon him, and the faint smile of +amusement in her eyes when she had said, "good-night" to him but +deepened the sting. In a tempest of rage he flung himself out of the +house and strode furiously down the avenue, leaving poor Dudley far +behind, to wonder what on earth was the matter. + +It was not easy for Farr with his nature to forgive a repulse, and on +Tuesday he kept to the _Vortex_, nursing his wrongs, and vowing he +would take no step to make matters right between them until Jean +should show some sign of penitence. By Wednesday this determination +was less firm, and during the hours of his work and leisure his heart +was pleading for Jean. When evening came he gave up the struggle, and +at nine o'clock presented himself at the manor. + +The light that streamed out through the open door and windows revealed +quite a number of people on the veranda, and he remembered that he had +observed the _Sylph_ riding at anchor in the harbor. They gave him a +hearty welcome, and while Nathalie was rallying him for his unkind +desertion of them, he vainly tried to discover Jean's whereabouts. His +inability to do so was soon explained. + +"Where did Jean go?" Nathalie asked. + +Eleanor answered from the corner of the veranda: + +"She went in the house a little while ago." + +"Send Susie up for her, Nathalie," Helen requested. + +Farr took a seat on the railing at a point which commanded a view of +the hall; and found himself face to face with Miss Stuart, who was +tilting slowly back and forth in a deep rocker. They had interchanged +one or two commonplace remarks when a maid tripped across the hall and +stood in the doorway. + +"Miss Jean begs to be excused," she announced briefly, and disappeared +into the darkened dining room beyond. + +Farr drew a quick breath, and a frown contracted his brows. He could +scarcely believe that he had heard aright. With a characteristic +gesture, he pulled his cap down over his eyes and set his teeth. Miss +Stuart remembered the trick of old. She watched him furtively, with a +curious light in her eyes. Suddenly he recalled her existence, but +when he looked at her she had already averted her gaze and was +apparently quite unconscious that anything of importance had taken +place. + +She gave him a few moments in which to recover himself, and then +addressed to him some passing observation on a subject quite alien to +Hetherford or the Hetherford girls. Farr, animated by a strong desire +to hide his pain and disappointment from every eye, braced himself and +replied in a vein of lightness which satisfied her that she had been +wise in the course which she had adopted. They drifted quite naturally +into conventional small-talk, and every moment he gained more +assurance and ease. He was positively grateful for Miss Stuart's +presence, for it afforded him a refuge from intercourse with those +simple-hearted Hetherford girls, which he felt would, just now, be +very disastrous to his self-control. No thought of danger assailed +him. He believed Miss Stuart's sentiment for him to be quite dead; and +as for himself he had so completely outlived every trace of his boyish +passion as to have even lost all feeling of resentment against her. He +congratulated himself with true masculine density that he had probed +the depths of Miss Stuart's nature, and could never be outwitted by +her again. Some day, if things went well with him, he meant to tell +Jean all about that affair; in fact, he would have done so Monday +evening, had he not felt that it would scarcely be in good taste to +discuss the subject with Miss Stuart almost within ear-shot. In the +meantime it did not distress him in the least to defer the telling of +the story; for Jean, of course, knew nothing whatever of the matter, +and it was extremely improbable that Miss Stuart would ever take the +pains to enlighten her. In justice to Farr it should be said that he +had completely forgotten the incident of the shrubbery which had meant +so much to Jean, and he was not aware of the words that she had +overheard, and of the construction that she had not unnaturally put +upon them. + +And all this while poor little Jean lay on the sofa, in her darkened +room, sobbing as if her heart would break. She had waited so patiently +on Tuesday, hoping against hope that he would come and explain +everything to her. For, of course, there was something to explain, +else why had he so distinctly avoided all mention of Miss Stuart, even +when she had asked him if he knew her? + +"He has a right to his past," she said to herself, with quivering +lips; "but, oh! if they were such old friends, if she calls him Val, +if he remembers one evening with her even to the color of her gown, he +might--oh! he might have remembered to speak of her to me." + +The more she thought it over the greater seemed the proofs of his +deception. If he and Miss Stuart had been old friends and nothing +more, it would have been his natural impulse to speak of his surprise +and pleasure at meeting her at the manor. He had failed to do so, and, +with despair in her heart, Jean told herself that he must have had +some strong reason for his silence. + +Tuesday wore away, and still no word had come from him. She determined +not to let Miss Stuart see how unhappy she was, so kept about with the +others, and entered into all their plans with forced gayety. When +half-past nine struck on Wednesday evening, she gave up all hope of +seeing him, for they were very informal in Hetherford, and kept early +hours. She went up to her room, and as she slipped on her wrapper, she +fell to crying, and when Susie knocked and announced Farr, she was too +disfigured by her tears to think of going down. The disappointment was +very keen. + +"Please excuse me, Susie," she called through the closed door. "I am +sorry, but I am lying down." + +As she heard the maid's retreating step she would fain have recalled +her, and sent some other message, but it was too late. + +The next day, on the decks of the _Sylph_, Farr and Jean met for the +first time since Monday. Jean came aboard fully resolved to tender an +apology for having excused herself on the previous evening. She had +never lacked self-confidence before, but to-day she could scarcely +pluck up courage to speak to him. Timidly she made her first friendly +overtures, only to be met with an unmistakable rebuff. Farr answered +the questions she put to him, but with a studied indifference which +made her cheeks tingle; to make matters worse he presently sauntered +off from the group of which Jean made one, and joined Miss Stuart, +who was seated a short distance away. Jean's face grew hard as she +stifled the sob which rose in her throat, and she registered a vow +that never again would she give him an opportunity to treat her so +slightingly. It was unmanly and unmannerly, and she had done with him +forever. She did not flinch from the path she laid out for herself, +and so successfully did she play the part that Dick and Mollie, +walking home in the cool of the evening, declared that it was like the +good old days to have Jean so jolly and full of fun. + +Miss Stuart meanwhile was content to keep Farr at her side, despite +the fact that he was a most morose and taciturn companion. She knew +wherein lay her advantage, and although the knowledge was not +flattering to her self-pride, it did not prevent her from making the +best of her opportunities. It was galling to her that Jean had the +power to make him so miserable, but the trouble between them served +her purpose very well for the present. As she talked to him +pleasantly, she did not seem to notice that his replies were +monosyllabic, and that he watched Jean's every movement with gloomy +eyes. She was a clever woman, with a rare gift of conversation, and +ere long her tactful efforts were rewarded, and Farr, roused from his +abstraction, shook himself out of his ill-humor. In the course of the +day he made one or two attempts at a reconciliation with Jean, but as +both she and Miss Stuart had concentrated their energies to prevent +his accomplishing his purpose, he failed signally. + +As day followed day, the breach between Jean and her lover was not +healed, and no hand was stretched forth to stay its ever-widening +limits. + + * * * * * + +"Lillian!" + +Miss Stuart laid down her book, and looked expectantly up at Helen. + +"I have a suggestion to make for this afternoon. How would you like to +drive over to Crescent Beach to call on Mrs. Maynard?" + +"I agree to the drive," replied Miss Stuart, stifling a yawn, "but why +must we call on that stupid woman? She always bores me to death." + +There was a ring of annoyance in Helen's voice as she answered: + +"Oh, it is not at all necessary for you to go with me. One of my +sisters would be delighted to do so." + +"So much the better, my dear," said Miss Stuart indifferently, as she +picked up her book and resumed her reading. + +"Why are you so down on little Mrs. Maynard?" queried Wendell +Churchill, emerging from a recess of the window where he and Nathalie +had been whiling away the morning hours with mandolin and banjo. + +"I am not down on her in the least, but I think she is uninteresting +to a degree." + +She paused until the portières had closed on Helen's retreating +figure, and then met Churchill's eyes with a meaning smile. + +"It is not surprising, is it, that her husband should find Mrs. +Desborough a pleasing contrast?" + +In her far-away corner hot-tempered Nathalie caught the words and +flared up in defense of her friend: + +"Oh, I think it is a shame to speak so. Mrs. Maynard is unhappy, but +no woman ever bore unhappiness with greater dignity. It seems to me +incredible that everybody's sympathies are not enlisted on her side." + +"I am very unfortunate," returned Miss Stuart with thinly veiled +sarcasm. "This is the second time I have erred in this way. I must be +more careful in future not to give expression to my opinions." + +Churchill saw that some unpleasantness was imminent, and, manlike, +rushed in only to make matters worse. + +"Don't you think Miss Nathalie looks very much like Mrs. Desborough? I +have so often noticed the resemblance." + +With blazing eyes, Nathalie started up from the low window-seat. + +"From all I know of her, I cannot feel flattered by the compliment," +and, with this parting shot, she thrust open the French windows and +flew out on the veranda. + +"Dear, dear," murmured Miss Stuart in mock dismay, "what a tempest in +a teapot. Those girls are terribly spoiled, and it is all Helen's +fault. She is unpardonably weak with them." + +Churchill was very much embarrassed by the position in which he found +himself. He extricated himself by muttering something barely +intelligible, to the effect that the Lawrences were so much attached +to each other, and then retreated hastily to find Nathalie and +reinstate himself in her good graces. + +When afternoon came Miss Stuart relented and she and Helen, with +little Gladys between them, started off in the buckboard for Crescent +Beach. It was a beautiful drive. For a short distance the road wound +through fragrant meadows and wooded lanes until it came out upon the +beach, where for several miles it led straight away over the hardened +sands. They bowled swiftly along, the fresh salt wind blowing in their +faces, the soothing sound of the ebb and flow of the restless waters +breaking softly on their ears. + +Miss Stuart, exhilarated by the clear air, the brilliant sunshine and +the congenial companionship of this friend whom she really loved, had +never appeared to a greater advantage. It was the Lillian Stuart who +might have been whose cleverness and glancing wit held Helen's mind +enthralled, as they talked of all the subjects dear to women's hearts. +All too soon they reached their destination. As they drew up under the +_porte-cochère_ of the hotel, Helen found herself wishing with all her +heart that Lillian might continue in so charming a mood. + +Presently Mrs. Maynard joined them in the vast hotel parlor, and as +Miss Stuart went forward to greet her with great cordiality, Helen had +no fault to find with her manner. They chatted together for some few +moments when Miss Stuart recognized some friends of hers in a party of +people who had wandered in from the piazza. She excused herself, and +as she joined them Mrs. Maynard turned to Helen. + +"Don't you want to come up to my room for a few moments, Helen? I am +sure that Dorothy would be very glad to see Gladys." + +The child jumped instantly down from her chair, her chubby face +beaming with eager anticipation. + +"Gladys has accepted for me," said Helen with an amused smile, and the +two made their way upstairs. + +"What a lovely view you have!" exclaimed Helen as she dropped into a +chair near the open window. + +"It is pretty," Mrs. Maynard assented, pushing open a door which led +into the next room. + +A beautiful little child sat in the middle of the floor, hugging a big +woolly lamb close to her heart. + +"Dorothy, will you please come here, and speak to little Gladys +Lawrence, who has come to see you?" + +At her mother's bidding, Dorothy struggled to her feet, and clutching +the lamb tightly in both hands, ran toward the open door. Then she +caught sight of Helen, and the big violet eyes were swiftly veiled, +and the little head with its tangled mass of golden curls was hidden +in the folds of her mother's skirt. Mrs. Maynard smiled in gentle +reproof as she lifted the child's face. + +"What a baby, darling! Please be a good little girl and say +'how-do-you-do' to Gladys." + +Dorothy still hung back, clinging fast to her mother's hand; but +Gladys, who was the most friendly little creature in the world, soon +succeeded in overcoming her shyness. Presently they were chattering +together as happily as possible, and Dorothy went so far as to produce +her box of paper dolls and to dress them for Gladys' benefit. + +Mrs. Maynard's face lighted up with sympathetic interest as Helen +gave her a graphic account of the week's gayeties. She had known Miss +Stuart for several years, and could well understand Helen's desire to +make her visit enjoyable. Miss Stuart, bored, might be a very +difficult companion. + +"I am so glad for you, Helen, dear, that you have had such pleasant +times. I wish you would let me feel that I had contributed in a small +way toward helping you to entertain Miss Stuart, and, if you would +enjoy it, I would love to have you all come over here for the dance on +Saturday evening. I believe they are to have very good music, and we +will arrange to have a pleasant little supper together. My husband +will be here, and I expect Mr. and Mrs. Endicott, whom you may +remember." + +"Yes, indeed, I do, and I know that I can accept for all of us. It +will be moonlight, so the drive over will be delightful." + +On the way home little else was talked of between the girls but the +prospective dance. Miss Stuart expressed herself as very much pleased +with the idea, and the plan having received the sanction of her +approval, Helen forthwith determined that every arrangement should be +as perfect as her careful forethought could make it. + +When they reached the manor, the girls were having tea on the upper +porch. They joined them at once, and the question of the dance was +laid before them. + +"Glorious!" exclaimed Nathalie, ecstatically, and her verdict was +loudly echoed by the others. + +Helen drew a chair up close to the tea-table over which Jean was +presiding, and pulling off her gloves smoothed them out on her knee +with the palm of her hand. + +"I want to consult you in regard to the drive, Jeanie," she said in a +lowered tone. + +Jean nodded, and leaned across her, to hand a cup of tea to Miss +Stuart. + +"Nathalie," said Helen, "please give Lillian some of that hot toast." + +"Toast and jam!" exclaimed Nan in accents of scorn, as she helped +herself generously to both. "What sordid considerations, when there is +a _bona fide_ ball in view." + +"Leave a slice for me, Nancy," laughed Eleanor. "I must fortify myself +if you are going to wax eloquent." + +"Stop your nonsense, girls," and Nathalie waved an imperious hand at +them. "The question is, how shall we drive over?" + +Jean turned to Helen. + +"If it is a fine night we might go in the wagonette." + +"Why, Jean, it would not begin to hold us all," interposed Emily. +"There are fourteen of us, counting the men from the _Vortex_." + +"I did not include them," Jean replied quietly. + +Miss Stuart stared curiously at her over the edge of her teacup. + +"It seems to me that a dance without men is rather a tame affair, and +I don't imagine the hotel will yield a very plentiful supply." + +Jean lifted her chin defiantly. + +"I was not speaking of the dance but of the drive over." + +"Well, that is perfectly absurd," Emily broke in. "The idea of our +going over in one conveyance, and those poor men in another. What are +you thinking of, Jean?" + +Miss Stuart laughed softly, while Jean vouchsafed never a word. + +A glance of intelligence was flashed from Nan to Eleanor, and Nan +spoke up in good-natured raillery. + +"Em, dear, have you ever heard that 'enough is as good as a feast.' +Jean probably remembered that it it is fully twelve miles there and +back and felt some qualms for fear her conversational ability would +desert her." + +The laugh was general, for it was a joke of long standing that Jean +could talk to anyone, at any time, and under any circumstances, +however trying. + +Helen looked from one to the other with puzzled eyes. She had an +uncomfortable consciousness that there was something in the air which +she did not understand. She put an end to the discussion with quiet +decision. + +"There will be quite time enough to talk this over later. We must wait +and see how the weather turns out. Now, suppose we go downstairs and +have some music before we break up." + +Later that evening she opened the subject again to Miss Stuart. + +"I will tell you what I have decided, Lillian. We will hire the +Hetherford stage and all go over in that." + +And Miss Stuart answered, with a tinge of triumph in her voice: + +"That is certainly a most sensible plan, my dear." + +So it was settled. Jean accepted the decision without a protest. Deep +in her heart she still cherished a strong hope that the +misunderstandings between Farr and herself might one day be cleared +away. She had acted contrary to her own wishes in excluding him from +the drive to Crescent Beach, and she admitted to herself, +shamefacedly, that she was glad the matter had been taken out of her +hands. