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diff --git a/40675-0.txt b/40675-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6847dcb --- /dev/null +++ b/40675-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10151 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40675 *** + +Nurse Elisia +By George Manville Fenn +Published by Cassell Publishing Company, New York. +This edition dated 1892. + +Nurse Elisia, by George Manville Fenn. + +________________________________________________________________________ + +________________________________________________________________________ +NURSE ELISIA, BY GEORGE MANVILLE FENN. + +CHAPTER ONE. + +THE ELTHORNES. + +Crick! + +"There: just as I expected. The old story. Hard and indigestible as +lead." + +"I'm very sorry papa, dear." + +"Sorry! What's the good of being sorry? You know how I suffer from +indigestion, and yet you persist in giving me eggs like that for my +breakfast." + +Mr Ralph Elthorne, of Hightoft, in the county of Lincolnshire, threw +down the knife with which he had given a savage chop at the side of an +egg, as if to cut off the top at a blow, pushed away his plate so that +the silver egg-cup fell over sidewise, finishing the breaking of the +egg, and letting a thick stream of rich yellow yolk begin to flow, while +the irritable gentleman made a snatch at the toast-rack, and uttered an +angry ejaculation. + +"Will you take tea or coffee, papa, dear?" said the sweet, rather +delicate looking girl seated at the head of the table; but there was no +reply, and after exchanging glances with the lady, a good-looking, +sun-tanned young fellow on her right said: + +"Let me send you some of this, father," and he "made an offer" at the +hot water dish before him with a glistening spoon. + +"Eh? What is it, Al?" + +"Kidneys, sir." + +"Bah! No, I've got leather enough here. Look at this. Does that +idiotic woman in the kitchen call this dry toast? Look at it. Only fit +to make soles for shooting boots." + +"Rather caky," said the young man, with his mouth full. "Not bad +kidneys; nice and hot." + +"Well, Isabel, how long am I to wait for that cup of coffee? No, I'll +take tea." + +The girl, who had poured out two cupfuls tentatively, started up from +her chair, and took the cup of tea round to the other end of the table, +placed it beside the rather fierce looking elderly man, bent down and +kissed his forehead, and hurried back to her place. + +"We never did have but one servant who could make the toast properly," +continued the head of the family. "How is she, Isabel? When is she +coming back?" + +"Very soon, I hope, papa. Neil mentions Maria in his letter this +morning." + +"Eh? Neil written to you?" + +"Yes, papa." + +"Humph!" ejaculated Mr Elthorne, making a dig at a pat of butter as it +floated in water in the cooler, splashing some of the water over the +cloth, and harpooning the said pat so insecurely that it dropped off his +knife before it reached his plate. "I think it would be more creditable +to Neil if he wrote a little more often to his father." + +Alison Elthorne exchanged glances with his sister, and his lips moved as +if he were speaking words which Isabel interpreted to mean, "Got out of +bed wrong way." + +The breakfast went on. Mr Elthorne placed a pair of spring folding +glasses on his well-cut aquiline nose, and took up and frowned at a +letter. "When's Neil coming down?" + +"He did not say, papa. He writes that poor Maria causes him a great +deal of anxiety." + +"Poor Maria? I think she ought to be very glad and grateful. It is +wonderful what is done for the poor in this country. Here is this girl, +taken up to London free of expense, placed in a magnificent institution, +and receives the attention of such an eminent man as--hah, not a bad cup +of tea,"--a long breath drawn after a hearty draught--"as Sir Denton +Hayle, without counting that of Neil. Is your aunt coming down to +breakfast, or is she not?" + +"She will be down soon, papa. She--she rather overslept herself." + +"Rubbish! Idleness! Pure idleness! She knows how I hate to see an +empty chair at the table. Professes to keep house, and is never in her +place at proper time. Keep house, indeed! Eggs like leaden bullets; +toasts and kidneys like leather; tea half cold and not fit to drink; +and--" + +"Now, papa, dear, you said just now that it was not a bad cup of tea." + +"Eh? Did I? Humph--a _lapsus linguae_," said Mr Elthorne with a grim +smile, for his breakfast was softening down his asperities. "Alison, +ring that bell." + +The young man rose slowly and straddled to the fireplace after the +fashion of men who are a good deal in the saddle, rang, and came back to +the table. + +"Been in the stables this morning, Al?" + +"Yes." + +"How did The Don look?" + +"Oh, right enough, but I don't like him any better, sir." + +"Prejudice, Al, prejudice. Because I let someone else choose him +instead of you. Wants an older man to judge a horse." + +"Dare say it does, sir. But I would not have given a hundred pounds for +The Don--nor yet thirty," added the young man _sotto voce_. + +"Bah! Prejudice, boy. Sound wind and limb; well bred." + +"Granted, sir. He is all that you say, but he has a temper. You wanted +a quieter animal--a nice weight-bearing, steady cob." + +"Indeed!" said Mr Elthorne, sarcastically, "or a donkey. I'm growing +so old and feeble." + +"You rang, sir," said the quiet, staid looking butler. + +"Yes; send one of the maids up to ask Mrs Barnett--humph! Never mind." + +The butler held open the door for a rather stout, florid looking, +middle-aged lady to enter, which she did in a hurried, bustling way, +pressing her _pince-nez_ on to her nose. + +"Good-morning!" she exclaimed. "I am so sorry, Ralph. I hope I have +not kept you waiting." + +"Oh, dear, no," began Mr Elthorne. "Oh, hang it all, Anne, do mind," +he continued, as there was a click caused by the encountering of two +pairs of spectacles, as the lady kissed him, and then bustled on to +salute Alison with a similar kiss to that bestowed upon his father. + +"Morning, my dear. Good-morning once more, Isabel, my dear." + +"And how are you now you have come?" said Mr Elthorne gruffly. + +"Oh, not at all well, Ralph, dear," sighed the lady, as she settled +herself in her chair and spread her snowy napkin across her knees. +"What have you there, Alison, dear? Yes, I'll take one. Coffee, +please, Isabel dear. It's very chilly this morning." + +"Very," said Mr Elthorne sarcastically. "You should have a fire in +your bedroom." + +"Well, really, Ralph, I think I will. It is so cold getting up." + +She sneezed sharply. There was a faint click, and a tiny splash in her +cup. + +"Oh, dear me, look at that!" cried the lady. "Isabel, my dear, will you +pass me the sugar tongs. Thanks." + +Alison burst into a fit of laughter as his aunt began solemnly to fish +in her coffee cup for _her pince-nez_. + +"You shouldn't laugh, my dear." + +"Enough to make a donkey laugh," said Mr Elthorne grimly. + +"Did you mean that term for me, sir?" said Alison sharply. + +"No, Al, no," said his father coolly. "If it had been meant for you I +should have called you an ass." + +"Thank you," said the young man. + +"Quite welcome, Al. You are one sometimes." Alison frowned, but his +annoyance passed off as he saw success attend his aunt's diving +apparatus, for she made a successful plunge, brought out the dripping +glasses, and began placidly to wipe them upon her napkin. + +"The springs of these glasses do get so terribly weak," she said, and +then paused to raise her head, throw it back, and gaze plaintively up at +a corner of the ceiling. + +"Er--er--er--er--" + +"What's the matter, Auntie?" said Alison mockingly. + +"Tchischew!--er--tischew!" she sneezed. "Oh, dear me, what a cold I +have caught!" + +"Be careful, then, not to put on damp spectacles, or you may make it +worse," said Mr Elthorne, smiling. + +"You don't think so, do you, Ralph?" + +"No, Auntie; papa's making fun of you." + +"You shouldn't, Ralph; it really is too bad, and before the children, +too. But I'm afraid I'm going to have a very bad cold. I wish Neil +would make haste and come down." + +"What for?" said Mr Elthorne. + +"He seems to understand my constitution better than anyone I have ever +been to." + +"Bah!" ejaculated her brother. "He is only an apprentice to his trade. +Mark my words: he'll poison you one of these days by making experiments +upon you." + +"Really, my dear, you shouldn't. I'm sure Neil has too much respect for +his aunt to be so wicked," said the lady, going on with her breakfast +very composedly. "I hope he will soon cure Maria, though, and send her +back. I do miss her sadly." + +"Humph!" grumbled Mr Elthorne; "that's why you were so late, I +suppose." + +"No, Ralph. Alison, my dear, give me a bit of that toast that is soaked +in gravy; thank you, my dear. I do not say that; I know I am late this +morning, but I do miss her very much. But I thought you people were +going out riding." + +"So we are," said Alison. + +Aunt Anne turned to her niece. + +"Oh, I can soon put on my riding habit, Auntie. A little more sugar?" + +"Well, yes, just a very little more, my dear; thank you. Ralph, I hope +you will be careful over that new horse." + +"Why?" said Mr Elthorne, sharply; and Aunt Anne prattled on. + +"Because Alison was saying he thought it had a bad temper, and I always +do feel so nervous about horses that kick and bite." + +"Perhaps you'd like me to be tied on." + +"Now, Ralph, you are making fun of me," said the lady placidly. "Of +course I should not." + +"Or have the groom with me to hold a leading-rein?" + +"Nonsense, Ralph, dear; that would be absurd; but if the horse bites, I +should like you to make it wear that leather thing over its nose." + +"What?" roared Mr Elthorne. + +"The crib-biter's muzzle, father!" cried Alison, roaring with laughter; +and the head of the house uttered a fierce growl. + +"I do not see anything to laugh at, Alison," said the lady reprovingly. +"I may not understand much about horses, but I have heard that their +bite is very dangerous." + +"Don't you go near him," said Mr Elthorne sneeringly. "Al!" + +"Yes, father." + +"Is Sir Cheltnam coming over this morning?" Isabel looked conscious, +and glanced uneasily at the speaker. + +"Said he should," replied Alison. + +"Then you'd better mind what you are about." + +"I always do," said the young man sourly. + +"Don't speak to me in that tone, sir." + +"Now, Ralph, dear!--Alison!" cried Aunt Anne, turning from one to the +other as she hastily interposed, to play the part of mediator. "You +should not speak so abruptly to papa. But I'm sure he did not mean to +be disrespectful, Ralph." + +"You mind your own business, madam; I can manage my children," growled +Mr Elthorne. "A puppy! Do you think I'm blind? Sir Cheltnam was +cutting in before you all the time we were out last, and I could see +that Dana was encouraging him out of pique. She as good as owned to it +afterward to me." + +"I don't suppose Burwood would like it if he knew you called him a +puppy." + +"I did not, sir--I called you one." + +"Don't--pray don't be angry, Ralph," said Aunt Anne softly. + +"I told you to mind your own business, madam," said her brother shortly. +"If you'd do that, and look after the housekeeping, I should not have +my digestion ruined with gutta percha kidneys and leathery toast. Now, +look here, Alison, as this topic has cropped up, please understand me. +I don't like to speak so plainly about such delicate matters, but one +must be clear when the future careers of young people are in question." + +"Oh, dear me," muttered Alison. "More coffee, Isabel," he added aloud, +while his father pushed away his plate, took off his glasses, and began +to swing them round by the string. + +"If that cord breaks, Ralph, those glasses will break something," said +Aunt Anne, and Mr Elthorne uttered an impatient snort. + +"Now, look here, Alison. I suppose you fully understand that I have a +reason in encouraging the visits here of those two girls?" + +"Yes, father, I suppose so." + +"Humph--that's right; but don't be so indifferent. Dana is an +exceedingly pretty, clever girl; a splendid horsewoman; of good birth; +and she and Saxa have capital portions. One of them will have Morton, +of course; in all probability Dana, for Saxa, when she marries your +brother, will go to live in town. Now, I should like to know what more +a young fellow of your age could wish for--the money you will get from +me, Morton Court, Dana's portion, and a pretty, clever wife." + +"I think you might have put the lady first, Ralph," said Aunt Anne. + +"Mrs Barnett, will you be good enough to finish your breakfast, and let +me speak," said Mr Elthorne cuttingly. "Then, by-and-by, you will be +on the bench, and, before long, have a third of your aunt's money, for +she cannot live long if she eats so much." + +"My dear Ralph," cried the lady. + +"Can you make any better plans, sir? If so, pray let me hear them, +there is no coercion--I merely ask you all to do well, and be happy." + +"Oh, no, I have no plans. I like Dana very well. She's a jolly enough +girl." + +"Then that's settled, sir; only just bear it in mind, and don't let +Burwood be stuffing her head full of nonsensical ideas. Some girls +would be attracted at once by the prospect of becoming `my lady,' but +Dana is too shrewd." + +"Almost a pity that the girls have no brother," said Alison carelessly. + +"Why, sir?" said his father sharply. + +"Because then he could have married little Isabel, and completed the +combination," said Alison, looking meaningly at his sister. + +"Don't be an ass, boy. Hallo! Who's this?" cried Mr Elthorne, turning +sharply in his chair as a bell rang. + +"Only Beck, father. I asked him to come with us." Mr Elthorne turned +upon his son mute with anger and annoyance; hence he did not notice the +bright look and increase of colour in his daughter's face. "You asked +him to come over--this morning?" + +"Yes, father. Poor beggar, he only has a few more days before he sails +for China, and I thought it would be neighbourly. Old Beck is always +very nice to me." + +"Oh, very well," said Mr Elthorne abruptly; and Isabel uttered a low +sigh of relief as she busied herself over her aunt's cup, suddenly +displaying great anxiety that the placid looking lady should have some +more coffee. + +"Better ask him in to breakfast, Al," said Mr Elthorne. + +"Yes; I was going to," said Alison, rising and leaving the room, to +return in a few minutes with a frank, manly looking young fellow of +seven or eight and twenty, whose face was of a rich, warm brown up to +the centre of his forehead, and there became white up to his curly +chestnut hair, which was a little darker than his crisp, closely cut +beard. + +"Ah, Beck, come over for a ride with us?" said Mr Elthorne. "How is +the vicar?" + +"Quite well, sir." + +"And Mrs Beck?" + +"Oh, yes, sir. Alison was good enough to ask me to join your party." + +He shook hands with the ladies, and there was rather a conscious look +between Isabel and the visitor as their hands joined--one which did not +escape the head of the family. + +"Sit down, Beck, sit down," he said, cordially enough, all the same. + +"Oh, I have breakfasted, sir." + +"Yes; we're late," said Mr Elthorne, with a look at Aunt Anne. + +"That means it is my fault, Mr Beck," said the lady; "but never mind, +my dear, sit down and have some more. Sailors always have good +appetites." + +"Oh, well, just a drop of coffee," said the young man, for Isabel had +quickly filled a cup, and was holding it out to him. "Thanks, Miss +Elthorne; but really I did not mean--" + +"You are on the vicar's cob?" said Mr Elthorne quickly, as he noted his +daughter's heightened colour, and the young man's hesitation and evident +pleasure. + +"Try some of this game pie, Beck," cried Alison, pushing over a plate. +"Aunt Anne finished the kidneys." + +"Ally, my dear." + +"Oh, thanks," said the visitor, taking the plate as he settled himself +at the table. "Cob, sir? Oh, no; a friend sent me over one of his +horses. I have had it these three days." + +A curious look of trouble crossed Isabel's countenance, and she sat +watching the speaker as he went on: "That's the worst of being ashore. +Everyone is so kind. I am always spoiled, and it takes me a month to +get over it when I get back to my ship." + +"And when do you go?" said Mr Elthorne. + +"This day fortnight, sir." + +"For six months, isn't it?" + +"There is no certainty, sir, I'm sorry to say. We may be ordered on to +Japan afterward." + +"Isabel, my dear, I am sure Mr Beck will excuse you." + +"Eh? Oh, yes, certainly," said the visitor with his lips, but with a +denial of the words in his eyes. + +"Go and put on your riding habit, my dear. Aunt Anne will pour out the +coffee." + +"Yes, papa," said the girl; and she rose, and, after exchanging glances +with their visitor, left the room. + +"Oh, yes, I'll pour out the coffee," said Aunt Anne, changing her seat. +"You are very fond of riding, Mr Beck, are you not?" + +"Well, ye-es," said the young man, laughing, and with an apologetic look +at his host and friend; "I like it very much, but I always seem such a +poor horseman among all these hard riders, and feel as if I ought to +congratulate myself when I get back safe." + +"Oh, well," said Mr Elthorne condescendingly, "you would have the laugh +at us if you got us to sea. Did you see anything of Sir Cheltnam?" + +"No; I came by the lower road." + +"Here he is--they are, I ought to say," cried Alison, jumping up and +going to the window. + +"Eh?" ejaculated Mr Elthorne, rising too, and joining his son at the +window to watch a party of three coming across the park at a hard +gallop--the party consisting of two ladies and a gentleman, with one of +the ladies leading, well back in her saddle, evidently quite at her +ease. + +"Humph," muttered Mr Elthorne; and then in a low voice to his son: "Of +course. If you had had any brains you would have ridden out to meet +them, and not left them to another escort." + +"Oh, I shall be with them all day, sir, and--Ah Saxa, you foolish girl," +he cried excitedly, of course with his words perfectly inaudible to the +member of the group whom he was addressing. "The horse will rush that +fence as sure as I'm here. Oh, hang all wire and hurdles!" + +"What's the matter?" cried Beck, starting from the table as Alison +opened the French window and stepped out. "My word, how those two girls +can ride." + +"Like Amazons, sir," said Mr Elthorne proudly, as he watched the party, +now coming over the closely cropped turf at quite a racing pace; and his +voice was full of the excitement he felt. "Will she see it, Al, my boy? +Yes, she rises--cleared it like a swallow. Bravo! With such a lead +the others are safe to--" + +"Well done! Well over!" cried Alison, from outside, as he began +clapping his hands. + +"Capital! Bravo!" cried Mr Elthorne, following his son's example, as +he now stepped outside to meet the party who were rapidly coming up +after skimming over the hurdle which formed part of the ring fence of +the estate. + +"All safe over, Mrs Barnett," said the vicar's son, returning to the +table. + +"Then they don't deserve to be, Mr Beck," said the lady. "I do not +approve of girls being so horribly masculine. If our Isabel were like +that, I should feel as if I had not done my duty to her since her poor +mother died." + +"But she is not like that," said the visitor, after a quick glance at +the open window. + +"No, my dear, not a bit. I hate to see young ladies such tomboys. But +there--poor girls!--no mother--no father." + +"And no Aunt Anne to guide them," interpolated the visitor. + +"Thank you, my dear. It's very nice of you to say so. I'm afraid I'm +not clever, but I do try to act a mother's part to dear Isabel. I don't +know, though, what I shall do when Neil and Alison marry those two. +They don't like me a bit, and, between ourselves, I really don't like +them." + +"Morning, daddy," came in a loud, breathless voice from the outside. +"What do you think of that?" + +"Morning," came in another voice; and the word was repeated again in the +deep tones of a man, and supplemented by the snortings of horses. + +"Morning, my dears. Capital! But very imprudent. I will not have you +trying to break that pretty little neck--nor you neither, Dana. +Burwood, you should not have encouraged them." + +"I? That's good, Mr Elthorne. They both took the bit in their teeth, +and all I could do was to follow." + +"Oh, stuff and nonsense!" cried the second voice. "What a fuss about a +canter. Come, you folks, are you ready?" + +"How's Aunt Anne?" + +"Good gracious me! Is the girl mad?" cried that lady, as there was the +crunching of gravel, the window was darkened, a horse's hoofs sounded +loudly on the step, and the head and neck of a beautiful animal were +thrust right into the room, with the bright, merry face of a girl close +behind, as its owner stooped to avoid the top of the window and peered +in. + +"Hallo! There you are. Good-morning! We've had such a gallop. +Where's Isabel? Hallo, sailor, how are you?" + +"My dear child, don't--pray don't," cried Aunt Anne. "You'll be having +some accident. Suppose that horse put his foot through the glass." + +"Good job for the glazier. Here Tom Beck, give Biddy some lumps of +sugar." + +"Bless the child!" cried Aunt Anne. "Oh, here's Isabel. Mr Beck, take +the sugar basin, and back that dreadful animal out." + +The young sailor obeyed her to the letter, as Isabel entered to look on +laughingly, while the other touched the skittish mare upon which she was +seated, so that it might join in crunching up the sweet pieces of sugar +with which they were fed in turn. + +"Morning, parson," said the new arrival with the deep-toned voice, to +Tom Beck, as the young lieutenant went on sugaring the two steeds. +"Thought you were off to sea again." + +"Did you?" said Beck, meeting his eyes with a lump of sugar in his hand, +and with rather a stern, fixed look, from which the new arrival turned +with a half laugh. + +"Yes; you sailors are here to-day and gone to-morrow." + +"Exactly," said Beck; "but this is to-day and not to-morrow." + +"Mr Beck--take care!" + +It was Isabel who cried out in alarm, but her warning was too late, for +the handsome mare which Dana Lydon rode had stretched out its neck and +taken the lump of sugar the young lieutenant was holding; and as he +turned sharply, it was at the sudden grip, for the greater part of his +hand was held between the horse's teeth. + +"Great Heavens!" cried Mr Elthorne. + +"Wait a moment, I'll make her leave go," cried Dana, raising her whip to +strike the animal between the ears. + +"Stop!" cried Beck sharply, as he caught the mare's bit with his left +hand, standing firmly the while, but with his face drawn with pain. "If +you do that she'll crush the bones." + +Isabel uttered a faint sob, and turned white, while Sir Cheltnam sprang +from his horse and stepped close to her. + +"Don't be frightened," he whispered, giving additional pain now to the +young sailor in the shape of that which was mental. + +Isabel paid no heed to him or his words, but stood gazing wildly at the +brave young fellow whose hand was gripped as if in a vice by the +powerful jaws, but who, beyond knitting his brows and turning pale, made +no sign. + +"Here, Alison," cried Mr Elthorne, "take the other side of the mare's +muzzle. She'll crush his hand." + +"No, no," said the young man, quickly. "She'll let go soon. Be quiet, +all of you, or you'll startle her." + +The young man's words were full of the authoritative tone of one +accustomed to command in emergencies; but his voice shook a little at +the last, for he was oppressed by a deadly feeling of sickness which he +fought hard to resist, while the group closed round him, and there was a +low buzz of excitement through which came the trampling of other horses, +as the grooms led them round from the stable yard. + +Tom Beck felt that he could hold out no longer. He had tried and +manfully to combat the physical pain at a time when the mental was +agonising, for he had seen the young baronet approach Isabel and whisper +to her, and he had felt that any increase of the terrible grip would +mean a horrible mutilation, and the utter blasting of his career and his +hopes. Despair was combining with the sensation of faintness; and with +the scene around him growing dim and the excited voices beginning to +sound muffled and strange, nature was rapidly conquering the education +of a brave man who had been schooled to face danger unmoved; he turned +his eyes wildly to where Isabel stood. + +But that look moved her to spring forward, lay her hand on the mare's +muzzle, and falter out vainly a few caressing words. Worse than vainly, +for the mare lowered her head, and increased the sufferer's agony. + +"Don't," he whispered hoarsely. + +"Dana, I shall have to shoot her," cried Mr Elthorne hoarsely. + +Alison pressed forward, and passed his arm about his friend's waist, for +he saw that he was ready to fall, and the morning's comedy was on the +point of becoming tragic, when a loud neigh came from one of the horses +being led around to the front, and Beck's hand fell from the mare's +jaws, for she threw up her head and uttered a whinnying answer to the +challenge of Mr Elthorne's new hunter, The Don. + +"Ah!" + +It was more a groan than a sigh of relief from all around, while, +tightening her rein, Dana cut the mare across the ears with all her +might; and as the graceful animal bounded forward, she kept on lashing +it furiously, making it curvet and plunge and snort, as it excited the +other horses near. + +"Don't! don't! Dana," cried her sister. "She'll throw you." + +"A vicious beast!--a vicious beast!" panted the girl, as she still plied +her whip till Mr Elthorne caught her arm. + +Beck stood, half supported by Alison, watching Isabel being assisted +into the breakfast-room by her aunt and Sir Cheltnam, till she +disappeared, when he reeled slightly, but made an effort to recover +himself. + +"Much hurt, old man?" + +"No," he said hoarsely; "a nasty grip. Tell that girl not to beat the +mare. It was not wise." + +"Now, how is he?" cried Mr Elthorne, coming back. "Help him in. Send +one of the grooms for the doctor." + +"No, no, sir," said Beck, with a faint laugh, as he held up the hand +deeply indented by the mare's teeth. "It's nothing to mind. Shan't be +a one-armed Greenwich pensioner this time." + +"Oh, my dear boy! my dear boy!" cried an excited voice, and Aunt Anne +came rushing out of the window with a cup and saucer. "Here, drink +this." + +"Anne! Don't be so foolish," cried her brother. "He doesn't want tea." + +"But there's brandy in it, Ralph," protested the lady. "Drink it, my +dear; it will do you good." + +"Thanks," said Beck, raising his injured hand to take the cup, but +letting it fall again. "Not this time," he said with a laugh, and +taking the cup with his left he drained it. "That's better, Mrs +Barnett," he said. "There, I'm very sorry, Mr Elthorne, I've made +quite an upset." + +"And I'm very glad, my boy," replied his host. "What a horrible +mishap!" + +"How is he?" cried Dana, cantering up with her sister. + +"Oh, it's nothing--nothing at all." + +"That's right," cried Saxa. "Oh, it will soon go off. Not so bad as a +spill by a five-bar." + +"Get a liqueur," said Dana. "I say; it has made you look white. Worse +disasters at sea, eh?" + +"Much," said Beck, quietly; and then to himself, "Oh, how I do hate a +horsey woman." + +"I say," cried Saxa; "this isn't going to spoil our ride, is it, daddy?" + +"Oh, no, I hope not; but I will stay, my dears," said Mr Elthorne. + +"What! and not try your new horse! I should like to have the saddle +shifted, and put him through his paces myself," said Saxa, looking at +the noble hunter held by a groom. + +"No, no, my dear, not to-day," said Mr Elthorne hastily. "Alison will +go with you, girls, and--oh, there's Burwood. Ask how Isabel is. Say +it's all right now, and the horses are waiting. She turned faint, I +suppose. Beck, come in; you had better see the doctor." + +"Nonsense, my dear sir. I'm all right. It isn't my bridle hand. I +shall not want a whip." + +"Oh, no," said Sir Cheltnam; "your mount wants no whip. Shall you +venture?" + +"Of course," said Beck, walking toward where a helper held his horse, +just as Isabel came out, looking very pale. + +"Well, he has got some pluck in him, Al," said Sir Cheltnam, "even if he +is a parson's son." + +"Poor fellow! yes," replied Alison. + +"Moral," said Sir Cheltnam laughingly, to the Lydon girls, "never give +lumps of sugar to a skittish mare." + +Ten minutes later the little party were mounted and moved off, leaving +Aunt Anne waving her lace handkerchief from the steps. + +CHAPTER TWO. + +NURSE ELISIA. + +The roar of the big road sounded plainly, but it was far enough off for +it to be subdued into a mellow hum, suggestive to the country sufferer +lying in the narrow bed with its clean linen and neat blue checked +hangings by the open window, of bees swarming, and a threshing machine +at work in the farm beyond the park. + +And yet it was London, for the windows were coated with a sooty layer +outside, and the sun shone as if Nature were afraid its beams would be +too strong for Londoners' eyes, to which it came as in an eclipse +through smoked glass, and a murky haze full of germs and motes was +interposed between the dwellers in the city and the blue sky above. + +The ward was long and clean, and every bed was occupied. The air was +fairly fresh and pleasant, though dashed with the odour of antiseptics. +But there was none of the faint medicinal effluvia of the sick wards, +for this was surgical--the special empire of the celebrated Sir Denton +Hayle, well known in his profession as the most skillful and daring +operator this generation has seen. There were those who shrugged their +shoulders and said he had murdered many a patient, and it was true that +a percentage--thanks to his skill, a very small percentage--of his +sufferers had died; but, on the other hand, he could point to those whom +he had saved from an apparently inevitable early death, brought on by +one of the evils of poor human nature which had heretofore set medical +and surgical skill at defiance. + +Maria Bellows, in other respects a stout, hearty, country lass, had been +one of these sufferers, and the provincial doctors called in to Hightoft +by Aunt Anne to see the upper housemaid, had shaken their heads and said +there was only one thing that would save her, and that was to go up to +the great East Central Hospital and place herself in the hands of Sir +Denton Hayle. + +Then, during one of his visits home, Aunt Anne insisted upon Neil +Elthorne seeing the woman. Mr Elthorne said it was absurd, but he was +quiet afterward when he heard that his son had also declared that the +only thing that could save the patient's life was for her to come up to +the hospital in town. Furthermore, he said that he would speak to the +illustrious chief under whom he studied, and see that every arrangement +was made for her reception. + +Maria went up, and now lay by the open window thinking of the country, +of how long it would be before the doctors made her well again and sent +her back to her situation. Then she wondered how Miss Isabel was, and +Mr Alison, and how soon there would be weddings at the house. For it +was an open secret among the servants at Hightoft that "Master's" sons +were to marry the Misses Lydon, and that Miss Isabel would become Lady +Burwood. + +"I shall be glad to get back," she said at last with a sigh. "I always +thought London was a gay place, but--ugh!--it is dull." + +"Dull lying here, my poor girl," said a sweet voice, and she turned +sharply and uttered a cry of pain with the effort. + +In an instant busy hands were about her, changing her position and +wiping the agony-engendered perspiration from her brow before assisting +her to drink a little water. + +"I am sorry I startled you." + +Maria looked half angrily in the beautiful face bent over her, with its +clearly cut, aristocratic features and large eyes, which gazed +searchingly into her own. For it was a countenance that attracted +attention with its saddened, pitying look, heightened by the smooth +white cap and stiffened quaint linen "bib and tucker," as our mothers +termed the old puritan-like costume, the whole being strongly suggestive +of the portrait of some lady of the Pilgrim Father days. + +"You came so quiet, you quite frightened me," said the woman. + +"Your nerves are over-strung," was the reply. "I ought to have known +better." + +There was something so sweet and soothing in the deep musical tones of +the soft voice that it had its effect upon the patient directly, and she +lay back with a sigh. + +"It don't matter, nurse," she said, "but do make haste and get me well." + +"Indeed, we are trying very hard. But you are mending fast. Sir Denton +will be here soon to see you again." + +"Yes," said the woman, with her brow growing rugged and a petulance of +manner, "to hurt me again, horrid. He'll kill me before he has done." + +"You do not think so, Maria," said the nurse gently, as she laid her +cool white hand upon the patient's brow. "He is as tender and gentle as +a woman, and he takes great interest in your case." + +"But, I say, they won't take me into the theatre again, will they? Oh, +I say, what a shame to call that horrid place a theatre!" + +"No; that is all over now, and you have nothing to do now but get well +and go back to the country." + +"But it takes so long, and it was so horrid with all those doctors and +people, and the chloroform, and stuff, and--" + +"Do you not think it would be better," said the nurse gently, "if, +instead of looking at what has passed in that spirit, you were to try +and remember it only with gratitude, and think that a month back you +were in a very dangerous state, while now you are rapidly getting well?" + +"I don't know," said the woman querulously. "It's very horrid lying +here listening to other people complaining and saying how bad they are, +and no one near who knows you." + +"Come, come," said the nurse gently, "you are hot and tired. I have +brought you some flowers and fruit. There!" + +She placed a bunch of roses in the patient's hand, and placed a bunch of +large grapes before her on the bed. + +"Thanky," said the woman, ungraciously, as she sniffed at the flowers. +"But they're not very fresh." + +"No," said the nurse, smiling; "but you must recollect that they had to +be cut in the country and sent up by rail. Try a few of the grapes." + +She held up a little tray, and the patient picked one or two grapes off +the bunch with an indifferent air. + +"Not much of grapes," she said. "You should see them in the vineries at +Hightoft. Much nicer than these poor tasteless things." + +"I am sorry they're not better, Maria," said the nurse with a pitying +smile. "They were the best I could get. You must remember we are in +London." + +"Oh, yes; it isn't your fault, nurse. You can't help it." + +"Eat a few more." + +"No; I don't want 'em. I say, how long will the doctor be? I want to +know if I mayn't get up." + +"I can tell you that, Maria. Not yet. Try and be patient and trust to +us." + +"Oh, very well," said the girl petulantly; "but it's horrid lying here +so long." + +"Do you think you could read a little if I brought you a book?" + +"No. It only makes me tired. I hate reading." + +"Hush! Here is Mr Elthorne." + +As she spoke a tall, keen-looking, youngish man approached the bed. He +was handsome and with a strong resemblance to his father; but his high +forehead wore a peculiarly thoughtful, intent look, and there were the +lines in his face made by constant devotion to some study, and a +something in his eyes which suggested that he was thinking deeply of an +object which had eluded his mental grasp. + +"Good-morning," he said quietly. "How is your patient?" + +"A little nervous and restless, sir. Ought she not to have change?" + +"Yes," said the young surgeon, taking the patient's hand and watching +her intently. "As soon as we can move her, but we must hasten slowly. +You will be glad to get back--home, Maria?" + +"Oh, yes, sir, please, sir. I am so tired of being here." + +"I suppose so," said the young surgeon. "Naturally;" and he turned to +the nurse with a slight shrug of his shoulders. + +"It is so sad and painful, sir," she said gravely. "Poor thing! I am +sure she has tried to be very patient." + +"Well, we will hear what Sir Denton says." + +Neil Elthorne went across the ward to another bed, and Maria uttered a +little laugh. + +"What amuses you?" + +"Oh, nothing, nurse; I was only thinking. Of course I want to get home +again. Anybody would." + +"Well, be patient. You are getting better, and you must think of health +and strength, and the bright country life, where you will have fresh +flowers and better fruit, and be among your friends." + +The nurse smiled, and then placed a little bottle of lavender water in +her patient's hand. + +"To sprinkle about you when you feel faint," she said. + +"Thanky," said the woman, in a tone of voice which robbed the word of +thankfulness; and the nurse went across to where the young surgeon was +busy with another patient. + +"And she knows I don't like lavender water," grumbled the woman. +"Always trying to play the fine lady nurse, and showing off, and I don't +believe she's a lady at all. A real lady would have brought Padchouly +or Odyklone. Think I don't know. Flowers and grapes only cheap +rubbish. Can't afford better, I suppose." + +She lay back watching the actions of nurse and surgeon the while, and +commenting thereon. + +"She's an artful one, she is, with all her demure looks and mincing +ways. I'm not blind. Only come here because she can wear them +play-acting clothes and show off. I haven't patience with her. Lady +nurse, indeed. No more a lady than I am. Yes, of course. Look at +that. But it won't do, madam. He's engaged, and if I see much more of +it I'll tell the old doctor--see if I don't. You're not going to trap +our Master Neil, and so I tell you. I should like to set Miss Saxa at +her. My word, she'd startle my lady. Well, now; look at that!" + +There was not much to see, only that Neil Elthorne had spoken as they +were leaving the other patient's bedside, and the nurse had turned to +look at him as if half startled, and then turned away and came back +seeming slightly disturbed. But by the time she had reached the first +patient's bedside her face was perfectly calm again, and an unbiased +observer would have said that it was very beautiful in its gentle, +resigned expression. + +"Let me sprinkle a little of the scent for you," she said. + +"Oh, very well. If you like," said Maria ungraciously. Then quickly, +and with a flash of suspicion in her eyes, "I say, why do you look at me +like that? You don't think I shall die, do you?" + +"Oh, no," said the nurse, smiling, "indeed no. You will get better and +go." + +"But lots of them do die, don't they?" + +"Some do, unfortunately; but why should you think of that?" + +"You've seen lots die, haven't you?" + +"Yes," said the nurse gravely; "in spite of all our efforts; and I have +seen many grow strong and well, thanks to the skill of Sir Denton Hayle +and Mr Elthorne." + +"We always call him Mr Neil at home; master's Mr Elthorne." + +"And go away at last, cured," continued the nurse, not heeding the +interruption, "thankful for Heaven's mercy and full of gratitude to +those who have tended them." + +"So am I," said Maria, shortly. "You think I'm not, but I am." + +"Hush! Do not talk. You are getting flushed and excited. Here is Sir +Denton." + +"That's right," muttered Maria, as the nurse left the bedside to go +toward a slight little white-haired gentleman, closely shaven, and whose +lips were closely compressed, as, with his large, deeply-set eyes he +gave a quick glance round the ward, which became perfectly still as he +approached. + +"Good-morning," he said. "Come, my child, this will not do. Too pale! +Too much application. The nurse will have to be nursed if we go on like +this." + +"Oh, no, I am quite well, Sir Denton," she said, smiling, with quite an +affectionate look in her face. + +"Then I am an ignorant old pretender, my child," he said gravely. +"Well, Elthorne, anything special to report?" + +"Number forty-four, here, not quite so well as I should like to see her. +Been a little feverish in the night, has she not, nurse?" + +"Yes, sir," replied the nurse; "but if I might say so--." + +"Of course, of course," said Sir Denton, "a little irritable." + +"I think it is more that she is fretting to get away from here, than +from any fresh complication." + +"Let's see," said the keen-looking old surgeon, turning at once to the +bed, where Maria had lain watching them and trying to catch their words. +"Well," he said aloud, as he seated himself and made his rapid +examination, "flowers and fruit, and a clear eye and a clean tongue. +Healthy look, too, about your skin, and the colour coming back. Why, +you may get up--yes, for an hour or two, say the day after to-morrow, +and in another week or two we will send you back home cured. What do +you say to that?" + +"Thanky, sir." + +"Strange woman, that," said Sir Denton, an hour later, when he was +leaving the ward. "I believe that when she was made, all the atoms or +particles which go to form the virtue known as gratitude were left out. +What do you say, nurse?" + +"The poor woman has suffered a great deal." + +"Yes, but she might have shown some little thankfulness to you for what +you have done." + +"I, Sir Denton?" said the nurse deprecatingly. "Yes, my child, you. +What I have done would have been useless without your help. But there, +it is waste of words to praise you, for you are a dreadful sceptic. By +the way, Elthorne, there is nothing to prevent you from taking a week's +run. You ought to have it now." + +"I don't like to leave till that woman is perfectly safe from a +relapse." + +"Well, she is now, so go. It will suit me better than if you wait to go +later on. Nurse Elisia and I will see to her. I suppose you will trust +us?" + +"What a question!" said the young surgeon. "Well, under those +circumstances I will go for a few days--say four." + +"Take a fortnight, man." + +"No; the time I said. I should not go down only my people consider that +I am neglecting them. I shall be back at the end of four days." + +He glanced sharply at the nurse as he spoke, and she met his eyes in the +most calm, unmoved way. + +"You may depend upon my taking every care of the patient, Mr Elthorne," +she said quietly. + +"Thank you; I am sure you will," he said with his brow wrinkling a +little. But he mastered himself the next minute, as he gave a few +directions concerning other patients in the ward. + +"Tut, man! that will do," said Sir Denton, impatiently. "The conceit of +you young fellows is dreadful. Do you think there will be screens drawn +round all the beds just because you are out of the way? We'll try and +keep your patients alive." + +Neil laughed good-humouredly. + +"I have perfect faith in nurse," he said apologetically. "Forgive me +for being anxious about my ward." + +"Partly humbug, my dear boy," said the great surgeon to himself. "But +there, I don't blame him." Then aloud: "My dear Elthorne, seriously, I +think change is necessary sometimes, and take my word for it, as an old +experienced man, when I say that a holiday is no waste of time. You +will come back clearer-headed, and with your nerves toned up. When you +come back I shall myself take a few days' rest, and I can do so with the +pleasant feeling of confidence that everything here in my ward will go +on exactly as I could wish--thanks to you both." + +"Thanks to your teachings," said Neil. + +"Well, perhaps I have done my best. You are wanted there." + +One of the dressers had come up and was waiting to speak, and Neil went +off with him directly to the other end of the ward. + +"He will be a great man one of these days, nurse," said the old surgeon +quietly. "His heart is in his work, and he is having chances far beyond +any that came to my lot when I was young. We have made such vast +strides during the past five and twenty years. And now, my child, a +word or two with you." + +"With me, Sir Denton?" said the nurse, with the blood flushing up at +once into her pale cheeks. + +"Yes," he said, watching her keenly. "Proof positive. The colour +flooded your face directly I spoke. You are as nervous as if you had +been ill." + +"Oh, I am quite well, Sir Denton," she said hastily. + +"No, you are not, my child. You are over-strung. You have been working +too hard, and you are on the point of breaking down. Your life is too +valuable to us all here for your health to be trifled with." + +"Indeed, I--" + +"Know nothing about it," said the old man decisively. "I do, and I know +that your heart is so much in your work that you would go on till you +dropped. You must have change from the air of this place." + +"Really, Sir Denton, I am--" + +"Going to do exactly as I bid you, nurse; and I wish that you would look +upon me as a very old friend, and not merely as a crotchety surgeon, who +worries and bullies the nurses about his patients." + +"Indeed, you have always been most kind and considerate to me, Sir +Denton." + +"Have I? I thought I was very inconsiderate sometimes, and found a +great deal of fault." + +"You have just given me proof of the interest you take in me, Sir +Denton." + +"Ah, well, we all try to do our best. Then, as your friend, I shall +insist upon your taking a month." + +"A month, Sir Denton?" + +"Yes; it is quite necessary; and you, too, will come back like a lioness +refreshed, ready to battle with our troubles here. Look, that woman +wants you," he continued, nodding toward Maria's bed. "Don't spoil her +too much. She's an ungrateful baggage. I've noticed her. Behaves to +you as if you were her servant." + +"Oh, I do not mind," said the nurse, smiling. "That's right. Neither +do I, for we've made a splendid cure of it, nurse. It's a perfect +triumph for science. I shall have to read a paper upon her case at the +Institution. Morning. I shall insist upon your going away soon." + +Sir Denton went out of the ward in a quick, energetic way, and Nurse +Elisia crossed to Maria's bed. "Did you want me?" she said gently. + +"Yes, of course I did. It's too bad for you to stop away talking to the +doctor so long." + +"Sir Denton was giving me instructions partly," said the nurse. + +"Yes, partly," said the woman maliciously. "Things go on at hospitals +that wouldn't be allowed in a gentleman's house, I can tell you." + +The nurse's eyes flashed, but her voice was unchanged as she said +quietly: + +"What did you wish me to do for you?" + +"Oh, you needn't turn it off. I'm not blind. I've seen and noticed a +deal while I've been lying here. Isn't it time I had my meat jelly?" + +"No," said the nurse quietly. "I should have brought it to you if it +had been time." + +"I don't know so much about that. Never mind. I shall soon be fit to +go, and precious glad of it." + +"Yes, it will be a great relief for you to get away." + +"And so Mr Neil's going for a holiday down home. I suppose he can't +stop away any longer without running down to see his sweetheart. +Shouldn't wonder if he got married before he comes back." + +She gazed in the nurse's face with eyes full of low-class cunning, +expecting to see there a peculiar shrinking--the wincing of one found +out. But the countenance into which she gazed was perfectly calm and +unruffled. + +"Can I do anything more for you?" + +"No; not now. Thank ye," said the woman ungraciously; "I'm going to +have a nap." + +"Do," said the nurse, rearranging the pillow. "If you do not find that +it interferes with your night's rest, sleep as much as you can. It +gives nature a better opportunity to build up your strength again." + +"Yes; but I'm not blind," said Maria to herself, as she saw the nurse go +and bend over another patient, and try to alleviate her sufferings. +"I've been long enough in the world to know what's what. I've seen too +much here. She's a nasty, artful one. She's playing the fine lady, and +mincing and using big words, and trying to lead Mr Neil on till he is +getting ever so stupid over her, and then she looks up at him as meek +and innocent as a lamb, and as much as to say: `Oh, my! what do you +mean?' Wait till I get home again, and master shall know all about it, +and if he don't put a stop to it pretty sharp, my name isn't Maria. +Such impudence! A common hospital nurse trying to lead him on. Ugh! I +hate the smooth, whitefaced thing, dressed up in her starchy cap and +collar and cuffs, and making believe to be so superior. Oh, how I +should like to see Miss Saxa have a turn at her. I'll tell her; that I +will. I haven't patience with the creature; and as for Mr Neil, he +ought to be ashamed of himself." + +Nurse Elisia was having her fit of musing about the same time, and her +face for the moment looked troubled and strange. + +CHAPTER THREE. + +NEIL AT HOME. + +"Morning, Elthorne. Had breakfast?" + +"No," said Alison, as he patted the neck of Sir Cheltnam's horse, just +reined up in front of the house. "No one down yet but the gov'nor and +Isabel." + +"Isabel?" said the baronet eagerly. "Where is she?" + +"Garden, I think. No, no. Don't go after her. You'll only scare her +away. If you want that to come off, you must be careful. There, walk +your horse round and come in to breakfast." + +"Had it." + +"Then come and have another. We shan't start for our ride these two +hours." + +"Oh, hang it! Mr Elthorne said he wanted me to see him put his horse +through his paces. He's not quite satisfied with his deal." + +"Yes, and ride alongside of Isabel." + +"Humph--perhaps." + +"And look here, young man, if you don't wish to develop a row you had +better be a little more attentive." + +"I should be attentive enough, but your sister seems to prefer the +attentions of the parson's boy." + +"What, Beck? Oh, he's nobody. Besides, he'll be off to sea directly, +and you'll be married and have a family before he comes back. That is, +if--" + +"If? What do you mean?" + +"The governor has not thrown you over, and Neil has not knocked your +head off." + +"Propound, O, Sphinx. Read me the riddle." + +"I mean that if the governor sees you so attentive to Saxa, he'll cry +off, and if Neil notices it he will pitch into you. I should if I saw +you hanging after Dana as you do after her sister." + +"Rubbish, man! A few civil words to a lady who rides well." + +"Sort of civil words the dad does not understand in his quiet, +old-fashioned way. I suppose it is to be Isabel, is it not?" + +"Of course; that is understood." + +"Very well, then, behave yourself, and don't let Neil see anything, for +he is as hot and peppery as--" + +"You are." + +"If you like. He's down, you know." + +"Who is? Your brother?" + +"Yes. Came down by the mail, and got in here by three this morning, I +suppose. I have not seen him yet." + +"Well, I like that," said Sir Cheltnam. + +"Like what?" + +"Your lecturing me about being inattentive to your sister. Here's the +blue-jacket again." + +"What nonsense! He has always been like one of us. We were schoolboys +together, and he has come here, as Neil and I used to go to the +vicarage, just as if it was our own home." + +"Oh, all right. I should not have said a word but for the wigging I +had." + +"Good-morning," cried the young lieutenant, walking his horse up to +where they stood. "Neil down yet?" + +"No," replied Alison. "Yes, he is. That's being a doctor. I believe +these fellows can do without sleep. You knew he had come, then?" + +"Yes; heard it from the