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diff --git a/40676-0.txt b/40676-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ea21b90 --- /dev/null +++ b/40676-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,20564 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40676 *** + +This Man's Wife +By George Manville Fenn +Published by Ward and Downey, London. +This edition dated 1887. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER ONE. + +THE NEW CURATE--CHRISTIE BAYLE'S MISTAKE. + +If that hat had occupied its proper place it would have been perched +upon a stake to scare the sparrows away from the young peas, but the +wretched weather-beaten structure was upon the old man's head, matching +well with his coat, as he busied himself that pleasant morning dibbling +in broccoli-plants with the pointed handle of an old spade. + +The soft genial rain had fallen heavily during the night, thoroughly +soaking the ground, which sent forth a delicious steaming incense +quivering like visible transparent air in the morning sun. There had +been a month's drought, and flower and fruit had languished; but on the +previous evening dark clouds had gathered above the woods, swept over +King's Castor, and, as Gemp said, "For twelve mortal hours the rain had +poured down." + +Old Gemp was wrong: it had not poured, but stolen softly from the kindly +heavens, as if every fertilising drop had been wrapped in liquid silver +velvet, and no flower was beaten flat, no thirsty vegetable soiled, but +earth and plant had drunk and drunk during the long night to wake up +refreshed; the soil was of a rich dark hue, in place of drab, and the +birds were singing as if they meant to split their throats. + +Dr Luttrell's garden was just far enough out of the town for the birds +to sing. They came so far, and no farther. Once in a way, perhaps, +some reckless young blackbird went right into the elder clump behind the +mill, close up to the streets, and hunted snails from out of the hollow +roots, and from the ivy that hung over the stone wall by the great +water-tank in Thickens's garden; but that was an exception. Only one +robin and the sparrows strayed so far in as that. + +But with the doctor's garden it was different. There was the thick +hawthorn hedge that separated it from the north road, a hedge kept +carefully clipped, and with one tall stem every twelve yards that was +never touched, but allowed to grow as it pleased, and to blossom every +May and June into almond-scented snow, as it was blooming now. Then +there was the great laurel hedge, fifteen feet high, on the north; the +thick shrubbery about the red-bricked gabled house, and the dense ivy +that covered it from the porch upwards and over Millicent's window, and +then crawled right up the sides to the chimney stacks. + +There were plenty of places for birds, and, as they were never +disturbed, the doctor's was a haven where nests were made, eggs laid, +and young hatched, to the terrible detriment of the doctor's fruit; but +he only gave his handsome grey head a rub and laughed. + +That delicious June morning as the line was stretched over the bed that +had been so long prepared, and the plants that had been nursed in a +frame were being planted, the foreshortening of the old man's figure was +rather strange, so strange that as he came along the road looking over +the hedge, and taking in long breaths of delicious scents, the Reverend +Christie Bayle, the newly-appointed curate of St Anthony's, paused to +watch the planting. + +He was tall, slight, and pale, looking extremely youthful in his black +clerical attire; but it was the pallor of much hard study, not of +ill-health, for as he had come down the road it was with a free elastic +stride, and he carried his head as a man does who feels that he is young +and full of hope, and thinks that this world is, after all, a very +beautiful place. + +But it was a delicious June morning. + +True, but the Reverend Christie Bayle was just as light and elastic when +he walked back to his lodgings, through the rain on the previous night, +and without an umbrella. He had caught himself whistling, too, several +times, and checked himself, thinking that, perhaps, he ought to cease; +but somehow--it was very dark--he was thoroughly light-hearted, and he +had the feeling that he had made a poor weak old woman more restful at +heart during his chat with her by her bedside, and so he began whistling +again. + +He was not whistling now as he stopped short, looking over the hedge, +watching the foreshortened figure coming down towards him, with a leg on +either side of the line, the dibber in one hand, a bunch of +broccoli-plants in the other. The earth was soft, and the old man's arm +strong, while long practice had made him clever. He had no rule, only +his eye and the line for guidance; but, as he came slowly down the row, +he left behind him, at exactly two feet apart, the bright green +tightly-set plants. + +_Whig_! went the dibber: in went a plant; there was a quick poke or two, +the soft earth was round the stem, and the old man went on till he +reached the path, straightened himself, and began to softly rub the +small of his back with the hand that held the tool. + +"Good-morning," said the curate. + +"Morning." + +"Ladies at home?" + +"No, they've gone up to the town shopping. Won't be long." + +"Do you think they'd mind if I were to wait?" + +"Mind? No. Come and have a look round." + +"Peculiarity of the Lincolnshire folk, that they rarely say _sir_ to +their superiors," mused the Reverend Christie Bayle, as he entered the +garden. "Perhaps they think we are not their superiors, and perhaps +they are right; for what am I better than that old gardener?" + +"Nice rain." + +"Delicious! By Geo--I--ah, you have a beautiful garden here." + +The old man gave him a droll look, and the curate's, face turned +scarlet, for that old college expression had nearly slipped out. + +"Yes, it's a nice bit of garden, and pretty fruitful considering. You +won't mind my planting another row of these broccoli?" + +"Not a bit. Pray go on, and I can talk to you. Seems too bad for me to +be doing nothing, and you breaking your back." + +"Oh, it won't break my back; _I'm_ used to it. Well, how do you like +King's Castor?" + +"Very much. The place is old and quaint, and I like the country. The +people are a little distant at present. They are not all so sociable as +you are." + +"Ah, they don't know you yet. There: that's done. Now I'm going to +stick those peas." + +He thrust the dibber into the earth, kicked the soil off his heavy +boots, and came out on to the path rubbing his hands and looking at +them. + +"Shake hands with you another time." + +"To be sure. Going to stick those peas, are you?" + +"Yes. I've the sticks all ready." + +The old man went to the top of the path, and into a nook where, already +sharpened, were about a dozen bundles of clean-looking ground-birch +sticks full of twigs for the pea tendrils to hold on by as they climbed. + +The old fellow smiled genially, and there was something very pleasant in +his clear blue eyes, florid face, and thick grey beard, which--a +peculiarity in those days--he wore cut rather short, but innocent of +razor. + +"Shall I carry a bundle or two down?" said the curate. + +"If you like." + +The Reverend Christie Bayle did like, and he carried a couple of bundles +down to where the peas were waiting their support. And then--they +neither of them knew how it happened, only that a question arose as to +whether it was better to put in pea-sticks perpendicular or diagonal, +the old man being in favour of the upright, the curate of the slope-- +both began sticking a row, with the result that, before a quarter of a +row was done, the curate had taken off his black coat, hung it upon the +gnarled Ripston-pippin-tree, rolled up his shirt sleeves over a pair of +white, muscular arms, and quite a race ensued. + +Four rows had been stuck, and a barrow had been fetched and a couple of +spades, for the digging and preparing of a patch for some turnips, when, +spade in hand, the curate paused and wiped his forehead. "You seem to +like gardening, parson." + +"I do," was the reply. "I quite revel in the smell of the newly turned +earth on a morning like this, only it makes me so terribly hungry." + +"Ah, yes, so it does me. Well, let's dig this piece, and then you can +have a mouthful of lunch with me." + +"Thank you, no; I'll help you dig this piece, and then I must go. I'll +come in another time. I want to see more of the garden." + +There was about ten minutes' steady digging, during which the curate +showed that he was no mean hand with the spade, and then the old man +paused for a moment to scrape the adherent soil from the broad blade. + +"My master will be back soon," he said; "and then there'll be some +lunch; and, oh! here they are." + +The Reverend Christie Bayle had been so intent upon lifting that great +spadeful of black earth without crumbling, that he had not heard the +approaching footsteps, and from behind the yew hedge that sheltered them +from the flower-garden, two ladies and a tall, handsome-looking man +suddenly appeared, awaking the curate to the fact that he was in his +shirt sleeves, digging, with his hat on a gooseberry-bush, his coat in +an apple-tree, and his well-blackened boots covered with soil. + +He was already flushed with his exercise. He turned of a deeper red +now, as he saw the pleasant-looking, elderly lady give her silvery-grey +curls a shake, the younger lady gaze from one to the other as if +astonished, and the tall, dark gentleman suppress a smile as he raised +his eyebrows slightly, and seemed to be amused. + +The curate thrust his spade into the ground, bowed hurriedly, took a +long step and snatched his hat from the gooseberry-bush, and began to +hastily roll down his sleeves. + +"Oh, never mind them," said his companion. "Adam was not ashamed of his +arms. Here, my dears, this is our new curate, Mr Bayle, the first +clergyman we've had who could use a spade. Mr Bayle--my wife, my +daughter Millicent. Mr Hallam, from the bank." + +The Reverend Christie Bayle's face was covered with dew, and he longed +to beat a retreat from the presence of the pleasant-faced elderly lady; +to make that retreat a rout, as he met the large, earnest grey eyes of +"my daughter Millicent," and saw as if through a mist that she was fair +to see--how fair in his agitation he could not tell; and lastly, to +rally and form a stubborn front, as he bowed to the handsome, +supercilious man, well-dressed, perfectly at his ease, and evidently +enjoying the parson's confusion. + +"We are very glad you have come to see us, Mr Bayle," said the elderly +lady, smiling, and shaking hands warmly. "Of course we knew you soon +would. And so you've been helping Dr Luttrell." + +"The doctor!" thought the visitor with a mental groan; "and I took him +for the gardener!" + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER TWO. + +SOME INTRODUCTIONS AND A LITTLE MUSIC. + +The reception had been so simple and homely, that, once having secured +his coat and donned it, the doctor's volunteer assistant felt more at +his ease. His disposition to retreat passed off, and, in despite of all +refusal, he was almost compelled to enter the house, Mrs Luttrell +taking possession of him to chat rather volubly about King's Castor and +the old vicar, while from time to time a few words passed with +Millicent, at whom the visitor gazed almost in wonder. + +She was so different from the provincial young lady he had set up in his +own mind as a type. Calm, almost grave in its aspect, her face was +remarkable for its sweet, self-contained look of intelligence, and the +new curate had not been many minutes in her society before he was aware +that he was conversing with a woman as highly cultivated as she was +beautiful. + +Her sweet, rich voice absolutely thrilled, while her quiet +self-possession sent a pang through him, as he felt how young, how +awkward, and wanting in confidence he must seem in her eyes, which met +his with a frank, friendly look that was endorsed during conversation, +as she easily and pleasantly helped him out of two or three verbal bogs +into which he had floundered. + +After a walk through the garden, they had entered the house, where Mrs +Luttrell had turned suddenly upon her visitor, to confuse him again by +her sudden appeal. + +"Did you ever see such a straw hat as that, Mr Bayle?" + +"Oh, it's an old favourite of papa's, Mr Bayle," interrupted Millicent, +turning to smile at the elderly gentleman taking the dilapidated straw +from his head to hang it upon one particular peg. "He would not enjoy +the gardening so much without that." + +The tall handsome man left at the end of a few minutes. Business was +his excuse. He had met the ladies, and just walked down with them, he +told the doctor. + +"But you'll come in to-night, Mr Hallam? We shall expect you," said +Mrs Luttrell warmly. + +"Oh, of course!" said Millicent, as Mr Hallam, from the bank, +involuntarily turned to her; and her manner was warm but not conscious. + +"I shall be here," he said quietly; and after a quiet friendly +leave-taking, Christie Bayle felt relieved, and as if he could be a +little more at his ease. + +It was not a success though, and when he in turn rose to go, thinking +dolefully about his dirty boots as compared with the speckless +Wellingtons of the other visitor, and after feeling something like a +throb of pleasure at being warmly pressed to step in without ceremony +that evening, he walked to his apartments in the main street, irritated +and wroth with himself, and more dissatisfied than he had ever before +felt in his life. + +"I wish I had not come," he said to himself. "I'm too young, and what's +worse, I _feel_ so horribly young. That supercilious Mr Hallam was +laughing at me; the old lady treated me as if I were a boy; and Miss +Luttrell--" + +He stopped thinking, for her tall graceful presence seemed before him, +and he felt again the touch of her cool, soft, white hand. + +"Yes; she talked to me as if I were a boy, whom she wanted to cure of +being shy. I am a boy, and it's my own fault for not mixing more with +men." + +"Bah! What an idiot I was! I might have known it was not the gardener. +He did not talk like a servant, but I blundered into the idea, and went +on blindfold in my belief. What a ridiculous _debut_ I made there, to +be sure, where I wanted to make a good impression! How can I profess to +teach people like that when they treat me as if I were a boy? I can +never show my face there again." + +He felt in despair, and his self-abasement grew more bitter as the day +went on. It would be folly, he thought, to go to the doctor's that +evening; but, as the time drew near, he altered his mind, and at last, +taking a small case from where it rested upon a bookshelf, he thrust it +into his pocket and started, his teeth set, his nerves strung, and his +whole being bent upon the determination to show these people that he was +not the mere bashful boy they thought him. + +It was a deliciously soft, warm evening, and as he left the town behind +with its few dim oil lamps, the lights that twinkled through the trees +from the doctor's drawing-room were like so many invitations to him to +hurry his feet, and so full was his mind of one of the dwellers beneath +the roof that, as he neared the gate, he was not surprised to hear +Millicent's voice, sweet, clear, and ringing. It hastened his steps. +He did not know why, but it was as if attracting--positively magnetic. +The next moment there was the low, deep-toned rich utterance of a man's +voice--a voice that he recognised at once as that of Mr Hallam, from +the bank; and if this was magnetic, it was from the negative pole, for +Christie Bayle stopped. + +He went on again, angry, he knew not why, and the next minute was being +introduced on the lawn to a thin, careworn, middle-aged man, and a tall, +bony, aquiline lady, as Mr and Mrs Trampleasure, Mrs Luttrell's +pleasant, sociable voice being drowned almost the next moment by that of +the bony dame, who in tones resembling those emitted by a brazen +instrument, said very slowly: + +"How do you do? I saw you last Sunday. Don't you think it is getting +too late to stop out on the grass?" + +"Yes, yes," said Mrs Luttrell hastily, "the grass is growing damp. +Milly, dear, take Mr Hallam into the drawing-room." + +The pleasant flower-decked room, with its candles and old-fashioned oil +lamp, seemed truly delightful to Christie Bayle, for the next hour. He +was very young, and he was the new arrival in King's Castor, and +consequently felt flattered by the many attentions he received. The +doctor was friendly, and disposed to be jocose with allusions to +gardening. Mr Trampleasure, thin and languid, made his advances, but +his questions were puzzling, as they related to rates of exchange and +other monetary matters, regarding which the curate's mind was a blank. + +"Not a well-informed young man, my dear," said Mr Trampleasure to his +wife; whereupon that lady looked at him, and Mr Trampleasure seemed to +wither away, or rather to shrink into a corner, where Millicent, who +looked slightly flushed, but very quiet and self-possessed, was turning +over some music, every piece of which had a strip of ribbon sewn with +many stitches all up its back. + +"Not a well-informed young man, this new curate, Millicent," said Mr +Trampleasure, trying to sow his discordant seed on more genial soil. + +"Not well-informed, uncle?" said the daughter of the house, looking up +wide-eyed and amused, "why, I thought him most interesting." + +"Oh! dear me, no, my dear. Quite ignorant of the most everyday matters. +I just asked him--" + +"Are you going to give us some music, Miss Luttrell?" said a deep, rich +voice behind them, and Millicent turned round smiling. + +"I was looking out two of your songs, Mr Hallam. You will sing +something?" + +"If you wish it," he said quietly, and there was nothing impressive in +his manner. + +"Oh, we should all be glad. Mamma is so fond of your songs." + +"I must make the regular stipulation," said Mr Hallam smiling. +"Banking people are very exacting: they do nothing without being paid." + +"You mean that I must sing as well," said Millicent. + +"Oh, certainly. And," she added eagerly, "Mr Bayle is musical. I will +ask him to sing." + +"Yes, do," said Hallam, with a shade of eagerness in his voice. "He +cannot refuse you." + +She did not know why, but as Millicent Luttrell heard these words, +something like regret at her proposal crossed her mind, and she glanced +at where Bayle was seated, listening to Mrs Trampleasure, who was +talking to him loudly--so loudly that her voice reached their ears. + +"I should be very glad indeed, Mr Bayle, if, when you call upon us, you +would look through Edgar and Edmund's Latin exercises. I'm quite sure +that the head master at the grammar school does not pay the attention to +the boys that he should." + +To wait until Mrs Trampleasure came to the end of a conversational +chapter, would have been to give up the singing, so Millicent sat down +to the little old-fashioned square piano, running her hands skilfully +over the keys, and bringing forth harmonious sounds. But they were the +_aigue_ wiry tones of the modern zither, and Christie Bayle bent forward +as if attracted by the sweet face thrown up by the candles, and turned +slightly towards Hallam, dark, handsome, and self-possessed, standing +with one hand resting on the instrument. + +"I don't like music!" said Mrs Trampleasure, in a very slightly subdued +voice. + +"Indeed!" said Bayle starting, for his thoughts were wandering, and an +unpleasant, indefinable feeling was stealing over him. + +"I think it a great waste of time," continued Mrs Trampleasure. "Do +you like it, Mr Bayle?" + +"Well, I must confess I am very fond of it," he replied. + +"But you don't play anything," said the lady with quite a look of +horror. + +"I--I play the flute--a little," faltered the curate. + +"Well," said Mrs Trampleasure austerely, "we learn a great many habits +when we are young, Mr Bayle, that we leave off when we grow older. You +are youngs Mr Bayle." + +He looked up in her face as if she had wounded him, her words went so +deeply home, and he replied softly: + +"Yes, I'm afraid I am very young." + +Just then the doctor came and laid his hand upon Mrs Trampleasure's +lips. + +"Silence! One tablespoonful to be taken directly. Hush, softly, not a +word;" and he stood over his sister--with a warning index finger held +up, while in a deep, thrilling baritone voice Mr Hallam from the bank +sang "Treasures of the Deep." + +A dead silence was preserved, and the sweet rich notes seemed to fill +the room and float out where the dewy flowers were exhaling their odours +on the soft night air. The words were poetical, the pianoforte +accompaniment was skilfully played, and, though perhaps but slightly +cultivated, the voice of the singer was modulated by that dramatic +feeling which is given but to few, so that the expression was natural, +and, without troubling the composer's marks, the song appealed to the +feelings of the listeners, though in different ways. + +"Bravo! bravo!" cried Mr Trampleasure, crossing to the singer. + +"He has a very fine voice," said Dr Luttrell in a quiet, subdued way; +and his handsome face wrinkled a little as he glanced towards the piano. + +"Yes, yes, it's very beautiful," said Mrs Luttrell, fingering a +bracelet round and round, "but I wish he wouldn't, dear; I declare it +always makes me feel as if I wanted to cry. Ah! here's Sir Gordon." + +Pleasant, sweet-faced Mrs Luttrell crossed the room to welcome a new +arrival in the person of a remarkably well-preserved elderly gentleman, +dressed with a care that told of his personal appearance being one of +the important questions of his life. There was a suspicion of the +curling tongs about his hair, which was of a glossy black that was not +more natural in hue than that of his carefully-arranged full whiskers. +There was a little black patch, too, beneath the nether lip that matched +his eyebrows, which seemed more regular and dark than those of gentlemen +as a rule at his time of life. The lines in his face were not deep, but +they were many, and, in short, he looked, from the curl on the top of +his head, down past his high black satin stock, well-padded coat, +pinched waist, and carefully strapped down trousers over his painfully +small patent leather boots, like one who had taken up the challenge of +Time, and meant to fight him to the death. + +"Good evening, Mrs Luttrell. Ah! how do, doctor? My dear Miss +Luttrell, I've been seeing your fingers in the dark as I waited +outside." + +"Seeing my fingers, Sir Gordon?" + +"Yes; an idea--a fancy of mine," said the newcomer, bending over the +hand he took with courtly old-fashioned grace. "I heard the music, and +the sounds brought the producers before my eyes. Hallam, my dear sir, +you have a remarkably fine voice. I've known men, sir, at the London +Concerts, draw large incomes on worse voices than that!" + +"You flatter me, Sir Gordon." + +"Not at all, sir," said the newcomer shortly. "_I_ never stoop to +flatter any one, not even a lady. Miss Luttrell, do I?" + +"You never flattered me," said Millicent, smiling. + +"Never. It is a form of insincerity I detest. My dear Mrs Luttrell, +you should make your unworthy husband take that to heart." + +"Why, I never flatter," said the doctor warmly. + +"How dare you say so, sir, when you are always flattering your patients, +and preaching peace when there is no peace? Ah, yes, I've heard of +him," he said in an undertone. "Introduce me." + +The formal introduction took place, and the last comer seated himself +beside the new curate. + +"I'm very glad to meet you, Mr Bayle. Glad to see you here, too, sir. +Charming family this; doctor and his wife people to make friends. Eh! +singing again? Hah! Miss Luttrell. Have you heard her sing?" + +"No, she has not sung since I have been here." + +"Then prepare yourself for a treat, sir. I flatter myself I know what +singing is. It is the singing of one of our _prima donnas_ without the +artificiality." + +"I think I heard Sir Gordon say he did not flatter," said Bayle quietly. + +"Thank you," said the old beau, looking round sharply; "but I shall not +take the rebuke. You have not heard her sing. Oh, I see," he +continued, raising his gold-rimmed eye-glass, "a duet." + +There was again silence, as after the prelude Millicent's voice rose +clear and thrilling in the opening of one of the simple old duets of the +day; and as she sang with the effortless ease of one to whom song was a +gift, Sir Gordon bent forward, swaying himself slightly to the music, +but only to stop short and watch with gathering uneasiness in his +expression, the rapt earnestness of Christie Bayle as he seemed to drink +in like some intoxicating draught the notes that vibrated through the +room. He drew a deep breath, and sat up rather stiffly as she ended, +and Mr Hallam from the bank took up the second verse. If anything, his +voice sounded richer and more full; and again the harmony was perfect +when the two voices, soprano and baritone, blended, and rose and fell in +impassioned strains, and then gradually died off in a soft, sweet, final +chord, that the subdued notes of the piano, wiry though they were, +failed to spoil. + +"You are not fond of music?" said Sir Gordon, making Bayle, who had been +still sitting back rather stiffly, and with his eyes closed, start, as +he replied: + +"Who? I? Oh, yes, I love it!" he replied hastily. + +"Young! young!" said Sir Gordon to himself as he rose and crossed the +room to congratulate Millicent on her performance--Hallam giving way as +he approached--saying to himself: "I'm beginning to wish we had not +engaged him, good a man as he is." + +"Yes, I'm very fond of that duet," said Millicent. "Excuse me, Sir +Gordon, here's Miss Heathery." + +She crossed to the door to welcome a lady in a very tight evening dress +of cream satin--tight, that is, in the body--and pinched in by a broad +sash at the waist, but the sleeves were like two cream-coloured spheres, +whose open mouths hung down as if trying to swallow the long crinkly +gloves that the wearer kept drawing above her pointed elbows, and which +then slipped down. + +It is a disrespectful comparison, but it was impossible to look at Miss +Heathery's face without thinking of a white rabbit. One of Nature's +paradoxical mysteries, no doubt, for it was not very white, nor were her +eyes pink, and the sausage-shaped, brown curls on either side of her +forehead, backed by a great shovel-like, tortoise-shell comb, in no wise +resembled ears; but still the fact remained, and even Christie Bayle, on +being introduced to the elderly bashful lady, thought of the rabbit, and +actually blushed. + +"You are just in time to sing, Miss Heathery," said Millicent. + +Miss Heathery could not; but there was a good deal of pressing, during +which the lady's eyes rolled round pleadingly from speaker to speaker, +as if saying, "Press me a little more, and I will." + +"You must sing, my dear," said Mrs Luttrell in a whisper. "Make haste, +and then Millicent's going to ask Mr Bayle, and you must play the +accompaniment." Miss Heathery said, "Oh, really!" and Sir Gordon +completed the form by offering his arm, and leading the little lady to +the piano, taking from her hands her reticule, made in pale blue satin +to resemble a butterfly; after that her gloves. + +Then, after a good deal of arrangement of large medical folios upon a +chair to make Miss Heathery the proper height, she raised her shoulders, +the left becoming a support to her head as she lifted her chin and gazed +into one corner of the room. + +Christie Bayle was a lover of natural history, and he said to himself, +"How could I be so rude as to think she looked like a white rabbit? She +is exactly like a bird." + +It was only that a change that had come over the lady, who was now +wonderfully bird-like, and, what was quite to the point, like a bird +about to sing. + +She sang. + +It was a tippity-tippity little tinkling song, quite in accordance with +the wiry, zither-like piano, all about "dewy twilight lingers," and +harps "touched by fairy fingers," and appeals to some one to "meet me +there, love," and so on. + +The French say we are not a polite nation. We may not be as to some +little bits of outer polish, but at heart we are, and never more so than +at a social gathering, when some terrible execution has taken place +under the name of music. It was so here, for, moved by the feeling that +the poor little woman had done her best, and would have been deeply +wounded had she not been asked to sing, all warmly thanked Miss +Heathery; and directly after, Christie Bayle, with his ears still +burning from the effects of the performance, found himself beside the +fair singer, trying to talk of King's Castor and its surroundings. + +"I would rather not ask him, mamma dear," said Millicent at the other +side of the room. + +"But you had better, my dear. I know he is musical, and he might feel +slighted." + +"Oh, yes, he's a good fellow, my dear; I like him," said the doctor +bluffly. "Ask him." + +With a curious shrinking sensation that seemed somehow vaguely connected +with Mr Hallam from the bank, and his eagerness earlier in the evening, +Millicent crossed to where Bayle was seated, and asked him if he would +sing. + +"Oh, no," he said hastily, "I have no voice!" + +"But we hear that you are musical, Mr Bayle," said Millicent in her +sweet, calm way. + +"Oh, yes, I am. Yes, I am a little musical." + +"Pray sing then," she said, now that she had taken the step, forgetting +the diffident feeling; "we are very simple people here, and so glad to +have a fresh recruit in our narrow ranks." + +"Yes, pray sing, Mr Bayle; we should be so charmed." + +"I--er--I really--" + +"Oh, but do, Mr Bayle," said Miss Heathery again sweetly. + +"I think you will oblige us, Mr Bayle," said Millicent smiling; and as +their eyes met, if the request had been to perform the act of Marcus +Curtius on foot, and with a reasonable chance of finding water at the +bottom to break the fall, Christie Bayle would have taken the plunge. + +"Have you anything I know?" he said despairingly. + +"I know," cried Miss Heathery, with a sort of peck made in bird-like +playfulness. "Mr Bayle can sing `They bid me forget thee.'" + +"Full many a shaft at random sent, hits," et cetera. This was a chance +shot, and it struck home. + +"I think--er--perhaps, I could sing that," stammered Bayle, and then in +a fit of desperation--"I'll try." + +"I have it among my music, Millicent dear. May I play the +accompaniment?" + +Miss Heathery meant to look winning, but she made Bayle shiver. + +"If you will be so good, Miss Heathery;" and the piece being found and +spread out, Christie Bayle, perspiring far more profusely than when he +was using the doctor's spade, stood listening to the prelude, and then +began to sing, wishing that the dead silence around had been broken up +by a hurricane, or the loudest thunder that ever roared. + +Truth to tell, it was a depressing performance of a melancholy song. +Bayle's voice was not bad, but his extreme nervousness paralysed him, +and the accompaniment would have driven the best vocalist frantic. + +It was a dismal failure, and when, in the midst of a pleasant little +chorus of "Thank you's" Christie Bayle left the piano, he felt as if he +had disgraced himself for ever in the eyes of King's Castor, above all +in those of this sweetly calm and beautiful woman who seemed like some +Muse of classic days come back to life. + +Every one smiled kindly, and Mrs Luttrell came over, called him "my +dear" in her motherly way, and thanked him again. + +"Only want practice and confidence, sir," said the doctor. + +"Exactly," said Sir Gordon; "practise, sir, and you'll soon beat Hallam +there." + +Bayle felt as if he would give anything to be able to retreat; and just +then he caught Mrs Trampleasure's eyes as she signalled him to come to +her side. + +"She told me she did not like music," he said to himself; and he was +yielding to his fate, and going to have the cup of his misery filled to +the brim when he caught Hallam's eye. + +Hallam was by the chimney-piece, talking to Mr Trampleasure about bank +matters; but that look seemed so full of triumphant contempt, that Bayle +drew his breath as if in pain, and turned to reach the door. + +"It was very kind of you to sing when I asked you, Mr Bayle," said that +sweet low voice that thrilled him; and he turned hastily, seeing again +Hallam's sneering look, or the glance that he so read. + +"I cannot sing," he replied with boyish petulance. "It was absurd to +attempt it. I have only made myself ridiculous." + +"Pray do not say that," said Millicent kindly. "You give me pain. I +feel as if it is my fault, and that I have spoiled your evening." + +"I--I have had no practice," he faltered. + +"But you love music. You have a good voice. You must come and try over +a few songs and duets with me." + +He looked at her half-wonderingly, and then moved by perhaps a youthful +but natural desire to redeem himself, he said hastily: + +"I can--play a little--the flute." + +"But you have not brought it?" + +"Yes," he said hastily. "Will you play an accompaniment? Anything, say +one of Henry Bishop's songs or duets." + +Millicent sighed, for she felt regret, but she concealed her chagrin, +and said quietly, "Certainly, Mr Bayle;" and they walked together to +the piano. + +"Bravo!" cried Sir Gordon. "No one need be told that Mr Bayle is an +Englishman." + +There was a rather uncomfortable silence as, more and more feeling pity +and sympathy for their visitor, Millicent began to turn over a volume of +bound up music, while, with trembling hands, Bayle drew his quaint +boxwood flute with its brass keys and ivory mounts from its case. + +It was a wonderfully different instrument from one of those cocoa-wood +or metal flutes of the present day, every hole of which is stopped not +with the fingers but with keys. This was an old-fashioned affair, in +four pieces, which had to be moistened at the joints when they were +stuck together, and all this business the Reverend Christie Bayle went +through mechanically, for his eyes were fixed upon the music Millicent +was turning over. + +"Let's try that," he said suddenly, in a voice tremulous with eagerness, +as she turned over leaf after leaf, hesitating at two or three +songs--"Robin Adair," "Ye Banks and Braes," and another--easy melodies, +such as a flute player could be expected to get through. But though she +had given him plenty of time to choose either of these, he let her turn +over, and went on wetting the flute joints, and screwing them up till +she arrived at "I Know a Bank." + +"But it is a duet," she said, smiling at him as an elder sister might +have smiled at a brother she wished to encourage, and who had just made +another mistake. + +"Yes," he said hastily; "but I can take up first one voice and then the +other, and when it comes to the duet part the piano will hide the want +of the second voice." + +"Or I can play it where necessary," said Millicent, who began to +brighten up. Perhaps this was not going to be such a dismal failure +after all. + +"To be sure," he said: "if you will. There, I think that will do. Pray +excuse me if I seem terribly nervous," he whispered. + +"Oh! don't apologise, Mr Bayle. We are all friends here. I do not +mind. I was thinking of you." + +"Thank you," he said hastily. "You are very kind. Shall we begin?" + +"Yes, I am ready," said Millicent, glancing involuntarily at Hallam, who +was still conversing with Trampleasure, his face perfectly calm, but his +eyes wearing a singular look of triumph. + +"One moment. Would you mind sounding D?" Millicent obeyed, and Bayle +blew a tremulous note upon the flute nearly a quarter of a tone too +sharp. + +This necessitated a certain amount of unscrewing and lengthening which +made the drops glisten upon Bayle's forehead. + +"Poor fellow!" thought Millicent, "how nervous he is! I wish he were +not going to play." + +"I think that will do," he said at last, after blowing one or two more +tremulous notes. "Shall we begin?" Millicent nodded, giving him a +smile of encouragement, and after whispering, "Don't mind me, I'll try +and keep to your time," she ran over the prelude, and shivered as the +flute took up the melody and began. + +It has been said that the flute, of all instruments, most resembles the +human voice, and to Millicent Luttrell it seemed to wail here piteously +how it knew a bank whereon the wild thyme grew. Her hands were moist +from sympathy for the flautist, and she was striving to play her best +with the fullest chords so as to hide his weakness, when, as he went on, +it seemed to her that Bayle was forgetting the presence of listeners and +growing interested in the beautiful melody he played. The notes of the +flute became, moment by moment, more rich and round; they were no longer +spasmodic, beginning and ending clumsily, but were breathed forth +softly, with a crescendo and diminuendo where necessary, and so full of +feeling that the pianiste was encouraged. She, too, forgot the +listeners, and yielding to her love of her art, played on. The slow, +measured strains were succeeded by the florid runs; but she never +wondered whether the flautist would succeed, for they were amongst them +before she knew they were _so_ near, with the flute seeming to trip +deftly over the most difficult passages without the slightest +hesitation, the audience thoroughly enjoying the novel performance, till +the final chord was struck, and followed by a hearty round of applause. + +"Oh! Mr Bayle," cried Millicent, looking up in his flushed face, "I am +so glad." + +Her brightened eyes told him the same tale, for he had thoroughly won +her sympathy as well as the praise of all present; Mr Hallam from the +bank being as ready as the rest to thank him for so "delicious a +rendering of that charming duet." + +The rest of that evening was strange and dreamlike to Christie Bayle. +He played some more florid pieces of music by one Henry Bishop, and he +took Millicent in to supper. Then, soon after, he walked home, Sir +Gordon Bourne being his companion. + +After that he sat for some hours thinking and wondering how it was that +while some men of his years were manly and able to maintain their own, +he was so boyish and easily upset. + +"I'm afraid my old tutor's right," he said; "I want ballast." + +Perhaps that was why, when he dropped to sleep and went sailing away +into the sea of dreams, his voyage was so wild and strange. Every +minute some gust of passion threatened to capsize his barque, but he +sailed on with his dreams growing more wild, the sky around still more +strange. + +It was a restless night for Christie Bayle, B.A. But the scholar of +Oriel College, Oxford, was thinking as he had never thought before. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER THREE. + +A LITTLE BUSINESS OF THE BANK. + +"Would you be kind enough to cash this little cheque for me, Mr +Thickens?" + +The speaker was Miss Heathery, in the morning costume of a plum-coloured +silk dress, with wide-spreading bonnet of the same material, ornamented +with several large bows of broad satin ribbon, and an extremely +dilapidated bird of paradise plume. She placed her reticule bag, also +of plum-colour, but of satin--upon the broad mahogany counter of Dixons' +Bank, Market Place, King's Castor, and tried to draw the bag open. + +This, however, was not so easy. When it was open all you had to do was +to pull the thick silk cord strings, and it closed up tightly, but there +was no similar plan for opening a lady's reticule in the year 1818. It +was then necessary to insert the forefingers of each hand, knuckle to +knuckle, force them well down, and then draw, the result being an +opening, out of which you could extract pocket-handkerchief, Preston +salts, or purse. Thin fingers were very useful at such a time, and Miss +Heathery's fingers were thin; but she wore gloves, and the gloves of +that period, especially those sold in provincial towns, were not of the +delicate second-skin nature worn by ladies now. The consequence was +that hard-featured, iron-grey haired, closely-shaven Mr James Thickens, +in his buff waistcoat and stiff white cravat, had to stand for some +time, with a very large quill pen behind his right ear, waiting till +Miss Heathery, who was growing very hot and red, exclaimed: + +"That's it!" and drew open the bag. + +But even then the cheque was not immediately forthcoming, for it had to +be fished for. First there was Miss Heathery's pocket-handkerchief, +delicately scented with otto of roses; then there was the pattern she +was going to match at Crumple's, the draper's; then her large piece of +orris root got in the way, and had to be shaken on one side with the +knitting, and the ball of Berlin wool, when the purse was found in the +far corner. + +Purses, too, in those days were not of the "open sesame" kind popular +now. The _porte-monnaie_ was not born, and ladies knitted long silken +hose, with a slit in the middle, placed ornamental slide-rings and +tassels thereon, and even went so far sometimes as to make these +old-fashioned purses of beads. + +Miss Heathery's was of netted silk, however, orange and blue, and +through the reticulations could be seen at one end the metallic twinkle +of coins, at the other the subdued tint and cornerish distensions of +folded paper. + +"I'm afraid I'm keeping you, Mr Thickens," said the lady in a sweet, +bird-like chirp, as she drew one slide, and tried to coax the folded +cheque along the hose, though it refused to be coaxed, and obstinately +stuck its elbows out at every opening of the net. + +Mr Thickens said, "Not at all," and passed his tongue over his dry +lips, and moved his long fingers as if he were a kind of human actinia, +and these were his tentacles, involuntarily trying to get at the cheque. + +"That's it!" said Miss Heathery again with a satisfied sigh, and she +handed the paper across the counter. + +James Thickens drew down a pair of very strongly-framed, round-eyed, +silver-mounted spectacles from where they had been resting close to his +brushed up "Brutus," and unfolded and smoothed out the slip of paper, +spreading it on the counter, and bending over it so much that his +glasses would have fallen off but for the fact that a piece of black +silk shoe-string formed a band behind. + +"Two thirteen six," said Mr Thickens, looking up at the lady. + +"Yes; two pounds thirteen shillings and sixpence," she replied, in token +of assent. And while she was speaking, Mr Thickens took the big quill +pen from behind his ear, and stood with his head on one side in an +attitude of attention till the word "sixpence" was uttered, when the pen +was darted into a great shining leaden inkstand and out again, like a +peck from a heron's bill, and without damaging the finely-cut point. A +peculiar cancelling mark was made upon the cheque, which was carried to +a railed-in desk. A great book was opened with a bang, and an entry +made, the cheque dropped into a drawer, and then, in sharp, +business-like tones, Mr Thickens asked the question he had been asking +for the last twenty years. + +"How will you have it?" + +Miss Heathery chirped out her wishes, and Mr Thickens counted out two +sovereigns twice over, rattled them into a bright copper shovel, and +cleverly threw them before the customer's hand. A half-sovereign was +treated similarly, but retained with the left hand till half-a-crown and +a shilling were ready, then all these coins were thrust over together, +without the copper shovel, and the transaction would have been ended, +only that Miss Heathery said sweetly: "Would you mind, Mr Thickens, +giving me some smaller change?" + +Mr Thickens bowed, and, taking back the half-crown, changed it for two +shillings and sixpence, all bearing the round, bucolic countenance of +King George the Third, upon which Miss Heathery beamed as she slipped +the coins in the blue and orange purse. + +"I hope Mr Hallam is quite well, Mr Thickens." + +"Quite well, ma'am." + +"And the gold and silver fish?" + +"Quite well, ma'am," said Mr Thickens, a little more austerely. + +"I always think it so curiously droll, Mr Thickens, your keeping gold +and silver fish," simpered Miss Heathery. "It always seems as if the +pretty things had something to do with the bank, and that their +scales--" + +"Would some day turn into sixpences and half-sovereigns, eh, ma'am?" +said the bank clerk sharply. "Yes--exactly, Mr Thickens." + +"Ah, well, ma'am, it's a very pretty idea, but that's all. It isn't +solid." + +"Exactly, Mr Thickens. My compliments to Mr Hallam. Good-day." + +"If that woman goes on making that joke about my fish many more times, I +shall kill her!" said James Thickens, giving his head a vicious rub. +"An old idiot! I wish she'd keep her money at home. I believe she +passes her time in writing cheques, getting 'em changed, and paying the +money in again, as an excuse for something to do, and for the sake of +calling here. _I'm_ not such an ass as to think it's to see me; and as +to Hallam--well, who knows? Perhaps she means Sir Gordon. There's no +telling where a woman may hang up her heart." + +James Thickens returned to his desk after a glance down the main street, +which looked as solemn and quiet as if there were no inhabitants in the +place; so still was it, that no explanation was needed for the presence +of a good deal of fine grass cropping up between the paving-stones. The +houses looked clean and bright in the clear sunshine, which made the +wonderfully twisted and floral-looking iron support of the "George" sign +sparkle where the green paint was touched up with gold. The shadows +were clearly cut and dark, and the flowers in the "George" window almost +glittered, so bright were their colours. An elderly lady came across +the market place, in a red shawl and carrying a pair of pattens in one +hand, a dead-leaf tinted gingham umbrella in the other, though it had +not rained for a month and the sky was without a cloud. + +That red shawl seemed, as it moved, to give light and animation for a +few minutes to the place; but as it disappeared round the corner by the +"George," the place was all sunshine and shadow once more. The +uninhabited look came back, and James Thickens pushed up his spectacles +and began to write, his pen scratching and wheezing over the thick +hand-made paper till a tremendous nose-blowing and a quick step were +heard, and the clerk said "Gemp." + +The next minute there was, the sharp tap of a stick on the step, +continued on the floor, and the owner of that name entered with his coat +tightly buttoned across his chest. + +He was a keen-looking man of sixty, with rather obstinate features, and +above all, an obstinate beard, which seemed as if it refused to be +shaved, remaining in stiff, grey, wiry patches in corners and on +prominences, as well as down in little ravines cut deeply in his face. +His eyes, which were dark and sharp, twinkled and looked inquisitive, +while, in addition, there was a restless wandering irregularity in their +movements as if in turn each was trying to make out what its fellow was +doing on the other side of that big bony nose. + +"Morning, Mr Thickens, sir, morning," in a coffee-grinding tone of +voice; "I want to see the chief." + +"Mr Hallam? Yes; I'll see if he's at liberty, Mr Gemp." + +"Do, Mr Thickens, sir, do; but one moment," he continued, leaning over +and taking the clerk by the coat. "Don't you think I slight you, Mr +Thickens; not a bit, sir, not a bit. But when a man has a valuable +deposit to make, eh?--you see?--it isn't a matter of trusting this man +or that; he sees the chief." + +Mr Gemp drew himself up, slapped the bulgy left breast of his +buttoned-up coat, nodded sagely, and blew his nose with a snort like a +blast on a cow-horn, using a great blue cotton handkerchief with white +spots. + +Mr James Thickens passed through a glass door, covered on the inner +side with dark green muslin, and returned directly to usher the visitor +into the presence of Robert Hallam, the business manager of Dixons' +Bank. + +The room was neatly furnished, half office half parlour, and, but for a +pair of crossed cutlasses over the chimney-piece, a bell-mouthed brass +blunderbuss, and a pair of rusty flint-lock pistols, the place might +have been the ordinary sitting-room of a man of quiet habits. There was +another object though in one corner, which took from the latter aspect, +this being the door of the cupboard which, instead of being ordinary +painted panel, was of strong iron, a couple of inches thick. + +"Morning, Mr Hallam, sir." + +"Good-morning, Mr Gemp." + +The manager rose from his seat at the baize-covered table to shake hands +and point to a chair, and then, resuming his own, he crossed his legs +and smiled blandly as he waited to hear his visitor's business. + +Mr Gemp's first act was to spread his blue handkerchief over his knees, +and then begin to stare about the room, after carefully hooking himself +with his thick oak stick which he passed over his neck and held with +both hands as if he felt himself to be rather an errant kind of sheep +who needed the restraint of the crook. + +"Loaded?" he said suddenly, after letting his eyes rest upon the +fire-arms. + +"Oh, yes, Mr Gemp, they are all loaded," replied the manager smiling. +"But I suppose I need not get them down; you are not going to make an +attack?" + +"Me? attack? eh? Oh, you're joking. That's a good one. Ha! ha! ha!" + +Mr Gemp's laugh was not pleasant on account of dental defects. It was +rather boisterous too, and his neck shook itself free of the crook; but +he hooked himself again, grew composed, and nodded once more in the +direction of the chimney. + +"Them swords sharp?" + +"As razors, Mr Gemp." + +"Are they now? Well, that's a blessing. Fire-proof, I suppose?" he +added, nodding towards the safe. + +"Fire-proof, burglar-proof, bank-proof, Mr Gemp," said the manager +smiling. "Dixons' neglect nothing for the safety of their customers." + +"No, they don't, do they?" said Mr Gemp, holding on very tightly to the +stick, keeping himself down as it were and safe as well. + +"No, sir, they neglect nothing." + +"I say," said Mr Gemp, leaning forward, after a glance over his +shoulder towards the bank counter, and Mr Thickens's back, dimly seen +through the muslin, "does the new parson bank here?" + +The manager smiled, and looked very hard at the bulge in his visitor's +breast pocket, a look which involuntarily made the old man change the +position of his hooked stick by bringing it down across his breast as if +to protect the contents. + +"Now, my dear Mr Gemp, you do not expect an answer to that question. +Do you suppose I have ever told anybody that you have been here three +times to ask me whether Dixons' would advance you a hundred pounds at +five per cent?" + +"On good security, eh?" interposed the old man sharply; "only on good +security." + +"Exactly, my dear sir. Why, you don't suppose we make advances +without?" + +"No, of course not, eh? Not to anybody, eh, Mr Hallam?" said the old +man eagerly. "You could not oblige me now with a hundred, say at seven +and a half? I'm a safe man, you know. Say at seven and a half per +cent, on my note of hand. You wouldn't, would you?" + +"No, Mr Gemp, nor yet at ten per cent. Dixons' are not usurers, sir. +I can let you have a hundred, sir, any time you like, upon good +security, deeds or the like, but not without." + +"Ha! you are particular. Good way of doing business, sir. Hey, but I +like you to be strict." + +"It is the only safe way of conducting business, Mr Gemp." + +"I say, though--oh, you are close!--close as a cash-box, Mr Hallam, +sir; but what do you think of the new parson?" + +"Quiet, pleasant, gentlemanly young man, Mr Gemp." + +"Yes, yes," cried the visitor, hurting himself by using his crook quite +violently, and getting it back round his neck; "but a mere boy, sir, a +mere boy. He's driven me away. I'm not going to church to hear him +while there's a chapel. I want to know what the bishop was a thinking +about." + +"Ah? but he's a scholar and a gentleman, Mr Gemp," said the manager, +blandly. + +"Tchuck! so was the young doctor who set up and only lasted a year. If +you were ill, sir, you wouldn't have gone to he; you'd have gone to Dr +Luttrell. If I've got vallerable deeds to deposit, I don't go to some +young clever-shakes who sets up in business, and calls himself a banker: +I come to Dixons'." + +"And so you have some valuable deeds you want us to take care of for +you, Mr Gemp," said the manager sharply. + +"Eh! I didn't say so, did I?" + +"Yes; and you want a hundred pounds. Shall I look at the deeds?" + +Mr Gemp brought his oaken crook down over his breast, and his quick, +shifty eyes turned from the manager to the lethal weapons over the +chimney, then to the safe, then to the bank, and Mr Thickens's back. + +"I say," he said at last, "arn't you scared about being robbed?" + +"Robbed! oh, dear no. Come, Mr Gemp. I must bring you to the point. +Let me look at the deeds you have in your pocket; perhaps there will be +no need to send them to our solicitor. A hundred pounds, didn't you +say?" + +The old man hesitated, and looked about suspiciously for a few moments +before meeting the manager's eyes. Then he succumbed before the firm, +keen, searching look. + +"Yes," he said slowly, "I said a hundred pounds, but I don't want no +hundred pounds. I want you--" + +He paused for a few moments with his hands at his breast, as if to take +a long breath, and then, as if by a tremendous wrench, he mastered his +fear and suspicion. + +"I want you to take care of these for me." + +He tore open his breast and brought out quickly a couple of dirty yellow +parchments and some slips of paper, roughly bound in a little leather +folio. + +The manager stretched his hand across the table and took hold of the +parchments; but the old man held on by one corner for a few moments till +Hallam raised his eyebrows and smiled, when the visitor uttered a deep +sigh, and thrust parchments and little folio hastily from him. + +"Lock 'em up in yonder iron safe," he said hoarsely, taking up his blue +handkerchief to wipe his brow. "It's open now, but you'll keep it +locked, won't you?" + +"The deeds will be safe, Mr Gemp," said the manager coolly throwing +open the parchment. "Ah! I see, the conveyances to a row of certain +messuages." + +"Yes, sir; row of houses, Gemp's Terrace, all my own, sir; not a penny +on 'em." + +"And these? Ah, I see, bank-warrants. Quite right, my dear sir, they +will be safe. And you do not need an advance?" + +"Tchuck! what should I want with an advance? There's a good fifteen +hundred pound there--all my own. Now you give me a writing, saying +you've got 'em to hold for me, and that will do." + +The manager smiled as he wrote out the document, while Mr Gemp, who +seemed as much relieved as if he had been eased of an aching tooth, rose +to make a closer inspection of the loaded pistols and the bell-mouthed +brass blunderbuss, all of which he tapped gently in turn with the hook +of his stick. + +"There you are, Mr Gemp," said the manager smiling. "Now you can go +home and feel at rest, for your deeds and warrants will be secure." + +"Yes, sir, to be sure; that's the way," said the old man, hastily +reading the memorandum, and then placing it in a very old leather +pocket-book; "but if you wouldn't mind, sir, Mr Hallam, sir, I should +like to see you lock them all in yonder." + +"Well, then, you shall," said the manager good-humouredly and taking up +the packets he tied them together with some green ferret, swung open the +heavy door, which creaked upon its pivots, stepped inside, turned a key +with a rattle, and opened a large iron chest, into which he threw the +deeds, shut the lid with a clang, locked it ostentatiously, took out the +key, backed out, and then closed and locked the great door of the safe. + +"There, Mr Gemp; I think you'll find they are secure now." + +"Safe! safe as the bank!" said the old man with an admiring smile as, +with a sigh of relief, he picked up his old rough beaver hat from the +floor, stuck it on rather sidewise, and with a short "good-morning," +stamped out, tapping the floor as he went. + +"Good-morning, Mr Thickens, sir," he said, pausing at the outer door to +look back over his shoulder at the clerk. "I've done my bit o' business +with the manager. It's all right." + +"Good-morning, Mr Gemp," said Thickens quietly; and then to himself, as +the tap of the stick was heard going down the street, "An important old +idiot!" + +Several little pieces of business were transacted, and then, according +to routine, the manager came behind the counter to relieve his +lieutenant, who put on his hat and went to his dinner. + +During his absence the manager took his place at his subordinate's desk, +and was very busy making a few calculations, after divers references to +a copy of yesterday's _Times_, which came regularly by coach. + +These calculations made him thoughtful, and he was in the middle of one +when his face changed, and turned of a strange waxen hue, but he +recovered himself directly. + +"Might have expected it," he said softly; and he went on writing as some +one entered the bank. + +The visitor was a thin, dejected-looking youth of about two-and-twenty, +shabbily dressed in clothes that did not fit him. His face was of a +sickly pallor, as if he had just risen from an invalid couch, an idea +strengthened by the extremely shortly-cut hair, whose deficiency was +made the more manifest by his wearing a hat a full size too large. This +was drawn down closely over his forehead, his pressed-out ears acting as +brackets to keep it from going lower still. + +He was a tamed-down, feeble-looking being, but the spirit was not all +gone, for as he came down the street, with the genial friendliness of +all dogs towards one who seems to be a stranger and down in the world, +Miss Heathery's fat, ill-conditioned terrier, that she pampered under +the belief that it was a dog of good breed, being in an evil temper +consequent upon not having been taken for a walk by its mistress, rushed +out baying, barking, and snapping at the stranger's heels. + +"Get out, will you?" he shouted; but the dog barked the more, and the +stranger looked as if about to run. In fact he did run a few yards, +but, as the dog followed, he caught up a flower-pot from a handy +window-sill--every one had flower-pots at King's Castor--and hurled it +at the dog. + +There was a yell, a crash, and explosion as if of a shell; Miss +Heathery's dog fled, and, without waiting to encounter the owner of the +flower-pot, the stranger hurried round the corner, and after an inquiry +or two, made for the bank. + +"Vicious little beast! Wish I'd killed it," he grumbled, giving the hat +a hoist behind which necessitated another in front, and then the +equilibrium adjusting at the sides. "Wonder people keep dogs," he +continued. "A nuisance. Wish I was a dog--somebody's dog, and well +fed. Lead a regular dog's life, and get none of the bones. Perhaps I +shall, though, now." + +The young man looked anything but a bank customer, but he did not +hesitate. Merely stopping to give his coat a drag down, and then, +tilting his hat slightly, he entered with a swagger, and walked up to +the broad counter. Upon this he rested a gloveless hand, an act which +seemed to give a little more steadiness to his weak frame. + +"Rob," he said. + +The manager raised his head with an affected start. + +"Oh, you don't know me, eh?" said the visitor. "Well, I s'pose I am a +bit changed." + +"Know you? You wish to see me?" said Hallam coolly. + +"Yes, Mr Robert Hallam; I've come down from London on purpose. I +couldn't come before," he added meaningly, "but now I want to have a +talk with you." + +"Stephen Crellock! Why, you are changed." + +"Yes, as aforesaid." + +"Well, sir. What is it you want with me?" said the manager coldly. + +"What do I want with you, eh? Oh, come, that's rich! You're a lucky +one, you are. I go to prison, and you get made manager down here. Ah! +you see I know all about it." + +"I do not understand you, sir." + +"Then I'll tell you, my fine fellow. Some men never get found out, some +do; that's the difference between us two. I've gone to the wall--inside +it," he added, with a sickly grin. "You've got to be quite the +gentleman. But they'll find you out some day." + +"Well, sir, what is this to lead up to?" said Hallam. + +"Oh, I say though, Rob Hallam, this is too rich. Manager here, and +going, they say, to marry the prettiest girl in the place." Hallam +started in spite of his self-command. "And I suppose I shall be asked +to the wedding, shan't I?" + +"Will you be so good as to explain what is the object of this visit?" +said Hallam coldly. + +"Why, can't you see? I've come to the bank because I want some money. +There, you need not look like that, my lad. It's my turn now, and +you've got to put things a bit straight for me after what I suffered +sooner than speak." + +"Do you mean you have come here to insult me and make me send for a +constable?" cried Hallam. + +"Yes, if you like," said the young man, leaning forward, and gazing full +in the manager's face; "send for one if you like. But you don't like, +Robert Hallam. There, I'm a man of few words. I've suffered a deal +just through being true to my mate, and now you've got to make it up to +me." + +"You scoun--" + +"Sh! That'll do. Just please yourself, my fine fellow; only, if you +don't play fair towards the man who let things go against him without a +word, I shall just go round the town and say--" + +"Silence, you scoundrel!" cried Hallam fiercely; and he caught his +unpleasant visitor by the arm. + +Just then James Thickens entered, as quietly as a shadow, taking +everything in at a glance, but without evincing any surprise. + +"Think yourself lucky, sir," continued Hallam aloud, "that I do not have +you locked up. Mr Thickens, see this man off the premises." + +Then, in a whisper that his visitor alone could hear, and with a meaning +look: + +"Be quiet and go. Come to my rooms to-night." + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER FOUR. + +DRAWING A DOG'S TEETH. + +"I think that's all, Mr Hallam, sir," said Mrs Pinet, looking plump, +smiling, and contented, as she ran her eyes over the tea-table in the +bank manager's comfortably-furnished room--"tea-pot, cream, salt, +pepper, butter, bread,"--she ran on below her breath in rapid +enumeration, "why, bless my heart, I didn't bring the sauce!" + +"Yes, that's all, Mrs Pinet," said the manager in his gravely-polite +manner. + +"But, begging your pardon, it is not, sir; I forgot the sauce." + +"Oh! never mind that to-night." + +"If you'll excuse me, sir, I would rather," said plump, pleasant-faced +Mrs Pinet, who supplemented a small income by letting apartments; and +before she could be checked she hurried out, to return at the end of a +few minutes, bearing a small round bottle. + +"And King of Oude," said the little woman. "Shall I take the cover, +sir?" + +"If you please, Mrs Pinet?" + +"Which it's a pleasure to wait upon such a thorough gentleman," said +Mrs Pinet to herself as she trotted back to her own region, leaving +Hallam gazing down at the homely, pleasant meal. + +He threw himself into a chair, poured out a cup of the tea, cooled it by +the addition of some water from a bottle on a stand, and drank it +hastily. Then, sitting back, he seemed to be thinking deeply, and +finally drew up to the table, but turned from the food in disgust. + +"Pah!" he ejaculated; but returned to his chair, pulled the loaf in +half, and then cut off two thick slices, hacked the meat from the bones +of two hot steaming chops and took a pat of the butter to lay upon one +of the slices of bread. This done, his eye wandered round the room for +a moment or two, and he rose and hastily caught up a newspaper, rolled +the bread and meat therein, and placed the packet on a shelf before +pouring out a portion of the tea through the window and then giving the +slop-basin and cup the appearance of having been used. This done, he +sat back in his chair to think, and remained so for quite half-an-hour, +when Mrs Pinet came with an announcement for which he was quite +prepared. + +"A strange man, sir," said the landlady, looking troubled and smoothing +down her apron, "a strange young man, sir. I'm afraid, sir--" + +"Afraid, Mrs Pinet?" + +"I mean, sir, I'm afraid he's a tramp, sir; but he said you told him to +come." + +"I'm afraid, too, that he is a tramp, Mrs Pinet, poor fellow! But it's +quite right, I did tell him to come. You can show him in." + +"In--in here, sir?" + +"Yes, Mrs Pinet. He has been unfortunate, poor fellow! and has come to +ask for help." + +Mrs Pinet sighed, mentally declared that Mr Hallam was a true +gentleman, and introduced shabby, broken-down and dejected Stephen +Crellock. + +Hallam did not move nor raise his eyes, while the visitor gave a quick, +furtive look round at all in the room, and Mrs Pinet's departing +footsteps sounded quite loud. Then a door was heard to close, and +Hallam turned fiercely upon his visitor. + +"Now, you scoundrel--you miserable gaol-bird, what do you mean by coming +to me?" + +"Mean by coming? I mean you to do things right. If you'd had your dues +you'd have been where I was; only you played monkey and made me cat." + +"What?" + +"And I had my paws burned while you got the chestnuts." + +"You scoundrel!" cried Hallam, rushing to the fireplace and ringing +sharply, "I'll have the constable and put a stop to this." + +"No, no, no, don't, don't, Rob. I'll do anything you like; I won't say +anything," gasped the visitor piteously, "only: don't send for the +constable." + +"Indeed but I will," cried Hallam fiercely, as he walked to the door: +but his visitor made quite a leap, fell at his feet, and clung to his +legs. + +"No, no, don't, don't," he cried hoarsely, and Hallam shook him off, +opened the door, and called out: + +"Never mind, now; I'll ring in a few minutes." + +He closed the door and stood scowling at his visitor. + +"I did not think you'd be so hard on a poor fellow when he was down, +Hallam," he whimpered, "I didn't, 'pon my honour." + +"Your honour, you dog, you gaol-bird," cried Hallam in a low, angry +voice. "How dare you come down and insult me!" + +"I--thought you'd help me, that you'd lend your old friend a hand now +you're so well off, while I am in a state like this." + +"And did you come in the right way, you dog, bullying and threatening +me, thinking to frighten me, just as if you could find a soul to take +any notice of a word such a blackguard as you would say? But there, +I've no time to waste; I've done wrong in bringing you here. Go and +tell everybody in the town what you please, how I was in the same bank +with you in London and you were given into custody for embezzlement, and +at your trial received for sentence two years' imprisonment." + +"Yes, when if I had been a coward and spoken out--" + +Hallam made a move towards him, when the poor, weak, broken-down wretch +cowered lower. + +"Don't, Rob; don't, old man," he cried piteously. "I'll never say a +word. I'll never open my lips. You know I wouldn't be such a coward, +bad as I am. But you will help a fellow, won't you?" + +"Help you? What, have you come to me for blackmail? Why should I help +you?" + +"Because we were old friends, Hallam. Because I always looked up to +you, and did what you told me; and you don't know what it has been, Rob, +you don't indeed! I used to be a strong fellow, but this two years have +brought me down till I'm as thin and weak as you see me. I'm like a +great girl; least thing makes me cry and sob, so that I feel ashamed of +myself!" + +"Ashamed? You?" cried Hallam scornfully. + +"Yes, I do, 'pon my word, Rob. But you will help me, won't you?" + +"No. Go to the constable's place, and they'll give you an order for the +workhouse. Be off, and if you ever dare to come asking for me again, +I'll send for the officer at once." + +"But--but you will give me a shilling or two, Hallam," said the +miserable wretch. "I'm half-starved." + +"You deserve to be quite starved! Now go." + +"But, Hallam, won't you believe me, old fellow? I want to be honest +now--to do the right thing." + +"Go and do it, then," said Hallam contemptuously. "Be off." + +"But give me a chance, old fellow; just one." + +"I tell you I'll do nothing for you," cried Hallam fiercely. "On the +strength of your having been once respectable, if you had come to me +humbly I'd have helped you, but you came down here to try and frighten +me with your noise and bullying. You thought that if you came to the +bank you would be able to dictate all your own terms; but you have +failed, Stephen Crellock: so now go." + +"But, Rob, old fellow, I was so--so hard up. You don't know." + +"Are you going before I send for the constable?" + +"Yes, yes, I'm going," said the miserable wretch, gathering himself up. +"I'm sorry I came to you, Hallam. I thought you would have helped a +poor wretch, down as I am." + +"And you found out your mistake. A man in my position does not know a +gaol-bird." + +There was a flash from the sunken eyes, and a quick gesture, but the +flash died out, and the gesture seemed to be cut in half. Two years' +hard labour in one of His Majesty's gaols had pretty well broken the +weak fellow's spirit. He stepped to the door, glanced round the +comfortable room, uttered a low moan, and was half out, when Hallam +uttered sharply the one word "Stop!" + +His visitor paused, and looked eagerly round upon him. + +"Look here, Stephen Crellock," he said, "I don't like to see a man like +you go to the dogs without giving him a chance. There, come back and +close the door!" + +The poor wretch came back hurriedly, and made a snatch at Hallam's hand, +which was withdrawn. + +"No, no, wait till you've proved yourself an honest man," he said. + +Crellock's eyes flashed again, but, as before, the flash died out at +once, and he stood humbly before his old fellow clerk. + +Hallam remained silent for a few moments, and then as if he had made up +his mind, he said: "I ought to hand you over to the constable, that is, +if I did my duty as manager of Dixons' Bank, and a good member of +society; but I can't forget that you were once a smart, +gentlemanly-looking young fellow, who slipped and fell." + +Crellock stood bent and humbled, staring at him in silence. + +"I'm going to let heart get the better of discipline," continued Hallam, +"and to-night I'm going to give you five guineas to get back to London +and make a fresh start; and till that fresh start is made, and you can +do without it, I'm going to give you a pound a week, if asked for by +letter humbly, and in a proper spirit." + +"Rob!" + +"There, there; no words. I don't want thanks. I know I'm doing wrong, +and I hope my weakness will not prove my punishment." + +"It shan't, Rob; it shan't," faltered the poor shivering wretch, who had +hard work to keep back his tears. + +"There are four guineas, there's a half, and there are ten shillings in +silver. Now go to some decent inn--here is some food for present use-- +get a bed, and to-morrow morning catch the coach, and get back to London +to seek work." + +Hallam handed him the parcel he had made. + +"I will, Rob; I will, Mr Hallam, sir, and may--" + +"There, that will do," said Hallam, interrupting him. "Prove all your +gratitude by making yourself independent as soon as you can. There, you +see you have not frightened me into bribing you to be silent." + +"No, no, sir. Oh, no, I see that!" said the poor wretch dolefully. +"I'm very grateful, I am, indeed, and I will try." + +"Go, then, and try," said Hallam shortly. "Stop a moment." + +He rang his bell, and Mrs Pinet entered promptly, glancing curiously at +the visitor, and then back at her lodger, who paused to give her ample +time to take in the scene. + +"Mrs Pinet," he said at last, and in the coolest and most +matter-of-fact way, "this poor fellow wants a lodging for the night at +some respectable place, where they will not be hard upon his pocket." + +"Well, sir, then he couldn't do better than go to Mrs Deene's, sir. A +very respectable woman, whose husband--" + +"Yes, to be sure, Mrs Pinet," said Hallam abruptly; "then you'll show +him where it is. Good-night, Stephen; don't waste your money, and I +hope you will succeed." + +"Good-night, sir, good-night," and the dejected-looking object, +thoroughly cowed by the treatment he had received, followed Hallam's +landlady to the outer door, where a short colloquy could be heard, and +then there was a shuffling step passing the window, and the door closed. + +"I always expected it," said Hallam to himself, as he stood gazing +straight before him; "but I've drawn his teeth; he won't bite--he dare +not. I think I can manage Master Stephen--I always could." He stood +thinking for a few minutes, and then said softly: "Well, what are ten or +twenty pounds, or forty, if it comes to that! Yes," he added +deliberately, "I have done quite rightly, I am sure." + +Undoubtedly, as far as his worldly wisdom lay, for it did not take long +for the news to run round the town that a very shabby-looking fellow had +been to the bank, evidently with burglarious intentions, but that the +new manager had seized and held him, while James Thickens placed the big +brass blunderbuss to his head, and then turned it round and knocked him +down. This was Mr Gemp's version; but it was rather spoiled by Mrs +Pinet when she was questioned, and told her story of Mr Hallam's +generous behaviour to this poor young man: + +"One whom he had known in better days, my dear; and now he has quite set +him up." + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER FIVE. + +A LITTLE BIT OF NEWS. + +Time glided very rapidly by at King's Castor, for there were few things +to check his progress. People came to the market and did their +business, and went away. Most of them had something to do at Dixons' +Bank, for it was the pivot upon which the affairs of King's Castor and +the neighbourhood turned. It was the centre from which radiated the +commerce of the place. Pivot or axle, there it was, with a patent box +full of the oil that makes matters run easily, and so trade and finance +round King's Castor seemed like some large wheel, that turned gently and +easily on. + +Dixons' had a great deal to do with everybody, but Dixons' was safe, and +Dixons' was sure. On every side you heard how that Dixons' had taken +this or that man by the hand, with the best of results. Stammers +borrowed money at five per cent, when he put out that new front. Morris +bought his house with Dixons' money, and they held the deeds, so that +Morris was a man of importance--one of the privileged who paid no rent. +He paid interest on so many hundred pounds to Dixons' half-yearly, but +that was interest, not rent. + +Old Thomas Dixon seldom came to the bank now, though he was supposed to +hold the reins of government, which he declined to hand over to his +junior partners, Sir Gordon Bourne and Mr Andrew Trampleasure. It was +his wish that a practised manager should be engaged from London, and +hence the arrival of Mr Robert Hallam, who wore a much talked-of watch, +that was by accident shown to Gemp, who learned what a repeater was, and +read on the inside how that it was a testimonial from Barrow, Fladgate, +and Range for faithful services performed. + +Barrow, Fladgate, and Range were the Lombard Street bankers, who acted +as Dixons' agents; and the news of that watch spread, and its possession +was as a talisman to Robert Hallam. + +Sir Gordon did not exactly take offence, for he rarely took offence at +anything; but he felt slighted about the engagement of Hallam, and +visited the place very little, handing over his duties to Trampleasure, +who dwelt at the bank, had his private room, did all the talking to the +farmers who came in, and did nothing more; but everything went smoothly +and well. The new manager was the pattern of gentlemanly +consideration--even to defaulters; and the main thing discussed after +two years' residence in King's Castor was, whom would he marry? + +There were plenty of wealthy farmers' daughters in the neighbourhood; +several of the tradespeople were rich in money and had marriageable +girls; but to all and several Mr Hallam of the bank displayed the same +politeness, and at the end of two years there was quite a feeling of +satisfaction among the younger ladies of King's Castor at the general +impression, and that was, that the much-talked-of settler in their midst +was not a marrying man. + +The reason is simple--he could only have married one, and not all. Many +were vain enough to think that the good fortune would have come to them. +But now, so to speak, Mr Hallam of the bank had grown rather stale, +and the interest was centred upon the new curate. + +The gossips were not long in settling his fate. + +"I know," said Gemp to a great many people; "gardening, eh? He! he! he! +hi! hi! hi! You wouldn't have thought it in a parson? But, there, he's +very young!" + +"Yes, he is very young, Mr Gemp," said Mrs Pinet one morning to that +worthy, who quite occupied the ground that would have been covered by a +local journal. For, having retired years back from business, he had-- +not being a reading man--nothing whatever to do but stand at his door +and see what went on. "Yes, he is very young, Mr Gemp," said Mrs +Pinet. "But poor young man, I suppose he can't help it." + +"Help it, no! Just the age, too, when a fellow's always thinking about +love. We know better at our time of life, eh?" + +Mrs Pinet, who was one of those plump and rosy ladies with nice elastic +flesh, which springs up again wherever time has made a crease, so that +it does not show, bridled a little, and became very much interested in +her row of geraniums in the parlour window, every one of which had +lately been made more ornamental by a coat of red lead over its pot. +For Mrs Pinet did not yet know better. She had known better five years +before, when Gemp had asked her to wed; but at the time present she was +wondering whether, if Mr Thickens at the bank, where her little store +of money lay, should fail, after all, to make her an offer, it was +possible that Mr Robert Hallam might think it very nice to have some +one to go on always taking so much care of his linen as she did, and +seeing that his breakfast bacon was always nicely broiled, his coffee +clear, and his dinners exactly as he liked to have them. Certainly he +was a good deal younger than she was; but she did not see why the wife +should not be the elder sometimes, as well as the husband. + +Hence it was that Gemp's words jarred. + +"Seems rum, don't it?" continued Gemp. "I went by the other day, and +there he was with his coat off, helping Luttrell, wheeling barrows, and +I've seen him weeding before now." + +"Well, I'm sure it's very kind of him," said Mrs Pinet quickly. She +could not speak tartly; her physique and constitution forbade. + +"Oh, yes, it's very kind of him indeed; but he'd better be attending to +his work." + +"I'm sure he works very hard in the place." + +"Oh, yes. Of course he does; but, don't you see?" + +"See? No! See what?" + +"He--he--he! And you women pretend to be so sharp about these things. +What does he go there gardening for?" + +"Why, goodness gracious me, Mr Gemp, you don't think--" + +"Think? Why, I'm sure of it. I see a deal of what's going on, Mrs +Pinet. I never look for it, but it comes. Why, he's always there. He +helps Luttrell when he's at home; and old mother Luttrell talks to him +about her jam. That's his artfulness; he isn't too young for that. +Gets the old girl on his side." + +"But do you really think--Why, she's never had a sweetheart yet." + +"That we know of, Mrs P.," said Gemp, with a meaning look. + +"She never has had," said Mrs Pinet emphatically, "or we should have +known. Well, she's very handsome, and very nice, and I hope they'll be +very happy. But do you really think it's true?" + +"True? Why, he's always there of an evening, tootling on the flute and +singing." + +"Oh, but that's nothing; Mr Hallam goes there too, and has some music." + +"Ay, but Hallam don't go out with her picking flowers, and botalising. +I've often seen 'em come home together with arms full o' rubbish; and +one day, what do you think?" + +"Really, Mr Gemp!" + +"I dropped upon 'em down in a ditch, and when they saw me coming, they +pretended that they were finding little snail-shells." + +"Snail-shells?" + +"Yes, ma'am, and he pulls out a little magnifying-glass for her to look +through. It may be a religious way of courting, but I say it's +disgusting." + +"Really, Mr Gemp!" said Mrs Pinet, bridling. + +"Ay, it is, ma'am. I like things open and above board--a young man +giving a young woman his arm, and taking her out for a walk reg'lar, and +not going out in the lanes, and keeping about a yard apart." + +"But do they, Mr Gemp?" + +"Yes, just to make people think there's nothing going on. But there, +ma'am, I must be off. You mustn't keep me. I can't stop talking here." + +"Well, really, Mr Gemp!" said his hearer, bridling again, and resenting +the idea that she had detained him. + +"Yes, I must go indeed. I say, though, seen any more of that chap?" + +"Chap?--what chap, Mr Gemp?" + +"Come now, you know what I mean. That shack: that ragged, shabby +fellow--him as come to see Mr Hallam the other day?" + +"Oh, the poor fellow that Mr Hallam helped?" + +"To be sure--him. Been here again?" said Gemp, making a rasping noise +with a rough finger on his beard. + +"No, Mr Gemp." + +"No! Well, I suppose not. I haven't seen him myself. Mornin'; can't +stop talking here." + +Mr Gemp concluded his gossips invariably in this mode, as if he +resented being kept from business, which consisted in going to tell his +tale again. + +Mrs Pinet was left to pick a few withering leaves from her geraniums, a +floricultural act which she performed rather mechanically, for her mind +was a good deal occupied by Gemp's disclosure. + +"They'd make a very nice pair, that they would," she said thoughtfully; +"and how would it be managed, I wonder? He couldn't marry himself, of +course, and--oh, Mr Thickens, how you did make me jump!" + +"Jump! Didn't see you jump, Mrs Pinet," said the clerk, smiling sadly, +as if he thought Mrs Pinet's banking account was lower than it should +be. + +"Well, bless the man, you know what I mean. Stealing up so quietly, +like a robber or thief in the night." + +"Oh! Not come to steal, but to beg." + +"Beg, Mr Thickens? What, a subscription for something?" + +"No. I was coming by. Mr Hallam wants the book on his shelf, `Brown's +Investor.'" + +"Oh, I see. Come in, Mr Thickens!" she exclaimed warmly. "I'll get +the book." + +"Won't come in, thank you." + +"Now do, Mr Thickens, and have a glass of wine and a bit of cake." + +The quiet, dry-looking clerk shook his head and smiled. + +"Plenty of gossips in the town, Mrs Pinet, without my joining the +ranks." + +"Now that's unkind, Mr Thickens. I only wanted to ask you if you +thought it true that Mr Bayle is going to marry Miss Millicent +Luttrell; Mr Gemp says he is." + +"Divide what Gemp says by five, subtract half, and the remainder may be +correct, ma'am." + +"Then it isn't true?" + +"I don't know, ma'am." + +"Oh, what a tiresome, close old bank-safe of a man you are, Mr +Thickens! Just like your cupboard in the bank." + +"Where I want to be, Mrs Pinet, if you will get me the book." + +"Oh, well, come inside, and I'll get it for you directly. But it isn't +neighbourly when I wanted to ask you about fifty pounds I wish to put +away." + +He followed her quickly into the parlour occupied by the manager, and +then glanced sharply round. + +"Have you consulted him--Mr Hallam?" he said sharply. + +"No, of course not. I have always taken your advice so far, Mr +Thickens. I don't talk about my bit of money to all my friends." + +"Quite right," he said--"quite right. Fifty pounds, did you say?" + +"Yes; and I'd better bring it to Dixons', hadn't I?" James Thickens +began to work at his smoothly-shaven face, pinching his cheeks with his +long white fingers and thumb, and drawing them down to his chin, as if +he wished to pare that off to a point--an unnecessary procedure, as it +was already very sharp. + +"I can't do better, can I?" + +The bank clerk looked sharply round the room again, his eyes lighting on +the desk, books, and various ornaments, with which the manager had +surrounded himself. + +"I don't know," he said at last. + +"But I don't like keeping the money in the house, Mr Thickens. I +always wake up about three, and fancy that thieves are breaking in." + +"Give it to me, then, and I'll put it safely for you somewhere." + +"In the bank, Mr Thickens?" + +"I don't know yet," he said. "Give me the book. Thank you. I'll talk +to you about the money another time;" and, placing the volume under his +arm, he glanced once more sharply round the room, and then went off very +thoughtful and strange of aspect--veritably looking, as Mrs Pinet said, +as close as the safe up at Dixons' Bank. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER SIX. + +SIR GORDON IS TROUBLED WITH DOUBTS. + +First love is like furze; it is very beautiful and golden, but about and +under that rich yellow there are thorns many and sharp. It catches +fire, too, quickly, and burns up with a tremendous deal of crackling, +and the heat is great but not always lasting. + +Christie Bayle did not take this simile to heart, but a looker-on might +have done so, especially such a looker-on as Robert Hallam, who visited +at the doctor's just as of old--before the arrival of the new curate, +whose many calls did not seem to trouble him in the least. + +All the same, though, he was man of the world enough to see the bent of +Christie Bayle's thoughts, and how quickly and strongly his love had +caught and burned. For treating Gemp's statements as James Thickens +suggested, and dividing them by five, the half-quotient was quite +sufficiently heavy to show that if the curate did not marry Millicent +Luttrell, it would be no fault of his. + +He was, as his critics said, very young. Twenty-four numbered his +years, and his educational capabilities were on a par therewith; but in +matters worldly and of the heart twenty would better have represented +his age. + +He had come down here fresh from his studious life, to find the place +full of difficulties, till that evening when he found in Millicent a +coadjutor, and one who seemed to take delight in helping and advising +him. Then the old Midland town had suddenly become to him a paradise, +and a strange eagerness seemed to pervade him. + +How was he to attack such and such an evil in one of the low quarters? + +He would call in at the doctor's, and mention the matter to Miss +Luttrell. + +It was to find her enthusiastic, but at the same time full of shrewd +common-sense, and clever suggestions which he followed out, and the way +became smooth. + +His means were good, for just before leaving college the death of an +aunt had placed him in possession of a competency; hence he wished to be +charitable, and Millicent advised him as to the best channels into which +he could direct his molten gold. + +Then there were the Sundays when, after getting easily and well through +the service, he ascended the pulpit to commence his carefully elaborated +sermon, the first sentences of which were hard, faltering, and dry, till +his eyes fell upon one sweet, grave face in the middle of the aisle, +watching him intently, and its effect was strange. For as their eyes +met, Christie Bayle's spirit seemed to awaken: he ceased to read the +sermon. Words, sentences, and whole paragraphs were crowding in his +brain eager to be spoken, and as they were spoken it was with a fire and +eloquence that deeply stirred his hearers; while when, perhaps, at the +very last, his eyes fell once more upon Millicent's calm, sweet face, he +would see that it was slightly flushed and her eyes were suffused. + +He did not know it; but her influence stirred him in everything he did, +and when he called, there was no mistaking the bright, eager look of +pleasure, the friendly warmth, and the words that were almost +reproachful if he had allowed three or four days to pass. + +Work? No man could have worked harder or with a greater display of +zeal. She would be pleased, he felt, to see how he had made changes in +several matters that were foul with neglect. And it was no outer +whitewashing of that which was unclean within. Christie Bayle was very +young, and he had suddenly grown enthusiastic; so that when he commenced +some work he never paused until it was either well in train or was done. + +"You're just the man we wanted here," said Doctor Luttrell. "Why, +Bayle, you have wakened me up. I tried all sorts of reformations years +ago, but I had not your enthusiasm, and I soon wearied and jogged on in +the old way. I shall have to begin now, old as I am, and see what I can +do." + +"But it is shameful, papa, what opposition Mr Bayle meets with in the +town," cried Millicent warmly. + +"Yes, my dear, it is. There's a great deal of opposition to everything +that is for people's good." + +Millicent was willing enough to help, for there was something +delightfully fresh and pleasant in her association with Christie Bayle. + +"He's working too hard, my dear," the doctor said. "He wants change. +He's a good fellow. You and your mother must coax him here more, and +get him out." Bayle wanted no coaxing, for he came willingly enough to +work hard with the doctor in the garden; to inspect Mrs Luttrell's +jams, and see how she soaked the paper in brandy before she tied them +down; to go for walks with Millicent, or, on wet days, read German with +her, or practise some instrumental or vocal duet. + +How pleasantly, how happily those days glided by! Mr Hallam from the +bank came just as often as of old, and once or twice seemed disposed to +speak slightingly of the curate, but he saw so grave and appealing a +look in Millicent's eyes that he hastened, in his quiet, gentlemanly +way, to efface the slight. + +Sir Gordon Bourne, as was his custom, when not at the Hall or away with +his yacht, came frequently to the doctor's evenings, heavy with the +smartest of sayings and the newest of stories from town. Gravely civil +to the bank manager, a little distant to the new curate, and then, by +degrees, as the months rolled by, talking to him, inviting him to +dinner, placing his purse at his disposal for deserving cases of +poverty, and at last becoming his fast friend. + +"An uncommonly good fellow, doctor, uncommonly. Very young--yes, very +young. Egad, Sir, I envy him sometimes, that I do." + +"I'm glad you like him, Sir Gordon," cried Millicent, one day. + +"Are you, my dear, are you?" he said, half sadly. "Well, why shouldn't +I? The man's sincere. He goes about his work without fuss or pretence. +He does not consider it his duty to be always preaching at you and +pulling a long face; but seems to me to be doing a wonderful deal of +good in a quiet way. Do you know--" + +He paused, and looked from the doctor to Mrs Luttrell, and then at +Millicent, half laughingly. + +"Do we know what?" + +"Well, I'll confess. I've played chess with him, and we've had a rubber +at whist here, and he never touched upon sacred subjects since I've +known him, and it has had a curious effect upon me." + +"A curious effect?" said Millicent wonderingly. + +"Yes, egad, it's a fact; he makes me feel as if I ought to go and hear +him preach, and if you'll take me next Sunday, Miss Millicent, I will." + +Millicent laughingly agreed; and Sir Gordon kept his word, going to the +doctor's on Sunday morning, and walking with the ladies to church. + +It is worthy of remark though, that he talked a good deal to himself as +he went home, weary and uncomfortable from wearing tight boots, and +bracing up. + +"It won't do," he said. "I'm old enough to know better, and if I can +see into such matters more clearly than I could twenty years ago, +Bayle's in love with her. Well, a good thing too, for I'm afraid Hallam +is taken too, and--no, that would not do. I've nothing whatever against +the fellow; a gentleman in his manners, the very perfection of a +manager, but somehow I should not like to see her his wife." + +"Why?" he said after a pause. + +He shook his head. + +"I can't answer that question," he muttered; and he was as far off from +the answer when six months had passed. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER SEVEN. + +A TERRIBLE MISTAKE. + +"Going out for a drive?" + +"Yes, Mr Bayle; and it was of no use my speaking. No end of things to +see to; but the doctor would have me come with him." + +"I think the doctor was quite right, Mrs Luttrell." + +"There you are. You see, my dear? What did I tell you? Plants must +have air, mustn't they, Bayle?" + +"Certainly." + +"I wish you would not talk like that, my dear. I am not a plant." + +"But you want air," cried the doctor, giving his whip a flick, and +making his sturdy cob jump. + +"Oh! do be careful, my dear," cried Mrs Luttrell nervously as she +snatched at the whip. + +"Oh, yes, I'll be careful. I say, Bayle, I wish you would look in as +you go by; I forgot to open the cucumber-frame, and the sun's coming out +strong. Just lift it about three inches." + +"I will," said the curate; and the doctor drove on to see a patient +half-a-dozen miles away. + +"Well, you often tell me I'm a very foolish woman, my dear," said Mrs +Luttrell, buttoning and unbuttoning the chaise-apron with uneasy +fingers, "but I should not have done such a thing as that." + +"Thing as what?" cried the doctor. + +"As to send a gentleman on to our house where Milly's all alone. It +doesn't seem prudent." + +"What, not to ask a friend to look in and lift the cucumber-light?" + +"But, with Milly all alone; and I never leave her without feeling that +something is going to happen." + +"Pish! fudge! stuff!" cried the doctor. "I never did see such a woman +as you are. I declare you think of nothing but courting. You ought to +be ashamed of yourself at your time of life." + +"Now, you ought not to speak like that, my dear. It's very wrong of +you, for it's not true. Of course I feel anxious about Millicent, as +every prudent woman should." + +"Anxious! What is there to be anxious about? Such nonsense! Do you +think Bayle is a wolf in sheep's clothing?" + +"No, of course I don't. Mr Bayle is a most amiable, likeable young +man, and I feel quite surprised how I've taken to him. I thought it +quite shocking at first when he came, he seemed so young; but I like him +now very much indeed." + +"And yet you would not trust him to go to the house when we were away. +For shame, old lady! for shame!" + +"I do wish you would not talk to me like that, my dear. I never know +whether you are in earnest or joking." + +"Now, if it had been Hallam, you might have spoken.--Ah! Betsy, what +are you shying at?--Keep that apron fastened, will you? What are you +going to do?" + +"I was only unfastening it ready--in case I had to jump out," faltered +Mrs Luttrell. + +"Jump out! Why, mother! There, you are growing into quite a nervous +old woman. You stop indoors too much." + +"But is there any danger, my dear?" + +"Danger! Why, look for yourself. The mare saw a wheelbarrow, and she +was frightened. Don't be so silly." + +"Well, I'll try not," said Mrs Luttrell, smoothing down the cloth fold +over the leather apron, but looking rather flushed and excited as the +cob trotted rapidly over the road. "You were saying, dear, something +about Mr Hallam." + +"Yes. What of him?" + +"Of course we should not have sent him to the house when Milly was +alone." + +"Humph! I suppose not. I say, old lady, you're not planning +match-making to hook that good-looking cash-box, are you?" + +"What, Mr Hallam, dear? Oh, don't talk like that." + +"Humph!" ejaculated the doctor, making the whiplash whistle about the +cob's ears; "you are not very fond of him, then?" + +"Well, no, dear, I can't say I am. He's very gentlemanly, and handsome, +and particular, but somehow--" + +"Ah!" said the doctor, with a dry chuckle, "that's it--`somehow.' +That's the place where I stick. No, old lady, he won't do. I was a bit +afraid at first; but he seems to keep just the same: makes no advances. +He wouldn't do." + +"Oh, dear me, no!" cried Mrs Luttrell, with quite a shudder. + +"Why not?" said the doctor sharply; "don't you like him?" + +"Perhaps it would not be just to say so," said Mrs Luttrell nervously, +"but I'm glad Milly does not seem to take to him." + +"So am I. Curate would be far better, eh?" + +"And you charge me with match-making, my dear! It is too bad." + +"Ah! well, perhaps it is; but don't you think--eh?" + +"No," said Mrs Luttrell, "I do not. Millicent is very friendly to Mr +Bayle, and looks upon him as a pleasant youth who has similar tastes to +her own. And certainly he is very nice and natural." + +"And yet you object to his going to see the girl when we are out! +There, get along, Betsy; we shall never be there." + +The whip whistled round the cob's head and the chaise turned down a +pleasant woody lane, just as Christie Bayle lifted the latch and entered +the doctor's garden. + +It was very beautiful there in the bright morning sunshine; the velvet +turf so green and smooth, and the beds vying one with the other in +brightness. There was no one in the garden, and all seemed strangely +still at the house, with its open windows and flower-decked porch. + +Bayle had been requested to look in and execute a commission for the +doctor, but all the same he felt guilty: and though he directed an eager +glance or two at the open windows, he turned, with his heart throbbing +heavily, to the end of the closely-clipped yew hedge, and passed round +into the kitchen-garden, and then up one walk and down another, to the +sunny-sheltered top, where the doctor grew his cucumbers, and broke down +with his melons every year. + +There was a delicious scent from the cuttings of the lawn, which were +piled round the frame, fermenting and giving out heat: and as the curate +reached the glass lights, there was the interior hung with great +dewdrops, which began to coalesce and run off as he raised the ends of +the lights and looked in. + +_Puff_! quite a wave of heated air, fragrant with the young growth of +the plants, all looking richly green and healthy, and with the golden, +starry blossoms peeping here and there. + +Quite at home, Christie Bayle thrust in his arm and took out a little +block of wood cut like an old-fashioned gun-carriage or a set of steps, +and with this he propped up one light, so that the heat might escape and +the temperature fall. + +This done he moved to the next, and thrust down the light, for he had +seen from the other side a glistening, irregular, iridescent streak, +which told of the track of an enemy, and this enemy had to be found. + +That light uttered a loud plaintive squeak as it was thrust down, a +sound peculiar to the lights of cucumber-frames; and, leaning over the +edge, Bayle began to peer about among the broad prickly leaves. + +Yes, there was the enemy's trail, and he must be found, for it would +have been cruel to the doctor to have left such a devouring creature +there. + +In and out among the trailing stems, and over the soft black earth, +through which the delicate roots were peeping, were the dry glistening +marks, just as if someone had dipped a brush in a paint formed of pearl +shells dissolved in oil, and tried to imitate the veins in a block of +marble. + +Yes; in and out--there it went, showing how busy the creature had been +during the night, and the task was to find where it had gone to rest and +sleep for the day, ready to come forth refreshed for another mischievous +nocturnal prowl. + +"Now where can that fellow have hidden himself?" said the follower of +the trail, peering about and taking off his hat and standing it on the +next light. "One of those great grey fellows, I'll be bound. Ah, to be +sure! Come out, sir." + +The tale-telling trail ended where a seed-pan stood containing some +young Brussels sprouts which had attained a goodly size, and upon these +the enemy had supped heartily, crawling down afterwards to sleep off the +effects beneath the pan. + +It was rather difficult to reach that pan, for the edge of the frame was +waist-high; but it had to be done, and the slug raked out with a bit of +stick. + +That was it! No, it was not; the hunter could not quite reach, and had +to wriggle himself a little more over and then try. + +The search was earnest and successful, the depredator dying an +ignominious death, crushed with a piece of potsherd against the +seed-pan, and then being buried at once beneath the soil, but to a +looker-on the effect was grotesque. + +There was a looker-on here, advancing slowly along the path with a bunch +of flowers in one hand, a pair of scissors in the other. In fact, that +peculiar squeak given by the frame had attracted Millicent's attention, +at a time when she believed every one to be away. + +As she approached, she became conscious of the hind quarters of a man +clothed in that dark mixture that used to be popularly known as +"pepper-and-salt," standing up out of one of the cucumber-frames, and +executing movements as if he were practising diving in a dry bath. +Suddenly the legs subsided and sank down. Next they rose again, and +kicked about, the rest of the man still remaining hidden in the frame, +and then at last there was a rapid retrograde motion, and Christie Bayle +emerged, hot, dishevelled, but triumphant for a moment, then scarlet +with confusion and annoyance as he hastily caught up his hat, clapped it +on, but hurriedly took it off and bowed. + +"Miss Luttrell!" he exclaimed. + +"Mr Bayle!" she cried, forbearing to smile as she saw his confusion. +"I heard the noise and wondered what it could be." + +"I--I met your father," he said, hastily adjusting the light; "he asked +me to open the frames. A tiresome slug--" + +"It was very kind of you," she said, holding out her hand and pressing +his in her frank, warm grasp, and full of eagerness to set him at his +ease. "Papa will be so pleased that you have caught one of his +enemies." + +"Thank you," he said uneasily; "it is very kind of you."--"I'm the most +unlucky wretch under the sun, always making myself ridiculous before +her," he added to himself. + +"Kind of me? No, of you, to come and take all that trouble."--"Poor +fellow!" she thought, "he fancies that I am going to laugh at +him."--"I've been so busy, Mr Bayle: I've copied out the whole of that +duet. When are you coming in to try it over?" + +"Do you wish me to try it with you?" he said rather coldly. + +"Why, of course. There are no end of pretty little passages solo for +the flute. We must have a good long practice together before we play in +public." + +"You're very kind and patient with me," he said, as he gazed at the +sweet calm face by his side. + +"Nonsense," she cried. "I'm cutting a few flowers for Miss Heathery; +she is the most grateful recipient of a present of this kind that I +know." + +They were walking back towards the house as she spoke, and from time to +time Millicent stopped to snip off some flower, or to ask her companion +to reach one that grew on high. + +In a few minutes she had set him quite at his ease and they were talking +quietly about their life, their neighbours, about his endeavours to +improve the place; and yet all the time there seemed to him to be an +undercurrent in his life, flowing beneath that surface talk. The garden +was seen through a medium that tinted everything with joy; the air he +breathed was perfumed and intoxicating; the few bird-notes that came +from time to time sounded more sweetly than he had ever heard them +before; and, hardly able to realise it himself, life--existence, seemed +one sweetly calm, and yet paradoxically troubled delight. + +His heart was beating fast, and there was a strange sense of oppression +as he loosed the reins of his imagination for a moment; but the next, as +he turned to gaze at the innocent, happy, unruffled face, so healthful +and sweet, with the limpid grey eyes ready to meet his own so frankly, +the calm came, and he felt that he could ask no greater joy than to live +that peaceful life for ever at her side. + +It would be hard to tell how it happened. They strolled about the +garden till Millicent laughingly said that it would be like trespassing +on her father's _carte blanche_ to cut more flowers, and then they went +through the open French window into the drawing-room, where he sat near +her, as if intoxicated by the sweetness of her voice, while she talked +to him in unrestrained freedom of her happy, contented life, and bade +him not to think he need be ceremonious there. + +Yes, it would be hard to tell how it happened. There was one grand +stillness without, as if the ardent sunshine had drunk up all sound but +the dull, heavy throb of his heart, and the music of that sweet voice +which now lulled him to a sense of delicious repose, now made every +nerve and vein tingle with a joy he had never before known. + +It had been a mystery to him in his student life. Books had been his +world, and ambition to win a scholarly fame his care. Now it had by +degrees dawned upon him that there was another, a greater love than +that, transcending it so that all that had gone before seemed pitiful +and small. He had met her, her voice would be part of his life from +henceforth, and at last--how it came about he could not have told--he +was standing at her side, holding her hands firmly in his own, and +saying in low and eager tones that trembled with emotion: + +"Millicent, I love you--my love--my love!" + +For a few moments Millicent Luttrell stood motionless, gazing +wonderingly at her companion as he bent down over her hands and pressed +his lips upon them. + +Then, snatching them away, her soft creamy face turned to scarlet with +indignation, but only for this to fade as she met his eyes, and read +there the earnest look he gave her, and his act from that moment ceased +to be the insult she thought at first. + +"Miss Luttrell!" he said. + +"Hush! don't speak to me," she cried. + +He took a step forward, but she waved him back, and for a few moments +sobbed passionately, struggling hard the while to master her emotion. + +"Have I offended you?" he panted. "Dear Millicent, listen to me. What +have I done?" + +"Hush!" she cried. "It is all a terrible mistake. What have _I_ done?" + +There was a pause, and the deep silence seemed to be filled now with +strange noises. There was a painful throbbing of the heart, a singing +in the ears, and life was all changed as Millicent at last mastered her +emotion, and her voice seemed to come to the listener softened and full +of pity as if spoken by one upon some far-off shore, so calm, so grave +and slow, so impassionately the words fell upon his ear. + +Such simple words, and yet to him like the death-knell of all his hope +in life. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER EIGHT. + +CROSSED IN LOVE. + +"Oh, Mr Bayle, I am so sorry!" + +He looked piteously in the handsome pale young face before him, his +heart sinking, and a feeling of misery, such as he had never before +known, chilling him so that he strove in vain to speak. + +The words were not cruel, they were not marked with scorn or contempt. +There was no coquetry--no hope. They were spoken in a voice full of +gentle sympathy, and there was tender pity in every tone, and yet they +chilled him to the heart. + +"Oh, Mr Bayle, I am so sorry!" + +It needed no look to endorse those words, and yet it was there, beaming +upon him from those sweet, frank eyes that had filled again with tears +which she did not passionately dash aside, but which brimmed and softly +dropped upon the hands she clasped across her breast. + +He saw plainly enough that it had all been a dream, his dream of love +and joy; that he had been too young to read a woman's heart aright, and +that he had taken her little frank kindnesses as responses to his love; +and he needed no explanations, for the tones in which she uttered those +words crushed him, till as he stood before her in those painful moments, +he realised that the deathblow to all his hopes had come. + +He sank back in his chair as she stood before him, gazing up at her in +so boyish and piteous a manner that she spoke again. + +"Indeed, indeed, Mr Bayle, I thought our intimacy so pleasant, I was so +happy with you." + +"Then I may hope," he cried passionately. "Millicent, dear Millicent, +all my life has been spent in study; I have read so little, I never +thought of love till I saw you, but it has grown upon me till I can +think only of you--your words, the tones of your voice, your face, all +are with me always, with me now. Millicent, dear Millicent, it is a +man's first true love, and you could give me hope." + +"Oh, hush! hush!" she said gently, as she held out her hand to him, +which he seized and covered with his kisses, till she withdrew it +firmly, and shook her head. "I am more pained than I can say," she said +softly. "I tell you I never thought of such a thing as this." + +"But you will," he said, "Millicent, my love!" + +"Mr Bayle," she said, with some attempt at firmness, "if I have ever by +my thoughtlessness made you think I cared for you, otherwise than as a +very great friend, forgive me." + +"A friend!" he cried bitterly. + +"Yes, as a friend. Is friendship so slight a thing that you speak of it +like that?" + +"Yes," he cried; "at a time like this, when I ask for bread and you give +me a stone." + +"Oh, hush!" she said again softly; and there was a sad smile through her +tears. "I should be cruel if I did not speak to you plainly and firmly. +Mr Bayle, what you ask is impossible." + +"You despise me," he cried passionately, "because I am so boyish--so +young." + +"No," she said gently, as she laid her hand upon his shoulder. "Let me +speak to you as an elder sister might." + +"A sister!" he cried angrily. + +"Yes, as a sister," replied Millicent gently. "Christie Bayle, it was +those very things in you that attracted me first. I never had a +brother; but you, with your frank and free-hearted youthfulness, your +genuine freshness of nature, seemed so brotherly, that my life for the +past few months has been brighter than ever. Our reading, our painting, +our music--Oh, why did you dash all these happy times away?" + +"Because I am not a boy," he cried angrily; "because I am a man--a man +who loves you. Millicent, will you not give me hope?" + +There was a pause, during which she stood gazing right over his head as +he still sat there with outstretched hands, which he at last dropped +with a gesture of despair. + +"No," she said at last; "I cannot give you hope. It is impossible." + +"Then you love some one else," he cried with boyish anger. "Oh, it is +cruel. You led me on to love you, and now, in your coquettish triumph, +you throw me aside for some other plaything of the hour." + +Millicent's brow contracted, and a half-angry look came into her eyes. + +"This talk to me of brotherly feeling and of being a sister, is it to +mock me? It is as I thought," he cried passionately, "as I have heard, +with you handsome women; you who delight in giving pain, in trifling +with a weak, foolish fellow's heart, so that you may bring him to your +feet." + +"Christie--" + +"No," he raged, as he started to his feet, "don't speak to me like that. +I will not be led on again. Enjoy your triumph, but let it be made +bitter by the knowledge that you have wrecked my life." + +"Oh, hush! hush! hush!" she said softly. "You are not yourself, +Christie Bayle, or you would not speak to me like this. You know that +you are charging me with that which is not true. How can you be so +cruel?" + +"Cruel? It is you," he cried passionately. "But, there, it is all +over. I shall leave here at once. I wish I had never seen the town." + +"Christie," she said gently, "listen to me. Be yourself and go home, +and think over all this. I cannot give you what you ask. Come, be wise +and manly over this disappointment. Go away for a week, and then come +back to me, and let our pleasant old friendship be resumed. You give me +pain, indeed you do, by this outburst. It is so unlike you." + +"Unlike me? Yes, you have nearly driven me mad." + +"No, no. No, no," she said tenderly. "Be calm. Indeed and indeed, I +have felt as warm and affectionate to you of late as a sister could feel +for a brother. I have felt so pleased to see how you were winning your +way here amongst the people; and when I have heard a light or +contemptuous utterance about you, it has made me angry and ready to +speak in your defence." + +"Yes, I know," he cried; "and it is this that taught me that you must +care for me--must love me." + +"Cannot a woman esteem and be attached to a youth without loving him?" + +"Youth! There! You treat me as if I were a boy," he cried angrily. +"Can I help seeming so young?" + +"No," she said, taking his hand, "But you are in heart and ways very, +very young, Christie Bayle. Am I to tell you again that it was this +brought about our intimacy, for I found you so fresh in your young +manliness, so different to the gentlemen I have been accustomed to? +Come: forget all this. Let us be friends." + +"Friends? No, it is impossible," he cried bitterly. "I know I am +boyish and weak, and that is why you hold me in such contempt." + +"Contempt? Oh, no!" + +"But, some day," he pleaded, "I'll wait--any time--" + +"No, no, no," she said flushing, "it is impossible." + +"Then," he raged as he started up, "I am right. You love some one else. +Who is it? I will know." + +"Mr Bayle!" + +There was a calm queenly dignity in her look and words that checked his +rage; and she saw it as he sank into the nearest chair, his face bent +down upon his hands, and his shoulders heaving with the emotion that +escaped now and then in a hoarse sob. + +"Poor boy!" she said to herself as the indignation he had roused gave +way to pity. + +"Christie Bayle," she said aloud, as she approached him once more, and +laid her hand upon his shoulder. + +"Don't touch me," he cried hoarsely as he sprang up; and she started +back, half frightened at his wild, haggard face. "_I_ might have +known," he panted. "Heaven forgive you! Good-bye--good-bye for ever!" +Before Millicent could speak he had reached the door, and the next +minute she heard his hurried steps as he went down the street. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER NINE. + +THE SCALES FALL FROM SIR GORDON'S EYES. + +Millicent stood listening till the steps had died away, and then sat +down at the writing-table. + +"Poor boy!" she said softly, as she passed her hand over her eyes, "I am +so sorry." + +She laid down the pen, and ran over her conduct--all that she had said +and done since her first meeting with the curate; but ended by shaking +her head, and declaring to herself that she could find nothing in her +behaviour to call for blame. + +"No," she said, rising from the table, after writing a few lines which +she tore up, "I must not write to him; the wound must be left to time." + +A double knock announced a visitor, and directly after Thisbe King, the +maid, ushered in Sir Gordon, who, in addition to his customary dress, +wore--what was very unusual for him--a flower in his button-hole, which, +with a great show of ceremony, he detached, and presented to Millicent +before taking his seat. + +As a rule he was full of chatty conversation, but, to Millicent's +surprise, he remained perfectly silent, gazing straight before him +through the window. + +"Is anything the matter, Sir Gordon?" said Millicent at last. "Papa is +out, but he will not be long." These words roused him, and he smiled at +her gravely. + +"No, my dear Miss Luttrell," he said, "nothing is wrong; but at my time +of life, when a man has anything particular to say, he weighs it well-- +he brings a good deal of thought to bear. I was trying to do this now." + +"But mamma is out too," said Millicent. + +"Yes, I know," he replied, "and therefore I came on to speak to you." + +"Sir Gordon!" + +"My dear Miss Luttrell--there, I have known you so long that I may call +you my dear child--I think you believe in me?" + +"Believe in you, Sir Gordon?" + +"Yes, that I have the instincts, I hope, of a gentleman; that I am your +father's very good friend; and that I reverence his child." + +"Oh yes, Sir Gordon," said Millicent, placing her hand in his, as he +extended it towards her. + +"That is well, then," he said; and there was another pause, during which +he gazed thoughtfully at the hand he held for a few moments, and then +raised it to his lips and allowed it afterwards to glide away. + +Millicent flushed slightly, for, in spite of herself, the thought of her +visitor's object began to dawn upon her, though she refused to believe +it at first. + +"Let me see," he said at last, "time slides away so fast. You must be +three-and-twenty now." + +"I thought a lady's age was a secret, Sir Gordon," said Millicent +smiling. + +"To weak, vain women, yes, my child; but your mind is too clear and +candid for such subterfuges as that. Twenty-three! Compared with that, +I am quite an old man." + +Millicent's colour began to deepen, but she made a brave effort to be +calm, mastered her emotion, and sat listening to the strange wooing that +had commenced. + +"I am going to speak very plainly," her visitor said, gazing wistfully +in her eyes, "and to tell you, Millicent, that for the past five years I +have been your humble suitor." + +"Sir Gordon!" + +"Hush! hush! On the strength of our old friendship hear me out, my +child. I will not say a word that shall wilfully give you pain; I only +ask for a hearing." + +Millicent sank back in her chair, clasped her hands, and let them rest +in her lap, for she was too agitated to speak. The events of an hour or +two before had unhinged her. + +"For five years I have been nursing this idea in my breast," he +continued, "one day determining to speak, and then telling myself that I +was weak and foolish, that the thing was impossible; and then, as you +know, I have gone away for months together in my yacht. I will tell you +what I have said to myself: `You are getting well on in life; she is +young and beautiful. The match would not be right. Some day she will +form an attachment for some man suited to her. Take your pleasure in +seeing the woman you love happier than you could ever make her.'" + +This was a revelation to Millicent, whose lips parted, and whose +troubled eyes were fixed upon the speaker. + +"The years went on, my child," continued Sir Gordon, "and I kept +fancying that the man had come, and that the test of my love for you was +to be tried. I was willing to suffer--for your sake--to see you happy; +and though I was ready to offer you wealth, title, and the tender +affection of an elderly man, I put it aside, striving to do my duty." + +"Sir Gordon, I never knew of all this." + +"Knew!" he said, with a smile, "no: I never let you know. Well, my +child, not to distress you too much, I have waited; and, as you knew, I +have seen your admirers flitting about you, one by one, all these years; +and I confess it, with a sense of delight I dare not dwell upon, I have +found that not one of these butterflies has succeeded in winning our +little flower. She has always been heart-whole and--There, I dare not +say all I would. At last, with a pang that I felt that I must suffer, I +saw, as I believed, that the right man had come, in the person of our +friend, Christie Bayle. It has been agony to me, though I have hidden +it beneath a calm face, I hope, and I have fought on as I saw your +intimacy increase. For, I said to myself, it is right. He is +well-to-do; he is young and handsome; he is true and manly; he is all +that her lover should be; and, with a sigh, I have sat down telling +myself that I was content, and, to prove myself, I have made him my +friend. Millicent Luttrell, he is a true-hearted, noble fellow, and he +loves you." + +Millicent half rose, but sank back in her chair, and her face grew calm +once more. + +"I am no spy upon your actions or upon those of Christie Bayle, my +child; but I know that he has been to you this morning; that he has +asked you to be his wife, and that you have refused him." + +"Has Mr Bayle been so wanting in delicacy," said Millicent, with a +flush of anger, "that he has told you this?" + +"No, no. Pray do not think thus of him. He is too noble--too manly a +fellow to be guilty of such a weakness. There are things, though, which +a man cannot conceal from a jealous lover's eyes, and this was one." + +"Jealous--lover!" faltered Millicent. + +"Yes," he said; "old as I am, my child, I must declare myself as your +lover. This last rejection has given me hopes that may be wild--hopes +which prompted me to speak as I do now." + +"Sir Gordon!" cried Millicent, rising from her seat; but he followed her +example and took her hand. + +"You will listen to me, my child, patiently," he said in low earnest +tones; "I must speak now. I know the difference in our ages; no one +better; but if the devotion of my life, the constant effort to make you +happy can bring the reward I ask, you shall not repent it. I know that +some women would be tempted by the title and by my wealth, but I will +not even think it of you. I know, too, that some would, in their +coquetry, rejoice in bringing such a one as I to their feet, and then +laugh at him for his pains. I fear nothing of the kind from you, +Millicent, for I know your sweet, candid nature. But tell me first, do +you love Christie Bayle?" + +"As a sister might love a younger brother, who seemed to need her +guiding hand," said Millicent calmly. "Ah!" + +It was a long sigh full of relief; and then taking her hand once more, +Sir Gordon said softly: + +"Millicent, my child, will you be my wife?" + +The look of pain and sorrow in her eyes gave him his answer before her +lips parted to speak, and he dropped the hand and stood there with the +carefully-got-up look of youthfulness or early manhood seeming to fade +from him. In a few minutes he appeared to have aged twenty years; his +brow grew full of lines, his eyes seemed sunken, and there was a +hollowness of cheek that had been absent before. + +He stretched out his hand to the table, and slowly sat down, bending +forward till his arms rested upon his knees and his hands hung down +nerveless between. + +"You need not speak, child," he said sadly. "It has all been one of my +mistakes. I see! I see!" + +"Sir Gordon, indeed, indeed I do feel honoured!" + +"No, no! hush, hush!" he said gently. "It is only natural. It was very +weak and foolish of me to ask you; but when this love blinds a man, he +says and does foolish things that he repents when his eyes are open. +Mine are open now--yes," he said, with a sad smile, "wide open; I can +see it all. But," he added quickly as he rose, "you are not angry with +me, my dear?" + +"Angry? Sir Gordon!" + +"No: you are not," he said, taking her hand and patting it softly. "Is +it not strange that I could see you so clearly and well, and yet be so +blind to myself? Ah, well, it is over now. I suppose no man is +perfect, but in my conceit I did not think I could have been so weak. +If I had not seen Bayle this morning and realised what had taken place, +I should not have let my vanity get the better of me as I did." + +"All this is very, very painful to me, Sir Gordon." + +"Yes, yes, of course," he said quickly. "Come, then, this is our little +secret, my child. You will keep it--the secret of my mistake? I do +love you very much, but you have taught me what it is. I am getting old +and not so keen of wits as I was once upon a time. I thought it was +man's love for woman; but you are right, my dear, it is the love that a +tender father might bear his child." + +He took her unresistingly in his arms, and kissed her forehead +reverently before turning away, to walk to the window and stand gazing +out blindly, till a firm step with loudly creaking boots was heard +approaching, when Sir Gordon slowly drew away back into the room. + +Then the gate clanged, the bell rang, and a change came over Sir Gordon +as Millicent ran to the drawing-room door. + +"Not at home, Thisbe, to any one," she said hastily. "I am particularly +engaged." + +She closed the door quietly, and came back into the room to stand there, +now flushed, now pale. + +Sir Gordon took her hand softly, and raised it to his lips. + +"Thank you, my child," he said tenderly. "It was very kind and +thoughtful of you. I could not bear for any one else to see me in my +weakness." + +He was smiling sadly in her face, when he noticed her agitation, and at +that moment the deep rich tones of Hallam's voice were heard speaking to +Thisbe. + +The words were inaudible, but there was no mistaking the tones, and at +that moment it was as if the last scale of Sir Gordon's love blindness +had fallen away, and he let fall Millicent's hand with a half-frightened +look. + +"Millicent, my child!" he cried in a sharp whisper. "No, no! Tell me +it isn't that!" + +She raised her eyes to his, looking pale, and shrinking from him as if +guilty of some sin, and he flushed with anger as he caught her by the +wrist. + +"I give up--I have given up--every hope," he said, hoarsely, "but I +cannot kill my love, even if it be an old man's, and your happiness +would be mine. Tell me, then--I have a right to know--tell me, +Millicent, my child, it is not that?" + +Millicent's shrinking aspect passed away, and a warm flush flooded her +cheeks as she drew herself up proudly and looked him bravely in the +eyes. + +"It is true, then?" he said huskily. + +Millicent did not answer with her lips; but there was a proud assent in +her clear eyes as she met her questioner's unflinchingly, while the +deep-toned murmur ceased, the firm step was heard upon the gravel, and +the door closed. + +"Then it is so?" he said in a voice that was almost inaudible. "Hallam! +Hallam! How true that they say love is blind! Oh, my child, my +child!" + +His last words were spoken beneath his breath, and he stood there, old +and crushed by the fair woman in the full pride of her youth and beauty, +both listening to the retiring step as Hallam went down the road. + +No words could have told so plainly as her eyes the secret of Millicent +Luttrell's heart. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER TEN. + +THISBE GIVES HER EXPERIENCE. + +Thisbe King was huffy; and when Thisbe King was huffy, she was hard. + +When Thisbe was huffy, and in consequence hard, it was because, as she +expressed it, "Things is awkward;" and when things were like that, +Thisbe went and made the beds. + +Of course the beds did not always want making; but more than once after +an encounter with Mrs Luttrell upon some domestic question, where it +was all mild reproof on one side, acerbity on the other, Thisbe had been +known to go up to the best bedroom, drag a couple of chairs forward, and +relieve her mind by pulling the bed to pieces, snatching quilt and +blankets and sheets off over the chairs, and engaging in a furious fight +with pillows, bolster, and feather bed, hitting, punching, and turning, +till she was hot; and then, having thoroughly conquered the soft, +inanimate objects and her own temper at the same time, the bed was +smoothly re-made, and Thisbe sighed. + +"I shall have to part with Thisbe," Mrs Luttrell often used to say to +husband and daughter; but matters went no farther: perhaps she knew in +her heart that Thisbe would not go. + +The beds had all been made, and there had been no encounter with Mrs +Luttrell about any domestic matter relating to spreading a cloth in the +drawing-room before the grate was blackleaded, or using up one loaf in +the kitchen before a second was cut. In fact, Thisbe had been all +smiles that morning, and had uttered a few croaks in the kitchen, which +she did occasionally under the impression that she was singing; but all +at once she had rushed upstairs like the wind in winter when the front +door was opened, and to carry out the simile, she had dashed back a +bedroom door, and closed it with a bang. + +This done, she had made a bed furiously--so furiously that the feathers +flew from a weak corner, and had to be picked up and tucked in again. +After this, red-faced and somewhat refreshed, Thisbe pulled a housewife +out of a tremendous pocket like a saddle-bag, threaded a needle, and +sewed up the failing spot. + +"It's dreadful, that's what it is!" she muttered at last, "and I'm going +to speak my mind." + +She did not speak her mind then, but went down to her work, and worked +with her ears twitching like those of some animal on the _qui vive_ for +danger; and when Thisbe twitched her ears there was a corresponding +action in the muscles about the corners of her mouth, which added to the +animal look, for it suggested that she might be disposed to bite. + +Some little time afterwards she walked into the drawing-room, looking at +its occupant in a soured way. + +"Letter for you, Miss Milly," she said. + +"A note for me, Thisbe?" And Millicent took the missive which Thisbe +held with her apron to keep it clean. + +"Mr Bayle give it me hissen." + +Millicent's face grew troubled, and Thisbe frowned, and left the room +shaking her head. + +The note was brief, and the tears stood in Millicent's eyes as she read +it twice. + +"_Pity me. Forgive me. I was mad_." + +"Poor boy!" she said softly as she refolded it and placed it in her +desk, to stand there, thoughtful and with her brow wrinkled. + +She was in the bay-window, and after standing there a few minutes, her +face changed; the troubled look passed away as a steady, regular step +was heard on the gravel path beyond the hedge. There was the faint +creaking noise, too, at every step of the hard tight boots, and as their +wearer passed, Millicent looked up and returned the salute: for a glossy +hat was raised, and he who bowed passed on, leaving her with her colour +slightly heightened and an eager look in her eyes. + +"Any answer, miss?" + +Millicent turned quickly, to see that Thisbe had returned. + +"Answer?" + +"Yes, miss. The note." + +"Is Mr Bayle waiting?" + +"No, miss; but I thought you might want to send him one, and I'm going +out and could leave it on the way." + +"No, Thisbe, there is no answer." + +"Are you sure, miss?" + +"Sure, Thisbe? Of course." + +Thisbe stood pulling the hem of her apron and making it snap. + +"Oh! I would send him a line, miss. I like Mr Bayle. For such a +young man, the way he can preach is wonderful. But, Miss Milly," she +cried with a sudden, passionate outburst, "please, don't--don't do +that!" + +"What do you mean, Thisbe?" + +"I can't abear it, miss. It frightens and worries me." + +"Thisbe!" + +"I can't help it, miss. I'm a woman too, and seven years older than you +are. Don't, please don't, take any notice of me. There, don't look +cross at me, miss. I must speak when I see things going wrong." + +"What do you mean?" cried Millicent, crimsoning. "I mean I used to lead +you about when you was a little thing and keep you out o' the puddles +when the road was clatty, and though you never take hold o' my hand now, +I must speak when you're going wrong." + +"Thisbe, this is a liberty!" + +"I can't help it, Miss Milly; I see him coming by in his creaking boots, +and taking off his hat, and walking by here, when he has no business, +and people talking about it all over the town." + +"And in this house. Thisbe, you are forgetting your place." + +"Oh, no, I'm not, miss. I'm thinking about you and Mr Hallam, miss. I +know." + +"Thisbe, mamma and I have treated you more as a friend than a servant; +but--" + +"That's it, miss; and I shouldn't be a friend if I was to stand by and +see you walk raight into trouble without a word." + +"Thisbe!" + +"I don't care, Miss Milly, I will speak. Don't have nowt to do wi' him; +he's too handsome; never you have nowt to do wi' a handsome man." + +Millicent's ordinarily placid face assumed a look foreign to it--a look +of anger and firmness combined; but she compressed her lips, as if to +keep back words she would rather not utter, and then smiled once more. + +"Ah, you may laugh, Miss Milly; but it's nothing to laugh at. And +there's Mr Bayle, too. You're having letters from he." + +Millicent's face changed again; but she mastered her annoyance, and, +laying her hand upon Thisbe's shoulder, said with a smile: + +"I don't want to be angry with you, Thisbe, but you have grown into a +terribly prejudiced woman." + +"Enough to make me, seeing what I do, Miss Milly." + +"Come, come, you must not talk like this." + +"Ah, now you're beginning to coax again, as you always did when you +wanted your own way; but it's of no use, my dear, I don't like him, and +I never shall. I'd rather you'd marry old Sir Gordon; he is nice, +though he do dye his hair. I don't like him and there's an end of it." + +"Nonsense, Thisbe!" + +"No, it isn't nonsense. I don't like him, and I never shall." + +"But why? Have you any good reason?" + +"Yes," said Thisbe with a snort. + +"What is it?" + +"I told you before. He's so horrid handsome." + +"Why, you dear, prejudiced, silly old thing!" cried Millicent, whose +eyes were sparkling, and cheeks flushed. + +"I don't care if I am. I don't like handsome men: they're good for +nowt." + +"Why, Thisbe!" + +"I don't care, they arn't; my soldier fellow was that handsome it made +you feel wicked, you were so puffed out with pride." + +"And so you were in love once, Thisbe?" + +"Why, of course I was. Think I'm made o' stone, miss? Enough to make +any poor girl be in love when a handsome fellow like that, with +moustache-i-ohs, and shiny eyes, and larnseer uniform making him look +like a blue robin redbreast, came and talked as he did to a silly young +goose such as I was then. I couldn't help it. Why, the way his clothes +fitted him was enough to win any girl's heart--him with such a beautiful +figure too! He looked as if he couldn't be got out of 'em wi'out +unpicking." + +"Think of our Thisbe falling in love with a soldier!" cried Millicent, +laughing, for there was a wild feeling of joy in her heart that was +intoxicating, and made her eyes flash with excitement. + +"Ah, it's very funny, isn't it?" said Thisbe, with a vicious shake of +her apron. "But it's true. Handsome as handsome he was, and talked so +good that he set me thinking always about how nice I must be. Stuffed +me out wi' pride, and what did he do then?" + +"I'm sure I don't know, Thisbe." + +"Borrered three pun seven and sixpence of my savings, and took my watch, +as I bought at Horncastle fair, to be reggilated, and next time I see my +gentleman he was walking out wi' Dixon's cook. Handsome is as handsome +does, Miss Milly, so you take warning by me." + +"There, I will not be cross with you, Thisbe," said Millicent, smiling. +"I know you mean well." + +"And you'll send an answer to Mr Bayle, miss?" + +"There is no answer required, Thisbe," said Millicent gravely. + +"And Mr Hallam, miss?" + +"Thisbe," said Millicent gravely, "I want you always to be our old +faithful friend as well as servant, but--" + +She held up a warning finger, and was silent. Thisbe's lips parted to +say a few angry words; but she flounced round, and made the door speak +for her in a sharp bang, after which she rushed upstairs with the intent +of having a furious encounter with a bed; but she changed her mind, and +on reaching her own room, sat down, put her apron to her eyes, and had +what she called "a good cry." + +"Poor Miss Milly!" she sobbed at last; "she's just about as blind as I +was, and she'll only find it out when it's too late." + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +ANOTHER EVENING AT THE DOCTOR'S. + +"But--but I don't like it, my dear," said Mrs Luttrell, wiping her +eyes, and looking up at the doctor, as he stood rubbing his hands +softly, to get rid of the harshness produced by freshly-dug earth used +for potting. + +"Neither do I," said the doctor calmly. + +"But why should she choose him of all men?" sighed Mrs Luttrell. "I +never thought Millicent the girl to be taken by a man only for his +handsome face. I was not when I was young!" + +"Which is saying that I was precious ugly, eh?" + +"Indeed you were the handsomest man in Castor!" cried Mrs Luttrell +proudly; "but you were the cleverest too, and--dear, dear!--what a +little while ago it seems!" + +"Gently, gently, old lady!" said the doctor, tenderly kissing the +wrinkled forehead that was raised towards him. "Well, heaven's blessing +be upon her, my dear, and may her love be as evergreen as ours." + +Mrs Luttrell rose and laid her head upon his shoulder, and stood there, +with a happy, peaceful look upon her pleasant face, although it was +still wet with tears. + +"That's what I'm afraid of," she sighed; "and it would be so sad." + +"Ah, wife!" said the doctor, walking slowly up and down the room, with +his arm about Mrs Luttrell's waist, "it's one of Nature's mysteries. +We can't rule these things. Look at Milly. Some girls begin +love-making at seventeen, ah, and before! and here she went calmly on to +four-and-twenty untouched, and finding her pleasure in her books and +music, and home-life." + +"As good and affectionate a girl as ever breathed!" cried Mrs Luttrell. + +"Yes, my dear; and then comes the man, and he has but to hold up his +finger and say `Come,' and it is done." + +"But she might have had Sir Gordon, and he is rich, and then she would +have been Lady Bourne!" + +"He was too old, my dear, too old. She looked upon him like a child +would look up to her father." + +"Well, then, Mr Bayle, the best of men, I'm sure; and he is well off +too." + +"Too young, old lady, too young. I've watched them together hundreds of +times. Milly always petted and patronised him, and treated him as if he +were a younger brother, of whom she was very fond." + +"Heigho! Oh dear me!" sighed Mrs Luttrell. "But I don't like him-- +this Mr Hallam. I never thought when Millicent was a baby that she +would ever enter into an engagement like this. Can't we break it off?" + +The doctor shook his head. "I don't like it, mother. Hallam is the +last man I should have chosen for her; but we must make the best of it. +He has won her; and she is not a child, but a calm, thoughtful woman." + +"Yes, that's the worst of it," sighed Mrs Luttrell; "she is so +thoughtful and calm and dignified, that I never can look upon her now as +my little girl. I always seem to be talking to a superior woman, whose +judgment I must respect. But this is very sad!" + +"There, there! we must not treat it like that, old lady. Perhaps we +have grown to be old and prejudiced. I own I have." + +"Oh, no, no, my dear!" + +"Yes, but I have. As soon as this seemed to be a certainty I began to +try and find a hole in the fellow's coat." + +"In Mr Hallam's coat, love? Oh, you wouldn't find that." + +"No," said the doctor dryly, as he smiled down in the gentle old face, +"not one. There, there! you must let it go! Now then, old lady, you +must smile and look happy, here's Milly coming down." + +Mrs Luttrell shook her head, and her wistful look seemed to say that +she would never feel happy again; but as Millicent entered, in plain +white satin, cut in the high-waisted, tight fashion of the period, and +with a necklet of pearls for her only ornament, a look of pride and +pleasure came into the mother's face, and she darted a glance at her +husband, which he caught and interpreted, "I will think only of her." + +"Oh, Milly!" she cried, "that necklace! what lovely pearls!" + +"Robert's present, dear. I was to wear them to-night. Are they not +lovely?" + +"Almost as lovely as their setting," said the doctor to himself, as he +kissed his child tenderly. "Why, Milly," he said aloud, "you look as +happy as a bird!" + +She laid her cheek upon his breast, and remained silent for a few +moments, with half-closed eyes. Then, raising her head, she kissed him +lovingly. + +"I am, father dear," she said in a low voice, full of the calm and +peaceful joy that filled her breast. "I am, father, I am, mother--so +happy!" She paused, and then, laughing gently, added: "So happy I feel +ready to cry." + +It was to be a quiet evening, to which a few friends were invited; but +it was understood as being an open acknowledgment of Millicent's +engagement to Robert Hallam, and in this spirit the visitors came. + +Miss Heathery generally arrived last at the social gatherings. It gave +her entry more importance, and, at her time of life, she could not +afford to dispense with adventitious aids. But there was the scent of +matrimony in this little party, and she was dressed an hour too soon, +and arrived first in the well-lit drawing-room. + +"My darling!" she whispered, as she kissed Millicent. + +That was all; but her voice and look were full of pity for the victim +chosen for the next sacrifice, and she turned away towards the piano to +get out her handkerchief, and drop a parting tear. + +It was a big tear, one of so real and emotional a character that it +brimmed over, fell on her cheekbone, and hopped into her reticule just +as she was drawing open the top, and was lost in the depths within. + +There was as much sorrow for herself as emotion on Millicent Luttrell's +behalf. Had not Millicent robbed her of the chance of an offer? Mr +Hallam might never have proposed: but still he might. + +Suddenly her heart throbbed, for the next guest arrived also unusually +early, and as Thisbe held open the door for him to pass, hope told again +her flattering tale to the tune that Sir Gordon might have known that +she, Miss Heathery, was coming early, and had followed. + +The hopeful feeling did not die at once, but it received a shock as Sir +Gordon entered, looking very bright and young, to shake hands warmly +with the doctor and Mrs Luttrell, to bow to Miss Heathery, and then +turn to Millicent, who, in spite of her natural firmness, was a good +deal agitated. She had nerved herself for these meetings, and striven +to keep down their importance; but now the night had arrived, she was +fain to confess that hers was a difficult task, to meet two rejected +lovers, and bear herself easily before them with the husband of her +choice. First there was Sir Gordon, from whom she was prepared for +reproachful looks, and perhaps others marked by disappointment; while +from Christie Bayle--ah, how would he behave towards her? He was so +young that she trembled lest he should make himself ridiculous in his +loving despair. + +And now here was the first shock to be sustained, so, forcing herself to +be calm, she advanced with extended hand. + +"Oh," whispered Sir Gordon, in tones that only reached Millicent's ear, +"too bad--too bad. Supplanted twice. But there, I accept my fate." As +he spoke he drew Millicent towards him, and kissed her forehead with +tender reverence. "An old man's kiss, my dear, to the child of his very +dear friends. God bless you! May you be very happy with the man of +your choice. May I?" He dropped her hand to draw from his breast a +string of large single pearls, so regular and perfect a match that they +must have cost a goodly sum. For answer Millicent turned pale as she +bent towards him and he clasped the string about her neck. "There," he +said smiling, "I should have made a different choice if I had known." + +Millicent would have spoken, but her voice failed, and to add to her +agony at that moment, Bayle came in, looking, as she saw at a glance, +pale and somehow changed. + +"He will do or say something absurd," she said to herself as she bit her +lip, and strove for composure. Then the blood seemed to rush to her +heart and a pang shot through her as she realised more than if he had +said a thousand things, how deeply her refusal had influenced his life. + +Only four months since that day, when she had told him that they could +be true friends, she speaking as an elder sister to one she looked upon +as a boy. And now she felt ready to ask herself, who was this calm, +grave man, who took her hand without hesitation, so perfectly at ease in +his gentlemanly courtesy, and who had so thoroughly fallen into the +place she had bidden him take? + +"I see," he said with a smile, "I shall not be out of order, my dear +Miss Luttrell. Will you accept this little offering too?" + +He was holding a brilliant diamond ring in his hand. + +For answer Millicent drew her long glove from her soft, white hand, and +he took it gravely, and, in the presence of all, slipped on the ring, +bending over it afterwards to kiss that hand, with the chivalrous +delicacy of some courtier of a bygone school, then, raising his eyes to +hers, he said softly, "Millicent Luttrell, our friendship must never +fail." + +Before she could say a word of thanks he had turned to speak to Mrs +Luttrell, giving way to Sir Gordon Bourne, who began chatting to her +pleasantly, while her eyes followed Christie Bayle's easy gestures, as +she wondered the while at the change in his manner, unable to realise +the agony of soul that he had suffered in this his first great battle +with self before he had obtained the mastery, wounded and changed, +stepping at once, as it were, from boyhood to the position of a +thoughtful man. + +Hallam soon arrived, smiling and agreeable, and it was piteous to see +Mrs Luttrell's efforts to be very warm and friendly to him. + +Millicent noticed it, and also that her father was quiet towards his +son-in-law elect. She watched, too, the meeting between Hallam and +Bayle, the former being as nearly offensive as his gentlemanly manner +would allow; the latter warm, grave, and friendly. + +"Has Bayle been unwell?" said Hallam the first time he was alone with +Millicent. + +"_I_ have not heard," she replied, glancing at the curate, and wondering +more and more, as the evening went on, at the change. + +Among others, the Trampleasures arrived, and to Miss Heathery's grief, +Mrs Trampleasure pretty well monopolised Bayle's remarks, or else made +him listen to her own. + +"And what do you think of this engagement, Mr Bayle?" she said, in so +audible a voice that he was afraid it would be overheard. + +"They make a very handsome couple," he replied. + +"Ah, yes, handsome enough, I dare say; but good looks will not fill +mouths. I wonder L. has allowed it. Mr Hallam is all very well, but +he is, I may say, our servant, and if we, who are above him, find so +much trouble to make both ends meet, I don't know what he'll do." + +"But Mr Hallam has a very good salary, I presume?" + +"I tell T. it is too much, and old Mr Dixon and Sir Gordon might have +taken a hundred off, and let us draw it. I don't approve of the match +at all." + +"Indeed, Mrs Trampleasure," said Bayle, who felt hurt at hearing her +speak like this. + +"Yes; I'm Millicent's aunt, and I think I ought to have been consulted +more--but there! it is of no use to speak to my brother; and as to +Millicent--she always did just as she liked with her mother! Poor Kitty +is very weak!" + +"I always find Mrs Luttrell very sweet and motherly." + +"Not so motherly as I am, Mr Bayle," said the lady bluntly. "Ah, it's +a great stress on a woman--a large family--especially when the father +takes things so coolly. I shouldn't speak to every one like this, you +know, but one can talk to one's clergyman. Do you like Mr Hallam?" + +"I find him very gentlemanly." + +"Ah, yes, he's very gentlemanly. Well, I'm sure I hope they'll be +happy; but there's always something in married life, and you do well to +keep out of it; but, of course, you are so young yet." + +"Yes," he said, with a grave, old-looking smile, "I am so young yet." + +"You don't know what a family is, Mr Bayle. There's always something; +when it isn't measles it's scarlatina, and when it isn't scarlatina it's +boots and shoes." + +"Oh, but children are a deal of comfort, Sophia," said the doctor, +coming up after whispering to Mrs Luttrell that his sister looked +grumpy. + +"Some children may be, Joseph--mine are not," sighed Mrs Trampleasure, +and the doctor went back to his wife. "Ah, Mr Bayle, if I were to tell +you one-half of the troubles I've been through I should harass you." + +"Kitty," said the doctor, "I want everything to go well to-night. Try +and coax Sophia away, she's forcing her doldrums on Mr Bayle." + +"But how am I to get her away, dear? You know what she is." + +"Try to persuade her to taste the brandy cherries, or we shall be having +her in tears. I'll come and help you." They walked back to where Mrs +Trampleasure was still talking away hard in a querulous voice. + +"Ah! you've come back, Joseph," she said, cutting short her remarks to +the curate to return to her complaint to her brother. "I was saying +that some children are a pleasure; but it did not seem as if you could +listen to me." + +"My dear Sophia, I'll listen to you all night, but Kitty wants you to +give your opinion about some brandy cherries." + +"My opinion?" said the lady loudly. "I have no opinion. I never taste +such luxuries." + +Millicent could not help hearing a portion of her aunt's querulous +remarks, and, out of sheer pity for one of the recipients, she turned to +her Uncle Trampleasure, who always kept on the other side of the room. + +"Uncle, dear," she said, "aunt is murmuring so. Do try and stop it." + +"Stop it, my dear?" he said smiling sadly. "Ah, if you knew your aunt +as well as I do you would never check her murmurs; they carry off her +ill-temper. No, no, my dear, it would be dangerous to stop it. I +always let it go on." + +There was no need to check Mrs Trampleasure after all. Mr Bayle threw +himself into the breach, and made her forget her own troubles by +consulting her about some changes that he proposed making in the parish. + +That changed the course of her thoughts, and in the intervals of the +music, and often during the progress of some song, she alluded to +different matters that had given her annoyance ever since she had been a +girl. + +It was not an agreeable duty, that of keeping Mrs Trampleasure amused, +but Millicent rewarded him with a grateful smile, and Bayle was content. + +There was a pleasant little supper that was announced unpleasantly just +as Miss Heathery had consented to sing again, and was telling the +assembly in a bird-like voice how gaily the troubadour touched his +guita-h-ah, as he was hastening home from the wah. + +"Supper's ready," said a loud, harsh voice, which cut like an arrow +right through Miss Heathery's best note. + +"Now you shouldn't, Thisbe," said Mrs Luttrell in tones of mild +reproach; but the reproof was not heard, for the door was sharply +closed. + +"It is only our Thisbe's way, Mr Bayle," whispered Mrs Luttrell; +"please don't notice it. Excellent servant, but so soon put out." + +She nodded confidentially, and then stole out on tiptoe, so as not to +interrupt Miss Heathery, who went on--"singing from Palestine hither I +come," to the end. + +Then words of reproof and sharp retort could be heard outside; and after +a while poor Mrs Luttrell came back looking very red, to lean over the +curate from behind the sofa, brooding over him as if he were a favourite +chicken. + +"I don't like finding fault with the servants, Mr Bayle. Did you hear +me?" + +"I could not help hearing," he said smiling. + +"She does provoke me so," continued Mrs Luttrell in a soft clucking +way, that quite accorded with her brooding. "I know I shall have to +discharge her." + +"She does not like a little extra trouble, perhaps. Company." + +"Oh, no; it's not that," said Mrs Luttrell. "She'll work night and day +for one if she's in a good temper; but, the fact is, Mr Bayle, she does +not like this engagement, and quite hates Mr Hallam." + +Bayle drew his breath hard, but he turned a grave, smiling face to his +hostess. + +"That's the reason, I'm sure, why she is so awkward to-night, my dear--I +beg pardon, I mean Mr Bayle," said the old lady colouring as +ingenuously as a girl, "but she pretends it is about the potatoes." + +"Potatoes?" said Bayle, who was eager to divert her thoughts. + +"Yes. You see the doctor is so proud of his potatoes, and I was going +to please him by having some roasted for supper and brought up in a +napkin, but Thisbe took offence directly, and said that cold chicken and +hot potatoes would be ridiculous, and she has been in a huff ever +since." + +Just then the door opened and the person in question entered, to come +straight to Mrs Luttrell, who began to tremble and look at the curate +for help. + +"There's something gone wrong," she whispered. + +"Can I speak to you, please, mum?" said Thisbe, glaring at her severely. + +"Well, I don't know, Thisbe, I--" + +"Let me go out and speak to Thisbe, mamma dear," said Millicent, who had +crossed the room, divining what was wrong. + +"Oh, if you would, my dear," said Mrs Luttrell eagerly; and Thisbe was +compelled to retreat, her young mistress following her out of the room. + +"That's very good of her, Mr Bayle," said Mrs Luttrell, with a +satisfied sigh. "Millicent can always manage Thisbe. She has such a +calm, dignified way with her. Do you know she is the only one who can +manage her Aunt Trampleasure when she begins to murmur. Ah, I don't +know what I shall do when she has gone." + +"You will have the satisfaction of knowing that she is happy with the +man she loves." + +"I don't know, Mr Bayle, I--Oh dear me, I ought to be ashamed of myself +for speaking like this. Hush! here she is." + +In effect Millicent came back into the room to where her mother was +sitting. + +"Only a little domestic difficulty, Mr Bayle. Mamma, dear, it is all +smoothed away, and Thisbe is very penitent." + +"And she will bring up the roast potatoes in the napkin, my dear?" + +"Yes," cried Millicent, laughing merrily, "she has retracted all her +opposition, and we are to have two dishes of papa's best." + +"In napkins, my dear?" cried Mrs Luttrell eagerly; "both in napkins?" + +"Yes, mamma, in the whitest napkins she can find." She glanced at +Christie Bayle's grave countenance, and felt her heart smite her for +being so happy and joyous in his presence. + +"Don't think us childish, Mr Bayle," she said gently. "It is to please +my father." + +He rose and stood by her side for a moment or two. + +"Childish?" he said in a low voice, "as if I could think such a thing of +you." + +Millicent smiled her thanks, and crossed the room to where Hallam was +watching her. The next minute supper was again announced--simple, +old-fashioned supper--and Millicent went out on Hallam's arm. + +"You are going to take me in, Mr Bayle? Well, I'm sure I'd rather," +said Mrs Luttrell, "and I can then see, my dear, that you have a good +supper. There, I'm saying `my dear' to you again." + +"It is because I seem so young, Mrs Luttrell," replied Bayle gravely. + +"Oh no, my dear," said Mrs Luttrell innocently; "it was because you +seemed to come among us so like a son, and took to the doctor's way with +his garden, and were so nice with Millicent. I used to think that +perhaps you two might--Oh, dear me," she cried, checking herself +suddenly, "what a tongue I have got! Pray don't take any notice of what +I say." + +There was no change in Christie Bayle's countenance, for the smile hid +the pang he suffered as he took in the pleasant garrulous old lady to +supper; but that night he paced his room till daybreak, fighting a +bitter fight, and asking for strength to bear the agony of his heart. + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER TWELVE. + +JAMES THICKENS IS MYSTERIOUS. + +"I think, previous to taking this step, Sir Gordon, I may ask if you and +Mr Dixon are quite satisfied? I believe the books show a state of +prosperity." + +"That does us credit, Mr Hallam," said Sir Gordon quietly. "Yes, Mr +Dixon bids me say that he is perfectly satisfied--eh, Mr Trampleasure?" + +"Quite, Sir Gordon--more than satisfied," replied Mr Trampleasure, who +was standing with his hands beneath his coat-tails, balancing himself on +toe and heel, and bowing as he spoke with an air that he believed to be +very impressive. + +"Then, before we close this little meeting, I suppose it only remains +for me to ask you if you have any questions to ask of the firm, any +demands to make?" Hallam rose from behind the table covered with books +and balance-sheets in the manager's room of the bank, placed his hand in +his breast, and in a quiet, dignified way, replied: + +"Questions to ask, Sir Gordon--demands to make? No; only to repeat my +former question. Are you satisfied?" + +"_I_ did reply to that," said Sir Gordon, who looked brown and +sunburned, consequent upon six weeks' yachting in the Mediterranean; +"but have you no other question or demand to make previous to your +marriage?" + +"Excuse me," said Mr Trampleasure, "excuse me. I want to say one word. +Hem! hem!--I er--I er--" + +"What is it, Trampleasure?" said Sir Gordon. + +"It is in regard to a question I believe Mr Hallam is about to put to +the firm. I may say that Mrs Trampleasure drew my attention to the +matter, consequent upon a rumour in the town in connection with Mr +Hallam's marriage." + +Hallam raised his eyebrows and smiled. + +"Have they settled the date?" he said pleasantly. + +"No, sir, not that I am aware of; but Mrs Trampleasure has been given +to understand that Mr Hallam, upon his marriage, will wish, and is +about to send in a request for the apartments connected with this bank +that I have always occupied. It would be a great inconvenience to Mrs +Trampleasure with our family--I mean to me--to have to move." + +"My dear Sir Gordon," said Hallam, interrupting, "allow me to set Mr +Trampleasure at rest. I have taken the little Manor House, and have +given orders for the furniture." + +"There, Trampleasure," said Sir Gordon. "Don't take any notice of +gossips for the future." + +"Hem! I will not; but Mr Gemp is so well-informed generally." + +"That he is naturally wrong sometimes," said Sir Gordon. "By-the-way, +are they ever going to put that man under the pump? Now, Mr Hallam, +have you anything more to ask?" + +"Certainly not, Sir Gordon," replied the manager stiffly. "I understand +your allusion, of course; but I have only to say that I look upon my +engagement here as a commercial piece of business to be strictly adhered +to, and that I know of nothing more degrading to a man than making every +change in his life an excuse for asking an increase of salary." + +"And you do not wish to take a holiday trip on the occasion of your +wedding?" + +"No, Sir Gordon." + +"But the lady?" + +"Miss Luttrell knows that she is about to marry a business man, Sir +Gordon, and accepts her fate," said Hallam with a smile. + +"Of course you can take a month. I'm sure Trampleasure and Thickens +would manage everything in your absence." + +"Excuse me, Sir Gordon, I have no doubt whatever that everything would +run like a repeater-watch in my absence; but, with the responsibility of +manager of this bank, I could not feel comfortable to run away just in +our busiest time. Later on I may take a trip." + +"Just as you like, Hallam, just as you like. Then that is all we have +to do?" + +"Everything, Sir Gordon. Yes, Mr Thickens, I will come;" for the clerk +had tapped at the door and summoned him into the bank. + +"Dig for you, Trampleasure, about the salary, eh?" said Sir Gordon, as +soon as they were alone. + +"And in very bad taste, too," said Trampleasure stiffly. + +"Ah, well, he's a good manager," said Sir Gordon. "How I hate figures! +They'll be buzzing in my head for a week." + +He rose and walked to the glass to begin arranging his cravat and +shirt-collar, buttoning the bottom of his coat, and pulling down his +buff vest, so that it could be well seen. Then adjusting his hat at a +correct gentlemanly angle, and tapping the tassels of his Hessian boots +to make them swing free, he bade Trampleasure good-morning and sauntered +down the street, twirling his cane with all the grace of an old beau. + +"I don't like that man," he said to himself, "and I never did; but his +management of the bank is superb. Only one shaky loan this last six +months, and he thinks we shall clear ourselves, if we wait before we +sell. Bah! I'm afraid I'm as great a humbug as the rest of the world. +If he had not won little Millicent, I should have thought him a very +fine fellow, I dare say." + +He strolled on towards the doctor's, thinking as he went. + +"No, I don't think I should have liked him," he mused. "He's +gentlemanly and polished; but too gentlemanly and polished. It is like +a mask and suit that to my mind do not fit. Then, hang it! how did he +manage to win that girl?" + +"Cleverness. That calm air of superiority; that bold deference, and his +good looks. I've seen it all; he has let her go on talking in her +clever way--and she is clever; and then when he has thought she has gone +on long enough, he has checked her with a touch of the tiller, and +thrown all the wind out of her sails, leaving her swinging on the ocean +of conjecture. Just what she would like; made to feel that, clever as +she is, he could be her master when and where he pleased. Yes, that is +it, and I suppose I hate him for it. No, no. It would not have been +right, even if I could have won. I would not be prejudiced against him +more than I can help; but I'm afraid we shall never be any closer than +we are." + +That afternoon Mr Hallam of the bank was exceedingly busy; so was James +Thickens, at the counter, now giving, now receiving and cancelling and +booking cheques or greasy notes, some of which were almost too much worn +to be deciphered. + +The time went on, and it was the hour for closing the doors. Thickens +had had to go in and out of the manager's room several times, and Hallam +was always busy writing letters. He looked up, and answered questions, +or gave instructions, and then went on again, while each time, when +James Thickens came out, he looked more uneasy. That is to say, to any +one who thoroughly understood James Thickens, he would have looked +uneasy. To a stranger he would only have seemed peculiar, for +involuntarily at such times he had a habit of moving his scalp very +slowly, drawing his hair down over his forehead, while his eyebrows rose +up to meet it. Then, with mechanical regularity, they separated again; +and all the while his eyes were fixed, and seemed to be gazing at +something that was not there. + +"You need not wait, Thickens," said Hallam, opening his door at length. +"I want to finish a few letters." + +The clerk rose and left the place after his customary walk round with +keys, and the transferring of certain moneys to the safe; and, as soon +as he was gone, Hallam locked his door communicating with the house, and +began to busy himself in the safe, examining docketed securities, +ticking them off, arranging and rearranging, hour after hour. + +And during those hours James Thickens seemed to be prosecuting a love +affair, for, instead of going home to his tea and gold-fish, he walked +down the market place for some distance, turned sharp back, knocked at a +door, and was admitted. Then old Gemp, who had been sweeping his narrow +horizon, put on his hat, and walked across to Mrs Pinet, who was as +usual watering her geraniums, and hunting for withered leaves that did +not exist. + +"Two weddings, Mrs P.!" he said with a leer. + +"Lor', Mr Gemp, what do you mean?" she exclaimed. + +"Two weddings, ma'am. Your Mr Hallam first, and Thickens directly +after. No more bachelors at the bank, ma'am." + +"Why, you don't mean to say that Mr Thickens--oh, dear me!" + +"But I do mean to say it, ma'am. He's dropped in at Miss Heathery's as +coolly as can be; and has hung his hat up behind the door." + +"You don't say so!" + +"Oh yes, I do. It's her doing. Going there four or five times a week +to cash cheques, and he has grown reckless. Let's wait till he comes +out." + +"Perhaps, then," said Mrs Pinet primly, "people may begin saying things +about me." + +"There'll be no one to say it," said Gemp innocently. "Let's see how +long he stops. I can't very well from my place." + +"I couldn't think of such a thing," said Mrs Pinet, grandly. "Mr +Hallam will be in directly, too. No, Mr Gemp, I'm no watcher of my +neighbours' affairs;" and she went indoors. + +"Very well, madam. _Ve-ry_ well," said Gemp. "We shall see;" and he +walked back home to stand in his doorway for three hours before he saw +Thickens come from where he had ensconced himself behind Miss Heathery's +curtain with his eyes fixed upon the bank. + +At the end of those three hours Mr Hallam passed, looking very +thoughtful, and five minutes later James Thickens went home to his +gold-fish and tea. + +"Took care Hallam didn't see him," chuckled Gemp, rubbing his hands. +"Oh, the artfulness of these people! Thinks he has as good a right to +marry as Hallam himself. Well, why not? Make him more staid and solid, +better able to take care of the deeds and securities, and pounds, +shillings, and pence, and--hullo!--hello!--hello! What's the meaning of +this!" + +_This_ was the appearance of a couple coming from the direction of the +doctor's house, and the couple were Miss Heathery, who had been spending +a few hours with Millicent--in other words, seeing her preparations for +the wedding--and Sir Gordon Bourne, who was going in her direction and +walked home with her. + +"Why, Thickens didn't see her after all!" + +No: James Thickens had not seen her, and Miss Heathery had not seen +James Thickens. + +"Who?" she cried, as soon as Sir Gordon had ceremoniously bidden her +"Good-night," raising his curly brimmed hat, and putting it back. + +"Mr Thickens, ma'am," cried the little maid eagerly; "and when I told +him you was out, he said, might he wait, and I showed him in the +parlour." + +"And he's there now?" whispered Miss Heathery, who began tremblingly to +take off the very old pair of gloves she kept for evening wear, the +others being safe in her reticule. + +"No, ma'am, please he has been gone these ten minutes." + +"But what did he say?" cried Miss Heathery querulously. + +"Said he wanted to see you particular, ma'am." + +"Oh dear me; oh dear me!" sighed Miss Heathery. "Was ever anything so +unfortunate? How could I tell that he would come when I was out?" + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +MR HALLAM HAS A VISITOR. + +Mysteries were painful to old Gemp. If any one had propounded a riddle, +and gone away without supplying the answer, he would have been terribly +aggrieved. + +He was still frowning, and trying to get over the mystery of why James +Thickens should be at Miss Heathery's when that lady was out, and his +ideas were turning in the direction of the little maid, when a wholesome +stimulus was given to his thoughts by the arrival of the London coach, +the alighting of whose passengers he had hardly once missed seeing for +years. + +Hurrying up to the front of the "George," he was just in time to see a +dashing-looking young fellow, who had just alighted from the box-seat, +stretching his legs, and beating his boots with a cane. He had been +giving orders for his little valise to be carried into the house, and +was staring about him in the half-light, when he became aware of the +fact that old Gemp was watching him curiously. + +He involuntarily turned away; but seeming to master himself, he turned +back, and said sharply, "Where does Mr Hallam live?" + +"Mr Hallam!" cried Gemp eagerly; "bank's closed hours ago." + +"I didn't ask for the bank. Where is Mr Hallam's private residence?" + +"Well," said Gemp, rubbing his hands and laughing unpleasantly, "that's +it--the `Little Manor' as he calls it; but it's a big place, isn't it?" + +"Oh, he lives there, does he?" said the visitor, glancing curiously at +the ivy-covered house across the way. + +"Not yet," said Gemp. "That's where he is going to live when--" + +"He's married. I know. Now then, old Solomon, if you can answer a +plain question, where does he live now?" + +"Mrs Pinet's house, yonder on the left, where the porch stands out, and +the flower-pots are in the window." + +"Humph! hasn't moved, then. Let's see," muttered the visitor, "that's +where I took the flower-pot to throw at the dog. No: that's the house." + +"Can I--?" began Gemp insidiously. + +"No, thankye. Good evening," said the visitor. "You can tell 'em I've +come. Ta ta! Gossipping old fool!" he added to himself, as he walked +quickly down the street; while, after staring after him for a few +minutes, Gemp turned sharply on his heel, and made for Gorringe's--Mr +Gorringe being the principal tailor. + +Mr Gorringe's day's work was done, consequently his legs were +uncrossed, and he was seated in a Christian-like manner--that is to say, +in a chair just inside his door, smoking his evening pipe, but still in +his shirtsleeves, and with an inch tape gracefully hanging over his neck +and shoulders. + +"I say, neighbour," cried Gemp eagerly, "you bank with Dixons'." + +Mr Gorringe's pipe fell from his hand, and broke into a dozen pieces +upon the floor. + +"Is--is anything wrong?" he gasped; "and it's past banking hours." + +"Yah! get out!" cried old Gemp, showing his yellow teeth. "You're +always thinking about your few pence in the bank. Why, I bank there, +and you don't see me going into fits. Yah! what a coward you are!" + +"Then--then, there's nothing wrong?" + +"Wrong? No." + +"Hah!" ejaculated the tailor. "Mary, bring me another pipe." + +"I only come in a friendly way," cried Gemp, "to put you on your guard." + +"Then there is something wrong," cried the tailor, aghast. + +"No, no, no. I want to give you a hint about Hallam." + +"Hallam!" + +"Ay! Has he ordered his wedding-suit of you?" + +"No." + +"Thought not," said Gemp, rubbing his hands. "I should be down upon him +if I were you. Threaten to withdraw my account, man. Dandy chap down +from London to-night to take his orders." + +"No!" + +"Yes. By the coach. Saw he was a tailor in a moment. Wouldn't stand +it if I were you." + +Mrs Pinet, who came to the door with a candle, in answer to a sharp rap +with the visitor's cane, held up her candle above her head, and stared +at him for a moment. Then a smile dimpled her pleasant, plump face. + +"Why, bless me, sir! how you have changed!" she said. + +"You know me again, then?" he said nodding familiarly. + +"That I do, sir, and I am glad. You're the young gentleman Mr Hallam +helped just about a year ago." + +"Yes, that's me. Is he at home?" + +"Yes, sir. Will you come this way?" + +Mrs Pinet drew back to allow the visitor to enter, closed the door, set +down her candle, and then tapped softly on the panel at her right. + +"Here's that gentleman to see you, sir," she said, in response to the +quick "Come in." + +"Gentleman to see me? Oh, it's you," said Hallam, rising from his seat +to stand very upright and stern-looking, with one hand in his breast. + +"Yes, I've come down again," said the visitor slowly, so as to give Mrs +Pinet time to get outside the door; and then, by mutual consent, they +waited until her step had pattered over the carefully-reddened old +bricks, and a door at the back closed. + +Meanwhile Hallam's eyes ran rapidly over his visitor's garb, and he +seemed satisfied, though he smiled a little at the extravagance of the +attire. + +"Why have you come down?" he said at last. "Because I didn't want to +write. Because I thought you'd like to know how things were going. +Because I wanted to see how you were getting on. Because I thought +you'd be glad to see me." + +"Because you wanted more money. Because you thought you could put on +the screw. Because you thought you could frighten me. Pish! I could +extend your list of reasons indefinitely, Stephen Crellock, my lad," +said Hallam, in a quiet tone of voice that was the more telling from the +anger it evidently concealed. + +"What a one you are, Robby, old fellow! Just as you used to be when we +were at--" + +"Let the past rest," said Hallam in a whisper. "It will be better for +both." + +"Oh-h-h-h!" said his visitor, in a peculiar way. "Don't talk like that, +Rob, old chap. It sounds like making plans, and a tall, handsome man in +disguise waylaying a well-dressed gentleman from town, shooting him with +pistols, carrying the body in the dead of the night to the bank, +doubling it up in an iron chest, pouring in a lot of lime, and then +shutting the lid, sealing it up, and locking it in the far corner of the +bank cellar, as if it was somebody's plate. That's the game, eh?" + +"I should like to," said Hallam coolly. + +"Ha--ha--ha--ha!" laughed his visitor, sitting down; "but I'm not +afraid, Rob, or I should not have put my head in the lion's den. That's +not the sort of thing you would do, because you always were so +gentlemanly, and had such a tender conscience. See how grieved you were +when I got into trouble, and you escaped." + +"Will you--" + +"Will I what? Speak like that before any one else? Will I threaten you +with telling tales, if you don't give me money to keep my mouth shut? +Will I be a sneak?" cried Crellock, speaking quite as fiercely as +Hallam, and rising to his feet, and looking, in spite of his ultra +costume, a fine manly fellow. + +"Well, yes, you cowardly cur; have you come down to do this now?" said +Hallam menacingly. + +"Pish!" said the other contemptuously as he let himself sink back slowly +into his chair. "Don't try and bully, Rob. It did when I came down, +weak and half-starved and miserable, after two years' imprisonment; but +it won't do now. I don't look hard up, do I?" + +"No; because you've spent my money on your wretched dress." + +"I only spent your money when I couldn't make any for myself. I haven't +had a penny of you lately; and as to being a coward and a cur, Rob, when +I stood in the dock, and you were brought as a witness against me, and I +could have got off half my punishment by speaking the truth, was I a +sneak then, or did I stand, firm?" + +There was a pause. + +"Answer me; did I stand firm then?" cried Crellock. + +"You did stand firm, and I have been grateful," said Hallam, in a milder +tone. "Look here, Stephen, why should we quarrel?" + +"Ah, that's better, man," said Crellock, laughing. "You were so +terribly fierce with me last time, and I was brought down to a door-mat. +Anybody might have wiped his shoes on me. I'm better now." + +"And you've come down to try and bully me," said Hallam fiercely. + +His visitor sat back, looking at him hard, without speaking for a few +minutes, and then he said quietly: + +"I give it up." + +"Give what up--the attempt?" + +"I couldn't give that up, because I was not going to attempt anything," +said Crellock, smiling; "I mean give it up about you. What is it in +you, Rob Hallam, that made so many fellows like you, and give way to you +in everything? I don't know. But there, never mind that. Won't you +shake hands?" + +"Tell me first why you have come down here. Do you want money?" + +"No." + +"Then why did you come down?" + +Crellock's face softened a little, and it was not an ill-looking +countenance as he sat there, softly tapping the arm of the chair. At +last he spoke. + +"I never had many friends," he said huskily. "Father and mother went +when I was a little one, and Uncle Richard gave me my education, telling +me brutally that I was an encumbrance. I always had to stop at school +through the holidays, and when I was old enough he put me, as you know, +in the bank, and told me he had done his duty by me, and I must now look +to myself." + +"Yes, I know," said Hallam, coldly. + +"Then I got to know you, Rob, and you seemed always to be everything a +man ought to be--handsome, and clever at every game, the best writer, +the best at figures. Then, after office hours, you could sing and play, +and tell the best story. There, Rob, you know I always got to feel +towards you as if I was your dog. There was nothing I wouldn't have +done for you. Then came those--" + +"Hush!" + +"Well, I'm not going to say anything dangerous. You know how I behaved. +I did think you would have made it a bit easier for me, when it was +found out; but when you turned against me like the rest, I said to +myself that it was all right, that it was no good for two to bear it +when one could take the lot, and if you had turned against me it was +only because it was what you called good policy, and it would be all +right again when I came out I thought you'd stick to me, Rob." + +"How could I, a man in a good position, know a--" + +"Felon--a convicted thief? There, say it, old fellow, if you like. I +don't mind; I got pretty well hardened down yonder. No: of course you +couldn't, and I know I was a fool to come down as I did before, such a +shack-bag as I was. Out of temper, too, and savage to see you looking +so well; but I know it was foolish. It was enough to make you turn on +me. But I'm different now: I've got on a bit." + +"What are you doing?" said Hallam sharply. + +"Oh, never mind," said the other, laughing. "I've opened an office, and +I'm doing pretty well, and I thought I'd come down and see you again, +Rob, old fellow, and--You'll shake hands?" + +"Is this a bit of maudlin sentiment, Stephen Crellock, or are you +playing some deep game?" + +Hallam's visitor rose again and stood before him with his hand +outstretched. + +"Deep game!" he said softly. "Rob, old fellow, do you think a man can +be all a blackguard, without one good spot in him? Ah, well, just as +you like," he continued, dropping his hand heavily; "I was a fool to +come; I always have been a fool. I was cat, Rob, and you were monkey, +and I got my paws most preciously burned. But I didn't come down to +grumble. There; good-night!" + +"Where are you going?" + +"Back to the `George' and to-morrow I shall go up to the gold-paved +streets. There, you need not be afraid, man. If I didn't tell tales +when I was in the dock, I shan't now. I thought, after all, that you +were my friend." + +"And so I am, Steve!" cried Hallam, after a few moments' hesitation, and +he held out his hand. "We'll be as good friends again as ever, and you +shall not suffer this time." + +Crellock stifled a sob as he caught the extended hand, to wring it with +all his force; then, turning away, he laid his arms upon the +chimney-piece, his head dropped upon them, and for a few minutes he +cried like a child. + +Hallam stood fuming and gazing down upon him, with an ugly look of +contempt distorting his handsome features. Then taking a step forward, +he laid his hand upon his visitor's shoulder. + +"Come, come!" he said softly. "Don't go on like that." Crellock rose +quickly, and dashed the tears from his eyes, with a piteous attempt at a +laugh. + +"That's me all over, Rob," he said. "Did you ever see such a weak fool? +I was bad enough before I had that two years' low fever; I'm worse now, +for it was spirit-breaking work." + +"Soft wax, to mould to any shape," said Hallam to himself. Then aloud: +"I don't see anything to be ashamed of in a little natural emotion. +There, sit down, and let's have a chat." + +Crellock caught his hand and gripped it hard. "Thank ye, Hallam," he +said huskily, "thank ye; I shan't forget this. I told you I'd always +felt as if I was your dog. I feel so more than ever now." + +"They're sitting a long time," said Mrs Pinet, as she raked out the +kitchen fire to the very last red-hot cinder. "Mr Hallam seemed quite +pleased with him; he's altered so for the better. He said I needn't sit +up, and so I will go to bed." + +Mrs Pinet sought her room, and about twelve heard the door close on the +stranger, between whom and Hallam a good deal of eager conversation had +passed in a low tone. + +"You see I'm trusting you," said Hallam as they parted. + +"You know you can," was the reply. "And now, look here, if anything +goes wrong--" + +"I tell you, if you do as I have arranged, nothing can go wrong. I want +an agent in London, whom I can implicitly trust, and I am going to trust +you. Once more, your task is to do exactly what I tell you." + +"But if anything goes wrong, I can't write to you." + +"Nothing can go wrong, I tell you." + +"Yes," said Crellock to himself, "you told me that once before." Then +aloud: + +"Well, we will say nothing can go wrong, for I shall do exactly what you +have said; but if anything should, I shall come down, and if you see +me--look out." + +VOLUME ONE, CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +LIKE GATHERING CLOUDS. + +There is one very pleasant element in country-town life, and that is the +breadth of the feeling known as neighbourly. It is often veined by +scandal, disfigured by petty curiosity, but a genial feeling, like a +solid stratum underlies it all, and makes it firm. Mrs White gets into +difficulties, and her furniture is sold by auction; but the neighbours +flock to the sale, and the love of bargains is so overridden that the +old things often fetch as much as new. Mrs Black's family are ill, and +every one around takes a real and helpful interest. Mrs Scarlet's +husband dies, and a fancy fair is held on her behalf. Then how every +one collects at the marriage: how all follow at the death! It must be +something very bad indeed that has been committed if, after the +customary unpleasant and censorious remarks about walking blindfold into +such a slough, Green is not drawn out by helping hands--in fact, there +is a kind of clannishness in a country-town, disfigured by the gossips, +but very true and earnest all the same. + +Consequently as soon as the day was fixed for Millicent Luttrell's +wedding, presents came pouring in from old patients and young friends. +A meeting was held at the Corn Exchange, at which Sir Gordon Bourne was +to take the chair, but at which he did not put in an appearance, and the +Reverend Christie Bayle took his place, while resolutions were moved and +carried that a testimonial should be presented to our eminent +fellow-townsman, Robert Hallam, Esq, on the occasion of his marriage +with the daughter of our esteemed and talented neighbour, Dr Luttrell. + +The service of plate was presented at a dinner, where speeches were +made, to which Mr Hallam, of the bank, responded fluently, gracefully, +and to the point. + +Here, too, Christie Bayle took the chair, and had the task of presenting +the silver, after reading the inscription aloud, amidst abundant cheers; +and as he passed the glittering present to the recipient, their eyes +met. + +As their eyes met there was a pleasant smile upon Hallam's lip, and a +thought in his heart that he alone could have interpreted, while Bayle's +could have been read by any one skilled in the human countenance, as he +breathed a hope that Millicent Luttrell might be made a happy wife. + +The whole town was in a ferment--not a particular state of affairs for +King's Castor--in fact, the people of that town in His Majesty's +dominions were always waiting for a chance to effervesce and alter the +prevailing stagnation for a time. Hence it was that the town band +practised up a new tune; the grass was mowed in the churchyard, and some +of the weeds cleared out from the gravel path. Miss Heathery went to +the expense of a new bonnet and silk dress, and indulged in a passionate +burst of weeping in the secrecy of her own room, because she was not +asked to act as bridesmaid; and though Gorringe did not obtain any order +from the bridegroom, he was favoured by Mr James Thickens to make him a +blue dress-coat with triple-gilt buttons--a coat so blue, and whose +buttons were such dazzling disks of metal, that it was not until it had +been in the tailor's window, finished, and "on show" for three days, +that James Thickens awakened to the fact that it was his, and paid a +nocturnal visit to Gorringe to beg him to send it home. + +"But you don't want it till the day, Mr Thickens," said the tailor, +"and that coat's bringing me orders." + +"But I shall never dare to wear it, Gorringe--everybody will know it." + +"Of course they will, sir!" said the tailor proudly, and glancing +towards his window with that half-smile an artist wears when his +successful picture is on view, "that's a coat such as is not seen in +Castor every day. Look at the collar! There's two days' hard stitching +in that collar, sir!" + +"I have looked at the collar," said Thickens hastily, "and I must have +it home." + +Gorringe gave way, and the coat went home; but he felt, as he said to +his wife, as if he had been robbed, for that coat would have won the +hearts of half the farmers round. + +At the doctor's cottage Mrs Luttrell was in one constant whirl of +excitement, with four clever seamstresses at work, for at King's Castor +a bride's _trousseau_ was called by a much simpler name, and provided +throughout at home, along with the house-linen, which in those days +meant linen of the finest and coolest, and it was absolutely necessary +that every article that could be stitched should be stitched with rows +of the finest stitches, carefully put in. + +"You're about worrying yourself into a fever, my dear," said the doctor +smiling, "and I can't afford such patients as you. Where can I have +this bunch of radish-seed hung up to dry? Give it to Thisbe to hang in +the kitchen." + +"Now, my dear Joseph, how can you be so unreasonable!" cried Mrs +Luttrell, half whimpering. "Radish-seed at a time like this! Thisbe is +re-covering the pots of jam." + +"What jam? What for?" + +"For Millicent. You don't suppose I'm going to let her begin +housekeeping without a pot of jam in the storeroom!" + +"Thank goodness I've only one child!" said the doctor with a +half-amused, half-vexed countenance. + +"Why, papa, you always said you wished we had had a boy." + +"Ah, I did not know that I should have to suffer all this when the +wedding time came." + +"Now, if you would only go into your garden, and see to your patients, +my love, everything would go right!" cried Mrs Luttrell; "but you are +so impatient! Look at Millicent, how quiet and calm she is!" + +The doctor had looked at Millicent as she stole out to him in the +garden--often now, as if moved by a desire to be as much with him as she +could before the great step of her life was taken. + +There was a quiet look of satisfaction in her eyes that told of her +content, and the happy peace that reigned within her breast. + +The doctor understood her, as she came to him when at work, questioning +him about the blossoms of this rose, and the success of that creeper, +and taking endless interest in all he did; and when she was summoned +away to try something on, or to select some pattern, she smiled and said +that she would soon be back. + +"Ah!" he said with a sigh, "she is trying to break it off gently!" and +his work ceased until he heard her step, when he became very busy and +cheerful again, as they both played at hiding from one another the +separation that was to come. + +"Poor papa!" thought Millicent, "he will miss me when I am gone!" + +"If that fellow does not behave well to her," said the doctor to +himself, "and I do happen to be called in to him, I shall--well, I +suppose it would not be right to do that." As for Mrs Luttrell, she +was too busy to think much till she went to bed, and then the doctor +complained. + +"I must have some rest, my dear!" he said plaintively, "and I don't say +that you will--but if you do have a bad face-ache from sleeping on a +pillow soaked with tears, don't come to me to prescribe." + +It was very near the time, and all was gliding on peacefully towards the +wedding-day. Hallam came regularly every evening; and, after a good +deal of struggling, Mrs Luttrell contrived to call him "my dear," +while, by a similar effort of mind, the doctor habituated himself, from +saying, "Mr Hallam" and "Hallam," to the familiar "Robert," though in +secret both agreed that it did not seem natural, and did not come +easily, and never would be Rob or Bob. + +One soft, calm evening, as the moon was rising from behind the fine old +church, and Millicent and Hallam lingered still in the garden among the +shrubs, where they could see the shaded lamp shining down on Mrs +Luttrell's white curls and pleasant, intent face, as she busily stitched +away at a piece of linen for the new house, while the doctor was reading +an account of some new plants brought home by Sir Joseph Banks, +Millicent had become very silent. + +Hallam was holding her tenderly to his side, and looking down at the +sweet, calm face, lit by the rising moon, his own in shadow; and after +watching her rapt aspect for a time, he said, in his deep, musical +voice: + +"How silent and absorbed! You are not regretting what is so soon to +be?" + +"Regretting!" she cried, starting; and, looking up in his face, she laid +her hands upon his breast. "Don't speak to me like that, Robert dear. +You know me better. As if I could regret!" + +"Then you are quite happy?" + +"Happy? Too happy; and yet so sad!" she murmured softly. "It seems as +if life were too full of joy, as if I could not bear so much happiness, +when it is at the cost of others, and I am giving them pain." + +"Don't speak like that, my own!" he said tenderly. "It is natural that +a woman should leave father and mother to cling unto her husband." + +"Yes, yes: I know," she sighed; "but the pain is given. They will miss +me so much. You are smiling, dear; but this is not conceit. I am their +only child, and we have been all in all to each other." + +"But you are not going far," he said tenderly. + +"No, not far; and yet it is away from them," sighed Millicent, turning +her head to gaze sadly at the pleasant picture seen through the open +window. "Not far: but it is from home." + +"But to home," he whispered--"to your home, our home, the home of the +husband who loves you with all his heart. Ah, Millicent, I have been so +poor a wooer, I have failed to say the winning, flattering things so +pleasant to a woman's ear. I have felt half dumb before you, as if my +pleasure was too great for words; and quick and strong as I am with my +fellows, I have only been an awkward lover at the best." + +She laid her soft white hand upon his lips, and gave him a +half-reproachful look. + +"And yet," she said, smiling, "how much stronger your silent wooing has +been than any words that could have been said! Did I ever seem like one +who wanted flattering words and admiration? Robert, you do not know me +yet." + +"No," he whispered passionately, "not yet, and never shall, for I find +something more in you to love each time we meet, Millicent--my own--my +wife!" + +She yielded to his embrace, and they remained silent for a time. + +At last he spoke. + +"But you seemed sad and disappointed to-night. Have I grieved you in +any way--have I given you pain?" + +"Oh, no," she said, looking gravely in his face, "and you never could. +Robert," she continued dreamily as she clung to him, "I can see our life +mapped out in the future till it fades away. There are pains and +sorrows, the thorns that strew the wayside of all; but I have always +your strong, guiding arm to help and protect--always your brave, loving +words, to sustain me when my spirit will be low, and together, hand in +hand, we tread that path, patient, hopeful, loving to the end." + +"My own!" he whispered. + +"I have no fear," she continued; "my love was not given hastily, like +that of some quickly dazzled girl; my love was slow to awaken; but when +I felt that it was being sought by one whom I could reverence as well as +love, I gave it freely--all I had." + +"And you are content?" + +"I should be truly happy, but for the pain I must give others." + +"Only a pang, dear love; that will pass away in the feeling that their +child is truly happy in her choice. There, there, the moonlight and the +solemn look of the night have made you sad. Let us talk more +cheerfully. Come, you must have something to ask of me?" + +"No; you have told me everything," she said gravely. "I wish they could +have been here to give their blessing on our love." + +"Their blessing?" he said half-wonderingly. + +"Your mother--your father, Robert," she whispered reverently as she bent +her head. + +"Hush!" he said, and for a few moments they were silent. "But come," he +cried, as if trying to give their conversation a more cheerful turn, +"you must have something more to ask of me. I mean for our house." + +"No," she said; "it is everything I could wish." + +"No," he said proudly, "it is too humble for my queen. If I were rich, +you should have the fairest jewels, costly retinues--a palace." + +"Give me your love, and I have all I need," she cried, laughing, as she +clung to him. + +"Then you must be very rich," he said. "But is there nothing? Come, +you are a free agent now. In another week you will be my own--my +property, my slave, bound to me by a ring. Come, use your liberty while +you can." + +"Well, then, yes," she said; "I will make a demand or two." + +"That's right; I am the slave yet, and obey. What is the first wish?" + +"I like Sir Gordon, dear; he has always been so good and kind to me. +Ask him to come." + +"Too late. He left the town by coach this evening. From a hint he +dropped to Thickens about his letters, I think he has gone to Hull, and +is going on to Spain." + +"Oh!" + +It was an ejaculation full of pain and sorrow. + +"I am grieved," she said softly, and the news brought up that day when +he had made her the offer of his hand. + +Hallam watched her mobile face and its changes as she gazed straight +before her, towards where the moon was beginning to flood the leaden +roof of the old church, the crenulated wall, and the crockets on the +tall spire standing out black and clear against the sky. + +His face was still in the shadow. + +"There is another request," she said at last, and her voice was very low +as she spoke. "Robert, will you ask Mr Bayle to marry us? I would +rather it was he." + +"Bayle!" he exclaimed, starting, and the word jerked from his lips, as +if he had suddenly lost control of himself. "No, it is impossible!" + +"Impossible?" she said wonderingly. + +"This man has caused me more suffering than I could tell you. If you +knew the jealous misery--No, no, I don't mean that," he said quickly as +he caught her to his breast. + +"Oh, Robert!" she cried. + +"No, no: don't notice me," he said hastily. "It was long ago. He loved +you, and I was not sure of you then. Yes, darling, I will ask him, if +you wish it. That folly is all dead now." + +"Robert," she said, after a thoughtful pause, "do you wish me to give up +that request?" + +"Give up? No, I should be ready to insist upon it if you did. There, +that is all past. It was the one boyish folly of my love, one of which +I am heartily ashamed." + +"I think he wants to be your friend as well as mine," she said, "and I +should have liked it; but--" + +"Your will is my law, Millicent! He shall marry us." + +"But, Robert--" + +"If you oppose me now in this, I shall think you have not forgiven the +folly to which I have confessed. I can hardly forgive myself that +meanness. You will not add to my pain." + +"Add to your pain?" she said, laying her hand once more upon his breast. +"Robert, you do not know me yet." + +And so it was that Christie Bayle joined the hand of the woman he had +loved to that of the man who had told her she would in future be his +very own--his property, his slave. + +Pretty well all Castor was present, and at the highest pitch of +excitement, for a handsomer pair, they said, had never stood in the old +chancel to be made one. + +And they were made one. The register was signed, and then, in the midst +of a murmuring buzz and rustle of garments that filled the great +building like the gathering of a storm, Robert Hallam and his fair young +wife moved down the aisle, towards where a man was waiting to give the +signal to the ringers to begin; and the crowd had filled every corner +near the door, and almost blocked the path. The sun shone out +brilliantly, and the buzz and rustle grew more and more like the +gathering of that storm, which burst at last as the young couple reached +the porch, in a thundering cheer. + +Millicent looked flushed, and there was a red spot in Hallam's cheeks as +he walked out, proud and defiant, towards where the yellow chaise from +the "George," with four post-horses, was waiting. + +The coach had just come in, and the passengers were standing gazing at +the novel scene. + +Again the storm burst in a tremendous cheer as Hallam handed his young +wife into the chaise, and then there seemed to be another nearing storm, +sending its harbinger in a fashion which made firm, self-contained +Robert Hallam turn pale, as a hand was laid upon his arm. + +"He said that if anything did go wrong, he should come back," flashed +through his brain. + +Stephen Crellock was bending forward to whisper a few words in his ear. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER ONE. + +THE THORNY WAY--MILLICENT HALLAM'S HOME. + +"How dare you! Be off! Go to your mistress. Don't pester me, woman." + +"Didn't know it were pestering you, sir, to ask for my rights. Two +years doo, and it's time it was paid." + +"Ask your mistress, I tell you. Here, Julia." + +A dark-haired, thoughtful-looking child of about six years old loosened +her grasp of Thisbe King's dress, and crossed the room slowly towards +where Robert Hallam sat, newspaper in hand, by his half-finished +breakfast. + +"Here, Julia!" was uttered with no unkindly intent; but the call was +like a command--an imperious command, such as would be given to a dog. + +The child was nearly close to him when he gave the paper a sharp rustle, +and she sprang back. + +"Pish!" he exclaimed, laughing unpleasantly, "what a silly little girl +you are! Did you think I was going to strike you?" + +"N-no, papa," said the child nervously. + +"Then why did you flinch away? Are you afraid of me?" + +The child looked at him intently for a few moments, and then said +softly: + +"I don't know." + +"Here, Thisbe," said Hallam, frowning, "I'll see to that. You can go +now. Leave Miss Julia here." + +"Mayn't I go with Thisbe, papa?" said the child eagerly. + +"No; stay with me. I want to talk to you. Come here." + +The child's countenance fell, and she sidled towards Hallam, looking +wistfully the while at Thisbe, who left the room reluctantly and closed +the door. + +As soon as they were alone Hallam threw down the paper, and drew the +child upon his knee, stroking her beautiful, long, dark hair, and held +his face towards her. + +"Well," he said sharply, "haven't you a kiss for papa?" + +The child kissed him on both cheeks quickly, and then sat still and +watched him. + +"That's better," he said smiling. "Little girls always get rewards when +they are good. Now I shall buy you a new doll for that." + +The child's eyes brightened. + +"Have you got plenty of money, papa?" she said quickly. + +"Well, I don't know about plenty," he said with a curious laugh, as he +glanced round the handsomely-furnished room, "but enough for that." + +"Will you give me some?" + +"Money is not good for little girls," said Hallam, smiling. + +"But _I'm_ not little now," said the child quietly. "Mamma says I'm +quite a companion to her, and she doesn't know what she would do without +me." + +"Indeed!" said Hallam sarcastically. "Well, suppose I give you some +money, what shall you buy--a doll?" + +She shook her head. "I've got five dolls now," she said, counting on +her little pink fingers, "mamma, papa, Thisbe, and me, and Mr Bayle." + +Hallam ground out an ejaculation, making the child start from him in +alarm. + +"Sit still, little one," he said hastily. "Why, what's the matter? +Here, what would you do with the money?" + +"Give it to mamma to pay Thisbe. Mamma was crying about wanting some +money yesterday for grand-mamma." + +"Did your grandmother come and ask mamma for money yesterday?" + +"Yes; she said grandpapa was so ill and worried that she did not know +what to do." + +Hallam rose from his seat, setting down the child, and began walking +quickly about the room, while the girl, after watching him for a few +moments in silence, began to edge her way slowly towards the door, as if +to escape. + +She had nearly reached it when Hallam noticed her, and, catching her by +the wrist, led her back to his chair, and reseated himself. + +"Look here, Julia," he said sharply, "I will not have you behave like +this. Does your mother teach you to keep away from me because I seem so +cross?" he added with a laugh that was not pleasant. + +"No," said the child, shaking her head; "she said I was to be very fond +of you, because you were my dear papa." + +"Well, and are you?" + +"Yes," said the child, nodding, "I think so;" and she looked wistfully +in his face. + +"That's right; and now be a good girl, and you shall have a pony to +ride, and everything you like to ask for." + +"And money to give to poor mamma?" + +"Silence!" cried Hallam harshly, and the child shrank away, and covered +her face with her hands. "Don't do that! Take down your hands. What +have you to cry for now?" + +The child dropped her hands in a frightened manner, and looked at him +with her large dark eyes, that seemed to be watching for a blow, her +face twitching slightly, but there were no tears. + +"Any one would think I was a regular brute to the child," he muttered, +scowling at her involuntarily, and then sitting very thoughtful and +quiet, holding her on his knee, while he thrust back the breakfast +things, and tapped the table. At last, turning to her with a smile, +"Have a cup of coffee, Julie?" he said. + +She shook her head. "I had my breakfast with mamma ever so long since." + +He frowned again, looking uneasily at the child, and resuming the +tapping upon the table with his thin, white fingers. + +The window looking out on the market place was before them, quiet, +sunny, and with only two people visible, Mrs Pinet, watering her row of +flowers with a jug, and the half of old Gemp, as he leaned out of his +doorway, and looked in turn up the street and down. + +All at once a firm, quick step was heard, and the child leaped from her +father's knee. + +"Here's Mr Bayle! Here's Mr Bayle!" she cried, clapping her hands, +and, bounding to the window, she sprang upon a chair, to press her face +sidewise to the pane, to watch for him who came, and then to begin +tapping on the glass, and kissing her hands as Christie Bayle, a firm, +broad-shouldered man, nodded and smiled, and went by. + +Julia leaped from the chair to run out of the room, leaving Robert +Hallam clutching the edge of the table, with his brow wrinkled, and an +angry frown upon his countenance, as he ground his teeth together, and +listened to the opening of the front door, and the mingling of the +curate's frank, deep voice with the silvery prattle of his child. + +"Ha, little one!" And then there was the sound of kisses, as Hallam +heard the rustle of what seemed, through the closed door, to be Christie +Bayle taking the child by the waist and lifting her up to throw her arms +about his neck. + +"You're late!" she cried; and the very tone of her voice seemed changed, +as she spoke eagerly. + +"No, no, five minutes early; and I must go up the town first now." + +"Oh!" cried the child. + +"I shall not be long. How is mamma?" + +"Mamma isn't well," said the child. "She has been crying so." + +"Hush! hush! my darling!" said Bayle softly. "You should not whisper +secrets." + +"Is that a secret, Mr Bayle?" + +"Yes; mamma's secret, and my Julia must be mamma's well-trusted little +girl." + +"Please, Mr Bayle, I'm so sorry, and I won't do so any more. Are you +cross with me?" + +"My darling!" he cried passionately, "as if any one could be cross with +you! There, get your books ready, and I'll soon be back." + +"No, no, not this morning, Mr Bayle; not books. Take me for a walk, +and teach me about the flowers." + +"After lessons, then. There, run away." + +Hallam rose from his chair, with his lips drawn slightly from his teeth, +as he heard Bayle's retiring steps. Then the front door was banged +loudly; he heard his child clap her hands, and then the quick fall of +her feet as she skipped across the hall, and bounded up the stairs. + +He took a few strides up and down the room, but stopped short as the +door opened again, and, handsomer than ever, but with a graver, more +womanly beauty, heightened by a pensive, troubled look in her eyes and +about the corners of her mouth, Millicent Hallam glided in. + +Her face lit up with a smile as she crossed to Hallam, and laid her +white hand upon his arm. + +"Don't think me unkind for going away, dear," she said softly. "Have +you quite done?" + +"Yes," he said shortly. "There, don't stop me; I'm late." + +"Are you going to the bank, dear?" + +"Of course I am. Where do you suppose I'm going?" + +"I only thought, dear, that--" + +"Then don't _only think_ for the sake of saying foolish things." + +She laid her other hand upon his arm, and smiled in his face. + +"Don't let these money matters trouble you so, Robert," she said. "What +does it matter whether we are rich or poor?" + +"Oh, not in the least!" he cried sarcastically. "You don't want any +money, of course?" + +"I do, dear, terribly," she said sadly. "I have been asked a great deal +lately for payments of bills; and if you could let me have some this +morning--" + +"Then I cannot; it's impossible. There, wait a few days and the crisis +will be over, and you can clear off." + +"And you will not speculate again, dear?" she said eagerly. + +"Oh, no, of course not," he rejoined, with the touch of sarcasm in his +voice. + +"We should be so much happier, dear, on your salary. I would make it +plenty for us; and then, Robert, you would be so much more at peace." + +"How can I be at peace?" he cried savagely, "when, just as I am harassed +with monetary cares--which you cannot understand--I find my home, +instead of a place of rest, a place of torment?" + +"Robert!" she said, in a tone of tender reproach. + +"People here I don't want to see; servants pestering me for money, when +I have given you ample for our household expenses; and my own child set +against me, ready to shrink from me, and look upon me as some domestic +ogre!" + +"Robert, dear, pray do not talk like this." + +"I am driven to it," he cried fiercely; "the child detests me!" + +"Oh no, no, no," she whispered, placing her arm round his neck. + +"And rushes to that fellow Bayle as if she had been taught to look upon +him as everybody." + +"Nay, nay," she said softly; and there was a tender smile upon her lip, +a look of loving pity in her eye. "Julie likes Mr Bayle, for he pets +her, and plays with her as if he were her companion." + +"And I am shunned." + +"Oh, no, dear, you frighten poor Julie sometimes when you are in one of +your stern, thoughtful moods." + +"My stern, thoughtful moods! Pshaw!" + +"Yes," she said tenderly; "your stern, thoughtful moods. The child +cannot understand them as I do, dear husband. She thinks of sunshine +and play. How can she read the depth of the father's love--of the man +who is so foolishly ambitious to win fortune for his child? Robert-- +husband--my own, would it not be better to set all these strivings for +wealth aside, and go back to the simple, peaceful days again?" + +"You do not understand these things," he said harshly. "There, let me +go. I ought to have been at the bank an hour ago, but I could not get a +wink of sleep all the early part of the night." + +"I know, dear. It was three o'clock when you went to sleep." + +"How did you know?" + +"The clock struck when you dropped off, dear. I did not speak for fear +of waking you." + +She did not add that she, too, had been kept awake about money matters, +and wondering whether her husband would consent to live in a more simple +style in a smaller house. + +"There, good-bye," he said, kissing her. "It is all coming right. +Don't talk to your father or mother about my affairs." + +"Of course I should not, love," she replied; "such things are sacred." + +"Yes, of course," he said hastily. "There, don't take any notice of +what I have said. I am worried--very much worried just now, but all +will come right soon." He kissed her hastily and hurried away, leaving +Millicent standing thoughtful and troubled till she heard another step +on the rough stones, when a calm expression seemed to come over her +troubled face, but only to be chased away by one more anxious as the +step halted at the door and the bell rang. + +Meanwhile Julia had run upstairs to her own room, where, facing the +door, five very battered dolls sat in a row upon the drawers, at which +she dashed full of childish excitement, as if to continue some +interrupted game. + +She stopped short, looked round, and then gave her little foot a stamp. + +"How tiresome!" she cried pettishly. "It's that nasty, tiresome, +disagreeable old Thibs. I hate her, that I do, and--" + +"Oh, you hate me, do you?" cried the object of her anger appearing in +the doorway. "Very well, it don't matter. I don't mind. You don't +care for anybody now but Mr Bayle." + +The child rushed across the room to leap up and fling her arms round +Thisbe's neck, as that oddity stood there, quite unchanged: the same +obstinate, hard woman who had opposed Mrs Luttrell seven years before. + +"Don't, don't, don't say such things, Thibs," cried the child, all +eagerness and excitement now, the very opposite of the timid, shrinking +girl in the breakfast-room a short time before; and as she spoke she +covered the hard face before her with kisses. "You know, you dear, +darling old Thibs, I love you. Oh, I do love you so very, very much." + +"I know it's all shim-sham and pea-shucks," said Thisbe, grimly; but, +without moving her face, rather bending down to meet the kisses. + +"No, you don't think anything of the kind, Thibs, and I won't have you +looking cross at me like papa." + +"It's all sham, I tell you," said Thisbe again. "You never love me only +when you want anything." + +"Oh! Thibs!" cried the girl with the tears gathering in her eyes; "how +can you say that?" + +"Because I'm a nasty, hard, cankery, ugly, disagreeable old woman," said +Thisbe, clasping the child to her breast; "and it isn't true, and you're +my own precious sweet, that you are." + +"And you took away my box out of the room, when I had to go down to +papa." + +"But you can't have a nasty, great, dirty candle-box in your bedroom, my +dear." + +"But I want it for a doll's house, and I'm going to line it with paper, +and--do, Thibs, do, do let me have it, please?" + +"Oh, very well, I shall have to be getting the moon for you next. I +never see such a spoiled child." + +"Make haste then, before Mr Bayle comes, to go on with my lessons. +Quick! quick! where is it?" + +"In the lumber-room, of course. Where do you suppose it is?" + +Thisbe led the way along a broad passage and up three or four stairs to +an old oak door, which creaked mournfully on its hinges as it was thrown +back, showing a long, sloped, ceiled room, half filled with +packing-cases and old fixtures that had been taken down when Hallam +hired the house, and had it somewhat modernised for their use. + +It was a roomy place with a large fireplace that had apparently been +partially built up to allow of a small grate being set, while walls and +ceiling were covered with a small patterned paper, a few odd rolls and +pieces of which lay in a corner. + +"I see it," cried Julia excitedly. + +"No, no, no; let me get it," cried Thisbe. "Bless the bairn! why, she's +like a young goat. There, now, just see what you've done!" + +The child had darted at the hinged deal box, stood up on one end against +the wall in the angle made by the great projecting fireplace, and in +dragging it away torn down a large piece of the wall paper. + +"Oh, I couldn't help it, Thibs," cried the child panting. "I am so +sorry." + +"So sorry, indeed!" cried Thisbe; "so sorry, indeed, won't mend walls. +Why, how wet it is!" she continued, kneeling down and smoothing out the +paper, and dabbing it back against the end of the great fireplace from +which it had been torn. "There's one of them old gutters got stopped up +and the rain soaks in through the roof, and wets this wall; it ought to +be seen to at once." + +All this while making a ball of her apron, Thisbe, who was the +perfection of neatness, had been putting back the torn down corner of +paper, moistening it here and there, and ending by making it stick so +closely that the tear was only visible on a close inspection. This done +she rose and carried the box out, and into the child's bedroom, when +before the slightest advance had been made towards turning it into a +doll's house, there was the ring at the door, and Thisbe descended to +admit the curate, to whom Julia came bounding down. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER TWO. + +MISS HEATHERY'S OFFERING. + +Nature, or rather the adaptation from Nature which we call civilisation, +deals very hardly with unmarried ladies of twenty-five for the next ten +or a dozen years. Then it seems to give them up, and we have arrived at +what is politely known as the uncertain age. Very uncertain it is, for, +from thirty-five to forty-five some ladies seem to stand still. + +Miss Heathery was one of these, and the mid-life stage seemed to have +made her evergreen, for seven years' lapse found her much the same, +scarcely in any manner changed. + +Poor Miss Heathery! For twenty years she had been longing with all the +intensity of a true woman to become somebody's squaw. Her heart was an +urn full of sweetness. Perhaps it was of rather a sickly cloying kind +that many men would have turned from with disgust, but it was sweetness +all the same, and for these long, long years she had been waiting to +pour this honey of her nature like a blessing upon some one's head, +while only one man had been ready to say, "Pour on," and held his head +ready. + +That one would-be suitor was old Gemp, and when he said it, poor Miss +Heathery recoiled, clasping her hands tightly upon the mouth of the urn +and closing it. She could not pour it there, and the love of Gemp had +turned into a bitter hate. + +If the curate in his disappointment would only have turned to her, she +sighed to herself! + +"Ah!" + +And she went on thinking and working. What comforting fleecy +undergarments she could have woven for him! What ornamental braces he +should have worn; and, in the sanguine hopes of that swelling urn of +sweets, she designed--she never began them--a set of slippers, a set of +seven, all beautifully worked in wool and silks, and lined with velvet. +Sunday: white with a gold sun; Monday: dominating with a pale lambent +golden green, for it was moon's day; Tuesday puzzled her, for it took +her into the Scandinavian mythology, and there she was lost hopelessly +for a time, but she waded out with an idea that Tuisco was Mars, so the +slippers should be red. The Wednesday slippers brought in Mercury, so +they were silvery. Thursday was another puzzle till the happy idea came +of crossing Thor's hammer, which would give the slippers quite a college +look, black hammers on a red ground. Friday--Frega, Venus--she would +work a beauteous woman with golden hair on each. She felt rather +doubtful about the woman's face; but love would find out the way. Then +there was Saturday. + +Just as she reached Saturday, she remembered having once heard that Sir +Gordon had a set of razors for every day in the week, and the design +halted. + +Ah! if Sir Gordon would only have looked at her with that sad melancholy +air of tenderness, how happy she could have been! How she would have +prompted him to keep on that fight of his against time! But he never +smiled upon her; and though she paid in all her little sums of money at +the bank herself, and changed all her cheques, Mr James Thickens--as he +was always called, to distinguish him from a Mr Thickens of whom some +one had once heard somewhere--made no step in advance. The bank counter +was always between them, and it was very broad. + +"What could she do more to show her affection?" she asked herself. She +had petitioned him to give her a "teeny weeny gold-fish, and a teeny +weeny silver fish," and he had responded at once; but he was close in +his ways: he was not generous. He did not purchase a glass globe of +iridescent tints and goodly form; he borrowed a small milk tin at the +dairy and sent them in that, with his compliments. + +But there were the fish, and she purchased a beautiful globe herself, +placed three Venus's ear-shells in the bottom, filled it with clear +water from the river carefully strained through three thicknesses of +flannel, and there the fish lived till they died. + +Why they died so soon may have been from over-petting and too much food. +For Miss Heathery secretly called the gold-fish James, and the silver +fish Letitia, her own name, and she was never so happy as when feeding +James and coaxing him to kiss the tips of her thin little fingers. + +Perhaps it was from over-feeding, perhaps from too much salt, for as +Miss Heathery, after long waiting, had to content herself with the +chaste salutes of the gold-fish, dissolved pearls distilled from her sad +eyes, and fell in the water like sporadic drops of rain. + +Miss Heathery's spirit was low, and yet it kept leaping up strangely, +for she had been at the bank one morning to change a cheque, and with +the full intention of asking Mr James Thickens to present her with a +couple more fish from the store of which she had heard so much, but +which she had never seen. + +That morning, as she noted how broad the pathway had grown from the +forehead upwards, and had seen when he turned his back that it expanded +into a circular walk round a bed of grizzle in the back of his crown, +and was then continued to the nape, Mr James Thickens seemed to be +extremely hard and cold. He looked certainly older too than he used; of +that she was sure. + +He seemed extremely abrupt and impatient with her when she wished him a +sweet and pensive good-morning, which was as near a blessing upon his +getting-bald head as the words would allow. + +She said afterwards that it was a fine morning, a very fine morning, a +fact that he did not deny, neither did he acknowledge, and so abstracted +and strange did he seem that the gold-fish slipped out of her mind, and +for a few moments she was agitated. She recovered though, and laying +down a little bunch of violets beside her reticule, she went through her +regular routine, received her change, and with a strange feeling of +exultation at the artfulness of her procedure, she had reached the door +after a most impressive "good-morning," for Miss Heathery always kept up +the fiction of dining late, though she partook of her main meal at +half-past one. + +She had reached the door, when James Thickens spoke, his voice, the +voice of her forlorn hope, thrilling her to the core. It was not a +thrilling word, though it had that effect upon her, for it was only a +summons--an arrest, a check, to her outward progress. + +"Hi!" + +That was all. "Hi!" but it did thrill her, and she stopped short with +bounding pulses. It was abrupt, but still what of that! Gentlemen were +not ladies; and if in their masterful, commanding way, they began their +courtship by showing that they were the lords of women, why should she +complain? He had only to order her to be his wife, and she was ready to +become more--his very submissive slave. + +She stopped, and, after a moment's hesitation, turned at that "Hi!" so +full of hope to her thirsty soul. Her eyes were humid with pleasurable +sensations, and but for that broad mahogany counter, she could have +thrown herself at his feet. At that moment she was upon the dazzling +pinnacle of joy; the next she was mentally sobbing despairingly in the +vale of sorrow and despair into which she had fallen, for James Thickens +said coldly: + +"Here, you've left something behind." + +Her violets! Her sweet offering that she had laid upon the altar behind +which her idol always stood. That bunch was gathered by her own +fingers, tied up with her own hands, incensed with kisses, made dewy +with tears. It was the result of loving and painful thought followed by +an inventive flash. It meant an easy confession of her love, and after +laying it upon the mahogany altar, her sanguine imagination painted +James Thickens lifting it, kissing it, holding it to his breast, +searching among the leaves for the note which was not there; and, +lastly, wearing it home in his button-hole, placing it in water for a +time, and then keeping it dried yet fragrant in a book of poetry--the +present of his love. + +All that and more she had thought; and now James Thickens had called +out, "Hi! you've left something behind." + +She crept back to the counter, and said, "Thank you, Mr Thickens," in a +piteous voice, her eyes beneath her veil too much blinded by the +gathering tears to see Mr Trampleasure passing through the bank, though +she heard his words, "Good-day, Miss Heathery," and bowed. + +It was all over: James Thickens was not a man, he was a rhinoceros with +an impenetrable hide; and, taking up her bunch of flowers, she was about +to leave the bank when Thickens spoke again. + +"Look here," he said, "I want to talk to you. Can't you ask me to tea?" + +The place seemed to spin round, and the mahogany counter to heave and +fall like a wave, as she tried to speak but could not for a few moments. +Then she mastered her emotion, and in a hurried, trembling, +half-hysterical voice, she chirped out: + +"Yes; this evening, Mr Thickens, at six." + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER THREE. + +JAMES THICKENS TAKES TEA. + +"Rum little woman," said Thickens to himself as he hurried out of the +bank. "Wonder whether she'd like another couple of fish." + +Some men would have gone home to smarten up before visiting a lady to +take tea, but James Thickens was not of that sort. His idea of +smartness was always to look like a clean, dry, drab leaf, and he was +invariably, whenever seen, at that point of perfection. + +Punctually at six o'clock he rapped boldly at Miss Heathery's door, +turning round to stare hard at Gemp, who came out eagerly to look and +learn, before going in to have a fit--of temper, and then moving round +to stare at Mrs Pinet's putty nose, rather a large one when flattened +against the pane, as she strained to get a glimpse of such an unusual +proceeding. + +Several other neighbours had a look, and then the green door was opened. +The visitor passed in and was ushered into the neat little parlour +where the tea was spread, and Miss Heathery welcomed him, trembling with +gentle emotion, and admiring the firmness, under such circumstances, of +the animal man. + +It was a delicious tea. There were Sally Lunns and toast biliously +brimming in butter. Six spoonfuls of the best Bohea and Young Hyson +were in the china pot. There was a new cottage loaf and a large pat of +butter, with a raised cow grazing on a forest of parsley. There were +thin slices of ham, and there were two glass dishes of preserve equal to +that of which Mrs Luttrell was so proud; and then there was a cake from +Frampton's at the corner, where they sold the Sally Lunns. + +"I don't often get a tea like this, Miss Heathery," said Thickens, who +was busy with his red and yellow bandanna handkerchief spread over his +drab lap. + +"I hope you are enjoying it," she said sweetly. + +"Never enjoyed one more. Another cup, if you please, and I'll take a +little more of that ham." + +It was not a little that he took, and that qualifying adjective is of no +value in describing the toast and Sally Lunns that he ate solidly and +seriously, as if it were his duty to do justice to the meal. + +And all the while poor Miss Heathery was only playing with her tea-cup +and saucer. The only food of which she could partake was mental, and as +she sat there dispensing her dainties and blushing with pleasure, she +kept on thinking in a flutter of delight that all the neighbours would +know Mr Thickens was taking tea with her, and be talking about this +wicked, daring escapade on the part of a single lady. + +He had not smiled, but he had seemed to be _so_ contented, _so_ happy, +and he had asked her whether she worked that framed sampler on the wall, +and the black cat with gold-thread eyes, and the embroidered cushion. + +He had asked her if she liked poetry, and how long one of those +rice-paper flowers took her to paint. He had admired, too, her poonah +painting, and had at last sat back in his chair with one drab leg +crossed over the other, and looking delightfully at home. + +Still he didn't seem disposed to come to the point, and in the depth and +subtlety of her cunning, Miss Heathery thought she would help him by +leading the conversation towards matrimony. + +"Dr and Mrs Luttrell seem to age very much," she said softly. + +"Ah! they do," said Thickens tightening his lips and making a furrow +across the lower part of his face. "Yes: trouble, ma'am, trouble." + +"But they are a sweet couple, Mr Thickens." + +"Models, madam, models," said the visitor, who became very thoughtful, +and made a noise that sounded like "Soop!" as there was a pause, during +which Mr Thickens took some tea. + +"Have you seen Sir Gordon lately?" said Miss Heathery at last. + +"No, madam. Back soon, though, I hope." + +"Ah!" sighed Miss Heathery, "do you think he will ever--ahem! marry +now?" + +"Never, ma'am," said Thickens emphatically. "Too old." + +"Oh, no, Mr Thickens." + +"Oh, yes, Miss Heathery." + +There was another pause. + +"How beautiful Mrs Hallam grows! So pale, and sweet, and grave. She +looks to me always, Mr Thickens, like some lovely lily. Dear +Millicent, it seems only yesterday that she was married." + +Thickens started and moved uneasily, sending a pang that must have had a +jealous birth through Miss Heathery's breast. + +"Seven years ago, Mr Thickens." + +"Six years, eleven months, two weeks, ma'am." + +"Ah, how exact you are, Mr Thickens!" + +"Obliged to be, ma'am. Interest to calculate." + +"But she looks thin, and not so happy as I could wish." + +"Yes, ma'am. No, ma'am," said Thickens, paradoxically. + +Again there was an uneasy change, for Mr Thickens's brow was puckered, +and a couple of ridgy wrinkles ran across the top of his head. + +"And they make such a handsome pair." + +Thickens nodded and frowned, but became placid the next moment as his +hostess said softly: + +"That sweet child!" + +"Hah! Yes! Bless her!--Hah! Yes! Bless her!--Hah! Yes! Bless her!" + +Miss Heathery stared, for her guest fired these ejaculations and +benedictions at intervals in a quick, eager way, smiling the while, and +with his eyes brightening. + +She stared more the next minute, and trembled as she heard her visitor's +next utterance, and thought of a visit of his seven years ago when she +was out, and which he had explained by saying that he had come to ask +her if she would like a pair of gold-fish, that was all. + +For all at once Mr Thickens exclaimed with his eyes glittering: + +"If I had married I should have liked to have had a little girl like +that." + +There was a terrible pause here, terrible to only one though: and then, +in a hesitating voice, Miss Heathery went on, with that word "marriage" +buzzing in her ears, and making her feel giddy. + +"Do you--do you think it's true, Mr Thickens?" + +"What, that I never married?" he said sharply. + +"No, no; oh, dear me, no!" cried Miss Heathery; "I mean that poor Mrs +Hallam is terribly troubled about money matters, and that they are very +much in debt?" + +"Don't know, ma'am; can't say, ma'am; not my business, ma'am." + +"But they say the doctor is terribly pinched for money too." + +"Very likely, ma'am. Every one is sometimes." + +"How dreadful!" exclaimed Miss Heathery. + +"Very, ma'am. No: nothing more, thank you. Get these things taken +away, I want to talk to you." + +As the repast was cleared away, Miss Heathery felt that it was coming +now, and as she grew more flushed, her head with its curls and great +tortoise-shell comb trembled like a flower on its stalk. She got out +her work, growing more and more agitated, but noticing that Thickens +grew more cold and self-possessed. + +"The way of a great man," she thought to herself as she felt that she +had led up to what was coming, and that she had never before been so +wicked and daring in the whole course of her life. + +"It was the violets," she said to herself; and then she started, +trembled more than ever, and felt quite faint, for James Thickens drew +his chair a little nearer, spread his handkerchief carefully across his +drab legs, and said suddenly: + +"Now then, let's to business." + +Business? Well yes, it was the great business of life, thought Miss +Heathery, as she held her hands to her heart, ready to pour out the long +pent-up sweetness with which it was charged. + +"Look here, Miss Heathery," he went on, "I always liked you." + +"Oh! Mr Thickens," she sighed, but she could not "look here" at the +visitor, who was playing dumb tunes upon the red and lavender check +table-cover, as if it were a harpsichord. + +"I've always thought you were an extremely good little woman." + +"At last," said Miss Heathery to herself. + +"You've got a nice little bit of money in our bank, and also the deeds +of this house." + +"Don't--don't talk about money, Mr Thickens, please." + +"Must," he said abruptly. "I'm a money man. Now look here, you live on +your little income we have in the bank." + +"Yes, Mr Thickens," sighed the lady. + +"Ah! yes, of course. Then look here. Dinham's two houses are for sale +next week." + +"Yes; I saw the bill," she sighed. + +"Let me buy them for you." + +"Buy them? They would cost too much, Mr Thickens." + +"Not they. You've got nearly enough, and the rest could stay on. They +always let; dare say you could keep on the present tenants." + +"But--" + +That "but" meant that she would not have those excuses for going to the +bank. + +"You'll get good interest for your money then, ma'am, and you get little +now." + +"But, Mr Thickens--" + +"I wish you to do it, ma'am, and I hope that you will." + +"Oh! if you wish it, Mr Thickens, of course I will," she said eagerly. + +"That's right; I do wish it. May I buy them for you?" + +"Oh, certainly, Mr Thickens." + +"All right, ma'am, then I will. Now I must get home and feed my fishes. +Good evening." + +He caught up his hat, shook hands, and was gone before his hostess had +recovered from her surprise and chagrin. + +"But never mind," she said, rubbing her hands and making two rings +click. + +The contact of those two rings made her gaze down and then take and +fondle one particular finger, while, in spite of the abruptness of her +visitor, she gazed down dreamily at that finger, and sighed as she sank +into a reverie full of golden dreams. + +"So odd and peculiar," she sighed; "but so different to any one else I +ever knew; and, ah me! how shocking it all is: so many people must have +seen him come." + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER FOUR. + +DR LUTTRELL'S TROUBLES. + +Dr Luttrell had taken a rake, and gone down the garden, according to +his custom, and, as soon as he had left the house, Mrs Luttrell went to +the window and watched him; after which, with a sorrowful face, she +walked back into the drawing-room, to sit down and weep silently for a +few minutes. + +"It breaks my heart to see her poor sad face, and it's breaking his, +though he's always laughing it off, and telling me it's all my nonsense. +Oh, dear me! oh, dear me! How is it all to end?" + +She sat rocking herself to and fro for a few minutes, and then jumped up +hastily. + +"It's dreadful, that it is!" she sighed; "but I can't stop here alone. +Yes! I thought so!" she cried, as she went to the window, where she +could catch sight of the doctor, rake in hand, but not using it, +according to his wont, for he was resting upon it, and thinking deeply. + +Mrs Luttrell snatched at a great grey ball of worsted and her needles, +and went down the garden, making the doctor start as she reached his +side. + +"Eh? What is it?" he exclaimed. "Anything wrong at the Manor?" + +"Wrong! what nonsense, dear!" said the old lady cheerily. "I'm sure, +Joseph, you ought to take some medicine. You grow quite nervous!" + +"What made you come, then?" he cried, beginning to use his rake busily. + +"Why, I thought I'd come and chat while you worked, and--Joseph, my +dear, don't--don't look like that!" + +"It's of no use, old girl," said the doctor with a sigh; "we may just as +well look it boldly in the face. I'm sick of all this make-believe." + +"And so am I, dear. Let us be open." + +"Ah, well! I will. Who is a man to be open to if not to his old wife?" + +"There!" sobbed Mrs Luttrell, making a brave effort over herself, and +speaking cheerfully. "I'm ready to face everything now." + +"Even poverty, my dear?" + +"Even poverty! What does it matter to us? Is it so very bad, dear?" + +"It could not be worse. We must give up this house, and sell +everything." + +"But Hallam?" + +"Is a scoundrel!--no, no! I won't say that of my child's husband. But +I cannot get a shilling of him; and when I saw him yesterday, and +threatened to go to Sir Gordon--" + +"Well, dear?" + +"He told me to go if I dared." + +"And did you go?" + +"Did I go, mother? Did I go?--with poor Milly's white face before my +eyes, to denounce her husband as a cheat and a rogue! He has had every +penny I possessed for his speculations, and they seem all to have +failed." + +"But you shouldn't have let him have it, dear!" + +"Not let him have it, wife! How could I refuse my own son-in-law? +Well, there, our savings are gone, and we must eat humble pie for the +future. I have not much practice now, and I don't think my few patients +will leave me because I live in a cottage." + +"Do you think if I went and spoke to Robert it would do any good?" + +"It would make our poor darling miserable. She would be sure to know. +As it is, she believes her husband to be one of the best of men. Am I, +her father, to be the one who destroys that faith? Hush, here is some +one coming!" + +For there was a quick, heavy step upon the gravel walk, and Christie +Bayle appeared. + +"I thought I should find you," he said, shaking hands warmly. "Well, +doctor, how's the garden? Why, Mrs Luttrell, what black currants! +There! you may call me exacting, but tithe, ma'am, tithe--I put in my +claim at once for two pots of black currant jam. Those you gave me last +year were invaluable." + +Mrs Luttrell held his hand still, and laughed gently. + +"Little bits of flattery for a very foolish old woman, my dear." + +"Flattery! when I had such sore throats I could hardly speak, and yet +had to preach! Not much flattery, eh, doctor?" + +"Flattery! No, no," said the doctor, dreamily. + +He glanced at Mrs Luttrell, then at Bayle, who went on chatting +pleasantly about the garden, and then checked him suddenly. + +"No one can hear us, Bayle. We want to talk to you--my wife and I." + +"Certainly," said Bayle; and his tone and manner changed. "Is it +anything I can do for you?" + +"Wait a moment--let me think," said the doctor sadly. "Here, let's go +and sit down under the yew hedge." + +Bayle drew Mrs Luttrell's hand through his arm, and patted it gently, +as she looked up tenderly in his face, a tenderness mingled with pride, +as if she had part and parcel in the sturdy, manly Englishman who led +her to the pleasant old rustic seat in a nook of the great, green, +closely-clipped wall, with its glorious prospect away over the fair +country side. + +"I do love this old spot!" said Bayle, enthusiastically, for a glance at +the doctor showed that he was nervous and hesitating, and he thought it +well to give him time. "Mrs Luttrell, it is one of my sins that I +cannot master envy. I always long for this old place and garden." + +"Bayle!" cried the doctor, laying his hand upon the curate's knee, and +with his former hesitancy chased away by an eager look, "are you in +earnest?" + +"In earnest, my dear sir? What about?" + +"About--about the old place--the garden." + +"Earnest!--yes. But I am going to fight it down," cried Bayle, +laughing. + +"Don't laugh, man. I am serious--things are serious with me." + +"I was afraid so; but I dared not ask you. Come, come, Mrs Luttrell," +he continued gently, "don't take it to heart. Troubles come to us all, +and when they do there is their pleasant side, for then we learn the +value of our friends, and I hope I am one." + +"Friend, my dear!" said Mrs Luttrell, weeping gently, "I'm sure you +have always seemed to me like a soil. Do: pray do, Joseph, tell him +all." + +"Be patient, wife, and I will--all that I can." + +The doctor paused and cleared his throat, while Mrs Luttrell sat with +her hand in the curate's. + +"You have set me thinking," said the doctor at last; "and what you said +is like a ray of sunshine in my trouble." + +"He's always saying things that are like rays of sunshine to us in our +trouble, Joseph," said Mrs Luttrell, looking up through her tears at +the earnest countenance at her side. + +"Bayle, I shall have to lose the old place--the wife's old home, of +which she is so proud--and my old garden. It's a bitter blow at my time +of life, but it must come." + +"I was afraid there was something very wrong," said Bayle; "but suppose +we look the difficulties in the face. I'm a bit of a lawyer, you know, +my dear doctor. Let's see what can be done. I want to be delicate in +my offer, but I must be blunt. I am not a poor man, my wants are very +simple, and I spend so little--let me clear this difficulty away. +There, we will not bother Mrs Luttrell about money matters. Consider +it settled." + +"No," said the doctor firmly, "that will not do. I appreciate it all, +my dear boy, truly; but there is only one way out of this difficulty-- +the old place must be sold." + +"Oh, Joseph, Joseph!" sighed Mrs Luttrell, and the tears fell fast. + +"It must be, wife," said the doctor firmly. "Bayle, after what you +said, will you buy the old home? I could bear it better if it fell into +your hands." + +"Are you sure it must be sold?" + +"There is no other way out of the difficulty, Bayle. Will you buy it?" + +"If you tell me that there is certainly no other way out of the +difficulty, and that it is your wish and Mrs Luttrell's, I will buy the +place." + +"Just as it stands--furniture--everything?" + +"Just as it stands--furniture--everything." + +"Ah!" ejaculated the doctor with a sigh of relief. "Thank God, Bayle!" +he cried, shaking the curate's hand energetically. "I have not felt so +much at rest for months. Now I want, you to tell me a little about the +town--about the people. What do they say?" + +"Say?" + +"Yes: say about us--about Hallam--about Millicent, about our darling?" + +"My dear doctor, I shall have to go and fetch old Gemp. He will point +at game, and tell you more in half-an-hour than I shall be able to tell +you in a year. Had we not better change the conversation?--here is Mrs +Hallam with Julia." + +As he spoke the garden gate clicked, and Millicent came into sight, with +her child, the one grave and sad, the other all bright-eyed eagerness +and excitement. + +"There they are, mamma--in the yew seat!" And the child raced across +the lawn, bounded over a flowerbed, and leaped upon the doctor's knee. + +"Dear old grandpa!" she cried, throwing her arms round his neck and +kissing him effusively, but only to leap down and climb on Mrs +Luttrell's lap, clasping her neck, and laying her charming little face +against the old lady's cheek. "Dear, sweet old grandma!" she cried. + +Then, in all the excitement of her young life, she was down again to +seize Bayle's hand. + +"Come and get some fruit and flowers. We may, mayn't we, grandpa?" + +"I'm sure we may," said Bayle, laughing, "only I must go." + +"Oh!" cried the child pouting, "don't go, Mr Bayle! I do like being in +the garden with you so very, very much!" + +Mrs Hallam turned her sweet, grave face to him. + +"Can you give her a few minutes? Julie will be so disappointed." + +"There," cried Bayle merrily, "you see, doctor, what a little tyrant she +grows! She makes every one her slave!" + +"I don't!" said the child, pouting. "Mamma always says a run in the +garden does me so much good, and it will do Mr Bayle good too. Thibs +says he works too hard." + +"Come along, then," he cried laughing; and the man seemed transformed, +running off with the child to get a basket, while Millicent gazed after +them, her countenance looking brighter, and the old people seemed to +have forgotten their troubles, as they gazed smilingly after the pair. + +"Bless her!" said Mrs Luttrell, swaying herself softly to and fro, and +passing her hands along her knees. + +"Yes, that's the way, Milly. Give her plenty of fresh air, and laugh at +me and my tribe." + +Then quite an eager conversation ensued, Mrs Hallam brightening up; and +on both sides every allusion to trouble was, by a pious kind of +deception, kept out of sight, Millicent Hallam being in the fond belief +that her parents did not even suspect that she was not thoroughly happy, +while they were right in thinking that their child was ignorant of the +straits to which they had been brought. + +"Why, we are quite gay this morning!" cried Mrs Luttrell; "or, no: +perhaps he comes as a patient, he looks so serious. Ah, Sir Gordon, it +is quite an age since you were here?" + +"Yes, madam; I'm growing old and gouty, and--your servant, Mrs Hallam," +he said, raising his hat. "Doctor, I wish I had your health. Ah, how +peaceful and pleasant this garden looks! They told me--old Gemp told +me--that I should find Bayle here. I called at his lodgings--bless my +soul! how can a man with his income live in such a simple way! The +woman said he was out visiting, and that old scoundrel said he was here. +Egad! I believe the fellow lies in wait to hear everything. Eh? Ah, +I'm right, I see!" + +Just then there was a silvery burst of childish laughter, followed by a +deep voice shouting, "Stop thief! stop thief!" Then there was a +scampering of feet, and Julia came racing along, with her dark curls +flying, and Christie Bayle in full pursuit, right up to the group by the +yew hedge. + +"She ran off with the basket!" cried Bayle. "Did you ever see--Ah, Sir +Gordon!" he cried, holding out a currant-stained hand. + +"Humph!" cried Sir Gordon grimly, raising his glass to his eye, and +looking at the big, brown, fruit-stained fingers; "mighty clerical, 'pon +my honour, sir! Who do you think is coming to listen to a parson on +Sundays who spends his weeks racing about gardens after little girls? +No, I'm not going to spoil my gloves; they're new." + +"I--I don't think you ought to speak to--to Mr Bayle like that, Sir +Gordon!" cried Mrs Luttrell, flushing and ruffling up like a hen. "If +you only knew him as we do--" + +"Oh, hush, mamma dear!" said Mrs Hallam, smiling tenderly, and laying +her hand upon her mother's arm. + +"Yes, my dear; but I cannot sit still and--" + +"Know him, ma'am!" said Sir Gordon sharply. "Oh, I know him by heart; +read him through and through! He was never meant for a parson; he's too +rough!" + +"Really, Sir Gordon, I--" + +"Don't defend me, Mrs Luttrell," said Bayle merrily. "Sir Gordon +doesn't like me, and he makes this excuse for not coming to hear me +preach." + +"Well, little dark eyes!" cried Sir Gordon, taking Julia's hand, and +leading her to the seat. "Ah, that's better! I do get tired so soon, +doctor. Well, little dark eyes!" he continued, after seating himself, +and drawing the child between his knees, after which he drew a clean, +highly-scented, cambric handkerchief from his breast pocket, and leaned +forward. "Open your mouth, little one," he said. + +Julia obeyed, parting her scarlet lips. + +"Now put out your tongue." + +"Is grandpa teaching you to be a doctor?" said the child innocently. + +"No; but I wish he would, my dear," said Sir Gordon, "so that I could +doctor one patient--myself. Out with your tongue." + +The child obeyed, and the baronet gravely moistened his handkerchief +thereon, and, taking the soft little chin in one gloved hand, carefully +removed a tiny purple fruit-stain. + +"That's better. Now you are fit to kiss." He bent down, and kissed the +child slowly. "Don't like me much, do you, Julia?" + +"I don't know," said the child, looking up at him with her large serious +eyes. "Sometimes I do, when you don't talk crossly to me; but sometimes +I don't. I don't like you half so well as I do Mr Bayle." + +"But he's always setting you hard lessons, and puzzling your brains, +isn't he?" + +"No," said the child, shaking her head. "Oh, no! we have such fun over +my lessons every morning! But I do like you too--a little." + +"Come, that's a comfort!" said Sir Gordon, rising again. "There, I must +go. I want to carry off Mr Bayle--on business." + +Mrs Hallam glanced sharply from one to the other, and then, to conceal +her agitation, bent down over her child, and began to smooth her tangled +curls. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER FIVE. + +SIR GORDON BOURNE ASKS QUESTIONS. + +"I want a few words with you, Bayle," said Sir Gordon, as the pair +walked back towards the town. + +"Shall we talk here, or will you come to my rooms?" and he indicated +Mrs Pinet's house, to which he had moved when Hallam married. + +"Your rooms! No, man; I never feel as if I can breathe in your stuffy +lodgings. How can you exist in them?" + +"I do, and very happily," said Bayle, laughing. "Shall we go to your +private room at the bank?" + +"Bless my soul! no, man!" cried Sir Gordon hastily. "The very last +place. Let's get out in the fields, and talk there. More room, and no +tattling, inquisitive people about. No Gemps." + +"Very good," said Bayle, wondering, and very anxious at heart, for he +knew the baronet's proclivities. + +They turned off on to one of the footpaths, chatting upon indifferent +matters, till all at once Sir Gordon exclaimed: + +"'Pon my honour, I don't think I like you, Bayle." + +"I'm very sorry, Sir Gordon, because I really do like you. I've always +found you a true gentleman at heart, and--" + +"Stuff, sir! Silence, sir! Egad, sir, will you hold your tongue? +Talking such nonsense to a confirmed valetudinarian with a soured life, +and--pish! I don't want to talk about myself. I was going to say that +I did not like you." + +"You did say so," replied the curate, smiling. + +"Ah! well, it's the truth. Why do you stop here?" + +"To annoy you, perhaps," said Bayle laughing. "Well, no: I like my +people, and I'm vain enough to think I am able to do a little good." + +"You do, Bayle, you do," said Sir Gordon, taking his arm and leaning +upon him in a confidential way. "You're a good fellow, Bayle; and +Castor here would miss you horribly, if you left." + +"Oh, nonsense!" + +"It is not nonsense, sir. Why, you do more good among the people in one +year than I have done in all my life." + +"Well, I think I have amerced you pretty well lately for my poor, Sir +Gordon." + +"Yes, man, but it was your doing. I shouldn't have given a shilling. +But look here, I was going to say, why is it that I come to you, and +make such a confidant of you?" + +"Do you wish to confide something to me now?" + +"Yes, of course; one can't go to one's solicitor, and I've no friends. +Plenty of club acquaintances: but no friends. There, don't shake your +head like that, man. Well, only a few. By-the-way, charming little +girl that." + +"What, little Julie?" cried Bayle, with his cheeks flushing with +pleasure. + +"Yes; and your prime favourite, I see. I don't like her, though. Too +much of her father." + +"She has his eyes and hair," said Bayle thoughtfully; "but there is the +sweet grave look in her face that her mother used to wear when I first +came to Castor." + +"Hush! Silence! Hold your tongue!" cried Sir Gordon impatiently. +"Look here--her father--I want to talk about him." + +"About Mr Hallam?" + +"Yes. What do you think of him now?" + +Bayle laid his hand upon Sir Gordon's. + +"We are old friends, Sir Gordon; I know your little secret; you know +mine. Don't ask me that question." + +"As a very old trusty friend I do ask you. Bayle, it is a duty. Look +here, man; I hold an important trust in connection with that bank. I'm +afraid I have not done my duty. It is irksome to me, a wealthy man, and +I am so much away yachting. Let me see; you never have had dealings +with us." + +"No, Sir Gordon, never." + +"Well, as I was saying, I am so much away. You are always feeling the +pulses of the people. Now, as you are a great deal at Hallam's, tell me +as a friend in a peculiar position, what do you think of Hallam?" + +"Do you mean as a friend?" + +"I mean as a business man, as our manager. What do the people say?" + +"I cannot retail to you all their little tattle, Sir Gordon. Look here, +sir, what do you mean? Speak out." + +Sir Gordon grew red and was silent for a few minutes. + +"I will be plain, Bayle," he said at last. "The fact is I am very +uneasy." + +"About Hallam?" + +"Yes. He occupies a position of great trust." + +"But surely Mr Trampleasure shares it." + +"Trampleasure shares nothing. He's a mere dummy: a bank ornament. +There, I don't say I suspect Hallam, but I cannot help seeing that he is +living far beyond his means." + +"But you have the books--the statements?" + +"Yes; and everything is perfectly correct. I do know something about +figures, and at our last audit there was not a penny wrong." + +Bayle drew a breath full of relief. + +"Every security, every deed was in its place, and the bank was never in +a more prosperous state." + +"Then of what do you complain?" + +"That is what I do not know. All I know, Bayle, is that I am uneasy, +and dissatisfied about him. Can you help me?" + +"How can I help you?" + +"Can you tell me something to set my mind at rest, and make me think +that Hallam is a strictly honourable man, so that I can go off again +yachting. I cannot exist away from the sea." + +"I am afraid I can tell you nothing, Sir Gordon." + +"Not from friend to friend?" + +"I am the trusted friend of the Hallams'. I am free of their house. +They have entrusted a great deal of the education of their child to me!" + +"Well, tell me this. You know the people. What do they say of Hallam +in the town?" + +"I have never heard an unkind word respecting him unless from +disappointed people, to whom, I suppose from want of confidence in their +securities, he has refused loans." + +"That's praising him," said Sir Gordon. "Do the people seem to trust +him?" + +"Oh! certainly." + +"More praise. But do they approve of his way of living? Hasn't he a +lot of debts in the town?" + +Bayle was silent. + +"Ah! that pinches. Well, now does not that seem strange?" + +"I know nothing whatever of Mr Hallam's private affairs. He may +perhaps have lost his own money, and his indebtedness be due to his +endeavours to recoup himself." + +"Yes," said Sir Gordon, dryly. "What a lovely day!" + +"It is delightful," said the curate, with a sigh of relief, as they +turned back. + +"I was going to start to-morrow for a run up the Norway fiords." + +"Indeed; so soon?" + +"Yes," said Sir Gordon, dryly; "but I am not going now." + +They parted at the entrance of the town, and directly after the curate +became aware of the fact that old Gemp was looking at him very intently. + +He forgot it the next moment as he entered his room, to be followed +directly after by his landlady, who drew his attention to a note upon +the chimney-piece in Thickens's formal, clerkly hand. + +"One of the school children brought this, sir; and, begging your +pardon," cried the woman, colouring indignantly, "if it isn't making too +bold to ask such a thing of you, sir, don't you think you might say a +few words next Sunday about Poll-prying, and asking questions?" + +"Really," said Bayle, smiling; "I'm afraid it would be very much out of +place, Mrs Pinet." + +"Well, I'm sorry you say so, sir, for the way that Gemp goes on gets to +be beyond bearing. He actually stopped that child, took the letter from +him, read the direction, and then asked the boy who it was from, and +whether he was to wait for an answer." + +"Never mind, Mrs Pinet; it is very complimentary of Mr Gemp to take so +much interest in my affairs." + +"It made me feel quite popped, sir," cried the woman; "but of course it +be no business of mine." + +Bayle read the letter, and changed colour, as he connected it with Sir +Gordon's questions, for it was a request that the curate would come up +and see Thickens that evening on very particular business. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER SIX. + +JAMES THICKENS MAKES A COMMUNICATION. + +"Master's in the garden feeding his fish," said the girl, as she +admitted Bayle. "I'll go and tell him you're here, sir." + +"No; let me go to him," said Bayle quietly. + +The girl led the way down a red-bricked floored passage, and opened a +door, through which the visitor passed, and then stood looking at the +scene before him. + +There was not much garden, but James Thickens was proud of it, because +it was his own. It was only a strip, divided into two beds by a narrow +walk of red bricks--so many laid flat with others set on edge to keep +the earth from falling over, and sullying the well-scrubbed path, which +was so arranged by its master that the spigot of the rain-water butt +could be turned on now and then and a birch broom brought into +requisition to keep all clean. + +Each bed was a mass of roses--dwarf roses that crept along the ground by +the path, and then others that grew taller till the red brick wall on +either side was reached, and this was clambered, surmounted, and almost +completely hidden by clusters of small blossoms. No other flower grew +in this patch of a garden; but, save in the very inclement weather, +there were always buds and blossoms to be picked, and James Thickens was +content. + +From where Bayle stood he could just see Thickens at the hither side of +the great bricked and cemented tank that extended across the bottom of +his and the two adjoining gardens, while beyond was the steam-mill, +where Mawson the miller had introduced that great power to work his +machinery. He it was who had contrived the tank for some scheme in +connection with the mill, and had then made some other plan after +leading into it through a pipe the clear water of the dam on the other +side of the mill, and arranging a proper exit when it should be too +full. Then he had given it up as unnecessary, merely turning into it a +steam-pipe, to get rid of the waste, and finally had let it to Thickens +for his whim. + +There was a certain prettiness about the place seen from the bank +clerk's rose garden. Facing you was the quaintly-built mill, one mass +of ivy from that point of view, while numberless strands ran riot along +the stone edge of the tank, and hung down to kiss the water with their +tips. To the left there was the great elder clump, that was a mass of +creamy bloom in summer, and of clustering black berries in autumn, till +the birds had cleared all off. + +As Bayle stood looking down, he could see the bank clerk upon his knees, +bending over the edge of the pool, and holding his fingers in the water. + +Every now and then he took a few crumbs of broken well-boiled rice from +a basin at his side, and scattered them over the pool, while, when he +had done this, he held the tips of his fingers in the water. + +He was so intent upon his task, that he did not hear the visitor's +approach, so that when Bayle was close up, he could see the limpid water +glowing with the bright scales of the golden-orange fish that were +feeding eagerly in the soft evening light. Now quite a score of the +brilliant metallic creatures would be making at the crumbs of rice. +Then there would be as many--quite a little shoal--that were of a soft +pearly silver, while mingled with them were others that seemed laced +with sable velvet or purple bands. + +The secret of the hand-dipping was plain too, for, as Thickens softly +placed his fingers to the surface, first one and then another would swim +up and seem to kiss the ends, taking therefrom some snack of rice, to +dart away directly with a flourish of the tail which set the water all a +ripple, and made it flash in the evening light. + +Thickens was talking to his pets, calling them by many an endearing name +as they swam up, kissed his finger tips, and darted away, till, becoming +conscious of the presence of some one in the garden, he started to his +feet, but stooped quickly again to pick up the basin, dip a little +water, rinse out the vessel, and throw its contents far and wide. + +"I did not hear you come, Mr Bayle," he said hastily. + +"I ought to have spoken," replied the curate gravely. "How tame your +fishes are!" + +"Yes, sir, yes. They've got to know people from being petted so. Dip +your fingers in the water and they'll come." + +The visitor bent down and followed the example he had seen, with the +result that fish after fish swam up, touched a white finger tip with its +soft wet mouth, and then darted off. + +"Strange pets, Mr Thickens, are they not?" + +"Yes, sir, yes. But I like them," said Thickens with a droll sidewise +look at his visitor. "You see the water's always gently warmed from the +mill there, and that makes them thrive. They put one in mind of gold +and silver, sir, and the bank. And they're nice companions: they don't +talk." + +He seemed then to have remembered something. A curious rigidity came +over him, and though his visitor was disposed to linger by the pool +where, in the evening light, the brightly-coloured fish glowed like +dropped flakes of the sunset, Thickens drew back for him to pass, and +then almost backed him into the house. + +"Sit down, please, Mr Bayle," he said, rather huskily; and he placed a +chair for his visitor. "You got my note, then?" + +"Yes, and I came on. You want my--" + +"Help and advice, sir; that's it. I'm in a cleft stick, sir--fast." + +"I am sorry," said Bayle earnestly, for Thickens paused. "Is it +anything serious?" + +Thickens nodded, sat down astride a Windsor chair, holding tightly by +the curved back, and rested his upper teeth on the top, tapping the wood +gently. + +Bayle waited a few moments for him to go on; but he only began rubbing +at the top of the chair back, and stared at his visitor. + +"You say it is serious, Mr Thickens." + +"Terribly, sir." + +"Is it--is it a monetary question?" + +Thickens raised his head, nodded, and lowered it again till his teeth +touched the chair back. "Some one in difficulties?" + +Thickens nodded. + +"Not you, Mr Thickens? You are too careful a man." + +"No: not me, sir." + +"Some friend?" + +Thickens shook his head, and there was silence for a few moments, only +broken by the dull sound of the clerk's teeth upon the chair. + +"Do you want me to advance some money to a person in distress?" + +Thickens raised his head quickly, and looked sharply in his visitor's +eye; but only to lower his head again. + +"No. No," he said. + +"Then will you explain yourself?" said the curate gravely. + +"Yes. Give me time. It's hard work. You don't know." + +Bayle looked at him curiously, and waited for some minutes before +Thickens spoke again. + +"Yes," he said suddenly and as if his words were the result of deep +thought; "yes, I'll tell you. I did think I wouldn't speak after all; +but it's right, and I will. I can trust you, Mr Bayle?" + +"I hope so, Mr Thickens." + +"Yes, I can trust you. I used to think you were too young and boyish, +but you're older much, and I didn't understand you then as I do now." + +"I was very young when I first came, Mr Thickens," said Bayle smiling. +"It was almost presumption for me to undertake such a duty. Well, what +is your trouble?" + +"Give me time, man; give me time," said Thickens fiercely. "You don't +know what it is to be in my place. I am a confidential clerk, and it is +like being torn up by the roots to have to speak as I want to speak." + +"If it is a matter of confidence ought you to speak to me, Mr +Thickens?" said Bayle gravely. "Do I understand you to say it is a bank +matter?" + +"That's it, sir." + +"Then why not go to Mr Dixon?" + +Thickens shook his head. + +"Mr Trampleasure? or Sir Gordon Bourne?" + +"They'll know soon enough," said Thickens grimly. A curious feeling of +horror came over Bayle, as he heard these words, the cold, damp dew +gathered on his brow, his hands felt moist, and his heart began to beat +heavily. + +He could not have told why this was, only that a vague sense of some +terrible horror oppressed him. He felt that he was about to receive +some blow, and that he was weak, unnerved, and unprepared for the shock, +just when he required all his faculties to be at their strongest and +best. + +And yet the clerk had said so little--nothing that could be considered +as leading up to the horror the hearer foresaw. All the same though, +Bayle's imagination seized upon the few scant words--those few dry bones +of utterance, clothed them with flesh, and made of them giants of terror +before whose presence he shook and felt cowed. + +"Tell me," he said at last, and his voice sounded strange to him, "tell +me all." + +There was another pause, and then Thickens, who looked singularly +troubled and grey, sat up. + +"Yes," he said, "I'll tell you all. I can trust you, Mr Bayle. I +don't come to you because you are a priest, but because you are a man--a +gentleman who will help me, and I want to do what's right." + +"I know--I believe you do, Thickens," said the curate huskily, and he +looked at him almost reproachfully, as if blaming him for the pain that +he was about to give. + +He felt all this. He could not have explained why, but as plainly as if +he had been forewarned, he knew that some terrible blow was about to +fall. + +Thickens sat staring straight before him now, gnawing hard at one of his +nails, and looking like a man having a hard struggle with himself. + +It was a very plainly-furnished but pleasant little room, whose wide, +low window had a broad sill upon which some half-dozen flowers bloomed, +and just then, as the two men sat facing each other, the last glow of +evening lit up the curate's troubled face, and left that of Thickens +more and more in the shade. + +"That's better," he said with a half laugh. "I wish I had left it till +it was dark. Look here, Mr Bayle, I've been in trouble these five +years past." + +"You?" + +"Yes, sir. I say it again: I've been in trouble these six or seven +years past, and it's been a trouble that began like a little cloud as +you'd say--no bigger than a man's hand; and it grew slowly bigger and +bigger, till it's got to be a great, thick, black darkness, covering +everything before the storm bursts." + +"Don't talk riddles, man; speak out." + +"Parables, Mr Bayle, sir, parables. Give me time, sir, give me time. +You don't know what it is to a man who has trained himself from a boy to +be close and keep secrets, to have to bring them out of himself and lay +them all bare." + +"I'll be patient; but you are torturing me. Go on." + +"I felt it would, and that's one of the things that's kept me back, sir; +but I'm going to speak now." + +"Go on." + +"Well, sir, a bank clerk is trained to be suspicious. Every new +customer who comes to the place is an object of suspicion to a man like +me. He may want to cheat us. Every cheque that's drawn is an object of +suspicion because it may be a forgery, or the drawer may not have a +balance to meet it. Then money--the number of bad coins I've detected, +sir, would fill a big chest full of sham gold and silver, so that one +grows to doubt and suspect every sovereign one handles. Then, sir, +there's men in general, and even your own people. It's a bad life, sir, +a bad life, a bank clerk's, for you grow at last so that you even begin +to doubt yourself." + +"Ah! but that is a morbid feeling, Thickens." + +"No, sir, it's a true one. I've had such a fight as you couldn't +believe, doubting myself and whether I was right: but I think I am." + +"Well," said the curate, smiling a faint, dejected smile; "but you are +still keeping me in the dark." + +"It will be light directly," said Thickens fiercely, "light that is +blinding. I dread almost to speak and let you hear." + +"Go on, man; go on." + +"I will, sir. Well, for years past I've been in doubt about our bank." + +"Dixons', that every one trusts?" + +"Yes, sir, that's it. Dixons' has been trusted by everybody. Dixons', +after a hundred years' trial, has grown to be looked upon as the truth +in commerce. It has been like a sort of money mill set going a hundred +years ago, and once set going it has gone on of itself, always grinding +coin." + +"But you don't mean to tell me that the bank is unsafe? Man, man, it +means ruin to hundreds of our friends!" + +He spoke in an impassioned way, but at the same time he felt more +himself; the vague horror had grown less. + +"Hear me out, sir; hear me out," said Thickens slowly. "Years ago, sir, +I began to doubt, and then I doubted myself, and then I doubted again, +but even then I couldn't believe. Doubts are no use to a man like me, +sir; he must have figures, and figures I couldn't get to prove it, sir. +I must be able to balance a couple of pages, and then if the balance is +on the wrong side there's something to go upon. It has taken years to +get these figures, but I've got them now." + +"Thickens, you are torturing me with this slow preamble." + +"For a few minutes, sir," said the clerk pathetically, "for an hour. It +has tortured me for years. Listen, sir. I began to doubt--not Dixons' +stability, but something else." + +The vague horror began to increase again, and Christie Bayle's hands +grew more damp. + +"I have saved a little money, and that and my writings were in the bank. +I withdrew everything. Cowardly? Dishonest? Perhaps it was; but I +doubted, sir, and it was my little all. Then you'll say, if I had these +doubts I ought to have spoken. If I had been sure perhaps I might; but +I tell you, sir, they were doubts. I couldn't be false to my friends +though, and where here and there they've consulted me about their little +bits of money I've found out investments for them, or advised them to +buy house property. A clergyman for whom I changed a cheque one day, +said it would be convenient for him to have a little banking account +with Dixons', and I said if I had an account with a good bank in London +I wouldn't change it. Never change your banker, I said." + +"Yes, Thickens, you did," said the curate eagerly, "and I have followed +your advice. But you are keeping me in suspense. Tell me, is there +risk of Dixons' having to close their doors?" + +"No, no, sir; it's not so bad as that. Old Mr Dixon is very rich, and +he'd give his last penny to put things straight. Sir Gordon Bourne is +an honourable gentleman--one who would sacrifice his fortune so that he +might hold up his head. But things are bad, sir, bad; how bad I don't +know." + +"But, good heavens, man! your half-yearly balance-sheets--your books?" + +"All kept right, sir, and wonderfully correct. Everything looks well in +the books." + +"Then how is it?" + +"The securities, sir," said Thickens, with his lip quivering. "I've +done a scoundrelly thing." + +"You, Thickens? You? I thought you were as honest a man as ever trod +this earth!" + +"Me, sir?" said the clerk grimly. "Oh, no! oh, no! _I'm_ a gambler, I +am." + +The vague horror was dissolving fast into thin mist. "You astound me!" +cried Bayle, as he thought of Sir Gordon's doubts of Hallam. "You, in +your position of trust! What are you going to do?" + +The grim smile on James Thickens's lips grew more saturnine as he said: + +"Make a clean breast of it, sir. That's why I sent for you." + +"But, my good man!--oh, for heaven's sake! go with me at once to Sir +Gordon and Mr Hallam. I ought not to listen to this alone." + +"You're going to hear it all alone," said James Thickens, growing still +more grim of aspect; "and when I've done you're going to give me your +advice." + +Bayle gazed at him sternly, but with the strange oppression gone, and +the shadow of the vague horror fading into nothingness. + +"I'm confessing to you, sir, just as if I were a Roman Catholic, and you +were a priest." + +"But I decline to receive your confession on such terms, James +Thickens," cried Bayle sternly. "I warn you that, if you make me the +recipient of your confidence, I must be free to lay the case before your +employers." + +"Yes, of course," said Thickens with the same grim smile. "Hear me out, +Mr Bayle, sir. You'd never think it of me, who came regularly to +church, and never missed--you'd never think I had false keys made to our +safe; but I did. Two months ago, in London." + +Bayle involuntarily drew back his chair, and Thickens laughed--a little +hard, dry laugh. + +"Don't be hard on the man, Mr Bayle, who advised you not to put your +money and securities in at Dixons'." + +"Go on, sir," said the curate sternly. + +"Yes: I will go on!" cried Thickens, speaking now excitedly, in a low, +harsh voice. "I can't carry on that nonsense. Look here, sir," he +continued, shuffling his chair closer to his visitor, and getting hold +of his sleeve, "you don't know our habits at the bank. Everything is +locked up in our strong-room, and Hallam keeps the key of that, and +carefully too! I go in and out there often, but it's always when he's +in the room, and when he is not there he always locks it, so that, +though I tried for years to get in there, I never had a chance." + +"Wretched man!" cried Bayle, trying to shake off his grip, but +Thickens's fingers closed upon his arm like a claw. + +"Yes, I was wretched, and that's why I had the keys made, and altered +again and again till I could get them to fit. Then one day I had my +chance. Hallam went over to Lincoln, and I had a good examination of +the different securities, shares, deeds--scrip of all kinds--that I had +down on a paper, an abstract from my books." + +"Well, sir?" + +"Well, sir? Half of them are not there. They're dummies tied up and +docketed." + +"But the real deeds?" + +"Pledged for advances in all sorts of quarters. Money raised upon them +at a dozen banks, perhaps, in town." + +"But--I don't understand you, Thickens; you do not mean that you--" + +"That I, Mr Bayle!" cried the clerk passionately. "Shame upon you!--do +you think I could be such a scoundrel--such a thief?" + +"But these deeds, and this scrip, what are they all?" + +"Valuable securities placed in Dixons' hands for safety." + +"And they are gone?" + +"To an enormous amount." + +"But, tell me," panted Bayle, with the horror vague no longer, but +seeming to have assumed form and substance, and to be crushing him down, +"who has done this thing?" + +"Who had the care of them, sir?" + +"Thickens," cried Bayle, starting from his chair, and catching at the +mantelpiece, for the room seemed to swim round, and he swept an ornament +from the shelf, which fell with a crash, "Thickens, for heaven's sake, +don't say that." + +"I must say it, sir. What am I to do? I've doubted him for years." + +"But the money--he has lived extravagantly; but, oh! it is impossible. +It can't be much." + +"Much, sir? It's fifty thousand pounds if it's a penny!" + +"But, Thickens, it means felony, criminal prosecution, a trial." + +He spoke hoarsely, and his hands were trembling. "It means +transportation for one-and-twenty years, sir--perhaps for life." + +Bayle's face was ashy, and with lips apart he stood gazing at the grim, +quiet clerk. + +"Man, man!" he cried at last; "it can't be true." + +"Do you doubt too, sir? Well, it's natural. I used to, and I tried to +doubt it; a hundred times over when I was going to be sure that he was a +villain, I used to say to myself as I went and fed my fish, it's +impossible, a man with a wife and child like--" + +"Hush! for God's sake, hush!" cried Bayle passionately, and then with a +burst of fury, he caught the clerk by the throat. "It is a lie; Robert +Hallam could not be such a wretch as that!" + +"Mr Bayle, sir," said Thickens calmly, and in an appealing tone; "can't +you see now, sir, why I sent to you? Do you think I don't know how you +loved that lady, and how much she and her bright little fairy of a child +are to you? Why, sir, if it hadn't been for them I should have gone +straight to Sir Gordon, and before now that scoundrel would have been in +Lincoln jail." + +"But you are mistaken, Thickens. Man, man, think what you are saying. +Such a charge would break her heart, would brand that poor innocent +child as the daughter of a felon. Oh, it cannot be!" he cried +excitedly. "Heaven would not suffer such a wrong." + +"I've been years proving it, sir; years," said Thickens slowly; "and +until I was sure, I've been as silent as the dead. Fifty thousand +pounds' worth of securities at least have been taken from that safe, and +dummies filled up the spaces. Why, sir, a score of times people wanted +these deeds, and he has put them off for a few days till he could go up +to London, raise money on others, and get those wanted from the banker's +hands." + +"But you knew something of this, then?" + +"Yes, I knew it, sir--that is, I suspected it. Until I got the keys +made, I was not sure." + +"Does--does any one else know of this?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Ah!" ejaculated Bayle, with quite a moan. + +"Robert Hallam, sir." + +"Ah!" ejaculated Bayle, drawing a breath full of relief. "You have not +told a soul?" + +"No, sir. I said to myself there's that sweet lady and her little +child; and that stopped me. I said to myself, I must go to the +trustiest friend they have, sir, and that was you. Now, sir, I have +told you all. The simple truth. What am I to do?" + +Christie Bayle dropped into a chair, his eyes staring, his blanched face +drawn, and his lips apart, as he conjured up the scene that must take +place--the arrest, the wreck of Mrs Hallam's life, the suffering that +would be her lot. And at last, half maddened, he started up, and stood +with clenched hands gazing fiercely at the man who had fired this train. + +"Well, sir," said Thickens coldly, "will you get them and the old people +away before the exposure comes?" + +"No," cried Bayle fiercely, "this must not--shall not be. It must be +some mistake. Mr Hallam could not do such a wrong. Man, man, do you +not see that such a charge would break his wife's heart?" + +"It was in the hope that you would do something for them, sir, that I +told you all this first." + +"But we must see Mr Dixon and Sir Gordon at once." + +"And they will--you know what." + +"Hah! the matter must be hushed up. It would kill her!" cried Bayle +incoherently. "Mr Thickens, you stand there like this man's judge; +have you not made one mistake?" + +Thickens shook his head and tightened his lips to a thin line. + +"Do you not see what it would do? Have you no mercy?" + +"Mr Bayle, sir," said Thickens slowly, "this has served you as it +served me. It's so stunning that it takes you off your head. Am I, the +servant of my good masters, knowing what I do, to hide this from them +till the crash comes first--the crash that is only a matter of time? Do +you advise--do you wish me to do this?" + +Christie Bayle sat with his hands clasping his forehead, for the pain he +suffered seemed greater than he could bear. He had known for long +enough that Hallam was a harsh husband and a bad father; but it had +never even entered his dreams that he was other than an honest man. And +now he was asked to decide upon this momentous matter, when his decision +must bring ruin, perhaps even death, to the woman he esteemed, and +misery to the sweet, helpless child he had grown to love. + +It was to him as if he were being exposed to some temptation, for even +though his love for Millicent had long been dead, to live again in +another form for her child, Christie Bayle would have gone through any +suffering for her sake. As he bent down there the struggle was almost +greater than he could bear. + +And there for long he sat, crushed and stunned by the terrible stroke +that had fallen upon him, and was about to fall upon the helpless wife +and child. His mind seemed chaotic. His reasoning powers failed, and +as he kept clinging to little scraps of hope, they seemed to be snatched +away. + +It was with a heart full of grief mingled with rage that he started to +his feet at last, and faced Thickens, for the clerk had again spoken in +measured tones. "Mr Bayle, what am I to do?" + +The curate gazed at him piteously, as he essayed to speak; but the words +seemed smothered as they struggled in his breast. + +Then, by a supreme effort, he mastered his emotion, and drew himself up. + +"Once more, sir, what am I to do?" + +"Your duty," said Christie Bayle, and with throbbing brain he turned and +left the house. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER SEVEN. + +CHRISTIE BAYLE CHANGES HIS MIND. + +"God help me! What shall I do?" groaned Christie Bayle, as he paced his +room hour after hour into the night. A dozen times over he had been on +the point of going to Thickens, awakening him and forcing him to declare +that he would keep the fearful discovery a secret until something could +be done. + +"It is too horrible," he said. "Poor Millicent! The disgrace! It +would kill her." + +He went to the desk and began to examine his papers and his bank-book. + +Then he relocked his desk and paced the room again. "Julie, my poor +little child, too. The horror and disgrace to rest upon her little +innocent head. Oh, it is too dreadful! Will morning never come?" + +The hours glided slowly by, and that weary exclamation rose to his lips +again and again: + +"Will morning never come?" + +It seemed as if it never would be day, but long before the first faint +rays had streaked the east he had made his plans. + +"It is for her sake; for her child's sake. At whatever cost, I must try +and save them." + +His first ideas were to go straight to Hallam's house; but such a course +would have excited notice. He felt that Millicent would think it +strange if he went there early. Time was of the greatest importance, +but he felt that he must not be too hasty, so seated himself to try and +calm the throbbings of his brain, and to make himself cool and judicial +for the task he had in hand. + +Soon after seven he walked quietly downstairs, and took his hat. It +would excite no surprise, he thought, for him to be going for a morning +walk, and, drawing in a long breath of the sweet refreshing air, he +began to stride up the street. + +"How bright and beautiful is thy earth, O God!" he murmured, as the +delicious morning sunshine bathed his face, "and how we mar and destroy +its beauties with our wretched scheming and plans! Ah! I must not feel +like this," he muttered, as a restful hopefulness born of the early day +seemed to be infusing itself throughout his being. + +He had no occasion to check the feeling of content and rest, for he had +not gone a dozen yards before the whole force of his position flashed +upon him. He felt that he was a plotter against the prosperity of the +town--that scores of the people whose homes he was passing were +beginning the day in happy ignorance that perhaps the savings of a life +were in jeopardy. Ought he not to warn them at once, and bid them save +what they could out of the fire? + +For his conscience smote him, asking him, how he, a clergyman, the +preacher of truth and justice and innocence, could be going to +temporise, almost to join in the fraud by what he was about to do? + +"How can I meet my people after this?" he asked himself; and his face +grew careworn and lined. The old reproach against him had passed away. +No one could have called him young and boyish-looking now. + +"Morning, sir," cried a harsh voice. + +Bayle started, and flushed like some guilty creature, for he had come +suddenly upon old Gemp as he supposed, though the reverse was really the +case. + +"Going for a walk, sir?" said Gemp, pointing at him, and scanning his +face searchingly. + +"Yes, Mr Gemp. Fine morning, is it not?" + +Gemp stood shaving himself with one finger, as the curate passed on, and +made a curious rasping noise as the rough finger passed over the +stubble. Then he shook his head and began to follow slowly and at a +long distance. + +"I felt as if that man could read my very thoughts," said Bayle, as he +went along the street, past the bank, and out into the north road that +led towards the mill. + +He shuddered as he passed Dixons', and pictured to himself what would +happen if the doors were closed and an excited crowd of depositors were +hungering for their money. + +"It must be stopped at any cost," he muttered; and once more the sweet +sad face of Millicent seemed to be looking into his for help. + +"I ought to have suspected him before," he continued; "but how could I, +when even Sir Gordon could see no wrong? Ha! Yes. Perhaps Thickens is +mistaken after all. It may be, as he said, only suspicion." + +His heart seemed like lead, though, the next moment, as he neared the +clerk's house. Thickens was too just, too careful a man to have been +wrong. + +He stopped, and rapped with his knuckles at the door directly after, to +find it opened by Thickens himself, and, as the clerk drew back, he +passed in, ignorant of the fact that Gemp was shaving himself with his +rough forefinger a hundred yards away, and saying to himself, "Which is +it? Thickens going to marry skinny Heathery on the sly; or something +wrong? I shan't be long before I know." + +The brightness of the morning seemed to be shut out as the clerk closed +the door, and followed his visitor into the sitting-room. + +"Well, Mr Bayle," he said, for the curate was silent. "You've come to +say something particular." + +"Yes," said Bayle firmly. "Thickens, this exposure would be too +horrible. It must not take place." + +"Ah," said Thickens in his quiet, grave way, "you're the Hallams' +friend." + +"I hope I am the friend of every one in this town." + +"And you advise me to keep this quiet and let your friends be robbed?" + +"Silence, man! How dare you speak to me like that?" cried Bayle +furiously, and he took a step in advance. "No, no," he said, checking +himself, and holding out his hand; "we must be calm and sensible over +this, Thickens. There must be no temper. Now listen. You remember +what I said you must do last night." + +"Yes; and _I'm_ going directly after breakfast to Sir Gordon." + +"No; I retract my words. You must not go." + +"And the people who have been robbed?" + +"Wait a few moments, Thickens," cried Bayle, flushing, as he saw that +his hand was not taken. "Hear me out. You--yes, surely, you have some +respect for Mrs Hallam--some love for her sweet child." + +Thickens nodded. + +"Think, then, man, of the horrible disgrace--the ruin that would follow +your disclosures." + +"Yes; it is very horrid, sir; but I must do my duty. You owned to it +last night." + +"Yes, man, yes; but surely there are times when we may try and avert +some of the horrors that would fall upon the heads of the innocent and +true." + +"That don't sound like what a parson ought to say," said Thickens dryly. + +Bayle flushed angrily again, but he kept down his wrath. + +"James Thickens," he said coldly, "you mistake me." + +"No," said Thickens, "you spoke out like a man last night. This +morning, sir, you speak like Robert Hallam's friend." + +"Yes; as his friend--as the friend of his wife; as one who loves his +child. Now listen, Thickens. To what amount do you suppose Hallam is a +defaulter?" + +"How can I tell, sir? It is impossible to say. It can't be hushed up." + +"It must, it shall be hushed up," said Bayle sternly. "Now, look here; +I insist upon your keeping what you know quiet for the present." + +Thickens shook his head. + +"I did not tell you, but Sir Gordon suspects something to be wrong." + +"Sir Gordon does, sir?" + +"Yes; he consulted me about the matter." + +"Then my course is easy," said Thickens brightening. + +"Not so easy, perhaps, as you think," said Bayle coldly. "You must be +silent till I have seen Hallam." + +"Seen him, sir? Why, it's giving him warning to escape." + +"Seen him and Sir Gordon, James Thickens. It would be a terrible +scandal for Dixons' Bank if it were known, and utter ruin and disgrace +for Hallam." + +"Yes," said Thickens, "and he deserves it." + +"We must not talk about our deserts, Thickens," said Bayle gravely. +"Now listen to me. I find I can realise in a very few days the sum of +twenty-four thousand pounds." + +Thickens's eyes dilated. + +"Whatever amount of that is needed, even to the whole, I am going to +place in Robert Hallam's hands, to clear himself and redeem these +securities, and then he must leave the town quietly, and in good +repute." + +"In good repute?" + +"For his wife's sake, sir. Do you understand?" + +"No," said Thickens quietly. "No man could understand such a sacrifice +as that. You mean to say that you are going to give up your fortune-- +all you have--to save that gambling scoundrel from what he deserves?" + +"Yes." + +"But, Mr Bayle--" + +"Silence! I have made my plans, sir. Now, Mr Thickens, you see that I +am not going to defraud the customers of the bank, but to replace their +deeds." + +"God bless you, sir! I beg your pardon humbly. I'm a poor ignorant +brute, with no head for anything but figures and--my fish. And just now +I wouldn't take your hand. Mr Bayle, sir, will you forgive me?" + +"Forgive! I honour you, Thickens, as a sterling, honest man--shake +hands. There, now you know my plans." + +"Oh yes, sir, I understand you!" cried Thickens; "but you must not do +that, sir. You must not indeed!" + +"I can do as I please with my own, Thickens. Save for my charities, +money is of little use to me. There, now I must go. I shall see Hallam +as soon as he is at the bank. I will not go to his house, for nothing +must be done to excite suspicion. You will help me?" + +Thickens hesitated. + +"I ask it for Mrs Hallam's sake--for the sake of Doctor and Mrs +Luttrell. Come, you will help me in this. You came to me for my advice +last night. I have changed it during the past few hours. There, I have +you on my side?" + +"Yes, sir; but you must hold me free with Sir Gordon. Bah! no; I'll +take my chance, sir. Yes: I'll help you as you wish." + +"I trust you will, Thickens," said Bayle quietly. + +"And you are determined, sir?--your fortune--all you have?" + +"I am determined. I shall see you at the bank about ten." + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER EIGHT. + +BROUGHT TO BOOK. + +"He--he--he--he--he! how cunning they do think themselves! What jolly +owd orstridges they are!" chuckled old Gemp, as he saw Bayle leave the +clerk's house, and return home to his breakfast. "Dear me! dear me! to +think of James Thickens marrying that old maid! Ah well! Of course, he +didn't go to her house for nothing!" + +He was in the street, again, about ten, when the curate came out, and, +as soon as he saw him, Gemp doubled down one of the side lanes to get +round to the church, and secure a good place. + +"They won't know in the town till it's over," he chuckled. "Sly trick! +He--he--he!" + +The old fellow hurried round into the churchyard, getting before Bayle, +as he thought, and posting himself where he could meet the curate coming +in at the gate, and give him a look which should mean, "Ah! you can't +get over me!" + +An observer would have found old Gemp's countenance a study, as he stood +there, waiting for Bayle to come, and meaning afterwards to stay and see +Thickens and Miss Heathery come in. But from where he stood he could +see the bank, and, to his surprise, he saw James Thickens come out on +the step, and directly after the curate went up to him, and they entered +the place together. + +Gemp's countenance lengthened, and he began shaving himself directly, +his eyes falling upon one of the mouldering old tombstones, upon which +he involuntarily read: + +"Lay not up for yourselves treasure--" The rest had mouldered away. + +"Where thieves break through and steal," cried Gemp, whose jaw dropped. +"They're a consulting--parson and Sir Gordon--parson and Thickens +twiced--parson at the bank--Hallam up to his eyes in debt!" + +He reeled, so strong was his emotion, but he recovered himself directly. + +"My deeds! my money!" he gasped, "my--" + +He could utter no more, for a strange giddiness assailed him, and after +clutching for a moment in the air, he fell down in a fit. + +"Yes, he's in his room, sir," said Thickens, meeting Bayle at the bank +door. "I'll tell him you are here." + +Hallam required no telling. He had seen Bayle come up, and he appeared +at the door of his room so calm and cool that his visitor felt a +moment's hesitation. + +"Want to see me, Bayle? Business? Come in." + +The door closed behind the curate, and James Thickens screwed his face +into wrinkles, and buttoned his coat up to the last button, as he seated +himself upon his stool. + +"Well, what can I do for you, Bayle?" said Hallam, seating himself at +his table, after placing a chair for his visitor, which was not taken. + +Bayle did not answer, but stood gazing down at the smooth, +handsome-looking man, with his artificial smile and easy manner; and it +seemed as if the events of the past few years--since he came, so young +and inexperienced, to the town--were flitting by him. + +"A little money?--a little accommodation?" said Hallam, as his visitor +did not speak. + +Could Thickens be wrong? No: impossible. Too many little things, that +had seemed unimportant before, now grew to a vast significance, and +Bayle cast aside his hesitancy, and, taking a step forward, laid his +hand upon the table. + +"Robert Hallam!" he said, in a low, deep voice, full of emotion, "are +you aware of your position--how you stand?" + +The manager started slightly, but the spasm passed in a moment, and he +said calmly, with a smile: + +"My position? How I stand? I do not comprehend you! My dear Bayle, +what do you mean?" The curate gazed in his eyes, a calm, firm, judicial +look in his countenance; but Hallam did not flinch. And again the idea +flashed across the visitor's mind, "Suppose Thickens should be wrong!" + +Again, though, he cast off his hesitation, and spoke out firmly. + +"Let me be plain with you, Robert Hallam, and show you the precipice +upon whose edge you stand." + +"Good heavens, Mr Bayle, are you ill?" said Hallam in the coolest +manner. + +"Yes; sick at heart, to find of what treachery to employers, to wife and +child, a man like you can be guilty. Hallam, your great sin is +discovered! What have you to say?" + +"Say!" cried Hallam, laughing scornfully, "say, in words that you use so +often, `Who made you a ruler and a judge?' What do you mean?" + +"I came neither as ruler nor judge, but as the friend of your wife and +child. There--as your friend. Man, it is of no use to dissimulate!" + +"Dissimulate, sir!" + +"Am I to be plainer?" cried Bayle angrily, "and tell you that but for my +interposition James Thickens would at this moment be with Sir Gordon and +Mr Dixon, exposing your rascality." + +"My rascality! How dare--" + +"Dare!" cried Bayle sternly. "Cast off this contemptible mask, and be +frank. Do I not tell you I come as a friend?" + +"Then explain yourself." + +"I will," said Bayle; and for a few minutes there was a silence almost +appalling. The clock upon the mantelpiece ticked loudly; the stool upon +which James Thickens sat in the outer office gave a loud scroop; and a +large bluebottle fly shut in the room beat itself heavily against the +panes in its efforts to escape. + +Bayle was alternately flushed and pale. Hallam, perfectly calm, paler +than usual, but beyond seeming hurt and annoyed, there was nothing to +indicate the truth of the terrible charge being brought against him. + +"Well, sir," he said at last, "why do you not speak?" + +Bayle gazed at him wonderingly, for all thought of his innocence had +passed away. + +"I will speak, Hallam," he said. "Tell me the amount for which the +deeds you have abstracted from that safe are pledged." + +"The deeds I have abstracted from that safe?" said Hallam, rising +slowly, and standing at his full height, with his head thrown back. + +"Yes; and in whose place you have installed forgeries, dummies-- +imitations, if you will." + +That blow was too straight--too heavy to be resisted. Hallam dropped +back in his chair; while James Thickens, at his desk behind the bank +counter, heard the shock, and then fidgeted in his seat, and rubbed his +right ear, as he heard Hallam speak of him in a low voice, and say +hoarsely: + +"Thickens, then, has told you this?" + +"Yes," said Bayle in a lower tone. "He came to me for advice, and I +bade him do his duty." + +"Hah!" said Hallam, and his eyes wandered about the room. + +"This morning I begged him to wait." + +"Hah!" ejaculated Hallam again, and now there was a sharp twitching +about his closely-shaven lips. "And you said that you came as our +friend?" + +"I did." + +"What do you mean?" + +Bayle waited for a few moments, and then said slowly: "If you will +redeem those deeds with which you have been entrusted, and go from here, +and commence a new career of honesty, I will, for your wife and child's +sake, find the necessary money." + +"You will? You will do this, Bayle?" cried Hallam, extending his hands, +which were not taken. + +"I have told you I will," said Bayle coldly. "But--the amount?" + +"How many thousands are they pledged for?--to some bank, of course?" + +"It was to cover an unfortunate speculation. I--" + +"I do not ask you for explanations," said Bayle coldly. "What amount +will clear your defalcations?" + +"Twenty to twenty-one thousand," said Hallam, watching the effect of his +words. + +"I will find the money within a week," said Bayle. + +"Then all will be kept quiet?" + +"Sir Gordon must be told." + +"No, no; there is no need of that. The affairs will be put straight, +and matters can go on as before. It was an accident; I could not help +it. Stop, man, what are you going to do?" + +"Call in Mr Thickens," said Bayle. + +"To expose and degrade me in his eyes!" + +Bayle turned upon him a withering contemptuous look. + +"I expose you? Why, man, but for me you would have been in the hands of +the officers by now. Mr Thickens!" + +Thickens got slowly down from his stool and entered the manager's room, +where Hallam met his eye with a look that made the clerk think of what +would have been his chances of life had opportunity served for him to be +silenced for ever. + +"I have promised Mr Hallam to find twenty-one thousand pounds within a +week--to enable him to redeem the securities he has pledged." + +"And under these circumstances, Mr Thickens, there is no need for this +trouble to be exposed." + +"Not to the public perhaps," said Thickens slowly, "but Sir Gordon and +Mr Dixon ought to know." + +"No, no," cried Hallam, "there is no need. Don't you see, man, that the +money will be made right?" + +"No, sir, I only see one thing," said Thickens sturdily, "and that is +that I have my duty to do." + +"But you will ruin me, Thickens." + +"You've ruined yourself, Mr Hallam; I've waited too long." + +"Stop, Mr Thickens," said Bayle. "I pay this heavy sum of money to +save Mr Hallam from utter ruin. The bank will be the gainer by twenty +thousand pounds." + +"Twenty-one thousand you offered, sir," said Thickens. + +"Exactly. More if it is needed. If you expose this terrible affair to +Sir Gordon and Mr Dixon they may feel it their duty to hand Mr Hallam +over to the hands of justice. He must be saved from that." + +"What can I do, sir? There, then," said Thickens, "since you put it so +I will keep to it, but only on one condition." + +"And what is that?" + +"Mr Hallam must go away from the bank and leave all keys with me and +Mr Trampleasure." + +"But what excuse am I to make?" said Hallam huskily. + +"I don't think you want teaching how to stop at home for a few days, Mr +Hallam," said Thickens sternly; "you can be ill for a little while. It +will not be the first time." + +"I will agree to anything," said Hallam excitedly, "only save me from +that other horror. Bayle, for our old friendship's sake, for the sake +of my poor wife and child, save me from that." + +"Am I not fighting to save you for their sake?" said Bayle bitterly. +"Do you suppose that I am as conscienceless as yourself, and that I do +not feel how despicable, how dishonest a part I am playing in hindering +James Thickens from exposing your rascality? There, enough of this: let +us bring this terribly painful meeting, with its miserable subterfuges, +to an end. Thickens is right; you must leave this building at once and +not enter it again. He must take all in charge until your successor is +found." + +"As you will," said Hallam, humbly. "There are the keys, Thickens, and +I am really ill. When Mr Bayle brings the money I will help in every +way I can. There." + +Bayle hesitated a moment, and then mastered his dislike. "Come," he +said to Hallam, "there must be no whisper of this trouble in the town. +I will walk down with you to your house." + +"As my gaoler?" said Hallam with a sneer. + +"As another proof of what I am ready to sacrifice to save you," said +Bayle. He walked with him as far as his door. + +"Stop a moment," said Hallam in a whisper. "You will do this for me, +Bayle?" + +"I have told you I would," replied the curate coldly. "And at once?" + +"At once." + +"You will have to bring me the money. No, you must go up to town with +me, and we can redeem the papers. It will be better so." + +"As you will," said Bayle. "I have told you that I will help you, will +put myself at your service. I will let you know when I can be ready. +Rest assured I shall waste no time in removing as much of this shadow as +I can from above their heads." + +He met Hallam's eyes as he spoke, just as the latter had been furtively +Measuring, as it were, his height and strength, and then they parted. + +End of Volume One. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER NINE. + +A FEW WORDS ON LOVE. + +"What has papa been doing in the lumber-room, mamma?" asked Julia that +same evening. + +"Examining some of the old furniture there, my dear," said Millicent, +looking up with a smile. "I think he is going to have it turned into a +play-room for you." + +"Oh!" said Julia indifferently; and she turned her thoughtful little +face away, while her mother rose with the careworn look that so often +sat there, giving place to the happy, maternal smile that came whenever +she was alone with her child. + +"Why, Julie darling, you seem so quiet and dull to-night. Your little +head is hot. You are not unwell, dear?" + +She knelt down beside the child, and drew the soft little head to her +shoulder, and laid her cheek to the burning forehead. + +"That is nice," said the child, with a sigh of content. "Oh! mamma, it +does do me so much good. My head doesn't ache now." + +"And did it ache before?" + +"Yes, a little," said the child thoughtfully, and turning up her face, +she kissed the sweet countenance that was by her side again and again. +"I do love you so, mamma." + +"Why of course you do, my dear." + +"I don't think I love papa." + +"Julie!" cried Millicent, starting from her as if she had been stung. +"Oh I my child, my child," she continued, with passionate energy, "if +you only knew how that hurts me. My darling, you do--you do love him +more than you love me." + +Julia shook her head and gazed back full in her mother's eyes, as +Millicent held her back at arm's length, and then caught her to her +breast, sobbing wildly. + +"_I_ do try to love him, mamma," said the child, speaking quickly, in a +half-frightened tone; "but when I put my arms round his neck and kiss +him he pushes me away. I don't think he loves me; he seems so cross +with me. But if it makes you cry, I'm going to try and love him ever so +much. There." + +She kissed her mother with all a child's effusion, and nestled close to +her. + +"He does love you, my darling," said Millicent, holding the child +tightly to her, "as dearly as he loves me, and _I'm_ going to tell you +why papa looks so serious sometimes. It is because he has so many +business cares and troubles." + +"But why does papa have so many business cares and troubles?" said the +child, throwing back her head, and beginning to toy with her mother's +hair. + +"Because he has to think about making money, and saving, so as to render +us independent, my darling. It is because he loves us both that he +works so hard and is so serious." + +"I wish he would not," said the child. "I wish he would love me ever so +instead, like Mr Bayle does. Mamma, why has not Mr Bayle been here +to-day?" + +"I don't know, my child; he has been away perhaps." + +"But he did walk to the door with papa, and then did not come in." + +"Maybe he is busy, my dear." + +"Oh! I do wish people would not be busy," said the child pettishly, "it +makes them so disagreeable. Thibs is always being busy, and then oh! +she is so cross." + +"Why, Julie, you want people always to be laughing and playing with +you." + +"No, no, mamma, I like to work sometimes--with Mr Bayle and learn, and +so I do like the lessons I learn with you. You never look cross at me, +and Mr Bayle never does." + +"But, my darling, the world could not go on if people were never +serious. Why, the sun does not always shine: there are clouds over it +sometimes." + +"But it's always shining behind the clouds, Mr Bayle says." + +"And so is papa's love for his darling shining behind the clouds--the +serious looks that come upon his face," cried Millicent. "There, you +must remember that." + +"Yes," said the child, nodding, and drawing two clusters of curls away +from her mother's face to look up at it laughingly and then kiss her +again and again. "Oh! how pretty you are, mamma! I never saw any one +with a face like yours." + +"Silence, little nonsense talker," cried Millicent, with her face all +happy smiles and the old look of her unmarried life coming back as she +returned the child's caresses. + +"I never did," continued Julia, tracing the outlines of the countenance +that bent over her, with one rosy finger. "Grandma's is very, very +nice, and I like grandpa's face, but it is very rough. Mamma!" + +"Well, my darling." + +"Does papa love you very, very much?" + +"Very, very much, my darling," said her mother proudly. + +"And do you love him very, very much?" + +"Heaven only knows how dearly," said Millicent in a deep, low voice that +came from her heart. + +"But does papa know too?" + +"Why, of course, my darling." + +"I wish he would not say such cross things to you sometimes." + +"Yes, we both wish he had not so much trouble. Why, what a little +babbler it is to-night! Have you any more questions to ask before we go +up and fetch papa down and play to him?" + +"Don't go yet," cried the child. "I like to talk to you this way, it's +so nice. I say, mamma, do people get married because they love one +another?" + +"Hush, hush! what next?" said Millicent smiling, as she laid her hand +upon the child's lips. "Of course, of course." + +Julie caught the hand in hers, kissed it, and held it fast. + +"Why does not Mr Bayle love some one?" + +A curious, fixed look came over Millicent's face, and she gazed down at +her babbling child in a half-frightened way. + +"He will some day," she said at last. + +"No, he won't," said the child, shaking her head and looking very wise. + +"Why, what nonsense is this, Julie?" + +"I asked him one day when we were sitting out in the woods, and he +looked at me almost like papa does, and then he jumped up and laughed, +and called me a little chatterer, and made me run till I was out of +breath. But I asked him, though." + +"You asked him?" + +"Yes; I asked him if he would marry a beautiful lady some day, as +beautiful as you are, and he took me in his arms and kissed me, and said +that he never should, because he had got a little girl to love--he meant +me. And oh! here's papa: let's tell him. No, I don't think I will. I +don't think he likes Mr Bayle." + +Millicent rose from her knees as Hallam entered the room, looking +haggard and frowning. He glanced from one to the other, and then caught +sight of himself in the glass, and saw that there was a patch as of lime +or mortar upon his coat. + +He brushed it off quickly, being always scrupulously particular about +his clothes, and then came towards them. + +"Send that child away," he said harshly. "I want to be quiet." + +Millicent bent down smiling over the child and kissed her. + +"Go to Thisbe now, my darling," she whispered; "but say good-night first +to papa, and then you will not have to come to him again. Perhaps he +may be out." + +The child's face became grave with a gravity beyond its years. It was +the mother's young face repeated, with Hallam's dark hair and eyes. + +She advanced to him, timidly putting out her hand, and bending forward +with that sweetly innocent look of a child ready so trustingly to give +itself into your arms as it asks for a caress. + +"Good-night, papa dear," she cried in her little silvery voice. + +"Good-night, Julie, good-night," he said abruptly; and he just patted +her head, and was turning away, when he caught sight of the +disappointed, troubled look coming over her countenance, paused half +wonderingly, and then bent down and extended his hands to her. + +There was a quick hysteric cry, a passionate sob or two, and the child +bounded into his arms, flung her arms round his neck, and kissed him, +his lips, his cheeks, his eyes again and again, in a quick, excited +manner. + +Hallam's countenance wore a look of half-contemptuous doubt for a +moment, as he glanced at his wife, and then the good that was in him +mastered the ill. His face flushed, a spasm twitched it, and clasping +his child to his breast, he held her there for a few moments, then +kissed her tenderly, and set her down, her hair tumbled, her eyes wet, +but her sweet countenance irradiated with joy, as, clasping her hands, +she cried out: + +"Papa loves--he loves me, he loves me! I am so happy now." + +Then half mad with childish joy, she turned, kissed her hands to both, +and bounded out of the room. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER TEN. + +HUSBAND AND WIFE. + +There was a momentary silence, and then as the door closed, Millicent +laid her hands upon her husband's shoulders, and gazed tenderly in his +face. + +"Robert, my own!" she whispered. + +No more; her eyes bespoke the mother's joy at this breaking down of the +ice between father and daughter. Then a look of surprise and pain came +into those loving eyes, for Hallam repulsed her rudely. + +"It is your doing, yours, and that cursed parson's work. The child has +been taught to hate me. Curse him! He has been my enemy from the very +first." + +"Robert--husband! Oh, take back those words!" cried Millicent, throwing +herself upon his breast. "You cannot mean it. You know I love you too +well for that. How could you say it!" + +She clung to him for a few moments, gazing wildly in his face, and then +she seemed to read it plainly. + +"No, no, don't speak," she cried tenderly. "I can see it all. You are +in some great trouble, dear, or you would not have spoken like that. +Robert, husband, I am your own wife; I have never pressed you for your +confidence in all these money troubles you have borne; but now that +something very grave has happened, let me share the load." + +She pressed him back gently to a chair, and, overcome by her earnest +love, he yielded and sank back slowly into the seat. The next instant +she was at his knees, holding his hands to her throbbing breast. + +"No, I don't mean what I said," he muttered, with some show of +tenderness; and a loving smile dawned upon Millicent's careworn face. + +"Don't speak of that," she said. "It was only born of the trouble you +are in. Let me help you, dear; let me share your sorrow with you. If +only with my sympathy there may be some comfort." + +He did not answer, but sat gazing straight before him. + +"Tell me, dear. Is it some money trouble? Some speculation has +failed?" + +He nodded. + +"Then why not set all those ambitious thoughts aside, dear husband?" she +said, nestling to him. "Give up everything, and let us begin again. +With the love of my husband and my child, what have I to wish for? +Robert, we love you so dearly. You, and not the money you can make, are +all the world to us." + +He looked at her suspiciously, for there was not room in his narrow mind +for full faith in so much devotion. It was more than he could +understand, but his manner was softer than it had been of late, as he +said: + +"You do not understand such things." + +"Then teach me," she said smiling. "I will be so apt a pupil. I shall +be working to free my husband from the toils and troubles in which he is +ensnared." + +He shook his head. + +"What, still keeping me out of your heart, Rob!" she whispered, with her +eyes beaming love and devotion. Then, half-playfully and with a tremor +in her voice, "Robert, my own brave lion amongst men, refuse the aid of +the weak mouse who would gnaw the net?" + +"Pish, you talk like a child," he cried contemptuously. "Net, indeed!" +and in his insensate rage, he piled his hatred upon the man who had +stepped in to save him. "But for that cursed fellow, Bayle, this would +not have happened." + +"Robert, darling, you mistake him. You do not know his heart. How true +he is! If he has gone against you in some business matter, it is +because he is conscientious and believes you wrong." + +"And you side with him, and believe too?" + +"I?" she cried proudly. "You are my husband, and whatever may be your +trouble, I stand with you against the world." + +"Brave girl!" he cried warmly; "now you speak like a true woman. I will +trust you, and you shall help me. I did not think you had it in you, +Milly. That's better." + +"Then you will trust me?" + +"Yes," he said, raising one hand to his face, and beginning nervously to +bite his nails. "I will trust you; perhaps you can help me out of this +cursed trap." + +"Yes, I will," she cried. "I feel that I can. Oh, Robert, let it be +always thus in the future. Treat me as your partner, your inferior in +brain and power, but still your helpmate. I will toil so hard to make +myself worthy of my husband. Now tell me everything. Stop! I know," +she cried; "it is something connected with the visits of that Mr +Crellock, that man you helped in his difficulties years ago." + +"I helped? Who told you that?" + +She smiled. + +"Ah! these things are so talked of. Mrs Pinet told Miss Heathery, and +she came and told me. I felt so proud of you, dear, for your unselfish +behaviour towards this man. Do you suppose I forget his coming on our +wedding-day, and how troubled you were till you had sent him away by the +coach?" + +"You said nothing?" + +"Said nothing? Was I ever one to pry into my husband's business +matters? I said to myself that I would wait till he thought me old +enough in years, clever enough in wisdom, to be trusted. And now, after +this long probation, you will trust me, love?" + +He nodded. + +"And your troubles shall grow less by being shared. Now tell me I am +right about it. Your worry is due to this Mr Crellock?" + +"Yes," he said in a low voice. + +"I knew it," she cried. "You have always been troubled when he came +down, and when you went up to town. I knew as well as if you had told +me that you had seen him when you went up. There was always the same +harassed, careworn look in your eyes; and Robert, darling, if you had +known how it has made me suffer, you would have come to me for +consolation, if not for help." + +"Ah! yes, perhaps." + +"Now go on," she said firmly, and rising from her place by his knees, +she took a chair and drew it near him. + +"There," she said smiling; "you shall see how business-like I will be." + +He sat with his brow knit for a few minutes, and then drew a long +breath. + +"You are right," he said. "Stephen Crellock is mixed up with it. You +shall know all. And mind this, whatever people may say--" + +"Whatever people may say!" she exclaimed contemptuously. + +"I am innocent; my hands are clean." + +"As if I needed telling that," she said with a proud smile. "Now I am +waiting, tell me all." + +"Oh, there is little to tell," he said quickly. "That fellow Crellock, +by his plausible baits, has led me into all kinds of speculations." + +"I thought so," she said to herself. + +"I failed in one, and then he tempted me to try another to cover my +loss; and so it went on and on, till--" + +"Till what?" she said with her eyes dilating; and a chill feeling of +horror which startled her began to creep to her heart. + +"Till the losses were so great that large sums of money were necessary, +and--" + +"Robert!" + +"Don't look at me in that way, Milly," he said, with a half-laugh, "you +are not going to begin by distrusting me?" + +"No, no," she panted. + +"Well, till large sums were necessary, and the scoundrel literally +forced me to raise money from the bank." + +She felt the evil increasing; but she forced it away with the warm glow +of her love. + +"I've been worried to death," he continued, "to put these things +straight, and it is this that has kept me so poor." + +"Yes, I see," she cried. "Oh, Robert, how you must have suffered!" + +"Ah! Yes! I have," he said; "but never mind that. Well, I was getting +things straight as fast as I could; and all would now have been right +again had not Bayle and his miserable jackal, Thickens, scented out the +trouble, and they have seized me by the throat." + +"But, Robert, why not clear yourself? Why not go to Sir Gordon? He +would help you." + +"Sir Gordon does not like me. But there, I have a few days to turn +myself round in, and then all will come right; but if--" + +He stopped, and looked rather curiously. + +"Yes?" she said, laying her hand in his. + +"If my enemies should triumph. If Bayle--" + +"If Mr Bayle--" + +"Silence!" he said. "I have told you that this man is my cruel enemy. +He has never forgiven me for robbing him of you." + +"You did not rob him," she said tenderly. "But are you not mistaken in +Mr Bayle?" + +"You are, in your sweet womanly innocency and trustfulness. I tell you +he is my enemy, and trying to hound me down." + +"Let me speak to him." + +"I forbid it," he cried fiercely. "Choose your part. Are you with me +or the men whom I know to be my enemies? Will you stand by me whatever +happens?" + +"You know," she said, with a trustful smile in her eyes. + +"That's my brave wife," he said. "This is better. If my enemies do get +the better of me--if, for Crellock's faults, charges are brought against +me--if I am by necessity forced to yield, and think it better to go +right away from here for a time--suddenly--will you come?" + +"And leave my mother and father?" + +"Are not a husband's claims stronger? Tell me, will you go with me?" + +"To the world's end, Robert," she cried, rising and throwing her arms +about his neck. "I am glad that this trouble has come." + +"Glad?" + +"Yes, for it has taught you at last the strength of your wife's love." + +He drew her to his heart, and kissed her, and there she clung for a +time. + +"Now listen," he said, putting her from him. "We must be +business-like." + +"Yes," she said firmly. + +"The old people must not have the least suspicion that we have any idea +of leaving." + +"Might I not bid them good-bye?" + +"No. That is, if we left. We may not have to go. If we do, it must be +suddenly." + +"And in the meantime?" + +"You must wait." + +Just then the door opened, and Thisbe appeared. + +"There's a gentleman to see you, sir--that Mr Crellock." + +"Show him in my study, and I'll come." + +Thisbe disappeared, and Millicent laid her hand upon her husband's arm. + +"Don't be afraid," he said quietly. "I know how to deal with him now. +Only trust me, and all shall be well." + +"I do trust you," said Millicent, and she sat there with a face like +marble, listening to her husband's step across the hall, and then sat +patiently for hours, during which time the bell had been rung for the +spirit stand and hot water, while the fumes of tobacco stole into the +room. + +At last there were voices and steps in the hall; the front door was +opened and closed, and as Millicent Hallam awoke to the fact that she +had not been up to see her child since she went to bed, and that it was +nearly midnight, Hallam entered the room, looking more cheerful, and +crossing to her he took her in his arms. + +"Things are looking brighter," he said. "We have only to wait. Now, +mind this--don't ask questions--it is better that I should not go to the +bank for a few days. I am unwell." + +Millicent looked at him hard. Certainly his eyes were sunken, and for +answer, as she told herself that he must have suffered much, she bowed +her head. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +GETTING NEAR THE EDGE. + +"Quite out of the question," said James Thickens. + +"But what is there to fear?" + +"I don't know that there is anything to fear," said Thickens dryly. +"What I know is this, and I've thought it over. You are not going up to +town with him, but by yourself, to get this money--if you still mean +it." + +"I still mean it! There, go on." + +"Well, you will go up, and sign what you have to sign, get this money in +notes, and bring it down yourself." + +"But Hallam will think it so strange--that I mistrust him." + +"Of course he will. So you do; so do I. And after thinking this matter +over, I am going to have that money deposited here, and I'm going to +redeem the bonds and deeds myself, getting all information from Hallam." + +"But this will be a hard and rather public proceeding." + +"I don't know about hard, and as to public, no one will know about it +but we three, for old Gemp will not smell it out. He is down with the +effects of a bad seizure, and not likely to leave his bed for days." + +"But, Thickens--" + +"Mr Bayle, I am more of a business man than you, so trust me. You are +making sacrifice enough, and are not called upon to study the feelings +of one of the greatest scoundrels--" + +"Oh! hush! hush!" + +"I say it again, sir--one of the greatest scoundrels that ever drew +breath." + +Bayle frowned, and drew his own hard. + +"I don't know," he said, "that I shall care to carry this money--so +large a sum." + +"Nonsense, sir, a packet of notes in a pocket-book. These things are +comparative. When I was a boy I can remember thinking ninepence a large +amount; now I stand on a market day shovelling out gold and fingering +over greasy notes and cheques, till I don't seem to know what a large +sum is. You take my advice, go and get it without saying a word to +Hallam; and I tell you what it is, sir, if it wasn't for poor Mrs +Hallam and that poor child, I should be off my bargain, and go to Sir +Gordon at once." + +"I will go and get the money without Hallam, Thickens; but as I +undertook to go with him, I shall write and tell him I have gone." + +"Very well, sir, very well. As you please," said Thickens; "I should +not: but you are a clergyman, and more particular about such things than +I am." + +Bayle smiled, and shook hands, leaving Thickens looking after him +intently as he walked down the street. + +"He wouldn't dare!" said Thickens to himself thoughtfully. "He would +not dare. I wish he had not been going to tell him, though. Humph! +dropping in to see poor old Gemp because he has had a fit." + +He paused till he had seen Bayle enter the old man's house, and then +went on muttering to himself. + +"I never could understand why Gemp was made; he never seems to have been +of the least use in the world, though, for the matter of that, idlers +don't seem much good. Hah! If Gemp knew what I know, there'd be a +crowd round the bank in half-an-hour, and they'd have Hallam's house +turned inside out in another quarter. I don't like his telling Hallam +about his going," he mused. "It's a large sum of money, though I made +light of it, and the mail's safe enough. We've about got by the old +highwayman days, but I wish he hadn't told him, all the same." + +Meanwhile the curate had turned in at Gemp's to see how the old fellow +was getting on. + +"Nicedly, sir, very nicedly," said the woman in charge; "he've had a +beautiful sleep, and Doctor Luttrell says he be coming round to his +senses fast." + +Poor old Gemp did not look as if he had been progressing nicely, but he +seemed to recognise his visitor, and appeared to understand a few of his +words. + +But not many, for the old man kept putting his hand to his head and +looking at the door, gazing wistfully through the window, and then +heaving a heavy sigh. + +"Oh, don't you take no notice o' that, sir," said the woman; "that be +only his way. He's been used to trotting about so much that he feels it +a deal when he is laid up, poor old gentleman; he keeps talking about +his money, too, sir. Ah, sir, it be strange how old folks do talk about +their bit o' money when they're getting anigh the time when they won't +want any of it more." + +And so on till the curate rose and left the cottage. + +That night he was on his way to London, after sending a line to Hallam +to say that upon second thoughts he had considered it better to go up to +town alone. + +Three days passed with nothing more exciting than a few inquiries after +Hallam's health, the most assiduous inquirer being Miss Heathery, who +called again on the third evening. + +"I know you think me a very silly little woman, Millicent, my dear, and +I'm afraid that perhaps I am, but I do like you, and I should like to +help you now you are in trouble." + +"I always did, and always shall, think you one of my best and kindest +friends, Miss Heathery," replied Millicent, kissing her. + +"Now, that's very kind of you, my dear. It's touching," said Miss +Heathery, wiping her eyes. "You do think me then a very dear friend?" +she said, clinging to Mrs Hallam, and gazing plaintively in her face. + +"Indeed I do." + +"Then may I make a confidant like of you, dear?" + +"Yes, certainly," said Millicent. + +"But first of all, can I help you nurse Mr Hallam, or take care of +Julie?" + +"Oh, no, thank you. Mr Hallam is much better, and Julie is happiest +with Thisbe." + +"Or Mr Bayle," said Miss Heathery; "but I have not seen her with him +lately. Oh, I forgot, he has gone to London." + +"Indeed!" said Millicent, starting, for she connected his absence with +her husband's trouble. + +"Yes; gone two, three days; but, Millicent dear, may I speak to you +plainly?" + +"Of course. Tell me," said Millicent smiling, and feeling amused as she +anticipated some confidence respecting an engagement. + +"And you are sure you will not feel hurt?" + +"Trust me, I shall not," said Millicent, with her old grave smile. + +"Well then, my dear," whispered the visitor, "it is about money matters. +You know I have none in the bank now, because I bought a couple of +houses, but I have been asking, and I find that I can borrow some money +on the security, and I thought--there! I knew you would feel hurt." + +For Millicent's eyes had begun to dilate, and she drew back from her +visitor. + +"I only meant to say that I could not help knowing you--that Mr Hallam +kept you--oh! I don't know how to say it, Millicent dear, but--but if +you would borrow some money of me, dear, it would make me so very +happy." + +The tears sprang to Millicent's eyes as she rose and kissed her visitor. + +"Thank you, dear Miss Heathery," she cried. "I shall never forget this +unassuming kindness, but it is impossible that I can take your help." + +"Oh, dear me! I was afraid you would say so, and yet it is so sad to +run short. Couldn't you really let me help you, my dear?" + +"No, it is impossible," said Millicent, smiling gently. "Is it quite +impossible?" said Miss Heathery. + +"Yes, dear; but believe me, if I were really in great need I would come +to you for help." + +"You promise me that, dear?" cried the little woman, rising. + +"I promise you that," said Millicent, and her visitor went away +overjoyed. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER TWELVE. + +ROBERT HALLAM WANTS FRESH AIR. + +"That woman seemed as if she would never go," said Hallam, entering the +room hastily, and glancing at the clock. + +"She does like to stop and chat," replied Millicent, wondering at his +manner. "What are you going to do?" + +"I am off for a short run. I cannot bear this confinement any longer. +It is dark, and no one will see me if I go out for a change." + +"Shall I go with you?" + +"Go with me! No, not now," he said hastily. "I want a little fresh +air. Don't stop me. I shall be back soon." + +His manner seemed very strange, but Millicent said nothing, only +followed him into the hall. + +"No, no," he said hastily; "don't do that. It is as if you were +watching me." + +She drew back in a pained way, and he followed her. + +"I'm pettish and impatient, that's all," he said smiling; and, closing +the door after her, he hurriedly put on a cloak and travelling cap, +muffling his face well; and then going softly out, and turning from the +main street, he was soon after in the lane that led down by Thickens's +house and the mill. + +"At last!" said a voice from the hedge-side, just beyond where the last +oil lamp shed a few dim rays across the road. "I thought you were never +coming." + +"Don't talk. Have you everything ready?" + +"Yes, everything. It is only a cart, but it will take you easily." + +"And are you sure of the road?" + +"Certain. I've done it twice so as to be sure." + +"Good horse?" + +"Capital. We can get over the twenty miles in three hours, and catch +the York coach easily by twelve. It does not pass before then." + +"Mind, Stephen, I'm trusting you in this. If you fail me--" + +"If I fail you! Bah! Did I ever fail you?" + +"No, never." + +"Then don't talk like that. You've failed me pretty often, all the +same. Going?" + +"Yes; I must get back." + +"What's that--the Castor coach?" + +"Yes," said Hallam, starting. "It's early." + +"Don't be longer than you can help; but, I say, have you plenty of money +for the journey? I've only a guinea or two left." + +"I have enough," said Hallam grimly; and bidding his companion wait +three hours, and if he did not come then to go back and return the next +night, Hallam turned to hurry back to the town. + +It was intensely dark as he approached the mill, where the stream was +gurgling and plashing over the waste-water shoot. In the distance there +was the oil lamp glimmering, and a light or two shone in the scattered +cottages, but there was none at Thickens's as Hallam passed. + +There was a space of about a hundred yards between Thickens's house and +the next cottage, and Hallam had about half traversed this when he heard +a step that seemed familiar coming, and his doubt was put an end to by a +voice exclaiming, "Mind! Take care!" + +Was it fate that had put this in his way? + +He asked himself this as, like lightning, the thought struck him that +Bayle had just come off the coach--he the sharer in the knowledge of his +iniquity. + +A sharp struggle, and close at hand there was the bridge and the flowing +river. It might have been an accident. But even then there was +Thickens. What if he closed with him, and--disguised as he was, Bayle +could never know--Bayle--the bearer of that heavy sum of money! He +intended flight that night; was it fate, he asked himself again, that +had thrown this in his way? And as the thoughts flashed through his +brain, they encountered roughly upon the path, and Hallam's hand touched +the thick pocket-book in Bayle's breast. + +It was a matter of moments. Even to Hallam it was like an encounter in +a dream. A blind desire to possess himself of the money he had touched +had come over him; and reckless now, half mad, he seized the curate by +the throat. There was a furious struggle, a few inarticulate cries, a +heavy fall, and he was kneeling upon him, and dragging the pocket-book +from his breast. + +All, as it were, in a dream! + +Millicent Hallam stood listening at the window to her husband's steps, +and then pressed her hands to her burning forehead to try and think more +clearly about her position. It was so hard to think ill of Bayle; she +could not do it; and yet her husband had said he was his enemy, and +fighting against him to destroy him. Besides, Bayle had not been near +them for days. It was so strange that he should go away without telling +her! + +And so, as she stood there, the two currents of thought met--that which +ran love and trust in her husband, and that which was full of gentle +sisterly feeling for Bayle; and as they met there was tumult and +confusion in her brain, till the first current proved the stronger, and +swept the latter aside, running strongly on towards the future. + +"He is my husband, and he trusts me now as I trust him," she said +proudly. "It is impossible. He could do no wrong." + +She went up to the bed-room where Julie lay asleep, and stood watching +the sweet, happy little face for some time, ending by kneeling down, +taking one of the little hands in hers, and praying fervently for help, +for guidance, and for protection in the troubled future, that appeared +to be surrounding her with clouds. + +How dense they seemed! How was it all to end? Would she be called upon +by her husband to leave their home and friends, and go far away? Well, +and if that were her fate, husband and child were all in all to her, and +it was her duty. + +"He trusts me now," she said smiling; and feeling happier and more at +rest than she had for months with their petty cares and poverty and +shame, she bent over and kissed Julie, when the child's arms were +clasped about her neck and clung there for a moment, before dropping +listlessly back upon the bed. + +Passing her hand over the child's forehead to be sure that she was cool +and that no lurking fever was there, Millicent went down to the +dining-room again, to sit and listen for the coming step. + +She had heard the coach come and go, but instead of the place settling +down again into its normal quiet, there seemed to be a great many people +about, and hurrying footsteps were heard, such as would be at times when +there was an alarm of fire in the town. + +And yet it was not like that. More, perhaps, as if there were some +meeting, and the steps died away. + +For a moment or two Millicent had been disposed to summon Thisbe, and +send her to see what was wrong; but on drawing aside the curtains and +looking out, the street seemed deserted, and though there were a few +figures in the market-place, they did not excite her surprise. + +"I am overwrought and excited," she said to herself. "Ah! at last." + +There was no mistaking that step, and starting up, she ran into the hall +to admit Hallam, who staggered in, closed the door quickly, and catching +her hand, half dragged her into the dining-room. + +She clung to him in affright, for she could see that the cloak he wore +was torn and muddied, that his face was ghastly pale, and that as he +threw off his travelling cap, there was a terrible swelling across his +forehead, as if he had received some tremendous blow. + +"Robert," she exclaimed, "what is the matter?" + +"Hush," he said quickly; "be quiet and calm. Has Thisbe gone to bed?" + +"Yes. Yes, I think so." + +"Quick, then; a basin and water, sponge and towel. I must bathe this +place." + +"Did you fall?" she cried, as she hastily helped him off with the cloak. + +"No. But quick; the water." + +She hurried away, shivering with the dread of some new trouble to come, +but soon returned with the sponge, and busied herself in bathing the +hurt. + +"I was attacked--by some ruffian," said Hallam hoarsely, as the water +trickled and plashed back in the basin. "He struck me with a bludgeon +and left me senseless. When I came to he was gone." + +"Robert, you horrify me!" cried Millicent. "This is dreadful." + +"Might have been worse," he said coolly. "There, now dry it, and listen +to me the while." + +"Yes, Robert," she said, forcing herself to be firm, and to listen to +the words in spite of the curious doubting trouble that would oppress +her. + +"As soon as I go upstairs to put a few things together and get some +papers, you will put on your bonnet and cloak, and dress Julie." + +"Dress Julie!" + +"Yes," he said harshly, "without you wish me to leave you behind." + +"You are going away, then?" + +"Yes, I am going away," he said bitterly, "after hesitating, with a +fool's hesitation, all these days. I ought to have gone before." + +"How strangely you speak!" she said. + +"Don't waste time. Now go." + +"One word, love," she whispered imploringly; "do we go for long?" + +"No; not for long," he said. And then, with an impatient gesture: +"Bah!" he exclaimed; "yes, for ever." + +She shrank from him in alarm. + +"Well," he said harshly, as he glanced at his injury in the mirror, "you +are hesitating. I do not force you. I am your husband, and I have a +right to command; but I leave you free. Do you wish to stay?" + +A feeling of despair so terrible that it seemed crushing came over +Millicent. To go from the home of her childhood--to flee like this with +her husband, probably in disgrace, even if only through suspicion--was +for the moment more than she could bear; and as he saw her momentary +hesitation, an ugly sneering laugh came upon his face. It faded, +though, as she calmly laid her hand upon his arm. + +"Am I to take any luggage?" she said. + +"Nothing but your few ornaments of value. Be quick." + +She raised her lips and kissed him, and then seemed to glide out of the +room. + +"Yes," he said, "I have been a fool and an idiot not to have gone +before. Curse the fellow: who could it be?" he cried, as he pressed his +hand to his injured forehead. + +He took out his keys and opened a drawer in a cabinet, taking from it a +hammer and cold chisel, and then stood thinking for a few moments before +hurrying out, and into a little lobby behind the hall, from which he +brought a small carpet-bag. + +"That will just hold it," he said, "and a few of the things that she is +sure to have." + +He turned into the dining-room, going softly, as if he were engaged in +some nefarious act. Then he picked up the hammer and chisel, and was +about to return into the hall, when he heard a low murmur, which seemed +to be increasing, and with it the trampling of feet, and shouts of +excited men. + +"What's that?" he cried, with his countenance growing ghastly pale; and +the cold chisel fell to the floor with a clang. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +A HUMAN STORM. + +The woman who had been acting the part of nurse to old Gemp was seated +by the table, busily knitting a pair of blue worsted stockings by the +light of a tallow candle, and every few minutes the snuff had so +increased, and began to show so fungus-like a head, that the needles had +to be left, a pair of snuffers taken out of their home in a niche that +ran through the stem of the tin candlestick, and used to cut off the +light-destroying snuff, with the effect that the snuffers were not +sufficiently pinched to, and a thread of pale blue smoke rose from the +incandescence within, and certainly with no good effect as far as +fragrance was concerned. + +Old Gemp had become a great deal better. He had been up and dressed, +and sat by the fireside for a couple of hours that afternoon, and had +then expressed his determination not to go to bed. + +But his opposition was very slight, and he was got to bed, where he +seemed to be lying thinking, and trying to recall something which +evidently puzzled him. In fact all at once he called his nurse. + +"Mrs Preddle! Mrs Preddle!" + +"Yes," said that lady with a weary air. + +"What was I thinking about when I was took badly?" + +"I don't know," said the woman sourly. "About somebody else's business, +I suppose." + +Old Gemp grunted, and shook his head. Then he was silent, and lay +staring about the room, passing his hand across his forehead every now +and then, or shaving himself with one finger, with which all at once he +would point at his nurse. + +"I say!" he cried sharply. + +"Bless the man! how you made me jump!" cried Mrs Preddle. "And, for +goodness' sake, don't point at me like that! Easy to see you're getting +better, and won't want me long." + +"No, no! don't go away!" he exclaimed. "I can't think about it." + +"Well, and no wonder neither! Why, bless the man! people don't have bad +fits o' 'plexy and not feel nothing after! There, lie still, and go to +sleep, there's a good soul! It'll do you good." + +Mrs Preddle snuffed the candle again, and made another unpleasant smell +of burning, but paid no heed to it, fifty years of practice having +accustomed her to that odour--an extremely common one in those days, +when in every little town there was a tallow-melter, the fumes of whose +works at certain times made themselves pretty well-known for some +distance round. + +The question was repeated by old Gemp at intervals all through the +evening--"What was I thinking about when I was took badly?" and Mrs +Preddle became irritated by his persistence. + +But this made no difference whatever to the old man, who scraped his +stubbly chin with his finger, and then pointed, to ask again. For the +trouble that had been upon his mind when he was stricken hung over him +like a dark cloud, and he was always fighting mentally to learn what it +all meant. + +"What was it?--what was it? What was I thinking about?" Over and over +and over, and no answer would come. Mrs Preddle went on with her +knitting, and ejaculated "Bless the man!" and dropped stitches, and +picked them up again, and at last grew so angry, that, upon old Gemp +asking her, for about the hundredth time that night, that same wearisome +question, she cried out: + +"Drat the man! how should I know? Look ye here, if you--Oh! I won't +stand no more of this nonsense?" She rose and went into the kitchen. +"Doctor Luttrell said if he got more restless he was to have it," she +grumbled to herself, "and he's quite unbearable to-night!" + +She poured out a double dose from a bottle left in her charge, and +chuckled as she said to herself, "That'll quiet him for the night." + +Old Gemp was sitting up in bed when she returned to the bed-room; and +once more his pointing finger rose, and he was about to speak, when Mrs +Preddle interfered. + +"There, that'll do, my dear! and now you've got to take this here physic +directly, to do you good." + +The old man looked at her in a vacant, helpless way for a few moments, +and then his countenance grew angry, and he motioned the medicine aside. + +"Oh, come now, it's of no use! You've got to take it, so now then!" + +She pressed the cup towards his lips; but the old man struck at it +angrily, and it flew across the room, splashing the bed with the +opium-impregnated liquid, and then shattering on the cemented floor. + +"Well, of all the owd rips as ever I did see!" cried the woman. "Oh, +you are better, then!" + +"What was I thinking about when I was took badly?" cried Gemp, pointing +as if nothing had happened. + +"Oh, about your money in the bank for aught I know!" cried the woman. + +"Ha!" + +The old man clapped his hands to his forehead, and held them there for a +few minutes, staring straight before him at the bed-room wall. + +He had uttered that ejaculation so sharply that the woman started, and +recoiled from him, in ignorance of the fact that she had touched the +key-note that had set the fibres of his memory athrill. + +"Why, what's come to you?" she said. "Sakes, man, you're not worse?" + +Old Gemp did not reply for a few moments. Then, stretching out one +hand, and pointing at his nurse: + +"Go and fetch doctor. Go at once! Quick, I say, quick!" + +The woman stared in alarm for a few moments, and then, catching her +bonnet and shawl from a nail, she hurriedly put them on and went out. + +"And I've been a-lying here," panted Gemp, sliding his legs out of bed, +and dressing himself quickly. "I remember now. I know. And perhaps +all gone--deeds, writings--all gone. I knew there was something wrong-- +I knew there was something wrong!" + +In five minutes he was out in the street, and had reached his friend the +tailor, who stared aghast at him at first, but as soon as he heard his +words blazed up as if fire had been applied to tow, and then subsided +with a cunning look. + +"Let's keep it quiet, neighbour," he said; "and go to-morrow morning, +and see what we can do with Hallam. Ah!" he cried, as a thought flashed +across his mind, "he has not been at the bank these three or four days. +You're right, neighbour, there is something wrong." + +Just at that moment, seeing the door open, another neighbour stepped in, +heard the last words, and saw Gemp's wild, miserly face agitated by the +horror of his loss. + +"What's wrong?" he cried. + +"Wrong? That scoundrel Hallam! that thief! that--" + +The new-comer started. + +"Don't say there's owt wrong wi' Dixons'!" he panted. + +"Yes, yes!" cried Gemp. "My deeds! my writings! I saw parson and +Thickens busy together. They were tackling Hallam when I was took +badly. Hallam's a rogue! I warned you all--a rogue! a rogue! See how +he has been going on!" + +"Neighbour," groaned the new-comer, "they've got all I have in the world +up yonder in the bank." + +"Oh, but it can't be true," said the tailor, with a struggle to catch at +a straw of hope. + +"_Ay_, but it is true," said the last comer, whose face was ghastly; +"and I'm a ruined man." + +"Nay, nay, wait a bit. P'r'aps Hallam has only been ill." + +"Ill? It was he, then, I'll swear, I saw to-night, walk by me in a +cloak and cap. He were going off. Neighbours, are we to sit still and +bear a thing like this?" + +"I'll hev my writings! I'll hev my writings!" cried Gemp hoarsely, as +he clawed at the air with his trembling hands. + +"Is owt wrong?" said a fresh voice, and another of the Castor tradesmen +sauntered in, pipe in mouth. + +In another minute he knew all they had to tell and the light was indeed +now applied to the tow. Reason and common-sense were thrown to the +winds, and a wild, selfish madness took their place. + +Dixons', the stable, the most substantial house in the county, the +stronghold where the essence of all the property for miles round was +kept, was now a bank of straw; and the flame ran from house to house +like the wildfire that it was. Had an enemy invaded the place, or the +fire that burns, there could not have been greater consternation. The +stability of the bank touched so many; while, as the news flew from +mouth to mouth, hundreds who had not a shilling in the bank, never had, +nor ever would have, took up the matter with the greatest indignation, +and joined in the excitement, and seemed the most aggrieved. + +There was nothing to go upon but the old man's suspicion; but that spark +had been enough to light the fire of popular indignation, and before +long, in the midst of a score of different proposals, old Gemp started +for the bank, supported by his two nearest neighbours, and across the +dim market-place the increasing crowd made its way. + +Mr Trampleasure was smoking his evening cigar on the step of the +private door. The cigar, a present from Sir Gordon: the permission to +smoke it there a present from Mrs Trampleasure. + +He heard wonderingly the noise of tumult, saw the crowd approaching, and +prudently went in and shut and bolted the doors, going up to a window to +parley with the crowd, as the bell was rung furiously, and some one beat +at the door of the bank with a stick. + +"What is it?" he said. + +"My deeds! my writings!" cried Gemp. "I want my deeds!" + +"Who's that? Mr Gemp? My dear sir, the bank's closed, as you know. +Come to-morrow morning." + +"No, no! Give the man his deeds. Here, break down the door!" cried a +dozen voices; and the rough element that was to be found in King's +Castor, as well as elsewhere, uttered a shout, and began to kick at the +panels. + +"Come away, Gemp. We shall get nothing if these fellows break in." + +"Look here!" cried a shrill voice at the window; and there was a +cessation of the noise, as Mrs Trampleasure leaned out. "We've got +pistols and blunderbusses here, as you all know, and if you don't be +off, we shall fire." + +"Open the doors then," cried a rough voice. + +"We haven't got the keys. Mr Thickens keeps them." + +There was a shout at this, for the crowd, like all crowds, was ready to +snatch at a change, and away they ran towards the mill. + +In five minutes though, they were tearing back, failing to find +Thickens; and a cry had been raised by the man with the rough voice, and +one of the poorest idlers of the town, the keenest redresser of wrong +now. + +"Hallam's! To Hallam's!" he yelled. "Hev him out, lads. We'll hev him +out. Hurray, lads, come on!" + +The tradesmen and depositors at Dixons' Bank looked aghast now at the +mischief done. They saw how they had opened a crack in the dam, and +that the crack had widened, the dam had given way, and the turbulent +waters were about to carry all before them. + +It was in vain to speak, for the indignant poor were in the front, and +the tailor, Gemp, and others who had been the leaders in the movement +found themselves in a pitiful minority, and were ready to retreat. + +But that was impossible. They were in the crowd, and were carried with +them across the market-place and down the street, to Hallam's house, +where they beat and thumped at the door. + +There was no answer for a few minutes, and they beat and roared. Then +some one threw a stone and smashed a pane of glass. This earned a +cheer, and a shower of stones followed, the panes shivering and tinkling +down inside and out of the house. + +Millicent was wrong when she said that Thisbe had gone to bed, for that +worthy was having what she called a quiet read in her room, and now as +the windows were breaking, and Millicent was shielding Julie whom, +half-awake, she had just dressed, there was an increase in the roar, for +Thisbe had gone down, more indignant than alarmed, and thrown open the +door. + +Then there was a dead silence, the silence of surprise, as Thisbe stood +in the doorway, and as a great hulking lad strove to push by her, struck +him a sounding slap on the face. + +There was a yell of laughter at this, and silence again, as the woman +spoke. + +"What do you want?" she cried boldly. + +"Hallam! Hallam! In with you, lads: fetch him out." + +"No, no; stop! stop! My deeds, my writings!" shrieked Gemp; but his +voice was drowned in the yelling of the mob, who now forced their way +in, filling the hall, the dining and drawing-rooms, and then making for +the old-fashioned staircase. + +"He's oop-stairs, lads; hev him down!" cried the leader, and the men +pressed forward, with a yell, their faces looking wild and strange by +the light of the lamp and the candle Thisbe had placed upon a bracket by +the stairs. + +But here their progress was stopped by Millicent, who, pale with dread, +but with a spot as of fire in either cheek, stood at the foot of the +staircase, holding the frightened child to her side, while Thisbe forced +her way before her. + +"What do you want?" she cried firmly. + +"Thy master, missus. Stand aside, we won't hurt thee. We want Hallam." + +"What do you want with him?" cried Millicent again. + +"We want him to give oop the money he's stole, and the keys o' bank. +Stand aside wi' you. Hev him down." + +There was a rush, a struggle, and Millicent and her shrieking child were +dragged down roughly, but good-humouredly, by the crowd that filled the +hall, while others kept forcing their way in. As for Thisbe, as she +fought and struck out bravely, her hands were pinioned behind her, and +the group were held in a corner of the hall, while with a shout the mob +rushed upstairs. + +"Here, let go," panted Thisbe to the men who held her. "I won't do so +any more. Let me take the bairn." + +The men loosed her at once, and they formed a ring about their +prisoners. + +"Let me have her, Miss Milly," she whispered, and she took Julie in her +arms, while Millicent, freed from this charge, made an effort to get to +the stairs. + +"Nay, nay, missus. Thou'rt better down here," said one of her gaolers +roughly; and the trembling woman was forced to stay, but only to keep +imploring the men to let her pass. + +Meanwhile the mob were running from room to room without success; and at +each shout of disappointment a throb of hope and joy made Millicent's +heart leap. + +She exchanged glances with Thisbe. + +"He has escaped," she whispered. + +"More shame for him then," cried Thisbe. "Why arn't he here to protect +his wife and bairn?" + +At that moment a fierce yelling and cheering was heard upstairs, where +the mob had reached the attic door and detected that it was locked on +the inside. + +The door was strong, but double the strength would not have held it +against the fierce onslaught made, and in another minute, amidst fierce +yelling, the tide began to set back, as the word was passed down, +"They've got him." + +Millicent's brain reeled, and for a few moments she seemed to lose +consciousness; but as she saw Hallam, pale, bleeding, his hair torn and +dishevelled, dragged down the stairs by the infuriated mob, her love +gave her strength. Wresting herself from those who would have +restrained her, she forced her way to her husband's side, flung her arms +about him as he was driven back against the wall, and, turning her +defiant face to the mob, made of her own body a shield. + +There was a moment's pause, then a yell, and the leader's voice cried: + +"Never mind her. Hev him out, lads, and then clear the house." + +There was a fresh roar at this, and then blows were struck right and +left in the dim light; the lamp was dashed over; while the curtains by +the window, where it stood, blazed up, and cast a lurid light over the +scene. For a moment the crowd recoiled as they saw the flushed and +bleeding face of Christie Bayle, as he struck out right and left till he +had fought his way to where he could plant himself before Millicent and +her husband, and try to keep the assailants back. + +The surprise was only of a few minutes' duration. + +"You lads, he's only one. Come on! Hallam: Let's judge and jury him." + +"You scoundrels!" roared Bayle, "a man must be judged by his country, +and not by such ruffians as you." + +"Hev him out, lads, 'fore the place is burnt over your heads." + +"Back! stand back, cowards!" cried Bayle; "do you not see the woman and +the child? Back! Out of the place, you dogs!" + +"Dogs as can bite, too, parson," cried the leader. "Come on." + +He made a dash at Hallam, getting him by the collar, but only to +collapse with a groan, so fierce was the blow that struck him on the +ear. + +Again there was a pause--a murmur of rage, and the wooden support of the +valance of the curtains began to crackle, while the hall was filling +fast with stifling smoke. + +One leader down, another sprang in his place, for the crowd was roused. + +"Hev him out, lads! Quick, we have him now." + +There was a rush, and Hallam was torn from Millicent's grasp--from +Christie Bayle's protecting arms, and with a yell the crowd rushed out +into the street, lit now by the glow from the smashed hall windows and +the fire that burned within. + +"My husband! Christie--dear friend--help, oh, help!" wailed Millicent, +as she tottered out to the front, in time to see Bayle literally leap to +Hallam's side and again strike the leader down. + +It was the last effort of his strength; and now a score of hands were +tearing and striking at the wretched victim, when there was the +clattering of horses' hoofs and a mounted man rode right into the crowd +with half-a-dozen followers at his side. + +"Stop!" he roared. "I am a magistrate. Constables: your duty." + +The mob fell back, and as five men, with whom was Thickens, seized upon +Hallam, Millicent tottered into the circle and sank at her husband's +knees. + +"Saved!" she sobbed, "saved!" + +For the first time Hallam found his voice, and cried, as he tried to +shake himself free: + +"This--this is a mistake--constables. Loose me. These men--" + +"It is no mistake, Mr Hallam, you are arrested for embezzlement," said +the mounted man sternly. + +"Three cheers for Sir Gordon Bourne and Dixons'," shouted one in the +crowd. + +Christie Bayle had just time to catch Millicent Hallam in his arms as +her senses left her, and with a piteous moan she sank back utterly +stunned. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +WRITHING IN HER AGONY. + +"Mother!--father! Oh, in heaven's name, speak to me! I cannot bear it. +My heart is broken. What shall I do?" + +"My poor darling!" sobbed Mrs Luttrell, holding her child to her breast +and rocking to and fro, while the doctor sat with wrinkled face nursing +and caressing Julia, who clung to him in a scared fashion, not having +yet got over the terrors of the past night. + +She had her arms about her grandfather, and nestled in his breast, but +every now and then she started up to gaze piteously in his face. + +"Would my dolls all be burnt, grandpa?" + +"Oh, I hope not, my pet," he said soothingly; "but never mind if they +are: grandpa will buy you some better ones." + +"But I liked those, grandpa, and--and is my little bed burnt too?" + +"No, my pet; I think not. I hope not. They put the fire out before it +did a great deal of harm." + +The child laid her head down again for a few moments, and then looked up +anxiously. + +"Thibs says the bad men tore the place all to pieces last night and +broke all the furniture and looking-glasses. Oh! grandpa, I--I--I--" + +Suffering still from the nervous shock of the nocturnal alarm, the poor +child's breast heaved, and she burst into a pitiful fit of sobbing, +which was some time before it subsided. + +"Don't think about it all, my pet," said the doctor, tenderly stroking +the soft little head. "Never mind about the old house, you shall come +and live here with grandpa, and we'll have such games in the old garden +again." + +"Yes, and I may smell the flowers, and--and--but I want our own house +too." + +"Ah, well, we shall see. There, you are not to think any more about +that now." + +"Why doesn't Mr Bayle come, grandpa? Did the bad people hurt him very +much?" + +"Oh no, my darling: he's all right, and he punished some of them." + +"And when will papa come?" + +"Hush, child," cried Millicent in a harsh, strange voice, "I cannot hear +to hear you." + +The child looked at her in a scared manner and clung to her grandfather, +but struggled from his embrace directly after, and ran to her mother, +throwing her arms about her, and kissing her and sobbing. + +"Oh, my own dear, dear mamma!" + +"My darling, my darling!" cried Millicent, passionately clasping her to +her breast; and Mrs Luttrell drew away to leave them together, creeping +quietly to the doctor's side, and laying her hand upon his shoulder, +looking a while in his eyes as if asking whether she were doing wisely. + +The doctor nodded, and for a few minutes there was no sound heard but +Millicent's sobs. + +"I wish Mr Bayle would come," said Julia all at once in her silvery +childish treble. + +"Silence, child!" cried Millicent fiercely. "Father dear, speak to me; +can you not help me in this trouble? You know the charge is all false?" + +"My darling, I will do everything I can." + +"Yes, yes, I know, but every one seems to have turned against us--Sir +Gordon, Mr Bayle, the whole town. It is some terrible mistake: all +some fearful error. How dare they charge my husband with a crime?" + +She gazed fiercely at her father as she spoke, and the old man stood +with his arms about Mrs Luttrell and his lips compressed. + +"You do not speak," cried Millicent; "surely you are not going to turn +against us, father?" + +"Oh! Milly, my own child," sobbed Mrs Luttrell, running to her to take +her head to her breast, "don't speak to us like that; as if your father +would do anything but help you." + +"Of course, of course," cried Millicent excitedly; "but there, I must +put off all this pitiful wailing." + +She rose in a quiet, determined way, and wiped her eyes hastily, +arranged her hair, and began to walk up and down the room. Then, +stopping, she forced a smile, and bent down and kissed Julia, sending a +flash of joy through her countenance. + +"Go and look round the garden, darling. Pick mamma a nice bunch of +flowers." + +"Will you come too, grandpa?" cried the child eagerly. + +"I'll come to you presently, darling," said the doctor nodding; and the +child bounded to the open window with a sigh of relief, but ran back to +kiss each in turn. + +"Now we can speak," cried Millicent, panting, as she forced herself to +be calm. "There is no time for girlish sobbing when such a call as this +is made upon me. The whole town is against poor Robert; they have +wrecked and burnt our house, and they have cast him into prison." + +"My darling, be calm, be calm," said the doctor soothingly. + +"Yes, I am calm," she said, "and I am going to work--and help my +husband. Now tell me, What is to be done first? He is in that dreadful +place." + +"Yes, my child, but leave this now. I will do all I can, and will tell +you everything. You have had no sleep all night; go and lie down now +for a few hours." + +"Sleep! and at a time like this!" cried Millicent. "Now tell me. He +will be brought up before the magistrates to-day?" + +"Yes, my child." + +"And he must have legal advice to counteract all this cruel charge that +has been brought against him. Poor fellow! so troubled as he has been +of late." + +The doctor looked at her with the lines in his forehead deepening. + +"If they had given him time he would have proved to them how false all +these attacks are. But we are wasting time. The lawyer, father, and he +will have to be paid. You will help me, dear; we must have some money." + +The doctor exchanged glances with his wife. + +"You have some, of course?" he said, turning to Millicent. + +"I? No. Robert has been so pressed lately. But you will lend us all +we want. You have plenty, father." + +The doctor was silent, and half turned away. + +"Father!" cried Millicent, catching his hand, "don't you turn from me in +my distress. I tell you Robert is innocent, and only wants time to +prove it to all the world. You will let me have the money for his +defence?" + +The doctor remained silent. + +"Father!" cried Millicent in a tone of command. + +"Hush! my darling; your poor father has no money," sobbed Mrs Luttrell, +"and sometimes lately we have not known which way to turn for a few +shillings." + +"Oh, father!" cried Millicent reproachfully. "But there's the house. +You must borrow money on its security, enough to pay for the best +counsel in London. Robert will repay you a hundredfold." + +The doctor turned away and walked to the window. + +"Father!" cried Millicent, "am I your child?" + +"My child! my darling!" he groaned, coming quickly back, "how can you +speak to me in such a tone?" + +"How can you turn from me at such a time, when the honour of my dear +husband is at stake? What are a few paltry hundred pounds to that? You +cannot, you shall not refuse. There, I know enough of business for +that. The lawyers will lend you money on the security of this house. +Go at once, and get what is necessary. Why do you hesitate?" + +"My poor darling!" cried Mrs Luttrell piteously, "don't, pray don't +speak to your father like that." + +"I must help my husband," said Millicent hoarsely. "Yes, yes, and you +shall, my dear; but be calm, be calm. There, there, there." + +"Mother, I must hear my father speak," said Millicent sternly. "I come +to him in sore distress and poverty. My home has been wrecked by last +night's mob, my poor husband half killed, and torn from me to be cast +into prison. I come to my father for help--a few pitiful pounds, and he +seems to side with my husband's enemies." + +"Milly, my darling, I'll do everything I can," cried the doctor; "but +you ask impossibilities. The house is not mine." + +"Not yours, father?" + +"Hush! hush, my dear!" sobbed Mrs Luttrell. "I can't explain to you +now, but poor papa was obliged to sell it a little while ago." + +"Where is the money?" said Millicent fiercely. + +"It was all gone before--the mortgages," said Mrs Luttrell. + +"And who bought it?" cried Millicent. + +"Mr Bayle." + +There was a pause of a few moments' duration, and then the suffering +woman seemed to flash out into a fit of passion. + +"Mr Bayle again!" she cried. + +"Yes, Mr Bayle, our friend." + +At that moment there came a burst of merry laughter from the garden, the +sounds floating in through the open window with the sweet scents of the +flowers, and directly after Julia, looking flushed and happy, appeared, +holding Christie Bayle's hand. + +Bayle paused as he saw the group within, and then slowly entered. + +"Mamma, I knew Mr Bayle would come!" cried Julia excitedly. "But, oh, +look at him, he has hurt himself so! He is so--so--oh, I can't bear it, +I can't bear it!" + +The memories of the past night came back in a flash--the hurried awaking +from sleep, the dressing, the sounds of the mob, the breaking windows, +the fire, and the wild struggle; and the poor child sobbed hysterically +and trembled, as Bayle sank upon his knees and took her to his breast. + +There she clung, while he caressed her and whispered comforting words, +Millicent the while standing back, erect and stern, and Mrs Luttrell +and the doctor with troubled countenances looking on. + +In a few minutes the child grew calm again, and then, without a word, +Millicent crossed to the fireplace and rang the bell. It was answered +directly by the doctor's maid. + +"Send Thisbe here," said Millicent sternly. + +In another minute Thisbe, who looked very white and troubled, appeared +at the door, gazing sharply from one to the other. + +"Julie, go to Thisbe," said Millicent in a cold, harsh voice. + +The child looked up quickly, and clung to Bayle, as she gazed at her +mother with the same shrinking, half-scared look she had so often +directed at her father. + +"Julie!" + +The child ran across to Thisbe, and Bayle bit his lip, and his brow +contracted, for he caught the sound of a low wail as the door was +closed. + +Then, advancing to her, with his face full of the pity he felt, Bayle +held out his hand to Millicent, and then let it fall, as she stood +motionless, gazing fiercely in his face, till he lowered his eyes, and +his head sank slowly, while he heaved a sigh. + +"You have come, then," she said, "come to look upon your work. You have +come to enjoy your triumph. False friend! Coward! Treacherous +villain! You have cast my husband into prison, and now you dare to meet +me face to face!" + +"Mrs Hallam! Millicent!" he cried, looking up, his face flushing as he +met her eyes, "what are you saying?" + +"The truth!" she cried fiercely. "He knew you better than I. He warned +me against you. His dislike had cause. I, poor, weak, trusting woman, +believed you to be our friend, and let you crawl and enlace yourself +about our innocent child's heart, while all the time you were forming +your plans, and waiting for your chance to strike!" + +"Mrs Hallam," said Bayle calmly, and with a voice full of pity, "you do +not know what you are saying." + +"Not know! when my poor husband told me all!--how you waited until he +was in difficulties, and then plotted with that wretched menial Thickens +to overthrow him! I know you now: cowardly, cruel man! Unworthy of a +thought! But let me tell you that you win no triumph. You thought to +separate us--to make the whole world turn from him whom you have cast +into prison. You have succeeded in tightening the bonds between us. +The trouble will pass as soon as my husband's innocency is shown, while +your conduct will cling to you, and show itself like some stain!" + +A look as angry as her own came over his countenance, but it passed in a +moment, and he said gravely: "I came to offer you my sympathy and help +in this time of need." + +"Your help, your sympathy!" cried Millicent scornfully. "You, who +planned, here, in my presence, with Sir Gordon, my husband's ruin! +Leave this house, sir! Stay! I forgot. By your machinations you are +master here. Mother, father, let us go. The world is wide, and heaven +will not let such villainy triumph in the end." + +"Oh, hush! hush!" exclaimed Bayle sternly. "Mrs Hallam, you know not +what you say. Doctor, come on to me, I wish to see you. Dear Mrs +Luttrell, let me assist you all I can. Good-bye! God help you in your +trouble. Good-bye!" + +He bent down and kissed the old lady; and as he pressed her hand she +clung to his, and kissed it in return. + +"Good-bye, Mrs Hallam," he said, holding out his hand once more. + +She turned from him with a look of disgust and loathing, and he went +slowly out, as he had come, with his head bent, along the road, and on +to the market-place. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +A CRITICAL TIME. + +There was only one bit of business going on in King's Castor that +morning among the mechanics, and that was where two carpenters were busy +nailing boards across the gaping windows and broken door of Hallam's +house. + +The ivy about the hall window was all scorched, and the frames of that +and two windows above were charred, but only the hall, staircase, and +one room had been burned before the fire was extinguished. The greater +part of the place, though, was a wreck, the mob having wreaked their +vengeance upon the furniture when Hallam was snatched from their hands +by the law; and for about an hour the self-constituted avengers of the +customers at Dixons' Bank had behaved like Goths. + +It was impossible for work to go on with such a night to canvass. One +group, as Bayle approached, was watching the little fire-engine, and the +drying of its hose which was hauled up by one end over the branch of an +oak-tree at Poppin's Corner. + +There was nothing to see but the little, contemptible, old-fashioned +pump on wheels; still fifty people, who had seen it in the belfry every +Sunday as they went to church, stopped to stare at it now. + +But the great group was round about the manager's house, many of them +being the idlers and scamps of the place, who had been foremost in the +destruction. + +The public-houses had their contingents; and then there were the farmers +from all round, who had driven in, red-hot with excitement; and, as soon +as they had left their gigs or carts in the inn-yard, were making their +way up to the bank. + +Some did not stop to go to the inn, but were there in their conveyances, +waiting for the bank to open, long before the time, and quite a murmur +of menace arose, when, to the very moment, James Thickens, calm and cool +and drab as usual, threw open the door, to be driven back by a party of +those gathered together. + +Fortunately the news had spread slowly, so that the crowd was not large; +but it was augmented by a couple of score of the blackguards of the +place, hungry-eyed, moist of lip, and ready for any excuse to leap over +the bank counter and begin the work of plunder. + +For the first time in his life James Thickens performed that feat-- +leaping over the counter to place it between himself and the clamorous +mob, who saw Mr Trampleasure there and Sir Gordon Bourne in the +manager's room, with the door open, and something on the table. + +"Here--Here"--"Here--Me"--"No, me." + +"I was first." + +"No, me, Thickens." + +"My money." + +"My cheque." + +"Change these notes." + +The time was many years ago, and there were no dozen or two of county +constabulary to draft into the place for its protection. Hence it was +that as Thickens stood, cool and silent, before the excited crowd, Sir +Gordon, calm and stern, appeared in the doorway with a couple of pistols +in his left hand, one held by the butt, the other by the barrel passed +under his thumb. + +"Silence!" he cried in a quick, commanding tone. + +"I am prepared--" + +"Yah! No speeches. Our money! Our--" + +"Silence!" roared Sir Gordon. "We are waiting to pay all demands." + +"Hear, hear! Hooray!" shouted one of the farmers, who had come in hot +haste, and his mottled face grew calm. + +"But we can't--" + +"Yah--yah!" came in a menacing yell. + +"Over with you, lads!" cried a great ruffian, clapping his hands on the +counter and making a spring, which the pressure behind checked and +hindered, so that he only got one leg on the counter. + +"Back, you ruffian!" cried Sir Gordon, taking a step forward, and, quick +as lightning, presenting a pistol at the fellow's head. "You, Dick +Warren, I gave you six months for stealing corn. Move an inch forward, +and as I am a man I'll fire." + +There was a fierce murmur, and then a pause. + +The great ruffian half crouched upon the counter, crossing his eyes in +his fear, and squinting crookedly down the pistol barrel, which was +within a foot of his head. + +"I say, gentlemen and customers, that Mr Thickens here is waiting to +pay over all demands on Dixons' Bank." + +"Hear, hear!" cried the farmer who had before spoken. + +"But there are twenty or thirty dirty ruffians among you, and people who +do not bank with us, and I must ask you to turn them out." + +There was a fierce murmur here, and Sir Gordon's voice rose again high +and clear. + +"Mr Trampleasure, you will find the loaded firearms ready in the upper +room. Go up, sir, and without hesitation shoot down the first scoundrel +who dares to throw a stone at the bank." + +"Yes, Sir Gordon," said Trampleasure, who dared not have fired a piece +to save his life, but who gladly beat a retreat to the first-floor +window, where he stood with one short blunderbuss in his hand, and Mrs +Trampleasure with the other. + +"Now, gentlemen," cried Sir Gordon, "I am waiting for you to clear the +bank." + +There was another fierce growl at this; but the mottled-faced farmer, +who had ridden in on his stout cob, and who carried a hunting crop with +an old-fashioned iron hammer head, spat in his fist, and turned the +handle-- + +"Now, neighbours and friends as is customers!" he roared in a stentorian +voice, "I'm ready when you are." As he spoke he caught the man half on +the counter by the collar, and dragged him off. + +"Here, keep your hands off me!" + +"Yow want to fight, yow'd--" + +"Yah! hah!" + +Then a scuffling and confused growl, and one or two appeals to sticks +and fists; but in five minutes every man not known as a customer of the +bank was outside, and the farmers gave a cheer, which was answered by a +yell from the increasing mob, a couple of dozen of whom had stooped for +stones and began to flourish sticks. + +But the stout farmer, who was on the steps between the two pillars that +flanked the entrance, put his hand to his mouth, as if about to give a +view halloo! + +"Look out for the bloonder-boosh, my lads." And then, turning his head +up to the window where Mr Trampleasure stood, weapon in hand, "Tak' a +good aim on the front, and gie it 'em--whang! Mr Trampleasure, sir. +Thee'll scatter the sloogs fine." + +Not a stone was thrown, and by this time James Thickens was busy at work +cancelling with his quill pen, and counting and weighing out gold. He +never offered one of Dixons' notes: silver and gold, current coin of the +realm, was all he passed over the counter, and though the customers +pressed and hurried to get their cheques or notes changed, Thickens +retained his coolness and went on. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour the excitement was subsiding, but the +bank was still full of farmers and tradespeople, the big burly man with +the hunting crop being still by the counter unpaid. + +All at once, after watching the paying over of the money for some time, +he began hammering the mahogany counter heavily with the iron handle of +his whip. + +"Here, howd hard!" he roared. + +Sir Gordon, who had put the pistols on the table, and was sitting on the +manager's chair, coolly reading his newspaper in full view, laid it +down, and rose to come to the open glass door. + +"Ay, that's right, Sir Gordon. I want a word wi' thee. I'm not a man +to go on wi' fullishness; but brass is brass, and a hard thing to get +howd on. Now, look ye here. Howd hard, neighbours, I hevn't got much +to saya." + +"What is it, Mr Anderson?" said Sir Gordon calmly. + +"Why, this much, Sir Gordon and neighbours. Friend o' mine comes out o' +the town this morning and says, `If thou'st got any brass i' Dixons' +Bank, run and get it, lad, for Maester Hallam's bo'ted, and bank's +boosted oop.' Now, Sir Gordon, it don't look as if bank hev boosted +oop." + +"Oh, no," said Sir Gordon, smiling. + +"Hev Maester Hallam bo'ted, then, or is that a lie too?" + +"I am sorry to say that Mr Hallam has been arrested on a charge of +fraud." + +"That be true, then?" said the farmer. "Well, now, look here, Sir +Gordon; I've banked wi' you over twanty year, and I can't afford to lose +my brass. Tween man and man, is my money safe?" + +"Perfectly, Mr Anderson." + +"That'll do, Sir Gordon," said the farmer, tearing up the cheque he held +in his hand, and scattering it over his head. "I'll tak' Sir Gordon's +word or Dixons' if they say it's all right. I don't want my brass." + +"Gentlemen," said Sir Gordon, flashing slightly, "if you will trust me +and my dear old friend Mr Dixon, you shall be paid all demands to the +last penny we have. I am sorry to say that I have discovered a very +heavy defalcation on the part of our late manager, and the loss will be +large, but that loss will fall upon us, gentlemen, not upon you." + +"But I want my deeds, my writings," cried a voice. "I'm not a-going to +be cheated out o' my rights." + +"Who is that?" said Sir Gordon. + +"Mr Gemp, Sir Gordon," said Thickens quickly. "Deposit of deeds of row +of houses in Rochester Close; and shares." + +"Mr Gemp," said Sir Gordon, "I am afraid your deeds are amongst others +that are missing." + +"Ay! Ay! Robbers! Robbers!" shouted Gemp excitedly. + +"No, Mr Gemp, we are not robbers," said Sir Gordon. "If you will +employ your valuer, I will employ ours; and as soon as they have decided +the amount, Mr James Thickens will pay you--to-day if you can get the +business done, and the houses and shares are Dixons'." + +"Hear, hear, hear," shouted Anderson. "There, neighbour, he can't say +fairer than that." + +"Nay, I want my writings, and I don't want to sell. I want my writings. +I'll hev 'em too." + +"Shame on you, Gemp," said a voice behind him. "Three days ago you were +at death's door. Your life was spared, and this is the thank-offering +you make to your neighbours in their trouble." + +"Nay, don't you talk like that, parson, thou doesn't know what it is to +lose thy all," piped Gemp. + +"Lose?" cried Bayle, who had entered the bank quietly to see Sir Gordon. +"Man, I have lost heavily too." + +Thickens was making signs to him now with his quill pen. + +"Ay, but I want my writings. I'll hev my writings," cried Gemp. +"Neighbours, you have your money. Don't you believe 'em. They're +robbers." + +"If I weer close to thee, owd Gemp, I'd tak' thee by the scruff and the +band o' thy owd breeches and pitch thee out o' window. Sir Gordon's +ready to do the handsome thing." + +"Touch me if you dare," cried old Gemp. "I want my writings. It was +bank getting unsafe made me badly. You neighbours have all thy money +out, for they haven't got enough to last long." + +There was a fresh murmur here, and Sir Gordon looked anxious. Mr +Anderson stood fast; but it was evident that a strong party were waiting +for their money, and more than one began to twitch Thickens by the +sleeve, and present cheques and notes. + +Thickens paid no heed, but made his way to where Christie Bayle was +standing, and handed him a pocket-book. + +"Here," he said. "I couldn't come to you. I had to watch the bank." + +"My pocket-book, Thickens?" + +"Yes, sir. I was just in time to knock that scoundrel over as he was +throttling you. I'd come to meet the coach." + +"Why, Thickens!" cried Bayle, flushing--"Ah, you grasping old miser! +What! turn thief?" + +The latter was to old Gemp, who saw the pocket-book passed, and made a +hawk-like clutch at it, but his wrist was pinned by Bayle, who took the +pocket-book and slipped it into his breast. + +"It's my papers--it's writings--it's--" + +His voice was drowned in a clamour that arose, as about twenty more +people came hurrying in at the bank-door, eager to make demands for +their deposits. + +Sir Gordon grew pale, for there was not enough cash in the house to meet +the constant demand, and he had hoped that the ready payment of a great +deal would quiet the run. + +The clamour increased, and it soon became evident that the dam had given +way, and that nothing remained but to go on paying to the last penny in +the bank, while there was every possibility of wreck and destruction +following. + +"Howd hard, neighbours," cried Anderson; "Sir Gordon says it's all +right. Dixons' 'll pay." + +"Dixons' can't pay," shouted a voice. "Hallam's got everything, and the +bank's ruined." + +There was a roar here, and the fire seemed to have been again applied to +the tow. Thickens looked in despair at Bayle, and then with a quick +movement locked the cash drawer, and clapped the key in his pocket. The +action was seen. There was a yell of fury from the crowd in front, and +a dozen hands seized the clerk. + +Sir Gordon darted forward, this time without pistols, and hands and +sticks were raised, when in a voice of thunder Christie Bayle roared: + +"Stop!" + +There was instant silence, for he had leaped upon the bank counter. + +"Stand back!" he said, "and act like Christian men, and not like wild +beasts. Dixons' Bank is sound. Look here!" + +"It's failed! it's failed!" cried a dozen voices. + +"It has not failed," shouted Bayle. "Look here: I have been to London." + +"Yes, we know." + +"To fetch twenty-one thousand pounds--my own property!" + +There was dead silence here. + +"Look! that is the money, all in new Bank of England notes." + +He tore them out of the large pocket-book. + +"To show you my confidence in Dixons' Bank and in Sir Gordon Bourne's +word, I deposit this sum with them, and open an account. Mr Thickens, +have the goodness to enter this to my credit; I'll take a chequebook +when you are at liberty." + +He passed the sheaf of rustling, fluttering, new, crisp notes to the +cashier, and then, taking Sir Gordon's offered hand, leaped down inside +the counter of the bank. + +"There, Sir Gordon," he said, with a smile, "I hope the plague is +stayed." + +"Christie Bayle," whispered Sir Gordon huskily, "Heaven bless you! I +shall never forget this day!" Half-an-hour later the bank business was +going on as usual, but the business of the past night and morning was +more talked of than before. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +IN MISERY'S DEPTHS. + +One of many visits to the gloomy, stone-built, county gaol where Hallam +was waiting his trial--for all applications for the granting of bail had +been set aside--Millicent had insisted upon going alone, but without +avail. + +"No, Miss Milly, you may insist as long as you like; but until I'm +berried, I'm going to keep by you in trouble, and I shall go with you." + +"But Thibs, my dear, dear old Thibs," cried Millicent, flinging her arms +about her neck, "don't you see that you will be helping me by staying +with Julie?" + +"No, my dear, I don't; and, God bless her! she'll be as happy as can be +with her grandpa killing slugs, as I wish all wicked people were the +same, and could be killed out of the way." + +"But, Thibs, I order you to stay!" + +"And you may order, my dear," said Thisbe stubbornly. "You might order, +and you might cut off my legs, and then I'd come crawling like the +serpent in the Scripters--only I hope it would be to do good." + +"Oh, you make me angry with you, Thisbe. Haven't I told you that Miss +Heathery has been pressing to come this morning, and I refused her?" + +"Why, of course you did, my dear," replied Thisbe contemptuously. "Nice +one she'd be to go with you, and strengthen and comfort you! Send her +to your pa's greenhouse to turn herself into a pot, and water the plants +with warm water, and crying all over, and perhaps she'd do some good; +but to go over to Lindum! The idea! Poor little weak thing!" + +"But, Thisbe, can you not see that this is a visit that I ought to pay +alone?" + +"No, miss." + +"But it is: for my husband's sake." + +"Every good husband who had left his wife in such trouble as you're in +would be much obliged to an old servant for going with you all that long +journey. There, miss, once for all--you may go alone, if you like, but +I shall follow you and keep close to you all the time, and sit down at +the prison gate." + +"Oh, hush, Thibs!" cried Millicent, with a spasm of pain convulsing her +features. + +"Yes, miss, I understand. And now I'm going. I shan't speak a word to +you; I shan't even look at you, but be just as if I was a nothing, and +all the same I'm there ready for you to hear, and be a comfort in my +poor way, so that you may lean on me as much as you like; and, please +God, bring us all well out of our troubles. Amen." + +Poor Thisbe's words were inconsequent, but they were sincere, and she +followed her mistress to the coach, and then through the hilly streets +of the old city, and finally, as she had suggested, seated herself upon +a stone at the prison gates while her mistress went in. + +The sound of lock and bolt chilled Millicent; the aspect of the gloomy, +high-walled enclosure, with the loose bricks piled on the top to show +where the wall had been tampered with, and to hinder escape, the very +aspect, too, of the governor's house, with its barred windows to keep +prisoners out, as the walls were to keep them in--a cage within a cage-- +made her heart sink, and when after traversing stone passages, and +hearing doors locked and unlocked, she found herself in the presence of +her husband, her brain reeled, a mist came before her eyes, and for a +while her tongue refused to utter the words she longed to speak. + +"Humph!" said Hallam roughly. "You don't seem very glad to see me." + +Her reproachful eyes gave him the lie; and, looking pale, anxious, and +terribly careworn, he began to pace the floor. + +The careful arrangement of the hair, the gentlemanly look, seemed to +have given place to a sullen, half-shrinking mien, and it was plain to +see how confinement and mental anxiety had told upon him. + +In a few minutes, though, he had thrown off a great deal of this, and +spoke eagerly to his wife, who, while tender and sympathetic in word and +look, seemed ever ready to spur him on to some effort to free himself +from the clinging stain. + +This had been her task from the very first. Cast down with a feeling of +degradation and sorrow, when the arrest had been made, she had, as we +know, recoiled. + +She had made every effort possible; had gone to her husband for advice +and counsel, and had ended at his wish by taking the money Miss Heathery +offered, to pay a good attorney to conduct his case; but on the first +hearing, she was informed by the lawyer that a gentleman was down from +town, a barrister of some eminence, who said that he had been instructed +to defend Mr Hallam, and he declined to give any further information. + +The despair that came over Millicent was terrible to witness; but she +mastered these fits of despondency by force of will and the feverish +energy with which she set to work. She visited Hallam, questioning, +asking advice, instruction, and bidding him try to see his way out of +the difficulty, till he grew morose and sullen, and seemed to find +special pleasure in telling her that it was "all the work of that +parson." + +In her feverish state, in the despair with which she had bidden herself +do her duty to her wronged, her injured husband, she took all this as +fact, and shutting herself up at Miss Heathery's, refused to read the +letters Bayle sent to her, or to give him an interview. + +It was as if a savage spirit of hate and revenge had taken possession of +her, and with blind determination she went on her way, praying for +strength to make her worthy of the task of defending her injured +husband, and for the overthrow of the cruel enemies who were fighting to +work his ruin. + +And now she was having the last interview with Hallam, for the +authorities had interfered, she had had so much latitude, and he had +given her certain instructions which made her start. + +"Go to him?" she said, looking up wonderingly. + +"Yes, of course," he said sharply; "do you wish me to lose the slightest +chance of getting off?" + +"But, Robert, dear," she said innocently, but with the energy that +pervaded her speaking, "why not go bravely to your trial? The truth +must prevail." + +"Oh, yes," he said cynically; "it is a way it has in courts of law." + +"Don't speak like that, love. I want you to hold up your head bravely +in the face of your detractors, to show how you have been tricked and +injured, that this man Crellock, whom you have helped, has proved a +villain--deceiving, robbing, and shamefully treating you." + +"Yes," he said; "I should like to show all that." + +"Then don't send me to Sir Gordon. I feel that there is no mercy to be +expected from either him or Mr Bayle. They both hate you." + +"Most cordially, dear. By all that's wearisome, I wish they would let +me have a cigar here." + +"No, no; think of what you are telling me to do," she cried eagerly, as +she saw him wandering from the purpose in hand. "You say I must go to +Sir Gordon?" + +"Yes. Don't say it outright, but give him to understand that if he will +throw up this prosecution of his, it will be better for the bank. That +I can give such information as will pay them." + +"You know so much about Stephen Crellock?" she said quickly. + +"Yes; I can recover a great deal, I am sure." + +"And I am to show him how cruelly he has wronged you?" + +"Yes, of course." + +"You desire me to do this; you will not trust to your innocence, and the +efforts of the counsel?" + +"Do you want to drive me mad with your questions?" he cried savagely. +"If you decline to go, my lawyer shall see Sir Gordon." + +"Robert!" she said reproachfully, but with the sweet gentleness of her +pitying love for the husband irritated, and beyond control of self in +his trouble, apparent in her words. + +"Well, why do you talk so and hesitate?" he cried petulantly. + +"I will go, dear," she said cheerfully, "and I will plead your cause to +the uttermost." + +"Yes, of course. It will be better that you should go. He likes you, +Millicent; he always did like you, and I dare say he will listen to you. +I don't know but what it might be wise to knock under to Bayle. But +no: I hate that fellow. I always did from the first. Well, leave that +now. See Sir Gordon; tell him what I say, that it will be best for the +bank. You'll win. Hang it, Millicent, I could not bear this trial: it +would kill me." + +"Robert!" + +"Ah, well, I'm not going to die yet, and it would be very sad for my +handsome little wife to be left a widow if they hang me, or to exist +with a live husband serving one-and-twenty years in the bush." + +"Robert, you will break my heart if you speak like that," panted +Millicent. + +"Ah, well, we must not do that," he cried laughingly. "Look here, +though; this barrister who is to defend me, I know him--Granton, Q.C. +Did your father instruct him?" + +"No: he could not. Robert, we are frightfully poor." + +"Ah! it is a nuisance," he said, "thanks to my enemies; but we'll get +through. Now then, who has instructed this man?" + +"I cannot tell, dear." + +"I see it all," he said; "it's a plan of the enemy. They employ their +own man, and he will sell me, bound hand and foot, to the Philistines." + +"Oh! Robert, surely no one would be so base." + +"I don't know," he said. "They want to win. It's Sir Gordon's doing. +No, it's Christie Bayle. I'd lay a thousand pounds he has paid the +fellow's fees." + +"Then, Robert, you will not trust him; you will refuse to let him defend +you. Husband, my brave, true, innocent husband," she cried, with her +pale face flushing, "defend yourself!" + +"Hush! Go to Sir Gordon at once. Say everything. I must be had out of +this, Milly. I cannot stand my trial." She could only nod her +acquiescence, for a gaoler had entered to announce that the visit was at +an end. + +Then, as if in a dream, confused, troubled in spirit, and hardly seeing +her way for the mist before her eyes, Millicent Hallam followed the +gaoler back along the white stone passages and through the clanging +gates, to be shut out of the prison and remain in a dream of misery and +troubled thought, conscious of only one thing, and that one that a +gentle hand had taken her by the arm and led her back to where they +waited for the conveyance to take them home. + +"These handsome men; these handsome men!" sighed Thibs, as she sat by +Julia's bed that night, tired with her journey, but reluctant to go to +her own resting-place--a mattress upon the floor. "Oh! how I wish +sometimes we were back at the old house, and me scolding and stubborn +with poor old missus, and in my tantrums from morning to night. Ah! +those were happy days." + +Thisbe shook her head, and rocked herself to and fro, and sighed and +sighed again. + +"My old kitchen, and my old back door, and the big dust-hole! What a +house it was, and how happy we used to be! Ah! if we could only change +right back and be there once more, and Miss Milly not married to no +handsome scamp. Ah! and he is; Miss Milly may say what she likes, and +try to believe he isn't. He is a scamp, and I wish she had never seen +his handsome face, and we were all back again, and then--Oh!--Oh! Oh!-- +Oh!--Oh!" cried hard, stubborn Thisbe as she sank upon her knees by the +child's bedside, sobbing gently and with the tears running down her +cheeks, "and then there wouldn't be no you. Bless you! bless you! bless +you!" + +She kissed the child as a butterfly might settle on a flower, so tender +was her love, so great her fear of disturbing the little one's rest. + +"Oh! dear me, dear me!" she said, rising and wiping the tears from her +hard face and eyes, "well, there's whites and blacks, and ups and downs, +and pleasures and pains, and I don't know what to say--except my +prayers; and the Lord knows what's best for us after all." + +Ten minutes after, poor Thisbe was sleeping peacefully, while, with +burning brow, Millicent was pacing her bed-room, thinking of the +morrow's interview with Sir Gordon Bourne. + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +MR GEMP IS CURIOUS. + +"I know'd--I know'd it all along," said Old Gemp to his friends, for the +excitement of his loss seemed now to have acted in an opposite direction +and to be giving him strength. "I know'd he couldn't be living at that +rate unless things was going wrong. What did the magistrates say?" + +"Said it was a black case, and committed him for trial," replied +Gorringe the tailor. "Ah, I don't say that clothes is everything, Mr +Gemp; but a well-made suit makes a gentleman of a man, and you never +heard of Mr Thickens doing aught amiss." + +"Nor me neither, eh, Gorringe? and you've made my clothes ever since +you've been in business." + +The tailor looked with disgust at his neighbour's shabby, well-worn +garments, and remained silent. + +"I'd have been in the court mysen, Gorringe, on'y old Luttrell said he +wouldn't be answerable for my life if I got excited again, and I don't +want to die yet, neighbour; there's a deal for me to see to in this +world." + +"Got your money, haven't you?" + +"Ye-es, I've got my money, and it's put away safe; but I wanted my +deeds--my writings. I've lost by that scoundrel, horribly." + +"Ah, well, it might have been worse," said Gorringe, giving a snip with +his scissors that made Gemp start as if it were his own well-frayed +thread of life being cut through. + +"Oh, of course it might have been worse; but a lot of us have lost, eh, +neighbour?" + +"Dixons' and Sir Gordon have come down very handsome over it," said +Gorringe, who was designing a garment, as he called it, with a piece of +French chalk. + +"And the parson," said Gemp; "only to think of it--a parson, a curate, +with one-and-twenty thousand pound in his pocket." + +"Ay, it come in handy," said Gorringe. + +"Now, where did he get that money, eh? It's a wonderful sight for a man +like him," said Gemp, with a suspicious look. + +"London. I heerd tell that he said he had been to London to get it." + +"Ay, he said so," cried Gemp, shaking his head, "but it looks +suspicious, mun. Here was he hand and glove with the Hallams, always at +their house and mixed up like. I want to know where he got that money. +I say, sir, that a curate with twenty thousand pound of his own is a +sort o' monster as ought to be levelled down." + +The tailor pushed up his glasses to the roots of his hair, and left off +his work to hold up his shears menacingly at his crony. + +"Gemp, old man," he said, "I would not be such a cantankerous, +suspicious old magpie as you for a hundred pounds; and look here, if +you're going to pull buttons off the back o' parson's coat, go and do it +somewhere else, and not in my shop." + +"Oh! you needn't be so up," said Gemp. "Look here," he cried, pointing +straight at his friend, "what did Thickens say about the writings?" + +"Spoke fair as a man could speak," said Gorringe, resuming his +architectural designs in chalk and cloth, "said he felt uncomfortable +about the matter first when he saw Hallam give a package to a man named +Crellock--chap who often come down to see him; that he was suspicious +like that for two years, but never had an opportunity of doing more than +be doubtful till just lately." + +"Why didn't he speak out to a friend--say to a man like me?" + +"Because, I'm telling you, it was only suspicion. Hallam managed the +thing very artfully, and threw dust in Thickens's eyes; but last of all +he see his way clear, and went and told parson. And just then Sir +Gordon were suspicious, too, and had got something to go upon, and they +nabbed my gentleman just as he was going away." + +"And do you believe all this?" cried Gemp. + +"To be sure I do. Don't you?" + +"Tchah! I'm afraid they're all in it." + +"Ah! well, I'm not; and, as we've nothing to lose, I don't care." + +"How did Hallam look?" + +"Very white; and, my word! he did give parson a look when he was called +up to give his evidence. He looked black at Thickens and at Sir Gordon, +but he seemed regularly savage with parson." + +"Ah, to be sure!" cried Gemp. "What did I say about being thick with +parson? It's my belief that if all had their deserts parson would be +standing in the dock alongside o' Hallam." + +"And it's my belief, Gemp, that you're about the silliest owd maulkin +that ever stepped! There, I won't quarrel with thee. Parson? Pshaw!" + +"Well, thou'lt see, mun, thou'lt see! Committed for trial, eh? And how +about the other fellow!" + +"What, Crellock? Oh, they've got him too. He came smelling after +Hallam, who was like a decoy bird to him. Wanted to see him in the +cage; and they let him see Hallam, and--" + +"Ah, I heard that Hallam told the constable Crellock was worse than he, +and they took him too. Yes, I heard that. Hallo! here comes Hallam's +maid--doctor's owd lass, Thisbe. Let's get a word wi' her." + +Gemp shuffled out of the tailor's shop, and made for Thisbe, who was +coming down the street, with her head up and her nose in the air. + +"Mornin', good mornin'," he said, with one of his most amiable grins. + +"I didn't say it wasn't," said Thisbe sharply; and she went straight on +to Miss Heathery's, knocked sharply, and waited, gazing defiantly about +the place the while. + +"Well, she's a stinger, she is!" muttered Gemp, standing scraping away +at his face with his forefinger. "Do her good to be married, and hev +some one with the rule over her. Humph! she's gone. Now what does she +want there?" + +The answer was very simple, though it was full of mystery to Gemp. +Thisbe wanted her mistress and the child, who had gone to Miss +Heathery's after dark, Millicent's soul revolting against the idea of +staying at the old home now that it was in the possession of Christie +Bayle, her husband's bitterest foe. + +The gossips were quite correct. Hallam had been examined thrice before +the county magistrates, and enough had been traced to prove that for a +long time he had been speculating largely, losing, and making up his +losses by pledging, at one particular bank, the valuable securities with +which Dixons' strong-room was charged. When one of these was wanted he +pledged another and redeemed it, while altogether the losses were so +heavy that, had not the old bank proprietors been very wealthy men, +Dixons' must have gone. + +"Now, where's she a-going, neighbour?" said Gemp, scraping away at his +stubbly face. "I don't feel up to it like I did, but I shall have to +see." + +Gorringe peered through his glasses and the window at the figure in +black that had just left Miss Heathery's, leaning on Thisbe's arm for a +few moments, and then, as if by an effort, drawing herself up and +walking alone. + +The day was lovely, the sky of the deepest blue; the sun seemed to be +brightening every corner of the whole town, and making the flowers blink +and brighten, and the sparrows that haunted the eaves to be in a state +of the greatest excitement. King's Castor had never looked more +quaintly picturesque and homelike, more the beau-ideal of an old English +country town, from the coaching inn with yellow post-chaise outside, and +the blue-jacketed postboy with his unnecessarily knotted whip, down to +the vegetable stall at the corner of the market, where old Mrs Dims sat +on an ancient rush-bottomed chair, with her feet in a brown earthenware +bread-pancheon to keep them dry. + +Mrs Pinet's flower-pots were so red that they seemed like the blossoms +of her plants growing unnaturally beneath the leaves, and her window, +and every one else's panes, shone and glittered with the true country +brilliancy in the morning sun. Even the grass looked green growing +between the cobble-stones--those pebbles that gave the town the aspect +that, being essentially pastoral, the inhabitants had decided, out of +compliment to their farm neighbours, to pave it with sheep's kidneys. + +But there was one blot upon it--one ugly scar, where the yellow deal +boards had been newly nailed up, and the walls and window-frames were +blackened with smoke; and it was when passing these ruins of her home +that Millicent Hallam first shuddered, and then drew herself up to walk +firmly by. + +"Ah!" said Gorringe, making his shears click, "you wouldn't feel happy +if you didn't know what was going on, would you, neighbour?" + +"Eh? Know? Of course not. If it hadn't been for me looking after the +bank, where would you have all been, eh?" + +Gemp spoke savagely, and pointed at the tailor as if he were going to +bore a hole in his chest. + +"Well, p'r'aps you did some good there, Master Gemp; but if you'd take +my advice, you'd go home and keep yoursen quiet. I wouldn't get excited +about nothing, if I was you." + +"Humph! No, you wouldn't, Master Gorringe; but some folk is different +to others," said Gemp, talking away from the doorway, with his head +outside, as he peered down the street. + +"Hey! look at 'em now!--the curiosity of these women folk! Here's owd +Mother Pinet with her neck stretched out o' window, and Barton at the +shop, and Cross at the `Chequers,' and Dawson the carrier, all got their +heads out, staring after that woman. Now, where's she going, I wonder?" + +Old Gemp stumped back into the shop, shaving away at his cheek. + +"She can't be going over to Lindum to see Hallam, because she went +yesterday." + +The tailor's shears clicked as a corner was taken out of a piece of +cloth. + +"She ain't going up to the doctor's, because he drove by half-an-hour +ago with the owd lady." + +Another click. + +"Can't be going for a walk. Wouldn't go for a walk at a time like this. +I've often wondered why folk do go for walks, Master Gorringe. I never +did." + +_Click_! + +"Nay, Master Gemp, you could always find enough to see and do in the +town, eh?" + +"Plenty! plenty, mun, plenty!--I've got it!" + +"Eh?" + +"She's going--Hallam's wife, yonder--to see owd Sir Gordon, and beg +Hallam off; and, look here, I wean't hev it!" + +Gemp banged his stick down upon the counter in a way that made the cloth +spread thereon rise in waves, and became very broad of speech here, +though it was a matter of pride amongst the Castor people that they +spoke the purest English in the county, and were not broad of utterance, +like the people on the wolds, and "down in the marsh." + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +A PAINFUL MEETING. + +Whether Gemp would have it or no, Millicent Hallam was on her way to Sir +Gordon's quiet, old-fashioned house on the North Road--a house that was +a bit of a mystery to the Castor children, whose young brains were full +of conjecture as to what could be inside a place whose windows were +blanks, and with nothing but a door to the road, and a high wall right +and left to complete the blankness of the frontage. + +It ought to have been called the backage; for Sir Gordon Bourne's house +was very pleasant on the other side, with a compact garden and flowers +blooming to brighten it--a garden in which he never walked. + +Millicent Hallam pulled at the swinging handle of the bell at Sir +Gordon's door with the determination of one who has called to demand a +right. + +The door was opened by a quiet-looking, middle-aged man in drab livery, +whose brown hair and cocoa-nut fibry whiskers, joined to a swinging, +easy gait, suggested that he would not have been out of place on the +deck of a vessel, an idea strengthened by an appearance, on one side of +his face, as if he were putting his tongue in his cheek. + +He drew back respectfully before Millicent could say, "Is Sir Gordon at +home?" allowed her to pass, and then, as Thisbe followed her mistress, +he gave her a very solemn wink, but without the vestige of a smile. + +Thisbe gave her shawl a violent snatch, as if it were armour that she +was drawing over a weak spot; but Tom Porter, Sir Gordon's factotum, did +not see it, for he was closing the door and thinking about how to hide +the fact that his hands were marked with rouge with which he had been +polishing the plate when the bell rang. + +He led the way across the hall, which was so full of curiosities from +all parts of the globe that it resembled a museum, and, opening a door +at the end, ushered Millicent into Sir Gordon's library, a neatly kept +little room with a good deal of the air of a captain's cabin in its +furnishing; telescopes, compasses, and charts hung here and there, in +company with books of a maritime character, while one side of the place +was taken up by a large glass case containing a model of "The _Sea +Dream_ schooner yacht, the property of Gordon Bourne." So read an +inscription at the foot, engraved upon a brass plate. + +Millicent remained standing with her veil down, while Tom Porter +retired, closed the door, and, after giving notice of the arrival, went +back into the hall, where Thisbe was standing in a very stern, +uncompromising fashion. + +Sir Gordon's man wanted to arrange his white cravat, but his fingers +were red, and for the same reason he was debarred from pushing the +Brutus on his head a little higher, so that, unable to rearrange his +plumage, he had to let it go. + +He walked straight up to Thisbe, stared very hard at her, breathing to +match, and then there was a low deep growl heard which bore some +resemblance to "How are you?" + +Thisbe was "Nicely, thank you," but she did not say it nicely; it was +snappish and short. + +Mr Tom Porter did not seem to object to snappish shortness, for he +growled forth: + +"Come below?" and added, "my pantry?" + +"No, thank you," was Thisbe's reply, full of asperity. + +"Won't you take anything--biscuit?" + +"No, I--thank--you," replied Thisbe, dividing her words very carefully; +and Tom Porter stood with his legs wide apart and stared. + +"I would ha' been at sea, if it hadn't ha' been for the trouble yonder," +he said, after a pause. + +"Ho!" + +Tom Porter raised his hand to scratch his head, but remembered in time, +and turned it under his drab coat tail. + +"Very sorry," he said at last, without moving a muscle. + +"Thank you," said Thisbe sharply and then. "You needn't wait." + +"Needn't wait it is," said Tom Porter in a gruff growl, and giving one +hand a sort of throw up towards his forehead, and one leg a kick out +behind, he went off through a door, perfectly unconscious of the fact +that Thisbe's countenance had unconsciously softened, as she stood +admiring the breadth of Tom Porter's shoulders and the general solidity +of his build. + +Meanwhile Millicent stood waiting until a well-known cough announced the +coming of Sir Gordon, who entered the room and with grave courtesy +placed a chair for his visitor. + +"I expected you, Mrs Hallam," he said with a voice full of sympathy; +and, as he spoke, he remained standing. + +Millicent raised her veil, looked at him with her handsome face +contracted by mental pain and with an angry, almost fierce glow in her +eyes. + +"You expected me?" she said, repeating his words with no particular +emphasis or intonation. + +"Yes; I thought you would come to an old friend for help and counsel at +a time like this." + +A passionate outburst was ready to rush forth, but Millicent restrained +it, and said coldly: + +"My old friend--my father's old friend." + +"Yes," he replied; "I hope a very sincere old friend." + +"Then why is my poor injured husband in prison?" There was a fierce +emphasis in the words that made Sir Gordon raise his brows. He looked +at her wonderingly, as if he had not expected his visitor to take this +line of argument. + +Then he pointed again to a chair. + +"Will you not take a seat, Mrs Hallam?" he said gently. "You have come +to me then for help?" + +"No," she cried, ignoring his request. "I have come for justice to my +poor husband, who for the faults of others, by the scheming of his +enemies, is now lying in prison awaiting his trial." + +Sir Gordon leaned his elbow on the chimney-piece, and with his finger +nails tapped the top of the black marble clock that ticked so steadily +there. + +"You went over to Lindum yesterday to see Hallam?" + +"I did." + +"He requested you to come and see me?" + +"Yes; it was his wish, or--" + +"You would not have come," he said with a sad smile upon his lips. + +"No. I would have stood in the place where the injustice of men had +placed me, and trusted to my own integrity and innocence for my +acquittal." + +Sir Gordon drew a long breath like a sigh of relief. He had been +watching Millicent closely, as if he were suspicious either that she was +playing a part, or had been biassed by her husband. But the true loving +trust and belief of the woman shone out in her countenance and rang in +her words. True woman--true wife! Let the world say what it would, her +place was by her husband, and in his defence she was ready to lay down +her life. + +Sir Gordon sighed then with relief, for even now his old love for +Millicent burned brightly. She had been his idol of womanly perfection, +and he had felt, as it were, a contraction about his heart as the +suspicion crept in for a moment that she was altered for the worse-- +changed by becoming the wife of Robert Hallam. + +"Mrs Hallam--Millicent, my child, what am I to say to you?" he cried at +length. "How am I to speak without wounding you? I would not give you +pain to add to that which you already suffer." + +She looked at him angrily. His words seemed to her, in her overstrained +anxiety, hypocritical and evasive. + +"I asked you why my husband is cast into prison for the crimes of +others?" + +Sir Gordon gazed at her pityingly. + +"You do not answer," she said. "Then tell me this: Are you satisfied +with the degradation he has already suffered? Is he not to be set +free?" + +"Can you not spare me, Mrs Hallam? Will you not spare yourself?" + +"No. I cannot spare you. I cannot spare myself. My husband is +helpless: the fight against his enemies must be carried on by me." + +"His enemies, Mrs Hallam? Who are they? Himself and his companions." + +"You, and that despicable creature who has professed to be our friend, +the companion of my child. I saw you planning it together with your +wretched menial, Thickens." + +Sir Gordon shook his head sadly. + +"My dear Mrs Hallam," he said, "you do us all an injustice. Let us +change this conversation. Believe me, I want to help you, your child, +and your ruined parents." + +Millicent started at the last words--ruined parents. There her ideas +were obscured and wanting in the clearness with which she believed she +saw the truth. But even the explanation of this seemed come at last, +and there was a scornful look in her eyes as she exclaimed: + +"I want no help. I want justice." + +"Then what do you ask of me?" he said coldly, as he felt the +impossibility of argument at such a time. + +"My husband's freedom, your apology, and declaration to the whole world +that he has been falsely charged. You can do no more. It is impossible +to wipe out this disgrace." + +He made a couple of steps towards her, and took her cold hands in his, +raised them to his lips with tender reverence, and kissed them. + +"Millicent, my child," he said, with his voice sounding very deep and +soft, "do not blame me. My position was forced upon me, and you do not +know the sacrifice it has cost me as I thought of you--the sacrifice it +will be to Mr Dixon and myself to repair the losses we have sustained." + +She snatched her hands from his, and her eyes flashed with anger. + +Her rage was but of a few moments' duration. Then she had flung herself +upon her knees at his feet, and, with clasped hands and streaming eyes, +sobbed forth: + +"I am mad! I am mad! I don't know what I say. Sir Gordon--dear Sir +Gordon, help us. It is not true. He is innocent. My noble husband +could not have descended to such baseness. Sir Gordon, save him! save +him!--my poor child's father--my husband, whom I love so well. You do +not answer. You do not heed my words. Is man so cruel, then, to the +unfortunate? Can you so treat the girl who reverenced you as a child-- +the woman you said you loved? Man--man!" she cried passionately, "can +you not see that my heart is breaking? and yet you, who by a word could +save him, now look on and coldly turn a deaf ear to my prayers. Oh, +fool! fool! fool! that I was to think that help could come from man. +God, help me now, or else in Thy mercy let me die!" + +As she spoke these last words, she threw her head back and raised her +clasped hands in passionate appeal, while Sir Gordon's lips moved as he +repeated the first portion of her prayer, and then stayed and stood +gazing down upon the agonised face. + +"Millicent," he said at last, as he raised her from where she knelt, and +almost placed her in an easy-chair, where she subsided, weak and +helpless almost as a child, "listen to me." + +He paused to clear his voice, which sounded very husky. Then +continuing: + +"For your sake--for the sake of your innocent child, I promise that on +the part of Mr Dixon and myself there shall be no harsh treatment, no +persecution. Your husband shall have justice." + +"That is all I ask," cried Millicent, starting forward. "Justice, only +justice; for he is innocent." + +"My poor girl!" said Sir Gordon warmly; "there," he cried, with a +pitying smile, "you see I speak to you as if the past six or seven years +had not glided away." + +"Yes, yes," she said, clinging to his hand, "forget them, and speak as +my dear old friend." + +"I will," he said firmly. "And believe me, Millicent, if it were a +question merely of the money--my money that I have lost--I would forgive +your husband." + +"Forgive--" + +"I would ignore his defalcation for your sake; but I am not a free agent +in a case like this. You do not understand." + +"No, no," she said piteously, "everything is contained in one thought to +me. They have taken my poor husband and treated him as if a thief." + +"Listen, my child," continued Sir Gordon, "I found that the valuable +documents of scores of the customers of an old bank had been taken away. +They were in your husband's charge." + +"Yes, but he says it can all be explained." + +Sir Gordon paused, tightening his lips, and a few indignant words +trembled on the balance, but he spared the suffering woman's bleeding +heart, and continued gravely: + +"I was bound in honour to consult with my partner at once, and the +result you know." + +"Yes; he was arrested. You, you, Sir Gordon, gave the order." + +"Yes," he said gravely; "had I not, he would have been beaten and +trampled to death by the maddened crowd. Millicent Hallam, be just in +your anger. I saved his life." + +"Better death than dishonour," she cried passionately. + +"Amen!" he responded; and in imagination he saw before him the convict's +cell, and went on picturing a horror from which he turned shuddering +away. + +"Come," he said, "be sure of justice, my child. And now what can I do +to help you? Money you must want." + +"No," she said drearily. + +"Well; means to procure good counsel for your husband's defence." + +"He said that you must have procured the counsel he already has." + +"I? No, my child; no, I did not even think of such a thing. How could +I?" + +"Who then has paid fees to this man who has been to my husband?" + +"I do not know. I cannot say." + +Millicent rose heavily, her eyes wandering, her face deadly white. + +"I can do no more here," she said, wringing her hands and passing one +over the other in a weak, helpless way; and as Sir Gordon watched her, +he saw a faint smile come over her pinched features. She was gazing +down at her wedding ring, which seemed during the past few weeks to have +begun to hang loosely on her finger. She raised it reverently to her +lips, and kissed it in a rapt, absent way, gazing round at last as if +wondering why she was there. + +"Justice! You have promised justice," she cried suddenly, with a mental +light irradiating her face. "I know I may trust you." + +"You may," he said reverently, for this woman's love seemed to inspire +him with awe. + +"And you will forgive me--all I have said?" she whispered. + +"Forgive you?" he said, taking her hand and speaking gravely. +"Millicent Hallam has no truer servant and friend than Gordon Bourne." + +"No truer servant and friend than Gordon Bourne," he repeated, as he +returned to his room, after seeing the suffering wife to the door. "Ah! +how Heaven's gifts are cast away here and there! What would my life +have been if blessed by the love of this man's wife?" + +VOLUME TWO, CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +THE VERDICT. + +"How is she now, dear Mrs Luttrell--how is she now?" Miss Heathery +looked up from out of the handkerchief in which her face was being +constantly buried, and it would have been hard to say which was the +redder, eyes or nose. + +Poor Mrs Luttrell, who had come trembling down from the bed-room, +caught at her friend's arm, and seemed to stay herself by it, as she +said piteously: + +"I can't bear it, my dear; I can't bear it. I was obliged to come down +for a few minutes." + +"My poor dear," whispered little Miss Heathery, who, excluded from the +bed-room, passed her time in hot water that she shed, and that she used +to make the universal panacea for woe--a cup of tea--one she +administered to all in turn. + +"You seem so overcome, you poor dear," she whispered; and, helping Mrs +Luttrell to the couch, she poured out a cup of tea for her with +kindliest intent, but the trembling mother waved it aside. + +"She begged me so, my dear, I was obliged to come out of the room. The +doctor says it would be madness; and it is all Thisbe and he can do to +keep her lying down. What am I to say to you for giving you all this +trouble?" + +The tears were running fast down Miss Heathery's yellow cheeks, as she +took Mrs Luttrell's grey head to her bony breast. + +"Don't! don't! don't!" she sobbed. "What have I ever done that you +should only think me a fine-weather friend? If I could only tell you +how glad I am to be able to help dear Millicent, but I can't." + +"Heaven bless you!" whispered Mrs Luttrell, clinging to her--glad to +cling to some one in her distress; "you have been a good friend indeed!" + +Just then the stairs creaked slightly, and Thisbe, looking very hard and +grim, came into the room. + +"How is she, Thisbe?" cried Miss Heathery in a quick whisper. + +Thisbe shook her head. + +"Seems to be dozing a little now, miss; but she keeps asking for the +news." + +"Poor dear! poor dear!" sobbed Miss Heathery, with more tears running +slowly down her face, to such an extent that if there had been any one +to notice, he or she would have wondered where they all came from, and +have then set it down to the tea. + +"Sit down, Thisbe," sighed Mrs Luttrell, "you must be worn out." + +"Poor soul! yes," said Miss Heathery, and pouring out a fresh cup, she +took it to where Thisbe--who had not been to bed for a week, watching, +as she had been, by Millicent's couch--was sitting on the edge of a +chair. + +"There, drink that, Thisbe," said Miss Heathery. "You're a good, good +soul!" + +As she bent forward and kissed the hard-looking woman's face, Thisbe +stared half wonderingly at her, and took the cup. Then her hard face +began to work, she tried to sip a little tea, choked, set down the cup, +and hurried sobbing from the room. + +For Millicent Hallam, strong in her determination to help her husband, +had had to lean on Thisbe's arm as they returned from Sir Gordon's house +that day. When she reached Miss Heathery's house she was compelled to +lie down on the couch. An hour later she began to talk wildly, and when +her father was hastily summoned she was in a high state of fever. + +This, with intervals of delirium and calmness, had gone on ever since, +up to the day of Robert Hallam's trial. + +On the previous night, as Millicent lay holding her child to her +breast--the little thing having been brought at her wish, to bound to +the bedside and bury her flushed, half-frightened face in her mother's +bosom--a soft tap had come to the door below. + +Millicent's hearing, during the intervals of the fever and delirium, was +preternaturally keen, and she turned to her mother. + +"It is Mr Bayle!" she said, in a hoarse whisper. "I know now. I +understand all. It is to-morrow. I want to know. Ask him." + +"Ask him what, my darling? But pray be calm. Remember what your father +said." + +"Yes, yes, I remember; but ask him. No; of course he must be there. +Tell Christie Bayle to come to me directly it is over--and bring my +husband. Directly, mind. You will tell him?" + +"Yes, yes, my darling," said Mrs Luttrell, with her face working as she +moved towards the door. + +"Stop, mother!" cried Millicent. "Hush! lie still, Julie; mamma is not +cross with you. Mother, tell Christie Bayle to bring me the news of the +trial the moment it is over. I can trust him. He will," she said to +herself with a smile, as her mother left the room, and delivered the +message to him who was below. + +He left soon after, sick at heart, to join Sir Gordon, and together they +took their places in the coach, the only words that passed being: + +"How is she, Bayle?" + +"In the Great Physician's hands," was the reply. "Man's skill is +nothing here." + +And she of whom they spoke lay listening to the cheery notes of the +guard's horn, the trampling of the horses, and the rattle of the wheels, +as the coach rolled away, with James Thickens outside, thinking of the +horrors of passing the night in a strange bed, in a strange town, and +wishing the troubles of this case of Hallam's at an end. + +The next morning Millicent Hallam insisted upon rising and dressing, to +go over to Lindum and be present at the trial. + +All opposition only irritated her, and at last Thisbe was summoned to +the room. + +"I shall be just outside," whispered the doctor. "It is better than +fighting against her." + +In less than five minutes he was once more by his child's side, trying +to bring her back from the fainting fit in which she had fallen back +upon the bed, for she had learned her weakness, and her utter impotence +to take such a journey upon an errand like that. + +And then the weary day had crept on, with the delirium sometimes seizing +upon the tottering brain, and then a time of comparative coolness +supervening. + +Dr Luttrell looked serious, and told himself that he was in doubt. + +"The bad news will kill her," he said to himself, as he went outside to +walk up and down Miss Heathery's garden, which was fifteen feet long and +twelve feet wide, "but very secluded," as its owner often said. + +There, with bare head and wrinkled brow, the doctor walked up and down, +stopping, from habit, now and then to pinch off a dead leaf, or give a +twist to one of the scarlet runners that had slipped from its string. + +The night at last; and the doctor was sitting by the bedside, having +sent Mrs Luttrell down, and then Thisbe, both utterly worn out and +unhinged. + +Millicent was, as Thisbe had said, dozing; but the fever was high, and +Dr Luttrell shook his grey head. + +"Who'd have thought, my poor flower," he said, "that your young life +would be blighted like this!" + +He could hardly bear his suffering, and, rising from his chair, he stole +softly into the back room, where Julia was sleeping calmly, the terrible +trouble affecting her young heart only for the minute, and then passing +away. + +The old man bent down and kissed the sleeping face, and, as her custom +was, Julia's little arms went softly up and clasped the neck of him who +pressed her soft cheek, and fell away again, heavy with sleep. + +"He will come and tell me the truth." + +The words fell clearly on the doctor's ear as he was re-entering the +sick-room, but Millicent lay apparently sound asleep in the little white +dimity-hung bed of Miss Heathery's best room, while the soft murmur of +voices came from below. + +Millicent's words were those of truth, for the moment the trial was over +Christie Bayle had rushed out, and sprung into the post-chaise he had +had in waiting, and for which changes of horses were harnessed at the +three towns they would have to pass through to reach King's Castor, over +thirty miles away, and as fast as horses urged by man could go over the +rough cross-road, that post-chaise was being hurried along. + +The night was settling down dark as the first pair of steaming horses +were taken out, and a couple of country candles were lit in the battered +lamps. Then on and on, uphill slowly, down the far slope at a good +gallop, with the chaise dancing and swaying about on its C-springs, and +time after time the whole affair nearly being thrown over upon its side. + +"It's too dark to go so fast, sir," remonstrated the wheeler postboy, as +Bayle leaned his head out of the window to urge him on. + +"Ten shillings a-piece, man. It's for life or death," cried Bayle; and +the whips cracked, and the horses plunged into their collars, as the +hedges on either side seemed to fly by like a couple of blurred lines. + +"I must get up now, father," said Millicent suddenly. + +"My child, no, it is impossible. You remember this morning?" + +"My dressing-gown," she said in a low, decided voice. "Thisbe will +carry me down." + +"No, no," said Dr Luttrell decidedly. "You must obey me, child." + +"Dear father," she whispered, "if I lie here in the agony of suspense I +shall die. I must go down." + +"But why, my child?" + +"Why," she said. "Do you think I could bear any one else to hear his +news but me?" + +It was in vain to object, and in the belief that he was doing more +wisely by giving way, Dr Luttrell summoned Thisbe, and, with Mrs +Luttrell's help, the suffering woman was partially dressed and borne +down to the sitting-room. She bore the change wonderfully, and lay +there very still and patient, waiting for the next two hours. The fever +had greatly abated, and she listened, her eyes half-closed, as if in the +full confidence that the news for which she hungered would not be long. + +Thisbe and Miss Heathery had stolen out into the kitchen to sit and talk +in whispers as, one by one, the last sounds in the town died out. The +shutters here and there had long been rattled up. The letter-carriers +from the villages round had all come in, and only a footfall now and +then broke the silence of the little town. + +Ten o'clock had struck, and Doctor and Mrs Luttrell exchanged glances, +the former encouraging his wife with a nod, for Millicent seemed to be +asleep. A quarter-past ten was chimed by the rickety clock in the old +stone tower, and the only place now where there was any sign of business +was up at the "George," where lamps burned inside and out, and the +ostlers brought out two pairs of well-clothed horses ready for the coach +that would soon be through. By-and-by there was the rattle of wheels +and the cheery notes of a horn, but they did not wake Millicent, who +still seemed to sleep, while there was a little noise of trampling +hoofs, the banging of coach doors, a few shouts, a cheery "All right!" +and then the horses went off at a trot, the wheels rattled, and the +lamps of the mail shone through the drawn-down blind. Then the sounds +died away; all was still, and the clock chimed half-past. As the last +tones throbbed and hummed in the still night air, Millicent suddenly +stirred, sat up quickly, and pressed back her hair from her face. + +"Help me! The chair!" she said hoarsely. + +"Yes," said the doctor, in answer to Mrs Luttrell's look; and with very +little aid Millicent left the couch, gathered her dressing-gown round +her, and sat back listening. + +"He will soon be here," she said softly, and she bowed her head upon her +breast. + +She was right, for the horses were tearing over the ground in the last +mile of the last stage, with Christie Bayle almost as breathless, as he +sat back pale with excitement, and trembling for the news he had to +impart. At the end of the trial and in his desire to keep his word, all +had seemed strange and confused. He could feel nothing but that he had +to get back to King's Castor and tell her all. It was her command. But +now that he was rapidly nearing home, the horror of his position began +to weigh him down, and he felt ready to shrink from his duty, but all +the time there was a sensation as if something was urging him on, fast +as the horses seemed to fly. + +The miles had seemed leagues before. This last seemed not a quarter its +length; for there was the mill, there Thickens's cottage, there the +great draper's, the market-place, the "George," before which the horses +were checked covered with foam. + +With the feeling still upon him that he could not bear this news, and +that it should have been brought by Sir Gordon, who had refused to come, +he ran across to Miss Heathery's house, and when he reached the door, it +was opened. He stepped in and it was closed by Mrs Luttrell, who was +trembling like a leaf. + +"Come here! quick!" + +Bayle knew and yet did not recognise the voice, it was so changed; but, +as in a dream, he went past the little candlestick on the passage +bracket, and in at the open parlour-door, where the light of the shaded +globe lamp fell upon Millicent's pale face. + +"Father! mother!" she said quickly. "Leave us. I must hear the news +alone!" + +The doctor's eyes sought Bayle's, but his face was contracted as he +stood there, hat and cloak in hand, pale as if from a sick-bed and his +eyes closed. + +Then he and Millicent were alone, and, as if stung by some agonising +mental pang, he said wildly: + +"No, no! Your father--mother! Let me tell them." Millicent rose +slowly, and laid her hand upon his arm. + +"You bear me news of my husband," she said, in an unnaturally calm +voice. "I know: it is the worst!" He made no reply, but looked at her +beseechingly. "I can bear it now," she said, shivering like one whom +pain had ended by numbing against further agony. "I see it is the +worst; he is condemned!" There was a faint smile upon her lips as he +caught her hands in his. + +"You forced me to this," he said hoarsely, "and you will hate me more +for giving you this pain." + +"No," she said, speaking in the same unnaturally calm, strained manner. +"No: for I have misjudged you, Christie Bayle. Boy and man, you were +always true to me. And--and--he is condemned?" + +His eyes alone spoke, and then she tottered as if she would have fallen, +but he caught her, and placed her in a chair. + +"Yes: I know--I knew it must be," she said with her eyes half-closed. +"Every one will know now!" + +"Let me call your father in?" he whispered. + +"No: not yet. I have something to say," she murmured almost in a +whisper. "If--I die--my little child--Christie Bayle? She--she loves +you!" + +Millicent Hallam's eyes filled up the gaps in her feeble speech, and +Christie Bayle read her wish as if it had been sounded trumpet-tongued +in his ears. + +"Yes; I understand. I will," he said in a voice that was more +convincing than if he had spoken on oath. + +By that time the news which the postboys had caught as it ran from lip +to lip, before Christie Bayle could force his way through the crowd at +Lindum assize court, was flashing, as such news can flash through a +little inquisitive town like Castor, and, almost at the same moment as +Christie Bayle made his promise, old Gemp stumbled into Gorringe's shop +to point at him and pant out: + +"Transportation for life!" + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER ONE. + +AFTER TWELVE YEARS--BACK FROM A VOYAGE. + +"Why, my dear Sir Gordon, I am glad to see you back again. You look +brown and hearty, and not a day older." + +"Don't--don't shake quite so hard, my dear Bayle. I like it, but it +hurts. Little gouty in that hand, you see." + +"Well, I'll be careful. I am glad you came." + +"That's right, that's right. Come down to my club and dine, and