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A DANCE AT CRESCENT BEACH. + + +A very merry party of people assembled at the manor on Saturday +evening. Nathalie flitted about among them with dancing feet and +shining eyes, and one and all caught the spirit of her contagious +enthusiasm. + +"Oh, what a lark it is," she cried. "It is full moon to-night, and +everything has gone right from beginning to end." + +"The end is not yet, Miss Nathalie," Farr said to her with a faint +smile. + +She shrugged her shoulders and laughed light-heartedly. + +"Don't be cynical. It is a bad habit." + +"The moon is rising," interposed Jean, turning about from the open +doorway. "It is too lovely to stay indoors." + +A hush fell upon them as they followed her out upon the veranda. +Sentences left unfinished, gay laughter checked on the lips, paid +tribute to the impressive beauty of the scene. Far away in the east +the moon, with slow and stately grace, lifted its splendor above the +dark line of the horizon. Against its flaming glory were sharply +defined the somber trunks of sturdy oaks and spreading elms. Seen +between their leafy branches lay the Sound, obscured a moment since +by an impenetrable veil of darkness, but reflecting now on its +rippling surface the golden light of the rising orb. The night air +pulsed with the cheery chirp of the cricket, the monotonous chant of +the katy-did. Softly the south wind blew rustling among the trees and +shrubs. + +Nathalie was the first to speak. Her quick ear had caught the sound of +wheels. + +"Here comes the stage at last. Do let us get off right away." + +"Is everyone here?" queried Mrs. Andrews, looking around on the bevy +of pretty girls with a smile of complacent satisfaction. + +"Everyone but Lillian," Helen answered. "We may as well begin to take +our places. She will be down in a few moments." + +Already the stage had backed up before the door, and Jean was among +the first to run lightly down the broad flight of steps. Farr stood at +the foot, and as he held out his hand to assist her, she saw that he +was regarding her sadly. There was no time for words, the others were +flocking down the steps behind them. She turned her eyes to meet his +with a plaintive, almost appealing smile. She thought they must have +spoken for her, for ere he released her hand he gave it a quick +pressure. + +It was some few moments before Miss Stuart made her appearance. She +descended the steps slowly, with no suggestion of haste. Farr held +open the door for her to enter. + +"Come up here by me, Lillian," Helen called to her from the other end +of the stage, but she did not seem to hear the request, and slipped +into a seat near the door. + +Farr sprang lightly in, but as he would have passed her she laid a +detaining hand on his arm. + +"There is plenty of room here," she said, indicating the place beside +her, and he had no alternative but to take it. + +The other men crowded past them, and as the stage lurched forward, +Cliff Archer dropped into a seat between Jean and Eleanor. + +"A great deal of strength is wasted in undue haste," he observed +lazily. "I find that laggards invariably prosper." + +"What heresy, Cliff," laughed Eleanor softly, with an expressive +glance in Miss Stuart's direction. + +Cliff appealed to Jean. + +"Can you imagine anything more barefaced than that attempt to extort a +compliment. From a sheer sense of duty I feel compelled to disappoint +her." + +He stopped abruptly, struck by the expression of Jean's face. She had +evidently not heard his words, for she was staring straight before her +with strained, unseeing eyes. Her mouth was compressed with a look of +suffering in the lines. Cliff was very fond of Jean. He knew her +better than the other girls, for she and Eleanor were such fast +friends. He did not stop to ponder on the cause of her unhappiness, +but hastily resolved to shield her if possible. Eleanor leaned forward +to speak to her across him, but he brought his slender figure between +them. + +"You can talk to Jean all day, and every day. It is my turn to-night, +my dear, and I intend to monopolize you to my heart's content." + +When Cliff spoke in that tone Eleanor knew there was no appeal to be +made, so she yielded the point at once with very good grace. + +As the stage jolted lumberingly on its way, Jean saw nothing of the +beauty of the night, heard nothing of the merry laughter, the gay +snatches of song which reverberated around her. It was, perhaps, a +trifling circumstance that Farr had seated himself quite at the other +end of the stage, and at Miss Stuart's side, but to Jean, in her +unhappy state of mind, it meant a great deal. To her the interchange +of glances a few moments since had been tantamount to a truce between +them. She had been so sure that Farr would make an effort to secure a +place beside her that she had purposely crowded up in the corner, +leaving a space for him between Eleanor and herself. Her humiliation +was poignant, complete. The wound to vanity was beneficial in its +effect, rousing all her self-respect, and determining her to hide the +truth from Farr at all hazards. + +"I must be brave," she said to herself resolutely. "I must let him see +that I am happy and light-hearted," and she closed her lips firmly to +still their quivering. She was quite mistress of herself by the time +the hotel was reached. + +The Maynards, with their friends the Endicotts, awaited them on the +brilliantly lighted veranda, and as they descended from the stage with +merry jest and laughter, Maynard left his wife's side and ran down the +steps to welcome them. He was a good-looking man, with a particularly +charming and cordial manner. He had never given much thought to the +Hetherford girls; in his mind he stigmatized them as provincial and +uninteresting; but to-night, as Jean, standing in the full glare of +the hotel office, unwound the scarf from around her neck, and flung +back her wrap, an exclamation of surprise rose to his lips. + +Jean was, indeed, looking very lovely. There were faint shadows under +the deep blue eyes, the sweet mouth drooped slightly, lending new +beauty and depth of expression to her face. Maynard hastened to offer +her his arm, and they moved slowly down the long hall to the entrance +of the ball-room. The music had just begun when Farr's voice fell on +Jean's ears. At his first words she turned a startled face toward him: + +"Miss Lawrence, I believe this is our dance. Sorry to deprive you, +Maynard," and before Jean could recover from her astonishment, Maynard +had bowed himself away and Farr was smiling gravely down at her. + +"Please don't be angry, Miss Jean. 'Nothing venture nothing have,' you +know, and I have had so little lately." + +Jean looked up at him helplessly at a loss for an answer. + +"I want the waltz very much," he added in a tone of pleading. + +She laughed a bit unsteadily. + +"Why, of course, I will dance with you, although I must confess your +mode of asking me is very strange." + +"'All is fair in----' Which is it, Jean?" he asked softly as they fell +into the measure of the waltz. + +She dropped her eyes, glad that at present no reply was required of +her. When the last strain had died away, Farr drew her hand through +his arm, and they threaded their way among the crowd out into the cool +hall-way. + +"Is this your wrap?" he queried, selecting one from the number that +were thrown across a chair. "Now let us go outside for a little +stroll." + +They made their way out on to the little veranda, which on this side +of the hotel was built on a ledge of rocks, and overhung the waters of +Crescent Bay. Avoiding the rank and file of dancers, who were now +promenading slowly up and down, they crossed to the railing and stood +there gazing silently before them. In the harbor below myriads of +boats lay at anchor, all gayly decorated in honor of the occasion. +Further out the moon's bright radiance fell softly on the tremulous +waves, and across its golden sheen a white-winged yacht sped silently +on its way. + +By and by, Jean roused herself with a slight effort: + +"What Philistinism it is to illuminate the veranda with those ugly +lanterns. Their flaring light quite spoils the effect of the +moonlight." + +Her poor little commonplace attempt to open the conversation met with +disastrous failure. Farr muttered inattentively "Yes, indeed," and +relapsed into silence again. + +In the long pause that ensued the monotonous splash of the waves +against the rocks below sounded deliciously cool and refreshing. A +rowboat shot out from the pier, skimming the darkened waters under +the lea of the shore. + +Farr drew nearer to Jean and spoke with deep earnestness: + +"We cannot take up the thread of the past, Miss Jean, with this +constraint between us, but I am not willing to let it go without an +attempt at an explanation. Will you not tell me what I have done to +have forfeited your friendship?" + +Jean's head was bent, her few words of dissent almost inaudible. Farr +interrupted her in a voice that was both pained and stern. + +"Please don't deny it. I cannot have forfeited the right to your +honesty. Did I presume too much on your great kindness to me, Jean?" + +"No, oh no!" she cried hastily, with a little break in her voice. +"Indeed you must not think that." + +A man's step approached them, and stopped at Jean's side. + +"Miss Lawrence," Maynard's voice said, "the next waltz is ours. Shall +I find you here?" + +"Why, certainly," she replied with a forced laugh. "I shall not +vanish." + +"I wanted to assure myself of the pleasure. One is easily lost among +all these people," he answered lightly, as he turned away. + +Farr's face darkened. + +"What right has Maynard to monopolize you?" he demanded savagely. "He +is a married man, and not a man----" + +It was an unwise speech, and he broke off abruptly convicted of his +folly by the expression in Jean's unflinching eyes. + +"You forget that Mr. Maynard is our host, Mr. Farr," she said coldly. + +After a moment she added more gently: + +"I did not want you to say anything that you would regret. I should be +sorry to hear you speak ill of a friend. It is not like you." + +The simple words touched Farr, and made him feel ashamed of himself. + +"I beg your pardon," he said contritely. "I was a brute to speak so. +The truth is, I am not myself, and have not been during the whole of +this miserable week. I seem never to have the chance to speak with +you, and I have tortured myself with the thought that it has been your +deliberate purpose to avoid me." + +The opening bars of the waltz, and Maynard's approach, cut short his +words. Slowly the trio forced their way through the moving crowd until +they had gained the entrance to the ball-room. Farr stood listlessly +in the doorway as Maynard whirled Jean away from him across the +polished floor. Some minutes later, someone touched his elbow and he +turned with a start to meet Miss Stuart's eyes: + +"Val, let us dance together 'for auld lang syne.'" + +"With pleasure," he assented abstractedly, for as she spoke he had +caught a glimpse of Jean disappearing through one of the long windows +which gave on the veranda. Miss Stuart's glance followed his, and her +eyes flashed. The carelessness of his reply hurt her cruelly. + +"I will make Jean suffer for this," she vowed, as with throbbing +heart she took her place among the dancers. + +Later, as they passed through the doorway, they encountered Jean and +Maynard re-entering the room. Miss Stuart first caught sight of them. +She raised her glorious eyes to her companion's face, and spoke in a +voice carefully pitched to reach Jean's ears: + +"Yes, indeed, Val, it is pleasant to dance together again. It brings +back those bygone happy days so forcibly." + +They were abreast of the other couple now, and Farr halted. Miss +Stuart's speech had quite escaped him, absorbed as he was in watching +Jean, so he was entirely unprepared for her reception of him. As he +spoke her name she flashed a light impenetrable smile at him, and then +deliberately turned away, and he heard her say gayly to the man at her +side: + +"Mr. Maynard, that waltz is divine. Don't let us miss another bar of +it." + +And Maynard answered softly: + +"Your wish is my law, Miss Jean." + +Then the crowd surged between them, and with a somewhat unreasonable +bitterness in his heart Farr blindly followed Miss Stuart to a +secluded corner of the veranda. Jean's treatment of him was +inexplicable. It seemed so much easier for things to go wrong than +right that he felt it was well-nigh useless to struggle against the +inevitable. Disappointed and dispirited he paid but small heed to his +beautiful companion, who was exerting her rare tact and diplomacy to +please and divert him. + +In the ensuing hour, Jean, all unsuspecting of the truth, was amply +avenged. Never before had it come home to Lillian Stuart, with such +convincing force, that against Farr's love for this young girl she was +utterly powerless. In vain love taught her a new unselfishness, a +womanly gentleness quite strange to her; in vain did she crush down +the rising storm of jealousy within her breast. Farr saw none of these +things, cared for her not at all. He sought her society because she +made so few demands upon him and accepted his varying moods +unquestioningly. If he thought on the subject at all he explained her +kindness to him by the fact that he was possibly more in touch with +her world than anyone else in Hetherford. The subtle charm of her +personality which she had ever found so potent was quite lost on this +man whose love she had once possessed, and had valued so lightly. Hope +was dead in her heart, but one weapon of revenge--Jean's evident +jealousy--lay within her grasp, and this she wielded with unerring +skill. + +The music ceased, and soon the veranda was invaded by a host of +flushed and heated dancers, and among their number Jean, with Maynard +still at her side. There was a new elasticity in her step, a new light +in her eyes, and she was flirting quite openly and markedly with her +companion. As the stream bore them past Farr and Miss Stuart she did +not apparently observe them, withdrawn as they were into the corner, +and falling out of the line of people, selected seats at a short +distance from them. + +Maynard, to whom a pretty woman was always irresistible, was carried +away by the girl's _insouciance_, and fascination. He was the more +delighted because so completely taken by surprise. He had pictured +Jean always as a little puritan who would look upon a flirtation as +the height of immorality, but to-night the little puritan had suddenly +blossomed out in a totally unexpected and charming character. He was +not a little flattered by her evident willingness to linger on in this +quiet spot with him when the crowd had once more sought the ball-room, +and into his manner he infused an added warmth of interest. + +Poor Jean, however, was invulnerable. She had never liked Mr. Maynard, +although she had been forced to admit that he was charming, and +agreeable as an acquaintance. The Hetherford girls were one and all +too sincerely fond of Mrs. Maynard to have much patience with the man +who could flagrantly neglect so sweet and lovely a wife. It had been +an unwritten code of honor among them to treat him with polite +indifference, and to promptly snub any attempt on his part to break +down the barrier of reserve behind which they had entrenched +themselves. Under ordinary circumstances Jean would have despised +herself for the course she was now pursuing, but to-night the poor +child was too utterly miserably to care what she did, or what became +of her. She laughed and flirted recklessly with this man, of whom she +strongly disapproved, to quell the ache at her heart, and when the +remedy failed she but laughed and flirted the more. It was selfish, +unworthy; but Jean was unversed in suffering, and seized upon the +means within reach to enable her to cover up her pain and jealousy. +Something of the same impulse that influenced Farr with Miss Stuart +prompted her to keep this man at her side. Those old friends knew her +too well, had seen too much of her with Farr, not to have their +suspicions aroused by her feverish and exaggerated gayety. + +At last the evening was over, and they stood in the hotel office, +awaiting the arrival of the stage. Jean was somewhat apart from the +others, with Maynard bending over her and talking to her in lowered +tones. + +Her little foot tapped the floor nervously, her cheeks burned hotly, +and one unsteady little hand waved a big fan to and fro. Her courage +was rapidly forsaking her, and she rallied all her strength in one +last effort to appear naturally gay and at ease. She felt she must not +break down now with Farr only a few paces away, for, although she +never raised her eyes, yet she knew he was watching her. + +As pretty little Mrs. Maynard moved about among her guests, speaking +to them in her softly modulated voice, she bent a glance of anxious +intentness upon Jean. She was far too inured to her husband's +indifference to be deeply hurt by this new flirtation carried on +before her very eyes, but this new phase in Jean's character puzzled +her. But her own sad experience had quickened her intuition of others' +unhappiness, and so it was that in her gentle heart there was more of +commiseration than anger. + +Her thoughts were interrupted by Dick's announcement that the stage +was at the door. When Jean came to bid her good-night she looked into +the strained, pathetic eyes with compassionate tenderness, and a +sudden impulse made her lean forward and kiss the girl lovingly. + +Once more the old stage rumbled over the road between Hetherford and +Crescent Beach. The wind had veered a point to the east, and blew damp +and chill, driving before it a mist of clouds across the sky, +obscuring the moon's bright light. The sudden change in the atmosphere +was felt by everybody, and the conversation was spasmodic, broken by +long intervals of silence. Jean, very white and still now that the +tension was relaxed, shrank back into her corner clinging fast to +Eleanor's hand. In a further corner Farr sat at Helen's side, silent +during the whole of the long drive. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +HELEN IS PUZZLED. + + +Miss Stuart's visit was drawing to a close, and Nan was giving a +luncheon in her honor. The little parlor of the parsonage was redolent +with the fragrance of roses and mignonette, which were massed in every +vase and bowl, and the arrangement of the simple, old-fashioned +furniture bore evidence of Nan's artistic taste. A few good etchings +and a half-dozen rare old prints adorned the walls, and scattered +about on the low mantel were several valuable bits of _vertu_. + +Nan stood in the center of the room, and received her guests with +outstretched hand and beaming face. + +"Now, I call this delightful," she said cheerily, as she shook hands +with Miss Stuart. "Even father has gone away for the day, so we are a +typical Hetherford party--all girls and no men. Em said you would be +bored to death," she rattled on in a confidential undertone, "but for +once in a way I thought you might find it amusing to have plenty of +your own sex. It is no novelty to us, as Em will tell you with a face +as long as the moral code." + +"I think it is charming," Miss Stuart affirmed, with a greater regard +for amiability than for truth. + +Nan smiled mischievously. + +"Confess it is dull." + +"Indeed it is not, Miss Nan. The imp of dullness would never dare to +show his surly face in your presence." + +"Ah, you do not know," and Nan shook her head in laughing protest. +"Drop in here any Sunday between church-time and dinner, and you will +find us boon companions." + +The door into the dining-room was opened, and a grim-visaged woman in +a starched calico gown of uncompromising stiffness appeared on the +threshold. For a moment she eyed Nan threateningly, and then +announced: + +"Your lunch is on the table," and added, as she faced about and +marched back into the dining room, "and it's getting cold." + +Nan, in no wise disconcerted, turned a wry face toward her guests: + +"Biddy and I had one of our most deadly affrays just before you +arrived, so don't be surprised at anything she may give us for +luncheon. I tried, for your sakes, to keep my temper until later in +the day, but it wouldn't be kept." + +"It never will," sighed Emily ruefully, in the midst of the general +laugh. + +Nan ushered them into the dining room: + +"Miss Stuart, will you sit here on my right? Girls, take any places +you want." + +"You needn't have worried about luncheon, Nan. These biscuits are +simply delicious," observed Helen, consolingly, as Bridget vanished +into the kitchen. "Biddy is far too proud of her skill to disgrace +you." + +"Oh, she would not mind me," laughed Nan airily. "Nothing would +restrain her but her sense of importance, and her undying jealousy of +your cook." + +"What a glorious time we had at the dance," Emily remarked +irrelevantly. "It was about the most successful thing we have done +this summer. It has made such a difference having the _Vortex_ here, +hasn't it, Jean?" + +Jean, thus addressed, changed color rapidly, and then was furious with +herself, for she caught Miss Stuart's eyes fixed on her with insolent +directness. + +"Oh, bother the _Vortex_," cried Mollie petulantly. "Don't let us talk +about men. There are dozens of subjects more interesting." + +"We will make it 'man,' and talk of Dick. Eh, Mollie?" and Nathalie +laughed provokingly. + +"We couldn't do better," responded Mollie imperturbably. "Dick is +lovely, is he not, Miss Stuart?" + +Miss Stuart flung back her head with a merry laugh; no whit +embarrassed by the naïve question. Dick had been her shadow for the +past week, and was sighing and pining like the most approved of +lovers, yet she answered with a nonchalance which Nathalie would have +given worlds to acquire. + +"He is truly charming, Miss Mollie. I quite share your enthusiasm." + +Then she dropped out of the conversation, listening with languid +interest to the topics which the others fell to discussing with much +animation. Their views of life differed materially from her own; their +complete unworldliness called a half-contemptuous smile to her lips, +and yet there was awakened within her a shadowy feeling of regret. She +had lived a purely pleasure-loving life, without a thought beyond her +own advancement along the line of her ambitions. To a certain extent +she had been eminently successful. Her marvelous beauty, supplemented +by a decided mental ability, had strewn her path with the admiration +and adulation which she craved, and faults and failings, which in a +less beautiful woman would have received harsh censure, were in her +case overlooked and condoned. To-day, for the first time, the thought +assailed her that perhaps she was the victim of an erroneous idea; +that perhaps these young girls, living their lives so simply, actuated +by a desire to act uprightly and to be honest and affectionate in +every relationship in life, had found a happiness which had eluded her +grasp. + +Nathalie, who vainly strove at times to be cynical, made some careless +remark, and Miss Stuart listened wonderingly to a gentle remonstrance +which Eleanor administered in accents of earnestness. + +"Ah! Nat, dear, don't say that, even in fun. Everything makes a +difference." + +"Indeed, yes," added Helen. + + "No stream from its source flows seaward, + How lonely soever its course, + But what some land is gladdened. + No star ever rose or set + Without influence somewhere." + +She quoted the lines charmingly, despite the little shyness which was +so characteristic of her. + +"I suppose that is true," said Mollie thoughtfully; "and in the large +things in life we know that we can only be in harmony with God's plan +by acting absolutely in accordance with our consciences. But it is +hard to realize the importance of our decision in regard to the small +daily occurrences. They seem almost too insignificant to exert any +influence, either for good or evil." + +"Influence does not lie only in deeds, Mollie," Eleanor replied, +"either small or great. It seems to me that it is what we are, not +what we do, that is the essential thing. If one's heart is pure and +true, purity and truth will be manifested in one's actions, however +trivial. And remember, dear, for I am going to quote now: + + "No life can be strong in its purpose and pure in its strife, + And all life not be stronger and purer thereby." + +Jean gave her friend's hand an affectionate squeeze. + +"I do believe you are the best girl living," she whispered softly, +with an air of profound conviction. + +"You see, girls, what it is to have a friend like Jean." + +"You mean like Eleanor," Jean promptly retorted. + +"I suppose that is true friendship," mused Mollie. + +"Must friendship necessarily be as blind as love?" queried Nan, with a +smile at the two girls which robbed the words of any sting. + +"Jean knows nothing of love," declared Emily, with an air of +superiority which was eminently amusing. It was common parlance that +Emily never saw the general aspect of things quite as clearly as most +people. + +Jean joined somewhat constrainedly in the laugh that greeted these +words, and wondered if it could be her imagination that Miss Stuart's +smile held a covert sneer. + +It was late in the afternoon when Helen reached the manor and made her +way up to the nursery. The room was dim, for heavy clouds shortened +the summer day. A sharp east wind moaned through the trees outside, +and nurse had wisely lighted a wood fire in the wide chimneyplace. Its +fitful flickering light fell full on little Gladys kneeling before the +hearth, her eyes big with excitement as her chubby hands shaped a +wonderful house of blocks; while near her Larry, lying flat on his +back, threw out occasional hints and suggestions as to its +construction. Willie, curled up in one of the deep window-seats, was +making the best of the fast-fading daylight to finish a story which, +to judge from his absorbed expression, must have been of thrilling +interest. As Helen pushed open the door and advanced toward the +cheerful fire, three pairs of eyes looked up to greet her. + +"Well, chicks, you all look very happy and comfie." + +Gladys thrust out her hands in quick alarm to save her block house +from dangerous contact with the skirt of Helen's gown. + +"P'ease take care, sister," she lisped. "Don't step on our b'ocks, +'cause Larry an' me is buildin' a big castle." + +"Baby, baby, 'Larry an' me is buildin'?'" + +Gladys shook her fluffy head impatiently. + +"I haven't got any time to bovver. I'm velly busy." + +Helen laughed, and dropping down upon the floor, began to lend a +helping hand. Gladys sank back on her heels with a complacent sigh. + +"Build a booful one, sister, big as this," raising her arms high over +her head. + +Helen nodded, but paused from her task, block in hand, to give a +glance at Willie. + +"Put down your book, dearie," she said to him. "This is the worst +possible light to read in. You will ruin your eyes." + +Willie heaved a sigh as he closed the precious book and, stretching +himself after his cramped position, rose slowly to his feet, and +joined the group before the fire. Flinging himself down near Helen, he +laid his head in her lap. She patted his little round face +affectionately, and went on with her castle-building. + +The setting sun had broken through the clouds, and a flood of yellow +light streamed through the western windows. From the huge logs in the +fireplace an increasing volume of flames roared up the chimney, its +ruddy glow illuminating the eager faces of the children, intent on +every movement of their sister's deft hands. The truly wonderful house +of blocks was nearing completion when Jean came quietly into the room. +For a moment she stood silent in the shadowy doorway contemplating the +pretty scene with wistful eyes. As she approached more nearly she +unconsciously echoed Helen's words of a few moments past. + +"Well, you look very happy, all of you." + +Helen laughed softly. + +"This is an exciting moment, Jeanie, so you must not marvel if we are +not very talkative." + +Jean leaned against one side of the old-fashioned chimneyplace, and +absently watched the placing of the last few blocks. + +"Gladys," she whispered, after a moment, "what do you think I saw just +now?" + +"What, Jeanie?" lifting her flushed face to her sister's. + +"Mary on her way upstairs with your supper, and oh, what cookies!" + +"Goody!" cried Larry, springing to his feet with a bound which brought +the beautiful castle tumbling to the ground. + +"You naughty boy!" scolded Gladys crossly. "See what you done!" + +Jean took the angry, pouting little face between her hands, and smiled +tenderly down into the tearful eyes: + +"It is hard luck, baby, but you might as well get used to having your +castles demolished." + +"It's a shame," grumbled Willie, who was almost as disappointed as his +little sister. "Larry's always rough." + +"Never mind, dear," interrupted Helen, rising from the floor. "I am +sure Larry didn't mean to upset the house, and in any case we could +not leave it in Mary's way." + +"Bother Mary." + +"Hush, Willie, you must not speak so. Now run away and dress for +dinner. Larry and Gladys must have their supper." + +Jean followed her sister out into the hall, and laid a detaining hand +on her arm. + +"Helen," she said, very low, "are you ever really unhappy?" + +"Why yes, Jean, sometimes. But why do you ask? Surely you are always +in good spirits." + +Jean smiled a little bitterly: + +"Oh, of course I am, and I suppose I must go on fulfilling my destiny +until the end of the chapter. But even if one has a reputation for +unending hilarity, there are times----" She broke off abruptly with a +laugh which suggested tears, and rushed away in the direction of her +room, leaving Helen sorely puzzled. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +"IT WAS ONLY MY IMAGINATION." + + +"May I come in, Aunt Helen?" + +"Certainly, dear." Aunt Helen looked up from the open Bible on her +knee, and welcomed Jean with a cheery smile. "Where were you all +yesterday? I did not have a glimpse of you." + +The girl crossed the room, and dropping down into an easy-chair near +the open window, gazed listlessly out across the sunlit lawn. + +"Oh, I was just here as usual." + +Aunt Helen closed her Bible and laid it carefully down on the table. + +"Are you tired already of so much pleasuring, Jeanie?" + +"I don't see that we have had a great deal of pleasuring lately," her +niece replied perversely. "I think Hetherford is the stupidest place +in the world, and I am tired of everything." + +Aunt Helen was far too wise to remonstrate just then. After a moment's +silence, she opened a subject which had never failed to awaken an +interest in Jean. + +"I had a nice letter from Mrs. Appleton to-day. They seem to be +thoroughly enjoying themselves now, and she says Guy is working +splendidly and expects to accomplish great things on his return." + +"Yes," was Jean's inattentive response, as her eyes marked the +circling of a buzzing fly outside the window. + +"Miss Stuart is making quite a long visit," ventured Aunt Helen +patiently. "I had thought that she would soon tire of Hetherford." + +"I am sure I don't see why she doesn't go away. The whole house is +turned upside down to provide her with amusement. It is a perfect +bore." + +"My dear," Aunt Helen objected, "that is surely not the spirit of true +hospitality. We do not speak ill of our guests. _Noblesse oblige._" + +"I can't help it," and Jean, now thoroughly aroused, started up from +her chair; "I am not going to pretend to like a person when I don't. +She is insufferably patronizing, and I hate her." + +Aunt Helen looked up at her niece with real distress in her eyes. + +"Why, child," and she held out her hand, "come here. I want to speak +to you." + +Jean stood irresolute, looking half ashamed, and wholly miserable. At +that most inopportune moment Nathalie flung open the door. + +"Oh, here you are, Jean. I have been looking all over for you. Come on +down and have a game of tennis before dinner. Why, what's the matter?" + +Jean hastily averted her face. + +"Nothing. I don't care to play tennis." + +"Oh, please do, I am just in the humor for it." + +"You may be, but I am not," Jean returned curtly. + +"What in the world has come over you?" asked Nathalie bluntly. "I +never knew anyone's disposition to become as uncertain and irritable +as yours has lately." + +"Why don't you let me alone, then? My temper may be growing bad, but +yours has never been anything else." + +Nathalie shrugged her shoulders, and laughing shortly, went on her way +without another word. + +When the door had closed on her, Jean slipped down on the floor and, +burying her face in Aunt Helen's lap, sobbed convulsively. + +"I don't know what is the matter with me," she faltered. "I am so +cross and irritable lately. Everything seems to set my nerves on edge. +I never used to feel so." + +Aunt Helen passed her thin hand soothingly over the girl's bent head. + +"Don't worry about it, dearie. Of course you did not mean to speak so. +You are tired and unstrung to-day." + +By and by Jean's sobs grew less frequent, then ceased altogether. She +lifted her head, and, resting her arm on Aunt Helen's knee, dropped +her chin in her hand, and stared absently before her. All trace of +emotion had left her face, and it now wore an expression of utter +weariness and dejection. Her aunt looked thoughtfully down at her. Had +it been either Helen or Nathalie who had thus given way it would not +have troubled her, but proud little Jean was too reserved and +self-contained to break down unless she had been very sorely tried. +The silence had lasted some few moments when Aunt Helen again spoke. + +"In spite of your denial, Jean, I fear that your playtime has lasted +too long. Discontent never fails to creep in among us when we are +idle. You see, dear, I am taking it for granted that it is nothing +deeper than a feeling of discontent which makes you so unhappy. I know +of nothing else unless----" She paused. Jean stirred uneasily under +her direct glance. Aunt Helen instantly averted her eyes, and resumed: +"I am sorry that my ill health forces me to lead my life so apart from +you all. I am in ignorance of the many currents and eddies which would +otherwise be apparent to me, but if ever you need my advice you know +how gladly I will give it to you, and there are times when an old head +is better than a young one." + +Still Jean did not speak. Aunt Helen sighed a little sadly: + +"Well, my child, I suppose I am mistaken, and that your trouble is +only a surfeit of pleasure." + +"I am a great baby, Auntie, but I am glad I came here to you to have +my cry out. You always help me so, and make me ashamed of being so +impatient," and Jean looked lovingly up into the worn face which was +bent above her. + +"Thank you, dearie. You must come to me whenever you feel discouraged +and unhappy, and remember I always stand ready to give you whatever +comfort or counsel lies within my power. But, Jean," and her voice was +very grave, "I have learned from my own experience, both of petty +annoyance and of great trials, that there is only one true source of +strength." + + * * * * * + +At a late hour that night Lillian Stuart sat before the low +dressing-table in her cozy room, reviewing the events of the past +week. The face which the mirror reflected was clouded, the eyes somber +and full of fire, for the consciousness of defeat was upon her. As +yet, however, no thought of capitulation occurred to her. Farr's +indifference, his evident love for another, but deepened her love for +him, stinging it into a passion that was well-nigh overmastering her. +The difficulties in her path lent new zest to the struggle, rousing +within her heart an insatiable desire for conquest. Possession had +ever palled upon her. She had loved Farr, but as an accepted lover he +had wearied her, and her love for him was not strong enough to drown +the voice of worldly wisdom and prudence. To be sure, in those days he +was hardly more than a boy, poor and unknown, whereas to-day he was a +man well versed in the world's ways, liberally supplied with the +world's goods, and with the respect and esteem of his fellow-men, yet +preserving the same sweet, magnetic personality which long ago had +made such a deep impression on her somewhat fickle heart. These +considerations naturally had weight with her, but the secret of her +determination lay not in these, but in the obstacles to be surmounted, +the flattering assurance that her power could not be foiled. Had she +been quite honest with herself she must have acknowledged that once +the victory gained the charm would be forever broken. As Farr's wife +she would be a thoroughly wretched woman. Knowing full well his hatred +of an untruth, his contempt for a deception, his passionate anger at +an injustice, did she not dream what a death to his soul a union with +her would have been? Alas! she herself had revealed to him the +shallowness of her nature, the pettiness of her ambitions, the +faithlessness of her heart. The lesson was a bitter one but he had +learned it well, and, deep in her soul, Lillian Stuart knew that never +again would he give his love unworthily. She hated Jean Lawrence, yet +she appreciated her purity and gentleness, the fineness of her nature, +the almost exalted bent of her mind. But this appreciation did not +soften her heart, nor weaken her determination. Jean had balked her, +and Jean must suffer. + +The face in the mirror before her grew hard; there were rigid lines +about the mouth, the wonderful eyes gleamed strangely bright. + +"I love him. I have always loved him. She shall not have him. It is +the one satisfaction that is left me if all else fails." + +Sharp upon these thoughts came a tap upon the door, and Helen Lawrence +entered. A soft wrapper enveloped her slender frame, and her hair hung +loose upon her shoulders. + +"I wanted to come in for a little chat, Lillian. Do you mind if I +braid my hair here?" + +"Why, no, indeed. I am glad to have you. Sit down." + +Helen drew a chair up close to the dressing-table, and seating +herself, began slowly to plait her long soft hair. She put aside some +light topic which Miss Stuart suggested, and spoke at once of the +subject which lay nearest her heart. + +"I am worried about Jean, Lillian. She does not seem like herself +lately, and if it were not absurd, I should begin to think she was +unhappy about something." + +"Indeed." The response was so brief as to be almost an ejaculation. +Helen's words accorded strangely with Miss Stuart's thoughts. + +"Yes, and you