postman. Ah, Neil, old fellow!" + +The young doctor came up looking rather pale, but in no wise like one +who had been travelling all night, and shook hands warmly with all, +supplementing the grasp of his hand with a clap on the young sailor's +shoulder of a very warm and friendly nature. + +"You are here early, Burwood," he said. + +"Yes. Mr Elthorne planned one of his rides yesterday; weather's so +fine. On the make-your-hay-while-the-sun-shines principle. He wants me +to try his new horse for him." + +Five minutes later the young men had paired off and were strolling down +the garden, waiting for the breakfast bell, which was always rung as +soon as the head of the family came down. + +"I'm so glad you've come down, Neil," said Beck eagerly. + +"Why?" + +"I wanted a chat with you before I sail. I did think of coming to the +hospital, but I don't believe I could have said what I wanted there." + +Neil fixed his eyes upon his companion. + +"What is it?" he said. "You don't want to borrow money?" + +"Oh, hang it, no!" + +"What is it, then?" + +The young man was silent, and began to break the twigs of the shrubs +they were passing. + +"Don't do that, boy, unless you want to make my father wroth." + +"No, of course not," said Beck. "How absurd!" + +"Well, what's the matter? You're just off to sea, I believe." + +"Yes. Long voyage," said the young man huskily. "Go on; I'm all +attention." + +Tom Beck did not go on, but stood examining his right hand, and +frowning. + +"What's the matter with your hand?" + +"Oh, nothing. Miss Lydon's horse gave it a nip the other day." + +"Humph! Vicious brute. Those girls are more like rough riders than +ladies." + +Beck looked at him curiously, while the young doctor flushed under the +scrutiny, and said hastily: + +"Well, boy, what is it? Isabel?" + +"Yes," cried Beck, snatching at the words. "You see I may be gone for +two years, and I wanted--and I thought that--" + +"Thought what? Is she very hard to please?" + +"Heaven bless her! no," cried the young sailor eagerly. "There, I can +speak to you, Neil. You have always been to me like a big brother. And +you know that I care for her." + +"Well, I suppose I have thought so, my lad. What's the matter?" + +"That's the matter," said the sailor, giving his head a side nod in the +direction of Sir Cheltnam, who was crossing the lawn. + +"Humph! Burwood? You think so?" + +"He comes here a good deal, and I can't help being fidgety. It's the +going away, you see. Can you help me?" + +"No," said Neil. "You must help yourself. Have you spoken to my +father?" + +"No." + +"Why not? `Faint heart never won fair lady,' boy. Go and speak to him +like a man." + +"All very well for an argumentative, scientific fellow like you. I +can't talk; you can." + +"Nonsense!" + +"I know. I'm only a quiet, thoughtful sailor, and I tell you frankly, +old fellow, I felt so miserable one day about your sister that I thought +the best way out of it all would be to go and drown myself." + +"And did you?" + +"No, Irishman, I did not; but, 'pon my word, seeing how Burwood is +encouraged here, I have been really disposed, not to drown myself, but +my sorrows--in drink." + +"And did you?" said Neil, mockingly. + +"No," replied Beck dryly. "It was no good to try; they all know how to +swim." + +"Humph!" ejaculated Neil laughing. "You're a queer fellow, Beck. So +you think you love my sister?" + +"Neil, old fellow, I swear--" + +"No rhapsodies, please. Be matter of fact. I don't believe it's love; +it's liver. Better let me prescribe for you." + +"Yes, do, old chap. Tell me what to do." + +"Go straight to my father and tell him in a frank, manly way that you +care for Isabel, and as you are going away for so long, you would like +to be engaged." + +"Neil, old fellow, I feel as if I dare not." + +"Nonsense! You, a sailor, who faces storms?" + +"Yes, but your father's a regular typhoon. I say, though, wouldn't it +be premature?" + +"Of course not." + +"You would go--really?" + +"If I cared for the lady, certainly," said Neil, laughing at the +combination of frank, manly daring and shrinking bashfulness before him. +"It is not capital punishment if you fail." + +"No," said Beck thoughtfully, "it isn't. I've no cause to be afraid, +have I?" + +"Not a bit." + +"Then hang it all, I will the first moment I can get your father alone." + +"Bravo, brave man!" cried Neil merrily. + +"Ah, it's all very well for you to laugh, old fellow. You don't know +how bad it is. But I say, Neil, you wouldn't mind, would you?" + +"My dear Tom," said Neil, clapping him warmly on the shoulder, "it seems +to me something like sacrilege for a man to come here to the old home, +and to want to rob us of my darling, innocent little sister; but if it +is to be I do not know a man to whom I would sooner see her given than +you." + +"Thank you," cried the young sailor warmly, and his voice sounding a +little husky from the emotion he felt. "Thank you, Neil, old fellow, +you seem more than ever like a big brother to me now." + +"Here is my father," said Neil, quickly. "Wait your opportunity, and +get it over." + +For at that instant Mr Elthorne appeared at the door, looking the +_beau-ideal_ of a tall, middle-aged country gentleman, with many years +of hearty, vigorous life before him. + +"Morning, Beck," he cried. "Ah, Neil, my boy, glad to see you down +already. Why, you ought to have had a few hours' more rest." + +"I'm accustomed to short and broken nights," said the young man, warmly +returning the grasp of his father's hand. "How well you look, sir!" + +"Sorry I can't return the compliment, my boy. You look, white and +careworn. Never mind; we'll soon blow the London smoke out of you. Can +you manage a ride after breakfast?" + +"Yes, and enjoy it." + +"That's right. The Lydon girls are coming over, and we'll mount you on +the old cob. By the way, I thought I heard Burwood's voice." + +"He is down the garden with Alison," said Neil. + +"That's right. I asked him to come over to breakfast. He is going to +try my new purchase for me. But it's of no use to talk horseflesh to +you. Well, my dear?" + +This to Isabel, who came running out, looking very innocent and girlish. + +"Good-morning, papa," she cried, kissing him. "I did not know you were +down. Good-morning, Mr Beck," she continued shyly, as she let her hand +rest in his for a moment, and then turned to her brother to kiss him +affectionately. "I'm so glad you've come, dear Neil." + +"Let's have breakfast, Isabel. Aunt's not down, I suppose?" + +"Oh, yes, papa, and waiting for us." + +"Wonderful!" said Mr Elthorne grimly. "Run down the garden, Isabel, +and fetch Alison and Sir Cheltnam in to breakfast. Will you have a cup +of coffee, Beck?" he continued rather coldly. + +"Thank you, sir, I have breakfasted, but--" + +"Oh, he can manage another," said Neil laughingly. "Come along, Tom;" +and then to himself: "Poor boy! It will be no, for certain." + +Mr Elthorne took no further notice of the young sailor, but laid his +hand upon his son's shoulder and pointed to a clump of trees at the +farther end of the park. + +"I'm going to have those down, Neil." + +"Pity, isn't it, sir?" + +"No; if it were I should not take them away. They shut off the view in +that direction. And I'm going to make an opening out there," he +continued, pointing due south. "All improvements for your benefit, +sir." + +"Say for Alison's, father. I shall never settle down here." + +"Humph! No?" said Mr Elthorne, glancing sidewise at his son. "If you +go on like this you'll be an old man before I am. I must have a talk to +Saxa about you." + +Neil looked round sharply. + +"Well, what is it?" said Mr Elthorne. + +"Nothing, sir, nothing." + +"You looked as if I had said something shocking. Look here, Neil, my +boy, as you are down at last, suppose you try if you cannot make up a +little for lost time. You know what I mean." + +"Hush! Beck will hear you," said the young surgeon quickly. + +"Let him stand a little farther off, then," said Mr Elthorne peevishly; +"but," he continued, in a lower tone of voice, "Saxa feels hurt; I know +she does. She tries to carry it off by being boisterous and merry, but +she is piqued by your coldness." + +"You still foster that idea, then, sir?" + +"Foster? That idea? Of course, sir; and I should like to see you +display a little more warmth respecting the carrying out of your +father's wishes. There, I'm not going to scold now you have come down; +but just keep my last letter in mind. A bright, pretty young wife with +two thousand a year and more to come later on, is not to be sneered at, +my boy, and you must not quite bury yourself in London over your +hospital work." + +He turned sharply. + +"Really, Beck," he cried, "I'm afraid I have behaved very rudely to +you." + +"Very, sir," thought the young man. "Don't mention it, sir," he said +aloud. + +"Let's see: you are coming with us this morning?" + +"I think you asked me to come, Mr Elthorne," said Beck quietly. + +"To be sure--of course--I am very forgetful. Come in--come in. Oh, by +the way, would you mind telling your father that I cannot accede to his +request. I think I have done quite enough for those people, and they +must now shift for themselves. One wants to be charitable, but even +charity has its limits. Come, you folks, breakfast, breakfast," he +cried cheerily, as Sir Cheltnam and Alison came up with Isabel. + +"Poor Beck is right," thought Neil, as he saw his father's particularly +cordial greeting of the baronet. "It is time to speak. But too late, I +fear, after all." + +"Ah, Neil, my dear," cried Aunt Anne, kissing him affectionately. "I'm +so glad to see you home again. I hope you slept comfortably. And how +is poor Maria?" + +"Getting well fast, Aunt, dear." + +"That's right. I'm so glad, for I do want her back very badly." + +"Breakfast!--something solid, and less talk," shouted Mr Elthorne +loudly, and the meal progressed, the head of the house leading the +conversation, and always to one topic--his new horse. + +CHAPTER FOUR. + +THE NEW HORSE. + +"Well, Isabel," said Neil, in an undertone, as his father was loudly +debating with Sir Cheltnam some vital question in which bits, bridles, +and surcingles were mentioned again and again. + +"Well, Neil, dear," said the girl archly; "why do you keep looking out +of the window? It is not Saxa's time yet." + +"Thank goodness!" he said to himself. Then aloud: "Facetious this +morning, eh? Two can play at that, as we used to say when I was at +home. Which is it to be--Sir Cheltnam or the sailor boy?" The arch +expression passed away from Isabel's countenance on the instant. She +gave a frightened glance round the table, as if dreading that the +brother's words had been overheard, and then, bending down over her cup, +she whispered: + +"Don't, please, Neil, dear. You hurt me when you talk like that." + +"Then you do care for Beck?" he said in a sharp whisper. + +"I--I don't know," she faltered. + +"Well, you know that he cares for you?" + +She gave him a piteous look. + +"And you know, too, that he is going to speak to your father this +morning?" + +"O Neil, dear, he must not," whispered the girl, in an agony of fear. + +"But he must if he means to win you. I advised him to do so." + +Isabel caught hold of the cloth below the level of the table and glanced +wildly at Beck, but he could not interpret the meaning of the look, and +replied to it with one full of hope. + +The little party rose from the table soon after and fate favoured the +sailor by giving him the opportunity he sought--Mr Elthorne crossing +the hall to the library, while the others went out on to the lawn. + +"Eh! Want to speak to me, Beck?" said Mr Elthorne. "Come in here." + +He closed the door after the young officer, and pointed to a chair. + +"Sit down, my lad," he said pleasantly. "Now I'll be bound to say I can +guess what you are about to say." + +"You can, sir?" said Beck eagerly. + +"I think so," said Mr Elthorne, with rather a set smile on his lips. +"You were going to tell me that you have to start for the East in a very +few days--am I right so far?" + +"Yes, sir, quite." + +"And that, as I have known you from a boy, you felt that without +hesitation you might speak to me and not trouble your father. Still +right?" + +"Yes, sir--I think so." + +"I felt it at once," said Mr Elthorne nodding. "Well, yes, my lad, I +will try and oblige you. How much do you want?" + +"Want? How much?" cried the young man, starting up with his face +flushing. "Did you think I wanted to borrow money, sir?" + +"Yes, my lad, of course." + +"Oh, no, sir," he cried; and, excited now by his position, he somewhat +blunderingly, but with manly frankness, told how long he had loved +Isabel, and asked for a sanction to his engagement. + +Mr Elthorne heard him in silence to the end, and then said briefly: +"Impossible." + +"Impossible, sir?" + +"Quite, my lad. It is all a boy and a girl piece of nonsense. Yes; you +two have known each other from children, been playfellows and the like, +but I could never sanction my child's marriage to one who leads such a +life as yours." + +"But, Mr Elthorne--" + +"Hear me out, my lad. I tell you frankly, I like you and always did as +a boy and the friend of my sons, but as my prospective son-in-law, once +for all, it is impossible." + +"Mr Elthorne!" cried the young man appealingly. + +"No, my lad, no; so give up all thought of it at once. Isabel will +leave home one of these days, but not with you. You are not the man. +Do you ride with us this morning?" + +Beck did not answer for the moment, for he was half stunned, but an +angry flush came into his cheeks just then, for Sir Cheltnam's voice was +heard through the open window. There was the cause of his rejection, he +felt sure, and, full of resentment and the feeling that Mr Elthorne had +not treated him well, he replied sharply: + +"Yes, sir, I shall go with the party this morning, and if I tell you +that I cannot give up my hopes--" + +"Ah, well," said Mr Elthorne sharply, "you will think differently, I +dare say, after the first smart of the disappointment has worn off." + +"Ready, father?" came from the window. + +"Yes. Have they got the horse round?" + +"All right. Burwood is going to try him over a fence or two before we +start." + +"I'll come," said Mr Elthorne. "You like horses, Beck; come and see +the leaping." + +Beck followed mechanically, cut to the heart by the half-contemptuous, +cold-blooded way in which his aspirations were treated, and in a few +minutes he stood with the others looking at the noble looking animal +held by a groom, while Sir Cheltnam examined him after the fashion of a +dealer, and then mounted. + +"I'll trot him across the park and take the hedge, and the fence as I +come back. Thick in his breathing, you think?" + +"Yes, I thought so," said Mr Elthorne. + +"Well, we shall soon know, and if he is, I'd make them take him back." + +Sir Cheltnam mounted and went off at a sharp trot for some hundred +yards, curved round full into sight, and, increasing his pace, came +toward them at a good swinging gallop, rose at a hedge, cleared it well, +and then pressed the horse on toward a stiffish fence, which it also +cleared capitally, and cantered back to the waiting party, where Sir +Cheltnam pulled up and leaped down. + +"I can detect nothing," he said. + +"You did not take him far enough to prove it," said Mr Elthorne +shortly. "I'll canter him down to the far hedge and back." + +As he approached the horse, there was the trampling of other hoofs, the +groom and helper bringing round the horses ordered for the morning ride, +while just seen in the distance over the hedge which ran along by the +road were the heads of the sisters coming over to join in the excursion. + +The next minute Mr Elthorne was in the saddle, and the horse sprang +forward at a touch. + +"Your father rides well, Elthorne," said Sir Cheltnam. "Capital seat +for so heavy a man." + +"Hasn't followed hounds thirty years for nothing," replied Alison. "I +say," he shouted; "better take that lower down." + +For, reversing the baronet's process, Mr Elthorne directed his course +straight for the fence, and was apparently about to take it at rather an +awkward spot. + +"He can't hear you, man," said Sir Cheltnam; "but he knows what he is +about. Ah, here is your sister. I say, keep that Beck along with you +this morning: he monopolised her entirely the other day." Alison did +not heed his words, but started forward with a cry, just as Neil and +Beck also made a rush for the spot. + +Only a few minutes before, The Don had risen and cleared the fence with +the greatest ease. This time, possibly from some bad management on the +part of his rider, he rushed at it so clumsily that horse and man came +down together with a crash; and as Neil, who was nearest, dashed +forward, he could see that his father was beneath the horse, which was +plunging violently in its attempts to rise, and fell back twice, +crushing his rider, before he could regain his feet. + +CHAPTER FIVE. + +NEED OF A SURGEON. + +As Neil Elthorne reached the spot where his father had fallen, the horse +dashed off at full gallop across the park, followed by one of the +grooms, who saw in it something of far greater consequence than his +master, who lay perfectly motionless upon the grass. + +"Any bones broken?" cried Sir Cheltnam. "Only a bit of a spill. Here, +someone go for a doctor." + +No one heeded his words; but Alison and Beck watched Neil curiously as +he was down on one knee making a hasty examination of the injured man. + +"Oh, papa, papa!" cried Isabel. "Neil, Neil, is he dead?" + +"Hush, my dear, be quiet." + +"Hadn't you better send for a doctor?" cried Sir Cheltnam. "Nasty thing +for a horse to roll across a man." + +"Be good enough to be silent, sir," said Neil sharply. "Alison, make +two of the men lift one of the light iron gates off its hinges. Isabel, +my child, be a woman. Run to the house and make them bring down a +mattress to lay upon the gate, and tell Aunt Anne to bring the brandy, +some water, and a glass." + +"But, Neil, dear--" + +"Don't stop to question. I know nothing yet." + +"But hadn't you better send a groom at once for a doctor?" + +"Confound it all, sir!" cried Beck in a low voice, "can't you see that +Mr Elthorne is in a skillful surgeon's hands?" + +Sir Cheltnam gave him an angry look, and turned his back, while Beck, in +the matter of fact, cool fashion of a sailor in a time of emergency, +bent down over Neil. + +"Can I help you?" he said quietly. + +"Eh? Thanks, no. I can do nothing till I get him to bed. Poor old +dad!" he muttered to himself. "I little thought I was coming for this." + +He had placed the injured man's head in an easy position, and in his +cursory examination found that no limb was broken or joint dislocated; +but Elthorne was perfectly insensible, and the young surgeon dreaded the +crushing in of ribs and some internal injury. + +Meantime the strong, hale, imperious man of a few minutes earlier lay +there, breathing painfully, while those about him were too much occupied +to notice the soft, dull sound of horse's hoofs approaching fast. + +Neil started as a shadow was thrown across him, and a sharp, metallic +voice cried: + +"Hallo! What's the matter? Anyone hurt?" + +"Yes; a bad fall," said Neil coldly, as his eyes met those of the +speaker, the elder of the two Lydons. + +"Well, I couldn't help it," said the girl rather resentfully. "No fault +of mine." + +"Poor old guardy!" cried her sister. "Don't look like a ride to-day." + +"Not much," said Saxa. "Did the horse throw him?" + +"Fell with him," said Sir Cheltnam. + +"Looked it," cried Saxa. "I told Dan here that I didn't like the looks +of the mount, but it was no use to tell the old man. He always would +have his own way, eh, Dan?" + +"Always," assented her sister. + +"Burwood," cried Neil impatiently, "will you give me your help?" + +"Certainly. What shall I do?" + +"Take these ladies away somewhere; their talking disturbs the patient." + +"Well, I'm sure!" cried Saxa with a laugh full of annoyance. "But we +will not trouble Sir Cheltnam; we know our way back." + +"Here's someone else coming who will be more civil, perhaps," said Dana +to herself, as Isabel, followed by half the household, came hurrying +back. + +Alison was returning too, with some of the stablemen and gardeners +bearing a light iron gate and the mattress, with the result that the +sufferer was borne carefully back to the house. + +"I say, Elthorne, though," said Sir Cheltnam, as they followed behind; +"no offence to your brother, who is, I dare say, clever enough,--I +forgot that he was a doctor,--hadn't you better send to the town for the +best man they've got? I'm afraid your old gov'nor has come off badly." + +"Neil will know," replied Alison. "He will do what is right." + +"Oh, very well; I only suggested; but I say, hadn't you better make a +bit of a clearance? So many people about must be bad for the patient." + +Alison looked at him curiously, but he said nothing, though the idea did +occur to him that it would be satisfactory if his friend were to ride +off in company with the Misses Lydon. + +"How is he, Neil? What do you think of him?" said Alison, after quietly +watching his brother for some time. + +"Bad," said Neil laconically. "I can say nothing yet for certain." + +"Will he die?" + +"Please God, no; but the symptoms are serious." + +"Bones broken?" + +"No; injury to the spine, I fear. I must have help and further advice." + +"I'll send on to the town at once for Morrison." + +"No," said Neil quietly. "This is not a case for a general +practitioner. Get me a telegraph form, and have the message sent on at +once." + +"Yes," said Alison eagerly; "but tell me what you are going to do." + +"Send for Sir Denton Hayle." + +"Will he come?" + +"If I ask him--yes." + +The message was written and sent off. The Lydons, after waiting till +after noon, had shaken hands with the brothers, and said they were very +sorry, and then accepted Sir Cheltnam's escort home. + +Neil, who had left his father's side for a few minutes to say good-bye, +heaved a sigh and turned to go back. + +"They don't seem very much broken-hearted about the poor old dad, Neil," +said Alison. + +"No," cried his brother, flashing out angrily. "I wonder sometimes +whether--no, no, we can't discuss that now, with him lying like that," +he added hastily, and he went back into the house to find that Beck +still lingered. + +Neil looked at him reproachfully and the young sailor caught his arm. + +"I have not gone," he said. "I'm staying in case I can be of any use." + +"Thanks," said Neil shortly. Then a thought struck him, and he turned +back. "Did you speak to my father?" he said. + +Beck nodded. + +"What did he say?" + +"That it was impossible." + +Neil went hastily toward the room where his father had been carried, and +found his sister listening by the door. + +"You here, Isabel?" he said. + +"Yes, dear," she whispered in broken tones. "Let me go in and see poor +papa now." + +"No, my child, not yet." + +"But, Neil, I am not a child now. You have let Aunt Anne be with him." + +"Well, she is older, and experienced, dear. Pray be patient. You will +be helping me then." + +"Yes, Neil," she said with a sigh, and she reached up and kissed him. + +"That is my darling sister," he said tenderly. "But, Neil, dear, one +word--pray tell me the truth. Will papa get better?" + +"Heaven only knows, dear," he said solemnly. "He is very badly hurt." + +He passed through the door, and closed it after him almost without a +sound, and then stopped to gaze on the scene before him, feeling a glow +of warmth in his breast toward his Aunt, who, in their freedom from +anxiety, had always seemed to him a weak, self-indulgent woman. But +self was evidently forgotten now as she knelt beside her brother's +couch, holding one of his hands against her breast, and watching the +pale, slightly drawn face as if her life depended upon her noting the +slightest change. + +"Has he moved, Aunt?" said Neil softly. She started violently. + +"O Neil, dear!" she exclaimed, "I did not hear you. No, no, no," she +cried, with a burst of sobbing, "he's dying! My poor brother! What +shall I do?" + +"Be patient and helpful, Aunt, dear. We must not think of our now +sufferings now." + +"Yes, my dear, and I will, indeed I will. But, Neil, my love," she +whispered, as she caught his hand and held it in both hers; "don't think +me unkind. I know what a good, clever boy you are, but don't you think +you ought to send for a real doctor?" + +Neil smiled sadly as he bent down and kissed the agitated woman, and +thought of his diplomas, and the trust and faith of the eminent surgeon +who had chosen him for assistant in the ward of the great London +hospital. + +"Yes, Aunt, dear," he said quietly. "You are quite right. I have sent +for Sir Denton." + +"Oh, that's very good of you, my dear. You are so young; and I was +afraid, dear, that you would be too proud to accept any help, and--" + +"Hist!" said Neil quickly; and he stepped to his father's side, for he +had seen a quick, trembling motion about the eyes, and the injured man +began to mutter. + +"Quite out of the question, my lad--I have made other arrangements for +my child." + +He uttered a heavy sigh. + +"Ride any horse--jumps well--you did not--" + +His eyes open and staring now, and fixed on his son. + +"Neil!" he said aloud, "what's the matter? Here, give me your hand." + +He tried to rise, and a spasm contracted his face as Neil watched him +anxiously and saw a confirmation of his fears. + +"I don't understand." + +"Don't try to move, father. You are a little hurt," said Neil gravely. +"Are you in much pain?" + +"Pain? No," said his father irritably. "Why don't you both speak? +What does it all mean?" + +"Your horse fell, sir," said Neil gently. "Lie quite still." + +"My horse fell? What horse fell? How long have I been here?" + +"My dear father, you must try and be calm, please." + +"But I don't understand," he cried angrily. "You said my horse fell. I +can't remember." + +"But you will soon. Try and go to sleep." + +"Don't be absurd, boy. Here, help me to get--" + +He did not finish his sentence but tried to raise himself and then lay +perfectly still, with his jaw dropped, and a look of horror in his eyes. + +"Neil--my boy," he said piteously, "I can't move. This sudden +weakness--I--yes--I remember now. The Don fell with me. Quick--tell +me--am I much hurt?" + +"I hope not, sir. It was a bad fall, but there are no bones broken." + +"But--" + +He stopped, and looked wildly at his son. + +"Father, you must try and be calm," said Neil firmly. + +"Ralph, dearest--pray--pray--be calm," said Aunt Anne. + +"Silence, woman!" he cried harshly; and the great drops of perspiration +began to gather on his brow. "Yes," he continued hoarsely, "I begin to +remember clearly now. The brute fell and rolled over me. Here, Neil, +you are a surgeon--tell me--not seriously hurt?" + +"You are hurt, father, and it is absolutely necessary that you should be +quite calm." + +"Calm, sir! How can I be calm? Do you take me for a child? Send for a +proper doctor at once--a man who can understand, and who will tell me +the truth." + +"I am telling you the truth, father. I repeat--it is absolutely +necessary that you should lie still and try to be calm." + +"But--" + +He uttered that word angrily, and clutched at the side of the couch to +try again and raise himself, but his arm fell nervelessly by his side, +and he gave his son a piteous look. + +"My back," he groaned. "No feeling; Neil, my boy, you know and you will +not speak. Don't, don't, tell me I am to be a cripple." + +"My dear father," cried Neil huskily, as he grasped his hand, "I dare +not tell you that, for I am not sure. I have sent up for Sir Denton, +and he will, I know, come by the earliest possible train. I hope that +my fears are wrong." + +"Then they are right," said the sufferer with a groan. "I know now. +Great Heavens!" + +He closed his eyes, and lay perfectly still, but the dew upon his +contracted face told plainly enough of the mental agony he suffered. + +Aunt Anne drew back, and signed to Neil to come to her side. + +"Speak to him," she whispered. "Try and say something to comfort him, +dear." + +"It would be folly," replied Neil sadly, "and only increase his +irritation." + +"Oh, but, my dear!" she whispered. + +"Aunt, it was what I feared, and he has grasped the truth." + +"Neil!" + +"Wait till Sir Denton comes, and let him decide." + +He went back to the side of the couch, and sat down to watch and wait, +ready to try and alleviate pain, and wipe the drops of agony from the +sufferer's brow from time to time. + +And so an hour passed without the patient once unclosing his eyes, but +it was plain that he did not sleep; a sharp twitch across the face now +and again eliciting a faint groan. + +Aunt Anne had been out twice to speak to Isabel, who was weeping +silently in the adjoining room. + +And so the dreary day crept on with a strange silence pervading the +place where all, as a rule, was bustle and activity. Alison softly +paced the hall hour after hour, waiting patiently for news of which Aunt +Anne was the bearer. + +But she had little to communicate, and night was coming on fast when the +sound of carriage wheels was heard, and a fly from the station drove up +to the door, out of which stepped the famous London surgeon, who had +arrived quite a couple of hours sooner than had been expected. + +Neil hurried out, leaving Aunt Anne to take his place while he welcomed +the visitor. + +"Thank you," he said simply, as he grasped the old man's hand. + +"I came down at once. How is he?" + +Neil shook this head, and led the way at once into the room where Mr +Elthorne lay with his eyes tightly closed; but he opened them at once as +Sir Denton approached, showing that he had been keenly conscious of +every sound. + +Aunt Anne rose from his side, bent down again to kiss him, and then +hurried out of the room to hide her tears, leaving the great surgeon to +decide upon what her brother's future was to be. + +Isabel and Alison were outside, and the three waited together anxiously +for the great man's verdict, and all oppressed by the strange sensation +produced by the sudden shock which had fallen upon the family. +Everything seemed strange, and the very silence to be charged with +portents. + +Alison strode up and down the room, while his sister crouched by Aunt +Anne's side, holding her hands tightly, and starting at every sharp turn +her brother made. + +It seemed an age before they heard the opening of a door and steps in +the hall; and as Isabel started up, listening excitedly, Neil appeared, +looking white and anxious. + +"Go to my father, Aunt," he said, and then drew back to lead Sir Denton +into a little room much affected by the young man, half study, half +museum, where the surgeon sank into a chair and leaned back gazing at +the worn, troubled face before him, as if waiting for his companion to +speak. + +"Well, sir?" he said at last, for Sir Denton remained silent. + +"Well, Elthorne," said Sir Denton gravely. + +"Don't trifle with me. I am in agony." + +"Naturally, my dear fellow, and I am not trifling with you. I only +shrank from giving you pain." + +"Then you think--" began Neil. + +"No; I am sure, Elthorne. My dear boy, you have not worked with me for +years without being able to come to a decision at once upon such a case +as this. I can quite understand your feelings. In your horror and +despair you mistrusted yourself, or tried to mistrust yourself, hoping, +I presume, that you might be wrong, and sent at once for me. Is it not +so?" + +Neil bowed his head; and then quickly, as drowning men catch at straws, +he said: + +"But, Sir Denton, do you feel absolutely certain?" + +"My dear Elthorne, would to Heaven I could say that there is a doubt. +There is none. You know there is none." + +Neil uttered a low groan. + +"It comes hard from one who feels toward you as I do, my dear brother," +said the old man gently; "but we doctors and surgeons can have no +concealment from each other. Your examination must have shown you that +the spine is hopelessly injured." + +"Yes, yes," groaned Neil; "but I clung to the hope that I might be +wrong. Then you can give me no hope?" + +"Yes, I can do that. With careful nursing you may save his life, and he +may have many years before him. There will be little physical +suffering, and fortunately for him, being a wealthy man, he can palliate +much of this by attendants and the many contrivances our mechanicians +have invented for the benefit of the injured. It is a terrible case, +but nothing compared to what it would be if some poor breadwinner had +suddenly been stricken down--a case such as we have seen hundreds of +times. Your father has everything to soften the hardship, and, above +all, the love of his children." + +"Then you feel that nothing more can be done?" + +"Frankly, nothing. It is the greatest kindness to tell you so, +Elthorne. As you well know, the treatment is of the simplest. Time, +and a thoroughly good, trustworthy nurse. There is the prescription +that forty years of earnest study have taught me to offer you." + +"Yes," said Neil, after a pause, "I felt all this--thanks to your +teachings. Poor old father!" he continued as if to himself; "so full of +vitality, so determined and energetic, so full of plans, and in an +instant all at an end." + +"Oh, no," said Sir Denton. "You must look at the brighter side of the +accident, my dear fellow. He will--I am speaking plainly--he will be +utterly paralysed in his lower limbs, but in all probability the mental +faculties will be sharpened, and from what I have seen of your father I +should say he will be more energetic and active than ever." + +"Thank you," said Neil warmly; "thank you--" + +"Now go and break the bad news to your people at once, and all of you +face the worst. You are spared a great deal. You know as well as I do +that his accident might have meant a few hours' hopeless struggle +against death and then the end." + +"Yes, yes," said Neil. "You are right, and I will try--we will all +try--to face the trouble as we should. But you will stay the night and +see him in the morning." + +"No, I can do no good. You will act in everything exactly as I should, +and there are others waiting in agony for my return." + +"But--" + +"You know in your heart what I say is just, my dear Elthorne. Come, +pupil, your old master trusts you," said the surgeon, taking his hand. +"Forget for the time being that the patient is a relative; sink +everything in the scientific aspects of the case; do your duty, and +trust yourself. Now, God bless you, and good-bye." + +He grasped the young surgeon's hands warmly and turned to go, but +stopped short. + +"I shall get someone to come and lend me a hand, so that you can stay +down here as long as is necessary, but you will be able to come up for a +day or two at the end of a week. Of course the first thing is to send +you down an efficient nurse. Everything will depend upon her, as you +know." + +"Yes," said Neil huskily, and he walked out into the hall. + +"I will not ask to see your sister or your aunt, Elthorne. My kindest +regards, and I hope to renew my friendship with them at some happier +time." + +He stepped into the waiting fly and looked at his watch. + +"Tell him to drive fast, and I shall just catch the last up-train. +Good-bye." + +The wheels grated on the gravel drive, and the sounds were dying away as +Neil turned to find that the drawing-room door had opened. + +Isabel ran to him and threw her arms about his neck, trying vainly to +speak, as he held her to his breast, while her eyes looked imploringly +into his. + +"What does he say, Neil?" said Alison huskily. "Tell us the worst." + +"The worst," replied Neil gloomily. + +"Then he will die?" cried Alison excitedly. + +"No, no." + +"But he has gone so soon. Don't keep it back, man. He said he could do +nothing?" + +"He said that with care our father will live, but--" + +He stopped short for a few moments and a sigh that was almost a groan +escaped him. + +"The poor old dad. Al," he said softly, "I am afraid he will be a +hopeless cripple if the knowledge of his state does not kill him right +off." + +"What's that? What's the matter?" cried Alison sharply, as the door +opened and the butler appeared. "We are engaged." + +"Beg pardon, sir," said the man. "Mrs Barnett, sir, rang the bell. +Master wants Mr Neil directly." + +"O Neil, he is worse," sobbed Isabel; and, as her brother hurried out of +the room and across the hall, she followed, and they all entered +together, just as Aunt Anne was coming to summon them, her ruddy face +looking blanched and strange in places, while her eyes were wide open +and she seemed to have been scared. + +"Pray come to him, my dear," she whispered. "He frightens me." + +"What is that?" said Mr Elthorne sharply. "What is the meaning of that +whispering? Am I to lie here without any attention because I have had a +bit of a fall? Here, Neil, quick. It is disgraceful. Anne--Isabel-- +you can go. I want to talk to Neil." Isabel crept deprecatingly to the +speaker's side and bent down to kiss him. + +He responded to her kiss, and then seemed annoyed with himself, as if he +considered his conduct weak. + +"There, there," he cried. "Don't hang about me, my dear. You make me +hot. There is nothing much the matter. Go and nurse up your aunt, and +try to teach her to be sensible." + +"Oh, papa, dear!" + +"Now, don't you begin to be absurd too. I'm hurt and in pain. Let me +ask you one question--Is it likely to do me good to have a foolish woman +sitting close to me soaking her pocket handkerchief?" + +"Ralph, dear, I was only sympathetic," cried Aunt Anne. + +"I don't want sympathy," cried Mr Elthorne. "I want help. I want you +to go now. Shut the door after them, Alison. You can stop. Now," he +continued angrily, as soon as they were alone, and he fixed his eyes +fiercely upon his elder son's, "you chose to be a doctor, sir, and I +gave way unwillingly. I studied no expense, and you have gone on +studying up your profession. But, once for all, if I am to take any of +your assistance, I warn you that I will have none of the tricks of your +trade played upon me." + +"My dear father, pray be calm," said Neil anxiously. + +"Did you hear what I said, sir? Be calm! Am I not calm? There you are +bringing out all your medical stock in trade--medical cant to bear." + +Neil looked at him anxiously, and saw that he was wild in his manner, +and that there was a curiously excited glare in his eyes which troubled +him a good deal, and affected his words as he replied. + +"Now," cried his father, "tell me at once, what did Sir Denton say?" + +"That you must be kept perfectly quiet, sir, and be troubled by nothing +exciting." + +"Why?" said Mr Elthorne sharply. "Did he say that my case was +hopeless, and that I must die?" + +"No; decidedly not. Nothing of the kind, sir. He told me that you only +needed proper nursing to recover." + +"To recover my health?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And strength?" said Mr Elthorne, gazing at him searchingly. + +Neil was silent. + +"Why don't you speak, boy?" said the old man sternly. "No; you need not +speak. A man is a physician or a fool at forty. I am long past forty, +and not quite a fool, boys, as you both know. He told you that I should +be a hopeless cripple." + +"He told me, I repeat, that you must be kept perfectly quiet, father, +and I must insist upon your now trying to help me by following out his +wishes." + +"A cripple--a helpless cripple," said the injured man, without paying +the slightest heed to his son's words, but speaking as if to someone he +could see across the room. "I did not want telling that. A man knows. +But what does it mean? Wreck? Utter helplessness? Being led about by +the hand? No, no, no; not so bad as that. The brain is right. I am +strong there. You boys are not going to usurp everything yet. Do you +hear? I say you boys are--you boys--I say--the doctor--quick--the +doctor--ah!" + +His eyes glared wildly as the fit of excitement rapidly increased, till +he almost raved like one in a fit of delirium, and every attempt to calm +him by word or action on the part of his son only seemed to intensify +his excitement, till a sudden spasm made his face twitch, and his head +fell back with the angry light dying out of his eyes. + +"Quick!" whispered Neil. "Run up to my room and bring down the little +case on the drawers." + +He raised his father's head as he spoke, and, after glancing at him in a +frightened manner, Alison hurried out of the room. + +An hour later Ralph Elthorne was lying perfectly insensible, with his +son watching by his bedside. It was no new, thing to him this tending +of a patient in a serious strait consequent upon an accident, but their +relative positions robbed him of his customary _sang-froid_, and again +and again he asked himself whether he had not done wrong in accepting so +onerous a task, and whether Sir Denton had not placed too much +confidence in his knowledge of the treatment such a case demanded. When +such thoughts mastered him he was ready over and over again to send a +fresh message to the great surgeon, and it was only by a strong effort +that he mastered himself and maintained his calmness. For he knew in an +ordinary way a doubt of his capacity would never enter his head; all he +had to do, he told himself, was to strive as he would have striven for +another. + +"But he is my father," he muttered, "and it is so hard to feel +confidence when one knows that the patient mistrusts every word and +act." + +CHAPTER SIX. + +WATCHING THE SUFFERER. + +"What are you going to do about sitting up?" said Alison in a whisper +about eleven o'clock that night. "He must not be left." + +"Certainly not," said Neil, after a glance at the bed where his father +lay sleeping uneasily. "I am going to sit with him." + +"That will not do," said Alison quietly. "_You_ are the doctor, and +must be rested and ready when wanted. You had better go to bed and I'll +sit up. Aunt Anne wants to, and so does Isabel, but the old lady is +hysterical and fit for nothing, and Isabel is too young." + +"Of course," said Neil quietly. "But I have settled all that. I shall +sit up, and if there is any need I can call you directly." + +Alison looked as if he were going to oppose the plan, but he said +nothing for the moment, only sat watching his brother and occasionally +turning to the bed as the injured man made an uneasy movement. + +They were interrupted by a tap at the door, to which Alison replied, +coming back directly to whisper in his brother's ear. + +"You had better go and talk to the old lady yourself," he said. "She +has come prepared to sit up." Neil went hastily to the door and passed +out on the landing, where his aunt was standing, dressed for the +occasion, and armed with night lights and other necessary appliances +used in an invalid's chamber. + +"No, Aunt, dear," said Neil quickly. "Not necessary. I am going to sit +up." + +"My dear boy, your brother said something of this kind to me," said the +lady querulously; "but pray don't you be obstinate. I really must sit +up with your father. It is my duty, and I will." + +"It is your duty, Aunt, to obey the surgeon in attendance upon the +patient," said Neil firmly, but he winced a little at his aunt's next +words. + +"So I would, my dear, if we had one here; but do you really think, Neil, +that you are able to deal with such a terrible case? Hadn't you better +have in the Moreby doctor, and hear what he says?" + +"We have had Sir Denton Hayle to-day, and I have his instructions. Is +not that enough?" + +"No, my dear, really I don't think it is. You see it isn't as if you +were a much older man and more experienced, and had been a surgeon ever +so long." + +"There is no need for you to sit up, Aunt," said Neil quietly. "I can +quite understand your anxiety, but, believe me, I am doing my best." + +"Oh, dear," sighed Aunt Anne. "You boys areas obstinate and as +determined as your poor father. Well, there, I cannot help myself," she +continued in a tone full of remonstrance. "No one can blame me, and I +am sure that I have done my duty." + +"Yes, Aunt, dear, quite," said Neil soothingly. "Go and get a good +night's rest. I don't think there will be any need, but if it is +necessary I will have you called." + +"Encouraging!" he said to himself as he returned to the sick room, +thinking that after all it was very natural on his aunt's part, for it +must seem to her only a short time since he was a boy at home, when, +upon the death of his mother, she had come to keep house. + +Alison rose from a chair near the bed as he closed the door, and signed +to him to come to the other end of the room. + +"I say," he whispered, "I don't like the governor's breathing. Just you +go and listen. Its catchy like and strange." + +Neil crossed to the bed and bent down over the sleeping man, felt his +pulse, and came back. + +"Quite natural," he said, "for a man in his condition. I detect nothing +strange." + +Alison looked at him curiously, turned away, and walked softly up and +down the shaded room, to stop at last by his brother. + +"I don't want to upset you," he said, "but I feel obliged to speak." + +"Go on," said Neil, "but I know what you are going to say." + +"Impossible!" said Alison, staring. + +"By no means. You are uneasy, and think I am not capable of caring for +my father." + +"Well, I can't help it, old fellow," said Alison. "I was thinking +something of the kind. You see a regular old country doctor--" + +"Has not half the experience of a young man in a large hospital," said +Neil, interrupting him and speaking now in a quite confident manner. +"We have had many such cases as this, and I have helped to treat them." + +"Yes, but--" + +"Pray try and have a little confidence in me, old fellow. I am sure you +do not mean it, but you are making my task much harder." + +"Oh, I don't want to do that, but you see I can't help looking at you as +my brother." + +"Never cease to, pray. Now go and lie down for a few hours. Yes," he +continued, as Alison hesitated, "I wish it. I desire it. I will call +you about four." + +"Oh, very well, if I must, I must," said Alison rather sulkily. Then, +as if ashamed of the tone he had taken, "All right. Be sure and call me +then." He crossed to the bed again, stood looking down at the sleeping +face, and returned. + +"I say," he whispered, "what a change it seems! Only this morning +talking to us as he did, and now helpless like that." + +"Yes; it is terrible how prostrate an accident renders a man." + +"Did--did he say anything to you about--about marriage?" + +Neil started and looked sharply at his brother, who had faltered as he +spoke. + +"Yes, but there is no occasion to discuss that now." + +"No, I suppose not, but he was wonderfully set upon our being regularly +engaged to those two girls. Don't seem natural for that sort of thing +to be settled for you downright without your being consulted. It's just +as if you were a royal personage." + +"My dear Alison, is this a time for such a subject to be discussed? +Pray go now." + +"Oh, very well--till four o'clock, then." + +The young man left the room, and Neil sat down to think, after a closer +examination of his father's state. For Alison's words had started a +current of thought which soon startled him by its intensity, as it +raised up the calm, pale face of one who had constantly been at his side +in cases of emergency--one who was always tenderly sensitive and ready +to suffer with those who suffered, whose voice had a sweet, sympathetic +ring as she spoke words of encouragement or consolation to the +agony-wrung patient, but who could be firm as a rock at times, when a +sufferer's life depended upon the strength of mind and nerve of the +attendant. + +Always that face, looking with calm, deep, thoughtful eyes into his, but +with no heightening of colour, no tremor in the sensitive nerves of the +smooth, high temples; and as he sat there thinking, she seemed to him +one whom no words of man, however earnest and impassioned, could stir, +certainly not such words as he could speak. + +He started from his reverie, which had in spirit taken him back to the +hospital where the tall, graceful figure glided silently from bed to +bed, and the colour mounted quickly to his cheeks as a faint tapping +came at the door, and upon his opening it he started again, for there +was a figure, tall and slight, indistinctly seen in the darkness, as if +his thoughts had evoked the presence of her upon whom his mind had +dwelt. + +"It is only I, Neil, dear," whispered a pleasant, silvery voice. + +"Isabel? I thought you were in bed." + +"How could you, Neil, dear!" she said reproachfully. "I could not go to +bed and sleep knowing you were sitting up with poor papa. How is he +now, dear?" + +"Just the same, and must be for some time." Isabel sighed. + +"Neil, dear," she whispered, "I've got a spirit-lamp and kettle in the +next room, and as soon as you like I'll make you some tea." + +"Thank you, my dear. Leave it ready and I'll make some myself." + +"No, no, Neil, dear," she said, clinging to him. "Don't send me away. +I could not sleep to-night." + +"But you must, dear. I want you to be rested and strong, so as to come +and sit with him to-morrow while I have some sleep." + +"Yes, dear, of course," she whispered, as she crept closer within the +protecting arm round her, and laid her head upon her brother's shoulder. + +"Come, come," Neil whispered, as he stroked her soft hair, "you must not +fret and give way. Troubles come into every family, and we must learn +to bear them with fortitude." + +"Yes, Neil, dear, and I am trying hard to bear this bravely." + +She nestled to him more closely, and as he smoothed her hair again and +stroked her cheek, gazing down the while at its soft outline, he could +not help thinking how attractive in appearance she had grown. "There," +he said at last. "Now you must go." + +"Yes, dear, directly. But--Neil--" + +"What is it?" + +"May I talk to you?" + +"Of course." + +"But as I used when you were at home and I told you all my secrets?" + +"I hope you will, Bel. Why shouldn't you trust your big brother?" + +"Yes; why not?" she said eagerly. "And you will not think me a silly +girl nor forward?" + +"I hope not." + +"Nor that I should not have spoken to you at such a time?" + +"Why, what is the terrible secret, then?" he whispered, as he kissed her +tenderly and made her throw her arms about his neck and utter a sob. + +"Ah, I see; something about Beck." + +She hid her face on his shoulder, and he felt her nod her head. + +"He told me what you said to him, dear," she whispered. "It was very +dreadful at a time like this, but I could not help him speaking." + +"Oh, he told you, eh?" + +"Yes, dear, and he told me what papa said." + +"Don't--don't talk about it, my child. It seems too terrible now." + +"Yes, dear, it does," she said with a sob, "but the words would come. +Let me ask you one thing, Neil, dear, and then I will not say another +word. I wouldn't say this, only it is so very terrible to me, and it's +all so still and quiet here now in the middle of the night, and it seems +just the time for speaking." + +"What is it, then?" + +Isabel was silent for a few moments, and then, with her lips very close +to her brother's ear, she whispered: + +"Neil, dear, do you feel sure that papa will get better?" + +"Yes; I do not think there is any doubt about it." + +Isabel uttered a sigh full of relief, and, leaving her brother, went +softly to the bedside to bend down and kiss the sufferer's brow. Then +returning, she nestled close up to her brother again. + +He kissed her affectionately, and led her toward the