we'll +have a long talk; and--er--don't take any notice of the jokes if you +hear any." + +"Jokes?" + +"Ye-es. The men have a way there--the old fellows--of calling me +`Laurel,' and `Yew,' and the `Evergreen.' You see, I look well and +robust for my age." + +"Not a bit, Sir Gordon. You certainly seem younger, though, than ever." + +"So do you, Bayle; so do you. Why, you must be--" + +"Forty-two, Sir Gordon. Getting an old man, you see." + +"Forty! Pooh! what's that, Mr Bayle? Why, sir, I'm--Never mind. I'm +not so young as I used to be. And so you think I look well, eh, Bayle?" + +"Indeed you do, Sir Gordon; remarkably well." + +"Hah! That confounded Scott! Colonel Scott at the club set it about +that I'd been away for two years so as to get myself cut down and have +time to sprout up again, I looked so young. Bah, what does it matter? +It's the sea life, Bayle, keeps a man healthy and strong. I wish I +could persuade you to come with me on one of my trips." + +"No, no! Keep away with your temptations. Too busy." + +"Nonsense, man! Fellow with your income grinding day after day as you +do. But how young you do look! How is Mrs Hallam?" + +"Remarkably well. I saw her yesterday." + +"And little Julie?" + +"Little!" said Christie Bayle laughing frankly, and justifying Sir +Gordon's remarks about his youthful looks. "Really, I should like to be +there when you call. You will be astonished." + +"What, has the child grown?" + +"Child? Grown? Why, my dear sir, you will have to be presented to a +beautiful young lady of eighteen, wonderfully like her mother in the old +days." + +"Indeed! Hah! yes. Old days, Bayle. Yes, old days, indeed. The +thought of them makes me feel how time has gone. Look young, eh? Bah! +I'm an old fool, Bayle. Deal better if I had been born poor. You +should see me when Tom Porter takes me to pieces, and puts me to bed of +a night. Why, Bayle, I don't mind telling you. Always were a good lad, +and I liked you. I'm one of the most frightful impositions of my time. +Wig, sir; confound it! sham teeth, sir, and they are horribly +uncomfortable. Whiskers dyed, sir. The rest all tailor's work. Feel +ashamed of myself sometimes. At others I say to myself that it's +showing a bold front to the enemy. No, sir, not a bit of truth in me +anywhere." + +"Except your heart," said Bayle, smiling. + +"Tchut! man, hold your tongue. Now about yourself. Why don't you get a +comfortable rectory somewhere, instead of plodding on in this hole?" + +"Because I am more useful here." + +"Nonsense! Get a good West-end lectureship." + +"I prefer the North here." + +"My dear Christie Bayle, you are throwing yourself away. There, I can't +keep it back. Old Doctor Thomson is dead, and if you will come I have +sufficient interest with the bishop, providing I bring forward a good +man, to get him the living at King's Castor." + +Christie Bayle shook his head sadly. + +"No, Sir Gordon," he said, with a curious, wistful look coming into his +eyes. "That would be too painful--too full of sad memories." + +"Pooh! nonsense, man! You can't be a curate all your life." + +"Why not? I do not want the payment of a better post in the Church." + +"Of course not; but come, say `Yes.' As to memories, fudge! man, you +have your memories everywhere. If you were out in Australia you'd have +them, same as I dare say a friend of ours has. Let the past go." + +Bayle shook his head. + +"I'm thinking of settling down yonder myself. Getting too old for +sea-trips. If you'd come down, that would decide me." + +"No, no. It would never do. I could not leave town." + +"Ah, so you pretend, sir. I'll be bound that, if you had a good motive, +you'd be off anywhere, in spite of what you say." + +"Perhaps. Your motive is not strong enough." + +"What, not your own interest, man?" + +"My dear Sir Gordon, no. What interest have I in myself? Why, I have +been blessed by Providence with a good income and few wants, and for the +past eighteen years I've been so busy thinking about other people, that +I should feel guilty of a crime if I began to be selfish now." + +"You're a queer fellow, Bayle, but you may alter your mind. I've made +up mine that you shall have the old living at King's Castor. I shan't +marry now, so I don't want you for that; but, please God I don't go down +in some squall, I should like you to say `Ashes to ashes, dust to dust' +over the remains of a very selfish old man, for I sometimes think that +it can't be long first now." + +"My dear old friend," said Bayle, shaking his hand warmly, "I pray that +the day may be very far distant. When it does come, as it comes to us +all, I shall be able to think that the selfishness of which you speak +was mere outside show. Gordon Bourne, I seem to be a simple kind of +man, but I think I have learned to read men's hearts." + +The old man's lip quivered a little, and he tried vainly to speak. +Then, giving his stout ebony cane a stamp on the floor, he raised it, +and shook it threateningly. + +"Confound you, Bayle! I wish you were as poor as Job." + +"Why?" + +"So that I might leave you all I've got. Perhaps I shall." + +"No, no, don't do that," said Bayle seriously, and his frank, handsome +face looked troubled; "I have more than I want. But, come, tell me; you +have been down to Castor, then?" + +"Yes, I was there a week." + +"And how are they all?" + +"Older, of course, but things seem about the same. Place like that does +not change much." + +"But the people do." + +"Not they. By George! sir, one of the first men I saw as I limped down +the street in a pair of confoundedly tight Hessians Hoby made for me-- +punish my poor corns horribly. What with them and the stiff cravats a +gentleman is forced to wear, life is unendurable. Ah! you don't study +appearances at sea. Wish I could wear boots like those, Bayle." + +"You were saying that you saw somebody." + +"Ah, yes; to be sure, I trailed off about my boots. Why, I am getting +into--lose leeway, sir. But I remember now. First man I saw was old +Gemp, sitting like a figure-head outside his cottage. Regular old +mummy; but he seemed to come to life as soon as he heard a step, and +turned his eyes towards me, looking as inquisitive as a monkey. Poor +old boy--almost paralysed, and has to be lifted in and out. I often +wonder what was the use of such men as he." + +Christie Bayle's broad shoulders gave a twitch, and he looked up in an +amused manner. + +"Ah, well, what was the use of me, if you like? Doctor looked well; so +does the old lady. Said they were up here three months ago, and enjoyed +their visit I say, Bayle, you'd better have the living. Mrs Hallam +might be disposed to go down to the old home again, eh?" + +A quiet, stern look, that made Christie Bayle appear ten years older, +and changed him in aspect from one of thirty-five to nearer fifty, came +over his face. + +"No," he said, "I am sure Mrs Hallam would never go back to Castor to +live." + +"Humph! Well, you know best. I say, Bayle, does she want help? It is +such a delicate matter to offer it to her, especially in our relative +positions." + +"No, I am sure she does not," said Bayle quickly; "you would hurt her +feelings by the offer." + +Sir Gordon nodded, and sat gazing at one particular flower in the carpet +of his host's simply-furnished room, which he poked and scraped with his +stick. + +"How was Thickens?" + +"Just the same; not altered a bit, unless it is to look more drab. Mrs +Thickens--that woman's an impostor, sir. She has grown younger since +she married." + +"Yes, she astonished me," said Bayle, smiling with satisfaction that his +visitor had gone off dangerously painful ground, "plump, pleasant little +body." + +"With fat filling up her creases and covering up her holes and corners!" +cried Sir Gordon, interrupting. "Confound it all, sir, I could never +get the fat to come and fill up my creases and furrows. I saw her +standing there, feeding Thickens's fish, smiling at them, and as happy +as the day was long. Deal happier than when she was Miss Heathery. +Everybody seems to be happy but me. I never am." + +"See the Trampleasures?" said Bayle. + +"Oh, yes, saw them, and heard them, too. Regular ornament to the bank, +Trampleasure. People believe in him, though. Talks to them, and asks +the farmers in to lunch. If he were not there, they'd think Dixons' was +going. Poor old Dixon, how cut up he was over that Hallam business! It +killed him, Bayle." + +"Think so?" said Bayle, with his brow wrinkling. + +"Sure of it, sir. It was not the money he cared for; it was the +principle of the thing. Dixons' name had stood so high in the town and +neighbourhood. There was a mystery, too, about the matter that was +never cleared up." + +"Hadn't we better change the subject, Sir Gordon?" + +"No, sir," said Bayle's visitor curtly. "Garrulity is one of the +privileges of old age. We old men don't get many privileges; let me +enjoy that. I like to gossip about old times to some one who +understands them as you do. If you don't like to hear me, say so, and I +will go." + +"No, no, pray stay, and I'll go down with you to the club." + +"Hah! That's right. Well, as I was saying, there was a bit of mystery +about that which worried poor old Dixon terribly. We never could make +out what the scoundrel had done with the money. He and that other +fellow, Crellock, could easily get rid of a good deal; but there was a +large sum unaccounted for, I'm sure." + +There was a pause here, and Sir Gordon seemed to be hesitating about +saying something that was on his mind. + +"You wanted to tell me something," said Bayle at last. + +"Well, yes, I was going to say you see a deal of the widow, don't you?" + +"Widow? What widow? Oh, Mrs Richardson. Poor thing, yes; but how did +you know I took an interest in her? Hah! there: you may give me ten +pounds for her." + +"Mrs Richardson! Pooh! I mean Mrs Hallam." + +"Widow?" + +"Well, yes; what else is she? Husband transported for life. The man is +socially dead." + +"You do not know Mrs Hallam," said Bayle gravely. + +"Do you think she believes in him still?" + +"With her whole heart. He is to her the injured man, a victim to a +legal error, and she lives in the belief which she has taught her child, +that some day her martyr's reputation will be cleared, and that he will +take his place among his fellow-men once more." + +"I wish I could think so too, for her sake," said Sir Gordon, after a +pause. + +"Amen!" + +"But, Bayle, you--you don't ever think there was any mistake?" + +"It is always painful to me to speak of a man whom I never could +esteem." + +"But to me, man--to me." + +"For twelve years, Sir Gordon, I have had the face of that loving, +trusting woman before me, steadfast in her faith in the husband she +loves." + +"Loves?" + +"As truly as on the day she took him first to her heart." + +"But do you think that she really still believes him innocent?" + +"In her heart of hearts; and so does her child. And I say that this is +the one painful part of our intimacy. It has been the cause of coldness +and even distant treatment at times." + +"But she seemed to have exonerated you from all credit in his arrest." + +"Oh, yes, long ago. She attributes it to the accident of chance and the +treachery of the scoundrel Crellock." + +"Who was only Hallam's tool." + +"Exactly. But she forgives me, believing me her truest friend." + +"And rightly. The man who fought for her at the time of the--er--well, +accident, Bayle, eh?" + +"Shall we change the subject?" said Bayle coldly. + +"No; I like to talk about poor Mrs Hallam, and I will call and see her +soon." + +"But you will be careful," said Bayle earnestly. "Of course your +presence will bring back sad memories. Do not pain her by any allusion +to Hallam." + +"I will take care. But look here, Bayle; you did come up here to be +near them?" + +"Certainly I did. Why, Sir Gordon, that child seemed to be part of my +life, and when Mrs Hallam had that long illness the little thing came +to me as if I were her father. She had always liked me, and that liking +has grown." + +"You educated her?" + +"Oh, I don't know; I suppose so," said Bayle, looking up with a frank, +ingenuous smile. "We have always read together, and painted, and then +there was the music of an evening. You must hear her sing!" + +"Hah! I should like to, Bayle. Perhaps I shall. Don't think me +impertinent, but you see I am so much away in my yacht. Selfish old +fellow, you know; want to live as long as I can, and I think I shall +live longer if I go to sea than if I stroll idling about Castor or in +London at my club. I've asked you a lot of questions. I suppose you +have done all the teaching?" + +"Oh, dear, no; her mother has had a large share in the child's +education." + +"Humph! when I called her child, I was snubbed." Bayle laughed. "Well, +I've grown to think of her as my child, and she looks upon me almost as +she might upon her father." + +"Humph!" said Sir Gordon rather gruffly. "I half expected, every time I +came back, to find you married, Bayle." + +"Find me married?" said Bayle, laughing. "My dear sir, I am less likely +to marry than you. Confirmed old bachelor, and I am very happy--happier +than I deserve to be." + +"Don't cant, Bayle," cried Sir Gordon peevishly. "I've always liked you +because you never threw sentiments of that kind at me. Don't begin now. +Well, there, I must trot. You are going to dine with me?" + +"Yes; I've promised." + +"Ah," said Sir Gordon, looking at Bayle almost enviously, "you always +were quite a boy. What a physique you have! Why, man, you don't look +thirty-five." + +"I'm very sorry." + +"Sorry, man?" + +"Well, then, I'm very glad." + +"Bah! There, put on your hat, and come down at once. I hate this part +of London." + +"And I have grown to love it. `The mind is its own place.' You know +the rest." + +"Oh, yes, I know the rest," said Sir Gordon gruffly. "Come along. +Where can we get a coach?" + +"I'll show you," said Bayle, taking his arm and leading him through two +or three streets, to stop at last in a quiet, new-looking square close +by St John's Street. + +"Well, what's the matter?" said Sir Gordon testily. "Nothing, I hope; +only I must make a call here before I go down with you." + +"For goodness' sake, make haste, then, man! My boots are torturing me!" + +"Come in, then, and sit down," said Bayle, smiling, as a stern-looking +woman opened the door, and curtsied familiarly. + +"I must either do that or sit upon the step," said the old gentleman +peevishly; and he followed Bayle into the passage, and then into the +parlour, for he seemed quite at home. + +Then a change came over Sir Gordon's face, for Bayle said quietly: + +"My dear Mrs Hallam, I have brought an old friend." + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER TWO. + +A PEEP BEHIND THE CLOUDS. + +The meeting was painful, for Millicent Hallam and Sir Gordon had never +stood face to face since that day when he had himself opened the door +for her on the occasion of her appeal to him on her husband's behalf. + +"Bless my soul!" exclaimed Sir Gordon. "I did not know this." + +"It is a surprise, too, for me," said Mrs Hallam, as she coloured +slightly, and then turned pale; but in a moment or two she was calm and +composed--a handsome, grave-looking lady, with unlined face, but with +silvery streaks running through her abundant hair. + +"You--you should have told me, Bayle," said Sir Gordon testily. + +"And spoilt my surprise," said Bayle. + +"I am very, very glad to see you, Sir Gordon," said Mrs Hallam in a +grave, sweet way, once more thoroughly mistress of her emotions. +"Julie, my dear, you hardly recollect our visitor?" + +"Yes, oh yes!" said a tall, graceful girl, coming forward to place her +hand in Sir Gordon's. "I seem to see you back as if through a mist; +but--oh, yes, I remember!" She hesitated, and blushed, and laughed. +"You one day--you brought me a great doll." + +Sir Gordon had taken both her hands, letting fall hat and stick. He +tried to speak, but the words would not come. His lip quivered, his +face twitched, and Julia felt his hands tremble, as she looked at him +with naive wonder, unable to comprehend his emotion. + +He raised her hand as if to press it to his lips, but let it fall, and, +drawing her towards him, kissed her tenderly on the brow, ending by +retaining her hand in both of his. + +"An old man's kiss, my child," he said, gazing at her wistfully. "You +remind me so of one I loved--twenty years ago, my dear, and before you +were born." He looked round from one to the other, as if apologising +for his emotion. "My dear Bayle," he said at last, recovering himself, +and speaking with chivalrous courtesy, "I am in your debt for +introducing me to our young friend. Mrs Hallam, you will let me come +and see you?" + +Millicent hesitated, and there was a curious, haughty, defiant look in +her eyes as she gazed at her visitor, as if at bay. + +"I am sure Mrs Hallam will be glad to see a very dear old friend of +mine," said Bayle quietly; and as he spoke Mrs Hallam glanced at him. +Her eyes softened, and she held out her hand to her visitor. + +"Always glad to see you," she said. + +Sir Gordon smiled and looked pleased, as he glanced round the pretty, +simply-furnished room, with tokens of the busy hands that adorned it on +every side. Here was Julia's drawing, there her embroidery; they were +her flowers in the window; the bird that twittered so sweetly from its +cage hung on the shutter, and the piano, were hers too. There was only +one jarring note in the whole interior, and that was the portrait in +oils of the handsome man, in the most prominent place in the room--a +picture that at one corner was a little blistered, as if by fire, and +whose eyes seemed to be watching the visitor wherever he turned. + +There were many painful memories revived during that visit, but on the +whole it was pleasant, and with the agony of the past softened by time, +Millicent Hallam found herself speaking half reproachfully to Sir Gordon +for not visiting her during all these years. + +"Don't blame me," he said in reply; "I have always felt that there was a +wish implied on your part that our acquaintance should cease, as being +too painful for both." + +"Perhaps it was," she said, with a sigh; "and I am to blame." + +"Let us share it, if there be any blame," said Sir Gordon, smiling, "and +amend our ways. You must remember, though, that I have always kept up +my friendship with the doctor whenever I have been at home, and I have +always heard of your well-beings or--" + +"Oh, yes!" said Mrs Hallam hastily, as if to check any allusion to +assistance. "When I recovered from my serious illness I was anxious to +leave Castor. I thought perhaps that my child's education--in London-- +and Mr Bayle was very kind in helping me." + +"He is a good friend," said Sir Gordon gravely. + +"Friend!" cried Mrs Hallam, with her face full of animation, "he has +been to me a brother. When I was in utter distress at that terrible +time, he extricated my poor husband's money affairs from the miserable +tangle in which they were left, and by a wise management of the little +remainder so invested it that there was a sufficiency for Julia and me +to live on in this simple manner." + +"He did all this for you," said Sir Gordon dryly. + +"Yes, and would have placed his purse at my disposal, but that he saw +how painful such an offer would have been." + +"Of course," said Sir Gordon, "most painful." + +"I often fear that I did wrong in allowing him to leave Castor; but he +has done so much good here that I tell myself all was for the best." + +And so the conversation rippled on, Julia sometimes being drawn in, and +now and then Bayle throwing in a word; but on the whole simply looking +on, an interested spectator, who was appealed to now and then as if he +had been the brother of one, the uncle of the other. + +At last Sir Gordon rose to go, taking quite a lingering farewell of +Julia, at whom he gazed again in the same wistful manner. + +"Good-bye," he said, smiling tenderly at her, while holding her little +hand in his. "I shall come again--soon--yes, soon; but not to bring you +a doll." + +There was a jingle of a tiny bell as they closed the door, and the +hard-faced woman had to squeeze by the visitors to get to the door, the +passage was so small. + +Sir Gordon stared hard, and then placed his large square glass to his +eye. + +"To be sure--yes. It's you," he said. "The old maid, Thisbe--" + +"Some people can't help being old maids," said that lady tartly, "and +some wants to be, sir." + +"I beg your pardon," said Sir Gordon with grave politeness. "You +mistake me. I meant the maid who used to be with Doctor and Mrs +Luttrell in the old times. To be sure, yes, and with Mrs Hallam +afterwards." + +"Yes, Sir Gordon." + +"So you've kept to your mistress all through--I mean you have stayed." + +"Yes, sir, of course I have." + +"And been one of the truest and best of friends," said Bayle, smiling. + +Thisbe gave herself a jerk and glanced over her shoulder, as though to +see if the way was clear for her escape--should she have to run and +avoid this praise. + +"Ah, yes," said Sir Gordon, looking at her still very thoughtfully. "To +be sure," he continued, in quite dreamy tones, "I had almost forgotten. +Tom Porter wants to marry you." + +"Then Tom Porter must--" + +"Tchut! tchut! tchut! woman; don't talk like that. Make your hay while +the sun shines. Good fellow, Tom. Obstinate, but solid, and careful. +Come, Bayle." + +"Ah," he sighed, as they walked slowly down the street. + + "Gather your rosebuds while you may, + Old Time is still a-flying. + +"You and I have never been rosebud gatherers, Christie Bayle. It will +give us the better opportunity for watching those who are. Bayle, old +friend, we must look out: there must be no handsome, plausible scoundrel +to come and cull that fragrant little bloom--we must not have another +sweet young life wrecked--like hers." He made a backward motion with +his head towards the house they had left. + +"Heaven forbid!" cried Bayle anxiously; and his countenance was full of +wonder and dismay. + +"You must look out, sir, look out," said Sir Gordon, thumping his cane. + +"But she is a mere girl yet." + +"Pish! man; tush! man. It is your mere girls who form these fancies. +What have you been about?" + +"About?" said Bayle. "About? I don't know. I have thought of such a +thing as my little pupil forming an attachment, but it seemed to be a +thing of the far-distant future." + +Sir Gordon shook his head. + +"There is nothing then now?" + +"Oh, absurd! Why, she is only eighteen!" + +"Eighteen!" said Gordon sharply; "and at eighteen girls are only cutting +their teeth and wearing pinafores, eh? Go to: blind mole of a parson! +Why, millions of them lose their hearts long before that. Come, come, +man, wake up! A pretty watchman of that fair sweet tower you are, to +have never so much as thought of the enemy, when already he may be +making his approach." Bayle turned to him, looking half-bewildered, but +the look passed off. + +"No," he said firmly; "the enemy is not in sight yet, and you shall not +have cause to speak to me again like, that." + +"That's right, Bayle; that's right. Dear, dear," he sighed as they +walked slowly towards the city, "how time does gallop on! It seems just +one step from Millicent Luttrell's girlhood to that of her child. Yes, +yes, yes: these young people increase, and grow so rapidly that they +fill up the world and shoulder us old folk over the edge." + +"Unless they have yachts," said Bayle, smiling. "Plenty of room at +sea." + +"Ah, to be sure; that reminds me. I have been at sea. Man, man, what +an impostor you are." + +"I!" exclaimed Bayle, looking round at his companion in a startled +manner. + +"To be sure. Poor lady! She has been confiding to me while you were +chatting with little Julia about the piano." + +Bayle gave an angry stamp. + +"And your careful management of the remains of her husband's property." + +Bayle knit his brow and increased his pace. + +"No, no," cried Sir Gordon, snatching at and taking his arm. "No +running away from unpleasant truths, Christie Bayle. You paid the +counsel for Hallam's defence, did you not?" + +Bayle nodded shortly, and uttered an angry ejaculation. + +"And there was not a shilling left when Hallam was gone?" + +No answer. + +"Come, come, speak. I am going to have the truth, my friend: priesthood +and deception must not go hand in hand. Now then, did Hallam have any +money?" + +"If he had it would have been handed over to Dixons' Bank," said Bayle +sharply. "I should have seen it done." + +"Hah! I thought so. Then look here, sir, you have been investing your +money for the benefit of that poor woman and her child." + +No answer. + +"Christie Bayle: do you love that woman still?" + +"Sir Gordon! No; I will not be angry. Yes; as a man might love a dear +sister smitten by affliction; and her child as if she were my own." + +"Hah! and you have had invested so much money--your own, for their +benefit. Why have you done this?" + +"I thought it was my duty towards the widow and fatherless in their +affliction," said Bayle simply; and Sir Gordon turned and peered round +in the brave, honest face at his side to find it slightly flushed, but +ready to meet his gaze with fearless frankness. + +"Ah," sighed Sir Gordon at last, "it was not fair." + +"Not fair?" said Bayle wonderingly. + +"No, sir. You might have let me do half." + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER THREE. + +BY THE FIRE'S GLOW. + +"Won't you have the lamp lit, Miss Millicent?" + +"No, Thisbe, not yet," said Mrs Hallam, in a low, dreamy voice, and +without a word the faithful follower of her mistress in trouble went +softly out, closing the door, and leaving mother and daughter alone. + +"She's got one of her fits on," mused Thisbe. "Ah, how it does come +over me sometimes like a temptation--just about once a month ever +since--to have one good go at her and tell her I told her so; that it +was all what might be expected of wedding a handsome man. `Didn't I +warn you?' I could say. `Didn't I tell you how it would be?' But no: +I couldn't say a word to the poor dear, and her going on believing in +the bad scamp as she does all these years. She's different to me. It's +just for all the world like a temptation that comes over me, driving me +like to speak, but I've kept my mouth shut all these years and I'm going +to do it still." + +Thisbe had reached her little brightly-kept kitchen, where she stood +thoughtfully gazing at the fire, with one hand upon her hip, for some +minutes. + +Then a peculiar change came upon Thisbe's hard face. It seemed as if it +had been washed over with something sweet, which softened it; then it +suggested the idea that she was about to sneeze, and ended by a violent +spasmodic twitch, quite a convulsion. Thisbe's body remained +motionless, though her face was altered, and by degrees her eyes, after +brightening and sparkling, grew suffused and dreamy, as she gazed +straight before her and seemed to be thinking very deeply. Her +countenance was free from the spasm now, and as the candle shone upon +it, it brought prominently into notice the fact that in her love of +cleanliness Thisbe was not so particular as she might have been in the +process of rinsing; for the fact was patent that she rubbed herself +profusely with soap, and left enough upon her face after her ablutions +to produce the effect of an elastic varnish or glaze. + +Everything was very still, the only sounds being the dull wooden tick of +the Dutch clock, and the drowsy chirp of an asthmatic cricket, which +seemed to have wedded itself somewhere in a crack behind the grate, and +to be bemoaning its inability to get out; while the clock ticked +hoarsely, as if its life were a burden, and it were heartily sick of +having that existence renewed by a nightly pulling up of the two black +iron sausages that hung some distance below its sallow face. + +Suddenly Thisbe walked sharply to the fire, seized the poker, and +cleared the bottom bar. This done she replaced the poker, and planted +one foot upon the fender to warm, and one hand upon the mantel-piece +with so much inadvertence that she knocked down the tinder-box, and had +to pick the flint and steel from out of the ashes with the brightly +polished tongs. + +"I don't know what's come to me," she said sharply, as soon as the +tinder-box was replaced. "Think of her holding fast to him all these +years, and training up my bairn to believe in him as if he was a noble +martyr! My word, it's a curious thing for a woman to be taken like that +with a man, and no matter what he does, to be always believing him!" + +Thisbe pursed up her lips, and twitched her toes up and down as they +rested upon the fender, while she directed her conversation at the +golden caverns of the fire. + +"They say Gorringe the tailor used to beat his wife, but that woman +always looked happy, and I've seen her smile on him as if there wasn't +such another man in the world." + +Just then the clock gave such a wheeze that Thisbe started and stared at +it. + +"Quite makes me nervous," she said, turning back to the fire. "What +with the thinking and worry, and her keeping always in the same mind-- +oh, my!" + +She took her hand from the mantel-piece to clap it upon its fellow as a +sudden thought struck her, which made her look aghast. + +"If he did!" she said after a pause. "And yet she expects it some day. +Oh, dear me! oh, dear me! what weak, foolish, trusting things women are! +They take a fancy to a man, and then because you don't believe in him, +too, it's hoity-toity and never forgive me. Well, poor soul! perhaps +it's all for the best. It may comfort her in her troubles. I wonder +what Tom Porter looks like now," she said suddenly, and then looked +sharply and guiltily round to see if her words had been heard. "I +declare I ought to be ashamed of myself," she said, and rushing at some +work, she plumped herself down and began to stitch with all her might. + +In the little parlour all was very quiet, save the occasional footstep +in the street. The blind was not drawn down, and the faint light from +outside mingled with the glow from the fire, which threw up the face of +Julia Hallam, where she sat dreamily gazing at the embers, against the +dark transparency, giving her the look of a painting by one of the +Italian masters of the past. + +At the old-fashioned square piano her mother was seated with her hands +resting upon the keys which were silent. Farther distant from the fire +her figure, graceful still, seemed melting into a darker transparency, +one which grew deeper and deeper, till in the corner of the room and +right and left of the fireplace the shadows seemed to be almost solid. +Then the accustomed eye detected the various objects that furnished the +room, melting, as it were, away. + +Only on one spot did there seem a discordant note in the general harmony +of the softly glowing scene, and that was where the rays from a +newly-lighted street lamp shone straight upon the wall and across the +picture of Robert Hallam, cutting it strangely asunder, and giving to +the upper portion of the face a weird and almost ghastly look. + +Thisbe's steps had died out and her kitchen door had closed, but the +musings of the two women had been interrupted and did not go back to +their former current. + +All at once, soft as a memory of the bygone, the notes of the piano +began to sound, and Julia changed her position, resting one arm upon the +chair by her side and listening intently to a dreamy old melody that +brought back to her the drawing-room in the old house at Castor--a +handsomely-furnished, low-ceiled room with deep window-seat, on whose +cushion she had often knelt to watch the passing vehicles while her +mother played that very tune in the half light. + +So dreamy, so softened, as if mingled there with a strange sadness. Now +just as it was then, one of the vivid memories of childhood, Weber's +"Last Waltz," an air so sweet, so full of melancholy, that it seems +wondrous that our parents could have danced to its strains, till we +recall the doleful minor music of minuet, coranto, and saraband. +Dancing must have been a serious matter in those days. + +Soft and sweet, chord after chord, each laden with its memory to Julia +Hallam. + +Her mother was playing that when her father came in hastily one night, +and was so angry because there were no lights; that night when she stole +away to Thisbe. + +She was playing it too that afternoon when Grandmamma Luttrell came and +was in such low spirits, and would not tell the reason why. Again, that +night when she shrank away from her father, and he flung her hands from +him, and said that angry word. + +Memory after memory came back from the past as Millicent Hallam played +softly on, making her child's face lustrous, eyes grow more dreamy, the +curved neck bend lower, and the tears begin to gather, till, with quite +a start, the young girl raised her head and saw the rays from the +gas-lamp shining across the picture beyond her mother's dimly-seen +profile. + +Julia rose to cross to her mother's side, and knelt down to pass her +arms round the shapely waist and there rest. + +"Go on playing," she said softly. "Now tell me about poor papa." + +The notes of the old melody seemed to have an additional strain of +melancholy as they floated softly through the room, sometimes almost +dying away, while after waiting a few minutes they formed the +accompaniment to the sad story of Millicent Hallam's love and faith, +told for the hundredth time to her daughter. + +For Millicent talked on without a tremor in her voice, every word +distinct and firm, and yet softly sweet and full of tenderness, as it +seemed to her that she was telling the story of a martyr's sufferings to +his child. + +"And all these years, and we have heard so little," sighed Julia. "Poor +papa! Poor father!" + +The music ceased as she spoke, but went on again as she paused. + +"Waiting, my child; waiting as I wait, and as my child waits, for the +time when he will be declared free, and will take his place again among +honourable men." + +"But, mother," said Julia, "could not Mr Bayle or Sir Gordon have done +more; petitioned the king, and pointed out this grievous wrong?" + +"I could not ask Sir Gordon, my child. There were reasons why he could +not act; but I did all that was possible year after year till, in my +despair, I found that I must wait." + +"How glad he must be of your letters!" said Julia suddenly. + +Millicent Hallam sighed. + +"I suppose he cannot write to us. Perhaps he feels that it would pain +us. Mother, darling, was I an ill-conditioned, perverse child?" + +"My Julia," said Mrs Hallam, turning to her and drawing her closely to +her breast, "what a question! No. Why do you ask?" + +"Because I seem just to recollect myself shrinking away from papa as if +I were sulky or obstinate. It was as if I was afraid of him." + +"Oh, no, no!" cried Mrs Hallam anxiously, "you were very young then, +and your poor father was constrained, and troubled with many anxieties, +which made him seem cold and distant. It was his great love for us, my +child." + +"Yes, dear mother, his great love for us--his misfortune." + +"His misfortune," sighed Mrs Hallam. + +"But some day--when he returns--oh, mother! how we will love him, and +make him happy! How we will force him to forget the troubles of the +past!" + +"My darling!" whispered Mrs Hallam, pressing her fondly to her heart. + +"Do you think papa had many enemies, then?" + +"I used to think so, my child, but that feeling has passed away. I seem +to see more clearly now that those who caused his condemnation were but +the creatures of circumstances. It was the villain who seemed to be +your father's evil genius caused all our woe. He made me shiver on the +morning of our wedding, coming suddenly upon us as he did, as if he were +angry with your father for being so happy." + +"But could we not do something?" said Julia earnestly. "It seems to be +so sad--year after year goes by, and we sit idle." + +"Yes," said Mrs Hallam with a sob; "but that is all we can do, my +child--sit and wait, sit and wait, but keeping the home ready for our +darling when he comes--the home here--and in our hearts." + +"He is always there, mother," said Julia in a low, sweet voice, "always. +How I remember him, with his soft dark hair, and his dark eyes! I +think I used to be a little afraid of him." + +"Because he seemed stern, my child, that was all. You loved him very +dearly." + +"He shall see how I will love him when he returns, mother," she added +after a pause. "Do you think he gives much thought to us?" + +"Think, my darling? I know he prays day by day for the time when he may +return. Ah!" she sighed to herself, "he reproached me once with +teaching his child not to love him. He could not say so now." + +"I wonder how long it will be?" said Julia thoughtfully. "Do you think +he will be much changed?" + +She glanced up at the picture. + +"Changed, Julia?" said her mother, taking the sweet, earnest face +between her hands, to shower down kisses upon it, kisses mingled with +tears, "no, not in the least. It is twelve long years since, now; +heaven only knows how long to me! Years when, but for you, my darling, +I should have sunk beneath my burden. I think I should have gone mad. +In all those years you have been the link to bind me to life--to make me +hope and strive and wait, and now I feel sometimes as if the reward were +coming, as if this long penance were at an end. My love! my husband! +come to me! oh, come!" + +She uttered these last words with so wild and hysterical a cry that +Julia was alarmed. + +"Mother," she whispered, "you are ill!" + +"No, no, my child; it is only sometimes that I feel so deeply stirred. +Your words about his being changed seemed to move me to the quick. He +will not be changed; his hair will be grey, his face lined with the +furrows of increasing age and care; but he himself--my dear husband, +your loving father--will be at heart the same, and we shall welcome him +back to a life of rest and peace." + +"Yes, yes!" cried Julia, catching the infection of her mother's +enthusiasm; "and it will be soon, will it not, mother--it will be soon?" + +"Let us pray that it may, my child." + +"But, mother, why do we not go to him?" Mrs Hallam shivered slightly. +"We should have been near him all these years, and we might have seen +him. Oh, mother! if it had been only once! Why did you not go?" She +rose from her knees, as if moved by her excitement. "Why, I would have +gone a hundred times as far!" she said excitedly. "No distance should +have kept me from the husband that I loved." + +"Julie! Julie! are you reproaching me?" + +"Mother!" cried the girl, flinging herself upon her neck, "as if I could +reproach you!" + +"It would not be just, my child," said Mrs Hallam, caressing the soft +dark head, "for I have tried so hard." + +"Yes, yes, I know, dear; and I have known ever since I have been old +enough to think." + +"In every letter I have sent I have prayed for his leave to come out and +join him--that I might be near him, for I dared not take the +responsibility upon myself with you." + +"Mother!" + +"If I had been alone in the world, Julia, I should have gone years upon +years ago; but I felt that I should be committing a breach of trust to +take his young, tender child all those thousands of miles across the +sea, to a land whose society is wild, and often lawless." + +"And so you asked papa to give his consent?" + +"Every time I wrote to him, Julia--letters full of trust in the future, +letters filled with the hope I did not feel. I begged him to give me +his consent that I might come." + +"And he has not replied, mother?" + +"Not yet, my child. Innocent and guilty alike have a long probation to +pass through." + +"But he might have written, dear." + +"How do we know that, Julia?" said Mrs Hallam, with a shade of +sternness in her voice. "I have studied the matter deeply from the +reports and dispatches, and often the poor prisoners are sent far up the +country as servants--almost slaves--to the settlers. In places +sometimes where there are no fellow-creatures save the blacks for miles +upon miles. No roads, Julia; no post; no means of communication." + +"My poor father!" sighed Julia, sinking upon the carpet, half sitting, +half kneeling, with her hands clasped upon her knees, and her gaze +directed up at the dimly-seen picture on the wall. + +"Yes, my child, I know all," said Mrs Hallam. "I know him and his +pride. Think of a man like him, innocent, and yet condemned; dragged +from his home like a common felon, and forced to herd with criminals of +the lowest class. Is it not natural that his heart should rebel against +society, and that he should proudly make his stand upon his innocency, +and wait in silent suffering for the day when the law shall say: +`Innocent and injured man, come back from the desert. You have been +deeply wronged!'" + +"Yes, dear mother. Poor father! But not one letter in all these +years!" + +"Julia, my child, you pain me," cried Mrs Hallam excitedly. "When you +speak like that, your words seem to imply that he has had the power to +send letter or message. He is your father--my husband. Child, you must +learn to think of him with the same faith as I." + +"Indeed I will, dear," cried Julia passionately; and then she started to +her feet, for there was a quick, decided knock at the front door. + +Mrs Hallam hurriedly tried to compose her features; and as Thisbe's +step was heard in the passage she drew in her breath, gazed wildly at +the picture, just as Julia drew down the blind and blotted it from her +sight. Then the door was opened, and their visitor came in the centre +of the glow shed by the passage light. + +"Aha! In the dark!" cried Bayle in his cheery voice, as Thisbe opened +the door. "How I wish I had been born a lady! I always envy you that +pleasant hour you spend in the half light, gazing into the fire." + +Julia echoed his laugh in a pleasant silvery trill, as she hastily lit +the lamp, Bayle watching her as the argand wick gradually burned round, +and she put on the glass chimney, the light throwing up her handsome +young face against the gloom till she lifted the great dome-shaped +globe, which emitted a musical sound before being placed over the lamp, +and throwing Julia's countenance once more into the shade. + +"What are you laughing at?" said Bayle. + +"At the idea of our Mr Bayle being idle for an hour, sitting and +thinking over the fire," said Julia playfully, to draw his attention +from her mother's disturbed countenance. + +The attempt was a failure, for Bayle saw clearly that something was +wrong; that pain and suffering had been there before him; and he sighed +as he asked himself what he could do more, in his unselfish way, to +chase earthly cares from that quiet home. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER FOUR. + +THE DREADED MESSAGE. + +There was quite a change in the little house in the Clerkenwell Square. +Life had been very calm and peaceful there for Julia, though she made no +friends. Any advances made by neighbours were gravely and coldly +repelled by Mrs Hallam. + +Once, when she had felt injured by her mother's refusal of an invitation +for her to some young people's party, and had raised her eyes +reproachfully to her face, Mrs Hallam had taken her in her arms, +kissing her tenderly. + +"Not yet, my child; not yet," she whispered. "We must wait." + +Julia coloured, and then turned pale, for she understood her mother's +meaning. They stood aloof from ordinary society, and they possessed a +secret. + +But now, since Sir Gordon had been brought to the house by Christie +Bayle, their life appeared to Julia to be changed. Her mother seemed +less oppressed and sad during the evenings when Sir Gordon came, as he +did now frequently. There was so much to listen to in the animated +discussions between the banker and the clergyman; and as they discussed +some political question with great animation, Julia leaned forward +smiling and slightly flushed, as Bayle, with all the force of a powerful +orator, delivered his opinions, that were, as a rule, more sentimental +than sound, more full of heart than logic. + +He would always end with a fine peroration, from the force of habit; and +Julia would clap her hands while Mrs Hallam smiled. + +"Wait a bit, my dear," Sir Gordon would say, nodding his head, "one +story is good till the other is told." + +Then, in the coolest and most matter-of-fact way, he would proceed to +demolish Bayle's arguments one by one, battering them down till the +structure crumbled into nothingness. + +All this, too, was without effort. He simply drew logical conclusions, +pointed out errors, showed what would be the consequences of following +the clergyman's line of argument, and ended by giving Julia a little +nod. + +At the beginning the latter would feel annoyed, for her sympathies had +all been with Bayle's plans; then some clever point would take her +attention; her young reason would yield to the ingenuity of the +highly-cultivated old man's attack; and finally she would mentally range +herself upon his side, and reward him with plaudits from her little +white hands, darting a triumphant look now at Bayle, as if saying, +"There we have won!" + +Highly good-tempered were all these encounters; and they were always +followed by another harmony, that of music, Bayle playing, as of old, to +Millicent's accompaniment; more often to that of her child. + +It was a calm and peaceful little English home, that every day grew more +attractive to the old club-lounger and lover of the sea. + +He coloured slightly the first time Bayle came and found him there. The +next time he nodded, as much as to say, "I thought I would run up." The +next it seemed a matter of course that an easy-chair should be ready for +him in one corner, where he took his place after pressing Mrs Hallam's +hand warmly, and drawing Julia to him to kiss her as if she were his +child. + +There was a delicacy, a display of tender reverence, that disarmed all +suspicion of there being an undercurrent at work. "He is one of my +oldest friends," Mrs Hallam had said to herself; "he feels sympathy for +me in my trouble, and he seems to love Julie with a father's love. Why +should I estrange him? Why keep Julie from his society?" + +It never entered into her mind that, by the sentence of the law, she +was, as it were, a woman in the position of a widow, for her husband was +socially dead. The seed of such an idea would have fallen upon utterly +barren ground, and never have put forth germinating shoots. + +No; there was the one thought ever present in her heart, that sooner or +later her husband's innocence would be proclaimed, and then this +terrible present would glide away, to be forgotten in the happiness to +come. + +Sir Gordon, with all his frank openness of manner, saw everything. The +slightest word was weighed; each action was watched; and when he +returned to his chambers in St James's--a tiny suite of very close and +dark rooms, which Tom Porter treated as if they were the cabins of a +yacht--he would cast up the observations he had made. + +"Bayle means the widow," he said to himself, as he sat alone; "yes, he +means the widow. She is a widow. Well, he is a young man, and I am-- +well, an old fool." + +Another night he was off upon the other tack. + +"It's an insult to her," he said indignantly. "Bless her grand, true, +sweet, innocent heart! She never thinks of him but as the good friend +he is. She will never think of any one but that rascal. Good heavens! +what a fate for her! What a woman to have won!" + +The thought so moved him that he paced his little bed-room for some time +uneasily. + +"As for that fellow Bayle," he cried, "I see through him. He means to +marry my sweet little flower Julie. Hah!" + +He sat down smiling, as if there was a pleasant fragrance in the very +thought of the fair young girl that refreshed him, and sent him into a +dreamy state full of visions of youth and innocence. + +"I don't blame him," he said, after a pause. "I should do the same if I +were his age. Yes," he said firmly, and as if to crush down some +offered opposition, "even if she be a convict's daughter. It is not her +fault. We do not mark out our own paths." + +Again, another night, and Sir Gordon arrested himself several times over +in the act of spoiling his carefully-trimmed nails by nibbling them--a +somewhat painful operation--with his false teeth. + +"It's time I died; I honestly believe it's time I died," he said +testily. "When a man has grown to an age in which he spends his days +suspecting the motives of his fellow-creatures--hah! of his best +friends--it's time he died, for every year he lives makes him worse-- +gives him more to answer for." + +"Poor Bayle!" he continued, shaking hands with himself, "he looks upon +each of those two women as something holy." + +"No," he mused, "that does not express it; there's something too +fatherly, too brotherly. No, that's not it. Too friendly; I suppose +that's it; but friendship seems such a weak, pitiful word to express his +feelings towards them." + +"Christie Bayle, my dear friend," he said aloud, as he rose and gazed +straight before him, "I ask your pardon; and--heaven helping me--I'll +never suspect you again." + +The old man seemed to feel better after this; and throwing himself into +an easy-chair, he smiled and looked wrinkled--as he had a way of looking +in his dressing-room--and happy. + +At first Sir Gordon had gone to the little house at Clerkenwell feeling +out of his element, and with an uncomfortable sensation upon him that +the neighbours--poor souls who were too much occupied with the solution +of the problem of how to get a sufficiency of bread and meat to preserve +life--were watching him. + +After a second and third visit, this uneasiness wore off, and he found +himself walking proudly up to the house, smiling at Thisbe, who only +gave him a hard look in return, consequent upon his remark concerning +Tom Porter. + +Sometimes Christie Bayle would be there. As often not. But the chair +was always ready for him, and Julia took his hat and stick. + +It was generally after his dinner at the club that he found his way up +there; and on these occasions Thisbe asked no questions. The moment she +had closed the door and shown the visitor into the little parlour, she +went downstairs and put on the kettle. + +As a rule, precisely at nine, Thisbe took up the supper-tray with its +simple contents; but on these evenings the supper-tray gave place to the +tea-tray, and Sir Gordon sat for quite an hour sipping his tea and +talking, Julia crossing now and then to fetch his cup. + +One pleasant evening, when the chill of winter had passed away, and the +few ragged trees in the square garden, washed less sooty than usual by +the cold rains, were asserting that there was truth in the genial, soft +breaths of air that came floating from the west, and that it really was +spring, Mrs Hallam, Julia, and Sir Gordon were seated at tea in the +little parlour with the window open, and the sound of the footsteps +without coming in regular beats. From time to time Julia walked to the +window to look out, turning her head aside to lay her cheek against the +pane and gaze as far up the side of the square as she could, giving Sir +Gordon a picture to watch of which he seemed never to tire, as he sat +with half-closed eyes. Then the girl returned to seat herself at the +piano and softly play a few notes. + +"That must be he," she said, suddenly, and Sir Gordon's face twitched. + +"No, my dear," said Mrs Hallam, quietly; "that is not his step." + +Sir Gordon's hair seemed to move suddenly down towards his eyebrows, and +his lips tightened, so did his eyelids, as he gave a sharp glance at +mother and daughter. Then his conscience gave him a twinge, and he made +a brave effort to master his unpleasant thoughts. + +"Bayle is uncommonly late to-night, is he not?" he said. + +"He is late like this sometimes," said Mrs Hallam. "He works very hard +amongst the people, and attends parish meetings, where there may be long +discussions." + +"Humph, yes, so I suppose. I hope he does some good." + +"Some good?" cried Julia excitedly. "Oh, you don't know how much!" + +"And you do, I suppose," said Sir Gordon in rather a constrained tone of +voice. + +"Oh, not a hundredth part!" cried Julia naively, "Oh, Sir Gordon, I wish +you were half so good a man!" + +"Julia!" exclaimed Mrs Hallam. + +"Upon my word, young--bless my soul! I!--tut, tut!--hush! hush! Mrs +Hallam." + +Sir Gordon began angrily, but his testiness was of a few moments' +duration, and he laughed at first in a forced, half-irritable manner, +then more heartily, and ended by becoming quite overcome with mirth, and +wiping the tears from his eyes while mother and daughter exchanged +glances. + +"And here have I been deferential, and treating you, Miss Julie, like a +grown-up young lady, while all the time you are only one of those +innocent little maidens who say unpleasant truths before elderly +people." + +"Oh, Sir Gordon," cried Julia, colouring deeply, "I am so sorry!" + +"Oh, sorrow is no good after such a charge as that!" said Sir Gordon +with mock severity. "So you and your mamma have determined that I am a +very wicked old man, eh?" + +"Sir Gordon!" cried Julia, taking his hand. "Indeed, indeed, I only +meant that Mr Bayle was the best and kindest of friends." + +"While I was the most testy, exacting, and--" + +"Indeed, no," cried Julia, with spirit; "and I will not have you condemn +yourself. Next to Mr Bayle, mamma and I like you better than any one +we know." + +"Ah! well, here is Bayle," said Sir Gordon, as a knock was heard; and +the curate appeared next minute in the doorway. + +The lamp had been lit, and his face looked so serious and pale that Sir +Gordon noticed the fact on the instant. + +"Why, Bayle," he cried warmly, "how bad you look! Not ill?" + +"Ill? No; oh, no!" he said quietly. "I have been detained by +business." + +Mrs Hallam looked at him anxiously, for beneath the calm there was ever +a strange state of excitement waiting to break forth. For years she had +been living in the expectation that the next day some important news +would come from her husband. Letters she had very few, but the +postman's knock made her turn pale and place her hand to her heart, to +check its wild beatings, while the coming of a stranger to the house had +before now completely unnerved her. It was but natural, then, that she +should become agitated by Bayle's manner. A thousand--ten thousand +things might have happened to disturb her old friend, but in her +half-hysterical state she could find but one cause--her own troubles; +and, starting up with her hand on her breast, she exclaimed: + +"You have news for me!" + +Christie Bayle had no more diplomatic power than a child, perhaps less +than some; and he sank back in his chair, with his hand half-raised to +his lips, gazing at her in a pained, appealing manner that excited her +further. + +"Yes," she cried, "you are keeping something back. You think I cannot +bear it, but I can. Yes, I am strong. Have I not borne all this pain +these twelve years? And do you think me a child that you treat me so? +Speak, I say--speak!" + +"My dear Mrs Hallam," began Sir Gordon soothingly. + +"Hush, sir!" cried the trembling woman. "Let him speak. Mr Bayle, why +do you torture me--you, my best friend? What have I done that you--ah! +I see now. I--Julie--my child--he is dead!--he is dead!" + +Julia had started to her side and caught her in her arms as she burst +into a passionate wail, the first display of the wild despair in her +heart that Bayle had seen for many years. + +"No, no!" he cried, starting up and speaking with energy. "Mrs Hallam, +you are wrong. He is alive and well." + +Millicent Hallam threw up her hands, clasped them together, reeled, and +would have fallen but for her child's sustaining arms. It was as if a +sudden vertigo had seized her, but it passed as quickly as it came. +Years of suffering had strengthened as well as weakened, and the woman's +power of will was tremendous. + +"I am better," she said in a hoarse, strangely altered voice. "Hush, +Julie--I _can_ bear it," she cried imperiously. "Tell me all. You have +heard of my husband?" + +"Yes, Mrs Hallam, yes; but be calm and you shall know all." + +"I am calm." + +Christie Bayle felt the cold dew stand upon his brow as he faced the +pale, stern face before him. It did not seem the Millicent Hallam he +knew, but one at enmity with him for holding back from her that which +was her very life. + +"Why do you not speak?" she said angrily; and she took a step forward. + +In a flash, as it were, Christie Bayle seemed to see into the future, +and in that future he saw, as it were, the simple happy little home he +had made for the woman he had once loved crumbling away into +nothingness, the years of peace gone for ever, and a dark future of pain +and misery usurping their place. The dew upon his brow grew heavier, +and as Sir Gordon's eyes ranged from one to the other he could read that +the anguish in the countenance of the man he had made his friend was as +great as that suffered by the woman to whom, in the happy past, they had +talked of love. He started as Bayle spoke; his voice sounded so calm +and emotionless; at times it was slightly husky, but it gained strength +as he went on, its effect being, as he took Mrs Hallam's hands to make +her sink upon her knees at his feet her anger gone, and the calm of his +spirit seeming to influence her own. + +"I hesitated to speak," he said, "until I had prepared you for what I +had to say." + +"Prepared?" she cried. "What have all these terrible years been but my +probation?" + +"Yes, I know," said Bayle; "but still I hesitated. Yes," he said +quickly, "I have heard from Mr Hallam. He has written to me--enclosing +a letter for his wife." As he spoke he took the letter from his breast, +and Mrs Hallam caught it, reading the direction with swimming eyes. + +"Julie!" she panted, starting to her feet, "read--read it--quickly-- +whisper, my child!" + +She turned her back to the men, and held the unopened letter beneath the +lamp. + +Julia stretched out her hand to take the letter, but her mother drew it +quickly back, with an alarmed look at her child, holding it tightly with +both hands the next moment to the light; and Julia read through her +tears in a low quick voice: + +"Private and confidential. + +"To Mrs Robert Hallam, formerly Miss Millicent Luttrell, of King's +Castor, in the county of Lincoln. + +"N.B.--If the lady to whom this letter is addressed be dead, it is to be +returned unopened to-- + +"Robert Hallam,-- + +"9749,-- + +"Nulla Nulla Prison,-- + +"Port Jackson." + +"Mrs Hallam," said Bayle in his calm, clear voice, "Sir Gordon and I +are going. You would like to be alone. Could you bear to see us +again--say to-night--in an hour or two?" + +"Yes, yes," she cried, catching his hand; "you will come back. There! +you see I am calm now. Dear friends, make some excuse for me if I seem +half mad." Sir Gordon took the hand that Bayle dropped, and kissed it +respectfully. + +Bayle was holding Julia's. + +"God protect you both, and give you counsel," he whispered, half +speaking to himself. "Julie, you will help her now." + +"Help her!" panted Julia. "Why, it is a time of joy, Mr Bayle; and you +don't seem glad." + +"Glad!" he said in a low voice, looking at her wistfully. "Heaven knows +how I should rejoice if there were good news for both." + +The next minute he and Sir Gordon were arm-in-arm walking about the +square; for though Bayle had left the place intending to go to his own +rooms, Mrs Hallam's house seemed to possess an attraction for them +both, and they stayed within sight of the quiet little home. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER FIVE. + +THE WIFE SPEAKS. + +Sir Gordon was the first to break the silence, and his voice trembled +with passion and excitement. + +"The villain!" he said in an angry whisper. "How dare he write to her! +She suffered, but it was a calm and patient suffering, softened by time. +Now he has torn open the wound to make it bleed afresh, and it will +never heal again." + +"I have lived in an agonising dread of this night for the past ten +years," said Bayle hoarsely. + +"You?" + +"Yes: I. Does it seem strange? I have seen her gradually growing more +restful and happy in the love of her child. I have gone on loving that +child as if she were my own. Was it not reasonable that I should dread +the hour when that man might come and claim them once again?" + +"But they are not his now," cried Sir Gordon. "The man is socially +dead." + +"To us and to the law," said Bayle; "but is the husband of her young +love dead to the heart of such a woman as Millicent Hallam?" + +"Luttrell, man; Luttrell," cried Sir Gordon excitedly; "don't utter his +accursed name!" + +"As Millicent Hallam," said Bayle gravely. "She is his wife. She will +never change." + +"She must be made to change," cried Sir Gordon, whose excitement and +anger were in strong contrast to the calm, patient suffering of the man +upon whose arm he hung heavily as they tramped on round and round the +circular railings within the square. "It is monstrous that he should be +allowed to disturb her peace, Bayle. Look here! Did you say that +letter came enclosed to you?" + +"Yes." + +"Then--then you were a fool, man--a fool! You call yourself her +friend--the friend of that sweet girl?" + +"Their truest, best friend, I hope." + +"You call yourself my friend," continued Sir Gordon, in the same angry, +unreasoning way, "and yet you give them that letter? You should have +sent it back to the scoundrel, marked dead. They are dead to him. +Bayle, you were a fool." + +"Do you think so?" he said smiling, and looking round at his companion. +"My dear sir, is your Christianity at so low an ebb that you speak those +words?" + +"Now you are beginning to preach, sir, to excuse yourself." + +"No," replied Bayle quietly. "I was only about to say, suppose these +long years of suffering for his crime have changed the man; are we to +say there is to be no ray of hope in his darkened life?" + +"I can't argue with you, Bayle," cried Sir Gordon. "Forgive me. I grow +old and easily excited. I called you a fool: I was the fool. It was +misplaced. You are not very angry with me?" + +"My dear old friend!" + +"My dear boy!" + +Sir Gordon's voice sounded strange, and something wonderfully like a sob +was heard. Then, for some time they paced on round and round the +square, glancing at the illumined window-blind, both longing to be back +in the pleasant little room. + +And now the same feeling that had troubled Bayle seemed to have made its +way into Sir Gordon's breast. The little home, with its tokens of +feminine taste and traces of mother and daughter everywhere, had grown +to be so delightful an oasis in his desert life that he looked with +dismay at the chance of losing it for ever. + +He knew nothing yet, but that home seemed to be gliding away. He had +not heard the letter read, but a strange horror of what it might contain +made him shudder for what he knew; and as the future began to paint +terrors without end, he suddenly nipped the arm of his silent, +thoughtful companion. + +"There! there!" he said, "we are thinking about ourselves, man." + +"No," said Bayle, in a deep, sad voice, "I was thinking about them." + +"It's my belief," said Sir Gordon, half angrily, "that you have gone on +all these years past thinking about them. But come! We must act. Tell +me about the letter. Do you say he wrote to you?" + +"Yes." + +"But why to you? He must have hated you with all his heart." + +"I believe he did," replied Bayle. "Even my love for his child was a +grievance to him." + +"And yet he wrote to you, enclosing the letter to his wife." + +"I suppose he felt that I should not forsake them in their distress; and +that whatever changes might have taken place my whereabouts would be +known--a clergyman being easily traced. See!" + +He took another letter from his pocket, and stopped beneath a gas-lamp. + +"No, no, I cannot read it by this light; tell me what he says," +exclaimed Sir Gordon. + +"The letter is directed to me at King's Castor, and above the direction +Hallam has written, `If Rev Christie Bayle has left King's Castor, the +postal authorities are requested to find his address from the Clerical +Directory.' The people at Castor of course knew my address, and sent it +on." + +"Yes, I see. Well, well, what does he say?" + +Bayle read, in a calm, clear voice, the following letter: + + "Prison, Nulla Nulla,-- + + "Port Jackson, Australia,-- + + "December 9th, 18--. + + "Sir,-- + + "You and I were never friends, and in my trouble perhaps you were + harder on me than you need have been. But I always believed you to be + a true gentleman, and that you liked my wife and child. I can trust + no one else but a clergyman, being a convict; but your profession must + make you ready, like our chaplain here, to hear all our troubles, so I + write to ask you to help me by placing the letter enclosed in my + wife's hands, and in none other's. It is for her sight alone. + + "I cannot offer to reward you for doing me this service, but I ask you + to do a good turn to a suffering man, who has gone through a deal + since you saw him. + + "Please mark: the letter is to be given to my wife alone, or to my + child. If they are both dead, the letter is to be sent back to me + unopened, as I tell you it contains private matters, only relating to + my wife and me. + + "I am, Reverend Sir,-- + + "Your obedient, humble servant,-- + + "Robert Hallam, 9749. + + "To the Rev Christie Bayle,-- + + "Curate of King's Castor." + +"Why, the fellow seems to have grown vulgarised and coarse in style. +That is not the sort of letter our old manager would have written." + +"The handwriting is greatly changed too." + +"Of course it is his?" + +"Oh, yes; there is no doubt about it. The change is natural, if the +life the poor wretches lead out there be as bad as I have heard." + +"Hah! I don't suppose they find them feather beds, Bayle." + +"If half I know be true," said Bayle indignantly, "the place is a +horror. It is a scandal to our country and our boasted Christianity!" + +"What, Botany Bay?" + +"The whole region of the penal settlement." + +"There, there, Bayle! you are too easy, man! You infect me. I shall +begin to repent of my share in sending that fellow out of the country. +Let's get back. We must have been out here an hour." + +"An hour and a half," said Bayle, looking at his watch. "Yes; we will +ask if they can see us to-night. We will not press it if they prefer to +be alone." + +Thisbe must have been in the passage, the door was opened so quickly. +Her face was harder than ever, and her moustache, by the light of the +candle upon the bracket, looked like a dark line drawn by a smutty +finger. There was a defiant look, too, in her eyes; but it was evident +that she had been crying, as she ushered the friends into the room where +Mrs Hallam was sittings with Julia kneeling at her feet and resting her +arms upon her mother's knees. + +Both rose as Bayle and Sir Gordon entered. + +"We only wish to say good-night," said the latter apologetically. + +"I have been expecting you both for some time," said Mrs Hallam calmly; +but it was plain to her friends that she was fighting hard to master her +emotion. + +Sir Gordon signed to Bayle to speak, but the latter remained closed of +lip, and the silence became most painful. + +Julia looked wistfully at her mother, whose face was transfigured by the +joy that illumined it once more, though it had no reflection in her +child's face, which was rendered sad by the traces of the tears that she +had lately shed. + +"Your husband is well?" said Bayle at last, for Mrs Hallam was looking +at him reproachfully. + +"Yes, oh yes, he is quite well," she said proudly; and something of her +old feeling seemed to come back, for the eyes that looked from Sir +Gordon to Bayle gave a defiant flash. + +"Well?" she said impatiently, as if weary of waiting to be questioned. + +"Do you wish your friends to know the contents of your husband's +letter?" + +"Yes!" she cried; "all that is not of a private nature." + +Bayle paused again. Then his lips parted, but no words came; and Sir +Gordon saw that there was a tender, yearning look in his eyes, a pitying +expression in his face. + +Then he seemed to recover himself. He moistened his feverish lips, and +said in a low, pained voice: + +"Then the term of his imprisonment is over? He is coming back?" + +"My poor husband was sentenced to exile for life," said Mrs Hallam, +with her head erect, as if she were defending the reputation of a +patriot. + +"But he has received pardon?" + +"No. The world is still unjust." + +Sir Gordon met her eyes full of reproach; but as she gazed at him her +features softened, and she took a step forward and caught his hand. + +"Forgive my bitterness," she said quickly. "It was all a grievous +error. Only, now that this message has come from beyond the seas,"--she +unconsciously adopted the language used a short time before--"the old +wound seems to be opened and to bleed afresh." + +Bayle had uttered a sigh of relief at her words respecting the injustice +of the world, and he waited till Mrs Hallam turned to him again. + +"I wish to be plain--to speak as I should at another time, but I am too +agitated, too much overcome with the great joy that has fallen to me at +last--the joy for which I have prayed so long. At times it seems a +dream--as if I were mocked by one of the visions that have haunted my +nights; but I know it is true. I have his words here--here!" + +She snatched the letter from her breast, her eyes sparkling and a +feverish flush coming into her face, while, as she stood there in the +softened light shed by the lamp, her lips apart, and a glint of her +white teeth just seen, it seemed to both Bayle and Sir Gordon that the +Millicent Luttrell of the old days was before them. Even the tones of +her voice had lost their harshness, and sounded mellow and round. + +They stood wondering and rapt, noticing the transformation, the animated +way; the eager excitement, as of one longing to take action, after an +enforced sealing up of every energy; and as they stood before her +half-stunned in thought, she seemed to gather the force they lost, and +mentally towered above them in her words. + +"You ask me of his letter," she said at last, half bitterly, but again +fighting this bitterness down. "I will tell you what he says to me and +to his child." + +"Yes," said Bayle, almost mechanically; and in the same half-stunned way +he looked from her to Julia, who stood with her hands clasped and +hanging before her, wistful, troubled, and evidently in pain. + +"Yes, Mrs Hallam," said Sir Gordon, for she had sought his eyes as she +released those of Bayle, "tell me what he says." + +She paused with the letter in her hands, holding it pressed against her +bosom. Then raising it slowly, she placed it against her lips, and +remained silent for what seemed an interminable time. + +At last she spoke, and there was a strange solemnity in her words as she +said in less deep tones: + +"It is the voice of the husband and father away beyond, the wild seas-- +there on the other side of the wide world, speaking to the wife and +child he loves, and its essence is, `I am weary of waiting--wife-- +child--I bid you come.'" + +As she spoke, Bayle felt his legs tremble, and he involuntarily caught +at a chair, tilting it forward and resting upon its back till, as she +said the last words, he spasmodically snatched his hands from the chair, +which fell with a heavy crash into the grate. + +It was not noticed by any there, only by Thisbe, who ran to the door in +alarm, as Bayle was speaking excitedly. + +"No, no. It is impossible. You could not go!" + +"My husband tells me," continued Mrs Hallam, gazing now at Sir Gordon, +who seemed to shrink and grow older of aspect than before--"that after +such a long probation as his the Government have some compassion towards +the poor exiles in their charge; that they extend certain privileges to +them, and ameliorate their sufferings; that his wife and child would be +allowed to see him, and that under certain restrictions he would be free +so long as he did not attempt to leave the colony." + +"It is too horrible!" groaned Sir Gordon to himself, as in imagination +he saw the horrors of the penal settlement, and this gently-nurtured +woman and her child landed there. + +"I say it is impossible," said Bayle again; and there were firmness and +anger combined in his tones. "Mrs Hallam, you must not think of it." + +"Not think of it?" she said sternly. + +"For your own sake: no." + +"You say this to me, Christie Bayle?" + +"Yes, to you; and if I must bring forward a stronger argument--for your +child's sake you must not go." + +A look that was half joy, half grief, flashed from Julia's eyes; and +Mrs Hallam looked to her, and took her hand firmly in her own. + +"Will you tell me why, Mr Bayle?" she said sternly. + +"I could not. I dare not," he said firmly. "Believe me, though, when I +tell you this. As your friend--as Julia's protector, almost +foster-father--knowing what I do, I have mastered everything possible, +from the Government minutes and despatches, respecting the penal +settlement out there. It is no place for two tender women. Mrs +Hallam, it is impossible for you to go." + +"Again I ask you why?" said Mrs Hallam sternly. + +"I cannot--I dare not paint to you what you would have to go through," +said Bayle almost fiercely. + +"Mrs Hallam," said Sir Gordon, coming to his aid; "what he says is +right. Believe me too. You cannot: you must not go." + +There was a pause for a few moments, and then Mrs Hallam drew her child +more closely to her side. + +"You dare not paint the horrors that await us there, Christie Bayle," +she then said in a softened tone. "There is no need. The recital would +fall on barren ground. The horrors suffered by the husband and father, +his wife and child will gladly dare." + +"You cannot. You shall not. For God's sake pause!" + +"When my husband bids me come? Christie Bayle, you do not know me yet," +she said softly. + +"But, Mrs Hallam--Millicent, my child!" cried Sir Gordon imploringly. + +"I cannot listen to your appeals," she said in a piteous tone, and with +the tears at last gushing from her aching eyes. + +"Ah," cried Bayle excitedly, "she is giving way. Millicent Luttrell, +for your own, for your child's sake, you will stay." + +She rose up proudly once more. + +"Millicent _Hallam_ and her child will go." + +Sir Gordon made an imploring movement. + +"It is to obtain his release, Julie, my child!" said Mrs Hallam in a +tender voice, "the release of our long-suffering martyr. What say you? +He calls to us from beyond the seas to come and help him, what must we +do?" + +Again there was a painful silence in that room, every breath seemed to +be held till Julia said, in a low, dreamy voice: + +"Mother, we must go." + +As she ended, a faint sigh escaped her lips, and she sank as if +insensible upon her mother's breast. + +"Yes," cried Millicent Hallam, gazing straight before her, "were the +world a hundred times as wide." + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER SIX. + +IN HER SERVICE. + +No, not even to Julia--his own child--for that part of the letter was a +commission for her alone to execute. After all these long years of +absence he sent her his orders--he, the dear husband of her first love. + +And, oh! the joy, the intense delight of being able at last to execute +his wishes, to work and strive for him, following out his most minute +commands. + +It was a long letter, containing few words of affection, but those she +found studded through the ill-written pages, that seemed to have been +the work of one who had not touched pen for years, a word that bore a +loving guise, shining brightly here and there, as Millicent kissed it +with all the fervour of a girl. + +He said that he had not heard from her all these years, and that she +might have written; that he had had to suffer fearful hardships, which +he would not inflict upon her, though he was explicit enough to draw +agonised tears from the loving woman's eyes; that he had had much to +endure, mentally and bodily; that his health had been often bad, and so +on, right through the greater portion of the letter. + +It never struck the patient wife that Hallam barely alluded to her, or +suggested that she must have suffered terribly during his long absence. +He had left her absolutely penniless, after ruining her father and +mother; but here was his first letter, and there was not an allusion to +how she had managed to struggle on for all this time--how had she lived? +what had she done? how had she managed to keep her child? + +Not a word of this kind; but it did not trouble the woman who knew all +his pains and sufferings by heart, for she was hungering for news of him +to whom she had blindly given herself, and the letter was full of that. + +She did not wish to bathe her sorrowing face in the fount of her own +tears, but in the fount of his, and she greedily drank in every word and +allusion, making each the text which she mentally expanded in the +silence of the night, till she seemed to be reading the complete history +of her husband's life for the past twelve years. + +Certainly he hoped she was quite well, and that little Julie was the +same. He supposed she would be so grown that he should hardly know her +again, but he hoped she would not have forgotten him. + +He made but little allusion to his sentence. And here perhaps Millicent +Hallam felt a little disappointed, for he dealt in no severe strictures +against those who had caused his punishment, neither did he reiterate +his innocency. He merely said that he supposed Australia would always +be his home now; and that she was to part with everything she possessed, +take passage in the first ship with Julie, and come and join him at +once--he would explain their future when she came. + +No word about the old people either; or the repugnance wife and child +might feel to leaving home to go to a strange land to join a convict +father--not a word of this, for they were his wife and child. He wanted +them, and he bade them come. + +Millicent Hallam knew that the letter was selfish in the extreme, but it +was the kind of selfishness that elated her, and filled her with joy. + +He was innocent; he had suffered in silence a very martyrdom, all these +years; but she was still the one woman in the world to him, and he had +turned to her to bid her come and chase away his cares. + +Blindly infatuated, strong, and yet weak as a girl; foolish in her trust +in an utterly heartless and selfish, scoundrel; but how loving! Her +young heart had opened like a flower at the breath of his love. He had +been the sun that had warmed it with that wondrous new life, and it +wanted something far stronger than occasional harshness, neglect, or the +charges of man against man, to tear out the belief that had fast rooted +itself in Millicent Hallam's nature. + +Blame--pity--what you will, and then thank God that in spite of modern +society ways, follies of fashion, errors of education, weakness, vanity, +and the hundred biassing influences, the world abounds with such loving, +trusting women, always has done so, and always will to the very end. + +One great joy that seemed to take ten years from her life as she read +and re-read that letter to herself, and to Julie, who became infected by +her mother's enthusiasm, and at last believed that she was gladdened by +the news, and sobbed in secret, she knew not why, as she thought of the +time of parting. + +But there was that one portion of the letter separated by two broad +lines, ruled evidently with the pen drawn along the side of an old book, +the rough edges showing where the point of a spluttering quill pen +dipped in coarse ink had followed each irregularity. + +Here are the lines that Robert Hallam emphasised by a few warning words +at the beginning, telling her that they were of vital importance. + +"_And mind this, by carefully and secretly following out my +instructions, you will free your husband from this wretched, degraded +life_." + +Could she want a greater impulse than that last to make her dwell upon +his words, and prepare herself to execute the instructions which +followed to the letter? + +"He may trust me," she said with a smile, as she carefully cut these +instructions out of the letter, gummed them upon a piece of paper, and +doubling this, carefully hid it in her purse. + +There was a poignant feeling of pity and remorse in Millicent Hallam's +breast the next morning when, in spite of the way in which her heart was +filled with the thoughts of their coming journey, the recollection of +Christie Bayle's tender care for them both pierced its way in like some +keen point. + +"I cannot help it," she cried passionately. "It is my duty, and he will +soon forget us." + +But when he of whom she thought came that morning, looking grave and +pale, her heart reproached her more and more, for she knew that he was +not of the kind to forget. This knowledge influenced her words and the +tone of her voice, as she laid her hand in his, and then passed her arm +round Julie. + +"Once more," she said, with a sad smile, "you are going in your +unselfishness to help me, Christie Bayle." + +"Are you still determined?" he said, with a slight tremor in his voice, +which grew firm directly, even stern. + +"Yes!" + +"Have you thought of the peril of the voyage for yourself and for +Julie?" + +"Yes; of everything." + +"The wild, strange life out yonder; your future--have you thought of +this?" + +"Yes, yes!" said Millicent Hallam calmly. "Can you ask me these +questions, and at such a time?" + +Christie Bayle remained silent, looking stern and cold; but it was a +mere mask. He could not trust himself to speak, lest he should grow by +turns piteous of appeal, angry and denunciatory of manner, so fully did +he realise the horrors of the fate to which this man's wife in her blind +faith was hurrying. + +"Do not think me ungrateful, dear friend," she continued. "I cannot +tell you how in my heart of hearts the truest gratitude dwells for all +that you have done. Christie! brother! I am again in terrible +distress. This once more you will be my help and stay?" + +She approached and took his hand, raising it to her lips, feeling +startled it was so icily cold. + +But the next moment a change came over him, his sternness seemed to +melt, his old manner to come back, as he said gently: + +"You know that you have only to speak and I shall do all you wish; but +let us sit down, and talk calmly and dispassionately about this letter. +There, I will be only the true, candid friend. I do not attempt to +fight against your present feeling; I only ask you to wait, to give the +matter quiet consideration for a few days. It seems impertinent of me +to speak of rashness; but before you decide to give up your little +home--" + +"Hush!" said Mrs Hallam firmly; and the bright light in her daughter's +eyes died out. "Do not speak to me like this. No consideration, no +time could change me. Christie Bayle, think for a moment. For twelve +long years I have been praying for this letter. From my heart I felt it +hopeless to expect my husband's pardon. Now the letter has come, you +ask me to wait--to consider--to give up this plan--to refuse to obey +these commands. Of what kind do you think my love for my husband?" + +Bayle drew a long breath, and remained silent for quite a minute, while +Julia watched him with a strange wrinkling of her broad, fair brow. The +silence was painful, but at last he broke it, speaking as if the +question had been that moment put. + +"As of the love of a true wife. Yes, I will help you to the end. Tell +me what you wish me to do?" + +Julia turned away her face, for the tears were falling softly down her +cheeks, but they were not seen by the other occupants of the room. + +"I knew I could count upon you," said Mrs Hallam eagerly, and as if in +hot haste. "I know it will be a bitter pang to part from where I have +spent these--yes, happy years; but it is our duty, and I will not waste +an hour. I am only a helpless woman, Mr Bayle, so I must look to you." + +He nodded quickly. + +"My husband bids me part with everything that remains of my little +property." + +"Did he say that?" said Bayle dryly. + +"He said, part with everything, take passage in the first ship, and come +and join me." + +Bayle nodded. + +"Then we shall pack up just sufficient necessaries for our voyage, Julie +and I; and everything else must be sold. I shall realise enough to pay +our passage from my furniture." + +"Oh, yes, certainly," said Bayle quickly; "and you will have to spare." + +"And the ship; what am I to do? Oh! here is Sir Gordon, he will know." + +There was the tap of the ebony cane upon the pavement, a well-known +knock, and, looking very wrinkled and careworn, Sir Gordon came in, +glancing suspiciously from one to the other. + +"Not the time to call, perhaps. I'm not Bayle here; but I've not had a +wink of sleep all night, thinking of that outrageous letter, and so I +came up at once to tell you, my dears, that it's all outrageous madness. +He--he must be out of his mind to propose it. I'll--I'll do anything! +I'll see the Secretary of State! I'll try for a remission--a pardon! +but you two girls--you children--you cannot, you shall not go out +there!" + +Mrs Hallam's eyes flashed at this renewed opposition; but she crossed +to the old man, took his hand, and led him to a chair by the window, +where she began talking to him earnestly, while Bayle turned to Julie. + +"And so you are going?" he said tenderly. + +She gave him one quick look and then said: + +"Yes. It is my father's wish." + +Bayle gazed down at her sweet face, then wildly about the room, as +memories of hundreds of happy lessons and conversations flowed back. +Then his lips tightened, his brow smoothed, and he said in a cold, hard +way: "The path of duty seems difficult at times, Julie, but we must +tramp it without hesitating." + +"And you, too, will help me?" Mrs Hallam said aloud. "Any way, in +anything," said Sir Gordon sadly. "I would sail you both over in my +yacht, but it would be madness to expose you to the risk. Yes; I'll do +the best I can to get you a passage in a good ship. Yes--yes--yes! +I'll do my best." + +He looked at Bayle in a troubled way, but found no sympathy in the cold, +stern face that seemed to be unchanged when they left together an hour +later, each pledged to do his best to expatriate two tender women, and +so send them to what was then a wilderness of misery--and worse. + +"It must be, I suppose, Bayle, my dear boy?" said Sir Gordon. + +"Yes; it must be," was the reply. + +"I'm glad she says she will go down to Castor first, and stay a few days +with the old people." + +"Did she say that?" + +"Yes. It made me wonder whether she could be persuaded to leave Julie +with them." + +"No," said Bayle firmly; "they would never part, because he has ordered +her to bring their child." + +"Yes; I saw that. Ah, Bayle, it's a bad business; but we must make the +best of it. Confound it all! why am I worrying myself about other +people's troubles? Here am I, an old man, with plenty of money and +nothing to do but take care of myself and make myself happy, and live as +long as I can. I say, why am I pestered with other people's troubles?" + +Bayle smiled sadly, and laid one hand upon that which rested upon his +arm. + +"Simply because you are a true man, that is all." They parted soon +afterwards, Sir Gordon to visit a friend in Whitehall, Bayle to speak to +an auctioneer about the furniture and effects at the little house, +giving orders to sell his own property to supply the funds for the +voyage, and then to make a supposed further sale of Consols to realise +the capital which Millicent Hallam honestly believed to be her own. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER SEVEN. + +THE OLD HOME. + +Millicent Hallam was closely veiled as she descended from the coach at +the inn-door, while Julia's handsome young face was free for the knot of +gossips of the little town to notice, as they clustered about as of old +to see who came in the coach and who were going on. + +A quiet, drab-looking man had just handed a basket to the guard and was +turning away, when he caught sight of Julia's face and stopped suddenly. + +"Bless my soul, Mrs Hallam! Oh! I beg your pardon," he stammered; "I +thought--why, it must be Miss--and Mr Bayle, I--I really--I--" + +He could not speak. The tears stood in his eyes, and he stood there +shaking away at both of Christie Bayle's hands for some moments before +he became aware of Millicent Hallam's presence. + +"Only to think," he cried; "but come along." + +"We are going up to the doctor's," said Bayle. + +"Yes, yes, you shall; but pray come into my place--only for a minute. +My wife will be so--so very pleased to see--Ah, my dear, how you have +grown!" + +James Thickens had become aware that his eccentric behaviour was +exciting attention, so he hurried the visitors up to his house. + +"Your people are quite well, Mrs Hallam," he said, hardly noticing that +there was a curious distance in her manner towards him. "They're not +expecting you, for the doctor was in the bank this morning, and he would +have been sure to tell me." + +Mrs Hallam could not speak. She had felt so strengthened by +tribulation, so hardened by trouble, that she had told herself that she +could visit King's Castor and her old home without emotion; but as she +alighted from the coach, the sight of the place and their house brought +back so vividly the troubles of the past, and her misery as Robert +Hallam's wife, that her knees trembled, and, but for Julia's arm, she +could hardly have gone on. + +"Be brave," whispered a voice at her ear as Thickens prattled on. "This +is not like you." + +She darted a grateful look through her veil at Christie Bayle, almost +wondering at the same time that he should have noticed her emotion. +Once she glanced back towards their old house; and her heart gave a +throb as she saw there was a painted board upon the front, which could +only mean one thing--that it was to let. + +All feeling of distance and coldness was chased away as Thickens opened +the door and let them in to where a plump, pleasant-looking, little, +elderly lady was sitting busily knitting, and so changed from the Miss +Heathery they had all known that Bayle gazed at her wonderingly. + +The plump little body started up excitedly and then dropped back in her +chair, turning white and then red. She gasped and pressed her hands +upon her sides, and then looked up helplessly. + +"Why, don't you know who it is?" cried Thickens with boisterous +hospitality in his tones. + +"Know? Yes, James, I know; but what a turn it has given me! My dear-- +my darling!--oh, I--I--I--I am so glad to see you again." + +The little woman had recovered herself and had caught Mrs Hallam to her +breast, rocking her to and fro and clinging to her so affectionately +that Millicent's tears began to flow. + +Bayle turned aside, moved by the warmth of the faithful little woman's +affection, when he felt a dig in his side from an elbow. + +"Come and have a look at my gold fish, Mr Bayle," said a husky voice; +and with true delicacy Thickens hurried him out, and along his rose-path +to where the gold and silver fish were basking in the spring afternoon +sun. "Let them have their cry out together," he whispered. "My little +woman quite worships Mrs Hallam. There isn't a day but she talks about +her, and I'd promised to bring her up to town this summer to see her +again." + +Meantime little Mrs Thickens had left Mrs Hallam, to make wet spots +all over Julia's cheeks as she kissed and fondled her. + +"My beautiful darling," she sobbed; "and grown so like--oh, so like-- +and--and--oh! if I had only known." + +The reception was so strange, the little lady's ways so droll, that, in +spite of the weariness of her journey and the trouble hanging over her +young life, Julia had felt amused; but the next moment she was clinging +to little Mrs Thickens, warmly returning her embrace and feeling a +girlish delight in the affectionate caresses showered upon her by her +mother's simple old friend. + +The stay was but short, for Millicent Hallam was trembling to see her +old home and those she loved once more. + +How little changed all seemed! A dozen years had worked no alterations. +The old shops, the old houses, just the same. + +Yes, there was one change; Mr Gemp sitting at his door, not standing, +and with movement left apparently in one part only--his head, which +turned towards them, with a fixed look, as they went down the street, +and turned and followed them till they were out of sight. + +"How I recollect it all!" whispered Julia, as she held her mother's arm. +"That old man who used to make Thisbe so cross. Walk more quickly, +mamma, he is calling out our name to some one." + +It was true; and, as the words seemed to pursue them, Julia uttered an +angry ejaculation, as she heard a sob escape from her mother's breast. + +"Hi! Gorringe, here's that shack Hallam's wife come down. Quick! dost +ta hear?" + +Bayle had stayed back with Thickens to allow his travelling companions +to go to the cottage alone, or these words might not have been uttered. + +And as they appeared to come hissing through the air, Millicent Hallam +seemed to realise more and more how Bayle had been their protector, and +how she had done wisely in fleeing from the little town, where every +flaw in a man's life was noted and remembered to the end. + +"How dare he?" cried Julia indignantly; and her young eyes flashed. +"Mother, we ought not to have come down here." + +"Hush, my child!" said Mrs Hallam softly; "who are we that we cannot +bear patiently a few revolting words? If we were guilty, there would be +a sting." + +The episode was forgotten as they passed out of the town, and along the +pleasant road, nearer and nearer to the sweet old home. For Millicent +Hallam's breath came more quickly. She threw back her veil; her eyes +brightened, and her pale cheeks flushed. + +There it all was, unchanged. The great hedges, the yews, the shrubs, +and the pleasant rose and creeper-covered cottage, with its glittering +windows, and door beneath the rustic porch, open as if to give them +welcome. + +"Yes, yes, yes!" cried Julia eagerly, and her voice sounding full of +excitement; "I am beginning to remember it all again so well. I know, +yes--the gate fastening inside. I'll undo it. Up this path, and +grandpapa used to be there busy by his frames--round past the big green +hedge, where grandmamma's seat used to be, so that she could watch him +while he was at work. And I used to run--and, oh! yes, yes, there! +Grandpa! grandpa! here we are." + +Had the past twelve years dropped away? Millicent Hallam asked herself, +as, seeing all dimly through a veil of tears, she heard Julia's words, +excited, broken, with all a child's surging excitement and delight, as +she ran from her side, across the smooth lawn to where that grey little +old lady sat beneath the yew hedge, to swoop down upon her, folding her +in one quick caress, and then, before she had recovered from her +surprise, darting away, and off the path, over the newly-dug ground, to +where that grey old gentleman dropped the hoe with which he was drawing +a furrow for his summer marrowfats. + +The twelve years had dropped from Julia's mind for the time, and, a +child once more, she was clinging to and kissing the old man, with whom +she returned to where her mother was kneeling, locked in Mrs Luttrell's +arms. + +"The dear, dear, dear old place!" cried Julia, with childlike ecstasy. +"Grandpa, grandma, we're come down to stay, and we must never leave you +again." + +She stopped, trembling, her beautiful eyes dilated, and a feeling of +chilling despair clutching at her heart, as her mother turned her +ghastly face towards her, and her name seemed to float to her ears and +away into the distance, in a cry that was like the wail of a stricken, +desolate heart. + +"Julia!" + +"Mother, dearest mother, forgive me!" she cried, as she threw herself +upon her breast, sobbing as if her heart would break. "I did not think: +I had forgotten all." + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER EIGHT. + +JULIA SEEMS STRANGE. + +It was as if that forlorn cry uttered by Millicent Hallam pervaded their +visit to the old home. It was a happy reunion, but how full of pain! +Joy and sorrow were hand in hand. It was life in its greatest truth. + +The sweet, peaceful old home, with its garden in the early livery of +spring; the fragrance of the opening leaves; the delicious odour of the +earth after the soft rain that had fallen in the night; the early +flowers, all so bright in the clear country air, to those who had been +pent up in town; while clear ringing, and each tuned to that wondrous +pitch that thrills the heart in early spring, there were the notes of +the birds. + +Millicent Hallam's eyes closed as she stood in that garden, clasping her +child's hand in hers, and listening to each love-tuned call. The +thrush, that; now soft, mellow, and so sweet that the tears came, there +was the blackbird's pipe; then again, from overhead, that pleasant +little sharp "pink, pink," of the chaffinch, followed by its musical +treble, as of liquid gems falling quickly into glass; while far above in +the clear blue sky, softened by the distance, came the lark's song--a +song she had not listened to for a dozen years. + +"For the last time--for the last time, good-bye, dear home, good-bye!" + +"Mother!" + +"Did I speak?" said Millicent, starting. + +"Speak?" cried Julia excitedly. "Oh, mother, dear mother, your words +seemed so strange; they almost break my heart." + +"Hearts do not break, Julie," said Mrs Hallam softly; "they can bear so +much, my darling, so much." + +"But you spoke as if you never thought to see this dear old place +again." + +"Did I, my child?" said Mrs Hallam, dreamily, as she gazed wistfully +round. "Well, who knows? who knows? Life cannot be all joy, and we +must be prepared for change." + +"And we must go, mother, away--to that place?" + +"Yes," said Mrs Hallam sternly, and she drew herself up, and seemed as +if she were trying to harden her heart against the weakness of her +child. + +It had been a painful meeting, over which Mrs Luttrell had broken down, +while the old doctor had stood with quivering lip. + +"I can't say a word, my child. I could only beg of you to stay." + +"And tear and wring my heart anew, dear father," Millicent had said in +return with many a tender caress. + +Then the old people had pleaded that Julia might remain; and there had +been another painful scene, and the night of their coming had been +indeed a mingling of joy and sorrow. + +Bayle had been up to sit with them for a short time in the evening; but +with kindly delicacy he had left soon, and at last sleep had given some +relief to the sorrow-stricken hearts in the old home. + +Then had come the glorious spring morning, and, stealing through the +garden, mother and child had felt their hearts lifted by the mysterious +influence of the budding year, till over all, like a cloud, came +Millicent's farewell to the home she would never see again. + +Prophetic and true--or the false imaginings of a sorrow-charged brain? +Who could say? + +The stay was to be but short, for they returned that night by the coach +which passed through, as it had gone on passing since that night when +the agonised wife had sat watching for the news from the assize town. + +"It will be better so," Millicent Hallam had said. "It will be less +painful to my dear ones in the old home, and Julie. Christie Bayle, I +could not bear this strain for long. We must finish and away. He is +waiting for us now." + +About midday Bayle came up to the cottage, quiet and grave as ever, but +with a smile for Julia, as she hurried to meet him, Millicent coming +more slowly behind. + +"I have brought the keys," he said. "I found they were in Mr +Thickens's charge. May I give you a word of advice?" + +"Always," said Mrs Hallam smiling; but he noticed that she was deadly +pale. + +"I would not stay there long. I understand the feeling that prompts you +to visit the old home again. See it and come away, for it must be full +of painful memories; and now you must be firm and strong." + +"Yes, yes," she said quickly. "You will stay here?" + +"Certainly," he replied. + +"You are going out?" cried Julia. + +"I must see our old home again, before I go," said Mrs Hallam, in a +sharp, nervous manner. + +"And I may go with you, dear?" pleaded Julia. + +"No; I must go alone," said her mother in a strained, imperious manner. +"Stay here." + +For answer, Julia shrank back, but only for a moment. Then her arms +were round her mother's neck, and she kissed her, saying: + +"Remember Mr Bayle's advice, dear. Come back soon." + +Mrs Hallam kissed her tenderly, nodded, and hurried into the house. + +Ten minutes later, as Julia was seated in the little drawing-room at the +tinkling old square piano, and Bayle was leaning forward watching her +hands, with his arms resting upon his knees, thinking--thinking of the +boyish curate who, in that very place, had told of his first passion, +and then gone heart-broken away, there was a quick step on the gravel, +and he turned to see the dark, graceful figure of the woman he had +loved, her face closely veiled, and her travelling satchel upon her arm, +pass through the gate, which closed with a sharp click. + +"To stand face to face with the ghosts of her early married life," he +said, in a low voice. "Heaven be merciful, and soften Thou her fate." + +He started, for as but a short time since Julia had heard her mother's +audible thoughts, she had now heard his; and she was standing before +him, pale, and with her hands clasped, as she looked in his care-lined +face. + +"Julia--my child!" he said wonderingly. + +"I cannot bear it--I cannot bear it," she cried, bursting into a +passionate fit of sobbing; and she fled from the room. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER NINE. + +THE STRANGE QUEST. + +"She be going to look over the owd house again, Gorringe," shouted Gemp, +as he watched the dark veiled figure. "You mark my words; they're a +coming back, and he'll be keeping bank; and the sooner thou teks out thy +money the better." + +There was a strange echo in the place that made a shudder run through +Millicent Hallam's frame as she turned the key; but she had nerved +herself to her task, and though hands and brow were damp, she did not +hesitate, but went in. + +A quick glance told her that a couple of score pairs of eyes were +watching her movements, but for that she was prepared, and, taking out +the key, she inserted it in the inside of the lock, closed the door, and +slipped one of the rusty bolts. + +"I must be firm," she muttered as she glanced round the empty hall, +shuddering as she recalled the scene on that night, and seeming to see +once more the crowd--the fire--her husband struggling for his life. + +"I will not think," she cried, stamping her foot, and placing her hands +to her eyes, as if to shut out the terrible recollections; and an echo +ran through the place, and seemed to go from room to room and die away +in the great attic where Julia used to play. + +No; she had not come to stand face to face with the ghosts of past +memories: she had driven them away. She did not go into the old +panelled dining-room, where she had watched for such long hours for her +husband's return, neither did she turn the handle to enter the +melancholy cobweb-hung drawing-room, or note that the papers in the +chambers were soiled and faded and different, and that the damp made +some hang in festoons from the corners, and other pieces fold right over +and peel down from the wall. + +No; she paused for none of these, but, as if moved by some strong +impulse, ran right up to the top of the house, and stood in the great +attic lumber-room, brightly lit by a skylight, and a dormer at the +farther end. + +Then, with her heart beating quickly, she took from her bosom the +portion she had cut from Hallam's letter, and read it in a low, hoarse +voice. + + "Go to Castor if you have left there, and get possession of the old + house for a day if it is empty. If not, you must get there by some + excuse that your woman's wit may find. As a last resource, take it, + and buy the tenant out at any cost, but get there. Go alone, and take + with you a hammer and screw-driver. Shut yourself up securely in the + place, and then go upstairs to the attic where we kept the old lumber. + There, on the right-hand side of the fireplace, in the built-up wall, + just one foot from the floor, and right in the centre, drive in the + screw-driver with the hammer, and chip away the plaster. Do not fail. + You will find there a little recess carefully plastered, and papered + over. In that recess is a small locked tin box. Take it out, and + bring it to me unopened. That box contains papers of vital importance + to me, for they will set me free. + + "Read above again. Strike in the screw-driver boldly, for the box is + there, and I charge you, my wife, to bring it safely and untouched to + me. + + "Once more, this must be secretly done. No one must know but you. If + it were known, I might not succeed in getting my liberty." + +Millicent Hallam thrust the paper back in her bosom and stood there in +that unoccupied room with a strange buzzing in her ears, and films +floating before her eyes. + +"I am choking," she gasped; "water--air." + +She reeled, and seemed about to fall, but by a supreme effort she forced +her tottering way to the dormer window, opened it, and the fresh air +recovered her. + +"Oh, for strength--strength!" she gasped as she clung to the sill. "It +is for his freedom--to save him I am come." + +Her words gave her the force, and, looking down, she saw that her act +had been observed by those who watched the house. + +That gave her additional strength, and, with a look of contempt, she +closed the window and was calm. Quickly opening her bag, she took from +it a stout short hammer and a screw-driver. + +"I must risk the noise," she said, as she drew off her gloves; and then +noting the spot described in the directions, she found the paper ready +to peel off on being touched, and placing the screw-driver just where +she had been told, she struck the end sharply and stopped, trembling, +for the blow resounded throughout the house. + +The cold sweat gathered on her face, and she began to tremble; but, +smiling at her fears, she doubled her gloves, held them on the top of +the screw-driver, and struck again and again, driving the chisel end +right into the plaster, through which, after a blow or two, it passed, +and her heart throbbed, for there was the hollow place behind, just as +the letter said. + +At that moment there was a loud sound without, as of a blow upon the +front door, and she stopped, trembling, to listen. + +No; it was the jolt of a heavy-laden springiest cart, and as it rattled +over the cobble-stones she struck again and again with quick haste at +the plaster, and then, wrenching, tore out piece after piece, till she +could thrust in her hand to utter a cry of joy, for she touched a tin +box. + +The rest was the work of a few minutes. She had only to enlarge the +hole a little, and then she could draw out that of which she was in +search--a black, dust-covered tin box about the width and depth of an +ordinary brick, but a couple or three inches longer. + +Her hands were scratched and bleeding, and covered with lime, but she +did not heed that in her excitement. Raising the box to her lips she +kissed it, and taking out her kerchief wiped from it the dust. Then she +asked herself the question, what should she do next, now that the +treasure, the sacred papers that should prove her husband's innocence, +were found? It was easy enough. The box was light, as one containing +papers would be, and would just pass into her travelling satchel. That, +was soon done and the strings drawn. Then there were the hammer and +screw-driver. + +She looked around. There was a loose board close by, easily lifted, and +down beneath this she thrust the hammer, while a rat-hole at the base of +the wall invited occupation for the screw-driver. + +The plaster? The wall? She could do nothing there. It was impossible +to hide that, and she stood trembling again. But who would suspect her, +if any one came? She glanced at herself, brushed off a few scraps of +plaster, and put on her gloves over her bleeding hands. A thought +struck her: she might lock the door of the attic. + +Again she started, for there was a sound below, a loud rat-tat at the +front door, and she stood with her heart beating horribly till she heard +the sound of racing footsteps and a burst of children's laughter. Some +mischievous urchins had knocked at the door of the empty house. + +Forcing herself to be calm, Millicent Hallam felt the box in her bag, +and asked herself whether she had fully obeyed her husband's command and +succeeded. Was this the box? She repeated the directions with her eyes +fixed upon the spot from whence she had extracted it. Yes; there could +be no mistake, she must be right, and, lowering her veil, she passed out +of the attic with its littered floor, closed and locked the door, took +out the key, and descended as if in a dream to the hall, where she +paused to satisfy herself that her dress showed no traces of her work, +and that the box was safely hidden. + +All was right, and she drew a long breath. + +And now once more came the tremor and faintness; the memories of the old +place seemed to be crowding round her; and in the agony of her spirit +she felt that she would faint, and perhaps all would be discovered. She +fought this down and another horror assailed her. She had come there +like a thief; she had broken open part of the house and stolen this case +which she was bearing away, and she trembled like a leaf. But once more +her womanhood and faith asserted themselves. + +"His papers, his own hiding, in our own house," she said proudly. +"Robert, husband, I have them safe. I will bear them to you over the +sea." + +Opening the door with firm hand she passed out, the soft pure air +reviving her, and she started, for a well-known voice said: + +"I will close the door for you, Mrs Hallam. Forgive me for coming. +You have been so long, I had grown uneasy." + +"Long?" she said, looking at Bayle wildly. + +"Yes; time passes quickly when we are deep in thought. It is two hours +since you left me at the cottage." + +It had seemed to her but a few minutes' wild, exciting search. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER TEN. + +KINDLY ACTS. + +Tom Porter had a way of his own when he was puzzled as to his course, +and that was to go to the door and keep a bright look-out; in other +words, follow old Gemp's example, and stare up and down the street until +he had attained a correct idea as to which way he had better steer. + +He had been looking thoughtfully out for about an hour on this +particular night before he came to the conclusion that he knew the right +way. But once determined, he entered, and, closing the door softly, he +stopped for a minute to pull himself together, rearranging his necktie, +pulling down his vest, and carefully fastening the top and bottom +buttons, which had a rollicking habit of working themselves clear of +their respective holes. His hair, too, required a little attention, +being carefully smoothed with his fingers. This done, he moistened his +hands, as if about to haul a rope, before going straight up to where his +master was seated in front of the fire which the cool spring night made +comfortable, who, as he sat there gazing very thoughtfully in between +the bars, said: + +"Well, Tom, what is it?" + +"Been a-thinking, Sir Gordon--hard." + +"Well, what about?" + +"'Bout you, Sir Gordon. It's these here east winds getting into your +bones again; as if I might be so bold--" + +"There, there, man, don't stand hammering and stammering like that! You +want to say something. Say it." + +"'Bout the east wind, Sir Gordon, and whether you wouldn't think it as +well to take a trip." + +"Yes, yes, man, I'm going on one--Mediterranean--in a few days," said +the old man dreamily. + +"Glad to hear it, Sir Gordon; but, if I might make so bold, why not make +a longer trip?" + +"Not safe--yacht not big enough, my man. There, that will do: I want to +think." + +"I mean aboard ship, Sir Gordon. Why shouldn't we go as far as +Australia? We've seen a deal of the world, Sir Gordon, but we haven't +been there." + +Tom Porter's master gave him a peculiar look, and then nodded towards +the door, when the man made a nautical bow, with a very apologetic +smile, and backed out. + +"Went a bit too nigh the rocks that time. It warn't like me--but, lor! +what a man will do when there's a woman in the way!" + +He had hardly settled himself in his pantry when the bell rang, and he +went up, expecting a severe talking to. + +"Means a wigging!" he said, as he went up slowly, to find Sir Gordon +pacing the room. + +Tom Porter did not know it, but his words had fallen just at that time +when his master was pondering upon the possibility of such a trip, and, +though he would not have owned to it, his man's words had turned the +balance. + +"Pack up at once," he said. + +"Long cruise or short, Sir Gordon?" + +"Long." + +"Ay, ay, Sir Gordon. Special dispatches, Sir Gordon?" + +"No; longer cruise than usual, that's all." + +"He's going! I'd bet ten hundred thousand pounds he's going!" said Tom +Porter; "and I'm done for! She was a bit more easy last time we met; +and I shall make a fool o' myself--I know I shall!" + +He stood in the middle of his pantry, turning his right and left hands +into a pestle and mortar, and grinding something invisible therein. +Then, after a long silence: + +"Its fate, that's about what it is!" said Tom Porter; "and that's a +current that you can't fight agen." + +After which philosophical declaration he began to pack, working well on +into what he called the morning watch, and long after Sir Gordon had +been comfortably asleep. + +The next day Tom Porter had orders to go with his master to the +Admiralty, where he waited for about a couple of hours; and two days +later he was on his way to Plymouth with the sea-chests, as he termed +them, perfectly happy, and with his shore togs, as he called his livery, +locked up in one of the presses in the chambers in St James's. + +His sailing orders were brief, and he put into port at the chief hotel +to wait for his master; and he waited. Meantime there had been the +painful partings between those who loved, and who, in spite of hopeful +words, felt that in all human probability the parting was final. + +Through the interest of Sir Gordon, a passage had been obtained for Mrs +Hallam and her daughter on board the _Sea King_, a fine ship, chartered +by the Government to take out a large detachment of troops, as well as +several important officials, bound to the Antipodes on the mission of +trying to foster what promised to be one of our most important colonies. + +"You will be more comfortable," Sir Gordon said. "There will be ladies +on board, and I will get you some introductions to them, as well as to +the Governor at Port Jackson." + +Mrs Hallam gave Bayle a piteous look, as if asking him to intercede for +her. + +Bayle, however, seemed not to comprehend her look, and remained silent. + +It was a painful task, but Millicent Hallam was accustomed to painful +tasks, and, turning to Sir Gordon, she said, in a quiet, resigned way: + +"You forget my position. I know how kindly all this is meant; but I +must not be going out on false pretences. My fellow-passengers should +not be deceived as to who and what I am. I may seem ungrateful to you, +but it would have been far better for me to have gone out in some common +ship." + +"My dear child," cried Sir Gordon, wringing his hands, "don't be +unreasonable! Do you suppose the womenkind on board the _Sea King_ are +going to be so contemptible as to visit the sins of--My dear Bayle, you +have more influence than I!" he cried hastily; "tell Mrs Hallam +everything is settled, and she must go, and--there, there, we've had +knots and tangles enough, don't, pray, let us have any more!" + +The old gentleman, who seemed terribly perplexed, turned away, but +paused as he felt a little hand upon his arm. + +"Don't speak angrily to mamma," whispered Julia; and the old man's +countenance became wholly sunny again. + +"No, no," he said; "but you two must leave matters to Mr Bayle and me. +We are acting for the best, my child. You cannot conceive what it would +have been to let you go out as your mother proposed. It was madness!" + +"It is for Julie's sake," Mrs Hallam said to herself, when she +consented to various little arrangements, though she shivered at the +thought of being brought face to face with her fellow-passengers. + +"Indeed, we are acting with all the foresight we can bring to bear," +Bayle said, in answer to another remonstrance made in the hurry and +bustle of preparation. + +"Yes," she replied; "but you are doing too much. You make me tremble +for the consequence." + +Bayle smiled, and bade her take comfort. He was present with her almost +daily, to report little matters that he had arranged for her as to money +and baggage. Since he had accompanied her and Julia back to town he had +been indefatigable, working with the most cheery good-humour, and +smiling as he reported the success of the furniture sale; how capitally +he had managed about the little investments of the wreck of Mrs +Hallam's money; and how he had obtained letters of credit for her at the +Colonial Bank. + +Julia watched Bayle's countenance day by day with a curious, wistful +look, that would at times be pitiful, at other times full of resentment; +and one day she turned to the doctor--the old gentleman and Mrs +Luttrell having insisted upon coming to town, and following their child +to Portsmouth, where they were to embark. + +"I believe, grandpa," she said half angrily, "that Mr Bayle is tired of +us, and that he is glad to get us off his hands." + +"Nothing would ever tire Mr Bayle, my dear," said Mrs Luttrell +reprovingly. + +Julia turned to her quickly and put her arms round the old lady's neck, +the tears in her eyes brimming over. + +"No; it was very unkind and ungenerous of me," she said. "He has always +been so good." + +In the midst of what was almost a wild excitement of preparation, +mingled with fits of despondency, Millicent Hallam noticed this too, and +found time to feel hurt. + +"He is such an old friend," she said to herself. "He has been like a +brother; and it seems hard that he should appear to be less moved at our +approaching farewell than Mr Thickens and his wife." + +For, instigated by the latter, Thickens had come up and followed them to +Portsmouth. + +"It would have about killed her, Mrs Hallam," he said in confidence, as +he sat chatting with her aside in the hotel room on the eve of their +sailing. "But now a bit of business. I've been trying ever since I +came to get a few words with you alone, only Sir Gordon and Mr Bayle +were always in the way." + +"Business, Mr Thickens?" + +"Yes, look here! I'm an actuary, you see, and money adviser, and that +sort of thing. Now you are going out there on a long voyage, and you +ought to be prepared for any little emergencies that may occur in a land +that I find is not so barbarous as I thought, for I see they have a +regular banking establishment there, and business regularly carried on +in paper and bullion." + +Mrs Hallam looked at him wonderingly. + +"Ah, I see you don't understand me, so to be short," he continued, "fact +is I talked it over with, madam, and we settled it between us." + +"Settled what?" said Mrs Hallam, wonderingly. + +"Well, the fact is, we've two hundred pounds fallen in. Been out on a +good mortgage at five per cent, and just now I can't place it anywhere +at more than four, and that won't do, you know, will it?" + +"Of course it would not be so advantageous." + +"No, to be sure not, so we thought we'd ask you to take it at five. +Money's valuable out there. You could easily send us the dividend once +a-year--ten pounds, you know, by credit note, and it would be useful to +you, and doing your old friends a good turn. I hate to see money lying +idle." + +Mrs Hallam glanced across the room to see that little Mrs Thickens was +watching them anxiously, and she felt the tears rise in her eyes as she +darted a grateful look back, before turning to dry, drab-looking +Thickens, who now and then put his hand up to his ear, as if expecting +to find a pen there. + +"It is very good and very generous of you," she said huskily, "and I can +never be grateful enough for all this kindness. Believe me, I shall +never forget it." + +"That's right. I shall have it all arranged, so that you can draw at +the Colonial Bank." + +"No, no," cried Mrs Hallam with energy, "it is impossible. Besides, I +have a sufficiency for our wants, ample for the present--the remains of +my little property. Mr Bayle has managed it so well for me; my +furniture brought in a nice little sum, and--" + +"Your what?" said Thickens in a puzzled tone. + +"My property. You remember what I had when--" + +"When you were married? Why, my dear madam, you don't think any of that +was left?" + +"Mr Thickens!" + +"Ah, I see," he cried with a good-humoured smile, for delicacy was not +the forte of the bank clerk of the little country town. "Mr Bayle +patched up that story. Why, my dear madam, when the crash came you +hadn't a halfpenny. Here, quick, my dear! Mrs Hallam has turned +faint!" + +"No, it is nothing," she cried hastily. "I am better now, Mr Thickens. +Go back to our friends, Julie--to grandma. It is past." + +"I--I'm afraid I've spoken too plainly," said Thickens apologetically, +as soon as they were alone once more. "I wish I'd held my tongue." + +"I am very glad that you spoke, Mr Thickens," said Mrs Hallam in a low +voice. "It was better that I should know." + +"Then you will let me lend you that money?" eagerly. + +"No. It is impossible. I am deeper in obligations than I thought. +Pray spare me by not saying more." + +"I want to do everything you wish," said Thickens uneasily. + +"Then say no word about what you have told me to any one." + +"Pooh! Mrs Hallam, as if I should. Money matters are always sacred +with me. That comes of Mr Bayle banking in town. If he had trusted me +with his money matters, I should never have spoken like this." + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +MILLICENT HALLAM LEARNS A LITTLE MORE OF THE TRUTH. + +It was a painful evening that last. Every one was assuming to be +light-hearted, and talking of the voyage as being pleasant, and hinting +delicately at the possibility of seeing mother and daughter soon again, +but all the while feeling that the farewells must in all probability be +final. + +Mr and Mrs Thickens retired early, for the latter whispered to her +husband that she could bear it no longer. + +"I feel, dear, as if it were a funeral, and we were being kept all this +while standing by the open grave!" + +"Hush!" whispered back Thickens; "it's like prophesying evil." And they +hurriedly took leave. + +Then Sir Gordon rose, saying that it was very late, and he, too, went, +leaving mother and daughter exchanging glances, for the old man seemed +cool and unruffled in an extraordinary degree. + +Bayle remained a little longer, talking to Doctor and Mrs Luttrell, +whose favourite attitudes all the evening had been seated on either side +of Julia, each holding a hand. + +"Good-night," said Bayle at last, rising and shaking hands with Julia in +a cheery, pleasant manner. "No sitting up. Take my advice and have a +good rest, so as to be prepared for the sea demon. Eleven punctually, +you know, to-morrow. Everything ready?" + +"Yes, everything is ready," replied Julia, looking at him with her eyes +flashing and a feeling of anger at his cavalier manner forcing its way +to the surface. It seemed so Cruel. Just at a time like that, when a +few tender words of sympathy would have been like balm to the wounded +spirit, he was as cool and indifferent as could be. She was right, she +told herself. He really was tired of them. + +Bayle evidently read her ingenuous young countenance and smiled, with +the result that she darted an indignant glance at him, and then could +not keep back her tears. + +"Oh, no, no, no," he said, taking her hand and holding it, speaking the +while as if she were a child. "Tears, tears? Oh, nonsense! Why, these +are not the days of Christopher Columbus. You are not going to sail +away upon an unknown sea. It is a mere yachting trip, and every mile of +the way is known. Come, come: cheer up. That's nautical, you know, +Julie. Good-night, my dear! good-night." + +He shook hands far more warmly and affectionately with the Doctor and +Mrs Luttrell, hesitating for a moment or two, and even taking poor +weeping Mrs Luttrell in his arms, and kissing her tenderly again and +again. + +"Good-night, good-night, my dear old friend," he said. "You have been +almost more than a mother to me. Good-night, good-night." + +The old lady sobbed upon his shoulder for some time, the doctor holding +Bayle's other hand, while Julia crossed to her mother, who was standing +cold and statuesque near the door, and hid her face. + +"Good-night and good-bye, my dear boy," said Mrs Luttrell, as she +raised her head; and looked up in his face. "And you always have seemed +as if you were our son." + +Bayle's lip quivered, and his face was for a moment convulsed, but he +was calm again in a moment. + +"To be sure, doctor," he said. "I shall come down and see you again-- +some day. I want some gardening for a change. Good-night, good--" + +His last word was inaudible, as he hurried towards the door, where Mrs +Hallam was awaiting him. + +"Go back to your grandmother, Julie," she said, in a low, stern voice. +"Christie Bayle, I wish to speak to you." + +"To me? To-night?" he said hastily. "No: to-morrow. I am not myself +now, and you need rest." + +"No," she said, in the same deep voice; "to-night," and she led the way +into an inner room. + +Julia made as if to follow, but stopped short, and stood watching till +her mother and their old friend disappeared. + +The room was lit only by the light that streamed in from the street lamp +and a shop near the hotel, so that the faces of Millicent Hallam and +Bayle were half in shadow as they stood opposite to each other. + +Bayle was silent, for he had seen that Mrs Hallam was deeply moved. He +had studied her face too many years not to be able to read its various +changes; and now, on the eve of her departure, he knew that in spite of +the apparent calmness of the surface a terrible storm of grief must be +raging beneath, and feeling that perhaps she wished to say a few words +of thanks to him, and while asking some attention towards the old +people, she was about to take this opportunity to bid him farewell, he +stood there in silence waiting for her to speak. + +Twice over she essayed, but the words would not come. It was as if +misery, indignation, and humiliation were contending in her breast, and +each mood was uppermost when she opened her lips. How could she have +been so unworldly--so blind all these years, as not to have seen that +Christie Bayle had been impoverishing himself that she and her child +might live? + +As she thought this, she was moved to humility, and admiration of the +gentleman who had hidden all this from them, always behaving with the +greatest delicacy, and carefully hiding the part he had taken in her +life. + +"And I thought myself so experienced--so well taught by adversity," she +said to herself. + +"Did you wish to ask me something, Mrs Hallam!" said Bayle, at last. +"Is it some commission you wish me to undertake?" + +"Stop a moment," she said hoarsely. Then, as if by a tremendous effort +over herself, she tried to steady her voice, and to speak indignantly, +as she exclaimed: + +"Christie Bayle, why have you humiliated me like this?" + +He started, for he had not the remotest idea that she had learnt his +secret. + +"Humiliated you?" he said. "Oh, no, I could not have done that." + +"I have trusted you so well--looked upon you as a brother, and now at +the eleventh hour of my home life, I find that even you have not +deserved my trust." + +"Indeed!" he said, smiling. "What have I done?" + +"What have you done?" she cried indignantly, her emotion begetting a +kind of unreason, and making her bitter in her words. "What have I done +in my misery and misfortune that you should take advantage of my +position? That man to-night has told me all." + +"I hardly understand you," he said gravely. + +"Not understand? He has told me that when that terrible trouble came +upon me, it did not come singly, and that I was left penniless to battle +with the world. Is this true?" + +Bayle refrained for a few moments before answering. "Is this wise?" he +said at last. "For your own sake--for the sake of Julie, you have need +of all your fortitude to bear up against a painful series of farewells. +Why trouble about this trifle now?" + +"Trifle!" she cried angrily. "Stop! Let me think." She stood with her +hands pressed to her forehead, as if struggling to drag something from +the past--from out of the mist and turmoil of those terrible days and +nights, when her brain seemed to have been on fire, and she lay almost +at the point of death. + +"Yes," she cried, as if a flash had suddenly illumined her brain, "I see +now. I know. Tell me: is what that man said true?" + +He was slow to answer, but at last the words came, uttered sadly, and in +a low voice: + +"If he told you that at that terrible time you were left in distress, it +is true." + +"I knew it," she said, passionately. "Now tell me this--I will know. +When my poor husband lay there helpless--in prison--yes, it all comes +back clearly now--my illness seems to have covered it as with a mist, +but I remember that there was powerful counsel engaged for his defence, +and great efforts were made to save him. Who did this? I have kept it +hidden away, not daring to drag these matters out into the light of the +present, but I must know now. Who did this?" + +He did not answer. + +"Your silence convicts you," she cried, angrily. "It was you." + +"Yes," he said, quietly, "it was I." + +"Then we were left penniless, and it is to you we owe everything--for +all these years?" + +Again he was silent. + +"Answer me," she cried imperiously. + +"Did I not acknowledge it before," he said calmly. "Mrs Hallam, have I +committed so grave a social crime, that you speak to me like this?" + +"It was cruel--to me--to my child," she cried, indignantly. "You have +kept us in a false position all these years. Man, can you not +understand the degradation and shame I felt when I was enlightened here +only an hour ago?" + +He stood there silent again for a few moments, before speaking; and then +took her hand. + +"If I have done wrong," he said, "forgive me. When that blow fell, and +in your position, all the past seemed to come back--that day when in my +boyish vanity I--" + +"Oh! hush!" she cried. + +"Nay, let me speak," he said calmly. "I recalled that day when you bade +me be friend and brother to you, and life seemed to be one blank +despair. I remembered how I prayed for strength, and how that strength +came, how I vowed that I would be friend and brother to you and yours; +and when the time of tribulation came was my act so unbrotherly in your +distress?" + +She was silent. + +"Millicent Hallam, do you think that I have not loved your child as +tenderly as if she had been my own? Fate gave me money. Well, men, as +a rule, spend their money in a way that affords them the most pleasure. +I am only a weak man, and I have done the same." + +"You have kept yourself poor that we might live in idleness." + +"You are wrong," he said, with a quiet laugh. "I was never richer than +during these peaceful years--that have now come to an end," he added +sorrowfully; "and you would make me poor once more. There," he +continued, speaking quickly, "I confess all. Forgive me. I could not +see you in want." + +"I should not have been in want," she said proudly. "If I had known +that it was necessary I should work, the toil would have come easily to +my hands. I should have toiled on for my child's sake, and waited +patiently until my husband bade me come." + +"But you forgive me?" he said, in his old tone. + +For answer she sank upon the floor at his feet, covering her face with +her hands; and he heard her sobbing. + +"Good-night," he said at last. "I will send Julie." + +He bent down and laid his fingers softly upon her head for a moment, and +was turning to go, but she caught at his hand and held it. + +"A moment," she cried; "best and truest friend. Forgive me, and mine-- +when we are divided, as we shall be--for life, try--pray for me--pray +for him--and believe in him--as you do in me--my husband, Christie +Bayle--my poor martyred husband." + +"And I am forgiven?" he said. + +"Forgiven!" + +She said no more, and he passed quickly into the room where Julia was +anxiously awaiting his return. + +"Doctor--Mrs Luttrell," he said, "you must try and calm her, or she +will not be able to undertake this journey. Julie, my child, try what +you can do. Good-night. Good-night." + +As the door closed after him, Mrs Hallam walked back into the room +looking calm and stern; but her face softened as Julia clung to her and +then seated herself at her mother's feet, the next hours passing so +peacefully that it was impossible to believe that the time for parting +was so near. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER TWELVE. + +OVER THE SEA. + +"Is--is it true, mother?" said Julia, as the town with its docks and +shipping seemed to be growing less and less, while the Isle of Wight, +and the land on their right looked dim and clouded over. The sun still +shone, but it seemed to be watery and cold; there was a chill upon the +sea, and though there was a great deal of hurrying to and fro among the +sailors and soldiers as the cumbered decks were being cleared, it was to +Mrs Hallam and her child as if a dead silence had fallen, and the +noises of the ship and creaking of block and spar were heard from a +distance. + +Thisbe was seated near where they two stood by the bulwark, gazing +towards the shore. Thisbe felt no desire to watch the retiring land, +for her heart was very low, and she found rest and solace in shedding +one salt tear now and then, and wiping it away with her glove. + +Unfortunately, Thisbe's glove was black, and the dye in her glove not +being fast, the effect was strange. + +"I'm a fool to cry," she said to herself; "but he might have had as good +manners as his master, and said `good-bye.'" + +Thisbe must have been deeply moved, or she would not have sat there upon +a little box that she would not let out of her hands, probably on +account of its insecurity, for it was tied up with two different kinds +of string. + +"It seems to me," continued Julia, "as if it were all some terrible +dream." + +"But one that is to have a happy waking, Julie." + +"Poor grandma! she looked as if it would kill her," said Julia, sobbing +gently. + +"Hush!" cried Mrs Hallam, grasping her child's arm as a spasm of pain +ran through her, and her face grew deadly pale. "We must think of one +who, in pain and suffering, was dragged from his wife and child--forced +to suffer the most terrible degradations. He is waiting for us, Julie-- +waiting as he has waited all these years. We must turn our backs upon +these troubles, and think only of him. Be firm, my child, be firm." +There was almost a savage emphasis in Mrs Hallam's words as she spoke. + +"I'll try, dear; but, grandpa!" sobbed Julie, as she laid her arm upon +the bulwark and her face upon it, that she might weep unseen; "shall we +never see him and the pleasant old garden again?" + +"Julie, this is childish," whispered Mrs Hallam. "Remember, you are a +woman now." + +"I do," cried the girl quickly; "but a woman must feel grief at parting +from those she loves." + +"Yes, but it must not overbear all, my child. Come, we must not give +way now. Let us go below to our cabin." + +"No," said Julia; "I must watch the shore till it is dark. Not yet, not +yet. Mother, I thought Sir Gordon liked us--was a very, very great +friend?" + +"He is; he always has been." + +"But he parted from us as if it was only for a day or two. He did not +seem troubled in the least." + +Mrs Hallam was silent. + +"And Mr Bayle, mother--he quite checked me. I was so grieved, and felt +in such despair at parting from him till he stood holding my hands. I +wanted to throw my arms round his neck, and let him hold me to his +breast, as he used years ago; but when I looked up in his face, he +seemed so calm and cheerful, and he just smiled down at me, and it made +me angry. Mamma, dear, men have no feeling at all." + +"I think Mr Bayle feels our going deeply," replied Mrs Hallam, +quietly. + +"He did not seem to," said Julia pettishly. + +"A man cannot show his sorrow as a woman may, my child," said Mrs +Hallam, with a sigh. + +She gazed back at the land that seemed to be growing more dim, minute by +minute, as the great ship careened over to the press of sail, and sped +on down Channel. + +A wistful look came into the mother's eyes, as she thought of her +child's words. In spite of resolutions and promises, the parting from +the old people had been most painful; but, throughout all, there had +seemed to her to be a curious indifference to her going, on the part of +Bayle. He had been incessant in his attentions; a hundred little acts +had been performed that were likely to make their stay on shipboard more +pleasant; but there was a something wanting--a something she had felt +deeply, and the pain became the more acute since she found that her +feelings were shared. + +They stood gazing at the grey and distant land, when the evening was +falling. They were faint for want of food; but they knew it not, for +the faintness was mingled with the sickness of the heart, and in spite +of the glowing happy future Mrs Hallam tried to paint, a strange sense +of desolation and despair seemed to overmaster her, and all her +fortitude was needed to save her from bursting into a violent fit of +sobbing. + +On and on with the water rushing beneath them, as they leaned upon the +bulwarks, gazing still at the fast receding shore. There had been a +great deal of noisy bustle going on around; but so wrapt were they in +their own feelings that sailors and passengers, officers and men, passed +and repassed unheeded. They were in a little world of their own, blind +to all beside, so that it was with quite a start that Mrs Hallam heard, +for the second time, a voice say: + +"Surely, ladies, you must be cold. Will you allow me to fetch shawls +from the cabin?" + +The first time these words were spoken, neither Mrs Hallam nor Julia +moved; but, on their being repeated, they turned quickly round, to find +that Thisbe had gone below, and that where she had been seated upon her +box an officer in undress uniform was standing, cap in hand. + +"I thank you, no," said Mrs Hallam coldly, as she returned the bow. +"Julie, it is time we went below." + +The officer drew back as mother and daughter swept slowly by towards the +cabin stairs, and remained motionless even after they had disappeared. + +He was roused from his waking dream by a hearty clap on the shoulders. + +"What's the matter, Phil?" said a bluff voice, and a heavy-featured +officer of about forty looked at him in a half-amused manner. + +"Matter? Matter? Nothing; nothing at all." + +"Bah! don't tell me. The old game, Phil. Is she nice-looking?" + +"Beautiful!" cried the young officer excitedly. + +"Ah! that's how I used to speak of Mrs Captain Otway," said the +heavy-looking officer cynically; "but, my dear Phil, with all due +respect to the sharer of my joys and the sorrows of going out to this +horrible hole, Mrs Captain Otway does not look beautiful now." + +"Otway, you are a brute to that woman. She is a thoroughly true-hearted +lady, and too good for you." + +"Much, Phil--much too good. Poor woman, it was hard upon her, with all +her love of luxury and refinement, that she should be forced by fate to +marry the poor captain of a marching regiment." + +"Sent out to guard convicts in a penal settlement, eh?" + +"Yes, to be sure. Oh, dear me! I shall be heartily glad when we are +settled down and have had a week at sea." + +"Oh, I don't know. I think time passes quite quickly enough. I say, +Otway, do you think, if you asked her, Mrs Otway would lend a helping +hand to those two ladies? They seem very strange and desolate on board +here." + +"My wife? Impossible, Phil; she is in her berth already, declaring that +she is sea-sick, when all the time it is fancy." + +"How do you know?" + +"How do I know? Because she never is; it is so as to get out of the +misery and confusion of the first day. Look here, boy, I'm always glad +to help you, though. Shall I do?" + +"You do? What for?" + +"To go down and try and set your last enslavers at their ease." + +"Don't be idiotic." + +"Nice way for a subaltern to speak to his commanding officer, sir." + +"I was not speaking to my commanding officer, but to my old companion, +Jack Otway." + +"Oh, I see! I say, Phil, which of the fair ones is it--Juno or Hebe?" + +"Don't talk nonsense." + +"All right. Who are they?" + +"I can't find out yet. The captain gave me their names, that's all. +Hist! here is their maid." + +Just then Thisbe, who had been below, creeping off quietly to make +things a bit comfortable, as she called it, came on deck, having missed +Mrs Hallam and Julia, expecting to find them where she had left them, +leaning over the bulwarks; and full of haste, as she had found that +there was at last something like a pleasant meal spread in the principal +cabin. + +"It's very muddly," she muttered to herself, "and I'd give something for +a snug little room where I could make them a decent cup of tea. And +this is being at sea, is it?--sea that Tom Porter says is so lovely. +Poor wretch!" + +Thisbe impatiently dashed a tear from her eyes, the reason for whose +coming she would not own; and then she stopped short, wondering at the +presence of a couple of officers, where she had left Mrs Hallam and +Julia, for, from some reason best known to himself, Philip Eaton, of His +Majesty's --th Foot, was resting his arms where Julia had rested hers, +and Captain Otway, in command of the draft on its way out to Port +Jackson, had involuntarily taken Mrs Hallam's place. + +"Looking for your ladies?" said Eaton. + +"Yes. What have you done with--I mean where are they?" + +"One moment," said the lieutenant in a confidential manner, as he +slipped his hand into his pocket, "just tell me--" + +He stopped astonished, for as she saw the motion of the young man's +hand, and heard his insinuating words, Thisbe gave vent to a sound best +expressed by the word "Wuff!" but which sounded exceedingly like the +bark of some pet dog, as she whisked herself round and searched the deck +before once more going below. + +"Another of them," she muttered between her teeth. "Handsome as +handsome, and ready to lay traps for my darling. But I'm not going to +have her made miserable. I'm a woman now; I was a weak, watery, girlish +thing then. I'm not going to have her life made a wreck." + +Thisbe went below, little thinking that it would be a week before she +again came on deck. + +The weather turned bad that night, and the customary miseries ensued. +It was so bad that the captain was glad that he had to run into +Plymouth, but no sooner was he there than the weather abated, tempting +him forth again to encounter a terrible gale off the Lizard, and more or +less bad weather till they were well across the Bay of Biscay, and +running down the west coast of Spain, when the weather changed all at +once. The sky cleared, the sun came out warm and bright, the sea went +down, and one by one the wretched passengers stole on deck. + +Among them, pale and depressed by the long confinement in the cabins, +Mrs Hallam and Julia were ready to hurry on deck to breathe the sweet, +pure air. + +"And is that distant shore Spain?" said Julia wonderingly, as she gazed +at the faint grey line at which every eye and glass was being directed. + +"Yes, Julie," said Mrs Hallam more cheerfully, "sunny Spain." + +"And it seems just now that we were gazing at dear old England," said +Julia, with a sigh. + +"Yes," said Mrs Hallam, grasping her hand with feverish energy, "but +now we are so many hundred miles nearer to him who is waiting our +coming, Julie. Let us count the miles as he is counting the minutes +before he can take his darling to his heart. Julie, my child, we must +put the past behind us; it is the future for which we must live." + +"Forget the past?" said Julia mournfully. "It was such a happy time." + +"For you, Julie, but for me one long agonising time of waiting." + +"Dearest mother," whispered Julia, pressing her hand, and speaking +quickly, "I know--I know, and I will try so hard not to be selfish." + +They had turned to the bulwarks the moment they came on deck, and, +without casting a look round, had glanced at the distant coast, and then +mentally plunged their eyes into the cloud ahead, beyond which stood +Robert Hallam awaiting their coming. + +"I had the pleasure of speaking to you before the storm, ladies," said a +voice, and as they turned quickly, it was to find Lieutenant Eaton, cap +in hand, smiling, and slightly flushed. + +Mrs Hallam bowed. + +"I sincerely trust that you have quite recovered," continued the young +officer, directing an admiring gaze at Julia. + +"Quite, I thank you," said Mrs Hallam coldly. + +"Then we shall see you at the table, Mrs Hallam--and Miss Hallam?" he +continued, with another bow. + +Julia returned the bow, looking flushed and rather indignant. + +"I hope you will excuse me," continued Eaton; "on shipboard you see we +are like one family, all as it were in the same house." + +Mrs Hallam bowed again, flushing as ingenuously as her daughter, for +these advances troubled her greatly. She would have preferred being +alone, and in a more humble portion of the vessel, but Sir Gordon and +Bayle had insisted upon her occupying one of the best cabins, and it +seemed to her that she was there under false pretences, and that it was +only a question of days before there must come discovery which would put +them to open shame. + +Driven, as it were, to bay by the young officer's words, she replied +hastily: "You must excuse me now; I have scarcely recovered." + +"Pray forgive me," cried Eaton, giving Julia a look full of intelligence +which made her shrink, "I ought to have known better. In a short time I +hope, Mrs Hallam, that we shall be better acquainted." + +He raised his cap again and drew back, while, excited and agitated +beyond her wont, Mrs Hallam exclaimed: + +"It cannot be, Julie. We must keep ourselves aloof from these people-- +from all the passengers; our course is alone--till we join him." + +"Yes," said Julia, in a troubled way, "we must be alone." + +"These people who make advances to us now," continued Mrs Hallam, +"would master the object of our journey before we had gone far, and then +we should be the pariahs of the ship." + +"Would they be so unjust, mother?" + +"Yes, for they do not know the truth. If they were told all, they would +not believe it. My child, it was so that the world should never turn +upon us and revile us for our misfortune that I have insisted all these +years on living so reserved a life. And now we must go on in the same +retired manner. If we are drawn into friendly relations with these +people, our story will ooze out, and we shall have to endure the insult +and misery of seeing them turn their backs upon us. Better that we +should ostracise ourselves than suffer it at other hands; the blow will +be less keen." + +"I am ready to do all you wish, dear," said Julia, stealing her hand +into her mother's. + +"My beloved," whispered back Mrs Hallam, "it is our fate. We must bear +all this, but our reward will be the more joyful, Julie: it is for your +father's sake. Think of it, my child; there is no holier name under +heaven to a child than that of father." + +There was a pause, and then Julia, in a low, sweet voice, whispered: +"Mother." + +The two women stood there alone, seeming to gaze across the bright sea +at the distant land. Passengers and sailors passed them, and the +officers of the ship hesitated as they drew near about speaking, ending +by respecting the reverie in which they seemed to be wrapt, and passing +on. But Millicent and Julia Hallam saw neither sea, shore, nor the +distant land: before each the face of Robert Hallam, as they had known +it last, rose out of, as it were, a mist. And as they gazed into the +future, the countenance of Julia seemed full of timid wonder, half +shrinking, while that of Millicent grew more and more calm, as her eyes +filled with a sweet subdued light, full of yearning to meet once more +him who was waiting all those thousand miles away. + +So intent were they upon their thoughts of the coming encounter, that +neither of them noticed the quiet step that approached, and then stopped +close at hand. + +"Yes," said Mrs Hallam aloud, "we must accept our position, my child; +better that we should be alone." + +"Not quite!" + +Julia started round with a cry of joy, and placed her hands in those of +the speaker. + +"Mr Bayle?" she cried excitedly; "what a surprise!" + +"You here?" cried Mrs Hallam hoarsely. + +"Yes," was the reply, given in the calmest, most matter-of-fact, +half-laughing way, and as if it were merely a question of crossing a +county at home. "Why, you two poor unprotected women, you did not think +I meant to let you take this long voyage alone!" + +Mrs Hallam drew a long breath and turned pale. She essayed to speak, +but no words would come, and at last with a spasm seeming to contract +her brow, she turned to gaze appealingly at her child. + +"But you are going back?" said Julia, and she, too, seemed deeply moved. + +He shook his head, and smiled. + +"How good--how noble!" she began. + +"Ah! tut! tut! little pupil; what nonsense!" cried Bayle merrily. "Why, +here is Sir Gordon, who has done precisely the same thing." And the old +baronet came slowly up, raising his straw hat just as Thisbe came +hurriedly on deck to announce the discovery she had made, and found that +she was too late. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +NEW FACES--NEW FRIENDS. + +"You may call it what you like, Mr Tom Porter, but I call it deceit." + +"No," said Tom, giving his rough head a roll, as he stood with his legs +very far apart, looking quite the sailor now, in place of the quiet +body-servant of the St James's pantry. "No, my lass, not deceit, +reg'lar sea arrangement: sailing under sealed orders. Quite a reg'lar +thing." + +"It's the last thing I should have expected of Sir Gordon; and as to Mr +Bayle, how he could keep it quiet as he did, and then all at once make +his appearance off the coast of Spain--" + +"After coming quietly on board at Plymouth, while you people were all +shut up below out of the rough weather. Pooh! my lass, it was all meant +well, so don't show so much surf." + +"Reason?" said Bayle smiling, as he sat aft with Mrs Hallam and Julia, +Sir Gordon having gone to his cabin. "I thought if I proposed coming it +would agitate and trouble you both, and as to what you have said, surely +I am a free agent, and if it gives me pleasure to watch over you both, +and to render you up safely at our journey's end, you cannot wish to +deny me that." + +The subject dropped, and as the days glided on in the pleasant monotony +of a life at sea, when the sky smiles and the wind is fair, the position +seemed to be accepted by Mrs Hallam as inevitable. She tried hard to +shut herself away with Julia, but soon found that she must yield to +circumstances. She appealed to Sir Gordon and to Christie Bayle, but +each smiled as he gave her a few encouraging words. + +"You trouble yourself about an imaginary care," the latter said. "Bear +in mind that you are on your way to a settlement where sins against the +Government are often condoned, and you may rest assured that no one on +board this vessel would be so cruel as to visit your unhappy condition +upon your innocent heads." + +"But I would far rather be content with Julie's company, and keep to our +cabin." + +"It is impossible," said Bayle. "It is like drawing attention to +yourself. Be advised by me: lead the quiet regular cabin life, and all +will be well." + +Mrs Hallam shook her head. + +"No," she said. "I am afraid. I am more troubled than I can say." + +She gazed up in Bayle's eyes, and a questioning look passed between +them. Each silently asked the other the same question: "Have you +noticed that?" + +But the time was not ripe for the question to be put in its entirety, +and neither spoke. + +The weather continued glorious from the time of the fresh grey dawn, +when the tip of the sun gradually rose above the sea, on through the +glowing heat of noon, when the pitch oozed from the seams, and outside +the awnings the handrails could not be touched by the bare hand. Then +on and on till the passengers assembled in groups to see sky and water +dyed with the refulgent hues that dazzled while they filled with awe. + +It was at these times that Mrs Hallam and Julia stole away from the +other groups, to be followed at a distance by Bayle, who stood and +watched them as they gazed at the setting sun. For it seemed to mother +and daughter like a sign, a foretaste of the glory of the land to which +they were going, and in the solemnity and silence of the mighty deep, +evening by evening they stood and watched, their privacy respected by +all on board, till lamps began to swing here and there beneath the +awning, and generally Lieutenant Eaton came to ask Mrs Hallam to play +or Julia to sing. + +"Bayle," Sir Gordon would say, with the repetition of an elderly and +querulous man, "you always seem to me like a watch-dog on the look-out +for intruders." + +"I am," said Bayle laconically. + +"Then why, sir, confound you! when the intruders do come, don't you +seize 'em, and shake 'em, and throw 'em overboard?" + +"I'm afraid I should do something of the kind," replied Bayle, "only I +must have cause." + +"Cause? Well, haven't you cause enough, man?" + +"Surely no. Everybody on board, from the captain to the humblest +seaman, has a respectful smile for them as he raises his cap." + +"Of course he has," cried Sir Gordon testily. + +"Then why should the watch-dog interfere?" + +"Why? Isn't that soldier fellow always making advances, and carrying +them off to the piano of an evening?" + +"Yes; and it seems, now the first trouble has worn off, to give them +both pleasure. Surely they have had their share of pain!" + +"Yes, yes," cried Sir Gordon; "but I don't like it; I don't like it, +Bayle." + +"I have felt the same, but we must not be selfish. Besides, we agreed +that they ought to associate with the passengers during the voyage." + +Sir Gordon's face grew full of puckers, as he drew out and lit a +cheroot, which he smoked in silence, while Bayle went to the side and +gazed at the black water, spangled with the reflected stars that burned +above in the vast bejewelled arch of heaven. + +"I don't like it," muttered Sir Gordon to himself, "and I don't +understand Bayle. No," he continued after a pause, "I cannot ask him +that. Time settles all these matters, and it will settle this." + +From where he sat he could, by turning his head, gaze beneath the awning +looped up like some great marquee. Here, by the light of the shaded +lamps, the passengers and officers gathered night after night as they +sailed on through the tropics. At times there would be a dance, more +often the little tables would be occupied by players at some game, while +first one lady and then another would take her place at the piano. + +There were other eyes beside Sir Gordon's watching beneath the awning, +and a signal would be given by a low whistle whenever Julia was seen to +approach the instrument. Then a knot of the soldiers and sailors would +collect to listen to her clear thrilling voice as she sang some sweet +old-time ballad. It was always Philip Eaton who pressed her to sing, +led her to the piano, and stood over her, holding a lamp or turning over +the leaves. He it was, too, who was the first to applaud warmly; and +often and often from where he leaned over the bulwarks listening, too, +Bayle could see the ingenuous girlish face look up with a smile at the +handsome young officer, who would stay by her side afterwards perhaps +the greater part of the evening, or he would lead her to where Captain +Otway was lolling back, talking to Mrs Captain Otway, a handsome, +fashionable-looking woman, who seemed to win her way day by day more and +more to the friendship of Millicent Hallam. + +At such times Sir Gordon would sit alone and fume, while Bayle watched +the black, starlit water, closing his eyes when Julia sang or Mrs +Hallam played some old piece, that recalled the doctor's cottage at +King's Castor. + +Afterwards he would turn his head and look beneath the awning sadly--the +warm, soft glow of the swinging lamp lighting up face after face, which +then seemed to fade away into the shadow. + +He was strangely affected at such times. Now it was the present, and +they were at sea; anon it seemed that he was leaning over the rustic +seat in the doctor's garden, and that was not the awning and the +quarterdeck, but the little drawing-room with the open windows. Time +had not glided on; and in a curious, dreamy fashion, that did not seem +to be Julia, the child he had taught, but Millicent; and that was not +Lieutenant Eaton leaning over her, but Robert Hallam. + +Then one of the shadows on the awning would take a grotesque resemblance +to little Miss Heathery, to help out the flights of fancy; and Bayle +would listen for the tinkling notes of the piano again, and feel +surprised not to hear a little bird-like voice piping "Gaily the +troubadour." + +Next there would be a burst of merry conversation, and perhaps a laugh; +and as Bayle turned his head again to gaze half wonderingly, the +lamp-light would fall, perhaps, upon the faces of mother and daughter, +the centre of the group near the piano. + +Christie Bayle would begin to study the stars once more, as if seeking +to read therein his future; but in vain, for he gazed down where they +were broken and confused in the dark waters, sparkling and gliding as +they were repeated again below, deep down in the transparent depths, +where phosphorescent creatures glowed here and there. + +"I can't make him out," Sir Gordon would often say to himself. + +No wonder! Christie Bayle could not analyse his own feelings, only that +the old sorrow that was dead and buried years upon years ago seemed to +be reviving and growing till it was becoming an agonising pang. + +End of Volume Two. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +LADY EATON'S SON. + +It was a long voyage, for in those days the idea of shortening a trip to +the Antipodes had not been dreamed of, and the man who had suggested +that the time would come when powerful steamers would run through the +Mediterranean, down a canal, along the Red Sea, across the Indian Ocean, +touch at Singapore, and after threading their way among the tropic +Indian Islands, pass down the eastern side of the Australian continent +within shelter of the Great Barrier Reef, would have been called a +madman. + +But long and tedious as it was made by calms, in what seemed to be a +region of eternal summer, Christie Bayle prayed that the voyage might be +prolonged. + +And then, Julia--who had been to him as his own child, whose young life +he had seen increase and develop till the bud was promising to be a +lovely flower--seemed so happy. Everything was so new to the young +girl, fresh from her life of retirement, and now thrust into a society +where she was at once made queen. There was a smile and a pull at the +forelock from every sailor, while every soldier of Captain Otway's +company was ready to salute as soon as she came on deck. + +The bluff old captain of the _Sea King_ took her at once under his +protection, and settled her place at table; while his officers vied with +each other in their attentions. As for Philip Eaton, he was more than +satisfied with the behaviour of Mrs Captain Otway, and he did not +believe her when, in a free-and-easy way, she clapped him on the +shoulder and said: + +"It is not on your account, Phil Eaton--handsome youth, who falleth in +love with every pretty woman he sees--but because I like the little +lady. However, my boy, your flirtation is nearly over." + +"Nearly over, Mrs Otway!" he cried warmly. "Flirtation? Don't call it +by that wretched name." + +"There, I told Jack so, and he laughed at me. It is serious, then?" + +"Serious! I mean to be married this time." + +"Pooh! nonsense, Phil. Absurd!" + +"Was it absurd for you to make a runaway match with John Otway!" + +"No; but then we loved each other passionately." + +"Well, and do not we?" + +"Hum! No, my dear boy. There, Phil, you see I am like a mother to you. +You think you love the little thing desperately." + +"And I do so. It is no thinking. I never saw a woman who moved me as +she does with her sweet, innocent ways." + +"Is it so bad as that?" said Mrs Otway, smiling. + +"Bad! no, it's good. I'm glad I've seen the woman at last of whom I can +feel proud. She is so different from any girl I ever met before." + +"Don't singe your wings, my handsome butterfly," said Mrs Otway, +laughing. "Why, my dear Phil, I don't think the girl cares for you a +bit." + +"But I am sure she does." + +"Has she owned to it?" + +"No," he said proudly. "I am in earnest now, and I reverence her so +that I would not say a word until I have spoken to her mother and her +friends." + +"Humph! yes: her friends," said Mrs Otway. "What relatives are Sir +Gordon Bourne and the Reverend Christie Bayle to the fair queen of my +gallant soldier's heart?" + +"I don't know," he said impatiently. + +"Why are they all going out to Port Jackson?" + +"I don't know. How should I?" + +"Oh! they might have told you in conversation." + +"I did not trouble myself about such things. Hang it all! Mrs Otway, +how could I be so petty?" + +"Is it not natural that a man should be anxious to know who and what are +the relatives of the lady he thinks of as his future wife?" + +"Oh, some sordid fellows would think of such things. I'm not going to +marry her relations." + +"In some sort a man must," said Mrs Otway coolly. "Look here," cried +the young officer, "why do you talk to me like this?" + +"Hullo! what's the matter?" cried Captain Otway, who had come up +unobserved; "quarrelling?" + +"No," said Mrs Otway, "I am only giving Phil Eaton a little of the +common-sense he seems to have been losing lately. Why do I talk to you +like this, my dear Phil? I'll tell you. Because the day before we +sailed Lady Eaton came to me and said, `You are a woman of experience, +Mrs Otway; keep an eye upon my boy, and don't let him get entangled in +any way.'" + +"My mother said that to you?" + +"Indeed she did; and now that you are running your head into a very +pretty silken skein, and tangling yourself up in the most tremendous +manner, I think it is time for me to act." + +"Quite right, Phil," said the Captain. "You wanted checking. The young +lady is delicious, and all that is innocent and nice; but you are not +content with a pleasant chat." + +"No," said the Lieutenant firmly; "I mean to marry her." + +"Indeed!" said Otway dryly. "Who and what is she?" + +"A lady of the greatest refinement and sweetness of character." + +"Granted; but who is her mother?" + +"Mrs Hallam, a lady whom, in spite of her sadness of disposition and +distant ways, it is a privilege to know." + +"Will you go on, Bel?" said Otway. + +"No! Oh, Captain, you are talking grand sense! I'll listen." + +"Well, then, here is another question. Who is Mr Hallam?" + +"How should I know? Some merchant or official out at Port Jackson. +They are going to join him. Julie--" + +"Hullo!" cried Mrs Otway, "has it come to that?" + +"Miss Hallam," continued the young officer, flushing, "told me she had +not seen her father for years." + +Captain Otway turned to his wife, and she exchanged glances with him in +a meaning way. + +Eaton looked sharply from one to the other, his eyes flashing, and his +white teeth showing as he bit his lip. + +"What do you two mean?" he cried angrily. + +"Oh, nothing!" said Otway, shrugging his shoulders. + +"I insist upon knowing!" cried Eaton. "You would not look like that +without deep cause; and it is not fair to me. Look here, I can't bear +it! You are thinking something respecting these people; and it is not +like my old friends. Hang it all, am I a boy?" + +"Yes," said Mrs Otway gently, "a foolish, hot-headed, impetuous boy. +Now, my dear Phil, be reasonable. The young lady is sweet and gentle, +and sings charmingly. She is a delicious little companion for the +voyage, and at your wish Jack and I have been very friendly, not feeling +ourselves called upon during a Voyage like this to inquire into people's +antecedents so long as they were pleasant." + +"But--" + +"Hear me out." + +"Yes, hear her out, Phil; and don't be a fool!" said Captain Otway. + +"Mrs Hallam and Miss Hallam are both very nice, and we liked them, and +I should like them to the end of the voyage if you were not beginning to +make yourself very stupid." + +"Stupid! Oh, shame upon you, Mrs Otway!" + +"You say so now, my dear boy; but what would you say if we, your old +friends, let you run blindly into an entanglement with a young lady +whose antecedents would horrify Lady Eaton, your mother?" + +"I say shame again, Mrs Otway!" cried Eaton. "Why, everything +contradicts your ideas. Would Mrs and Miss Hallam have for friends and +companions Sir Gordon Bourne and a clergyman? I had heard of Sir Gordon +as an eccentric yachting baronet years ago." + +"So had I," said Captain Otway; "but they have only become acquainted +since they were on board ship. Sir Gordon and the parson came on board +at Plymouth." + +"Now I am going to show you how unjust you both are!" cried Eaton +triumphantly. "Julie--I mean Miss Hallam--told me herself that she knew +Sir Gordon Bourne when she was a little girl, and that Mr Bayle had +acted as her private tutor ever since she could remember." + +"And what did she say Mr Hallam was?" "She did not mention his name, +and I did not ask her. Hang it, madam, what do you think he is?" + +"I am not going to say, my dear Philip, because I should be sorry to +misjudge any one; but please remember why we are going out to Port +Jackson." + +"Going out? Why, to join the regiment--from the depot." + +"And when we join our regiment our duty is to--" + +"Guard the convicts! Good heavens!" + +The young man sprang from the chair in which he had been lounging, and +turned white as paint, then he flushed with anger, turned pale again, +and glared about the vessel. + +Just then Mrs Hallam came out of the cabin with Julia and mounted to +the after deck, going slowly to the vessel's side, as was her custom, to +gaze away east and south, talking softly to her child the while. + +"Oh, it is impossible!" said Eaton at last. "How dare you make such a +charge!" + +"My wife makes no charge, Phil," said Captain Otway firmly. "She only +tells you what we think. Perhaps we are wrong." + +"And now that you suspect this," said Eaton sarcastically, "are you both +going to hold aloof from these ladies?" + +"Certainly not!" said Mrs Otway warmly. "I have always found them most +pleasant companions during our voyage, and I am the last woman to visit +the sins of one person on the rest of his family." + +"And yet you abuse me for doing as you do!" cried Eaton impetuously. + +"There are different depths of shading in a picture, my dear Phil," said +Mrs Otway, laying her hand upon the young man's arm. "Be friendly to +these people, as Jack there and I are about to be, to the end, but don't +go and commit yourself to an engagement with a convict's daughter." + +"Oh, this is too much!" cried Eaton fiercely. + +"No, it is not, Phil," said the Captain quietly. "I'm afraid my wife is +right." + +As he was speaking, Mrs Otway, who had left them, crossed the deck, and +stood talking to Mrs Hallam and Julia, who soon went away, and Eaton +saw her walk to where Sir Gordon was smoking the cigar just brought to +him, and then leave him to go timidly up to where Christie Bayle was +leaning over the bulwarks, book in hand, and seeming to read. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +SIR GORDON GETS OUT OF TEMPER. + +"Don't--pray don't look so agitated, dear, mother," whispered Julia, as +they left the cabin one morning, after an announcement by the captain +that before many hours had passed, a new phase in the long voyage would +take place, for they would see land. + +The news spread like lightning among the passengers, and was received +with eager delight by those who had been cooped up gazing at sea and sky +for months. + +"I will try and be calm," said Mrs Hallam; "but it seems at times more +than I can bear. Think, Julie; only a few more hours and we shall see +him again." + +Julia's fair young face contracted, and there was a strange fluttering +about her heart. Mingled feelings troubled her. She was angry with +herself that she did not share her mother's joy; and, strive how she +would, _she_ could not help feeling regret that the voyage was so near +its end, and that they were to make a fresh plunge in life. + +She had trembled and shrunk from the journey when it was first decided +upon. There was so much of the unknown to encounter, and she had been +so happy and contented in the simple home, that, unlike most young +people of her age, novelty possessed for her few charms. But the voyage +had proved, after the first few dreary days, one long succession of +pleasant hours. Every one had been so kind--Mrs Otway almost loving, +Captain Otway frank and manly, and--she coloured slightly as she thought +of it all--Lieutenant Eaton so gentle and attentive to her every wish. + +Yes, for months he had been ready to hurry to her side, to wait upon +her, to read aloud, turn over her music, and join in the duets with an +agreeable, manly voice. Yes, it had all been very, very pleasant; the +only dark spots in the sunshine, the only clouds being that Sir Gordon +had grown more testy and ready to say harsh things, and Mr Bayle had +become strangely cold and distant--so changed. He who had been always +so warm and frank looked at her gravely; the old playful manner had +completely gone, and the change troubled her young breast sorely. + +That morning, when Mrs Hallam took her old place by the bulwarks to +gaze away into the distance, out of which the land she sought was to +rise, Julia came to a determination, and, waiting her opportunity, she +watched till Bayle had taken his place where he sat and read, and Sir +Gordon was in his usual seat. + +For, on ship-board, the nature of the vessel's management seems to +communicate itself to the passengers. As they have special berths, so +do they adopt special seats at the cabin table, and, when on deck, go by +custom to regular places after their morning walk beneath the +breeze-filled sails. + +Sir Gordon was in his seat, and Tom Porter on his way with a cigar and +light, when Julia intercepted him, took them from him, and walked up to +Sir Gordon. + +"Hullo!" he said shortly. "You?" + +"Yes! I've brought you your cigar and light." + +She held them out, and the old man took them, and lit the cheroot with +all the careful dallying of an old smoker. + +"Thankye," he said shortly; but Julia did not leave him, only stood +looking down at the wrinkles of age and annoyance in the well-bred face. + +"Well!" he said, "what are you waiting for, my child?" His voice was a +little softer as the wreaths of smoke rose in the soft southern air. + +"I want to talk to you," she said, looking at him wistfully. + +"Sit down, then. Ah, there's no chair, and--where is our gay young +officer to fetch one?" + +Julia did not answer, but gazed up in his face as she seated herself +upon the deck by his low lounge chair. + +"Why do you speak to me so unkindly?" she said, with a naive innocency +of manner that made the old man wince and cease smoking. + +"Unkindly?" he said at last. + +"Yes," said Julia. "You have been so different. You are not speaking +to me now as you used." + +The old man frowned, looked from the upturned face at his side to where +Mrs Hallam was gazing out to sea, and back again. + +"Because I'm growing old and am chilly, and pettish, and jealous, my +dear," he said at last warmly. "Julia!" he cried searchingly, "tell me; +do you love this Lieutenant Eaton?" + +The girl's face grew crimson, and her eyes flashed a look of resentment +as she rose quickly to her feet. + +"No, no! don't go, my dear," he cried; but it was too late even if the +words could have stayed her. Julia was walking swiftly away, and +Lieutenant Eaton, who was coming back from a morning parade of the +company, increased his pace on seeing Julia, but she turned aside and +walked towards Bayle. + +"Yes, but if I had not just spoken to her," muttered Sir Gordon, "she +would have stopped. Well, it is only natural, and I had no business to +speak--no business to trouble myself about her. Tom Porter says the old +maid is bitterly mad about it, and declares the poor child is going to +wreck her life as her mother did. The old cat! How dare she think such +a thing! The impudence! Wishes the ship may be wrecked first and that +we may all be drowned. Ah! you're there, are you, sir?" + +"Yes, Sir Gordon. Another cheroot?" + +"Can't you see I haven't smoked this, fool? Here, give me a light!" + +Tom Porter's mahogany face did not change as he produced a piece of +tinder and held it for his testy master to ignite his cigar. + +"Thank ye, Tom," said Sir Gordon, changing his tone. "Here, don't go +away. What did that woman say?" + +"Thisbe, Sir Gordon?" + +"Yes; you know whom I mean. About Miss Hallam?" + +"Wished we might all be wrecked and drowned before it came off." + +"Before what came off?" + +"A wedding with Lieutenant Eaton, Sir Gordon." + +"Why?" + +"Principally because she says he's so handsome, Sir Gordon. She hates +handsome men." + +"Humph! That's why she's so fond of you, Tom Porter." + +"Which she ain't, Sir Gordon," said Tom Porter dolefully. + +"You had been talking about weddings then?" + +"Well, just a little, Sir Gordon," said Tom Porter, not a muscle of +whose countenance moved. "I just said how nice it was to see two young +folks so fond of each other." + +"As whom?" + +"As the Lufftenant and Miss Jooly, Sir Gordon; and that it would be just +as nice for two middle-aged folks who had kept it all in store." + +"And is she going to marry you, then, when we get to port?" + +"No: Sir Gordon; it's all over. She ain't the marrying sort." + +"Humph! Marry a black woman, then, to spite her, and then ask her to +come and see your wife." + +"No, Sir Gordon, beggin' your pardon, sir; I've been in the wrong, when +I ought to have took you for an example. It's all over, and I'm settled +down thorough. I have seen but one woman as I thought I'd like to +splice." + +"And that was Mrs Hallam's old maid?" + +"Yes, Sir Gordon." + +"Why? She isn't handsome." + +"Not outside, Sir Gordon; and I don't rightly know why I took to her, +unless it was that she seemed so right down like--such a +stick-to-you-through-fair-weather-and-foul sort of woman. But it's all +over now, Sir Gordon. Things won't turn out as one likes, and it's of +no use to try." + +"You're right, Tom Porter; you're a better philosopher than your master. +There: that will do. When shall we see land?" + +"Morrow morning, Sir Gordon. Daybreak; not afore. Any orders 'bout the +shore?" + +"Orders? What are we to do when we get there? Tom Porter, if you could +tell me what we are to do, I'd give you a hundred pounds. There, give +me a light, my cheroot's out again!" + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +A SORE PLACE. + +"Are you glad the voyage is nearly over?" said a soft little voice that +made Bayle start. + +"Glad?" he said, as he turned to gaze in Julia's plaintive-looking face. +"No; I am sorry." + +"Why?" + +"Why? Because you have seemed so happy." + +He paused a few moments, as if afraid that his voice would tremble. + +"Because your mother has seemed so happy." And, he added to himself: +"Because I tremble for all that is to come." + +"Are you angry with me, Mr Bayle?" said Julia, after a pause. + +"Angry with you, my child?" he said, with his eyes brightening, though +there was a piteous look in his face. "Oh, no; how could I be?" + +"I don't know," she replied; "but you have grown more and more changed. +I have seen so little of you lately, and you have avoided me." + +"But you have not been dull. You have had many companions and friends." + +"Yes," she said quickly, "and they have been so kind; but I have seemed +to regret the past days when we were all so quiet and happy together." + +"Hush!" he said quickly. "Don't speak like that." + +"Not speak like that? There, now you are angry with me again." + +"Angry? No, no, my child," cried Bayle, whose voice trembled with +emotion. "I am not angry with you." + +"Yes; that's how I like to hear you speak," cried Julia. "That is how +you used to speak to me, and not in that grave, measured way, as if you +were dissatisfied." + +"Julia," he said, hoarse with emotion, "how could I be dissatisfied when +I see you happy? Has it not been the wish of my life?" + +"Yes; I have always known it was. Now you make me happy again; and you +will always speak so to me?" + +"Always," he said, with his eyes lighting up with a strange fire. +"Always, my child." + +"That's right," she cried. "That is like my dear old teacher speaking +to me again;" and her sweet, ingenuous eyes looked lovingly in his. + +But they saw no response to their tenderness, for the fire died out of +Bayle's gaze, the red spots faded from his cheeks, and an agonising pang +made him shudder, and then draw in a long, deep breath. + +At that moment Lieutenant Eaton approached, and Bayle saw the tell-tale +colour come into Julia's cheeks. + +"It is fate, I suppose," he said, drawing back to give place to Eaton. + +Julia looked up at him quickly, as if she divined the words he had said +to himself; but he did not speak, only smiled sadly, and walked towards +where Mrs Hallam was gazing over the side. + +He shuddered as he thought of the meeting that must take place, and +walked up and down slowly, thinking of his position, unheeded by Mrs +Hallam, whose face was irradiated by the joy that filled her breast. + +He turned back to see that Eaton had led Julia to the other side of the +vessel, and as she, too, stood with her hands resting on the bulwarks, +Bayle could see that the young man's face was bright and animated; that +he was talking quickly to the girl, whose head was slightly bent as +though she was listening attentively to all he said. + +Christie Bayle drew a long breath as he walked slowly on. His old, +patient, long-suffering smile came upon his face, and now his lip ceased +quivering, and he said softly: + +"If it is for her happiness. Why not?" + +"And after all I have said," he heard from a quick voice beyond the +awning. "It's too bad, Jack. He is proposing to her now. What shall +we do?" + +"Nothing. Let him find all out for himself, and then cool down." + +"And half break the poor girl's heart? I don't want that." + +Bayle hurried away, feeling as if he could bear no more. The cabin +seemed the best retreat, where he could take counsel with himself, and +try and arrange some plan in which he could dispassionately leave out +self, and act as he had vowed that he would--as a true friend to +Millicent Hallam and her child. + +But he was not to reach his cabin without another mental sting, for as +he descended he came upon Thisbe, looking red-eyed as if she had been +crying, and he stopped to speak to her. + +"Matter, sir?" she answered; "and you ask me? Go back on deck, and see +for yourself, and say whether the old trouble is to come all over +again." + +He felt as if he must speak angrily to the woman if he paused; and +hurrying by her he shut himself in his cabin and stayed there for hours +with the bustle of preparations for landing going on all around, the +home of many months being looked upon now as a prison which every +passenger was longing to quit, to gain the freedom of the shore. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +COMMUNING WITH SELF. + +It was evening when Bayle went on deck again, his old calm having +returned. He stopped short, and the elasticity of spirit that seemed to +have come back--a feeling of hopefulness in keeping with the light +champagny atmosphere, so full of life, died out again, even as the +breeze that had wafted them on all day had now almost failed, and the +ship glided very slowly through water that looked like liquid gold. + +"A few short hours," he said to himself, as he gazed at Mrs Hallam +standing with her arm round Julia, bathed in the evening light, watching +the golden clouds upon the horizon that they were told were land--to +them the land of hope and joy, but to Christie Bayle a place of sorrow +and of pain. + +"A few short hours," he said again, "and then the fond illusions must +fall away, and they will be face to face with the truth." + +He crept away sick at heart to the other side, where Lieutenant Eaton, +who seemed to be hovering about mother and daughter, eager to join them +but kept away by respect for their desire to be alone, passed him with a +short nod, hesitated, as if about to speak, and then went on again. + +Bayle waited hour after hour, ready should those in his charge require +his services; but they did not move from their position, and it was +Eaton who intercepted Thisbe, and took from her the scarves she was +bringing to protect them from the night air; but only a few words +passed, and he drew back to walk up and down till long after the +Southern Cross was standing out among the glorious stars that looked so +large and bright in the clear, dark sky above, when Mrs Hallam drew a +deep breath and whispered a few words to Julia, and they descended to +their cabin for the night, but not to sleep. + +Then by degrees the deck was left to the watch, and a strange silence +fell, for a change had come upon all on board. The first excitement +that followed the look-out-man's cry of "Land ho!" had passed, and +passengers and soldiers were gathered in groups after their busy +preparation for the landing another day distant, and talked in whispers. + +Lower and lower sank the weary spirit of Christie Bayle, as he stood +leaning on the bulwark, gazing away into the starry depths of the +glorious night, for it seemed to him that his task was nearly done, that +soon those whom he had loved so well would pass out of his care, and as +he thought of Millicent Hallam sharing the home of her convict husband +he murmured a prayer on her behalf. Then his thoughts of the mother +passed, and he recalled all that he had seen during the past months, +above all, Julia's excited manner that day, and the conduct of +Lieutenant Eaton. And as he pondered his thoughts took somewhat this +form: + +"Young, handsome, a thorough gentleman, what wonder that he should win +her young love? but will he stand the test? A convict's daughter--an +officer of the King. He must know; and if he does stand the test--" + +Christie Bayle stood with his hands clasped tightly together, as once +more a strange agony of soul pierced him to the core. He saw himself +again the young curate entranced by the beauty of a fair young English +girl in her happy home, declaring his love for her, laying bare his +hopes, and learning the bitter lesson that those hopes were vain. He +saw again the long years of peaceful friendship with a new love growing +for the child who had been his principal waking thought. He saw her +grow to womanhood, loving him as he had loved her--with a love that had +been such as a father might bear his child, till the peaceful calm had +been broken as he saw that Julia listened eagerly and with brightening +eyes to the words of this young officer; and now it was that like a blow +the knowledge came, the knowledge that beneath all this tenderness had +been a love of a stronger nature, ready to burst forth and bloom when it +was again too late. + +"A dream--a dream," he said sadly. "How could she love me otherwise +than as she said--as her dear teacher?" + +"A dream," he said again. "`Thy will be done!'" + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +"AT LAST!" + +A busy day on ship-board, with the excitement growing fast, and officers +and men cheerfully turning themselves into guides and describers of the +scenery on either hand. + +A glorious day, with a brisk breeze, and the white sails curving out, +and the great vessel, that had borne them safely to their destination, +careening gently over, with the white foam dividing and swelling away to +starboard and to port. + +The sky overhead might have been that of Italy, so gloriously bright and +pure it seemed to all, as at last the vessel glided in between the +guardian giants of the port, and then, as they stood well within the two +grey rocky precipices, the swell upon which they had softly swayed died +away, the breeze sank, and the great white sails flapped and filled and +flapped, the ship slowly slackened its speed, and at last lay +motionless, waiting for the tide that would bear them on to the +anchorage within. + +It was evening when the tantalising waiting was at an end, and the +expectant groups saw themselves once more gliding on and on, past a long +beach of white sand, into the estuary that, minute by minute, took more +and more the aspect of some widening river. + +Seen by the glory of the sinking sun, and after the long, monotonous +voyage, it was like some glimpse of Eden, and with one consent the +soldiers sent forth a hearty cheer, which died away into silence as the +great ship glided on. Jutting promontories, emerald islands, golden +waters, and a sky like topaz, as the sun slowly sank. Curving bays +filled with roseate hues reflected from the sky, swelling hills in the +distance of wondrous greyish green, with deepening slopes of softly +darkening shadows. The harbour was without a ripple, and glistened as +polished metal, and mirrored here and there the shore. Away in the +distance, the soft greyish verdure stood out in the clear air; and as +the wearied travellers drank in the glorious scene, there was a +solemnity in its beauty that oppressed them, even unto tears. + +Millicent Hallam stood in that self-same spot where she had so patiently +watched for this her promised land, and as she bent forward with +half-extended hands, Julia saw her lips part, and heard from time to +time some broken utterances, as the tears of joy fell slowly from her +dreamy eyes. + +Time after time the most intimate of their fellow-passengers approached, +but there was that in the attitude of mother and daughter which +commanded respect, and they drew away. + +On glided the ship, nearer and nearer, with the houses and rough +buildings of the settlement slowly coming into sight, while, as the sun +flashed from the windows, and turned the sand that fringed the shore for +the time to tawny gold, the hearts of mother and daughter seemed to go +out, to leap the intervening distance, and pour forth their longings to +him who, they felt, was watching the ship that bore to him all he held +dear. + +Golden changing to orange, to amber, to ruddy wine. Then one deep glow, +and the river-like harbour for a few minutes as if of molten metal +cooling into purple, into black, and then the placid surface glistening +with fallen stars. + +And as Julia pressed nearer to the trusting woman, who gazed straight +before her at the lights that twinkled in the scattered houses of the +port, she heard a sweet, rich voice murmur softly: + +"Robert, husband--I have come!" And again, soft as the murmur of the +tide upon the shore: + +"My God, I thank thee! At last--at last!" + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +A STRANGE ENCOUNTER. + +It had been hard work to persuade her, but Mrs Hallam had consented at +last to rest quietly in the embryo hotel, while Bayle obtained the +necessary passes for her and her daughter to see Hallam. This done, he +took the papers and letters of recommendation he had brought and waited +upon the governor. + +There was a good deal of business going on, and Bayle was shown into a +side room where a clerk was writing, and asked to sit down. + +"Your turn will come in about an hour," said the official who showed him +in, and Bayle sat down to wait. + +As he looked up, he saw that the clerk was watching him intently; and as +their eyes met, he said in a low voice: + +"May I ask if you came out in the _Sea King_?" + +"Yes; I landed this morning." + +"Any good news, sir, from the old country?" + +"Nothing particular; but I can let you have a paper or two, if you +like." + +"Thank you, sir, I should be very glad; but I meant Ireland. You +thought I meant England." + +"But you are not an Irishman?" + +"Yes, sir. Have I forgotten my brogue?" + +"I did not detect it." + +"Perhaps I've forgotten it," said the man sadly, "as they seem to have +forgotten me. Ten years make a good deal of difference." + +"Have you been out here ten years?" + +"Yes, sir, more." + +"Do you know anything about the prisons?" + +The clerk flushed, and then laughed bitterly. + +"Oh, yes," he said; "I know something about them." + +"And the prisoners?" + +"Ye-es. Bah! what is the use of keeping it back? Of course I do, sir. +I was sent out for the benefit of my country." + +"You?" + +"Yes, sir; I am a lifer." + +Bayle gazed at the man in surprise. + +"You look puzzled, sir," he said. "Why, almost every other man out here +is a convict." + +"But you have been pardoned?" + +"Pardoned? No; I am only an assigned servant I can be sent back to the +chain-gang at any time if I give offence. There, for heaven's sake, +sir, don't look at me like that! If I offended against the laws, I have +been bitterly punished." + +"You mistake my looks," said Bayle gently; "they did not express my +feelings to you, for they were those of sorrow." + +"Sorrow?" said the man, who spoke as if he were making a great effort to +keep down his feelings. "Ay, sir, you would say that if you knew all I +had endured. It has been enough to make a man into a fiend, herding +with the wretches sent out here, and at any moment, at the caprice of +some brutal warder or other official ordered the lash." + +Bayle drew his breath between his teeth hard. + +"There, I beg your pardon, sir; but the sight of a face from over the +sea, and a gentle word, sets all the old pangs stinging again. I'm +better treated now. This governor is a very different man to the last." + +"Perhaps you may get a full pardon yet," said Bayle; "your conduct has +evidently been good." + +"No. There will be no pardon for me, sir. I was too great a criminal." + +"What--But I have no right to ask you," said Bayle. + +"Yes, ask me, sir. My offence? Well, like a number of other hot-headed +young men, I thought to make myself a patriot and free Ireland. That +was my crime." + +"Tell me," said Bayle, after a time, "did you ever encounter a prisoner +named Hallam?" + +"Robert Hallam--tall, dark, handsome man?" + +"Yes; that answers the description." + +"Sent over with a man named Crellock, for a bank robbery, was it not?" + +"The same man. Where is he now?" + +"He was up the country as a convict servant, shepherding; but I think he +is back in the gangs again. Some of them are busy on the new road." + +"Was he--supposed to be innocent out here?" + +"Innocent? No. It was having to herd with such scoundrels made our +fate the more bitter. Such men as he and his mate--" + +"His mate?" + +"Yes--the man Crellock--were never supposed to be very--" + +He ceased speaking, and began to write quickly, for a door was opened, +and an attendant requested Bayle to follow him. + +He was ushered into the presence of an officer, who apologised for the +governor being deeply engaged, consequent upon the arrival of the ship +with the draft of men. But the necessary passes were furnished, and +Bayle left. + +As he was passing out with the documents in his hand he came suddenly +upon Captain Otway and the Lieutenant, both in uniform. + +The Captain nodded in a friendly way and passed on; but Eaton stopped. + +"One moment, Mr Bayle," he said rather huskily. "I want you to answer +a question." + +Bayle bowed, and then met his eyes calmly, and without a line in his +countenance to betoken agitation. + +"I--I want you to tell me--in confidence, Mr Bayle--why Mrs Hallam and +her daughter have come out here?" + +"I am not at liberty, Lieutenant Eaton, to explain to a stranger Mrs +Hallam's private affairs." + +"Then will you tell me this? Why have you come here to-day? But I can +see. Those are passes to allow you to go beyond the convict lines?" + +"They are," said Bayle. + +"That will do, sir," said the young man with his lip quivering; and +hurrying on he rejoined Captain Otway, who was standing awaiting his +coming in the doorway, in front of which a sentry was passing up and +down. + +Bayle went back to the hotel, where Mrs Hallam was watching +impatiently, and Julia with her, both dressed for going out. + +"You have been so long," cried the former; "but tell me--you have the +passes?" + +"Yes; they are here," he said. + +"Give them to me," she cried, with feverish haste. "Come, Julia." + +"You cannot go alone, Mrs Hallam," said Bayle in a remonstrant tone. +"Try and restrain yourself. Then we will go on at once." + +She looked at him half angrily; but the look turned to one of appeal as +she moved towards the door. + +"But are you quite prepared?" he whispered. "Do you still hold to the +intention of taking Julia?" + +"Yes, yes," she cried fiercely. "Christie Bayle, you cannot feel with +me. Do you not realise that it is the husband and father waiting to see +his wife and child?" + +Bayle said no more then, but walked with them through the roughly marked +out streets of the straggling port, towards the convict lines. + +"I shall see you to the gates," he said, "secure your admission, and +then await your return." + +Mrs Hallam pressed his hand, and then as he glanced at Julia, he saw +that she was trembling and deadly pale. The next minute, however, she +had mastered her emotion, and they walked quickly on, Mrs Hallam with +her head erect, and proud of mien, as she seemed in every movement to be +wishing to impress upon her child that they should rather glory in their +visit than feel shame. There was something almost triumphant in the +look she directed at Bayle, a look which changed to angry reproach, as +she saw his wrinkled brow and the trouble in his face. + +Half-way to the prison gates there was a measured tramp of feet, and a +quick, short order was given in familiar tones. + +The next moment the head of a company of men came into sight; and Bayle +recognised the faces. In the rear were Captain Otway and Lieutenant +Eaton, both of whom saluted, Mrs Hallam acknowledging each bow with the +dignity of a queen. + +Bayle tried hard, but he could not help glancing at Julia, to see that +she was deadly pale, but looking as erect and proud as her mother. + +Captain Otway's company were on their way to their barracks. They had +just passed the prison gates; and it was next to impossible for Mrs +Hallam and her daughter to be going anywhere but to the large building +devoted to the convicts. + +Bayle knew that the two officers must feel this as they saluted; and, in +spite of himself, he could not forbear feeling a kind of gratification. +For it seemed to him that henceforth a gulf would be placed between +them, and the pleasant friendship of the voyage be at an end. + +Mrs Hallam knew it, but she did not shrink, and her heart bounded as +she saw the calm demeanour of her child. + +The measured tramp of the soldiers' feet was still heard, when a fresh +party of men came into sight; and as he partly realised what was before +him, Bayle stretched out his hand to arrest his companions. + +"Come back," he said quickly; "we will go on after these men have +passed." + +"No," said Mrs Hallam firmly, "we will go on now, Christie Bayle, do +you fancy that we would shrink from anything at a time like this?" + +"But for her sake," whispered Bayle. + +"She is my child, and we know our duty," retorted Mrs Hallam proudly. + +But her face was paler, and she darted a quick glance at Julia, whose +eyes dilated, and whose grasp of her mother's arm was closer, as from +out of the advancing group came every now and then a shriek of pain, +with sharp cries, yells, and a fierce volley of savage curses. + +The party consisted of an old sergeant and three pensioners with fixed +bayonets, one leading, two behind a party of eight men, in grotesque +rough garments. Four of them walked in front, following the first +guard, and behind them the other four carried a litter or stretcher, +upon which, raised on a level with their shoulders, they bore a man, who +was writhing in acute pain, and now cursing his bearers for going so +fast, now directing his oaths against the authorities. + +"It'll be your turn next," he yelled, as he threw an arm over the side +of the stretcher. "Can't you go slow? Ah, the cowards--the cowards!" + +Here the man rolled out a fierce volley of imprecations, his voice +sounding hoarse and strange; but his bearers, morose, pallid-looking +men, with a savage, downcast look, paid no heed, tramping on, and the +guard of pensioners taking it all as a matter of course. + +At a glance the difference between them was most marked. + +The pensioner guard had a smart, independent air, there, was an +easy-going, cheery look in their brown faces; while in those of the men +they guarded, and upon whom they would have been called to fire if there +were an attempt to escape, there were deeply stamped in the hollow +cheek, sunken eye, and graven lines, crime, misery, and degradation, and +that savage recklessness that seems to lower man to a degree far beneath +the beast of the jungle or wild. The closely-cropped hair, the shorn +chins with the stubble of several days' growth, and the fierce glare of +the convicts' overshadowed eyes as they caught sight of the two +well-dressed ladies, sent a thrill through Bayle's breast, and he would +gladly have even now forced his companions to retreat, but it was +impossible. For as they came up, the ruffian on the stretcher to which +he was strapped, uttered an agonising cry of pain, and then yelled out +the one word, "Water!" + +Julia uttered a low sobbing cry, and, before Bayle or Mrs Hallam could +realise her act, she had started forward and laid her hand upon the old +sergeant's arm, the tears streaming down her cheeks as she cried: + +"Oh, sir, do you not hear him? Is there no water here?" + +"Halt!" shouted the sergeant; and with military precision the _cortege_ +stopped. "Set him down, lads." The convicts gave a half-turn and +lowered the handles of the stretcher, retaining them for a moment, and +then, in the same automatic way, placed their burden on the dusty earth. +It was quickly and smoothly done, in silence, but the movement seemed +to cause the man intense pain, and he writhed and cursed horribly at his +bearers, ending by asking again for water. + +"It isn't far to the hospital, miss," said the sergeant; "and he has had +some once. Here, Jones, give me your canteen." + +One of the guard unslung his water-tin and handed it to Julia, who +seized it eagerly, while the sergeant turned to Bayle and said in a +quick whisper: + +"Hadn't you better get the ladies away, sir?" + +By this time Julia was on her knees by the side of the stretcher, +holding the canteen to the lips of the wretched man, who drank with +avidity, rolling his starting eyes from side to side. + +"Has there been a battle?" whispered Julia to the pensioner who had +handed her the water-tin. "He is dreadfully wounded, is he not? Will +he die?" + +Julia's quickly following questions were heard by the eight convicts, +who were looking on with heavy, brutal curiosity, but not one glanced at +his companions. + +"Bless your heart, no, miss. A few days in horspital will put him +right," said the man, smiling. + +"How can you be so cruel?" panted the girl indignantly. "Suppose you +were lying there?" + +"Well, I hope, miss," said the man good-humouredly, "that if I had been +blackguard enough to have my back scratched, I should not be such a cur +as to howl like that." + +"Julia, my child, come away," whispered Bayle, taking her hand and, +trying to raise her as the sergeant looked on good-humouredly. "The man +has been flogged for some offence. This is no place for you." + +"Hush!" she cried, as, drawing away her hand, she bent over the wretched +man and wiped the great drops of perspiration from his forehead. + +He ceased his restless writhing and gazed up at the sweet face bending +over him with a look of wonder. Then his eyes dilated, and his lips +parted. The next moment he had turned his eyes upon Mrs Hallam, who +was bending over her child half-trying to raise her, but with a horrible +fascination in her gaze, while a curious silence seemed to have fallen +on the group--so curious, that when one of the convicts moved slightly, +the clank of a ring he wore sounded strangely loud in the hot sunshine. + +"By your leave, miss," said the sergeant, not unkindly. "I daren't +stop. Fall in, my lads! Stretchers! Forward!" + +As the man, who was perfectly silent now, was raised by the convicts to +the level of their shoulders, he wrenched his head round that he might +turn his distorted features, purple with their deep flush, and continue +his wondering stare at Julia and Mrs Hallam. + +Then the tramp and clank, tramp and clank went on, the guard raising +each a hand to his forehead, and smiling at the group they left, while +the old sergeant took off his cap, the sun shining down on a good manly +English face, as he took a step towards Julia. + +"I beg pardon, miss," he said; "I'm only a rough old pensioner--but if +you'd let me kiss your hand." + +Julia smiled in the sergeant's brown face as she laid her white little +hand in his, and he raised it with rugged reverence to his lips. + +Then, saluting Mrs Hallam, he turned quickly to Bayle: + +"I did say, sir, as this place was just about like--you know what; but I +see we've got angels even here." + +He went off at the double after his men, twenty paces ahead, while +Bayle, warned by Julia, had just time to catch Mrs Hallam as she +reeled, and would have fallen. + +"Mother, dear mother!" cried Julia. "This scene was too terrible for +you." + +"No, no! I am better now," said Mrs Hallam hoarsely. "Let us go on. +Did you see?" she whispered, turning to Bayle. + +"See?" he said reproachfully. "Yes; but I tried so hard to spare you +this scene." + +"Yes; but it was to be," she said in the same hoarse whisper, as, with +one hand she held Julia from her, and spoke almost in her companion's +ear. "You did not know him," she said. "I did; at once." + +"That man?" + +"Yes." + +Then, after a painful pause, she added: + +"It was Stephen Crellock." + +"Her husband's associate and friend," said Bayle, as he stood outside +the prison gates waiting; for, after the presentation of the proper +forms, Millicent Hallam and her child had been admitted by special +permission to see the prisoner named upon their pass, and Christie Bayle +remained without, seeing in imagination the meeting between husband, +wife, and child, and as he waited, seated on a block of stone, his head +went down upon his hands, and his spirit sank very low, for all was dark +upon the life-path now ahead. + +VOLUME THREE, CHAPTER TWENTY. + +IN THE CONVICT BARRACKS. + +"Be firm, my darling," whispered Mrs Hallam; and as they followed their +guide, hand in hand, Julia seemed to take strength and fortitude from +the proud, pale face, and eyes bright with matronly love and hope. + +"Mother!" + +Only that word, but it was enough. Millicent Hallam was satisfied, for +she read in the tone and in the look that accompanied it the fact that +her teaching had not been in vain, and that she had come to meet her +martyr husband with the love of wife and child. + +The officer who showed them into a bare room, with its grated windows, +glanced at them curiously before leaving: and then they had to wait +through, what seemed to them, an age of agony, listening to the slow, +regular tramp of a couple of sentries, one seeming to be in a passage +close at hand, the other beneath the window of the room where they were +seated upon a rough bench. + +"Courage! my child," said Mrs Hallam, looking at Julia with a smile; +and then it was the latter who had to start up and support her, for +there was the distant sound of feet, and Mrs Hallam's face contracted +as from some terrible spasm, and she swayed heavily sidewise. + +"Heaven give me strength!" she groaned; and then, clinging together, the +suffering women watched the door as the heavy tramp came nearer, and +with it a strange hollow, echoing sound. + +As Julia watched the door the remembrance of the stern, handsome face of +her childhood seemed to come up from the past--that face with the +profusion of well-tended, wavy black hair, brushed back from the high, +white forehead; the bright, piercing eyes that were shaded by long, +heavy lashes; the closely-shaven lips and chin, and the thick, dark +whiskers--the face of the portrait in their little London home. And it +seemed to her that she would see it again directly, that the old +sternness would have given place to a smile of welcome, and as her heart +beat fast her eyes filled with tears, and she was gazing through a mist +that dimmed her sight. + +The door was thrown open; the tramp of the footsteps ceased, and as the +door was abruptly closed, mother and daughter remained unmoved, clinging +more tightly together, staring wildly through their tear-blinded eyes at +the gaunt convict standing there with face that seemed to have been +stamped in the mould of the poor wretch's they had so lately seen: +closely-cropped grey hair, stubbly, silvered beard, and face drawn in a +half-derisive smile. + +"Well!" he said, in a strange, hoarse voice that was brutal in its +tones; and a sound issued from his throat that bore some resemblance to +a laugh. "Am I so changed?" + +"Robert! husband!" + +The words rang through the cell-like room like the cry of some stricken +life, and Millicent Hallam threw herself upon the convict's breast. + +He bent over her as he held her tightly, and placed his mouth to her +ear, while the beautiful quivering lips were turned towards his in their +agony of longing for his welcoming kiss. + +"Hush! Listen!" he said, and he gave her a sharp shake. "Have you +brought the tin case?" + +She nodded as she clung to him, clasping him more tightly to her heaving +breast. + +"You've got it safely?" + +She nodded quickly again. + +"Where is it?" + +She breathed hard, and attempted to speak, but it was some time before +she could utter the expected words. + +"Why don't you speak?" he said in a rough whisper. "You have it safe?" + +She nodded again. + +"Where?" + +"It--it is at--the hotel," panted Mrs Hallam. + +"Quite safe?" + +"Yes." + +"Unopened?" + +"Yes." + +"Thank God!" + +His manner seemed to change, his eyes brightened, and his brutalised +countenance altogether looked less repellent, as he uttered those words. +As he stood there at first, his head hung, as it were, forward from +between his shoulders, and his whole attitude had a despicable, +cringing, trampled-down look that now seemed to pass away. He filled +out and drew himself up; his eyes brightened as if hope had been borne +to him by the coming of wife and child. It was no longer the same man, +so it seemed to Julia as she stood aloof, trembling and waiting for him +to speak to her. + +"Good girl! good wife!" said Hallam, in a low voice; and with some show +of affection he kissed the quivering woman, who, as she clasped him to +her heart and grew to him once more, saw nothing of the change, but +closed her eyes mentally and really, the longing of years satisfied, +everything forgotten, even the presence of Julia, in the great joy of +being united once again. + +"There!" he said suddenly; "that must do now. There is only a short +time, and I have lots to say, my gal." + +Millicent Hallam's eyes opened, and she quite started back from her love +romance to reality, his words sounded so harsh, his language was so +coarse and strange; but she smiled again directly, a happy, joyous +smile, as nestling within her husband's left arm, she laid her cheek +upon the coarse woollen convict garb, and clinging there sent with a +flash from her humid eyes a loving invitation to her child. + +She did not speak, but her action was eloquent as words, and bade the +trembling girl take the place she had half-vacated, the share she +offered--the strong right arm, and the half of her husband's breast. + +Julia read and knew, and in an instant she too was clinging to the +convict, looking piteously in his scarred, brutalised countenance, with +eyes that strove so hard to be full of love, but which gazed through no +medium of romance. Strive how she would, all seemed so hideously real-- +this hard, coarse-looking, rough-voiced man was not the father she had +been taught to reverence and love; and it was with a heart full of +misery and despair that she gazed at him with her lips quivering, and +then burst into a wild fit of sobbing as she buried her face in his +breast. + +"There, there, don't cry," he said almost impatiently; and there was no +working of the face, nothing to indicate that he was moved by the +passionate love of his faithful wife, or the agony of the beautiful girl +whose sobs shook his breast. "Time's precious now. Wait till I get out +of this place. You go and sit down, Julie. By jingo!" he continued, +with a look of admiration as he held her off at arm's length, "what a +handsome gal you've grown! No sweetheart yet, I hope?" + +Julia shrank from him with scarlet face, and as he loosed her hand she +shrank back to the rough seat, with her eyes troubled, and her hands +trembling. + +"Now, Milly, my gal," said Hallam, drawing his wife's arm through his, +and leading her beneath the window as he spoke in a low voice once more, +"you have that case safe and unopened?" + +"Yes." + +"Then look here! Business. I must be rough and plain. You have +brought me my freedom." + +"Robert!" + +Only that word, but so full of frantic joy. + +"Quiet, and listen. You will do exactly as I tell you?" + +"Yes. Can you doubt?" + +"No. Now look here. You will take a good house at once, the best you +can. If you can't get one--they're very scarce--the hotel will do. +Stay there, and behave as if you were well off--as you are." + +"Robert, I have nothing," she gasped. + +"Yes, you have," he said with a laugh. "I have; and we are one." + +"You have? Money?" + +"Of course. Do you suppose a man is at work out here for a dozen years +without making some? There! don't you worry about that: you're new. +You'll find plenty of men, who came out as convicts, rich men now with +land of their own. But we are wasting time. You have brought out my +freedom." + +"Your pardon?" + +"No. Nonsense! I shall have to stay out here; but it does not matter +now. Only go and do as I tell you, and carefully, for you are only a +woman in a strange place, and alone till you get me out." + +"Mr Bayle is here, and Sir Gordon--" + +"Bayle!" cried Hallam, catching her wrist with a savage grip and staring +in an angry way at the agitated face before him. + +"Yes; he has been so helpful and true all through our trouble, and--" + +"Curse Bayle!" he muttered. Then aloud, and in a fierce, impatient way: +"Never mind that now, I shall have to go back to the gang directly, and +I have not said half I want to say." + +"I will not speak again," she said eagerly. "Tell me what to do." + +"Take house or apartments at once; behave as if you were well off--I +tell you that you are; do all yourself, and send in an application to +the authorities for two assigned servants." + +"Assigned servants?" + +"Yes--convict servants," said Hallam impatiently. "There! you must +know. There are so many that the Government are glad to get the +well-behaved convicts off their hands, and into the care of settlers who +undertake their charge. You want two men, as you have settled here. +You will have papers to sign, and give undertakings; but do it all +boldly, and you will select two. They won't ask you any questions about +your taking up land, they are too glad to get rid of us. If they do ask +anything, you can boldly say you want them for butler and coachman." + +"But, Robert, I do not understand." + +"Do as I tell you," he said sharply. "You will select two men--myself +and Stephen Crellock." + +"Yourself and Stephen Crellock?" + +"Yes. Don't look so bewildered, woman. It is the regular thing, and we +shall be set at liberty." + +"At liberty?" + +"Yes, to go anywhere in the colony. You are answerable to the +Government for us." + +"But, Robert, you would come as--my servant?" + +"Pooh! Only in name. So long as you claim us as your servants, that is +all that is wanted. Plenty are freed on these terms, and once they are +out, go and live with their families, like any one else." + +"This is done here?" + +"To be sure it is. I tell you that once a man has been in the gangs +here for a few years they are glad to get him off their hands, so as to +leave room for others who are coming out. Why, Milly, they could not +keep all who are sent away from England, and people are easier and more +forgiving out here. Hundreds of those you see here were lags." + +"Lags?" + +"Bah! how innocent you are. Well, convicts. Now, quick! they are +coming. You understand?" + +"Yes." + +"And you will do as I tell you?" + +"Everything," said Mrs Hallam. + +"Of course you cannot make this a matter of secrecy. It does not matter +who knows. But the tin case; remember that is for me alone." + +"But the authorities," said Mrs Hallam; "they will know I am your +wife." + +"The authorities will trouble nothing about it. I have a fairly good +record, and they will be glad. As for Crellock--" + +"That man!" gasped Mrs Hallam. + +"Well?" + +"We saw him--as we came." + +Hallam's face puckered. + +"Poor fellow," he said hastily. "Ah, that was a specimen of the cruel +treatment we receive. It was unfortunate. But we can't talk about +that. There they are. Remember!" + +She pressed the coarse, hard hand that was holding hers as the door was +thrown open, and without another word Hallam obeyed the sign made by the +officer in the doorway, and, as the two women crept together, Julia +receiving no further recognition, they saw him sink from his erect +position, his head went down, his back rounded, and he went out. + +Then the door shut loudly, and they stood listening, as the steps died +away, save those of the sentries in the passage and beneath the window. + +The silence, as they stood in that blank, cell-like room, was terrible; +and when at last Julia spoke, her mother started and stared at her +wildly from the confused rush of thought that was passing through her +brain. + +"Mother, is it some dreadful dream?" + +Mrs Hallam's lips parted, but no words came, and for the moment she +seemed to be sharing her child's mental shock, the terrible +disillusioning to which she had been subjected. + +The recovery was quick, though, as she drew a long breath. + +"Dream? No, my child, it is real; and at last we can rescue him from +his dreadful fate." + +Whatever thoughts she may have had that militated against her hopes she +crushed down, forcing herself to see nothing but the result of a +terrible persecution, and ready to be angered with herself for any +doubts as to her duty. + +In this spirit she followed the man who had led them in back to the +gates, where Bayle was waiting; and as he gazed anxiously in the faces +of the two women it was to see Julie's scared, white, and ready to look +appealingly in his, while Mrs Hallam's was radiant and proud with the +light of her true woman's love and devotion to him she told herself it +was her duty to obey. + +That night mother and daughter, clasped in each other's arms, knelt and +prayed, the one for strength to carry out her duty, and restore Robert +Hallam to his place in the world of men; the other for power to love the +father whom she had crossed the great ocean to gain--the man who had +seemed to be so little like the father of her dreams. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER ONE. + +IN THE NEW LAND--THE SITUATION. + +"Look here, Bayle, this is about the maddest thing I ever knew. Will +you have the goodness to tell me why we are stopping here?" + +Bayle looked up from the book he was reading in the pleasant room that +formed their home, one which Tom Porter had found no difficulty in +fitting up in good cabin style. + +A year had glided by since they landed, a year that Sir Gordon had +passed in the most unsatisfactory way. + +"Why are we stopping here?" + +"Yes. Didn't I speak plainly? Why are we stopping here? For goodness' +sake, Bayle, don't you take to aggravating me by repeating my words! +I'm irritable enough without that!" + +"Nonsense, my dear old friend!" cried Bayle, rising. + +"Hang it, man, don't throw my age in my teeth! I can't help being old!" + +"May I live to be as old," said Bayle, smiling, and laying his hand on +Sir Gordon's shoulder. + +"Bah! don't pray for that, man! Why should you want to live? To see +all your pet schemes knocked on the head, and those you care for go to +the bad, while your aches and pains increase, and you are gliding down +the hill of life a wretched, selfish old man, unloved, uncared for. +There, life is all a miserable mistake." + +"Uncared for, eh?" said Bayle. "Have you no friends?" + +"Not one," groaned the old man, writhing, as he felt a twinge in his +back. "Oh, this bitter south wind! it's worse than our north!" + +"Shame! Why, Tom Porter watches you night and day. He would die for +you." + +"So would a dog. The scoundrel only thinks of how much money I shall +leave him when I go." + +Unheard by either, Tom Porter had entered the room, sailor fashion, +barefoot, in the easy canvas suit he wore when yachting with his master. +He had brought in a basin of broth of his own brewing, as he termed +it--for Sir Gordon was unwell--a plate with a couple of slices of bread +of his own toasting in the other hand, and he was holding the silver +spoon from Sir Gordon's travelling canteen beneath his chin. + +He heard every word as he stood waiting respectfully to bring in his +master's "'levens," as he called it; and, instead of getting the sherry +from the cellaret, he began screwing up his hard face, and showing his +emotion by working about his bare toes. + +As Sir Gordon finished his bitter speech, Tom Porter took a step forward +and threw the basin of mutton broth, basin, plate, and all, under the +grate with a crash, and stalked towards the door. + +"You scoundrel!" roared Sir Gordon. "You, Tom Porter, stop!" + +"Be damned if I do!" growled the man. "There's mutiny on, and I leave +the ship." + +_Bang_! + +The door was closed violently, and Sir Gordon looked helplessly up at +Bayle. + +"You see!" + +"Yes," said Bayle, "I see. Poor fellow! Why did you wound his feelings +like that?" + +"There!" cried Sir Gordon; "now you side with the scoundrel. +Twenty-five years has he been with me, and look at my soup!" + +Bayle laughed. + +"Yes: that's right: laugh at me. I'm getting old and weak. Laugh at +me. I suppose the next thing will be that you will go off and leave me +here in the lurch." + +"That is just my way, is it not?" said Bayle, smiling. + +"Well, no," grumbled Sir Gordon, "I suppose it is not. But then you are +such a fool, Bayle. I haven't patience with you!" + +"I'm afraid I am a great trial to you." + +"You are--a terrible trial; every one's a terrible trial--everything +goes wrong. That blundering ass Tom Porter must even go and knock a +hole in the _Sylph_ on the rocks." + +"Yes, that was unfortunate," said Bayle. + +"Here: I shall go back. It's of no use staying here. Everything I see +aggravates me. Matters are getting worse with the Hallams. Let's go +home, Bayle." + +Christie Bayle stood looking straight before him for some time, and then +shook his head softly. + +"No: not yet," he said at last. + +"But I can't go back without you, man; and it is of no use to stay. As +I said before--Why am I stopping here?" + +Bayle looked at him in his quiet, smiling way for some moments before +replying. + +"In the furtherance of your old scheme of unselfishness, and in the hope +of doing good to the friends we love." + +"Oh, nonsense! Tush, man! Absurd! I wanted to be friends, and be +helpful; but that's all over now. See what is going on. Look at that +girl. Next thing we hear will be that she is married to one of those +two fellows." + +"I think if she accepted Lieutenant Eaton, and he married her, and took +her away from this place, it would be the best thing that could happen." + +"Humph! I don't!" muttered Sir Gordon. "Then look at Mrs Hallam." + +Bayle drew in his breath with a low hiss. + +"It is horrible, man--it is horrible!" cried Sir Gordon excitedly. +"Bayle, you know how I loved that woman twenty years ago? Well, it was +impossible; it would have been May and December even then, for I'm a +very old man, Bayle--older than you think. I was an old fool, perhaps, +but it was my nature. I loved her very dearly. It was not to be; but +the old love isn't dead. Bayle, old fellow, if I had been a good man I +should say that the old love was purified of its grosser parts, but that +would not fit with me." + +"Why judge yourself so harshly?" + +"Because I deserve it, man. Well, well, time went on, and when we met +again, I can't describe what I felt over that child. At times, when her +pretty dark face had the look of that scoundrel Hallam in it, I hated +her; but when her eyes lit up with that sweet, innocent smile, the tears +used to come into mine, and I felt as if it was Millicent Luttrell a +child again, and that it would have been the culmination of earthly +happiness to have said, this is my darling child." + +"Yes," said Bayle softly. + +"I worshipped that girl, Bayle. It was for her sake I came over here to +this horrible pandemonium, to watch over and be her guardian. I could +not have stayed away. But I must go now. I can't bear it; I can't +stand it any longer." + +"You will not go," said Bayle slowly. + +"Yes, I tell you, I must. It is horrible. I don't think she is +ungrateful, poor child; but she is being brutalised by companionship +with that scoundrel's set." + +"No, no! For heaven's sake don't say that!" + +"I do say it," cried the old man impetuously, "she and her mother too. +How can they help it with such surroundings? The decent people will not +go--only that Eaton and Mrs Otway. Bless the woman! I thought her a +forward, shameless soldier's wife, but she has the heart of a true lady, +and keeps to the Hallams in spite of all." + +"It is very horrible," said Bayle; "but we are helpless." + +"Helpless? Yes; if he would only kill himself with his wretched drink, +or get made an end of somehow." + +"Hush!" said Bayle, rather sternly; "don't talk like that." + +"Now you are beginning to bully me, Bayle," cried the old man +querulously. "Don't you turn against me. I get insults enough at that +scoundrel Hallam's--enough to make my blood boil." + +"Yes, I know, I know," said Bayle. + +"And yet, old idiot that I am, I go there for the sake of these women, +and bear it all--I, whom people call a gentleman, I go there and am +civil to the scoundrel who robbed me, and put up with his insolence and +his scowls. But I'm his master still. He dare not turn upon me. I can +make him quail when I like. Bayle, old fellow," he cried, with a +satisfied chuckle, "how the scoundrel would like to give me a dose!" + +Bayle sat down with his brow full of the lines of care. + +"I'm not like you," continued Sir Gordon, whom the relation of his +troubles seemed to relieve, "I won't be driven away. I think you were +wrong." + +"No," said Bayle quietly, "it was causing her pain. It was plain enough +that in his sordid mind my presence was a greater injury than yours. He +was wearing her life away, and I thought it better that our intimacy +should grow less and less." + +"But, my boy, that's where you were wrong. Bad as the scoundrel is, he +could never have had a jealous thought of that saint--there, don't call +me irreverent--I say it again, that saint of a woman." + +"Oh, no, I can't think that myself," said Bayle, "but my presence was a +standing reproach to him." + +"How could it be more than mine?" + +"You are different. He always hated me from the first time we met at +King's Castor." + +"I believe he did," said Sir Gordon warmly; "but see how he detests the +sight of me." + +"Yes, but you expressed the feeling only a few minutes ago when you said +you were still his master and you made him quail. My dear old friend, +if I could ever have indulged in a hope that Robert Hallam had been +unjustly punished, his behaviour towards you would have swept it away. +It is always that of the conscience-stricken man--his unreasoning +dislike of the one whom he has wronged." + +"Perhaps you are right, Bayle, perhaps you are right. But there was no +doubt about his guilt--a scoundrel, and I am as sure as I am that I +live, the rascal made a hoard somehow, and is living upon it now." + +"You think that? What about the sealing speculation?" + +"Ah! he and Crellock have made some money _by_ it, no doubt; but not +enough to live as they do. I know that Hallam is spending my money and +triumphing over me all the time, and I would not care if those women +were free of him, but I'm afraid that will never be." + +Bayle remained silent. + +"Do you think she believes in his innocence still?" + +Bayle remained silent for a time, and then said slowly: "I believe that +Millicent Hallam, even if she discovered his guilt, and could at last +believe in it, would suffer in secret, and bear with him in the hope +that he would repent." + +"And never leave him?" + +"Never," aid Bayle firmly, "unless under some terrible provocation, one +so great that no woman could bear; and from that provocation, and the +deathblow it would be to her, I pray heaven she may be spared." + +"Amen!" said Sir Gordon softly. + +"Bayle," he added, after a pause, "I am getting old and irritable; I +feel every change. I called you a fool!" + +"The irritable spirit of pain within--not you." + +"Ah! well," said Sir Gordon, smiling, "you know me by heart now, my dear +boy. I want to say something ivery serious to you. I never said it +before, though I have thought about it ever since those happy evenings +we spent at Clerkenwell." + +Bayle turned to him wonderingly. + +"You will bear with me--I may hurt your feelings." + +"If you do I know you will heal them the next time we meet," replied +Bayle. + +"Well, then, tell me this. When I first began visiting at Mrs Hallam's +house there in London, had you not the full intention of some day asking +Julie to be your wife?" + +Christie Bayle turned his manly, sincere countenance full upon his old +friend, and said, in a deep, low voice, broken by emotion: + +"Such a thought had never entered my mind." + +"Never?" + +"Never, on my word as a man." + +"You tell me that you have never loved Julie Hallam save as a father +might love his child?" + +Bayle shook his head slowly, and a piteous look came into his eyes. + +"No," he said softly, "I cannot." + +"Then you do love her?" cried the old man joyfully. "Now we shall get +out of the wood. Why, my dear boy--" + +"Hush!" said Bayle sadly, "I first learned what was in my heart when our +voyage was half over." + +"And you saw her chatting with that dandy young officer. Oh! pooh, +pooh! that is nothing. She does not care for him." + +Bayle shook his head again. + +"Why, my dear boy, you must end all this." + +"You forget," said Bayle sadly. "History is repeating itself. Remember +your own affair." + +"Ah! but I was an old man; you are young." + +"Young!" said Bayle sadly. "No, I was always her old teacher; and she +loves this man." + +"I cannot think it," cried Sir Gordon, "and what is more, Hallam has +outrageous plans of his own--look there." + +There were the sounds of horses' feet on the newly-made Government road +that passed the house Sir Gordon had chosen on account of its leading +down on one side to where lay his lugger, in which he spent half his +time cruising among the islands, and in fine weather out and along the +Pacific shore; on the other side to the eastward of the huge billows +that rolled in with their heavy thunderous roar. + +As Bayle looked up, he saw Julia in a plain grey riding habit, mounted +on a handsome mare, cantering up with a well-dressed, bluff-looking, +middle-aged man by her side. He, too, was well mounted, and as Julia +checked her mare to walk by Sir Gordon's cottage, the man drew rein and +watched her closely. She bent forward, scanning the windows anxiously, +but seeing no one, for the occupants of the room were by the fire as +they passed on, and Bayle turned to Sir Gordon with an angry look in his +eyes. + +"Oh no! Impossible!" he exclaimed. + +"There's nothing impossible out here in this horrible penal place," +cried Sir Gordon, in a voice full of agitation. + +"No," said Bayle, whose face cleared, and he smiled; "it is not even +impossible that my old friend will go on enjoying his cruises about +these glorious shores, and that the mutiny--Shall I call in Tom Porter?" + +"Well, yes; I suppose you must," said Sir Gordon with a grim smile. + +Bayle went to the door, and Tom Porter answered the call with an "Ay, +ay, sir," and came padding over the floor with his bare feet like a +man-o'-war's-man on a holy-stoned deck. + +"Sir Gordon wants to speak to you, Porter," said Bayle, making as if to +go. + +"No, no, Bayle! don't go and leave me with this scoundrelly mutineer. +He'll murder me. There, Tom Porter," he continued, "I'm an irritable +old fool, and I'm very sorry, and I beg your pardon; but you ought to +know better than to take offence." + +Tom Porter, for answer, trotted out of the room to return at the end of +a few moments with another basin of soup and two slices of toast already +made. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TWO. + +MRS HALLAM'S SERVANT. + +Millicent Hallam had found that all her husband had said was correct. +There was no difficulty at all in the matter, and few questions were +asked, for the Government was only too glad to get convicts drafted off +as assigned servants to all who applied, and so long as no complaints +were made of their behaviour, the prisoners to whom passes were given +remained free of the colony. + +In many cases they led the lives of slaves to the settlers, and found +that they had exchanged the rod for the scorpion; but they bore all for +the sake of the comparative freedom, and even preferred life at some +up-country station, where a slight offence was punished with the lash, +to returning to the chain-gang and the prison, or the heavy work of +making roads. + +The cat was the cure for all ills in those days, when almost any one was +appointed magistrate of his district. A., the holder of so many +assigned men, would be a justice, and one of his men would offend. In +that case, he would send him over to B., the magistrate of the next +district. B. would also be a squatter and holder of assigned convict +servants. There would be a short examination; A's man would be well +flogged and sent back. In due time B. would require the same service +performed, and would send an offender over to A. to have him punished in +turn. + +In the growing town, assigned servants were employed in a variety of +ways; and it was common enough for relatives of the convicts to apply +and have husband, son, or brother assigned to them, the +ticket-of-leave-man finding no difficulty there on account of being a +jail-bird, where many of the most prosperous traders and squatters had +once worn the prison garb. + +Robert Hallam was soon released, and at the end of a very short time +Stephen Crellock followed; the pair becoming ostensibly butler and +coachman to a wealthy lady who had settled in Sydney--but servants only +in the Government books; for, unquestioned, Hallam at once took up his +position as master of the house, and, to his wife's horror, Crellock, +directly he was released, came and took possession of the room set apart +for him as Hallam's oldest friend. + +A strange state of society perhaps, but it is a mere matter of history; +such proceedings were frequent in the days when Botany Bay was the depot +for the social sinners of our land. + +All the same though, poor Botany Bay, with its abundant specimens of +Austral growth that delighted the naturalists of the early expedition, +never did become a penal settlement. It was selected, and the first +convict-ship went there to form the great prison; but the place was +unsuitable, and Port Jackson, the site of Sydney, proved so vastly +superior that the expedition went on there at once. + +At home, in England, though, Botany Bay was spoken of always as the +convicts' home, and the term embraced the whole of the penal +settlements, including Norfolk Island, that horror of our laws, and Van +Diemen's Land. + +Opportunity had served just after Hallam was released, and had taken up +his residence in simple lodgings which Mrs Hallam, with Bayle's help, +had secured, for one of the best villas that had been built in the +place--an attractive wooden bungalow, with broad verandahs and lovely +garden sloping down towards the harbour--was to let. + +Millicent Hallam had looked at her husband in alarm when he bade her +take it; but he placed the money laughingly in her hands for furnishing; +and, obeying him as if in a dream, the house was taken and handsomely +fitted. Servants were engaged, horses bought, and the convicts +commenced a life of luxurious ease. + +The sealing business, he said with a laugh, was only carried on at +certain times of the year, but it was a most paying affair, and he bade +Mrs Hallam have no care about money matters. + +For the first six months Hallam rarely stirred out of the house by day, +contenting himself with a walk about the extensive grounds in an +evening; but he made up for this abstinence from society by pampering +his appetites in every way. + +It was as if, these having been kept in strict subjection for so many +years, he was now determined to give them full rein; and, consequently, +he who had been summoned at early morn by the prison bell, breakfasted +luxuriously in bed, and did not rise till midday, when his first +question was about the preparations for dinner--that being the important +business of his life. + +His dinner was a feast at which good wine in sufficient abundance played +a part, and over this he and Crellock would sit for hours, only to leave +it and the dining-room for spirits and cigars in the verandah, where +they stayed till bed-time. + +Robert Hallam came into the house a pallid, wasted man, with sunken +cheeks and eyes, closely-cropped hair and shorn beard; the villainous +prison look was in his gaze and the furtive shrinking way of his stoop. +His aspect was so horrible that when Millicent Hallam took him to her +breast, she prayed for mental blindness that she might not see the +change, while Julia's eyes were always full of a wondering horror that +she was ever fighting to suppress. + +At the end of four months, Robert Hallam was completely transformed; his +cheeks were filled out, and were rapidly assuming the flushed appearance +of the habitual drunkard's; his eyes had lost their cavernous aspect, +and half the lines had disappeared, while his grizzled hair was of a +respectable length, and his face was becoming clothed by a great black +beard dashed with grey. + +In six months, portly, florid and well-dressed, he was unrecognisable +for the man who had been released from the great prison, and no longer +confined himself to the house. + +Stephen Crellock had changed in a more marked manner than his prison +friend. Considerably his junior, the convict life had not seemed to +affect him, so that when six months of his freedom had passed, he looked +the bluff, bearded squatter in the full pride of his manhood, bronzed by +the sun, and with a dash and freedom of manner that he knew how to +restrain when he was in the presence of his old companion's wife and +child, for he could not conceal from himself the fact that Mrs Hallam +disliked his presence and resented his being there. + +At first, in her eagerness to respond to Hallam's slightest wish, in the +proud joy she felt in the change that was coming over his personal +appearance, and which with the boastfulness of a young wife she pointed +out to Julia, she made no objection to Crellock's presence. + +"Poor fellow! he has suffered horribly," Hallam said. "He deserves a +holiday." + +How she had watched all this gradual change, and how she crushed down +the little voices that now and then strove in her heart to make +themselves heard! + +"No, no, no," she said to them as it were half laughing, "there is +nothing but what I ought to have pictured." + +Then one day she found herself forced to make apology to Julia. + +"You have hurt him, my darling, by your coldness," she said tenderly. +"Julie, my own, he complains to me. What have you done?" + +"Tried, dear mother--oh, so hard. I did not know I had been cold." + +"Then you will try more, my child," said Mrs Hallam, caressing Julia +tenderly, and with a bright, loving look in her eyes. "I have never +spoken like this before. It seemed terrible to me to have to make what +seems like an apology for our own, but think, dearest. He parted from +us a gentleman--to be taken from his home and plunged into a life of +horror, such as--no, no, no," she cried, "I will not speak of it. I +will only say that just as his face will change, so will all that +terrible corrosion of the prison life in his manner drop away, and in a +few months he will be again all that you have pictured. Julie, he is +your father." + +Julia flung herself, sobbing passionately, into her mother's arms, and +in a burst of self-reproach vowed that she would do everything to make +her father love her as she did him. + +Bravely did the two women set themselves to the task of blinding their +eyes with love, passing over the coarse actions and speech of the idol +they had set up, yielding eagerly to his slightest whim, obeying every +caprice, and, while at times something was almost too hard to bear, +Millicent Hallam whispered encouragement to her child. + +"Think, my own, think," she said lovingly. "It is not his fault. Think +of what he has suffered, and let us pray and thank Him that he has +survived, for us to win back to all that we could wish." + +There were times when despair looked blankly from Millicent Hallam's +eyes as she saw the months glide by and her husband surely and slowly +sinking into sensuality. But she roused herself to greater exertions, +and was his veriest slave. Once only did she try by kindly resistance +to make the stand she told herself she should have made when Crellock +was first brought into the house. + +It was when he had been out about six months, and Crellock, after a long +debauch with Hallam and two or three chosen spirits from the town, had +sunk in a brutal sleep upon the floor of the handsomely-furnished +dining-room. The visitors had gone; they had dined there, Sir Gordon +being of the party, and Mrs Hallam had smilingly done the honours of +the table as their hostess, though sick at heart at the turn the +conversation had taken before her child, who looked anxious and pale, +while Sir Gordon had sat there very silent and grim of aspect. He had +been the first to go, and had taken her hand in the drawing-room, as if +about to speak, but had only looked at her, sighed, and gone away +without a word. + +"I must speak!" she had said. "Heaven help me! I must speak! This +cannot go on!" + +As soon as she could, she had hurried Julia to bed, and then sat and +waited till the last visitor had gone, when she walked into the +dining-room, where Hallam sat smoking, _heavy_ with drink, but perfectly +collected, scowling down at Crellock where he lay. + +That look sent a thrill of joy through Millicent Hallam. He was +evidently angry with Crellock, and disgusted with the wretched drinking +scene that had taken place--one of many such scenes as would have +excited comment now, but the early settlers were ready enough to smile +at eccentricities like this. + +"Robert--my husband! may I speak to you?" + +"Speak, my dear? Of course," he said, smiling. "Why didn't you come in +as soon as that old curmudgeon had gone? Have a glass of wine now. +Nonsense!--I wish it. You must pitch over a lot of that +standoffish-ness with my friends. Julia, too--the girl sits and looks +at people as glum as if she had no sense." Mrs Hallam compressed her +lips, laid her hand upon her husband's shoulder, yielding herself to him +as he threw an arm round her waist, but stood pointing to where Crellock +lay breathing stertorously, and every now and then muttering in his +sleep. + +"What are you pointing at?" said Hallam. "Steve? Yes, the pig! Why +can't he take his wine like a gentleman, and not like a brute?" + +"Robert, dear," she said tenderly, "you love me very dearly?" + +"Love you, my pet! why, how could a man love wife better?" + +"And our Julia--our child?" + +"Why, of course. What questions!" + +"Will you do something to please me--to please us both?" + +"Will I? Say what you want--another carriage--diamonds--a yacht like +old Bourne's?" + +"No, no, no, dearest; we have everything if we have your love, and my +dear husband glides from the past misery into a life of happiness." + +"Well, I think we are doing pretty well," he said with a laugh that sent +a shudder through the suffering woman; he was so changed. + +"I want to speak to you about Mr Crellock." + +"Well, what about him? Make haste; it's getting late, and I'm tired." + +"Robert, we have made a mistake in having this man here." + +Hallam seemed perfectly sober, and he frowned. + +"_I_ would not mind if you wished him to be here, love," she said, with +her voice sounding sweetly pure and entreating; "but he is not a +suitable companion for our Julia." + +"Stop there," said Hallam, sharply. + +"No, no, darling; let me speak--this time," said Mrs Hallam, +entreatingly. "I know it was out of the genuine goodness and pity of +your heart that you opened your door to him. Now you have done all you +need, let him go." + +Hallam shook his head. + +"Think of the past, and the terrible troubles he brought upon you." + +"Oh, no! that was all a mistake," said Hallam, quickly. "Poor brute! he +was as ill-treated as I was, and now you want him kicked out." + +"No, no, dear; part from him kindly; but he was the cause of much of +your suffering." + +"No, he was not," said Hallam, quickly. "That was all a mistake. Poor +Steve was always a good friend to me. He suffered along with me in that +cursed hole, and he shall have his share of the comfort now." + +"No, no, do not say you wish him to stay." + +"But I do say it," cried Hallam, angrily. "He is my best friend, and he +will stay. Hang it, woman, am I to be cursed with the presence of your +friends who sent me out here and not have the company of my own?" + +"Robert!--husband!--don't speak to me like that." + +"But I do speak to you like that. Here is that wretched old yachtsman +forcing his company upon me day after day, insisting upon coming to the +house, and reminding me by his presence who I am, and what I have been." + +"Darling, Sir Gordon ignores the past, and is grieved, I know, at the +terrible mistake that brought you here. He wishes to show you this by +his kindness to us all." + +"Let him keep his kindness till it is asked for," growled Hallam. "He +sits upon me like a nightmare. I don't feel that the place is my own +when he is here. As for Bayle, he has had the good sense to stay away +lately." + +Mrs Hallam's eyes were full of despair as she listened. + +"I hate Sir Gordon coming here. He and Bayle have between them made +that girl despise me, and look down upon me every time we speak, while I +am lavishing money upon her, and she has horses and carriage, jewels and +dress equal to any girl in the colony." + +"Robert, dear, you are not saying all this from your heart." + +"Indeed, but I am," he cried angrily. + +"No, no! And Julie--she loves you dearly. It is for her sake I ask +this," and she pointed to Crellock where he lay. + +"Let sleeping dogs lie," said Hallam, with a meaning laugh. "Poor +Steve! I don't like him, but he has been a faithful mate to me, and I'm +not going to turn round upon him now." + +"But for Julie's sake!" + +"I'm thinking about Julie, my dear," he said, nodding his head; "and as +for Steve--there, just you make yourself comfortable about him. There's +no harm in him; he is faithful as a dog to me, and if I behaved badly he +might bite." + +"You need not be unkind to Mr Crellock if he has been what you say. I +only ask you for our child's sake to let him leave here." + +"Impossible; he is my partner." + +"Yes, you intimated that. In your business." + +"Speculations," said Hallam quietly. "There, that will do." + +"But, Robert--" + +"That will do!" he roared fiercely. "Stephen Crellock must live here! +Do you hear--_must_! Now _go_ to bed." + +"A woman's duty," she whispered softly, "is to obey," and she obeyed. + +She obeyed, while another six months glided away, each month filling her +heart more and more with despair as she shunned her child's questioning +eyes and fought on, a harder battle every day, to keep herself in the +belief that the pure gold was still beneath the blackening tarnish, and +that her idol was not made of clay. + +It was a terrible battle, for her eyes refused to be blinded longer by +the loving veil she cast over them. The appealing, half-wondering looks +of her child increased her suffering, while an idea, that filled her +with horror, was growing day by day, till it was assuming proportions +from which she shrank in dread. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER THREE. + +OUR JULIA'S LOVER. + +"What have we done, wifie, that we should be consigned to such quarters +as these?" said Captain Otway one day with a sigh. "I don't think I'm +too particular, but when I entered His Majesty's service I did not know +that I should be expected to play gaoler to the occupants of the +Government Pandemonium." + +"It is a beautiful place," said Mrs Otway laconically. "It was till we +came and spoiled it. It is one great horror, 'pon my soul; and it is +degrading our men to set them such duty as this." + +"Be patient. These troubles cure themselves." + +"But they take such a long time over it," said the Captain. "It would +be more bearable if Phil had not turned goose." + +"Poor Phil!" said Mrs Otway, with a sigh. + +"Poor Phil? Pooh! you spoil the lad! I can't get him out for a bit of +shooting or hunting or fishing. Old Sir Gordon would often give us a +cruise in his boat, but no: Phil must sit moonstruck here. The fellow's +spoiled! Can't you knock all that on the head?" + +"I perhaps could, but it must be a matter of time," said Mrs Otway, +going steadily on with her work, and mending certain articles of attire. + +"But he must be cured. It is impossible." + +"Yes," sighed Mrs Otway, "so I tell him. I wish it were not." + +"My dear Mary--a convict's daughter!" + +"The poor girl was not consulted as to whose daughter she would like to +be, Jack, and she is, without exception, the sweetest lassie I ever +met." + +"Yes, she is nice," said Otway. "Mother must have been nice too." + +"_Is_ nice," cried Mrs Otway, flushing. "I felt a little distant with +her at first, but after what I have seen and know--by George, Jack, I do +feel proud of our sex!" + +"Humph!" ejaculated the Captain, with a smile at his wife's bluff +earnestness. "Yes, she's a good woman; very ladylike, too. But that +husband, that friend of his, Crellock! Poor creatures! it is ruining +them." + +"Yes," said Mrs Otway dryly. "That's one of the misfortunes of +marriage; we poor women are dragged down to the level of our husbands." + +"And when these husbands come out to convict settlements as gaolers they +have to come with them, put up with all kinds of society, give up all +their refinements, and make and mend their own dresses, and--" + +"Even do their own chores, as the Americans call it," said Mrs Otway, +looking up smiling. "It makes me look very miserable, doesn't it, +Jack?" + +She stopped her work, went behind her husband's chair, put her arms +round his neck, and laid her cheek upon his head. + +Neither spoke for a few minutes, but the Captain looked very contented +and happy, and neither of them heard the step as Bayle came through the +house, and out suddenly into the verandah. + +"I beg your pardon!" he cried, drawing back. + +"Ah, parson! Don't go!" cried the Captain, as Mrs Otway started up, +and, in spite of her ordinary aplomb, looked disturbed. "Bad habit of +ours acquired since marriage. We don't mind you." + +Mrs Otway held out her hand to their visitor. + +"Why, it is nearly a fortnight since you have been to see us. We were +just talking about your friends--the Hallams." + +"Have you been to see them lately?" said Bayle, eagerly. + +"I was there yesterday. Quite well; but Mrs Hallam looks worried and +ill. Julia is charming, only she too is not as I should like to see +her." + +She watched Bayle keenly, and saw his countenance change as she spoke. + +"I am very glad they are well," he said. + +"Yes, I know you are; but why don't you go more often?" + +He looked at her rather wistfully, and made no reply. "Look here, Mr +Bayle," she said, "I don't think you mind my speaking plainly, now do +you? Come, that's frank." + +"I will be just as frank," he replied, smiling. "I have always liked +you because you do speak so plainly." + +"That's kind of you to say so," she replied. "Well, I will speak out. +You see there are so few women in the colony." + +"Who are ladies," said Bayle quietly. + +"Look here," said Otway, in a much ill-used tone, "am I expected to sit +here and listen to my wife putting herself under the influence of the +Church?" + +"Don't talk nonsense, Jack!" said Mrs Otway sharply. "This is +serious." + +"I'm dumb." + +"What I want to say, Mr Bayle, is this. Don't you think you are making +a mistake in staying away from your friends yonder?" + +He sat without replying for some minutes. + +"No," he said slowly. "I did not give up my visits there till after I +had weighed the matter very carefully." + +"But you seemed to come out with those two ladies as their guardian, and +now, when they seem most to require your help and guidance, you leave +them." + +"Have you heard anything? Is anything wrong?" + +"I have heard nothing, but I have seen a great deal, because I persist +in visiting, in spite of Mr Hallam's objection to my presence." + +"I say, my dear, that man is always civil to you, I hope?" cried Otway +sharply. + +"My dear Jack, be quiet," said Mrs Otway. "Of course he is. I visit +there because I have good reasons for so doing." + +"Tell me," said Bayle anxiously. + +"I have seen a great deal," continued Mrs Otway: "but it all comes to +one point." Bayle looked at her inquiringly. "That it is very dreadful +for those two sweet, delicate women to have come out here to such a +fate. The man is dreadful!" + +"They will redeem him," said Bayle huskily. "Poor wretch! he has had a +terrible experience. This convict life is worse than capital +punishment. We must be patient, Mrs Otway. The habits of a number of +years are not got rid of in a few months. He will change." + +"Will he?" said Mrs Otway shortly. + +"Yes; they will, as I said before, redeem him. The man has great +natural love for his wife and child." + +"Do you think this?" + +"Yes, yes!" he cried excitedly, as he got up and began to pace the +verandah. "I stop away because my presence was like a standing reproach +to him. The abstinence gives me intense pain, but my going tended to +make them unhappy, and caused constraint, so I stop away." + +"And so you think that they will raise him to their standard, do you?" +said Mrs Otway dryly. + +"Yes, I do," he cried fervently. "It is only a matter of time." + +"How can you be so self-deceiving?" she cried quickly. "He is dragging +them down to his level." + +"Oh, hush!" cried Bayle passionately. Then mastering his emotion, he +continued in his old, firm, quiet way: "No, no; you must not say that. +He could not. It is impossible." + +"Yes. You are wrong there, Bel," said the Captain. "Mrs Hallam is +made of too good stuff." + +"I give in," said Mrs Otway, nodding. "Yes, you two are right. He +could not bring that sweet woman down to his level; but all this is very +terrible. The man is giving himself up to a life of sensuality. +Drinking and feasting with that companion of his. There is gambling +going on too at night with friends of his own stamp. What a life this +is for a refined lady and her child!" + +Bayle spoke calmly, but he wiped the great drops of sweat from his brow. + +"What can I do?" he said. "I am perfectly helpless." + +"I confess I don't know," said Mrs Otway, with a sigh. "Only you and +Sir Gordon must be at hand to help them in any emergency." + +"Emergency! What do you mean?" anxiously. + +"_I_ don't know what may occur. Who knows? Women are so weak," sighed +Mrs Otway; "once they place their faith in a man, they follow him to +the end of the world." + +"That's true, Bayle, old fellow--to convict stations, and become +slaves," said the Captain. + +"Mr Bayle," said Mrs Otway suddenly. "I am under a promise to my old +friend, Lady Eaton, and I have done my best to oppose it all; but you +have seen how deeply attached Phil Eaton has become to Miss Hallam?" + +"Yes," said Bayle slowly, and he was very pale now, "I have seen it." + +"He shall not marry her if I can prevent it, much as I love the girl, +for it would be a terrible _mesalliance_; but he is desperately fond of +her, and, as my husband here says, he has taken the bit in his teeth, +and he will probably travel his own way." + +"Don't you get fathering your coarse expressions on me," growled the +Captain; but no one heeded him. + +"As I say, he shall not marry her if I can stop it; but suppose he +should be determined, and could get the father's consent, would you and +Sir Gordon raise any opposition?" + +"Lieutenant Eaton is an officer and a gentleman." + +"He is a true-hearted lad, Mr Bayle, and I love him dearly," said Mrs +Otway. "Only that he is fighting hard between love and duty he would +have been carrying on the campaign by now; but you must allow Fort +Robert Hallam is a terrible one to storm and garrison afterwards, for it +has to be retained for life." + +"I understand your meaning," said Bayle, speaking very slowly. "It is a +terrible position for Mr Eaton to be in." + +"Should you oppose it?" + +"I have no authority whatever," said Bayle in the same low, dreamy tone. +"If I had, I should never dream of opposing anything that was for Miss +Hallam's good." + +"And it would be, to get her away from such associations, Mr Bayle." + +"Lady Eaton! Lady Eaton!" said the Captain in warning. + +"Hush, Jack! pray." + +"Yes," said Bayle; "it would be for Miss Hallam's benefit; but it would +nearly break her mother's heart." + +"She would have to make a sacrifice for the sake of the child." + +"Yes," said Bayle softly. "Another sacrifice;" and then softly to +himself, "how long? how long?" + +He rose, and was gravely bidding his friends good-bye, when a sharp, +quick step was heard, and Eaton came in, coloured like a girl on seeing +Bayle, hesitated, and then held out his hand. + +Bayle shook it warmly and left the verandah, Eaton walking with him to +the gate. + +"Jack," said Mrs Otway softly, "it's my belief that the parson loves +Julia Hallam himself." + +"You think so?" + +"I'm sure of it." + +"And will he marry her?" + +"No. I'm about sure that she is desperately fond of our boy, and the +parson is too true a man to stand in the way." + +"Nonsense!" said the Captain. "Such men are not made now." + +"But they were when Christie Bayle was born," she said, nodding her head +quickly. "Yes," she said, after a pause, as they heard Eaton's +returning steps; "it's a knot, Jack." + +"Humph!" he replied. "For time to untie." + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER FOUR. + +STEPHEN CRELLOCK IS COMMUNICATIVE. + +"No hurry, Steve, my lad," said Hallam, as he turned over the newspaper +that had come in by the last mail, and threw one of his booted legs upon +a chair. + +Crellock was leaning against the chimney-piece of the room Hallam called +his study; but one, which in place of books was filled with fishing and +shooting gear, saddles, bridles, and hunting whips, from that usually +adopted for riding, to the heavy implement so terrible in a stockman's +hands. + +The man had completely lost all his old prison look; and the obedient, +servile manner that distinguished him, when, years before, he had been +Hallam's willing tool in iniquity, had gone. He had developed into a +sturdy, independent, restless being, with whom it would be dangerous to +trifle, and Robert Hallam had felt for some time that he really was +master no longer. + +Crellock had dressed himself evidently for a ride. He was booted and +spurred; wore tightly-fitting breeches and jacket, and a broad-brimmed +felt hat was thrust back on his curly hair, as he stood beating his boot +with his riding-whip, and tucking bits of his crisp beard between his +white teeth to bite. + +"What do you say? No hurry?" + +"Yes," said Hallam, rustling his paper. "No hurry, my lad: plenty of +time." + +"You think so, do you?" + +"To be sure. There, go and have your ride. I've got some fresh +champagne just come in by the _Cross_. We'll try that to-day." + +"Hang your champagne! I've come to talk business," said Crellock, +sternly. "You think there's no hurry, do you? Well, look here, I think +there is, and I'm not going to wait." + +"Nonsense! Don't talk like a boy." + +"No: I'll talk like a man, Robert Hallam. A man don't improve by +keeping. I shall do now; by-and-by perhaps I shan't. I'm double her +age and more." + +"Oh! yes, I know all about that," said Hallam, impatiently; "but there's +plenty of time." + +"I say there is not, and I'm going to have it settled. Your wife hates +me. I'm not blind, and she'll set Julie against me all she can." + +"I'm master here." + +"Then show it, Rob Hallam, and quickly, before there's a row. I tell +you it wants doing; she's easily led now she's so young; but I'm not +blind." + +"You said that before; what do you mean?" + +"That soldier Eaton; he's hankering after her, and if we don't mind, +she'll listen to him. It's only your being an old hand that keeps him +back from asking for her." + +"Well, well, let it go, and I'll see about it by-and-by," said Hallam. +"Have patience." + +"A man at my time of life can't have patience, Rob. Now come, you know +I want the girl, and it will be like tying us more tightly together." + +"And put a stop to the risk of your telling tales," said Hallam, +bitterly. + +"I'm not the man to tell tales," said Crellock, sturdily, "neither am I +the man for you to make an enemy." + +"Threatening?" + +"No, but I'm sure you wouldn't care to go back to the gang and on the +road, Robert Hallam. Such a good man as your wife and child think you +are!" + +"Hold your tongue, will you?" cried Hallam savagely. + +"When I please," replied Crellock. "Oh! come, you needn't look so +fierce, old chap. I used to think what a wonder you were, and wish I +could be as cool and clever, and--" + +"Well?" for the other stopped. + +"Oh! nothing; only I don't think so now." + +"Look here," said Hallam, throwing aside the paper impatiently, "what do +you want?" + +"Julia." + +"You mean you want to try if she'll listen to you." + +"No, I don't. I mean I want her, and I mean to have her, and half +share." + +"And if I say it's impossible?" + +"But you won't," said Crellock coolly. + +Hallam sat back, frowning and biting his nails, while the other slowly +beat his boot with his whip. + +At last Hallam's brow cleared, and he said in a quiet, easy way: + +"She might do better, Steve; but I won't stand in your way. Only the +thing must come about gently. Talk to the girl. You shall have +chances. I don't want any scenes with her or her mother, or any flying +to that old man or the parson to help her. It must be worked quietly." + +"All right. Order the horses round, and let her go for a ride with me +this morning." + +Mrs Hallam was ready to object, but she gave way, and Julia went for a +ride with Crellock, passing Sir Gordon's cottage, and then riding right +away into the open country. The girl had developed into a splendid +horsewoman, and at last, when she had forgotten her dislike to her +companion in the excitement and pleasure of the exercise, and the horses +were well breathed and walking up an ascent, Crellock, on the principle +that he had no time to spare, tried to forward his position. + +"I say, Miss Julia," he said, taking off his broad hat, and fanning his +face, as they rode on in the bright sunshine, "do you remember when you +first came over?" + +"Oh, yes." + +"And meeting me as I was carried out of the prison on the stretcher?" + +Julia looked at him, her eyes dilating with horror as the whole scene +came back. + +"Don't," she said hoarsely, "it is too horrible to think of? Such +cruelty is dreadful." + +"I don't consider it too horrible to think of," he said smiling. "I'm +always looking back on that day and seeing it all, every bit. That poor +wretch shrieking out with pain." + +"Mr Crellock!" cried Julia. + +"Yes! me. Not hardly able to move himself, or bear his pain, and half +mad with thirst." + +"Oh, pray, hush!" + +"Not I, my dear," continued Crellock, "and out of it all I can see +coming through the sunshine a bright angel to hold water up to my lips, +and wipe the sweat of agony off my brow." + +"Mr Crellock! I cannot bear to listen to all this." + +"But you could bear to look at it all, and do it, bless you!" said the +man warmly. "That day I swore something, and I'm going to keep my +oath." + +"Don't talk about it any more, please," said Julia imploringly. + +"If you don't wish me to, I won't," said Crellock smiling. "I do want +to talk to you though about a lot of things, and one is about the +drink." + +Julia looked at him wonderingly. + +"Yes, about the drink," continued Crellock; "the old man drinks too +much." + +Julia's face contracted. + +"And I've been a regular brute lately, my dear. You see it has been +such a temptation after being kept from it for years. I haven't been +able to stop myself. It isn't nice for a young girl like you to see a +man drunk, is it?" + +Julia shook her head. + +"Then I shan't never get drunk again. I'll only take a little." + +"Oh! I am so glad," cried Julia with girlish eagerness. + +"Are you?" he said smiling, "then so am I. That's settled then. I want +to be as decent as I can. You see you're such a good religious girl, +Miss Julia, while I'm such a bad one." + +"But you could be better." + +"Could I? I don't like being a hypocrite. I'm not ashamed to own that +I was a bad one, and got into all that trouble in the old country." + +"Oh! hush, please. You did wrong, and were punished for it. Now all +that is passed and forgiven." + +"I always said you were an angel," said Crellock earnestly, "and you +are." + +"Nonsense! Let us talk of something else." + +"No: let's talk about that. I want to stand fair and square with you, +and I don't want you to think me a humbug and a hypocrite." + +"Mr Crellock, I never thought so well of you before," said Julia +warmly. "Your promise of amendment has made me feel so happy." + +"Has it?" he cried eagerly, but with a rough kind of respect mingled +with his admiration. "So it has me. I mean it--that I do. You shall +never see me the worse for drink again." + +"And you will attend more to the business, then?" + +"What business?" he said. + +"The business that you and my father carry on." + +"The business that I and your father carry on?" + +"Yes, the speculations about the seals and the oil." + +Crellock stared at her. "Why, what have you got in your pretty little +head?" he said at last. + +"I only alluded to the business in which you and my father are +partners." + +"Pooh!" cried Crellock, with a sort of laugh. "What nonsense it is of +him! Why, my dear, you are not a child now. After all the trouble you +and your mother went through. You are a clever, thoughtful little +woman, and he ought to have taken you into his confidence." + +"What do you mean?" cried Julia, for she felt dazed. + +"Your father! What's the use of a man like him--an old hand--setting +himself up as a saint, and playing innocent? It isn't my way. As you +say, when one has done wrong and suffered punishment, and is +whitewashed--" + +"Mr Crellock," said Julia, flushing, "I cannot misunderstand your +allusions; but if you dare to insinuate that my poor father was guilty +of any wrong-doing before he suffered, it is disgraceful, and it is not +true." + +Crellock looked at her admiringly. + +"Bless you!" he said warmly. "I didn't think you had so much spirit in +you. Now be calm, my dear; there's nothing worse than being a sham--a +hypocrite. I never was. I always owned up to what I had done. Your +father never did." + +"My father never did anything wrong!" cried Julia. + +Crellock smiled. + +"Come, I should like us to begin by being well in each other's +confidence," he said as he leaned over and patted the arching neck of +Julia's mare. "You must know it, so what's the use of making a pretence +about it to me?" + +"I do not understand you," said Julia indignantly. + +"Not understand me? Why, my dear girl, you know your father was +transported for life?" + +"Do I know it?" cried Julia, with an indignant flash of her eyes. + +"Yes, of course you do. Well, what was it for?" + +"Because appearances were cruelly against him," cried Julia. + +"They were," said Crellock dryly. + +"Because his friends doubted him, consequent upon the conduct of a man +he trusted," said Julia bitterly. + +"I never knew your father trust any one, Miss Julia, and I knew him +before he went to King's Castor. We were clerks in the same office." + +"He trusted you," cried Julia indignantly; "and you deceived him, and he +suffered for your wicked sin." + +She struck the mare with her whip, and it would have dashed off, but +Crellock was smoothing her mane above the reins, and as they tightened +they came into his hand, and he checked the little animal which began to +rear. + +"Quiet! quiet!" cried Crellock fiercely; and he held the mare back with +ears twitching and nostril quivering. + +"Let my rein go," cried Julia. + +"Wait a bit; I've a lot to say to you yet, my dear," cried Crellock +indignantly. "Look here. Did your father say that?" + +"Yes; and you know it is true." + +"I say again, did your father say that to your mother?" + +"Yes," indignantly. + +"Then that's why she has always shown me such a stiff upper lip, and +been so bitter against me. I wouldn't have stopped in her house a day, +she was so hard on me, only I wanted to be near you, and to think about +that day coming out of the prison. Well, of all the mean, cowardly +things for a man to do!" + +"My father is no coward. You dare not speak to him like that." + +"I dare say a deal more to him, and I will if he runs me down before you +and your mother, when I wanted to show you I wasn't such a bad one after +all. It's mean," he cried, working himself up. "It's cowardly. But +it's just like him. When that robbery took place before, he escaped and +I took the blame." + +"Loose my rein!" cried Julia. "Man, you are mad." + +"See here," cried Crellock, catching her arm, and looking white with +rage. "I'll take my part; but I'm not going to have the credit of the +Dixons' business put on to my shoulders. I'm not a hypocrite, Miss +Julia. I've done wrong, as I said before, and was punished. There, +it's of no use for you to struggle. I mean you to hear. I want to +stand well with you. I always did after you gave me that drink of +water, and now I find I've been made out to be a regular bad one, so as +some one else may get off." + +"Will you loose my rein?" cried Julia. + +"No, I won't. Now you are going to call out for help?" + +"No," cried Julia. "I'm not such a coward as to be afraid of you." + +"That you are not," he said admiringly, in spite of the passion he was +in. "Now once more tell me this. I'll believe you. You never told a +lie, and you never would. Is this a sham to back up your father?" + +She did not answer, only gave him a haughtily indignant look. + +"Do you mean to tell me you don't know that your father did all that +Dixons' business himself?" + +"I know it is false." + +"And that I only did what he told me, and planted the deeds at the +different banks?" + +"It is false, I tell you." + +"You're making me savage," he cried in his blundering way. "I tell you +I'm not such a brute. Look here once more. Do you mean to tell me that +you don't know that we have all been living on what he--your father--got +from Dixons' bank?" + +"How dare you!" cried Julia, scarlet with anger. + +"And that you and your mother brought over the plunder when you came?" + +For answer, Julia struck his hand with her whip, giving so keen a cut +that he loosened his hold, and she went off like the wind towards home. + +"What a fool I was to talk like that!" he cried biting his lips, as he +set spurs to his horse and galloped off in pursuit. "I've been talking +like a madman. It all comes of being regularly in love." + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER FIVE. + +"YOU ARE MY WIFE." + +Stephen Crellock was fifty yards behind, with his horse completely +blown, when Julia quickly slipped from her saddle, threw the rein over +the hook at the door-post, and ran upstairs to the room where her mother +loved to sit gazing over the beauties of the cove-marked estuary. + +Mrs Hallam started up in alarm, and she had evidently been weeping. + +"What is it, my child?" she cried, as Julia threw herself sobbing in her +arms. + +"That man--that man!" cried Julia. "Has he dared to insult you?" cried +Mrs Hallam, with her eyes flashing, and her motherly indignation giving +her the mien of an outraged queen. + +"Yes--you--my father," sobbed Julia; and in broken words she panted out +the story of the ride. + +Mrs Hallam had been indignant, and a strange shiver of horror had +passed through her, as it seemed as she listened that she was going to +hear in form of words the dread that had been growing in her mind for a +long time past. + +It was then at first with a sense of relief that she gathered from her +child's incoherent statement that Crellock had uttered few words of +love. When, however, she thoroughly realised what had passed, and the +charge that Crellock had made, it came with such a shock in its +possibility, that her brain reeled. + +"It is not true," she cried, recovering herself quickly. "Julia, it is +as false as the man who made it." + +"I knew--I knew it was, dear mother," sobbed Julia. "My father shall +drive him from the house." + +"Stay here," said Mrs Hallam sternly. Then, more gently, "My child, +you are flushed, and hot. There, there! we have been so happy lately. +We must not let a petty accusation like this disturb us." + +"So happy, mother," cried Julia piteously, "when our friends forsake us; +and Mr Bayle is as good as forbidden the house?" + +"Hush, my darling?" said Mrs Hallam agitatedly. "There, go to your +room." + +She hurried Julia away, for she heard the trampling of the horses' feet +as they were led round to the stables, and then a familiar step upon the +stairs. + +"I was coming to speak to you," she said as Hallam opened the door. + +"And I was coming to you," he said roughly. "What has that little idiot +been saying to Crellock to put him in such a rage?" + +"Sit down," she said, pushing a chair towards him, and there was a look +in her eyes he had never seen before. + +"Well, there. Now be sharp. I don't care to be bothered with trifles; +I've had troubles enough. Has that champagne been put to cool?" + +She looked, half wonderingly, in the heavy, sensual face, growing daily +more flushed and changed. + +"Come, go on," he said, as if the look troubled him. "Now, then, what +is it? Crellock is half mad. She has offended him horribly." + +"She has been defending her father's honour," said Mrs Hallam slowly. + +"Defending my honour?" he said, smiling. "Ah!" Mrs Hallam clasped her +hands, and a sigh full of the agony of her heart escaped her lips. The +scales seemed to be falling from her eyes, but she wilfully closed them +again in her passion of love and trust. + +But it was in vain. Something seemed to be tearing these scales away-- +something seemed to be rending that thick veil of love, and the voices +she had so long quelled were clamouring to be heard, and making her ears +sing with the terrible tale they told. + +She writhed in spirit. She denied it all as a calumny, but as she +walked to and fro there the tiny voices in her soul seemed to be ringing +out the destruction of her idol, and to her swimming eyes it seemed +tottering to its fall. + +"You are very strange," he said roughly. "What's the matter? I thought +you were going to tell me about Julia and Steve." + +"I am," she cried at last, as if mastering herself after some terrible +spasm. "Robert, I have been told something to-day that makes me +tremble." + +"Some news?" he said coolly. + +"Yes, news--terrible news." + +"Let's have it--if you like," he said. "I don't care. It don't matter, +unless it will do you good to tell it." + +Her face was wrung by the agony of her soul as she heard his callous +words. The veil was being terribly rent now; and as her eyes saw more +clearly, she tried in vain to close her mental sight; but no, she seemed +forced to gaze now, and the idol that was tottering began to show that +it was indeed of clay. + +"Well, don't look like that," he said. "A man who has been transported +is pretty well case-hardened. There _is_ no worse trouble in life." + +"No worse?" she panted out in a quick, angry way, as words had never +before left her lips; "not if he lost the love and trust of wife and +child?" + +"Well, that would be unpleasant," he said coolly. "Perhaps the poor +wretch would be able to get over it in time. What is your news?" + +"I have heard you freshly accused to-day of that old crime, of which you +were innocent." + +"Of which I was innocent, of course," he said coolly. "Is that all?" + +She did not answer for a few minutes, and then as he half rose +impatiently, as if to go, she said excitedly: "That case I brought over, +Robert." + +"Case?" he said with a slight start. + +"From the old house." + +"Well--what about it?" + +"Tell me at once, or I shall go mad. What did it contain?" + +"Papers. I told you when I wrote." + +"That would set him free," the voices in her heart insisted. + +"Who has been setting you to ask about that, eh?" She did not reply. + +"You did not keep faith with me," he cried angrily. "You have been +telling Sir Gordon, or that Bayle." + +"I told no one," she said hoarsely. + +"Hah!" he ejaculated with a sigh of relief. + +"Stephen Crellock has told Julia what she--and I--declare is false." + +"Stephen Crellock is a fool," he cried quickly. "Go and fetch Julia +here. She must be talked to." + +"Robert! my husband," cried Mrs Hallam, throwing herself upon her knees +and catching his hands, "you do not speak out. Why do you not +passionately say it is false? How dare he accuse you of such a crime! +You do not speak!" + +She gazed up at him wildly. + +"What do you want me to say?" he cried angrily. "Do you think me mad, +woman? Here, let's have an end of all this nonsense. What does +Crellock say?" She could not speak for a few minutes, so overladen was +her heart; and when she did, the words were hoarse that fell upon his +ears. + +"He said--he told our simple, loving girl, whom I have taught to trust +in and reverence her martyred father's name; whose faith has been in +your innocency of the crime for which you were sent here--the girl I +taught to pray that your innocence might be proved--" + +"Will you go on?" he cried brutally. "I'm sick of this. Now, what did +he say?" + +"That--Oh, Robert, my husband, I cannot say it! His words cannot be +true!" + +"Will you speak?" he cried. "Out with it at once! When will you grow +to be a woman of the world, and stop this childishness? Now what did +the chattering fool say?" + +"That the box I brought over contained the proceeds of the bank +robbery--money that you had hidden away." + +Millicent Hallam started up and gazed about her with a dazed look, as if +she were startled by the words she heard--words that seemed to have come +from other lips than hers; and then she pressed her hands to her heaving +bosom as her husband spoke. + +"Stephen Crellock must be getting tired of his leave," he said coolly. +"An idiot! He had better have kept his tongue between his teeth. How +came he to be chattering about that? If he don't mind--" He did not +finish the sentence, and his wife's eyes dilated as she gazed at him in +a horrified way. + +"You do not deny it!" she said at last. "You do not declare that this +is all cruelly false!" + +"No," he said slowly, "I am not going to worry myself about his words. +He can't prove anything." + +"But it is a charge against your honour," she cried; "against me. +Robert! you will not let this go uncontradicted for an hour longer?" + +"Stephen Crellock had better mind," said Hallam, slowly and +thoughtfully, as if he had not heard his wife. + +"But, Robert--my husband! you will speak for your own sake--for your +child's sake--for mine?" + +There was a growing intensity in the words, whose tones rose to one of +passionate appeal. + +He made an impatient motion that implied a negative, and she threw +herself once more upon her knees at his feet. + +"You will deny this atrocious charge?" + +"If I am asked I shall deny it of course," he said coolly; "but you +don't suppose I am going to talk about it without?" + +"But--but--that man believes it to be true!" + +"Well, let him." + +"Robert--dear Robert," she cried, "you must not, you shall not treat it +like that! It is as if you were indifferent to this dreadful +statement." + +"Because it is better to let it rest, madam, so let it be." + +"No!" she cried, with a wave as it were of her old trust sweeping all +before it; "I cannot let it rest. If you will not speak in your own +defence, I must!" + +"What do you mean?" he said hastily. + +"That if for his child's sake, Robert Hallam will not defend himself +against such a vile and cruel lie, his wife will!" + +"What will you do?" he said, with an ugly sneer upon his lip. + +"See this man myself, and force him to deny it--to declare that it is +not true. My husband cannot sit down patiently with that charge flung +against his wife's honour and his own." + +Me sat gazing at her from beneath his thick eyebrows for a few minutes +as she paced the room, agitated almost beyond bearing; and then he spoke +in the most matter-of-fact way. + +"You'll do nothing of the kind." + +"Not speak?" + +"No; I forbid it." + +"Forbid it?" + +"Yes. Do you suppose I want my leave stopped? Do you want to send me +back to the gang who are chained like dogs?" + +"Hush!" she cried, with a shudder; and she covered her face, as if to +shut out some terrible sight. "Do you not feel that you are running +risks by remaining silent?" + +"I should run greater risks by having the matter talked about. That +great fool, Steve, must be warned to be more cautious in what he says, +for all our sakes." + +"Robert!" in a tone of horror. + +"There, there, wife, that will do! Let's talk it over without +sentiment; I haven't a bit of romance left in me, my dear. Life out +here has cleared it off. You may as well know the truth as at any +future time. Bah! Let's throw away all this flimsy foolery. You've +known it all along, only you've been too brave to show it." + +"I--known the truth?" she faltered. "You believe this?" + +"Yes," he said, without reading the horror and despair in her eyes; and +the brutal callousness of his manner seemed to grow. "What's the use of +shamming innocence? You knew what was in the box." + +"I knew what my husband told me; that there were papers to prove his +innocence," she replied. + +"You knew that?" + +"They were my husband's words; and in my wifely faith I said that they +were true." + +He looked at her mockingly. + +"You play your part well, Millicent," he said; "but remember we are in +Sydney, both twenty years older than when we first met at King's Castor. +Is it not time we talked like man and woman, and not, after all that we +have gone through, like a sentimental boy and girl?" + +"Robert!" + +"There, that will do," he said. "You understand now why you must hold +your tongue." + +It was as if once more she had snatched at the veil and thrust it over +her eyes, to gaze at him in the old, old way, as if it were impossible +to give up the faith to which she had clung for so many years. + +"No," she said softly, "I cannot. Some things are too hard to +understand, and this is one." + +"Then I'll make you understand," he said, almost fiercely. "If another +word is uttered about this it will go like wildfire. Some meddling fool +in the Government service will take it up; everything will be seized, +and I shall be sent back to the gang through you. Do you hear? through +you!" + +She stood now gazing at him with her eyes contracting. Her lips parted +several times as if she were about to speak, and as if her brain were +striving, indeed, to comprehend this thing that she had declared to be +too hard. At last she spoke. + +"You shall say," she cried hoarsely. "Tell me what it was I brought +over to you." + +"What, again!" he cried. "Well, then, what I had saved up for the rainy +day that I knew was coming. My fortune, that I have been waiting all +these years to spend; notes that would change at any time; diamonds that +would always fetch their price. You did not guess all this? You did +not see through it all? Bah! I'm sick of this miserable mock sentiment +and twaddle about innocence!" + +She drew her breath hard. + +"I had to fight the world when I was unlucky in my speculations, and the +world got me down. Now my turn has come, and I can laugh at the world. +Let's have no more fooling. You have understood it all from the +beginning, and have played your part well. Let me play mine in peace." + +An angry reply rose to her lips, but it died away, and she caught at his +hand. + +"It is true, then?" she whispered. + +"True? Yes, of course," he said brutally. + +"That money, then? Robert, husband, it is not ours. You will give it +up--everything?" + +"Give it up!" he said, laughing. "Not a shilling. They hounded me down +most cruelly!" + +"For the sake of our old love, Robert," she whispered, as she clung to +him. "Let us begin again, and I will work for you. Let us try, in a +future of toil, to wash away this clinging disgrace. My husband, my +husband! for the sake of our innocent child!" + +"Give up what I have!" he cried. "Now that I have schemed till success +is mine! Not a shilling if it were to save old Sir Gordon's life." + +"But, Robert, for the sake of our child. I am your wife, and I will +bear this blow; but let her go on believing in him whom I have taught +her to love. Let the past be dead; begin a new life--repentance for +that which has gone. Robert, my husband, I have loved you so dearly, +and so long." + +"Pish!" he cried, impatiently. "You don't know what you're saying. +Lead a new life--a life of repentance! I have had a fine preparation +for it here. Why, I tell you they would turn a saint here into a fiend! +I sinned against their laws, and they sent me here, herded with +hundreds, some of whom might have been brought to better lives; but it +has been one long course of brutal treatment, and the lash. Hope was +dead to us all, and we had to drag on our lives in misery and despair. +I tell you I've had to do with people who sought to make us demons, and +you talk to me now of repentance for the past." + +"Yes, and you shall repent!" she cried, wildly. + +"Silence!" he said, fiercely. "You are my wife, and it is your duty to +obey. Not a word of this to Julie. I will speak to her; and as to +Crellock--oh, I can manage him." + +He thrust her aside, and strode out of the room without another word, +leaving her standing with her hands clasped together, gazing into +vacancy, as if stunned by the blow that had fallen--as if the savage +acceptance of the truth of the charges by her husband had robbed her of +her reason. + +During her long trial, whenever a shadowy doubt had crept into her +sight, she had slain it. Always he had been her martyr, and she had +been ready, in fierce resentment, to turn upon those who would have cast +the slightest reflection upon his fame. He, the idol of her young life, +her first love, had suffered through misfortune, through an ugly turn of +fate, and she had gone on waiting for the day when he would be cleared. + +In that spirit, she had crossed the wide ocean, bearing with her his +freedom, as she believed; and now, after fighting a year against the +terrible disillusions that had been showing Robert Hallam in his true +light, the veil that she had so obstinately held was rent in twain, torn +away for ever. By his own confession, the husband of her love was a +despicable thief; and as she realised how she had been made his +accomplice in bringing over the fruits of his theft, the blow seemed now +greater than she could bear, the future one terrible void. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER SIX. + +THE SHADOW ACROSS THE PATH. + +What to do? How to bear it? How far she--woman of purest thought--had +sinned in participating as she had in Hallam's crime? + +It was as if the shock had blunted and confused her understanding, so +that she could not think clearly or make out any plan for her future +proceeding. And all the time she was haunted as by a great horror. + +Now light would come, and she would seem to see her course clearly and +wonder that she should have hesitated before. It was all so simple. +Sir Gordon was there in Sydney, her oldest friend. He it was who had +been the sufferer by her husband's defalcations, and of course it was +her duty to go straight to him and tell him all. + +No sooner had she arrived at this than she shrank from the idea with +horror. What could she have been thinking! To go to Sir Gordon was to +denounce her husband as a criminal, and the result would be to send him +back to the prison lines and the hideous convict life that had changed +him from a man of refinement to a brutal sensualist, from whom in future +she felt that she must shrink with horror. + +Those last thoughts distracted her. Shrink with horror from him whom +she had so dearly loved, from him whom she had believed a martyr to a +terribly involved chain of evidence! It was too terrible! + +But what was she to do? She could not lead this life of luxury, +purchased by the money she had so innocently brought; that was certain. +She and Julia must leave there at once. They could not stay. + +She shivered as she thought of the difficulties that would rise up. For +where were they? Out here, in this half-civilised place, penniless; and +what defence had she to bring forward if Robert Hallam, her husband and +master, said no, she should stay, and claimed her and her child as his? + +There was light again. She could appeal to the governor, for Hallam had +forfeited his social rights, and she would be free. + +Down came the darkness and shut out that light, closing her in with a +blackness so terrible that she shuddered. + +It was impossible--impossible! + +"He is my husband," she moaned, "and were he ten times the sinner, I +could not take a step that would injure the man I loved--the father of +my child!" + +Christie Bayle! + +Yes; Christie Bayle, truest and most faithful of friends, who in the +days of his boyish love had resigned himself to her wishes, and promised +to be her brother through life. + +How good he had been; and how she had in her agony of spirit reviled +him, and called him her husband's enemy! How his conduct seemed to +stand out now, bright and shining! How full of patient self-denial! +Brother, indeed, through all, while she had been--she knew it now, and +shivered in her agony--so obstinately blind. + +Christie Bayle would help her and protect Julia, whom he loved as if she +were his child. He would--yes, she reiterated the thought with a +strange feeling of joy--he would help her, as he had helped her before, +in this time of anguish, and protect Julia from that man. + +For now came, in all its solid horror, the reality of that which had +only been cast, so far, as a shadow across her path. + +This man, Crellock, who had seemed like Hallam's evil genius from the +first, but whom she saw now as her husband's willing tool, had conceived +a passion for her darling child. More--he was her husband's chosen +companion in pleasure and in guilt, and Hallam would--if he had not done +so already--accept him. + +"And I sit here bemoaning my suffering," she cried passionately, "when +such a blow is impending for my darling. Shame! shame! Am I ever to be +so weak a woman, so mere a puppet in others' hands? Heaven give me +strength to be forgetful of self, and strong in defence of my child!" + +She pressed back her hair from her brow, which became full of lines, +and, resting her elbows upon her knees, her chin upon her hands, she sat +there gazing as it were into the future, as she told herself that her +own sufferings must be as nought, but that she must save Julia from such +a fate. + +Sir Gordon? Bayle? No! no! Only as a last resource. Not even then; +they must be left. They had known the truth from the first--she saw it +now--and in pity for her had borne all she had said, and helped her. + +No! to ask their aid was to punish her husband. That could not be. She +must act alone, weak woman as she was. She must be strong now, and she +and Julia must leave this man at once. They must take some cottage or +lodging in the town, and work for a living. That must be the first +step. + +Then came the black cloud again, to shut out the hope. Hallam would not +allow them to go; and if they could steal away they were absolutely +penniless. + +She sat gazing before her, feeling as if old age had come suddenly to +freeze her faculties and render her helpless; but, starting from her +blank sense of misery, she forced herself to think. + +What should she do? Julia should not be a convict's wife; she felt that +she would rather see her dead. + +Once more a ray of hope--a thin, bright ray of light piercing the cloud +of darkness ahead. + +Lieutenant Eaton! + +He loved her child, and it had seemed as if Julia cared for him, but in +her maiden innocency she had always shrunk from anything more than a +friendly show of attachment. + +"But he is manly, and evidently devoted to her," said Mrs Hallam in a +low voice. "She would soon learn to love him." + +She ran over in her own mind all that had passed since the acquaintance +on ship-board began. Eaton's attentions, the pleasant hours Julia had +seemed to spend in his company, the young officer's manner--everything +pointed to its being on his part more than the gallant attention of one +of his stamp. Then there was the life here since they had landed. His +occasional calls; his evident hesitancy. It was all so plain. He loved +Julia dearly, but he was kept back from proposing for her by her +connections. + +"But he will ignore them for her sake," she cried at last joyously. "He +must be learning day by day how true and good she is. He will forget +everything, and she will be saved." + +Mrs Hallam started up with the ray of hope cutting its way more and +more brightly through the dark cloud ahead; and then her senses seemed +to reel, a terrible fit of giddiness came over her as she tottered, +caught at a chair, and then fell heavily upon the floor. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER SEVEN. + +"TO THE BETTER WAY." + +When Mrs Hallam came to herself, she was in bed, where she had lain, +talking incoherently at times, during the greater part of a week. + +It was evening, and the sun was shining in at the open window, lighting +up Julia's dark hair as she sat with her face in the shadow, careworn +and evidently suffering deeply. + +Mrs Hallam lay for some time feeling restful and calm. The fevered +dream was at an end, and she had slept long, to wake now with that +pleasurable sensation upon her that is given to the sick when an attack +is at an end, and nature is tenderly repairing the damages of the +assault. She was lying there; Julia, her beloved child, was by her +side. A veil was between her and the past, and there was nothing but +the peaceful sensation of rest. + +Then, as her eyes wandered slowly about the room and rested at last upon +her child, her mind began to work; the mother's quick instinct awoke, +and she read trouble in Julia's face. The memories that were slumbering +came back, and she tried to rise in her bed but sank back. + +"Mother!" + +"My child! Tell me quickly: have I been ill?" + +"Yes; very, very ill. But you are better now, dear mother. I am so +lonely! Ah! at last, at last!" + +Worn out and weak with constant watching, Julia threw herself sobbing by +the bedside, but only to hurriedly dry her eyes and try to be calm. + +She succeeded, and answered the questions that came fast; and as she +replied, Mrs Hallam trembled, for she could see that Julia was keeping +something back. + +"Have I been delirious?" she said at last. + +"Yes, dear; but last night you slept so peacefully, and all through +to-day. There, let me call Thisbe." + +"No, not yet," said Mrs Hallam, clinging to her child's arm, as a great +anxiety was longing to be satisfied. "Tell me, Julia, did I talk--talk +of anything while I was like that?" + +Julia nodded quickly, and the despairing look deepened in her eyes. + +"Not--not of your father, my child?" panted the suffering woman. + +"Yes, mother, dear mother," sobbed Julia, with a passionate cry that she +could not withhold, and she buried her face in the sick woman's breast. + +The sun sank lower, and Julia's low sobs grew more rare, but she did not +rise from her knees--she did not lift her tear-stained face, while +clasped about her neck, and her fingers joined above the glossy head, as +if in prayer, Mrs Hallam's hands, thin and transparent from her +illness, seemed bathed in the orange glow of the sweet, calm eve. + +All was still and restful on the hill-slope above the beautiful +Paramatta River, and from the window there was a scene of peace that +seemed to hinder the possibility of trouble existing on this earth. + +"Julia," said Mrs Hallam at length; "have you thought of all this-- +since--since I have been lying here?" + +"Yes, dear, till I could think no more." + +"It has come at last," said Mrs Hallam, as she lay with closed eyes. + +"It has come, dear?" said Julia, starting up, and gazing at her mother +with dilating eyes. + +"Yes, my child, our path. I could not see it before in the wild +confusion of my thoughts, but I know our duty now. You will help me, +dear?" + +"Help you, mother? Oh, yes. What shall I do?" + +Mrs Hallam did not answer for a few minutes, and then said softly: + +"You know all, you say. It has come to you with as great a shock as to +me; but I can see our duty now. Julia, he must love us dearly; we are +his wife and child, and we must lead him back to the better way." + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER EIGHT. + +A CONVICT RISING. + +"Ah, Mr O'Hara," said Bayle, holding out his hand, "I have not seen you +for months. Why do you not give me a call?" + +"Because I am a convict, sir," said the young Irishman, paying no heed +to the extended hand. + +"Oh, yes; but that is past now," said Bayle. "One doesn't look upon you +as one would upon a thief or a swindler, and even if you had been both +these worthies, a man of my cloth comes to preach forgiveness, and is +ready to hold out the right hand to every man who is sorry for the +past." + +"But I am not sorry for the past, sir," said O'Hara firmly. + +"I've studied it all," said Bayle quietly, "and the rising was a +mistake." + +"Don't talk about it, please, sir," said O'Hara hotly. "You are an +Englishman. You could not gaze upon that trouble, for which I was +transported, from an Irishman's point of view." + +"Then we will not talk about it," said Bayle; "but come, I am no enemy +of your country." + +"I should say, sir, that you were never any man's enemy but your own," +said O'Hara dryly. + +Bayle smiled. + +"There, shake hands," he said. "How has the world been using you?" + +"Better lately, sir. I am comfortable enough in the Government office, +and now I am helping the commission that is investigating the prison +affairs. And you, sir?" + +"Oh, I am busy enough, and happy enough. Then it was you I caught sight +of in the prison yard a month ago? I thought it was; but it gave me +such a chill that I would not look." + +"Why, sir?" + +"I was afraid that you had gone backwards, and were there again." + +O'Hara's hard, care-lined face relaxed, and there was a pleasant smile +on his countenance when he spoke again. "I heard about you, sir, in the +lines." + +"Indeed!" + +"The men talked a good deal about you." + +"Yes?" said Bayle good-humouredly. "I'm afraid they laugh at me and my +notions." + +"They do," said O'Hara thoughtfully. "Poor wretches! But you have made +more impression and gained more influence, sir, than you think." + +"I wish I could feel so," said Bayle with a sigh. + +"If you will take my opinion, sir, you will feel so," said O'Hara. "I'm +glad I met you, sir, for I have been a great deal in the prison lately, +and I can't help thinking there is something wrong." + +"Something wrong?" + +"Yes, sir. I believe the men are meditating a rising." + +"A rising? In Heaven's name, what do they expect to do?" + +"Obtain the mastery, sir, or seize upon a vessel or two, and escape to +some other land." + +"But have you good reason for suspecting this?" + +"No other reason than suspicion--the suspicion that comes from knowing +their ways and habits. Such a rising took place when I was there years +ago." + +"Well?" + +"It was suppressed, and the poor wretches who were in it made their case +worse, as they would now." + +"But the authorities must be warned." + +"They have been warned," said O'Hara quietly. "I am not one of them +now, and knowing what I do of the musket and bayonet and the lash, I +lost no time in laying my suspicions before my superiors. Yes," he +said, "I was right, was I not?" + +"Right? Unquestionably. Such men, until they have been proved, have no +right to be free. Then that is the meaning of the extra sentries I have +seen." + +"That is it, sir; but if the sentries were doubled again, I'm afraid the +mistaken men would carry out their notions, unless some strong influence +were brought to bear. Why don't you try to get hold of the ringleaders, +sir, and show them the madness of the attempt?" + +"I will," said Bayle quickly, and they parted; but they were not +separated a hundred yards before there was a shout, and Bayle turned to +see O'Hara running after him swiftly. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"I'm afraid I have spoken too late, sir. I heard a shot out yonder, +beyond that house where the new road is being made. A strong gang has +been at work there for a fortnight past. Do you hear that?" + +Two distant shots in quick succession were heard, and Christie Bayle +turned pale, for the sounds came from beyond the house pointed out, and +that house was Hallam's. + +"We had better go and give the alarm at the governor's office." + +"No, no," said Bayle. "We may be in time to help up here. Come +quickly, man; run!" + +It seemed madness to O'Hara; but there was a decision in Bayle's order +that did not seem to brook contradiction, and being a quick, lithe man, +he ran step for step with his companion, as they made their way amongst +the park-like growth of the hill-side in the direction of the spot +whence the sounds had come. + +Bayle had a very misty idea of what he meant to do, and once or twice +the thought came that, after all, this might be only some one amusing +himself with a gun after the beautifully-plumaged birds that were common +enough in the neighbourhood then. + +These ideas were quickly overthrown, for soon they could see the +uniforms of the convict guard in the distance, and the gleam of a +bayonet, followed by another shot, and some figures running down the +side of one of the valleys leading to the shore. + +It was now that Bayle realised his intentions, and they were to go to +the help of those who were at Hallam's house, in case it should be +attacked. + +As they came nearer, though, it was evident that the fight which was in +progress was more to the right of the house, and becoming fiercer, for +some half-dozen shots were fired in a volley from a ravine down amongst +some trees, the hills being occupied by a swarm of men. + +All at once three figures came out of the house on the slope, and as he +advanced Bayle made out that they were Hallam, Crellock, and one who was +unmistakable from his undress uniform. + +When they came out it was evident that the latter was urging his +companions to follow him; but they stopped back, and he dashed on, down +into the ravine. + +It was heavy running for Bayle, and the young officer was far ahead of +him; but he hurried on, O'Hara keeping well up to his side, and together +they saw him meet a couple of the retreating guard, who stopped at his +command, faced round, and accompanied him, the three plunging down among +the bushes and disappearing from the sight of Bayle and his companion. + +"The men will be very dangerous," said O'Hara. "We shall find them +armed with picks, spades, and hammers." + +"They will not hurt me," panted Bayle, "and we may save bloodshed." + +"I don't think they will hurt me," said the young Irishman grimly. "Are +you going on, sir?" + +"Of course." + +"Good. Then I will risk it, too." + +They were going forward all the time, hurrying down into the valley, and +leaving Hallam's house away to the left, with Hallam and Crellock +watching the proceedings, they having a view from their commanding +position of that which was hidden from Bayle and his friend. + +As they ran on, though, they heard another shot or two, and a loud +shouting, while a couple of hundred yards on ahead they could see four +of the guard retreating along the slope, pursued by about a dozen of the +convicts, another party coming towards them, a glimpse of a bayonet +showing that others of the guard were being driven back towards Hallam's +house, while in another minute it was plain that Eaton had not been able +to join forces with the men. + +In fact the convicts had divided into two parties, and these, going in +opposite directions, were driving their guards before them with furious +shouts. + +A little army of two pensioners, led by an officer armed with a cane, +had but a poor chance of success against some five-and-twenty savage +men, whose passions had been raised to volcanic point by seeing a couple +of their number shot down at the beginning of the fray, when they had +risen against the sergeant and eight men who had them in charge. Of +these they had beaten down the sergeant and two of his men, and were +apparently determined upon taking revenge upon those who had fired upon +them, before trying to escape. + +The bushes hindered the view, but at last Bayle came in full sight of +Eaton and the two men just as a stone was hurled, hitting one of them in +the chest, so that he went down as if shot. His companion turned to +fly, but a furious shout from Eaton stopped him, and he faced the enemy +again as the young officer reached over the fallen guard, took his +musket, with its fixed bayonet, and stood his ground, to protect the +poor fellow who was down. + +It was only a matter of moments, and before Bayle could get up the +convicts had made a rush, yelling furiously. + +It was hard to see what took place; but as Bayle ran down the slope, his +heart beating fast with apprehension, the man dropped, and Bayle had +just time to strike one blow on the young officer's behalf, as the +convicts closed him in, and bore him back against the scarped face of +the little ravine. + +It was only one blow, but it was given with the full force of a strong +arm and had the weight of a well-built man rushing down a steep slope to +give it additional force. + +The result was that the man Bayle struck, and another behind him, went +rolling over--the former just as he had raised a spade to strike at +Eaton's defenceless head. + +"You cowardly dogs!" roared Bayle, as, failing another weapon, he caught +up a spade one of the convicts had let fall. + +The attack was so sudden and unexpected that the men gave way, and stood +glaring for a few moments, till one of their number shouted: + +"It's only the parson, boys. Down with 'em!" + +But they did not come on, and, taking advantage of their hesitation, +Bayle turned to Eaton. + +"Quick!" he said, "get away from here." + +"No," said the young officer hoarsely. "I can't leave my men. Ah!" + +He uttered a sharp cry, and sank down, for a piece of stone had been +hurled at him with force enough to dislocate his shoulder, half stunning +him with the violence of the blow. + +As the young man fell the convicts uttered a yell of delight, all three +of their adversaries being now _hors de combat_; but they were not +satisfied, one of their number rushing forward to deliver a cowardly +blow with the stone-hammer he bore. + +Bayle did not realise for the moment that so brutal an act could be +committed upon a fallen adversary, and he was so much off his guard that +he only had time to make a snatch at the handle, and partly break the +force of the blow, which fell on Eaton's cap. + +Then there was a quick struggle, and the convict staggered, tripped over +a loose block of stone, and fell with a crash. There was an ominous +murmur here, and the men stood hesitating, each disposed to make a rush +and revenge the fall of his companion; but there was no leader to +combine the force and lead them on, and, taking advantage of their +hesitation, Bayle stooped down, lifted the insensible man, and strode +away. + +The convicts were taken by surprise at this act, and some were for +fetching him back, but the remainder were for letting him go. + +"Take the swaddy's guns, lads, and let's be off at once," said one of +the party, and the two muskets were seized, a convict presenting the +bayonet of the piece he had secured at the breast of one of the fallen +men, both of whom lay half-stunned and bleeding on the rough ground. + +"Shall I, boys?" he said. + +"No; hold hard," cried a voice, and a member of the party who had been +in pursuit of the other portion of the guard came up. "Tie them hand +and foot, and leave them so as they can't give warning. Who's that +going up the hill?" + +"Parson and the orficer," said one of the men. + +"And who's that running yonder?" + +"That Irishman who was in with us--O'Hara." + +"Can any one shoot and bring him down? Give me a musket." + +He snatched the piece offered to him, took careful aim by resting the +musket on the edge of the scarped bank, and fired. + +There was the sharp report, the puff of white smoke, + +[This page missing.] + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER NINE. + +LIEUTENANT EATON IS IN THE WAY. + +[This page missing.] + +Panting, and with his throat dry with excitement as much as with +exertion, he toiled on, feeling as if every few paces had brought him +nearly to a haven of refuge, but only on raising his eyes to see the +house apparently as far off as ever, and to hear the voices of the +convicts close at hand, the gully acting as a kind of tube to convey the +sound. He paused for a moment to get a better hold of his burden, and +Eaton uttered a low groan, but he managed to get him in an easier +position, and started off once more, toiling on till the gully opened on +his left, and he saw O'Hara rise from behind some bushes, where he had +been creeping, and begin to run. Then his blood seemed to turn cold, +his heart to stop beating, for quicker than it can be told, there was a +shout, a dead silence, and then the sharp report of a musket, as O'Hara +went down, and rolled out of his sight as well. + +Bayle ground his teeth, and a chill of despair came over him as he +realised that the Irishman had been making for the town to give the +alarm and bring help, while now the news might not reach Sydney till the +hour when the draft and their guard should return. + +"Those poor fellows!" moaned Eaton, piteously, as Bayle toiled on with +him, seeing now that Hallam and Crellock were outside the verandah, +looking curiously towards him, but not taking a step to his aid. + +"I can't ask their help if they do not offer it," muttered Bayle, as he +staggered on, growing weaker with his exertion, and finally stopping for +a moment or two so as to get his breath. + +Then came the confused murmur of voices, when, looking back, he saw that +he was pursued; and as he pressed forward again the horrible thought +flashed through his brain that he was leading the savage band of utterly +reckless men right to the house where two tender women might even then +be trembling witnesses of what was going on. The agony he suffered at +this thought was so great that he stopped short, his brain swimming; +and, in spite of the fact that the convicts were close behind, he would +have staggered off to the left, had not a white figure suddenly appeared +on the side farthest from where Hallam and Crellock had backed close to +the window, and ran swiftly to meet him. + +It was like some episode in a dream to Bayle, as that white figure flew +to his side. + +"Quick, Mr Bayle, quick!" and, catching at Eaton in the belief that she +was helping to bear him, Julia pressed towards the house. + +"Julie! are you mad?" roared Hallam, as soon as she was seen; and +Crellock started out after her. + +"Quick! help! help!" she cried in a sharp imperious manner; and, as is +so often the case where one quick order is given, those who would not, +if they had time to think, stir a finger in a cause, feel themselves +moved by some irresistible influence, and obey. So Crellock seized +Eaton, and helped bear him into the dining-room, Hallam banging to the +window and fastening it as Eaton was thrown upon the couch. + +"You are mad!" cried Hallam passionately. "They'll wreck the place +now." + +"They won't hurt us," said Crellock coolly; and to Julia's horror he +threw open the window as the convicts came up at the double and rushed +into the room. + +"Steady, mates, steady!" shouted Hallam. "You know us." + +The leading men hesitated a moment, and then one of them made a dash at +Eaton. + +"Now, boys, have him out," he cried. + +Julia shrieked, and threw herself before the helpless man, when the +convict rudely caught her by the arms to swing her aside, but was sent +staggering sideways from a blow dealt by Bayle. + +"Save him, Mr Bayle," shrieked Julia, as she clung to Eaton. "Father! +oh, father, help!" + +Neither Hallam nor Crellock stirred as the man whom Bayle had struck +uttered an oath which was echoed by his companions, who seized Bayle and +held him as others of the party dragged out Eaton, fortunately +insensible to all that was going on. + +In their insensate fury believing that they had a long list of injuries +to repay the convict guard, who in guarding them had only done their +duty, in another minute Eaton's life would have been sacrificed, when +there was the tramp of feet, an order given in a loud voice, and a party +of soldiers led by Captain Otway dashed up with bayonets fixed. And +then two wounded convicts were lying on the floor, the others were in +full flight down the gully, pursued by the troops, a shot every now and +then breaking the silence that had fallen upon the group. + +Hallam was the first to speak, and he turned angrily upon Bayle. + +"Were you mad to bring him here?" he snarled. + +"Father!" cried Julia with a reproachful look, as she knelt down beside +Eaton to hold her handkerchief to his wounded head. + +Bayle made no reply to the question, but said sternly: + +"Mr Hallam, you had better send for medical aid. My dear Julia, you +must go." + +"No," she cried with a quick, imperious look; "send for help." + +Bayle's brow contracted, but he concealed the pain he suffered as he saw +Julia bending over Eaton, and was hurrying out, but was met by Captain +Otway, who came in breathless, followed by O'Hara, and a couple of his +men. + +"Is he much hurt?" he cried anxiously. "Carry out these two, my lads." + +He bent down over Eaton as Julia sobbed out, "He is killed! he is +killed!" + +"Oh, no: not so bad as that; only stunned. Here, you two," he continued +sharply, turning to Hallam and Crellock, "don't stand there staring. +Lift this gentleman on to the sofa." + +Years of slavish obedience to authority had left their traces, and as if +moved by one impulse, they sprang to where Eaton was lying and lifted +him to the couch. The moment this was done though, Hallam gave an +impatient stamp of the foot and gazed at Crellock, who ground out +something between his teeth. + +"Now fetch water--a sponge," said Otway, sheathing his sword, throwing +off his cap, and turning up his sleeves. + +"This is my house--" + +Hallam said no more. He had begun in a fierce, loud voice, and then he +stopped as Captain Otway turned upon him with an imperious-- + +"What's that you say?" Then he seemed to recall where he was, for he +glanced at Julia and Bayle. "Look here," he said quietly, and he took a +step or two towards Hallam to whisper something in his ear. + +Hallam made no reply, but left the room, and did not return, Thisbe +hurrying in directly after with basin and towels, and helping eagerly. + +"Oh, come, come, my dear Miss Hallam," said Otway, after cleverly +bandaging the wound. "You must not take on like that. I can't do +anything to the shoulder--at least, I will not. Our doctor will soon +put him right. There, see! he is coming to." + +"I have been trying very hard," said Julia with a gasp; "but it is so +dreadful." + +"No, no, no! Why, my wife would have seen it all without shedding a +tear. It's only dreadful when some one is killed, and, thank heaven! I +don't think one of the men has met that fate." + +"I wish I could feel the same about the convicts," said Bayle softly. + +"The convicts? Well, I wish so, too, Mr Bayle; but law and order must +be maintained, and they know their lives are forfeit if they attempt to +escape." + +Bayle nodded in acquiescence as he glanced at where Julia knelt beside +Eaton, crying softly, and fanning his face. + +"There, you have nothing to fear, Miss Hallam," continued the Captain +kindly. "Eaton has only had a few hard knocks--soldier's salary, I call +them. As to the rising, the poor wretches are, I expect, all taken by +this time. Yes, here they come." + +He had walked to the window and gazed out to see the greater part of the +convict gang, hot, bleeding some of them, and dejected, coming along, +guarded by the soldiers under the command of a boyish-looking ensign. + +"Ah, Mr O'Hara," he said, stepping out, and laying his hand on the +young Irishman's shoulder, "I think we may thank you for getting up in +time. Your message set us off, and we met you just in the nick. Why, +man, you are hurt." + +"Not much, sir. They shot at me, and the bullet grazed my arm." + +"Come in," he said, "and let me see." + +O'Hara followed unwillingly, but had to submit to have his wound +dressed. + +"Where is your master?" said the Captain at last, turning to Thisbe. + +"In his room, sir." + +"Fetch him." + +Hallam uttered a furious oath when the message was given, and swore he +would not come. Then, rising from his chair, he followed Thisbe to the +dining-room like one compelled to obey. + +"I am going to leave my brother officer in your charge, Mr Hallam," +said the Captain in the quick manner of one giving an order. "You will +see that he has every attention! The regimental surgeon will be up in +an hour or so. Miss Hallam, thank you for your kindness," he continued, +turning his back on Hallam. "Good-morning, Mr Bayle. I'm sorry you +have had such an upset. You stay here, I suppose?" + +"No," said Bayle quietly; "I am going back to the town." + +"Come with me, then." + +He stepped out, and Bayle followed, but turned to look at Julia, who +gave him one quick look that seemed to say "Good bye," and then as he +stepped out into the verandah he saw her bending over Eaton again. + +"Nice little girl that," said the Captain, as they marched down behind +the guards and the wretched men they drove before them almost at the +bayonet's point. + +Bayle bowed. + +"Sweet and innocent, and all that. Really, Mr Bayle, I agree with my +wife." + +"Indeed!" said Bayle. + +"Yes; she thinks that at any cost her friends ought to have kept her in +England, and not brought her here." + +Christie Bayle made no reply, for he was thinking of Philip Eaton lying +wounded up at the house, and Julia installing herself as his nurse. + +But she was not bending over him at that time, for no sooner had the +last of the party gone, than Crellock said something fiercely to Hallam. + +"No, no, never mind," the latter said, savagely. + +"I tell you I won't have it," cried Crellock. "Ah, you needn't scowl +like that. I'm not afraid of your looks. Will you go and fetch her +out?" + +"No, I shall not interfere." + +"Then I will," cried Crellock, passionately. "I've been played with too +long." + +"Played with!" cried Hallam. "Look here, Steve, if I put up with the +bullying of that officer fellow, don't you think I'm going to let you +say and do what--" + +He stopped short and literally flinched, as if he expected a blow, for +Crellock turned upon him sharply, but merely looked him full in the +face. + +"Well, I--that is--I--" + +He faltered and stopped. The old days of his domination had gone by; +Crellock had ceased to be slave to the self-indulgent man, who had +become servant, first to the strong drinks in which he indulged, and +then, as his nerve failed, the obedient tool of him who had once +trembled before him, worshipped him almost as the very perfection of +what a man should be, and now made him tremble before him in his turn. + +"Do you want to quarrel and get rid of me?" said Crellock, sharply. + +"Don't talk like that, my lad," said Hallam, piteously. "You know how +my health's going, and how nervous I am. It makes me irritable when you +are so unreasonable." + +"Yes, very unreasonable to bear what I do," snarled Crellock. "But +reasonable or no, I'm not going to back out of it, and I am not going to +let you." + +Hallam's flushed face turned of a sodden white. + +"I'd just as soon be back with the gang," continued Crellock, "as be +trifled with in this way by a man who used to be one to say a thing and +do it. Now he's becoming a miserable, feeble driveller, afraid of every +one who speaks to him." + +"So were you just now, when that Otway gave his orders." + +"Force of habit," said Crellock, with a grim smile. "Anyhow, I'm not +afraid of you, and if you have not strength of mind enough to carry out +what I say, I shall do it without you." + +"No, no, Steve; you are so hasty," said Hallam, in a feeble, whimpering +tone. + +"Hasty!" + +"Well, as I keep telling you, there's plenty of time." + +"And I keep telling you there is not. Look here, Hallam. I'm not +blind. That miserable parson wants her." + +"Now you are getting ridiculous." + +"And this officer fellow will be making such way with her, if I don't +mind, that I shall have no chance." + +"You're frightening yourself with bogies, Steve." + +"You're playing such a double game, Robert Hallam, that either I shall +have to take the reins in my own hands, or we shall come to a +breakdown." + +"Nonsense! What's the use of talking like that?" + +"What's the use of a man setting his mind upon something, and then +letting a weak thing like you play with him? I'll have no more of it. +Now you have to do as I say or break, and that means--" + +"Hush, Steve!" cried Hallam, looking sharply round; but Crellock paid no +heed to his words, and swung out of the study to walk straight into the +room where Julia was kneeling by Eaton, with Thisbe on the other side. + +"Come here, Julia," he said roughly; "I want you." + +"Hush! Not so loud," she whispered, raising her hand. + +"Come here!" he cried, with a stamp of the foot, "at once." + +Julia started to her feet with an angry look flashing from her eyes; and +as she faced him, her countenance full of resentment, Thisbe rose, +thinking of her mistress in bygone days. + +"What do you want?" she said firmly. + +"Your father wants you in the study at once." + +Julia flushed slightly, and glanced at Thisbe, whose face looked as hard +as if cut in stone, while the resemblance was increased by the position +of her eyelids, which were drawn down, as if to veil the anger that was +burning in her breast. + +Then, without a word Julia left the room, closely followed by Crellock, +and Thisbe was left with the wounded man alone. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TEN. + +IN THE NIGHT. + +Julia escaped the interview that she dreaded; for, just as they entered +the hall, there was the thudding of horses' feet coming over the road, +and Hallam came out of his room with a curious startled look in his +face, to catch Crellock by the arm. + +"There's something wrong, Steve," he whispered hoarsely; "a stranger +coming up, and the Captain with him." + +"Bah! You shivering coward," said Crellock, with a look of contempt +which made Julia bite her lip, though she could not hear the words. +"You have drunk bad brandy till you see a warder in every man who comes +to the house. Have a little pluck in you, if you can." + +The door was opened directly without ceremony by Captain Otway, who held +it back for his companion, who had just dismounted, to enter. + +"Sorry to intrude so unceremoniously, Miss Hallam," said the Captain, +ignoring the presence of the two men, "but I met my friend here coming +up, Mr Woodhouse, our doctor." + +Julia bowed, and the doctor, a little, rubicund-looking man, took off +his cap. + +"I'm a bit of a vulture in my way," he said pleasantly. "I always mount +and come out to see whenever anything of this kind goes on. Which room, +please?" he added quickly. "I want to get back." + +Julia hastily opened the door, and was about to follow them, but the +doctor said quietly: + +"No, no. You shall hear how he is afterwards." + +Julia coloured, for the visitor spoke in a very meaning tone; and, +leaving the hall, she hurried to her mother's side, while Hallam angrily +backed into his room, followed by Crellock. + +"They treat me as if I were nobody," he cried, grinding his teeth; and +then going to a cupboard he took out a bottle and glass, poured out some +liquid and drank it off with a sigh of relief. + +"Yes," said Crellock slowly; "they don't forget about our past, old +fellow. Never mind. No, thank you: I promised Julie to leave the stuff +alone;" and he thrust back the offered glass. + +"You promised her that?" said Hallam. + +"Yes, and I'm going to keep my word. Hang it, Bob Hallam, I wouldn't +drink myself into such a wreck as you're getting to be for the whole +world." + +The spirit was rapidly giving Hallam temporary confidence, and he turned +upon his companion sharply. + +"Don't speak to me like that," he said, "or you'll regret it." + +"Don't speak to you like that?" retorted Crellock, scornfully. "Bah! I +shall speak as I please. Look here, Robert Hallam, some of us must be +masters, some servants. You've made yourself servant, so keep your +place. I'm not going to be turned out of my purpose by a little Dutch +courage." + +Hallam came at him furiously, but Crellock took him by the shoulders and +thrust him back into his chair, and then stood over him. + +"It won't do, old fellow," he said; "the nerve has gone, and the more +you drink to get it up, the weaker it grows. Now then, we understand +each other, so let's settle this matter quietly, and get it over. No +more excuses; no more shuffling. Understand me, I don't mean to wait. +What's that?" + +It was the voice of Captain Otway summoning some one to come; and Julia, +who had been anxiously waiting, hastened down at the same time as Thisbe +hurried to the room. + +"The doctor wants to give a few instructions," he said. "Eaton is going +on all right, but he thinks he had better not be moved to-night, Miss +Hallam, so we must beg your hospitality till to-morrow." + +"And there is no danger?" said Julia eagerly. + +"Not if he is kept quiet," said the doctor, putting on his gloves. "Let +him sleep all he can. Some one ought to sit up with him to-night." + +"I'll do that," said Crellock, who had been standing in the doorway. + +Julia started slightly, but Crellock's countenance was quite unmoved. + +"That will do," said the doctor. "Come, Otway." + +The latter raised his cap, and they left the house. + +"I don't much like leaving Eaton with a ticket-of-leave man for nurse," +said the Captain, as they descended the hill towards their quarters. + +"Oh, he'll be right enough there," replied the doctor chuckling. "The +young lady will take care of him. I say, does Phil mean to marry her?" + +"I don't know," said Otway shortly. "Let's get on." + +They hurried away, and for the next two hours the doctor was busy with +the injured people; the convicts being safe in the prison, groaning over +their wounds and the ill-success of their attempt. + +Julia felt a strange anxiety about their patient, as the night drew +near; and her anxiety was increased by the behaviour of Mrs Hallam, +who, after keeping her room for some days, declared herself well enough +to come down. + +Opposition from Thisbe and her child was useless, and she descended to +sit with the latter, watching by Eaton's couch, which was made up for +him in the dining-room, where he lay apparently insensible to all that +was going on around. + +It was a strange afternoon and evening, the excitement of the early +portion of the day having unnerved every one in the house. The meals +were partaken of hastily, and the attention of all was centred on the +sleeping man in the dining-room. + +Julia, in her anxiety, was for staying with Thisbe and continuing the +watch; but Crellock showed that he had not forgotten his promise, and a +nameless dread took possession of the girl's breast. + +She told herself that it was absurd--that in spite of his roughness +there seemed to be something genuine about her father's companion; but, +all the same, her dread increased, and it was the more painful, that she +did not dare to communicate it to Mrs Hallam. + +In fact, she was at a loss to explain her reasons for feeling alarmed to +herself. Eaton seemed to be sleeping comfortably, and Crellock, when he +came into the room, was gentle and respectful, more than was his wont. + +"You two had better go to bed," said Hallam at last roughly; and, pale +and troubled looking, Mrs Hallam rose without a word, took Julia's +hand, and they left the room, but not to sleep; while Crellock's watch +began by his taking a candle, snuffing it, and holding it down close to +Eaton's face, scanning his features well before setting it on the +chimney-piece, lighting a cigar, and going out into the verandah, to +walk up and down, thinking deeply. + +Sometimes he stopped to lean his arms on the wooden rail, and stare up +at the great mellow stars that burned in the deep purple sky; but only +to start as from a dream, to go back into the room, and see if the +wounded man had moved. + +When in the verandah he ground his teeth and clenched his hands. + +"The fools!" he muttered; "they might have hit a little harder, and +then--Pooh! what does he matter?" + +At the end of an hour he stole back softly into the room to look at the +sleeping man again. + +"He's not much hurt," he muttered. "Who's there?" + +"Only me," said Hallam, in a hoarse whisper. "Just coming to see how +you were getting on." + +"No, you were not. You were watching me," said Crellock, in an angry +whisper. "Did you think I was going to kill him--to get him out of the +way?" + +"No, no. Nothing of the kind, my dear boy," whispered Hallam. "There, +I'll go back to my room." + +"You'll go up to bed," said Crellock firmly. "You've been drinking too +much." + +"Indeed, no. Just a little to steady me." + +"You go up to bed," said Crellock, taking him by the shoulder. "I'm not +going to have my dear father-in-law elect drive himself mad with brandy. +Come, no nonsense! Bed!" + +Hallam made a few feeble protests, and then suffered himself to be led +up to his bedroom, Julia and Mrs Hallam sitting trembling in the next, +and watching the light flash beneath their door, as they listened to the +ascending and descending steps, followed by a rustling in Hallam's room, +the low angry muttering he indulged in, and then there was silence once +again. + +A quarter of an hour passed, and they were listening to the heavy, +stertorous breathing, when a soft tap came at their door, the handle was +turned, and Thisbe appeared. + +"I only came to see if you were both quite safe," she said. "I could +not sleep." + +"Dear old Thisbe," said Julia, kissing her. + +"Do, do, please go to bed, my dears," said Thisbe. "I'll sit and watch +by you;" and at last, in obedience to her prayer, mother and daughter +lay down, but not to sleep, for the dread of some impending calamity +that they fancied was about to befall them. + +Meanwhile Crellock had returned to the dining-room and examined the +wounded man again. + +"It wouldn't be hard," he said to himself, with a laugh. "He is half +killed, so it would only be half a murder. Why shouldn't I? He would +be out of his misery; and that drunken wretch gave me the credit of +being about to do it." + +He stood gazing down at the sleeping face faintly seen by the +candle-light; and then turned away to go out through the glass door, and +pace the verandah again. + +"I wonder whether that's what they call a temptation," he thought. "It +would be very easy, and then--" + +He stopped to lean over the rails again, and gaze before him out into +the night. + +"No," he said softly. "I told the little lass I wouldn't drink again, +so as to be more fit to come nigh her, and I don't think I should do to +go nigh her if I killed that spark of a fellow so as to be sure of +getting a wife. It's curious what a woman can do," he went on musing. +"They can make anything of a man--go through fire and water to get her, +but it must be fire and water such as she'd be glad to see me go +through. A year or so ago I'd got to that state with the prison life +and the lash, that I'd have given any soldier or warder a crack on the +head and killed him, and felt the happier for doing it. Since I've been +nigh her--since that day she hung over me, and gave me water, and wiped +the sweat from my face, I've seemed as if I must make myself cleaner +about the heart; and I have, all but the drink, and that was his fault, +for he was never happy when he wasn't forcing it on one. + +"No, my fine fellow," he said with a sigh, "you're safe enough for me. +I won't hurt you; and as to her liking you--bah! If she does, I'll soon +make her forget that." + +He took a cigar from his pocket, and was in the act of placing it +between his lips when his gaze became fixed, and he stood staring +straight before him. + +"Who's there?" he said in a quick, sharp whisper. "I can see you. You +there!" + +He sprang over the rail, and his hand went by old habit into his pocket +in search of a weapon; but the answer that came disarmed him. + +"It is I." + +"What are you doing here in the middle of the night?" cried Crellock. + +"I am watching," said Bayle. + +"Yes," cried Crellock wearily. "Me, I suppose. Well, what have you +seen? Do you think I was going to finish young Eaton? There--speak +out." + +"I came up because I could not sleep," said Bayle quietly. "I was +anxious about my friends. How is Mr Eaton?" + +"Go in and see," said Crellock roughly; and he led the way through the +verandah. + +Bayle made no reply, but walked straight to the couch, after taking the +candle from the chimney-piece, and examined the injured man. + +"He is sleeping comfortably and well," he said in a whisper, as he +replaced the candle. + +"Of course he is," sneered Crellock. "You seem very fond of him." +Bayle paid no heed to his manner, but stood as if thinking. "Well, are +you going to stop? Have a cigar?" + +"I will stay and watch with you if you are tired, and relieve you for an +hour or two," said Bayle, at last. + +"I'm not tired. You can stop if you like. You won't find me very good +company." Bayle walked to the couch again, and stood looking down at +the handsome dimly-seen face for a few minutes, while, with an impatient +gesture, Crellock walked back into the verandah. At the end of a few +minutes Bayle joined him. "You are going to stay then?" said Crellock. + +"No," replied Bayle, "I am going home." + +"Better stop," sneered Crellock. "He'll be safer if you do. I might do +him some mischief." + +"No, Stephen Crellock," said Bayle calmly, "I am not afraid of that; bad +as you are. Good-night." + +Crellock started at the words "Bad as you are," but the friendly sound +of the "good-night" checked him. + +"Good-night," he said, hoarsely; and he stood watching the dark figure +till it disappeared amongst the trees, and then paced the verandah, and +sat and smoked till morning. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +THE DOCTOR GIVES WAY. + +The doctor was up there soon after sunrise to find Mrs Hallam and Julia +by Eaton's couch, they having come down to take Crellock's place shortly +after daybreak. + +"Good-morning. How is he?" said the doctor, quickly. "Mrs Hallam, you +look ill yourself." + +"Nervous excitement. This trouble," said Mrs Hallam, quietly; and she +left the room with Julia, after answering a few questions. + +The doctor examined the injury to the head, which was sufficiently +grave, and then proceeded to re-bandage the shoulder that had been +dislocated, watching the young man's face, however, the while. + +He felt the strained sinews, pressed on this bone, then on that, causing +intense pain, and making his patient wince again and again; but though +the muscles of his face twitched, and his lips involuntarily tightened, +he did not even moan till, passing one hand beneath his shoulder, the +doctor pressed on the bones again, when, with a sharp cry, Eaton drew in +his breath. + +"Hang it, doctor," he whispered, quickly, "it's like molten lead." + +"Ah, I thought that would make you speak, Phil. You confounded young +humbug! I saw you were shamming." + +"No, no, doctor, not shamming. My head aches frightfully, and I can't +move my arm." + +"But you could get up and walk down to barracks to breakfast?" + +"No, indeed I couldn't, doctor." + +"It's a lie, sir. If the enemy were after you, I'll be bound to say you +would get up and run." + +"By George, I wouldn't!" whispered Eaton. + +"Well, get up and have a go at them, my boy." + +"Perhaps I might do that," said the young man, with the blood coming in +his white face. + +"Pretty sort of a soldier, lying here because you've had your shoulder +out, and a crack on the head. Why I've seen men behave better after a +bullet wound, or a bayonet thrust." + +"But there is no need for me to behave better, as you call it, and one +gets well so much more quickly lying still." + +"With a couple of women paddling about you, and making you gruel and +sop. There, get up, and I'll make you a sling for that arm." + +"No, no, doctor. Pray, don't." + +"Get up, sir." + +"Hush! Don't speak so loudly," whispered Eaton. + +"Ah-h-h! I see," said the doctor, "that's it, is it? Why how dense I +am! Want to stop a few days, and be nursed, eh?" + +Eaton nodded. + +"Fair face to sympathise. White hands to feed you with a spoon. Oh, I +say, Phil Eaton! No, no! I've got my duty to do, and I'm not going to +back up this bit of deceit." + +"I wouldn't ask you if there was anything to call for me, doctor," +pleaded Eaton; "but I am hurt, there's no sham about that." + +"Well, no; you are hurt, my lad. That's a nasty crack on the head, and +your shoulder must be sore." + +"Sore!" said Eaton. "You've made it agonising." + +"Well, well, a few days' holiday will do you good. But no; I'm not +going to be dragged up here to see you." + +"I don't want to see you, doctor. I'm sure I shall get well without +your help. Pray don't have me fetched down." + +"I say, Phil," said the doctor; "look me in the face." + +"Yes." + +"Is it serious? You know--with her." + +"Very, doctor." + +"But it's awkward. The young lady's father!" + +"Miss Hallam is not answerable for her father's sins," said Eaton +warmly. + +"But the young lady--does she accept?" + +Eaton shook his head. + +"Not yet," he said; "and now that the opportunity serves to clinch the +matter you want to get me away. Doctor, for once--be human." + +Doctor Woodhouse sat with his chubby face pursed up for a few minutes, +gazing down in the young man's imploring countenance without speaking. + +"Well, well," he said, "I was a boy myself once, and horribly in love. +I'll give you a week, Phil." + +"And I'll give you a life's gratitude," cried the young man joyfully. + +"Why, by all that's wonderful," cried the doctor, with mock surprise, +"I've cured him on the spot! Here, let me take off your bandages, so +that you may get up and dance. Eh? Poor lad, he is a good deal hurt +though," he continued, as he saw the colour fade from the young man's +face, and the cold dew begin to form. "A few days will do him good, I +believe. He is, honestly, a little too bad to move." + +He bathed his face, and moistened his lips with a few drops of liquid +from a flask, and in a few minutes Eaton looked wonderingly round. + +"Easier, boy? That's it. Yes, you may stay, and you had better be +quiet. Feel so sick now?" + +"Not quite, doctor. Oh! I am so glad I really am ill." + +The doctor smiled, and summoned Mrs Hallam, who came in with Julia. + +"I must ask you to play hostess to my young friend here. He shan't die +on your hands." + +Julia turned pale, and glanced from one to the other quickly. + +"Mr Eaton shall have every attention we can give him," said Mrs +Hallam, smiling; and the doctor looked with surprise at the way her +pale, careworn face lit up with tenderness and sympathy as she laid her +hand upon the young man's brow. + +"I'm sure he will," said the doctor, "and I'll do my best," he added, +with a quick look at his patient, "to get him off your hands, for he +will be a deal of trouble." + +"It will be a pleasure," said Mrs Hallam, speaking in all sincerity. +"English women are always ready to nurse the wounded," she added with a +smile. + +"I wish I could always have such hands to attend my injured men, madam," +said the doctor with formal politeness. "There, I must go at once. +Good-bye, Eaton, my boy. You'll soon be on your legs. Don't spoil him, +ladies; he is not bad. I leave him to you, Mrs Hallam." + +She followed the doctor to the door to ask him if he had any directions, +received his orders, and then, with a bright, hopeful light in her eyes, +she went softly back towards the dining-room. A smile began to glisten +about her lips, like sunshine in winter, as she laid her hand upon the +door. Then she looked round sharply, for in the midst of that dawning +hope of safety for her child there was a heavy step, and the study-door +opened. + +She turned deadly pale, for it was Stephen Crellock's step; and the +words that came from the study were in her husband's voice. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TWELVE. + +MRS OTWAY ON LOVE. + +"Ah! Phil, Phil, Phil!" exclaimed Mrs Otway as she sat facing Eaton +some mornings later, while he lay back in a Chinese cane chair, propped +up by pillows. "Come, this will not do." + +He met her gaze firmly, and she went on. + +"This makes five days that you have been here, tangling yourself more +and more in the net. It's time I took you by the ears and lugged you +out." + +"But you will not?" he said, lifting his injured arm very gently with +his right hand, sighing as he did so, and rearranging the sling. + +Mrs Otway jumped up, went behind him, untied the handkerchief that +formed the sling, and snatched it away. + +"I won't sit still and see you play at sham in that disgraceful way, +Phil," she cried. "It's bad enough, staying here as you do, without all +that nonsense." + +"You are too hard on me." + +"I'm not," she cried. "I've seen too many wounded men not to know +something about symptoms. I knew as well as could be when I was here +yesterday, but I would not trust myself, and so I attacked Woodhouse +about you last night, and he surrendered at once." + +"Why, what did he say?" + +"Lit a cigar, and began humming, `Oh, 'tis love, 'tis love that makes +the world go round!'" + +Eaton clapped his hands upon the arms of his chair, half raised himself, +and then threw himself back, and began beating the cane-work with his +fingers, frowning with vexation. + +"There, you see what a lot of practice it takes to make a good +impostor," said Mrs Otway. + +"What do you mean?" + +"How bad your arm seems!" + +"Pish!" exclaimed the young man, beginning to nurse it, then ceasing +with a gesture of contempt, and looking helplessly at his visitor. "The +pain's not there," he said dolefully. + +"Poor boy! What a fuss about a pretty face! There, I'm half ready to +forgive you. It was very tempting." + +"And I've been so happy: I have indeed." + +"What, with those two men?" + +"Pish!--nonsense! It's dreadful that those two sweet ladies should be +placed as they are." + +"Amen to that!" + +"Mrs Hallam is the sweetest, tenderest-hearted woman I ever met." + +"Indeed." + +"No mother could have been more gentle and loving to me." + +"Except Lady Eaton," said Mrs Otway dryly. + +"Oh! my mother, of course; but then she was not here to nurse me." + +"I'd have nursed you, Phil, if you had been brought into quarters." + +"Oh, I know that!" cried Eaton warmly; "but, you see, I was brought on +here." + +"Where mamma is so tender to you, and mademoiselle sits gazing at you +with her soft, dark eyes, thinking what a brave hero you are, how +terribly ill, and falling head-over-ears more in love with you. Phil, +Phil, it isn't honest." + +"What isn't honest?" he said fiercely. "No man could have resisted such +a temptation." + +"What, to come here and break a gentle girl's heart?" + +"But I'm not breaking her heart," said Eaton ruefully. + +"I've written and told your mother how things stand." + +"You have?" + +"Yes; and that you have taken the bit in your teeth, and that I can't +hold you in." + +"Well, it doesn't matter," said Eaton gloomily. "I don't want to hurt +my dear mother's feelings; but when she knows Julia and Mrs Hallam--" + +"And the convict father and his friend." + +"For Heaven's sake don't!" cried Eaton, striking the chair and wincing +hard, for he hurt his injured shoulder. + +"I must, my dear boy. Marriage is a terrible fact, and you must look at +it on all sides." + +"I mean to get them both away from here," said Eaton firmly. "Their +present life is horrible." + +"Yes; it is, my boy." + +"My gorge rises every time I hear that drinking scoundrel of a father +speak to Julia, and that other ruffian come and fetch her away." + +"Not a very nice way of speaking about the father of your intended," +said Mrs Otway dryly--"about your host." + +"No, and I would not speak so if I did not see so much. The man has +served part of his time for his old crime, of which he swears he was +innocent, and I'd forget all the past if I saw he was trying to do the +right thing." + +"And he is not?" + +"He's lost," said Eaton bitterly. "The greatest blessing which could +happen to this house would be for him to be thrown back into the gang. +He'd live a few years then, and so would his wife. As it is he is +killing both. As for poor Julia--ah! I should be less than man, loving +her as I do, if I did not determine to throw all thoughts of caste aside +and marry her, and get her away as soon as I can." + +"I wish she were not so nice," said Mrs Otway thoughtfully. + +"Why?" + +"Because, like the silly, stupid woman I am, I can't help sympathising +with you both." + +"I knew you did in your heart," cried Eaton joyfully. + +"Gently, gently, my dear boy," continued Mrs Otway. "I may sympathise +with the enemy, but I have to fight him all the same. Have you spoken +to the young lady--definitely offered marriage?" + +"No, not yet." + +"But you've taught her to love you?" + +"I don't know--yet--" + +"Judging from appearances, Phil, I'm ready to say I do know. What about +mamma?" + +"Ah! there I feel quite satisfied." + +"What, have you spoken to her?" + +"No, but she sits and talks to me, and I talk to her." + +"About Julia?" + +"Yes; and it seems as if she can read my heart through and through. +Don't think me a vain coxcomb for what I am about to say." + +"I make no promises: say it." + +"I think she likes me very much." + +"Why?" + +"She comes into the room sometimes, looking a careworn woman of sixty; +and when she has been sitting here for a few minutes, there's a pleasant +smile on her face, as if she were growing younger; her eyes light up, +and she seems quite at rest and happy." + +"Poor thing!" said Mrs Otway sadly. "But, there, I can't listen to any +more. I am on your mother's side." + +"And you are beaten, so you may give up. It's fate. My mother must put +up with it. So long as I am happy she will not care. And, besides, who +could help loving Julie? Hush!" + +There was a tap at the door, and Julia entered. + +"Not I, for one," said Mrs Otway aside, as she rose and held out her +hands, kissing the young girl warmly. "Why, my dear, you look quite +pale. This poor bruised boy has been worrying you and your mother to +death." + +"Indeed, no," cried Julia eagerly. "Mr Eaton has been so patient all +the time, and we were so glad to be able to be of service. Sir Gordon +Bourne is in the other room with mamma. May he come in and see you?" + +"I shall be very glad," said Eaton, looking at her fixedly; and Mrs +Otway noted the blush and the downcast look that followed. + +"Phil's right. He has won her." + +"He proposes driving you home with him, and taking you out in his boat. +He thinks it will help your recovery." + +"Oh no, I couldn't move yet," said Eaton quickly. + +"I think it would do you good," said Mrs Otway. "What do you say, Miss +Hallam?" + +"We should be very sorry to see Mr Eaton go," said Julia quietly; "but +I think you are right." + +"Phil's wrong," said Mrs Otway to herself. + +At this moment Sir Gordon entered the room with Mrs Hallam and proposed +that Eaton should return with him, but only to find, to his annoyance, +that the offer was declined. + +"You will have to make the offer to my husband, Sir Gordon," said Mrs +Otway merrily. "You will not find him so ungrateful." And then she +turned to Eaton, leaving the old man free to continue a conversation +begun with Mrs Hallam in another room. + +"I do not seem to find much success in my offers," he said, in a low +voice; "but let me repeat what I have said. Should necessity arise, +remember that I am your very oldest friend, and that I am always waiting +to help Millicent Hallam and her child." + +"I shall not forget," said Mrs Hallam, smiling sadly. + +"If I am away, there is Bayle ready to act for me, and you know you can +command him." + +"I have always been the debtor of my friends," replied Mrs Hallam; "but +no such emergency is likely to arise. I have learnt the lesson of +self-dependence lately, Sir Gordon." + +"But if the emergency did occur?" + +"Then we would see," replied Mrs Hallam. + +"Well, Philip, my dear boy," cried Mrs Otway loudly, "in three days we +shall have you back." + +"Yes, in three days," he replied, glancing at Julia, who must have +heard, but who went on with a conversation in which she was engaged with +Sir Gordon, unmoved. + +"Then good-bye," she cried, "Mrs Hallam, Miss Hallam, accept my thanks +for your kindness to my boy here. Lady Eaton appointed me her deputy, +but I'm tired of my sorry task. Good-bye. Are we to be companions +back, Sir Gordon?" + +"Yes--yes--yes," said the old gentleman, "I am coming. Remember," he +said, in a low tone to Mrs Hallam. + +"I never forget such kindness as yours, Sir Gordon," she replied. + +"Good-bye, Julia, my child," he said, kissing her hands. "If ever you +want help of any kind, come straight to me. Good-bye." + +"If she would only make some appeal to me," he muttered. "But I can't +interfere without. Poor things! Poor things!" + +"_I_ beg your pardon, Sir Gordon," said Mrs Otway. "What are poor +things?" + +"Talking to myself, ma'am--talking to myself." + +"You don't like Philip Eaton," she said quickly. + +"Eh? Well, to be frank, ma'am, no: I don't." + +"Because he likes your little _protegee_?" + +"I'm sorry to say, madam, that she is not my _protegee_. Poor child!" + +"Hadn't we better be frank, Sir Gordon? Suppose Philip Eaton wanted to +marry her--what then?" + +"Confound him! I should like to hand him over to the blacks!" + +"What if she loved him?" + +"If she loved him--if she loved him, Mrs Otway?" said the old man +dreamily. "Why, then--dear me! This love's one of the greatest +miseries of life. But, there, ma'am, I have no influence at all. You +must _go_ to her father, not come to me." + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +IN THE TOILS. + +"So he goes to-day, eh?" said Crellock. + +"Yes; I've seen him, and he's going to-day." + +"Lucky for him, for I've got into a state of mind that does not promise +much good for any one who stands in my way," said Crellock, with an +unpleasant look in his eyes. "And now, mind this: as soon as he is +gone, and we are alone, the matter is to be pressed home. Here, I'll be +off. I don't want to say good-bye." He picked up his whip and stepped +out into the verandah, walking along past the dining-room window, which +was open, and through it came the voice of Julia in measured cadence, +reading aloud. + +Crellock ground his teeth and half stopped; but he gave his whip a sharp +crack and went on. + +"A row would only frighten her, and I don't want to _do_ that. The +coast will be clear this afternoon." + +He went on round to the stable, saddled and mounted his horse, and +turned off by the first track for the open country. + +"A good ride will calm me down," he said; and he went off at a gallop +for a few miles, but with his head down, seeing neither green tree with +its tints of pearly grey and pink, nor the curious tufts of grass in his +path. A mob of kangaroos started before him and went off with their +peculiar bounds; flock after flock of parrots, with colours bright as +the most gorgeous sunset, flew screaming away; and twice over he passed +spear-armed blacks, who ceased their task of hunting for grubs to stare +at the man riding so recklessly through the bush. + +All at once he dragged his horse back upon its haunches with a furious +tug at the reins, and sat staring before him as in imagination he +pictured a scene in the dining-room at the Gully House. + +"I'm a fool," he cried savagely; "a fool! I've got the fruit ready to +my hand, and I'm getting out of the way so as to let some one else pluck +it. Now perhaps I shall be too late." + +Dragging his horse's head round, he set spurs to its flanks, and in the +same reckless manner began to gallop back. This time he was less +fortunate, though. As he went he left the horse to itself, and the +careful beast avoided rough parts or leaped them, carrying his rider in +safety. On the return Crellock was bent upon one thing only, getting +back to the Gully House at the earliest moment possible. Twice over the +horse swerved at an awkward depression or piece of rock, either of them +sufficient to bring both to grief, but for reward there was a savage +jerk at the bit, a blow over the head from the heavy whip, and a dig +from the spurs. The result was that the poor brute went on as the crow +flies at a hard gallop, rushed at an awkward clump of bush, rose, caught +its hoofs, and fell with a crash, sending Crellock right over its head +to lie for a few minutes half-stunned, and when he did gather himself +up, with the scene seeming to sail round him, the horse was standing +with its head hanging, snuffing at the coarse herbage, and stamping +angrily with its off hind hoof. + +"You awkward brute!" cried Crellock, catching at the rein, and then +lashing the poor animal across the flank. + +The horse started to the full length of the rein, but only on three +legs; one had had a terrible sprain. + +"My luck!" said Crellock savagely, and, taking off the bridle, he +hobbled the horse's legs, and started off to walk. + +Julia went on reading, with Philip Eaton drinking in every word she +uttered, and at last, leaning forward from the couch upon which he lay, +he felt that the time had come, and, no matter who and what her +relatives might be, here was the wife of his choice. + +"Julia," he said in a low voice made husky with the emotion from which +he suffered. + +She raised her eyes from the book and coloured, for it was the first +time he had called her by her Christian name. + +"Have you thought," he said, "that I am going to-morrow?" + +"I thought it was to-day," she said naively. + +"To-day? Yes, I suppose it is to-day, but I cannot think of anything +but the one great fact that all this pleasant intercourse is to be at an +end." + +Julia half rose. + +"No, no," he cried, trying to reach her hand, and then uttering a +petulant ejaculation, for Mrs Hallam entered the room, looked eagerly +from one to the other, and came forward, while Julia gave her a +beseeching look, and went out. + +For a few minutes neither spoke, and then Eaton placed a chair for Mrs +Hallam, and as she took it gazing at him searchingly, he hastily thought +over what he should say, and ended by saying something else, for in a +quick, blundering way, he cried: + +"Mrs Hallam, I cannot say what I wish. You know how I love her." + +Mrs Hallam drew a long sighing breath, full of relief, and her eyes +became suffused with tears. + +"Yes," she said at last; "I felt that you did love her. Have you told +Julie so?" + +"Not in words," he cried. "She disarms me. I want to say so much, but +I can only sit and look. But you will give your consent?" + +"Have you thought all this over?" said Mrs Hallam gravely. "You know +everything--why we came here?" + +"Yes, yes," he cried quickly. "I know all. I have known it from your +first landing." + +"Such a union would not be suitable for you," she said gravely. + +"Not suitable! Mrs Hallam, I am not worthy of your child. But you are +playing with me," he cried, his words coming fast now. "You will not +oppose it. You see I know all. Give me your consent." + +She sat looking at him in silence for some moments, and then laid her +hand in his. + +"Yes," she said. "If Julie loves you I will not withhold my consent." + +"And Mr Hallam, may I speak to him now? Of course he will not refuse +me. You will tell him first. And Julia, where is she?" + +In his eagerness his words came hurriedly, and he caught Mrs Hallam's +hands to his lips and kissed them. + +"I will fetch Julie here," she said gently, and with a strange look of +repose coming over her troubled face. + +She left the room and sought her child, who looked at her wonderingly. + +"Come," she said with her voice sounding broken and strange; "Mr Eaton +wishes to speak to you." + +"Mother!" exclaimed Julia, shrinking. + +At that moment they heard Hallam's steps as he passed across the hall. + +Mrs Hallam's countenance changed, and she shuddered. + +"Come," she said; "you are not afraid of him?" + +"Of Mr Eaton? Oh, no," cried Julia with animation; "but--" + +"Hush, my child! I will not leave you. Hear what he has to say before +you speak." + +Julia's eyes seemed to contract, and there was a shrinking movement, but +directly after she drew herself up proudly, laid her hand in her +mother's, and suffered herself to be led into the room. + +"At last!" cried Eaton, flushing with pleasure. "Julie, I dare speak to +you now. I love you with all my heart." + +He stopped short, for the window was darkened by the figure of Stephen +Crellock, who looked in for a moment, and then beckoned with his hand to +some one in the verandah. Hallam came forward looking flushed and +angry, and the two men entered the room. + +"We are just in time," said Crellock with a half laugh, but with a +savage flash of the eye at Eaton. "Mr Lieutenant Eaton is bidding the +ladies good-bye." + +Eaton gave him an indignant look, and turned to Hallam. + +"Mr Hallam," he said proudly, "Mr Crellock is wrong. I have been +speaking to Mrs Hallam and--" + +"Mr Crellock is right," said Crellock in a voice of thunder, "and Mr +Eaton is wrong. He is saying good-bye; and now, Robert Hallam, will you +tell him why?" + +"Yes," said Hallam firmly; "Mr Eaton should have spoken to me, and I +would have explained at once that Mr Stephen Crellock has proposed for +my daughter's hand, and I have promised that she shall be his wife." + +"But this is monstrous!" cried Eaton furiously. "Julie, I have your +mother's consent. You will be mine?" + +Julia looked at him pityingly and shook her head. + +"Speak! for heaven's sake, speak!" cried Eaton. + +"No," she said in a low pained voice. "You have mistaken me, Mr Eaton. +I could never be your wife." + +Eaton turned to Mrs Hallam to meet her agonised, despairing eyes, and +then without a word he left the room. + +For the blow had fallen; the shadow Millicent Hallam had seen athwart +her daughter's life had assumed consistency, and as the thought of her +own fate came with its dull despairing pain, she caught Julia to her +breast to protect her from Crellock, and faced him like some wild +creature standing at bay in defence of her young. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +FOR JULIE. + +"Where are you going?" said Crellock roughly, as prowling about the +verandah, in pursuance of a determination to take care that there should +be no further interference with his plans, he carefully watched the +place, ready to refuse entrance, in Hallam's name, to every one who came +till he had made sure of his prize. + +It was very early in the morning, and he had come suddenly upon Thisbe, +dressed for going out, and with a bundle under her arm. + +"Into town," she said sharply. + +"What for?" + +"To stay." + +"It's a lie!" he said. "You are going to take a message to that parson, +or the lieutenant. You have a letter." + +"No, I haven't," said Thisbe, looking harder than ever. + +"What's in that bundle?" + +"Clothes. Want to see 'em? You can look." + +"Come, no nonsense, Thisbe! You don't like me, I know." + +"I hate the sight of you!" said the woman stoutly. "So you may; but +look here, you may as well understand that in future I shall be master +here, and for your own sake you had better be friends. Now then, where +are you going?" + +"Into town, I tell you; and I shall send for my box. It's corded up in +my room." + +"Why, what do you mean?" he said. + +"That I'm going, and I'm not coming back; and you two may drink +yourselves to death as soon as you like." + +She brushed by him, and before he had recovered from his surprise, she +was going down the path towards the gate. + +A thought struck Crellock, and he ran upstairs to the room Thisbe had +occupied, and, sure enough, there was the big chest she had brought with +her, corded up tightly, and with a direction-card tacked on, addressed, +"Miss Thisbe King. To be called for." + +"So much the better," he said joyously; "that woman had some influence +with Mrs Hallam, and might have been unpleasant." + +That day he went down the town to one of his haunts, and after a good +deal of search found out that Thisbe was in the place, and had taken a +small cottage in one of the outskirts. So, satisfied with his +discovery, he returned, to find a man with a pony and dray on his way up +to the house, where he claimed the box for its owner, and soon after +bore it away. + +Hallam was in his room, half dozing by the open window, ready to give +him a friendly nod as he entered, threw down his riding-whip, and took +up his usual position, with his back to the fireplace. + +"Well," said Hallam, "what news?" + +"Oh, she has gone, sure enough." + +"So much the better," said Hallam. "I always hated that woman." + +"What news have you?" + +"None at all." + +"Have you told your wife that I wish the marriage to take place at +once?" + +"No." + +"Then go and tell her." + +Hallam shifted uneasily in his chair, but did not stir. "Look here!" +cried Crellock fiercely, "do you want me to go through all our old +arguments again? There it is--the marriage or the gang." + +"You would have to go too!" said Hallam angrily. + +"Oh, no! Don't make a mistake. I did not bring over the plunder; and +not a single note you have changed can be brought home to me. Your leg +is in the noose, or in the irons again, if you like it better. No +nonsense! Go and see her while I prepare Julia." Hallam rose, went to +the cupboard, poured a quantity of brandy into a tumbler, gulped it +down, and went to the drawing-room. Mrs Hallam, who was looking white +and hollow of cheek, was seated alone, with Julia, half-way down the +garden slope, gazing pensively towards the town. + +Mrs Hallam rose quickly, as if in alarm, but Hallam caught her hand, +and then softly closed the window, in spite of her weak struggle, as she +saw Crellock crossing the garden to where Julia was standing. + +"Now, no nonsense!" he said. "There, sit down." + +Mrs Hallam took the chair he led her to, and gazed up at him as if +fascinated by his eyes. + +"I may as well come to the point at once," said Hallam. "You know what +I said the other night about Crellock?" + +"Yes," she replied hoarsely. + +"Well, he wishes it to take place at once, so we may as well get it +over." + +"It is impossible!" + +"It is not impossible!" he said, flashing into anger. "It is necessary +for my comfort and position that the wedding should take place at once." + +"No, no, Robert!" she cried in a last appeal; "for the sake of our old +love, give up this terrible thought. If you have any love left for me +spare our child this degradation!" + +She threw herself upon her knees and clasped his hands. + +"Don't be foolish and hysterical," he said coldly; "and listen to +reason, unless you want to make me angry with you. Get up!" + +She obeyed him without a word. + +"Now, listen. I shouldn't have chosen Crellock for her husband, but he +is very fond of her, and I cannot afford to offend him, so it must be." + +"It would kill her!" panted Mrs Hallam. "Our child! Robert--husband-- +my own love! don't, don't drive me to do this!" + +"I'm going to drive you to obey me in this sensible matter, which is for +the good of all. There, you see the girl is listening to him quietly +enough." + +"It would kill her! For the sake of all the old times do not drive me +to this--my husband!" pleaded Mrs Hallam again. + +"You will prepare her for it; you will tell her it must be as soon as +the arrangements can be made; you will stop all communications with +Bayle and old Sir Gordon, and do exactly as I bid you. Look here, once +let Julia see that there is no other course, and she will be quiet and +sensible enough." + +"Once more!" cried Mrs Hallam passionately, "spare me this, Robert, and +I will be your patient, forgiving wife to the end! I tell you it would +break her heart!" + +"You understand!" he said. "There, look at her!" he cried, pointing. +"Why, the girl loves him after all." + +Julia was coming slowly up the path, with Crellock bending down and +talking to her earnestly, till he reached the window, which Hallam +unfastened, shrinking back and leaving the room, as if he could not face +his child. + +As Julia entered, Crellock seemed to have no wish to encounter Mrs +Hallam, and he drew back and went round the house to the study window, +where he stopped leaning on the verandah-rail and gazing in, as Hallam +stood at the cupboard, pouring himself out some more brandy. + +He had the glass in one hand, the bottle in the other, when he caught +sight of the figure at the window, and with a start and cry of horror he +dropped bottle and glass. + +"Bah! where is your nerve, man?" cried Crellock with a laugh of +contempt. "Did you think it was a sergeant with a file of men to fetch +you away?" + +"You--you startled me," cried Hallam angrily. "All that brandy gone!" + +"A good thing too! You've had plenty. Well, have you told her?" + +"Yes." + +"What did she say?" + +"The old thing." + +"But you made her understand?" + +"Yes. What did Julia say?" + +"Oh, very little. Told me she could never love me, of course; but she's +a clever, sensible girl." + +"And she has consented?" + +"Well, not exactly; but it's all right. There will be no trouble +there." + +Meanwhile Julia had gone straight to her mother and knelt down at her +feet, resting her hands upon her knees, in her old child-like position, +and gazing up in the pale, wasted face for some minutes without +speaking. + +"There is no hope, mother," she said at last; "it must be." + +Mrs Hallam sat without replying for some minutes; then, taking her +child's face between her thin hands she bent down and pressed her lips +upon the white forehead. + +"Julie," she whispered, "I was wrong. I thought you loved Mr Eaton, +and I believed that if you married him it would have cut this terrible +knot." + +Julia smiled softly, and with her eyes half closed. There was a +curious, rapt expression in her sweet face, as if she were dreaming of +some impossible joy. Then, as if rousing herself to action, she gave +her dark curls a shake, and said quietly: + +"If I had loved Mr Eaton it would only have cut the knot as far as I +was concerned. Mother, he would have broken my heart." + +"No, no; he loved you dearly." + +"But he would have taken me from you. No: I did not love him, but I +liked him very much. But there, we must think and be strong, for there +is no hope, dear mother, now. You are right. And you will be firm and +strong?" + +"Yes," said Mrs Hallam, rising. "For your sake, my child--my child!" + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +CRELLOCK ON GUARD. + +That night, after the roughly-prepared meal that topic the place of +dinner, and at which mother and daughter resumed their places as of old, +Hallam sat for some time with Crellock talking in a low tone, while Mrs +Hallam returned to the drawing-room with Julia, both looking perfectly +calm and resigned to their fate. + +At last Hallam rose, and followed by Crellock, crossed the hall and +opened the drawing-room door, where his wife and child were seated with +the light of the candles shining softly upon their bended heads. + +"It will be all right," he muttered; and he turned round and faced +Crellock, who smiled and nodded. + +"Nothing like a little firmness," he said, smiling. + +Then Crellock went into the verandah to smoke his cigar and play the +part of watch-dog in case of some interruption to his plans; and, while +Hallam employed himself in his old fashion, drinking himself drunk in +the house of Alcohol his god, the dark calm evening became black night, +and a moist, soft wind from the Pacific sighed gently among the trees. + +Crellock walked round the house time after time, peering in at the +windows, and each time he looked there was the heavy stolid face of +Hallam staring before him at vacancy; on the other side of the house +Julia gazing up into her mother's face as she knelt at her feet. + +It must have been ten o'clock when, as Crellock once more made his +round, he saw that Hallam was asleep, and that Mrs Hallam had taken up +the candle still burning, and with Julia holding her hand, was looking +round the room as if for a last good-night. + +Then together they went to the door, hand in hand; the door closed; the +light shone at the staircase window, then in their bedroom, where he +watched it burn for about a quarter of an hour before it was +extinguished, and all was dark. + +"I shan't feel satisfied till I have her safe," he said, as he walked +slowly back to his old look-out that commanded the road. + +The wind came in stronger gusts now, for a few minutes, and then seemed +to die quite away, while the clouds that overspread the sky grew so +dense that it was hard to distinguish the trees and bushes a dozen yards +from where he stood. + +He finished his cigar, thinking out his plans the while, and at last +coming to the conclusion that it was an unnecessary task this watching, +he was about to make one more turn round the verandah, and then enter by +the window and go to bed, when he fancied he heard a door close, as if +blown by the wind that was once more sighing about the place. + +"Just woke up, I suppose," he said, and he walked towards the study +window and looked in. + +Hallam had not moved, but was sleeping heavily in his old position. + +Crellock listened again, but all was perfectly still. It could not have +been fancy. Certainly he had heard a door bang softly, and the sound +seemed to come from this direction. + +He stood thinking, and then went round and tried the front door. + +"Fast." + +He walked round to the back door, following the verandah all the way, +and found that door also fast. + +"I couldn't have been mistaken," he said, as he listened again. + +Once more the wind was sighing loudly about the place, but the noise was +not repeated, and he walked on to the dining-room window; but as he laid +his hand upon the glass door and thrust it open, a current of air rushed +in, and there was the same sound: a door blew to with a slight bang. + +Crellock closed and fastened the glass door as he stepped out and ran +quickly round to the drawing-room, where it was as he suspected: the +glass door similar to that he had just left was open, and blew to and +fro. + +"There's something wrong," he said excitedly, his suspicions being +aroused; and, dashing in, he upset a chair in crossing the room, and it +fell with a crash, but he hurried on into the hall, through to the +study, and caught Hallam by the arm. + +"Wake up!" he said excitedly. "Hallam! Wake up, man." + +He had to shake him heavily before the drink stupefaction passed off, +and then Hallam stood trembling and haggard, trying to comprehend his +companion's words. + +"Wrong?" he said. "Wrong? What's wrong?" + +"I don't know yet. Look sharp! Run up to your wife's room. Take the +candle. Quick, man; are you asleep?" + +In his dazed state Hallam staggered, and his hand trembled so that he +could hardly keep the light anything like steady. There was the +knowledge, though faintly grasped, that something was terribly wrong. +He gathered that from his companion's excited manner, and, stumbling on +into the hall, blundered noisily up the stairs while Crellock stood +breathing hard and listening. + +"Here, Millicent! Julie!" he cried hoarsely; "what's the matter?" + +Crellock heard the lock handle turn, and the door thrown open so +violently that it struck against the wall, but there was no reply from +the voices of frightened women. + +"Do you hear? Milly--Julie! Why don't you answer?" came from above, +and Crellock's harsh breathing became like the panting of some wild +beast. + +For a few moments there was absolute silence; then the sound of +stumbling, heavy steps, and Hallam came out on to the landing. + +"Steve!" he cried excitedly, perfectly sober now, "what is it? What +does it mean? They've gone!" + +"I knew it," cried Crellock with a furious cry. "I might have seen it +if I had not been a fool. Come down quick! They've not gone far." + +Candle in hand, Hallam came staggering down the stairs with his eyes +staring and his face blotched with patches of white. + +"They've gone," he stammered hoarsely. "What for? Where have they +gone?" + +"Out into the dark night," cried Crellock furiously. "There is only one +way that they could go, and we must have them before they reach the +town." + +"Town!" faltered Hallam; "town!" for in the horror of his waking and the +conscience hauntings of the moment, he seemed to see two ghastly white +faces looking up at him from the black waters of the harbour. + +"Yes, come along, follow me as quickly as you can," roared Crellock; and +going swiftly through the dining-room he crossed the verandah and dashed +out into the thick darkness that seemed to rise up as a protecting wall +on behalf of those whom he pursued. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +THE FLIGHT. + +"I am so weak, my child," sighed Mrs Hallam, "that my heart fails me. +What shall I do?" + +Julia stood over her dressed for flight, and a chill of despair seized +her. + +"Oh, mother, try--try," she whispered. + +"I am trying, Julie. I am fighting so hard, but you cannot realise the +step I am trying to take; you cannot see it, my child, as it is spread +before me." + +"Let us stay then," whispered Julie, "and to-morrow I will appeal to Sir +Gordon to come to our help." + +"No," said Mrs Hallam, firmly, as if the words of her child had given +her strength, "we can ask help of no one in such a strait as this, +Julie; the act must be mine and mine alone; but now the time has come, +my child, I feel that it is too much." + +"Mother!" sobbed Julie, "that man horrifies me. You heard all that my +father said. I would sooner die than become his wife." + +Mrs Hallam caught her arm with a sharp grip, and remained silent for a +few moments. "Yes," she said at last, "and much as I love you, my own, +I would sooner see you dead than married to such a man as he. You have +given me the courage I failed in, my darling. For myself, I would live +and bear until the end; but I am driven to it--I am driven to it. +Come." + +They were standing in the dark, and now for the time being Mrs Hallam +seemed transformed. Gathering her cloak about her, she went quickly to +the door and listened, and then turned and whispered to Julia. + +"Come at once," she said. "Follow me down." Julia drew a long breath +and followed her, trembling, the boards of the lightly-built house +cracking loudly as she passed quickly to the stairs. And again in the +silence and darkness these cracked as they passed down. + +In the hall Mrs Hallam hesitated for a moment, and then, putting her +lips to Julia's ear: + +"Stop!" she whispered. + +Julia stood listening, and with her eyes strained towards where a light +shone beneath the ill-fitting study-door from which, in the stillness, +the heavy stertorous breathing of Hallam could be heard. She could +hear, too, the faint rustle of Mrs Hallam's dress as she paced along +the hall; and as Julia gazed in the direction she had taken, the light +that streamed from beneath, and some faint rays from the side, showed +indistinctly a misty figure which sank down on its knees and remained +for a few moments. + +The silence was awful to the trembling girl, who could not repress a +faint cry as she heard a loud cough coming from beyond the dining-room. + +But she, too, drew her breath hard, and set her teeth as if the nearness +of her enemy provoked her to desperate resistance, and she stood waiting +there firmly, but wondering the while whether they would be able to +escape or be stopped in the act of flight by Crellock, whom she knew to +be watching there. + +She dare not call, though she felt that her mother was again overcome by +the terrors of the step they had resolved to take, and the moments +seemed interminable before there was a change in the light beneath the +door, and a faint rustle mingled with the heavy breathing. Then her +hand was clasped by one like ice in its coldness, and, as if repeating +the prayer she had been uttering, Julia heard her mother say in a faint +whisper: + +"It is for her sake--for hers alone." + +Julia drew her into the drawing-room as they had planned, and closed the +door. Then Mrs Hallam seemed to breathe more freely. + +"The weakness has passed," she said softly. "We must lose no time." + +They crossed the room carefully to where a dim light showed the French +window to be, and Mrs Hallam laid her hand upon it firmly, and turned +the fastening after slipping the bolt. + +"Keep a good heart, my darling," she said. "You are not afraid?" + +"Not of our journey, mother," said Julia in agitated tones; "but of--a +listener." + +"Hist!" whispered Mrs Hallam, drawing back; and the window which she +had opened swung to with a faint click, as the firm pace of Crellock was +heard coming along the verandah; and as they stood there in the darkness +they could see the dim figure pass the window. + +Had he stretched forth a hand, he would have felt the glass door yield, +and have entered and found them there; and, knowing this, they stood +listening to the beating of their hearts till the figure passed on and +they heard the step of the self-constituted sentry grow faint on the +other side of the house. + +"Julie, are you ready?" + +"Yes, mother; let us go--anywhere, so that I may not see that man +again." + +Mrs Hallam uttered a sigh of relief, for her child's words had supplied +her once more with the power that was failing. + +"It is for her sake," she muttered again. Then, in a low whisper: +"Quick! your hand. Come." And they stepped out into the verandah, drew +the door to without daring to stop to catch it, and the next minute they +were threading their way amongst the trees of the garden, and making for +the gate. + +The darkness was now intense, and though the faint twinkling of lights +showed them the direction of the town, they had not gone far before they +found themselves astray from the path, and after wandering here and +there for a few minutes, Mrs Hallam paused in dread, for she found that +there was now another enemy in her way upon which she had not counted. + +She spoke very calmly, though, as Julia uttered a gasp. + +"The wind is rising," she said, "and it will soon grow lighter. Let us +keep on." + +They walked on slowly and cautiously in and out among the trees of what +was, in the darkness, a complete wilderness. At times they were +struggling through bushes that impeded their progress, and though time +after time the track seemed to be found, they were deceived. It was as +if Nature were fighting against them to keep them within reach of Hallam +and his friend, and, though they toiled on, a second hour had elapsed +and found them still astray. + +But now, as they climbed a steep slope, the wind came with a gust, the +clouds were chased before it, there was the glint of a star or two, and +Mrs Hallam uttered an exclamation. + +"There!" she cried, "to the left. I can see the lights now." + +Catching Julia's hand more firmly, she hurried on, for the night was now +comparatively light, but neither uttered a word of their thoughts as +they gave a frightened glance back at a dim object on the hill behind, +for they awoke to the fact that they had been wandering round and about +the hill and gully, returning on their steps, and were not five hundred +yards away from their starting-point. + +At the end of a quarter of an hour the stars were out over half the +vault of heaven, and to their great joy the path was found--the rough +track leading over the unoccupied land to the town. + +"Courage! my child," whispered Mrs Hallam; "another hour or two and we +shall be there." + +"I am trying to be brave, dear," whispered back Julia as the track +descended into another gully; "but this feeling of dread seems to chill +me, and--oh! listen!" + +Mrs Hallam stopped, and plainly enough behind them there was the sound +of bushes rustling; but the sound ceased directly. + +"Some animal--that is all," said Mrs Hallam, and they passed on. + +Once more they heard the sound, and then, as they were ascending a +little eminence before descending another of the undulations of the +land, there came the quick beat of feet, and mother and daughter had +joined in a convulsive grasp. + +"We are followed," panted Mrs Hallam. "We must hide." + +As she spoke they were on the summit of the slope, with their figures +against the sky-line to any one below, and in proof of this there was a +shout from a short distance below, and a cry of "Stop!" + +"Crellock!" muttered Mrs Hallam, and she glanced from side to side for +a place of concealment, but only to see that the attempt to hide would +be only folly. + +"Can you run, Julie?" she whispered. + +For answer Julia started off, and for about a hundred yards they ran +down the slope, and then stopped, panting. They could make no further +effort save that of facing their pursuer, who dashed down to them +breathless. + +"A pretty foolish trick," he cried. "Mercy I found you gone, and came. +What did you expect would become of you out here in the night?" + +"Loose my hand," cried Julia angrily; "I will not come back." + +"Indeed, but you will, little wifie. There, it's of no use to struggle; +you are mine, and must." + +"Julia, hold by me," cried Mrs Hallam frantically. "Help!" + +"Hah!" + +That ejaculation was from Crellock, for as Mrs Hallam's appeal for help +rang out amongst the trees of the gully into which they had descended, +there was the dull sound of a heavy blow, and their assailant fell with +a crash amongst the low growth of scrub. + +"This way," said a familiar voice. "Do you want to join Thisbe King?" + +"Yes, yes," cried Julia, sobbing now; "but how did you know?" + +"How did I know!" was the reply, half sadly, half laughingly. "Oh, I +have played the spy: waiting till you wanted help." + +"Christie Bayle!" wailed Mrs Hallam; "my friend in need." + +He did not answer. He hardly heard her words as Mrs Hallam staggered +on by his side, for two little hands were clinging to his arm, Julia's +head was resting against him, as she nestled closer and closer, and his +heart beat madly, for it seemed to him as if it was in his breast that +Julia Hallam would seek for safety in her time of need. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +IN SANCTUARY. + +"Let them come if they dare, my dear," said Thisbe stoutly. "I've only +waited for this. You know how I've never said word against him, but +have seen and borne everything." + +"Yes, yes," sighed Mrs Hallam. + +"For, I said to myself, the day will come when she will see everything +in its true light, and then--" + +Thisbe said no more, but cut her sentence in half by closing her lips +more tightly than they had ever been closed before, as, with a smile, +she busied herself about Julia and her mother. + +"I was in a way last night," she said cheerily, as she straightened +first one thing and then another in the modest lodgings she had secured, +"but I daren't come away for fear you might get here while I was looking +for you. You don't know the relief I felt when Mr Bayle knocked at the +door with you two poor tired things. There, you needn't say a word, +only be quiet and rest." + +Thisbe nodded from one to the other, and smiled as if there was not a +trouble in the world. Then she stood rolling up her apron, and +moistening her lips, as if there was something she wanted to say but +hesitated. At last she went to Mrs Hallam's side, and took hold of the +sleeve of her dress. + +"Let me go and ask Mr Bayle to take berths for you on board the first +ship that's going to sail, and get taken away from this dreadful place." + +Mrs Hallam gazed at her wistfully, but did not answer for a few +moments. + +"I must think, Thibs," she said. "_I_ must think; and now I cannot, for +I feel as if I am stunned." + +"Then lie down a bit, my dear Miss Milly. Do, dear. She ought to, +oughtn't she, Miss Julie? There, I knew she would. It's to make her +strong." + +It was as if old girlish days had come back, for Mrs Hallam yielded +with a sigh to the stronger will of the faithful old servant, letting +her lift and lay her down, and closing her eyes with a weary sigh. + +"Now I may go to Mr Bayle, mayn't I?" + +"No," said Mrs Hallam sternly. + +"Then to Sir Gordon, and ask him to help us?" + +"No," said Mrs Hallam again; "I must work alone in this--and I will." + +She closed her eyes, and in a few minutes seemed to have dropped off +asleep, when Thisbe signed to Julia to accompany her out of the room. + +"Don't you fret and trouble yourself, my darling," she whispered. "I'll +take care no one comes and troubles you. She's worn out with suffering, +and no doctor would do her good, or we'd soon have the best in the town. +What she wants is rest and peace, and your dear loving hands to hold +her. If anything will ease her that's it." + +She kissed Julia, and the next moment the girl's arms were clasped about +her neck, and she sobbed upon her breast. + +"It's so terrible," she cried. "I can't bear it! I can't bear it! I +tried so hard to love him, but--but--" + +"An angel with wings couldn't have loved such a father as that, my +dear." + +"Thibs!" + +"Well, there, then, I won't say much, my darling; but don't you fret. +You've both done quite right, for there's a pynte beyond which no one +can go." + +"But if we could win him back to--" + +"Make you marry that man Crellock! Oh, my darling, there's no winning +him back. I said nothing and stood by you both to let you try, and I +was ready to forgive everything; but oh, my pet! I knew how bad it all +was from the very first." + +"No, no, Thibs, you didn't think him guilty when he was sent out here." + +"Think, my dear! No: I knew it, and so did Sir Gordon and Mr Bayle, +but for her sake they let her go on believing in him. Oh! my dear, only +that there's you here, I want to know why such a man was ever allowed to +live." + +"Thibs, he is my father," cried Julia angrily. + +"Yes, my dear, and there's no changing it, much as I've thought about +it." + +Julia stood thinking. + +"I shall go to him," she said at last, "with you, and tell him why we +have left him. I feel, Thibs, as if I must ask him to forgive me, for I +am his child." + +"You wait a bit, my dear, and then talk about forgiveness by-and-by. +You've got to stay with your poor mother now. Why, if you left her on +such an errand as that, what would happen if he kept you, and wouldn't +let you come back?" + +Julia's eyes dilated, and her careworn face grew paler. + +"He would not do that." + +"He and that Crellock would do anything, I believe. There, you can't do +that now. You've got to sit and watch by her." + +"Julia!" came in an excited voice from the next room. + +"There, what did I tell you, my dear?" said Thisbe; and she hurried +Julia back and closed the door. + +"They'll go back and forgive him if he only comes and begs them to, and +he'll finish breaking her heart," said Thisbe, as she went down. "Oh, +there never was anything so dreadful as a woman's weakness when once she +has loved a man. But go back they shall not if I can help it, and what +to do for the best I don't know." + +She went into the little sitting-room, seated herself, and began rolling +her apron up tightly, as she rocked herself to and fro, and all the time +kept on biting her lips. + +"I daren't," she said. "She would never forgive me if she knew. No, I +couldn't." + +She went on rocking herself to and fro. + +"I will--I will do it. It's right, for it's to save them; it's to save +her life, poor dear, and my darling from misery." + +She started from her chair, wringing her hands, and with her face +convulsed, ending by falling on her knees with clasped hands. + +"Oh, please God, no," she cried, "don't--don't suffer that--that darling +child to be dragged down to such a fate. I couldn't bear it. I'd +sooner die! For ever and ever. Amen." + +She sobbed as she crouched lower and lower, suffering an agony of spirit +greater than had ever before fallen to her lot, and then rose, calm and +composed, to wipe her eyes. + +"I'll do it, and if it's wicked may I be forgiven. I can't bear it, and +there's only that before he puts the last straw on." + +There was a loud tap at the door just then, evidently given by a hard +set of knuckles. + +"It's them!" cried Thisbe excitedly; "it's them!" The door was locked +and bolted, and she glanced round the room as if in search of a weapon. +Then going to the window, she looked sidewise through the panes, and her +hard, angry face softened a little, and she opened the window. + +"How did you know I was wanting you to come?" + +Tom Porter's hard brown face lit up with delight. "Was you?" he cried; +"was you, Thisbe? Lor'! how nice it looks to see you in a little house +like this, and me coming to the door; but you might let me in. Are you +all alone?" + +"Don't you get running your thick head up against a wall, Tom Porter, or +you'll hurt it. And now, look here, don't you get smirking at me again +in that way, or off you go about your business, and I'll never look at +you again." + +"But Thisbe, my dear, I only--" + +"Don't only, then," she said, in a fierce whisper; "and don't growl like +that, or you'll frighten them as is upstairs into thinking it's some one +else." + +"All right, my lass; all right. Only you are very hard on a man. You +was hard at King's Castor, you was harder up at Clerkenwell, while now +we're out here rocks is padded bulkheads to you." + +"I can't help it, Tom; I'm in trouble," said Thisbe more gently. + +"Are you, my lass? Well, let me pilot you out." + +"Yes, I think you shall," she said, "I wanted you to come." + +"Now, that's pleasant," said Tom Porter, smiling; "and it does me good, +for the way in which I wants to help you, Thisbe, is a wonder even to +me." + +"Oh, yes, I know," she said grimly. "Now then, why did you come?" + +"You said you wanted me." + +"Yes; but tell me first why you came." + +"The Admiral sent me to say that he was waiting for the missus's +commands, and might he come down and see her on very partic'lar +business? He couldn't write, his hand's all a shake, and he ain't been +asleep all night." + +"Tell him, and tell Mr Bayle, too, that my mistress begs that she may +be left alone for the present. She says she will send to them if she +wants their help." + +"Right it is," said Tom Porter. "Now then, what did _you_ want along o' +me?" + +Thisbe's face hardened and then grew convulsed, and the tears sprang to +her eyes. Then it seemed to harden up again, and she took hold of Tom +Porter's collar and whispered to him quickly. + +"Phe-ew!" whistled Sir Gordon's man. + +She went on whispering in an excited way. + +"Yes, I understand," he said. + +She whispered to him again more earnestly than ever. + +"Yes. Not tell a soul--and only if--" + +"Yes." + +"Only if--" + +"Yes, yes," whispered Thisbe. "Mind, I depend upon you." + +"If Tom Porter's a living soul," he replied, "it's done. But you do +mean it?" + +"I mean it," said Thisbe King. "Now go." + +"One moment, my lass," he said. "I've been very humble, and humble I +am; but when this trouble's over and smooth water comes, will you?" + +Thisbe did not answer for a few moments, and then it was in a softened +voice. + +"Tom Porter," she said, "there's one upstairs half dead with misery, and +her darling child suffering more than words can tell. My poor heart's +full of them; don't ask me now." + +Tom Porter gave his lips a smart slap and hurried down the street, while +Thisbe closed the window and went back to her chair, to rock herself to +and fro again, with her hands busily rolling and unrolling her apron. + +"I've done it," she said; "but it all rests on him. It's his own +doing." + +Then, after a pause: + +"How long will it be before they find out where we are? Not long. +Hah!" + +Thisbe King passed her hands up and down her bare brawny arms, and her +face tightened for the encounter which she felt must come before long. + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +THE BLOW FALLS. + +It was close upon evening before the trouble Thisbe expected came. Tom +Porter had been again, tapped at the door, and when Thisbe went to the +window he had contorted his face in the most horrible manner, closing +his left eye, and then walked off without a word. + +Thisbe watched till he was out of sight, and then returned to her chair. + +"He's to be trusted," she said to herself. "It's a pity he wants to +marry me. We're much better as we are; and who knows but what he might +turn wild? There's only one thing in his favour, he ain't a handsome +man." + +Now Tom Porter at fifty looked to be about the last person in the world +to turn wild, but Thisbe's experiences had done much to harden her +virgin heart. + +At least a dozen times over she had slipped off her shoes and ascended +the stairs to find that, utterly exhausted, Mrs Hallam and Julia were +sleeping heavily, the latter on a chair, with her arms clasped about her +mother's neck. + +"Poor dears!" said Thisbe, as she descended; "I daren't wake them, but +they ought to have a cup of tea." + +"Ah," she exclaimed softly, "what would she say? I shall never dare to +look her in the face again." + +At last the trouble came. + +"I knew it," said Thisbe, as she heard the steps at the door. "He was +bound to find us. Yes, they're both there. Well, it's his own work and +not mine. What shall I do?" + +She rose from her chair, looking very resolute. "I'll face them bold. +It's the only way." + +She heard the murmur of men's voices, and then there was a rap at the +door given with the handle of a whip. She went to the door, unfastened +and threw it open. + +"What is it?" she said. + +Hallam and Crellock were on the threshold, and the latter exclaimed, as +soon as he saw her: + +"I thought so." + +They stepped in quickly, and Thisbe's lips tightened as she was forced +to back before them, and the door swung to. + +"Where is your mistress?" said Hallam sharply. + +"Asleep. Worn out and ill." + +"Where's my daughter?" + +"With her mother: upstairs." + +"I'll soon have an end of this fooling," he exclaimed; and as Thisbe +stood with her arms folded, she seemed to see a flash of the old look +she remembered--the look she hated--when they were at Castor years +before. + +Hallam threw open the door at the foot of the narrow staircase, while +Crellock seated himself astride a chair with his hat on and beat his +boot with his whip. + +"Millicent! Julie!" cried Hallam fiercely, and there were footsteps +heard above, for the arrival had awakened those who slept. "Come down +at once." + +He let the door swing to and began to pace the little room, muttering to +himself, and evidently furious with rage at his wife's desertion. + +Crellock watched him from the corner of his eyes, and from time to time +unconsciously applied his hand to a great discolouration on the cheek. +He was evidently quite satisfied, for Hallam needed no egging on to the +task, and he felt that this episode would hasten his marriage. + +"Are you coming?" cried Hallam, after a few minutes, and as he flung +back the door, that of the bedroom was heard to open, and Mrs Hallam +and Julia came down, both very pale, but with a firmness in their +countenances that sent a thrill of joy through Thisbe. + +"There you are then," cried Hallam, as they stood before him. "Ah! +I've a good mind to--" + +He raised his hand and made a feint as if to strike the pale, suffering +woman. With a cry of horror, Julia flung herself between them, her eyes +flashing, her dread gone, and in its place, indignant horror sweeping +away the last feeling of pity and compunction for the brutalised man to +whom she owed her birth. + +"Now then," cried Hallam. "You've both had your fool's game out, so put +on your bonnets and come home." Mrs Hallam passed her hand round Julia +and remained silent. + +"Do you hear?" cried Hallam. "I say, put on your things and come home. +As for you, madam, you shall have a home of your own, and a husband, +before you know where you are. Come; stir!" he cried, with a stamp. +"This is my home," said Mrs Hallam, sternly. "What!" + +"Robert Hallam, the last thread that bound me to you is broken," she +continued, in a calm, judicial voice. "We are separated for ever." + +"You're mad," cried Hallam, with a laugh. "Come, no nonsense, ma'am! +Don't make a scene, for I'm not in the humour to put up with much. Come +out of this house or--" + +He made a step or two towards the door, for Thisbe had thrown it open, +having seen Bayle pass the window with Sir Gordon. Then he seized the +door to fling it in their faces; but Thisbe held it firmly, and they +walked in, Hallam himself giving way. + +"Coward!" snarled Crellock in his ear, as he started up, whip in hand. + +"Mrs Hallam," said Sir Gordon, "you must forgive this intrusion. I am +sure we are wanted here." + +"Wanted here!" cried Hallam savagely; "no, you are not wanted here. +I'll have no more interferences from such as you; you've both been the +curse of my life." + +Sir Gordon turned upon him with a calm look of disgust and contempt, +which at another time would have made him quail; but, fevered with +brandy as he was, the effect was to make him more beside himself. + +"As you are here, both of you, let me tell you this: that I don't kick +you out because one of you is a weak, doddering old idiot, the other-- +oh, his cloth must protect Mr Bayle. Now what do you want?" + +"Be calm, Julia," whispered Bayle. "No harm shall befall either of +you." + +Crellock advanced menacingly, but Sir Gordon interposed. + +"Mrs Hallam, as your father's old friend, I must interfere for your +protection now." + +"Must you?" cried Hallam fiercely, "then I tell you that you won't. +This is my house, taken by my wife. That is my wife. That is my child, +and in a few days she will be the wife of this gentleman, my oldest +friend. Now go. Millicent--Julie--get on your things, and come, or, by +all that's holy, we'll drag you through the streets." + +Julia clung to Bayle, and turned her flushed face to him as if asking +help; while, with a look of calm contempt, he patted the hand he held, +and glanced at Mrs Hallam, for something seemed to warn him that the +crisis had arrived. + +"I have told you, Robert Hallam," she said, in a calm, firm voice, that +grew in strength as she went on, "that from this hour we are separated, +never to be man and wife again. I clung to you in all a woman's proud +faith in her husband. I loved you as dearly as woman could love. When +you were condemned of all, I defended you, and believed you honest." + +"Bah!" he exclaimed; "enough of this!" and he took a step forward, but +quailed before her gaze. + +"You crushed my love. You made me your wretched innocent tool and slave +when you brought me here, and at last you brutally told me all the cruel +truth. Even then, heartbroken, I clung to you, and suffered in silence. +God knows how I tried to bring you to penitence and a better life. I +forgave all for the sake of our child; and in my love for her I would +have gone on bearing all." + +"Have you nearly done?" he said mockingly. + +"Nearly," she said, in the same firm, clear tones; and she seemed to +tower above him, pale and noble of aspect, while he, drink-brutalised +and blotched, seemed to shrink. + +"I say I would have borne everything, even if you had beaten me like a +dog. But when--oh, my God, judge between us and forgive me if I have +done wrong!--when I am called upon to see my innocent child dragged down +by you to the fate of being the wife of the villain who has been your +partner in all your crimes, my soul revolts, and I say--from this hour +all between us is at an end." + +"And I say," he yelled, "that you are my wife, this my child, and you +shall obey me. Come; I am master here." + +He made a snatch at her arm, but she raised it before him, with +outstretched palm, and her voice rang out with a cry that made him +shrink and cower. + +"Stop!" + +There was a moment's utter silence, broken by the softly heard tramp of +feet. + +"Husband no longer, father of my child no more. Robert Hallam, you are +my convict servant! I discharge you. Leave this house!" + +Hallam took a step back, literally stunned by the words of the outraged +woman, who for so long a time had been his slave, while Bayle uttered a +long sighing sound as if relieved of some terrible weight. + +For a time no one spoke, but all turned from gazing on the prominent +figure of that group, to Hallam, who stood clenching and unclenching his +hands, and gasping as if trying to recover from the shock he had +received. + +He essayed to speak as he glared at Mrs Hallam, and scowled at her as +if each look were an arrow to wound and bring her to his feet humbled +and appealing as of old; but the arrows glanced from the armour of +indignant maternal love with which she was clothed; and, drawn up to her +full height, scornful and defiant as she seemed, her look absolutely +made him quail. + +_Tramp--tramp--tramp--tramp_. + +The regular march of disciplined men coming nearer and nearer, but heard +by none within that room, as Crellock, with a coarse laugh, bent +forward, and whispered in his companion's ear: + +"Why, man, are you going to submit to this?" + +"No!" roared Hallam, as if his gang-companion's words had broken a +spell. "No! The woman's mad! Julia, you are my child. Come here!" + +Julia met the eyes that were fixed fiercely upon her, and stepped +forward. + +Bayle tried to arrest her, but she raised her hand to keep him back, and +then placed it on her father's arm, trembling and looking white. Then +she reached up, and kissed him solemnly upon the cheek. + +"There, gentlemen," he cried triumphantly. "You see. Now, wife--my +wife, come to your convict servant--come--home." + +He passed his arm round Julia's waist, and signed to Crellock to come +forward, but his child glided from his grasp. + +"Good-bye--father--good-bye--for ever." + +He made a snatch at her hand; but she had gone, and was clinging to +Bayle. + +Hallam uttered a fierce oath, and then listened: stopped short with his +head wrenched round to gaze at the door. + +For at that moment the tramp of feet reached the entrance, and a voice +rang out: + +"Halt!" + +There was the rattle of muskets on the path, and as, ghastly of face, +and with starting eyes, Robert Hallam saw in imagination the interior of +the prison, the grim convict dress, the chains, and the lash, the door +was thrown open, and Captain Otway entered, followed by a sergeant and a +file of the convict guard, a squad remaining outside, drawn up before +the house. + +Otway glanced round, his brow furrowed, and his lips tightened, as his +eyes fell on Mrs Hallam and her child. + +It was but a momentary emotion. Then the stern military precision +asserted itself, and he said quickly: + +"Robert Hallam, number 874, assigned servant, I arrest you for breaking +the terms of your pass. Sergeant, remove this man." + +Two men stepped to Hallam's side on the instant. + +"Curse you," he yelled, as he started forward to reach his wife, but a +strong hand on either arm stayed him. "This is your work." + +She shook her head slowly, and Julia darted to her side, for the +firmness that had sustained her so far was failing fast. + +"No," she said slowly; "it is no work of mine." + +"Then I have to thank my dear friend the Baronet here," he cried with a +vindictive look at Sir Gordon. + +"No, Hallam. I have known for months past that you have been living in +wild excess on the money you stole from me, but I spared you for others' +sake." + +"Oh, I see, then," cried Hallam, turning to Bayle; "it was you--you +beggarly professor of--" + +"Stay your reproaches," cried Bayle sternly. "I could not have taken +steps against you had I wished." + +"If it'll make it easier for Mr Hallam to know who gave information +again him," said a voice at the door, "it was me." + +"Tom Porter!" cried Sir Gordon. + +"Ay, ay, sir." + +"Remove your prisoner," said Captain Otway sternly. Crellock stepped +forward with a blustering swagger. + +"Am I included in this?" he said. + +"No, sir," said Captain Otway sternly. "I have no orders about you--at +present. Take my advice and go." Crellock made a step toward Julia, +but she shrank from him in horror, and the next minute he was literally +forced out by the soldiers with their prisoner, the door closed, and a +low, wailing voice arose: + +"Julia!" + +"Mother, dear mother, I am here," cried Julia, kneeling and supporting +the stricken woman on her breast. + +"Hold me, my darling, tightly," she moaned. "It is growing dark--is +this the end?" + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +THE GOOD THAT WAS IN HIM. + +"Hi! Sir Gordon!" + +The old gentleman turned as a big-bearded man cantered up over the rough +land by the track, some six months after the prison gates had closed +upon Robert Hallam. + +"Oh, it's you!" said Sir Gordon, shading his eyes from the blazing sun. +"Well?" + +"Don't be rough on a fellow, Sir Gordon. I've been a big blackguard, I +know, but somehow I never had a chance from the first. I want to do the +right thing now." + +"Humph! Pretty well time," said the old man. "Well, what is it?" + +The man hesitated as if struggling with shame, and he thought himself +weak, but he struck his boot heavily with his whip, and took off his +broad felt hat. + +"I'll do it," he said sharply to himself. Then, aloud: "Look here, sir, +I'm sick of it." + +"Humph! then you'd better leave it," said the old man with an angry +sneer. "Go and give yourself up, and join your old companion." + +"That's rough!" said Crellock with a grim smile. "How hard you good +people can be on a fellow when he's down!" + +"What have you ever done to deserve anything else, you scoundrel?" cried +Sir Gordon fiercely. "Twenty thousand pounds of my money you and your +rogue of a companion had, and I'm tramping through this blazing sun, +while you ride a blood horse." + +"Take the horse then," said Crellock good-humouredly. "I don't want +it!" + +"You know I'm too old to ride it, you dog, or you wouldn't offer it." + +"There, you see, when a fellow does want to turn over a new leaf you +good people won't let him." + +"Won't let him? Where's your book and where's your leaf?" + +"Book? Oh, I'm the book, Sir Gordon, and you won't listen to what's on +the leaf." + +Sir Gordon seated himself on a great tussock of soft grass, took out his +gold-rimmed glasses, put them on deliberately and stared up at the +great, fine-looking, bronzed man. + +"Hah!" he said at last. "You, a man who can talk like that! Why, you +might have been a respectable member of society, and here you are--" + +"Out on pass in a convict settlement. Say it, Sir Gordon. Well, what +wonder? It all began with Hallam when I was a weak young fool, and +thought him with his good looks and polished ways a sort of hero. I got +into trouble with him; he escaped because I wouldn't tell tales, and I +had to bear the brunt, and after that I never had a chance." + +"Ah, there was a nice pair of you." + +Crellock groaned and seemed about to turn away, but the man's good +genius had him tightly gripped that day, and he smiled again. + +"Don't be hard on me, Sir Gordon. I want to say something to you. I +was going to your friend, Mr Christie Bayle, but--I couldn't do that." + +Sir Gordon watched him curiously. + +"You haven't turned bushranger, then? You're not going to rob me?" + +"No," said Crellock grimly. "Haven't I robbed you enough!" + +"Humph! Well?" + +"Ah, that's better," said Crellock; "now you'll listen to me. The fact +is, sir, I've been thinking, since I've been living all alone, that +forty isn't too old for a man to begin again." + +"Too old? No, man. Why, I'm--there, never mind how old. Older than +that, and I'm going to begin again. Forty! Why, you're a boy!" + +"Well, Sir Gordon, I'm going to begin the square. I gave up the drink +because--there, never mind why," he said huskily. "I had a reason, and +now I'm going to make a start." + +"Well, go and do it, then. What are you going to do?" + +"Oh, get up the country, sir, stockman or shepherding." + +"Wolfing, you mean, sir." + +"Oh, no, I don't, Sir Gordon," said Crellock, laughing. "There's plenty +of work to be got, and I like horses and cattle better than I do men +now." + +"Well, look here," said Sir Gordon testily; "I don't believe you." + +"Eh?" + +"I don't believe you, sir. If you meant all this you'd have gone and +begun it instead of talking. There, be off. I'm hot and tired, and +want to be alone." Crellock frowned again, but his good genius gave him +another grip of the shoulder, and the smile came back. "You don't +understand me yet, Sir Gordon," he said. "No, I never shall." + +"I wanted to tell you, sir, that since Hallam was taken, I've been +living up in the Gully House. I'd nowhere else to go, and I was +desperate like. I thought every day that you or somebody would come and +take possession, but no one did. Law seems all anyhow out here. Then +the days went on. This horse had been down--sprained leg from a bad +jump." + +"Confound your horse, sir! I don't want to hear your stable twaddle," +cried Sir Gordon. + +Crellock seemed to swallow a lump in his throat, and paused, but he went +on after a while: + +"The poor brute was a deal hurt, and tending and bandaging his leg +seemed to do me good like. Then I used to send one of the blacks to +town for food." + +"And drink?" said Sir Gordon acidly. + +"No--for tea; and I've lived up there with the horses ever since. +There's--" + +"Well, why don't you go on, man?" + +"Give me time," said Crellock, who had stopped short. "There's Miss +Hallam's mare there, too. She was very fond of that mare," he added +huskily. + +Sir Gordon's eyes seemed half shut, as he watched the man and noted the +changes in his voice. + +"Well, sir, I've lived there six months now, and nobody has taken any +notice. There's the furniture and the house, and there's a whole lot of +money left yet of what Mrs Hallam brought over." + +"Well?" + +"Well! why, Sir Gordon, it's all yours, of course, and I've been waiting +for weeks to have this talk to you. I couldn't come to the cottage." + +"Why not?" + +Crellock shook his head. + +"No, I couldn't come there. I've laid in wait for you when you were +going down to your boat for a sail, but that Tom Porter was always with +you; and I didn't want to write. I didn't think you'd come if I did. +You'd have thought it was a plant, and set the authorities after me, and +I didn't want that because I've had enough of convict life." + +"Humph! Well, what do you want me to do?" + +"Come and take possession, Sir Gordon, and have the house taken care of. +There's her mare there, you see. Then there's the money; no one but +Hallam and me knows where it's hidden. I shouldn't like the place to +fall into anybody's hands." + +"But you? You want to give all this up to me?" + +"Of course, sir. It's all yours. It was the bank money that bought +everything." + +"And what are you going to do?" + +"Oh, I'm sick of it all, sir, and I want to start clear. I shall go up +the country. I think I'm a clever stockman." + +"And you give up everything?" + +The man set his teeth. + +"Yes, sir," he said, firmly, as he turned and patted the horse's neck as +it stood close by, cropping the tender shoots of a bush; and it raised +its head and laid its muzzle in his hand. "I should like you to see +that Joey here had a good master. I threw him down once, and doctoring +seemed to make him fond of me. He's a good horse. It's a pity you're +too old to ride." + +"Confound you! how dare you?" cried Sir Gordon. + +"I'm not too old to ride, sir. I--I--" he started up with his lip +quivering. "Here! here! sit down, Crellock. Confound you, sir, I never +met with such a scoundrel in all my life!" + +Crellock looked at him curiously, and then, throwing the bridle on the +ground, he sat down, while Sir Gordon paced up and down in a quick, +fidgety walk. + +"Have you got anything more to say, sir?" he cried at last. + +Crellock was silent for a few moments, and then, drawing a long breath, +he said: + +"How is Mrs Hallam, sir?" + +"Dying," said Sir Gordon, shortly. "It is a matter of days. Well, is +that all?" + +There was another interval before Crellock spoke. + +"Will you take a message for me, sir, to those up yonder?" + +"No!--Yes." + +The words would not come for some moments, and when they did come they +were very husky. + +"I want you to ask Mrs Hallam to forgive me my share of the past." + +"Is that all?" + +"No, Sir Gordon. Tell Miss Julia that for her sake I did give up the +drink; that I'm going up now into the bush; that for her sake I'm doing +all this; and that I shall never forget the gentle face that bent over +me outside the prison walls." + +He turned to go, and had gone a score of yards, walking quickly, but +with the horse following, when Sir Gordon called out: + +"Stop!" + +Crellock stood still, and Sir Gordon walked up to him slowly. + +"You are right, Crellock," he said in a quiet, changed tone. "I believe +you. You never had a chance." + +He held out his hand, which the other did not take. + +"Shake hands, man." + +"I am a convict, sir," said Crellock proudly. + +"Shake hands," cried Sir Gordon firmly; and he took the strong, brown +hand, slowly raised. + +"There is my forgiveness for the past--and--yes--that of the truest, +sweetest woman I ever knew. Now, as to your future, do as you say, go +into the bush and take up land--new land in this new country, and begin +your new life. I shall touch nothing at the Gully House--place, horses, +money, they are yours." + +"Mine?" exclaimed Crellock. + +"Yes; I have more than ever I shall want; and as to that money which I +had always looked upon as lost, if it makes you into what you say you +will strive to be, it is the best investment I ever made." + +"But--" + +"Good-bye." + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TWENTY. + +OVERHEARD. + +Sir Gordon Bourne looked ten years younger as he walked towards the +cottage on the bluff. The hill was steep to climb, and the sun was +torrid in its heat; but he forgot the discomfort and climbed higher and +higher till he reached the rough fence that surrounded the grounds, and +there stood, with his hat off, wiping his brow and gazing at the +glorious prospect of sea and land. + +"I feel almost like a good fairy this morning," he said, with a laugh. +"Ah! how beautiful it all is, and what a pity that such an Eden should +be made the home of England's worst." + +He opened the rough gate and entered the grounds, that were admirably +kept by a couple of convict servants, watched over by Tom Porter, +crossed a patch of lawn, and was about to go up to the house, but a +pleasantly-placed rustic seat, beneath the shelter of a gum-tree, and +nearly surrounded by Austral shrubs, emitting their curious aromatic +scent in the hot sunshine, tempted him to rest; and in a few minutes, +overcome by the exertions of the morning, his head bowed down upon his +breast, and he dropped into a light doze. + +He was aroused by voices--one low, deep, and earnest, the other low and +deep, but silvery and sweet, and with a tender ring in it that brought +up memories of a little, low-roofed drawing-room in the quiet +Lincolnshire town; and a curious dimness came over the old man's eyes. + +The speakers were behind him, hidden by a veil of soft grey-green +leaves; and as Sir Gordon involuntarily listened, one voice said in +trembling tones: + +"I dared not even look forward to such an end." + +"But ever since others began to set me thinking of such things, I have +waited, for I used to say, some day he will ask me to be his wife." + +"And you loved me, Julie?" + +"Loved you? Did you not know?" + +"But like this?" + +"Like this? Always; for when you came, all trouble seemed to go, and I +felt that I was safe." + +The voices paused, and Sir Gordon sat up, leaning upon his stick and +thinking aloud. + +"Well, I have always hoped it would be so--no, not always; and now it +seems as if he were going to rob me of a child." + +He sat gazing straight before him, seeing nothing of the soft blue sea +and sky, nor the many shades of grey and green that rolled before his +eyes, for they were filled with the face of Julia Hallam. + +"Yes," he said at last. "Why not? Ah, Bayle! Where is Julie?" + +"With her mother now. Sir Gordon--" + +"Hush! I know. I've nought to say but this: God bless you both!" + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE. + +REST. + +There had been some talk of a speedy return to the old country, but the +doctor shook his head. + +"Let her live her few hours in rest and peace," he said. "It would be +madness to attempt such a thing." And so all thought of the journey +home was set aside, and Mrs Hallam was borne up to the cottage. + +In her weakness she had protested, but Sir Gordon had quietly said: + +"Am I your father's oldest friend?" And then: "Have I not a right to +insist--for Julie's sake?" + +She yielded, and the cottage for the next few months became their home, +Bayle going down into the town, spending much of his time amongst the +convicts and seeing a good deal of the Otways. + +"That's how it's going to be," said Mrs Otway. "I always said so, +Jack." + +"Nonsense! he's old enough to be her father." + +"Perhaps so in years; but he's about the youngest man in his ways I ever +knew, while she is old and staid for her age." + +"Time proves all things," said Captain Otway. "Phil won't get her, +that's certain." + +"No; that's all over, and he is not breaking his heart about her, in +spite of all the fuss at first. Well, I'm glad for some things; I shall +be able to look Lady Eaton in the face." + +"A task you would very well have fulfilled, even if he had married Julia +Hallam. It would take a very big Lady Eaton to frighten you, my dear. +Been up to see Mrs Hallam to-day?" + +The lady nodded. + +"No hope?" + +"Not the slightest," said Mrs Otway quietly. Then after a pause: +"Jack," she said, "do you know, I think it would be wrong to wish her to +live. What has she to live for?" + +"Child--her child's husband--their children." + +Mrs Otway shook her head. + +"No; I don't think she would ever be happy again. Poor thing! if ever +woman's heart was broken, hers was. I don't like going up to see her, +but I feel obliged. There are so few women here whom one like her would +care to see. Ah, it's a sad case!" + +"Does she seem to suffer much?" + +"She does not seem to, but who knows what a quiet, patient creature will +bear without making a sign?" + +The months glided on, and still Millicent Hallam lingered as if loth to +leave the beautiful world spread before her, and on which she loved to +gaze. + +She had half-expected it, but it was still a surprise when Julia +whispered to her, as she sat beside her couch, that she was going to be +the wife of Christie Bayle. + +Mrs Hallam's eyes dilated. + +"He has asked you to be his wife?" she said, in her low, sweet voice. + +"No, mother," said Julia, as she laid her head beside her, and gazed +dreamily before her; "I don't think he asked me." + +"But, my child--you said--" + +"Yes, mother dear," said Julia innocently, "I hardly know how it came +about. It has always seemed to me that some day I should be his wife. +Why, I have always loved him! How could I help it?" + +Mrs Hallam laid her hand upon her child's glossy hair, and closed her +eyes, wondering in herself at the simple, truthful words she had heard. +One moment she felt pained, and as if it ought not to be; the next, a +flood of joy seemed to send a wave through her breast, as she thought of +the days when Julia would be alone in the world, and in whose charge +would she rather have left her than in that of Christie Bayle? + +The battle went on at intervals for days; but at last it was at an end, +and she lay back calmly as she said to herself: + +"Yes, it is right. Now I can be at rest!" + +Another month passed. Doctor Woodhouse came, as was his custom, more as +a friend than from the belief that his knowledge could be of any avail. +One particular morning he stopped to lunch, and went up again afterwards +to see Mrs Hallam, staying some little time. He left Julia with her, +and came down to where Sir Gordon was seated on the lawn with Bayle. + +The latter started up, as he saw the doctor's face, and his eyes asked +him mutely for an explanation of his look. + +The doctor answered him as mutely, while Sir Gordon saw it, and rose to +stand agitatedly by his chair. + +"Bayle," he whispered; "I thought I was prepared, but now it has come it +seems very hard to bear!" + +Bayle glided away into the house, to go upstairs, meeting Thisbe on the +way wringing her hands, and blinded with her tears. + +"I couldn't bear to stop, sir--I couldn't bear to stop," she whispered. +"It's come--it's come at last." + +Bayle entered the room softly, steeling his heart to bear with her he +loved some agonising scene. But he paused on the threshold, almost +startled by the look of peace upon the wasted face, full in the bright +Southern light. + +Mrs Hallam smiled as she saw him there; and as he crossed the room and +knelt by her side, she laid her hand in his, and feebly took Julia's and +placed them together. + +"The rest is coming now," she said. + +Julia burst into a passion of weeping. + +"Mother! Mother! If you could but live!" she sobbed. + +"Live? No, my darling, no. I am so tired--so worn and weary. I should +faint now by the way." + +She closed her eyes, smiling at them tenderly, and for the space of an +hour they watched her sleeping peacefully and well. + +And as Julia sat there with her hands clasped in Christie Bayle's strong +palms, a feeling of hopefulness and peace, to which she had long been a +stranger, came into her heart. The doctor had once said that there +might be a change for the better if his patient's mind were at rest, and +that rest seemed to have come at last. + +The afternoon had passed away, and the fast-sinking sun had turned the +clear sky to gold; and as the great orb of day descended to where a low +bank of clouds lay upon the horizon, it seemed to glide quickly from +their view. The room, but a few moments before lit up by the refulgent +glow, darkened and became gloomy; but as the glorious light streamed up +in myriad rays from behind the clouds, there was still a soft flush upon +the sick woman's face. + +A wondrous stillness seemed to have come upon the watchers, for the hope +that had been warm in Julia's breast was now chilled as if by some +unseen presence, and she turned her frightened eyes from her mother to +Bayle, and back. + +"Christie!" she cried suddenly. + +"Hush!" + +One softly-spoken, solemn-sounding word, as Christie Bayle held fast the +hand of his affianced wife, and together they sank upon their knees. + +The glowing purple clouds opened slowly, and once more as from the +dazzling golden gates of the great city on the farther shore, a wondrous +light streamed forth, filling the chamber and brightening the features +of the dying woman. + +The pain and agony of the past with their cruel lines had gone, and the +beautiful countenance shone with that look of old that he who knelt +there knew so well. But it was etherealised in its sweet calm, its +restfulness, as the still, bright eyes gazed calmly and trustfully far +out to sea. + +Julia's fingers tightened on her mother's chilling hand, and she gazed +with awe at the rapt look and gentle smile that flickered a few moments +on the trembling lips. + +Then, as the clouds closed in once more and the room grew dark, the +passionate yearning cry of the young heart burst forth in that one word, +"Mother?" + +But there was no response--no word spoken, save that as they knelt there +in the ever darkening room Christie Bayle's lips parted to whisper, in +tones so low, that they were like a sigh: + +"`Come unto Me all ye that are weary and are heavy laden, and I will +give you rest.'" + +VOLUME FOUR, CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO. + +THE DOCTOR'S GARDEN. + +The place the same. Not a change visible in all those years. The old +church with its mossed tiles and lichened walls; the familiar tones of +the chiming clock that gave notice of the passing hours, and at the top +of the market-place the old Bank--Dixons' Bank, at whose door that +drab-looking man stood talking for a few minutes--talking to Mr +Trampleasure before going home to feed his fishes in the waning light, +and then take Mrs Thickens up to the doctor's house to spend the +evening. + +And that evening. The garden unchanged in the midst of change. The old +golden glow coming through the clump of trees in the west beyond the row +of cucumber-frames--those trees that Dr Luttrell told his wife he must +cut down because they took off so much of the afternoon sun. But he had +not cut them down. He would as soon have thought of lopping off his own +right hand. + +Everything in that garden and about and in that house seemed the same at +the first glance, but there had been changes in King's Castor in the +course of years. + +There was a stone, for instance, growing very much weather-stained, +relating the virtues of one Daniel Gemp; and there was the same verse +cut in the stone that had been sent round on the funeral cards with some +pieces of sponge cake, one of which cards was framed in the parlour at +Gorringe's, his crony, who still cut up cloth as of old. + +Mrs Pinet, too, had passed away, and the widow who now had the house, +and let lodgings, painted her pots green instead of red, and robbed the +dull old place of one bit of colour. + +But the doctor's garden was the same, and so thought Christie Bayle, as +he stood in the gathering gloom six months after his return to England, +and shortly after his acceptance of the vicarage of King's Castor--at +his old friend's wish. + +There were the old sweet scents of the dewy earth, that familiar one of +the lately cut grass; there was the old hum of a beetle winging its way +round and round one of the trees; and there before him were the open +French windows, and the verandah, showing the lit-up drawing-room +furniture, the old globe lamps, and the candles on the piano just the +same. + +Had he been asleep and dreamed? and was he still the boyish curate who +fell in love and failed? + +Yes; there was little Miss Heathery going to the piano and laying down +the reticule bag, with the tail of her white handkerchief hanging out. +And there was Thickens with his hands resting on his drab trousers; and +there was the doctor, and little pleasant Mrs Luttrell, going from one +to the other, and staying longest by, and unable to keep her trembling +hands off that tall, dark, beautiful woman, who smiled down upon her in +answer to each caress. + +No change, and yet how changed! How near the bottom of the hill that +little grey old man, and that rosy little white-haired woman! How +querulous and thin sounded Mrs Thickens's voice in her old trivial +troubadour Heathery song! The years had gone, and in spite of its +likeness to the past, what a void there was--absent faces! + +No; that carefully dressed old gentleman was half behind the curtain, +and he has risen to cross to the doctor, pausing to pat the tall, +graceful woman on the arm, and nod at her affectionately by the way. +There is another familiar face, too, that of Thisbe's in a most +wonderful cap, carrying in tea, to hand round, and Tom Porter obediently +"following in his commodore's wake," his own words, and handing +bread-and-butter, sugar and cream. + +And still Christie Bayle gazes on, half expecting to see the tall, dark, +handsome man who cast so deep a shadow across so many lives; but instead +of that the graceful figure that is so like Millicent Hallam of the +past, appears framed in the window to stand there gazing out into the +dark garden. + +Then she turns back sharply, to answer some remark made in the little +drawing-room, and looks quickly out again with hands resting on the +door. + +It is very dark out there, and her eyes are accustomed to the light of +the drawing-room; but in a minute or so she sees that which she sought, +and half runs over the dewy lawn to where she is clasped in two strong +arms. + +"You truant!" she says playfully, as she nestles close to him. "Come in +and sing; we want you to make the place complete. Why, what are you +thinking about?" + +"I was thinking of the past, Julie," he says. + +She looks up at him in the starlight; and he gazes down in her +glistening eyes. + +"The past? Let me think of it too. Are we not one?" + +And as they stand together the little English interior before them seems +to fade away, and the light they gaze upon to be the glowing sunshine of +the far South, blazing down in all its glory upon the grassy grave and +glistening stone that mark the resting-place of This Man's Wife. + +The End. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of This Man's Wife, by George Manville Fenn + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40676 *** |