don't know how unusual it is for Jean to be either +irritable or moody. She has a very bright, sunny nature, and is +particularly sweet-tempered." + +"Perhaps there is something troubling her which you have not +perceived." + +Helen wrinkled her forehead thoughtfully. + +"I am afraid there must be." + +Miss Stuart darted a swift glance at her. + +"Have you ever thought what it might be?" + +Helen's attention was caught by a certain tone in her friend's voice. +She raised her eyes questioningly: + +"No, dear; I wish I had a clew." + +"Suppose I should give you one?" + +There was genuine surprise in Helen's face. She answered with a +tenderness in her voice which gave her companion a pang. + +"Why, Lillian, do you know of anything to make Jean unhappy?" + +Miss Stuart lifted her head as if to strengthen her purpose, wondering +at the sudden weakness in herself which made the words so hard to say: + +"Your sister is in love with Mr. Farr." + +"Oh!" gasped Helen, staring blankly at her friend. + +"I only wonder you have not seen it before," added Miss Stuart +coolly. + +"Don't you think he is in love with her?" blundered Helen, who had not +sufficiently recovered from her astonishment to be very wise in Jean's +behalf. + +The answer was incisive: + +"I do not." + +The hot tears rushed to Helen's eyes. + +"Oh, my poor little Jean!" + +Miss Stuart turned away and, to save herself, spoke harshly: + +"For Heaven's sake, Helen, don't cry. It is such a weak thing to do." + +The sharp words brought Helen suddenly to a realization of what she +had done in thus accepting, without demur, Miss Stuart's statement in +regard to Jean. Too late she remembered that it was little short of +disloyalty to discuss the subject with an outsider; an outsider, +moreover, who had never made any pretense of liking her sister. She +resolved to retrieve herself if possible, and answered not a little +proudly: + +"I am sorry I offended you, Lillian. We often differ in our opinions +as to what is weak and what is not." + +"Not often, but always," Lillian broke in with a disagreeable laugh. + +"Where I was weak," continued Helen, ignoring utterly the +interruption, "was, in laying too much stress on your verdict in +regard to my sister. I am not authorized to contradict your statement, +but I think it is more than probable that your perceptions have been +at fault. In regard to Mr. Farr, he has certainly seemed to both like +and admire Jean. Once or twice I have even thought him very much +concerned about her. Why, at the dance----" + +"I imagine, my dear, that your perceptions are equally as faulty as my +own. It may interest you to learn that Mr. Farr and I were at one time +engaged; that he loved me madly, and that my breaking of the +engagement was a terrible blow to him. It is possible, however, since +in your opinion Mr. Farr has transferred his affections from me to +your sister, that he has already confessed this to her." The taunting +words were spoken lightly, but Miss Stuart's eyes searched Helen's +face. What she saw there must have satisfied her, for she turned aside +with an air of relief. + +There was a brief pause, which was broken by a question from Helen: + +"Does Mr. Farr still care for you, Lillian?" + +The clear truthful eyes met Miss Stuart's squarely, and under their +steady gaze she moved restively. It was not easy to tell a direct lie +to Helen. She bent her head, and a slow flush mounted to her face. + +"That is hardly fair, Helen. He certainly has not told me of any +change in his feeling toward me." She flung back her head and her +lustrous eyes held a challenge. "You have seen him with me. What do +you think?" + +Her face was alight with power and magnetism; the scarlet lips were +slightly parted, as the breath came hurriedly through them; one firm +white hand on her breast held together the loose folds of her +dressing-gown, which fell about her superb figure in long, graceful +lines. At that moment she was regal, majestic. + +Helen gazed at her steadfastly, and her heart sank. + +"Poor little Jean," she thought hopelessly. "What could she do?" + +For Helen, as was her wont, laid too much stress upon her friend's +great beauty of face and form, and overlooked the deeper beauty of her +sister's soul. + +As she crept into bed that night she murmured to herself: + +"I must warn Jean, gently and lovingly. God grant it may not be too +late." + +Her opportunity came the very next evening, for directly dinner was +finished Nathalie and Miss Stuart started off on a long-planned ride +with Churchill and Andrews. Jean stood on the veranda to watch them +mount and ride away. Her eyes followed them until their four figures, +swaying slightly with the motion of the horses, were no longer +silhouetted against the evening sky, then descended the broad flight +of steps, and wandered out into the garden. The sun had already set, +but the earth was still wrapped in the mystic light of the purple +after-glow. Once in the sweet old-fashioned garden Jean paced slowly +up and down the trim paths, bordered by rows of fragrant mignonette +and carnations, and flanked at the corners by tall hollyhocks and +slender poppies, and into her sad heart stole something of the peace +and quiet of the tranquil spot. + +"It is all so strange and incomprehensible," ran her thoughts, "but I +am not going to worry about it. There must be some mistake somewhere. +I believed in him so implicitly. I felt so sure of his love--oh, I +cannot, I will not believe that he deliberately deceived me. If only +he were here now, while she is away, I am sure that everything could +be explained. Oh, he might come--he might be honest with me!" + +The garden gate clicked, and she looked up with startled eyes; but it +was only Helen coming down the path to meet her. + +"Why did you run away?" her sister asked as she linked her arm in +hers. + +"I didn't run very fast," smiled Jean. "I sauntered out when the girls +started off for their ride. It is so restful here," she added in a +lower tone. + +"That doesn't sound one bit like you, Jean," said Helen slowly. "I am +afraid something must be troubling you, if you feel the need of a +restful place where you can be alone." + +Jean laughed nervously. + +"Why, what an absurd idea, Helen. Why should I be unhappy?" + +"That is just what I don't know, dear, but I think you are." + +"Well, what if I am?" cried Jean, brought to bay. "One cannot always +be perfectly contented and happy; I do not suppose that I am to be any +more exempt than other people." + +Helen's eyes were bent on the ground, and she spoke with some +hesitation. + +"Of course that is true enough, but there is usually some definite +cause for unhappiness. I don't want to be impertinent, Jean, but is +there not some one thing weighing on you at present? Has--" She +paused, then went on desperately--"has Mr. Farr anything to do with +it?" + +She felt the violent start that Jean gave, heard the sharp indrawing +of her breath, and she did not dare to raise her eyes to her sister's +face for fear of reading there still further confirmation of her +surmises. She had need of all her courage yet to deal the cruel blow, +and without pausing for breath, she hurried on. Her words were +confused, incoherent, but they struck a chill as of death to Jean's +tender heart. + +"It was only a foolish idea of mine, Jeanie. Of course there is no +truth in it--there can't be--there must not be. He--that is, I have +just discovered that he is deeply in love with Lillian. They have been +engaged, and I fear the engagement is about to be renewed. Why, +darling, he is not worthy of a thought of yours. Forget him, Jean, +darling. It is only your imagination." Her voice choked, and she ended +abruptly. + +For an instant not a sound broke the stillness, then Jean faced her +sister with strained, wide-open eyes, and spoke to her in a voice that +was quite steady, but curiously dull and unnatural. + +"I am very glad you have told me of this, Helen. Now that I think of +it I am not greatly surprised. You need not worry about me. I am all +right." + +They had ceased from their walking to and fro, and as they stood thus +opposite each other Jean swayed a little. Helen flung both arms around +her. + +"Oh, darling, what is it? Speak to me. It is only Helen. I love you +so, dear." + +Jean suffered the embrace, but there was no responsive yielding in the +slender, rigid figure. When Helen released her she drew away, and +started toward the gate. Helen did not stir, and when Jean had gone a +few steps she paused and turned her white, stricken face toward her +sister. + +"You need not worry about me," she repeated, "I am all right." And +then, with a pathetic outstretching of her hands, she added: "It was +only my imagination." + +Helen sprang forward, but Jean waved her back, and in another moment +the shadows of the gloaming hid the flitting figure from Helen's +tearful eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +THE "VORTEX" DEPARTS. + + +"Let fall! Give way!" + +Two oars struck the water with a splash, and the dingey shot out from +the gang steps of the _Sylph_ the steady strokes of two sturdy sailors +sending the little craft swiftly on its way. The owner lounged lazily +in the cushioned stern, one leg swung over the other, the tiller-ropes +held loosely in his hands. They were sweeping under the stern of the +_Vortex_ when a voice from the schooner's deck hailed them. The +sailors held their oars suspended, and Churchill pushed back his cap +and looked up, frowning slightly, for the sun was in his eyes. + +"Hello, Farr." + +"Hello, old man. Going ashore?" + +"Yes. Want a lift?" + +"Thanks, if you don't mind putting back." + +"Not a bit of it." + +The orders were given, and the dingey brought up to the gang steps. +Farr sprang in and they pushed off, heading once more for land. + +Churchill pulled a cigar-case from his pocket and held it out to his +companion, and then a brief silence ensued while each procured a +light. + +"You've been something of a recluse for the last few days, Farr; I +haven't seen you about. Been sticking close to your quarters?" + +"I've been grinding at the charts. Our stay here is about at an end, +and Dodd is a little dissatisfied with the progress of our work. +Through one cause and another we have been delayed, and the work has +dragged." + +"That doesn't seem to concern Dudley at all. He's ashore most of the +time." + +Farr laughed indulgently. + +"Oh! Dudley's a lazy Southerner. You can't hustle him. He's the salt +of the earth, when you have plenty of time; but you can't impress him +with the necessity of haste." + +"When do you go, old man?" + +Farr took his cigar from between his lips, and watched the cloud of +smoke as the breeze bore it far astern. + +"I don't know exactly," he answered slowly. "Within the next week or +ten days surely." + +"You will be very much missed," said Churchill heartily; "yet I +suppose it has been slow work for you." + +Farr looked contemplatively down at the lighted end of his cigar. + +"No. I shall be sorry to go." + +After a slight pause he added: + +"What has been going on?" + +"Nothing much. Andrews has gone up to town. Miss Stuart is still at +the manor; but, of course, that is no news to you." + +"I imagined she had not left," returned Farr indifferently. "I am +going to call there this afternoon." + +"Suppose, then, you meet me here; say in a couple of hours," suggested +Churchill, as he brought the dingey up to the float, "and go out and +dine with me aboard the _Sylph_. I am by myself, for Andrews is away, +and Archer is engaged." + +"Thanks. I will be delighted." + +Churchill turned to the sailor who stood erect in the boat, awaiting +his orders. + +"At six sharp, Petersen, and tell the steward there will be two for +dinner." + +Then the two men turned on their heels and strode briskly up the sandy +road. Presently their paths diverged, and with a friendly nod they +separated. + +Farr went along in the direction of the manor at a swinging gait. He +had not seen Jean since the night of the dance. In the events of that +evening his love for her had sustained a severe shock. He could not at +once readjust himself to this new and unwelcome development in the +nature of her to whom he had given his deepest and most loyal +allegiance. Heretofore he had found his love for her intensified by +her coldness and indifference, but her flirtation with Maynard was not +the sort of thing he had expected from her, and it disappointed him +bitterly. The world condoned many of Maynard's offenses because he +possessed a certain charm and amiability of manner, but Farr was too +clean-minded and upright to look lightly upon the man's selfish +disregard of every moral obligation, and he was impatient of his +ill-deserved popularity. That Jean should show this man so marked a +preference was to him incomprehensible. It was possible that she did +not know the full truth in regard to him, but even her innocence and +unworldliness could not altogether shield her from blame, for she did +know that he was a faithless husband, and, moreover, his wife was her +friend. Under any other circumstances Farr would have been jealous, +but now the sharpness of his disappointment in Jean outweighed every +other consideration. She had been to him the embodiment of sweetness +and purity, and as he paced up and down the white decks of the +_Vortex_, he inveighed bitterly against this second overthrow of his +faith. His anger was short-lived, however, for the tender little Jean +of the early summer had twined herself closely about his heart; and +now she rose, strong in the power and might of her love, denying +valiantly that other self, pleading earnestly for more confidence and +trust. So it happened this sunshiny day that, as Farr leaned against +the rail, gazing seaward, and pondered on these strange and +contradictory events, suddenly the bitterness died out of his heart, +and in its place sprang up a passionate longing to see Jean, to hear +her sweet voice tell him it was all a mistake, to put an end forever +to this intolerable uncertainty. And even as he came to this +conclusion, the dingey from the _Sylph_ hove in view, and, without +pausing to reconsider, he hailed it. + +Now he had left the manor gates behind, and striking out across the +lawn, increased his pace, for his impatience would not be curbed. The +crunching sound of wheels on the gravel brought him to a standstill. +On his right a clump of cedars hid the road from sight. He thrust +aside the low-growing branches, and as he peered through the aperture +a carriage flashed by. Jean was driving, and he had a tantalizing +glimpse of her bonny face, as she turned to speak to Eleanor and +Cliff, who were on the back seat. An involuntary exclamation escaped +him, and he sprang forward, but his voice was unheard, his presence +unheeded, and with a heavy heart he gazed after the rapidly retreating +vehicle. With a savage little laugh he swung about, and retraced his +steps. The joyousness of the summer day was darkened for him, and in +his heart was a fierce resentment against Fate. + +His eyes were bent upon the ground as he plodded slowly along the +road, and so he did not see Miss Stuart, driving alone in Helen's +buckboard, until she was within a few yards of him. + +Miss Stuart scanned his face furtively as he stood beside the +carriage. + +"Ah, Val," she said with an assumption of ease, "I suppose you have +been at the manor?" + +"No, I met them driving." + +"How inhospitable of them not to have turned back," she exclaimed, +with her eyes still on his face. + +Farr was too obtuse to appreciate the drift of her remark. + +"I was unfortunate. They did not see me." + +Miss Stuart's brows contracted in a frown, and she flicked the long +lash of her whip. + +"You are not flattering, Val. I was at home." + +He looked up at her quickly, a vague surprise in his eyes. + +"I would not venture to inflict myself on you!" he replied with a +careless laugh, and then he stood back a step, and raised his hat. + +Miss Stuart's face flushed angrily, but she had no alternative but to +drive on. As she gathered up the reins she shot a glance over her +shoulder at Farr, but already he had turned away, and was moving +rapidly down the road. She cut the horse with the whip, and in her +heart was a burning desire to revenge herself on Jean. + +As they took their places about the dinner-table at the manor that +evening, Nathalie made some casual mention of the _Vortex_, thus +giving Miss Stuart the pretext she sought. + +"By the way," she said, fixing her eyes on Jean's face, although her +words were addressed to Helen, "on my way home this afternoon after I +left you, I met Mr. Farr and had such a pleasant chat with him. He was +on his way to call on us, but as he met me, I suppose----" She broke +off with a charming air of embarrassment. + +Jean raised her head proudly, and met Miss Stuart's gaze with +unflinching eyes. + +"You should have brought Mr. Farr back to tea," she said, so +unconcernedly that even Helen was deceived, and Miss Stuart was +stirred with a passing feeling of admiration. + +But the effort cost Jean a pang, and as she turned her eyes slowly +away, there was a great coldness at her heart. + +The following afternoon the girls were having tea in the drawing-room, +the long French windows were pushed wide open, and the soft west wind +moved the curtains gently to and fro. The blinds were drawn, for the +sun shone hotly, and the half-darkened room seemed deliciously cool +and refreshing, after the sultry atmosphere of the outer world. + +Little Gladys danced in from the hall-way, waving a letter in the air. + +"I took it away from Susie, sister," she cried, in her clear, childish +treble. "I don't know who it's for." + +Miss Stuart leaned forward in her chair, and caught the soft dimpled +wrist in her firm white hand. + +"Let me read the address for you, baby." + +Gladys demurred, shaking her fluffy head, her blue eyes full of +laughter, but Miss Stuart quietly possessed herself of the letter. + +Her face fell as she turned toward the light and read the address. The +handwriting, familiar, yet half strange, awakened a host of memories +within her; but the written name was not the one she had been wont to +see. She read the address aloud, with a tinge of sarcasm in her smooth +voice: + +"'Miss Jean Lawrence, The Manor House.' For you, Miss Jean." + +Jean crossed the room and took the envelope from Miss Stuart's hand. +She could not repress a faint start of surprise as her eyes fell upon +the superscription, but the scornful smile on Miss Stuart's lips lent +her instant self-control. She slipped the letter into her pocket, and +resuming her place at Eleanor's side, took up the thread of the +conversation where it had been broken off, with apparent ease and +facility. But her heart was beating wildly, and the hand that held +the dainty teacup was far from steady. + +It was almost an hour later when she pushed aside the portières, and +entered the music room. She glanced about her anxiously to assure +herself that she was alone, then crossing to the further end and +ensconsing herself in one of the