door. + +"There, good-night, now," he whispered, but she clung to him tightly, +and he took her head between his hands and gazed down into her shrinking +eyes. + +"What is it, little one?" he said; and she feebly struggled with him, so +as to avert her face from his searching eyes, but she made no reply. + +"Why, Isabel, darling, what is it? You have something you wish to say +to me?" + +"Yes, Neil," she whispered, "but I hardly like to tell it." + +"I thought you were always ready to tell me everything." + +"Yes, dear," she said quickly now, and she looked up full in his face. +"Neil, do you know what dear papa wishes?" + +"I have a suspicion." + +"It was more than a suspicion with me, Neil. But, tell me, do you think +now that he will want me to listen to that dreadful Sir Cheltnam?" + +"Let's wait and see, dear," said Neil quickly. "We must not meet +troubles half way. This is no time to think of such a matter as that." + +"No; I felt that, dear, but I think so much about it that it would keep +coming up." + +"Leave it now, and we will talk about it another time," said Neil +gently. "You can always come to me, Isabel, and I will try to be worthy +of your confidence." + +"Yes, I know that, Neil," she said quickly; and after kissing him once +more she hurried out of the room, leaving her brother to his thoughts +and the long watch through the night. + +And as he seated himself near the bed, where he could gaze at the stern, +deeply lined countenance upon the pillow, his memory went back to early +days, when he and his brother felt something akin to dread whenever +their father spoke. And from that starting point he went on through +boyhood up to manhood, right up to the present, when, after shaping the +lives of his children as far as had been possible, his father seemed +determined to carry out his plans for the future. + +A slight movement on the part of the patient made Elthorne rise from his +seat, take the shaded lamp and go close to the bedside, but his father +slept heavily, and he returned to his seat to continue unravelling the +thread of his career. + +A few months back his father's plans had seemed of no consequence to him +whatever. Half jokingly Mr Elthorne had thrown him and Saxa Lydon +together, and the bright, talkative girl, with her love of out door +life, had amused him. If he must marry, he thought it did not much +matter to him who the lady might be, so long as she was not exacting and +did not interfere with his studies. Saxa Lydon was not likely to want +him to take her into society. She was too fond of her horses and dogs, +and if it pleased his father, why, it would please him. + +But then came the appointment of Nurse Elisia to Sir Denton's ward, and +by degrees a complete change had come over the spirit of his dream. At +first he had hardly noticed her save that she was a tall, graceful +woman, with a sweet, calm, saddened countenance which he felt would be +sympathetic to the patients; and, soon after, half wonderingly he had +noticed the intense devotion of this refined gentlewoman to the various +cases. Nothing was too horrible, nothing too awful. The most sordid +and repellent duties were unshrinkingly done, and in the darkest, most +wearisome watches of the night she was always at her post, patient and +wakeful, ready to tend, to humour, to relieve the poor sufferer whose +good fortune it had been to have her aid. + +Then he had thought it no wonder that Sir Denton was loud in her praise, +and a certain intimacy of a friendly nature had sprung up between them, +during which he had soon discovered that their new nurse was no ordinary +woman, but who or what she was he had no idea, and it seemed was not +likely to know, for she never referred to her antecedents. + +After a time he had often found himself after some painful episode at a +patient's bedside, wondering why Nurse Elisia was there. Everything +about her betokened the lady, and no ordinary lady, and Neil +unconsciously began building up romantic stories about her previous +life, in most of which he painted her as a woman who had passed through +some terrible ordeal, become disgusted with the world in which she had +lived, and had determined to devote herself to the duty of assuaging the +pangs of her suffering fellow-creatures. + +Once he had turned the conversation in her direction when dining with +Sir Denton, but the old surgeon had quietly parried all inquiries, and +at the same time let him see that he was touching on delicate ground in +connection with one who was evidently his _protegee_. Naturally this +increased the interest as time went on, and he found himself taking note +of the bearing of the old man toward the nurse. + +But he learned nothing by this. Perhaps there was a quiet, paternal +manner visible at times on Sir Denton's part, but on Nurse Elisia's +nothing but an intense look and a display of eagerness to grasp fully +his instructions in regard to some dying creature whose life they were +trying to save. Nothing more; and her bearing was the same to him, +always calm and distant. If ever she was eager, it was in respect to a +patient, and, his wishes carried out, she was either watching at some +bedside or gliding patiently about the ward to smooth and turn a hot +pillow here, gently move an aching head or injured limb there; and after +many months Neil Elthorne found, to the disturbance of his mental +balance, that he was constantly thinking of Nurse Elisia, while, save in +connection with her duties and his instructions, she apparently never +gave him a thought. + +All these memories came back to Neil Elthorne as he sat that night by +his father's couch. They troubled and annoyed him, and he moved +feverishly from time to time in his chair. + +"It is absurd," he said to himself. "One would think I was some +romantic boy, ready to be attracted by the first beautiful face I see-- +Yes; she is beautiful, after all, and that simple white cap and plain +black dress only enhance instead of hiding it. And she is a lady, I am +sure. But what does it mean? A nurse; devoting herself to all those +repulsive cases as if she were seeking by self-denial and punishment to +make a kind of atonement for something which has gone before. What can +have gone before? Who is she? Why is she there?" + +His questioning thoughts became so unbearable that he rose from his +seat, thrust off the soft slippers he was wearing, and began to pace the +room. + +"It was quite time I left the hospital," he thought. "The work there +has weakened my nerves, and made me ready to think like this--caused +this susceptible state. Quite time I left. It is a kind of disease, +and I am glad I am away before I committed myself to some folly. I +should look well--I, a man with an advancing reputation--if I were to be +questioned by Sir Denton upon what I meant by forgetting myself, and +degrading myself by making advances toward one of the nurses. It would +come before the governors of the hospital, and I should be asked to +resign. I must be worse than I thought. Too much strain. Incipient +nerve attacks previous to something more terrible. There," he muttered, +as he returned to and resumed his seat, "one never knows what is best +for one's self. It was right that I should come away from the hospital, +and I am here. Bah! ready in my selfishness to think I am of so much +consequence that my poor father was called upon to suffer like this to +save me from a folly. Yes; there is no doubt about it," he added, after +a pause, during which he sat in the semi-darkness of the bedroom gazing +straight before him into the gloom; "I have been too much on the strain. +A month or two in this pure air will set me up again, and I shall go +back ready to look her calmly in the face as of old, and treat her as +what she is--a hospital nurse. You shall not have cause to blush for +your son, father," he said in a low whisper as he leaned toward the bed +and gently took the old man's hand. "You will have enough to bear +without meeting with rebellion against your wishes." + +He raised the hand to his lips, and then tenderly laid it back on the +coverlet, bent over the sufferer, and drew back with a sigh. + +"It will be a question of time and careful nursing," he said, softly. +"There must be no mental trouble to hinder his progress. We must not +let him feel his weakness and want of power, or he will suffer horribly. +Only a few hours since, and so strong and well; but by management we +can keep off a good deal, and we will. My poor old dad!" + +CHAPTER SEVEN. + +"JOIN YOUR SHIP AT ONCE." + +The morning broke warm and bright, but the gloom within the fine old +manor-house deepened as the facts became more and more impressed on all +these that the master would, if his life were spared, never again be the +same. + +Isabel came softly into the room twice during the night, so silently +that Neil, as he sat watching, did not hear her till she touched his +arm. She stayed with him for a time, and as they sat together in those +solemn hours brother and sister seemed to be drawn more together than +before. Not that there had ever been any gap between them, for Neil, +partaking more of the nature of their dead mother than Alison, had +always been the one to whom Isabel had clung, and whom she had gone to +with her troubles when their father was in his sterner and most exacting +moods. + +Alison, too, came twice to see how the patient was; but here, somehow, +his brother's manner and words are jarred upon Neil, for there seemed a +want of sympathy and a suggestion of Alison's feeling free and +independent, now that the autocrat of their house, hold had been cast +down from his throne. + +Just before morning, too, Aunt Anne had been in, ready to assert that +she might just as well have sat up and kept her nephew company, for she +had not slept a wink, her eyes stubbornly refusing to support her +declaration, for they looked as if they had been tightly closed for +hours. + +As the morning progressed, and the injured man still lay in a +stupor-like sleep, visitors and messengers arrived with inquiries about +his state. + +Beck was one of the first, and he came in the hope that Isabel would +contrive to see him for a few minutes. He was not disappointed, for he +had not been seated many minutes before Isabel came into the drawing +room quite by accident, to fetch some work left on one of the chairs, +and in an instant her hands were clasped in those of the young sailor. + +"No, no!" she cried excitedly. "You know what papa said." + +"Yes," he said earnestly; "and it would be cowardly and mean of me to +take advantage of his lying there helpless. See, I will try and act +like a gentleman,"--he dropped her hands--"I only want to tell you, +Isabel, that, come what may, I shall keep to my course. Some day, when +he is well again--" + +"Then you think he will get well?" she cried eagerly. + +"Yes; why not?" responded Beck. "I say, some day, when he is well +again, he may alter and not be so set against me, and I am going to wait +till then." + +"Yes," she said with a sigh. + +"I am not going to doubt you for a moment, Isabel. I don't think, after +all these years, you could turn from me; and when your father sees +really what is for your happiness, he will, I believe, relent." + +Tom Beck had no opportunity to say more, for just then Aunt Anne bustled +into the room. + +"You, Mr Beck?" she said. "Why, I thought it was your father." + +"He is going to try and get across, by and by, in the invalid chair. He +is not up yet, and honestly I do not think he is fit to leave his bed; +but he says he must, and he will." + +"Poor man!" sighed Aunt Anne. "Oh, dear me, Mr Beck, what a deal of-- +Isabel, my dear, don't wait." + +"No, Aunt," said the girl quietly; and then, to herself, "Papa must have +told Aunt Anne not to let me be along with Tom, or she would not have +spoken like that." + +Then aloud-- + +"Good-bye, Mr Beck;" and she held out her hand, which was taken for a +moment and then dropped, as she turned and left the room. + +The vicar's son had hardly left the house an hour when Sir Cheltnam rode +over to make inquiries, and was leaving his card, when Alison came into +the hall and went out on the steps to speak to him. + +"Can't ask you in," said Alison. "The governor's very bad." + +"Got a doctor down from London, haven't you?" + +"We've had one in consultation, but he has gone back." + +"But our doctor here is not attending him, for I met him, and he was +asking about it, and thought it rather strange that he had not been sent +for." + +"Humph! You see, my brother is attending him." + +"Oh!" ejaculated Sir Cheltnam. "Well, it's no business of mine, but if +anything happened to the old man it wouldn't look well, and people would +talk about it a good deal. I say, isn't your brother rather disposed to +ride the high horse?" + +Alison winced. + +"What do you mean?" he said rather roughly. "Oh, nothing much. A bit +haughty with me, as if he did not approve of my pretensions. Coming the +elder brother a bit, and I'm getting nervous as to what it is going to +be now your father is down." + +"Oh, it is only Neil's way," said Alison sulkily. "And you don't seem +much better. If you came over to my place, I should ask you in, and +call a man to take your horse." + +"How can I ask you in at a time like this?" said Alison apologetically. + +"Easily enough, and take me into the drawing room. How is Isabel?" + +"Broken-hearted, nearly. This came about directly after the governor +had given Tom Beck his _conge_." + +"Then he had done that?" + +"Yes; and the little girl's a bit sore about it." + +"Cheerful for me!" said Sir Cheltnam. + +"Bah! He'll be off to sea directly, and she'll soon forget him." + +"Then you think I had better not come in to-day? I'm off, then. Wish +the old man better. I'll come on again to-morrow to see how he is. I +say, tell Isabel I called and was in great trouble, and that sort of +thing." + +"Oh, yes; all right," growled Alison. + +"Pleasant sort of a brother-in-law in prospective," said Sir Cheltnam to +himself, as he cantered off. + +"Takes it as a matter of course that he is to have her," muttered +Alison. "I'm not so sure." + +He bit one of his nails and watched the visitor till he was out of +sight, and still stood at the foot of the steps frowning. + +"Even he sees it," he muttered. "I won't stand any more of his +arbitrary ways. He is only a year older than I am, and yet he is to +lord it over me as if I were a child. Why should he take the lead in +everything? Is he to do so always? Not if I know it. If all this +means that a new king reigns in Hightoft, it is not going to be brother +Neil." + +Almost in perfect ignorance of what was going on downstairs, Neil +remained patiently watching by his father's side. Aunt and sister had +both begged him to go and lie down, insisting upon the fact that he +would be quite helpless at night, and that it was his duty, so as to be +ready to watch again, but he only smiled. + +"My dear Aunt," he said at last to that lady, who was greatly agitated +in his behalf, "a doctor grows used to watching by his patient's +bedside, and gets little snatches of sleep which refresh him. Believe +me, I am not a bit tired." + +At that moment Isabel entered the room with a telegram. + +"For you, Neil, dear," she said. + +"It has been opened." + +"Yes, dear, Alison opened it. He said it must be for him." + +Neil frowned, but said no more, and taking out the telegram he read: + + "The nurse leaves town this afternoon. Let a carriage meet her at the + station. + + "Hayle." + +"Hah!" he said, passing the letter to his aunt. "I am glad of that; it +will set me free, and the help of a good nurse at a time like this is +invaluable." + +"But shall we be able to trust her?" said Aunt Anne. "My experience of +nurses is that they are dreadful women, who drink and go to sleep in +sickrooms, and the patient cannot wake them, and dies for want of +attention." + +"Oh, Aunt!" cried Isabel. + +"I am assured that it is quite true, my dear," said Aunt Anne, +didactically. + +"I think we have changed all that, Aunt, dear," said Neil, smiling. +"Sir Denton would not send down any woman who is not thoroughly +trustworthy." + +Aunt Anne pursed up her lips, and tried to look wise and full of +experience--a difficult task for a lady with her plump, dimpled +countenance. + +"Well, my dear," she said, "I hope so; but it always seems to me that +the selection of an attendant for a sick man is a lady's duty, and I +cannot believe in the choice made by a man, and such an old man too. +But there, we shall see." + +"Yes, Aunt, dear," said Neil, smiling, "we shall see." + +Aunt Anne was left in charge of the patient, very much to her +satisfaction, so that Neil could go down with Isabel for a rest and a +little fresh air. + +As they reached the hall they met Alison, who came up directly. + +"Oh, Neil," he said, "I opened that telegram thinking it might be meant +for me." + +"Yes," said his brother. "I heard that you did." + +"Quite a mistake I hope you don't mind." + +"I have other things to take my attention," replied Neil. "Come, +Isabel, let's have a walk up and down in the fresh air. I can't stay +long." + +He led the way out on to the drive, and, after hesitating for a few +moments, Alison followed, frowning, just as the sound of horses' hoofs +was heard, and Saxa and Dana Lydon rode up. + +"Well, how's the dad?" cried Saxa boisterously. "Going on all right? +Glad of it. You boys are making too much fuss over it. Nature soon +cures a fall. It isn't like a disease, is it, Doctor?" + +"It's of no use to ask him," said Dana merrily. "He'll pull a +professional face, and make the worst of it, and then by and by, rub his +hands and say, `There; see what a clever fellow I am.'" + +"Yes," said Saxa maliciously, "when I could have set him right with some +embrocation and a bit of flannel bandage." + +"Glad the old man's better," cried Dana. "Here, you people look white +and worried. Order out the horses and come for an hour's ride." + +"Would you like to go, Isabel?" asked Neil. + +"I? Oh, no," cried the girl hurriedly. + +"What a baby you are, Bel!" said Saxa contemptuously. "You'll come, +Neil?" + +"I should like a ride," he replied, "but it is impossible to leave +home." + +"Next time I ask you there will be a different answer," said the girl +sharply. "Don't ask Alison, Dan," she continued, turning to her sister. +"He is going to be a good boy too, and stop and see his papa take his +barley-water." + +"Is he?" said Alison gruffly. "Perhaps he was not going to wait to be +asked. There is no occasion for me to hang about at home, Neil?" + +"N-no, I think not. You can do nothing." + +"I'll be ready in five minutes, then, girls." + +"Here, we'll come round to the stables with you," said Saxa. "I want to +see The Don. Is he any the worse for his fall?" + +She said this as she rode on beside Alison, her sister following, +without any further notice of Neil and his sister, while the former +stood looking after her, frowning. + +"And I thought of marrying that hoyden!" he said to himself. "It is +impossible. We have not a sympathy in common." + +Then the thought of his father's expressed wishes came back, and of his +lying there helpless. He had made no opposition when the matter had +been spoken of last. How could he draw back now? + +His heart sank low as he looked into the future with a kind of wonder as +to what his future life would be bound up to a woman like that, and a +feeling of anger rose within him at his weakness in letting the affair +drift on so far. + +"It is impossible," he thought. "She does not care for me. It would be +madness--a sin against her and against myself. Yes!" he said aloud with +a start, for Isabel had laid her hand upon his arm. + +"There is something the matter," she said quickly. + +Neil turned to hurry into the house, but his sister held him fast. + +"No, no, dear. Tom is coming. Mr Beck must be worse." + +Neil looked in the direction taken by her eyes, and saw that the young +lieutenant was striding rapidly toward them, coming by the short cut +across the park, and now, seeing that he was observed, he waved his +hand. + +"Go in, Isabel," said Neil quietly. + +"Neil!" + +"I wish it, my dear. After what has passed, you have no right to see +him now." + +She gave him a tearful look, and went in with her head bent down to hide +her face from anyone who might be at the windows. + +The next minute the young sailor hurried up. + +"You have sent her in, Neil," he said reproachfully. + +"Yes; why have you come back so soon? Anything wrong?" + +"Yes," said the young man hoarsely. + +"Your father? I'll come on." + +"No, no. Read that." + +He thrust a telegram into Neil's hand, which read: "To join your ship at +once. Imperative!" + +"Yes; and I cannot go with matters like this," cried Beck. + +"But you must. Your position as an officer is at stake." + +"I can't help it. Neil Elthorne, put yourself in my place. How can I +go and leave Isabel at such a time?" + +"What good could you do if you stayed?" + +"It would help her. She would know I was near. I can't go and leave +her knowing what I do about that fellow Burwood." + +Neil looked at him fixedly for a few moments. "Don't play the boy," he +said at last sternly. + +"No; I am going to play the man," cried Beck. "Isabel and I have been +girl and boy together, and our affection has gradually strengthened till +I know that she loves me as well as I love her." + +"Yes, perhaps so, my lad, but you heard her father's decision, and you +can do no more." + +"Yes; I heard his decision," said the young sailor sturdily, "and I am +not going to stand by and see her given up to that man! Why, Neil, it +would kill her." + +"Look here, Tom, my good fellow, you must be sensible. It would be no +kindness to my sister to let her feel that she had ruined your +prospects." + +"It would not ruin my prospects," said Beck sturdily. "I'm a good +sailor, and if I lose my ship I can always get employment in the +merchant service." + +"Of course you could, but neither Isabel nor I are going to let you +degrade yourself. My father is dangerously ill, and nothing such as you +fear can advance a step for months to come, so join your ship like a +man, and show that you have faith in the girl you believe to love you." + +"If I only could think--" began Beck. + +"Look here, Tom. I think you have some faith in me." + +"In you? My dear Neil," cried the young sailor warmly, "if ever fellow +looked upon another man as a brother, I do upon you. Why, you know +that." + +"Yes, I know that," said Neil, taking his arm and walking up and down +the drive with him, "and I am going always to behave like a brother to +you. Go and join your ship." + +"But Isabel?" + +"Leave me to act for you over that matter as a brother would. For both +your sakes I will do what is best." + +"But Burwood?" + +"I don't like Burwood, and I do like you," said Neil, smiling. "Come, +will not that satisfy you?" + +"Almost. You will fight for me, then, Neil?" + +"I don't think that there will be any occasion to fight for you. I +think time is on your side. Lieutenant Beck's chance was very small +with my father; but suppose one Captain Beck, a young officer who had +distinguished himself by his seamanship in Her Majesty's service, came +and renewed his proposal for my sister's hand, surely he would have a +better chance of success." + +"Neil, old fellow," cried Beck, facing round and grasping the young +surgeon's hand, "I don't wonder that you are getting to be a big fellow +at your hospital." + +"Nonsense! Who says I am?" + +"Oh, I've heard. I wish I were as clever as you are. I came here +feeling so bad that life didn't seem worth living, and in a few minutes +you've shown things to me in such a different light that--" + +"You think it is worth living and sharing with someone else," cried +Neil. + +"My dear old fellow," cried the sailor, with tears in his eyes. + +"And you will go off like a man and join your ship?" + +"Yes," cried Beck, grasping his friend's hand, and speaking firmly, +"like a man." + +"And you go at once?" + +"Directly. Now take me in, and let me say good-bye to her." + +"No," said Neil firmly. + +"What? After my promise?" + +"After your promise. I have a duty to my helpless father, Tom, my lad, +and I should be playing a very dishonourable part if I took advantage of +his position, knowing what I do of his wishes, to arrange a meeting +between you and my sister. That was a love-sick boy speaking, not the +Queen's officer--the man whose honour is beyond reproach." + +"I suppose you are right," said Beck, after a pause. "You know I am." + +"Let me see her for a moment, though." + +"No." + +"I know you are right--just to say `good-bye' before you--just to touch +her hand." + +"No, my lad. Say good-bye to me, and I'll tell her you love her truly, +and that you have gone off to your duty like a man--an officer and a +gentleman. That you have exacted no promise from her, and that you have +taken the advice of her brother--a man who loves you both and will help +you to the end. There, I must go back to my father's room. Good-bye." + +"O Neil," groaned the young sailor; "this is all so hard and +business-like. Everything goes easily for you. You don't know what +love is." + +A spasm contracted Neil's features for a few moments, but he smiled +sadly directly after. + +"Perhaps not," he said. "Who knows? There, business-like or not, you +know I am doing my duty and you have to do yours. Come, sailor, I shall +begin to quote Shakespeare to you. `Aboard, for shame; the wind sits in +the shoulder of your sail, and you are staid for.'" + +"But it is so hard, Neil." + +"Life's duties are hard, man; but we men must do them at any cost. +Come, good-bye, and old Shakespeare again--the end of the old man's +speech: `To thine own self be true'--and you will be true to the girl +you wish to make your wife. Good-bye." + +Neil held out his hand, but it remained untouched for the full space of +a minute before it was seized and crushed heavily between two nervous +sets of fingers, while the young man's eyes gazed fixedly in his. Then +it was dashed aside. Beck swung himself round and dashed off across the +park as hard as he could go, without trusting himself to look back. + +CHAPTER EIGHT. + +CONFLICTING EMOTIONS. + +"Poor fellow!" said Neil to himself; "and the dad prefers that hunting, +racing baronet to him for a son-in-law! Why it would break little Bel's +heart." + +He stood watching till Beck passed in among the trees, expecting to the +last to see him turn and wave his hand. + +"No; gone," he said. "Well, I must fight their battle--when the time +comes--but it is quite another battle now." + +As he thought this he heard the clattering of hoofs, and hastened his +steps so as to get indoors before his brother rode out of the stable +yard with the Lydon sisters, and a guilty feeling sent the blood into +his pale cheeks. But he did not check his steps; he rather hastened +them. + +"They don't want to see me again," he muttered; and then, "Oh, what a +miserable, contemptible coward I am; preaching to that young fellow +about his duty, and here I am, the next minute, deceiving myself and +utterly wanting in strength to do mine. I ought to go out and say +good-bye to Saxa, and I will." + +He stopped and turned to go, but a hand was laid upon his arm, and, as +he faced round, it was to see a little white appealing face turned up to +his, and as he passed his arm round his sister's waist the horses' hoofs +crushed the gravel by the door, passed on, and the sound grew more +faint. + +"Neil, dear; Tom has gone. Is his father very ill?" + +These words brought the young surgeon back to the troubles of others in +place of his own. + +"No, dear; he is no worse. It was not that," he said hastily. + +"What was it, then? Oh, Neil, dear, you hurt me. You are keeping +something back." + +"I am not going to keep anything back, little sis," he said tenderly. +"Come in here." + +He led her into the drawing room and closed the door, while she clung to +him, searching his eyes with her own wistful gaze, as her lips trembled. + +"Now, dear, pray tell me. Why did Tom come?" + +"He had bad news, dear." + +"About his ship?" cried the girl wildly. + +"Yes." + +"O Neil! It was about going back to sea!" + +Neil nodded, and drew her more closely to him, but she resisted. His +embrace seemed to stifle her; she could hardly breathe. + +"You are cruel to me," she panted. "But I know," she cried half +hysterically; "he has to go soon." + +"He has to do his duty as a Queen's officer, Isabel, dear, and you must +be firm." + +"Yes, yes, dear, of course," she cried, struggling hard the while to +master her emotion. "I will, indeed, try--to be calm--and patient. But +tell me; he has had a message about rejoining his ship?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"And he is to go soon?" + +Neil was silent. + +"Neil, pray speak," she sobbed. + +"Yes, my child. He brought a telegram." + +"A despatch," she said, correcting him. + +"No, dear--a telegram." + +"Then--then--it means--something sudden--for them to telegraph. I can +bear it, now, dear. How soon is he to go?" + +"Isabel, my child, will you trust in me to help you to do what is best?" +said Neil tenderly. + +"Yes, Neil, dear; of course, I want to do what is right, and you will +help me." + +"I will, dear, with all my strength. You know that Tom has his duty to +do, like the rest of us, and you have yours to our poor father." + +"Yes, Neil, of course, and you know I try." + +"My darling, yes," he cried, as he kissed the pale cheeks wet now with +tears. + +"Then tell me. I must know. When is Tom to go?" + +"Isabel, your father forbade all engagement with him, and I have talked +to Tom Beck as I thought was best for both of you. Come, you must act +like a brave little woman and help me. We have both got our duty to do +now at a very sad time. You will help me and try to be firm?" + +"Yes--yes," she whispered hoarsely, "but--but--Neil--tell me--when is he +to go?" + +"Isabel, dear, it was his duty as an officer and as an honourable man." + +"Yes," she whispered in a strangely low tone. "Tom would do his duty +always, I know--now--you are keeping something back. I can see it," she +cried, growing more excited and struggling in his arms. "I know now-- +and without bidding me good-bye. Neil, you have sent him away; he is +gone!" + +Neil bent his head sadly, and she literally snatched herself away. + +"And you call yourself my brother!" she cried passionately. "You say +you taught him his duty; and, after all he has said to me, to make him +go without one word. Oh, it is cruel--it is cruel. What have I done +that you should treat me so?" + +"Isabel, dear, you promised me that you would be firm." + +"How can a woman be firm at a time like this? But I know; you could not +be so cruel. He is coming back just to see me and say good-bye." + +"He has gone, Isabel." + +"Without a single word or look?" + +She gazed at him as if dazed, and unable to believe his words. Then +uttering a low, piteous cry, she sank helpless across his arms, her eyes +closed, and for hours she lay for the most part unconscious, only +awakening from time to time to burst into a passion of hysterical +weeping as her senses returned. + +"Duty is hard--very hard," said Neil through his set teeth, as he +divided his time between his father's and his sister's chambers, where +Aunt Anne sat sobbing and bewailing their fate. Alison had returned at +dusk, and partaken of the dinner alone, to go afterward to his little +study, where he sat and scowled and smoked. + +The carriage had been sent to the station in accordance with Sir +Denton's request, and then forgotten by all in the house, and the night +was going on apace. + +Neil had just left his sister's room and gone back to his father's to +find him hot and feverish to an extent which rather troubled him, and +once more made him long for the friendly counsel and advice of a +colleague. + +But his sound common sense gave him the help he needed, and after +administering medicine he became satisfied with the result and sat by +the bedside thinking of the stern duty he had to fulfill. + +"I judge Saxa too hardly," he said to himself. "I do not go the way to +make her care for me, and it is no wonder that she should be piqued by +my indifference. I'll try and alter it, for all that other is a foolish +dream, and due to my low nervous state. I'll turn over a new leaf +to-morrow, and see what can be done. It would help him in his recovery +if he knew that his dearest wishes were bearing fruit; and if I satisfy +him over that, he will yield to mine about poor little Isabel. She will +not be so hard to-morrow when her sorrow is being softened down. For I +did right, and I'll do right about Saxa, poor girl! I was quite rude to +her to-day. I'll ride over to-morrow and fetch her to see him. He +likes her as much as he does Isabel. There, I think I am getting things +into train for the beginning of a new life, and--What is it?" + +"The carriage back from the station, my dear," whispered Aunt Anne. +"The new nurse is in the hall. Will you come down and speak to her at +once?" + +"Yes, Aunt. Thank Heaven, she has come." + +He hurried out of the room and down the stairs to where, in the dim +light, a tall cloaked figure stood by her humble-looking luggage. And +as he went he had made up in his mind the words he would say to her +about getting some refreshment at once and joining him in the sick +chamber, where a bed had been made up in the dressing room for her use. + +But Neil Elthorne did not speak the words he had meant to say, for, as +the visitor turned at his step, he stopped short with the blood rushing +to his brain, and a strange sensation of vertigo attacking him as he +faltered out: + +"Good Heavens! Nurse Elisia! Has he sent you?" + +CHAPTER NINE. + +OFF TO HIGHTOFT. + +"There, you are better now." + +"No, I'm not." + +"Yes, indeed you are. This has nothing to do with the operation, I +assure you." + +"Then, pray, what is it?" This question very sharply, and the patient +moved in her bed in a way that showed very little feebleness. + +"Simply hysteria." + +"What! Sterricks?" + +"Yes, a form of hysterics." + +"There!" cried the patient, with a triumphant tone in her voice. "I +knew you didn't know nothing about it. I never had sterricks in my +life." + +"Because you have always been a woman in a vigorous state of health. +Latterly you have been brought down rather low." + +"'Taint that," said the woman sharply, "it's what's done to me here, and +the shameful neglect. It's horrid; I'm half killed, and then Mr Neil +goes away and leaves me to that horrible old man, and as soon as Mr +Neil's gone, the other leaves me to die." + +"I am afraid you are a very foolish woman," said the nurse quietly. "I +can assure you that you are getting well fast." + +"Oh, yes, I know. And you are as bad as they are. It's shameful!" + +"You have been working yourself up to think you are being neglected, but +your troubles are imaginary." + +"Oh, yes, I know," cried the woman angrily. + +"Pray try and be reasonable," said the nurse, speaking in a voice full +of patient resignation. + +"Go on, pray, ma'am. You've all got me down here and are trampling on +me. I'm unreasonable now, am I?" + +"I am afraid you are a little," said the nurse, smiling as she +rearranged the bedclothes. "Mr Elthorne went away because he was worn +out with attending the poor people here, and Sir Denton was telegraphed +for to attend some unfortunate gentleman who had met with an accident." + +"Then he oughtn't to have gone," cried the woman loudly. + +"Pray, hush," said the nurse. "You are hurting yourself and upsetting +the other patients." + +"And I say he'd no right to go. My life's as much consequence as +anybody else's life, and it's a shameful piece of neglect. Oh, if I do +live to get away from this 'ateful place, I'll let some of you know. +I'm to be left to die because the doctors are too idle to come and see +me. If I'd only known, you'd never caught me here." + +"Hush, hush! Pray be quiet, dear. You are making yourself hot and +feverish." + +The nurse laid her cool white hand upon the patient's brow, but she +resented it and thrust it away. "Let me be. I don't want holding down. +It's shameful. It's cruel. Oh, why did I come to this dreadful place? +As for that Sir Denton, or whatever his name is--" + +"What about him? Do you want me?" said the gentleman in question, who +had come into the ward and up to the bed unnoticed. "How are you this +morning?--Ah, better." + +"No, I'm not, I'm worse, and it's shameful." + +"What is?" said the surgeon, smiling. + +"For me to be neglected by the doctors and nurses as I am. It's too +bad, it is; and I might have died--no doctor, no nurse." + +"Ah, yes; it is very cruel," said Sir Denton. "I have shamefully +neglected my patients here, and as for the conduct of Nurse Elisia to +you, it is almost criminal. You will have to go back home to your own +people and be properly treated. Dreadful places, these hospitals are." + +Nurse Elisia looked up at the old surgeon with wondering eyes, as he +took the woman's own tone, but he smiled at her sadly. + +"Come with me, I want to talk to you. Poor thing," he said, as they +walked away, "she is in the irritable, weary state of the convalescent. +She is not answerable for what she says. Sorry I was obliged to go, but +the case was urgent. Mr Elthorne's father. A terrible accident. The +spine injured, and paralysis of the lower part of the body." + +"Mr Elthorne's father!" cried the nurse, turning pale. "How shocking!" + +"Terrible. Mr Elthorne telegraphed for me. It was not necessary, for +he was doing everything possible, and now it is a case of careful +nursing to save the poor fellow's life." + +"Nursing?" + +"Yes. I have promised Mr Elthorne to send him down the most helpful, +trustworthy nurse I knew, at once." + +"Sir Denton," faltered the nurse, with a faint colour rising in her +cheeks. + +"It is an exceptional ease, my child, one which calls for all a nurse's +skill and tenderness with, perhaps, as much patience as I have seen you +exercise toward that foolish woman. I am going to ask you to start at +once for Hightoft, and take up this case." + +"Sir Denton!" she cried. "Oh! it is impossible." + +"Why?" + +"My patients here." + +"Your place can be filled, just as it would be necessary to fill it if +you were taken ill." + +"But I am not ill, Sir Denton, and I am needed here." + +"But you are needed there--at this gentleman's house, where the services +of a patient lady like yourself would be invaluable." + +"I could not go, Sir Denton; I beg you will not send me." + +"It is in a lovely part of the country. It is a charming place, and I +can guarantee for you that the ladies will receive you as their equal-- +perhaps as their superior," he added with a meaning smile, which made +her look slightly resentful. + +"Really, Sir Denton," she began. + +"Forgive me," he said. "It was a slip. I have no wish to pry into your +private life, Nurse Elisia. I am only thankful to have the help and +co-operation of a refined woman in my sad cases here." + +"Thank you, Sir Denton, but you must excuse me from this." + +"I cannot," he said firmly, "for I feel that it is your duty to go. I +have no hesitation in saying that it is absolutely necessary for you to +have a change, even if you do not have rest, but you will be able to +combine both there." + +"Pray send someone else, Sir Denton." + +"I know nobody whom I could trust as I would you, Nurse Elisia," he +replied quietly, "and I am quite sure that there is no one in whom Mr +Elthorne would have so much confidence." + +He noted the change in the nurse's mobile countenance as he went on +speaking in his quiet way, for she was evidently agitated and trying +hard to conceal it. + +"You see it would be so advantageous," he continued. "After a few days +you could set Mr Elthorne at liberty to come back here. Of course, as +you know, the case is one which needs almost wholly a careful nurse's +skill. How soon will you be free to go?" + +Like lightning the thoughts flashed through her brain of the position +she would occupy. It was like throwing her constantly in Neil +Elthorne's society, and she shrank from the position almost with horror. +For, of late there had been no disguising from herself the fact that +the young surgeon had, in his quiet way, been more than courteous to +her, and that his manner betokened a something, which on his side was +fast ripening into admiration. + +"It is impossible," she thought. "It would be cruelty to him, for he is +sincere and manly. No, I cannot go. It would be a crime. Sir Denton," +she said hastily, aloud. "You must excuse me from this duty. I cannot +go." + +"No," he said firmly, and he took her hand. "I cannot, I will not +excuse you. Once more I tell you that you ought to go; it is your +duty." + +"But why?" she cried, rather excitedly. + +"Because you--evidently a lady of gentle birth--have set yourself the +task of toiling for your suffering fellow-creatures. Here is one who +may die if you do not go to his help." + +"But another would be as efficient." + +"I do not know one at the present moment whom I would trust as I would +you; and in addition, the call comes at a time when it is imperative +that you should have rest and change." + +"But," she said, with a smile full of perplexity, "that would not be +rest and change." + +"Can you not trust me to advise you for your good?" said Sir Denton +gravely. + +"Oh, yes, but--" + +"That `but' again. Come, nurse, I think you believe that I take great +interest in you." + +"Oh, yes, Sir Denton," she said eagerly. + +"Then trust me in this. Take my advice. More--oblige me by going. I +am surgeon here, and you are nurse, but it has seemed to me, for some +time past, that we have had a closer intimacy--that of friends. Come, +you will oblige me?" + +"It is your wish then, that I should go?" + +"Indeed, yes. When will you be ready to start?" + +"At once." + +"That is good. Then I will telegraph down, so that a carriage may be in +waiting for you at the station. I am sure that Mr Elthorne will see +that you have every comfort and attention. Good-morning. Thanks." + +Nurse Elisia stood by the door of the ward, watching the retiring figure +of the old surgeon as he passed down the corridor. + +"Is it not weak to have given way?" she said to herself. "Perhaps not +in such a case as this. Mr Elthorne will see that I have every comfort +and attention," she said softly. "Mr Elthorne must be taught that I am +the hospital nurse, sent down there for a special purpose. Mr Elthorne +is weak, and given to follies such as I should not have suspected in so +wise and able a man." + +She stood hesitating for a few moments looking toward where Maria Bell +lay, evidently watching her attentively, and her first impulse was to +cross to the woman and to tell her that she would be handed over now to +the charge of another nurse; but, reconsidering the matter, she decided +merely to tell the next nurse in authority that she must take full +charge of the ward, and going down to the matron, she stated that she +would be absent for a time. That evening she was being hurried down by +a fast train, to reach the station within a few minutes of the appointed +time, and she had scarcely stepped on to the platform when a man's voice +made her start with dread lest it should be Neil. + +"The nurse for Hightoft?" said the voice; and as she turned she found +that it was only a servant. + +"Yes, I am the nurse," she replied. + +"Well, here's a carriage for you. Any luggage?" + +The man's voice was sharp, and wanting in respect, the ordering of the +carriage for a long night drive having found little favour with coachman +and footman. + +"That little black bag, that is all," said the nurse quietly. + +"Don't mean to stay long, then," said the man with a laugh, as he took +the little travelling bag, and swung it up on to the foot-board, while +the nurse stood patiently waiting, and without resenting the man's +insolence and indifference as he entered into a conversation with the +coachman before turning and, stepping back, stared hard at the calm, +refined face dimly seen by the feeble station lamps. + +"Will you have the goodness to open the carriage door?" + +"Eh? Open the door? Of course. Just going to," said the footman +cavalierly, as he snatched open the door and rattled down the steps. + +He held out his hand, but she stepped in without his assistance, the +door was banged sharply to, and the handle took some time to turn, as +the man stared in at the visitor, who quietly drew up the window and +sank back in her seat. + +"Gives herself airs, does she!" said the footman to himself. "How fond +people who have never been in a carriage before are of making believe +they are used to one. Can't cheat me, my lady. Bet a shilling she has +never been in anything better than a cab or a station-fly before in her +life." + +"What are you grumbling about?" said the coachman, as his fellow-servant +climbed up to his side. + +"Nothing, only thinking aloud about her ladyship inside. Got in with a +reg'lar toss of her head. There, hit 'em up, Tom, and let's get back. +I don't want to be on this job all night." + +"Regular nurse, arn't she?" said the coachman. "Horspittle?" + +"Yes, I suppose so. Dressed up like a nun out for a holiday. Why +couldn't they have had a nurse out of the village, or your wife?" + +"Ah! Why indeed?" said the coachman sourly. "'Fraid poor people should +make a few shillings too much, I suppose. It's just the same if one of +the horses is bad; we must have the vet to see him, when I could put him +right in a week. It's having the name does it with some people. +Horspittle nurse! A deal, I dare say, she knows." + +The ill-usage to which he and his fellow-servants were called upon to +submit claimed both their tongues during the long, dark drive to +Hightoft, while Nurse Elisia sat back in the carriage, dreamy and +thoughtful, watching the lights of the lamps thrown upon hedgerow and +tree as the good pair of horses trotted swiftly back. + +It seemed a strange contrast to the glaring, shop-filled streets of +sooty London, this long winding lane with only a long, low whitewashed +cottage seen at intervals. So quiet and calm was it all that there +appeared to be no reason for the rapid action of the nurse's pulses as +they sped onward. But the action was going on, and the occupant of the +carriage felt a strange longing more than once to pull the check string, +and bid the coachman stop and turn back. But she refrained and grew +cooler as they progressed, forcing herself to keep on trying to make out +the landscape, till, in due time, the lodge gates were passed, and the +carriage drawn up at the entrance, where Nurse Elisia descended and +stood beside her little bag till Neil descended and uttered the words +expressing his astonishment at her presence there. + +CHAPTER TEN. + +NEIL IS PERPLEXED. + +Neil Elthorne had hard work to control himself for, paradoxically, +although Nurse Elisia was the most likely personage for Sir Denton to +send down to attend his young friend's father, it had never once +occurred to him that she would be chosen. + +"I am glad you have come," he said quietly. "Ah, here is my aunt," he +continued, as that lady appeared. "Aunt, dear, this is Nurse Elisia, +from the hospital. Will you see that she is shown to her room and has +some refreshment before she comes upstairs?" + +Isabel, looking very white and careworn, joined them as he spoke, unable +to withdraw his eyes from the countenance which filled so large a +portion of his meditative hours, but the nurse met his eyes calmly and +turned and bowed to Aunt Anne and Isabel in turn, the former lady +seeming quite taken back by the attendant's appearance. + +"I don't like the look of her at all, Isabel, my dear," she said, as +soon as they were alone. "I expected she would look like a nurse, not +be a tall body like that." + +"She seemed very nice, Aunt, dear," said Isabel quietly, "and of course +she will be a very skillful nurse. I thought she looked very tired, but +her face seemed to me quite beautiful." + +"Good-looking, not beautiful, my dear, and that's it. I always made a +point of never having good-looking servants in the house, especially as +there are young men about." + +"Aunt!" + +"Oh, yes, you may say `Aunt,' my dear, but you do not understand these +things. Good-looking servants always know it, and give themselves +airs." + +"But this lady is not a servant, Aunt." + +"Don't talk nonsense, Isabel," said Aunt Anne tartly. "She is a +servant, and she is not a lady. I can't help it, my dear; I don't like +her at all, and I hope she will prove to be so dissatisfied, when she +finds what she has to do, that she will want to go back to town at once. +There's too much of the fine madam about her for me." + +"Sir Denton would not have sent down a person who was not quite +suitable, Aunt," said Isabel gravely. "If she nurses poor papa well +that is all we want." + +"Yes, my dear, but will she? There, I can't help it; I must speak +plainly. I am the least suspicious woman in the world, but I do not +like a surprise like this being sprung upon us." + +"A surprise, Aunt?" + +"Yes. Why did not Neil tell us what sort of a person this woman was +going to be. He knows her, of course. You heard him call her by name." + +"Aunt, dear, of what are you thinking?" cried Isabel wonderingly, and +giving her aunt a strangely perplexed look. + +"Oh, nothing, my dear. There, I suppose I must see to her having some +tea when she comes down. She will have her meals with the servants of +course." + +"Has Nurse Elisia come down yet?" said Neil, entering quickly. + +"No, my dear," said Aunt Anne, pinching her lips together. + +"You have given orders for refreshments to be brought up to her?" + +"Indeed no, my dear. I was just going to ring and tell them to get +something ready in the servants' hall." + +Neil's countenance changed. + +"No, no," he said harshly. + +"My dear Neil, she cannot have her meals with us." + +"I cannot see why not," he replied sternly. "But she will not wish to +leave her patient. Have one of the dressing rooms set apart entirely +for her use, and all her meals can be taken to her upstairs." + +Isabel looked at her brother in surprise, his manner seemed so changed. + +"Oh, very well, my dear," said Aunt Anne in an ill-used tone as she rose +to ring the bell, but was forestalled by her nephew. "I always thought +when I came here that I was to take the entire management of this +establishment, but your father always interfered, and now that he is +helpless, I suppose you, as his eldest son--" + +"Why, dear Aunt," said Neil, "pray do not think that I wish to +interfere, but you do not understand Nurse Elisia's position. She is +our principal lady nurse at the hospital, one in whom Sir Denton Hayle +places every confidence, and whom he treats almost as a friend." + +"Oh, indeed!" said Aunt Anne. "I was not aware. Why did you not tell +me before, my dear, who was coming down?" + +"For the simple reason that I did not know, Aunt," said Neil quietly. + +The footman, who had been waiting, signified his presence by a faint +cough, received his orders, and left the room. + +About this time Alison, who had been seated alone in the little study, +smoking and trying to read, suddenly threw the book one way, the end of +his cigar another, and rose with a yawn. + +"Tired out and sleepy," he muttered. "Last night to make up for." + +He seated himself on the table, and began swinging one leg about. + +"Wonder how the guv'nor is," he said to himself, "and I wonder what he +would say if he had seen us this afternoon. Those girls are giving +themselves fine airs of their own. Miss Dana is siding with her sister, +I suppose because Neil is so careless. I can't help it. No fault of +mine, and if she thinks I am going to be snubbed and treated just as she +pleases, she is mistaken. The money's all very well, but I'm not quite +the easy-going fool she seems to think me. Hang me, if I go for a ride +with them again till I'm treated better." + +He gave his leg a sharp slap as a sudden thought struck him. + +"That's it!" he cried. "I never thought of it before. It's Master +Burwood's doing. That accounts for his being down home instead of in +town. He wouldn't hang about so much on account of our Isabel. The +governor's made all that too easy for him. And they knew it, and +there's a sort of an idea that it would be nice to be my lady. Would +it? Well, I'm not so stupid as they think me, and people get checkmated +sometimes in a way they little expect." + +He swung his leg about swiftly for a few moments, and then leaped off +the table. + +"I'm going to bed," he muttered. "Just see how the governor is as I go +by, and--" he yawned--"oh, dear me! how sleepy I am." + +He went out into the hall, and then, after pausing to listen to the +murmur of voices in the drawing room, he shook one hand. + +"Good-night, and bless you all," he said softly. "That's old Neil's +voice. Look out, my lad, or you will lose the volatile Saxa. I suppose +Aunt is with the old man." + +He began to ascend the broad staircase very slowly, his steps being +inaudible on the thick soft carpet, and he was about half way up when he +became conscious of the soft rustle of a dress, and a faint glow of +light passing along the gallery at the head of the stairs. + +He stopped short on the landing, half startled as, in the centre of that +glow, and gradually coming nearer, he saw, standing out plainly from the +surrounding darkness, a clearly cut white face, that looked for the +moment almost unearthly; but as it came nearer and approached the head +of the stairs the half startled feeling gave way to wonder, and then to +admiration. + +"Who is she? What does it mean?" he thought as he noted the eyes +glistening in the light shed by the candle, and the quaint white +headdress, the only part of the costume seen, the black gown being as it +were absorbed by the darkness of the great staircase and landing. + +The figure came nearer and as she reached the top of the stairs began to +descend, holding the candlestick so that it was between her and Alison, +and hence she did not see him, where he stood on the landing half way +down, till she was close upon him, when she stopped short and raised the +light so that it fell upon his face, and they stood gazing at each +other. + +Nurse Elisia was the first to speak, just as she became conscious of +Alison's admiring look. + +"I beg pardon," she said, "would you kindly show me the way to the sick +room." + +"The nurse? You?" cried Alison eagerly. + +"Yes; I have just come down from town," she said quietly. + +"Yes, of course," said Alison eagerly. "And you must be tired and +faint. Had any dinner? Here, come with me, and I'll show you the way +to the dining room." + +Nurse Elisia hesitated, and at that moment the drawing-room door opened, +shedding a flood of light upon the portion of the staircase where they +stood, and Neil Elthorne was conscious of a keen pang which for the +moment he could not have explained. + +"Oh, there you are," cried Alison sharply. "This lady does not know the +way." + +Aunt Anne's lips tightened again as she stepped forward majestically. + +"Will you come this way, nurse, and I'll show you my brother's room," +she said; and her dress rustled loudly, as if partaking of its owner's +agitation, while she crossed the hall and began to ascend the stairs. + +Nurse Elisia stood, candle in hand, waiting patiently and gazing at the +plump elderly lady approaching her, in profound ignorance of the +picturesque, striking aspect she presented as she held up the light +whose rays illumined her features. + +"I really don't like her at all," said Aunt Anne to herself, as her brow +furrowed. "What a dreadful looking woman." And the memory of certain +words she had spoken to her niece only a short time back came vividly +before her. "I would a great deal rather it had been one of those +old-fashioned stout nurses who did not wear white starched caps and +black dresses, just as if they were playing at being nurses. This way, +please," she continued aloud. + +One minute the light shone strongly upon that white face; the next it +seemed as if darkness had suddenly come over the scene and those in the +hall were looking at two silhouettes moving up after a dull glow of +light, to disappear through an archway; and then Neil Elthorne felt a +pang of rage and misery shoot through him as, from the first landing of +the broad staircase, he heard Alison exclaim aloud: + +"By George!" + +He descended then quickly to where Neil and Isabel were standing. + +"I say," he cried banteringly, "so that's the modern style of nurse. +Neil, old chap, is there any room for me to walk your hospital? I'm +coming up to study medicine." + +Isabel looked curiously from one to the other in the semi-gloom; and, as +she saw her elder brother's face, a feeling of dislike to the newcomer +which she could not have analysed arose within her, and she started as +she heard the deep, hoarse tones in which Neil spoke. + +"Is not this ribald style of talk out of place when our father is lying +up yonder in so dangerous a state?" + +"Oh, rubbish! He's getting better. But I like your taste, I must say. +Capital judge of nurses. Neil's own selection, Bel." + +Neil turned upon him sharply, as if about to speak, but he compressed +his lips and went to the foot of the stairs. + +"Going up?" said Alison laughingly. "Come along, Isabel; we'll go, too. +I want another look at our new nurse." + +Neil made an angry gesture. "Isabel," he said hoarsely, "take no notice +of him. You had better not come up now." + +As he spoke he began to ascend, and Alison was silent till Neil reached +the top. + +"Was that the doctor talking, or brother Neil?" he said sarcastically; +but there was no reply, for the young surgeon had gone on slowly toward +his father's chamber, with a strange, sickening feeling of misery and +despair at his heart, as he felt that, in spite of all his resolutions, +a bitter fight was commencing against fate, one which threatened to be +complicated in a way that was horrible to contemplate. For his +brother's countenance, as he saw it for one brief moment when he was +watching the figure on the stairs, had impressed him in a way which was +startling, and as he reached the door, he stopped on the mat listening +to a faint murmur, while his brow became furrowed and he muttered. + +"Am I so helpless? Have I no will, and do I really love this woman +after all?" + +He paused, gazing back along the passage to where he could see the dim +reflection of the lamp in the hall, and as he stood there, the faintly +heard voice of Nurse Elisia came once more to his ear. He drew a long, +deep breath, and then, half aloud: + +"I had not calculated on this," he thought. "I fled from the +temptation, and it has followed me here. And she--she has never given +me a second thought." He turned the handle quickly, and entered the +room. + +"Ah, that is right, Neil," said Aunt Anne. "Will you stay here while I +take nurse to have some supper? She says she is not too tired to sit up +to-night." + +"Absurd!" said Neil, in a low, harsh voice. "After this long journey? +Nurse, you will go with Mrs Barnett, and have some refreshment; then +get to bed, and come and relieve me about seven." + +"But, my dear Neil, you, too, want rest," said Aunt Anne. + +"Aunt, be good enough not to interfere," replied Neil shortly. "Nurse +Elisia, you heard my orders." + +"Yes, sir." + +"Oh, very well, my dear," said Aunt Anne, in an ill-used tone. "I +suppose you know best. This way, nurse." + +Neil stood watching them as they left the room, and turned back toward +the bed with a sigh of relief. + +"I have not lost my strength of mind, then, after all," he muttered, as +he drew himself up. "I will master it." + +There was a faint glow in his pale cheeks as he spoke, but it died out +at once, leaving him haggard-looking and careworn, and his face grew set +and his eyes dark as he stood gazing straight before him, seeing neither +the bed nor the wall beyond, but the scene upon the stairs of the pale, +white face lit up by the caudle, while, a short distance below, stood +Alison, gazing up from the darkness. + +Neil shuddered, closed his eyes for a moment, and when he opened them +again they fell upon the sleeping figure before him. And as he looked +down it was not with the eyes of man of science but of the son, thinking +of his father's plans. They had been children, and he had planned their +education according to an eccentric whim of his own; youths, and he had +principally chosen their career; they had reached manhood, and he had +settled who were to be the companions of their lives. And as he +thought, the faces of Saxa Lydon and her sister, followed by Sir +Cheltnam Burwood, floated out of the mental mist, and complication after +complication arose. + +It was a dreary vigil, for Neil Elthorne was half worn out from broken +nights and a long period of great anxiety, which had culminated in the +arrival of the nurse; but not once through that long night did he feel +the desire to sleep, and he could hardly realise the fact that it was +morning, but stared and looked at her wildly when the door opened, and +light shone in that was that of the morning sun, throwing up the pale, +calm face of Nurse Elisia, who entered as if she were perfectly used to +the place, and bearing for his special use a small tray, upon which were +dry toast and tea. + +Neil rose as she entered, with a whispered "Good-morning," and he felt +that he was trembling, and that he was only man, with all his +weaknesses, in spite of his stubborn resolves. But he was himself again +directly, as she spoke. + +"The patient, sir," she whispered; "has he passed a quiet night?" + +"Yes, quite," said Neil. + +"May I open one of the windows--that farthest from the bed, sir? The +room is oppressive and faint." + +"Yes, yes; of course;" he said hastily, and he hurried out of the room. + +CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +AWKWARD ENCOUNTERS. + +"Oh, really, Sir Cheltnam, I would a great deal rather you waited till +my brother is better," said Aunt Anne, who seemed rather concerned about +the sit of a couple of folds in her dress. + +"Waited till he is better?" said the baronet, smiling. + +"Well, you know what I mean. It is such an important thing that I +really don't like to interfere." + +"I would not ask you but I cannot ask Mr Elthorne. Wait? Oh, yes; I +should be willing to wait, only, with all due respect to you, my dear +Mrs Barnett, is it not rather indefinite?" + +"Oh, dear me, I'm afraid so." + +"And time is going on. You see, I do not want to be exacting, but I +should like to find rather a warmer welcome when I come, and to be asked +more frequently. It is Mr Elthorne's wishes." + +"Yes, yes, of course; I know that. But Isabel is very young." + +"It makes her the more attractive." + +"Well, I suppose so. There, Sir Cheltnam, I'm a plain woman, and I'll +speak out. I'm afraid she has been thinking a good deal about Mr +Beck." + +"Of course; but that is all over now. Mr Elthorne did not approve of +it, and when I spoke to him, he told me that it was one of the great +desires of his heart. Then came that terrible accident, and since then, +you see, I have been quite left out in the cold. Come, now, Mrs +Barnett, I do not wish to puff myself, but you must own that I can offer +her everything that will insure her a happy future." + +"Oh, yes; I know all that," said Aunt Anne. "Then play the part of +friend to us both." + +"What can I do?" + +"A thousand things that a clever diplomatic woman, like yourself, can +contrive admirably. Of course I know all about the Beck business, and +what did I do? Show annoyance? Not a bit. I said, `It is a young +girl's first fancy, but one that she will soon forget. I'll wait;' and +I have waited, but now it is time I was recognised a little by the young +lady." + +"But her time is so taken up with attending to her father." + +"No, Mrs Barnett; I say little, but I see much. The nurse takes all +that off her shoulders I believe." + +"Oh, yes, very attentive, and that sort of thing; but I shall be very +glad when she is gone." + +"Naturally. But come, now--you will help me?" + +"Well, well; I'll do all I can." + +"I knew you would. Give me more of a _carte blanche_ to come and go." + +"But you are here a great deal now." + +"Yes, as a formal visitor. Come, now, Mrs Barnett; if this were +another establishment, and you a stranger and saw me here from time to +time, would you ever imagine that dear Isabel and I were engaged?" + +"Well--er--no." + +"Of course you would not. There, I need not say any more; I am quite +satisfied. Is she with her father now?" + +"No; I think she is down the garden." + +Sir Cheltnam smiled, bent forward, took and kissed the lady's hand. + +"Thank you," he said, with a meaning smile; and he rose from the lounge +in the drawing room where the above conversation had taken place, and +turned toward the French window which opened out upon the lawn. + +"No, no, really, Sir Cheltnam. I did not mean that." + +"My dear Mrs Barnett--" + +"Oh, very well; I suppose it's quite right. It was her father's wish." + +"And yours, I am sure," he said, nodding meaningly as he reached the +window and passed out. + +"I hope I've done right," said Aunt Anne; "but Ralph is so strange, he +may find fault. I'll go up and talk to him, and gradually introduce the +subject." + +Her countenance brightened, as she thought of this way out of a +difficulty, and rising and smoothing her stiff silk dress, whose +rustling she liked to hear, she went out into the hall, and began slowly +to ascend the stairs. + +"It is very trying to me," she said to herself. "Isabel does not seem +to care for him a bit; and as to the two Lydon girls, really if any +gentleman had behaved so cavalierly to me as Neil and Alison do to them, +I certainly should not have put up with it." She paused for awhile +rather breathlessly at the top of the stairs, and then went on to her +brother's room and turned the handle, but the door was evidently bolted +inside. + +For the moment she seemed surprised, but she went on toward the next +door, that of the dressing room attached, but, as she reached it, this +door was opened, and the nurse appeared, to step out into the corridor, +and close the door behind her. + +"Did you try the other door, ma'am?" she said softly. + +"Yes; it is bolted. Never mind; I'll go through here." + +"Not now, ma'am," said the nurse quickly, and in a voice hardly above a +whisper; but there was plenty of decision in her tones. + +"Not now?" said Aunt Anne haughtily. "My good woman, what do you mean?" + +"Mr Elthorne has dropped asleep, ma'am." + +"Well, I'll go in and sit with him till he wakes." + +"Excuse me, madam," said Nurse Elisia, barring the way; "he must not be +disturbed." + +"My good woman!" cried Aunt Anne again, ruffling up at anyone daring to +interfere with her in that house, "I am not going to disturb him. +Surely I know perfectly how to behave to a sick person." + +"Of course, ma'am," said the nurse quietly, "and I am sorry to have to +interfere." + +"As you should be," said Aunt Anne tartly. "Have the goodness to stand +on one side." + +"I beg your pardon, madam," said the nurse gently, "you are placing me +in a very awkward position, and I grieve to oppose you in your wishes, +but I must obey my instruction from Mr Neil Elthorne. They were that I +was to particularly guard against the patient's being disturbed when he +was asleep." + +"And very proper instructions too; but say Mr Elthorne, Nurse Elisia, +and not `the patient.' This is not a hospital." + +The nurse bowed. + +"I am sure my nephew did not intend that such instructions as these were +to apply to me." + +"To everybody, madam. Sleep is of such vital importance to the--Mr +Elthorne in his present state, and he has so much difficulty in +obtaining rest, especially at night, that even an hour's natural sleep +is most desirable." + +"Well, of course, I understand all that," said Aunt Anne, "and I shall +take care that I do not make a sound." + +She stepped forward, but the nurse did not stir. + +"Will you have the goodness to move," said Aunt Anne, in the most frigid +of tones. + +"Pray forgive me, madam. I must carry out my orders." + +"I have told you, my good woman, that they do not apply to me. Will you +be good enough to stand aside?" + +A faint colour appeared in the nurse's cheeks, but she did not move. + +"Did you hear what I said?" cried Aunt Anne haughtily. + +"Yes, madam, and again I ask your pardon," said the nurse gently. +"Excuse me, pray, but you are placing me in a very painful position." + +"Then stand aside," said Aunt Anne, who was growing very red in the +face, consequent on being opposed. "Do you hear me, woman?" + +"Yes, madam, but I must obey Mr Elthorne. A nurse dare not depart from +the doctor's instructions. Even a slight lapse might mean a serious +injury to the patient in her charge." + +"I will take all the responsibility," said Aunt Anne haughtily. "Have +the goodness to allow me to pass." + +Nurse Elisia's eyes dropped, and there was a faint twitching at the +corners of her eyes, but she did not stir. + +"Are you aware that the mistress of this household is speaking to you?" + +"Hush, madam, pray!" + +"Oh, it is insufferable," cried Aunt Anne, whose anger was rising fast, +when she saw a quick, eager look of satisfaction animate the pale set +face before her, and at that moment a familiar voice said in a low tone: + +"What is the matter, Aunt?" + +"Ah, my dear," she cried; "you are there. I am glad. I declare it is +insufferable. I was going in to sit by your father and talk to him." + +"I told Mrs Barnett, sir, that Mr Elthorne was asleep." + +"Yes, my good woman," said Aunt Anne, "and I told you I should go in and +sit with him till he awoke. And, then, really it is insufferable for a +hired servant to take so much upon herself." + +"As what, Aunt?" said Neil, in a low, stern voice, "as to refuse to +allow you to go in?" + +"Yes, my dear. I can put up with a great deal, but I think it is quite +time that the nurse knew that this is not a hospital ward, and that she +is not mistress here." + +"Nurse Elisia is quite aware of that," said Neil coldly; and his lips +quivered slightly, as he saw that in spite of her apparent immobility, +she was watching him curiously as if wondering what he would say; but he +went on in the same cold, passionless way, "It is not a question of +mistress or hired servant, but of care of my patient's progress toward +recovery. I gave instructions that my father should never be in the +slightest degree disturbed when he dropped into a natural sleep, and the +nurse has done her duty and nothing more. Come away now, please, and +you will see this in the proper light, if you will give it a moment's +thought." + +Aunt Anne gave her hands a kind of wave as if she were smoothing out a +cloth over a table, and turning suddenly, walked with stately strides +toward the head of the stairs, followed by her nephew, who did not even +glance at Nurse Elisia, neither did he speak again till the drawing room +was reached. + +"The nurse was quite right, Aunt," he said quietly. "You must see that +an attendant who did not carry out one's instructions to the letter +would be untrustworthy." + +"Pray say no more about it, Neil," she replied, with a great show of +dignity. "I suppose I am growing old and useless. But there was a time +when my opinion was of value in a sick chamber." + +"Yes, of course, my dear Aunt, but this is a case where the patient must +be kept perfectly quiet." + +"Yes, that is it, Neil. You have become so absorbed in your studies as +a surgeon that you seem to forget that my poor dear brother is your +father." + +"Nonsense, Aunt, dear." + +"Oh, no, sir, it is the truth. I suppose I shall be looked upon as a +patient next." + +"Yes; as my dear loving patient Aunt," said Neil, smiling. "There, +don't take any more notice of it. Good-bye. Come, come, don't look at +me like that. It brings back one of your old scoldings when I was a +boy." + +He kissed her and went out of the room. + +"But I don't like it," said Aunt Anne, "and I am not one to be deceived. +I disliked that woman from the hour she entered the house. I had my +forebodings then, and they grow firmer every day. He took her part +directly. Why, Isabel, my dear, I thought you were down the garden," +she cried, as her niece entered the room. + +"I? No, Aunt. I just went to get a few flowers for papa, and I wanted +to take them and arrange them in his room, but Nurse Elisia keeps watch +there like a dragon, and would not let me go in." + +"Why, she would not even let me go in," cried Aunt Anne with great +emphasis on the first personal pronoun. + +"Wouldn't she, Aunt?" + +"No, my dear, and I shall bless the day when that woman goes. She is +not what she appears." + +"Isn't she, Aunt?" + +"No, my dear." + +"I've thought something of that kind," said Isabel dreamily. "She seems +so much of the lady, and as if she quite looked down upon me, as being +superior to us." + +"Yes, my dear, and it makes my blood boil at times." + +"Oh, I don't mean like that, Aunt, dear, for she is always gentle and +kind and respectful too." + +"No, my dear, no," cried Aunt Anne emphatically, "not to me. There, +never mind that now, for I've something else to say. Did you see Sir +Cheltnam down the garden?" + +"Sir Cheltnam!" cried Isabel, changing colour. "Is he here?" + +"Yes, my dear, and I told him you were down the garden." + +"Aunt! Oh, you should not have told him that. Is he there now?" + +"I presume that he is, and really my dear child, I see no reason why you +should be so disturbed. Of course a little maidenly diffidence is nice +and becoming and--good gracious! child, don't run away like that." + +But Isabel had reached the door and darted out, for, through the window +came the faint _crunch, crunch_, of manly steps upon the gravel. + +For, naturally enough, Sir Cheltnam's quest had been in vain, as far as +Isabel was concerned, but after looking about the lawn he had caught +sight of someone seated beneath the drooping ash at one corner, and in +the hope that it was she whom he sought, he had walked silently across +the velvet grass to find that the heavy leafy screen was deceptive and +that it was Alison leaning back in a garden-chair. + +"Oh, it's you," he said, as he pulled aside the pendent boughs. + +"Yes. Who did you think it was?" replied Alison surlily. + +"Your sister. Is she always going to play hide-and-seek with me like +this?" + +"Like what? How should I know?" + +"Look here, young fellow," cried Sir Cheltnam; "what's come to you these +last three weeks?" + +"Nothing." + +"Bah! I'm not blind. There's something the matter. It isn't filial +affection and grief, because the old man's getting better. It isn't +love, because the fair Dana is pining for you on horseback somewhere. +There is only one other grief can befall a hale, hearty young man; so +it's money." + +"Nonsense!" + +"Must be, and if so, my dear boy, come in a brotherly way to me for +help, and it is yours, either with a check of my own or somebody else's +in the city." + +"It isn't money," said Alison shortly. "I've as much as I want." + +"My dear Alison Elthorne," cried Sir Cheltnam, grasping his hand, "that +will do. You must stop now. You can go no farther. A young man of +your years, appearance, and pursuits who can say that he has as much +money as he wants, is a paragon, a _rara avis in terris_, a perfect +model." + +"Don't fool." + +"I am not fooling, but speaking in sober earnest. My dear boy, you must +be photographed, painted, modelled, sculptured, and, hang it all, my +dear Alison, you will have to be put in Madame Tussaud's." + +"Then it will be in the Chamber of Horrors for killing you," said Alison +fiercely. "I'm not in a humour to be played with, so leave off." + +"Then if it is not money, it's love," said Sir Cheltnam. "I've done, my +dear boy; but tell me where your sister is." + +"I don't know." + +"Or won't know," said Sir Cheltnam. "Never mind. You will be better +soon, and then apologetic." Alison made no answer, and Sir Cheltnam +walked slowly away. + +"Sulky cub!" he muttered. "What's the matter with him? Quarrelled with +Dana perhaps, and she is leading him a life. Well, she is quite capable +of doing it, and her sister will keep a pretty tight curb on Neil. I +shall have a nice set of brothers and sisters-in-law when it comes off. +Well, I don't know that it much matters. I am quite capable of keeping +a watch over my own front door." + +CHAPTER TWELVE. + +MARIA IS VENOMOUS. + +"Come in," said Aunt Anne, in response to a knock, and Maria Bell +entered, to stand for a moment watching while a few entries were made +diligently in the housekeeping book. Then Aunt Anne raised her head and +coughed, a signal which Maria knew of old as premonitor of a scolding, +and, to ward it off, struck first. + +"Oh, much better, ma'am, thank you," she said hastily; "and it's very +kind of you to ask. I'm getting as strong as I was before I went to the +hospital, and I think the wine you gave me has done me a deal of good. +I hope master's much better this morning, ma'am." + +"Yes; your master is much better, Maria." + +"I'm very glad, ma'am, for more reasons than one." Aunt Anne had made +up and rehearsed a speech relative to the neglect of certain duties, now +that Maria was back, and that though she had been ill, and allowances +would be made and she would still be well cared for, she was not to +expect that she was to lead a life of idleness, especially as there was +now an invalid permanently in the house. But Maria's manner and that +addition or qualifying of her joy at her master's improvement, quite +drove the admonitory remarks out of her head by exciting curiosity. + +"Eh?" she exclaimed, "for more reasons than one, Maria? What do you +mean by that?" + +"Oh, nothing, ma'am," said the woman, tightening her lips, and taking up +the hem of her apron to arrange in plaits. + +"Maria, you know, and have known for years, how I hate and detest +mystery. I desire that you tell me what you mean." + +"Nothing at all, ma'am, indeed. I really--that is--I am very glad that +master is better--that's all." + +"That is not all, Maria. I despise hints, as you well know." + +"Really, ma'am, there is nothing." + +"Maria, you cannot deceive me. I can read you perfectly. You have some +reason for that innuendo and after all I have done for you and that Mr +Neil has done for you, I consider that you are acting very ungratefully +by this reserve." + +Maria began to cry. + +"It--it--it wasn't from ungratefulness ma'am, I'm sure, for I'm bubbling +over with gratitude to you and Mr Neil, and it was all on account of +him that I spoke as I did." + +"Now, Maria, what do you mean?" cried Aunt Anne, for the spark ignited +upon her tinder-like nature was rapidly beginning to glow. + +"Please, please, don't ask me, ma'am," said Maria, with sobs. "I would +not make mischief in a house for worlds." + +"Nobody asks you to make mischief, Maria; but if you have seen +peculations, or matters connected with the housekeeping going wrong +during your master's illness, it is your duty to speak." + +"Yes, ma'am, but it wasn't anything of that sort." + +"Then what was it?" said Aunt Anne judicially. "And I'd be the last to +speak, ma'am, knowing how valuable a character is to a poor person; and +well I know how easy it is to make mistakes and be deceived, especially +about such matters as that." + +"Maria, I insist. Why do you wish your master to be better?" + +"Oh, of course, I want to see him quite well, ma'am, for though a bit +'arsh, a better master--" + +"What other reason, Maria?" + +"Well, ma'am, if I must speak, it is because I shall be glad when +master's down again, and nurse is gone." + +"Nurse? Stop a moment. She attended you at the hospital?" + +"Oh, yes, ma'am," said Maria, in a peculiar tone, which suggested +neglect, ill-treatment, and all kinds of unfeminine behaviour; "she +attended me. I was in her ward." + +"Well?" + +"Oh, that's all, ma'am." + +"It is not all, Maria, and I desire that you speak." + +"I don't like to see a woman like that attending master." + +"It was the doctor's orders, Maria." + +"So I s'pose, ma'am. I heard that Sir Denton sent her down. He thinks +a deal of her. You see he's a very old gentleman, ma'am, and she +flatters him, and makes believe to be very attentive, and she was always +just the same to Mr Neil, ma'am. I was a-lying there in pain and +suffering and affliction sore, but I couldn't help using my eyes, and I +saw a great deal." + +"Maria!" + +"Oh, it's a fact, ma'am, and if I'd gone on as she did talking to the +young doctors, I should never have expected to keep no place; but of +course a head nurse is different to a hupper 'ousemaid." + +"That will do, Maria," said Aunt Anne. "I cannot listen to such +scandalous tattle. I have no doubt about its being all imagination on +your part." + +"I only wish it was, ma'am, I'm sure." + +"It's only a temporary arrangement, of course; and now, I wanted to +speak to you about several little pieces of neglect I have observed that +must not occur again. I know you have been ill, but it is quite time +that you were a little more attentive, especially as we are about to +have company." + +"Company, ma'am?" + +"Yes; the Miss Lydons will be here to dinner on Friday, and they will +stay the night, so I desire that their rooms are properly prepared +before they come, and of course, as they will not bring their maid you +will wait upon them." + +"Yes, ma'am; I'll do my very best, and I hope--" + +"That will do, Maria." + +"But there was one thing I should like to tell you, ma'am." + +Aunt Anne was burning with curiosity, but she raised her hand. + +"Not another word, Maria. You know I never listen to the servants' +tattle. Now go about your work." + +"I 'ate her," muttered Maria, as soon as she was in the hall, which she +crossed so as to get to the back stairs; "and if I haven't put a spoke +in her wheel this time my name isn't what it is." + +Maria tightened her lips as if to condense her spleen against the +patient, long-suffering woman who had had the misfortune to incur her +dislike. + +"A thing like her!" she continued muttering. "A beggarly nurse, with +not so much as a box of her own to bring down when she comes into a +gentleman's house, and giving herself airs as if she was a lady. Oh, +dear me, and indeed! Couldn't stoop to talk to a poor girl as if she +was a fellow-creature, at the hospital; and down here, lor' bless us! +anyone would think she was a duchess up in the skies instead of a common +hospital nurse. Oh, I do 'ate pride, and if it wasn't that it do have a +fall there'd be no living with such people." + +Maria was not very strong yet, and she stopped short--as she expressed +it to herself, with her heart in her mouth--and turned red and then pale +on hearing a faint rustle behind her, and the nurse's low sympathetic +voice accosting her. + +"Ah, Maria, are you better this morning?" + +"Oh, yes, thank you, ma'am, much better." + +There was a tremendous emphasis on the "ma'am," suggestive of keen and +subtle sarcasm, and the revolt of honest humility against assumption. + +"I am very glad," said the nurse gently. "Mrs Barnett said that there +were several little things you might do now in Mr Elthorne's room." + +Maria's face turned scarlet, and she faced round viciously. + +"Then it was you, was it, who complained to her that I didn't do my work +properly?" + +"I, my good girl?" said Nurse Elisia, smiling. "Oh, no." + +"It must have been. Nobody else wouldn't have been so mean as to go +telling tales." + +"You are making a great mistake, Maria," said the nurse, with quiet +dignity. "I certainly asked Mrs Barnett about a few things being done +in your master's room, and she referred me to you." + +"I don't want you to come here teaching me my work." + +"Oh, no, I will not interfere, Maria," said the nurse coldly; "but it is +necessary that the room should be seen to." + +"Thank you, ma'am; as if I didn't know what a 'ousemaid's work is. Oh, +I haven't patience with such mean, tale-bearing, stuck-up ways." + +The nurse looked at her in a pained way, and for a few moments there was +a slight flash of resentment in her face; but it died out directly, and +she spoke very gently: + +"You are making a mistake, Maria." + +"Don't `Maria' me, please--ma'am," cried the housemaid; and that "ma'am" +was tremendous. + +"Stop," said the nurse, gently and firmly, and her eyes seemed to +fascinate the woman, as a hand was laid upon her arm. "You have passed +through a very trying ordeal lately, and it has affected your nervous +system. You must not give way to an angry, hysterical fit like this. +It is dangerous in your state." + +"Oh, don't you begin to `my lady' it over me." Nurse Elisia changed +colour a little, and darted a penetrating look at the speaker, but her +countenance resumed its old calm directly, and she went on firmly. + +"Take my advice, Maria; now do as I tell you. Never mind about the +work--I will do what is necessary myself. Go up to your bedroom and lie +down for an hour, till you have grown calm and cool." + +"I shan't," cried Maria, with the passionate utterance of an angry +child; "and I won't stop in a house where--where,"--there was a +hysterical outburst of sobbing here--"such goings on--and I'll take my +month." + +"Let me take you up to your room." + +"No, no! I won't go. I--oh, oh, oh!" + +But the strong will prevailed over the weak, and Maria suffered herself +to be led along the corridor till, a figure approaching at the end, she +cried spitefully through her sobs: "Of course, I know. To get me out of +the way. Oh, I'm not blind." + +Nurse Elisia's hand fell from the woman's arm as if it had been a +gymnotus, and there was an indignant look in her eyes as they met Neil +Elthorne's searchingly, in fear lest he had heard the malignant +utterance. + +"What is the matter?" he said. "Why, Maria, I thought you were so much +better." + +"It is a little hysterical attack," said the nurse quietly. "I was +advising her to go and lie down, sir." + +"Yes, of course," said Neil quickly, as he caught the woman's wrist. +"Go and lie down at once. You must not give way to that sort of thing, +Maria. You are not quite yourself yet." + +"I--I'm better, now, sir," she said, as she struggled for the mastery +over herself. "No, thank you! I can go by myself." + +"Oh, yes," she muttered, as she glanced back on reaching the swing-door +at the end of the corridor. "I'm not blind. A nice creature!--and him +to go on like that. But I've not done yet." + +CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +AUNT ANNE'S RESOLUTIONS. + +Aunt Anne would not, she said, listen to Maria's tattle, but the woman's +words went home. + +"I suspected it," she said to herself, "and go she shall before matters +are worse. It is always the way with these quiet, artful women." + +So she took up her pen to write to Sir Denton Hayle, but she did not +begin, for it occurred to her that if she did write and ask him to +recall the nurse, he would immediately communicate with Neil to ask for +an explanation, and whether Nurse Elisia had neglected her duties. + +"And that's the worst of it," said Aunt Anne to herself, "she never has, +but has done wonders for poor Ralph." + +Then it occurred to her also that, though Neil was only her nephew, he +was fast rising into the position of an eminent surgeon, and that in +such a case as this she would not have dared to interfere if he had been +someone else. + +"Oh, dear me!" she said pettishly, "it's very dreadful. Women always +were at the bottom of all the mischief in the world. I've suspected it; +Neil has been so changed, and so has Alison. It seems monstrous, but as +sure as I'm a living woman she has managed to attract them both, and it +must be stopped or do one knows what mischief will happen. Why, those +two might quarrel dreadfully, and then-Oh, dear me, I'm very glad Saxa +and Dana are coming. They will be the real cure for the trouble after +all." + +She took up her pen again, but only to throw it back on to the silver +tray. + +"No; I mustn't write. Stop, I know; I'll go in and sit with Ralph this +afternoon, and quietly work round to the point of the nurse leaving now. +Isabel and I could do everything he requires." + +"No," she cried, with her face full of perplexity, "he would only fly in +a passion and abuse me for interfering, and insist upon keeping her +twice as long, and if I told him what I thought about Neil and Alison it +would enrage him so that he would have some terrible relapse. Oh, dear +me! I don't know what Nature could have been about to make a nurse with +a face and a soft, cooing voice like that woman's. Bless me!" she cried +aloud. "Neil, you shouldn't make me jump like that." + +"Didn't you hear me come in, Aunt?" + +"No, my dear, and I am so nervous. It came on when your father had his +accident." + +"Oh, that will soon go off. I've just had a message from Sir Denton." + +"To say that we need not keep the nurse any longer, and that he wants +her back at the hospital?" + +"No, Aunt, dear, in response to a letter of mine written days ago," said +Neil, looking at her curiously. + +"What about, then?" + +"To say that he is on his way down here to see my father again, and give +me his opinion about the progress made." + +"But, Neil, my dear, you should not ask people like that. The Lydon +girls are coming, and I cannot ask one of them to give up her room, and +I'm sure Sir Denton wouldn't like mine, looking out toward the stables, +though you can't see them." + +"Don't trouble yourself, Aunt, dear. He will not stay. He will come +down by one train, spend an hour here, and go back to town at once. I +want his indorsement of my ideas respecting a change of treatment." + +"Oh, if that is the case, then I need not worry." + +"Not in the least, Aunt. Only see that the lunch is kept back." + +"Of course, my dear. I am relieved. For it would have been awkward +with those girls here." + +"They are coming, then?" said Neil absently. "Why, you know they are +coming, dear. Really, Neil, I shall be very glad when you are married-- +and Alison, too, if it comes to that." + +Neil looked at her searchingly, but his aunt's face was perfectly calm-- +placid to a degree--though all the while she was congratulating herself +upon the subtlety and depth of her nature in introducing the subject so +cleverly. + +"And why, pray?" he said coldly. + +"Because you want something else to think about besides cutting off +people's arms and legs. I declare you are quite growing into a dreamy, +thoughtful old man. If I were Saxa Lydon I should take you to task +finely about your carelessness and neglect. I declare I've felt quite +ashamed of you." + +He looked at her sadly. + +"I'm afraid I am anything but a model young man, Auntie." + +"Indeed you are, sir, and it's quite time you mended. I don't know what +your father will say to you when he gets better. It is one of his pet +projects, you know. Fortunately, Saxa is not like most girls." + +"No," he said aloud, unintentionally. "Saxa is not like most girls." + +"Then do, pray, make haste and get your father well and the nurse out of +the house." + +"Why are you in such a hurry to get the nurse out of the house, Aunt?" + +"My dear! What a question! I declare, Neil, you revel in sick rooms, +and in having nurses near you. This is not a hospital. Of course I +want to see the nurse gone, and your father about again." + +Neil frowned, and his aunt saw it. She added hastily: + +"Not that I have a word to say against Nurse Elisia. I'm sure her +attention to your poor father deserves all praise." + +"God bless her! yes," said Neil, in a low, grave tone. "She has saved +his life." + +"Oh, no, my dear; I am not going so far as that," said Aunt Anne in +alarm, so earnest was her nephew's utterance. "Nurses are not doctors." + +"But they often do far more for the patients, Aunt." + +"Do they, my dear? Oh, well, I dare say you are right." + +"Yes, I am right," he said dreamily, and he turned and left the room, +unaware of the fact that Aunt Anne was watching him intently. + +"Oh, dear me! Oh, dear me!" she said to herself, "what a tone of voice! +He is thinking about her. There is no doubt about it, but he is sorry +and repentant. I can read him like a book. Yes; he is sorry. My words +brought him back to a sense of duty, and he will be as nice as can be to +Saxa in future. I'm sure I could not have spoken better. It is a great +advantage--experience, and a good knowledge of human nature. Now that +boy--well, he always was the dearest and best of boys, and if he had +been my own I couldn't have thought more of him--that boy knows he has +been doing wrong in letting himself be attracted by a pretty face, and +my words have thoroughly brought him round. Maria was quite right, and +I must talk to Alison too, and--yes, I will; I'll manage to have a chat +with Sir Denton and beg him as a great favour to let me finish nursing +my brother. I will not say a word about the nurse. Dear me! what am I +thinking about? I quite forgot to tell them we would lunch at half-past +two." + +Aunt Anne got up and rang the bell. + +CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +A SUSPICIOUS PATIENT. + +There is plenty of food for the student in the dispositions of the sick, +and the way they bear their pains. + +Ralph Elthorne's was an exceptional case, and his moods were many. The +principal feeling with him, in the intervals when he was free from pain, +was one of irritation against fate for selecting him to bear all this +trouble and discomfort. Illness had been so rare with him that at times +he found it hard to realise the fact that he was lying there, utterly +helpless and forced to depend upon those about him for everything, the +result being that he was about as petulant and restless a patient as +could be well imagined. In addition, he grew day by day more and more +suspicious, lying and watching every look and act of those about him, +ready to distort the most trifling things, and fancy that they were all +part and parcel of some deeply laid scheme which was to interfere with +his peace of mind and tend to his utter dethronement from the old +position he had held so long. + +On this particular morning he had been lying placidly enough, chatting +with his son, while Nurse Elisia was in attendance, till Neil, feeling +that the time had now come for his father to be prepared, let drop a few +words about Sir Denton's visit. + +The change was almost startling. There was a wildly eager, excited look +in his eyes, and suspicion in the tone of his voice, as he exclaimed: + +"Coming down? Sir Denton? For what reason? Quick! Tell me why?" + +He caught his son's wrist, and his long thin fingers gripped it firmly +as his troubled face, about which the grey hair was growing long since +his illness, was turned searchingly to his son. + +"Don't take it like that, my dear father," said Neil, smiling. "It is +not the first time we have had him to see you." + +"No, no! I know all that; but why, why is he coming?" + +"I asked him to come down, sir, that is all." + +"Ah! you asked him to come down. Why, why was I not told?" + +"For the reason you are showing," replied Neil quietly. "I was afraid +that if you knew you might agitate yourself, and fill your brain with +fancies about your state." + +"So would any sick man," cried Elthorne sharply. "And that is not all. +You are keeping a great deal from me in your false wisdom. But you +cannot hide it from one who knows intuitively what changes take place in +him. I can see and feel it all. I am worse." + +"My dear sir, no," said Neil, smiling. + +"Don't contradict me, boy," cried his father fiercely. "Surely I ought +to know from my own sensations. I am far worse, and you have sent for +Sir Denton because you have reached the end of your teachings, and feel +helpless to do any more." + +"You do not give me much credit, father," said Neil, smiling. + +"Yes, yes, I do, boy, a great deal," said the old man excitedly. "Then +it has come to this at last." + +"My dear father, that is what I feared, or I should have spoken to you +sooner. I assure you that you have no cause for alarm." + +"Words, words, words," cried Mr Elthorne piteously. "The case is +absolutely hopeless. You know it, and so you have sent for Sir Denton +again." + +"My dear father," began Neil, taking his hand. "Be silent sir," cried +the old man fiercely, "and let me speak." + +"Then, my dear patient," said Neil, "I must insist upon your listening +to me calmly and patiently;" but Mr Elthorne paid no heed and went on. + +"I'm not going to blame you, boy, I suppose you have done your best, +everything that you have been taught." + +Elisia glanced at Neil in spite of herself, and it was a commiserating +look, but a feeling of elation ran through her as she saw his calm, +patient, pitying look as she quitted the room. + +"Indeed I have done everything possible, father," he said quietly. + +"Yes, yes; all you knew, boy; all you knew." + +"And I have been able to do more perhaps than a surgeon who visited you +would have achieved, through always being on the spot." + +"But your knowledge is limited, of course, boy." + +"Yes, I am afraid so," replied Neil sadly. + +"I'm not blaming you. Very patient with me, my boy. So has she been. +Nurse!" he called. "Nurse!" + +He turned his head a little so as to look over the back of the couch, +for he had not seen that they were alone; and then, as he strained his +neck a little to fix his eyes upon the door which communicated with the +dressing room, it was painful to see the state of utter helplessness to +which the strong man had been reduced. He could move his hands and +arms, but the complete want of power elsewhere was so apparent to +himself now that he uttered a groan of despair, and looked back +imploringly at his son. + +"What had I done?" he muttered. "What had I done?" + +"My dear father," whispered Neil; but the old man turned from him again +impatiently. + +"Nurse," he cried, "nurse!" and he beat, with a stick that was ready to +his hand, impatiently upon the floor. + +"I will go for her," said Neil eagerly; but there was no need. Nurse +Elisia had faithfully devoted herself to the service of her patient; his +call had been heard, and she came in quickly and silently, to glide +toward the couch, her eyes the while scanning the sufferer +questioningly, as if asking what had occurred to cause the summons. + +"There is nothing wrong, nurse," Neil felt moved to say, as he saw the +questioning look. + +"What?" cried Mr Elthorne, turning his eyes fiercely upon his son. +"There is, nurse, and that is why I summoned you. Look here, Neil; my +body may be half dead, but my head is clear. I am not imbecile yet, and +I will not be treated like a child. It is hard, very hard, that even +one's own son sinks his relationship in the professional man, and +forgets that he is dealing with his father, who has become to him only a +patient." + +"My dear father!" cried Neil, smiling, "are you not a little hard on +me?" + +"No, no!" cried the old man irritably. "You are deceiving me, for my +good as you call it, and as you owned a little while back." + +"Indeed, no," said Neil quietly. "I only owned to keeping back the fact +that Sir Denton was coming down till the morning of his visit, so as to +save you from brooding over it and getting anxious." + +"Well, what is that but deceiving me as I say, and treating me as a +child?" + +"Surely not, my dear father." + +"I say it is, and it is cruel. I want to trust you, but you all, even +to Isabel, join in cheating me, for my good as you are pleased to call +it." + +Neil glanced at the nurse, who met his eyes, but, quick as lightning the +sick man raised his hand, half menacingly, at his son. + +"Hah!" he cried, "don't try to corrupt her, and induce her to join your +conspiracy; I can read your looks--`Don't contradict him.' She is +honest; I can trust her. You will tell me the simple truth, nurse, will +you not?" he said, holding one hand over the back of the couch toward +her. + +She stepped nearer, and took the extended hand. "Indeed, I will, sir," +she said gently; and then, with a smile, "unless, sir, I were +forbidden." + +"What?" he cried, withdrawing his hand. + +"There might be a crisis in your illness when your medical adviser felt +it was absolutely necessary, for your own sake, to keep back something +of your state." + +"Hah!" he cried bitterly, "all alike--all alike. I thought I could +trust you." + +"You can trust me, sir, to be your faithful servant, who is striving to +help your recovery." + +He looked at her with the lines about the corners of his eyes very deep, +but her frank, ingenuous look disarmed him, his face softened, and he +said gently: "Yes, I can trust you, nurse. God bless you for a good, +patient soul. And now, tell me--there cannot be such a crisis as that +of which you speak--surely I should feel something of it if impending--" + +He did not finish his sentence but looked piteously up at the nurse, +whose smile of encouragement chased his dark thoughts away again, and he +once more raised his hand. + +"Yes," he said gently. "You will tell me the truth. Sir Denton is +coming down--to see me--to-day. It means that, though I do not suffer +more, I am much worse?" + +"Indeed, no, sir; and you are agitating yourself without cause." + +"Agitating myself without cause," he muttered softly as he glanced at +his son, and then quickly back at the candid face bent over him, while +Neil's heart beat more heavily, and there was a dreamy sensation of +intense joy at his heart as he saw how full of faith and trust his +father seemed. + +"You are steadily getting better, sir," continued Elisia, and her soft, +low voice was full of a tender sympathy for the broken man who clung to +her hand. + +"Is that the truth?" he said, very slowly and impressively. "Don't you +deceive me, it would be too cruel. You will tell me all?" + +She bent down over him a little lower so that he could gaze full in her +clear, frank eyes, and there was a curious sense of swelling in Neil's +breast, and a jealous pang of despair as he clutched the arm of the +chair tightly and thought of Alison, while the silence in the room +seemed to be prolonged. + +It was Ralph Elthorne who broke that silence, and Neil started back to +the present, for his imagination had been going rapidly astray. + +"Yes," he said quietly; "it is the truth." + +He paused again for a few moments. + +"You need not tell me," he continued, "but, answer this: and I shall +quite recover--the use--of my limbs--and get about--again--as before?" + +Nurse Elisia did not remove her eyes from those which gazed into hers +with such fierce question; but her own grew cloudy and seemed to darken +with sadness and pity for the suffering man. + +"Answer me," he said imperiously. + +She turned quickly to Neil. + +"No," cried Mr Elthorne; "don't ask him what you are to say. Speak +out--the truth." + +She bent lower over him with her eyes brimming over now, a couple of +drops falling upon the invalid's breast as he clung spasmodically to her +hand. + +"You cannot lie," he said hoarsely. "The truth--the truth?" + +Again there was a painful silence, and Neil clasped his hands together +as his arms rested upon his knees, and he closed his eyes and let his +head sink down, listening intently for the sentence which Nurse Elisia +had been called upon to deliver. And at last she spoke, her low, soft +voice thrilling father and son: "God has spared your life," she almost +whispered, but every word was painfully audible, "and you retain the +greatest gift to man--the full possession of your mental powers." + +"Yes, yes," he whispered. "Go on--go on." + +"You will soon, now, be sufficiently strong to be out and about once +more, but--" + +"Go on," he panted--"go on." + +"Forgive me, dear Mr Elthorne, for saying it. You force it from me." + +"Yes, yes; go on," he panted--"the truth--the truth. I shall be out and +about, but--" + +"Never again as of old," she continued; and low as her words were, they +rang out to the ears of the listeners; "never again as of old." + +As she uttered this last word of what was almost as painful as a death +sentence to such a man as Ralph Elthorne, a sob seemed to be torn from +his breast, and Neil sprang up as if expectant of some fresh seizure. +But his father made a sign which arrested him, and lay back gazing +straight before him till many moments had elapsed. Then his lips +parted, and they heard him say in a whisper: + +"A helpless cripple--I? Yes, it is the truth--the truth." + +CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +A TEMPTING OFFER. + +"Never again as of old." + +The words seemed to quiver in the silence of the sick chamber as Nurse +Elisia uttered what, to the sufferer, sounded like a sentence, the more +terrible as coming from one so grave, calm, and unimpassioned as the +beautiful woman who stood before him; and as he lay, gazing wildly at +the speaker, Neil saw his father's eyelids tremble and then slowly drop +over the dilated eyes, while his worn, thin, wrinkled face was +contracted. But he opened his eyes again, and clung tightly to the +nurse's hand. + +"Yes," he said firmly, "that is the truth. Thank you, nurse, thank you. +God bless you for what you have done for a poor helpless cripple." + +He drew her down toward him as he spoke till he could kiss her brow, and +then, as she rose, he released her hand. + +"Thank you," he said quietly; "thank you. Yes, that is the truth. But +I shall be out again, Neil, weak in body, but not imbecile. I shall +still be the Squire, boy. I am the Squire. Now, tell me: why is Sir +Denton coming down?" + +"Simply for me to ask his opinion, father," said Neil, seating himself +again, and resisting the temptation to offer the nurse a chair. But +before he could continue it seemed as if his thoughts had been +communicated to the patient, who turned toward her. + +"Sit down, nurse," he said. "I am wearing you out with attending on +me." + +"Indeed no, Mr Elthorne--" she began. + +"Sit down," he cried imperiously, and she quietly obeyed. + +"Now go on, Neil." + +"Of course I have studied your case very hard," said the son, "and I +have certain ideas that I should like to test. I believe they would +strengthen you, but I will not do anything without getting my opinions +endorsed by a man of greater experience." + +"Humph! That's sensible; eh, nurse?" + +She bowed gravely. + +"So I wrote to Sir Denton at length, telling him what I had arrived at, +and asking him to come down the first free day he had, or, I should say, +the first time he had a few hours, to see you, and give me his advice." + +"Is that all?" said Mr Elthorne sharply. + +"Everything, father." + +"Humph! Well, that's right, my boy, quite right. Don't experiment upon +me," he said, with a painful laugh. "After fighting through all this I +can't afford to go backward. Keep the experiment for some poor hospital +patient." + +The words jarred on Neil, and he glanced quickly at the nurse, to see +that there was a pained look in her eyes, but it passed off as she saw +that she was observed. + +"Well, when do you expect him?" said Mr Elthorne. + +"Almost directly, sir." + +"And why was I not told?" + +"For fear of agitating you, and setting you brooding over it. Besides, +I was not sure when he would come down." + +"Humph! Well, don't treat me as if I were a child, boy. I can think if +I can't walk. And I must be got out now. Has that chair come down?" + +"Yes." + +"That's right. I'll be carried down on Friday when my girls come. If +they call before then they are to be brought up. No, no; I know what +you are going to say--that they will talk too much. It will do me good +to hear Saxa's chatter and Dana's prattle. When did you see them last?" + +In spite of himself Neil glanced at the nurse as he answered: + +"I hardly know. On Sunday, I think." + +"You hardly know! On Sunday, you think! My dear boy, what a dreamer +you have become! Lucky for you that Saxa is what she is." + +It was hard work for Neil to keep his eyes averted from the nurse. +"What will she think?" he said to himself. + +The sound of wheels on the drive put an end to the conversation, Neil +hurrying out to welcome the great surgeon, who declined all refreshment +until after he had heard full particulars of the progress of the case +and seen the patient. + +"I could not have done differently," said Sir Denton at last. "You +found Nurse Elisia invaluable, of course?" + +"Invaluable." + +"Then now let us go up and see him." + +Neil led the way to where Ralph Elthorne lay helpless, but with his eyes +gazing keenly at him as they entered. + +"Ah, good-morning, Mr Elthorne," cried Sir Denton cheerily. +"Good-morning, nurse. Now, sir, you know why I have come?" + +"Yes, my son has told me," replied the injured man, watching his +visitor's expression. "Well? Am I worse?" + +"No, sir; much better. There is no doubt of that. There is a vigour in +your manner and speech that is most satisfactory." + +"But I am always to be a helpless cripple?" said Elthorne bitterly. + +Sir Denton did not reply for a few moments, but sat gazing in the +patient's eyes. + +"You wish me to answer that question?" he said at last. + +"Of course." + +"Then I will. I can answer a man of your strength of intellect, Mr +Elthorne. Yes, sir. No surgical skill could restore you." + +He stopped short and watched the patient intently. "That's well," he +went on. "You bear the announcement manfully. Quite right, for your +life has been saved, Mr Elthorne; and with the palliatives that +mechanical skill can supply you with, you ought to and can enjoy many +years of useful life. Your son has thoroughly explained to me his +intentions regarding your future treatment, and I fully endorse his +ideas. They will benefit you, but do not expect too much." + +"Condemned to a life of helplessness!" muttered Elthorne in a low voice. + +"No, sir, you have your brain intact," said Sir Denton. "Thank God for +that." + +"Yes," said Elthorne, gripping the surgeon's hand, "thank God for that. +I will not repine, Sir Denton, for I can think, and will, and be obeyed. +Do you hear, Neil? and be obeyed. The head is right." + +"Yes, and the heart, Mr Elthorne. So no despair, sir. Meet your +trouble like a man. You can be a successful general yet in the battle +of life." + +"Thank you, sir." + +"My dear Mr Elthorne, I wish I could hold out hopes of an ultimate +recovery of the use of your limbs, but, with a man like you, a frank, +open statement is best. You know the worst, and you can get over the +difficulties. I can say no more, unless I deliver a eulogy upon your +son's skill." + +"Don't do that," said the invalid grimly; "he is conceited enough +already." + +"Then I will leave you now and ask for a little refreshment. I have had +nothing but a cup of tea since my dinner last evening." + +He rose, shook hands, and then turned to Nurse Elisia. + +"I miss you sadly, nurse, but I suppose you cannot be spared for the +present." + +"Spared?" cried Elthorne quickly. "No, no; certainly not." + +"But I want her in my ward, Mr Elthorne," said Sir Denton, smiling. + +"Yes, after a time. But not yet. I am so helpless at present." + +"Well, well, we shall see," said Sir Denton pleasantly. "It is mutually +satisfactory. Nurse was suffering from our close London hospital air, +and overworked. The change here has worked wonders. Good-bye, Mr +Elthorne. I congratulate you upon the skill your son has shown." + +He shook hands, and left patient and nurse together, descending with +Neil to the drawing room, where Isabel, Alison, and Aunt Anne were +waiting to hear his report. + +"Oh, I am glad," cried Aunt Anne, wiping her eyes; and then: "You think +he can do without the nurse now?" + +Alison gave her a furious look, which did not escape Neil. + +"Eh? Do without the nurse?" cried Sir Denton. "I did not say so. No, +my dear madam, her attention is more necessary than ever, I am sorry to +say." + +Aunt Anne's plump countenance bespoke her disappointment. + +"You are sorry to say?" she said. + +"Yes, my dear madam, for I want her back in town." + +Lunch was at an end, and the carriage at the door. Sir Denton shook +hands and went out into the hall with Neil, took up his hat, set it down +again, looked at his watch, and replaced it. + +"About half an hour to spare, eh, Elthorne?" + +"Yes, quite." + +"Take me down the garden, then, where I can see flowers growing. God +bless them! I wish I were a gardener. I want to speak to you." + +Neil led the way down a sunny walk, beneath an ancient red brick wall, +the old surgeon looking sharply about him till they reached a sundial +standing upon a moss-eaten stone. Here he paused and rested his elbow +on the copper disk, like a modern figure of Time. + +"Neil Elthorne," he said, "I like you." + +Neil smiled. + +"The feeling is mutual, Sir Denton." + +"I know it, my dear boy. You are my favourite pupil, and I want to see +you rise. Now, do not be startled. I have been requested to select an +able man who promises to be eminent to send out to Black Port." + +"On the west coast of Africa?" + +"Yes. To establish a hospital there--a cosmopolitan hospital in which +government is interested. It is a terrible place, but a medical man +knows how to take care of himself. He would have to engage for five +years; the pay is very high; and he would have to devote himself to his +task, above all in trying to ameliorate--cure if he can, and I believe +it possible--the local disease, which is increasing fast. I do not +conceal from you that there will be risks; but the man who goes out +there for a few years and works, will come back to be loaded with +honours, and take a very high position in his profession. A knighthood +will probably follow. If I were a young man I would go, but I must +content myself at my age with my ward in London. Now, then, there is +plenty of time for consideration, but I should like to go back with some +idea. I have not spoken yet to a soul, and I need not tell you that it +would be a wrench to part with you; but it is your opportunity, and, as +I have your future success at heart, I want to see you rise. Will you +go?" + +"I, Sir Denton? It is the opening for a physician." + +"As much for a surgeon, my dear boy. He must be both. You are as good +a surgeon as I am." + +"Oh, Sir Denton!" + +"You need not exclaim. I am not blind. I have had vast experience, but +I am getting old and weaker. You have all that my experience has taught +you, and, in addition, youth and a thoughtful, originating brain. I +tell you frankly, because you are not a weak fool who would be puffed +up: long before you are my age you will stand far higher than I do. I +don't want to send you out there because I am jealous of you," he added +laughingly. + +"But I should not be equal to the task from the medical point of view." + +"Nonsense, my lad! If I wanted medical help, I would far rather come to +you for it than to any man in our hospital. Now, don't decide rashly; +take time to think it over. You would not have to go for two or three +months. There, I need say no more save repeating this: it is a terrible +place from a health point of view, but the man who goes will be able to +do something to lessen the risks, and government will help him in his +movements for sanitation. Now, I must be off. Pick me a few flowers. +Aha! That is charming," he cried, as he saw Isabel waiting with a bunch +she had hastily cut in one of the houses. "Thank you, my dear child. +Those shall stand in water in my room in memory of a delightful visit. +I envy you your life in this charming old place. Good-bye." + +He shook hands with Isabel again, and walked back to the carriage with +Neil, who looked very thoughtful. + +"You can write and ask any questions," said Sir Denton, "and in a week +you will give me your decision." + +"I will give it you now, Sir Denton," said Neil gravely. "It is no." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Quite." + +"You will not alter your mind?" + +"No; I shall stay in England--with you." + +"I am very sorry, Neil Elthorne, for some things--very glad for others. +The first is for you--the latter for myself. Good-bye. Tell him to go +fast." The horses sprang off, and Neil stood thinking in the carriage +drive. + +"A lady in the case," said Sir Denton. "Well! it is human nature, and I +am not sorry--for both their sakes. He loves her, and some day he will +come and tell me." + +At that moment Neil turned to re-enter the house, and his eyes lighted +upon Nurse Elisia at the first-floor window watching the departing +carriage. Their eyes met, and she drew back. + +Neil sighed, and then felt a spasm of pain shoot through him, for he saw +that his brother was close at hand, and that he must have seen the +direction of his eyes, for there was a frown upon his brow which was +there still as he said roughly: + +"The old man's gone, then. I suppose he'll charge a pretty penny for +coming down all this way?" + +Neil looked at him in surprise for the moment, but directly after he +felt that his brother had merely spoken to conceal his thoughts, and he +was thinking this as he replied: + +"Charge? No. I shall give him a check for the railway fare. He would +look upon it as an insult if I offered him a fee." + +CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +HOW ELISIA BECAME A NURSE. + +The bedroom was bright with flowers and the many touches given by a +thoughtful woman's hand, to which was due the sweet fragrance in the +air. + +"But you are better to-day, sir?" + +"No, nurse, no. Perhaps better in body, but not in spirit. You cannot +understand it. I seem to be a prisoner chained down. My body is here, +and my mind is everywhere about the place with my old projects." + +"Shall I read to you, sir?" + +"Read? Yes; I like to hear you read. You are a strange nurse, to be +able to read with so much feeling. Get a book. Something good." + +"What would you like to-day?" + +"Anything. Who's that? Go and see. So tiresome, disturbing me like +this." + +Nurse Elisia went to answer the light tap at the door, and as she opened +it Aunt Anne appeared, and was sweeping by her, when her brother cried, +"Stop!" + +"But I have some business to transact with you, Ralph," said the lady +pleadingly. + +"I cannot help it. Go away now. I cannot be disturbed." + +"Oh, very well, Ralph. I will come up again," said Aunt Anne in an +ill-used tone. + +"Wait till I send for you," said her brother sourly. + +"It's all that woman's doing," said Aunt Anne to herself, as she swept +down the corridor. "Oh, if I could find some means of sending her +away." + +"It seems as if it were my fate to make enemies here," said Nurse Elisia +to herself, as she stood waiting with a book in her hand. "It is time I +left, and yet life seems to have been growing sweeter in this quiet +country home." + +Her eyes were directed toward the window, by which a little bookcase had +been placed; and, as she looked out on the beautiful garden, there was +the faint dawn of a smile upon her lip, but it passed away directly, +leaving the lips white and pinched, while a curiously haggard and +strange look came into her face. She craned forward and gazed out +intently; there was a cold dew upon her forehead, and the hand which +took out her kerchief trembled violently. + +She drew back from the window, but, as if compelled by some emotion she +still gazed out. Ralph Elthorne did not notice the change in the +nurse's aspect, but illness had made his hearing keen, and he said +sharply: + +"Who is that coming up to the front?" + +"Miss Elthorne, sir." + +"But I can hear two people." + +"A gentleman is with her." + +"What gentleman? what is he like?" + +There was a strange singing in Nurse Elisia's ears, as, with her voice +now perfectly calm, and her emotion nearly mastered, she described the +appearance of the visitor so vividly that Elthorne said at once: + +"Oh, it's Burwood." + +She looked at him quickly, to see that he lay back with his eyes half +closed, musing, with a satisfied expression upon his face, while her own +grew wondering of aspect and strange. + +For her life at Hightoft had been so much confined to the sick chamber, +that she knew very little of the neighbours. The Lydons had often been +mentioned in her presence, and, from a hint or two let fall, she had +gathered that Isabel was engaged to some baronet in the neighbourhood; +but she had not heard his name, which came to her now as a surprise, +while the fact of his being in company with the daughter of the house, +and the satisfied look upon the father's countenance, left no doubt in +her mind that this was the suitor of his choice. + +The current of her thoughts was broken by her patient, who seemed to +wake up from a doze. + +"Ah, you are there?" he said. "I must have dropped asleep, and was +dreaming that you had gone out for your walk, and I could not make +anybody hear. Have I been asleep long?" + +"Very few minutes, sir. In fact, I did not know you were asleep." + +"Ah, one dreams a great deal in a very short time. You were going to +read to me, weren't you?" + +"Yes, sir. Shall I begin?" + +"You may as well, though I would as soon think." There was a gentle tap +at the door. + +"Come in. No; see who that is, nurse. Why am I to be so worried! I'm +not ill now," he cried peevishly. + +She crossed to the door and opened it, to find Isabel standing there, +flushed and evidently agitated. + +"May I come in and sit with you a little while, papa?" she said. + +Elthorne shook his head. + +"No," he cried shortly, "and I will not be interrupted so. Your aunt +was here just now. Pray do not be so tiresome, my dear child. I will +send for you if I want you. Why have you left Burwood?" + +A sob rose to Isabel's throat, and as she saw the nurse standing there, +book in hand, a feeling of dislike began to grow within her breast. + +For why should not this be her task? Why was this strange woman to be +always preferred to her? It should have been her office to read to the +sick man, and she would gladly have undertaken the duty. + +"I am very sorry I came, papa, but I see you so seldom," she said +softly. "Papa, dear, let me come and read to you." + +"No, no," cried Elthorne peevishly. "Nurse is going to read. Besides, +you have company downstairs. Burwood has not gone?" + +"No, papa." + +"And you come away and leave him? There, go down again, and do, pray, +help your aunt to keep up some of the old traditions of the place. What +will Burwood think?" + +Isabel gave a kind of gasp, her forehead wrinkled up, and the tears rose +to her eyes, but at that moment she saw those of the nurse fixed upon +her inquiringly, and in an instant she flushed up and darted a look full +of resentment at "this woman," who appeared to be gratifying a vulgar +curiosity at her expense. + +"Did you hear me, Isabel?" cried her father, querulously. "Pray, go +down. You fidget me. Go down to Burwood, and if he asks, tell him I am +very much better, and that I shall be glad to see him soon." + +"Yes, papa," she said faintly; and turning back to the door, she had her +hand upon it, when, moved by an affectionate impulse, she ran back +quickly, bent down and kissed him. + +"Good girl!" he said. "Good girl! Now make haste down." + +She glanced quickly at the nurse, and the resentful flush once more +suffused her cheeks, for those eyes were still watching her, and this +time there was a smile upon the slightly parted lips. + +The girl's eyelids dropped a little and she replied with a fixed stare +before once more reaching the door and passing out. + +"How dare she!" thought Isabel, trembling now with indignation. "She +quite triumphs over one. Aunt is right; she is not nice. She seems to +contrive to stand between me and papa. It is not prejudice, and I shall +be very, very glad when she is gone." The door had hardly closed upon +her, when, in a fretful way, Ralph Elthorne exclaimed: + +"Now, go on; go on!" + +The nurse began reading directly, an Old World poem of chivalry, honour, +and self-denial; and as the soft, rich, deep tones of her voice floated +through the room, Ralph Elthorne's head sank back, his eyes closed, and +his breath came slowly and regularly. + +But the reader had grown interested in the words she read. The story of +the poem seemed to fit with her own life of patient long-suffering and +self-denial, and she read on, throwing more and more feeling into the +writer's lines. At last, in the culminating point of the story, her +voice began to tremble, her eyes became dim, the book dropped into her +lap, and a low faint sob escaped from her lips, as the pent up, long +suppressed agony of her heart now broke its bounds, and, as her face +went down into her hands, she had to fight hard to keep from bursting +into a fit of hysterical weeping. + +For, only a short hour before, the deep wound of the past had suddenly +been torn open, and memory had come with a rush of incidents to torture +her with the recollections of the bygone, of the rude awakening from the +golden dream of her girlhood's first love to the fact that the man who +had first made her heart increase its pulsations, the man she had +believed in her bright, young imagination to be the soul of chivalrous +honour, was a contemptible, low-minded _roue_. How she had refused to +believe it at first, and insisted to herself that all she had heard was +base calumny; and she had gone on defending him with indignation till +the cruel facts were forced upon her, and in one short minute she had +turned from a trustful, passionate, loving girl, to the disillusioned +woman, with no hope but to find some occupation which would deaden the +misery of her heart. + +Since then her life had been one of patient self-denial, at first in +toiling among the suffering in the sordid homes of misery in one of the +worst parts of London. Here, while tending a woman dying of neglect and +injuries inflicted by some inhuman brute, it had struck her that she +might enlist the sympathies of the great surgeon whose name had long +been familiar, and ask him to come and try to save the woman's life. + +To think with her was to act, and she waited on him humbly and +patiently, all the time trembling for the consequence to the injured +woman left almost alone. But at last her turn came, and she was ushered +into Sir Denton's presence. + +He heard her patiently, and shook his head. + +"It is impossible, my dear young lady," he said sharply. "I can but +battle with a few of the atoms of misery in the vast sands of troubled +life. From your description of the case, I fear I can do no good, and +my time for seeing patients here at home is over, while a score of poor +creatures are lying in agony at my hospital waiting their turn." + +She looked at him despairingly, and he spoke more gently. + +"I admire and respect the grand self-denial of such ladies as yourself +who devote themselves to these tasks, so do not think me unfeeling. It +is that I can only attend a certain number of cases every day." + +"But you would go to some wealthy patient," she cried imploringly, "and +I will pay you whatever fee you ask." + +"You wrong me, my dear young lady," he said gravely. "I would not go +to-day to any wealthy or great patient for any sum that could be offered +me. I take fees, but I hope my life is not so sordid as that." + +"Forgive me," she said hastily. "I beg your pardon." + +"Yes," he said, taking her hand to raise it reverently to his lips, "I +forgive you, my child, and I will prove it by seeing the poor woman of +whom you speak. Come." + +He led her out to the carriage waiting to take him to the hospital, and +a group of the wretched dwellers in the foul street soon after stood +watching the great surgeon's carriage, while he was in the bare upstairs +room of the crowded house. He stayed an hour, and came again and again, +till the day came when another carriage stopped at that door, and a +hushed crowd of neighbours stood around, to see Nurse Elisia's patient +carried out, asleep. + +"If I only had come to you sooner!" she said. + +"I could have done no more," replied Sir Denton. "Believe me, it is the +simple truth. We can both honestly say that we have done everything +that human brain and hands could do." + +They were walking slowly away from the house where the woman had died. + +"And now I must speak to you about yourself." + +"About myself?" she said wonderingly. + +"Yes; I ask you no questions about your friends, or your reasons for +taking up the life to which you have devoted yourself; but I am +interested in you and your future. Do you intend to go on attending the +sick and suffering?" + +"Yes," she said simply. + +"Good; but not like this. You are young and beautiful, and at all hours +you are going about here alone." + +"I have no fear," she said, smiling. "The poor people here respect me." + +"Yes; and, to the honour of rough manhood, I believe, my child, that +there are hundreds who would raise a hand for your protection; but the +time will come when you will meet with insult from some drink-maddened +brute. You must give it up. Your presence is so much light in these +homes of darkness, but--you have interested me, as I tell you." + +She looked at him searchingly. + +He read her thoughts and smiled. + +"I am speaking as your grandfather might. Let me advise you, my child. +This must not go on." + +"I thank you," she replied; "but I have devoted myself to this life, and +I cannot turn back." + +"I do not ask you to turn back," he said. "You have devoted yourself to +the sick and suffering. The duties can be as well performed where you +will be safe, and treated with respect." + +She looked at him doubtingly. + +"Let me counsel you," he said. "Come." + +"Where?" she asked, and he held out his hand. "You can trust me," he +said; and he led her to his carriage, and then through the ward of the +hospital where he reigned supreme. + +It was a few days after a terrible accident at one of the hives of +industry, and among other sufferers, some ten or a dozen poor work-girls +lay, burned, maimed, and in agony, longingly gazing at the door to see +the face of the grey-haired man on whose words they hung for life and +strength. + +That day he came accompanied by his pale, sweet-faced young friend, in +whose beautiful eyes the tears gathered as she went round with him from +bed to bed, appalled by the amount of bodily and mental suffering +gathered in that one narrow space. + +"Well?" he said, a couple of hours later. "Is it too dreadful, or will +you help me here?" + +"Can I?" she said simply. "I am so ignorant and young." + +"You possess that," he said gravely, "which no education can impart. +Your presence here will be sunshine through the clouds. I should shrink +from asking you to come among these horrors, but you have, for some +reasons of your own, taken up this self-denying life, and I tell you +that you can do far more good to your suffering fellow-creatures here +than by seeking out cases in those vile streets. You will be safe from +insult and from imposition. We have no impostors here. What do you +say?" + +She gave him her hand, and the next day Nurse Elisia came from her +home--somewhere west, the other nurses said--and returned at night +unquestioned, and after a week or two of jealousy and avoidance, as one +different to themselves, the attendants one and all were won to respect +and deference by acts, not words. + +CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +"YOU INSULT ME!" + +And now Nurse Elisia sat in Ralph Elthorne's chamber, her face buried in +her hands, the memories of her past life rushing back and a sense of +misery and despair increasing, so that she felt that the time had come +when she must rise and flee from a place which had suddenly become +insupportable to her. + +Then a change came over her. There was a feeling of passionate +resentment, and a desire to do battle against the one who had wrecked +her life. + +"Shall I stand by and see another's life destroyed as mine has been?" + +But her own misery and despair drove these thoughts away, and her spirit +was sinking lower and lower as the complications of her position seemed +to increase. + +"I cannot stay here," she said to herself. "It is impossible. I have +no part or parcel with these people. I have done my duty, and I must +go." + +Suddenly she started as if she had been stung, for her hand had been +taken, and Neil Elthorne was bending over her. + +"For Heaven's sake," he whispered, "don't! I cannot bear to see you +suffer. Tell me, why are you in such grief?" + +"Mr Elthorne!" she cried in a low voice, as she glanced toward where +the patient lay asleep. + +"Yes; Neil Elthorne," he said huskily. "I cannot bear to see you in +such distress. I have fought with it; I have struggled and suffered for +months and months now. I felt that it was a kind of madness and that it +was folly and presumption to think as I did of one who seemed never even +to give me a thought. I came down here. It was to flee from you, and +try to forget you, but fate brought you here, and I have had to go on +from day to day fighting this bitter fight." + +"Mr Elthorne--your father--are you mad?" + +"Yes," he said excitedly. "Mad; and you have made me so. I know that I +am not worthy of you, but listen; give me some hope. Elisia, have pity +on me--I love you." + +"No, no; hush, hush!" she whispered excitedly. "It is impossible; it is +not true." + +"It is not impossible, and it is true," he said. "You must have known +this for long enough. You must have seen the cruel struggle I have had. +Are you so cold and heartless that you turn from me like this?" + +"Mr Elthorne!" she cried indignantly; "you take advantage of my +helplessness here. I ought to look for your respect and protection as a +gentleman, and you speak to me like this--here, with your poor father in +this state." + +"Don't reproach me," he pleaded. "Have I ever failed in respect and +reverence for you from the day we met till now?--You are silent. You +know I have not. You know how my love for you has grown day by day as +we have worked together yonder--here. You know how I have fought +against it till now, when I see you suffering, and I can bear no more." + +"You insult me!" she said indignantly. + +"It is no insult for a man to offer the woman he loves his name, and the +devotion of his life," he said proudly. "Am I such a frivolous boy that +you speak to me as you do, treating me as if it were some pitiful +declaration from one who has uttered the same words to a dozen women? I +am a student; my life has been devoted to my profession, and I swear to +you that I never gave more than a passing thought to love until you +awoke the passion in my breast--and for what? To tell me, when the +truth will out, that I insult you! I--I who would die to save you +pain--who would suffer anything for your sake--who would make it the one +aim of my life to bring happiness to yours. And you tell me I insult +you!" + +"Yes; it is an insult to take advantage of my position here, sir, at +such a time as this. You forget yourself. I am the hospital nurse +attending your father. You are the surgeon whose duty is, not only to +your patient, but also to me." + +"It is no insult," he said warmly. "It is the honest outspoken word of +the man who asks you to be his wife." + +"Mr Elthorne," she said coldly, "it is impossible." + +"Why? Can you not give me some hope? I will wait patiently, as Jacob +waited for Rachel." + +"I tell you, sir, it is impossible, and you force me to quit this house +at once." + +"No, no; for pity's sake don't say that," he cried, catching her hand, +but she drew it away, and stood back with her eyes flashing. + +"How dare you!" she cried angrily. "You force me to speak, sir. Once +more I tell you it is an infamy--an insult." + +"Infamy! Insult!" he said bitterly. + +"Yes. Do you suppose I am ignorant of your position here? You ask me +to be your wife when in a few more hours the lady to whom you are +betrothed will be staying in the house." + +He drew back, looking ghastly, just as there was a soft tap at the +dressing room door, and Maria appeared, looking sharply from one to the +other. + +"I have brought up master's lunch," she said. "Shall I bring it in +here?" + +"No; I will come and see to it first," said the nurse quickly; and she +went into the little room, while Neil walked across to his father's +couch and stood looking down at the worn, thin face as the old man still +slept on. + +"An insult!" he thought--"the lady to whom I am betrothed!" + +He looked round wildly, and a sense of despair that was almost +insupportable attacked him as he fully realised his position and the +justice of the words which had stung him to the heart. + +"But there is something more," he said to himself, as, with nerves +jarred and his feelings lacerated by disappointment, unworthy thoughts +now crept in--"there is something more." And throwing himself into a +chair, he sat gazing down at the carpet, recalling bit by bit every look +and word of his brother, beginning with the scene upon the staircase on +the night of Elisia's first arrival. + +They were thoughts which grew more and more unworthy--thoughts which +began to rankle in and venom his nature, as he formed mental pictures of +his brother being received with smiles and kindly words. + +"I would rather see her dead," he muttered fiercely; and at that moment +the object of his thoughts entered from the dressing room, bearing the +little tray with his father's lunch. + +Their eyes met, and as he gazed in the pure, sweet face, the harsh +unworthy thoughts passed away, to give place to a sense of misery, +hopelessness, and despondency, which humbled him before her to the dust. + +"And I dared to think all that!" he said to himself, as he rose and drew +back from the couch to give place for her to approach. + +At that moment the passion within him burned as strongly, but it was +softened and subdued by the better feelings--the tender love which +prevailed. + +"Forgive me," he said deprecatingly. "I was nearly mad." + +She made no reply, but stood by the couch half turned from him, and he +could see that her lips were working. + +"Can you not hear my words?" he continued humbly. "What more can I say? +It was the truth." + +She turned to him proudly. + +"Mr Elthorne," she said, "I ask you, as a gentleman, to end this scene. +If you have any respect for my position here, pray go." + +He stood looking at her for a few moments, then turned and left the room +without a word, giddy with emotion, crushed by a terrible feeling of +despair which drove him to his own room. + +Here the bitter thoughts came back. + +Alison had been impressed from the first, and he was always seeking for +opportunities to speak to her. That, then, was the reason, he told +himself. She had twitted him with his engagement, but she would not +have cast him off for that; and in this spirit a couple of hours went +by, during which he paced the room. + +Unable to bear the turmoil in his brain, toward the middle of the +afternoon he went down and determined on trying to calm the irritation +of his nerves by a long walk. + +Crossing the garden, he reached the park, and was hesitating as to the +direction he should take. Then, in a motiveless way, he went on to a +plantation through which a path led toward a beautiful woodland hollow, +which was his father's pride as being the loveliest bit of the park +scenery. + +Here, just as he reached the edge of the plantation, he caught sight of +a figure walking rather quickly toward the woodland, and in a moment he +was all excitement again. + +"It was the time," he said to himself. "I was mad to speak to her at +such an inopportune moment. She will listen to me now. For she is all +that is gentle and sympathetic at heart." + +His steps grew faster, and he was just about to turn to his right, so as +to cut off a good corner, and meet the object of his thoughts about a +quarter of a mile beyond where she was walking, when he caught sight of +his brother going in the same direction as himself, but from another +point, and he stopped short with the old sinking sense of misery coming +back, and with it the host of bitter fancies. + +For there could be no doubt about it, he thought, and not a single loyal +honest idea came to his help. She was going toward the woodland, +perhaps by appointment, and if not, Alison had seen her, and was +hurrying his steps so as to overtake her as soon as she was out of +sight. + +A curious kind of mental blindness came over Neil Elthorne, and he +stopped short in the shelter of the trees, gazing straight before him, +till the figure of his brother disappeared just at the spot which Nurse +Elisia had passed a few minutes before. + +He might have said to himself that there was nothing unusual in the +nurse taking that part of the park for the daily walk upon which he had +himself insisted, but upon which he had never intruded. And again it +might have been accidental that his brother was going in that direction. +But, no; the woman he had idolised so long in silence had rejected him +coldly, and twitted him with his position. Alison loved her he was +sure, and he had gone to meet her. At that hour he was sure of this +being the case, and he stood thinking. + +Alison was as much engaged as he. Would she listen to him, and would +she pass over it in the younger, more manly looking brother? + +Human nature is strangely full of weakness as well as strength; and as +these thoughts crowded through Neil Elthorne's brain, it was of the +woman he was thinking, not of Nurse Elisia, toward whom for the past two +years he had looked up, almost with veneration as well as love. It was +the weak woman, not the self-denying, unwearied, patient being who +glided from bedside to bedside, assuaging pain and whispering hope and +calming words. + +Nurse Elisia with her saint-like face was no longer in his thoughts. +They were filled by the beautiful woman who preferred his brother to +him, and, with a hoarse cry of rage and despair, he strode away, his +hands clenched, his brow rugged, and the veins in his temples swollen +and throbbing. + +For he was realising for the first time in his life the true meaning of +the words "jealous hate"; but through it all there was a glimmering of +satisfaction that he was not about to meet his brother on his way, and +he shuddered as he thought that sooner or later they must encounter +after all. + +CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +A SORE LITTLE HEART. + +Neil Elthorne was in his father's room when Nurse Elisia returned from +her walk, looking agitated and strange. He had found the old man +fretful and impatient, full of complaints about the way in which he was +neglected by those who ought, he said, to respect and love him all the +more for his illness. + +"You all have an idea that I am weak and helpless," he cried; "but it is +a mistake. I am a little weak, but quite able to manage the affairs of +my house." + +"Of course you are, sir," said Neil. + +Elthorne turned upon him fiercely. + +"Don't speak to me again like that, sir," he cried. "Do you think I +want to be humoured like a child?" + +Neil made no reply, but let his father finish his complaint, knowing +that he would drop asleep afterward, and awaken refreshed and forgetful +of all he had said. + +He was sleeping peacefully as a child when the nurse entered the room, +to stop near the door as she saw that Neil was present. + +"Has Mr Elthorne wanted me, sir?" she said, ignoring the scene which +had taken place a short time before. + +"No; and if he had," replied Neil bitterly, "He would have been quite +willing to wait until you had kept your appointment." + +The words seemed to come in spite of Neil's efforts to stay them; and as +he finished the blood tingled in his cheeks, and he mentally writhed as +he saw the look of calm, cold contempt directed at him. + +"It was Mr Elthorne's wish, and your own, that I should go for a walk, +sir," she said gravely. + +"To meet my brother?" + +She gazed at him half sorrowfully. + +"I certainly did meet your brother, sir," she said; and then stopped +short as if scorning to offer any explanation to him, while he stood +with his teeth set, wishing that he could have bitten off his tongue +before he had stooped to make himself so contemptible and petty in her +eyes. + +There was a pause for a few moments, and then the nurse spoke. + +"Mr Elthorne," she said, "will you be good enough to set me free? +Another nurse could do my duties, and I wish now to return to the +hospital." + +"Return? You know it is impossible," he said. "The consequences to my +father would be most serious. You know that as well as I." + +She turned to the patient, and looked at him sadly for a few moments. + +"You need not be afraid," he said coldly. "I shall not address you +again. It was a mad dream, and is at an end. I have been awakened at +last." + +He left the room, feeling as if he could hardly contain his anger as he +asked himself whether other men could be as weak, and if this was all +the strength of mind and dignity he had achieved by his years of patient +study. + +"I spoke to her like some spiteful schoolgirl," he muttered, as he +reached the library, and then threw himself into a chair. "What must +she have thought? How could I lower myself so in her eyes?" + +He had hardly left his father's room when there was a quick, soft tap at +the door, and as the nurse rose to open it, Isabel appeared. + +Her eyes were red as if she had been weeping lately, and she made a few +hurried steps toward the couch, and then turned angrily upon the nurse, +as a hand was laid upon her arm. + +"How dare you?" she cried. "I must and I will speak to papa." + +"I dare," said Nurse Elisia, smiling, "because he must not be awakened +suddenly." + +"You always say that," cried Isabel; but she lowered her voice. "I +must--I will speak to him now." + +"Hush, my child!" whispered Nurse Elisia; "you are angry and hysterical +from some trouble. Do not blame me, dear. You know it is my duty to +watch over him and save him from every shock." + +"But you try to keep us apart. You try to be mistress here in +everything. You try to--" + +"No, no, no," said Nurse Elisia gently, as she passed her arm about the +excited girl's waist, and drew her toward the other door, while Isabel +struggled to free herself, but only faintly, and as if a stronger will +was mastering hers. + +"Come with me to my room," was whispered in her ear, and then, sobbing +weakly, she suffered herself to be led through the other door into the +little place devoted to the nurse, where she sank into an easy-chair, +covered her face with her hands, and sobbed as if her heart would break. + +Nurse Elisia stood gazing down at her pityingly for a few moments, and +then sank upon her knees and drew the half resisting little figure +toward her, as it was evident that poor Isabel was fighting hard to keep +from bursting out into a paroxysm of hysterical cries. + +"My poor motherless child!" she whispered; "what have I done that you +should insist upon treating me as your enemy?" + +"Always--if I wish to go to papa--" panted Isabel with childish +vehemence. + +"No, no, no, my darling," whispered the nurse, as if she were trying to +soothe some passionate child. "If you think a moment you will see that +I only obey my orders. It is to give him perfect rest that nature may +strengthen and restore him to you, his child. Come, come, tell me--what +is the great trouble? You cannot understand, but I want to be your +friend." + +"You--you!" cried Isabel, looking up angrily, as she wrested herself +away, and her eyes flashed; but as she gazed on the patient face so +close to hers, and saw that the beautiful eyes which looked pityingly in +hers were also clouded with tears, her mood changed, and she flung her +arms about the nurse's neck, and buried her face in her breast. + +"I am so wretched--so unhappy!" she cried. + +"Yes, yes, as if I could not see and feel it," whispered Elisia. +"There, there," she continued, as she drew the yielding form closer to +her breast, and smoothed and caressed the soft, fair hair, till Isabel's +sobs grew fewer, and she looked up half wonderingly, and then clung to +her more tightly as Elisia bent down and kissed her lovingly. + +"There," she whispered, "was that the kiss of an enemy?" + +"No, no, no," cried Isabel. "I did not mean it. I tried not to say it, +but you seem to--seem to--oh, pray don't think of what I said!" + +"I shall not. I did not mind, for I felt that some day you would know +the truth. How could you think that I would be anyone's enemy! It is +my misfortune that I am not liked. I have tried to satisfy your aunt, +but she resents my presence here." + +"Yes," said Isabel naively, as she clung more closely to her comforter. +"She thinks you are taking her place, and that--" + +She stopped short. + +"Yes, dear," said her companion gently; "and--what?" + +"I cannot tell you." + +"Then I will tell you, dear," said Elisia sadly. "She thinks that I am +a deceitful, scheming woman, who tries to lead your brothers astray from +the path your father has mapped out for them." + +"Yes," said Isabel faintly. "How did you know?" + +Elisia smiled. + +"Because I am a woman who has seen much of the world, though I am not so +very much older than you. Isabel dear," she whispered, as she held the +girl's cheek close to her own, which now burned, "I want you to trust +me. I want you to believe me when I tell you that it is not true." + +"I do believe you," cried Isabel ingenuously, as she turned and kissed +her. "Indeed--indeed I do." + +"I know it, and I feel as if you would always have liked me, only there +has been this baseless misunderstanding. Now that is all past, dear, +and you are going to trust me. Tell me what is the trouble." Isabel +shook her head. + +"There is no need. Forgive me if I trespass on delicate ground, dear, +and say that it is because this little heart is very sore." + +Isabel tried to escape, but very feebly, and the sore little heart began +to throb as she was held firmly to another which beat more rapidly than +was its wont. + +"I cannot help understanding a good deal," was whispered to her gently. +"I have not sought to know, but it has come to me. Come, dear, be +frank, and let me help you as one who loves you. Yes," she continued, +as she saw the wondering look directed at her; "the little heart is sore +because of tender little passages with one who is now crossing the +seas." + +"Oh!" sighed Isabel, who fluttered a little as if to escape. + +"Yes; that is so," whispered the nurse; "and now, with poor papa's +wishes to back it up, there has come temptation in the way." + +"Temptation?" + +"Yes, dear, with a title and wealth; and is the heart core because it is +yielding to circumstances, and trying to forget the absent one who will +not be forgotten?" + +"Yes," sighed Isabel, "and it is so hard." + +"Harder for him to return, and see the girl he loved my Lady Burwood." + +"But he shall not," cried Isabel passionately. "I would sooner die!" + +"Ah!" + +A long drawn, catching sigh, but not of agony, for there was a restful +satisfaction in its tone, and for a few minutes there was utter silence +in the room. + +"Then you do not care for Sir Cheltnam's tender words?" said Elisia at +last. + +"No, no! I hate him!" cried the girl. "He knows so well about poor +Tom, and he laughs at it all, and says it was a boy and girl love, and +that this is my father's wish." + +"Yes?" + +"And no matter what I say, or how I behave, he persecutes me with his +addresses. It is dreadful. Poor papa has promised him that I shall be +his wife, and he treats me as if I were his own--as if he were my +master--till I feel as if I wish I were dead." + +"So as to break the poor trusting sailor's heart?" + +"No, no, no," cried Isabel piteously; "don't, don't say that." + +"Then never say those foolish, wicked words again, dear." + +"But I am so wretched," sighed Isabel. "I have wanted again and again +to see and talk to papa--to beg him to speak to Sir Cheltnam, and tell +him that I have tried so hard to do what he wishes, but that I cannot-- +indeed, I cannot--though he has set his mind upon it all just as he has +upon my brothers marrying Saxa and Dana Lydon and--and," she cried +passionately, "they don't care for them a bit." There was another long +pause, during which Isabel wept bitterly. + +"What shall I do?" she cried at last, gazing piteously in the other's +face. + +"Wait, dear." + +"But Sir Cheltnam?" + +"You must try and avoid him till your father has recovered his strength, +and can bear to hear adverse matters." + +"But if I saw him, and spoke to him gently, and appealed to him?" + +"In his condition anything like opposition might bring on a serious +attack, dear. Even trifles make him so angry that your brother fears he +may sometime have a fit. He is in a very precarious state, Isabel, and +a serious matter like this might--I hardly dare tell you what might +happen. Come; you said you would trust me. I will help you." + +"But Sir Cheltnam? My aunt thinks she is doing right, and encourages +him to come and torture me. What shall I do?" + +"Wait and trust to me?" + +"But it so hard." + +"Hush! There is someone in the next room." Elisia rose, and entered +the bedchamber. + +"Oh, you are there," said Aunt Anne shortly. "I am quite sure that my +poor brother ought not to be left alone so long." + +"I was in the next room, madam, and if he had spoken a word I should +have heard him directly," said the nurse softly. + +"It does not seem like it, for I have been here some time." + +"Excuse me, Mrs Barnett, Mr Elthorne must not be awakened suddenly." + +"What do you mean?" + +"Speak lower, if you please, ma'am." + +"Really!" cried Aunt Anne, "this is growing insufferable! My good +woman, you quite forget your position here. Are you aware that I am +your senior by many years, and have had great experience in a sick +room?" + +"Possibly, madam. I am not doubting what you say. I am only going by +the instructions I received from Sir Denton Hayle. Mr Elthorne must be +saved from everything likely to produce a nervous shock." Aunt Anne +looked her up and down with indignant scorn, and then marched--it could +hardly be called walking, the movement was so mechanical and studied-- +straight to the door, and went out without a word. + +"Poor woman!" said Nurse Elisia, softly; "and yet she is a sweet, +amiable lady at heart." + +She went back to the dressing room to tell Isabel that her aunt had +gone, but the room was empty. + +CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +MARIA CAUSES TROUBLE. + +"For two pins I'd have our things packed up and go back at once, Dan; +that I would," cried Saxa Lydon, as she stood before the long cheval +glass in the best bedroom at the Elthornes'. "Here, you, give me that +pin off the dressing table." + +The first words were in a low tone to her sister, the latter to Maria +Bell, who