deep window-seats, pulled the letter +from her pocket. For an instant she held it in her hand, her brows +drawn together, a wistful, questioning look in her eyes. She was +forcing herself to recall every word that Helen had said to her that +miserable evening in the garden. In the light of that talk, this +letter to her from Valentine Farr both puzzled and troubled her. She +looked down at the address, and with a sudden light of determination +in her face, broke the seal: + + MY DEAR MISS JEAN: + + We have received our orders and leave Hetherford on + Thursday. Will you not let me see you before we sail? I + started for the manor yesterday, but from a distance saw you + driving away. I seem to be most unfortunate, but I cannot + turn my back on the place where I have found so much + happiness, without an attempt to see you again, to assure + myself, at least, that I carry with me your friendship and + good will. You were very good to me in the early days of our + sojourn here, Miss Jean, and in memory of those days I + venture to ask you if I may call at the manor to-morrow + about four o'clock. + + Yours, + VALENTINE FARR. + + +Once, twice Jean read it through, then mechanically folded the bit of +paper, and fitted it into the envelope carefully. A tremulous, +incredulous joy was dawning on her face. She felt oppressed, and +started to her feet. It surprised her to find that she was trembling +so she could not stand. She laughed, a little hysterically, as she +sank back on the window-seat. Then, suddenly, she flung out her hands, +and slipping down on her knees, buried her face in the soft cushions, +and a storm of weeping shook the slender figure. In her despair she +had been silent, tearless, but in this awakening of hope within her, +her pent-up feelings found relief in tears. A wild, almost +unreasonable, joy was growing in her heart, and her quivering lips +were pressed passionately to her lover's letter. Her faith in him, +which Helen's words had so cruelly crushed, was fast springing into +life again. + +When at length the strength of her emotion had worn itself away, she +lifted her head and, rising slowly to her feet, leaned against the +casement, and looked thoughtfully out upon the peaceful scene. The sun +was setting, and the western horizon was one blaze of golden glory. +Jean's grave eyes seemed asking counsel of the far illumined sky. Once +a deep sigh trembled through her lips, and the thought that prompted +it almost formed itself in words. + +"Oh, if only my mother were here! I could not ask advice of anyone +else, but I think I could speak to her." + +For a long time Jean stood there silent, motionless; and when at last +she moved away the crimson light had quite faded, and a soft violet +haze lingered in the western sky. She crossed the room, and seated +herself at the open desk. For a moment she hesitated, holding her pen +poised above the sheet of paper, then bent her head, and wrote +rapidly: + + MY DEAR MR. FARR: + + I shall be at home to-morrow afternoon, and shall be very + glad to see you. I am sorry to learn that you are about to + leave Hetherford, and somewhat surprised also, as I had no + idea that your departure was imminent. + + Yours very sincerely, + JEAN LAWRENCE. + + +The written words looked cold and formal, and with a tender feeling of +compunction Jean raised the bit of paper to her lips. + +"I would be more kind, dear, if I dared," she murmured softly. + +The old Dutch clock in the corner of the hall-way was chiming the hour +of three the following afternoon, when Jean opened the door of her +room, and started to descend the wide staircase. From below voices +floated up to her, and when she reached the landing she paused and, +leaning over the banisters, looked down upon the girls who were +standing near the open front door. Nathalie caught sight of her, and +smiled blithely. + +"Don't you want to come with us, Jean? We are going over to the inn +for a game of tennis." + +Jean shook her head. + +"I am going to be thoroughly domestic this afternoon," she announced +with a conscious little laugh. + +At the sound of her voice Miss Stuart glanced sharply over her +shoulder. There flashed into her mind the recollection of Farr's note +to Jean the previous day. She closed her lips tightly as she followed +Helen and Nathalie out upon the veranda, and was singularly silent as +they sauntered leisurely across the lawn. When they were almost at the +gates, she turned to Helen, a distressed expression on her lovely +face. + +"Would you mind very much if I should turn back? I have had a slight +headache all day, and the sun seems to make it so much worse." + +Helen looked sympathetically around at her. + +"Why no, indeed, dear. I was afraid you were not feeling well, you +have been so quiet. By all means let us go right back." + +But Miss Stuart would not listen to such an arrangement, and declared, +with quite the air of a martyr, that she should proceed to the inn, in +spite of her headache, unless Helen would do as she desired. When at +last she had succeeded in ridding herself of her companions, she drew +a deep breath, and turning, walked hurriedly up the avenue. She did +not quite see her way clear to prevent an interview between Farr and +Jean, but she felt that if she were near at hand, fortune might throw +some unlooked-for chance into her path. She had kept them apart so +far. Surely she must not fail now at the very end, for the news of the +_Vortex's_ departure had been spread abroad by Dudley with loud +lamentations. + +A great stillness lay over the manor this warm August afternoon, and +as she ascended the veranda steps she heard clearly Aunt Helen's soft +voice calling to Jean from the floor above. + +"My dear, will you not come up and read to me for a while? My eyes +are troubling me so, I dare not use them any more." + +Miss Stuart stood still and listened, as Jean came slowly out from the +drawing-room. + +"Very well, Auntie," the girl responded half-heartedly, and with an +impatient sigh started up the stairs. + +Miss Stuart waited a moment, then crossed the veranda noiselessly, and +entered the house. After a cautious glance about the drawing-room, she +stationed herself in one of the front windows which commanded the +approach to the manor. The blinds were drawn to shut out the heat and +glare, and she turned the slats slightly to afford a view of the +driveway. A faint breeze rustled the vines that trailed over the +veranda rail and climbed the graceful columns. The moments dragged +slowly by. Even Miss Stuart's active mind began at length to yield +itself to the drowsy influence of the lifeless atmosphere, the +monotonous buzzing of the flies, and the lazy twittering of the birds +as they rested idly on the branches of the elms, or sailed languidly +through the haze which softly enveloped the earth. She flung one arm +above her head, and leaned back in her chair. Her thoughts went back +to those far-off happy days in Annapolis, and a faint smile curved the +lines of her mouth. Dreamily her memories journeyed on toward the +present, and then once more her jealous wrath was awakened. She +started up the more effectually to shake off the torpor that was +stealing over her, and, rising, took one or two short turns up and +down the room, pausing frequently at her post, to peer out through the +drawn blinds. Her vigil was a tedious one, the result of it uncertain, +but the warring spirit within her was now thoroughly aroused and her +patience did not flag. + +"What move can I make?" she asked herself again and again. "I can't +very well insist on playing an unwelcome third to their _tête-à-tête_. +They have been driven, and they would outwit me there. Ah! well, we +shall see, we shall see." + +Then a sharp exclamation broke from her, for, as she halted at the +window, she discovered Valentine Farr's erect figure swinging lightly +across the lawn in the direction of the manor. She turned the slats +softly and crossed hurriedly to the entrance of the drawing-room, and +standing there, her hands holding the portières apart on either side, +she tilted her head forward, straining every nerve to catch the +faintest sound from the floor above. It was perfectly quiet, and her +face cleared a little. Next her anxious eyes swept the half-darkened +hall-way, as if in search of some suggestion, but the wide +chimney-place with its brass andirons agleam where the light touched +them, the old clock in the corner ticking slowly, steadily, offered +her no help. The outer door stood ajar, and leaning a little further +forward she could see that Farr was within a short distance of the +veranda. Ah! what should she do? Her quick ear caught the sound of a +heavy footfall ascending from the lower floor and while her eyes were +riveted on the spot whence the sound issued, the swinging door in the +rear of the hall was pushed open, and a woman toiled laboriously +through, bearing in her arms a hamper of clean linen. Miss Stuart's +ready mind sprang at once to the solution of the difficulty, and while +the thought formed itself, she cleared the distance between them. + +Her voice shook a little as she spoke, for her heart was beating high +in the hope of victory. + +"Please set your hamper right down here, and go to the front door. +There is a gentleman just coming in. Say to him that Miss Jean begs to +be excused, that she particularly wishes to be excused. Well," +imperiously, for the good-natured woman was staring at her stupidly, +with gaping mouth and astonished eyes. "Don't you understand me? Put +your hamper down at once and do as I tell you." + +The woman obeyed her slowly, and wiping her hands on her apron, moved +clumsily forward. Farr's foot was already on the step of the veranda, +and Miss Stuart had barely time to push open the swinging door and +conceal herself behind it, when his clear, quiet voice, addressing the +strange servant, broke the stillness. + +"Will you please tell Miss Jean Lawrence that Mr. Farr wishes to see +her. She is expecting me, I believe." + +The woman confused by her hurried orders, and embarrassed by the +unusual duty of waiting upon the door, grew very red in the face, as +she answered bluntly: + +"She says she won't see yer, sir." + +Farr stared blankly at her. + +"What? Oh, I think you must be mistaken. Just take my message up to +Miss Jean, please." + +In her hiding-place Miss Stuart clutched tightly at the folds of her +gown, and a look of desperation burned in her eyes. But her fears were +unfounded. The woman's thickset figure barred the doorway, and she +stood her ground stolidly. + +"It ain't no use, sir. She told me herself she pertick'ly wouldn't see +you, sir." + +Farr's face went very white, and without another syllable he turned on +his heel and strode away. + +"Sure I didn't say it just the same way yer told me, Miss," the woman +said apologetically, as Miss Stuart opened the backdoor and confronted +her, "but I sent him away for yer, well enough, I guess," and grinning +broadly, she lifted her hamper, and proceeded heavily up the stairs. + +A moment later Miss Stuart quietly followed her, congratulating +herself on the wonderful success of her maneuver. + +"It was a master-stroke," she said to herself triumphantly, as she +closed the door of her room. "Susie will never know that he called, +for I don't believe that stupid creature will mention the occurrence. +Ah, how fortunate Mrs. Dennis's room is at the rear of the house," and +she flung herself down on the lounge and closed her eyes wearily, for +the excitement had worn upon her. + +At the same moment, Aunt Helen's door softly shut, and Jean, her face +full of glad expectancy, ran lightly down the stairs. More than an +hour later she crept slowly up again, all the joy gone out of her +blanched face, her sensitive lips quivering piteously; despair and +misery in her eyes. + +The following morning the _Vortex_ sailed. Captain Dodd and Dudley had +called at the manor the evening before, and in the merry little party +speculations were rife as to the cause of Farr's desertion, on this +his last evening in Hetherford. Jean forced herself to sit quietly by +and listen, and her heart grew numb and cold. Outwardly, however, her +manner was so natural and self-possessed that Helen drew a deep breath +of relief, and persuaded herself that Jean could not be so very +unhappy. + + * * * * * + +In the morning, at an early hour, Jean is on the upper balcony. She +crosses her arms on the rail, and her eyes are fastened on the place +where the _Vortex_ lies at anchor. Already her sails are set, and in +another moment the loud boom of her cannon announces her departure. +The girl shivers a little, but does not stir from her position. Now +the schooner is sailing gallantly along, the sun shining full on her +white sails. Ah, how rapidly she nears the headland. She is rounding +it. Now, only the top of her tall masts can be seen above the rocks. +Ah, she is gone. Jean's face drops on her crossed arms, and a low cry +breaks from her white lips. + +Scarcely had the _Vortex_ been an hour on her way, when Miss Stuart +presented herself in Helen's room, and announced in tones of deepest +regret that she would be obliged to leave them on the following day. + +"Mother has issued her commands," she said dolefully, and then, as a +look of incredulity dawned in Helen's face, she made haste to add, +"and there are many reasons why it is much better that I should go." + +Helen sighed, but did not attempt to alter her friend's decision. + +That evening, when the last farewell words had been spoken to the +friends from the inn and the parsonage, Miss Stuart went up to her +room followed by the three Lawrence girls. Helen and Nathalie went to +work over her half-packed trunks, and Jean, leaning against the +footboard of the bed, looked on with languid interest. Miss Stuart, +who was complacently issuing orders to the two packers, leaned lazily +back in an easy-chair, her white hands folded idly in her lap. Jean +surveyed her gravely, but without bitterness. This was the woman whom +Valentine Farr loved, and much as she had suffered, she was ready to +do her full justice. Suddenly Miss Stuart looked up, and their eyes +met. Jean moved forward and held out her hand. + +"Good-night and good-by, Miss Stuart. I am very tired and I fear I +will not be up for the early train in the morning. I hope you have +been happy at the manor." She broke off abruptly. She knew that she +ought to add, "I am sorry you are going," but the words refused to +pass her lips. + +Miss Stuart rose and took the outstretched hand, but she could not +meet Jean's clear gaze. + +It was late when the door closed upon Helen and her kindly offices. +Miss Stuart, possessed by an intense restlessness, paced up and down +the room. Her thoughts were as accusing angels. What return had she +made for the kindness and hospitality of these friends under whose +roof she had spent the last three weeks? Her wicked pride and passion +had indeed sown the seeds of misery in one heart. Of Jean she had +thought with shrinking, but trusting, faithful Helen caused her the +keener pang, the sharper suffering. It was not too late, however. With +one word she could undo the mischief she had so deliberately wrought. +Just for one moment Miss Stuart's better self held sway, softening her +hard and jealous nature. Just for one moment--then the impulse died +out, and with a reckless laugh she drowned the voice of conscience. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +A RIFT IN THE CLOUDS. + + +September with its bright, warm days and cool nights was at hand. The +gayeties of the summer were a thing of the past, and the little colony +of girls had settled down into the old routine of life, "exactly as we +used to before the _Vortex_ came," Mollie Andrews said complacently. +No voice was raised in contradiction, and yet, perhaps no heart quite +echoed the sentiment. + +Jean faced her trouble bravely and without complaint, but the effort +told on her as the days passed by, and she grew frail and slender, and +an expression of deep sadness lingered in her soft eyes; but the +change in her took place so slowly, so gradually, that no one seemed +to be aware of it. As the days shortened, they would spend their +evenings over the wood fire in the manor drawing-room, reading aloud +from some favorite book of poetry or prose. Jean invariably found a +place on the divan in the corner, and when someone rallied her on her +lazy habit, she only smiled faintly and nestled down among the +cushions. One cold, gusty evening, when the rain beat against the +windowpanes and the wind howled dismally about the house, Eleanor took +up a volume of poems from the table and began to read a poem called +"Oenone." Helen's eyes unconsciously sought Jean's face. It was half +turned away, and one little hand made shift to shield it, but Helen +distinctly saw two great tears steal silently down from under the +closed lids. + +This set her heart to aching, and alone in her room that night she +pondered long what could be done for her poor little sister. In the +end she penned a letter, which in the morning she carried herself to +the post-office, and anxiously awaited the result. + +Before October had well-nigh come around, Jean was really ill; so ill +that Aunt Helen, and even thoughtless Nathalie, were seriously +concerned. All day long she would lie on the sofa in her room, +scarcely speaking save in response to some direct question that was +put to her, and all through the long hours of the night her tired eyes +never closed. + +"I don't think she ever sleeps," Nathalie confided to Helen one day in +a troubled voice. "Whenever I speak to her she is always wide-awake, +and once or twice I have thought I heard her crying." + +Helen shook her head sadly, and watched the mails with an increasing +impatience for the answer to her letter. It came at last, and when she +had read it through hurriedly, she went at once to Jean's room, and +sitting down beside her, took her cold little hands in hers. + +"Do you feel so badly to-day, dear?" she said tenderly. + +"No, Helen, only very tired." + +The sigh with which these words were spoken went right to Helen's +heart. + +"Would you like to go away where you would have a complete change of +scene?" + +Jean raised herself on her elbow, and turned an eager eye toward her +sister. + +"Oh, yes. I want to go away. It's the only thing in the world I really +want, and oh, I want it so very much. Helen, I--I can't stay here." +Her voice dropped to a whisper. "Don't you see how hard it is for me?" + +Helen bent down and kissed her. + +"Well, darling, I have arranged it for you, and I have only been +waiting for this letter to tell you that it was all right. You see, I +didn't want to speak to you, dear, until everything was settled. Now, +shall I read you what the letter says?" + +"Yes." + +Helen drew the letter from her pocket and unfolded it: + + "I am so sorry to hear that poor little Jean is not well. It + is hard to imagine her otherwise than rosy and smiling. I + think with you that probably a change of scene would do her + more good than all the