was playing the part of lady's maid to the two visitors +dressing for dinner; but from a keen interest in the state of affairs, +Maria's ears were preternaturally sharp, and she heard the first words +as well. + +A handsome diamond pin was fetched and handed to the speaker, who thrust +it into the knot of abundant hair, where it glistened like so much dew. + +"The place doesn't seem the same," said Dana, who had finished dressing +and lay back in a chair, arranging and rearranging the folds of her +dress. + +"Hold your tongue," whispered her sister. "We don't want everyone to +know." + +She looked significantly at the maid, who, with a most discreet air, +ignored everything and went on folding and hanging up dresses in the +wardrobe. + +"I don't care who hears!" said Dana. "I'm sick of it. I wouldn't have +come if it hadn't been for the poor old man." + +"Nor I," said Saxa, whose anger was getting the better of her +discretion. "Anyone would think we were perfect strangers; why, Burwood +is ten times as attentive." + +"To you," said Dana spitefully. + +"No, he is not; it is to you. If I were you, I'd give Master Alison +such a lesson to-night! I'd flirt with Burwood till I made him half mad +with jealousy." + +"That's the advice I was thinking of giving you," said Dana with a +sneer. "He is always at your heels, or wanting to help you mount or +dismount." + +"Oh, come, I like that," said Saxa, whose face was now scarlet, and she +frowned as she gazed at her sister's reflection in the glass instead of +at her own and the bracelets she was attaching to her well-shaped arms. +"He was riding by your side all day yesterday." + +"Look here," said Dana coldly, "if you want to quarrel send away the +maid. I don't want Burwood. You can have him." + +"Thank you. But you might tell the truth." + +"Don't be a fool!" said Dana, and then, hurriedly, "Hush! don't let's +quarrel here. But it's too bad; anyone would think we were nobody at +all, and that the boys were not at home." + +"Don't be a fool yourself," whispered Saxa, leaning forward and offering +a cut glass bottle. Then, aloud, "Scent?" and again, in a low voice, +"That minx's ears are like a fox's." + +"Thanks," said Dana, taking the bottle and using it liberally. "Here, +what's-your-name? Maria, have a drop of scent?" + +"Oh, thank you, miss," cried the maid eagerly. "No; don't take it now," +said Saxa, replacing the scent on the table. "You may empty the bottle +when you pack up our things to-morrow." + +"Oh, thank you, Miss Lydon." + +"Got quite well and strong again?" + +"Yes, miss, quite, thank you." + +"It was this nurse who attended you, wasn't it--at the hospital?" + +"Yes, miss," said Maria, tightening her lips and looking vicious. + +"Hallo!" said Dana, laughing boisterously. "Look at her, Saxa. I say, +used she to drink your port wine and eat your new laid eggs?" + +"Oh, I don't know what she did, miss," said Maria, in a tone of voice +which seemed to say, "Ask me a little more." + +"There, I'm nearly ready," said Saxa, examining herself in the glass. +"I suppose the dinner bell will go directly. Maria doesn't like nurse. +She's too much of the fine madam--eh, 'Ria?" + +"Yes, miss, a deal too much for me." + +"Never mind; she made a better job of you than of the old man. He gets +well very slowly." + +"Perhaps nurse knows when she is in a comfortable place, and doesn't +want to go back to London," said Maria tartly. + +"Very likely," said Saxa coolly. "No love lost between you two, I see." + +"No, Miss Lydon, indeed there is not." + +"Pity," said Saxa laconically. "Servants ought to be very happy +together." + +"I don't look upon Nurse Elisia as a fellow-servant, miss, and I'm sure +she doesn't as to me." + +"Likely enough. Thinks she is too pretty. There, 'Ria, shall I do?" +and Saxa spread out her dress, and swept across the room and back. + +"Well done, female peacock!" cried Dana sneeringly. + +"You look lovely, miss," cried Maria. "Pretty?" she continued. "Her +pretty? P-f-f! Why, she's nothing to you two young ladies, only I +suppose some people think differently." + +"Eh?" said Dana sharply. "What do you mean by that?" + +"Oh, nothing, miss; only I do say it's a pity some people think so much +of white faced nurses." + +"'Ria has a sweetheart, and he has been making eyes at the nurse and +wishing he was an interesting invalid," said Saxa merrily. + +"Oh, no indeed, miss," cried Maria viciously; "but if I had, it isn't me +as would have such goings on." + +"Ah, well, it isn't my business," said Saxa carelessly. "Somebody has +been paying her attentions then, I suppose; and nurses like them as +other people do." + +Maria tightened her lips and said nothing, but Dana looked flushed and +excited. + +"Look here," she said sharply, as if she were speaking to one of her +grooms, "what does all this mean?" + +"Oh, nothing, miss; it isn't for me to say, only I don't like to see +such goings on." + +"What goings on?" + +"Oh, nothing, miss." + +"But--" + +"Let her alone, Dana. What is it to you?" + +"But I want to know," cried Dana sharply, for a faint suspicion had been +in her brain for some weeks past consequent upon a sudden change she had +noted in Alison; and this suspicion, increased by the maid's words, was +rapidly growing into a certainty. + +"Well, want to know," said her sister. "I say, why doesn't that dinner +bell ring? I'm hungry." + +"Look here, Maria; I've always been kind to you when I've come here," +said Dana excitedly. + +"Yes, miss, always," said Maria. + +"And I always will be, and so will my sister." + +"That means half a sovereign, 'Ria," said Saxa merrily. "Don't you let +her put you off with a paltry half crown." + +"Then tell me what you mean." + +"Oh, I couldn't, miss; I couldn't, indeed." + +"Then there is something," said Dana, "and--you shall tell me," she +cried fiercely, as, in an Amazonlike fashion, she gripped the woman's +arm. "Now then, you tell me. It's something about the nurse and--" + +"Miss Dana, please don't. I'm so weak still," pleaded Maria. + +"There, you as good as owned to it. What is it?" + +"It's nothing, miss. I only sus--fancied something." + +"Then speak out," cried Dana, sharply. "I will know before you go out +of this room. Then it was them I saw across the park," she exclaimed +excitedly. + +Maria's eyes twinkled. + +"You were thinking something about Mr Alison?" + +"O Dan, you ought to be ashamed of yourself!" cried Saxa. + +"Ought I? Never mind. It was what I suspected, but I wouldn't let +myself believe it. Now, Maria, you speak out. I will know now." + +"I dursn't, miss." + +"You tell me directly, or it will be the worse for you and for him." + +"I'm sure I don't know nothing, miss," said Maria, whimpering, "and you +are hurting my arm." + +"And I'm sure you do," cried Dana, loosening her grip and tearing off +her glove. "There," she said, taking off a ring set with good-sized +pearls, "tell me everything and I'll give you that." + +Maria turned pale with excitement, and her right hand opened and shut. + +"I dursn't, miss," she whispered hoarsely. "It's more than my place is +worth." + +"If anything comes of what you tell you shall be maid to us, so speak +out honestly. There, take the ring." + +"Dana, I'm ashamed of you," whispered Saxa, as Maria's fingers closed +upon the valuable jewel. "It's disgraceful." + +"I don't care. He's playing fast and loose with me, and I'm not going +to put up with it, so I tell you. Now then, I'll speak plainly, Maria, +and you've got to speak plainly, too. Mr Alison has been making up to +that nurse!" + +"You won't tell on me, miss?" whispered Maria, in whose palm the ring +seemed to burn as if the chaste, pale pearls were fiery rubies. + +"No; I'll hold you safe." + +"Then it is true, miss. He's always after her, and has been ever since +she came." + +"You lying hussy!" cried Saxa hotly. "If I were my sister I'd lash you +with my riding whip--I mean shake you till you went down on your knees +and owned it was out of spite." + +"Lying hussy, am I?" cried Maria viciously, "when every word's true, and +that isn't all, miss; Mr Neil's as bad or worse." + +There was a sharp sound in the room, for Saxa had flashed up with rage +and struck the woman sharply across the mouth with the back of her hand. + +"A lie!" she cried. "Mr Neil Elthorne would not degrade himself by +noticing such a woman." + +"A lie, is it?" cried Maria, with her hand to her lips. "Then you shall +have it now without paying me for it. It's a lie, I suppose, that he +was going on with her all the time I was in hospital, and when he was +down here and obliged to stay because of poor master's hurt--plotted and +planned to get her down here, too? That's a lie, I suppose, miss? I'm +not blind. I've seen a deal too much, and if that woman isn't soon +turned out of the house I'm not going to stop." + +"It--is--not--true," cried Saxa hoarsely. + +"And poor dear master lying there all helpless, and being cheated by 'em +both. It's shameful; and how you young ladies can put up with it--" + +"It can't be true," said Saxa furiously. + +"Very well, miss, you know best," said Maria; "but I'm not going to stay +here to be knocked about by the best lady as was ever born." + +"Stop!" cried Saxa fiercely; and she caught the malignant woman's arm as +she was making for the door. "I--I beg your pardon. Tell me, is all +this true?" + +"Yes, miss, it's true enough," said Maria, beginning to sob; and then, +as her arm was loosened, she made for the door, trembling and frightened +at what she had said in her bitter dislike to the woman who had almost +saved her life. + +"You had better go," said Dana, who was startled at the change which had +come over her sister's face. + +Maria waited for no more, but, repentant in her alarm, hurried out of +the room, leaving the sisters alone. + +Just then the great bell in the turret over the hall began to clang out +its summons for dinner. + +CHAPTER TWENTY. + +"VERY BAD NEWS." + +"Saxa! What is it? I say, don't stand looking in that stony way," +cried Dana, seizing and shaking her sister by the shoulder. + +"Don't, Dan," she said in a low, hoarse voice. "But you look so +strange." + +"Yes; I've come a cropper," said Saxa, with a hard, set look in her +handsome face. "Is--is it all true?" + +"Yes," said Dana fiercely. "I can think of a dozen things now which go +to prove it. I've had a faint suspicion for some time." + +"I hadn't," said Saxa in the same low tone. "I did not think he cared +much for me, but I thought him too much of a gentleman, and too loyal." + +"They have both neglected us shamefully." + +"Yes, sis, they have," continued Saxa slowly, "but I didn't mind so very +much. I never cared for him a deal. I never felt that it was what +people called love, but one has gone on for years with the idea that one +was to marry Neil Elthorne, and I feel now as if I had come down heavily +all at once, horse and all." + +"Yes; they've fooled us both," cried Dana, and there was a deep silence +in the house now, for the dinner bell had ceased to clang. "What are +you going to do? We can't go in to dinner now." + +"Do?" + +"Yes, we can't pass this over in silence." + +"No," said Saxa slowly, and as if she were thinking out her words before +she spoke them. "I'm going in to poor old daddy to tell him how we've +been thrown off the scent." + +"It will half kill him." + +"No, it will rouse him, I say. He shall know everything we have heard, +and then we shall have the truth from those boys. Oh, if I had only +known before!" + +She drew herself up--pale now--with wounded pride, and the agony of +spirit which made her speak through her set teeth. + +There was a sharp tapping at the door. "May I come in?" cried a +familiar girlish voice. + +"Yes," said Dana; and Isabel came quickly into the room. + +"Come, you two," she cried. "We're waiting dinner. Oh, I see," she +added merrily; "dress. Saxa! Dana! what is the matter? Have you had +bad news?" + +"Yes, baby dear," said Saxa solemnly; "very, very bad news." + +"Oh!" cried the girl wildly, as she turned ghastly pale. "News! Tom's +ship?" + +She reeled and would have fallen, but Saxa caught her, and kissed her +affectionately. + +"No, no, little one," she cried hastily. "It isn't that." + +"Ah!" gasped Isabel, "I thought--Then you two are in trouble." + +"Yes, dear. Who is with daddy?" + +"With papa? Only the nurse." + +"Go and send her away, little one. We must go in and speak to him quite +alone." + +"Then it is some great trouble." + +"Yes, dear. You will know quite soon enough. Now go." + +Isabel, who had looked upon them both as elder sisters, whom she must +obey, almost from a child, left the room without a word. + +"Will it be best to go to him, Saxa?" said Dana hoarsely. + +"Yes; we may be girls who have been laughed at through the country for +our love of horses and the hunt," said Saxa firmly, "but we have always +been ladies, and we will show these men that we are not to be treated as +if we were already their wives and slaves." + +"Papa is quite alone now, Saxa," said Isabel, reappearing at the door. +"O Saxa, dear--Dana--can't I do anything for you?" + +"No, dear," said the elder sister gravely, "it is not your fault." + +"Nurse said you must please not say anything to agitate papa," said +Isabel gently. + +Saxa looked at her half pityingly, and then went slowly out, followed by +her sister. + +"Nurse!" she muttered in a contemptuous whisper, as she went along the +corridor to Mr Elthorne's door. "O Dan, quick; let's take the leap, +and have it over, for, after all, it can't be true." + +She turned the handle of the door, and a cry of welcome arose from the +couch. + +"Ah, my bonnie Dianas," cried the old man; "this is good of you to come +and see me before you go down. Why, how bright and handsome you both +look." + +Saxa went straight up to the couch, took the two hands extended to her, +and bent down and kissed the sufferer; and for the first time now the +hardness of her task became plain, and she began to shrink from hurting +the poor weak invalid, lying so helpless there. + +"Dana, my pet," he said, kissing the younger sister in turn; and then +excitedly: "Why your hands are damp and cold. What is it? There is +something wrong." + +They looked at each other as if to say--"You tell him." + +Ralph Elthorne saw it, and his facial muscles twitched, and an angry +look came into his eyes, but he passed it off with a forced smile. + +"Now, now," he cried; "none of that, my dears. It's nothing. We've had +many a run together, and I've only had a fall. Don't you two begin any +of that nonsense. I was a bit hurt, but I'm Ralph Elthorne still: daddy +to you, my darlings, in name only yet, but it's going to be real before +long, you know. I'm not ill, only a bit crippled for the present. I'm +not an invalid, my dears, so out with it--what is it?" + +There were words in his little speech which made their task more +difficult still, and they glanced at each other again. + +"Come, Saxa," he cried--"come, Dana, let's have it. You don't want to +make me angry?" + +"No, no," cried Saxa, and she sank upon her knees by him, and laid her +head upon his shoulder. + +"Then speak out. There's something serious on the way. Ah, I see! +Isabel! She has not gone--absurd! She was here just now." + +"No, no, sir; it is not that." + +"Hah!" he ejaculated. "She would not dare. Well, then, what is it? +You, Dana, speak, my child." + +Dana was silent, and he turned angrily upon Saxa. "You are the elder +girl. Tell me at once. I know: it is something about one of the boys." + +"He must know, Dan; speak out," said Saxa firmly. + +"Why do you put it on my shoulders?" cried Dana angrily. "Very well, +then, if I must. Daddy, it isn't my fault, but that's all over now." + +"What is, my girl?" + +"All that with Alison; and we've come to say good-bye. We are going +back home." + +"What?" he cried. "Nonsense! rubbish! Some silly lovers' tiff. What +has he said to you? Bah, my pretty one! Go down and box his ugly ears, +and make him beg your pardon; you can do it, I know." + +"And is Saxa to do the same?" she said bitterly. "What! you are not in +trouble, too, with Neil?" Saxa was silent. + +Ralph Elthorne made an effort to raise himself, but his head fell back +heavily, and he uttered a low moan at his helplessness and wiped his +face. + +"Look here," he said in a low trembling voice; "I know you two girls +love me, and always have, since you were little bits of things, and it +all increased when your poor dying father and mother begged me to act as +your guardian. Come, now; I've done my duty to you both." + +"Always, dear," said Saxa tenderly. + +"Then now, both of you do your duty by me. You, Saxa, my child, speak. +You came here to stay for a day or two. I wished it so that you and the +boys might see more of each other. I see; you have quarrelled." + +"Not yet," said the girl firmly. "There is no need to quarrel; all that +is at an end." + +"What?" + +"Yes, at an end, guardian," said Dana. "If Alison prefers another woman +to me, he may have her." + +"Alison? Another woman? Has he dared to trifle with you? to oppose my +wishes? No; it is a mistake. And you, Saxa, my girl--what is wrong +with you?" + +"I say the same as my sister, sir. If Neil Elthorne prefers to marry +your nurse, let him; everything between us is at an end." + +Ralph Elthorne's jaw dropped, and he looked helplessly, vacantly, from +one to the other. Then, raising his hands wildly, he seemed to be +fighting for his breath, his convulsed features horrifying the two +girls, who were strong-minded in their way, and accustomed enough to +scenes of human suffering to look on unmoved, as a rule. But the aspect +of their guardian startled them; the callousness produced by their +rough, outdoor education dropped away, and they were gentle women once +again in the presence of the old man's agony. + +"I'll ring for help," panted Dana, and in her confusion she ran to the +wrong end of the room to find the bell pull, while Saxa threw herself on +her knees by the couch, and caught one of the fluttering hands. + +"Oh, daddy! dear old daddy!" she cried, "what have we done?" Then +excitedly, "Dan, we were selfish fools to speak. Dear, dear old +guardy--we've killed you!" + +CHAPTER TWENTY ONE. + +A FORCED CONFESSION. + +"No, no!" panted Elthorne, in a low, husky voice. "Stop! Don't ring! +Better--soon." + +He held up one hand firmly now, and Dana turned uneasily toward the +other side of the couch. + +"Let her call for help, dear," whispered Saxa. "No," said the stricken +man feebly, as he battled hard to recover his equanimity; and the +sisters trembled, repentant, over their work. "Water, please." Dana +flew to the side table, and the hand trembled so that the carafe +clattered against the glass she filled, and the water splashed over the +side and on her rich dress as she bore it to the couch. + +"Take it, Saxa," she whispered, and the kneeling girl held the glass to +the invalid's lips. + +"Hah!" he sighed, after drinking a little, and signing to his ward to +take back the vessel. "I can speak now." + +"No, no, dear; not now. We ought not to have spoken to you," said Saxa, +pressing her lips to his brow. "It was very thoughtless, but we were so +angry and could not keep it back." + +He nodded, looked at her proudly, and drew her hand to his lips. + +"Good girl!" he said. "I'm not angry; only weak. Hush! Wait a +little." + +"Yes," said Dana quickly. "We'll go now, and write in a few days." + +"No. Wait," said the old man in a low voice, but one full of decision. +"I must clear all this up. You cannot go." + +They waited for some minutes before he spoke again, thinking the while +of the terrible helplessness of the man who had for so many years ruled +like a king in their district, and who, even now, was fighting hard to +sway his social sceptre still. + +"Hah!" he ejaculated at last. "Absurd to be so weak. Better now. It +was sudden." + +"Daddy, dear," said Saxa tenderly, "don't revive it. Let it all wait." + +"No; not a minute," he said with decision. "I'm strong again now." + +He stretched out a hand to each, and smiled at them in turn. + +"There," he said; "it's quite a triumph for you girls to see how weak a +man can be. Now, then; let's clear all this up--this absurd nonsense +about the boys." + +"You can't bear it now, daddy," said Saxa, with tears in her eyes. + +"I can bear it, little woman. Now, come, my darlings, what silly +jealous nonsense is this you have got in your pretty heads? But I'm +glad--very glad. You can both be very soft and gentle, I see, when the +proper time comes. But fie! Saxa. Shame! Dana. It is madness. +Neil? The nurse? Why, my darling, I did not think you could be so fond +of my great, solemn, dreamy boy. But--jealous--and of my good, patient, +gentle attendant! Oh, tush! Nonsense!" + +He laughed feebly, looking from one to the other, as if seeking for a +confession that their charge was only the result of a little pique due +to inattention on the part of his sons. + +But Saxa and Dana remained by his couch, stern and hard of countenance; +and as he watched the frowns gathering on their brows the feeble laugh +died away, and his right hand began to tremble again. + +"Speak," he said at last, after a painful pause, and he fixed his eyes +on the elder sister, whose voice sounded deep and sonorous as she said +slowly: + +"I'm sorry I spoke, dear," she said. "It was in my passion." + +"And it is all folly," said Elthorne hastily. + +"No, daddy," cried Saxa, with a flash of mortified pride in her eyes; +"it is all too true." + +"What!" cried Elthorne, turning his eyes on Dana. "Yes," said the +latter, repeating her sister's words; "it is all too true." + +"It has been going on for months past," continued Saxa. + +"At the hospital in London, dear," added Dana, "as well as here." + +Ralph Elthorne drew in his breath with a sharp, hissing sound, and lay +back staring straight before him, but the sisters, in their returning +anger, paid no heed to the change in his countenance, as a spasm passed +over it, but left him calm and firm again. + +"I wouldn't have believed it," cried Saxa, "but I must--I must. It is +true." + +"What? Neil? My boy Neil?" said Elthorne hoarsely. "My quiet, +obedient, straightforward son, whose word every man trusts? And Nurse +Elisia? I will not believe it." + +"Very well, daddy," said Saxa gravely. "You will see." + +"Bah! Nonsense, girl. Someone has been poisoning your ears against as +true and good a woman as ever breathed." + +Saxa rose slowly from her knees, and stood gazing frowningly down in his +eyes, as the old man went on in stern tones of reproof. + +"Shame on you, Saxa! My boy Neil is too noble and high-minded to even +dream of such a thing. He--the great surgeon who is growing famous! +Why, it would be a crime against you, and an insult to his father. My +darling, you should not let such a degrading notion harbour in your +brain." + +The girl's stern look intensified. + +"There, my child," he continued, "I'll speak gently to you. She is a +dear good woman, this nurse, and of course poor Neil has been thrown +with her a great deal--as doctor and nurse, of course. Come, my dear, +let it go. I tell you, as his father, it is not true. And now you, +Dana--have you caught the complaint? Has Al laughed and joked with one +of the keepers' daughters?" + +"No, sir, but he has made and kept assignations with Nurse Elisia in the +woods." + +"What? It is not true, girl. I could--no, no, I will not be angry. I +must not; but I am angry with you, my dears, and yet I'm not, for I'm +glad to see more depth in your affection for the boy than has been +apparent on the surface. Tell me now: you have not accused them--made +this silly, reckless charge?" + +"It is of no use to beat about the bush, daddy," said Saxa sadly. "We +have not seen the boys; and we will not see them, dear. We are going +back home at once." + +"You are not going back home at once," cried their guardian, "and you +are going to see them. Dana, ring the bell." + +"No, no, sir," said Saxa, "there is no need to get up a scene. We'll go +away quietly at once." + +"Ring that bell!" + +"But, daddy--dear guardian--Mr Elthorne!" cried Saxa imploringly. + +"Ring that bell, I say," cried Ralph Elthorne, with the veins starting +in his temples and his face becoming purple. "Do you think I am going +to lie here and let my two boys be maligned by that silly piece of +scandal you hare-brained girls have got in your heads? My son Neil +would not degrade himself like that. My boy Alison would not be such a +scoundrel. Ring, I say, ring, and they shall confront you, both of +them, and tell you it is a lie." + +"Very well," cried Dana, and she gave the bell a sharp snatch. + +"Who has told you this--one of the servants?" Before he could be +answered the two doors of the room flew open, Nurse Elisia entering +hurriedly by one, Neil by the other. + +Neither spoke; they read the trouble at a glance. + +"Where is Alison?" said Ralph Elthorne, speaking as if his son were a +little boy about to be punished. "Fetch him here." + +"My dear father," said Neil firmly, "you are exciting yourself. I must +insist--" + +"Fetch Alison." + +The command was so fiercely given that, seeing it would be better to +comply than oppose his father and, perhaps, bring on some terrible +seizure, Neil frowned and withdrew, while his father turned to Nurse +Elisia. + +"Go to your room now," he said. "I will speak to you presently. My +sons first." + +"Mr Elthorne--for your own sake--pray be calm." + +"To your room," he cried hoarsely. "Wait." The nurse looked wildly +from one sister to the other, and a pang of jealousy shot through them +as they saw it was no common woman who had stepped between them and the +smooth, even course of their fate. Then, after another imploring glance +at Elthorne, she slowly left the room. + +There was a deep silence, only broken by the heavy, stertorous breathing +of the invalid, till steps were heard, the door was opened, and the +brothers entered, Neil closing the door behind them. + +"Come here," said Elthorne, in an unnaturally calm voice, as if it were +the father speaking to two erring boys. + +The young men advanced, and, after a quick glance, Neil said firmly: + +"As your medical attendant, sir, I must insist upon your being perfectly +calm." + +"As your father, sir, I insist upon your waiting till I have spoken. I +know my strength better than you can tell me." + +Neil made a deprecating sign, and moved to the other side of the couch, +looking sorrowfully at Saxa, who met his eyes for a moment, and then +scornfully averted her own. + +"Now, Alison," said Elthorne slowly, and in a voice that sounded +wonderfully composed. + +"Yes, sir, what is it?" replied Alison quietly, and at that moment the +brothers' eyes met and an angry look was directed at the elder. + +"This, my son: you are engaged to marry Dana Lydon." + +"Am I?" said the young man scornfully, and he gazed at her now +defiantly, while Neil's heart sank in his breast with a terrible feeling +of despair. + +"Yes, sir, you are," said his father firmly. "At my wish. It is an old +engagement, and I have just heard a charge against you of insulting this +lady by attempting to carry on a contemptible flirtation with a woman +serving as a menial in this house. Tell Dana it is not true." + +There was no reply. + +"Tell Dana Lydon, the lady to whom you are engaged, that it is not +true." + +Still there was no reply. + +"Do you hear me, sir?" thundered Ralph Elthorne, and Neil took a step +forward in alarm, as he saw the change in his father's countenance, but +the old man fiercely motioned him back. + +"I am not a boy," said Alison haughtily, "and I reserve to myself the +right to marry whom I please." + +"That is not an answer, sir," cried Elthorne sharply. "I say, is the +charge true?" + +"Ask me when we are alone, sir. I refuse to be cross-examined and +treated like a school-boy before the Misses Lydon." + +Ralph Elthorne's brow grew black with rage, and Neil again pressed +forward till his father motioned him back. + +"Father! for Heaven's sake, be calm," he whispered. + +"Silence, sir!" roared Elthorne, whose aspect now was startling to those +who watched him and trembled for the end. "I am fighting, weak as I am, +for the honour of my house--for the honour of my two sons, to prove to +these ladies that they have been tricked and cheated by a contemptible, +false report. This obstinate fool refuses to clear himself, but you, my +boy--my eldest son--you are a gentleman. You will not let any weak +vanity prevent you from speaking out and proving to Saxa here--your +betrothed--that a miserable, lying scandal has been set afoot. That you +are not one--you, the student and man of reputation--to degrade yourself +by stooping to a pitiful intrigue which would disgrace you and me in the +eyes of your betrothed. Come, let us end this painful scene. Speak +out, and then take my child Saxa's hand, and she shall humble herself to +you and ask your pardon for doubting you, as I know she will." + +"Yes," said Saxa, as he turned to her, and she fixed her eyes firmly +upon Neil, "as I will directly, Neil Elthorne." + +"There," said the father. "You hear, sir? Now, then, speak out and +deny it." + +"Deny what?" said Neil slowly. + +"That for a long time past you have been carrying on a contemptible +flirtation--bah! the wretched word!--that you have been behaving toward +Nurse Elisia as the man does to the woman he means to make his wife. I +have told Saxa that it is not true." + +Neil remained motionless, forgetting his position on his intense dread +regarding his father's state. + +"Come!" said the old man; "this needs no hesitation. Speak out." + +Still Neil remained silent, with something seeming to murmur in his ear: +"Deny it. If you speak the truth you will kill him. He could not bear +it. She does not love you--she cares for your brother. You must not +own the truth and disgrace yourself forever in Saxa Lydon's eyes." + +"Neil!" + +He remained silent still, and the voice seemed to whisper again: "Deny +it. The avowal will kill him. You know that in his state it would be +his death. You must not--you cannot speak." + +"Once more I ask you, boy, to clear yourself before your betrothed. +Tell her it is a lie." + +The change was so terrible in the old man's face that Saxa uttered a low +cry. + +"No, no!" she said. "Neil! Look at him. Look!" + +"Silence, girl," cried the old man hoarsely, and with his face working. + +"Father, for Heaven's sake," said Neil, bending over him; but the old +man waved him back, and he shrank away, ignorant of the fact that Saxa's +cry had brought Nurse Elisia to the door, where she stood appalled at +the old man's aspect. + +"Tell Saxa it is a lie." + +"I cannot, sir," said Neil firmly. "You force from me the truth." + +"What!" panted Elthorne. + +"It would be deceiving Saxa Lydon, and lying against Elisia, the woman I +love hopelessly, but with all my heart." + +"You have killed him!" + +CHAPTER TWENTY TWO. + +"THE WOMAN IS A WITCH." + +It was Saxa Lydon who said those words, for the old man's face became +suddenly convulsed; his head dropped back, and, as Neil sank on one knee +and passed his arm beneath the neck, it turned sidewise, with the eyes +seeming to gaze reproachfully into his, but there was neither sight nor +understanding then. + +The grey dawn was creeping into the room when Ralph Elthorne recovered +consciousness, and looked up questioningly in his son's face. + +But he did not speak for a time, only let his eyes wander about the +room, and they saw that he appeared to be noting who were present, his +gaze resting long on both his sons, his daughter, sister, and the nurse. + +At last he spoke. + +"Isabel." + +She ran to his side, and sank upon her knees. + +"The girls?" he said feebly. "Saxa--Dana?" + +"They went home, papa, dear, about two," whispered Isabel; "but don't +try to talk, now. Look at me, and I'll try to understand what you +mean." + +He took no notice of her prayer, but closed his eyes, and lay apparently +thinking, his next words indicating that he recalled what had taken +place. + +"Yes," he said gently; "they could not stay here. Tell Alison and your +aunt to go and then you go too." + +Neil advanced just then to watch his father narrowly, but the old man +made no sign of anger. He lay quite calm and still, as if utterly +exhausted, but his son noted that he watched until Aunt Anne and Alison +had gone, when he unclosed his eyes fully, and whispered to Isabel to +leave. + +"May I not stay, papa? I may be wanted." + +"No. You have been here all night. Kiss me and go--" + +Isabel bent down weeping, pressed her lips on her father's brow, and +then left the room, with Nurse Elisia and Neil both watching patiently +as the stricken man's eyes remained fast shut. + +But he was quite conscious, for upon Neil approaching the couch after a +time, his lips parted. + +"I am not asleep," he said, gently, "only very weak. You need not both +stay." + +Neil looked at his father wonderingly, and with something of dread, the +old man seemed so passionless and strange. + +Just then the invalid opened his eyes and gazed full at his son. + +"I know what I am saying," he said quietly. "I recollect all that has +passed, but I am too weak and helpless to speak much. Nurse!" + +She went to his side. + +"Let him stay with me. You can go for an hour or two. I am not going +to die--yet." + +She looked at him keenly, and then at Neil, as if to question him, but +she did not speak. + +"The danger is past," he said quietly. "You can safely go for a time." + +"Then set me free, sir," she cried, quickly, her woman's nature +asserting itself now above the habit of the passionless trained nurse. +"If there were danger, I would stay, but you say it is past; and it is +impossible for me to stay here after what has happened." + +"There is no reason now, madam," said Neil coldly. "I am doctor, and +you are the nurse. You need not fear that I shall speak again. You +cannot leave my father yet." + +She looked at him wildly, and then, growing momentarily less +self-controlled, she avoided his eyes and turned to the invalid, bending +down over him gently. + +"Mr Elthorne," she said; "you have heard your son's words as regards +your state. I cannot stay here now. Give me your permission to go." + +He looked at her sadly, and feebly shook his head. + +"No, nurse," he whispered huskily. "You cannot go. Not yet--not yet." + +She started, for he raised his hand, took hers and held it while he +gazed half wonderingly in her face, as Neil, unable to conceal his +feelings, hurried away to his own room. + +"I am not fit to be left, nurse," said Ralph Elthorne gently. "You know +how ill and weak I am." + +A sob rose in her throat as she tried to be calm, while he gazed +intently in her face, scanning each feature. + +"So weak, so helpless," he muttered, as if to himself, but she heard +every word; "and I never thought of this, I never thought of this. Yes, +Anne. You wish to see me?" + +"Yes, dear," said that lady, who had entered now unannounced even by a +tap on the door. "Yes, Ralph. I want to speak to you very +particularly." He turned to Nurse Elisia, and spoke in an apologetic +manner, and very feebly. + +"Leave us, please, nurse," he said. "I will talk to you later on." + +"No, sir," she whispered. "Give me leave to go." + +"Not yet, not yet," he replied. "I will lie here and think. It is all +so sudden." Then, with a sudden flash of his old manner, "No; you are +not to go until I give you leave." + +She glanced at Aunt Anne, who had ignored her presence entirely, and +then she went slowly to the room set apart for her use, asking herself +how all this would end, and whether it would not be wiser to leave the +house at once, and end the painful position in which she stood. + +"Well, Anne, dear," said Mr Elthorne feebly. "You want to speak to +me?" + +"Yes, Ralph, I must speak to you now." + +"Speak gently, then, dear; I am much weaker. Not so well to-day." + +"And never will be well again, Ralph, with the house in this state," +cried Aunt Anne, ruffling up, and speaking excitedly. + +"What, what do you mean?" he faltered; and it was like the shadow of his +former self speaking. "What do I mean, Ralph? I mean that the place +has not been the same since that dreadful woman came." + +"You are wrong, my dear, you are wrong," he said querulously. "So good +and attentive to me. I should have been dead before now if it had not +been for her." + +"Oh, my dear brother, how can you be so blindly prejudiced! Can you not +see the woman's cunning and artfulness?" + +"No, Anne, no. She has been very good and kind." + +"Yes; that is it, Ralph dear, playing a part. She has won those two +foolish boys to think of her only, and insult poor Saxa and Dana; and +now she has ended by winning over poor Isabel, who is in a state of +rebellion. I have had a terrible scene with her. She actually takes +this dreadful woman's part." + +"Poor little Isabel!" sighed the sick man. + +"And she's behaving shamefully to poor Sir Cheltnam." + +"Ah!" + +"Yes; shamefully, Ralph, shamefully." + +"And you came to tell me that, my dear?" said Elthorne quietly. + +"Yes, Ralph, and it has come to this." + +She stopped short, and dabbed her face with her handkerchief. + +"Yes, my dear, it has come to this? Tell me. I am tired. I must sleep +again." + +"That this woman, this nurse must leave the house at once." + +"Leave? Nurse Elisia leave?" said Elthorne with a faint smile. "No, my +dear, you do not wish to kill me." + +"Heaven forbid, Ralph! I will nurse you now, and Isabel shall relieve +me from time to time." + +"No, my dear, no," he said gently. "You are very good and kind, but you +do not understand." + +"Not understand nursing?" she cried angrily. "Not such nursing as I +require. No, my dear. She cannot go." + +"Then I shall," cried Aunt Anne angrily. + +Her brother laughed softly. + +"No," he said; "you will not go. The house could not exist without you, +sister." + +"Am I to keep your house, then, or not, Ralph?" + +"To keep it? of course, dear, as you always have done." + +"I am mistress here, then?" + +"Yes, my dear, yes." + +"Then that woman goes at once," cried Aunt Anne emphatically. + +"No," said Ralph Elthorne quietly. + +"But I say yes, Ralph. I am mistress of this house, and it is my duty +to send her away." + +"And I am master, dear, feeble and broken as I am. She stays till I bid +her go." + +"Ralph, must I tell you everything I know?" + +"There is no need, sister." + +"But the woman's antecedents? Maria was at the hospital, and saw all +her dreadful goings on with the students, and with poor deluded Neil." + +"Maria? Pish!" said Elthorne with a contemptuous smile. "Nurse +Elisia's face tells something different from that, my dear. I would +sooner believe her candid eyes than Maria Bellow's oath." + +"Ralph! Has this dreadful woman bewitched you too?" + +"Enough!" he said feebly. "Go to your cupboards and your keys, Anne. +You are a good, true woman, but you have always been as blind and +prejudiced as your brother has been overbearing and harsh. This illness +has brought me very low, dear, and taught me much. Go now, and +remember: I owe Nurse Elisia my life. She is to be treated with +respect, and I shall send her away when I think good." + +"The woman is a witch," muttered Aunt Anne, as she left the room. + +CHAPTER TWENTY THREE. + +DISCUSSING THE PAST. + +A fortnight's watching, and the accompaniments of care and skill, had +been needed to save Ralph Elthorne from sinking slowly into his grave. +The shock of his seizure had wrought terrible havoc, but the worst was +now over, and he was weak, but recovering fast. + +There had been no further talk of the nurse leaving, and matters had +remained in abeyance. Sir Denton had been down twice and given his +instructions, and she had resigned herself to her position--knowing that +the invalid depended upon her for everything, refusing even to take his +food from other hands, and that if she persisted in her wish to go, the +consequences might be terrible. + +It must have been a terribly lonely life, for she seemed to be avoided +by all in the house. She saw Neil, of course, frequently in the sick +room, but few words passed, and those he uttered with formal respect, as +he gave her some instructions. Alison she saw from time to time, +evidently watching her window, and from him came flowers and fruit +daily, Maria being the bearer, and setting them down with an insolent +sneer, which would have roused one less dignified and patient to some +retort. But Nurse Elisia had her consolations in the progress of the +patient and the grateful looks he gave her, while, regularly now, +stealing in hurriedly, and as if she were performing some guilty act, a +little figure crept in, last thing, to pass its arm about her neck, kiss +her, and say "Good-night." + +It was then at the end of a fortnight, and Ralph Elthorne, terribly +changed, but recovering now fast from the shock, lay near the window, +while Nurse Elisia sat close at hand, working, and ready to attend to +his lightest wish. + +He had been lying there very silent since his son's last visit to the +room, when he suddenly raised one thin white hand, and beckoned. + +Elisia was at his side in a moment. + +"What can I get you, sir?" she said gently. + +"Nothing. Come and sit here. I want to talk to you." + +"Do you feel strong enough, sir?" + +"Yes." + +She brought her work and sat near him, but he signed to her to put the +work away. + +"I want to talk to you seriously about the past." + +She glanced at him quickly, and he went on. + +"Yes--about the past. I have not said a word till now. I have been too +weak, and it is only just within the last day or two that I have grasped +it all thoroughly." + +"Pray leave it still, sir," she said, with some show of agitation. + +"No, I must get this all off my mind. Now, tell me--you heard what my +son said on the day of my seizure--my son Neil?" + +She bowed her head. + +"Well, has he made further advances to you?" + +"No, sir, we have only spoken in your presence." There was a pause, and +then, gazing at her curiously, he continued. + +"Did you--know--what he expressed--before you came down here--at the +hospital?" + +"Yes, sir, perfectly well." + +"Ah! Then ought you to have come?" + +"It was my duty sir," she said with animation; "it was Sir Denton's +wish--almost his command; and, knowing what I did, I felt that I might +come." + +"Knowing what you did? What was that?" + +"I could trust myself, sir, to let Mr Neil Elthorne see that what he +wished was impossible." + +"Ah, but he offered you his hand?" + +"Yes, sir, and I refused." + +Again there was a pause. + +"You do not like my son Neil?" + +"Like him, sir!" she cried, with her face flushing; "I think him the +truest, noblest gentleman I ever met." + +"Ah! And yet, feeling like that, you refused him?" + +"Yes, sir, it is impossible." + +Ralph Elthorne lay watching her, and she met his searching gaze without +blanching, her soft grey eyes slightly clouded by the tears which rose +and gathered till they brimmed over and one great drop slowly trickled +down her cheek. + +"And my son Alison?--he was attracted by you too. What of him?" + +"Mr Alison Elthorne has followed me from the day I came, sir, and +proffered his love." + +"And you have turned a deaf ear to him as well?" + +"Of course, sir," she said coldly. + +"And he, too, has given up, I suppose?" + +"No, sir." + +"It is no more than I expected from such a woman as you, nurse," said +Elthorne, after another pause. "But there is a reason for all this. +Forgive me: it is an old and broken man who speaks; there must be a +reason." + +"Yes, Mr Elthorne," she said, and her clear musical voice seemed to +fill the room; "there is a reason--a good reason--for all this." + +"May I know it?" + +"Yes; why not? Some women love but once." + +"Ah!" he said, and he took her hand. "Then you have loved--in the +past?" + +"Yes." + +She paused in turn, while he waited patiently, expectant that she would +continue. + +"Ask me no more, Mr Elthorne. I gave my trusting, girlish heart to one +I believed good and noble, but I was rudely awakened from my dream; and, +after a long illness, I devoted myself to the task of trying to help +those in sore need of a woman's hand, sometimes to nurse them back to +life, sometimes--ah, too often!--to close their eyes in death. Ask me +no more." + +He raised her hand reverently to his lips, and then let it fall. + +"I will ask you no more," he said gently; and they sat in silence for a +time. + +"_L'homme propose, et Dieu dispose_," he said at last thoughtfully. "I +have spent much of my time in planning, but too often my plans have been +brought to naught. Nurse, I give up now; I will only try to do what is +right while I stay. It will be a grief and will bring more suffering to +me, but it is not just to you that I should keep you here." + +"No, sir. I am waiting patiently, hoping that I may soon be set free to +return to my work. You are well enough now to require only the +assistance of your child and your sister. Give me leave now to go. I +would gladly stay longer, but there is no need." + +"No," he said after a time, "there is no real need. You must go." + +She rose and stood before him, gazing down at him pityingly, as he lay +there, aged by ten years since she came. + +"Good-bye, sir," she said softly. + +"What!" he cried, "going now?" + +"Better that I should go at once, sir. You will soon become accustomed +to another hand. Let me take yours once, and thank you for all your +kindness. I think you understand me, though I have failed with your +sister. Good-bye." + +She held out her hand and he clutched it with both of his, clinging to +it spasmodically as his face began to work. + +"Mr Elthorne!" she cried, startled by the change. "Water," he +whispered, and he loosened one hand only as she reached to the table and +then held the glass to his lips. + +"Thank you," he whispered; "thank you. I thought I was stronger. Hah!" + +He lay back in silence for a time with his eyes closed, but still +retaining one of Nurse Elisia's hands. At last he opened his eyes. + +"Weak now as some poor fretful child," he whispered. "It came home then +when you spoke. It cannot be for long, my child. I am only a poor +broken man now, against whom his sons rebel, whose daughter is +disobedient, and whose sister is ready to trample him down. Don't leave +me," he pleaded. "Have pity on me, my child. I could not bear it. I-- +I should die." + +Nurse Elisia looked at him wildly. + +"No, no," she said hastily. "You feel low and weak to-day. In a short +time you will have forgotten all this. I cannot--indeed I cannot stay." + +But even as she spoke she saw that her patient believed the words he had +uttered, and, trembling for the consequences to one in his weak, +imaginative state, she hastily promised to give up all thought of going +for the present. + +"Thank you--thank you," he said, trembling as he clung to her hand. +"You see how weak and childish I am. Only such a short time back and I +was strong, and people hurried to obey my word or look. Now it seems as +if everyone were falling away from me--even you." + +"Oh, no," she said soothingly; "and, besides, what am I to you? Only +the hired nurse." + +"Yes," he said, gazing up at her piteously, "only the hired nurse; and +yet you have tended me as if you were my child. But you will stay? You +are not trifling with me?" + +"No, no," she said. "There, it is time you had your sleep." + +"Yes," he cried bitterly, and with a suspicious look in his eyes. "You +are treating me as if I were a child. Go to sleep, so that I may awake +by and by and find you gone." + +She bent down and laid her hand on his, as she smiled sadly in his face. + +"Have more confidence in me," she whispered. "Have I ever deceived you +in the slightest thing? I tell you I will stay till you are more fit to +leave." He uttered a low sigh and lay with his eyes half closed. + +"It is so hard to have confidence when one is helpless as I am. People +try to cheat me, and say to themselves, `It is for his good.'" + +"You may trust me, Mr Elthorne," she said gently, "trust me in +everything. Sleep now--that is for your good. You shall find me here, +or within call, when you awake." + +He looked at her sharply once, and then closed his eyes, dropping off at +once into a heavy sleep which lasted some hours, but to awaken with a +sharp start, and a wildly suspicious look around. + +The chair, where it seemed to him only a minute before he had seen Nurse +Elisia seated, was empty, and he uttered a low, despairing cry. + +"It is my punishment," he groaned, "for a life of arrogance and pride. +It has been a kind of tyranny to them all, and now I am to lie here, +helpless, deceived by everyone in turn. My punishment--my punishment! +Better that I had never awakened to my wretched state." + +At that moment there was the faint rustling made by a door being softly +opened and passing over a thickly piled carpet, and directly after a +faint shadow fell across his couch, then another, and there was a +faintly heard sob. + +"Hush, dearest; he sleeps more lightly now." Ralph Elthorne's head was +turned away from the speaker, but he knew the gentle voice, and he +repeated to himself the words wonderingly, "Hush, dearest; he sleeps +more lightly now." To whom was Nurse Elisia speaking so tenderly? + +The answer came at once. + +"Oh, nurse, dear nurse, is he never to be well and strong again?" + +The words came from the speaker's heart so full of love and sorrow that +there was a stifling sensation in the listener's breast, and when, +directly after, he felt warm breath upon his cheek, and a kiss, light +almost as the breath itself, his arms clasped Isabel to his breast. + +"Papa! papa!" + +That was all; but as Nurse Elisia turned away to the window, it seemed +to her that father and daughter were closer together in heart than they +could have been for years. + +CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR. + +AUNT ANNE HARASSED. + +Many days had passed, and life went on at Hightoft in the same sad way. + +It was the "master's" desire that the nurse should stay, but there was +rebellion among the servants against "master's favourite," and poor Aunt +Anne's breast swelled with anger against her niece, who had ventured to +tell her that she was unjust. + +"But I shall say nothing, Isabel, only that some day you will come to me +repentant, asking my pardon. I always have been ready to ridicule all +superstitious things, and have laughed at table turnings, and talkings, +and hypnotisms, and mesmerisms, and all the rest of it, but that woman +has something of the sort in her, a kind of power for influencing weak +people, for she has literally bewitched you all. If she had lived a +hundred years ago, she would have died." + +"Why, of course, Aunt dear," said Isabel smiling. "It is nothing to +make fun of, my dear. She would have either had her toes tied together, +and been thrown into a pond, or been burned at the stake. That was the +fate of all these witches then." + +"Poor Nurse Elisia!" said Isabel smiling. "I'm glad she did not live +then." + +"Maria tells me," continued Aunt Anne, "that it was just the same at the +hospital. That woman used to turn all the other nurses and the students +round her little finger; and as for Sir Denton--well, they may call him +a great surgeon, but if ever the carriage overturns, and I am badly +hurt, no Sir Dentons for me. I call him a weak, silly, infatuated old +goose. Maria only yesterday told me that once--" + +"Aunt Anne," said Isabel quickly, "does it ever strike you that it is +very undignified and degrading to listen to the wretched tattlings of an +ignorant, spiteful woman, who returns all Nurse Elisia's kindness to her +by telling falsities and distorting simple matters that happened in the +past?" + +"Isabel!" cried Aunt Anne, starting bolt upright in her chair, "you +surprise me!" + +"Do I, Aunt?" + +"Yes, you do. You, assuming the tones and manners of your poor father, +and speaking to me, the mistress of the house, like that!" + +"But you are not the mistress of the house, Aunt." + +"I beg your pardon, child. Your father has delegated all authority to +me, and he renewed the charge only a few weeks back." + +"Then you ought to do your duty, Aunt," said Isabel. + +"Isabel, you do surprise me, you do indeed!" cried Aunt Anne, who looked +quite aghast at what was, in her eyes, rank rebellion by a child against +her authority. + +"Do I, Aunt? I am very sorry," replied Isabel quietly. "I was only +thinking that if I were mistress here, I should consider it my duty to +send Maria away at once." + +"And I do not," cried Aunt Anne. "My idea is that it would be my duty +to discharge that dreadful nurse." + +"But poor Auntie cannot," thought Isabel, "and consequently she is not +sole mistress of the house." + +"And now, as I have occasion to talk to you, Isabel," continued Aunt +Anne, drawing herself up, and gazing very sternly at her niece, "I will +not reprove you for your very flippant, disrespectful treatment of your +poor father's sister." + +"Oh, Auntie dear," cried the affectionate girl, jumping up from her +place to go behind the elder lady's chair, and place her arms about her +neck. + +"Isabel, I beg you will not do that," said Aunt Anne. "It is not +prompted by genuine affection." + +"Oh, yes, Auntie, it's quite true," said Isabel. + +"It cannot be, my dear; but, as I going to say, as I have found it +necessary to reprove you, I must remind you that your conduct is not +what it should be to your friends Saxa and Dana." + +"But, Aunt dear, they went off to Lucerne without a word to me, and you +know that I never felt that they were great friends of mine, in spite of +all. They always looked down upon me because I did not care for horses, +and dogs, and grooms." + +"I am not going to say any more about those two poor girls who have been +expatriated by your brothers' base conduct." + +"Auntie! It was not base if the boys did not love them." + +"They did love them, and they do love them, my dear," said Aunt Anne +sternly. "All this is but a passing cloud, spread by that wicked woman, +which blinds them. But it was not about that I wished to speak to you." + +"What, then, Auntie?" said Isabel, looking at her suspiciously, and +thinking of a visit she had paid a few days before to a certain invalid +vicar who had lain back in his chair to proudly read aloud portions of a +letter he had received by the last mail. + +"Sir Cheltnam Burwood was here yesterday. Now, it is of no use for you +to pretend that you did not know he was here, for I am certain that I +saw you stealing off down the laurel walk, on the pretence of going to +visit some of the poor, and I dare say, if the truth were known, you +went to the vicarage." + +"There was no pretence about it, Aunt dear." + +"But indeed there was, Isabel, and _I_ was obliged to entertain him, +instead of you. Naturally enough, he complained very bitterly of your +treatment, and I must say that for a young lady engaged to him it is +most icy, almost paralysing." + +"Papa will not persist," thought Isabel; "he has grown so kind and +loving to me. He will not make me say yes, when he knows that it would +break my heart." + +"Now, it is of no use for you to turn sulky, my dear, and take refuge in +silence. That is very childish and unbecoming in a girl like you. For +you are no longer a child, and if you cannot do what is just and right, +you must be taught. I have invited Sir Cheltnam to dinner on Tuesday." + +"Aunt!" + +"Yes, my dear, and I am sure your papa will highly approve of my plan. +It is absurd to go on as you do, though your conduct is no worse than +your brothers'. I declare, the house is quite wretched: Neil shut up +always in the library, pretending to study bones, and Alison sulking +about in the gunroom, and scowling at Neil whenever they meet. All I +hope is that nothing worse will come of it." + +"Oh, Aunt, what could come of it?" said Isabel uneasily. + +"Ah, you speak like a child. When you have had my experience of the +world and man's angry passions, you too will have fears." + +"It is all very sad and a great pity," said Isabel. "Yes, and a greater +pity that those two misguided young men's sister should go on as she +does, making a devoted friend of the cause of all the mischief." Isabel +winced. + +"I'm sure we've quite trouble enough in the house without having a +parricide." + +"Auntie! A parricide?" + +"Don't be absurd, Isabel. I said a fratricide." + +"Aunt, what a dreadful idea! Oh, for shame!" + +"Dreadful enough, my dear, and I'm sure I sincerely hope there never +will be anything of the kind, but Cain never could have looked at Abel +worse than Alison did at Neil only yesterday." + +"Aunt!" + +"Oh, it's true, my dear. It sent a cold chill all down my back; and +ever since I've felt quite a presentiment of coming evil. I do hope +they will not quarrel, and really I think it would be better if Neil +went back to town." + +"Aunt, dear, such ideas are too shocking. Just as if Neil would be +likely to degrade himself by quarrelling with Alison. I am sure he has +too much self-respect." + +"Ah, young inexperience!" cried Aunt Anne pityingly. "Young men forget +all their self-respect when they have been blinded by such a siren as +that nurse." + +"Oh, Aunt, you ought not to speak of nurse like that." + +"You think so, my dear; I do not." + +"But you will some day," cried Isabel passionately, and with the tears +of vexation in her eyes. "She is all that is amiable, and good, and +ladylike." + +"Ladylike, child!" + +"Yes, Aunt. If she were not, I'm sure poor dear Neil would not have +cared for her as he does." + +"Ah, well," said Aunt Anne, preening herself like a plump bird, "we +shall see, I dare say. I will not call her an artful woman, but mark my +words, Isabel, she will not rest till she has deluded one of your poor +brothers into marrying her." + +"Aunt! And she avoids them, and is as distant as possible to poor +Neil." + +"All feminine cunning, child. Oh, Isabel, I wish you would not be such +a baby! Can you not see that it is to lead him on, while she is playing +off one brother against the other?" + +"I will not argue with you, Aunt," said the girl indignantly. + +"No, my dear, I beg you will not. Wait and see, and then come to me +humbly, and own how wrong you have been." + +Isabel was silent, and Aunt Anne went leisurely on with some fancywork +of a very useless type, till an idea occurred to her, and she looked up. + +"Isabel, my dear, what wine was that Sir Cheltnam praised so, last time +he dined here?" + +"Really, Aunt, I do not know." + +"No, child, you never know anything. It is very tiresome. I should +like the dinner to go off well, and that wine has quite slipped my +memory. Now, was it the hock, or the champagne? He would like the +compliment if I had the forethought to have it served." Isabel shrugged +her shoulders impatiently. + +"It is very tiresome," continued Aunt Anne. "He praised one of them, +and made a face at the other; but perhaps I shall recollect by and by. +I wonder that I remember anything, harassed as my poor brain is with +worry and trouble, and you never trying in the least to help me, but +rather setting yourself in antagonism." + +"Oh, Aunt, you are too hard." + +"Not a bit, child. And I am surprised at your giving so much as a +passing thought to young Mr Beck. Tom! Gracious, what a name! Only +fit for a groom, or one of the men about the farm." + +"Really, Aunt," began Isabel. + +"Now, pray do not interrupt me, Isabel. The name is common and absurd. +Now, Cheltnam--Sir Cheltnam--Sir Cheltnam Burwood! It is old, +aristocratic, and refined. A name to be proud of. But Beck--Tom Beck! +Faugh!" + +"It sounds honest, Auntie," said the girl with spirit, "and does not +suggest drinking the Cheltenham waters, which I believe are very +bitter." + +"Now that's absurd and childish, Isabel, and you know it is. I did hope +that now young Beck has gone, you would come to your senses. But I will +be fair, and say that your brothers are worse than you. I suppose I +shall have to beg and pray of them to come in to dinner, and behave like +Christians, and not let Sir Cheltnam think he is going to be +brother-in-law to a couple of young men with malice and hatred in their +hearts. All your beautiful nurse's doing, my dear, all her fault. +Well, really! To jump up and run out of the room like that!" cried Aunt +Anne, staring in amazement at the last fold of her niece's dress, as the +poor girl hurried away, unable to bear the long flow of annoying +prattle, and to hide her chagrin in face of the ordeal to which she was +to be submitted at the dinner projected by her aunt. + +She hurried up to her room, to sink upon her knees by her bed and bury +her face in her hands. + +"Crying, Isabel? What is the matter, dear?" + +She had not heard the door opened, and she started to her feet to throw +herself upon Nurse Elisia's breast, sobbing out her trouble, and dread +of the meeting on the following Tuesday, when she knew that in her +mistaken notions of duty, Aunt Anne would contrive that she and Sir +Cheltnam should be left alone. + +CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE. + +A COUNTERPLOT. + +Neil Elthorne's absence from the hospital was rapidly extending to a +term of months, broken only by a weekly visit, during the last of which +Sir Denton, after hearing the report upon Ralph Elthorne's health, had +said quietly: + +"Never mind if you have to be away from here another month, my dear boy. +You are not right yet yourself. You look careworn and anxious. I am +managing very well, and I want you to be quite strong before you return. +By the way, I have not filled up that post yet. I have had three men +engaged one after the other, but they have all turned tail--backed out +of it. You will not alter your mind? Fine opportunity for a brave man, +Elthorne." + +"No, I cannot leave England," replied Neil firmly. "There are reasons +why I must stay." + +"A lady, of course," said Sir Denton to himself. "I did once think--but +never mind. He knows his own affairs best." + +Neil was back at Hightoft after his last visit to town. His father was +very slowly mending, and the nurse, as he could see, was indefatigable, +her actions in the sick room disarming to some extent the young +surgeon's resentment as he brooded over the fact that Alison was +constantly watching, and obtained interviews with her, he felt +convinced, from time to time. + +He used to muse over these matters in the library, where he had +surrounded himself with various works into which he plunged deeply, +trying hard to forget his troubles in hard study of his profession, but +too often in vain, for he was haunted by Nurse Elisia's calm, grave face +in all his waking hours. + +"She has a right to prefer him," he would say, "and I have none to +complain; but it is hard, very hard." + +He visited the sick room regularly four times a day, and his behaviour +there was that of a surgeon who was a stranger. The nurse was always +present, and she received his orders in the same spirit, a coldness +having sprung up between them that was very nearly resentment on his +part, but always on hers the respect of nurse to the doctor who had the +patient in charge. + +Several little things had made Neil satisfied that there was a quiet +understanding between his brother and Elisia, trifles in themselves, the +most important being Alison's manner when they met at meals. For there +was always a quiet, self-satisfied look in the young man's eyes which +indicated triumph, a look that roused a feeling of rage in his breast +that he found it hard to control. + +Neil felt that if they were together a quarrel must ensue, an encounter +the very thought of which made him shudder, and after visiting his +father he would hurry back to the library, and try to forget everything +in his books. + +It was with affairs in this condition that the day on which Sir Cheltnam +was to dine there came. Neil had paid his customary morning visit, and +paused at the door as he entered quietly, feeling almost lighthearted as +he saw the look of returning vigour in his father's face. + +The old man was talking eagerly to the nurse, whose back was toward +Neil, and there was a glow of satisfaction in the young surgeon's heart +as he owned to himself that it was almost entirely Elisia's work, her +devotion to his father, which had wrought this change. + +The group, too, at which he gazed pleased his eye: the invalid looking +up, full of trust, in his graceful attendant's face; and the +crushed-down love in Neil's breast began to revive again, as he thought +that if he could win her his father would be ready to take her as a +daughter to his heart. + +Then all came over black. The scene before him was clouded, and a sense +of despairing misery filled his breast. + +They were talking about Alison, for his father mentioned the young man's +name, and Elisia was evidently listening with attention to his words. + +Neil drew back quickly to hide his emotion, for he felt that he could +not face them then; but the door clicked as he closed it, and before he +was at the head of the stairs it was reopened by Nurse Elisia, who said +quickly: + +"You need not go back, sir. Mr Elthorne is quite ready to see you." + +He turned once more, and as he gazed sharply in the nurse's face, he +detected a faint flush in her generally pale cheeks and a suffused look +in her eyes which strengthened him now in his belief. + +"Even my father is working against me," he thought to himself, as he +passed on and took the chair by the side of the couch. + +"Yes, boy, my yes," said his patient with some display of animation, "I +certainly am better this morning. Helpless as ever, of course--I am +getting resigned to that. I feel more myself, and I shall soon be +asking for my invalid chair or a carriage ride." + +"Have them as soon as you can bear them, sir," said Neil, laying his +father's hand back upon the couch. "Yes, you are decidedly stronger +this morning, and I think you can now begin to do without me." + +"Without you, my boy? Yes, I think so, but not without nurse. I am +very weak yet, my boy." + +"But that will soon pass off," said Neil coldly. "You must keep your +attendant, of course." + +"Yes. Yes, of course, Neil, of course." + +"Then to-morrow or next day I shall go back, and come again, say from +Saturday to Monday, and then give you a fortnight's rest, so as to break +off by degrees." + +"You want to go back, then, Neil?" + +"Yes, sir. The hospital has hardly known me lately. I ought to go +now." + +"True; yes, I ought not to keep you longer, my boy," said his father +thoughtfully. "But you 've done a wonderful deal for me, Neil." + +"The best I could, father; and, thank God, we have saved your life." + +"Thank God, my life has been spared!" said the old man fervently; and he +closed his eyes. + +Neil left them soon after to return to the library, but not to resume +his studies. His heart burned with anger against everyone in the place, +and he paced the room thinking bitterly. + +"Yes," he said to himself, "my work is done, and I may go. He said +nothing, but his manner betrayed the whole wretched story. They have +prevailed upon him. Dana is away and forgotten. Yes; of course. +Alison was with him two hours yesterday. There: the dream is past, and +I am fully awake again." + +He stood with his teeth set, and his hands clenched for a few moments, +and the muscles of his face worked painfully. Then, drawing a long, +deep breath, he suddenly seemed to grow calm. + +"Well, why should I repine? Only one can win the race. I ought to say, +`Heaven bless them!' She has won her way to my father's heart, and yes, +Heaven bless her! I will try and take her hand by and by, and kiss her, +and say, `Dearest sister, may you be very happy with the man of your +choice!' Yes; we must be brothers once again. But I must go soon. I +am too weak to bear it now." + +There was a tap at the door. + +"Yes. Come in." + +The door opened, and Aunt Anne entered cautiously. + +"Ah!" she cried, "not reading. I was so afraid of disturbing you, my +dear. You have grown such a learned man I'm quite afraid of you." + +"Nonsense, Aunt dear. A surgeon must keep himself _au courant_ with +what is going on in his profession abroad." + +"Of course he must, my dear, but he must not starve himself to death." + +"No fear, Aunt," said Neil pleasantly. "I have no intention of trying +any such experiment." + +"Oh, but you are always trying to live without food, my dear, and you +look pale, and your hair is beginning to show grey. Why, you look +fifteen years older than Alison, and you are only four." + +Neil winced. + +"He looks brown, and hearty, and handsome, while you--" + +"Look like an old professional man, Aunt," he said, laughing, but with a +touch of bitterness in his tone. "So much the better for me. The world +goes by appearances. It does not like boyish looking surgeons." + +"Ah! it's a very foolish world, my dear. But now, look here. I am +going to have a little extra dinner to-day because Sir Cheltnam is +coming, and I want you to promise to come and take your father's place." + +"Ask Alison." + +"No, my dear; you are the elder, and I ask you. Time after time I've +had nice things got ready, and you have refused to dine with us. Now +promise me you will come this evening." + +"Oh, very well, Aunt, if it will please you." + +"Thank you, my dear; that's very good of you. It will please me very +much." + +"That's right, then. And, by the way, Aunt, I shall be going back in a +few days." + +"Going back, my dear?" + +"Yes; my father can be left now." + +"Then the nurse will go with you?" she said, with a look of suspicion in +her eyes. + +"No, Aunt," he said coldly. "Nurse Elisia will stay here as long as my +father desires to have her at his side." + +"Oh, very well," said Aunt Anne, rustling her dress; "it is just as your +father likes. You are a terribly headstrong race, you Elthornes." + +"Including yourself, Aunt?" + +"Oh, no, my dear. I take after my mother's family. But it is nothing +to me. I am not going to interfere. All I say is that I hope +everything is for the best." + +"And I hope the same, Aunt," said Neil cheerfully. "It's all +self-denial through life, eh?" + +"Always, my dear. Then you will dress to-night, and come?" + +"Oh, yes, Aunt; I'll come." + +"Then we shall have a decent dinner," thought Aunt Anne, as she went +back to the drawing room. "I'm sorry that woman is not going, but I'm +glad she is not going up with Neil. Now suppose, after all, he is +giving her up! Oh, if I could only get poor Alison to be as sensible, +instead of growing more infatuated by that creature every day!" + +Neil settled down to his books at once, seeking in study for the cure of +his mental pains, but he had hardly begun to forget the events of the +morning in an abstruse theory of muscular disease, when there was +another tap on the panel, and in obedience to the cry, "Come in!" +Isabel hurriedly entered and closed the door. + +"Ah, my dear!" he said; and she looked at him wonderingly, his tone and +manner were so different to their wont. This gave her encouragement, +and begat her confidence, so that she ran to him, sank on her knees by +his chair, and took his hands. + +"Why, what's this?" he cried. "Anything the matter?" + +"Yes, Neil, dear," she said. "I'm in trouble, and I want you to help +me." + +"Trouble? Help? Well, what is it, baby?" + +"Don't laugh at me, Neil," she whispered in a broken voice. "Sir +Cheltnam Burwood is coming to dinner." + +"Yes. Aunt has just been to tell me. What of that?" + +"What of that?" she cried piteously. "Oh, Neil, dear, you don't see all +this as I do. It is so that he may see and talk to me. It is Aunt's +doing, and she says it is only carrying out poor papa's wishes." + +"Ah, yes," he said thoughtfully. "I had almost forgotten that." + +"Forgotten it?" she cried reproachfully. "Oh, Neil!" + +"I'm a selfish fellow, little one," he said, bending down to kiss her, +when her arms were flung round his neck, and she buried her face in his +breast and burst into tears. + +"Come, come, come!" he whispered soothingly; "what is it, Bel darling? +There, wipe your eyes and tell me all about it, and let's see if +something cannot be done." + +"Yes, Neil, dear. It's very weak and foolish of me, but Sir Cheltnam's +coming, and he quite persecutes me with his addresses, and if I am angry +he only laughs. He talks to me as if I quite belonged to him now." + +"Does he? Well, we must stop that, Bel. You are not his wife yet." + +"No, dear; and I've no one to come to but you and Nurse Elisia. She is +so kind, but what can she do?" Neil frowned. + +"Ah, yes," he said huskily, "what can she do?" + +"I believe I should have broken my heart if she had not been so loving +and kind to me." + +"Loving and kind?" + +"Yes; I used to hate her, Neil, but she is so good and dear." + +Neil half turned away his head. + +"Neil, darling, you can help me to-night. When papa is quite strong +enough I am going to beg and pray of him to let me stay at home and be +his nurse and attendant. I love Tom, but I won't ask to marry him if +papa says no. But I can't marry anyone else. I don't want to, and it +would kill me to have to say `I will' to that dreadful man." + +"Poor little darling!" he said tenderly. "Then you shall not. Father +must listen to reason by and by. I can think about you now, and I +will." + +"Oh, Neil, you have made me so happy," she cried ecstatically. Then, +changing her manner directly, "But he's coming to-night." + +"Well, what of that? You must be cool to him." + +"But he does not mind that, and Aunt is sure to arrange to leave us +alone. I know she has planned it all with him." + +"Ah!" + +"Yes, I am sure of it; and if you would watch for me, and as soon as +Aunt has left us alone come and put a stop to it by staying with me, I +should be so grateful." + +"What a duty for a surgeon, Bel!" + +"It is to heal a sore heart, Neil," she said, smiling through her tears. + +"Is it, pet? Well, then, I will try what I can do. Some people ought +to be made happy in this weary world." + +"But it isn't a weary world, Neil," she cried enthusiastically. "It's a +lovely world, and I could be so happy in it, if--" + +"Yes, Bel," he said sadly; "and I could be so happy in it too, if--" + +"People did not make it a miserable world," cried Isabel. + +They were silent for a few minutes, and then the girl continued: + +"You will help me, Neil?" + +"By not letting you be alone with our gallant, foxhunting baronet?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"I promise you," said Neil half sadly, half playfully. "I will watch +over you while I stay down here like a lynx." + +"Oh, my darling brother! But you are not going soon, Neil?" she cried, +as she kissed him. + +"Yes, very soon, dear. I must get back to my poor people and work. But +I will work, too, to try and make my little sister happy." + +"Thank you--thank you--thank you, dear Neil!" cried the girl. "You've +made the world seem so bright and happy again; and--and I'm not afraid +to meet Sir Cheltnam now--and--and--oh, Neil, Neil, I must go upstairs +and have a good cry!" + +She ran out of the room before he could stop her. "Poor little sis!" he +said, as he looked at the door through which she had passed. "Well, I +can make someone happy if happiness is not to come to me." He looked +sadly about him for a few moments, and then half aloud he whispered, as +he formed a mental future: + +"And I could be so happy, too--if--" + +CHAPTER TWENTY SIX. + +NEIL BREAKS HIS PROMISE. + +"Just going down to dinner?" said Ralph Elthorne, as his son came into +his room the same evening. "That's right, Neil. It looks like old +times. It does me good. Wait a bit, and I'll join you--as of old. Not +quite," he added, and his lip quivered--"not quite, my boy. But I can +be carried down, and I shall not be an invalid." + +"No, sir," said Neil, "no invalid, and you will soon forget your +lameness." + +"Yes, yes, Neil, I shall try hard to do that. There, I will not keep +you. I'm getting independent, you see. Ask nurse to come and sit with +me as you go out." + +There was no need, for as Neil rose to go down, the nurse entered, book +in hand, but drew back till the young surgeon had left the room to go +thoughtfully downstairs, for he was forcing himself to think out what it +would be best to do respecting his sister. He shrank from disturbing +his father's mind, now that he was so much better and free from +disturbing elements. A subject like that might bring on a fresh attack, +or at least retard his progress, and by the time Neil had reached the +drawing room he had planned that he would speak firmly to Burwood; but +he paused at the door, for he foresaw that such a proceeding would very +likely drive the baronet to speak to his father, when the agitation +would only be coming from another source. + +"Bel must fight her own battle," he said to himself. "A woman ought to +be able to cool a lover's courage. There the matter must wait. Like +many more of the kind, give it time and it will settle itself." + +He entered the room, to find the objects of his thoughts all there and +waiting his coming. Aunt Anne was radiant, and Burwood, who was +chatting with Alison upon the everlasting theme of the horse, came and +shook hands in the warmest manner. + +"I can't quarrel with him," thought Neil. "It must be done by diplomacy +or scheming." + +The dinner was announced directly after, and as Neil took in his sister, +she pressed his arm. + +"Please, please, dear, don't let me be out of your sight all the +evening," she whispered. + +"Impossible to do that, little one," he said quietly. "You ladies will +leave the room, you see. Suppose I keep Burwood in sight all the +evening, will not that do as well?" + +"Oh, yes," she whispered eagerly. "Of course." The dinner passed off +wonderfully well, everyone seeming to be on the _qui vive_ to keep off +anything likely to trench upon the past and the troubles in the house. +Aunt Anne did scarcely anything but beam; Sir Cheltnam related +anecdotes; and Alison entered into conversation with his brother. + +In due time the ladies rose, and the three men were left together over +their wine, when the conversation went on as easily as if there had been +no undercurrent of thought in either breast. + +"It will be easy enough to keep them apart," thought Neil, as he sipped +his coffee. "When we go into the drawing room Bel shall sing some of +the old ballads." + +A calm feeling of restfulness had come over Neil Elthorne, and it was as +if his efforts at self-mastery were already bearing fruit, when after a +quick glance had passed between Burwood and Alison, the latter rose, +went to the window, and looked out, taking the opportunity to glance at +his watch. + +"Very dark," he said. "Nasty drive back for you, Burwood. Want your +lamps." + +"Oh, the mare would find her way home if it were ten times as dark," +said Burwood laughingly. "I think I could get safely back without +reins. She always turns aside if we meet anything." + +"Nothing like a good, well-broken horse," said Alison, looking furtively +at his watch. "What do you say to joining them in the drawing room?" + +"By all means," cried Burwood, rising. + +At that moment the butler entered, and went straight to Neil's chair. + +"Beg pardon, sir," he whispered. "You are wanted in master's room." + +Neil started to his feet, and turned to their guest. "You'll excuse me +for a few minutes?" he said hurriedly. + +"Doctors need no excuse," replied the baronet, and Neil hurried out and +upstairs to his father's room, expecting and dreading some fresh +seizure, but, to his surprise, he found his senior lying back calmly on +his couch, ready to salute him with a smile. + +"I was afraid you were unwell," cried Neil. + +"No, my boy, no; I've been lying very comfortably. In less pain than +usual." + +"But you are alone." + +"Yes. Nurse has just gone. You might have met her on the stairs. A +message came for her--from Isabel, I suppose. I don't mind. I told her +not to hurry; I want to inure myself to being more alone." + +"And you wanted me, sir?" + +"Yes, my boy," said Elthorne. "Not particularly; but I knew that you +had been seated over your wine for some time, and I thought you would +not mind coming up to me for a little while. I get very dull sometimes, +my dear boy. You do not mind?" + +"No, sir, of course not." + +"Well, don't look at me like that, Neil. It is the doctor examining me +to see how I am. I want you to look like my son." + +Neil smiled. + +"Ah, that's better. Sit down close up here for a while. Burwood and +Alison will have a cigar together, and not miss you." + +"Oh, no," said Neil rather bitterly. "They do not care much for my +society." + +"Why not?" cried his father sharply. "You are an able, cultured man--a +clever surgeon." + +"But not a veterinary surgeon, father," said Neil, smiling. + +Ralph Elthorne nodded and smiled. + +"No," he said; "you are right. They do seem to think of nothing but +horses. I was the same once, I'm afraid, my boy. Perhaps I shall think +a good deal of horses still; but," he continued sadly, "from a very +different point of view to that of the past." + +"Never mind the past, father," said Neil quickly. "Think of the +future." + +"A poor future for me, Neil," said Elthorne, shaking his head. + +"By no means, my dear father. There is nothing to prevent your living +another fifteen or twenty years." + +"Like this?" replied Elthorne despairingly, as he glanced down at his +helpless limbs. + +"Like this, sir. You are a wealthy man, and can soften the hardships of +your state in a hundred ways." + +"Ah, well, we shall see, my boy, we shall see." + +"Have you been reading?" asked Neil, glancing at a book on the little +table by the side of the couch. + +"No. Nurse Elisia was reading to me when Maria brought her a message." + +"Shall I go on reading where she left off?" said Neil, taking up the +book and feeling a kind of pleasure in holding the little volume so +lately in her hands. + +"No, no, I am tired of poetry and history. What are you writing now?" + +"Only some notes on a case that is taking up a good deal of attention +just now." + +"Ah!" said the elder man eagerly. "I should like to hear that." + +"It is very dry and tedious, I'm afraid; only of interest to the +professional man." + +"But I take an interest in such things now. Will you read it to me, +Neil?" + +"Of course, sir. I'll fetch it," said Neil, smiling at his father's +eagerness about matters that he would be unable to comprehend. + +"That's right, my boy. But you are sure that you will not think it a +trouble?" + +"My dear father," cried Neil, taking his hand, "I wish you would try to +understand me better. I'm afraid you do not." + +"Yes, yes, my boy. I do understand you, indeed I do. Don't think +because I have lain here, querulous and complaining, that I have been +blind as well as helpless. God bless you, my boy, for all you have +done!" + +"Only my duty, sir," said Neil gravely, "and I only wish that--" + +He stopped short. + +"Yes--yes--what?" said his father eagerly. + +"That I could have followed out your wishes in another way." + +He rose and went out of the room, leaving the helpless man gazing sadly +after him. + +"The tyrant's reign is over," he said sadly, "and I must be resigned to +all that comes." + +Neil went hurriedly down to the library, to stop short as he reached the +door, for there was the low murmur of a man's voice within, speaking in +appealing tones. + +"Poor Bel!" muttered Neil, as the recollection of all that had passed +that day came back, and his promise--entirely forgotten--to keep Burwood +with him, came like a flash. + +It was only a dozen steps to the dining room, and he hurried there to +throw open the door, and, as he feared, find it empty. + +Angry with himself for his carelessness, though hardly at the moment +seeing how he could have acted differently, he hurried back to the +library, entered suddenly, and then stopped, as if paralysed by the pang +which shot through him. + +For he had entered angrily, feeling ready to interrupt a _tete-a-tete_, +which Burwood must have contrived to obtain with his sister; and he +found himself in presence of Alison, who was tightly holding Nurse +Elisia's hands, which she now seemed to wrest away, as she turned +suddenly, looked wildly in Neil's face, rushed by him, and hurried out +of the room. + +"Well?" said Alison, as soon as he could recover from the startling +effect of his brother's interruption. "You might have knocked." + +Neil made no reply, but stood there pressing his nails into the palms of +his hands, as he fought hard to keep down the sensation of mad, jealous +hatred gathering in his breast. Then, turning upon his heel, he +staggered more than walked out of the room, across the hall and upstairs +to his father's chamber, but only to pause at the door. + +"I have no right--I have no right," he said; and going down once more, +forgetful of everything but his own agony of spirit, he took his hat +from the stand, passed out through the hall door, and walked swiftly +away into the black darkness of the night--onward at a rapidly +increasing pace--onward--anywhere so that he might find rest. For the +feeling was strong upon him that he and his brother must not meet while +this mad sensation of passion was surging in his breast. + +CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN. + +MARIA'S DECEPTIVE MESSAGE. + +"Don't read any more, my dear," said Ralph Elthorne gently. + +Nurse Elisia looked up from her book and found that the patient was +gazing at her. + +"Ah," he said, with a faint smile on his pinched lips, "I said `my +dear.' Yes; not the way to address one's nurse. It was to the sweet, +gentle woman who has tended me with all the patient affection of a +daughter." + +"Oh, Mr Elthorne!" she cried, her eyes brimming with tears, "I have +only tried to do my duty as your attendant." + +"And you have done much more," he said, as he still gazed at her +thoughtfully. "You have set me thinking a great deal, my child--a great +deal, and--no, you must not talk of leaving here again for a long time-- +a very long time." + +She shook her head. + +"I have duties in London, sir, which call me away." + +"And a duty here which keeps you," he said, smiling. "You would not be +so hard-hearted as to leave such a broken old fellow as I am--helpless." + +"But you will not be so helpless soon, sir." + +"Ah, well," he replied, "there is time enough for that. We shall see-- +we shall see. Yes. Come in!" he cried querulously, for there was a tap +at the door. "No, do; don't come in. See who it is, my child. If it +is Isabel, she may come. If it is my sister, tell her I cannot see her +to-night, and that she must stay with her visitor." + +"And it will make her more bitter against me," thought Elisia, as she +crossed the room, to find that it was Maria Bell. + +"Miss Isabel wants you in the lib'ry, nurse, in a quarter of an hour," +said the woman shortly; and she turned her back and went down. + +"What is it? what is it?" said Elthorne sharply. + +She told him. + +"Now what can she want that she could not have come and said to you +herself? In a quarter of an hour, eh?" he continued, turning his eyes +to the little carriage clock standing on the table. "Yes: they will be +out of the dining room then, and the gentlemen will be sitting over +their claret--as I used to be over my glass of port--as I used to be +over my glass of port." + +"Shall I read to you again for a while, sir?" said the nurse, to divert +his thoughts from the past. + +"No, not now," he said shortly. "Hah! How little we know of what is in +store for us. Such a hale, strong man as I was, nurse. And now, a +helpless baby--nothing more." + +"Nothing more, sir? With mental powers such as yours?" + +"Hah! yes. A good reproof, but it is impossible not to lie here and +repine. Mental powers such as mine! That was not meant as flattery, +eh?" + +"I think you know I would not be so contemptible, sir," she said. + +"Yes, I do know. Thank you. Another reproof. Why, nurse, my accident +must have done me good. I should have resented reproofs once upon a +time. But I've paid dearly for my lesson--very dearly indeed, and there +is so much more to pay--all my life. Yes, all my life." + +He closed his eyes and lay thinking for some time, not opening them till +the quarter of an hour had nearly sped, when he looked sharply at the +little clock. + +"Time you went down," he said sharply. "Tell Isabel to come and see me +a little sooner to-night, to sit a quarter of an hour before she goes to +bed." + +Elisia placed a glass close to her patient's head; saw that the cord was +within reach, in case he should want to ring; and then, conscious that +he was attentively watching her every act with a satisfied look in his +eyes, she passed out into the corridor, and then drew back slightly, for +Aunt Anne had just passed the door, and was going on to her own chamber +with her dress rustling loudly as it swung from side to side, and +threatened to sweep some of the valuable ornaments from the side tables +and brackets arranged here and here. Then, turning into her room, the +door was closed and Elisia went on down. + +As she reached the hall, voices could be heard plainly in the dining +room, where she judged that the gentlemen would still be sitting over +their wine. She half stopped as one voice rose louder and sounded deep +and hoarse, and for the moment it seemed as if, in dread lest the door +should be opened and the occupants of the room appear, she was about to +retreat upstairs; but, recovering her confidence, she passed on toward +the library, the softly subdued notes of a piano reaching her ear from +the drawing room, so that she was in no wise surprised, on turning the +handle, to find that the library was lit up but vacant. + +The door swung to as she entered and glanced around the massively +furnished room with its heavy bronze figures on the mantelpiece, each +bearing a globe lamp which threw a subdued light around, while a broad, +green shade spread a circle of light on the book covered table. + +Elisia took a few steps forward into the room, rested her hand upon the +back of one of the heavy leather-covered chairs, and sighed as she stood +thinking. For the place, with its calm silence and softened light, +evoked thought, and the disposition to recall the days when life seemed +opening out before her in one long vista of joy. At that time it was as +if there were no such element in existence as sorrow; and yet of late +hers had been permeated by incessant grief, and a despondency so great +that there were hours when she lay sleepless, thinking that death when +it came would be no trouble, only a great and welcome rest. + +She sighed again as she stood there crossing one hand over the other, +and half resting on the great chair back. And now a smile faintly +dawned upon her lip, as she began to think of her mission there, and of +how long it would be before Isabel came. For it was pleasant to think +of the fresh, innocent, young face, which had now grown to light up when +they met, as its owner became more trusting and affectionate day by day. + +Then, as she thought that the girl would come as soon as the piece she +played was finished, the tears rose to her eyes. For the melody she +heard, like every air that has once made its way to the heart, evoked +old memories of scenes years before, when she had played that old air. +It had been a favourite of hers, and used to sound bright and joyous, +but now it was full of sadness. + +"Why is it," she thought, "that as time glides on, all these old airs +grow more mournful in their tones?" + +The answer to this has never come, but the fact remains the same; and +why should they not sound more sad to us who heard them in our youth, +and love them better in our riper years when they are blended with +memories, and softened by time, even if the hearing of the strain does +produce a mistiness of vision and a disposition to sigh? + +Even as Elisia stood and listened, the tones of the piano seemed to +float to her, and it was not until there was the faint sound of a +closing door that she awoke to the fact that there was no other sound +vibrating in the air, and that all was very still where she waited. But +her heart beat more quickly, and her hand was raised to her breast in +the fancy that she might stay its throbbing, for the step she heard was +familiar--that hasty, decided pace, crossing the marble floor, as if +bound on some important mission. + +Her lips parted and there was a hunted look in her eyes as she looked +sharply round for a way of retreat. + +"He is coming here," she said in a hurried whisper, and she glided +toward a folding screen between her and one of the great book cases; but +before she reached it the plainly heard steps ceased, and she knew that +they were hushed on the thickly carpeted stairs. + +"Gone to his father's room," she said with a sigh of relief, and walking +back to the chair, she rested one elbow upon it and let her face drop +down upon her hand, her tears welling forth, and one glistening between +her white fingers in the soft light. + +"No--no--no," she said quietly. "It cannot be now. It is all a painful +dream. All that is dead." + +She tried to picture in her mind Isabel in the drawing room playing the +last chords of the familiar old air, and then leaving the music stool to +join her there, but another figure forced itself to the front, and she +saw the dark form of Neil Elthorne as vividly as if she were watching +him from close at hand. She could picture him passing along the +corridor, then opening the chamber door, to see him more plainly as the +soft light from the room shone out like a golden glow, and lit up his +pale, thoughtful face. Then she seemed to see him close the door, cross +the room, and go to his old seat beside the couch. And how familiar +that attitude had become, as he bent forward to take and hold his +father's hand. + +She was mentally gazing on father and son when the scene changed, and +once more there was the old man's flushed and distorted face, with the +veins starting and eyes wild with anger as he realised that his long +cherished plans had been so rudely overset. + +The scene was very plain to her imagination. There, too, were the +handsome, masculine looking sisters, whose eyes flashed at her +scornfully, as she saw herself standing there, pale and shrinking, in +her plain black dress, and then meeting Ralph Elthorne's searching gaze. +She remembered her effort to be firm and yet how she had trembled in +dread of the man's fierce anger. And without cause, for from that +moment he had spoken differently to her, he had grown more kind and +gentle; in fact, there had been times when she had fancied in her dread +and shrinking that his words even sounded fatherly. + +It might be imagination, she knew, but his manner had ended in evoking +thoughts which had grown stronger than ever that night, and over which +she brooded now. + +Minute after minute passed unnoticed as she stood in the old library, +and she gave quite a start, and her hand fell to her side, as a door +opened again, and this time she heard voices. + +"Has Isabel forgotten me?" she said to herself, as steps crossed the +marble floor again, another door was opened and closed, and she stood +listening and expectant. + +Then there was a quick, light step, the library door was thrust open, +and she turned eagerly to greet Isabel, but started back in alarm on +finding herself face to face with Alison, who quickly shut the door and +advanced toward her with a meaning smile upon his countenance, which she +could see was slightly flushed by the wine of which he had partaken +freely. + +A minute later Neil entered the room and seemed blinded by the passion +which surged up in his labouring breast. + +CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT. + +SIR CHELTNAM EXPOSED. + +"What will he do? what will he say?" panted Elisia, as she hurried +across the hall to reach the stairs. Her customary calmness was gone, +and one moment she was wild with excitement, the next her heart was +sinking in despair. + +"I'll run back," she thought, as she stopped short. "It was cowardly to +go and leave him." + +She took a couple of steps back, for a great dread had assailed her; +those two brothers were face to face! What might not happen! and she +the cause. She was half way back to the library, when a hand was laid +upon the door, and in her dread she stopped short, turned, and was +making for the stairs, but, feeling that she would be in full view of +whoever left the room, she ran swiftly over the marble floor to the +large _portiere_ at the end of the hall, and entered the great +conservatory which ran all along that side of the house, library and +drawing room opening into it as well. + +With her heart beating heavily, she had hardly found refuge among the +broad leaves of the great exotics when she heard a quick step crossing +the hall, and she shrank farther away. + +"Neil," she said to herself; "and he is coming to drag me back to face +his brother." + +But even as she thought thus the sound ceased, and she knew that he had +once more ascended the stairs. She stood there in the semi-darkness, +hardly daring to breathe, till she felt that Neil must have reached his +room; and then, with a feeling of utter desolation oppressing her,--a +misery greater than she could bear,--she turned toward the hall, dimly +conscious that someone was speaking in the drawing room, for the voice +came through the open window at the far end of the conservatory. + +But it was nothing to her; only someone to avoid. Neil had surprised +her with his brother--that was all her brain would bear; and, trying to +think what she should do next, she had nearly reached the hall when she +stopped short, with her cheeks flushing, and a sensation of anger which +mastered everything else rising in her breast. + +There was no hesitation now in her movements. She walked sharply along +the tiled floor, with the great-leaved plants brushing her arm, straight +for the open doorway through which a subdued light showed the form of +leaf and spray, and stepped at once into the dimly lighted drawing room, +where a similar scene was being enacted to that in which she had so +lately taken part. + +Here seemed to her to be the reason why Isabel had not kept her +appointment, for, as she entered, Sir Cheltnam was standing half way +down the room, his back toward her, and holding Isabel's hands tightly +in his, as, half banteringly, he put aside as folly every appeal and +protest uttered by the now frightened girl. + +Isabel was striving vainly to release herself when she caught sight of +the dark figure of the nurse, framed, as it were, in the conservatory +doorway, and, uttering a cry of joy, she now wrenched her hands away +from their visitor's grasp, and before Burwood could check her she ran +to Elisia's side, clung to her, and panted excitedly: + +"Nurse--nurse--don't leave me--pray, pray stay here!" + +"My poor child!" whispered Elisia, as she bent over the hysterical girl, +and drew her tightly to her breast. "Hush! hush! for everyone's sake +try and master it. You are quite safe now." + +"Yes--yes; quite safe now," sobbed Isabel. "Don't--don't leave me +here." + +Sir Cheltnam, meanwhile, had stood in the middle of the room speechless +with fury, for the interruption had been completely unforeseen. It was +understood with Aunt Anne and Alison that he was to win from Isabel her +consent to an early marriage that very night, and those who had promised +their help had carefully arranged that the _tete-a-tete_ should have no +one to mar its course. + +But the little bit of grit had, as is often the case, made its way into +the mechanism, and the wheels had so suddenly come to a stoppage that +the baronet was for the moment utterly confounded. + +It was only a few minutes before that, in the dining room, Alison had +for about the fifth time consulted his watch, and then said quickly: + +"There, old chap, it's all right now. She will be alone in the drawing +room, so off with you, and say all you like." + +"You think the old man will not make any objection--on account of his +illness, you know?" + +"Not an objection. Never fear. There, quick; be off." + +"What a hurry you are in!" + +"Well, you wished me to be," said Alison sharply, and hardly able to +keep from referring again to his watch. + +"Humph! Yes," said the baronet; and they parted, each to follow out his +plans, which seemed too well made to fail. + +"Take me to my room now," whispered Isabel, as she clung tightly to her +protectress, whose face was bent down so that her lips rested upon the +girl's wavy hair. "I will not stay here to be insulted," she cried, as +indignation was beginning fast to take the place of fear. "It is +shameful. It is too cruel of Aunt Anne. She left me on purpose." + +"Hush! hush, my child! be calm," whispered Elisia, in whom a strange +sense of elation was growing fast, as she felt the ever tightening +clutch of the agitated girl. "There is no need to let others know. You +are quite safe now." + +"Yes, I know," cried Isabel hysterically; "but where is Neil? where is +my brother? He promised so faithfully to stay--to keep by me--to--oh, +nurse, nurse," she sobbed, as she gave way now to a fit of weeping that +was almost childlike in its intensity, "pray, pray go with me to my +room." + +"Directly, dear; but try and be calm first. Think of the servants. For +your father's sake." + +"Yes; I'm better now," sighed Isabel with childlike simplicity, as she +turned to dart a defiant look at Sir Cheltnam, who had been fuming with +rage and surprise at the interruption, and who had made several attempts +to gain a hearing, but had been till now completely ignored. + +As he saw Isabel's eyes directed toward him at last, he took a step or +two forward. + +"You foolish girl," he said, with a forced laugh; "how can you be so +absurd? Here," he continued; "you are the nurse, I suppose--Mr +Elthorne's attendant?" + +A thrill ran through Elisia's frame, and she started slightly, but she +did not change her position--keeping her lips pressed on the girl's soft +hair, as she held her tightly to her breast. + +"Do you hear, woman?" cried Sir Cheltnam. "I am speaking to you. How +dare you force your way into the drawing room like this?" + +She made no answer, but drew a long, deep breath, while Isabel clung +more tightly. + +"Don't--don't take any notice," she whispered. "How dare he! He has no +right to speak to you. Don't--don't leave me." + +A gentle pressure of the arm about her made Isabel utter a sigh of +relief. + +"Isabel!" cried Sir Cheltnam. "How can you be so foolish, dear? Send +this woman away. It is too absurd." + +"Come," said Elisia in a low voice; and then, as if to herself, "I +cannot speak to him. Come, my dear; I will take you to your room." + +"Ridiculous!" cried Sir Cheltnam angrily, for he caught her last words. +"Isabel, my child, how can you be so silly? For Heaven's sake, have +some self-respect--some for me, your affianced husband." + +He spoke in a low, earnest tone, now, and tried to take one of her +hands. + +"Do you hear me?" he continued, with a touch of anger in his tones. +"Can you not see that this woman is bound to go and repeat all she has +seen? You