medicines in the world, and I see my + way clear at once to carry out your proposition. My aunt, + Mrs. Fay, crosses in the middle of October to join us here + in Paris, and I want you to send Jean over with her. The + ocean trip will be the first step toward recovery, and you + must trust to our watchful care and the newness of her + surroundings to complete the cure." + +Helen paused and Jean broke in hurriedly, a faint color rising in her +pale cheeks: + +"Dear old Guy! how like him, always thoughtful, always tender. O +Helen, yes; let me go. I would be so glad to, and I know it would do +me good." + +"Would you be happy with Guy and his mother, Jean?" + +Jean's sad eyes met her sister's for a moment, and then were slowly +averted. + +"I love them both dearly," she answered gently, "and I want above +everything to go away from Hetherford. Please help me to do this, +Helen. You will gain Auntie's consent." + +And with this reply Helen was fain to be content. She had refrained +from reading aloud the closing lines of Guy's letter, which, running +thus, had made her heart beat strangely: + + Our plans are somewhat indefinite. My aunt does not care to + spend more than two months over here, and it is her + intention to return home at Christmas time. If a stay of + this duration should effect Jean's cure she might return + with her, for there is a chance that she may be homesick so + far away from you all. It would be very pleasant to return + home at this sweet season. My own thoughts turn that way so + often. Helen, can you never hold out any hope to me? Must + this season of peace come and go, leaving my heart as lonely + as ever? Must I wait forever, in strange lands, for one word + from you? Forgive me if I do wrong to write you thus, but + your letter has undone me. + + Faithfully yours, + GUY APPLETON. + + +In less than two weeks Jean Lawrence sailed for Europe under the care +of Mrs. Fay. A sense of desolation inwrapped the manor. The weather +was sharp and cold and the sweet warm summer seemed a dream, and every +little thing that recalled it gave the girls a pang. Emily Varian had +departed, and both the Hills and Andrews were about to turn their +faces cityward. + +One crisp morning, when the wind blew fresh from the northwest, +Eleanor came out from the inn with Cliff Archer at her side and +started briskly forth in the direction of the parsonage. Eleanor's +face wore an expression of deep dejection, and Cliff, observing this, +made comment on it: + +"You are down on your luck." + +Eleanor smiled somewhat dubiously: + +"It is in the air, Cliff. I don't know what is the matter with us all. +Our good spirits seem to have deserted us with Jean." + +There was a brief silence, broken by Archer. He spoke slowly, as if +not quite sure of his ground: + +"It was in the air before Jean went away, I think. It strikes me that +she was fully under its influence herself." + +Eleanor shot a glance at her companion: + +"Jean was not well, you know." + +"And there was a cause. Come, Eleanor, let us be frank. You may trust +my affection for Jean to keep me from prying into her affairs, but +some things this summer were quite too patent to be disregarded." + +"I don't know what you mean," Eleanor interposed hurriedly. + +"Oh, yes, you do. It is natural for you to shield Jean, because from +your point of view, she has been badly treated. Well, I don't agree +with you in that. If ever a man was honestly in love, that man was +Valentine Farr. I don't pretend to know what the trouble was between +them, but I have a suspicion, on general principles, that jealousy was +at the bottom of it. I don't believe that Jean's was well founded and +I wish she had a friend who felt at liberty to tell her so. I have +kept silent for a long time, too long perhaps; but now I have set the +ball rolling, and shall await results." + +They were in the parsonage grounds now, and Eleanor paused and laid +her hand lightly on Cliff's arm. + +"I would do anything in the world for Jean, as you know, Cliff, but I +feel too much in the dark to take any step at present. You may be +right; indeed, I think you are; but remember neither you nor I are +quite sure of Jean's feeling on the subject, and it is a very delicate +matter to meddle with." + +"I would risk it," smiled Cliff. + +After a moment he spoke again, in a tone of deeper earnestness: + +"A very grave trouble can arise from a slight misunderstanding, +Eleanor. I wish, dear, that you and I could put that possibility out +of reach. I have tried to be patient, but when I see so much sorrow +brought about undoubtedly by a lack of frankness and confidence, I +tremble for our future. If you do care for me, dear, why will you not +tell me so? Surely you cannot doubt the sincerity of my love for you." + +Eleanor raised her eyes to her lover's face. + +"I think you know, Cliff----" she began, when Nan's voice broke in +upon them. + +"Hello! Now what are you two doing, philandering in this secluded +spot?" + +"Talking of subjects quite beyond your ken, my dear," drawled Cliff +lazily. + +"You won't catch your train if you don't come down to mother earth," +laughed Nan. + +Archer consulted his watch, and then bade the girls a hurried good-by +and started off for the station. Nan linked her arm in Eleanor's and +they proceeded leisurely to the parsonage, talking as they went. One +sentence remained in Nan's mind, awakening there a long train of +thought. + +"The summer is over, Nan, and we are about to disband. We have, +perhaps, had more gayety and less real happiness than in the years +gone by. I think you know as well as I the reasons for this. You are +the only one, I think, who could set some crooked matters straight. +Suppose you see what you can do?" + +Enigmatical as the words were, Nan understood their purpose, and when, +on the last evening before the Andrews and the Hills were to leave +Hetherford, they assembled at the manor, she had quite determined to +follow Eleanor's suggestion. It was a custom of long standing for Nan, +Mollie, and Eleanor to spend the last night of the season with the +Lawrence girls, to talk over the events of the summer and to +anticipate the future. + +To-night, as they gathered around the wide fireplace in the +drawing-room, a certain sadness hovered over them, subduing their +voices, breaking the conversation with frequent spaces of silence. +Their hearts were full of thoughts that were left unspoken. Jean's +absence made itself strongly felt among them, so closely was she +associated with every like occasion in the past. + +"Nothing seems real without her," said Eleanor drearily. "This parting +is like no other." + +"I hate partings anyway," cried Mollie. "I am always so afraid that we +will not come together again quite in the old way!" + + "All things must change + To something new, to something strange!" + +quoted Helen. + +"Now, girls, this is nonsense," exclaimed Nathalie, struggling with +the lump that would rise in her throat. "Jean is going to have a +splendid time, and will come home as strong and well as ever, and at +Christmas time you will all come up here and we will have a grand +reunion." + +No answer to Nathalie's cheerful prediction suggested itself, and +Helen made a welcome diversion by announcing that it was bedtime. + +"Nan, will you share my room?" she asked as they were on their way +upstairs. + +"Well, I should think so. I particularly want to have a good talk with +you alone." + +"That is nice. I am just in the humor for it, too." + +When they had donned their wrappers Helen threw herself down on the +sofa before the open fire, and Nan knelt down on the hearthstone to +stir the logs into a brighter blaze. + +"A cheerful fire is always inspiring to me," she said explanatorily. +"I can talk so much better when I am thoroughly warm and cozy." + +Helen smiled indulgently. + +"All right, Nan; make yourself comfie, and then talk to me." + +The flames were crackling up the chimney now, and Nan settled herself +on the hearthrug with a sigh of satisfaction. + +"Do you think Jean will be happy so far away from you all?" + +"She wanted very much to go," Helen replied evasively. + +"Yes, I know that. Helen, Jean was not happy before she went away. Did +you not see it?" + +Helen did not speak, and after a moment Nan resumed quietly: + +"Yes, Jean was unhappy, and yet Mr. Farr loved her dearly." + +Helen sat up and looked at her friend in blank astonishment. + +"Why, Nan----" + +"Dear, I couldn't help guessing it. Indeed, I don't mean to be +impertinent, but I believe Mr. Farr was in love with Jean, and I can't +bear to see everything going wrong, when a little common sense would +set it right." + +"I am afraid it would take more than that, Nan. Mr. Farr is in love +with Lillian, I think, and probably he meant nothing by his attentions +to Jean." + +"He may have been in love with Miss Stuart once, but he is not now," +declared Nan in a tone of conviction. + +"You are mistaken, Nan. I am sure you are." + +"I think not," returned Nan stubbornly. "I have had my eyes wide open, +and I believe I am right." + +"Then why did he treat Jean so?" demanded Helen. "Toward the end of +his stay here he hardly ever came to the manor, and he went away +without even calling to say good-by. In fact I don't think Jean knew +the _Vortex_ was going." + +But Nan's opinion was quite unshaken. She dropped her chin in her hand +and stared thoughtfully into the fire. + +"I will tell you something," she said impressively. "The afternoon +before the _Vortex_ left, I was on my way to the inn, when from a +distance I saw Mr. Farr turn in at the manor gates. You remember that +shortly after Bridget came over for me, and I was so cross at having +to leave our game of tennis?" + +Helen nodded, and Nan went on: + +"Well, on my way over I saw Mr. Farr come out from the manor grounds. +His cap was drawn down over his eyes, and so lost was he in his own +thoughts that he passed me on the other side of the road, and did not +even see me. There was something in his whole figure and bearing +expressive of disappointment and unhappiness. Oh, you needn't look +incredulous," turning her head to scan Helen's face. "A person's +carriage is often most expressive." + +"I wasn't looking incredulous, Nan, I was only wondering what point +you were going to make out of all this." + +"That Mr. Farr did go to the manor to say good-by to Jean. I don't +think he could have seen her, for from the time he went in the manor +gates until he left them again, he could only have walked to the door +and right back again without stopping." + +"I know he didn't," said Helen quietly, "for Jean told me so." She +hesitated a moment, then added: "Lillian was at home that afternoon." + +Nan's face grew downcast. + +"I don't believe he went to see Miss Stuart," she persisted, somewhat +unreasonably. "I believe that there was some great mistake somewhere. +I knew," she went on, as Helen did not reply, "that Jean was surprised +to find that he and Miss Stuart were old friends. He may not have told +her, but that was probably accidental. At any rate that was the +beginning of the difficulty, and every incident from there on served +to widen the breach. Jean thought she had been willfully deceived, and +Miss Stuart was not loath to lend herself to strengthen that +conviction." + +"I don't see how you can blame Lillian," objected Helen irritably. "It +was not her fault that Mr. Farr was in love with her. I think they +were once engaged;" this last somewhat fearfully, for she did not know +that she was doing right to betray her friend's secret. + +Nan shrugged her shoulders: + +"That may be, but it is only a greater reason why he is not in love +with her now." + +This bit of worldly cynicism struck on deaf ears, for Helen was +revolving many things in her mind. + +"There are, of course, many things that I cannot attempt to explain," +Nan continued, "but I still hold to my belief that Mr. Farr cared for +Jean. I like him, and I don't believe he would ever have deliberately +deceived her." + +A brief pause ensued. + +"Nan," said Helen, "I wish the _Vortex_ had never come to anchor +here. Everything has gone wrong since then." + +"Be fair, Helen. Are you sure the fault lay there? It seems to me that +everything went happily until----" + +"Until when? Go on, Nan." + +"Until Miss Stuart came." + +Helen, who had been half-sitting up, with her head propped on her +hand, dropped back among the cushions with a heavy sigh. + +"I don't know why you should think so. You are prejudiced against +Lillian, and harsh in your thoughts of her. I am not at all sure that +it is fair." + +Nan gained her feet, and looked gravely down at her friend: + +"Is it not true, dear? Think, Helen. Have not many things gone wrong +since your acquaintance with Miss Stuart? Oh! I am sure of it, quite +sure." + +Unbroken silence. + +"Are you angry with me, Helen?" Nan asked at length. + +"No, no." + +"May I say something still further, dear?" + +"Of course; I know you would never willfully be unkind." + +Nan sat down on the sofa: + +"Things have gone wrong since the day you met Miss Stuart, and the +reason is that you persisted in a friendship of which Guy so strongly +disapproved. Tell me, Helen, was it not Miss Stuart who separated you +from Guy? Was it not on her account that you quarreled?" + +"I suppose so; but Guy was very strange and unreasonable, and I liked +Lillian; her friendship was very sweet." + +"O Helen, you had known Guy all your life; you should have relied on +his judgment, you should have trusted him. Do you think that for any +light or insufficient reason he would have thwarted you? Had he not +always shown himself thoroughly unselfish in everything that concerned +you? You did him a very cruel wrong when you mistrusted him, Helen; +and I don't see how you could have been so cold when he loved you so." + +For answer, Helen raised her eyes and looked at Nan through her tears. + +"I want to help you to see what a mistake you have made," Nan +continued gently. "You had grown used to Guy, his devotion was such an +old story that you thought you did not love him. Miss Stuart's great +beauty fascinated you, and she soon found it easy to bend you to her +will. Forgive me, darling, but this once I must speak bluntly. Many +and many a time you would have gone back to your allegiance to Guy had +she not willed it otherwise, and had he, poor fellow, not taken the +worst course for his cause. It was foolish for him to go away, but Guy +never could bear half-measures. Since then you have almost learned to +know Lillian Stuart for yourself. Yet, even to this day, you blind +yourself about her. I sometimes am tempted to think it is simply +because she is so beautiful." + +Helen started up, her face ablaze. + +"Nan, Nan, you are unjust. You despise me because I gave Guy up, but +I tell you I realized I did not love him before I ever saw Lillian +Stuart. I do love her." + +"Pshaw," interrupted Nan indignantly. "Guy Appleton is the best and +truest man in the world, and you must have loved him if you had not +been unduly influenced. There, dear, don't be angry. You know how fond +I am of Guy, and how keenly I took his disappointment to heart. He +loved you so, Helen, and he was so miserable." + +"Please spare me, Nan," murmured Helen brokenly. + +"I can't spare you, dear. If your mistakes had simply made you suffer, +I would never have said a word, but it is not so. Miss Stuart has +crossed Jean's path, and for her sake I have spoken." + +"If it is true, if I were sure of it, I would want to die." + +"Dying would not do any good. Live, and some day it may be in your +power to put an end to all this sorrow." + +"Nan, are you sure that Mr. Farr is in love with Jean?" + +"Not sure, Helen, but I think so." + +"What can I do?" + +"Nothing at present. We must wait, and see what happens. Oh! I am very +hopeful for the future." + +When they were in bed and the lights were out, Nan ventured to ask: + +"Don't you think Guy will ever return to Hetherford?" + +"I don't know, dear," Helen replied, with a sound of tears in her +voice. + +Nan longed to shake her, to say "You ought to know; it depends solely +upon you; why don't you do something about it?" but she felt she had +gone far enough for one night, and turning over on her pillow, fell +fast asleep. + +Nan was only a country-bred lass, and yet not all her separation from +the world and from her fellow-creatures could shut her out from an +unerring comprehension of human nature. Her wide sympathies taught her +to understand Helen's coldness toward a lover whose one fault was that +he had demanded too little and yielded too much; and she was too +thorough an artist not to fully appreciate the wonderful spell that +beauty such as Miss Stuart's casts upon certain natures. + +The next day the rain came down in sheets, and nothing drearier could +be imagined than the Hetherford station, where Helen and Nathalie +awaited the arrival of their friends, who were to depart on the train +which was now almost due. Presently the old omnibus backed up to the +platform, and from its damp interior the Hills and Andrews slowly +emerged, their faces as gloomy as the leaden sky above, as they went +through the irksome task of buying tickets and checking trunks. Nan +came rushing in upon the scene just as the train drew up at the +station. There were a few hurried words of farewell, and then, with a +clanging of bells and puffing of steam, the train sped on its way to +the far-off city. When the three girls clambered into the Lawrences' +great closed rockaway, they felt sorely tempted to give way to tears +and lamentations. The horses splashed through the mud, the rain beat +against the windowpanes, the east wind wailed and sighed through the +trees. Nan got out at the parsonage, and in silence the two sisters +drove on to the manor. Nathalie threw off her hat and coat, and +seating herself at the big table in the center of the hall-way, began +a long letter to Jean. From the fireside Helen watched her for a few +moments and then mounted slowly to her room, feeling too dispirited +for even Aunt Helen's society. + +By and by a soft little voice from without begged for admission, and +she opened the door and gladly drew Gladys into the room. + +"Baby, you are just the little girlie I wanted. Sister feels very dull +and lonely to-day." + +"Me too," echoed Gladys, as she climbed into her lap. + +"Well, well, that is too bad. We shall have to comfort each other." + +"What is comfort, sister?" + +"Comfort, Dolly? Why to comfort anyone is to try to make them happy +when something is troubling them." + +"Auntie says I'se her comfort," Gladys affirmed, with a wise little +nod of her head. + +"So you are, pet, and not only Auntie's, but mine too." + +The child nestled down contentedly in her sister's arms. Her big eyes, +wandering about the room, rested at length upon a large folding frame +of photographs which stood on the mantel. + +"I wish Jeanie didn't go 'way," she said in a pathetic little voice. + +"What made you think of Jean, dear?" + +"'Cause I just was lookin' at her picture." + +Helen lifted her eyes to the mantel. + +"So you were. We all miss Jean very much, don't we, darling?" + +"Who's that, sister?" asked Gladys, pointing to the photograph next to +the one of Jean. + +"Don't you know?" + +"I kind of 'member, but I ain't sure." + +"Have you forgotten Mr. Appleton, Gladys--Guy Appleton?" queried Helen +in a low tone. + +"Oh, now I 'member," cried Gladys gleefully. "Don't you know the +little kitty he gave me? Larry harnessed her to my little wed cart, +an' she wan up the willow tree with it." And at the recollection, the +child burst into a merry peal of laughter. + +Helen laughed, too, in sympathy, and then it came back to her how +nicely Guy had spoken to the children, telling them that what was fun +to them was suffering to poor kitty, and impressing upon them how +unkind and cowardly it was to be cruel to any living creature. + +They talked on thus, this big and little sister, until twilight had +come. Then Helen put the child down from her lap, and sent her off to +the nursery for her supper. As she turned back into the room, her eyes +could just discern the outline of the frame upon the mantel, but +although the photographs within it were quite obscured by the dusk, +Guy's face rose before her with startling distinctness. She dropped +into a chair, and a dismal little laugh broke from her. + +"Oh, dear, I wish Gladys and Nan had both kept still. Now I don't know +what I do want." + +Week followed week monotonously, with little to mark the flight of +time save the arrival of letters from Jean and the Appletons. Jean +wrote cheerfully, declaring that she was much better and in excellent +spirits, but Mrs. Appleton's reports were much less encouraging. + +"Jean never complains," she wrote, "and seems filled with a restless +desire to keep constantly on the move, but she still looks very +fragile, and I sometimes fear that all at once she will break down +completely. However, you must not be anxious, about her, for perhaps I +am needlessly so. Mrs. Fay expects to return home at Christmas time, +and I imagine that by then Jean will be quite ready to accompany her." + +The last week in November Helen went to town to spend Thanksgiving +with the Hills. + +"It seemed almost selfish to take you away from Nathalie," Eleanor +said, as they drove rapidly away from the station through the noisy, +crowded streets, "but I was longing for a sight of someone from +Hetherford, and I thought it would be such fun to begin to do our +Christmas shopping together. A little later the shops are so terribly +overcrowded." + +The first few days of Helen's visit were passed chiefly in this wise, +and partly because her time was so fully occupied, and partly because +of a curiously uncomfortable feeling which she could not shake off, +she neglected to let Miss Stuart know that she was in town. On the +fourth evening after her arrival they dined at a famous restaurant +with an uncle and aunt of Eleanor's and two youths of the _jeunesse +dorée_. Helen had felt very shy at first, but this was fast wearing +off, and she was talking quite naturally and pleasantly with her +companion, when a party of two ladies and half a dozen men entered the +room, and selecting a table at a short distance from where Eleanor and +her friends were seated, grouped themselves about it; their loud +talking and easy assurance attracting universal attention. Helen +stared at them a little curiously, and then, as one of the ladies drew +off her long tan gloves and let her gaze wander slowly around the +room, she gave a sudden start. At the same instant the lady's glance +met Helen's, and the recognition was mutual. Miss Stuart gracefully +inclined her head, a certain surprise in her eyes, and Helen flushed +crimson as she returned the bow. + +"Why, there is Miss Stuart," exclaimed Eleanor. "I can't imagine why +she chooses such a companion as Mrs. Desborough." + +"And why should Miss Stuart be so particular?" laughed the man at her +side. "It would be the pot calling the kettle black, wouldn't it?" + +Eleanor broke in hurriedly, with some totally irrelevant remark, but +the words had reached Helen's ears. The color died out of her face, +and from that moment her companion found her silent and absent-minded. +As they passed out of the restaurant, Miss Stuart bowed smilingly to +Eleanor and turned a steady level glance on Helen. + +"Who were you bowing to?" asked Mrs. Desborough from the other side of +the table. + +"To Miss Hill and her friend Miss Lawrence," Miss Stuart replied a +little stiffly. + +"What?" laughed the man at her side, "not that demure little girl who +was dining with Miss Hill?" + +"The very same. She is a great friend of mine." + +"Oh, come now, don't tell me that. You two never hit it off together." + +Miss Stuart frowned. + +"You will oblige me by not discussing the subject," she returned, in a +tone so unlike her usual careless, flippant one that her companion was +impressed by it. "I like her infinitely better than any woman I have +ever known." + +"By Jove, I believe you are in earnest!" + +"Don't believe anything," she answered sharply, and turning to the man +on her left plunged at once into a reckless flirtation. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +A CABLEGRAM. + + +The following morning a note came for Helen by a messenger. It was +from Lillian Stuart and, without a word of upbraiding for having been +kept in ignorance of Helen's presence in town, begged for a visit from +her prior to her return to Hetherford. Helen was fully alive to the +generous spirit thus shown toward her, but it did not alter her +determination to decline the invitation. She worded her answer as +kindly as possible, while making her meaning quite clear. It hurt her +cruelly to take this step, and as she sealed the envelope there were +tears in her eyes. + +It was Mrs. Hill's day at home, and when, after luncheon, Eleanor +reminded Helen of this fact, the girl pleaded to be excused, for she +felt far too depressed and out of sorts to meet people and to exert +herself to entertain them. Mrs. Hill indulgently granted her request, +and so she put on her hat and coat and started out for a walk. She +strolled down a beautiful avenue, lined with fine residences, +succeeded, as she proceeded, by richly and gayly ornamented shops. A +crowd of people were passing up and down, and the street at times was +almost blocked with an innumerable throng of equipages. When Helen had +reached a point where this avenue is intersected by another, she +crossed the street and entered a square, whose patches of grass and +bare trees were a rest to her eyes after the rows of stately buildings +all about her. Children were playing about on the smooth paths, and as +Helen looked at them she found herself longing for a sight of dear +little Gladys' round, chubby face. Across the street, on the block +below, a swinging sign caught her attention. Its staring characters +told her that an art exhibition was being held within, and she turned +her steps in that direction. As she approached the showy and +over-ornamented doorway, she glanced up at a man who was coming toward +her. Something in his gait and general bearing struck her as familiar. +As he gained her side he raised his hat, and she saw that he was +Valentine Farr. + +"Why, Miss Lawrence," he exclaimed, "this is a very great and +unexpected pleasure. I had no idea you were in town. How are you?" + +"Oh! very well, thank you, but," with a sympathetic glance at his arm, +which she saw he carried in a sling, "have you been hurt, Mr. Farr?" + +"I had a fall aboard ship on our way to Fort Munroe, and broke my arm. +It was badly attended to, so I got leave to come home and have Dr. +----," naming a well-known surgeon, "fix it up for me." + +"I am sorry," said Helen, looking at him with friendly eyes. + +"Where were you going, Miss Lawrence?" Farr asked, as the surging +throng crowded them close to the railing of a near house. + +"I thought I would go in just above here, and see the pictures." + +"Will you let me accompany you? I would deem it a very great favor, I +have so many questions I want to ask you. I want to know all about +Hetherford and everyone there. + +"Indeed, I wish you would, and I will gladly satisfy your curiosity. +There is not much to tell of Hetherford save that Jean has gone to +Europe." + +She tried to mention her sister's name quite naturally, but the color +rose to her face, and she could not bring herself to look at her +companion. + +"To Europe?" he echoed, and could think of nothing further to say. + +"I will tell you all about it when we are inside," Helen said to him +rather flurriedly. + +In a moment more they found themselves in a softly lighted room, the +walls of which were lined with paintings. A few people, catalogue in +hand, were slowly walking about or standing in groups of two or three +before some painting of more than usual merit. Helen gained courage to +raise her eyes to her companion's face, and something in its +expression made her direct her steps at once toward a huge red ottoman +which occupied the center of the room. + +"Shall we sit down here and have our talk first?" her voice softly +interrogated. "You can show me the pictures afterward." + +Farr looked at her gratefully. + +"It would be my wish, Miss Helen, but you mustn't let me bore you." + +For answer, Helen seated herself and motioned him to take the place +beside her. + +"Jean went to Europe in October. She had not been at all well, +and----" + +"Not well?" he interrupted her with an anxious face. + +"In fact, she was quite ill," Helen went on gravely, "and she had an +opportunity to join some friends of ours who were over there, so we +sent her in the hope that the change would benefit her." + +"And how is she now?" + +"Somewhat better, I think, but not very strong yet." + +"I am deeply grieved," he answered, in a voice which his best efforts +could not keep very steady. + +There was a brief silence, during which Farr's eyes were fixed moodily +on the carpet. + +"I called to see your sister," he began at length, "the day before we +left Hetherford, but she excused herself." + +"I don't think Jean knew of your visit." + +"You are mistaken," he returned bitterly. "The servant who admitted me +had received orders that Miss Jean would not see me, and she made that +fact patent to me beyond the possibility of any doubt." + +"I cannot help that," said Helen, her determination to pursue the +subject struggling against a sudden timidity. "I am sure you are +wrong. I remember the afternoon perfectly. Nathalie and I had been to +the inn, and when we reached home I found Jean on the sofa in her +room, and I asked her if anyone had called, and she said 'no.'" + +A puzzled expression crossed Farr's face. + +"It is very strange. Why, Miss Helen, I wrote and asked your sister if +she would see me, and she replied that she would be at home at the +hour I mentioned in my note." + +All at once there flashed through Helen's mind a recollection which +suggested a most cruel suspicion. Farr was looking straight at her, +his honest eyes demanding an honest answer. + +"I cannot explain it, Mr. Farr," she said slowly, "but I feel +perfectly safe in answering you that it was all a mistake, and that +Jean never knew of your call at the manor." + +"And what of the message the servant gave me? Forgive me, Miss Helen, +if I seem to press you, but this is no light matter to me." + +"I am quite sure that Jean never gave that message, although I can +give you no further explanation of the matter." + +Farr's face went very white, and, as Helen looked at him, she saw how +much the past few months had changed him. There were deep lines about +his mouth, and his grave eyes were immeasurably sad. Her heart went +out to him in sudden sympathy, and she spoke to him with a touch of +tenderness in her voice. + +"Jean will be with us again at Christmas time, I hope, and then you +must see her and let her explain to you how such a mistake was made." + +Farr rested his elbow on his knee and dropped his head in his hand. + +"If I only felt sure you were right, Miss Helen." He paused a moment, +then resumed with deep earnestness, "I cared so much for your sister +that the sudden withdrawal of her friendship was a bitter blow to me." + +Helen's eyes were downcast, her lips refused to speak. The silence was +broken by Farr. + +"I think at one time I dreamed she cared for me a little, but my +illusion was quickly dispelled." + +Another pause of briefer duration, and then he turned to his companion +with a question on his lips. + +"How was it, Miss Helen? Did I presume too much on your sister's +kindness to me? I suppose I must have, although it seems to me that I +hardly deserved her excessive coldness and dislike." + +Helen, thus put to the test, looked straight up at him, and answered a +little tremulously: + +"Mr. Farr, Jean always liked you." + +He drew a quick sharp breath. + +"Why do you think so?" he asked. Then before Helen could reply, he +went on in a strained voice, "I loved Jean with all my heart, and was +about to ask her to be my wife. I love her now--I shall always love +her." + +"And Jean cares for you," Helen whispered, so low he had to bend his +head to catch the words. + +"Cares for me?" he repeated, a sudden light in his eyes, his voice +grown very deep and tender. + +"Yes, oh yes. There must have been some wretched mistake which can be +explained away. I don't know how it was," she went on with a +plaintive smile. "Jean's heart was almost broken because of you, and +she grew so ill we had to send her away." + +"Thank God!" he ejaculated solemnly. + +Helen broke into a little laugh, which was full of tears. + +"That Jean has gone away?" she queried. + +Farr lifted his head and drew a deep breath. + +"I can't thank you, Miss Helen. I seem to have no words to express to +you what you have done for me to-day. Indeed, it seems as if Fate, for +once, had chosen to do me a kind turn." + +After a little Helen said gently: + +"You must come to the manor for Christmas, Mr. Farr. I can think of no +greater happiness for Jean than to have you there to welcome her on +her return." + +"Miss Helen, I--I can't realize it. You----" His voice broke, but +after a moment he resumed: "You are not holding out a vain hope to +me--you are sure?" + +Helen met his eyes steadily, and he was reassured, even before she +answered gravely: + +"Quite sure, Mr. Farr. Do you think I would have spoken else?" + +She turned away her head, and he saw a tear on her cheek. + +"I have tried to fill my mother's place to the girls, but I was +blinded by personal interests, and did not understand about Jean until +too late. I don't think I could have borne it if it had not been put +in my power to retrieve my mistake." + +Farr looked at her curiously, a thoroughly puzzled expression on his +face. He opened his lips to question her, but suddenly changed his +mind, and closed them without having spoken. + +Helen rose from the ottoman. + +"We have not seen the pictures, have we?" she asked in a lighter tone. + +Farr stood looking down at her with earnest eyes. + +"Miss Helen, if God is good to me, if all goes well, is there a +welcome for me at the manor?" + +She put out her hand to him, and he held it tightly for a moment. + +"God bless you." + +Some minutes later they descended the wide stairs, and, passing +through the outer door, found themselves once more in the crowded +thoroughfare. The short November day was drawing to a close, the wind +was keen and sharp, and a flurry of snow filled the air. + +"Now, Mr. Farr, I want you to put me in an omnibus, please, and you +must not come uptown with me." + +Then, as he demurred, she added, with a friendly smile: + +"My mind is so full of thoughts, I would really rather be alone for a +while. You understand, don't you?" + +She turned on the steps of the omnibus to say: + +"I will let you know about Jean's return, and remember, you are to +spend Christmas with us." + +"As if I could forget," Farr murmured to himself, as he strode away, +his face alight with a great happiness. + +As Helen rang the bell of the Hills' cozy apartment, the door was +opened from the inside, and she found herself face to face with +Lillian Stuart. From the drawing-room came the buzz of tongues, and +through the half-open portières she could see quite a number of people +standing about. Miss Stuart answered her unspoken thought: + +"Don't go in there, Helen; take me to your room. I want to speak to +you for a moment. I have already made my call on the Hills." + +Helen obediently led the way down the hall, but her heart was very +heavy, for she had no courage for another scene this afternoon. She +knew that the conversation must necessarily be painful, and she made +every effort to put off the evil moment; but in vain. Almost before +the door was closed Miss Stuart began: + +"Now, Helen, will you please explain to me why you must return to +Hetherford in such haste? Surely your aunt can spare you to me for a +few days. I can't imagine how you could have planned to be in town, +and not to be with me for a little visit." + +Helen flushed guiltily. + +"I am so sorry, dear," she faltered. "Another time, perhaps, but now I +must go home." + +Miss Stuart started up, loosening her fur boa impatiently. + +"That is absolute folly. There is nothing to stand in the way +unless----" She broke off abruptly, and her eyes searched Helen's +downcast face. "Do you want to put an end to our friendship," she +cried sharply. "Is that why you act so strangely?" + +Helen lifted her hand with an imploring gesture of dissent. + +"Answer me, Helen. Am I not right?" + +Helen's head was bent still lower, and she made no attempt to speak. +Miss Stuart watched her for a moment in silence, and a slight quiver +passed over her face. She came a step nearer, and laid her hand on the +girl's shoulder: + +"Who has influenced you against me, Helen? What has happened?" + +"Why, Lillian, what makes you say that? It is not fair, simply because +in one instance I am unable to fulfill your wishes." + +Miss Stuart withdrew her hand, and her brow darkened. + +"Helen, Helen; you disappoint me. Let us have the truth at all +hazards. Tell me frankly, would not your answer always be the same +now, whenever I might ask you for a visit?" + +Helen shivered a little, and she could not bring herself to meet the +girl's eyes. Presently Miss Stuart spoke again, the effort to subdue +all emotion rendering her voice cold and stern. + +"I understand. You have withdrawn your friendship from me. Oh! no +doubt you have discovered the depth of my unworthiness, and feel +perfectly justified. Content in your own moral superiority, and in +that of your friends in general, you have decided that it would be +wiser to banish me from the inner circle. Of course," she went on with +a bitter laugh, "you have not reached this conclusion alone. Would +you mind telling me who has helped you to it?" + +The taunting question stung Helen into a response: + +"You told me an untruth, Lillian. You deliberately deceived me. You +caused untold suffering to one who is very dear to me, to what end I +cannot imagine. And this was your return for all the love and trust I +had