are behaving like a little schoolgirl. This will be the talk +of the servants' hall. For your father's sake, do try and be sensible. +There, my good woman, you see that you are not wanted here; have the +goodness to go." + +To his rage and astonishment, Elisia averted her face more from him, +and, utterly ignoring his presence, led Isabel toward the door; but, +before they could reach it, he interposed, and placed his back against +the panel. + +"Stop!" he cried angrily. "Isabel, my child, this wretched scene must +come to an end. You are making us both too ridiculous. Leave this +woman, and order her to go. Tell her it was all a wretched mistake, and +that she had no business to intrude." + +"No, no," said Isabel huskily. "It is not a mistake." Then, in a +whisper to Elisia, "Pray, pray don't listen to what he says. Why is not +Neil here?" + +"Am I to ring for the servants, and have you turned out of the room?" +cried Sir Cheltnam furiously. "Do you hear me? Miss Elthorne does not +require your presence, and I order you to go." + +No answer, but the face kept resolutely averted. + +"You are a stranger here, and I suppose Miss Elthorne's cry startled +you. I now tell you that your interference was uncalled for. I am Sir +Cheltnam Burwood, and this lady is to be my wife." + +"No, no!" cried Isabel excitedly. "Never, never! This way, nurse. +Come through the conservatory." She was full of eagerness now, and +seemed to have cast off her girlish timidity as she tried to drag her +protectress toward the open door. But Sir Cheltnam was too quick for +her. + +"You foolish girl!" he cried, as he caught her by the wrist, and, by a +quick, sharp movement, literally plucked her away from Elisia, and stood +between them, pointing to the door. + +"There has been enough of this," he cried angrily. "Now, my good woman, +go!" + +Up to this moment Elisia had not looked him full in the face, but had +kept her eyes bent down as at first, and turned away from where the +shaded lamps shed their subdued light. + +Sir Cheltnam had attributed this to fear, and, blaming himself for want +of decision, he now stood in a commanding attitude, expecting that he +would be obeyed; but to his astonishment, he saw the nurse slowly raise +her head, draw herself up proudly, and step toward him. As her face +came now into the light, and he met a pair of flashing, indignant eyes +fixed on his, he started violently and loosed his grasp on Isabel's +wrists, leaving her free to take refuge once more half behind Elisia, as +she clung to her arm. "You!" he said hoarsely, as he took a step back. +"You order _me_ to go, Cheltnam Burwood!" said Elisia sternly. "You, +whose presence in this room is an outrage--an insult to an English +lady." + +"You--here?" he faltered. + +"Yes--I--here," she said coldly, as she passed her arm round Isabel and +drew her close--"here to protect this poor motherless girl from such a +man as you. Mr Elthorne must have been ignorant of your true character +when he admitted you to his house, doubly ignorant when he allowed you +to address his child." + +There was a look of tenderness that was almost maternal in her eye as +she looked down at Isabel, whose eyes sought hers wonderingly. + +Sir Cheltnam made a desperate effort to recover himself, but it was so +feeble that Elisia laughed contemptuously. + +"Who is this woman, Isabel, that she dares--" + +But he did not finish his sentence. The mocking laugh froze the words +on his lips, and he gave an impatient stamp upon the floor as Elisia +went on, with every word she uttered stinging him by its contemptuous +tone. + +"Mr Elthorne lies upstairs perfectly helpless, but at a word from me he +has those who will obey his wishes, and Sir Cheltnam Burwood will be +thrust from the door with the disgrace that is his due. Go, sir, before +I am compelled to speak and tell Mr Elthorne the full story of your +life--of your conduct toward the trusting girl who was to have been your +wife. You have no doubt as to Mr Elthorne's judgment, and what his +decision will be." + +Burwood stood glaring at her, with teeth and hands clenched, as if +utterly cowed by the eyes which gazed firmly into his. He tried to +speak again and again, and his lips parted, but no words came. There +were moments when the whole scene appeared to him like a nightmare +which, after a time, he would shake off, for it was impossible, he told +himself, that he could be awake, face to face with her. Her presence +was a myth; she could not, he said to himself, be present there in Ralph +Elthorne's house, and in the guise of a hospital nurse. It was all a +dream. In his excitement since dinner, as he sat with Alison, waiting +for the time when he should find Isabel alone, he must have unknowingly +drunk too much wine, and this was the result--this waking dream--this +strange mental aberration which would soon pass away. + +And as these thoughts crowded through his disordered brain, he threw +back and shook his head, as if expecting that this act would clear away +the mist which troubled him. But no: there she stood--that woman whom +he had sworn to love--fixing his eyes, so that he could not tear them +away; and, after vainly and silently fighting for the mastery, striving +to beat down that firm, accusing gaze, he muttered an imprecation, +turned hastily, and seized the handle of the door. But he snatched his +hand away instantly and strove to make another effort as he swung +sharply round. + +"Isabel," he cried, "I swear to you--pray listen to me--I vow and +declare, dear--this woman--this--" + +He faltered in his speech, his words trailed off, becoming more and more +disconnected, and he stopped short, for the stern, fixed gaze never left +him, the beautiful eyes literally mastered him, and after trying to coin +some excuse, utter some words which should bring Isabel to his side, he +ground his teeth savagely, turned, and literally rushed from the room. + +For a time no sound was heard in the drawing room where Elisia stood, +clasping Isabel more tightly than ever to her breast; and, as they +listened, they heard the hurried steps of Sir Cheltnam crossing the +hall, then the great door closed heavily, and the hurried steps were +heard again upon the gravel of the drive, growing more and more faint, +till finally they died away, and Isabel uttered a low, catching sigh of +relief. + +"Oh, nurse--Nurse Elisia!" cried the girl at last, as she looked +wonderingly in the proud, stern face whose gaze was still directed at +the closed door, "what can I do to thank you?" + +"Thank me with your love." + +"Oh, I will, I will; but," she continued timidly, as if hardly daring to +ask--"but you knew him--you knew this man--before--you came here?" + +"Yes, dear, when I was a girl like you, as trusting and as loving. +Before I became old and hard and stern as I am now. I met him at a +famous party; we were introduced, and, in my girlish folly, I thought +him all that was chivalrous and noble. He told me he loved me as time +went on, and I believed him. We became engaged. The time drew near +when he was to have been my husband." + +"To have been your husband?" said Isabel, looking at the speaker +wonderingly. + +"Yes; to have been my husband, dear, and the wedding gifts came fast. +Life seemed so joyous to me then; and in another week I should have been +his wife, but I was stayed from that--in time." + +"From that? In time?" + +"Yes. I say in my blindness I thought him everything that was noble and +good, and when the truth was brought home to me I would not believe it +then. I defended him against all who attacked him, for I said, `It is +impossible--he loves me too well, and I love him. No man could be so +base.'" + +"And you found out--was it true--true?" + +"You saw him leave us, my child. He wrecked my life. Would he have +gone like that if my words had not been just?" + +"Nurse Elisia!" + +"No; don't call me that again." + +"Not call you that? What does it all mean?" + +"I cannot tell you now, dear. Think of me always as a very dear friend. +I am worthy to be called so, and some day I will tell you all my past." + +"But--" + +"No, no; not now. Let us go up to your room." + +"Yes, before Aunt comes. I cannot meet her now." + +"No; and to-morrow, if your father can bear it, go to him and tell him +what took place to-night--all that I have said. He can easily find out +the truth, and he will not allow Sir Cheltnam Burwood to speak to you +again." + +"You think so?" cried the girl excitedly. + +"I know it, dear. Your father has been hard and obstinate of will, but +he loves his children as an English gentleman should; and, as a man of +honour, when he knows all, he will never sanction that man's presence +here." + +"And--when I tell him, you will speak? It is so terrible. He will want +to know all the past." + +"No: I cannot be Sir Cheltnam Burwood's accuser, even now." + +"You will not speak?" + +"My mission is at an end, dear. It is impossible for me to stay. I +shall not be here." + +Isabel looked up wonderingly, and then raised her face to kiss Elisia's +lips as she slowly clasped her neck. + +The next moment she was passionately clasped to the nurse's heart. + +"God bless you, darling! Good-bye!" was sobbed in Isabel's ear, and the +next minute she was alone. + +CHAPTER TWENTY NINE. + +JUMPING AT CONCLUSIONS. + +About half an hour after Isabel and Elisia had parted, Aunt Anne came +down from her room. She had tapped gently at her brother's door, which +was opened by the nurse, who was as calm and self-possessed as ever. + +"Mr Elthorne is asleep, madam," she said. + +"Ho!" ejaculated Aunt Anne, turning sharply round and continuing her +way. "Ralph always is asleep when I want to see him. I wonder how the +lovers have got on," she added, as she reached the drawing-room door, +and stood smiling on the mat before she entered and looked round. + +"In the conservatory, I suppose," she said playfully. "Oh, dear; it +seems only yesterday when--" + +She went straight to the open French window, and peeped in among the +exotics; then went to one end, then to the other, where the door stood +wide open leading out on to the terrace and the lawn. + +"Now that's carrying matters too far," she said to herself. "It is not +etiquette. Isabel ought to have known better, and Sir Cheltnam should +not have taken her. Ah, well, I suppose I must not be too strict at a +time like this." + +She rang the bell for the tea urn, and the butler entered, red hot from +an exciting conversation with his fellow-servants, who were in full +debate. + +"You had better tell the gentlemen tea is ready when you leave the +room." + +"I beg pardon, ma'am?" said the butler, as he set down the hissing urn. + +"I said tell the gentlemen that tea is ready." + +"The gentlemen, ma'am? They are both out." + +"Both out?" + +"Yes, ma'am. Smith, the keeper, just looked in, and said he was on his +rounds, and he met Mr Alison, ma'am, going toward Buckley village, and +soon after he saw one of the watchers, and he had seen Mr Neil, ma'am, +walking as fast as he could toward Pinkley Pound." + +"Dear me, how strange!" said Aunt Anne. "No, no, don't shut the window: +Sir Cheltnam and Miss Elthorne are just outside. I may as well let him +see that I know it, and stop the servants' talking," thought Aunt Anne. + +The butler stared. + +"Well, what is it?" + +"Beg pardon, ma'am. Sir Cheltnam went round to the stables, had his +horse put to in the dogcart, and drove away more than half an hour ago." + +"What?" + +"And Maria says that Miss Isabel's locked up in her bedroom, and has +been there ever so long." + +"That will do," said Aunt Anne with asperity; and the butler left the +room. "Oh, dear me!" she cried; "the foolish girl! There must have +been quite a scene. She's thinking still of that wretched sailor, and +poor Ralph will be so angry when he knows. I suppose I must go and ask +her to come down." + +She went to the bedroom door, but there was no response whatever for +some time, and then only a brief intimation that her niece was not +coming down that night. + +"Well, I shall certainly give her a very severe talking to in the +morning," said Aunt Anne, as she sat over her solitary tea. "As +self-willed as her father, every bit. Oh, dear me! how children are +changed since I was young." + +Aunt Anne retired early. The butler did not, for it was his duty to sit +up and admit the gentlemen. + +Alison returned about half-past eleven, and went at once to his room, +while the butler once more settled himself down in an easy-chair to +wait, and went to sleep, awaking in the morning stiff and unrefreshed to +find that his waiting up had been in vain. + +A couple of hours later, when he took in the breakfast, he had two +announcements to make; but he hesitated, as Isabel had just entered the +room. + +"You can speak out. What is it?" said Aunt Anne. + +"Mr Neil hasn't been back all night, ma'am." + +"What?" + +"And--" + +The butler stopped. + +"Well, speak, man; there is nothing wrong?" cried Aunt Anne. + +"No, ma'am, I hope not," said the butler; "but the nurse was down quite +early, ma'am, dressed, and Smithers put the horse to in the light cart, +and drove her over to the station to catch the early morning train." + +"Oh!" ejaculated Aunt Anne; and then, excitedly, "Was she alone?" + +"I believe so, ma'am. Shall I ask?" + +"No: there is no need. I thought it all along. Eloped. I knew it +would be so." + +Isabel rose from her seat with flaming cheeks. "Shame!" she cried +passionately. "This, before the servants! Neil is my brother. Nurse +Elisia is my dear friend. It is not true!" + +CHAPTER THIRTY. + +SIR DENTON ASTONISHED. + +Neil Elthorne could hardly recall the events of the next twenty-four +hours. He had some dim recollection of walking blindly on and on, with +his head throbbing from the mental fever within; of the wind beating +against him, and the rain feeling cool to his heated brow; and at last +seeing lights, entering a station, and listening to the dull, heavy rush +of a coming train--sounds which seemed in accordance with the beating in +his temples, and the dull, low roar in his brain. + +Then he had faint memories of passing swiftly through the dark night, +with the windows of the compartment in which he sat blurred by the rain, +and, finally, of gliding into the great, blank, gloomy terminus, an hour +before day-break, and staggering through it to where cabs were standing +beneath the great glass arch. The rattle of the streets sounded faintly +in his ears, and all appeared strange and terrible, as if he were in +some fevered dream, from which he awoke at last on the couch in his own +chambers in Farrow's Inn, to find that it was night again, and that he +must, like some wounded beast, have mechanically crept back to his lair, +there to wait until strength returned or the end should come. + +He rose mechanically, went out, and made his way to his club, where he +was faintly conscious that the waiters who brought up his dinner +exchanged glances, and gazed at him furtively. Someone came to him, +too, and asked him if he were unwell, and then, still as if in a dream, +he rode back to his chambers, and lay down again to sleep. + +The long rest brought calm to his confused brain, and he rose late the +next morning from what more resembled a stupor than a natural sleep. + +But he could think and act now. The madness of his night at home came +back to him clearly, and he sent a telegraphic message to his father, +begging him not to be uneasy at his sudden departure, and another far +longer to his sister asking her forgiveness; that he had been obliged to +hurry away, and bidding her appeal to her father for help, as being the +proper course. + +"What will she think of me, poor child?" he said to himself, after he +had dispatched his messages. "I must write to her. It was cruel, but I +could not stay. I should have gone mad. Ah, well," he muttered, after +a time, "it is all over. Now for work." + +There was a peculiar set expression in his countenance as he dressed +himself carefully--a very necessary preparation after many hours of +neglect--and, taking a cab, had himself driven to Sir Denton Hayle's, +where he was obliged to wait for some time before he could obtain an +interview, and then only for a few minutes. + +Those were sufficient, though. + +"Ah, Elthorne, back again? How is the father?" + +"Much better." + +"That's right. Then you have come back to work." + +Neil did not answer for a few moments. + +"You asked me to take that post, Sir Denton," he said at last. + +"Yes, my dear boy, I did; but don't say you have repented now it is too +late." + +"Is it too late?" said Neil sadly. + +"Yes: another appointment has been made, and the man sails in a week." + +"I am sorry," said Neil slowly. "I have thought better of the offer +now, and I was prepared to go." + +They parted, and he went back to his chambers to think, and form some +plans for his future. + +Two hours later he was surprised by the coming of Sir Denton, the old +man looking flushed and excited as he entered the room. + +"You, sir!" + +"Yes, my boy. I have been and seen the man appointed, and he jumps at +the chance of getting out of it. He says that he has the offer of a +better thing, which is all nonsense. The fact is that he is afraid of +the venture. Now there must be no trifling, Elthorne: it must be a +frank, manly yes, or no. Stop; let me tell you again what it really +means. Then you can say whether you will go. First, there is a great +deal of risk." + +"Yes, I suppose so." + +"The coast is a deadly one for Europeans; the society is not all that +could be desired; and the man who goes must be a bit of a hero in the +strife." + +"Then you want a better man." + +"No: I want you. You are the man, but I cannot let you definitely say +_yes_ without letting you see all your risk." + +"Bah, Sir Denton!" cried Neil. "What has a doctor or a surgeon to do +with risk? You would not say to a man, `Don't go to that house to +attend the husband or wife: it is a horribly infectious fever.'" + +"No; certainly not." + +"Or, `That man who has been crushed by a fall of rock will bleed to +death, if a surgeon does not risk his own life by going to his help: +don't go.'" + +"No," replied Sir Denton quietly; "the world treats us very coolly, and +gives us very little credit for what we do." + +"The world saves all its honours for its soldiers," said Neil, smiling. + +"In uniform," said Sir Denton, "and does not recognise the fact that we, +too, are soldiers, fighting the invisible enemy, Death." + +"There, say no more, my dear old tutor," cried Neil eagerly. "I have +made up my mind to go, accepting all risks, and I hope I shall fulfill +your wishes and prove worthy of your trust." + +"I have no fear of that, Elthorne, my dear boy. I know you too well. +You will go, and your going will be the saving of thousands of lives in +the future, while as to yourself, disease generally passes by the busy, +active, and careful. You will go, then?" + +"There is my hand." + +Sir Denton grasped the young surgeon's hand warmly. + +"God bless you, my boy, and your work!" he said, with his voice slightly +husky. "But now tell me of yourself. This sudden change of front? The +lady--she has refused you?" + +Neil nodded and remained silent for a few moments. Then, turning, with +a sad smile on his face: + +"It was only a vain dream, my dear old friend. I loved, and forgot, in +my blindness, that I was not a frank, handsome man of the world; that I +was only a dull, thoughtful student, with few of the qualities that +please women. She would have none of me, and perhaps she was wise." + +"No," said Sir Denton sharply; "there was no wisdom in the woman who +would refuse you. Some giddy, dress-loving, shallow creature, who--" + +Neil held up his hand. + +"No," he said fervently. "The wisest, sweetest, and most refined lady +that ever breathed." + +"Ah!" exclaimed Sir Denton. "I was glad a few minutes ago, for I +thought you had had an escape; that, like so many more able men, you had +been dazzled by the outside of some bright, fashionable butterfly. Now +I can condole with you. Then there must have been a reason--another was +in the way?" Neil was silent. + +"Ah, that is bad. Well, out of the bad good often comes, my dear boy. +You see how fatherly I have grown toward you, Elthorne; and some day I +may, after all, be able to congratulate you on a happy union." + +"Never, sir." + +"Who knows?" said the old surgeon, smiling. "Well, I am no matchmaker, +only your old friend and master, and I speak very plainly to you. Do +you know, Elthorne, that there is one woman in the world whom I have +often thought should be your wife?" + +Neil looked at him wildly. + +"A refined, graceful lady, with a heart of gold, if you could win her. +I have seen little things, too, at times, which have made me think that +my hopes would bear fruit." + +Neil half turned away, and the old man sat tapping the top of his hat +with the tips of his thin, white fingers, as he went on dreamily. + +"I ought not to have given my mind to such matters, but the thoughts +came unbidden, and I said to myself, it would be the perfection of a +union; and, old bachelor as I am, I would have given her away as if she +had been my own child." + +Neil's head began to droop, but the old man's mind was so deeply +immersed in the subject nearest his heart that he did not see the change +in his pupil's face. + +"Like the meddlesome old idiot I was, I snatched at the opportunity of +bringing you together, and insisted upon her coming down to your +father's place to tend him." + +A low sigh escaped from Neil's breast. + +"For I said to myself: the old man will see her and learn her value, and +the sweetness of her nature. He will be ready to open his arms to her, +and call her daughter when the son has spoken to her; and I thought I +was doing right to you both. Neil, my lad, you ought to have had more +confidential moments with me, and told me that you already loved. I had +no right to know, my dear boy, but it would have saved much pain. I +love Lady Cicely very dearly--as much as if she were my own flesh and +blood." + +Neil looked up at the old man wonderingly, but he was gazing down at his +hat. + +"Yes, bless her!" he continued, repeating his words, "as if she were my +own flesh and blood; and this misfortune--I can call it nothing else-- +hurts me very much, and I am certain it will grieve her terribly, for +she loves you, my boy, I am sure." + +"My dear Sir Denton--Lady Cicely?" cried Neil, looking at him as if +doubting his sanity. "Whom do you mean?" + +"Oh! I had forgotten. Of course you do not know--Lady Cicely, the late +Duke of Atheldene's daughter--Nurse Elisia--my dear young friend, who +gave up her life of luxury and ease to devote herself as you have seen." + +"Sir Denton!" + +"Yes, my dear boy, it is so. Don't look at me as if you thought I were +wandering. That was my castle in the air, Neil Elthorne, and I am +deeply grieved for both your sakes. Ah, how easily we clever men, as we +think ourselves, are deceived. But, as your old friend, my boy, may I +ask--some lady--in your neighbourhood--an attachment, perhaps, of many +years?" + +Neil looked at him wildly and his lips were quivering with the agony +still so new. + +"I beg your pardon, my dear boy," said Sir Denton softly. "I ought not +to have laid my hand so roughly on the wound. Forgive me." + +Neil remained silent for a few minutes, and Sir Denton rose to go. + +"There, then, my dear boy," he said in a different tone, "I consider, +then, that the appointment is settled and you will go?" + +"Yes, Sir Denton. My preparations will be very few. I shall be ready +to go by this vessel if the authorities are willing." + +"And God speed you in your work!" + +"And God speed me in my work!" said Neil solemnly. + +Sir Denton grasped the young surgeon's hand, holding it firmly. + +"Come and dine with me to-night, and we'll have a long chat over it. I +dare say I can give you a few useful hints. I must go to the hospital +now. Good-bye for the present." + +But Neil held his hand firmly still. + +"Wait a moment," he said hoarsely. "You accuse me of want of confidence +in you. I am not the kind of man who babbles about the strongest +feeling of his nature." + +"No, no, my dear boy; forgive me. And I ought not to have torn open +your wound again by my thoughtless question." + +"I will confide in you now, Sir Denton." + +"No, no, my dear boy. Leave it all unsaid." + +"No; there is no time like the present. You ought to know, and I can +never revive the subject again. Possibly, in the future, the +opportunity may never come." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I am not blind to the risk of going to such a place. I don't suppose I +shall return." + +"My dear boy, if you are going to take that morbid view of the task," +cried Sir Denton, "you shall not go. But pish! you are low-spirited now +from the refusal you have had. Work, man, work. _Au revoir_." + +"Sir Denton," said Neil gravely, "you must know the truth now. In +ignorance of her early life, I loved Nurse Elisia very dearly." + +"Then, my dear boy--" cried the old man excitedly. + +"Stop, sir; you were mistaken. I asked her to be my wife." + +"Mistaken? She refused you? Impossible!" + +"No, sir; it is the simple fact." + +"But--you hinted, or I said--dear me, how confused I am--that the lady +you proposed to, refused you--a prior attachment--another gentleman?" + +"Yes; my own brother." + +Sir Denton stood gazing in Neil's face for some moments before he spoke +again, and then in a weary, helpless way he said sadly: + +"And I have been studying human nature all through my long life, to find +myself an ignorant pretender after all. Let me go and think. Refused +you?--your brother? Ah, well--till to-night, my dear boy--and after all +I thought--There, there, it is only the body I have been studying, not +the soul. Bless my heart!" he muttered, as he went down to his +carriage: "and I felt so sure. Ah, dear me--dear me! it takes a +cleverer man than I to read a woman through and through." + +CHAPTER THIRTY ONE. + +THE CLOUDS DISPELLED. + +Neil Elthorne was more himself as a cab set him down at Sir Denton +Hayle's that evening, where the quiet, old-fashioned butler received him +in a solemn, old-fashioned way, and ushered him at once into his +master's study, for, though there was a fire and lights in the great +first-floor drawing room, they were only for form's sake, when the old +surgeon had company; and upon occasions like the present it was almost +certain not to be used. + +Sir Denton received his pupil as warmly as if he had been his son, and +they were soon after seated face to face in the gloomy dining room, +where the table was reduced to the smallest proportions to which it +could be screwed. + +It was a thoroughly good, old-fashioned dinner, at which the butler +handed very old East India sherry, which was hardly touched; and, after +clearing the cloth, left on the nearly black, highly polished table, +three massive silver decanter stands, in which glowed, like liquid gems, +port, claret, and burgundy. + +These shared the fate of the sherry, and stood untouched, while, now +that they were alone, the important subject of the appointment was +discussed, and Sir Denton gave his views concerning the mission. + +"Yes; it makes me wish I were thirty years younger, Neil," said the old +surgeon. "People talk about it as a forlorn hope, but I maintain that +there is victory to be won, and I am sure that you will win it. People +are dying off as we read of their dropping away during the plague. +There must be a reason for this, and you are going to discover it, and +put a stop to this terrible bill of mortality. Ah, I wish I were going +with you to work hand in hand, advising and asking advice." + +"I wish you were going, sir," said Neil quietly. "Too old--too old, my +dear boy--much too old. Now tell me, where shall you attack the demon +first?" + +"Clean out his den," said Neil, smiling. + +"Good; of course. Sanitation. An Augean task, my young Hercules, but +that is it. People will not believe it, but dirt is the nursery bed for +most of the germs of disease; and the wonder to me is, not that so many +people in our more crowded parts are smitten down, but how they manage +to live. Now where you are going, that deadly fever runs riot. I do +not believe it could ever exist if everything possible were done to +cleanse the place." + +"I suppose not," said Neil thoughtfully. + +"It could not. I've been thinking it all over, my dear boy, and I have +no fear whatever for you. Work will keep you healthy; and now I suppose +you would like me to give you a couple of valuable recipes in which I +have enormous faith." + +"By all means," said Neil eagerly. "Will you write them down?" + +"No: you can remember them. As to quantities, give them _a +discretion_--extravagantly. Here they are: pure water and whitewash. +They are death destroyers, my dear boy, and--bless me, I did not want to +be disturbed this evening." + +The butler entered the room and went up behind his master's chair. + +"I am too much engaged to see anyone," said the old man testily. + +The butler said a few words in a low tone. + +"Bless me! Oh, yes; of course. I'll come directly. Will you excuse me +for a few minutes, Elthorne? Pray help yourself to wine." + +"Certainly," replied Neil, and the old man went hurriedly out of the +room, leaving his guest to his thoughts, and he sat there with rugged +brow thinking over the past and his future, and asking himself whether +he, a surgeon, had done right in accepting the post. + +His musings were long, for the few minutes extended into an hour, but; +he did not notice the lapse of time. There was so much to think about. +His father? Well, he could have done no more if he had stayed. His +sister? That difficulty would settle itself, for, girl as she was, +Isabel had plenty of their father's will and determination; and he felt +sure that she would never marry one man while she loved another. + +His brother? + +He drew his breath hard, and the struggle within him was long, but he +mastered his feelings at last, and calmly and dispassionately reviewed +the matter. + +There was nothing unfair. His brother had not taken any mean advantage +of him. He had been struck by the woman he loved at their first +encounter, and what wonder? No: there had been nothing unfair. It had +been a race between them, and his brother had won the prize. + +His duty stood out plainly enough before him, but he was weak, and it +was hard to do that duty. Some day--it would be years first in this +case--he would look her in the face, and take her hand as his sister, +and grasp his brother's hand with all due warmth. But not yet--not yet. +He must have time, and he felt that he would act wisely in going right +away. + +There was a sad pleasure in reviewing these events of the past, and +there was a kind of solace in being alone there in that gloomy room, so +shut in that the rattle of wheels in the square outside sounded subdued +and calming to his weary spirit. He began thinking then once more of +the future, of the great battle he had to fight. + +"And I will fight manfully," he said softly, as he sat gazing at the +fire, "against self as well as against disease. And if I fall--well, +better men die daily. I shall have done some good first, and I will +fight to the last." + +His chin sank down upon his breast, and he sat there picturing in +imagination the place to which he was going. How long he had been +thinking thus he did not know, and he felt half resentful as Sir +Denton's hand was laid lightly on his shoulder. + +"Asleep?" + +"Oh, no: only thinking deeply." + +"Of--of--" said the old man nervously. + +"Of my work, sir? The great work to come? Yes." + +"That's right--that's right, my dear boy; but you have had no wine. I'm +so sorry I was called away, but you will forgive me, I know." + +"Don't name it, Sir Denton," said Neil quietly. "I have had so much to +think about that the time has not seemed long." + +"Indeed? It has to me. But fill your glass, my dear boy--a glass of +port." + +Neil shook his head. + +"Then I think," said Sir Denton in a hurried, nervous way, "we will go +up to the drawing room. It is getting late--the--er--the butler was +waiting at the door as I came down--er--to clear away." + +"And your patient?" said Neil, making an effort to take an interest in +his host's affairs. "Better?" + +"Eh? My patient? Yes, yes, I think so. Along interview, though." + +He led the way to the door, and then up the broad staircase of the great +sombre old house, but only to halt on the landing. + +"Go in," he said. "I will join you soon." + +Neil entered slowly, and the door was closed behind him, as he went on +across the wide, dim room to where a fire glowed. His eyes were cast +down, and the place was so feebly lit by the shaded lamps and a pair of +wax candles that he had reached the middle before he became aware that a +figure in black had risen from a chair by the fire and was standing +supporting itself by one hand resting upon the great marble mantelpiece. + +Neil stopped short, with his heart beating violently. Then, after +taking a couple of steps forward with outstretched hands, he checked +himself again. + +"You here?" he cried hoarsely; and he crossed to the other side of the +fireplace. "Sir Denton did not tell me. I did not know." + +"I have been here more than an hour," was said in a low voice which +trembled slightly. + +There was a pause, during which Neil fought hard with the feeling--half +indignation that he should have been forced into such a situation--half +despair. + +"You have left my father, then," he said at last, in an unnaturally calm +voice. + +"Yes: my work was ended. There was no need for me to stay." + +Again there was a pause which neither seemed to possess the power to +break, and the indignant feeling rose hotter in Neil's breast. For a +moment he felt that he must turn and quit the room, but the anger passed +off, and he stood firm, grasping the edge of the mantelpiece, and +mentally calling himself coward and utterly wanting in nerve. + +"My brother's betrothed," he muttered; "my brother's betrothed!" and he +tried to picture her before him as something holy--as the woman who was +soon to occupy the position of sister, with all that had passed between +them forgotten--dead forever. + +And that terrible silence continued till there was the sound of a +carriage approaching, reaching the house, and causing a faint rattling +of one of the windows, after which it passed on with a strange, hollow, +metallic sound, which died away gradually, when the silence seemed to +have grown ten times more painful, and the failing fire fell together +with a musical tinkle. Then a few glowing cinders dropped through the +grating, and as Neil watched them where they lay on the grey hearth, he +saw them gradually turn black, and compared them to the passion in his +breast. + +"Like the glowing ashes of my poor love," he thought, as the painful +silence continued, for still neither felt that it was possible to speak. + +"If Sir Denton would only come and end this madness!" thought Elisia. +"If this agony would only end, I could go back to my poor sufferers--and +oblivion." + +The clock on the mantel suddenly gave one stroke to indicate the half +hour, and the clear, sharp ring of its silvery toned bell vibrated +through the room, its tones seeming as if they would never cease. Then +all was silence once again, till, making an effort, the trembling woman +spoke in a low, pained voice, which she strove hard to render firm: "Sir +Denton tells me, Mr Elthorne--" + +She stopped, for a deep breath escaped from Neil's breast, sounding like +a faint groan of relief. + +"I beg your pardon," he said coldly. + +"Sir Denton tells me," she said again, but more firmly, for his tone +irritated her over-strung nerves, "that you have accepted an appointment +to go out to one of the most unhealthy places on the West Coast." + +The spell was broken, and he could speak out now firmly and well. + +"Yes," he said, with a feeling of eager joy that they were off dangerous +ground. "I suppose the place is unhealthy, for the suffering there is +terrible. It has been full of horrors, but I hope to change all that." + +"And the risk--to your life?" + +He laughed--harshly, it sounded to her--and she shrank away at his next +words, but still clutched the marble mantelpiece. + +"This from you?" he said; and she thought it was meant as a reproach, +but his next words gave her confidence. "Why, you would go into any +plague-stricken place without shrinking, or realising the danger." + +"Yes," she said softly, "if it were necessary. I hope so." + +"Well, then, why should I hesitate? I hope I shall not suffer. It +would be a pity," he continued, quite calmly now, and his words seemed +unimpassioned and dreamy in their simplicity. "If I died, I suppose it +would be a loss to the poor people out there, whom I hope to save. They +might have a difficulty in getting another man." + +"Yes," she said, with a shudder. "Sir Denton tells me that he has had +great trouble in filling the appointment." + +"I suppose so. Yes: he told me." + +There was another pause. + +"Ought you to go?" she said at last, and her voice was not so firm. + +"Certainly," he replied rather bitterly. "I have nothing to lose except +my life." + +"You have those at home who love you--sister, father." + +"Poor little Isabel! Yes, but she has one who loves her. My father is +sure to yield to circumstances there. It is of him I think most. I +shall ask you to be kind to him, as you always have been. He will grow +more exacting, I fear, as the years roll on; but you will see him +occasionally. He likes you; his liking will grow into love, and he will +take your advice. Will you do this for me?" + +She made no reply, and as silence was gathering round them again, he +hastened to break it and fight back the thoughts that would arise. + +"I shall be grateful for anything you in your experience can do for him +to make life pass more easily; and you will help and counsel my little +sister, too. She must not marry a fox hunting squire." + +Still no answer, and he went on hurriedly. + +"I shall not go down again. I start so very soon. It would only be +painful to them; and I shall be very busy making preparations till the +ship sails." + +She stood there, clinging to the cold stone, and he went on in the same +hurried way. + +"It is a grand work, and Heaven knows I wish I were more capable. There +will be so much to do. I shall have to start a hospital, even in the +humblest way at first, and let it grow by degrees. There will be a +great deal of prejudice, too, to overcome, but it will be satisfactory +to master all these difficulties one by one. And I will!" he cried with +energy. "Yes: Sir Denton is right," he added enthusiastically; "it will +be a grand work, and I long to get there and begin." + +"And you will go without fear," she said, as if she were speaking a +solemn truth. + +"I hope so," he said humbly; "but man is very weak. There, I am going, +weak or strong, and I think you know me enough to believe that I shall +do my best." + +"Yes, I know that," she said gravely, and her voice was very low and +sweet. + +"Thank you. It encourages me," he said cheerfully. "You will give me +your prayers for my success, I know." + +"Indeed, yes," she said, as she looked up at him, and he saw her eyes +were wet with tears. + +"Don't--don't do that," he said huskily. "It is nothing to grieve for. +I only say, forgive me for all the mistaken past, and--" + +His emotion choked him for the moment, but he struggled bravely to go +on: + +"And I pray God to bless you in your future, and make you very happy, +dear. It is your brother speaking to his sister, and my words now are +an honest and self-denying as ever man spoke." + +"I know it," she said, with quivering lips, and her sweet voice thrilled +him and made him falter; but he fought on. "I have known for long that +you could speak nothing but the honest truth." + +"Thank you," he said quickly; "thank you. You and I have worked +together long now, and have had some triumphs of which we might boast. +Where _is_ Sir Denton? He ought to come, and we could chat over all of +my projects. I shall write to you, of course, and tell you all I am +doing, and you can give me a word or two of advice, perhaps. Why, +nurse--I beg your pardon--Lady Cicely--your name sounds strange to me, I +have so lately heard it from Sir Denton--how grateful we all ought to be +for your devotion to our good cause. Forgive me for speaking so." + +She seemed plunged in thought, and not to hear his words, and he +started, as she spoke now in alow, soft, dreamy way, as if uttering the +thoughts that had occupied her for the past few minutes. + +"You are going out possibly to your death, Neil Elthorne," she said. + +"That is the worst that can happen." + +"No," she said softly, "not the worst. You are going yonder to fight +with disease, forsaking all who love you, offering up your own life as a +sacrifice, that yonder poor stricken creatures may live." + +"Heaven only knows," he said solemnly. + +"You are going alone, to face the horrors of a pestilence without the +help such as you find here." + +"Yes, but I shall soon get assistance, and till then I must do my best." + +She looked across at him where he stood, and again that dim room was +silent, so that the slightest sound would have been a relief. + +"Are you fixed upon going?" she said at last; and then she started, for +his voice rang out now strongly. "Yes," he cried, "I must." + +"Alone, with no hand to help you to fight this good fight? No: you must +not go alone. Take me with you. I will go." + +He started from the chimney-piece, for a wildly delirious thought made +his brain reel; but she stood there before him, pale and calm, as if the +words she had uttered were of the simplest kind. + +He made almost a superhuman effort over self as he felt that the mad +thought within him must be crushed. + +"No," he said coldly; "your love for the profession you embraced leads +you astray. I shall find nurses there. What, you?" he cried almost +fiercely. "Woman, your place is here." + +She took a step toward him, and held out her hands, and her voice was +very low. + +"I thought all that was dead for me," she almost whispered, "that the +past had burned my heart to ashes, and I have fought long and hard to do +my duty in the path that I had marked out for my own through life. I +did not know. Neil, how could you misjudge me so!" + +He seemed to stagger at her words; his lips moved, but no sound came, +and when at last he spoke, his voice sounded hoarse and strange. + +"But Alison--my brother?" he cried. + +"Alison--your brother!" she said softly, and with a trace of scorn in +her tones. "How could you be so blind!" + +Neil started violently, and gazed at the pained face before him. + +"Am I mad?" he muttered; and then aloud: "Be so blind--I blind? What do +you mean? In Heaven's name, speak!" + +She looked at him fixedly, with her eyes contracting, but she spoke no +word. + +"Do you hear me?" he cried fiercely. "You do not answer, Elisia--my +brother? No, no, I am not blind. I knew--I saw--he loved you from the +first hour he saw you. You cannot deny it. Is that false? Am I +blind?" + +"In that, no," she said coldly. "Well, what is that to me? Could I +help the insane folly of the man who persecuted me, as you say, from the +hour of my arrival at your house?" + +"But," he cried in a low, hoarse whisper, "I have seen and believed-- +believed, but not without seeing. Elisia, for pity's sake, tell me-- +have I been so blind?" + +"In reading me, yes. Neil, how could you think that I could ever love +your brother? You ought to have known it was impossible." + +"Hush! What are you saying?" he cried, as he eagerly caught her hands. + +"The simple truth," she said gently. "I have crushed it down, but I +have loved you long and well." + +"No, no," he cried, "for Heaven's sake! You will drive me mad." + +"No," she whispered; "it cannot be unwomanly at a time like this." + +"Too late--too late!" and he drew back, covered his face with his hands, +and let his head fall upon the cold marble at his side. + +"No," she whispered, as she clasped her hands, and laid them on his +shoulder, "it is not too late. Mine was but a girlish love for one +unworthy of a thought, and in my youthful weakness I thought that all +the world was base. I did not know. Take me, Neil, husband, as your +faithful wife. It is not too late. We will go there hand in hand, side +by side, to fight this pestilence." + +"What? Take you there--you?" he cried, as he raised his head, and +caught her hands--"take you to face that awful scourge?" + +"Yes," she cried, raising her head proudly, "side by side with you in +the awful strife. God with us, Neil--our faith in his protecting +shield, as I place mine in you, my brave, true hero--my love--my life." + +"Till death do us part," cried Neil, as he clasped her to his breast. + +"Amen!" said a solemn voice, and Sir Denton came forward out of the +darkness, and stopped by their side. "I thought I was going to the +grave a childless man," he continued in a broken voice--"my son--my +daughter. You have given me afresh lease of life--to live till I see +you once again. I say it, children, I, the old prophet: I shall see you +before I die." + +CHAPTER THIRTY TWO. + +PEACE AT HIGHTOFT. + +Neil Elthorne had not been a month at the West Coast settlement before +he began to find that the funds placed at his disposal by the home +authorities would be utterly inadequate for the great work on hand. He +was already crippled, and upon taking the sharer of his enterprise into +his confidence he fully realised for the first time that he had married +a wealthy wife, and that the accumulations of years of her large income +were waiting to be utilised as he thought best. + +This gave the necessary impulse to his task, and for the next five years +the warfare was carried on. With wonderful success? Yes. To achieve +all that he and Lady Cicely desired? No. But they fought on, unscathed +by disease, which swept away its hundreds, leading, as it were, a +charmed life, till reason forced it upon his busy brain that the time +had come when he must return. + +He had done far more than the most sanguine had expected, and thousands +lived to bless his name, and that of the brave, true woman ever working +at his side. + +His departure was sudden. Weakness and a strange languor had attacked +his wife. She had hidden her sufferings from him lest she should hinder +him in his work, but his practiced eye detected her state; and as soon +as the necessary arrangements could be made, the low, miasmatic tropical +shore was left behind, and in a vessel rapidly making its way north, the +change was almost magical. + +"So well, dear," said Lady Cicely one bright morning, as the vessel +rushed onward into purer air, and beneath brighter skies, "that I feel +as if we ought to return." + +"No," he said, taking her hand; "we have done our work there. We have +laid the foundation of a new _regime_ of comparative health for our +colonies, and the inhabitants of that dreadful place; other hands must +carry on the work. I shudder now as I think of all that we have gone +through, and wonder that we are still alive to begin some other task at +home." + +There had been plenty of changes since they had left England, but Sir +Denton Hayle, apparently not a day older, still paid his visits to the +ward which bore his name; while Ralph Elthorne, vigorous in health, +though helpless as a child, was at the station to welcome back his +children, as he called them, to the old home, where Aunt Anne, grown +more grey and placid, still kept house, and ignored all the past as she +took her niece in her arms. + +Alison was no longer there. He had consoled himself a year after his +brother's departure by marrying Saxa Lydon, instead of Dana, and +residing at the Grange. For the younger sister preferred her outdoor +life, spending half the year at her old home, the other half in +travelling in so strong-minded a manner that Aunt Anne declared she was +quite shocked. As for Saxa, when she decided to be Alison's wife, she +endowed him with her masculine habits as well as her fortune, for a +couple of sturdy little _facsimiles_ of her husband brought her to the +way of thinking that an English wife should be motherly and wise, so +that on Neil's return a wonderfully warm intimacy sprang up between the +brothers' wives. + +There was another couple at the old home to welcome the sun-burned +travellers, for Sir Cheltnam Burwood never entered Ralph Elthorne's +doors again, but passed out of sight entirely, living, it was said, in +Paris and Baden. So that when the vicar's son came to Hightoft as +Captain Beck, his welcome was warm as he could wish, and his patience +met with its reward. + +"That's the worst of it, my dear," said Ralph Elthorne, wrinkling up his +brow, as he wheeled himself along the drive in the bright sunshine. "I +don't want nursing, only helping about, and yet, now you are here, I +feel sometimes as if I should like to be ill again, to wake up and see +your dear face watching by my side. And so Sir Denton resigns his post +at the hospital to Neil, eh?" + +"Yes; and we must go up at once." + +"Tut, tut, tut! you seem only just to have come. Here is Neil. I say, +my dear boy: about this hospital. You don't want money?" + +"No, father; certainly not." + +"Then throw it up. Come and settle down here. I can't spare Cicely. I +can't, indeed." + +"I'm afraid you must, sir," said Neil, laughing, "unless she says I am +to go to work alone. Not a habit of hers, eh, my dear?" + +"Bah! You two are children. Anyone would think you had been married +five days ago, instead of five years. Then look here: I shall give up +the old place and come and live in town." + +"No," said Neil; "only to visit us now and then. You could not exist +healthily away from your gardens and your farm. Besides, Isabel and +Saxa." + +"And your grandchildren," said Lady Cicely. "There again," the old man +cried testily, "that's the worst of you two: you are always right. Is a +man never to have his own way here?" + +"Never, father," said Neil, taking his wife's hand. "Nature says it is +not to be done." + +"And somehow, my boy, in spite of all our planning, and vexation at +being thwarted," said the old man, almost in a deprecating way, "things +do happen for the best." + +"That has long been my faith, father, which means my dear wife's too." + +"Yes, my boy, and mine too, now at last. Here, hi! Ralph, you young +rascal, come and push grandpa's chair." + +Alison's curly-headed little fellow came scampering up, to begin batting +hard behind the light wheeled chair in which the old man sat; and as +Neil and his wife saw the old man's glee, there was a faint touch of +sorrow in the husband's heart, as he thought that it might have been his +son who was sturdily pushing along the old man's chair. + +He turned and looked half shrinkingly at his wife, as he saw that her +deep eyes were fixed on his, and the next moment he knew that she could +read the very secrets of his heart. + +For she laid her hand on his, and said softly: + +"Our children are waiting yonder, Neil, under the black clouds of the +great city--our children, love--the poor, the suffering, and the weak, +waiting, waiting for the healing touch of my dear husband's hand." + +"And for their pillows to be smoothed by their tender nurse--true +woman--dearest wife." + +The End. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Nurse Elisia, by George Manville Fenn + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40675 *** |