given you." + +Miss Stuart turned a startled glance on Helen. + +"What do you mean?" she asked breathlessly. + +"I have seen Mr. Farr to-day, and a good many things that have puzzled +me have been made clear. I am not judging you, Lillian. I am +completely in the dark as to your motives. I only know that you were +not honest with me." + +"So you have seen Val Farr," murmured Miss Stuart. She flung back her +head defiantly. "Well, what did he tell you of me? I thought he was +too much of a man to speak ill of a woman." + +"Your name was never mentioned, Lillian. I am not prepared to tell you +what Mr. Farr said to me. Suffice it to say, it proved the untruth of +what you led me to believe last summer." + +Miss Stuart caught her breath. + +"I suppose that means that he is in love with your sister?" + +"We will not discuss that, please," replied Helen with quiet dignity. + +Her companion laughed, but there was no mirth in the sound. + +"Well, I could have told you that last summer. I did lie to you about +it. The game is played out now, and I have lost, so there is no +further reason why I should not tell you the truth. I was jealous of +that little sister of yours, and I did everything in my power to keep +her and Valentine Farr apart. Placed in the same position, I should +undoubtedly repeat the offense." + +Cruel and unwomanly as the words were, there was something in her +friend's voice which stirred Helen with a feeling of pity. She rose +and laid a gentle hand on Miss Stuart's arm. + +"You must not try to make me think badly of you, dear. I would so much +rather believe that you did not realize how much misery you were +causing. Let us not speak any more of this, Lillian." + +A sudden rush of tears dimmed Miss Stuart's eyes. + +"The least I can do is to grant your last request, Helen. One thing +more I can do for you, dear--I can go. You need never see me again." + +There was just a faint interrogation in the low-spoken words, but +Helen remained quite silent. She was waging a bitter fight within +herself. Everything pressed her into a renunciation of this friendship +which had cost her so dear. Slowly there was awakening within her a +deep knowledge of Guy Appleton's character, and with this knowledge +came a great longing to win from him the love which she had so lightly +sacrificed. While a vestige of this friendship remained Guy would +never take her to his heart, and now her choice must be made. Then she +thought of Jean and Valentine Farr, and the thought strengthened her +conviction that only one path was open to her. Raising her +tearstained face, she met Lillian's eyes smiling sadly on her. + +"So you find it hard to give me up, Helen? Are you sure it is +necessary?" + +The critical moment had come, and involuntarily Helen put her hands +before her eyes to shut out the beautiful face so close to her own: + +"Our paths must lie apart, Lillian, dear; but as long as I live I will +remember you and pray for you." + +The silence that followed these words became oppressive, and Helen +stirred uneasily and stole a timid glance at her friend. Miss Stuart's +face was uplifted; her wonderful eyes, filled with unutterable +sadness, gazed mournfully into space. If suffering can expiate a sin, +in that moment she fully expiated the wrong she had done to Jean. +After a while she turned and laid her hands on Helen's shoulders. + +"I understand, my dear, and I do not blame you. Good-by!" And +stooping, she kissed her gently on the lips. + + * * * * * + +Helen stood before the fire in the hall-way of the manor, two letters +in hand, a thoughtful expression in her eyes. In four days Jean and +Mrs. Fay would sail for home, and Guy had written: "Will you not send +for me, Helen? I will never return until you do." + +"Oh, dear," her thoughts ran, "why must it be left for me to decide! +If Guy would only take it into his own hands and come, I would be so +grateful." + +Poor weak little woman! It was hard for her to act for herself. How +happy she would be to find shelter in some safe harbor, guided there +by a stronger hand than her own. With one stroke of a pen she could +recall Guy, but the strangest shyness overmastered her. She wandered +restlessly about the house, her heart as heavy as lead; and not until +daylight was waning, and the long winter evening closing in upon the +manor, did she finally start out for the telegraph office, a bit of +paper held closely in the hand that was tucked in her muff. + + * * * * * + +In a hotel in Paris a party of people was assembled in a small private +sitting-room. Against the walls, their lids gaping, were a number of +half-filled trunks, and in the paraphernalia that were scattered +around was every indication of an imminent departure. Mrs. Fay and +Jean bustled busily about, stowing away the many purchases which this +city of shops had tempted them to make, stopping now and then to +consult Guy as to some detail of the long journey which lay before +them. Poor Mrs. Appleton watched them with homesick eyes. She was +tired of wandering about in strange lands, hungry for a sight of the +little vine-covered cottage which had been empty for so many weary +months. Surely no mother had ever given her son a greater love, a more +generous sacrifice. + +"I am a foolish old woman, my dear," she had said to him a few moments +since, when he had looked up suddenly and had seen the tears in her +eyes. "I suppose it is not unnatural that I should sometimes dream of +spending the last years of my life in 'my own home.'" + +Guy did not answer then. It was a shock to him to discover how much +this exile had cost his patient, uncomplaining mother; and, as he sat +at the little table in the center of the room, apparently absorbed in +straightening out accounts, he was facing the duty which had suddenly +been made clear to him. + +"Poor mother!" he thought, with tender compunction, "I have been a +selfish brute." + +Yet it was not easy for him to depart from the course he had marked +out for himself, for, like many another man of strong character, Guy +was very obstinate. One glance at his mother's face, however, made him +ashamed of his hesitation, and he pushed away his papers and rose to +his feet, while he framed the sentence which would determine their +return home. Just at that moment there was a knock at the door, and in +response to Jean's brisk, "_Entrez_," a servant handed her a cablegram +in its blue wrapper, addressed "Appleton, Continental, Paris." + +Three simple words the message contained, but to the man who read them +they made all the difference between light and darkness, between life +and death. The message read: + + Please come home.--HELEN. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +"PEACE ON EARTH--GOOD WILL TO MEN." + + +On a most delicious day late in December there is an air of unusual +bustle and excitement over the manor. Outside the ground is covered +with a deep mantle of glistening snow, and overhead the winter's sun +shines cold and clear from out a vault of deepest blue. Within the +house wood fires are blazing on every hearth, and the atmosphere is +filled with the fragrance of fresh flowers which Helen's deft hands +have just arranged in every available vase and bowl. + +Only yesterday the travelers from the other side arrived; Mrs. +Appleton supremely contented to be once more at home; Guy, with the +anticipation of his happiness lighting his whole face, and Jean sweet +and brave as ever, but with a deep sadness in her eyes, and looking +such a frail and slender figure in her close-fitting gown. + +Helen and Nathalie had gone to town to meet them, and had brought them +to Hetherford; for on the morrow all the old friends were to gather at +the manor for Christmas, and the girls wanted one long quiet evening +with Jean before the arrival of their guests. + +This home-coming was very hard for poor Jean; harder than she had +anticipated; and when the first little excitement of her meeting with +Aunt Helen and the children was over, it required all her courage to +keep her face bright and smiling, her voice gay and cheery. Everything +spoke to her of Farr, and she sighed a little wearily, as she realized +that all her journeyings had lessened not one whit the pain at her +heart. As they gathered before the blazing logs in the drawing-room, +just after dinner, to talk over all that had happened since they +parted, Helen's loving heart detected the undercurrent of pathos which +ran through all Jean's spirited accounts of her travels and +adventures; and she was tempted to speak just the few words which +alone could bring back the sunny light-hearted expression to Jean's +face. She resisted the temptation, however, for she had given Farr her +promise that his coming on the morrow should be a complete surprise. +He was to come out on an early train, so as to secure a quiet hour +with Jean before the manor was invaded by its other guests. + +And now he is almost due, and Helen's heart beats fast, and her eyes +watch Jean's every movement as if she feared to let her out of her +sight. All the morning they have been dressing the house with +Christmas greens, and Jean stands on tip-toe to fasten the last wreath +over the fireplace, when a ringing of sleigh-bells breaks the +stillness of the snowy winter's day. Then there is a stamping of a +man's feet on the veranda, and Helen opens wide the door to admit +Valentine Farr. Jean's back is toward him, and there is just a brief +instant while she adjusts the last nail to secure the wreath, before +she turns. + +"What a draught. Why don't you close the----" she begins; then, +turning, the hammer she is holding falls to the ground with a crash, +and, her hand on her heart, her eyes wide-open and startled, she +stands facing Valentine Farr. + +In another instant Helen has closed the door and disappeared into the +drawing-room, and Farr has taken Jean's hands in his own, and is +speaking to her in a voice grown very deep and tender. + +"Jean, my little love, have you no word of welcome for me?" + +The blood rushes into her face, then ebbs away, leaving it even paler +than before. + +"Ah, I have frightened you, sweetheart," Farr cries contritely, "and +you are not very strong yet, are you, dear? But I have waited such a +weary while; I have been so miserable for a sight of your sweet face; +I could not wait to tell you that I love you. Surely you must have +known it long ago, darling." + +Jean's head droops lower and lower, and she does not speak. + +"I want you to be my wife, dear," Farr's tender voice goes on. "Do you +love me, Jean?" + +Still she is silent, and Farr's face grows very white. + +"What is it, Jean? Are you angry with me for speaking to you so +abruptly? Oh, my love, my love, don't tell me that you cannot care for +me." + +Then Jean raises her eyes, and though the tears are shining in them, +they are full of a great happiness. + +"I do love you, dear, with all my heart and soul," she says very low, +but quite steadily. + +Farr's face above her is eloquent, and for the moment they have no +need of words. Then the tears brim over in Jean's eyes, and with a +little tremulous cry she flings herself in his arms: + +"O Val, I have been so miserable!" + +And Farr, bending down, kisses her tenderly. + +"Please God, darling, no misery will ever again come to you through +me." + + * * * * * + +A few hours later they all gather about the long dinner table and, in +the pause that follows upon their being seated, old Mr. Birdsall's +sweet and tremulous voice asks grace. In simple heartfelt words he +thanks God for the safe return of the travelers, and asks his tender +blessing for one and all. Every head is reverently bent, and every +heart echoes the earnest prayer. + +This is a gala occasion, and in its honor Aunt Helen presides at the +head of the table, and Willie and Larry and even little Gladys are +present. With much ringing laughter and merriment the dinner hour +passes. Jean's voice is as joyous as in the old days, and Helen, +hearing the sweet sound, is filled with overwhelming gratitude. + +"I tell you, girls," Dick cries enthusiastically, "this is a proud day +for me. I feel that it is entirely owing to my watchful care of you +all that these pleasant things have come to pass. Jean, my child, did +I not present Farr to you?" + +Jean laughs, and blushes. + +"Oh, I don't know, Dick. I am not quite clear about it. If you did I +am deeply indebted," and she turns a shy soft glance toward her lover. + +"It was your humble servant. Now, there is a most appropriate way in +which you may reward me," and Dick holds a sprig of mistletoe high +above his head. + +"No, no. What nonsense," protests Jean. + +"You may," smiles Farr. + +"But I don't want to," she laughs saucily. + +"Poor Dick," exclaims Mollie sorrowfully, and she jumps up from the +table to give him a sisterly hug and a kiss. "I declare it is a shame. +I shan't see you so neglected." + +"Thank you, my dear," returns Dick, with a grin, "that isn't quite the +same, but it is very sweet." + +"Oh, dear," sighs Nan, as they push back their chairs, and wander into +the drawing-room, "how queer it seems to have Helen and Jean engaged. +It is all very amusing now, but what will become of us next summer. I +am afraid our compact is about at an end." + +Cliff, who is standing near Eleanor, bends down to whisper something +to her, and then pushes her gently into the middle of the room. She +faces the group before her with flaming cheeks, and looks about her +helplessly. + +"Girls, I suppose I must confess. I, too, am a traitor to our +compact." + +"O Eleanor," cries Jean, excitedly, and puts a tender arm about her. + +Cliff leans against the mantel, as nonchalant and languid as ever; but +his eyes rest on Eleanor with infinite pride and content. The girl +turns toward the others with a graceful gesture of appeal. + +"Am I forgiven?" + +They crowd about her with eager, loving words of congratulation; and +then, when the confusion has subsided, Nan begs their attention for a +moment. + +"I have some news for you." + +"O Nan! don't tell us you are engaged," implores Mollie dolorously. + +Nan burst into a merry laugh. + +"What an idea! No indeed. But, girls and boys what do you think? Emily +is _married_!" + +"_Married?_" they cry in one breath. + +"Yes, married to a very rich widower, with gray hair, and three big +children, and oh, lots of money!" and Nan almost chokes in her haste +to enumerate all these virtues. + +"Now, Nan, be sensible, and take a long breath, and tell us all about +it," says Nathalie. + +"Well, he owns a fine place at B----, where Em lives, and he knew her +when she was a little bit of a girl. He married and went to England to +live. About two years ago his wife died and this fall he returned to +B----, renewed his acquaintance with Em, proposed to her, and +yesterday they were married." + +"What unseemly haste!" Mollie exclaims. + +"No, not a bit of it. They didn't mean to be married until spring, but +Mr. Hazletine was suddenly recalled to England on important business, +which may keep him there several months, and he was so unhappy at +leaving Em that she consented to be married at once and go with him." + +"To think of it! I suppose now Emily will roll by in her carriage, +wear magnificent clothes, and completely dazzle us with her jewels of +inestimable value." + +"So much the better, Mollie," rejoins Helen heartily. "Poor little Em +has tasted of poverty all her life. Think what a relief it will be to +her to have ample means." + +"It is fine," cries Eleanor. + +"And what in the world shall we do?" groans Nathalie with a comical +glance at Nan and Mollie. + +"Laugh at their love-making, and, with the hansom driver, be glad we +are not in it." + +"O Nan, you rowdy," laughs Jean. + +Helen rises, and makes her way to the door, closely followed by Guy. + +"I am going to say good-night to Aunt Helen," she whispers, her eyes +drooping shyly under the steadfast gaze he bends upon her. + +"I will wait for you here, dear," he says, and takes her hand in his, +but she blushes so painfully he lets it drop again. + +"Foolish little woman," he sighs to himself. "Shall I ever really +possess her heart?" + +In a few moments she rejoins him, and Guy puts his arm about her, and +leads her into the music room. No lamps are lighted, but the +window-shades are up, and the moon's soft rays shine through the +panes, illumining mysteriously the great empty room. Far away, across +the snowclad landscape, the slender spire of St. Andrew's points +heavenward, and through the windows of the church shines the red glow +of a light within. The scene is one of infinite peace and beauty, and +the magic of the hour casts its spell over Helen and her lover, as +speechless, motionless, they stand within the recess of the window, +gazing out at the marvelous beauty of the night. + +By and by, Helen moves a little closer to her companion. + +"I have something to tell you, Guy," she murmurs, "and I haven't the +courage to say it." + +The old doubt, not yet dispelled, pales Guy's face. + +"Don't tell me you are going to send me from you again, Helen." + +The girl's heart throbs at the pain in his voice: + +"No, no, dear. I want to tell you something so different. I love you, +Guy," her voice dropping to a whisper. "Please never leave me again." + +He holds her to his heart with a love the deeper for all the pain and +waiting, finding a heaven in the sweet lips which meet his so frankly. +And even as they stand there the bell of St. Andrew's, solemnly +tolling the midnight hour, ushers in the glad Christmas tide. + +"Helen," says Eleanor's voice from the doorway, "may we all come in? +We think it would be so sweet if you would play our Christmas hymn on +the organ and let us sing it together." + +Helen pushes back the curtain, and steps forward, an expression of +perfect rest on her gentle face. + +"Yes, indeed, I think it is a lovely idea." + +Guy opens the organ. Helen steps into her place, and Cliff brings a +lamp from the hall, and places it nearby. + +"Val," Jean whispers to her lover, "there is just one sad thought in +my heart to-night. I suppose it is the memory of Christ's message of +peace and love, which makes me so sorrowful when I think of the bitter +feeling between your mother and yourself. Do you think it will ever be +in my power to help to overcome it?" + +"We will try together, sweetheart, and the great blessing of your love +will make all life easier, and better for me." + +Then Helen's hands strike the opening chords of the hymn and a hush +falls upon the little group, and with one accord they move nearer the +organ, and as the last bell of St. Andrew's dies slowly away, their +voices take up the glad refrain: + + It came upon the midnight clear, + That glorious song of old, + From angels bending near the earth, + To touch their harps of gold: + "Peace on the earth, good will to men, + From heaven's all-gracious King." + The world in solemn stillness lay, + To hear the angels sing. + +FINIS. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Colony of Girls, by Kate Livingston Willard + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 41010 *** |
